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2025-03-07
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Every first time he kisses him, it's different.

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The first first time he kisses Cheng Xiaoshi it’s soft and sweet; a whisper, brimming with the promise of a future he doesn’t yet know they’ll never have.

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The second first time he kisses Cheng Xiaoshi, it’s pained, bittersweet. A thin, hot thread of possession running through his veins and into his mouth, he’s sure Cheng Xiaoshi can taste it on his tongue. The desperate reclamation of all the things that have been stolen from them.

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Then the third time he kisses him. The fourth, the fifth…

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The nth first time he kisses Cheng Xiaoshi, it’s like trying to hold water in your hands. Gently cradling a reflection, trying to hold on to an image that is destined to waver, and break, and spill away through the cracks in your delicate grasp.