Chapter Text
November, 1955
Somewhere in Los Angeles…
The man was still breathing, though not easily.
Sweat clung to his temples, dragging the pomade into greasy rivulets down his face. His wrists were bound to the chair with conjured wire. Tight enough to bruise but not enough to bleed.
Most of the blood pooled lower.
Rosalind smoked a cigarette and leaned against the wall, watching him try not to squirm.
Screaming was never the point. It wasn’t that she minded pain—she just preferred it at lower volumes. Screaming was so grating.
The hunt always came easier. Watching from a distance as her target went about their day, grabbing a coffee, casting a glance at the waitress, checking their reflection in the mirror behind the bar. Utterly unaware. Already marked.
She liked the turn. That brief second when they realized something was off. A shadow where there shouldn’t be one. The snap of Apparition in a quiet alley. Her wand at their throat.
Fear bloomed fast in men like Harold Godfrey. The kind who wore their names like armor and thought endless vaults made them immortal.
She crossed the warehouse floor, heels tapping against concrete. His eyes followed, wide and bloodshot. He flinched when she passed behind him to the table.
His wand sat there, snapped at the hilt, Wampus cat fur jutting out like a broken bone. She picked it up, thumb dragging along the splintered point.
When did she stop feeling anything about all this? Maybe kill number three. Maybe the one before that.
They weren’t her first. They wouldn’t be her last. Maybe that knowledge made it numb.
Her heels clicked as she stepped back into view. “Did you get this from Ollivanders?” she asked, lifting the broken wand. “Oh. Right. You’re American.”
He tried to sit up straighter. “I—I don’t know what you think this is, but—”
Rosalind dropped his wand to the floor and took another drag. “What happened to Patricia Weston?”
He blinked. Then shivered.
“I don’t—”
“Cute little button nose,” she said. “Mole right here.” She touched her own cheek. “From Cleveland. Wanted to be in Muggle films.”
Still nothing. Or he was a better liar than most. But Rosalind had seen inside Patricia Weston’s memories. She knew how the story ended: bruised and beaten in a hotel room on the wrong side of town. Memory wiped. Not well, of course. Men like Godfrey were always lazy.
“You told her you’d make her a star,” she continued. “Said, Sweetheart, I’m the biggest magical producer in Hollywood. ”
His mouth parted, but she didn’t wait. A flick of her wrist and the silencing charm snapped into place. She didn’t need the confession. She certainly didn’t need the scream. She’d already had enough of both.
She only dragged it out because it was the only thing she knew.
Taking a long drag, she remembered the words–
Where’s the elegance in a quick kill?
Most nights bled into the next. Shadow and blood and bone. Her heels were ruined again. It didn’t matter. Her bank account didn’t notice the replacements. Designer shoes, diamonds on her fingers, Evelyn DuVall on every marquee.
Her face still lingered on cinema screens across America— The Woman Upstairs , a Hitchcock picture with middling reviews but all the usual hallmarks—gorgeous rooms, voyeur’s angles, a woman you couldn’t trust. The poster showed her backlit in a window, cigarette in hand, Joseph Cotten’s reflection faint in the glass behind her.
The studio liked to think they created Evelyn DuVall. But Rosalind had written her long before the cameras rolled.
The pocket watch on the table ticked louder in the silence.
She reached for it absently, turning it over in her palm. It was heavier than she expected. Probably enchanted. Probably valuable. He’d called it an heirloom when she took it from his coat.
It was just after 2:00 a.m. Fuck, where had the time gone?
Time was always slipping.
It had been five years and seven months in Los Angeles.
He’d promised her five. No more, no less. Five years to go and live the life she thought she wanted. Five years to prove she could exist without him. Five years before she had to return to him.
She had pushed it to the edge, as she always did.
And he’d let her, as he always did, too.
But he would come soon. He always did. He wouldn’t let six go by.
Her fingers tightened around the wand.
Was this justice?
Did it even matter?
She glanced at Godfrey again. His chest was still rising, shallow and fast. There was a wet patch beneath him now–piss or blood. Maybe both. His shoes were expensive. His tie had a gold pin. She wondered if he’d worn it to impress someone tonight.
Well, they were better off without him.
Rosalind tilted her head.
Once, moments like this had shaken her. When she was eighteen and terrified. When her magic killed by accident, not intention. When she still tried to measure her actions against words like right and wrong .
She almost laughed, bitter enough to burn on the way up.
Those questions never saved anyone. Justice? Matter? Rosalind was a witch whose magic defied explanation. She acted , she took . Men like Godfrey deserved to decay six feet under. Their outsides to match the rot inside.
She raised her wand. The cigarette hung between her lips, smoke curling upward.
The air shimmered. Godfrey’s eyes widened, his body locked in place by the charm. He didn’t scream. He couldn’t.
Ancient magic coiled under her skin. Hungry. Ready.
The lights flickered. Then Rosalind struck.
The spell was silent, silver-blue magic coiling from her wand, slipping around his neck like a noose.
A crack.
Then stillness.
Magic curled off his body like smoke. There was no struggle or spectacle. She’d done all that earlier. The elegance, if you could call it that, was a slicing charm to the knees, her fist to his face.
Now, only death.
She stood there for a moment, listening to the tick of the pocket watch, the dripping of blood from his knees.
Her heart was still racing, but her hands didn’t shake.
She looked at the body. It should have meant something. Once, it had. Now it was just another night in just another room, with just another man who thought he’d get away with it forever.
Her thumb traced scratched silver, a name she didn’t bother to read. She didn’t care what it meant to him.
She took it anyway.
It was a habit she’d picked up—the need to keep something. Little trinkets and artifacts to prove she was something. Powerful. Untouchable. This one might have been useless, but she’d toss it into the box like the rest of them. Just like he would.
She always thought of him in moments like this.
Tom.
Her lover. Her obsession. The only person who ever looked at her hunger and didn’t try to make it smaller. Who wanted it. Who met it. Who understood it.
She wondered if he was still wearing that stupid chain, the one that made it hurt less. She didn’t have the luxury of numbing it. She carried the hurt. Day in, day out. Never enough to stop her. Always enough to burn.
An itch that never eased.
She told herself it was her choice to leave. But he let her go.
And she’d been bleeding ever since.
She slipped the watch into her coat pocket.
There was no cleanup. She wouldn’t be connected to this—not Evelyn DuVall, not the studio’s precious star. She had people who ensured that. A system now. A rhythm.
Rosalind stepped back and took one last look at the scene. The chair. The blood. The quiet. She didn’t say a word, just flicked her cigarette to the ground beside him.
Let it burn.
She sealed the warehouse door behind her. Her heels echoed across the floor as she walked out into the Los Angeles night, already thinking about the next one.
There was always another.
Wizards moved here in droves, hungry for power, eager to take advantage of pretty, naive girls who didn’t yet know how to say no. She liked to think of herself as a correction. A necessary cruelty. Balance.
The ancient magic stirred inside her. It wanted. It always wanted.
Memory. Pleasure. Rage.
Her.
And the night was still young.
Notes:
Consider this one story in the multiverse of the wizarding world—a what if. What if Tom Riddle went to school with someone who could use ancient magic, like in Hogwarts Legacy?
All you really need to know is that Rosalind’s grandmother, Selene, was in her fifth year when she saved the school from a goblin rebellion. Unbeknownst to the wizarding world, she could see and wield ancient magic, which she mastered through a series of magical trials.
She also, less publicly, snuck off the grounds to kill a lot of dark wizards and goblins, and helped her morally questionable best friend Sebastian try to cure his cursed sister using dark magic. In this version of the story, Selene and Sebastian eventually married, had a son, and now they have a granddaughter: Rosalind. And she might just have the same gift. (Or is it more of a curse?).
Either way, we stray so far from the canon of the game that it's not necessary to know much.
Chapter 2: Christmas at the Ministry
Chapter Text
December 1945
Being pretty had its advantages.
The world shifted for Rosalind Sallow—just enough to clear a path. Never enough to ask where she was going.
There were other pretty girls, of course. Symmetrical, polished by Tugwood tonics. But Rosalind had something else. Something older. Hungrier. People looked at her and filled in the blanks, calling it elegance or allure. Gave her credit for things she hadn’t said and blamed her for things she hadn’t done. She let them, because it saved her the trouble.
The truth was worse.
Of course, being Rosalind Sallow came with disadvantages as well. Namely: busybody pureblood mothers, eyeing her for their sons.
She slipped through the crowd, gown in one hand, champagne plucked from a floating tray without breaking stride. At eighteen, no one batted an eye. Except for her mother, who'd made it clear that one drink was acceptable. Rosalind had passed one drink already.
The atrium of the Ministry had become a winter wonderland. Floating candles flickered like starlight above garlands of holly and ivy. A towering Christmas tree smelled of balsam and cedar, dusted with frost and red-green baubles. A live jazz band played as couples spun across the floor.
Rosalind slipped past it all, smooth, blurred at the edges.
If someone were watching, they’d say she glided. But Rosalind didn’t glide.
She evaded.
She caught Vespera Rosier’s predator’s stare across the hall. She ducked her head, but it was pointless. Mrs. Rosier carved through the crowd until she stood before her.
The older witch had swaddled herself in fur, with a fashionable green gown peeking through.
“Miss Sallow,” she said, drawing out the S like it tasted expensive. “Aren’t you a vision in blue?”
Rosalind forced a polite smile. In her mind, she narrowed her eyes like a femme fatale and asked if that made the woman nervous. Instead, she deadpanned, “Thank you, Mrs. Rosier. Not nearly as lovely as you.”
Mrs. Rosier’s dark eyes swept over her again, as though selecting a cut of meat.
“And how grown you are. You must already be snatched up. Are you attached to someone?”
Straight to the point. Rosalind could grudgingly respect that. Emmeline Nott had at least pretended to care about the weather before asking the same thing.
“My focus has been on my studies, Mrs. Rosier. I’ll be sitting for my N.E.W.T.s soon.”
“Yes, Paris has been complaining about his studies all weekend,” she replied breezily, meaning her youngest son.
Paris Rosier, who leered like she should be grateful for it. The kind of boy who thought reading French poetry made him mysterious. Indistinguishable from his friends—fragile egos, inherited opinions, all of them convinced she was flirting just because she looked their way.
“Do you and Paris get on?”
Rosalind nearly choked.
“You should be speaking with my parents about these matters, Mrs. Rosier,” she said coolly. Not me. I’d send a Howler with my refusal.
“What good are N.E.W.T.s anyway?” the woman waved a hand. “You’ll find a husband soon enough. Don’t work too hard, dear. It’s far more important to enjoy your last year at Hogwarts while you can. Basil works so hard now. He has no free time at all.”
Rosalind had no idea what Basil Rosier did for a living—something uninspired at the Ministry, surely—the fate of most good little pureblood boys. The only thing she knew about him was that his relationship with Walburga Black had gone up in flames and landed him in the gossip columns. Walburga was now engaged to her cousin, and Basil had become a cautionary tale.
“I imagine they’re good for quite a lot,” Rosalind said airily, lifting her champagne. “If you’ll excuse me, Mrs. Rosier, my brother is waiting for me.”
Before the woman could pry further, Rosalind swept away, the hem of her gown whispering across the polished floor. She passed another floating tray and traded her empty glass for a full one, then took a second, just in case.
Benedict, her younger brother, stood near the buffet with a plate of canapés, his sharp green eyes scanning the room. He looked so much like their grandfather that it sometimes unsettled her. Everyone said so—her parents' coworkers, her grandparents' old classmates, even witches and wizards in the street who recognized the family from the papers.
And, like their grandfather, he looked like he was planning mischief.
“Happy Christmas,” he said, taking the glass from her.
“Don’t say I never get you anything.”
He smirked and clinked his glass against hers. “Tastes like victory.”
“Don’t let Mum catch you. You need to pace yourself.”
“Says you. Your nose is pink, Ros—and Mum’ll be too busy killing you to notice my glass.”
She swatted him.
Benedict drank half the glass. “I saw you cornered by two pureblood mothers. Got a husband on the line now?”
“Three options,” she said wistfully. “And they’re going to fight to the death for my hand. Isn’t it romantic? I demand blood, and if they want me, they shall spill it.”
“You sound like a heroine from one of your Muggle films,” Benedict said. “The kind who ends up dead on the stairs.”
Rosalind laughed. “Please. I’m far too clever for the stairs. I’ll drink the poisoned champagne instead.”
Some days, poisoned champagne sounded like the only decent option.
“Besides, I doubt Paris could hold his own in a fight with Basil. Who was the other woman?”
“Nott’s mother. He’s more bookish than duelist.”
“Looks like it’s Basil, then,” Benedict drawled. “Better at Quidditch anyway.”
“I suppose not everyone’s born a Quidditch prodigy, are they?”
“To matchmaking season,” Benedict said, raising his glass.
A sharp, disapproving throat-clear interrupted their moment of triumph.
Octavia Sallow stood before them, arms crossed, one elegant brow arched in unmistakable judgment. The candlelight shimmered against the deep red of her gown, her golden-brown curls catching the movement as she tilted her head. A picture of poise and beauty, meticulously arranged for maximum disapproval. Her eyes locked onto the champagne glass in Benedict’s hand.
She snapped her fingers and held out her palm.
Benedict surrendered the glass without hesitation.
“Rosalind made me do it,” he said.
“Hey!” Rosalind cried. “I didn’t hold my wand to your throat.”
“She’s a terrible influence,” Benedict added, barely hiding a grin.
Octavia frowned, but it didn’t last. She sighed, rolling her eyes. “You two are so like me. Heaven help us.”
“Oh, come on. It’s Christmas,” Rosalind said, grinning.
Octavia, already tipsy, scrunched her face in mock displeasure. “That might work on your father, but not on me.” She tapped Rosalind’s nose. “You’re pink, darling.”
Rosalind groaned and took a half-step back. “Hardly.”
“No more drinks,” Octavia said. “At least until we speak with the Minister.”
“He won’t care,” Rosalind muttered. “He’s probably half in the bag already.”
Octavia gave her a pointed look. “Yes, well. Call it a new rule. You know how I dislike making rules, Rosalind. Just follow this one. For me?”
She and Benedict exchanged a look that said: she absolutely would not.
“And if you’re going to corrupt your brother,” Octavia added, narrowing her eyes, “don’t get caught. The buffet, Rosalind? Really? At least sneak around, like your father and I.”
With that, she turned sharply, red silk sweeping behind her like a stage curtain.
Rosalind shot Benedict a look of theatrical despair. He just gestured her forward with a flourish. By the time they joined the Sallow clan at the head table, Rosalind already had another champagne flute in hand.
Octavia huffed but didn’t take it. She turned instead to straighten Benedict’s slightly askew tie.
“Don’t push your luck with your mother,” Ominis murmured. Her father, newly appointed Head of International Magical Relations, was still settling into the role, quietly competent, well-liked, and named personally by Minister Moon.
“I’ve already been scolded for having too much mulled wine,” he added, grinning.
“Have you?” Rosalind asked, peering into his cup.
“Of course.”
Her grandfather, Sebastian, slung an arm around Benedict’s shoulders, undoing Octavia’s efforts in an instant.
“I just fixed him,” she grumbled at her father-in-law, though she smiled as she tried to flatten Benedict’s waves. He fought her off like he always did.
“Honestly, woman,” he groaned. “Get off of me.”
“He’s a Quidditch player,” Sebastian insisted, tousling him again. “Benny looks good with that wind-swept look. Gets the birds going.”
“Is that your personal experience?” Rosalind asked, smirking.
“Ask your grandmother,” he said proudly. “She couldn’t keep her hands off me.”
“Don’t be a pig,” Selene said dryly.
Selene Sallow was one of the most powerful witches alive—and she looked it. Silver hair in a chignon, eyes glinting, the posture of someone who’d survived more duels than most Aurors. Only eight months ago, she’d retired from the Department of Mysteries after felling Aurelius Vane, Grindelwald’s third-in-command.
She was a war hero. A legend. And looked like she might hex someone for looking at her sideways.
“So you weren’t swooning over his Quidditch hair?”
Selene plucked the champagne flute from her hand without comment.
“I was too busy with my studies to swoon,” she said coolly.
“Studies, right,” Rosalind murmured, lips quirking.
They shared a smile, one of those rare moments where Rosalind felt truly seen.
“We’re up next,” Octavia said, releasing Benedict’s tie. “Don’t say anything stupid, you two.”
Rosalind slipped her hand into her mother’s and smiled with practiced ease. “Minister Moon finds us charmingly irreverent. Like show Hippogriffs.”
“Show Hippogriffs who might stomp your toes,” Ominis added, resting a hand gently on Rosalind’s back.
Selene led them toward Minister Moon, who stood near a towering Daily Prophet display of the year’s accomplishments: the war’s end, reforms in Magical Law Enforcement, the purging of Grindelwald sympathizers from the Wizengamot.
“Oh, if it isn’t my favorite family!” Minister Moon boomed, his voice cutting through the din. He was a portly man with graying hair and kind, wide eyes. His daughter, close in age to Rosalind’s parents, smiled faintly as they approached. As Rosalind had predicted, his wife was already tipsy, gripping his arm for balance.
“It’s good to see you, Leonard,” Selene said, kissing his cheek. “How are you, Renalda? Isladore?”
Both murmured their greetings.
“And look at the two of you!” Moon exclaimed, eyes sweeping over Rosalind and Benedict. “They grow up so fast, don’t they?”
“Yes, sir,” Ominis said, nodding. “Too fast. Rosalind sits her N.E.W.T.s in June.”
“Is that right?” Moon said, beaming at her. “And aren’t you a lovely little thing? All your looks from your mother, I expect.”
Rosalind mastered the blush on command. She let it bloom now.
Octavia smiled, laying a hand lightly on Rosalind’s back.
“Not from my father, that’s for sure,” Rosalind said dryly.
Her mother gave her side a squeeze. Reprimand, stage cue, reminder. She was supposed to blush, look down, and pretend not to know she was beautiful.
But she was beautiful. Pretending otherwise felt false. Pointless. Boring.
“The spitting image of her mother,” Ominis added, full of pride.
“As you are of your father, boy,” Moon said, turning to Benedict. He looked bored already, eyes drifting past the Minister for friends or an exit.
“You’re a Quidditch star, I hear?”
“That he is,” Sebastian said, clapping a hand on Benedict’s shoulder. “Set the school record for most points last year. As a fourth year, no less.”
“Have you gotten his name out to the league teams?” Moon asked, suddenly animated. “I’m sure they’ll send scouts this year.”
Sebastian said, “It’s the Magpies or bust,” as Ominis said mildly, “We’ve had a few inquiries.”
Benedict beamed.
“Ballycastle Bats might have a case,” came a smooth voice behind them.
Rosalind tensed.
The Lestranges had arrived: Edmund and Miranda, her maternal grandparents. Cold. Ornamental. Behind them trailed her uncle William, his wife Emilia, and their son—
Ares.
Rosalind and Ares locked eyes like they always did. She didn’t know who started glaring first.
He was a Slytherin in her year. Technically her cousin. Practically a headache. Rivals at best. Enemies at worst.
“Happy Christmas, Mother,” Octavia said tightly, kissing Miranda’s cheeks. “Father.”
“Favor the Bats, do you, Edmund?” Minister Moon laughed, shaking her grandfather’s hand. “We’ve got a family rivalry brewing, then.”
A gentle way to put it.
Octavia had never quite fit into the Lestrange mold. Marrying Ominis—a pureblood, yes, but politically progressive—had never sat well. She’d tried to keep things cordial over the years, but wartime had frayed what little thread remained.
Whether the Lestranges had supported Grindelwald outright was unclear. Ominis always said yes. Octavia said no.
“Ares, dear boy,” Moon said, turning toward him. “How strong you’ve gotten. Thinking of joining the Aurors?”
Ares puffed his chest. Rosalind and Benedict both snickered.
“Actually, sir,” he said smoothly, “I’m planning to join my father in Magical Transportation. Once I’ve completed my N.E.W.T.s, of course.”
Moon nodded. Then his eyes swung back to Rosalind. “What about you, Miss Sallow? Will you follow your grandmother’s footsteps? A future in the Department of Mysteries, perhaps?”
At least two Lestranges snorted. Rosalind didn’t look to see which ones. She bit back the urge to roll her eyes. Or snap.
But Selene answered first, calm as ever. “Rosalind is still considering her options. She’s taking an ambitious slate of N.E.W.T.s—nearly enough for any Ministry post come autumn.”
Rosalind didn’t show her flinch.
She was still uncertain, still weighing her options. The future she was meant to walk into felt like broken glass. Her grandmother’s words, though kindly meant, had sounded like prophecy. What if she wanted something different? To travel. To vanish into a Muggle city. To make something strange and cinematic of her life.
She didn’t know what she wanted, only that it wasn’t this. Wasn’t courtship, parties, a legacy pressed into her palm like charity.
Something in her always twisted away from all of it.
“Remarkable, indeed,” Moon chuckled. “Are you prepared for such expectations, my dear? The Ministry isn’t for the faint of heart. Especially not for a young woman. Your grandmother’s legacy is quite one to live up to.”
Expectations. Legacy. Exhausting words, tossed like confetti.
Rosalind forced a smile. “I suppose I’ll find out when I get there, Minister.”
“Of course, of course,” Moon said warmly. “A bright young woman like yourself has plenty of time to decide.”
Ares snorted.
Rosalind’s cold glare was met instantly by Miranda’s. Her grandmother had never approved of ambition in a witch. A career? Unthinkable. Octavia’s work in the London Wizarding Theatre was scandalous enough.
And then there was the matter of the proposal.
Two days ago, she’d overheard them whispering in the library. A marriage proposal. For her. From the Lestranges. To marry Ares. The thought made her nauseous. They weren’t the Blacks, she wouldn’t marry her cousin.
Her mother had been just as furious.
She needed a cigarette. Another drink. A broomstick to the fucking moon.
Mercifully, Moon’s attention turned to the family behind them.
Rosalind caught her mother’s eye. Octavia gave a subtle nod and leaned in. “Stay out of trouble the rest of the night, won’t you?”
She only smiled.
-.-
On the balcony off the Head Auror’s office, Tom Riddle smoked as the city sprawled beneath him—its lights flickering like distant, dying stars.
The cold stung his skin, but he didn’t feel it. He was long used to the chill of the weather, and of the frozen place inside him that had never thawed.
London had always been a contradiction. As a boy, he’d hated it. Wool’s Orphanage had been a cage. His fellow orphans were pathetic. Spiteful. Dull. But Hogwarts had changed everything. There, he’d been invited into London’s elite magical circles. And here, he’d learned what real power looked like—how it moved, masked itself, bent when pressed in the right place.
He was patient. Everything he wanted would come to him in time.
The ember of his cigarette flared, then vanished as he flicked it into the dark.
The invitation had come through Abraxas Malfoy—vain, obsessed with bloodlines, but not stupid. His family’s library made him valuable. His father held a senior post in Magical Law Enforcement. The Malfoys had influence, and for now, Tom needed influence.
He liked Abraxas well enough—the most he’d liked anyone, if that counted. Abraxas knew when to shut up, when to fall in line, and when to let Tom speak first. That mattered.
The Ministry was a rotten tree propped up by bloodlines and gold. He planned to gut it and build something better. But first: roots.
At the party, Abraxas had paraded him around like a prize. Tom played the part—gracious smile, firm handshake, razor-edged eyes. Every name. Every glance. Every flicker of recognition. Logged. Filed. Sharpened.
Have you met Tom? Yes, he caught that awful student—the one with the monster that killed the girl. Terrible business. He’s a hero, of course. Saved us all.
A useful lie, and they all believed it.
The rest of his friends were, as usual, disappointing.
Rosier sulked with a flask. Lestrange puffed himself up. Avery necked his girlfriend. Nott lectured a Junior Ministry witch. Mulciber lifted purses in the shadows. A sorry collection. But tools, nonetheless.
He turned from the railing, and the balcony door clicked shut behind him.
The Auror offices were dark and empty, lit only by flickering lanterns. The air smelled of parchment, old ink, and half-eaten food. The desks were cluttered with abandoned case files.
He moved to Alistair Graves’s desk. The new Head Auror, installed after Grindelwald’s fall to purge sympathizers, had already dismissed several purebloods.
A Prophet clipping sat on the desk: Frederick Rowle Removed from Duty.
He rifled through the papers. Palmed a few files. Shrunk them with a flick of his wand and slipped them into his pocket.
It was a habit he’d never broken.
Wool’s had taught him how to take. Hogwarts had taught him how to use.
He moved from desk to desk, fingers skimming across papers. Most were mundane—petty hexes, minor raids, but a few shimmered with potential. Escaped loyalists. Surveillance memos. Internal rot.
Threads.
He took those, too.
Back in the corridor, he cast a Disillusionment Charm and took the stairs. The spell shimmered, light warping, footsteps hushed, the world bending to let him through.
On the main floor, he slipped into the toilets, dropped the charm, and adjusted his collar. Smoothed the line of his jacket. Tilted his head, just once, to study his reflection.
Handsome. Tidy. All put together.
The light overhead flickered. He didn’t blink.
When he emerged, the party had swelled louder. Brass horns wailed, champagne clinked, and laughter shattered against the marble walls.
That’s when he saw her.
Rosalind Sallow, slipping toward the stairwell, moving like the night had been built around her.
Her heels clicked like a metronome. Candlelight turned her silhouette to silver. A Muggle movie star on her way to ruin someone. Or just finished.
He stopped and watched, leaning against the gilded wall, expressionless.
Their eyes met.
She scowled.
Most girls smiled at him. Sallow seldom bothered.
He watched her for a moment longer, calculating.
Rosalind Sallow. Daughter of Ominis and Octavia. Granddaughter of Sebastian and Selene. Selene—the girl who supposedly saved Hogwarts from Ranrok’s rebellion at fifteen. A legend. Tom had always found that story suspect. No one had that kind of power at fifteen. Not even him.
And her father. Ominis. Tom’s great-uncle had been Ominis Gaunt. Blind. Dead young, at Hogwarts with the Sallows. Perhaps their son was named for an old friend. Or an old enemy.
She was still scowling, but surprisingly, she hadn’t slipped away yet. That was the thing about Rosalind Sallow—she always drifted.
He’d watched her at school, at parties, gliding through corridors like they bored her. Laughing one moment, gone the next. She never lingered, never gave more than a glance. Everyone else orbited. Sallow evaded.
Suddenly she masked her irritation with polite indifference. But she still hadn’t left.
“Miss Sallow,” he called. “Isn’t this a bit far from the champagne?”
Her eyes narrowed just so. Tom pushed off the wall and approached her. She took two measured steps toward him.
“Enjoying the party?”
“Very much so,” she replied, dry as vermouth.
Her lips were stained like cherries. Her cheeks flushed with drink—or temper. The silk of her gown clung to her hips. Tom considered what they might feel like under his hands.
“Didn’t expect to find you skulking,” she said.
“I might say the same.”
“Escaping,” she replied, with a sigh. “And now, apparently, getting caught.”
He smirked. “I doubt you’re up to anything worth gossiping about, Sallow.”
“You can call me Rosalind, you know. We have known each other long enough.”
“Rosalind, then.” He said it slowly, letting the shape of it settle on his tongue. It felt expensive. Intimate. Slightly profane.
He liked it instantly.
She blinked. Once. Then slipped her expression back into place, all poise and polite indifference—like it hadn’t touched her at all.
“So,” she asked, “you weren’t escaping this unbearable ordeal? Just lurking near the stairs for sport?”
“What’s so unbearable about tonight?” he asked lightly. “Surely you don’t find such esteemed company unpleasant.”
“I’ve had enough Ministry pleasantries to last a lifetime, Riddle.”
“Tom,” he corrected. “Since we’ve known each other long enough.”
“Tom,” she repeated, turning it on her tongue like a cherry pit she meant to spit out.
He smiled. Slowly. And something in him sharpened toward her.
“Is that all you do at these things?” she asked. “Watch people like exhibits?”
“Do you not enjoy the attention?”
Rosalind sighed. “I didn’t mean me.”
But she had.
His Knights spoke of her constantly—Avery, Lestrange, Nott, Mulciber. Who’d had a shot, who hadn’t, who swore she’d glanced at them in Potions and it meant something. Even Rosier had a remark. Even Malfoy, who pretended to be above it, once asked Tom what he thought of her.
They’d tear each other apart for a night with Rosalind Sallow.
Tom liked beautiful things. He took what he wanted, their ownership irrelevant. Besides, a pretty girl was hardly rare.
But this one—
This one stood before him with Bacall eyes and that cool indifference men always mistook for permission.
He’d always thought her too slippery to bother. Beautiful, yes, but the sort to vanish mid-sentence. The kind of girl who stayed only long enough to get what she wanted.
But this version—composed, clever, pressing back—
This was different. This was performance.
This was something to ruin.
“I observe. I learn,” he said. “It’s hardly an act.”
A strand of hair slipped behind her ear. Her eyes glittered.
“If you must know,” she said, “I’m sneaking out for a cigarette. And I just happened to have forgotten my own.”
He laughed. Bacall indeed.
“How rebellious of you.”
“Come on, Riddle. I know you’ve got some in that fancy little case.”
He pulled his fancy little case from his pocket. It was slim and black. He’d bought it himself in London over the summer, with some money he’d gotten pawning off an old Malfoy ring.
“Imperial Golds?” she guessed.
“No. Nothing you’ve heard of.”
Her face lit up. “A Muggle brand?”
He nodded. “They do some things right.”
“Of course they do,” she murmured, taking one. Their fingers didn’t touch, but it was close enough to count.
Much to his dismay, she didn’t put it to her lips. Instead, she tucked it behind her ear.
Something in him tightened low anyway.
“Thanks for the chat, Tom,” she said.
He nodded.
Then, she said, as if it was nothing at all:
“I like the suit. Handsome.”
And she turned around, hips swaying, silk catching the light. Tom fought the urge to follow.
It might have sounded like nothing to someone else, but Tom had watched Rosalind Sallow for years. She didn’t hand out compliments like hors d’oeuvres.
That had been a card, slid casually across the table.
An invitation to play.
He was still wrapping his mind around it—the nerve, the mouth, the legs—when Alphard Black slipped past him into the stairwell. He felt a sharp flicker of irritation, gone as quickly as it came.
He turned away, adjusting himself, still half-hard.
Rosalind fucking Sallow.
Fine. He could play too.
-.-
Rosalind kissed Alfie harder.
Anything to stop herself from thinking about that look Riddle had given her.
Merlin, he was gorgeous.
Her fingers twisted into Alfie’s hair at the nape of his neck.
“I can’t believe it’s been two months,” he murmured against her mouth. “Please don’t make me wait this long again, Sallow.”
One hand braced them against the shelf, the other cupping her arse. Her dress had ridden up, hem bunched at her hips. They were pressed together in a closet off Magical Games and Sports. A prototype broom dug into her back, but she didn’t care.
“You could’ve come to Hogsmeade,” she whispered, kissing the column of his throat. “We could’ve done this in the broom closet at the Three Broomsticks instead.”
He laughed as she unraveled his tie.
“Try the Hog’s Head, sweetheart.”
She wrinkled her nose. “It smells like rubbish in there.”
They’d been seeing each other for six months now. It had started that summer, when Selene brought her to the Ministry. It was hard to focus on ‘career observation’ with Alfie Black showing her around Magical Games and Sports.
He was two years above her at Hogwarts. A Slytherin, but not Slytherin-y . Easier to stomach. Handsome, yes—but kind in a way that surprised her.
Her grandmother had been pulled into an emergency meeting with the Department of Mysteries, leaving Rosalind stranded for an hour. Alfie had filled it with charm, Quidditch banter, and just enough flirtation to keep her interested. He’d owled her that evening, asking her to dinner.
The relationship stayed secret. Not out of shame, she told herself, but convenience. With Alfie’s sister’s broken engagement to Basil Rosier still a scandal, the Blacks wouldn’t accept a Sallow any more than a Rosier.
And yet, he’d picked her. That mattered. Well, it felt like it mattered.
Alfie, for his part, had been fun. Proper dates. Long nights in his flat, tangled in sheets all summer. For a brief, glowing stretch, she’d felt like a grown woman.
When she returned to school, they’d planned to meet in Hogsmeade whenever possible, but Alfie’s work hours had tripled with the Quidditch World Cup looming. He’d only made it once, to the Slytherin-Ravenclaw match in October. He’d kissed her breathless behind the pitch, hands in her hair like he’d been starving.
Now, finally, he was here. And so was she. It still thrilled her. She liked the way he touched her, liked being chosen.
“Isn’t there an inn somewhere nearby?” she asked, undoing his tie completely and popping the buttons on his shirt. “We could pay by the hour.”
“You’re not that kind of girl, Sallow,” he said, tugging her dress higher. He dropped to his knees, wandlight casting a hungry gleam in his eyes. “I can’t pay by the hour for a witch like you.”
“Oh? But you can screw a witch like me in a broom closet?” she asked. But his kisses trailed up her thighs, and her retort—and Riddle—vanished.
“Desperate times, darling,” he said, pressing a kiss to the front of her lace panties. “I wish I could see these in the light.”
“Promise me you won’t destroy them like you did my little blue set?” she teased, but he was already yanking them down, and all thoughts of preservation dissolved. He kissed between her legs, then scooped one of them over his shoulder. She gripped the shelf to steady herself, pleasure surging through her.
For a moment, she felt untouchable. Worshipped. Or maybe she was just pretending again.
Either way, it worked. Alfie Black and a little release.
As he worked her with his mouth, she told herself not to think about how she’d lured him here, how he hadn’t written last week.
How he never used her name.
-.-
Rosalind hovered over the buffet, devouring finger sandwiches with a burning hunger, when Selene appeared at her side.
“There you are,” her grandmother said.
Rosalind shoved a cucumber sandwich into her mouth and grinned.
Selene scowled in mock disgust. “You children are foul. No manners at all.”
“Got it from Grandad,” Rosalind mumbled through her bite. “Speaking of, where is he?”
“Moon dragged him into his office. Likely something about a succession plan,” Selene said, rolling her eyes. “He’s planning to retire next year.”
“Is he?” Rosalind raised a brow. “And you’re not—?”
It was an open secret that Selene Sallow had been courted for Minister three elections running. The Prophet loved to pit her against Dumbledore in their wildest editorial fantasies.
“Not a chance,” Selene said crisply. Her gaze turned flinty—an old ghost surfacing—then vanished again. “Your grandfather enjoys the attention. You know Sebastian. Flattery’s his favorite drink.”
Rosalind nodded, grabbing a carrot.
Selene’s eyes sharpened. “Your strap’s twisted, darling.”
Rosalind flushed as her grandmother reached up to fix it, fingers warm but surgical, as if she couldn’t help correcting what didn’t fit.
“I just hope whoever you’re with respects you,” Selene said smoothly. “And isn’t trying to defile you and hide you away.”
At the word ‘defile,’ Tom Riddle’s face flashed behind her eyes. Rosalind stiffened, banishing the thought. Alfie.
“It’s not like that. He’s great. It’s just… complicated.”
Selene sighed softly. “It’s always complicated. Don’t let him convince you otherwise.”
Rosalind tried to offer a smile, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes.
Selene changed tones with alarming grace. “Speaking of complicated. How do you feel about adventure?”
Rosalind blinked. Her grandmother’s eyes twinkled, a gleam that always meant something unhinged was coming.
“Of course,” Rosalind said carefully, unable to say no. “Where are we headed?”
“A ruin out in Caer Fawr.”
“Wales?” Rosalind gaped. “Are we flying, or—?”
“Apparition, of course. It's the perfect night to push your distance.” Her smile tightened. “Your lessons are never really done, are they?”
She didn’t need to say which kind.
Rosalind forced a smile. So much for a lazy holiday. Tomorrow was meant for the cinema. She wanted to see three films before the term started. The Lost Weekend, for one.
No rest for the wicked. Certainly not for her.
She and Selene shared one buried truth: the real story of how Selene Sallow became what she was. And why Rosalind was so beautiful, it hurt to look at her.
“I’m looking forward to it,” she lied.
Selene smiled, as if she could see through it, but didn’t care one bit.
Chapter 3: The First Taste
Chapter Text
January 1946
Somewhere in the Forbidden Forest…
Rosalind came to with her face in the snow.
The cold slammed into her lungs. Her limbs felt all wrong, like she’d stepped into someone else’s body and found the seams misaligned. She pushed herself up clumsily, soaked to the bone and freezing, blinking hard against the dark, already cursing.
Fuck. Fuck! Fuck!
When she woke in the night, it used to be Gwen murmuring nonsense in her sleep. Or Camille, her cat, wedging herself between Rosalind’s legs. Not bone-deep chill in the middle of the fucking woods.
She was in the Forbidden Forest. Again. Dressed in just her uniform. Again .
And as she inspected herself, she thanked Merlin that at least she had on her good riding boots—highland leather, perfectly tailored for a girl cursed with a chronic, magic-laced sleepwalking disorder.
Her stiff and uncooperative fingers groped for her wand. The desperate warming charm sputtered once, then again. Her teeth knocked together in the cold. On the third try, a thin heat bled into her limbs, like a second tea made from a spent bag. It helped a little, but she was still out here, very much not in her bed.
Time to remedy that–
She turned toward the castle. Then the thing in her chest stirred.
It was hard to describe what it felt like. Smoke, slipping in and out of her limbs. A thread both pulling and pressing from her sternum. A rampant aching for action. Usage.
Blasting something to bits.
That was ancient magic.
Or at least, the kind that lived inside Rosalind Sallow.
She rolled her shoulders, and there it was: a silhouette through the trees, a ruin of jagged stone, half-swallowed by the earth.
Ancient magic’s favorite kind.
Like clockwork, the magic in her chest jerked forward, as if a hook had lodged behind her ribs.
“Let’s get this over with,” she muttered, already giving in.
When ancient magic sleepwalked her to the middle of the woods, it was hard to tell it no. It didn’t exactly hurt so much as itch. A maddening reminder that she shared her body rather than owned it.
Her boots scraped against frost-laced rock, and one hand skimmed the bark of a tree for balance. Her breath curled in the air. The magic tugged again—slower this time, but hungrier—like it knew she was contemplating fleeing at any moment.
It certainly was an impatient bastard. Some days it sang lullabies. Others, it pressed a knife beneath her ribs. Most days, it was something in between.
Vines covered the entrance to the ruin, dead now in the middle of winter. Rosalind raised her wand and cast a fire charm at it. They shrank into flame, and ash fell to her feet. Her wand lit. She crossed the threshold.
A low hum threaded beneath her skin, vibrating her bones. The ruin held its breath. The floor sagged beneath her weight. At the room’s center, a pit opened where a table might once have stood. Beyond it, in the mouth of a collapsed alcove, something shimmered silver-blue.
Not water. Not light. A pool of raw and pure ancient magic.
Beautiful. Terrible. Selene spoke of ancient magic as if it were sacred. Holy bloodline nonsense, passed down like an heirloom. A blessing.
It didn’t appear to just anyone.
It was something bestowed upon a god—with a very deliberate lowercase g.
But Rosalind knew better.
Ancient magic never appeared on altars. It bled into the aftermath, into ruin. It gathered in places people broke things, on purpose, by accident, or out of love. It wasn’t a gift. It was residue.
Someone’s last scream.
She stepped into the pool without thinking. Thinking only delayed the inevitable.
Absorbing ancient magic required no incantation. There was no defensive spell. Only a quiet, instinctive thought— take it —and the magic answered in kind.
It felt like dying.
Pain cracked through her chest, and heat licked her veins. She doubled forward, choking on her scream, teeth clenched so tightly her jaw trembled. Every nerve lit white-hot. Then came the deep and arresting cold, like a plunge beneath ice, the kind that left no breath.
And then—
Pleasure.
An uninvited and absolute jolt. It slammed into her spine, crashed up through her throat, and left her gasping. Her knees buckled. She caught the wall just in time, fingers scrabbling over damp stone.
It didn’t stop.
Her body arched in revolt, but the sound that left her mouth wasn’t a scream—it was a moan, low and helpless, dragged from someplace feral. She tried to swallow it back and failed. A sob tore loose.
It was like the best come she’d ever had. alone and quiet, her fingers in the dark.
She never knew in these moments if she was breaking apart or coming back together. Or if there was even a difference.
Then finally—
Stillness.
The ruin went quiet. The pool behind her stilled and emptied.
The magic was now rooted inside her, beating against her skin. She couldn’t tell the difference between the magic already within her and this new magic. The starving thing inside her never rejected its own; there was no conflict, only the well of power swelling larger.
Heavier.
She pressed one hand to the wall and exhaled.
Two summers ago, it was a simmer beneath her skin—something she could mostly ignore. Now it devoured her, a bonfire fed too fast. What was next?
At the room’s edge, stone had collapsed into a crumbling stairwell. She raised her wand, light spilling as she climbed. And there they were: two more pools humming and waiting. Ancient magic always came in threes. Like the remnants of someone blown apart—splinters still clinging to life, desperate for a new body to bury themselves in.
She gave them one.
The second pool took her with less violence, but not less pleasure. She was cracked open, numb and raw. The third blurred everything.
By the end, she was trembling and radiant. Silver-blue magic shimmered through her pores, glowing from the hollows of her throat.
Rosalind knew that if she stood before a mirror right now, she’d blaze like some otherworldly being, set upon earth to bless or burn, depending on who asked.
She stumbled from the ruins, heart still echoing, and Apparated just outside the Hogwarts gates.
The landing was brutal. Her knees cracked against the gravel, her palms ripped raw. For a moment, she stayed down, hunched and motionless, spine curled inward.
Then her stomach turned. She pitched forward and vomited into the snow.
Half-magic, half-acid, steaming where it hit the snow, as if it might claw its way back into her. Her chest spasmed with each gasp. She blinked through the blur, strands of hair pasted to her lips, mouth slack like she might be sick again.
So much for grace.
Rosalind wiped her mouth with the back of her hand. Kneeling before her own sick in the snow, she had never felt more like something holy.
Lower case god, indeed.
How much longer could she keep doing this?
She didn’t wait for the answer. She pulled herself to her feet, spat into the snow, and vanished, her Disillusionment Charm catching the moonlight.
-.-
She liked the castle best like this: hushed, no bells, no chattering portraits trying to guess who she was sneaking with. And what for.
Just her and the ghosts, and even they kept their distance. Sometimes, beneath Disillusionment, she pretended she was one of them. Not alive, not dead. Drifting in silk and stockings, too pretty to haunt properly.
It was always smarter to slip in through the west side, far from Central Hall, where overzealous prefects staked out their posts like hired security trolls. But Rosalind was exhausted, and not the charming kind you could fix with strong coffee.
And the prefects on patrol tonight were idiots. She could sneak past them with an alarm blaring on her forehead.
She’d only been caught out of bed once. In the fourth year, after a very educational study session with Fabian Rice—tongue down his throat behind the Arithmancy shelves—Walburga Black handed her three nights of detention like it was her birthday wish. Bitch.
Her thoughts drifted to Alfie, unfortunately, Walburga’s brother. The kind of mistake she didn’t make twice. More like a dozen, until it meant something.
Her legs ached, her ribs still hummed from the magic. She needed her bed. She slipped through the side doors, careful of the hinges, and melted into the hall.
Joseph Mallow—seventh-year Hufflepuff, tragically earnest—was posted at the unicorn-and-mermaid statue, inspecting his wand like it might confess something. On the far end of the corridor, Paloma Wind stood with her arms crossed and her chin tilted high, insufferable as ever. She’d called Rosalind a slag at least twice, probably more, when no one was listening.
Though that might have been because in the fourth year, she overheard Rosalind call her a boring cow.
If Paloma saw her, there’d be no charming her way out of detention, not even if she flirted with Mallow.
Rosalind crouched behind a display case, wand in hand, and waited. Her magic stirred—the scent of trouble waking it. Trouble, of course, was subjective. Ancient magic would’ve found this delightful.
If she timed it right, she could cut across the corridor, slip toward the Defense staircase, and climb back up to Ravenclaw Tower.
Safe. Undramatic. Boring. But smart.
She was already resenting it. But then—
A door creaked open at the far end of the corridor.
A flicker of movement—pale skin against stone, a hand half-swallowed by Disillusionment. Bone-white wand. Gold ring, black stone.
She didn’t need the rest of him to know who it was.
Tom Riddle.
His charm was nearly perfect. Nearly. For a heartbeat, his elbow slipped free, enough for the lantern light to catch his jawline, the sculpted cheekbone, the stupidly elegant flop of hair across one brow.
Fuck, he was fit. He moved like he knew it, like he knew exactly what kind of damage he could do just by existing.
He was already halfway across before she registered he’d seen her.
Their eyes locked.
The feeling landed deep in her belly. Hot. Magnetic.
Fun.
Her magic flared beneath her ribs, twisting sharply toward him with a dangerous curiosity.
He smirked. She smirked back.
Riddle tilted his head. A nod so slight it barely qualified, but she understood it all the same. Wait.
So she did—though not without giving him a tilt of her own. Why?
Then a bell rang, sharp and sudden, loud enough to make her flinch—and both prefects startle.
“What was that?” Mallow barked, stepping around the fountain. “Who’s there?”
“I don’t see anyone,” Paloma snapped, heels already clicking in that graceless way she always had.
Rosalind didn’t stop to consider. Riddle did that for her.
She sprang from behind the display case, breath caught tight in her throat. Up the first flight, low and fast, magic skimming beneath her skin. Cold stone, heavy limbs, heat still throbbing in her ribs. All of it blurred into motion. Another corner. Another breath. A flicker of sound behind her.
She glanced down over the railing.
And there he was.
Riddle, standing at the base of the stairs, was just in her eyeline. Charm dropped. Perfectly still. He looked like he’d been plucked from a film set, hands loose at his sides, coat open. Calm as a god, calculating as sin.
He didn’t do this to help her out of some kindness, only to prove he could. Some power play. Some…
Flirtation.
The thought washed over her.
Riddle was flirting with her.
“What was that?” he asked, voice smooth as glass.
Both prefects turned at once.
“Oh—uh, Riddle,” Mallow stammered, blinking. “Didn’t see you there. Thought we heard someone—something—”
“If there are students out of bed,” Riddle said, barely glancing up, “I assume you’ll do your job and catch them.”
Not a question, just cold condescension that nearly made Rosalind laugh.
“Yes, of course,” Mallow said. Paloma was beside him now, smoothing her skirt, smiling. Rosalind watched her tilt her chin and try to blink prettily. She also watched Riddle ignore it with smug satisfaction.
“Good,” he said, already turning. “I’ll expect a report tomorrow.”
Then Riddle started up the stairs.
Rosalind moved.
Up the next flight of stairs to the landing above Central Hall. She leaned against the wall and let her Disillusionment Charm drop. Paloma and Mallow were too far away to see her, and she was tucked behind a suit of armor anyway. Plus–
She wanted to see him.
He climbed like he had nowhere better to be. One hand brushed the rail, the other in his coat pocket, as if it were all very boring. He didn’t look at her, but she felt the attention anyway. At the base of the stairs closest to her, she caught the scent of his cologne. It smelled of smoke and brass, like a jazz club.
It felt criminal.
He didn’t slow as he passed, but his head turned toward her. Finally.
His eyes were the color of good whiskey. His face was as handsome as a fallen angel—
And she had the sudden urge to ruin his life.
“You’re welcome, Sallow,” he murmured, just for her. Then his eyes swept over the length of her.
Her magic stirred at once, pleased, attuned, far too interested.
Once he looked in her eyes again, she only smiled. Sweetly.
Well, it wasn’t exactly sweet.
He made an amused noise and kept walking. His footsteps echoed up the stairwell behind her, like he really might own the place. Maybe he did. He was Head Boy, after all.
She smiled to herself. This was fun.
Like the Christmas party. The cigarette. The cut of Riddle’s suit. The way he’d looked, like he’d already heard every filthy thing people whispered about her and was wondering which ones were true.
Which ones he wanted to confirm for himself.
He hadn’t flirted, but he hadn’t not, which was always the trouble with Riddle. She knew the type. She was the type. The kind people stared at from across a room—hungry to touch, desperate to be touched—but never to know. Too polished, too beautiful, too armored for anything honest
He was just like her in that way. Helpful, but only when it suited him.
Trouble.
Rosalind trailed after him.
He lingered at the base of the Grand Staircase. Rosalind passed him again, hopping on just as it switched, carrying her higher toward Ravenclaw Tower.
Their eyes held as the staircase rose, an electric silence between them. Only once she drifted further away did Tom Riddle turn and head back the way he came.
Chapter 4: Inheritance
Chapter Text
When her grandmother, Selene, was at Hogwarts, she completed four ancient magic trials. Or so she claimed.
They were designed by four ancient professors, now trapped in portraiture beneath the castle. Very ominous.
Selene told Rosalind this sacred knowledge the summer her magic first cracked open. It was all so dramatic, though Rosalind’s awakening hadn’t exactly been low stakes either.
Rosalind, body aching, mind scrambled, laughed in her face. Her grandfather had always been full of stories, most of them charming lies. She’d assumed this was more of the same. Magical rites. Hidden trials. Portraits of long-dead professors, all brimming with opinions.
Sometimes she wondered if laughing had only proved her unworthy, because Selene had only looked at her, long and unreadable, and said, “Shall I prove it?”
And then she did.
That summer, under the pretense of tea, Selene dragged her to Dumbledore’s office. They slipped through the walls like they owned them, down corridors, through stairwells, deeper than Rosalind had known Hogwarts went.
Eventually, they stopped. The floor was glowing. It was… the Map Chamber.
Rosalind didn’t say anything, but she did stop smirking. Four massive, grim portraits were waiting. Former professors. Allegedly wise.
They had a lot of questions.
How had her magic manifested? Why could she cast regular spells before fifteen? Who else knew? Could she prove it?
They argued, because that’s what portraits do. Selene argued, too, that Rosalind should complete all four trials, just like she had. The trials were an important path to controlling ancient magic. Essential, inevitable, ordained. Blah, blah, blah.
The trials were designed to protect Pensieve memories—lessons about ancient magic and why using it alongside dark magic always ended badly. By then, Rosalind had already seen the memories. All of them. A week in her grandparents’ cottage in Feldcroft, face-first in the Pensieve, watching powerful people make terrible decisions in ever more dramatic lighting.
They debated it for what felt like hours, but was likely only five minutes.
Truthfully, Rosalind had barely listened.
Because of the repository.
A giant reservoir of raw ancient magic, sealed below the chamber, locked up by Selene after her battle with Ranrok. It hummed. It called. It whispered absorb me, Rosalind. Be the strongest witch to ever live…
She’d ignored it. Sort of.
Eventually, the Keepers said she could do the trials if she wanted. There were no secrets to protect, no memories to bestow. Rosalind didn’t need to complete the trials to claim some relic that might—or might not—grant unstoppable power. And now that it was a choice…
Selene lost.
Rosalind had never been good at doing what she was told. So she didn’t take the bait. She didn’t chase the magic. She went back to her life. It wasn’t cowardice. She chose to call it control. Normalcy.
It frayed something between her and Selene. Her grandmother never said a word, but the disappointment was there—in the quiet, in the pause after her name, in the little sighs she didn’t bother hiding. Like she couldn’t believe Rosalind had been handed the crown and chosen not to wear it.
It got under Rosalind’s skin. Some mornings, she woke aching. Like her bones remembered a version of her she never became.
She didn’t want it. Not the trials, not the attention, not the burden of being extraordinary.
And yet.
Sometimes—when the magic throbbed in her chest, yanked her out of sleep, or hissed in her ear about power, about hunger—she wondered:
If she’d said yes, if she’d done the trials… would she have control now? Would it still feel like a possession? A parasite?
She’d made her choice, and Selene had never forgiven her for it.
But neither had the magic.
-.-
The magic might still resent her—but at least it let her smoke.
During lunch, Rosalind holed up in her favorite hideaway, a narrow stone alcove in the Transfiguration Courtyard. Good for smoking. Better for scheming. Best for avoiding.
Parisa Eldridge, one of her best friends since the first year, sat beside her, book open on the stone ledge. She, too, held a cigarette between her fingers, inhaling like someone might steal it. Classic Parisa: wired, starving, and three sleepless nights from blowing something up.
They had reason to be stressed about classes. Revisions were killing them. Professors expected the impossible.
That morning, Professor Dumbledore had tasked them with self-sustaining transfiguration. They’d turned objects into living things before, but never ones that could survive independently, without a constant feed of magic. Not a single student had succeeded.
Not even Tom Riddle, who’d sat still for a full five minutes afterward, as if he could solve the failure by glaring it into submission.
She hadn’t looked at him when it happened, but she felt it: the failure rippling off him. He didn’t like losing.
It was weird that she knew that, right?
Parisa was taking it worse than most, snapping through pages of her textbook, though it contained nothing remotely helpful.
“It’s ridiculous,” she said, waving the cigarette around violently. “This is academic malpractice. I’m writing to the Prophet.”
“It’s probably a test,” Rosalind said, shrugging. “Like Occlumency. Do you think every student who’s passed their Defense N.E.W.T.s has managed to shield their mind?”
“I’m not going to find out,” Parisa snapped. “I will figure this out–and Occlumency–if it’s the last thing I do. I won’t sleep. I won’t eat. I—”
She trailed off, took another drag, and dove back into her textbook.
Rosalind nodded solemnly. Students hurried between the castle’s doors, shielding themselves from the downpour. Some older students managed passable umbrella charms, while the younger ones looked like drowned rats.
It was one of those rare winter days warm enough for rain instead of snow, the old drifts dissolving into slush. At least two students had slipped already, rising with soaked robes and disappointed expressions.
Rosalind happily watched them fall.
“Maybe it’s not about giving it a soul,” she mused. “Like a plant. Plants are alive, but do they have souls?”
Ancient magic didn’t have a soul either. It lived without one, like a patient parasite.
“This is madness,” Parisa muttered. “I’m going to the library tonight. Maybe there’s something on sustaining life.”
“You? At the library? Unheard of.”
Parisa’s father was the head librarian at the Wizarding Library of London. She’d grown up in the stacks, devouring books the way others devoured meals. If Rosalind had a question, Parisa usually had either the answer or a recommendation.
But for all her worrying, Rosalind wasn’t particularly stressed about the practical exams. Ancient magic gave her an advantage. Even though she hardly used it, it was there, a deep, waiting well beneath the surface. If she failed to transfigure a flower into a field mouse, she figured she could just let the magic do it for her.
It was risky, though. Too obvious. Her peers and professors had seen her as a capable but normal witch. If she suddenly became a magical savant, people would start asking questions.
Before she could spiral further, a voice cut through.
“Are you two smoking?”
Gwenore Weasley stood before them, eyes narrowed, wand steady in a perfect umbrella charm, books pressed to her chest, a small brown paper bag tucked beneath her arm.
Rosalind smiled and took a drag. “Field test on combustion transfiguration. Results inconclusive—like your taste in men.”
Gwen’s pink cheeks deepened to scarlet.
“Otis is sweet ,” Gwen insisted. Otis Thistlewood was her new Gryffindor boyfriend. With a sigh, she pulled two sandwiches from her satchel. “I’ve got cheese and ham.”
“Cheese.” Parisa swapped her cigarette. Gwen took a long drag in exchange, stepping further into the alcove. It was cramped with the three of them squeezed together, and Gwen ended up nearly tucked under Rosalind’s arm.
“Are you already studying for Transfiguration?” Gwen asked, peering at Parisa’s textbook. “We have three months to figure it out!”
“If we don’t start now, we’ll fall behind,” Parisa said through a mouthful of bread.
“We’re seventh years! Half our schedules are free periods for studying.” Gwen gestured with reckless emphasis, the cigarette coming dangerously close to Rosalind’s hair.
Rosalind swatted at Gwen’s hand and said, “Speak for yourself. Some of us have full schedules.”
“Rosalind Sallow—single-handedly keeping Magical Theory alive.”
She hadn’t chosen the course, Selene had. A letter straight to Merrythought, and suddenly her Friday afternoons belonged to Professor Thiswell’s nasal drone.
It was always a tug-of-war with Selene. She refused the trials? Selene took her on field trips through caves and ruins. Rosalind dropped Beasts class? Selene made her take magical theory instead.
“How long until Potions?” Parisa asked.
Rosalind glanced at her wristwatch. “Half past twelve.”
“Shit,” Parisa cursed, already stuffing her book into her bag, wand raised to cast an umbrella charm. She and Gwen stepped out of the alcove as Rosalind took one last drag. “Rosalind, let’s move.”
Rosalind flicked her wand, conjuring a limp umbrella charm. The rain still got her ankles. Typical. Even her umbrella charms were moody.
-.-
They raced back through the castle. Parisa was still ranting about self-sustaining transfiguration, punctuating every word with a wave of her half-eaten sandwich. They passed Varinia Tugwood, Gwen's cousin and their closest friend outside of Ravenclaw, running late to Muggle Studies, weaving easily through the crowded corridor.
"Aren't you late for class?" Gwen asked. "Vee, you can't afford another detention."
Varinia only grinned, then leaned in to take a giant bite out of Rosalind’s sandwich.
"Hey!" Rosalind said, trying to swat her away. But Varinia was already moving, chewing, crude and cool in the same breath.
"Thanks, Sallow.” She winked and was gone.
"She's a lunatic," Parisa mumbled, before diving back into her ramble. Gwen snorted. Rosalind eyed her half-gone sandwich and only shrugged.
They ran into two Slytherin seventh-year girls in the toilets, Nicasia Parkinson, the Head Girl, and her ever-loyal friend, Veronika Mulciber. They leaned into the mirrors, adjusting their makeup with matching haughty glares. Rosalind waited near the door for Gwen and Parisa, though her eyes strayed toward the girls in the mirror.
And maybe she was smirking. Maybe.
“What are you looking at, Sallow?” Nicasia snapped, breaking the silence.
“Not a thing,” Rosalind said, flashing a false smile at the reflection. She didn’t say it—do you apply lipstick with a trowel?—but it was close. She didn’t have a death wish, though sometimes it felt like she did. She just couldn’t resist needling Nicasia.
“Nice earrings,” Veronika sneered, leaning closer to the mirror. “Take it off, do you turn into an old hag? Warts and all?”
Veronika always aimed to cut deeper than necessary. She liked the retaliation.
Rosalind shrugged. Enchanted beauty was easier to manage than the truth, especially when the truth hummed beneath her skin, silver-blue and wild.
The stall door creaked open, and Gwen stepped out, eyes locking on Nicasia and Veronika. Without missing a beat, she muttered, just loud enough: “I didn’t realize this was the trolls’ toilets.”
Nicasia’s head snapped toward her, her lips curling. “Watch it, Weasley. I’ll give you detention for a week.”
Rosalind’s snicker slipped out before she could stop it.
Gwen said nothing, only washed her hands as if the confrontation hadn’t happened at all. Rosalind loved it when Gwen went cold.
Parisa, emerging from the stall a moment later, looked at the scene and muttered, “Merlin, this place stinks like trolls.”
Rosalind cackled, and Gwen smiled.
Nicasia’s patience snapped. She turned, Head Girl badge gleaming. “I’d watch yourselves this term,” she warned.
Rosalind hated to admit it, but Nicasia was lovely, with silky dark hair, cheekbones cut like every well-bred Slytherin girl. She adjusted her Head Girl badge with pride. “I went too easy on you little rats last term, I think.”
Rosalind sighed, giving a dramatic roll of her eyes. “Yes, we get it. You’re in charge, Parkinson. We’re vermin.”
“I outrank you, Sallow. I could ruin your month if I felt like it.”
Rosalind only smiled, a slow, curling thing, daring her to try.
They always struck first, Veronika with cruelty, Nicasia with authority. Rosalind didn’t need to win. She just had to make them bleed a little.
Veronika scoffed, icy hair slipping over her shoulder.
“Don’t worry, Nicasia. You can do better than prefect shifts on a Saturday. Detention, maybe. Sallow can’t help herself. She’ll be on her knees for some Mudblood by tomorrow. Supply closet, if history repeats.”
At the slur, Rosalind’s magic stirred. Gwen stiffened, hand to her wand.
“Is that the best insult you’ve got?” Rosalind asked, eyebrow raised. “Creativity isn’t your strong suit.”
Veronika’s sneer wavered, but Nicasia stepped in, arms flung up in exasperation. “Oh, for Salazar’s sake, not now. We’re late for Potions.”
With a last glare, Nicasia and Veronika stomped out.
"They're so nice," Gwen quipped as Rosalind let out a breathless laugh. “I think they like us.”
Parisa stood rigidly at the sink. “That was stupid,” she muttered. “I shouldn’t have said anything. We can’t study for N.E.W.T.s from detention.”
“They did call me a slag,” Rosalind said mildly. The magic hadn’t settled. It coiled in her ribs, still tasting blood. She breathed through her nose. She couldn’t afford to slip. Not now.
“Yes, but we did call them trolls first,” Parisa sighed. “I can’t get caught up in house rivalries. Petty drama is so… beneath us.”
“Relax, P,” Rosalind said, sliding her arm through Parisa’s and tugging her toward the door. “Nicasia is all bark, no bite.”
“You say that now,” Parisa muttered, tugging at her sleeves. “Just wait—she’ll be handing out detentions like she runs Azkaban.”
“Let her,” Rosalind said, eyes narrowed. “I’d look excellent in chains.”
-.-
Rosalind stared down at her cauldron. It wasn’t even bubbling. Just… sulking.
She’d checked twice that the burner was lit. The liquid was pale yellow, faintly mildewy. Only step two—powdered asphodel—and already something was horribly, humiliatingly wrong.
Parisa was deep in focus beside her, hair twisted into a bun, chewing the inside of her lip, already on step three. Gwen sat at a different table; too many whispered conversations had earned them a separation. The third at their lab table was Euphemia Austen, who stirred as if churning butter, glasses slipping down her nose.
Ancient magic wouldn’t save her from this.
Well, maybe it could, but she didn’t dare.
She reread the steps, trying not to panic. They weren’t even complicated, just finicky. Draught of the Living Dead was notoriously touchy. Only one student had ever finished it inside the hour last year—no need to guess who. That time, Rosalind had made it to step four.
Professor Slughorn drifted through the classroom, doling out praise and booming chuckles. He stopped beside their station, beaming at Parisa.
“Miss Eldridge, very close. Very close indeed…” Parisa beamed, sweaty and triumphant, before ducking back over her potion. Rosalind groaned inwardly as he turned to her.
“Miss Sallow,” he said kindly, peering into her cauldron. “I fear you’ve gone a bit off course.”
“Yes, Professor,” she said glumly.
The cauldron responded with a low, mournful blorp.
“ Let’s have some help over here. Tom—yes, Tom, my dear boy—would you kindly help Miss Sallow back on track? She’s added far too much wormwood.”
Humiliation hit her like a Bludger. First step. Wormwood. Amateur hour.
And now, Tom Riddle, of all people, was striding toward her like he’d been summoned from Olympus.
Gone was the shadow of the night before. This version was immaculate—polished shoes, perfect part, uniform crisp enough to cut glass. He looked like someone who’d never even heard of a Disillusionment Charm.
Even his smirk looked rehearsed.
“It’s no worries, Rosalind, dear,” Slughorn said gently. She flushed scarlet. “Easiest fix in the book! If you’d added too much sopophorous bean juice—now that would be a story…”
He chuckled, clapping a hand to Riddle’s shoulder. Riddle’s eyes met hers. A flash of a smirk, gone before she could react.
“May I?” he asked, voice smooth as silk.
“Yes.”
Rosalind stepped aside. He moved in—too close—stirring slow and confident, already reaching for her ingredients.
Slughorn lingered. “How was your Christmas, Rosalind?” he asked warmly. He’d always liked her, more than her skills warranted. She wasn’t a brilliant potioneer, passable at best, but that never mattered to Slughorn. “And how is your family? Your grandmother was always one of my favorites to follow.”
Riddle’s eyes flicked toward her for a second, then back to the cauldron.
“It was lovely,” Rosalind said, watching him from the corner of her eye. His hands—slender, pale, infuriatingly precise—moved through her ingredients like they belonged to him. “We spent it in London.”
“Oh! How elegant!” Slughorn beamed. “Your grandmother—does she enjoy her retirement?”
“Not at all, sir,” Rosalind laughed. Not unless “retirement” now included dragging her into cursed ruins and offering up ancestral trauma like it was a trust fund. “She’s far too restless to sit still. Had me out of the city half the days.”
Riddle set the ladle down and added more wormwood. Rosalind watched, tense. She considered asking what he thought he was doing, but didn’t. He wouldn’t sabotage her. Not with Slughorn watching.
Probably.
Then again, they had seen each other the night before. Was he suspicious? She hadn’t thought of that.
“To teach the granddaughter of Sebastian Sallow and Selene Alderton—what a legacy! You’ve much to live up to, my girl.”
Slughorn laughed, delighted by his own mythmaking. Rosalind swallowed the urge to grimace.
“And I’m sure you will,” he added. “Great things, Rosalind, dear.”
There was a sound, soft but unmistakable: Riddle’s barely audible scoff.
Slughorn didn’t react, or didn’t hear. Rosalind turned to look at him, and there he was: smiling blandly, face carved in marble, eyes too dark to read. She straightened. If he thought she’d wilt under praise she hadn’t earned, he was more arrogant than she’d credited.
“All fixed, sir,” he said mildly.
“Tom, my boy!” Slughorn cheered, clapping him on the arm. “Always a pleasure. Two exemplary students before me! You’ll both be at the Slug Club on Sunday, yes? I’ve a new French wine I’m simply dying to open.”
He didn’t wait for an answer. A loud boom erupted across the room. Fleamont Potter’s cauldron had belched orange smoke directly into his face.
“Potter!” Slughorn cried, robes billowing as he rushed off.
Rosalind turned back to her cauldron. It was bubbling now. Pale lilac. A parody of competence.
“It is customary,” Riddle said, tilting his head, “to thank someone when they salvage your brewing disaster. Just a thought.”
She glared. He blinked, unmoved.
She ground the words out like broken glass. “Thank you.”
He inclined his head, gaze steady. “You’re welcome.”
Her cheeks flushed hot. Merlin, he was insufferable.
And worse, he was stunning. Up close, it was harder to pretend she didn’t see it. The symmetry. The stillness. The deliberate charm of someone who never needed to raise his voice to command a room. She’d watched other girls flounder under that gaze and sworn she was above it.
But this… this she understood now. He was good-looking, the way a blade was beautiful. Clean. Dangerous. Made to cut.
As Riddle looked down at her, with those fathomless eyes and that near-smile, a memory flashed:
Tea in Dumbledore’s office, fifth year, just the two of them. A warning tucked between stories of her teenage grandparents.
Stay away from Tom Riddle at all costs.
Her magic didn’t seem to agree with the warning. It stirred low in her chest, curious, excited, the same way it had outside a ruin, just before a flare of ancient power.
She wasn’t swooning. Maybe just overheated? Cornered. Irritated. Intrigued. Possibly hexed.
Truthfully, she’d felt it before at the Ministry, standing too close, sharing polite lies. It felt like a betrayal. Of Alfie. Of common sense.
But it was a fact of life: Riddle was beautiful. And Rosalind was a shameless flirt.
“My sincere apologies for keeping you from your work,” she said, cool and clipped. “I won’t delay your potion any longer.”
Riddle’s mouth curved fractionally. Amused.
“I’ve brewed this draught for Professor Slughorn many times,” he said. “I was excused from the assignment.”
Of course he would be so skilled, so smug, so disgustingly helpful. Her heart gave a reluctant flutter. She crushed it beneath her heel.
They’d shared classes since their first year. He was always top, Parisa close behind. Flawless. Composed. She’d always wondered what he’d look like cracked.
She flirted with him once, last spring, drunk and bored at a Slug Club party, high on champagne and spite. A comment. A look. Her fingers brushed his sleeve. He hadn’t taken the bait.
She hadn’t tried again.
“You must get tired of being everyone’s example,” she said, turning back to her cauldron. “It sounds exhausting.”
Riddle bowed his head, still amused. Rosalind forced her eyes to the page, tracing her finger over the second step.
She reached for the sloth brain. It was slimy and cold. Completely unpleasant. He could have dropped it in for her. But of course, he didn’t.
“It’s Tom,” he said. “And, Rosalind, you still need to stir twice counterclockwise.”
At the sound of her name on his lips, her magic flickered inside her. Almost reaching for him, curious, as if it wanted to hear more.
And Rosalind? A shiver crawled up her spine. Gooseflesh rose along her arms. Her cheeks flushed, hot and helpless, the exact red of Gwen’s hair. She told herself it was embarrassment at getting the next step wrong, and not at all the feeling of being under his attention.
Riddle added, lightly, “Just a friendly reminder. From one exemplary student to another. Good luck.”
Her magic swirled, almost giggling inside her. Pleased. A little drunk. She had to will it still, had to not lean in. He was too close. Too warm. She could feel the faintest brush of his sleeve against her arm as he stepped away.
And for just a second, she wondered… Did he know? Did he feel it, too?
“So helpful,” Rosalind said flatly. “I’ll be sure to credit you in my inevitable success.”
Riddle didn’t look back. “You’d be surprised how often I’m helpful.”
“I look forward to finding out,” she replied, unable to stop herself.
That made him pause for a second, then he kept walking. His retreating back was a mercy.
She slumped over her potion, heart still pounding, and stirred twice counterclockwise, just like he said.
Parisa glanced over, brows drawn. “What is wrong with you?”
Rosalind stared at her, helpless. “I think I’ve developed a life-threatening allergy to cheekbones.”
“You should get that checked out,” Parisa muttered, returning to her ladle.
Rosalind snorted, recovering fast. When she looked up, Riddle was watching her.
She smiled—then ruined her potion on purpose.
Chapter 5: A Room of Their Own
Chapter Text
The Ministry didn’t bury its failures. It filed them.
Tom flipped to the next page of the stolen Auror reports. The parchment crackled under his fingers. A faint frown creased his brow, and his quill hovered in his other hand, gouging slow, perfect circles into the corner of his notebook, darkening the paper to a near tear.
The most volatile file was from Graves’ desk: Frederick Rowle. Dismissed Auror. Unmanageable from the start, and now, a stain.
The photograph clipped to the file twitched under his gaze. Rowle smirked up at him, jagged scar, cropped hair, the kind of man who looked like he’d rather bite someone than answer a question. His eyes shifted, twitchy and paranoid, like they knew who was studying them.
Tom tilted the file toward the light. Rowle was in his early thirties. He had exceptional field dueling scores and was top of his class, technically, though not the kind of top they liked. Rowle was too reckless. Too sharp-edged. So they assigned him to a desk straight out of training.
The file detailed numerous infractions, complaints, and instances in which Rowle side-stepped ministry protocol for his own favored approach.
DMLE leadership couldn’t break him, so they boxed him instead. And look how well that went.
Tom kept scribbling the same circle. Tight and methodical. Over and over again.
A familiar voice broke the quiet. “He’s mad, you know.”
Tom didn’t look up. “According to whom?”
Abraxas Malfoy unfolded himself from the opposite bed and crossed to Tom’s side. He leaned over his shoulder, eyes flicking across the file.
“My uncle,” he said lazily. “Freddy Rowle was in his year. Said he was brilliant. Also said he couldn’t follow orders for shit.”
Tom made a noncommittal sound. “What else?”
Abraxas shrugged, gaze still on the photograph. “Got into fights. Hexed a professor once, I think. Thought he was smarter than everyone else.”
“Was he?” Tom asked.
Abraxas smiled faintly. “That’s the problem, isn’t it?”
Tom hummed.
Abraxas leaned back against the edge of Ares’s bed.
Tom stayed hunched over the file, eyes scanning every word, cigarette burning low beside him in the ashtray.
“What else did Arcturus say?” he asked, still scribbling. The circles he’d been drawing had worn straight through the notebook.
Abraxas shrugged, his eyes flicking toward the page, then to the ruined spot on the desk. “Didn’t seem to like him much. Hardly anyone did, from what I gather. Rowle was always too eager to stir up trouble. Had sticky fingers.”
Something they had in common. He was still using Leo’s favorite quill. It left a satisfying scratch when he pressed too hard.
The file claimed Rowle had been dismissed for theft—a weapon from the evidence room, an object called the Silent Dagger. A dagger that swallowed the sound of its victims. The Aurors had found it on him and sacked him that same night.
He shouted “For the Greater Good” during his dismissal. Grindelwaldian romantic nonsense—unless, of course, you meant it.
Tom passed the sheet to Abraxas without a word.
Abraxas read it, mouth curling faintly. “Sounds like Rowle. Desk job, huh? Punishment.”
“Obviously,” Tom murmured, finally setting Leo’s quill down.
Abraxas lingered. “There was another thing. Arcturus said Rowle was terrified of Boggarts.”
Tom raised an eyebrow. “Is that so?” A slow smile. “How very… delicate.”
“They had one in their dormitory that year,” Abraxas said. “Rowle slept on the sofa in the common room for months. Arcturus wouldn’t let anyone get rid of it. Said he liked watching him flinch.”
Tom’s eyes flicked up, interested now. “What was the Boggart?”
“My uncle wouldn’t say. Certainly must’ve been humiliating.” Abraxas grinned wickedly. “Wish I’d seen it. Whatever it was.”
Tom leaned back slightly, his fingers still idling along the corner of the folder.
A dangerous combination. Emotional volatility disguised as drive. For some, it broke them. For others, it made them sharp. Erratic, but sharp. A weapon, if handled correctly.
Or if wielded by someone more competent.
His gaze returned to the other reports—half-organized summaries of recent raids across the country. Low-level dark magic incidents. Forgotten towns. Recovered artifacts buried under paperwork no one had bothered to read.
It didn’t escape Tom’s notice that several objects had been logged, seized, and then, somehow, disappeared.
He smiled faintly.
Cursed Muggle spoons, mailboxes, pocketwatches that whispered obscenities in Ancient Greek. And beneath those—Greenshields pieces, like the Silent Dagger. Rare. Real. The Eye of the Forsaken. The Silk of Oblivion.
Tom liked the sound of them. He liked the power buried in names. He liked that Rowle was doing the collecting for him.
He closed the folder, fingers resting lightly on the cover. He didn’t need to write anything down.
Beside him, Abraxas was already moving.
Tom glanced over, eyes gleaming. “Shall we?”
-.-
The year prior, Tom had realized the common room no longer sufficed. It was too loud, too visible. Too full of other people’s concerns. Tom needed something quieter, unwatched, a place where they could speak freely, or not speak at all.
There were seven of them, for now. They weren’t disciples, at least not yet. Just boys with sharp bloodlines and sharper ambitions, orbiting the same center. A tight circle of trust. They’d hex each other for sport and bleed for each other the next day. That was the shape of it.
Exactly Tom’s design.
They called themselves the Knights of Walpurgis.
The name had been his. A nod to the old myths—Walpurgis Night, when witches and demons met in secret, hidden from God and man. It gave the group an air of dark tradition, gravitas, legitimacy. A lie, in other words. The truth was more straightforward: they were the beginning of something new. A brotherhood built on blood and vision. On hunger.
So he searched.
Hogwarts had always answered him. A strange kind of attentiveness, for a place so old, so thick with memory. It didn’t listen to everyone. But it listened to him.
Here, he had clawed his way out of Wool’s. Out of silence. Out of nothing. His magic had bloomed early—slow and foul, like a corpse flower breaking open in the dark. Seemingly unnatural, but impossible to ignore. The professors noticed. The students noticed. And so did the castle.
He’d read about a room that appeared only when summoned by precise, purposeful need. The kind of need magic respected.
So he tested it. He set out to walk the seventh-floor corridor three times. He barely made it to the second pass before the door appeared. Inside was a fireplace, a long table, seven chairs, with one set slightly above the rest
It was called the Room of Requirement. It had been his ever since.
The room changed for him. It bent to his will. A war room. A reading room. A private chamber to practice Legilimency on his Knights. Whatever he wanted, the castle provided.
The door gave way with a soft groan, and Tom stepped inside, Abraxas following behind. The Knights were already gathered, mid-conversation.
“I don’t know what my mother’s problem is,” Paris Rosier said, sinking into a plush armchair with a sigh. His soft blue eyes and sculpted features gave him a look that might have passed for pretty if he hadn’t sounded so petulant. Paris wore resentment like perfume: expensive, unmistakable, and always a little too much. “She should worry about Basil’s disastrous engagement, not me.”
They paused as he entered, glancing up one by one. Leopold Nott stood and gave a theatrical little bow: half a joke, but only half.
Tom let the silence stretch. The room still smelled faintly of cedar smoke and firewhiskey. Comfortable and predictable.
He smiled, faintly amused. “Carry on.”
He crossed to his chair and lit a cigarette. The smoke curled slowly and silvery, softening the edges of the room as he sat.
The Knights were arranged loosely around the fire, each sunk into an armchair like kings of nothing. A small table sat between them, covered in glasses, ashtrays, and leftover chocolate from the Christmas haul. Bookshelves lined the walls, overloaded and poorly sorted. A narrow window looked out over the north grounds, black with rain.
He’d spent many nights by that window. Smoking. Thinking and making plans.
There was no agenda tonight. He’d called the meeting purely to keep the habit. Weekly. Familiar. A rhythm he intended to maintain long after Hogwarts.
The moment he sat, Ares Lestrange picked up where Paris left off.
“Well,” Ares drawled. “Basil can still find himself a wife, and he’s practically an invalid. You couldn’t pull a fifth-year.”
Ares looked like he’d been sculpted to match a family portrait: dark-haired, perfect-featured, all effortless charm on the outside. But even now, smirking over the insult, he had the air of someone hoping it would earn a laugh.
Paris barely mustered a glare. “It’s humiliating,” he muttered. “Cornering every moderately attractive pureblood girl. I had to watch Artemis Diggory drool all over herself. Artemis. Diggory. All that effort, and for what? Some girl with skin like a soup bowl.
“I dunno, mate. Bit of spellwork, lights off, you’d survive,” Marcellus Avery said, lounging low in his chair. His long hair fell half into his eyes, and he grinned without blinking, too pleased with himself, or too bored to care.
Mars never missed a chance to wound. He was chaos in wool and sweat. Useful in the right mood, dangerous in the wrong one.
Paris slumped further in his chair. “She’s fourteen. And actively molting.”
Leo gave a quiet snort. “She’s got a vault and a pulse. What more could you want?”
He was the least striking of the group, wiry and pale, with twitchy hands and wire-rimmed glasses that slipped down the bridge of his nose. Not as tall as Ares or Abraxas. Not as polished as even Paris or Mars, but sharp in his own way. Watchful. Always listening like he meant to remember it all—if he ever felt brave enough to say it, and make it hurt.
Abraxas had taken the chair to Tom’s right, as always, legs stretched, glass in hand, looking like he’d grown up knowing he was meant to sit above everyone else. Malfoy beauty, Malfoy arrogance, Malfoy certainty. Tom kept him close. You didn’t leave your sharpest knife in the drawer. “You’ll change your mind when she hexes your trousers off.”
“Or just carve her a new face,” Ivander Mulciber said quietly. “One you could stand to fuck.”
He sat slightly apart from the others, long-fingered and tanned despite the winter, the collar of his uniform darkened at the edges with something that might’ve been ink…. or something else. Ivander had no use for charm. He was a scalpel. He had his uses in ways other than the ballroom.
“You’ve always had standards, Rosier,” Tom said, mildly. “They just tend to dissolve after your third glass.”
The others snorted. Paris didn’t flinch, but he went very still. Tom watched the tightening jaw, the silence, the careful control.
Paris exhaled through his nose and leaned back in his chair. “Well,” he said coolly. “At least I’ll be getting consistent pussy then.”
That earned a chorus of low oohs from the others. Ares barked a laugh. Abraxas smirked into his glass.
When the noise faded, Tom continued, as if there’d been no interruption. “She’s not going to stop asking, you know.”
Paris blinked at him.
“Your mother,” Tom said, gesturing vaguely toward the fire. “Until you give her a reason to.”
“And here I thought you didn’t believe in love, Tommy,” Mars said. “Surely we’re not planning weddings now.”
“Dimwit,” Tom said, flicking his wand. Mars’s drink splashed across his shirt. The room laughed. Mars included.
“I’m saying you could take some of this future into your own hands, Rosier.”
Ares grinned, tipping his glass. “Or you’ll end up with someone worse than Artemis Diggory. At least Diggory women have big tits. Have you seen her mother?”
“Or better?” Abraxas asked. “Maybe you should have more faith in your dearest mother, Rosier.”
“My mother,” Paris snorted. “She cornered Rosalind Sallow at the Ministry party. Sallow practically stomped on her throat.”
Ares made a strangled little scoff. The others leaned in, elbows brushing, breath held. Tom said nothing. They always turned feral when Sallow came up.
He took a long drag and let it sit in his chest. The smoke helped obscure how boring they were when they thought they were being clever.
“Don’t worry, Rosier,” Abraxas drawled, flicking ash from his sleeve. “She wouldn’t touch you with a fifty-foot Quidditch hoop anyway.”
The room laughed. Paris didn’t flinch.
“Please. She was looking at me at the Christmas party.”
“She was looking at the exit,” Leo muttered. “Probably measuring her odds.”
“Did she ever fuck Prewett?” Mars asked, eyes gleaming. “Or was that just his pathetic little fantasy? Because I heard she fucks and doesn’t kiss.”
Abraxas gave a vague hum, noncommittal.
“She’s pretty, sure,” Paris said. “But not worth the effort.”
“She’d be easier dead,” Ivander said, almost absently. “Less complaining.”
That got a pause. Abraxas winced. Leo just looked away.
Mars just howled. “I’d bury my face in that bush like it was cursed treasure.”
“Oh, for fuck’s sake,” Abraxas muttered.
“Fuck off, Mars,” Ares bit out.
Tom liked seeing where the line was and who came close to crossing it. Usually, it was Mars.
“I’m gonna fuck your cousin, mate,” he said, too pleased with himself. “And she won’t walk straight till summer.”
Ares surged forward in his chair, mouth twisting like he was about to lunge across the table, words or fists, it didn’t matter.
But Abraxas raised a hand, bored.
“Alright,” he said, eyes still on his glass. “We get it, Avery. You’re very proud of your cock. Lestrange, sit down.”
Ares sat back, jaw clenched. “She’s still my cousin, you fool. Talk about her with some respect.”
That did it. The room cracked, laughter, jeers, and a few spit takes. Even Leo looked up from his drink.
Respect. As if that word meant anything here.
Tom said, “She’s dating Alphard Black anyway.”
Silence fell.
Ares blinked. “There is no fucking way.”
Tom smiled, barely. “Of course there is. I saw them at the Christmas party.”
The silence continued. Ares looked a bit sick. Everyone else looked utterly bored with the news. They didn’t care who Sallow dated, only the idea that they might be the one to fuck her in the abandoned greenhouse on a random Tuesday afternoon.
“Well, she’s not the only one,” Paris said. “Druella’s been seeing him too.”
Tom tapped his finger on the armrest of his chair.
Paris was learning. He’d watched Abraxas redirect conversations with the precision of a duelist: subtle, effortless, never breaking a sweat. This was sloppier, but the instinct was there. Shift the spotlight. Get a laugh. Regain control.
“Speaking of Druella,” Paris added. “Can you all please stop fucking my cousin?”
Mars didn’t wait a beat. “Aren’t you fucking your cousin? It’s a fucking harem. We’re all fucking your cousin.”
The room cracked up. Laughter echoed. Paris flushed, but didn’t rise to it.
He wasn’t fucking Druella. He was fucking Quinn Bellamy, a Hufflepuff with no future. And once, last summer, he’d let Mars bend him over a bench in the Malfoy greenhouses. They’d all seen, the pack of them, smoking cigars and drinking straight gin.
That had been Mars’ point.
Paris snapped before he could stop himself. “How does Amalthea feel about that, Mars? Or are you hoping she doesn’t ask?”
Mars shrugged, unbothered. “It’s not in ink yet.”
That got the reaction he wanted. Half the room broke into layered, mocking laughter. It rang off the shelves. Tom let it wash over him, just barely smiling.
“What did you think of Tuft, Tom?” Abraxas asked, just as the laughter died. His tone was casual. The timing was not.
Abraxas knew exactly where to cut. A clean pivot. The room had been close to splitting open—sex, blood, and too much drink—and now it followed something quieter. Something Tom liked better.
Tom exhaled a stream of smoke, eyes half-lidded. “She’s clever. Cautious.”
“She liked you,” Abraxas said, sipping his drink. “At the Ministry party. Couldn’t stop staring. Gave you her Floo address, didn’t she?”
“Or maybe she just wants to fuck you,” Mars added, crooked grin. “I’d let her. Have you seen the arse on that woman?”
“She kept her seat after Moon gutted the Department,” Leo offered. “That takes effort.”
“Or silence,” Tom murmured. “She’s useful enough to them for now. Keeps your fathers towing the ministry line.”
Ares snorted. “She’s rewriting history. My dad had her over for drinks last year, and let’s just say she admired the Grindelwald poster he had up in the liquor cabinet.”
“You’d think it would be someone a little more outright, anti- Grindelwald,” Paris said. “Someone with Moon’s policies.”
Tom leaned back in his chair. “Dumbledore won’t touch it. Power makes him nervous.”
“Sallow won’t take anything that makes her move in the open,” Abraxas said.
“She prefers to pull strings from the balcony,” Tom said.
“Moon enacts every one of her ideas. He calls them reforms. She calls them suggestions,” Abraxas added, tapping his fingers against the arm of his chair. “My father says Tuft is... persuadable. Behind closed doors.”
“Sucks for votes, then?” Mars grinned. Ivander’s mouth twitched toward a smile.
“No,” Abraxas said flatly. “It means she agrees with us. She just won’t admit it in the papers.”
“I like Sallow,” Ivander said. “She’s got that look in her eye that she’s killed people, you know?”
“Still think Tuft’s the better lay,” Mars said, slouching further into his chair. “Sallow's tits are too saggy now.”
“Don’t pretend you wouldn’t fuck a grandma,” Paris replied.
Abraxas chuckled. “Maybe even Mars has limits?”
And just like that, they fell back in.
Nicasia’s tits. Lucretia’s thighs. Ares bragging. Mars howling. Leo said Euphemia could hex his cock off if she asked nicely.
Tom said nothing more.
Let them posture. Let them play the little game of bloodlines and gossip. That was their inheritance. Power assumed. Automatic.
His would be different. Earned. Tactical. Over before anyone knew it had even started. Tuft didn’t matter now. But later? Maybe. She was cautious and clever. And clever people lasted. For now, he was content to watch the wind change.
Someone brought up Varinia Tugwood’s tits. And then, of course…
“I swear, Sallow’s mouth was made to be wrapped around a cock—”
This was what they knew: sex, scandal, house gossip. Their fathers played chess with legislation. And they played with each other. It was always noise. But tonight, it grated. Too shallow. Too small.
He finished the cigarette, leaned forward, and smashed it into the ashtray. They all paused at his sudden movement.
“You’re a bunch of fucking morons,” he said, bored.
Ares shifted. Paris frowned. Leo looked up, startled.
Tom stood. They stayed quiet until he left.
-.-
Rosalind woke with dust on her tongue and Camille pawing at her face.
Her hip throbbed. The moth-eaten sofa beneath her had no give, no mercy, and possibly no remaining cushioning. She groaned and sat up slowly. Her wristwatch read just after one.
Books littered the floor. Her wand was wedged in the cushions. Her notes had crumpled beneath her cheek. The whole sofa still reeked of mildew and whatever ancient curse had been stitched into the stuffing.
She hadn’t meant to fall asleep. Just one more hour of reading. But the day had gutted her, and the sofa had claimed her somewhere around the first fucking paragraph.
“Come here, Cammy,” she cooed, rubbing her fingers together. But Camille had already moved on, stalking something near the far wall, absorbed in some private feline mission.
Rosalind hadn’t meant to bring her either. But once the cat was curious, there was no stopping her.
Rosalind watched Camille prance, tail high, smug as ever—
—and then freeze.
One paw lifted mid-step. Her ears twitched. Her nose tilted toward the far wall.
Rosalind rubbed her eyes, sat up straighter, breath catching in her throat.
The air wasn’t colder. No shadows moved. But the feeling crept in anyway, as if someone had just stepped out of view. She glanced toward the corners. The Triptych. The edges of the old stone. Nothing. Just the usual gloom, the quiet rot of old magic.
Still, the wrongness lingered.
She could almost hear her grandfather scoff: Don’t be daft, Rabbit. The only thing alive down here is the rats.
Down here, meaning the Undercroft. A damp, forgotten chamber tucked off the Defense corridor. You had to crawl through an old wardrobe and tap the frame just right to get in. Hidden. Out of reach. Just hers.
(And Benedict’s, technically. But he rarely bothered.)
Her grandparents had claimed it first. Sebastian said it was once a Slytherin holdout, shared with Ominis Gaunt, one of Salazar’s last known descendants. In the early years, it was all gobstones and contraband sweets. Then Selene arrived. And everything went a little sideways.
Rosalind shifted on the sofa, wincing. She had the sinking suspicion something repulsive had happened right where she’d been sleeping.
That’s when she saw it.
The Triptych was staring at her.
—or no. Not staring. But something had moved.
The three-paneled pastoral scene—Highland hills, sheep like soft white stones—had always been still. Harmless and ordinary. A Muggle painting, probably hung as a joke at Salazar’s expense.
But now?
“Hello?” Rosalind whispered. Her voice barely made it past her lips.
Camille was frozen, ears flattened, tail puffed, back arched in a perfect crescent. Her low growl vibrated through the silence.
Rosalind stepped closer to the Triptych. The portrait didn’t stir.
She waved her hand, but nothing moved.
Then—
A pulse. Bone-deep. Ancient magic that warned. Her power surged instinctively. She hadn’t summoned it—her wand still hung loose in her grip—but her magic moved anyway, leaping forward in fine, silvery-blue strands only she could see. It coiled around the Triptych. Testing. Probing. Searching.
The air held its breath.
Then her magic snapped back, dissolving into the stone.
Her heart slammed against her ribs. Rosalind let out a little relieved breath. Camille’s back softened.
It was only a portrait. Old. Forgotten. Maybe the subject had passed through, some other frame, some other castle corridor. That happened. Paintings moved.
It was nothing.
She told herself that twice.
Still, the air felt heavier now, pressed against her skin, like a door had opened somewhere behind her and hadn’t closed.
She swept her notes into a pile with unsteady hands, grabbed her books, and scooped Camille off the ground.
Then she left the Undercroft behind, fast and breathless, Camille warm against her chest—and the cold still crawling down her spine.
-.-
A few minutes later, Rosalind slipped through the castle. It was too late for patrols, too early for ghosts. The stone was cold beneath her heels, the torches guttering in their sconces. Her Disillusionment Charm clung loosely to her skin, flickering with each step. Camille hung in her arms.
Sleep needled at her. The ache behind her eyes, the slow drag of her limbs, all whispered surrender. But she moved anyway. Past the Portrait Corridor. Down the last gallery. When she reached the Grand Staircase, it had already begun to shift, stone plates groaning, rails unhooking from their sockets, the castle reordering itself.
She jumped as the step beneath her gave way, catching the next, rattling her knees. Camille yowled once, offended.
Then—motion below. A shimmer. A pulse of silver in the stairwell.
Rosalind’s fingers tightened on the balustrade. Camille raised her head.
One flight down, just enough light to catch him—
Tom Riddle dropped his Disillusionment Charm and watched her. The moonlight found the sharp edge of his cheekbone.
The cold in her spine unraveled, and something else took its place.
He didn’t speak. Just looked at her, still and appraising. Then his gaze dropped to the cat.
“Taking him for a walk?” he asked, voice dry, amused.
Rosalind smiled without blinking. “She’s walking me.”
It hung there, the almost-flirtation. Not coy enough to laugh at. Not serious enough to name. It was suspended between them like tension on a string.
The staircase shifted again. Her platform lifted. His dropped. Distance pressed in. But their eyes held. Even as the stone peeled them apart, they looked until the castle finished the job, and all that remained was silence and the echo of something unsaid.
Rosalind glanced down at Camille, whose ears were twitching like antennae.
“We’ll have fun with him,” she murmured, soft enough for the shadows.
Camille purred, smug as ever—as if she'd picked him out herself.
Chapter 6: The Trouble with Theory
Chapter Text
Rosalind sat in the back row, already counting down the minutes like they were suitors she’d grown tired of. Defense. Double period. Merrythought droning on about mind shields. Death by lecture. A noble end, if one believed in suffering for one’s education.
Her quill scratched out line after line, determined to keep pace, as if Merrythought might reveal the secret to immortality.
On her left, Gwen pretended to pay attention, but only barely. Her chin slumped into her palm, eyes glazed with despair.
Rosalind abandoned all pretense. Her head lolled slightly toward Gwen, her quill drifting in lazy circles over the margin of her notes. Somewhere between mind shield theory and the third repetition of “mental discipline begins with control,” she began sketching a lopsided kneazle with Groucho Marx eyebrows and a tail that looked more like a question mark.
Gwen leaned over, snorted softly, and took the parchment. She added a stick figure beside the kneazle—long hair, ridiculous boots, cape flapping in the wind—and scrawled “Rosalind” in bold, crooked letters.
Rosalind glanced down, arched a brow, and smirked. The boots were accurate. The kneazle, less so.
She reached for her quill, planning to give cartoon-Rosalind diamond earrings and a suitable backstory, when Professor Merrythought materialized in front of their desk like a summoned spirit.
Parisa elbowed her sharply. Rosalind lifted her chin and blinked. Gwen straightened, too, just not quickly enough to cover the parchment.
“...which is why,” Merrythought was saying, already frowning, “you must learn to shield your mind from dark magic attacks.”
Gwen turned scarlet. Her ears practically steamed.
Merrythought tapped the parchment with her wand, expression pinched. “Kneazles have much shorter tails, Miss Weasley.” The tail shrank. “And Miss Sallow is not that short.”
Another flick and stick-Rosalind stretched taller.
Parisa looked personally affronted.
“And what, Miss Weasley,” Merrythought went on, “did Grindelwald’s men rely on to gather intelligence?”
Gwen flipped the parchment over. “Legilimency, Professor.”
Merrythought turned to Rosalind. “And what did I say on the first day of term, Miss Sallow?”
Across the room, Ares, Rosier, and Malfoy had turned to watch like it was a show. Rosalind met her cousin’s gaze and smiled sweetly.
“The only way to protect your mind is with Occlumency.”
“And, Miss Weasley?”
“And a basic mind shield is required to pass our N.E.W.T.s.”
“Precisely,” Merrythought sniffed. “And I hate to break it to you, girls, but when a dark wizard has you at the tip of their wand, an amusing little drawing of Rosalind Sallow being mauled by a long-tailed kneazle will do absolutely nothing to stop them.”
“Yes, Professor,” they chorused.
The boys in the next row hadn’t looked away; most were still smirking.
And then there was Riddle. He, too, had turned in his seat, but he wasn’t laughing, wasn’t even pretending to. His face was blank, almost unreadable.
Rosalind tilted her head, holding his gaze. Her brows lifted wryly. What? He didn’t answer, turning back to his notes like she hadn’t moved at all.
Merrythought clapped her hands once. “We’ll begin our Occlumency practice now,” she said briskly. “For the remainder of class. Groups of three. Raise and lower your mental shields. Weasley and Sallow, split up. If you need a refresher, see page 977.”
Chairs scraped. Pages rustled. And Rosalind exhaled, already bored.
-.-
Rosalind trudged out of class with Gwen and Parisa, Merrythought’s voice still echoing in her skull. Her head throbbed.
Occlumency always left her raw, like someone had scraped the inside of her brain with a soup spoon. No one at Hogwarts was allowed to use Legilimency, so it was impossible to know if the shields were even working, but still, they drilled it. Raise, lower, hold, break. Again and again until the instinct settled behind your ribs, just like breathing.
Most students would fail. Occlumency was too precise, too unnatural. Even the most gifted witches could barely keep a whisper out.
But Rosalind had been raised by an Occlumens.
Selene hadn’t offered training. She’d enforced it through relentless sessions. The summer before sixth year, she tested Rosalind daily, skimming her surface thoughts for anything unsecured. A fight with Benedict over the bathroom. The shop girl who said she had wide feet. Rosalind had to relive that one for a week, until she could slam the door shut without flinching.
She never went deeper, but she could have.
The ruins. The sleepwalking spells. The nights the magic took over. All of it just beneath the surface.
That summer was hell. Occlumency at dawn, cursed ruins by dusk, and some time in August, the magic grew restless. It pressed against her spine, crawled through her veins. No longer still. No longer silent. It wanted something from her, and it hurt to hold it in.
She faked being sick for two weeks just to breathe.
Selene got the message, but never really let go. Twice, she’d said it in passing: “Your shield is thinner than I’d like,” which, from Selene, was practically an accusation of moral failure.
Rosalind didn’t care. She might not survive a real Legilimency attack, but she’d survive the N.E.W.T.s. That was enough for now.
“My brain feels like pudding,” Gwen groaned, tugging at her plaits. “Thank Merlin that we’re done for the week.”
“Speak for yourself,” Rosalind muttered. “I’ve got three hours of Magical Theory.”
“Merlin’s tits,” Gwen said. “That’s criminal. I’m so sorry.”
Parisa, dragging her bag like it owed her money, didn’t look up. “That’s what you get for taking an advanced course load with no sense of pacing.”
Snow slammed against the windows as they crossed the corridor. All three girls were wrapped in cloaks over their uniforms, each with a tiny mason jar of enchanted flame tucked in their pockets. Parisa’s idea. The warmth was already fading.
“I’m declaring a study ban,” Gwen said. “Tonight, we sneak into the kitchens, eat half a tart, and seduce someone tall.”
Rosalind gave her a look. “You mean Thistlewood.”
“Yes,” Gwen said proudly.
Rosalind laughed. “Is this just an elaborate excuse to snog your boyfriend over stolen pastries?”
Parisa raised a brow. “And am I expected to supervise?”
“Rosalind is on patrol,” Gwen said sweetly. “What else would you be doing?”
She wasn’t sure what was worse—Magical Theory or watching Gwen and Thistlewood make heart eyes over treacle tart.
Rosalind let them bicker. Her stomach was growling. Sandwiches. She was going to eat six. Maybe seven, just to spite Merrythought.
But then—
“Sallow!”
All three turned to find her cousin Ares approaching, flanked—unfortunately—by Marcellus Avery.
Mars was shorter than Ares, closer to Rosalind’s height, with shaggy blond hair and sharp green eyes that gleamed like he was halfway to laughing at something truly foul. He swept a look over Gwen and Parisa with the kind of amusement that made people lock their doors at night, before his eyes dragged straight down Rosalind.
“Sallow,” he drawled. “Still slumming it with the commoners?”
Rosalind didn’t flinch. She’d seen sewer rats with more dignity.
Ares looked irritated already. “Not now, Mars.”
“I was just saying hello,” he said, grinning.
Rosalind glanced at her friends, already resigned. “You don’t want to stay for this. I’ll meet you at lunch.”
Gwen looked mutinous. “We’re not leaving you to deal with them alone.”
“See you at lunch,” Parisa said briskly, already tugging Gwen by the cloak. As soon as the girls turned the corner, Ares and Mars stopped in front of her.
Rosalind wasn’t short, but Ares always managed to loom. His tall, wiry frame made it feel like he was built to cast shadows, and he took full advantage, standing a step above her, arms crossed, gaze a little too familiar.
Still, Rosalind didn’t look away. Her chin tilted up. Their eyes—nearly the same dark blue—met and held.
“Yes?” she said flatly. “I’d like to get to lunch, Lestrange.”
They rarely used first names, not unless they were with family, which wasn’t often.
She didn’t know him anymore. They’d been friendly once—before the war, before he’d turned into exactly the kind of arrogant little heir their family seemed so good at producing.
“You made us look like fools in class today,” Ares said. “Pay attention next time, wouldn’t you?”
“Our family,” she echoed, brittle with disbelief. “Right. That’s what this is about.” She rolled her eyes. “What do you actually want?”
Ares shifted. Rosalind clocked it immediately: his stance, his tone. Something was coming.
“Are you going to the Hufflepuff party tonight?”
She barked a laugh. “Are you going to the Hufflepuff party tonight?”
“Obviously not,” he sneered, like the suggestion had personally insulted him.
“We’re having our own thing,” Mars cut in, puffing out his chest like he thought it made him taller. “Mulciber nicked a keg from the Hog’s Head. You should come, Sallow. Might loosen that stick out of your arse.”
Rosalind had to physically reset her expression back into the scowl she reserved for Slytherin boys and certain Magical Theory professors.
“I’m sorry,” she said. “Is that your idea of an invitation?”
Mars grinned. “Depends. Is it working?”
“Enough,” Ares snapped sharply. “She’s not coming for you.”
“Not yet.”
Rosalind’s lip curled. “You’d need a personality transplant.”
Mars laughed like she’d flirted back.
“I have patrol tonight,” she said, brushing past them.
“We’ll get you out of it,” Ares offered quickly. “We know a guy.”
“I’m good,” she said flatly. She wasn’t about to owe them a favor—or end up alone with Mars and a keg.
But then curiosity got the better of her.
“Seriously. Why are you inviting me?”
“Because…” Ares started, then trailed off like the answer got stuck in his throat.
“You’re practically family,” Mars said instead, too quickly. “Time you and Lestrange got closer, don’t you think?”
That was enough of that.
“Fine,” Rosalind said sweetly. “I’ll come to another party another time. Would that make you happy?”
“Very,” Mars said. Ares didn’t say a word.
“Good. I’m thrilled we could resolve this important matter,” she said, already turning.
Rosalind turned on her heel, making for the stairs, eager to leave them rotting in their smugness. But Ares was suddenly beside her, gliding into step like he’d Apparated there.
“Merlin, Lestrange. My head hurts. Go be insufferable somewhere else.”
He kept pace. “Sorry about Avery.”
That made her glance at him.
He shrugged, eyes fixed ahead. “He’s an idiot.”
Almost involuntarily, she huffed a laugh. “You think?”
Ares cracked a crooked grin, the kind he used to flash before they did something to piss off their grandparents.
It vanished as soon as it came.
“I’m serious,” he said. “You didn’t deserve that.”
Rosalind tilted her head, studying him. The apology wasn’t clean, but it was...something. She almost wanted to accept it. Almost.
But then he said, “What are you planning after school?”
The question came too casually, as if he hadn’t just spent two minutes letting Avery talk about her like she was a piece of meat.
She slowed. “I—what?”
“At the Christmas party,” he said. “Minister Moon asked. You never answered.”
Her voice flattened. “I plan to do something.”
“Incredible,” he said dryly. “Very specific.”
Rosalind scoffed. “What’s your brilliant plan then?”
“Work for my father,” he said with a shrug. “Tour the country. Shake some hands. Sell some brooms. Maybe design a train or two.”
She rolled her eyes. “So, bragging about broomsticks. Testing out train seats with your arse.”
A flicker of amusement crossed his face. “Something like that.”
“Maybe I’ll work for my father too,” she said, tone like sandpaper. “Get a desk at the Ministry. Stock up on beige robes. Start using phrases like strategic delegation.”
He groaned. “That’s a waste of fucking time.”
“Why?” she snapped. “Because I’ve got tits?”
Ares stumbled on the next step and coughed. “Because it’s beneath you.”
That stopped her. For a moment, she considered hexing him. Right there on the stairs. Her fists clenched. Her magic flared, restless.
“So what would you have me do, then?” she asked coolly. “Oh, wise Lestrange. Look into your crystal ball and predict the future.”
He shrugged again, slower this time. “Just... not the Ministry.”
She gave a faux-pensive nod. “Right. Maybe I’ll work retail. Push cauldrons at Potage’s. Or tend bar at the Three Broomsticks. Call you sir when you come in. Push my chest up so I can get good tips.”
Then she twirled, walking backward down the stairs, arms spread in mock grandeur.
“Or maybe...” she smiled sweetly, blade beneath the sugar, “...I’ll make it easy for everyone and marry you. Isn’t that what you all want?”
Ares gaped in horror.
But Rosalind wasn’t watching him anymore.
At the top of the staircase, half-swallowed by shadow, stood Tom Riddle. He said nothing. Did nothing. But she felt his gaze pinned to her.
“Or maybe not,” she finished.
She forced herself to turn, their eyes burning the back of her neck. But her smile, as she rejoined the girls, was sharper than before.
-.-
Rosalind hated Magical Theory.
Not in the mild, this-is-boring sense. In the deep, soul-rotting way that made her question whether magic was worth it at all. The class was a tragedy—an ancient discipline gutted by a dithering professor and five students too stubborn, too curious, or too masochistic to drop it.
Five students. That was it.
Even Parisa had abandoned ship last term, declaring it “a crime against intelligent conversation.” Which left: Rosalind, Iris Pemberly, Fleamont Potter, Amalthea Travers, and—because the universe had a sense of humor—Tom Riddle.
It was Friday. The castle was half-iced over. And Rosalind would have rather eaten one of Gwen’s socks than spend the next three hours nodding along to Thiswell’s slurred readings from The Theoretical Foundations of Wandless Transference .
Still, she walked to class. Boots echoing down the corridor like a funeral march. Snow streaked the tall windows. She opened the door and choked—smacked by a wall of incense. She doubled over, coughing. “What the—hell—”
Behind her, Fleamont Potter staggered in and cursed loudly. “Fucking hell, it’s like the Divination Tower in here.”
Rosalind dropped her bag beside Iris, eyes already scanning for the source of the assault.
“What is this?” she hissed.
“No clue,” Iris said.
The door opened. A familiar voice hacked out a string of curses. “What—the—fuck—”
“Ventus,” came another voice. It was smooth and measured, disgustingly calm. The fog vanished in a sweep of conjured wind.
Amalthea Travers emerged, fanning her face dramatically. “Thanks, Tom,” she said, already tossing her hair.
And there he was. Tom Riddle. Immaculate. Indifferent. Moving past them all like the rest of the world was a minor inconvenience.
Riddle took the seat directly across from her, as usual.
Professor Thiswell waddled toward the front, her shawls trailing and spectacles slipping down her nose like they too were trying to escape. “My apologies! My apologies,” she wheezed, waving vaguely in Tom’s direction. “Thank you, Tom. I appreciate you clearing the room for me.”
Tom gave a courteous nod. His fingers curled neatly around the spine of his textbook. Rosalind’s eyes lingered.
His ring caught the light, a gold band with a black stone. It was old. A family heirloom, she presumed. Her breath hitched, just for a moment, only because he had nice hands and—
She blinked. Her magic moved without warning, a slow, electric thrum through her veins. She snapped her gaze to her desk and forced herself to breathe.
Not now.
Thiswell reached her desk and collapsed into it with a sigh worthy of poetry. Rosalind opened her book out of habit, only to be stopped short by the flapping of bejeweled hands.
“Oh no, no, no,” Thiswell said. “We won’t need those today.”
Rosalind frowned. She exchanged a glance with Iris, who looked alarmed. They had never once skipped the textbook. That was the constant in Magical Theory: it was always miserable, and it always came with required reading.
“Professor?” Iris asked gently. “Are you feeling alright?”
Thiswell waved her off with a smile that looked suspiciously manic. “Perfectly fine! Now. Let’s begin reviewing the laws of magic, shall we?”
Rosalind’s lips twitched. Back to basics. Because there was no better way to waste time than by regurgitating things she’d learned at age eleven.
Across the room, Potter slumped forward. “Godric preserve us,” he muttered, head in his hands. “I can feel my brain retreating.”
Rosalind didn’t laugh. But her magic—still alert, still humming—curled tighter in her chest.
“Who can tell me,” Thiswell interrupted, adjusting her enormous spectacles, “what the First Law of magic states?”
Amalthea straightened with a flourish. “The further you meddle with magic’s laws, the more terrible the consequences.”
“Lovely,” Thiswell chirped. “Now—examples?”
“The Warlock’s hairy heart,” Iris offered. “He cut his own heart out to avoid love, tried to put it back later, and went mad. Killed his girlfriend. Died miserably.”
“That’s a children’s story,” Riddle said, barely glancing up.
“Still an example,” Iris muttered, cheeks coloring.
Thiswell clapped her hands. “Yes! Yes, wonderful! Mr. Riddle, something more… historical?”
“Peidearan Greenshields,” Riddle said evenly, eyes on Thiswell. “Seventeenth century. Specialized in artifact-bound cursecraft. Created hundreds of terrible objects, each one more volatile than the last.”
Iris made a face.
“There were documented signs of cognitive decay in his final decade. Physical deterioration. Likely a combination of repeated exposure and... overreach.” He paused, but not dramatically. “He was consumed by his own work.”
He looked at Iris, but Rosalind had the distinct feeling he was speaking to her.
“Textbook case,” he added politely. Rosalind saw him fight off the smirk.
“He was an abomination,” Amalthea said brightly.
Rosalind frowned. She’d never heard of Peidearan Greenshields in her life. Dark artifacts? Fine. Mad wizard? Fine. But her brain supplied nothing but a vague image of a crusty, bearded man hoarding trinkets and screaming into the moors.
Potter piped up. “See? This is why you don’t mess with dark magic.”
“This is why,” Thiswell echoed, “the First Law must be respected. Magic corrupts. Especially when misused.”
“Or,” Rosalind said suddenly, “especially when misunderstood.”
Four heads turned.
Riddle’s gaze lifted.
Thiswell blinked. “Miss Sallow?”
Rosalind leaned back in her chair, voice dry. “I’m just saying—madness isn’t always a symptom of dark magic. Sometimes it’s the cost of trying to do something no one’s done before.”
What waas she dnoing? She never spoke in class. Not this clas, not any class. She preferred to twirl her quills or her hair and daydream about Cary Grant.
“Madness is still madness,” Potter said. “The man made—what did you say, Riddle—hundreds of dark, uh, things?”
“Artifacts,” Riddle supplied mildly, eyes fixed on Rosalind.
Rosalind’s fingers drummed once on the desk. Her magic sparked in her chest like a match struck.
“Sounds like this Greenshields bloke wanted control over something that couldn’t be controlled,” she said. “Magic doesn’t like being caged. Put it in a creepy doll, and it starts whispering. Give it to a Muggle and it kills prepubescent girls.”
“So it’s not the magic’s fault,” Riddle said. “But it isn’t the wizard’s, either?”
She smiled faintly. “I said it doesn’t like being caged. I didn’t say it doesn’t bite.”
“And Greenshields?”
“No idea,” she said breezily. “Never heard of him.”
Riddle’s mouth twitched. “That much was obvious.”
She met his eyes and held them, deciding whether to take the bait or let the moment fall flat.
She took the bait.
“Well,” she said airily, “I suppose we can’t all spend our evenings memorizing lists of doomed old men.”
“True,” Riddle said. “Some of us just improvise our way through centuries of magical precedent.”
There was a flicker of something in his voice now. Amusement. Challenge. Rosalind heard it. Her magic did, too. It surged toward him, bright and eager, like a hound straining against its chain.
“I’m improvising quite well, thank you,” she said, crossing one leg over the other with practiced ease. “Better than parroting the textbook and calling it insight.”
Riddle tilted his head. “So what are you arguing, then?” he asked. “That Greenshields wasn’t mad? That magic is never at fault, only misunderstood?”
“I’m arguing,” she said, “that magic reacts. And when someone tries to leash it, it bites.”
“Ah,” he murmured, “so it’s the leash’s fault.”
“I didn’t say that.”
“You’re circling it.”
“And you’re twisting it.”
She smirked. He smirked back.
“And Greenshields, then? What are we meant to make of him?” he asked. “A martyr? A warning? A man ahead of his time?”
Rosalind shrugged. “A man who lost the gamble.”
“But one worth defending?”
“I’m not defending him,” she said. “I’m... theorizing.”
Riddle’s fingers had stilled entirely. Then, with the precision of a scalpel: “No. You’re contradicting yourself.”
She blinked. Her mouth opened once, then closed.
What a prick, calling her out like that. Still, it was the most fun she’d had in ages.
“I suppose I am,” she said, smiling coolly. “But isn’t that the point of a seminar? ”
Their eyes locked. Her magic surged again, quiet this time, but certain. Something had changed.
The classroom faded. Iris, Potter, Amalthea—they were still speaking, still breathing, presumably still human. But to Rosalind, they blurred into background hum. All she could see was the boy across from her. The sharpness of his gaze. The steady, magnetic pull of him, like he was made of iron, and she’d already been caught.
Her ancient magic stirred again. This time with interest. It liked this. Liked him. It wrapped itself through her veins and coiled in her chest like smoke, purring under her skin.
“Miss Sallow?” came Thiswell’s voice, distant and unhelpful. “Do you believe it’s the man or the magic?”
Rosalind didn’t look away from Riddle.
“Both,” she said, because she truly didn’t have an opinion at all.
Tom exhaled—barely a sound—almost a laugh.
“Very diplomatic.”
“I try.”
Their eyes held. Two simmering smiles. Something charged between them.
It felt inevitable.
Thiswell droned on. “Good, now. The Second Law—Mr. Potter?”
The classroom stirred. Chairs creaked. Pages turned.
Rosalind let it all slide back into frame. Sank into her usual half-slouch. Let her expression dull. Magical Theory. Back to sleep.
Potter mumbled something about conservation. Iris mentioned scones. Riddle corrected someone with that same calm, slicing precision.
Rosalind tuned it out. Counted bricks behind Riddle’s head. Let her magic settle. Let herself forget the heat of what had just passed.
And then she realized: he’d never actually said anything.
Riddle hadn’t given an opinion. Not about the magic. Not about Green-whatever-his-name-was. Not about madness or corruption or fault.
He’d just let them talk. Baited them. Baited her into contradicting herself.
Well. She hoped he enjoyed it. Because Rosalind could talk herself into a rousing conversation with a wall and come out of it on top, she didn’t care if she contradicted herself or said something foolish. She looked lovely while doing it. Kept his attention, didn’t she?
Let him play. She could play back.
And then—
“You know,” said Professor Thiswell, brightening, “that does remind me of a journal I found from a previous professor’s wife. I can’t remember her name,” she added, rustling through her desk like a rat after crumbs. “Ah, yes. Her surname was Fig… she theorized there was a form of magic that could allow the wielder to create out of nothing—”
Her magic went silent. Utterly, terribly still.
Rosalind’s eyes stayed fixed on her desk. Across from her, she felt Riddle still too, head tilted, attention narrowing.
Of course it would be this class. This godforsaken professor. Today.
Miriam Fig was the late wife of Selene’s mentor, Eleazar Fig. She was the witch who mapped the question of ancient magic onto parchment, thereby starting Selene’s entire journey into the Map Chamber and ancient magic trials. Rosalind hadn’t known she had left a journal.
And if Thiswell had it—
Her stomach twisted. Anyone could read it. Anyone could follow it. Thiswell was the kind of woman who forgot her wand at dinner and wore house slippers to staff meetings. She wasn’t a guardian. She was a walking leak. And if the wrong person found it—if they understood even half of what Fig had written—it wouldn’t just lead to Selene.
It would lead to her. To the name Sallow. To the girl with flickering magic in her veins. To everything Rosalind had been pretending she could control.
She briefly considered using her textbook as a blunt instrument. On herself. Maybe on Thiswell.
This was exactly what she didn’t need right now.
“Let’s take out our textbooks now,” chirped Thiswell, waving a hand as if she hadn’t just set the room on fire. “I’m feeling quite dizzy. A bit of grounding will do us good…”
Rosalind opened her book. Not because she wanted to, but because she needed a cover while she recalibrated the trajectory of her entire day.
She was going to have to steal the journal.
Quickly and quietly, before anyone else got clever.
The thought was annoying in its inevitability. Like a rainstorm in the middle of a good outfit. Like Nicasia Parkinson becoming Head Girl. Like Selene being right.
She pressed her fingers to the page and sighed.
Her magic shifted again, restless in her chest. She didn’t have to look up to know what it had noticed, but she did anyway.
Riddle sat with one hand resting on his textbook, finger tapping lightly. Thoughtful. Patient.
The magic inside her leaned toward him, hungry for something. It pulsed beneath her skin with quiet want.
Which was lovely. Really. Fantastic timing.
Rosalind stared down at her book. Inhaled. Exhaled. Counted to ten.
Next to her, Iris started reading aloud. By the time the bell rang, Rosalind was already on her feet. She didn’t miss the way Riddle turned toward her—another silent, inevitable pull.
Not today. She’d play with him later.
For now, she had bigger things to worry about.
Chapter 7: The Late Shift
Chapter Text
Rosalind woke with ink on her cheek and a quill digging into her thigh.
The common room was mostly empty. A fire cracked low in the grate. One of the second-year students snored from the armchair nearest the window. Her book, Gone with the Wind , had slid to the floor. Her clothes were a mess. Her brain was worse.
She blinked at the fireplace, heart pounding like she’d missed something important.
Because she had. Patrol.
Shit.
She scrambled upright, shoving quills and parchment into her bag. Her head throbbed. The nap hadn’t helped, only blurred the edges of her dread into something fuzzier.
Miriam Fig’s journal. She’d gone to the common room alone after class, intending to plot how she might steal the journal from Thiswell. But instead, she’d read a page of her book and fallen asleep.
By the time she made it to the Grand Staircase landing, her tie was half-done and her cloak was inside out. She hadn’t touched her hair, which meant she looked half-wild. Possibly rabid.
Truthfully, no one knew why she’d been made Ravenclaw prefect in fifth year. Parisa never failed at anything she attempted. Gwen had an astounding moral compass. Even Candace and Betsy had never once received a detention.
Rosalind, on the other hand, wasn’t a rule-follower or a model student. Or anything that looked good on parchment. She just had the surname.
To quote her grandfather: “Any Head of House that makes a Sallow a prefect must be smoking the wizard’s herb.”
The same logic applied to Varinia, her patrol partner. Gryffindor. Quidditch star. Popular. Pretty. A walking catastrophe with more detentions than the rest of the seventh year combined. Her grandmother had invented half the beauty potions in Britain. Her father played for the Magpies.
Varinia lit up every room she walked into, and then usually set something on fire. She was chaotic in that dazzling, Gryffindor way. She hated confined spaces (especially the library), studied only under duress, and could often be found flying lazy loops over the Quidditch pitch when she was meant to be in class. Sometimes backward, sometimes upside-down.
If Rosalind wanted trouble, she knew exactly who to find.
Ironically, those same troublemakers were now responsible for patrolling the corridors after curfew, keeping everyone else from doing exactly what they did in their free time.
Varinia was already waiting outside the prefects’ office, leaning against the wall. Her long red hair caught the moonlight. She wore two sets of Gryffindor robes, white furry gloves, and ridiculous scarlet earmuffs.
“Ready?” Rosalind asked, jerking a thumb over her shoulder. “The faster we start, the faster I can collapse.”
“Unfortunately,” Varinia said, drumming her fingers against her thigh. “Parkinson and Riddle are both in there.”
Rosalind groaned like the universe had personally betrayed her. Then flung her arms wide, as if mourning a death. “You’re joking.”
“Serious as dragon pox, Sallow.” Varinia gave her a tragic little pout. “Please get the keys? You know she only coughs up a hairball if it’s me.”
Rosalind sighed, long-suffering. The prefect keys didn’t unlock anything useful. They mostly tracked attendance and glowed accusingly if you tried to skive off. She and Varinia had already cracked half the charms, but showing up still mattered. Or at least, pretending to.
Still, rules were rules. Or at least, appearances were appearances.
And maybe—maybe—she didn’t mind the idea of seeing him.
“You owe me, Tugwood,” she said. “If I come out with boils, I’m hexing your tits off.”
Nicasia Parkinson hated Varinia. Their feud went back to the first year, when Varinia’s cauldron exploded and singed half of Nicasia’s eyebrows clean off. A few weeks later, Nicasia “accidentally” hexed all of Varinia’s hair off.
It had escalated ever since. Hexes, jinxes, a cold war of insults and sabotage.
When Nicasia was made Head Girl, she used every scrap of authority to make Varinia’s life miserable—Friday shifts, petty write-ups, condescending speeches at meetings. Before Christmas, she’d even had Merrythought send a misconduct letter to Varinia’s family. Publicly. In front of the other prefects.
Rosalind hated Nicasia for a thousand reasons. But what she did to Varinia topped the list.
“Trust me,” Varinia said, catching her hand and tugging it with a grin. “You’ll want what I’ve got tucked under here.”
Rosalind raised a brow. “That’s what they all say.”
Varinia didn’t let go. “That’s because it works.”
Rosalind laughed and slipped free. “It better be booze.”
“Obviously, it’s booze,” Varinia said. “I’m not sentimental, Sallow.”
Rosalind took one last breath, squared her shoulders, and pushed open the door.
Most nights, neither Parkinson nor Riddle bothered showing up at the prefects’ office. And for good reason. It was a dungeon of a room, four windowless stone walls, lined with schedules and sets of charmed keys. One desk, two rickety chairs. It reeked of roses, someone’s ill-advised attempt to mask the smell of socks.
And yet, for some reason, it was hot. Unnaturally hot.
The temperature outside had dropped to near-lethal, but in here, it felt like she’d stepped into a sauna. The air was thick and close, pressing in around her like steam.
Nicasia sat at the desk, flipping through parchment, brows drawn in a frown. Her hair was pulled back sleek and tight, revealing sharp cheekbones and an expression of mild confusion. An expression Rosalind might’ve found funny, if she weren’t currently walking into a viper’s den.
And then there was Riddle.
He stood by the patrol schedule on the wall, one hand in his pocket, the other resting, too casually, near his wand. He wasn’t reading.
Their eyes locked the moment she crossed the threshold.
Her magic surged, silver heat curling beneath her ribs, like a bell struck too hard. Something in his stare made her feel too warm beneath all her layers, like the warming charm had slipped inside her lungs.
Neither made any move to greet her.
So Rosalind let the silence stretch long enough to make it obvious, then she arched a brow and said, “Don’t all jump up at once.”
Nicasia sighed. “Where’s Tugwood? Too afraid to face me herself?”
Rosalind told herself not to respond. She said nothing.
Nicasia’s lips curled. “Hiding under layers? A bit early in the term for a body crisis, isn’t it?”
Rosalind glanced down at the bulky jumper stuffed under her coat. Then, back up, deadpan. “It’s called layering. You should try it, if you ever gain enough body heat to need it.”
A flicker passed through Nicasia’s eyes.
“And,” she snapped, “you’re late.”
“I’m five minutes early,” Rosalind replied, too fast. Her eyes flicked to the clock above Riddle’s head.
“Five minutes early is late,” Nicasia smirked. “New rules.”
“New as of when?”
“Always. Right now. And I don’t like your tone.”
Rosalind exhaled sharply through her nose, biting her tongue. “Duly noted. Keys?”
Nicasia took her time, shuffling parchment and opening the drawer like it housed crown jewels. She retrieved the keys with priestess-like reverence.
“Ah, there they are,” Rosalind said dryly. “Right where they always are. Surprising?”
“Didn’t I just warn you about your tone?”
“Yes, madam. May I please have the keys, madam?”
From the far wall, Riddle scoffed.
Her gaze snapped to him. His smirk lingered, just faint enough to infuriate. Her fingertips tingled. Her magic coiled tight, like it wanted to pull him closer and claw his face in the same breath.
Every time he looked at her like that, it felt like he was already inside her thoughts, waiting for her to catch up.
“Will we be seeing you at the party tonight?” Nicasia asked, dumping the keys into Rosalind’s open palm.
Rosalind’s lips curved. She didn’t bother feigning surprise.
“No,” she said simply, wrapping her fingers around the keys. “Tell Ares I won’t miss him.”
Nicasia’s expression faltered. The faint downturn of the mouth. The blink-and-you-miss-it twitch of irritation. Merlin, that was satisfying.
“We’ll miss you,” Nicasia said, sweet as a snakebite.
She turned to go. And then—
“Try to stay warm,” Riddle said.
Her magic shivered, but not from the cold. Pleased he cracked first, Rosalind smiled faintly, already opening the door. “Next time.”
The corridor air hit her like ice water.
“That was fast,” Varinia said, raising a brow. “Was she asleep or something?”
“No,” Rosalind muttered, exhaling. “Just the same old bitch she always is.”
-.-
Tom watched Rosalind disappear into the corridor, swallowed by wool and winter air, the door clicking shut behind her.
She’d walked in, antagonized Nicasia, looked at him with those wide, unblinking eyes—
And left.
He wanted her to stay. To keep playing, like in Magical Theory. She rarely spoke in that class, unless it was to put Amalthea in her place. But he’d opened the door, like he always did. And this time, she’d walked right through.
She didn’t know the theory, but she knew how to wield it. Eyes on him as if it was all foreplay.
He was fairly certain it was.
Curious wasn’t the right word for how he felt about Sallow. There was something about her he couldn’t quite place. Potential, maybe. Like a door half-cracked open somewhere in the castle, and he couldn’t stop glancing toward it.
But he had other priorities tonight.
The room was stifling. Heavy with perfume, roses over rubbish. Nicasia’s doing, no doubt. He recognized the enchantment, she’d used the same one on the Malfoy library. Abraxas had complained it stank for weeks.
He remembered it well. The scent clinging to her throat. Her back pressed to the stacks, thin limbs, frantic breath, fuck me harder, Tom. Afterward, she’d looked at him like they’d made a blood pact. He hadn’t thought about it again. Not until now.
She sat perfectly still at the desk. Hands curled over parchment she wasn’t reading. Shoulders squared like she wanted to seem composed, but he saw the twitch. The effort.
He let the silence stretch. Let it needle.
“Sallow is insufferable,” Nicasia muttered.
Tom tapped a finger against the wall. “You don’t have to be so obvious.”
She stiffened. “What?”
Tom looked lazily toward the door.
“With her,” he clarified. “It’s embarrassing.”
Nicasia turned, eyes narrowed, already trying to act unbothered. She still looked at him like she was owed something. She was always perfect on paper. Good posture, clean polish, a curated smile, but when Sallow entered, she vanished.
“I have no idea what you’re talking about,” she said smoothly.
“Of course you don’t.”
She turned forward again. Her hand trembled.
“She’s ridiculous,” she said with forced disinterest. “So much attitude for someone so—” Her grip tightened. “I just can’t stand her,” she finished, a little too fast.
Tom hummed. “Someone might mistake your ire for jealousy.”
She blinked, and the faintest blush crept into her cheeks.
“You’re imagining things. Me? Jealous of Rosalind Sallow?”
Tom tilted his head. “What else would it be?”
“It’s not jealousy,” she insisted. “It’s hatred. She walks around like she’s better than the rest of us.”
He said nothing.
Her father was a Parkinson. Her mother an Avery. Old money, old names, old pressure. It wasn't a surprise when Nicasia was made Head Girl. There was no one else who could have claimed the position. Certainly not Tugwood, a disgrace to the role. Sallow skipped nearly a third of her shifts with little to no consequences. There was no one else.
Nicasia wore her Head Girl badge like armor, and even now, Tom knew it was pinned proudly to her sweater. He had seen Veronika Mulciber polishing it for her at dinner earlier that evening. Another power play, no doubt.
When she walked into the office earlier, she’d reeked faintly of sweet wine. A dusting of black powder still clung to the edge of her nose. A play at leisure, at fun. Tom wanted to have fun, too. Sometimes.
Two things made Nicasia Parkinson tick: Tom, and the knowledge that she would never be Rosalind Sallow. He planned to use both.
“Maybe she is,” Tom said at last.
“What?”
“Better than the rest of us.”
He stepped forward, not touching her.
Nicasia froze, eyes still on the door.
Tom hovered just behind her. His hands came to rest on her shoulders, fingertips ghosting over the pearls at her collarbone.
She shivered, and he watched a small gasp come from her mouth.
“Her grandmother saved the school,” Tom murmured. “Her grandfather cracked a cursed vault in Vienna that killed a hundred others. Her father just got his Ministry promotion. Her mother’s face is in every wizarding theatre in London.”
Nicasia’s jaw tightened.
“She’s impressive with a wand. Top ten in our year. Talented. And yes,” he added, lightly, “she’s beautiful.”
He dragged a fingertip across the sweat beading at the back of her neck.
“She’s average,” Nicasia said weakly.
Tom smiled faintly. “Liar.”
“I’m not.”
He laughed and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear.
“She lacks discipline,” he said. “Thinks she’s too clever. She’s loose. Vain. Infuriating.”
Nicasia opened her mouth and closed it again.
“But she’s not someone to make an enemy of,” Tom said, voice now colder, cutting. “Her family is powerful. Certainly more than yours. According to Malfoy, she’s had more marriage offers this term than your parents have had for you in three years.”
Nicasia sucked in a breath. Her face flushed bright. He leaned closer until he was level with her.
He was calm. Gentle. Terrible.
“I’d suggest making friends with Rosalind Sallow,” he said. “If you can pretend not to mind being beneath her.”
Nicasia’s cheeks went crimson. Her hands twitched like she might reach for him.
So he kissed her.
It was a mercy, a punctuation added to a sentence. It felt like nothing. Her mouth parted. Her hands lifted—
But he was already gone, cloak in hand, walking toward the door. He could unmake Parkinson in seconds.
It was getting boring.
“Thanks for finishing the paperwork,” he said. “I do appreciate it, Nicasia.”
He didn’t need to look back to know she was shaking.
-.-
Varinia’s flask was mostly watered-down firewhiskey, but it was still firewhiskey. They passed it back and forth under the excuse of survival. It was freezing in Central Hall, and if they were expected to stay awake and not die of frostbite, warming their insides was practically a medical necessity.
The fifth-year Hufflepuffs were off, sweeping the corridors. Rosalind and Varinia were stationed to watch the doors and look official. Catch anyone sneaking out. Easy work. Mind-numbing, bone-cold work.
Especially when there was a party happening downstairs in Hufflepuff: her friends getting drunk without her. Jokes she wouldn’t be part of. Moments she’d miss and hear about all week.
Her fingers ached. Her magic was quiet for once. She already hated the night.
Thank Merlin for Varinia Tugwood and her flask.
She thought about Alfie. Was he still at the office? At the pub with his mates? Running his hand through his hair the way he did when he was tired but trying to look charming?
She flushed.
“You’re pink, Sallow,” Varinia called from across the hall. She was upside down, balancing on her palms near the library steps, her robes tossed onto the stairs like she owned the place. They’d resorted to physical activity to keep warm. Rosalind was jogging slow loops around the fountain, half-drunk, practicing balance. The threat of the freezing water kept her focused.
“How are you doing that?” she called. “I can barely stay upright.”
Which wasn’t exactly true—her magic could likely flip her upside down if she asked.
“Try it,” Varinia said, voice strained with blood rush. Then she kicked down to her feet in a graceful arc.
“I’m wearing a skirt,” Rosalind pouted. “Is this just a scheme to see my knickers?”
“You caught me. All part of my grand plan.” Varinia mimed lifting a hem and peeking up. “Just spell your skirt to stay down.”
Rosalind raised a brow, then flicked her wand. “Accio.” The flask soared from the steps into her hand. She took a slow swig. It burned. Firewhiskey was awful. She hopped down from the fountain, landing softly, and tossed the flask back to Varinia. “Alright. Show me.”
After a few shaky tries, Rosalind managed to get herself upside down, mostly thanks to Varinia’s half-assed levitation charm. Her robes were piled on the steps with Varinia’s. Firewhiskey buzzed through her limbs as she took a few wobbly hand-steps, giggling.
“This is hardly difficult,” she declared, voice warbling.
The world tipped. Cold marble above her. Light pooling on the ceiling. Everything felt wrong and right—nauseous, loose, almost freeing. Her stomach churned. Her head pulsed. She laughed again, breathless.
Then—movement.
A shimmer at the edge of her vision. A flicker down the staircase. At first, she blamed the blood in her head. Or the drink.
But no. There he was.
Riddle. Nearly invisible under another fucking Disillusionment Charm.
“You alright, Sallow?” Varinia called. “Did all the blood rush to your head?”
“It’s definitely on the way there,” Rosalind muttered.
At the sound of her voice, the shimmer turned.
Their eyes locked. The same shiver she’d felt in Magical Theory sparked low in her spine. His expression flickered in surprise. Her magic reached for his like a spark leaping to a fuse.
He’d been caught, and yet he didn’t flinch.
She grinned. Or bared her teeth. Same difference. Riddle tilted his head, brow furrowing, wand lifting—
–and for one awful moment, she thought he was going to hex her. She pictured herself sprouting extra legs, turning into a spider. Why that, of all things–
Then the bell rang. And everything happened at once.
Varinia gasped in shock, her wand faltering, and Rosalind, no longer supported, hit the floor with a thud. Pain bloomed through her bum and down her legs.
“Ah, fuck—sorry, Sallow.”
“It’s alright,” she groaned, dragging herself upright. “Bell. Other side.”
“Fuckers,” Varinia muttered, already jogging off.
Rosalind turned back and found him again. Riddle stood at the library doors now, charm flickering faintly as he lowered it.
He raised his eyebrows, mocking, maybe. Or curious. Likely thinking the same thing as her.
Something was happening. Something private and stupid and theirs. This tug of fate, this strange game of Disillusionment and snark. The kind of thing you couldn’t explain to your friends without sounding half-mad.
Oh, Riddle and I keep running into each other. It’s getting almost funny.
Her stomach dipped. Low, hot, and utterly traitorous. He really was handsome. And she really liked handsome men.
The thought hit her, ridiculous, a little drunk: One day, I’m going to fuck you so good it wipes that smirk off your face.
It bloomed. She smiled. She already knew something he didn’t. Riddle smiled slowly, and again she was struck by it.
He was thinking the same thing.
Then he slipped inside.
She sat back, dazed, heart still racing.
Varinia returned a moment later, breathless. “I don’t know what the fuck that was.” She held out a hand and hauled Rosalind to her feet. “Maybe the cold is making us batty.”
They returned to their posts.
Rosalind plopped down on the edge of the fountain, tugged her cloak tighter, and pulled out her book. Reading on patrol was technically against the rules, but so was sneaking into the library under a Disillusionment Charm. If Riddle wanted to throw stones, she’d throw back.
She cracked the book open and smiled to herself. One of those quiet, tipsy smiles you don’t realize you’re wearing until it’s already there. Because honestly? That was fun. Tom fucking Riddle. Caught red-handed. By her.
Their eyes meeting in the dark felt like something out of a cursed romance novel. That smirk. That twitch of his eyebrow. That look — like he wasn’t annoyed or threatened or even amused, but... interested.
It was absurd.
It was stupid.
It was fun.
She let her legs swing, biting back a grin. She wouldn’t tell a soul. But Merlin, she wanted to bottle it.
And then, very suddenly, her stomach swooped. Oh no. tTn minutes ago, she’d been thinking about Alfie. Her boyfriend.
She blinked down at the book. It was upside down.
Fuck. What was wrong with her?
She was drunk. That was all. A little tipsy. A little cold. A little delirious. That’s why she was imagining riding Riddle until he begged. That’s why her magic perked up like it smelled blood.
She flipped the book right-side up. Skimmed a different page, like that might help. It didn’t.
Underneath the firewhiskey and the smugness and the brief, thrilling glow of catching Riddle doing something secret, there was still the journal. Still the Triptych. Still the ancient magic humming somewhere deep inside her.
Right.
She had things to worry about.
She was tipsy, and cold, and deeply unwell, and she was dating Alfie.
That was when the scuffling started, sloppy footsteps, loud whispers, echoing across the hall.
Rosalind and Varinia bolted toward the sound, cloaks half-on, boots slipping on the marble. By the dungeon stairwell, they found three Slytherin boys in uniform, red-faced and staggering like newborn foals.
Their eyes were glassy, pupils blown wide, bodies jittering with something bright and stupid.
One of them was Benedict.
“What the hell are you doing?” Rosalind gasped, grabbing his cloak.
He was ice, shivering beneath her hands.
His gaze wobbled as he tried and failed to focus on her. He looked deranged. Unhinged. And all teeth.
“Rosie!”
His voice was too loud. His friends, William Dolohov and Cygnus Black, elbowed each other behind him, trying to stifle laughter.
“Hi, Rosalind,” Dolohov sing-songed, eyes unfocused. “Nice, uh... hair.”
She didn’t even glance at him.
“Were you outside?” she hissed, shaking Benedict’s arm. “Have you completely lost the plot?”
He wobbled, then tipped his head back, beaming. “Statue in the courtyard,” he announced proudly. “Touched it. With my bare hand.”
Rosalind stared at him. Varinia made a strangled sound. “Absolute fucking moron.”
“You’re high,” Rosalind said flatly. “What was it? Pixie dust? Devil’s snare?”
Benedict blinked slowly. He tried to answer but failed, his smile never faltering. She knew the look. That vibrating, too-alive brightness. That borrowed joy. She’d worn it herself a few too many times.
“Alright,” she muttered, already lifting her wand. “That’s enough.”
She tapped it lightly on the top of his head. The warming charm rippled down his limbs in a soft gold wave.
He giggled. “Nothing exciting is worth the risk—wait, no—nothing safe is—”
“Oh, save it,” Rosalind groaned, catching him as he tipped sideways. She looped an arm through his, bracing him. “You’re going back to your common room. Now.”
“Why?” slurred Cygnus, swaggering forward. “You gonna give us detention?”
All three of them cackled.
“You’d better shut it,” Varinia snapped. “Or the wrong prefect walks by, and suddenly it’s a month of detention. No Quidditch. No glory. Gryffindor wins the Cup. Again.”
Benedict gasped. “Not a chance, Tugwood.”
Then launched into another half-mad rant, arms flailing with theatrical outrage. Rosalind stepped in, pressing gently on his biceps until they dropped back to his sides.
“We were just enjoying ourselves,” he insisted, leaning into her. “Avery said I couldn’t do it.”
“Do what?”
“Touch the statue.” He grinned. “But I did.”
Rosalind sighed. “Avery? Well, not that fucking idiot.”
Benedict’s friends howled with laughter, then fumbled in his cloak and pulled out a flask. “Want some?”
“It’s just firewhiskey,” Cygnus added helpfully.
“We swear it,” said Dolohov.
Rosalind gave them a flat, exhausted stare. Then snatched the flask and lobbed it to Varinia, who tucked it into her robes without missing a beat.
“Back to your common room,” she said. “We’ll talk tomorrow, Benny.”
He groaned. “Oh, come on. Like you’ve never snuck out or gotten smashed.”
“Of course I have,” she said. “But I wasn’t an obnoxious little prick about it. And I did it when it wasn’t cold enough to kill me.”
He sighed like she’d ruined his life, then flung his arms around her in a sloppy hug. “Buzzkill.”
“You reek,” she muttered, patting his back once, firmly. “Go.”
He stumbled off with his friends, their laughter bouncing off the marble.
Rosalind and Varinia didn’t say anything until they were gone. Then they exchanged a look and collapsed into giggles, doubled over on the edge of the fountain.
“You know,” Varinia wheezed, “the last time you took pixie dust, you had that same wild look in your eye.”
Rosalind smirked, head tipped back, breath fogging in the cold. “Please. I was classy about it.”
She didn’t say it, but she missed it, that feeling of floating just far enough away from herself to feel holy. She glanced toward the castle doors.
“Next time,” she murmured. “I’m touching the fucking statue.”
Chapter Text
By Sunday evening, the cold had loosened its grip. The sky over the Forbidden Forest was still gray, but for a brief, mocking moment, the sun broke through. Students flooded the courtyard like starved animals, basking in a few pale rays of January warmth.
Rosalind and Parisa, tucked into their usual stone alcove, managed to smoke half a pack of cigarettes before trudging back to the library. They smelled like a smoke shop until Parisa, ever prepared, cast a cleaning charm behind a yawn.
That morning, three owls had arrived for Rosalind.
The first was from her mother: a warning to focus on her studies and not, heaven forbid, "get wrapped up in too much mischief." Rosalind tossed it aside without finishing. The second was from Selene, urging another visit to their “friends in the basement.” Rosalind scowled at the parchment so fiercely that Gwen asked, half-seriously, if someone had died. She nearly wrote back, getting halfway through a blistering reply that would’ve made Selene twitch, before abandoning it entirely.
There was no winning that war.
Besides, she’d steal the journal tonight at the Slug Club. A little tipsy, maybe, but the room would be loud, distracted. It was the perfect opportunity. No need to antagonize Selene. She had it handled.
The third letter, at least, was welcome. Alfie was coming to Hogsmeade. She sent back a note with a school owl:
Well? When? —R
The rest of the weekend blurred. Hours of reading until the pages bled together. Parisa, always the problem-solver, summoned a warm compress for Rosalind’s eyes, courtesy of a particularly doting house elf named Snoopy. He’d started dropping off carafes of coffee to Parisa at increasingly suspect hours.
By then, Rosalind was so bored she almost looked forward to the Slug Club. At the very least, it meant a few hours without Parisa.
Slughorn’s office was twice the size of any other professor’s—Merrythought’s included—and looked more like a private club than a workspace: three velvet seating areas, two fireplaces, a long central table dressed in candles and hors d'oeuvres. House elves wove through the crowd with silver trays, and overhead, fairy lights glittered lazily.
When she looked closer, Rosalind realized they were actual fairies, twirling in slow loops to the swell of a jazz trio tucked into the corner.
Benedict was near the door, leaning against a pillar.
She slipped past a crowd of Slytherins bottlenecking the entrance. The Slug Club had ballooned this year.
One of them was Riddle. He didn’t look at her, but as she brushed past, his gaze slid sideways, following her as she wove through the others. She could feel his eyes on her back.
When she reached Benedict, she immediately started fussing with his hair. “You’re a mess,” she muttered.
“Get off me.” Benedict batted her hand away. He looked pale and waxy, the unmistakable aftermath of a crushed-up Devil’s Snare hangover.
“You’re just like Mum,” he grumbled, elbowing her gently. His hair now stuck out worse than before.
Rosalind smiled faintly. “You look like shit. Rough night?”
He ignored her. “Did you get letters?”
She sighed. “One from Mum. One from Selene.”
Benedict’s eyes gleamed. “I win. I got one from Sebastian.” He shrugged, his grin fading. “Something about a new Quidditch move he dreamt up. I’ve already tried it a dozen times.”
Before she could respond, Slughorn’s voice boomed across the room.
“Ah! If it isn’t the illustrious Sallow siblings!”
He descended upon them like a fog, clapping one hand on each of their shoulders. They summoned matching easy smiles, the polished, practiced kind that always made people think Sallows were oh so charming.
“Benedict, my boy, you look a little peaky,” Slughorn said, squinting at him.
“Just a cold, sir,” Benedict replied smoothly. “Caught it on the pitch. Malfoy’s been running us through drills in freezing weather.”
“Yes, yes,” Slughorn chuckled, eyes drifting toward the far side of the room.
Abraxas Malfoy stood with Ares and Avery, Druella Rosier draped across his arm. He looked exactly as he always did—perfect blonde hair, pointed face, an expression like he might squash someone beneath his boot and complain they’d scuffed the leather. Insufferable. And gorgeous, unfortunately.
“Abraxas begged to train this weekend, of course,” Slughorn went on, “but I told him it was far too dangerous. I’m sure you made up for it this afternoon.”
“Big match against Gryffindor next week,” Benedict said, ever the golden boy.
“Quite right!” Slughorn beamed. “I have the utmost faith in you. You’ll handle it, I’m sure. Miss Tugwood’s been practicing, too, no doubt. Professor Merrythought tells me she caught her not once, but twice , trying to sneak drills this weekend.”
Benedict’s jaw twitched. “Tugwood did what ?”
And just like that, he was gone, shoulders squared, expression darkening, already cutting through the crowd in pursuit of his Quidditch rival. Rosalind didn’t blame him, but that left her alone with Slughorn.
She offered a smile. “Lovely party, sir.”
“Yes, yes, thank you,” he said, distracted, scanning the room as if Benedict’s departure had personally wounded him. “And—ah! There you are! Mr. Black, come meet Miss Sallow.”
Rosalind blinked. Her stomach flipped. Her magic, wiser than her, stayed perfectly still.
Alfie was striding toward them with a glass of champagne and that devastating grin.
“I already know Miss Sallow, Professor,” he said smoothly, standing beside her, easier to look at than Slughorn.
It took everything not to kiss him breathless. Or drag him straight to a broom closet.
“Oh! That’s right—you mentioned she toured your department this summer!” Slughorn chuckled. Her cheeks were already pink.
“Magical sports wasn’t quite Miss Sallow’s thing,” Alfie said, dimple glinting.
“Not in the slightest,” she managed, finding her voice. He winked.
Slughorn carried on: “Alphard here was one of my best students. Were you Head Boy?”
“No, sir. Just a prefect.”
“Nonsense—it should’ve been you.”
“You tried, sir. But Dippet said I caused too much trouble on the pitch.”
“Firecracker, this one. Ladies’ man, too. Right, Rosalind?”
She huffed a laugh. “I do recall a few broken hearts.”
“I hardly think there were that many—”
“Oh, Alfie,” Slughorn interrupted. “Come, meet Miss Tugwood. Yes, that Tugwood. Her father’s on the Magpies…”
As Slughorn herded him away, Alfie leaned in, breath warm against her ear.
“You’re a fucking smokeshow, Sallow. I’ll find you before I leave.”
She watched him walk away as someone brushed past her, close enough that the fabric of his sleeve whispered against her bare arm. Riddle passed without a glance, like she wasn’t even there.
A flicker pulsed under her skin. Her magic, suddenly alert. She drained her glass and sighed, trying to steady herself. The hum beneath her ribs was faint, but coiled, as if it had caught a scent.
Then she spotted Professor Thiswell across the room. Rosalind blinked. Oh. Fuck.
The journal.
She was supposed to steal it tonight, half-drunk, fingers quick while the professors snored over brandy. And now Alfie was here. And she was absolutely going to end up in a broom closet, mostly naked, before dessert.
“Careful, Sallow. Someone might think you’re a lush.”
Rosalind turned slowly to find Nicasia Parkinson and Druella Rosier standing before her. Nicasia wore deep green velvet. Druella wore a similar dress in plum. And, unsurprisingly, looked better.
“Isn’t she a lush, though?” Druella drawled, tilting her head. “I think I saw her passed out on Friday in Lestrange’s bed. Or was that Veronika? Hard to keep track.”
Rosalind, taller than both of them in heels, smiled coldly.
“You must be mistaken for someone else. Not all of us fuck our cousins, Druella.”
That earned a blink from Nicasia and a dangerous little amused smile from Druella.
“I mean,” Druella said, shrugging one shoulder, “if you’re going to keep it in the family, you might as well keep it pretty. And Paris is pretty. ”
Rosalind barked a laugh. Nicasia looked annoyed already.
“Why are you even talking to me?” Rosalind asked, snatching a canapé off a passing tray and biting in with theatrical viciousness. “I’m not in the mood for our usual repartee.”
“Is that what you call it when you insult us?” Nicasia asked coolly.
“You came over here to call me a lush,” Rosalind said. “I’m trying to keep up.”
“And here I was,” Nicasia sighed, placing a delicate hand over her chest, “doing something nice. I came to apologize for Friday.”
Rosalind choked on her canapé. She washed it down with champagne and gave Nicasia a look of pure disbelief.
“Like hell you did.”
“I was,” Nicasia insisted. “I was too hostile. I shouldn’t let my frustration with Tugwood transfer to you. It was unfair. I’m sorry.”
“Are you concussed?” Rosalind asked, waving a hand. “Take a bad fall, Parkinson? You’re not acting like yourself.”
Druella grinned, eyes flicking between them like she didn’t care who got flayed, so long as someone did.
Nicasia’s foot tapped once, sharply, against the stone floor. “Well?”
“Well?”
“Aren’t you going to accept my apology?”
Rosalind gave her a slow, insincere smile. “Seems to me you’re giving it under duress. Have you been cursed? Is someone holding you at wand point?”
Druella snorted, delighted by the carnage. Nicasia shot her a glare.
“Fuck off,” she muttered, turning on her heel. “He should’ve known better. She’s such a—”
The music and the hum of the crowd swallowed the rest. She sipped as Nicasia’s words echoed through her mind.
He.
She didn’t have to wonder long.
Riddle was speaking with Alfie and Slughorn now, posture perfect, hair just tousled enough to seem effortless. His eyes met hers across the room. He smiled. Her skin prickled, and her magic pulled in her chest.
She looked away first.
It had to be him. Who else could make Nicasia do that?
Whatever this was—glances in the corridor, a sparring match in Magical Theory, that night on the Grand Staircase—it wasn’t nothing. Rosalind was entering into a Something with the Slytherin Head Boy.
She forced herself to look back. He was already turned away, speaking to Slughorn again, Alfie nodding beside him.
Rosalind exhaled sharply. She was standing here, heart skittering, while her secret boyfriend made small talk beside the boy she couldn’t stop noticing.
Merlin, she hated herself sometimes. No wonder people called her a tease.
She sipped anyway.
Her magic buzzed faintly, restless and distracted.
Maybe I am a lush, she thought.
-.-
At dinner, Rosalind ended up between Ares and Benedict. Ares, unfortunately, was feeling unusually attentive tonight.
She, on the other hand, was quite drunk.
She had no choice but to eat furiously. The food was dry and flavorless, but she kept piling it onto her plate, like she could soak up the champagne, or suppress the volatile itch of her ancient magic, with bread and potatoes alone.
Her fingers trembled as she reached for another forkful.
Across the table, Varinia raised her brows so high they practically vanished into her hair. Rosalind had three rolls on her side plate and was draining her water so frequently that the house elf had stopped asking.
“Honestly, Sallow,” Ares muttered, his hand brushing hers as she reached for more. “You eat like a bloody troll.”
“I’m—” she hiccuped. “Not.”
“Fucking hell,” he muttered, leaning forward to address Benedict. “You keeping her in line, Sallow?”
“No one keeps Rosalind in line,” Benedict said flatly, throwing her a sideways look. “But I’m trying.”
Rosalind glared at both of them, cheeks flushed. “Shut up,” she snapped, voice a little slurred. “I just had too much champagne. That’s all.”
“There’s a spell for that,” Ares said. “Tom showed me once. I’ll ask him for it—if you beg sweetly.”
She could’ve hexed his teeth down his throat. Instead, she lifted her fork like a weapon. “Don’t.”
He held up his hands and turned back to his plate.
The tension thinned as conversation resumed, but Rosalind barely registered any of it. She kept eating, kept moving, mechanically, as if the rhythm might bring her back to herself.
Across the room, Varinia laughed at something Alfie said. He was sitting beside her now, angled close, asking about her father, her broom, her time on the Gryffindor team.
If Rosalind hadn’t known better, she might’ve thought he was flirting.
Down the row, Thiswell had claimed her usual seat beside Slughorn, one typically reserved for Malfoy or Riddle. It would’ve been the perfect night to steal the journal. Maybe it still was, if she could get her fucking act together.
Riddle sat on Thiswell’s right, speaking in low tones to Druella and Nicasia. Druella hadn’t touched her plate and was nearly turned in her seat to face him.
Rosalind narrowed her eyes, barely hiding the twitch of irritation, and shoved more bread into her mouth.
“Do you have manners?” Ares muttered. “Like, any at all?”
“I’m trying not to make a fool of myself,” she said, through a mouthful of food.
Benedict snorted. Rosalind, suppressing a laugh of her own, pressed a napkin to her lips. She knew she looked unhinged, but Ares was a safe target. Easy to bite, easier to ignore.
Avery, across the table, leaned toward them with a smirk. “You know what they say about women with an appetite—”
“Oh, sod off.” Ares shoved at him.
Rosalind leaned back in her chair. The alcohol softened everything, her limbs, her thoughts, even the flicker of guilt she wasn’t ready to name. If she kept eating, kept drinking water, she’d be fine. Sober enough to kiss her boyfriend. Maybe even steal the journal.
She lifted her glass.
Her magic flinched, a quiet pullback, like a hand from a flame. Across the table, Alfie laughed at something Potter said. She pictured kissing him, letting him pin her in a hallway.
Nothing.
Her magic didn’t reject it. It just didn’t care. She set down the glass and looked down the table. Immediately, Riddle looked her way, and her magic spun. She looked away just as fast.
Cool it, she told herself.
“Isn’t it dreadful?” Professor Thiswell crooned, loud enough to turn heads. She was draped in more bangles than usual and a scarf so large it threatened to swallow her whole. “Do you think they’ll close off Hogsmeade, Horace?”
Slughorn frowned. “No, no. Don’t be silly, Juno,” he said, shaking his head. “Marunweem’s at least an hour by broom, and they don’t know exactly what happened—”
“What happened?” Rosalind and Benedict asked at the same time.
The table stilled.
Thiswell blinked, then sighed, clearly regretting the detour. “Oh—well. Not really appropriate dinner talk, I suppose—”
Across the table, Alfie caught Rosalind’s eye, his brow furrowed in concern.
“Murders in Marunweem,” Avery said, his smirk faint but fading. “Three witches. Pub. Pretty gruesome. Apparently.”
Rosalind’s stomach dropped. She turned to Benedict instinctively, and he looked just as rattled.
Marunweem wasn’t far from Feldcroft, where they spent summers with their grandparents. They’d eaten at that pub, laid out on the sand, and flown broom races from the cliffs.
“What happened?” Benedict asked again, more softly.
Slughorn finally glanced at them, voice gentling. “Ah, yes—that’s right. The Sallows have family in the area.” He hesitated. “Just in the Evening Prophet , dears. Not your relations, of course. The school would have informed—”
“How were they killed?” Rosalind asked. The words were out before she even thought them.
“Dark magic,” someone muttered, a tremor in the voice. “That’s what the Prophet said.”
“Oh.” Her voice stayed neutral, but her magic flinched. Her fingers tightened around her glass, knuckles whitening. “That’s awful.”
“Yes,” Thiswell agreed, too brightly. “And terrifying! They haven’t caught the suspects yet. I heard whispers of Grindelwald supporters in the Highlands, but to see them act out so—”
“We don’t know any further details, Juno,” Slughorn cut in, tone suddenly pragmatic. “Let’s not upset the students further.”
But it was already too late. Rosalind was upset. Benedict, too, his plate untouched, expression tight.
The Highlands were like a second home. Quiet. Untouched during the worst of Grindelwald’s rise. She knew those witches and wizards. She didn’t need names to picture them: wrinkled hands, standing in the cold sea wind.
And now this?
Murdered. In a pub they’d eaten in. In a village they'd flown over.
She felt it in her throat first, like a scream swallowed. Then in her ribs. Her magic was stirring.
And then, without warning—like something ancient waking in her chest—a fierce desire for retribution flared to life.
Kill them all.
-.-
Alfie yanked her into a closet.
Broad, familiar hands caught her waist and pulled her sideways, through a narrow door and into the dark. They stumbled into a cluttered room, crates stacked high, boxes underfoot, the sharp edge of something digging into her back.
Alfie steadied her, and she laughed breathlessly. It felt good to be wanted. To be pulled close, kissed like a prize. His touch was warm, familiar. His sweater was soft beneath her fingers.
“There you are,” he murmured, voice low.
He kissed her without hesitation, like he’d been thinking about it all night. Like he couldn’t help himself. And Rosalind let herself believe it. Let herself fall into the rhythm of it—eager, bright, half-drunk on the thrill of being someone’s favorite thing for the moment.
But even as her body warmed, even as her pulse picked up—
Her magic stayed quiet. Detached. Watching. She ignored it and stripped off her dress anyway.
“You arse,” she said, dropping it to the ground. “You should have warned me. I barely had time to shave.”
He laughed, eyes skimming her bare skin. “I only found out today. And don’t shave. I like you hairy.”
“You’re a fool,” she said, and laughed again, breath catching as his mouth found her neck.
His fingers found the clasp of her bra, sliding beneath to palm her breast. She groaned. His hand was warm. He moved to her neck, sucking hard at the skin just below her ear. Her skin tingled.
Her magic did not.
“You’re going to give me a love bite, you idiot,” she muttered, the words dissolving as he shoved her bra strap down and brought his mouth to her chest.
It felt nice.
Nice—and dull. Like slipping into a bath that had already gone lukewarm.
“Maybe I want to mark my territory,” Alfie murmured. “I saw how your cousin was looking at you.”
“Don’t start.”
“I’m kidding,” he said, his tongue wet against her skin. “Lestrange always looks like a puffskein.”
She laughed, despite herself. And then felt it. Her magic, tightening further, drawing back like it couldn’t bear to watch.
She pushed lightly at his chest, eager to keep things moving. “Take your shirt off.”
Alfie raised a brow, but pulled the sweater over his head and let it drop. She grinned. “Now your trousers, if you please.”
“So demanding.”
“We don’t have all evening.”
His grin turned wolfish as he shoved his trousers down. For one blissfully blank moment, all she could think was that Alfie had a very nice cock.
“Your turn,” he said.
She stepped out of them without ceremony.
“Turn around and bend over, Sallow.”
Six minutes later, it was over. Alfie came with a grunt, forehead pressed to her shoulder, breathing hard. She didn’t. She got close—twice—but her magic had long since gone still, curled deep inside her. She could never seem to come without it lingering over her shoulder. Like a pervert.
“You know,” Rosalind said, buttoning her dress, “I should be upset with you for waiting until the day of to spring your visit on me. We could’ve spent the afternoon together in Hogsmeade and not, you know, shagging in a broom closet for ten minutes.”
Alfie grinned, brushing a strand of hair from her face. “Last minute, I swear.”
“Hm.” She clicked her tongue. “One might start to suspect you don’t actually like me.”
He pulled her back into his arms, hands sliding down to squeeze her arse with boyish enthusiasm. “I think the past events prove otherwise,” he murmured, mouth against her neck. “You get me hard with just a look, Sallow.”
“Good,” she said flatly, pushing him away.
He was already dressed again, every hair in place, all sharp collar and polished Ministry-boy smile.
“You walking to Hogsmeade for the Floo?”
“Dippet turned one on just outside the Great Hall. Special favor for Horace.”
“So we’ve got time?” she asked, reaching for him again, smiling. “I can think of a few things we could do—”
Alfie kissed her hard, hands cupping her face. He kissed her like he was proving something.
Her magic twisted. Sluggish. Unsettled. Something sour unfurled low in her gut. She ignored it.
When he pulled back, he did it with a kiss on her cheek. “Sadly, I’ve got to be up early. Wales. World Cup site stuff.” She frowned. He kissed her again, softer this time. “You know how it is, Sallow. You’ll see when you get your own Ministry job.”
Rosalind sighed. “That sounds awful.”
He shrugged, adjusting his sweater. “It’s a way to pass the time. And, you know… It’s my passion.”
She chewed her lip.
“I don’t have a passion,” she said. No, that wasn’t true. She liked Muggle movies. Going to the cinema. But that wasn’t a career. That was a pastime.
“You’ll find one,” he said. “You’ll land on something. You’re too clever not to.”
They kissed again. Her magic didn’t move.
“Don’t go,” she whispered.
He laughed into her mouth. “Next month. Hogsmeade weekend. The inn. The whole works.” He kissed her temple like a promise. “I’ll woo you like you deserve to be, Sallow. No more closets.”
“You swear it?” she asked, blinking up at him.
“I swear it.”
He kissed her again. She watched him go, warm from his mouth, still slick between her legs.
Rosalind tried. She really did. He did everything right.
And it still felt like nothing.
-.-
Rosalind waited in the closet for twenty minutes after Alfie left, making up her mind. She was awake, a little liquid courage burned through her veins, and her ancient magic was quiet, withdrawn, sulking somewhere in the back of her mind. Pouting? Surely not.
It was time to steal the journal.
No point in plotting, scheming, spiraling. She could be a woman of action. What would Selene have done? She wouldn’t hesitate. She would act. Steal the journal. Protect her secrets.
Rosalind exhaled, centered herself, and flicked her wand. The shimmer of the Disillusionment Charm slid down her body like rain. She eased the closet door open an inch at a time, then slipped into the corridor.
Crouched low, wand gripped tight, she crept through the castle. Her stomach churned, not from magic. Just too much food. She moved steadily, heading for the Defense tower. She could still hear the jazz band playing behind her, slow, syrupy notes drifting into the corridor. She pictured the professors nodding off in their chairs, sherry glasses tipping sideways.
At the top of the stairs, she passed a hallway table with a ceramic vase and a mirror above it, and stopped.
She could see herself.
The spell was still working, but just barely. A shimmer clung to her edges like cheap glass. Her reflection blinked back: dark honey hair loose, lips swollen, blue dress clinging softly to her frame. She’d cast the charm drunk. Half-asleep. Bleeding. And somehow, it had never faltered.
Until now.
She reached out. Her hand slid past the spell’s edge, rings catching the candlelight.
Her heart kicked. Had she miscast it? Had the magic finally noticed how reckless she’d been, how drunk, how eager, how loud?
She tried to breathe. To fix it. But her wand hand twitched. And then she felt it.
The air shifted. Thicker now.
She wasn’t alone.
She turned. And despite everything, despite the way her breath caught in her throat, she smiled.
Riddle stood in the stairwell, veiled by his own Disillusionment Charm. Even through the distortion, she could see his face, still and watching, that same unreadable expression.
And then, her magic surged, like it had been waiting, curled up all night just for this. Without thinking, Rosalind lifted her wand, dropped the spell, and stood tall.
Riddle smiled faintly, doing the same.
“We have to stop meeting like this.”
Notes:
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Chapter Text
When Rosalind was fourteen, she had a fantasy.
Every Tuesday after Dueling Club, she’d walk back to the tower with her hair stuck to her neck and her arm sore from spellwork, and imagine Reese Rivers—seventh-year Head Boy, star Keeper, smile like a toothpaste advert—following her into a deserted, moonlit hallway.
He’d confess he couldn’t stop thinking about her, that she haunted his dreams. That he’d never met anyone like Rosalind Sallow.
In the fantasy, he kissed her until she forgot her own name. He asked her to be his girlfriend. They had picnics by the lake. She wore a white dress. Her family cried at the wedding.
She never told anyone. It was silly. And he’d never even gotten her name right, always Rose or that Sallow girl. He was seventeen. She was fourteen. If he had flirted with her, it would have been nearly criminal.
Still, she thought about it. Every Tuesday. Like clockwork.
He left Hogwarts, and she forgot all about him until her sixth year, when he returned for a Slug Club dinner, chin peppered with acne and a Daily Prophet name badge crooked on his robes. A glorified coffee boy with a wandering eye. He’d tried calling her Rachel and Rebecca before Varinia stepped in, laughing about him not even making the Cannons reserves.
After that, she stopped fantasizing about being chased. Now she wanted to do the hunting.
And yet, here it was. The hallway. The solitude. The Head Boy. A different boy. A better one. Infinitely more sexy.
She didn’t have to imagine what Tom Riddle might say if he followed her into a corridor after dark. She didn’t have to guess the look in his eyes. Fourteen-year-old Rosalind would’ve fainted.
Eighteen-year-old Rosalind just smirked.
“We have to stop meeting like this,” he said.
Of course he did. The line was practically a stage cue.
He looked like Humphrey Bogart in To Have and Have Not —sharp suit, shadowed jaw, something dangerous behind the smile. If he’d had a cigarette in his mouth, she might’ve melted on the spot.
She tilted her head, already slipping into character.
If he were Bogart, she could be Bacall—quick wit, cool smile. Mouth always holding back a secret.
“I’d say the same,” she said smoothly, “if I didn’t think you were following me.”
“It’s good you know better, then.” He smiled.
That maddeningly handsome smile—the one that never quite reached his eyes—always felt like it knew more than it should. Rosalind wasn’t sure if she wanted to hex it off his face or lick it clean.
The air between them thickened, slow and honeyed. The kind of honey that dripped from a spoon in long, sinful ribbons. She swayed toward it without moving a muscle.
“Dreadful party,” she said lightly, like they were old friends and not circling each other like predators. “How do you survive those things?”
“Brandy,” he said, still half-shadowed. “And a high tolerance for sycophants.”
“Sounds like you,” she said. “Polite enough to get through it. Miserable the whole time.”
He tilted his head slightly. “That’s almost a compliment.”
“Take it how you like.”
He stepped forward. The light caught the edge of his jaw.
“Are you alright?” he asked. “The Marunweem news. I saw your face.”
A flash of blood in her imagination. An empty pub. The awful stillness of a world after violence. She shoved it down again.
“I’m fine,” she said, too quickly. “My grandparents aren’t in Feldcroft year-round. They travel. London. Paris. Some research trip in New Zealand. I don’t know. They’re always somewhere.”
“Convenient,” he murmured. “Do they travel often?”
“Yes,” she said. “Selene retired. She gets restless.”
“And you? Do you travel?”
“I adore it.” She caught herself from saying much else, then narrowed her eyes. “What are you doing under Disillusionment tonight, Riddle?”
“Tom,” he said, sure, like it mattered.
“Tom,” she echoed. It tasted like power. Her magic stirred, low and hungry, curling around the name.
Unbidden, a thought whispered up from the depths: Hit him with a Slicing Curse. See if he can bleed prettily. No, something louder. Bombarda. Blow open the wall. See if he can catch his balance. Or— No. Something playful. Something like the Cruci—
She blinked, cleared her throat, and smiled.
“I’m Head Boy,” he said with a lazy shrug. “I can go anywhere in the castle that I please.”
She gave him a skeptical once-over. “So why sneak around like a delinquent?”
“Fine. You caught me.”
With no particular urgency, he reached into his coat pocket and withdrew a case. Slim. Sleek. Black. Rosalind recognized it immediately.
“Contraband,” she breathed, delighted.
Tom flipped it open like he was revealing a weapon.
“Fancy a smoke before bed?”
She arched a brow. “What, the Astronomy Tower?”
“Somewhere warmer,” he said, already turning. “Come on.”
Just like that, he vanished beneath another Disillusionment Charm, his voice disembodied in the stairwell. She hesitated for half a second, then followed.
The staircase curved tightly, and his footsteps were nearly silent. She had to hustle to keep up, breath catching slightly as her heels clicked against the stone. Somehow, even invisible, he managed to look purposeful. Commanding.
By the time she reached the landing, he was already ahead, out of the charm, one hand pushing open the heavy door to the prefect’s bath. Then, he paused and turned slightly.
“Stay hidden,” he said, voice pitched just above a whisper. The softness surprised her, but she obeyed. Not because he asked, but because it was interesting.
Rosalind slipped through the door behind him and melted into the shadow of the marble mermaid near the front of the room, her charm holding firm, even as her magic rippled with curiosity.
“Out past curfew again, Mallow?”
His voice had changed, gone flat. Cool. The tone one would use when something needed to be dealt with.
Loyal little Hufflepuff, Joseph Mallow, blinked at him from a nest of bubbles like a startled duckling.
“I—I didn’t think—Tom, I’m sorry, I—”
“You weren’t thinking,” Tom said. “That’s obvious.”
Rosalind barely breathed. Tom didn’t raise his voice. He didn’t need to. The disdain was evident.
Mallow fumbled toward the edge of the pool, water sloshing awkwardly. He was small—soft in the middle—and trying very hard to maintain his modesty as he waded out. Rosalind looked away on instinct, then looked back, unable to help herself.
Tom didn’t avert his eyes.
With one flick of his wand, Mallow was dry—and utterly, pitifully bare. For one brief, unfortunate second, he stood exposed. Then the robe snapped into place.
“Two nights’ detention,” Tom said. “You’ll receive instructions tomorrow. If I catch you out again, I won’t be so forgiving.”
Mallow opened his mouth, thought better of it, and bolted. He left his shoes behind. They sat beside Rosalind like an offering.
She waited until the door clicked shut.
“Well,” she said, stepping out of the shadows. “That was brutal.”
Tom turned slowly.
“Don’t tell me you’re squeamish.”
“Squeamish?” Her brows lifted. “Please. You looked like you were enjoying yourself.”
“I would be lying if I said I didn’t.”
Her magic stirred beneath her skin. Aware. Pleased.
“I take it you’re not fond of Mallow.”
Tom’s reply was bone-dry: “He’s mediocre. Cowardly. Inconvenient.”
“Harsh,” she murmured, though she was smiling now.
Tom didn’t say anything, just watched her.
“So,” she said, cocking her head. “If I were caught here after curfew, you’d treat me the same?”
Tom smiled slowly. “Is that what you want, Sallow? A scolding?”
Heat curled low in her stomach. She kept her face neutral, one brow lifting in challenge.
“Something tells me you’d enjoy that too much.” She paused, just long enough to tease. “Now. Where’s that smoke you promised me?”
He didn’t answer, just pulled the cigarette case from his coat with one smooth motion, flipped it open, and plucked a single one for himself. He lit it with his wand and inhaled slowly.
She reached forward.
He snapped the case shut before she could touch it.
Rosalind narrowed her eyes.
Tom plucked the cigarette from his mouth and held it toward her, fingers just shy of her lips. “Witches first.”
Magic stirred under her skin. Heat, or hunger, or warning. She reached for the cigarette—
He pulled it back. Clicked his tongue. Tsk.
Her cheeks flushed.
She leaned in instead, lips parting. Tom brought the cigarette forward, carefully, almost reverently, and placed it between them.
Their eyes met.
He held it there, fingers still on the paper, as she took a slow drag. Smoke flooded her lungs. She didn’t blink.
Palo santo. Smoke.
She exhaled right in his face.
He didn’t flinch. His smile sharpened.
That first cigarette he’d given her—after the Ministry party—had tasted like trouble. Back then, she’d smoked it alone on her bedroom balcony, telling herself it meant nothing, remembering the interaction with him in the hallway over the sex with Alfie in the closet.
Now she was here. Smoking from his fingers. Magic tingling. His eyes on her mouth.
She reached up, slowly, and took the cigarette from between his fingers.
“Don’t look so smug,” she murmured, smoke curling around her words. “It’s not your best trick.”
Tom didn’t respond.
But his smirk deepened, quietly pleased, maybe even a little impressed.
He plucked another cigarette from the case and lit it slowly this time. The spark of flame, the hiss of smoke, the curl of his lips around the paper—it was obscene how good he looked doing nothing at all.
Rosalind exhaled again, straight into his face.
He blew his own smoke right back.
For a moment—just one—there was nothing but the two of them, bathed in golden steam and smoke, the air between their mouths heavy with heat and challenge. Her magic didn’t flare. It purred.
She didn’t step back. Neither did he. She was fairly certain she was about to learn what Tom Riddle tasted like.
But then, slowly, without a word, he turned and walked across the tiled floor toward the window at the back of the room. His shoes splashed quietly through a puddle left behind, the sound crisp in the silence.
Her heart thundered once, hard.
That was the hottest thing that had ever happened to her.
And she’d just gotten railed in a broom closet.
Rosalind had only ever been in the baths with Varinia—tipsy after a Quidditch match, stripping under the sunbeams, laughing until the bubbles and booze made the world tilt. Now, she was sober. Steady. Watching Tom Riddle crack a window and blow smoke into the cool night air.
She stayed where she was, cigarette between her fingers, letting him look.
“Come over here,” he said at last. “I don’t bite.”
He flicked his wand. Two stools appeared beside the window. Another flick and the puddles vanished.
“In fact,” he added, “I provide world-class service.”
Rosalind smiled slowly. She didn’t rush. Her heels echoed against the tile, each step careful as she rounded the pool. His eyes tracked her the entire way. She stopped just short of him. Heat curled around them.
“Do you think the water’s self-cleaning?” she asked lightly, facing the room. “Or am I meant to believe it’s safe after Mallow marinated in it?”
Tom smiled. “I’m sure it’s enchanted. Interested in a swim, Rosalind?”
Her name landed like a touch. Her magic flickered, eager. She didn’t flinch.
“Not tonight,” she said coolly. “But don’t let me stop you.”
His brow lifted. “Ah. So this was a ploy to get me out of my robes.”
She laughed once. “You think I need a ploy?”
Then she stepped closer than she had to, just to see him lean back slightly, his shoulder meeting the stone wall behind him with a soft thud. She took his spot at the window without permission, inhaled the night air, and let the silence stretch.
The cigarette smoldered between her fingers. Her magic purred. She flicked ash toward the breeze, pretending not to notice how he watched her, still as a statue, like he was waiting to be admired.
She didn’t indulge him.
She let the silence stretch a beat too long, then turned and crossed to the stool farthest from him. Then sat casually and crossed one leg over the other.
“Don’t get any ideas,” she said, flicking ash toward the drain. “This isn’t a date.”
Her voice was dry, careless, just a little too smooth.
“I’m just here for the cigarette.”
-.-
Tom watched Rosalind Sallow from the corner of his eye and tried his best not to smirk.
He’d known the moment she strolled into the Slug Club in that goddamn dress that he’d be making a move tonight. A week of near-misses, glances, games—he had to know why fate kept shoving her his way.
And all it took was a cigarette, like candy to a child. Her absurdly large blue eyes had lit up like Christmas.
She smelled like jasmine and dark fruit. Pomegranate.
It clung to the air as she tossed her hair over one shoulder, exposing the pale column of her throat. Careless and calculated. Like everything else about her—messy enough to look natural. Deliberate enough to know she’d planned every second.
Tom didn’t fawn over witches. But if he fawned over one–
He let her play. Let her dart circles around him like a fox around the hound, flicking her tail, baring her teeth. Better to let her wear herself out. Soften. Pretend she wasn’t already circling closer.
His mind spun with possibilities. Just minutes ago, she’d been with Black—in a broom closet, of all places. Tom had lingered outside, forced to listen: her breath catching, Black’s idiotic grunting. He’d nearly left. Nearly decided she wasn’t worth it.
But fate tugged. Again.
She was everywhere now. In his thoughts. His conversations. The periphery of every room. Like a thread he couldn’t unpick. Like something catching fire.
He should’ve hexed her. Should’ve kissed her. Should’ve ended this before it began.
Instead, he’d waited.
And here she was. Smoking his cigarette.
He took a slow drag.
If she told him to burn the castle to the ground, he thought he might say yes.
He’d spent the last two nights buried in the library, hunched over crumbling periodicals and Prophet archives, chasing the mystery of her bloodline. Selene Sallow—née Alderton—had been everywhere. Hero of the Ranrok Rebellion. Saviour of magical beasts. Slayer of a dark wizard ring in Hogsmeade. She’d pulled one artifact from the Black Lake, another from a Marunweem tomb. Always pristine. Always perfect. A certified darling of the Prophet.
He should have despised her.
How had she done it all? Scored Outstandings across the board? What had she given to get it? The professors must’ve tipped the scales. There was no other explanation. Tom had the Gaunt line. Salazar’s blood. That mattered. But the Aldertons? They were nothing. No records, no ancestry to speak of. Selene hadn’t even come to Hogwarts until her fifth year. Home-schooled, presumably. Maybe Muggle-born—though that was unthinkable. A mudblood could never wield that kind of power.
He looked at Rosalind now, languid, poised, dragging smoke from her cigarette like she’d invented the act. Had Selene been like this? Or was this all silver-spoon aftermath—pretty girl with a famous name, playing cool so she never had to give anyone anything at all?
Rosalind shifted on her stool, just slightly, and his mind snapped back to the present.
“Knut for your thoughts?” she said.
He didn’t answer at first, just watched her through the smoke. He didn’t like many witches. Nicasia grated. Druella clung. Veronika bored him. But Rosalind Sallow—
He didn’t hate her. And that was rare enough to be alarming.
“I was wondering what it’s like to be you,” he said finally.
Her brows lifted, amused. “Dreadful, I hope.”
“Your family’s name is always in someone’s mouth. Doesn’t that get exhausting?”
She rolled her eyes, but the blush rose anyway. “I’m used to it.”
He studied her face for some shadow of her grandmother’s power, but found that cool beauty again: dark lashes, parted lips, skin like a pre-Raphaelite muse.
Waterhouse would have painted her draped in silk and blood.
It was a trap, surely. No one could look like that by accident. Was it deliberate? Was the cigarette, the window, the blush? He wondered if it was magic , or just her. If the distraction was the point. He’d built his whole life on charm and illusion. Did Rosalind Sallow do the same?
And if she was, he couldn’t decide whether he wanted to break the illusion or let her keep spinning it.
“My father had a hard time with it,” she said suddenly, eyes distant. “When he was at school. There were a lot of… expectations. Selene was overhauling the Department of Mysteries, always in the papers. Sebastian was abroad half the year with Gringotts. He’d come home to an empty house. Eventually, they got a House Elf, just so someone would be there to make him dinner.”
Tom didn’t bother summoning pity. Hard to feel sorry for Ominis Sallow, pampered, pedigreed, raised in a London townhouse with a clear magical inheritance and a family that kept showing up.
“Ominis is an unusual name,” he said instead.
“He was named after an old friend,” she said. “Ominis Gaunt. Died young. Blood malediction or something.”
Tom stilled.
His family, by blood. But Rosalind didn’t know that. Couldn’t. Only the Knights knew his true heritage.
“Terrible,” he said flatly.
Rosalind snorted. “Oh, don’t pretend to care.”
He tilted his head, letting the smoke drift lazily between them.
“They talk about him like he was some self-righteous rule-follower,” she added. “You know, he was Head Boy. Maybe you two would’ve gotten along.”
Tom took a slow drag. “Yes. Swimmingly.”
“Or maybe you’d have killed each other in a duel. He would have abhorred your late-night sneaking around.”
His smile sharpened. “And yet here you are, out after curfew with me.”
“I never said I cared about late-night sneaking around, Riddle.”
“No,” he said, low and pleased. “I think you’ve proven that time and time again.”
They smirked at each other. All of it left unsaid. His cigarette burned low in his hand, but he barely felt it.
“Perhaps next time I catch you out of bed,” he said, voice light and lethal, “we duel to the death. Then at least one of us might sleep soundly.”
“I’ll never win,” she scoffed. “You’re the best duelist in school anyway.”
“Am I?” He turned fully now, cigarette poised between two fingers. “That’s high praise.”
Rosalind raised her chin. “Don’t let it go to your head.”
“Hard not to.”
She snorted. Her cigarette was nearly gone. She flicked it to the stone, ground it under her heel, then gave a little wand flick, the ashes gone without a word.
Efficient. Infuriating.
For a moment, Tom thought she might leave. He didn’t want her to. But then she looked at him, eyes glittering, and said, “You might be an expert duelist, but your Disillusionment Charm is shit.”
His expression twitched. “It is not.”
“I saw you the entire time.”
“That’s hardly the charm’s fault.”
“Mhm.” She leaned back slightly, enjoying herself. “I could spot you halfway down the corridor.”
He narrowed his eyes. “Tugwood didn’t.”
"Varinia wouldn't notice a Hippogriff if it stormed the hall."
“You think you could cast better?”
“I know I could.”
Tom stared at her. Then said, flatly, “Your elbow sticks out.”
Rosalind blinked. “What?”
“Every time you cast. Defense class. Last week. It nearly got you disarmed.”
Her mouth opened, then closed. After a beat, she said, “It did not.”
“You got lucky. Weasley’s hopeless.”
She rolled her eyes. “You’re such a bastard.”
“You started it.”
She was trying not to smile. He could tell. Tom reached over and plucked her hand from where it rested on her knee.
“That night last week,” he said casually, running his thumb over her fingers. “Your rings were catching the candlelight. It gave you away instantly.”
Three of them, thin gold bands, two with rubies, one plain. Her nails were dark and glossy, shaped into perfect almonds. Pretty. Precise. Designed to wound.
“You couldn’t see that,” she said, snatching her hand back, but her voice was softer now.
In his best imitation of Merrythought, he drawled, “Miss Sallow, that wandering elbow of yours could be the difference between survival and dismemberment when faced with—”
He let the sentence hang, savoring the look on her face. She was watching him now. Closely. Pink rose in her cheeks. Mouth just parted.
All this for him. Something inside him lunged—impulse, hunger, magic—he wasn’t sure. He wanted to crack her open. Look inside. Know every hidden thing.
But instead, he just smirked.
“You think you have me all figured out, don’t you?” she said. Her voice was low. Challenging.
“Oh, I’m sure there are layers I haven’t uncovered,” he said smoothly.
He could do it now—just a flicker of Legilimency. Slip inside before she noticed. She wasn’t properly shielded. He’d seen her practicing in class. He could—
No.
Not tonight. It was too intimate. And if she caught him, he’d have to Obliviate her. And he didn’t want her to forget a single second of this.
He stood and stepped away, moving to an empty stretch of wall. Rosalind didn’t follow.
Instead, she raised her brows. “Do you always wander off mid-conversation, or is that a special courtesy?”
Tom glanced back over his shoulder. “Come here.”
“That’s not an answer.”
“I’m going to fix your shielding stance,” he said, matter-of-fact. He dropped his cigarette and crushed it underfoot. “You just admitted I’m the best duelist in our year.”
“Best at something,” she muttered, standing.
He didn’t rise to the bait. She pulled off her sweater slowly and crossed the room toward him. He tried very hard not to stare at her newly exposed, slightly sweaty skin.
She stopped a few feet away. “Is this where you pounce?”
“You’re left-handed. Right foot behind. Show me.”
Rosalind sighed. Then she stepped into the stance. Her wand rose to his chest.
“Well?” she asked. “Do your worst.”
“You’re too tense.”
“I’m being inspected by the Head Boy in a steam-filled bathing room. Forgive me if I’m not at ease.”
He circled her once. “You always lead with your shoulder.”
“Do I?”
“You did it to Pemberly last week. And again with Weasley. If she weren’t so hopeless at disarming—”
“Gwen is not hopeless.”
“She’s unthreatening,” he amended. “Which is dangerous.”
Rosalind scoffed softly, but he was already in front of her again, reaching. He adjusted her elbow with the lightest touch, just his fingers grazing skin.
“Keep this tucked,” he said quietly.
She didn’t move. His hand lingered. The moment stretched.
“I know how to stand,” she murmured.
“And yet you’re standing wrong.”
Her elbow gave, just slightly. Her wand stayed steady.
He stepped back. “Better.”
She shifted, clearly preparing to retort, but he reached again, hands light on her waist, straightening her just so.
A two-inch correction, that’s all it was, but his fingers slipped over warm silk and bone, and for one unguarded second, something inside him gave.
Power surged—
Not his.
Hers.
It sang beneath her skin, wild and electric. It met him. Answered him. And Rosalind—Rosalind blinked like she’d been hexed, lips parting, breath catching.
He dropped his hands.
“Elbow,” he said, almost hoarsely.
She obeyed without thinking, tucking it in. And then, recovering, said, “Yes, master.”
It knocked the breath from his lungs.
Not the words. The way she said it—mocking, honey-slick, just enough submission to tip him sideways.
Tom had never wanted anything the way he wanted her in that moment. It was a joke. It was nothing. But it hollowed him out all the same. He felt feral, hot. Sweaty. He wanted to pin Rosalind Sallow against the wall and make her say it again and again and again.
“I prefer Lord,” he said, grinning now, sharp and white-hot. His voice was calm, but his pulse roared.
For one mad second, he nearly reached for her again. He wanted her on her knees. Disarmed, undone, unmaking him. Instead, he swallowed it and smiled.
Rosalind spun before he could move, wand pressed to his chest. Her eyes were wild, lit from within, and he could’ve sworn—
A silver fire flared in her eyes. Then it was gone.
Tom could have disarmed her instantly, could’ve had her on the floor, gasping. But he didn’t. He waited. She smiled. Slow and dangerous, then shoved him against the wall.
Jasmine hit him like a hex. All he could think about was pinning her there. Kissing her until she broke. But he’d told himself to wait. To collect her. Not scare her off.
“I think I might at least hold my own against you,” she whispered.
Her voice slid under his skin. Her wand skimmed up his chest, under his sweater, tracing the collar of his shirt.
Then she dropped it, turned, and walked away. He watched her go, half-stunned.
“I think you’ve been holding out on all of us,” he called after her.
She didn’t stop, over shoulder, sweet as sin said, “I saw an opening. That’s part of dueling, isn’t it? Watching for weaknesses?”
“Weaknesses?” The word snapped out of him. He pushed off the wall, two strides bringing him up behind her. “And what weakness did you sense in me, Sallow?”
She glanced back. Not at his face, but lower. To the hard line straining against his trousers.
Rosalind Sallow didn’t say a word. She only smiled.
“Have a good night,” she said. “Thanks for the smoke.”
And then she vanished, heels clicking like punctuation.
Tom stood frozen, chest rising and falling. If she thought she could look at him like that—walk away while he was still—
She was wrong.
He adjusted himself with a sharp, irritated movement. Like it was her fault. Like she’d hexed the need into him.
He gave her a thirty-second start. And then followed.
-.-
Rosalind’s feet couldn’t carry her fast enough away from Tom Riddle and the heat of the prefect’s baths.
Her breath was shallow. Her hands were shaking. Her magic was still humming, wild and delighted beneath her skin.
She’d nearly hexed him into the next century. That spin—her wand pressed to his chest—it hadn’t been conscious. Her magic had done it for her, screaming to be let loose.
When he’d touched her elbow, her waist, she thought she might combust. Not from embarrassment. From power. From need.
Stay away from Tom Riddle at all costs. No shit. Dumbledore had a point .
She was mad to think she could just leave. He’d been hard, for Merlin’s sake. She wanted him. He wanted her. And he didn’t strike her as the type to let a girl walk away.
She was right.
Footsteps echoed behind her. Dress shoes.
She picked up her pace. She’d almost made it to the Grand Staircase–
A hand caught her arm.
She stumbled, heels slipping, and hit a wall of chest. His hands caught her.
“Not so fast,” Tom said, smiling down at her. But it wasn’t kind. It was feral . All teeth and appetite.
“Did you just hunt me like an animal?”
He righted her gently, but didn’t let go. His hands curled around her arms. Her magic flared where he touched her, indecent and eager.
“You forgot your sweater,” he said at last, dropping one hand. He reached into his cloak and held it out.
It was her powder blue sweater. It was soaked.
Rosalind stared at it. “Did it go for a swim?”
He smiled faintly as she flicked her wand, drying it instantly without comment.
“Maybe.”
“You came all this way to return my sweater?” she asked, voice dry. “And made sure to clean it for me first?”
“It was the friendly thing to do,” he said smoothly. “I’d do it for any of my friends.”
“Yank them off the staircase?”
“Maybe. If I wanted to.”
“You didn’t have to do this.”
He stepped closer. “And what would you have me do, Sallow?”
“I don’t know.” She stepped back. “You don’t have to do anything.”
She was trying to regain her footing, trying to close the scene with grace, but fate, it seemed, had other ideas.
She tilted her head, let a sly smile stretch across her mouth—the one she’d practiced in mirrors.
Lauren Bacall.
“Oh, maybe just whistle,” she purred.
Tom blinked. Confused.
She quoted, low and velvety: “You know how to whistle, don’t you, Tom? You just put your lips together… and blow.”
He didn’t move. Just stared at her.
Something crossed his face. And he whistled.
Woo-woo.
Her face lit up in shock. She grinned despite herself.
“If you’re going to quote Bacall at me,” he said, “I’d much prefer the moment before she says that line.”
The moment before: Bacall in Bogey’s lap, pulling him into a kiss.
He was smooth. He was a bastard. She hated how much she liked it.
Tom reached for her again, but Rosalind stepped neatly out of range. He was planning to kiss her. She knew it. He knew it. She had to avoid it. Not because she didn’t want it—because she did. That was the problem. And wasn’t it more cinematic if she didn’t kiss him tonight?
“That’s your trick, isn’t it?” he said softly.
Her smile held.
“Make them chase. Smile like you’ve already won, yes, that one on your face now. Make them believe you’re the most interesting thing in the room.”
Rosalind’s face twitched.
“I like the dance, Sallow,” he added, still smiling. “You’re very good at it.”
It was all going to plan, all perfectly cool and unbothered, and then she’d flown too close to the sun. It was too Bogey and Bacall, wasn’t it? Too obvious–
Her pulse skittered. The performance cracked. He’d let her do all of that. Saw through it all. Her cheeks started to burn. Fuck.
“I spend my summers at the cinema,” he said suddenly, breaking her spiral.
“You—what?”
“What else is there to do,” he said lightly, “in a Muggle orphanage?”
The silence between them cracked open.
She stared. “You—”
“You shared personal family history. About your sad, lonely father. I thought I’d return the favor.”
Muggle-born.
Tom Riddle.
It didn’t make sense. The name. The power. The way he carried himself. But the orphanage, now she could see it. In the calculation. The discipline. The hunger just beneath the skin.
She swallowed. “I won’t tell anyone.”
The words felt too small for what he’d just given her. Too soft. But they were all she had. She meant it. And yet, she felt like she was falling. She didn’t know what the secret meant, not really, only that he’d dropped it in her lap like a charm ready to explode.
What else didn’t she know? What else had he slipped between the lines?
“I know.”
A shrug. A smile. Like the truth cost him nothing.
He turned, but paused. “Tuck that elbow in before you go back to your common room. There are prefects out tonight.”
Then that sharp, cruel grin.
He gave her one last lingering look, like he could still taste her name on his tongue. “Wouldn’t want anyone catching you out of bounds.”
And then he turned on his heels and walked away.
Rosalind stood frozen, clutching her damp sweater, heart thudding madly. She didn’t know if she wanted to hex him, follow him, or run from the castle screaming.
And somewhere beneath the heat and the hunger and the thrill of it all, a truth she hated more than anything: He’d played her. Let her run circles. Let her think she was winning.
Until he decided to pounce.
She was in trouble.
Deep, wild, ancient trouble.
Fourteen-year-old Rosalind had wanted a Head Boy to kiss her in the corridor. This one just left her breathless, undone—
—and clutching a soaked sweater that reeked of him.
Notes:
if you haven't seen To Have and Have Not, I highly recommend you do. Or - at the very least - go watch the scene on YouTube that Rosalind and Tom reference here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=30DSfAA0brs
let me know your thoughttttssss!
Chapter 10: Ancient Magic Poisoning
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Tuesday. After midnight.
The next night, Rosalind woke face-first in melting snow.
She let out a guttural scream as she clawed into the slush, shoving herself upright on shaking hands. Her robes clung to her like she’d been dragged through the Black Lake.
She hadn’t walked here. She’d been taken.
Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck.
Terror punched through her chest. She’d woken up this time. But what if she didn’t next time? What if the magic never let her back in? Just a body. Just a vessel full of screaming silver. Not even a week since the last time. And now she was back in the wilderness, a puppet on ancient magic’s string.
It thrashed through her. She lifted one hand, only for a tendril of silver-blue energy to burst from her fingertips. It ripped across the clearing and slammed into a gnarled tree. With a sickening crack, the trunk split clean down the middle.
She swore again as panic slithered up her spine.
Where the fuck was she?
She blinked into the moonlight. An old cottage sat just ahead, crumbling into itself. This wasn’t the Forbidden Forest. It wasn’t even quite the woods. But it was abandoned. And still.
Nothing moved but the wind.
Tears stung her eyes. She pushed herself backward, robes sagging heavily with water. Had she gone swimming in the Black Lake? Or was she just soaked from lying in the snow? How long had she been there?
At least the magic had dressed her in her best fur-lined cloak, though it was now ruined. Slush streaked the trim. The lining was soaked through.
It had been a truly awful day.
She’d started Monday with a headache and stomach cramps.
At first, she thought her cycle was coming early. But the pounding in her skull matched the throb of her magic, too exact to be a coincidence.
Ancient magic poisoning.
Rosalind named it herself.
It had only happened once before, back in the fifth year. Just a few months into school, already hollowed out by the ancient magic, by everything she’d lost, she’d refused to use it. Refused to even acknowledge it.
She’d made it two weeks without release before it started fighting back. Horrific headaches. Gut-wrenching cramps. Skin gone so pale it earned her name-calling from the Slytherins, actual sallow , they’d laughed.
She’d spent three days in the Hospital Wing, lying next to a petrified second-year from Gryffindor, wasting away in silence, until she’d finally given in.
On the third night, she slipped into the woods and let it guide her to a well of ancient magic.
After that, she tried not to let it get that far again. But this wasn’t two weeks without release. It wasn’t even a whole fucking day. Just one night. One look. One touch. And whatever had awoken under the heat of his stare—under the press of his hands—refused to go quiet again.
All day, her magic had been unbearable. It clawed under her skin in class, flared hot whenever he passed too close. Every time she heard his voice or saw his face, something inside her sparked.
Twice, she’d caught herself staring. Twice, he’d caught her. And both times, he’d smirked like it was a game he was already winning.
Rosalind groaned and fell back into the snow. Pathetic. She blinked up at the endless and indifferent stars. They didn’t care about her shame. They didn’t care about ancient magic or prefects’ baths or what it meant to be looked at by him like that.
The Earth was still spinning. Stars were still dying light-years away.
She was still Rosalind Sallow. Still here. Still herself, for now. She could survive this. She had to.
Minutes passed.
Her magic stirred again, restlessly.
She unleashed another thread toward the crumbling cottage. The pulse came back almost instantly. Eager. Whispering.
More here.
“No,” she said shakily. “Not tonight. Please.”
But it didn’t stop. It never stopped. She was soaked to the bone, miles from anyone who might notice if she vanished. And still, this thing inside her kept clawing. Kept pushing. Kept wanting.
She yanked her wand from her pocket and stared at it, her hands trembling.
“I don’t want to destroy something tonight,” she whispered. “I want to make something. Please.”
The magic buzzed beneath her skin. Curious. Skeptical. Like it was tilting its head at her, unsure if she was lying.
She turned toward the ruin and lifted her wand.
“Change,” she said, her breath fogging the air. “Build. Be something else. A house. A manor. A castle. I don’t care. Just—”
Her voice cracked. She blinked hard.
“Just work with me,” she whispered. “Please. Just this once. Like Selene would. Like she always could.”
Selene never flinched. Never lost her grip. Her voice never shook when magic surged.
Rosalind closed her eyes and tried to summon that poise, the calm, the quiet strength that her grandmother wore like perfume. The way her hands never trembled. The way her hair never moved, even in a storm.
Control it, she thought. Be like her. Be worthy of this.
She lifted her wand and reached for the magic, not yanking, not forcing, just easing in like coaxing a skittish thing from the dark.
Form. Finesse. No violence. Just grace.
A tremble of silver-blue light sputtered from her wand tip. Her heart raced. She held her breath.
“Come on,” she begged.
Then it surged. Violent and destructive. The bolt slammed into the wall of the cottage and exploded. Bricks blasted outward in a thunderous, echoing crack.
Rosalind dove. A chunk of stone hurtled past her ear. She hit the ground hard.
“Fuck!” she screamed, half-snarling, as mud splattered across her face.
Silence fell.
Rosalind crumpled, her fingers shaking. Blinding tears broke loose. She bit back a sob, but it broke loose anyway.
The magic inside her stilled, like it had startled itself and wasn’t sure what it had just done. It tickled faintly at her fingertips. An apology.
She dragged her head up.
The front wall of the cottage was gone. Obliterated. In its place, nestled deep in the ruin, glowed a pool of silvery-blue light. Ancient magic, oozing in the dark like a wound. It pulsed. It beckoned. The magic inside her answered.
Hungry.
It wanted to meet its twin.
But Rosalind’s stomach turned. She could feel it, how close she was to unraveling. If she took one more step, if she reached for it now—
She might not come back.
“No,” she said hoarsely. “Absolutely not.”
She stood, swaying, and fought the pull with everything she had. She pictured Hogsmeade, pictured the little bridge between J. Pippins and the Magic Neep.
Her fingertips sparked. The magic inside her pulsed once: Go. Take. Feed.
She clamped her hands into fists to smother it and closed her eyes.
And Apparated.
-.-
Tuesday. Morning.
Rosalind’s head throbbed. The stench of fertilizer didn’t help. Neither did the sweet rot of shrivelfigs. Or the sharp crick in her neck.
She propped herself up on one elbow, cheek sagging into her palm, and stared at the mess on the table like it might solve itself.
To her left, Varinia and Gwen were mid-argument over who had to plunge their hand into the worm bucket for their term project: a small family of adolescent mandrakes. Acne-ridden, moody, and prone to sonic tantrums, they’d prompted Professor Garlick to issue a mandatory earmuff order for the entire class.
She wasn’t touching the worms. She also let Parisa deal with their project: Mirrorleaf, rare and insufferably temperamental, brewed for the Mirror of Intent.
It was also a nightmare to grow. Mirrorleaf required silence, focus, and an intuitive balance between light and shadow. According to Garlick, only two students had ever managed to coax one into full bloom in all her decades of teaching. Naturally, Parisa had chosen it without hesitation. And naturally, she’d threatened to throw herself off the Astronomy Tower if they didn’t become the third.
By contrast, Gwen and Varinia’s mandrakes seemed almost noble. Screaming, biting, violently hormonal, but noble. They were the key to the revival potion. The one used to reverse petrification.
No one said it aloud, but the memory of their fifth year still clung to the castle. Some nights, when Rosalind slipped through the corridors, she could feel it again—the fear, the silence, the habit of checking over her shoulder. A tightening in her chest like the monster might still be in the walls.
It had been a nightmare. And after Myrtle died—
No one talked about it. But Professor Garlick kept a steady rotation of mandrakes blooming in the back greenhouses, just in case.
“Rosalind. Pressure. Now.”
Parisa pointed at the soil. Rosalind, still half-slumped, reached out her gloved hand and pressed into the dirt. The Mirrorleaf gave a faint tremble. Parisa muttered something and went back to fussing over the roots.
She stared at the soil. Mirrorleaf, meant to reflect your purpose. Hers looked terrified. Fitting.
Across the room, Tom stood beside Malfoy, sleeves rolled to the elbow, hands buried wrist-deep in their joint monstrosity. Devil’s Tentacula , they’d called it—an abominable cross between Venomous Tentacula and Devil’s Snare. At the start of the term, they’d unveiled it like a cursed pet. Defensive and offensive. Guard dog and executioner. A plant built to maim.
They’d claimed two entire tables for it. The snare sprawled like a carcass, black and glistening, pulsing with life. Thick coils wrapped upward like a serpent preparing to strike, each curve lined with venomous orange bulbs that flared open whenever someone came too close.
Rosalind watched as Avery, idiot that he was, reached out with one finger. The plant hissed. A bulb snapped shut an inch from his hand. He yelped and stumbled back. Then laughed and said something to Tom and Malfoy, who rolled their eyes.
“That thing is an abomination,” Varinia muttered, pulling off her earmuffs as she caught Rosalind’s stare. “It’s got to be violating at least three sections of the Dangerous Flora Act.”
Rosalind didn’t answer. Her eyes didn’t move.
Tom was bent over the plant again, murmuring something to Malfoy. One hand adjusted the winding vines; the other brushed a bulb into stillness. His movements were smooth. Intentional. Obsessively precise.
There was a dimple in his cheek. Just one. It only showed when he was concentrating.
Rosalind’s stomach twisted.
He looked possessed. Beautiful. Terrifying.
“Stupidly charming,” she said absently.
Varinia choked. “You’re a lunatic.”
That may be true.
She could still smell him. Woodsmoke. Citrus. The ghost of his cologne lingered in her bloodstream. And that look from Sunday night—the one that had lit her nerves on fire, the one that promised things she wasn’t ready to want—was still seared into her skin.
She didn’t want him to look at her like that again. No. She wanted him to look at her like that again and never stop.
As if summoned by thought alone, Tom lifted his head and found her instantly.
For a moment, the greenhouse might as well have gone silent. Her magic jolted, like it had been yanked toward him by a hook in her chest. He didn’t smirk, at least not right away. First, he looked at her. Really looked.
Then a half-smile curved his mouth.
Heat flared down Rosalind’s spine. Her magic pulsed once, hard, then again. She flinched. Her elbow knocked into the Mirrorleaf.
“Rosalind!” Parisa shrieked. “ No hands unless I say! ”
Rosalind jerked away, face burning. The Mirrorleaf trembled like it had been slapped.
“Great,” Parisa muttered, cradling a leaf like a wounded bird. “You’ve traumatized it.”
Rosalind sighed. Around them, adolescent mandrakes squealed faintly. The Devil’s Tentacula let out a low hiss. Everything stank of damp earth and stress.
The guilt returned. How could she feel this way about Tom when she had Alfie? Sweet Alfie. Normal Alfie . He didn’t play twisted head games with her. If he knew that not even an hour later she’d been dancing with Tom Riddle, flirting with fire, he’d be hurt.
And if the roles were reversed—if Alfie had kissed her and then gone panting after Nicasia Parkinson—
She would’ve hexed him into next week. It was hypocritical. Certainly. And it likely made her a terrible person.
Ares Lestrange was suddenly standing at their table.
Rosalind blinked at him. “Yes?”
If he’d been anyone else, she might’ve pasted on a smile. But Ares wasn’t worth the energy.
He ignored her. His eyes went straight to Varinia. Without a word, he dropped a grimy rag onto the worktable.
“Can I help you, Lestrange?” Varinia asked coolly, not even glancing at the rag.
Ares tugged down his earmuffs. “Just thought that might be useful for you, Tugwood.”
Gwen lifted the rag with her wand like it might be cursed.
Varinia bared her teeth. “And what would that be?”
Ares smiled smugly. “To mop up your tears after we stomp you into the pitch on Saturday.”
Rosalind groaned. Loudly. Almost louder than the adolescent mandrake beside her. Even Professor Garlick glanced up from Iris Pemberley’s rebellious Chinese Chomping Cabbages.
“Did you rehearse that?” Rosalind asked flatly. “Be honest.”
Varinia snatched the rag from Gwen and lobbed it back at him. “I think you’ll need it more than I will. You still cry every time you hit a bludger, don’t you?”
Ares scoffed.
Malfoy and Ares were Slytherin’s Beaters. Rosalind didn’t think her cousin was half as good as Malfoy, but it wasn’t her fight to jump in. Besides, as much as she loved Varinia, she’d be wearing Slytherin green on Saturday to cheer for Benedict. Family was family.
Ares recovered quickly. “We won’t be losing anything. Malfoy and I have been practicing on enchanted dummies. We charmed them to look like pesky little Gryffindors like you. Red hair and all.”
“Wow,” Rosalind said, deadpan. “That’s not disturbing at all.”
Varinia leaned in across the table, eyes gleaming. “You haven’t landed a bludger on me once, Lestrange.”
His mouth twitched. “That ends this weekend.”
“It’s your last chance,” Varinia said sweetly. “Not like you’ll be playing after school. Unless there’s a league for trust fund brats with poor aim.”
“You have a trust fund, Tugwood.”
“Yes,” Varinia said brightly. “But I’ve got a scout from the Bats coming to watch me tomorrow. What’ve you got?”
Ares’s wand was suddenly in his hand.
Rosalind’s head throbbed in earnest. These idiots .
Earlier that morning, Rosalind had stood in front of the mirror and made a deal with her ancient magic. One night. One break. In return, she’d steal the Miriam Fig journal from Thiswell’s office. Once she had it, she’d offer her magic a banquet of silvery-blue offerings. One night to rest. One night to think. And then it was all theirs.
She could tell it had agreed. Despite the migraine, it wasn’t flaring. Not really.
If she thought too hard about the fact that her magic could agree , could negotiate terms like a sentient partner, she’d unravel on the spot.
So she didn’t. She let it be.
“Can we not do this right now?” she groaned, burying her head in her hands.
“What’s wrong with you?” Ares asked, lowering his wand.
“Nothing,” Rosalind muttered. She lifted her head just long enough to glare at him. “Can you leave?”
“I’m not done yet.” He turned back to Varinia with that same insufferable smirk. “Too bad you’ve got prefect patrol on Friday. You’ll be up until, what, three in the morning? Maybe I’ll get Tommy or Nicasia to find a few detentions for you. Pay some third-years to sneak out.”
“Nice try,” Varinia said breezily. “I already got our patrol switched. Rosalind and I are tonight now.”
Rosalind’s head shot up. “What?”
Ares’s grin faltered.
“Oh. Did I forget to mention that?” Varinia blinked, too innocent. “Yeah, Ros. I swapped with a couple of sixth-years. Sorry.”
Rosalind deflated like a sad balloon.
Her magic began to sting . This wasn’t what it had agreed to. It didn’t like being ignored; it pressed against her ribs like a fist.
Patrol tonight meant no break. No plan. No Miriam Fig journal. By the time she made it back to her dorm, she’d be half-dead. There was no chance she could pull off a stealth mission without blowing something up.
“No,” she mumbled. Her forehead thunked against the table. “You didn’t tell me.”
She could feel it unraveling. Her schedule, her spine, her sanity.
“Well…” Varinia patted her shoulder awkwardly. “It’s better this way. You’ll be free to go to the Gryffindor pre-party on Friday.”
“Meh,” Rosalind grunted into the wood. Her brain was already recalculating. Maybe if she slipped away during patrol… maybe if she…
Ares was still there, standing like a spare wand. He opened his mouth like he had one more insult cocked and loaded, then thought better of it. He closed his mouth and stalked off.
Varinia grinned as he retreated, then dashed off to relay the entire interaction to Potter, who was currently elbow-deep in flobberworm guts.
“Those two are going to be at the end of each other’s wands by Friday,” Parisa muttered.
Gwen, wrist-deep in worms, didn’t look up. “If they duel and both die,” she said dryly, “do we get out of N.E.W.T.s?”
Rosalind made a sound, half laugh, half whimper, which echoed strangely in her skull.
-.-
Wednesday. Almost midnight.
Exhaustion was the theme of the week. Rosalind dragged her aching body to the top of the Astronomy Tower.
She and Gwen were practically asleep on their feet. Parisa, somehow, still ran on pure adrenaline and coffee, though Rosalind was starting to worry she might actually crack. And it was only January. Four more months until N.E.W.T.s.
Astronomy met twice a month, always at midnight, for three agonizing hours. It had once felt like an adventure—glowing permission badges, giggling in the corridors, the thrill of sneaking through the castle at night. Now it was just a pain in her ass.
She was so tired, and her magic so volatile, that she swore the bags under her eyes had started to pulse.
She’d tried to make another deal with it: just wait. Once she got the Miriam Fig journal, she’d offer it a feast. Silver-blue pools, secret rites, whatever it wanted. Just hold off. She wasn’t sure if it had agreed. But at least it hadn’t hijacked her body and dragged her into the Forbidden Forest. Yet.
Last night’s prefect patrol had been brutal. She and Varinia got stuck mediating a Hufflepuff girl-squad meltdown well past curfew. Now, she slumped into her usual seat and dropped her cheek against the table.
Parisa looked over, mildly horrified. “You need coffee.”
“Yes,” Rosalind agreed into the wood. “Thank you, Snoopy.”
A steaming mug was pressed into her hand. She lifted her head just far enough to take a grateful, scalding gulp.
Neither she nor Gwen had bothered with their uniforms. Gwen wore red-striped pajama bottoms and an oversized orange jumper. Rosalind was wrapped in her silk powder-blue sleep set and fuzzy slippers.
“You two look ridiculous,” Parisa sniffed, still in full uniform. Not that she was ever out of it. Rosalind was beginning to suspect Parisa wasn’t sleeping either, just doing a better job pretending.
Half the class, including Druella, Veronika, and Amalthea, wore pajamas. Nicasia, of course, arrived in a pristine uniform. The Slytherin girls sat across from them, each leveling a haughty glare.
“Why are there so many of them?” Rosalind groaned, watching Malfoy, Lestrange, and Rosier file in after the girls. “It’s like they’re multiplying.”
Right on cue, Avery and Nott swept in.
Then Tom.
His eyes flicked across the room, landing briefly on her pajamas. He tilted his head, mocking, amused, and smirked. Her magic flared. Then he turned to Nott as if nothing had happened.
“Or maybe they’re haunting me,” Rosalind muttered.
She could feel him across the room. Like his stare had sunk into her skin and stayed.
“Slytherin is calling,” Gwen whispered. “Join me, Rosalind Sallow. Shag a serpent, become one with the darkness…”
“Don’t let them hear you,” Parisa hissed. “We’ll never survive it.”
Professor Starbloom swept in, robes billowing like a curtain caught in a storm. Tall, aging, and unmistakably eccentric, he looked like he hadn’t been seen in daylight for years. He spoke of stars as if they were old lovers and sometimes gossiped about constellations like they were members of the Wizengamot.
“Today,” Starbloom announced, arms flung wide, “we revisit our study of rogue planets!”
Rosalind stifled a groan, nearly face-planting into her mug. Gwen gently nudged it out of the way.
“Yes, yes,” Starbloom went on. “This year, this season, is perfect for spotting a very special rogue planet that’s a personal favorite.”
He giggled, rubbing his hands together. Rosalind exchanged a glance with Gwen. Parisa, naturally, looked ravenous for knowledge.
“Please take out your telescopes and meet me on the observation deck,” Starbloom said, and with a whirl of his cloak, vanished through the tower doors.
An hour later, Rosalind was no closer to spotting the planet than she was to being back in bed with Camille.
“This is hopeless,” she whispered to Gwen. Parisa was on her second cup of coffee and visibly sweating. “I can’t believe you talked me into keeping this class.”
“I was out of my mind,” Gwen said. “Maybe we still drop it?”
A few telescopes down, Potter leaned back and stage-whispered, “Left quadrant, Sallow.”
Seconds later, Starbloom’s voice echoed down the deck: “Well done, Tom! Well done.”
Rosalind rolled her eyes and adjusted her telescope until there it was, a faint shimmer, drifting without anchor, a planet with no sun to orbit.
“Found it, Professor.”
“Well done, Miss Sallow! Would you mind assisting those around you?”
She did, redirecting a grumbling Parisa and a half-asleep Gwen, then slumped back in her seat and tilted her head toward the stars. The heating charm flickered overhead, giving the tower the sticky warmth of a summer night.
“As you can all observe,” Starbloom said dreamily, “this is the rogue planet Nyxira. A daughter of Nyx, who once threw her cloak across the world to bring the night sky.”
He smiled like he knew her personally.
“Nyxira is an anomaly, discovered in 1432 by Seraphina Virelle. She doesn’t orbit a star or a moon or even a dead sun. She drifts. A planet that answers to no one. She appears every few centuries, just long enough to remind us that some paths are ours alone to walk.”
Rosalind looked again. Nyxira drifted across nothing, untethered.
Her magic twitched.
A planet that belonged to no one.
She yawned and looked away.
-.-
Thursday. Morning.
Rosalind looked like hell. She felt worse. Her head throbbed, her chest ached, and her magic felt like it was pacing.
She didn’t even pretend to attempt self-sustaining transfiguration. She slumped in her chair, half-nauseous, watching Gwen and Parisa struggle to keep their daisy-turned-mice from reverting into petals.
Parisa’s mouse twitched, then collapsed back into a flower. She let out a strangled sound, shook her wand furiously, and muttered, “Live, you stupid rat—live.”
Gwen, as always, took a gentler approach. She stroked her mouse like it might respond to kindness.
“Maybe it needs love,” Gwen said.
“How do you explain Nicasia, then?” Rosalind muttered.
Gwen snorted. Even Parisa cracked a manic grin. “Maybe I’ll try turning the mouse into her. Through hate and jealousy, anything is possible. The Parkinson Method.”
Rosalind smiled despite herself, then winced. Her chest still ached.
Across the room, Tom Riddle tapped his wand once against a daisy. It became a mouse instantly. No flourish, no fanfare. The mouse twitched its whiskers and darted forward.
Nott clapped him on the shoulder. “Well done, Tom.”
Tom turned, too casually, and gestured at the wilted flower still sitting on Rosalind’s desk.
She gave him a flat shrug. His smirk deepened anyway.
“Yes, well done, Tom,” Dumbledore said, gliding over. His robes whispered across the floor, his expression unreadable. “First in the class to achieve it. But—let’s have a closer look, shall we?”
He opened the pen.
The mouse squeaked—and wilted back into a daisy.
“A clever enchantment,” Dumbledore said mildly. “You charmed the enclosure.”
Tom’s jaw ticked. His fingers flexed like he might hex the daisies into ash.
Rosalind leaned back and let herself smile, just a little.
“Of course, this won’t count for your exams,” Dumbledore added as he turned away. “You’ll need to let the mouse roam free. Still—brilliantly done.”
The praise was clipped.
Tom said nothing.
Class ended soon after.
Rosalind, who hadn’t touched her bag all period, slung it over her shoulder. Gwen and Parisa were already mid-argument about skipping lunch for the library.
“I cannot go back to the library,” Gwen said. “I skipped lunch yesterday and got a migraine in Charms.”
“We’re falling behind,” Parisa snapped. She looked barely tethered to reality.
Rosalind wasn’t listening. Tom Riddle was walking toward her.
He stopped beside her desk with a smile polished to the point of cruelty. She caught the scent of him, palo santo and something darker, expensive. Her head swam.
“Self-sustaining transfiguration beneath you, Sallow?” he asked lightly.
Her magic stirred with interest, like a cat watching something move.
“I’ve barely slept in days,” she said. “Didn’t want to torture the poor thing.”
He hummed. His mouth smiled, but his eyes didn’t follow. Dumbledore’s correction still burned.
“You look pale,” he said, studying her. “Are you unwell?”
“Just tired.”
Behind her, Gwen and Parisa had gone very quiet. They didn’t know anything. She hadn’t told them a word. To them, Tom Riddle at their table might as well have been a Ministry official dropping by to flirt.
“Can I walk you to the Great Hall?” he asked.
Her hand tightened on her bag. That felt like a mistake.
“Miss Sallow,” Dumbledore called gently from the front, not quite looking up, “would you stay behind a moment?”
Tom’s smile faltered.
“Of course,” Rosalind said. Then to Tom, with a polite tilt of her head: “Chat after Potions?” She moved past him. Her magic flickered, annoyed or intrigued. She couldn’t tell anymore. She didn’t look back, but she felt the air shift behind her.
“We’ll see you in Potions, Ros,” Gwen called warily. Parisa’s mouth was still hanging open.
“See you,” Rosalind said without turning. She didn’t need to see his face to know he wasn’t pleased. She just kept walking, straight to Dumbledore.
He was tidying the teaching desk, rearranging papers and strange trinkets in a way that made no sense to her. But she waited, hands in her pockets, until the last door clicked shut.
“Professor…?” she asked.
“Are you well, Rosalind?” he said, settling into his chair with a smile.
“I’m—” she hesitated. “Surviving.”
“N.E.W.T.s can be a trying year,” he said. His voice was kind, his eyes sharper than they looked. “Even for gifted students like you.”
“You don’t have to flatter me.”
“Forgive me,” he said mildly. “I wasn’t flattering you.” He paused. “Is there a reason you don’t use your magic in my class?”
“I’m just tired today—”
“Not today,” he interrupted. “And you know which magic I mean.”
“I don’t use it in any class,” she said. Her cheeks burned. How could she explain that when she used it, it shattered things? That without her wand, it was wild, volatile, barely leashed?
Dumbledore’s expression softened. “Does your grandmother know?”
Her spine straightened. Of course she does. She always knows. But knowing and admitting are different things—and Selene had always preferred denial.
“I won’t tell her,” he added. “I’m only curious.”
She studied him. Selene had mentored him once. Her final year, his first. Two of the most formidable minds Hogwarts had seen in the same classroom.
The thought sent a ripple through her. A whisper: History often repeats itself.
She shook it off. “She might know,” she said. “We don’t get into details.”
He nodded. “If it’s not under control,” he said gently, “perhaps it’s time to reconsider the Keepers’ trials.”
The word trial made her stomach twist. She swallowed it down.
“No,” she said quickly. “It is under control. I just… I don’t want to use it. I want to be normal.”
“I’m afraid it’s far too late for that.”
He lifted a hand. A galaxy bloomed across his desk, black sky, scattered stars, constellations she barely recognized.
A living map of the cosmos.
Rosalind gasped. She reached out, grazing the magic.
It was beautiful.
It made her want something. Power, maybe. Peace. She wasn’t sure which.
“We live here,” he said, pointing. “But there are trillions more. There could be a universe where Rosalind Sallow is the top of her class, performing magic this school hasn’t seen in centuries.”
She smiled faintly, still threading her fingers through stars.
“I’ve taught many brilliant students,” he said. “Some became remarkable. I can do things, things no one else can. Not even your grandmother.” He smiled dryly. “Though don’t tell her I said that. She’s a firecracker.”
“Yes,” Rosalind said, despite herself. “I know.”
“The trick,” he said, watching her, “is confidence.”
She frowned and drew her hand back. “Well, I have very little of that.”
“Well, we both know that’s not true, Rosalind.”
Despite herself, she laughed. “Alright, true.”
“You lack direction, not ability.”
She shrugged at that. Another person telling her she lacked direction. No shit. Rosalind lived her entire life directionless. Easier to sneak away than admit to anything.
“Forgive me—I’m about to ask a bold question.” He waved, and the stars vanished. “What are you afraid of in the trials?”
“Did she write to you?”
Dumbledore chuckled. “She’s written to me twice a week since your fifth year.”
“What’s she saying now?”
“That she’s worried. That the magic is growing. That you’re ignoring it. And that it’s beginning to consume you.”
Rosalind looked away.
“I’ll be honest,” he said. “I share her concern. If you don’t face it—learn it, choose it—it will choose for you. And that is rarely kind.”
Her jaw clenched. “I’m not interested in the trials. She knows that.”
“She believes in persuasion. As do I.” His voice was light. His gaze was not. “May I go with you to the Map Chamber this weekend? Sunday, perhaps, once the match is over.”
She hesitated. He was offering to walk her through a door.
She wasn’t sure she wanted to know what was on the other side.
If she said yes, everything might change. If she said no, Selene would come herself.
The door was opening either way.
“…Let me think about it.”
He smiled like he already knew her answer. “Just call for Endy, my House Elf. He’ll pass it along. Now—off to lunch. I’d hate for you to be peaky in Potions.”
He stood, brushing nothing from his robes.
She thought of telling him everything. The journal. The Triptych. The way her magic prickled around Tom Riddle.
But saying it aloud would make it real.
“Thanks for the chat, Professor,” she said, then turned and walked out.
She took the stairs quickly, needing air. In the courtyard, she passed an alcove and spotted Tom Riddle smoking in its shadow. He watched her silently.
She looked back for a second.
Then kept walking.
-.-
Thursday. Before midnight.
Finally.
Just before eleven, Rosalind found a moment to breathe.
Parisa was out cold, snoring softly with one arm flung over the side of her bed. A half-empty mug sat forgotten on her nightstand. Camille lay curled at her feet, tail twitching in some small, contented dream. Across the room, Betsy and Candace slept soundly behind their curtains.
Gwen was the only one still awake, lying on her back with a romance novel borrowed from Rosalind propped on her chest, wand balanced beneath her chin for light.
Rosalind sat on the edge of her bed, rubbing her palms together. She could see the path in her mind like a blueprint: down the Grand Staircase to the Defense Tower, up to the Magical Theory classroom. One quick Alohomora into Thiswell’s cramped little office. In. Out.
Boom. Journal.
“You okay, Ros?” Gwen whispered, glancing up.
“Fine,” she replied, trying to sound unbothered. “Might go for a walk.”
Gwen frowned, closing her book. She pushed herself upright against the headboard, eyes steady. “Rosalind… I didn’t want to say anything earlier, but—you don’t look great.”
“I know.” Rosalind looked away. “I look like shit.”
“No,” Gwen said. “You look like someone else.”
That landed harder than it should’ve, like she’d been caught wearing the wrong face. Rosalind swallowed. Her throat felt tight.
“I just need to clear my head,” she said quickly. “Rough week.”
Gwen studied her. The book was still in her lap, but she wasn’t looking at it anymore. “Do you want me to come with you?”
Rosalind shook her head, forcing a faint smile. “No. Sleep. I’ll be back soon. Just going to run to the kitchens.”
Gwen hesitated. Then, quietly: “You’d tell me, wouldn’t you? If something was wrong?”
Rosalind opened her mouth, then closed it. Then she lied:. “Of course.”
Gwen didn’t look convinced. But she nodded, slowly, and lay back down.
Rosalind stood. She reached for her cloak and wand, fingers moving automatically. Her eyes drifted to Gwen’s nightstand, neatly stacked parchment, a little blue Ravenclaw pin beside her mug. Safe. Steady. Everything Rosalind wasn’t anymore.
Her heart ached. Gwen didn’t deserve this.
But the truth was a mouthful of glass, and she’d already chosen the lie. She slipped into the corridor and shut the door softly behind her.
The darkness welcomed her back.
-.-
Friday. After midnight.
The castle was dead quiet.
Rosalind’s Disillusionment Charm wasn’t perfect; her elbow flared if she moved too fast, but it was good enough. She kept her body close and low, sliding down the Grand Staircase with all the focus of a thief.
The portraits snored. A few muttered nonsense. None stirred.
She caught the Defense Tower steps just before they shifted out of reach, boots hitting stone with a muted thud . No ghosts. No prefects. The corridors stretched open like they wanted her to pass.
Good. Let them. If fate wanted her to steal the journal, she’d oblige.
Sleep dragged at her bones. Every bench she passed looked like a bed. Her knees wobbled on the fourth landing, and for one awful second, she nearly stopped. Nearly lay down. But her jaw clenched, her teeth clicked, and she pushed forward.
Her magic whispered behind her ribs.
The corridor to Magical Theory gleamed silver under the full-length windows. She slipped through the doors. The classroom reeked of troll sweat and incense.
Later, she thought. Burn it all later.
The stairwell was ahead. She dropped the Disillusionment Charm and raised her wand.
“Alohomora,” she breathed.
Click. The door to Thiswell’s office swung open—and hit her in the face with a wave of stench.
It was worse than she imagined. Books stacked like barricades. Scrolls spilling like entrails. The hearth was choked with ash. The only usable chair was Thiswell’s, buried behind a fortress of theory and tea mugs.
Rosalind picked her way through the mess and dropped into the chair. It groaned beneath her. No time for subtlety.
“ Accio journal! ”
It was the wrong move.
At least ten books exploded out of the shelves like banshees. She dove to the floor just in time; two collided above her head, and another smacked her hard in the spine.
“ Fuck— ” she hissed, rolling onto her back.
The books thudded to the ground, spilling open: magical theory, alchemy, unfinished manuscripts. One had a flower sticker. Another had notes about wand cores.
But one—black, worn, soft in her hands—made her freeze.
She flipped the cover open.
Miriam S. Fig.
Her breath caught.
She didn’t hesitate. The journal went into her robes. She pulled the Disillusionment Charm back over herself and bolted.
Down the stairs. Across the landing. Toward the Grand Staircase—and stopped.
The corridor to the Undercroft yawned open beside her. She stared at it, panting.
Ten minutes to Ravenclaw Tower. Two to the Undercroft. She turned.
Once inside, she dropped the charm, tossed the journal beside the moth-eaten sofa, and ripped the blanket down from the portrait. Her legs folded on instinct. The second her body hit the cushions, her eyes shut.
Sleep slammed into her like a stunning spell.
She didn’t feel the air shift.
Didn’t see the light in the Triptych change. Didn’t notice the figure stepping through the frame. Magic rippled over her skin.
But Rosalind was already too far gone.
Notes:
and as a clarification, I've made some adjustments that in this version of the story, the keepers' trials will give ancient magic wielders more control over their magic. why? because I said so! and it serves narrative purpose!
Chapter 11: Sweet-on-Sallow
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
A reporter shoved a camera in Rosalind’s face.
“Miss Sallow—any comments for the Prophet? Will your brother beat his personal record?”
The camera flashed, blinding her. Rosalind blinked, the light burning into her vision. Someone—Gwen or Parisa—yanked her aside.
“Merlin, he was forceful,” Gwen muttered. “Just blink.”
Rosalind squinted against the glare of the snow.
“Ahhh!” she cried, her eyes watering. Her pulse quickened. In her bones, she felt it stir, a current rose in her chest. Her fingers tingled, and the hair at her neck stood on end.
No. Not now. Not here.
Her magic surged, mistaking the light for an attack. It reached for something to strike.
“Fuck,” she muttered, clenching her fists. She willed it down. Breathing in, breathing out. Down. Down. Down.
"Vultures," Parisa hissed. "How long’s he been here? Dippet should’ve banned them."
They’d just stepped out of breakfast. Chaos had already taken hold, Gryffindors chanting fight songs over sausages. The powder keg of Slytherin versus Gryffindor had exploded, leaving chaos in its wake. And blinding spots in Rosalind’s eyes.
“Miss Sallow… Miss Sallow!” The reporter’s voice pierced the air. She saw a black blur behind the flash, moving toward her again. Rosalind blinked rapidly, struggling to clear her vision.
She was still exhausted, but it was better than earlier in the week. She’d had a pep in her step—until this pest ruined it.
Now, her ancient magic burned in her fingertips. She could’ve flayed this prick alive if she wanted to, but a life behind bars in Azkaban didn’t sound so good.
"You look great in green!" the reporter continued. "Do you regret not being in Slytherin, your family's house?"
"Ugh," Rosalind muttered, blinking again. She saw the reporter, now shielded by Gwen and Parisa. His camera was raised again, ready to blind her once more.
She squeezed her eyes shut, trying to shake off the sensation. “No comment. No pictures. Talk to my family’s publicist,” she said, her voice sharp. A phrase learned too young, right alongside the art of masking public expectation. Not like that would’ve stopped him, but Parisa, thinking quickly, cast a bubble charm, entrapping them all in a distorted bubble.
Outside the bubble, the reporter frowned, lowering his camera. “Your loss, sweetheart,” he muttered, waddling off.
Rosalind exhaled sharply. Her magic coiled at the edges of her awareness, restless. They waited a minute before Parisa popped the giant bubble with a GLURP!
Four ancient magic spots. Last night, she and the magic had Apparated between four ruins in Cragcroft. Each time, pain followed by pleasure. She was stronger than ever before. And even more out of control.
Rosalind’s tether to reality was slipping. A sick feeling churned in her stomach. Gwen and Parisa turned, fussing over her.
“Are you alright?”
“Did he touch you anywhere?”
“No, no,” she murmured, shaking her head. “I’m fine.”
Her vision returned, but the pounding in her head persisted, and her magic settled behind her left eyebrow, a sharp reminder. Gwen pressed her hands to Rosalind’s face, then rubbed her shoulders.
“You’re so tense,” she said.
Rosalind couldn’t take her seriously, especially with the enchanted ribbons in Gwen’s hair. Gold for Gryffindor.
Her gaze flicked to the ribbons, spinning madly around Gwen’s ears. They made quite the pair.
Gwen, decked out in Gryffindor regalia, a red cloak borrowed from Varinia, a Gryffindor scarf from her boyfriend, Otis Thistlewood, and those ridiculous ribbons. She also had Tugwood and Thistlewood written somewhere on her arms, a good luck charm she’d read about in Witchy Weekly.
Rosalind, however, had dressed in green for Benedict. If she’d known it would cause such a stir, she would’ve worn dull robes instead. Instead, she wore a long dark green cloak, a Slytherin scarf, and new dragon-hide boots from Gladrags. She also sported a pin from one of Benedict’s friends, Hestia Greengrass, that flashed ‘Sweet-on-Sallow’ every few seconds. Rosalind had tried to get Parisa to charm it to say something less ridiculous for an older sister, but Parisa (dressed in Ravenclaw blue) had refused.
Unfortunately, it matched nearly exactly with the she-wolves walking straight toward them.
“Incoming,” Rosalind muttered.
Parisa and Gwen stiffened.
Nicasia and her cronies—Veronika, Druella, and Amalthea—sauntered toward them. Their expensive boots kicked up fresh snow with every step, and a group of fourth-year Hufflepuffs had to dive out of the way to avoid them.
“You just can’t help yourself, can you?” Nicasia drawled. She was draped in a deep green, fur-lined cloak, a ridiculous ‘Mad-for-Malfoy!’ pin glinting on her chest. Druella’s cloak boasted two: ‘Mad-for-Malfoy!’ and ‘Sweet-on-Sallow!’ “Any chance to get your name out there.”
Rosalind turned slowly, fixing Nicasia with an unfazed look. “Yes, Parkinson. I lie awake at night, dreaming of my name in the Prophet. That’s why I told him to leave me alone.”
Veronika sidled in beside Gwen, both of their wands drawn.
Tension thickened the air.
“For Merlin’s sake,” Parisa hissed, snatching Gwen’s wand out of her hand in one fluid motion.
Rosalind didn’t blink. Her gaze stayed on Nicasia.
“What do you want?”
She wasn’t in the mood for this. Her family was likely already down by the pitch, and Rosalind had to keep her magic in check if she was going to be around Selene. But it was Amalthea’s eyes that dipped to the green and silver of Rosalind’s cloak.
She snarled, “Who said you could wear green?”
Rosalind smiled. “Oh, forgive me. I forgot you owned the color.”
“To be fair,” Gwen muttered, fingers tugging at Rosalind’s sleeve as if to pull her away. “You do hate Slytherins most of the time.”
“Only when they’re being stupid,” Rosalind said, eyes never leaving Amalthea. “Which is… all the time.”
“No, seriously,” Amalthea sneered, stepping into the space usually reserved for Druella, who now stood unnervingly still, her eyes fixed on something over Rosalind’s shoulder. “You slag us off all year, and suddenly you’re draped in green because we might win?”
“My brother is the reason your bird-brained house might win,” Rosalind said, her voice as cold as the air between them. “You remember him, right? Tall? Freckly? Savior to the institution of Quidditch?”
Veronika snorted. “Oh, we remember him. Just the other night, in fact, hopped up on Devil’s Snare, telling Dru she was a goddess of the moon or some rot. What was it you called him? A little sun god? Or moon prince?”
Rosalind’s blood turned to fire, and her breath left her in a sharp exhale. Something snapped.
“What did you just say about my brother?” she snarled, moving without thinking, shoving her way into the group.
Her body surged forward with a speed that surprised even her. There was a sound of crunching snow, scattered shoes, and Gwen’s startled gasp. Rosalind didn’t see them. She only saw Druella —her face was the one that needed to pay.
“Back up,” Nicasia snapped, her voice sharp and biting. “Calm down. You’re making a scene, Sallow.”
A wand-tip pressed hard against Rosalind’s throat.
Her magic roared to life. It didn’t just rise, though. It was desperate, clawing at her from the inside. It pulsed with an almost primal need to destroy. It wanted a fight.
Her hands burned with the urge to lash out, to make them feel the raw power coiling beneath her skin. Her chest tightened, a sharp pull in her ribs, and for a fleeting, terrible moment, she wanted to unleash it all.
Let them see what Rosalind Sallow is really capable of.
She blinked. The wand-tip glittered in her blurry vision. Nicasia’s face looked wrong, too close, too perfect, too clean.
Too easy to ruin.
“Back up,” Nicasia repeated, her voice colder now.
Rosalind didn’t move. She could hear Parisa shouting behind her, but it was muffled, distant, like she was underwater. Her whole world narrowed to the sharp tip of the wand against her skin and the violent thrum of magic at her fingertips.
She could do it. It brought a little smile to her face. She could burn Nicasia Parkinson to a crisp.
Then, hands grabbed her cloak, jerking her backward.
The cold air hit her, snapping her back to reality. Snow crunched beneath her boots. Wind stung her teeth. The girls crowded around her, their voices a blur.
“Nicasia, relax,” Druella snapped, pushing the wand still aimed at Rosalind’s throat. “And Veronika, don’t be an idiot. You both know I slept with Abraxas that night. The night he gave me that hickey that wouldn’t go away. Remember? I had to go to the hospital wing because it had pixie dust in it?”
Nicasia flinched, her wand lowering slightly. Veronika sighed, rolling her eyes.
“Oh, right,” she drawled, voice dripping with sarcasm. Rosalind’s fingers itched for a fight. But the moment defused itself for now.
Parisa pulled her back, and Gwen added her hands, tugging at Rosalind’s sleeve. “Ros. Let’s go.”
They dragged her a few steps, her boots slipping in the snow as she tried to regain her footing.
“I don’t even get how Lestrange is related to her,” Veronika said, twisting a strand of hair around her finger, her lip curling. Her ‘Loving Lestrange’ pin shimmered. “They’re nothing alike.”
Nicasia snorted. “No. Ares has class. This one’s just a dirty little rat who thought she could climb out of the sewer for the day.”
A dark fury surged inside Rosalind. Her blood turned to ice, her ears ringing. Her vision narrowed, focusing on Nicasia with a terrifying clarity.
“Ares,” she mocked, her voice high and sing-songy. “Ares. Aww, you sound like you’re in love, Parkinson.”
Nicasia’s smirk faltered, but Rosalind wasn’t finished.
“Is that what you call him when you’re tonguing each other?” she spat.
“Rosalind—” Gwen gasped, but Rosalind didn’t stop.
“Does he call you Nicky? Or does he call you my name—”
The blood drained from Nicasia’s face. Veronika looked like she’d been slapped, and for a moment, Rosalind almost relished the silence.
“I am not sleeping with Lestrange,” Nicasia hissed, voice sharp with humiliation.
“Don’t sound so defensive,” Rosalind called after them, her laugh ringing through the courtyard as Gwen and Parisa yanked her away. Her boots left shallow gouges in the snow.
The Slytherin girls huddled together behind them, hissing and whispering, clearly shaken. Veronika’s finger pressed into Nicasia’s chest while Nicasia’s hand balled into a fist at her side.
Once they were halfway down the path, she straightened and dusted the snow from her sleeves, a smirk firmly in place.
“Well,” she said, her breath fogging the air, “that’ll keep them busy.”
Gwen stopped. She turned slowly, in utter disbelief at what had just happened. “You nearly exploded. You didn’t just snarl—you were ready to bite Nicasia’s face off.”
“You had your wand out, too,” Rosalind said, laughing.
“Yes, to shield, you lunatic! What was that? You’re usually snarky, but this—” She paused, struggling to find the words. “You were feral back there.”
“Just hot-headed, I guess?” Rosalind said. Her smile faltered at Gwen’s genuinely terrified expression. Parisa eyed her like she’d sprouted claws. Rosalind continued, “They were implying Druella—”
“Yes, obviously to make you angry,” Parisa said flatly. “And it worked. Merlin, look at you.”
Rosalind fell silent.
Her fingers twitched, magic crackling at her palms. The urge to maim burned through her. The magic whispered curses, dark things she wanted to do to Nicasia Parkinson.
“Breathe,” Gwen said, her hands settling on Rosalind’s shoulders again. “You’re steaming.”
Rosalind tried to breathe, but her mind was consumed with vengeance. Rip them to shreds.
“Here,” Parisa said, stepping into Gwen’s place and grabbing Rosalind by the shoulders. She shook her violently, the force rattling Rosalind’s skull. “Get. A. Grip!”
Parisa’s hands jolted her back to reality. Rosalind blinked, then drew in a shaky breath.
“I guess I spiraled a little,” she muttered, trying to ground herself.
“You guess?” Parisa asked, incredulous. “Come on. Let’s go. I don’t want you anywhere near those hags again today.”
Rosalind followed them down the path, head still spinning. As they walked, she flexed her fingers, trying to shake off the lingering tension. The twitching had stopped, but the burn remained like a pulled muscle.
What was that? She hadn’t meant to go that far. The words had just spilled out. She glanced at Gwen and Parisa, both quiet. Both wary. Neither speaking. Rosalind swallowed. Her mouth was dry.
She could’ve smoked Nicasia’s head clean off with her raw ancient magic. That wouldn’t have been the worst thing, honestly. A smirk tugged at her lips. The thought amused her. It was almost as satisfying as the exploded cottage.
And then she heard someone approaching from behind.
Rosalind turned, wand already in her hand, ready to defend against whichever Slytherin girl was stupid enough to follow them out here. It was practically a death wish.
But it wasn’t a Slytherin girl. It was–
“Alfie?” Rosalind gasped.
“Hiya, Sallow,” he grinned.
Alfie Black stood a few paces up the path, wearing a green Slytherin Quidditch jersey and a shit-eating grin.
Gwen and Parisa turned, and one of them made a strangled sound. Rosalind’s cheeks burned. Guilt raced through her.
“Hey,” she said awkwardly.
Alfie looked between her and the girls, his smile never faltering. No cracks. Only pleasantries.
“Borrow you for a chat?”
“Uh, sure, of course,” she said quickly.
Did he say he was going to be here today? Had she forgotten it that easily? They’d only seen each other a week ago. Did he mention it? Did it fade away in her Tom-Riddle-escapades after their broom closet shag?
Then Parisa muttered, “You have got to be kidding me, Rosalind.”
Alfie looked between them, still smiling. “I’ll bring her back to you, don’t you worry. She’s in good hands.” As if that would appease Parisa Eldridge, who had her arms folded over her chest and looked like she might scalp Rosalind for this.
Why was she keeping this secret from them again? Why did it matter that she was seeing Alfie? Had it made it hotter? The sex better?
Rosalind couldn’t remember as Alfie placed his warm hand on her lower back and guided her off the path, down toward the edge of the forest.
“You good, Sallow?” he asked, his eyes darting around them. “They looked like they might hex our heads off.”
“They might,” Rosalind replied. “But I’m fine. I just got into a spat with some Slytherin girls a few minutes ago.”
“I saw,” he said, his grin spreading as they moved down the hill. “It was really fucking hot.”
Rosalind flushed, forcing a grin. “You like that, Black?”
“It would’ve been hotter if you all were in your underwear,” he said. “And someone was yelling Oh no, stop it!”
Rosalind swatted at him, but they came to the edge of the forest, and Alfie grabbed her by the waist instead.
And then stuck his tongue in her throat.
Rosalind didn’t know why, but it came as a complete and utter surprise. Her boyfriend—secret boyfriend—tonguing her like this. His hands were running along her waist, and then they cupped her bum. Like really cupped it. Like he was trying to lift her into the air and get her to wrap her legs around him.
She tried. She really did. She launched herself up, arms around his neck, but they stumbled a bit, and his back hit a tree.
He laughed, the wind knocked out of him for a moment.
“Not your best move,” she said, straightening and stepping out of his arms.
“I think we’re better in closets,” he said with a crooked grin.
Rosalind stared at him. Really stared. He was cute, though so much less so than she remembered. His face was so angular, all sharp edges and fast, paranoid eyes. Had he always done that, looked around like he expected someone to jump out from behind the nearest tree and go boo!?
He was tall but thin and wiry. His hair was long and shaggy. He was a twenty-one-year-old man shagging an eighteen-year-old Hogwarts student in broom closets.
Rosalind blinked at him and then realized how long she’d just been staring.
“Try again,” she said, her practiced smile falling into place. She slid her fingers over her chest and blinked up at him through her lashes. “Come on now.”
He laughed and stepped forward. This time, he wrapped his arm around her waist and pulled her against his body. He kissed her, much better, but–
It didn’t feel the same. In fact, it felt wrong.
Her magic huffed, like it had enough of this, thank you very much, and retreated back into that place in her mind where it throbbed. Consistently.
“I’ve never done it in the forest before,” he said against her lips. “Do you want to try?”
Rosalind imagined lifting her skirt and bending over a tree log and letting Alfie Black fuck her from behind. The thought made her stomach twist. The scene played out like a tawdry romance novel.
She almost laughed at how utterly… ridiculous it was.
“No,” she said truthfully, detangling their mouths.
He pulled back. “I was only joking,” he said. But it was a lie. He hadn’t been joking. He’d thought she would want him to do that. Fuck her against a tree for a few minutes before they went their separate ways. And wasn’t that …
Absolutely disappointing.
She expected the guilt to devour her whole, seeing him again. She’d spent the last week flirting with Tom Riddle. The thought of seeing Alfie again might make her feel terrible. She had once imagined them after school, dating openly, going to shows and dinners and parties. But now?
The thought of their future was… boring . Like a film with an uninspiring ending.
“My family is waiting,” she said, running her fingers through her hair and adjusting it against her robes. “They’ll know I’m off somewhere doing something shady .”
His smile matched hers. False. Fake. Performed.
“Yeah, alright, Sallow.”
His oakmoss cologne, sweeter than it should’ve been, clung to him, but it didn’t do a thing to stir her. It smelled a little gross.
“You sure you’re alright?” he asked. Still smiling.
“Oh, just peachy,” she said. Still matching his smile. “Nerves for today. Big game.”
“Your brother is going to do great,” he said. “I heard there are scouts for at least seven teams here. The department has a bet that he’ll go professional next year.”
“You think?” she asked. But she was already checking back over the path to where Gwen and Parisa were still waiting for her. She couldn’t believe it, but she’d rather face their wrath than spend another moment faking it with Alfie.
“Will you be going to the Three Broomsticks after?” she asked, knowing the answer.
“Ah, can’t,” he said. “Party at a pub in London tonight, it’s my mate’s birthday.”
“Write soon?” she asked, and then waited.
End it , she thought. Dump me.
But Alfie just smiled and leaned forward, capturing her lips with his again. “I’ll write you, Sallow. All the filthy things I think about when we’re apart.”
Something inside her went cold. Her ancient magic stirred, resentful of the kiss, as if it recognized the lie. The energy was distant, like a thing that had been locked away too long, but still, it burned against her skin.
And for a second, she thought: If this had been Tom, the castle might’ve burned down already.
Oh, Merlin. She was doomed.
-.-
Rosalind spotted Gwen and Parisa just beyond the stands, standing like twin sentinels, arms crossed. They were flanked by a swarm of chattering students in scarves and House gear. The pitch had never been this packed, students in clashing colors, professors already tipsy, banners bobbing overhead like sea flags in a storm.
The Hogwarts band was butchering the school anthem, brass horns colliding with Gryffindor girls shrieking their fight song in half-pitched falsetto. Steam curled off the rows of enchanted tents lining the path, each one buzzing with heating charms. House-elves in festive cloaks floated through the chaos with trays of butterbeer and hot chocolate.
Neither girl looked thrilled to see her. Parisa seemed one eye twitch away from marching back to the castle. Gwen looked like she’d bite someone’s hand off.
“You—” Gwen jabbed a finger into Rosalind’s chest, voice sharp. “I cannot believe you’ve had a secret boyfriend. I ought to—”
But her words collapsed.
Selene Sallow was approaching.
The crowd parted instinctively. Selene moved with preternatural grace, almost like she was floating . She wore Slytherin-green robes threaded with silver, her silver-gray hair pinned into an impossibly perfect chignon, expression unreadable. Always unreadable.
Behind her was Sebastian, handsome and swaggering as ever, followed by Rosalind’s parents. Octavia wore a tailored forest-green coat with fur cuffs and a matching hat, curls tucked just so. Ominis trailed behind with a sign that read, Sock ‘em Sallow!
“Rosalind!” Sebastian roared, sweeping her into a hug that compressed most of her spine. He smelled of pipe smoke and the cologne Octavia had bought him last Christmas. It made him smell slightly less like an ancient tomb.
“Wearing the family colors, I see!” he boomed, tugging on her scarf.
“Just for today,” Rosalind said into his lapel. but warmth bloomed in her chest despite herself.
“Let me see her.” Octavia elbowed Sebastian aside. “Come here, darling—you look exhausted. Have you been eating? You’ve got that Hollowed-Out Heroine look again.”
Before she could reply, she was passed like a particularly expensive parcel into her mother’s arms, kissed twice, and powdered once. Her father followed with a brief, grounding hug. just long enough to say I missed you , without saying it aloud.
By the time she surfaced, Gwen and Parisa were still glaring. Sebastian, charming bastard that he was, had thrown an arm around each of them like a distraction grenade.
Rosalind, of course, was grateful.
“Big match today!” Ominis chirped, turning toward the tents.
Parisa didn’t reply. Her arms were still folded. Her glare could’ve turned butterbeer to vinegar.
“And what, may I ask, are you wearing, Gwenore?” Sebastian bellowed, tugging one of her ribbons like it personally insulted him.
“Grandad,” Rosalind groaned.
Selene silenced him with one hand on his shoulder.
Rosalind stepped toward her without thinking. Selene opened her arms, deceptively soft in her sleek robes, and Rosalind folded into the embrace. But it wasn’t warm.
Selene was trying to feel it —the ancient magic writhing inside her.
When they pulled apart, Selene’s eyes flicked up and down her face. No words. No smile. Just that look. I know you’re up to something.
Rosalind had seen that expression too many times: when she snuck biscuits after dinner, when she wrote letters to that boy in America who definitely wasn’t sixteen, and when she refused to enter the Keepers’ trials.
Now, the same cool disappointment.
Her fingers twitched. The magic curled low. Sulking.
She couldn’t take it.
Spinning on her heel, she grabbed Octavia’s arm with one hand and Gwen’s fingers with the other.
“Have you seen Gwen’s ribbons?” she asked brightly. “Mum, you think you could do that to my hair?”
Octavia blinked. “Enchant waving ribbons into your hair?”
“She’s mocking me!” Gwen gasped, swatting Rosalind’s arm.
“I would never,” Rosalind said, voice high and cheerful, grabbing one of Gwen’s bouncing pigtails. “Although you wouldn’t be out of place in a Punch and Judy show—”
It worked.
The tension broke. Ominis veered off toward Selene. Sebastian started narrating loudly about the upcoming match, one arm still slung over Gwen’s shoulder. Rosalind kept laughing. It felt brittle in her throat, but it kept people moving.
“Alright, alright,” Ominis called. “Three Broomsticks tent is down there—move quick or we’ll be stuck with pumpkin fizz.”
Rosalind’s boots crunched over frost as she followed, almost relaxed, until someone yanked her wrist.
Parisa.
“Walk with me,” she said. “Half a step behind.”
They drifted toward the rear.
“I’m furious with you,” Parisa said under her breath. “Not annoyed. Not inconvenienced. Furious. And if your absurdly perfect mother hadn’t distracted me with compliments and alcohol, I’d have marched back to the castle and hidden your library books. So you’d get late fees for years.”
Rosalind winced. “I’ll explain everything.”
“You’d better.” Parisa’s voice was deadly quiet. “And not in that charming, tragic, half-truth way that lets you walk away clean.”
Gwen turned, her smile all teeth. “You’re coming to the Gryffindor victory party.”
“Oh, that’s cruel,” Rosalind said.
“You’ll wear red,” Gwen added.
“You deserve it,” Parisa muttered, but she was smiling now.
And Rosalind, for once, let them lead. A win was a win.
-.-
He hadn’t planned on attending. Spectacle bored him. Hysteria, even more so. But something about today felt inevitable.
Quidditch meant nothing. Legacy, dominion, immortality, that was the pursuit. And yet he’d polished his badge. Straightened his cloak. Watched the pitch like it owed him something.
It was an acceptable pastime, he supposed, if you were a brutish, athletically minded dullard with nothing better to do, like Abraxas and Ares, who had spent the entire week droning on about the match, as if it were the difference between life and death.
As if they were soldiers, and this match was some tide-turning battle. They taunted Gryffindors in the corridors, urged younger students to pick fights. Stirring chaos for the thrill of it.
Tom had endured one of their tirades in the library. Eventually, he’d wordlessly jinxed them, enough to make their feet sweat profusely in their boots. Abraxas, to his credit, shut up. Ares, predictably, blamed ghosts.
He now sat between Nicasia and Paris. The former kept stealing glances at him from the corner of her eye, hoping she might catch his and have an opportunity to blush prettily. Earn another kiss. The latter was so jittery he let out high-pitched squeaks every time Gryffindor gained the quaffle.
They occupied the front row of the Slytherin upperclassmen section, the premier seats, reserved just for them. Behind him, Mulciber and Mars were screaming like drunken football fans, urging Ares to “beat that redhead bitch with the bludger” and Sallow to “go, go, fucking go!”
Tom could still hear them over the roaring crowd. Loud and stupid. His Knights were often so fucking stupid.
Leo had disappeared ten minutes earlier to buy firewhiskey off a Slytherin alumnus, and thank Merlin for that, his constant stream of statistics had nearly caused Tom to jinx his feet to sweat profusely.
Or something more permanent.
There was also the usual crackling between Nicasia and Veronika. A little war of attrition. Veronika was sharp enough, cold and cruel, but she lacked stamina. She’d always fold.
But today, something was different. Nicasia looked unsettled, like she didn’t know what Veronika might say, or worse, what she might already know. Tom didn’t need to guess. He already knew it was about Ares.
It always was. Sex. Power. Dominance. Who wore the best coat, who said the most cutting thing, who fucked whom in the Astronomy Tower. They’d both been screwing Lestrange since Halloween, and neither knew about the other. It was all a game, and a dull one at that.
Unlike Druella, neither of them enjoyed sharing .
“GET ‘EM BRAX!” Mulciber screamed from behind him. Tom resisted the urge to flinch.
Slytherin was up, thanks entirely to Benedict Sallow, who was as good as everyone claimed. Tom had heard Abraxas and Ares talk about him like he was Merlin’s gift to Quidditch. They weren’t far off. The boy moved like the wind, cutting through the sky with unnerving precision.
Druella certainly seemed impressed. She gave a soft, almost obscene little whine as she leaned over the railing, fingers curled tight.
“It’s a pity he’s only fifteen.”
“He turns sixteen soon,” Veronika purred. “Just wait a few months, Dru.”
“I think Rosalind Sallow might actually kill me then,” Druella sighed. “Although that might be fun.”
Her name activated something in him.
“What do you mean by that, Druella?” he asked.
Druella flushed at her name on his lips, and then said, “Nothing, Tom.”
Nicasia answered instead. “Sallow was a fucking animal back in the courtyard. Accused Dru of shagging Benedict and went feral. She’s like some untrained Kneazle someone’s decided to keep as a pet.”
“Nicasia handled it,” Amalthea offered, bored. “Wand to the chin. Quite the sight.”
“Handled it,” Veronika scoffed. “Sallow had to be dragged away by her half-blood friend.”
The girls turned on each other, knives out.
Tom smiled faintly, his mind conjuring images of Rosalind Sallow, half-feral, attacking the lot of them in the courtyard.
It was obscenely hot . Something that could sustain at least several wanks for the next week.
At that thought, he scowled.
Nicasia glared at Veronika. “Oh, because you did anything to stop her?”
“She wasn’t coming after my head.”
Tugwood zoomed past them on her broom, quaffle in hand, and looped around Ares, narrowly avoiding his bat before launching the ball past the Slytherin Keeper.
“Nooooo!” Paris cried, clutching the railing like it physically pained him. “Noooooo!”
“It’s ten points, fucker,” Mulciber grunted, smacking Rosier’s head. “Sallow’ll have triple that in ten minutes—”
He wasn’t wrong. Benedict Sallow already had the quaffle again, slicing through scarlet like a knife, and scored another ten points before the Gryffindors could even react.
Tom didn’t clap. His mind had drifted elsewhere, as it frequently did these days, back to her.
Rosalind Sallow. That night in the prefect’s baths had replayed in his thoughts with maddening regularity.
Not just the image of her—flushed cheeks, voice sharp as a Diffindo—but the magic. That wild, coiling thing beneath her skin. He’d felt it. Seen it spark. Whatever that silverly ghost behind her eyes was, it was strong. Untamed.
What was it? Magic waiting to be released? Inherited magic, perhaps? Like how he could speak Parseltongue?
His mind raced again. Who were the Aldertons? Related to Morgana? Merlin? A great wizard centuries and centuries ago?
He thought of the silvery flicker in her eyes.
Her voice, that sound on the staircase, half gasp, half protest.
He thought of it in bed. In the shower. Between one breath and the next.
Over and over and over again.
He’d thought about pressing her, finding her, and making her do those things. But she’d been… off.
It was an understatement. Since Monday, she’d looked nothing like herself. Paler than usual. Dark circles beneath her usually cunning eyes. Half-asleep in class. Absent from the library. He’d passed her outside Charms two days ago, slumped over her bag like she couldn't be bothered to return to her dorm for a nap. Like something inside her wasn’t ticking quite right.
He liked puzzles.
He’d crack her open and see what was inside. Fix it, if it appealed to him. Break it further, if that did too. Piece her back together, carefully, slowly, until she fit just the way he wanted.
“There you are,” Mars snapped, jarring him from his thoughts. “About fucking time.”
Leo came stumbling through the row, balancing five butterbeers with his wand, sloshing them dangerously with every step. Tom flicked his wand lazily, shielding himself from the inevitable splash just as Rosier reached to grab two.
“The line was ages long,” Leo grumbled, flopping into his seat. “A fight broke out between old players. Two Seekers. One of them was bleeding from the nose.”
“Brilliant. Hope it was the Gryffindor,” Mulciber muttered, halfway through his drink already.
Tom didn’t bother with the butterbeer. It was revolting. Syrupy, made for children. When Rosier tried to hand him one, he ignored him.
Which was why Leo, ever the loyal dog, reached into his robes and handed Tom the flask.
He unscrewed the top and drank deeply. The whiskey hit the back of his throat and warmed his chest, dulling the edge of his irritation, muffling Mars and Mulciber’s inane chatter. It softened everything into a tolerable blur.
Attached to the flask was a folded piece of parchment, the mission he’d sent Leo on. Tom peeled it open without ceremony.
Ten thousand galleons.
His mouth twitched. Steep. He pocketed the note.
“THERE IT IS! DOLOHOV’S SEEN THE SNITCH!”
The announcer—some overexcited Hufflepuff with a voice like sandpaper—screeched through the stands. The crowd surged forward like animals scenting blood. Slytherin was up by sixty. If Dolohov snagged the snitch, it would be one of the fastest Gryffindor versus Slytherin matches in recent history.
“He’s got it! He’s got it!” Mars shouted, practically vibrating.
“ Oh FUCK!” Amalthea echoed.
Then, an eruption of groans. The crowd deflated all at once. Dolohov had missed it.
“Fucking hell!” Mulciber yelled, his butterbeer sloshing onto Rosier. “Fucking Merlin’s tits!”
Their despair was short-lived. Benedict Sallow scored again with supernatural ease, followed by another eruption of cheers.
“He’s a third of the way to beating his own record—” Leo started.
Insufferable.
Tom stood, straightening his cloak. The others were still screaming.
He slid the flask into his pocket as Nicasia blinked at him. “Are you leaving?” He stepped away from the front row, weaving through the stands toward the staircase below. The noise followed him, foul chants, laughter. A professor would arrive soon to scold them, and as Head Boy, he’d be expected to do it himself.
He didn’t care to. He was on his way to the Ministry section.
He hadn’t wanted to see the Malfoys, but politics demanded tribute, and boredom demanded blood. Besides—she was here. Somewhere. He could feel it. Like a spell stretched taut, just shy of snapping. An odd thing, to be so aware of someone at all times, but Tom was tuned to Rosalind Sallow as if she carried a beacon in her pocket.
He’d seen the Malfoys walk in with the Minister for Magic, Leonard Spencer Moon, just before the match. It would be impolite not to say hello. Or so they’d think. They did, after all, treat him like a second son. Invited him over for nearly every school holiday. Sent birthday presents and surprise gifts.
He intended to keep it that way.
Outside, on the grass behind the pitch, he slipped past the refreshments queue and toward the elevated Ministry stands. Joseph Mallow stood at the base of the stairs, puffed up and postured like a guard dog.
Tom smirked as he passed him without slowing. Mallow didn’t even try to stop him.
At the top of the stairs, he found the Malfoys seated near the front. Armand and Amortia: both blond, both brittle. Handsome in that delicate, overbred way all his friends’ aristocratic parents seemed to be. Both peering down at the crowd like everyone else carried disease.
Amortia’s painted face brightened when she saw him. “Oh, Tom!” she gasped, arms outstretched.
He let himself be pulled into a cloud of rose perfume and fur. She was tall and thin and birdlike, all angles, lacquered nails. He wrapped his arms around her politely, like a son might. It was almost convincing.
He didn’t particularly like the Malfoys. Armand was dim and obsessed with being seen. Amortia was usually glazed over on “calming tinctures”—or, as Abraxas once muttered, mother’s special potions.
But they had power. They opened doors. And Tom didn’t mind smiling while someone handed him keys.
“Well met, Tom,” Armand said, shaking his hand stiffly. “How have you been?”
“Well, sir,” Tom replied. “Great match.”
“Great match,” Armand echoed, already glancing back at the pitch. His son hovered on the other side of the field, bat in hand, smirking as he launched a bludger toward Fleamont Potter. “Abraxas’ swing has improved this year.”
“I hear there’s a scout from the Magpies,” Tom said, letting his voice drop conspiratorially. He smiled. “I’ve heard they need a beater next year.”
Armand laughed like it was a shared joke, like the idea of a Malfoy playing Quidditch professionally was too absurd to insult him.
“Tom, darling,” Amortia cooed, clutching his arm. “You’ve grown stronger, haven’t you? Have you been fencing? Or something… more physical?” Her smile didn’t quite reach her eyes. “You’ve got Beater’s shoulders now.”
He gave a shy smile. “Oh, no, Mrs. Malfoy—”
“Call me Amortia,” she whispered, too close. “Or mother, you know.”
“I thought I saw you with the Minister earlier, Armand?”
Armand exhaled, irritated. “He left. Said he needed a word with Selene Sallow.”
That made them both frown. The Sallows had always made them uneasy. Muggle sympathizers. Selene’s rise to power. Her appointment of that mudblood assistant. That whole Department of Ministries shake-up—
He didn’t need to finish the thought. His gaze had already drifted…. and there she was.
Rosalind Sallow.
Dressed in green. Screaming like a mad thing as her brother scored again.
Laughing. Clapping. Hair wild in the wind.
And then she saw him.
Their eyes locked. Her mouth twitched. Her smirk returned, like armor sliding into place.
It took no effort at all to turn back to the Malfoys and say, with a pleasant smile, “It was wonderful to see you both. I can’t wait for Easter.”
Then he turned and left before they could respond,before the look finished forming on Amortia’s face.
Rosalind watched as he ascended the stairs toward her. Squeezed between her mother, Eldridge, and Weasley, she glowed in a sea of faces. Mask on tightly, cool and practiced, just like she was.
She wore it well. But he knew it wasn’t real. He longed to see her raw—see the thing inside her pulse and break and answer him.
He slipped past a cluster of Ministry officials, jostling just enough to knock a full butterbeer from an old witch’s grip. She shrieked as the foam soaked her robes. He smiled. She flushed, mortified, and apologized to him .
And then—
“Tom!” Rosalind called, waving a hand elegantly in his direction. She shifted toward her mother just slightly, creating a space beside her.
“You make a better door than a window,” she said. “Sit.”
He did, slipping into the gap between her and Eldridge. He fit perfectly.
“Rosalind,” he said. “Green suits you. You look well.”
She tilted her head, a smirk just shy of a smile. Her hand slid down the front of her cloak, slow and almost self-conscious—like she was seeing it for the first time.
“This old thing?” she said lightly. “It was clean. And Slytherin seems to be winning.”
Her tone was flippant, but her cheeks betrayed her, flushed faintly, betraying something warmer beneath the cool delivery. She tucked it away behind a blink and turned back to the pitch.
But Octavia Sallow didn’t miss a beat. She watched Tom with the hawk-like scrutiny of a woman who had spent her entire life being looked at, and who understood, with brutal clarity, what it meant when men looked at her daughter.
Tom let her look.
Let her take in the fine-cut coat, the badge, the way her daughter didn’t flinch from him, but leaned in.
He smiled faintly, then glanced toward the pitch.
“Your brother is as good as they say,” he said, leaning back just enough to give the impression of ease. “You look tense.”
“I’m terrible,” Rosalind replied, eyes narrowing. “I’ve never been so stressed out.”
“You should hear my friends,” he said lightly. “I left them threatening to hex a third-year.”
He let his gaze drift to Weasley’s ribbons—bright red and trembling—and then returned to Rosalind with an unreadable smile.
“No need to worry,” he added. “Your brother is single-handedly carrying the match.”
Another flicker behind her gaze, silver and wrong. Magic rising. Coiling. A creature leashed inside her.
It wants out, he thought.
Octavia Sallow cleared her throat.
“Oh, right—formalities.”
Rosalind flicked her hand lazily between them.
“Mum, Tom Riddle,” she said, glancing toward him. “Top of every class. Dueling champion. Unreasonably good at everything he does.”
“It is a pleasure to meet you, Mrs. Sallow,” he said, smiling faintly.
"A Slytherin," Octavia replied, eyes assessing him. She extended her hand with the same coolness she passed down to her daughter. "A Head Boy Slytherin, no less."
Tom took her hand, bowing just enough to press his lips above her knuckles. Her skin smelled faintly of jasmine lotion, delicate and expensive. As he straightened, he caught Rosalind’s expression: a flicker of irritation, before it smoothed into a wry little smile.
“I have always enjoyed myself a Head Boy Slytherin.”
“Mum,” Rosalind gasped. “My Dad was Head Boy. Slytherin. Don’t listen to her.”
“It’s Octavia, please. I’m afraid I haven’t heard much about you,” she added, tone still pleasant. “Are you… new friends?”
Tom didn’t answer. He let Rosalind do it for them.
“Yes,” Rosalind said smoothly, lips curving into a half-smile. “Breaking down House prejudice. One terribly civil friendship at a time.”
It was a good answer. A Rosalind answer. Tom kept his expression neutral, but the corner of his mouth twitched.
“Since when?” Weasley hissed to Eldridge, somewhere between disbelief and horror.
Benedict Sallow rocketed through the air and scored again. The crowd erupted.
Behind them, Sebastian and Ominis Sallow stood to leave, still mid-argument about scouts and contracts. Ominis cast Tom a brief, measured glance, but nodded at the sight of the Slytherin robes and gleaming badge.
“Where’s your grandmother?” Tom asked, voice low, pitched only for Rosalind.
She arched an eyebrow. “Come to pay respects to the Hero of Hogwarts?”
“No,” he said simply, eyes never leaving hers. “I came to see you. To further our terribly civil friendship , as you called it.”
“Would you call it something else?” she asked, tilting her head in challenge.
He didn’t answer.
“Selene’s with the Minister,” she added lightly. “Private box.”
Octavia shouted something toward the pitch. Tom’s shoulder brushed Rosalind’s.
“I really do like the green,” he murmured again, just for her. “Perhaps a change in House is in order?”
“Don’t flatter yourself,” she said. “One night only.”
Then, louder, he added, “You really are the odd woman out in your family.”
“The only one with taste, perhaps.”
Octavia turned back toward them, her expression amused, smiling that same knowing little smile Rosalind had worn earlier.
“Didn’t you once say the Sorting Hat made a mistake?”
“I did not!” Rosalind said quickly, though her cheeks were already turning pink. “I said other people claimed—”
“She demanded Ravenclaw,” Octavia said fondly, cutting her off. “The Hat hadn’t even settled when she started whispering, ‘Ravenclaw, Ravenclaw, Ravenclaw.’ ”
Rosalind flushed deeper, warmth blooming across her cheeks and neck.
Tom’s lips curled at the sight. He knew that look, that reflexive, mask-adjusting flush she couldn’t quite control. He found it irresistible.
“What did the Hat say to you?” he asked, voice softer now.
She didn’t look at him. “It asked, ‘Are you sure?’ And I said I’d rather be a squib than a fucking Slytherin.”
“Rosalind!” Octavia gasped, reaching for her arm. “Mind your language—we’re in company—”
Tom and Rosalind smirked at each other.
“Oh, it’s quite all right, Octavia,” Tom said smoothly. “I’m used to Rosalind’s tongue.”
Someone coughed. He leaned back in his seat, smug and unbothered.
“I should hope not,” Octavia huffed.
“He’s mocking me,” Rosalind sighed, slipping back just as quickly. “Tom and I are just friends. He’d sooner date a Dementor than a Ravenclaw.”
They really did look so alike—Rosalind and her mother. Same posture. Same poise. But only one of them glowed.
Not from youth. From something other . A magic that thrummed beneath her skin. It could also be one of those rings she wore, enchanted with centuries-old magic to make her appear more beautiful, hazy to the eye. Her grandfather might have uncovered it in his decades of curse-breaking.
But she wasn’t hazy. She was picture-perfect, crisp, and alive, humming next to him.
“Oh, never say never,” Tom said with a teasing edge. “But Rosalind is right. We’re only good friends.” He let the next line drop casually. “She’s been seeing someone else anyway.”
At least three people gasped. Weasley and Eldridge leaned forward, craning their necks to eavesdrop.
Rosalind’s smile snapped away. Her expression darkened, a flicker of murder flashing behind her eyes.
Octavia blinked. “Oh? And who might that be?”
“Not my place to say,” Tom said lightly, already turning back to the pitch. The glint in his eye betrayed him.
“Now you find your morals?” Rosalind hissed under her breath.
Then, to her mother, quiet and controlled: “I’m seeing someone. It’s casual. I might end it soon. Please don’t tell Dad. Or Sebastian. Especially not Selene.
Octavia hummed noncommittally.
Tom didn’t even glance at them. He just smirked.
Eldridge was the next to speak, her voice quiet but tight, just sharp enough to slice through the noise. “What are you doing?” she hissed.
Her eyes locked on Tom with the same fierce focus she gave to difficult Arithmancy problems. Only this time, it wasn’t logic fueling her. It was nerves. Eldridge was book smart, brilliant, but relentless.
“Teasing Rosalind,” he said simply.
Weasley looked vaguely ill, green in the face, eyes flicking back and forth between them like she wanted to vanish. A mouse, he thought, skittish, trembly, unable to hold eye contact for long.
“Yes, obviously,” Eldridge said. “I mean long-term. What’s your plan with her?”
Tom’s smile didn’t shift. “No long-term plan, Eldridge.”
“I don’t believe you,” she muttered. “Everybody wants something from Rosalind.”
Power , he thought. Sex.
Everything .
The roar from the pitch erupted. The moment fell away.
“DOLOHOV’S SPOTTED IT AGAIN. YES, DOLOHOV’S ONTO IT. DOLOHOV’S REACHING, OH HE’S ALMOST GOT IT, ALMOST—SLYTHERIN WINS! DOLOHOV’S GOT THE SNITCH! 320 TO 50! BENEDICT SALLOW WITH HALF OF SLYTHERIN’S POINTS—AND THEY GOT THE SNITCH!”
Rosalind screamed like a banshee, springing to her feet, arms thrown skyward. Her mother shouted beside her, laughing like a girl again. Even Eldridge stood, flushed and grinning, her hands pounding together in rhythm with the crowd.
Tom was already standing. Smiling. Clapping. Just enough. Head Boy composure. Polished charm. Anyone watching would think he cared.
But Rosalind turned—and saw him. The cool eyes. The practiced claps. The stillness beneath the grin.
She grabbed his arm, her fingers curling tight around his sleeve.
“Oh, come on, Riddle,” she laughed, breathless. “You’ll need a better performance than that.”
And then, without warning, she threw herself onto him, arms locking around his neck.
He stiffened, just for a moment.
The scent of her hit him first, jasmine and cigarette smoke. Then the warmth of her pressed against him, the sound of her breath in his ear, the unmistakable spark of her magic flaring just under her skin .
His hands found her waist.
Mine , something inside him whispered.
“Go Snakes,” he said, voice low, nearly amused. Dry as parchment. But his mouth was against her hair.
When she pulled back, she was beaming at him. No mask. Just her.
It was almost unbearable.
-.-
The Three Broomsticks was a madhouse. Slytherins filled every table—alumni, upperclassmen, and the entire Sallow family. Benedict floated overhead on an enchanted chair while a brass quartet wheezed out the fight song and the chandelier, now a green serpent, hissed at every cheer.
Someone had transfigured the bar’s chandelier into a giant green serpent. It hissed whenever the crowd roared.
Rosalind was tucked in a corner with her mother, hiding from the worst of the chaos. Her grandfather was conducting with a butterbeer, half-drunk and beaming. Her mother’s curls had frizzed beyond rescue, her hat long vanished into the mess.
“I won’t survive another ten minutes,” Octavia muttered, pushing hair from her face.
“The solution is to drink more,” Rosalind said, passing over her butterbeer. She narrowly avoided a tray of floating pasties that zipped overhead.
Octavia drained the glass and grimaced. “Too sweet.”
Rosalind leaned on her hand and scanned the room. Avery and Mulciber were shouting over the music. Ares and Abraxas looked freshly concussed, pink-cheeked and beaming. The Slytherin girls were nowhere to be found.
And in the far corner—Tom. Sitting like he owned the place, back straight, speaking quietly with Nott.
He’d vanished right after the match, just walked off without a word. She’d watched him go, heat still tingling in her fingertips, wondering—what the hell was that for? And it was obvious, quickly, once her mother had looped her arm through Rosalind’s and muttered, “ Head Boy, huh? ” with enough implication to haunt Rosalind for days.
He knew her mother would like him. Knew that face of his and that Head Boy badge was like candy to parents. But it still begged the question… Why?
Tom Riddle never did anything without reason. He seemed like a man with a plan. The idea made her stomach twist slightly. But she didn’t linger on him for long. Rosalind had never been good at thinking ahead. She was sharp on her feet, impulsive, and emotional.
But she liked the way he forced her to stay alert.
Twice during the match, her magic had flared toward him, eager, twitching, desperate to be seen. She’d dug her nails into her palms just to keep from reaching. But she couldn’t handle it at the end of the match. She’d been too happy and too excited, and it was the only appropriate time to actually touch him–
So she hugged him.
It wasn’t rational. It wasn’t strategic. But it was better than exploding into silver flame on the Quidditch pitch.
She’d felt Gwen and Parisa’s eyes when she pulled back. Felt the betrayal radiating across the stands. They didn’t say goodbye. They didn’t wait. Just vanished after the final whistle, their retreat a promise: We’re going to talk about this. A lot.
Neither would show at the Slytherin party. Both would be furious she went.
“Get me another one of these,” Octavia said, tapping her long nail on the rim of her glass. “Please, dear.”
“Yes, mother,” Rosalind said lightly, taking the empty glass and slipping into the crowd, only to nearly collide with Selene.
Her grandmother’s smile was immediate, but cool. “Sneaking off already?”
“Fetching another,” Rosalind replied, lifting the empty glass.
They both glanced toward Octavia, just as the Lestranges descended. All stiff-backed and severe. Octavia straightened at once, smoothing her curls, smile going brittle.
Selene snorted. “Maybe you should sneak off.”
“Maybe,” Rosalind muttered.
“I hear the castle basements are lovely this time of year,” Selene mused. “Quiet. Cool. No extended family.”
“Frustrating fifty-foot portraits, though,” Rosalind said, rolling her eyes.
A group of fifth-years shoved past. One nearly elbowed her in the ribs. Selene caught her by the arm, steadying her. The movement pulled them close.
“I can feel it thrashing in you,” Selene said, her voice low. “You’re bleeding magic. That’s not sustainable.”
“I don’t—”
“Yes, you do. Don’t insult me. If you keep resisting—”
“Selene.” Rosalind’s voice cut like a blade. “Not here.”
“You’re running out of time.”
Selene didn’t let go. Her eyes searched Rosalind’s face, quiet and relentless. Sadness and expectation, yes—but calculation, too.
Rosalind exhaled through her nose.
“I’ll do it,” she said, voice low. “I’ll do the trials. Just stop circling me like I’m already failing. Please.”
Selene blinked, caught off guard. “Rosalind—”
“We’ll talk at Easter.”
And then Rosalind pulled away and disappeared into the crowd before anything else could be asked of her.
Someone bumped into her, sloshing sticky foam down her cloak. She kept moving, one foot in front of the other, weaving past a floating tray of cauldron cakes, ducking beneath a drunken fifth-year’s flailing arm.
The air was too warm. The noise too sharp. Everyone was shouting, laughing, singing. Her grandfather was conducting the orchestra again. The serpent above the bar hissed and spat.
She pressed forward. Like Benedict dodging Bludgers. Like she might vanish if she stopped.
Reaching the bar, she exhaled sharply and braced her hands against the counter. It felt cool and solid under her palms. Real.
“You alright?”
She looked up.
And there he was.
Tom Riddle, leaning against the bar like the room wasn’t spinning. Like the world wasn’t falling apart. Collar neat, badge gleaming. Calm. Still.
The smile rose before she could stop it.
“Mm. My family.” Her smile twisted. “We’re a delight.”
Someone knocked into her again, jolting her forward, right into him. Her hands caught the edge of the bar, inches from his chest.
“They seemed lovely,” he said mildly.
“That was just Octavia. She’s the palatable one.”
He smiled, faint and unreadable. Like he already knew the answer to every question she hadn’t asked. “Shall I buy you a drink?”
“It’s for my mother,” she said. “I’m rationing my descent into chaos.”
He nodded, unbothered. “Then let me get one for her. A peace offering, for my less-than-gentlemanly conduct earlier.”
Rosalind arched a brow. “Do you always stir up trouble and then vanish?”
Tom turned to order the butterbeer. The barkeep gave him immediate attention.
“A lapse in judgment,” he said lightly once he turned back. “I don’t take losing well.”
She swallowed. “Losing what? Slytherin won—”
“Ah... you.” He smiled faintly. “Old habit. I lash out at the things I want and can’t have.”
Rosalind’s face really burned. She opened her mouth to say something, anything, but her magic was lashing out. Desperate. Demanding.
I lash out at things I want and can’t have.
“How did you know about Alfie?” she asked, quieter than she meant to. Trying to regain her control.
He smiled.
“You left with him after Slug Club.”
Rosalind flinched. “I was hoping to be slightly more subtle than that.”
“Hm,” he clicked his tongue. “Maybe to others. Not to me.”
Her heart thudded. Her magic prickled at her fingertips. Kiss him, hex him, something. He stepped half an inch closer. “Let me redeem myself. May I escort you to the party tonight?”
Rosalind licked her lips. Was the pub still full? She couldn’t tell. There was only him.
“I promise to be… exceptionally well-behaved,” he added.
Her answer came before she’d thought it through. “Oh. I suppose you could. Only because you promised to behave.”
He dipped his head slightly. “Then I hope you promise the same.”
She laughed and reached forward, fingertips brushing the fabric of his sleeve. He looked down at the touch, then back up, his smirk deepening.
“I promise,” she said.
She’d broken so many promises already. What was one more?
-.-
When Sebastian pulled her aside, Rosalind was saying goodbye to her family outside the Three Broomsticks. The wind had picked up, scattering bits of confetti down High Street, but the drunken Slytherin chorus inside roared on.
Up close, he was far less drunk than she’d expected. Aside from Selene, he seemed the most sober of them all. He studied her for a long moment.
“You alright, Ros?”
“Oh, you know,” she said lightly. “Chaos. Ancient magic. Mild family scandal.”
He smiled. “Just like your grandmother.”
“You always say that.”
“Because it’s always true. She’s been cagey with me all day—hell, all year. And that only happens when she’s worried.”
“I can take care of myself,” Rosalind said, softer now. “She knows that.”
“That’s exactly what she said at your age. Same tone. Same stubborn tilt to your chin.” He reached up and touched it briefly, just with his knuckle. “You could’ve been twins.”
She huffed, crossing her arms, but the grin broke through anyway. It was nearly impossible to stay in a bad mood around Sebastian Sallow.
Then, without flourish, he reached into his cloak and pulled out a small green journal. His eyes flicked over her shoulder, scanning the street behind them. He handed it to her quickly.
“Don’t let her know I gave you this.”
Rosalind blinked, frowning. The journal was slim and worn, roughly the size of Miriam Fig’s.
“What is it?”
“Her journal. From her fifth year.”
Her head snapped up. “What?”
“I think you should read it,” he said gently. “She’d kill me if she knew. I’ve tried to get her to share it, but you know your grandmother.”
“I can’t take this,” Rosalind said, shoving it back at him. “Seb—”
“Yes, you can.” He pressed it back into her palm. “You should. There are things in there she won’t say out loud—about the trials, about this magic. About us.”
Rosalind’s stomach turned. “That’s her choice. Not yours.”
“I know,” he said, exhaling. “But she’s rewriting the past to make herself feel better. And you deserve the truth. Even if it’s ugly. Even if it changes things.”
She stared down at the journal, her grip tightening.
“It’s not all darkness, Ros,” he added softly. “There’s joy in there, too. And love. But it’s not the kind of love she wants you to see.”
Her eyes flicked up to his, guarded now. “What did you do?”
Sebastian hesitated. Then he placed both hands on her shoulders and held her there. Grounded her.
“I love you, Rabbit,” he said. “Take care of yourself. And bring it back at Easter.”
“Sebastian—”
“You might see her differently.” His voice dipped lower. “You might see me differently, too.”
Rosalind swallowed. Hard.
But she didn’t give the journal back.
Notes:
also a little blood and gold by obsidianpen reference with tom speculating over rosalind's rings being the reason she's sewwww pweettty
Chapter 12: Bacchanalia
Chapter Text
Twenty minutes before she was meant to meet Tom in Central Hall, Rosalind knelt in the Undercroft and stared at Selene’s journal.
Small. Dark green leather. Seemingly innocuous.
Would it bite? Curse her if she opened it? She’d never kept a journal, but knew plenty of girls who did, and who hexed the pages with enough spite to scar. Once, in second year, she and Gwen tried to crack open Candace’s diary and ended up with boils across both hands for a week.
Sebastian surely wouldn’t give her something dangerous. But it was hard to imagine Selene not protecting her secrets with something vicious.
Maybe he’d already disarmed it.
Rosalind poked the cover with her wand, one eye squeezed shut, and flipped it open with the tip.
Nothing exploded.
She leaned in. On the flyleaf, a single line carved into the upper corner: Selene Alderton, 1891.
The journal smelled of old paper and something unexpected. Tobacco smoke. Selene didn’t smoke. Maybe Sebastian had. Or maybe her grandmother had more of a wild streak than anyone let on.
Rosalind smirked.
The floor was freezing. Still, Rosalind tucked her legs under her neatly, careful not to wrinkle the dress she’d picked for the party. Too elegant for stone floors, but she wore it anyway. Olive silk, tight at the waist. It was a real showstopper. A weapon, even. For the battle ahead.
Did she even want to read it?
Sebastian had said it would help her understand Selene. But also, that it might make her think worse of him. What could he have done in fifth year? Snogged her grandmother behind the Quidditch stands, then asked another girl to the Yule Ball? Merlin. Maybe he deserved to rot.
She snorted. Her fingers tingled. Then she flipped to the first page—
And stopped.
There was no writing, just a photograph, pinned in place with a sticky charm.
Fifteen-year-old Selene Alderton stared out from beneath a cherry tree in full bloom. Slytherin uniform crisp, tie slightly loosened. Her wand hung at her hip.
She was… beautiful. Not in the way Rosalind was. Selene had the kind of face that looked carved. Longer, sharper, more unknowable. A stern mouth. Narrow eyes. Watchful. There was something tight in the set of her shoulders that didn’t quite soften even when she smiled.
Rosalind leaned in, searching the photo for evidence, for magic . For a flicker of the wild, volatile thing that had burrowed under her ribs and claimed her from the inside out. But there was nothing. Just that sharp gaze. That perfect stillness.
The girl who completed the ancient magic trials. Who defeated Ranrok. Who burned and buried and walked away untouched.
Maybe Selene hadn’t felt it the way Rosalind did. Maybe she’d mastered it early. Maybe she didn’t have to master it at all.
Selene looked calm. Untouched. All of that girl’s secrets lived here, pressed into the spine of this old leather book. And suddenly, Rosalind wasn’t sure she wanted them.
If Selene had wanted her to read it, she would’ve said so. She would’ve told her stories, not left them to rot in a binding. But she hadn’t. Sebastian had. He’d put the journal in her hands.
She glanced at her wristwatch. She was running late. Tom didn’t strike her as the sort who appreciated that.
Sighing, she closed the journal and set it beside Miriam Fig’s. Two books. Two women. Both mythic.
The Triptych loomed above, silent. But something about it made her skin prickle, like it was watching.
Her hand hovered at her wand. The dress was already wrinkling.
She stared it down.
“You’d better come out soon,” she said. “Or I’ll rip you open and drag you out myself.”
-.-
Rosalind was six minutes late, though Tom would probably round it to ten.
He waited by the mermaid statue.
He wasn’t sitting. He never sat. He stood there, back straight, jaw sharp in the torchlight. The mermaid behind him glistened, water trickling from the corner of her mouth like she was about to speak.
Rosalind slowed, breath catching in the cold. Her magic stirred at the sight of him.
“Sorry, I’m late.”
Tom didn’t speak right away. His eyes flicked over her—dress, hair, mouth—and then back to the space behind her, like he was already bored.
“I don’t like being kept waiting, Rosalind,” he said at last. Cool as the stones beneath their feet.
She rolled her eyes. “You poor thing. I was practically sprinting. Want me to kneel and beg your forgiveness?”
His mouth twitched.
“Be careful what you offer,” he said. “I might say yes.”
Rosalind couldn’t help it. She just smirked at him and crooked an eyebrow.
And for a moment, just a beat too long, he looked at her. Something passed behind his eyes. The air between them buzzed.
Then he blinked and composed himself.
“Come on, then,” he said. And turned.
-.-
Before the Undercroft, Rosalind had raced into the shower, scrubbing the day off her skin, the sticky Butterbeer in her hair, the stale sweat from an afternoon of shouting herself hoarse over Quidditch.
Gwen and Parisa cornered her in the toilet stalls the second she stepped out. They locked the door, sat on the counter, and interrogated her.
How long have you and Alphard Black been together? What’s going on with Riddle? What else are you lying about?
Rosalind answered every question as truthfully as she could.
She and Alfie had been together since June—but things weren’t the same. She had no idea what she was doing with Tom Riddle—but it was something. As for secrets? Just one: she copied Parisa’s Charms coursework last week.
That earned her a smack and a cracked smile. Eventually, Parisa narrowed her eyes. “And you’re still going to the Slytherin party?”
Rosalind, rubbing lotion into her freshly shaved legs, didn’t look up. “Uh, yeah.”
Gwen’s jaw dropped. “You’re planning to sleep with Riddle.”
Rosalind blinked. “No, I’m not—”
“You’re dating Alphard Black!”
“Previously established: I’m going to break up with him.”
“You haven’t yet!”
“I’m not planning to sleep with anyone,” she snapped. Which was true. Rosalind didn’t plan things. She just did them.
“Unbelievable,” Gwen muttered.
“You’re a terrible girlfriend,” Parisa added. “And a worse friend.”
In the end, Rosalind agreed not to sleep with Tom. She didn’t even cross her fingers.
-.-
Tom and Rosalind stopped at the dungeon stairwell.
She shook her hair out, then turned to him and smiled.
Tom was wearing only a white button-down, tie knotted, sleeves rolled to the elbow, forearms on display like he didn’t know what they did to people. A casual look, but a calculated one.
Tom smirked, brushing her arm as he took her hand.
Rosalind’s heart threatened to race out of her chest at the contact. His ring gleamed slightly in the candlelight.
“You’re not being very well-behaved tonight, Rosalind. Are you always late?”
“Did you expect me to be?” She leaned closer, voice dripping like syrup.
“You did promise.”
“That’s on you, then, Tom.”
His mouth twitched. His eyes landed on her mouth.
But then, he let go of her hand.
The air cooled. She exhaled.
“You coming?” he asked, already turning toward the Slytherin entrance. He looked back over his shoulder. Smug, aloof, aching to be followed.
She ran her palms down the front of her dress. “Of course.”
When she joined him, he stared at the wall until the bricks shifted, shaping into the open mouth of a great snake.
“You look lovely, by the way.”
She turned, startled by the softness.
He continued, still not looking at her. “You wore it for me, didn’t you?”
Oh fuck. The words slid right between her ribs. Cold and smug and devastatingly accurate.
He hadn’t even looked at her when he said it. It was so like Tom, compliment her and then drive the knife home.
Her stomach flipped. Her magic curled in her throat. She really did like it. But before she could speak, the door opened.
Leopold Nott stood before them.
“Evening, Tom,” he said, baring his strangely perfect teeth. He was shorter and slighter than Tom, but there was a glint in his eye that suggested he might be terrifyingly scrappy in a fight.
Rosalind tried to focus, but the compliment was still ringing in her ears. The nerve of it. The nerve of him. She kept her expression still. Neutral. As if her heart wasn’t still hammering. As if she hadn’t worn the dress for exactly that reason.
“Leo,” Tom said, nodding without smiling.
Nott turned to Rosalind, a wicked smile spreading across his face. It made him look much older than he was.
“Ah, our esteemed guest. The guest of our guest of honor—the guest of honor’s guest of honor—”
“Rosalind,” Tom said slowly, his hand suddenly at her lower back, “is here as my guest, Nott. And please let the others know.”
Nott blinked. Once. Then again. His usual smugness vanished.
“Oh. Well, in that case, should I let you two in right away, or...?”
Tom shook his head. “The potion, please.”
Only then did Rosalind realize she couldn’t see anything beyond Nott. Just blackness, dense and flickering. He looked less like a boy and more like a glowing visitor sent to guide them through the Underworld.
Her chest tightened.
Panic flared.
A moment later, Nott returned holding two vials of glittering pink liquid. Tiny yellow flowers floated lazily at the surface, unsettlingly cheerful.
“Bottoms up, then,” he said, his grin a little too wide. “Your brother downed his without a blink, Sallow. I’d think it’ll be no problem for you.”
“Benedict took this?” she asked. Her arms stayed stiff at her sides, her eyes locked on the shimmering vial.
Tom took both without hesitation. Just a glance, a flick of command, and Nott was gone.
They turned to face each other. Rosalind’s fingers trembled as she reached up to take the potion.
“What is it?” she asked.
“Entry requirement,” Tom said. “Leo’s creation.”
“Yes, but… what is it ?”
He smiled then.
“Bacchanalia.”
Rosalind nearly stumbled. Her fingers tightened around the vial.
“Bacchanalia?” she echoed, voice cracking. “Like—”
“Yes, Rosalind darling, like that .”
Then Tom tipped the vial to those pillowy lips she’d longed to kiss, and drank. She watched as the luminous pink liquid lit him from the inside. It slid down his smooth neck, past his Adam’s apple, before disappearing beneath the white of his shirt.
A potion called Bacchanalia , required to enter a Slytherin party? No wonder Veronika said Benedict called Druella a goddess of the moon. They were all tripping out of their minds. She could hardly believe that Tom was doing it too, but he was watching her now—that knowing little smirk that said he already knew exactly what she would do.
So she met his expectations and tipped the vial to her lips.
It tasted like strawberries. Fresh, ripe strawberries that gushed down your chin, sticky and red, staining your fingers, your clothes, your skin—
Oh.
Oh.
Something blurred.
Not the honey-dipped arousal of ancient magic. Something else.
Hedonism.
Wet, filthy hedonism.
Her core began to ache. A bead of sweat slid between her breasts. Her pupils blew wide.
It felt like being in the middle of sex—already lost in it, already gasping. Building and building and—
“Merlin’s tits,” she swore, swaying slightly.
Tom leaned in, voice velvet-smooth, his lips grazing her ear.
“It’s better once you’re inside,” he whispered. “Come find me. When you’re able.”
And then he stepped into the dark.
-.-
Rosalind staggered as she emerged on the other side of the black veil.
The air was sweet and warm, saturated with lilac and smoke. It wasn’t the Slytherin common room, at least, not as she remembered it.
No, this was something else entirely.
It looked exactly like her mother’s staging of A Midsummer Night’s Dream.
Before the war, Octavia Sallow had been one of the star performers at the Great London Wizarding Theatre. Rosalind remembered the velvet seats, the scent of powdered wigs and charmed fog. But mostly, she remembered her mother, dazzling and impossible, swinging high above the stage as Queen Titania, glittering like starlight. Barefoot and cruel.
The set had been transformed into a forest dripping with enchantment: olive trees and overripe fruit, trailing vines, thick wildflowers. Something had stirred in Rosalind’s chest that night. Something reckless. Something hungry.
This was just like that. An enchanted forest with a starry night sky above them.
The common room was barely there beneath the illusion. She recognized the entryway by shape alone. Where the old portrait of Salazar Slytherin once hung, there was now a whole roasted boar, steam rising off its back, an apple stuffed in its mouth like a taunt.
Ten feet away, Marcellus Avery and Amalthea Travers were—
Oh.
Well, they weren’t fucking yet. But they were close.
Avery looked like Puck in costume: wild curls, loose breeches, shirtless and grinning like he’d hex the moon. Amalthea wore a flower crown and a slip of translucent tulle. Her breasts strained against the bodice. Their tongues were sloppily connected. Amalthea’s hands were in his breeches.
Rosalind giggled, a wild, surprised sound, and stumbled backward into a patch of grass that definitely hadn’t been there a second ago.
Where was Tom?
More students lounged throughout the space, feeding each other fruit, sipping wine from goblets far too large for their hands. A pair of rabbits meandered past her toes. A massive ox blinked lazily by the fireplace. Rosalind looked down. Her heels were gone, there was just her bare feet with grass beneath them. Real grass.
She wiggled her toes and sighed. That felt good.
When she looked up, she gasped. Impossibly tall trees arched above them. Olive branches. Climbing vines. Moonlight shimmered down in spilled silver beams.
Delight bloomed. How had they done this? Was it just the potion? An illusion? A spell laid over the common room?
She took a step forward, cautious, then another. Her toes curled. The grass kissed her ankles.
Rosalind laughed under her breath. She was floating.
“Careful where you step,” someone snapped.
She glanced down to find Ivander Mulciber, glowering and six inches tall. His robes were Greco-Roman and dramatically draped. A miniature sword was strapped across his back like he’d just fought a duel.
“Oh fuck,” Rosalind breathed. She crouched, enchanted. “How’d you get down there?”
“Back off, Sallow,” he barked. “Don’t be weird.”
“Too late,” she said, smiling. He spun on his heel and stomped off. Rosalind stood slowly and looked down.
Her dress had changed.
A long, sheer gown of chiffon clung to her frame, translucent in the moonlight. Tiny green snakes shimmered in the embroidery. Two silver strings tied it around her neck. Her nipples were visible. So were the curve of her hips, the indent of her waist.
Oh well. When in Bacchanalia.
She drifted toward a wine fountain. The basin glowed. Wine poured from the mouths of marble satyrs, steaming slightly. She plucked a bronze goblet from the stack, wobbly, as if the cups were drunk too, and leaned in. She let the wine spill down her wrists and down her forearms. It was hot. Like a summer bath. Like a lover’s mouth.
She moaned softly.
Her thumb found her mouth. She licked the wine off, slowly and unhurriedly. It tasted like strawberries. It felt like someone’s fingers inside her pussy.
She didn’t usually like sweet wine. But this—
This was heavenly .
“Get your shit together, Sallow,” someone drawled behind her.
She didn’t have to turn. She knew that voice. But when she did—
Nicasia was four inches tall. A tiny, fluttering fairy with iridescent wings and a wand no bigger than a matchstick. Her gown shimmered. Her smirk was massive.
Rosalind burst out laughing, half-delirious, and swatted at her. “Fucking hell–” She stumbled back a step as more wine spilled down her arms, warm and sticky.
“Bitch!” Nicasia snapped, flitting out of reach. “Careful. You don’t know what everyone else is seeing in here.”
“What?” Rosalind asked, lowering her goblet.
Nicasia didn’t elaborate. Just flicked her wand, one quick circle, and the wine dried on Rosalind’s skin like it had never been there. Except it had. Her arms were flushed. Her skin still buzzed where the wine had touched.
“Be on your best behavior,” Nicasia warned, her eyes glittering. “You never know who’s watching.”
And then she vanished—wings slicing the air, disappearing into the trees.
Rosalind stood still for a moment, heart thudding. Everything felt soft and mad. She had the sudden urge to throw herself into the grass, to roll until her dress tore, to let the earth smear her.
Where was Tom?
She pictured him, not standing across from her, but pressing her against a tree. Mouth at her throat. Hands rough. Her legs parted, gown tangled at her hips, a hiss between her teeth as he—
She exhaled sharply.
Her eyes caught on movement, her brother, at a table nearby. Hestia Greengrass perched in his lap, her hands in his hair, her mouth on his. William Dolohov and Cygnus Black lounged nearby, sipping lazily from goblets the size of their heads. Benedict wore a billowy white shirt like he was auditioning for The Three Musketeers.
His hair was mussed. His hands were wandering. He laughed into Hestia’s mouth, and she yanked his curls with both fists.
“Oh, fuck no ,” Rosalind muttered.
She spun on her heel, nearly tripping over the train of her gown, and fled the room.
They might be in some Dionysian dreamscape, but she was not about to watch her brother feel up his girlfriend under a cypress tree.
Where was Tom? What had he said?
Come find me. When you’re able.
And what the fuck did that mean? Did she have to solve a riddle?
Rosalind clenched her thighs and kept walking.
She sighed and stumbled into a quieter stretch of the party, where a large blanket was thrown across the grass. A picnic basket lay open, overflowing with fruit and cheese. Rosalind plucked a vine of grapes and collapsed back onto the blanket, one arm flung over her head.
The stars were shocking, unnnaturally bright, flickering through the trees. Whoever cast the illusion had memorized the current night sky. There was Orion. Ursa Minor. Venus was low on the horizon.
Wine dribbled down her wrist, but she didn’t care. It felt good. Warm. Decadent.
She sighed again. If the others would just leave, maybe she could slip her hand between her thighs and—
“Lonely?”
She blinked.
Ares dropped into the grass beside her with a little too much flair. Unlike Avery’s wild Puck costume or Benedict’s romantic pirate, Ares wore a white toga knotted in gold, one shoulder bare, sword gleaming beside him like a prop on a film set.
He grinned. “Bit of a mess?”
Rosalind studied the constellation of moles along his cheekbone. Yes, she could see why Veronika and Nicasia were clawing each other to pieces. He was hot, in a smug, sword-wielding, deep-voiced idiot sort of way.
“Is it that obvious?” she asked, holding up her wine-slicked hand.
Ares laughed. A low, shameless sound. He leaned forward like he might lick the wine from her fingers.
She pulled back, laughing. “No way.”
“Oh, come on, Sallow. It’s Bacchanalia night. Time to let loose.”
“Yes, and yet…” she trailed off, mock-thoughtful. “Still not letting my cousin lick me.”
He pouted, full of himself. “I’d let you lick me.”
She burst out laughing. “I know you would. That’s what makes you such a fool.”
Then she grabbed the bottle of wine beside the basket and drank straight from it, ignoring the goblet still dangling from her fingers. The wine spilled past her lips, ran down her throat, over her chin, down the front of her dress.
Ares didn’t look away. Rosalind didn’t care. She licked the sweetness from the corner of her mouth and sighed again. "You’re very present tonight, aren’t you?”
Ares smiled wider. “And you’re tripping.”
She shrugged, sprawled across the blanket like a Roman goddess.
“Maybe,” she said. “But you’re still not getting licked.”
She sighed again, letting the wine coat her throat, the grass tickle her thighs. Ares said something, but she didn’t catch it.
Then the air changed.
“Sallow.”
She glanced up.
Abraxas Malfoy stood above her like a frostbitten prince. Pale and flushed. White shirt untucked, sleeves pushed to the elbow, blond hair falling wild over his forehead.
Beautiful.
“Hello,” she called, eyes catching on his mouth.
“You’re a mess,” he murmured. His cheeks were pink. “Who did you come with?”
Ares scoffed. “She’s with Benedict, obviously—”
“Good,” Abraxas said. Then dropped to the blanket beside her like it was already decided. He didn’t look at her face. His gaze slid straight down to her legs, hemline, bare feet. Then his fingers, cool and sure, brushed the arch of her foot.
She jolted, laughing sharply. He didn’t flinch, just smirked. His hand lingered, fingers tracing along the top of her foot, then curled slowly around her ankle, sliding upward, just shy of her calf.
Rosalind inhaled. He looked up. Their eyes locked.
Ares cleared his throat loudly. “Well. That’s not subtle.”
Abraxas didn’t look away. “Nothing about this night is. Get lost, Lestrange.”
She curled her legs against her chest. Her skin still buzzed where he’d touched her.
“Not a chance I’m leaving you alone with her.”
They were both watching her now—Ares, sulking like a thwarted child, and Abraxas, pupils blown like he might pin her to the grass. But Rosalind watched herself too, watched the way her thighs pressed tighter, how her breath skipped and settled.
“You know Honoria’s watching,” Ares said, jabbing a thumb over his shoulder.
Abraxas still didn’t turn. “She’s always watching.”
Rosalind followed the gesture anyway. Across the room, Honoria Travers glared furiously in a sturdy gown of pearl and petals. She was too pristine, too layered, like the spell hadn’t been able to peel her down.
Abraxas’ eyes were so blue. So cold and lovely . And oh. That pulse of attraction. Not the wine. Not the illusion.
The potion.
Just like the play. She was Titania, doomed to fall for the first boy to touch her.
Abraxas sipped from his goblet, never breaking eye contact. His gaze dipped again. Her chest rose and fell, nipples clearly visible beneath the chiffon.
“Is this your first Bacchanalia?” Ares asked, a little too loudly, slicing the moment.
“Of course it is,” Abraxas answered for her, bored. “Have you ever seen Sallow here before?”
Her name sounded different in his voice. She liked the way his lips moved when he said it. She imagined his lips elsewhere. Lower. Slower.
His eyes darkened. They stared at each other for a long, shivering beat.
And then—
A shadow fell across the blanket, cast by a pair of horns.
It was Leo Nott, grinning like a devil. Looking like a devil.
“Watch yourselves, boys,” he said. His voice was dry, but his eyes gleamed. “Sallow is here as Tom’s guest.”
“What?” Ares sat up straight.
Abraxas jerked upright, nearly sloshing wine down the front of his shirt.
“Tom brought Sallow,” Nott repeated, smirking wider. “So, paws to yourself.”
Ares snapped, half-manic: “Tom never brings guests.”
“And personal guests…” Nott wagged a finger, “...are off-limits.”
Abraxas was already on his feet. He didn’t speak. He turned and vanished into the crowd, shirt flaring like a white flag behind him.
Rosalind watched him go. Relieved. Disappointed. Her gaze slid lower. Quidditch really had done wonders for his arse.
“I’ve been asked to fetch you anyway,” Nott added, like it wasn’t a big deal.
“Fetch me?” she echoed. But her hand was already in his. His palm was warm. Steady. Her skin was sticky with wine.
“Come on. Not far.”
They weaved through the trees—or the illusion of trees. Rosalind couldn’t be sure anymore. The sky swirled above them, thick with pink and violet. Something crunched beneath her foot. Roots? Bones? Maybe nothing at all.
Branches shivered overhead. Nott’s horns didn’t cast a shadow.
And then—
Firelight.
The clearing opened around her. A bonfire roared in the center, flames leaping stories high, too big for this world, too old to be young. It looked like it had been burning since the beginning of time.
Around it, girls danced. Screaming. Laughing. Glowing. And they were naked.
Their bodies gleamed with sweat. Their mouths were open, moaning, howling, gasping joy into the trees. They looked like priestesses at a forgotten altar. Like saints mid-miracle.
Like something out of a vision.
Rosalind froze, breath caught high in her chest.
Was this what he wanted her to see?
The fire cracked, a deep, sacred sound. Veronika Mulciber spun through the smoke, half-lost in it, as if she were being consumed and reborn at once. Druella Rosier twirled beside her, barefoot and bare-chested, glittering peach juice dripping down her chest like molten gold.
And suddenly, it wasn’t a party anymore.
It was a ritual.
“Join us, Rosalind!” Druella shrieked. “Free yourself! Let’s bury the hatchet! Cleanse ourselves in the fire!”
Rosalind’s hand flew to her mouth. Her heart hammered behind her ribs like it wanted out. Veronika and Druella danced like women possessed. All around them, sixth-year girls moved in dizzying, feverish abandon. Their laughter rose like a chant.
Then Druella broke from the circle.
She strutted forward, hips swaying with grace. Her wine-colored hair fell in glistening waves across her bare chest. Her lipstick was smudged down her chin like war paint. In one hand, she held a ripe, dripping peach.
“Here,” she said, breathless and grinning, and shoved the fruit into Rosalind’s hands like it meant something.
Rosalind hesitated for a breath, then she bit down. Peach juice gushed over her chin, her collarbone, sticky and indulgent. She moaned without meaning to.
“Good, good!” Druella crowed, already grabbing her wrists. “Come on, Sallow. Come be wicked.”
Their fingers clasped, slippery with juice and wine. Pulp squelched between their palms. And Rosalind—
Rosalind let go.
She ran into the circle like something broken loose.
She jumped. She spun. She let her limbs tangle with smoke and starlight. There was no music, only the living thump of the fire and some primal drumbeat far below the forest floor. Her dress clung to her in wet patches. Her lungs burned sweet.
Lucretia Black knelt before the flames, hands lifted in reverence. Peony Dagworth-Granger collapsed beside her, hair wild, skin glowing, giggling into the dirt.
The forest reeled around her.
And Rosalind danced.
She laughed, loud and whole. Wild. She felt her hips shift, her thighs graze one another with each movement. Her skin was fire. She could feel herself move and watch herself move, both at once—like an ancient witch watching her own spell burn.
Then Veronika was beside her, pressing close, arm slung around her shoulders like they’d always been friends.
“Sallow,” she purred, voice hot and thick, “you’re not so bad without your stuffy little girls.”
Rosalind opened her mouth. Gwen, Parisa—her whole body bristled with something loyal. But the words stuck. The potion hummed in her mouth like honey.
Then Druella was back.
She shoved a goblet into Rosalind’s hands. “Drink!”
Rosalind drank.
The wine was almost unbearable, syrupy and euphoric, thick with fruit and magic. It coated her throat. It ran straight to her stomach. Then she laughed. Hard and bright and unhinged.
She flung the goblet into the sky. It shattered midair, wine erupting into droplets of starlight, rained down like a blessing. It drenched Veronika’s shoulders. Splattered Druella’s chest.
They howled with joy. They didn’t mind. They looked divine.
“We’ve got to get you out of that dress!” Druella shrieked with delight, tugging at the chiffon on Rosalind’s shoulder. “No clothes allowed in here! Don’t you know?”
She leaned in, mouth against Rosalind’s ear, voice sticky.
“We burn the old selves down.”
Yes, she thought. Let it burn. Let it all burn.
The girl who followed the rules. The girl who pretended to care. The girl who smiled politely, lied sweetly, and kept her hunger pressed down under charm.
She could feel it rising inside her, something dangerous, something real. Her body swayed with it. Her hands itched for it.
She wanted to be undone.
She wanted—
Her breath caught.
Wait.
Where was her magic?
She blinked, disoriented. Sweat dripped down her neck. The girls still danced, still screamed. Druella spun away again, laughing like she’d found heaven in the dirt.
Rosalind stood still and reached inward.
Nothing. No flaring. No ache. No silver bloom curling under her ribs. The air around her didn’t respond. Her skin didn’t hum. The magic that usually pressed so violently against her seams was gone. Smothered.
Like it had left her.
Her mouth went dry.
She glanced at her hands. Peach juice. Wine. Glittering residue of someone else’s spell.
What was this place? What was happening to her?
“Fucking hell. This is where you brought her?”
Ares stood at the clearing’s edge, shirt unbuttoned halfway, chest rising too fast, wine-stained mouth parted like he’d just run miles. His eyes raked over the scene: Veronika and Druella draped over her, both fully nude, her own dress soaked in wine, clinging to her hips.
“Where else was I supposed to take her?” Nott appeared beside him, horns casting long shadows into the firelight. “Dru asked for her.”
“You take her to Tom ,” Ares said, too loud, like it surprised even him.
Nott rolled his neck. His horns glinted. “He’s not even here.”
“He was .” Ares’s hand twitched at his side. “He said he—fuck.” He laughed. Just once. Too sharp. “He always does this. Vanishes. Lets it burn.”
“Dru wasn’t going to kill her,” Nott smirked. “Can’t say the same for Ronnie.”
Ares didn’t seem to hear him. His jaw clenched and unclenched, eyes flicking back to Rosalind like she might melt if he looked away.
“Come on, Sallow,” he said hoarsely, offering her his hand. “Before they eat you alive.”
Rosalind blinked. The edges of the fire blurred. The girls’ laughter warped and slowed. Her limbs tingled. She opened her mouth to protest, but no argument came.
So she took his hand.
Veronika pouted, arms crossed over her chest. The firelight caught her features in strange ways, elongated and melting. The other girls flickered, blurred, and went uncanny around the edges.
Just for a second—just one blink—they looked like masks.
And then they didn’t.
Rosalind stumbled as Ares led her away, the world lurching sideways. The heat fell behind them, and with it, the noise. Slowly, the air cooled. The ground softened, grass again. Or the memory of it.
It was like waking from a fever. Or falling back into her body.
She breathed.
Her hand still clung to his. Everything was sticky.
“Things aren’t what they seem,” Ares murmured. “This place—this night—it’s a mirror. But not everyone sees the same reflection.”
Rosalind laughed, too loudly. The sound cracked at the edges. “Nicasia said that, too.”
“Then listen to her.” Ares wiped at his mouth with the back of his hand, even though nothing was there. “She sees clearer than most of us. Especially now.”
They stepped into a quiet inlet of trees. Fog coated the moss. The air felt colder here.
Ares released her hand like it burned, then shook out his fingers, like trying to remember what they were for.
“You’re seeing something completely different than I am,” he said. “We all are.”
She looked around. The trees shivered. The sky glitched above the canopy. She felt her skin again. Her breath again.
But her magic—still gone.
“Oh! So you’re not in A Midsummer Night’s Dream?”
Ares blinked. “What’s that?”
“Shakespeare. A play.” She waved her hand vaguely. “Never mind. You’d play it wrong anyway. What do you see?”
He stepped back a few feet and offered her a wide, too-knowing smile.
“We’re on a ship.”
“A ship?”
“Of course. I’m the captain.” His grin stretched. “I have the sword, don’t I? It only listens to me when I’m drunk. Or dreaming.”
“Oh,” she murmured, half-laughing. “You’ve got a sword in my version, too. But you’re Lysander. Or Demetrius. I haven’t decided.”
“Who are they?”
She smirked. “Boys who get enchanted and humiliated. Take your pick.”
He shrugged but looked distracted again. Fuck, he really was out of it. And so was she.
“What am I wearing to you?”
He blinked once. Slowly. “Just… a dress.” He paused, then added dreamily, “You looked colder before. Now you look like heatstroke.”
Her smile thinned.
She squinted at him. There was something off. Too clean. Too symmetrical. Like someone had carved his face from wet clay and forgotten to let it set.
Everything was wrong. The trees. The air. The shadows.
“Where’s Abraxas?” she asked abruptly. The world around her jumped, stuttered like a scratched film reel.
Ares’s eyes narrowed. “Nowhere. Don’t worry about him.”
Her knees gave. She dropped to what looked like a log, but it was too smooth, too still. Not wood. Not real.
The illusion rippled.
She splayed her hands across the grass. It wasn’t grass. It was stone. Cold and unyielding beneath the glamour.
“Is it always like this?” she whispered. “So wild?”
“Depends,” Ares said. “You get used to the potion. Frankly, I’m surprised Tom let you take it.”
She looked up. Her hair was sticking to her lips. “Why?”
“Because the first time guts you. Twists everything up until you don’t know if you’re kissing someone or setting them on fire.” He tilted his head. “Explains Abraxas, doesn’t it?”
She sat up fast, too fast, vision lurching sideways. Her palm slapped against a tree trunk. “Please. I didn’t even touch him.”
“Not exactly,” Ares admitted, raising his hands. “Still. It heightens what’s already there.”
She opened her mouth to protest, to deny. But wasn’t Abraxas handsome? Charming?
She swallowed. “Nicasia has wings,” she said suddenly. “She’s a fairy. Mulciber was six inches tall.”
“Salazar, I love this potion,” he breathed. “You’re seeing the good stuff. That means it likes you.”
“Yes,” she said. “Where’s Tom?”
Ares frowned. “Probably not even here.”
“Then why bring me?”
“Who knows?” Another shrug. Too casual. “I don’t question Tom.” Then, lower: “Break it once, and you don’t come back the same.”
Rosalind’s mouth twisted. “You should start.”
“Start what?”
“Questioning Tom, dumbarse.”
He never brought guests. Never showed up to these parties. Why her? Why now? She thought back—her dress, his compliment, the potion—and realized: He’d brought her here like an offering. Not to join him. To watch her.
She was dressed like a dream, drunk on a potion named for indulgence, and slick with wine and sticky-sweet ruin.
Was it a test? A dare? Or worse?
“Because—” He rubbed his temple. “Don’t worry about it. We just need to get through the next phase.”
She frowned. “Next phase?”
“Bacchanalia has… stages.” He stood in front of her, suddenly very serious. “The first is indulgence. Hedonism. Drinking. Kissing. Wandering into beds you don’t belong in.”
Rosalind nodded. That sounded exactly like what she’d been feeling.
“The second…” He paused. “Well, it gets ugly. People fight. Say things they mean. We try to control it—game it off—but…”
Her lips parted. “Why would anyone want that?”
A dark laugh rumbled from him. “Because the first part is excellent . And the second part is just as excellent as long as you don’t break a limb. Or get bitten. That’s the worst . It happened to Dru once. She had a mouth-shaped welt on her leg–”
“When does that happen?”
He lifted his wrist, instinctively, but there was no watch there, just illusion.
“You’ve been here about three hours,” he said. “According to my calculations.”
“Three hours?” Her breath caught in her throat, stomach flipping. No wonder everything felt… off . Like she’d missed a step, slipped sideways down a long flight of stairs.
“Time moves fast under Bacchanalia, Sallow.” His voice lowered further, near a whisper. “The game should start soon.”
Her pulse hammered in her throat. Hands flexed, curling against her thighs. She couldn’t fight like this. Not dizzy. Not drugged. Not without her magic.
“Will I fight you?” she asked suddenly, running her palms down her legs. Her fingers grazed the wand at her hip.
“I wouldn’t fight you,” Ares said, almost gently. Then added, “I’d crawl.” His smile flickered, too wide. “I’d bleed pretty, if it’d keep your eyes on me.”
Rosalind rolled her eyes so hard it hurt. “Don’t be fucking weird, Ares.”
“Why? It’s not weird. Half of my friends are cousins, and they–”
She ran a hand down her face, not caring if she smeared makeup or wine or fruit. “You’re a fucking fool, you know that?”
Ares grinned like he liked the sting. “Had to try,” he said. “Would’ve hated myself if I didn’t.”
She was going to need a very long, very cold bath. Possibly in holy water. Or lava. Lava might work.
She exhaled hard through her nose, then blinked at him. “So if not you…” Her voice pitched up, falsely chipper. “Who else can I fight? Oh! I’d love to pummel Nicasia. Maybe Amalthea.”
“Someone you feel strong emotions for,” he said tightly. “Rosier and Avery nearly killed each other last time.”
“They hate each other?”
Ares gave her a look. “Have you been paying attention at all?”
“I haven’t even seen Rosier tonight,” she snapped. “And no. I don’t pay attention to your petty social politics. My friends and I are actually friends.”
Ares laughed. “Sure you are.” Then he went still like a beast scenting blood. His hand drifted toward his sword.
“What is it?” she asked.
He didn’t answer, but the clearing rustled.
Marcellus Avery had arrived.
He stumbled into the clearing: hair a tangle of blond curls, lips stained red with someone else’s lipstick. His eyes were glassy, cheeks flushed. He was shirtless, and a string of pearls hung from his neck.
He took one look at them, Rosalind and Ares, standing too close, and smirked.
“About fucking time, Ares boy.”
Ares didn’t laugh, but he didn’t correct him either. He looked at Rosalind, and something flickered across his face. She didn’t know what it meant. But she also didn’t want to.
She stepped away. The air shifted. Her skin prickled. Clarity slid in under her ribs.
“What do you want, Mars?” Ares asked.
Mars’s grin widened. His hand dropped to his sword.
“How about a game?” he said. “It’s time someone bled.”
-.-
Something in her chest paced, waiting, hot and teeth-bared. This time, it wasn’t ancient magic. It was the potion, humming, eager to split her open.
Were they about to duel with wands? Fists? Axes? In her warped, half-dream version of Bacchanalia, the boys had swords and wine-slick mouths. Everyone looked like they wanted to bite.
She followed Avery through the forest, if it was still a forest. The trees glitched as they passed, warping in and out of shape. Ares lingered a pace behind, humming tunelessly under his breath.
When they reached the clearing, what had once been the common room, everything was gone. No tables. No wine fountain. It had been stripped clean by unseen magic, remade into something else.
Nicasia floated above them on a conjured swing of ivy and roses, glowing faintly pink. Her fairy wings twitched, lazy and luminous, as she dangled one slippered foot like a countdown. She was no longer miniature.
Mulciber, also full-sized again, cracked his knuckles.
“What the hell are you doing here?”
Benedict was storming toward them, young and flushed and all wrong for this place. Lipstick smeared down his neck. Buttons misaligned. Eyes darting like prey. He looked like a boy pretending to be a man.
“I was invited. By you, remember.”
“I told you not to come when—” He seized her wrist, dragging her a few paces back. Like she was explosive. “When I realized it was Bacchanalia night.”
“No, you didn’t,” she snapped, yanking her arm free. Her voice came out too sharp. “Riddle escorted me. Not that he’s shown his face since.”
Her brain felt flayed open, but not in a bad way. Like heat on raw nerves. Her magic was quiet. Her tongue was not.
“Riddle?” Benedict blinked. “Tom Riddle brought you?”
“‘Brought’ is generous,” she said, coolly. “He watched me drink the poison and vanished. Like a gentleman.”
Where was he? Ares had said he always disappeared. Maybe he wasn’t even here.
She paused. The air shifted. Like a breath on her neck. A breeze that shouldn’t have been there. And for just a moment—no more than a blink—the world around her rippled . The trees shimmered like glass, refracting light at impossible angles, and through them she saw—
Tom.
High above. Leaning over the edge of the dormitory balcony. Not in a costume. No illusion. No potion-drunk wildness. He was dressed just as he’d been in Central Hall: polished white button-up, tie neatly knotted, hair perfect, face still.
He was watching her.
The illusion snapped shut like jaws around a neck.
Laughter surged. Wine spilled. The forest reasserted itself. But she knew–
He’d been watching the whole time.
You smug, orchestrating bastard.
She wanted to scream. To claw at the sky. To drag him down by that pristine collar and ask—what was this to you? She’d laughed. She’d danced. She’d nearly stripped naked in the fire. And he hadn’t lifted a finger.
He’d wanted this. He’d fed it.
And now he was above her, untouched, unburned, a god in his clean white shirt, pretending he hadn’t set the temple on fire.
“He never comes to these,” Benedict said, voice tight and far away.
“Yes,” Rosalind said coldly. “So I’ve been told.”
Her arms were crossed before she realized it. Her nails bit into her skin. The image of Tom’s white shirt still burned behind her eyes.
“Who were you with?”
“No one.” Her jaw clenched. “Ares dragged me out of naked fire worship with Druella and Veronika. Very gallant.”
He grimaced. “You’re not with him…?”
“Merlin, no,” she hissed. “Avery interrupted. We were talking. It’s not—” Her voice cracked. “That’s foul, Benedict.”
“Bacchanalia makes people do fouler things.”
“And I’m not most people.”
Silence crackled between them.
“You’re sure Riddle brought you?”
“Yes,” she said. A single, flat syllable. It rang out like a warning shot.
A pause. Then, a sharp throat-clear. Rosalind turned toward it, fire already coiling low in her spine.
“Let the games begin!” Nicasia cried from her swing, voice warped with too much glee.
Rosalind and Benedict turned as one. His hand clamped tightly around her wrist.
“Don’t play,” he said.
She yanked free, eyes flashing. “What the fuck does that mean?”
Mars stepped into the center, shirtless and grinning. He looked carved out of chaos.
“Tonight’s game,” Nicasia said, her voice echoing too loud, like it wasn’t coming from her mouth at all, “is Fox and the Hounds.”
A ripple of silence passed through the crowd. Even the forest stilled. Rosalind’s spine snapped straight. Her fingers itched for her wand.
“We haven’t played that since last year,” Paris said, arms crossed. His velvet coat hung open, no shirt beneath. His chest shimmered like he’d rolled in powdered starlight.
Rosalind’s mouth dried. Her heart picked up speed.
Mars grinned like a beast uncaged. “Rules are fucking simple. One fox. Four hounds. The fox runs. The hounds chase. If the fox gets to the Astronomy Tower first… congratulations. You’ll be the first to ever do it.”
“And if not?” Nicasia asked sweetly, tilting her head. The swing rocked beneath her like it might snap its rope.
Mars spread his arms like a stage magician about to saw someone in half. “Then the hounds do what they like.”
Laughter. Not the nice kind. The other kind.
Rosalind stepped behind Benedict, but her whole body thrummed. She could feel the moment shiver. Her blood was already running.
Her body knew it was her. Her mind was already calculating distance, speed, violence .
Of course it would be her. She was the one in the sheer dress. The one soaked in wine and spectacle. The one Tom had brought and abandoned. The odd woman out. She was already marked.
Nicasia lifted her hand, rings flashing like spellwork. “Tonight’s fox…” she purred.
Rosalind’s fists curled. Her heart thundered. She braced.
Say it. Just say it. Say my name.
“Ares Lestrange.”
Rosalind blinked.
“ What? ” Ares barked. “Ugh, fuck no .” He shoved forward, flushed. “Pick someone else. Fuck’s sake, Nicasia.”
His voice cracked around the edges, like maybe he’d thought it would be her, too.
She blinked once, and something snapped . A sudden, jagged edge of disappointment. She wanted to run. Wanted to hunt . Her skin itched for it.
“No,” Nicasia said sweetly. “And I didn’t pick you. Fate did. Consider it punishment for screwing a Ravenclaw.”
Laughter burst through the circle. Someone whistled. Rosalind slowly rolled her neck, letting the sound slide over her like smoke. She felt eyes swing back toward her.
“We didn’t—” she started, but Benedict yanked her behind him again.
“You’re not serious,” Ares muttered,
Nicasia clapped her hands, delighted. “Now. Who shall our hounds be?”
She scanned the crowd.
“Avery, you’re out,” she said. “You won last time.”
“It was fun, wasn’t it, Paris?” Mars said.
“I cut your pinky off,” Rosier said flatly.
“And I pummeled you into the stairs,” Mars replied, smiling dreamily.
The air had changed again, less enchanted, more stripped . The grass felt too stiff. Too cold. She looked down and saw stone beneath her feet.
The glamour was bleeding at the seams.
“Let’s see… Mulciber. Obviously.”
Mulciber cracked his neck, stepping forward, looking entirely too pleased. Ares groaned.
“Nott,” she drawled. “He’s slippery. That’ll be fun.”
Leo emerged, calm and unreadable. His usual smile stayed, but no horns this time. Just shadows behind his eyes.
“Rosier.”
Paris sighed like he’d just been asked to pick up a chore. He rolled his sleeves with a bored eye-roll..
“And—hmm. Amalthea?”
Amalthea Travers stepped forward in heels.
“Oh, come on, ” Ares groaned. “You’re sending Avery’s girlfriend after me?”
Rosalind licked her lips, the heat flaring under her skin. That same disappointment itched like a fever. She wanted to play. Let me in.
“Bacchanalia rules,” Nicasia called, eyes sparkling. “No magic until the final confrontation. No maiming. And the fox…” She grinned at Ares with too many teeth. “...gets a ten-second head start.”
“Fucking hell,” Ares muttered, yanking his wand from his waistband. The sword illusion fizzled out, evaporating in a shimmer of smoke. His face changed. No more slouch, no more grin.
I would’ve caught you, she thought, chest rising fast. I would’ve made it hurt.
Nicasia raised one hand.
“Ten,” she sang.
Ares bolted. He didn’t hesitate. He didn’t look back. He didn’t wait to hear nine.
-.-
The illusion was gone. The dreamscape burned clean. There was stone underfoot. Her dress was back. She was barefoot. Breathless. Barely human. But not because of the potion.
Because of him .
Rosalind stalked up the staircase, fury blistering inside her. The animal hadn’t calmed, it had curled tighter. Sharpened. Its claws were in her throat.
And there he was.
Tom stood on the balcony overlooking the common room, arms loose at his sides, the picture of poise. That same white shirt. That same perfect knot at his tie. He could’ve walked straight out of the Ministry, untouched by anything that had happened below.
“You,” she snarled.
He turned leisurely, as if summoned by something dull. His eyes swept over her, barefoot, soaked, wild-eyed, and the corner of his mouth curled.
But she saw it. The pause. The flicker. The way his eyes stalled on her collarbone, on the line where wine had dried like blood.
“Rosalind,” he said, like a greeting. Like it was she who’d come late.
She stormed across the corridor, jabbing a finger at him. “I cannot believe you had me take that potion, and then vanished. ”
He didn’t flinch. “I told you to find me when you were able.”
“You disappeared. ”
“You arrived.” His head tilted slightly. “So… did you enjoy yourself?”
Her mouth parted in disbelief. “ They were going to hunt me. ”
She wanted to lunge. To bite. Her fingernails twitched with the urge to dig into someone’s throat. Maybe his.
“But they didn’t,” he said smoothly.
“Only because Nicasia changed her mind.”
“Then you should thank her.”
“I should claw your face open,” she said. “I should drag you down from your little perch and make you feel it. You’re insane, you know.”
He lifted one brow, amused. “You’re the one who danced with Druella Rosier while dripping wine down your chest, but yes. Let’s talk about my well-being.”
His hand lifted like he meant to trace it, then dropped, composure reasserted itself like a lock sliding back into place.
Her hands curled into fists. She wanted to hit him. Or crawl into his lap and bite until he bled. Or both.
“What did you see?” he asked next, too casually. A muscle jumped in his jaw. He didn’t touch her, but she felt it, his restraint, trembling like a live wire between them. She could practically feel it in her chest.
“None of your business.”
“You looked like you were letting go.”
She bared her teeth. “I saw a room full of people who wanted to eat me alive.”
He smiled. “Then you saw them honestly. Bacchanalia doesn’t lie. It just… unwraps.”
“Then why didn’t I see you?” she hissed. “Why did you hide?”
His voice dropped a note lower, just to make her clench. “I promised I’d behave in the Three Broomsticks. Following you into Bacchanalia wouldn’t have qualified.”
Her eyes sparked. He was drenched in composure. Untouched, unbothered. And still, his gaze swept over her. Slowly. Devouring. Her flushed cheeks. Her wine-stained skin. The dress suctioned to her thighs, to her breasts, to her hips. Her nipples visible through the silk. She saw the way his pupils dilated.
She felt his gaze everywhere.
And finally—her ancient magic opened its eyes.
She should have hexed him. Should have turned on her heel. Should have carved his smug mouth open. But her magic surged, hot and primal. Aroused. It licked at her ribs like fire. She could taste it in her mouth.
She didn’t flee. She stepped closer, licking her lips.
“Did you like watching me?” she asked. “Or did you hate watching them fawn over me?”
His silence answered for him.
She stepped closer. There was barely a foot between them now. Her magic flared, silver-blue and snarling.
Tom didn’t move. But a muscle jumped in his jaw. His composure held. Barely.
“Did you get jealous?” she whispered. “When Abraxas touched me?”
Nothing.
“When Ares tried?”
His gaze flickered. Her smile turned wicked.
“I’d be jealous. You brought me. You paraded me in. Claimed me. And then you left me to be devoured.”
Then, cold as a curse, Tom said, “Don’t flatter yourself, Sallow.” But it came too late.
“You watched all of it,” she said. “And it ruined you.”
She didn’t flinch when he moved.
One second, he was still. The next, he had her against the wall—one hand braced beside her head, the other pressing low on her waist. His body caged hers. His breath stirred the damp hair at her temple.
“You think it ruined me?” he murmured, so close his mouth brushed her cheek. “You think I sat there and—what—suffered?”
The word shouldn’t have made her breath catch, but it did. His hand slid up, trailing over the curve of her ribs to the top of her breast. He dragged two fingers across the slick silk, gathering a line of wine and sweat.
“I got to watch you debase yourself. Rosalind Sallow, just like the rest of them.”
Then he lifted his hand to his mouth.
And licked it.
A flick of tongue. A hum of approval. He closed his eyes like he was tasting something divine.
He’d taken the same potion. She could feel it on him now. But unlike her, he’d swallowed it down and waited. Waited until it found its mark. This was Tom under Bacchanalia.
Debasing himself for her.
Rosalind’s pulse exploded. She let out a breathless little laugh.
Tom’s eyes opened, dark and bottomless. He was unraveling. Slowly. Beautifully. Just for her.
When she pushed against him, he caught her, flat palm to her sternum, pressing her back to the wall.
And then, slow as sin, he slid it up, over her collarbone to her throat. He wrapped his hand around it, fingers splayed, thumb resting just beneath her jaw.
She could still breathe. But she didn’t.
He leaned in, his lips brushing her ear.
“Next time, Rosalind, be more careful where you drip your wine.”
And then he was gone.
Her magic still purred. A new mantra formed:
Kiss him. Curse him. Devour him.
Notes:
i would love to know your thoughts / reactions to this chapter. ohboy did I have fun.
Chapter 13: The Hangover
Notes:
alternative chapter title: rosalind crashes tf out
TW: jerk off scene to open this up lol
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Tom let the water pour over his face and down his shoulders as if it might scour the filth away. As if this shower might offer salvation.
But it was far too late for that.
Bacchanalia had sunk its teeth into him. Lust and wrath—indistinguishable now—twisted hot in his blood, flooding his mind with images he didn’t want. Couldn’t stop.
Rosalind Sallow. Drenched in wine. Laughing like the devil. Eyes alight with something feral.
He fisted his cock, furious with himself.
One moment, he’d been dragging his finger along the swell of her breast; the next, he was clawing at his own clothes like they’d betrayed him. Ripping them off. Storming into the showers. Shedding his skin.
The water was scalding. He didn’t flinch.
His cock throbbed—angry, leaking, almost painful.
She’d laughed when he whispered in her ear. And he hadn’t known whether to fuck her or hex her into the floor.
He pictured her cheeks flushed, wine glistening on her collarbone, a smug little smile that begged to be kissed or broken. His hand in her hair. Her lip between his teeth.
Her voice, low and vicious: “Did you get jealous?”
“Fuck,” he hissed, pumping faster now, knuckles white against the slick tile.
His grip tightened. Rough. Brutal. Each stroke a punishment. His hips stuttered forward, chasing friction. His hand twisted at the base, dragging over the head, slick with need. He fucked his fist like he’d fuck her—hard, furious, desperate to leave a mark.
The steam thickened, heat drowning him. His mind filled with the phantom weight of her legs around his waist, her voice wrecked and panting beneath him.
“Yes, like that. Yes, Gods. Oh, fuck–”
He tried to shift the image, to call up something else. Anything else.
Power. Worship. Control. Destiny.
The Cruciatus Curse. The Room of Requirement. His basilisk in the pipes.
But no.
All he could see was her. On her knees, silver eyes glittering, his tie around her neck. Her hair stuck to her damp throat. Her hand between her legs—two fingers curled inside herself as she moaned his name.
Maybe she’d like it when he pinned her throat. Maybe she’d make him beg.
No. She would beg.
He’d make her.
He imagined her whispering his name as he sank into her. Her cunt squeezing him, magic sparking behind her teeth, hips canting up for more—
“Harder, Riddle. You want me, don’t you?”
His vision blurred.
He came with a strangled noise—too fast, too loud, too raw . It spattered across his hand, hot and humiliating, streaking the tile in thick, pearlescent lines. He nearly doubled over, palm pressed flat to the wall, chest heaving.
His knees trembled.
Weak.
The water beat down—merciless, punishing. He let it scald him, praying it might sear the weakness away.
He was no better than the rest of them. Worse.
Undisciplined. Human.
He stood in the steam, panting, dripping with shame.
Then, jaw locked, he shut off the water and stalked from the showers—naked, dripping, unbothered by modesty or magic, like the sting of the air might flay the softness from him.
Mars stood at the sinks. Shirtless. Shoeless. Covered in wine and lipstick and what might’ve been a bite mark. Still in that fucking pearl necklace.
He glanced over—lingered, always—on Tom’s still-half-hard cock.
“Ten galleons Mulciber throws Lestrange off the Astronomy Tower,” Mars said. “Ten more says Ares cries.”
Tom didn’t blink. “My wand,” he said flatly.
Mars startled—then turned, still grinning, and retrieved it from the mirror’s ledge.
“Best Bacchanalia of the year,” he said. “I myself attended a virgin sacrifice. Fucked Lucretia Black in the sixth-year dormitory. She thought I was Malfoy.”
He winked.
“Didn’t bother correcting her.”
Tom didn’t care, but the shame was still under his skin. And the ache hadn’t gone away.
He raised his wand. “Crucio.”
Mars’s scream split the room. He fell, shoulder slamming the sink. Pearls burst. Beads skittered across the stone like teeth.
Tom counted to four. Then six, because precision mattered.
Then stepped over him. The bastard lay on the floor, grinning up at him.
The pearls crunched beneath his feet like bone.
-.-
If a hangover from snorting Devil’s Snare lasted three days, the hangover from Bacchanalia would surely last a week.
Rosalind woke on Sunday in her dormitory, hair crusted and damp in places, reeking of bonfire smoke and something worse—her own sour sweat. The scent hit her like a punch to the gut. She gagged in bed.
The room was empty.
She peeled off her clothes—damp and still clinging to her skin—and flung her ruined underthings into a corner. Her skin was blotched purple in places—wine or bruises, she couldn’t tell.
Sunlight spilled through the tall windows. Midday. Her dormmates were long gone.
Each step toward the lavatory jolted her skull, blinding her.
Then came the nausea.
It gripped her hard, suddenly, and relentlessly. She collapsed to the dormitory floor and retched, expelling what little remained in her stomach: fruit, wine, the remnants of a pumpkin pasty from the Quidditch match. It scorched her throat on the way out.
Four minutes. That’s how long it took to crawl to the lavatory. She managed to run a lukewarm bath, climbing in before the tub had filled. The shallow water lapped at her ankles. She sat curled into herself, arms wrapped around her knees, head lolling forward, hair hanging limp and sticky.
She stared at nothing and breathed slowly.
Her magic was gurgling. That was the only word for it. Uneasy. Queasy. Off-kilter. Like it had ingested too many fizzy drinks or caught last autumn’s stomach bug. It turned and twisted inside her like spoiled milk. It was the worst hangover she’d ever had, multiplied by a hundred.
For a wild moment, she considered limping to the Hospital Wing.
But instead, Rosalind sat in a cold, pink-stained tub—its water tinged red from the wine still leeching out of her hair and skin—and felt only shame.
What a humiliating night.
(What a thrilling, humiliating night.)
The Slytherins, she thought, must have a humiliation kink. They thrived on degradation—watching each other unravel into beasts. She couldn’t imagine walking into the Great Hall later. Could barely picture facing Gwen and Parisa in the library, pretending everything was fine.
Her brother—her younger brother—had seen her like that.
The thought triggered another wave of nausea. She turned the tap hotter, scalding her skin as if that might burn the night away. Burn herself clean.
Why had she gone? Why had she taken the potion? Why had she let those ruthless, venomous Slytherins play her like that?
Her only solace was that she was the only non-Slytherin there. Maybe that meant their secrets stayed within the house. She’d never even heard of Bacchanalia.
Or—no. That wasn’t true.
She had heard whispers of those infamous Slytherin parties—where couples fucked in plain sight, where students vanished for hours and came back changed—
Rosalind groaned and slid lower into the water, letting it scald her feet.
She hadn’t danced naked around the fire like Druella and Veronika. She hadn’t nearly shagged (or actually shagged?) in the common room like Avery and Amalthea. She hadn’t been hunted for sport like Ares—
Ares.
She barely remembered anything after Tom’s hand left her throat.
Her stomach turned. What had happened to Ares? Did he make it to the Astronomy Tower in one piece? Would she stumble down to the Great Hall only to find her cousin split into two? Pummeled into smithereens? Broken limbs? Or maybe, dying in the Hospital Wing?
Rosalind shivered despite the boiling water and reached up to shut it off.
Her mind returned to images of Tom. Tom. Fucking Tom. Always Tom.
She was sick of him—sick of his perfect face, his heavy-lidded gaze, the way his fingers had grazed her chest—the pressure of his hand on her throat.
She’d almost wanted him to tighten it. So there was finally something real.
But now, there was nothing. No explanation. No clarity. Only a phantom ache. A game half-played. Push and pull and absence.
Well, he’d certainly pushed her hard enough last night. She needed to rid herself of him. Scrub him from her skin. Cut him from her bloodstream. He was depraved. He liked to watch her. She should want nothing to do with him.
And yet, his face haunted her. Even here, even now, his scent lingered. In her hair. In the water.
Her thighs shifted.
She told herself she was adjusting. She told herself it was nothing.
But her hand drifted lower. Just slightly. It slid down her stomach, slow and trembling, brushing the ridge of her hipbone, the inside of her thigh. Heat bloomed.
She thought of his mouth. Of that stare. Of his voice, cruelty wrapped in silk.
“You liked it, Sallow.”
The words hit her like a curse. Her eyes flew open.
She froze.
Then recoiled. Her hand yanked away. Her stomach lurched. She leaned over the side of the tub and vomited onto the tile.
It was violent. Ugly. Her chest heaved. Her throat tore.
She collapsed back against the porcelain, gasping, lips chapped, skin pale and sweating.
The water rippled—and shimmered. For a moment, silver light threaded across the surface. Thin and sharp, like a cut in reality.
Then it vanished.
She blinked. Shaking.
She lay there, trembling in the wine-stained water, chest rising and falling too fast. She should’ve gotten out. Dried off. Pulled herself together.
Instead, she closed her eyes. Let her head fall to the side of the tub. Breath catching.
And imagined him in the doorway.
Silent. Smiling.
Watching her.
But for a split second—before her fingers moved—she wondered:
Was he thinking about her?
Would he come if she called?
And then, shamelessly, she fucked herself to the thought of him.
-.-
She found Parisa and Gwen in the library an hour later, sustained by ancient magic and a few bites of toast she’d snagged from the kitchens on the way there.
“What happened to you last night?”
Her mouth opened before her brain caught up.
Don’t lie.
Don’t lie.
“I got way too drunk.” Truth. It was a truth. “And then I puked in the dormitory. Like… six times.”
She dropped her bag beside their usual table between Celtic Beasts and Danish Doxies in the magical beasts section. For years, she’d stared at the same spines, dusty and untouched. Rosalind let her head fall against the cool wood.
“You looked like you’d been shot,” Parisa said.
Rosalind blinked. She hadn’t realized her eyes were open.
Parisa had six tomes spread in front of her, including a sizeable pop-up book with a diagram of a Mirrorleaf. “I thought there was blood everywhere,” she added, still reading.
“I can’t believe you didn’t wake up,” Gwen said. She had only two books open but was scribbling furiously across a long piece of parchment. Rosalind couldn’t remember having an essay due. Her mind felt fogged, soggy, unreliable.
“Parisa yanked the covers off and was yelling in your face,” Gwen said.
Parisa flushed. “Well—like I said. I thought she’d been shot.”
“At Hogwarts? In her dormitory?” Gwen rolled her eyes. “Rosalind, have you ever heard of being shot? Muggles can be terrifying.”
Rosalind shrugged. “It was just wine.”
“Yes, we realized that when we smelled you.” Parisa leaned in and sniffed again. “Revolting, by the way. I see you’ve bathed.”
“What happened at the party?” Gwen asked, trying for casual. It felt like she was poking a bruise.
Rosalind’s magic lurched in her stomach—instinctive, defensive. On edge.
“Why?”
They didn’t answer.
So she went on.
“It was a regular party. I drank. Other people did drugs. Someone puked on the carpet. Amalthea cried.”
“Hm,” Parisa said, clicking her tongue.
“What?” she said, too loud. It echoed in her skull like a slammed door.
“It really was just a party. They sang fight songs. Worshipped Benedict. I smoked half a pack of cigarettes.”
The lies were easy now. Familiar. Like Bacchanalia had been a dream. If she kept pretending, maybe it would solidify into truth.
Gwen and Parisa exchanged a look. A knowing one.
“We have to tell you something,” Gwen said, face tight.
Rosalind’s pulse stuttered. “What is it?”
“It’s just—” Gwen started, then faltered.
A group of fifth-year Gryffindor boys passed their table. One looked directly at Rosalind and snickered. Nudged his friend. They both laughed.
Rosalind tracked them until they vanished behind the next aisle.
“What was that?” she asked. Her voice came out thinner than she meant.
“There’s a rumor going around,” Gwen said carefully. “That you, uh… were caught having sex with Lestrange at the party.”
Rosalind stared at her. Then: “You’re joking.”
Silence.
Her expression barely changed. “Merlin’s beard,” she said. Not even a whisper. “Are they serious?”
“Yes,” Parisa said.
“You think I’d fuck my cousin?”
She didn’t mean for it to sound so flat. But it did.
Is that how I looked? That far gone? That willing? The rumor’s so believable they think it might be true.
She wasn’t Rosalind Sallow, Ravenclaw. She was the girl who fucked her cousin at a Slytherin party. That was who she was now.
“We know you didn’t,” Gwen said quickly.
Parisa said nothing. Just watched her—calculating.
“I didn’t,” Rosalind said, firmer now. Her hand thudded lightly against the table—not a slap, just a grounding. “I can’t believe I have to say this, Parisa, but I did not have sex with my cousin at that party.”
“Well, we figured it wasn’t Lestrange,” Parisa said, too dry. “But you’ve been awfully chummy with Riddle…”
“I didn’t have sex with anyone,” Rosalind huffed. Her cheeks flushed hot. Her headache pulsed behind her right eye. “I got drunk and talked and danced, and that was it.”
She didn’t kiss anyone. She didn’t fuck anyone. She barely remembered most of it.
Tom’s hand on her throat. His breath on her ear.
“It’s just the rumor,” Gwen said gently. She reached out and took Rosalind’s hand, squeezing it. “We’ve been telling anyone who says it to fuck right off. Parisa even threatened to hex someone.”
“Yes, well,” Parisa said like it was barely worth mentioning.
Rosalind couldn’t even feel grateful. She could barely feel anything. She knew exactly who started the rumor. And her name rhymed with Ickcasia.
Her magic curdled under her skin—hot, restless, twitching for violence. Her vision blurred. Her breath caught halfway up her throat.
She pictured it—Nicasia, beaten and bloody. Nicasia, crying. Nicasia, begging for forgiveness.
She stared at her hands and imagined using them to wring Nicasia’s pretty little neck.
“There’s another thing,” Gwen muttered.
Rosalind’s gaze snapped up.
Gwen flinched. She looked at Rosalind’s eyes like she’d just seen something wrong in them. Something flickering. Something too bright.
Without another word, Gwen pulled a folded newspaper from beneath her stack of textbooks and slid it across the table.
Rosalind’s stomach dropped.
She unfolded it with shaking hands. The paper was already crumpled at the edges, like Gwen had read it five times, trying to decide whether to show her.
The headline glared up at her:
TERROR IN THE HIGHLANDS: GRINDELWALD’S FOLLOWERS BACK OR SOME ROGUE DARK WIZARD?
She slammed it down. Her pulse thundered in her ears.
“What?”
“Another two murders last night,” Gwen said, chewing the end of her quill. “This time out in Cragcroft.”
“Really?” Rosalind asked. Her voice was too tight. Her eyebrows drew together. The ache behind her eyes sharpened.
Inside her, the ancient magic stirred. Paused. Curled behind her eyes like it was reading the story, too.
Her stomach turned.
“Two wizards,” Gwen went on. “Vendors. They were found dead. Still warm. The Killing Curse.” She hesitated. “Rosalind… I don’t think you should leave the castle anymore.”
Rosalind dropped back into her chair. It felt too low. Like she was sinking into the ground.
Too much. Too close. Another attack in the Highlands. So near the castle. So near Feldcroft. And Cragcroft—
She’d just been there last week, sucking up all the ancient magic available.
“The Ministry’s handling it,” Gwen added softly. “They’re sending more Aurors. Investigating. Obviously, they think the murders are connected—”
Her voice blurred. The words fell out of order. Muffled under the pulse in Rosalind’s ears.
Surely someone would fix this. Surely someone would stop it.
But what if they didn’t?
What if she couldn’t stay in the castle? What if her ancient magic dragged her out anyway—in the dead of night—and she woke up with blood on her hands?
What if she liked it?
She'd burn the Undercroft to ashes if she had to stay here. She’d tear the walls down with her bare hands. She couldn’t be caged. Gwen couldn’t expect her to be caged.
“Wait,” she said slowly, raising her eyes.
Gwen looked truly nervous now.
Across from her, Parisa’s expression had shifted—something quiet and bracing, like she’d been preparing for this moment all morning.
“What do you mean, leave the castle?” Rosalind asked.
Gwen hesitated.
“We know you’re sneaking off the grounds,” she said carefully. Like she’d rehearsed it in the mirror.
Gwen, the gentle one. The voice of reason. The one Rosalind might not snap in half.
Parisa would’ve tried to level her.
“For the last few years,” Gwen went on. “We’ve known.”
“How?” Rosalind asked. Then, too quickly, “I’m not sneaking off the grounds. I’m just sneaking… around the grounds.”
“We don’t ask why,” Gwen said. “We won’t make you tell us.”
Parisa scoffed under her breath.
Gwen shot her a look. Then turned back to Rosalind.
“We just… we want you to stop. Please. Just promise you won’t do it anymore.”
Another scoff from Parisa. But when Rosalind turned to her, she gave a tight, pained nod.
“You could get hurt,” Gwen whispered. “Or worse.”
Gwen looked like she might cry. That was the worst part.
Rosalind nodded. Mechanically. Because that’s what was expected. “Okay,” she mumbled.
Then Parisa reached across the table and grabbed her hand.
“This isn’t one of those times where you promise and break it the next day,” she said firmly. “If you don’t take your safety seriously, we will.”
She looked at Gwen, who gave a slight nod.
“We aren’t afraid to—” Parisa swallowed, “—to tell your grandmother.”
Rosalind blinked.
Once.
Twice.
Then her voice dropped into a hiss. “You’re threatening me?”
“Yes,” said Parisa.
“No,” said Gwen, instantly.
Rosalind’s jaw clenched. Her hands curled into fists. Her magic swelled—too fast. Too sharp. A pressure spike behind her ribs, sudden and loud.
She had no doubt she looked terrifying. Gwen had gone pale. Parisa had gone still.
Not them, she told the magic. Not them, not them, not them.
But it was hard to hold on.
“You don’t want to threaten me,” she said.
Her voice wasn’t quiet. It was empty. Like something had slipped out of her chest and hadn’t come back.
She grabbed her bag. Shoved back from the table.
And fled.
-.-
Tom stood at the edge of the Astronomy Tower and wanted to throw someone off it. Maybe Abraxas. Maybe himself.
He could still see it—last night’s delusion. The coliseum. Marble drenched in blood. Golden lions. The roaring crowd. A girl draped in torn silk and bloodlust, silver burning in her eyes.
He’d stood above it all. Crowned. Worshipped.
Then he’d come in the fucking shower, hand clenched around his cock like a cursed first year.
It was laughable. Tragic. Undignified.
Across the balcony, Abraxas and Paris looked like they’d been dragged out of a ditch. Paris had his head between his knees. Abraxas sat slouched, sour, and limp with shame. Both on their third cigarette.
Nott’s Bacchanalia-specific pepper-up potion still didn’t work. They’d all taken it—except Tom—and now relied on cigarettes to distract from the slow death throbbing behind their eyes.
Tom hadn’t touched the potion. He didn’t need it. He never needed it.
Until last night.
That was the problem.
He allowed himself indulgence. Carefully curated debauchery. He could drink, he could fuck—but he did not lose control. He did not hallucinate Roman bloodsport while stroking himself raw against cold tile. He did not dream of silver fire licking his spine.
Desire was a tool. Hunger, a symptom. He was not ruled by either.
Until last night.
The cigarette burned hot in his fingers. The smoke smelled wrong. Sweet. Clove-laced. Maybe Bacchanalia was still rotting in their lungs.
He thought he heard her laugh once, carried on the wind. But when he turned, there was nothing—just a curl of smoke and the echo of his own madness.
He exhaled through his nose. It didn’t help.
Silence stretched. Then:
“Ten thousand galleons,” Abraxas muttered, lifting his head like it weighed too much. “Either Rowle thinks this object could control the world, or he’s a fucking idiot.”
“He knows it’s not worth ten thousand galleons,” Tom said. “He wants to see how far we’d go for it. What we think it’s worth. Why we’re asking.”
Abraxas flinched. Subtle, but satisfying. Having him write to Arcturus Black—to float a request about a hypothetical dark object once owned by Frederick Rowle—had been a calculated risk.
Aside from Rosalind Bloody Sallow, he’d been consumed by Rowle and the Greenshields artifacts for weeks. Why would an ex-Auror risk everything—his pension, his title, his freedom—to steal enchanted objects and hoard them like cursed heirlooms?
Tom suspected he knew. But he hadn’t yet found the thread that tied it all together.
The Brighton theft had only confirmed his suspicions. One object taken. One only. A brutal little artifact called the Redcap Coin —etched with the Greenshields crest, iron-forged, blood thirsty. Supposedly one of the first.
The reply to their inquiry had been curt.
Ten thousand galleons.
Laughable. Fascinating. A dare, more than a price.
“What do you think it’s worth, Tom?” Paris asked, a smirk playing on his lips. “Must be some coin. Should we make him an offer he can’t refuse?”
Tom didn’t answer at first. He watched the ember at the tip of his cigarette flare, then dim.
He appreciated Rosier’s confidence in him. He always had. Paris still believed Tom knew everything. That belief was useful.
“They say the Redcap Coin was forged from battlefield iron,” Tom said. “Soaked in enemy blood. Pressed with the Greenshields crest while the metal still screamed.”
Rosalind’s voice returned, sickly sweet and spectral: Did you get jealous?
He tapped the cigarette too hard. Ash scattered across his boots.
“Dipped in the blood of your enemy,” he continued, “it grants total control—until the coin dries.”
Abraxas scoffed. “Bit theatrical, isn’t it? Imperius is faster. Easier.”
Tom smiled at him. That particular smile—the cold one that didn’t reach his eyes.
“But where’s the romance in that, Abraxas?” he said softly. Then: “Some say the Red Cap on its face smiles when the magic takes hold. Others say it drinks the soul, drop by drop, with every use. Not all at once—slowly. Patiently. Like it’s savoring the ruin.”
“Wicked,” Paris said. But his voice was less confident now.
They fell quiet again. Cigarettes crackled. Wind hissed through the arches.
Then, lazily, Abraxas said, “I think there’s a bit of Lestrange’s blood on the stairs. Pity we don’t already have the coin.”
Tom didn’t look. But Paris stood, always the showman, and walked toward the far stairwell. His dress shoes echoed across the stone.
“Ha!” he called. “Would you look at that? There is dried blood. Mulciber broke his arm in three places, you know.”
Tom raised an eyebrow. “I thought that was the point of that little game,” he said. “Violence. Wrath.”
Rosalind’s silver eyes flashed behind his lids—bright and brutal as she whispered something filthy about Abraxas. Her mouth inches from his. Her throat beneath his hand.
His gaze drifted across the tower. Abraxas stood stiff, very still, looking away—pretending not to feel it. But he felt it. Tom could smell it.
The memory. The shame.
He would repay him for that moment. Not with Crucio. No, no. That would be too clean. Abraxas never learned from pain. But fear— fear lingered. And Tom was nothing if not patient.
Paris wandered back, still smug. “He made it to the Astronomy Tower first, though. Technically, Ares won. Mulciber broke the rules.”
“Yes, and he was screaming about it all the way back to the common room,” Abraxas muttered, rolling his eyes. “So dramatic. As if he didn’t help invent the fucking game.”
“He thinks if he suffers loudly enough, someone will finally crown him king,” Paris said.
Abraxas smiled. “He could crawl to every tower in this castle on broken limbs and still be third place.”
“Fourth,” Paris said, eyes glinting.
“Fourth,” Abraxas echoed.
For years, Tom had watched his Knights scramble over each other like rats in a barrel—alliances forged and broken in the span of a heartbeat. All for the illusion of proximity. Of power.
Tonight, Abraxas and Paris had aligned just long enough to kick Lestrange down a step. Temporary. Meaningless. But effective.
Like dogs under the dinner table, snapping at scraps.
Tom exhaled, smoke drifting from his lips. His gaze lingered on the horizon—then dropped, bored, to the boys at his feet.
Hangovers didn’t make him anxious. They just made the world feel slow . Dull. Grimy at the edges.
Wake up. Paint on a charming smile. Haunt Rosalind Sallow. Plot the fall of the Ministry. String up his Knights like marionettes. Sleep. Repeat.
He couldn’t remember the last time any of them surprised him.
“I’m starting to forget the differences between the lot of you,” he said flatly. “You preen. You gloat. You bleed. Just like Ares.”
Silence followed. Dense. Uncomfortable. He let it settle, then flicked ash from his cigarette and turned back to the black tree line beyond the castle.
“Offer him four thousand,” he said. “See what he says.”
“You want me to pay if he accepts?” Abraxas asked, too quickly.
Tom didn’t look at him.
“Obviously.”
Another beat. Another silence. This one deeper.
Tom finished the cigarette and reached for another.
The clove-sweet smoke clung to him like perfume. Bacchanalia was still under his nails. In his lungs. In his fucking bloodstream.
So was she.
The girl with silver in her eyes. Smiling. Wine all over her tits. Screaming his name.
He lit the cigarette and didn’t speak again.
-.-
After nearly an hour of searching, Rosalind found Benedict at the Quidditch pitch, flying slow, tired circles in the dark.
“How are you airborne?” she called up to him.
The search alone—wandering the castle, asking after him, being seen —had nearly sent her back to the infirmary. Or the lake. Or off the Astronomy Tower herself.
Benedict angled downward and landed roughly in the grass, wand in hand, grimacing.
“I had to get used to it,” he said. “Tryouts. Second year.”
“You went to Bacchanalia parties in the second year?” she asked, raising a brow.
“No, Ros,” Benedict sighed. “Initiation. We drank firewhiskey, flew loops, someone vomited on a ghost. Tradition.”
“Barbaric,” she muttered.
“That’s Slytherin for you,” he replied with a shrug that made her want to shove him.
She inhaled sharply, biting her tongue. “What happened to Ares?”
Benedict grimaced again. “His arm’s broken in three places. Nott tried to fix it—ended up vanishing the bones. He spent hours moaning about it in the common room. Riddle wouldn’t let him go to the Hospital Wing until he fully came down.”
Rosalind winced. “Fucking hell. Riddle is an arsehole.”
“Everyone knows the risk. You go to that party, you might leave in pieces.”
“Not me,” she snapped. “I didn’t know—”
“Yes, well,” he said, too quickly. Too dismissively.
Rosalind bristled. “Besides, Ares didn’t exactly have a choice.”
Benedict gave her a long look. “Since when are you on first-name terms with him?”
She turned to face him. “I did not sleep with our cousin, Benedict.”
She hadn’t meant to sound wounded. Or maybe she had. Maybe she wanted him to say something —something decent, something protective. But he just looked at her—tired, suspicious—and the moment passed.
Her ancient magic flared, hot and restless, crawling up her arms.
“You were alone with him,” Benedict said, measured. “It’s not about sex, Rosalind. It’s about optics. Ares is poison, and you were flammable. That’s all it takes. And Avery—”
“Oh, Avery ,” she spat. “Yes, of course. Marcellus Bloody Avery, the unbiased witness. Saint of credibility.”
Benedict raised his palms. “Alright, alright. I believe you. But—your eyes. They’re flickering.”
Something slithered over her skin. Her magic. Or her shame. Or both. She didn’t even know what expression she was wearing anymore.
Rosalind flinched, taking a half-step back.
“Your eyes,” he said again, slower. “They flashed silver at me. Only for a second. But if I didn’t know you… I’d think you were slipping.”
She gritted her teeth. The magic inside her pulsed—too sharp, too alive. Her hands twitched.
“So Avery started the rumor, did he?” she asked.
Benedict didn’t seem to notice her unraveling. “I don’t know. Dolohov heard it from Hestia, who heard it from Lucretia, who heard it from Amalthea…”
“Amalthea,” she hissed, like she was spitting out a rotten seed. “That little decorative corpse. Of course it was her.”
“I don’t know where it started,” Benedict said, opening the locker room door. “And don’t run around lighting people on fire, shouting Benedict said! like some banshee.”
She took a step forward. He held up a hand.
“You can’t come in here. Bad luck. Slytherin rules.”
She frowned, boots just shy of the threshold. “Are you dismissing me?”
“You’re on edge. I’m not trying to irritate you. Just—go to the Undercroft. Wreck something. Get it out.”
Rosalind stared at him, then exhaled. “Fine. See you later, then.”
She turned sharply and walked back toward the castle, jaw clenched, fists curled.
Her magic throbbed like an old bruise under her ribs. Her fingertips burned.
She didn’t stop. Didn’t look back. But something rotted inside of her, furious that he didn’t try to comfort her at all.
-.-
Monday. Herbology.
Rosalind sat at her usual table, the distance between her and Parisa, Gwen, and Varinia stretching wide and silent.
They weren’t speaking.
Well, technically, Parisa was speaking. She’d said crisply, “Don’t touch anything unless I scream ‘Grab the shears!’ or ‘Now!’”
It was better this way.
Varinia hadn’t said a word. She swept in with rose-perfumed Tugwood arrogance and delivered Rosalind a single, scathing glare before turning her back, hair swinging like a curtain dropped.
Rosalind didn’t ask what she’d done. Didn’t argue. She was too tired to care. Her head throbbed behind her eyes. Her magic curled in her gut.
So she stared instead—across the room, across the greenhouse—at the Slytherins.
Avery, Ares, the usual pack. Laughing, whispering, casting glances sharp enough to flay. Avery elbowed Ares, still in his sling, and mimed an obscene gesture in her direction.
She didn’t hex him. She wanted to. She imagined it in detail. Bones shattered. Teeth caved in.
Ares deserved worse. Something ancient. Something with blood and fire and ruin.
But the worst part?
Tom.
Stupid, fucking Tom.
He didn’t even look at her. Didn’t glance. Didn’t blink. Just stood there, the picture of poise, bent over his Devil’s Tentacula like she was air.
Like nothing had happened between them. Like he hadn’t practically choked her out in front of his entire house in some twisted (hot) foreplay.
Her magic howled for him. Cursehimkisshimdevourhim. Cursehimkisshimdevourhim. Cursehim—
She bit her tongue before the last part turned into a scream.
It was only ten in the morning, and she was already considering ripping his throat out with her bare hands.
“Hand here,” Parisa snapped.
Rosalind moved without thinking, plunging her fingers into the soil. Her fingertips brushed the Mirrorleaf.
“Not there— here! ” Parisa hissed.
Rosalind adjusted, silent.
“Slag,” Veronika muttered as she passed, hefting a bag of fertilizer. With a smirk, she accidentally dropped it. Dirt exploded across Rosalind’s shoes, skirt, and sleeve. “Oops.”
Rosalind turned—slowly—to face her.
Veronika crouched beside her, one hand settling lightly on Rosalind’s calf. Her eyes sparkled.
“Just wanted to see what all the fuss was about,” she purred.
“Oh yeah? And what’s that Mulciber?” Rosalind snarled.
“Your legs,” Veronika continued. “Trying to figure out why you spread them for every boy in my house.”
Rosalind kicked at her—just missed—and snarled, “I can see your roots.”
Say another word and I’ll rip them out.
Veronika stood slowly, brushing imaginary soil from her skirt. “Mind cleaning that up, Sallow?” she said lightly. “Thanks, doll.”
Her heels clicked mockingly behind her.
Rosalind stared after her, every nerve on fire, fingers twitching for her wand—or Veronika’s throat. She imagined dragging her down by the hair, her magic crackling like silver lightning from her palms.
“You’re making it worse for yourself,” Varinia muttered.
Rosalind spun. “Oh, suddenly you’re speaking to me?”
Varinia’s glare was colder than the air. “I can’t watch you make a fool of yourself.”
At the next table, Gwen froze—quill poised in midair.
“Thanks, Vee,” Rosalind said, voice sharp and bright and bitter. “Your concern is so touching. What a good friend.”
“You’re one to talk,” Varinia shot back. “You partied with the enemy. You slept with your cousin—”
“Obviously, I didn’t!” Rosalind’s voice cracked. Too loud. Too raw.
Silence snapped around them.
“I don’t know what happens at their depraved parties,” Varinia muttered, quieter now, but not kinder.
Parisa nudged Rosalind under the table. She yanked her hand from the soil, the Mirrorleaf trembling.
“Instead of assuming, maybe try trusting me,” Rosalind spat.
“You’re always in the middle of some mess. Some lie. Some curse. How am I supposed to know what’s real anymore?” Varinia’s eyes narrowed. “Gwen says—”
“Oh? What does Gwen say?” Rosalind hissed.
Gwen looked up like she’d been slapped. “I—uh—nothing. Nothing bad.” But the damage was already done.
Parisa shoved Rosalind back onto her stool before she even realized she’d stood.
The room was silent now.
Her face burned. Her heart slammed against her ribs. Half the class was watching.
Not Tom Riddle, though. He was still bent over his Devil’s Tentacula, profile elegant, expression unreadable.
He didn’t so much as glance at her.
“She’s worried about you,” Varinia said, voice cold but steady. “And she doesn’t stand up for herself. So I will. That’s what actual cousins do. Not shag each other—”
“You’re foul,” Rosalind spat. “And stupid. And a bitch—”
“Detention!” Professor Garlick cried, hurrying over. “Miss Sallow! That is enough. In all my years!” She took a breath, trying to steady herself. “You’ll be helping me repot the Chinese Chomping Cabbages this evening. Alone.”
She shook her head, muttering as she turned away.
Rosalind sat, frozen. Her throat ached. Her hands were trembling.
When she turned to look for Varinia and Gwen, they were already gone, across the room, faces close, whispering.
Parisa didn’t even blink. She just nudged the trowel toward Rosalind and said, dryly: “Hand here. Try not to sob on the soil this time.”
-.-
Tuesday. Library.
Tom sat with one leg crossed over the other, a heavy leather-bound tome balanced on his knee. Ares and Mars flanked him—Ares tapping a quill against his sling, Mars with one boot propped on the table.
They’d claimed a shadowed alcove tucked behind the east stacks, surrounded by thick stone and thicker silence. Smoke curled from Mars’s wand like a lazy serpent, spelling rude words in the air before they faded into nothing.
Tom hadn’t turned the page in seven minutes. The book was just a prop. Like an actor on stage, waiting for his cue.
He smelled her before he saw her.
That perfume again. Jasmine and cigarettes. Smoke and sin. Her scent. Her spell. It sliced through the must of parchment and the edge of Ares’ overpriced cologne.
The air shifted when she entered. Even the library felt different—warmer, brighter, heavier. Like she dragged Bacchanalia in with her.
From the corner of his eye, Tom saw Ares notice her. His posture went stiff, shoulders shrinking up around his ears. Mars didn’t move. Just kept smirking, wand in hand—but Tom saw it falter at the edges.
She stormed toward them. Athena, maybe—if she’d traded her spear for spite and chain-smoking cigarettes.
The scent hit again. Still, he didn’t look. He wouldn’t.
Rosalind stopped at the edge of their table.
“A word,” she said coldly. “You two imbeciles.”
Tom turned a page.
Let them take the brunt. Let her hiss and snap. Let her bare her teeth.
Mars raised an eyebrow. “Well, when you ask so sweetly—”
She leaned forward, hands flat on the table. Her fingers splayed near the edge of his book, too close.
“Now,” she said.
Mars rose with exaggerated ease. Lestrange followed, slower, dragging his feet. They disappeared between the shelves—her scent lingering like smoke in the wood grain.
Tom waited until the silence returned, then turned another page.
Still not reading. But now the air felt thinner. The back of his neck was too hot.
His thumb pressed into the edge of the paper until it creased.
He turned another page.
Still didn’t read a word.
-.-
Wednesday. Defense.
The rumors had escalated.
She shouldn’t have screamed. Shouldn’t have made a scene. Shouldn’t have—
Rosalind sat at her desk, jaw locked, spine rigid, humiliation burning in her chest. Across the aisle, Druella leaned in and murmured, just loud enough:
“Sallow’s a slag, obviously—but I heard it’s not her fault. Something about Veela ancestry. Or an old love potion accident. Tragic, really.”
Word in the Great Hall was that Rosalind had dragged both Ares Lestrange and Marcellus Avery out of the library… to fuck them in an empty classroom on the third floor.
At once. Together.
Something called a Snake Special.
In truth, she’d hauled them outside Magical Theory and screamed until her voice cracked. Her throat still hurt. Avery had smiled the whole time. Smug. Delighted. Ares had just looked… blank. Maybe guilty.
He hadn’t said a word.
And now Amalthea was staring at her like she’d already hexed off her kneecaps. Her nails bit into her textbook like she was itching to go for Rosalind’s eyes.
Go on, then, Rosalind thought. Hit me. Let’s have it. If you think I’m fucking your boyfriend, let’s make it a scene.
Her magic snarled. Desperate. Swarming under her skin. It clawed at her ribs, curled around her spine.
She’d spent the night in the Undercroft, dueling shadows, slashing until the dummy caught fire. The triptych had offered her nothing. No prophecy. No guidance. Just her own reflection—shaking, scorched, hollow-eyed.
Now it was happening again.
The heat.
The pressure.
The urge.
Her palm pressed to the desk. Fingers trembled. The inkwell sat innocently nearby.
The surface of the desk rippled .
And then—
Crack.
Glass exploded. Ink spattered across her skin. The bottle had shattered. Black spread like blood across the wood, seeping toward her lap.
The room froze.
Then—
"Miss Sallow!" Merrythought’s voice, sharp and bright.
Rosalind didn’t move.
Didn’t breathe.
Her magic was screaming— USE ME —but she was stuck. Pinned under a thousand eyes. Ink on her hands.
They were all staring And still—still—she could feel it. The urge to hex them all for doing it. Scare them. No, terrify them.
“I—” Her throat closed. “I—”
Gwen was there, seizing her arm. Parisa, too. Fingers on her wrist. Her other hand.
There was glass lodged in her palms. Blood blooming with the ink. Thick and dark. It looked drenched . Almost ritualistic.
Merrythought strode forward, skirts swishing, face tight.
“Hospital Wing. Now. You’re in no condition to be here.”
She turned to Gwen. “Miss Weasley, take her.”
Rosalind stayed seated. Her chair felt glued to the floor. Her lungs wouldn’t work.
The magic surged again— DO SOMETHING, DO SOMETHING —but she couldn’t.
Not with the whole room watching. Not with him at the front, finally turned in his chair. Watching.
Too bad everyone else was, too.
She stood, and her chair scraped violently. She didn’t look at anyone. Didn’t say a word. Her hands still bled. Her magic still burned.
And deep inside her, something awful whispered: You liked that.
Gwen collected their things in silence.
Rosalind walked out.
The stares followed.
-.-
Thursday. Hospital Wing.
The healer insisted Rosalind stay under supervision, citing exhaustion. She didn’t argue—at least here, the whispers and stares couldn’t reach her. At least her magic, wild and furious, lay dormant for now.
Her hands still ached. The bandages itched. The sheets were stiff, stinking of antiseptic and something metallic beneath—blood or magic, she couldn’t tell.
Here, in the quiet, she could sleep. With the help of sleeping potions, at least.
But it wasn’t real sleep.
Terrible nightmares plagued her: melting clocks and upside-down stairs that spiraled into nowhere. Selene’s face warped into a screeching hog, her mouth widening with a grotesque scream. Tom Riddle appeared, his burning hands chaining her, locking her, saving her.
“It’s for your own good,” he’d whispered. His hands punished and cured.
But nothing about it felt like salvation.
The hours dragged on, and night fell again. Rosalind felt the pressure build and build and build.
There was no turning back now.
There was only the impending snap.
-.-
Friday. Breakfast.
Tom hadn’t touched his tea. Steam curled lazily from the porcelain cup, perfumed with bergamot and lemon. It sat on its pristine saucer, untouched—like the rest of his plate. One perfect slice of toast, one egg sunny side up, two slices of sausage. Gone cold.
Around him, the Slytherin table buzzed with pre-weekend chatter. Scotland had graced them with a rare spell of warm winter sun, and his classmates were already plotting their escapes: a walk by the lake, a nap in the grass, someone foolish enough to mention a snow picnic.
Tom didn’t hear a word of it.
His eyes were on the Daily Prophet. Or seemed to be.
Updates on post-Grindelwald reforms. Wizengamot speculation. The usual drivel.
But his mind was elsewhere.
All week, Hogwarts had been choked with talk of Rosalind Sallow.
Fucking her cousin. Fucking both her cousin and Avery. Fucking her cousin, Avery, a Hippogriff, and Professor Starbloom. In that order.
Wearing cursed jewelry to make herself beautiful—hadn’t anyone noticed? She was hideous now. Cursed. Hardly even the same girl.
Tom had noticed.
He saw her when he closed his eyes. And every time he opened them.
She did look like hell. Bags under her eyes. Sallow skin. Rumpled clothes. Hair frizzed, eyes wild. Barely functioning as she dragged herself to class, speaking to no one. Unraveled. Unmoored. Glaring at him like she wanted to kill him—or worse.
Tom would’ve found it pitiful if it weren’t so appealing.
There was something singular about watching a girl like that come undone. It meant she could be taken apart. It meant she could be rebuilt.
It meant that there was something decidedly magical about her beauty. That it could be turned off.
Fascinating.
Beside him, Abraxas tapped the Prophet with his wand and muttered, “They’ll never get that past committee.”
“Of course not,” Tom replied smoothly.
He hadn’t heard a word.
She arrived without ceremony or entourage.
Just the sharp clack of her boots on stone—too loud, too fast—cutting through the din of breakfast.
At first, no one looked. She’d missed classes the day before after shattering that inkwell into her own palms. But here she was. Moving too quickly, shoulders braced, chin high, tension rolling off her like storm clouds.
A younger Gryffindor leaned back as she passed and muttered, just loud enough: “Careful where you walk, Sallow. Might slip and open your legs for another Slytherin.”
Laughter cracked like lightning.
Tugwood didn’t laugh. Her jaw tightened. She slugged the boy in the arm, but said nothing.
Tom smiled behind his teacup.
The whispers came next. Faster now.
“Think she took them both at once?”
“I heard she begged Lestrange to—”
“She’s got a Slytherin kink, that’s for sure—”
Rosalind reached the Ravenclaw table and stopped.
Weasley and Eldridge glanced up, whispering. One of them reached for her sleeve. But she didn’t sit.
Her gaze drifted. Over her shoulder. Across the hall.
Not at Tom.
At them .
Nicasia, murmuring into Veronika’s ear. Amalthea, scowling like she’d swallowed poison. Druella, calmly spooning porridge into her mouth like none of it mattered.
And Mars—leaned back in his seat, smirking like a man waiting for the match to drop. “She asked me to—”
Tom never heard what Mars claimed Rosalind asked him to do. Because by then, she was already crossing the floor.
Wand at her side like a blade drawn.
Students turned. A few prefects stood—then thought better of it.
She didn’t hesitate.
She reached the Slytherin table.
“You rat-faced banshee!” Rosalind shouted—
And yanked Nicasia Parkinson backward by the ponytail.
Gasps cut through the Great Hall.
“What the fuck!” Veronika shrieked, lurching to her feet. Druella and Amalthea climbed out of their spots.
Nicasia screamed, arms flailing, but Rosalind didn’t let go.
Her eyes were silver fire.
“Get off me, you bitch!”
“What’s your problem, Parkinson?” Rosalind snarled, leaning low. “Spreading lies to cover your own pathetic little insecurities?”
Tom picked up his teacup and set it down again.
The professors were already rising, but Hogwarts was always a beat too slow for the truly unruly.
A crack of magic shot from the staff table. It struck Rosalind’s arm—hard enough to break her grip.
She didn’t flinch.
She was already drawing her wand.
“MISS SALLOW!” Merrythought’s voice cracked through the Hall. “PUT THAT DOWN — THIS IS GROUNDS FOR SUSPENSION—”
Another jolt. Rosalind’s wand flew from her hand, skittering across the floor.
She didn’t care. Her fist clenched, and Nicasia’s plate of eggs burst into flames.
Screams followed. Chairs scraped. The Slytherin girls scattered.
Tom watched. Still, silent. His teacup warm in his palm.
Weasley, Eldridge, and Tugwood were running. Tugwood got to her first, throwing her arms around Rosalind from behind.
She thrashed. Kicked. Screamed.
“DETENTION!” Merrythought roared. “STAND DOWN OR I WILL—”
Rosalind broke free.
She staggered forward, chest heaving, magic crackling at her fingertips.
And then she turned.
Not to Nicasia.
To Ares.
Her voice sliced through the Hall.
“You’re a fucking loser.”
She spat at him.
“Pathetic worm.”
The spit hit him across the cheek. Ares blinked. That was all.
And then.
She looked at him.
And Tom looked back.
She was incandescent. A blade unsheathed. A goddess undone. A weapon waiting to be claimed.
Tom saw it all at once. A throne. Kneeling followers. And Rosalind Sallow, closest of all. Bowed before him. Burning. Brilliant.
She could be wielded.
She could be his.
And for the first time, he stopped resisting the thought. No—he was going to fuck her. He was going to make her tremble.
He’d take her apart piece by piece, until she begged to be forged into something new.
“You,” she spat, dragging him back to earth. “Fuck you.”
And then she was gone.
The doors slammed behind her.
The Great Hall erupted.
Nicasia was still crying. Ares wiped his face. Sallow’s friends were speaking with Merrythought.
Abraxas leaned back, not bothering to hide his smirk.
Mars smacked Ares on the shoulder.
Paris leaned over to whisper in Leo’s ear. They both snickered.
“She’s fucking nuts,” Mulciber said fondly.
Tom didn’t answer.
He just picked up his teacup and smiled.
Notes:
okayyyyy i know she's infuriating. like girl, figure your shit out NOW.
Chapter 14: Dead Witch Walking
Chapter Text
Steam rose from her boots as she stormed through the thawing snow, each step searing the ground beneath her.
Rosalind marched toward the Hogwarts front gates, a singular thought pounding through her mind—escape. Get out. Get out. Get out.
Another second in this suffocating castle, and she might actually tear Nicasia Parkinson apart. If it weren’t her stupid little ponytail being yanked, it would be something much worse— something much worse than setting her breakfast on fire.
The gates loomed far ahead, less ominous in the morning sunshine than all the times she’d approached them in the dark of night. She’d snuck back into the castle countless times before—Apparate outside the wards, tap her wand on the gates, sneak across the grounds, and into the castle. All she needed was her wand and…
Her wand.
Rosalind froze, her heart hammering, breath caught in her chest. Her wand was still in the Great Hall, probably in Professor Merrythought’s unyielding grip.
Fuck.
The magic in her mind—her, but not her—whispered, sharp and clear, There are other means of travel.
A shiver ran down her spine as the terror of her predicament finally sank in. The sentient, wild ancient magic inside of her–
No. No.
Rosalind buried it. Shoved it down and pivoted. She could still get out without her wand. Like her magic said, there were other means of travel. She doubled back, urgency setting her into a run, and raced toward the Quidditch pitch.
Her boots hissed in the snow, the heat seeping through them. When she glanced down, she saw the scorched earth in her wake—blackened grass and sizzling snow. Her ancient magic burned. No other word could describe it—a cruel, unrelenting fire that spiraled from her gut and through her limbs, a fever that stretched to her feet and fingers. If she weren’t careful, she’d burn through her boots.
The Quidditch pitch was empty, save for the few early risers heading to morning classes, and Rosalind made her way to the broom storage, barely feeling the cold on her skin. She grabbed her broom, untouched since that day trip to Feldcroft with Benedict in the fall, and tucked it under her arm, her thoughts still raw, racing.
Then, her eyes flickered to the Slytherin locker rooms.
Rage swelled inside her—tight and vicious, a serpent coiling in her gut. She didn’t think. She simply walked in.
First things first. Rosalind threw open the locker marked Sallow, the scent of old equipment and teenage sweat choking the air. It was better than freezing to death, so she grabbed Benedict’s obnoxiously green windbreaker and gloves.
Then she turned to the locker marked Lestrange.
The anger hit her like a crashing wave. Without thinking, she yanked it open. Items tumbled out, and she grabbed them one by one, spitting on them in violent disgust. At the bottom, an orange sat untouched, rotting, shriveled, and brown in spots.
Rosalind smiled and grabbed the fruit.
She ripped it open, pulp and juice spilling down her fingers. She held it over Lestrange’s uniform at her feet and squeezed—harder than necessary—until juice poured out, soaking everything.
But that wasn’t enough.
Rosalind slammed the remainder of the orange into his expensive dragonhide gloves, forcing the pulp into every seam, grinding it in until she ruined the gloves beyond repair. The juice stained the fine leather, turning it sticky and unusable.
Let that sit for a while, she thought bitterly, the satisfaction of it flooding her chest.
Rosalind stood still for a moment, staring at the ruined locker, her breath heavy in her chest. Her trembling hands dropped the ruined gloves. The magic was still there, pressing against her ribs, demanding release.
Get out. Get out. Get out.
She stormed out, her hands reeking of citrus.
-.-
The wind cut into her face as she flew, her hands too sticky from the orange to wear Benedict’s gloves. They ached in the cold as she gripped the broom. She tried to tug the sleeves of her sweater down over her palms, but they wouldn’t stretch far enough. The cold bit deep.
No wand. No magic to warm her. Just citrus and cold.
How long had it been since she’d left Hogwarts? Two hours? Three? Longer? She wasn’t thinking clearly. Where was she going? Nowhere. Just away. Away from everything.
Her ears rang. Her heart pounded.
This was not, by any means, Rosalind’s finest moment. In fact, it was probably her lowest. What could be worse than fleeing school after attacking another student in front of the entire Great Hall?
She didn’t regret it. Not really. Nicasia was a bitch and had it coming. But she should’ve been smarter—done it in a corridor, a dark corner. Somewhere without teachers. Somewhere without witnesses.
But that was the magic. That was the loss of control.
She swore and skimmed low over the trees.
The sun was warm overhead, deceptively bright, but the wind was brutal. Every time she veered near the river, it tried to yank her sideways, threatening to slam her into the trees. So she cut west, flying above the forest in wide, dizzying loops, the memory of her humiliation repeating around and around just as viciously through her mind.
Everyone already thought she was the biggest slag Hogwarts had ever seen. And now? Now they probably thought she was a bloodthirsty psychopath, too.
Maybe I am, she thought wryly. Her magic certainly seemed to be.
At least it had gone quiet. No fizzing beneath her skin. No violent hum. Just silence, as if it, too, had surrendered to the sky.
Only guilt remained—guilt and icy cold.
The good news, she supposed, was that she was a Sallow, and she was not likely to be expelled. Her grandmother would raise hell. But suspension? Endless detention? A lonely, friendless end to her Hogwarts career? That was very much still on the table.
She groaned and shot upward into the sky, flying hard and fast until the wind blistered her cheeks. The sky was a perfect, unforgiving blue. Spring was coming. The air smelled of thaw and renewal. Hope.
Everything felt wrong.
Rosalind flew for another hour and then decided she couldn’t handle it much longer. Her hands had gone numb.
Angling her broom down, eyes scanning the trees, Rosalind dipped into a clearing.
The snow was deeper here, untouched beneath the tall pines. It smelled of earth and sap. She landed gently, boots sinking into the cold, and dismounted. A quiet inlet of forest, no ancient ruins or crumbling cottages. Just deep into the Forbidden Forest—likely as far north as it stretched. It didn’t feel forbidden up here. Not really. Not terrifying. Not deadly.
She knelt and plunged her hands into the snow, rubbing away the sticky orange residue. When clean, she dried them on her skirt and finally shoved them into Benedict’s expensive gloves. Warmth spread through her fingers.
Her stomach ached. She’d barely eaten—some toast in the hospital wing, maybe. Bacchanalia’s hangover and the stress of the rumors had left her without much of an appetite all week. She was hollow, lightheaded. She needed food. But there was nothing here. No one.
She tucked her broom under her arm and started east. There might be a village nearby—Pitt-Upon-Ford if she remembered her grandmother’s maps correctly—the one with the windmill.
She’d flown over it with Selene once. Her grandmother had pointed out a crumbling tower and said it had something to do with the Keepers’ trials.
Rosalind snorted, trudging through the snow. Imagine going to attempt the trials now. Wandless. Out of control.
She’d get herself killed.
At least Selene would finally be proud of her.
She walked for at least half an hour, her stomach burning and ancient magic growing louder with each step. Without the distraction of flying, it pushed against her skin. It wanted out. It wanted to play.
In a clearing, she paused. Raised one gloved hand toward a fallen log.
Ancient, raw magic spiraled from her fist—blue and silver—and exploded the log into splinters.
Thank you, it whispered. But more. More.
Rosalind stood still.
The trees were quiet around her. Snow clung to the upper branches, glittering faintly in the dappled sun. The clearing was peaceful. Almost pretty.
She turned in a slow circle, listening. The breath in her lungs felt too loud. The world too still. The magic in her blood crackled, then dulled, then crackled again. She exhaled, long and shaky. Just for a moment, she closed her eyes.
She didn’t know what she was doing. She didn’t know where she was going. The wind had dried the tears on her face, but her chest still ached. She was tired and hungry. She was cold. She just wanted everything to stop.
And then – a sound.
Rosalind’s eyes snapped open. It wasn’t trees, or the wind, or her own magic. It wasn’t a beast hiding in the brush.
It was a crackling fire. And —
Voices.
Male voices.
She froze, her ears straining. The ancient magic humming louder now, almost drowning out the sound. Instinctively, she crouched and dropped her broom against a nearby tree. Her heart began to hammer, and her palms tingled with heat.
It could be nothing. Campers. Wanderers. Villagers. Hunters.
But as she crept forward, low and quiet, she spotted it through the trees—an open clearing below. Dirt, not snow. A campfire blazing in the center, surrounded by three tents. And standing around it were six adult wizards.
They didn’t look like villagers. They were tall and broad-shouldered. Scarred. Most had long coats or tattered cloaks, and one had a wand tucked openly behind his ear. Another held a bottle. They were laughing—loud, raucous, unafraid.
Her breath caught. On the largest tent was a backward G overlapping a forward G. A symbol she’d seen in the Daily Prophet for practically half her life. The one that stoked fear and violence in witches and wizards across the globe.
Grindelwald’s mark.
These were Grindelwald supporters, likely on the run from the Ministry. Like the ones who’d attacked Cragcroft. Like the ones rumored to be hiding in the highlands.
Dark wizards.
Her heartbeat roared in her ears.
And then—she staggered back. Panic surged. Her foot cracked a branch beneath her heel, loud and sharp.
She grabbed her broom and ran.
Branches whipped at her face. Snow dragged at her boots, heavy and wet, pulling her down with every step. The trees were too tight. The snow too deep. She needed open space—needed to launch, to fly—
She turned toward where she thought the log had been. Where she’d let her magic loose, but it wasn’t there.
There was no clearing.
Every path looked the same—snow and pine and gnarled black trunks. Her tracks were already filling in behind her, erased by the wind. The forest twisted around her like a maze.
Like it was shifting. Like it wanted her lost.
Selene wouldn’t have gotten lost like this. Selene would’ve known where to go—would’ve felt the magic pull her to safety.
The hill she’d climbed minutes ago was gone—flattened into trees. The stream she thought she’d followed had vanished, too, not even a trickle left in the underbrush. She could’ve sworn she was only a few miles from where she started, but the world felt wrong now. Warped. Like the forest had swallowed the path and digested it whole.
Her breath hitched. She spun in a slow, dizzy circle, heart slamming in her chest. Nothing looked familiar. Nothing looked right.
The trees were closing in. Their branches reached low, like arms. The sky vanished above her. Light turned strange.
She ran anyway—stumbling, gasping, lungs burning. Her foot caught on a hidden root, and she pitched forward with a grunt, landing hard on the broom. Pain splintered up her ribs. She rolled to the side, coughing, snow seeping through her clothes. Her hands scrabbled in the drifts. The broom. Where was it?
There—just out of reach.
She lunged, grabbed it, and staggered to her feet again. Ancient magic howled inside her. Slipping through a break in the trees, Rosalind hoped for an opening—but there was only more forest. More shadows. More wrongness.
Her thoughts spiraled. What if they were following her? What if she couldn’t find her way out? What if this was it—
POP!
“Well, well, well.”
A tall man appeared before her.
His robes were tan once, now stained every shade of filth—grime and grease, old blood and newer things Rosalind didn’t want to guess at. His trousers were shredded at the knees, black with mud and worse. A red bandana masked the lower half of his face, and a moth-eaten stocking cap clung to his scalp, greasy hair peeking from underneath.
He reeked. Rot. Sweat. Death. And blood. Fresh. Coppery. It brought a gag to her throat.
POP!
Rosalind spun.
Another man stood behind her.
Shorter, wiry, with limbs like twigs and teeth that looked like they’d been rotting for decades. Blackened nubs. Yellow canines. Some missing altogether. His grin stretched too wide, and his eyes gleamed with something unhinged.
Ancient magic roared to life in her skin, pulsing beneath her gloves and vibrating through her ribs, fingertips, and spine.
It wanted to strike. It should have struck.
But it didn’t.
No wand. No flight. Nowhere to run.
She was trapped.
Her body refused to move. Her limbs felt too far away, like they belonged to someone else. Her chest heaved as her eyes darted between them. Her feet wouldn’t budge.
Two wands lifted.
“Not so fast, sweetheart,” the tall one said. His voice was low and gravelly. “What’s a pretty little Hogwarts student doing all the way out here?”
“At our camp?” the other echoed, shrill and cracked, his tone dancing just on the edge of hysteria. “Like a present.”
Rosalind’s heart thudded. Her stomach churned.
“Haven’t seen a witch this pretty in ages, ” the tall man continued, eyeing her with a sick sort of amusement. “Those ones in Marunweem? Bit on the ugly side, weren’t they, Brock?”
The wiry one—Brock—laughed sharply. “That they were, Culter. Real dog-faced little things.”
This was bad.
This was so, so bad.
Her legs wouldn’t work. Her hands burned with magic, but her arms wouldn’t lift. Why wasn’t it attacking? Why wasn’t it helping?
Because she was too scared.
Then Gwen’s voice echoed through her head. Stay in the castle. Don’t be reckless. Don’t make yourself a target.
But Rosalind always found trouble, whether she was looking or not. And now it had two wands aimed at her chest.
“I’m just passing through,” she said, voice trembling, barely audible. She tried to sound composed. She failed.
Rosalind pleaded in her mind with the magic. Release. Fight back. Get me out of here! Get us out of here! But it just pressed against her skin, heavy, thick, like tar. It didn't hum with readiness—it pulsed like it was waiting. Watching.
“She’s just passing through,” Brock mocked, his grin stretching wider. “Hear that, Culter? Should we let her pass?”
“Why would we do that?” Culter growled, stepping closer, “When we could have so much fun ?”
His wand lifted, brushing the hollow of her throat.
The stench that rolled off him hit her hard, sour, decaying, like meat left out in the sun.
She gagged.
They hadn’t bathed in weeks. Maybe months. Maybe longer. They didn’t care. They didn’t have to care. They lived outside of society. Outside of decency.
She could see it in their eyes: they would kill her. They would enjoy it.
“A Slytherin,” Culter muttered, glancing down at her borrowed jacket. “Well. That’s lucky. We like Slytherins.”
She felt Brock move behind her. Too close. She flinched as he lifted her hair away from her collar.
And then—
“Sallow,” he breathed. “Holy fuck, Cult. This one’s a Sallow.”
“You’re shitting me.” Culter grabbed her shoulders hard and yanked her around.
She twisted and faced Brock.
His breath hit her full in the face. It was rotted. Wet and feral.
“Well, look at that,” he sneered. “The pretty little Sallow witch.”
“No,” she said, desperate now, voice shaking. “This is my boyfriend’s jacket. I’m not—”
“What do you think we can get for her?” Culter asked, backing away. They weren’t touching her now, just circling like jackals.
Ancient magic surged in her chest. It scraped against her bones.
It wanted out.
It begged for it.
But fear had her by the throat, and she couldn’t even scream.
“A pretty penny for a pretty witch,” Brock said, eyes raking over her. “Maybe a little less after we’re done with her. But—” he grinned, revealing the rot again—“I’ve never been one to put much stock in gold.”
“Let’s see how pretty she is after we’ve—”
Tears streamed down Rosalind’s cheeks.
This was it, then? This would be the end of her—alone in the woods because she’d been too proud, too reckless, too unwilling to listen. She’d refused every warning, every offer of help. She’d never trained the magic. Never even tried.
And now—
She thought of Selene.
Fifteen-year-old Selene, in that picture from her journal, smirking up at her. A girl younger than Rosalind was now. Smiling like she knew the darkness and dared it to come for her.
That Selene had saved the school. She’d fought dark wizards and goblins and tamed wild ancient magic. Broken every rule and won.
And Rosalind—
Rosalind was going to die in the snow.
No.
No, she wouldn’t.
Rosalind thought of Selene. Of Sebastian. Of her mother and father. Of Benedict. Of Gwen and Parisa and Varinia. Of every person she’d ever loved who wanted to help her and love her.
The magic inside her surged.
Her arms felt weightless.
And then—
Rosalind exploded.
Blue and silver light burst from her in a violent spiral, fire laced with ice, rage forged into raw magic. It didn’t pour out—it detonated. It surged from her eyes, her throat, her fingertips. A scream from her bloodline. For Selene. For herself.
Culter and Brock flew backward, their bodies ragdolling through the air. Trees groaned. Snow evaporated. The ground cracked.
Rosalind hit the earth hard, the magic still whirling around her like a storm. She didn’t recognize the sound that tore from her throat—half sob, half-animal scream. Her ribs ached. Her skin stung. Her fingers twitched with aftershock.
And then—
Silence.
Thick, ringing silence.
When she finally opened her eyes, it was like waking up underwater. Her vision blurred. Her ears rang. The world was too bright. Too still. She lifted her head slowly. Everything ached. Her breath came in short, broken gasps.
Culter was several feet away, slumped against the trunk of a tree. His bandana was gone. His mouth hung open.
His eyes were open, too.
Unblinking.
Blood was pooling beneath his head, seeping into the snow.
Rosalind didn’t breathe.
Her body moved without thinking. She crawled to him on shaking limbs, dragging herself through the churned-up snow.
She stopped beside him. Stared down.
He wasn’t moving.
He was dead.
She killed him.
Her stomach lurched.
She gagged, hard, but there was nothing inside her. Only heat. Only panic.
She choked on a sob and pressed a hand to her mouth as if she could shove the scream back down her throat. She’d burned through Benedict’s gloves, and her fingertips were still glowing faintly blue.
“You bitch.”
Brock’s voice, ragged, furious, from somewhere behind her.
“I’m going to kill you. Then fuck your corpse. And then I’m going to kill your grandmother and stake her head over our camp and—”
Rosalind turned sharply, breath catching.
Her hand shot out without thinking. She snatched Culter’s wand. Red wood. Too long. It felt wrong in her grip. But she clutched it anyway and forced herself to stand.
“What was that?” Brock hissed, eyes wide. “What sort of magic was that?”
Rosalind’s mind spun. The blood in her mouth. The fizz of magic in her fingers. Culter’s body in the snow.
Disarm first, she heard—Professor Merrythought’s voice. No. Tom’s. Cold. Controlled. If you have their wand, you have the power.
She moved before she could think.
“Expelliarmus!”
Brock’s wand flew from his hand, vanishing into the snow.
“Fuck!” he shouted. “Now I’m really going to kill you—”
“Stay back,” Rosalind warned, raising the wand.
Her voice didn’t sound like hers. Too breathless. Too small.
He stepped forward.
“You killed him,” he said, eyes on Culter’s body.
“I’ll kill you too.” She meant it. But her hands were shaking. She thought once more of Defense class. Immobilize. “Petrificus Totalus!”
The spell shot wide. Brock dodged it easily. The wand fought her—unresponsive, stiff like it resented being wielded by a stranger.
“You’re a dead witch walking,” he spat.
Then he lunged.
Rosalind barely had time to move. He slammed into her, sending them both sprawling into the snow. He pinned her easily—wiry, strong, reeking of sweat and rot. Rosalind still felt hollow from the magic. Every limb was leaden. Her vision blurred. He yanked the wand from her hand and tossed it away, grinning.
She spat in his face.
He punched her.
Hard.
Something cracked. Her mouth filled with blood. Her tongue brushed over a gap. A tooth dropped onto her tongue.
She spit it out. It hit him square in the face.
“Nasty bitch,” he growled, wiping her blood from his cheek.
Rosalind twisted her wrist upward, aiming at him.
Magic burst from her palm—raw, ancient, silver-blue. It missed, slicing through the tree behind him with a crack.
He flinched.
“What the fuck was that?”
He didn’t see it. Couldn’t see it. The ancient magic was invisible to him.
Good.
She kneed him, hard.
He cried out, and she rolled beneath him, fighting to break free.
With a strangled sob, she scrambled for the wand—got it—
He tackled her again, this time landing a blow to her chest that knocked the wind out of her.
She sputtered, coughing, gasping for air—then drove her fist into his temple.
They rolled. Tumbling down the slope, the wand and her broom forgotten in the churned snow.
Her shoulder hit a rock beneath the surface— CRACK. Pain shot white-hot through her side. Her scream caught in her throat. Her arm dangled wrong, useless. The socket had popped.
Dislocated.
“Get off me!” she screamed. “Get the fuck off me!”
She wrenched one hand free and let go.
Ancient, raw magic burst from her palm—this time, it hit. Brock flew into the air above her, a blur of blood and rags.
Rosalind watched—wide-eyed, panting, terrified—as gravity took hold again. He was falling. Falling toward her—
She rolled. Fast. Hard. Her ribs screamed. Her shoulder— Agony.
She’d forgotten. The socket screamed as she hit the snow, jarring it again. A fresh jolt of pain burst through her vision. She cried out, clenching her teeth. But she didn’t stop. She scrambled to her feet, clutching her side. Her right arm wouldn’t lift.
So she used her left. Thrust her hand forward and blasted him again.
The magic slammed into his chest and hurled him backward into a tree.
She was already moving. Legs burning, lungs gasping. She sprinted uphill through the snow, fumbling for the wand, gripping it backward at first. Useless. She flipped it and raised it, shaking.
Brock was still standing. Blood gushed from his face and chest.
Rosalind hesitated.
She could try to incapacitate him. Bind him. Obliviate him. She’d heard it in theory— Obliviate, steady wrist, strong intent. But her shoulder throbbed. Her arm dangled. She couldn’t raise the wand properly. Couldn’t aim. If she fucked it up, he’d come back. He’d find her. He’d find her family. Her friends.
The snow behind her was stained red.
A man was dead.
She’d already done it once.
Why not again? The magic inside her answered before she could.
It purred. Warm. Seductive. It wanted this.
She wondered if Selene had done it like this—wand in hand—snow beneath her boots. Eyes locked on someone who had to die.
Rosalind’s skin tingled. Her heartbeat slowed. The fear drained from her all at once, replaced by something terrifyingly calm.
Power. Heaven. Hell.
This is you, it whispered. You are his end.
Rosalind raised the wand with her good arm. Pointed it to the sky and slammed it down at her feet—
Like Selene. Like she’d seen her grandmother do a dozen times. When the spiders were too big. When it had to end.
Lightning split the sky, blue and silver. Ancient and alive.
It struck Brock, and he burst into flames.
He screamed. Stumbled. And collapsed into a pile of blueish-tinted char.
Rosalind cried out and dropped to her knees.
Tears spilled down her cheeks, unrelenting. Her chest heaved. She couldn’t breathe. She was gasping—desperately, shallowly—trying to pull in air, but her lungs wouldn’t obey.
The snow beneath her was stained pink from the blood dripping down her chin. Her tooth was gone. Her mouth throbbed. Her hands were shaking. And the smell—
That terrible, clinging smell of burning flesh.
Rosalind let out a strained sob and threw the wand into the snow. It landed with a soft thump, half-buried instantly. She didn’t watch where it fell. She didn’t want to see it.
She stumbled backward. Didn’t look at the first body. Couldn’t.
The trees around her were silent now. The firelight from the distant camp was gone. Or maybe it was still flickering. She didn’t know. She couldn’t tell.
Her broom lay in the snow just a few feet away, half-covered. She moved toward it. Just one foot. Then the next. Her limbs were heavy. Her face stung. Her whole body pulsed like a bruise. Numbly, she picked up the broom.
She just killed two wizards.
Her hands still felt warm.
There were half a dozen wizards at that camp. If the fire was out—if they came looking for her—
Rosalind ran. She ran and ran and ran. Her boots tore through the snow. Her breath came in ragged and loud. Blood spilled from her mouth, and she spit it out, bright red against white, again and again.
Branches tore at her arms. Cold ripped through Benedict’s jacket. Her shoulder throbbed, bone grinding against bone with every stride.
The ground sloped, but she didn’t stop. She raced and raced until she came to a clearing with open sky above.
Rosalind didn’t hesitate. She launched herself into the air, her broom wobbling as she rose. And then she flew south.
Away from the bodies. Away from what she’d done.
Away from who she’d just become.
-.-
Rosalind landed hard.
The broom skidded across the snowy path outside the Hogwarts gates, nearly bucking her off. Her boots dragged through the slush and stone, and for one horrifying second, she thought she might vomit. Or pass out. Or both.
She staggered off the broom and collapsed to her knees.
The sky was a bruised purple, sun bleeding down behind the hills. The castle loomed in the distance—golden in the dying light, proud and serene, like it hadn’t noticed anything was wrong.
Her shoulder pulsed with pain like nothing she’d ever felt before. Her mouth tasted of copper. Benedict’s jacket was stiff with blood.
She spat again, another mouthful of red splashing the ground. Her knees sank deeper into the snow.
Then—pain.
A bright, white-hot pain radiated through her shoulder, sharper than before. She cried out, clutching at it instinctively. The joint jerked beneath her hand. Something inside her writhed. Shifted.
Moved. A pop. A grind.
And then—horribly—a slow, steady slide.
The bone forced itself back into place.
Rosalind screamed.
She bit down on the inside of her cheek to stop herself from making more noise, but the pain was everywhere now, crawling down her arm like a thousand ants. Her vision flickered. Her stomach turned. She collapsed onto her side, gasping.
For a moment, there was only her shoulder—throbbing, twitching with phantom pain, like the joint didn’t know it was whole again. Her breath came ragged. Her eyes stung.
Then, an ache bloomed behind her lip. A new throb. She ran her tongue across her teeth and froze. There, where the gap had been, something hard pushed up through her gumline. Just beginning.
Her tooth was growing back.
She gagged. Choked. Tried to scream again but couldn’t find air.
Her body was healing, rebuilding itself.
But it didn’t feel like hers anymore. It felt puppeted. Like the magic was knitting her back together without asking permission. Because it wanted her alive.
Because it loved her.
A warmth spread through her chest, deceptively tender.
The ancient magic purred. It was proud of her. Elated. It curled around her like a warm hug, brushing against her ribs, coiling inside her bruises, whispering: You survived. You did so well. You’re becoming what you were meant to be.
Rosalind sobbed. Not from the pain. Not even from the horror.
It loved her.
That was the worst part: that it was happy. That she could feel it celebrating in her bones.
She rolled to her knees, heaving again. The world swayed. Behind her, the gates waited—tall and black and still.
She crawled the last few feet and slumped against one of the iron bars. Her face was wet with snot and tears. Her shoulder throbbed. Her skin itched where the magic had touched it.
She felt monstrous. She felt new. She felt like something she didn’t understand.
And the gates creaked open.
-.-
Rosalind gripped her broom, hands stiff from the cold, and ran for the Quidditch pitch. The sun was still up, just shy of dinnertime. Hufflepuff or Ravenclaw would be heading here soon for a last-minute training session before tomorrow’s match.
She had to move fast.
Her boots crunched through the slush. The pitch loomed ahead, and she made her way around the backside, where the broom storage waited.
The handle was slick with blood.
She froze, staring at the crimson that stained her fingers. The smell, the taste, the slickness. She swore and darted for a pile of melting snow, desperate to scrub it away. She clawed at the snow, but it only smeared the red, turning it a sickly pink. Her hands stung. She had to make it go away.
She cleaned the broom as best as possible, watching the blood disappear. Her fingers hurt, aching, like pricks of needles from the chill. When the wood finally looked clean enough, she set it back exactly where it had been that morning, as though nothing had happened.
She should’ve felt something. But she didn’t.
Her brain refused to thread thoughts together. There was only instinct now. Clean. Change. Burn the clothes. Pretend it didn’t happen.
She was about to shove open the Ravenclaw locker room door when it creaked open on its own. Reflexively, she flattened against the wall, half-hidden behind a beam.
Maxine Ackerley strolled out—sixth-year Ravenclaw, wand tucked into her sleeve, short hair shooting up in several directions, shirt untucked, tie loose and smugly adjusted. She glanced back at the door and sighed wistfully. A little smile on her face as she strolled out of the pitch.
Rosalind blinked, confused.
Safe, her magic whispered. Go. Now.
She stepped inside. Then froze.
Varinia Tugwood was sitting on the bench in the center of the locker room, tugging up her skirt, her shirt unbuttoned halfway up. Her hair was mussed, her cheeks flushed. She looked up.
Their eyes locked.
Time didn’t move. Her mind didn’t work. She just stared.
“Is that your tooth?” Varinia’s voice cracked the silence as she looked at the blood-stained Quidditch jacket. Horror painted her face as her gaze trailed up to meet Rosalind’s.
Rosalind glanced down.
There, lodged into the zipper of Benedict’s Quidditch jacket, right above her ribs, was a tooth.
Her tooth.
Casually—almost too casually—she plucked it free. Held it up in the cold locker room light and studied it: root and all.
She ran her tongue along the new tooth, grown in its place. It felt… wrong. Too perfect. Too smooth. The one in her hand had tiny ridges and flaws—this one was a copy. Artificial.
“No,” she said flatly, voice distant. “I have all my teeth.”
She held the tooth between them like an offering and gave a slow, unfeeling smile.
Varinia flinched. Her hands gripped the bench beneath her, her knuckles white, her tie discarded on the floor. The air smelled faintly of—
Of sweat. Of perfume. Of sex.
Rosalind blinked.
Varinia blinked back.
Oh.
Oh.
“You can’t tell anyone,” Varinia said quickly. Her voice was panicked, too loud in the empty room. “Please, Rosalind, you can’t—”
“Why would I?” Rosalind asked softly. “I was never here.”
The silence stretched between them, clearing any lingering bitterness of their fight earlier in the week.
Varinia finished buttoning her shirt with trembling fingers, her movements mechanical, stiff. Rosalind’s mind felt empty, like someone had scooped it out and left only the hollow shell of a girl standing there.
She was alive, wasn’t she? Alive. Empty. Alive.
Varinia’s voice broke the stillness again. “Get in the shower,” she said softly, almost gently. “I’ll find you clothes.”
A pause, long enough that Rosalind could hear her heartbeat drumming in her ears.
“And I’ll burn those,” Varinia added, almost as an afterthought, her words trailing off into the quiet of the locker room.
Rosalind didn’t respond. She couldn’t. She just nodded.
The floor beneath her felt as though it was swaying, spinning. She could still feel the cold bite of the broom’s handle in her palms, the blood soaking into the fibers of her clothes, the dead weight in her chest, and the sick satisfaction of it all.
She turned and walked to the shower, clothes still on. The water was cold at first, too cold, but she didn’t care. It rushed over her skin, ran in pink streams down her boots, staining the blue tiles below.
Her blood? Did she make either of those wizards bleed? Or had she just murdered them, cold and unfeeling?
She stood there for a long moment, letting the water pour over her.
Then, slowly, she began to peel each item off, the fabric sticking to her skin like it was now part of her, unwilling to let go. She tossed them back into the locker room one by one.
The water was warmer now, but she still felt cold. So cold. The body wash in the showers smelled faintly of citrus. Orange.
Where there should have been cuts on her hands, there was nothing but perfect, unblemished skin.
She felt like nothing. Like everything. Like she was empty, but also too full.
The magic inside her hummed softly, soothing her.
Loving her.
Notes:
oops all rosalind chapter
we'll be back with tom next time
and you thought she'd crashed out last chapter???? lol
Chapter 15: The Mad Dog
Chapter Text
A few hours before Rosalind scrubbed blood from her hands, the corridor outside the Defense classroom was awash in honeyed light—sun streaming through high arched windows as if it, too, had been charmed by Tom Riddle’s smile.
He stood casually beside the doorframe, arms folded, one boot crossed over the other, like he had nowhere in particular to be. His sweater hung over his forearm; he wore only his white button-down and perfect Slytherin tie. When Euphemia Austen passed with two of her friends, he offered a pleasant nod and a smooth, “Enjoy your weekend.” One of them blushed so furiously she nearly collided with a suit of armor.
Paloma Wind and her Hufflepuff friends strolled out next, gazing gooey-eyed at Tom as he wished them a good weekend.
“See you in Magical Theory!” Iris Pemberley chirped, cheerful as ever.
It took him a moment to remember she was even in that class with him, but he smiled back all the same.
Even Fleamont Potter smacked him jovially on the bicep as he passed—the prospect of an unseasonably warm, golden weekend smoothing over all interhouse tension.
Next came Gwenore Weasley and Parisa Eldridge, exiting in tight formation. All class long, they’d sat with their heads bowed together, faces pinched with worry. Weasley’s eyes flicked up to him in surprise when he offered a quiet, “Weasley. Eldridge.”
Eldridge’s mouth tightened. Weasley just gave a stiff nod.
Tom’s smile didn’t falter. “Is Miss Sallow well?” he asked pleasantly.
Almost idly.
As though he hadn’t thought of her the entire class. As though he hadn’t watched the door, waiting.
Eldridge gave him a look like she’d like to hex him through the window. Weasley answered instead, “She’s… uh, fine. Just laying low. Needed a minute to breathe.”
Covering for her. The flicker in Weasley’s eyes told him everything: they had no idea where Rosalind was. She could’ve been halfway to Mars.
“Don’t we all,” Tom said lightly. “Enjoy your lunch.”
They walked on.
He leaned casually against the stone wall, glancing into the nearly empty classroom. His Knights had left first, eager to begin their weekends. None of them had afternoon classes—they’d be halfway to pissed drunk by the time he made it to Magical Theory.
The final stragglers emerged: the Slytherin girls, moving in a perfectly curated pack, dripping in perfume, cooing around Nicasia Parkinson—their sun.
Druella noticed him first. She let out a little, “Oh! Hello, Tom,” and stopped before him.
“Isn’t it just terrible, Tom?” Amalthea said, her arm around Nicasia’s shoulders. Nicasia sniffled. “Can you believe Sallow attacked Nic? She’s a foul beast, she is. Should be expelled.”
“She should be put down,” Veronika quipped dryly, bringing up the rear. She smirked at Tom, cool and aloof, not bothering to comfort Nicasia like the others. “Though it would be such a waste of good breeding.”
“Shut up, Vee,” Amalthea snapped. “Sallow hardly has good breeding—”
“It was a joke, Mal.”
Tom ignored them. “Nicasia.”
Her eyes met his. They flickered in fear, like a rabbit realizing it’s already been seen.
“Walk with me to lunch?” he asked, bowing his head just enough to hide the creeping smile. “I have a prefect matter I’d like to discuss.”
“It better be about firing Sallow,” Amalthea said, arm still looped around Nicasia’s shoulders.
Tom turned to her. Let his eyes narrow just for a moment. Let the mask slip.
A flicker of confusion passed over Amalthea’s face: a flush, a blink, the faintest stiffening in her posture. She straightened, stepped away from Nicasia, and grabbed Druella’s hand. “See you later, Nic!”
Veronika trailed after them, grinning to herself. Clearly, her fight with Nicasia over Lestrange wasn’t over yet.
Nicasia stood alone before him, her girls scattering away like dandelions down the corridor.
She forced herself to meet his eyes. A performance, mostly. He could tell she’d been crying—big, embarrassing, dugbug tears throughout class. She’d arrived late, clutching the back of her head, murmuring to Merrythought that she’d gone to the hospital wing to ensure Sallow hadn’t done any permanent damage.
As if Sallow had done more than yank her ponytail.
Tom wished she had.
“Shall we?” he asked, offering his arm.
She hesitated. Calculating.
Her gaze lingered on his forearm—exposed skin where his shirt was rolled to the elbows, the gleam of the Gaunt ring catching the light. Then, delicately, she placed her hand on his arm, cold as ice.
Nothing like the heat that burned off Rosalind—uncontrolled, untrained, raw power. He wanted his hands on it. On her.
He wanted to open her like a spellbook and see what spilled out—ink, blood, moans—he wasn’t picky.
He forced her from his mind and led Nicasia Parkinson down the steps.
“How are you feeling?” he asked.
She glanced at him, uncertain, unsure whether it was a genuine question or a setup. She wasn’t wrong to wonder.
“Oh, a little sore,” she said finally, lifting her free hand to touch the back of her head. “Shaken, definitely.”
“Hmm.” He nodded. “It was quite the scene.”
Nicasia didn’t reply.
“You handled yourself well, all things considered.”
Nicasia straightened slightly, letting that compliment land. Her fingers remained poised on his arm. “I didn’t even provoke her,” she said proudly. “She just snapped. Like some mad dog.”
“So I gathered,” Tom said. “And you, of course, were the picture of restraint.”
She laughed—soft, practiced. Tilted her chin so the light hit her jeweled necklace just so. “Well, I try not to make a scene in public. She clearly doesn’t care how she looks.”
“No,” Tom said, voice dipping. “She doesn’t.”
They turned a corner, descending a narrow stone stairwell. Their footsteps echoed. Students passed them, eyeing the Head Boy and Head Girl walking arm-in-arm. He could feel the pride wafting off Nicasia.
“I’m glad someone’s taking it seriously,” Nicasia said. “I don’t know what she plans to tell the Headmaster, but I’ve done everything I’m supposed to. I filed the report. I gave my account.”
“Very thorough of you.”
“I am Head Girl, after all.”
“Of course.”
“It’s not like I asked her to attack me.”
“No,” Tom murmured. “You just laid the kindling.”
She faltered, just for a step.
“What?”
“Nothing.” He smiled. “I’m only teasing.”
They passed the staircase leading to the Great Hall. Nicasia glanced toward it.
“Aren’t we—?”
“It’s quieter this way,” Tom said. “Besides, I did say this was about prefect business. Lunch after. You don’t have any afternoon classes, do you?”
“No,” she said slowly. Her fingers flexed slightly on his arm.
But he smiled at her—disarming, charming—and steered her down a quieter corridor, toward a small chamber just off the Entrance Hall—a receiving room for visitors. A fire crackled in the hearth. Two armchairs faced it, plush and rarely used.
Tom gestured to the one farthest from the door.
Nicasia hesitated, as if weighing her options, then sat. She dropped her bag beside her feet and laid her cloak over her lap. One hand rose—absently—to the back of her head.
Tom closed the door behind them. Slid his wand from his pocket and wordlessly locked it.
“What did you want to talk about?” she asked. There was a faint edge to her voice now.
Tom didn’t answer right away. He moved to the fire, presenting his profile like a portrait: pristine, poised, expressionless. His wand hung loose in one hand.
“Two fifth-years skipped patrol Wednesday night,” he said. “Those Gryffindors—what are their names again?”
“McLaggen and Jones.”
“Yes. McLaggen and Jones. See that they receive double shifts next week, won’t you?”
“I’ll talk to them,” she said, looking up at him. “Is that all?”
He gave her the barest smile. “I heard from Malfoy that you and Rosier caught multiple groups of students out of bed in the Astronomy Tower last night.”
“Yes,” Nicasia said, still watching him. “Sixth-years. A couple houses. We docked points—one hundred from Ravenclaw by the end of it.”
“Mm.” Tom tilted his head slightly, thoughtful. “Did you file a report?”
“No.” She hesitated. “I took points off—”
He turned to face her fully then. Still. Calm. Unblinking.
“And yet, you thought this—” he gestured with a flick of his fingers, like conjuring the memory of the Great Hall scene from the air—“warranted a full report to the Headmaster? Immediately?”
Nicasia stiffened. “Yes. This was different.”
“Was it?”
His tone remained mild. Inquiring. But hollow.
“Of course it was,” she said, sharper now. “She attacked me in front of the school.”
“Mm.”
“The Headmaster saw it. Everyone saw it!”
“No need to raise your voice,” Tom said, softly amused. “It’s only…”
“What?” she snapped, fingers digging into the armrest. Her nails—green, sharpened to points—dug into the upholstery.
“Well,” he said, with mock thoughtfulness. “It wouldn’t have happened at all if you hadn’t started those nasty little rumors about her.”
Nicasia sputtered and gasped, shaking her head like she could swat the accusation away.
“I didn’t start those rumors!”
Tom tilted his head, patient and patronizing.
“Nicasia,” he said, chidingly. “We’ve already had this conversation. Your jealousy of Sallow is unbecoming. Especially for a Head Girl.”
“And I’ve already told you,” she snarled. “I’m not jealous of her.”
He gave her a long look.
“You were going to pick her for the hunt at the party on Saturday.”
“I was not!”
“You were. You’d already selected her.”
Her eyes searched his face, frantic and blinking. Then something shifted. Her spine straightened in horror.
“You were in my head. You made me change my mind.”
“It wasn’t difficult,” he murmured, stepping forward. The firelight caught the edge of his profile, throwing half of it in shadow. “Your shields are abysmal. You might want to fix that before your Defense N.E.W.T.s.”
He stopped in front of her.
“Regardless,” he said, gentle now, “I saw some very interesting things, Nicasia.”
Her fingers flexed on the armrest again. He grabbed her hand and held it up between them.
“I had no idea your hatred for Tugwood ran so personal,” he muttered. “So very carnal.”
She snatched her hand back. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
Tom’s smile barely shifted.
“That wasn’t the only thing,” he said, circling her chair like prey. “Your necklace—the emerald one? The heirloom?”
He leaned in slightly.
“You wonder if it’s a fake. You wonder if your father lied when he gave it to you, just like you wonder if he’s still losing money. If the Parkinson vault is emptier than he lets on.”
She flinched, eyes snapping toward the fire.
“You wonder if Ares will ever leave Veronika for you.” A pause. “He won’t, by the way.”
Silence stretched.
“You dream of being Rosalind Sallow–”
“Merlin, not her again,” Nicasia snapped, her voice sharp and rising. “You’re bloody obsessed with her. Do you think we can’t all see it, Tom?”
His eyes flickered—insolent little thing. For a moment, the mask nearly cracked.
But Nicasia wasn't wrong. He’d thought of Rosalind with blood on her hands more times than he could count. Dreamed of it. Made himself sick with it.
“Careful,” he said, voice quiet and cold.
He leaned in slightly, voice dropping lower still.
“And if I am—so what? You’re still nothing. To me. To everyone.”
Nicasia looked like she might be sick.
Tom sighed. He reined himself in. He was already undoing her, already winning.
He reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. “You’re a mess, Nicasia. Fragile. Small.”
She still didn’t crack. Just stared at the fire, shoulders straight.
Tom shrugged.
“Did you really think a report would be enough to get rid of her?”
Nicasia’s voice shook. “My father will never let her stay. She attacked me, she’s—”
“A mad dog. Feral. Violent. Crazy. A bitch.” He recited the words, bored. “Nicasia, I’ve heard it all.”
Her lips twitched.
“I’ve heard every petty, unimaginative insult from your mouth for seven years. And I’ve seen inside your mind.” His voice dipped, low and final. “I could do it again. But I imagine it’s already starting to crack. I don’t need Legilimency to know you started them. It’s written all over your face.”
Nicasia blinked, trembling. “I didn’t think it would get this far. I just wanted everyone to think she was a slag–”
“But it did,” Tom said. “And now you’re going to fix it.”
She shook her head. “No. There’s nothing to do—Sallow dug her own grave. She attacked me, Tom! She is a mad dog. She’s a bitch . She needs to be punished.”
He didn’t even blink.
“No,” he said, very softly. “No. Sometimes, Nicasia, we have to do the right thing.”
She looked up at him like he’d slapped her.
“ Now. You’re going to repeat every word you told the Headmaster. And then, go to Dippet and retract it. All of it.”
Nicasia’s mouth opened. She wanted to fight. But the words caught in her throat.
“You’ll tell him you lied,” Tom continued. “You started the rumors. You let them grow. And you’re deeply sorry.”
He waited.
Nicasia didn’t speak.
“Or what?” she whispered.
Tom’s returning smile was slow. Wicked.
“Would you like me to answer that, Nicasia?”
She shook her head.
Tom smiled. “Good girl.”
-.-
Professor Thiswell found Tom waiting outside the Magical Theory classroom a little later. Her hair was piled into a chaotic knot atop her head, bracelets jangling as she approached in a poncho that seemed like a crime against fashion.
“Class is canceled, Tom,” she declared, far too theatrically. Her voice rang down the corridor like a charm.
He resisted the urge to sigh. Her brand of performative eccentricity was excruciating to endure, but he needed an Outstanding in Magical Theory for the Department of Mysteries. So he smiled. Polite. Patient. Predatory.
“I’ve misplaced the curriculum,” she added with a tragic flourish.
“Oh?” he asked, eyebrows drawn in concern. “Would you like help looking for it, Professor?”
“Oh, Tom!” she gasped, fluttering her hands. Lipstick was smeared across her teeth.
Lipstick on a pig, Tom thought dispassionately.
“You’re always such a gentleman. Please, come in. You can help me look—I swear they were just in my office last week, but I haven’t had a chance to tidy up. I’ve tried and tried—”
She waddled through the door mid-rant. Tom rolled his eyes behind her back and followed.
He dropped his bag by a desk before ascending the stairs after her. She was still babbling—something about chaos, no time, and the stars never aligning.
Then the smell hit him.
Thick. Stagnant. Revolting.
He’d smelled decaying flesh before—this was worse.
The sight of her office made it worse still. Books discarded like rubbish, spines cracked, pages folded. The air was thick with dust. Crumpled notes and moldy parchment peeked from beneath teetering stacks of books.
The disarray was offensive. He couldn’t look at the bookshelves for long without wanting to fix them.
“Professor,” he said smoothly, stepping over a stack of yellowed scrolls as she fluttered toward the hearth, “have you considered employing a house-elf to assist with cleaning?”
“I tried that once,” she huffed. “They destroyed my organizational system.”
Tom kept his face neutral.
“What are we looking for, exactly?” he asked aloud.
“The journal,” she said, easing her bulk onto the armrest of a chair already half-eaten by books. “We were just about to begin our unit on alternative magical frameworks.”
Tom didn’t touch anything. He couldn’t stomach it. But he did approach the desk. Behind her chair sat a haphazard pile of notebooks.
He tapped the top one with his wand.
They looked gathered. Like someone had simply whispered Accio Journal! and left them here.
“Did you try summoning it?”
“Oh, I’d never,” she chuckled. “Last time I did that, I knocked myself unconscious for three hours. You never know what might come flying out of this office.”
Tom forced a smile.
So, someone else had summoned them.
“Who did they belong to?” he asked, gently nudging the rest of the pile with his foot.
“Miriam Fig,” she said with a dreamy sigh. “I mentioned her, didn’t I? Wife of a former Magical Theory professor. I found it tucked behind a shelf a few months ago. A lucky find. Tragic story, really—she died while they were both working here. I suppose her husband couldn’t bear to look at them, poor man. Or the old witch lost it herself. Alas, his pain is our pleasure. Or maybe not, seeing as I’ve lost it!”
Tom nodded, turning to face the bookshelves. He’d heard the name Miriam Fig before, off-hand, in some articles about one particular witch.
Selene Alderton.
Whose mentor was Miriam Fig’s husband.
“Professor,” he said, turning toward a crumbling bookshelf, “what was the subject of her research?”
“A rare form of raw, ancient magic,” she said brightly. “She believed certain bloodlines could see and wield it—pull it from ruins, turn it into something useful. All theory, of course. Fascinating stuff.”
Tom froze, then forced himself to reach toward the shelf, pretending to search.
“And what could this magic be used for?” he asked.
“Well, for good?” she said, shrugging. “To build. To create. Something from nothing.”
“And for… other things?”
“Destruction. Absolute and total. So dramatic as to bring about the end of wizardkind.” She gave a little laugh. “You know how these theorists are.”
He smiled lightly, though his pulse quickened.
“What else?”
“Oh, Tom,” she said with fond exasperation, “I only skimmed the first journal before I misplaced it. It was all speculative, anyway.”
“Tell me what you remember,” he said gently. “Since class is canceled.”
She beamed. He wanted to hex her teeth out.
“If I remembered more, I’d share it, dear Tom,” she said. “But I suppose, there was one thing.”
She stood. Smoothed the front of her poncho. Something thudded to the floor, and neither of them acknowledged it.
“She read in some obscure tome that you could always identify a wielder of this magic by one trait.”
He turned to her. “What is it?”
“A silvery flicker in their eyes,” she said. “Like fire.”
-.-
Rosalind blinked at her reflection, willing her eyes to settle.
Inhale. Hold. Exhale. Hold. Again. Again. Again.
Varinia leaned in the doorway, halfway across the room, arms folded across her chest. They’d stopped half a dozen times from the Quidditch pitch to the faculty tower. Rosalind had wanted to collapse onto her bed, or maybe the moth-eaten sofa in the Undercroft—but Varinia had reminded her, gently:
It was Friday. They had prefect patrol.
“They won’t notice if I skip that too,” Rosalind had muttered.
“Do you want to keep skipping?” Varinia had asked. “Or try to go back to normal?”
Damn her. Varinia, with her logic and clarity, even now. Rosalind had only nodded, hollow and obedient, and followed.
Now, thanks to Varinia, she was clean. Her hair was combed and parted down the middle. Her uniform hung just slightly off her frame—crisp, but rumpled. Normal enough to pass.
The boots ruined it.
Too big, too worn, too borrowed. Rosalind Sallow’s boots were always polished, the latest fashion, shiny like her smile—no time to get a proper pair from the Ravenclaw tower.
But it wasn’t the boots that unsettled her most.
It was her eyes.
She could feel them pulsing in the mirror’s reflection, like something was burning behind her irises.
Varinia had called them silvery—an uncanny sort of blue.
To Rosalind, it meant one thing: trouble.
“You ready?” Varinia asked after a few more breaths. She clutched a brown paper sack—the roast sandwich Rosalind had barely touched, picked up from the kitchens on the way in.
“Almost,” Rosalind said, watching her eyes finally fade.
She looked… lovely. Like herself again.
Almost.
Too-large shoes. Straightened hair. The wrong-colored eyes.
But she was not normal. Not anymore. Not after that.
She tried not to think of the scent—smoke, scorched skin, magic searing through bone. She tried not to remember the sound it made when it left her.
“Let’s go,” she said through clenched teeth.
She squared her shoulders, tossed her hair back, and put on her face.
Varinia tossed her the paper bag as they left the lavatory.
The scent of roast meat hit Rosalind’s nose. Her stomach flipped. For one sharp, lurching second, it wasn’t a sandwich in her hands—it was scorched flesh. Bubbling skin. Smoke curling through the trees.
She was starving. But every time she smelled food, it reminded her of—
She shoved the sandwich into the bag.
She needed a distraction.
They climbed the third-floor corridor toward the Grand Staircase. It was already shifting above them, groaning through the castle, trying to catch students off guard and deliver them straight to Peeves or a professor.
They hopped onto a landing as it swung into reach, skirts flaring. Rosalind steadied herself on the banister, then glanced sideways.
“Varinia,” she said softly. “About Maxine—”
Varinia flinched. Her cheeks flushed. “Please don’t.”
“I won’t tell anyone,” Rosalind promised. “I mean it.”
A short silence passed. Then, just when it seemed the subject had passed—
“What’s going on with you and Tom Riddle?” Varinia asked, too quickly. “Gwen thinks you’re sleeping with him.”
Rosalind blinked. The staircase locked into place, leading to the faculty corridor.
“I don’t know,” she said. “Nothing. Something. It’s… complicated. I’m not sleeping with him.”
“And Alfie Black?”
Rosalind paused.
It took her longer than it should have to remember that Alfie Black was her boyfriend .
Varinia gave her a crooked look. “It’s probably time to write him. End it.”
Rosalind nodded slowly. She could barely picture him—there was only empty space in her mind when she thought of him.
The faculty tower came into view, and dread closed around her throat.
What would be waiting for her?
Nicasia? Ready to gloat—or fight?
The Headmaster? With months’ worth of detentions and a letter home?
Aurors? Had someone found the bodies?
Dark wizards, come to finish the job?
Her heart slammed against her ribs. Her breath vanished.
Varinia grabbed her by the shoulders and shook her.
“Snap out of it,” she hissed. “You have to hold it together, Sallow. Just for now. Just until we walk out of there, then you can sob and choke and whatever the hell else you need to do.”
Rosalind locked eyes with her, searching. Then nodded. Forced her lungs to move.
In—and hold.
Out—and hold.
“Okay.”
She knew Tom would be in there.
Stupid, fucking Tom Riddle. Who hadn’t said a word to her all week. Who hadn’t lifted a single finger while she spiraled. Who’d just stood by, watched, and smiled.
Some game. His game. Always his.
Varinia’s hand pressed between her shoulder blades, gently steering her forward. At the prefects’ office door, she gave Rosalind one last nod, firm and grounding, and pushed it open.
Rosalind nearly turned and ran.
The room swam around her, too bright and too still, shadows flickering along the stone. Her eyes locked onto the figure at the back wall: Tom Riddle, leaning against the stone like a sculpture carved in the image of a God. Beautiful. Untouchable.
His gaze caught hers, and for a second, something in his eyes shifted.
Lit up.
No. That was in her head. He was only looking. Staring. Watching her like always—
“Miss Sallow!”
Professor Merrythought’s voice shattered the silence. Her chair scraped violently across the floor as she sprang to her feet.
Rosalind flinched.
And then—arms. Warm, unexpected, and engulfing.
Merrythought hugged her.
Rosalind froze. Her body locked, muscles seizing like a spell had hit her. She didn’t move. Couldn’t breathe.
This professor, who never so much as tapped her wand in correction on Rosalind’s elbow, was now hugging her, pressing her cheek against Rosalind’s temple, stroking her back.
The room spun.
She blinked over Merrythought’s shoulder, grasping for something familiar—only to find Tom.
Winking.
Tom Riddle winked at her.
What the fuck was happening?
Merrythought pulled back. Smoothed Rosalind’s sleeves like she might come undone. “Oh, Miss Sallow. Please, sit down. We have some matters to discuss.”
The Headmaster stood calmly off to the side.
Rosalind couldn’t feel her feet. Her hands. Her body.
It was like she was floating outside herself, watching some other girl nod.
“Miss Tugwood,” Merrythought continued, turning, “would you kindly wait outside? Tom will join you.”
Tom nodded politely. His eyes never left Rosalind’s face. Not even when he pushed off the wall and walked past her, his sleeve brushing against her arm. It sent a ripple down her spine like cold water.
Varinia didn’t move until Rosalind nodded. Then she, too, left.
And the door shut with a click behind them.
Now it was just her.
And them.
Rosalind turned to face the room. The candlelight felt wrong. Too warm, too golden.
Merrythought stood behind the desk, hands folded again. Headmaster Dippet stood beside her, resting one hand on the chair back like he wasn’t sure if he belonged here.
“Sit, please,” he said gently, motioning to the chair across from them.
He flicked his wand. Another chair appeared beside Merrythought’s. He settled into it, quiet and heavy.
Rosalind lowered herself into the seat as if it might bite her.
In—and hold. Out—and hold.
Her hands rested in her lap. Perfectly still. But her heart? Her heart was sprinting.
“It has come to our attention,” Merrythought began, folding her hands on the desk with a look of grim authority, “and we do apologize for the crass language—”
“—Yes, we do,” Dippet interjected awkwardly, shifting beside her. His discomfort rolled off him in waves.
“That some of the Slytherin girls have been spreading vile rumors about you. About your cousin. About Mr. Avery.”
“And a Hippogriff,” Dippet added helpfully.
Rosalind flinched.
Merrythought’s mouth pressed into a thin line. “And Professor Starbloom.”
Rosalind’s brain sputtered. She managed to croak, “Uh—?”
“Just awful rumors,” Merrythought pressed on. “The kind that could ruin someone’s life. The sort of filth no proper witch should have to endure.”
She leaned forward slightly, eyes flaring. “Of course, I can’t condone physical violence—”
“—I’m so sorry,” Rosalind blurted, on reflex. Her voice cracked.
“—But it is certainly no mystery what drove you to that reaction,” Merrythought finished, with more warmth than Rosalind had ever heard from her. She looked—genuinely— sympathetic .
Rosalind’s head was spinning. Her fingers curled tightly around the edge of the chair. She didn’t know where she was anymore. This wasn’t real. She had to be dreaming.
“Nicasia Parkinson came to my office this evening,” Dippet said, his voice mild, “and confessed to starting the rumors. To fueling them. And to provoking you in the Great Hall.”
Rosalind stared at him. Blinked. Blinked again.
“What?” she whispered.
“She was a mess,” Dippet continued, sighing. “The guilt was eating her alive. She was shaking like a leaf. It’s terrible for a Head Girl to be caught in such disgrace, but—well—teenagers will be teenagers.”
Her hands had gone numb.
This wasn’t happening. It couldn’t be.
Nicasia confessed?
She looked around the room, as if it might vanish, peel back like a film set. Where was the trap? Where was the trick?
“You look peaky, Miss Sallow,” Merrythought said gently. “Would you like some tea?”
Merrythought snapped her fingers. A House Elf appeared beside the desk with a bow. Moments later, the tray was set before her: delicate china, a steaming pot, flaky pastries arranged with precision.
Merrythought poured her a cup. “Milk or sugar, dear?”
“Uh—a splash of milk,” Rosalind said, dazed. She reached for the cup with trembling fingers. “But what do you mean—Nicasia confessed?”
“She’ll serve a week’s detention,” Dippet replied, pained. “Professor Slughorn was heartbroken. He had to write to her family. You know how difficult that is for him.”
Rosalind clutched the teacup, trying to process what she was hearing. The porcelain was warm. Real.
She took a sip.
And for the first time in days, the taste didn’t turn her stomach.
“What does this mean for me?” she asked.
Dippet gave her a small, pleasant smile. “Well, you did attack another student in the Great Hall. And you did skip your classes today.”
Rosalind’s grip on her teacup tightened. This was it—the question beneath the question.
She took a breath, then met his eyes, forcing her voice steady.
“I wasn’t in the common room, if that’s what you’re wondering,” she said, her prepared lie ready on her tongue. “I… I was in the abandoned greenhouse. The one off the back path.”
Merrythought frowned. “Greenhouse Five? It’s overrun with Devil’s Snare and that giant Venemous Tentacula…”
“And you thought spending the day there was a good idea?” Dippet asked, bewildered.
Rosalind lowered her gaze. “I wasn’t in my right mind. I just needed… quiet. I shouldn’t have gone. And I shouldn’t have been—” She swallowed. “Smoking.”
Merrythought’s eyebrows climbed. “You were what?”
Rosalind gave a small, miserable shrug. “I had a cigarette or two. I know it’s against the rules. That’s the truth. That’s where I was. There’s an old armchair once you get past the Devil’s Snare.”
There was a long pause. Merrythought looked like she didn’t know whether to scold or comfort her.
“Well,” Dippet said at last, tugging at the cuff of his sleeve. “Hardly the worst confession we’ve heard this week.”
“Hardly,” Merrythought agreed. “Miss Sallow, you really shouldn’t be smoking at all, let alone on school grounds. It’s terrible for you.”
“Yes, Professor,” she said, still looking at her hands. A confession of misbehavior – enough to convince them she was hardly anywhere else. Not off the grounds. Not in the woods, murdering dark wizards…
“Detention is in order for that, I think,” Dippet said.
“Yes, but within reason,” Merrythought said, glancing knowingly toward Rosalind. “She’ll serve her detention with me.”
Rosalind felt her heart rise to her throat. Her vision blurred for a moment—not from tears, just a wave of dizziness, disbelief.
She had never felt so completely unmoored .
Dippet opened his mouth—hesitated—then closed it again.
Merrythought pressed the advantage. “Albus agrees with me. He wrote Rosalind a letter of recommendation this evening.”
She produced a folded parchment from her robes and passed it across the desk. Rosalind recognized the handwriting immediately. Slanted. Precise.
Dumbledore.
She blinked at it.
“You’ll find a glowing recommendation for Rosalind’s character in that letter. He’s known her since she was a girl, yes, and personally vouches against any future misbehavior. As do I.”
“Alright, then,” Dippet said, relenting. “Miss Sallow, if there’s another incident, we’ll be forced to involve your family. And assign more detention. Or worse. Control your temper, no matter the provocation.”
“Yes, sir,” she said faintly.
Her family didn’t know.
They hadn’t written them.
Her whole body tingled with sudden, giddy relief.
She wasn’t in trouble.
“Let’s do your detention tomorrow afternoon,” Merrythought said, smiling slightly. “Finish your tea. Have a scone. We’ll review your…er… fighting techniques. A witch of your caliber shouldn’t be resorting to hair-pulling. Not unless absolutely necessary.”
She gave Rosalind one last look—warm, almost conspiratorial—and stood. Dippet followed.
Rosalind stayed frozen in her chair, the steam from her cup curling softly into the air.
No punishment.
Nicasia had turned herself in.
Her mind tried to keep up. But the words kept repeating: No punishment. No punishment. No punishment.
She bit into the scone. Flaky, warm. Real.
And then the question came.
Why?
Why had Nicasia done it?
But she already knew.
Tom Riddle walked in moments later, smug and slow, flanked by Varinia. He moved like he owned the space—like the director on a film set, strolling through his own carefully composed world.
His eyes found hers instantly, gleaming with satisfaction, like a cat who caught the canary.
Rosalind flushed. A rush of heat bloomed up her spine, into her cheeks, her ears, her scalp. Her skin prickled. Ancient magic stirred—purring now, no longer trembling. Giddy.
As he passed, she caught the scent of his cologne—sharp and strange, like palo santo burning in a temple. Smoke and citrus, wood and fire. A cleansing thing, sacred and wrong. It wrapped around her, and her magic stirred again, leaning toward him, curious. Wanting.
“How did you do it?” she asked him.
Varinia startled beside her. “Do what?” she said, confused, looking between them.
Tom gave no indication he’d heard either of them. He strolled forward and plucked a scone from the tray. He didn’t eat it. Just turned it over in his hands. Slowly. Thoughtfully.
“I have no idea what you’re talking about,” he said lightly. But his eyes—his eyes said something else entirely.
Thank me.
Get on your knees and thank me properly.
Rosalind’s pulse quickened. Her throat felt too tight. Her hands had gone cold.
He had done it. He’d made Nicasia confess. And now he stood here, pretending it hadn’t happened. Pretending he didn’t just pluck Rosalind out of the wreckage.
She ran her tongue over her new tooth.
She wanted to spit at him. She wanted to kneel. She wanted to understand why she couldn’t breathe when he looked at her like that.
What was he playing at?
And why, in the pit of her stomach, did she want to play along?
Varinia shifted. “We should get going,” she said, placing a steadying hand on Rosalind’s elbow. “We’re already late.”
Rosalind let herself be guided, but her gaze never broke from his. Not for a second.
Tom kept watching her, too, still smiling. Not kind or warm. Not mocking either. Just knowing .
She could see it clearly, as if through the shimmer of a breaking Disillusionment Charm. The smooth mask he wore was starting to split.
And underneath, something darker blinked back at her. His coffee-colored eyes burned molten, hungry.
“Welcome back, Rosalind,” he said at last. His tone was like she’d just returned from holiday, not a soul-destroying trip to the Forbidden Forest.
But his eyes—his eyes knew.
-.-
After patrol, Rosalind collapsed onto the sofa in the Undercroft, Selene’s journal clutched tight to her chest.
The silence hit first. Jarring.
No footsteps. No voices. No Varinia humming. Just the pulse of ancient magic and the quiet of her own heartbeat.
She sat there for a long time, staring at nothing, but feeling everything .
She was so tired—the kind that settled in her bones and made her teeth ache. The House Elf who always brought Parisa coffee had appeared in Central Hall with bread and cheese. Rosalind had managed a few bites. It sat like stone in her stomach.
For five endless hours, she’d stood in Central Hall, pretending to care about students out of bed. Pretending to care about prefect duties. School. The ridiculous gossip Varinia was fixated on.
Pretending like she was normal.
Like she hadn’t killed two men.
Her jaw clenched. Her lungs began to shrink.
Two wizards were dead.
Her heart thudded hard. Wrong. Too loud.
She tried to breathe.
In—and hold.
Out—and hold.
It wasn’t working.
Her vision began to flicker at the edges. The stone walls of the Undercroft pulsed in and out of focus, closing in. Her hands were shaking. Her ears were ringing. Ancient magic overwhelmed her, buzzing like a thousand bees in her ears.
Dead.
She had made them that way.
They were evil. Monsters. But they were still—
Dead.
Because of her.
Her chest locked. Her throat cinched. Her hands flew to her mouth to hold something in—a sob, maybe. Or a scream.
Her magic was coiling again. Writhing. Tighter and tighter. A serpent in her ribcage, choking her from the inside.
She tried to focus on anything . On a cracked stone, her breath, a thread in the cushion—
But all she could see were his eyes.
Molten. Unblinking. Like they could see straight through her.
And for one terrible second, the panic ebbed. Her magic quieted. Soothed.
Tom… it whispered. Please, Tom…
Something giggled in her head—high-pitched, dizzying. The relief faded.
Stop. Stop.
The walls were too close. The air was too thin.
She pressed her back to the cushions. Tried to breathe.
In—
In—
In—
Why couldn’t she breathe?
She couldn’t get her lungs to listen. She couldn’t think. Her eyes burned. Her magic was laughing now. Then—
“Sweetheart,” said a voice, calm and dry and altogether too casual, “I think you might want to try putting your head between your legs. That always used to help me.”
Rosalind flinched like she’d been hexed. She scrambled upright, limbs jerking gracelessly, breath catching in her throat. Her back slammed into the stone pillar.
Her heart thundered.
The triptych wasn’t empty anymore.
A woman sat inside it.
She wore a soft green dress, her dark hair pinned back. Her smile was small. Knowing. Unbothered.
Chapter 16: The Woman on the Wall
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The woman in the Triptych looked as if she had always been there. One ankle tucked behind the other, a soft green dress draped neatly over her knees. Her hair was pinned back simply, her hands folded in her lap.
She didn’t look regal. She didn’t look dangerous. She looked like she’d been waiting—patiently—for centuries. Her expression was calm and faintly amused.
Rosalind’s mouth opened, but no words came out.
The woman tilted her head. Her voice was light and airy—Scottish, definitely, like the locals from the Highlands.
“I didn’t mean to startle you.”
Rosalind took stock of the voice, the dress, the utter lack of menace. But the air had shifted. It was heavy now. Charged—like the moment before a lightning strike.
She stood between the middle pillars, half-shrouded in their shadow, the cold stone beneath her boots anchoring her in place.
It was only a woman in a portrait. Portraits couldn’t hurt her. And yet…
Magic began to pool beneath her fingertips.
The woman’s lips curved, just barely.
“Oh, don’t bother with theatrics. If you were going to destroy my portrait, you would’ve done it already.”
Rosalind lifted her hand anyway—magic unfurling from her skin in a low shimmer, silver and blue. It slithered across the room, winding its way to the Triptych before curling around the carved frame. The magic paused, inspecting, assessing—like Camille, her cat, when she met a stranger.
And then, just as gently, it returned to her, coiling back into her palms like it had never left.
The woman looked almost impressed. “That’s a neat trick.”
“It’s not a trick.” Rosalind lowered her hand, but the magic still hummed beneath her skin. The silence stretched. And then, realization settled over her. Undeniable.
“You can see it,” Rosalind whispered. “The ancient magic.”
It was not a question, but a truth. The woman didn’t flinch. Just smiled like ancient magic was an old friend.
“Of course I can.”
Her heart thundered, hard. Power licked her palms. The urge to burn the portrait—burn the woman—swept through her like a spark.
But she held it back. Bit down on it.
“Who are you?” she asked instead.
The woman’s expression flickered—just briefly—then settled, unreadable. “I’m someone who’s been watching you for a long time, Rosalind.”
She bristled, shocked. “How do you know my name?”
“Because you’ve come in here multiple times a week since you were about this tall,” the woman said, lifting her hand to a height that looked suspiciously like first-year Rosalind. “You always talk to yourself, you know. It’s rather endearing.”
A chill licked down her spine. Something wasn’t right. This felt wrong. Wrong. “You’ve been watching me?”
“Of course. I have a little perch just off-frame—”
“Why?” she gasped out. Her magic was ready. Ready to attack. Ready to burn–
“Why what? I’m a portrait, Rosalind. There’s not much else to do. And please, settle yourself. We’re only having a civil conversation.”
Rosalind looked down at her palm. It was glowing. Glowing silver and blue. She clenched her fist but it only dulled the shine.
“I’ll ask only once more,” she said, voice low and cold. “Who are you?”
The woman smiled.
And Rosalind recognized it. A memory stirred—
“You’re one of them,” she breathed, taking an involuntary step back. “You’re a Keeper.”
The woman let out a breath—almost a sigh. “No,” she said softly. “Though they were the ones who killed me.”
Rosalind’s magic rippled uneasily. She went still.
“I saw you,” she said slowly.
Her mind scrambled through memory. Almost three summers ago, she’d spent a few days dipping her head into the Pensieve in her grandparents’ London townhouse, watching scattered scenes about the dangers of ancient magic.
There had been a girl. Fifteen. Scottish. Small frame, power too big for her. The same age Selene had been when her magic manifested.
She’d lived during the Keeper era. Trained by them. Mentored by them—
“I was their student,” the woman corrected. “They were quite fond of me. Until they weren’t.”
The magic inside Rosalind pricked at her ribs. Curious. Apprehensive. No longer ready to strike. As if it recognized the woman in the portrait now.
“You became a professor,” she murmured. “You were one of them.”
“For a time.”
Her tongue felt impossibly dry—like she’d swallowed dust. More memories tumbled into place—dusty things, long-neglected, settling into their old grooves.
“You,” she whispered, “You’re Isidora Morganach.”
The woman inclined her head, that same eerie calm radiating from the frame. “I am pleased to make your acquaintance. I’ve been waiting a very long time.”
“You’ve had plenty of opportunities,” she said, studying Isidora. Trying to match her with the girl in the Pensieve.
It would’ve been painted before her death—but yes. Rosalind could see it now. The line of her jaw. The light in her eyes. As little as she truly paid attention to those memories…
She could see it.
Isidora Morganach. The student of the Keepers, their eventual peer. She had longed to use ancient magic to heal pain from the world, going so far as to drain it from her father, from her own students. Growing her own power, greater and greater, until she couldn’t handle it any longer, had to lock it away in a repository under the school.
And now that batty witch was sitting in front of her. Calling her by her name.
Rosalind recoiled, spine straightening. Ready to run.
“You’re nothing like your grandmother,” Isidora said lightly. “She is your grandmother, isn’t she? Or am I off a few centuries?”
“If you’re talking about—”
“Selene Alderton.” A smile ghosted across her lips. “Sharp one. Clever. Cold, though. Not much softness to her. How is she now?”
“Saved the world half a dozen times,” Rosalind said, before she could stop herself. “Did you speak with her?”
She thought of fifteen-year-old Selene—the picture in the journal, smirking up at her.
Isidora shook her head. “No. She kept to herself, mostly. Always in here with that little friend of hers—freckled, looked rather like your brother. And she had that look—like she might burn me to ash if I so much as spoke. Not the trusting sort.”
“She’s my grandmother,” Rosalind said quietly. “And she’d blast you to bits before you even got your first word out.”
“Hm,” Isidora said, smiling slightly. “Well, I like you better already.”
Rosalind stared at the portrait. A soft breeze lifted the strands of hair framing her face. Isidora Morganach looked nothing like the image from the Pensieve—none of the red-rimmed eyes, the sunken face from before she died. She was pleasant. Plain. Almost lovely.
It was a trick. It had to be.
“What do you want?” Rosalind asked. “Stop trying to deflect. You’ve been in this painting since I was eleven, and you decide to show up now ?”
“Mm,” Isidora mused. “Yes, I suppose it does seem a bit rude. But to be fair, this isn’t the only frame I call home.”
Rosalind didn’t care where else she went. She only wanted—
“I’ve spent years watching over a library in Austria. Beautiful windows there.” Her voice softened, almost wistful. “Sunlight through stained glass. A little drafty, but still… and I was rather fond of the portrait at my old estate. The trellises. The birdsong. All very pastoral. Very peaceful.”
A pause.
“Pity they blasted me out of it.”
A ghost of a grin.
“This one”— she gestured lazily to the Undercroft—“is far less charming. Cold. Isolated. I spent a great deal of time watching nothing. Or students sleep. Or eat. Or…”
Her mouth curled.
“Barely study.”
Rosalind rounded on her again. “You have seconds before I burn you out.”
Isidora’s expression cooled, eyes narrowing slightly. “I’m here because you need help. You’re falling apart.”
Rosalind went very still. “I’m not—”
“Don’t lie.” Isidora’s tone sliced cleanly through the room. “You’re unraveling at the seams. You barely sleep. You come in here and slash your magic around—”
Rosalind stiffened. “I don’t slash —”
“Then what would you call it?” Isidora’s snapped. “It’s not finesse. It’s not even focus. The magic is controlling you, not the other way around.”
Her gaze hardened.
“You’ve refused the trials, obviously.”
“So?”
“So?” Isidora echoed, voice rising like a strike. “They were created for that purpose in the first place!”
“Oh, brilliant,” Rosalind snapped. “Another ghost trying to shove me toward something I didn’t choose—”
“First of all,” Isidora cut across her, “I am not a ghost.” Her voice was low now, dangerous. “And second—I’m not shoving. I’m warning .”
She leaned back slightly in the frame, but somehow her presence only intensified. She felt taller. Closer. Like her voice was being whispered directly into Rosalind’s ear.
“I’m here because I know what comes next.”
Rosalind crossed her arms, jaw tight, the movement defensive—furious. “What, exactly, do you think you know?”
Isidora didn’t flinch.
“You feel like something is crawling beneath your skin,” Isidora said. “You think about burning things when you walk past them. You think about hurting the people you love—not because you want to, but because you’re afraid you will. You flinch when someone hugs you, because you don’t know what your magic will do if they stay too long.”
Rosalind looked away for half a second.
“I know you, Rosalind. You are what I was—before the trials.”
Rosalind winced in disbelief.
Isidora pressed forward, voice wrapping around her, tightening into a noose.
“And if you don’t do something soon,” she added, “you’ll watch yourself destroy everything you’ve ever loved—and be powerless to stop it.”
Rosalind’s whole body recoiled.
Magic rushed up so fast it stung her fingertips.
“ You don’t know anything about me! ” she screamed, and the Undercroft trembled.
Ancient magic lashed out, silver-blue tendrils sparking from her skin, cracking through the air like lightning.
The Triptych rattled in its frame.
“I am not you.” The words ripped from her throat, furious and raw. “I would never hurt them. I would die first.”
Isidora watched her. Unmoved. Unimpressed.
“You say that now,” she said softly. “So did I.”
A cold trickle ran down Rosalind’s spine.
Isidora, still haloed in the soft glow of the Triptych, watched her without pity.
“The trials were born from desperation,” she said at last. “Percival invented the first one when he realized I would destroy myself—and everything else. He crafted a space that could contain ancient magic. Hold it still, just long enough to test me.”
“Test what?” Rosalind asked through clenched teeth.
“My control. My intent. My fear. My hunger.”
Isidora’s gaze sharpened.
“It was all tangled up. Lost in the wild of my power. I didn’t know what I wanted—I only drowned in it.”
It struck through her. Tangled up. Lost in the wild of her power. Drowning. Drowning drowning drowning.
“So it fixed it? The trial?” she asked, cold. Desperate. Terrified.
“It stripped me bare,” Isidora said. “Magic like ours... it doesn’t respond to discipline. It doesn’t yield to will. But—”
“But what?”
“It responds to who you are when it’s all gone. When the posturing and the proper society bleed from you.”
Rosalind couldn’t speak. Her breath was shallow, her magic churning too close to the surface.
So Isidora went on, voice steady:
“Who you are when there’s no one left to impress. No one to hide behind. The trial doesn’t test if you’re worthy , Rosalind. It tests if you’re still there underneath the magic.”
Rosalind swallowed hard. Her voice scraped out, rough. “And what if I’m not?”
Isidora didn’t answer right away. The silence stretched—too long. The Undercroft felt hollow, echoing.
“Then you die in there,” she said softly.
The words landed like a curse. Rosalind let out a sharp breath—part laugh, part protest.
“Wonderful.” She threw her arms up. “Absolutely fucking wonderful.”
She turned away, pacing once, her fingers twitching like they couldn’t decide whether to conjure fire or fists.
“Why didn’t anyone tell me any of this?” she snapped. “My grandmother—she just wants me to do the trials so I’ll come out polished, more like her—”
“She doesn’t want you to be like her,” Isidora said, cutting through. “She wants to believe she never was like you.”
That stopped Rosalind short.
“Like me?” she scoffed. “She was never like me—”
But the words faltered. Selene had always been better. Cleaner. Stronger. Controlled. Ancient magic had loved her.
Hadn’t it?
But what if that wasn’t true? What if Selene had just hidden the worst parts of herself— buried them so deep, not even Rosalind could see the cracks? What if the perfect image had always been a lie?
Isidora watched her carefully. “She made plenty of mistakes, Rosalind. She just never told you about them.”
Her eyes drifted to Selene’s journal, abandoned on the sofa. Was that why Sebastian wanted Rosalind to read it? What secrets did it hold? What truth?
Isidora continued, “But no matter. We’re here to discuss you . You can learn to control it. And become whoever you want to be. You don’t have to let them guide your path.”
She hadn’t realized it, but she now stood only a few steps from the portrait. Isidora was back in her chair, looking at Rosalind, as if they were conversing about the weather.
Rosalind blinked. Shook her head.
“This is mad,” she said. “You’re saying the Keepers lied to me—”
“Lied? Who knows?” Isidora said with a shrug. “I don’t know their intent. The trials gave me control, Rosalind. I’m telling you that. I have no reason to lie. Play along with their games. Get your life back. Then tell them off later. Merlin knows I wish I had.”
Rosalind stepped back. Her chest was tight. Her throat burned.
“I never wanted this,” she said. “Any of it. The trials. The legacy. This cursed magic. I didn’t ask for any of it.”
A pause.
“Why should I trust you ?”
Isidora said nothing. Just waited.
Rosalind’s head spun.
Suddenly she was back in the Forbidden Forest— a wand at her throat. The stench of rot. Flesh burning beneath her hands. Screaming. The crack of bone. Her own magic roaring out of control.
Her breath came shallow and sharp. Hyperventilating.
She was burning. Burning alive.
Then Isidora’s voice cut through it—calm, cutting, inescapable.
“This will keep happening,” she said. “If you don’t learn to control it.”
“I can’t!” Rosalind shouted. “I can’t ! I can’t do it—I can’t do this —”
“Then you’ll die.” Isidora’s voice was ice. “And you’ll take others with you. You die here. Or you die there. Or—you survive there. And take it back.”
A beat.
Rosalind’s voice broke.
“I killed someone today,” she said. She hadn’t meant to say it. The truth just tore itself out. Then louder— “Two men. In the forest. I killed them.”
And then she collapsed. Tears poured down her cheeks. Her magic went silent. Not gone. Just quiet. Settled. Like a cat in sunlight.
Isidora was quiet for a long, long time as Rosalind sat curled on the cold stone floor, clutching herself. Then, gently—“Were they your first?”
Rosalind nodded. “Yes,” she whispered.
The next words shattered her.
“They won’t be your last.”
A sob tore out of her. But Isidora didn’t stop.
“But they can be the last ones you kill like that.” She leaned back, her voice even again. “Go to the Map Chamber. Tell them you’re ready. They’ll act offended. They’ll posture. But they’ll let you in. They want you in. And you’ll finally be ready to stop running from yourself.”
Rosalind looked up at her.
Isidora stood in the portrait. Her painted skirts didn’t rustle.
“You don’t have time to lie to yourself anymore. You are not broken yet,” Isidora said. “But you are on the edge. The next time your magic snaps—it won’t be strangers in the forest.”
Rosalind didn’t breathe.
“You’ll hurt someone you love,” Isidora said. “And you’ll hate yourself for it. But that won’t bring them back.”
She drifted out of the frame, but not before stating, “Complete the trial. And then come back here and find me.”
And then she was gone.
Just an empty frame. A faint glow. Complete and utter silence.
Rosalind stood alone.
-.-
She couldn’t stay in the Undercroft. Couldn’t make herself go back to the common room.
Rosalind needed air.
The idea of sneaking out onto the grounds was haunting—nature, alone—it might remind her too much of the woods. So instead, she hurried, under Disillusionment, up the long staircase to the Astronomy Tower.
She found it empty.
Slightly numb, she drifted out onto the balcony, wrapping her fingers around the cool iron railing. Above her, the stars blinked in silence—distant, dying things.
She imagined plucking Sirius from the sky and crushing it in her palm. Then another. And another. Dousing the heavens into darkness.
But even that didn’t feel like enough. It didn’t make her feel better. It didn’t change anything.
Her magic pulsed faintly beneath her skin. She let a bit of it loose—just a thread—and watched it spiral up into the sky, a quiet ribbon of silver-blue.
A cold breeze swept across her arms.
She shivered.
Isidora’s words echoed: You’ll hurt someone you love. She was already hurting them.
All of them. Selene and Sebastian. Ominis and Octavia. Benedict. Gwen and Parisa and Varinia.
Lying to them. Avoiding them. Hurting them. And one day, she might hurt them worse than that.
Her gaze drifted across the balcony and landed on a telescope left pointed at the sky—miraculously, with a pack of cigarettes tucked beneath.
Her hands trembled as she dropped to her knees—like she’d found water in the desert. She opened the pack with shaking fingers.
One left.
One perfect, beautiful cigarette.
She wedged it between her teeth and lit it with her wand, breathing in deep. The smoke burned, but it calmed her. Something familiar. Something sharp. She exhaled slowly into the stars.
Eventually, she sat on the stool and adjusted the telescope with one hand, the cigarette balanced in the other.
Nyxira.
That rogue planet from Astronomy class a few weeks ago. Cold and wandering, no star to follow.
It doesn’t orbit anything—not a star, not a sun, not even a dead moon, Professor Starbloom had said. It simply drifts. A planet that answers to no one. She appears once every few hundred years, just long enough to remind us that some paths are ours alone to walk.
Rosalind watched Nyxira, a blue ghost adrift in black. Untethered.
Her fingers tightened around the scope. The cigarette burned quietly in her other hand. She tried to zoom in, but the telescope wouldn’t go further.
So she leaned back. Took another long drag.
It didn’t have to mean anything. Nyxira didn’t have to be a sign. Didn’t have to be fate’s gentle push.
It could just be a planet. Just a rock or ice, drifting through darkness for a billion years, and likely another billion more.
She smoked in silence for a long time.
Then she flicked the ashes into the base of the telescope and stood.
Her voice was quiet. Clear. Resigned.
“Fine,” she said to no one at all. “I’ll do it.”
-.-
Gwen’s hug was suffocating.
“I’m so sorry, Rosalind,” she whispered into her shoulder.
“It’s okay,” Rosalind murmured, half-heartedly, her hand fluttering up to pat Gwen’s back. It was a reflex more than anything. The words didn’t feel real. Nothing did.
Parisa lingered just behind them, arms crossed, mouth twisted in indecision. Gwen finally pulled back, holding Rosalind at arm’s length by the biceps, as if inspecting her for damage.
“Are you okay?” she asked, eyes wide with guilt and worry.
What a loaded question.
Rosalind shrugged, vague and automatic. “I’ve been better.”
She looked like hell and felt worse. Sleep clung to her lashes. Her limbs hung heavy, like they were filled with lead. Her chest ached with exhaustion and restraint. She wanted to lie down somewhere no one could find her. A hole in the earth. A bed of moss. Anything soft and far away.
It was nearly four in the morning.
By the time she’d dragged herself through the castle to Ravenclaw Tower, the fire in the common room had burned low. Gwen and Parisa had been waiting — slumped in their usual chairs, wearing the soft blue-and-bronze pajamas Rosalind had given them last Christmas.
It was so normal. Too normal.
“We talked to Professor Merrythought,” Gwen said breathlessly, her voice just above a whisper. “She told us what happened. That Nicasia confessed. We said you were out getting air—”
“I was in Greenhouse Five,” Rosalind said flatly, repeating the lie she’d settled on hours ago. “All day. Smoking.”
Gwen gave her a look that said she didn’t believe her, not for a second. But she didn’t push. Instead, she stepped closer again, eyes glimmering in the moonlight filtering through the windows.
“Oh, Ros,” she murmured, and pulled her back into another hug. “Nicasia took Amalthea down with her. They’ve both got detention for two weeks.”
“Two weeks?” Rosalind repeated, blinking. “Wow.”
It felt absurd. Comical, even. The idea that something as simple as detention mattered when her world had cracked open.
She stood still in Gwen’s arms, too stunned to move. Parisa hovered a few steps away, silhouetted in pale blue silk, the hem of their pajama top wrinkled where they’d been clutching it.
The sight of them both — the pajamas, the gentle voices, the firelight — made something fracture deep inside her.
Parisa stepped forward and said softly, “Are you hungry?”
“I haven’t eaten a proper meal since Wednesday, I reckon,” Rosalind sniffled.
And that was all it took. Parisa’s arms were around her a second later, warm and sure, and Gwen hadn’t let go either. They held her like she was something fragile. Like she hadn’t done something unforgivable. Though - they didn’t know what she did.
Rosalind hoped they never did.
“I’m sorry,” Parisa whispered, voice thick. “What happened all last week was – I mean, we could have done so much more. And…we shouldn’t have shut you out. We should have helped you. I’m so sorry.”
“I’m sorry too,” Rosalind said, barely audible. “I’m sorry I lied to you. I’m sorry I can’t tell you everything. I’m just… I’m so tired.”
“It’s okay,” Gwen murmured.
“We love you,” Parisa said. “We just want you safe and happy and… it’ll all be okay.”
“It’ll be okay,” Gwen repeated.
That did it.
The sob came from somewhere low in her gut — raw and scraping and loud. It tore out of her throat like an animal trying to escape. Her legs buckled, but they didn’t let her fall. They held her, arms braced around her body, as the tears poured out in heavy, hot waves.
She cried like she hadn’t in years. Like she was fifteen again and terrified of what was inside her. Like she was five and had just realized death was permanent.
Like she was a girl with blood on her hands. And it was all her fault. And there was no turning back.
Gwen rocked her gently, murmuring something reassuring, over and over again. Parisa stroked her hair. Her ancient magic retreated somewhere far, far away. The fire crackled. The clock ticked. The rest of the castle slept.
For the first time in days, Rosalind let herself just be .
-.-
On Monday morning, Rosalind sat at their usual spot at the end of the Ravenclaw table and quietly ate breakfast with Gwen and Parisa.
She’d only dared to rejoin Hogwarts society once that weekend—Saturday night dinner—and even then, they’d gone late on purpose, slipping in just as most students were leaving. The rest of the time, her meals had been quietly delivered: by Parisa’s house elf in the library, in the dormitory, or by Professor Merrythought during detention.
Now, on Monday morning, there were eyes on her. Hundreds of them. Not just the usual ogling from boys.
Everyone wanted to know why Nicasia Parkinson had confessed. And what Rosalind had done to make it happen.
“She looks miserable, honestly,” Gwen muttered, passing Rosalind a bowl of fruit. “She’s just sitting there, staring at her plate.”
“She should be miserable,” Parisa snapped. “She deserves to rot after what she did.”
“Yeah,” Rosalind said.
She should feel miserable. After what she’d done.
And she did.
Grief and regret coiled around her ribs like a binding charm. Her breathing exercises came every few minutes now—barely helping, unless she let her ancient magic take over.
Soften it. Soothe me through this, she would think.
And it would.
She had watched her mother rehearse plays for years. Sat beside her reading lines—playing the romantic lead, the fool, the villain. After a while, slipping into someone else became second nature.
So she did it now.
She became Old Rosalind. The cool one. The clever one. The girl who smiled through chaos.
Her eyes flicked to the Slytherin table—carefully avoiding the far end, where the seventh years sat—and instead landed on Benedict. He caught her gaze, lifted a hand in a cautious wave, then gestured silently: Are you alright?
She nodded once. That was all she could give him.
She looked away—only to find her eyes sliding toward the far end of the Slytherin table, despite herself.
Tom sat facing her, a small cup poised in his hand.
There was nothing overtly menacing in his gaze—no smirk, no sneer, no pointed cruelty. Just stillness. Observation. That strange kind of attention that always made her feel like she was being catalogued, dissected, studied.
It was maddening. And worse—it made her feel seen.
Her stomach twisted. She turned her face back to her plate, pretending she hadn’t noticed.
“Daily Prophets!” a third-year called, striding into the hall. “Summon your Prophets!”
Rosalind flinched and ducked her head.
Gwen was fast. She stood, aimed her wand at the boy, and joined the chorus of voices shouting, “ Accio Prophet! ”
The newspaper sailed over the Ravenclaw table, knocked over a carafe of pumpkin juice, then smacked into Gwen’s hands. She caught it with a smug grin and unfurled it.
Then her smile vanished.
“Oh, Merlin,” she whispered.
Parisa, reading upside-down, said dryly, “Well. At least it wasn’t innocent witches this time.”
Rosalind didn’t think. She snatched the paper from her hands.
BODIES IN THE BOG: GRINDELWALD MARK FOUND NEAR GRUESOME SCENE
By Cordelia Fudge, Senior Correspondent
A leisurely Saturday stroll took a grim turn for two afternoon hikers, who happened upon a pair of deceased wizards deep in the muck of North Ford Bog. The hikers—residents of Hogsmeade, who have asked to remain anonymous—reported the find with what the Ministry described as “a commendable amount of composure.”
Both bodies were found dead, sprawled a few feet apart. One was killed by blunt force trauma to the head. The other, a slightly damp-looking Auror from the scene described as, “All charred up.”
The Department of Magical Law Enforcement has confirmed foul play is “very likely.” Whether the two men dispatched each other in a duel gone sour or were taken out by a third party remains unknown.
“We are not ruling anything out,” said another much more damp Auror. “But vigilante justice is certainly on the table.”
The discovery follows a recent uptick in incidents involving suspected dark wizard groups. Notably, an abandoned tent was found nearby, bearing a hand-drawn replica of Gellert Grindelwald’s mark. Whether this is evidence of allegiance or simply very poor taste has yet to be determined.
The investigation is ongoing. The Ministry asks that any witnesses, or those with particularly well-tamed tea leaves, come forward.
Rosalind dropped the paper and handed it to Parisa. Then picked up her fork and stabbed a chunk of melon. Lifted it to her mouth. Chewed. Swallowed.
“Justice seems to have been served,” Parisa said, folding the paper. “I hope it was a vigilante.”
“Hopefully, they were the ones who killed those witches in Marumweem,” Gwen added. “And the vendors in Cragcroft. They took each other out and that’s that.”
Rosalind picked up another bite of melon. Chewed.
She could feel them watching her—Gwen, Parisa—waiting for her to say something.
The background hum of breakfast crept back into motion. The pumpkin juice carafe had been righted. Someone at the Hufflepuff table laughed too loudly. The world, impossibly, spun on.
But Rosalind was somewhere else.
Floating, maybe, in an ancient-magic-formed bubble above her own body. Not Rosalind. Not anyone. Her hand moved again—melon, chew, swallow—but her limbs felt foreign. Boneless. Like a marionette being tugged by invisible strings.
The words of the article echoed in her mind. They were scrambled and wrong.
All charred up.
Commendable amount of composure.
Vigilante justice.
Sprawled.
Very poor taste.
The fork shook in her hand. She felt something crawl up her spine, like water filling a tub. Her lungs felt too full or maybe not full enough, and her vision blurred at the edges.
She couldn’t stop picturing it. The second wizard’s body, burning. The way her magic had surged forward without hesitation.
And it wanted to do it again. A week ago, she’d never killed anyone. Now she had two murders under her belt. What was it that Isidora said? They wouldn’t be her last? With such finality, such confirmation.
Her fingers trembled.
“Ros?” Parisa’s voice was soft.
She didn’t answer. She didn’t know if the melon had gone down or if it was still stuck in her throat.
“Rosalind,” Gwen said gently and placed a hand on her back, warm and anchoring. “Hey. Look at me.”
Rosalind blinked. Once. Twice.
She dared to look up. Gwen and Parisa were watching her with wide, worried eyes.
“Sorry,” she said, Old Rosalind snapping back into place. “Just zoned out. That’s terrible. But yeah, I hope they were the ones who did it. Then maybe it’ll be all over.”
A comfortable silence followed, like Gwen and Parisa had given up trying to get her to spill her secrets.
Rosalind picked up her tea, but it had gone cold. Gwen flicked her wand over it, gently warming the cup in her hands.
She dared to look again. Tom was reading the same page she had just finished; one long finger traced the edge of the Prophet. His expression was unreadable. Just calm, like he was reading any regular article about politics or human interest.
Rosalind watched his eyes track the words, his quick mind assembling each piece.
A moment later, as if he felt her gaze, his eyes flicked up over the top of the paper. He didn’t smile. Just looked at her—steady and expressionless. Then, slowly, he leaned toward Ares Lestrange and whispered something in his ear. His face remained stern as Ares stiffened.
A moment later, he turned to Marcellus Avery and did the same. Marcellus grinned.
Ares looked like he might be sick.
And then, to Rosalind’s horror, both boys stood.
“Oh fuck ,” Rosalind said.
Gwen looked up. “Oh, fuck.”
The movement was enough to still the entire Hall. Conversation quieted mid-sentence. The Ravenclaw girl in front of her turned fully around on the bench. Even Professors Merrythought, Slughorn, and Dumbledore paused their tea.
Ares had the look of someone being dragged, even though his feet moved of their own accord. His cheeks were flushed, jaw locked so tight it might crack. Every step looked painful. He looked like he might prefer jumping off the Astronomy Tower to what was coming.
For a brief moment, Rosalind considered how she’d like to be the one to push him.
Marcellus Avery, on the other hand, moved like he was heading to a performance—one hand tucked leisurely in his pocket, a slight bounce in his step. He looked like he thought this was all very funny.
They stopped directly at the end of the Ravenclaw table, right in front of her.
Rosalind’s mind split. For a split second, Ares’s face wasn’t his—it was melted, wrong, like the face of the man in the forest as he fell. Then it snapped back into place.
Parisa spoke first. “Can we help you?”
“Rosalind,” Ares croaked, like his throat was raw. She had the briefest, horrible thought: what if it was from screaming?
A cold terror etched through her. She stared at him, expression blank.
“I’m here to apologize,” he said stiffly. “For the rumors. For… not saying anything. I should’ve shut it down. I should’ve defended you.”
He swallowed hard.
“It got out of hand. And it wasn’t fair. Not to you. And I’m—” He glanced over his shoulder, just once, like he needed to be sure Tom was still watching. “I’m sorry. You didn’t deserve that.”
She could see the shame in him. And beneath it, something else. Frightened. He looked like he wanted to disappear.
Before she could respond, Marcellus leaned in beside him, arms crossed, still smirking.
“Yeah. Sorry you got dragged into the mess, Sallow,” he said casually. “Didn’t mean any harm by it. Bit of fun, that’s all. But—” he gestured vaguely around the Hall, “—guess things got a little loud.”
He gave her a wink.
“You’re an insufferable twat,” Parisa hissed.
His eyes slid over her, slow and dismissive. “Half-blood,” he murmured, almost thoughtfully. Like it was an observation, not an insult.
Ares shot him a look like he wanted to hex him on the spot.
“Really brilliant,” Parisa snapped.
Rosalind still hadn’t spoken. Not a word. Her eyes were on Ares—her cousin—his apology dripping from his mouth like blood. Humiliation blooming on his cheeks, spreading down his neck like a rash.
And every eye in the castle was on her, waiting for her verdict.
Rosalind ran her tongue along her new, perfect tooth and considered her options.
She could tell him to fuck off. The castle would cheer. Gwen and Parisa would smirk triumphantly. She could go back to the way things used to be—hating Slytherins, avoiding them, hiding in her Ravenclaw bubble of safety and studies and quiet—
Could she, though?
She was, after all, responsible for the deaths of the two wizards in that Prophet article. She was, after all, a ticking time bomb of ancient magic.
And she was, after all, hopelessly obsessed with whatever this thing was between her and Tom Riddle, King Slytherin himself.
Rosalind considered accepting their apology. Gwen and Parisa’s groans. Tom’s smirk. That flicker of hope in Ares’s chest. He didn’t deserve that either.
So she considered longer. Stared at them.
Avery said, “We don’t have all day, Sallow.”
Rosalind looked at him slowly, also considering which part of his face to hex off first. That would be, of course, in a dark corridor. She might have been reckless, but she never made the same mistake twice.
Then she stood.
The bench scraped back with an awful screech. Half the hall flinched.
For a heartbeat, no one breathed. She didn’t say a word.
She looked at Ares, the boy who once made her promise not to tell anyone he cried when he broke his arm at the Lestrange estate when they were seven. Then she looked at Marcellus Avery, his top button undone, still smirking. An utterly useless piece of shit.
Finally, she turned her gaze to the Slytherin table, down to the far end. Tom hadn’t moved. But he didn’t miss anything.
Rosalind didn’t smile. She didn’t sneer. She didn’t even blink. She would try it her way, then: down the middle.
“I accept your apology,” she said, voice as cool as her tea. “Do fuck off now.”
A few stifled laughs rippled down the Ravenclaw table. Parisa snorted.
Marcellus let out a sharp little exhale—half laugh, half disbelief. “Yeah, alright, Sallow.”
Ares gave her one last look—something like grief. Then he turned and walked back the way he came, face burning. Marcellus followed, slower.
As the boys retreated, Rosalind stayed standing a moment longer. Her gaze flicked once more to the far end of the Slytherin table.
Tom hadn’t moved. His expression didn’t shift. But his eyes, dark and endless, were still locked on hers.
She didn’t know what she expected to see—triumph? Smugness? Maybe something warmer. Something that made sense of it all. He’d made Nicasia confess. Now, Ares and Marcellus apologize. He’d summoned them like pawns, bent them into shape, marched them to her feet like gifts.
Was it penance? A show of power disguised as presents?
Because for the better part of a week, he’d let them—his friends, his house—ruin her. Let the rumors churn, sharpen, infect. Let her spiral, let her shatter in front of them all. All while watching from his throne in the shadows, like some twisted knight playing at being her savior.
And now this.
Rosalind didn’t look away. After a moment, Tom broke eye contact, returning to the paper.
She sat, picked up her toast, and ignored the fluttering panic behind her ribs.
Old Rosalind was very good at pretending, but her tea had gone cold again.
Her hands stilled on the cup.
Gwen leaned in and squeezed her hand. Then warmed it again.
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Chapter 17: Valentine's Day
Notes:
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Chapter Text
The Slytherin common room reeked of rose perfume.
Someone had enchanted a multi-colored bouquet of lilies and roses to hover near the fireplace. Winged notes fluttered around the room, hexed to sing before bursting into glittering paper hearts.
Tom hated Valentine’s Day. All that desperate, saccharine posturing. And no one postured harder than the boys swarming Druella Rosier.
Druella always won Valentine’s Day.
Nicasia might rule their little kingdom with cunning and cruelty, but when it came to matters of the heart, it was always Druella.
He spotted her lounging on a settee, surrounded by an entourage of boys from their house, her lips stained an obscene candy-apple red. She looked like she’d never had such a good time in her entire life.
There was a pile of Valentine’s Day gifts growing beside her—boxes, bouquets, trinkets—including ones from Tom’s own Knights. Each one jockeying for her attention, hoping to be crowned Druella Rosier’s Valentine.
Across the room, Nicasia, Amalthea, and Veronika stood near the Black Lake windows, glaring furiously in her direction. Amalthea held a cheap stuffed teddy bear, some sorry excuse for a Valentine’s Day gift from Marcellus. Notably, Nicasia and Veronika had the same box of chocolates in their hands.
Ares, of course, had given them the same gift. Efficient, Tom supposed.
A trembling fourth-year in oversized robes, clutching a black box to his chest, whispered, “She’s going to love it.”
Tom, leaning against the wall with his arms loosely folded, tilted his head. “Is she?”
“I—I saved for it,” the boy blurted. “It’s real silver. I had it engraved.”
Tom glanced toward Druella, who was twirling her hair and giggling at something Cygnus Black said.
“You’re right,” he replied. “She’s going to love it.”
The boy brightened. “Really?”
“Of course. Druella loves gifts.”
There was something pitiful about him. The boy was low-hanging fruit. It would have been unfair to let him step into the viper’s den. So Tom stepped closer, voice like honey. “But sometimes she can be, well, intimidating. A dozen other boys are vying for her attention. She won’t get to appreciate yours.”
The boy looked down at his hands, suddenly uncertain.
He continued, smiling. “I could give it to her for you, if you like. We’re good friends. Druella trusts me.”
He extended his hand.
The boy hesitated.
Tom smiled.
The box was surrendered a moment later.
“Thanks, Tom,” the boy said, looking almost relieved, and then scurried off.
Tom flipped the lid open, eyes drifting over the delicate silver chain inside—a rose pendant, engraved with a single letter: D.
“Charming,” he murmured.
The box hit the stone at his feet with a soft thud. The necklace vanished into his coat pocket, and Tom walked away, already bored.
-.-
Tom liked to collect things. Other people’s things.
It was a habit he picked up at Wool’s, back when he had nothing. If anyone had even one something, even if it amounted to a whole lot of nothing, he’d take it. He kept quite a stash of trinkets in a flimsy cardboard box at the bottom of his wardrobe: a harmonica he couldn’t play, a thimble he taught himself to use, and a yo-yo he crushed to bits one rainy afternoon.
At Hogwarts, the collections turned more expensive. His housemates were all disgustingly rich—ancient vaults, jeweled heirlooms, silver spoons in their mouths, dragonhide on their feet. They had things nicer than shitty old harmonicas and thimbles—things polished by house-elves and passed down through bloodlines.
And Tom, raised on deprivation, couldn’t help himself. He wanted it—so he pocketed it.
He had a habit of filching Nott’s quills, which were imported from Europe, even during the war. Avery’s grandfather’s pocket watch looked impeccable with his dress robes. He’d long since lifted a cufflink from Rosier—gilded, with the Rosier crest etched in mother-of-pearl. From Mulciber: Invisibility powder from the East, hoarded in a sealed vial and never returned.
Malfoy had given him a doorway. Abraxas’ parents had opened their home, their library, their wine cellar—and Tom had wandered through each like a guest who never intended to leave. He’d stolen dinners at their table, books from their shelves, affection meant for someone else’s son.
And now, he was trying to collect Lestrange’s beautiful, wild cousin.
She was proving far more difficult than quills or pocket watches.
He sat on the bench outside the Defense classroom, one leg crossed over the other, posture loose and deliberate. His satchel rested beside him. He wasn’t reading. He simply waited, eyes fixed on the far end of the corridor where she would eventually appear.
She’d been avoiding him all week.
Not overtly—she was too clever for that. But he noticed the shift. Meals finished in record time. The way she turned down the corridor a moment too soon, as if suddenly remembering somewhere else she needed to be. When their eyes met, hers were steady. Blank.
It was maddening.
Tom had grown used to her gravity. The way she tilted toward him, even when she tried not to. How her magic reached for him in the space between them. And now it was gone.
More maddening still, because now he knew. He knew what she was.
The fire in her veins wasn’t some trick of light. It was real—ancient, raw, coiled beneath her skin like a sleeping dragon. He’d felt it in the prefect’s bath and after Bacchanalia. Seen it flare behind her eyes. LIke it had wanted him.
He just needed to understand it. Bend it.
He needed the Fig journal. He wanted to read her research, everything she’d uncovered about that old, forgotten kind of power. And he was sure Rosalind had them. As sure as he was that fate was tugging them together, pushing two powerful magic wielders to the same spot at the same time.
He checked the hour. Defense in twelve minutes. She’d come. The question was whether she’d look at him when she passed—or keep pretending they weren’t orbiting each other like two black holes on a collision course.
And in addition to her fastidious avoidance of him, she was avoiding everywhere else. Her schedule was tight: Great Hall for meals, classes, then straight back to her dormitory. No extracurricular castle wanderings. No sneaking around under Disillusionment. Nothing.
He’d been waiting for her tucked into shadows outside the Ravenclaw Tower, hoping he might draw her out, as if her magic might sense him nearby.
Nothing.
Infuriating.
All the more reason to end this delusion—that she could avoid him.
Students walked past him, wishing him a lovely weekend. The same usual drivel. He’d smiled and played the charming Head Boy part while scanning the steps to ensure he didn’t miss her.
He didn’t.
As usual, she arrived with Weasley and Eldridge, now flanking her like bodyguards. Her hair was pulled back with a navy ribbon, catching honeyed light from the tall windows across the hall.
She wore her usual bastardized version of the school uniform—a skirt rolled twice so it hit just above her knees, shiny boots polished to perfection. Her sleeves were pushed to her elbows, and the tie was loose around her neck. She had an absurd number of rings on her left hand and rather large diamonds glittering on her ears.
Her cheeks were flushed. Weasley said something that made her laugh. She tipped her head back, and he watched as it rolled through her. And when her head came back into place, her dark blue eyes landed right on him.
He smiled.
She flushed deeper, offered him a practiced little smile, and then looked away.
He wanted to take that smile—pluck it from her lips and keep it in a box. Just like the harmonica. Just like the cufflink.
She was the loveliest thing he’d ever wanted, and it was making him sentimental.
The rest of the castle was trading chocolates and poetry and charm-spelled carnations. He had no use for any of it, not for her.
He had other plans for her.
“Good morning, Rosalind,” he said smoothly as they strode past him.
“Morning, Tom,” she replied, her voice like silk. Her eyes swept over him a little too eagerly.
He smiled at her retreating back, then followed them inside the classroom.
-.-
The classroom smelled like chocolates and perfume. Near the door, a floating Valentine chirped sonnets in Swedish—someone’s charmwork gone wrong.
Rosalind had gotten almost a dozen gifts today. Flowers left on her desk. Chocolate shaped like ravens. Four handwritten cards that rhymed, two that didn’t. One poem used the word ravishing twice. She hadn’t read past the first stanza.
Parisa took it upon herself to burn the lot as they arrived, except the chocolates. They’d split those at the start of class.
Her magic had been restless all day, like it too had no patience for sweetness. It wanted blood. Or something close enough.
Her true Valentine would know better than to give her anything so saccharine.
Tired, tense, bracing for tonight, she was barely holding it in.
Thankfully, Professor Merrythought seemed just as allergic to sentiment. Instead of wasting the morning on poetry and love notes, she’d assigned dueling drills—clean, controlled, and ruthless.
Gwen stood at the end of the dueling platform, wand steady.
She narrowed her amber eyes at Veronika Mulciber. Seven years of restrained dislike, sharpened into a single, focused point.
“Flipendo!”
The jinx shot from her wand in a flash of blue. Veronika deflected it easily with a smooth Protego, her lip curling.
“That’s all you’ve got, Weasley?”
Gwen’s mouth twitched upward. Not quite a smile.
“Not even close.”
And then she lunged.
Spell after spell burst from her wand, furious and fast. Each one angrier than the last. Veronika staggered backward under the barrage, her shield flickering as Gwen drove her to the edge of the platform.
Cheers broke out from the right side of the room—Gryffindors, Hufflepuffs, Ravenclaws, all aligned in a show of unity against Slytherin House.
Upon the balcony, Professor Merrythought leaned forward, clearly pleased. She was notoriously hands-off during dueling practice - until the fire started.
“Well done, Miss Weasley!” she called. “Excellent variety in your casting—good control, and excellent pressure—”
But Veronika wasn’t finished.
Her lip twisted into something feral. She slashed her wand through the air. "Depulso!"
The blast struck Gwen square in the chest. She flew backward, landing hard on her side with a sharp thud against the platform boards.
A collective gasp rippled through the room.
At the edge of the platform, Rosalind flinched. Her fingers clenched tightly around the ledge. Her magic twitched in response.Not now, she thought, teeth gritted. Not here.
Parisa, beside her, looked murderous.
“Get up, Gwen!” she hissed. “Get up and hex her teeth out!”
“Let’s go, Gwen!” Rosalind added, drumming her palms against the edge in a steady rhythm. “Come on!”
Gwen got back to her feet. Her plaits swung behind her head as she raised her wand and shouted, “ Impedimenta!” Veronika slowed at once–her movements jerky, awkward, like she was trying to walk underwater.
The class erupted in laughter as Gwen grinned.
“Nice one!” Potter called.
Rosalind dared to look to the other end of the platform. The Slytherins were packed in tight—boys and girls alike, lining the edge. Marcellus Avery, still bleeding from his ear after his duel with Paris Rosier, looked mad and wild as he cheered for Veronika. Even Nicasia, who had looked miserable all week, had a terrible glint in her eye, fingers also curling into the edge of the platform.
Veronika’s brother, Ivander, leaned forward with his hands cupped around his mouth.
“Do something, Vee!” he yelled. “Kick her in the shins!”
“There will be no physical violence today, Mr. Mulciber,” Merrythought called coolly from above. “Clean spells only. Direct casts.”
The moment the Impedimenta wore off, Veronika lunged forward.
Her face twisted, and she roared: “Incendio!”
Fire exploded from the center of the platform. Flames surged outward in a wide burst. Students around the edges shouted and staggered back, shielding their faces from the sudden blaze.
Rosalind’s heart spiked. Before she could fully spiral, Merrythought’s wand cracked through the air. “Aquamenti!”
A jet of water blasted across the stage, dousing the fire in a wave of steam.
“Enough,” Merrythought snapped. “Duel over.”
Gwen stepped off the platform, still grinning, her robes damp and slightly singed. Parisa offered her a triumphant high-five. Rosalind didn’t move.
Her fingers were still curled into her robes, knuckles pale. She’d been trying not to think about tonight. About the first trial. But it hovered behind her eyes like a migraine waiting to bloom.
On Monday, she had told herself that a few days of prep would help her feel ready. It had only given the dread time to build.
It had been a miserable week. Like so many weeks lately.
Flashbacks struck without warning—blood in the snow, the sharp scent of burning flesh. Her ancient magic surged in response, wild and volatile, thrilled by pain, by panic. It wanted more. More forest. More violence. More of what she’d done.
Rosalind exhaled sharply, blinking herself back to the present.
“That was even better than my duel,” Parisa whispered, still riding the thrill. She’d been paired with Paloma Wind, whose idea of aggression was overenthusiastic Accio spells and apologetic shields. Parisa handled her easily.
“You’re getting so good,” Rosalind murmured.
Merrythought had taken a special interest in her this week. Under the guise of punishment, she’d run Rosalind through stances, pacing, pressure. Extra homework, disguised as “group study.” Hours of drills with Gwen and Parisa in the common room.
It was obvious she was worried. Like keeping Rosalind busy might keep her together. No more breakdowns. No more Great Hall slapdowns. No more fists instead of spells.
From above, Merrythought leaned over the balcony, hands clasped lightly in front of her, eyes glinting.
“Next up,” she called.
Rosalind’s stomach flipped. Only a few names left: Potter. Pemberley. And—
Tom stood at the far end of the platform, surrounded by his usual flock. Druella was practically draped over him, fingers tracing the collar of his robes as she whispered in his ear. He didn’t laugh. Didn’t even blink. His eyes never left Rosalind.
“Riddle and Sallow!” Merrythought called, her voice ringing like a bell.
A low chorus of gasps and cheers followed: “Ooooh!” and “Get her, Tom!” followed by “Let’s go, Sallow!”
Rosalind’s eyes snapped to the balcony. Merrythought was smiling at her. Wickedly.
Tom was already moving. He hopped onto the platform, sleeves rolled neatly to his elbows, his bone-white wand in hand. He smiled at her like he’d already won.
Someone shoved her forward—probably Parisa. Rosalind climbed up, less gracefully. Pushed herself to her feet.
He was still smiling. She smiled back. Barely.
She’d been avoiding him. But it hadn’t worked—not when he lived inside her head. Not when her dreams belonged to him.
When it wasn’t the forest, it was Tom—kissing her, cursing her, fucking her against the stone walls of the Undercroft. His mouth on hers, his hand in her hair, like he’d been waiting his whole life to ruin her.
She’d woken up soaked in sweat, tangled in sheets, heart racing, thighs clenched. Her magic hummed beneath her skin like an echo of his hands.
Not real. Certainly not real enough. Rosalind wanted it. Wanted him so badly she wasn’t sure she’d sleep again until it happened.
And like everything that threatened to undo her—she avoided it. She avoided him.
But now, that space was gone.
She was only vaguely aware of her classmates shouting around the platform. Someone was drumming their hands steadily against the wood. It sounded like a war drum.
Tom tilted his head, studying her with lazy delight.
“It is customary to bow,” he said, amused.
Rosalind offered a shallow nod, her wand clenched tight in her hand.
Tom mirrored her effortlessly.
They straightened. Wands rose. His smile fell.
“Expelliarmus!”
His spell was clean. Sharp. A textbook flick of the wrist.
She blocked it easily—her shield shimmered, intact.
Another came: Flipendo—low and quick, aimed for her feet. She sidestepped. Sparks skimmed the floorboards.
Then—Rictusempra. Light, fast. It grazed her sleeve as she pivoted.
“A tickling charm?” someone cried from the crowd.
“You’re going too easy on her, Tom!”
Rosalind straightened. Her lungs were tight.
He wasn’t trying to win. He was watching. Every breath, every pivot, every twitch of her wand.
Annoyed, she yelled, “Stupefy!”
Tom didn’t blink.
Protego. No words. No effort. The shield bloomed—perfect form. Her spell bounced, fizzled against the floor. He hadn’t even moved an inch.
“Let him have it, Ros!” Gwen shouted from the crowd.
Rosalind’s eyes flicked toward the sound, just for a second.
Tom took the opening.
“Depulso.”
It hit her square in the chest. She flew backward and crashed against the platform with a bruising thud. Her wand skidded out of reach, clattering before spinning to a stop near the edge.
A ripple of gasps spread through the room. Someone whistled. Someone else laughed.
Rosalind lay there a moment, dazed, not from pain, but humiliation. Her hair clung to her face. Her skirt twisted beneath her.
The Slytherins’ laughter caught fire and echoed.
Tom hadn’t moved. Still standing, wand raised, expression maddeningly patient.
Behind him, Nicasia smiled. Delighted. Like she’d just witnessed a wish come true.
Rosalind’s fingers curled into fists against the wood.
And then—it surged.
Ancient magic rose beneath her ribs, spiraling through her limbs—hot, insistent. Her veins lit. Her vision sharpened. Her fingertips buzzed with it. Not pain. Power.
It whispered through her. Now!
She shut her eyes and pushed it down. Bit hard into the inside of her cheek—grounding herself in the pain, not the pull. Not here. Not like this.
She called her wand back with a flick of her fingers. The moment it smacked into her palm, she pushed herself upright.
Tom was watching, ready.
Why? Why was he testing her like this? Why hadn’t he ended it?
"Expelliarmus.”
She blocked it. Barely. The impact jolted her shoulder, but she held.
“Levicorpus.”
She twisted just in time—the spell grazed her elbow instead of lifting her.
Before she could recover:
“Stupefy.”
Her shield flared—late, too late. Magic seared down her arm like a warning flare. Her bones buzzed. It was strong. The strongest he’d thrown at her yet. It was almost like he was using the spell differently than anyone else.
Ancient magic burned beneath her skin, and she gasped, “Tom!”
His wand didn’t pause, but something in his expression flickered.
He kept casting.
She couldn’t cast back. Couldn’t think. All she could do was survive.
Every spell was clean. Never quite enough to disqualify him—just enough to drive her to the edge of the platform.
And still he cast. One after another. Controlled. Constant.
The room blurred.
The magic coiled tighter inside her, pressing against her ribs, her spine. It wanted to answer whatever silent question he kept hurling with every spell.
Her knees buckled. Her wand hand trembled. She gritted her teeth. Cast another shield.
Then another.
Then another.
“Your shields have gotten better,” Tom said, cutting through.
She didn’t look at the crowd. Didn’t register their reactions. She just shielded—elbow tucked in, exactly how he’d taught her.
“But not good enough. Expelliarmus!"
It hit. Her wand ripped from her hand, soared in a clean, perfect arc across the platform—
—and landed in his.
He caught it.
And smiled.
Cheers erupted from the Slytherin end of the platform. Loud and raucous and undeserved.
A moment later, his friends were climbing up the sides like it was the Quidditch pitch. Congratulating him, grabbing at his arms and shoulders. Avery dropped dramatically to his knees and kissed Tom’s shoes, which only made the laughter louder.
Rosalind stood there, stunned, face burning. Tom Riddle defeated her with a simple disarming spell?
Humiliating. And her wand was still in his hand.
Professor Merrythought clapped her hands once, sharply. “Excellent execution, Mr. Riddle—precise and composed. Miss Sallow, your shielding has improved considerably. Well done, both of you.”
Rosalind barely heard her. She was still too busy trying to figure out if she wanted to punch Tom in the throat or drag him into a dark corridor and ruin both of their lives.
He stepped toward her slowly, passing through the swarm. Avery was still praising him theatrically. Mulciber and Nott were cheering his name. Only Ares stayed on the ground next to Nicasia, a sour look on his face.
Tom ignored them all. His eyes were only on her. And the look on his face – triumphant, focused – made her stomach twist.
Her ancient magic pulsed, thrilled.
He stopped just in front of her, holding out her wand.
“Expelliarmus, really?” she said flatly.
Tom smiled—just a little.
“Well, it worked, didn’t it?”
“Bit brutal,” she murmured. “Were you trying to prove something?”
He leaned in, voice low, just for her.
“Maybe I wanted to know what you sounded like screaming my name.”
Her breath caught.
Desire surged through her so fast it left her dizzy. Her magic responded instantly—heat flaring in her chest, a rush of want and power that made her knees weak.
She steadied herself. The words slipped out before she could stop them:
“Next time,” she said, “ask nicely.”
Tom’s smile widened.
He handed her wand over, as if it were a gift, then turned away—slow and graceful, slipping back into the crowd like nothing had happened.
Rosalind stood there, wand in hand, heart pounding, ancient magic clawing beneath her skin.
Gwen caught her as she hopped off the edge.
“Merlin, Ros!” she cried, grabbing her shoulders. “Your shields were brilliant.”
“He’s the best duelist in school,” Parisa said quietly, as Potter and Iris began climbing onto the platform—like she didn’t want anyone to hear how much she meant it.
“He was incredible. I can’t believe he didn’t use a single out-of-bounds spell.”
“He is good,” Rosalind admitted breathlessly, trying not to glance back at him.
Her ancient magic still sizzled at her fingertips, so she gripped the hem of her skirt, just to keep her hands steady.
“What did he say to you?” Gwen asked as they turned to watch the next duel. “I thought he might kiss you or something.”
“Maybe he was asking Rosalind to be his Valentine,” Parisa whispered conspiratorially.
Rosalind shot her a look. “Nothing. Just, uh… gave me a tip for next time.”
“Here’s the tip,” Gwen muttered, lowering her voice into a terrible impression of Tom: “Snog me. Shag me. Surrender your heart.”
“Stop,” Rosalind said—but her cheeks were already burning.
Gwen grinned, satisfied, and turned back to the platform as Potter cast his first spell.
Rosalind’s eyes flicked—just once—across the room.
Tom had rejoined his group, calm and self-contained, as if the duel hadn’t shaken a single hair out of place.
As if he hadn’t said what he said.
As if he hadn’t looked at her like that.
-.-
Before patrol, Rosalind returned to the Undercroft. Not to speak with Isidora—she’d had enough of her cryptic bullshit for the week—but to read.
Selene’s journal might hold the key to surviving the first trial.
The rest of the castle was busy with Valentine’s Day. Upstairs, Gryffindor was hosting a kissing booth party. Potter was dressed as Cupid.
Rosalind came here.
Thankfully, the Triptych was empty. Isidora, at least, had kept her word. She’d promised not to return until the trial was complete, and for now, the absence of her felt like a gift.
Rosalind dragged a chair to the far corner of the chamber, out of view of the portrait altogether, and tucked her legs beneath her as she opened the journal in her lap. She flipped past the opening pages without reading, past the photograph of Selene. Rosalind couldn’t bear to look at it. She’d had her fill of smirking for the day.
All through Magical Theory, Tom had sat across from her with that same maddening expression—smirking, staring, practically vibrating with smug satisfaction. She’d stared back, stony-faced, her quill scraping at her parchment without absorbing a single word of Professor Thiswell’s droning lecture.
Tonight, she had to be practical. Sharp and focused. She had to find something—anything—in these pages that might keep her alive through whatever the Keepers had in store.
She ran a hand through her hair, exhaled slowly, and turned the page.
There it was. Selene’s handwriting. Not the swirled cursive most witches used, but something tighter, more like a typewriter. She didn’t use a quill, either. A fountain pen. The Muggle kind.
Selene grew up thinking herself non-magical. Her name hadn’t appeared in the Book of Admittance until her fifteenth birthday, a rarity in the magical community. Until then, she’d been a quiet, clever girl, the orphaned daughter of two perfectly ordinary parents, adopted by another perfectly ordinary couple. The kind of child people didn’t expect greatness from.
Maybe that was why she still clung to Muggle things, even decades later. She went to the Muggle dentist. Shopped at Muggle grocery stores. Took the underground sometimes instead of Apparating or using the Floo network. As if those simple, grounded habits tethered her to something more human. As if they reminded her of who she used to be.
Rosalind couldn’t help herself—she flipped back to the photograph. Selene looked up at her from the page. This time, something else glowed behind her smile. Reverence, maybe. Recognition.
Like she was saying: Finally, you’re ready.
So Rosalind swallowed her nerves, wrapped her fingers tighter around the edges of the journal, and began to read the first entry.
SEPTEMBER 2
Hogwarts.
It’s real. I kept thinking the train ride would end in some elaborate prank, that someone would tap me on the shoulder and say sorry, wrong girl, and I’d be shipped back to Norfolk. But I’m here! A castle full of magic and ghosts and moving staircases, and I belong in every hallway.
Charms was first. Professor Ronen was strange. I got Accio on the first try. It felt like tugging on a string through space and time. Like the universe was already listening for me.
Defense class after lunch. That was something. I got paired up with a boy named Sebastian Sallow. Freckled, smug, too charming for his own good. He laughed when I knocked him over. Said, “You give as good as you get,” and grinned like I was already trouble.
And then, of course, I fought a troll. Everyone panicked. Everyone. Except me. I felt the magic rise before I even lifted my wand. It poured out of me like I’d been waiting my whole life to use it.
Sebastian saw. I think he knows there’s something different about me. I don’t think he minds.
The troll bled red. I thought it would be green. It smelled like rotten meat.
I should be shaken. But I’m not. I feel like I could do it all over again.
This is the beginning of something. I think the world’s finally caught up to me.
Rosalind let out a long breath and slumped back in the chair, the journal open in her lap.
“Oh, this story,” she muttered.
She’d heard it before. A thousand times. Usually from Sebastian, usually while toying with a drink and telling it like it was some grand romantic battle, full of wit and danger and last-minute heroics. Of course, Selene thought the universe had been waiting for her. Of course, she described ancient magic as an inevitability. Of course, Sebastian grinned like she was already trouble…
Rosalind rolled her eyes and flipped the page.
“Get over yourself,” she said under her breath. “You fought a troll. You didn’t become a god.”
But still, she didn’t stop reading.
Rosalind flipped through the following entries with only half her attention.
Blah, blah, blah, sneaking into the Restricted Section.
Blah, blah, blah, found a dusty old map room beneath the school.
Blah, blah, blah, Professor Fig told her she was the single most talented witch he’d ever met.
Rosalind skimmed a few more pages—notes on goblin rebellions, magical theories scribbled in the margins, some enthusiastic line about learning Incendio and accidentally setting Ominis Gaunt’s sleeves on fire.
Then, finally, something that caught her eye.
SEPTEMBER 18
The power is singing now. That’s the only way I can describe it. It’s in everything. It’s in me. And I don’t just feel it—I am it. Professor Fig says I should be cautious. But he’s never felt this.
Today in Defense, I cast something—just instinct, not a proper spell—and it shattered through Sebastian’s shield. He laughed, the idiot. Thought it was clever. Thought I was clever. Ominis thinks we’re mad. Maybe we are.
I told Sebastian about the trial. The Keepers are letting me begin tomorrow. I want to see what I’m really capable of.
He thinks I might be able to give him the moon soon.
Rosalind blinked and turned to the next entry—the first trial.
Then her stomach turned sour.
SEPTEMBER 19
He kissed me. He kissed me before I left. It felt like dying and being reborn in the same breath. I didn’t know boys could kiss like that.
It set me on fire.
Sebastian. Sebastian. Sebastian. His name is a prayer. I might die if I never get to kiss him again.
This must be how the Gods feel.
Rosalind blinked. Read it again. She stared. Then she screeched.
The sound echoed off the stone walls as she hurled the journal across the room. It smacked hard against a pillar and fluttered to the ground in a heap, pages bent at weird angles.
“Are you fucking kidding me,” she swore, storming out of her chair. She crossed the room in three strides, snatched the journal off the floor, and immediately began smoothing the bent pages.
The photograph of Selene flashed as she flipped back—her grandmother now glaring up at her with tight-lipped fury.
“Yeah, well,” Rosalind muttered, rolling her eyes, “I just had to read about you comparing yourself and grandad to Gods because of a kiss. Give me a break.”
She snapped the journal shut, then opened it again—careful this time not to reread the entry.
It took two more days for Selene to write anything remotely useful. Two more entries of Sebastian this and Sebastian that.
Finally—
SEPTEMBER 21
The Keepers were impressed. Of course they were. The trial wasn’t even that difficult. All that talk about being stripped bare and remade again—please. Overdramatic nonsense. I walked in, solved their puzzles, and brought the Pensieve Guardian to its knees. It was elegant. Almost easy.
They say I need to get stronger before they’ll let me do the next one. I’m already strong. Stronger than they realize.
Even Sebastian looked at me differently when I told him. Like I was something sacred. Or dangerous. Maybe both. Either way, I liked it. He’ll follow me anywhere now.
I had a strange dream last night. The trial again—but slower. The walls were bleeding. No one remembered me. I worked in a Muggle office on a typewriter. My wand was gone.
They called me Sarah again.
I woke up furious that I’d let it get to me.
Rosalind stared down at the page, lips slightly parted, brow furrowed in disbelief.
That was it? No details. No description. Not even a single hint of what the trial felt like. Just smug self-congratulation and passive-aggressive flexing. Some paranoia about losing everything.
Selene was always so composed, so convinced of her own brilliance, she couldn’t be bothered to record a single useful thing for the terrified descendant reading this decades later?
Rosalind ran a hand through her hair, fingers tightening at the roots.
“Stripped bare and remade again—bullshit,” she mimicked. “Merlin forbid you be dramatic and helpful.”
She turned the next page with sharp fingers, praying for something useful. Nothing. Just more lines about how she was the savior to the wizarding community. Blah blah blah.
Rosalind rolled her eyes so hard it hurt at the single page that had a name written over and over again. Sebastian Sebastian Sebastian. Merlin, her grandmother had it bad.
She closed the journal and leaned back in the chair, thinking. At least the entry hadn’t described agony. It hadn’t described pain or madness or loss. Selene hadn’t walked away shattered. She hadn’t written anything about being afraid.
Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad. Maybe she could survive it, too.
She glanced at the clock. She was late for prefect patrol. Rosalind swore and took off running out of the Undercroft, leaving Selene’s journal behind.
-.-
For once, Tom was grateful for Valentine’s Day.
It made the entire castle pliable—empty corridors made emptier by house parties and hopeful snogging behind tapestries. Under his Disillusionment Charm, he moved through the haze of it all like a ghost.
Earlier that evening, he’d passed through the Greenhouses and lifted a strange, poisonous flower in the same manner. He’d wrapped it in silk and tucked it into his pocket.
Now, he climbed the winding stairs to the Ravenclaw girls’ dormitory, having slipped in behind a sniffling fifth-year with puffy eyes and a broken heart. The tower was nearly silent, save for a few first-years murmuring near the fire. Everyone else was gone.
There was a Gryffindor party tonight. Even Eldridge, by all reports, had been coaxed from her books to attend. And with Rosalind on prefect patrol, that left the dormitory blissfully, conveniently, empty.
Tom stepped through the doorway. The Disillusionment Charm melted from his skin.
The seventh-year girls’ dormitory was tidy. Predictable for Ravenclaws. Lavender lingered in the air. A stack of Witch Weekly magazines sat in perfect order beside the armchair near the fire. The beds were made. The trunks closed.
Rosalind’s cat—a sleek black female—was curled like a croissant at the foot of one bed. When Tom approached, she raised her head, blinked slowly, and stretched into his hand when he reached to stroke her.
Of course Sallow’s cat would like him.
So this was where she slept.
Second from the end, tucked against a tall, arched window. Her bed was tidy—the navy quilt pulled taut, corners crisp, soft blue curtains drawn around the posts. A stuffed rabbit sat at the head. Pale, long-eared, one button eye slightly askew.
He picked it up. The fabric was worn. The seams, hand-stitched. He turned it once, twice in his hands, then gently set it back against the pillow.
Rosalind Sallow still slept with a crooked-eyed toy rabbit.
His gaze slid to the nightstand. A battered paperback lay open beside a little porcelain dish filled with hairpins. Gone with the Wind. He flipped through it lazily. A scrap of parchment fluttered loose and landed on the sheets.
He plucked it up. Scanned the handwriting—round, loopy. Unmistakably hers.
After all, tomorrow is another day.
His smile curled slowly. She’d underlined tomorrow twice.
Sliding the parchment back into place, he turned to her trunk, closed haphazardly, the sleeve of an expensive wool coat sticking out.
That was Rosalind Sallow: beautiful and distracted. Always two steps behind her own quick thoughts.
He doubted the neatly-made bed had anything to do with her. She was often rumpled, a little careless, effortless in a way that only someone raised by progressive parents and with a silver spoon could afford to be. No discipline.
Just a girl who’d never learned she was supposed to be anything other than herself.
Had she been born into one of the old pureblood families—like the girls in his house—she would’ve been the black sheep. He wondered if they’d have broken her by now.
Tom was beginning to think breaking Rosalind Sallow would be a waste. It wasn’t about taming or controlling. It was about steering .
A girl with wild magic in her veins. He wanted to empty her. Refill her with himself. He wanted to understand the flicker of silver in her eye, and why she always clenched her fingers too tightly at her sides—like the magic might burst from her if she let go.
He wanted to see it. Feel it. Direct it.
Tom stared at the trunk.
He’d first seen trunks like it on his first night at Hogwarts. Abraxas, pompous and infuriatingly rich, had tapped his trunk, and it had exploded into a miniature closet—racks of clothes, rows of shoes, drawers of cufflinks and ties.
He’d hated it then. But by now, he had stolen enough things to fill one of his own.
Rosalind’s trunk would bloom for him now. He already knew what he’d find inside: silk, satin, the latest fashions from Paris and London. Stacks of polished shoes. Ribbons. Dress robes. Coats. Stockings. And, distractingly, numerous delicate, lace-trimmed things for under it all.
But first, the real reason he was here.
He drew his wand and cast a soft Revelio , scanning the room with hungry eyes. No shimmer of hidden enchantments. No whisper of concealed compartments.
He tried the dresser. The nightstand again. Even dropped to one knee to run his hand along the slats beneath the bed.
Nothing. No sign of Miriam Fig’s journal.
His jaw flexed.
Where had she hidden it? Was she carrying it now? Had she sensed—somehow—that he’d come looking? The thought made his blood pulse.
He stood slowly, eyes narrowing. No journal. No notes. No threads to pull. That was the other thing about Rosalind Sallow: she was infuriatingly difficult to know.
Frustrated, he flicked his wand at the trunk. It parted open, and he stepped into it. Stepped into her.
The scent hit him first. Linen. Jasmine soap. Something warm and spicy.
He didn’t hesitate.
He reached for the powder-blue dress hanging, lifted it to his nose, and inhaled.
One breath. For information. For study.
That’s what he told himself.
But the scent—it was sweet. Clean. Intimate. It hit him low and then curled into him. His breath caught. The silk bunched in his fist. He gripped it tighter. The dress dropped. Then he lifted it again. Drank it in.
He should have left.
There were no journals here.
Just Rosalind—haunting every bit of fabric.
The trunk was exquisite. Rows of dresses, skirts, sweaters, trousers. Hanging in no particular order, some dangling half off their hangers. Many still had tags. She bought things and forgot about them.
Spoiled. Distracted. Utterly unguarded.
He didn’t touch the drawer of lingerie, but it was half open. Ivory, blush, soft blue lacy things. He memorized the location.
Besides, his mind was already undressing her.
She’d be slow about it, he thought. Not shy, but deliberate. She’d watch him while she did it. Challenge him with every button.
He wouldn’t be gentle. Not the first time.
She’d beg for it. All sharp tongue and gleaming eyes, still pretending she had the upper hand. She’d arch beneath him, furious and wet. He’d pin her down. Peel her open. Make her say please.
His eyes closed again.
Now she was on the bed. Skirt hitched up. One leg curled. Waiting and wanting. Pussy dripping through those lacy little knickers of hers.
His hand clenched around the fabric.
When he opened his eyes, he was hard.
He pressed the heel of his hand to his cock, willing it down.
It only made it worse. He imagined her watching him. Walking in. Smiling that sharp little smile—knowing.
He nearly groaned.
Furious with himself, he let the dress fall and stepped back. Drew back his composure. Enough.
A jewelry box sat on top of the lingerie drawer. He ran his fingers over a few options: a ribbon, a string of pearls, a near-empty vial of perfume. Then he saw it: a silver locket. No initials, no crest. No photo inside. He’d never seen her wear it before.
It wouldn’t be missed. But it would be his. He took it and slipped it into his pocket with a quiet finality.
He looked at the blue silk dress one last time.
Imagined her in it. Only it. No heels. No knickers.
Just that silk sliding off her shoulder as she dropped to her knees.
He’d ruin it. Let her wear it the next day and remember everything.
-.-
The castle buzzed faintly behind her, distant music and laughter slipping through stone walls. The Gryffindor party thudded through the castle. No one—not professors or prefects—seemed to care. A paper rose had made it all the way to the base of the Ravenclaw tower, where it lay half-trampled.
Rosalind stepped over it.
She wasn’t going to any party.
Patrol was done. Her wand sat warm in her pocket. Her hands were steady again. But in a few minutes, she’d go to the Map Chamber. To the first trial.
A strange, quiet resolve had settled over her. The promise of the inevitable. Her ancient magic slumbered under her skin, like it was charging in the moonlight for whatever she might face in a few hours.
She didn’t expect to see him.
But there he was—leaning against the wall just past the staircase landing. Lit in flickering candlelight, collar undone, tie loose like he’d just come from something far more intimate than a school function. Half-lidded eyes.
Waiting for her.
“Patrol, Sallow?” Tom asked, voice smooth as velvet.
She didn’t slow, turning up the winding staircase. “Finished.”
He pushed off the wall and fell into step beside her, hands tucked in his pockets, like they had all the time in the world.
“You’re not in the mood for chocolates and treacle tart, I take it,” he murmured, glancing sideways.
“Why? Were you saving me one?”
He smirked. “Hardly. But I imagine some poor Hufflepuff is weeping into his cauldron cake right now because he got scorned by Rosalind Sallow."
“Tragic.”
They climbed up a few quiet steps together. She felt an eerie sort of calm, different than she’d ever felt around him. Peaceful. Comfort. He wasn’t touching her, his shoulder wasn’t brushing hers. But he didn’t need to. She felt warm and content.
Then he stopped. So did she.
From his pocket, he withdrew a flower.
Dark as spilled ink. The petals shimmered faintly in the light, an unnatural glow, like the surface of a bubble just before it burst. The stem was twisted in a spiral. It looked like it had teeth. It was beautiful. And clearly cursed.
“What is that?” she asked.
“A gift,” he said. “For the holiday.”
Her eyes flicked to his. “Valentine’s.”
He held it out to her between two fingers, careful not to crush it, careful not to brush against the teeth. “I thought of you.”
She didn’t move.
“It’s poisonous,” she said. Not a question.
“My favorite things are.”
She stared at it. At him.
She wanted it terribly.
After a beat, she reached out and took it from him.
Their fingers brushed. The contact was brief, but the heat flared through her. The flower pulsed in her hand, faintly alive, faintly wrong.
It was grotesque. It was perfect.
It was from him.
“Do you give all the girls dangerous flowers on Valentine’s Day?”
Tom’s gaze didn’t shift. “No. Just you.”
In Selene’s journal, Sebastian had kissed her before her trial—a tether back to her life.
Rosalind didn’t move.
“I should go,” she said. Her voice almost wavered. Almost.
Tom’s smile deepened.
“What?” he asked. “No quoting Bacall at me tonight?”
Her mouth curved, reluctantly. “Would you prefer ‘I don’t even have to try?’ or ‘Don’t let me be sentimental?’”
He stepped closer, just half a pace.
Enough to let her know she could lean in, if she wanted to. Enough to see the flutter of his dark lashes, the curve of his lips.
He smelled like cigarettes and citrus, and felt like an inevitability.
“I’ve always liked the one about how it’s even better when you help,” he murmured.
Rosalind imagined lifting her hand to trace his lips. She imagined what it might be like to finally give in to this desire.
She imagined how he’d sound.
Not his voice in class, or his cold drawl in the hallways—but something ragged, ruined.
Gasping her name against her throat. Begging, maybe. If he ever begged.
She wanted to hear it. Just once.
She would. She was as sure of that as she was of anything in her entire life.
Which is why she didn’t.
She stepped past him, slowly, her shoulder grazing his on the way by.
It was something to hold on to. Her own tether. She’d have him when she returned from the trial. She’d kiss him. She’d curse him. She’d devour him. She’d let him do the same to her.
A promise.
He didn’t move and neither did she. But just before she turned the corner, his voice followed, almost amused:
“Happy Valentine’s Day, Rosalind.”
She tucked the flower into her pocket, the teeth scraping her finger just once.
A perfect Valentine for a girl like her.
She smiled to herself and kept walking.
Notes:
i swear the next one is the first trial!!! also, i changed it from "miriam fig journalS" to a single journal. wtf would miriam fig have to write about ancient magic for three journals? lmao
tom is a fuckin freak :) rosalind is a stronger woman than me tho i s2g...
p.s. it wouldn't be a bad idea to remind yourself of the prologue (if you care about foreshadowing all that fun) before next chapter
Chapter 18: The First Trial
Notes:
forget what you know of the trials from the game... we're going full AU here...
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Rosalind stood before the archway, a cool silvery-blue haze distorting whatever lay beyond. Somewhere, something hummed in the distance.
She breathed in. In—hold. Out—hold.
Her wand was clutched in one hand. She wore simple riding clothes: trousers and boots, a practical shirt, and her wand holster. A small inner pocket held a pack of cigarettes and her new good luck charm.
Her skin was clean. Her hair pulled back from her face.
It was only her and her magic now.
It stirred, steady beneath her skin, watchful, waiting, as if it too was holding its breath.
The first trial lay ahead of her.
The door had closed behind her. Professor Rackham’s voice had faded. Now there was only this impossibly dark room—an archway, and the unknown beyond.
There was no going back.
Suddenly, fiercely, she missed her grandmother. An ache bloomed in her chest, then faded.
Rosalind stepped forward, alone, into the unknown.
-.-
There was nothing. And then–
Rosalind found herself in a hallway. A familiar hallway, bathed in more cool blue light. Walls painted white, pictures hung neatly—family portraits in silver frames, their inhabitants moving, smiling broadly.
She paused in front of the first and found her parents dancing at their wedding. Ominis, his handsome face split in a wide grin, freckles accenting his cheeks. Her mother, Octavia, more beautiful than anyone else had ever been, twirling, laughing, radiant.
Cool dread swept over her.
This was the London townhouse.
Her parents’ tidy Georgian home, nestled in Bloomsbury. The floors beneath her feet were polished dark wood, the sconces along the walls burning a soft, pale gold. Somewhere deeper in the house, she could smell her mother’s old perfume—jasmine and bergamot—mitigated by the faint, familiar trace of her father’s pipe smoke, sweet and spiced like cedar and clove, curling through the air.
Why was she here? The trials brought her to London?
It was dead silent. And for one long moment, she just breathed.
And then – screaming.
The kind from a Hitchcock film: shrill and endless, like a woman being torn apart.
Rosalind’s feet moved before she could think—sprinting like lightning across the polished floor toward her bedroom door at the end of the hallway. She threw it open—
And was hit with a blast of silvery blue fire.
She dropped to her knees, arms thrown over her head. Fire scorched her forearms, the heat so intense she thought it might kill her, here and now. It blasted at her, in time with the wailing scream and–
Then it stopped. No pain. It was only warm, only the idea of burning.
She lowered her arms as her eyes adjusted to the cool light again.
It washer bedroom. There was her large, cozy bed, piled high with too many pillows, and her closet, overflowing with clothes. A candle burned on the dresser, a film poster she stole from the local cinema stuck to the wall, and–
In the corner.
Curled in on herself, with a stream of silver-blue fire erupting from her—
It was her. It was Rosalind.
She gasped, her back slamming against the door.
The girl – no, the thing in the corner moaned. Her body was curved, arms wrapped around her knees, her long hair like a shield.
Rosalind tried to breathe. But seeing herself – this was —
This was that night. The summer before fifth year. The night the ancient magic erupted from inside of her.
This was it—the trial.
She’d been home alone, reading her dog-eared copy of Wuthering Heights, sneaking out onto the balcony to smoke the cigarettes she’d stolen from her mother earlier that day. Her parents were at some war relief gala, raising money to help Muggles rebuild after the bombings. Benedict was off at Quidditch camp. Her grandparents lived only a few blocks away, but she was alone. All alone.
The pain had started in her gut, sharp and sudden. For a moment, she had thought it was menstrual cramps, or maybe her appendix. But then it got worse, twisting and tearing through her. She’d thrown the book across the room. Now, Rosalind could see it on the floor, just next to a pair of fuzzy blue slippers.
The pain had spread to her chest, her limbs, her throat, behind her eyes.
She remembered feeling like she might be split clean down the middle. Like she was choking on something too big for her body.
She remembered only pain.
No pleasure. None of the power-drunk euphoria that came later, at ruins, in graveyards.
Only pain.
She’d screamed for hours.
Alone. Unable to move. No house-elf. No staff who stayed overnight. She’d burned and screamed and thought she was dying—for hours and hours and hours—
Until Octavia and Ominis stumbled home at nearly four in the morning.
Rosalind stared, horrified, at the memory of her younger self.
Was it a memory? Or was it real? Had she traveled back in time? Or was it a hallucination? A recreation of her worst moment, the time in life when she had begged for death and He had not come.
Rosalind clenched her wand in her fist.
What was she supposed to do? What sort of trial was this? Stand and watch as her younger self tore apart?
And then the girl screamed again, and ancient magic burst from her body like waves.
Rosalind yelled, “Protego!" then stumbled back as the shield dissolved around her, ancient magic slicing through it like a knife. A hot gust of wind knocked her sideways, stealing her breath.
She coughed and raised her wand again. "Finite Incantatem," she tried, voice cracking. "Ventus!"
None of it worked. Not even a flicker. The blue fire roared louder, higher, climbing up the walls like a living thing.
She turned on the girl.
“Stop it!” she shouted over the noise. “Stop screaming—stop—just stop, please—”
But the girl didn’t move, and she didn’t flinch. Her body stayed curled, the fire still pouring from her.
Rosalind flung another spell—Incarcerous—but the ropes fizzled before they reached her. The magic wouldn’t touch her.
The room was coming apart—books sliding off shelves, curtains smoking, the bedspread catching at the corners. A crack split the mirror above the dresser.
“This isn’t real,” Rosalind said, frantic. “It’s not real. This is a memory—this is an illusion—this isn’t happening again.”
But the girl’s next scream pierced her, and she pressed her hands to her ears.
She couldn’t stop it.
She couldn’t do anything.
“Depulso!” she shouted, desperate, flinging her wand toward the girl. The blast rebounded off the fire and slammed into the wall behind her, shaking the room. The crack in the mirror deepened, spidering out across the glass.
She stumbled back, chest heaving. Her wand trembled uselessly in her hand.
It was no use. None of it worked.
Her knees hit the floor. The fire kept pulsing, kept burning. She didn’t know where to run, what to fight, what to hold onto. Everything was too bright, too loud, too wrong.
She was going to die here. Burn like before. And this time, no one would come.
Her eyes landed on the fuzzy slippers again. Her mother always hated them, thought they looked like puffskeins on her feet. And beside them, her book. Wuthering Heights. The one she’d thrown across the room, right before it all started. Rosalind thought of Cathy and Heathcliff, their tragic, ridiculous love.
Grief twisted inside her. This was her. Her. Rosalind. Breaking and broken and all alone. So scared. So raw. In unending, wild pain.
She’d done everything to forget this night.
To forget the way she’d felt so, so alone.
This was the reason she’d refused the trials.
This night.
When she burned as ancient magic stole everything away from her.
She was just a girl.
A girl who screamed. Louder this time. Almost inhuman. The fire swelled, burning up the walls, roaring out of the girl like a geyser. Rosalind didn’t have time to shield; it knocked her flat onto the floor, spine slamming into polished wood.
Her head spun.
Something cracked in the wall behind her.
She lay there for a moment, stunned, watching the fire creep along the ceiling.
And then, softly in the distance – a whisper.
“Please,” the voice begged. The voice cried. “Please, someone help me.”
A sob clawed its way up to her throat.
“Please, God,” the girl begged. “Please just kill me. Help me or kill me. Please.”
Rosalind pushed herself to her knees, hands shaking as she gripped the dresser. Her wand had rolled across the floor, and she reached for it but tucked it into the holster.
What good had it done?
She was failing. Again.
She had survived this night once, but now—what if that had been luck? What if she wasn’t strong enough, not really, to face it knowing what it was? What if ancient magic saw the truth of her—that she wasn’t a fighter, just a scared girl who ran from her own power?
She could let go. Sink into the flames, let them take her. Would it be so terrible? To end here, with the girl she couldn’t save?
But the voice—it was still there. Small and shaking.
Her voice.
Rosalind took a breath and then crawled through the burning flames on the floor. They might have hurt her, she didn’t know. All she knew was immense, terrible sorrow. For the girl. For herself.
She crawled until she was just before her. It was even hotter here. And her voice cracked as she said, “I’m here. I’m here. I’m with you.”
Rosalind’s hair blew away from her face as the fire crescendoed. It didn’t matter. Rosalind threw her arms around her burning self and cried, “I remember. I know it hurts. I’m so sorry. I’m so, so sorry. I’m here.”
The girl made a sound—a rattling inhale, like her lungs were giving in.
“I’m so, so sorry. You’re not alone. You are not alone. This is not your fault.”
And the fire stopped. Just vanished.
Moments passed. Rosalind held her shuddering, younger self. And then pulled away, gently. The girl turned her face up, enough for Rosalind to see her tear-streaked cheeks, her eyes wide and hollow.
Rosalind brushed her tears away, tender, as if erasing her own past.
Her eyes flickered to the silver locket hanging around her neck. It used to be her favorite.
Inside the locket, tucked behind a folded scrap of parchment—a silly limerick from Gwen—was a photo of Tyrone Power clipped from an old magazine.
She hadn’t worn it again after this night. It had burned a circle on her chest that took weeks to fade.
Younger Rosalind, almost doll-like with her wet, wide eyes, reached up and unfastened the locket from her neck. She didn’t say anything as she placed it into Rosalind’s hands.
The scent of jasmine lingered, sweet and sad.
And Rosalind fell backward into nothingness again.
-.-
Tom dreamt of the diary.
Not the thing it was now—his Horcrux, a vessel of his soul, a vault for his younger self.
But the moment he made it.
He was in the second-floor lavatory, though the walls bled red and the mirrors wept ink. The light flickered. Everything smelled like steam and copper and death.
Myrtle was there, slumped against the tile, her mouth slack, glasses split down the bridge. Her robes were soaked through with water that never stopped pooling.
The diary hovered midair, spine cracked open, pages fluttering like a thing alive.
Tom was on his knees. His chest had cracked open.
His ribs ached. The crack wasn’t clean. His soul didn’t want to go.
Something inside him howled.
He reached for the diary. His hand passed through.
A whisper from behind. Not hers. Not his.
“What did it cost you?”
He turned.
No one was there.
Just the diary, still floating. Blood and water and ink, dripping. Myrtle's body, still warm. His basilisk, gliding over tile, back to the mouth of the Chamber.
And his soul, severed forever.
-.-
Cold black nothingness gave way again.
The floor was warm beneath her cheek.
Rosalind opened her eyes.
She was lying on damp and sticky hardwood. Above, a ceiling fan turned slowly, stirring her hair.
The scent hit her: eucalyptus and tobacco, sweat, and fading jasmine. It was humid. Stifling. The air felt like breath. Wet, hot, and bitter.
She pushed herself upright, limbs sluggish, her shirt clinging damp to her back.
A hallway stretched ahead, narrow and dim. Light slanted down the walls by seashell sconces. Banana leaf wallpaper curled at the corners, faded, yellowing.
Somewhere deeper, a radio crackled to life, playing a slow, smoky song about the end of the world.
Movie posters lined the walls, framed in gold.
She stepped closer.
Evelyn DuVall. Starring in Thorns in the Desert. How to Hold a Man. Silver, Darling.
And the woman in the posters was—
Rosalind.
Or something like her. Older. Sharper. The softness of youth carved away, polished into something perfect. A stranger in her skin.
Her heart thudded.
One poster was signed in looping black ink—her handwriting, more elaborate: “To the night that made me. Love, Evelyn.”
The radio sang on, languid. She couldn’t place it, but she knew: this had to be the future. Or some version of it.
The floor creaked. The fan hummed.
She followed the music.
The hallway opened into a wide, sunken sitting room.
The air shifted. Cooler, but still heavy. Windows open to the night—Los Angeles, maybe. Insects outside, distant traffic, the sweetness of jacaranda.
She paused in the doorway.
She’d been to this city as a child. Sticky ice cream fingers. Sunlight on the Pacific. Octavia had once dreamed of moving here. But their ties to London, to the Ministry, had been too deep.
The walls were dark, the air thick with perfume and heat. Strange, surreal art hung in oversized frames. Potted plants lined the room, their leaves glossy, thriving despite the stifling air.
She stepped forward, slowly.
Her boots sank into the thick, worn rug. The fan above turned lazily, stirring air scented with jasmine.
And then she saw her.
On a green velvet sofa, lounging as if the world had ended and she had survived it, was her.
Rosalind. Older. Forty, maybe.
But stunning. No—transcendent.
Her hair fell in long, shining waves. Her skin gleamed like marble, dusted with shimmer. A deep violet caftan pooled around her. Her lips were painted the color of blood.
She held a cigarette, burning slowly, untouched. Smoke curled lazily upward. Her breasts glittered with sweat, light painting her like a masterpiece.
Rosalind’s breath caught. Her knees locked. The sight held her rooted in her spot.
It was like staring at a dream. The kind of beauty that demanded worship. The kind of beauty that came from nature, from power, from choice. A perfect union.
This was her. This was her?
The woman looked up.
Her eyes were darker. Older. But they knew.
“Rosalind, darling,” she said, her voice like smoke. “You made it.”
Rosalind stood in the entryway, frozen.
Her hand moved, almost without thought, to her wand holster. She drew it slowly, fingers tight around the handle.
The woman smiled slowly.
Evelyn DuVall. Rosalind but not Rosalind.
“Good girl,” Evelyn said, lip curling. “It’s always good to be prepared.”
Rosalind swallowed. Her throat was dry.
“What is this?” she asked, voice quieter than she meant. “What’s the test?”
Evelyn laughed softly. Her teeth were too perfect, like each one had been replaced into a flawless white row. Like Rosalind’s new tooth. False, but better.
“Test?” Evelyn echoed, tilting her head. “This isn’t a test.”
She smiled wider.
“This is a reward.”
Rosalind blinked, unsteady.
Her wand felt heavier in her hand.
“Come,” Evelyn said softly. “Let me make you a drink.”
She rose, unhurried, dropping her cigarette into a marble ashtray.
Barefoot and graceful, she glided across the room. Jasmine and something darker clung to her skin—sweetness, smoke, maybe magic.
Rosalind didn’t follow.
The bar was built into the wall, mirrored, with shelves stacked with elegant glass decanters and crystal tumblers. Everything gleamed. Even the ice bucket looked expensive.
It looked like something out a film set.
Evelyn moved deliberately, almost lazily. Decanters, a shaker, coupe glasses. All for show.
For a moment, just a breath, Evelyn reminded her of Octavia. Her mother, gorgeous, always poised at some party or gathering, drink in hand, eyes sharp.
“You never liked sweet things,” Evelyn said. “But bitter—we always liked bitter.”
Rosalind’s lips parted. She drank firewhiskey, wine, butterbeer. She drank what was given. Did she like it? Not really. Too sweet.
Evelyn moved on.
“You don’t have to drink it,” Evelyn said, over the sound of ice and metal. “You don’t have to do anything. That’s the point of all this.”
The drink was pale green, smooth, almost glowing. She garnished it with a single jasmine flower. It floated delicately on the surface. Then she set both glasses down—one on each side of the counter.
Waiting.
Rosalind’s feet itched to move. Her hand flexed around her wand. Her mouth was still so dry, her chest still so tight.
Evelyn leaned her hip against the bar.
“Don’t be shy,” she said, gesturing to the drink. “Sit with me. Let’s have a chat.”
Then Rosalind realized—Evelyn had lost her accent.
Not that careful London lilt. Now, every word rolled like honey, vowels stretched. Like she’d lived in California for decades—like she’d starred in ten noir films and seduced every man in Beverly Hills.
Her voice was lower. Smoother. Almost unreal.
Rosalind still didn’t move. The air was too stifling. Evelyn, too perfect.
It hit her all at once.
She’d never known she could have this. This life. This version of herself.
Never thought she could step outside of the lines drawn in her life. She was a Sallow, bound by legacy, by the weight of doing right, doing good.
But this was freedom.
Evelyn DuVall was everything she had dreamed of while watching the silver screen. Beauty that stopped time. Charm that made men and women burn. Power, unapologetic.
It would be easy. Slip into her skin. Take what she wanted. Stop fighting. Stop fearing.
Part of her wanted it.
Badly.
She could return to Hogwarts—drape herself in silks. Douse herself in French perfume. Let her magic spill like wine, reckless. Made to be worshipped.
She could make Abraxas Malfoy follow her like a dog, desperate to please. She could snap her fingers and have him at her feet, offering her everything. His name. His house. His rotting heart.
She could make Nicasia crawl. Veronika fan her with a giant leaf. Those Slytherin boys feed her grapes one by one, too afraid to meet her eyes.
She could ace every exam without breaking a sweat. Decline every Ministry offer with a smirk.
Laugh when they asked her to be good.
And Tom Riddle—
She could make him beg for her.
She faltered. Her feet shifted.
She could move closer. She wanted to move closer.
She could sit. Just sit. Just to learn from Evelyn, that was all, just to learn–
Then something else twisted in Rosalind’s gut. Distrust. A flicker of instinct, ancient and sharp, that whispered—none of this is real.
Evelyn watched her, smiling faintly.
Then, with a graceful pivot, she picked up both coupe glasses. They were sweating in the heat.
She carried them to the green velvet sofa and sank down, letting the caftan spill around her. She placed one glass on a crystal coaster.
“Suit yourself,” she said, reclining back, her own drink gleaming in her hand. “But don’t say I never offered.”
Evelyn took a sip. Her eyes never left Rosalind.
“Well,” Evelyn said, sinking into the cushions, her voice amused. “You’ve got your future self sitting before you, and you clam up? No questions? Not even a gasp?”
Rosalind’s fingers curled tighter around her wand.
“You’re not my future,” she said quietly. “This is an illusion—a test.”
Evelyn’s smile curved, lazy.
“Oh, but I could be. Don’t you recognize me? I’ve just smoothed out the edges. Learned how to be worshipped properly. Stopped caring what our dreadful little friends think.”
She raised her glass in a mock toast.
“To the woman you become when you finally stop apologizing.”
Rosalind didn’t move. Didn’t speak.
But her eyes flicked to the posters.
Evelyn caught it.
“Curious, are we?” she purred. “Thorns in the Desert? That one got a standing ovation in Cannes. And my first Oscar nomination.”
Rosalind’s throat tightened.
“You’re an actress.”
Evelyn’s eyes gleamed. “A star, darling.”
She sipped, then sighed, bored.
“You’re being so serious,” she said, voice softening. “Come now. Surely you’re curious. You’re what—eighteen? What’s important to us then? Hm. Oh, yes. Did we get our revenge on that dreadful Parker girl?”
“Parkinson,” Rosalind corrected.
Evelyn laughed carelessly. “See how little she matters?”
“She doesn’t matter now.”
“Exactly.” Evelyn waved it off. “Fine. Maybe you want the good news?”
She leaned back, eyes sparkling.
“Rosalind, darling—you’re beautiful. You’re brilliant. Look at you. Look at me. This is what you get to have. No more hiding in those stuffy London townhouses, wrapped in Victorian robes, trying to make yourself small.”
Her voice dipped lower.
“Muggles—they’ve always had it figured out, haven’t they? The finer things. Style. Fashion. Intrigue. Power, without needing wands.”
Rosalind looked around—really looked.
The room was entirely non-magical. From what she could see, Evelyn didn’t even have a wand.
What if she didn’t need one either?
“It came with an argument,” Evelyn said lightly. “A nasty one. Brought down an entire village in Hertfordshire. He didn’t want to let go. But I didn’t need him anymore.”
Her smile sharpened.
“But I got my way. I always do. Some things just… work out. Maybe it’s luck. Maybe it’s the silver spoon.”
She leaned in.
“Maybe it’s Dior. Chanel. The Cartier diamonds they forget to ask for back. Maybe it’s the maître d’ at Château Marmont always keeping our table open—just in case.”
She set the glass down, empty now.
“Or maybe it’s the way the world bends to our will.”
Rosalind’s voice cut through the haze. “What about my family?”
Evelyn blinked, slowly, as though the question hadn’t occurred to her in years.
“What about them?”
“My brother,” Rosalind said. “My parents, my grandparents. My friends – Gwen, Parisa, Varinia. Do we still see them?”
Evelyn smiled. “They were lovely. But they were part of the journey. We made space for something better.”
Rosalind stared.
“What about a husband?” she asked. “A partner?”
Evelyn smiled, soft and strange. “Oh. There was only him.”
Rosalind’s stomach twisted. “Where is he, then?”
Evelyn’s smile turned sharp. “Gone. Men like that, darling, you either own—or bury.”
She looked out the window, bored now.
Then she laughed—too loud for the quiet.
“Oh, doll,” she said, turning back. “You’re asking the wrong questions.”
She rose from the sofa in one long, fluid motion. The drink still in her hand. Her eyes too bright, her smile too wide.
“Family? Love?” She stepped closer. “You could be the most powerful witch in centuries—yes, more powerful than Selene—and you’re asking about family and love? You could have anything, take anything... and you ask for that?”
She chuckled. It was not kind.
Rosalind stepped back. Her shoulders hit the wall. The doorway was gone.
No exit.
Up close, the shimmer on Evelyn’s skin cracked—at the corner of her eye, a faint line, a fault beneath the perfection.
“You’re always afraid to let go,” Evelyn said softly, almost pitying. “Afraid to want. You should be asking about power. How to take it. How to own it. How to stop begging for permission.”
Her perfume choked the air.
Rosalind's eyes darted, searching—and then she saw it. A glass cabinet, tucked into an alcove. Inside: a silver coin, a serpent ring, a comb of bone, a mirror black as smoke, a vial of red too dark for wine.
They called to her.
Evelyn followed her gaze. “Oh,” she said lightly. “Those? Just a few things we’ve picked up along the way. His little obsessions. Not that they amounted to much.”
She turned back. Her smile curdled.
“You’re pathetic, you know that?”
Rosalind flinched.
“You think strength is in your blood? Your family legacy? That you were born with it? Then where is it, Rosalind? Where’s the greatness?”
Her voice rose.
“You have Selene’s journal. Miriam’s theories. The trials, laid at your feet. And what did you do?” She leaned in, breath hot, sickening. “Nothing. You did nothing. You didn’t even try. Because you don’t care about understanding your magic. You just want to wear it. Like a crown. Like a dress.”
Her glass shattered—she dropped it without looking.
“You’re lazy. You avoid. You hide behind your beauty because it’s the only power you know. You love the way they look at you, don’t you? Love being better than them. Prettier. More dangerous. You think that makes you special.”
Rosalind’s heart pounded.
Evelyn’s eyes blazed now, her voice shaking with fury.
“You want worship, not love. You want to be wanted. Desired. You want the world on its knees—and you don’t even have the spine to admit it.”
She stepped in, too close. Rosalind saw every crack.
“You’re bored, Rosalind. Bored of your friends. Bored of Hogwarts. Bored of being good. You loved Bacchanalia, didn’t you? Loved the danger. The wildness. You’d burn it all down for one more taste.”
Rosalind shook her head, barely breathing.
Evelyn smiled slowly.
“You’re afraid,” she whispered. “Afraid of being mediocre. Afraid of being forgotten.”
Rosalind stood frozen, chest heaving.
And it hit her—she was right. Every word.
She was lazy. She was vain. She wanted to be worshipped. Desired. She loved being adored, being envied. She craved danger, craved the wild nights, the feeling of more.
She was bored.
She was afraid.
She had done nothing.
For a single heartbeat, she hated herself for it.
But then—something else rose. Fierce. Hot.
“I am all those things,” Rosalind said, her voice shaking. “But I’m not you.”
Evelyn stilled, eyes narrowing.
“I have time to make it right,” Rosalind said louder. “And you—” she stepped forward, just once, “—you are nothing but a shadow. A trial. A test.”
Evelyn’s smile faltered.
And something stirred.
Deep beneath Rosalind’s skin, her ancient magic rose, alive. It pushed through her bones, searing through her veins like it remembered what she was, what she could be.
Evelyn blinked.
“You’re all alone,” Rosalind said, her voice lower now, stronger, her magic humming in the air between them. “You have nothing. You’re the pathetic one.”
The floor beneath them shook faintly. The air grew heavy, charged, like a storm just about to break.
“You gave up everything. For what? To rot in this house alone?”
She stepped forward, fury sharp and rising.
“You don’t have anyone. Not even him."
The silence snapped.
"And I can see your crow’s feet.”
Evelyn screamed—feral, wild.
“TAKE WHAT YOU WANT, ROSALIND. USE YOUR POWER. BURN THE WORLD AND REMAKE IT FOR YOU!”
Rosalind lunged.
She hit the floor, rolling—glass biting into her palms. She groaned, blood blooming along her hands as she crawled across the ornate rug.
Evelyn whirled—faster than anything Rosalind had ever seen—and grabbed her ankle. She yanked hard, dragging Rosalind back through the glass, shredding her trousers, slicing into her legs.
Rosalind screamed and kicked, but Evelyn was impossibly strong.
She loomed over her now, not beautiful anymore. Grotesque. Eyes burning. Lipstick smeared like blood. Her teeth unnaturally white. Her face twisting into something monstrous.
And then—Rosalind saw it.
On Evelyn’s left hand. The ring.
Gold, with a black stone.
Her blood went cold.
She knew that ring. Tom’s ring. Worn – like a trophy. Not a wedding band.
Her eyes lifted to the creature above her. The skin. The voice. The absence of anything else.
There was no husband. No family. And not even him.
She had burned him away, too.
The illusion cracked.
Evelyn dropped down, knees pinning Rosalind in place. She planted her hands on either side of Rosalind’s face and leaned in.
She smiled, and it was the most terrifying thing Rosalind had ever seen.
“If you won’t do it,” Evelyn said, her voice like poison, “I’ll end this for you. No point even trying anymore.”
Then she wrapped both hands around Rosalind’s throat.
Rosalind choked, gasping. Evelyn was so strong—hands like iron, fingernails digging into her skin. Her wand was pinned under Evelyn’s knee.
Her vision blurred; her ears burst with static. And somewhere, beneath the terror, her magic surged.
It rose, searing and furious. Ancient magic burst through her veins, flooding her limbs, clawing to the surface like fire desperate to be freed.
Her body arched, trembling—and it struck.
A blast of raw, silvery-blue light erupted from her chest, shattering the glass around them, cracking the walls—but it didn’t touch Evelyn.
Not a flicker. Not a mark.
Evelyn only laughed—a sound like shattering glass—and tightened her grip.
Rosalind’s power was nothing here. It refused her, or was refused.
Tears welled. Her fingers went numb.
And then—she remembered.
Her hands fumbled on Evelyn’s wrists. Slipped up, blind, toward the breast pocket of her shirt.
Her fingers dug inside, through the sharp bite of something with fangs.
She grabbed it.
And with her last ounce of strength, shoved the poisonous flower from Tom Riddle into Evelyn’s gaping mouth.
Evelyn recoiled the instant the flower touched her tongue.
She let go of Rosalind’s throat, shrieking high, ragged, inhuman.
Her hands tore at her mouth, at her face, trying to tear the thing out—but it was already blooming. The petals split wide in her throat. Vines erupted like veins beneath her skin. Her eyes rolled back, her lipstick melting in black streaks down her chin.
She staggered back, still screaming, voice rising to an unholy pitch.
“NO—NO—YOU WERE ME—HE’LL KILL YOU IF YOU DON’T KILL HIM—YOU STUPID—UNGRATEFUL— WE COULD HAVE HAD IT ALL—”
Her body convulsed. Smoke poured from her mouth. Her caftan caught fire.
Evelyn DuVall burned like a film strip—her skin blistering, her bones crackling.
And still, she reached for Rosalind, fingers outstretched like claws.
“YOU COULD HAVE BEEN—”
But the floor gave out beneath them.
Just like before.
The velvet sofa. The wallpaper. The glittering display case. All of it ripped away.
And Rosalind was falling.
Through heat, through ash, through nothing.
-.-
Tom dreamt of the ring.
Not as it was, but as it meant.
It was on his finger as he clawed through the earth, lungs filling with soil. Worms slid over his hands. Roots pulled at his limbs, heavy with rot, clinging to his skin as if the grave refused to let him go.
But he dug. He pulled.
His fingers bled, raw.
Pale moonlight split the soil above until his hand broke through.
He dragged himself free, gasping, coughing dirt from his lungs as he collapsed on the damp ground.
The cemetery in Little Hangleton was silent. Mist curled over the grass. The Riddle headstones stood before him, carved and clean. The manor loomed at the top of the hill, its windows black, curtains drawn. Empty.
He lay there, chest heaving, the earth clinging to his skin.
The ring gleamed on his finger. Black stone. Gold band. Heavy with purpose.
The Gaunt family’s last relic.
His birthright.
The sky cracked above him, lightning flickering behind the clouds.
The crack inside his chest was duller now.
He looked at the ring, felt the pulse of magic sealed within.
His soul, split again. Another piece torn free, locked inside the black obsidian.
He sat up slowly, dirt falling from his skin like ash. The grave had no hold on him.
Somewhere, distant and quiet, his voice echoed: "You belong to no one now."
-.-
The fall ended, all at once.
Rosalind hit the stone floor hard enough to rattle her teeth. She gasped, choking on smoke fading from Evelyn DuVall’s sitting room.
She pushed herself upright.
The chamber was vast, circular, and empty—except for the glowing bowl that hovered in its center. Silver light poured from it like moonlight.
The Guardian stood beside it. Tall. Glittering armor. No face beneath the helmet. Ancient magic born to defend itself.
Rosalind’s limbs trembled. Her ribs ached where Evelyn had pinned her. The flower’s teeth had sliced her fingers open. But she didn’t look away.
She stood.
And stepped forward.
Toward the trial’s final threshold. Toward the ancient magic waiting to be claimed.
It was only her and her magic now.
She rose to meet it—unafraid.
-.-
Tom dreamt of his throne.
As it was always meant to be.
The chamber was vast and cavernous, lit by a dim, unnatural glow. Obsidian pillars vanished into mist. Cloaked figures knelt before him, unmoving.
He sat on a throne made of bone.
His wand lay across his lap like a scepter. Magic hummed faintly beneath him—his own, and something older.
To his left, on a low pedestal, the Dolor Silentium gleamed—its blade black, silent. Beside it, the Redcap Coin pulsed faintly, wet with phantom blood.
There was no joy in it. Only destiny, made flesh.
He was the Master of Death.
The Master of Life.
And then he noticed her.
A woman sat beside him.
Her hands were slick with blood he knew didn’t belong to her. The Gaunt ring glinted on her finger. She wore a crown of silvery-blue fire.
Her eyes met his and did not waver.
Her mouth curved. Not quite a smile. She whispered, “My darling.”
He took her hand as if he’d done it a thousand times before, and kissed the bloody ring on her finger.
-.-
Rosalind limped through the archway, one foot dragging slightly, her boots slick with blood.
Through the door, down the winding stairs, and out of the ruins into the cool, mountain air.
The sky bled gold.
Sunrise.
She reached into the inner pocket of her shirt and pulled out her cigarettes. Lit one with the tip of her wand. The smoke curled up toward the sky.
She stood there a moment, letting the smoke settle in her chest. The wind burned her cheeks. Her hair was a mess. Her knees were bleeding through the fabric of her trousers.
Her magic stirred, not wild now, not hungry—just hers. It began to knit her back together. The gashes on her legs from the glass with Evelyn DuVall, the burns on her forearms from younger Rosalind. The broken ankle from the fight with the guardian.
The smoke filled her lungs and she watched the new day rise.
And Rosalind Sallow stood at the edge of the world—reborn.
Notes:
hiiii wow! okay. so. so many things to say. i really didn't want to write the usual trials / pensieve guardian fight. the trials needed to be symbolic and hold meaning for rosalind -- thus, what I am calling the trial of fear (young rosalind) and the trial of hunger (the potential evil evelyn duvall) were born. isidora told her she'd be stripped bare and I sure hope I lived up to that! is the trial of hunger prophecy? avoidable? true?
i don't know if I'm a tom riddle-defender per se, but I am very interested in the concept of love and companionship and how it can save people. rosalind, like tom, has a great and terrible power. alone -- will they both become great and terrible? what about together? heheheeh, I'm having so much fun.
if it isn't clear yet we aren't necessarily barreling forward toward snake-face voldemort... this is one story in the great tom riddle multiverse
if you caught the thanos reference in here too, I'm so sorry... i wrote it and couldn't stop myself!
Chapter 19: The Bookshop
Notes:
i changed rosalind's cat's name from morgana to camille - a reference to now, voyager for my bette davis heads out there
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Ancient magic had a form now. Direction.
When Rosalind raised her wand, she could feel it moving into place, slowly and surely, as if aligning itself along the bones of her arm. It was no longer a wild, unruly thing.
Just hers.
The cold bit at her legs sharply through the cuts in her trousers. Frost crusted the edges of fallen leaves. Her breath came out in misty, short bursts.
She lifted her wand and pointed it at a dying tree.
No incantation. No raw blast. Only intent.
The magic obeyed.
It flowed gently from the tip of her wand—a stream of silvery-blue light. It drifted around the withered trunk, sank into the soil, and climbed back up through the roots and splintering branches. And despite the chill of late winter, the tree began to bloom.
First came the buds. Then the soft unfurling of green leaves. The trunk widened, its bark darkening as it healed, knitting together like skin pulling over a wound.
Rosalind stood very still and let it happen. Let the ancient magic work without urgency or violence.
And yet, beneath the quiet power, something stirred. The memory of young Rosalind’s fire. Then, Evelyn’s voice: “You should be asking about power. How to take it. How to own it.”
She clenched her jaw and forced herself to breathe.
The last shimmer of light vanished into the bark, gone completely. The tree stood taller now, fuller than before. More alive than anything else in the clearing.
She lowered her wand. Her fingers twitched against her thigh with the last trace of magic, and she smiled to herself. The forest didn’t seem so terrifying this morning.
Her magic was calm now, obedient, but part of her wondered how long that might last.
She turned, her boots soft on the muddy, mossy ground, and began the walk back to Hogwarts—her wand still warm in her hand, and something new and steady blooming beneath her ribs.
A peace she didn’t quite trust.
-.-
It was all too easy for Rosalind to slip back into the Ravenclaw dormitory that morning. The castle was always drowsy at dawn, especially after a night like last night. Slipping past portraits, past slumbering suits of armor, felt like child’s play.
She wasn’t a child anymore.
Her friends were still asleep when she eased the door open. The scent of coconut body spray and mango hair potion hung in the air. Someone had left a pair of heels tipped over near the door. Someone else—probably Gwen—had transfigured one of those winged love notes from around the castle into the shape of a penis. It fluttered lazily near the window.
Rosalind counted on it—all of it. The sleep-heavy oblivion. The way the world spun forward without her.
She changed quietly, tossing her muddy riding clothes down the laundry chute, and climbed into bed beside Camille, who gave a grumpy meow and curled tighter against her ribs.
She lay there in her silk pajamas, eyes wide, listening. Pretending she’d been there the entire night.
Exhaustion pulled at her bones, but she couldn’t sleep. The ancient magic she’d absorbed at the end of the fight with the guardian still thrummed under her skin. It was bright and restless. She felt it with every breath, every heartbeat. It was new and shiny. And hers.
Her hand stroked Camille’s fur, the other curled around Reginald—her old stuffed rabbit, soft and frayed, one ear hanging by a stitch. He smelled like home.
She closed her eyes.
But then, she froze. No. He didn’t smell like the London townhouse. It was a new smell. Woodsy. Men’s cologne.
She inhaled, slowly searching, but it was gone. Just Reginald. Just the rabbit. Just her mind playing tricks. A phantom—nothing more.
Like the ring. Like the fire.
You should be asking about power.
She pulled the rabbit closer, pressing her cheek to the pillow, cold against her skin. The dormitory smelled like coconut and mango, not men’s cologne. A familiar and safe scent.
But something inside her still echoed, still burned.
Her eyes flicked open at the realization.
Her trunk was open.
She pushed herself up on her elbows, staring. She’d closed it last night. She was sure. Or maybe... maybe she hadn’t. Maybe one of the girls had borrowed something. They always did.
But—
Her gaze caught on the corner of her jewelry box, peeking out from under a mess of scarves. Something about it felt wrong. Exposed.
Maybe it was just the silver locket. She hadn’t worn it since that night, but it should be there. She always kept it there.
Her fingers twitched like they might reach for it.
But then Camille yawned, stretched, and hopped from the bed with an offended flick of her tail. She meowed sharply by the window, demanding breakfast.
Across the room, Parisa groaned, rolling over with the dramatic flair of one of Rosalind’s favorite heroines.
“I think I’m dying,” she muttered into the mattress. “Tell your cat to shut it, Rosie.”
Rosalind laughed. She reached for her wand, flicking it toward Camille’s bowl, sending kibble clinking inside.
“Rough night?” she asked, voice lighter than she felt.
“Roughest. Tell my father I went peacefully. Mother—I’ll see you soon.”
“Shut up,” Gwen croaked from her bed, an arm flung over her eyes. “You’re not dying. You’re hungover.”
“I’m more than hungover,” Parisa moaned, tangling deeper into her sheets. “I think someone spiked the lemon fizz. Everything went sideways after that bloody Cupid spell—”
“Oh my god,” Gwen gasped. “You and that Hufflepuff.”
Rosalind sat up, alert. “Who?!”
“Don’t say it!” Parisa shrieked, flipping onto her back, hands covering her face. “Don’t speak his name. I can’t even think about a badger right now—”
“I thought he was cute,” Gwen offered. “For a Hufflepuff.”
“Seventh-year? Who?” Rosalind asked, grasping for normal. “Parisa, was it Able Diggory?”
“No,” Gwen snickered. “No one that fit. Sixth year. He was fine. He was… short.”
“Short?” Rosalind echoed, clinging to the moment.
“Short?!” Parisa gasped. “Practically miniature. I can’t believe I snogged him. Rosalind, you saw me, didn’t you?”
Rosalind blinked. “I—”
Parisa sat upright. “Oh no. You weren’t there. You weren’t there!”
“I wasn’t,” Rosalind said, her smile practiced. “I fell asleep right after patrol.”
“Rosalind,” Gwen groaned, “you missed the party of the century. There was a love potion raffle. Someone got stuck in a suit of armor. Parisa kissed a short Hufflepuff. Otis proposed with a candy ring—I sucked it off my finger. Varinia danced with three boys—”
“Two and a half,” Parisa corrected. “The third was a ghost.”
Rosalind laughed. “Sounds like I really missed out.”
But her heart hadn’t slowed. Her magic hadn’t settled. It still moved in her, shifting around her ribs.
I am all those things. But I’m not you.
“I don’t even remember coming back last night,” Parisa mumbled. “I have so much studying to catch up on.”
“Studying?” Gwen snorted. “We’re going to Hogsmeade, remember?”
“We are?” Parisa and Rosalind said in unison.
Gwen kicked off her sheets, dragging herself upright. “Gladrags. Honeydukes. The Three Broomsticks. We haven’t had a proper girls’ day in months.”
Parisa groaned dramatically. “Yes, well. In October, I had no idea the self-sustaining transfiguration horror of seventh year would come for my soul.”
“Chocolate,” Gwen said, ticking off fingers. “Coffee chews, Parisa. And new stockings, Rosalind.”
“She’s luring us,” Rosalind said, smiling.
“She’s good at it,” Parisa agreed.
Rosalind and Parisa locked eyes. Months of secrets and distance flashed between them.
And Evelyn, still inside her, whispering—You’re bored.
“If Parisa can give up the transfiguration hunt for a day,” she said, brushing her hair back, “I’ll go.”
Gwen clapped. “That’s the spirit.”
“I’ve got something to do over breakfast,” Rosalind said, stretching, feeling the ache in her bones. The ancient magic healed her, but left her sore. Raw.
Gwen and Parisa exchanged a look.
“It’s nothing,” she lied, too easily. “Just need to drop something off to Merrythought.”
They nodded, satisfied. Her heart kept pounding.
For a moment, it almost felt normal.
Almost.
-.-
Tom leaned against the marble pillar in the Defense corridor just after breakfast, his arms crossed, eyes shadowed by the pale morning light.
The dream hadn’t left him—not really.
It clung to the edges of his mind, slipping between thoughts he couldn’t quite catch. A breath, a whisper. Her face, glowing in firelight. His throne. The weight of her hand in his, crowned in blood and flame.
His lips against his ring on her finger.
“What am I looking at?” he asked, voice sharp.
Leo grinned, tapping his quill against the parchment with an eager rhythm, oblivious.
Tom let him have his moment.
“This,” Leo said, practically vibrating, “is a list of all the current known locations of all 197 Greenshields artifacts.”
Tom raised a brow and took the parchment.
The names blurred at first. A haze of ink, the ghost of the dream still flickering behind his eyes. He blinked once.
#1 - The Wound Clock - Unknown
#2 - Dolor Silentium - Ministry of Magic, London
#3 - Redcap Coin - Frederick Rowle
“Quite a few of them are unknown, of course, but from everything we’ve been reading, it’s not like they’re gone forever. Can’t be destroyed, can they? That report of the wizard in the 1850s trying to burn The Silent Feather? Number thirty-six. And the witch who tried to bury The Whispering Thorn? Number seventy-one. They’re out there. We just gotta find them...”
Tom’s mouth curved into a restrained smile.
“You tracked them down?”
Leo practically beamed. “Through various sources.”
Tom let his gaze drift down the list. It was neat and organized—Leo’s usual precision.
But beneath the ink, he saw something else—coordinates, not records. A map. A path. Power wasn’t found all at once. It was assembled—piece by piece, blade by blade. This was the beginning.
He didn’t smile, just nodded once. “Well done.”
Leo puffed up, basking in it.
Tom offered him a brief clap on the shoulder. “You’ll be coming to the Hog’s Head with us today.”
Leo’s eyes lit up. “I’ll take notes.”
Tom nodded once. “I expect nothing less.”
The dream tugged again, sharper this time. Blood on the ring. Her voice, low—my darling.
He shifted, trying to shake it, but it was in his blood now.
“I have a personal favorite,” Leo said, breaking the silence. He leaned forward, tapping the list. “The Breathing Box. Number twelve.”
Tom didn’t miss a beat. “Terribly unsettling of you, Leo. I’d expect no less.”
“Rowle’s got that one, too,” Leo added, grinning. “Maybe he’s running a two-for-one special.”
Tom’s fingers twitched.
#12 – The Breathing Box.
A small wooden box, sealed with black wax. When opened, nothing. Only breath, heavy and hot. The sound of something asleep. Something waiting.
Tom turned slightly, like he’d caught a scent. Leo kept talking—Rowle, leverage, timing—but Tom was already elsewhere.
Dark hair, a cloak, a shape too familiar, hurrying up the stairs. Focused, not noticing them tucked into the far corner.
Rosalind didn’t slow, just turned the corner and disappeared down a dead-end hallway.
Tom waited for her to appear again. But she didn’t return.
For a moment, he thought to follow. Just to see where she’d gone. Just to know.
But the list was in his hand, and the dream was still in his veins.
-.-
Peace didn’t last for long.
Rosalind leaned against the cold stone wall, arms across her chest. Across the room, Isidora sat infuriatingly still in her portrait, watching her with that same severe, unreadable gaze.
No curiosity. No care. Not even a flicker of interest in what she’d seen. Not in the girl on fire. Not in Evelyn. Not in the ring.
Rosalind exhaled sharply. “Not even a good job? A congratulations on not dying?”
Isidora’s gaze didn’t flicker. “You’re not out of the woods yet.”
Rosalind pushed off the wall, forcing her voice to be light. “Actually, I am.”
She lifted her hand, palm open, and willed it forward. A perfect dahlia bloomed—silvery-blue petals unfurling. It shimmered.
For a moment, she almost believed it.
“Look at that,” she said, something proud beneath the exhaustion.
Isidora’s brow arched. “It won’t last a minute.”
“You don’t know that—”
“Of course I do.” Her voice cracked. “You’ve only just begun. The control won’t hold. Not forever.”
Rosalind stared at the flower. The edges had already begun to curl, paling and dimming.
Already leaving her.
She sighed, hand falling. The dahlia withered into nothing.
Not even thirty seconds.
“You need to do the second trial,” Isidora said.
“Fine,” she muttered, raking a hand through her hair. “Later, then.”
“Don’t be stupid.” The pity in Isidora’s eyes was old. Worn thin. “Magic like yours doesn’t wait.”
Rosalind looked away.
“Next weekend?” she offered, smirking, but her heart wasn’t in it.
Isidora didn’t blink. “Wednesday.”
Rosalind snorted. As if.
She turned, crossing to the desk. Selene and Miriam’s journals lay side by side, like silent judges.
“Take them with you,” Isidora said, voice cool.
Rosalind glanced back. “Why?”
“Your brother’s been bringing some girl around,” Isidora said flatly. “I’m a portrait, not a guard dog. I can’t stop them from touching your things.”
Rosalind swept Selene’s journal up, tucking it under her arm. Her fingers hovered over Miriam’s, then curled into a fist.
She picked it up and tossed it onto a nearby shelf, out of sight.
“That one’s just rubbish.”
Isidora frowned, not quite disagreeing. “You haven’t even tried.”
Rosalind’s mouth twitched. “I don’t need a book of guesses.”
Evelyn’s voice coiled, sudden and sharp: You don’t care about understanding your magic. You just want to wear it.
Her throat tightened.
Still not reading it.
Rosalind was already moving, half out the door. “I’ll see you after the next trial.”
“You’d better. And soon, Rosalind!”
But Rosalind didn’t hear her. She was already gone, the stone corridor swallowing her whole, lost in her memories of Evelyn DuVall again.
She didn’t see the shadow at the base of the tower.
Not until it shifted.
By then, she was already gone.
-.-
Everything smelled like goat.
Tom kept his hands in his lap as he looked around the Hogs Head.
He wasn’t above these sorts of taverns—the ones where vampires sat in corners under cloaks and the pint glasses always had a certain film over them that no spell could scrub away. But that was at night, under the cover of anonymity.
This was noon.
Paris was already on his second beer. Abraxas nursed a glass of something viscous and black. They lounged in their usual corner, snickering about the Valentine’s party, trading stories of who fucked whom, whose girlfriend screamed loudest.
Tom barely heard them.
He should have been thinking about the coin. The artifacts. Arcturus Black’s delay. But his mind was elsewhere.
Miriam Fig’s journal.
He had it now—tucked away, locked tight in his trunk. His fingers still itched with the worn feel of it, as if it had been waiting for him all along.
It had almost felt like fate. Or prophecy.
The room had reeked of her. Books, old perfume, strands of hair left behind on sweaters she’d abandoned. A shrine, nearly. And she hadn’t even known.
He’d found the journal on a shelf at the back. The only thing not blanketed in dust that wasn’t one of her personal items. Waiting.
He’d skimmed it there, in the dim light. The entries had been neat but desperate—notes and cross-references, wild connections between bloodlines and myth, magic and instinct. Theories.
Only theories.
Miriam Fig had never touched ancient magic. Never seen it, never felt it. She had died before Selene ever arrived at Hogwarts. Before any of this had been real.
She hadn’t finished her work.
Power needed proof.
His jaw tightened. His hands itched.
“—Is your uncle even coming, Brax?”
Leo’s voice dragged Tom from his thoughts. His gaze lifted, slow, disinterested.
Abraxas, draped like a lordling in a chair that looked ready to collapse, didn’t move. “Arcturus will be here.”
Tom said nothing.
“He’ll be here,” Abraxas repeated, adjusting his cufflinks. “Maybe there’s a hold-up with the Floo. It’s packed today.”
Tom tapped his finger once, twice, against his untouched glass. The ale was already lukewarm.
There it was again.
That itch.
Low, constant, like something under his skin. At first, he’d thought it was some sort of infection or rash from the floral shower products Paris had bought that he’d stolen the previous week, but no, it was deeper.
Magical.
Rosalind-related.
His jaw twitched. His fingers stilled.
“What’s got your knickers twisted?” Paris asked, leaning over his drink. He was already flushed, cheeks pink with drink and self-satisfaction. Tom didn’t look at him.
“Where were you last night?” Abraxas asked idly. “We didn’t see you.”
Tom’s eyes flicked to him, cold. “Out.”
“With whom?” Paris again, voice slurring into something too familiar.
Tom’s anger flickered, but the door creaked open and light spilled into the gloom.
Arcturus Black stepped inside. The cut of his cloak was finer than anything else in the tavern, arrogance and careless wealth. He didn’t look around.
Tom watched, sharp-eyed, filing everything away.
Arcturus didn’t rush.
“The Hog’s Head, Brax?” he drawled. “You’re telling me there’s no better establishment in Hogsmeade?”
“Do you want to open one?” Abraxas stood, already smirking.
Tom didn’t move.
Arcturus and Abraxas embraced in that pureblood pantomime—half-hug. Hollowed.
“Maybe,” Arcturus said, stepping back. “You’ve got the vaults for it.”
Abraxas laughed easily. Arcturus dropped into the last empty chair.
Tom looked at him.
Arcturus Black was handsome, of course. A strange amalgam of Black and Malfoy—icy blond hair, but dark, hound-like eyes. Wiry, sharp-featured, with that same hollow cheek and aristocratic sneer. His jaw, though—that was pure Malfoy. Always set like he expected the world to obey.
Arcturus looked at Tom and said, “So you’re the infamous Tom Riddle.”
Tom offered him a faint smile. “Infamous seems generous.”
Paris and Leo both smirked, looking down at their drinks.
“We’ll see if you live up to the stories,” Arcturus said. “Or if it’s just a schoolboy myth.”
Tom was used to this, skepticism from the old blood. Half-blood, they whispered. Orphan. Pretender.
Let them wonder. Let them doubt.
He would let them kneel later.
He’d made Paris kneel. Abraxas. Ares. Ivander. Marcellus. Leo. He’d make Arcturus Black kneel, too.
“I hear you’re being scouted by the Department of Mysteries,” Arcturus said, just as the barkeep thunked a cloudy ale in front of him. He glanced at it, unimpressed. “None of this piss, Aberforth. Top shelf.”
Aberforth shot him a look but turned, banging glasses together just to make a point.
“You got it?” Abraxas asked.
“Straight to the chase, Brax,” Arcturus chuckled. “Just like your father.”
“This place isn’t exactly The Selwyn Club.”
A dry laugh. “No, it’s not.” He flicked something invisible off his sleeve, his gaze sweeping the room. “I doubt half these bastards can even spell Selwyn.”
Paris grinned, “S… E… L… L…”
Arcturus barked a laugh, clapping Paris on the shoulder. “How’s that brother of yours, Rosier?”
Paris’s smile faltered. “If you’re referencing your family’s unceremonious dismissal of—”
“Oh, don’t take it too seriously.” Arcturus waved it off, still grinning. Aberforth returned, slamming a dusty bottle of brandy on the table, five glasses beside it. “Walburga was always going to marry Orion. She just had delusions of grandeur.”
“Delusions of perfectly formed babies, maybe,” Leo muttered, almost to himself.
Tom smirked.
Arcturus didn’t.
“Basil’s fine,” Paris said stiffly, straightening. “He’s fucking the Minister’s granddaughter, last I heard.”
Arcturus wrinkled his nose. “Bit of a horse, isn’t she?”
“Certainly no Rosalind Sallow,” Abraxas said, like he was referencing Hedy Lamarr. Like a fact.
Tom’s hand stilled on the glass.
“Oh, her.” Arcturus’s smirk curled wider. “Yes, certainly no Rosalind Sallow.” He poured himself a glass of brandy, unhurried. “Some things are worth the trouble.”
Paris glanced at Tom. “You might find that trouble’s already spoken for.”
Silence fell and the air felt tighter.
Abraxas shifted—subtle, but telling. His fingers fumbled briefly at his cufflinks again, adjusting them even though they were already perfect. He didn’t meet Tom’s eye.
Tom leaned forward, voice clear. “The coin, Arcturus.”
Arcturus arched a brow but said nothing.
“Right to business, then,” he said, sliding a small black suede bag onto the table. It clinked loudly against the warped wood. Heads turned. No one spoke.
Tom ran his tongue along his teeth, then reached.
It hummed in his hand.
“Hope it’s to your liking,” Arcturus said. “My nephew paid an arm and a leg for it.”
“If it’s real,” Tom murmured, sliding his fingers inside, “then it’ll be to my liking.”
The Redcap Coin emerged, cold and dark, pinched between his fingers. He held it to the candlelight.
A relic. A weapon. A promise.
It groaned. It wanted blood.
Tom felt it settle in him like a truth. His first Greenshield. The first of many.
He could see them, in his mind’s eye, lining up before him, waiting. Some fools might hoard them without thought, mistaking possession for power. But not him. Tom would take them one by one, methodically and precisely. Not for the thrill of collecting. For control. For dominion. For proof.
“What did Rowle say?” Tom asked, still admiring the coin. He turned it slowly, imagining whose blood it might drink first—Abraxas, perhaps, for speaking Rosalind’s name too many times.
Arcturus shrugged, reaching lazily for his brandy. “His usual shite. Drinks. Girls. Empty boasts.”
Tom’s eyes stayed on the coin. “What else?”
“What else is there?” Arcturus tilted his head, voice flat. “He’s a man with nothing. Drunk half the time, bragging the rest.”
Tom’s fingers stilled.
“And yet,” he said, “he’s the one ransacking Ministry vaults.”
Arcturus scoffed. “Working class, Riddle. His dad married some Hufflepuff mud, pissed away what little they had. Rowle’s desperate. He’s got nothing.”
The word hung in the air—nothing.
Paris snorted, lounging further into his seat.
Tom’s gaze cut sharply to Abraxas.
How had that not come up weeks ago?
Abraxas cleared his throat. “Well, surely he’s made something at the Ministry—”
“Barely,” Arcturus said. “Dirt pay. He’s scraping.”
“So he needs money,” Leo mused, tapping out a rhythm. “He just got 5,000 of the Malfoy’s good galleons.”
“And he wants more,” Arcturus said. “Claims he’s got more than just that coin. I’d bet a few, but he made it sound like he’s sitting on a cool hundred.”
Tom’s head tilted slowly. “Anything of note?”
“Dagger,” Arcturus said. “They found it on him when he was sacked. Greenshields make, no question.”
Tom’s eyes darkened. “Where is it now?”
“Gone.” A careless flick of his hand. “Locked away. Or vanished. Ministry’s trying to destroy them.”
Tom exchanged a glance with Leo, turning the coin over once more, feeling it thrum against his skin.
“And he made it sound like that was just the start,” Arcturus added. “Didn’t say what, but enough to set himself up. Enough to draw attention.”
“How much?” Tom asked.
Arcturus shrugged. “Enough that I’m here. Enough that he didn’t know when to shut up.”
Tom slipped the coin back into its bag, the weight of it alive in his pocket.
“It’s been a pleasure,” he said, rising. “Leo.”
Leo stood, eager.
Tom didn’t glance back. “Enjoy your drink, boys.”
The door creaked behind him. The cold met him like an old friend.
-.-
Everyone was drunk. Again.
Rosalind’s cheeks were rosy as she sipped on yet another butterbeer. Their table in the Three Broomsticks was easily the loudest in the hall, primarily because of Varinia, Potter, and Otis Thistlewood, who seemed locked in some vulgar duel to see who could say the filthiest thing without breaking.
Laughter burst around her like fireworks, but it didn’t reach her. Not really.
“You cocksucking twat-licking motherfucker!” Thistlewood yelled, his face nearly blue from holding back a laugh.
Varinia shrieked back, “Your mother’s a filthy whore who likes her arsehole tickled like this—” She wiggled her fingers obscenely. Thistlewood’s face turned purple, then crumpled into helpless laughter.
Potter howled, pointing at him. “You’re out, you ball-gargling puffskein of a fuck-faced fucker!”
Rosalind smiled. She took another sip.
“Come on, Varinia!” Euphemia Austen cried, banging her hand on the table.
Varinia rolled her shoulders like a boxer, eyes glassy, cheeks glowing red.
“This will be good,” Parisa muttered, half-hiding her grin behind her butterbeer. Her eyes were too bright. They all were.
“Potter,” Varinia declared, standing tall on her chair, swaying, “one day, your grandson is going to have a rotating door of cum-drizzling—”
But she stopped.
Rosalind didn’t have to turn to know why.
The noise around them stumbled and faltered.
The snakes had arrived.
Ares, Veronika hanging off him like she’d been sewn there. Marcellus, Amalthea. Mulciber, Nicasia, Druella—all of them. A green and silver tide cut through the warmth like a cold blade.
“Ugh, what are they doing here?” Gwen hissed, dropping back into her seat.
Varinia climbed down, her mouth set in a determined expression.
“I thought their sort drank at the Hog’s Head,” Thistlewood said, fingers tightening on Gwen’s knee.
“They drink here,” Rosalind murmured, eyes still fixed ahead. The words left her mouth before she could stop them.
Her friends turned to her, confused.
“What? They do. My brother is one of them.”
Varinia’s tongue clicked against her teeth. “Sallow, help me get another round?”
There were more butterbeers than they could finish, but Rosalind didn’t argue. She knew that look.
She stood, letting her feet carry her after Varinia, the sound of laughter fading like it had never been hers.
Varinia didn’t stop at the bar. Her fingers closed around Rosalind’s wrist, tugging her past the crowd toward the back.
“Really?” Rosalind muttered. “Need help finding the lav?”
“Shut it,” Varinia hissed.
The door swung shut behind them, muting the world. Rosalind exhaled, leaning into the quiet.
Varinia turned, bracing herself on the sink, arms crossed. Her eyes were clearer now, though still swimming slightly.
“Alright,” she said. “Spill.”
Rosalind raised a brow. “Spill what?”
“You tell me.” Varinia nodded toward the door. “You’ve been floating like a ghost all day.”
Rosalind’s lips twitched. The first genuine smile in hours. “Says the Gryffindor temptress. Two and a half boys, wasn’t it?”
Varinia’s cheeks burned hotter. “Shut up.”
Rosalind leaned against the wall, letting the cold tile seep through her shirt. Her arms stayed loose at her sides.
“What would Maxine think?” she asked, light, sing-song.
Varinia’s eyes flicked up, sharp and wounded. “She’d think I’m keeping up appearances.”
“Is that what you’re calling it now?”
Varinia stepped closer. “Are you?”
Rosalind blinked.
“Keeping up appearances?” Varinia pressed. “Because you look miserable.”
Rosalind’s smile faltered. Her gaze slid to the mirror, to the cracks in the corner. For a moment, she didn’t recognize the face looking back. For a moment, the eyes seemed darker. Hungrier.
Evelyn-like.
“Just got a lot on my mind.”
Varinia watched her through the glass. “Related to those dead wiz—”
“Shut up,” Rosalind snapped too quickly. “I thought we had mutually assured destruction.”
“Just making sure it’s still snug,” Varinia said, searching her face.
“Always.”
Varinia exhaled, worry softening the corners of her mouth. “You alright?”
Rosalind pushed off the wall, brushing past her. “I’m fine.”
“You’re a convincing liar, but I know you better than that.”
She paused at the door, hand hovering.
The trial. The fire. Evelyn’s fingers at her throat. Tom’s ring on her finger.
“I’ll be fine,” she said. It felt true. One day. “Just growing pains.”
“That’s not ominous at all.”
Rosalind glanced back with a shadow of a smile. “Want to get some air? A cigarette?”
Varinia shook her head, smiling now. “Maxine’s coming. I’ve got a plan.”
Rosalind nodded. “Suit yourself. Tell the girls I’ll meet them back at the castle.”
She stepped out. The noise swallowed her whole.
And then—
“Rosalind.”
Ares.
He was leaning against the wall near the bar, Veronika nowhere in sight. His tie was loose, collar open, but his eyes were too steady for someone drinking all day. Like he’d sobered up just to say her name.
“Can I borrow you for a minute?”
She didn’t stop. Didn’t even look at him. “No.”
Ares straightened, falling into step beside her. “Don’t be like that.”
She said nothing.
His hand found her wrist. Gently. But it made her stomach turn. Her skin crawled at the contact.
“Rosalind.”
She turned slowly. “What?”
He looked at her like he was trying to find something—something he’d once known that wasn’t there anymore.
“I haven’t talked to you since—”
“Since what?”
His jaw clenched. “Since I apologized in the Great Hall.”
Her lips twisted into a cruel smile. That wasn’t an apology. That was theater. That was for show.
“Since Tommade you apologize,” she corrected.
Ares sighed, leaning back against the wall, knocking his head lightly against it. “It’s the same thing. I would have done it anyway.”
Her eyes narrowed. “Would you? You seemed awfully pleased with yourself, letting them think we fucked. So forgive me if I’m not convinced.”
“Ros—”
“Don’t.” She cut him off, stepping closer. “You wanted people to think you’d had me. That you were the one I’d chosen.”
“I didn’t—” His voice faltered. “You know why I did it.”
“Do I?” Her voice was quiet now, deadly. “Tell me.”
“Because,” he said, cheeks darkening, “I wanted to protect you.”
She laughed bitterly. “From what? From him?”
Ares winced. “Yes. From him.”
“You thought,” she said, each word like a blade, “that if you let people think we were together, he’d leave me alone?”
Ares didn’t speak.
“You don’t even hear how pathetic that sounds,” she said, stepping back. “You think he cares who I’ve fucked?”
Ares didn’t say anything. He just averted his eyes for a second. And for a second, it gave her pause–
“Then what is it?” she pressed again. Her voice was quiet, but her magic stirred faintly under her skin.
“I just—” He ran a hand through his hair, helpless. “Rosalind, he doesn’t… do this. He doesn’t feel things like this. And when he does—when he sets his sights—nothing good comes of it.”
Her breath caught. Not fear. Not exactly. Just once again, that strange delight of being seen by Tom Riddle.
“What do you know about him?” she asked.
Ares hesitated.
Tom’s ring on Evelyn’s finger. Worn like a trophy. Power had drawn them together, used them, ruined them. He was needed until he wasn’t—but there was only him. Only ever him.
A chill bloomed in her chest. She felt sick thinking about it.
Prophecy or a creation from want?
“I know a lot, Rosalind,” he said finally. Quietly.
“Tell me. Tell me what you want to tell me so you can play the hero again, Ares.”
He shook his head.
“You’re afraid of him, aren’t you?” she asked.
And there it was—flickering in his eyes. An unspoken yes.
She pushed the door open, the cool pressed in—and she was gone.
-.-
On her way out of Hogsmeade, Rosalind slipped into Tomes and Scrolls. The air was thick with the faint trace of clove incense. It was familiar. It was grounding. It felt safe.
She let the door swing shut behind her, muffling the winter chill, and her shoulders eased for the first time all day. She moved past the line of students at the register. Past laughter, chatter, the rustle of enchanted bookmarks fluttering.
She moved through it like a ghost—drifting, untethered, her thoughts trailing behind her.
Evelyn's voice was still in her bones.
The way her future self had stood—barefoot, burning, beautiful—ring on her finger, power in her hands.
There is no one but him. There never was.
Rosalind shook the thought loose.
The staircase creaked beneath her boots as she climbed higher, toward the little alcove she always returned to. A sliver of the shop, half-forgotten, tucked between taller shelves.
She crouched low, scanning the titles. Her hands moved without thinking. Her heart was still too fast.
She wasn't Evelyn. She didn't want that terrible power.
She wanted something else. Something softer, maybe. Something true.
A group of girls giggled nearby, one reading Mr. Darcy's proposal aloud, breathless with every line. Rosalind let a smile pull at her lips, but it didn't last.
Her fingers closed around a dark green book. Wuthering Heights.
She turned it over in her palms.
"You must have a masochistic streak, Sallow."
She didn't startle.
Tom was standing at the end of the aisle, too at ease, too sure of himself, like he'd been waiting for her all day.
The light from the high windows slanted across him, catching on the black wool of his coat and the sharp line of his jaw. His hair was perfect, except for one dark curl that had fallen across his brow, wild with winter wind. He looked like something conjured from a dark fairytale.
And for a moment, the world tilted. The duel. The flower. His ring on Evelyn's finger. Likely worn once from love –
Rosalind's fingers tightened around the book in her hand, pulse quickening.
"You have a habit," she said, voice dry, "of appearing precisely when I'm least interested in seeing you."
"You're holding Wuthering Heights," he replied, stepping closer. "I'd say you're in exactly the mood to see me."
His gaze moved over her. The camel-colored coat, the hint of her dress beneath, the pendant at her throat.
It almost felt like a touch.
"You look lovely, by the way."
Her breath caught just slightly. The heat rose in her throat, an unwelcome and irritating sensation. He didn't say things like that in front of others. Not so plainly.
Something had shifted.
She lifted her chin, narrowing her eyes. "You think you're Heathcliff?"
"I think he's a fool," Tom said. "But he sure did know how to haunt someone."
"Oh, so you're haunting me now?"
"I'd prefer saying hello, but beggars cannot be choosers."
Rosalind slid the book under her arm, turning back to the shelves. "What would you suggest instead? Go on, impress me."
His eyes scanned the row beside her. "Frankenstein. Rebecca. Dorian Gray—if you're feeling generous about self-inflicted tragedy."
"I've read all of them."
He blinked slowly. Then, that slight, familiar smile, both cutting and amused. "Have you."
"Yes," she said. "Why do you sound surprised?"
"Because," Tom said, "pretty girls hardly have to read to find tragic romance."
There it was. That flick of the knife. Casual and dismissive - it didn't matter.
Evelyn wore his ring.
Rosalind tilted her head, lips curving, not quite a smile, not quite not.
"You underestimate the quality of your gender," she said. "Ugly girls don't have to read them either."
She let the pause stretch.
"Not that you've ever had to suffer their company."
A sound escaped him, but it was not quite a laugh. He didn't reply.
She turned back to the shelf, fingers brushing spines.
"Besides," she added lightly, "I like to read the book before seeing the film."
"Ah, yes," he said. "Rosalind Sallow and her films."
A blush crept back to her cheeks. Rosalind Sallow. It never ceased to take her breath away to hear her name on his lips.
"You know, Riddle," she said, almost sweetly, "for someone who pretends not to care about people, you sure pay a lot of attention to me."
"Have you always loved the cinema?" he asked, standing beside her, ignoring the comment. The fourth-year girls behind her giggled, but it wasn't Mr. Darcy they were giggling at anymore.
"When I'm in London," she said carefully. "There's a place near our townhouse—old, velvet seats, a pianist when the projector acts up. They run the best."
He watched her like he was reading something hidden between her words. "And what do you call the best?"
Rosalind smiled, her fingers tracing the spine of a battered volume. "Casablanca. Now, Voyager. His Girl Friday. The Philadelphia Story."
His eyes flicked to her mouth, long enough that she caught it. Long enough to make her lips tingle.
"Double Indemnity. Rebecca. Gilda," she added, voice lower. "I like the ones where people talk fast and ruin each other faster."
Tom raised a brow. "Fatalism and wit. How predictable."
"Fitting," she said softly. "I've always liked the kind where no one tells the truth until the last scene—and even then, you're not sure if they mean it."
He stepped a fraction closer, eyes not leaving hers. "You quote Bacall."
"Only when it suits me."
"That's nearly always."
She couldn't resist the pleased flicker on her face. She liked it when he noticed. Liked that he saw her—really saw her, even when she wasn't trying.
He reached past her, the fabric of his coat brushing her arm, and pulled down a small volume—The Turn of the Screw—tucking it under his arm without looking.
"Do you have a favorite?" she asked.
She caught herself leaning too close, caught by the scent of him—woodsmoke and palo santo—and didn't move away.
Something stretched tight between them. Rosalind didn't want to pretend she didn't feel it.
Tom's eyes flicked to her mouth again.
"That is the question, isn't it?" he said smugly. "I'll keep some cards close to my chest."
She exhaled sharply, her eyes narrowing. Typical. Always just enough.
"Coward," she muttered.
He smiled, then plucked The Invisible Man off the shelf, glanced at it, and slid it back. As he moved, his hand brushed hers.
"You like horror?" she asked, quieter now.
"I do," he said.
"Have you seen Suspicion?"
Tom turned to her. "I did tell you I spent my summers in the cinema."
She blushed again, biting her lip. His eyes dropped there.
"Just making sure you're not all talk, Riddle."
"Yes, I've seen Suspicion," he said, exasperated. "All the Hitchcock films that matter. Rebecca, The Man Who Knew Too Much, The 39 Steps."
Rosalind frowned. "I haven't seen The Man Who Knew Too Much."
Tom blinked once, then smirked.
"It appears I'm more cultured than you, Rosalind."
She flushed. Again. "I've been busy."
"Mm." He stepped closer, casually pulling another book from the shelf. "A self-proclaimed film lover who skips the foundations. I'm disappointed."
"I haven't skipped it," she said, bristling. "I just haven't gotten to it yet."
"You should correct that," he said, voice light—but his eyes stayed steady. Too steady. "It's always good to know where things begin."
Her mind snagged. There was only him, Evelyn had said.
"Yes, well. This summer. Maybe I'll find a cinema playing it."
"You'd better," he said, sliding the book back into place. "Or I'll never let you live it down."
Behind her, one of the fourth years nudged her friend. "We should go—we'll miss the carriage."
A hush of giggles followed, and the girls rose, collecting their things in a flurry.
Rosalind hardly noticed. She huffed softly, brushing past him to the next shelf. As she passed, her shoulder grazed his.
Her fingers landed on a Hemingway—For Whom the Bell Tolls. The spine was clean, and the cover was newer than most. She pulled it free, thumbing through the first few pages without actually reading.
"A war novel," Tom said, watching her. She glanced at the cover, then back at him. "You do like your tragedies."
"They feel honest."
Tom said nothing, but his gaze didn't waver.
She closed the book and slid it back onto the shelf.
They were alone now.
The silence bent around them. Charged.
"You're lingering," she said quietly.
Tom didn't deny it. "I might say the same of you."
She nodded toward the cracked leather book under his arm. "So—Turn of the Screw. What else?"
He held it out, not quite offering it and not quite keeping it either.
She leaned in, read the title, then looked up.
A Chronology of Goblin Banking Structures and Asset Transfers, Vol. IV.
"You are an odd man, Tom Riddle."
"It's out of print," he said too calmly. "I had it owled in."
"It looks like an Azkaban sentence."
He didn't answer, just stared at her like he couldn't decide if she was clever or insufferable.
"The first three were riveting."
"Is it out of print because no one else survived them?"
He rolled his eyes - truly, Tom Riddle rolled his eyes.
"You do love to needle, don't you, Rosalind Sallow?"
"It's just amazing," she said, stepping closer, "how you manage to fit me in between all these goblin accounts."
He smirked, eyes heavy-lidded, like he knew exactly what she was doing and didn't mind at all.
Rosalind felt like she was on fire.
A moment later, Tom reached up and found her hair, just a single strand, and brushed it behind her ear.
His fingers grazed her cheekbone. They were warm and steady.
She couldn't help herself. She leaned into them just slightly, her breath hitching.
The moment stretched. Tom's hand lingered as if he didn't want to move it. Too long. Too obvious.
Something pulsed in her chest, ancient and bright.
Men like that, darling, you either own—or bury.
"Do you talk to your little boyfriend the way you talk to me?" he asked, his voice low and only for her. "With that smart mouth of yours?"
Rosalind's heart nearly stopped.
His gaze dipped—there, again. Her lips. Like he couldn't help himself.
"You're obsessed with my mouth," she managed, but her throat tightened. "You can't keep your eyes off it."
"Careful," he said. The word landed heavy, heat coiled beneath it.
He was so close. It would have been nothing to lean forward and press his lips to hers.
"You're not as clever as you think, Rosalind."
His eyes were like molten lava. They were an inferno. Pupils blown, black as midnight.
"Oh, I don't know," she said, breathlessly. "You haven't walked away yet."
That broke the spell. Tom dropped his hand and took a single step back. But instead of turning away or dropping a cool line, he just looked at her.
Not glanced. Not skimmed. Looked—like he was taking stock, piece by piece, like she was something rare.
No, like she was something that belonged to him.
His eyes dragged over her—the flush on her cheeks, the rise and fall of her chest, the tremble she couldn't quite hide. The way she clutched the book like it might save her. The way she didn't move.
The way she waited.
And then, she met his eyes.
Chin tilted down, lashes low, but her gaze sharp, slicing up at him like a blade. Daring him. Inviting him.
Do it , she thought. Buzzing. Wanting. Fucking kiss me already.
He didn't move. He only watched. Like he was committing Rosalind in this moment to memory, burning her into it.
His mouth curved into the smallest smile.
Then, without a word, he turned, walking toward the register like nothing had happened.
And Rosalind stood alone, clutching Wuthering Heights like a life raft.
-.-
Rosalind raced back to the castle, dodging hellos and confused glances as she flew across the grounds. Desperate to be alone, so frantic and hot that she could barely breathe.
But when she threw open the door to the seventh-year girls’ dormitory, she wasn’t alone.
Candace and Betsy sat on their beds, flipping through magazines, looking up at her like she’d just had a public meltdown.
The Undercroft, then. Her sanctuary, despite Isidora’s looming presence. But surely Isidora wouldn’t return until after the second trial.
She tore open the door and rushed inside, not even glancing at the portrait as she grabbed the old blanket and began to hoist it over the Triptych.
“Well, excuse you,” Isidora said.
Rosalind froze, the blanket slipping from her hands.
Isidora was there.
“What are you doing here?” she asked, breathless.
“It’s my portrait,” Isidora snapped. “And I heard you come in.”
Rosalind stepped forward, her heartbeat still pounding. “Why?”
Isidora’s expression shifted to something grave.
“A man was here.”
Her heart stuttered. “What man?”
“Handsome. Too handsome. Either a young professor or a seventh-year, I suppose.” Isidora tilted her head, then continued, “I told you not to leave it out.”
Rosalind’s stomach twisted. She crossed the room in a rush, hands flying to the bookshelf.
Miriam Fig’s journal was gone.
“No,” she whispered. “No—it’s here—”
“You were careless,” Isidora said.
Rosalind spun, panic rising like a tide. “When?”
“This morning. Minutes after you left.”
Handsome. A professor—or a seventh-year.
“What did he look like?” she asked, voice barely there, her magic already rising.
“Handsome,” Isidora repeated, crueler now. “Like I said. Tall. Almost black hair. Empty dark eyes.”
Rosalind couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t speak.
“He was looking for something,” Isidora said, cool as frost. “And he found it.”
Her fingers curled into fists, cold against the fabric of her sleeves.
She wasn’t sure if she wanted to scream or burn the castle to the ground.
Tom.
That bastard.
Notes:
so - i am a self-proclaimed lover of old movies, especially stories about the actors in them. if you haven't, I highly recommend the podcast "you must remember this" - but go to the beginning and listen to the "star wars" series - it's about Hollywood actors and actresses during WWII. and then you gotttaaa listen to the series "dead blondes."
the rating on this fic is likely to change sooner rather than later - I'm not a prolific smut writer but... i'd like to give it a stab for this fic.
I'll give you a little spoiler - next chapter we're going into psychosexual cat and mouse thriller... why? because we can. and because rosalind loves those.
thanks for the comments and kudos!!! keep them coming :)
Chapter 20: Smoke Gets in Your Eyes
Notes:
tw: a borderline unnecessary amount of foreplay disguised as smoking
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The alcove off the Transfiguration Courtyard was forgotten, tucked behind ivy and a bell shattered by a misfired jinx. Tom liked it for that reason. It was hidden enough to hear the world, but not be in it.
He sat, cigarette balanced between his fingers, elbow on one knee, watching smoke twist in the air. Stragglers hurried inside as curfew neared. The night smelled of old leaves and damp stone.
He could feel her. Everywhere.
All day.
Staring over breakfast, her fork stabbed into fruit, eyes locked like she didn’t care who saw. Watching in the library, three hours wasted with a book she never touched—just far enough to feign distance but close enough to be felt.
She was relentless, slipping between stacks, lingering in corridors.
The air was charged. He felt it—the pull. The want. Fate careening him forward.
And now, her laugh, bright, echoed through the courtyard.
Rosalind Sallow was haunting him.
No—hunting him.
“I swear you’re on pixie dust, this is insane—” came an anxious and exasperated voice, rounding the corner. Not Rosalind.
He didn’t shift, only watched as Rosalind slipped into the alcove a second later. She moved like she knew he’d be there. And of course, she did. She was always watching.
Besides, he’d told Leo twenty minutes ago: “Going for a smoke.”
“Hi, Tom,” she said, too easily.
He didn’t move. Just offered her a glance. “Sallow.”
Silence stretched.
“Hi,” Gwen Weasley muttered, stepping in like she regretted her existence. Her eyes landed on Tom, widened, and she sort of bowed—not intentionally, just nervous.. “Hi, uh, Riddle. Sorry. We didn’t mean to… intrude.”
“You’re not intruding,” Tom said, carefully flicking ash. “Smoke?”
Rosalind gave him a sly look. “Actually,” she said, “I do.”
Her eyes flicked to his coat pocket. He pulled out his cigarette case and snapped it open.
Rosalind reached forward and plucked one free. Tom leaned in, wand already lifted with his other hand.
“Light?” he offered.
She tilted her chin and let him.
The flame caught. Smoke appeared. Rosalind took a drag like she did it every day.
Weasley stood stiff, caught between bolting and disappearing into the wall.
“Weasley,” Tom said, glancing at her. “You want one too?”
She blinked. “Er—yes.”
She let him hand her a cigarette but lit it herself with a muttered, “Ignis.” Then she coughed after her first drag, waving smoke away.
“How’s your Sunday, Riddle?” Rosalind asked. “Tired of revisions?”
He smiled faintly, elbow still on one knee.
She looked torn from a Muggle film poster—shadow-lit, cigarette in hand, leaning against the ivy-wrapped pillar. Her coat hung open, scarf loose, one boot tapping the stone.
Cool. Distant. Dangerous.
Weasley glanced between them like she’d stepped into a hex already mid-cast, gripping her cigarette like it might bite. She looked young, red plaits, red nose, stiff with discomfort.
“Sunday’s fine,” Tom said, gaze flicking between them, lingering on her. “Depends who you ask. I left Marcellus in the library, still working on something due in November.”
Weasley gave a strained laugh.
The silence stretched. The pull was there. The game. Rosalind coiled, playing calm. Weasley stood between them, blind to it all.
He wondered how long she could keep up the act.
“Tell me, Weasley,” he said lightly, “what’s got two rule-following Ravenclaws out this close to curfew?”
Weasley opened her mouth, then shut it.
Rosalind answered. “Fresh air.”
“It is a lovely night,” he said.
He asked Weasley, “Will your mandrakes be ready tomorrow?” Weasley paled. He wasn’t really interested in the plants. Just wanted Rosalind to watch him speak with her friend.
Weasley managed, “Nearly. Maybe a few. Professor Garlick says it’s better to do them all at once—less exposure to the screaming.”
“Will you be doing it in class, then? Endangering us all?”
She flushed. “We might come back in the evening. Though Varinia would rather do it in front of everyone.” She smiled, mostly to herself. “My cousin loves a show.”
“Hm,” he said.
Rosalind leaned against the wall, exhaled a ribbon of smoke, watching Weasley too casually.
What did she want? Why bring an audience?
He’d waited all day for her to come to him. Maybe to finish what they started in Tomes and Scrolls. But this? Gwen Weasley in tow? That was new.
Rosalind always kept him guessing. That was the trouble.
And the thrill.
“Your project is impressive,” Weasley said. “And… terrifying.”
It sounded like flattery. But he wasn’t sure who she meant to flatter.
“Devil’s Tentacula,” he said. “Malfoy’s invention.”
“Oh, don’t be modest, Riddle,” Rosalind said. “It’s got your brand of disturbing all over it.”
Weasley squeaked. Tom said nothing. Just watched her.
Smoke curled between them. He let the silence sit long enough to see if she’d break it.
She didn’t.
“I think I’ll go,” Weasley said, taking the bait. “Curfew soon. I need to drag Parisa out of the library before she fuses with her chair.”
“I’ll meet you,” Rosalind said, eyes on Tom.
Weasley hesitated, then sighed—gave it all away in the slump of her shoulders. She whispered, “Goodnight,” then disappeared into the dark.
“Goodnight, Weasley,” he called, watching her go.
Then he turned fully to Rosalind, like the scene had narrowed to just them. Her gaze followed Weasley, then cut back to him. Chin low, lashes lowered, eyes sharp.
He liked her better like this. Alone. No mask. No witness. Just him.
“Brought a witness this time?” he asked.
“Hm?” she said, glancing toward where Weasley had been. “Oh, Gwen and I just stumbled on you.”
“Sure.”
Rosalind shrugged, exhaling smoke through her nose. “She needed a break. So did I.”
Tom stood, stretching, cigarette between his fingers. “You’ve looked so busy today,” he said. “You deserve a break.”
He stepped forward, closing the distance. Rosalind didn’t move. Just leaned, watching.
Cool. Sexy. Infuriating.
The silence felt charged. She didn’t flinch. But the ivy near her shoulder rustled, though the night was still.
She thought he was in her trap. The idea amused him.
This witch. Silver fire in her eyes. Supposedly a destroyer of the world.
Destroyer of men, more so.
“So,” she said eventually, flicking ash against the stone wall, as he thought of her in the future, wearing his ring. “Reading anything interesting?”
He studied her mouth. “Besides goblins?”
“Oh,” she said, chin lifting. “No. Not that terrible book. Something more theoretical.”
This time, the silence wasn’t intentional. Tom blanked for half a second before—
He smiled. Slowly. It wasn’t quite an accusation. But it wasn’t innocent either.
Tension snapped. He wanted to take the cigarette from her fingers. Press her against the ivy. He wondered if she’d stop him.
“Just something I found lying around.”
“Hm,” she mused. “Do you often do that?”
“Do what?”
“Take other people’s things?”
He thought of the cardboard box. Paris’ cufflinks. Mars’ pocketwatch.
Her smile—something he wanted to taste.
“Often,” he said.
Rosalind’s lips curled. Not a smile. More like something she bit back.
The ivy rustled once more.
“Must be hard to keep track,” she said. “Of what belongs to you and what doesn’t?”
Tom took another drag. Eyes on her.
“It’s all just a matter of perspective.” He flicked ash to the ground and stepped closer—within reach, if either of them dared. “You seem very concerned with what’s mine.”
“Only when it used to be mine.”
His cigarette burned low. Smoke coiled between them.
Rosalind dropped hers and crushed it beneath her boot, half finished. She ran her tongue along her lips. He watched it—pink, wet, deliberate.
His eyes flared, just slightly. Desire bled through his calm.
“Perhaps we can share.” He slid the cigarette back between his lips—to stop himself from kissing her—and said around it, “When I’m done with it.”
“I have a feeling you don’t share,” she said, eyes on his mouth.
Tom smiled around the cigarette.
When did they ever mean what they said?
“Not often,” he said truthfully, nose flaring as he inhaled.
Rosalind sighed, but didn’t retreat. She shifted—just enough to change the angle.
And then, she reached for the cigarette between his lips. Her fingers brushed his jaw.
She took it and held it between her fingers, eyes fixed on his, then raised it to her mouth.
Tom watched her lips wrapped around the filter, soft and berry-stained.
She inhaled—deep, steady.
Then pulled it from her lips, exhaled with just as much care. Smoke curled through the space between them.
Her eyes never left his.
He hated how much he wanted her. That it wasn’t just want.
She reached up again and slid the cigarette between his lips. Her fingers lingered—just for a moment—against his mouth.
He remembered her yesterday—lips parted, fingers trembling around Wuthering Heights. She’d wanted him then. She still did.
“There,” she said. “I can share.” Her voice almost caught. Just barely.
Tom took a drag, tasting her there now, threaded through the smoke. Her lipstick was cherry flavored.
He smiled again, cigarette balanced between his teeth.
Rosalind stared for a long second. Sighed, like it exhausted her. Then walked away without asking for permission.
Tom stood in the alcove, cigarette burned to nothing, watching her go.
-.-
Monday. Herbology.
The greenhouse was hot and loud, even with earmuffs clamped over her ears. Mandrakes shrieked through the glass, like the world had gone underwater.
Rosalind pressed a palm to her eye, the other wrist-deep in soil. The Mirrorleaf quivered under her touch—fussy as ever. Parisa hovered, muttering instructions only she could hear, waving her silver spade like a wand. Or a dagger.
Garlick had insisted Rosalind do it, saying Parisa had been doing all the work. Now, Parisa was on the verge of a meltdown if she didn’t do it perfectly.
Across the aisle, Gwen and Varinia bickered over the mandrakes, earmuffs askew.
Rosalind wasn’t listening, not to them, not to Parisa, not to Garlick’s distant voice. Every time she blinked, she saw smoke curling from Tom’s lips. Felt the press of her fingers against his mouth.
Her chest tightened. A giddy thrill raced up her spine.
She shouldn’t have done it. Or maybe—she should’ve done more.
She hadn’t expected him to look at her like that. Like she’d won something.
Her hand twitched, and the Mirrorleaf shivered violently.
Parisa slapped her wrist. “Careful,” she hissed through the wool. “You’re upsetting it.” Her eyes were narrowed, flushed with effort. If she noticed Rosalind shaking, she didn’t say.
Rosalind blinked down at the trembling leaves. She forced her hand still, smoothing the soil. But her magic stirred, restless. Too much energy. Too much heat.
It liked the feeling. She wasn’t sure she didn’t.
“You’re supposed to calm it,” Parisa said. “Think peaceful thoughts.”
Rosalind tried. She thought about the cold stone under her back in the Undercroft, about Camille tucked in her lap, about the stillness of the Astronomy Tower. Silk dresses from the high street. A Bette Davis picture.
But instead—
Instead, she thought about how Tom had looked at her last night. The way his eyes had darkened, molten and hot, when she’d pulled the cigarette from his lips.
The Mirrorleaf quaked.
“Bloody hell,” Parisa snapped, yanking her gloves off. “I’ll do it. You’re useless today.”
Rosalind stepped back, frowning. She tugged her earmuffs down and glanced across the greenhouse.
Tom wasn’t here. Class had started fifteen minutes ago. She kept watching the door.
Pathetic.
Across the aisle, Gwen caught her eye and frowned, mouthing, “You okay?”
Rosalind nodded, too quickly, and looked away.
Varinia stood, arms crossed, glaring at the mandrake like it had insulted her mother. Gwen gestured to the bucket of worms, trying to talk her down.
It was almost funny how normal it was—like she hadn’t just survived an ancient magic trial, or spent the weekend tangled in a game with the Slytherin Head Boy.
Her hands itched. She wanted to see him.
The Mirrorleaf still shook under Parisa’s hands as she cooed at it, whispering nonsense about light and patience. Rosalind barely noticed. Her mind drifted past the soil, beyond the glass walls.
Tom had the journal. Hers. Miriam’s.
A mandrake let out a sharp, muffled cry.
Of course, he had. That slow smile in the courtyard wasn’t victory—it was possession. He had taken something that belonged to her; worse still, he wasn’t even sorry.
What had he read? What had he taken from it?
Just theory, right? Miriam hadn’t known much—old stories, superstition.
But was it enough for Tom to piece it together? He was a bastard—cruel, sure, but smart. Calculated. And he had looked at her like he knew her.
Or maybe she was imagining it, seeing meaning where there was only flirtation.
It wasn’t just a game. The smoke, the flirting, the electric power snap—real, yes, but never just that. Tom did nothing without a reason. He was precise.
She bit her cheek as a shiver slid down her spine. The magic under her skin flared, restless. Her nails dug into her skin as she clenched her fists.
She hated how much she wanted him to understand her. To read her. Piece her together.
“Focus, Rosalind,” Parisa muttered, brushing soil from her gloves. “If I’m going to get this thing to bloom, I need help.”
Rosalind swallowed the sour taste in her mouth.
“I’m fine,” she said, though her voice was rougher than she liked. She glanced at the door—still no Tom. The pull in her gut tightened.
Where was he? What was he planning? Why did she want to see him more than she wanted answers?
She’d left that alcove steaming. She’d nearly gone to the Undercroft to… relieve herself. She’d almost gone to the Undercroft to… relieve herself. But it didn’t feel hers anymore. Not unsafe—just taken. Isidora, Tom, and Benedict bringing a girl around…
Was nothing sacred anymore?
She huffed.
She was about to give up on him, and the door creaked open. A burst of cool air—and citrus, woodsmoke.
“My apologies, Professor,” he said smoothly. Rosalind didn’t look up. “I was helping Professor Slughorn with a project. Here, he gave me a note–”
“Oh, don’t worry about it, Tom,” Garlick said. Then muttered some compliment.
He brushed past their table. Rosalind tensed. His scent clung.
When she looked up again, he was next to Abraxas Malfoy, muttering questions about their Devil’s Tentacula, which had now taken up three potting stations and was almost to the ceiling in some parts.
“Rosalind,” Parisa said, coolly, slowly, as if she were trying her best to maintain her temper. “You need to step away. You’re terrifying the Mirrorleaf with your… buzzing.”
“I’m not buzzing,” Rosalind muttered. But then Tom’s eyes met hers from across the Greenhouse, and she almost fainted.
“Rosalind!” Parisa snapped as the Mirrorleaf deflated.
Rosalind bit back a curse. Everything was her fault today.
“Fine,” she muttered, standing. “I’ll get more fertilizer.”
She wove past sneezewort and begonia, through foggy heat. She grabbed a scoop and shoved it into the bin. And then—
“Trouble with your plant?”
The voice was low, close, right behind her.
She didn’t jump. She was done being startled by him.
“Parisa’s having a day,” she said flatly, not turning. “Thinks I’m bad luck.”
She kept scooping.
“Are you?”
Rosalind glanced over her shoulder.
Tom stood just close enough. Greenhouse light hit his cheekbones—sharp, cold. His sleeves were rolled to the elbow. His wand poked from his pocket. He looked, of course, unbothered.
“I’m many things,” she said, digging the scoop deeper. “But I’m not unlucky.”
“No,” he agreed. “Not unlucky.”
She turned, holding the scoop in one hand, dirt under her nails.
His eyes flicked down to her dirty hands, flushed cheeks, and tight shoulders. She was wound up—fury and want, no room between. Too exposed. No shadows. Just morning light and fertilizer.
Garlick’s voice cut through the buzz of the greenhouse. “Alright, everyone—earmuffs on! Tugwood, Weasley, let’s see if we can’t get at least one of them up and out today.”
She reached for her earmuffs, fumbling with the strap—
—But Tom was already there.
His hand stopped hers.
“Let me,” he said.
Before she could speak, he lifted the earmuffs over her head and settled them snugly into place. His fingers brushed her temples, then slid to her neck. He didn’t move. Just held her there.
No kiss. No threat of one.
Her breath caught. He knew exactly what he was doing. She wasn’t sure if she wanted to hex him or kiss him—or just let them all watch.
He was looking at her mouth again. He always did.
His thumbs pressed—just enough to be felt. Her skin prickled with heat, and the world narrowed to the feel of him.
She didn’t move. But she did flick her tongue over her top lip.
Tom’s eyes tracked it. Darkened.
Ha. Not so unbothered now.
Then, slowly, his hands dropped. Cool air rushed in where his touch had been. Magic flared—hot, reckless, reaching for him.
But not before she saw them—Nicasia, Veronika, Amalthea. Watching. Seething.
Let them,she thought.
Tom smiled. And somehow, through the earmuffs, she still heard him: “Tense, Sallow?”
She didn’t answer. Her pulse raced. Her hands shook. And he was already walking away, back to Malfoy, back to his monstrous plant.
And just like that, the mandrake began to scream.
-.-
Tuesday. Charms.
The hallway was packed. Too warm. Too crowded. Voices clashed and laughter rose as Professor Blithe’s shrill reminders trailed behind them.
Tom leaned against the wall. Marcellus Avery tapped his Charms book against his leg, restless.
“Might run to the Hog’s Head tonight,” Mars said. “Pick up another keg.”
“Hm,” Tom said, eyes on his pocketwatch.
Mars sighed. “She’s watching you again.”
Tom didn’t lift his head. “Is she?”
“You know she is. Thought she was going to lick the dirt off your hands in Herbology.”
Tom didn’t answer. The greenhouse clung to him—her breath, his hands on her neck. He’d been gentle. Just enough.
And her fucking mouth.
“Maybe she’s finally gone soft,” Mars mused, glancing over his shoulder. “Rosalind Sallow, getting ideas.”
“I hope not.”
The crowd shifted. A wave of students broke around them, and then she was there.
She didn’t look at him. Not even once. Her head tilted toward Eldridge, lips quirking at something humorous.
And yet—
She veered, deliberately, into his path.
A sharp bump, her shoulder to his chest. Her hands braced against him, fingers warm through fabric.
Tom caught her elbow reflexively.
“Watch it, Sallow,” he said, voice low, steady.
Her eyes snapped up. Blue, bright, and dangerous. No longer the quivering schoolgirl at the fertilizer bins. “Maybe don’t block the entire corridor, Riddle.”
And she stepped away, calm, composed, as if she hadn’t touched him at all.
But Tom felt it. The heat of her palms still lingered. The scent of her. Jasmine. His favorite now, apparently.
Her fingers had curled slightly, just before she pulled away, like she couldn’t help herself.
Mars exhaled sharply.
Tom’s eyes followed her as she disappeared into the flow of students. Her laugh slipped through the crowd, light and sharp, meant for someone else.
He reached into his coat pocket, fingers brushing air.
Empty.
Rosalind had stolen his cigarettes.
He didn’t move. Just smiled crookedly as the crowd swept past.
Mars said, “If she spit on me, I’d beg for seconds.”
“She’d kill you before you opened your mouth.”
“Yeah,” Mars said. “Dead, happy, and dripping.”
Tom looked at him once, then walked away.
-.-
Wednesday. Astronomy Tower.
Rosalind yawned as Professor Starbloom finally dismissed them. It was nearly three in the morning, and she might’ve collapsed on the stone floor. She fucking hated Astronomy.
She gathered her things—textbook, notes, portable telescope—into her heavy and exhausted arms.
"Think Starbloom would let me crash right here?" she muttered.
Gwen grinned, pulling her cloak tighter. "Hardly," she said. “Not after those rumors about you and him and the hippogriff a few weeks ago.”
Rosalind swatted her with a roll of parchment.
"Shut up," she said, but without heat.
Parisa was already packed, coffee in hand, vibrating.
"Do you want to go to the library?" she asked brightly.
"Parisa," Gwen groaned. "It's three in the morning."
“Is it?” Parisa blinked at her coffee, like it should’ve turned back into a pumpkin. "Oh, fuck. I had three cups."
A sharp laugh rang out nearby. Veronika Mulciber passed with her books pressed to her chest, tossing her hair over her shoulder. “No wonder you’re always twitching, Eldridge. Thought it was nerves. Turns out it’s just coffee.”
Parisa’s eyes narrowed, but she didn’t take the bait. Gwen did.
“Must be exhausting,” she said, “being such a bitch.”
Veronika didn't even slow. “At least it’s not boring,” she called back, voice laced with cruelty, “unlike you, Weasley.”
Parisa said nothing, lips pressed tight. Gwen looked like she might shove someone down the stairs.
Rosalind shrugged.
Around them, students yawned down the spiral stairs, cloaks loose, boots dragging. The night air was bitter against the castle walls. Somewhere below, a distant clock chimed three.
Gwen and Parisa drifted ahead, muttering about some point system Parisa had devised for exam revision. Gwen laughed, hoarse and tired.
Rosalind, lagging, tried to scoop up her things in one armful and failed. Her telescope slipped. The strap slid off her shoulder. She cursed under her breath, shifting her weight, trying again.
“Allow me,” a voice said behind her.
She didn’t have to turn to know.
Tom stood there, coat unbuttoned, collar up against the wind. His hands were already reaching for the stack of books balanced against her chest.
“I’m fine,” she said, sharper than she meant to.
He didn’t blink. “I insist.”
One hand brushed hers as he took the books from her. The contact was brief but lit up her magic, as tired as she was.
She hesitated, but let go.
He held her gaze a beat too long. His fingers intentionally brushed the back of her hand once more before he turned casually toward the stairs.
"Shall we?"
Her spine straightened, but she followed. They descended the steps together, her bag lighter. Eyes followed. Whispers trailed behind. Everyone saw.
Paris Rosier’s voice floated down from above. “I suppose chivalry isn’t dead.” A ripple of laughter followed, but Tom didn’t flinch. Just walked, steady, Rosalind beside him.
“You didn’t have to,” she muttered, tugging at her sleeves.
“I wanted to,” he said simply. His eyes skimmed her blue silk pajamas, but he said nothing.
Her eyes cut sideways. “Why?”
A small smile curved at his lips. “You looked tired.”
Rosalind sighed and adjusted her bag.
“No cool remark for me?” he asked.
“I’m too tired for that, Tom.”
She wasn’t. Not really. But if she said one more thing, she might ask him to kiss her.
“Hm.”
They walked in silence toward the Grand Staircase, which shifted before they could step on it. Gwen and Parisa disappeared up the stairs, leaving her with him.
"I thought you said you were lucky," Tom said mildly, watching the stairs drift away.
They stood, waiting. Rosalind crossed her arms over her chest. The silk clung in the cold, shifting as she moved.
Tom’s gaze moved over her—the drape of silk, the curve of her breasts beneath, the outline of her nipples, stiff and cold.
“I like the pajamas.”
“Do you really, Tom?” she asked, bone dry.
He didn’t answer, but a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. The silence stretched. Footsteps sounded down the corridor, then disappeared. Tom looked away—finally—toward the now-still staircase.
“You stole from me,” he said.
Rosalind blinked. Almost laughed. “What?”
“My cigarette case,” he said, almost idly, almost warmly. “Tuesday morning. After Charms.”
Rosalind shrugged. “I told you I like to share.”
He looked at her mouth, as if remembering the shared cigarette. Her magic stirred, lazy but aware, reaching toward him again like always.
“Stealing and sharing aren’t the same thing,” he said.
Rosalind gave a tired, tilted smile. “You stole from me first.”
A flicker of something sharper than amusement crossed his face. “Oh, I suppose that’s true,” he said.
He smiled like he’d already moved on. Like the theft had made perfect sense to him.
The staircase shifted above them, grinding against the stone.
She said lightly, “I’ll give them back. When you give me what belongs to me.”
Tom’s head tilted slightly. Something behind his eyes sharpened.
“I hardly think it belongs to you,” he said. Then, coolly, deliberately: “This sort of magic should belong to the people.”
Rosalind made a slight, confused sound.
Tom stilled. His eyes narrowed. His mouth tightened.
Too late.
She realized her mistake too late. She should have laughed. Should have played it cool. But she was so tired, so—
“You haven’t read it,” he said.
Tom stepped toward her.
Her back hit the banister—a soft, helpless thud.
“Rosalind,” he said, voice low and sharp. “You haven’t read it.”
Rosalind opened her mouth—then shut it again.
Tom blinked once. Slow. Like he was seeing her for the first time.
“You’ve been parading around the castle,” he said, frowning, “Smoking my cigarettes. Quoting films. Pretending you’re three moves ahead.”
His voice didn’t rise.
“Who cares if I read it?” she snapped. “You stole it from me.”
“Tell me, was it too boring for you?”
Rosalind shook her head, but no sound came out. Her throat had closed. Where was she—the girl with the cigarette and the smirk?
Tom stepped closer, and the banister pressed hard against her spine.
“Not enough romance? Not enough ruin? People who talk fast and ruin themselves faster?”
“Oh, save it,” she snapped.
“Did you just assume you could bluff your way through?”
She opened her mouth, but his eyes dropped to it, and something dark flickered across his face. Not desire.
“I’ll remind you that you started this little game,” he said. “You came to me in the courtyard. You started this. And you think being clever is enough.”
“I didn’t realize there was a pop quiz involved,” she said, touching his chest and shoving him back. Tom didn’t fall or stumble, just took a step, letting her straighten.
“You’re missing out,” he continued, eyes dark.
He was actually furious, she realized for the first time. This wasn’t flirtatious needling. He was genuinely madthat she hadn’t read the journal.
“It’s practically dripping with insight. Self-righteous, a little mad—but useful. If you’d bothered.”
Her cheeks burned. Her magic twisted under her skin, wounded and ashamed.
But Rosalind wasn’t going down without a fight. Like hell she'd let Tom Riddle scold her like a child. “Speaking of self-righteous—”
"You’ve had it for how long?" he said. "A month?"
“I could’ve had it a fucking decade and it wouldn’t matter,” she snapped. “It’s mine.”
“It’s not,” he said. “It’s mine now.”
She just stared at him, breathing hard. Then, quietly, coldly: “What do you want with it, Tom? You can’t use it.”
The staircase reconnected with a jolt.
He didn’t flinch. “And yet,” he said, “you still didn’t read it.”
Rosalind didn’t wait. She stepped forward, hit him squarely with her shoulder as she passed, books forgotten in his hands.
She didn’t need them. Fuck those books. Fuck Tom. Fuck all of this.
“It’s all yours, then,” she said, clipped and burning. “Hope it cradles you to sleep at night.”
His hand twitched. But he didn’t stop her.
And he didn’t follow.
She didn’t know what she’d do next. But it wouldn’t be nothing.
-.-
Thursday. Great Hall. Dinner.
Rosalind avoided Tom altogether.
She skipped breakfast. Took different corridors. Hid in the library just to stay out of his line of sight. It was easier to pretend she was busy—with books, assignments, anything but him. He could have found her if he wanted. And two days ago, he would have.
But he didn’t chase her today.
By dinner, the ache had turned sharp. Mean—a savage need to win back the upper hand.
Rosalind set her fork down and straightened her spine.
She waited for the ache to pass, but it didn’t. She didn’t need to check if he was watching. That was the worst part—knowing he wasn’t.
So she decided: if he wasn’t going to come to her, she would make him burn for it.
A wicked little thought took hold.
Her eyes flicked across the Great Hall. Druella Rosier laughed at something Nicasia said, wine-dark hair spilling down her back.
She knew exactly what she would do.
Rosalind smiled. Tilted her head. And waved.
Druella blinked once. Then grinned and wiggled her fingers in return.
He was wrong. He’d started this. But she’d be the one to finish it.
-.-
Friday. Slytherin Common Room.
Tom stood on the upper balcony, smoking Paris Rosier’s cigarettes. Sallow had stolen his case, and he hadn’t restocked.
Below, the Slytherin common room was a slow churn of bodies and smoke. Not Bacchanalia—no, it lacked even that excuse for pageantry—but glasses clinked and laughter cracked through the air. Other drugs floated. Crushed devil’s snare. Pixie dust pills.
Leo was perched beside him, joint in hand.
Over the last few days, Tom found that Leo was the only one he could tolerate. Not because he liked him. But because Leo understood the most essential rule: shut up and stay out of the way.
Tom dragged on the cigarette. He grimaced. The smoke tasted wrong. Off. Bitter in his mouth.
He was on edge. Worse than on edge. Simmering. Ready to rip something apart.
He didn’t even know why he’d come to the fucking party. He didn’t like crowds. He didn’t like noise. And he certainly didn’t enjoy watching his housemates grind themselves into oblivion for the sake of Friday night.
But the idea of sitting alone in the prefects’ office, waiting for Rosalind Sallow to do something—that had been worse.
He had left him with her chin high and hadn’t looked at him in two days. She was waiting for him to make the next move. But her books were on his nightstand, and he had no interest in groveling.
For what? For expecting a little more from her?
He was tired of how lazy she was. Beautiful, clever, and lazy. Tom didn’t like lazy. It meant weakness. Waste.
He scowled and took another drag. The whiskey was low in his glass. Already his second.
Leo glanced at him, but didn’t speak.
He needed something to break. He’d had her—right where he needed her—and yet—
Tom tossed the cigarette into the crowd below. He drained the last of his whiskey in one long swallow, feeling it burn down his throat, sharp and mean. He set the glass down with a clink on the stone ledge. His eyes narrowed.
He was done waiting. If she wanted a game, he'd raise the stakes.
Below, the party was in full swing.
Amalthea was pinned against the wall by Mars, his hands in her hair, her mouth on his jaw. Neither noticed when they staggered into a table, knocking a stack of cups to the floor. They loved the spectacle. Preferred almost-fucking in front of their friends. Just to prove they did.
Abraxas sprawled like a king holding court on the main sofa, one arm draped lazily over the back. Ares and Paris flanked him, drinks in hand, their laughter humorless. Over the last few days, his Knights had welcomed Ares back into the fold.
Veronika and Nicasia circled like vultures near them, whispering close, baring teeth on the rims of their glasses. Abraxas’ gaze kept cutting toward Nicasia, rather than that sixth year he sometimes courted—Honoria Something.
Tom watched it from his perch above—dispassionate, unbothered, contempt blooming under his ribs.
This mindless rutting. This small, stupid life. All of them heirs to ancient houses—and not one of them could see past the next hour, the next high, the next body pressed against theirs.
Leo passed him the joint. Tom took it. He exhaled, slowly and silently. The smoke unfurled before him, dissolving into the dark.
“Brax heard from Arcturus,” Leo murmured. “Rowle’s bragging, claims he’s got Merriman’s Snuffbox. One-thirteen.”
Tom’s hand curled against the railing, blood pumping. Still thinking of her.
Rosalind. Rosalind. Rosalind.
Fucking hell.
He was going to find her tonight, wasn’t he?
He was going to drive himself mad if he didn’t. He couldn’t focus. Not on Rowle, not on the Snuffbox. Not when all he could see was the soft bunching of her pajamas over her tits as she shoved past him. The scent of jasmine, silk and skin and fury, trailing behind her.
Pathetic. That she could undo him so easily.
He ran his tongue along his teeth, hating himself just a little—how she’d crawled under his skin and stayed there. Like rot. Like worship.
He passed the joint back to Leo.
Fine , he thought. Fine. If she wanted games, he’d give her games. If she wanted ruin, he’d teach her how deep it went. If she thought he was just going to sit here and wait—
He stood. Straightened his sweater. Dusted off his sleeves.
He would find another one of those poisonous flowers. Present it in the Ravenclaw Tower, smile like a saint, say all the right things—
Then kiss her hard enough to remind her who started this. And who always, always finished what he started.
He’d imagined her half-asleep, cornered in her tower, eyes soft with apology. His to handle. His to punish.
He turned to find her. End it.
And then—
“Looks like patrol’s done,” Leo said.
The door was open. And the game board flipped.
Framed in the doorway like a starlet—pale sweater, skirt hitched too high, curls wild and loose like she’d ripped the pins out herself—was Rosalind.
Just like that—he froze. Every thought cleared. Every plan undone.
Looped through her arm: Druella Rosier.
Druella leaned in to whisper something, her wine-dark hair a mess. Rosalind laughed brightly and knocked her shoulder against her.
The room tilted toward them. Subtle. Instinctive.
Rosalind didn’t speak loudly or strut; the room adjusted to her anyway. A slow orbit forming.
The music swallowed it all again, and the party rolled on.
But Tom didn’t move. His hand tightened around the empty glass.
His spine locked straight. He didn’t shift or blink—just stood there, rigid with the effort of not reacting.
Leo let out a low, awed breath beside him. “Didn’t expect that.”
That was an understatement.
Ares glanced over. Nicasia blinked like she’d seen a ghost. Even Abraxas was watching now—his smile cut short.
And Rosalind didn’t look at a single one of them.
She’d planned this. Down to the pins she’d ripped out.
Rosalind’s eyes flicked up to the balcony for a beat and caught his. And then she looked away, leaning into Druella again, whispering something that made the other girl tip her head back and laugh.
Druella glanced up at him. She sighed and shrugged.
As if to say, He doesn’t always come to these things.
As if Rosalind had only agreed to come on the promise that Tom wouldn’t be there.
A sour, vicious thing curled in his gut.
Druella and Rosalind moved together as they slipped deeper into the room. Just two girls laughing low in each other’s ears, fused together. Druella tugged Rosalind toward the sideboard first, where spiked punch and half-finished firewhisky bottles cluttered the long table.
They poured drinks without looking, still murmuring to each other as Rosalind removed Tom’s cigarette case from her skirt pocket and placed one between both of their lips.
They leaned together, meeting at Rosalind’s fiery wand tip.
Then she said something—too low to catch—that made Druella toss her head back and laugh loudly, the sound cutting through the music.
Heads turned, including Ares, who immediately crossed the room with a smile on his face in a few quick strides.
Tom’s hand tightened around the railing as he watched Ares say something—something meant to be charming, confident.
Rosalind listened, head tilted slightly to one side. The curls of her hair slipped forward, catching the light. The cigarette smoldered between her elegant fingers. For a heartbeat, it almost looked like she was considering him. Then she smiled and said something that made Druella snort into her drink.
Ares faltered and stood there, blinking.
Rosalind turned back to Druella without missing a beat. Druella laughed, eyes flicked to the balcony. Again.She was having the time of her life—and they wanted him to know it.
Veronika drifted over next, a flash of icy blonde and too-white teeth, slinging an arm around Druella’s waist and tossing a lazy comment toward Rosalind. Whatever it was, Rosalind laughed.
That laugh cut through him. Like it always did.
She was infiltrating his world. Without him. Sliding into it like she’d always been there, as if she’d never needed him to open the door. He wanted to drag her out of it–out of their reach–just to remind her whose world this really was.
Her eyes didn’t flicker toward him, though he knew she knew he was there. He was watching.
She wanted to bait him.
Not in the way other girls would - she didn’t paint herself in sin. She didn’t drape herself over one of his Knights. She knew him too well - that would never work on Tom.
She just walked in, arm in arm with one of their own, and let them orbit her.
Like she was playing a part in those films she loved so much.
She was trying to play his game.
“I’m going down there,” Leo murmured, passing him the joint.
And then, even Leo strolled down the stairs. He reached the girls and said something that made Rosalind scowl. Druella rolled her eyes instead of laughing.
Tom couldn’t hear a fucking word.
Irritated, he flicked his wand toward the corner. The record player shrieked to a halt. The music cut mid-note.
He’d made sure to break it.
The party stilled. Amalthea and Mars detangled. A sixth-year somewhere shouted, “Hey!”
Rosalind looked up at him from the center of the room as if she knew exactly why. The space between them thrummed.
She didn’t smile, just tipped her chin, and slid the cigarette between her teeth.
The moment broke too quickly. Druella grabbed her hand and yanked her away.
Tom descended in a few sharp steps. He reached the seventh years just as they did.
Mulciber leapt up from the armchair near the fire—his chair—and dropped to the floor with a wink.
Abraxas straightened, shifting to make space. Druella dropped in beside him, tugging Rosalind down with her.
Ares took the other side, pointedly not touching her. Veronika climbed into his lap a moment later, smug.
Nicasia slouched in the second armchair, and Paris sat silently on the arm.
Mars dragged Amalthea over, both half-disheveled, and collapsed to the floor.
Leo reappeared beside Tom, placed a fresh lowball of whiskey in his hand, and dropped in front of the fire.
A few moments passed. Someone handed Druella another drink.
Tom’s cigarette smoldered between Rosalind’s fingers like a lighthouse.
He stared at the smoke around her hands and wondered—was she daring him to come closer, or warning him to stay the fuck away?
He still hadn’t sat. The drink cooled in his hand.
“Sit, Tom!” Druella cried.
“Didn’t realize you were hosting,” he said, voice dry.
But he sat anyway. In his chair. Full view of Rosalind Sallow—smoking his cigarettes, laughing with his friends.
“Fucking hell, Mars. There’s a love bite on your jaw,” Abraxas said.
Amalthea flushed and buried her face in her hands as Mars said, cruelly, “Have I? Fuck, Mal. Suppose I should have some decorum.”
“You? Decorum?” Veronika drawled. “As much decorum as a troll at tea.”
Amalthea groaned behind her hands. “I knew it. You said it wouldn’t bruise. He asked me to suck his face like that.”
Mars smirked. “I say a lot of things when I’m drunk and horny.”
Paris muttered, “He says a lot of things when he’s sober and annoying.”
“That’s slander, Pari.”
“It’s not slander if it’s true, dipshit.”
Rosalind leaned in. “Is it always like this?”
Druella exhaled smoke through her nose. “Welcome to the fucking opera.”
Tom drank. Slowly.
Across the rug, Mulciber leaned over and flicked Leo’s ear. Leo elbowed him hard.
“What’s wrong with you two?” Abraxas asked lazily.
Druella reached for Rosalind. Tom clenched his teeth, realizing how much he hated Druella right now.
“Leo here,” Mulciber said, “was staring up my sister’s skirt.”
Veronika huffed and snapped her knees closed on Ares’ lap, but half the group howled—rich, wild, and gleefully unbothered.
Rosalind blinked. Then took another drag.
“Oh, lay off him,” Nicasia said, tipping her glass. “Leo’s hardly seen good lingerie before. Have you, Leo?”
“Why don’t you show me what you’ve got on, Nic?” Leo asked, all teeth.
She kicked a foot at him.
“Nicasia will never show you her knickers, Leo,” Druella drawled. “She only drops her skirts for Ministry boys now. Isn’t that what you said this morning, Nic?”
Nicasia flushed. “Dru—”
“Well, then I’m first in line,” Mars said, puffing his chest.
Amalthea smacked him.
“What? I’m guaranteed for the DMLE after school.”
“You’re guaranteed for the slammer,” Nicasia snapped.
“And you’re guaranteed for your third failed engagement,” Mars said with a nasty smile.
“Alright,” Abraxas said coolly, cutting across the bickering. “Can you all stop pretending you’re doing something useful after school?”
“Speak for yourself,” Veronika said, inspecting her nails. “I’m marrying French and rich.”
“Hey?” Ares said, tugging at her waist. “What about me?”
Veronika swatted at him. “Where’s my proposal then, Ares?”
He didn’t say anything, just shrugged. Half the group laughed.
“Says the Malfoy heir ,” Paris grumbled. “Some of us have to actually get jobs.”
“Tragic,” Rosalind said, sipping.
Tom caught her gaze over the rim of her glass.
“Go on, Paris,” Druella said, smiling brightly. “Tell them.”
“What?” Mars snorted from the floor, looking up at Paris, his disdain evident. “You’ve got a job lined up, Rosier?”
The room quieted.
“As a matter of fact, I do,” he snapped. “I’ve got an offer from International Relations.”
He didn’t look at anyone when he said it—just sipped from his drink, like it meant nothing.
It was old news to Tom. A few heads still turned.
“Didn’t know you wanted to be a diplomat,” Abraxas said.
“I don’t,” Paris said. “But it’s something to do. Better than being Basil and chasing skirts all the time.”
“Isn’t that Sallow’s father’s department?” Nicasia asked, her voice too light to be casual.
All eyes flicked to Rosalind.
Tom didn’t move. But his jaw flexed once.
“Yes,” she said.
“What are you doing after school, Sallow?” Leo asked. “Marrying some foreign billionaire?”
“If it suits me,” she said. “Or maybe I’ll get a job pushing paper.”
As if those were the only options.
“Your dad’s in International Relations,” Abraxas said, “and your grandmother reinvented the Department of Mysteries. Seems like you could have your pick of the litter.”
“Just like Tom,” Leo added, coolly.
The room went quiet. Expectant.
Rosalind pulled the cigarette from her mouth, smoke curling before her.
“I’d never pretend to have as many options as Tom,” she said. “He’ll be Minister before we can even blink.”
Someone snorted—Veronika—but the rest of the Knights exchanged knowing little grins.
Abraxas muttered something under his breath. Ares huffed out a crooked laugh. Paris didn’t even blink.
Tom’s lips twitched into a smile. It didn’t reach his eyes.
“And anyway,” Rosalind added, tilting her head, “I’m too charming to be employable. Terrible work ethic. Really awful at pretending I care about things.”
That got a bigger laugh. Even Mars wheezed a little.
Druella giggled and leaned in again, elbowing her. Paris reached for the bottle to pour her another drink.
“Down to the marriage mart for you, then,” Nicasia said coolly. “Or are you too charming for that, too?”
Rosalind took the glass from Paris and sipped. Her hand trembled. Barely. Tom saw it—and almost smiled.
A second later, Rosalind said, “Marriage? Please. I’d chew through the bars before the engagement party.”
Another laugh broke. Even Paris looked amused.
She was good.
Too good.
Druella grinned. “Merlin, I love you.”
Rosalind leaned back into the couch, bringing her glass to her lips.
Mars raised his eyebrows, then leaned forward, grinning. “What is this? Sallow and Parkinson playing nice? Thought we were all about to see a hair-pulling rematch in the Great Hall.”
A few people laughed. Nicasia rolled her eyes.
Rosalind didn’t miss a beat. “We’re evolving.”
“Terrifying,” Mars chirped. “Next thing we know, you’ll be braiding each other’s hair at breakfast.”
Nicasia drawled, “Don’t count on it.”
Then Mars stood. “Alright, enough niceties. Where’s the tray?”
“Here,” Abraxas said, leaning forward, picking up the mirrored tray of drugs beside him. “Sallow, first pick? Our esteemed guest?”
Abraxas held the tray before her. Crushed devil’s snare, pixie dust pills, and an assortment of sweets laced with non-descript potions. Rosalind raised her eyebrows.
Druella reached forward and snagged two gummies. She popped them into her mouth.
Rosalind hovered a hand over the tray, then pulled back. “Oh, I couldn’t possibly. Not with the Head Boy and Head Girl watching.”
Someone laughed. She smirked, leaning back, taking another drag. The tray moved along.
“Don’t hold back on my account,” said Nicasia.
Rosalind offered her a false smile.
Tom let the silence stretch, thick and heavy.
Then, finally, he said: "Skipping over initiation, then, Sallow?”
The group went quiet.
Rosalind only smiled. “Consider my presence temporary. I wouldn’t dream of staying. Dru found me in the corridor and insisted I stop for a drink.”
Mocking. That affectionate little Dru.
Druella bumped her shoulder affectionately, the sarcasm lost on her. “For now.”
Tom’s mouth curved, just slightly.
"Good," he said, sipping his whiskey. "You wouldn't survive it."
“Oh, I don’t doubt that,” she said. “I barely survived Bacchanalia.”
A few people laughed. Mars began recounting how Mulciber pummeled Ares into the staircase of the Astronomy Tower.
Rosalind smiled like she had won.
Tom looked across the room. The group had reorganized itself around her.
Abraxas sat a little too straight, clearly aware of how close he was to Rosalind. Not afraid of her. Afraid of Tom’s reaction. Still nursing the memory of the Cruciatus Tom had handed him after that Hog’s Head comment.
Ares had gone stiff, hands on Veronika’s waist, but his gaze focused just past Rosalind like she might vanish if he didn’t look directly.
Paris watched her, too, but as an excuse to flick his gaze over to Abraxas.
Mulciber was melted against the hearth, eyelids heavy, high off a potion gumball.
Mars was sucking on Amalthea’s neck again, sloppy and thoughtless.
Stupid Leo, still glancing toward Druella.
Tom tapped his fingers once against the armrest.
He had wanted to see what she’d do. Now he just wanted her to leave.
He wanted to drag her out by the wrist and remind her who she was playing with.
He didn’t like her sitting near Abraxas. Or Druella. Or Veronika. Didn’t like her curled up on that couch, in his common room, with his people, acting like she belonged.
If she were going to be here, she would be beside him.
Rosalind just smoked, graceful and aloof, her attention drifting across the room like nothing touched her.
Then her eyes met his, and she smiled. Slowly.
Her look said it all.
Tom clenched his jaw. He wanted to move. To shut it all down.
But instead—
He sat.
And drank.
She didn’t move for an hour. Just sat there.
Tom watched, and drink by drink, the fury dulled. Left something slower in its place.
The common room had half emptied. Most of the sixth years were gone, along with Amalthea and Mars, Ares and Veronika. Druella had gone half-asleep on Rosalind’s shoulder. Abraxas had drifted across the room to talk with Nicasia, as if it were safer.
Tom wasn’t sober when Rosalind stood, gently pushing Druella off.
No one noticed except Tom.
He couldn’t let her walk away. Not looking like that.
He stood with her, then gestured forward.
She stepped before him, and he followed, still aching from the hour she let him sit and stew.
She didn’t look back, but he saw how her fingers curled. Just slightly.
-.-
Rosalind willed her hands not to shake as she tapped her wand against the hidden panel outside the Undercroft.
Behind her, Tom stood still as a wraith.
She didn’t turn. She didn’t need to. She could feel him there, no doubt half-swallowed by shadow, moonlight catching the edge of his devastating face.
The door creaked open.
She stepped inside.
And he followed.
Notes:
sorry for the cliffhanger, but the next part is so long (and fun? intense? hot?) that it deserves its own chapter.
also sorry (not sorry) for how much they smoke in this story. i am not a smoker (and that's because I simply love it too much) - but I just find it hot!!!! don't blame me!!! it's the 2013 tumblr girlie in me.
alt chapter title: tom's crash out (or, you know, as far as tom riddle can crash out lmao)
it might be time for me to reveal that this story has 3 parts and we are still only in part 1 (*hides*) -- in my brain it's actually 3 stories, but you always lose readers when opening new fics, so we'll just keep writing in this story rather than creating a series. part 1 is hogwarts, part 2 is ???, part 3 is ????!?!?!?!?!!?!?
we're looking to closer to 5 days between updates (up to a week) for the foreseeable future. these chapters are getting more complex (since we are moving into the meat of the story and I have to be careful how far I push either of them). turns out character choices have consequences, who knew?!?!?!
Chapter 21: Kiss Me. Curse Me. Devour Me.
Notes:
*gestures at the rating*
welcome to our bottle episode, friends... buckle in.
i have agonized over this chapter long enough. i could spend months fine-tuning it but... it's time for her to LIVE.
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Rosalind willed her hands not to shake as she tapped her wand against the hidden panel outside the Undercroft.
Behind her, Tom stood still as a wraith.
She didn’t turn. She didn’t need to. She could feel him there, no doubt half-swallowed by shadow, moonlight catching just the edge of his devastating face.
The door creaked open.
She stepped inside.
And he followed.
It shut behind them with a solid thud.
She’d won tonight. She was supposed to have the upper hand. So why did it feel like she was the one being hunted?
Her ancient magic stirred. It liked this feeling, she realized. Hunting and hunted. Losing and winning. It was all the same – attention. Attention from Tom.
The firewhiskey had gone straight to her head. She hadn’t eaten—too focused on the next round she’d started the moment she ran into Druella after patrol, and now it was catching up to her.
At least Tom was drunk too. Or as drunk as he ever let himself be. She’d smelled it on him during the silent walk over—smoke, whiskey, and something bitter beneath. She thought that might be his magic. Frustrated. Wound.
She didn’t dare look at him for fear of what she might see. Instead, she glanced toward the Triptych—empty—and kept walking into the Undercroft.
Moments passed in silence. She was starting to feel itchy. No, that was her magic. But–
She cracked first.
“You’ve been uncharacteristically quiet back there,” she said, not turning.
“Just enjoying the view,” he murmured.
“Oh yes,” she said dryly, “the stunning view of the Undercroft.”
“Is that what you call this place?”
“Do you have a better name for it?”
She turned at last—and almost regretted it.
A sharp ache caught her stomach.
He looked wrecked. Not in uniform—just a black sweater and dark trousers, sleeves pushed to his elbow. His dress shoes squeaked softly on the stone. His hair was messy, like he’d been dragging his hands through it for hours. Though Rosalind had watched him from the corner of her eye for the last two hours as he sat unflinchingly still in the Slytherin common room.
He was drunk, but not gone. Too still to be calm. A storm was rushing inside him.
Truthfully, she should have hexed him. Should have run. Lied. But she didn’t want to. Everything had been building to this moment. Here, alone together, in the Undercroft.
“I suppose it fits,” he said, looking around. “Dark. Damp. Slightly ominous.”
“First time?” she asked, clipped.
His eyes snapped to hers—and then, thatgrin. “No.”
She’d imagined him in here a dozen times over the past week. Tom, prowling through her things like he owned them. Her old textbooks. Her scattered hairpins. The two sweaters still draped over the sofa. Tom, invading her space like he owned it.
“How many of my hiding places have you gone through?” she asked coolly.
There was silence.
Then, he said softly: “You shouldn’t leave things lying around if you don’t want them taken, Sallow.”
“Lying around,” she scoffed. “This place is hidden. No one’s ever found me here.”
“Well,” he said, his smile turning colder. Hungrier. “Now someone has.”
Her magic flared. Rosalind clenched her fists at her sides.
“How long have you been watching me?” she asked. She didn’t mean to sound breathless. Or curious. But it slipped out.
He looked at her. She knew he was weighing the lie.
“Since Christmas,” he said at last. She didn’t need Legilimency to know it was true. “Since the Ministry party.”
“Why?”
“You intrigued me,” he said. Shrugged. “That doesn’t happen often.”
“Why?” she pressed. “What did I do?”
He tilted his head, his gaze slow and exacting. “Would you like an itemized list?”
Oh fuck. Yes, she wanted the list. Maybe more than she wanted his mouth on hers. But what would it prove? What would it mean?
The air shifted. Heavy. Electric.
Suddenly, ancient magic was lining up behind her wand arm. Play , it seemed to say. Play!
Her throat went dry.
She tried: “I didn’t realize I’d gotten under your skin.”
“Liar.” He smirked.
And then he moved. Suddenly, he was behind her. Rosalind spun to look at him.
“Well,” she said quietly, “go on, then.”
Tom nodded, like it was all business.
“First,” he started. “You can see through my Disillusionment Charm.”
He stepped closer, posture seemingly relaxed. Rosalind knew better.
“My spells are precise,” he explained. “Slughorn walked right past me last month. But you looked right at me. Like you knew.” Another step. His voice dropped. “And you didn’t say anything. You just smirked. Like it was our secret.”
She opened her mouth to argue—surely others could see through it—but shut it again. Could they?
“Next, there’s your bloodline, of course. Selene Sallow—the Hero of Hogwarts. Ministry’s golden girl.” He snorted. “Restructured the Department of Mysteries. Killed a dark magic-wielding goblin at fifteen. Amongst other things.”
His teeth clicked together behind a smile like he was biting something back. A cruel comment about her Grandmother? Rosalind’s lack of measuring up? She didn’t know. She didn’t want to ask about that one.
“My friends—” he said suddenly, voice darker. “You like it when they watch you. You want to see what they’ll do.”
His gaze dragged over her.
“And you make people want you,” he added. “Then punish them for it.”
A step closer. His fingers lifted and dragged through a strand of her hair. Rosalind’s stomach flipped. He was so close.
“In Defense,” he murmured, only a breath away, “you’re always one move shy of excellent. Makes a more observant person wonder—are you holding back?” Another pause. “Or just waiting for someone worth your assault?”
She didn’t even care what he was saying anymore. Her head was spinning, want and desire seared through her at his closeness. When was the last time they were this close? After Astornomy Class? In the courtyard? They’d been alone then, too, but never–
“And then—” his voice seemed to drip like honey—“there’s your magic.”
Her breath caught as her magic roared inside of her at the mention of it on Tom’s lips.
Kiss him. Curse him. Devour him.
Her resolve seemed to buckle.
Rosalind didn’t move. She couldn’t breathe. She could only watch Tom as he circled her. She only felt the gravity of his pull. He knew what he was doing. He knew what this did to her–
Magic pressed at her ribs and began to pool in her palms.
Tom stopped in front of her and he reached for her hand, his fingers just ghosting over hers. When she looked at him, he looked–
Like trouble made flesh. Beautiful in the way a curse could be. Eyes wild and frantic. Nothing like the calm speech he was giving her.
A man unraveling, but still in control. Barely.
“What about it?” she whispered, unable to stop herself.
Tom’s response was a whisper. “How it aches,” he said. “How it reaches for me.”
Something burned inside Rosalind. It was the soul-deep certainty that he was right.
Tom could have put just one finger under her chin to tilt her head up and press his lips to hers. But he didn’t. He just stood over her, his eyes unable to leave her mouth. Like he too was feeling this torture and didn’t want it to end.
“Truthfully, Rosalind,” he continued. “You’ve been driving me mad for weeks.”
Rosalind almost melted. It wasn’t flirtation anymore.
It was confession.
Truth laid on an altar.
He didn’t bother to smile.
“So you have been stalking me,” she said softly. “I thought I imagined the shadows breathing.”
His mouth curved slightly. She almost licked her lips.
“Did you ever think to just ask me out on a date?” she continued.
“No,” he said. “Where would the fun be in that? You would’ve liked it too much.”
Rosalind couldn’t help herself. She sighed. Drunk on magic. On him. On the heat of being seen.
“What do you want, Tom?” she asked.
The air shifted, expectant.
“Do you need me to spell it out for you?” he muttered. Eyes on her mouth. Merlin, they never left her mouth, did they? “Clever girl like you?”
She said nothing, stared back into his eyes like they might hold the truth.
Her magic was deafening. Like the buzzing of a thousand bees in her ears. Or was that just the heavy-headed feeling of her desire?
“To face the truth,” he said, finally, and took a step back.
The space came, both welcome and unwelcome. Come back, she thought. But stay away.
“Which is what?” she pressed. “You’re awfully cagey.”
“Your magic,” Tom sighed heavily, then gestured between them. “Wants me.”
Her magic lurched toward him and Rosalind could not prevent herself from taking a step.
Tom smiled, like he knew exactly what was happening.
“My magic, huh?” she tried for irony, but it came out thin. “Just that?”
“Oh, I suppose it’s more,” he said. “When I watch you, you’re watching me back.”
“Is this the part where I’m supposed to confess I find you handsome?” she asked. “Fine, confession. You’re handsome, Tom.”
“Not just that,” he said. “It’s like you’re caught—hooked—and every time you pull away, it only cuts deeper.”
“Is that what I am to you?” she asked. “Something bleeding at the end of a hook?”
He didn’t blink.
“It’s like you said,” he breathed. “I’ve been watching you for months. I know you, Rosalind.”
His hand lifted and his fingers brushed the corner of her mouth. Rosalind had the strange, intrusive thought to lick them.
“You hold everything so tightly,” he said. His thumb pressed across her bottom lip. This time, she thought to bite it. “It’s a miracle you haven’t snapped.” He let it hang for a beat. “But you will. You want to. I want you to.”
Rosalind stared up at him through her lashes. Chin down. His thumb pressed against her lips.
The intrusive thought won. For one moment, just before he pulled it away, she tilted her head further so the tip of his finger slid into her mouth.
Tom tried to be smooth. Tried to pretend it hadn’t affected him but–
Fuck. He looked ruined by it. His mouth was tight, his eyes were wild. His hand fell limply against his side.
Then magic surged through her, wild and wanting.
It was like the world had narrowed to the two of them. Just them, in this forgotten hall. In this twisted game. Rosalind was beginning to feel so sick of the game. The unbearable gravity of him.
It was too much. She felt too bare. She’d known what this was—maybe for weeks. A game of cat and mouse. A film noir. Hitchcockian sexual tension and tricks.
She should have run. Shut this down. Refused to play.
But–
This was the most exciting thing that had ever happened to her.
It scared her. It thrilled her.
He thrilled her.
“Tom,” she whispered, a crooked smile creeping onto her face. “You’re obsessed with me.”
Silence fell.
He exhaled through his nose, like it hurt.
And finally, he said: “Yes.”
His hands came up to her face. Reverent. Like a man placing an offering. Like a man in worship.
“Yes, Rosalind.”
Time slowed.
Something in her buckled.
Not a shatter. Not a crack.
A bloom.
It climbed her spine—not a burst, but a swell. Heat pooled low and spread through her ribs, setting her skin alight from within.
The stones of the Undercroft shifted. A torch guttered and then flared blue.
She didn’t cast.
But it spilled anyway. Silver-blue and trembling, thick as fog, wild as a summer storm.
Tom’s hands fell from her face.
Magic twisted, turning and forming into long looping tendrils. Like tentacles.
He took two steps back.
It started moving toward him, circling, slow and curious.
His breath hitched.
He could see it , she realized. He could see ancient magic.
With that terrible, wonderful realization, it slid around Tom’s throat.
Rosalind gasped.
It didn’t stop. It threaded into his collar. Kissed his jaw. Tangled through his hair.
He stared down at it. Still not breathing.
His hand lifted slowly, and the magic wrapped through his fingers like smoke.
Then–
“Silver and blue,” he murmured. “So this is ancient magic.”
He could see it. He could feel it. He could name it.
She reeled, breathless—like something sacred had been dragged from her chest and held to the light.
Her knees gave out. She caught herself on her palms. Silver-blue sparks burst where they struck stone. But her eyes never left him.
The magic was still unfurling.
Alive. Intentional. Unfamiliar.
It didn’t just reach for him. It wrapped around him.
A kiss. A homecoming.
It touched his face with quiet certainty. Threaded through his hair like it belonged there. Slid down his spine like it had missed him.
And she felt it.
Not only in her hands. Not only in the air. She felt it in her chest. Her blood. Somewhere deeper.
A place inside her she hadn’t known could ache.
Cruel, sacred, and terribly final.
Tom stood motionless. Eyes wide. Mouth parted.
He stared down at the magic like he was seeing something impossible. When he looked up again, it was with awe.
“This,” he said softly, voice shaking. “This is why I couldn’t stop.”
Rosalind tried to pull it back. Her magic. Her breath. Herself.
But it was too late.
It had already happened. The magic had made its choice.
Or maybe she had. She didn’t know anymore.
Her breath came shallow as she shoved herself backward, scraping across the stone as if distance could put the magic back.
And realized she could feel him.
In her blood. In her bones. A thread pulled taut between their bodies, humming with something older than reason.
Something inside her had sunk its teeth into him. And hadn’t let go.
And Tom—he didn’t move. Just watched as the magic slowly dissipated, fading away like it had never been there at all.
Rosalind knew with certainty that she would remember the way he looked at her then for the rest of her life. Like she was something holy. Something divine. Something he might fall to his knees for.
His mouth parted. His voice was like a prayer.
“Show me more.”
His wand slid into his hand.
Rosalind knew it was a refusal to succumb further to the madness.
He wanted to see her fight with it.
So be it. The bastard wanted a fight, and he’d get it.
Her spine straightened. Magic bristled. She didn’t think. She moved.
Rosalind dropped low, hitting the stone hard—her knee scraped, skirt tangled—and rolled across the floor. Her fingers found the holster at her thigh and yanked her wand free.
And in the same breath, she rose.
Alive. Armed. Alight.
Across the room, Tom hadn’t moved, but everything in him was aimed.
He smiled. It was slow and unsettling.
Something rose in her, too. The madness. The hunger.
An answer.
Her lips curled in return.
“Stupefy!” he cast.
“Protego!” she snapped, wand slashing through the air.
A shimmering shield burst to life around her—silver-blue and luminous. Not just a shield. A wall. A force. Her magic and ancient magic fusing, holding.
His spell slammed into it and shattered like ice.
Her hair was damp against her neck. She didn’t care. The magic inside her was thrashing now. Feral and wild.
Tom’s eyes caught the light. They were bright. He began to circle her, wand still raised.
“Don’t hold it back,” he said. “I want to see.”
“You’re out of your mind.”
That smile again. Awful. Addictive. “You’re the one who brought me here.”
His wand flicked. “Depulso!”
But she was already moving. Her shield dissolved. She rolled again, faster this time, pivoted on one knee, aimed—
“Confringo!”
The wall behind him erupted in flame. He didn’t flinch.
Tom laughed. Actually laughed. Not loud. Not cruel. Just delighted—like he’d waited his whole life for this kind of chaos.
“More, Sallow.”
Rosalind rose, panting, wand gripped in both hands. Her magic licked up her arms, writhing and volatile. Her mouth tasted like blood.
Her chest burned. And fuck—she was smiling too.
“You want a show?” she laughed. “Fine.”
She flicked her wrist—“Bombarda!”
The floor to Tom’s left ruptured. Stone crumbled. Heat blasted out.
He didn’t flinch—just pivoted, clean and exact, wand raised.
“Defodio!”
A gouge ripped through the stone, spraying dust. The Undercroft rang out.
Rosalind moved fast, hesitation gone.
“Oppugno!”
Shards of wall lifted—jagged and glowing—then lunged. Snarling as if her magic wanted to bite.
If she couldn’t outmatch him, she’d outmad him. Burn everything if she had to.
Tom’s shield flared—“Protego Maxima!”
The rocks shattered against it, worthless.
His eyes gleamed brightly.
“Better,” he said. “Now hit me.”
“Incarcerous!” she snarled.
The dark ropes flew from her wand, conjured with a sick twist of intent she barely recognized.
He let them strike. Let them coil around his chest, his arms, his throat.
And still, he smiled.
“Diffindo,” he murmured.
The ropes shredded. Not even a flick of his wand.
“Diffindo,”again—this time at her.
Rosalind shouted—“Protego!”
Her shield caught—but too slow. The spell grazed her shoulder, ripping her shirt and skin. She gasped. Stars burst behind her eyes. Warm blood trickled.
“Stop pulling your punches,” he said, breaking the last bits of rope. “You think you’re going to break me?”
Her next curse came without Latin. Without thought. It crackled with silver-blue and something darker—something wrong.
Whatever it was, it sliced his jaw. Just a line of red. But that made it real.
His wand slashed—“Reducto!”
The blast slammed to her left. Stone fractured. Her ears rang, the ground tilted.
“Calvorio!” she cried.
His hair vanished. Blown back by the force.
He looked mad. Exalted. Beautiful.
Tom laughed. Unhinged.
“Interesting choice,” he said, ducking the next curse. “Intimate, isn’t it?”
“You’re not the only one who’s been thinking about this,” she said.
Their spells collided. Then collided again. The air turned hot. Heavy. It was getting hard to breathe.
Ancient magic coiled tighter with every cast. Rosalind’s eyes burned.
Tom advanced. He was steady. Surgical. Inescapable.
She threw everything—hexes, jinxes, dirty tricks. He answered each one like a dance.
Then—she felt it.
She was losing.
He was stronger. He’d always been stronger.
He was pressing her back—no gloating, no flourish. Just certainty. Moving like he owned the final strike.
Her arm shook. Her wand dipped.
She looked up—
And saw the gleam in his eye. Certain. Daring her to falter.
He was going to beat her.
No.
She wasn’t his to conquer, not like this.
She was Rosalind Sallow. If she went down, she’d take him with her.
Her magic screamed.
She hurled her wand across the room—silver-blue trailing behind it like flame—
—and tackled him.
They hit the ground with a crack of magic—magic flaring outward. Her hands fisted in the front of his sweater. Her knees pinned his hips. Her breath tore from her chest.
Tom gasped as his back slammed into the floor—his wand slipped loose, skittering out of reach.
He stared up at her like he’d been hit by a revelation.
“You wanted more?” she said, voice ragged.
Her fists gripped his collar.
“Then come and get it.”
She was already burning for him.
But she wanted to watch him crack open for it.
A moment passed.
Oh fuck. She’d tackled him. She was straddling him.
Rosalind watched his face. He must have been be considering it. Weighing the cost.
Whether this was winning or losing.
It didn’t matter anymore. Didn’t he see that? Didn’t he–
Tom surged up and kissed her.
There was no surrender. No, this was something else entirely.
Their mouths crashed together without rhythm, without grace. Teeth knocked. Breath tangled. One hand locked around her neck. The other buried into her hair, yanking hard enough to sting. She tasted blood. It didn’t matter.
She gasped into his mouth. He growled against hers.
Beyond strategy. Beyond control.
His hands dragged her down against him, hips locking, chests pressed tight. She pulled his sweater like she meant to tear him open. Her ancient magic poured out of her in waves, too much, too fast.
She bit his lip.
He cursed into her mouth.
Their noses bumped. Their knees tangled. She couldn't tell where her magic ended and his began.
Her body was molten. Every nerve pointed at him. And then—
That wild, sudden sense she was losing herself.
Slipping under the tide of it.
Of want without end.
It terrified her.
It thrilled her. She wanted more, even if it swallowed her whole.
Their mouths moved in frantic, hungry pulls. Gasping, open-mouthed, desperate. She caught the taste of firewhiskey on his breath, the faint taste of blood passing between their lips. His tongue slid in. Punishing. Possessive. He kissed her like he meant to eat her alive.
His hand slid from her neck to her waist, greedy fingers dragging beneath the hem of her sweater, grazing bare skin. She gasped, shivering.
He stilled. One breath. One heartbeat.
And then he pulled her closer.
She arched into it. Let him.
Their hips moved. He pressed up. She ground down. Her thighs tightened around his. The friction was dizzying. Ruinous.
Her hands slid under his sweater, palms skating over the sharp ridges of his ribs, nails dragging until he hissed, biting her lip in retaliation. Magic cracked between them—silver-blue, molten, sharp as lightning.
Rosalind pulled back first. She gasped for air. Trembling, not from fear but–
From the ache of stopping.
Tom’s chest was heaving. His pupils were blown wide. His lip was split.
Her cheeks were flushed pink.
He was flat on his back, hair a mess, mouth bloody, ribs rising beneath his sweater. Her thighs were locked around his waist, her hands under his sweater on his torso.
Her breath was just as ragged. Her knuckles were raw. Her lip split. His blood. Her blood. It didn’t matter.
Neither moved. The quiet roared between them.
Then, his hands found her hips.
She didn’t flinch. Didn’t stop him. Just stared down at him, wild-eyed, burning with something that was and wasn’t magic.
His hands slid higher, under her sweater. Skin to skin.
She raised her arms before he even asked.
He pushed the fabric up—up—up—then tossed it aside. Then he sat up slowly, one arm anchoring her waist against his.
They breathed together for one long, agonizing second, their mouths barely touching.
Then Tom pushed her back.
Rosalind hit the stone with a thud.
He followed instantly, on top of her now, caging her in. His eyes had gone black.
“You have no idea,” he started, dragging his mouth over hers, “what you’re doing to me.”
Rosalind grabbed the back of his neck and yanked him against her. “Show me.”
Their teeth clashed. She bit him. He groaned, low and guttural, and kissed her harder.
He was so fucking hard she could feel the twitch of him through his clothes.
She did this to him. Tom Riddle.
Tom Riddle.
Her hands clawed at his shoulders. She could feel the bruises already forming where his knees pinned her in.
His hands were all over her stomach. Touching. Grabbing. Needing. Nothing soft. Nothing gentle.
His mouth dragged down from her mouth to her jawline and then lower, to her neck, where he lapped and sucked a spot so sensitive it had her moaning.
She could feel his smile against her skin.
Rosalind's head was empty, and there was only this. Tom. His hands. His mouth. His body burning through hers.
She gasped, and he groaned into her neck.
“Fuck,” Tom muttered, almost to himself, one hand gripping her hip, the other tracing the edge of her waistband. “You’re–”
She didn’t let him finish. She grabbed the back of his neck and pulled his mouth back to hers.
He thrust between her thighs—impossibly hard and hot through his trousers—and she ground up into him. The friction was brutal.
It was not enough.
Her bra strap slipped down her shoulder. His hand followed it. His mouth followed that. She cried out, and he bit back a curse, his hand moving to unclasp it, his breath all over her skin.
There was too much.
Heat. Magic. Want.
Him.
His mouth was on her chest now. His teeth bit down around her nipple. One of his hands went to the crown of her skull and twisted into her hair.
Her fingernails dug into his shoulder blades, and she didn’t care if she left marks. She wanted it burned into him.
Then his hands were on her waist and down her thighs, guiding her skirt up—up—up, clawing at her skin. Bare. He left finger-shaped bruises on her thighs.
Her skirt was bunched at her hips—nothing but cotton between them.
Then—
His fingers brushed over the front of her knickers before dipping between her legs.
He was not tentative. And not shy.
A grunt vibrated through his mouth into her chest, his Tom’s mouth still working her nipple.
His fingers pressed into the soaked cotton. Then his thumb circled her clit slowly. Cruelly.
She gasped, half a breath, and clawed at his back. Magic flared in her fingertips.
He laughed and kissed down her stomach. Down, down, down. His hands slipped under her skirt, yanking it higher as he mouthed the inside of her thigh.
Her shoes were gone. She hadn’t noticed him take them off. His mouth was on her ankle now, sucking and biting.
Rosalind began to spin. She couldn’t look at his mouth. Or his hands. Or that look in his eyes.
He dropped her foot and kissed all the way up her leg.
He paused—just long enough to give her a chance to stop him as his fingers hooked into the sides of her knickers—
Her breath hitched. Her hands dropped to the stone.
“Wait,” she breathed.
Tom looked up from between her legs and said, “I was going to make you beg.”
But he left her knickers alone and went back down her leg. Kissing again.
He pressed his mouth to her foot, tongue dragging slowly along the arch.
“You’re dripping for me,” he murmured along her skin.
Not a question. A verdict.
Her hips twitched. She gasped—eyes flying open again.
“I said wait.”
She kicked him with her foot, right into his sternum.
He blinked down at her. Breathing hard. Sweat slicked his hairline. His mouth opened, panting.
She kept her foot planted firmly against his chest. Digging in.
“Stop, Tom.”
He leaned back, hands lifted, showing her. Watching her.
Her chest was bare and slicked from his kisses. Her bra was tangled at her elbows. Her skirt was rucked up around her hips.
She was sprawled beneath him, flushed and shaking and half-naked.
Tom didn’t speak. He didn’t move. He just watched her, eyes sharp and unreadable, pupils still blown wide.
And then: “Why?”
She pushed herself onto her elbows, heart hammering so loudly she could feel her heartbeat in her ears.
“Because I said so,” she snapped. “And I decide how and when.”
He looked at her bare chest.
She yanked her bra back into place with one hand, the other braced against her ribs.
Her magic crackled under her skin. Angry and confused.
Tom sat back on his heels, breathing unevenly. One hand dragged down his face. He looked wrecked. Flushed. Wild. Lips bitten red.
He reached for his wand.
She flinched.
He froze.
“I’m not going to hex you, Rosalind.”
“I didn’t think you were,” she said quickly. Too quickly.
He collected his wand but stayed kneeling before her.
“It’s just…” she started, then stopped. Gritted her teeth and said: “Nothing’s ever felt like that.”
Tom nodded slowly, and they both stood. Carefully. Like the ground might give out beneath them.
His eyes were sharp again.
“What, Alphard Black never got you hot and bothered before?”
Her head snapped toward him. “Excuse me?”
He didn’t blink. “You dated him for nearly a year. I assume you let him fuck you.”
It landed hard. Designed to bruise.
“Is that how you deal with being told no?” she said tightly. “You get cruel?”
“I get curious,” he said. His voice was smooth, but his eyes still tracked her like prey. “Was it always like that for you—or is this just me?”
“Would you like confirmation, or was my magic exploding not evidence enough?”
“Verbal confirmation would be nice.”
Her breath left in a sharp, humorless sound. “Merlin, you’re vile.”
“Yes, well. You stopped it. And now I’m standing here with my cock so hard it fucking hurts.”
"You think I didn’t want to finish it?” she snapped.
The silence swelled.
“But I said no.”
“You shouldn’t have started it then.”
She spun on him. “Do you ever shut the fuck up and let anything breathe?”
He tilted his head, that awful half-smile creeping back in. “With you? Never.”
She took a step toward him, emboldened now by anger. “You asked why. It’s because I can’t think when you’re near me.”
That landed.
He looked up at her. No smirk this time. Just a pause. Just silence.
“You’re suffocating me. I can’t – I’m trying to understand, alright? You’ve been watching me for months. You want me? My magic? Both? I don’t know. And you’re… you’re trying to play with me like you play with the others.”
“I don’t play with you like the others,” he said, almost disgusted.
“No? You let them spin those terrible lies about me fucking a Hippogriff? Fucking my cousin? Avery?”
He didn’t even blink. He looked like he wanted to throw something. Or fuck her against the wall. Maybe both.
“Then you got to play savior—line them up like offerings. Gifts with bows.”
She felt insane. Her hands shook.
So instead, she stomped over and snatched her left flat off the floor, jamming it onto the foot he’d been kissing a minute ago.
"You’re everywhere I look,” she said, voice sharp and ragged. “Every time I lift my fucking head—there you are. Tom Riddle. Charming, immaculate, insufferable Tom Riddle.”
She crossed the room in a huff, hunting for her other shoe. Bent, grabbed it, straightened.
He stayed where he was.
"But I know the truth about you now," she said, trembling slightly. “You’re always wearing some kind of mask. Some perfect suit to make them all fall at your feet—”
She bent again, scooping up her wand from where she’d tossed it earlier.
"And how, Rosalind darling," Tom said coolly, "is that any different from what you do?"
She stiffened.
"I don't know what you mean—"
"You can’t be that dense," he said, stepping a fraction closer. "How did you ever get sorted into Ravenclaw?"
She straightened slowly, tossing her hair over her shoulder with a vicious flick.
“Fine," she snapped. "We both do it. Happy?"
“Incredibly,” he said, bone dry. “I’d be happier if you were still on your back.”
Her jaw clenched, but she refused to give him the satisfaction. She knew the comment was meant to hurt, so she dismissed it and pivoted.
“Give me the journal, Tom.”
He rolled his eyes. “So you can not read it again?”
“So? It’s mine.”
“Technically, it was Thiswell’s. You know, I went into her grotesque office to look for it.”
Rosalind crossed her arms. “Yeah, well, so did I. It was hell in there.”
“I know. You stood in the middle of the room and shouted ‘Accio journals’ like a lunatic.” He mimicked her in a high, mocking tone. “How many hit you?”
“Enough,” she muttered.
Tom tilted his head, eyes sharp again. “So you didn’t want her to have it—but you don’t want it either?”
“I don’t need theory,” she snapped. “I’m living it.”
His gaze cooled.
“It’s consuming you. Don’t pretend it’s not.”
“No,” she said quickly. “Not anymore.”
He stepped closer, then said too mildly: “Oh? Why’s that?”
She lifted her chin. “Because I’m learning. Practical study.”
He didn’t answer. Just reached into his pocket and pulled something small—no larger than a matchbox—and tapped it with his wand.
The journal expanded in an instant. He tossed it to her without ceremony.
She caught it, fumbling slightly.
“It’s useless anyway,” he said. “Pure conjecture. All theory. She didn’t know a thing. Half of it’s from sources written a thousand years ago.”
Rosalind looked down at it, thumb brushing the spine. Then she sighed.
“So it’s nothing?”
“Nothing,” Tom said. “I learned more from dueling you tonight than I ever did reading that.”
She blinked.
“It’s a fucking MacGuffin?”
Tom smiled. “Yes. Shall I translate everything into film terms just to hold your attention?”
Rosalind narrowed her eyes and tossed the journal onto the nearest desk. It hit the desk with a slap.
“Don’t be a prick.”
“Don’t be needlessly obtuse,” he countered. “You have magic at your fingertips that no one in centuries could dream of. And you’re just… what? Fluttering around the castle?”
“I am not fluttering,” she sighed. “I’m figuring it out. Like I just told you.”
Tom leaned back against the desk and crossed his arms.
“You’re lazy,” he said. “Though I suppose that comes with the territory. Rosalind Sallow. So pretty and rich, she’s never had to lift a finger.”
Her eyes narrowed. “You’re mistaking me for your Slytherin friends.”
“Oh? My Slytherin friends?” His mouth twitched. “And what was that little performance with Druella tonight?”
“A chess move.”
“Don’t pretend you know how to play chess, Rosalind,” he said. “You just wanted my attention.”
“So?” she said. “It worked. I won.”
“Earlier, maybe,” he said. “But you couldn’t beat me in that duel even if you’d tied my hands behind my back.”
“You’d like that, wouldn’t you?”
His gaze sparked. Dangerous.
“Would you like to try?” he said.
She huffed a laugh. “Careful, Riddle. That sounded dangerously close to flirting.”
“That’s because I am flirting with you,” he said, deadpan. “What else do you think this is?”
She tilted her head. “You’re terrible at it.”
Tom smiled crookedly. “You’re lying again.”
Rosalind exhaled.
She looked at him. His mouth was still bleeding. She resisted the urge to wipe her thumb along it.
“Then tell me,” she said. “What is it you want from me?”
Tom didn’t answer right away. Just watched her like he was dissecting the question. Like it bored him.
“Nothing,” he said first, a shrug in his voice. Then, after a beat: “Everything.”
Her brow furrowed. “Be serious.”
“I am,” he said, sharper now. “You’re just not asking the right question.”
She stepped toward him. “Then help me out, Riddle. What is the right question?”
He took the opening, sliding a hand around her waist, pulling her flush against him.
Their bodies met with familiarity—heat, magic, the blunt press of him hard against her thigh. It rushed back in a wave.
Want. Weakness. Fury.
He lifted a hand. Brushed her hair behind her ear like it was nothing. Like he hadn’t just tried to fuck her on the floor.
“You’ll figure it out,” he murmured.
His lips grazed her throat.
She nearly collapsed, but instead her hands landed on his chest and shoved him back.
This time, he smiled. Like he’d won anyway.
Rosalind huffed. Tom didn’t move. Watching her, as if he could do it forever.
“So you won’t give me anything?” she asked. “You want nothing? Nothing has to change?”
“If that’s what you’d like,” he said lightly—a parody of surrender.
But she saw it now—the calculation behind the stillness. The precision in the withholding. Gave enough to keep her circling. To keep her hungry.”
Silence fell again.
Rosalind looked around the Undercroft as if it might answer something. The firelight flickered against the stone. Her sweater lay forgotten by the wall. So—nothing changed. But everything had.
Could she leave tonight and pretend it hadn’t happened? Go back to when? Before Christmas? When she was just surviving ancient magic and waiting for Alfie’s letters?
Or just back to a few hours ago? When she’d danced around the Slytherin Head Boy, grinning like she wasn’t about to set her world on fire?
She dragged her hands through her hair. “You’re impossible.”
Tom just hummed, noncommittal, still watching her like she was mid-experiment.
Silence stretch.
Then, with all the casual cruelty of a knife slipping under skin— “Where do you go when you leave the castle at night?”
Rosalind blinked. “What?”
He didn’t repeat it.
“I don’t—” she started, but didn’t believe herself.
Tom’s smile was thin. It didn’t reach his eyes. “You’re very good at disappearing. But like how you can see through my Disillusionment—”
She crossed her arms. “Why do you care?”
He looked at her like it was insulting that she’d even asked. Like the answer should be obvious.
“Out,” she said. “Sometimes the castle feels too tight.”
“Miriam Fig theorized there are ancient magic hot spots,” he said. “Old ruins where it gathers. You go there?”
She bristled. “I thought it was pure conjecture.”
He gave her a knowing smile. “So that’s where you go.”
“No.”
“That duel with Aurelius Vane,” he continued. “Your grandmother struck lightning from the heavens. Burned one of the greatest dark wizards to a crisp. The Prophet called it divine retribution. But I’ve only ever known one kind of magic that can do that. Fiendfyre. Except nothing else was scorched. So—”
She shrugged. Too slow.
“I mean—”
“It reminded me,” he said, pushing off the desk. His tone was pleasant, and his steps were measured. “Of those bodies in the Highlands. The ones in North Ford Fog. One of them was burned. No face. No fingers. Just ash.”
Rosalind didn’t move, but her breath hitched.
Tom smiled again. “It just sounded familiar.”
She shook her head. “You think I did that?”
“Oh, I don’t know,” he said. “You attack Nicasia Parkinson in front of the whole school. Disappear for a day. The same day, two men are killed—one of them burned by ancient magic. Just bad timing, I suppose.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Tom’s gaze didn’t flinch.
“I never—” she started, then stopped.
“Was it you?”
She looked away.
Jaw clenched. Fists curled. Her pulse screamed in her ears. And when she looked back up, he was still watching her.
Grinning. Wide. White. Terrible.
“Did it thrill you?” he asked, voice a breath. “Watching them burn?” Then—lower, hungrier: “Did it feel like power?”
Her body locked. The world tilted. Blood roared in her ears.
She hadn’t meant to— They would’ve hurt her, killed her. Worse.
Her wand was in her hand. She didn’t remember drawing it again.
Tom moved with eerie calm. He took it from her gently.
“You don’t need to explain yourself,” he said.
“They were going to kill me,” she whispered. “Maybe worse.”
His eyes darkened. Something primal flickered behind them. “Seems you made them pay.”
She nodded.
“Good,” he said.
Rosalind leaned against the desk to steady herself.
Tom seemed to know everything—The Man Who Knew Too Much, indeed.
But… he didn’t know everything. Not about the trials. Not how she was changing. Not about Selene’s journal—or the Keepers, maybe. If Miriam Fig never figured that out.
He only knew ancient magic. Could see it. Feel it.
He looked at her like he understood. Worse—like he approved.
“You’re thinking too loud,” he said. “Let me make it easier for you.”
Rosalind blinked hard, dragged back to him.
“I’m not going to tell anyone you defended yourself in the Highlands,” Tom said smoothly. “I’m not going to tell anyone about your ancient magic. I’m going to help you. And you’re going to keep experimenting. Testing. Learning.”
Her pulse thundered. But he was calm. Assured. Like he was issuing orders.
“And most importantly,” he added, “you’re going to break up with that stupid little boyfriend of yours.”
Her jaw fell open.
“Are you fucking serious?”
She lunged—not with magic, just rage.
Tom caught her wrist, laughing low and delighted. “Yes. Actually. I’m sick of it.”
He reached for her chin. She slapped his hand away.
He didn’t flinch, just smiled wider.
“Let’s not pretend this isn’t exactly what it is, Rosalind.”
She narrowed her eyes.
Then her mouth curved. Not a smile. Something crueler.
“That’s what this is about?” she asked. “Not the magic. Not the murder. Alfie Black?”
Tom’s face didn’t twitch. “It’s about all of it.”
“I thought you were above jealousy. It’s so… pedestrian.”
“Jealousy’s a dull word.”
“And yet,” she said, “you brought him up.”
Her gaze drifted over him—wrinkled shirt, bloody mouth, silver sheen of sweat.
Pathetic, really. For her. Playing tough, playing cruel. But he’d practically been begging for her.
“You really are obsessed with me.”
“You think I care about Alfie Black? He’s nothing, Rosalind,” he said. “But you remember—I don’t share.”
He didn’t wait for an answer, just crossed the room toward the ruined wall near them.
Rosalind sighed and lifted a hand, letting ancient magic spill again from her fingers. It began working, fixing and remaking blasted stone, placing it back onto the walls, into the floors.
Tom watched.
“You want me to dump him?” she asked, airier now. “Fine. I will. Not because you told me to. Because he bores me. And I deserve better.”
Tom’s smile crept back..
Inside, she was burning. Her magic thrummed, electric and endless. Whatever this was, it meant something. Didn’t it?
She watched him, the silence stretching. Then—quieter now, more serious:
“What does this mean now?”
Tom tilted his head.
“You keep practicing,” he said. “Keep learning. I’ll help.”
Rosalind frowned. “That’s not what I asked.”
He said nothing.
So she continued: “No strings, then?”
His mouth twitched. “Don’t be naive.”
Of course. He wouldn’t say it. Wouldn’t name whatever was happening between them.
“I’m not letting you kiss me goodnight,” she said dryly.
Tom didn’t flinch. “I wasn’t planning to ask.”
She crossed to the desk and picked up her wand from where he’d left it. The weight of it steadied her. Her sweater still lay crumpled near the chair, and she shrugged into it.
Tom hadn’t moved. Just leaned against the stone, arms crossed, looking at her like she might cross the room and throw herself at him.
She met his eyes one last time—sweat-slick, shirt askew, lip still bleeding from her bite.
Her magic hummed beneath her skin, half-wild.
“Sleep tight, Riddle,” she said sweetly.
But it was all teeth.
“And next time? Try answering the question I actually asked.”
Then she left him.
-.-
Tom was the something bleeding on the end of the hook.
An hour later, he stood where she’d left him, back pressed to the pillar. One of Rosier’s cigarettes burned low between his fingers.
The magic still clung to the air, silver-blue and spectral. Her scent lingered—firewhiskey and jasmine and sweat and–
Magic.
It had wrapped around his throat like silk, slid into his mouth like smoke.
It was still there now, coiled inside his ribs.
Humming.
So small he might have missed it.
Until it flared—violently—when he put his mouth on her.
He brought the cigarette to his lips. Inhaled and held it. The fucking thing wasn’t helping.
Not that it mattered. He couldn’t unfeel it now. It ached like a deep bruise.
It felt like a thread. Maybe a leash. Maybe a brand.
Her magic was buried inside him. And that little silver-blue thing throbbed. Twitched when he thought of her.
Which hadn’t stopped. Not once.
If this was a curse—if she’d marked him by accident—
(It certainly didn’t feel like an accident.)
—Then he’d make sure she never got it back.
Tom looked down at his hands. They were still shaking. He hadn’t shaken like this since Wool’s.
He dropped the cigarette and crushed it beneath his heel. Then he left the Undercroft without a sound.
The thread yanked after him.
Starving.
Notes:
tom and rosalind go on quite the journey in this chapter. a lot happens, but it felt so cruel to split it into two and make you wait a few more days
this is one of the first scenes i ever conceived for this fic - back when rosalind was named "junia" and was the most flat, boring character ever. i love that our rosalind chooses, every step of the way, to engage and play back with him.
it was fun to write a little smut. i'm looking forward to taking these two further down that road
and tom... what is THAT THING in his chest???
let me know your thoughts in the comments. <3 <3
Chapter 22: A Study in Haunting
Notes:
this is a long boy. it was originally two chapters, but i cut a bunch of nothing scenes and instead we flow through the week. maybe there's a random deleted scene of rosalind and varinia watching the giant squid flip over a rowboat on my drive somewhere...
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Saturday. Ravenclaw Dormitory.
The smell hit her before she even opened her eyes. Firewhiskey. Woodsmoke. Sweat. And something else—
Oh. Right. Dried spit on her collarbone.
There was a feeling, too. Something deep in her chest, tugging on a string.
Rosalind surfaced slowly. Her skirt was twisted around her hips. Her sheets were stale and slightly damp. Her mouth was so dry she coughed. There was a sharp ache blooming along her hipbone.
Then the memories came—too fast to hold, too loud to ignore. The stone against her bare spine. Her shield cold and sharp. His hands in her hair. His voice in her ear.
You’re obsessed with me.
Yes.
Her eyes flew open. Fuck. That had actually happened.
Light sliced through the tall window beside her bed. It was mid-afternoon and the dormitory was empty. There was only Camille, perched on the windowsill, tail twitching in judgment.
She hadn’t meant to sleep this late. What time had she returned—five in the morning? Later?
Her limbs moved like honey under the sheets. Lips still swollen. Inner thighs aching. For what, she didn’t know. They hadn’t even fucked.
But then she thought of the duel. His mouth, rough and unrepenting. His hands clawing, carving bruises.
Well. That was why.
She groaned, scrubbing her hands over her face. She needed food. A scalding shower. Maybe even a little light necromancy – just enough to resurrect her dignity.
Because last night had been—
She let out a strangled screech and buried her face in the pillow as more memories came. His mouth on her throat. His fingers between her legs.
Camille meowed and leapt onto the bed—straight onto her chest. Rosalind hissed in pain but stroked the cat’s fur anyway, fingers automatic. Camille stood tall, paws digging into Rosalind’s sore breasts (a detail she very deliberately refused to examine), and blinked at her with cool, yellow-green eyes.
As if to say: Get a grip, Mother.
Rosalind breathed. She scratched behind Camille’s ears and tried to think.
What is it you want from me?
Nothing. Everything.
Delightfully unhelpful.
Camille meowed again and lurched off her, landing with a thud at the foot of the bed—dragging the memories off with her.
“Fine, I’ll get up,” Rosalind muttered, kicking off the covers and swinging her legs to the floor. Maybe movement would quiet whatever was still singing through her veins. But—
She was still in her clothes from last night. The sweater she’d let Tom shove up over her ribs. The skirt bunched around her hips. No stockings—those were probably still crumpled in the Undercroft. Her knickers, though?
Ruined. Absolutely done for. She should’ve vanished them on the spot. Instead, she’d crawled into bed like a feral little creature.
She still felt drunk—warm skin, almost giddy. Not from firewhiskey.
From him. His mouth. His voice. His hands on her thighs, her ribs, her throat.
The feel of his tongue on her foot—
Oh, fuck. She hadn’t even known she liked that.
What was next? Letting him collar her? Call her darling in public?
Merlin. She might.
Her bare feet dropped against cold stone. She shoved sticky hair off her face and tried to breathe.
In—out.
In—out.
Everything felt tilted. Like the axis of her world had quietly cracked. Like something inside her had shifted.
And then there was that other feeling. The new one. Low in her gut, impossible to ignore now.
A thread, pulled tight around something soft.
And the strangest thought: Go to the library.
Rosalind ignored it, and peeled him off her skin. Clothes, gone. Knickers, rubbish. The half-torn bra (how had that even happened) along with it. Her flats were still under the bed—one with a scorch mark on top. Ancient magic fixed those, shiny as new.
When she was done, she stood stark naked in front of the mirror.
Dried blood streaked along her shoulder. Some had smeared onto her cheek from where they’d kissed and passed it back and forth. A bruise bloomed across her collarbone. Another along her hip. Her thigh. Her left breast.
A bite mark crowned the top of her knee.
(She wondered what she’d left behind. Bruises? Bite marks? A fingerprint on the inside of his mind?)
She smirked.
Then she bit her lip to stop it from spreading, and frowned.
What the fuck was she doing?
Tom Riddle had learned about her ancient magic and dueled her like it was foreplay. He knew she’d killed those two wizards in the woods. That should’ve filled her with horror. Dread. Something.
And yet—
This was pathetic. Just because he was pretty and said her name like a spell and wanted to make her come on his tongue didn’t mean—
Rosalind huffed and threw her arms in the air, and marched into the showers like she might steam the thoughts out of her skull.
Instead, she fucked herself with her fingers, thinking of his mouth between her legs.
The thought of him knowing she was doing it.
It didn’t help. The new pull only grew stronger. Library. Go to the library.
Worse though was the ache. Between her legs. Spreading like a disease.
-.-
Sunday. Defense Corridor.
Rosalind should have been studying. Instead, she was doing nothing. She sat cross-legged on a Parisa-conjured picnic blanket, tucked in a warm sunspot—book open but ignored, quill behind her ear.
Gwen lay sprawled beside her, rereading an essay with a furrowed brow. Parisa hovered over three textbooks, muttering softly to herself in a rhythmic litany of exam prep.
She was sun-drenched and idle. Still thinking of a mouth on her thigh. She hadn’t really stopped since Friday.
Gwen and Parisa hadn’t asked. Not once.
Not about the love bite she’d covered with a little silk scarf. Not about the bruises on her knees Gwen had spent three full minutes glancing at in the lavatory. Not about where she’d vanished after patrol.
Nothing.
It seemed they’d given up trying to understand her—or save her from what they clearly thought was ruin.
Which would’ve been fine—if she wasn’t dying to talk about Tom. Was it too much to ask?
Though, she was already hiding so much from them, she’d have to lie about almost everything. They’d just ask why she didn’t date him already. Like it was that simple.
Rosalind shut her eyes and tilted her face toward the sun. If she stayed still enough, she could almost pretend she was balanced.
“Do you know how to meditate?” she asked Gwen, eyes closed. “I think I’d like to learn.”
“You need to go to India for that,” Gwen said. “My mum had a friend who went and came back so mellow.”
“Rosalind,” Parisa said. “Why don’t you meditate over to my bag and grab that book on shielding?”
Rosalind snorted.
And then it started up again. That strange heat in her chest. That pull.
It was stronger now. Sharper than it had been all day. Except maybe at breakfast—when he walked into the Great Hall, and her heart tried to launch itself across the table.
It wasn’t painful. Or overwhelming. Just present. Persistent. Like a fishing line cast in her direction.
She’d thought it was her nerves. Or the leftover thrill still humming in her blood. Or the emotional fallout from letting Tom Riddle lick her foot. Talk to her the way he had.
But now—
Now, it flared the moment he entered the corridor. Like a wire pulled taut behind her ribs. Her eyes snapped open. She didn’t look. She didn’t have to.
It was him. The pull was him.
Her magic stirred—thrilled and traitorous. Like it had been waiting to be noticed.
He was at the base of the stairs. The thread tugged again—subtle, constant, maddening.
She took her time walking over to where Parisa’s bag sat on the stone bench just across the corridor. Every step felt like the thread dragging her forward.
And then—
Footsteps. Two pairs. Unhurried.
“Ladies,” someone said.
Rosalind didn’t turn right away. She reached into the bag and thumbed the edge of the book.
“Hello,” Gwen said, voice polite but cautious.
Citrus and woodsmoke hit her like a spell. Her head turned before she meant it to.
Abraxas Malfoy stood a few paces away, smiling like he’d stumbled on a charming scene in a portrait. All polished breeding and perfect posture. That smile that probably worked on everyone else.
Behind him—half in shadow, half in gold—stood Tom.
He wasn’t smiling. Not really. But his eyes locked on hers, and the tether behind her ribs yanked.
“Studying?” Abraxas asked lazily. “Don’t tell me Ravenclaws really do this for fun.”
Rosalind didn’t blink. “Only when we’re not sunbathing.”
Gwen stifled a laugh. Parisa didn’t look up.
Abraxas looked delighted. “Tragic. And here I was, ready to be impressed.”
“You still can be,” Rosalind said, turning the book in her hands, eyes flicking back to Tom—just once. Just long enough to feel the heat of him again. She smiled faintly at Abraxas. Why had she ever thought him gorgeous? He was so blond. So shiny.
She preferred—
Tom stepped around Abraxas and crossed to her in two quiet strides, like gravity had tilted toward her and he simply followed it.
His presence slid across her skin like a familiar shadow. Her body reacted before her mind caught up.
The thread pulled again.
She did not let her breath catch. She did not flinch. But her magic stirred. Her pulse skipped.
Touch him. The magic screamed. Kiss him.
“What are you reading, Sallow?”
“Oh,” she said, flipping the book in her hands. Grateful for the prop. But as she read the title, her voice dropped, dry:
“Defensive Shielding: A Guide for the Emotionally Volatile.”
A pause.
Tom smirked. Then tapped the cover once – with the finger that wore his ring. Evelyn’s ring.
Rosalind stilled a beat too long.
He noticed and tapped that finger once more. Both of them looked at it.
“Fitting,” he murmured. “You might learn a thing or two.”
Then, he reached forward and tucked the quill behind her ear more securely.
Their eyes met.
And suddenly—
The pull snapped taut.
Desire surged. Not rational. Not manageable. Her whole body screamed to close the space between them, to throw caution into the sun.
Her magic responded—silver-blue sparks shimmered at her fingertips, blooming across the book’s spine. There was a faint buzzing sound.
They both saw it. Both watched it flare.
Rosalind didn’t move.
Tom’s eyes lingered, smirk growing on his handsome face.
Abraxas said something else—maybe to Gwen, maybe to no one at all—but she didn’t hear it. It must have been a goodbye, because Tom was already turning to follow him.
“See you later, Sallow.”
He didn’t look back, but she could feel him smile.
She stood just a half a moment, watching his broad shoulders retreat. The pulling subsiding in her chest. But in a sort of sad way.
Rosalind returned to the sunspot, handed Parisa the shielding book, and picked up her own.
Neither Gwen nor Parisa looked at her. But the question hung there, louder for not being asked.
What the fuck is going on with you and Tom Riddle?
-.-
Monday. Potions.
The dungeons smelled like crushed nettles and burnt lavender. Cauldrons bubbled in uneven rhythm, and steam curled around the wrists of students hunched over their brewing stations.
Rosalind was slicing dried batwing. She was three stirs behind, but Slughorn hadn’t noticed—too busy regaling Potter with tales of a Bucharest brewing competition.
Across the room, Druella kept looking up from her own potion to wiggle her fingers at Rosalind. Let’s talk after class, she mouthed.
Rosalind forced a smile, but exhaustion dragged at her bones.
She wasn’t sleeping. Not really.
Well, she could be sleeping—if her dreams weren’t stuck in an endless loop of Friday night. But in these dreams, Rosalind didn’t stop Tom. In these dreams, Tom unhinged his jaw like a great snake and swallowed her whole.
“You good?” Parisa asked. But her tone indicated she very much didn’t want to ask that question.
Rosalind stared over her bubbling cauldron and said, “Yes.”
“Out of sea holly,” Parisa muttered, peering into their shared jar. “I took the last one. You’ll need some for your next step.”
Rosalind didn’t answer. She just wiped her hands on her apron and turned toward the supply closet. It was tucked behind the classroom, lit only by a flickering orb of greenish flame overhead. She stepped inside and scanned the shelves.
The door opened behind her.
Tom stood in the entrance. The green flame threw long shadows across his face.
The pulling started again. This time, her left foot took one reflexive step toward him. Her magic stirred —rising toward him like a tide.
Rosalind made a soft, undignified noise and turned back to the shelf. There, sea holly, bottom shelf.
Instead of bending over and displaying her entire arse to him, she squatted low and plucked a jar off the shelf.
“Need something?” she asked without looking at him.
“Do you really have to ask?” His voice was casual.
“Then what are you waiting for?” she asked, adjusting her skirt as she rose.
Tom’s eyes tracked her all the way. Like he wanted to say something, but wasn’t sure how to get the words out.
Then–
“How are you?” he asked, almost like breaking a spell, and then began assessing the rows and rows of ingredients. Rosalind took a step back, trying to give him space, but it only ended up with her stepping into him.
They didn’t touch. It was almost like he pulled away just so that they wouldn’ttouch.
“I’m fine,” she answered, aware that his hand was only mere centimeters from her waist. Her eyes flickered to it, which was… clenched at his side.
Interesting.
She looked up at him, face still shadowed in the green light.
“And you?” she asked. Then decided she might try something.
The pull was obscene now—simmering beneath her skin, whispering louder than her thoughts. Touch him. Kiss him. Take him. If she would just reach out to–
Tom stepped back, away from her and toward the shelf nearest to the door. He lifted an arm to grab something from the top shelf, his sweater pulling away from his waistband and displaying the flat plains of his stomach.
The skin she’d run her hands over Friday night.
Rosalind stiffened. Another choked little sound slipped from her throat.
Obscene. She covered it with a cough.
Tom finally spoke—too smooth, too late. “I’m well.” The mask was back: charming, disarming, cool.
“Sleeping well?” she asked before she could stop herself.
His mouth twitched. Just once. Like the question had grazed something raw. “I said I’m well.”
Right.
Rosalind exhaled, remembering the bubbling potion she’d abandoned, and turned toward the door.
Tom blocked her way.
Rosalind didn’t touch him.
Her fingertips twitched. Just once. She could touch him. She could undo him.
“You’re in my way,” she said.
“Sorry,” he said. Liar. Then came the slow smile. “Are you sleeping well, Rosalind?”
His eyes flicked toward her mouth. Ah, yes. There it was.
“Perfectly fine,” she purred.
And then, because she loved walking straight into an impending disaster, added, “No flashbacks whatsoever.”
“Me neither,” he murmured. “Hardly worth remembering.”
His hand rose, but instead of touching her, he hovered just above the curve of her waist. Not quite contact. Just close enough that her magic surged in response, wild and electric beneath her skin. Little bits of silver-blue ancient magic began flickering in the space between her waist and his hand.
Tom made a sound. Low. Strangled.
“Does it always do that?” he asked.
“This is new,” she whispered.
They stared at the space between them, like it might spark or combust. Or worse. Vanish.
Then Rosalind realized what she was doing—how close she was to disaster—and blurted, “Oh Merlin. I have to go.”
She touched his forearm and slipped around him (the pulling was unimaginable, oh fuck, pin him against the shelves already), back into the light and steam and noise of the classroom.
Behind her, the door stayed shut for a beat too long.
And when it finally opened, she didn’t look back.
-.-
Tuesday. Charms corridor.
The hallway outside Charms was a crush of bodies—students jostling past in a slow-moving tide, elbows knocking, laughter echoing loudly. This corridor was always a nightmare. Rosalind had been pickpocketed at least three times here during her early years at Hogwarts.
Now, she kept her eyes peeled, ready to hex the hell out of anyone who tried.
Next to her, Varinia was blabbering about some Quidditch drama. It was impossible to hear a word she said over the din of the corridor—and Rosalind’s focus had already vanished.
No. Not vanished. Yanked away.
The pulling in her chest sharpened. Fast and fierce. Undeniable.
One second passed. Then two.
She ducked her head, a hand skimming the stone wall for balance. Varinia caught her by the forearm to keep her upright, and then—
A hand brushed hers. Fingers, cool but scorching, slipped across her palm.
Her magic surged—sudden, bright, wild beneath her skin. It didn’t lash out. It leaned in.
She turned, heart racing, yanked forward again by Varinia’s grip.
Tom was already vanishing into the crowd—but he glanced back. Their eyes met, just for a breath. Just long enough to know.
Then the crowd swallowed him whole, and her hand tingled for the rest of the day.
-.-
Wednesday. Outside the Great Hall.
Rosalind held the letter in her palms and blinked down at it.
R–
Sorry I haven’t written in ages. I’m shit. Meet in Hogsmeade this weekend? The nice inn. Just after noon. Wear that little pink set.
-A
It had arrived via a snowy white owl just minutes ago, as she’d stepped into the Transfiguration courtyard for a smoke in the hidden alcove. Instead, the owl dropped before her and pecked at her arms until a student around them brought her a treat to give it.
Alfie.
Fuck.
She’d nearly forgotten about him again.
She felt bad for a moment. Then worse for how little that moment lasted.
Alfie was warm and real and wanted her in pink lace. But he didn’t make her spark like a live wire. Things would be so much easier if he just kept not writing to her. It had been almost a month, hadn’t it? Why now? Why did it matter now?
She glanced up from the letter and realized she needed to get to the Great Hall. Not just hunger—something more urgent. More magnetic.
She took off running, though she wasn’t sure why her heart was pounding so hard.
Rosalind took the last corridor at a jog, boot heels echoing, skirt hitched in one hand. Gwen and Parisa were already inside—she could hear the swell of laughter from the Hall.
A second later, the pulling began in her chest. Wildly strong. Like she might slam into the next–
She slipped.
Her foot skidded on something wet. A puddle. A charm gone wrong. She didn’t have time to register—
A hand caught her, fast and firm.
She slammed into them—familiar height, familiar scent. Her fingers curled in a jacket she knew too well.
Of course it was him. Of course he was right there—like the thread had dragged her into him on purpose.
She looked up—his hands still on her waist.
Her magic sparked. Silver-blue blasted from her fingers on his chest.
They both watched it. Felt it.
One second and she was about to launch her lips against his. Instead, she said, “Are you always lurking in corridors, or is this just for me?”
Tom’s mouth twitched. “Would it matter?”
The magic had flared and faded. But her fingers stayed.
“You’re doing it again,” he said softly.
“Don’t flatter yourself,” she murmured, though her voice wasn’t steady.
“I don’t have to,” he said. “You’re doing that all on your own.”
She yanked her hands back. The magic flickered one last time.
He let go.
She brushed past him without another word. But her heart didn’t stop racing until long after she’d sat down.
By Thursday, she’d stop pretending it wasn’t happening.
-.-
Thursday. The Room of Requirement.
Tom exhaled, and then carved Rosalind Sallow from his mind.
The Room had reshaped itself into a war room: long stone table, high-backed chairs, no windows. Only low candlelight. Shadows in the corners. The air smelled of smoke, old leather, and the promise of destiny.
Tom stood at the head of the table, turning the Redcap Coin over in his hand. It was regrettably dry. No blood of his enemies – yet.
It gleamed dully. Brass, tarnished, the kind of thing someone might leave on a desk and forget until the end of time. It hummed to him, asking for blood. Tom wondered what he might feed it first.
They weren’t talking about the Redcap Coin today, though.
“Why would you want a cursed object that might kill you?” Ares asked, stupidly.
It was always Ares.
“It doesn’t kill you,” Tom said. “It keeps you awake.”
“Yeah, dumbarse,” Mars muttered. “Keeps you awake. Obviously.”
Tom looked flatly at both of them and they shut up. Mars with a smirk. Ares staring at his lap.
“Once opened,” he said, “it forces the victim to relive their worst memory. Not dream it—live it. Every second. Every breath. Six minutes and six seconds, exactly. Then it shuts.”
Abraxas frowned. “Why would anyone use that?”
“Because they don’t get a choice,” Tom replied.
Silence.
“It’s small,” he went on. “Discreet. Portable. Slipped into a pocket. Left on a desk. Palmed during a duel. No incantation necessary. Just open it near your target. Or have the moron open it themselves. The effect is immediate.”
A pause.
“And after it shuts,” he added, “they feel nothing. For hours. Sometimes days. It leaves them hollow. Quiet. Easier to… persuade.”
The room was still.
“No one is asking the important question,” Mars said finally. “Does it still hold snuff?”
Ares snorted, breaking his pout.
“I can’t imagine seventeenth-century snuff is any good anymore, Avery,” Paris said, dully. “Father’s money running dry that you’re resorting to the old stuff?”
“Vintage, Paris. You aren’t thinking big enough.”
“None of you are,” Tom said.
He and Leo had decided to involve the other Knights in the Greenshields search. Sure, he’d already involved Abraxas and Paris a few weeks ago on their meeting with Arcturus, but that was for the society posturing. They had no idea the full extent to Tom’s plan.
None of them did.
Except Leo, who sat with his wire-rimmed glasses and smirked like a prize winning show dog.
“In 1616, the Ministry tried Peidearan Greenshields for crimes against wizardkind. He created nearly two hundred dark artifacts. From enchanted mirrors to cursed sewing needles to snuffboxes,” he said, “he had imagination. Vision.”
He picked up the copy of Leo’s Greenshields list—an enchanted ledger, spelled to update whenever Leo scratched changes into the original.
“One Greenshields can be deadly, if used properly. A half dozen can stir up the Ministry.”
He smirked, dragging his finger down the list like it was scripture.
“But the whole set?”
His voice dropped.
“Deadlier than any wand. Stronger than an army.”
He let the silence stretch. Let them sit with it.
“These aren’t trinkets,” Tom said, tapping the page. “They’re tools. Proof that magic doesn’t need a body to act. Doesn’t need will. Just intent. The Ministry buried them. Feared them. Classified them as unusable. But they were made for a reason.”
“And what reason is that?” Ares asked, not mocking anymore.
Tom didn’t answer at first. Just let his fingers trail over the scrawled ink.
“To show us what’s possible,” he said. “Without limits.”
Master of Death. Master of Life.
Abraxas leaned back, arms crossed, mouth twisted in a thoughtful smirk. “I’d like one that melts someone from the inside. Quietly. No fuss.”
“You’d waste it on politics,” Mars muttered.
“I’d use it on you, if that counts.”
Mulciber cracked his knuckles, grinning. “No, no. I want one that screams. Something you set off in a crowd just to watch the fallout.”
“Subtlety’s not your gift,” Paris said dryly.
“Bleeding is yours,” Mulciber said, teeth flashing. “Shall we let you show off?”
“Enough,” Tom said. Everyone went still.
Leo leaned forward, tapping one of the names on the list. “Tom’s got the Redcap Coin. Number two. And Rowle’s bragging about the Snuffbox. One-thirteen. He’s apparently got more. We’ll need someone to work that angle soon.”
Tom’s gaze sharpened.
“He’s careless,” Leo added. “Thinks he’s untouchable.”
“Then we’ll touch him,” Tom said. “Soon.”
“What’s soon, Tommy?” Mars asked, leaning in with both palms flat to the table—like the word plan gave him a sugar rush. Pavlov’s violent little dog.
“Soon, Marcellus. For now, we are on reconnaissance. Leo has done a fantastic job tracking the last known locations of our unknowns.”
Leo puffed up slightly. “One-seventy-eight was last seen in Leeds. Batty old witch using it to scare off crows.”
“The Bellwither Lantern,” Tom said. “Glows in the presence of traitors.”
Mulciber and Mars exchanged matching, gleeful glances.
“Your families may have some, too,” Tom continued. “Leo, if I recall, you spotted a few attributed to the Rosier cousins—”
“Well, hell.” Paris snatched the list from Leo, eyes scanning. “Auntie Meryl’s got three.”
“She’s always had taste,” Leo said dryly.
“She also collects cats,” Paris muttered. “Send Mulciber and he’ll end up a hairball.”
Tom glared at him. “Why would I send Mulciber? The goal isn’t to make a scene. What do you think the Ministry will do when they hear eighteen-year-olds are collecting Greenshields?”
“Let them,” Mars said, too fast. “We’ve got enough to fight—”
“We’re not fighting,” Tom snapped. “Not yet. If we strike before we’re ready, they’ll brand us criminals. Fanatics. We’ll be another cautionary tale blasted on the Prophet’s front page.”
His voice was surgical. Like he was carving something open.
“You want war? Wait until we’ve already won.”
That silenced even Mars.
“The moment they hear Greenshields,” Tom went on, tapping the list, “they’ll panic. The Department of Mysteries will throw up every ward they’ve got. Our only advantage is how forgotten this all is. Forgotten and misfiled.”
“So what’s the plan?” Abraxas asked, a little quieter now.
“We acquire. We catalogue. We test.” Tom sat back. “And we stay out of the Prophet while we do it.”
“Subtlety,” Leo murmured. “A dying art.”
“Exactly. Which is why Mars and Mulciber don’t go near civilians.”
Mars raised a hand like a child being singled out. “That feels personal.”
“It is,” Tom said, without missing a beat.
Paris spoke next–quiet and measured. “So what do you want us doing?”
“Think like collectors,” Tom said. “Talk to your family, your contacts. Ask the right kind of questions. Not do you have a cursed object—”
“But do you have anything old and strange that no one will touch,” Leo finished.
“Exactly.” Tom nodded. “Play dumb if you need to. Let them believe it’s a school project. Inheritance nonsense. Pureblood dramatics. I don’t care. Just get me answers.”
Mulciber stretched his arms above his head with a crack of his shoulders. “And if they won’t give up the information?”
“Then you try harder,” Tom said.
A beat passed.
“Or,” he added, “you call me.”
A moment of silence followed Tom’s final words. The light flickered low, casting long shadows across the map-strewn table, where Leo had used figurines to mark locations of several Greenshields objects.
Mars let out a low whistle. “Deadlier than any wand,” he echoed. “Well. That’s got a certain poetry to it.”
Abraxas leaned back in his chair, arms crossed, his mouth twisted in a considering smirk. “Can’t wait to tell Father I’ve taken up antique hunting. He’ll be thrilled.”
Mulciber cracked his knuckles. “Do we get first pick, or are we stuck chasing after cat ladies and coin collectors?”
“You’ll take what you’re given,” Tom said, retrieving the ledger and sliding it back toward Leo. “He’s assigning objects. Each of you will get five, maybe six, to start. Do your research. Don’t approach anyone until you’ve cleared it with me.”
Leo nodded, parchment already in hand. “Some are dead ends. A few marked ‘lost.’ But most—traceable. Stored. Hoarded.”
“Or inherited,” Tom said. “Keep your families close.”
“And your vaults closer,” Abraxas finished with a crooked grin.
“I want progress by next week. Names. Locations.”
He stood.
“That’s all.”
Chairs scraped back. Mars immediately began arguing with Mulciber over who had the better set of targets.
Leo was still muttering to himself, dividing parchment with delicate flicks of his wand, when Mars leaned over the table and squinted at the ledger.
“Sallow. That Sallow?”
Something in the room tightened.
Just enough that Abraxas stopped tapping his fingers on the table, and Leo’s quill slowed.
Tom didn’t move.
“As in your Sallow?” Mars pushed on. Grinning. “Your girlfriend’s vault has a few of these nasty little trinkets?”
Abraxas’ gaze flicked to Tom. Then down at the name again. “Selene Sallow ran the Department of Mysteries for nearly forty years. If anyone had access to Greenshields artifacts, it was her.” He looked up. “Wouldn’t be surprised if she kept a few.”
Leo pushed his glasses up. “Ledger lists two. One’s a mirror—non-lethal. Called the Mirror of Past Intent. Shows what someone meant to do, not what they did. Sentimental.”
A pause. Then:
“The other’s trickier. Called the Thread of Fate. Or the Widow’s Needle. Mentions thread. Binding. Could be medical. Could be a curse.”
Mars let out a low whistle. “Right, well. Fuck the vaults—you’re already balls-deep in the family silver—”
Tom moved.
No warning. No change in expression.
Just a flick of his wand.
Crack!
Mars reeled back, howling. Blood poured from his face. His hands flew to his nose—shattered at the bridge, already ballooning purple.
“Fucking—fuck—”
The room froze—no one breathed, no one moved.
Then, Mulciber smirked. Paris looked vaguely nauseous. Abraxas just watched—unmoved, calculating.
Mars, still bent over, spat blood onto the floor. Then—slowly, grinning through red-streaked teeth—he straightened.
“Right,” he said hoarsely. “So no jokes about the girlfriend.”
Blood dripped from his chin. Tom didn’t blink.
Her breath on his jaw. Her cunt wet and wanting. His name a sacrament on her tongue—
He severed it. Cold. Absolute.
“Rosier,” Tom said.
Paris stopped mid-step. His face remained neutral, but his spine stiffened.
Tom didn’t look at him. He just waved a hand at the rest.
“Everyone else—out.”
There were a few curious glances. Mars snorted something under his breath, blood dripping down his shirt now. Ares raised an eyebrow but said nothing. One by one, they filed out—until it was only Paris left in the Room of Requirement, staring at the door like it might open back up and save him.
It didn’t.
Tom turned to face him.
“Sit.”
The door sealed behind the last of them with a definitive click.
Paris didn’t move. He stood near the table, arms folded, jaw tense—not defiant, but guarded.
Tom let the silence stretch. Then: “I have a special assignment for you.”
Paris turned, careful. “Oh?”
Tom didn’t explain right away. Just moved to the far end of the table, where Leo’s parchment stacks still fanned out in careful columns. He found the relevant one and tapped it.
“Artifact one-zero-two. Chain of Severance. It’s already on your list.”
Paris stepped forward, eyes scanning the note in Leo’s script. Then he looked up—too quickly to be casual. “That one was marked for observation.”
Tom looked at him. Flat. Unreadable. “It’s no longer for observation.”
Paris didn’t speak. His brow furrowed slightly, but he said nothing.
Tom turned the parchment toward him. “‘Chain of Severance,’” he read aloud, voice crisp. “‘Dampens magical tethering. Dulls connection. Suppresses enchantment. Causes pain to the wearer. Prolonged use not recommended.’”
Paris’s voice came slow. Measured. “A bit personal for a Greenshields.”
Tom didn’t answer.
Paris waited a moment. Then: “What’s it for?”
“I want it,” Tom said, voice clipped. “Now.”
“But—”
Tom’s gaze snapped to him. That was all it took.
Paris exhaled softly, recalibrating. “Of course.”
“You’ll retrieve it over Easter. Your aunt’s a bit of a collector, isn’t she?”
Paris hesitated. “Yes. It’s likely one in a thousand necklaces.”
Tom’s fingers drummed once against the tabletop. “Then that’s your task.”
Another pause.
Paris reached forward, tracing the notes Leo had made on the artifact with one finger.
“I thought we were being subtle. Careful. ‘No noise,’ remember?”
Tom’s face didn’t move, but something in his posture shifted. A warning.
Paris dropped his hand from the parchment. “Understood.”
“You don’t tell anyone,” Tom added. “Not Abraxas. Not Druella.”
Paris’s mouth twitched. “She’ll think it’s a gift.”
Tom didn’t smile. Then, as he turned away, he said, “You’ll be rewarded.”
Paris lifted his brows slightly. “Will I?”
Tom looked over his shoulder. “Everyone wants something. I don’t forget loyalty.”
Paris considered that. Then inclined his head. “I’ll get it.”
“I know.”
Paris paused.
“Now,” Tom said, drawing his wand like it was an afterthought. “Occlumency. You have been practicing, haven’t you, Rosier?”
Paris’ face drained. But he swallowed. Then nodded.
His fingers white-knuckled the table.
Tom smiled. It was not kind. Lifted his wand to Paris’ temple and whispered, “Legilimens.”
-.-
Thursday. Library.
Rosalind was beginning to suspect her grandmother was completely mad. Not eccentric. Not charmingly unhinged. Actually, properly insane.
She flipped the page, keeping Botanical Illusions: A Study of Mirrorleaf and Mimetic Plants propped open in front of her like a shield. Behind it: Selene’s journal, dimly lit and deeply incriminating. Rosalind’s posture had gone fully beast-like. She was hunched deep in the armchair students only used when cheating on essays or planning arson. Which, frankly, didn’t feel far off.
December 13
I finished the second trial. It was like the first, but worse. Not longer—just deeper. Like something scraped through my skull and left it hollow.
I brought Sebastian to the Room. He says I talk in my sleep. He claims I was calling his name. If only he heard the things coming out of his own mouth. Especially when we’re—
Rosalind blinked. That was it?
She’d been waiting for insight, wisdom, a warning—and Selene offered one vague line and a sex scene?
Typical.
Still, the mention of the second trial tugged at something in her gut. Tomorrow, she’d know if Selene had been underselling it—or if Rosalind simply wasn’t built to survive it at all.
The matron was dozing behind the counter. The rest of the library was quiet—just a few first-years whispering over Potions and Able Diggory looking like he might die under a stack of Transfiguration theory.
Rosalind looked back down. Skimmed lower. Slammed the book shut.
“Absolutely not,” she muttered.
Because Selene Alderton—Hero of Hogwarts, war veteran, former Head of the Department of Mysteries—had just described in excruciating detail what it felt like to have sexin the Room. On the floor. With Sebastian. Who could apparently “charm the devil into begging.”
Rosalind stared down at the cover. This had been happening all week.
There were only four weeks left until Easter break, and Selene was verbose in the way only a teenage girl obsessed with her boyfriend could be. Rosalind couldn’t tell what might be useful (references to trials, ancient magic) and what would haunt her forever (a paragraph on her grandfather’s tongue).
She had to finish the thing. Like pulling out a splinter. Fast, ugly, but necessary.
And the timing mattered. Because everything was shifting. Her friendships were shaky. Her magic was louder. There was him–
The pull jabbed beneath her ribs. Her magic twitched like it had caught scent of something it liked.
Rosalind looked down at the journal again. Then slowly, with the expression of someone preparing to disarm a bomb, cracked it back open, just to be sure she hadn’t hallucinated the passage about a hookup between her grandparents.
Nope. Still there. Still disgusting.
She flipped ahead, already bracing for another line about his tongue.
December 25
Happy Christmas to me.
Sebastian and Ominis went to Feldcroft for the holiday, but I’m stuck at Hogwarts with Professor Fig. I think he’s trying to keep me busy. I think he knows it’s me—wandering the woods, handling the poachers.
Sebastian and I had another row before he left. Same old song: I shouldn’t go alone. I shouldn’t fight without him. As if I don’t have ancient magic. As if I couldn’t burn a camp to cinders and file my nails at the same time.
I told him as much. Called him pathetic. Said he looked like a kicked puppy, and he did.
He’ll come back. He always does.
Rosalind sighed and rubbed at her temples. The usual dramatics. The usual bloodthirst. She flipped the page.
January 12
Sebastian and I got back from the Overlook. He’s been strange for days. Avoiding me. Something happened—I don’t know how to explain it. Back in the Undercroft—when we—
She was already turning the page when a line caught her eye. Her hand stilled.
Ancient magic exploded. I couldn’t control it. Not that time. The only time it’s ever broken loose like that.
He said it did something to him.
He hears my voice. Says everything smells like me. That when he closes his eyes—I’m there.
He called it a curse. That bastard. As if I did this to him. As if I meant to.
But what about me?
I can barely sleep. I wake up reaching. Dreaming of him. His hands. His mouth.
He says I did this.
But he asked for it.
And I can feel him pulling on it. Right now.
Rosalind didn’t move. Just sat there in the near-dark, book heavy in her lap, chest rising and falling like she’d run a mile.
I can feel him pulling on it.
The words echoed—too loud, too close. She could almost hear Selene’s voice in her skull.
No. It couldn’t be. Selene was always dramatic. Myth-making. High on her own supply of power and tragedy. And yet—
There it was. She looked up sharply. Breath caught.
He was here.
She couldn’t go on like this.
Tomorrow, she’d go to the second trial. If it was anything like what Selene described—scraped skull, hollowed thoughts—she needed her mind intact.
She got up anyway.
There was one more book she needed before she returned to the common room—something she’d promised to grab for Parisa. They were on such careful terms these days, the wrong glance could tip them into a proper row. A broken promise? A missing book? That might be enough.
Rosalind moved slowly, her limbs stiff from sitting too long. The flicker of candlelight turned the woodgrain on the floor into snakeskin. The air felt heavy. Stagnant. As if the castle itself had stopped to listen.
She walked toward the Potions section, fingers dragging along the spines. Her fingertips hummed from the contact. So did something deeper—lower.
A thread, maybe. A whisper behind her ribs.
Pulling.
Gently, at first. Like someone tugging her toward a door that didn’t exist a moment ago.
She didn’t stop.
Mirror of Intent. Brewing guidelines. The Mirrorleaf harvest wasn’t until the month’s end, but Parisa wanted to get ahead. Rosalind had promised. She should’ve turned back by now. She didn’t.
The pull tightened—fiercer this time. Sharper. Her lungs caught.
She crouched low, scanning the bottom row.
Hogwarts’ cataloging system is a crime against reason, she thought. But her thoughts were thinning, fraying.
She stood and turned the corner and—
The pull yanked taut. Like a leash snapping. Like a trap closing.
He was there.
Tom stood in the next aisle over, one hand resting against a book he clearly wasn’t reading. His collar was undone. His posture was perfect. At ease.
Her heart lurched. Stupid thing.
She watched him silently. Something in her chest coiled tight. Like it knew what came next.
“Should’ve known you’d haunt the Potions section,” she said, sighing dramatically.
Tom smiled faintly. The kind of smile that knew exactly what it was doing.
“You make it sound like I was waiting for you.”
She stepped into the row—unhurried and composed. But her skin buzzed. Her magic simmered, twitching like it had caught his scent.
“Weren’t you?” she asked.
He tilted his head, just slightly. “And if I was?”
“Then I hope it was worth it.” Her voice dipped. Not quite teasing. “You’re in my way.”
His eyes flicked to the shelf beside him. “Alchemical Substrates?”
“For Parisa,” she said. “Not me.”
“Look at you,” he said. “Doing favors for people.”
“It’s called friendship,” she said. “You should try it sometime.” A breath. “Besides, I’m busy with other reading.”
His gaze lingered a moment too long.
“Miriam Fig’s journal must be riveting,” he said. “Unless you’ve finally finished it?”
“Hardly.” She folded her arms. “I’m rationing it. Like poison.”
He took a step closer. “What’s the title, then? I’ll help you find it.”
She raised a brow. “Suddenly you’re helpful?”
“I’m always helpful,” he said. “To the right people.”
She gave a soft hum, fingers curling against her arms. Her magic twitched.
Touch him.
She didn’t. But she didn’t move either. Then, without breaking eye contact: “Alchemical Substrates in Modern Illusions.”
He turned smoothly. Walked down the aisle, fingers grazing the spines until he stopped.
“Fifth shelf,” he said. “Lavender spine. Left side.”
He didn’t grab it.
“You’re not going to get it for me?” she asked.
He shook his head, giving her an amused look.
“You just want to watch me bend over,” she huffed.
And then—she did.
Rosalind knew she was a fool. Knew she was playing with fire. But she bent before him anyway, found the spine, and pulled the book free.
And when she turned—
He was right there.
Not touching. Not crowding. But the air between pulled taut like a string between teeth. One breath would snap it.
“Is that all you need?” he asked softly.
His voice had changed. Lower. Thicker. The kind of quiet that meant something terrible or beautiful was about to happen.
Rosalind tilted her head. Her blood was singing. Her magic coiled behind her ribs. She didn’t trust herself to touch him. Or not touch him.
Tom’s pupils darkened.
She didn’t step back. Didn’t look away. The space between hummed with heat. And she liked it. Liked the sharpness. Liked watching him fray.
His eyes dropped—first to her mouth, then to the hollow of her throat. Then back again.
“If you’re going to glow every time I’m near,” he said, voice almost reverent, “you should at least have the decency to do it somewhere private.”
Her lips parted. But not in shock.
He was waiting for her to flinch. Waiting for her to lie. To pretend this wasn’t happening.
“You’re the only one who can see it,” she whispered. The truth.
Tom didn’t smile.
Silence stretched. Unbearable–
“You want to move this somewhere private?” she asked. Cool and flat. Like it was just a suggestion. Like it wasn’t the only thing in the entire fucking world she wanted right now.
“Yes, Rosalind,” he said. Oh fuck, her knees went a little weak.
One step closer. Still not touching. And her magic—
It surged. Bright and sharp and greedy. Like it wanted to leap from her skin to his. Like it knew he’d pull her closer if she didn’t do it first.
Not like heat. Like panic. Like arousal. Like whatever thread tethered them had been plucked.
Her breath caught. Just once. Her spine straightened like he’d touched it.
He leaned in. Voice infuriatingly intimate. Destructive.
“We’ll burn the books if we keep standing here.” We’ll , not you.
Rosalind’s pulse pounded in her ears.
She looked him over. Carefully. Like a predator weighing the risk of a larger one.
She could say no.
She didn’t want to.
“Where?” she asked.
“Come with me.”
Her thoughts spun—past the journal, past Selene’s breathless horror and devotion. Past Friday night. Past the taste of her own blood and the echo of her name in his mouth.
And then, suddenly, she couldn’t not go.
Her hand ached to reach for his. So instead, she slid the book into the crook of her arm and stepped past him.
He followed. No sound. Half a pace behind.
Her heart thudded. Not quick—but hard.
The library seemed darker than before. As if the candlelight was retreating. As if even the books were holding their breath. Students hunched over parchment like statues. The matron behind the desk didn’t look up. Not until they approached.
Tom didn’t stand beside her. He stayed just behind her.
Rosalind set the book on the desk with the grace of someone trying very hard not to tremble.
The matron took ages. Flipping pages. Inspecting the spine. Recording the title with a scratchy, deliberate quill. Twice her eyes flicked up—once to Rosalind, once to Tom.
Tom tapped his fingers on the edge of the table.
Once. Then again. A steady rhythm. Not impatient. Measured.Like he was timing her breath. Like he was timing his own.
She didn’t dare look at him when it was all done.
She didn’t wait for him. But he followed.
Silent. Step for step. Just the sound of shoes on stone, and the thread between them growing taut enough to snap.
They turned one corner. Then another. Down a disused corridor, quiet and forgotten. The air was thick with dust, heavy with magic.
She could feel him behind her.
Not just the presence. Not just the pull. But the ache in her blood. The pulse between her thighs. The sharp, unrelenting want that had been blooming inside her for days.
She’d thought about him all week. Dreamt about him. Touched herself in the dark and bitten her knuckles to keep quiet. Tried to pretend it was just hormones. Just power. Just a reaction. But it wasn’t. It was him. It was the way he said her name. The look he gave her in Potions. The fucking thread she could feel even now, humming under her ribs like a hooked line.
Her heart beat too fast. Her breath stuttered. Her knees felt weak—actually weak, like she might fold right there against the wall if he didn’t touch her soon.
She stopped walking.
The magic inside her surged. It wanted. She wanted. Her whole body was screaming for it—screaming for him.
She turned and took his hand. She hovered there—one heartbeat, two.
This was stupid. This was reckless. This was—
Worth it.
Tom smirked.
She kissed him.
Just once.
Just to do it. Just to know.
His lips were soft. So much softer than she’d expected. Warm and full and maddening. Her whole body tilted into it, clung to it—like a drowning girl tasting air for the first time.
And then it was over.
Too fast. Too fleeting. Too fucking unsatisfying.
It wasn’t enough. It wasn’t nearly enough.
She barely had time to pull back, to think, to breathe—
Before Tom’s hands snapped to her waist, dragging her back, slamming her against the stone like he’d waited centuries to do it.
His mouth crashed into hers.
And this time—this time—it was hunger.
Rosalind knew the feeling.
His teeth caught her lower lip and tugged hard. His grip was bruising.
Her magic shattered—silver-blue and molten, surging out of her skin in long, feral threads. It wrapped around his wrists, clawed toward his throat, sparked between their mouths like lightning.
She didn’t stop it. She fed it. Willed more of it free—reckless, wild, wanting.
She wanted to claim him. Thread herself through him until she didn’t know where she stopped and he ended–
Tom groaned into her mouth—low and guttural. It was the sound of something caged too long. Something that had never been taught gentleness.
She gasped, and he kissed her harder.
His hands shoved beneath her sweater—palms rough, desperate, dragging up her torso like he was trying to carve her into his memory. When he reached her chest, he grabbed her through the bra—tight, possessive, like he didn’t care if he left bruises.
She clutched at his shirt like it was the only thing keeping her tethered to the ground. Gravity was a lie. The only thing real was him.
Their magic snapped again—violent and ecstatic. Silver flared between them.
He bit her lip. She moanedagain. Helplessly.
His thigh wedged between her legs. She could feel him, half-hard already, against her hip. One of his hands slid lower–fingers pressing against her hipbones.
And still—he kissed her like he wanted to consume her. Like kissing wasn’t enough. Like if he could unzip her ribcage and crawl inside, he would.
And maybe—maybe she’d let him.
Her magic flared again—hotter, brighter. It snared around his wrist like it meant to drag him under.
He tore his mouth from hers, panting, eyes black and unreadable. Mad.
“No patience, Sallow?” he said. His voice was mocking. But his face was wrecked.
“I couldn’t wait,” she confessed.
He growled—actually growled—and kissed her again, both hands tangled in her hair now.
There were no words left. Only sound. Magic. Heat.
Only the pull.
And it was unbearable now.
Like something deep inside her was screaming for him—to touch, to take, to ruin. And she was. She really fucking was.
The corridor flickered. Candles dimmed. Stones creaked. Something ancient stirred beneath their feet.
She didn’t care.
She was too busy devouring him.
Tom’s grip tightened—crushing her to the wall. His hands were even rougher now, like he meant to leave fingerprints on her skin.
His mouth trailed down her jaw, her neck.
Then—he bit her. Hard. At the base of her throat. Just above the neckline.
She gasped—half pain, half shock—and clawed at the nape of his neck.
“Fuck—” she hissed. “That hurt.”
But she didn’t push him away.
She dragged his mouth back to hers.
Her magic exploded—brighter than before. Desperate. Uncontrolled. It burst across his chest, seared the air, and wrapped around them like fire.
She couldn’t stop.
She didn’t want to.
She felt it everywhere. His mouth. His hands. The pull.
And then his hand slid down again, yanking her skirt back up around her hips.
Rosalind gasped.
“Tom,” she said, half a warning, half a moan.
His fingers curled around her thigh. “What?” he breathed against her neck.
“We’re in a corridor,” she said. “In the middle of the castle—”
“That’s why I told you to come somewhere private,” he said sharply. Almost petulant.
She laughed. She actually laughed. It was breathless and stunned and a little bit wild.
“Are you trying to get us caught?”
“No,” he said, teeth grazing her jaw. “I’m trying to get you off.”
That nearly undid her. Her magic flared so hard it scorched the air.
And maybe—maybe she’d let him. Let him fuck her senseless in a hallway, like a madwoman. But instead—
She pushed at his chest. Just enough to create space.
“If you want me like that,” she rasped, “you’re going to have to earn it. I don’t do exhibition for nothing.”
Tom stilled. His eyes flared. Something twisted behind them—something cruel.
“You wouldn’t let me take you in the Undercroft,” he said quietly. “Maybe you’d prefer it here. Right now. Against this wall.”
“Fuck, you’re deplorable,” she said. “Do I make you that much of a rabid animal you can’t control yourself?”
“You’re the one who said you couldn’t wait until I took you someplace more private,” he said. “You’re already soaked through your knickers and we haven’t even gotten to the good part.”
“Pig,” she snapped.
“Prude,” he hissed.
“Chauvinistic pig,” she corrected herself.
“Tease.”
“That’s the best you’ve got?”
Magic sparked hard between them.
He didn’t flinch. Just leaned closer, like it amused him.
“You want something worse?” he asked. “Spoiled little whore?”
The corridor seemed to freeze.
Rosalind shoved him—hard.
He didn’t stumble. Didn’t blink. He just looked at her—like he was solving a puzzle.
Then he stepped in and caught her chin in his hand, too tight.
“I think you like it when I’m deplorable ,” he said, voice low and cruel. “I think you need it. Who else talks to Rosalind Sallow like this?”
“I think you like that I won’t let you win,” she snapped.
Then slapped his hand off her face.
“Call me a whore again and I’ll make you bleed for it.”
“You couldn’t even land a single curse on me,” he sneered.
She smiled. It was a terribly cruel smile.
“I already have,” she hissed.
But it didn’t feel quite right – cursing him. As if it wasn’t something he’d begged for.
Your magic wants me.
I want you too.
She shoved him—for real this time. Magic crashing through her, knocking him back a step.
“Take it back then,” he said. “Go on.”
Rosalind just stared at him. And then she saw it.
There. In his chest. The smallest bit of silver-blue magic flared. So small she might have missed it.
Her mouth opened. Holy shit. Holy fucking shit.
Something cracked wide inside her.
She stepped forward and reached out toward it. Her fingers brushed the fabric over his chest—
And felt it.
Alive. Humming. Hers.
That was it. The reason for the thread.
The pull.
The ache.
Rosalind’s magic was inside Tom Riddle’s chest.
His hand closed around hers.
“You gave it to me,” he said. It was not cruel. Maybe a little triumphant.
She swayed. Not from the magic—but the truth of it. Her magic was in him. Inside his ribs. Humming like it belonged.
Rosalind didn’t know what to say. Didn’t even know what she was feeling.
She just looked up at him—slowly, like something was dragging her. Eyes wide. Buzzing.
“Yes,” she breathed. “I suppose I did.”
Her fingers lingered—just for a moment.
Then she pulled her hand back. Carefully, like it might burn her. She stepped back like she was pulling free from a snare.
He didn’t follow.
The thread still pulled. The fire still lit.
And somewhere beneath her ribs, her magic whispered his name.
She didn’t know what scared her more—
That he had it. That he might never give it back.
Or that she liked it in there.
-.-
Thursday. Astronomy Tower.
Tom stood on the edge of the Astronomy Tower, cigarette between his fingers, smoke curling into the cold spring night. He didn’t remember the last time he spoke. But Leo sat on a stool a few feet away, scribbling notes on the Greenshields list, head bowed in silence.
The air bit at his throat. He barely felt it.
That fucking thread.
Rosalind Sallow’s magic was still there, lodged beneath his ribs like a second heartbeat. A foreign pulse. A ghost he couldn’t exorcise. It didn’t scream, didn’t burn. It just pulled.
He’d felt it all week—quiet at first, like someone tugging from far away. By Tuesday, it had begun to throb. By Wednesday, he’d learned he could pull back.
And every time he did—she came. Every time.
It offered nothing more.
It didn’t give him access to her magic, didn’t flood his veins with strength.
But it pulled.
And when she was near—when she touched him—it shifted. It soothed.
It felt good.
Too good.
When she kissed him, it felt like euphoria. Like the moment before detonation. Like being rebuilt from the inside out.
He’d torn through the Restricted Section. Stolen from Slughorn’s desk. Dug through half-finished Room archives. Found names, definitions, scraps: Magical infestation. Resonance entanglement. Imprinting. Curse echoes. Spell birth.
None of them fit. Not quite. None accounted for ancient magic. For whatever Rosalind carried inside her—whatever had slipped under his ribs like a knife and stayed there.
He tossed the cigarette off the side of the tower, then lit another with a quiet flick of his wand.
If kissing her felt like that—
Then fucking her might ruin him entirely.
And he’d still want more.
Leo glanced up. “You good?” he asked.
Tom ignored him.
He’d replayed the night in the Undercroft a thousand times.
Tom, you’re obsessed with me.
Yes, he’d said.
No incantation. No ritual. But he’d meant it. Let her feel it. And maybe that was enough. Maybe that was the spark—
Desire turned deliberate.
A choice made in the dark.
Magic didn’t happen to Tom. He made magic happen. So if it bound him now—if it clawed at his chest and dragged him toward her—
Then he’d helped forge the chain. Not accident. Not affliction. Design.
She drove him mad. That fucking mouth. The way she met him, measure for measure, without flinching. But he didn’t want the madness dulled. He didn’t want to sever the thread.
He just wanted control.
There were ways to dampen that kind of magic. Runes. Artifacts. Rituals meant to suppress—never sever. He’d been reading. Preparing. He wouldn’t undo it. He’d bend it.
He couldn’t make her obedient. Not yet, likely not ever. But he could outlast her. Outthink her. Shape her—like all things worth mastering.
He had to keep sight of the plan. Of the prize. Rosalind Sallow, unclaimed and burning, with ancient magic in her veins. Collect her. Refine her. Point her like a blade.
(Fuck her. Feast on her. Worship at her altar of sin.)
He was closer than ever. He just had to hold the reins.
(Let her wear your ring.)
An owl landed on the wrought iron balcony near Leo. Tom watched as he untied the letter from its leg. The bird flew off without a sound.
A moment later, Leo said, “My cousin.”
“She has it?”
“She has it.”
Tom extended his hand. Leo passed him the letter. He read it once. Then again.
“Tomorrow,” Tom said. “Her choosing.”
Leo nodded. Said nothing else.
Tom’s fingers twitched.
Greenshields. That was the goal. The plan. The future.
But the thread still pulled. Still burned. Still sang when she looked at him—when she kissed him—when she left him wanting.
He wouldn’t sever it.
If he couldn’t control it, well, he had learned to pull it.
And pulling it always brought her to him.
Notes:
i love writing these two... their banter is so fun it's like ... what absolutely horrific thing can i have tom say that will get rosalind all hot and bothered? what's too far for her? (answer, it's whore)
i'm working on a selene/sebastian short story (maybe 3 or 4 parts) that will be ready in a few weeks. this story just has to hit a certain point before we get there.
UPDATE: chapters 2-15 have been updated! if you love their banter and want to relive some old moments --- bogey and bacall (9) slaps even harder now. sorry! i can't help myself. i'm an editor at heart. oh... there is one small update to chapter 5 (a room of their own) - a little alfie black spoiler if you fancy.
let me know your thoughts! and any tragic greenshields objects you want to see. byeeee!
Chapter 23: The Second Trial
Chapter Text
Rosalind stood before the archway, a cool silvery-blue haze distorting whatever lay beyond.
Her boots were laced, sleeves rolled, wand holstered. Tom’s cigarette case pressed cold to her ribs. Her new good luck charm.
She wasn’t superstitious. But she respected the ritual.
Her magic stirred—not frantic. Ready. Like it was looking forward to a little chaos.
The first trial had been blood and memory. This one would be something else.
The door behind her was shut. The pull beneath her ribs—dull, grounding—was still there.
She stepped forward into the light.
-.-
The wind cut like glass.
Tom lit a cigarette with a match, the flame catching against the damp evening. His wand was tucked away. They were in Muggle Edinburgh.
Beside him, Leo was already smoking, collar turned up against the chill, his wire-rimmed glasses fogged. They stood outside a hidden wizarding hotel, wedged between two luxury Muggle storefronts.
Old money charm. New money filth.
They were ten minutes late. On purpose. Let Daphne Thorne sweat.
“She’ll be drunk,” Leo said, like a warning.
Tom watched a car rattle by, wheels slicing through a puddle. Across the street, a neon sign blinked like a dying star.
“She said nine,” Tom replied. “She can wait.”
Leo shrugged. “She likes younger men when she’s drunk.”
Tom’s mouth twitched. “And what’s ‘young’ to Daphne Thorne?”
Leo snorted. “She’ll love you.”
Tom took another drag. The Watcher’s Frame was close. So was the silver-blue magic beneath his ribs.
“You said she keeps it in her nightstand?”
Leo nodded. “That’s what my brother said. Claimed it was an heirloom, but let’s be honest—she probably stole it from my grandparents’ vault.”
“And the picture inside?”
“Her ex-husband.”
The streetlamp buzzed. Inside the hotel, golden light pooled behind tall windows.
“She’s not going to give it to us for free,” Leo added. “She’ll want something.”
Tom’s gaze didn’t move. “She’ll get nothing I don’t offer.”
Control wasn’t always clean. Sometimes it looked like this—calculated charm, warm hands, nothing behind the eyes.
It certainly wasn’t panting after Rosalind Sallow in an abandoned corridor.
He flicked the cigarette to the gutter and walked inside.
-.-
Instead of waking face-first in the Sallow townhouse or Evelyn DuVall’s hallway in Los Angeles, Rosalind landed hard on her arse in the middle of an endless white room.
The floor was white. The walls were white. There was a gray air vent to her left and a matching gray door to her right.
Standing in front of the door was—
Selene.
Her grandmother, clipboard pressed flat against her chest. She wore robes like the deep green ones she used to favor, only now they were bone-white. Clinical.
Selene didn’t smile. She didn’t blink, either.
Her gaze flicked once over Rosalind’s body. She tapped her clipboard, made a mark, and said, “You’re late.”
Rosalind opened her mouth, then closed it. She wasn’t sure what time meant here.
Selene didn’t wait. She turned toward the gray door and opened it with one fluid motion. No wand. No key.
“Come along,” she said briskly. “We don’t have all day.”
Rosalind stood, brushed off her trousers, and followed.
The hallway beyond the door was just as sterile—all white. Ceiling lights that buzzed faintly—like bad Muggle lighting. It went on too long, stretched at wrong angles, depth and scale skewed.
Like a corridor designed by someone who’d only heard about hallways secondhand.
Selene walked ahead with quiet certainty, heels clicking like a metronome. Rosalind trailed behind, heartbeat syncing to the rhythm. Her magic was stirring again. Less curious now. More alert.
“Where are we?” Rosalind asked.
Selene didn’t look back. “Somewhere between your conscious mind and your magical core.”
“That clears it right up,” Rosalind muttered.
Another tick on the clipboard.
Rosalind frowned. “What are you writing down?”
“Progress.”
“On what?”
Selene stopped and turned. Her voice was chilled. “You.”
Then she opened the next door.
Inside was a room with no corners. White walls that curved softly into each other, no beginning or end. At the center stood a single exam chair. Beside it: a long, steel tray.
Instruments lay across it. All familiar. A wand that looked just like hers. A quill like the one she had tucked behind her ear last week. A shattered inkwell, stained with old ink. A worn paperback of Wuthering Heights with the spine cracked open—the one from her last trial.
Rosalind’s stomach dropped.
“Sit,” Selene said.
She didn’t move.
“Sit,” she repeated flatly. “It won’t begin until you do.”
Rosalind’s throat tightened. For a second—just a second—she wanted to believe it was real. That she’d been wrong, that this was all some elaborate game and her grandmother was actually standing there, clipboard in hand, maddening as ever, but real. She could almost smell the perfume Selene used to wear—neroli and iris.
But it wasn’t right. The scent was too faint. And this Selene didn’t blink.
This wasn’t her. This wasn’t real.
It was a memory, or a copy. Something made to wear her face. Like younger Rosalind or Evelyn DuVall. Not real. A test. A trial.
Rosalind breathed in once.
“Alright,” she said. “Do your worst.”
Selene cut her with a glare.
“You should take this seriously, Rosalind.”
Well, it certainly sounded like her grandmother.
“Let’s begin.”
-.-
From the Notes of Leopold Nott
Artifact #140 – The Watcher’s Frame
Status: Active Extraction
Dimensions: 3x5 inches (approx.)
Material: Cursed iron, silvered. Surface etchings visible only in moonlight. A delicate photo frame with a stiff rear hinge and recurring olfactory signature (slight floral undertone—possibly preserved scent memory from prior owner).
Primary Function: When a photograph is inserted, the owner may view the subject in real time—regardless of location, wards, or barriers. The Frame responds only to the first photograph inserted. Subsequent images are rejected until formal transfer of ownership occurs.
Suspected Curse: Over time, the subject in the photograph may begin to sense the viewer’s presence—typically during sleep. Dream phenomena include:
- Flickers of the viewer’s silhouette in dreamspace
- Unshakable impressions of being watched
- Spontaneous emotional awareness or déjà vu connected to the viewer
- Intermittent sleep disruption; unclear if magical in origin
Symptoms vary. Dream-link may intensify with emotional attachment. Reports of auditory bleed-through remain unconfirmed.
Possibly psychosomatic. Curse is not yet formally classified. Further testing required.
Current Holder: Daphne Thorne (Flat, Edinburgh)
Acquisition Strategy: In progress. Informal. Method not suitable for formal documentation.
-.-
The chair was colder than it looked.
Rosalind sat stiffly, fingers digging into the fabric of her trousers, her jaw tight, her eyes fixed on the wall ahead. Selene stood at her side like a wax figure—perfect posture, clipboard tucked to her chest.
Nothing happened.
The stillness began to grate.
Then, with a soft mechanical click, the opposite wall split in two. A panel slid open to reveal a screen—not quite a cinema screen, but close. Matte, humming faintly. The light flickered once.
Then a picture appeared.
Benedict.
Young—three, maybe four. Black and white, but wrong somehow. Too crisp. Too clean.
He was curled on the carpet in their townhouse, wrapped in a knit blanket, a toy dragon clutched in one hand. Rosalind—six, maybe—sat nearby, frowning at him, a doll in her lap.
She squinted at the screen. “Wait, I know this—”
It was a silent film, but there was no whimsical score. Just true silence.
Benedict had stolen her favorite cake, warm from the city—Sebastian’s gift. He’d shoved it into his mouth like a gremlin. She’d screamed. Their parents scolded them both. But he was a baby. He didn’t know better.
Onscreen, she stood. Yanked the dragon out of his grip. He cried out. The toy tore open, stuffing spilling across the rug. And then—she shoved him.
He fell. His head cracked against the base of the hearth.
Rosalind flinched.
Blood spread bright on the pale rug.
She hadn’t meant to shove him that hard. She remembered that part clearly. Her own horror, the scream for Octavia.
She waited for the memory to end. It didn’t. The screen hiccupped and rewound.
Rosalind blinked. “Wait—”
The moment replayed. Identical. Until it wasn’t. This time, little Rosalind didn’t scream. She stood calmly over her brother, tilting her head. A faint smile tugged at her lips.
Rosalind’s spine went rigid. “That’s not right,” she said. “I didn’t smile. I was scared. I remember—”
Selene didn’t blink. “Do you?”
Rosalind’s mouth went dry.
The screen flickered again. The shove came earlier. The smile was wider. Her younger self’s eyes—blank. Unblinking.
“No—” Rosalind whispered. “Stop it. I didn’t—”
Selene’s quill moved, a lazy scratch against the page.
“Memories,” she said, “are stories we tell ourselves.”
Then the screen paused—Benedict mid-fall, mouth open in a silent scream.
Selene’s voice was crisp. “Tell me what really happened.”
Rosalind tore her gaze from the screen and stared at her grandmother. Her hands were balled into fists in her lap. “He took my cake. I grabbed the dragon. It tore. I pushed him. I didn’t mean to. I screamed for Octavia.” She swallowed. “I didn’t smile.”
Selene wrote something down and clicked something on her clipboard.
“Next.”
The screen shifted.
Now: the Great Hall. Late autumn. That gray, heavy sky enchanted overhead, thick with promise of rain, but never delivering.
Young Rosalind sat at the Ravenclaw table, quill behind one ear. Beside her, Gwen and Parisa, sat in their first-year robes. Across the aisle stood Nicasia Parkinson. Awful, even back then. Flanked by two older girls: Walburga Black and Catherine Avery.
Rosalind leaned forward. The memory ran silently. She remembered it well. Nicasia sneering. Gwen bristling. Catherine Avery’s wand already half-raised. And then—
Gwen was hit and launched backward. Laughter burst across the hall. Rosalind and Parisa dropped to Gwen’s side.
But the scene blinked. Reversed. Played again.
This time, she didn’t move. Parisa reached for Gwen first. Rosalind just watched—unbothered and rolling her eyes.
“No,” she said, more to herself than to Selene. “That’s not—”
The screen reset again. Young Rosalind laughed now. A soft, smug exhale.
Rosalind’s skin prickled. “I couldn’t have—”
“But you did,” Selene said.
Rosalind turned to her. Hands curled into fists again. “I didn’t.”
But the words rang thinner this time. Had she laughed when Gwen fell? She might have—a little. People falling was funny sometimes. Gwen had been fine. Shaken, but fine.
“I helped her up,” she said. “I remember.”
The screen froze. Gwen’s humiliated face filled the frame.
Selene’s quill hovered.
“And what happened here?”
Rosalind hesitated. Her mouth opened. Then closed. She remembered reaching for Gwen. Didn’t she? Maybe not right away. Maybe Parisa moved first.
“I—I think I reached for her,” she said. “Eventually.”
“You think,” Selene repeated. She clicked her clipboard again.
“Next.”
The screen changed again. A new image flickered to life, and Rosalind recognized it instantly.
Christmas. The Ministry gala. A closet off the Department of Magical Games and Sports.
Her dress was midnight blue—silk, sleeveless, cinched perfectly at the waist. She’d felt stunning. Older. Like someone worth wanting. Alfie Black was kissing her neck and she was pressed against the storage shelves.
The memory should’ve felt sweet. Maybe even triumphant. But already, her stomach was tight.
Rosalind straightened slightly, trying not to fidget. “This was during the party,” she said. “We snuck off.”
The memory played without sound. But she remembered every beat—the catch in his breath when she kissed him, the way he dropped to his knees before her. She hadn’t come—or maybe she had. She didn’t always with Alfie. But that wasn’t the point, was it? The point was that she’d felt wanted.
Instead of replay, it moved forward.
Rosalind inhaled sharply.
Her memory-self was kneeling. Her hands worked Alfie’s belt with practiced ease. Her mouth opened, expectant. Her expression was hopeful.
She watched herself smile up at him.
“Oh,” she said softly. “Oh, no.”
Selene’s quill scratched faintly.
Her cheeks burned. She refused to look at the woman beside her.
“Are you seriously making me watch this in front of my grandmother?” There was a tremor in her voice. But then—she caught herself.
“You’re not Selene,” Rosalind muttered.
“Aren’t I?” came the reply.
The scene continued. Alfie looked bored. Not cruel. Not rushed. Just… distant. His hand threaded lazily through her hair. His eyes flicked toward the door. He even checked his watch.
“You don’t have to play it again,” she snapped. “It didn’t happen like that. I’d remember.”
But would she? She had gotten on her knees. She had smiled. She’d wanted to please him. Had she looked up at him like that? Had he looked that… disengaged?
Selene tapped her clipboard.
The scene sped up. Then it was–
Rosalind alone, picking herself off the carpet. Mascara smudged. One strap of her dress was falling down her arm. Wiping her mouth on the back of her hand.
Rosalind didn’t speak.
The screen froze.
“What happened that night?” Selene asked.
Rosalind’s breath hitched. She tried to summon the right version of the story. But it unraveled.
All she felt was the sick weight in her chest. The chill in the closet. The stretch of silence after he left.
“He only ever came to me when he wanted something,” she confessed. “Never called me his girlfriend. Never wrote. Never showed up when I needed him. Never called me by my first name.”
Her throat closed up. She blinked fast.
“But he let me believe it meant something,” she said. “And I let him fuck me in secret and thought that made me powerful.”
Selene’s quill hovered.
“I said what happened that night. Not the whole story.”
Rosalind looked at her.
“I wanted him to want me,” she said. “I got on my knees. I was proud to do it. I thought it meant I was older. Desirable.” Her voice cracked. “He was probably finding another girl after he left me.”
She turned back to the screen. To the frozen frame. She didn’t cry.
Instead, she said, “Fuck him.”
Selene made one more note.
Then: “Next.”
The screen flickered.
Silver-blue light bloomed against stone. Just two bodies—Rosalind and Tom—locked in stillness, breathless as something sacred unraveled between them.
Her magic poured from her chest in curling tendrils, slow and luminous. It reached for him. Not aimless. Not accidental.
It chose .
It wound around his wrists, slid into the collar of his uniform, traced the edge of his jaw.
Tom didn’t move. His eyes were wide. His mouth parted.
Reverent. Ruined.
Watching from the chair, Rosalind’s heart raced. This part—this was real.
The scene moved fast after that. A blur of heat and motion. Their duel. Their hunger. Her body pinned his. His mouth on hers. No finesse. No patience. Just teeth and power and something spiraling out of control. And her magic—exploding outward.
The screen flickered again.
Tom was on his knees.
Rosalind’s magic spilled from her palms like molten silver. It dripped into his mouth, thick and holy, and he drank it like he needed it to live. Then, she dropped to her knees and kissed him hard. Desperate. Magic poured between their mouths. It was an offering—a surrender—
Rosalind’s hand flew to her mouth. “That’s not—”
Selene wasn’t writing anymore. Her head tilted, eyes shining.
Rosalind froze. “That didn’t happen.”
Selene’s voice was cool. “Not yet.”
Another flicker.
Now she was on all fours. Hands flat on stone. Hair fisted in his grip as he yanked her face up to him. Her eyes were closed in bliss.
“Say it,” Tom ordered.
“Yours,” she whispered. Her eyes opened. They were silver fire.
“Again.”
“Yours.”
“Mine.”
She was smiling.
Rosalind stared, frozen. A bolt of shame shot through her chest, cold and curdling. And underneath it—
This is hot. You’d like this.
Flicker.
Now she was naked. Arched beneath him. Magic humming against skin. Her thighs trembling. Her voice—wrecked.
“Please, Tom,” her memory-self sobbed. “Please. Oh Merlin. Oh fuck, please. Yes. Right there. Please—”
Selene finally spoke: “You didn’t even need to be broken. You offered yourself freely.”
“No,” Rosalind said. Louder this time. “No. Fuck no. That’s not—”
“Exactly what happened?”
Onscreen, Tom was fucking her. Slow. Deep. Her ancient magic surged around them, binding their bodies.
“You are mine,” he said.
“Yes,” she moaned. “Yes. Yes. Yes.”
Rosalind surged to her feet.
“Stop it.”
The screen didn’t stop.
“Stop it!” Rosalind roared.
Selene didn’t flinch.
Rosalind’s skin was burning. Not from shame—but rage. She could still feel it—his mouth, his voice, her own desire echoing in her chest like the curse it seemed to be.
“That’s not real,” she growled. “That’s not me.”
“Isn’t it?”
“What does this even prove?” Rosalind snapped. “That I want him? That I like it?”
Her voice cracked.
“I didn’t give it to him like that. I didn’t kneel. I didn’t pour my magic down his throat—”
“But you would,” Selene said calmly.
Rosalind opened her mouth, but nothing came out.
“Not like that,” she forced out.
But it felt like a defeat somehow. Like she’d gotten this one wrong . She’d passed the other three, but this one–
Rosalind felt sick.
Selene raised her quill.
“‘Not like that’ is not a denial,” she said. “It’s a negotiation.”
The screen froze again. Tom and Rosalind, one being, fused with magic, fucking on the Undercroft floor.
“What does this one mean?” Selene asked plainly. Hovered her quill in waiting.
Rosalind shook her head.
“Nothing,” she said. “It’s nothing. It doesn’t mean anything because it didn’t happen. It’s not real.”
Selene did not smile. She did not even write on the clipboard. She just stared.
“What does this one mean?” she repeated.
“ Nothing ,” Rosalind snapped. “I didn’t give Tom my magic. Not like that–”
“Are you sure?”
“YES!” Rosalind screeched, and then she was on her feet. Her wand was in her hand.
“I didn’t give it to him like that, and I won’t.”
“Then how do you explain?” Selene gestured toward her chest.
Oh . Tom’s chest. Rosalind stuttered, “I might have… I might have given him something . A little bit, alright? Just a little fucking bit. It’s not, it’s not that– ”
She was sweating now. Her back was so sticky against her shirt.
Selene didn’t say anything.
“I like him, alright?” she gasped.
Selene raised a brow. Then began scratching notes.
“Is that a fucking crime?” Rosalind said, reaching for her grandmother. No, not her grandmother. “Is it such a fucking crime to want someone who wants me? Who sees me? Who actually understands me?”
Selene stopped writing. She looked up.
“Yes,” she said. “When he plans to bleed you dry.”
“You have to be fucking kidding me,” Rosalind screeched.
“And he’s already started.”
Rosalind buried the dread that bloomed at those words as the film started again.
“Tom wouldn’t–” she said, trailing off.
Would he? What did Tom want?
“No,” she said, insistent. “No, he wants me for me.”
“That might be true,” Selene said. “But he can want many things from you. And you can give him many things, too.”
She flinched and stepped into the projector’s path—into the image of herself and Tom.
It didn’t feel that wrong. That was the worst part.
“So?” she asked. “Have I passed?” She smirked coldly. “Or should I shove a poison flower in your mouth?”
Selene blinked. Then clicked something.
Rosalind braced herself for another horror, another violation. But instead of something new, the first memory began to replay.
Benedict on the rug.
Then again.
Gwen falling.
Again.
Alfie’s closet.
Again.
The Undercroft. Her body bowed to him.
And again.
And again.
And again.
“Turn it off,” Rosalind snapped.
The screen fractured into quadrants—four simultaneous loops, flickering like broken film. Four versions of herself moving in perfect sync: cruel, complicit, weak, worshipping.
“No.”
The lights buzzed louder.
Selene’s quill scratched furiously now, lines and lines of ink—like she couldn’t keep up with the avalanche of memory, like she was trying to pin Rosalind to the page by sheer force.
“You think this proves something?” Rosalind snapped. Her voice cracked, but she didn’t care. “That I’m terrible? That I’m weak?”
Selene didn’t look up. Just kept writing. Faster now. Almost frantic.
“They’re not real,” Rosalind hissed. “They’re not true.”
The screens flashed again.
Blood on Benedict’s hair. Gwen’s humiliation. Alfie’s empty touch. Her own knees hitting the stone.
Rosalind stumbled backward. “They’re not true—”
But her voice wavered. Maybe some of them were not the truth on the screen, but the feelings behind them. Rosalind had wanted Benedict to hurt. She had thought Gwen's falling was funny. She knew Alfie wasn’t treating her right. And Tom–
She couldn’t think that far.
She looked to Selene, as if the real woman might still be buried in there, might offer her something—mercy, maybe. Or even a way out. But Selene only looked up once, and her smile this time was wide and terrible.
The screens howled back to life. Four Rosalinds at once, flickering like phantoms: the bully, the bystander, the fool, the goddess.
“I’m all of them,” she snarled, turning to Selene. “Yes, you’ve made your point. I’m all of them.”
Rosalind ran her tongue along her teeth.
“And I lived every second.”
The screen looped.
Blood. Laughter. Humiliation. Worship.
“I know who I am,” she snapped.
“No, you don’t.”
“I do—”
“Then say it.”
Rosalind’s head snapped up.
The flickering didn’t stop. But she was done hiding from it.
“I know who I am,” she repeated. “I know what I’ve done.”
She took a step forward, into the light of the four scenes. Her voice steadied.
“Yes, I hurt people. And yes, I lied. And yes—I wanted him. I still do.”
The screens stuttered.
Selene’s quill stilled.
“But that doesn’t make me weak. It makes me human. I might have ancient magic in my bloodline but I can still fuck up, alright?”
Her chest lifted with the next breath. “You don’t get to twist what I lived. You don’t get to take my memories and make them yours. They’re mine.”
Her voice rose now, cutting through the buzzing hum of the lights.
“You can show me whatever you want—but you can’t change the truth. I know what I did. I know what I didn’t do. I know myself.”
The lights flickered. The floor rumbled beneath her feet.
“I am not afraid of my past,” she said. “I lived it.”
The screens sparked—silver static rippling through them.
Rosalind took one more step forward.
“And I’m not ashamed of my magic. Not what it wants. Not what I want. I want him. I’ll have him. And I’ll decide what I give—on my terms. No one else’s.”
She stared at Selene—this uncanny, corrupted version—and said, “You’re not real. This trial isn’t the truth. It’s an illusion.”
The screens burst into white light. Blinding, searing light that poured across the floor and swept over her skin.
Rosalind braced for the drop. Like last time.
But it never came.
She opened her eyes.
She was standing inches from her grandmother now.
Selene did not blink. She set the clipboard down on the tray. Rosalind started—but only briefly before the specter of her grandmother raised her wand and pressed it to Rosalind’s temple.
“ Legilimens.”
-.-
The bar smelled like cedar, clinging to the velvet chairs and flickering sconces. A string quartet played in the corner on a small stage. Sad, desperate, lonely witches and wizards sat scattered throughout the lounge, listening, drinking their sorrows away.
Tom sat perfectly still at a small circular table, fingers curled around a cut crystal glass, liquor untouched. The kind of stillness that made people nervous. Especially someone like Daphne Thorne.
Across from him, Daphne was laughing at her own joke. She wore velvet to match the chairs, oxblood red, with a gold serpent pin curled over one shoulder.
The perfume was stronger than the scotch, but it didn’t matter. The mouth was wrong. The voice was wrong.
Her hair gleamed the same shade, but it wasn’t hers. Not thick with magic. Not wild with hunger.
Tom’s pulse didn’t rise. Not even a little.
“You didn’t tell me he was beautiful,” she said to Leo. Tom wagered she was around her early thirties. Daphne Thorne was beautiful, still young. Leo said she had an ex-husband, but she still wore his ring.
“I didn’t think it was relevant,” Leo muttered, draining his glass.
Tom’s smile didn’t reach his eyes. “I’ve been called worse.”
“Mmm. I bet you have.” Daphne leaned forward, all cleavage. “If I know my cousin, you’re the one I should talk to. About the Frame.”
Her voice dropped on the last word, like it was foreplay, not business. And the thing in his chest stirred—like it recognized the name.
Tom tilted his head. “We’d prefer to avoid official records.”
“Of course.” She swirled her drink. “How Leo found out I have it when I’ve avoided official records is another story.”
Leo shrugged.
“Leopold is the bookish type, aren’t you Leo? Just like your mother. My auntie. Boring.”
Leo narrowed his eyes. He, like Tom, had only had one drink. Tom appreciated that about Leo. If it had been Paris, he’d be halfway under the table by now.
Daphne continued with a flutter. “You two are very serious about all this, aren’t you? Most boys your age are off shagging. Each other, the girls, whoever.”
Tom raised a brow but didn’t respond.
“Merlin, you’re good. So cold . I do love that.”
Leo cleared his throat. “Daphne—do you want to cut to it? Or are we playing the ‘guess your price’ game tonight?”
Daphne ignored him. Her eyes were on Tom. “If I’m going to sell you one of the nastiest little heirlooms in my vault,” she said, “you’ll have to do more than scare me. You’ll have to drink with me.”
It was supposed to be simple. Get the Frame. Secure the lead.
Tom glanced down at his untouched scotch.
He was hollow. A shell shaped like want. Nothing inside but her .
He could feel Daphne watching him—waiting for flirtation, or threat, or something in between. But all he wanted was to leave. To find Rosalind. To bury himself in something that felt real. The thing in his chest wasn’t painful out here, just–itchy. A slight irritation. But it seemed to grow each minute.
Instead, he asked: “Is that your price?”
“Not all of it.” She leaned back, lips curling. “But it’s how we begin.”
Her smile was practiced. Like Rosalind’s. But nowhere as effective.
Tom took a sip.
He could hex the serpent pin straight through her throat and walk out without a sound. He might get the Frame. But what good would it be if he was stuck in Azkaban?
“Then begin.”
The liquor didn’t burn. Nothing did.
Just the itch. Just Rosalind.
-.-
Rosalind didn’t fall.
But it felt like she had—like her mind had been knocked loose from its bearings and shoved forward at breakneck speed. Like the old Gringotts mine carts, when her parents visited the Sallow vaults and let her ride beside them. That helpless lurch as the world blurred past, logic upended and all sense of direction ripped away.
And then—
She was standing.
Her head throbbed faintly, a pressure blooming behind her eyes.
A staircase unfolded—spiraling up, down, sideways. Some steps floated midair, others cracked mid-break. No floor. No ceiling. Just mist, and stairs that vanished into it.
She blinked. Once. Twice.
No walls. No doors. No edges. Only the stairs—repeating, reaching, impossibly vast.
She wasn’t in the trial anymore. This was her mind—raw, surreal, unfinished. Not Selene’s creation. Hers alone.
Beautiful. Terrible.
Her hands shook.
“Okay,” she whispered. Voice thin. “Okay. Think.”
And then—
Light.
The world bloomed.
Not just in front of her—but everywhere. A dome. A shell. A full, all-encompassing sphere.
The stairs faded into silhouette as the entire sky became a screen.
Bursting Technicolor. Wrongly bright. Saturated like an MGM musical, like The Wizard of Oz. Blues too blue. Reds like blood. Her hair turned copper-orange in the glare.
Not a memory, a projection. One she couldn’t look away from.
She saw herself. Face-down in snow, scrambling upright. Robes soaked. Hands clenched in panic. Her mouth opened on a scream. One hand rose, and a bolt of silver-blue light shot from her palm—pure ancient magic, unformed and furious. It slammed into a tree. The trunk split clean down the middle.
And then a voice rang out—
Not from the projection, but from the air. From everywhere. From inside her own head.
“Go on,” Selene said, mild and clinical. “Stop me.”
Rosalind froze.
“No?” Selene drawled. “I thought you were powerful now. I thought you weren’t afraid anymore.”
The memory flickered. Replayed. The same scream. The same blast. The same helplessness.
Rosalind stepped back. Then another.
“That’s right,” Selene murmured, low and satisfied. “Run, rabbit. Run.”
Pain lanced across her temples, hot and sharp.
Rosalind turned and ran.
Every step jarred it loose again, like her brain was rattling inside her skull.
The scene rippled and started again. Nothing changed.
She tripped on the stairs, caught herself just before slamming face-first into stone.
Selene’s voice slithered through the air. “You called it a sickness. Ancient magic poisoning. A thing rotting you from the inside. But you let it. You chose that sickness all on your own.”
The scene shifted.
Now: Rosalind was a on her knees outside the ruins of the cottage. Weeping. Her hands trembled in her lap. Magic tickled at her fingertips like an apology—soft and silver.
“Weak,” Selene said. “You’re weak. Even your magic thinks so.”
Rosalind kept moving. She couldn’t look at it. Couldn’t bear to. She tore up the stairs. Another landing—tilted sideways. She staggered, caught herself on a rail, breath hitching.
The prefects’ baths. Tom’s hand on her elbow, fixing her shields. His mouth inches from her neck. Her breath hitched. Her magic surged—
Wait. Had it really? Had he seen it then? No. No, he hadn’t. He didn’t know about ancient magic until Miriam’s journal. That night was just—
Now Defense class. An inkwell exploding in her palm. Eyes on her. Ink and blood dripping from her fingertips.
“No control,” Selene said. “Just weakness. That’s all you’ve ever had.”
Rosalind gritted her teeth. Pressed her hands to her knees. Breathed and started running again.
Down this time. Away.
Another memory slammed into view.
The Great Hall. The fight. Nicasia screaming. Rosalind’s fingers knotted in her hair. Ancient magic flashing like lightning before a storm.
She stilled.
The stairs beneath her pulsed. One beat too fast. The next too slow. Her whole body felt misaligned. Like someone had taken her apart and put her back together wrong.
The memories kept coming.
Her mind felt scraped. Skinned. Like someone had peeled back her thoughts with a blade and left the edges raw.
The Undercroft, her magic tearing loose. Nicasia’s wand pressed to her throat. Screaming at Gwen, Parisa, Varinia in Herbology. Storming away from Benedict after Bacchanalia.
Over and over. Oversaturated. Overexposed. Nothing fake. Everything real. This wasn’t memory anymore. She was being peeled open. There was no hiding here. No silence to crawl into. Everything was on display.
Selene’s voice echoed—cool, crisp, clear: “Another person could do this to you, you know?”
It came from above. From below. From inside.
“See inside your head. Learn all your little secrets. Everything.”
Selene laughed. It was cold. Too cold to be hers. Her real grandmother had been rigid, yes—but she also loved fiercely. Laughed out loud in kitchens. Wrapped Rosalind in perfume and wool and yes, correction.
This voice held none of that. Only calculation. Only cold cruelty.
“Let’s see what you don’t want me to see,” Selene said.
A classroom. Gwen’s bag unzipped on the bench beside her. Younger Rosalind’s hand slipping inside, fingers curling around a brand-new quill. It had such a lovely pink feather. She took it and pocketed it.
A hallway. Veronika Mulciber’s robes vanishing mid-step, leaving her just in her slip. Students erupted with laughter. An older Slytherin girl blamed. Detention. Rosalind never even looked up.
The common room. Parisa gasping for breath. Eyes wide. Silent panic. Rosalind frozen in the shadows, watching her friend crumple to the floor—and then walking away.
A party in the summer. Nicholas Yaxley’s hand in hers. His girlfriend watching across the room. Rosalind let him lead her into a private hallway and stick his hand between her legs. Just because she could.
“And you read my journal and thought you were better than me. Look at you. Cruel for the sake of it.”
She ran through them all. Her skull pulsed with white-hot pain. Each memory slammed into it like a hammer, and still Selene rifled through, tearing through the drawers of her mind.
And then—
Herself in the bath after Bacchanalia. Mouth open in a silent moan. One hand between her thighs. The other braced against the tile. Still sticky with wine.
Again. A half a dozen more scenes. Her fingers moving. Her breath catching. His name. Every time. Tom.
Rosalind stopped for a second. She watched herself. Wrecked and wanting.
The screen flickered. Showed her again. Writhing.
“Fucking hell,” she muttered, cheeks burning. “Apparently I’m supposed to be ashamed of that?”
The reel didn’t stop.
“Let me out,” she gasped. No one answered. Her legs kept pounding. Her thoughts kept spiraling.
Her magic wouldn’t help her. Wouldn’t even twitch.
“This isn’t real,” she rasped. But it was. It was in her head—but that didn’t make it less real.
The images spun faster. Her breath hitched with it. And then Selene’s voice returned—too big, too loud, too close.
“No,” she said. “That’s not the worst one. Let’s watch the real worst one.”
Rosalind didn’t have to guess.
The screen above her turned into a sky, and then split open like a wound.
She saw the clearing. Snow. Pines. Her own breath fogging the air.
And two wizards—POP. POP. Filthy and grinning.
Rosalind stumbled. Her knees buckled.
No. No. No.
Her vision tilted. The stairwell fractured beneath her feet.
And then it was there: Selene’s face. Painted across the top of the sphere like a celestial god. Vast and unblinking. Watching the memory unfold.
“Well,” the sky boomed, “you’ve always been a filthy little creature, haven’t you?”
In the memory, the wizards closed in. She had no wand. No plan. Just her in a fucking Quidditch jacket.
The sky with Selene’s face chuckled. “No discipline. No foresight. You didn’t even fight smart. You just panicked. And bled.”
Rosalind couldn’t look away. She watched herself break one, burn the other. The way she reached for the fallen wand. The way she screamed.
And then—Selene said:
“Do you remember what it felt like?”
It played again, but slower.
One wizard’s lungs catching fire. The other crawling. Rosalind’s bleeding mouth in a snarl. Her hands—lit with silver flame.
“Do you remember,” Selene said, voice syrup-thick with satisfaction, “what you felt when you heard him scream?”
Rosalind's breath hitched. Her heart was beating too fast. She tried to close her eyes, but they wouldn’t shut.
She felt it. The heat. The power. And the high. The terrible high of it.
She watched herself again now—mouth open, chest heaving, magic pouring from her like light from a god.
“You didn’t want to stop,” Selene murmured.
“I didn’t want to die,” Rosalind choked.
“You didn’t want to stop,” Selene said again. “And you still don’t.”
Rosalind stumbled backward. Stairs splintered under her heels.
“No—” she gasped. “No, stop—”
“You called me a lunatic. Look at you. Look at what you’ve done. Giving yourself away to a boy with a fractured dark soul. Murdering two wizards in cold blood.”
Selene laughed.
“You’re not better than me. You’re worse .”
Rosalind’s magic shrieked in her blood. The reels were blurring now—memories overlapping, stairs breaking apart, her whole mind collapsing under the weight of everything she had ever been. The good. The cruel. The girl who let someone burn because it felt good to finally not be afraid.
Her vision swam. Her head split open on some invisible axis, thoughts blurring, balance tipping—like her own mind was turning against her.
“I need a shield,” she said out loud, desperate.
The sky cracked open again.
“I need—” she gasped, clawing her way up the stairs, “—to get her out.”
Occlumency.
Of course. Fucking Occlumency. Why hadn’t she seen it before?
A place she could lock down—a place Selene couldn’t reach.
She needed to Occlude.
Rosalind stumbled forward. Her magic screamed in her ribs.
Finally, it thought. Fucking finally.
And then she saw it.
A door—high above, balanced at the top of a narrow set of winding stairs.
She ran, stumbling up the stairs, scraping knuckles, elbows. Selene’s voice chased her— I see you, I see you, I see you—
She grabbed the handle and yanked.
And stepped through.
She fell.
This time, the drop was short—a jarring thunk of boots on carpet.
Rosalind blinked.
A hallway stretched before her—faded crimson walls, gold sconces flickering softly. Film posters lined the walls in silver frames. On the left side, The Philadelphia Story. Double Indemnity. Gaslight. One was blank, just a flickering rectangle of light reflecting her own face.
On the right were the posters from the Evelyn DuVall trial. Thorns in the Desert. How to Hold a Man. Silver, Darling.
Behind her. Above her. Somewhere – Selene’s voice boomed. “Go ahead. Show them everything. Just like you’ve shown me.”
Rosalind ran past all the posters and threw open the door to the cinema at the end of the hall.
It was empty and opulent, with gold railings and velvet chairs. The projector spun silently in the back of the room. The screen glowed silver and blank.
“He’ll see it eventually. You might as well let him watch. See how pathetic you really are.”
Rosalind slammed the door shut behind her and flicked her hand at it. It locked on its own.
Silence fell. Selene’s voice was gone. Without the never-ending staircases and the celestial god in the sky, Rosalind could hear her heart thudding in her chest.
She turned in a circle. The silence was thick. She was panting. Fuck, she was out of shape.
And for a single moment, Rosalind heaved a sob and buried her face in her hands. She let herself groan, ugly and raw and unrestrained. Grieve for herself and this madness.
And then she wiped her hands along her face and looked up.
Her magic still thrummed. Starved. Furious.
Her head throbbed in the silence. A low, brutal ache—like the worst hangover of her life, like every thought had been scrubbed raw. Selene had written the second trial felt like her mind had been scraped clean.
She understood it now. The pain. The exposure. The raw, twitching thing left behind. Her skull rang with it.
“No more,” she said. “She doesn’t get to see any more.”
And then Rosalind remembered the lessons with Selene. The real Selene. She had to build a fortress in her mind. There were so many ways to occlude—some used bookshelves and ordered spaces like a library. Memories slotted and organized. Some just imagined a giant wall of black, impenetrable.
“I need a shield,” she whispered to herself. “I need to occlude.”
A click sounded behind her. The projector whirred to life.
She turned slowly as the silver screen flickered—then lit up.
This time it wasn’t a memory.
It was Rosalind. Not past-her. Not manipulated-her.
Present-her. Standing in the dark of this very theater, looking up.
Her eyes were bright. Ancient magic coiled around her. The theater trembled. Magic stirred beneath the floorboards.
Rosalind stepped toward the screen.
Memories flickered. Black and white. Like a real film this time. A little grainy.
Rosalind imagined them all as separate film reels. One for the moment she pushed Benedict when they were little. Another for the attack on Nicasia in the Great Hall. Several for those new, heated moments with Tom. Each its own reel. Each imperfect. Each hers.
Hers only.
The theater rebuilt itself.
Brick by silver-blue brick, the walls reshaped—stacking around the screen, around the chairs, around her. The carpet rippled underfoot.
Film reels unfurled midair, looping around the room in lazy spirals. Each reel shimmered with fragments of her: Gwen laughing. Parisa studying. Benedict flying on his broom. Varinia snorting pumpkin juice out her nose. Tom smirking at her in the library. Even Druella and her haughty little giggle.
She turned in a slow circle, and said—
“These are mine. No one else's.”
The projector buzzed louder. Her heartbeat echoed through the room.
Ancient magic snaked across the ceiling, etching protective runes in soft, glowing script. Behind her, the door vanished.
She didn’t need an exit. Just a vault. A mind built like a reel-to-reel archive.
Her Occlumency shield settled into place—gleaming, silver-drenched, and sealed. Mind scraped clean.
Nothing could get in now.
Rosalind stood at the center of her vault. Alone. Safe. Ready. Smiling.
Until—
The screen snapped off the wall with a great, terrible tremble.
And Rosalind fell. Mind raw. Shield sealed. Heart still thundering.
-.-
The bar was quieter now. Only a few tables remained occupied, the quartet long gone. The fire had burned low.
Tom had stopped counting rounds. Scotch, then wine, then something fizzy and violet Daphne insisted he try. He drank without flinching. Glass after glass, and still it didn’t warm him. Not where it mattered.
The alcohol didn’t touch the thing in his chest. It just slid past, useless. Like trying to numb a blade still buried in muscle.
She laughed again, pressing her hand to his arm like they were old friends. Or lovers.
“…and that was when I hexed his cock into a corkscrew,” she finished with a wink.
Leo looked like he wanted to disappear into the leather booth.
“Right,” Tom murmured, swirling the dregs of his drink.
He had to focus to keep from breaking the glass in his palm. His hand twitched. A single flick of his wrist and her laughter would stop.
Daphne leaned back in her chair, eyes sweeping the lounge. Her rings clinked softly as she adjusted her bracelets. “Well, I suppose we should get down to business.”
Tom didn’t move. Just watched her over the rim of his glass, like something to be crushed between his fingers. Like a problem begging for an ending.
She turned to Leo. “Cousin, darling, you’re dismissed.”
Leo straightened. “I think I should stay—”
“No.” Her voice sharpened. “You’ll just whimper and scowl and ruin the mood. Run along.”
Tom said nothing.
Leo hesitated, then stood. “I’ll be outside.”
He shot Tom a warning look. Tom didn’t acknowledge it.
Once Leo was gone, Daphne shifted closer. Her perfume clung thick in the air.
“The Frame’s upstairs,” she said, her voice low now. “You want it, don’t you?”
He could slit her throat and watch her bleed all over the velvet carpet.
Tom stared at her for a beat too long.
Then he smiled—cold and false.
“I want exactly what I came for.”
He wasn’t chasing pleasure. He was chasing silence.
And if she screamed, maybe it would sound like Rosalind.
She reached for his tie, tugging just enough to test him. If he let it, the thing in his chest would tear her open—
“Then let’s go get it.”
Tom stood. The hollow inside him scraped raw. The thing in his chest clawed at his ribs like it wanted to crawl out—like it wanted her instead.
He followed her upstairs. For the artifact.
And maybe—to fuck her and see if the thing inside him would finally shut up.
-.-
The fall ended like a slammed door.
Rosalind hit stone hard. The air was knocked clean from her lungs.
She gasped. Dust. A copper tang of blood still somewhere in her mouth. Echoes of herself still rattled in her skull.
She pushed upright slowly. The chamber was still circular. Still carved from ancient stone. But it wasn’t the same. Wider now. Cathedral-sized.
The silence rang like a bell.
And at the center: the Pensieve basin, glowing brighter than before. Beside it stood the Guardian.
It hadn’t changed. Still faceless. Still gleaming. Just... larger.
Her magic stirred. Close to the surface. Not calm. Not content. Just waiting. A quiet breath before violence.
Rosalind rose to her feet.
Her body ached. Her mouth tasted like ash and heat and memory. Her mind was scorched—like her Occlumency shield had been welded into place rather than built.
But she was standing.
She took a step forward. Not hesitant. Not afraid.
It was only her now. Her mind. Her will. Her magic.
And she would not break. Not now. Not ever.
She met the Guardian’s gaze—if it had eyes.
Her magic bared its teeth.
She stepped into the fight.
-.-
Tom sat back on the hotel sofa, expression blank, as Daphne Thorne rode his cock and moaned like it was the best fuck of her life.
Her hips moved with a practiced rhythm. Her fingers clawed at his shoulders like she thought it helped.
It didn’t.
His hands rested lightly on her sharp hipbones—bones, really. That’s what it felt like. Like fucking a skeleton that wouldn’t shut up.
The liquor hadn’t helped. How many glasses in and he still felt every second of it. The dull, repetitive friction. The heat of her breath. The smell of perfume. The sound of her wet, gasping praise.
“You’re so fucking hot,” she purred at him. “ Fuck me so good. You like older women, don’t you, baby? Let me teach you a thing or two.”
He closed his eyes and tried to imagine he was fucking someone less revolting.
Druella, maybe. That little Slytherin princess Honoria Travers. Hell, even Nicasia. Anyone but her .
Anyone but Rosalind.
But her name pulsed behind his eyes anyway. The thing in his chest itched—worse now. Restless. Like it was insulted that it even had to sit through this charade.
Daphne came with a sharp cry, body clenching around him like she thought he might be close.
He wasn’t. He couldn’t even feel his own body anymore. Just the burn in his chest and the sweat on her skin. Not his. Hers.
He shifted just enough to unseat her. She slid off with a laugh and reached for her cigarette, smoldering in the ashtray.
Tom stood, refastening his trousers, tucking his softening cock away.
“You didn’t finish,” she said, still breathless. Maybe even pleased. “Was I too fast for you?”
He didn’t answer. Just stepped to the bar and poured himself another drink.
She laughed again. “Oh, I get it. You’re one of those. Cold. Controlled. Saving it for the girl who actually matters.”
He took a long drink of the scotch and then lit a cigarette.
Daphne’s ridiculous perfume was still in his mouth.
She rolled onto her side, bare and smug. “The Frame’s in my bag,” she said. “You want it, don’t you?”
He looked at her—flat, unimpressed—then pulled on his shirt and stepped into his shoes.
“I want what I came for.”
She rose and walked naked across the room, hips swinging. From her bag, she withdrew a silk-wrapped object that hummed in the air between them.
He reached for it.
He felt more for the cursed iron in his hands than he’d felt the entire time he fucked her.
She watched him with glittering eyes.
“How’s it feel being my whore?” she asked. “Just for a worthless piece of silver?”
Tom didn’t blink.
“It’s not silver,” he said. “It’s cursed iron. Seventeenth century. You should’ve known that.”
He turned toward the door, grabbing his coat on the way.
“You’re welcome,” she called after him, her voice thin and gleeful. “You’ll dream of me.”
He paused and looked back for just a second.
Her mouth was too wide. Her laugh too practiced. But in this light—just for a moment—she almost looked like Rosalind.
“I won’t.”
And then he left.
-.-
Rosalind stepped into the night, shirt in ribbons, a gash on her thigh still knitting closed.
The stars spun overhead. She pulled Tom’s sleek little cigarette case from her pocket and chose one with bloodied fingers.
Then she placed it between her lips and smiled.
-.-
It was nearly four in the morning by the time Tom and Leo took the Floo back to Hogsmeade and Apparated beyond the wards. Frost had settled over the grass.
The Frame pulsed once in his hand—alive and waiting.
He and Leo parted without a word.
Tom turned toward the Defense Tower alone, pulled by something deeper. Older. The thread in his chest yanked taut.
He descended into the Undercroft and threw open the door.
She Apparated before he crossed the threshold.
Not stepped. Not arrived.
Appeared. Nobody could Apparate in Hogwarts. Except Rosalind fucking Sallow.
And she was glowing.
Not like yesterday. Not the soft pulse in the library. Not the silver flare of temper in the corridor.
This was radiance.
Blue and silver light leaked from her skin—divine, primeval, wrong. Her eyes burned with it. Her hair lifted in its current. She looked holy. Touched. Tainted. Blessed.
Like a goddess he had conjured. One that broke through the veil to find him.
The magic in his chest surged. Clawed and cried out.
She looked at him—ageless and bright and holy.
And softly said, “Hello, Tom.”
Notes:
that is what we call: THE TRIAL OF THE MIND. selene said rosalind would have her brain scraped. hopefully that is what it felt like. i got very sentimental writing the cinema occlumency shield scene. like that's my baby girl :')
how ironic that rosalind is building her shields and fighting off mind attacks while tom is fucking a random to get a greenshields object that might let him watch her whenever he wants........ but it wouldn't be a tom riddle fic if he was normal <3
thanks for your patience for this chapter! I got sick last week and as you can imagine, this was a doozy to edit. i drafted it almost a month ago and when I got to editing it, my brain HURRRTTTT.
I'm usually 2-3 chapters ahead (which is why we update every 5 days). but I'm no longer ahead. maybe a half a chapter. my plan is to trash draft 2-3 chapters over the next week and then we can get back to our old update schedule. we'll see. i'd say expect updates once a week right now.
good news is I've got the rest of book 1 (lmao) outlined. we're halfway!!
let me know your thoughts in the comments! I especially love your feedback when I write these big swing chapters!!
Chapter 24: Velvet and Ash
Chapter Text
“Smoke?”
Rosalind unzipped the little chest pocket of her shirt. Well, what was left of it. The fabric hung in ribbons. Filthy, sliced open in half a dozen places. She could feel blood trickling down her side, though it didn’t hurt.
Mostly, she felt unmoored. Light. Like she wasn’t fully in her body.
Her mind buzzed—scraped raw but oddly clear, like something had burned through all the clutter. A low, throbbing headache echoed behind her eyes. Manageable. The kind of pain ancient magic could numb in a breath.
Across the room, Tom stood in the doorway, frozen just past the threshold. He was looking at her like he might draw his wand and hex her straight into the wall.
It would’ve been a mistake.
She hadn’t come down yet from the second trial. Ancient magic still pulsed viscously beneath her skin. It hadn’t settled. It was alive. Ravenous.
If there was ever a moment she could beat Tom Riddle in a duel, it was now.
He didn’t speak. Just shut the door behind him with a quiet click and crossed to the little shelf near the back wall. He set something down—small, square, wrapped in silk. Then he shrugged off his coat, long and dark and beautiful, and laid it over the nearby crate with precise care.
When he turned again, his expression had changed. Softened slightly, though the sharpness still lingered around his mouth and eyes. The threat hadn’t left him.
He’d been out. Really out—not just lurking in the Slytherin common room or combing through some dusty library wing. His cheeks were kissed faintly pink from the wind; the tips of his ears, flushed. His black sweater and crisp white shirt looked carefully composed, but his shoes were scuffed and damp. There was grit clinging to the soles, little flecks of dirt and gravel from somewhere beyond the castle.
Somewhere she hadn’t been.
Where? she thought.
He didn’t say. Just watched her.
His gaze dragged over her slowly. Completely. The wreckage of her shirt. The drying blood on her arms. The wild looseness of her hair, fallen from its tie. He hadn’t taken more than three steps into the room, but it felt like he was already close. Like gravity had decided it for them.
“No?” she said, amused. Testing. She flipped open his cigarette case with one hand. The metal was cool, familiar, comforting. Her fingers, strangely steady, plucked the final one from its slot and slipped it between her lips.
Pity. She loved those cigarettes.
She didn’t bother reaching for her wand. Just pressed her thumb and forefinger together. Flame bloomed instantly—blue and fierce, licking at the air.
She lit the tip and inhaled.
The smoke hit the back of her throat—sharp, reckless, impossible to resist. Like Tom.
She was out of her fucking mind.
It was almost funny.
He had no idea how much she’d thought about him tonight. How fully he’d occupied her. That only hours ago, she’d watched a fantasy reel of him in her mind—fucking her into this very floor, her body all heat and surrender.
She smirked and blew smoke into his face.
He only stepped closer. His eyes flicked down her body unapologetically. And back up again.
“I’ve never heard you so quiet—” she began dryly.
But he was already moving.
Before she could react, he plucked the cigarette from her fingers and pulled her forward by the hips.
And then—they were kissing.
His mouth was hot and reckless, all teeth and tongue. The violence of it sent her breath away. Their lips collided like they were fighting, not kissing.
He groaned softly into her mouth.
She moaned in response, dizzy, her fingers knotting in the collar of his shirt. He tasted like scotch and smoke. She opened to him without hesitation, and he took her—tongue bruising, mouth punishing.
His grip tightened around her waist—firm, possessive, like he wanted to leave fingerprints on her skin. In his other hand, he still held the cigarette. Smoke curled behind her head, framing the moment like a painting set on fire.
Rosalind slid her hands to the back of his neck, fingers tangling in the nape of his hair. She pulled him closer, like she might fuse their mouths together, anchor herself with his body. As if she could get closer still.
He didn’t stop. He kissed her deeper. Harder. Like if he could unhinge his jaw, he’d swallow her whole.
She let him.
She rose onto her toes, pressing her chest to his. Her magic stirred beneath her skin, twisting, sparking, searching. She let it. Let it burn. Let it mask everything else. The trial. The magic. The humiliation of standing before that artificial version of her grandmother.
She let it go.
Tom moved them backward without breaking the kiss. His hands guided her step by step until the backs of her thighs hit the desk. She didn’t resist.
When he pulled away, both of them were breathless.
He still held the cigarette between two fingers, the ash trailing dangerously long. His eyes were glassy with want.
Rosalind reached for the cigarette and slipped it between her lips. She inhaled slowly. Her chest heaved like she’d just flown a hundred laps.
Tom watched her.
Then, low and certain, he said, “I’m going to get you off now, Sallow.”
She stopped thinking.
Whatever thoughts had survived up to that point disappeared. Vanished like smoke.
She nodded once, grimacing faintly around the cigarette.
“Fuck,” she muttered.
He smiled. It was a dangerous kind of smile, the kind that said watch what I do next.
He pulled off his sweater in a single movement. Folded it once and set it on the crate beside the desk.
Then he turned back to her.
And time seemed to slow.
He rolled the sleeves of his white shirt up to the elbows. Undid the top two buttons. His gaze never left hers.
And then, he sank to his haunches in front of her.
He untied her left boot first, loosening the laces with maddening patience. Then he peeled the leather down, and with it, the stocking.
He glanced up. His eyes were molten. Whiskey dark, pupils blown wide.
Then he did the same to the right.
His fingers moved with intention—deft, dragging, indulgent. Like he was both savoring her and punishing her with the pace of it. Like he’d waited for this.
Now that he had her, he wasn’t going to rush.
Rosalind’s lungs stuttered. Her breath came shallow. She tried to regulate it— in, out —but nothing about this felt manageable.
Not him.
Not her magic.
Not this moment.
Smoke curled from her lips as her fingers gripped the edge of the desk like it might keep her from shaking.
Her pulse pounded. Her thighs tensed. Heat prickled up her spine like a warning, but she pretended not to notice.
Tom’s hands slid up her legs, mapping the shape of her: calves, knees, thighs—until he stopped at her waistband.
She felt everything. Every inch. Every shift of air, every twitch in his fingers.
When he looked up at her again, he wore that awful little smirk. The one that always came before the ruin. Before Bacchanalia. Before the prefect’s baths. Before he broke her just to see how she’d put herself back together.
Then he reached for the laces of her trousers.
His thumbs brushed her stomach as he parted the front. His knuckles grazed her hips, and she drew in a hot breath. Not smoke this time—flame.
He peeled the trousers from her legs and let them fall. Her knickers were plain. Black. Practical.
Yet Tom looked at them like they were the most obscene thing he’d ever seen.
“Fucking hell,” he muttered, quiet and gutted.
She felt it—his stare—between her legs like a hand. Her skin flushed. Her breath stuttered.
Power shifted back to her.
He stood. Then shoved her back onto the desk. Not rough, just enough. Reclaiming his own.
Her elbows caught her weight. The cigarette stayed between her fingers.
He leaned over her. Hands on either side of her ribs. Mouth close to hers. That same look. Wild. Focused. A little unholy. She’d seen it before. When he was about to master something no one else could.
His breath warmed her cheek.
Without a word, he took the cigarette from her hand and brought it to his lips. He dragged from it, long and unblinking.
He exhaled between them, then passed it back. Their fingers touched. His jaw twitched. Her jaw locked.
Rosalind moved fast, yanking at the buttons of her shirt, cursing them under her breath. The fabric was already ruined: torn, sweat-slick, clinging in all the wrong places.
He let her struggle. Let her curse. Smiled like he was watching a performance meant just for him.
Then, he reached up, grabbed both sides of her shirt, and tore it down the middle.
She didn’t flinch. Just smirked.
He smirked back. Shifted the cigarette between her hands and slid the ruined shirt from her arms.
She reached behind and undid her bra. The straps slipped down slowly, catching once at her elbows. She tugged it free and let it drop.
She didn’t speak. Didn’t try to hide.
His eyes moved like he was committing her to memory. The curve of her breasts. Her stomach. Her hips. Her knickers, still in place.
She flushed in answer. She was nearly naked now.
His pupils were black.
“Rosalind,” he said. Wrecked.
He exhaled, sharp and shallow. His hands hovered at her hips.
Then he bent and kissed the skin just below her nipple. His mouth was warm. Then his teeth grazed her, bit gently, and she gasped.
He didn’t pause. He kissed lower. Down her stomach. Her navel. Her hips. Down to the edge of her knickers.
And then he knelt.
Just like that.
Tom Riddle. On his knees.
She nearly came from the sight alone.
He pulled her thighs around his shoulders, and Rosalind gasped.
It felt like surrender. Hers, his—who cared. Tom Riddle didn’t kneel for anyone. And yet here he was. Between her legs. Not to beg, but to take.
His mouth met the bruised inside of her thigh and kissed it slowly, like she was a spell he needed to get just right. Every inch he claimed was a small victory.
Another kiss. Then another. Each one higher. Harder. Hungrier.
His hands slipped beneath her legs, gripping the backs firmly, spreading her open. There was no room to resist him. No thought of it.
It was profane.
Rosalind had never been so fucking wet in her entire life.
He climbed her with his mouth—hipbone, lower stomach, the edge of her knickers—until his nose brushed the fabric and she choked on a gasp.
Then he kissed her through the cotton. His teeth tugged gently, bunching the fabric.
Her hips bucked. She couldn’t stop them. The pressure was immediate. Aching. Her ancient magic flailed out of her, silver-blue tendrils exploding into the room.
Tom moaned into her. A raw, guttural sound. As if her body had cracked him open.
She reached for the desk, the cigarette still between her lips, the smoke burning in her throat. Her mind scrambled. Magic shattered its cage.
She couldn’t even swear properly. Just mouthed nonsense. Just burned.
He didn’t pause.
He mouthed at her again, long, open kisses through the damp cotton that made her dizzy.
Her hand dropped to his head. She gripped him by the hair, desperate for contact. Needing to anchor herself to something.
“Off,” she whispered, breath breaking. “Take them off—”
He looked up at her. Calm. Eyes half-lidded.
“So impatient,” he murmured against her. “Do you want it that badly?”
She yanked his hair hard enough to make him grunt. “Get them off, or I swear—”
He bit her through the fabric. Sharp enough to make her cry out.
“I was going to make you beg,” he said. Then he smiled, crooked and unkind, and slid his fingers beneath the waistband.
He peeled the black cotton down slowly over her thighs, smoothly along her calves, and let it fall to the floor.
He stayed crouched. Watching.
Rosalind’s heart hammered in her chest. Her magic surged again, wild and hungry, begging to be spent.
She brought the cigarette to her lips. Inhaled. She needed the ritual. The edge.
They breathed together.
Tom. Eyes locked on her cunt like he’d found a secret meant only for him.
He guided her thighs back over his shoulders, slid his hands up until they gripped her ass, and squeezed. Hard.
And then he leaned in.
His tongue dragged up her center in one long, relentless stroke.
Her head tipped back. Her toes curled. The magic roared in her skull. It was too much too soon, and yet–
Thought was gone.
Her whole body jolted. Hands slammed against the desk. She felt it all at once—his mouth, the heat, the ancient magic tearing down her spine like it had claws.
He licked her again. One long stroke, then a fierce, focused suck at her clit. She lurched, but his grip held her firm.
“You like that?” he said, voice muffled, nose pressed to her.
Another suck. Harder. Hungrier. Like he meant to drag the orgasm out of her whether she let him or not.
Rosalind gasped, lungs clawing for air. Fucking hell.
“You’re going to come on my tongue,” he said again.
Rosalind’s head swam. If he kept talking, she was going to lose it.
Her hand flew to his hair. Fingers tangled deep. She held him there, made sure he couldn't move, couldn’t stop.
Tom groaned like he was the one coming. Like the taste of her wrecked him.
She bucked against his mouth, helpless. “Oh, Tom—”
He stilled. Just for a beat. His mouth still on her, eyes lifting. He smiled against her. And kept going.
It didn’t take long. His tongue found a rhythm that made her hips writhe. She cried out, strangled and wild, when his hands slid up her body and cupped her breasts. He squeezed hard, then rolled both nipples between his thumbs and forefingers.
“Fuck,” she gasped.
Her back arched. One hand still fisted his hair. The other—the one holding the cigarette—trembled. She stared at the burning end like it didn’t belong.
Then she dropped it. It hit the stone floor. She speared it with ancient magic. A hiss. A spark. Gone.
And then his hand was on her stomach.
Lower.
His fingers brushed her clit—and she jerked, gasping—but he didn’t ease up. He stayed exactly where he was. Mouth still working. Pressure rising.
Then, without warning, he pulled back just enough to look.
One finger slid between her folds, slick with spit and heat, and pushed inside.
Rosalind moaned again. Her magic exploded in every direction, silver-blue light cracking across the floor.
Her thighs fell open wider. She couldn’t stop them. Couldn’t stop shaking as he curled his finger with terrifying precision. He didn’t hesitate. Just started to pump. Slow. Deep. Like he wanted to ruin her from the inside out.
“So fucking—” Tom muttered, but never finished. He dove back in, tongue lashing her clit while his hand worked below, moaning like he needed it more than she did.
It was too much. His mouth and fingers. That fucking voice.
Nothing else had ever felt like this. Not Alfie. Not the others. Not even the magic alone.
She shook. She gasped. Her hands clawed at the desk for something to hold.
This wasn’t pleasure. It wasn’t release.
It was annihilation.
And she wanted it. Needed it.
She could die like this. And it would be worth it.
Rosalind was shaking like the Mirrorleaf. Every nerve in her body buzzed with electricity. Her breath caught high in her chest. His tongue moved with precision, and his finger curled inside her, stretching her open.
“I’m going to—” she gasped. Her chest rose. “Tom—I—”
She was breaking. Splintering.
Had she ever come this fast before? Had anything ever felt this good?
Was she a fool, unraveling like this—for him? No, it didn’t matter–
The orgasm hit.
She screamed. Her head snapped back. Her spine arched off the desk.
Magic burst from her body in a blinding wave of silver-blue. It cracked through the Undercroft like lightning.
Tom moaned into her, ravenous, as if her pleasure had broken something loose in him.
And it didn’t stop.
Pleasure surged through her in wave after brutal wave, dragging her under. It hollowed her out, filled her again, made her molten.
Her brain scattered. Words flickered in her mind—gone before they formed.
Heat. Tongue. Light. Her name. His name.
She couldn’t think. Couldn’t stop. Didn’t know where she ended and the magic began. Didn’t want to.
She floated. Sank. Shook. And still, her body kept going. Fuck–she was still coming.
The walls trembled around them.
Her legs began to spasm. Her back seized. She clung to the edge of the desk like it might stop her from flying apart.
And then—
Rosalind collapsed.
Tom’s hands lingered at her thighs, gripping hard. She felt his breath against her, warm and ragged, like he couldn’t let go. Like he couldn’t stop tasting her.
Then he kissed her once more. Hard. Possessive. A final stamp of something.
Only then did he rise to his feet.
Her vision swam. Her limbs wouldn’t obey her. Her thighs were slick with spit, with magic, with the mess of it all.
He stood over her. His face was glistening with her. He looked at her like he wasn’t sure if he wanted to kiss her or fall to his knees again.
“Where’s the cigarette?” he rasped.
His voice was wrecked. His mouth still wet.
Rosalind didn’t answer right away. She just stared. Her lungs dragged in air like she’d been drowning.
At last, she said, “You don’t need it.”
She pushed herself up on one elbow.
He looked wild. Flushed. Completely undone. Something in him was slipping—cracked open by her. Maybe it was triumph. Maybe it was desperation.
She didn’t care.
It was unbearably hot.
She needed him now. Inside her. She needed the weight of him, the stretch, the breaking. If this was what his mouth could do, she had to know what came next.
She stared at him, dazed, clutching at his shirt. “How the fuck do you know how to do that?”
Tom just smiled. “I’m a quick study.”
The room had fallen quiet. Only the sound of her ragged breath remained. Her body still trembled. Her cunt throbbed. He stood there, disheveled and divine, gleaming with the proof of her.
Beneath his collarbone, she felt it. Her magic. Still lodged inside him. Still awake. Still calling to hers like it wanted more.
She could have kissed him senseless. Could have torn him open.
Instead, her hands slid down his chest. She found his belt. One palm pressed over the hard shape beneath it.
He grunted, guttural.
She smiled.
His lips hovered inches from hers. His breath hit her cheek, hot and unsteady. His face was still wet with her.
Her hands slid to the waistband of his trousers.
She was about to speak. Something stupid. Something true. Something that might be her ruin.
Then she smelled it.
And the moment shattered like glass.
Powder.
Rosalind froze. His hands stilled on her waist.
She inhaled again.
Floral. Powdery. Vanilla. Sweetness that didn’t belong to her.
It clung to his collar. His cuffs. His skin.
Velvet Dreams.
Mid-shelf. Ubiquitous. The kind of perfume you found at a High Street counter and stopped smelling five seconds later.
Nothing like the French perfume she wore.
It was cheap. And it was not hers.
Her fingers slipped from his shirt. The heat between them broke. Cold rushed in. She leaned in slightly. It was on his throat, too.
Her jaw locked. Her vision narrowed.
She looked up at him—naked, still shaking—and saw it. Someone else had touched him. Marked him. Desecrated him.
The fury took shape in her lungs before she could breathe it out. Cold, exacting rage.
“I could flay you,” she said.
Tom didn’t move. He didn’t speak. Just stilled. Like he was waiting for her to make the first cut.
She watched his eyes. Watched the shift. Like his pupils were his tell. Of course. He was going to make it worse.
“You fucked someone,” she said.
“Yes,” he said. Calm.
Her hands shook as they fell to her sides. From anger. From disbelief. From the fucking gall of him.
“Who?”
Tom didn’t move. He was still between her legs, his cock still hard, pressing against her thigh like nothing had changed.
“No one,” he said.
Her stomach flipped. “A girl at school?” Her voice was tight. “Fucking Nicasia?”
“No.” He looked at her. “An older woman. Hotel in Edinburgh.”
She leaned back. His hands stayed on her waist. He didn’t apologize.
“She was awful,” he said.
Then he leaned in. His mouth brushed her shoulder.
“It was like fucking ash.”
She didn’t blink.
If he thought that would help, he was an idiot. Whatever was in her chest twisted hard. Anger or grief. It didn’t matter.
He hadn’t just fucked someone else. He’d done it while her magic lived in him.
She could feel it still—faint and pulsing. As if it hadn’t noticed he’d betrayed her.
“You wouldn’t let me fuck you,” he said, kissing a path up her neck. “So I found someone I wouldn’t want to fuck.”
Her body jolted. Magic burst outward. The desk groaned under the weight of it.
He stood upright again.
She stared at him, lips parted, breath ragged.
“Don’t you fucking act like this is my fault,” she snapped. “Like I made you fuck someone you—what? Didn’t want to?”
“Of course it’s your fault,” he snarled. “You put it there.”
Her vision blurred with rage. She could barely see him through it.
“You won’t dump your little boyfriend,” he said, voice quieter now. “But you wear me around like a fucking badge.”
That did it.
She shrieked—wordless, feral—and shoved him hard. He didn’t move. But she was already off the desk, stumbling for her clothes.
The tether between them snapped taut. Furious. Alive. Like it resented the space between their bodies.
He didn’t reach for her. Just watched—like he knew what was coming, and wanted to feel it burn.
She yanked her trousers up over her trembling thighs, fingers fumbling with the ties.
“I would’ve fucked you,” she spat. “If you’d had the spine to wait.”
Tom laughed. Incredulous. Brutal.
“Another day? A month?”
Rosalind didn’t answer, just furiously began lacing the trousers at her waist.
“You smoke my cigarettes in front of everyone. Flirt in corridors. Then disappear when I touch you. Tell me what I’m supposed to make of that.”
She whirled on him. “I’m not toying with you, Tom.”
Tom opened his mouth, ready to say more, but stilled.
“You’re sparking again,” he said, almost amused. “You always look your best when you’re considering murder.”
Rosalind glanced down. He was right. Ancient magic crackled along her arms, curled around her fingers like claws. She was seconds from combustion.
“Didn’t I threaten to flay you a few minutes ago?” she said.
“Hm,” he replied.
“Maybe I’ll kill her too,” she said, slowly smiling. “Carve my name into her throat. Maybe then it’ll stop itching.”
Tom didn’t flinch.
“Don’t bother,” he said. “I’ll do it for you.”
Simple. Like offering to make tea. And it hit her: he really didn’t care about this woman he fucked. He hadn’t lied.
He really thought fucking someone else would fix it. Thought control might feel like relief.
And he really would kill her if Rosalind asked.
Fucking hell.
It made her feel horrible—and wonderful—all at once.
“Fine,” she said. “You kill her. Come back to me, and I’ll jerk you off.”
The words didn’t just land—they cut. She watched his eyes darken. Desire and cruelty tangled in the space between them like smoke catching fire.
“Don’t tease me, darling,” he said. His voice was low and soft. Sensual.
He stepped closer and caught her chin in his hand.
“You think murder only earns a handjob?” His grip tightened slightly. His mouth curved like it was remembering how she tasted. “That buys me your mouth. Minimum.”
His lips brushed hers again. She kissed him back for half a second before her thoughts returned.
“You’re foul,” she said, and shoved him hard in the chest.
He didn’t budge.
“So that makes it okay?” she snapped. “You fuck someone else—then come here to fuck me? Because I haven’t dumped Alfie yet? I told you I would. I just don’t exactly see him every day.”
“Owls exist,” Tom said flatly.
“What do you want from me?” Her voice cracked. “To call you my boyfriend? Hold your hand in the corridor? Let you tuck me in at night?”
Tom’s hand was on her face again. Like he couldn’t keep away, this time he brushed a strand of hair behind her ear.
“I’ll be your boyfriend, baby.” It sounded like a joke, but he wasn’t joking. “Is that what you want to hear?”
Yes.
“No,” she lied.
His hand slid around to the back of her neck. He didn’t pull her closer. Just held her there, steady.
“If it makes you feel better,” he said, “the second I touched her, I knew it was useless. She could’ve been Hedy fucking Lamarr and it wouldn’t have mattered. I still wouldn’t have come.”
She believed him.
He wasn’t lying. Not tonight.
“It doesn’t,” she said.
It was another lie. She didn’t know how to stop lying.
“No one else will do,” he said.
Her chest ached. Her vision blurred. She didn’t know if she wanted to cry or scream or set him on fire.
“You know,” she said, head tilting slightly, “I’m noticing a pattern.”
He raised an eyebrow.
“You’re an apocalyptic prick when you don’t get off. What’s next? I leave, and you hex the next poor bastard who looks at you wrong?”
“Maybe,” he said.
A hint of a smile flickered on his mouth. The glint of chaos. He liked the idea. Her rage. The destruction it might bring.
“And if I went and fucked someone else?” she asked. She shoved his hand off her.
Tom didn’t blink.
“Then you’d have their blood on your hands,” he said. “Because I’d kill anyone who touched you.”
She went still.
His hand lifted again, and traced up the line of her ribs. He didn’t speak. Didn’t smirk. Just touched her like he already knew this part of her. Like it was a familiar path. Confirmation of some kind of truth that she refused to speak out loud.
Her breath hitched.
“And then there’s the matter,” he said, voice dropping lower, “of this—”
He didn’t move. But Rosalind felt it. Something inside her ribs pulled tight, like a tether yanked hard by the spine.
Her knees buckled. She fell into his chest.
His arms caught her. One wrapped around her back. The other slid lower, gripping her ass.
His mouth grazed her neck.
“It’s in me,” he muttered. “Your magic. I feel it all the time. Day and night. That thing you left in my chest.”
She almost collapsed. Her body knew his hands. Knew his voice like a spell.
“I can make it sweet,” he whispered. “If that’s what you want. I can make it slow and sweet and tender.”
His lips brushed her ear. His teeth caught the diamond stud.
“Or,” he said, quieter now, “you could let me bend you over that desk. Or push you against the wall. Like you already belong to me.”
She couldn’t breathe. Her body leaned into him, caught in the lie.
“I’m not yours,” she said. A flimsy defense.
He didn’t answer. Just exhaled. Then gave a short, low laugh.
The tether between them snapped tighter. She felt it in her teeth.
Her mind rebelled. Her hands began to shake.
“You’re so fucking possessive—”
She shoved him off and dropped to the floor, snatching her bra with shaking fingers.
“I’m not fucking you tonight,” she said.
Tom didn’t move.
“Fine,” he said.
Calm as a curse. Cold as a promise.
He stayed exactly where he was, arms at his sides, gaze fixed on her.
The silence held, coiling between them like something waiting to snap.
Rosalind could feel it—how the air had changed.
How he was recalibrating, adjusting the game board, deciding how and when to strike.
“Then we’ll talk,” he said.
She glanced up. His eyes had sharpened. Clear, focused. Cutting past whatever mess they’d just made. And aiming straight for the truth.
Like he already knew she was about to lie—and he wanted to hear it anyway, just to see how she'd do it.
“I’m leaving,” she said, shaking her head.
“Where were you tonight?”
She whipped around. “Oh, now we’re asking questions?”
Her magic flared at her fingertips.
“What the fuck were you doing in Edinburgh?”
Tom said nothing.
Rosalind’s defiance came flooding back.
“I was somewhere else. Somewhere you can’t reach.”
Tom ran his face along the sleeve of his shirt, drying his face finally . Smearing her across him. A final mark before the next interrogation.
“Ancient magic, then?” he said. “You’re stronger.”
“Yes,” she replied, brushing past him toward her boots.
She bent to lace them, fingers tight and twitching, the silence behind her settling like ash. This part—this quiet after, the interrogation that always came next—it was starting to feel like muscle memory.
Get off, get dressed, get questioned.
“Where, Rosalind?” he asked, voice clipped. His patience was already wearing thin.
She straightened slowly. He was always worse like this—when he didn’t get what he wanted. Meaner. Sharper. Like something rabid under his skin finally broke loose.
Or maybe this was the real Tom Riddle: not the golden boy, not the Head Boy. Just the version that surfaced when power slipped from his grip.
All that brilliance. All that promise. And not a single drop of blood left in his brain. It all went to his–
“I’m not telling you,” she said, spinning to face him.
“Why not?” His voice had flattened—emotionless now. He could pretend not to care, but she knew that tone. He was already scheming his next move. Already planning how to rip it out of her anyway.
“Because I said so.”
He tilted his head, the motion small, calculated.
“I told you I’d help you.”
“I didn’t ask for help.”
“You need it.”
She squared her shoulders. The boots were laced. Her arms folded tightly across her chest. Magic still shimmered at her fingertips—silver-blue tendrils curling lazily, like smoke unsure if it meant to smother or spark.
“I’ve got more power than I know what to do with,” she said coolly. “What exactly do you think you can offer me?”
He didn’t blink. “Control.”
The word cracked between them.
“Why?” she asked, though she already knew.
Tom took a single step forward.
“Because you’re always one flick, one flare, one snap away from destruction. And you know it.”
Rosalind stayed where she was—tension coiled in her spine, her magic still alive beneath her skin, waiting to strike.
Then, slowly, she opened her hand.
Ancient magic poured from her palm—not flickering, not fizzling. Surging. In a breath, it solidified into a dagger—silver-blue, sharp and humming with heat. It hissed as it formed, folding in on itself with clean precision, until it looked less conjured, more forged—like something hammered into shape by a goblin.
After the first trial, she’d made a flower.
This time, she made a weapon.
Tom’s eyes widened.
The blade was simple. No flourishes. No dramatic edges. Just a smooth hilt and a terrible gleam. No poetry—only because she didn’t dare push herself further.
But she would’ve made him a diamond-encrusted dagger if he’d have asked. She would’ve toppled regimes for him if it meant his head between her legs like that every day.
She held her breath, banishing the thought.
Please don’t vanish.
It didn’t.
She tightened her grip. Let her chin lift, just slightly, like she’d always known it would work. But her heart betrayed her, thudding loudly in her chest, impossible to ignore.
She didn’t offer it. Not yet. Let him want it. Let him look.
Just this once, she wanted to know what it felt like to be the weapon in someone else’s hand.
Tom stepped closer, gaze fixed on the blade. His hand lifted carefully, as if he meant to test its edge with nothing but the pad of his finger.
It held.
No flicker. No falter. Just power—real and raw and hers.
Tom said nothing. Just stared, like he was seeing something holy. Or dangerous.
“Take it,” she said. “I made it for you. Just don’t stab me with it.”
Their fingers brushed as he took it. For a moment, the magic hummed between them. A shared secret they were only just starting to say aloud.
He stepped back. Turned the dagger over in his hands, testing its weight, the shape of it. Then, without a word, he raised his wand and tapped the hilt.
The blade dissolved instantly, vanishing into a swirl of silvery-blue vapor.
Rosalind lunged forward. “You absolute bastard—”
“Not bad,” he interrupted. “But not good enough.”
Her jaw dropped. “You don’t even know what it was —”
“I do,” he said smoothly. That familiar lilt was creeping back in, smug and satisfied. “I read Miriam Fig’s journal, remember? I know what you are. I’ve been waiting to see when you’d finally stop pretending you weren’t.”
“You said it was speculation—”
“Rosalind.” He tilted his head, just slightly, and his voice dipped into something just shy of cruel. “I lied. I wanted to see if you’d read it.”
She stared at him.
“You lied to me. Again. Just to see if I’d pass one of your little tests?” Her laugh was dry and humorless. “You’re so fucking smug when you think you’ve won.”
“Yes,” Tom said, simply. Like it had never been in question.
She took a step forward, eyes blazing. “What am I to you, Tom? A fucking puzzle? A locked cabinet? Something you poke at until it snaps open?”
“No,” he said, his tone clipped. “You’re a vault. I want to know what’s inside.”
He had no idea. None. Rosalind felt her Occlumency shield shimmer brightly in her head.
“You’ll never get in.”
“Is that a clue?”
“Maybe,” she muttered, teeth bared. “Fuck you, by the way. Just needed that on the record.”
“You already let me in,” he said, tapping his chest. “What’s a few more secrets between friends?”
That shut her up—for a moment. Her jaw tightened. She hadn’t realized how close they were again. When had that happened? His breath was soft and warm on her cheekbone.
“I’m not telling you anything,” she said. Her palm tingled. The magic wanted to speak again. She bit it back.
Tom’s fingers drifted along her forearm, catching in the shimmer of her magic. The movement was slow. Almost tender. It shouldn’t have felt good—but it did. Like someone smoothing sand, like an instrument being tuned.
“You don’t get to hide anymore,” he said. “I know you leave the castle. I know you disappear for hours. I know you let it in. Take more of it. Feed it. Whatever it is you’re doing out there.”
He took a breath, voice darkening.
“But there’s something missing.”
Her mouth twisted. “Missing?”
“Yes,” he said, quieter now. “The origin. The why. The bloodline of it all. Does your father have ancient magic?”
She didn’t know why she answered. But she shook her head.
“Your brother?”
“Of course not. And stay away from him, by the way.”
Tom gave her a look—half offense, half boredom—that said I’ll do what I want, and What would I want with your kid brother anyway?
Her gaze caught on his cuff. It had come undone—slipping halfway toward his wrist, wrinkled and out of place. Without thinking, she reached for it, folded it neatly.
Tom didn’t move. Just watched her.
She realized what she was doing too late and dropped her hand like it burned.
He smiled, faintly. “So just you and Selene?”
“That I know of.”
“How did she figure it out? Was her grandmother like you? Or did she teach herself?” He paused. “There’s a pattern to it, you know. Even if you’re clumsy about it.”
“Tom,” she warned tightly.
He didn’t stop. “You leave. You come back stronger. It’s not like the nights you skulk around the castle—this is different. You Apparated straight into the Undercroft tonight. No one can do that.”
His eyes locked on hers. His collar was still askew.
“Except you.”
Rosalind crossed her arms. “So?” she said, coolly. “That’s ancient magic.”
“You have a teacher?” he asked. “Someone you’re meeting?”
“No.”
“Fine,” he said. “So you’re just wandering around the Highlands alone, figuring it out by instinct?”
“Yes,” she said, every word ground through her teeth.
“You’re not meeting with your grandmother?”
That got a laugh. An actual laugh. Rough and bitter.
“No fucking way.”
“You don’t get along?”
“No,” she said, arms folding tighter. She could feel his breath again. They were too close. She didn’t move. “We want different things.”
Why was she still answering him? She should’ve lied. Should’ve said nothing. But it was better to give him pieces on her terms than let him dig them out later.
Why was she still standing here?
He didn’t even need Legilimency. Give him a little proximity and she handed him everything.
“Every surviving record on the Aldertons ends in dead ends. No useful lineage. No prophecy.”
His voice dropped to a murmur. “I want to know why it’s you. Why Rosalind Sallow gets this terrible, unmistakable power.”
“It likes me,” she said.
And the magic stirred. A soft spark bloomed in her palm—curling into shape, velvet and ash, waiting to be seen.
Tom stared at it. “So it’s sentient?”
“Somewhat.”
“It chose you?”
“I don’t know.” Her voice stayed even, but her fingers flexed slightly. “I don’t know the answer to that.”
A pause.
“Was your grandmother adopted?”
She stilled. “Yes. How do you know that?”
“Alderton’s a Muggle surname,” he said, calm as ice. “There’s no magical ancestry.”
The words hung for a beat. Then—
“Magic like this doesn’t come from a mudblood.”
She felt it like a slap. No—worse. Like hearing something rot inside someone she still wanted to touch.
Rosalind’s spine snapped straight. “Don’t you dare fucking say that word.”
She stepped back, like the sound had struck her physically.
“How can you?” Her voice shook. “When you’re Muggle-born?”
Tom blinked. Just once. He didn’t move, but something behind his eyes flared—sharp and furious and cold.
“What gave you that impression?”
“You—you told me you grew up in a Muggle orphanage—”
“I did ,” he hissed. His voice cracked. “Because my witch mother died and left me there.”
Rosalind froze. Her stomach turned.
“What—”
“She named me. Wrapped me in her cloak. Left me at the gates and died,” Tom said, jaw tight, voice thinner now, like it physically hurt to speak the words aloud. “And you think that makes me Muggle-born?”
“I didn’t mean—”
“You think it makes me less .”
His gaze burned into her. Wounded and dangerous.
“You, of all people,” he spat. “Pretty little pureblood princess.”
Her breath caught. “I didn’t say that. I said nothing about less. I just—God, I just didn’t want you to say that word—”
“No?” he snapped. “Then what was that look? That tone?”
He stepped toward her, and her magic flared again, sudden and bright.
“You’re being ridiculous,” she said, her voice rising now. “Me, of all people? I love Muggle films. Muggle literature. Muggle art. Music. I thought we had that in common—”
Her voice broke. She ran both hands through her hair, trying to catch her breath, trying to make sense of the spiraling chaos between them.
“This is insane,” she said. “ We’re insane.”
She swallowed hard, voice dropping low.
“It wouldn’t matter. Not to me. You’re the most powerful wizard in our year. You’re going to do incredible things. Probably awful things, but still—”
She stopped short.
Tom hadn’t moved.
He was staring at her like he didn’t trust himself to speak. Like he might draw his wand just to keep from saying what he really meant.
He stepped forward. Her magic surged between them.
For the first time, she wondered if she should be afraid.
“So what then?” she said, voice tight. “You want to use ancient magic? You can’t. It doesn’t work that way.”
Tom’s expression twisted.
“I’d like to find out for myself,” he said, each word laced with venom. “Because it’s already inside me. You put it there. And you’ll give me more. You always do. You can’t keep your hands—or your magic—to yourself.”
“You want more?” she hissed. Then she grabbed his arm before she could stop herself, and sent a jolt of raw ancient magic straight into him.
She didn’t mean it kindly. It was a strike, not a warning. And it landed exactly where she wanted.
The magic snapped through him like a live wire. Her own fingers stung from it. And still—he didn’t move.
Tom didn’t even fucking flinch .
Any normal person would’ve staggered. Tom just stood there. He looked at her like she’d just told him something important.
“Do it again,” he said. His voice was low and lethal. He sounded like he wasn’t sure if he wanted to fuck her or curse her.
“Yeah?” she whispered. But she didn’t.
He watched her for a moment, then said, “It chose you through blood. But it came to me through you. It doesn’t hurt me, Rosalind.”
He said it like it was true. But the ravenous look in his eyes made her wonder.
Did it not hurt?
Or did he like the way it did?
He turned from her. Just a step. But it felt like something vital had been pulled out between them. The space was wrong. Unnatural. The tether snapped taut behind her breastbone, like a cord strung too tight.
Rosalind inhaled sharply. The silence that followed was worse than anything he could have said.
“I didn’t mean what I said,” she said finally. “About you being Muggle-born. I shouldn’t have assumed.”
She didn’t add because you said a slur. There was no point. The apology wasn’t about justice or forgiveness. It was about control—about calming whatever lived between them before it burned too hot to contain.
Tom didn’t answer.
The silence stretched until she couldn’t take it anymore.
“So that’s it?” she snapped. “You only want me because of the magic?”
He turned. Fully, this time. No mask. No smirk. Just him.
“No,” he said. “I wanted you before I knew what you were. That night at the Ministry. Every time since. The baths.”
Her breath caught—but he didn’t let her speak.
“You were insolent. Dismissive. Like you didn’t see me coming. No one does that to me.” A pause. Then, quieter: “You were radiant, and you didn’t even flinch.”
Her lips parted—but no sound came.
“You’re so fucking haughty,” he said. “Nobody else is stupid enough to speak to me the way you do. I’ve cursed people for less.”
Rosalind exhaled. “You’re certainly… self-possessed.”
“No.” His voice was sharp, almost gutted. “I’m possessed. You made sure of that.”
A long, awful pause.
They were close again. Closer than made sense. Close enough that her magic brushed the inside of his wrist. It was always reaching for him, even when she wasn’t.
“Do you want it back?” he asked.
Rosalind didn’t answer. She couldn’t. The silence between them already said too much.
And so he whispered—low, poisonous, almost tender: “Or do you want to see what it does to me?”
She didn’t breathe.
This was the moment. She could kiss him again. Could press her mouth to his throat and stay there, let the whole thing unravel. Let herself belong to the madness they’d made together.
But he started this game. Or she did. Or maybe it didn’t matter who struck the match. They were both burning now. And she wouldn’t be the one to fold. Not tonight. Not like this.
“I think that’s quite enough of me for one night,” she said lightly—too lightly. Even she could hear the tremor in it.
The tether snapped tight the second she turned. Her breath caught. It didn’t want her to leave.
Neither did he.
She moved anyway. Grabbed her wand and shoved it into the back pocket of her trousers. Her shirt was destroyed—filthy, half-torn. But she sent a bit of ancient magic into it anyway and then slipped it over her shoulders. Her knickers were somewhere on the floor, but she couldn’t even think about those.
Then she saw it, still sitting on the desk.
The cigarette case.
She didn’t ask. Didn’t look at him. Just took it and slipped it into her pocket like she’d been planning to all along. Like it was hers now. Because it was.
Tom let out a breath. Not quite a sigh. Not quite a laugh.
“You know what I can’t stand, Sallow?”
She paused. Turned to face him slowly, already bracing for impact.
“That it’s you,” he said. “It would be easier if it were anyone else.”
The words hit harder than she expected. Her stomach dropped.
“You’re infuriating,” he went on. “Slippery. Addicted to pretending nothing matters. You want me, you need me, and still you twist yourself into knots acting like you don’t.”
She didn’t respond.
So he kept going. His voice sharpened, each word like a knife meant to cut exactly where it would hurt.
“You don’t commit to anything. Not your classes. Not your friends. Not your brother. Not me. You’ve always got one foot out the door.”
He stepped toward her.
“It’s like you think I’ll stop chasing you if you finally give in.”
Another step. His eyes narrowed. Still, she held her ground. Still, she said nothing.
“And you wonder why I fucked Daphne Thorne,” he said suddenly. His voice wasn’t cruel anymore. Just wrecked. Honest in the worst way. Who the fuck was Daphne Thorne?
“You’re driving me insane.”
The words landed with a thud—final, inevitable. Like he hated that he meant them.
He dragged a hand down his face. Not for show. He looked genuinely frayed.
“Either take back the magic you left in my chest,” he said. “Or admit you did it on purpose.”
Rosalind couldn’t speak. Her throat burned. Her jaw locked.
Because he was right—about everything. About her. She did run. She always ran.
And she was going to do it again now.
She looked at him, and for a moment—a terrible, aching moment—almost gave in. She could have crossed the distance between them. Could have kissed him. Could have said it out loud: Yes, I did it. Yes, I meant it.
But that would’ve meant surrendering. Letting him win. Not tonight. Not in this room.
He didn’t deserve it.
Not yet.
So she stepped back. The pain was immediate. The tether between them yanked tight, scraping something raw in her chest.
Her eyes dropped to the shelf by the door—to the silk-wrapped object he’d left there. It pulsed faintly, like it knew her.
She wondered if he meant it as a gift. Or maybe a threat. Or maybe both.
She didn’t reach for it. Didn’t ask. She just turned away. Tonight, she needed space. Even if it was only pretend.
Her hand slipped into her pocket—found the familiar shape of his cigarette case. She flipped it open.
Empty.
She sighed and turned toward him. Her voice came out flat. “You got one more?”
Tom’s brow twitched—surprised, maybe. Or something else. Then: “Come on.”
They walked side by side, close but not touching. The silence between them was molten. She could feel him at her shoulder, wound tight. Her magic kept brushing against his like it couldn’t help itself.
He reached into the inner pocket of his coat and pulled out a single cigarette. Turned. Held it out.
She took it. Their fingers brushed.
Heat sparked low in her spine.
She didn’t light it. Just tucked it behind her ear, letting the weight of it settle.
Their eyes locked.
And for a second—just one—she almost said something else. Something dangerously close to kind. You didn’t have to or You really understand me.
Instead, she nodded once. “Thanks.”
Then she turned. Walked toward the door. Paused at the threshold.
“I’ll talk to you,” she said, quiet but steady, “once I get even.”
He didn’t speak right away. Then—soft, final, unmistakably him: “His blood,” Tom said. “Your hands.”
She didn’t look back.
The door shut behind her, and the tether snapped tight across her spine like a leash pulled to the breaking point.
Notes:
THESE TWO!!!!!!! this was such an insane chapter to write. in so many ways they keep repeating similar patterns - kiss, fight, bite, leave.... but each time they're closer and closer to the truth. i loved the idea of tom weaponizing his truth here, and rosalind lying through her teeth. two people used to no one getting close to them and then having to face this new reality they've settled in.
tom riddle sex god? this is fanfic and so the sex had to be good. but also... tom is a fast learner. and the tether, etc. etc.
i want rosalind to feel complex and messy. she HASN'T dumped alfie. she IS prancing around the castle playing this game with tom. it is genuinely cruel of her to do - even if it's tom riddle and WE know he's a devious bastard.
normal life returns next chapter. we've got the return of some of my favorites -- gwen, parisa, varinia, druella. but we had to live in this chaotic post-tether world with tom and rosalind for a bit first.
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Chapter 25: The Girl in the Mirror
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Gladrags. 11:15 a.m.
Rosalind wasn’t sure she’d ever been prettier.
Not the Christmas Party in that Molyneux gown. Not those dates with Alfie where she wore couture and made herself look like a movie star. No. Here, in Gladrags, standing beneath the big front window with the morning sun cresting in. Just her navy wrap coat, silk stockings, and a soft pink painted mouth.
When she’d gotten dressed back in the dormitory, Gwen—already zipped into a plain green dress—had raised an eyebrow. “You’re wearing that to go shopping?”
Rosalind hadn’t answered. Just tied the belt tighter and smoothed a hand down the front. Because the truth wasn’t that she was wearing anything ridiculous, she was the ridiculous thing. Too pretty for Hogsmeade. A sore thumb in French silk.
Ancient magic made her luminous—Tom’s mouth on her made her glitter like starlight.
But there was a headache behind her eyes that even shopping couldn’t seduce away.
She passed a mirror. If she looked long enough, she could almost believe the girl in the reflection still had a plan. She was trying not to think about last night. Which meant thinking about it constantly.
Parisa was sorting through a rack of satin cocktail dresses with Gwen. It had been a miracle they got Parisa out of the castle today in the first place. Varinia stood a few racks away, riffling through trouser-sets and yapping about Quidditch and needing suits for press between matches when she went professional next year.
She’d never felt less like a schoolgirl. More like something mythic, or monstrous. Gwen and Parisa were talking about exams. Rosalind was thinking about how it felt to damn the Head Boy with ancient magic.
Rosalind was amassing quite the pile of clothes, all carried by the shop girl designated as her personal attendant—Libby Rose, with a wand holster tucked into her pencil skirt to make in-the-moment adjustments to anything Rosalind desired—namely, taking the bust in.
Libby Rose had started with polite helpfulness. She was now visibly sweating.
Rosalind plucked another suit off the rack—olive gabardine, razor-sharp at the shoulders—and draped it over Libby’s outstretched arms without looking. She was already moving on.
She didn’t need any of it. Obviously. But she needed something to do with her hands. If she stopped, she might start crying. Or laughing. Or hexing something. She wasn’t sure which.
A two-piece in ivory linen with gold buttons. A floor-length black skirt with a scandalous slit. A blouse in deep chartreuse with pearl cuffs.
She kept going. Every hanger an act of penance. Or preparation. Or both.
She felt like she might come apart if someone touched her too gently.
She fingered a sharp-shouldered blouse in cream and stopped. The tether tugged faintly, a ghost against her ribs. She took a breath and ignored it.
Libby made a soft, strangled sound as another coat—moss velvet with a dramatic collar—landed in the pile.
Somewhere behind her, Gwen sighed and muttered something about “deep vaults” being a “scourge.” Parisa snorted. Varinia was still talking about herself.
She reached for a pink dress with rhinestone buttons. It was not in her color palette. Tom would hate it. Rosalind hated it. So she started to add it to the pile–
“Someone’s in a mood.”
Varinia appeared, arms stacked with trousers and blouses in various shades of ‘look at me.’
She plucked the pink dress from Rosalind’s hands and held it up.
“Merlin, you’re irresponsible. You’ll never wear this,” she said, already tossing it back onto a display. “How many things in your trunk have the tags still on them?”
Rosalind smiled. “A fair few.”
“Hm, a fair few. That sounds like too many.”
Varinia eyed Rosalind’s pile in Libby’s arms. “Are we coping with something?”
Rosalind didn’t dignify that with an answer. Just poked her fingers into Varinia’s pile and raised her eyebrows.
“Libby,” Rosalind said, turning to the shop girl. “Set both our piles in the dressing rooms, please—trouser suits to Miss Tugwood.”
Libby looked as if she might faint.
But Varinia, shit-eating grin that she had, added her things to Rosalind’s pile on top of the skinny girls’ arms. “Thanks, Libby,” she said.
Then the girl scurried off.
Rosalind returned to the rack—pale lavender, cream, navy. “I need you to train me.”
Varinia blinked. “Come again?”
“Physically,” Rosalind said, folding a silk blouse over one arm. “I need to build strength. My body’s not keeping up.”
Varinia stared at her. “Since when do you care about that?”
Because ancient magic is eating me alive. Because I almost died last night. Because I don’t know what these trials will hold for me next. Because I want to surprise Tom the next time we duel.
Instead, she just said, “Because I want an arse like yours.”
Varinia barked a laugh. “Sallow, you’re speaking my language.”
“I’m serious,” Rosalind said. “I’m tired of feeling breakable.”
Varinia’s teasing faded. Her head tilted slightly, reading her. “You’re not breakable,” she said, quieter now. “You’re one of those soft girls is all.”
“That’s what I’m saying. I don’t think I should be that anymore.”
Varinia’s eyes searched hers. She knew her friend was thinking about that day Rosalind stumbled into the Ravenclaw locker room, covered in someone else’s blood, a tooth lodged in her jacket. It felt like ages ago now. Was it only last month?
“You’re not going to cry if I make you do hill sprints at sunrise, are you?”
“No,” Rosalind said. “But I’ll probably puke.”
Varinia grinned. “Alright then. Meet me on the pitch tomorrow at dawn. Bring your wand. And trainers.”
Rosalind blinked. “I don’t have anything like that.”
Varinia rolled her eyes and grabbed her wrist. “You need a pair of trainers before I drag you through hell.”
“Perfect,” Rosalind muttered as Varinia towed her off. “I was hoping to suffer.”
Rosalind followed, barely aware of the way her fingers clenched. The tether twitched in her chest—sharp, sudden, like a lover’s touch in the dark.
-.-
Gladrags dressing room. 11:45 a.m.
Gladrags wasn’t High Street luxury, but it had more class than anywhere else in Hogsmeade.
There were no mirrors in the individual stalls—just one, full-length, in the shared lounge. A velvet ottoman in the center. The air smelled like fresh laundry and the talc-sharp tang of magical tailoring.
“I can’t believe you kissed that short Puff again,” Gwen said.
“He’s cute,” Parisa called. “A little short, but in a charming, elvish sort of way.”
“You dog!” Varinia cried.
They were gossiping about boys with flat hair and boring life plans. They laughed, teasing each other. Close. No secrets.
They lived full lives without her.
Which, of course, they did. And so did she. Hers just happened to be... operatic.
They kept talking about the Hufflepuff. Rosalind didn’t hear a word. She was too busy with the halter dress she’d just slipped into—chartreuse satin, indecent neckline, bare shoulders, bare back, most of her spine exposed.
It was a risky cut. A riskier color. Which was exactly why she’d chosen it.
She flicked the skirt once, adjusted the tie at the nape of her neck, and stepped out into the lounge.
“I know it’s ridiculous,” she said. “But just tell me if—”
She stopped. Three pairs of eyes locked on her. No one spoke.
Parisa’s mouth parted—then shut again. Gwen looked stricken. Varinia let out a low whistle.
“Well, well.”
Rosalind glanced down. She didn’t realize it was that scandalous. Legs, chest, the plunging neckline.
Then she saw it: a bite mark, faint but blooming at the curve of her shoulder. Another bruise just beneath her collarbone. And on her back—oh.
Fingerprints. From when Tom had gripped her, pinning her down–
Branded, by Tom or the Pensieve Guardian. It didn’t matter.
“You’ve got…” Gwen began, gesturing vaguely at her chest.
Varinia leaned in, grinning like the devil. “That one’s a bite.”
Rosalind sighed. “It’s rude to point.”
“It’s more rude to walk around looking like that,” Parisa said, arching a brow.
“Well, that’s why I wore a coat,” she muttered, sweeping past them toward the mirror.
They followed. She looked—
Lethal.
Green satin clung like a lover. The mirror didn’t lie. Her body, bare and damning, was a map of everything she refused to say out loud. And here she was, with her girls, letting them follow the trail.
The tether dulled suddenly. Just a phantom itch behind her ribs. He wasn’t in the castle. Or Hogsmeade.
“I’m going to ask,” Varinia said.
“Don’t,” Rosalind warned thinly.
“Too late,” Gwen murmured.
“Riddle?” Varinia asked, smiling.
Rosalind hesitated. Every instinct screamed to lie. To laugh. To say something glib like “Got into a fight with a Hippogriff.” Something with teeth.
She was good at that. Slipping out of answers. But Tom’s voice echoed in her head: “You don’t commit to anything. Not your classes. Not your friends. Not your brother. Not me. You’ve always got one foot out the door.”
It wasn’t even a cheap shot. It was just the truth.
So fine. Just this once. Let them have it.
“Yes,” she said. The word felt like surrender.
Gwen gasped. Parisa blinked. Varinia grinned.
Rosalind said nothing else. See, Tom, she thought. I can be honest, too.
“You lucky witch,” Varinia said. “I’ve never seen Gwen look so wonderfully fucked.”
Gwen squeaked.
“Well,” she muttered, flushing, “Otis is very... considerate—”
Rosalind groaned. “Merlin, someone hex me.”
“I didn’t even realize boys our age knew what they were doing in the sack,” Varinia continued. Rosalind could have died.
No. Be in this moment. Truth. Or, half-truths. It’ll build bridges. They’ll stop avoiding your eyes–
“Maybe he doesn’t know,” Parisa cut in. “You know, biting’s not exactly romantic.”
Actually, never mind, I’ll just die.
“No, Parisa,” Varinia said. “That’s hot. Isn’t it, Sallow?”
Rosalind’s entire body was burning.
Out of nowhere, she remembered Tom’s face between her legs. The feeling of his tongue. His finger.
Her cheeks flushed. Her heart kicked up. And her knickers—Alfie’s favorite, stupid pink lace—were instantly soaked.
“I’m not answering that,” she said. “You’re lucky I told you at all.”
“We know,” Gwen said with a little sigh.
“Now I’ve got to ask,” Parisa's eyes narrowed, “aren’t you meeting Alfie soon?”
Rosalind met her gaze in the mirror. Then answered with a shaky breath: “Yes.”
“At the inn?”
“Yes.”
“For sex?”
“Probably.”
Parisa blinked. Gwen covered her face.
“You absolute menace,” Varinia breathed, delighted.
“What are you even doing?” Parisa asked, shaking her head. “Actually, no. I decided I wasn’t going to get involved. Remember, Gwen?”
Gwen nodded solemnly. Parisa vanished behind her curtain. Varinia gave Rosalind one last knowing look—raised brows, smug little smirk, and something sharp beneath it—before retreating too.
Which left Gwen and Rosalind alone, facing the mirror. The air suddenly felt too quiet. Too sincere. Rosalind needed a cigarette and some darker lighting. Some shadow to disappear into.
Gwen tilted her head. “Do I need to be worried?” she asked gently. “I’m trying to only worry about you when I really have to.”
Rosalind felt it. Guilt.
“No,” she said. “Don’t worry about this one.”
She met Gwen’s eyes in the mirror.
“This is part of the game with Tom,” she said finally, wincing like the words physically hurt. They kind of did. Admitting it made it real.
Gwen frowned. “Alfie?”
“Uh.” She rubbed her wrist. “No. I mean—he’s in the game. But not... really playing.”
“Game,” Gwen repeated, slower now.
“Yeah,” Rosalind muttered. “It’s—complicated.”
Gwen’s frown deepened. “Like... a sex thing?”
Rosalind made a noise. Somewhere between a laugh and a choke. “Kind of?”
Gwen studied her for a long moment. Then said, “You’re so modern, Ros.”
Rosalind gave a strangled sort of smile. “That’s one word for it.”
Gwen blinked. “You’re doing this to… get a reaction from Tom?” There it was. Said aloud, it sounded juvenile. Petty. Exactly what it was.
“Yes. Maybe. Kind of.”
“I don’t get it. But… if you know what you’re doing.” Gwen shook her head. “You two seem rather intense.”
Rosalind blinked. “What do you mean?”
“You’re always staring at each other. And he comes over to you whenever he has the opportunity.”
“That’s how he is with everyone,” Rosalind said, a little too quickly.
Gwen quirked a brow. “He always struck me as cold, actually. But if you like him, if it makes you happy–”
Gwen patted her on the shoulder and slipped back into the dressing room.
Rosalind didn’t feel better at all.
So much for honesty.
-.-
Hogsmeade Inn. 1:15 pm
She didn’t walk to the inn so much as haunt her way there—already dissolving like perfume in the wind, a reflection with no real girl behind it.
In the lobby mirror, she reapplied her lipstick. That same soft pink shade. The one Varinia once claimed made her look like a porcelain doll.
She tucked her lipstick back into her purse. Time to act. Time to fuck.
The idea was ridiculous, childish—but it still set something hot churning in her stomach. She imagined Tom’s face if he found out. The fury. The silence.
The way he might kiss her as a punishment.
Yes. That was the point.
She turned slowly, poised, taking in the inn. Doilies on every surface. The tang of lemon polish and lingering mildew. A step above the usual backwoods tavern. The man behind the front desk had stared at her for a full minute when she walked in.
Then Alfie appeared, bounding down the stairs.
“Sallow,” he said, catching sight of her. Something flickered in his face before he caught it. “You came.”
Not for you.
She smiled anyway. A perfect, pleasant thing. “Of course I did.”
He didn’t offer his hand, just turned toward the stairwell, glancing back at her with boyish excitement. Once upon a time, she might’ve found it endearing. Now it felt predictable. Boring.
She followed him up the stairs. The hallway was narrow, lined with portraits that leered after them.
When they reached the room, Alfie fished the key from his pocket and unlocked the door with a flourish. “Your palace awaits.”
She stepped past him. His hand brushed her hip. Nothing sparked.
The room was awful. Not dirty—just floral in every direction. Quilts, wallpaper, curtains. The kind of ugliness no cleaning could fix. A few months ago, she might have found it all so humorous . The kind of thing that was perfect for a story.
Now it felt just sad.
Then Alfie’s hands were in her hair. “Can’t believe you look this good,” he murmured, already pulling her toward him.
She let him kiss her. Pretended to want it. Somewhere deep, a scream curled up and went still. She parted her lips when he pressed for more. There was nothing real behind it.
When he pulled back, his breath was quick, cheeks flushed like the sight of her had knocked the air from his lungs. He turned away, crossing to the squat little dresser beside the window.
He pulled out two lukewarm bottles of Butterbeer.
“Meant to have firewhiskey.”
She took one. “Perfect,” she said, without meaning it.
He drank.
The tether itched—low in her chest, spreading outward. Rosalind scratched her arm, but it didn’t help. Tom was still gone.
She brought the bottle to her lips and drank. It tasted like shit, so she tilted her head back and drank until the bottle was empty.
When she lowered it, Alfie was watching her.
“…You good?” he asked.
She gave him her best stage smile. The kind that fooled most people. She used to believe it, too. That if she smiled hard enough, the cracks would hold.
“Thirsty.”
He laughed, but the sound faltered. Something flickered in his eyes. Not enough to matter yet. Not enough to stop what was already unraveling.
“I saw your brother at the Bats stadium last weekend,” Alfie said, settling on the edge of the bed.
Rosalind blinked. She hadn’t known Benedict had gone.
“He’s a savant,” Alfie added. “They’re saying he might get a starting slot. Bats or Magpies—offers from both.”
She sat on the arm of the chair. Crossed her legs. Masked the surprise. “He’s fifteen,” she said. “His birthday’s next week.”
Alfie shrugged. “Doesn’t matter. He’s got it. Thought you’d want to know.”
“Is that classified?” she asked. “Or can I go tell him myself?”
He grinned. “Still a menace.”
Rosalind turned her head.
“Alfie.”
“Yeah?”
Her voice went syrupy. Detached. Sweet as poison. “Did you bring me here to talk about my brother, or to fuck me?”
His eyes blew wide—lit up like someone had handed him a Quidditch Cup and a vault key.
“Fuck, you’re perfect,” he said, half-laughing—eager and flustered. “You’re wicked, you know that?”
Rosalind gave him a devastating smile. The kind that could shatter glass. She watched him fold like parchment.
“Yeah,” she said. “I know, Black.”
She unstrapped her heels and dropped them on the floor at her feet. Then, wordless, she stood. Alfie watched her the entire time, completely in awe, as she unbuttoned and dropped her dress to the floor, just in the pink lacy set.
His mouth parted. His cock already straining against his trousers.
She crossed to him on the bed. Started working his shirt. If she didn’t look up, she could almost pretend it wasn’t him.
“Sallow,” he breathed.
She hummed.
Her hand dropped to his belt. A few quick movements later, she wrapped her hand around him.
Alfie panted.
She was performing desire like a profession. Maybe she should’ve been an actress after all.
Evelyn DuVall, eat your heart out.
Rosalind kissed him. Stroked him. Let her body move the way it was supposed to.
Alfie’s mouth found her collarbone, brushing the necklace that lay there—a thin silver chain, with a small amber pendant catching the light.
“You bought this in the summer,” he murmured.
She froze.
“Before the cinema in Notting Hill,” he went on, oblivious. “You made us get there two hours early because you didn’t want to miss the trailers—but they wouldn’t let us in yet, so we went to that little shop. You wouldn’t let me buy it for you. Said you didn’t need a man to buy you jewelry.”
Her hand stopped.
She looked up at him.
“We saw that war film. You cried at the ending. Ilene Berman, I think?”
She couldn’t think fast enough. He remembered ? She had cried. It was Casablanca , for fuck’s sake.
“Ingrid Bergman,” she said flatly. She hated that he remembered. Or at least, sort of did.
Alfie blinked and pulled back.
“Huh?”
Then the light shifted. Or maybe he did. His gaze caught on her properly, just a few inches of her, now fully lit.
And he completely stilled.
Rosalind did too.
He saw it. There was no hiding it. Not here. Not like this. His eyes traced the sharp teeth marks beneath her ribs. The deep bruises at her hips. The red welt along her collarbone—like someone had grabbed her and refused to let go.
His brow furrowed. “What the hell—?”
She didn’t answer. The moment broke like glass.
“Of course you remembered Ingrid. Not Humphrey fucking Bogart,” she said coolly, trying to stitch the glamour back together.
He blinked, still staring at her bruises. “Sallow… did you sleep with someone else?”
Rosalind looked down at her body, then back up at him. She felt hot. Like she might combust from the inside out.
“No,” she lied. “Just a weird fight with Varinia Tugwood.”
He blinked.
She added, dry: “Claws, not tongues. Unless that ruins it for you.”
He didn’t speak. Just stared—at her face, her skin, the places someone else had marked. “I haven’t fucked anyone else.”
She hadn’t fucked Tom. Not in the way he was thinking, at least. That was the whole fucking point.
For a second, it worked. Alfie smiled in relief. Then, something else flickered.
Guilt.
Like he hadn’t waited for her either. Like he wanted to confess. But the moment passed. Of course it did. Because Alfie Black was a boy, and his blood was in his cock.
So Rosalind smiled. Tilted her head. Let her lashes flutter like they weren’t soaked in fury.
“Fuck,” he breathed, awe-struck. “Sallow…”
And then his hands were on her again. Fast. Greedy. Forgetting everything he’d just seen.
She needed him to believe it. Needed someone to forget.
She let him lower her to the bed, the mattress dipping beneath her. Scratchy sheets against her back. His lips traveled from her mouth to her jaw, to her neck, trailing lower. She tilted her head obligingly, staring at the ceiling.
She rolled them, climbed on like it was a throne. But it was a sham, and she was buckling beneath it.
She reached down and lined him up, shoving the knickers aside.
And then—
She tried to sink. It hurt. She hissed. His brow furrowed beneath her. He shifted, wincing. She adjusted. Tried again. It scraped. Uncomfortable. Too dry.
Her body resisted.
Alfie flinched. “Wait—let me go down on you. You love that, right?”
She pressed a hand to his chest. Held him still.
And then it hit her.
A violent pull.
The tether. Snapping tight behind her ribs, like a leash yanking her back into herself.
Her magic screamed. Her body roared no .
She froze. His cock flipped back onto his stomach.
Her eyes burned.
“I can’t do this.”
She rolled off him immediately. No flourish. No apology.
He sat up on his elbows, flushed and panting. “Wait—what?”
She was on her feet in seconds, readjusting her knickers. Her breath came fast and shallow.
This was so fucking stupid. Why had she thought—
“Sallow,” he said again, sharper this time. “What the hell just happened?”
She still didn’t look at him, found her dress and started buttoning. She got halfway down before realizing she’d misaligned the buttons. She cursed under her breath and yanked it open again.
Why did she do this?
What was the plan here—humiliate herself? Punish someone? Both of them?
It had been cruel. To Alfie. Crueler to Tom. But most of all—to herself .
“I thought this was what you wanted,” Alfie said. He was upright now, blanket bunched at his waist, his voice cutting through the haze. “You—you wore the pink. You said—”
“I know.” Her voice was too quiet. Tight. “I’m sorry.”
She didn’t meet his eyes until she’d done up the last button. Then she finally looked.
“I changed my mind.”
Alfie blinked. His face did something strange—something boyish and wounded, like someone had just kicked his puppy.
She didn’t look back at him. Just fastened the last button, smoothed the fabric flat, and bent to pick up her stockings. She didn’t bother putting them on—just shoved them into her pocket, hands still shaking faintly.
It was humiliating climbing back into her heels, but she did it quietly.
Alfie said nothing.
She crossed to the mirror. Patted her hair. Checked her earrings. One was missing. She found it near the foot of the bed and slipped it back in.
Her reflection stared back. Maybe this was her—stripped bare and unrecognizable.
She turned to leave, and then she saw it.
A key.
Not the key— another one.
It wasn’t their key. Brass, not silver. Crooked on the nightstand.
Her stomach tightened. A flicker. A prickle. Ancient magic stirred—not loud, not urgent. Just wrong . Like something watching. Like something waiting.
The silence that followed wasn’t long. It was endless.
Alfie just sat there. Shirtless. Sheets around his waist. Watching her with wide, unreadable eyes.
“Who’s in the other room?”
He looked at her like they were strangers again. Maybe they always had been.
She could wait forever. Let him squirm. Let him lie. Let him make it worse.
Finally, he looked away, just for a second. Then, too casually: “It’s just a mate from the Cannons. In town for a few days.”
Her voice didn’t change. “You needed to fuck your mate from the Cannons?”
He laughed. Awkward. “Rosalind—come on.”
“Oh,” she said. “We’re calling me Rosalind now?”
He blinked. “I—I always call you—”
“No,” she said. “You call me Sallow. It keeps things neat.”
He rubbed the back of his neck. Unlike with Tom, where she could never expect what he’d say. Where she could watch the dark of his eyes change the scenery around them, Alfie just stumbled through. And she could feel him reaching, reaching for something–
“I thought this was just… fun.”
That was it.
“Right,” she said. “No strings, then?”
She stepped toward him. The air shifted. Ancient magic stirred around her like static—hot, bristling, invisible. She could feel it catching along the walls. Alfie didn’t react.
Of course he didn’t. He couldn’t feel any of it. Couldn’t see what she really was.
How fucking boring .
“So it’s fine,” she said quietly. “If I’ve been with someone else.”
Alfie’s jaw dropped.
She tilted her head. The magic tugged at her ribs, restless and sharp. “He leaves marks,” she added. “Real ones. And I suppose magical ones too. If you want to assign blame.”
His eyes widened. “What the fuck are you even talking about?”
“Go fuck your Cannons friend, Alfie. At least she’s age-appropriate.”
She crossed to the door.
“Rosalind—” he tried, voice uncertain.
Rosalind let the door click shut behind her—curtain down, scene over. No applause.
-.-
Hogsmeade, 2:46 pm
Rosalind was still pulling on her coat, purse tucked on her arm, as she stumbled down the stairs—and came face to face with—
“Sallow,” Druella said, freezing.
Rosalind stopped mid-step. Her fingers fell from the buttons of her coat.
“Dru?” she said.
Druella looked like a dream. Wine-red curls glossy and set to perfection. Lips painted a deep, cinematic red. Black wrap coat, cinched tight at the waist. Little T-heels. Like she'd walked straight out of a luncheon in New York City.
A mirror of Rosalind, in a way. Just… cleaner . More deliberate.
“What are you doing here?” Druella asked, eyes flicking upward toward the second-floor landing.
Rosalind didn’t turn. She didn’t need to. The footsteps said enough.
The banister creaked.
Druella’s face fell.
Then sharpened into something real.
Rosalind followed her eyes. Alfie stood on the landing, dressed in his briefs, his shirt hanging loose around his torso.
Well, there was no friend on the Cannons, was there?
Then she said, “Don’t go up there, Dru.”
Druella didn’t respond. She just kept staring—at Alfie, then Rosalind, then back again.
But Rosalind wasn’t waiting around for this fallout.
Rosalind all but fled the stone steps of the inn, fumbling with her coat.
What a fucking mess.
She walked fast, directionless. Her heels clicked too loudly on the quiet street. The air smelled like fresh baked bread from the bakery down the alley, but she barely noticed. Her head was spinning. Not from the lukewarm Butterbeer—Merlin, that was pathetic—but from everything .
She had kissed Alfie. Touched him. Tried to fuck him. And all she’d felt was absence—like she’d left herself behind in the Undercroft. Just a ghost going through the motions. The same old steps. The same empty place.
Fucking Tom. He had fucked someone else . That older woman. Daphne whatever.
Her magic flared—jealous, sick, and mean.
But it hadn’t worked. He’d told her so. He’d touched that woman and felt nothing. Just like she had this afternoon.
Rosalind dug in her purse and found the cigarette. His cigarette. The last one. From when he walked her to the door of the Undercroft after practically begging her to admit their connection.
Her hands shook as she lit it, smoke curling around her face, stinging her eyes. She inhaled too fast, coughed once, then pulled the coat tighter around her shoulders and tucked herself into the alley. Just a second. Just to ground herself.
Then she’d go find him. Go back to the castle. Back to him. Back to—
Back to the only thing she wanted.
Even if it meant crawling.
Even if it meant begging.
She hadn’t even gotten halfway through the cigarette when she heard it.
That shift in the air.
Someone else.
She turned slightly, eyes narrowing.
A wizard was swaying out from the Hog’s Head side entrance. Maybe mid-forties, with a scraggly beard and dark robes that looked slept-in. He staggered a bit when he saw her, then smiled.
“Ohhh,” he drawled, eyes raking down her body. “Aren’t you a sight.”
She said nothing.
“Pretty little thing like you—wandering out here all alone,” he said, taking a step toward her. “Could be dangerous.”
She exhaled smoke. “Back off.”
He took another step, grinning wider. “You’re so pretty , though.”
Rosalind slipped her wand out one-handed. Didn’t lower the cigarette.
He blinked. “Oh, come on, don’t be like that—”
She raised the wand.
He lunged. Two fingers brushed the sleeve of her coat, trying to grab her wrist—
Something cracked.
The air snapped like a whip.
The man screamed.
Ancient magic sliced.
He fell backward onto the cobblestones, clutching his hand—blood spurting hot and fast from where his ring finger had once been.
“You bitch ,” he sobbed, scrambling back. “You fucking bitch —!”
She didn’t move, didn’t even breathe. The cigarette was still between her lips, burning down slowly.
He ran. Limping. Bleeding.
Silence fell again, broken only by the whistle of wind past the alley walls.
Rosalind looked down. The finger was still there. Just lying on the stones.
Small. Pale. Severed clean through at the knuckle. A wedding band clung to it like it hadn’t gotten the message yet.
From her purse, she retrieved a cream-colored silk handkerchief—soft, perfumed, likely embroidered by her great-grandmother Lestrange. She didn’t flinch as she crouched and picked it up with the silk.
Her magic buzzed—low and approving. Like it liked the taste of blood.
She tucked it away and stood again, brushing ash from her coat. And smiled. A small, cold thing.
Like she’d just remembered who the fuck she was.
-.-
The Undercroft. 3:26 p.m.
Rosalind was getting sick of the Undercroft.
Her sanctuary. Her hideaway. Lately, it felt more like a mausoleum.
The door groaned shut behind her. Dust stirred along the old crates and shelves. Nothing had moved since last night.
Since him.
The rug was still crooked. The desk still askew, right where he’d laid her flat—on his knees. The silk-wrapped thing he’d brought in was gone. So were her knickers. Bastard.
Her pulse jumped once, traitorously.
She could still feel it—the tether. Not pulling. Just present. Low and hot in her ribs. A fever beneath her skin. He was in the castle again. High up. She had the strange urge to walk toward the Astronomy Tower.
Of course he’d be there. Smoking. Brooding. Plotting something. Waiting for her to crawl back like she always did.
Her fingers twitched.
She stepped inside. Isidora was already in the Triptych, seated on her chair. Waiting for Rosalind.
“I need someone to talk to,” Rosalind said. “I feel like I’m unraveling.”
Isidora didn’t smile. “I’m a painting, not a confidant.”
“You’re the closest thing I’ve got.”
Rosalind tossed her purse on the desk. Her wand flicked the sofa into place. She dropped into it gracelessly.
“I completed the second trial,” she added.
“Now do the third,” Isidora replied dryly.
Rosalind rubbed at her temple. “I’ve had a headache since yesterday. And I cut off a man’s finger an hour ago.”
Isidora blinked.
“For touching me,” Rosalind added, like that clarified things. “It’s in my purse.”
“You kept it?” Isidora frowned, like the whole thing was repulsive to her.
“Of course. I earned it. Besides, you’re no saint,” Rosalind said. “You pulled pain from students and your father and–”
“Yes,” Isidora snapped. “And I’d do it again, if I had the chance.”
Rosalind tilted her head. “That’s not very repentant of you.”
Isidora sighed, adjusting her shoulders. “Is that truly what you came here for?”
Rosalind paused. Then added, more softly: “What’s happening to me?”
Isidora folded her hands. “That depends on whether you think something is happening to you or if you’re causing all of this… foolish behavior.”
Rosalind’s eyes narrowed. “How much have you seen?”
“Enough.”
“I hoped maybe you’d tell me you did the same thing. That this happens to everyone with ancient magic. The spiraling. The tethering—”
“The what?”
“I gave him something,” Rosalind said. “Magic. Tom—he has it now. It slipped, I think. Or I let it.” She placed a hand against her ribs. “I don’t know what it is. Feels like a tether. A string connecting our chests.”
Isidora went quiet.
“You don’t know what that is?” Rosalind asked.
“No,” Isidora said flatly. “I’ve never heard of anything that pathetic.”
Rosalind stiffened.
“I’m not sure if you want answers or validation,” Isidora went on. “Because you’re not going to get both.”
She considered it. “Answers, then.”
“I don’t have those. Ancient magic doesn’t work the same for everyone . Though you seem to be repeating the sins of your grandmother’s past.”
“So you do know about the tether?”
“I know your grandmother got too close to a boy she couldn’t save. That they tore each other up and called it love. I don’t know what they named it. But I saw the damage.”
Rosalind’s heart thundered.
“Couldn’t save? What was wrong with him?”
“It seems their myth-making worked, then. He was brilliant. Dangerous. Spiralling. And too proud to ask for help.” She looked directly at Rosalind. “Sound familiar?”
“Are you saying my grandfather was the one who lost control?”
Isidora smiled. “You have no idea, then?”
Rosalind thought of Selene’s journal. Of how Sebastian had given it to her, telling her she might think less of him after she read it. What had happened? What had he done?
She knew they’d killed goblins and poachers together. What's worse than that?
“Then you’re just like him. Causing a mess, looking pretty while you do it.”
Rosalind gaped at her. “Thanks for the compliment?”
Isidora leaned back in her painted chair. “At least Selene had conviction. She wanted to be a god, and she acted like one. Focused on her magic, despite all of this–”
Rosalind’s jaw tightened. “I’m doing the trials. I’m getting stronger.”
“You’re playing house with the Slytherin boy who reeks of dark magic.”
“Dark magic?” she started—but stopped.
That silk-wrapped thing from last night. The way his power felt.
It had been dark. Unmistakably.
“So what do you think it does?” she asked. “The thing I put in his chest. It links us. I know where he is. It itches when we’re apart. Settles when we’re close. Sometimes—” her voice dropped, almost embarrassed, “—it sings.”
She touched her ribs and found it, hot and coiled beneath her skin. She gave it the faintest pull, then stopped.
Isidora didn’t flinch.
“I don’t know what it does,” she said. “You gave him your magic. I didn’t.”
“But it’s more than that. Sometimes it feels like the magic has… a will. Like it chose him. Like it’s alive.”
A pause. Then Isidora said flatly, “It’s not alive. It’s not sentient.”
Rosalind blinked. “It feels like it is.”
Isidora tilted her head, gaze slicing. “It feels like that because you feel like that. Ancient magic doesn’t choose. It mirrors. You’re not being haunted, Rosalind. You’re being reflected.”
Rosalind’s stomach turned.
It couldn’t be true. Because if it was true, then everything—everything—was her fault.
“No way,” she said.
Isidora frowned. “It doesn’t think on its own.”
Dread sliced through her.
The sickness that pulsed beneath her skin. The fever dreams. The sleepwalking.
How she’d woken barefoot in the woods with blood on her hands and soil in her mouth. The way her ribs burned when she tried to resist it.
The pressure in her skull when she denied it too long.
The voice that wasn’t a voice, whispering beneath her thoughts.
The nights she thought she was losing her mind.
The craving. The hunger. The way her magic would thrum at the edge of her vision like it was watching her back.
Something wild. Otherworldly.
“You mean–” she started. Then stopped. Isidora nodded.
“It’s you. Your subconscious. Your consciousness. Whatever you want to call it.”
She’d fought it for so long. Tried to name it as something external. Something invasive.
But if it wasn’t alive—
Then the war she’d been fighting wasn’t with ancient magic at all.
It was with the girl in the mirror.
Her throat went dry.
Isidora’s eyes narrowed.
“You’ve misunderstood ancient magic.” Her voice sharpened. “You’ve listened to the Keepers long enough.”
The tether didn’t burn now. It didn’t ache. It just waited.
“The magic gives what you want most, Rosalind. Always has. The Keepers just denied their gift. Pious, self-righteous sticks in the mud that they were.”
“Your magic,” Isidora said, leaning forward. “ Our magic , the magic I gave you and your grandmother, it gives you what you wanted most. It searches for the worthy through the bloodline. Someone who wants . Someone who needs .”
Rosalind felt herself seize up. Terror.
“You’re my ancestor?” she whispered.
“Obviously. Your grandmother figured that one out for us.”
“So what… what did you need ?”
“Mercy,” she said, eyes going distant. “It let me take away pain , as you so crudely put it. All I wanted was to save my father the heartbreak of the loss of my brother.”
Rosalind swallowed.
“It gave your grandmother power,” Isidora said. “She was a sad, powerless girl in a sad, empty village. She wanted to be something. So it gave her raw, untenable power. The kind that splits mountains. She wanted to be more than anyone else. And she got it. She became a god among children. Ancient magic bent to her will.”
Rosalind’s hand curled into a fist.
“And you.”
Isidora looked at her—long, cold, and appraising.
“What did you want?”
The question hung. Rosalind didn’t answer.
“What could the beautiful girl from the grand estate, with the clever tongue and the silk-sheeted life—what could she possibly have wanted for?”
She ran her tongue across her lips.
Isidora tilted her head, cruelly curious.
“You wanted to be wanted. That’s what I’ve seen, anyway. So your magic made you irresistible. ”
She pause.
“It carved you into the kind of girl people lose sleep over. And then it watched the vain little witch fall in love with her own reflection.”
The words hit like glass, sharp and glittering.
Rosalind didn’t move. But something inside her flinched.
She’d grown up on velvet cinema seats and glossy magazines. On starlets who smiled like sirens and ruined men with a glance. She used to cut photos from Witch Weekly , pin them to her vanity like prayers.
Let me be like her. Let them look at me that way. Let them ache. Let them need.
And ancient magic—greedy, clever thing that it was—had listened.
It didn’t make her smarter, or kinder, or stronger.
It made her beautiful. Beautiful enough to haunt. Beautiful enough to harm.
She swallowed hard. She spent her entire childhood glancing at herself in every reflection, every mirror.
Was she pretty enough today? Did her hair fall just so? Would that older boy in the corridor take a second glance at her?
Her mother was a stage actress—Octavia Sallow, with her tragic eyes and perfect bone structure and lines that made grown men weep. She could walk into a theatre lobby and silence it.
And Selene— Selene was the most powerful witch of her generation. A name carved into history. A legacy Rosalind could never live up to.
She wasn’t a genius. She wasn’t a prodigy. She was just a girl. Clever enough, sharp enough—but ordinary, beneath it all. She had asked to be wanted. And it had made sure she was— violently so.
“So if magic gives you what you want most, Tom—”
“Oh,” Isidora said, with something like pity. “That wasn’t the magic, Rosalind. That was you.” A pause. Sharp. Unforgiving. “Don’t mistake obsession for magical interference.”
Rosalind stood, pulse hammering. “You’re saying I chose this? Can I remove it?”
“Don’t ask me. You’re the one who put it there. You want it. Otherwise it would be gone already. Didn’t he ask you to take it out last night? And you gave him those eyes .”
Rosalind opened her mouth. Closed it. She remembered how it had happened. Not in some grand ritual, not during a spell gone wrong. He had wanted her— wanted her power . And she’d let him have it. Bloomed for him like a flower in long-awaited sun.
That wasn’t magic acting on its own. That was her .
Oh hell.
Her fingers twitched against her ribs. The tether pulsed once, soft and waiting. Almost like it was waking up.
“You wouldn’t be the first magic users to tie your power together,” Isidora said, almost offhand. “You didn’t even need ancient magic for that. You just needed hunger.”
Rosalind blinked. She felt unsteady on her feet.
“But you did use ancient magic,” Isidora added. “So. You know. Sticky.”
Rosalind’s stomach turned. Sticky. Like sap. Like blood.
She didn’t move. Her legs felt leaden. Her chest too tight to breathe.
She’d told herself it was the magic. The tether. The pull. The accident. The mistake. Something happened to her.
But nothing had. She’d looked Tom Riddle in the eye and decided he was the only thing worth touching. She’d leaned in. Given him power. Given him hers . On purpose.
She still wanted to.
Even now—after Daphne Thorne, after all those cruel words—she still wanted him. She still wanted his hands. His mouth. His ruin.
Not because of the tether. Because he was hers . And she had made him that way.
Her jaw clenched. Her nails bit her palm. And her ribs—oh, her ribs—
The tether didn’t ache. It thrummed .
She wasn’t a prisoner.
She was the architect.
“Decide soon,” Isidora said, turning her painted face away. “That kind of magic tends to settle.”
Then–
The tether snapped tight.
Not a whisper. Not a pull.
A yank.
Like a hook sunk deep in her sternum, dragging her forward. She gasped—stumbled, hand catching the sofa’s edge. Her vision swam. Her magic surged up so fast it nearly knocked her off her feet.
Her breath punched out of her. Her knees almost buckled.
It wanted him. She wanted him.
Not later.
Now.
Rosalind stared down at her trembling hands.
Then she let the magic drag her to Tom Riddle.
-.-
Hogwarts Castle. 3:48 p.m.
She didn’t think. Didn’t breathe. Just ran.
This wasn’t fate. It was a decision. And she made it, again and again.
Out of the Undercroft, through the winding halls, past the portraits and suits of armor that blurred as she moved. Her breath scraped in and out of her chest. Her heels skidded on the stone, too expensive for running, too beautiful for this. But she didn’t stop.
Maybe it was the magic. Maybe it was the ache. Or just that question she couldn’t shake— what did you want?
It hadn’t been a curse. It hadn’t even been an accident. They’d reached for each other—and magic had followed.
Now she was chasing it. Not running from fear, but straight into the thing she’d made.
The thing that mirrored her back.
Tom.
Tom.
Tom.
The castle unfolded for her. A door appeared, plain and wooden and waiting. She didn’t hesitate. She threw it open and stepped inside.
The door slammed shut behind her.
Her purse hit the floor. The silk-wrapped finger inside landed with a muffled thud. She barely noticed. Her eyes were already locked on him.
Tom was hunched over a desk in the center of the room.
And the room—
It was a study. Dark shelves, old books, parchment, firelight, ash. The air smelled like smoke and cold metal. A cigarette burned in a dish beside him. A single window was cracked open.
It looked like a place built for secrets. For obsession. For ruin.
And him—
He wasn’t wearing a shirt.
Rosalind froze. Her mouth parted.
Bandages crisscrossed his chest. Dried blood striped his arms. His eyes were glassy, rimmed red. He looked like something half-alive. Something unholy.
He turned toward her slowly. Like he already knew she was coming.
And she—
She crossed the room in a breath.
“Tom—” she said, reaching for him.
Not because of magic. Not because of some curse.
Because she chose this.
The heat flared beneath her ribs. Not a burn. Not a pull.
A yes.
Notes:
consider this chapter part 1. the next chapter follows tom through the same day, and how he ends up in the room of requirement all bloody and fucked up. i drafted these two chapters as companions, both of them leading them to the same spot.
i had so much fun writing these two chapters. i researched a bunch - fashion in the 1940s for the gladrags scenes. for tom's chapter coming up - I did some research into the church of england in the 40s for your little preview.
HUGE ancient magic reveals... selene/rosalind as isidora's descendants (I mean, is that implied in the game? idk). ancient magic AINT sentient (I've been planning this from the beginning, rosalind is just DRAMA QUEEN CENTRAL). the magic made rosalind miss earth 1946 because she just... is really fucking vain. and of course... the tether is nothing but a fucking rope between their chests. damning them... but chosen. i love fated mates / fated love stories... but I didn't want it to be based on that. more like... two idiots seeing their match and stumbling into something potentially undoable too early in their relationship. they really just are... falling in love....
sorry for the failed alfie sex scene. the trying to stick it in and it won't go in is #real though... hopefully some of you have never experienced it tho LOL
i'd love to know your thoughts!!! let's chat in the comments. you guys really do keep me going. comments, those funny things you bookmark... I'm loving it. I'M LOVING YOU!!! (as much as we all love tom)...
next chapter will be closer to june 9th, just FYI. we'll be moving to a MONDAY update schedule, but I have a really busy weekend so I wanted to get this out first. a bit of a wait until the tom chapter but it'll be worth it I swear :)
Chapter 26: The Boy Who Kneels
Notes:
TW: blood/gore. sexual acts in the wake of blood/gore. religious imagery.
I had to research church of england in the 1930s/1940s for this chapter. my background is writing more catholic-imagery. so if I get things wrong... forgive me! or just let me know and I can update it.
This is the companion chapter to "The Girl in the Mirror" - if you need to refresh yourself with how that ends! Just the last section, probably.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
He learned to kneel before he ever learned why.
At Wool’s, the nights were cold. Damp air pooled between the bedframes, soaking into thin, over-washed sheets. The boys coughed through their sleep. Some whispered to each other. A few cried.
Tom didn’t cry. Not since he was four.
Mrs. Cole walked the corridors with a candle, slippered feet silent on the boards. If she caught them talking after lights-out, it was the belt. Or a week without dessert—not that it was ever any good.
Or worse—she’d make them kneel on dried peas, bare-kneed, until they bled.
So he stayed still. Awake. Listening.
They’d made them pray before bed, fingers laced, heads bowed.
Our Father, who art in Heaven...
The words sat heavy in his mouth. They didn’t work. He never liked them. The food stayed bland. The punishments stayed cruel. No one came to adopt him. And the God they were meant to thank each night never did a fucking thing.
Tom used to wonder if He was deaf. Or cruel. Then he learned He didn’t exist at all.
He’d say the words anyway. Sometimes loudly. Sometimes in silence. Always with clenched teeth.
Forgive us our trespasses...
He never asked for forgiveness. He wasn’t sorry. What was there to be sorry for? His life was hell. He had nothing. He was nothing.
Now, at eighteen, Tom stood smoking a cigarette in a small hamlet called Brocburrow. The church sat like a tumor at the center of town.
It looked the same as all the others. Stone cross. Wooden door. The graveyard had collapsed in one corner—headstones swallowed by earth like the dead were clawing back. He could smell mildew. Burnt wax.
And rot.
Tom wanted to set fire to anyone who stepped through its doors.
It was nearly noon on a Saturday. The village was quiet. Sky overcast. Church empty.
A fitting place for sin.
He let the cigarette burn down to the filter before flicking it into the gutter. Then he turned, boots crunching against the gravel, and walked up the lane toward the cottage on the edge of town.
Tom wasn’t here for salvation. Not even absolution. Just destiny. Carved in blood, if it had to be.
He could still remember the way dried peas bit into bone. The way silence tasted like blood.
Now he knelt for no one.
(Or so he told himself.)
-.-
Brocburrow. 11:46 a.m.
Tom left himself glaring at the church. He arrived at Clive Waddington’s door as someone else.
He was a handsome traveling charm salesman from Reading—twenty-three, recently married, modest, obliging. He wore a plain silver wedding band, a scuffed traveling cloak, and carried a trunk full of things that looked valuable enough. His smile said he wouldn’t take up much of your time.
Clive Waddington answered in shirtsleeves. Late thirties, maybe early forties. Thick around the middle. Eyes red from drink. He smelled like stale beer and chimney smoke.
“Afternoon,” Tom said, adjusting the trunk strap. “Terribly sorry to drop in unannounced—just passing through the village. I’ve got a license for small magical wares. Thought you might be interested in something… defensive.”
Waddington squinted at him. Suspicious—but not enough to shut the door. Just enough to make it fun.
“Don’t need defending.”
Tom gave a nervous laugh. “No, of course not. Highland wizards never do.”
That got a grunt. The door inched wider.
“You went to Hogwarts?” Waddington asked, eyeing him. “Bit far out for a posh pretty boy like you.”
Tom smiled pleasantly. “Just trying to help the good people who live near my beloved school. I heard about the dark wizard attacks—thought I might have something useful.”
Waddington snorted. “You thought you could make a galleon or two.”
But he stepped back.
“At least come in for tea. I ain't got any tea, but I can give you some ale.”
He turned. Tom allowed himself a smile as he stepped over the threshold.
The cottage smelled worse inside.
Tom followed him into the cramped front room. A low table sagged under newspapers, potion scraps, a dead Sneakoscope, and an ashtray full of dog-ends. There were no curtains—just a wool blanket nailed over the window—and the hearth hadn’t been cleaned in months. Dust clung to the walls like mold.
Oh. No. That was actually mold.
A cauldron in the corner looked suspiciously like a toilet.
It was pathetic. It was filthy. It was perfect.
There were signs he’d once been competent: a battered wand in the holder, a Ministry badge on the mantle, a few books on curses by the armchair crusted in food spills. No squib—but no threat either.
Not anymore.
Waddington shuffled into the tiny kitchen alcove and came back with two chipped pints. He set one in front of Tom. The ale sloshed over the rim, soaking the edge of the table.
“Here. Not too warm, promise.” He eased into the opposite chair. “You sellin’ charms, then?”
Tom smiled, setting his trunk down by his feet. “Mostly protective. Discreet if needed. A few warding stones, a flame-proofing charm I can set on windows and doorframes—holds even against wandfire, if that’s a concern.”
Waddington took a long pull from his pint, eyeing him over the rim. “And you just go door to door peddling those?”
Tom shrugged. “There’s always a market for peace of mind.”
Waddington hummed.
Tom didn’t drink. He curled a hand around the pint anyway. Let it sweat in his grip. Let Waddington think he was settling in.
He was here because Clive Waddington was the last known owner of Greenshields Artifact No. 73: The Compass of Hostility.
Leo had found a passing note in an old confiscation ledger from the Department of Improper Use—Flint vaults, two decades ago. The Compass? Gone. Missing ever since.
Waddington, it turned out, was a distant Flint cousin. The kind that didn’t get invited to balls or funerals, but still got handed the dangerous things when the rest of the family didn’t want them traced.
Rumor had it the Compass passed through that branch. Rumor was usually right—at least, the kind Tom listened to. Especially when an old Ministry record noted that Waddington started a pub brawl, claiming his compass had revealed one of his mates was sleeping with his girlfriend.
They never found the object, but he’d lost his job at the Ministry for it.
Waddington either didn’t know what he had—or he’d forgotten. Years of drink, isolation, being left off guest lists—Tom wouldn’t be surprised if the man had tucked it in a drawer and convinced himself it was just a family heirloom.
Waddington nodded at the trunk near Tom’s feet. “So let’s see what you’ve got, then.”
Tom gave a polite, slight wince. “It’s not much, I’m afraid. Been on the road since Tuesday. Sold half my stock in Aranshire, the rest to a retired Hitwizard in Bainburgh. People are on edge lately.”
He reached down anyway, flicked the clasps open, and lifted the lid just enough to let Waddington see the disarray inside: a few wrapped bundles of protection runes, a cracked Secrecy Sensor, a folded invisibility veil with a moth-hole through the center.
It was Mulciber’s, and it didn’t work.
“Not exactly Ministry-grade,” Tom said, managing just enough sheepishness. “Sentimental buyers. The kind who don’t care if it works, so long as it feels like it might.”
Waddington huffed, clearly unimpressed.
Tom waited. Let the silence do its work. Then, said lightly: “Honestly, I’ve been thinking about flipping the trade. Buying, not selling. You hear rumors—people sitting on rare protections they don’t even use. Stuff from old family vaults, mostly. Wouldn’t mind getting my hands on one or two.”
He paused, took a sip, and grimaced just enough to sell it. Warm. Almost hot.
“Don’t suppose you’ve got anything like that?” He smiled faintly. “Or know someone who does?”
Waddington shrugged and took another swig of ale. “Ain’t got much. Just some old junk my aunt left me.”
Tom’s fingers twitched around his glass. He kept his expression neutral.
“She was a Flint. Left a box—didn’t even have the sense to lock it.”
Tom smiled, slow and mild. “May I?”
Waddington heaved to his feet. “Yeah, yeah—hang on.”
He shuffled into the back room, muttering, and returned with a squat iron box—dust-caked, dented along one side. No wards. No locks. Just dust and dents. He dropped it on the table with a dull thunk.
“Only thing in it worth half a galleon is this weird little compass. Don’t even work right. Spins like it’s drunk.”
Tom lifted the lid.
Inside was a tarnished, needle-thin compass set into a smooth bronze base, roughly the size of a pocket watch. The surface shimmered faintly. He didn’t need to touch it to feel the hum—dark magic, old and buried.
This was it. The Compass of Hostility. Small enough to disappear in a pocket. Cursed enough to level a room.
Pathetic, really—something so powerful left to rot in a drunk’s house. But power always waited. You only had to know where to knock.
“Don’t reckon it’s valuable,” Waddington added. “But I’ll sell it to you, if you’re keen.”
Tom didn’t answer. He’d already decided what this man was worth.
His hand slipped into his cloak, fingers closing around the Redcap Coin.
That was the trick with Greenshields artifacts: you couldn’t take them. They had to be given. It wasn’t morality; it was paranoia—the kind that made a man keep every weapon locked away, and protected by horrible defensive curses.
He hadn’t told the Knights that yet. For leverage, maybe. A test—to see who followed orders, and who didn’t. Who really committed.
Tom could get Waddington to hand it over—place the compass directly into his palm. But Waddington wanted money for it. He hadn’t brought money. He was done paying for what already belonged to him—and done pretending to be polite.
Besides, he’d been itching to use the Coin.
His wand cut through air, quick and surgical.
“Diffindo!”
The spell split Waddington’s chest open. Waddington gasped, hands scrabbling at the gash.
Tom barely registered it—until pain lanced across his own ribs, in the exact place he’d just sliced Waddington.
Tom inhaled sharply.
This hadn’t come up in Leo’s research.
A white-hot pain—precise as the spell he’d cast. He clenched his teeth against it.
This was the Coin’s price.
Tom moved—slower than he wanted—and yanked Waddington forward, slamming him against the table.
Blood smeared across the wood–
And Tom plunged the Coin into the pool.
The blood sizzled beneath the Coin, seeping into its grooves. A pulse ran through the table. The Coin twitched—once—then began to glow.
It was feeding—
Like it hadn’t eaten in years.
Magic spasmed, sharp and sudden, like a torn muscle. The air folded inward. Tom’s pain didn’t ease. It sharpened, spiking down to bone.
And Waddington changed.
His limbs jerked upright, stiff as boards. Eyes glassy. Blank. Tom didn’t waste breath explaining.
“Give me the Compass,” Tom said, voice dark and flat.
A surge of power and hunger lit his veins—that rush when magic obeyed.
Waddington stared, swaying. The wound on his chest bloomed wider. His hand trembled as he reached into the box.
Pain flared—burning now, as if someone dragged a finger through Tom’s open ribs.
“Do it,” he snarled. “Now.”
Waddington’s trembling hand lifted the Compass and dropped it into Tom’s.
The Compass twitched in his palm, shuddering like something waking from a long, violent sleep.
It burst open with a snap, bronze jaws splitting.
Its needle spun wildly, then emitted a scream —
High, metallic, and unrelenting.
The sound carved through him. Tom dropped to one knee, skull ringing, fingers clawing at the Compass’s cover.
“Silencio,” he barked at it. No use. He cast again, harder. “Silencio! ”
It didn’t listen. Of course it wouldn’t—not while it defended itself.
Then–
Something tugged—deeper than magic, closer than blood.
Rosalind. He felt her—just for a moment. A flare across the tether. Then it was gone.
It was so brief that he wasn’t sure if it really happened. Tom staggered, knocking into the table. His vision went sharp at the edges.
Then he saw it—
The pint. Amber ale spilled across the table. It reached the Coin, rushing through the pile of blood. Washing it away.
The Coin fizzled, sputtering under the foam.
And the glow vanished. Something deep and binding came undone with it.
Waddington blinked—and just like that, he was back. For a breath, he was lucid. Then the rage surged.
“You cunt—”
Waddington lunged. Fast. Clumsy. But with weight enough to crush.
The breath was knocked out of Tom as they slammed into the floorboards. His shoulder cracked hard against the floor. Pain screamed through the magical burn across his ribs. His wand slipped from his grip.
The Compass shrieked—piercing and relentless. It clawed through his skull.
“Get—off— ” Tom gasped, grabbing his wand again. “Relashio! ”
The jolt hit, but Waddington barely flinched. He gripped Tom’s collar, slamming him back down. The man was stronger than he looked.
The blow emptied him, gasping.
But he was Tom Riddle, not some counterfeit charm-peddler.
He aimed his wand and shouted, “Expulso!”
Waddington flew—hit the wall with a crack, then the oven with a thud that sounded like breaking bone.
The Compass cut off mid-scream.
Silence fell.
Tom lay still.
His chest throbbed—like someone had hacked it open and left it to pulse. Every breath tore. Blood slicked his shirt. There was a gash on his thigh too—he didn’t know how it happened. A sharp edge from the bench, maybe. Or the Compass. He noticed now.
His knuckles were bleeding.
He stood—slowly, painfully—as if peeling himself off the floor.
“Episkey,” he snapped, wand aimed at his thigh. Nothing. He tried again. Still nothing.
He hissed through his teeth, clutching the Redcap Coin as if he could strangle answers from it.
Waddington lay still. Blood pooled like ink from a shattered well.
Tom looked at him. Then at the Coin. It didn’t glow. It didn’t explain.
“Fine,” he said, low and bitter. The Compass went in one pocket. The Coin in the other. And he was gone.
-.-
Woods. 12:33 p.m.
Tom stumbled into the empty clearing, boots crunching dry leaves. No one was here. Just him, the Compass, and the wound gouged across his ribs.
A vow carved beneath his skin, left to fester.
He dropped the trunk. Then dropped to his knees.
He felt it—the sliver of her magic she'd left inside him—curling tighter with every heartbeat. If Tom didn’t know any better, it was begging him to return to the castle.
“Episkey,” he said again, jaw clenched, pointing his wand at the cut across his chest. He hadn’t realized how fucking deep he’d gone against Waddington.
Nothing happened. The wound pulsed angrily, heat rolling off his skin.
This was hell.
He couldn’t heal. The Redcap Coin wouldn’t let him. He fumbled for it—no longer slick with Waddington’s blood—and held it up to the light. Its surface had dulled. The runes no longer glowed. No hiss, no warmth, no reaction. Just that etched Redcap, staring blankly ahead.
“Is this your price?” he hissed.
It didn’t answer.
The Compass buzzed faintly, like it couldn’t decide whether to scream again or rattle itself to pieces. The sound lodged beneath his skin. It was his now – he’d won it off Waddington. Killed him for it. It would obey him.
Tom sat back, shaking, pulse hammering.
The Redcap Coin worked, just not in the way he wanted. It demanded pain.
It was clear now that he couldn’t trick his way through Greenshields magic. There was no lying around it.
Suffering and pain paid for results.
Tom was grateful he’d only chosen to slash the man instead of attempting to kill him. He had considered that, at least twice on the way over.
He touched the gash at his ribs. It was wet and sharp. Still bleeding. He couldn’t bleed like this again. He needed a new solution, a better way to claim the objects.
Magic that was older than Greenshields. Stronger than Greenshields.
Ancient magic.
He closed his eyes and leaned his head back against the tree trunk. The bark bit into his scalp. Somewhere beneath the pain and the fury, a thought slithered through him.
Could she take it for him? Would it hurt her, the way it hurt him? Would the objects obey her more easily? If he let her take them first, would she give them over?
He pictured her fingers around the Compass—pale, delicate, adorned in those expensive rings of hers—cradling it like something sacred. Pressing it to her chest. Offering it to him like an oath. Bowing to him.
A threat? A promise? His mouth between her thighs until she wept like prayer, hips bowing to the altar of his tongue.
Tom exhaled sharply.
She’d cry his name like a litany. Beg like a penitent. And he’d forgive her—again and again and again.
He imagined her on her knees, on her back, with his name in her throat and her magic in his bones.
He sank lower, onto his knees—hands braced in the dirt, hair curtaining his face. Like prayer. Like punishment.
He could worship her. Could destroy her.
Rosalind. Rosalind. Rosalind.
He’d knelt at Wool’s for scraps.
Knelt for power in the Chamber.
Knelt between her thighs like he’d finally found God.
He opened his eyes. The trees blurred.
Could he make her help him? Would she do it willingly? With a sly smile and a haughty remark just for him?
He didn’t want to need her for this. But it was clear, so clear. As clear as his destiny with the Greenshields. Rosalind would help him. Rosalind would be by his side. Her magic in his chest. His ring on her finger.
A vow sealed in sweat, sin, and silver.
….Salazar, he was delirious.
Tom pulled a Wiggenweld potion from his pocket. Leo—always with the potions. He uncorked it and poured the green liquid down his throat.
It didn’t work either. No healing spells. No potions. No help.
He was going to have to mend this the old-fashioned way.
Time.
Tom gritted his teeth, pushing up to his feet. He felt it now, sharper than in the cottage. The thing in his chest flared—an itch, a heat, like magic remembering where it came from.
He wiped the dirt from his knees, steadied his breath—and vanished.
The trees didn’t miss him. Nothing ever did.
-.-
Room of Requirement. 1:45 pm
The Room was too quiet when Tom stumbled in, under Disillusionment, barely holding it together.
No hearth, no candles, no bookshelves this time—just stone walls and an old iron sink. It had given him what he needed. A basin. A rag. A low wooden bench. A handful of potions he imagined were stolen from the Hospital Wing.
Tom dropped the Compass on the floor and peeled off his shirt. The fabric came away like parchment, stiff with dried blood, clinging to the wound beneath.
The gash across his ribs was ugly—deep and jagged, a cut that hadn’t clotted properly. Skin peeled back in places. The blood had soaked everything, then dried, then started bleeding again.
His magic refused to touch it.
Every spell sparked and fizzled mid-air. And underneath that—his thigh, raw and gashed open like he’d been clawed. He could feel the muscle underneath twitching when he moved. This was the Coins doing.
Maybe it had cursed him. Maybe it had decided he didn’t pay enough–but he’d killed Waddington. Why wouldn’t it let him heal now? He’d paid the price. Blood for bronze. A life for the Compass.
Tom ran cold water into the basin and watched it swirl pink as soon as he pressed the rag to his ribs. The pain was exquisite. Specific.
Something to cling to.
The air hung thick with perfume—still caught in his hair, stubborn as her grip on him. Jasmine. Dark fruit. Something spiced and sinful. It clung to his skin like a memory. Expensive. Impossible. Hers. It tightened with every breath, like the tether wanted to suffocate him. He should have showered after their night in the Undercroft, but he’d been too focused on the fucking Compass.
She was in the castle now. He could feel it.
He looked down again at the wound—at the gash that seemed wider, torn open by the sheer act of breathing. He’d had cuts from spells before, from dark magic, failed spells, but this–
This wasn’t just a wound. It was rejection. Magic refusing him. Carving him out of itself. The edge of it had gone gray. Magic poisoning? Or blood loss? He couldn’t tell.
He winched, stumbling to the line of potions under the window. He grabbed the first one, uncorked it, and threw it back. It was bitter—Bruisewort Balm, likely. And just as unhelpful.
The slash on his thigh was still bleeding and oozing a bit.
“Fucking fuck—”
He tried the next. Wiggenweld. Another. Another. The whole line. Down his throat like water.
Tom’s head swam. Too much. Too much at once. But he was desperate. And desperate men did foolish things—
His vision blurred.
Tom staggered—and dropped.
He sank to the stone floor, breath shallow, chest slick with blood and failure. It was Wool’s all over again. Cold, aching, nothing to fix it. No one coming. No salvation.
Just him and the pain. And this time, it was his own doing.
He was sweating.
Too much Wiggenweld. He should’ve known better. He usually knew better.
It was meant to heal—and without something it could heal, it was flooding his bloodstream. Like a straight shot of heroin.
His chest throbbed in time with his pulse, sharp and irregular, and when he dared to glance down, the sight made him nauseous.
The cut was angry now. A jagged split across his ribs, flesh peeled open and gleaming wet—more a tear than a slice. The thigh wound was seeping slowly and steadily into his trousers, soaking warm through the fabric, pooling dark beneath him.
He turned his head. Tried to sit up.
The room spun. A smear of red followed.
He blinked. Once. Twice.
And then—
A woman.
She was crouched beside him.
Dark hair. Hollow cheeks. A limp, shapeless dress that might’ve once been white. Lips too pale, eyes a little too murky.
Like salvation crawled out of muck and rot. The sort of savoir one would imagine when they had never seen one before in their life.
Her hands hovered over his chest like she meant to bless him.
“Look at what you’ve done to yourself.” But it wasn’t cruel. It was warm. Loving.
Unforgivable.
Tom flinched.
Not from pain—though the wound screamed—but from her voice.
A terrible specter. A ghost. A memory. A mercy he never earned. His Wiggenweld-high brain conjured her, surely. Mary, Magdalene, Merope. Bleeding heart and empty hands.
His head lolled sideways. He tried to scramble back, to conjure a spell, a flame, anything—but the world tilted and blurred. All he managed was a garbled grunt.
Still she stared. Like she pitied him. Like he needed it.
A hot surge of shame crawled down his spine. His body failed him. His magic failed him. And still—this awful Madonna bent to offer comfort.
“Get out,” he meant to say. Or scream. Or curse. But his mouth wouldn’t shape the words.
She didn’t move.
And then—
Gone.
Like she was never there at all. Like God, he thought. Or mothers. Or mercy.
His eyes closed.
He didn’t mean to let them, didn’t mean to let go. But the room had gone quiet again.
Everything slipped.
Blood, time, thought.
Gone.
Until—
Silence fractured.
The Room changed.
He heard it, waking him from his drug-induced slumber. He cracked an eye open.
Tom’s desk was there now. His lamp. So were the basin and bench. There were now clean bandages and rags. The Compass sat on the edge of the desk.
The Room was waking him up.
Tom blinked against the low light. His ribs ached. His thigh stung.
But he could move.
He pushed himself upright, slow and unsteady, and reached for the bandages.
And then—
The thing in his chest pulled.
It wasn’t a tug, this time. It was a drag —hooked under his ribs, pulling like a thread someone else had clenched in their fist. Rosalind hadn’t learned to do it yet, had she?
No, only he could pull it. And he hadn’t pulled it. And besides, it didn’t feel like she did.
Either way. He knew she was coming.
Not in hours.
Now.
He staggered up, chest screaming, thigh soaked again. But he had ten minutes, maybe fifteen.
And he would not let her see him weak.
He washed. Brutally. Cold water. A spare cloth. He didn’t wince at the sting—welcomed it. Grounded himself in it.
He’d killed for this Compass. He could survive his own blood.
Bandages next. Too tight. Too fast. His hands shook.
The Room changed again—not to a sanctuary, not a sickroom—but a study. Dark wood. Sharp corners. Shelves already lined with books. It was Tom’s preferred Room when he was alone.
He couldn’t help it. He smiled to himself.
The Room had never disobeyed him. It changed now for him. To make him look whole. Strong. Like it could still protect what was left of him.
He didn’t even try to pull back on his shirt. There wasn’t time. And some part of him—dark and theatrical—liked it. Let her walk in and see what he’d bled for.
Let her see the shrine of it—his chest, his blood, his spoils. The Compass. The Frame. The Coin. All on his desk.
He lit a cigarette, took one long drag and then set it into the ashtray.
He sat, spine straight, blood humming beneath the bandages—just as the door opened.
And Rosalind emerged.
Satin clung to her like light. Blue— that blue. No. It was the dress. The one from her trunk. The one he’d buried his face in. Breathed in. Been haunted by.
It moved with her like a second skin. Her coat hung off her arm, purse still clutched in her hand, her lipstick gone, her eyes— Christ —lit with something molten.
Tom didn’t stand. He couldn’t speak. He could only look at her. Like a man beholding prophecy.
And she looked back.
A moment passed. Magic hummed like tension on a wire.
Her eyes caught the state of him – the bandaged chest, the smell of blood, the way his hands were so obviously shaking on the table from pain. He’d opened the thigh wound again in his fury, torn himself open just to seem whole.
“Tom—” she said, and raced toward him.
The heat flared beneath his ribs. Not a burn. Not a pull. A yes.
Rosalind Sallow dropped to her knees before him, satin pooling like liquid.
“What the fuck happened to you?” she asked, already kneeling like absolution, hands sweeping over his knees, his chest, his ribs like she could piece him back together by touch alone.
He flinched—sharp and instinctive.
“Don’t,” he said hoarsely. “It’s fine.”
“It’s not.”
“You weren’t supposed to come,” he muttered. “Not until I could stand.”
She looked up at him, eyes sharp. “Then maybe don’t almost die alone. Or pull on the thing.”
His jaw flexed.
“I didn’t pull it. You did.”
“I didn’t—” she started, but her protest fell apart. She softened.
And Tom—
He hated how pathetic he must look. He’d never let anyone see him like this. Not once. Not ever.
And here was Rosalind Sallow. The fucking witch he couldn’t unchoose—
(Christ, he was wrecked.)
“Where were you?” she asked, voice suddenly quieter.
“Nowhere,” he bit out.
Her mouth flattened. “You’re bleeding out and lying to me. Seems smart.”
His fingers shook as he reached for the cigarette. He brought it to his lips anyway, like the act alone might steady him.
“Why aren’t you in the Hospital Wing?”
He exhaled smoke and looked at her like she was stupid. “And how might I explain that, Sallow?”
“Stop being so bloody tough,” she snapped and brushed the hair from her forehead with a trembling hand. She was sweating. Maybe from the run. Maybe from the ruin of him.
A charged silence followed.
She brushed a hand along his stomach. The thing in his chest coiled. His cock twitched.
Tom gritted his teeth.
“We need to get you out of these trousers,” she said calmly. “The fabric’s getting into the wound.”
Tom’s eyes snapped to hers. The words punched through him.
“Leave.”
Rosalind didn’t move.
She only looked at him—like she was already inside his head, rearranging the furniture.
“I said—”
But the command broke in his mouth. She was already reaching for the buttons.
“I heard you,” she said flatly. “Say it again. Make me believe it.”
Tom said nothing. The air stretched tight between them. Then he looked away, exhaled, and let her win.
She continued on his belt. She didn’t gloat, peeling the ruined trousers down with careful hands—avoiding the wound, but not the rest of him.
When she saw it— really saw it—she hissed through her teeth.
“Fucking hell, Tom.”
His name in her mouth made him half hard. He hated how easily he responded to her—her voice, her hands, the way she always looked like she belonged there.
“Why aren’t you healing?” she asked. No panic, no useless questions. She didn’t bother with Did you try Wiggenweld? or Should I fetch Slughorn? She knew him. Knew better than to insult him with obvious solutions.
“Curse,” he muttered, jaw tight.
Her hand moved to his bare knee.
She rose slowly. Satin whispered up his legs. Her body hovered, chest level with his face.
Tom looked up, jaw clenched, cigarette still burning between his teeth.
“Can I try?” she asked quietly.
He didn’t answer at first. Just looked up at her—skin glowing in the firelight, that fucking dress clinging like sin. Her lips parted. Her hand still on his knee. The thing inside him throbbed—half pain, half hunger, all hers.
Then, finally—
He nodded.
Rosalind stepped closer, slipping between his knees. Her fingers hovered near his ribs. Her eyes flicked up, asking again, without words.
Tom didn’t look away.
She exhaled a low breath.
The bandage had soaked through. Thick and red, almost black in the candlelight. It clung to his ribs. Rosalind’s hands were gentle but unapologetic. She peeled it back slowly.
Tom hissed through his teeth.
The gash was worse again—angrier, darker. Torn unevenly, like something had clawed its way out. The flesh was raw and glistening, muscle visible, the skin around it blooming in black-blue veins where magic had failed to knit it shut.
She didn’t flinch, just lifted her hand again.
Tom braced himself.
Her palm hovered just above his skin. Her fingers twitched—like something inside her was trying to escape. Or reach him. Her magic unspooled—pale at first, then thickening into a sinew of light, silver-edged, blue-burning at the core.
It drifted down and entered the wound.
Tom grunted. His fingers curled around the bench. His jaw clenched. He didn’t look away.
He felt it move inside him—and the sliver of her magic already in his chest rose to meet it.
Not patching. Not sealing. Rearranging. Veins reknitting. Skin crawling back together, cell by cell. Blood evaporating—then returning, clean. The magic was invasive. Total. Alive. It didn’t just heal—it rewrote.
He looked down and saw it happening. Saw skin stitch itself shut with slow, almost erotic patience. The gash shrank by inches. The flesh closed in soft spirals.
It didn’t heal like normal magic. It wasn’t erasing the cut.
It shimmered when it hit a nerve cluster. She kept going—steady and calm—her other hand braced on his good thigh for balance.
Tom’s breath shuddered. His eyes closed. The room pulsed. He felt high again. Like the Wiggenwelds all rushed to his head.
Like she was crawling inside him.
The wound sealed, but the skin didn’t smooth. It pulled tight in a pale, starburst scar, ridged and glinting in the firelight.
His own magic had sputtered like blown-out smoke. Hers… melted into him. Like it belonged.
Tom looked down and touched it—his breath shaking, hand reverent.
Rosalind stood over him—steady, but breath quick. Her hand hovered above the scar. Her lips parted. Her eyes were dark.
Neither of them spoke.
She moved back to her knees.
That same soft satin, pooling like spilled light on the floor. Her hand slid from his thigh to the wound. This one was deeper—uglier. Blood soaked the inside of his leg, dark against pale skin. She hissed again.
“Hold still,” she said, voice low now.
Tom didn’t move.
Her palm flattened just above the wound.
The magic came slower this time. The silver-blue glow flickered to life between her fingers, and the moment it brushed his thigh, something snapped under his skin.
Not pain. Not only pain.
The tether surged. Crawled from his chest to her touch—hungry, possessive. Wanting.
He clenched his jaw.
But the magic didn’t care. It pulsed beneath her hand, curling into the muscle, tugging the flesh closed from the inside. It stung. It licked at his nerves.
Her fingers shifted—accidental, or not—and pressed into his thigh. His cock twitched again.
Rosalind didn’t say a word. But he watched her lips part.
Tom stared at the ceiling—humiliated and half-rebuilt under her hands.
The wound closed. Another scar bloomed, matching the one on his ribs—
And she sat back on her heels.
Rosalind breathed, eyes sharp, sweat at her temples, staring at the sealed wound on his thigh.
He looked down at her. At the soft blue dress bunched around her legs, her perfect hands shaking in her lap, the low hum of ancient magic still clinging to her skin.
He wanted her so badly he could barely fucking see.
She lifted a hand and traced the scar. Tom wasn’t sure he’d ever been harder—or more undone.
Then her fingers slid higher—toward heat, toward ruin, toward him. Slow. Unhurried. Like she was still checking for injury. Like she wasn’t doing anything at all.
Tom’s breath caught. He looked at her. Looked down at her.
Her lashes were lowered. No smirk. Just an unbearable focus he’d never seen on her face before. Rosalind Sallow was many things—clever, infuriating, beautiful—but he’d never seen her so devoted.
Her fingers stopped a breath away from where he strained against the fabric. Close enough that the tether roared in his chest. Close enough that he felt his pulse there now— there.
“Rosalind,” he warned.
She met his gaze—finally. And she had the gall to look innocent.
“Yes?”
He stared at her.
“You know what that does.”
“Do I?” she murmured. Her thumb traced a circle against the inside of his thigh.
“You know.”
Then—soft, dry, and unholy in its intimacy—she said, “I wasn’t trying to tease you, Riddle.”
She exhaled, slow and steady. Then she leaned in and pressed her mouth to the hollow just below his ribs—a kiss that wasn’t soft, wasn’t chaste. Her tongue flicked against the skin.
“Do you want me to stop?” she asked.
Tom, to his credit, shook his head.
Then her hand brushed over him.
He grunted—sharp and involuntary.
She didn’t toy with him. Didn’t draw it out. She was cruel in other ways, but not this one. He might’ve made her beg. Might’ve watched her squirm the way he had the night before, his mouth pressed to her knickers, savoring her unraveling.
But Rosalind—
She tugged the waistband of his briefs down just enough to free him. Her grip was sure. Unhurried.
Then her hand wrapped around his cock.
And that was it. That was the moment he lost.
Tom saw stars.
And a goddess knelt before him.
The tether blazed. His whole body answered hers like a match to oil.
His breath went ragged. Shallow. His hands gripped the edge of the bench on either side of him, white-knuckled, as if letting go might shatter him entirely.
Rosalind leaned forward, smiled at him—then at his cock—and spit directly onto it.
Tom grunted.
Rosalind’s hand moved with purpose.
No hesitation. Just the slow, steady rhythm of a girl who already knew what he liked—how tightly to hold him, how high to twist her wrist on the upstroke, how to curl her fingers just enough to make his jaw lock.
He looked down at her.
She was watching him.
Something passed between them—something hot and old and terrifying. Not magic. Or not only. It was want. It was war. It was them.
The tether clawed up his spine. He felt it in the base of his skull, in the pit of his gut, coiled around every nerve like it had been waiting for this moment. Waiting for her.
He couldn’t breathe.
Her hand moved again. Slower this time. A stroke that felt more like possession than pleasure.
Tom let out a low, helpless sound and hated it. Hated that he couldn’t stop it. Hated that his hips flexed forward without permission.
And still, he didn’t move.
He watched her instead. The set of her jaw. The flush on her chest. The shine of sweat near her hairline. And those eyes—dark, gleaming, certain.
She tightened her grip on the next stroke, then leaned down and pressed a kiss to the inside of his thigh. The only place that wasn’t stained with blood.
His head tipped back. The magic inside him surged toward her touch like a starving thing.
“Look at me,” she said.
He did.
He always would.
Her voice dropped to a whisper. “Good boy.”
The words hit him like a curse. His eyes fluttered shut—then flew open again, wild.
She was smiling now. Just barely. Enough to ruin him. Enough to undo kingdoms. Enough to break gods.
And Rosalind Sallow continued to stroke his cock. Two hands now. One on the base, holding him tight, the other moving up and down. Thumb brushing over the tip. Learning from each one of his reactions.
She kissed along his thighs, up the sharp line of his hip. But never once on his cock—like a punishment and a blessing.
A mercy, perhaps. Or just her next move in the game.
He was going to come for her. He could feel it building already—too fast, too much. Every second closer to the edge made him want to fight it, but he couldn’t. Not with her like this. Not when she was the one doing it.
Not when he’d never needed anything more.
Her grip tightened. Just enough. And her wrist twisted the way she knew would break him.
Tom’s body jerked. A quiet, brutal sound caught in his throat.
“Rosalind—” he managed.
She didn’t stop. Her hands were slick now, dragging him closer with every stroke. The tether pulsed in his chest—alive, snarling, hers —and his thighs tensed as he gripped the bench like it was the only thing anchoring him to the world.
He wanted to fight it.
He always fought it.
But she was looking at him like she already knew that he’d lose. That he’d choose to.
And he would. For her.
“Fuck,” he gasped, sharp and ragged.
His body didn’t listen to him anymore. It listened to her. To those steady hands. To that voice. To the tether that lit him up from the inside and screamed one thing:
Hers.
His hips bucked forward once, twice—and then he came.
Hard.
Hot.
Into her hands.
A low, wrecked groan ripped from his chest as everything inside him snapped tight, then let go. The world blurred. His spine arched. His throat went dry.
Rosalind’s magic surged between them.
He shuddered through it, teeth clenched, eyes locked on her the whole time—because he couldn’t look away.
When it was done, his body collapsed back against the back of the chair. Spent. Shaking. Every inch of him trembling like he’d just been struck by lightning.
And slowly, as he panted through the last of it, her hands withdrew.
Sticky.
For a moment, neither of them moved.
The only sound was their breathing—hers steady, his uneven. Then, calmly, Rosalind reached down and picked up his ruined trousers from the floor, and wiped her hands clean. She folded them once and set them aside like they weren’t soaked in blood and come.
Tom's chest rose and fell in ragged waves, the tether still curling low in his gut like it hadn’t gotten enough. Like it never would.
Rosalind sat back on her heels and watched him.
“You’re still bleeding,” she said after a long pause.
He blinked at her. Brain unable to pull together thoughts.
“Your chest,” she clarified. “I guess I didn’t heal all of it.”
Tom glanced down—then frowned, confused because it didn’t hurt. He touched the edge of the scar, still raised and hot. There was a small cut above it, still bloody. Not half as bad as the other two were.
He looked back at her. Eyes glassy. “I don’t feel it.”
“Mm,” she said.
Another quiet beat. She stood slowly and smoothed the skirt of her dress.
“Next time,” she said, “you call for me sooner.”
Tom sat there—legs spread, chest heaving, cock still out, and not bothering to fix it.
“You look like you crawled out of a grave,” she said flatly. “I assume it was worth it?”
He let the words hang. Let the silence stretch so long it started to hurt. Then, without ceremony, he tucked himself back in.
“Absolutely, Rosalind darling,” he said. “It got you to come here and lick my wounds.”
Rosalind stepped toward the desk, fingers brushing the edge. Her gaze passed over the objects laid out there—the Frame, the Coin, the Compass—but she didn’t ask.
She saw them. Of course she did. The witch always noticed the right things. But she didn’t ask. Not yet. Maybe she knew better. Maybe she was waiting for him to beg.
“You just came into my hands,” she said, toneless. “And you’re still pretending you don’t care.”
Tom glanced around for the cigarette he’d had earlier. Gone. No idea when he’d lost it. He flipped open the silver case on the desk, pulled out a new one, and placed it between his teeth.
Rosalind leaned forward, thumb and forefinger lit with blue flame. She sparked the cigarette for him.
He inhaled, then handed it to her.
“I don’t,” he said. It wasn’t even a convincing lie.
Rosalind took a long drag from the cigarette. Then, out of nowhere, said: “I met up with Alfie.”
Tom went still.
She held out the cigarette. He didn’t take it.
“I didn’t fuck him.” Then, with a shrug: “Well, I tried.” She said it too lightly. Like a joke. Like it didn’t gut her to say it.
“You were right. It wasn’t like ash, exactly—but you know. A terrible stick you find in the woods.”
Tom’s vision sharpened to a pinpoint. His throat was dry. The idea of Alphard Fucking Black touching her—his hands, his mouth, his cock—
He cut it off. All of it. Until he was just bits.
His vision tunneled.
“I couldn’t do it,” she said quietly. Then she met his eyes as she brought the cigarette back to her lips. Her voice was calm. Cruel.
“Isn’t that what you said? No one else will do.”
Tom stood.
The magic she’d poured into him pulled tight under his skin—reacting to her. To this. His legs ached. His ribs throbbed.
“Am I supposed to thank you for not fucking him?”
“Yes, yes. His blood. My hands.” She rolled her eyes.
They were close now. Almost touching.
“I was done playing fair,” she said quietly. “And then I couldn’t even play at all.”
Then Rosalind did something he didn’t expect.
She stubbed out the cigarette and placed her hands on his hips.
It was warm. It was comforting. It was–
She looked up at him through her lashes. Infuriatingly pretty.
“Tom,” she said, quiet and sure. “I’m not playing anymore.”
His heart almost stopped.
“My magic is in your chest. I chose that. I’ve been obsessed with you for months. Nothing’s ever felt like this. No one. I don’t want anyone else. I don’t want the games. I just want to—”
Her breath hitched. Her fingers tightened. Then she leaned in and kissed him—just below the scar she gave him.
“I want to understand it,” she whispered.
Tom didn’t speak. He didn’t move either.
He looked down at her, lips parted, chest rising like he’d been punched—not healed.
She’d knelt. Kissed his scar. Claimed it. Said she tried to fuck someone else. Said she still wanted him.
It wasn’t a confession. It was a consecration.
The heat behind his ribs surged—tether, magic, desire, all of it screaming yes. For the first time in his life—his entire fucking life—he didn’t want control. He just wanted to stay inside the moment.
His voice, when it came, was low. Raw. Not broken—burned.
“Say it again.”
She blinked up at him.
“I want to understand it,” she said, softer now.
He shook his head and leaned down. He threaded one hand into her hair, along her scalp.
“Not that.”
He paused.
“The other part.”
She swallowed. Eyes wide. Lips parted.
“I gave you my magic.”
He inhaled like it was oxygen—like her words undid whatever curse the Coin had left behind.
“What else?” he breathed.
“I tethered us together,” she said.
He tipped her head back, his hand tightening around her hair.
“Your chest to mine.”
“And?” he asked, voice dark with hunger. “What did you want when you did it, Rosalind?”
She gasped—soft, almost silent. But her eyes darkened.
“You,” she breathed.
“Yes?”
“To make you mine.”
His breath hitched. Everything inside him stilled.
His other hand slid to her cheek. Held her like she was holy. Like she’d just spoken the final words of an ancient incantation—and now the ritual could begin. His thumb traced the edge of her jaw, then her bottom lip. Her mouth parted for him, instinctive now.
And then he was reaching for her. Both hands—her hips, her thighs, the hem of that sinful blue dress. His mouth was an inch from hers. The tether between them burned like an open flame.
This was the moment he’d been waiting for.
His mouth dipped to hers. She melted into him.
He was going to fuck her. Right here. Right now. Among the objects he'd bled for. Her magic in his chest. Her mouth on his.
His witch—
“Tom—”
Her palm landed flat on his chest.
He froze. Didn’t know why. Didn’t know how. But he stopped.
“We can’t do it yet,” she whispered.
Tom’s jaw twitched. The restraint physically hurt.
He didn’t step back, but the warmth drained from him. His grip hardened. His eyes turned to ice.
When he spoke, his voice was cold.
“Right. Of course. Now that you’ve gotten your confession out—now that you’ve knelt and whispered sweet nothings—you get to walk away. Again.”
Rosalind’s lips parted, but she didn’t flinch.
He let out one low laugh. Bitter. “Tell me, Rosalind. Is this the new game? Keep me crawling until I snap, then yank the leash and whisper not yet ?”
She stood.
His hands dropped. Her eyes didn’t soften. Her voice didn’t rise.
“No,” she said. “Not this time. I told you the truth. I told you I wanted you. I put my magic inside you. I tethered us together.”
And then Rosalind put her hand around his neck, pulling his head down to her. Their lips brushed.
“I’m going to let you fuck me,” she whispered against his mouth. “But not until we understand what this is. What we are. Because once we do—”
Her mouth slid down his jaw, down his throat. His hands found her waist again.
“—you’re not getting rid of me. And you don’t get to pretend you don’t want me. But we have to understand it, Tom. I need a few days to read Miriam Fig’s journal. I need to know what this actually is.”
His expression twisted. “You’re going to bury yourself in theory now?”
“You’re the one who wanted answers.”
He hesitated. Then said, “Fine. But I’ll be doing my own research.”
“Of course you will,” she said with a smirk. “Merlin forbid we share.”
“We’ll compare notes,” he murmured, already imagining how she might taste again.
Then Rosalind put her hand on his face and shoved him back.
Tom stumbled. She laughed. He reached for her again, the audacity–
But she had stepped away. She was moving across the room, to the purse she’d thrown on the floor when she’d entered earlier.
“I brought you something,” she said, that maddening smirk back on her face. “A present.”
Tom blinked. “What?”
She strolled back over, hips swaying, as she dug around in her purse – the same blue as her dress, leather, lovely. A second later, she pulled something out: a handkerchief, lightly embroidered, stained with blood.
Rosalind set it on the desk. “I know you like shiny things.”
He looked at her. Then at the thing.
“What is it?” he asked.
“Open it,” she said, almost sounding giddy.
Tom frowned.
“I’m not cursing you,” she said with a laugh. A real one.
Tom knew whatever he was about to open wouldn’t be funny. Or maybe it would. This was Rosalind Sallow, after all—
He pulled at the handkerchief and the item in it unrolled.
“Rosalind,” he said.
It was a finger.
A ring finger, by the looks of it. Severed at the knuckle. Still wearing a silver wedding band.
Tom stared at it. The skin was rough, calloused. The ring was dented—cheap, silver, still flecked with blood. The cut was clean.
Rosalind didn’t say anything. She just watched him.
He reached out slowly and touched the edge of the cloth. Then the ring. Then the finger itself.
It was real. It was cold.
He looked up at her.
Her mouth was pink and perfect. Dangerous.
She raised a brow.
“Well?” she asked. “You like it?”
Tom kept staring at the finger. At the cheap ring. The blood had gone tacky in the creases.
“Where did you get it?” he asked softly.
Rosalind shrugged, unbothered.
“A man in the alley grabbed my arm,” she said. Her eyes glittered.
That was all.
He touched her. She took his finger.
He thought of Waddington. Blood from the back of his head.
Rosalind stepped closer, her tone too casual. “You once gave me a poisoned flower,” she said. “Made me your Valentine with it.”
Tom looked at the finger again. Then back at her.
He wanted to drown inside her.
“You’re a demented little witch,” he said, and grabbed her again. He buried his face in her neck, breathing her in. That scent—jasmine and dark fruit. The tether roared between them. “Don’t stop.”
She laughed, tugging herself out of his arms.
He felt like pouting. But she was already turning away.
Why, he had no idea. Maybe she didn’t trust herself to hold to her declaration if she stayed. He was still hard. He was barely dressed.
And she was radiant. A goddess. Holy.
Tom felt like he could kneel for her again. Knew he would.
“One more thing,” she said, slinging her purse over her shoulder. “You so much as touch another girl—or older woman, for that matter—and I’ll bring you her pretty little fingers just like this one.”
Tom opened his mouth.
“—And that wasn’t a tease,” she added. “What did you say before? Her blood. Your hands? ”
“And if I don’t care about their blood?” he asked, stepping forward. “If I’d let you cut off the fingers of every witch from here to London?"
Rosalind looked like she might melt again.
“Tom,” she sighed. “That was supposed to be my closing line.”
He twitched into a smile. She smirked. And left.
Tom stood still, breath shallow. Every nerve in him bowed to her hands. Every inch of him begged to stay beneath them.
They used to make him kneel to pray.
Now he prayed for this.
For her.
Notes:
I'm sure I say this in every end notes when I post the chapter but..... wow was that fun to write. This is kind of Tom's "Dead Witch Walking" -- except he goes in overconfident and the Coin says now wait a damn minute!
It was a fun challenge to try and keep Tom "Tom Riddle-y" while like actually bleeding out.
I seem to have really settled on "The tether" to name the thing between them. I don't really love it, but it keeps happening, so! That's that.
Let me know your thoughts!!
Chapter 27: Some Like it Cursed
Notes:
a long, climactic chapter to momentarily distract you from the horrors of the world. take care of yourselves, friends.
shoutout to my husband for the vintage watch knowledge.
tw: a little violence as foreplay
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Saturday evening.
Tom sat in the half-light, half-dressed, bare skin still kissed by her mouth and hands. A cigarette burned between his fingers. Smoke curled like incense.
He watched the Watcher’s Frame.
All it needed was a picture. A relic, really. One flick of his wrist, and she’d be his to enshrine. Watched and wanted. Made holy.
He wondered if she’d feel it—the moment he slipped her into the frame. If she’d wake, breathless, with his name on her tongue.
His skin still remembered her. Her breath, her hands. Two scars—one across his chest, the other along his thigh—gleamed faintly. The tether murmured like a prayer beneath his skin. Devotional.
She’d healed him. Without wand or word—just touch. Just that ancient magic that coursed through her veins.
Rosalind had chosen him. No tricks. No coercion.
He dragged on the cigarette. The burn hit the back of his throat. It was sharp and grounding.
And still, he stared at the Watcher’s Frame.
Empty.
For now.
She’d end up there. One way or another.
-.-
Sunday morning.
The Daily Prophet rustled as Tom turned the page with one hand, stirring his tea exactly three times. The enchanted sky was bright with spring overhead. Obnoxiously cheerful.
Ares Lestrange sat opposite, making eyes at a sixth-year Slytherin with the kind of chest a man would sell a kidney for.
Abraxas didn’t bother looking up from his half-peeled orange.
“Veronika will hex your balls off and mount them over her vanity, you know.”
“Veronika doesn’t care,” Ares said lightly, picking up his fork. “She’s been writing letters to that Beauxbatons twat.”
“Letters,” Abraxas said. He looked up now, bored and elegant. “Not making eyes in the Great Hall.”
“You sound like your father.”
“He does manage three active affairs at any given time.”
Tom slit the Prophet open with two fingers. The lead article read AZKABAN INITIATIVE ANNOUNCED BY UNDERSECRETARY CRANE.
Beside the headline was a photo of Silas Crane—dark Italian suit, arm raised in practiced command. His hair was almost black. His grin was light, but his eyes were sharp, calculating.
Even in black-and-white ink, the suit reeked of quiet money. Real money. The kind that never had to shout.
And the wristwatch.
Tom tilted his head and leaned closer.
A Jaeger-LeCoultre Reverso. He’d recognize it anywhere. No self-respecting Pureblood would even know it existed—too subtle, too elegant, too Muggle.
Half-blood, then. But too polished to matter. Which made him dangerous.
Men like that didn’t burn the world. They signed the contract.
The article gleamed with Prophet varnish— ‘visionary,’ ‘unflinching reformer,’ all soft praise. Tom knew better.
“…a man of our time,” the piece read. A phrase that meant nothing. “Undersecretary Crane continues to lead the Ministry’s post-war modernization with clarity, restraint, and an unswerving sense of justice.”
“Crane,” he murmured, not looking up. “Tell me something useful.”
“Selwyn on the mother’s side,” Abraxas said, picking at a seed. “Barely counts.”
“Lucky bastard,” Ares mused. “Survived four ministers.”
“Not luck,” Tom corrected. “Smart.”
Ares kept his eyes on Nicola Carrow. She winked. He gave her a look girls mistook for wit.
Crane was young—late thirties at most. Too young for four ministers.
“He owns the Selwyn Club now,” Abraxas said, idly spinning the spoon in his tea. “I’m sure we’ll run into him this summer.”
Ares raised his eyebrows. “Does he? His mother passed, then?”
“It was in the Prophet a couple of months ago. Whole piece about Crane mourning, threw a big party at the Club. Funereal debauchery,” Abraxas said. “Seemed appropriate.”
He glanced at Crane’s eyes again. They were the kind that gleamed while twisting the knife.
What had Crane traded to climb that fast? Whose leash—and how long before he cut it? Crane had played the long game. Quiet. Effortless. The kind of ascent no one could stop until it was already over.
Crane’s image turned slightly. He moved in the paper—adjusted his cuff, like he knew Tom was watching.
The Reverso glinted.
Tom’s dream watch. One of only five things he’d admit to truly want.
Last summer, staying with the Malfoys, he’d spent fifteen minutes outside the shop window in London. Trying it on in his head—again and again. He’d spent enough time imagining the perfect configuration that the shopwoman snapped at him to move along.
Onyx face. Black-gold case. Leather strap. A rune on the reverse. Gaunt. Basilisk. Or something older. Something built to bite.
Clean enough for Ministry halls. Cursed enough for murder. His kind of duality. Perfect for dinner at the Selwyn Club. For slipping through a crowd and coming out on top.
Italian suit. Custom Reverso. Rosalind Sallow on his arm—painted lips, pale wrist, perfectly still. Like a prize, maybe. Or just—
He strangled the image before it rooted. Daydreams were distractions. Present-time Rosalind was distraction enough.
He took another sip from his tea and felt the tether pull westward. She was outside. Somewhere close. He thought of her hands. Cool flame and command. He could still feel where her mouth had lingered.
He’d knelt. Bled. Let her see him shatter. And she hadn’t even come to breakfast.
“Smoke?” Tom asked, folding the paper beside a newly arrived Leo.
“No,” Ares said, still watching Carrow. Chasing skirts. A fool.
“I could,” Abraxas said.
They rose together.
Leo raised his brow as Tom straightened his coat. “Leaving already, boss?”
Tom smiled—Leo, ever the faithful hound. The kind of loyalty money couldn’t buy.
Leo passed him a folded slip of parchment without additional comment. Tom preferred his loyalties wordless. Quiet. Like Leo. Like her, when her mouth was occupied.
Though he didn’t mind her smart little mouth either. Quite the opposite.
He tucked it away without a glance. Good dogs didn’t waste his time.
On the grounds, Tom pulled a cigarette from his pocket and lit it wandlessly. After she left, he’d spent four minutes learning to light a cigarette with just his fingers—something to keep from thinking about hers. It was nothing like her cool blue flame—hers had spark. Intuition. His was mimicry. But it burned just the same.
They started down the winding path toward the Quidditch pitch. The wind threaded sharply through the grass, biting at his collar.
Abraxas took a drag from his cigarette. “You weren’t in the common room yesterday.”
“I wasn’t.”
Abraxas looked at him sidelong. “Let me guess. Another errand?”
Tom hummed. “I retrieved something.”
Abraxas raised a brow. That was their rhythm—Tom offered what he wanted. Abraxas chose whether to be impressed.
Tom slipped a hand into his coat and drew out the Compass. He flipped it open. At the center, a delicate needle spun in aimless circles.
“It’s broken,” Abraxas said dryly.
Tom flipped it closed. “It only works in large groups. It points to whoever means you harm.”
Abraxas hummed. It sounded dismissive. But Tom knew better. For a Malfoy, it was almost reverent.
“The Compass of Hostility,” Tom added.
Abraxas smiled faintly. “Very you.”
Tom pocketed it again. “ Purchased it off a drunk in the Highlands. Flint cousin.”
“And what did it cost you?” Abraxas asked. “Seems all of your limbs are intact.”
“Only some blood.” He smirked, like it hadn’t nearly killed him
They kept walking. Dew clung to the grass as the pitch stretched out before them. He withdrew the parchment from his inner pocket—Leo’s handwriting, precise and slanted.
North Ford Bog. Sunken crypt. Two miles off the main road. Quill encased in bone glass. Nasty side effect. Gloves recommended.
Tom folded it back into his coat.
“Another artifact?” Abraxas asked.
“A quill.”
“And what’s it do? Rewrite memory? Dictate secrets?”
“No,” Tom said. “You write someone’s name. If the intent is strong enough, it causes pain. Migraines. Bone aches. Seizures.”
“Targeted suffering. Efficient.”
“With a cost,” Tom said. “Each use poisons the writer. Small amounts. Deep. Invisible. You won’t know until it’s too late.”
Abraxas gave a soft, appreciative hum. “Delicious.”
Something in him pulled taut, sharp as the wind. Readiness, maybe. Or hunger. Not for the artifact. For what it proved.
“Greenshields understood power,” he said. “It’s not always about the act. It’s about the aftermath. Make someone hurt every time you write their name—and eventually, they’ll be too afraid to speak yours.”
Watch someone in the Frame long enough, and they start to dream of you too.
Abraxas looked at him then, measuring. He didn’t need Abraxas’s approval. But he noted the pause. The consideration.
“I take it you’re going after it?”
“Of course.”
“And its terrible name?”
“The Quill of Torment.” A real smile. “Forty-seven.”
“Beautiful.”
Maybe she’d like the quill. Write someone’s name until her wrist ached. Giggle while doing it. Moan his name when he leaned over her, kissing her neck—
He hadn’t known, before her, that power could feel like heat. That want could be a weapon.
They walked in silence for a while longer. Below them, the lake gleamed in the morning light. Tom reached up to brush a speck of ash from his sleeve. Beneath the collar, the healed wound hummed faintly. Her magic still marked him. Like a blessing. Or a wound.
The Frame would be easier. Cleaner. But this—tracking her by feel, chasing what already belonged to him—felt like devotion. Or so he pretended.
-.-
The frost hadn’t yet lifted from the grass. Dawn light crept across the castle. Their breath fogged in the cold.
Rosalind collapsed onto her back, arms flung wide, legs shaking with exertion. Her cotton top clung to her ribs, collar unbuttoned, neck hot with effort. Her navy kerchief had come loose, and dark strands of hair stuck to her cheeks. The warming charm she’d cast earlier had backfired—now she was sweating like a pig.
A complete mess—but one with flushed lips, lashes clumped, collarbone catching the light. A pretty pig, if there ever was one.
Varinia remained standing, hands on her hips, barely winded.
“You look like you just lost the war,” she said flatly.
Rosalind groaned. “I’m dying.”
“You’re dramatic as always, Sallow.”
“You’re evil, Tugwood.”
“I told you.” Varinia circled her. “Bodyweight circuits. Plyometrics. A couple of easy sprints. And that I wouldn’t go easy on you.”
“I think I blacked out halfway through the second set of—what were they called?”
“Burpees. The Americans used them to test recruits before active duty.”
“You’re telling me you had me doing exercises meant for soldiers?” Rosalind said. “You’re mental.”
Varinia snorted and dropped into a squat beside her. Composed—no flush, no sweat, no wrinkle in sight. Her flying trousers were tucked into worn boots, and she looked ready to do it all again.
Of course she looked immaculate. If Rosalind hadn’t loved her, she might have hexed her teeth out.
Rosalind cracked one eye open. “You enjoy this.”
“I do.”
“Sadist.”
“And you,” Varinia said, pulling the kerchief from Rosalind’s head and shaking it, “look like you’re about to ask the matron for smelling salts and a chaise lounge. Didn’t we just buy you proper gear at Gladrags yesterday?”
Rosalind didn’t argue. She was too busy trying to stay conscious. Her magic pulsed sluggishly in her ribs. There was dirt on her thigh, a grass stain on her shorts. Her delicate silk socks were a lost cause. As unsuited for physical training as she was.
“Gladrags doesn’t stock for masochists,” she said weakly. “I bought this last summer. South of France. For lawn sports. The kind with cocktails after.”
“Lawn sports,” Varinia snorted. “This is Scotland. In March.”
“Didn’t feel like March halfway through round three.”
“Because you didn’t pace yourself. You tried to win.”
“I always try to win.”
Varinia dropped the kerchief back on her face.
“Well,” Varinia said, rising and brushing herself off. “Try not to vomit on your way up the hill. I’ll be in the showers—pray there’s any hot water left.”
Rosalind lifted a limp hand in salute.
“I think I’ve pulled something in my hip.”
“Stretch.”
Varinia turned away, muttering something under her breath about hopeless Ravenclaws.
Rosalind stayed where she was, staring up at the pale sky, her body trembling. Beneath the ache, the cold, the sweat, the tether tugged—soft and searching.
She was sore, trembling, breathless—but alive in that sharp-edged, ravenous way she always was when something tried to beat her and failed.
That was the thrill of it, wasn’t it? Pain as proof. Desire as aftermath. Victory, even in ruin.
Maybe she could understand this whole fitness thing that way. When she compared it to that feeling after the trials. After a stand-off with Tom.
And he was nearby.
She shut her eyes and let her breath slow.
You’re not being haunted, Rosalind. You’re being reflected.
Which meant—
Her mind blurred. Her magic pressed against her ribs. Every wild surge. Every kiss. Every time she didn’t hold back.
That had been her.
She pressed a hand to her stomach and exhaled. Mine, s he thought. All of it.
Ten minutes later, Rosalind dragged herself upright and started toward the locker room. She passed Varinia on the way out— Look alive, Sallow! —then took the coldest shower she could manage. By the time she emerged, Varinia was long gone. It was nearly nine.
He was out there. She felt it before she saw him.
Rosalind was starving. For food. For attention. For the curl of smoke on her tongue, and the right kind of trouble in her veins.
She walked the path in silence, sun on her shoulders. The ground squelched faintly underfoot. She kept her gaze down, even as the tether thrummed with recognition, soothing her step by step.
Two figures stood ahead—one blond, one dark. Both in wool. Both smoking.
The tether shivered, sharp and sudden.
Tom’s gaze was cold. Like he had been waiting for her before she even turned the corner.
He looked nothing like the wrecked boy she’d seen just twelve hours ago. His face was now unreadable. Blank. Well, no. She was beginning to read him. Not fluently. But enough to bluff her way through the exam.
The posture. That tight jaw. That still spine. He waited for her to approach. Malfoy would speak first. He’d hang back. Watch. Then he’d offer her a cigarette. Then a touch. Brush of fingers. Hand on her back. Then, once Malfoy made himself scarce, there’d be an invitation. An excuse. Some quiet maneuver. Now or later.
She’d take the cigarette. Let him touch her. Let him burn. That was the game, wasn’t it? Let the devil make the first move—then drag him deeper.
The tether thrummed at her spine, thrilled. Or maybe that was just her.
Rosalind climbed the last stretch of the hill. She licked her lips and smiled like she wasn’t walking into a war.
“Morning, boys,” she said, voice honeyed, still rough from exertion.
Abraxas looked her over, cigarette loose between two fingers. “Bit late to join the Quidditch team, isn’t it?”
Rosalind shrugged. “Oh, Varinia’s just training me. Need to survive NEWTs, don’t I?”
Tom’s eyes dragged from her cheeks to the faint bruise above her collarbone—his bite. She saw the exact moment he recognized it.
Good. Let him see what he’d left behind. Two nights ago. The Undercroft. Her breathy little laugh. His mouth between her thighs.
She’d lived a dozen lives since.
“Training for what?” he asked.
She didn’t answer. Why ruin a good question?
Instead, she looked at the cigarette. Then at him. Tom passed it over with a flick of his fingers. She took it and smiled, inhaling slowly. She’d been waiting for this all morning.
Tom watched her in silence. Let her perform.
When she handed it back, their fingers brushed. Magic bloomed. Electric. It lit her bones.
Abraxas couldn’t see it.
But they could.
Abraxas’s gaze flicked between them. One brow lifted. Then dropped.
Tom tried again. “Why not your brother?”
Rosalind’s mouth curved. “Benedict would go easy on me. Varinia thinks torture builds character.”
Abraxas gave a slow, sardonic hum. “Tugwood and Tom both.”
Tom looked at him.
Abraxas didn’t flinch, but he took the hint. He cleared his throat and turned slightly. “Well,” he said, flicking ash from his sleeve, “I might go polish the old broom—”
And just like that, he vanished—graceful as a retreating general, smoke trailing like a surrender.
Silence settled. Dense and expectant.
Rosalind buckled under Tom’s gaze. Malfoy hadn’t even made it halfway down the hill when his fingers wrapped around her wrist.
“Sallow.” A summons, loaded and low.
Then, a group of students in Quidditch gear passed by, and Tom dropped her wrist.
“Tom,” she snapped. “Give me a cigarette. Unless you’d rather I do something we both regret.”
He blinked. A flicker in his gaze. Want or warning. Then he smiled. A blade sliding back into its sheath.
He pulled a fresh cigarette from his pocket and handed it to her, then lit it with a flick of his fingers, a red flame dancing at his thumb. He watched the students vanish down the hill.
She watched him watch everything but her. Coward, she thought.
“Did you sleep well?” she asked.
“Did you?”
The tether pulsed between them. He was cool now. Composed. But she remembered. His cock in her hands, the way he’d come undone. Grunting. Shaking. So fucking pretty.
She hoped he remembered it every time he saw her hands.
“Walk me back?” she asked.
As an answer, Tom stepped in beside her, and they started up the path toward the castle. They fell into step like they’d practiced it. Like some invisible rhythm had always been theirs.
“Want to guess what I dreamt about?” he asked.
Rosalind stayed close. Kept her shoulders square. If he tugged on the chain between them, she’d pretend she didn’t notice it. She’d smoke her way through it.
She laughed, but her fingers trembled. Just slightly. “No. Knowing you, I’d either like it too much, or die from terror.”
Tom laughed. Real.
“Yes,” he said. “You would.”
She didn’t know which part he meant. The dream? Or the death?
They walked in a cloud of smoke. The grass squelched underfoot. A crow called overhead.
Rosalind glanced over, casual as sin. “Took forever, you know.”
“What did?”
“Getting your blood out,” she said. “Under my nails. Along the hem. It dried like wine. Ruined the dress. Not that I minded, at the time. But it was one of my favorite dresses.”
Beside her, Tom went still in that specific way of his. Still walking. Still breathing. But something in him had flinched.
“Pity,” he said.
“What are you thinking?”
“Nothing fit for daylight.” His voice was smooth, but his eyes were ravenous. She liked that. Liked that it was for her.
His hand found her back. First the middle, then slid lower.
“Get a grip, Riddle. It’s not even nine,” she teased. Despite that energy coming off them, they looked like any appropriate couple out for an early morning stroll.
“Time isn’t real, Sallow.”
She snorted. Evasion disguised as philosophy. Typical.
Tom’s gaze dropped to her mouth.
The air shifted. They looked away.
“Shall we go somewhere that suits us better?” He asked like he wasn’t asking. Like he already knew the answer.
The invitation to sneak away. It felt good. It felt more right . But–
She let the silence stretch. Then smiled, sweet and smug.
“Tempting,” she said. “But I’ve worked up quite an appetite.”
“Another time,” he said.
She risked a glance—he was watching her again. The look in his eyes wasn’t gentle. It wasn’t romantic. Like the answers to every prayer he’d never said were tucked behind her teeth.
It was hungry.
That, at least, felt true.
The Quad Courtyard came into view through the archway.
Tom caught her wrist. Like a knight claiming his prize. Like a sinner gripping his altar.
“Hold.”
He flicked his wand, and both cigarettes vanished.
Rosalind raised a brow. “Afraid to get caught?”
“Afraid of Dumbledore’s breathless moralizing,” he muttered. “Even I have limits.”
She snorted. “I thought you liked pushing boundaries.”
“Only the ones that bite back.” He glanced at her. But the corner of his mouth tilted. “If I’m going to be caught with contraband, it won’t be a cigarette.”
Her mouth twitched, but she didn’t reply.
The tether buzzed faintly.
He let the silence linger. Then, in the same low voice: “Your patrol schedule’s been reassigned.”
“What?” she sputtered.
“You’re on tonight,” he said.
“It’s Sunday.”
“I assumed you wouldn’t want to miss your brother’s little soirée on Friday.”
She stared at him. “You what —”
“Or,” he went on, “I might simply be sparing myself the heartache of you begging me so prettily to get you out of it later.”
That got her. The fucking nerve. And worse—the accuracy. Her cheeks burned.
“Don’t you usually patrol Sundays?” she asked, suspicious.
“Don’t worry about the details, Sallow.” He pivoted toward the archway, already one step ahead. “We’ll use the time wisely. Productively. Intimately.”
She lifted a brow.
“To study. Magic,” he said, softly. “Yours. Mine. Ours.”
Her chest tightened.
She was still reeling from that word—ours—
—when Tom stepped back and kissed her.
He leaned down. Kissed her once—just once. Long enough to feel it in her ribs. He tasted like smoke and tea.
Her voice was lazy, amused. “That’s new.”
“I thought I’d give it a try.”
She smirked. “Kissing in daylight. We’re evolving.”
Tom didn’t smile. But something in his face shifted. Maybe he had been worried that she didn’t mean it. That she’d vanish again into smoke and smirks, just another clever line. But she hadn’t.
And now he looked at her like she’d put the stars back in the sky.
So she kissed him again. Slower. Just to prove she could. Then she stepped back, brushing ash from his collar—and realized she’d smudged it.
Good. Let it stay marked. Let it look wrong. Let it tell the truth. It was all so civil. So poised. Too many eyes.
She missed the bite. The bruises. The parts that had teeth.
He smoothed his expression into something pleasant. Golden boy. Head Boy. A gentleman, if anyone asked. But his eyes gave him away—lit like a match. Watching her like he couldn’t wait to strike. Like he’d decided where to burn.
They were playing house in Hell. The curtains were pretty. The neighbors hadn’t noticed all the cracks.
“Catch you later, Riddle,” she said.
She didn’t look back. But she felt it—his stare, hot as a brand. He never really stopped watching. Not where she was concerned.
-.-
The library buzzed with revision stress—rustling parchment, hissing complaints, the slow death spiral of seventh-year burnout. But Rosalind had drifted somewhere else entirely.
Gwen and Parisa were hunched over parchment and textbooks, murmuring under their breath, chewing on quills and sneaking contraband biscuits. A fire crackled in the corner hearth.
Curled in one of the high-backed velvet chairs, legs tucked beneath her, Rosalind kept a transfiguration book open on the table beside her—camouflage. But her focus was on the leather journal in her lap.
Selene’s journal.
The ink shimmered faintly—silver-edged, still shifting under her charm.
Earlier that afternoon, driven by paranoia, she’d tracked down the one person in the castle who could disguise anything—Jasper Stroud, a seventh-year Hufflepuff with jumpy hands, sandy hair, and eyes that never quite met hers.
Last year, he forged a stack of permission slips for her. This year, he gave her the spellwork for half her allowance and a pair of fake earrings. He’d never cared. Just stared at her like a starving dog handed a steak.
(Rosalind Sallow. Rosalind Sallow.)
It was exhausting being this desirable.
She glanced up—and there he was. Jasper Stroud. Slumped at a nearby table, chewing his quill and staring at nothing. But his body twitched when she looked his way.
Like he could feel it.
She angled the journal deeper into her lap.
It had been simple to conceal: just half a vial of her blood spilled on the back page. The image of Selene in the front scowled, offended by the desecration. But the blood soaked through, and now only someone with the same blood markers could read it.
Simple. Effective. Had left her dizzy for hours.
No one could see what she didn’t want them to. Not Gwen. Not Varinia. Not Tom. Who was the whole reason she did this in the first place. Him and those knowing eyes. The more attention he paid her, the more likely he was to stumble on Selene’s journal.
She couldn’t take any chances.
She bent back over the page. The last few entries had blurred into one theatrical epic after another—cave raids, goblin standoffs, poacher kills dressed up as justice. Rosalind read them with a familiar eye roll.
Her grandmother had ancient magic, yes, but she also had a flair for self-mythology.
Until March, when Sebastian came back.
March 20
Sebastian asked me to meet him in the Undercroft. We haven’t spoken in ages. He looks awful. Like he hasn’t slept in weeks. Though I haven’t either. But at least ancient magic fills in my dark circles.
Anne is worse. He says she might not make it to summer. He asked me to help find something—something dark. He thinks Ominis knows about a hidden chamber, full of cursed magic.
I said I’d try. The bastard didn’t even thank me.
Just looked at me like I was the last match in the box.
I should’ve said no. But I never do.
Sebastian
Sebastian
Sebastian—
Rosalind turned the page. It went on like that—his name again and again—as if her grandmother had been overtaken by a jinx and couldn’t stop writing.
It wasn’t just obsession. It was collapse. It was watching someone step into their own grave and call it devotion.
Or, as Selene put it, it was being the last match in the box—and striking anyway.
Your madness is showing, Grandmother, she thought.
And Sebastian—suddenly, he was back. No mention of the tether. Just him, unraveling at the seams.
March 21
It’s called the Scriptorium. Ominis told me. Salazar Slytherin’s Scriptorium. How ominous. How fitting. How Sebastian.
He looked ill when he said it. Told me things about his family—the Gaunts. Bloodlines, curses, torture for sport. Said they used to play with blood magic like it was a game.
He speaks Parseltongue, too?
Which is the key, of course. Only a Parselmouth can open the Scriptorium.
Ominis made me swear not to bring Sebastian. I promised with my fingers behind my back.
Part of me thinks it’s an adventure.
Part of me thinks I’ve just started walking down the wrong corridor and the door behind me vanished.
I have to stay focused. Ancient magic. Ranrok. Rookwood.
But Sebastian.
And those stupid green eyes—
Rosalind stared at the words, thumb on the page. The noise of the library had faded to a low hum. Someone dropped some books. A fourth-year hissed at a classmate for smudging their notes.
She kept thinking of Isidora.
Ancient magic doesn’t choose. It mirrors.
So what had Selene’s magic reflected?
Isidora had said Selene wanted to be more than everyone—a powerless girl, hungry for power. She craved it. A teeth-bared, all-consuming want.
Rosalind knew the shape of it—she had worn it too. Not power itself, but the spotlight. The ache to matter more than anything else in the room. That’s what the magic saw—and fed.
She remembered Isidora’s voice, calm and certain.
You wanted to be wanted. That’s what I’ve seen, anyway. So your magic made you irresistible.
It carved you into the kind of girl people lose sleep over. And then it watched the vain little witch fall in love with her own reflection.
No. No, that wasn’t all. It wasn’t vanity—it was survival. A shield. A glamour. A way to make them look at her instead of what lay underneath.
But even as she thought it, she didn’t believe it.
Her fingers curled around the leather journal. Merlin, she hated how pathetic it sounded.
Vain little witch.
Rosalind closed the journal and slid it into her bag. Her bones ached, but duty called.
She followed the hum in her chest like a compass. North, south—didn’t matter. She’d find trouble either way.
-.-
Nicasia Parkinson clung to the Prefect’s desk like a lifeboat.
She sat stiffly at the desk, scribbling in the detention log. Her perfume was thick—rose-scented and wrong. Like bleach in a crystal vial.
Tom leaned against the far wall. He watched the back of her skull and wondered what sound she’d make if he broke her open.
She was stalling. Squaring her shoulders. Lifting her chin. Testing his patience.
He let the silence congeal. Watched her fidget inside it like a trapped insect. He wanted her gone by the time Rosalind arrived. He wanted to watch her squirm too, but for a different reason.
Tom glanced at the clock.
“Parkinson,” he said. “Time to go.”
Her hand stilled. “I’m finishing the log.”
“You’re repeating the same sentence.”
Nicasia looked at him over her shoulder. Her dark eyes were wide and mocking. “Do you need the office?”
“Yes.”
“For patrol?” Her mouth curved, smug and sour. “With Sallow?”
The door creaked open behind them.
Cool air swept in—and with it, her. Jasmine and pomegranate. His indulgence and his punishment, wrapped in a schoolgirl’s sweater.
Their eyes met. The tether twitched.
A flush warmed her cheeks, breath still quick from the walk. Her prefect’s badge was pinned crooked to her sweater. No robes—just a rolled skirt, flushed cheeks, and a gaze too sharp to be unintentional.
Nicasia turned back to the front of the room slowly, eyes narrowed.
Earlier that evening, he’d found her glaring at the patrol schedule—at the slot for tonight, now reading: Tom Riddle (Head Boy) and Rosalind Sallow. He’d fixed it himself.
She was his tonight.
And every night, if he had any say in it.
“Evening,” Rosalind said lightly, glancing between them. “Is this a meeting? Or am I interrupting something tense and administrative?”
Nicasia stood abruptly.
“Suspicious,” she said, looking between them. “You two on patrol?”
“Don’t look at me,” Rosalind said, hands up. “I follow orders.”
“Is that true?” Tom asked, speaking for the first time. “Good. I’ll remember that.”
A blush crept up Nicasia’s neck. Caught between something she didn’t want to be, but couldn’t help herself. Her hand twitched, like she might scratch Rosalind’s eyes out.
One craved power like sugar. The other bled it like incense.
Nicasia thought better of her violent tendencies—like she always did—and walked out, leaving behind perfume and resentment.
He didn’t bother watching her go. He was already watching Rosalind.
She sniffed. “Does she always smell like that? Or is it just for you?”
“Would it make you jealous?”
“Hardly,” she said. A lie he let her keep.
He held out his hand. “Do you still have my case?”
A blink—that flicker of surprise he liked too much.
She nodded. Of course. But he liked to make her admit it.
“Give it here.”
She hesitated. Always defiant—like she wanted to say no just to see what he’d do about it. But she didn’t. She reached into the pocket of her skirt—slowly, like it cost her something. The black case glinted in her palm.
She didn’t offer it. He took it anyway. Fingers brushing.
The case was pristine. She hadn’t cracked it, scratched it, or replaced it. She hadn’t even dared. It was covered in fingerprints, though. Like she stuck her hand into her pocket every now and then and felt it in there.
And that, more than anything, made something dark in him settle.
He crossed to the desk and opened the bottom drawer, retrieving a fresh carton of his favorite cigarettes. They’d arrived in the post that morning, delivered to him dutifully by Leo.
Tom broke the seal and filled the case, one cigarette at a time. No magic. Just fingers and motion. Neat rows. The smell of tobacco and wood. Repetition grounded him—precision over chaos.
Rosalind watched like she was trying to memorize him. Like this, too, told her something.
When he finished, he ran his thumb over the case before polishing the lid on his sleeve. Then turned and held it out.
It wasn’t a gift.
He was putting himself in her pocket.
As she took it from him, silvery-blue tendrils wrapped around his wrist. It shimmered between them. Cool at first. Then warm. Possessive.
They both watched it for a moment before she pulled away.
The look she gave him—sharp-lidded, slow, entirely unearned—would’ve had him half hard, if the room didn’t still reek of Nicasia Parkinson.
“If I didn’t know better, I’d think you were a romantic.”
He only smirked.
“It’s a good thing you know better, then.”
Tom reached for her wrist.
Her skin was warm. He felt the flicker of her pulse—fast and defiant—just beneath his thumb. He bent, pressed a soft and sweet kiss to it.
Rosalind didn’t flinch at all.
Then he bit her.
Just enough pressure to make her jolt. Her blood thudded against his teeth. He let it ring through him. The tether flared hot, wrapping around his spine.
She hissed. A sharp sound. But it wasn't pain. Pleasure. Delight.
He soothed the bite with another kiss—slower now. Worship disguised as mercy. Tongue brushing skin. Sealing a wound he’d made on purpose.
Sweetness was never the point. Just the costumes they wore while circling the knife.
“We should get moving.”
She pulled her arm back, rubbing the spot with her finger. “Research, was it?”
“You wanted to understand,” he said, retrieving the keys from the drawer. “I’m only obliging.”
Rosalind pouted. “How boring of me.”
Tom stepped past her to open the door. His voice was soft and lethal. “The last thing you are is boring, Sallow.”
She smiled. “Lead the way… Head Boy.”
Just like that, they were back on the board.
-.-
They started in the Astronomy Tower. How cinematic.
All that sneaking around, and they'd never come here alone. Not until now. Now, when it could mean something.
She used to stash cigarettes behind a loose stone on the far wall. Her secret altar. Out of reach. Before Tom. Before the case. Before she became the kind of girl who flirted with danger regularly.
Before her magic started listening to something else entirely. Desire. Violence. Maybe him.
Tom stepped out first. A shadow made of desire and menace. The night air kissed her skin. Cold stone underfoot. The wind flirted with her hem as she followed.
Her fingers in her pocket closed around her case.
Tom’s case. Newly stocked. Watching him load it—sliding each cigarette in, one by one—had felt almost obscene. She still couldn’t believe she just stood there and didn’t do something unhinged, like suck his fingers just to taste the tobacco. To taste him.
“When you touched me earlier,” he said. “Magic flared.” He paused. “Why?”
She slid a cigarette between her lips. Snapped the case closed and put it back into the skirt.
A flicker of blue-silver sparked to life. Right between her fingers.
“Pardon?” she asked, all false innocence.
Tom’s hands curled along the railing, his spine straight. Pretending this was business.
“It flared between us. It seems involuntary.”
She lit the cigarette with her other hand cupped around the flame. Smoke burned her throat as she moved to stand beside him. Close. Her shoulder brushed his sweater—soft wool, perfectly tailored. Not a single pill or fray.
He didn’t move. But she felt him—contained heat beneath polished armor. Not a wrinkle out of place. Even his chaos obeyed.
“So,” she murmured, smoke trailing from her lips, “this is a study session.”
“You were warned.”
“Right. Sorry, Dr. Jekyll. Is Mr. Hyde busy tonight or…?”
“He has appointments,” Tom said coolly.
Rosalind smiled.
He waited.
She exhaled again. The smoke curled between them.
“It’s always blooming,” she said. “Like it has its own mind.”
But no—that wasn’t right.
It wasn’t mind. It was want. Starving and uninvited. Always reaching for him.
“And you don’t control it?”
“Do you control how your blood pumps?” she snapped. “How fast your heart races?”
He turned. Fully. Still as a snake before it strikes.
“Yes,” he said.
Rosalind groaned. Loudly. Over it. “You’re so fucking annoying.”
Tom plucked the cigarette from her lips, then dragged his thumb across her mouth. One line, one threat.
She almost bit him. She should have.
He took a drag. Same cigarette. Same filter. Her mouth had just been there. She watched him exhale like that didn’t matter. His eyes never leaving her.
“What?” she said, too breathy to be smug. “Like what you see?”
“I’m observing,” he said around the cigarette. “Hold still.”
“Piss off,” she said automatically—but she didn’t move.
His hand moved, slow and sure, over her arm, across her skin. Just curious. Like she was something to be unwrapped.
Her skin prickled. Gooseflesh. Embarrassing.
Magic crackled beneath his fingers as he went along. Tangible. Physical. Then he dipped beneath the hem of her sweater and brushed bare skin. Her hipbone, specifically—delicate and sharp, like he was checking for edges.
Her breath hitched. She felt everything.
The tether jumped—quick and hot.
“You’re shaking,” he murmured, smirking. “Not cold, are you?”
“You’re really testing your luck,” she muttered.
Her hands betrayed her first—like always. Magic spilled from her palms, hungry and blue.
“Responsive to touch,” he murmured. “Proximity-dependent. Stronger through skin contact.”
His voice was so close it felt like it was inside her ear. No—under it. In her blood. Fuck.
“Localized flares,” he continued. “It sparks where I touch. But in your hands, too. Almost always.”
They both looked down. Silver-blue tendrils twined between her fingers, pulsing.
His hand was still on her waist, thumb drawing lazy circles just under her sweater.
Then—his free hand returned. He plucked the cigarette from his lips and slipped it between hers. Her breath shook on the inhale. He didn’t smile.
“So the magic blooming means you like it,” he said, amused.
“Tom,” she whined, smoke spilling from her lips.
Her thighs shifted, a reflex she didn’t authorize.
“What does it feel like?” he asked.
“When?”
“Now.”
He dropped his hand from her waist and took the cigarette back—this time, not brushing her.
She paused, thinking. “Like bubbles in a bottle someone just shook.”
“Bubbly?”
“Yes. It wants to play . It doesn’t want me standing here talking to you. It finds it boring.”
“It finds the way I just touched you boring?”
“No—” she started, exasperated. Then she saw his smirk. “It finds the not touching boring.” A beat passed. “The lack.”
“Ah.” His mouth curled. “So it wants more. ”
“Yes,” she said. Then smirked, an idea forming. “Full menu tonight. Snogging. Your mouth between my legs. My wand at your throat. Pick your poison, Tom.”
Something tugged at her skirt. Wind, magic—who cared. It wasn’t enough. His stare felt like a scalpel. Like he meant to carve something out. She smirked. Little victories. She’d take them.
And yet, he was a statue. As if stillness gave him power.
“So—your research,” he said, like he hadn’t just had his hand up her jumper. Like this was office hours.
She blinked. Derailed. “I’m sorry, what?”
“Your research,” he repeated. That same scholar’s tone. “You said you needed a few days with Fig’s journal. Progress report?”
Her smile went blade-sharp. If he wanted a performance, he’d get a good one.
“Riveting,” she said. “Brontë meets Twain. Little light necromancy, lots of feelings.”
He inhaled slowly. Smug bastard. She hadn’t read a word and he knew it.
“So what did you mean, then?” he asked. “Or was it just stalling? Buying time for what, exactly?”
“You looked two seconds from devouring me whole,” she said sweetly. “Thought I’d let you sweat.”
He looked at her like he might still do it—devour her whole. Then passed the cigarette back, eyes rolling like he wasn’t one second from feral.
“I’ve been researching,” he said. “Magical infestation. Resonance entanglement. Imprinting. Curse-echoes. Spellbirths. Birth-locked rituals. Parasitic inheritances. Accidental bindings. Another sweep, in case I missed something.” He paused. “And then I thought about your word for it.”
She arched a brow. “Do tell.”
“Tether,” he said, like he was grading her. “Adorable. Suggests a bit of string tied between us, tugging like it matters.”
“It feels like that,” she said, hot under the collar now. “What do you call it? What do the real experts say?”
“Depends who you ask. We’re speaking modern. That’s the issue. No one in Babylon called it a tether . In older texts—Babylonian, Akkadian, early Druidic—you get different words. Cord. Ligature. Red thread. Bridal knot. Channel. Root.”
Bridal knot.
He paused. Let it sit. Heavy. Stupid, weighty word. Like this idiotic cigarette they kept swapping like vows.
“Old magic doesn’t do accidents,” he added. “If it names something, it means it.”
Her cheeks flushed before she could stop it. Bloody traitors.
“It’s already in us,” he said, voice low. “And I don’t think it could be severed cleanly. Not without a cost.” He tilted his head. “So now—it’s about control.”
“Control?” she snapped. “How thrilling. Your favorite fetish.”
“Usage,” he said coolly. “Application. Strategy.”
“You plan to use it?” she said, half-laughing. “You think it’ll let you?”
His gaze didn’t waver.
“Obviously.”
She shook her head, smirking. “Here I thought you were trying to be my boyfriend.”
“It can be both,” he said. Too fast. Like it slipped.
A flicker. A hairline fracture in the glass.
She grinned like it hurt. “Oh, aren’t you sweet.”
His nostrils flared—barely. But she caught it. Victory.
“You think I enjoy standing up here waxing philosophical—when I could have you flat on your back in any room I name?” His voice stayed low, precise. But the heat in it was real. Controlled fury. “You think that’s what I want?”
Rosalind blinked. Once. Let the heat hit her, roll down, then shrugged it off like mist. “Then why aren’t you doing something about it?”
“You won’t take the time to understand it,” he said. “So I’ve taken the liberty.”
She hated him. Wanted to kiss him so hard his theories bled. Wanted him to stop pretending this was about anything but her.
“Finite source,” he asked, “or external draw?”
“External,” she said. Clipped and defensive.
“Earlier,” he murmured, “you said it found the not-touching boring. You always call it It .”
She stilled. Just a fraction. But he saw it. Tom smiled, like he’d caught her cheating.
“Mm,” he said.
“No,” she said. Too fast.
“So it’s an It now?” he asked, sweet as cyanide.
“It’s nothing,” she snapped. “Just magic.”
“Sentient?” he pressed.
“This is me,” she said tightly, “choosing not to answer.”
His smile stretched—just enough to be smug. Then he took the cigarette. Always taking something.
“Does it talk to you, Rosalind?” he asked, voice too soft to be innocent.
She scowled like he’d slapped her. Or worse—like he was right. She shook her head.
“Another dodge,” he said, almost fond.
He tilted his head. That slow, assessing look he wore like a second skin.
“What’s it saying now , Rosalind?”
She paused. Felt it surge.
It’s saying what I’m not—kiss him. Curse him. Devour him.
Drag him to his knees.
“It’s saying stop dissecting me like I’m one of your experiments,” she said. Sharper than she meant to.
Tom narrowed his eyes. “You’d rather stay unsolved than risk being seen.”
“Don’t do that,” she said. “Don’t pretend you know .”
“You’re afraid if I name it,” he said, “you’ll owe me for it.”
“No. I’m bored. ” She stepped forward. “We’ve been circling for weeks. I want to do something besides breathe the same air and pretend it’s foreplay.”
She reached for him. Fingers in his sweater, nails catching wool. She pulled, hard.
He didn’t move.
She looked up at him—lashes low, mouth curled. A last-ditch trick.
“I wore black garters,” she said sweetly. “Do you think that was for the dialogue?”
He looked. Blinked. Looked again. Then—right back to her eyes.
“You always dress like you want a reaction,” he said. “Doesn’t mean you get one.”
“You’re infuriating,” she said—and tugged again.
Again—nothing. He stepped back, calm as ever, took her wrists like he was handling something breakable. Peeled her off.
“Not now,” he said.
He took the cigarette from between his teeth and flicked it off the Tower like it disgusted him.
She seethed. Actually seethed. Like a kettle left too long on the stove. He might as well have slapped her. Or told her to fuck off and take her little games with her.
She stared at him. Gutted. She’d never— never —been dismissed like that. Not by him. Not by anyone with eyes in their skull. Not when she’d handed him her magic like a matchbook. Not when she’d given him her throat. Her wrists. Her fucking garters.
Her cheeks went hot. Her fingers buzzed. The ancient magic surged up like bile—fast and full and ready.
“You—” she started, but choked on it. Swallowed it like poison.
Fine.
Let him have it.
Torchlight flared across the stone. It caught the shimmer in her hair, the ruin in her eyes. Her hand drifted to her wand—casual and practiced.
Her fingers tapped once, just once, on the hilt.
Tom saw it immediately.
“Don’t,” he said. Cold enough to frost the air.
She drew it anyway. His voice was background noise. Like he’d already lost her.
He stepped in. Controlled. Ready. Like he might rip it from her grip just to prove he still could.
“What? Isn’t this part of the experiment?”
He didn’t answer. Just stared—like she was a cursed object he couldn’t unbind. A riddle without a solution.
Then, his eyes cut. “One warning, Sallow.”
That was it. That look—half fury, half fascinated—set something wild loose in her chest.
She wanted to ruin it.
Ruin him.
“Muffliato,” she said sweetly.
The magic dropped like pressure before a storm. Everything went still. Muffled. Like slipping under warm water with the scream still in your throat.
A soundless, sealed-off world.
The ancient magic curled up her spine, eager. Starving. Almost laughing.
Tom wanted to play professor. Open her up, piece by piece, and name everything he found. She wasn’t in the mood to be studied. She was in the mood for chaos.
She drew in a full breath. Let the tension climb. Let him think—just for a second—she might behave.
“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!”
She screamed. Full volume. Arms flailing. One leg kicked out like she was mid-scene. It was ridiculous. It was loud.
It felt better than it had any right to. Like magic. Like madness. Like his mouth where she wanted it most.
Tom flinched—hard. Like she’d hexed him. Like she’d moaned his name in front of the entire bloody Wizengamot.
His eyes darkened. “What,” he said, low and deadly, “the fuck are you doing?”
She spun on her heel—too fast, too loud, laughing under her breath. She bolted. Down the stairs, laughter bubbling in her throat, pulse thundering. Magic licked up her ribs like flame. She tasted metal and lightning and glee.
The tether snapped tight behind her like a leash yanked short. Like it liked the chase.
“Rosalind,” he snarled—like her name offended him. “Incarcerous.”
The ropes snapped toward her. She didn’t even flinch—just let the magic surge. Silver-blue fire flared from her palm, shredding the spell like wet parchment.
“Nice try,” she called over her shoulder. Giddy. Reckless. Triumphant.
She tossed a jinx like a kiss—messy and mean.
He slashed his wand through the air. Her jinx cracked apart—sparks spitting across his face. He was maddeningly pristine. Hair artfully mussed, sweater straight, shoes polished. But his eyes—his eyes were fire. Like he’d set her alight just to study the smoke pattern.
“Is that it?” he called. Breathless, furious. “If we’re testing ancient magic—”
A hex screamed past her ear. She ducked, laughing.
“—fucking use it.”
She laughed like a madwoman, backing toward the next flight, wand raised, eyes bright.
“Finally,” she breathed. “Something interesting.”
He’d changed. Focused. Radiating power like a drawn blade, or the breath before a curse.
She dipped under his next spell and tossed a flare back—sloppy, wild. Who cared. She wasn’t aiming. She was showing off.
He answered with a knockback spell. Fast. Surgical. Disrespectfully casual.
It hit her square in the shoulder, spinning her like a top. Her heel skidded—stone shrieking—and she caught herself on a column, breathless with laughter.
“That’s more like it,” she gasped, eyes glittering. She grinned madly.
“Run,” he said, low and sharp. “See what I do when I catch you.”
She was incandescent—cheeks flushed, curls untamed, fingertips sparking with blue-silver fire. Glorious. Unhinged.
She lashed back—knockback, quick and biting. It clipped his shoulder and rocked him a step. Not enough to hurt. Enough to insult. Tousled now. Eyes sharp. Annoyed. Turned on.
Dangerous.
She didn’t wait. She ran. Skirt snapping, wand flashing, laughter catching in her throat.
She shot a dancing jinx at his boots—stupid and sparkling, like she was flirting with her spells now too. He skidded, cursed, fired a Silencio in return.
She ducked, smirking. “You’d miss me talking shit,” she called. “Be honest.”
His mouth parted. No spell. Just want. Then he lunged—wand forgotten—reaching for her.
“I’d prefer your mouth busy elsewhere,” he growled.
Something broke loose inside her. Sweet. Inevitable. She could’ve ducked. Hexed. Run again.
She didn’t.
She wanted this.
So she let him. Let it happen. Let herself want.
Tom grabbed her and slammed her into stone. Pain bloomed. She gasped—wind gone, chest heaving.
And Merlin help her—she loved it.
Then he was there, crashing into her like he meant to burn through. Mouth on hers. Bruising. Punishing. Like he wanted to brand her from the inside out.
She met him bite for bite, fists in his sweater, dragging him closer until she could feel the fury in his chest. His teeth grazed her lip—
So she bit back.
He groaned into her mouth—low, raw, almost broken. His hips surged, caging her, crushing her to the wall like he needed her to feel the weight of him.
Magic shrieked through her—metallic, electric. The tether pulled taut, slicing reality down to skin, want, pressure.
His hands roamed—ribs, waist, thighs—greedy and unrepentant. He caught her leg and hooked it around his hip, pinning her. Then his thigh slid between hers.
She gasped, grinding down before she could think better of it. Pressure. Friction. Fuck.
The stone was freezing. He was fire.
His wand was still clutched in one fist. The same palm dragged up her chest and roughly cupped her breast. The wand knocked under her chin, clumsily, as his mouth found hers again.
She didn’t care. She liked it—too much, maybe—every cruel, delicious second.
He pressed in—thigh grinding up, dragging friction through her core.
His other hand drifted lower, fingers brushing the garter strap at her thigh. A single knuckle traced along it—lazy, mocking—like he wanted her writhing.
Then— snap. A flick of fingers. A crack of sound.
She gasped, then laughed, head tipping back, thrilled by his nerve.
“Fucking brat,” he rasped against her mouth. “I saw them when you ran. That was on purpose, wasn’t it?”
She grinned against his lips and ground her hips closer.
“You’re ruining me,” he breathed, voice shredded. “You know that.”
But he didn’t wait. He kissed her again, like he meant to learn her by heart, tongue first. His hand slid back up, fingertips tracing until they found the strap again.
Snap.
He groaned into her mouth, palm tightening, hips jerking forward like he couldn’t help himself.
She laughed breathlessly and slid one wicked hand between them, hunting heat.
Hard.
“Tom,” she purred, faux-shocked. “Already?”
Her fingers curled around him through his trousers. He flinched—barely—but she felt it.
“Thought you had more self-control, Head Boy,” she murmured, lips grazing his jaw.
He sucked in a breath—low, rough, half-snarl. His hips jerked forward, chasing her hand. His mouth crashed down. Bruising. Punitive.
She let him. Let him take, just long enough to think he’d won. Then—
She bit him again. Harder this time. Copper bloomed on her tongue. She smiled into the taste.
He growled. It rolled through her like thunder.
But she was already gone. Duck, twist, slip—like smoke through his fingers. She hit the stone running, breathless and wild, laughter peeling off her like magic. Drunk on it. Drunk on him.
“You—” he barked, dark and dangerous. But she was already gone, ten steps ahead.
“Catch me properly next time,” she called.
She vanished in a shimmer of silver-blue, the tether sparking behind her like a lit fuse.
Tom followed.
Rosalind didn’t hesitate. She tore for the Grand Staircase, boots hitting stone. She leapt onto the first step as it slid into place. She ran. Up, up, up—skirt flying, lungs burning. She glanced back twice.
He wasn’t out of breath. He was gaining. Focused. Fixated.
So pretty.
So rabid.
She tore through the doors to the Trophy Room staircase, skirts flying. Skidded behind a suit of armor and flung her wand over one shoulder.
“Flipendo!”
The armor shrieked and crumpled in on itself. A gleaming pile of limbs.
Tom didn’t even blink. Just stepped through the wreckage.
She hit him with a Levitation Charm—half-spell, half-love bite.
He floated—just a breath off the floor. Enough for her to beam and bolt, heels slipping, laugh catching in her throat.
She was good. He made her lethal . And Merlin, this was fun.
He countered midair, hit the floor hard, and snapped, “Petrificus—”
“Protego!”—her arm snapped up, shield blooming just in time. Sparks cracked against her shoulders.
It tingled. Her skin prickled. She felt electric. Divine. Unstoppable.
Last time, in the Undercroft, he’d matched her strike for strike. But this wasn’t the Undercroft. This was her playground. And she was just mad enough to win.
A portrait somewhere screamed something vulgar. Neither of them flinched. They stood panting, grinning like animals.
“You look wrecked,” she called, darting left into the Trophy Room. Her hand dragged along the wall. “Tousled. Almost human.”
She turned her back—one second, maybe less—
—and the floor vanished beneath her feet.
Not far—just enough to steal her breath. Heels scraped air. Her stomach lurched, skirt flying, and she hit the stone floor hard. Laughing.
Tom didn’t smirk. Didn’t gloat. Just stood in the doorway like a painting of himself—serene, sinister, all-knowing.
Rosalind darted behind a trophy case, heart hammering, grin wild.
“Come out,” he said coolly. “Or I’ll come in after you.”
She peeked around the glass edge, grinning like a demon. “Make me.”
He shot a Disarming Charm—no warning, no flourish, just sharp intent. She ducked with a hiss, shoulder catching stone, and whirled—“Ventus!”
The wind howled—dust flying, trophies crashing. His hair whipped back. He walked through it like a storm god. Cold. Composed. Biblical.
“You’re absolutely mad.”
She beamed. “You’re welcome.”
Her wand rose—
And then she cast something . Raw silver magic surged from her wand—bright, burning—and slammed into his chest. It yanked. Tom jolted like he’d been hooked. Foot dragging, jaw clenched, teeth bared.
“Oh,” she said, syrup-sweet. “Was that not in the literature?”
“Rosalind,” he snarled.
“You wanted data,” she said, backing toward the far doors, magic trailing off her fingers.
“You’re distracting me.”
She grinned. “Yes. And it’s working.”
They stilled—just a beat. He had barely cast a thing. Let her claw and bite and run wild. And still, he chased.
Then he lunged.
She shrieked and twisted to bolt. But he was done playing soft.
The spell tangled her legs mid-sprint. They crashed down together in a blur of limbs, heat, and laughter.
She hit the floor, wind knocked out of her, skirt still flying.
He caged her in—thigh pressed tight between hers, one hand by her head, wand tip hovering over her ribs.
Magic thrummed between them, electric and aching.
“Got you,” he murmured, dark with triumph.
She sprawled beneath him—garters twisted, hair a mess, lips parted like an invitation she’d never say aloud.
“You thief,” she panted. “That was my move.”
“Obviously,” he said, like it was foreplay.
She struck—no hesitation—teeth flashing toward his jaw.
He snarled. Half-laugh, half-threat. “Careful.”
“Boring.”
She kneed him playfully, just enough to tilt the field. The garter strap bit his thigh as she twisted underneath him.
They flipped—her knees hit stone, flushed and panting, wand pressed to his throat like a promise. His hands snapped to her hips.
“I’ll hex you,” she warned, lips grazing his. “Right here. Right now. Something to make you look like a fool.”
“Try me.”
She kissed him instead, grinding against his thigh. His wand jabbed her ribs. She didn’t blink.
“You’re hard,” she whispered, a smirk in her voice. “How scholarly of you.”
“I can feel how wet you are through my trousers, Rosalind.”
He lunged, flipping her clean, her wand clattering like bones across the floor. She gasped as the stone bit her back, again as his hand slid under the sweater.
She raked her nails down his throat, daring him to make her regret it.
He growled—low and wrecked.
She hooked her leg around his, dragging him closer. “Pin me or fuck off, Riddle.”
His wand hit the floor like a verdict.
Both hands on her, raking up her thighs like he meant to tear her open.
She arched, gasping, dizzy with it—then—
Magic burst from her.
He flew—crashed into the trophy case in a symphony of shattering glass and righteous fury.
She was on her feet before the glass settled. It looked like it hurt. For half a second, she thought maybe she went too far. But the look in his eyes–
Tom rose from the wreckage like something conjured—shards glittering at his feet like hexed crystal.
He didn’t speak. Just tilted his head—curious, smug, eyes lit like prophecy.
Her chest rose and fell like a heartbeat spell. Her lip bled—when had that happened? Magic rolled off her like heat from cracked stone.
They stared—two meters, ten thousand volts apart. Both breathless. Both ruined.
“I think I’m getting off on this,” she said. “Our own special brand of foreplay.”
Tom laughed—actually laughed. Sharp, low, surprised. His head tipped back, feral and free. For one slivered moment, he looked unbound.
She sprinted—giddy and unhinged.
He caught her mid-leap, palms locking under her thighs as her legs clamped around him.
They crashed into stone. She moaned, hips grinding into the heat of him. He groaned and grabbed her ass, dragging her flush. Like he’d cage her there forever.
His mouth dropped to her throat—biting, sucking, adoring.
“All that tenderness earlier,” she gasped into his hair, breath searing. “The cigarettes. The charm. And all I really wanted was to hex that smug, gorgeous face.”
He growled into her neck. The sound nearly shattered her spine.
“You wound me,” he murmured, as his teeth dragged along her jaw.
“Let’s test another theory.”
She rolled her hips, slow and cruel. “Which one?”
“The bit about your mouth,” he said. “Being put to better use.”
“Or,” she purred, “you cast a Silencing Charm and I ride your mouth till you forget your name?”
He shoved against her, eyes sparking. Possessed.
“You depraved little witch,” he breathed. “Say it again and I’ll oblige.”
But he dropped her, rough and abrupt. Her heels hit stone, skirt still hitched. She dragged him down again, mouths crashing—tongue, teeth, want—arms looped around his neck.
“I think the experiment’s over,” she murmured against his lips. “Don’t you?”
“Always your rules,” he muttered, buried in her skin like he might suffocate there.
“Yes,” she said sweetly, palm sliding between them. She gripped him hard. Tom groaned like a curse. “I’m in charge, Riddle. Keep up.”
She tilted in—mouth at his ear, breath molten.
“That’s why you haven’t hexed me properly once. You like being under me.”
The tether throbbed like a bruise between them. Her magic flared—hungry and waiting.
“You’re never in charge,” he murmured. “I just let you think you are—hand you the leash when I’m bored.”
“Oh, you don’t seem bored now,” she purred, squeezing him slow and smug.
Tom palmed her breast hard, crowding her back against the stone with a force that made her gasp.
He dragged his mouth down her jaw, slow and filthy, teeth grazing her neck—until he reached her ear. His breath hitched. Then:
“I could fuck you right here,” he whispered. “Up against this wall.”
He let it hang.
“But I think I prefer the view when you suffer for it.”
She gasped—wrecked by the filth, the tease, the devastating calm of him. Heat bloomed low, her thighs clenching tight. Ancient magic burst from her in waves.
Then— a shift.
Her nerves caught it before her mind did.
A lull.
She pulled back, breath faltering—
—and froze.
His wand hand.
“Incarcerous,” he said.
The ropes hit hard—tight, hot, biting—dragging her arms back like a marionette.She stumbled, eyes blazing, curse already on her tongue—
“What the fuck ,” she spat, furious.
Tom just smiled. Calm. Crooked. “Don’t make me silence you too, Rosalind darling.”
She writhed. Her cheeks flamed, not with shame, but rage. Humiliation tasted like copper in her mouth.
She reached inward. Called it.
And felt—
Nothing.
No pull. No bite. No burn.
Muted.
It was there—just beneath the skin—but caged.
Like it had been petted into submission.
Tamed.
No. No. No.
What the fuck.
She stiffened. Eyes snapping to his.
“What did you do.”
Tom tilted his head.
“I warned you,” he said gently. “You pushed. I pulled.”
She fought the ropes again—magicless, furious. Her heart pounded so hard it hurt.
“And that,” he said, closing the distance, voice soft like a secret, “is what happens when you give it to me.”
Her lips parted. Barely breathing.
“When you kissed me at the end.”
He arched a brow.
“You handed magic over like a ribbon-wrapped gift. All that wild, ruthless power—channeled into me . Just long enough to rewire it.”
“Used it?” she hissed.
“I redirected it,” he said coolly. “Clean transfer. Beautifully efficient.”
He paused. Admired the ropes like artwork. Her magic, looped around her wrists like silk. Turned traitor.
“Turns out,” he said, voice low, indulgent, “ancient magic adores a man with vision.”
She burned. Rage in her throat. Shame in her gut. Want like a curse in her blood. The betrayal slithered hot beneath her skin.
“You look good tied up,” he murmured, like it was a compliment. “A shame to spoil the picture.”
“Untie me,” she growled. “Now.”
“Eventually.” He circled behind her, slow as smoke. “Wicked little mouth. Think of this as a reminder—you can lose.”
He circled again, enjoying the slow orbit like she was prey and he’d already tasted blood.
She twisted, strained, but the ropes refused her. Her breath caught. Fury first. Then something darker. Something like a thrill.
“You play a beautiful game, Rosalind,” he said when he faced her again. His gaze dragged down—sweater, garter, bruised mouth. “But you forget—I built the board.”
She bared her teeth. Saw the cut on his lip. “Then why do you keep bleeding for me?”
He stepped in. Close enough to cage her with his body.
“Look at you,” he said, drinking her in. “Tied up. Trembling. Radiant with rage. And still convinced you’re winning.”
He smirked.
“My witch. Stubborn little heretic to the end.”
My witch.
She made a sound. Furious. Almost filthy.
With a flick, the ropes vanished. Her arms dropped like snapped wings. She staggered. He caught her.
Then kissed her. Soft and cruel and triumphant. His prize.
Rosalind punched him.
No hesitation. No spell. Just bone and fury to the gut.
He doubled slightly—gasped—
And laughed.
Winded. Wild.
She yanked her skirt down, fixed her sweater, and wiped the blood from her mouth with the back of her hand. Hair feral. Eyes glittering. Still radiant.
“You can finish yourself—and patrol—on your own,” she said. “Find me when you’re ready to lose, Riddle. Because that’s the only way you’ll ever get me on my knees.”
Tom stood laughing in the wreckage—sweater rumpled, mouth bloody, still savoring the taste of her.
She left with her lip split, stockings torn, magic burning her bones.
And all she could think was—
This is what I want.
Not flowers. Not fucking gestures. Just a kiss with a wand at her throat.
A boy who could weaponize her .
Fuck.
There’s no going back.
-.-
Tom stumbled into the Room, already undoing his trousers with one hand. The other went for the drawer.
He placed the photograph on the desk.
Rosalind. Lips parted. Bored and beautiful in a tailored skirt set, clipped from some society page months ago. She shifted slightly every few seconds—crossing her ankles, glancing off-frame, rolling her eyes like she couldn’t believe she’d agreed to be photographed in the first place.
He stared. Breath thick. Fist tight around his cock. Let the weight of the night settle in his bones—her jinxes on his shirt, her magic in his mouth, the sound she made when he caught her.
The way her eyes flashed when she disarmed him. The way her mouth moved when she begged.
How it felt to use her magic. Redirect it into her. He’d find an excuse to do it again.
His grip tightened. His body curled. The desk groaned when he leaned against it.
It didn’t take long. It never did—not with her in front of him, even frozen. Especially frozen. Caught. Unaware. Still his.
He came to the thought of her gasping, bound in her own magic—eyes blazing, mouth filthy. Like she was made to be ruined.
And then—sharper than the heat, sweeter than the release—came the real vision.
Italian suit. Reverso on his wrist. Rosalind on his arm. The Selwyn Club falling silent as they entered. A crown without a coronation.
A woman made for his side.
A vision. A prophecy.
After, he cleaned himself with a flick of his wand. Yanked his trousers back up.
Then reached for the Frame. Opened the back. And, without a second thought, slid the photograph in.
It hummed—low, greedy. Like it had been waiting for her.
He didn’t turn it over.
The watching could wait. For now, it was enough to know she was inside it. Trapped. Claimed.
He smirked, slid the Frame back into the drawer, and lit a cigarette.
-.-
Later, when he finally fell asleep, he dreamt he was the white rabbit.
And Rosalind chased him all the way to Wonderland.
Notes:
this chapter went through maybe 3 different variations. most recently a soft, sweet scene at the end. and I was like "this doesn't feel like them?" and I saw that clip of emma stone and joe alwyn in The Favourite, fighting in the woods like foreplay and thought... tom and rosalind. lmao. thus this 10k chapter was born.
thank you so much for the lovely feedback last chapter. it was so delightful to respond to all your comments. i'm humbled by the engagement you've been leaving on this fic. the conversations we have in the comments are some of the best i've ever ever had on my writing and it means more than i can ever express to you!
you might notice i created a "series" - love is merely a madness. there will be a selene/sebastian/ominis prequel. it'll be multi-chaptered, irregularly updated. maybe 5 chapters total? unknown at this time. if you're interested in that, you can subscribe to the series (or me, as an author).
let me know what you thought of this one! tom and rosalind and their special brand of foreplay.
thank you!
-grace
Chapter 28: Reverse Exposure
Notes:
surprise! a little early. this chapter was split into two again (we hit 13k lmao). second half soon!
the idea for the dream scenes being right-justified is from blood and gold by obsidianpen. without a doubt the greatest fic I've ever read.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Artifact #140 – The Watcher’s Frame
Suspected Curse: Over time, the subject in the photograph may begin to sense the viewer’s presence—typically during sleep. Dream phenomena include:
- Flickers of the viewer’s silhouette in dreamspace
- Unshakable impressions of being watched
- Spontaneous emotional awareness or déjà vu connected to the viewer
- Intermittent sleep disruption; unclear if magical in origin
Symptoms vary. Dream-link may intensify with emotional attachment. Reports of auditory bleed-through remain unconfirmed.
-.-
Sunday.
Somewhere in the castle, Tom Riddle slipped a photograph of Rosalind Sallow into a cursed frame.
-.-
That night, Rosalind Sallow dreamt she was Alice, chasing a white rabbit into Wonderland.
-.-
Monday. Viaduct Bridge.
Spring hit too bright. Too alive. And still, the castle felt grey beneath it.
Rosalind remembered she still had to finish school. Essays were due. N.E.W.T.s were real. And her name was very much not powerful enough to carry her through self-sustaining Transfiguration without a little practice.
Naturally, she responded to the stress by dragging Gwen and Parisa out onto the Viaduct during their free block. They sat near her feet, squabbling over some charms revision she wasn’t following. Varinia arrived by broom, opened her textbook, and immediately started fussing with the bristles instead of the book.
Rosalind lounged in the alcove, smoking Tom’s cigarettes. Pretending schoolwork still mattered.
They hadn’t asked what happened over the weekend. No follow-up questions on Alfie or Tom or the bruises. But she could feel their questions—Parisa’s glances, Gwen’s pause before teasing, even Varinia watching her sideways. Something had shifted.
Rosalind didn’t offer it up either. But the girls always knew. They smelled change. And Rosalind? She just lit another cigarette and pretended not to notice.
Gwen and Parisa’s bickering blurred. Her limbs ached—real muscles sore beneath the ancient magic. From Varinia’s drills. From rolling around with Tom. From the second trial’s wreckage two nights before.
Rosalind blew smoke upward. Her stockings were sheer, rolled just above the knee. She felt half-melted. Dangerous in the way soft things could be—unbothered and armed.
And then—
“Oh no,” Gwen said, shielding her eyes. “Incoming.”
Rosalind squinted toward the archway. She felt the tether tug before they appeared.
Moments later, Ares Lestrange and Tom Riddle came down the bridge.
Ares strolled into view with an insufferable grin. Tom walked beside him, dark hair catching the light. The contrast was stark, as always. Ares—loose-limbed. Tom—all clean angles and cold timing. But they moved in sync, knowing when to flank and when to feint.
Rosalind’s stomach flipped.
She’d seen Tom that morning—in Herbology—where he’d smirked at her over his Devil’s Tentacula and said, “ Morning Sallow,” when he’d passed on his way to fertilizer. She could’ve sworn she felt a hand on her back.
Varinia glanced up first. “Don’t look now, but your cousin’s coming to ruin everything.”
“I looked,” Rosalind muttered, dragging on the cigarette. “He’s already done it.”
Ares arrived, all white teeth and inherited confidence. The sort of grin that said: I’ve never earned a thing in my life, and isn’t it charming?
“Ladies.”
Varinia made a choking sound. “That’s generous. I think we prefer banshees.”
Ares frowned, looked confused, then said, “Whatever, Tugwood. You’re doing that wrong–”
He snatched the broom from her lap. Varinia shot upright, furious.
“You’ve got to press the bristles this way,” he said, adjusting his stance. Shoulders back. Rosalind wondered if he’d ever done anything that wasn’t a performance.
Maybe it ran in the family.
She was watching Ares—until Tom stepped in, shoulder to shoulder, like it meant nothing. She pulled the cigarette from her mouth just as he reached for it.
Their fingers met. Magic sparked—predictable as clockwork.
Tom took the cigarette with all the ceremony of a priest handling relics.
Of course, they’d share it. Half-soggy. Burned low. Intimate in the ugliest possible way.
“You’ve got a death wish, Lestrange,” Varinia said, snatching her broom from his hands. “Now I have to clear your foul energy from it. Set it out under moonlight—some ritual with crystals and Mooncalf blood.”
Ares snorted. “You’re a fool.”
Gwen sighed and returned to her notes.
Ares glanced at Rosalind, at how Tom leaned against the pillar, shoulder brushing hers, cigarette in his mouth. He continued, “You coming to brunch over Easter? Grandmother says you’re expected.”
She frowned. “I’ll be in Feldcroft.”
Grandmother probably wanted to sit her beside some cousin and call it matchmaking. And the cousin was probably Ares.
Ares smirked. “Avoiding the family, are we?”
“Always,” she said sweetly. “Especially you.”
He turned back to Varinia. “What about you, Tugwood? Still pretending a Bats scout is coming?”
Varinia straightened like she’d been hexed. “They are coming. They sent an owl.”
Ares opened his mouth.
“Don’t,” Gwen warned. “We’re trying to have a peaceful study session.”
But it was too late. Varinia and Ares had locked into their usual rhythm—barbed flirtation disguised as sport. Rosalind watched with detachment, seeing it for what it was now—Varinia liked girls. And Ares was a distraction.
Stupid and pretty. And today, useful.
Varinia, Gwen, and Parisa all craned their necks to talk to him, make fun of him. He made himself the centerpiece. Took their barbs and threw them right back.
All so that—
Tom passed the cigarette back, placing it between her lips.
The tether sparked low in her chest.
“The sunshine suits you,” he said.
“And you belong in haunted corridors,” she said. “Brooding beneath the floorboards. Scaring first-years for sport.”
His gaze flicked over. “Charming. So I’m the Phantom now?”
She smiled like it was a compliment. “Please. You’d love an opera house.”
“First Mr. Hyde, now the Phantom.” His voice dropped. “Should I be flattered you find me so grotesque?”
She shot him a look. “Don’t be absurd.”
“Here I am,” he said. “Flirting in the sun, and you call me a monster.”
Rosalind passed him the cigarette back. He leaned in, and for one ridiculous second, she thought he might kiss her. Right here, in the sunlight, like they were something. Like this was earned.
Instead, he flicked ash from her collar with the casual intimacy of someone who’d undressed her in half a dozen dreams. And in real life half of that.
Smiled like the thought had been his all along.
Rosalind sighed. Relieved. But disappointed too.
“What are we revising?” he asked lightly. Loud enough that Parisa turned her head, saw them nice and cozy, and frowned. As if Rosalind had drawn blood, not just attention.
Then she said, “Ascension Charms.”
Tom’s eyebrows raised. “Is that right?”
The glint in his eye promised violence. She just grabbed his elbow and squeezed.
“Theoretical, I hope,” he continued. She could tell he’d been diverted from whatever little scheme he’d planned—probably launching her off the bridge for sport.
Not actually—just the suggestion, of course. Skirts flying, ancient magic blasting from her—
“Of course,” Parisa said. She elbowed Gwen.
Gwen looked too. Her eyes widened. Then she turned away. Why did they have to be so surprised? They knew she was doing something with Tom–
“Let me try,” Ares said suddenly, reaching for his wand. “I’ve got this.”
Gwen looked up, horrified. “Wait—what? No, not here—”
“Don’t be stupid, Lestrange,” Parisa snapped, clutching her textbook like a shield. “This bridge is barely designed for weight , let alone your ego .”
But Ares had already squared his stance, wind catching his jacket like he’d timed the wind on purpose.
“Ascensio,” he said, clear and calm.
A burst of light shot beneath his feet—and then he was airborne. His body arced upward in a clean, ridiculous curve—legs taut, arms loose, like he’d been posing for a Ministry recruitment poster.
He landed lightly. One foot, then the other—no stumble.
Gwen gawked. “Oh!”
Parisa made a strangled sound. “You practiced.”
“I did,” Ares said, like he couldn’t believe she had to ask. “What, you think I was going to embarrass myself in front of you all? Please. I can revise for exams and still beat you on the Quidditch pitch.”
Varinia rolled her eyes but was begrudgingly impressed.
For a moment, they were all focused on him.
Rosalind shifted, knees bending as she re-crossed her legs. Her skirt rode up an inch. Tom’s gaze dropped.
“That skirt’s shorter than usual,” he murmured. “Though I expect you’ve rolled it a half dozen times.”
Smoke trailed from his lips. His hand lifted almost imperceptibly.
“Must’ve shrunk in the wash,” she said, innocent as sin.
He reached for the hem like he was unwrapping a gift. Careful. Curious. Claiming.
His fingers brushed the bruise he’d left behind. Small. Deliberate. A signature in violet.
His mouth twitched.
“That doesn’t look good,” he muttered.
Rosalind blinked up at him, all wide-eyed charm. “From training with Varinia, I think. Must’ve pulled something.”
His gaze sharpened—enough to register insult. Like the idea that she’d let exertion take credit for the marks he left on her was personally offensive.
“Liar.”
Gwen yelled something about bloody show-offs, and Ares tried to launch again, catching his heel on Varinia’s broom and nearly wiping out.
She smiled as Tom’s hand slid away, her thigh still singing with the memory of it.
Then—
He did something worse.
The faintest nudge at her hip. Gentle, mean-spirited magic—his favorite kind. The kind that made scenes without lifting a finger.
And she slipped.
One foot went off the stone. Her weight pitched back, wind snapped at her skirt. Her hands scrambled for the stone, but she was slipping off the edge.
She was going to fall—
“Rosalind!” Gwen screamed.
Tom was already there.
Theatrical little bastard. He wanted them to look. Wanted to be the one who caught her. Hands where he liked them. With an audience, of course.
It wasn’t about saving her. It was about being seen doing it.
She could’ve caught herself. But she didn’t. She wanted to see how far he’d go.
One arm circled her waist. The other hooked beneath her thigh.
And then, he pulled.
She landed straddling him, magic roaring between her legs, skirt bunched against his belt.
Her hands curled behind his neck before she even realized she’d moved.
It was filthy, practiced, and almost casual.
Then everyone moved at once.
“Oh my god—are you alright?” Parisa rushed over.
“Did she fall? Did he catch her?” Gwen demanded.
Varinia looked horrified. “That drop’s—at least—”
Ares jogged over, panting. “Tom, man, that was perfect—like you timed the whole thing.”
Tom didn’t answer them.
He looked only at her.
Rosalind’s breath hitched. He was still holding her—one hand on her arse, possessive, the other splayed against her lower back. She didn’t even hate it. Couldn’t even pretend it felt wrong.
Her face hovered near his throat. To them, it might’ve looked accidental. Familiar because he saved her—not because they’d done this before.
“That skirt length is depraved,” he whispered into her ear.
A flush rose on her neck.
“You pushed me off the ledge,” she hissed. “A bit of an escalation?”
He just smiled. And then—smoothly, almost politely—he set her down on the stone with showman’s care.
“Easy,” he said, smoothing her skirt back into place like she was made of porcelain and his reputation. “You gave them a fright.”
Let them think he saved her. Let them sigh over the catch, the closeness. The heroics.
No one saw the nudge. That was just for her.
No one would question how easily his hands had found her hips.
No—what they’d remember was the catch. The closeness. The way she curled into him. Her protector.
She should’ve kicked him in the shin. Instead, she let herself be placed like a doll. Her limbs didn’t feel quite hers, anyway.
Ares was the first to break the spell.
“Be more careful, Rosalind,” he said, almost scolding.
Rosalind blinked at him, still half-held in Tom’s gravity. “I’ll try,” she said sweetly. “But I can’t always anticipate the way stone shifts.”
Tom snorted—barely.
Varinia was still pale. Parisa hovered protectively. Gwen was glaring at Tom like she suspected foul play. She wasn’t wrong.
Then, as if nothing had happened, Tom stepped back.
“Well,” he said lightly, addressing no one and everyone, “we’ll let you be.”
Ares' gaze flicked to Rosalind. “Later. Tugwood, I’m serious about the bristles–”
They turned. Tom exhaled like he couldn’t believe he’d let Ares walk beside him in public. And just before disappearing through the archway, Tom looked over his shoulder.
“Catch you later, Sallow.”
She didn’t respond. Half the bridge was watching them. Rosalind heaved a sigh and leaned back against the alcove.
“You’re an idiot,” Parisa said. “I told you not to lean back.”
Rosalind offered a sheepish grin. It was easier than explaining that it was fun.
“Riddle pushed her,” Varinia said. “So he could play savior.”
“That’s insane,” Parisa snapped. “He’s Head Boy.”
“Head Boys can be lunatics,” Varinia said, hands raised. “He bites her, remember?”
Gwen just stared at Rosalind. Parisa and Varinia continued their bickering.
Rosalind shrugged. “I slipped.”
Gwen frowned. But said nothing.
Rosalind leaned back against the warm stone, sun on her cheeks, cigarette gone cold in her hand. Her limbs still buzzed from adrenaline, from magic, from how easily he made her forget herself.
The tether purred low. Like it was satisfied. Like it liked being flaunted.
She smiled anyway. That was the trick, wasn’t it? Keep smiling. Pretend you jumped.
Let him think he caught you.
Ridiculous boy. It was a good performance. Too good. Now she had to beat it.
The bruise still ached beneath her stocking as they settled back into their studying.
A signature only she could read.
-.-
That night, Rosalind dreamt of sunlight.
She sat on a throne carved from ivory stone, legs bare, skirt hitched high, smoke curling from her fingers. Her hair caught the wind.
She radiated—like something ancient draped in teenage skin.
The sky bowed, bent gold around her.
At her side—another throne. Taller. Shadowed.
He sat there, half in silhouette. Hands pale on the armrests. Watching the crowd with a razor’s patience.
He didn’t move. Just tapped his fingers on the throne’s arms, waiting.
One wrong move, and the whole sky would split.
Below them, people gathered. Reaching. Riveted.
She only smiled—sun-drenched and cruel—and let them look.
And when her eyes finally found his, the smile didn’t change.
The air buzzed.
And in the silence between them, something pulled. A thread. A promise. The tether, tightening.
-.-
Tuesday. Central Hall.
He found her by the mermaid fountain, digging through her bag—arse in the air. Three sixth-years stood nearby, gawking.
He hadn’t looked at the Frame. He didn’t need to. She was already performing—back arched, skirt hitched high, mouth drawn in theatrical defiance. As if she'd rehearsed the entire thing.
His picture-perfect harlot. All his. Even when she bit.
Tom snatched her bag off the side of the fountain.
“Excuse you!” she snapped. She already knew it was him, ready for the fight.
“Putting on a show?” he asked, his head gesturing back to them. All three boys suddenly found something to do.
“Jealous?” she snapped.
“Not really. They’re not the ones you’re tackling in the Trophy Room.” He smiled, like they were just discussing schoolwork.
She lunged for the bag. He held it out of reach.
“Give it back, Riddle.”
“What are you looking for so intently?”
“Overdue book,” she grumbled. “Alchemical Substrates in Modern Illusions.”
“Lavender spine,” he said. “You made me find it for you.”
Her cheeks pinkened. He wanted to drag her somewhere dark and see how far it went.
“Give me my bag,” she said again. He didn’t move, just watched her fume. Still pink.
“I’m helping,” he said innocently, already rifling through it. “You said you couldn’t find your overdue book.”
“You’re not helping, you’re snooping—”
“Ah.” His fingers immediately curled around the lavender spine. “Lazy and disorganized—what a surprise.”
“I’m not lazy, it was due yesterday, wait, don’t— ”
But his fingers brushed something else—worn leather, black, tucked between a silk scarf and parchment.
A journal. Magic rolled off it.
He looked at her.
“Did you ward Miriam Fig’s journal?”
Rosalind snatched the bag back. “Keep your hands out of my things unless you want them hexed off.”
He raised an eyebrow. “Sensitive, are we?”
“Possessive,” she said. “And selective.”
That earned a real smile from him. Something slow, fond, amused. She turned away before it could disarm her, striding toward the library. Like she hadn’t just stuffed her secrets back into her bag.
He followed, of course. They entered the library shoulder to shoulder.
Students looked up everywhere to see Riddle and Sallow striding in, side by side.
Rosalind paused in the doorway. “You coming to work? Or to distract me?”
“I’m multitasking.”
She rolled her eyes and stalked into the stacks. He trailed after her.
His restraint was a weapon. And she was testing the edge. She was sin, sex, and spectacle. It bordered on cruelty.
She turned fast, fire behind her eyes.
“You pushed me yesterday.”
“I saved you,” he said. “I can’t be blamed for your clumsiness.”
“You’re impossible.”
“And yet,” he said, plucking the overdue book from her arms and setting it on the return cart, “here you are. Again.”
She sighed and gave him an exasperated look.
“If I went upstairs, would you try to push me off the balcony too?”
“Too public,” he said, his eyes on her mouth. A student squeezed by them, eyes wide, shocked. Tom didn’t care who saw anymore. Let them gawk. Let them take notes. She was his. And somewhere—deep in her bones—she knew it.
Then, quieter, he added, “And I never pull the same move twice.”
She didn’t wilt—but something in her swayed. And that was enough to send his ego blasting through the roof again.
Merlin help him. This witch was a religion.
There was no prayer, no curse, no ambition that didn’t end in her name. Here he was, flirting with her in public. Letting fifth years ogle them like they were a show.
Maybe he was losing his mind.
There was no future, no empire, no spell worth casting that didn’t burn in her shape. He’d carve it into stone if he had to: her beneath him. Or beside him. He hadn’t decided. Only that it would be her.
Tom didn’t wait for a reply. He touched her waist, then vanished toward the tables.
He sat, loosened his cuffs, and pulled out his Potions notes.
Twenty minutes later, Rosalind returned with a stack of books. She dropped them on his table and sank into the seat beside him.
“Still multitasking?” she murmured, not looking at him.
He turned a page in the notebook. “Always.”
The tether pulsed—warm and steady.
“Is that—?” someone whispered. The voice trailed off as Rosalind crossed her legs beneath the table.
Around them, students gawked. Leaned forward. Watched.
Rosalind tossed her hair over her shoulder and dropped the top book with a thump. Then she began digging through her bag until she produced: a notebook, a quill, an inkwell. Then a silk ribbon. Finally, her hairbrush.
He stared.
“Anything else you need?” he asked dryly.
“A kiss,” she said, fluttering her lashes.
He rolled his eyes and turned back to the books.
Rosalind began brushing her hair. Slow strokes. Then she twisted it up and tied it with the ribbon.
Dark fruit and jasmine—it caught in his throat and didn’t let go.
The brushing. The scent. Silk on skin. Obscene.
After a long, luxurious moment—once the rest of the library had returned to their work—he slipped a hand beneath the table and gripped her thigh.
He shouldn’t have touched her. Not while her hair smelled like that. Not while half the library might look up and see him gripping her like he was worried someone would take her from him.
But she was right there. And his self-control was already slipping.
Rosalind didn’t flinch.
She kept reading. One page. Then another. Like his hand wasn’t inching higher. Like his thumb wasn’t tracing the seam of her stocking. Like she wasn’t wet already and he didn’t fucking know it.
But he saw how her breath stuttered in her throat, how her fingers trembled when she turned the page.
Then—softly, eyes still on her book—“Do you want something, Tom?”
His thumb traced the edge of her stocking. “You know I do.”
She hummed under her breath. “You’ll have to be more specific.” Her voice like sugared poison. A taunt designed to ruin him.
He leaned in. “I want to taste your cunt again. I’ve been thinking about it all week. The way you looked at me right before—”
Pop.
She stabbed the tip of her quill through the fabric of his trousers. A clean puncture, just above his knee.
He flinched. She didn’t even glance over.
“Blood for blood,” she said lightly, flipping a page. “You ruined my favorite dress.”
He looked down. A bright bloom of blood through gray wool. Neat. Unapologetic. Like her. He should’ve torn her open for it. Instead, he wanted to laugh.
Then, he looked back up at her.
She turned—slow as death—and smiled. Smug. Triumphant. The picture of a girl who thought she knew exactly how far she could push a boy like him.
“I’ll heal it,” she said, almost sweet. “But you’ll have to ask nicely.”
Tom didn’t move. Just watched her.
And then—
The tether purred. And for one long second, Tom considered dragging her from the library.
Instead, he said, “You’re going to regret that one, Rosalind.”
He could’ve stayed behind the glass. Safe. Distant. Detached. But thrill lived in proximity. In risk. In teeth and silk and blood beneath fingernails.
Rosalind smiled down at her book.
Which was upside down.
Tom scoffed.
He let go of her thigh and plucked the book from her hands. Then twisted it around and handed it back. She didn’t thank him. Just bent her head, started reading. Right side up, this time.
She was still punishing him for the bridge. For everything he hadn’t confessed. And she was doing it with lipstick, stockings, and a goddamn hairbrush.
This wasn’t flirting.
It was vengeance. Measured, theatrical vengeance.
He should’ve known she’d turn the audience into a weapon.
She smirked.
“Oops.”
“Oops,” he said.
“Oops,” she said again. “I just realized I have something to do. People to see.”
“Of course,” he said dryly. Watching her.
Rosalind began shoving things back into her bag. As she did, she dropped her quill to the floor between them.
Deliberate. But he let her play.
A second later, she drifted down, one hand on his shoulder for balance.
On her way up, her lips brushed his ear.
“Start planning your revenge now,” she murmured. “You’ll need both hands.”
She was getting good at this. Not just the playing, but the directing. Owning the moment. And that should’ve made him furious.
Instead, it made him hard.
And she was gone. And he adjusted himself under the table.
-.-
That night, Rosalind dreamt of a party.
Or a lounge drowned in smoke. Somewhere, velvet and decadent.
She was draped in sin and silk—a dress so fluid it clung like liquid. She didn’t walk so much as glide. Her heels never touched the floor.
She was on his arm. A wristwatch gleamed at his wrist. Slender. Black. Humming with magic.
His hand pressed low against her back. Possessive. Familiar. A cigarette dangled from her lips.
Eyes followed them. From everywhere.
A woman in pearls paused mid-martini. A man in a pinched suit stared at her legs like they’d cursed him.
She felt the drag of his gaze even before he looked. As if the dream belonged to him first.
The hush when they reached their table was almost reverent.
His hand on her thigh. Moving up, up, up.
Then—his voice in her ear. Low. Pleased.
“You’ll need both hands.”
-.-
Wednesday. Transfiguration Alcove.
Tom found her smoking just before curfew. Perched on a stone bench, legs crossed, watching the rain blur the castle lights. Hair damp at the ends. Smoke rising like steam.
He slipped in without a word. One moment she was alone; the next, he was there.
She didn’t pass him her cigarette this time.
Tom produced a silver case, as if it were a weapon. Lit up without breaking eye contact. The flare of the match flickered between his fingers, then the drag. The exhale.
Like the world owed him its breath.
After, he turned away, leaning back against the wall, the smoke curling toward the arches, his gaze on the storm.
The silence between them crackled. Charged. Familiar. Almost fond.
She studied him. The long lines of his body. The curve of his shoulders. His hands. The way he smoked. How he was deliberately not turning back to her.
She didn’t just want to touch him. She wanted to peel him apart like fruit. Get sticky with it.
A single curl of hair fell over his brow again. On anyone else, it would’ve looked boyish. On him, it looked like a warning. A countdown.
Even from where she sat, she could smell him. Citrus and woodsmoke. She’d bottle it, if she could. Pour it into her sheets.
Inhale him while she touched herself and pretended she wasn’t in too deep.
Eventually, he turned. Eyes half-lidded. Like he was thinking the same things she was.
He watched her neck, fingers, mouth, and the gap between her thighs where her skirt rode high.
The tether pulsed, low and coiled. From want. From aching desire.
Her breath caught. Her thighs pressed together.
Something inside her clenched and refused to unclench. She wanted to crawl onto his lap and let him ruin her. Taste the smoke off his lips. Do whatever he asked. And beg for it, too.
She wanted to fall to her knees. To crawl into his mouth. To disappear.
But she didn’t. She blinked slowly. Exhaled even slower.
Power lay in the holdout.
She also wanted to drag him to his knees. By the hair. Wanted to shove his back against the stone and watch his mouth fall open just for her.
The thought made her smile.
For a long moment, she only watched him. Saying nothing. Holding everything.
She dragged on her cigarette one last time, let it burn her throat, then flicked it to the ground and crushed it beneath her heel.
If he’d asked her to stay, she might’ve never moved. He didn’t. So she stood. Slowly. Memorizing the moment.
This moment she’d replay later, over and over.
Then she stepped close—close enough to breathe him in—and laid her hand flat against his chest. Right over his heart.
She wanted to kiss him until she forgot her name. Until he did too.
Tom stilled.
Her fingers barely moved. But she felt it—her magic, ancient and intimate, burrowed beneath his ribs.
Tom’s cigarette burned low between them, nearly spent between his teeth.
Rosalind must have been crazy.
She sent him a thread of ancient magic. Just one. Small. Sharp.
A brand, if he were smart enough to feel it.
The tether purred. So did she, silently, watching him inhale the magic she’d left behind.
His throat bobbed. A muscle ticked in his jaw. He didn’t say a word.
She left him there.
Let him simmer. Let him want. Let him wonder if she’d ever do it again.
That was power, too.
-.-
That night, Rosalind dreamt of the alcove.
It was raining. Her fingers gripping the stone.
He was kissing her neck from behind, hands lifting her skirts, pushing her knickers aside.
She heard the faint slide of a zipper. The soft whisper of fabric shifting. The sigh he gave as he leaned in close and said tenderly—
“Mine.”
Then he slipped inside her.
Without hurry or hesitation.
Her knees nearly buckled. The stone steadied her. So did his hands.
And then it bloomed.
Ancient magic, rising like steam from her skin. Threading through her veins. Crashing against him.
The tether surged—tight and golden and unbearably sweet. Her eyes fluttered shut.
Each movement was slow. Measured. Deep. Her body opened around him.
She whispered his name. Once. Twice.
He kissed the place where her neck met her back. One hand slid forward, over her stomach, holding her close while he moved inside her like they had all the time in the world.
Like he’d been born for this.
Like she had.
She didn’t remember the end. Only the feel of him wrapped around her.
And the tether humming, truly satisfied for the first time.
-.-
Thursday. Room of Requirement.
Tom stood at the head of the war table, the Compass of Hostility open in his palm, watching the needle spin.
It twitched, unable to find a fixed point.
The table beneath his hand was wide and burnished black. A map shimmered beneath the surface, faint outlines of the Isles flickering in and out. The Room had designed it for strategy. For secrecy. For the kind of war no one admits to planning.
“Good news,” he said, flipping the Compass closed. “There are no traitors in our midst.”
“Aren’t we all lucky?” Mars said, hands on the table. Eyes sharp with something feral—mostly trained on Paris, who was looking anywhere but at him.
“You are, Marcellus,” Tom said, slipping the Compass into his pocket.
He felt the hum of her magic, still rooted beneath his ribs. The Compass buzzed faintly.
Every piece was falling into place. Just as he’d designed.
“And I’m disappointed. I was hoping for a little excitement.”
“What does it do anyway?” Ares asked, tapping the table with two fingers. A love bite the size of a knut was stamped at his throat.
“Something beautiful, I’m sure,” Abraxas said. Tom could smell his cologne—cedar and tonic, like every Malfoy before him. “Tom only likes the lovely things these days.”
Tom raised an eyebrow.
“Leo?” he prompted.
Leo sat up straighter and said, “ The Compass of Hostility, item number seventy-three–”
“Nobody gives a fuck what the number is, Nott,” Ivander said, flicking a crumpled piece of parchment across the room at him. It clipped the rim of his glasses.
“The numbers help distinguish them, brute,” Leo replied, unruffled. “As I was saying –”
“‘Seventy-three,’ Tom repeated flatly.
Leo shifted. “ The Compass of Hostility, when used among more than three people, points to someone with ill intent towards you. Not just violence. Malice of any sort.”
“So just hostility,” Paris muttered.
“Yes,” Leo nodded. “Which means none of us wish any harm to Tom.”
“Of course we don’t,” Abraxas said, snorting. “We know which side of the feast table we’ll be seated on, don’t we?”
He lifted his lowball glass of whiskey and twirled it around. Only Abraxas and Paris drank tonight—two glasses apiece, emptied with unbothered ease.
“How’d you get it? The Compass, I mean,” Ares added.
Tom smiled. “A magician never reveals his secrets.”
“Tell me you’ve got the snuffbox next.” Mars looked ready to lunge across the table. “I want to see that thing bite someone’s nose off.”
“Merriman’s Snuffbox,” Leo said. “Item one-thirteen. Obviously.”
Ivander picked up another piece of parchment and tossed it at Leo. This time, Leo caught it with a quirk of his brow.
“Not yet,” Tom said, opening his case. “Rowle’s got that one.”
“Amongst others,” Leo said.
“Rowle is the single largest holder of Greenshields objects in Britain. For now.”
He lit the cigarette with a flick of his fingers and inhaled. Ares’s eyebrows lifted, clearly impressed.
“Let’s shake him down then,” Mars said, grinning at Ivander like they were already packing bags. “After school. A little visit to his estate. What’s one man against the seven of us? Plus, we’ve got Tom—”
The room fell silent. He took a long drag.
“Greenshields objects come with a cost,” he said. “If you steal one—if you take it without being given permission—something takes from you.”
He didn’t wait for questions. He slid the cigarette between his teeth, then lifted his shirt.
The scar carved across his chest was brutal. Starburst-shaped—like something had detonated beneath his sternum and tried to claw its way out.
A low breath hissed from Ares. “Salazar.”
“What the fuck,” Paris muttered.
Tom let the shirt fall. “The Redcap Coin,” he said. “I tried to use it on the man who had the Compass. I cut him. So the Coin cut me.”
Abraxas swirled the liquid in his glass. “So no Coin.”
“Not unless you’d like six weeks of bed rest.”
Paris paled. His fingers went white-knuckled around the base of his glass.
“I assume the same thing would happen with the Imperius Curse,” Tom added.
Ivander said it like a fact, not a choice: “Murder it is.”
“I’m not murdering my aunt!” Paris snapped.
The room went still. Every gaze cut to him. Paris flushed scarlet.
Tom smiled. “That’s why you need her to give it to you, Rosier.”
Paris just nodded, jaw tight, eyes fixed on the table.
Tom flicked ash into an old goblet. “If it’s too difficult, I could always send Marcellus.”
Mars grinned like he already tasted blood. “Always happy to collect on behalf of the cause.”
“I’ll kill you,” Paris said flatly.
“You’d try,” Mars said. “But we both know you’d miss me.”
“Enough,” Tom said, without raising his voice. Mars threw up his hands, all innocence.
“I’ll handle it,” Paris muttered. He adjusted his collar with the practiced flick of someone who knew exactly how a lapel should fall. The jacket was his own work—Tom could tell by the stitching on the sleeve. Paris had tailored things for most of them over the years. Even he, once or twice.
Tom didn’t answer. A flick of his gaze pinned Marcellus back in his seat. That was all it took.
He let the silence stretch.
Rosalind was close. Maybe up on the Astronomy Tower, chain-smoking his cigarettes again.
For a second, he could almost see her in one of the unoccupied chairs now—legs crossed, saying something cruel and correct, pointing out the tension between Paris and Mars. Seeing more than anyone else ever had. The truth between them–unspoken, useless.
“Three now?” Ares leaned in, grinning. “What else you got? Can we see it?”
Tom tapped ash into the tray.
The Knights waited.
Only then did Leo speak up—
“One-forty–” he raised a hand to ward off Ivander, “– The Watcher’s Frame .”
Abraxas raised his eyebrows. “Sounds terrible.”
“It lets you watch the subject of the photograph in real time,” Leo continued. “Nasty curse to it. Reverse exposure. The subject starts learning things about the viewer. Dreams, mostly. Vague at first. Then very, very specific .”
The Frame was still out of sight, tucked in his desk drawer—but he could almost feel it. Calling to him, scent like jasmine–
Every head turned. Tom didn’t produce the Frame.
The pause stretched.
“Sounds romantic,” said Ares eventually.
Mars grinned. “So who’s the lucky subject, Tom?”
“Don’t tell me it’s that cat that lives in the dungeons again,” Ares said. “I’ve seen the way it looks at you.”
The Knights laughed.
Tom didn’t. He could hear her now, unimpressed. “Moron,” she’d say. “Did that line come free with the taffy?”
“Could be anyone,” Tom said. “Could be one of you.”
Mars leaned across the table, grinning. A moment passed. Then another. Still grinning.
“Don’t do it, idiot,” Paris muttered.
But Mars never did do anything smart.
“Sallow, isn’t it?”
Tom didn’t answer.
He could gut him. Marcellus Avery, intestines leaking from his belly. He’d never open his stupid mouth again.
Abraxas exhaled through his nose. “You’ve got a death wish, Avery.”
“A torture wish,” Ares muttered.
“I didn’t say it like it’s a bad thing,” Mars said, shrugging. “Can you blame me? With legs like hers—”
Leo elbowed him violently.
Tom almost spoke. Almost reminded them of what happened to people who touched what he kept for himself.
“Am I not allowed to look anymore?”
Tom exhaled smoke like steam.
“No,” Abraxas said. “No, you fucking idiot.”
Mars whistled.
Paris drained the rest of his glass. Leo scribbled something into his notes and tucked them away. Only Ivander looked unaffected.
Tom tapped ash into the tray the Room had conjured.
“She’s going to help us with this,” he said finally. “Greenshields.”
“Does she know that yet?” Ares asked, eyebrows raised. Tom shot him a look.
Ares shut his mouth. Looked down at his bitten fingernails.
Then Tom looked at Paris.
“You’ve got through Easter to collect the Chain,” he said. “No Imperius. No Coin. No corpses.”
Paris nodded, tense.
“Unless you’d like Avery to collect it for you,” Tom added casually.
Paris looked ready to retch. “I’d rather not.”
Tom stood.
“Meeting adjourned. Ivander, stick around a moment.”
Ivander nodded and leaned back, arms folded like he had nowhere else to be. All angles in the candlelight—shoulders sharp, limbs long, sun-tanned skin stretched too tight. His mouth hovered between a smirk and nothing at all.
Ivander Mulciber never moved quickly, but he always seemed poised to strike.
Tom waited for the others to clear out. The door shut behind them with a faint click. Silence. The Room exhaled around them.
“Any trouble in Brocburrow?” Tom asked.
“None.”
He’d gone to Ivander Saturday night, just after the Room. Rattled. Unraveled. Half-feral.
Ivander had been where he always was—at the edge of the Forbidden Forest, sleeves rolled, fingers slick with something that used to have claws. Skinning a Kneazle or some other poor thing.
Tom didn’t ask. He never did. Ivander’s hobbies sat comfortably beyond his interest. Which made him perfect for the job. The body in Brocburrow had vanished without a trace.
“I’ve got another one for you,” Tom said.
Ivander raised an eyebrow. “Another body?” There was a beat. Then a wide smile. “You’re in a league of your own, Riddle.”
“Not a body.”
He didn’t explain. He just turned, let the Room adjust. Wood scraped over stone as the desk appeared behind him. Tom opened the drawer and lifted the silk-wrapped thing like it might bite.
The rot hit first. The finger was starting to bloat. The nail had gone a sick yellow. It had festered since Saturday.
And Tom still didn’t want to part with it. But he also didn’t want it to fall apart in his drawer. He pried the ring off, then held the finger out.
Ivander looked at it, then at Tom, and tucked it into his coat like it belonged there.
He stood. His shadow bled across the map-etched table. On his way past, he paused.
“You’re in a remarkably good mood,” he said.
Tom said nothing.
“Sallow that good, huh?”
This time, he did frown.
“Go bury the finger, Mulciber.”
Ivander gave a small nod, always the good soldier.
When he left, the Room shifted again—Tom’s study returning in pieces: desk, fireplace, bookshelves.
And the Frame. Humming in the drawer.
Tom didn’t look at it.
-.-
That night, Rosalind dreamt of a war table.
It stretched on forever—black stone veined in silver light, a map pulsing faintly beneath the surface. The air smelled of smoke and polished wood. Somewhere, far away, music played.
She sat at one end.
Legs crossed. One heel slipping off her foot. A martini glass at her elbow. Smoke curled from the cigarette in her fingers.
She didn’t remember lighting it. Didn’t remember sitting down. But she was here. Composed. Beautiful. Looked at.
In her other hand: something silver. Spinning. A compass. Or a knife.
It gleamed when she flicked it. She caught it without looking. Like muscle memory from a life she’d never lived.
Across from her sat six—no, seven—figures. Faces blurred at the edges, but their outlines were unmistakable. One grinned. One flinched. One scribbled something down and tucked it away.
They stared at her like she’d called them here. Like she was the thing they were meant to follow.
And at the far end—
Him.
Statue-still. One hand curled around the arm of his chair. The other near his mouth, fingertips ash-dusted.
Watching her. Patiently.
As if this were what he’d always wanted.
Something in her stirred. No, she was the hungry one. The possessive one.
Someone leaned forward, smiling, with too many teeth. “So what’s the call?”
He answered. “Not mine.”
Then softer—like the dream itself breathed it:
“Hers.”
Every head turned. Every eye on her.
She stubbed the cigarette out on the table’s edge. The stone twitched beneath her fingers.
She smiled. Not because she felt like smiling—
Because it was expected.
“Let them burn,” she said.
And even as the dream folded around her, thick with smoke and silver, she knew that wasn’t her voice.
But it was exactly what he wanted to hear.
Exactly what he wanted from her.
Notes:
part 2 coming soon! we're officially entering what I've been calling the "frame arc" -- and ooooh we are going to have some fun. this entire arc is meant to feel Hitchcockian -- a beautiful woman spiraling out of control... a man obsessed with her watching every moment...
the next chapter takes place on a single night at benedict's sixteenth birthday party. not bacchanalia, but still fun! and a steamy scene... because you know... tom and rosalind...
let me know your thoughts! thank you all for your kind words as always!!
Chapter 29: Only When It's You
Chapter Text
Friday.
Girls’ lavatory.
Rosalind searched her reflection, as if it might confess something.
It was all there. The essentials. Blue eyes. Berry lips. Sharp collarbone. Legs for miles.
But something was off.
Her skin looked edited—better suited to a magazine than a mirror. Even that morning, in just a sweater and skirt, her mouth bare—she’d looked done up. Like she’d slipped into a costume of herself.
She didn’t even look like a girl anymore. More like a starlet who wandered off set—rouge intact, schoolgirl disguise slipping.
She tilted her chin, blinked up through her lashes. The look Tom always paused for. Weaponized softness. He always noticed it.
Every time.
Pretty enough to keep. Pretty enough to ruin.
It was devastating. Except, now it felt hollow, like a stranger wearing her face.
She blinked again. Was this still her? The blink felt slow. Delayed. Like her body had missed a cue. Ancient magic blurred the edges of reality—but what if it wasn’t the magic? What if this was just her now?
Her fingers twitched. A strap slid. She fixed it. Then fixed it again.
“Get your shit together,” she muttered. Her voice echoed off the tile.
She blotted her lipstick. Reapplied. Tousled her hair. Routine. Muscle memory. She smiled at the mirror and waited to feel like the kind of girl people turned for. Whispered about. Hated a little.
It used to work. Hair, lips, smile. Mask in place. It had to work now. It would work.
The girl in the glass blinked—
a second too late. Like she hadn’t been watching until now.
Rosalind stared back. Neither of them moved.
-.-
The Boathouse.
She arrived barefoot, sweating, bottle in hand. Not fashionably late—just late enough to be noticed.
The whole place reeked of perfume, sweat, and too-sweet liquor. A swing record blared through the haze, horns wailing too loudly. Summer—thanks to an environmental charm gone slightly mad. The dock groaned beneath her step, sticky and sweating like a drunk. The lake lapped quietly just beyond.
Students were everywhere. Kissing. Spilling. Fighting. Weeping into shoulders. How they’d avoided staff detection was beyond her. Then again, who would want to walk into this?
Bodies pressed close, sticky and desperate. Everyone touching like they forgot where their own skin ended. A drink sloshed down her leg. Someone shrieked behind her. A boy stumbled into her side and slurred something she didn’t catch. He smelled like sweat and—was that vomit?
Rosalind gagged. She flicked her fingers at her legs—one charm for the spill, another to scorch the smell from the air.
It was Benedict’s sixteenth birthday.
As she ducked past another couple locked together like swans—arms tangled, necks arched away, the lake caught her eye.
She stopped.
Out near the middle, something stood on the water. Tall. Faceless. Its armor was cloaked in silvery-blue light.
She didn’t move right away. Her body knew better than to flinch first. But instinct yanked toward her wand, strapped to her left thigh.
A Pensieve Guardian. Here. At the party.
She blinked, and it was gone—nothing but moonlight.
She didn’t move right away.
The bottle knocked against her thigh like it was reminding her: Don’t drop it now. She tightened her grip around the neck.
She wasn’t about to fall apart in front of this crowd of overdressed, debauched Slytherins. They’d eat her alive if she slipped. And choke on it if she didn’t. That was the game.
Then there was Tom.
He hadn’t said a word about his own attendance—just raised a brow after Magical Theory and told her: be a good girl.
The phrase still itched like a welt.
The tether tugged toward the Boathouse now, smug beneath her ribs. He was probably haunting the rafters—the dramatic bastard—but he was here.
Her magic itched at her neck, restless. Something was going to break.
He’d come to play. She’d come to ruin something. Something, or someone. She hadn’t decided yet.
She wore silver satin, slit high at the thigh—tea-length, low at the back, and lower at the neck.
Lauren Bacall would’ve added pearls. Rosalind hadn’t bothered. Pearls were for girls who asked for permission.
The matching heels dangled from two fingers. A fine silver chain glinted around one ankle. Her lipstick was lived-in. Her hair had that perfectly messy look only achieved through ruthless precision.
It didn’t matter that her hands were still shaking.
She wore the dress for the room, but she picked the slit for him—for the exact look she knew he’d give her the moment he saw it.
She uncorked the Firewhiskey and took a long, unladylike pull. It burned the whole way down. Now she could walk through this circus and smile like she meant it.
Two boys flanked the Boathouse doors, slouched low with girls draped over them like offerings. One perched in Ivander Mulciber’s lap, giggling into his collarbone, fingers following the line of his jaw. Another hung off Marcellus Avery’s back, glitter smeared across her throat, eyes half closed.
Neither boy looked remotely interested.
She blinked. “What are you—bouncers?”
Ivander stared as if he could see past her skin, straight to the marrow. Fairy lights flickered off his rings.
“Sallow,” Mars said coolly, nodding once.
That was it.
No wolf whistle. No filthy joke about her legs or the neckline. No comment about something he’d like to show her in private.
Just: Sallow .
She narrowed her eyes. “What’s wrong with you?”
His hand twitched, like it couldn’t decide whether to salute or swing.
Ivander smiled—dead-eyed. She’d seen corpses with warmer gazes. “He’s on a leash.”
Mars shoved him. The girl on his back shrieked, spilling her drink. He cursed. Ivander shoved back harder.
The bickering escalated—two idiots, one brain cell. Fucking fools, the lot of them.
She rolled her eyes and moved away, taking another unapologetic swig of Firewhiskey before stepping into the Boathouse.
It hit her—heat, noise, bodies. Pulsing. Like stepping through a veil. Someone had definitely hexed the acoustics. Everything echoed. Off the water, off the stone. Like the whole party was happening underwater.
Fairy lights sagged from the ceiling. The rafters dripped condensation, or maybe beer.
It was more packed than the docks.
Slytherins threw the best parties. And the worst ones, too. Not quite Bacchanalia. More puke. Less chiffon.
All of this for her baby brother.
She slipped deeper into the chaos. Every step took work. Every breath tasted like someone else’s sweat. A hand brushed her hip. Another tugged her dress. She bared her teeth and kept moving.
The tether flared, hot and hungry. She turned—nothing but bodies. No Tom. Probably still hanging upside down in the rafters.
The image made her laugh.
She snorted into the bottle, then shoved the boy standing too close to the edge.
“Watch it, you cow!” he cried. He stumbled, but at least it wasn’t into the water.
She spotted Benedict near the edge of the boathouse, lit by the silver shimmer off the lake, grinning like a drunk little prince in exile. He was wobbling in a tethered boat. A bottle of purple liqueur dangled from his hand. The whole thing creaked beneath him, but Benedict was unbothered. Flushed and tipsy and riding the high of his own legend.
Perhaps it ran in the family.
Cygnus Black knelt beside him, head tipped back, beer cascading into his open mouth. Behind them, Hestia Greengrass leaned too far over the pier, white-knuckled, wobbling, like she wasn’t sure which way was up.
They reeked of sugar, sweat, and smoke. Rosalind caught the scent from feet away.
“Rosie!” Benedict crowed. “There you are. I was starting to think you’d abandon your own brother on his birthday!”
She rolled her eyes, but her smile curved easily. “I’d never miss your big day.”
“You’re next,” he beamed. “Offerings to the squid. I already tossed a first-year in.”
“I’ll pass,” she said. He just grinned. Were there first years here? That was bleak. It wasn’t often Rosalind felt like the moral superior, but there were lines. First years at parties where people had their hands in each other's knickers were one of them.
Then the boat pitched again, and Benedict just laughed.
“That’s a dress,” he said, blinking like it hurt.
She arched a brow. “Isn’t it?” She didn’t need the compliment, but she appreciated it nonetheless.
Rosalind just smirked, stepping back.
“Catch you later,” she called, already turning.
Benedict didn’t hear her—too busy howling. He looked happy. For now. Until gravity or liquor caught up with him.
The crowd parted.
Light spilled in.
And then—Druella Rosier appeared.
She grinned in a blue-and-white sailor playsuit—trimmed to hell and back, complete with a jaunty cap and a mouth painted red. Paris Rosier stood beside her, the picture of indifference in a half-buttoned linen shirt and a cream jacket slung artfully over one shoulder.
They were angels—if angels were bored Slytherin arseholes with cheekbones that could cut glass.
Rosalind took another swig of Firewhiskey. It hit like acid. “Ugh.”
Paris, like always, smelled blood. “You look lost.”
“Not lost,” she said dryly. “Unsupervised.” She raised the bottle in salute. “Cheers.”
If she was going to spiral, it might as well be with style. She drank again, then winced. Her lipstick smeared slightly as she wiped her mouth on the back of her hand.
Druella waved her off, holding a pink drink. Her nails matched the drink—both sparkling.
Paris took the bottle next. Tipped it back for a long, unimpressed swallow, then shuddered. “You couldn’t bring something that didn’t blister the roof of my mouth?”
“If you don’t like my free liquor, Rosier,” she said, shrugging, “you can piss off and find someone else to poison you.”
Paris smiled again, this time with teeth. “I am grateful for your poison, Sallow.”
“I dumped Alfie too,” Druella said breezily. “Can you believe it? The two of us!”
Rosalind blinked. The memory slotted into place: Druella on the stairs of the inn, Alfie at the top, shirt half-open, guilty. Gaping like a fool.
“He should’ve gone for a third. Full set. Honoria Travers is probably the third prettiest—don’t you think?”
“Third time’s the charm,” Rosalind offered. “Or the curse.”
“Who else could it be?” Druella mused playfully.
Rosalind snorted before she could help it.
“Certainly none of your friends,” she drawled, lips twitching. Rosalind didn’t know where the venom came from. But it landed clean.
Paris smirked.
“Certainly not,” Druella agreed, pleased.
Paris plucked the Firewhiskey from her hand without asking and raised it in dry salute. Then he took a long, theatrical swig—
And promptly sputtered.
“Salazar, that’s shit.”
Druella linked arms with Rosalind and steered them from the boats. Paris trailed after, eyes peeled for someone worth insulting. They weaved back into the crowd, past spilled drinks, shrieking laughter, and someone crawling across the floor. Paris gave them a lazy nudge with his shoe.
“You’ll never guess what Nicasia’s wearing,” Druella murmured.
“Something buttoned up?”
“Obviously. High collar. Long sleeves. She looks like she’s here to chaperone.”
“How will anyone ever feel her up?” Rosalind teased.
“She hexes anyone who gets too close. She gave Leo a nosebleed earlier.”
“He probably deserved it.”
“He always deserves it,” Paris said mildly, like it was a fact.
Rosalind laughed too loud, too easy. Her mouth had moved before her mind caught up. Even she was startled at it.
It felt good. A little reckless.
Druella turned, smiling like a fox. “There she is.”
Nicasia stood with Veronika and Amalthea, hunched close, whispering behind their glasses. She was hardly buttoned up, like Druella said. A cute little cocktail dress with capped sleeves. She looked good, actually. But being lovely had never stopped Rosalind from hating someone before.
Druella made a gagging sound as they passed. Rosalind didn’t join in.
Nicasia leaned forward. “Bit slaggy, don’t you think?”
Rosalind wasn’t sure which of them she meant, but it didn’t matter. Druella yanked her along before she could reply.
“She’s furious about me and Brax,” Druella murmured.
Explanation enough.
There was something about Druella—the way she moved through rooms like the rules had never applied. Rosalind could almost see a version of herself in it, blurred at the edges. Nicasia might’ve ruled the girls, but Druella never had to fight. She drifted, almost untouchable. Immune to thrones. Uninterested in them. The boys adored her for it. The girls loathed her just enough to keep her close.
Rosalind couldn’t decide if she wanted to be her, break her, or follow her out of the party. For now, she was grateful for the arm.
They wove through the crowd. Fairy lights shimmered against Druella’s glowing skin. Somewhere between the sweat and smoke, Rosalind felt the tether pull taut.
And then the air shifted. Less perfume, more firewhiskey. The laughter turned sharper, louder, masculine and mean. The crowd thinned. A border emerged, unofficial but enforced, marked by a toppled lantern and a trail of overturned cups.
Druella squeezed her wrist and smiled. The kind of smile that warned you to fix your face.
Rosalind did. And then spotted him.
Tom Riddle. Black shirt. Sleeves rolled. Collar open. Seated dead center, back to the wall, carved from shadow. A glass in his hand. Eyes sweeping the room like it had personally offended him.
He didn’t want to be here. That much was clear.
Tom looked wrong. Too sharp. Too composed for all this party madness.
And she felt it. Like a bell ringing in her blood. Ancient magic, ancient want.
He was here for her.
Tom Riddle. At a fucking boathouse party. Sweat, shrieking, the stench of sick—and still, he came.
For her.
Rosalind smiled. Big and wide.
They locked eyes across the room and her nerves scattered like puffskeins. All that was left was the burn of Firewhiskey—and him.
She liked that he could do that. She hated it, too.
A makeshift table sprawled before him, barrels draped in a cloak. A throne room disguised as a party trick. Abraxas Malfoy lounged nearby, polished and poised. Leopold Nott half-collapsed at the other side, nose crusted in dried blood, grinning like it was all worth it.
Druella swept her toward the table like a VIP through velvet ropes. She ended up beside Tom. Exactly where he wanted her. Exactly where she’d decided to go.
“I found her,” Druella announced. “You’re welcome.”
Paris took the seat across—Druella nestled in between the boys.
“Riddle at a party. Wonders never cease,” Druella said. “Brax, you’re so buttoned up.” She flicked the collar of Abraxas’ coat. Abraxas grabbed her hand and kissed her wrist.
Rosalind raised her eyebrows. Paris scoffed.
“You idiots,” he said. “Nicasia is already murderous.”
They kept talking. Druella, notably, didn’t end up in Abraxas’ lap.
Rosalind took her seat. Tom was already watching her. The kind of look that unzipped skin. He plucked the firewhiskey from her fingers and set it between them, then passed her his glass.
Their eyes met. Rosalind crossed her legs. The slit in her dress slid higher. She might as well have licked the rim of his glass.
Tom’s eyes followed, unblinking.
Rosalind brought the glass to her nose. It was rich, heavy scotch. Too good for this place. Likely Malfoy’s.
“Poisoned?” she asked.
“Not for you.” Tom’s mouth curved.
She drank.
It was strong—stronger than the Firewhiskey—but infinitely better. The kind of warmth that lingered in the chest, smoothing out the edges. She swallowed, lips tingling, and passed it back to him.
Their fingers brushed. Brief and electric. Her magic purred.
Across the table, Druella leaned forward, grinning. “So, Sallow. That dress.”
“This dress?” Rosalind echoed, feigning surprise. She didn’t need to look. She felt it—his exacting attention.
Everyone looked.
She only cared if one pair of eyes lingered longest. But she caught the way Leo blinked twice before glancing away and how Abraxas didn’t bother to look at all.
Druella scowled theatrically. “Don’t tell me it’s Muggle.”
“You should come to the High Street with me, Dru,” Rosalind said. “I could show you a really good time.”
Druella sighed, like the idea physically pained her.
“Ah. Clothes talk,” Abraxas muttered. “Don’t get Rosier started.”
“There is a market for wizarding couture—” Paris began, already indignant.
Rosalind glanced at his jacket—linen, sharp, insultingly well-cut—and was about to say something snide when she felt it.
That pull. The tether.
Her gaze slid left.
Tom drew a slim silver case from his coat and selected two cigarettes. He didn’t look at her as he placed them both between his lips. Smoke curled from the corner of his mouth as he lit them both with a conjured flame, fingers steady and sure.
Then he turned, just slightly
Rosalind leaned in, close enough to see the gleam of spit on his lower lip. Close enough to smell the smoke and cologne on his skin.
She took the leftmost cigarette straight from his mouth.
His lips were still wet. She wanted to taste the shape of her name on them.
Their eyes met. Heat surged. Then he looked away.
It shouldn’t have meant anything.
But it did.
She felt it behind her ribs. A new secret. Now, Voyager. Paul Henreid. Two cigarettes. One for her. One for him. Onscreen, it was devotion. A ritual. A love letter in smoke.
Tom did it because he knew she’d recognize it. Because she loved that kind of gesture—overwrought, theatrical, laced with meaning.
Because it made the others watch.
Not romance. Control, maybe. Possession, definitely.
Still, her fingers trembled slightly when she took her first drag. It tasted like him.
The table had gone quiet. Even Abraxas glanced between them. Rosalind willed her cheeks not to heat. If he noticed, he’d smile. If he smiled, she’d combust.
Tom said nothing. Did nothing.
So the conversation shifted to Paris’s brother and the scandal at the races the other weekend. Rosalind stopped listening. She leaned back and exhaled slowly.
She needed a cigarette for the cigarette.
Tom was rigid beside her. Drinking, smoking, simmering. He looked like he wanted to hex the whole room. Maybe himself, too, for coming. Her hand drifted—casual, almost thoughtless—toward his knee. She wasn’t even thinking anymore, just wanting.
Then–
Ares Lestrange burst from the fray like he’d been spat out by the party itself.
Hair mussed. Shirt half-unbuttoned. Lipstick smeared high on his jaw. He looked deranged. Like bad sex and worse decisions. Rosalind didn’t flinch.
“She’s following me,” he hissed, clutching Paris’s shoulder. “I need an out.”
Tom’s expression didn’t change. She saw it, though. The fracture behind the glass. The impulse to hex.
She didn’t speak yet.
Paris leaned away, nose wrinkling. “Did you fuck her?”
“Obviously. But now she thinks it meant something—”
“Let me guess,” Abraxas drawled, not even glancing over. “She said she felt a connection.”
“That would be Ares connecting with her tits,” Paris muttered. “Both of them, evidently.”
Druella laughed. Rosalind took a long drag of her cigarette.
“And who,” she said flatly, “are we brutalizing?”
“Nicola Carrow,” they chorused.
“Who?”
“Precisely,” said Druella, reaching for her drink. “Sixth year. Big—”
“Tits like a Quaffle,” Ares said, tone oddly reverent.
Druella sipped her drink without blinking. “Too bad her brain’s a fraction of the size.”
Rosalind watched Tom’s throat work as he swallowed the scotch. Smoke curled between them. She flicked ash to the floor.
“Do you talk about all girls this way?” she asked.
Ares turned, startled to find her there. His face twisted, unsure whether to backpedal or double down.
“Rosalind,” he said, voice suddenly higher. “I didn’t mean—”
She smiled without showing teeth. “Don’t mind me.”
Tom spoke at last. Light. Almost casual. “Rein it in, Lestrange.”
Abraxas and Paris snorted.
“I asked a question,” she said, leaning forward. “Do you talk about all girls this way?”
Tom smoked.
The silence stretched. No one answered.
Then, Abraxas: “Just ones who deserve it.”
“He means ones with chests like mountain ranges,” Druella said. “We’re safe, Rosie.”
“I’ve never had to lead with mine,” she said coolly. And yet here he was, watching her chest like it might speak first.
Leo made a choking sound and looked away.
Rosalind smiled sweetly into her drink. Next to her, Tom shifted. She didn’t dare look at him, so she watched Druella instead. If she looked at him now, she might’ve smiled. And meant it.
“Ares is easy prey,” Druella said. “He’ll shag a portrait if it winks at him.”
“Nicola’s an idiot,” Leo added.
“She thinks Dementors can be house trained,” Paris drawled.
“She’s sixth-year,” Abraxas said dryly. “It’s a miracle she can read.”
No one laughed. Not because it wasn’t funny, but because the knives were out now. As if cruelty were a reflex. Something mean and mindless. They were all so good at it—gutting reputations like sport. Scotch and teeth. Charm sharpened to a point. This wasn’t comedy. It was bloodsport.
And Tom. Silent in the middle of it. He didn’t participate, but he didn’t stop it either.
Rosalind narrowed her eyes slightly and took another sip from his glass, letting their words melt on her tongue like sugar.
Tom picked up her bottle of firewhiskey and examined it for a moment, then sighed and took a long pull directly from the bottle. It left whiskey on his lips.
The thought struck hard, unbidden. She’d have licked it clean if they were alone. She wanted to ruin the table with him. Or herself. Or both.
Tom’s eyes caught hers like he knew exactly what she was thinking.
He tilted the bottle toward her. She took it. Their fingers brushed. Magic flared—silver blue and silent. No one noticed but them.
The conversation around them continued.
“God, you’re vile,” Ares snapped. “I did her a favor. She begged. Practically wept.”
“And you love a girl on her knees,” Paris said mildly.
Druella leaned in, conspiratorial.
“Come on, Sallow,” Druella whispered, eyes gleaming. “Initiation.”
Rosalind knew the game, knew what was expected. One sharp line. One perfect kill.
A girl stood on the other side of the perimeter, alone and stiff-backed, pretending not to watch them. Short, blonde, and baby-faced. Blouse too tight, chest pushed too high.
Nicola Carrow. She was pretty, in the way milk is pretty—pale, smooth, begging to be spilled.
Tom’s eyes flickered to Rosalind.
She said it before she could stop herself. Before she could think better of it. The words just appeared.
“When there’s nothing above the neck,” she said, dragging on her cigarette, “you dress for the rest.”
The laughter was instant. Explosive. Applause, but meaner. She drank it in like a shot of Firewhiskey.
“Fuck,” Ares said. “That’s going to get back to her.”
“I hope so,” Druella said. “What else are parties for?”
The laughter faded at the edges. And there she was. Carrow. Eyes glassy. Smile uncertain. A girl trying not to wilt in front of gods.
The boathouse was loud, wild, spinning, but there was gravity at their table. They were the center. The sun. The storm.
Rosalind’s smile faded, guilt seeping in. That was the problem with cruelty. It always doubled back on you. Or, if you had any lasting moral compass, it did.
For a second, she saw it all from above—what they looked like. The whiskey. The teeth. The circle of knives. And the girl they’d left standing outside it. A month ago, she’d rather have died than sit here. She’d have stood on the other side of the barrier and declared them all cruel, boring, and terrible.
Now she sat among wolves. One of them. Teeth bared. Collarbone out.
She turned back, this time unable to avoid Tom’s gaze. His expression hadn’t changed, but his eyes sparkled.
“Cruel,” he murmured, amused. “Even for you.”
She hated how much she wanted his approval. Hated more how much she’d just earned it.
Then—without a word—Tom reached out and yanked her chair closer to his. The scrape of it cut through the noise.
Heads turned. Conversations stuttered.
Riddle and Sallow.
Two words like a headline.
Her chair hit his. Their legs brushed. And Rosalind felt rocked . The tether purred. Low and intimate, like it knew what came next.
A breath passed, and then everything resumed: louder, messier, pretending nothing had happened.
That was it.
His hand returned to the table . She half-expected it on her thigh. She was already ready for it, angled just so.
Classic Tom. Enough to burn but not satisfy.
This close, she could smell his cologne. Feel the tension in him rather than sense it. He hated parties. Hated all of this, and yet–
He came for her.
All this closeness, all this coolness—they didn’t do this shit. They kissed in corners and clawed in shadows. This? This was theatre. She wanted him to yank her out of here. To take her somewhere they could do something fun, like smoke and ruin each other in the same breath.
She straightened her spine and leaned in.
Her lips brushed his ear, and she whispered: “What the fuck are we even still doing here?”
She sat back before he could answer, smiling into the glass like she hadn’t said a thing.
Tom laughed, barely audible over the noise. Delighted.
Leo glanced, startled, then looked away.
Tom kept his hand on the firewhiskey bottle. The other in his lap. Their thighs brushed.
And Rosalind began to lose her mind. She was turned on. And furious.
The party roared around them. The world moved on.
Rosalind knew exactly what he was thinking.
It flared through her—heat and want—and the tether throbbed with it.
But still, he just sat there, beautiful and bored, drinking the firewhiskey and listening to his friends insult everyone they’d ever met. Rosalind couldn’t hear half the conversation. Druella was talking about someone’s dress. Leo, half-drunk, was ranting about wizarding law. Ares had gone off again about girls who “played games.” Paris was rolling his eyes so hard she could feel it.
She was nodding in the right places. Smiling. Occasionally tossing out a word or two, like chum, to keep them fed. Her cigarette burned down to the filter. Smoke clung to her fingers.
And still, Tom didn’t look, didn’t say a word.
Prick. Of course, he wanted her to suffer like this. Public claiming. Public denial. Every glance from the others was foreplay. Every laugh he didn’t share was punishment. He might as well have sat her down in the chair and told her to sit still. Told her to—
Be a good girl.
Her magic twisted. Her thighs clenched. That fucking phrase. Rosalind nearly choked.
So it was a test. The whole fucking time .
Don’t make a scene. Be interesting but not ridiculous in front of his friends. Let him command the room by doing nothing at all. Be pretty and sit still at his side.
She burned. She seethed. She smiled like it wasn’t killing her.
Another game. Another move.
She had her own, though.
Rosalind adjusted her legs and let the slit pull higher. Too high. High enough that it would be considered indecent. She didn’t care. She wanted him to look. She wanted him to burn.
She wanted the whole table to know he had.
Tom looked, of course he did, and–
He stood.
Like she’d flipped a switch in him.
The chair scraped behind him.
He turned to the table, cold and bored. “Try not to embarrass yourselves,” he said.
The boys blinked. Leo looked at the table. Then at his drink. Druella scoffed. Then—
Tom turned back and offered her his hand.
His palm. Open. Waiting. Like she was the prize and he was claiming it.
A hush fell. The table stilled. Rosalind looked at that hand for half a second too long. Then she took it.
She smiled like it was gratitude.
Got you, fucker.
The hand was a gauntlet. Tom’s fingers closed over hers, and she rose without a word.
They left the table.
Tom’s hand found the small of her back as they crossed the dock. By the time they reached the edge of the boathouse, the crowd had parted. Conversations paused.
Every eye was on them.
She didn’t look back. If she looked, she’d see who she’d become. By morning, they’d all be talking. By morning, the whole castle would know.
That had been Tom’s plan. And she went along with it—
Like a good girl.
-.-
Into the woods…
They walked in silence. The hush between them buzzed.
Behind them, the music warped, horns and laughter unraveling in the wind. The lake glittered black beneath the moon, watching. The path turned, leading toward the trees.
“Wait,” Rosalind said. “Shoes.”
Tom paused, glancing back over his shoulder, cigarette dangling from his lips.
She crouched and slipped her heels on with practiced ease. Her dress rose as she bent. The chain at her ankle glittered.
He didn’t move, but his pupils had dilated. He watched her like a man watching a match burn down to his fingers.
Like a man about to commit a sin and call it devotion.
And she was about to let him. She stood and smoothed the dress down her thighs.
“That dress could kill a man, Sallow,” he said, voice low.
She looked at him. Her pulse flickered as if his breath had touched her neck.
The air felt different now. Charged. She wondered if he was thinking the same thing she was.
That this was it. The point of no return.
The woods opened their mouth and swallowed them whole.
It was quieter here. So quiet she could hear her dress against her thighs, twigs beneath her heels, their breath moving in tandem.
The path narrowed. Branches arched overhead. Somewhere far behind them, the music still played—distant now, warped by trees—as if it belonged to someone else’s night.
They didn’t speak as he led her off the trail past a crumbling stone wall, under an arch of hawthorn, and down a slope of moss. She moved carefully. Graceful. Not a deer, exactly, something built to be devoured and reborn.
He ducked beneath a low branch, smoke curling over his shoulder. Then the path gave way. A clearing unfolded before them, wide and overgrown, cloaked in moonlight. Ferns feathered the edges. The air was damp and still. And cold.
A place once loved, then abandoned.
A broken stone fountain rose from the center, dry and crawling with ivy. It might’ve once been beautiful, but now it looked like something stolen from a storybook and left to rot. A fairytale broken at the spine.
Two statues flanked the fountain, one upright, the other snapped at the waist. Both women, draped in stone robes, arms outstretched toward one another. The reaching hand of the shattered one touched only dirt. Their faces had eroded. Time had taken the eyes. The love was still reaching, but blind.
Lovers, maybe. Or sisters. Or the same woman, split in two.
At the far edge of the clearing, a moss-covered bench waited beneath ivy.
Rosalind stopped at the edge, breath catching.
“Merlin,” she murmured. “Do you bring all your girls here?”
Tom didn’t answer. But when he flicked his wand and the air around them warmed, it felt like a reply. The heat ghosted over her skin.
She took another step, eyes tracing the crumbling fountain, the broken statues.
“What is this place?”
“Helga’s Garden,” he said quietly. Of course, the garden belonged to the kind one. The soft one. The one who’d been forgotten. Just like this place.
She moved toward the bench, trailing a hand along its stone edge. Ivy clung thick to the base. Her fingers caught something rough beneath the green.
She crouched, brushing the ivy aside. There, carved into the bench’s base, worn smooth by time:
To nourish love is to protect it from time.
—H.H.
She read it aloud, softly. Then scoffed. It was cute, sure. But she was finding her romance in the shadows. With claws and teeth.
“Hufflepuff?” she asked, glancing back.
He hesitated. Then: “They say it was hers. Or her daughter’s.”
Something tightened in her chest. She sat slowly, letting her dress spill over the bench. The air smelled of earth and cigarette smoke. A garden built for love—
Now repurposed. For them.
She didn’t mean to stare—but the loosened tie, the shadows under his eyes, the quiet, ruthless way he moved—he looked like a spell she’d cast herself. She should’ve looked away. Should’ve laughed or said something awful. Instead, she just watched him like he was a prophecy she’d accidentally summoned.
She looked down at the last inch of her cigarette, then let it fall, ember-first, into the grass.
No more distractions. No more excuses. Time to fall on the knife she forged herself.
He moved before she could speak, crossing the clearing in several quick strides. Her breath caught as he reached her. One hand slid to her thigh, pressing and parting her open, a gentle, firm command. Then he stepped between her knees and claimed the space. Crowded her in.
Her back hit the stone. The ivy was cold and scratchy behind her, grounding her. Reminded her she still had bones. That this wasn’t a dream.
One of his hands found the bench behind her shoulder, bracing his weight. The other stayed low, fingers splayed warm against her thigh.
And then—
He leaned in. Slowly, until his forehead almost brushed hers. His hair, loose from the wind or his own tension, tickled across her skin.
She felt her magic reach for him again. Desperate and disobedient.
The air between them crackled.
“You win,” he said, like a man confessing under duress.
She blinked. “I win?”
He smiled.
“Tonight,” he said. “Let me show you what that means.”
And suddenly, he didn’t look composed at all. He looked wrecked. Starving. Like he had that night in the Undercroft, just before he dropped to his knees. Like the moment she’d healed him in that strange little study of his, trembling from the inside out.
Oh.
His hand drifted from her thigh. She felt every inch of the movement as if it were being carved into her skin. He traced the strap of her dress across her chest, over the swell of her breast. The satin caught slightly on her skin.
“You wore this for me.”
“Try to keep up,” she murmured, lips parted.
He tapped her traitorous, racing heart with one finger. Ancient magic shimmered beneath the touch, a faint pulse of silver-blue.
His smile was faint. Crooked. Like he’d caught her telling on herself. The tension between them—or maybe it was the tether—
It was always the tether.
“I’ve been thinking about you all week,” Tom said. “Every fucking night.”
“You poor thing.”
She tried to sound cool. Unbothered. But her head was spinning, her pulse everywhere. She gripped the edge of the bench with one hand. The other hovered, uncertain, then found the line of his tie. She twisted it between two fingers slowly.
“You made me murderous in the library,” he said. His voice dropped. “That little quill stunt?”
He leaned in.
“I nearly took you over the table.”
She bit back a grin. A thrill bloomed beneath her ribs.
“And tonight?” he murmured. “You think I was going to let you sit there looking like that?”
“You looked miserable the entire time.”
“I was.”
There was barely space between them now. His thigh pressed against hers. His knuckles brushed the side of her breast, casual and devastating. Her nipples peaked.
“Tom,” she said softly. “Is this what your rewards look like?”
“I’m getting there,” he said.
She tugged gently at his loosened tie. “All that control. Pretending you don’t want to ruin me every time I speak.”
He smiled. He dipped lower, his lips brushing her collarbone. Rosalind’s other hand fisted his hair.
“Who said I pretend?”
Every line from him was another match struck. She was made of ash by now.
Ancient magic flared at her fingertips, glimmering all around his head. Tom watched it bloom before his eyes and then let out a strangled breath.
“You drive me fucking insane, Sallow.”
His mouth found her ear.
“I know,” she breathed. This was the reward.
Tom bent over her, lips dragging down her collarbone, then between her breasts. Her head tipped back against the stone. Ivy pricked her nape. She flicked her fingers without looking, banishing it.
No distractions. Not now.
He mouthed the curve of her breast, breath hot through satin. Then higher, throat, jaw, the place where her neck met her shoulder. His hand gripped her side. Hard. Like he needed her pinned .
Her fingers slipped from his tie and found his waist, curling into the fabric above his belt. She wasn’t sure if she meant to hold him there or drag him closer. Maybe both.
The fabric wrinkled under her fist. She wanted to leave marks. Evidence.
He kissed her neck again. Harder this time, sucking bruises into her skin. His own evidence.
“You think I won’t do it,” he said against her throat. “That I’ll keep fighting with you just to win.”
He waited and let her feel it. The breath. The threat.
“I think about ruining you so often,” he said, “I’ve categorized the methods.”
She let out a laugh. Then caught it halfway.
His other hand slid up along her ribs, under the strap of her dress. He pushed it aside and bared her. Then leaned in and bit her nipple once.
Her back arched.
“Tom—” she gasped, fingers tightening at his waist.
He didn’t stop, dragging his mouth up her chest, neck, until his lips brushed her ear. “Don’t worry,” he murmured. “I’m not fighting tonight.”
They were all teeth and poison and games until this moment. When the pretense dropped, and they just wanted. And Rosalind really wanted.
And she knew he did too.
His hand found her thigh. He palmed it.
“You were such a good girl.”
It hit her like a spell. Her breath caught. Every nerve lit.
Rosalind breathed him in. Breathed the praise. She was soaked. Desperate. Every part of her aching. Needing. She’d burn down the entire forest just to keep him right here, like this.
The hand bracing him behind her shifted, and Tom grabbed her hair. He dropped one knee onto the bench beside her thigh and leaned back, just far enough to look her in the eye.
“Tell me to stop,” he said. “Tell me to follow your stupid fucking rule.”
Her mouth opened—obscene.
“I made that shit up,” she said. Breathless. Amused. Her laugh cracked through the tension. “Tom—”
His hand slid higher. Under the satin. Between her legs.
“Of course you did,” he said. He liked her better cruel.
Her back arched against the stone. Her whole body lit like a struck match.
And then he kissed her.
Hard.
Deep.
Like he’d gone half-mad thinking about it, like he wanted to bruise it into her mouth, keep her breath in his throat and never give it back. She dragged him closer by his neck with a sound between a gasp and a growl.
Tom’s hand slipped between her legs.
She hadn’t worn knickers. He grunted when he realized, his fingers dipping into her arousal.
She jolted. Gasped.
“You’re so fucking perfect,” he breathed, fingers gliding through her. His voice was reverent. Shaken.
She swore her bones melted. No one had ever sounded so destroyed by her. Magic sparked across her skin—light flaring at her fingertips, the air around them bending toward it.
She moaned. Sharp and helpless.
“You’re going to beg for me,” he said, pulling back just enough to see her. “I want it pretty.”
“In your dreams,” she bit out. But there was no bite. She was gone.
He brushed her clit. She sucked in a breath.
“I told you,” he murmured, “you are in all of them.”
She bit her lip to keep from moaning again. How many dreams had she had about this? She couldn’t remember where they stopped anymore.
One finger slid in, slow and shallow. A taste. Then gone.
He was reading her. Teasing her. The rise of her hips. The tremble in her thighs.
“Tom,” she growled. “Stop fucking around.”
He smiled like she’d just confirmed everything he knew about her.
“I’m not,” he said. The finger returned, deeper this time. She gasped, raw and unguarded.
He smiled. Another finger. A stretch. He curled them. Right there. Then stilled.
Fucker. Rosalind swore and ground against him. Her hips rolled, chasing it.
“Say please.”
His thumb moved, a whisper of pressure before he flicked it over her clit in earnest. Once. Twice. Then, consistently, picking up pace.
She shuddered, crumpling against him. Tom pinned her to the bench. His mouth brushed her ear. So warm. His fingers curled again. The rhythm, slow at first, then faster, was relentless.
She could hear herself now, panting and frantic. Her thighs clenched around his wrist. Her hand grabbed at his shoulder, helpless.
His fingers thrust deeper. Again. Again.
“Rosalind.”
Her name on his lips—like prayer. Like a weapon. He sounded manic. Insane. Broken. And then–
“All I think about is this pretty little cunt wrapped around my cock.”
She bit her lip. Hard. The words were filthy, but his voice was so sweet–
“Tom—” she gasped. Her voice cracked.
His hand never slowed. He’d found a rhythm now. Exactly designed to ruin her. Her head dropped to his shoulder. One hand clawed at his shirt. The marble dug into her spine.
“Say it,” he whispered. “Say you want me.”
“I—fuck—I want—”
She couldn’t. Her whole body arched. The satin twisted around her hips. Ivy coiled near her elbow. Everything wild. Overgrown. Alive.
“Say you’re mine.”
“Please,” she gasped. “Please, Tom—”
His name sounded different in her mouth now. Like a vow. Like she was giving him something no one else had ever earned.
“Say it, baby.”
He was even softer that time. Sweeter. It took everything out of her and she–
“Yours,” she gasped, the edges of her vision blurring.
“Yours. I’m yours.”
It was the only thing that made sense. The only truth left in her mouth. The sound of it stunned even her. Too raw. Too open.
Not a performance. A plea.
That was enough.
Tom let go of her hip and caught her chin in his other hand. He watched—eyes black with want, wide with awe— as she came.
He fucked her through it, unrelenting. Her hips jerked. Her breath shattered. Her whole body tensed. She came like a spell breaking apart.
The sound that tore from her lips hit the garden like a curse. No – that was ancient magic, bursting from her in droves. She shattered against him, trembling. Her spine arched off the bench, one hand fisting in his collar.
Still, his fingers moved. Gentler now. Soothing. Sweet and cruel. Just like him.
“You’re so beautiful, Rosalind,” he said. Quiet and honest. It was almost too much. The praise. The ruin. The tenderness tucked beneath the wreckage.
Tom let her face go.
Rosalind slumped back against the stone, breath catching, skin flushed. It felt like falling. Cool air licked at her thighs. Her pulse still thundered. Her hands trembled.
Tom pulled back, removing his fingers, slow and slick with her. She should’ve felt bare. Exposed. Instead, she felt crowned. Chosen.
Rosalind didn’t hesitate. She moved like someone possessed. No thought, just ache. She reached forward, still shaking, and loosened his belt.
Tom’s eyes caught hers. There was something wild in them. Not sharp like usual. Something more loose. Unguarded.
He helped her pull himself free.
Rosalind gasped as he gripped his cock with his hand, wet and filthy from her, and then leaned forward, pressing her back again.
She gripped the base of him as he stroked against her chest, knuckles grazing her ribs.
Her head fell back with a gasp. Like she was offering him her whole throat. Her whole self.
There was no space left.
His fist moved fast—desperate now, rough and rhythmic—caught between their bodies. She could feel the desperation coil inside him like a spring about to snap.
Her legs still trembled open across the bench. She tried to help, but he was almost manic, lost in it. She moved her hand to grab his hips, pulling him closer. Anything to keep him close. To make this moment last longer.
“Look at you,” he whispered, lips grazing her ear. He groaned softly. Like it hurt to hold back.
Good. Let it hurt.
Her breath caught. His other hand fisted in her hair, yanking her head back further.
His cock, slick and flushed, slid along her breast, leaking onto the satin. It was filthy. Ridiculous. Merlin, she wanted more.
His fist moved faster now, the sound of it was wet and obscene, louder than the wind through the trees.
She wanted him. Inside her. Moving together as one. She wanted to feel it. Feel him.
But he spoke first.
“I thought about this,” he muttered. “You on your back. Me like this. Not touching. Watching you.”
He was making it worse. Or better. She couldn’t tell. His hips bucked once. Then again.
“Watching what is mine.”
He said it like he was reciting a truth the stars had written.
Rosalind grabbed the back of his neck, hard, dragging him down. Her mouth caught on his ear. He was contorted, still fisting himself against her chest.
She was soaked. Shaking. Out of her mind with it.
“Then—then take it,” she gasped. “Tom, please—fuck me, I—”
Her voice cracked. She didn’t even care what she was offering anymore, just that he’d take it like he meant it.
She tried again.
“I don’t want to wait, I can’t—please, please—”
The desperation in her voice embarrassed her. Or thrilled her. She couldn’t tell the difference anymore.
She would’ve let him shove her down right here—onto the moss, over the bench, against the tree. Let him ruin her completely. Forget her name. Forget her rules.
She ached for it.
“ Tom–”
Tom’s whole body jerked.
And then he came. Hot and messy, spilling across the silver of her dress onto her chest and ribs.
They breathed.
Then his breath stuttered against her cheek.
One hand dropped from her hair. But his eyes, wide and starving, saw what he’d done to her.
He smiled and leaned in.
His hand brushed a sweaty lock of hair from her face, and then he kissed her cheek— hard . Messy. Stupid. So unlike him that it knocked the breath from her lungs.
So—
“Aren’t you sweet?” she whispered, still catching her breath.
Tom huffed a laugh. Wrecked.
“Only when it’s you.”
She smiled, dazed and hollowed out. Not just from the sex, but from knowing it was true.
For a moment, neither of them moved. Time didn’t resume, like the garden was waiting to see what they’d do next.
Then he tucked himself away.
Rosalind exhaled and stood. She smoothed her dress down slowly, her hands steady, but her movements not. She tried for poise. Elegance. But everything about her felt different. Rewired.
Dizzy. Like she’d been in the lavatory earlier that night. Outside her body.
The satin clung damp to her skin. Cold air kissed her thighs.
She looked down at her chest.
“Help me with this?” she murmured, brushing her fingers over her belly. The mess was obvious. Pale and shining.
Tom followed the motion. He stared, first at her hand. Then at the stain. Like the whole thing was a masterpiece.
But he bent down anyway and retrieved his wand from the grass. One flick and the stain vanished.
“I liked it better before,” he said, adjusting his cuffs. Then his collar. Then, softer—almost thoughtful: “That was beautiful begging. Pretty. Just like I told you.”
Her mouth curled. She should’ve been humiliated. Instead, she glowed. “Sometimes I follow orders.”
Tom stepped in again. The air between them crackled.
“That’s a good girl,” he said.
Rosalind smiled softly. The mist crept back, and the moonlight spilled silver through the trees.
He looked at her—dress wrinkled, throat flushed, mouth parted. He didn’t smile. But something shifted behind his eyes. They stood like that for a moment. Breathing each other in.
Then Tom thumbed open his case and drew out two cigarettes. Something to do in the wake of this—
Rosalind took hers between two fingers. He slipped the other between his teeth. She lit them both—sparks flaring, smoke curling between them. They stood like that. In the hush. In the garden. Just watching each other burn.
“This isn’t the part where you lose interest, is it?” she asked. She meant it as a joke, but the truth clung to her tongue like ash.
Tom exhaled. “Don’t, Rosalind.” There was something ragged in his voice.
“I’m asking.” Her voice stayed light. Barely. “There are plenty of boys who get what they want and look elsewhere.”
He grabbed her hand and pulled her closer. He looked down at her, expression sharp. “Haven’t I told you not to be willfully obtuse before?”
Rosalind smirked.
He sighed, studying her face, and then tucked her against his chest. She nearly melted into him. The irony didn’t escape her—how little it took to collapse when it was him.
“Come,” he said. “I’m walking you back.”
“Already?” she asked, pulling back to look at him.
He smirked this time. “Yes. Because if I don’t, I’ll fuck you against that tree. Just like you begged for.”
Her smile broke slowly. Wicked. Dazed.
“I think I’d prefer a bed for that.” She wanted to press her teeth to his throat just to see what he’d do. “Lead the way, Head Boy.”
She turned toward the path. The clearing behind them pulsed.
Her legs felt wrong. Tired. Boneless. Loose. Like they didn’t quite belong to her anymore. She leaned into him without thinking. Just enough to steady herself. The mask was slipping, but maybe that was okay for now.
As they walked, she felt that she must have left something behind in the garden.
She didn’t remember giving it—whatever part of her the garden took. But it didn’t matter. The garden had it now.
Or maybe it was Tom the entire time.
-.-
She dreamt of rain on glass.
A narrow window, streetlamps bleeding gold through the water. Car horns far below. The soft hum of a city still moving. Somewhere—London, maybe. Or nowhere at all.
She was warm. Limbs tangled in silk sheets. Skin against skin. A steady heartbeat beneath her cheek.
Rosalind lay draped across his chest.
Tom’s fingers traced the slope of her spine. Following her, like a map he already knew by heart.
His fingers drifted lower, sweeping along the curve of her hip, the dip of her waist, back again. She felt the rise of his chest with every breath. The shift of his muscles beneath her.
It felt endless. Safe.
“Are they mine or yours?” she asked. “These dreams?”
Tom’s reply was soft. Not cruel.
“Does it matter?”
She smiled against his skin.
“Do you always dream like this?” she asked.
He didn’t reply. She’d almost drifted back to sleep when he whispered–
“Only when it’s you.”
The rain kept falling.
Notes:
well folks. that completes our little 2 chapter dream spiral... next time.... the frame takes hold for real. and sinister tom returns. i know we've missed him lol
cigarette scene from now voyager
it is officially summer where I live and life has gotten a lot more crazy! updates may be slightly slower than before through august. we'll see! i am working on this fic every single day so please don't think that means I'm not as passionate or dedicated as I have been! I'm actually drafting the chapter three ahead from now if that gives you any indication!
let me know your thoughts! your comments and kudos mean everything <3
Chapter 30: Velvet Trap
Chapter Text
Saturday.
Only when it’s you…
Rosalind lurched upright, choking on her own breath. The sheets clung to her legs. Sweat slicked her back. Her lungs seized, caught between inhale and panic.
Too hot.
Too quiet.
The tower was still. Gwen’s blanket shifted somewhere across the room. The wind pressed against the windows like it wanted in.
The dream hadn’t left her. She could still feel it, too clearly. Silk sheets. His hand at the base of her spine. The weight of his chest locking her into warmth. His voice low at her ear.
That unbearable heartbeat under her cheek, something she'd sworn never to need.
It sat in her bones.
Her hands trembled as she braced against the mattress. Camille stirred at her feet, stretched, and climbed lazily into her lap, nestling against her ribs with the proprietary air of someone who’d seen worse.
Rosalind placed a hand on her fur. Camille purred, then pawed at her sternum, firm and insistent.
Lie down. Everything’s fine.
She obeyed, falling backward into the tangle of her duvet.
Camille turned a slow circle and collapsed across her chest with a grunt. Her tail flicked, then draped neatly over Rosalind’s throat like a velvet noose. Parisa once said cats slept like that when they meant to protect you.
And maybe Rosalind needed protecting—but she’d never say it aloud.
That hadn’t been her dream.
It was Tom’s.
The tether pulsed faintly beneath her ribs, as it always did when he was sleeping—a subtle throb, tugging low in her chest.
It hadn’t been just this one. All week, the dreams had come sharp and senseless, too vivid to dismiss. She wasn’t dreaming of him. She was dreaming inside him. Or next to him. Or through him.
Ancient magic, then. It had to be—the tether, winding tighter again, drawing her in, vein by vein.
Another symptom. Like the phantom itch when they were apart. Like the searing recoil when she’d tried to fuck Alfie Black. The punishment her body handed down like it had chosen sides.
Maybe this was what happened when you let a boy fingerfuck you in a romantic location. When you said things like I’m yours and meant it.
When you forgot not to believe his promises.
Camille purred louder, pressing warm weight into her ribs. Her hands had stopped shaking. Her heart had not.
Rosalind exhaled.
The room still smelled like the dream. Not soap or girlish perfume, not the usual lavender and parchment of the dorm, but something masculine. Tobacco. Clove. His scent clung to her pillow. Her hair.
It had felt like love.
Or close enough to counterfeit it. Aching. Quiet. Terribly precise. The rest of the dreams had been fantasy. Not this one.
She stared into the dark. The tether pulsed again, gentler now, like it meant to soothe her.
But something was wrong.
It crept in the quiet. A ripple beneath the skin. The kind of wrong you felt in a corridor when someone followed without sound. When the hairs rose on your arms before the footstep landed.
As if she’d forgotten something.
Or worse—like something had followed her out of the dream and hadn’t yet let go.
Her breath caught. She scanned the shadows, moonlight painting the floor in long gray streaks. She searched for movement. For the bogeyman, the sandman, some nursery-rhyme god of sleep and punishment.
Camille’s weight held her to the mattress, but not enough to muffle the prickle along her spine.
The sensation lingered too long to dismiss.
Then, Camille’s tail twitched.
The tether fluttered, faint, like Tom had shifted in sleep.
Rosalind exhaled.
The tension ebbed—
But the shiver stayed.
-.-
Sunday.
The night air cooled his skin. Victory still sat on his tongue.
It hadn’t taken much. A scraped chair. A hand against the small of her back. A room full of eyes, watching her choose him. Then—once they were alone—he’d whispered it like a confession: You win.
He knew better now.
He’d won.
He hadn’t planned it precisely, but precision wasn’t always the point. Strategy lived in the moments between impulse and outcome—the pivot, the recalibration, then the strike.
Tom Riddle didn’t need forethought to win. He only needed space.
And now, two nights later, the memory remained intact. Her spine arched. Her eyes damp. Her chest slick with him. The sound she made when she came on his fingers. Shattered and perfect. He replayed it the way a scholar might study a primary source. For understanding.
And maybe pleasure too.
Beside him in the Astronomy Tower, Abraxas lit a third cigarette. The love bite on his neck—hidden all day—was bare now, the ascot tossed at his feet beside polished shoes. Leo sat hunched over a stool, scribbling something on parchment.
“The Broken Fang. Two weeks. Saturday,” Leo muttered, pushing his glasses up.
“Date night,” Abraxas drawled, exhaling smoke over the edge. “You’ll need to reschedule.”
Tom tapped two fingers against the stone railing. “Druella knows how to keep her entertained.”
Abraxas smirked. Leo snorted.
Tom said nothing more. His thumb moved idly over the Coin in his pocket, tracing the etched edge again and again.
Control didn’t always require words. The school was still talking. Sallow this. Riddle that. Pathetic, really—how easily they latched on to this new myth. Annoying, yes. If it hadn’t served him so well.
“Abraxas,” Tom said. “Write to Arcturus. See if he’ll meet us this weekend.”
Abraxas gave a nod, casual but attentive. “Looking for leverage?”
“Looking to find out why Rowle wants to meet now. We need to be prepared.”
“I can’t imagine he’s interested in tea and pleasantries,” Leo muttered.
“We’ll need Paris for that, then,” Abraxas drawled.
“Attendance is still undecided,” Tom said, exhaling smoke.
Abraxas smirked. “Watching them fight for scraps is half the fun.”
Paris. Ares. Mars. Ivander. The four who only sometimes earned their keep. Tom needed more than loyalty–he needed obedience. Clean lines. Predictable outcomes.
Not all of them were house-trained.
“I’m not interested in fun,” he said. “I’m interested in information. And yes—to your point—leverage.”
“He told Rowle the buyers were Hogwarts students. No names.”
“And you believed him?”
Abraxas shrugged.
Tom unfolded the scrap. The parchment was creased, the ink smeared in places—written fast and without care. The handwriting was jagged. Unrefined. Exactly how he imagined Rowle to be.
Black—
Pass this along to your little schoolboy chums. I want to meet.
–Rowle
It had arrived that afternoon. Malfoy passed it off in the library, tucked between pages of a Arithmancy book.
Rosalind hadn’t asked. She’d simply watched, tracked the exchange, registered the tension. She’d even watched Tom slip the note into his pocket and discard the library book. He didn’t bother hiding it from her.
That was her gift: restraint masquerading as detachment. Always watching, always listening.
However, once Abraxas had gone, she’d dragged her fingers along the inside of Tom’s thigh.
That was her other gift.
Keeping him just off-key. And always—always—paying attention.
Tom folded the note and tucked it into his coat.
“He wants something,” he said. “Otherwise, he wouldn’t waste time with theatrics.”
“Maybe he wants to scare us off,” Leo offered.
Tom let out a laugh. “Then he’s chosen the wrong tone. You don’t request an audience if you believe someone beneath you.”
“Do you think he knows about the others?” Abraxas asked. “The Compass. The Frame.”
“Unlikely. But he’ll be sniffing around.” Tom’s gaze lingered on the dark beyond the battlements. “Rowle’s a blunt instrument. But not a fool.”
Leo pressed a knuckle to his mouth, thoughtful. “He’ll expect a performance. Posturing. Something to confirm you’re worth the trouble.”
Tom smiled. It didn’t reach his eyes. “Good. Let him expect it.”
The wind pushed through the tower, tugging at the hem of Tom’s coat. Below, a clock chimed once.
Abraxas reached for another cigarette, then set the case down without lighting one. “What do you want from him?”
Tom leaned forward, forearms against the railing. “Confirmation that power is paying attention.”
He turned the Coin between two fingers. The metal caught the moonlight.
“We’ve moved quietly,” he said. “But that only lasts so long. Eventually, the men at the table want to know who’s knocking.”
“And we’re knocking?” Leo asked.
Tom didn’t look at him. “We’re already slipping through the front gate.”
The witch.
The artifacts.
The power.
Silence stretched. Then Leo cleared his throat. “Should we do a status check?”
Tom flicked the dog end over the railing. The ember traced a brief arc, then vanished into the dark. He turned, hands slipping into his coat pockets.
The witch.
He yanked on the thread in his chest. Harder than usual, not like the gentle tugs meant to keep her attuned. This was a summons.
Come and play, Rosalind.
Truthfully, he was tired of her calling it a tether. All week, he’d corrected her. Thread, he coached. Channel. She only blinked at him, amused. But the night before—when she’d climbed into his lap and unbuttoned his shirt—she’d placed her palm over his chest and said it.
Channel.
Tom cleared his throat and turned to Leo.
“Coin?”
He ran a thumb over the edge in his pocket. “On me at all times.”
“Updated notes: mirrored wounds. Any pain or injury inflicted on the subject rebounds to the owner. Can’t be healed by charms or potions.”
Leo tapped his quill against the parchment and looked up. Abraxas glanced over as well.
“How did you heal it, Tom?”
He thought of the starburst scars on his chest and thigh. Her hands. Her magic.
A Madonna, kneeling.
He smiled. “A different sort of magic.”
Abraxas raised an eyebrow but said nothing. Leo swallowed, ink blooming in the corner of the page. He opened his mouth to press, then thought better of it.
“Healing on a need-to-know basis,” he muttered.
Abraxas sighed and lit another cigarette. Tom leaned back against the stone.
“The Compass?” Leo asked.
“No updates,” Tom said. “Since none of you harbor hostility in your hearts.”
“And the Frame?”
Silence fell again.
It was working. The Frame.
He’d seen it the moment she walked into the party on Friday.
Hair pinned the way it was in the dreams. Her mouth pink. Eyes smoky. The dress—silver silk, low-backed, clinging to her hips like it had been made for his hands. She’d overdressed for a party on the docks.
Not that he minded.
And the scent. Neroli and opium. The perfume he’d dreamed on her skin—the one she’d never worn before.
Holy oil and vice. Ritual and sin.
She’d walked in dressed for him. As if she’d remembered something he had never said aloud. Like she’d seen the dreams he hadn’t confirmed she was having.
The question wasn’t whether the Frame was bleeding into her sleep. It was—why had she done it?
Why had she dressed for him?
Was she doing it for him?
Or was it happening to her?
Because if it wasn’t her at all—if he’d kissed her and kissed the curse instead—then the bleed had already gone too deep.
If he was being true, he hadn’t been certain what would happen when he slid that photograph of Rosalind into the Watcher’s Frame. Only that it had been the next step. The next move in the game.
She’d figure it out. She always did. And when she came for him—knives out, eyes clear—it would be all worth it.
That was the point, wasn’t it? Break her just enough to see if she’d still bite.
“Er… Tom?”
He blinked. The image of her in the garden still burned behind his eyes.
“The Frame?” Leo asked again. His cheeks were red.
Abraxas looked away.
“Under observation,” Tom said.
In public, she performed. The Rosalind Sallow mask. Lovely. Clever. All wit and watchfulness, the kind of girl who always seemed to know more than she let on. In private, she gave in—all heat and no hesitation.
They’d gotten each other off three times since the garden. Tom wasn’t prone to frenzy, but with her, something always broke loose.
Saturday morning, he’d waited by the pitch. She was flushed from training, pink at the collar. On the walk back, they found an empty shed. It had been all hands. Unfinished threats.
That evening, they left a party still bristling from an argument they never finished. In the Undercroft, she threw a blanket over the blank portrait without explanation. Just a glance over her shoulder, then the cover drawn tight—like something might’ve been watching.
He hadn’t asked. She’d silenced him the moment she dropped to her knees.
That was always the way with her. Just when he thought he had her, she twisted the knife. It thrilled him. It infuriated him. It made him want to chain her to the altar and call it love.
Do you mind? she’d asked, hand on his belt.
Did he mind? Did he fucking mind? It was maddening. I don’t come from head, he’d said. But you can try, sweetheart.
She didn’t just try. Rosalind, like she often did, proved him wrong.
Then this afternoon, ten minutes of her hand on his thigh. That look on her face. Dare me .
He snapped. Dropped to his knees in an abandoned Arithmancy classroom. She’d finally pushed him off, laughing.
I’ve already come twice, Tom.
He looked up. Leo and Abraxas were still watching.
Tom narrowed his eyes. “Updates to follow,” he said. Final.
Leo nodded. Abraxas sighed.
“I suppose I ought to get going,” he said, brushing off his trousers. “I promised Dru I’d look over her Potions work.”
He flicked his cigarette over the railing and shot Leo a familiar look. Then left the tower. Leo didn’t move, eyes still on the parchment.
Everyone knew Leo fancied Druella, but her latest tryst with Abraxas had landed harder than the others. Tom had seen the desperate play at the Boathouse party—Leo flirting with Nicasia, trying to get a reaction. A little attention.
She’d socked him in the nose. It still hadn’t healed straight.
Leo’s grip on the quill tightened. “You can tell me the details about the Frame,” he said. “I won’t tell the others. It would help to understand it better.”
Tom didn’t speak. He could feel Rosalind nearing, probably at the base of the tower now, passing Abraxas on the stairs.
“Time to go, Nott.”
Leo lifted his chin. “I can make my own observations.”
Tom raised a brow. “Can you?”
“I’m not asking to interfere,” Leo said. “Just to understand.”
“And what would you do with your observations, Nott?”
Leo hesitated. “Catalog them. Track symptoms. Note triggers. Magic has rules. It’s people who lie. I’d be able to understand exactly what was happening with the Frame—”
Tom studied him. The flick of the quill. The tension in his jaw. Druella had never taken him seriously. She’d fucked all of them—except Leo. He’d spent two years on the outskirts, begging for scraps.
Greenshields made him matter.
Tom didn’t smile, though he wanted to. Instead, he reached for the railing and let the silence stretch.
“Later,” he said. It cost nothing. And kept Leo exactly where he belonged.
The thread pulled tight. She was here.
Leo gathered his things and left. The door closed behind him.
“He seems twitchy.”
Tom turned.
Rosalind stood before him in the same outfit she’d worn earlier: plum blouse, slate satin skirt, T-heels that made her look like she had somewhere better to be. Her hair was perfectly pinned again. He remembered pulling it loose in the classroom, remembered the way it tangled in his fingers as she moaned against his mouth.
“He’s always twitchy,” Tom said, smiling faintly. “Smoke?”
“You don’t even have to ask,” she said, crossing to him.
Tom drew two cigarettes from his case. Handed her one and kept the other. She waited, thumb already lit with conjured flame. Magic curled at her fingertips.
They inhaled together. Blew smoke together.
“You called?” she asked, head tilted. Chin down, eyes up. “I’m not a dog, you know.”
Tom exhaled through his nose, gaze on her mouth. “I didn’t say you were.”
She stepped beside him at the railing, gaze sweeping the lawn below. Moonlight caught on the edge of her cheekbone.
“But you did call,” she said.
They stood in silence for a beat. Two weapons cooling, a breath between instincts to claw, to bite, to fuck, to run.
Her skirt shifted in the breeze as she took another drag. She was the girl from his sleep, made flesh.
Instead of telling her that, he reached for her. His fingers slid around her waist. Rosalind stepped into him. He fit around her, pressing her hips to the railing, chest to her spine.
He smoked over her shoulder. She stared out at the sky.
“Studying going well?” he asked.
She snorted. “As if you care.”
“I don’t,” he said. “But I like hearing you talk.”
“Flattery?” she said dryly. “You’re slipping.”
“That wasn’t flattery. It was a fact,” Tom said, tapping ash from his cigarette. “You’re better at it than most people. Talking.”
Rosalind arched a brow. “Than you?”
“You’re in a different category entirely.”
She took a drag, eyes on him, unreadable. “You know,” she said, exhaling smoke to the side, “you’d make an excellent politician.”
“I have no interest in office,” he said. “Only influence.”
She hummed, a sound too smooth to be accidental. “Here I thought you wanted to be Minister of Magic one day.”
“Think bigger.”
Her lip curved. “Prime Minister?”
“Bigger.” He slid his free hand to her waist, then lower, palm settling at the curve of her belly. She shifted just enough to let him feel it—the friction, the awareness, the way his body responded before he gave it permission.
Half hard, and she’d only wiggled.
“Hmm,” she said. “Bigger sounds like an awful lot of work, Tom.”
She was teasing him, yes, but more than that—she was daring him to admit his ambitions.
He met her gaze without flinching. Offered her truth without details:
“Yes.”
Her hips rolled slightly, catching him. If she stepped away now, he didn’t know what he’d do with the restraint. Tear the railing from the wall. Pin her against the stone and make her say his name over and over again.
Then—lightly, because she always knew how to puncture the moment—she said, “You want a lot of things. Ruler of everything. Keeper of my flower.”
He tilted his head back and laughed. Her flower . Fucking hell.
“I do,” he said. “A long list of things. Including your flower.”
Her breath hitched, the tiny falter before the mask slid back into place. She turned to face him fully, her spine pressed against the iron rail, and gave him that look. The one that made men kneel. Chin lowered, eyes up, lashes thick and unblinking. It wasn’t coquettish: it was a test.
And she knew exactly how close he was to failing it.
“Well,” she murmured. “You’ve got me for ten minutes. Better use them wisely.”
He didn’t have to wonder if this version of her was a performance. Or dictated. She was too quick, too present. Entirely herself. Rosalind Sallow was a flirt, after all.
Tom slipped a hand behind her neck and tilted her face up to his. The kiss he gave her wasn’t possessive or punishing. It was steady. Focused and certain.
Except—
Her mouth tasted like chocolate cake.
Tom didn’t still, his tongue still raked across hers.
Not just any cake. His cake.
The one they served once, maybe twice a year at Wool’s, when a matron remembered a birthday. Dense and dark, a cheap bakery sheet cake they scraped from the edges of the tin while no one was watching.
He didn’t stop kissing her. Her fingers curled into his sweater. His mind went blank.
Rosalind Sallow tasted like chocolate cake from the shop near the orphanage. Something no one else in his life could possibly know.
His knees nearly gave, so he kissed her harder.
He hadn’t thought of that cake in years. He hadn’t let himself.
And she couldn’t have known.
He pulled back, just a fraction. She whined in protest, and he dragged his tongue along the roof of her mouth.
Yes. The cake. It was real.
She stilled. Then laughed, her eyes catching his.
A moment later, she pulled him back down to her. Kissed him deeper. Twisted her tongue against his, hands sliding to the waistband of his trousers.
And Tom kissed her back.
The witch who tasted like chocolate cake from his childhood. Who looked like his dreams.
Who was his.
-.-
Monday .
Rosalind sat at the vanity in the Ravenclaw dormitory and brushed her hair. She’d lost track of the strokes somewhere between performing loveliness and habit.
The dormitory windows were fogged from hot showers. Classical music crackled from the record player. It was Parisa’s pick.
“Fauré,” she’d said. “Après un rêve. It’s about a dream you don’t want to wake up from.”
Rosalind had resisted the urge to roll her eyes, mostly for Parisa’s sake.
Gwen sprawled across her bed with one of Rosalind’s Muggle paperbacks. Parisa sat cross-legged on the rug in a nightshirt, painting her toenails a shade of glossy, defiant red. Candace and Betsy were arguing in low voices about who’d borrowed whose blouse, neither of them looking up from their manicures. Rosalind had no doubt it was her blouse. But she’d always found it ugly. Let them fight for scraps.
“I’m telling you,” Rosalind said, waving her brush like a wand. “ Persuasion is superior. It has restraint. Tragedy. Boats.”
Gwen pressed the worn copy of Sense and Sensibility to her chest. “You’re insane. Colonel Brandon is right there. Quiet devotion? A tragic backstory?”
“It’s about longing, not posturing. Wentworth actually says what he feels. Wait until you read his letter—you’ll be ruined.”
“What girl doesn’t want to be ruined?” Gwen snorted, sarcastic.
Rosalind just smiled. She couldn’t relate.
She should have felt normal. This was a familiar scene—girls, gossip, polish drying in the air. And for a moment, it almost worked.
But something was off. Just a fraction. Like a beauty mark in the wrong place.
She’d applied her creams already. One for the eyes. One for the cheekbones. One for whatever else the shopgirl had promised it would fix.
Or had she done the cheekbones first?
The jars gleamed in the light, glassy and identical. She stared until they blurred. The brush stilled in her hand, suspended mid-stroke.
Her nightdress slipped off one shoulder—soft blue, trimmed in lace.
Then she resumed brushing. Smooth, mechanical, like she could convince herself nothing had interrupted her. The mirror in front of her was still fogged.
She frowned and leaned forward, exhaling softly against the glass. No change.
“Some of us are still hung up on Mr. Darcy,” Parisa said behind her. “Some of us are Elizabeth Bennets in Ravenclaw uniforms.”
Rosalind and Gwen both snorted. Gwen picked up a stuffed kneazle from her bed and tossed it at Parisa’s head.
“You’re not Elizabeth,” Gwen said.
“You’re Mary,” Rosalind added, grinning. “And I say that with love.”
They laughed. Light, like nothing could touch them.
Rosalind lifted a hand towel and wiped it across the mirror. Still nothing—only the faint suggestion of a girl behind the glass.
The conversation kept rolling, cheerful and unrefined.
The tether—fuck, thread —pulled faintly in her chest. Familiar and reassuring.
Tom was probably down in the dungeons, buried in Goblin Banking Volume Eight Hundred or whatever else got him hard.
Stupid. She flushed anyway.
They’d been hooking up constantly—every spare minute stolen behind locked doors. Just a few hours ago, his hand had been up her skirt in the prefect’s office. Maybe it was the threat of Nicasia’s arrival, or maybe it was just the way he looked at her, but it had taken everything in Rosalind not to drag him to his magical little room and—
Well. They still hadn’t had sex. Not really. Not sex sex . And at this point, she wasn’t even sure what they were waiting for.
She’d had a rule once. Something about control. Timing. Dignity, maybe. Whatever it was, it was gone now. Or they were so close that she couldn’t see it anymore. The longer they waited, the less she remembered what she was waiting for. When she was with Tom, everything else blurred. The fog lifted just enough to let her breathe. It felt like being herself again. Or at least, something close enough to fake it.
“If anyone is Elizabeth, it’s Rosalind—”
“Rosalind is so obviously Jane—”
Not everything with Tom was perfect.
There were the dreams.
She tried not to let them bother her—tried not to care that they weren’t hers to begin with. Still, they were getting harder to ignore. What started as flashes had taken on a shape: gowns with slits too high, voices pitched too low, her body moving like a starlet on a soundstage. An actress who always looked back over her shoulder.
A girl who knew how to let the light catch her eyes just so.
He dreamed of her on a dolly track—one long, unbroken shot, as if the whole world existed just to look at her. It was her, rewritten.
Lauren Bacall in Rosalind Sallow’s body. Exactly what Tom Riddle would conjure if left to his own devices.
That had been last week.
This week, his memories came next. Flashes. Flickers. Impressions that caught under her fingers like splinters. A birthday. Stale chocolate cake with one candle that wouldn’t light. Kneeling on dried peas, hands behind his back, thighs welted by a leather strap. The sour sting of another boy’s laughter as he took what wasn’t his—books, sweets, a picture Rosalind couldn’t see but felt, deep in her chest, was of his mother.
Quieter than memories. She’d woken up crying twice.
She dragged the brush through her hair again, slower this time. Then froze and stared. Hadn’t she already stopped? Did she put her brush away in the drawer?
Her heart knocked once against her ribs. The mirror remained fogged. Behind it, a shape hung suspended—a second too slow, a breath behind her own. Out of sync.
Maybe she was tired. Maybe the mirror just needed a charm. Maybe she was spiraling again. It could have been ancient magic poisoning, right? She needed to do the third trial. Maybe she was waiting too long again.
She lifted the brush and smoothed her hair. Let the music anchor her.
The strings swelled, then receded. The girls blurred to static.
The air thickened.
Then came the scent.
Not lavender soap. Not jasmine shampoo. Not the creams or the oil she’d pressed into her skin. Something heavier—powdered and sweet.
Vanilla.
Velvet Dreams.
Rosalind stopped breathing.
It was everywhere—clinging to the air, sinking into her wrists, coating the back of her throat. The brush slipped from her hand. She stared into the fogged mirror, but there was nothing to see. No shape. No face. Only the scent.
The scent of the woman Tom fucked the night of the second trial.
Her fingers clenched. Her chest burned. The scent pressed down like hands—too much, too thick, too sweet. Where was it coming from? Her skin? Her hair? Her magic?
She coughed. Gagged.
She turned her head—
—and the dormitory vanished.
A hotel room blinked into view. Small, dark, still. Blackout curtains sealed the windows. A streetlamp buzzed somewhere beyond the glass. A cigarette smoldered in a dish by the bed, the smoke rising slow and silver toward the ceiling like it had nowhere better to be.
On the sofa: two figures, tangled in silhouette.
A woman straddled a man, knees braced wide across his lap. Her spine was arched, hands planted on his chest, hips moving in a rhythm that was too steady to be new. Her head tipped back as she rode him. Her hair caught the light. His hands—one gripped the armrest, the other clawed at her waist. His mouth opened like he’d forgotten how to hold it closed.
She didn’t see his face.
She didn’t want to.
Her heart slammed once, then dropped. She already knew.
This wasn’t a dream. It was Tom’s memory.
It was real. It had happened.
The thought slid straight through her. Her stomach twisted. Her throat closed.
She gripped the chair until her knuckles went white. The woman kept writhing. She couldn’t watch this--
When she opened her eyes, the hotel was gone.
Gwen was watching her from the bed. The mirror was still fogged. The music had picked back up.
But her pulse was racing. Her palms were damp. And the scent—
—was still there.
“You alright, Ros?” Gwen asked. It was Gwen’s voice, but wrong. Stripped of its usual warmth.
Rosalind looked down. Her hands were trembling. The brush was still in her grip, white-knuckled, like she was bracing for something.
“Yeah,” she said. “Just… thought I heard something.”
Parisa and Gwen exchanged a glance. Like they were trying to decide whether she was acting or having another breakdown.
Rosalind turned back to the mirror.
The fog had cleared.
And the woman staring back wasn’t her.
Older—thirty-five, maybe. Cheekbones carved sharn. Skin like lacquer. Blood-red lips. Hair in long, glossy waves, too perfect to touch. She wore a violet silk dress, plunging and decadent. Like she'd been conjured from a lost film noir.
Evelyn DuVall tilted her head and smiled.
Rosalind screamed.
Gwen flew off the bed, wand already in hand. Parisa scrambled forward, knocking over the nail polish as she crawled to her side.
The reflection hadn’t changed.
Evelyn kept smiling. The same smile from the trial. The one she’d worn on the velvet sofa, drink in hand, waiting for Rosalind to fold.
Rosalind stared at her future self. Her dark side. Her greatest desire.
Evelyn DuVall. Beautiful. Terrible. Cursed.
“What is it?” someone called.
She barely heard them. Evelyn DuVall winked.
Rosalind’s stomach flipped. The wink wasn’t flirtatious—it was a promise. A threat.
Or worse: recognition.
And then—
Evelyn shattered.
One clean crack. Then another. A bloom of fractures spread like rot across the glass.
Evelyn’s face multiplied. Ten. Twenty. Each one smiling. Each one wrong.
The cracks deepened. The reflections blinked—first one, then another. Some furious. Some hollow. Some looked like they were about to speak.
She wanted to look away, but she couldn’t. Each face was a possibility. Each one could be her.
The lights flickered once. Her pulse roared—loud enough to drown the room.
And finally, the mirror cleared.
Just Rosalind. Pale. Wide-eyed. Her hair clung damp to her shoulders. The creams had dried stiff on her skin—too thick, too white. Like she’d been layering them all night, trying to hold something in.
But her face—
Her face didn’t look like hers anymore.
For a breath, she thought she was the one behind the glass. Trapped. Watching herself move from the wrong side of the frame.
“Ros?” Gwen’s voice again, closer now. “Rosalind—hey, look at me—what happened?”
Rosalind blinked. Her hand was still trembling around the brush. She opened her mouth, but nothing came out.
Parisa was speaking too, but the words were blurred, muffled, as if they were coming from underwater.
She laughed, but it came out thin. Like something Evelyn might’ve practiced in the mirror.
“I think—I think I saw something,” she whispered.
Neither girl answered.
Rosalind looked back at the mirror. Her reflection stared back. Composed. Lovely. And smiling.
Just a little too much like Evelyn. Just enough to make her wonder if the mirror had gotten it wrong—or if she had.
-.-
Tuesday.
The corridor outside the Great Hall was warm with late afternoon sun. Tom leaned against the stone, coat folded over one arm, spine straight. He wasn’t smoking—yet—but the cigarette case in his pocket pressed like a promise.
He was waiting. They had a free block. She was late.
Students passed in waves—Ravenclaws, Hufflepuffs, one cluster of fourth-year Slytherin girls trying and failing not to look. They giggled behind their hands as they disappeared toward the Quad Courtyard, already forgetting him.
Iris Pemberley and Paloma Wind peeled off from the current and slowed beside him, flushed from the sun.
“Bit warm for April, isn’t it?” the shy one asked, fanning herself with a folded sheet of notes. “The upper towers are sweltering.”
“Merrythought hasn’t opened a window in weeks,” the other muttered. “It’s like she wants us to faint.”
Tom didn’t look at them. “Fewer students. Fewer exams to score.”
The girls laughed. Tom could barely tell them apart.
“Speaking of exams,” one ventured, “is it true that if you fail the preliminary Occlumency test, you’ve only got a ten percent chance of passing your NEWTs?”
“I wouldn’t worry,” Tom said mildly. “You’ll all do perfectly well if you sleep less and shield more.”
One of them laughed again. She batted her lashes. He had the sudden, clinical urge to hex them shut.
He shifted, weight tipping forward—eyes already down the corridor.
Rosalind stood with her back to the room, a few paces from the far wall near the eastern windows. Her silhouette was framed in gold, all long limbs and restraint, her chin tilted slightly as if listening to something just beyond.
He let himself look.
She looked lovely again. Too lovely for a Tuesday. Too lovely for this corridor, this castle, these idiotic girls still fanning themselves beside him. Her silhouette caught the light at an angle that felt intentional.
He couldn’t see her eyes, not from this distance, but he knew the look that would be in them. Bright. Daring. The kind that gleamed just before she said something cruel.
And then—she laughed.
His gaze sharpened.
It was soft. Light. Conversational. The kind of laugh that was exchanged between friends over something offhand and clever, something unexpected.
Except that she was alone.
She tilted her head as if listening. Nodded once, like something had been clarified. Then smiled faintly, almost fondly, and raised a hand to tuck her hair behind her ear. A beat later, she tilted her chin just so, clean and practiced flirtation.
The realization struck before the thought formed: a wrongness that landed behind his ribs and began to spread.
Something was wrong.
“Is…” one of the girls murmured. “Is Sallow alright?”
She wasn’t simply distracted. She was gone. The mind behind her eyes was turned slightly askew, ticking on some delay he couldn’t calculate—like a spell looping half a second behind its cast. Her gaze flicked toward the stone as if something had whispered to her from inside it. She tilted her head. Smiled. Nodded again, as though the wall had just clarified its position.
This was not what the Frame was built to do.
It was meant to sharpen her, not slacken her spine. To provoke, not pacify. Let her dream of him, yes. Let her want, remember, burn. But this—this vacancy, this strange obedience—
He said, “She’s fine. Just in her head,” and didn’t look at them again.
At his voice, Rosalind turned her face slightly, pausing like she’d heard a stage direction.
And then he was moving.
He crossed the corridor in quick strides. His hand flexed once midair—toward a wand, or her wrist, or the unseen cord between them that had clearly slipped. He needed to feel it again. Anchor her. Anchor himself.
She shifted as he approached. Her weight tilted forward slightly, as though she were about to lean in—not toward him, but toward the wall. Her lips parted. Another nod. Another silent question.
His witch. Nodding to stone, laughing at phantoms, listening— obeying —something that wasn’t him.
“Rosalind,” he said, low and even.
She didn’t turn, not until he was nearly on her, close enough to touch. Then—
“Oh! There you are,” she said, voice bright. As if she just stepped onto her mark on stage.
He grabbed her wrist.
She blinked up at him, wide-eyed and luminous. For a moment—half a breath—there was nothing behind her gaze but light. Then her smile reappeared like clockwork, pulled from behind her teeth.
Her perfume reached him a second late. Not the usual jasmine. Not the expensive neroli and opium blend from his dreams. This was sweeter—vanilla, of all things. Innocuous. Insipid. Something borrowed from a dormmate or plucked from the back of a vanity without thinking.
She fell into step beside him as he turned them away from the wall. Like nothing had ever fractured. As they turned the corner, he glanced back. Wind and Pemberley were still standing there. Silent now. No giggles.
“Talking to Paloma Wind?” Rosalind said, linking her arm through his. “Poor thing. She’s such a cow.”
He looked down at her. Her voice was practiced. Her gait flawless. Every piece of her turned perfectly outward—no tremor, no hesitation, not even a flicker of whatever had just gripped her moments ago.
He wasn’t sure if she knew it was happening. If she could feel her own outline softening.
Tom just smiled at her.
It was easier than admitting the truth:
That he’d slipped her picture into the Frame not out of strategy, but weakness.
That he’d done it on instinct, on hunger. Because he wanted her. Because the thought of her leaving again—choosing something else, someone else—had felt unbearable. Like it might unmake him.
He told himself it had been about control. That it was a test. A precaution.
But it wasn’t.
It was possession. Maybe permanence.
His witch. His prophecy.
Rosalind rolled her eyes playfully. “I see she’s already gotten to you.”
Tom studied her face again. All there.
She’d better stay that way. Or he would drag her back from the brink—painted fingernail by painted fingernail.
-.-
Wednesday.
By Wednesday, Rosalind could no longer pretend something wasn’t wrong.
She was unraveling—but not in the slow, lovely way that might earn sympathy. Not in the artful descent of Bette Davis on screen, all eyes and violins. No, this was the Frances Farmer kind. The real kind, with blank corridors, locked doors. Lots and lots of pills.
Time kept slipping. Velvet Dreams lingered in the seams of her uniform. She could no longer tell if she was moving through the castle or being moved by it. Up felt sideways. Left was right. Iris told her in Defense that she'd seen her speaking to a stone column the day before.
Not ideal.
But that wasn’t the worst of it. The worst part was pretending, pretending to the girls, to Merrythought, to Slughorn, to the portraits that lined the stairwells. Holding the mask in place with an overcompensating amount of will and wit.
As long as the voice still sounded like hers, they wouldn't look too closely.
At least when she was with Tom, her brain slid nicely back into place. He’d be the hardest to fool anyway–
But now she had to fool Dumbledore, too.
She didn’t remember how she’d ended up in his office, only the quiet pressure of his hand at her elbow as he caught her after dinner. His usual light smile behind his graying red beard. Now she was seated in one of the armchairs across from his desk, saucer and tea cup in hand.
The fire behind her crackled. The portraits behind him pretended not to watch.
“The spring sun seems to have reached us early,” she said lightly. Her voice came out even and composed. As if this was something she and Dumbledore usually spoke about. The fucking weather.
Dumbledore regarded her for a long moment, then poured another cup. “You’ve always preferred the moon.”
“I don’t mind it anymore,” she replied with a faint smile. “It keeps the castle quiet. Everyone goes outside. No one comes in.”
He didn’t answer.
To her left, a book shifted on a shelf. The fire popped suddenly.
“How are your friends?” he asked at last.
“Good,” she said brightly. “Busy. Parisa’s locked in the library, Gwen is now seeing Thistlewood—well, not now , it’s been a bit—and Varinia is…”
She faltered.
Varinia was what?
“—on the pitch,” she finished smoothly. “Training. As always.”
She kept the smile in place. Her hands rested lightly on her lap. The tea steamed between them, untouched.
Dumbledore leaned back in his chair. He simply watched her with those kind, pale eyes that had always seen too much.
“And your brother, I hear he’s joining the Bats next year. You two had quite the celebration in the Great Hall this morning.”
Benedict was joining the Bats? Next year? But he was only sixteen; he’d only just started revising for his OWLs…
Oh Merlin. Oh fuck . She forgot that? She time slipped that?
“Rosalind,” he said gently. “You’re very far away today.”
She blinked. Once. Then again.
She looked down at her tea. The handle was not where she’d left it, like the cup had spun 180 degrees on the saucer.
A hand settled on her shoulder. It was familiar. Possessive. Fingers slender and pale and–
She turned, but Tom wasn’t there.
The fire roared louder. Her skin went cold.
“Rosalind?”
Her gaze snapped back to Dumbledore. He hadn’t moved, but something in his face had—his eyes, no longer gentle, had turned sharp as glass. His fingers were trailing through the steam coming off his tea.
“Are you alright?”
She stood, meaning to set the saucer and cup onto his desk. But she stumbled, hitting the edge. Both fell, almost in slow motion, and shattered onto the floor at her shoes.
But it wasn’t tea staining her little pink flats.
It was– blood.
No. No, it couldn’t be. Yet as Rosalind stared, there it was–blood. Red and raw. Like the blood in the snow after she’d killed those two Highland wizards and–
“I should go,” she said. Someone should give her an award for her acting performance this week.
Dumbledore hadn’t moved from his seat. His face was grave. So, maybe no award, then?
“Rosalind,” he said calmly.
She waved her hand at the mess, and the saucer and teacup reassembled themselves back on Dumbledore’s desk. “Nothing is wrong, Professor,” she said.
“I never said anything was wrong,” he murmured. “But you just did.”
She stilled. Out of the corner of her eye, the fire burned silver-blue.
“Professor–”
“Is this ancient magic?” he asked, leaning forward. “Or him?”
“Him?” she stuttered, stumbling back for a second.
Stay away from Tom Riddle at all costs.
“Rosalind,” he said again. How many times had he said her name? Was he trying to ground her? Push her into reality? “Do you mind if I try something?”
And then his hand was moving toward his wand, placed on his desk.
Rosalind shook her head. No. No. No. No.
“Please don’t,” she said. “I’m just… I’m tired. I’ve barely been sleeping. I think I might be coming down with something.”
And then–
Rosalind was seated in the chair again. Her hands were on the saucer. Tea was back in the cup.
Her gaze snapped back to Dumbledore. He was–in the same position as before. Fingers trailing through the steam in his tea.
“Are you alright?”
Like she’d slipped back in time. Or maybe it hadn’t happened yet, or–
“Perfectly fine, Professor,” she said, smiling again. Blinking again. “Maybe it’s the sudden sunny weather. It doesn’t agree with me.”
Dumbledore nodded, slowly.
Then–
“I promise I won’t tell your grandmother you started the trials,” he said. “I do appreciate you sharing that with me. And if you ever need any help—”
She froze.
She told him?
When? How? She asked him not to tell Selene— Merlin. How bad was it? How much had slipped through?
She couldn’t be here. Not if he was watching. Not if he could see it.
She placed her saucer and cup on his desk delicately. Careful not to miss this time. Then she stood, smoothing her skirt.
“Thank you, Professor. And thank you for the tea.”
He nodded once. But the way he looked at her—it wasn’t only concern. It was recognition.
“Try to get some sleep, Rosalind,” he said. “Bad dreams are louder when we ignore them.”
She smiled and nodded. Gave the performance he needed to let her leave. But when the door shut behind her, she collapsed against the wall.
So this was it.
Not the slow spiral of a tragic heroine. The other kind. The kind where they pat your hand and pass the form around. Where they smile as they lock the door.
He was going to write to Selene. She knew it.
The corridor was empty. The castle too bright. Her limbs didn’t feel like hers anymore.
She pushed off the wall and walked.
Somewhere….
Time shifted.
Stretched….
The stairs looped. The portraits whispered. A suit of armor tilted its head as she passed.
And Rosalind Sallow drifted somewhere far, far away.
Suddenly… she wasn’t sure what day it was. Or where she was going.
Only that she needed to keep moving.
And then—
-.-
Somewhere. Sometime.
Rosalind dreamt of a picture frame.
She didn’t remember walking into the room. There weren’t walls. Just endless darkness, and a desk, alone in the middle of the void.
Small. Iron. Maybe three inches across, five down.
It sat in a velvet-lined drawer that opened without her having to touch it. It was dark and claustrophobic, like a coffin lined with silk.
The frame buzzed softly—no, hummed —like it was alive.
It was whispering, but not in words she understood. But she could feel her name behind its latch.
She leaned closer and knew —with the same unshakeable certainty of a hex already cast—
Her photograph was inside.
Watched.
A mirror that only worked one way. A trap disguised as a portrait.
Something was looking back.
Then–
Something flickered in the glass. A pale hand, a familiar jaw, eyes she knew too well.
He was behind her.
He had been behind her the whole time.
Rosalind spun, but the room was black and dark.
And she was alone with the Frame.
Her heart raced. Her hands shook.
She tried to shut the drawer, but it wouldn’t close.
Rosalind screamed , shoving at the drawer.
She slammed it. Punched it.
Kicked until her heel cracked wood.
The velvet lining tore beneath her nails, but it wouldn’t close.
It wouldn’t close.
It would only watch.
-.-
Later…
Light filtered through her eyelids. Warm. Too golden for morning.
Rosalind opened her eyes slowly. The ceiling above her was high and vaulted. She knew the pattern of the beams—she’d traced them with her eyes through fevers and hexes, through ancient magic tremors that left her shaking in the sheets.
The Hospital Wing.
Her mouth was dry. Her head ached, dull and deep, like a bruise beneath her skull. She shifted to sit up, to find her bearings, and—
A hand caught hers.
Tom.
He sat beside the bed as if he’d always been there. One foot was balanced on his knee, a book open in his lap. His sleeves were rolled, his tie loosened, and his hair—usually slick and curled just so—was loose, as if he’d pushed his fingers through it one too many times.
He looked relaxed. Or maybe someone playing the part of a boy at ease.
Relief softened his face the moment she looked at him.
She had never seen him look even remotely close to that expression. Ever.
“Easy,” he said gently, and leaned forward to guide her back onto the pillow. His hand lingered longer than necessary.
Her pulse thudded too fast in her throat. Something in her—her magic, maybe, or something deeper—bristled.
He smiled. It was warm.
Outside the open doorway, a group of second-year students passed by with a bouquet of wildflowers. One of them looked in and sighed, as if they were witnessing a fairytale.
“What happened?” she rasped. Her voice felt wrong in her throat—too dry, too far away. “I don’t… remember.”
“You fainted in Potions,” Tom said. “Yesterday.”
She stared at him.
“It’s Friday?”
He nodded once. “You’ve been asleep nearly a full day. The matron said you were magically exhausted. I nearly hexed Slughorn for sitting you near that burner.”
He said it with a smile. Light. Easy. Practiced.
Rosalind raised a hand to rub her eyes, but he was already moving, reaching for the water glass on the bedside table and placing it into her palm before she could even think to ask. His other hand steadied her elbow as she sat up.
Her fingers trembled around the glass. “The last thing I remember is…”
Coming out of Dumbledore’s office.
And then—
Nothing.
Her heart began to pound.
“What is happening to me?” she asked, voice too small.
“Drink,” he said.
She obeyed. The water helped her throat, but not the heat rising in her chest, nor the vague nausea building in her gut, nor the sense that something was still watching.
She set the glass down with more force than she meant to.
“You’ve been here all day?” she asked, settling herself against the headboard. The hospital gown felt scratchy on her skin. She wondered if she looked as hollow as she felt, or if her magic was still covering for her, smoothing her edges and making her lovely.
Tom leaned back in his chair. “And yesterday. They made me leave overnight.”
She looked at him. Really looked.
The loosened tie. The sleeves. The half-read book. All of it so perfectly undone.
Rosalind knew better. He’d styled himself into this.
“Tom,” she said, reaching for his hand. She wanted comfort. She wanted something. But nothing felt right. Everything felt–
He took it and squeezed.
“There’s something wrong with me.”
“I know,” he said. “But we’ll fix it.”
The words were soft, but something in them clipped—like they’d been practiced. Like they’d been said already, somewhere else. She searched his face. He was being kind. Gentle. Attentive.
Performative. Not Tom Riddle.
She didn’t let go of his hand.
“Do you think it’s my—” she hesitated, glanced toward the curtain, lowered her voice—“my magic?”
He reached up with his other hand and brushed a piece of hair from her cheek. “Most likely.”
His fingers lingered. He looked at her for too long.
Then he said, “You’ve been dreaming again.”
“Yes,” she said. And then–
Her breath caught. She hadn’t told him that. At least, she didn’t remember telling him anything. Not about this week. Not about the drawer. Not about the scent. Not about the reflection.
He was still looking at her. Still smiling. Soft. Sweet.
Wrong.
Rosalind blinked, and the image flashed behind her eyes—
The Frame.
The whisper of her name. The glint of glass. His reflection in the dark.
(He’d been there. Behind her. Watching.)
Rosalind didn’t flinch. She kept her expression steady as Tom leaned in and brushed his lips across her knuckles.
Nausea gripped her stomach. Her magic surged inside her. A soundless scream. A warning.
Rosalind smiled softly.
“Did you miss me?” she asked, tilting her head just so. “You didn’t leave my side.”
“Not until they forced me,” he said. His eyes met hers, brighter now, relieved.
“Poor baby,” she said, resting her hand on his knee. Her thumb traced a slow circle.
Tom smiled. That private, pleased smile he wore when he thought the world was bending in his direction.
Then—light, careless, cruel in the way only he could be—he said, “I knew you’d come back to me.”
For a breath—a single, breaking breath—her heart cracked open. And she knew, with ancient magic-laced clarity–
Tom had done this to her.
And he was waiting for her to figure it out.
…fuck.
Notes:
tom's kinda 0/2 on using greenshields objects isn't he?
hiiii. i probably say this after every chapter but this is up there for me in terms of chapters i'm proud of. a true dread-building horror chapter completely inspired by hitchcock! i've always loved classic suspense-driven horror.
i have decided not to tag this with dubious consent. rosalind has (in my mind) enthusiastically consented to all sexual activity with tom. despite his deceit in other ways. if you feel otherwise, please do let me know!
rosalind is not doing well, but at least she's caught onto his game!!! fuck u tom riddle u fucking loser.
let me know your thoughts!!!!! has tom finally gone too far???? (do we mind at all.... lmao)
Chapter 31: Double Exposure
Chapter Text
“Watch your step.”
The Grand Staircase groaned beneath their feet as Tom ushered her forward, his hand firm at the small of her back. The stone shifted as always—steps breaking mid-stride, corridors stretching into new alignments—but he didn’t falter. He moved like someone the castle obeyed.
She didn’t hesitate either. Not because she trusted the stairs, but because the pressure of his hand told her to move. And she’d always been good at taking orders—when it pleased her.
The staircase locked into place, landing them outside Ravenclaw Tower.
His hand slipped away and smacked her bum. Off you go, it seemed to say. And she did. She knew what this was—a game, a show, a claim. Letting him do it was half the fun.
He followed closely, always within reach. When his touch left her, it returned: back, wrist, waist. Each contact was deliberate. Measured. Like if he let her go too long, she might disappear.
And hell—she might.
Rosalind was split down the center.
On the outside, she looked fine. A little pale from the Hospital Wing, hair unbrushed down her back, her gaze dulled by the softness girls wore after a collapse: slow limbs, a mouth too quiet. His sweater hung loose on her frame. It smelled like him—woodsmoke and citrus—and she had to resist the urge to bury her face in the collar and breathe.
Inside, she was screaming.
There was a tension like a blade behind her ribs, twitching at her spine. It was the kind of ache that made her want to tear herself open.
And it matched the question that kept sparking behind her eyes every time he touched her: how the fuck are you letting this happen again?
Tom, pulling the strings. Tom, playing her a fool. Tom, getting exactly what he wanted.
And her, letting him. For now.
She let her hips sway as they walked the deserted corridor, long past curfew. Tom had charmed the matron. That was the only reason she’d been discharged.
I’ll bring her straight to her dormitory, and Miss Weasley has agreed to look after her there. She misses her beloved cat, you see, and I think a good night’s rest in her own bed will do her wonders.
But when they reached the bottom of the stairs, he didn’t guide her up. His hand slipped around her waist, drawing her into the alcove beneath the staircase. It was nearly pitch black—just a scrap of moonlight catching on his cheekbone, brushing the corner of his mouth. He looked beautiful. Terrible. Like the thing in a cautionary tale: the kind that smiles with warmth in his eyes and rot in his mouth—
And then bites.
Rosalind crossed her arms, pulling her sleeves over her hands, and let him press into her. His face buried in her neck, breath warm against her skin.
“I like you in my clothes, Sallow,” he murmured into her throat. “It satisfies some ridiculous male urge of mine.”
“Mmm.” Her head dropped back against the cold stone. Thoughts scattered as his hands slid beneath the sweater, warm and sure and already too close. Her own fell back to her sides.
“Won’t you be a good girl and rest tomorrow?”
The praise hit something deep. Her toes curled.
“And where will you be?” she asked, fingers slowly rising along his sweater.
He smiled against her skin. “Out,” he said. “All day.”
She didn’t ask where, but tucked the answer away. He wouldn’t lie outright, but his truths were always half-finished, the kind you had to unwrap with gloves. Which was fine, she’d unwrap them. Eventually.
He kissed up her neck, lips finding her jawline. His teeth dragged lightly, nipping at her skin.
“We’ll meet tomorrow,” he murmured. “After curfew. Let me help you.”
“Help me?” she asked, trying to claw back a sense of self when all she could feel was him. Always him. “Is that a euphemism?”
“Wouldn’t you like to find out?” he asked, voice rumbling low. “Wicked little witch.”
His arms tightened, hands slipping up, up, up beneath the sweater with the kind of certainty that left no room for denial. She wasn’t wearing a bra— that was tucked away into her bag on his shoulder even now. His fingers brushed the underside of her breasts. Her breath hitched—then magic bloomed
A flicker under her skin, like lightning behind her ribs, illuminating the dark from within. The alcove, the corridor, the castle itself seemed to breathe with them, just for a second. Ancient magic hummed between them, hot and electric, there and gone in a blink.
It passed—but not before her knees gave, his fingers stilled, and he laughed, low and knowing.
“Tom,” she moaned, as his fingers found her nipple and teased it to a sharp ache. “Someone might see.”
“Maybe a ghost,” he agreed, but his hands slipped off her breasts and back to their barely more respectful place at her waist.
She exhaled slowly, trying to remember where she ended and he began. He always stopped just before she lost it completely—just before she gave too much away. It was merciful. And calculated.
She didn’t know what he wanted or how he was doing it. But she would . She’d tear the answer out of him if she had to.
Not when the softness still felt so fucking good. She wasn’t ready to give it up—the warmth of his hand, the drop in his voice when he called her darling, the performance of being wanted. It wrapped around her. And she was so tired.
Tom nudged her back against the stone wall with a soft thud, his thigh sliding between her legs. She pushed down against it, chasing the pressure.
“I’m supposed to make you rest,” he said, threading his fingers through her hair. “But I find I’m very selfish tonight.”
“Tonight?” she echoed, grinding against him.
He smiled. Silvery-blue light from her fingers lit the back of his head. “I don’t think this counts as resting.”
He let out a breath of laughter and kissed her forehead.
Sweetness as sleight of hand.
Every touch, every kiss, every whispered line was doing two things at once. One fed the awful, aching part of him that needed her close. The other kept her exactly where he wanted her.
That was fine.
She’d take what he gave and drag the truth out anyway. She could kiss him breathless. Fuck him senseless. Gut him open when the time came.
Tom Riddle didn’t choose her. Maybe not even as much as she chose him. She was the one who tethered her magic to his fucking chest.
She’d have her cake. And she’d cut it with a blade.
Rosalind rode his thigh, blinking up at him like nothing in the world was wrong. She gripped his shoulders to keep steady. The pressure between her legs built with each grind—hot, thick, too much and not enough.
“What happened Thursday—the day I missed? What was I like?”
For a split second, something flickered behind his eyes—barely a shadow, but it was there.
Then it was gone.
“You were radiant,” he said smoothly.
She gave him a flat, unimpressed look.
“…And a bit off,” he allowed, mouth twitching. “But still yourself.”
“What does that mean?” she asked, a flush creeping into her cheeks.
He didn’t answer right away, just leaned in and kissed her cheekbone, soft and reverent and practiced. His hand slipped lower, away from her waist, and pushed between her legs.
“Must I flatter you?” he murmured, as his fingers pressed against the heat of her.
Her breath hitched. “Yes.”
He hummed, as if considering. But his hand was already moving, stroking her through the fabric.
“You just seemed like you were overcompensating, is all,” he said calmly. “Trying a bit hard. You kissed me in the Great Hall after celebrating your brother.”
Relief rushed through her like blood. “Oh, good. Only public spectacles of affection.”
He smiled faintly. His free hand brushed hair from her face. The other slipped beneath her knickers. Oh!
“Displays might be the word you’re looking for, darling. Displays of affection.”
His mouth hovered near her ear. His fingers slicked through her wetness and then slipped inside. Her back hit the stone. He smiled, satisfied, working her slowly. She clenched around him.
“You do know you’re the only one who’s ever made me like this,” he murmured in response to breathy moans.
There it was—a line built like a gift: low, confessional, meant to slide beneath her ribs and stay there. The kind of truth that felt too lovely to question.
And it worked. She did believe it.
His fingers moved deliberately, finding rhythm, coaxing her open. She bit her lip, trying not to give it to him too easily, but her hips betrayed her.
Her thighs tensed. Her breath caught.
He didn’t stop. His breath stayed hot against her chest as he fucked her slowly with his fingers. Rosalind tried not to shout his name.
She came around his fingers quietly, just one uh! and she was shivering against him. Her head tipped forward onto his shoulder, and for one staggering second, she imagined him unbuttoning his trousers and taking her right here.
Instead, Tom was kissing her sweetly. No expectations for more. Only her pleasure on his fingers.
A wicked thought bloomed. Truth as a weapon. Meant to slice into his ribs and stay.
“I’m not interested in softness, remember?” she said between breaths, her heart catching up. “Or have you forgotten?”
Tom laughed. It was a dark, ominous thing. One that promised something terrible.
Or filthy.
He pulled his hand out from between her legs.
Then he gently coaxed his fingers into her mouth.
Rosalind tasted herself off him.
His gaze didn’t waver. If anything, it sharpened.
She let the silence stretch—his fingers still in her mouth, her tongue curling around them, jaw slackening as he pressed down harder. He lifted his other hand to grip her jaw.
“No,” he said quietly. “I haven’t forgotten a thing.”
She placed her hands on his wrists and gently pushed him back. Then she stepped into the moonlight. Her bag was lying on the floor at their feet.
“I’ll see you tomorrow, Tom,” she said. “Do be a good boy?”
Then she turned and climbed the stairs—hips swaying, pulse steady, throat tight with the words she didn’t say.
She didn’t look back. If she had, she might not have left.
Behind her, the alcove stayed silent.
The air had shifted. Just enough to know he’d flinched.
-.-
My dearest Rabbit,
I received a letter from Albus this evening, expressing some concern about your well-being. He reported skittish behavior—‘faintly adrift,’ in his words.
I can’t imagine where you learned such habits. (Your grandfather sends his best, by the way.)
I know the spring of your NEWTs year can be taxing. But you know the solution, my granddaughter. You know what must be done.
If you’d like me to visit and escort you to the Map Chamber myself, you need only write.
Complete the trials. Come home for Easter.
That is all there is to it.
With all my love,
S.
(P.S. Burn this after reading. I won’t have your grandfather meddling.)
My dearest S,
You’ll be relieved to know I haven’t died yet. And that I’ve started the trials. Didn’t I say I would?
The second trial helped—more than I’d like to admit. The first left bruises on my limbs and my ego. The third is waiting. Allegedly. Though I suspect I won’t get to it until after we’ve stuffed ourselves with ham and generational disappointment over Easter.
I’ve been eating. Sleeping. Wandering hills like a tragic widow. All very restful, if you ask the right person.
Thank you for writing. I mean it. Dumbledore means well, but he doesn’t understand ancient magic girls the way you do, does he?
Love,
R.
(P.S. You don’t have to burn my letter. Present it to Grandfather so I can skip the third degree when I’m in Feldcroft in a few weeks.)
-.-
Rosalind was fairly certain Tom’s definition of rest didn’t include climbing six flights to the Astronomy Tower to chain-smoke cigarettes and practice her Occlumency shield—which, naturally, was why she’d agreed to it.
Gwen had suggested the practice, not the smoking. But this was the Astronomy Tower. And she was Rosalind Sallow. There were roles to play, even in recovery. Tom’s black case was tucked in her coat pocket, beside her wand and her latest performance of self-pity. One day out from the Hospital Wing, and she was smoking his cigarettes, catching the scent he’d left behind in the lining, and asking herself the question that always ruined everything.
What the fuck was happening to her?
She hadn’t bought his little boyfriend act. That wasn’t how they worked. Everything between them came with a wink and a warning label. But still—she hadn’t expected this. Which was, admittedly, her mistake.
He’d always been a better liar.
Rosalind stood at the railing. The castle shimmered below in full spring flush—rooftops golden, banners fluttering, sunlight thick on the hills. She felt like a woman on a ledge. Not about to fall, just… gauging the drop.
Gwen and Parisa sat cross-legged behind her, mid-practice. It was Gwen’s turn—eyes closed, breathing shallow, lips whispering something that resembled a mantra until it clearly didn’t.
“My thoughts are mine. My memories are locked. Nothing leaks. Nothing lingers. Nothing about Otis’s hands—oh, shit. Start over.”
Parisa groaned into her hands. “Gwen. Can you please take this seriously?”
Rosalind glanced back with a smirk. Parisa looked ready to summon Snoopy again. The House Elf had already delivered tea, biscuits, and a shoulder massage.
Rosalind saw it for what it was. Gwen was trying to cheer her up. Parisa was trying to prove she wasn’t a hopeless case. And Rosalind? She was just trying not to say too much.
For the first time since this all began, Rosalind had the urge to actually confide in Gwen and Parisa. Ancient magic. Trials. Selene. Tom Riddle. But she couldn’t. She wouldn’t. And so she smiled at them and played along.
Rosalind exhaled smoke and said, “Try again and imagine Otis’ bare arse.”
“You have to stop smoking so much,” Parisa said, glaring. “Riddle’s a terrible influence.”
“Don’t I know it?” She smiled, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes. She tapped ash onto the ledge. The wind caught it. Whatever web was closing around her, he was the one threading it—strand by strand, like a spider in silk gloves.
It was unmistakably Tom. And utterly exhausting.
As Gwen refocused, Rosalind caught a whiff of vanilla perfume. Merlin , it was fucking everywhere still. She’d checked every perfume bottle in the dorm that morning—none of them had vanilla.
She’d only slipped once—after breakfast, walking with the girls through the castle. One moment they were laughing about how her flu had made her talk to stone columns, and the next—the library. Ancient Runes. Twenty missing minutes, clean as a cut. Neither Gwen nor Parisa seemed concerned, which must have meant she’d played the part convincingly enough.
She wasn’t teleporting. She wasn’t vanishing. She was just... skipping. Or forgetting. Or acting her way through it, flawlessly unaware.
Rosalind smoked the cigarette to the filter, then flicked it over the railing without thinking.
“Rosalind,” Gwen snapped. Her eyes flew open. “Seriously? That’s littering.”
She blinked, the meaning catching a half-beat too late. “Oh—”
She hadn’t meant to. Or maybe she had—just not to get caught. Tom did that sort of thing all the time—flicked them off balconies, crushed them underfoot, left them like breadcrumbs behind him. Somewhere between their second kiss and whatever curse last week had left, she’d started picking up his vices like charms for a bracelet.
“Oops?” she offered, already wincing.
Parisa shook her head. Gwen looked genuinely offended, which was somehow worse.
“I might make you go find that later,” she muttered.
Rosalind flushed. Properly flushed. “Sorry,” she said, and meant it. She leaned over the railing. The drop was dizzying. Afternoon sun on stone, too bright to be comforting. She squinted into it.
She blinked. The light blurred. Her balance wobbled. Then—
The railing was gone. She was somewhere else.
She stood across the tower, by the telescope, facing nothing at all. Like she’d walked there and simply forgotten. Like she’d been there the whole time.
But she hadn’t. She knew she hadn’t.
No dizziness. No flash of pain. Just a new location and a mind that kept up.
Her coat still held the weight of the cigarette case. Her lips still tasted like smoke.
Maybe she was holding together better now that she knew it was happening. It didn’t stop the shifts, but it softened them. Let her brace before the floor disappeared.
From behind her: “Alright, Rosalind,” Gwen said sharply. “Since you’re so smug—how do you do it, then?”
Rosalind turned. Both girls were watching her. Gwen was cross-legged and annoyed. Parisa held a biscuit in one hand and suspicion in her eyes.
Had she said something? She must have. Something smug. Something Rosalind Sallow. The kind of line that slipped from her tongue like a dagger’s edge. She lifted her chin, composed her face, and crossed back toward them like nothing had happened at all.
“Mine’s always on,” she said with a shrug. “It’s... passive.”
It wasn’t a lie. Ever since the second trial—since the false-Selene and the labyrinthine staircase and the memory reels looped on silver film—her Occlumency shield had never fully lowered. It lived in her now—her mind a private cinema: velvet seats, gold railings. Her mind, curated. Her memories, shelved.
“You already said that,” Parisa muttered, eyes narrowed. “Hence the smugness.”
“Just turn it on purposefully,” Gwen said. “I want to watch your face. Or your hands.”
Rosalind exhaled, already craving her next cigarette. “It has nothing to do with my hands.”
Gwen and Parisa only watched her.
She sighed, pulled a cigarette from Tom’s case, and stepped back from the railing. “Fine.”
But first–
She lit her cigarette with her wand and inhaled. She left it between her lips as she closed her eyes.
The tower fell away.
The velvet seats unfurled in rows. The silver screen shimmered at the far wall. The projector hummed to life. And behind it all, the whir of the reels—her reels—each flickering with memory. Threads of herself—catalogued, sealed away. Laughter over tea in the Great Hall. Tom’s kiss in Helga’s Garden. Blood drying on her hands after the Highlands.
She didn’t open any of them.
A chair in the back row creaked. Something crackled near the reels.
Something else lingered in the back row, behind the projector’s booth. Maybe just outside the swinging doors. It stayed at the edge of her thoughts. Breathing quietly. Not approaching. Not speaking.
Watching.
Rosalind’s skin crawled.
What was it? How the fuck had it gotten in?
Her shields were supposed to be impenetrable. Especially to Legilimency.
She shoved.
The Thing bristled—and she smelled it. Velvet Dreams. That artificial powdery vanilla was everywhere.
Her breath caught. Her hands clenched. She wanted to run—but this was her mind. There was nowhere to run to.
Rosalind didn’t have a name for it. But she knew what it was. This was it.
This was the Thing.
She hurled it out—like a bouncer at the door. No warning. No apology. The velvet curtains snapped shut. The reels spun so fast they blurred to silver. The door slammed. The scent was gone.
And the Thing, and its hot and terrible presence, vanished with it.
Rosalind opened her eyes.
Gwen was staring. Parisa, too.
“Did you get what you needed?” she asked, her voice steady but breath hitching just beneath it.
Gwen blinked. “That was—err—your face twitched.”
“Charming.”
“No, like—something happened. Your whole posture changed.”
“I’m told I’m composed,” Rosalind said lightly. “When I feel like it.” She stepped back toward the railing and took a long drag of the cigarette.
Gwen and Parisa turned back to each other, twitching slightly, straightening their spines, rolling their shoulders. Mimicking whatever they’d seen Rosalind do.
Despite her trembling fingers, Rosalind felt clear, for the first time in a week. The haze was gone. And her shield—the cinema with the reels of her memories—could stretch beyond Occlumency. It could fight back. It could close the door.
She could close the door.
She had power—not control, but something close. Enough to slam the door. Enough to feel its weight in her hands.
Her fingers hadn’t stopped trembling.
All this time. All this fucking time she could have—
She could have thrown it out days ago.
Not almost cried in front of Tom, not let him see her unravel. Not wandered the halls like a ghost. Not let the perfume undo her. Not stood there shaking—
Her chest ached with the almost. With the nearly. With the too-late. She took another drag. Long and slow.
And felt it—there, at the edge of her shield.
The Thing was still there.
Watching.
-.-
Tom Riddle didn’t believe in sentiment.
He believed in preparation. In discipline. In the power of silence. In cataloging every choice made, every word spoken—each one a future weapon, waiting.
He never knew what might prove useful.
And yet—he’d been standing outside for seven minutes and forty-three seconds, thinking about Rosalind Sallow. Again.
It was long enough for the wind to slip beneath his collar. Long enough to finish the cigarette he hadn’t realized he’d lit the moment he Apparated.
He dropped the end and crushed it under his heel. The smoke lingered. So did she.
Rosalind had come on his fingers the night before. That meant something.
Or it didn’t.
Or it meant everything.
Except–he didn’t need to be thinking about that right now. He’d carved her from his mind earlier that morning, precise and methodical, so that he could prepare for this meeting.
And still, she bled through.
Abraxas had made a lazy joke about ignoring a girl from Beauxbatons— “They take rejection worse in French, you know” —and Tom had thought of her tasting herself on his fingers. Leo had tried to explain the latest legislative move by Celeste Gump in the Wizemgamot— “She’s mad to think Moon would go for it…” —and Tom had thought of her pressed up against him in the alcove.
She was gone from his thoughts.
Except when she wasn’t.
Which was always.
He adjusted his collar.
Tom stood at the threshold of the old Black family hunting lodge. It was deep in the hills south of the Clagmar Coast—just a flying distance from a known graphorn den. The building loomed ahead: three stories of weather-dark stone, its slate roof covered with lichen. The antlered crest above the door had faded, but the wards were active.
He stepped forward anyway. He’d been invited.
Inside, it smelled of ash and wool and old polish. The entrance hall was tall and dim, but lived-in—no dust, no cold hearths. Cloaks hung neatly on the pegs. A pair of dragonhide boots sat on a rack beneath a bench. A box of spilled ammunition was left on a shelf. Two enchanted rifles leaned against an armoire.
The chandelier overhead flickered with charmed firelight.
The portraits on the walls were charmed not to speak. An older witch, her hair styled like a bee’s nest, gestured wildly at him, but no sound emerged. Likely his blood status. The Blacks had a nose for that sort of thing.
Tom flicked his wand at her, and she vanished from the frame.
Tom moved through the corridor and into the parlour. One fire burned low in the corner. The rest of the room remained in shadow. Above the mantle, a mounted graphorn horn gleamed. He crossed to the barcart and poured himself a scotch. The cut crystal felt good in his hand.
A silver-framed photograph sat on the mantle. Four boys, arms slung over one another. Laughing. Moving. He recognized Arcturus immediately—thinner, shrewd-eyed. Beside him, another Black he didn’t know. And then: Alphard, smirking. Eight or nine. And Cygnus, smaller, grinning at the camera.
Tom stared, eyes narrowed. He turned the frame face down and took a slow drink.
He settled into the high-backed armchair angled to command the room, likely the patriarch’s chair. He placed the glass on the coaster on the side table.
Arcturus hadn’t called them here for a boys' afternoon. Abraxas had asked to meet at the Hog’s Head, like last time. Arcturus had refused. The hunting lodge, or nothing. Which meant someone was watching.
Tom didn’t have to wonder who it was.
Leo and Abraxas had staggered their jumps due to their weak constitutions. Rosalind would’ve made it in one.
Fuck. There she was again. Tom pushed her out, but not before a flicker: her mouth, his cock, the sound she made when she swallowed.
The flames in the hearth flared green, and Arcturus Black stepped out, brushing soot from the lapel of his suit, a three-piece ensemble, sharply tailored, with a pocket watch that likely cost more than Tom’s entire trunk.
Their eyes met.
“You’re early,” Arcturus said.
Tom offered a pleasant smile. “Early is on time.”
“Hm.” Arcturus’s mouth twitched. “And where is my nephew? And the twitchy one?”
“They’ll be along,” Tom said.
Arcturus checked his watch, frowned, and slipped it back into his pocket. “Good. I’d like a word before they arrive.”
The study door snapped shut with a flick of Arcturus’s wand. “You need to keep Brax out of this.”
Tom’s expression didn’t shift.
“If my sister finds out I’ve got him anywhere near Silas Crane—”
Tom tapped a finger once against his glass. “Crane.”
Arcturus nodded, jaw tight. He crossed to the cart, poured a scotch, and downed it in one motion. Then poured another. He didn’t look up.
“Rowle works for him now.”
Tom stilled.
“He’s not freelancing anymore, not shaking down taverns or selling wards to the wrong people. He’s—” Arcturus snorted. “Well. He’s not clean. But he’s covered.”
He turned toward the fire.
“Off the books. But protected. Funded. Directed.”
Tom said nothing.
Arcturus exhaled sharply. “Crane sends him after the things he can’t be seen wanting. The kinds of things no Ministry man should want.”
A moment passed.
“Artifacts. Secrets. People with inconvenient memories. The sort of problems that need to disappear.” He looked at Tom and said flatly, “And Rowle makes them disappear.”
He poured a third drink, slower now, less theatrics.
“I’ve seen the paperwork. Or the gaps where paperwork should be. Whole departments go blind when Rowle’s name shows up.”
He waited, as if expecting a reaction. Tom gave him none. So he went on.
“He’s got eyes in Hogsmeade. The Hog’s Head. The train station. Maybe the Three Broomsticks too. You can’t piss in that town without someone noting how warm it was.”
Tom’s mouth twitched.
“So this meeting,” he said, gesturing lazily to the firelit room around them, “isn’t just about privacy.”
“No,” Arcturus said. “It’s about protection.”
Tom leaned back in the chair. “I doubt Abraxas will enjoy hearing his uncle is shielding him from the big, bad Freddy Rowle.”
“Rowle’s not what he used to be,” Arcturus said. “He’s got Crane’s ear now. Influence. Reach. And he knows it. He’s not just doing jobs. He’s building something. Buying leverage. Leaving reminders.”
Tom’s eyes narrowed, ever so slightly. “And Crane?”
Arcturus met his gaze. “Crane’s expanding. Recruiting.”
Something in Tom shifted—the tilt of a thought. The word recruiting moved through him like a note struck in perfect pitch.
“Grindelwald left holes in the world,” Arcturus said. “Vacancies. Crane means to fill them. Quietly. Carefully. But not slowly.”
Tom stared at him.
He thought of the two dark wizards who attacked Rosalind in the woods—the ones she’d murdered with her beautiful, powerful hands. “And Rowle does the dirty work? Crane pulls the strings?”
Arcturus nodded. “He’s the weapon. Crane stays clean. Rowle collects the blood.”
Tom leaned back in the chair, glass resting lightly between his fingers. The pieces clicked into place.
Silas Crane: the broker. Freddy Rowle: the knife. Arcturus Black: old money and older fear, trying to keep his nephew out of a game already underway.
“So you’re worried,” he said, “about Abraxas.”
Arcturus glanced toward the door, then back. “He’s just a boy.”
Ah, he thought. So that was the line.
Freelance chaos was one thing—Arcturus could tolerate that. Could even use it. But now Rowle had a leash. Now he belonged to someone. And Arcturus had no intention of letting his family become collateral in another man’s rise.
Tom didn’t bother hiding the smile this time. He filed it away—clean, labeled, and ready for use. Arcturus Black: susceptible to family.
“He’s eighteen,” he said. “So am I.”
“Yes,” Arcturus murmured, voice almost amused. “And somehow, there seems to be a world of maturity between the two of you. You get what matters, Riddle. Abraxas is still chasing skirts.”
Tom met his gaze evenly.
Then—
A pounding on the front door.
Arcturus exhaled sharply through his nose, muttered something about tact being a dying art, and flicked his wand toward the entrance.
Tom reached for his scotch.
From the hallway came the clatter of boots on stone, and then: “You’re joking, it’s bloody freezing—”
“I told you, I told you we should’ve made the jump from the Lower Hogsfield—”
The door swung wide. Leo stumbled in first, cheeks flushed red from the wind, his hair in disarray. Abraxas followed, already smirking, looking like he hadn’t just Apparated in record winds.
“We had to stagger,” Abraxas announced, peeling off his coat. “Too far for him to jump in one go.”
“I’m sorry,” Leo added quickly, catching the look. “We’re late.”
Tom didn’t bother to rise. He simply looked toward the fire, then back at Arcturus. The moment was gone, or at least, paused.
“Shall we begin?” he asked, voice smooth as ever.
Arcturus nodded, posture sliding back into place with the same effortless grace he’d worn at the Hog’s Head. Tom watched him embrace Abraxas, hollow and bloodless, as if in a ritual neither of them believed in.
All three of them settled into seats around the fire. Tom stayed where he was.
“So,” he said. “Why now? What does Rowle want?”
Arcturus swirled his glass, as if warming up to a story. “He wants to meet,” he said. “Wants to know which Hogwarts students are sniffing around Greenshields.”
Abraxas made a face. “And we’re entertaining that?”
Arcturus shrugged. “You’re acknowledging it.”
Leo frowned. “Since when is Rowle relevant?”
“Since he stopped drinking himself to death,” Arcturus said, lifting his scotch. “He’s got backers now. Money. Reach.”
Abraxas raised an eyebrow. “Whose money?”
Arcturus took a sip before replying. “Somebody high up. I haven’t figured it out yet.”
The air shifted.
Tom smiled slowly.
Leo’s mouth opened, then closed again.
Abraxas shifted in his seat. His fingers tapped once on the armrest, then stilled.
“Well,” he said, eyes cutting toward Tom. “How should we play it?”
Tom didn’t look at him right away. He was still watching the fire, the scotch balanced loosely in his grip.
Abraxas waited.
Then Tom turned slowly.
“Depends,” he said. “On how much Rowle already knows.”
Arcturus raised a brow. “I’ve told him jack shit.”
“Not even a slip of the tongue over pints with your old mate?” Tom asked, tilting his head, only slightly amused.
Arcturus bristled, eyes narrowing slightly. “I’m true to my word, Riddle. I haven’t told him a thing.”
“Good,” Abraxas said. “That gives us leverage.”
“How do we propose to find out what he wants?” Leo asked. Opening the door. Letting Tom walk through.
“We don’t ask,” Tom said. “We let him circle. Let him think he’s leading the conversation.”
“So we bait him?” Leo asked.
“If Rowle is anything like you’ve described him to be,” he said, looking at Arcturus. “He’ll tell us everything himself.”
Arcturus didn’t reply right away. He just swirled the last of his drink and looked at Tom.
A slow, subtle glance that said: your move.
Tom held his gaze for a moment.
“He doesn’t need to know what we’re doing,” he said. “Only that we’re doing something. Let him smell momentum. Structure. Confidence. He’s looking for fear. For cracks.”
“And if he pushes?” Abraxas asked.
Tom finally smiled.
“Then we push back.”
Arcturus set his glass down, the soft click of crystal against wood, and the long, measured breath of a man who’d just handed something over without naming it.
Tom smiled slowly.
The room had shifted. The hierarchy with it.
Leo still watched the fire. Abraxas was staring into his glass like it might offer him answers. Arcturus sat forward just enough to suggest conversation, but not enough to suggest control.
Tom stood, and the chair creaked softly below him. Arcturus gave a faint nod. Almost a bow, if you were watching closely enough.
He could already feel the pattern forming. Crane. Rowle. The scattered remnants of Grindelwald’s war, waiting for someone new to follow. And above them all, the old families—watching from the sidelines. Hoping someone like him would rise, but never daring to name it.
He thought of the Selwyn Club. The Reverso. The careful architecture of a future not yet built.
And then, colder, he thought of himself.
Let Crane envision, Rowle lay the foundation.
Tom would inherit the house.
“Heading back already?” Leo asked, pushing himself up. “Should I come with—?”
Tom looked at him. Leo sat down again.
Then Abraxas drawled, “He’s got places to be, Nott. If I had a witch like Sallow, I’d chain myself to her—and thank her for it.”
There was a pause.
Arcturus looked at Tom, sharp and unreadable. Then, as if it didn’t matter, he turned back to his drink.
Tom stepped toward the door, but not before one long, cold look at Malfoy.
“Let me know when Rowle sets a time,” he said. “I’ll make sure he remembers it.”
He stepped out into the cold.
The wind had picked up since they'd arrived, brisk and stinging, sharp with salt. He adjusted his collar and felt the wards crackle as he passed through them. For once, he didn’t stop to light a cigarette.
Silas Crane was no bureaucrat, that much was clear now. He moved like Tom did—quietly, carefully, never directly. And Rowle wasn’t just his blade. He was his banner, his muscle, his proof of reach.
That kind of man didn’t play for position. He played for succession. Tom knew the type. He’d met the mirror. His mind raced with possibilities, with changing plans, with–
Rosalind swept in again.
The image of her last night, when she’d ridden his hand, hips moving, wet and obscene. Fire and hunger and that haughty mouth of hers, sharpened back to a point for the first time in a week.
That was her. His witch. Exactly as she was meant to be.
He stepped to the Apparition point and exhaled. The tug at his navel, the twist through space—
—and then he landed outside the south gates of Hogwarts.
He felt for the channel between them and pulled gently. A reminder. Hello, little witch.
It pulsed back—alive and aware.
He pulled his cigarette case from his pocket and lit up.
He’d wondered, for half a moment in the Hospital Wing, if she’d figured it out. There had been something in her eyes when she woke. A flicker. A hesitation. Recognition, maybe. Hurt.
But then it was gone. And she’d folded against him like she always did.
And last night, in the alcove—she’d ridden his hand and smiled like a girl who still thought she had the upper hand. If she’d truly known, she would’ve turned it into a blade. Walked away, striking the match. Instead, she came. Then smiled. Then told him to be a good boy.
So no. She didn’t know.
Or, if some deep, gleaming part of her had started to guess—
She was still choosing him.
Which was infinitely more interesting.
-.-
The Thing returned later that evening, as Rosalind sat in the library with Selene’s journal, waiting for Tom.
There was hot breath on her shield, labored and warm and impossibly close. Lingering . The way a man might, when he’s looking through you, when a smile isn’t just a smile, but a placeholder for his horrible thoughts.
The feeling slid against her shield like rain on a window, and she recognized this feeling–
London, last summer, walking home in a dress she hadn’t realized was too tight until the third catcall. The Apparition point was too far, and she had to walk past too many leering men. And then, outside a pub, a man leaned against the brick, eyes on her, watching. His hand slipped down the front of his trousers, cupping himself.
Rosalind still knew his smile.
She extended the edge of her shield further—silver film flickering, memory reels spinning faster, and the pressure faded slightly.
Curling tighter in the armchair, Rosalind opened Selene’s journal.
March 4
I’ve begun to wonder how many versions of me can exist in one body.
There’s the girl who takes tea with Professor Garlick on Thursdays. Who speaks French well enough to impress that transfer student from Beauxbatons. Who keeps her hemline neat and her wand holstered, and smiles when she’s looked at.
Then there’s the one who vanishes into the night. Casts curses wordlessly. Makes wild promises with reckless abandon. Who feels power blooming in her hands like it was always meant to be there.
I don’t know which version is real. Some days I feel them both at once—Selene the student, and Selene the weapon. They move differently. They think differently. Sometimes I can feel the shift happen mid-conversation.
It’s not madness. I know what that is. This is something else, like a mirror turned sideways, like remembering something that hasn’t happened yet.
I keep waiting for someone to notice…
But they only see what I let them.
The ink had faded slightly near the bottom, the last line pressed lighter than the rest, like Selene hadn’t been sure whether to finish it at all.
She could’ve written it herself—every time she smiled when she wanted to scream, every time she flirted when she wanted to bite, every time she let herself be looked at like a myth instead of a girl.
Rosalind the student. Rosalind the weapon.
She didn’t know which version of herself had come to the library tonight. The girl who did her homework? Or the one who’d screamed in the Undercroft? The one who’d murdered men in the Highlands and washed the blood off with stolen soap? The one who let Tom Riddle fuck with her mind?
She didn’t feel like two people—she felt like too many. And she was starting to lose track of which one was pretending.
Rosalind turned the page.
March 22
The Cruciatus Curse isn’t so bad.
We found Slytherin’s Scriptorium. Inside, there was a door we couldn’t open. It was magic that demanded pain. I knew what it was before we even tried. The carvings said it clearly:
Pain is the language of power. Only the worthy may pass.
Sebastian wouldn’t do it, so I did it for him. He screamed, but he didn’t break. He never does.
It’s worse when you don’t mean it. That’s what he told me, anyway. It hurts more when you’re hesitant, when you’re still deciding whether or not they deserve it. So I didn’t hesitate.
I hit him cleanly.
He said he was proud. I think Ominis cried. I should feel sorry, but… anything for Anne. Anything for Sebastian.
We got what we came for. A journal. Slytherin’s, supposedly. Arrogant scribbles about bloodlines and magical purity. All the rot that means nothing to me. Nothing to ancient magic.
When we got back to the Undercroft, I asked him to cast it on me. The Cruciatus. So that we’d be even. He didn’t want to, but I insisted. I needed to know what it felt like from the other side.
I needed to know if we were still the same. We are. And that’s the truest thing I’ve ever written.
Rosalind stared at the page, then reread it. Her eyes caught on the same sentence each time. Not the one about the Cruciatus Curse not being so bad. The other one.
I needed to know if we were still the same. We are. And that’s the truest thing I’ve ever written.
She wanted to believe it was a mistake, that someone else had written it, but she recognized the handwriting. And worse—she recognized the feeling.
Her fingers curled tightly around the leather binding.
Violence, spoken like love. Pain, shared like trust.
Her pulse kicked. Her hands shook. She blinked once and composed her face, shutting the journal quickly, as if someone might see, as if the words hadn’t already sunk their teeth in.
If Tom told her to jump, would she say, how high?
If he told her to point her wand at someone, Ares maybe, and said use the Cruciatus Curse , would she say, how hard?
Dread swept over her.
And then she could feel it again, the breath at the edge of her mind, the soft, patient press of something waiting to be let in.
Rosalind slammed her shield outwards with all her power.
This time, the pressure vanished.
She sighed, leaning back into the chair. It had been a truly fucking insane week. She’d spent most of today telling herself she needed a plan—some brilliant strategy to trap him, corner him, force the truth out of him.
But when she pictured him, she didn’t see a target. She saw his mouth on her neck. His fingers between her legs. The way he looked at her like she was already his.
Even now, with the clock ticking down, all she could do was miss him.
And she hated herself for it.
What was she supposed to do—pull her wand, scream in his face, make him bleed until he begged for forgiveness? Use the Cruciatus Curse on him just to make sure he could feel anything at all?
Or kiss him?
She didn’t know. She had no plan. All she had was him and the fucking thread of magic tethered between their chests.
Violence, spoken like love. Pain, shared like trust.
The tether pulled.
Her lips twitched before she could stop them.
Hello, little witch.
She stood. She had somewhere to be.
I need to see if we’re still the same, she thought. And left the library without looking back.
-.-
Tom leaned against the stone wall outside the Undercroft, out of view. His shadow flickered under the torchlight.
She was late, but he didn’t mind. It gave him time to feel her coming, to think about what she might look like when she arrived.
The thread tugged softly in his chest, like silk winding tighter. Footsteps. The whisper of heels on stone.
Rosalind turned the corner like she knew he’d be watching.
She wore a cream blouse with a wide collar, its neckline low enough to be almost against school regulations. Her skirt was tight and silky and dark green. Her hair was curled and pinned just out of her face, flowing down her back. Her lips were painted a shade of plum.
She carried a wine bottle in one hand and his sanity in her other.
Tom didn’t move as she approached. Instead, he lifted his eyes and let them drag the length of her.
“Well,” he said. “You look…”
Her smile was light. “Better?”
His mouth curved faintly. “Something like that.”
She stopped in front of him, close enough that ancient magic sparked.
“You’re late,” he murmured.
Rosalind tilted her head. “I thought anticipation was part of the charm.”
Tom hummed low in his throat. “Now you’re charming me, Sallow?”
“I’m full of surprises.”
Her fingers brushed the front of his coat, trailing slowly along the buttons. Then she leaned up and kissed him.
It was not chaste.
Not with the way her hips aligned against his. Not with the slip of her tongue against his lower lip before she pulled back.
Tom’s eyes darkened.
“How was your day?” she asked.
“Productive,” he said.
She arched an eyebrow. “Informative?”
His smile sharpened. “Always.”
He didn’t ask about hers.
She looked up at him through her lashes. “I’m all better, by the way.”
He could feel the difference in her skin. The tension in her posture. The clarity . She was sharper now. Beautifully honed. And whatever haze had been drowning her all week, it was gone.
Good.
“Mm?”
“Figured out what was bothering me.”
“Oh?”
She leaned closer, voice soft. “It’s the thread,” she said.
Tom went cold. Her fingers twisted into his sweater at his chest.
“Is it now?” he asked.
“Yes,” she said. “It wants something.”
“What does it want, Sallow?”
Rosalind smiled. “It’s unhappy.”
She raised her wand and tapped the unlocking spell on the door, and it swung open.
Rosalind paused in the doorway, face illuminated by candlelight, her eyes locked on his.
“I want you to fuck me, Tom. So it stops complaining.”
And then she turned, hips swaying, into the Undercroft.
His cock hardened. His mind twisted once, then snapped into place.
She knew.
The fantasy. The mouth. The lashes. The skirt and the garters and the knife behind the eyes. Weaponized, reassembled in the shape of a wet dream with fangs.
Tom’s lips curved slowly.
If she was baiting him, he was happy to be caught. If this were a trap, he’d fall right into it and see where it landed him.
“As you wish, sweetheart,” he said, and followed her in.
Notes:
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Chapter 32: Like Love. Like War.
Notes:
surprise! a little early.
chapter so crazy tom and rosalind don't even light up a single cigarette
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Chapter Text
Rosalind didn’t have a plan.
Not the kind Tom would have approved of. She hadn’t charted her moves or rehearsed her lines or tucked contingency spells up her sleeves in case he turned cruel. She refused to brace for cruelty.
What was the point? If he wanted to hurt her, he’d find a way—best not to flinch ahead of schedule. Her strengths lay in improvisation. Action, react, go. It made her unpredictable. And tonight, unpredictability was power.
Her goal was simple. Make him lose control. He liked to think he was all logic and elegance—she knew better. She’d seen the mess beneath the marble.
Her appearance was the sharpest weapon in her arsenal. She’d curled her hair, painted her mouth, and picked the kind of skirt that shut even him up. On her neck: the perfume she’d been saving—black cherry, frankincense, a trace of smoke. Something rich and ruinous. The kind you wore for war. Or foreplay. Occasionally both.
The Undercroft was dim and humid. Torchlight flickered over the stone, casting long shadows across the crates. The Triptych remained draped in its cloth. No Isidora. No audience.
Her pulse beat too fast. She ignored it. That’s what the wine was for.
The door thudded shut behind them.
She walked in like she owned the place, because, well, she did .
Tom was slower. He pulled off his coat with the deliberation of a man who never moved without meaning. He folded it once and draped it over a crate. Then, wordless, he reached for his sweater and drew it over his head.
She watched his hands. Unfair, how beautiful they were. They looked carved—tapered fingers, clean wrists, elegance made tactile. Like he’d sculpted them to undo people.
She stepped toward him and tilted the bottle his way—neck first.
The cork popped free with a flick of her wand.
She smiled. And the game began.
Tom took the bottle, eyes still locked on hers. He drank without breaking the stare, and she watched his throat work with the same intensity she'd once reserved for a Bogart close-up or the seamwork on a Dior gown. When he lowered the bottle, he took her wand, collected his own, and set them both on the shelf above his coat.
Unarmed. Both of them. How charming.
The air between them thickened. The kind of pause that asked a question without needing to be spoken. Fight or fuck? The answer felt obvious. She was dressed for one. Disarmed for the other.
She brought the bottle to her lips and drank slowly, from the spot still warm where his mouth had been. Let him watch. When she licked the wine from her bottom lip, his eyes dipped, as expected, to her mouth.
“Not bad, right?” she said, her smile relaxed, almost bored. Perfection took practice.
“You have terrible taste,” he said, stepping in. But instead of kissing her, Tom slid the bottle from her hand and drank again. She tracked the movement of his throat, the pull of his mouth, and felt the flush rise like a traitor in her blood.
He set the bottle down. Then smiled knowingly.
She closed the distance mouth first.
They collided, all teeth and heat, the bite of wine. The thread lit up, a jolt across the sternum so sharp she nearly flinched from the pleasure. Tom caught her easily, his hands slipping to her waist and yanking her forward. His tongue met hers like it had a point to prove, like he’d already decided this was a battle. Then he spun them and drove her back against a crate, claiming the advantage.
She moaned into his mouth and clawed at his buttons. She wanted skin, not good tailoring.
He let her. One button, then another, then another, until his shirt hung open and her hands were against his chest. His mouth moved—her jaw, her throat, her collarbone.
She didn’t know if she wanted to fuck him or destroy him. It was always like this. The brutality, the need. Like if she didn’t get off soon, she might crack open and pour ancient magic all over the stone floor.
His hands found her arse and squeezed—his favorite part of her, if bruising patterns were to be believed—and she gasped, breath caught in her throat as magic fluttered low and hot. He lifted her easily, like she weighed nothing, like even gravity had let go its claim over her.
She wrapped her legs around his waist as he set her on the crate. Her skirt rode up, bunched at her hips. Her hair fell loose. Her mouth was red and open and shameless.
Tom stepped back just far enough to look.
His shirt gaped open. His breath was ragged. His cock strained against his trousers and his pupils were blown wide. He looked ruined. And he hadn't even touched her properly yet.
For a flicker of a second, she wanted to crawl into his mind and see herself from the inside.
Instead, she dragged her nails up his chest and smiled like she’d already won. There were roles to play, after all.
“I think we skipped your favorite part,” she said. “The groveling.”
Tom peeled off his shirt and let it drop to the floor. His eyes lingered on her face—then dipped, unapologetically, between her legs.
“Please, Rosalind,” he said, voice thick with mockery. “Let me taste your cunt before I fuck you?”
“Oh, that was lovely,” she said coolly, though she felt herself clench around nothing.
He sank to his haunches, smirking like he already knew her answer.
She blurted, “Oh fuck.”
Tom kissed her knee, then her inner thigh, slow and measured. His mouth moved upward with maddening patience. She reached for the back of his head, fingers threading through his hair, but when he paused—when he hovered, breath warm against her—she could feel him smile.
“Sallow,” he breathed. Like it hurt.
She wasn’t wearing the pale blue. Not the lavender she saved for pretending at softness. It was black lace tonight, high-cut at the hips, two delicate ribbons waiting to be undone—by fingers. Or teeth.
She tipped her head back and giggled. Tom Riddle, undone by lingerie. So much for restraint. She’d been in his dreams—she knew exactly what he imagined on her. Black and green. She’d chosen the black.
His hands slid up her thighs, slow and indulgent. His eyes were nearly black. “You wore this for me?”
She smiled like sin. If she gave him control, he’d forget she let him have it. “Do you see anyone else here?”
He kissed her through the lace. Then again—harder this time, with more pressure and more teeth. She gasped, louder than intended, more honest than allowed.
Her fingers tightened in his hair, tugging, but Tom caught her wrists and pinned them at her sides. Her breath caught. Ancient magic snapped beneath their skin. Hot, humming, electric. But he didn’t let go.
He stood over her, hands still holding her down, gaze locked to hers. Her wrists tingled where his fingers pressed. Her pulse fluttered wild. He said nothing.
And she realized, too late, that somewhere along the way, she’d lost the upper hand. This was supposed to be her seduction. Her control. Her revenge.
But he was still holding her wrists. And she wasn’t pulling away.
“Get off the crate,” he said, his breath hot against her ear. Then he stepped back.
Fuck.
Rosalind didn’t falter. She masked the shiver with a wicked smile, hips shifting forward as she slid down, legs still parted. Her heels touched stone with a clean tap. The skirt slipped back into place as she stood.
She could make anything look like a surrender. Even a false one.
“Skirt,” he said. “Off.”
She arched a brow, but didn’t argue. Her fingers found the zip, and the skirt dropped without ceremony.
His gaze trailed down her legs, slow as molasses. The stockings. The garters. The lace clinging to her thighs.
“Now the blouse.”
She unbuttoned it one at a time, her eyes never leaving his. Then it, too, joined the pile on the floor.
He didn’t speak.
The bra was satin and black, sheer across the cups, matched to the knickers. A set. She hadn’t bought it with him in mind, but now it seemed so obvious. She could already feel how wet she was, heat pooling low, pulse building. Ridiculous. She was supposed to be seducing him, not herself.
“Say it,” she whispered, almost gleeful.
Tom didn’t blink. “Show me your tits, Rosalind.”
She reached behind and unhooked the clasp in one motion. The bra slipped from her arms and dropped at her feet, revealing nipples now tight from air or anticipation—she wouldn’t clarify which.
“Now the knickers,” he said.
Her mouth curved.
She slipped her thumbs beneath the delicate ribbons, pulling until the silk loosened and slid down her thighs. The garters stayed. She knew the contrast was obscene. That was his point.
Torchlight licked over her bare skin, all of it now offered. And across from her—still in his undershirt and trousers—Tom Riddle looked half-ruined. Pupils blown, breath short, like he might crawl inside her just to feel something steady.
She tilted her head, voice syrupy. “Is this what you wanted?”
He didn’t answer.
She stepped back. Then again. Until her hips hit the desk. She leaned against it, arms braced behind her, spine arched to draw his eyes where they were already locked: the perfectly manicured triangle at the apex of her legs.
Time to up the stakes.
She licked her lip, slowly, letting her voice go quiet and cruel.
“Your dreams usually start with me like this, don’t they? Wet and naked? Your hands already on me?”
His jaw flexed.
She smiled, soft around the edges. A little cruel. A little sad. “Do I suck your cock first, or beg for it?”
Still no answer. But the tells were all there: tight jaw, rigid spine, eyes fixed not on her face, but lower.
“I don’t know why I’m asking,” she said, flicking her hand before running it up through her hair. “I’ve been there all week, too.”
That made him look up. Eyes dragged to hers.
She held them, smiling like poison.
“Cock first.”
She watched his mouth twitch, but desire had stolen his tongue. His composure frayed in real time—the faint twitch of his fingers, the slow forward lean of his body, like his skin already knew what his mind hadn’t admitted. He blinked once, slow.
When he finally spoke, his voice was low.
“This is a very good trap, Rosalind.”
For a moment, her heart skipped. She hadn’t expected him to say it out loud. Not that he was wrong. It was a very good trap.
“Is it working?”
Tom stepped forward—one step, then another, like he was following the thread between them, pulled by something neither of them controlled.
“Yes,” he said.
He reached for her—one hand curving to her waist, the other skimming up her side, his thumb brushing just beneath her breast. She inhaled. Then he kissed her.
The wine was still on his tongue.
This kiss wasn’t punishing. Or hungry enough to bruise. It was slower. Intentional. Like he was choosing the trap.
He kissed her like he meant to remember it.
The thread pulled like it knew better than she did. It tightened through her ribs, whispering what she wouldn’t say aloud. This was never going to end clean.
She moaned into his mouth, arms wrapping around his shoulders, drawing him closer until the desk pressed into her spine and his belt clinked between them. Her hands slid down his back, fingers curling into his shirt.
“Off,” she said.
He stripped it off, careless for once. She ran her hands over bare skin, lean muscle, the constellation of scars she hadn’t seen this close before. The starburst she’d carved into him with her magic. Weeks ago. A lifetime. She touched it like she owned it. Because, in a way, she did.
Her fingers found his belt. “This, too,” she murmured.
Tom smirked, just barely. He let her undo him, then stepped back and made quick work of the rest. He cupped himself through his boxers, watching her the whole time.
“Here?” he asked. “The desk?”
“Not unless you can conjure a bed in the next thirty seconds,” she said, her fingers slipping back to his waistband. “We never do it that way in your dreams.”
“No,” he said. “Except that one.”
“Yes,” she breathed. Her mind flickered—London. The bed. The rain. His chest under her cheek.
Only when it’s you.
She blinked the memory away.
Tom pushed his boxers down and stepped out. He peeled off his socks last.
They looked at each other.
This was new. The stillness. The way everything slowed at the edges. No shirts. No boots. No half-undressed rush toward release. There was nothing left to remove. Nowhere left to hide.
She’d meant to break him—provoke, provoke, then pull the thread until it snapped. But now, standing bare before him, she hadn’t expected this: not the heat of his gaze, not the silence between them, not the ache beneath her ribs that she did not want to name.
She hadn’t expected to feel cracked open, too.
He pressed forward, and she let him—her back sliding along the desk, legs parting under him. The wood was cold against her spine. Her stockings rasped against his hips. Everything else dropped away.
He lowered himself over her, arms braced. His mouth found her throat. He kissed her once. Then again. Slower the second time. Like he was settling in.
She felt him there—hot, heavy, exactly where she wanted him. The pressure hit hard. Her breath caught. For a moment she thought he was going to do it, finally—
Nothing.
He kept kissing her neck. One hand slipped beneath her hair and held her head in place.
She waited.
Then— fuck it.
She tilted her chin and gave him more of her throat. Her fingers slid down his back. Her thighs curled around him. Her heels dug in. She pressed up, not to ask, but to take.
She needed him. Inside. Now. Her body was screaming for it—breath shallow, thighs tight, skin burning with every shift of his weight. Just one thrust. Just enough to undo her.
Still, he didn’t move.
He stayed where he was, mouth at her neck, kissing her so sweetly it made her dizzy.
Rosalind stared at the ceiling, trying to breathe through it. She could feel him everywhere—his breath at her ear, his chest against hers, the press of his cock exactly where she was aching. Every inch of him said yes. Every inch except the seven that mattered.
This was supposed to be her weapon. This was supposed to be hers. But fuck, she wanted him. She wanted him more than she wanted revenge.
She arched her hips. He didn’t budge.
She clenched around nothing.
Still—nothing.
And then she knew.
He wasn’t going to do it.
Not until she chose him.
She could take him now—pull him in, silence the question, and let it all go. The dreams. The Thing. The part of her that still needed to understand. She could lose. And win something else in its place.
Or she could ask.
And watch everything burn.
Her chest rose once. Her throat ached.
She was going to have to say it. But she didn’t want to—not yet. She wanted him to kiss her again, just to delay the moment.
Rosalind turned her head and looked at him—really looked.
He was buried in her neck. Still kissing her. Slow. Composed. Unrelenting. For one long breath, she mourned everything they’d been before this. The game. The cleverness. The unbearable softness threaded through the violence.
And then she hated him for it. For ruining it. For making her do this.
It didn’t make it easier.
Her voice didn’t shake. “What is it, Tom?”
He didn’t answer.
The air stretched thin. The torches flickered, then steadied. His breath caught against her skin.
She looked back at the ceiling. The old stone arch. Dust. Cobwebs. A month ago, she’d stared up at that same ceiling while he made her come with his mouth for the first time.
Now she was going to break everything with hers.
Her eyes didn’t close.
“Tell me what the fuck it is you’re doing to me.”
He still said nothing.
But she felt it—the shift in him. The quiet slide of calculation returning to his spine, clicking into place behind his ribs like a lock resetting. He was deciding.
Would he lie? Would he deflect? Would he kiss her again, just to stop the question before it could reach the bone?
And what would she do if he didn’t?
She began to tremble. Not from fear, but from rage. From the grief of already knowing she wouldn’t like the answer. From the unbearable pressure of wanting and not knowing colliding in her chest.
Tom pulled back. He hovered above her, eyes unreadable, hair fallen into his face.
“I put your photograph into a cursed picture frame,” he said.
The words hit clean.
Rosalind didn’t breathe.
Her chest seized. Her skin prickled cold. The room tilted.
He didn’t reach for her. He didn’t look away. He only waited.
And then—
She felt it.
The Thing.
It pressed against the edge of her shield like a breath on glass—there again, watching. Breathing. Tapping.
Her eyes lifted to his. She couldn’t look away.
She felt sick. Violated. Loved, maybe.
Rosalind screamed.
She was moving before she knew it—bare legs crashing into crates, hair wild across her face. She didn’t look at him. She didn’t speak. She staggered toward the mess of her clothes, strewn across the floor like evidence of her horrid decisions.
Her hands shook as she grabbed the skirt and yanked it up. The zipper caught. She swore—low, guttural, not entirely human.
Then the bra. Fumbling. Next, her blouse. Wrong sleeve first. She tore it off, tried again. The buttons slipped against her fingers like they knew better. Buttons: the final fucking indignity.
Her heart was still racing. Her ears rang. The shield held—but just barely. She could feel it outside, still pressing, still watching. That Thing he’d let in. That Thing he’d put there. Her skin crawled.
She caught her reflection in the glass of the far wall and nearly punched it.
Behind her, Tom moved. Quietly. Efficiently.
She didn’t look at him directly. She couldn’t. Not with her blouse half-fastened and her soul split open. He picked up his trousers and stepped into them like it was any other night. No scramble. No shame. His same practiced precision—as if the silence suited him. As if he liked the sound of her dressing in a fury.
She didn’t speak. Just bent to retrieve her knickers, paused, then let them fall.
Tom pulled on his shirt, left it hanging open, undershirt still at his feet.
Watching her.
Always watching.
She crossed the room, snatched her wand from the shelf, and tucked it into her skirt like a weapon.
Then she turned.
And faced him.
Words found her again. They weren’t pretty or eloquent. “Why the fuck would you do that?”
Tom’s mouth opened, then closed again. He looked at her like she was something fascinating he hadn’t decided whether to keep or crush.
When he spoke, his voice was calm, almost amused. “Because I could. Because I had it.”
That was all. It was enough.
Rosalind dropped into memory, like a trapdoor had opened beneath her. The night after the second trial, when she’d Apparated into the Undercroft and found Tom in the doorway with something silk-wrapped, bleeding dark magic.
Her breath caught. Her eyes flicked to his face.
He’d fucked Daphne Thorne to get the object. He’d walked into that hotel and climbed into bed with another woman so he could come home and curse her with it.
A scream tore from her chest. This one didn’t build—it snapped loose. Her voice cracked open like a rib.
“Where is it? Where is this thing you’re torturing me with, Tom?”
He didn’t even reach for his wand. “You’re unraveling again.”
She recoiled.
Rosalind raised her palm and blasted him with ancient magic. No incantation, no restraint—just wild fury. The blast hit square in the chest. Tom flew back and slammed into the Triptych.
The blanket slid from the frame.
The room held still.
Inside the Triptych, Isidora Morganach sat. She looked at them.
Rosalind didn’t move. Her arms hung at her sides. Her mouth fell slightly open, but no sound came. She felt her pulse behind her teeth, in her fingertips, in the walls.
Isidora blinked.
Tom stood slowly, adjusting his shoulder. Dust clung to his shirt. He didn’t look at Rosalind.
He looked at the Triptych.
The dark-haired woman inside it stared back, narrow face pale, ancient magic still bleeding around the edges.
He stepped closer.
“Who the fuck is that?” he ask quietly. His body was still, but his mind wasn’t. She could see it—behind his eyes, the war of questions and control. Who the woman was. What the frame meant.
What she was about to do.
Rosalind didn’t answer.
A cursed object. He’d had a cursed object to—
He had more than that. She remembered his desk—the night she’d healed him, burned those starburst scars into his chest and thigh. Two more objects were sitting right on his desk. Practically oozing dark fucking magic.
She remembered the dream in the Hospital Wing—the frame, tucked in a drawer. A desk in a room that couldn’t be found.
Rosalind could taste blood. Her ribs ached, already bracing for the fight ahead. But she smiled as she looked at him. Because she had ancient magic. And Tom was just a regular old fucking arsehole.
“Meet you there,” she said. Like love. Like war.
And then she was gone.
Notes:
this was originally the opening scene to a super long chapter. but what comes next is long and epic (in terms of story telling, not me calling my writing sooooo epic lol) so we need time to breathe.
that's coming later this week. i promise not to blue balls you on this cliffhanger too long.
friends, I imagined this scene (and the one in the next chapter) in full detail early early on in this story. it was so crazy to write it. so much crazier to see it unfold with where tom and rosalind are now.
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Chapter 33: The Line Between Me and You
Notes:
buckle up
there are 37 uses of "fuck" in this chapter lmao
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The Room was a fucking bitch. Petty, and smug about it.
First, it offered Rosalind a sitting room. Then a corridor. By the third attempt, her magic was practically clawing at the seams, ready to peel the stone apart. That time, it gave her a space almost like the Pensieve Guardian’s chamber. As if mocking her.
She’d sent a spear of ancient magic toward the door in response.
Then the Room folded—as if it was all very tiring—and gave her what she asked for.
Tom’s study. Fireplace. Desk. Bookshelves. Simple and academic. Frankly, sanctimonious. So him. It was the closest thing to private he could get in this castle. If she weren’t furious, she might’ve trailed a finger along his desk, his shelves—just to see the version of him no one was meant to touch.
But she had a mission.
The fireplace was already lit, as if the Room had expected company. His desk stood at the center, angled toward the bookshelves, papers arranged with precision. She didn’t care about any of that shit. He could alphabetize his secrets for all she cared.
Her eyes went to the drawer. Right side. Second down. Exactly where it was in the dream.
She bolted. Her heels skidded on the stone, and she kicked them off, cursing her clothing choices. She’d dressed to make him sweat, not to survive him. Stupid. She should’ve known it would end like this.
The fucking was over. The performance was done. Now she came for blood.
Rosalind reached the desk, hands clawing at the drawer. Something about it felt wrong. Not the thievery of it, the essence of it. It was humming and dark and horrible.
It didn’t open.
“Fuck,” she swore, yanking it again.
She was out of time. She could already feel him coming, racing down the halls after her. Likely planning some terrible retribution for rubbing it in his face that she could Apparate in the castle and he couldn’t. He’d take seven minutes to reach her, and she’d already wasted five wrestling the Room into submission.
Her unlocking charm failed. Once. Twice. Nothing. Of course he’d ward it. Of course he’d keep a secret drawer inside a secret room, locked like a fucking Russian doll.
Rosalind tucked her wand away and raised her hand. Fine. Let it be ancient magic, then.
She let the magic rise, teeth bared, hungry to strike—
—and something sprayed across her hand like acid.
“Ah—fuck!” She stumbled back, clutching her wrist. A slick black sludge hissed between her fingers and the desk, spitting sparks as it ate through the wood.
The door shut. Tom stepped through, wand still raised, breath sharp, eyes flicking: the desk, the drawer, her. He didn’t apologize. That would’ve cost him control, and control was everything.
“Did you bottle this from your own fucking soul?” The burn didn’t stop. She shook her hand furiously. Melodramatic bastard. “You fucking lunatic.”
Her magic snarled beneath her skin—cornered and bloodthirsty, high on betrayal.
He didn’t lower his wand. His shirt hung half-unfastened, his hair wild. That undone look he despised—and she, stupidly, always liked best.
“You don’t knock?” he bit out, still holding his wand on her. “That thing would’ve tried to kill you.”
“You and it both.” Her skin was welted, red and throbbing. The whole thing was ugly, gross. Painful as all hell.
The Room held its breath.
Tom stepped in, sweat darkening his collar, jaw clenched like he was preparing a lecture. “Always so reactive,” he muttered, his gaze trailing again: her hand, her skirt, the desk. Calculating and cold.
Not concerned—annoyed. Like her pain ruined the ambiance.
He was irritated they hadn’t fucked. That she hadn’t folded against him and made her move like good little witch. He wanted flirting. Not this.
She drew a breath in sharply through her teeth, the last indulgence before she turned to war.
“Fine. You want to talk it out?”
“Not especially.”
“Didn’t think so,” she said, then raised her hand—gracious, almost bored—as if offering him a head start.
Her vision blurred at the edges. Magic surged up her spine, hot beneath her jaw. It was already rising from her ribs—too fast, too much—and she didn’t aim it. She let it go.
Tom’s spell tore past her, red-hot and close enough to burn. It slammed into the sludge-melted drawer above in a spray of splintered wood—but hers hit like it meant it. Her magic blasted the desk, slamming it into the hearth in a shriek of metal.
They locked eyes for half a second—just long enough to read each other’s violence—then struck.
Rosalind sent a coil of silver light. It snapped toward him like a whip. Tom flicked his wrist. His counter hit midair. The two spells collided with a flash so loud it extinguished the fire on impact. Heat punched through the room. The shelves detonated—pages shredded midair. One slammed toward her head, and she ducked as its spine cracked open against the wall.
Her hands were tingling, pins and needles, nerves sparking at the joints. Her ancient magic was alive again—too large for her bones, too loud to ignore.
Dramatic, as ever.
She hadn’t felt it like this in ages. Not since—
Don’t think about that, Ros.
It pressed closer. Thrumming, hungry, and ready. If it could purr, it would’ve asked to wear his skin like silk.
He hit low, a spell aimed at her ankles, meant to knock her flat. She twisted mid-step, wand already slashing, and sent a stinger toward his ribs. He dropped sideways elegantly, and fired again—something narrow and burning, a needle slicing for her throat.
She vanished mid-turn, Apparating behind him with a pulse of ancient magic—because no one else could. And he fucking knew it.
He turned too slowly.
“Boo,” she whispered.
Magic itched beneath her fingernails. It wanted devastation, but she had to aim. She had to focus. She had to stay human.
Even if part of her wanted to see what she’d become if she didn’t.
She lunged, teeth gritted, reaching not for him but the drawer. She didn’t have to kill him to win, just get there first.
Her fingers brushed the drawer handle—just before pain ripped across her back, a burst of heat and force slamming her down. She hit the floor hard and rolled, gasping, hair in her mouth, blood on her lips.
She spat the blood out and smiled. Wasn’t this romantic?
Her vision pulsed—silver at the edges, like looking through lightning.
Tom was already moving, face blank. His wand didn’t waver.
“Your eyes,” he said, almost sweetly. “They’re pure silver.”
That was new.
She blinked—once, hard—then threw up a shield just in time. His next curse struck with enough force to crack the stone behind her head. Close. Too close. It would’ve been poetic, at least—her brains on the stone of his private little sanctum.
She rolled again, shoved herself upright, and fired a blasting charm straight at his chest.
It clipped his shoulder. He howled, and blood bloomed fast and bright. She staggered upright and laughed—because it hurt, because he bled, because she could.
She made it two steps, another curse rising—
“Not so fast,” he said.
His arms wrapped around her waist, yanking her back against him. She drove an elbow into his ribs. He stumbled on impact, dragging her down with him. They hit the floor hard. Her wand flew. His hand closed on her throat.
Typical.
The air left her in a grunt, but her body moved on instinct—her knee snapped up and slammed into his side. He grunted. His grip loosened.
She scraped her nails down his cheek and shoved her fingers into his mouth. A foul, strange intimacy, like cramming her rage into his throat. His eyes flared, and for a moment, she thought he might bite, instead, he smirked around them before catching her wrist and slamming it down.
“Nasty thing,” he said, amused.
They were inches apart now, breath tangled between them.
“Let me go,” she breathed, already knowing he wouldn’t. His hand slid higher, fingers pressing under her jaw. “I’ll burn this entire room down.”
His breath hitched. His grip was failing. He was struggling, and they both knew it. She wasn’t some dainty thing to pin and forget. She was scrappy. Furious. Unforgiving.
“You’ve been lying to me for weeks,” she said. “You knew what was happening to me—and you didn’t stop it. Because you put me in there.”
That made him smile. One of those cruel, self-satisfied little things—like he’d finally gotten the reaction he wanted.
“And you figured it out,” he said. “Like the clever witch you are.”
She groaned. “Fuck you.”
“This is what we do, Rosalind.” Her name came out smooth and silky. “You attacked me on patrol that night.”
His voice dropped lower now. Dangerous.
“So this was my move.”
Like he was laying down a card with blood on it. One she’d have no choice but to match.
She saw it all again—the trophy room, the way they’d rolled across shattered glass. She’d been sick of softness that day. The walk on the grounds. The kisses in daylight. She’d missed the teeth, so she carved them herself.
And this was his escalation?
Rosalind wanted a game of violent grab-ass. Instead, he gave her psychological warfare.
She jabbed her thumb under his jaw, right in the soft hollow Selene had taught her to find. He choked—just long enough to tip the balance. Selene would’ve been proud. Rosalind rolled, claiming advantage.
Their hips collided.
She shoved him off, scrambling upright, only one thought in her mind. Her wand. No —fuck the wand. The drawer. She needed to destroy it. And then—his hands again. His fucking hands—
He grabbed her waist and yanked her back.
“I’ll admit,” he said, fighting to keep hold of her. It wasn’t easy, not with her like this. “I would’ve preferred you let me fuck you. But this’ll do.”
She snarled at him.
“Let go of me, Tom!” she shouted, kicking out. She caught something vital—he grunted, and she surged for the desk. Her mind reeled. Dizzy, unfocused —just the drawer, the drawer, the drawer.
She could feel it again. That Thing at the edge of her thoughts. Watching.
Then Tom, all skin and fury and sick obsession, caught her ankles and wrenched her back into the violence they made together.
She screamed.
They collapsed in a heap. Limbs tangled, bruises blooming. Pages burst open around them, the Room groaning like it was keeping score. He was on top again, wrestling for her hands. She elbowed him in the ribs.
“FUCK!” she shouted. “Get OFF me!”
He didn’t. They rolled.
The Thing pressed closer now—like it fed on this, like it liked the sound of her struggle.
Stone scraped her spine. His knee jammed between her thighs. Her wand was gone. Her hands clawed at anything she could reach—his collar, his hair, his face.
He caught her wrists and slammed them above her head in one final motion. His weight dropped onto her hips, pinning her in place. Iron grip, dead weight.
His face looked unhinged—like a madman sprung from a holding cell. But it was Tom, so she knew he was still calculating beneath the frenzy.
His eyes tracked the blood on her cheek. Then his tongue followed it with a slow, agonizing drag.
A sound left her mouth that was not fury.
Fucking Tom. Fucking tenderness . Their own breed of it: wrong and rotten and slightly humiliating. Violence and foreplay, all wrapped into one.
He grinned.
The nastier it was, the more it stuck.
Her knees jerked, uselessly. He had her locked—thighs braced wide, hips anchoring hers to the stone. She couldn’t shift him, couldn’t dislodge even an inch.
“You can stop pretending, Rosalind,” he said. “Fighting me won’t fix your feelings. And giving up the fight now… doesn’t mean you lose. You might win something else. Something much more pleasurable.”
She snarled and shoved again. But he was already lowering himself, face so close she could feel his breath when he spoke.
“This is me showing restraint.”
His mouth was cracked and glossy with blood, and he was so close. His weight pressed her into the floor, into the Room itself.
She didn’t think.
She surged up and kissed him.
And Tom—fucking idiot Tom—met her halfway. His mouth opened. He leaned in like it was real. Like they were going to fuck right here, on blood and stone and ruin.
That’s when she bit him. Hard.
He jerked back. She tasted it—iron and satisfaction blooming fast between her teeth.
“You fucking—”
But Rosalind grinned, bloody and unbothered. “How’s that for pleasure?”
The ancient magic surged again. She could feel it pressing against her ribs like her bones were splintering, like her body was too small for it now. Isidora’s voice echoed somewhere in the back of her mind. Magic like yours doesn’t wait.
And fuck, hadn’t she waited? Hadn’t she gotten complacent? She didn’t even have plans for the third trial.
Tom leaned over her.
Blood dripped from his mouth onto her cheek.
His smile curved slowly. If he’d looked like a madman before, this was something else. He was radiant. Delighted. His pupils were blown wide, his mouth smeared red. He looked at her like she’d finally done it—dragged herself down far enough to meet him.
“You’re fucking perfect like this,” he whispered. “Like someone carved you from the Morrigan’s ribs and left you bleeding at my feet.”
Rosalind’s smile slipped.
“You just need a little control,” he said. “You’re leaking power like blood. Well—blood too.”
She couldn’t tell if the Room was spinning or if she was. The drawer. She had to reach it. She had to—
His hands tightened, pinning her harder. Another drop hit her cheek.
“This is me helping you get your control,” he said, almost sweet. “You should be thanking me. No one else would know what to do with you.”
Rosalind stared up at him.
“You think I should thank you? For letting me unravel for two fucking weeks?”
“You beat it, didn’t you?” His gaze traced her face like it confirmed the theory. “Look at you. You wouldn’t be like this if you hadn’t.”
That did it. The magic snapped. It tore up her spine and cracked against her ribs, silver-blue pulses shivering under her skin. It built behind her sternum, tight and ecstatic. The kind of scream she let out when she came. Or killed.
She was going to detonate.
“I should kill you. I could kill you. I might.”
“You can try,” he said, and his lips twitched almost into a smile.
She bucked beneath him, rage tearing through her limbs. Magic singed her throat. Her wrists twisted in his grip. The stone beneath her burned. His knee was still slotted between her thighs, right against her core.
“I could do this forever,” he murmured. “We’ve made it a rhythm, haven’t we? You flail. I hold you down.”
“Not if I flay you with ancient magic,” she growled.
He laughed, but his eyes flicked to her glowing skin. She saw it— caution. It was just enough to thrill her.
“I mean it,” she said. “Let me go, or I’ll light this room up.”
Tom met her eyes. She twisted again. He held. And then he stilled—like he could feel it too. The pressure. The inevitability.
She was seconds from rupture.
He tilted his head, considering. Then:
“Do it.”
His grip tightened purposefully. And when he looked at her again, his expression had cleared. No mania. No smirk. Just clarity.
Try it,” he said. His voice dropped. “Flay me. I want to see what happens.”
She blinked. The magic clawed upward. She was holding it back with everything she had—fists clenched, teeth gritted, her whole body shaking beneath him.
“Go on.”
She wanted to blast him off her. She wanted him to beg for it. She wanted—
“Darling,” he said, and his voice cracked. “Do it. Please.”
Something in her faltered. Pretty begging , his words, flashed through her mind.
He wasn’t afraid. Not of her power. Not of her fury. Not of the thing she was becoming.
“Rosalind,” he whispered again.
And then he let her go. Just like that—her wrists, released. His hands, open. As if he trusted her. As if he wanted to be destroyed.
She broke.
The magic tore through her ribs. Silver-blue and searing. It hit him full in the chest.
Or, it was supposed to.
Tom didn’t fall.
He caught it—hands rising instinctively. Her power slammed into his palms with a hiss. It should’ve shattered him. Should’ve burned through skin and bone. But he held it steady. Held her.
His breath caught. His eyes flickered shut. And then, slowly, he pressed it into his chest.
Her bite vanished from his lip. The cut above his brow closed. Bruises faded beneath his shirt, healed and made whole.
He sat back on his knees, still straddling her. Panting. Eyes wide. Cock straining against his trousers again.
“Fuck,” he breathed. “You’re—God, Rosalind. Thank you. You’re—fuck.”
Then they saw it.
A line of light—thin and silver-blue—stretched from her ribs to his sternum. It hovered in the air between them, radiant and trembling. A cord. A root. A channel. A thread.
The tether had flared to life.
Not imagined. Not symbolic. Real.
Rosalind and Tom stared.
It was beautiful. It was impossible.
She could feel it—humming through her like a pulse, winding behind her teeth, cinched around her lungs. She felt him in her chest, in her blood.
Like this was what it had all been for.
Tom looked at it, then looked at her. Then he reached out, with just two fingers, and plucked the string.
Pleasure knifed through her. Her back arched. Her thighs locked. Her mouth fell open, but no sound escaped. Her whole body clenched. It wasn’t soft or warm or gentle. It was brilliant. Brutal. Perfect.
She gasped—shuddering beneath him—and he collapsed forward, breath breaking against her throat.
His mouth grazed her jaw. Her cheek. Her neck. Like he’d been waiting to gorge himself—on her magic, her mouth, the tether in between.
“Rosalind,” he moaned. “Rosalind. Rosalind. Rosalind.”
She didn’t know what was her anymore, what was him, what was magic. There was no floor beneath them, no war above. Only this—his body, her power, the thread between them like a prophecy made flesh.
She wanted to stay inside it. To drown. To let it unmake her completely.
“You were made for me,” he whispered, mouth at her throat. “You’re mine. You’re mine. You’re mine—”
Her hips arched toward him. Her fingers curled in his hair. The tether was still glowing, stretched tight between their chests.
And for one dizzy moment—she almost let it happen. The kiss. The fuck. The tether. Tom.
Because this felt inevitable, didn’t it? Like a story older than her choices. They would always find each other. No matter what she did. This was fate. This was design.
Twin flames. Twin sins. No one would ever know her like this again.
Her mouth found his jaw. Her hand was at his belt now, fumbling. His hand slid beneath her thigh, and her skirt bunched up around her hips. His breath hitched. The tether pulsed. Her magic flared—wanting to be touched, wanting to be worshipped.
He groaned against her skin, and she gasped, already coming apart.
And then—
The thought struck.
If she gave him this, he’d win.
Not just the argument. The war. He’d take this like a trophy. He’d make it proof that he was right all along. He’d hold it in his mouth for months, years, until she begged him not to bring it up again. Until he found something worse to replace this.
He would weaponize the surrender.
She couldn’t give him this.
Something in her splintered.
Her palms struck his chest. Magic surged through her hands, cracking on impact, fling him off her with a dull blast. He didn’t go far, but it was enough to break the euphoria between them.
The thread disappeared.
Her skirt was still bunched high on her hips. She shifted, tugging it down as she sat up. Across from her, Tom crawled to his hands and knees, dazed.
“Was that really necessary?” he snapped.
Rosalind didn’t answer. She was already moving—blood on her thighs, chin sticky, hair in dried knots at her temples—but her eyes were on the desk.
She reached the drawer.
And so did he.
They collided, shoulder to shoulder, hip to hip. The stone knocked the breath from her lungs. He grunted. She didn’t.
His hand twitched toward her—maybe not even a threat, maybe just instinct—but she was already snarling. Twisting. Clawing. Her knee cracked into his thigh. Her elbow smashed his collarbone. Let it bruise, she thought. Let it shatter.
He rolled with her, caught her wrists mid-swing, and forced her down.
“Tugwood’s training’s really paying off,” he said. “Anyone else would’ve surrendered by now.”
She headbutted him.
The crack echoed. Bone to bone. For a second, neither of them moved.
His grip faltered. She twisted free.
She didn’t try to stand. She couldn’t. So she crawled—vision ringing, body twitching—to where her wand had skidded out of reach.
Magic still flickered off her in ribbons.
She reached the wand and slumped against the wall, chest heaving. Blood trickled from her temple. Her body was humming, hollowed out.
Across the room, Tom dragged himself upright. His brow was bleeding. One eye was nearly swollen shut. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand.
Rosalind trembled, magic gone, head pounding. Aching for comfort.
She wanted to crawl into his lap and kiss the bruise she left behind. She wanted him to whisper her name like a prayer and promise she hadn’t ruined everything.
Let him name every wound and pretend it meant devotion.
But–
He’d put her in a cursed frame. Like she was a keepsake. An object to be handled .
And if she was honest with herself—as she sat there with her back against the stone, his eyes fixed on her—she understood why he’d done it.
The frame hadn’t just trapped her, it had exposed him. Let her see the rot and the ache he carried like a second spine.
Tom was lonely.
He’d never had anything of his own. He had a cold orphanage with a cruel matron and crueler peers who stole something the moment he got it. He had a bed that felt like rocks and blankets that scratched his legs. He had aching knees from kneeling so long, forced to pray to a god who never answered the line.
He stole things to feel something. He only knew how to claim, hide and lock away. He couldn’t help himself.
And it excused nothing.
Rosalind pressed a hand to her temple, trying to force the pounding to stop. She coaxed magic toward the pain, but it tugged toward him instead. Heal him. Then heal yourself.
She stayed still. The silence stretched. The stillness between them was the worst part.
“I’m sick of fighting,” she said. “Give it to me so we can go to bed.”
His mouth twitched.
“I’ll show it to you,” he said eventually. “But you can’t touch it.”
“Why not?”
“Because,” he muttered, rubbing his temple, “it’ll try to kill you. I already told you that.”
She wasn’t sure she could survive a cursed artifact trying to kill her. Not tonight. She needed to heal herself—maybe even him, fucking idiot that she was. But the magic wouldn’t let her do it in the wrong order.
“Toss me my wand,” he said.
Rosalind leaned back, shoulder throbbing. She reached for where it had landed, wrapped her fingers around the hilt—and paused. Her thumb brushed the polished wood.
Then she sighed and threw it across the floor.
Tom didn’t gloat. He caught it, pointed it at the desk, and flicked. The drawer sprang open. Something dark unfurled. Cold and wrong. The air bent around it.
Another flick and an object rose. It hovered in the torchlight. Small. Iron. Innocent-looking—until it turned.
“The Watcher’s Frame,” Tom said quietly. His wand dropped to his side.
Rosalind stared. Her breath caught.
It was the frame from her dream. Her photo was already inside. Even from across the room, she could see it. The image blinked, tilted its head, and tracked her. The hum in her skull surged to a scream. Pressure curled inward, subtle and intimate and insidious.
It wasn’t a Thing. It was —the Frame.
She looked at Tom, but he was only watching her. When she looked back, the image had changed. It wasn’t a photo any longer. It was her. Right now. Slumped against the wall. Hair tangled. Temple bleeding. Shirt torn. Legs streaked with blood.
She looked like she’d been dragged through hell.
Her own eyes stared back. Unblinking. A perfect mirror.
Rosalind’s stomach dropped.
“You watched me?” she said.
Tom’s gaze didn’t move.
“No,” he said. “I never looked at it.”
She flinched. So did the Frame. The version inside it blinked, mirroring her tremor, her breath. Her fingers twitched, magic still sparking pathetically at the tips.
“You put me in there and didn’t fucking look?”
Tom didn’t answer. The Frame hovered between them, tilting faintly, like it was listening.
Rosalind got to her feet, wand in hand. Her body ached in places she’d forgotten she had.
“Rosalind,” Tom groaned. A real, pained sound. “Don’t do it.”
She just gave him a look.
“It’s designed to defend itself,” he said. “You interfere, it reacts. You think it’s cursed now? That’s the passive state.”
“What do you mean, reacts?”
“If you wake it,” he said, “it wakes. You try to take it—it fights.”
She turned to the Frame, then back to him. It was too quiet. Her breath. The Frame’s stare. His stillness. She didn’t care.
“Duck and cover, Riddle,” she said.
Her wand lifted. Magic roared through her, bright and wild and clean. It raced up her spine and out through her hands, a rising, blinding pitch.
She cast.
The ancient magic hit square on.
And for a heartbeat it landed.
The spell hit, and the Frame inhaled.
Her magic collapsed into it with a hiss, sucked straight into its core. The whole thing flashed—once, violently—silver-blue and sickening. And then it fired. Magic cracked outward in a brutal arc. The sound split the room open.
What it gave back was crueler. Her own magic, sharpened to destroy her.
The first wave missed her by inches. Her shield flared, jagged and late. Pain ripped down her ribs where it struck.
Her wand rose again.
The Frame pulsed, brighter now. Meaner. It was learning, mimicking her magic, pulling from her bones, from the echo of what she’d already given. Her own power in its jaws, ready to bite.
She didn’t lower her wand.
That’s when Tom moved.
He hit her hard, one arm catching her waist, the other bracing the fall. They slammed to the ground. Her shoulder met stone. His chest curled over hers.
The second blast screamed past.
It hit the wall behind them. Stone cracked open. Shelves burst. Debris flew like shrapnel. Rosalind gasped. Maybe from impact. Maybe from magic. She didn’t know.
Tom said something harsh at her ear. His wand was already up. One flick—the Frame dropped. Another—the drawer slammed shut. A third—
Click.
Silence fell around them.
Her ribs throbbed. Her palm still burned from the cast. The air tasted burnt. He didn’t move. He stayed there, hand still curled around his wand. Breathing matched to hers, chest against chest.
“You never do lose gracefully,” he said.
Her spine pressed flat to the stone, his body pinning hers. Sweat and blood slicked the space between them. His face hovered inches above her own.
“I told you not to touch it.”
She blinked—and it stung.
“How did you stop it this week?” he asked. “How’d you come back?”
She let the words fall. “I’m an Occlumens.”
That made him still. His eyes searched hers like he hadn’t heard right.
She added, “I just had to expand my shield.”
No response at first, then his expression shifted. A flicker of recognition, then something else. Not smugness. Not even surprise.
Admiration.
It bloomed across his battered, blood-smeared face. Like she’d impressed him beyond speech.
Something cracked.
Maybe her chest. Maybe the last thread of defiance. Or maybe not a break at all—maybe the opposite.
Maybe something inside her had just started stitching itself back together. Stupid body.
“Don’t look at me like that,” she said, even as a laugh clawed up her throat.
His mouth twitched.
“Merlin, you’re unbearable,” she said. “You should’ve let it kill me.”
He smiled. It was awful. It was perfect. It was him. And for a second, she wanted to fall through the floor and take him with her.
Instead, he rolled off her with a groan, landing beside her on his back.
“My head fucking hurts,” he said. The first admission of actual weakness she’d ever heard from him.
She could still feel the Frame sealed in the drawer. Her ribs still buzzed with the aftershock of shielding.
Rosalind sat up and ran her palms down her face—blood and dust streaked across her cheeks, into her hairline. Her chest still heaved. Her hands wouldn’t stop twitching.
Her body hadn’t figured out the fight was over.
“Take me out of it,” she said.
Tom tilted his head. “I can’t.”
She laughed once. “You can’t?”
“Once you’re in,” he said, low and even, “you’re in.”
“No.” Her voice cracked. “No—fuck you. Don’t say it like that.”
“That’s how it works. That’s how Greenshields work.”
The name landed cold.
“What the fuck is Greenshields?”
He sat up slowly, carefulluy. “If you’d paid attention in Magical Theory—”
“Tom—”
“He was a dark wizard. Seventeenth century. Designed artifacts that—”
“Oh Merlin,” she gasped, and launched at him.
Or tried. Her body gave out mid-motion, too battered to follow through. She fell into him.
He caught her. Arms around her. One hand at her spine, the other gripping her shoulder like he thought she might fall apart.
“You’re fucking kidding,” she muttered into his collar. “Tom. Tom.”
“So you remember.”
She did. That day in Magical Theory, when they’d flirted in front of the whole class. She’d said some dumb shit about magic biting the leash. Or something. He called her out on it. It had felt new and exciting then.
“That fucker,” she said. Her hand curled in his shirt. “You’re collecting his objects?”
She tried to shove him, but her arms didn’t listen. She just clung to him.
“That’s what you’ve been doing—oh my fucking—”
Tom exhaled.
Her whole body vibrated with rage and betrayal and something she hated herself for feeling. Comfort. The knowledge that despite all of this, she’d still forgive him.
“You’re building a museum of haunted things,” she said. “And using them. On me. Is that what I am to you?” Her voice dropped. “Just another artifact?”
Tom’s eyes narrowed. “Of course not.”
“Do you even know what they do?”
“Not all of them.”
“You cunt,” she laughed. It slipped out. But laughing only made him pull her closer. And still, her body leaned into him. Like he was the refuge, not the fire.
They sat in the wreckage. Stone cracked. Smoke curled from the blast marks. Magic twitched through the floor. Everything was broken. And still—this.
Rosalind closed her eyes, just for a second. Just to stop the spinning.
He was warm. The worst thing that had ever happened to her. And somehow, the only place that felt like home.
Her forehead found the line of his jaw.
“I should tear the tether out of you,” she murmured. “Right here. End it.”
“You’ll never get it out,” he said, almost sweet. “It’s real now.”
She could’ve fallen asleep. That was probably the concussion. That had to be why she was still here, curled in Tom Riddle’s arms like it meant something.
The silence stretched.
Her cheek was pressed to his chest. His heartbeat thrummed beneath it—slow now, but steady. Unbearably steady.
She took a breath and winced. Her ribs screamed. Her lip stung. Her wand hand shook. Blood sat bitter on her tongue. Possibly a cracked molar. Definitely shame.
Tom shifted beneath her with a sharp inhale through his nose. So he wasn’t invincible after all.
She sat up.
His temple was split open—blood tracked the side of his face. His shoulder, where she’d hit him, was already bruising through the ripped fabric. There were burns across his collarbone.
“Merlin’s tits,” she muttered. “You’re actually fucked up.”
“So are you.”
She didn’t argue, just braced her hands on either side of his face. Handsome, horrible Tom. Hers, still. Hers, somehow.
“I’m not healing you because I forgive you,” she said. “I’m doing it because I want you awake when I kill you.”
He laughed, low and ragged. “That’s my witch.”
She swallowed hard. Her magic worked slowly. The skin at his temple began to close. Then the shoulder. Then the burn. And only after he was whole did the magic curl inward. It moved through her with cold familiarity—knitting ribs, mending bruises, sealing skin. The same way it always had. After the Pensieve Guardian fights. After the Highlands.
When it was over, she sagged back on her knees.
Then Tom reached for her.
His fingers brushed her temple and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. And then—without demand, without threat—he leaned forward and pressed a kiss to her temple. It was tender. Sweet. He meant it.
“Take me out of the Frame, Tom,” she said, pushing him away. Meaning take me out, and I’ll let this continue.
“I can’t,” he said, leaning back. He dropped against the stone. His hair flopped forward. “You’re in there.”
“Then give it to me,” she said. “I’ll get myself out. You said I can’t take it, but this one was traded for. It’s yours to give, so give it to me.”
His gaze slid toward her. Like she’d demanded the wrong thing.
“No.”
“Tom—”
“No.”
He reached for her again.
Rosalind jerked away like he’d burned her. “Don’t fucking touch me.”
That was it. The moment cracked beneath them.
The kiss was gone. The tenderness undone. The violence was over and still, he wouldn’t give her the Frame. Still, he wanted to keep her like this. Arms length with a chain on her wrists.
Tom sat up slowly. His eyes narrowed to slits.
“You’re fine,” he said. “You’ve got control now. You’re an Occlumens.”
She stared at him.
He was healed, but bloodied. Sweet, and somehow still monstrous. Unbelievable but exactly who he’d always been.
Tom Riddle. Her brilliant, awful, evil fucking boyfriend.
Rosalind searched his face.
She found nothing. No guilt. No apology. There was only Tom, blood still drying on his face, certainty gleaming behind his eyes that everything would reset by morning. He thought the thread between them meant she would fold. That it would erase everything he did before it.
For once, he was wrong.
Rosalind stood and brushed the dust from her knees. She straightened what was left of her blouse. Tom pulled the tether lightly. Come back down here, it said.
And when she looked at him—looked him in the eye—she smiled, just a little.
“Get fucked, Tom.”
Then she Disapparated, knowing the lack of resolution would eat at him all night.
When she landed in the Ravenclaw lavatories, falling to her knees, she couldn’t help but still smile.
Let it devour him whole.
Notes:
LET'S GOOOOOOOOOO. rosalind did it yall!!!! she drew a line in the sand!!!!! that's my girl!!!!!
right now i'm seeing this part of the story as 55 chapters total, so we're over halfway there. we've got two ancient magic trials left!!! let us hope i can maintain a lower chapter total for the sequel (lmao).
let me know your thoughts!!!! thank you all for the kind comments, kudos, bookmarks, etc.
Chapter 34: Aftershocks
Notes:
chapter to make you question that "sane tom riddle" tag. lots of explicit content ahead, but you made it this far in the fic so i doubt it'll offend you.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Tom’s wand was still raised when Rosalind Disapparated.
The Frame spun once in the air. Then again. Its hum had stopped. There was only the scrape of his own breath and the faint whine in his ears. He stayed where she left him—chest heaving, wand still aloft, like the magic hadn’t stopped pouring through his bones.
And then he laughed.
It tore loose without warning, splintering open his ribs. His wand slipped from his fingers. The Frame dropped back into the drawer with a muted thump. The Room stirred. Shelves realigned. Ash drifted where pages had once been. A hearth sparked back to life.
He was going to give it to her—without bargain. No trap or trick. A gift. Better yet, an offering. Something to keep her from leaving again.
The realization struck harder than the fight. He pressed a palm to his chest, as if he could keep the damage from leaking out, but all he felt was her magic, stronger than ever before, a hook yanking him to her.
She’d been too furious to see his surrender. Too desperate.
Rosalind was always gone before she realized she’d arrived. Always mistaking devotion for control, sacrifice for threat. He could chart every instinct, draft every move, and still she’d veer off-course at the final act—rewrite the ending just to spite the hand that wrote it.
His jaw clenched. He was losing his mind. Rosalind was making him lose his mind. Months ago, if someone had told him he’d be in the Room of Requirement, magically exhausted and emotionally wrecked by Rosalind Sallow , he’d have hexed them for thinking him a mere man.
And fucking look at him now.
He dragged a hand over his face, the laugh fading to quiet.
He longed for her to return. He wanted her back here, now, tucked into his chest, spitting fire at him, unable to keep her hands to herself. His body was numb from the fight and her healing, but he’d manage. He’d hand her the Frame and then flip her onto her back and bury himself inside her. Just to prove it.
Tom closed his eyes and tried to breathe through the need still coiled in his gut.
And then the thread snapped taut beneath his ribs—
Rosalind. Fingers between her legs. Furiously touching herself.
—and just like that, his control slipped.
He could go to her right now. Follow the channel between them like a hound on a scent—storm into Ravenclaw Tower, tear the curtains from her bed, and drag her back here by her hair. She didn’t need her hands. She had him.
You’re mine.
Tom’s hands dug into the ruined stone at his sides. A sharp edge bit his palm, but he didn’t flinch. Every breath tasted like smoke and jasmine. Her magic burned under his ribs, writhing, mirroring her. Maybe she was punishing him, giving herself what he wouldn’t in the Undercroft. Or maybe she simply couldn’t help it.
His hands scrabbled for his belt. He hissed as he gripped himself, already leaking, already pulsing.
He’d bury himself in her. Ruin her. Ruin them both.
Wicked, wicked witch. I’ll burn everything for you.
He exhaled. The smile rotted off his face before he could stop it. The urge twisted in his chest. Hot and helpless, holy.
Even the gods didn’t want like this. Not when they built temples. Not when they begged for worship.
The fantasy consumed him—her riding him, spit on her lips, sobs punched from her throat, cunt tight around his cock as she broke apart with every thrust. His name on her lips. Her hands in his hair. Her magic in his mouth.
He’d fuck her until she didn’t remember her own name.
He’d fuck her until she asked to be ruined. Until she begged for it everywhere—mouth, cunt, arse—until she sobbed for it in prayer. Until she couldn’t tell pleasure from pain.
Until she screamed yes with his name in her mouth and his ring on her finger.
And then—
A ripple through the thread between them. Her climax. Bright and impossible to miss. Her magic threaded through the dark straight to his chest.
He came with a broken, humiliating sound—loud and low and involuntary, the kind he’d never stop chasing, spilling over his fist in hot, shuddering pulses.
His hips stuttered forward. Legs shaking. Vision blurred.
He sat back, panting. Spent. Disgusted. Burned.
What the fuck was wrong with him? What had she done to him?
Witch. Devilish little witch.
Silence crept in. Her name still rang in his ears. The drawer was closed. The Frame was silent. But he could still feel her.
He was going to give it to her.
Not as a deal. Not as a reward.
Let her think it a gift. Let her think she won. It was all semantics anyway, because it would still be his. Because she was his.
He pressed a slick hand to his chest. His breathing slowed. The thread went quiet—she’d fallen asleep.
And in the dark, her name stayed with him.
Rosalind. Rosalind. Rosalind.
A prayer. A curse. A command. The only one he’d ever fucking say again.
-.-
Tom's return to normalcy on Sunday was, obviously, a testament to his brilliance. Less flattering: he hadn’t gone forty seconds without thinking of her.
His tie was straight. His shoes were polished. His first thought, upon waking, had been whether he’d missed her touching herself to him again. But it was clear, based on the slack in the thread, she was still asleep.
It was nearly four in the afternoon when he closed the seventeenth-century text on self-sustaining transfiguration and gave up pretending to read. He hadn’t read a single line. Not one fucking line.
And normalcy—that was a lie anyway. He’d fucked his fist twice already. Once in the shower, when he’d finally dragged himself out of the Room. Then again in the Undercroft, after lunch, staring at the desk where he’d nearly fucked her.
Hours later, she still hadn’t left the dormitory. The thread was dull. She was still asleep—fourteen aggravating hours and counting.
Across the table, Leo was reading the Prophet. He liked to scan story, just in case Tom asked him to explain something obscure. Tom hadn’t read a single inch of that either.
Abraxas and Ares had their heads knocked together, poring over a nudie magazine hidden inside an old textbook. Witches posed mid-moan, tits bouncing, tongues caught between their teeth. Doing this in the library was idiotic. Tom letting them live was worse.
He glanced toward the Ravenclaw girls’ usual table. Just Eldridge and Weasley—no ink-smudged fingers twirling a quill, no heels kicked loose and swaying, no half-lidded eyes scanning the room like everything in it bored her.
He looked away.
“Check this out, Nott,” Ares said, shoving the magazine across the stack. The page flapped open—a woman on all fours, arse in the air, legs spread wide.
Leo raised a brow and pulled it over the Prophet. “She looks... enthusiastic.”
“Much more educational than goblin policy,” Abraxas said, legs sprawled under the table.
Ares snickered. “You might even learn something, Nott. Finally bag Druella.”
Leo flushed and adjusted his collar. “Fuck off, Lestrange.”
Tom tuned them out.
He was staring at a blot of ink, jaw tight, thinking about the bruises beneath Rosalind’s skirt. The taste of blood on her mouth. The way she’d smiled—genuine, triumphant, unbothered—and vanished.
He tugged the thread once, experimentally. Nothing. Asleep. Why didn’t she fucking wake up already? She could sleep through a war. Or start one, and sleep through the fallout. And wasn’t that what she did last night? Yanking the thread and touching herself, knowing he could feel it?
He pictured her where she was now—curled in bed, bare beneath some little nightgown. Silk and lace. Legs splayed, mouth parted, waiting–
What the fuck was he still doing down here?
“Anyway,” Leo said, louder this time, tossing the magazine back toward Ares, “we’re meant to be prepping for Rowle, not—whatever this is.”
Abraxas didn’t lift his head. “Relax. You’ll have your little game of cloak-and-dagger soon enough.”
“I doubt Freddy Rowle gives a shit about current politics,” Ares muttered, flipping the page.
Abraxas glanced down. “You know, that one looks a bit like Sal—”
He stalled.
Tom looked up.
Ares’s face had gone scarlet. Leo made a strangled sound and disappeared behind the Prophet.
Tom extended his hand.
Ares didn’t speak. He passed the magazine over, fingers trembling slightly.
Abraxas had gone still the way only Malfoys could—composed to the point of emptiness, fear tucked beneath the shiny exterior. It steamed off him. Generational. Malfoy-made.
Tom looked down at the spread.
A woman reclined on a chaise lounge, honey-brown hair curled soft at her shoulders. Legs crossed, cunt hidden away, mouth curled into a cruel little smirk.
“Tits are too big,” he said.
He set it on fire. The flame took the smirk first.
Ares bolted—textbook clutched to his chest, shoes squeaking as he fled.
Abraxas stayed. And Leo, ever obedient, remained exactly where he was. Tom wanted an audience.
“I didn’t mean—”
“You did,” Tom said.
His tone was mild, but he was already picturing Malfoy as pulp. Bone against stone. Blood in the carpet. A stain that would never come out.
“Tom—”
“You spend an awful lot of time bringing her up, Malfoy,” he said. “Shall I tell her you're interested? See what she thinks?”
Abraxas opened his mouth, but nothing came out. No wit. No defense. Not even a denial. His throat worked silently, like he’d forgotten how to form words.
Tom watched the fear crystallize. It was perfect, paralyzing.
“You told Arcturus about her,” he said.
The color drained from Abraxas’s face.
“One might think it careless,” Tom said. “But then again, you made such a show last month—warning Avery about where his eyes should fall. Tell me, did you not think that extended to you?” His eyes sliced toward Leo. “Nott?”
Leo looked up. His eyes darted, calculating, then landed on Abraxas. He nodded once. “It was Brax.”
“So,” Tom said, “you think you’re above it all. How very typical.”
Abraxas swallowed.
“Classic Malfoy arrogance.”
Leo made a soft sound of agreement.
“I should take your tongue for that,” he murmured. “Serve it to her on a platter.”
Abraxas stiffened. Then—after one breath too long, after the precise threshold of hesitation had passed—
“I misspoke,” he said. Smooth on the surface. Panic underneath. “A poor attempt at humor. Inexcusable. I meant no offense—to you, or to her. It won’t happen again.”
The tone was right. Measured. Rehearsed. That was the Malfoy gift: he knew the exact register that might spare him.
Tom’s mouth curved.
Abraxas bowed his head. Blond hair veiling his face. “I forgot my place. Forgive me… my lord.”
Beside him, Leo didn’t speak. But he didn’t look away, either. His mouth twitched—barely—like he’d tasted something sweet.
Now Tom smiled in earnest. He’d only heard it twice before. Said with blood in their mouths, bones cracked, splitting from skin. Abraxas offered it now like a gift—before it had to be a plea.
He leaned back in his chair. A thrill passed through him.
“Oh, stop groveling, Malfoy. It’s beneath you.”
Abraxas lifted his head without meeting his eyes.
“You’re lucky,” Tom said, almost idly, “that your uncle asked me to keep you alive. Perhaps you should be thanking him.”
That landed. Abraxas blinked. “Arcturus—he, what?”
“Asked me to keep you out of it. Out of Rowle’s reach,” Tom deadpanned, as if it bored him. “He seemed to think you didn’t have the—what were his words? Too busy chasing skirts.”
Abraxas scoffed, but it was too brittle. Leo raised his eyebrows, then said nothing.
“My uncle said he used to drink himself blind in Knockturn Alley. I’m not worried.”
“Arcturus is worried,” Leo said.
“Arcturus doesn’t get worried,” Abraxas said slowly, voice low. “Not unless he’s seen something coming.”
Tom tapped two fingers against the edge of the table.
“It’s real. Rowle’s in Crane’s pocket.”
Silence dropped. Abraxas froze, the last trace of swagger folding into his spine. Leo’s hand twitched toward the Prophet, like it might offer answers.
“When did you learn that?” Leo asked.
Tom looked to Abraxas. His smile was slow and bloodless. “Your uncle told me. Right before he begged me to protect you.”
Abraxas paled. “I can handle myself.”
“Good,” Tom said. “Because that’s what I need. Not Arcturus. Not excuses. You.”
“Fuck Arcturus,” he said, reaching. “I mean it.”
A weak recovery. Desperate to grovel, to grab the leash like it hadn’t just snapped. His second rarely faltered, especially not over something as pathetic as jealousy.
Tom didn’t care if they wanked to second-rate slags and pictured her. Let them. They’d been doing it for years already. The crime was saying it aloud. Speaking her name like it belonged to anyone but him—like they hadn’t seen him peel apart a man for less.
They didn’t understand what she was, but they didn’t have to. They only had to remember: she was his.
Tom’s gaze returned, all contempt.
“Relearn your place, Abraxas. Or we’ll find someone else. Won’t we, Nott?”
Leo nodded before the question had finished landing.
Tom rose. His hand found Leo’s shoulder in passing.
“Good.”
He slid his textbook and quill into his bag and left them to stew in it.
It took him only a few paces to reach Eldridge and Weasley. They looked up together, instinctual, like prey catching movement in the brush.
Tom adjusted the strap of his satchel and let his mouth soften into the smile he kept for professors and parents. Warm. Handsome. Head Boy. Their best friend’s boyfriend.
“Afternoon,” he said.
“Afternoon,” they echoed. Eldridge sat like someone waiting for a blow. Weasley attempted a smile.
He let silence stretch, then tilted his head. “How’s Rosalind?”
Weasley blinked, then stumbled: “Uhh—err—”
“Unwell,” Eldridge answered flatly. “She’s been sleeping all day.”
“Shame.” He let the word settle. “She was feeling off last night. I hoped a good night’s rest might help.” Charming, but with no place to land. “Looks like the flu’s come back.”
Eldridge’s expression sharpened. “I hope not. She was mental last week.”
Weasley kicked her under the table. They glared at each other.
Tom gave a mild nod, as if none of it mattered. “Of course. Nothing to worry about, I’m sure.”
Rosalind wouldn’t approve of him doing this. She liked her friends free and unbothered. It always made her itchy when he spoke to them, as if she couldn’t seem to reconcile the two worlds, the two versions of her in them.
He scanned the table. There was still half a carafe of coffee left. Three cups, only two used.
“How do you manage such a steady supply? You charmed the carafe?”
“No,” Weasley said, straightening. “Parisa has a House Elf. He’s in love with her.”
Eldridge pressed her fingers to the bridge of her nose. “He is not.”
“He is,” Weasley insisted. “He learned to make coffee just for us. Little apron and everything.”
Tom raised his brows. “How romantic.”
Weasley grinned. “His name is Snoopy.”
“He’s just nice,” Eldridge muttered.
Tom tapped his fingers once on the back of an empty chair. “Useful Elf.”
Weasley leaned in slightly. “We’ll tell Rosalind you were asking after her.”
There it was—the crack. Weasley would be easier next time. Eldridge would too, with time.
“Thanks, Gwen,” he said smoothly. “You two have a lovely evening. Don’t drink too much caffeine. Or better yet—give some to Rosalind. She needs it.”
His fingers brushed the rim of the third cup, then he turned without waiting for a reply.
-.-
Rosalind slept for fifteen hours straight.
A personal best—and she hadn’t even needed to be cursed with ancient magic poisoning this time.
At least she hadn’t dreamt of him. Just those feverish, furious five minutes in the lavatory—her head under the steaming shower, the magic locked tight between them, her own hand doing what he couldn’t.
After that, just the silent, aching dark of sleep. Dying quietly, drowning without protest. Maybe she’d been recovering. Hiding from the fallout. Maybe she’d just needed a fucking nap after two weeks of psychological invasion.
She rolled over, dragging the sheets with her. They were damp with sweat. Her clock read six. The dormitory was empty, save for Camille, perched beside her empty bowl. Thanks to Parisa’s charmwork, the bowl now refilled itself.
Rosalind stretched and winced. She couldn’t remember falling asleep. Only the shaking. That fever she couldn’t fuck out. When she’d landed in the lavatory the night before—bloodied, aching, clothes ruined—she’d only showered long enough to make herself come.
And feel him coming, too. That was mad, wasn’t it? Impossibly hot. Incredibly mad.
Her spine ached. Her jaw clicked when she yawned. Her mouth tasted like rust and regret. Her hair, upon inspection, was unspeakable.
She raised her mental walls on instinct, checking for pressure, for the electric hum of the Watcher’s Frame. But nothing came. It was gone. Or bored. Or distracted. Good. She wasn’t going to waste time wondering when it would come back.
She had expected fury. The wild desire to storm the castle and string him by a noose and let the rest of the castle see how terrible Tom Riddle had been to her. But what she’d been left with was a strange hollowness.
Rosalind rolled to her back and sat up.
A House Elf was standing at the foot of her bed.
She screamed, scrambling upright—knees catching on the sheets.
“Snoopy,” she snapped. “What the fuck—”
The Elf beamed. He held a silver tray aloft, balancing it with theatrical poise. A bowl of soup steamed at the center. Beside it, small and sinister, sat a black box tied with red satin ribbon.
“Good evening, Miss Sallow,” Snoopy announced, puffing out his chest. “The great Head Boy has asked me to bring you dinner. And a present.”
Her pulse doubled. Then tripled. Then tried to climb out of her chest. The box was the size of a small journal. Polished. Crisp. Expensive. And the shape—well. The Frame could fit inside.
He wouldn’t—surely. Surely not.
Her magic surged, rushing low through her hips. Tom sent her a present. Of course he did. Of course she wanted to thank him. On her knees, maybe. Back arched, maybe.
Her eyes narrowed. “Is it cursed?”
Snoopy nodded with pride. “Most certainly. Mr. Riddle said you’d like that.”
She exhaled. “Set it down.”
The Elf practically vibrated. “Miss Sallow accepts it!” he cried. He placed the tray at the foot of the bed with painstaking reverence, as if he were crowning her Queen of Hogwarts.
She didn’t move. The box seemed to smirk at her.
“Shall I tell the Head Boy you said thank you?” Snoopy asked brightly.
Rosalind looked at him like he’d grown a second head. “Absolutely not.”
He nodded, delighted—blessings from the high priestess herself—and disappeared with a crack.
She was alone again.
The soup steamed. Coriander curled through the air. Her stomach growled. When was the last time she’d eaten? Ages ago. Ridiculous, really. Camille sniffed but didn’t move, clearly offended she hadn’t gotten her own gift from the Head Boy.
Rosalind looked back at the box. By all appearances, it was just a present. Her magic prowled at the edges, sniffing like a hound, tasting for the promised curse. But there was no glow. No twitch. No thrum of threat.
She exhaled, brushed her hair back, and leaned in to open the box. The ribbon slipped to the floor. Camille pounced, claws out, tearing after it.
Then the tether yanked. A sharp, brutal tug. Her breath caught in her throat.
Fifteen hours of silence shattered in an instant. Two messages from Tom—one to her stomach, one to her spine. Both impossible to ignore.
She swallowed it down and looked into the box. It wasn’t the Frame. Stupid of her to think it would be. It was a rose. Red as sin. Full bloom. Petals sharpened to points, sculpted like blades. It smelled faintly of almonds.
She sniffed again. Arsenic. It radiated menace. Her heart jumped. Treacherous. Pathetic. Predictable.
It was perfect.
Bastard.
Another cursed flower, just like Valentine’s Day. He didn’t even know the full story. Didn’t know she’d used that flower to kill Evelyn DuVall in the first trial. That she’d used it to bring herself back. That it—and him, in a way—helped her seize control over her ancient magic for the first time in her entire life.
He knew the first one had worked. He just didn’t know how.
Her stomach turned.
She stared until the petals blurred. Camille settled beside her again, tail twitching, bored of the ribbon.
She should’ve walked away days ago. After the Hospital Wing. Any sane girl would have. Any sane girl would have screamed, hexed him, and run. But it didn’t feel like madness when it was him. It felt like being cracked open and finally seen. Like someone had looked at her wildest self and said yes, more.
She just wanted a version where wanting him didn’t make her feel insane. Fucking Tom Riddle. She hated him. She needed him desperately.
The tether pulsed—lighter this time. Less command, more suggestion.
Say thank you.
She could burn it. Shove it into his chest and watch it rot between his ribs. Throw it from the Astronomy Tower. Watch it tumble and see if it still looked smug on the way down. Instead, she closed the box with a click. And let her fingers linger—just long enough to hate herself for it.
Rosalind picked up the spoon and took a bite.
She hadn’t planned to finish the bowl. But between the rage, the emptiness, and whatever the tether had done to her nerves, she ate until it was gone. She scraped the edges and licked the spoon.
She sank back into the pillows and let her head fall to one side.
The box was still there. What was the message this time?
She reached for it. There might’ve been a note. Some clever little wordplay she could rip in half. A signature she could spit on. But there was nothing, and that was a message all on its own.
She pressed her fingers to the lid—and burned it to hell.
Camille crouched beside her, watching the box fold in on itself. The corners curled. The edges blackened into smoke. It was satisfying. She only wished it had bled.
Rosalind stared at the dwindling flames. Something twisted low in her stomach. Not hunger. Not ancient magic. Not even desire. Something smaller. Meaner. Quieter. The kind of ache that made her want to fold in half and stay that way forever.
Why couldn’t he just say it? I’m sorry, Rosalind.
Why couldn’t he hand her the fucking Frame and pretend it meant nothing? Pretend she meant everything?
Why did it always have to be this? A rose. A curse. A bowl of perfect soup.
And then—inevitably—Tom’s voice in her head: “Did you enjoy your dinner, Sallow?” he’d say, low and amused. “Did you lick it clean the way you lick me?”
She clenched her thighs together, chasing friction. If he asked the right way—she’d spread her legs and let him devour her right here. Rosalind could still feel the pull of the tether, still tight in her spine. The drag of his tongue along her cheek. That sick, exquisite pleasure coiled deep within her.
Fuck. Fuck.
She exhaled. Her fingers knotted in the sheets. She felt it starting again. Hunger. Shame. Ruin.
“Get lost, Camille,” she muttered, eyes closed. She felt the cat leap from the bed.
Her fingers drifted…
It wasn’t often she had the dormitory to herself. No Gwen smothering comfort. No Parisa interruptions. No need to be quiet.
She could scream if she wanted to. She could cry his name and no one would know.
…Except him. He’d know. He always fucking knew. That she was touching herself minutes after he sent soup and a cursed flower.
Her fingers stilled.
No! Fuck it. Fuck Tom. There was agency here, somewhere. She was doing this to punish him. He didn’t get to touch her like this. Not now, not while he still had the Frame. Let him feel her –
Her fingers slipped between her thighs. Fucking soaked. She bit her lip, teeth sharp, catching the sound before it escaped. A whine, almost. Her fingers dragged through the slick and circled her clit. Once. Twice. Not nearly enough.
She arched slightly, back taut, head tipped to the side. Let the tether hum under her skin, let the memory of his mouth play in her mind. His voice in her ear, his fingers bruising her hips, that goddamn flower between them, poison and all.
A pulse of pleasure. White-hot. Building—
Tom’s face between her legs. A terrible smile. Wet with her arousal. Fingers dipping in and out. Whispering something foul, "Should I taste your arse, too? I’m sure you’re even sweeter there."
Her legs twitched. Her head tipped back. The tether pulsed, hot and straight to her ribcage.
He would say that, wouldn’t he? Fucking freak. Something utterly destabilizing—so that when she came, she was thinking of him in her arse—
She stopped. Breathing hard. Pulse jackhammering.
She could finish. It would take seconds. He’d feel it.
But then he’d win. And she wasn’t ready to let him win yet.
She knew what he was. She liked it, most days—and if she was being really fucking honest—
— she still liked it.
The idea of making herself come while he felt it, somewhere far away in the castle. It was hot. It was so them. But… fuck. It was depraved, wasn’t it?
She should have cried last night, when it still felt like betrayal. Now it just felt like madness. Wanting him, needing him. Too far gone to find her way out.
Merlin, what was wrong with her? Something clinical, certainly.
She pressed her fingers to her temple and laughed—quiet and horrified. Then she smelled smoke.
She opened her eyes—
—she screamed. A proper, blood-in-the-throat one.
Silver-blue flames licked up the tray, curling across the edge of her duvet. Her sheets were alight. The hem of her nightdress caught a spark. Camille shrieked and vanished beneath the bed.
Rosalind lunged to her feet, arms scrabbling for her wand.
“Aguamenti!” A blast of water burst forward, drenching the tray. Steam exploded up around her, until the flames guttered out.
The bed was soaked. And the flower had survived.
She stared down at it, slick and gleaming on the tray, like it had relished the ordeal. The flower had spread the fire. Trust Tom to send her a present that fought back when burned. Cute.
Rosalind sank to her knees on the drenched mattress, fingers digging into the fabric. Camille did not reappear. She reached for the rose, plucked it from the tray with two fingers. It was still perfect. Still red. Still fucking smug.
Nothing he gave her ever died right.
She groaned.
She could tear up the room, cry, break something.
Or she could just put the fucking thing away.
Rosalind climbed off the bed, crossed to her half-shut trunk, and yanked it open. Clothes spilled from the hinges in every direction. She crouched, found the jewelry box that used to hold a pearl necklace she hadn’t seen in years, and shoved the flower inside.
It fit. Neatly. Like he knew the dimensions.
She slammed the lid shut and pressed down hard enough to hear it snap.
When she turned, Camille was creeping out from beneath the bed.
“Isn’t he sweet?” Rosalind drawled.
Then she collected the tray, the spoon, the bowl, and let her magic begin to clean up the mess she’d made.
-.-
When the girls returned from the library at curfew, Rosalind stayed still beneath the covers, Camille curled into her side.
She didn’t sleep. Time dragged.
It was now four in the morning, and her heart twitched like a trapped insect.
He’d pulled the tether all night.
From the Room. The Undercroft. Closer, even—hovering just outside the Ravenclaw common room. There was a moment she swore he was at the foot of her bed. Another where she imagined him behind her—hand between her legs, mouth at her neck, breath hot with apology.
What if he did apologize? What if he called her darling, like it meant something? What if he whispered I was wrong, you win, you’re all I want?
She was starving—for answers, for dominance, for her brain to shut the fuck up and stop conjuring soft fantasies of him being the one to crack.
He’d also wanked a few minutes ago. She lasted maybe thirty seconds before her own fingers found her again. She’d felt his orgasm like a swift kick to the shins. Her own like a hand clenched around her throat.
She was still trying to justify it as not a loss when the tether went slack.
Fucking finally. He’d fallen asleep.
She moved. Camille bolted from the bed.
Rosalind dressed in silence. Uniform. Wand. Bag. The last shred of dignity she hadn’t already burned to ash.
Then she and Camille slipped out of the dormitory under the cover of Disillusionment and vengeance. She wasn’t going to stay furious for long.
Best to strike now, while she could still pretend it was righteous. Before the tether struck again.
-.-
The first six blasts hadn’t left a mark.
The seventh came back for her.
Rosalind flung ancient magic at the wall, felt the air buckle with heat. She barely ducked before a chunk of ceiling screamed past her head and exploded on the floor behind her.
Camille jumped with a startled yowl, fur puffed like a dandelion. Then, she trotted several feet away and began grooming her paw.
Rosalind straightened, dusting grit from her shoulders. Her heart beat unevenly. The wall stood smooth, like it had never been touched at all. The Room hadn’t just resisted her—it had erased her.
“Oh, that’s rich,” she muttered.
She raised her wand again. “Tom’s study,” she snapped. “Show me his desk. His fucking secrets. Show me the Frame.”
Silence. Not even a whisper of shifting stone.
“I know you opened for him.”
Still nothing.
Another surge climbed through her—a white-hot charge gathering at her core, unspooling toward her fingertips. Her grip tightened.
“Spread your metaphorical legs for him—”
The tether licked her spine, like the echo of his hands, his mouth, his claim .
A second later, magic popped, and the floor buckled. Rosalind caught herself, stomach dropping, and scowled.
Camille hissed and bolted.
And then—stillness. As if nothing had happened.
“Fuck—” she snarled, and flung her left hand forward. This time she didn’t hold back —fuck Tom, fuck the Room, fuck the castle, fuck the entire fucking sky— and sent a blast of raw ancient magic toward the spot the door had to be .
The force of it hurled her back. The wind knocked out of her as she slammed into the wall. It was hard enough to blur her vision, and she tasted copper at the back of her throat. The force of it reverberated down her spine until her toes and fingers tingled.
She slumped to the floor. The wall stayed pristine. Her ribs ached. Her pride felt freshly flayed.
Camille trotted over, putting one cold paw on Rosalind’s thigh. She blinked her yellow-green eyes up at her and chirped.
The Room wouldn’t even give her tongue-in-cheek alternatives like the other night. It didn’t want her in. Of course it didn’t – Tom practically made love to this fucking sentient room every other night. Of course it protected his secrets.
She hadn’t expected the Frame to be waiting. She wasn’t naïve. Tom would’ve accounted for her temper—might’ve counted on it—and carved the protections himself. He liked to bait her. He liked it when she snapped.
But still. The Room didn’t even try to humor her this time. No cheeky alternatives. No misdirections. Just blank, obedient silence.
Rosalind stroked Camille’s fur. Thought. Decided.
With a wry little smile, she picked Camille up in her arms.
If the Room wouldn’t let her in, she’d blow the fucking door off somewhere else.
-.-
Last time she’d been in the Prefect’s office, Tom had fingered her against the desk.
She picked up the crystal inkwell—cut-glass, too ornate—and uncorked it. One by one, she tipped it over the notebooks stacked beside it, watching the ink bleed through parchment, soak the spines, crawl in thick black veins across the wood.
She exhaled slowly, poisonously—like something venomous finally draining out. Her shoulders dropped two inches.
The top drawer held three sets of keys. She took each of them off the ring, then threw them across the room one after another. A few hit the bookshelf with a satisfying clang, metal clattering to the floor. Others she dropped into the spilled ink.
Next drawer: quills. Dozens of them, lined like soldiers. She snapped each one at the neck. Snap. Snap. Snap.
By the time she reached the last, her knuckles ached and her hands were black to the wrist. The tether throbbed, a hot, pulsing flicker.
She surveyed the damage. Ruined parchment. Broken quills. Keys like shrapnel on the floor. The ink soaked through the desk’s grain, and for a moment she could almost smell him—smoke and salt, the scent that clung to his skin after long nights here.
He’d probably laugh when he saw it. That was fine. She didn’t do it for him.
Camille stretched, let out a soft, judgmental ehh . Rosalind wiped her hands on the cloak hanging by the door. It probably didn’t belong to Tom or Nicasia, but it would do.
Just before she left, she cast one last charm—filling the room with the unmistakable stench of rotten fish.
She paused. Gagged.
Smiled.
“Sorry, Nicasia,” she said, mock-sweet. “Hope you can forgive me.”
-.-
The windows of Greenhouse Three fogged faintly with morning chill. A crop of venomous shrubs hissed from the corner, leaves twitching. Tom barely registered them.
He’d arrived fifteen minutes early. It wasn’t the first time he’d asked Garlick for a partner switch. There was always a reason—Head Boy logistics, a nod to House unity, some deflection about fairness. This morning it was Rosalind.
S he’d been unwell last week, he said, frowning just enough. Pale. Distracted. Someone ought to keep an eye on her.
Garlick had agreed at once.
He stood now at the second station from the door, where the light caught the hard line of his cheekbones. His sweater lay folded on the bench. Sleeves rolled to the elbow. Tie straight. A fresh pair of gloves arranged at an exact forty-five-degree angle beside the potting tray.
He wasn’t watching the door, but he tracked every creak of hinge, every scuff of footfall, every change in breath.
At 8:56, Abraxas entered, his hair slicked back perfectly, smirk in place. He stepped to Tom’s station like it was settled—like yesterday hadn’t happened. Tom didn’t speak, only turned his head. Abraxas rerouted like a trained dog.
Tom realigned the trowel.
The greenhouse door creaked again.
Potter and Thistlewood entered mid-laugh. Paloma Wind trailed behind them. Veronika and Amalthea. Then, Nicasia arrived with a hand already on his shoulder.
“Tom. Someone vandalized the Prefect’s office.”
He turned to look at her.
She faltered. “I stopped by for my notes. Someone broke in. Ink everywhere, keys gone, every quill snapped in half. It was mad. I swear, it had to be Tugwood—she’s always furious at me—and—” she leaned closer, lowering her voice. “It smells like rotten fish. Disgusting, truly—”
“Did you clean it up?”
Nicasia blinked. “What?”
Tom turned away, already bored. “Take care of it.”
Nicasia made some noise of disgust, but drifted off to her station anyway.
Rosalind. It had her fingerprints all over it. He could see her now: alone at dawn, mouth twisted in that particular smirk she wore when she thought herself clever.
For a brief moment, Tom felt mild concern over what was about to happen in class. She was volatile at the best of times. And this wasn’t the best of times. She could walk in and hex him. Walk in and cry. Walk in and smile. Or she might not walk in at all.
He’d prepared for all of it. Every scenario filed, sorted, counterweighted. His contingencies had contingencies.
Still, the unknown twisted. Irrational. Inconvenient.
He adjusted the gloves again. One degree clockwise.
It couldn’t be that dramatic, she was Rosalind after all, and making a scene was the last thing she wanted. Rosalind preferred her outbursts in private, too clever to trace back to her.
And besides, they’d discovered that new game: the shared silence of separate beds, hands working in sync. Climaxes felt levels away. Magic was such a cruel little voyeur. Tom was fairly certain Rosalind wouldn’t be engaging in that if she wasn’t somewhat still in this thing.
The door creaked once more.
And then—
Her.
The thread pulled taut. It thrummed beneath his ribs like a struck chord.
“You’re a shite friend,” Tugwood was saying. “Two days you stand me up for training. Once was enough, but two? What am I to you?”
“I’m sorry, Vee,” Rosalind answered, light but tired. Her voice was like a punch to his gut. “You know I haven’t been feeling well.”
“Owls exist. As does Parisa’s House Elf boyfriend.”
“Shut up, Varinia,” Eldridge grumbled.
He tracked her without looking, the slight tremor in the air as she passed behind him. She was heading for the front, and Garlick, with impeccable timing, turned from the blackboard.
“Partner switch up. You’re with Mr. Riddle today, Miss Sallow. Miss Weasley with Mr. Potter. Miss Tugwood with Miss Parkinson. Miss Eldridge, there’s an open seat next to Miss Mulciber.”
Eldridge made a sound of disgust. Tugwood let out a strangled sob.
He let himself look.
Rosalind stood with her back to him only a few paces away. Her hair was curled and shiny, tossed over one shoulder. Her uniform was, characteristically, slightly askew, with her skirt rolled enough times that he knew if she bent forward, he’d seen the line of her stockings. Her head tilted just enough for the light to catch one diamond earring.
And the thread. The thread was burning.
If Tom knew anything about his witch—and he knew plenty—it was that she hadn’t, until this very moment, decided what to do. Rosalind was brilliant, radiant, occasionally obscene in ways that made him forget to breathe. But she existed in the moment, jumping from one reckless decision to another.
She was choosing now. Right in front of him.
Tom adjusted the angle of the trowel.
He registered it distantly: his heart had started to race.
Then she turned.
If the thread was burning before, it was practically an inferno now. Tom held together his composure as he threatened to buckle over from the wave of it. Grab her. Drag her away. Fuck her senseless.
She was smirking. Her lips were painted a glossy shade of plum.
His gaze traced the hemline, the collarbone, the slow curl of her mouth. His mind peeled her down to garters and stockings—just as she’d looked in the Undercroft—her heels pressed to his thighs.
“My lucky day,” she said—and walked toward him like it was.
She let her bag fall beside him, just close enough to graze his thigh. Her perfume followed, cutting through the damp air with jasmine and dark fruit. Not the drugged, opium-laced note from the Frame. Hers, undiluted.
Her eyes met his for one, agonizing second, and then–
Her hand found the center of his chest. She leaned in without ceremony, without hesitation, and kissed him.
Tom’s hand curled around the edge of the table. He saw stars.
It was a stake in the ground, and her flag waved off it.
The thread between them roared to life , molten, lapping at his ribs like fire. It wasn’t satisfied—it was starving . And so was he.
Her lips tasted like cherries. Not chocolate cake.
When she pulled back, her fingers ghosted along the front of his tie, catching the knot, adjusting it with a flick that was more habit than flirtation. But her eyes stayed on his. A single, breathy little moan escaped her lips before she dropped it completely, and she attempted to hide a scowl.
Then she sat, smooth and slow, like nothing had happened at all.
Someone coughed behind them. Garlick let out something like a laugh and turned to the front of the room. Tom didn’t acknowledge either. He reached for his stool, dragged it half a foot closer, and sat beside her. Their shoulders met. She didn’t move away.
“Morning, Rosalind,” he said, as if he wasn’t near detonation.
She pulled her gloves from her bag and slapped them onto the table next to his with a force that drew a second glance from Paloma Wind.
“Good morning, Tom.” Her voice was steady. Her hands were not.
He glanced down at them, the faint tremble in her fingers. Then he looked away—down at his lap—and allowed himself the smallest of smiles.
Whatever came next, he already had her.
Garlick clapped her hands. “Good morning! New greenhouse, new plants—let’s see what fun’s growing today, shall we? We’re taking a break from term projects to help with my new bouncing bulbs. Six per station. And do be careful—they bounce.”
Chairs scraped. Boots shuffled. The scent of damp soil curled through the air.
Tom didn’t look at her when he spoke.
“I missed you yesterday,” he said, sliding on his gloves. “Are you feeling better?”
She didn’t answer immediately. Her fingers slowed as she pulled on her own gloves.
“Much better,” she said finally.
Tom picked up the trowel, rotated it once in his hand, then set it back down.
“The last time I saw you,” he said, “you looked wrecked. Still beautiful, of course.”
That earned him a glance. Her chin tilted a fraction. But before she could speak, he continued, brushing old soil from his gloves like it bored him.
“Then again,” he said, “you always look good when you’re torturing me.”
A truth shaped to cut. He pictured her again—blood-drenched, blouse torn open, her voice ragged from screaming at him. The skirt barely intact, curve of her arse hanging out the side. The thread pulled so tight he thought they might both shatter.
It had been magnificent.
He didn’t say it aloud. But his eyes gave him away—and she caught every inch of it.
She blinked once. Then she rolled her eyes. “Are you getting the bouncing bulbs, Riddle, or am I?”
Tom didn’t answer. He stood and made his way to the front, where the crates loomed—fat, root-tangled bulbs twitching in their bedding. He studied them like one might select a dueling opponent. Then he reached for the largest. Misshapen. Bristling. A challenge. It kicked in his palm.
When he returned, she was already steadying the pot. Her posture was impeccable. Her grip was too loose.
“Careful,” he said, nudging her elbow as he set the bulb down. “You’re holding it wrong.”
“I think I can manage a bouncing vegetable.”
“It’s not a vegetable.”
“Weed, then.”
“You’re wrong on both counts.” He reached across the lip of the pot and closed his hands around hers, guiding her fingers into the correct position.
“We cradle it from the base,” he said. “Not the top. Otherwise, it jumps.”
“I know all about cradling it from the base, Riddle.”
His grip tightened. Her voice was careless, but his mind went feral—her hands, soft and wicked, wrapped around him; her mouth, wet and eager, the same as it had been last weekend, on her knees in the dark. A flash of garters. Her heel digging into his thigh. His cock in her mouth, her mouth—
He grunted. Cleared his throat. “Hold it steady,” he said. “I’m depotting.”
She clicked her tongue but obeyed.
He moved deliberately. The bulb came loose with a single pull, roots curling like nerves. He tamped the soil flat then looked at her. She hadn’t moved, still silent, eyes on his hands.
The next two bulbs went the same. She watched. He worked. When she finally insisted on trying one herself, it took both hands and a charm to keep it from bouncing straight off the table. He caught it before it hit the floor. She flushed. He didn’t speak.
He liked her like this—flustered, inadequate, dependent on his steadiness.
Their conversation remained tethered to the assignment. Planting depth. Root orientation. Distribution of compost. He didn’t needle her yet, though he tugged on the thread once—just to feel her shiver.
After, he brushed the soil from his gloves. Across the bench, Rosalind’s gloves were already off—tossed carelessly aside—as she inspected her nails with boredom. He didn’t speak until the rustle of movement settled.
“So,” he said.
“So,” she replied, breezy, dismissive.
“That was a very public kiss.”
She didn’t look at him. Her eyes drifted to the last bulb, her mouth curving faintly. “Maybe it was a performative kiss. Seemed appropriate. Since you had me walking and talking like a dancing monkey all week.”
Tom tilted his head, studying her. “Is that what it was?” he asked. “A performance?”
She didn’t answer. Instead, she reached for the trowel, tapped it once against the bench.
He was too busy watching the way her mouth moved, wishing it was pink and swollen from kissing him. At least wrapped around a cigarette. That was his favorite.
“Obviously,” she said at last.
He leaned in. “You tasted like yourself again.”
That did it. Her head turned and she flushed.
“You sound like you missed the real me,” she murmured. “Too bad you created the other one.”
“It didn’t take you long to come back.”
She set the trowel down, fingers suddenly still. Then she leaned toward him, until her breath hit his mouth.
“Give me the fucking Frame, Tom.”
It thrilled him. Her directness. Her audacity.
Because he had a masochistic streak these days, Tom did not reply. That only made her more annoyed, eyes narrowing, lips curving down into a frown. It made her very cute.
Unfortunately.
Fuck. He wasn’t going to last.
She had her hand on the scale now, and he was going to give it to her.
The trick now was making it look like strategy, not surrender.
Tom offered her a placating, charming little smile.
Rosalind yanked the thread between them. He stumbled, just a second, toward her before catching himself.
“Nice try,” he said, but found himself reaching for her anyway–
Then, Garlick clapped her hands, and the moment dissolved like mist.
“Wonderful, everyone! Bell’s about to ring—please leave your bulbs here and remember to collect your bags on the way out!”
-.-
Rosalind had no fucking clue what she was doing, but as Garlick dismissed the class, she was already moving. Bag on her shoulder, thoughtless hand on Tom’s bicep, a half-formed “See you later—”
He caught her waist before she could finish.
One hand slid to the small of her back. The other pulled her in. One moment her eyes were on the door—her exit, her escape—and the next, she was pressed against him.
Woodsmoke. Citrus. Tom. Tom. Tom.
She hadn’t meant to kiss him before. Only to join him—to be near, to avoid a scene. But somehow her hands found his tie, and her mouth found his like she’d done it a hundred times. Reflex, maybe. But not an accident.
Her magic snapped to attention. His name lit across her ribs. A sick, glorious compulsion: touch him, impress him, make him laugh, make him want.
He buried his face in her neck.
For a second she held herself still, spine locked. Then she breathed—shallow, stuttering—and nearly collapsed into the warmth of him. She knew this was dangerous. Knew what came next. And still—
She had not planned for this. Had not accounted for the way it would feel to be near him again, tethered, the thing between them no longer theoretical but burning real and bright. She’d made it real. And now it lived inside her—an ache, a fire.
If she told anyone what this was—what it felt like—they’d call it possession. Obsession. Madness. Maybe they’d be right. But they didn’t know. They hadn’t felt the tether spark to life, hadn’t tasted what it meant to be wanted like that. It wasn’t sane. It wasn’t healthy. But it was hers. And for the first time in weeks, she felt like herself again.
Evelyn’s words echoed in her ear: Oh. There was only him.
Merlin, she was in fucking deep.
“I heard you destroyed the Prefect’s Office this morning,” he murmured, nose brushing just beneath her ear.
Her knees nearly buckled. Her hands found his sweater. Traitorous things.
“I had to return the gift,” she said, voice steadier than it should have been. “You love the smell of rotting fish.”
He leaned back just far enough to look at her. Fingers grazing her hair, tucking it behind her shoulder.
Then his mouth met hers in something that could be called a kiss, but was mostly a way for him to whisper: “So you loved the flower?”
“Evil fucking thing,” she breathed into him.
“You did, then.”
“Unfortunately.”
“Mr. Riddle,” Garlick called from the front. Her voice teetered between amused and weary. “If you stand any closer, you’ll pollinate Miss Sallow. Five points from Slytherin.”
Rosalind made a small, incredulous noise. Tom didn’t look away.
“Of course, Professor,” he said calmly. His grip loosened. His hands didn’t linger.
The rest of the class filed out in pairs. Chairs scraped. A bulb bounced. Someone knocked over a watering can and swore. But it all felt like background noise—painted scenery behind the only real thing in the room.
Tom was still watching her. There was relief in his eyes. Excitement. The smug little glint of a boy who’d just confirmed what he already knew: that she hadn’t walked. That she was still playing.
And she didn’t know who that made more pathetic—him, for needing her to stay, or her, for wanting to. They were so fucking lost in this. Like two addicts desperate for their next fix.
If they both wanted the same thing, did that still make it a win for him? Was it even a game if she liked how it felt?
He tilted his head, gaze trailing over her.
“You look well,” he said. “Yourself, really.”
Her mouth curled. “Disappointed?”
“Not at all.” His voice dipped. “I prefer you like this.”
She let the smile sharpen. “I’ll be even more myself,” she said, “if you give me the fucking Frame.”
The tether shimmered—hot and alive. It crackled between them, and she knew: if she asked, he’d kneel.
She considered asking.
He could’ve said a dozen things. Cruel things. True ones. His eyes dropped to her mouth. He licked his lips.
“I’m waiting for you to convince me.”
Then he bent to collect his bag like it hadn’t meant anything. I’m waiting for you to convince me.
As if she hadn’t already? As if she hadn’t bared her soul and her teeth and every inch of her body for him! She turned around, ready to snarl in his face—
His hand found her arse and squeezed . A full, greedy handful—possessive and practiced, like he’d done it a hundred times in dreams and a dozen in real life and decided today he’d earned it.
She gasped. A shocked little laugh escaped before she could catch it. “Tom–” she said, recovering, trying to fight the heat that was spreading up her neck.
Gods, what the fuck was wrong with her?
He patted her in the same place. Twice. Mock-gentle. Maddeningly calm.
“Come,” he said, like it wasn’t a request. “Let me walk you to lunch. You haven’t had a proper meal in days.”
She stepped away, ears burning, pulse wild, arousal a molten curse between her thighs.
“Touch me again,” she said, “and I’ll break your fucking fingers.”
“I would love for you to try, darling.”
He was still smiling when he said it, but his eyes dragged over her like she was already halfway undressed.
Rosalind turned toward the door. Tom fell into step behind her, hand landing in a far more appropriate place—her lower back. As if he hadn’t even heard the threat she’d made.
He leaned in, voice hot at her ear, and murmured, “Maybe I’m nearly convinced. Two orgasms since Saturday, and I didn’t even touch you. Imagine what I could do with actual contact.”
She slapped his hand away and stopped in the doorway.
“Well, we won’t find out,” she snarled. “Not until you give me the fucking Frame.”
His mouth twitched. It was all so funny to him.
That was it. She’d had enough. She was done letting him win.
Rosalind stepped closer, eyes like daggers. “I’m done playing the game. You’re going to lose. You’re going to fold. You’ll come crawling on your knees to me—just like you always do.”
Tom’s eyes were on her mouth. The rest of his face gave nothing away. But the tether jerked. Quick. Controlled. Like he swallowed a scream.
“You’d better hope I’m feeling more forgiving then than I am right now,” she added.
And then she left him there. No glance back, just the sharp click of her boots as she caught up with the girls—head high, pulse racing, and for once, in the fucking lead.
Notes:
long boy to make up for the longer time between updates. i really hope you enjoyed this one, it was a monster to draft and edit and make sure i got every emotional beat correct. crazy how difficult it is to write a character like rosalind who feels 1000 things at once? lol
let me know your thoughts! i particularly loved writing the knights scene, letting tom lay into abraxas...
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thank you all for reading. i adore you all!
Chapter 35: Terms of Surrender
Chapter Text
Monday. Curfew.
Tom was starved beneath the cloisters of the Transfiguration Courtyard, sunk in shadow. The Watcher’s Frame sat heavy in his coat pocket. He hadn’t eaten since lunch. Magic like this worked better when he was hollow.
He knew her schedule—library until half-nine, a cigarette outside Greenhouse Three now that the weather permitted it, then the long walk to the Grand Staircase through the courtyard. She almost never strayed. Tonight, she’d made it very clear he wasn’t invited.
“Girls’ night,” she’d said through her teeth, fingers clawing at his sweater even as she shoved him off. That had been after dinner, near the Slytherin hourglass in the Entrance Hall. “You’re not in the club.”
Three hours in the library was generous by his standards. It gave him time to melt into shadow and replay her words until they cut into bone.
You’re going to lose. You’re going to fold. You’ll come crawling on your knees to me—just like you always do.
Tom leaned against the cold stone, shoulder brushing the ivy, and drew a cigarette from his silver case. She wouldn’t be long. He dragged on the cigarette, nicotine sanding him down, smoke drowning him deeper in shadow.
The tether bit sharper, a hook in his chest, dragging him closer with every breath.
Tom exhaled, and let the fantasy unspool.
He pictured her bare.
Rosalind—legs draped over his shoulders, mouth parted in his name. He saw flashes of her magic coursing through her skin, every silver-blue pulse stinging beneath his hands. He could almost feel it: their power colliding until the thread blazed bright. Their promise. Their prophecy. Or just their madness.
He could hear her. “Tom—oh, Tom—Tom—”
He forced the images down. They stayed. His mind cleared only enough to want more.
The Frame sat in his pocket, cold and silent. It hadn’t always kept quiet. It had buzzed in his desk drawer for weeks—low pulses, thrumming through pages, whining whenever she passed too close.
He never left it now. Her magic was too volatile, too tuned to him. She could sniff it out by instinct alone. He wasn’t letting her win it like that. If she was going to get it, it would be placed in her palms by him.
So, for now, he kept it close. Let her feel it. Let it pull her, steady as gravity, stamped with his name.
Tom smiled in the shadows. Waited.
She was coming through the western arch—footsteps first, then laughter. The thread snagged under his ribs. His jaw clenched. His hand twitched for his wand.
They rounded the far pillar. Rosalind first, head tipped back in laughter, striding as if she meant to outrun him. Like she knew he’d be here.
Tom pasted on a courtly smile and stepped into her path. Her gaze snapped to him, annoyed, then amused.
Weasley spotted him next and faltered, letting Eldridge catch up.
“Evening,” he said mildly, fingers curling around Rosalind’s wrist. He stepped just close enough to block her path. Fountain behind her. Him in front. Nowhere to run but into him.
“Evening, Tom.” Weasley touched Eldridge’s sleeve, smiling faintly. “We’ll see you upstairs, Rosie.”
Rosalind blinked late. “You don’t have to—”
But they were already gone.
Tom drew her into the alcove.
“Now,” he said, low, “where were we?”
The shadows closed in.
She yanked her wrist free as if it burned, then swayed toward him anyway. She wasn’t immune, just practiced at pretending. She snatched the cigarette, disdain disguised as recovery.
The tether clawed up his spine, hot at the back of his throat.
“How did you do that?” she asked, drawing on the cigarette, smoke curling from her mouth. His eyes went straight there.
“Magic,” he said.
She scoffed. “No shit. So you’re masking the tether now?”
He shrugged. Not quite. Crude shadow-binding, unstable, but enough to fool her. If she’d felt him in the alcove, she’d have rerouted.
“So what did you want?” she asked, arms crossed, eyes narrowed, trying to form a barrier, like her arms could stop him.
It didn’t work.
He pulled the thread, and she gasped. For a split second, it was there—the silver-blue strand between them. Bright as prophecy. Dangerous as the kind of beauty men killed for.
He smiled. She was made for this, made for him. It was holy.
“I thought we might go to the Undercroft,” he said as the thread faded away. “Or the Room. Yours or mine?”
She scoffed. “Sure, Tom. One of our haunted rooms. Almost fuck, then fight. Perfect.”
“I agree,” he said. “But we could skip the almost .”
She rolled her eyes and moved to step past him.
He caught her arm, hard enough to make her choose: fight or stay. The tether snapped—his body jolted. Blood slammed south. Her pulse kicked under his hand. She yanked away again , and he nearly groaned.
But she didn’t leave.
“You’re still angry,” he said, the words too thin to cover the fracture. “I thought you’d be over this by now. I already apologized. I even sent a flower.”
“No,” she said, incredulous. “You’ve flirted. You’ve stalked me between classes. You’ve pulled on the tether like it’s a leash and hoped I’d come wagging. You haven’t apologized.”
“I’m here now,” he said. “For you. That’s more than most people get.”
“I’m not most people, Tom. Especially not to you.”
She took another drag, eyes drifting to his mouth. The thread throbbed between them, raw as a bruise.
“It’s almost unbearable, isn’t it?” he whispered. “How badly it wants us to give in.”
Give in not just to her mouth, her skin. To the open wound she left when she stepped away. He knew its name, but he wouldn’t say it. Wouldn’t even think it.
“Merlin, you think you’re mercy incarnate.”
She stepped forward as Tom leaned back into the stone.
Rosalind just stared at him, steady and searching. Salazar, she was beautiful. Eyes he could drown in. He nearly stepped forward to prove it.
Then she blew smoke into his face, and Tom opened his mouth to catch it.
The thread writhed. Heat lashed through him. He swallowed her breath.
It was exquisite agony. He couldn’t fucking stand it.
He should pin her against the wall. She wouldn’t stop him. The thread would seize, and she’d melt. But that was the fucking problem, wasn’t it? He didn’t want her pliant—he wanted her blazing. Wanted her to look him in the eye and choose it.
Choose him and know it.
He leaned forward—only a breath—and her magic thrummed against his tongue. One more second and he’d have licked her teeth.
“That was hot,” Rosalind said into his mouth before pulling back slightly. “I’ll give you that.”
Her eyes met his. She rose onto her toes, closing the inch between them like it belonged to her. Tom slid his hands around her waist, anchoring her against him. Her gaze shifted—softened, he thought, for a heartbeat. Or sharpened. He couldn’t tell.
“You’ll have to do more than hot, Tom.”
She ground the cigarette out against the wall beside his head, patted his cheek, then peeled his hands from her waist. Tom reluctantly released her, and she stepped away.
The thread hummed, tugging like she was walking off with part of him. His fingers flexed. Grab her. Pull her back. Follow.
He didn’t want her to leave again. He was so fucking sick of her leaving. The fury of it burned in his chest. He didn’t know what it would do to him if she kept walking away. He wasn’t sure he’d allow her the illusion of choice much longer.
“Stay.” The word cracked out of him like a plea. Christ—pathetic.
Rosalind threw a hand up. “I’ll see you in the morning, Tom.”
“Rosalind.”
She stopped. The thread ached. She looked back—lips crooked in a half-smile—and he nearly dropped to his knees in the dark.
He’d fall to his fucking knees for her, and still, she was leaving.
“This is me playing nice, Rosalind.” The truth of it sliced through him. “I can play much less nice. ”
Rosalind paused and took it. He watched shock twist into something he knew too well.
Challenge.
“Then go on,” she replied, eyes glittering. “Show me.”
From Rosalind, that was a declaration of war.
He watched her go. The Frame was dead weight in his pocket. The tether burned.
War, then. At least it meant she was still his.
-.-
Tuesday. Evening.
She was absolutely not stalking Tom.
She was only standing between the stacks, pretending to browse, checking him every thirty seconds, clutching an orange-spined book not even in English.
Did it even count as stalking if he was, technically, still her boyfriend? Even if she’d denied him every privilege—time, attention, her body—since Saturday?
He sat near the librarian’s desk, all perfect posture and pious focus, buried in some dreary tome—probably duller than Goblin Banking Bullshit. He read like a monk and was probably plotting her downfall like a war general.
So hot. So fucking hot.
Tom shifted in his seat as he turned the page. Rosalind stepped left, just enough to catch his jawline.
He was fucking gorgeous. She hated him. She adored him. Both, unfortunately, were gospel.
The tether pulled tight. It hadn’t felt like flirting in days—now it throbbed. Demanded. Begged her to slide into his lap and lick his throat. She’d come that morning, hand between her thighs, his name on her tongue, in the Quidditch showers. Idiotic. But when the tether went hot, so did she.
One would think orgasming with your boyfriend was winning. But those fools had never met Tom Riddle.
Rosalind tapped her fingers and watched him through the gap she’d carved in the stacks. Tom leaned back slightly, one hand lifting to adjust the cuff of his sleeve, his gold ring catching the light. For a second, she pictured his ringed finger working her open—Tom between her legs, whispering something vile and true—
Rosalind growled— slag —and snapped away.
There were a hundred better ways to spend an evening—and she chose this. She could’ve been studying with the girls. Or dragged herself back to the Undercroft to talk to Isidora. Instead, she was here, pining over Tom like he wasn’t still the bastard holding the Watcher’s Frame.
What had he meant, last night, when he said he could be much less nice ? And Merlin, why did it turn her on so much? She resisted the urge to slam her head into the orange-spined book. Her jaw locked. She forced herself to breathe.
Her magic paced restlessly up and down her limbs, ache turning feral. Her skin felt stitched shut, ready to split. She swallowed. Her hands curled tighter around the book.
Then he yanked on the tether, like he knew she was watching. Hard enough to make her gasp.
The book slipped; she bent over it like a fool, lungs catching, thighs clenching. A sharp huff, then she straightened, shoved her hair back with all the dignity of a drowned rat.
Stalking Tom in the library. Like some lovesick ghoul. Pathetic.
“Oi, Sallow.”
She jumped.
Marcellus Avery stood a few feet away, smiling like he knew something she’d never forgive.
“Fucking hell, Avery,” she snapped.
“I’m looking for something,” he said, offhand and unmoved.
Rosalind only glared.
Mars clicked his tongue, smirk already forming. “Come on. Be a sweetheart. Help a poor boy out.”
There it was—that usual Avery slime. Playful. Almost charming, if you liked mildew. She rolled her eyes and stepped aside to avoid choking on his cologne. He crouched beside her, scanning spines, pretending to read.
“He’s not going to last much longer,” he said, voice pitched high, loud enough to turn heads. “You keep walking around like that.”
Rosalind stilled. Magic coiled beneath her ribs, sharp and sudden. Slowly, she looked down.
Mars was still crouched, still staring at the shelves, but he wasn’t reading the titles anymore. His jaw was slack. His eyes were glazed.
Rosalind’s pulse spiked.
He turned his head and looked up at her, smiling wide, all teeth and no warmth.
“He sends his apologies,” he added. “And would like for me to add that you look lovely today.”
The orange-spined book hit the floor like a body.
“How dare you–” But Mars stood slowly.
He looked like he always did—white shirtsleeves under his jumper, hair tousled just right, shoes polished to perfection. Like every boy in Tom’s circle—polish on rot, handsome as a mask. But his eyes were glossed and wrong. Words that weren’t his.
Her spine felt dipped in icewater.
He just stared. Everywhere at once. A million miles away and yet tracking her every movement.
“What—fuck—what did he do to you?”
Mars blinked slowly, like the question had to swim through syrup. He licked his bottom lip. “Nothing I didn’t ask for.”
“You asked for this?”
“It’s good practice,” he said, voice slack, the vowels a little too rounded. “Helps him get it right. Helps me learn to fight it off—”
“Fuck,” she whispered. Even for Tom, this was a new flavor of deranged.
The Imperius Curse.
It wasn’t clean. If it had been, she wouldn’t have noticed. Tom hadn’t overtaken Mars; he’d bent him, nudged him, left just enough behind to make it messy.
Her stomach twisted—fear tangled with the same heat that had her clenching around nothing minutes ago. He wasn’t just playing with Mars. He was testing the rules.
Mars’s gaze slipped out of sync, one eye slightly more bloodshot than the other, his balance off, sweat forming at his temple. “You smell like—” he started again, voice slurred, skipping like a cursed gramophone.
Rosalind crossed her arms. “Save it.”
He blinked hard. One eye dragged a half-beat behind.
“Right,” he muttered. “Best not to say that one. He said if I flirted properly, I’d regret it. Hard to tell what’s me and what’s from him.”
She arched a brow.
“I am here to share his apologies,” Mars said. “Yes. His apologies.”
“Did he say for what, exactly?”
Mars lifted his hand to run it through his hair—but stalled, hovering between them.
“He said if you asked that,” he swallowed, “to say it was for always winning.”
She scoffed. “And what gets reported back to him?”
“All of it.”
Rosalind seized Mars’s shoulders, nails biting in. He went rigid, arms twitching, almost reaching.
The tether lashed, sharp enough to steal her breath. Still, Rosalind held. She licked her lips and stared into Mars’s glassy green eyes, knowing Tom would savor every second.
“Still not good enough, Tommy boy,” she said. “But impressive.”
Then she stepped back, watching the way Mars’s shoulders dropped, the tension snapping out of him. He looked winded and pale. Even his Slytherin charm couldn’t cover the rawness.
Tom had used an Unforgivable Curse to deliver a theatrical message through his most lewd goon. She should’ve been horrified, but he wasn’t unwilling—and she was, as ever, a fool. Rosalind pressed her tongue to the back of her teeth. That certainly was much less nice .
Mars cast her one last dazed look before stepping around her, straight toward Tom’s table.
Then—like he’d been waiting for the moment to ripen—Tom turned. Their eyes locked across the library.
She raised her eyebrows.
He winked.
And she hated herself for the rush of pride.
-.-
Wednesday. Midnight.
The dormitory was hushed, steeped in moonlight. Camille slept at the foot of the bed, one paw twitching, curled in a crescent. Parisa’s cooling charm whispered against the walls. Everyone was asleep—except Rosalind.
Her eyes ached. Her thighs ached worse.
She shifted her pillow, smoothed her nightgown, ignored the tether gnawing at her like a bad tooth, and reached for the book on her nightstand. If she couldn’t sleep, she’d think about anything other than Tom Riddle.
She lifted Gone with the Wind . Battered paperback, cracked spine. She’d seen the film four times, read the book six. Clark Gable, not Tom. Fine by her.
Her bookmark—a scrap of parchment scrawled with half-legible quotes—marked the chapter where Scarlett came undone. A fitting warning. She adjusted her wand, whispered a quiet Lumos—
—and froze as a piece of parchment dropped onto her chest.
Citrus. Woodsmoke. And, worse—Tom.
One corner was singed, as though he’d wanted to destroy it—then decided she should suffer it instead.
Fuck.
She unfolded it slowly. His calligraphy stared back. Precise. Merciless. Smug.
Sallow,
You’re probably wondering how I got this letter into your beloved paperback. Don’t bother. You never linger on what you’d rather not understand.
This is not an apology. If you want flowers, go back to Sunday. If you want my confessions, here they are:
- I threaded an Imperius Curse with a Confundus Charm. He begged to test it. I obliged. I appreciated your praise—it was impressive.
- If he’d touched you, I’d have snapped each of his fingers at the knuckle and gift-wrapped them for you. Like the flower—only prettier.
- I often think about the stupid patience of fate. Every tiny, ridiculous misstep, just to make you exactly this. Helen of Troy didn’t launch a thousand ships—men did, for the idea of her. You tied a thread of impossible magic to my heart and pulled.
Tell me, Rosalind—what war do you think I wouldn’t wage?
I’ll scorch fields. I’ll empty halls. I’ll spill blood until the only thing left is you and me at the end of this world.
But I’d rather it be over.
The Frame will be yours—when you admit what you want.
There’s no moral high ground left, darling. You already climbed down.
Yours, in every sense you dare claim,
Tom
P.S. There’s a new Bogey and Bacall picture playing this summer. If you’re good, I’ll take you to see it—then fuck you mad after, so you’ll always remember.
P.P.S. This letter burns in six seconds. Don’t dawdle.
Rosalind let out a sound she didn’t recognize.
The parchment hissed to ash. The smell lingered—citrus, smoke, Tom—and Rosalind couldn’t breathe.
She should laugh, cut it to ribbons, as always. But fuck—
You tied a thread of impossible magic to my heart and pulled.
Absurd. Madness. Everything she wanted to hear. Her thighs pressed; her pulse refused to slow.
She believed him. She believed every word, down to the promise of blood and fire. Believed he’d burn the world until only they remained. And she wanted it—wanted to stand beside him at the end of everything.
The tether throbbed, molten and merciless.
Too fucking bad he still hadn’t given her the Frame. Until then, want was a luxury she couldn’t afford.
Camille stirred at the foot of the bed. Rosalind gathered her close, desperate for something solid to anchor her.
She pressed her forehead to Camille’s fur. She told herself it would pass. That she’d wake stronger, sharper. That Future Rosalind would know how to scrape this out of her skin, even if silence earned her some new, exquisite punishment.
But even as sleep crept in, she heard it, curling through her like smoke.
Yours. Yours. Yours.
Not in Tom’s voice. Hers .
-.-
Thursday. Afternoon.
Her punishment was Tom Riddle, eating a peach in broad daylight.
Rosalind hadn’t known what to expect, seeing Tom after the letter. Not this. Not this obscene performance.
Not him eating fruit like he wasn’t the smug bastard who’d just sworn to burn the world for her.
Druella had declared it the first true spring day of the season—meaning she’d dragged Abraxas out with bread, fruit, and enough linen to stage a Rosethorn Club tableau. Leisure, hollow, with Tom and Rosalind as unwilling props.
They had been walking by—not touching, certainly not arguing—when they’d gotten roped into joining. He’d cornered her after Transfiguration, which was almost a mercy—her other option was Dumbledore’s knowing eyes beckoning her over. Between prophecy and perversion, she’d chosen perversion. Obvious.
Now Dru and Abraxas were gone, off snogging somewhere that Tom couldn’t chastise them for it, and Rosalind was left alone with him—and the peach.
He sat beside her, half in shade, looking composed as if the world existed to please him. He’d removed his sweater and undone the top two buttons of his shirt—something she was fairly certain he only ever did when he knew she was watching. The peach was ruinous. Skin splitting, loud in the quiet shade. Fangs into fruit. Juice slipped down his wrist. His tongue claimed the drip.
Rosalind stared, letting him practice on the fruit, as if he hadn’t already learned her.
She reclined, elbow sinking into the blanket, one leg bent just enough to turn his head. A faint curve to her mouth. Five minutes of silence, and already he was starving.
The tether was un-fucking-bearable. Skin feverish, chest tight, magic gnashing, ready to split her open.
He hadn’t scorched a field or emptied a hall. He’d sat in the sun and eaten fruit, and somehow it was the cruelest move yet.
Fuck. She was sweating.
“I suppose we’re all meant to be excited about Sunday,” she said at last.
Tom wiped his thumb along his jaw. “The Vernal Mixer? Or Occlumency exam?”
“Occlumency,” she laughed. “Nothing to worry about on that front.”
“Not at all,” he agreed, eyes still on the peach.
Her knickers were soaked through, the tether gnawing, unrelenting. Talking about school functions was easier than watching him eat a fucking peach.
She continued, “I meant the Vernal Mixer, obviously . Seventh year tradition. Mingling with the ministry. Two drink tickets. Maybe I’ll see if one of those young ministry boys wants a groping under the table. Nothing says let’s fuck like speaking with bureaucrats in outdated robes.”
Peach juice gleamed on his chin. He didn’t wipe it. He only watched her, unmoved.
“I’m thinking of wearing green,” she added.
“I’m thinking of tearing it off you,” he said, almost reverent.
Her heart beat once, hard.
Rosalind exhaled and looked away. Poisoned flowers. Flirting like knives. Half-imperio’d goons. Love letters written like threats. His mouth on fruit, like practice. Now this.
Tom was really putting in the work. Always relentless. Even in daylight, even with peaches.
But she had her own tricks.
She reached for a banana, peeled it in silence, slow enough to be theatre, and bit into the flesh.
Tom's jaw shifted. His leg moved an inch closer.
“The way you’re eating that,” he said, deadpan, “I’m considering a public disgrace. For you. For me. For anyone watching.”
She raised a brow. “Cute trick, Mr. Peach.”
“I’d do it,” he said. “Right here on the grass. Lick you down to your arse.”
He wiped the back of his hand along his mouth. Then, as if discussing homework, he added—
“Taste those fingers you fucked yourself with this morning.”
Heat twisted low; her thighs pressed together.
“Filthy words,” she said, glancing at her open palm. “And yet my hands remain empty. The Frame would sit nicely there, don’t you think?”
He bit into the peach again—slow and obscene. A performance just for her. She refused to give him the satisfaction, even as her skin hummed with applause. “I told you—all you have to do is come to me and we’ll sort it out.”
“Nice try, Tom. We both know I’ll come to you—”
“—and come for me,” he murmured.
“—and you’ll just withhold it again. I’m tired of the game.”
“ Lie.” His voice didn’t rise. “You love the game. You just hate that I’m winning.”
Rosalind sat up, brushed crumbs from her lap, and didn’t let herself look rattled. “I’m winning. You just want me to beg.”
“I want you to earn it.”
“I’ve earned plenty. Now it’s your turn.”
“You haven’t even started, sweetheart.”
She tossed the banana peel into the grass, bored of the whole performance.
He leaned in slightly, voice low. “Come find me tonight. That’s how you’ll prove it. Don’t you get it, Sallow? I’ve already won.”
Rosalind shivered. Fuck.
“You can have the second-place prize: the Frame. I’ll throw in your cunt on my face—after I’ve fucked you properly. Twice.”
She didn’t flinch. She smiled.
“You’re awfully confident for someone who’s never come inside me.”
His mouth opened, closed, opened again. She knew what he wanted to say—something foul enough to brand her, to sit in her like a seed. It didn’t mean anything. Just him, wanting her naked, wrung out, conquered. So why did her pulse trip, hunger clawing into her chest too?
“We’re back, darlings,” Druella called. Perfect timing, as always.
Rosalind didn’t turn. She kept her eyes on Tom, let the corner of her mouth twitch upward. He was watching her mouth, her throat, her hands—tracking every breath like it already belonged to him.
It was tempting—everything about the Devil always was.
“Salazar, the tension,” Druella said, gliding up behind her. “You could cut it with a wand. Exams, mixers—testosterone. It’s all very Greek tragedy.”
Rosalind stood, dusting off her skirt, her thighs tugging with every step, tether biting with every shift. “We should do something tonight. Blow off steam.”
Druella flung her arms around Rosalind’s shoulders and spun her in a giddy half-circle. “Astronomy Tower? We can drink ourselves silly. Crush at least three hearts under our heels.”
Rosalind looked down at Tom. “Yes. Let’s.”
Plans for ruination, ruined.
His mouth curved—no humor, all cruelty—as he took another obscene bite. He watched her, smug and patient, tongue licking his fingers—
Like he’d already eaten her alive and was still hungry.
-.-
Thursday. Almost midnight.
Tom wasn’t even at the fucking party. That, more than anything, made her want to burn the whole place down. Gin warmed her stomach. It wasn’t enough to sway her, just enough to make her honest. And honesty was this:
She wanted Tom pining after her in the open.
This was his next move, then. Stay away. Let her unravel. Let her chase.
Fucking hell, he was good at this.
The party didn’t notice her fury. Being Rosalind Sallow had its uses. The crowd parted like water—glances returned, glasses pressed into her hand, laughter breaking open at her feet. And she moved through it easily.
The tether was quiet. Tom Riddle wasn’t watching her at all. And somehow, that absence scraped her rawer than if he’d been here devouring her whole. This was worse than that goddamn peach.
The jazz slouched and meandered. Bodies packed the tower—tangled on cushions, draped across the floor, pressed to walls. Trays of powder, bottles nicked from the kitchens, a round of strip Exploding Snap beginning near the telescope. A proper Slytherin party: elegant until it wasn’t. She wasn’t nearly drunk enough to enjoy it.
Her brother was already wrecked, hand on Hestia Greengrass’s arse, nose dusted with devil’s snare. He caught her wrist as she brushed past.
“Riddle better know how lucky he is,” Benedict grinned. “Getting my sister to all these Slytherin parties.”
“He’s not even here,” she snapped, yanking her arm free. But he was already back to his mates.
Why was she here?
She spotted Druella with Veronika and Paris in the shadowy back alcove. Druella was wiping her nose on the back of her hand as she approached, grinning wildly. Paris lounged beside her. A violet bruise sat under the open collar of his shirt. He flinched, barely, as he drank from a nearly full bottle of top-shelf gin.
Rosalind caught his eye when he lowered the bottle. Paris looked away, frowning.
The tether simmered, not like earlier in the week—no tug, no command, almost as if it had given up on her. How was she supposed to beat him if he wasn’t even here to play?
Abraxas slid up behind them, hand at Druella’s waist, mouth at her neck. She laughed, shoved him off, and he winced.
“Careful, doll. My ribs are fucked.”
“What happened to you?’ Rosalind asked.
Abraxas straightened, tugging Druella close. “Nothing, Sallow. Don’t worry your head.”
She lifted a brow.
“Ares sends his regrets,” Abraxas said, eyes on Veronika. “And says he begs your forgiveness.”
Veronika didn’t blink. “He can shove it up his arse.”
“Noted,” Abraxas said, smirking like he’d expected nothing less.
Ares sent apologies through friends. Tom sent his with Unforgivable Curses. These were entirely different sports.
“Mm,” Druella hummed, tugging him toward the music. “Dance with me before I make Nott do it.”
“Nott’s fucked his hip. Besides, he’d cream his pants before he touched you.” To Paris, he added: “Good luck.”
They vanished into the music and smoke. Brilliant.
Rosalind imagined Tom here.
She’d be tucked against him. His hand at her waist. A cigarette between her fingers. His eyes on her dress—the butter-yellow satin chosen for his ruination. His fingers in her Rita Hayworth curls. His whisper at her ear: leave with me.
Veronika pressed a glass into her hand. Gin with something floral clinging to the rim.
Rosalind waved it off. “Keep your backwash.”
“You’re in a mood tonight,” Paris drawled.
“We share here, Sallow,” Veronika said sweetly. “Didn’t he tell you?”
“Share?” she echoed, eyes moving between them. “You want a turn with Tom, Mulciber?”
Veronika glanced at Paris first, a slow, knowing smile—as if they were sharing a private joke at her expense.
“Not again,” Veronika said, almost offhand.
The words didn’t register at first. Then magic pricked her fingertips. Veronika had fucked him. No, it was worse: Tom had fucked her .
Kill her. Smash the bottle into her skull. Watch the ice-blonde bleed.
“I hope it was good,” she said, perfectly calm, visions of murder dancing in her eyes.
Veronika tilted her head. “Well, you would know. Funny, he’s not here. And yet here you are…”
Rosalind blinked, bored. Inwardly, she was peeling Veronika’s nails off one by one.
“You’re right,” she said. “He’s not here. He’s waiting for me. You should hear him beg, Mulciber.”
Veronika’s eyes narrowed. Paris let out a short, amused snort.
Slytherin operated on gravitational pull. Tom at the center, a moody little sun, the boys spinning around him in erratic orbit. The girls drifted closer depending on relevance—who they’d fucked, who they’d snubbed, who they’d laughed at during cards.
Veronika was drifting space trash.
“I’m going to find Nicasia,” Veronika huffed, snatching the bottle from Paris as she turned on her heel. Rosalind watched her vanish into the crowd.
She’d known Tom had fucked other girls—she’d be an idiot not to. But Veronika Mulciber? Bottom of the fucking barrel, that was.
Her fingers curled into a fist.
Paris studied her lazily. His mouth twitched.
“Come on, Sallow,” he said at last. “Let’s have a smoke. You could use it.”
Rosalind didn’t argue. Paris turned on his heel and slipped into the crowd.
He brought her to the railing at the far edge of the tower, where the stone opened to night air and a sheer drop to the lake below. It was quieter here—just the wind and faint music. A group of fifth-year girls passed a joint between them. Paris plucked it from their hands, smiling. They scattered.
He took a long, unhurried drag, exhaling toward the stars. Then held it out to her.
Rosalind waved it off, pulling Tom’s case from her clutch. Her thumb lingered on the grooves before she snapped it open. Paris gave her a pitying look. She ignored it. She lit her cigarette with her wand, letting smoke pool where the tether gnawed.
They leaned against the railing, backs to the party, which had grown louder—someone shouting from the telescope, laughter breaking like glass.
“Don’t give her a show. Ronnie feeds on scraps,” Paris said.
“Not shit.”
“She’s in love with Ares,” he added, joint between his lips. “That’s humiliating enough.”
He looked back at the lake—sharp nose, lovely jawline, too-pretty lips. That same watchful stillness she’d seen in all of Tom’s chosen. Paris didn’t make conversation idly; every word with these boys was a choice.
He leaned on the railing like it meant nothing, but his foot tapped twice.
“Now that I’ve been polite, how about a favor?”
There it was—the real thing. She shifted, the railing cool against her forearms. “You haven’t been polite a day in your life, Rosier.”
“Haven’t I?” he asked, then shrugged. “You can’t blame me. Been a hell of a week. He’s running us ragged.”
His eyes measured her.
“Like we’re gearing up for war.”
The bruise at his collar—Abraxas’ ribs, Nott’s hip—the boys marked like they were heading into battle.
She raised a brow. “Are you?”
Paris exhaled smoke, flat as ever. “Let’s call it a rigorous education.”
She studied him. Did Rosier know something? A shiver traced her spine, sudden and sharp.
“What do you want?” she asked.
“Help,” he said, like it should’ve been obvious.
She turned to face him, hunting for a tell he wasn’t going to give. Was this real—or just another Tom trick, using his friends as messengers? Rosalind snapped her fingers in front of Paris’ face. He flinched and smacked her hand away.
“Rude, Sallow. I’m not Imperiused for fuck’s sake.”
“Can’t be too careful,” she said, narrowing her eyes. “What help would you want from me?”
“Whatever it is you women do that makes men lose the plot.”
A derisive laugh escaped before she could stop it. “You think I can shake my hips and reroute Tom Riddle’s attention?”
“At the very least, a blow job.” He didn’t even smirk.
Rosalind could’ve throttled him. Instead, she stared until the lazy mask twitched.
“You’re a little prick, you know that?”
“So I’ve been told.” Paris shrugged, then flicked the joint over the edge of the railing. “We’re all sick of bleeding, Sallow. Give him something.”
She almost hexed him. The fucking nerve.
“Tell Daddy you’re sick of his bloodsport,” she snapped. “Stick up for yourself, Rosier—don’t make me do it for you.”
She dragged on her cigarette, exhaling smoke in his face.
Paris’s smile flattened. “You don’t have to pretend with me. Like you don’t know what he’s like.”
“You know what he’s like, do you?” she snapped.
“You have no idea what I know.” Paris stepped in close. “Or how far I’m sticking my neck out just talking to you like this.”
“Oh yeah?”
“Yeah. The lads drew lots to see who’d get to have this little chat with you. And I was the lucky fucking winner.”
Rosalind blinked. “You drew lots… to get me to fuck Tom?”
Her fury went cold. Not even Tom’s cruelty had made her feel this small.
“It’s for the greater good, Sallow.”
“Oh, fuck you, Rosier—”
Paris cut her off, finger pressed to her collarbone. “You think this is some game? He could have anyone— anything . Instead, he gets dragged off course by Rosalind Sallow. As frivolous as you are pretty.”
Her chest cinched tight.
“It’s fucking ridiculous ,” Paris continued, his face turning red. He couldn’t stop, a channel ripped open he couldn’t close. “Tom’s never bent for anyone. Then you come along and he shifts everything—every plan, every order—around you. And for a while, I thought—fine. Maybe it would ease the rest of us, maybe he’d spare us a little. But you hadf to go and have a meltdown in public, can’t even handle a little dark magic—”
“—excuse you!” Rosalind said. Someone glanced over; she waved them off. She lowered her voice. “He put me in that fucking thing.”
“How could you not expect Tom Riddle to do something like that?” Paris whispered. “Are you that much of a fool? Then you don’t deserve him. None of us do. And yet he chose you.”
Rosalind almost laughed. Paris Rosier spoke of Tom like he hung the moon. Like devotion was oxygen. And yet here he was, begging her to leash his god.
No—Tom was bigger than the moon. He was the axis of the fucking universe, the unseen force keeping stars in their courses. They weren’t friends or followers. They were constellations he arranged. Worshippers, branded in his night sky.
And what the fuck did that make her?
For a moment, she said nothing. Her magic pressed under her skin, itching with shame.
“Oh, so I was supposed to anticipate my boyfriend cursing me?” she hissed.
“ Yes ,” he snapped. “The minute he brought that thing back to the castle, we all knew exactly what he’d use it for.”
A laugh tore out—sharp, horrible. Then cold dread swept over her. We all knew.
“No fucking way.”
She’d thought she was surviving something private, that the curse was a secret between them.
“You knew?”
“Yes. We all did.”
“He told you?”
“He didn’t have to. That’s what he does.” Paris shrugged, as if the cruelty itself was sacred. “Tests people.”
“But you knew.” Her eyes flared. Magic ruptured sideways, a nosebleed of power. She wanted to hex Paris Rosier into a fucking toad. Or dust. “You knew he did that to me, and you watched?”
Paris didn’t answer. His mouth opened, then shut. The confidence drained from his face.
“Ares? Did Ares know?”
“Ares tried to warn you about him months ago.”
They’d all known. They’d watched her.
For a moment, the whole party dropped away. She could feel it now—every gaze like they’d all been waiting for her to catch up to the joke. It wasn’t just rage, it was choking humiliation. The sting of being the last to know, the fool of the room.
Of underestimating what Tom’s friends meant to him.
What he meant to them.
Rosalind spun, scanning the Tower. Bodies were slumped in corners, smoke curling toward the stars. Ares was here. Her own cousin had known. And he hadn’t told her.
“I’m going to kill every single one of you,” she said. “Then I’m going to kill him. Then I’m going to go to the Underworld and kill you all again.”
“Salazar, Sallow, that’s a bit grim. Merlin—you might actually be perfect for him.”
Her head snapped back to him. Paris looked nervous. Really nervous. Like he didn’t expect this to backfire so completely in his face.
“You can’t tell him we talked,” Paris said quickly. “I figure you’re a good Occlumens. I can bury this conversation, but—”
“Oh, he’s going to hear every word.” Rosalind smiled cruelly. “Thanks for the idea, Rosier.”
Paris made a sound of protest, but he didn’t reach for her.
It didn’t take her long. Rosalind felt for the tether in her chest and yanked it. Brutally.
Gear up, arsehole , she thought.
“Sallow—”
“You’re so fucked, Rosier.”
-.-
Friday. After midnight.
Rosalind didn’t bother to Apparate.
She kicked the door open with a blast of ancient magic so sharp, so furious, she thought the castle itself might flinch. Wood cracked. Metal screamed. Splinters flew like shrapnel. The hinges ripped free and clattered somewhere behind her.
The Room stitched itself back together, ash choking the air. Her magic spasmed, begging for blood.
She stepped through.
Tom was already watching her—seated at the desk like a general between campaigns, collar undone, the ruin of nations behind his eyes.
“That,” he said, “was dramatic.”
“The Frame,” she spat, striding forward—finger like a weapon, not even bothering with her wand. “They all knew. Every single one of your fucking friends knew what you did to me.”
Tom didn’t flinch.
“I don’t know what they know. I didn’t tell them.”
“Oh, don’t you dare. Paris told me himself. They drew lots, Tom. To see which poor bastard had to beg me into your bed. Paris fucking Rosier. The short straw. Their sacrificial lamb.”
His eyes darkened. “Did they?”
“Yes. Your little sycophants, deciding which one had to convince your girl to fuck you.”
She folded her arms, nails biting into her skin.
“Do you get how fucking insulting that is? That they think you need their charity? That I’m negotiable?”
Tom’s expression didn’t flicker. No smirk, no retort—just a terrible, level silence. A silence that meant someone would bleed for this. Her pulse stuttered. For a moment, she almost pitied Paris.
Almost.
Her laugh cracked. “How do they even know we’re not fucking anyway? What, did you tell them I’ve got my knees clamped shut? Whisper it over drinks—poor Tom can’t get his girl to open her thighs?”
The air between them tightened. Tom didn’t move, but there was violence in his eyes—a quiet, loaded stillness that made her dizzy, like the Room held its breath.
She pressed on, reckless, relentless. “Treat me like I’m a fucking chore. A rota. Charms essay. Letter to Mummy. Convince Rosalind to suck Tommy’s cock. Quick tick, before curfew. Job done.”
She spun on him, eyes narrowing. “I cannot believe you told them.”
“I didn’t tell them,” he said again, his voice threaded with steel. She didn’t know which part he was denying—the Frame or the sex. Either way, classic Tom deflection.
“They saw me,” she spat. “For an entire week, losing my fucking mind. Every last one of them knew. My cousin knew. And he said nothing. He’s so mad for you. I swear, if you asked him to crawl in here and get on his knees, he would.”
“He would,” Tom said, without pause.
Rosalind’s eyes flared. Magic snapped up her arms. Fury coiled behind her eyes—wild and cold. “If they weren’t already half-dead from whatever war games you’re running them through, I’d have killed them myself.”
She laughed then—short and awful—pressing a hand to her ribs like she might split apart if she didn’t.
“I have no doubt,” Tom said, cool and sharp, like a knife at her throat.
“Like you needed their fucking charity,” she snapped. “Like I wasn’t already about to come in here and—”
She broke off, teeth snapping shut. His eyebrow twitched. She spun away from the look, pressing forward before he could cut her open with silence.
“Tom,” she hissed, pacing hard. “Where were you tonight? Not at the party. Not watching me. Not there to see them circle me like carrion. Not giving me the Frame. Just leaving me to your zealots, like I was theirs to shred. You think I waste my nights with Slytherins because I like their company?”
She slashed the air with her hand, fury spilling. “Two hours. Two fucking hours I stood there. Sober. Smiling at people I hate because I thought maybe—just maybe—you’d show. But no. I got Paris Rosier in my ear, telling me to fuck you for the greater good. Like I was some bargaining chip passed around the table.”
She blinked, like she hadn’t decided whether to laugh, cry, or tear out his throat.
She rounded on him, closing the distance until she stood over his chair. His eyes lifted to hers—whiskey-dark, fathomless.
“They’ve been laughing at me,” she hissed. “My cousin. Your fucking friends. Sitting there, watching me tear myself raw on that Frame, like it was theatre. Like it was sport.”
Her fingers twitched.
“And I thought it was private. I thought it was ours.”
Tom didn’t move. His hands stayed where they were, loose and still, on the desk.
“And don’t you dare sit there and claim you didn’t. Because either you told them, or they know you better than I do. Which is it, Tom? Which betrayal’s worse? This is worse than the fucking Frame.”
“They haven’t laughed at you,” he said, voice glacial. “If they laughed at you, I’d have carved out their tongues and left them choking on the stumps.”
She let out a humorless breath. “Please. You’d never touch them. All you do is let them worship you. How will they kiss your arse without their tongues?”
“Are you done?” he asked.
Her gaze cut back to his.
“Never,” she said, folding her arms again. “Are you going to deal with them?”
Tom stood, slow and elegant. His voice was quiet, thrumming with threat.
“Let me be clear, Rosalind. I might use them, but they are breakable. And this insult to you will not go unanswered.”
For one treacherous second, awe bled through —but she crushed it, forcing her glare back.
“How?”
His smile was all mouth, his eyes cold.
“However you’d like,” he said—light, almost careless, against the weight of what came before. “But make no mistake—the insult wasn’t only to you. They dared suggest I needed help taming my witch.”
Her pulse stuttered.
He leaned closer, voice silken and deadly. “I don’t need help.”
The tether burned, magic prickling under her skin. She almost demanded specifics—how he’d break them—but she didn’t want the details. Didn’t want him to see her relish it.
“I don’t need taming, Tom. Not from you, not from anyone.”
“Of course not. I prefer you wild. What fun is a tame Rosalind Sallow?”
She folded her arms tighter and tried not to think about his friends. “Just make it clear. Make them regret it.”
His gaze softened. “I respect you enough to ask what you want, Rosalind. Do you want blood? Or fear? Or silence?”
Her throat worked. The only answer was yes. All of it. So she bit down hard and snapped instead: “I’m sure you have ideas.”
Silence stretched.
“I do.”
“Good,” she snapped.
“Good,” he echoed—softer, darker—already moving on. His eyes slid down to her mouth, lingering. He caught a lock of her hair, twisting it slowly around his finger. “Do you have more to yell at me about?”
She should have stepped back. Shoved him away. Spat in his face. Anything. Instead, her body betrayed her, leaning closer, as if his gravity were the only law left. The tether screamed—molten silver—dragging her.
“Or,” he said, “is this what I think it is?”
“What do you think it is?” Rosalind asked, unable to step away. Her fingers curled into his sweater. She hated that even now, rage still raw, she just wanted him to kiss her.
“You’ve come to give in,” he murmured. “You’ve come to tell me what you want.”
His cologne filled her lungs. The tether burned mercilessly.
“Do you have the Frame?” she asked, searching his face.
“Of course I do,” he said. “It’s yours. Like I said. Once you tell me what you want.”
“What if I want you to give me the Frame first?” she asked—his lips already inching closer. She could almost taste cigarette smoke and scotch.
The Frame, she told herself. The Frame, not him. The Frame— until the word itself tasted like his mouth.
“That won’t work,” he said, certainty crueller than a sneer.
His lips grazed hers. She meant to say no—but the ghost of contact dissolved the word.
“You know that will,” he added.
“Tom,” she whispered. “Why can’t you give me one thing?”
“What do you want, Rosalind?” he asked. His mouth found the corner of hers, then her jawline, then her cheekbone—soft, barely-there kisses. Taunting. Damning.
“The Frame,” she said, fingers twisting into the wool. “Tom—the Frame.”
“Do you?” His mouth brushed her ear, lips maddeningly sweet.
His hands slid to her lower back, pressing her into his chest. His mouth moved to her neck with agonizing kisses.
“I have to have it.” She didn’t know if she meant the Frame, his mouth, or the ruin of herself in his hands.
“Why?” he asked softly. “Tell me what you want, baby.”
Baby . Her knees almost went weak.
“I want—” she whispered, stumbling over the word. “The Frame. Everything it means.”
“Yes.” His mouth moved down her throat. “What else?”
“You,” she breathed. “I want this. All of it. You and your fucking Frame and your fucked-up mind. I want to see what we could become.”
The truth of it clicked into place, undeniable and inevitable.
“Will become,” he corrected. “What we will become.”
“Yes,” she said. “Yes. But it starts with the Frame, Tom. I gave you everything—please—just give me this one thing. Just once.”
Her fingers found his hem, lifted until her skin met his. She had to touch him, to know he was real, that this wasn’t—
“You beat it,” he said softly. “Already.”
She froze. Blood roared in her ears, hot and unbearable.
“What?”
Tom didn’t stop. His mouth was reverent, dismantling her. As if unmaking her body and her fear could happen in the same breath. He lifted her hair, gathering it as though to tie it with a ribbon—owning the gift, the girl. Wrapping his victory clean. Claiming her as an offering laid in his hands.
His kisses slid down her collarbone.
“You beat it,” he said. “My witch. You beat it.”
Her hands clutched his shoulders, torn between shoving and clinging. Beat it? Impossible. She’d have felt it, should have known. She’d built her rage on it, her shame, her very self—and now he said it was already over?
“Tom.” Her hands found his arms, pushing him back slowly. He dropped her hair and let her step away.
He was smiling now, infuriatingly soft, as if he’d given her a gift instead of gutting her.
“I tried to tell you Saturday,” he said. “It stopped the moment you fought back—right before you stormed off. But you know how you are.”
“ Tom–”
He turned, crossed to the desk. A moment later—it was there. In his hands. The Watcher’s Frame.
The fire crackled, shadows shifting. Her breath slowed. Her heart did not.
“Give it to me,” she said.
Tom stepped toward her. She braced for the fallout, for the wrench, the inevitable Tom-ness of it all.
“It’s yours,” he said, and placed it into her palms.
Rosalind looked at the clipping: her face at a ministry function, triumphant—a stranger she half-recognized, half-feared.
Her breath caught. She closed her eyes, reached for it—the gnawing pulse, the claw beyond her Occlumency shield. But there was nothing. Silence. The faint echo of where it used to be.
How long had it been gone? How hadn’t she noticed?
She beat it. It had never been his to give. It was hers from the moment she fought back.
“You didn’t just beat it,” he said, as if reading her thoughts. “You broke it. You mastered it. You made it yours.”
“It’s dead?”
“For me,” he said with a wry little smile. “But not for long.”
She hooked her nail beneath the hinge and pried it loose. The clipping slipped free, curling in the firelight, her smirking face burned away.
The Frame exhaled—an unmistakable hum, threaded with something dark and endless. Empty. Hungry. Waiting for its next subject.
She looked up at him again.
“I’ve never seen anything like you,” he said. “No one has ever beaten a Greenshields. Not like this. I’ve searched. Nott has searched.”
He looked awed.
“You can only die from them. Or let them swallow you whole until they’re stolen, attuned to someone new. But not you, Rosalind Sallow. You beat it. In two weeks. With nothing but will.”
He smiled faintly.
“Do you know what this means?” he whispered. “It means everything.”
She couldn’t speak.
“I’ve bled for you. Cursed you. Dreamed of you. Broken laws of magic—just for you.”
His voice cracked. He cupped her face—steady, unshakable—as if he held something divine.
“And I’d do worse. I will do worse—for you. For us.”
His thumb brushed beneath her eye. Only then did she realize she was crying.
“I don’t regret it,” he murmured. “I’m glad. Look at you. Look at us.”
He kissed the tear from her cheek. Then the other. Then her throat. The Frame slipped from her hands, forgotten, thudding soft against the carpet.
She clutched his arms as if they held her upright.
“You are the most brilliant thing I’ve ever seen,” Tom said. He looked straight into her, no longer mad. Not wild. Certain.
His hands slid down her arms, caught hers, pressed them together. His head bowed, breath ghosting her knuckles.
“And palm to palm is holy palmers’ kiss,” he murmured. His eyes lifted, glittering—the brightest she’d ever seen.
Rosalind’s heart lurched. Tom Riddle quoting Shakespeare like gospel—
And then his hands were on her waist again, steering her back. Step by step, the tether pulling, until her knees buckled and the Room caught her—conjured a chaise from shadow. She fell into it, hair spilling as he followed her down.
He traced her cheek, his smile unbearably tender, dangerous for looking like mercy when she knew it wasn’t.
“The Room never gives me a bed,” he said. “This will have to do.”
She pulled at him, greedy, and he settled between her thighs—one hand braced beside her head, the other skimming her leg.
“Tell me what you want, Rosalind,” he said. “Out loud. Now.”
She tried to breathe. The Frame. His hands. His mouth. The only word left was the truest one.
“Everything.”
He laughed, quiet and certain. Inevitable. “Yes. I’ll give you everything you ever want.”
Love is merely a madness, whispered her namesake—and for once, Rosalind did not disagree.
His eyes swept hers like he meant to memorize her. She reached up and traced the cut of his cheekbones. This impossible boy.
“One day, I will have all of it—the world, its crown, its leash—and you will be there. Beside me. Above them. Every single one of them will bow, and you will not kneel.”
Her fingers slid into his hair.
She had the Frame. She’d won.
“Yes,” she said, and pulled him down into her.
The kiss was patient. Warm and steady against hers, the tether flaring to life until it felt like her bones were humming. She thought the magic would bite. Instead, it wrapped her whole.
He tasted of smoke and scotch. His hand slid higher on her thigh, palm firm, as if the only thing he needed was learning her mouth like this.
She broke the kiss just enough to speak against his lips. “Tom—”
He didn’t move away. “Mm?”
“Have me,” she whispered, her fingers clutching the back of his sweater. “All of me. Right now. I want to feel you.”
His breath caught. The corner of his mouth curved, not cruelly, but in something almost like wonder.
“Darling, I’ve run myself ragged this week, trying to impress you with dark magic.” His forehead rested against hers, the tether flared like it might set them both alight. “You could have asked me days ago.”
A thousand answers crowded her tongue. That she didn’t have the Frame then. That he was a fool to bleed himself out on curses and rituals. But he was Tom. Her Tom. And if he hadn’t done it, it wouldn’t have meant a thing.
“I’m asking now.”
He kissed her harder this time. A promise that he’d heard her. A promise of obedience.
“Tonight,” he said. “Let me show you how much I worship you. Make you the only one I’ll ever kneel for.”
And then he pushed back, slow as sin, until he was crouched between her legs.
His smile was dangerous. Certain.
“Let me crown you the winner,” he murmured.
The tether blazed, merciless, just as his mouth found her. Her last coherent thought, before she shattered completely:
I won. I won. I won.
Notes:
that was an incredibly fun chapter to write, and i felt a lot of pressure to get it right, so i hope you enjoyed it. i really love where we ended up, and how this surrender (mutual or not?) felt as they collapse into each other. rosalind is starting to see the truth of tom and his goons (shoutout to wombskin last chapter for the inspo on that), the depth of their worship...and that maybe "you and me at the end of the world" isn't just some romantic nonsense lol
my husband and i are going on vacation next week for my birthday, so there won't be an update until probably september 1st! i'll start drafting it this week, but we're entering into the end game now. i'd say about 20 chapters left (lol, why is that still so many?). rowle/crane/knights/newts/trials it's all coming back!
there are so many things i love in this chapter. tom's letter for one... paris rosier's slime. the peach (I DRAFTED THIS BEFORE TSITP episode two weeks ago btw.... just needed that #known). and of course that last scene.
again, thank you for reading. this is sort of what i'm considering our summer finale. what a whirlwind of a few months this has been writing tom and rosalind. i have never had so much fun indulging my craziest ideas!
you can follow me on instagram @netherfieldswrites. i'm posting little chapter covers and maybe some memes in my stories.
let me know your thoughts!