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The sound of your alarm goes off. You groan and reach for your phone to turn it off. 4 a.m. You sigh and rub your eyes before heaving yourself out of bed. You drag yourself to the bathroom and wash your face. You touch the slight stubble on your face and blink tiredly at yourself in the mirror. You quickly rinse your mouth before getting into your jogging pants and a long sweatshirt. You always go for a jog in the morning; it helps freshen you up and energizes you for the day. You head to your door, grab your keys and headphones, and make sure you have your phone. You put on your sneakers and tie them before stretching and unlocking the door. You try to be quiet as you close the door behind you, locking it and silently jogging down the stairs of your apartment and heading outside. You're living at the Galaxy Garrison right now, so there are people around as you leave the housing complex. You stare into the sky—Galra ships. You frown and sigh deeply before making your way around your route, take, stopping to stretch and look out at the chaos Sendak has caused. You frown again and sigh before heading back to your living space. You take a quick shower, eat a bowl of cereal and your favorite juice, take your medications, and head off to work. You swipe your ID card and open the door, greeting the people you bump into as you head to the locker rooms to change into your uniform.

"Good Morning [Y/L]. " You turn to see Ryan, you smile softly, he's a cadets, now MFE-Ares Fighter. They have been working their ass of fighting the Galra...

"Morning Kinkade." You close your locker, fixing your hair in the

mirror and turn to Ryan again.
"I'm never getting used to having Aliens on Earth...I can't imagine being out there, fighting them..." You say, Ryan smiles and crosses his arms.

"That's because you're the Artist, [Y/N] and I a pilot. " He looks at you, then up at the roof, closing his eyes.
"But I agree, never getting used to Aliens on Earth." You nod, he's right, you are..definitely not a fighter. Then you remember something...

"Right, uh those Paladins, uhm...Voltron..right? The cadets and the pilot that went missing are back?" You watch him nod. Frowning he stands up straight. He looks...troubled somehow.

"Yeah, and they've been fighting these guys since then. I'm glad to have them on our team," he says before heading out. You soon follow; the speakers turn on, and a voice says, "[All personnel to Conference Hall 8B]." You don't know if that includes you, but you go anyway. You bring your sketchbook, something to do while everyone's talking. You struggle to keep your focus. You slide into the conference hall—so many people. You slide between bodies as you sit down. You look up to spot seven people: five humans—the missing pilot and cadets—and two long-eared aliens? You furrow your brows, watching as the hall fills with loud whispering and talking until you are all hushed.

A tall, dark-skinned woman with long, elf-like ears, white hair, and blue eyes steps up. She looks concerned and authoritative.
"Hello everyone. I am aware your situation here on Earth is dire, and I apologize deeply for this situation. My name is Princess Allura of Planet Altea, my people..my home..was destroyed by the Galra Empire ten-thousand years ago. Then it was Emperor Zarkon, he worked with my Father, King Alfor of Altea, they together piloted the Lion's and that's why Sendak is here. But he cannot have Voltron, it would mean the end of the Universe as we know it. " She doesn't take a break, you feel your gut sink and whispers break out in the hall...A man, human man steps up..you know who that is. Takashi Shirogane.

"Me and my fellow Paladins have spent these past years fighting against the Galra Empire, countless planets have fallen into their hands and been destroyed. We can not and will not let it happen to Earth. " He says, his face looks stern..tired. His arm is a prosthetic..robotic arm...you're a little fascinated by it...You peek down on your sketchbook and you sketch out Shiro, smiling softly as you do.
"We have been working with a organization called The Blade of Marmora, a rebel group fighting against the Galra Empire." He continues "and we will continue in doing so. Our Leader. Keith, is a part of The Blade, and will be working closely with them. They are our allies, so is many other planets who fight against the Galra Empire."

You look up from your sketchbook...Blade of Marmora...sound...badass. You watch Shiro gesture towards a tall, well-built, pale-skinned man with black hair and...you can't really tell what his eye color is...he has a scar on the right side of his chin. You feel your heart flutter a bit...no...no [Y/N], don't crush on people who don't know you exist; you've done this before and you'll begin obsessing...There are a thousand hands in the air, questions after questions...You struggle to listen after a while; like a miracle, you're finally released and you wait your turn to leave the room. You finally shuffle out, tripping on someone's feet, and someone

catches you. You pant, staring as you look over—a metal arm. Shiro.

"Careful now, are you alright?" You look up at him, meeting his dark eyes; you quickly straighten yourself up. You dropped your sketchbook and didn't even realize. But Shiro does. He leans down to pick it up, tilting his head as he does.
"You drew this?" he asks, pointing towards the sketch you made of him, and your face flushes red. He admires it before giving it to you.

"I-I did, yes, sir," you stutter out, hands trembling. Oh god.

"Thank you. I didn't know I could look like that," he says. He's kinda handsome...or...very...actually. You swallow hard and shakily rip the sketch out and hand it to him.

"Y-You can have it...Um...I-I don't need it!" Your hands shake; the paper shakes too. He laughs softly, taking your hand in his, and smiles.

"Relax, kid. You're shaking," he says before he gently takes the paper from you. You just nod, obviously still shaking. Allura...the Princess...steps out from behind him, placing a hand on his shoulder.

"We should go; we need to talk more about what we need to do..." Her eyes drift towards you; oh god, she's looking at you...then her eyes drift toward the sketch.
"Is that you, Shiro? Did you make it?" Allura asks and looks at you again, smiling. She's...clearly impressed by your artistic skills, and you feel a little smug.

"Yes, ma'am...I...I did." You watch her take the sketch, smiling wider. She then looks over at you, walking up to you; she grabs your hands. Your face flushes red again; her hands are soft...gentle...damn [Y/N], you look like a fool.

"Can you please make one of me, too?" She lets go and smiles awkwardly, cheeks flushing.
"When you have time to spare. Of course!" She hands Shiro back the sketch, continuing.
"I cannot draw at all; you are incredibly talented..."

"That's just a sketch; I did that in like...five minutes..." You scoff, waving your hand.
"But...of course, I can make you one, too," you say. She claps her hands, excited.

"Wonderful; hand it to me the next time you see me." Her eyes shimmer, joyful...happy. She then turns and walks away, Shiro staying for a moment. You're just...baffled by the interaction...what.the hell just happened...you realize Shiro is still there and you clear your throat. Hands behind your back.

"I never got your name" He says. Holding his prosthetic hand out. It makes a light whirring noise as he outstretches it. You swallow softly before you grab it, shaking his hand firmly.

"[Y/N] [L/N], pleasure to meet you, Sir. " You say and smile, his eyes scanning you before he smiles too.

"Pleasure, [Y/N] if you excuse me I have to go back to..." He sighs, laughing "saving the world" You nod. Smiling as he releases your

hand and walks off. You stand and stare for a moment before you turn to walk off...you head to your cubicle and sit down, between working you sketch out Allura, catching glimpses of her here and there helps.

You decide to take a small coffee break, your brain needs it...you fold the sketch of Allura neatly and stuff it into your pocket. As you enter the cafeteria, some of the Paladins are there. Including Shiro. You decide to just, go for your coffee..maybe sit down to relax.

"[Y/N]!" You hear, turning to see Shiro wave for you to come over. Oh god. You smile and shuffle over, clinging to your cup.
"This is the person who made the sketch. " He says, gesturing to the paper in a blonde, persons hands. You smile and wave a bit, this is...very awkward.

"You actually made this?" The person says and adjusts their glasses...what..was their name again...? You nod, smiling and tremble as you pull out the sketch you made of Allura. Pidge. That's their name!

"Yes..I..uh..Allura wanted me to make...her one too." You say and hand it over too, Pidge stares for a moment, then up at you. A guy. Tall, brown hair, blue eyes...tan skin with freckles...cute, leans over and grabs the sketch out of Pidges hands. He frowns, looking like you offended his entire bloodline.

"You, drew Allura? She asked you to?" He looks up at you, frowning. Holding it close to his chest...

"Lance knock it off. They just drew her, not like they stole her from you." Pidge snatches it back and sighs, shaking their head they hand it back. Shiro sneaking a peek, holding it up for the other, dark skinned, bigger man to see too. You shift a bit, uncomfortable with all this attention. You sip your coffee and Pidge gestures for you to sit...so you do.
"So. [Y/N], what do you do around here?" They ask, the big guy is sitting next to you...he smells nice, warm, lotiony.

"I..uh..design armor...space outfits..I also do designs for some ships, weapons...not...all the time but..." You smile. Putting your cup down.
"Sorry I'm really awkward around people. Especially some of the most important people in the universe right now..." The man next to you laughs...can't quite place his name.

"I guess we are pretty important....I mean we did save the world from Galra" He says, you're still struggling to place a name...Shiro returns the sketch of Allura to you. You fold it back into your pocket and take a deep breath, bringing your sketchbook out. Showing them some designs you've made, before pulling up a fresh page and sketch some faces. Simple. Fast, then turn it around to show them.
"It's fast but..now I have drawn you all" You say and smile

"Not everyone, you have Keith left. And Coran..." Pidge says and grins at the sketch, snapping a picture.
"You draw really fast...and accurate too...You got Hunk's smile right..." Hunk..that's his fucking name...you relax a bit.

"Right..the black haired mullet guy and the...." You look at them, trying to figure out who Coran is...

"Orange hair. Mustache.." Lance says, mimicking pulling a

mustache.
"You don’t need to draw Keith. He will probably just look at it, then walk away...that guy, does not appreciate raw talent. He didn't with me and my flight skills." He says and grins, looking proud.

"You were a terrible pilot." A voice from behind you say, you turn and see him, Keith. Damn. Okay he's hot. You turn back around and quickly sketch out Keith. Grumpy looking man...you don't dare turn around to show him..But Hunk snags it out of your hand and leans back to show Keith.

"Look at what...what was your name again?" He says and looks at you. Then your name tag.
"[Y/N] drew, he drew us. " He says and grins. Handing it over to Keith who looks at it.

"You drew this?" He asks, looking over at you and you nod, smiling...oh lord
"Lance does not look like that. He's way uglier" He says and hands it back to you. Lance audibly gasps, offended.

"Like you look any better with that ugly mullet" He snaps back, Keith rolls his eyes, frowning.

"You're good. I like it, better than what I would do." Keith walks over to Shiro, leaning against him. You feel your face go hot, shit. Luckily everyone thinks you're just embarrassed...

"Th-Thanks. I..I should get back to work..uhm..thanks.." You say as you get up, grabbing your coffee and slide out from the couch. They wave goodbye to you. Smiling. You hurry back to your work station, flustered you walk right past Allura. You freeze and step

back, handing her the folded paper before walking off. You cant handle more compliments right now. You slide into your cubicle again, one of your own, let's say rivals, leans over the wall of your cubicle.

"I'm impressed [Y/N], how you got the attention of such important people I don't know. Guess your skills are good for something.." He grins, that...awful mocking grin that makes your blood boil. You sigh and try to ignore him...which he never likes you doing. He walks over and spins your chair around, making your head spin.
"Don't think they'll stay friends with a weirdo like you. You're all kinds of fucked up." He says, his hands in your hair, pulling it. You feel hair snapping as he tugs your head back. He scoffs and pulls away. You watch him walk off, rubbing your head in circles. God's you hate the fuckwad...he pisses you off so much. You turn back to your work, Allura stepping in and she looks...sad...yet she's smiling.

"What an awful person...I'm so sorry [Y/N]." She says and sits against your desk, holding the sketch in her hands. You look at her, surprised, sad...happy? Someone saw him..for once...
"You know, I really don't know what 'fucked up' means.." She starts

"Oh..uhm it basically means..messed up, like.. in...the head..." You say, slowly trailing off...You look away from her and smile before you look at her again.
"He isn't wrong. Trevor is just...jealous of my art skills..." Allura giggles, her laugh is cute...

"I sure am, I love this drawing you made me, [Y/N] I will treasure it forever. " She puts it down beside her, before placing a hand on your shoulder.

"We all are a little...'fucked up' too. I mean..we spent years fighting against war with the Galra...the trauma we have is..." She laughs, making you laugh too. That is..very true. You sigh and lean against your hand.

"You're really an actual Princess?" You ask, looking at her as she nods
"That is really cool...I really love your markings under your eyes, super pretty" You say, her cheeks flush a little
"And your ears, sorry...it's probably weird to say they're super cute" You watch her shake her head, placing a hand on her cheek.

"Thank you...and no it's...not weird. I mentioned Lance's ears when we first met...how weird they were..." She laughs. Shaking her head again.
"I like your earrings, how do you get them like that?" She asks, pointing to your stretched lobes.

"Oh uh...you stretch them, either with heavy jewlery or like, uhm..." You pull up a picture of some tapers, smiling. You pull out your jewelery from your lobe, smiling.
"It's just a stretch earrings hole...took forever to get to this size. " You say and put it back into your ear. She points to your lips and nose.

"Your face is also full of metal...quite odd" She watches you fumble a bit and touch your own face.
"Sorry, didn't mean to make you feel bad about it."

"Oh, oh no, don't worry! They're piercings, It's a body modification. Like earrings but for your face" You pull on your septum ring, smiling softly. She's...nice..it's nice having someone to...talk to and

not be uncomfortable. Allura gets back up, taking the sketch and holds it close to her.

"I should get going, thank you, again [Y/N] I really appreciate it" She smiles, you say a soft 'you're welcome' before she walks off.
"You can always come see me, and the other Paladins. We'd be happy to have you around" She says before she leaves the room. You can't help but to smile, laughing to yourself.

The day ends with you going home, putting your uniform into your locker and walking out. You get yourself to your home and collapse on the couch, sighing as you close your eyes. You open them again when your phone dings...who's messaging you? You frown and pick it up, an unknown number. You unlock your phone to read the message.

["Hi I dug through some files and found your number, hope you don't mind! It's...Pidge by the way, I wanted your number so you can send me more art...of me... :3"] You laugh....the fuck

["So you...dug through files to...find my number? You could have just asked me? ^^;"]

["True, but you ran off all awkwardly before I could ask you."]

["Yeah. Sorry. I'm just not good at..people."]

["It's okay, I'm used to it, Keith isn't that great at it either. I'll see you tomorrow [Y/N]."]You smile softly, sighing slightly as you lean your head back again. You eat dinner and watch some TV before you head to bed. You're a little restless but eventually you fall asleep.

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Your day starts out like normal, wake up, take a jog, eat breakfast and head to work. Everyones been busy fighting for the past couple of days and with Voltrons help it has gone so much better. You rush inside the meeting room, sitting down in the back you listen to them talk about their next steps, you pull out your sketchbook, flipping it to a free page, you look up and your eyes scan him, details, the way his lashes curl, the way his brows furrow and create a little crease. The way he touches his face, the way his hair falls...you hate to admit you've...fallen pretty hard into the..obsessive crushing stage...you look down before you start sketching, every line dedicated to him. Your heart beats steady in your chest, you draw his eyes, narrow, hooded...mysterious. You bite your lip before you look up again, Pidge meets your eyes and you smile awkwardly. They raise a brow at you, before looking where your eyes wander, giving you a mischievous grin. You frown softly, worried about what their thoughts are...you study him again...Black Hair...Purple Eyes, soft lips...dark lashes...

Your eyes move to his neck, looking up at his face you meet his eyes. Oh god. You snap your head into your book, shit shit shit shit. You cant look up now...when you feel..like it's safe you look back up. Nope not safe. He tilts his head, raising one brow..the corner of his mouth curves into a soft soft smile. He sees you...you just...smile a bit and he turns away...You breathe a breath of relief. You close your eyes and close your sketchbook for a moment. Your mind wanders, his eyes..his smile...its like youre alone with him...just you and him in this room. Your eyes open but

you are still in the day dream. His hands move over your body, fingers trailing along your lower back, up your neck and....your lips part, breath hitching in your throat as his lips meet your neck. Your heart pounds and you shift in your seat...You take a deep breath before you look up again. Eyes glued on the bare skin of Keiths neck, before the meeting ends and you slip out and head to your desk. You stare at your sketches..several of them filling your sketchbook. You feel your cheeks heat up and you close them, frustrated with yourself. He..barely knows you yet your heart feels like it's going to explode anytime he looks at you, besides from what you've heard..he isn't the type to..feel feelings..not that he doesn't feel anything but...love doesn't seem like it's in the cards for Keith...so you're stick, pining for someone who...doesn't know you. You take a deep breath, happy your workday is easy.

"Hey. Loser." You frown...Trevor. You sigh as you turn around, glaring at him. He looks..full of it.

"What do I have the..unpleasure, to see you here?" You watch him pull his mouth to the side, tutting loudly.

"Tsk. You think you're funny? You're friends with those paladins, right? " He asks, walking closer to you. You can't really get away.
"What about that Princess, you know if she's seeing anyone?" He asks...he really thinks he has a chance...

"Uh yeah...from what I heard. Lance. " You say and lean away from him, frowning.
"Sorry, but not like she'd date you..you're waayy out of her league anyway..." You laughs softly. You yelp as Trevor grabs you by the collar and lifts you a bit as he shakes you.

"Fuck you. Like you'd be any better. You don't have the parts to prove yourself anyway. Fucking tranny. Don't pretend I don't see you staring at the mullet guy" He spits out, releasing you with some force before he storms off. You frown, that word. You hate it...but he knows you do..that's why he uses it. Fucking dickwad...You don't know if it's worse Trevor is into Allura, or that he knows you're into Keith...no..Keith..way worse.

Later, for your break, you decide to sit outside, get some sun, fresh air...no Trevor...You grab your sketchbook, you get up and grab something to drink before heading outside. You pass Trevor, you try to move past him fast, stumbling as he trips you over his feet. You feel yourself falling, your drink flies out of your hand and your sketchbook too, they all fall to the floor, so do you, face first. The sound of you hitting the floor silences the sick crunch of your nose hitting the floor.

"You should really watch your step, or are you blind because your eyes are glued to a emo boy?" Trevor scoffs, laughing loudly.
"You're a fucked up piece of shit, bet your tranny cunt is all wet thinking abou-"

"Hey! The hell did you just say?" You slowly look up, groaning as you see boots rush past you. The sound of Trevor being slammed against the wall and him leaving a groan.
"The fuck is your problem?" You feel your nose bleeding, a lot, your head turns to see Shiro, gripping Trevor by his shirt. He's pinned Trevor against the wall, slowly lifting him off the ground.
"Leave him the hell alone. Because next time I won't ask nicely. " He throws him off to the side, watching him crawl off before he turns to you. His frown turns soft, he walks over and grabs your face, checking you out, before he helps you up.

You stumble a bit, your head is spinning, you hold onto him for a moment before he bends down to pick your things up. The sketchbook flipped open to a page of..several Keith sketches. He silently picks it up and hands it to you. He has a soft smile on his face. Oh god he knows.
"Let's get you checked out, kid. I do think your nose is broken though" Shiro looks down at you, guiding you to the infirmary

"Im...I fine I.." You touch your nose, wincing. Ouch..it's not fine...
"I...I'm not fine. Ow fuck my nose.." You feel Shiro grab your arm and guide you forward, sitting you down on a bed he grabs a dry towel and presses it against your nose, you grab his wrist tightly, wincing.
He frowns as he watches you wince in pain, frowning he stops and tilts your head up.
"What is his problem with you anyway?" He asks as he watches you spit some blood into a cup. You frown softly and looks at him, ow..you sigh and a nurse comes up to check you out.

"He's always had an issue with me, mostly he's just...vocal?" You cough softly, frowning.
"But recently he's been worse. He did not like that I got to speak to..any of you 'important people'...not that you're not..important..He...he feels..jealous I guess?" You watch Shiro take a deep breath and cross his arms. You can tell he's annoyed...but...with you or with Trevor?

"We don't have time for...jealousy. Especially if it resorts to violence." He says shaking his head.
"We might be important, but everyone on this team is just as important. Don't let him tell you anything differently" He says and smiles. He pats your shoulder, he stays with you as you get a nose

splint and some pain relief before you are let go. Shiro holds your shoulder, making you turn around.
"I will talk to Trevor. I know you probably don't want me to. He will not get away with this. Has he hurt you before?" You shake your head, he really hasn't.

"No. Not physically, just...teasing? Bullying? He...has an issue with my..." You trail off...dammit.
"Gender identity. I don't know why it brothers him so much" Shiro looks at you, before he smiles. He places both hands on your shoulders.

"Your gender identity is yours, it shouldn't be this hard to he yourself, [Y/N]. Thank you, for letting me know. I'm proud of you for finding yourself, Pidge did too when we were stuck in space. I see why they have taken a liking to you. " You feel your heart swell with..joy...pride. Shiro is...such a good..amazing person, you can see why so many trust him.

"Thank you..I...I don't hear that a lot..." You look at him, before covering your face.
"Sorry, just a little emotional about the subject" You feel his hands squeeze your shoulders before letting go. He laughs softly, patting your back. You look at him again, sudden.
"Oh god please don't tell anyone about what you saw. I saw that you saw.." Your hands clutch the sketchbook...

"See what, [Y/N?]" He asks and smiles, he fucking knows...
"I didn't see anything. Besides, that's something is between...yourself...and the other." You whack him gently, gasping and gently pats him.

"Sorry! Oh god..you said you didn't see! " You say, flustered. You watch Shiro laugh excitedly, patting you one last time.

"Relax, your secret is safe with me...Now I have to go. Be safe, [Y/N]. Take care of yourself" You watch Shiro walk off, you wave at him and sigh deeply, before you walk back to your cubicle...you sit down and take a deep breath, frowning ...so much for an outdoors break...you are not going outside after all...it doesn't take long before Pidge dives into your cubicle, staring at your face.
"Oh...uh..Hi..Pidge?" You say, smiling softly as their brows furrow deeply.

"What the hell happened?!" Pidge grabs your face, looking you over.

"Did Shiro tell you? I'm fine. I just...my nose broke but I am okay. I'll take the day off tomorrow. " You look at them and smile, they are still frowning...its nice. Having a friend in here....You watch Pidge frown deeper

"I'll fuck him up if he messes with you again. " They pull you into a hug, sighing.
"You're a...friend..here...I feel not so alone...no one should deal with what you go through as a gender non-conforming person. I like you.." You smile and hug them back. Laughing softly. You chat for a while before you decide to head home. You drop your bag onto the floor and kick off your shoes, your head hurts..your eyes hurt..and especially your nose. You drap yourself to your bedroom and undress to get into your pj's. You flop into your bed and frown deeply...you just want to sleep...You close your eyes and you do fall asleep.

You wake up early in the morning, your nose is killing you...you get up and drag yourself to the bathroom, your face is slightly swollen, a bruising around your eyes, your nose is crusty. Your nose is..slightly crooked...you groan and grab some pain relief, dragging yourself through your apartment. (If you have glasses you would be in too much pain to put them on) You move around the apartment, in pain, the doorbell rings and it startles you. You shuffle over and peek out the peephole..Pidge. You open the door with a smile.

"Hey Pidge. What are you doing here?" You watch their eyes widen as they see you. You smile softly
"Im fine, it just looks really bad right now..." You let Pidge inside and close the door behind them.

"So..this is where you live?" Pidge asks as they sit down.
"I can't stay long. We're planning our attack on Sendak. Just wanted to check on you before I go out there" You sit beside them and smile.

"Im fine...I think now I am more worried about you going..out there fighting. I..know we haven't known each other that long but...I care about you...would suck to lose you.."

Pidges eyes widen, tears forming in their eyes as their bottom lip quiver before it turns into a wide smile and they hug you tightly.
"It would definitely suck to lose me" You laugh as you hug them back. They continue.
"All jokes aside...Thank you...losing you would suck too..." They pat your shoulder, getting up.
"I am saving our planet...our home so we have more time to make more friends...besides I want to make a game with you, your art skills, my programming..." You laugh loudly and not, getting up too.

You wince from laughing, nose hurting...You walk Pidge out, saying a...see you later...for now. Some time passes and you look outside to see the lions zoom out, you frown softly...you don't know if...they'll be okay...

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The Sendak invasion ends with a giant mech showing up...belong up and the Paladins nearly died...they sacrificed themselves for the greater good. You head back to work, some days after, your nose still healing. Pidge lights up, waving at you as you enter the cafeteria. They're surrounded by the paladins, Shiro, Romelle and Coran. You smile and grab a drink before you walk over with a grin.

"Congratulations are in order I suppose.." You cross your arms and raise a brow. You laugh softly as you watch their smiles widen.

"Your face looks better" Pidge says and grins.
"I'm glad you're healing up nice. I'm glad." You smile and touch your face, sighing softly, nodding.

"Yeah, I'm glad too. I looked like shit the days right after...You missed eye swelling..that was fun...try cooking with limited eyesight..." You laugh softly, sipping your drink you look over the crew, Lance and Allura are holding hands...cute! You smile at them and chuckle.

"You don't need to worry about Trevor, last I heard he was suspended, when he broke your nose he got a warning, he lashed out and got suspended..." You look over at Shiro, and you smile...of course he did.

"Of course..." You frown and shake your head, leaming against the couch. You chew your cheek and look up, Pidge looks concerned...
"I'm fine, Pidge..just...anxious." You smile.

"Who's this Trevor guy?" You look over, Keith looks...confused. You swallow, your...feelings are still there and they're worse.

"Just a...very...insane person..." You start, smiling as you place a hand on your nose again.

"He bullied [Y/N], no....more like tormented...he tripped [Y/N] and broke his nose" Pidge sits up, frowning so deep they look like their brows are coming off...

"He was...jealous of my...'relationship' with you lot. Not that I really have a 'relationship'..apart from Pidge.." You shrug...you don't want to tell them about his feelings for Allura. That's not fair.

"What the fuck." Keith scoffs and crosses his arms, frowning.
"Why didn't he speak to us like a normal person"

"Oh he did, with me. " Allura says and awkwardly looks at you, then at Lance.
"He came onto me, worse than Lance was...apologies.." Lance raises his hand as to say 'no offense taken' she sighs and frowns.
"He was really persistent...He kind of freaked me out for a while.." Your face turns into one of disgust, mouth gaping.

"What the actual fuck?! He's deserves worse than suspension!" You yell out, people turn to look and you cover your mouth.
"Sorry....sorry" You take a deep breath and frown.

"I agree with...what's your name again?" You look up at Keith...your heart sinks a little...He doesn't know your name...damn.

"Don't take offense [Y/N] he didn't remember me either when we saved Shiro." Lance said, grinning and nods to Keith.
"[Y/N]" he says slowly, nodding slowly to Keith.
"Don't fear, he's just stupid." You frown softly.

"That's rude of you. I doubt you remember the names of everyone you have met. " Lance clears his throat and looks away from you. You look over at Keith.
"You're not stupid. Names are hard. I struggled for so long remembering my co-workers names....I eventually gave up and waited for them to say their names...again...horrible...and awkward..." You laugh softly and sigh, you see Keith's eyes softly, before he closes them and smirks...something thay makes your stomach turn...

"Yeah, I understand that feeling. Names are not my forte." He says as he looks up at you. You smile before seeing Pidge edge closer with a wide grin on their face, wiggling their brows. Your smile drops, and you stand up.

"I must take my leave...I shall go back to work..yes...work...being an artist.." You say and you spin, away turns into a run.

"What...was that about?" Keith turns to Pidge who has a weird look on their face, Keith looks..scared...he understands your want to run...Shiro looks like he wants to escape this moment too.

"What? I'm just making a face..hee hee..." They grin and look at Keith, grinning wider. They excuse themselves and walk off to find you. And they find you at your station, you're sketching up some new outfits for the Garrison, smiling softly. Some new outfits for the Paladins. You don’t notice Pidge until they're right behind you. You gasp out loud, flailing your arms.

"PIDGE!" You yell out, frowning as you grab them by the shoulders and shake them violently. They laugh as they're shaken.
"Motherfuck! You cant do that!" You pant and shake your head, removing your headset.

"Oooo...what's this?" They say and lean closer. Before smirking, looking over at you, adjusting their glasses. Oh no..that’s never good.
"Soooooo....your crush for a certain...walled up guy.." You stare at them, face turning red.

"P-Pidge...I" You watch them turn and sit on your desk after shoving some things away.
"I have no...clue what you're talking about..." Their grin drops as you say that, grabbing your sketchbook out of your bag and pulling open page after page of Keith, several new ones too. They see one page and slam the sketchbook closed.

"Ew...Ew...did not want to see that...[Y/N]...and you say you don't feel something for him...yet..that...is in here..." They shudder and hand you the book and stare at you. Oh god...You frown and grab it and put it back in your bag. Your face going red...

"S-sorry...I..." You drew Keith in...something...rather revealing. You sit silently for a moment.
"Let me...pine...it won't amount to anything. Because I am not pursuing. " You watch Pidge frown, then sigh.

"That might be best...never really seen him....be in love...talk to Shiro. He knows if K- that..someone has ever loved.." You glare at them, like people wouldn't know who Pidge is referring to because of naming Shiro...You frown and shake your head, damn it. You whack Pidge across the shoulder, making them yelp.

"You have to shut up! No more words. We...can talk later" You look around, swallowing the lump in your throat.
"If you excuse me..I have work.." You watch Pidge stare at you before shrugging and walking off, patting your shoulder. You go back too working. And you later...somewhat confess to Pidge...although they already knew. The next few days are...agony, Pidge keeps making you bump into Keith everywhere you go. Either literally or just pass the same hallway..It's awkward...until he stops you.

"Is Pidge doing this to you too?" He asks. He looks so...confused the poor thing..You nod softly, shrugging.
"What the hell is their problem? They're making me take completely horrible shortcuts.." He looks frustrated....angry..

"I really don't know why. Pidge has...an odd sense of humor...I think they're trying to get us to talk" You shrug, his eyes meet you...he doesn't look happy...

"Talk? Why would I talk to you? I don't understand?" Ow..ouch okay...probably not how he meant to say it.
"I have nothing to say to you! I don't see what good it would do. I'm not here to make friends." He raises his arms, slapping them against his legs as he lets them down. Okay he did mean it like you though he did. You just shrug again, smiling.

"I...really have to go. I'll talk to Pidge. I'm sorry." You turn away from him...dammit Pidge. You sigh as you read the note again, meeting someone in the training room...not the old but the new one that's

being built...you think it's probably just someone who wants some design inputs. You enter the room, there's...things everywhere...its badly lit and you're...getting a really bad feeling...you look around for a moment. You feel a presence behind you and you turn, a fist lands on your face that causes you to fall to the floor. You pant and hold your face as you look up but another fist lands you straight on the nose. Breaking it once more. You cry out and open your eyes to see a figure straddling you. You blink to see a...familiar face.

"You had me FUCKING suspended you fucking bitch!" Trevor's fist lands on your face again. Your arms come up to protect it, instead the fist lands on your chest, knocking the air out of your lungs. You don't have time to say any words as he stands up...is...it over? You think as his foot crashes down onto your ribs, again knocking the air out of you. This time the pain stays..and it's bad. You groan and rollover. Holding your ribcage.
"I will fucking KILL YOU" Trevor's voice is filled with rage, his foot slamming into your back, then your ribs, then your hips. Then hips again, you try to get up but he kicks you over and over again. You try to talk to him, his foot landing in your face. You see nothing for a moment, you curl up, trying to protect your body..your vital organs. But he doesn't stop kicking. You feel him turn you onto your back, straddling you he grabs your collar, slamming his fist down over and over in your face. You struggle for a while until you don't. You don't remember much more...You come to a little bit, voices screaming, a bright light shining into your eyes. You try to talk, but you're overcome with nausea and you vomit to the side, all you see is red...dark red...almost black. You cough violently, it sends sharp violent pains up your spine and throughout your body, causing you to leave a choked scream. The last thing you hear is.

["You are hereby terminated, Mr. Martinez. Effective immediately. Take him out of my sight. Make sure Mr. Martinez never returns. Take Mr. [L/N] to the infirmary, immediately. ]

[POV Change. Pidge]

It feels like my heart is beating out of my chest. My feet feel like they're not even hitting the ground because of how fast I am running. I nearly trip into the training room, pressing past the herd of people. I see..Trevor, covered in blood and I feel mine run cold. Do I dare look..my eyes wander to see you. Your unconscious...battered body...I pant, gasping for air before I see you get up...only to vomit out so much blood. I am about to run over, but Shiro stops me. I turn to snap at him but I stop myself. He looks just as upset as me. I frown and sob softly.
"I'd he going to be okay?" I ask..Shiros breath stops for a moment before he exhales deeply.

"I don't know, Pidge. Veronica found him. She couldn't fight Trevor off...she got hit pretty good. But..she's okay." I look over to see Lance's sister, Veronica hold a cold pack against her face...Lance looks...furious...I look over at Iverson...he's scolding Trevor.

"You are hereby terminated, Mr. Martinez. Effective immediately. Take him out of my sight. Make sure Mr. Martinez never returns. Take Mr [L/N] to the infirmary, immediately." Iverson rubs his nose bridge before checking you over. He winces and sighs.
"Okay people. Enough. Go back to work. Mr [L/N] will be well cared for by our medical team. Thanks to Princess Allura we have the tech to get him up to good health faster. You're all dismissed."

I stare at them carrying you out...your face is...unrecognizable..
Theres so much blood. I lean into Shiro, frowning as I struggle to deal with these emotions. I feel like I am in slow-motion as Shiro guides me towards the medical bay....it feels like forever. I spot Keith...the guy you're pining for...stand leaning against a beam by the med bay..he's covering his mouth.

"I..spoke to him...not long ago...had I know I'd.. " Shiro stops him, shaking his head.

"Nothing you could have done, Keith...it has happened. Most important thing is that he is alive. And the perpetrator has been dealt with. Stay with Pidge. I have to have a conversation with Commander Iverson." I watch Shiro smile at me..he squeezes my shoulder gently before he walks away. My eyes drift to the window to the med bay...I can see them working on you...I walk closer and stare through the window until the curtain is drawn and I stare at myself. Tears in my eyes I lift my glasses to wipe my tears, sniffling I turn and slide down the wall.

"Hey..Pidge..he...he will be okay. " I look up at Keith...he looks...like he feels....guilty. I watch him come closer and squat in front of me.
"I don't...know him that well...but....from what I can...tell he's...strong..He took a broken nose like a champ.." I smile a bit...

"He tries to be...I know he isn't....he...is such a kind person..Keith. He shouldn't have to...deal with this again..." I sigh and press my face into my hands.

"Yeah well...at least he can't run up and down hallways just to see me....he was...nice..I feel bad for...saying I...didn't have anything to say to him...I.." I frown and stare at him.

"You said that? Man...its my fault I made you meet...every time" I trail off....I promised [Y/N] not to tell...

"I didn't mean it in...a bad way I just...don't have time to make new friends" Keith sits down with me. And we sit in silence for what seems like forever...I shoot up once the door opens, staring at the doctor as they finally let me inside. I run, straight over to the pod, my hands pressed against the glass I stare at your battered body. Keith seemed to follow me..

"How bad is he? How long will it take before he wakes up? Will he have lasting damages?" I throw out several questions, staring at the doctor in front of me.

"Pidge..." Keith interrupts ,placing a hand onto my shoulder. His eyes drift to you, frowning.
"He looks bad"

"Yes. Several of his ribs are broken, his liver is bruised and his stomach burst. His jaw is broken and one of the eye sockets are too. His hip took a lot of beating, but we only saw bruising and swelling. It's hard to say when he will be well..or if there is lasting damages to his body that we can not fix" I can understand the words coming out of the doctors mouth but I don't at the same time. I'm not filled with sorrow...but rage. My fists ball up tightly as I take deep, angry breaths, my teeth whistles horribly as I grind my teeth.

"I'll fucking kill him." I say, when Keith's hand is on my shoulder my head snaps to him so fast I lose vision for a moment. Keith's eyes widen and he lets go..he hasn't ever seen me this pissed.

"S-sorry...Uh...but I..don't think killing..the guy who did this will get justice for [Y/N]." I...know Keith is right...but I don't want to feel...anything else right now. I shove myself off the pod you're in and I storm off....off to....calm down...vent to someone...my brother? My dad...mom? I turn the corners of the hallway so fast I nearly slip, shoving past the people I walk by. Just in time to watch Police escort Trevor off the premises. He...doesn't seem as cocky anymore, now knowing he...nearly beat someone to death over...nothing. I glare daggers at him, if looks could kill I would have killed him. I keep walking until I stand infront of Shiro. A....dad..figure I guess...I take deep breaths as he looks at me, getting up from his seat he sees my anger...sees what's beneath it.

"Pidge? Hey...hey what's going on?" He places a hand on me and pulls me to sit with him and it's like everything I have ever gone through comes spilling out of me.

"I know, I know I haven't known [Y/N] that long but he...he feels like a brother to me...in the short time we got to know each other he has helped me understand myself so...much more...And to see him.." I sob, clenching my fists tight, taking a deep breath.

"Hurt? I understand, Pidge. It is never easy seeing someone you care about hurt; the feeling of not being able to help them is almost worse. But that is not true. You are helping him. You worry for him, you will be there with him. Knowing you, Pidge, you won't leave his side." Shiro pulls me into one of the best hugs I have had since returning from space. He is comfort; as Paladins, we did not have our family, so Shiro became a father figure for us all. We often joke about it.

"Thanks...Shiro" I leave a sniffle and look up at him, I wipe my tears under my glasses and laugh softly.
"You really still carry the dad title..." Shiro laughs heartily, patting me as he does.

"I will never escape that title, huh? I've come to grow fond of it. You guys are my kids." I smile and close my eyes, cleaning my glasses.

"What happens to.."

"He will have a hearing, so far he is under arrest for aggravated assault, hate crime and attempted murder. " My eyes bulge out of my skull.
"Those are hard crimes. Yes, but considering the harassment [Y/N] got its what it is. Whether [Y/N] wakes up or not, Trevor will be in jail for a...long time. " Shiro sighs as he gets up, rubbing his nose bridge.

"Damn...yeah...But he will...wake up. He has to. And when he does I'll beat him and make him confess his love to..." I trail off as I see Shiro stare at me...."someone..." I shoot up and straighten my clothes.
"I'm...gonna go back..." I say and walk off, not noticing Shiros raised confusion.

As I get back to the med bay, I frown..Keith's still there...oooo is it love a brewin??? I sneak over and stare at him
"SO...still here?" I watch him flinch a little...never really been able to scare him...
"What? Oh...yes, you left, so I figured you didn't want him to be alone." Keith's brows furrow.
"I can leave now that you're here...don't hesitate to call for me, Pidge. You shouldn't have to be alone." I watch him turn; I smile a

bit...he's become much softer...and it's nice.

As you recover, I'll tell you about my days, what I do, what's going on... I'm with you as much as I can, but... things are happening. I grin as I sketch in my own sketchbook; it's decent—not anywhere near your skills—but I turn the book over to show your sleeping body.
"So that's me...and you, I am taking you on a space trip in Green. She'd like you...not...that I have asked but.." I lean back again, smirking as I doodle something and show you.
"That's you, and Keith" I whisper low..
"Kissing" I grin. I snap the book closed as Keith....hope he...didn't hear cause you'd kill me...

"How is he?" he asks. I swallow and sit up, trying to regain some composure.

"Uh...He's...slowly getting better. Most of his injuries are healed...his brain...took a lot, so...we are waiting for that..." I look over at you, smiling.
"He'll wake...Then I will properly show him my art that I have made." I grin, looking back at Keith.

"I'm sure he'll like that." I chuckle at Keith. He leans against the wall close to the pod.

"I heard you...sit with him sometimes when I can't...thank you...I...really appreciate it...I'm sure he does too." Keith rolls his eyes.

"You're welcome. I guess. As I said a while ago...you shouldn't be doing this alone. Besides...it's nice and quiet here...I can relax." I

look over at him as he slowly sits beside you on the other side. He leans against the glass, poking at it like you're a fish in an aquarium.

"Hey don't poke him like that" I scoff and push his hand away, shaking my head.

"What? It's not like he's awake to see it…" Keith scoffs and crosses his arms as he leans back. He's looking at you, his eyes trailing your face. I grin, and he notices; it seems to freak him out.
"Pidge, what's that face for? You're freaking me out…" I wave my hand and chuckle… perhaps getting you and Keith together won't be so hard after all… I lean back, and we both watch you. It feels like hours pass before the pod beeps and hisses open. I shoot to my feet, and so does Keith..

[POV Switch back]

Your eyes slowly peel open; you feel as if a truck hit you. You see Pidge lean over, the widest, happiest grin on their face. Then Keith; he has a soft smile, barely noticeable. You're so confused. They both help you sit up as you regain your strength. They spend some time explaining what happened, and you feel worse. You frown and stretch, rubbing your face as you're helped out of the pod. You feel Keith's hand on the small of your back as he pushes you up. You can't help but feel a tingle in your abdomen. You turn to smile softly at him, and he meets your eyes; your eyes linger for a moment, enough for Pidge to have a coy smirk on their face. Keith looks away first, a hint of a blush on his cheeks. You look away next, swallowing as your eyes meet Pidge's. Your eyes widen before you look at the floor, huffing softly through your nose. You wince as you try to stand, feeling like you're tied to a block of

concrete and your weight is pulling you down. You don't even realize you're falling before hands grab you. You laugh softly and frown..
"Sorry...I'm weaker than I thought." You look up at Keith again. You smile this time, a little bigger.
"Again, thanks." You watch him frown and turn away; his throat bobs as he swallows...is that a blush?
"Don't mention it. You're stupid for trying to get on your feet," he says and turns to you with a face...you don't think he's really realizing he's blushing. You laugh softly, sitting back down.

"That's fair. I wasn't thinking. I just wanted to get out of here," you say, and Pidge scoots out of the little room you're in, leaving you in silence with Keith.
"Thanks...I assume you took care of Pidge's well-being while I was out? I appreciate it. They tend to worry, I've noticed." You smile and place a hand on Keith's arm as thanks. He doesn't pull away, just averts his eyes and nods.

"I told them I would watch over you if it meant they slept. They worried us for a while. Besides, it's quiet here; don't have to hear Lance talk about Allura in that way." He visibly becomes uncomfortable and moves away from your touch. You smile and chuckle.

"Yeah, as much as he is all for respecting Allura, his mouth spits out things he maybe shouldn't be saying. I will never unhear words he has said that will haunt me to my grave." Keith's mouth curls into a smile; he rolls his eyes and shakes his head, crossing his arms.

"Fortunately, I haven't had the pleasure of hearing anything bad. I

see him and I turn." You laugh out, your smile wide, big, creasing the corners of your eyes. You cover your mouth to not be as loud; your cheeks dimple. Keith feels his heart pick up. Why? What is happening? You don't notice his confusion because Pidge bursts in with a wheelchair.

"Had to steal this from a very, very old man," Pidge says seriously, looking at you. Your eyes widen slightly before you both laugh out loud.
"Hop in. Let's get you out and let everyone know you're better." They ease you into the chair, and you place your feet on the footrests, leaning back. Keith steps out of the way, but he comes along. You can't help but glance over at him; he's not looking at you, but if you keep doing it, he will. You get rolled around, people seem..relieved to see you well. Allura gives you a soft hug, smiling you hug her back, she's always so..wonderful, caring...no wonder Lance loves her...You look over as Shiro, Lance and Hunk each give you a hug..Shiros lasts the longest. Kneeling he looks over you, smiling as he pats your shoulder.

"You look good. We were worried there for a while. It looked like you wouldn't make it." He looks like he's...feeling guilty, you look.up at the rest of them and they do too.

"Hey, I'm okay now...I guess I can handle a beating..which I..didn't think I could..." You laugh and you watch them relax a little...Shiro gets back up and hugs Pidge gently, speaking to them behind you as you roll yourself to get something to drink. The dishwasher is dirty...You slowly rise out of your chair before you're pushed down again...again..Keith.
"You're really determined to have me sitting" You laugh out as you look over at him. He just frowns and grabs you a cup, filling it with

water before handing it to you.

"Well you shouldn't overwork yourself. " Keith says.

"Says you, you overdo everything you do, Keith" Lance says with a smirk, leaning against the counters next to you. Keith's brows furrow.

"Doesn't mean /he/ should" Keith gestures at you, sighing as he rubs the bridge of his nose.

"Aaww Keith does care about you, [Y/N]-"

"Of course I care, I'm not an emotionless monster?" Keith stares at Lance and his eyes widen and his brows raise.

"Damn, never said you were, was just teasing....Just surprised it took you this little to care for someone...took you forever to care for me" Lance says with a soft pout.

"I cradled you in my arms when Sendak attacked the Castle, We bonded! I cared about you!" Keith says, voice breaking slightly...You stare...you ended up into something you maybe shouldn't be hearing...

"That never happend, don't remember it, besides it was a very long time ago" Lance says and he..clearly remembers...he looks a little embarrassed...You roll back as they bicker slightly, sipping your water. Pidge smirks at you, and you sigh.

"Pidge what?" They lean close to you. Hanging over your shoulders.
"You have a cruuushhhh~" They whisper out. "And I think Keith

might like you tooooo~" Your face turns red, eyes darting over to Keith.

"Don't say that, you don't know that!" You hiss out, enough for both Lance and Keith to turn to you both. You close your mouth before smiling at them and turn around to face Pidge.
"Shhhhhh I don't want anyone to know. It's never happening" Pidge grins and hands you their sketch of you and Keith they drew and your face turns redder as you look at it, closing the book quickly before handing it back.
"I hate you. Not...actually. " You say, Pidge laughs out loud before they drive you to your apartment for some..actual peace and quiet. They ask if you need them to stay but you shake your head. You watch them leave and roll yourself to your room, having to climb out of the chair to walk to the bed and throw yourself down. You lean back and pull your phone out as you hear it ding, Pidge sent the sketch. And you can't stop staring, your abdomen tingling...You close your phone and sigh deeply and close your eyes, but your mind remembers his hand on your back...large...his hands on your shoulders...it sends tingles further than just your abdomen. You sigh and whine, maybe you're just...a little pent up...so...why not let yourself...imagine. It's just...imagination..right? You sigh and keep your eyes closed, hands resting on your chest and abdomen....your thoughts delve into something...warmer. You're making your way down the hallway of work, bumping into Keith again...he gives you a soft smirk.

"We keep meeting. I'm starting to think it's on purpose.." Keith's voice is low, as he leans closer to you, you naturally step back and hit the wall behind you. His body presses against yours, warm hands slipping to pull you closer by gripping your hips. You're blushing, he's not...

"I-I don't mean to we..work at the same place and I.." Your voice comes out as a soft whisper, while his hands slide up your waist, trailing the stitching of your shirt.

"I don't mind spending more time with you, [Y/N]..." His voice escapes his lips like a purr, leaning closer to you, lips brushing against your ear..
"Let's keep meeting...I think I have spare time for us now.." He says as he pulls away, his voice sending shivers through you...You feel him pull away and grab your hand as he tugs you away, to a small storage closet. You don't have time to react before his body pins you to the wall. His fingers trailing up your waist to your chest, carefully unbuttoning each button...his lips press against the crook of your neck, a small soft gasp escapes your mouth...your hands reach around to grab his waist, slipping under the fabric to feel his skin..soft warm...You moan softly as he kisses up your neck before your lips meet, your hands grip onto his hips as you press yourself closer to him. The soft wet texture of his tongue slips past your lips and you groan softly, you feel him against you, hardening, grinding. My fingers slip further down to the hem of his pants and he never breaks the kiss...but his hand is moving, slipping down over the swell of your crotch, firmly rubbing it in his hands. You stop for a moment, whimpering into his mouth. He flicks the button open...he hesitates...You grab his hand and press against it...letting him know to please continue...His hand move over the hem of your pants, slipping down, under the hem on your underwear and you feel a thrill in your groin as his long, calloused fingers slip further and further..Your hand moves too, ready to dive. His free hand pins your hand to the wall behind you..
"I'll treat you good first." His voice but a whisper against your lips...his fingers reach your heat and you whimper softly. Fingers

sliding between the fold of your cunt, a soft hum leaves him that makes you whimper further..
"So fucking wet already..." He whispers into your ear, your face grows hot, hotter as two fingers curl inside of you and you gasp, biting your lower lip.

"K-Keith~" You bite at his neck, he groans into your neck. His fingers move in and out of you, fuck...You lean into his touch making him chuckle.

"Eager are we now?" He smirks against your skin, letting your hand go as he presses further, a third finger slips inside of you and you moan out a little louder. It feels good...Your hands grip onto him, trying to stifle your moans by leaning into his chest. You can tell he's hard, your fingers sliding down to dance over his bulge..Fuck. He pulls out of you and you can't help but to whine softly. You slip down, sliding down onto your knees in front of him...it takes you a moment to look up at him, his fingers in his mouth and you swallow hard...He doesn't say anything...

"Can't wait to fuck that pretty mouth of yours" He finally says, whining you slowly pull off his pants...You watch his cock twitch under the fabric of his underwear, pressing soft kisses along it, feeling it with your mouth. Hearing him groan turns you on...slowly you pull his underwear off and bite your lip, watching his cock spring free...its not large by any chance...nor small..just..perfect. your hand wraps around the base before gently pumping his cock with your hand, his fingers curl and grip your hair, pulling you closer to his cock. You open your mouth to put the head in, humming around him as you bob your head softly. His moans are hot, low...ragged breaths escaping him as he strains from pinning your head against the wall and fucking your throat...You shift a

little, placing your hands on his hips as you gently guide his hips back and forth....but the gentle doesn't last long before he presses himself closer, his tip slipping past your throat until your nose is pressed against his pubic bone, the coarse hair ticking it. You wince a bit, straining to breathe, but fuck it turns you on. You look up at him before he pulls back, enough for you to breathe.

"Pretty boy...taking my fucking cock so well...I'll fuck it sore, fuck it so sore you can't speak..." He groans out, before grabbing your head and thrusts his hips into your throat, his hips pick up the pace, letting you breathe every once in a while. Until his hips thrusts against your face roughly, and quick...Your eyes tear up a bit, can't breathe, his breaths are more ragged, gasping. Moaning..

"[Y/N]" He moans
"Fuckhh I'm cumming....I'm going to fucking fill your fucking throat " He groans out, making you look at him as he finally pushes his hips against your face, pressing himself against you as his cock twitches and he cums down your throat. It's spurts of fluid..trickling down your throat. You moan softly around him before he pulls out, you make sure to suck out every...last bit. You pant and look up at him, he slides down and strokes your cheek before pushing you down onto your back...he kisses your neck, down to your hips as he yanks off both pants and underwear. He has a grin on his face as he slips his head closer, tongue sliding across your slit and onto your clit. His tongue swirls around it before he sucks it into his mouth, it's bigger, since you got on hormones...and it feels..good. You cover your mouth to not be as loud...his fingers slipping inside of you like before...shit...this is good...You moan as his tongue flicks your clit, your hands grip onto his hair and pull him closer, whimpering under him...

"K-keith" You moan, watching him eat you out is...fucking great...You bit your lip and feel his fingers thrusts faster into you, curling slightly, closing your eyes you moan and arch into his touch, it doesn't take you long this time...his fingers..his mouth on your clot is sending you down the Orgasm path...You're almost...almost-

You snap back as your vibrator dies, sobbing softly as you groan...you should have charged it! But you've been out cold!! You whine before you use your hand instead, rubbing quickly to chase the high..but the fantasy is ruined, but you still feel yourself cumming, sobbing you arch and moan, hips trembling...
"Ke-Keithhnn" You whisper out, embarrassed that his name slipped past your lips...You relax, panting as you calm down...only getting up to clean yourself...You sink back into bed and laugh softly, your body feels warm...good...relaxed...Keith has sunk his claws deep...even if he might not feel the same.

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Your alarm blares loudly, you feel your back ache and you sit up...rubbing your eyes you gasp audibly at the time on your clock. 6 am. You're LATE. You jump to your feet and scramble into the bathroom...nearly pissing yourself before deciding NOT to brush your teeth OR eat breakfast. You pull on whatever clothes you can find, your phone...phone there. You grab it and then your keys, running out of the apartment and down the stairs in a rush you're panting as you rush towards the building and stop..the sun is peeking up..You pant and stare down on your phone...3 am. Your
clock wasn't correct....You groan and gently hit your head.

"What are you doing up at this hour?" You spin around, Ryan. You smile and laugh, clearing your throat.

"I...thought I overslept...but turns out that my clock on my bedside wasn't.. correct...so now I am up..an hour..sure before I had to but..." You sigh and run a hand through your hair, yawning as you lean your head back.

"You get up at four..when you start at six...why?" He asks, smiling.
"See Keith maybe?" You groan and glare at him.
"I've seen how you look at him, your cheeks flushing, hands trembling.."

"Please, Kinkade. Like you're any better pining after the chef himself? I've seen how you look at him, that interview you did with the Paladins?" You smirk, his eyes widen for a moment before he laughs, nodding softly.

"Touché, [L/N] Touché.." He looks away for a moment before looking at you.
"Guess we are both pining over men that we can't have" You shove him lightly, smiling.

"You and Hunk would be adorable together...aaa I can see him baking you small treats for your morning coffee" You place your hands on your cheeks and giggle, his cheeks just flush a little...You pat him and smile. Answering his question from before...
"I wake up at four to go jogging. I try to keep..somewhat in shape since I sit most of the time" you shrug and smile, he nods agreeing.

"That's good,[L/N], good to keep in shape." He looks at his clock before smiling.
"I have to be going, have to do some training myself" He squeezes your shoulder and smiles before walking off.

"You should totally ask Hunk out!" You call after him

"Only if you ask Keith out!" He calls back and doesn't turn around..You laugh, awkwardly and frown...You rub your eyes and groan.

"Who's asking Keith out?" You look up, face slightly red. Romelle. Allura's friend. She has Allura behind her...she too perks at the question..You laugh and shrug, smiling as you try to pass them.
"[Y/N] do you like Keith?" Romelle asks and gasps softly, turning to Allura. She winks knowingly you do...

"I-I don't! Haha! Why would I like a tall, well-built...dark haired...mysterious...man?" You laugh and shake your head, shrugging again and smile, but it goes away once Romelle grabs your hands in hers.

"You do! Gosh, I can't see why you would...he's so...I wouldn't say cold.." She says as she pulls you closer. Her smile widening and you feel a little scared as she pulls you along.
"We should get you two on a date.." She says and grins.

"Romelle, I don't think Keith will agree to a date, with..anyone" Allura places a hand on Romelles shoulder, smiling.
"Besides, [Y/N] might not even want to tell Keith...even if I think they should" You freeze for a moment, whyyyyy why did you have to yell out to Kinkade?? Why you? You groan and laugh.
"I-I really do not think he would go on a date with.." You lower your voice as you pass some people "me" You add and smile.
"B-besides he is..way...way out of my league..." Both of them look at you, confused.
"It means he..is too...uh..attractive for..someone like me?" You smile and they both look like they're about to beat you..

"Too attractive for you? Please [Y/N] you're plenty...attractive " Allura says and looks at your clothes...you just threw on clothes..they're stained and well..

"Ah th-this is just I...thought I was late and I just threw this on"

"Hideous..if you're going to capture Keith's eyes...you can't be wearing that..." Allura says and pulls on your shirt, she sniffs at it and winces..You...lean down to smell it...gross..sweaty...You swallow and look around, covering yourself.

"I- I usually dress nice! But when I work I have a uniform..." Allura drags you back outside...taking you towards your apartment..

"Get dressed [Y/N] I'll see to it you won't need a uniform today..and please...wash..yourself.." She says before she leaves you...You stand frozen for a moment before walking upstairs again..You dress into some red and black pants almost cargo pants but they're wider in the bottom and have chains hanging down. You pull on a crop top, black with long white sleeves and some platform boots...You look at yourself...then realizing a missing piece. A high waist g string...well..you only see the waistband on them since your pants are low and you're wearing a crop top. You decided on red...underwear...You fix your hair and add a dark shadow to your eyes.
You stare at yourself for a moment before heading back to work...hoping to catch Allura to..let her see your new change...5.30. Just enough for grabbing yourself a quick breakfast in the cafeteria...you walk in looking at your phone, standing in line.

"Oh wow, [Y/N] I never see you looking like this..its...a nice change!" Hunks voice, happy, calm and familiar greets you. You smile at him and look at yourself.

"Yeah, Allura told me I should..present better..." You shrug and bend over slightly to look at the options, before standing straight.
"A cheese sandwich, please and a large coffee" You smile, they server giving you your things as Hunk watches.

"Is that so? Thought it was for Keith?" You freeze mid pay and look up at him, swallowing...then you pay.

"Haha...ha..what?" You say and Hunk blinks softly, confused.

"Sorry, I thought you were into each other?" You stare more..uh...

"N-no? I..uhm...who...how? Hah...I..should.." You point away and walk off, into..each other? What the hell does me mean by that? You sigh as you bit a piece off of your sandwich chewing it slowly.

"[Y/N]! That is much..well..better..very Keith" Allura gleams down at you...you feel your face go warm...

"I..always dress this way...for a long time.." You say, still chewing before drinking some coffee. She just grins at you and takes you with her, you're hesitating a bit so she pushes on you.
"W-where are you taking me?"

"A meeting, thought you could sketch us all..." She leans in closer as she shoves you into a conference room, people's eyes turning to you and her...She makes you sit down before she sits beside you...You sit in silence for a moment before Shiro comes in, then Pidge, who grins at you...then Lance...Hunk...lastly Keith. Along with a tall..purple man and woman...the woman looks...incredibly much like Keith...Keith doesn't see you just yet...but he does as soon as he sits down.

"[Y/N]? What is he doing here?" He asks, now seeing your..top half...

"I wanted him here, I wanted to see him draw.." She says as she nudges you to pull out your sketchbook...but you pull out your tablet instead. Her eyes follow you as you place it on the table.
"You will draw on that?" You nod at her, smiling as you pull up your drawing app, opening a new canvas. Keith just watches, before focusing on the screen in front of him.

You blink softly before eating more of your sandwich and Allura smirks, nodding towards Keith. You don't need her words to know she wants you to draw him...You sigh and do...Him looking to the side, you catch him..catch your eyes looking at him and the corner of his mouth curves to a soft soft smile...you add that...Feeling your heart thump before you spin your tablet to show Keith..His head turns to look, eyes widening softly as he leans over to look closers. You push it closer to him as he takes it in his hands...He stares for a moment before holding his hand out, looking at the pen in your hand...You hand it over, swallowing...you feel nervous but..you move your eyes over to the screen, frowning...you haven't really super paid attention to...any of this...these mechs are..insane. Well built...designed. You frown deeper...before Keith scoots over the pen and tablet again, focusing on the screen and the talking...

You reach over to pull it towards you, Alluras eyes sneak over. It's you. He drew...you..very..very good too..You feel your cheeks flush as you look at it. He drew you facing forwards, your eyes...your smile..you look at Keith finally..he's looking at you from the side. You hold up a thumb, smiling. 'Amazing' you mime out...his cheeks flush..but it's hard to see...he looks away from you and slides down in his seat...looking back down you zoom out a bit, to get a better look, a small...other sketch up in the corner. You looking to the side. This time a small blush drawn on the cheeks. Cute...you think...feeling like you're going to burst from joy...Allura just smirks, poking you to watch Keith...He's slid down in the chair, arms crossed but he's chewing on his thumb lightly, clearly not focusing on what's being talked about. He eventually gets up and leaves the room...You remain seated until the meeting ends....

You walk out of the room with a soft smile, Allura coming up behind you. She has a huge smile on her face as she looks at you..

"He drew you, [Y/N] twice" She grins and shoves you gently. You roll your eyes, sighing as you walk with her.

"Only cause I drew him..he's really good! Didn't think he was" You smile down at it before putting your tablet away. Spotting Keith talking to Shiro, who's....Laughing, shaking Keith gently. Shiro spots you and grins, nodding over to you and Keith turns, before turning away as soon as he sees you...but he turns back...just..watching you. You feel a little awkward but you wave, he isn't reacting...You turn to Allura....she watches him, then looks at you..

"Think he's staring at those red bands on your waist" She says and I look down and feel my face go red...of course. Of course he is...
"What are those even?"

"My..ehm...underwear. " You say
"It's just how they're worn..I...like seeing others have it..it's.. hot?" You watch Allura stare, then stare at Keith, who's no longer there. Shiro is though.

"Underwear? I will never understand Human culture..." You laugh softly at her, before we walk over to Shiro...he's just grinning from ear to ear. You stare at him..Keith must have made him this happy...Allura pushes you to walk...
"I need to talk to Shiro..you go on ahead."

You are...so..confused..scared...worried? You make your way to your work station...A note. You feel your chest go cold, your heart pounding as you struggle to breathe a bit. Hands trembling as you remember Trevor's note...but you shake your head and grab it...opening it.

"Meet me in the parking lot at 15."

You stare, taking deep breaths...what..who gave you this? You look around, too anxious to..ask anyone...to work. You sit there...considering not going...but something in you tells you to go. You groan and glare at the clock...You get up and walk out, fast at first then slow, you feel like you're going to vomit. The breeze hits you just right when you come out to take everything you worry about away..you sigh and smile softly before heading to the..parking lot..right..which one of them all. You look around and find a other note.

"Wait here. I'll be here"

Who is even is this?! You stare at the note and groan, you lean against a lamp post, waiting...waiting...until you spot Keith, looking as confused as you were before. He looks around, before he spots you, frowning he walks over, shaking the note in your face.

"Did you leave this note?" He asks, showing you the same note you got...you shake your head and show him yours.

"And you didn't leave this?" He shakes his head and you both frown..you both snap your heads up as you hear...a..drone? Keith frowns deeply as it flies over us and drops a small box. Our heads snap to it before Keith grabs it...just..grabs it!

"Hey! Don't j....just grab it...you..grabbed it.." You stare at him as he picks it up and opens it...no..regard for safety...You do peek over and frown, grabbing what's in it.
"Bracelets...for..." An animal themed amusement park...you frown.

"Romelle"
"Shiro"

You say un unison, staring at each other...You frown and shake your head as a car pulls up. You take a step behind Keith...while he remains...The door flings open and a voice..

"Please, step inside."

We stare at each other...before the voice comes again..

"Just step inside god dammit"

You frown and walk over to the door, frowning deeper...
"It's...empty..?" You say before you step in...Keith grabs your arm to tug you out.

"Keith. Get your ass in the car. Or I'll come and throw you in it."

"Shiro?" Keith asks, frowning deeply...he hesitates before climbing inside and the door shuts behind us....

"That would be my name, yes. We're done having you two silently pine for each other. We all collectively decided to send you on a date. I am..so tired of hearing you complain about your 'confusing feelings' go. Be great."

The voice breaks off and..you're both in silence. It feels like you're about to vomit...you can't look at Keith and he can’t look at you..Keith shifts in his seat, frowning softly as the car rolls off....You frown and swallow, hands trembling as you buckle yourself in....he doesn't...You slowly look over, he looks like the world just caved in on him.

"H-hey it's fine! Sure...this is...extremely awkward...." You start, curling in on yourself before he looks at you.

"More than...that...I-" He swallows and covers his mouth, before looking away. Your heart is pounding so hard it makes it hard to breathe. Another voice...

"Keith likes Hippos [Y/N] likes [your choice animal]. You both like the scary looking roller-coasters. [Y/N] hates the tall, spinning ones. Keith doesn't like the sing songs boat rides"

You frown softly...Pidge?
"Pidge? Of course I don't like the super tall...swing you around while spinning ones? One, absolutely fucking not, two...If I vomit, it will spin all over the people below us...three...absolutely the fuck not.." You frown more, covering your face. Keith sighs.

"I only don't like the sing song ones because they are repetitive...those songs...no thanks. Trapped in a small boat going agonizingly slow...rather die.." He says, frowning towards wherever the sound comes from...
"You trying to get us to...know things about eachother...why?"

"That's what you do on a date, mullet. Guys just, be yourselves..well not Keith...be someone else."

"Lance, stop, that's not helping. Anyway. [Y/N] likes to sing along to songs on the radio on long car trips. He doesn't think his voice sounds good, but he sings anyway. Keith likes to have his hair touched when hugging."

Your face goes red, frowning...in a fit of sudden anger you flip off the speaker, groaning.
"Shut up, you make me sound like the most annoying person in the world! And that's cute, Keith's I mean. Why tell a cute thing about him and the worst thing about me?" Keith seems to recoil at it, groaning as he hides in his hands. You laugh as you watch him.

"[Y/N] draws the people he likes the most. And the ones he is in love with the most because he becomes obsessed"

"Pidge!!!" You yell out and stare, face flushing red. You cover your face, stunned...

"Keith might look angry all the time, but he's a sweetheart, his favorite past time, though terrible at it, is baking. You have a favorite treat, he'll try to bake it and fail and almost burn down the kitchen"

You glance over at Keith who...tries to seem unfazed...You know he's kind, deep down. You are still trying to...come back from what Pidge said about you...Keith taps his fingers on his knee. God you hate this...

"One last thing. Keith is also an artist, though he doesn't show it a lot. He too, draws people he likes. You both drew each other, hopelessly adoring each other from afar. That shall last no more. Enjoy your date!"

You blush at that, laughing. You already know he's good...You frown softly as your hands tremble into your bag, dragging out your sketchbook...you're considering showing him...but...
"I've seen you draw already, and you are good...I didn't expect it but...you did seem like the..creative type.." You say softly, he lifts his head, cheeks flushed. He doesn't say anything...he just shifts a bit as he looks outside the window...You hold the sketchbook closed before opening it slowly, handing him it...He shifts his gaze to the book, taking it in his hands...You're glad you...ripped out pages no one should see..He looks through the page, before flipping it, a soft smile on his face.

"Are these from...?" He asks and looks up at you...his eyes are soft, brows slightly raised..

"From very...early on...I..." You go silent for a moment, looking at him as he looks through them..about to flip the page you see the outline of something you forgot in there...you rip it out of his hands and smile, laughing as you put the book back in your bag...Keith looks surprised and confused..
"I saw something you shouldn't see. Ahem" You sigh and rub your forehead. You two don't talk much..just silence...you're both a bit closer to each other...trying not to...touch too much...The ride feels...short but you step out and put the bracelet on, guiding Keith with you as you go inside the park. There's...a bunch of people...like a lot...You frown and groan...people..Keith looks about as uncomfortable...but you press on..you first go to the animals, see them, talk..a little...as you make it to the roller-coasters you see the intense crowd...You sigh and look around for another route...but you feel Keith's hand wrap around yours..he's kind of cold...you're warm. He pulls you through the crowds, checking back on you to see if you're following...if you're still there.

You two have..kind of a lot of fun..the roller-coasters seemed more...exciting with each other...he can talk you into taking the intense rides but...as you stare up at a spinner, you shake your head...
"Sorry but, no..that's a huge no for me, Keith." You look over at him and he grins, a big..wide grin that makes your heart skip a beat.
"You can't pay me to go up there...I don't think I will be a living man if I get on there.." You laugh softly, he looks at you then he shrugs, grabbing your hand again...

"Okay. Then let's find something else" He says and starts walking...you hesitate for a moment before looking at him...you walk past a game, a shooting one. And there's a large..hippo plush. Keith doesn't see it...but you stop and stare. You pull out of his grip and smile.

"Just a moment." You say and slide in, paying for a shot you sigh..you have to hit the centre, and clear out the star...You bend over slightly, making sure you have the proper angle..Keith's right...behind your and he isn't watching you shoot. But that you don't know...You take a deep breath and shoot. At first you think you won't clear the star..but you do, leaving a loud "whooo!" Grinning you obviously take the hippo and spin around, hidden behind it slightly you hand it over to him. He stares for a moment before grabbing it.

"What? You did this dumb game for this?" He peeks out from the hippo, you smile and nod, chuckling. He blinks before his cheeks flush and he looks away, looking around he finds a game too, of course trying to win the giant plush of your favorite animal...You watch him for a moment, holding his hippo for him. In the short time he held it, it smells like him. You close your eyes for a moment, opening them again to see Keith, holding the plush for you...you smile before you exchange animals, laughing softy you gently shove him. Your heart feels..happy, hiding into the plush you smile wider..if this is a dream let me never wake.

We continue the day, eating, more rides before we decide we're done for today...Your heart is..happy,full...You sit into the car that Keith had to call for...You step in and sit with Keith, your plushies having to be squished a bit. You chat with Keith about your day, seeing him..smile..be relaxed is..nice...you don't want it to end...You feel like it was faster to go home...already stepping out of the car at the Garrison...You almost want to take his hand and run..But you end up looking at each other...for...a long time in just silence...

"I guess this is...it? I...liked...no I loved, today. Thanks...even if we didn't set it up.." You say, hesitantly walking closer, setting down your plush he does too...You shyly lean in to hug him, feeling him pull you closer. You lean against him, head against his chest you hear his heart pound about the same as yours...You slowly pull away, looking up at him..his face is red so he looks away...Your chance...is now. Kiss his cheek. Kiss his cheek...kiss...you lean up and place a soft, gentle kiss on his cheek. Pulling away he stares at you. You see in his eyes he is..confused…torn almost. You suddenly feel like you maybe moved too..fast? You feel the guilt creep into you before you let him go and step back, leaning down you grab the stuffed animal and look at him again.
“I…I’ll see you around, Keith” You say, hoping in your heart he stops you as you walk away…but he doesn’t. He turns and walks off…dammit…You frown and climb the stairs to your apartment and sigh deeply as you close the door behind you. You place the stuffed animal on your couch, staring at it for a moment before you walk into your bathroom, undressing and stepping into the shower…You hold yourself…you fucked up, didn’t you? Why did you do that..You frown as you sink your head into your heads..

You don’t even realize you’ve been in the shower for an hour and a half, steam has filled the room and it’s dripping off the roof of the shower. You don’t really snap out of it until you hear the doorbell…it takes you a moment to register and by that time it rings again…You frown and turn off the shower and step out, trying to dry off…the doorbell rings again…You feel stressed and you put on a robe, wrapping a towel around your head. You walk over to the door and you look out of the peephole..Keith? You frown as you hesitate to open the door, unlocking the door and turning the handle as you push the door open. You meet his shifting eyes, he looks like he doesn’t want to be here…yet he wants to…He swallows before you step aside to let him in…closing the door behind him. He stands in the middle of the room, looking over at your couch where the plush toy sits, he chews on his bottom lip before he turns to you. You look at him, concerned and confused..

“[Y/N]. I..” He starts, fingers trembling as they grab onto the bottom of his shirt..he sighs as he looks away and presses a hand against his forehead in frustration*
“Why is it so fucking difficult……to say what I want to say…” He groans and grabs his hair, tugging on it as if he is trying to pull out his words. You frown as you walk over to him, placing a hand on his shoulder.

“Hey, it’s okay…Just…deep breaths..try to think about what you want to say..” You smile at him, taking off the towel off your head. Keith looks at you, eyes softening slowly. He thinks for a moment before he opens his mouth to speak.

“I am…not good with words. And I don’t know how…relationships work. I don’t do them. They scare me. I can’t imagine being…someone’s…being scared or what happens to them when I am not around. I don’t want them to worry about me either. I don’t want them to…leave me..” He stands there, fidgeting with his own hands..You smile at him as you take his hands in yours, making him wrap his fingers around yours.
“But I…do like you and its weird, I didn’t know why I felt the way I did and I kept running to Shiro to ask him what it meant, what I felt meant…he kept pushing me to talk..to you..” He looks at you, his eyes are gentle...You smile your cheeks turning a soft red as he talks. His voice soothes something deep inside of you, his hands stroke over your knuckles as he looks to the side. His voice comes out soft…gentle.
“I don’t know what…to do…now…I..like you. In a way that I can’t…describe. And it’s stupid…”

“Not stupid…Keith…you explained your feelings…very well. I do like you too, I like how you make me feel, inside…Pidge and Shiro knew, early on…” You laugh softly and roll your eyes, looking at your connected hands…
“I thought I’d just..push my feelings away, because well..I’m a nobody, compared to you. You saved Earth…you’re saving the Universe and that’s…insane. And I…hah…understand fearing for someone you care about…I fear for your life, fear for those I have learned to get close to…Sacrificing yourselves for the world is….a lot” You watch one hand of his let go of yours, sliding up onto your cheek to angle your face up to look at him.

“You. [Y/N] are not a nobody…You are a part of Voltron just as much as anyone else. You are doing your part…doesn’t matter if you’re not out there fighting..risking your life.” He strokes your cheek with his thumb, then his other hand grabs your other cheek…Your heart pumps faster, nervous…anxious…You smile and lean into his touch, before placing a hand on his cheek too, stroking it…moving some of his dark hair away from his face…

“I wish I knew how to…I’ve peeked on you when you’re training…you’re really good.” You laugh and smile, he smiles too.

“Well I have been training for a couple of years. I..could teach you some things…when all this is over..” Your heart nearly bust out of your chest…does he see this relationship lasting...? Your cheeks warm up, going redder…and he notices and swallows nervously, looking away, face red as well..
“If…if you want to…of course I-“

“I’d love that, Keith. And I’m sorry, about before. I didn’t mean to freak you out by kissing your face…It just felt right…” You feel him pull you closer, into a gentle hug. He doesn’t say anything though….but you feel like he’s okay, with what happened. You run a hand into his hair, softly touching it and rubbing gentle circles into it, his entire body relaxes in your arms, a soft long exhale escaping him..His face rests into the crook of your neck, his eyelashes tickling your skin slightly as he blinks..You leave a soft giggle, rubbing his hair makes him close his eyes…pressing himself closer to you as you gently dig your fingers into his scalp. Soft groans escape him, clearly enjoying it…Maybe a little too much…You both notice…but you don’t move…either of you. It's like you’re glued to the floor, every little movement of shifting you feel it against yourself…You swallow as you stop for a moment to rub his scalp before slowly continuing to rub it. Your heart is pounding, his breath is hot against your neck and it makes your core tingle, you close your eyes for a moment, until you feel his hands squeeze your gently…He finally pulls away but he doesn’t look at you, you try to..not look at the obvious bulge in his jeans but…you can still see it…

“About..the..kiss it’s. Fine. I..just..didn’t know how to react..” His hand slides up behind his neck as he rubs it, then he runs a hand across his face…You move closer to him again and it startles him. He jerks a little and stares at you but you keep coming closer and his face starts going redder and redder, you can hear him pant, his breaths fast and hard…like he’s been running a mile…Your hands slide up and around his neck..his skin is warm from being so flustered. You smile, more like a smirk..to be fair as you slowly tilt your head …

“Then would it be fine if I kiss you again? This time…maybe not the cheek….” He stares, eyes wide, like they’re about to pop out of his skull. He doesn’t move or say anything, his blush creeps down his neck. You can feel his pulse beat under your hands on his neck, you can’t stop smirking…You lean in until your lips meet his. His are slightly parted, you feel his breath on your lips before you kiss him…It’s a soft kiss, it doesn’t linger for long…but it’s enough…You pull away slowly.

“again” He breathes out, you’re barely an inch away from him as he says it and you smile now…a soft giggle escaping your lips as you kiss him again….This time he presses his lips back against yours…you feel his hands creep up to your face and pull you further in…Woof. You like this new…brave Keith…its like his awkwardness melted off of him…because you feel his tongue slide across the slit of your closed lips. You instinctively part your lips and swipe your tongue across his…the sound he makes is…hot. It’s not quite a moan but a breathy grumble…You open your mouth further as you let his tongue in…its always a weird feeling…tongues are a weird.. texture and it’s slimey…

He doesn’t let up, another breathy grumble leaves him as he explores your mouth. It makes your whole body tingle and a soft moan leaves your thro. He shoves his tongue further, completely overpowering your tongue…it’s like that moan activated him in some way…but you like it…His hands travel down to the small of your back, pushing you closer, your body flush with his. Your hands tangle into his hair, your hips roll against his and you feel his hardon and you realize what’s happening. You pull away, Keith reluctantly let’s you part way.

“M-maybe we should…consider what this means…Because I can..feel you. In more ways than one..” You huff out and look at him, he looks at you, then down, then back up..

“And…” He states, brows slightly furrowed…Oh…Your face flushes red, suddenly YOU’RE nervous…Oh..oh wow okay…He pulls you back into a kiss, his hips rolling against yours like you did before, only harder…it makes him moan…That..You whine softly, God fuckin- You let him roll his hips against you, pressing closer…pressing back…You feel him step backwards slowly, until he can’t get anywhere because you pinned him against a wall. Your knee slides between his thighs, resting tightly against his bulge. Keeping to kiss him your grind your thigh up against him, this makes him lean away to moan, his eyes moving down to see your thigh pressing against his junk…And he rolls his hips down, his eyes flutter closed and he holds back several moans…Fuck…that’s got…You let him, leaning in to kiss his neck, grinding your thigh against him as he rolls down, you feel his pulse on your lips..his breaths are fast and they only get worse the more he rolls his hips…the rolls come down faster, harder.

His brows furrow, hands trembling against your back…He kisses you again,groaning into your mouth. His hips roll faster, his breaths are faster. Until his hips jerk to a stop, and his mouth hangs open and a long breathy moan leaves his lips. Oh…oh lord. Did he just…I peek down and blink, he takes a moment before he straightens himself up and covers his crotch with both hands…When you look up his face is a deep shade of red and he's refusing to look at you. You blink, biting back a laugh…you point to yiur room.

“there’s a…toilet in there to…the right…Take your time…” You step back and he seems frozen for a moment before he mutters a “Thank you” under his breath and walks away, he looks…uncomfortable..it can’t be nice to walk around all…sticky. You cover your mouth once he’s inside the bathroom and you laugh silently, your shoulder shaking. This isn’t funny…a little maybe but….You gather yourself before you take a deep breath, walking into your bedroom you take out some clean underwear…
“Hey, there’s clean…boxers on the bed for you.” You say and you hear nothing from Keith, the sound of the toilet roll being pulled is the only thing you hear…You step back out into the living room, God fuck, you’re soaked…You lean back and run both hands over your face and sigh….Damn. That happened…You shift uncomfortably, rubbing your thighs together to create friction..You slowly stop as you hear the bathroom open, clothes rustling before Keith comes back out. He’s not looking at you, he’s silent…utterly silent. You get up and walk over slowly, placing a gentle hand on his shoulder*

“So..that happened..and it’s okay. Kind of…feel honored you felt comfortable enough…to feel good. Besides..” You raise one shoulder to shrug, as well as your brows, smiling.
“It was…very..very hot…” You chuckle out and look at him. He’s still not looking at you…You frown and grab his chin and turn his face to you..which makes him look at you.
“Hey, it’s fine. I don’t mind…in fact I have my own issue I have to deal with now…” You trail off and rub your shoulder awkwardly..because his eyes darting down, then back up at you…
“Yeahhh you won’t see it with my clothes on” You swallow harshly, why is your mouth so dry right now? It feels like all moisture was drawn from it and all that’s left is your tongue…you feel…so aware of your tongue enough to make you uncomfortable.

“Huh? Wha- oh..OH” He blinks, looking down on you again, cheeks flushing softly…You groan and shove him gently, shaking your head.
“You..have..uh…a..” He can’t say it…he tries to…
“A..p- va- nnhh…w”

“Pussy. “ You blurt out, enjoying the face he makes…his eyes widen and the blush on his face only gets worse and he shifts on the spot, his hands grip the bottom of his shirt…his hands twitch to..touch you but he’s hesitating. You try to..gather confidence to grab his hand..You both are silent for a while until you grab his hand..placing it against your crotch. His hand slowly sinks into your sweatpants and you press his hand firmly against your cunt. Damn. It sends tingles into it, making one of your brows twitch. His free hand comes to rest on your shoulder, he’s looking down on his and your hand before you move your hand. His remains.

He swallows hard, fingers pressing into your, enough for him to feel the crease of your folds. You leave a heavy sigh, you can’t look up at him so you just watch his hand…You close your eyes…You decide to turn around, his hand sliding to your hip, you step back against him because…you can’t watch his face react....You’re now standing with your back against his chest, slightly pressing against him. He leans closer to you, breathing down your neck, then on the side of your face..He breathes against your ear, it’s slow…but ragged…

You feel his hand slides back, but dipping below the waistband of your sweatpants…sliding over your boxers and rest on top of your cunt. Fuck. You’re soaked. He can feel it..you just know it. He rubs along your slit…hes not sure he’s doing it right…But you leave soft noises that makes him feel..better about what he’s doing. You slide over to slip in with Keith’s hand…guiding it up a bit pressing down two of his fingers over your T-Dick. You bite back a moan…making him rub circles over it makes your legs wobble…His free arm comes to wrap around you, thank fuck for that…He gets the hint and rubs slow…teasing circles around your T-Dick. Fuck. You breathe out a shaky moan, it doesn’t help that he leaves a softly breathy chuckle in your ear…fuckinf- Pride is what he feels right now. Confidence. And you HAD to give it to him. You whine as his fingers leave you, but you feel his hand slide up and under your boxers and your heart begins to pound fast and hard. Closing your eyes and looking to the side…christ. His lips meet the exposed neck of yours, making you sigh softly.. a soft gasp escapes your lips as his fingers finds your T-Dick again…God fuck- You tense up his skin feels nice on it…But he slides lower his fingers, two to be exact, between your folds..Fuck. I’m wet.

“You weren’t lying when you said you had a..problem” Keith’s voice makes your chest tense up, tingle even…shut up..shut up- You grunt out and roll your eyes, shaking your head…About to bite back at him but his fingers dip inside of you..oh-goooodd..

“Sh-Shit-“ You gasp out, your hand clenches onto your pants, closing your eyes. You can hear the sound of his lips curling up into a smile..You don’t need to see his face to know it’s happening…His lips meet your cheek, his free hand sliding up your chest to you chin, fingers grasping around it before he turns your face towards his…His lips press against yours,his hands slide to your cheek to keep you in place as he moves his fingers in and out…Any moan that slips from you goes straight into his mouth..His tongue delves into your open mouth and it makes you moan again…You roll your hips against his hand, fingers still thrusting shallowly into you…Fuck. You want more- but you’re way too embarrassed to ask for more…Your cheeks burn with a blush…He pulls his fingers from your pussy, sliding back up to your T-Dick, rubbing it at a..really..nice speed..its not too fast or too slow…perfect….You moan out, eyes flying open and now you meet his eyes…Crap..ugh. His..fucking…indigo eyes…You can’t look away now…Your eyes flutter shut as he rubs you, they open again to look at Keith, moaning…brows furrowing…It feels so..good…You bite your lower lip, legs spreading slightly…His fingers don’t stop, he kisses you ever so often…You feel it building, your abdomen getting warmer, hips twitching, legs trembling..Oh..OH god…You close your eyes and lean your head back onto Keith’s shoulder…Its right there..right ther- Your eyes shoot open, head slowly turning to Keith…I am glaring at him…

“You…fucking…cock-sucking-ass eating dick” He stares at you, his hand he used to please you outside of your pants. He blinks at the insults you hirl at him..
“I was…so..fucking close-“ You smack him and push away from him, bending over slightly to breathe…He leaves a chuckle..

“Sorry…really?” He asks and looks at you, you snap your head to him with a soft growl. He raises his hands up in a defensive pose and blinks.
“Shit, I’m sorry…” He walks over to you, taking your hand he tugs you with him. Stepping into the bedroom..Your cheeks flush…is he for real?
“I..don’t actually know what…I’m doing here” You stare at him as he stops, looking back at you….

“There’s…plenty of things we could…do..Uhm…” You slowly undress yourself…and he..stares…He turns to fully look at you…Him eyes fall onto the bundle of hair on your pubic bone…Your T-Dick swollen, peeking out from the hair…You feel like…his eyes are burning holes in your skin...

“okay…like..what” He asks, eyes not moving from your crotch…You walk over to the bed and sit down before taking all..the courage you can get and lay down…You watch Keith turn to follow you, before you spread your legs…Heyes drop down, hands trembling and clenching…

“Like…Uhm…” You cover your face, crap. Can’t get the words out…But you don’t need to…You feel him step closer, his knee presses into the mattress beside you…uncovering your face you see him hover over you..His eyes almost…sparkle…Nhhhhhggoooood! He’s so…fucking- You grab his shirt and yank him down, kissing him deeply. Your tongue pushes into his mouth, making him leave a muffled grunt…
“Touch me” You moan out into the kiss, if he doesn’t touch you you will….scream. But he follows your command, his hand reaching down to once more push two fingers inside of you…You moan into the kiss…fuck yes. You feel tingles deep inside of you..his fingers feel so much better from a proper angle…He kisses you, kissing down your neck, sucking hickeys into your neck…His fingers thrust faster, making you whimper…God fuck…You peek down to watch his finger thrust into you, his head is at your neck, he’s breathing hard…When he removes his fingers it makes you…almost cry…dammit Keith!! You pant and stare at him, he seems to consider something…He slides off of you and down between your legs. Oh..oh god. ..You bite your lip as he pushes your thighs further apart, his thumbs spreading your folds open and you can’t look at him now…

“Look at me” He says suddenly. You do…but not before hesitating…You meet his eyes and the second you do his tongue drags along your spread folds, making you tilt your head back and gasp out a moan…

“Y-you don’t have tonnhh do that..” You say and look back at Keith as he drags his tongue along again..you bite your lip…fuuckkkk…His mouth wraps around your T-Dick…making your hips jerk…making you moan loudly. Your hands grip into the sheets beneath you..His fingers finds your hole again, God fuck how does he know this shit- porn..probably…His fingers trust into you as he sucks your clit..Fuck fuck fuck oh god…You stare at him, you spread your legs further, his tongue flicks over your clit, fingers fucking you…There builds the heat…warmth spreading down down…oh god-

“Oh fuckhh K-Keith I- I’m gonna..” You breathe out, panting…gasping softly…He doesn’t stop, fucking thank you!
“Cumming- fuck im cumming- “ You feel the warmth explode, tingles spreading through you as your orgasm crashes over you…insides clenching and pulsing with your orgasm..but Keith doesn’t stop, even if your orgasm passes…God fuck-
“Ah Keith- f-fuck oh god-“ You sob out, trying to hold your legs open but you’re too sensitive and you close your legs around him, making him gasp softly*

“Hey- ow ow you’re crushing me” He calls out, you open your legs again and he stares at you. He licks his lips before wiping his mouth with the back of his hand..You flop your head down and close your eyes, panting.

“Sorry- Sensitive…” You open your eyes to see him standing there. You slowly sit up, then stand up…blushing you pat his chest and bite your lower lip.
“You’re..full of surprises…Damn…” You pout softly, glancing up at him…You lean up to kiss him, he kisses back.
“Wash yourself…I taste myself on you” You wince as you wipe your mouth, frowning softly as you shove him towards the bathroom. You wipe yourself clean with a clean towel, tossing it into the hamper before getting dressed…When Keith steps back out he looks at you, then to the side..You smile at him and walk over to him and drag him to bed.
“Cuddles are a must, after something like that. Or are you going to leave?” You ask teasingly…But he shakes his head and climbs into bed with you. As you lay down with him you…hardly believe he’s there or that this has happened…You feel him breathing..hear his heart beat as you place your head on his chest. He wraps his arms around you, he’s silent for a moment…

“I…” He says, you look up at him and he’s looking right at you…you just smile at him…and he starts smiling, wide…he leans back and leaves a soft chuckle…he ends up laughing…You sit up and look at him, laughing with him…

“What is happening right now?” You laugh out before he pulls you back down, kissing you through the laughing…

“You’re just…making me feel…happy” He breathes out and you smile wider, giggling…damn. Cute. He swallows softly, stroking your cheek with his thumb…

“You know this doesn’t have to mean we…get together unl-“

“I want to…be with you I mean..I’m just…awkward…” He says and groans softly…You just kiss him, kissing along his jaw, then all over his face, peering him with love. It makes him squirm and laugh…You will..never get tired of him laughing….You lay your head back down and hold him tight, making him wheeze slightly. You smile and release your grip on him…You feel so…relaxed…safe…

We lay together for a while, until you slowly doze off…Keith watches you sleep, feeling…calm..for once. Like the stress he carried just melted off of him…He knows he should stay…He tries to wiggle free…but you grab him tighter…and he relaxes again…Guess he will be staying after all..