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Illi moaned when Ray grabbed her waist a little tighter than he used to. She could feel his hands moving abruptly through her body and into her hair, as if he was trying to get a reaction out of her, and it was clearly working. Even so, she couldn't shake the feeling that maybe he was trying too hard. Once she parted their lips, she looked at him with an easy smile and grabbed his hand before it could get to her ass.

“Ray, are you ok?” she asks, feeling a little self-conscious about it still. She could tell he was nervous.

“What?” Ray looks up, only then opening his eyes again, “Yeah, I'm fine, I guess. Why?” She didn't believe him in the slightest when she could literally feel him shaking.

“You look nervous”

“I’m always nervous around you,” he scoffed, smiling back at her with his cheeks turning pinkish, “Did I do something wrong?”

“Not at all,” Illi wrapped her hands around his neck again, pulling him close. Ray was considerably bigger than her, so his arms hugged her in a way she felt so protected she could live there, “I like it when you hold me harder. It's just… you're overthinking it. Your hands are shaking and you were kind of pressing me against this freaking thing—”

She turns around to get away from the fence she was being pressed at, laughing, and then changing their positions to put Ray’s back against the wall. They met only a little time ago, right when Illi moved to New Jersey and into the school. Being a newcomer was always a challenge, especially being trans. She never hid it from anyone and she was already used to the bullying that came with being non-binary in high school, but it didn't matter. She was happy with her identity, she was happy with her pronouns and the fact that some days she wanted to be treated like a girl, others, like a boy.

Today, specifically, she was dressed in a striped skirt, knee socks and the ugly blue school uniform. Her hair, despite the greasiness, framed her face beautifully and made her look a little more fierce than her soft pink cheeks.

Ray looked at her again, letting out a sigh straight out of a cartoon where the main character is totally in love. It was kind of funny, actually, and a little pathetic, but Illi liked it. She liked the way he looked at her like she was a goddess.

“I’m sorry, I guess I just… keep thinking about what you said last week about my kissing. I'm trying to improve it. For you, of course.”

And there was also that. Ray had never kissed anyone before her, so she was basically telling him how to do it.

She figured he had never fucked too, even if it that was kind of a dick assumption. He was just too shy, too weird and too fucking cute. Girls their age used to like boys with six-packs and an attitude, total fuckboys, but not her. She liked boys exactly like Ray – the ones that actually saw her, worshipped her. It could be kind of egotistical to say the least, but she wasn't used to being seen by anyone and Ray saw her almost immediately.

Illi smiled softly, gripping on his cheek, “You’re adorable,” she gave him a peck and let go of his shoulders, biting her inner lip, “I have an idea.”

Ray almost shivered, knowing nothing good could come from her saying that. Last time she did, they ended up on a rollercoaster and Ray barfed as soon as they hit solid ground again. She laughed her lungs out, of course, and then treated him with water and cuddles.

“Does it involve rollercoasters? Because I watched Final Destination right after our date and I'll never get into one of those again”

“It doesn't,” she clarified and grabbed him by the hand, “But it does involve someone else.”

***

They always had lunch on the stairs. It was a place they liked and Illi was a big fan of Gossip Girl so she liked to feel like Blair Waldorf, sitting on top of it. Of course, in this particular situation, she was being laughed at most of the time and the other people sitting didn't really care.

This time she didn't go for the higher step. As soon as they got there, she eyed a guy with dark hair and bangs so horribly cutted that made Ray immediately stop. He pulled Illi close and she stopped, looking at him attentively.

“What?” she asked.

“That’s Frank,” Ray added “Why are we talking to him? He hates everyone. Also, he fought half of the football team and if they see me talking to him they'll start targeting me too!”

“First of all” Illi begun, crossing her arms, “You believe too little in yourself. You could take those football players if you wanted to, don't you have a mirror?” she laughed, smiling at him, “Second of all, Frank does hate everyone. But I'm not everyone.”

Ray gave her a side eye, waiting to see where this was going.

“We’re going out” she blurped and Ray widened his eyes, as if that was insane. Or a crime. Or both. “Stop looking at me like that! We never said we were exclusive, did we? Also, it's a good thing. I want him to teach you something.”

“What can Frank Iero possibly teach me?” it was Ray’s turn to cross his arms.

“You’ll see.”

***

Illi kept bouncing her feet dressed-up in Doc Martens while sitting in up on a wall, right behind school grounds, looking at them. Ray had his back against the wall and his head between his hands, while Frank kept his hands on his pockets looking bored as hell, chewing on gum.

“He looks in distress,” Frank noted, giving Ray a look and then looking back to Illi, “You’re sure about that?”

“Well, I'm only trying to help. You don't have to do it if you don't want to, Ray. It was just a dumb idea that may or may not be based off a dream I had.”

Ray looked up, face red as fuck. “No, it's ok. But you know… maybe… maybe you could kiss him instead? You've done it already, I could just… watch.”

Illi looked at Frank and he was already smiling. Motherfucker.

“Ok, but you can't be jealous. He's gonna show you, but if you need him to teach you, all you have to do is ask.” She got on the floor again and walked to Ray, giving him a peck.

“I’d accept cash payment too, you know?” Frank added and Illi slapped his arm jokingly.

“Oh, shut up, it's not like you haven't been wanting to kiss him for a while,” she said it on a whim and Frank’s face immediately turned red. It was cute seeing him like this and the only reason she proposed this in the first place is because she knew Frank had a crush on him already. It was a win-win situation.

Ray waved his hands, shooing both of them. He looked redder than ever, just like Frank, and Illi smiled so big seeing them like that that she almost forgot why she was there anyway.

“Ok, so, are we doing this or what?” he asked.

“Take notes, man” Frank joked right before he pulled Illi by the waist, grabbing her hair with one hand while the other slid to her hips, keeping her close. He kissed her passionately, both their tongues dancing on each-other’s mouths slowly and in sync, it was almost rhythmical.

Ray was looking at them like a statue, unable to move. He knew Frank was a bigger loser than himself, but he knew how to kiss someone for fucking sure. The way he grabbed Illi’s waist would be tattooed on his head forever and it kind of made him wanna kiss Frank himself. She kept sighing through the kiss, like trying to suppress a moan, and Ray kept trying to gulp something but his mouth was fucking dry. He couldn't take his eyes off them. Especially her.

When Illi parted the kiss, Ray could feel in his own hands the lingering in Frank's. He let her go too, but kept looking at her with a type of puppy eyes that made Ray feel dizzy.

“So? What do you think?” she asked, finally, biting her lip.

“I think I wanna do it too,” Ray didn't even knew where he got the guts to blurp that out, but it made Frank smile and look at him, pointing to himself, “With me?”

“Yes,” Ray said, almost slobbering on his own words, “I want you to teach me how to kiss like that. I-i mean… Illi likes it, I want her to like my kissing too.”

“I do like your kissing,” she got closer, cupping his jaw, “You just look nervous to touch me. Which I understand and kinda like. Maybe if you kiss someone else, it will subside, that's why I thought of Frank.”

“Sure it wasn't the dream?” Frank said behind them, making Illi blush this time. “Just do it already! God, Ray, please shut him up”, she added, jumping on the wall again.

Ray walked towards Frank like a little scared dog, but the smaller boy grabbed him by the waist so he would kill the tension already.

“Ok, you want to ‘improve’ something, right? Or at least feel less nervous? Dude, I don't bite. At least not without command.” Frank put his hands on Ray’s shoulder, he was much shorter than him and almost had to be on his tiptoes. Then he looked up to Ray, the same puppy-eyes making the bigger boy feel dizzy again, “Put your hands on my waist, Toro.”

Ray did as he was told but as soon as he got up to grab Frank's hair like he had done with Illi, he stopped. There was no hair to grab. His hand kept up in the air and he felt fucking stupid when they both laughed, except Frank grabbed his hand and put it around his own throat, “I wish I had pretty hair like her. But it's fine, you can hold here.”

Ray felt fucking overwhelmed by that and honestly kinda hot. His dick almost twitched when Frank leaned into the touch, getting closer and pressing their bodies together. Then, it was his turn to grab some hair again and he did it with Ray's, grabbing him by the back of his neck.

When their lips touched, Ray felt everything all over again. It fucking looked like his first kiss again and the fact that the very first person he kissed were just beside them didn't make it any simpler. She was just looking, smiling at him in reassurance and making him feel that warm feeling he thought only she was capable of emanating. Except, now, Frank's body felt just as hot, even more than her's – he dared to think.

Frank kissed him slowly, licking his tongue first. It didn't just looked good, it tasted absolutely better. Ray closed his eyes almost instantly and leaned into the kiss, pushing Frank against the wall, almost making him disappear. He was fucking big. Frank moaned in between and that woke up something inside Ray he didn't even knew it was there. In a way, he kept thinking it was Illi he was kissing, but when he felt something rubbing against his thighs he just knew it wasn't her at all. Even so, it was fucking hot. Frank was a damn good kisser and he wasn't able to let go of him until he felt his own dick twitching towards an erection. It had happened with Illi before, but she never made a big deal out of it and he never asked her to. Fucking virgin.

“I think we should stop-” Ray parted the kiss as soon as he was able to get back to his senses, letting go of Frank completely. Immediately, he felt Illi’s hands on his arm in a comforting way, she looked worried while holding his sweaty hands.

“Ray, are you okay?” she asked.

“Yeah, just—Fuck. I don't know what happened,” he fucking did, “I-Im just…”

“Hard,” Frank said behind them, still all fuzzy from the kiss and also hard himself. He looked down on Ray's body and it made Illi look too almost mechanically. She bit her lip to keep from smiling and gave Ray a small kiss.

“You’re so cute,” she said, and then rested her body weight against Frank’s chest. He immediately wrapped his hands around her waist, praying to God she wasn't feeling his boner too, “You too, Frankie”, Illi added, cupping Frank's cheek from the front, still looking at Ray and still holding his hand, “I told you he would teach you something. He's pretty good at it.”

“He fucking is” Ray sighed, just following Illi’s command to get closer. Soon they were both pressing their bodies onto her, almost squeezing her like a sandwich. She smiled big, kissing Ray’s soft lips again while Frank pressed his lips against the back of her neck.

“So, you guys wanna go have lunch?” Frank's voice came from behind while he rested his chin on Illi’s shoulder, dividing his attention between her and Ray.

“I can buy you anything,” Ray said while looking at her, eyes all full of love. He felt kinda pathetic but he was out of fucks to give, “You too, if you want. As a thank you or whatever,” he said to Frank.

Illi smiled at them. Her eyes sparkled.

“I think I have a better idea”

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They managed to sneak up in the courtroom’s bathroom somehow after gym break. Illi had her arms intertwined with both of theirs, leading them towards the door all giggling. It was the last period and the school felt quieter, the noise would come later when everyone starts to leave.

As soon as they managed to get past the doors of the man’s room, Frank held Illi by the waist and gave her a chaste peck, as if trying to reassure her they didn't have to do anything besides that. She thought it was cute, but her eyes kept flowing to Ray, who was just observing. They were inside already, but Illi only managed to hike up the long sink while Frank buried himself between her legs, like a needy puppy who needed constant attention.

She brought Ray closer to them and kissed him shyly. She liked kissing him already, but then he managed to slip his tongue into her mouth and she felt really happy with her past-self for having the idea of making him kiss Frank – because Frank was a really good kisser, he truly was, and now Ray seemed to be getting close too.

She slipped her tongue along with Ray’s, rubbing it against his slowly in a weird position while Frank was still between her legs. She didn't seem to want to let him go, though, so she kept him still with her thighs. Frank had to gasp every time he looked at them – she had the prettiest thighs in the world. The fittest, too. And now they were keeping him very close, very grounded. He managed to slide his hands on them, feeling her soft while her pores opened up with the kiss, making her shiver. Frank grabbed both of them when he saw it.

“Shit…” she said softly, still pressing her lips against Ray’s. She only let go to grab Frank by his chin, then cupping his jaw to keep him close while kissing him too. She seemed so fucking needy that it occured to her she might be ovulating or something, “Come here,” she pulled Ray closer, managing to lick his lips too. He seemed a bit confused but Frank quietly understood that and waved his head closer to Ray’s, kissing him too. Somehow they were now in a triple sloppy kiss, licking themselves more than anything. It was so fucking wet, so desperate as if they were all hungry for something only one of them have ever tasted.

Illi parted the sloppy kiss to catch breath and smiled at them, only briefly enough to get down off the sink and start pushing them towards the bathroom stall. Neither Frank nor Ray seemed to put up a fight, they just stumbled over their own feet while trying to fit in there but the tight space actually made it feel pretty hot, like they were being caged by some wild predator. She was kind of like that, but in a cute way, maybe like a wild cat.

“Illi, the fuck you're doing?” Ray broke the silence, not sure of how to behave in a situation like that. They were cramped there and his feet didn't really fit the tight space and it only felt smaller when she got in, closing the door behind her.

“Whatever she's doing, shut the fuck up, don't make her stop,” Frank intervened, his cheeks red with shyness and also his temper.

“I want you. Now.” her eyes had a different kind of sparkle for the very first time. At least for Ray, it was new to see her act like that since she was pretty contained everytime they were together. Maybe Frank knew what that was about.

“Now? Here? I-I mean… How? For what?” judging by the stumbling, he didn't.

The dark-haired girl smiled at them and kissed both their lips before she rolled up one of her sleeves, their eyes watching her attentively. She could just as well be undressing right now but that didn't feel like the case when she pulled the hair tie off her wrist and started pulling her hair up in a sloppy ponytail.

Frank widened his eyes and looked at Ray like they were about to be devoured or something. The bigger guy just really got scared when he realized what Frank meant by that look though, but he was fucking thrown off by his smiling. Frank immediately changed his focus to the girl in front of them and Ray could hear him curse when she got on her knees.

“I’ll show you, if both of you behave,” she said simply, her eyes red. She played with Frank’s waistband while looking at him and he felt like he could come just by looking at her. Illi had those pretty eyes with those big fucking eyelashes that made her look like a doll, and somehow that was sexy as fuck, “We can stop if you guys don't want this, though. Do you?”

“Fuck yeah” they said in unison and Illi laughed, giving them a big smile before she started unbuttoning Ray's pants.

He was sweating like crazy, though. He had never been that intimate with anyone, let alone two people, let alone at the same fucking time. It was all so overwhelming but in such a good way it made him confused, but also fucking horny, he really couldn't tell anymore once Illi’s fingertips were on his skin.

Frank, on the other hand, was biting his lip while looking at them. His lip ring seemed to be getting the worst of it, seeming like he was releasing the pressure on it – Ray thought that was pretty hot too.

Both of them were hard already, she could tell. The fabric of the school uniform wasn't the best to hide a boner anyway and she knew both of them were virgins. Ray more than Frank, but still. Even so, it was pretty amusing for her to be getting all these reactions out of them – and it was a fucking ego boost to be handling two guys by herself like a pro.

She quickly unbuttoned Ray’s pants and went over to do the same to Frank. She didn't even waited for the pants to fall and immediately rubbed her face against the fabric of Frank’s underwear, seemingly he was a little less hard than Ray. It worked out pretty well though and she smiled as if she had just won a game.

“Jesus, this is—” he said, grabbing Ray’s arm because he had no other fucking place to put his hands on.

“You like it, don't you, Frankie?”

He looked her right in the eyes and nodded, finally giving himself the permission to rub his thumb on her lips, softly. Ray watched with attentive eyes and only looked away when the attention began moving towards him. Illi turned and grabbed his cock, massaging it slightly. She knew it was fucking hard already.

Then, she pushed his boxers down.

“Fuck–” she gasped, and they both looked at her. Frank eyes widened at the sight of Ray’s cock like the whole scene was a fucking sitcom, he couldn't believe what he was seeing. “Holy shit,” he added.

Ray was big. Not only in length but also in thickness and it made Illi’s mouth water. She gulped it down and gave him a smile, knowing for sure that was going to be a challenge.

“How are you not eating a mouthful of pussy with a dick like that?” Frank shrug, trying to look away but failing completely.

“What?” he looked confused, like a scared little puppy “I don't fucking know. It thought most dicks looked exactly like mi– Fuck–” he stopped talking as soon as he felt Illi’s mouth on him, taking him in like a good girl. She kept only the tip in her small mouth, already looking stretched enough.

“Hey, McMillin, stop being such a size queen” Frank complained, clearly upset that God had made him some inches shorter than both of them, but his mouth shut as soon as she grabbed his dick with the other hand, massaging it slowly and sloppily. This whole thing was so fucking sloppy that it made it sexy, hot and almost pornographic.

He couldn't keep down a moan when she mouthed more of Ray’s cock. It was definitely a fucking vision and he was sure that that non-binary was Satan himself. There wasn't another way to put it. Ray, on the other hand, moaned even harder while she kept going in, taking him more and more until her nose was sliding across his lower belly. She had him inside her throat and it felt fucking sore, making tears appear on the corner of her eyes. Frank took care of those.

“Fuck, how are you doing this–” he scoffed, noticing his hand was still grabbing Ray’s arm. Illi kept the pace on his dick and only when she slowly let Ray go with a pop, she turned to mouth Frank instead, pushing her head on his dick with much more ease. He had an average sized dick compared to Ray and he could feel bad about it some other time, because she was sucking him off so easily that his mind went numb for a second, “Fuck, Illi, fuck yeah. You're so good at this, Jesus fucking Christ.”

He held Ray again, only moments before the bigger and shyer guy crossed the line for the first time, kissing him. Frank opened his mouth to let out a moan for the overstimulation and his tongue quickly engaged with Ray’s in a deep, wet kiss. He kept moaning in his mouth though, trying to hold Illi’s hair and Ray’s neck at the same time – they all lacked practice and it showed.

She let go of Frank’s cock once she felt the precum, trying to not get over with this just yet. She licked her lips and licked the tip of his dick once more, now just using both her hands on both cocks, stroking them lightly but at the same place. Frank and Ray moaned together, the sounds making it look so fucking pornographic that Illi felt so wet she could just drip on the floor.

“You are both such good boys,” the praise took both of them by surprise, but they both seemed to enjoy it a little too much. Illi had that thing going on where sure, she was being bullied because she was kind of weird, a little chubby and trans, but she was like a fucking goddess in disguise. She just knew exactly what to do, exactly what to say. It was hot – and kinda humiliating for them, ‘cause two full men getting head over heels for a blowjob was actually pathetic, “Such good boys, you both deserve a praise.”

She got up again, taking her hands off their hard cocks to start unbuttoning her shirt. They both looked at her with hungry eyes, a little mix of uncertainty and expectation. Illi worked her fingers pretty quickly to get out of the uniform’s jacket and then it was only the white button up, which she unbuttoned only halfway, enough so her breasts could pop out of it, held steady by the binder. Then she got rid of that too and Frank was almost drooling on himself while Ray kept fixated on her boobs, looking like he saw a ghost.

“Fuck,” Frank groaned, grabbing her by the waist. He couldn't help himself and just kissed her passionately, feeling the odd taste of his own dick on her mouth. He sucked her tongue obscenely, proving he knew his away around a cock just as well, “You’re so fucking hot, Jesus.”

Illi giggled and turned to Ray, grabbing his hands and making him cup both her breasts. They were big and heavy, and so fucking soft. Ray was feeling too many feelings at once and could only stumble on his words when he tried to work something out, “I-I, fuck, I’ve never seen boobs, I mean breasts– like these before. Actually, I’ve never seen breasts like, at all. They're fucking pretty. You're fucking–” he was shut up by her tongue in his mouth and gladly accepted it, engaging in a once more sloppy kiss.

Frank held her from behind, cupping her breasts and massaging them while slowly turning to the front so he could have them in his mouth. Ray carefully let go off the kiss to do the same, licking the other nipple like he knew what he was doing. Illi closed her eyes and moaned quite loudly at the touch, stating that, clearly, that was her weak spot.

“Fuck, I'm so fucking wet,” she shivered, rolling her eyes at the sensation of having both of them hung on her breast like they were feeding on her. As soon as Frank heard it, he looked up, going up to kiss her again, shoving his tongue on her mouth while still trying to talk, “Let me feel it. Can I?”

“No,” she said bluntly and Frank’s cheeks turned red, “But you can taste it.”

Frank's eyes darkened with a mix of arousal and fear. He wasn't quite sure he would be any good at it, I mean, he could try eating pussy but he was really used to sucking dick and it didn't involve much skill as much as will to take the whole damn thing. Ray looked up, watching both of them, and then grabbed Illi's waist, turning her around so she could lay her back on his chest. It was his way of saying they would fucking be there for her too.

“I wanna try,” Frank answered, licking his lips nervously.

“You seemed much more brave about the kissing, Iero” Ray teased in return, making Illi smile.

“Fuck you,” he scoffed, “I mean, I’ve sucked my share of dick, but I never ate pussy before,” Frank moved his eyes between both of them, “I wanna try, though, you're fucking hot, McMillin,” Ray was carefully placing kisses on her neck and she seemed so fucking small against his chest, the sight itself could be enough for him to jerk off.

“Always a first time for everything,” Illi teased and put her hand on Frank’s shoulder, shoving him down cutely, “Thankfully you're just the right size for that.”

Ray couldn't keep the giggle in and Frank felt challenged, immediately dropping to his knees. He placed small kisses on Illi’s thighs and didn't even bother getting rid of her skirt. He pushed his hand inside, feeling the warmth of her inner thighs and how fucking strong they were, even while feeling so soft. He toned down with the kisses and start biting where her skirt could hide the scars, kneeling with her leg in between his own thighs in a way he could feel his erection rubbing against her feet.

“Big talk for someone who's that fucking wet,” Frank finally spoke, rubbing his thumb against the fabric of her undies. They seemed like silk, but it was all fucking wet at that point that some of it actually ran down her legs. Frank licked it clean.

She moaned in response and grabbed Ray’s dick just so she could have something to relieve herself on. He hummed loudly and bit her neck, massaging her breasts again. The whole scene was just unbelievably hot, and it didn't take long for Illi to move against Ray’s arms as soon as she felt Frank’s finger sliding into her.

“Oh, fuck,” she whined like a kitten, making a noise neither Ray or Frank would ever forget, “Yes, baby, right there” her other hand went straight to his hair, grabbing it hard while the other kept stroking Ray’s dick in a pace she could feel him shiver behind her.

Frank grabbed one of her legs and put it up his shoulder, making her squeak and bite her lip to shut the fuck up while looking down. Ray saw the struggle and kissed her to keep her mouth shut and then, only then, he could feel the vibration of her moaning when Frank finally rub his warm tongue against her clit, making bubbly noises since she was that fucking wet. He kept the finger in, moving it slowly while licking her clit with a little too much eagerness, which immediately made her close her legs, shoving his head between them.

“Fuck, sorry,” she giggled, letting go of Ray’s mouth but not of his dick, “Easier, baby. Do it calmly, like you would lick ice cream. And then you can go faster, you're doing fucking great, Frankie.”

He nodded silently and got right back to it, doing it exactly as she told him. Frank was good at following orders and commands and she fucking knew that. He was a good boy and, for that, she lifted her leg a little so he could rub himself against it and it took seconds for him to start doing so.

He had his mouth full of her sweet little pussy to even begin to understand how hard he was when the orgasm hit. He was humping her leg like a dog in heat, moaning so damn strongly against her clit that the soundwaves sent vibrations up Illi’s body, making her tremble and almost lose balance. This was too much. Too fucking much.

With her moaning getting louder as Frank shoved the second finger in, Ray kissed her again and the mix of everything happening at the same time – in addition to the handjob she somehow managed to keep going – made it pretty easy for him to jerk off on her hand, the same hand which fingers she shoved inside her mouth when she parted the kiss and, then, inside of Ray’s.

The taste of his own cum was fucking intense. He didn't knew how to describe and at that point he didn't knew how. The lingering sensation of the orgasm made him moan on her ear, and she was so fucking overwhelmed already it was more than enough to make her cum on Frank’s mouth, as if his face wasn't wet enough already.

“Jesus fucking Christ,” she scoffed, breathless, her chest going up and down while laying back on Ray’s. She grabbed his hand and put it around her waist, pulling Frank up again to kiss him and taste herself on him. The taste was surprisingly good, a mix of sweet and sour that made her smile while having those two boys holding her like she was the most precious thing in the world.