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Into every generation, a Slayer is born - one girl in all the world; a chosen one. She alone will wield the strength and skill to fight the vampires, demons, and the forces of darkness; to stop the spread of their evil and the swell of their number.

Rachel Berry has one goal for Junior year of highschool; get the New Directions to Nationals in NYC. Unfortunately for Rachel, destiny comes calling.

Notes:

I started writing this fic in 2017 and it's finally finished and ready to be shared with the world. I'll update at least once a week. Hope you enjoy it.
Each chapter title is a song from a musical and gives a hint as to what the chapter is going to be about.

Chapter 1: Something bad

Notes:

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They say you never see death coming, that dying always takes you by surprise. They are wrong. In the minutes or seconds leading up to your death you know . You know you are about to die and that there is nothing you can do to stop it. 

 

Rachel woke up an hour before her alarm was due to go off tangled in her bedsheets, wet from sweat.

She jerked upright and shrugged the bedsheets loose as her eyes darted frantically around the room.

She had died.

She had died.  Rachel shook her head and clenched her eyes shut. 

No.

She had dreamt that she had died. Had had a nightmare that she died. But she, Rachel Barbra Berry, had not died.

Rachel slowly reopened her eyes, her breaths shallow and uneven as she stared into the dark.

Her hand fumbled to the side, finding the switch to her lamp and clicking it on. The soft glow spilled across the room, chasing away the worst shadows.

To steady her racing heart and shake off the lingering memory of the nightmare—the same one for the fifth night in a row—she began silently listing Barbra Streisand’s iconic discography.

Each title felt like a lifeline, grounding her in the present.

Dreams were just dreams, she told herself, albeit they were very terrifying dreams.Everyone had repetitive dreams. It happened. It must be the worry about returning to the halls of McKinley for the first day of Junior year manifesting in nightmares. Once she had braved the halls of McKinley- and her less than intelligent  fellow students - the nightmares would go away. Her sleeping habits would go back to normal.

Rachel nodded to herself as she started getting up out of bed. She would use the extra time to practice. To get through her morning routine and prepare her show face to hide the effect that the relentless teasing and bullying of her peers had on her. Although, maybe, maybe this year would be different she thought as she prepared her protein shake.

It had to be different.  

She had friends now and while she was tragically confident that the bullying from her peers would not stop now - why would they change up what they'd done for two years at this point - she had cautious hope that maybe the teasing inside the choir room would stop. Maybe they would finally appreciate her input after what had happened at regionals? Sure none of her friends had messaged her at all during the break but that didn’t have to mean anything. Did it?

Rachel peddled fast on her elliptical while her mind was a mile away thinking things through and preparing for the day ahead. Finn had dumped her less than two weeks into summer break as he stated he had not wanted a serious relationship and;

“Honestly Rachel, I only said I love you to get you back. I didn’t intend for you to get so clingy.” 

Rachel was still trying to decide if that was better or worse than that time he dumped her to find his ‘inner rockstar’ and date both Brittany and Santana at the same time.

It was okay though.

Rachel had decided in the immediate minutes following the breakup that it was for the best. Less time trying to help Finn be a decent boyfriend meant more time for her to focus on important things.

Like Broadway.

His callous disregard of her feelings and emotions didn’t matter, the lingering feeling of having been manipulated and used didn’t matter. All that mattered was Broadway and how she was going to get there.

The way to get there was clear. And it all started with Nationals. She needed to get the New Directions to Nationals. Nationals were in New York City this year and Rachel was going to get there even if she had to single handedly carry the weight of the whole team, she would do it. 

For Nationals. 

For New York. 

She got off the elliptical, wiped her brow, and caught her breath. She'd worked it all out. It would be fine.

Rachel walked into McKinley with purpose and, without consciously deciding to do so, veered to the left midway down the hall. To her astonishment, a slushy hurtled past, narrowly missing her face, and instead - judging by the startled squeal that erupted behind her - found its mark on the unfortunate soul who had trailed behind her.

Quite a change from her usual fate as McKinley's go-to slushy target for the past two years. A triumphant grin spread across her face as she admired her dry clothes. Then she saw exactly who had been hit with the slushy previously marked as a ‘Rachel Berry special’ and that smile was quickly wiped from her face. 

Santana.

Santana would let it go because of Glee right? They were friends now. 

Sort of.

“You’re dead, dwarf.” 

Well, great. But no. She wasn't going to stand for this. This year was supposed to be different.

“I must ask, Santana, why I am the subject of your rage when it was Karofsky,” she said evenly with only the slightest shake in her voice as she nodded her head in Karofsky's direction “who was the perpetrator of the slushy that is now staining your uniform.”  

Santana hesitated for a second before exploding.

 "It doesn't matter who threw the damn thing, manhands! It was meant for you, now it's on me, so you gots to pay!" 

Karofsky smirked at Rachel’s face before stating, “I suggest you run,” and to the laughter of the rest of the students in the hallway Rachel did just that. 

No, this year would not differ from the last. Rachel thought as she found herself spending her lunch break in the choir room on the first day of her Junior year, a solitary figure amidst the empty chairs and music stands. Unless there happened to be an intriguing Glee club assignment – which, she forlornly admitted, Mr. Schuester wasn't particularly skilled at creating – the room remained devoid of other people. Even Brad, the pianist, seemed to have more enticing lunchtime options.

Here, Rachel could immerse herself in her thoughts, savor her lunch, fine-tune her singing, or even work on choreography, depending on her mood. Mostly, though, it was singing that she devoted her lunch to. The choir room felt like a sanctuary, its refuge secured by the unwritten rule that most jocks and popular kids wouldn't be caught dead setting foot in there by choice.

This isolation was something she'd grown accustomed to. It stung, of course, because she considered the Glee club members her friends, even though they didn't quite see her the same way. She recalled numerous instances from the previous year when she'd rushed to the aid of various Glee club members after slushy attacks, but she couldn't recall a single time they'd reciprocated. She wouldn't leave a friend in the lurch during a crisis, but when she'd approached Kurt at the beginning of lunch today, he'd hissed at her, 

"Go away, Berry. These are new clothes, and you're public enemy number one at the moment." So, with a heavy heart, she'd accepted her fate and relented, bowing her head and making her way to her supposed sanctuary. Although, how safe was it truly ifit was only safe when it was empty?

Rachel shook those thoughts, those memories, off as she set up the piano. Getting ready to prepare her rendition of ‘Send in the clowns’ for that afternoon's Glee club meeting.  It was always good to start the year off reminding her teammates just how good she was and ‘Send in the clowns’ was the perfect way to do that. Lest they get any ideas of replacing her as lead and therefore dooming their chances to make it past sectionals, much less regionals.  

"Into every generation a Slayer is born: one girl in all the world, a chosen one. She alone will wield the strength and skill to fight the vampires, demons, and the forces of darkness; to stop the spread of their evil and the swell of their number. She is the Slayer." Rachel spun around from the piano to locate where the voice was coming from. Eyes darting across the room before coming to a stop. The voice belonged to a tall blonde woman with legs for days standing at the door.

“What?” she blurted out. Which wasn’t terribly eloquent of her but in her defense - strange, oddly attractive, woman in the choir room. Interrupting her with tragically incomprehensible nonsense. 

There was a smirk carefully hidden behind a polite smile and knowing eyes as the woman said  “You’re the Slayer, Rachel. The chosen one.” 

Still gibberish unfortunately and Rachel, grievously, was still suffering from a limited vocabulary.

“What?” she exclaimed. 

There was a small gap between the stranger and the choir room door. Just beyond that she could hear the neanderthal noises of her fellow students which, normally, was an annoyance but right now? Right now it reminded her that there was still sanity in her reach. If she could just get there.

“Okay,” she said, swallowing deeply. She could talk down a lady who was clearly going through it, she was Rachel Berry and this was just another performance. “Putting aside the fact that I do not understand exactly what you are saying, who, exactly, are you? And! How did you get here?”

“I’m the new English teacher, Holly Holiday.”

Oh thank Liza Minnelli, she was a teacher. Or at least she claimed she was a teacher. She was also claiming Rachel was the Slayer of… something. So, maybe this Holly wasn’t the most reliable figure. 

“I used to be a substitute,” allegedly-Holly continued “but this is my first full time position.” As she spoke she reached behind her and shut the door. That was not good. The gap was gone and along with it the comforting sound of Karofsky yelling out “incoming!” to a new victim.

“But that’s not important, what's important is that you are the next Slayer and I am your Watcher. So here I am” When she finished speaking, she cocked her head at Rachel expectantly. As if that made any sense. As if she hadn’t just trapped her in here and interrupted her performance and made Rachel feel insane.

Then suddenly and all at once Rachel found her voice. 

“What are you even talking about? What is a Watcher? What is a Slayer? Have you taken anything? Did Mr Schue’s ex wife give you anything - you should watch out for that.”

Holly’s face pinched as she heaved an exasperated sigh. 

“Okay, starting with the basics then. Vampires? Exist. So do demons, werewolves, spirits, etcetera. Basically, everything evil you’ve ever heard of in English class exists in some form on earth. Capice?”

A psychotic break was looking more likely. Why was healthcare in America so inaccessible, and why was healthcare in Ohio worse? They really should address that. It would stop innocent Broadway bound high school students having their practices interrupted. 

Proceed carefully, Rachel thought, and remember, she claims to be your teacher.

Step one: Don’t break the fantasy

“I hear what you are saying,” she said slowly, carefully, “I do not necessarily believe you but I understand.”

“Ugh, Rachel. Get with the program already. Evil things exist and to balance things out, so does the Slayer. The Slayer protects earth from the supernatural creepy-crawliess. She banishes demons, kills vampires, vanquishes evil.”

“And that is… me? You are saying that’s me? And there is just… one right? One against… all of that.” Just yesterday she’d seen a spider in the shower and let out a noise worthy of a falsetto. Next this Razzie Award for Teaching nominee would tell her she’d make an excellent quarterback. She just knew it. 

“Ding dong and you get a prize. There is only ever one Slayer but there are many candidates to succeed them. Should they die, or fail. Before this week you were only a potential and now, you are the Slayer” 

This made less sense than that Pyramus and Thisbe bit in Shakespeare. “And none of these potentials are told beforehand? You should give them some training before popping up unexpectedly.” 

Holly’s lips pursed. There was more than a little irritation in her voice when she said:

“We didn’t think it would be you. Truthfully, there were far more promising candidates. We kept an eye on them instead.”

That was rude. Even someone completely delusional failed to see her destined brilliance. 

“We?” she bit out.

“The Watchers. Every Slayer has a Watcher. The person who guides them through their slaying and gives them advice  while rocking a killer outfit - well, that last one’s just me. Jones, for one, dresses atrociously.” 

Rachel had had enough. There were people trained for this sort of thing. People at this very school even, in the First Aid Room for example. Or Emma Pillsbury in a pinch. Rachel was sure she had a pamphlet for this very occasion: The Chosen Hospital: A Guide for Fantasy Mentors’ in a Non-Fantasy World .

“Look, Ms Holliday. That does not make sense and I am sorry but even if it was true - I still would not be this Slayer person. You said it yourself, I am not a promising candidate. I am going to be famous. l am going to be on Broadway. What I am not going to do is die young while killing vampires or exorcising Demons. It is just not going to happen.”

She tossed her head decisively and turned back to the piano, gathering sheet music and placing it in her bag. If she just started tidying everything away before walking determinedly to the door (and ignored everything that this woman was saying) then she’d be able to get away from this conversation. She had to. 

“Then how do you explain the dreams?”

Rachel froze, sheet music in hand. She was in a dark room, there was something leaning over her grinning. Showing fangs and a brutally ridged forehead. A voice saying “embrace your destiny ” her heart was beating faster and faster and - she shook her head. That wasn’t real. That was last night’s nightmare. Now she thought about it, that did sound like a vampire or a thing of evil but… she’d been having these nightmares for five nights now. How did Ms Holliday know? She couldn't. 

“What are you talking about?” Unfortunately, Rachel's voice came out in a soft hesitant whisper rather than the accusatory tone she had been trying for.

“Your dreams Rachel, I know you’re having them. Every Slayer does and they are especially frequent at the start. What they are about varies. Sometimes they are memories from previous Slayers, sometimes they are prophetic, sometimes they are just nightmares. So, Rachel, tell me what they are for you?”

“I die in my dreams. Every night I die,” The answer burst from her uncontrollably. It spilled across her lips as if it has been waiting at the tip of her tongue for days. Desperate to escape. Desperate for someone, anyone, to listen. I’m frightened she thought, I’ve been scared since this started.

“Well, that’s depressing.” 

And that was ineloquent for an English teacher. It was also not very illustrative. 

There was silence for a moment, broken only by the sound of the school bell. It was definitely time to go. Ms Holliday wasn’t prophetic. She wasn’t a Slayer. The questions about dreams were probably just a cold read. Like the charlatans at markets claiming to be fortune tellers or psychics or able to talk to the dead. Everyone knew someone with brown hair, everyone had something that was lost, everyone in the world had dreams they couldn’t explain.

That’s all it was. A cold-read from a crazy lady that she'd one day write about in her memoir: Rachel Berry: Untold Stories. 

She grabbed her bag and started to push past Ms Holliday to reach for the door. To open it. To escape. Instead, her wrist was grabbed. 

“Rachel, wait!”

"I really can't afford to be late for my first Math class of the year, so why are you stopping me when, as a teacher, you should understand the importance of punctuality?" Rachel contemplated mentioning how grabbing a student's wrist was also inappropriate behavior for a teacher but decided to hold her tongue, erring on the side of caution.

"Girlfriend, I'm never on time. I was supposed to speak to you this morning, and now it's already lunchtime."

"Why did you ask me to wait, Ms. Holliday?" Rachel sighed, mentally plotting the fastest route from the choir room to her next classroom.

"I asked you to wait because I need more time to explain."

"I do not have more time.I have Math" 

Rachel glanced down at her wrist, relieved when Ms. Holliday released it, seemingly unaware she had been holding it. She instinctively shook her wrist before being drawn back into the conversation as Ms. Holliday continued.

"Can you meet me in graveyard no.3 tonight?"

"You want me to meet you in a graveyard? You? Someone I hardly know? At night? Are you serious?" Rachel hesitated, reminding herself that this woman claimed to be a teacher. "I apologize; that came out ruder than I intended."

Ms. Holliday waved off her apology and continued, "Deep down, you know I'm telling the truth. Those dreams terrify you, and you'd do anything to make them stop. 9 o'clock, Rachel."

With that Ms Holliday left, leaving Rachel alone to think about the events of the last thirty minutes. The lady was right, those dreams really did terrify her. On the other hand, Rachel was late to her first math class of the year. And vampires weren't real. That should have be enough reason to distrust the new teacher.

Nine o’clock found Rachel standing outside the entrance of graveyard no.3. 

She stared out at the rows of tombstones standing erect in silence to the left and right, in front of her and behind, like a sea of the dead. Some were crumbled with the weathering of centuries, some were smooth marble with new black writing and laid with floral tributes. Most though, were overgrown and unkempt, for now even their mourners had joined them under the clay soil. And upon the hill a new grave had been dug to await its new occupant. 

Rachel didn’t really know why she was entertaining Ms Holliday's crazy delusions. She didn’t understand the compulsion that drove her walk to the graveyard during the time she was meant to be filming her myspace video. But here she was in graveyard no.3, why did such a small town like Lima have so many graveyards they were numbered? Why was  she here because of a crazy lady who was nowhere in sight? 

Ms Holliday hadn’t specified a specific meeting spot though, it was possible she had intended for them to meet at the other entrance. She was already there; she didn’t really have anything to lose (other than her sanity) if she just quickly walked through the graveyard to the otherside to check if her teacher was there. Keeping up a steady flow of complaints under her breath at her unnecessary trip outside of her house for an alleged teacher who couldn’t even be bothered to show up, she started to walk through the graves subconsciously taking note of the names on the graves that weren’t crumbling to pieces. 

None of them stood out to her until she came upon one of the newer graves toward the top of the hill. Augustus St James. That was Jesse’s dad. She hadn’t ever actually met the man because much like her fathers, Jesse’s parents were also almost constantly away on business trips - albeit less frequently. She hadn’t spoken to Jesse since Regionals when they had had a short conversation on the phone after the competition agreeing to put the events that had transpired behind them so that in the future they could potentially be friends. Broadway was a small world; there was no point forming a rivalry now when they were bound to be co-stars one day.

Though for a moment, she considered breaking the silence and texting him to find out if he was alright. They would never be together again but she understood him and he understood her. She knew how badly his dad's death would be affecting him. She knew, though, that the moment those gates of communication were open, they would never shut.  And if the Glee club found out they were communicating all hell would break loose. 

They would never forgive her.

Maybe that made her a coward, but Glee was the one thing keeping her from slipping at school and if today had proven anything it was that the people in Glee weren’t as loyal to her as she was to them. 

It was the same instinct that had her dodge Karofsky's slushy that morning that caused her to spin around midwalk. 

That instinct saved her life. For how long though she wasn’t sure. 

A man around middle age was standing a hair's width away from her, causing every cell in her body to scream danger . She was being attacked by a strange man, in a graveyard, in Lima. If she wasn’t so panicked she might actually take a moment to appreciate the sheer drama of it all.  

He wasn’t doing anything though. 

Just standing there, looking at her. 

Calculating. 

Then, he was running at her. Rachel  couldn’t even blink before he was in front of her.

The shriek of terror escaped from her, unbidden, unplanned. 

Rachel turned on her heels, faster than the thought consciously moved through her brain, trying to run away from the man. The man with superhuman speed. 

Unfortunately all her mornings on the elliptical just weren't enough and she found herself pinned to the cold,damp ground. 

Looking up at the strange man, his face started to change. His forehead became bumpy, his eyes turned yellow and he bared his teeth to reveal fangs. 

What the actual hell?

She couldn't breathe.

The strange man with fangs had his fangs to her neck and while Rachel prided herself on her innovation and adaptability she just didn’t see a way out of this. 

Her heart was racing and all she wanted to do was curl up into a ball and wait for someone to save her. 

But no one would, no one was there. 

A choked cry for help forced itself up her throat, and she felt a tear run down her cheek. 

It seemed as if this was the end of the road for her. 

She was going to die at 16 years old, without Barbra Streisand ever knowing her name. 

Then, suddenly, there was Ms Holiday.

And she didn’t do anything. 

She just stood there looking. Assessing. 

She just stood there looking at Rachel about to die as if she was taking stock of the situation before reaching into her pocket and pulling out a stick?

“Vampire” Ms Holiday said, tossing the stick toward her before walking away without even a backwards glance over her shoulder. 

The stick landed on the ground about a hands width away. Unreachable. 

Rachel’s hands remained steadfastly pinned to the ground by the vampire. The stick agonisingly close and yet out of reach. 

Although, what use was a stick? Against a vampire. 

The vampire lowered his head back down from where he had been silently watching Ms Holliday walk away and returned his focus to Rachel and Rachel’s neck. A small drop of moisture rolled down his chin as he examined her.

She didn’t want to die. 

So as futile as it might be she started to struggle. Struggle in the vampire's grip, trying to make him loosen his hold but he only held on tighter. As a last ditch effort she lifted herself up halfway with her arms remaining pinned to the ground and screamed right into the vampire's ear with the highest note she could muster. Unexpectedly, it worked. He let her go to reach up toward his ears, as if to protect them, before realising his mistake. 

It was too late though, Rachel was already up and grabbing for the stick ... no, stake. 

When the vampire seemed to be preparing to attack her again she gave him a solid right kick right into his crotch and then as he was bending over in pain she pulled back her right hand with the stake in it and stabbed. 

She felt skin and muscle give and how was she that strong as the stake made its way into the vampire. 

She locked eyes with the vampire for a second before he exploded into ash, her mouth dropping open in shock. Just in time for some of the ash to get into her mouth and taste vaguely earthy. She spat onto the grass trying to get it out while the last couple of seconds just kept replaying on a loop in her head. She looked up from the grass to see Ms Holiday leaning against a grave looking at her. She couldn’t help herself. 

She exploded.

“He just turned into ash. Some of which landed in my mouth. Which is extremely disgusting and highly unsanitary, might I add. He turned into ash. His face went all weird and he turned into ash. What is going on?” 

Ms Holliday turned around back in the direction of where the body should be and pointed. “Vampire” then she spun back around with a flourish and pointed toward Rachel “Vampire Slayer.”  

“That is not possible. Vampires are not real.” 

Her name was Rachel and denial was her middle name right now. She couldn’t accept this. This couldn’t be her life. There had to be some sort of logical explanation. There had to be.

“Then how do you explain what just happened?” Ms Holliday asked, cocking her head.

Rachel didn’t have anything to say because she really didn’t have an explanation for any of the events that had just transpired. She didn’t have an explanation for why she felt compelled to go to the graveyard, she didn’t have one for why the man decided to attack her, for why his face went all mangled with fangs or an explanation for why he turned into ash after being stabbed by a stake. 

Vampires couldn’t be real but yet she had seen the evidence with her own eyes. If vampires existed like Ms Holiday had said then that probably meant that she had been telling the truth about everything else as well. That creatures from nightmares were real and that they expected her to be the one to deal with them. 

“Look Rachel, when vampires are left to roam about people get killed. People will die, people have died. You are ‘The Slayer’ now. You slay the vampires.”

“No.” Rachel said, shaking her head. “I, I am not this person,” Rachel looked around futilely.“I, I do not want anyone to get hurt but, but I, I am not the right person for this…” Rachel trailed off uselessly before suddenly adding “I am going to be on Broadway.” Like that had any relevance to the fact that she had just been attacked by a supernatural creature. What did vampires care about Broadway? . 

“You’re ‘The Slayer’ Rachel, you were chosen because whether you realise it or not you are the best person to handle this,” with that Ms Holliday walked away and Rachel stood there in the middle of a graveyard covered in ash and holding a stake watching as her figure got smaller and smaller and then finally disappeared.

Notes:

Chapter title is from the musical Wicked.

Hope you enjoyed the chapter and please leave a comment if you enjoyed the fic.

Chapter 2: This is Halloween

Notes:

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Rachel was a proud member of multiple clubs; something that was going to assist her in her multi-page plan to get into a top performing arts college, itself a subcomponent of her multi-page plan - titled ‘ Rachel Barbra Berry’s Life Plan: Broadway and beyond ’ - to shape her entire life. It was a thing of beauty. Rachel had been working on it and adjusting it since she was a mere five years old and first found out that singing and dancing was something she could do for the rest of her life. Be the best at for the rest of her life.

Being a member of multiple clubs meant that she had also been in the offices of multiple teachers, whether that teacher was willing to have her there or not. Ms Holliday’s office was unlike any that she had been in before. Other teachers' offices had a sense of order to them while Ms Holliday’s was pure chaos.

Ms Holliday was still in the process of setting up her new office, with three open but unpacked boxes situated in the corner. The bookshelves behind Ms Holliday’s desk were currently sitting empty. The desk was unkempt. The papers that Ms Holliday had been working on were scattered here and there,as if Ms Holliday had desperately rummaged through them to find an errant document. A black ballpoint pen sat underneath an overturned folder on the left hand side of the desk. Almost unnoticeable amongst the ruckus on the desk, a small portable laptop sat folded under the papers, connected by tangled cords to a wall outlet and a color printer/scanner.

Ms Holliday herself was leaning backwards in her office chair, almost tipping it over as she listened to Rachel make her case. 

Rachel had been the Slayer for three weeks now. Three long, grueling weeks, and she still hadn’t quite gotten the hang of it. The whole thing felt surreal, like she’d been cast in some off-off-Broadway horror production where the stakes were real, and there was no script to follow.

Her nights were no longer her own.

Instead of curling up with her Barbra Streisand vinyls or perfecting her next solo, she spent hours patrolling the graveyards around town. Armed with a stake in one hand and a flashlight in the other, she walked through rows of headstones, her breath visible in the chilly night air. The silence of the cemetery was unnerving, broken only by the occasional hoot of an owl or the rustle of leaves in the breeze.

At first, she’d been terrified. 

The weight of the stake in her hand had felt foreign, and the idea of actually using it on a vampire—or worse—was enough to make her stomach churn. Her first few nights patrolling had been a disaster. She’d tripped over a grave marker during a chase, narrowly avoiding a vampire’s claws. She’d dropped her stake mid-fight more times than she cared to admit, and her screams of panic had echoed embarrassingly loud through the graveyard.

But she’d learned quickly. She’d had to.

Now, she was mostly coming out on top, though every fight still felt like a gamble. She’d developed a rhythm: walking the perimeter of the cemetery first, checking for any fresh disturbances in the soil, then moving toward the center where the mausoleums cast long, eerie shadows. When the inevitable fight came, she relied on her instincts - those freaky new Slayer powers that made her faster and stronger than she’d ever been.

It didn’t make her invincible, though. She still got hurt, sometimes badly. Clawed arms, a sprained wrist, a vampire bite that had come too close for comfort - her body bore the marks of her nightly battles. But by some miracle, or perhaps just the supernatural gift that came with being the Slayer, those injuries were gone by the next morning. Bruises faded, cuts disappeared, and Rachel was left looking as polished and pristine as ever when she walked into school, no one the wiser about the chaos of her nights.

Honestly, she was doing more than she needed to. 

Or at least that’s what she thought.

Ms Holliday disagreed.

"Look," Rachel began, her voice strained but determined, "it is incredibly hard to juggle slaying with everything else I have going on." She gestured broadly, as though her whole life were spread out in front of them. "I am doing all AP subjects - every single one - and I am a member of six clubs on top of Glee Club."

Ms. Holliday raised a skeptical eyebrow, but said nothing, which only made Rachel’s words come faster. "And yes, I will admit, I did not give my best performance at Invitationals last week. But do you know why? I hadn’t slept the night before. Between slaying and my assessments, there just was not time."

Rachel leaned forward now, her voice gaining intensity as she continued. "The Glee Club did not hesitate to remind me how much I’d let them down, either. Like it was not obvious to me! But honestly, I would like to see any one of them even come close to what I did with ‘I Want to Know What Love Is.’ Sure, it was mediocre - for me - but my mediocre performance is still better than their best. And somehow, they still expect me to carry the whole team."

Ms. Holliday’s face remained impassive, her piercing stare unwavering.

Rachel sighed, throwing up her hands. "So no, I do not have time for extra Slayer training on top of it. I barely have time to breathe!"

Ms Holliday’s expression softened just slightly, but her tone remained firm. "Rachel, I understand you’re under a lot of pressure. More than anyone your age should be. But this isn’t just about singing or schoolwork. This is about life and death - for you, and for everyone else. You’re talented and capable, but you can’t ignore the fact that you’re also a Slayer. You need to prioritize your training, or none of this - Glee Club, AP classes, clubs - none of it will matter.” Ms Holliday's chair dropped back to the ground as she shat forward. “You're the Slayer now; that’s got to take priority.” 

Rachel begged to differ. Nothing. Nothing took priority over Broadway. And Rachel wasn’t going to allow anything to come between her and her destiny. Not jealous Glee team members and not her apparent calling to be a supernatural slayer.  

“You’ve been coming out the winner in these fights because word hasn’t gotten around yet that the Slayer is in Lima. The minute the news is out, you are going to face a fight you can’t win unless you start taking this seriously,”  Ms Holiday’s eye contact was unrelenting as she stared at Rachel. Allowing her words to dangle in the air. 

“With all due respect Ms Holliday, I have.” 

Ms Holliday let out a scoff but Rachel didn’t let it deter her. She would have to get used to disbelief when she was on Broadway - this was merely practise. Merely child's play compared to the critique she would get from theatre goers and journalists. 

“I do not want to be responsible for people dying,” She says staring Ms Holliday right into her eyes. “But, I cannot do anything more. Not without sacrificing my future, my one chance to get out of Lima. Why should I sacrifice my future for people who will laugh at me if I fail to make it out of this town? I know that it sounds selfish, but when has anyone cared about me here?” 

Ms Holliday leaned forward on her chair before she responded and locked her eyes right onto Rachel's: “Everyone including you, likes to call you selfish Rachel. You say that the only thing that matters is your life and your career and the bright stage far from here but the minute someone dies that you know you could have prevented - that’s going to destroy you. I know it will. So wouldn't it be better to avoid all that pain and heartache by taking some time to train now?” 

The words stung more than Rachel wanted to admit. Ms. Holliday wasn’t listening to her. No one ever listened to her.

Her throat burned as she swallowed down the retort bubbling up inside her. The injustice of it all - the constant dismissal, the endless expectations, the weight of a destiny she hadn’t asked for - it was too much.

Rachel clenched her teeth, her jaw aching from the strain. “No,” she bit out, her voice sharp enough to cut.

Resisting the urge to stomp her foot like a petulant child, she spun on her heel and stormed out of Ms. Holliday’s office, her steps quick and purposeful as she made her way toward the choir room.

Everybody expected so much from her and she was just a girl she didn’t have that much to give. 

It didn't matter. 

They just kept asking more. 

She just had to use her singing voice and her stage presence and every drop of talent in her entire body to help the Glee club win but she had to do it their way and sit down and shut up and never actually ask them to change. 

Her dads expected her to have perfect grades and perfect friends and sing the lead role every time: their perfect, singing, dancing, all-American wonder girl. 

And now Ms Holliday expected her not just to kill monsters from the deep every night but also, somehow, to train and become some a black belt wielding stakes. To commit to slaying with time and energy she just didn’t have. 

And her nightmares didn't stop. They didn't get better. Every night, she died. Brutally. And then she'd wake screaming, heart racing, unsure if she was living or dying, feeling sick to her stomach and unable to throw up. 

Wishing her dads would notice. 

Wishing they wouldn't. 

Wanting it all to stop. 

“Rachel!” Mr Shue’s irate voice pulled her from her thoughts and back into the choir room.

“Yes, Mr Shue?”

“W ould you like to share with us what you find more interesting than participating ?” 

She was briefly at a loss of words for how to respond. It's not like she was the only one not paying attention. Rachel could see Quinn’s head down as she focused on reading the paperback novel in her hands and Puck was doodling on the chair next to him and yet Rachel was the one that Mr Shue decided to verbally eviscerate in front of the club. Really? Yet more impossible standards for Rachel Barbra Berry! 

“It is nothing important Mr Shue, I apologise I simply have not-”

“-You think you're so much better than us do you," Mercedes sneered tilting her head almost triumphantly, " sitting there in your own little world, not willing to grace us with your attention. ” 

“That is... that is not what I was saying Mercedes-” Rachel stammered. 

“-Oh cut it out, you wannabe diva. Everyone knows you think you're better than us. But I have some news for: you’re not -” Kurt's contribution, of course.

She looked over to Mr Shue for help but based on his posture - casually leaned back against the piano - he did not look like he intended to step in and end the attack that he had started.  

“- Your singing, while passable, is ruined by your outrageous fashion sense, and further ruined by the sheer grating personality you have.The only person who thinks you're all that, is you. The rest of us know you're a joke we're forced to put up with.” 

Burning humiliation crawls up her spine as she takes in Kurts words and the silence in the choir room with no-one coming to her defense.

She needed to leave. 

She had to get out.

She widened her eyes to hold off a blink, knowing that will give her a minute of respite before the tears fell.  By which time she would hopefully be outside of the choir room. 

These weren’t even the worst things people had said to her but somehow the fact that it was coming at her when she was sleep deprived - and by people she had considered friends -meant it hurt more. Why had she ever thought they were her friends? It's not like they were nice to her.

“Well in that case, I am going to leave now,” she said, gathered her things and got up to leave. She didn’t see why anyone would stop her since they had been making it very clear how they didn’t want her there.

“Oh don’t be a drama queen, sit back down.” Kurt scoffed, rolling his eyes.

"Rachel, leaving right now would be incredibly impolite," Mr. Shue interjected.

Rachel paused for a moment, then reluctantly settled back into her seat. She didn’t want to make things even worse for herself in the club than they already were. 

“Rachel’s behaviour right now actually perfectly leads us into our topic of the week which is Unity, and -”  

Mr Shue continued on, droning about how teamwork makes the dream work and the importance of respecting each other. As if he cared. She sure felt the importance of respect right now. She closed her eyes,trying to drag her emotions back under where she didn’t need to feel it - where her chest wasn't tight and her eyes weren't burning and her throat wasn't choking around tears. Quiet breath in, quiet breath out, quiet breath in - there, all locked down and boxed up and unable to bother her. Now she could focus on Mr Shue’s babbling. And then, blessed relief, the meeting was over and so she was the first one out the door. As she left, she heard Mercedes' mocking voice, in the background insulting her to the laughter of the rest of the group. 

Thursday night was spent the same way she had been spending every night since Ms Holiday told her she was a Slayer, reluctantly patrolling one of the five graveyards of Lima hoping not to run into a Vampire and shrieking with terror when she inevitably did and was forced to slay it. 

“Rachel!” Ms. Holliday’s familiar voice called out on Friday afternoon, cutting through the din of passing students as Rachel was making her way to the carpark to leave for the weekend. 

The weekend didn't mean rest, of course. Not for her! Her weekends were for voice lessons, and dancing lessons, and 5 pages by Monday please and pretending it didn't matter that between all of that she didn't have any time to relax or hangout with friends, if she had them. But, at least her weekends weren't school. 

Besides, the other students in her group classes were far nicer than the members of the McKinley high school hallways. Sure, they didn't try to befriend her and maybe they sometimes, kind of, ignored her. But they didn’t go out of their way to insult her and they didn't throw slushies at her. 

Of course she now had to add slaying to her list. Although, Slaying was only really there because it had to be. 

Rachel stopped mid-step, her stomach tightening. She turned slowly, plastering on her most polite smile, though her jaw ached from the effort.

Ms. Holliday approached her with a casual stride, her hands stuffed into the pockets of her blazer. “Got a minute?” she asked, her tone light but her eyes sharp.

Rachel sighed, shifting her books awkwardly. “If this is about Slayer training, I really do not—”

“It is,” Ms. Holliday interrupted, holding up a hand. “Look, I get it. You’re busy. You’re balancing, like, fifty different things at once. But you can’t just ignore this part of your life, Rachel. It’s kind of... the biggest part.”

Rachel’s polite mask cracked. “The biggest part?” she echoed, her voice rising. “Bigger than my AP classes? Bigger than Glee Club? Bigger than my future?”

Ms. Holliday leaned against a nearby locker, crossing her arms. “I’m not saying it’s more important than your dreams but it’s definitely not less important. You’ve been chosen for this. Whether you like it or not, it’s part of who you are now.”

Rachel’s books slipped slightly in her grip, and she adjusted them with an exasperated huff. “I did not choose this, Ms. Holliday. It was thrust on me. And I am doing the best I can. But I cannot just drop everything else in my life to focus on... on slaying!”

Throwing her hands in the hair Ms Holliday exclaimed, “If you are so desperate for a break just take it on Sunday.” 

“But it's Halloween on Sunday?” Rachel questioned, surprised. Surely, Halloween would be busy? 

Exactly . That’s why.“ Ms Holliday said without elaborating. At Rachel's questioning look Ms Holliday let out a sigh and expanded. “The supernatural beings of our planet find it overrated and corny-'' Ms Holliday pulled out her phone and attempted to show Rachel a picture while talking. “-Not me. Check out my costume” 

Rachel couldn’t make out the image on the small screen but gave Ms Holliday a placating smile. Just to be safe.

The concept of Halloween seemed to have calmed Ms Holliday down from her earlier frustration. Rachel took the reprieve from lecturing with a relieved smile as some of the tension eased out of her shoulders. She had to be sure though.

“Are you sure I can take a break on Sunday? I am not required to be intensely patrolling all of Lima’s graveyards? ” She asked and Ms Holliday shook her head.

“Take the night off. You don’t need to do anything more than a quick sweep for any new vampires emerging from graves but that’s it.” Ms Holliday started to walk away before turning her head and speaking over her shoulder “Use the time to reconsider your choices and maybe think about starting to take this all a bit more seriously.” Rachel watched her leave for a minute before she walked toward the parking area. 

Ms Holliday had a funny idea of what taking the night off meant. Rachel wasn’t ever invited to any of the parties that occurred on Halloween but she would have liked to have had the option to say yes to the party that Santana was throwing. That all the other Gleeks were attending. That is if anyone actually invited her, at the moment she only knew about the party from hushed conversations that stopped the mintue she walked into a room.  Instead she was stuck out here patrolling a graveyard despite Ms Holiday's claim that Halloween was basically dead for the undead.  She couldn’t even practise her song for her MySpace video. When Ms Holiday found out she practised her songs while patrolling she got yelled at.

Tragic as it may be to admit to anyone, even herself, patrolling was better than being at her house, alone in the dark, listening to the sounds of eggs breaking on windows. Knowing that she would have to clean it up in the morning by herself. Better than being alone and hoping the eggs would be the worst they do. 

The sun went down an hour and twenty minutes into her patrol and all she had accomplished was scaring the bejeezus out of a random mourner that she had mistaken for a vampire. The graveyard was kind of dead of the undead. 

Ms Holliday was right. 

Not that she could relax, or let her guard down, or stop clutching at her stake like some kind of comfort baton. Something could still be lurking. She didn't want it to be though because then she'd shriek and stab and shake on the comedown from fighting for her life. Rachel pulled her arms into her chest trying to create some heat. She really had to start wearing a sweater on her nights out. Maybe she should go home? Get a sweater before going to the next graveyard? No. That would be an unproductive use of her time she’d rather just get this over with and go warm up with a nice warm shower once she was home. 

“Florence I’m telling you I saw them with my own eyes. ” 

Rachel jumped at the sound before slowly edging into the darkness and turning in the direction of the voice.

“But why Andre? Why would the Percussorum Noctis be in Lima?” 

Rachel could make out the shadow of two figures standing between the rows of graves in the distance.

“Well, why are they ever anywhere?” 

Rachel slowly creeps towards what she presumes to be vampires to overhear better. She wasn’t going to attempt to slay them though. She hadn’t fought more than one vampire at a time yet and she wasn’t confident in her ability to come out on top: new-found powers or not. She barely beat one baby vampire two days ago. Rachel Barbra Berry knew her limits thank you very much.

The powers were a bonus that she had not been expecting when Ms Holliday had told her about them: faster speed, heightened hearing, advanced healing and strength far greater than she had had in the past. Ms Holliday also said that she would be able to survive off less sleep than the average human but Rachel had yet to experience that. 

Creak. 

The sound echoed through the graveyard and Rachel let out a wince . She had been taking dancing classes since she was three. She had taken classes on walking lightly and yet she still found herself stepping on a stick. 

How could she be so stupid?

“Do you think that ’s them?” one of the voices exclaimed, two octaves higher than previously.

“Don’t be stupid-” the other vampire paused for a second and then “- actually let's go just in case,” the two vampires scuttled away leaving Rachel in the graveyard alone. 

What could the Percussorum Noctis possibly be that made even vampires scared? 


Rachel was a woman on a mission Monday morning. She would have been a woman on a mission Sunday night but she didn’t have Ms Holidays phone number or home address so she had to wait for school instead. She strode through the hallways dodging cheerios and jocks alike in her trek to Ms Holidays office. She didn’t understand what she had overhead last night. Nor did she understand how she knew that it was something other than a normal conversation between two vampires. Ms Holiday had said that things would get more complicated and more dangerous and, as much as she wanted to believe otherwise, she couldn’t stamp out the feeling that this was it. 

This was the start of it .

Whatever it was.

“Rachel!” Rachel looked around to find who had startled her out of her thoughts. Finn, and by the look on his face it was n’t the first time that he had called out for her.

“‘Yes?’ Rachel replied. She didn’t want to be rude and ignore him, but she had no interest in speaking to the boy who’d shattered her heart. After all, he had been the one to pursue her, and now, from the look of things, he was chasing Quinn instead. She hoped that being short and concise would discourage him from making further conversation but when Finn moved closer and leaned onto one of the lockers it was evident that that was not going to happen.

“Can we talk?”

“I am in a hurry right now, can it wait?” Rachel asked, looking down the hallway in the direction of Ms Holliday's office. She needed to go now if she wanted to still make it to class after. 

“A hurry to what? Go practise in the choir room? That can wait . This is important.” Finn said, puffing out his chest. All of the confidence of one who did not expect to be ignored. All of the dismissive superiority of a high-school quaterback.

“Finn, I really need to go.” She gave him a small smile and started to walk away.

Out of the corner of her eye she saw Finn’s arm moving towards her as if to grab her - like he had done so many times in the past. She swerved to the side, dodging his grab, and continued to walk away. In the background she heard the heavy thud of a foot colliding with a locker.  

Ms Holiday's new office was on the far side of the school, next to Ms Sylvester's office, and the cheerios locker room. She really hoped  that none of the cheerios who had just finished a gruelling practise under Ms Sylvester would notice her and decide to use her as their favourite frustration releasing punching bag.. Thankfully, other than a hissed “What the hell are you doing here treasure trail?” from one of the Sophomores, she made it to the office unscathed. 

She leaned in, speaking while knocking on Ms Holidays partially open door: “Ms Holiday, may I speak with you?” 

She saw Ms Holliday look up from a paper plane she was busy folding, out of what looked to be some student’s homework, before responding. “Yes you can.” 

Rachel walked into the office and shut the door behind her softly before continuing. Best that no one overheard the conversation she was about to have.

“I was patrolling last night-”.

“- Why girl? I told you a quick sweep - ” 

“-I heard something,

“Something actually happened on Halloween?” Ms Holliday said laughing,  “ There's a first time for everything I guess! What did you hear ?”

“I heard two vampires talking,” Rachel says  “they said the Percussorum noctis ’-” Rachel stopped for a second to reconsider her pronunciation before deciding she had no idea how to fix it even if she tried again “- was in town,

“Are you sure that’s what they said?”

“Well I must admit that I am unsure of my pronunciation but otherwise I am confident of my recollection of events.” Rachel said with a sharp nod.

“This is bad.” Ms Holliday stood up from her desk to turn around to the bookcase behind her and pushed some books to the side to pull out an old leather bound book. She opened it up toward the start of the book and began to read outloud.

 “The Percussorum Noctis - ” Rachel definitely had not said it right  “- are a group of vampire assassins established around the 18th century by a vampire called Whelan O’Malley. They are a group of vampires bound together by a common purpose. Not friendship but bloodlust and the wish to achieve that bloodlust whilst attaining the highest possible riches.” 

Assassins, really assassins? She had to deal with assassins and vampires now? Oh no, that would be too easy - she actually had to deal with vampire assassins. 

“So those two vampires last night were talking about assassins being in Lima?” Rachel said once she had gathered her thoughts.

“Yes.” Ms Holliday said nodding, open book still in hand, “Percussorum Noctis is roughly translated to mean Assassins of the Night and they are killers for hire. They are willing to kill anyone for the right amount and they won’t stop until their target is dead.” Ms Holliday shut the book and placed it down on her desk.

“Who are they here for?”

“That Slayer is what you are going to have to find out.” That seemed to be how Ms Holliday intended to finish the conversation as she started to pack up her things. 

That really wasn't enough information.

Rachel sighed to herself she had no idea how she was apparently meant to gather this information nor was she sure it was her responsibility but she didn’t really want to take it up with Ms Holliday after the way she had reacted when Rachel hadn’t wanted to be trained. Skulking around graveyards had told her that the assassins were in town so maybe skulking around a graveyard would tell her why they were there in the first place . 

Mind made up, Rachel walked out of Ms Holidays office and was met with the ice cold sting of a cherry slushy. She closed her eyes on reflex but her mouth gaped open for a second before she shut it. She could feel the slushy starting to drip down her face and into her clothes and saturing them with the ice water and food dye. She opened her eyes again and they stung, either from the slushy or from the fact that for a second she felt like she was about to cry. Once her eyes were open and she blinked a couple of times she looked up  straight into the face of one Quinn Fabray.

“This is our hallway, RuPaul. What do you think you're doing here?” Quinn said with a smirk looking Rachel and her slushy stained clothes up and down. 

Rachel stared at Quinn for a second before gritting her teeth and walking away. There was nothing she could say. There also was no way she was going to make it to class on time now. Fortunately, or perhaps unfortunately, depending on one's perspective, her teachers had grown accustomed to her frequent tardiness, often arriving in different outfits or, on unlucky days, still bearing the remnants of a slushy attack.


Instead of being at home, diligently working on her assessment and processing the day's unsettling news in relation to the vampire assasins, the evening found Rachel in the gloomy confines of Graveyard Number Two. It was her least favorite among Lima's graveyards, with its ancient tombstones and a location that guaranteed a perpetual chill in the air. But it also happened to be the one graveyard where she could reliably count on encountering vampire activity. If there was any chance of overhearing something of importance, it would be there.

Two hours into her graveyard stalking and she still had nothing. 

It was dark, the graveyard was creepy, even more so now that she was aware that it was full with the things that go bump in the night. She had a five thousand word essay due for AP History tomorrow. It was past time for her to go home. She put the wooden cross she had been carrying for protection into her back pocket but still kept a tight hold on her stake as she started her walk home. 

Her attention was broken by the sound of melodic whistling coming from somewhere in the graveyard. Sound carried really far at night and now she understood Ms Holliday's anger at her singing. She might as well make a quick detour to go check it out lest Ms Holliday accuse her once again of not taking her duties seriously. She followed the whistling to a grave around to the north side of the graveyard where she spotted a vampire leaning against a grave reading a book. The vampire looked like he had died sometime in his teens but based on his questionable fashion sense, in his teens a couple of decades ago.

As she got closer she saw that the book was the ‘Count of Monte Cristo” interesting reading choice for a vampire who probably wasn’t even alive when the book was published. She came up with a great quirp in her head about reading something a bit more from this century but she kept her mouth shut so that she didn’t attract his attention. So far her slaying was only successful because she avoided bringing attention to herself until it was too late.

She walked up behind him carefully this time taking care not to stop on any loose sticks until she was touching distance away from him. That’s when she reached into her pocket to pull out the cross and she pounced holding the cross out in front of her with the stake in her other hand.  She used the cross to force him to lie on the ground after maneuvering him to the side of the grave. 

“You have one chance to live. Tell me what I need to know and I will let you go” That was good. 

She got the one chance to live line from a movie she had watched with Finn while they were dating. Back then she found it stupid but now it was the first thing that popped into her head.

“Okay okay. Just get that cross away from me, ” The vampire said, starting to throw his hands up before hissing when one of them touched the cross. He quickly put his hands back down on the ground.

“Do you think I am a imbiccile? Not until you tell me what I need to know.” Rachel said. Not moving the cross an inch, eyes locked onto the vampire. Attuned to the slightest movement.

“What do you wanna know?” He drawled, eyes darting around the graveyard.

“The Percussorum Noctis who are they here for?” 

The vampire burst into laughter at her words. Not really the reaction that she had been hoping for. Maybe she wasn't threatening enough? She attempted to school her face into a more aggressive expression but she had no idea if she was successful as the vampire was still laughing before he started speaking again. 

“You are so not saying that right ” 

The amusement that the vampire was displaying was slightly disconcerting but she reminded herself to focus and pressed onward.

“Is this really the time to be calling me out on my pronunciation problem? Who is their target?” She moved the cross a little bit closer to him and he let out a hiss, laughter trailing off.

“All right, all right chill, it’s the Fabray kid.”

“Quinn?” Quinn’s name left her mouth involuntarily as the implications of who the vampire could mean flooded her.

“Yes, her. Now would you let me go?” The vampire struggled and attempted to move away from where Rachel had been holding him in place on the ground by holding the cross above his chest. She moved the cross even closer to his chest again and he let out a hiss of pain and laid back down.

“Not so fast. Who hired them?” She hissed, mind working frantically in the background. 

Why would anyone want to kill Quinn? 

Quinn had always been this mysterious figure to Rachel, someone who embodied grace and strength. She didn't fully understand why she was so drawn to her, but she couldn't deny the flutter in her heart whenever she saw her. Now, learning that someone wanted to kill her, had hired assasins to kill her was like a punch to the gut. Quinn had her fair share of enemies, that much was clear, but wanting to kill her? 

It was unfathomable.

Rachel had to wonder who could possibly harbor such hatred for Quinn. The mere thought sent a chill down her spine. She'd seen Quinn go through her own struggles, her complex past, and her intricate web of relationships. But to think someone would go to such extremes shook Rachel to her core.

Her mind raced as she pondered what to do. Did Quinn even know about this threat? And if not, should Rachel be the one to warn her? Would Quinn even believe her, considering they didn't exactly share the closest friendship? But then again, no one deserved to be in harm's way.

“How am I supposed to know ?” The vampire drawled looking up at her.

“You expect me to believe that ?” Rachel scoffed  “Who hired them?”

“It’s the truth, I stay away from drama. How am I meant to know why they want the Fabray girl dead? I only found out they were in town today and everyone else knew two days ago which honestly, rude.” 

Rachel  looked up and took a deep breath and then released it. She was closer to answers than she was five minutes ago. She knew who the target was. It was Quinn. Why would anyone want to kill Quinn? She looked back down at the vampire and moved the cross away slowly while her other hand gripped the stake tighter just in case he decided to attack her. 

Wait, you're actually letting me go?”

“Yes. I promised I would and I keep my promises,” Rachel was immediately doubting her decision but it was too late now. 

The vampire stood up from the ground, dusted himself off and then held out his hand towards her. “Okay, Rad! I’m Steve.” 

Rachel did not shake his hand like he seemed to want and after a second he let it drop to the side.

“Why are you introducing yourself to me ?” She asked incredulously.

“Cause you’re not killing me which is cool . I gave you the information you wanted. So I reckon solid ground for a friendship.

“We are not going to become friends. You are a vampire.”

“And I’m guessing you’re ‘The Slayer’. A very bad Slayer but a Slayer nonetheless . Ours is a doomed friendship.” Steve let out a chuckle and remained unphased when Rachel lifted her stake as threateningly as she could manage while still stuck on thinking about how Quinn was the target. “ Okay I’ll go. I’ll see you around Slayer friend,” with that the vampire walked off giving her a little salute before turning away. 

She had to speak to Ms Holiday right away to find out what to do. 

Find out how to stop them from killing Quinn.  She still didn’t have Ms Holiday’s phone number or home address yet. She made a mental note to add that to her to do list and then she made another mental note to make a to do list. She would have to wait till school then

She would speak to Ms Holiday first thing tomorrow.


Unfortunately and not for lack of trying she didn’t get any time to speak to Ms Holiday until after the 8th period just before Glee was due to start. Racing against the clock, she hurried down the hallway with purpose, passing Quinn, Santana, and Brittany going the opposite direction, clearly en route to Glee. A fleeting thought crossed her mind – perhaps she should say something to Quinn. However, their expressions when they saw her made her think twice.

She would speak to Quinn later. If she had to. Maybe she could get away with saving her life without her ever being the wiser about it. She wasted no time upon entering Ms. Holiday's office, disregarding her usual politeness due to the urgency of the situation.

"The target is Quinn. They want to kill her," Rachel stated emphatically, searching Ms. Holiday's face for a reaction. 

But when she finally laid eyes on Ms Holliday her reaction was not what she expected. She let out a sigh and then when she started to speak Rachel felt red hot anger beginning to flow through her veins, 

"Rachel, you have to let it go. I've been in contact with the Watchers Council, and it appears they won't stop until their target is eliminated. They'll just keep sending vampire after vampire, relentlessly pursuing her until one succeeds. You have to let this one go. Let them do what they need to do so that they leave.” 

“I am not going to just stand by and let them kill her.” Rachel said, jutting out her chin and standing straighter.

“You don’t have a choice, ” Ms Holliday said, standing up and resting her hands on her desk.

“You always have a choice and I am choosing to protect her no matter what you say, ” Rachel clenched her fist before shoving her hand into her pocket.

“You protect her and you bring a target to yourself and this town. The costs of protecting her outweigh the benefits. ” Ms Holliday poked her index fingure onto her desk in emphasis. 

"I refuse to embrace an 'ends justify the means' philosophy. I have vehemently argued against it in AP History, and I stand by my principles."  Rachel's assertion was an understatement – she had recently submitted a comprehensive five-thousand-word essay opposing the very idea, supported by extensive historical evidence.

"Why her?" Ms. Holliday inquired, tilting her head slightly. "Just the other day, you were arguing that you couldn't commit to slaying because of your future, and now you're willing to risk it all for a girl who, in your own words, has made your life miserable since the first day of freshman year? The same girl who just this morning insulted you and threw a slushy in your face?"

"Wait, you saw that?" Rachel asked, then quickly dismissed the thought. "Never mind that. I want to protect her because it is the right thing to do. She, more than anyone else, deserves a chance to escape this town."

Ms. Holliday raised an eyebrow at Rachel's words but wisely refrained from delving into the complexities of Rachel's feelings. Rachel herself was unsure of how to explain them; they were a tangled web of emotions she couldn't quite decipher.

"I suppose you truly are embracing the Slayer identity," Ms. Holliday eventually commented.

"I am not embracing this Slayer identity you have shoved on me," Rachel countered, shaking her head. "I am simply being a decent human being. But let me be clear, this changes nothing." She met Ms. Holliday's gaze, summoning the intensity of her best 'Mr. Schue, you will not take my solo' impression to emphasize the gravity of her statement. With that, she spun on her heel and departed, heading toward Glee.

She just had to think things through logically. 

She knew who their target was . Quinn. 

She also knew that she wouldn’t be able to stop the assassins which meant that she had to stop them at their source. Assassins get hired; she needed to find out whoever hired them and get them to call off the hit. Thus removing the ‘they never stop coming until their target is dead’ problem. She was thinking the problem through as she walked into Glee only noticing once she was almost at her chair that the room was quiet as everyone, including the perpetually late Mr Shue, was staring at her.

“Nice of you to grace us with your presence dwarf.” 

Just how late exactly was she? A glance at the clock showed her that she was almost thirty minutes late. Considering that she had never been late before and she had just arrived later than Mr Shue had ever arrived she considered their stares to be warranted.

“My apologies, I lost track of time.

“You lost track of time down the cheerios hallway did ya,” it didn’t seem like Santana was going to let this one go.

"You cannot banish someone from an entire hallway; that just defies logical reasoning," Rachel retorted, resisting the urge to throw her hands up in frustration. "Ms. Holliday's office is located there, and I was discussing something important with her."

Mr Shue responded to her before Santana could, which was good because from the look on Santana’s face she had been gearing up for a rant.

“That is okay Rachel, just don’t let it happen again. We were just busy running through everybody’s performances about last week's topic. Do you have anything prepared?” 

She did think it was hypocritical of him to be making such a fuss over her being late when he was always late and he never cared if anyone else rocked up late. Nevertheless she did have something prepared that she had worked on in her spare time over the weekend.

“I do Mr Shue. I chose a song from-” She was cut off mid sentence by a sneering Kurt.

“-Wait for your turn. I was actually about to perform a song. It might do you some good to listen to the lyrics Rachel.” 

She let out a little huff and sat down letting Kurt go up and perform his song. When he finished Mr Shue gestured for her to go as she walked past Kurt to the front he hissed at her.

Try and top that.” 

She didn’t think she would have to try that hard. Kurt had gone with the rather predictable route of singing ‘Lean on Me’ which while a great song Kurt just hadn’t quite nailed it he was sharp at some parts and flat in others. 

“I chose a song from the musical Carousel called ‘You’ll never walk alone.’”  

As she started to sing she looked out at the Glee club noticing how most of them weren’t even paying attention to her. Santana was busy talking to Brittany. Kurt was filing his nails. Finn looked like he was off in his own world. Only three people seemed to be paying attention Tina, Mike and to her great surprise Quinn. Other than that not even Mr Shue looked interested in her performance. Once she finished it was to a splattering of barely there applause before Mr Shue dismissed them.

Later that afternoon, she found herself standing on the porch of suspect number one. It would be very embarrassing if she turned out to be wrong but that was a risk she would have to take. The only person on her very long mental list called “Who hates Quinn Fabray?” that had both the resources, the money and the power to have requested the hit was one Russell Fabray. So she readied herself and knocked on his door. She started to talk the moment the door started to open.

“Hello Mr Fabray? My name is Rachel Berry. May I please come in?” 

“Berry? Like those two fag-” 

Mr Fabray stood in the doorway, a sort of toddler expanded to adult size, irritation in his anger, a sort of impetuousness. Rachel watched as thin blond hair moved over skin that yearned for more shade and rest. His eyes were on the small side, as if afraid to let the light in; his mouth was small and rigid, as if only used for the sort of smiles that mask cruelty, perhaps born of a lifetime of suspicion and the special kind of superiority that radiates contempt. It was one of those mouths that only twitched upward when a deception was achieved .

She gestured past him into the foyer of the house. “- Please do not insult my fathers, I am not here to talk about them, she pushes past him and enters into the house, “we are here to talk about you. ” 

Mr Fabray stumbles a bit from her push before righting himself and going straight into a righteous rant. “What do you think you are doing? I demand you get out of my house right now. I will call the police!” While he was yelling at her he reached into his pocket to pull out his mobile as if to demonstrate that he was seconds away from calling.

“I do not think that you wish to do that. You call the police and I will tell them all about the Percussorum noctis.” Rachel paused for a moment to allow the words to settle before contiuning “You know the assassins you hired to kill your daughter.”

“I don’t have a daughter, ” to Mr Fabray’s undeserving credit he didn’t let any sign of guilt slip into his expression. Rather his expression became even more self righteous than it was previously as he dismissed Quinns very existence in five words. 

“Yes you do and you hired assassins to kill her.” Rachel said stepping forward “What I do not understand is why? Why would you order a hit on your own daughter?” 

Mr Fabrays eyes blazed at her words. “She’s walking around town with her head held high like she was n’t a common whore last year who got pregnant and desecrated my good name.” Spit was flying out of his mouth as his voice got steadily louder, veins in his neck standing out in vivid edges, “she is a blight on this town and she doesn’t deserve to have my name.  

“So you admit it? You admit that you hired assassins to kill your daughter?” This felt almost too easy. 

Who just admits to something like that? The answer she guessed was someone so sure of his moral supperiority. So sure that he would never get in trouble and one who believed himself to be above the law. 

Yes I do. What are you going to do about it anyway?” Mr Fabray said, face lit up in bitter triumph. “ You and your gay faggot fathers are just as bad. You’re all going to go to hell and nobody, nobody is going to believe you over me. I ’m a good Christian of upstanding character in this town where as you are just the daughter of two fags who nobody likes.” He took a deep breath before adding with a mocking smirk “ I ’m guessing your own fathers don’t even like you since nobody sees them around town anymore. ” 

Rachel swallowed back the sudden lump in her throat and focused on the mission.

I said leave my fathers out of this.” She spoke evenly, not allowing her voice to shake. “People are going to believe me because of this,” Rachel reached into her pocket and pulled out her phone and turned it around to show him how she had the microphone function on. “Now it might not be enough to convict you due to the whole supernatural element of the assassins. How do you reconcile that with your faith by the way? But it will be enough to make them investigate you and it will, unlike Quinn, actually desecrate your name and destroy your reputation in this town. So I suggest you call them off or I will not hesitate to destroy you.” 

“HOW DARE YOU! ” He thundered. 

Easily .” Rachel said, shrugging. “ So are you going to call them off or should I call the police?”

“I’ll call them off.” He said, shoulders dropping  “ Now get the hell out of my house.”

“I will wait,” She nodded her head toward the phone in his hand and leaned against the wall waiting. She could see the internal struggle playing out on his face before he unlocked his phone and started to call

That wasn't so hard. She had saved Quinns life with a minimum amount of effort and slaying powers required. 

Take that Ms Holiday. 

Once she left Mr Fabrays house she decided to take a quick detour past the school where the cheerios would be finishing their practice. Just to make sure that the vampires had gotten the message and would leave Quinn alone.

She pulled in to park close enough to see the field but not so close she was in a Cheerios designated spot. This way she would see when practice ended so that she could follow Quinn home ensuring her safety. She wanted to protect Quinn but she didn’t want to sign her death warrant while doing so by parking in a cheerios designated spot. 

She saw him as she was putting her car in park. 

A vampire sulking over near the bleachers but just out of sight. She would have mistaken him for just another creepy janitor if it wasn't for the fact that the light post’s of the football field illuminated his face just enough that she could see it was in full vampire mode: ridged forehead, glowing eyes and all. She jumped out of her car slamming the door behind her. The thud of her car door made the vampire turn and look in her direction.

The lighting from the field illuminated the vampire as a smile crept across his face revealing the fangs. The vampire glanced towards the field where Rachel could see the Cheerios still practising before he started to determinedly walk toward her. It looked like the vampire had decided he wanted an appetiser. She hadn’t thought this through. She was facing a vampire without any of her protection. No stake and no cross. When the vampire reached her she slapped him with her open left hand full across the face. Always go for the unexpected route. Never say Rachel Berry can’t improvise.

It rocked him and he took a step back and then steadied himself, blinking his eyes and staring at her. His headache must have been a starburst. 

As he backed away she followed him, eyes glancing around futilely trying to spot something that she could use as a stake. 

She had to stop him from gaining the upper hand again but how could she do that if she had no weapon to kill him? 

The answer was she couldn’t but she also couldn’t just run and leave Quinn in the vampire's path. She would have to distract him long enough for an oblivious Quinn to get away. As she pulled back her arm to punch him he reacted. 

He  grabbed her arm midmotion and pulled her towards him.

They were standing chest to chest as she looked from the smirk on his lips to his eyes. His eyes were deep and yellow. He didn’t talk; instead, he pushed her to the floor. Rachel swung back around and roundhouse kicked him in the groins, he howled in torment but yet he still chased after her. The skid of car wheels caught her attention and she turned her head to the left. She was worried that the vampire assassin here had some buddies joining him. 

Wait, could vampires drive?

“Get in” and that was Quinn pulling up next to her in her car. 

That was the sound she had heard . How had she missed that the cheerios practice had ended? She looked from Quinn in the car to the vampire. 

She could see the moment that he realised who was in the car. 

The moment his attention switched from killing her to killing Quinn. 

She had to get to the car, to Quinn before he did.

She bolted to the car. She felt her whole body working; her leg muscles running warm, fresh air entered her lungs and blood flowed into all of her limbs. She found herself thinking how is it possible to run this fast? As she opened the car door and jumped in she remembered her Slayer powers. 

“Drive!” she yelled at Quinn as she fasted her seatbelt. 

The only response she got from Quinn was a squeal of the car wheels as they drove out of the school. She watched as Quinn expertly guided the car though the Lima streets at a speed that was towing the line of safe and dangerous while she tried to catch her breath after the attack. But as Quinn guided the car past the entrance to the highway and instead down a road that wasn’t even completely paved she spoke up for the first time since getting in the car.

“Quinn, maybe we should go onto the highway instead.”

“I don’t want to leave Lima. It’s my car I’m driving so just shut up.” There was silence in the car for a few minutes more as Quinn maneuvered the car down the road before Quinn broke the silence “Why was that man attacking you?”

“He was not attacking me, he was trying to attack you. I was stopping him. ” She said plainly and then immediately regretted her strategy.

Likely story Berry. Tell me the truth or I’ll make you get out of my car right now,” Quinn took her foot off the accelerator for a second as if attempting to prove her point before putting it back down. 

Rachel glanced around outside the car into the darkness that surrounded them.The nighttime sky was dark as ink and there was no light to break up the dark.

“As far-fetched as it might sound to you Quinn, I am telling the truth. He is after you, not me.” It was too late to change her story. She had committed to it. To telling the truth. “Although I do not understand why because I was under the impression the hit got called off.

“The hit? Are you in some sort of gang now?” Quinn scoffed “ Is that why you’ve been acting so weird lately ?” 

Quinn noticed she had been acting weird? Why was Quinn even paying attention?

“I am not in a gang and I am insulted that you would even think that. I can assure you that-” Rachel said indignantly, shocked at the thought.

“-Berry be quiet, ” Quinn hissed as she looked over her shoulder and out the back window.

“Quinn-”

“-I’m serious, be quiet I think I hear something.”

Iin the silence of the car Rachel could hear the sound that Quinn had been talking about. It was a soft but high pitched squeal coming from the car. It went on for a couple more seconds before the car skidded to a stop in the middle of the deserted road from hell. 

It is probably just a flat,” Rachel said as they got out of the car. Quinn didn’t respond to her statement, rather choosing to say.

 “I’ll call Santana to come get us.

“You really think Santana is going to let me get in her car?” Rachel asked, giving Quinn a look. 

Quinn didn’t respond to that either but she let out a soft sigh as if she knew Rachel was right. Otherwise Quinn said nothing as she pulled out her phone only to let out another sigh as it flickered on.

“There’s no reception here.

“Of course there isn’t but if we had done what I said and-” Rachel started.

“-Because what you say is always right, right Berry?” Quinn retaliated sharply . “Your way or the freakin highway!”

“My way was the highway. Whereas your way was an ominous looking road which nobody in their right mind would choose to drive on!”  

The attack came out of nowhere. She had been so distracted arguing with Quinn that she had ignored the prickling sensation at the back of her neck. One minute she was about to continue with her argument with Quinn having just prepared a scathing barb and the next she was in the air.

Flying.

Falling. 

When she landed, she felt her leg pop out of place and then pop in, with this tearing sensation inside of her knee. 

Well that one was going to hurt till it eventually healed. 

If they lived long enough for it to heal. A soft gasp escaped from Quinn and Rachel saw how she started to move closer towards her from where she had still been standing next to the car.

“No Quinn. Stay there!” The words escaped Rachel's lips with a hiss of pain, but she infused them with her trademark determination. 

Pushing herself up from the ground, she clenched her teeth against the agony, refusing to show any more vulnerability to the vampire. With unyielding resolve, she rose to her feet and moved forward, ignoring the sharp jolts of pain radiating up her leg. She drew inspiration from her musical theater idols before fixing the vampire with a resolute, unwavering gaze.

"What exactly do you think you're doing?" Rachel inquired, her voice firm and steady. 

The vampire regarded her with the condescending patience one might offer a child they were indulging, then gestured towards Quinn. "Killing her," the vampire replied. 

Rachel paid no attention to the soft gasp that emanated from Quinn's direction as she responded to the vampire's chilling declaration.

"The contract was canceled. Why are you still here?" Rachel's retort was swift and unwavering. She resisted the temptation to glance at Quinn, fully aware that doing so might shatter her composure.

“I never leave a job unfinished no matter what, ” the vampire said with a shrug, baring his fangs.

“Well you are going to leave this one unfinished or you are going to have me to answer to.” Rachel said, stepping closer, ignoring the flash of pain moving up her leg at the motion.

“You? Why would I be scared of you? You’re just a puny little human.” The vampire scoffed as he looked her top to bottom.

 She set her face to ‘casual indifference.’ Her only way out was for the vampire to overestimate her skill level, to assume her lack of fear came from mastery instead of a raw nerve. And she had to hope it would be enough to chase him off. “My name is Rachel Berry and I'm ‘The Slayer’. She is under my protection so I suggest you get out of Lima and do not even think about coming back.”

“So you’re the new Slayer.” The vampire said. Gaze turing caluclating. “We were wondering why nobody had heard from you. We thought it was because you were hiding like a little bitch.”

“Well that is obviously not true and if that’s not true then it stands to reason that the reason you have not heard about is because,” Rachel paused as if to give him some time to think before hissing “They are all dead.” 

That finally seemed to do the trick as the vampire nodded at them before scurrying away. Rachel stood still and stared at him until finally she couldn’t see him anymore. That was when she allowed herself to drop and embrace the pain.

When she woke up, she was in the backseat of Quinns car and the pain in her leg had faded to a dull throb. She looked up and around trying to place herself. Looking around she spotted a flat tire next to the car. So it had been a flat after all before spotting Quinn staring at her through the open window of the backseat. She waited for Quinn to yell at her to demand an explanation but surprisingly the first thing out of Quinns mouth was a soft,

“You okay Berry?” 

“I am okay, thank you for asking. ” Rachel said slowly as she blinked a few more times to orient herself.

“Don’t talk to me like I’m stupid.” Quinn exclaimed  “You very obviously dislocated your leg then decided to be even more of an idiot and walk on it.”

“How do you know that ?”

“I’m the captain of the Cheerios. Someone gets injured at least once during practice and stop trying to change the subject. What just happened?” For once Rachel found herself at a loss for words she didn’t know if she should tell the truth or lie. “Don’t lie to me I’m serious,” well that answered that question. 

She would go with her gut. 

Her gut was saying that if someone had tried to kill her she’d want the truth. 

Quinn deserved the truth.

“So…” she hesitated for another second trying to find the right words. “Vampires. They exist. I kill them.” 

If Rachel could go back in time she would. She would go back in time to when Ms Holliday explained things to her and take back thinking how incompetent she was at explaining things. 

A shocked laugh escaped from Quinn before she responded, “You’re kidding right.” 

This time Rachel decided to go with a tried and tested Ms Holliday response. “Well how else would you explain what just happened?” 

Quinn was silent for a moment and just as Rachel was congratulating herself on getting through this conversation unscathed a flash of anger went across Quinns face before she hissed back at her.

“You know what manhands, I just can’t deal with you anymore.” Quinn moved away from where she was leaning against the car to get into the front seat of the car “I’m taking you home but shut up before I change my mind.”

“My car is actually at the school,” Quinn didn’t respond to her verbally and only gave a short curt nod before turning on the car and beginning the drive back. 

In the slow rhythmic movements of the car Rachel found herself falling into a dreamless sleep.

Rachel was startled awake by the honking of the car horn. When she looked around she saw that they were pulled up next to her car at the school.

“Get out.

Quinn-”

I said get out Rupaul!” 

It didn’t seem like she was going to get anywhere with Quinn the way she was . So she quietly got out of the car and as she was turning around to say thank you Quinn was already driving away. 

The next morning, Rachel found herself at the school unusually early, a restless sense of responsibility gnawing at her. As she leaned against Ms. Holliday's office door, waiting for the woman to arrive, she couldn't help but replay the events of the previous day in her mind. The encounter with the vampire had shaken her to her core. She had been so sure of her persuasive abilities, convinced that she could talk her way out of any supernatural threat without resorting to violence.

Rachel's thoughts drifted to the Cheerios practicing on the field nearby, their peppy routines contrasting starkly with the danger she had narrowly averted. Over the sounds of their cheers, she could hear the sharp and mocking tones of Sue Sylvester berating her squad.

As she reflected on her misplaced confidence, guilt began to weigh heavy on her. She had risked Quinn's life with her arrogance, and if she hadn't managed to bluff her way through that tense conversation with the vampire, Quinn would have paid the price. Rachel's breath caught at the thought of losing Quinn the supernatural forces she was now entangled with.

It was this overwhelming sense of responsibility, the knowledge that she couldn't afford to make another careless mistake, that drove her to confront Ms. Holliday as soon as the woman arrived. She couldn't wait for the usual formalities, not when Quinn's life had hung in the balance.

"Quinn almost died, and it would have been my fault." Rachel admitted as soon as Ms. Holliday approached. She met the woman's gaze with a rare vulnerability in her eyes, desperately seeking a way to make amends. "I will do the training," she declared firmly, determined to gain the skills and knowledge necessary to stop something like last night from ever happening again..

Ms. Holliday turned to look at her, and there was understanding in her eyes. She nodded in acknowledgment of Rachel's commitment. 

"When do we start?" Rachel asked, her voice unwavering now that she had made her decision.

"I thought you'd never ask," Ms. Holliday replied with a faint smile. 

She swung the office door open, inviting Rachel inside. As Rachel stepped into the office, the door clicked shut behind her, sealing her fate to a path of supernatural training and responsibility. The weight of her choices and the safety of humanity rested squarely on her shoulders.

Notes:

Chapter title is from the movie musical 'the nightmare before christmas' and it's pretty self explanatory why I choose that song as the title :) Hope you enjoyed this chapter and if you did please leave a comment as I crave validation.

Chapter 3: Still Hurting

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Before the sun even thought about showing its face, Rachel found herself outside Ms. Holliday's house ready for her daily "Slayer 101" training session. This early morning routine was a far cry from her old habit still being snug in her bed at 5:30 AM, just minutes before her 6 AM alarm. But things had changed in the last week since her near brush with Quinns death, and Rachel had changed along with them, though not without some nagging uncertainties. 

While Rachel had reluctantly accepted her fate as the slayer and was no longer content lingering under the covers of her bed while being blissfully ignorant of the supernatural lurking around Lima, Ohio. She still found herself questioning her abilities to be this ‘predestined’ slayer of supernatural threats. The gravity of what awaited her weighed heavy on Rachel's mind. She just didn’t understand how she, a glee obsessed teenage girl, somehow held the fate of humanity on her small shoulders. She grappled with the fear that she might crumble when the going got tough. The fear of failing and the lives that would be lost should she fail haunted her dreams mixed in with the same constant never ending dream of her dying.

The guilt, the idea that lives could be at stake if she made a mistake, both drove her and added to her anxiety. As she stood there, ready for another day of training, she couldn't shake the feeling that she was tiptoeing on a tightrope, just one misstep away from disaster. The world beyond remained blissfully oblivious to the secret battles fought in Lima, and Rachel was determined to push through, even if her own doubts were like a pesky mosquito buzzing in her ear.

Once Ms Holliday let her into her house they walked into the room that had been converted into a space for practical training. The room was a testament to their shared purpose, a space where Rachel would hone her skills, confront her fears, and embrace her destiny as a slayer. Here, the battles were simulated, but the lessons, all too real. Meanwhile, Ms Hollidays  living room hosted the theoretical aspects of her training, discussions about demon identification, and other occult matters.

"Scratching a vampire with wood doesn't do much except make him wicked cranky," Ms. Holliday quipped, her stake gesticulations adding a touch of humor to the otherwise serious topic. "You wanna aim for the heart, every single time. When you've got four or five of 'em coming at you, there's no room for being picky, you know what I'm saying?"

Rachel nodded, ensuring Ms. Holliday knew she was giving her complete attention. Clear emotional signaling had been one of the key takeaways from her "Theatre 101" lessons during that memorable summer between middle school and her freshman year at McKinley.

"So, today's training exercise is all about precision, no matter how many enemies you're up against," Ms. Holliday explained, her eyes twinkling with a hint of mischief. "I wanted to bring in some real vampires to raise the stakes, but the Watchers Council shot that idea down. They called it 'a great miscarriage of your duty as a Watcher and highly unsafe.' Can you believe it? What a bore, right?"

Rachel did not agree, her gaze fixed on the stake she was absently spinning in her hand. "I must admit, they seem to have a point in this particular situation," she replied. But then, curiosity got the better of her. "On that note, though," she continued, "are you ever planning to enlighten me about this Watchers Council?"

Ms. Holliday, predictably, deflected the question with her characteristic evasiveness. "God, you're such a bore too," she teased before moving to fiddle with some metal buttons on the wall. 

Rachel watched with a mixture of bewilderment and patience until Ms. Holliday finally seemed satisfied with whatever she had been doing. Wordlessly, she gestured towards the sparring mat at the center of the room, the unspoken message clear – it was time to get down to business.

 


 

Rachel was still rubbing her side where one of the fake vampires’ had hit her as she slid into her chair in the choir room for Glee club after school. As usual, she was the first one to arrive, followed closely by Quinn. Quinn however made it a point to not look at her while she took a seat and pulled out a book. They hadn’t spoken since the night Quinn found out about vampires. Honestly at this point Rachel would settle for a slushie to the face if it meant that Quinn would acknowledge her existence again. 

She wasn’t going to think about why that was.

Just as she was considering making use of the time alone with Quinn to go speak to her, Santana and Brittany walked in followed slowly by the rest of the group bar Tina and Artie. The sound of an argument interrupted the various conversations in the room as everyone got quiet trying to hear what the argument in the hallway was about. It seemed like Mercedes and Kurt were about to get up to get closer to listen in when Brittany chimed in.

“It’s getting closer.” 

Brittany was right. The angry words were getting louder as the argument seemed to be making its way down the hall. 

“.. . What do you mean I’m…” 

Rachel couldn’t make out the rest of the words and didn’t want to ask anyone if they could make out the words not wanting to draw any unnecessary attention on herself.

“Not...to be…...rude ...have to admit...”

“You are...” The final words of the argument were undeniable as the argument entered the choir room. “I’m breaking up with you.”

“You’re kidding right?” Tina’s voice was shaking but her clenched hands at her sides seemed to give away exactly how she was feeling about the turn of events.

“No,” Arite, unlike Tina, seemed to be perfectly put together and had no external ticks showing that he was anything less than nonplussed about the cessation of his relationship. 

“You ’re going to regret this. I swear you are going to regret this. ” Tina hissed at Artie.

“See this is exactly why I’m breaking up with you.-” Artie looked set to continue but Tina was executing a Rachel Berry-esque storm out. The only thing lacking in her opinion was a footstomp. 

The choir room was deathly silence with the kind of silence that you only ever find in a room filled with people who had just witnessed an awkward social situation and had no idea how to react. They were saved from their blank gaping at Artie by Mr Shue walking in.

“Hey guys” he paused for a moment and glanced around the room. “What did I miss?” 

Nobody looked like they were going to answer him so eventually he sighed and continued. 

As she listened to yet another Glee club meeting pass with no preparation for Sectionals she let her mind drift to her plans for the rest of the day.  Rachel had more time on her hands in the afternoons now that she had dropped out of all of her other clubs besides Glee to make time for training and slaying. 

By more time she meant that she had thirty minutes. 

An extra thirty between her afternoon routine and homework and when she had to be at the graveyard patrolling. Which was better than the alternative of not dropping out of clubs. She had done the calculations and she would actually be operating in the negatives of hours. She would have more things to do than time to do them. Unless she took out sleep, but, Ms Holliday had informed her that her powers did not include being able to function without sleep. So for the sake of taking slaying seriously she had no choice other than dropping out of all clubs except for Glee. She still had her weekend classes though and she was already bracing herself for when the time would come that Ms Holliday wanted her to drop them too.  

She came back into the present when Mr Shue clapped his hands together.

“That’s why your job for this week is to find songs that fit the theme of,” Mr Shue was walking toward the chalkboard while speaking “kinship” he paused for a second to scribble ‘kinship’ on the board before spinning around and finishing off his sentence “I want you to dig deep this week and I can’t wait to hear what you come back to me with.” 

Rachel wished she had heard more of what he had been saying in the lead up to announcing the theme for the week because honestly what sort of theme was kinship? All though all his themes tended to come back to supporting each other and being a team despite differences while at the same time not practising what he preached.

Excited chatter broke out though the room as her teammates started talking to each other and making plans while paying her no heed. She waited for a bit until Kurt and Mercedees left the room to start packing up her things not wanting to be attacked for thinking she was better than them. 

That had happened last time she left the choir room first. 

She left the choir room and walked toward the bathroom that was conveniently located just a couple of classrooms down.  She was washing her hands and inwardly singing ‘Happy Birthday’ for the second time (she had read that that was the optimum time for handwashing and it was a ritual that stuck with her) when Quinn walked in.

“Why did you quit the Celibacy Club, Treasure Trail?” 

She guessed Quinn was done ignoring her. 

And right back on the insulting her route.

She took a second before responding, finishing the last bit of the song in her head and turned off the tap before turning around to face Quinn. 

“Quinn, I quit last year. Are you just now taking notice? Why does it suddenly matter?”

Quinn appeared unimpressed by the invocation of the passage of time when she continued speaking. “Everyone else quit so now it’s just me and Miss Pillsbury, who blushes every time the word sex is even mentioned.” 

Rachel walked over to the hand dryers as Quinn was talking but she didn’t want to be rude and use it during the conversation so she ended up allowing her still wet hands to fall uselessly to her side.

“I am sorry to hear the others have abandoned their stance on celibacy,” Rachel said, because she really didn’t know why Quinn thought that was relevant to her now. 

Why after everything with the vampire, the slaying, the almost dying this was how and what Quinn decided to speak to her about. 

Celibacy club.

“You’re joining again,” Quinn said. “There’s a meeting today in ten minutes and you ’re going to be there.”

“No,” she was tempted to go back just because Quinn asked and she didn’t want Quinn to go back to ignoring her but at the same time she just didn’t have time for it. 

“What do you mean no?”

“I mean no. I am not joining the celibacy club again. I thank you for your kind request but unfortunately I have to decline due to prior commitments. ” 

She decided that that had to be the end of the conversation and turned around and started to dry her hands. She waited for the sound of the bathroom door closing to signal Quinn leaving but it didn’t come until Rachel had almost finished. 

The next morning Rachel walked into McKinley later than usual because ‘Slaying 101’ had run longer than usual. Due to Ms Holiday's insistence that Rachel couldn’t leave until she successfully achieved the move she was being trained on; she was still struggling with killing multiple vampires at once. 

She walked into a warzone filled with shrieking and teenagers cowering on the ground. She glanced around trying to find the source of the pandemonium when a shout caught her attention.

“Duck! Berry.” That was from Kurt, normally she wasn’t prone to doing anything Kurt told her too but by the state of the school she thought this might be one of the few occasions Kurt was actually being nice to her so she ducked. Glancing up from under her bangs she saw the source of terror. 

Birds. 

Birds were swooping every student in the halls. A bird had come within a hair's breadth of hitting her head. A bird would have hit her head if it hadn’t been for Kurt.

"Silence, students. Silence," Principal Figgins' voice reverberated through the loudspeakers, momentarily quelling the chaos that had gripped McKinley High. 

The shrieking and frantic commotion subsided as students anxiously awaited his words. It was indeed a day of unexpected events, a day where Kurt's warned Rachel of impending doom rather than watching silently, and a day where students clung to the hope that Figgins would offer guidance and assistance.

But that hope swiftly dwindled as Figgins continued, his tone unwavering and resolute. "First, an announcement," he declared, addressing the pressing issue at hand. "The birds in the hallway are of unknown origin. We are actively working on resolving the problem. However, let me be clear: there will be zero tolerance for anyone found attempting to leave the school grounds."

A collective murmur of concern and confusion rippled through the captive audience. Students exchanged anxious glances as they grappled with the absurdity of the situation. The birds inside the school, menacing and relentless, seemed hell-bent on their indoor assault, despite open doors and windows offering an escape route to the outside world.

Figgins' voice remained stern as he concluded, "Please make your way to your classes calmly, taking care to avoid the birds. We appreciate your cooperation." His words hung in the air, met with a mixture of compliance and defiance.

In the midst of his announcement, a group of determined individuals had congregated near the exits, clutching various objects above their heads, as if prepared to fend off the avian intruders. The birds outside had remained relatively docile, while those inside the school attacked students with a relentless determination, disregarding the open pathways to freedom.

The chances that this wasn’t supernatural was very low so she decided to take her chances of missing her first class of the day and go to Ms Holliday’s office. A quick glance around the school's disheveled interior confirmed that she would not be the only student opting for a different path today.

Collecting her bag, Rachel held it protectively over her head as a makeshift shield against the menacing swoops of the birds. The avian assailants seemed relentless, their wings beating furiously in the confined spaces of the school's hallways.

As she gingerly navigated the treacherous terrain, Rachel couldn't help but feel a pang of unease. It was in one such evasion, where she ducked to avoid a swooping bird, that her bag's zipper betrayed her, and one of her stakes slipped free, clattering to the floor.

Her hopes of this minor incident going unnoticed amidst the pandemonium of the hallway were abruptly dashed when saw Finn bending down and grabbing it. 

“What is this?” Finn said standing back up, stake in hand.

“It is a...” for once in her life she was caught for words she scrambled for a potential excuse “prop for a musical.”

“You’re not in a musical at the moment though.” 

Now was when Finn chose to pay attention really? 

Rachel thought fast before improvising. “Not a school musical, it is for a musical I am doing though Lima’s community theater-” She gestured vaguely with her arm and reached out toward Finn hoping that he would give her back her stake without asking anymore questions.

“Yeah okay, whatever.” Finn passed the stake back to her as he continued talking, “Can we talk now?” He didn’t even pause to allow her time to answer as he kept talking “You’ve been acting really weird lately and I want to know what’s up with that?” 

Rachel clenched her hands at his words and took a deep breath. “Why?” She responded slow and measured.

“What do you mean why?” 

Rachel listened to Finn's tirade, her expression a mixture of annoyance and disbelief. As he questioned her, she couldn't help but feel a surge of frustration building within her. 

“You’ve been acting weird and stopped contributing to Glee as much and while it’s nice that you’ve finally stopped demanding solos all the time you can’t let whatever personal crisis you’ve got going on at the moment affect Glee.” 

She couldn't help but scoff internally. Personal crisis? Is that really what Finn thought? He had no idea what was happening in her life, and he dared to judge her?  

“It’s not okay and you need to stop thinking the world revolves around you and actually care about other people. So seriously what’s going on with you?” Finn ended his rant and took a deep breath and looked over at her for her response. 

She felt herself fill with righteous indignation as she took in how casually he had insulted her numerous times in one breath and now had the audacity to expect an answer from her. “Since you dumped me, twice might I add, I do not understand how my behaviour at present is of any relevance to you. I am not sure why you are under the misguided impression that you are entitled to an explanation from me.” She spun on her heel and stormed away, not paying attention to his frustrated “Hey!” from behind her. 

Her anger fueled her all the way to Ms. Holliday's office, Rachel deftly dodging the relentless bird attacks, her agility reminiscent of a Hitchcock movie where frantic scenes played out amid feathery chaos. Her recent proficiency in dodging slushies had unexpectedly equipped her with the reflexes needed to evade the swooping knives that were the birds' sharp beaks.

Entering Ms. Holliday's office with a sense of urgency, Rachel began to speak almost immediately, her voice a mix of exasperation and disbelief.

"I have been slaying vampires for about two months now," she exclaimed, her words laced with incredulity. "So I have seen some pretty weird stuff, but birds randomly attacking students? That is new."

Ms. Holliday, unfazed by the unusual situation, simply nodded in agreement as she walked back to her desk. Rachel, however, was eager for a solution.

"So...?" She let the question linger in the air, her gaze fixed on Ms. Holliday, awaiting a response. When none came immediately, she continued, albeit with reluctance, "What can be done to rectify the situation?"

Ms. Holliday strolled over to the bookshelf behind her desk, pulling out an old leather-bound book. Without hesitation, she tossed it toward Rachel, who fumbled for a moment before securing a firm grip on it.

"The answer to our little situation with the birds should be in there somewhere," Ms. Holliday explained cryptically.

Rachel eagerly cracked open the book, only to find a disarray of Latin letters that failed to form any coherent words she could comprehend. She looked up from the pages, feeling a pang of frustration.

"This book doesn't make any sense," she stated, expecting guidance or assistance.

In response, Ms. Holliday rolled her eyes, treating Rachel's comment like that of a naive child.

"It's in Latin. It's a supernatural book; most of those are in Latin," Ms. Holliday explained matter-of-factly, as if this should have been obvious to Rachel all along.

Rachel flipped through the pages once more, hoping to decipher any semblance of meaning but came up empty-handed. She couldn't help but express her frustration.

"I haven't acquired the ability to read Latin yet," she muttered under her breath.

Ms. Holliday, ever the stern mentor, didn't offer any sympathy. Instead, she delivered a characteristic directive.

"Figure it out, Slayer," she commanded, her tone leaving no room for argument.

With a resigned nod, Rachel acknowledged the challenge and silently left Ms. Holliday's office.


After Rachel finished her patrol that night she sat down with the book and her laptop and attempted to research what was going on. After an hour however the most she had come up with was that the book was Archaic Latin not classical, which would have been helpful if it didn’t mean that any chance Rachel had of being able to decipher it in even a vague way flew out the window. 

Which left her with only one option. 

One option that she really didn’t want to have to use but as the hours passed that option was becoming more and more clear to be the only option.  

Right at the start of Freshman year before Quinn was the most popular person in the school and Rachel was still paying close attention to Quinn she had noticed something. That, behind the bitchy blond cheerleader exterior Quinn was very smart. So smart that she had taught herself a variety of languages out of interest. One of which was Latin. Hopefully that included Archaic Latin and not just classical. But even a classical translation would help more than the nothing that she currently had. 

That’s why the next day, she found herself leaning next to the door of Classroom 169, as she waited for the Celibacy Club meeting to finish. It seemed like Quinn had managed to convince Santana to come with her and Santana had brought along Brittany but other than those three and Miss Pillsbury the classroom was empty. She could see why Quinn had been trying to get her to come back yesterday. What she was overhearing was painfully depressing. Why Quinn was trying to keep this sinking ship of a club afloat was beyond her. 

She was psyching herself up for the coming conversation. There was nothing Quinn was going to say to her that she hadn’t said to herself. She was doing this to help people. Quinn would understand that. Underneath everything Quinn was a good person. Quinn had saved her life while she was trying to save Quinn so honestly maybe this wouldn’t go too bad. 

Who was she kidding? This was going to go terribly.  

Santana and Brittany left the room holding pinkies and giggling which meant that she went unnoticed lingering by the door as she was . When Quinn walked out she pounced.

“Hi Quinn, it is Rachel,” she chanced a glance at Quinn's face as she was speaking. 

She was furious. What she was furious about though Rachel wasn’t sure. It was either that she was daring to speak to Quinn or the fact that she was outside the celibacy club but hadn’t bothered to go in. Most likely it was a combination of those two things. 

“I am assuming that that death glare you are aiming at me right now, means that you are about to punch my face, but I implore you to hear me out. And to avoid my nose if you can, I really cannot afford breaking it because as you know- “ Quinn’s glare intensified so Rachel decided to get to the point quickly. She took a deep breath and continued on “nevermind. I need you to translate something for me.” 

There was a moment of silence as a flicker of surprise crossed Quinn's face before she responded.

“You. Need. Me. To. Translate. Something. For. You?” 

Definitely frustration, whatever interest had flashed across Quinn's face had been pushed aside to make way for frustration. What would be the best way to deal with this? 

Information overload.

I have a book. In Archaic latin . I need to deal with the bird situation due to the whole ‘I kill vampires and other supernatural creatures thing’  so it is imperative that I be able to read this and understand how to get rid of them. Hopefully, I mean. Not- Not that there is anything to worry about that is, I am certain I have it covered. Probably....Anyway! I need you to translate it for me so I will be able to do so, since I know you have an affinity for Latin, and as much as it pains me to admit, I do not um- I do not know how to do it myself. So...will you help me?"

“Slow down Berry, Quinn glanced at Rachel before continuing. “How do you know I know Archaic Latin ?”

“I paid attention.” 

“Why?”  

Because she used to have a crush on Quinn before she realised exactly how unlikely that was of ever panning out. Before she had been tormented by Quinn for so long she started imagining various payback schemes when she was trying to fall asleep at night to distract herself from other unachievable fantasies. 

“That does not matter.” Rachel said with a quick shake of her head. “What matters is will you translate this for me?” She pulled out the book from her bag and tried to hand it to Quinn. “I put sticky notes on the pages I need you to translate.  

Quinn glanced down at the book but made no attempt to take it.“Gold star sticky notes?” Quinn said raising an eyebrow,

“Gold stars are my thing,” she pushed the book in Quinn's direction again to try and get her to take it. 

Finally, Quinn slowly reached out and took it. 

“Metaphors I know. Translating this will get rid of the birds?” Quinn glanced warily at one of the birds sitting on top of a row of lockers seeming taking a break from a constant bombardment at helpless students.

“I will definitely endeavour to do so.” Rachel said with a sharp nod.

“Fine,” Quinn flicked through the pages of the book and then started to walk away.

“Wait. Quinn.” Quinn didn’t turn around but she did stop and that was all the permission she needed to continue “How long-”

“It’ll take as long as it takes manhands, ” and with that Quinn walked away. The flapping of wings was all the warning Rachel got before the bird was swooping at her. 

It was time to go.  


Thursday morning found her once again nursing injuries after training with Ms Holliday as she sat at the piano in the choir room. Taking a break from the non stop bird attacks outside in the hall. She started going through her scales in an attempt to stop her thoughts from wandering. 

Once she had finished practicing her scales she started practising a song that her piano teacher had given her over the weekend to broaden her ability beyond her slightly limited but still advanced scope. Her thoughts were sufficiently pushed aside as she focused on not tripping up on the chord progressions. 

“I didn’t know you could play the piano.  

Quinn’s voice broke her concentration and she spun around on her chair almost wrapping her feet around the piano legs and falling in the process but she managed to catch herself. 

She attempted to shrug off the embarrassment as she started to respond. “I did not wish to give the population of this school in particular the Glee club, yet another reason to insult me and accuse me of showing off. Therefore I made the conscious decision to remain silent about my piano playing ability.” 

Well that was word vomit if Rachel had ever experienced it. What was it about Quinn that got her defences down?  

“Um, actually wait, why am I telling you this? Why are you here?” 

Rachel looked at where Quinn was standing. Just inside the doorway to the choir room and saw a flicker of something across Quinns face before it returned back to its blank bitchy facade and she responded.

“It’s a spell. Someone cast a spell on us,” Quinn let out a slight scoff “Mark that down as something I never thought I would say.” Quinn walked closer to where Rachel was still sitting at the piano while she spoke.

“Oh, ” Rachel was suddenly stuck without words. 

She honestly had expected Quinn to take the book and never give it back to her or she had expected Quinn to take a couple of days. The fact that Quinn was here bright and early the very next day meant that she would have stayed up late translating the book. 

The book that Rachel had asked her to translate. 

“That book listed the common causes of which there were only three.” Quinn reached into her bag that was hanging from her shoulder and pulled out the book while speaking. “ First we are actually living in Australia. Second was a whole thing about the positions of the stars and the number of orbits around the sun that have been made since June last year. I did the math and that option wouldn’t be possible yet even if the stars were in the right position. And the third and last was magic i.e. a spell. Someone cast a spell. ” Quinn opened up the book and pointed at a particular paragraph as if expecting Rachel to suddenly be able to read Latin and understand what she was pointing at it.

“That does not make logical sense. Why would anyone cast a spell like that on McKinley? If they cast one on a particular student or faculty member that would be one thing but the whole school?” Rachel said, looking between the book and Quinn.

“You may be right, the question isn’t what the spell is, but who would have cast it?” Quinn shut the book as she spoke.

“To know one we need to know the other. Do you not think?”

“Well at the moment this book you gave me has nothing in it regarding what the spell could be so…” Quinn trailed off and gave Rachel a pointed look. 

Rachel stood up from where she had still been sitting at the piano and took the book from Quinns hands giving it a quick flick through while she started to speak. “I will go speak to Ms Holliday and find out what to do with this new information.”

“Ms Holliday?” Quinn said before Rachel saw her clench her jaw shut. 

“She is my Watcher.”

“Berry, what in god's name is a Watcher?” Quinn exclaimed.

“To be honest I’m not completely sure,” Rachel says with a soft laugh “Ms Holliday says that every Slayer has a Watcher. To the best of my knowledge the Watcher trains the Slayer and just in general tells the Slayer what to do. There is also apparently some sort of council of Watchers but I do not have the slightest knowledge of what that is.” She snapped her mouth shut. 

It was the second time in just one conversation that Rachel found herself unable to control what she was saying around Quinn. Volunteering more information than what Quinn had asked for.

“Someone tells you what to do?” The words came out of Quinn with a scoff. “Nobody tells you what to do.”

“Well Ms Holliday tries,” Rachel felt a smile break out across her face as she glanced at Quinn before walking past her and leaving the choir room. 

Walking to Ms Holliday’s classroom when she was meant to be in her first period class she pondered the fact that she had had a civil and semi friendly conversation with Quinn. Maybe something good was coming out of the whole slaying thing after all. 

The hallways were remarkably empty that morning, as the few people that had bothered to come to McKinley with the attacking birds were all safely in their classes or hiding out in empty rooms away from the birds. That meant that she managed to make her way to Ms Holliday’s office completely slushy and insult free. She knocked on Ms Holliday’s door and waited for permission to go in before speaking.

“So according to Quinn it’s a spell.” 

Ms Holliday’s head shot up from where she had been sitting at her desk marking, to meet Rachel’s eyes with a pointed stare.

“According to Quinn?”

“I got her to translate the book.” Rachel said as she shut the door behind her. 

“You can’t be telling people about the supernatural!” Ms Holliday’s voice rose in pitch as she half stood up from her chair before sitting back down. 

“You should have told me that at the start then because I told Quinn a while back.” Rachel shrugged. 

How else did Ms Holliday think that the car ride with Quinn had gone with the vampire chasing them? Ms Holliday had known about the car ride. Did she think Rachel had just not said anything?

“The existence of the supernatural is not something that can be thrown around as if it’s common knowledge and unimportant. It is a great secret that has been kept with the greatest confidence for centuries and you are going around handing it out to any passing acquaintance. If you can even call what Quinn is to you, an acquaintance.” 

Ms. Holliday's words carried a weighty gravity, and Rachel felt the intensity of her conviction. The vehemence with which Ms. Holliday spoke startled Rachel, but her irritation at being chastised overshadowed any surprise she might have felt.

Ms. Holliday's demeanor struck a nerve with Rachel. The sharpness of her tone and the implication that Rachel had been careless with a long-held secret stung, making her wonder if she was more upset by the way her Watcher spoke to her than by the actual substance of her lecture.

She sighed inwardly, trying to keep her frustration in check as she replied, "I shall bear that in mind." Rachel's sarcasm seemed to sail right over Ms. Holliday's head, the elder Watcher giving a curt nod before speaking again.

"Magic works differently than the way you see it in popular literature. It's a formula," Ms. Holliday explained, her words drawing Rachel's attention back to the ongoing conversation.

 Rachel took a moment to process the shift in topic, realizing that Ms Holliday was now addressing her previous statement about it being a spell.

Rachel listened intently as Ms. Holliday continued, delving into the intricacies of magical workings. Her explanation painted a picture of complexity, a world where words were more than mere incantations. Instead, they formed intricate, interwoven patterns, linking deities, individuals, actions, and consequences. Rachel absorbed this information, her fascination growing as she grasped the meticulous precision required for such spells to succeed, or conversely, to avoid unexpected, possibly disastrous outcomes.

As Ms. Holliday illustrated with her hand movements, Rachel inched closer, eager to comprehend the nuances of this magical art.

"No such thing as a one-word spell then?" Rachel queried, seeking clarification.

"They do exist, but their power is far more limited compared to these binding spells," Ms. Holliday responded, her tone thoughtful. "The simple spells are typically used for benign purposes, like making water warm or causing a pencil to float. The magnitude of power and control needed to orchestrate what's currently happening at the school suggests it must be a binding spell. Whether the gods or goddesses summoned in these spells truly exist can be debated, but the undeniable fact is the immense power these spells wield when invoking these figures."

Rachel absorbed this insight, finding it both enlightening and intriguing. "Interesting," she remarked before delving further into the matter. "But which binding spell would this be?"

A subtle smile graced Ms. Holliday's face as she rose from her chair and retrieved yet another book from the shelf and handed it over to Rachel. 

Rachel flicked through the book. 

Archaic Latin. 

Again. 

She hadn’t even looked up from the book to comment on that fact to Ms Holliday before Ms Holliday spoke again.

“Figure it out Slayer,” with that Ms Holiday walked toward her office door, opened it up and gave Rachel a pointed look. 

That seemed to be that then.

Ms Holiday had been slightly helpful Rachel guessed but she was honestly still drawing a bit of a blank on how to proceed from here. She had gotten Quinn to translate the previous book but what was the chance that she would be willing to translate another new book for Rachel.

Again. 

Although, Quinn had translated the old book without even putting up that much of a fight. So maybe Quinn would translate this one for her as well. It was worth asking, she thought. Plus Quinn had gone through and translated all those parts of the old book last night which meant that maybe she had already come across a section on binding spells and they wouldn’t even need to translate this new book.

She had skipped first period AP Calculus to go and speak to Ms Holiday. Which was a class that she shared with Quinn. If she went and hung around there while trying not to be caught by the teacher she would be able to catch Quinn in between first and second period. To find out whether Quinn knew anything or if she would be willing to translate the new book. Rachel nodded to herself, confident in her planning abilities. Her to-do list, titled "Solve the Bird Problem," now had three items with two checks: One, speak to Ms. Holliday; two, translate the book (subsection A: get Quinn to translate book). The third addition was simple: Three, ask Quinn to translate the new book. Beyond that lay a daunting, unchecked box: "No more birds."

Her thoughts led her all the way to her first period class room. She stopped before walking past the window and hid out next to the lockers and out of sight. She glanced at her watch; she only had to kill ten minutes before the first period would be over. She would use that time to attempt to mentally go through potential suspects. She was pulled out of her thoughts by the bell. It was just as well since her thinking had produced no suspects. Granted she had gotten distracted ranking Barbra’s iconic discography but that wasn’t important. 

She looked up and glanced around for Quinn, she didn’t have to wait too long until she spotted Quinn walking down the corridor while glancing upwards at the birds. Rachel reached out and grabbed Quinn. The look Quinn shot her was pure HBIC before it surprisingly lessened when she realized it was Rachel.

“What! Why did you grab me manhands?” The words were harsh but the way Quinn said them lacked a certain bite to them. 

Rachel decided to dive right into it rather than attempt to make small talk first. She had no idea how long Quinn would tolerate speaking with her. 

“Ms Holiday says that it will have to be something called a binding spell. She also gave me this book,” Rachel held out the book toward Quinn. She could see how Quinn hesitated for a second before reaching out and taking it from her. “Binding spells are allegedly extremely convoluted. Which means that anyone performing that advanced level of magic would need to be someone well versed in the art of magic, who was confident enough that they would not make a mistake which could have disastrous outcomes. Therefore it would have to be a bonafide proper witch.” 

Quinn shook her head at Rachels words and let out a soft sigh.“First vampires and now witches and magic. No wonder houses in Lima are so cheap.” The words were soft, almost under Quinns breath, Rachel had to strain to hear.

“How do you-”

“-My mother’s a real estate agent. That’s not important.” 

Rachel wanted to press Quinn about that some more but Quinn gave her a piercing glare that brought back memories of some particularly hurtful barbs she had experienced on behalf of Quinn in the past so she moved on. She nodded her head toward the book she had given Quinn and spoke again.

“The book Ms Holliday gave me is also in Latin could you-” She was interrupted mid sentence by Quinn.

“Translate it for you as well? Sure. I’m going to be late for class.” With that Quinn shoke Rachels hand off her arm and walked away. 

Rachel hadn’t even realised she was still holding Quinn's arm until then. Rachel allowed a smile to cross her face as she mentally ticked off box 3 on her to-do list ‘Ask Quinn to translate the new book’ as she walked toward her next class.


Lunch time found her in the choir room again but unlike previous lunches she wasn’t practising for Glee but rather attempting to obtain some information from the internet regarding binding spells. 

It wasn’t proving very useful. 

“I’ve been doing more research on these binding spells you mentioned and there isn’t any one spell that does exactly what is happening. The closest I found were two spells that might have been joined if that is possible? A bird conjuring spell and an attacking spell.”

She was pulled from her concentration by Quinn’s voice. That was becoming a surprisingly frequent occurrence. Rachel wanted to ask when Quinn had had time to obtain all that information if lunch had barely started but she decided not to press her luck.

“I presume that that should be possible but I can double check that with Ms Holliday,” Rachel quickly ran through options in her mind. They now potentially knew the spell so that should mean they could undo it right? “Does that say how I can reverse it?” She gestured towards the book Quinn was holding in her hand.

“It does,” Quinn said slowly “but in order to reverse it you need to know the source of the spell.” 

Okay so that was a bit of a problem.

“How can I find out who cast the spell?”

“It’s not much help now but once we have some suspects I know a way.” 

That seemed to be all Quinn was going to say. Rachel meanwhile had two thoughts fighting for dominance in her head. Quinn had said we. She had very clearly said we right after Rachel had said I that was the first and most prominent thought . The second one was how did Quinn know how to find the witch? 

“That book you loaned me on binding spells, it had some stuff in it.” Obviously Rachel had taken too long responding so Quinn had answered what she had assumed the problem was. 

“Okay so once,” she hesitated for a second “we have a suspect, what do we do?” 

“We need some Mercury and Nitric Acid as well as some of the suspects hair-”

“-The book said that?” In Rachel’s experience Ms Holliday’s books were not that helpful.

“Actually the book said Quicksilver and Aqua Fortis but that is just a magical way of saying mercury and nitric acid. Then you heat up the two ingredients and put in the hair. If the hair turns blue it means they’ve done magic within the last week and if it burns up it means they haven’t.” 

“That does not make sense.” She shook her head. Her recent experiences have introduced her to many things which don’t make sense. Such as, birds attacking students. “So honestly that probably means that it will work.”

“Why do you sound so surprised? It’s magic.” Quinn paused almost mid sentence and let out a slight scoff “Magic, okay that’s not something I ever thought I’d say.” Rachel wanted to respond to Quinn but the bell rang out signaling the end of lunch and Quinn suddenly stopped looking as approachable as she had just seconds earlier “Whatever Berry, we can try and figure out who did this after Glee.” 

Quinn didn't leave Rachel any time to respond before turning and walking out. Rachel glanced at her laptop and the clock on the choir room wall and for a second considered skipping the rest of her classes to focus on research before she realised how totally ridiculous that would be. So she packed up her things and headed out. 

At 3:15 pm, Rachel found herself back in the choir room, marking her third visit that day. Glee had welcomed a new member, Sam, whom Rachel suspected might have joined simply to escape the relentless bird attacks. However, when Mr. Schue had Sam audition, Rachel was pleasantly surprised. His voice, though somewhat unrefined and lacking proper warm-up, showed undeniable potential. Mentally, Rachel began sifting through song choices that might complement his vocal abilities. Sam had a certain leading-man quality, a talent that intrigued her.

However, the moment she voiced this thought aloud to the choir room, she received bewildering glares from Kurt and Finn. Their reactions puzzled her; complimenting Sam or herself shouldn't be seen as an insult to them. Sam possessed vocal qualities that Finn couldn't replicate, and although Kurt had a fantastic voice, it didn't always align with the leading male roles.

After Sam's audition concluded, and the club regained its composure following her suggestion about his potential as a lead male, Mercedes took the spotlight to perform her song for the week's theme, "Kinship." Once Mercedes finished her performance, Rachel couldn't help but offer her thoughts.

"That was an admirable attempt at that song, Mercedes," she began, her tone earnest. "While it might not be entirely within your vocal range, you gave it a shot, and it came out remarkably well, with only occasional flat notes. I genuinely believe that with some more practice—"

"Oh hell to the no!" Mercedes interrupted, her voice laden with irritation as she moved closer to Rachel from her position at the front, clearly upset. "I know you did not just insult—"

"That was not my intention—"

"- Shut up and listen to me, Rachel," Mercedes cut her off, her frustration palpable. "I have more talent in my little finger than you have in your entire body, and you're just jealous because you know you could never—"

Rachel slowly clenched her fist and then unclenched it, trying to maintain her composure. She began to respond, her voice measured, "Mercedes, I—"

"Oh, just give it up, Rachel," Mercedes continued, her tone dismissive. "It's not that we don't like you—" She started to speak, only to be interrupted by Kurt mid-sentence.

  "- Actually, it is. Sorry, Rach." 

Kurt's words had a way of being both cutting and seemingly innocuous, leaving Rachel perplexed. He delivered his barbs with a smile, as if unaware of their impact or as though he considered them mere statements of fact. Santana, on the other hand, was more straightforward; her cruelty was deliberate and purposeful. But with Kurt, the lines between insult and compliment blurred, making it all the more challenging to respond.

Rachel opened her mouth to reply, only to be silenced once more by Kurt. "Nah-ah, shhhhh," he interjected, leaving her exasperated.

Searching for support, Rachel scanned the room, but her fellow Glee club members remained silent. Frustration and anger left her breathless as she rose from her seat and walked out. She thought she'd be immune to the sting of their treatment by now, but the hope that someone might come to her defense still lingered, only to be repeatedly dashed.

Time and time again.

As she was walking towards her car while navigating the bird-infested hallways, Rachel recalled Quinn's earlier mention of investigating suspects after Glee club. An annoyed huff escaped her lips, and she turned back toward the choir room. However, she had no intention of reentering. Her emotional defenses had been battered enough, and she knew that a few more well-placed insults from her fellow Glee clubbers could shatter them completely—something she couldn't afford to allow.

She headed into the bathroom that was a couple of doors down from the choir room fully understanding just how much of a loser it was making her that she hid out in the bathroom rather than facing her fellow team mates.The same team that professed to be a family but often treated her as though she were somehow less than that. 

As she settled into the solitude of the bathroom, Rachel's self-pitying reflections were disrupted by the door swinging open, announcing the arrival of another person. Quick as a reflex, she huddled her legs up on the toilet seat, desperately trying to blend into the background, invisible to the newcomer.

"Ring ring ring." 

The familiar chime of Tina's ringtone confirmed her presence. Tina's voice carried through the bathroom, answering the call.

"Hello?" There was a pause as Tina presumably listened to the voice on the other end of the line. "I was just calling in regards to those herbs on your website... I was wondering if they were still available?" 

Rachel listened intently, puzzled by the unexpected conversation unfolding beyond her stall. Herbs? What could Tina possibly need herbs for?

"They are, would I be able to come pick them up this afternoon?" Tina's tone carried urgency now, and Rachel strained to make sense of it. Another brief silence followed, during which Rachel envisioned Tina pacing while speaking. "I understand, but it's urgent. Is there any way you could make an exception?" A sigh escaped Tina's lips as she considered the response.

Rachel watched through the slight gap between the stall door and its frame, her curiosity piqued as Tina continued her conversation. 

"No, okay, I'll come pick them up tomorrow morning, I'll skip school." 

Tina paused, her pacing halting just outside Rachel's stall, and for a moment, Rachel feared being caught eavesdropping, albeit unintentionally. 

"I told you it's urgent." Another silence, and Rachel could sense Tina growing increasingly flustered. "Okay, I can be there in..." Tina checked the time, a sense of urgency in her voice. "Twenty minutes. Would that be okay?" From Rachel's vantage point, she saw Tina making a beeline for the bathroom door while finalizing her phone call. "See you soon. Thank you so much."

Rachel's mind raced with questions as she contemplated what could be so important that Tina sounded so rattled during the conversation.

Rachel glanced at her watch again, five minutes till the end of Glee and because of Mr Shue’s very bad coaching he never really saw the need to keep them practising until the very last minute so by now the club would be packing up and leaving. The bathroom door opened and shut again as another person entered.

“Berry?” 

“Quinn?”

"I saw you sneak in here like a loser and then never leave, so I assumed that you were waiting for me in the bathroom," Quinn commented, her tone dripping with sarcasm. 

The emphasis she put on 'bathroom' left no room for doubt about her opinion of Rachel's actions. Rachel imagined Quinn raising an eyebrow if she could see her. A surge of shame washed over her as she climbed down from the toilet seat and opened the bathroom stall door.

"I did not want to go back on our agreement, but I also had no desire to return to Glee club today after their horrendous treatment—"

"Chill, Berry. We'll wait for them to clear out, and then we'll go to the choir room and try to figure this out."

"We can go to my house?" Rachel suggested.

"I'm not going to your stupid house, Manhands." Quinn's tone was dismissive, but Rachel chose to ignore it and press on.

"Choir room it is, then." Rachel moved toward the bathroom door, bypassing Quinn, and peeked out to see if the choir room was empty yet. She barely touched the door when Quinn's voice cut through her thoughts.

“What are you doing?” Her voice was sharp and displeased although Rachel wasn’t sure why.

“I am just checking if the Glee club has departed from the choir room yet?” Quinn rolled her eyes when Rachel finished speaking.

“Obviously not Berry! I was the first one to leave. Kurt was still prattling on about solo’s when I left.”

“He is not taking away my solo from me,” Righteous indignation filled her and she was prepared to open the bathroom door and storm into the choir room and give them a piece of her mind. 

Before she felt Quinn's hand suddenly touch her on the shoulder and startle her away from her furious thoughts. 

“No one is taking your solos, Berry. Let’s just wait a bit, okay?”

Rachel was so startled by Quinn’s seeming niceness for the third time that day that she just nodded and leaned against the bathroom door to wait. Before suddenly remembering the amount of germs in a bathroom and choosing to stand normally instead.

A few minutes later, Quinn's voice shattered the uneasy silence that had settled in the bathroom.

"They should be gone by now. We can go." Quinn suggested, prompting a nod from Rachel. 

Rachel opened the bathroom door, confirmed the choir room's emptiness, and stepped out, with Quinn following suit. When she arrived in the choir room, Rachel briefly hesitated about where to sit before deciding to take her usual spot. Quinn, on the other hand, chose a chair just one seat away from Rachel.

"So, what do you have?" Quinn gestured at Rachel. 

"Uh?" She stammered, her brain racing to catch up and understand what Quinn was referring to.

"Suspects! You're apparently this mysterious vampire killer now, instead of just the Broadway freak we all thought you were. So, tell me your suspects." 

Quinn's words snapped everything into focus for Rachel, and she mentally chastised herself for not immediately grasping Quinn's meaning.

“The official name for what I am is a Slayer, and while yes I am apparently a Slayer now, it is a new development and while I have been persevering, I tend to find myself slightly over my head. I quite often find myself thinking that there's been some big cosmic mistake regarding my being this Slayer and that one day I will wake-”

“-Berry! Breathe.” Quinn interrupted her from where her ramble had started to pick up steam. 

She was actually thankful for the interruption. She knew from bitter experience that sometimes when she started rambling anxiously she couldn’t stop.

“I apologise, Quinn.” Rachel said before taking a deep breath  “In response to your question, I do not at present have any suspects but I am sure that that is just a temporary setback.” 

“No suspects, okay that’s not great. What do we have then?”

“You know everything I know,” Rachel threw her hands up in the air with exasperation. “Ms Holliday is being completely exasperating. All she ever says is ‘figure it out Slayer.’ It has reached the point where I think she just does not want to admit that she is completely clueless as well.” Rachel trailed off unsure of what else to say. 

Quinn stood up from her chair and turned around to look at Rachel as she started speaking. “So what we do have is as follows: The birds started attacking two days ago, the birds existence is supernatural and is a result of a binding spell and that binding spells are complicated, so any individual using them must at least know more than a little about magic.” Quin paused and looked at Rachel as if expecting a response. When none came she kept going “Correct?” She gave Rachel a rather pointed look until she responded.

“That is correct.” Rachel nodded in response before thinking that she must look completely ridiculous and stopping.

“So that’s not nothing. That’s something,” Quinn walked back to her chair and put her bag on top of it and ruffled through it before pulling out the book “Do you still have the other one?” 

“Yes.” 

Quinn looked at her after she responded before Rachel blushed and reached under her chair to pull her backpack and with it the book out as well. When she took it out she looked at Quinn who held out her hand until Rachel passed her the book. 

“Since you can’t read Latin and I can, I'll go through these books again and you can attempt to do some research on your laptop. The question, Berry is, what are we researching?” Quinn gave Rachel a meaningful look, even though Rachel suspected that Quinn already knew their intended research topic. 

It helped Rachel feel more in control to sound authoritative.

"We need to figure out why someone might want to cast this sort of spell, so we can determine who could cast it, and eventually identify the caster. Alternatively, we should explore if there's a way to undo the spell without identifying the caster. I know you said it might not be possible, but it's worth researching anyway."

“Anything else?” Quinn probed.

“We should see if there is a spell or some other method to figure out who cast the spell if we cannot come up with suspects any other way.” Rachel nodded to herself that sounded authoritative and like she knew what she was talking about. 

Quinn didn't say anything in response; instead, she retrieved a notebook and pen from her bag and then pushed her bag off her chair, settling down to work.

Rachel did the same, opening her laptop. While her success rate with online research without Ms Holliday's provided texts was usually low, she had discovered two websites that offered relevant and, to her knowledge, accurate information. She opened these sites on her laptop and began her research.

“You know what Rachel?” 

Rachel jerked her head up from where she had gotten invested in her research and with a quick glance to the clock on the wall she noticed that they had been sitting there in silence for more than thirty minutes. They had been sitting there amicably without any arguments for thirty minutes, that had to be a record in the history of Rachel and Quinn. 

“What?”

"I have to ask. I've been trying not to, but I have to ask about this whole Slayer thing. When did it happen?" Quinn paused, her voice tinged with curiosity. "How did it happen?"

"You care?" Rachel's surprise was evident. 

Over the past twelve days since she'd found out about Rache’s secret, Quinn had shown no inclination to dig for more information. Even during Rachel's minor freakout earlier, Quinn hadn't asked any questions or probed further. So Quinn's question caught her off guard.

"Don't ask me why, but yes," Quinn replied. Her expression was difficult to read, but it stirred something within Rachel, making her want to open up just a bit. 

She had been desperate to talk to someone about it. Ms. Holliday, while aware of the situation, didn't seem like she would tolerate Rachel rambling and freaking out about it.

"I started having nightmares a couple of days before school started. That is when it began, according to Ms. Holliday, when the last Slayer died, and I became the new one."

"Died?" Quinn clenched her jaw, and Rachel noticed the knuckles of her hand gripping the pen turning slightly whiter.

"That's how it works, apparently. One Slayer dies, and another takes their place." 

Quinn wasted no time in firing off another question. "How many Slayers are there?"

"Only one," Rachel replied. "At least, that's what Ms. Holliday told me. One Slayer at a time, and then whenever they die, another takes their place."

"You can't die, Rachel," Quinn stated vehmently, surprising Rachel.

"That was my thought exactly," Rachel agreed. 

Quinn didn’t respond to what Rachel had said. She seemed to still be stuck on the whole dying thing if the look on her face was any indication. 

"I'm sure it takes years before a Slayer dies. For all I know, the last Slayer lived to old age." Quinn didn’t say anything but a muscle in her clenched jaw twitched so Rachel decided to press on. "But to answer your question, while the nightmares started before school began, I wasn't aware of this great cosmic responsibility until Ms. Holliday told me on the first day of school. I killed my first vampire that night, and let me tell you, it was an eye-opening, stressful experience."

"What did Ms. Holliday tell you?" Quinn's words were measured and deliberate, as if she were carefully choosing each one to shield her emotions.

"What do you mean?" Rachel asked, her curiosity piqued.

"When she told you that you were the Slayer, did she say how they chose you? Or if there's any way not to be the Slayer anymore?"

Rachel sighed, her frustration evident. "Trust me, I have told her countless times that I am not the right person for this job, but it seems like the world is stuck with me. When you are chosen, you are chosen, and according to Ms. Holliday, it is time to 'Sack up.' I am not exactly sure how I was chosen, though. She said there are many potential Slayers out there, and I was one of them. But they were not expecting me to be the one."

"You shouldn't have been." 

Even though that was what Rachel had been saying the entire time for some reason hearing Quinn say it made the words cut deeper. 

"Hey! I know I am not perfect, but I am trying my best. I saved your life, didn't I?"

"That's not what I meant, Rachel," Quinn replied, her voice tinged with an emotion Rachel couldn't quite decipher.

"What did you mean, then?" Rachel probed further, but Quinn released her grip on her pen, giving her hand a soft shake and shaking her head.

"It doesn't matter. Let's just focus on our research." Quinn's ice queen persona returned, effectively shutting down any more questions from Rachel. 

Reluctantly, Rachel nodded and returned to her laptop, where she had been delving into methods for identifying witches. While some of the results were useful, most assumed that all witches were female, a misconception Ms. Holliday had already corrected.

Rachel was deep into a website discussing the casting of various spells when a realisation hit her like a ton of bricks. Quinn possessed knowledge of the spell that had been cast, while she remained ignorant, and that knowledge could be invaluable.

"How would the original spell have been cast?" Rachel asked abruptly, her eyes shifting from the screen to Quinn.

Quinn, caught off guard by the question, responded with a puzzled expression, "Huh?"

"It just occurred to me that while we have established that it is a spell, a binding spell at that, I, I am not aware of the particulars of how it would be done, whereas you are."

Quinn nodded, her face displaying a look of understanding. "Okay, uh, according to the second book, whenever a witch casts a binding spell, they have to do it while sitting in a circle of various herbs." Rachel felt a nagging sense of familiarity, but she couldn't quite place it. "The herbs used depend on the spell, and they would use a special type of flame to set the herbs on fire while chanting the spell. Then they extinguish the blaze with a spell-specific liquid."

Rachel tilted her head slightly as a memory surfaced. "Is 'herbs' the usual term? Or is it like earlier when you simplified the magic term?"

"It's both the official and simplified term. For once, they're one and the same," Quinn replied, her shoulders lifting in a casual shrug. "Why do you ask?"

“Tina was talking about needing some herbs urgently on the phone earlier, and I was surprised that Tina was partaking in that particular pastime, that is all." Rachel explained, humming thoughtfully. "She just doesn't seem like the kind of person that would subject her lungs to the harmfulness that particular hobby provides, nor does her particular personality suggest that she would, so you can imagine why I was shocked. But I am realising now that maybe she was talking about herbs in the more magical sense of the word...Which while also shocking, is less shocking than if she was taking part in the drug scene at McKinley." Rachel pauses here, lingering in her speech, before her eyes widen. "That does begat the question though-”

“- Berry!” 

Rachel takes a deep breath.“Um, sorry, based on the new information that you have provided and the information that my quote hiding in the bathroom unquote, has provided us. I suggest we add Tina to the suspect list. As unbelievable as that may be, though not as unbelievable as her taking drugs and proceeding from there.” 

“Tina?” Quinn hesitantly enquires.

Rachel stands up from where she’s sitting and starts pacing while making her point.“The situation as it stands at present is that someone has cast a spell, a complicated one at that. We have no knowledge of anyone showing proclivity toward magic other than the fact that Tina is seeking some magic ingredients in a manner of urgency. Since we have no other suspects it seems to me that we have no choice other than to pursue Tina as a suspect even if for no reason other than removing her from our suspect list.” 

Rachel looked at Quinn who pursed her lips and then nodded.

 “Could you obtain the ingredients that you said you would require to determine if Tina has done magic and I will work on obtaining, what was it you said? Her hair? And then we can reconvene tomorrow over lunch then? Unless you would prefer I carry on from here myself?  If that is the case I completely understand. I would just request that you provide me with the information regarding determining if Tina is in fact the magic caster.”

“Don’t be a moron Berry. I’m not bailing now. I’ll get the mercury and nitric acid for you.” 

Quinn didn’t give Rachel time to respond before standing up, taking her bag and leaving. 

They seemed to have reached the end of their cohabitating for the day although Rachel was surprised at Quinn’s willingness to continue assisting her. Rachel started to pack up her laptop and mentally added yet another box to her mental checkbox. Number four, Get some of Tina’s hair. That might be one of the more complicated aspects of this whole situation. How could she get some of Tina’s hair without her becoming suspicious? She decided to spend her nightly patrol statergising on that very matter.


It was ten o’clock at night during Rachel’s first graveyard patrol that she got hit with the sudden idea that could be a solution to her ‘hair dilemma’ so she allowed her feet to take her all the way to Tina’s front door. Ignoring the fact that doing this would drastically increase the time before she arrived home due to the fact that she would have to double back to finish her graveyard patrols afterwards. Knocking on the door, it was answered by a woman she vaguely recognized from the crowd during sectionals.

"Hello, Mrs. Cohen-Chang, I presume? My name is Rachel Berry, and I am in the Glee club with your daughter, Tina. I was hoping to speak with her if I may," Rachel explained.

"It's ten o'clock at night," Mrs. Cohen-Chang responded skeptically.

"I assure you, Mrs. Cohen-Chang, this is a matter of utmost importance," Rachel insisted. 

Tina’s mother gave her a look that showed Rachel just how likely she found that before she opened the door more fully and gestured for Rachel to come inside. 

Once Rachel was inside, Tina's mother shouted upstairs to inform Tina of the visitor. Tina's confusion was evident when she appeared at the top of the stairs.

"Kurt?" Tina began, but upon closer inspection, her expression shifted to one of greater bewilderment. "Rachel?"

Tina looked puzzled as she locked eyes with Rachel. Rachel gave Tina's mother a small, reassuring smile and made her way toward the stairs. She didn't want Tina to come to her; instead, she needed the conversation to happen in Tina's room to execute her plan. Fortunately, it seemed that Tina agreed because she began walking down the hall and opened a door halfway down for Rachel to enter.

“Rachel, why are you here?”

“I have a matter of the utmost importance to discuss with you regarding the events that I heard took place in Glee club today after I had departed due to the unnecessary-”

“You came here at ten o’clock at night about Glee?” 

Tina and her mum seemed to have an unnecessary obsession with the time. 

While yes Rachel could conclude maybe ten o’clock at night wasn’t the best time to show up at someone's house unannounced, the level of fuss Tina and her mum were making about the time seemed unnecessary. 

“Yes? What else would I have come here about?”

Rachel paused for a second, knowing that it was futile but hoping maybe Tina would confess right now with barely any effort on Rachel’s part it had worked with Mr Fabray afterall. When after pausing for a second Tina still hadn’t responded she continued onwards with her plan instead.

“I heard that Kurt was talking about taking my solo’s and that cannot stand.” Rachel needed to figure out a way to get Tina out of her room so that she could snoop around “I am rather thirsty could I trouble you for a glass of water?”

Tina looked at Rachel with a look that Rachel had gotten quite used to in her life, a look that basically just said ‘Are you for real?’ Before Tina let out an audible sigh and turned around and headed out, presumably to get Rachel her glass of water. A glass of water wouldn’t take that long though she needed to stall Tina just a little bit longer incase she needed some more time so she walked to the door and looked out while Tina was walking down the hall.

 “Some ice too please Tina, I simply cannot drink room temperature water. It is incredibly detrimental to my voice.”

Tina let out another exasperated sigh, clearly annoyed by Rachel's demands for water and ice but otherwise didn’t respond. Rachel seized the opportunity to snoop around the room while Tina went to get the requested items.

Her first order of business was to collect a sample of Tina's hair from her hairbrush, carefully placing it in a plastic bag she had brought for this purpose. Rachel took a moment to appreciate the importance of planning ahead, a characteristic she believed was essential for success.

With the hair sample secured, Rachel began to investigate the room further. Tina's tidy room made her snooping easier. She noticed some books in Latin on Tina's desk, which struck her as odd. Why would Tina have books in Latin if she wasn’t the one responsible for the birds? She jotted down the book titles on a loose sheet of paper, planning to look them up later or ask Quinn for their translations.

Rachel tried to convince herself that the evidence against Tina was circumstantial, but it was more than they had on anyone else. Just as she heard footsteps approaching, she quickly ensured that everything was back in its original place. When Tina returned to the room, Rachel had resumed her previous position, waiting for her return.

“I have your water, Rachel,” Tina said, handing over the glass with an exaggerated roll of her eyes. She crossed the room and dropped onto the edge of the bed, her gaze fixed on Rachel with a mixture of curiosity and mild exasperation. “So, what was so urgent that it couldn’t wait till school tomorrow?”

Rachel took the glass, her fingers trembling slightly as she tried to gather her scattered thoughts. The words she had prepared seemed to slip away, leaving her momentarily speechless. She took a quick sip of water, hoping it would help her regain her focus. Finally, she spoke, her voice steadying with determination.

“Um,” she began, pausing for a second as she marshaled her thoughts. “Right, so it came to my attention that after I left in an attempt to preserve my dignity from where it was being viciously attacked by our fellow team members, Kurt mentioned taking my Sectionals solo away from me.”

She could feel the words tumbling out faster than she could organize them, but the urgency in her tone was clear. “That simply cannot stand for a multitude of reasons. Firstly, while he has a remarkable voice, it is just not up to the star power quality that I would bring to any solo given to me by Mr. Schuester—once he decides to work on Sectionals, so probably the week before, I assume. Nor does Kurt have the self-control required to practice as much as the lead soloist would need to do to compensate for Mr. Schuester’s poor time management skills.”

Rachel finished her rant with a dramatic flourish, taking a large gulp of water as if to punctuate her point. The coldness of the drink made her wince, but she didn’t let it stop her. Her eyes blazed with determination as she looked at Tina, awaiting her response.

"Rachel! I don’t know how you heard that because that isn’t what happened."

With her hand placed firmly on her hip and her chin defiantley raised, Rachel pressed, "Then what did happen?"

“Kurt was simply talking about what song he was going to sing for this week's assignment and mentioned that he thought it might have solo potential.” 

“He is not taking my solo from me!” Rachel gave a small stomp of her foot. 

While she had come here under false pretences she still vehemently opposed losing her solos. Less because she didn’t want to give up the spotlight though and more because she knew that she had what it would take to lead them to victory and knew that with Mr Schuester's poor time management and the others lack of self discipline regarding practising that that  was what they needed. 

“God Rachel! He’s not taking your solo. Not that you even have a solo yet. It’s ten o’clock at night, can you go?”

“I would like it on the record that I oppose this shameless thievery of my rightfully earned lead status.”

“What record?” Tina sounded incredulous “Just go Rachel.”

Tina stood up from her bed and walked over to the door. With a deep sigh, she opened it and gave Rachel an expectant stare, silently urging her to leave. Rachel complied, placing the glass of water down on Tina’s desk and exiting her room. Although Tina's irritation hadn't been part of Rachel's initial plan, she couldn't help but feel a sense of accomplishment. She had successfully obtained a sample of Tina's hair from her hairbrush and discovered some Latin books on magic in her room, further strengthening her suspicions about Tina's involvement in the bird attacks. However, what still eluded her was a motive.

Rachel left Tina's house after expressing her gratitude to her mother for allowing her entry at such a late hour. She turned left down the road, heading toward the second graveyard to continue her patrol.

It was going to be a long night.

The following morning, as Rachel made her way to school, she ran into Ms. Holliday and found herself being pulled aside for a status update in the midst of evading another swooping bird. Ms. Holliday's firm grip on her arm not only saved her from the avian menace but also demanded her attention. Rachel turned to face her teacher as she released her arm, reluctantly agreeing to go to her office.

"I was going to go practice in the choir room," Rachel began, gesturing vaguely in its direction. "Since I did not get any practice time last night, I am rather behind on my practice and performance schedules, and that simply cannot stand. If I am to make it to Broadway and become the youngest-ever EGOT winner, I need nothing less than—"

"Rachel!" Ms. Holliday interrupted. "You missed training this morning, and I'm letting that one go because being upset with you is just too stressful this early in the morning. Holly Holliday doesn't do stress. But I do need you to tell me what you've found out regarding the birds so I can report back to the council."

Rachel huffed and stomped her foot in frustration but ultimately complied. "Fine," she muttered, agreeing to share her findings as she walked with Ms. Holliday to her office. 

In her mind, she began readjusting her weekend practice schedule to account for the two days she hadn't practiced. She also wondered what the chances were that the Glee club would be okay that she had nothing prepared? 

Probably very low. 

She would have to spend part of lunch, the part not spent with Quinn, attempting to figure out if any of the songs she had in her back pocket would fit the theme otherwise she would be in some trouble.

Ms Holliday opened the door to her office and gestured for Rachel to enter which she did before going to the chair that Ms Holliday had by her desk and sat down tossing her bag under the desk before looking up at Ms Holliday with an inquisitive look waiting for an explanation as to why Ms Holiday had wanted to speak to her.

“So what do you have for me?” Ms Holliday asked her. 

Rachel decided to dive right into it to get it over rather than allow herself to get upset by the way Ms Holliday had posed that question. Ms Holliday had asked that question as if she just expected Rachel to have the answer and be willing to give it to her without any regard to the fact that Rachel had a life outside of slaying. Which granted Rachel’s life outside of slaying was much smaller than in the past. But still.

"Quinn has a way to undo the spell once we know who cast it," Rachel began, "and I have very strong suspicions, about to be verified, that Tina is behind this. Although her motive for casting the spell remains unknown. It could be due to the bullying that the so-called 'losers' endure in this school. Although I must admit that I've entertained thoughts of revenge against some of the people in this school as well. Perhaps involving a giant slushy machine, although that only seems to work in dreams, doesn't it? Why is it that brilliant plans tend to exist only in dreams? But yes, while I understand feelings of anger toward certain members of this school, I cannot fathom how that could escalate to random birds attacking students."

Ms. Holliday raised an eyebrow. "How do you plan to prove that Tina is behind this?"

Rachel sighed, uncertainty creeping into her voice. "Honestly, I'm not sure. Quinn mentioned a method involving Tina's hair to determine if she's been using magic."

"You're still involving Quinn in this?" Ms. Holliday asked, clearly concerned.

Rachel looked up at her teacher defiantly, meeting her eyes and jutting out her chin. "Yes."

"You need to understand, Rachel, that while I like to play fast and loose with the rules, the regulations the council has in place regarding the complete secrecy of Slayers and Watchers are established for the safety of both Slayers and civilians," Ms. Holliday emphasised, her gaze fixed on Rachel. 

But Rachel's determination remained unyielding.

Ms. Holliday sighed lightly before revealing a surprising twist. "So, now that I've said all that, I'd like you to know that while that may be the view of the council, it's not my view. The Slayer life is a lonely one, and while we don't know each other that well yet, Rachel, I don't want that for you."

Rachel was taken aback by this unexpected shift in perspective. Her surprise was evident on her face, and Ms. Holliday seemed to notice. Her next words carried a sense of encouragement and camaraderie.

"I pride myself on being unpredictable. Keep up, Slayer."

Ms Holliday did a dismissive wave with her arm before picking up some paperwork from her desk and looking down, her next words were directed more to the desk than to Rachel.

“Keep me posted Slayer.” 

Rachel understood that to be the dismissal that was so she stood up and grabbed her back and started walking toward the door before suddenly spinning around and addressing a question to Ms Holliday. 

“When did you find out you were going to be a Watcher?” 

Ms Holliday looked up from her desk suddenly and leveled Rachel with a look for a couple of seconds before responding. “Why are you asking me this?” 

Rachel shrugged and ran her hand through her hair before dropping it back to her side.

“Quinn was asking me how I found out I was going to be a Slayer and I just realised that I do not know that much about you. You talk about Watchers and Slayers like they are inseparable from each other but I barely know you. I see you every morning five days a week and occasionally on the weekend but I barely know you.

“I always knew I was going to have to be a Watcher,” Ms Holliday placed her paperwork back down on the desk and gave Rachel her full attention “It’s a family thing you know. My parents were Watchers and their parents were Watchers. It's our family job. I was raised a Watcher, as much as I might not have wanted to be one I knew it was my destiny it was the only option I had.

“You couldn’t just say no?” 

Ms Holliday gave a half shrug with her shoulder at Rachel’s question. “Could you? No I couldn't, I would have lost everything. I would have thrown away my family's legacy. I was the only kid they had, the only one left to carry on the tradition. As much as I am a free spirit, I didn’t want to lose my parents.

Ms Holliday picked up the paperwork and this time Rachel did take the hint and leave. She headed down the hallway and she noticed that Cheerios practice had just finished as some cheerios were entering the hallway. Luckily they seemed to be too tired from practice to do anything other than toss a few minor insults in her direction if they even responded to her presence at all. She caught Quinn’s eye as the girl was leaving the locker room but other than giving her a small smile she kept going, not wanting to risk the fragile peace that they had established. 

Rachel met up with Quinn in the choir room over lunch, she had half expected that Quinn wouldn’t be there but to her surprise not only was Quinn there but she had beaten Rachel to the choir room.

“Did you get your supplies?” She asked Quinn as she walked in trying to hide her surprise at Quinn’s presence. 

“I did and I know you did because Tina was complaining about you showing up at her house unannounced very loudly to Kurt throughout class this morning.” 

Rachel felt a slight blush creep across her face. While she had purposefully drawn on her diva personality in order to get away with her behaviour last night she was still embarrassed by it. She wanted desperately for the Glee club to see her as more than what they currently did but unfortunately as Tina taking her at face value last night proved they still saw her as nothing more than the Glee club diva loser.

Which, while Rachel thought that had been true last year it was steadily becoming less true and she hoped that the Glee club would one day see her as more although she had little belief that they ever would. Rachel reached into her bag and pulled out the plastic bag with Tina’s hair in it and held it out like a trophy toward Quinn.

“Honestly though you sound so judgemental, but as you can see my method has provided results. I had to draw on my years of acting experience in order to ensure that Tina was not suspicious while still successfully carrying out my task.” 

Rachel took a deep breath and it was while she was breathing that Quinn took advantage of her silence for a second and started talking before Rachel could continue. 

“Right, so if you have the hair and I have the other ingredients let's get to it.” 

Quinn took charge of the situation. She walked over to the choir room door, the one Rachel had left ajar when she entered, and smoothly shut it. Their actions needed to remain hidden from prying eyes, especially Mr. Schue, and this small act of closing the door added a layer of secrecy to their task.

Turning back to Rachel, Quinn began explaining the procedure as she walked over to the chairs and retrieved the essential ingredients from her bag. She also grabbed one of the books Ms. Holliday had provided earlier. Rachel followed suit, setting her bag down on a nearby chair but keeping the bag containing Tina's hair securely in her hand.

As Quinn returned to where they would be hidden from outsiders, she gracefully lowered herself to the floor and started arranging the components meticulously. The test tube took center stage, flanked by the mercury and nitric acid. Rachel watched her with admiration, appreciating Quinn's efficiency.

In an attempt to mimic Quinn's grace, Rachel positioned herself on the floor beside her, crossing her legs and placing the bag of Tina's hair alongside the other ingredients. Her landing, however, was far from graceful, causing Quinn to emit a brief, genuine laugh. Rachel found herself momentarily surprised by the warmth in that laughter, an unexpected facet of Quinn she hadn't anticipated. 

“You ready Berry?” Quinn looked at Rachel upon saying that. 

When she met Quinn’s eyes she nodded.

Quinn's steady hands began the process by carefully pouring the nitric acid into the test tube, filling it halfway. Rachel couldn't help but marvel at the precision with which Quinn handled the potentially hazardous substances.

Next, Quinn picked up the bottle of mercury, an item Rachel hadn't even noticed in her bag, and proceeded to add it to the test tube. But before doing so, she reached for the book, marked at a specific page. As Quinn examined the page, it seemed as if she were committing its contents to memory, her intense focus on the text evident.

Once the book was set aside, Quinn introduced the mercury into the test tube. As soon as the silvery liquid made contact with the nitric acid, Quinn initiated the incantation. Rachel watched in awe at the skillful coordination and precision Quinn exhibited throughout the process.

 “His verbis constantes effecti sunt et falsa in.'' 

Rachel was mesmerised at how Quinn spoke the latin words, how elegantly her lips formed the words and Rachel just knew that Steve the vampire wouldn’t insult her pronunciation. It figured that Quinn would be as perfect at speaking latin as she was with everything.

 “Actum revelare si magicae.” Quinn completed the incantation, and her expectant gaze shifted to Rachel. 

With some effort, Rachel tore her attention away from Quinn's lips, shaking off her lingering fascination. 

She placed Tina's hair into the test tube, and the reaction was immediate—a vibrant blue hue infused Tina's hair.

"That means, that means..." Rachel stammered as she attempted to collect her thoughts. "But that makes no sense. While I may pride myself on my above-average intelligence, which admittedly would not be a high bar if we were talking about our peers, but I mean the global human population's average intelligence. I must confess that Tina being the one behind the spell causing our current school predicament makes no sense."

Rachel rose from the ground and began to pace, her words tumbling out in a rush. "Is there any chance that this... spell could be flawed?"

Quinn stood up gracefully, skillfully avoiding knocking over the test tube, and approached Rachel, stopping a couple of feet away.

“It is my understanding that magic is just a more complicated form of science that we just as of yet don’t understand.” Quinn made eye contact with Rachel while speaking. “Science can be wrong so I assume that is the same for magic however,” she paused for a second as if considering her next words, “there was a reason why you suspected her and I am sure that you would not have done so if you didn’t at least somewhat believe that it was possible. All this magic,” Quinn lifted up her hands and did air quotations around the word ‘magic’ “has done is prove that your suspicions were justified.”

Rachel nodded when Quinn finished speaking. That had made sense and Quinn had done a remarkable job of calming her down before she completely freaked out.

“You are right.” 

A smirk flashed across Quinn’s face at Rachel’s words.“Say that again.” 

Rachel huffed and ignored Quinns statement and just carried on like Quinn hadn’t interrupted. “Since you are right it is therefore of utmost importance that a clear path forward is determined. Where do we go from here? We know what spell was used mostly and we know who cast it therefore we should be able to reverse the spell correct?” 

Rachel was aware that she was using ‘we’ referring to her and Quinn quite liberally and she kept expecting Quinn to interrupt with ‘What do you mean we man-hands?’ but it never came. 

“I do know how to reverse the spell but if I could make a suggestion?” Quinn said instead of the retort that Rachel had been expecting. 

She nodded eagerly at Quinn’s question. Any suggestions would be useful. 

“It might be useful to speak to Tina now that we have semi reputable proof that she was the one who cast the spell in order to determine her motivation and whether or not she will just redo the spell if we undo it. It’s of no use for us to put in the effort to reverse the spell if Tina is simply going to cast it again.” 

That was solid thinking on Quinn’s part.

“Smart, we shall go talk to Tina then but first I must ask the spell to reverse this binding spell of Tina's. Do you have the ingredients for it or must they first be acquired?” 

Quinn thought for a second before she responded to Rachels question.“I have some of them but most of them would need to be bought before we could undo the spell.”

“It is the last day before the Thanksgiving long weekend though.” Rachel said and when she only received an enquiring look from Quinn she expanded on her thought process  “If we do not undo the spell now does that mean that we will have to wait until Tuesday?”

“To my knowledge we do not need to be at school in order to undo the spell but that might be something you should check with Ms Holliday.” 

Quinn said and Rachel nodded at her words.

“I should go give her a status update. She was firm about wanting me to keep her updated on how things were progressing.” Rachel hesitated for a second, took a deep breath and then said “You could accompany me if you wish?” 

Quinn shot Rachel a look before she shrugs her shoulders and surprisingly says, “Okay.”

With the test complete, Quinn efficiently gathered the ingredients and the test tube into a small stone container. Rachel, still taken aback by the results, hurried to collect her bag before heading toward the door. Quinn followed suit, and as they stepped into the hallway together, the reactions from their fellow students were swift and undeniable.

Curious gazes turned toward them, and some students even nudged their friends to ensure they didn't miss this unexpected spectacle. The hallway, though less crowded due to the ongoing bird situation, still had its share of students retrieving items from their lockers or attempting to converse while avoiding bird attacks.

Rachel, well aware of the attention they were drawing, observed Quinn beside her. To her surprise, Quinn's expression remained unaffected by the scrutiny, maintaining her signature HBIC countenance. Rachel opted to stay silent and continued toward Ms. Holliday's office, monitoring the reactions and keeping an eye out for any potential slushie ambush.

As they reached Ms. Holliday's office without any disturbances, Rachel knocked on the door, and Ms. Holliday's voice invited them in. Rachel chances a glance at Quinn while opening the door and for a second she could swear that Quinn looks nervous before it vanishes.

Ms Holliday is engroused in what she is doing on her laptop as they walk in but as Rachel shuts the door she glances up. While she had initially appeared pleased to see Rachel, her smile faded when her eyes fell upon Quinn.

“Quinn.”

“Ms Holliday,” Quinn's voice is measured and even, as if, she wasn’t fazed by what was occuring at all. 

Ms Holliday shut her laptop and fixed them with a stare. “How may I help you girls?”

In response to Ms. Holliday's question, Quinn and Rachel exchanged a brief look. Rachel turned back to their Watcher and spoke, her voice intended to dispel the uncomfortable tension that had settled in the room. 

"We have proof that Tina is behind the spell, and we need some ingredients to reverse it. I was hoping that you might be in possession of them."

Ms. Holliday focused her attention on Rachel, her expression now neutral. "What do you need, Rachel?" 

Rachel glanced at Quinn for guidance, and Quinn promptly listed the necessary ingredients.

When she finished Ms Holliday nodded “I have those. I can’t give them to you now though cause I’ll be remiss,” She used air quotes around ‘remiss’ “in my duty of care to let you take them out during school. You can come grab them after school. Or if you wish you can do the spell reversal here save you from having to drag dangerous objects home with you and then have to drag them back,” Rachel nodded and started to turn to leave before Ms Holliday spoke again. This time directly to Quinn. “What spell are you going to use?”

“I’m going to join two spells I read about in the book you gave Rachel. It’ll be complicated due to my lack of magical experience but I doubt the spell itself that I figured out is incorrect.”

 Quinn had designed the spell itself? After having no knowledge of magic three days prior? 

"Quinn, I understand that, for some reason, Slayer here trusts you and has chosen to inform you about these events despite my explicit instructions to the contrary." 

Quinn's reaction was a departure from her usual indifference. She briefly glanced at Rachel before turning back to Ms. Holliday.

"Therefore, I feel like it’s my duty, as much as it pains me to admit, to inform you that this whole supernatural thing needs to be kept with the greatest confidence and secrecy. Do you understand?" Ms. Holliday's tone was serious and unwavering.

Quinn, however, remained undeterred. She responded with an air of indifference, "I'm not going to tell anyone." 

As Ms. Holliday continued speaking to Quinn, Rachel found herself lost in her thoughts, her mind drifting to ideas for their upcoming Sectionals performance. Lost in her creative reverie, she momentarily tuned out the conversation happening in the room.

Rachel's brief escape from reality was interrupted when she glanced at the clock in Ms. Holliday's office. To her surprise, lunchtime had come and gone, and they were already well into the fourth period of the school day. It was apparent that Ms. Holliday had also noticed this, as she interrupted her own dialogue to address their tardiness.

"I'll write you both hall passes; who cares about attendance anyway?" Ms. Holliday remarked, not dwelling on the subject for long. She swiftly returned to her conversation with Quinn, as if their off-topic moment had never occurred.

When Ms Holliday seemed suitably satisfied that Quinn both wasn’t going to tell anyone and that Quinn was able to perform the required spell she signed their hall passes and let them go. 

Exiting Ms. Holliday's office together, Rachel and Quinn made their way to their fourth-period class, arriving late. The familiar pattern of shocked looks and hushed whispers played out around them. Santana, who was also in the class, shot her a venomous glare as Quinn headed to her seat beside Santana after handing their hall passes to the teacher.

Rachel strained to hear Santana's words as she confronted Quinn, "What the hell are you doing with Rupaul?" 

She didn't catch Quinn's response, though, as the teacher promptly instructed the class to settle down and resumed the lesson.

They intercepted Tina just as she was about to enter the choir room for Glee practice. Quinn reached out and firmly grabbed Tina's arm, pulling her into the nearby bathroom. Rachel couldn't help but think that this bathroom had become the backdrop for some very intriguing conversations this week.

Tina's voice registered surprise as she questioned, "Quinn?" She glanced around at Quinn, who was guarding the door after shutting it behind them. Confusion flickered in Tina's eyes as she then noticed Rachel's presence. "Rachel? What is going on?"

Rachel started to explain, "Tina, I have a question of the utmost seriousness to ask you—" but Tina interrupted her before she could finish.

"—For the last time, Rachel, no! I am not taking your solo, and I don't think Kurt is either."

Rachel tried to clarify, "While that is good to know, that is not, in fact, what we wanted to ask you about."

"Huh?" Tina’s head swung between Rachel and Quinn clearly hoping to get an answer as to why they pulled her into the bathroom. 

One which Rachel was more than willing to provide.

 "We know you are behind these birds, and we would like to request that you please undo the spell. We would also like to know exactly what you were thinking when you decided to inflict this on the students of McKinley. While I understand why one might possess a large amount of resentment and anger toward the neanderthals that inhabit this school, I simply cannot comprehend how this was the particular manner that you chose to vent your inner anger—"

Tina's voice emerged suddenly, cutting Rachel off mid-rant while she was still building up steam to say a variety of other comments about anger management. "It was an accident," Tina admitted.

"Accident?" Quinn's perfectly sculpted eyebrow shot up in a questioning manner. 

With one word and an eyebrow raise, Quinn conveyed more than Rachel could sometimes say with entire paragraphs.

Tina went on to explain, "The spell was meant to have just one bird follow Artie and attack him. Just one. But I made a mistake with the spell somehow, and we ended up with this." Tina’s hands were gesturing wildly in the air as she tried to make them understand that it was an accident.

Rachel couldn't help but be intrigued by the unfolding explanation. She asked, "Firstly, why birds, and secondly, how did you even know how to do magic in the first place?"

Tina clarified, "Artie is terrified of birds, absolutely terrified. And my entire family is a family of witches, so I've known about the supernatural my entire life."

"Do your parents know about our school's current circumstances as a result of your magical miscalculation?" Quinn inquired, her tone serious.

Tina's desperation was palpable as she pleaded, "No. You can't tell them. I'm not supposed to do magic by myself yet."

"So you were just going to?" Quinn let the question hang, waiting for Tina's response.

"I'm going to fix it; I just haven't been able to locate all of the ingredients for the spell yet," Tina explained.

Rachel wasted no time. "We have them, so what we are going to do is fix this right now!"

“You have them? Rachel what is going on? How do you even know about this?” Tina paused for a second “ Wait is this why you showed up at my house last night?”

Rachel wasn’t sure how to respond to Tina’s question. Ms Holliday didn’t want her telling people about her being the Slayer and while she was unexpectedly willing to go against that for Quinn she just wasn’t sure if she was willing to go against it for Tina. She decided to do one of the many things that Rachel Berry does best improvise .

“Having recently become aware of the existence of the supernatural I thought that I should investigate the creation of these birds. I did this completely of my own violation and to satisfy my own curiosity and under no sense of obligation and-”

“-Wait, are you the Slayer?” Tina interrupted Rachel.

“What! No” Rachel sounded unbelievable even to herself so she made it worse by continuing, “What is a slayer? I have absolutely no idea what you are talking about, frankly I am-”

“Oh she’s not going to believe that Rachel,” Quinn sounded fondly exasperated as she interrupted Rachel.

"Thank you. I do not think I would have been able to stop," Rachel admitted, grateful for Quinn's intervention. She then turned her attention to Tina, curiosity shining in her eyes. "How do you know about the Slayer?"

Tina responded matter-of-factly, "I grew up in a family that does magic, Rachel. Of course, I know about 'The Slayer.' How are you 'The Slayer,' though?"

“Apparently it is my destiny to be ‘The Slayer’. How and Why though I do not understand.” Rachel paused for a second to gather her thoughts before reversing course away from what was surely going to get Ms Holliday yelling at her again. “Since this all was an accident and you have been attempting to gather the ingredients to reverse the spell I presume that you would be willing to assist us in reversing the spell?”

“Tina nodded fervently, her desperation evident. "Yeah."

"Okay, then," Rachel replied with a decisive nod. "We can go to Ms. Holliday's office. We won't be interrupted, plus she has the ingredients we need."

Tina seemed puzzled. "Ms. Holliday? The new English teacher?"

Rachel saw Quinn reach out and give Tina’s shoulder a pat as if welcoming her to the new strange world they all found themselves in.

“She is not just the English teacher, she is also my Watcher,” Rachel said,  “which so far means that she attempts to tell me what to do and teaches me how to slay.” Rachel let a smirk out before continuing “Only one of those successfully.” 

Rachel led the way towards the bathroom door, which she cracked open slightly to check if the hallway was clear of Glee club members. Once she confirmed it was safe, she opened the door fully and left, staying out of sight of the choir room and the menacing birds. She glanced over her shoulder to see if Quinn and Tina were coming and when she confirmed that they were she started walking determinedly to Ms Hollidays office. 

She reached out and gave the door a knock but barely hesitated before walking in remembering that Ms Holliday had told them just before they left that she had a ‘boring faculty staff meeting’ and wouldn’t be in the office when they came by to get the ingredients. She walked in and held the door open for Quinn and Tina and shut it once they entered. 

Once they were inside Tina looked around before turning to Rachel. “What spell are you going to use?” Tina inquired.

Rachel replied, “Quinn figured it out. She was going to join two spells and then use that.” 

Tina shifted her gaze towards Quinn and asked, “Which two spells?” 

“It’s complicated.” Quinn started walking towards Ms Holliday’s desk “I’ll write it down.” 

Tina nodded and followed Quinn to the desk. Quinn put her bag down next to it and pulled out a notepad and pen before straightening up and placing the notebook on the desk and started writing. When she finished she stepped to the side and Tina moved forward so she could see it. Tina read over what Quinn had written before she responded.

“You’re right this would have worked but since I’m the one who cast the spell we can use a similar but simpler spell to reverse it? Provided I’m the one that undo’s it. Is that okay?” Tina looked at Rachel when she finished speaking.Rachel hesitated for a second before responding.

“We have the ingredients for Quinn’s spell. Would they work for yours as well?”

“Yes they would.” Tina said with a short sharp nod.

 “Write your spell down and let Quinn have a look at it.” 

Tina pulled the notepad over to her from where it was still in front of Quinn and scribbled down on it. Before pushing it back toward Quinn again.

“What do you think Quinn?” Rachel asked as Quinn stepped closer to the desk and looked at the notebook for a second with pursed lips.

 “This spell would work if Tina does it. She has magic experience as well which is better than if I were to do it.” 

Rachel nodded. She wished Ms Holliday was there for a second while knowing that this decision was going to come down to her. 

“Okay, okay. Tina you can do it but be careful and get Quinn to help you. We absolutely cannot afford for this spell to go wrong like your last one did.” 

Tina winces at Rachels words but nods. Rachel walked over to Ms Holidays desk draws where she had told them the ingredients where and opened it up. 

“The ingredients are in here. You can get it set up.”

Tina reached into the draw and started pulling various containers out and placing them on the desk. Rachel stepped back from the desk again and observed Tina and Quinn as they set up for the spell. She hoped she had made the right call. Hopefully the worst that could happen if the spell didn’t work was that the spell didn’t work. Ms Holliday had pressed into her multiple times turning her theoretical slayer training though the importance of magic only being conducted if one was one hundred percent confident of the results or the results could be catastrophic. She decided to trust Quinn. It was a new feeling but not completely uncomfortable.

“We’re ready, Berry.” Quinn's voice pulled her out of her thoughts. 

She glanced over to them. Tina was sitting on the ground surrounded by what she assumed to be herbs and was holding two small white stones in her hand. 

“Um, Quinn, you mentioned something about the herbs having to be on fire?”

“That was only with the binding spell we don’t need fire for this one since it’s just a reversal.” 

Rachel looked at Quinn and locked eyes with her ignoring Tina. “You sure this will work Quinn?”

“Yes,” Quinn's voice was even and confident and showed no sign of doubt so Rachel nodded.

“Okay,” Rachel said and with that Tina struck the two stones together repetitively producing sparks while speaking in latin. 

Rachel was officially in a room with two people who speak Latin better than her. 

“Cum his verbis, quae sit fortuna novis hominibus, et restituet te conservis meis adhæsit in pace” 

Tina stopped talking and let out a breath. 

The room was silent as they waited to see what would happen. 

Just as Rachel started walking toward the door to open it to see if the birds were outside they heard shocked exclamations from the students still in the school as the birds apparently  just suddenly vanished into thin air mid swoop or mid squawk. 

Quinn glanced at Rachel with a rare genuine smile and a soft exclamation of, “yes!” 

Rachel shared a smile with Quinn before turning to Tina. “Are you okay?” 

Tina nodded and stood up. She walked over to Ms Holliday’s desk to place down the stones before turning to Rachel and Quinn.

“I really am sorry about this. It was an accident but I probably shouldn’t have done it in the first place.” 

Quinn walked closer to Rachel and stood next to her as she responded to Tina. “Why did you?”

“I was angry. Artie was really mean when he broke up with me. He said some unforgivable things and I just couldn’t cope.” 

Rachel let out a soft scoff. “You have to control your anger and not let it get the best of you,” 

She understood how emotions could affect you but letting it out by casting a spell resulting in multiple injuries from angry birds just wasn’t an appropriate reaction. 

“No offence Rachel, but what do you know about being angry?”

“You think I never get angry. I’m angry. You think all the insults and slushies and pushes into lockers and snide comments don’t get to me?” Rachel looked at Tina while talking and steadfastly refused to look in Quinn’s direction “It gets to me. I read a book called ‘Emotions: You have them and how to understand them’ and in it the writer talks about how most emotions have another emotion under them. A lot of the time behind Anger is Sad. You were sad about Artie and him breaking up with you. I was sad about everything and that led to a very unfortunate angry outburst, granted the outburst was to myself in my room by myself but it still counts,” Rachel steps closer to Tina not touching distance but closer. “You get sad, you get angry, either one and they win. Lock that feeling away, bury it deep inside and use it to fuel you instead.”

 "I'm sorry," Tina said, her voice filled with sincerity.

Rachel quirked an eyebrow, asking, "For what?"

Tina replied, "For not defending you in Glee yesterday."

Rachel considered Tina's words for a moment, then offered a small but genuine smile. 

“It is okay Tina, I am used to it,” She shrugged her shoulders “Let us focus on the positive. We successfully removed the birds and we have a long weekend for Thanksgiving.” 

Tina nodded and Rachel turned around to open the door and in the process came face to face with Quinn for a second before Quinn hurriedly looked away guiltily. 

“What are you doing for Thanksgiving?” 

Tina's question about Thanksgiving caught Rachel's attention as she opened the door to leave. She didn't glance at Tina or Quinn but kept her gaze forward as she walked down the hallway.

"My dads are on a business trip, so I will be spending my Thanksgiving feasting on takeaway and having a Barbra Streisand marathon," Rachel replied nonchalantly.

Tina probed further, "Oh. Are you okay with that?"

"Of course I am, why would I not be?" Rachel countered, her tone assertive, not betraying any of her hidden emotions.

Tina then turned her attention to Quinn, asking, "What about you, Quinn? What are you doing for Thanksgiving?"

Quinn's voice took on a slightly huskier quality as she replied, "I'm still at Santana's, so I'll just do Thanksgiving with her family."

Tina seemed uncertain about how to respond, and Rachel felt similarly lost for words. They continued walking to the car park, avoiding the choir room where Glee practice would be wrapping up. Rachel couldn't help but shudder at the thought of their club mates' reactions to not just her absence but also Tina and Quinn's. When they reached the car park, they split up, exchanging brief goodbyes before going their separate ways. Rachel headed home to work on her homework and do her afternoon practices, with plans to leave later for her patrol duty.


Rachel was patrolling later that night when she came across a group of 3 vampires having some kind of argument. Maybe it was the euphoria of having just successfully undone a spell, or the euphoria of Quinn smiling at her earlier but either way Rachel wasn’t thinking quite clearly when she decided to attempt to fight multiple vampires for the first time since becoming the slayer.

“"Vampires, I hope you're ready to face the music – because it's showtime!" Rachels words were laced with false bravado as the vampires abruptly turned their attention towards her.

She fumbled for her stake in her pocket, mentally reciting Ms. Holliday's instructions: You have to get them in the heart every time, Always pay attention to your surroundings, don’t get too focused on fighting one vampire you fail to notice the vampire behind you, always always get the heart on your first attempt because you will not get a second.  

“Oh a snack!” One of the vampires exclaimed. 

He was a relatively small looking guy for a vampire who was wearing a bright red puffer jacket. Interesting Style choice. He began to  leisurely walk toward Rachel. What was with that? If Rachel wasn’t the slayer she would have run away. 

A second vampire dressed in a more conventional vampire outfit with a long black trench coat let out a laugh. “Save some for the rest of hey Antonio.”

So that was the puffer jacket vampire's name. 

Rather than run away though she prepared herself taking care to position herself in a way that gave herself a strong centre of gravity. Once she had her stake firmly in her hand and as Antonio noticed it a vicious smile crossed his face.

“Don’t worry sweetheart you won’t have time to use that,” Trench coat vampire said. 

The third vampire of the group who was dressed casually in jeans and t-shirt let out a laugh at what Antonio said. Seems like they found Antonio to be a regular comedian despite the fact that they had all been arguing before Rachel announced her presence.

Antonio turned to gloat at his companions, giving Rachel a fleeting opportunity. With lightning speed, she advanced and drove her stake into his heart. His agonized cry filled the night air as he disintegrated into ashes, catching the attention of his fellow vampires. 

Trench Coat vampire yelled, "Antonio!" and charged at Rachel.

Rachel pivoted sideways to keep both vampires in her line of sight, narrowly avoiding Trench Coat vampire's charge. T-shirt vampire, fangs bared, joined the attack and slammed into her with tremendous force, sending her sprawling to the ground. Pain coursed through her body, making it difficult to regain her footing.

T-shirt vampire lunged at her. 

She had no time to move. 

No time. 

She moved her stake to her chest and just held it out and closed her eyes. 

Ash.

She opened her eyes in time to see trench coat vampire running at her. She jumped to her feet as fast as she could and managed to block his attack block for block. After a couple of blocked attacks by Rachel, trench coat vampire backed away. He threw his hands into the air.

"Okay, okay, I don't want to fight you. Let's just call it quits," he stammered, clearly fearful. 

Rachel, still in pain and unsure of her chances in a renewed confrontation, nodded in agreement.

 Trench Coat vampire began to turn and leave but hesitated for a moment. “I heard there was a Slayer in little old Lima. Mistress will be so pleased.” 

With that the vampire tucked his figurative tail between his legs and ran away. Leaving Rachel confused, what had she just stumbled into? 

Mistress?   

Notes:

Chapter title is from the musical 'The Last FIve Years' if you haven't watched it I suggest you do cause it's really good and the musical that got me into musicals. We can be thankful that Anna Kendrick is so attractive I watched every movie she's in and therefore stumbled across this one and straight into a musical obsession.

If you enjoyed the chapter please let me know and leave a comment.

Chapter 4: All i've ever known

Notes:

Got a big chapter for you all today. I did something different with the spacing formatting this chapter so if any of you prefer the way I formatted the previous chapters spacing wise more than this chapter please let me know and I'll switch back.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Rachel had spent the Thanksgiving weekend exactly like she had said she would: Takeaway, Barabra Striestand, musical practice and Slayer training. Tuesday morning found her at Ms Holliday’s for Slayer training before school started again after the Thanksgiving weekend.

 

“I just do not understand how you are not the slightest bit concerned. The vampire clearly recognised me to be a Slayer and then stated that he would be informing someone called ‘Mistress’ of my presence in Lima.” Rachel grunted the words out while sparring with Ms Holliday.

 

Ms Holliday reached an arm out to block Rachel’s punch while she started speaking. “And I’ll say it yet again Rachel, that we always knew that vampires would eventually find out about your presence.” Ms Holliday swung a punch at Rachel “and that Lima is a Hellmouth so you’ll find all sorts of weird supernatural groups in it.” 

 

Rachel blocked the punch and the force of it knocked Ms Holliday to the mat. 

 

She looked up from the ground at Rachel as she finished speaking “There is nothing to be concerned about.” 

 

Rachel let out a scoff as she looked down at Ms Holliday before extending her arm to help her up. “Remind me again what a Hellmouth is?” 

 

Once Ms Holliday was up from the mat Rachel walked toward her bag intending to grab her water bottle. Looking half over her shoulder towards Ms Holliday for her response as she walked.

 

“A Hellmouth is a place in which the various walls between dimensions such as earth and the various hell’s are particularly fragile and weak. This means that it’s easier for portals to link it to various hell dimensions allowing those supernatural beings into our dimension. Earth. In this case Lima, Ohio.” Ms Holliday explained

 

Rachel reached into her bag and grabbed her water bottle and took a large gulp before responding. “You are confident that this is nothing to be concerned about?” 

 

Rachel had had the nagging feeling that this was something big since the moment the vampire had run away with his tail between his legs. She was still rather new at this though and unlike Mr Shuester, Ms Holliday did seem like she was good at her job so she decided that she would trust Ms Holliday’s instincts at present since her own instincts didn’t have very much to go on. 

 

"Rachel, there's no need to panic," Ms Holliday replied calmly. "We've been preparing for scenarios like this. We have allies and resources at our disposal."

 

Rachel still felt a knot of anxiety in her stomach. "Shouldn't we inform the Watcher's Council or someone about what happened?"

 

Ms. Holliday thought for a moment. "For now, let's keep this within our circle. We'll gather more information and monitor the situation closely. If this Mistress or any other vampires start causing trouble in Lima, then we'll take further action. But remember, Rachel, you're not alone in this. You have the skills and support you need."

 

Rachel gave a slow nod at Ms Hollidays words.

 

Ms Holliday brushed her hands together once before changing the topic.

 

“Let’s do one more spar Slayer, this time with stakes and then I’ll let you get to school.” 

 

Rachel nodded as she put her water bottle back in her bag and headed back to the mat. She allowed a confident smile to slip across her face. While her beating Vampires was still sometimes debatable at least she could count on her slayer powers combined with her recent training to be enough to beat Ms Holliday without fail. And in the past Ms Holliday had been a formidable opponent since she had trained under various martial arts regimes in her Watcher training. That tidbit had been thrown out right at the start of her training when Rachel had made the mistake of asking exactly how Ms Holliday was going to teach her to fight. Ms Holliday had shown her. 

 

Hard.

 


 

The halls of McKinley were already buzzing by the time Rachel pushed through the front doors, just minutes before the first bell. Her mind was preoccupied with the morning’s calculus quiz, the Glee Club set list, and the patrol she had barely made it back from before sunrise. She didn’t see it coming - not until the icy, sickly-sweet slush exploded against her face, splattering her in a wave of blue and red syrup.

 

The cold shocked her system instantly. It stung like needles against her skin, burning her eyes, freezing her breath. She stumbled a step back, gasping, blinking furiously to clear her vision. The sticky liquid clung to her lashes, dripped from her chin, soaked straight through the layers of her clothes and down to her underwear.

 

The hallway around her burst into low, muffled laughter.

 

Someone snorted.

 

Another person chuckled openly.

 

And when she finally pried her eyes open, still blinking through the mess, she caught sight of Kurt near his locker, failing - just barely - to stifle a grin behind his hand.

 

Her gaze drifted past him, zeroing in on the culprit.

 

Karofsky.

 

He looked smug as ever, his hand still outstretched from the throw. "Have a nice day, Gl-oser," he said with a wide grin, dragging out the insult as if it were clever. He turned and slapped a high five with Azimio, the two of them swaggering down the hallway like they had just won something.

 

Rachel stood frozen in place. Every inch of her was sticky and humiliated. The chill of the slushy had sunk into her bones, but it was the laughter that burned. She swallowed hard, trying to force down the lump rising in her throat.

 

Then, without warning, someone was beside her.

 

Quinn.

 

Rachel hadn’t even heard her approach, too dazed by the cold and the weight of being completely drenched. She flinched at the sudden presence, startled by the gentle touch of Quinn’s hand against the small of her back.

 

"Let’s get you to the bathroom, Berry," Quinn said, her voice calm but firm.

 

Rachel hesitated, glancing at the bathroom they were heading toward—the one connected to the Cheerios locker room. "Quinn, maybe not that one, I - "

 

"It’ll be fine," Quinn cut her off with a sharp look.

 

One of the Cheerios loitering by the door straightened as they approached, her lips already parting like she was about to protest. But Quinn didn’t give her the chance.

 

She shot the girl a glare that could’ve melted steel. The Cheerio faltered immediately, eyes widening slightly before she turned on her heel and disappeared down the hall without another word.

 

Inside, the fluorescent lights buzzed quietly above them as Rachel made her way to the sink. She leaned forward, gripping the edges tightly, then began rinsing her hair with cold water. The syrupy remnants of the slushy swirled down the drain, leaving her shivering but a little less sticky.

 

"You should probably change into dry clothes first," Quinn offered, arms crossed as she hovered nearby.

 

Rachel frowned at her reflection, water dripping from her hair onto her already ruined sweater. "How would you know that?" she snapped without thinking, defensiveness flaring from her humiliation.

 

There was a beat of silence.

 

Then Rachel sighed. "Sorry. I just - I do not have any spare clothes today. I forgot to bring them back after the last time this happened."

 

A flicker of something passed over Quinn’s face. Sympathy, maybe. Understanding. Maybe even guilt.

 

She nodded slowly, already turning toward the locker room door. "I’ve got some extras in my Cheerios locker. I’ll go grab them."

 

"Quinn, you do not need to - "

 

But Quinn was already waving her off. "Just rinse. I’ll be right back."

 

Rachel watched her go, startled by the kindness. It wasn’t the first time she had been slushied, not by a long shot. But it was the first time someone had done more than laugh, look away, or toss her a half-hearted tissue. She turned back to the sink, letting the water run over her scalp, trying to let it wash away the sting of embarrassment.

 

A sudden scream ripped through the quiet of the bathroom.

 

Rachel’s head jerked up.

 

It was Quinn.

 

Heart pounding, Rachel dashed toward the locker room door and flung it open.

 

The sharp scent of blood hit her instantly.

 

Her eyes widened as they landed on the crumpled form sprawled across the tile. One of the Cheerios lay motionless, her uniform soaked crimson. A jagged, gaping wound cleaved across her chest. Blood pooled beneath her like spilled paint.

 

Rachel’s stomach twisted violently. She staggered back a step, one hand flying to her mouth.

 

She didn’t scream.

 

She couldn’t.

 

Rachel walked over to Quinn, who was staring blankly at the gruesome scene. "Emily…" Quinn muttered softly, almost involuntarily, while her gaze remained fixed on the lifeless body. 

 

Rachel reached Quinn, placed one of her still-sticky hands from the slushy attack on Quinn's shoulders, and turned her away from the grisly sight. “She’s just a freshman.” Quinn said softly.

 

Rachel pulled Quinn towards her and gave her an awkward hug hoping she wasn’t over stepping. 

 

“Her lungs there….” Quinn trailed off and let out a choked sob.

 

“Gone. I know. It will be okay Quinn.” 

 

The door to the Cheerios locker room, leading from Coach Sylvester's office, creaked open. It seemed to be a delayed reaction to Quinn's scream, Rachel thought.

 

"What are you mouthbreathers - " Coach Sylvesters voice trailed off as she emerged from around the lockers and noticed Emily's lifeless body. 

Rachel let go of Quinn and waited for her to break the hug before addressing the Cheerios coach.

 

"Coach Sylvester, I think you should call the police," Rachel said firmly. Coach Sylvester nodded face pale and turned to head back to her office, presumably to alert the authorities. But before she reached the door, she turned back to Quinn, waiting until their eyes met.

 

"Quinn," Coach Sylvester said, her tone unwavering, "Make sure no one else comes in." Quinn straightened up, and Rachel could see the panic in her eyes morph into determination.

 

“Yes Coach.” 

 

Coach Sylvester didn’t respond and instead turned back to her office and entering. 

 

Quinn walked toward the main entrance to the locker room, presumably to ensure that no one came in without saying a word to Rachel. Rachel stayed where she was though near the bathroom entrance and chanced a glance at Emily only to feel her stomach turn again. 

 

She forced herself to look closer although all her instincts screamed at her to look away Rachel, look away. 

 

The cuts on Emily were insanely precise. 

 

Rachel wasn’t sure how any human could cut another human that precisely while killing them. 

 

Her stomach turned and this time the only way she could ensure she didn’t throw up was by turning away. 

 

While turning her eyes fell on Quinn again. Quinn was standing at the entrance, seeming for all the world like she wasn’t affected anymore but the slight trembling of her hands gave her away before she lifted them up and crossed her arms.

 

"Quinn, are you okay?" Rachel asked softly, concern evident in her voice.

 

Quinn's response was brief and to the point. "I'm fine." She paused for a moment, then added, almost reluctantly, "How about you, Berry?"

 

"I am feeling rather queasy," Rachel admitted, the words flowing out of her as if her body were releasing pent-up tension. Once she started talking, she found it hard to stop. "I mean, technically, I have seen dead bodies before because what are vampires if not dead bodies that are suddenly and inexplicably not dead anymore? But I have never seen a truly dead body, especially one as grotesque as - "

 

"Berry, shut up!" Rachel abruptly cut off her nervous ramble, realizing how insensitive her words might have sounded to someone who knew Emily.

 

"I sincerely apologize, Quinn," Rachel quickly added. "That was unbecoming of me."

 

"It's fine," Quinn replied calmly. "You tend to ramble when you're nervous." 

 

Rachel couldn't help but wonder how Quinn knew that about her.

 

Rachel attempted to gather her thoughts, turning to look at Quinn while avoiding the sight of Emily's body. Before she could speak, the sound of sirens approached, and Coach Sylvester emerged from her office, addressing Quinn.

 

"That's the ambulance and the police. Quinn, you can let them in," Coach Sylvester said, her usual insults conspicuously absent since she laid eyes on the body.

 

"Yes, Coach," Quinn nodded determinedly in response.

 

"Berry," Coach Sylvester redirected her attention to Rachel, who had been looking at Quinn. "You should probably get out of those clothes." Rachel suddenly remembered the slushy attack, realizing she had completely forgotten about it, despite the stickiness of her clothes.

 

“Your clothes...” Quinn said softly as if she too had forgotten why they had entered the locker room in the first place. “I’ll go get them from my locker.” She seemed unsure for a second but shook off Rachel's statements that she was okay and could just stay in her current clothes.

 

Quinn walked to her locker which was luckily away from the body and when she returned she gave Rachel her spare clothes. When Rachel glanced at them she noticed it was just shorts and a plain red shirt not Quinn’s usual at all. 

 

“I keep them in case I get slushied. I know I’ve only ever gotten slushied once but it’s a memory that stays with you.” 

 

Rachel nodded and kept her comments on the matter to herself. She walked back into the bathroom to clean up and change.

 

When she came back into the locker room afterwards she was stopped by a police officer before Coach Sylvester informed him that she was ‘one of the two girls who found her’ and then he allowed her to come in. 

 

Rachel walked over to where Quinn was standing to the side giving her statement to a different police officer. When she looked at Quinn she could see that she was crying while talking about how Emily was a Freshman who was new to the squad and yet was loved by everyone. 

 

She reached out her hand to comfort Quinn and was surprised when rather than let her hand fall on Quinns shoulder, Quinn without looking, grabbed Rachel’s hand and held it. 

 

Rachel couldn’t understand the way Quinn had been acting recently. 

 

It was all hot and cold. 

 

One minute she slushies Rachel and then the next she helps Rachel after a slushy. 

 

One minute she saves Rachel’s life and the next she won’t even talk to her. 

 

One moment she’s angry at Rachel for leaving the Celibacy Club and then the next she’s non stop helping Rachel when she doesn’t even need to. 

 

Quinn was being confusing and more so than usual. She had known from the moment that she had first laid eyes on Quinn that Quinn was an enigma that she wanted to get to know but all this back and forth was doing her head in on top of all the added slaying stress.

 

Rachel was lost in thought until she was jolted back to reality by the sound of a police officer saying her name.

 

"I am sorry, what did you say?" she asked, a bit disoriented.

 

The officer clarified, "I just wanted to confirm that you agreed with what Miss Fabray was saying."

 

Rachel furrowed her brow, still not fully focused. "What was that?"

 

"That you didn't hear anything when you entered the bathroom," the officer gestured toward the bathroom, "and that your first knowledge of the body was when you walked in here. Is that correct?" 

 

Rachel nodded in agreement.

 

"Okay, in that case, that's all I need from you girls now, but we may get in contact with the school later if we need to speak to either of you again," the police officer said before walking away to talk to another officer who had initially prevented Rachel from reentering the scene.

 

Rachel glanced down at Quinn, who was still holding onto her hand. Concern etched across her face, she asked, "Are you okay, Quinn? Are you good to go to class, or would you like me to take you home?"

 

Quinn released Rachel's hand and wiped away her tears. Once she had done so, she straightened up and looked at Rachel. If Rachel hadn't seen her crying earlier and hadn't witnessed the tear-wiping, she wouldn't have known that Quinn had cried at all.

 

"We can go to class," Quinn replied, her voice steady.

 

"Are you sure?" Rachel inquired gently, not wanting to push too hard but feeling shaken herself, even though she hadn't known the girl who had died. Quinn had known her.

 

"Yes," Quinn responded, her jaw clenching as if she were physically restraining herself from saying more. Rachel nodded and headed toward the door, avoiding glancing at the body again as they passed the crime scene tape. As they walked by, she caught a snippet of a conversation between the police officers.

 

“-it’s so clean. Like when is a crime scene ever this clean?” The officer said.

 

“You’re new to Lima aren’t you?” 

 

She didn’t hear the rest of the conversation because by that point Quinn had bypassed her and was opening the cheerios locker room door and together they walked into the mostly empty hallway because the first period had already started. 

 

As they exited the locker room, Quinn glanced at Rachel and pointed down the hallway. "My class is down there."

 

Rachel nodded, attempting to locate the vague direction of her first-period class. "Right, and mine is..." She trailed off, not finishing her sentence.

 

"I'll see you in Glee, Berry," Quinn said, not even looking at Rachel as she started walking toward her class.

 

Instead of heading to class herself, Rachel decided to take a detour after parting ways with Quinn. She retraced her steps, walking back toward the Cheerios locker room. Fortunately, Ms. Holliday's office was in the same hallway, which, under normal circumstances, might have caused complications. But in this instance, it proved convenient as Rachel didn't have to linger in the hallway for too long before reaching her destination.

 

Rachel knocked on Ms. Holliday's door, realizing only then that Ms. Holliday might be teaching a class at the moment and might not be in her office. A soft "come in" allowed her to push that thought aside. She entered the office and closed the door behind her, catching Ms. Holliday's attention.

 

Ms. Holliday's eyes widened when she saw Rachel. "Rachel, hey, I heard what happened. Are you okay?"

 

Taking a seat in the chair near Ms. Holliday's desk, Rachel replied, " I am quite all right, thank you for asking. I just wanted to speak with you about what occurred. The circumstances and the manner of death lead me to believe that this is a result of the supernatural."

 

Ms. Holliday leaned forward in her chair, resting her head on her hand. "What are the circumstances?"

 

Rachel shifted uncomfortably in her chair, her thoughts and observations swirling in her mind. Her voice carried a mix of concern and unease as she began to explain her suspicions to Ms. Holliday.

 

"Um, honestly, there are a couple of things. Firstly, the fact that Quinn and I were right next door in the bathroom, and we heard nothing," Rachel began, her gaze distant for a moment as she recalled the eerie silence that had enveloped the crime scene. She felt a pang of guilt at her detached phrasing but continued, "And while that might not mean much, there's also the fact that when I looked at the body," she paused, her voice softening slightly as she corrected herself, "when I looked at Emily, I couldn't help but notice how precise and accurate the cuts were. I mean, who manages to kill someone that precisely? Who stays that still while being killed so that the cuts are perfect?"

 

Rachel's brows furrowed, her concern deepening as she recounted the disturbing details. "Then there's the fact that one of the police officers commented about how 'clean' the crime scene was, and um, if it were a human that did this, I do not think any of the neanderthals that inhabit this school would possess that ability." She paused, her words trailing off for a moment as she pondered the implications.

 

"But, finally, the main reason for my suspicions is that whoever or whatever killed her took her lungs." Rachel concluded, her voice catching for a moment as she recapped her list of suspicions.

 

 She took a deep breath, her energy waning as she finished listing her concerns.

 

Ms. Holliday remained quiet for a while, processing Rachel's unsettling observations. The weight of the situation hung in the air, and the tension in the room was palpable. Finally, Ms. Holliday broke the silence, her voice measured as she responded.

 

“Her lungs?”

 

“Yes.”


“That could be a demon or it could just be a very distirbued individual. You’re right though there is definitely enough there to be suspicious. I’ll look through some books and see if I can find anything but with the very little we have to go on I’m not confident I’ll be able to find anything else.” Ms Holliday gave Rachel a sympathetic smile “Don’t worry Rachel I’ll try and find something. In the meantime you are late for,” Ms Holliday glanced at the clock on her office wall “Second period.”

 

“Um, can I stay, can I stay and help?”

 

“We have very little to go on Rachel and it most likely is just a distrurbed individual.”


“You said this morning that we are on a hellmouth prone to all sorts of demons therefore it would be foolhardy to not presume that this is supernatural in nature.”

 

"That's why I'm going to take a look, Rachel. There's no need for you to trouble yourself with this if it turns out not to be of supernatural nature," Ms. Holliday assured, her voice steady and reassuring.

 

Rachel took a moment to collect her thoughts, her emotions still raw and swirling within her. "I saw her," she began, her voice quivering with a mix of anger and sorrow. "I cannot stop seeing her. I need to do something, or I will go insane. Well, more insane than I already am, apparently." She paused, her gaze intense as she continued, "something or someone killed her, cut her open, and removed her lungs. She deserved better. I did not know her, but I would not wish that on anyone, regardless of how they've treated me in the past. The fact that I did not know her also speaks to her deserving better. Trust me, I know every Cheerio, normally with their post-slushy faces seared into my mind, and I did not know her until Quinn said her name."

 

Ms. Holliday regarded Rachel with a meaningful look, her understanding evident in her expression. She reached behind her and pulled out a rather new-looking book, offering it to Rachel. Rachel stood up and walked closer to Ms. Holliday to accept the book. Once she was settled back in the chair, Ms. Holliday continued.

 

"That's an anthology of demons. It's rather recent and in English. It doesn't contain all of them, but it includes some. Look through it and see if anything stands out." She paused, allowing Rachel to absorb her instructions, and Rachel nodded in acknowledgment. "You can stay here for a while until you feel up to going back to class or until I have to go teach."

 

"Thank you," Rachel said sincerely, feeling a sense of relief Ms Holliday was taking her concerns seriously. 

 

Ms. Holliday didn't reply but returned to her work, giving Rachel the space to delve into the book's contents.

 


 

When Rachel walked into third period AP History hall pass in hand it was clear that word had spread about what had occurred that morning. The room went silent as everyone turned to look at her when she entered. While Rachel loved being the centre of attention this was different so she did her best to ignore the class's reaction to her and instead just silently walked toward her desk next to Tina. 

 

When she sat down Tina leaned over to her and whispered, “are you okay?” 

 

Rachel nodded but didn’t say anything and Tina took the hint and looked back to the front of the class where Mr Cooper was attempting to teach about the Ottoman Empire. Rachel leaned down to grab her notebook and for the rest of the class escaped from the thoughts in her mind by taking incredibly detailed notes even for her as Mr Cooper droned on. When the bell rang signaling the start of lunch she packed up her stuff deciding between braving the cafeteria or just going straight to the choir room for some practice when Tina spoke again. 

 

“Your notes were so detailed. I might have to borrow them from you to study.” Tina nudged Rachels shoulder with a laugh as she spoke.  

 

“I can copy them for you and give you a copy?” Rachel wasn’t quite sure what was going on but she decided to go on instinct. And instinct was saying offer Tina a copy so that’s what she did.

 

“That sounds great!” Tina locked her arm around Rachel’s. It took Rachel by surprise or she wouldn’t have allowed it to happen. “Come with me to the cafeteria.” 

 

“Um, why?”

 

“You look like you need to be distracted and I don’t want to go in there by myself and have to face Artie.”

 

“I was going to go to the choir room.” She gestured vaguely with her unattached to Tina arm  before allowing it to fall back to her side.

 

“That’s where you always spend lunch. Just come and sit with me. We don’t have to sit with the Glee club.”

 

“The Glee Club normally sits together?” 

 

Rachel had never heard of that. Nor had she ever been asked to join them over lunch. Rachel unlinked her arm from Tina’s and turned to face her and saw an uneasy look flash across Tina’s face.

 

“Not always but sometimes. Most of the time not though.” 

 

Rachel mentally went through her options: she could shrug off Tina’s seeming offer of friendship like she had shrugged off Tina's arm and go to the choir room or she could go to the cafeteria and see if Tina’s seeming offer was legitimate. 

 

What did it say about her that her first offer of some sort of friendship came from a girl that had cast a spell against the whole school a week ago? 

 

What did it say about her that she was going to accept it?

 

“Okay.” Rachel said and Tina gave her a blinding smile that was at odds with her usual outfit choices and led them out of the classroom towards the cafeteria. 

 

They managed to make it into the cafferia mostly unnoticed and went to grab their food before they went and sat down at a table close to the door and away from most of the crowd of hungry students. 

 

“Hey.” Quinn slid into a chair at the table with Tina and Rachel in her Cheerio uniform. They went from unnoticed to noticed with just that one word from Quinn. Quinn paid no heed to the school's reaction or to the presence of Tina at the table and instead turned to Rachel and spoke “So what did Ms Holliday say?”

 

Rachel, taken aback by Quinn's directness and the sudden spotlight on their table, blinked in surprise. "Huh?" she stammered, momentarily caught off guard.

 

"Oh, come on, Berry," Quinn pressed on, her tone laced with a touch of exasperation. "We both know you didn't go to second period and instead went to Ms. Holliday, so just tell me - what did she say?"

 

Rachel hesitated for a moment, her thoughts racing, before deciding to share her conclusions. "She said it could be a demon, but it could also just be a psychotic human," she began, her voice steady. A pause hung in the air before she continued, her tone resolute. "But, honestly, I am not buying that. While, yes, I understand that humanity possesses the innate ability to do harm, I just cannot believe that this attack was the work of a mere human."

 

As Rachel spoke, her words carried a mixture of frustration and conviction. She continued, "Lima is a Hellmouth, and come to think of it, that might finally explain why it is filled with so many losers and is such a dead-end town. Regardless, supernatural activity is at its peak here, and I overheard the police officers talking about how clean of a crime scene it is. We all know that nobody in this place could do that. Therefore, it stands to reason that, yes, this is a demon. Although, what demon..." Rachel trailed off, lost in thought.

 

Quinn, undisturbed by the grim topic, started speaking as soon as Rachel had finished, her expression serious as she offered her perspective.

 

“Demons are pure evil,” she said, folding her arms against her chest. “And anyone or anything that could do that to Emily has to be - ”

 

A thunderous sound cracked across the cafeteria as someone slammed both hands onto the table in front of Quinn.

 

THUD.

 

The table shuddered under the force.

 

A junior football player towered above them, his jaw tight, his eyes blazing with accusation. Quinn’s shoulders stiffened, but she didn’t move, her gaze slowly lifting to meet his.

 

“You killed her,” the boy growled, his voice hot and shaking with rage.

 

Quinn arched an eyebrow, her tone unnervingly level when she replied, “Pardon?”

 

“You killed her,” he repeated, louder this time, jabbing a finger toward Quinn’s face. His other hand remained clenched around the edge of the table, white-knuckled and trembling with fury. “I saw her this morning. She was fine. And then she goes to the locker room and the next thing I hear, you and Glee-och over here are saying she’s dead. Only wait,” he spat the words, eyes narrowing, “there are no witnesses.”

 

Rachel blinked. She knew him. His voice and stature were familiar. She’d had a few slushies thrown at her by this one. Anthony? Aaron? Something with an A.

 

“Alex,” Quinn said, coolly interrupting him mid-rant.

 

Ah, yes. Alex. That was it.

 

He responded with another slam of his hand against the table.

 

THUD.

 

“NO,” he shouted, leaning closer, the vein in his neck pulsing visibly. “You don’t get to talk.”

 

Outwardly, Quinn looked calm. Steady. Unbothered. But Rachel noticed the small things - the way her fingers were clenching around her fork, tendons tight and knuckles pale against the metal.

 

“I want you to pay,” Alex hissed.

 

That was it. 

 

Rachel pushed her chair back and stood, slow and deliberate. The scrape of the legs against the floor drew the boy’s attention. He turned to face her, as if finally realizing she was more than just a side character in his accusation.

 

“You need to stop, Alex,” Rachel said, her voice low but firm.

 

He sneered. “Yeah? Or what?”

 

She walked toward him, step by step, gathering every scrap of confidence she had left. Inside, her pulse thudded loud and anxious, but she held her chin high.

 

“I will make you,” she said, drawing herself up to her full height. “And I can assure you, Alexander, that is not something you would wish to experience. Walk away.”

 

They locked eyes. Rachel’s stare was unwavering. Out of the corner of her eye, she watched as his grip on the table loosened. His lips curled in a scoff.

 

“I’m not scared of you,” he muttered, but his voice was quieter now, uncertain. “And I’m not going to let this … this bitch - ”

 

He spun back toward Quinn, lifting his hand again, waving it close to her face. Quinn flinched. It was quick, almost imperceptible, but it was there.

 

Rachel moved. Fast. Her fist slammed into his chest, right over the sternum.

 

The hit wasn’t elegant, but it was effective. Alex stumbled back a step, caught off guard, his breath hitching in a strangled cough. His hand flew to his chest, eyes wide with shock and something else. Fear.

 

“I’ll say it again,” Rachel said, voice steady and clear. “Walk away and leave us alone.”

 

He stared at her for another beat, coughing again, hand rubbing the spot she’d hit. Then, finally, he nodded - barely - and turned, muttering under his breath as he backed off toward the far end of the cafeteria.

 

Rachel stood there until he disappeared into the crowd.

 

Then she turned around, walked back to the table, and dropped back into her seat with a long exhale.

 

She sat still for a moment. Then she inhaled slowly, exhaled again. Twice more. Letting the adrenaline bleed out of her system.

 

When she looked up, she found both Quinn and Tina staring at her in silence. Rachel blinked.

 

“What?” she asked, a little too sharp, voice frayed by exhaustion. She winced. It had been a long day and it was still only lunchtime.

 

Quinn hesitated before answering. “Thank you. For doing that.”

 

Rachel bit her bottom lip, unsure how to respond. The praise caught her off guard. She dropped her gaze to the tabletop.

 

“It’s…” she started, then cleared her throat. “It’s quite alright, Quinn.”

 

She paused, gathering herself, then looked up again with a little more strength in her voice.

 

“The way he was speaking to you, it was rude and simply unacceptable. He thinks just because he’s some big, blustering jock, or whatever boys fancy themselves to be these days, that he can intimidate anyone he wants. That he can just smack around those he doesn’t like without caution or consequence. And that,” she said firmly, “is despicable.”

 

Quinn opened her mouth, looking like she might argue, but Rachel pushed forward, her voice gaining conviction with every word.

 

“I was not going to let him get away with that. Even if our classmates, unsurprisingly, looked the other way.”

 

She turned toward Quinn and gave her a bright, dazzling smile. “Now, before that rather rude interruption, we were talking about the unfortunate situation that we stumbled into this morning,” Rachel said, smoothing her hair as if to press the moment back into order. “You were saying, Quinn?”

 

“I was just thinking that based on the circumstances it has to be a demon and therefore there must be something we can do?” 

 

Rachel shrugged. “Honestly I am not sure what we can really do. Trust me, I want to solve this. I am outraged, appalled and frankly disgusted, however, Ms Holliday made it clear that unless something else occurs there is not much we can do.” Rachel let out a sigh.  “I suppose I can get you some of Ms Holliday’s books that are in Latin?” She looked at Quinn who gave her a nod, “and I can keep going through the book that she gave me but unless we find out more there is not a lot we can do. We don’t have a lot to go off.”

 

“Then we find more to go off.” Quinn’s tone of voice didn’t leave any room for argument.

 

“Anything we find is going to have to be out of those books unless whoever or whatever it is strikes again.” 

 

Quinn didn’t seem deterred by what she said and instead just nodded and smiled at her.

 

Tina spoke up, “What about me?” Rachel turned her head in Tina’s direction “I want to help. Give me one of those books.” 

 

Rachel harbored some reservations about letting Tina assist, a fleeting image of a swooping bird flashing through her mind. She hesitated for a moment before responding, "Um..."

 

Tina sensed Rachel's hesitation and quickly added, "Look, I know that in the whole 'you being the Slayer' thing, we didn't get off on the right foot since I cast that spell, and you had to hunt me down to stop me. But I assure you, I have no negative intentions. I just want to help."

 

Tina fell silent, her gaze fixed on Rachel, waiting for her response.  When one didn’t come fast enough Tina continued.

 

“Look Rachel you know me and maybe we aren’t friends but you know me. You have to know that last week was out of character for me. Let me help please?” 

 

Tina was right Rachel did know Tina. They had been going to school together since they both started school and while they did not have many interactions being at the same place as someone that many days and weeks and years means that you start to get a feel for who a person is regardless of their personal treatment of you. 

 

And Tina’s treatment of Rachel had been indifferent rather than the outward cruelty of much of their peers and she had attempted to undo the spell the minute she realised it had turned out in an unintended manner.

 

"Latin or English?" Rachel finally relented, her voice holding a note of acceptance.

 

"English," Tina replied with a hint of self-deprecating humor. "I can speak Latin when it comes to doing spells, but other than that, I'm about as good with Latin as Mr. Schue is with Spanish." 

 

An unexpected chuckle escaped her lips, and she heard a similar one from Quinn. She exchanged a brief smile with Quinn before she rose from her seat at the table.

 

"I will go grab some books from Ms. Holliday before fourth period, and I will pass them to you two in Glee." 

 


 

Rachel walked into Glee club that afternoon bracing herself for the club's reaction to not being there on Friday however it seemed like that was behind them now as all the club cared about when they arrived were the events that had occurred that morning and over lunch. She had made a detour to her locker to grab the books for Tina and Quinn so she wasn’t the first one to arrive so when she walked into Glee most of the focus was on Quinn who was sitting in her usual chair at the back. They were pestering her with questions about what she had seen and what had happened.

 

“Enough leave Tubbers alone.” Rachel was thankful for a second at Quinn getting a breather before Santana continued, “Man Hands just walked in, see if you can annoy her to death which would be a favour to us all.” 

 

All the manic attention switched from Quinn to Rachel in a second. 

 

Kurt opened his mouth to start talking but luckily at that exact moment Mr Shuester walked in. 

 

Rachel had two thoughts, firstly for the first time she was thankful for Mr Shuester for saving her unintentional or not and the second being how had she managed to be almost as late as Mr Shuester? She glanced at the clock. No, Mr Shuester was on time for the first time ever. 

 

What series of events had caused that?

 

“Hey guys,” Mr Shuester said while he walked in before looking around the room smiling and walking to the whiteboard and writing ‘sectionals’ “normally I would assign a topic to help you guys deal with what occurred this morning but sectionals is this Saturday so it’s time to knuckle down and get ready.” 

 

Now wasn’t the time. The time was a couple of weeks ago but no one ever listened to her did they?

 

“However, if at any time one of you needs to talk or sing about what happened the floor is yours.” He gestured uselessly at the space next to him and waited for the club's acknowledgment. Once he received mostly grunts and okay’s he walked over to the whiteboard and continued “So for sectionals I thought it would be a great idea to draw on those who might not normally get a solo to bring their strengths to-” 

 

Rachel started to stand up and thought better of it and instead just started to speak instead. “Mr Shuester I must ask if you have completely thought-”

 

“Rachel! Be quiet. You have to learn to be a team player.”

 

“Mr Shuester-”

 

“Rachel no!” 

 

Rachel huffed but this time she listened and crossed her arms and allowed him to continue talking. 

 

“As I was saying. I would like to focus on those who may not normally have lead positions during our competitions.” Did Mr Shuester realise that included her? “So I have decided that the solo will go to Kurt, the duet will be Santana and Finn and then we’ll do a group number. How does that sound?” 

 

He was really throwing out who would be singing before figuring out what would be sung? What if the chosen song doesn’t fit the chosen singer? Rachel sighed like Mr Shuester had any idea about vocal ranges and who best fit them. 

 

“Okay so I want you guys to spend the rest of this practise figuring out what songs you think we should sing and then next practise we’ll start practising.” The glee club broke into excited chatter amongst themselves and Rachel started going through a mental list of songs that she knew fit Kurt’s range and would lend themselves well to the show choir scene.

 

She saw Quinn stand up from where she had been sitting at the back and assumed she was heading over to speak to Santana but instead was surprised that she walked over to Rachel and sat down next to her instead. She saw Finn’s head spin around from where he had been talking with Kurt to look at them. The expression on his face was like that of someone who smelled sour milk before he turned back to his conversation with Kurt. 

 

“Hey.” Quinn said once she had positioned herself comfortably on the seat.

 

“What are you doing?” Rachel said, turning to look at Quinn.

 

“What does it look like? Mr Shuester told us to talk about song choices. I assumed you were the best one to come to, are you telling me I am wrong?”

 

“No I just, nevermind. What were you thinking?” 

 

Quinn took a second to respond as she seemingly considered what to say. When she did speak it was hesitant and unsure. “It would be nice to have a theme and have all the songs fit into that?”

 

"That is a remarkable idea, Quinn," Rachel exclaimed, her enthusiasm evident. She couldn't help but feel invigorated by Quinn's suggestion. "I have often also thought that, rather than having three separate songs, having songs that intertwine and tell a story would be a way to set ourselves apart from the crowd. Vocal Adrenaline at Regionals last year did one song, 'Bohemian Rhapsody,' in such a manner that it covered all the required fields. It was a remarkable performance, and while I do believe that we have the talent to surpass Vocal Adrenaline should we face them again, we simply are not putting up the caliber of performances that we should be to face them and win. So, yes, your idea is a sound one, as it is one that I have also had many times, but it would be foolish to expect Mr. Schuester to listen to me."

 

She paused, allowing her words to hang in the air for a moment. Then, with a thoughtful expression, she continued, "However, if you were to suggest it, he might actually listen." 

 

Rachel knew that Quinn's influence could be more persuasive in these matters, and she looked at her hopefully, waiting for a response.

 

Quinn shook her head “It’s too late now. He’s not going to take something like this onboard right now.” At Rachel's disappointed look she added,  “maybe for Regionals though.”

 

Rachel wanted to push her into taking the idea to Mr Shuester because she knew if Quinn bought it to him he might at least consider it rather than just brush it off straight away. But she didn’t feel comfortable enough with Quinn to try to push her into doing it after she had already declined so instead she just nodded and continued on.

 

“So for the solo I was thinking that it should be something that fits into Kurt’s vocal range but also helps us stand out. Preferably something new. I know Mr Shuester likes to pull on the nostalgia vote but that’s not going to work everytime.” 

 

Quinn nodded and they continued on like that until Mr Shuester clapped his hands.

 

“Okay guys,” he picked up a notepad from the piano and then dropped it back down “if you have any good ideas come and write them down here and I’ll look over them otherwise I’ll see you guys tomorrow.”  

 

As everyone started packing up Tina stood up from where she had been sitting with Kurt and Mercedees to walk over to them and sat down in the chair next to Quinn.

 

“Did you get the books Rachel?”

 

“I did,” Rachel said, nodding. “I procured them from Ms Holliday and I got a rather impressive lecture about involving you in this but at the end of it she did give me some more books.” Rachel reached under her chair to pull out her bag before removing the books and passing them to their relevant persons. “And she also reminded me about the usefulness of the internet. Though I must say that regarding the supernatural the internet has proven to be quite useless in my case.” 

 

“Did you get one about me?” 

 

Rachel glanced down at her hands and then at Quinn’s. She had just given her the book hadn’t she? She confirmed that yes she hadn’t just imagined it. She admitted that she was prone to the realistic daydream but she had given Quinn her book. Although Quinns words didn’t really make sense in the context of the books either.

 

“Huh?”

 

“A lecture?” Quinn replied.

 

Oh that did make more sense.

 

“No, Ms Holliday has accepted that you are involved now. Though how and why you are involved still confuses me.” 

 

Rachel looked at Quinn hoping for a response but instead all she got was a shrug as Quinn stood up to leave. Quinn gave them a wave and walked over to where Santana was waiting for Quinn by the door.

 

“What did Rupaul give-” 

 

Rachel turned to speak to Tina as Santana’s and Quinn’s conversation left the choir room.  

 

“Are you sure you wish to get involved in this whole,” Rachel hesitated for a second “mess.” She vaguely gesticulated with her hands and looked at Tina expecting that Tina would be reconsidering her choice.

 

“I’m sure Rachel.” 

 

Rachel nodded. She wasn’t sure how serious Tina was or how good of an idea it was to let her get involved. Ms Holliday while accepting of Quinn now was less of Tina based on her previous unscrupulous behaviour. Rachel didn’t make decisions purely on what authority figures told her so she decided to just go with it for now and reevaluate later. Plus it would be nice to have a friend. 

 

Really nice to have a friend. 

 

“Okay,” she smiled at Tina before she stood up, grabbing her bag and preparing to leave.

 First though she walked over to the notebook Mr Shue had placed on the piano and wrote down her suggestions. While she knew Mr Shue would never accept her suggestions she at least wanted to be able to say that she had suggested something. 

“Goodbye Tina I will see you tomorrow,” she shot Tina a smile before turning out walking out of Glee and heard Tina return her goodbye. 

 


 

Rachel was in her room preparing to head out on patrol when there was a knock on her front door. Since her fathers weren’t home she ran down the stairs, taking care not to fall, to open the door. She looked through the peephole first, she didn’t want to be hit in the face with an egg again. That had happened before and the person had run away screeming homophobic slurs. 

 

So now she looked through the peephole first. 

 

Quinn. 

 

What was Quinn doing here? 

 

She opened up the door reasonably confident that she wasn’t going to be attacked by anything although Quinn's presence on her doorstep was a mystery.

 

“Quinn?” 

 

"I read through those books you gave me-" Quinn's words hung in the air, pregnant with urgency.

 

Rachel, unable to contain her curiosity, interrupted her mid-sentence, "Already?"

 

“Yes. There are three demons so far that it could be," Quinn replied, her eyes focused and intense.

 

“I was about to go on patrol Quinn.” Rachel said slowly. 

 

“Patrol?” Quinn looked genuinely puzzled. 

 

Rachel made a stabbing gesture at Quinn but Quinn still looked confused.

 

"In order for me to be proficient in my task of killing vampires, I need to go out at night and find vampires in order to kill them."

 

Quinn processed this information for a moment before a subtle understanding dawned on her. "Oh," she paused briefly, "I'll come with you."

 

"What?" Rachel, usually quick with words, found herself caught off guard. 

 

Quinn's unexpected presence and the determination in her voice, while characteristic of the head cheerleader, felt uncharacteristic when leveled at her, which  left Rachel feeling disoriented.

 

“Yeah, Berry, show off your slayer skills,” Quinn added with a smirk that quickly faded back into her usual neutral expression.

 

Rachel hesitated, concern furrowing her brow. "It is dangerous. They try to kill you."

 

"I figured since they are vampires," Quinn retorted.

 

Rachel, unsure how to dissuade Quinn, released a heavy sigh and opened the front door wide, silently inviting Quinn to step inside.

 

“I was still in the process of getting ready,” she paused, thinking, “I should probably give you a stake.” 

 

Quinn walked into her house and glanced around curiously. “Are your Dads home?” Quinn asked, eyes still scanning Rachel’s entry.

 

“They're on a business trip. My room is upstairs” She gestured in the direction of the stairs and then started walking. 

 

She glanced behind her to see if Quinn was following and once she confirmed that she was she walked toward her room without looking back or hesitating.

 

“So what was it you were saying about a Stake?”

 

“It is what you use to kill a vampire,” Rachel reached the door to her room and opened it and waited for Quinn to enter before continuing. “Although honestly there are four main ways to kill a vampire. A stake is just the easiest.”  

 

She shut the door behind Quinn and then observed Quinn’s face as she looked around Rachel's room. At the yellow walls and the broadway memorabilia and then her bed covered in everything she had pulled out in preparation for her patrol. Stakes, crosses and holy water. 

 

“Interesting room Berry.” 

 

Rachel walked over to her bed and picked up one of the stakes that was lying on it and turned around to pass it to Quinn. Before she did though she mimicked a stabbing gesture again.

 

“You just sort of ,” she gestured again, “stab them in the heart and then they explode into ash.” 

 

“Oh?”

 

“It has to be the heart though or they get angry and they very much do not explode.” Rachel hesitated “Just let me kill them. That can be your backup if something goes wrong. Last line of defense and all that.” 

 

"What are the other ways to kill a vampire? You said there were four, right?" Quinn inquired, her curiosity cutting through the air as Rachel gathered her supplies.

 

Rachel, methodically preparing for the night's hunt, responded while organizing stakes and sharp wooden objects. "There’s stakes or any sharp wooden object that you just stab them in the heart with, or you can chop their head off."

 

As Rachel placed the stakes in her back pockets, one remained in her hand. "Which I have not done yet, but it sounds incredibly gross, so I am rather quite thankful that I have not yet needed to do so. Or there’s Holy Water, but that only works if they ingest it; otherwise, it just burns them."

 

The mention of Holy Water prompted Rachel to reach for a container, placing it carefully in her front pocket to avoid accidental breakage. "Finally, there's fire. You can literally burn them to kill them. So you can see why I stick with the stake." She made a vague stabbing gesture before securing her cross necklace around her neck and picking up her stake.

 

“Got everything?” Quinn's voice dripped with sarcasm, but Rachel, focused on the gravity of their task, let it slide. 

 

Responding with utmost seriousness, she said, "I do now. Thank you for asking. So, we are good to leave now. Are you sure that you wish to accompany me?"

 

Quinn offered no verbal reply, instead walking out of Rachel's bedroom with an expectant look that silently urged Rachel to follow. Rachel, flipping off lights as they passed through the dimly lit corridor, trailed behind Quinn until they reached the front door.

 

Opening the door, Quinn spoke again, her tone casual, "Where to, Berry?"

 

“I normally start at graveyard number one and then make my way through them,” Rachel replied.

 

Quinn nodded and they started walking. 

 

They walked peacefully in silence Rachel keeping an eye out for any stray vampires before the quiet started driving her nuts. Rachel was never one for companionable silence. Why be silent when you could talk or if that wasn’t an option to sing or hum. In this case it was the latter two that weren’t options though so instead Rachel started speaking before she even knew where her words were going to end up.

 

“So Quinn, what have you been getting up to this afternoon? Oh, wait... wait... you mentioned that when you rather unexpectedly showed up at my house - how did you even know my address - that you had found some potential demons in those books? You read incredibly fast Quinn.” 

 

Quinn let out a soft laugh. “Did you even breathe?” Quinn looked at Rachel for a second before turning back to the front to see where she was walking “Those books mentioned a species of demons that feast on human organs so that is one option,” Rachel nodded not that Quinn could see her “another is a species of demons that build themselves human bodies out of human organs. Each of those species have subspecies so unless we find out more information we won’t be able to know exactly which one of those it is, if it even is one of those.” 

 

Arriving at the first graveyard, Rachel walked past the locked gate to a spot where she had disconnected the fence. With practiced ease, she opened it, motioning for Quinn to follow.

 

“That is what Ms Holliday said. Without any more information we are finding ourselves at a bit of an impasse.” 

 

After both had walked through the gap in the fence, Rachel shut it behind them and continued in her usual direction. Quinn stumbled momentarily but quickly regained her footing and followed suit.

 

“Don’t you have a flashlight Berry?”

 

“A flashlight would be a beacon for all the vampires to come running. It is okay Quinn, your eyes will adjust pretty quickly” She hesitated before holding out her hand to Quinn. “You, you can hold my hand? To help you. Until your eyes adjust?” She stumbled over her words but luckily Quinn didn’t respond and instead just reached out and grabbed her hand. 

 

They walked together in the darkness for a while before Quinn broke the silence. “Is this what you do every night? Just walk around looking for vampires?” Quinn's inquiry cut through the darkness, her voice breaking the silence that enveloped them.

 

Rachel nodded, forgetting for a moment that Quinn's eyes probably hadn't adjusted yet to the dim surroundings, given her lesser familiarity with the nightly routine.

 

“Pretty much.”

 

“Doesn’t it get boring?”

 

“When I first started, I used to practice my singing for my Myspace video, but then I was informed that maybe that was not the most intelligent choice on my part. So now I just walk around with my thoughts. It can be quite peaceful, actually.”

 

“Must be the only time of the day you're quiet,” Quinn's words, surprisingly lacking bite, carried an unexpected tone of affection.

 

“That is true.”

 

“Tell me something, Berry-" Quinn began, her voice tinged with curiosity, but Rachel's hand shot out to halt Quinn's words as a silhouette appeared by a grave in the distance.

 

Quinn quickly caught on, falling silent, her posture subtly tensing. Rachel sensed Quinn's grip on her stake tightening ever so slightly in preparation. The atmosphere shifted, the stillness of the graveyard echoing with an unspoken anticipation as they both focused on the potential threat ahead.

 

Releasing her hold on Quinn's hand, Rachel was keenly aware of her need to see the coming confrontation clearly, requiring both hands free to face a potential vampire. Leaning closer to Quinn, she whispered into her ear, "Get behind me, and when I tell you to, stop walking and let me deal with it."

 

Quinn opened her mouth to respond, but Rachel shook her head, prompting a nod of agreement from Quinn instead.

 

Once satisfied that Quinn had complied and was safely positioned behind her, Rachel cautiously approached the silhouette by the grave, closing the distance. As she got within a few grave plots of the figure, she could discern enough details to confirm her suspicions – it was a vampire. The vampire stood by the grave in old-fashioned attire, stained with blood, like he was waiting for something.

 

Rachel extended her hand behind her as a signal for Quinn to halt. She continued forward until she was within touching distance of the vampire. With her stake securely in hand, Rachel took a deep breath before addressing him.

 

"Excuse me, sir," she said, causing the vampire to spin around in startled surprise. 

 

Rachel seized the opportunity and, drawing upon all her Slayer strength, swiftly drove the stake into his heart before he could react. His face displayed shock before he disintegrated into ash.

 

With a triumphant grin, Rachel turned around to face Quinn. It had been one of her more efficient slayings, and Quinn had been a witness to it. Quinn surprised her with a genuine smile, not one of the fake ones she often displayed at school. Rachel assumed they were alike in that respect, with more fake smiles than genuine ones.

 

Quinn moved forward, as if expecting to continue walking, but Rachel instead stepped closer to the grave, examining the dates inscribed on it – "Mark Kent, RIP, 20 April 1972 - 18 November 2010," that was just the other day.

 

"Quinn, wait," Rachel said. Quinn looked at her questioningly but remained silent. "The vampire, he was waiting, and this grave is recent. A vampire is going to come out of here soon. We have to wait."

 

Quinn returned to where Rachel was standing, and once again, she smiled. 

 

"Before the vampire," Rachel gestured vaguely, "you wanted to ask me something?" 

 

She moved over to the side of the grave and leaned against it. Quinn followed suit, leaning against the back of it, and they ended up side by side.

 

"I was just wondering how you feel about this whole Slayer thing," Quinn inquired, her voice hesitant. 

 

Rachel paused, carefully considering her response before she began to speak. “At first I was upset, I did not really believe Ms Holliday when she told me. It was only killing a vampire that made me believe it. I still did not accept it though, that only happened when,” Rachel hesitated, she didn’t want to say too much, “when someone could have died because I was too stubborn to accept the truth and train. Now while I still do not understand why I was chosen, I have accepted it and I will admit that I do enjoy the adrenaline of a good slay.” She shot Quinn a small smile.

 

“I know why you were chosen.” 

 

Rachel jerked her head in Quinn’s direction. How?

 

“You do?”

 

“You said the Slayer is a mystic chosen one sort of figure right?” Quinn queried.

 

“Yes.”

 

“Your heart Rachel, you have the biggest heart of anyone I’ve ever met. That’s why they choose you,” Quinn shrugged. “Or at least that’s my opinion.” 

 

Rachel was confused. Quinn was a bundle of seeming contradictions and while Rachel would admit that that was part of what drew her to the blonde, this time though, she was confused. It was one thing for Quinn to randomly decide to help her but another to stand and compliment her in the dark after two years of doing the opposite. 

 

“I do not understand-” Rachel started before noticing that the dirt by the freshly dug grave was starting to move. She moved from where she was leaning against the grave to go stand in front of it so she could be in a perfect slaying position when he emerged. Quinn had looked like she was about to respond before Rachel had moved. But understanding what was occuring she didn’t speak but instead she stood up from where she had been leaning behind the grave.

 

“Get behind me again.”  Rachel ordered. 

 

Quinn rolled her eyes but otherwise listened to what Rachel said and moved behind Rachel. 

A hand emerged from the grave and started moving around and she felt herself shudder involuntarily and she heard Quinn give a gagging sound behind her. 

 

It was just something about the sight of a dirty hand reaching out from the ground and grabbing around that was confronting and upsetting. A second hand joined the first one and this time they got a firm grip on the ground so more of the vampire started emerging.

 

Once the vampire had pulled himself out of the grave and started to look around Rachel spoke.  

 

“Hi Mark,” She pushed the stake into his heart and watched as he exploded into ash. “Bye Mark,” 

 

Quinn let out a soft giggle behind her. 

 

She turned around to look at Quinn and then gestured further into the graveyard.  “We can keep walking now.” Quinn nodded and they started to walk. She couldn’t get what Quinn had said out of her head. “I am confused.” 

 

Quinn let out a soft sigh and spoke without looking at Rachel. “You are amazing Rachel. Truly. If I were going to pick one great saviour of the human race I would pick you.” Quinn paused as if gathering her thoughts. “On top of your heart which is so big, your determination is just… Your determination is what will get you out of this town and it is what makes you a perfect slayer.” Quinn stopped walking suddenly though and spun around to look Rachel dead in the eyes, “you shouldn’t be though. Not because you can’t do the job but because you deserve better than a job in which it seems you are destined to die. You are going to get out of this town and it’s not going to be in a coffin.” 

 

Rachel didn’t know how to respond. So she just started walking again and Quinn followed.

 

“You hate me,” Rachel couldn’t help it out of all the thoughts echoing through her head that was the loudest one.

 

Quinn reached out and tugged on Rachel’s hand and spun her around to face her.

 

“I don’t Rachel. I never have” Quinn said earnestly.

 

“But-” Rachel started but was interrupted by Quinn.

 

“- I know, I know how I treated you and I know this isn’t going to make it up to you at all but it was never about you. It was about me.” Quinn took a deep breath but continued staring Rachel dead in her eyes. “I am so sorry for how I treated you Rachel.” 

 

“Where is this coming from?” Rachel asked, trying to duck her head away from Quinns piercing stare but Quinn reached out and gently lifted Rachels head back up before dropping her hand back down.

 

“You saved my life and I realised that I wouldn’t have blamed you if you hadn’t.”

 

“That was weeks ago.” Rachel said without thinking.

 

“I’m stubborn Berry, you know that. It took a while for my head to catch up to my heart but I need you to know that I am truly sorry.” 

 

Rachel wasn’t sure how to respond so she just nodded. She wanted to ask why but she wasn’t confident enough to do that. So she just started walking again instead. 

 

They were quiet for a while before Quinn spoke again “You’ve offered this in the past and I didn’t accept it but if the offer is still out there I would very much like to be your friend.” 

 

“The offer is still out there Quinn,” she turned to Quinn and gave her a blinding smile before she turned back and kept walking. They walked in silence again for a couple of meters before they reached the end of the graveyard. Rachel opened another one of her secret entrances and they walked out. Rachel started to walk in the direction of graveyard number two but Quinn got her attention.

 

“Rachel,” she stopped walking and turned around to face Quinn. That was all Quinn needed as she continued speaking. “I should go. I told Santana I was going to yours when she asked me where I was going and she was pretty upset so I should go do damage control in case she trashed my room.”

 

“She would do that?” Rachel didn’t know why she was surprised it was Santana after all.

 

“Not usually, she’s been so nice since letting me come live with them after Beth-”


“-Santana nice?” It shot out of her unintentionally but she couldn’t find it in herself to regret the words.

 

“She’s different when she’s not at school or if you are someone she trusts.” Quinn took a deep breath and then continued as if she hadn’t previously been interrupted. “She’s been nice, so normally I wouldn’t think that she’d trash my room but she’s been in a weird mood lately and she was angry at the fact that I have been hanging out with you these last couple of days,” Quinn shrugged. “So I should go.” 

 

Rachel nodded “That is quite understandable Quinn, it is completely reasonable for you to wish to ensure that your personal property has not been vandalised especially considering that they are all that you have since your parents,” Rachel inadvertently made a face as she thought of Russell Fabray and then she thought about how his wife just stood by while it happened and she made a face about that as well, “since they treated you so horrendously.”

 

Quinn smiled at Rachel “I’ll see you tomorrow?”

 

“Tomorrow,”  Rachel started to walk away in the direction of graveyard number two once more but Quinn yelled out for her again. When she turned back around Quinn offered her the stake back. “Keep it.” 

 

That time as she walked away she wasn’t called back.

 

The next morning when Rachel walked into McKinley after training she was not met by a Slushy but instead by Tina. It seemed like Tina was intent on making her believe that last week was uncharacteristic of her and that instead she could be useful and be a friend to Rachel. 

 

“I read those books,” Tina said without a greeting, stepping quickly into Rachel’s walking path. “And I found two potential species it could be.”

 

Rachel paused halfway to her locker, surprised by the ambush. Tina hadn’t even said hello. Probably trying to get the words out before Rachel could brush her off. Not that Rachel was planning to, but she could understand why Tina might think she would.

 

Rachel narrowed her eyes, her mind still foggy with exhaustion. “Let me guess. One species feasts on human organs, and the other builds a body out of human organs?”

 

Tina blinked, taken aback. “Well… yes.”

 

A reluctant smile tugged at Rachel’s lips. “Quinn mentioned those to me last night. Turns out, they are the same ones I came across in my own book. So at least we are all on the same page. Unfortunately, the lore does not distinguish them clearly enough to tell which one we are actually facing, and that puts us at a bit of a disadvantage.”

 

“You saw Quinn last night?” Tina asked, and this time her voice held something softer. Something cautious.

 

Rachel looked away, pretending to focus on the lock as she spun the dial. She could feel Tina watching her closely.

 

“She came by to share what she had found,” Rachel answered, her tone clipped.

 

The locker popped open with a soft metallic clank, but Rachel didn’t reach for her books. She turned back to Tina instead.

 

“Did you tell Ms. Holliday what you found?” Tina asked. There was hesitation in her voice, like she wasn’t sure if she was overstepping.

 

Rachel nodded, letting out a quiet sigh. “I spoke to her this morning during training. She told me it is nothing new. We still do not have enough to act on. We are stuck.”

 

With that, she turned back to her locker, pulling out the textbooks she needed. She assumed the conversation was over and Tina would walk away.

 

Instead, Tina said, “So… what do you think we should sing for the group number at Sectionals? I know Mr. Shuester already made his choices, but if you could choose - what would it be?”

 

Rachel blinked, caught off guard. She shut her locker door slowly and turned to face Tina.

 

“Um…” She hesitated, gauging the sincerity in Tina’s expression. Finding only curiosity, she continued, “There is a Frank Turner song called ‘I Still Believe.’ Have you heard it?”

 

Tina shook her head.

 

“In it, he sings about the power of rock and roll to change the world,” Rachel explained, her voice taking on a soft passion. “But I interpret it more broadly. I think he means music in general. Music has this strange, beautiful way of shaping people, of reaching into the soul. I think that would be a powerful group number. A way to close with something meaningful.”

 

They started walking down the hallway together. Rachel noticed Tina hadn’t responded yet and glanced at her.

 

“What?” she asked. “Are you surprised it is not Broadway? I do like other music too, you know. I weill admit, I often find Broadway vastly superior, but that does not mean I do not appreciate other genres. I love all kinds of music.”

 

“No,” Tina said quickly, shaking her head. “It’s not that. It’s just…” She paused, biting her lip. “Listening to you now - how passionate you are about music and Glee Club - I don’t understand how we never listened to you.”

 

Rachel didn’t know what to say to that. The weight of those words pressed into her chest. She merely shrugged as they walked into homeroom, slipping into her seat without a reply. Tina sat next to her, and their conversation died there as the teacher entered and began taking attendance.

 

The rest of the day unfolded with a strange sense of normalcy. Rachel went to class. She spent her lunch break in the choir room, alone, catching up on vocal warm-ups and practicing scales she’d neglected during nights spent patrolling. Tina kept showing up - walking with her to classes they shared, waiting for her by her locker. Rachel didn’t say anything about it, but something inside her softened each time Tina hovered near.

 

When their last class ended, Tina reappeared again, falling into step beside her as they made their way to the choir room. Rachel retrieved her bag in silence, and together they entered Glee.

 

Instead of taking her usual seat, Tina dropped down beside Rachel without comment. Rachel didn’t bother with her warm-ups. It felt too vulnerable with someone sitting that close, especially someone she wasn’t used to opening up to. Besides, she doubted today’s rehearsal would require her voice.

 

Quinn walked in a moment later, flanked by Santana and Brittany. She gave Rachel a small, fleeting smile as she passed, but didn’t stop or say anything. The others filed in soon after, chatting idly. Rachel kept mostly to herself, only speaking when directly addressed.

 

Then Mr. Shuester clapped his hands together and took center stage. “Okay, guys, time to get serious.”

 

The room quieted.

 

“For Sectionals,” he continued, “the setlist will be ‘Faithfully’ as our duet, ‘I’ll Remember’ as the solo, and ‘Anyway You Want It’ as the group number.”

 

Rachel stared at him. None of those were songs the club had suggested yesterday. So what was the point of asking? They could have spent that entire rehearsal actually practicing instead of pretending their opinions mattered.

 

“Mr. Shuester, if I may- ” Rachel started, lifting her hand slightly.

 

Before she could finish, a voice cut across the room like a whip.

 

“You didn’t get a solo, and that should be enough of a sign that we don’t want to listen to you.” Santana’s voice was dripping with venom. “So sit there like a good mannequin, and be very still, and very quiet.”

 

Gasps rippled across the room. Rachel felt her face flush, but before she could find a retort, another voice rose - sharp and unexpected.

 

“Santana!” Quinn’s voice cracked through the tension. She stood from her seat, eyes hard.

 

Everyone turned in surprise, including Rachel. She stared at Quinn, heart skipping in her chest.

 

For a moment, no one moved. Then Quinn sat back down and Santana let out a scoff.

 

“What tubbers, just because you're friends with the troll now doesn’t mean that we all have to put up with her.” Santana hissed, turning to her side to look at Quinn where she sat. 

 

“Your friends with Rachel now?” Kurt turned around to look at Quinn in shock. Rachel braced herself for the rejection that never came.

 

“Yes.”

 

There were shocked exclamations throughout the choir room and Rachel forced herself to force the hurt down and instead worked to direct the conversation to sectionals. 


“Mr Shuester!” She projected her voice loudly so that it went over the din of shocked questions directed at Quinn and managed to catch their teacher's attention. “I must suggest that we start preparing for sectionals rather than get distracted by these nonsequential matters.'' 

 

Mr Shuester cleared his throat a couple of times to get everyone’s attention. “So before Rachel interrupted I was going to say that we should start with working on how to split the group song and blocking it and then if Santana and Finn could stay longer at the end we’ll work on the duet and tomorrow after glee Kurt, we can work on the solo.” He clapped his hands together, “then we’ll be all ready to crush it at sectionals on Saturday.”  

 

When Glee finished Quinn walked over to where Rachel was sitting. Tina had already left as soon as Mr Shuester had dismissed them. Santana, who was standing at the front with Mr Shuester and Finn gave Rachel a piercing glare when Quinn walked over to Rachel. Once Quinn reached Rachel Santana started making some gestures with her hands as if attempting to communicate with Quinn. 

 

Quinn however just kept her eyes fixed on Rachel until Santana had her attention pulled away from them by something Mr Shuester said. 

 

Once Santana was no longer staring at them Quinn spoke hesitantly. “Can I come on patrol with you again tonight?”

 

“Why?” While Rachel understood that Quinn had reached out and accepted her hand in friendship last night she didn’t completly understand how this was happening. 

 

Quinn seemed to consider her words carefully before she responded “I enjoyed last night.” She shrugged “and who knows I may even get to slay a vampire myself this time” 

 

“Slaying is incredibly dangerous.” Rachel replied dumbly.


“I’m not scared” Quinn jutted out her chin and stared Rachel dead in the eyes. “So what do you say? Can I come?” 

 

Rachel could see this going one of two ways. Firstly she said no and Quinn rescinded her offer of friendship or two she said yes and Ms Holliday yelled at her. 

 

She chose the option that would hurt her less.

 

“Sure. I leave my house at around 8 or 9pm when it’s dark and the vampires have had time to come out. So if you meet me at my house at 8 you may accompany me on my patrol. However, I will request that the same rules as last night still apply, namely that you allow me to take care of the vampires.” 

 

Quinn nodded. Rachel smiled at her and started to pack up but when she glanced up after zipping up her back pack as she placed it on her back she noticed that Quinn was still standing there. Still ignoring the looks Santana kept shooting at her. 

 

“Pardon me Quinn, but why are you still standing here?” 

 

“I was going to walk out with you.” Quinn said completely casually as if her words were completely expected and normal.

 

“Oh, okay…” She walked to the choir room door and was followed by Quinn. 

 

They walked all the way to the parking area before they had to split up for Quinn to go to cheerios parking and Rachel could go to the other non cheerio parking in companionable silence. 

 

“I’ll see you at 8 Berry,” Quinn turned and walked to the cheerio parking lot, tossing a half wave behind her as she went.

 


 

The morning of Sectionals dawned grey and heavy, a low blanket of clouds pressing down on Lima as Rachel approached the school. She was the first to arrive, her shoes echoing faintly against the pavement of the nearly deserted parking lot. The air still carried the sharp bite of winter’s edge, and she pulled her coat tighter around her shoulders as she waited for the bus.

 

A car pulled into the lot, and Rachel straightened as the doors opened. Out stepped Quinn, dressed immaculately as always, her blonde ponytail bouncing slightly with each step. Santana emerged after her, dragging her feet and scowling at the early hour.

 

Rachel didn’t have to guess why Santana was here so early. She was willing to bet it was because Quinn had insisted they leave on time. Santana didn’t strike her as the punctual type unless forced.

 

“Berry,” Quinn greeted with a warm smile as she walked over.

 

It hadn’t been long since Rachel had last seen her. Only a few hours, really. They had parted ways around midnight, after another late patrol. Quinn had been tagging along since Tuesday, insisting she could help even though Rachel hadn’t asked. 

 

Santana scoffed loudly from across the lot. “Of course the freak’s already here. We beat the damn bus, too.”

 

She didn’t move to join them. Instead, she leaned against the side of her car, arms crossed and eyes narrowed in irritation. Quinn ignored her completely and turned back to Rachel.

 

“Don’t mind her. She hasn’t had coffee yet.”

 

Rachel tilted her head slightly. “I have found that waking up at least an hour before departure offers a proper balance. It allows one enough time to get dressed, enjoy a peaceful breakfast, and, of course, consume caffeine before interacting with others. It lessens the chances of snapping at innocent bystanders.”

 

Santana let out another derisive scoff, but didn’t offer a reply.

 

Rachel and Quinn fell into light conversation, exchanging small, easy words as the rest of the club trickled in. Around the same time the yellow school bus pulled into the parking lot, the rest of their team began appearing, bundled in coats and carrying garment bags.

 

Once aboard, Rachel made her way down the aisle. She chose a window seat and, to her surprise, Quinn slid in beside her without hesitation. Santana paused mid-step, staring at the empty space next to her and Brittany with a look of pure disbelief.

 

“Why are you sitting with the troll?” Santana snapped, grabbing onto the back of the seat in front of Rachel and Quinn. “Fabray, come sit with us.”

 

Quinn didn’t blink. “We’re friends, Santana.”

 

“That’s what I don’t understand.” Santana's voice was rising, frustration bleeding through every word. “When school started, you were right there with the rest of us sane people who wanted nothing to do with her. Now suddenly you’re best buds? Sneaking around and hanging out with her at night?”

 

Rachel opened her mouth to respond, but was cut off by Kurt, who twisted in his seat to peer back at them.

 

“You hang out with her at night?” he asked, surprise flickering in his voice.

 

Quinn’s jaw tightened. Rachel could feel the tension radiating off her. She didn’t want this to escalate.

 

Rachel sat forward, lifting her voice before Quinn could retaliate. “Santana, while I understand your deep-seated discomfort with my existence, may I humbly suggest that we suspend our animosities until after Sectionals? We can go back to hating each other tomorrow, but today, we need to be united. A lack of cohesion could cost us the win.”

 

Santana rolled her eyes, muttering under her breath as she dropped into her seat beside Brittany. “We get along just fine. It’s you we don’t like.”

 

The rest of the ride passed in tense silence. The hum of the bus filled the void as conversations slowly sparked up again between seatmates. Rachel stared out the window for most of it, trying not to think too much about what lay ahead.

 

When the bus finally pulled into the venue’s lot, a flurry of motion broke out as students stood, reaching for bags and garment covers. Rachel rose more slowly, methodically gathering her things. She could already hear the rush of footsteps and excited chatter outside as the others spilled onto the pavement.

 

Once off the bus, she stood a little apart from the main crowd, Quinn and Tina flanking her. She didn’t mind being on the edge. It was quieter here.

 

Mr. Schuester appeared from the front of the building, clapping his hands together to get their attention. “Alright guys,” he said, sounding far too chipper for Rachel’s liking, “I spoke to the organizers and they’ve told me where to take you all. Follow me.”

 

The group followed him around the side of the building and in through a side entrance that led into a narrow corridor. 

 

They were led into a green room, bright with fluorescent lights and filled with folding chairs and mirrors. To either side were the rooms where their competitors waited. Rachel knew both teams by name from show choir message boards. Neither had ever placed at Sectionals, but she wasn’t foolish enough to count them out. A strong performance could always surprise you. Just like New Directions had the year before.

 

They began changing into their costumes. Simple black pants and black shirts, paired with bold, jewel-toned ties. It wasn’t the most dazzling ensemble Rachel had worn onstage, but it would serve.

 

Once dressed, Rachel slipped toward the door.

 

“Where are you going?” Quinn’s voice came in a low whisper behind her.

 

Rachel turned her head slightly and whispered back, “I’m going to observe our opposition. It never hurts to know what we’re up against.”

 

Quinn looked like she was about to follow, but Rachel quickly added, “Please, stay here. Someone needs to make sure the others don’t wander off or spill food on their costumes. And we go on in…” She checked the clock. “Twenty minutes.”

 

Rachel was being nice because last night during the patrol Quinn had confessed that performing still made her nervous, even after all this time. Rachel, while unable to fully empathize with that feeling, having not experienced stage fright ever in her life, knew the importance of ensuring that Quinn didn't get overwhelmed if their competition somehow exceeded expectations.

 

In response to Quinn's nod of agreement, Rachel quietly turned and slipped away, unnoticed by the rest of their team.

 

Their initial competitors, the 'Lima Lyricalists' from Lima's other public school, put forth a commendable effort, trying to pose a challenge. However, Rachel couldn't help but notice several moments of vocal imperfection, with leads going flat or off-pitch. It was evident to her that no fair judge would allow them to advance further. She nodded to herself, feeling confident in their chances, and returned to the green room where the New Directions were preparing for their performance.

 

As they reached the backstage area, Kurt stepped forward, the sole singer to emerge from behind the curtain, ready to deliver his solo. When the curtain rose, he began to sing. Once more, Rachel was struck by the recurring realization that the New Directions possessed immense potential, if only they'd commit to putting in genuine effort and vocal training. It pained her to see and hear their untapped potential and know that they'd never make the effort to reach their full potential, content with mediocre achievements without realising how good they could be. 

 

When Kurt concluded his performance and retreated from the stage, Finn and Santana stepped up. The rest of the New Directions fanned out behind them, executing a rather simplistic dance routine.

 

When Rachel used the term 'simple,' she meant it in the most straightforward sense. The choreography was so basic that she could have learned it by the end of her first year of dance classes at the age of four. The only consolation was that the Lima Lyricalists hadn't included any dances in their performance. However, when Finn began to sing, Rachel knew she had to prepare for the possibility of a lower score. Finn sounded as if he had barely practiced at all, except for that one session with Mr. Schuester on Wednesday. Rachel winced, hoping that maybe Finn's voice would sound better to the audience, especially those farther from the stage. In the meantime, she focused her attention on Santana, whose singing was notably more impressive.

 

She allowed her eyes to glance through the crowd to see if her dads were sitting at the seats she had purchased only to find two empty seats staring at her. She blinked a couple of times to stop any inadvertent tears from falling and refocused on the dancing and singing routine before starting with her backing vocals for the group number. 

 

When they left the stage and walked to the green room Rachel could see the tension coming off Sanatana in waves. The minute the door shut in the green room she exploded and stormed towards Finn.

 

“What was that?” She came to a stop an arms width away from Finn. “I didn’t know it was possible for you to sound worse than when we had sex but you live to surpass expectations, don't you Finnocence? Because you just did!” Santana reached out and uselessly shoved at Finn “You sounded worse than when we had sex!”

 

“Hey!” Finn rubbed at his shoulder as if Santana had actually hurt him with that shove. 

 

If Finn was about to say anything else though Rachel didn’t know as Santana’s words fully sunk into her.

 

“You and Finn had sex?” 

 

Finn reached up and ran his hand through his hair. “Last year when you and Jesse,” he muttered to Rachel while staring at the ground before drifting off and not finishing the sentence. 

 

Rachel didn’t need him to though, she knew what he was talking about. 

 

“So while you were pressuring me to have sex with you this summer you were lying to me having already partaken in intercourse with Santana?” 

 

Her voice, laced with a simmering anger, quivered with the profound hurt and a sense of betrayal that churned relentlessly within her. It was as though the trust she had placed in Finn, while in the past, had been shattered into a thousand pieces, each fragment cutting her deeper as she stood there, grappling with the weight of her emotions. 

 

“Oh give it up dwarf, nobody cares about your drama. This is old news everyone already knew. What I care about is how badly Finncompetant here sang today.” Santana reached out to shove Finn again. 

 

Finn made a soft sound of indignation but otherwise didn’t respond. 

 

“Everyone knew?”  Rachel looked around the room and nobody would meet her eyes, not even Quinn or Tina.

 

“Nobody ever tells you anything because, A: We all just pretend to like you and B: You’re a humongous loser Berry.” Santana said without looking at Rachel, keeping her eyes fixed on Finn.

 

“Gee, I've always wondered who was in charge of deciding who is, and who isn't a loser.” The retort came out of her mouth without even thinking of the consequences.

 

“What did you just say to me yentl?” 

 

Rachel wasn’t really interested in getting into it with Santana. She had been feeling the frustration building up in her for days since Santana first started increasing her verbal attacks on Rachel. So what if Santana was upset Quinn was hanging out more with her now? Why should punching down at Rachel compensate for the gap?

 

She was so close to biting back and releasing some of the steam pent up inside. Any other day she would take the opportunity but she was slightly more stuck on the fact that Finn had been dating her and pressuring her to have sex while lying about being a virgin. And that was a slightly bigger problem than Santana. A more deserved outlet for her frustration and rage. The more she thought about Finn, the more she felt some of the lingering affection for him leave her. He was going to get ranted at, she just had to figure out exactly what to say. 

 

Rachel was pulled from her thoughts by a scream so piercing and raw it seemed to slice through the air and lodge itself in her chest. It came from the room next door.

 

She didn’t hesitate. Something primal surged up inside her, one of the new Slayer instincts she was learning to trust: run toward the screams, not away. Face the thing that terrified everyone else. Confront the horror before it could do more damage.

 

That was the logical reason. The less logical one - the one she didn’t want to linger on - was that she needed space from the mounting tension inside their green room. 

 

She stepped out into the hallway, the fluorescent lighting buzzing faintly above her. Just outside the door to the next green room stood the entire team from the Lima Lyricists, clustered together in a pale, silent huddle. Several of them leaned against the wall like they couldn’t quite support their own weight. Their eyes were wide, locked on the door that stood ajar behind them.

 

Rachel slowed as she approached, eyes scanning the group. Something was wrong. The scream had come from their room. Judging by their expressions, they had walked in and seen something that would not soon leave their minds. She counted heads quickly. Their lead female vocalist was missing.

 

And all of them looked sick.

 

Rachel pushed forward, meeting only minimal resistance as she slipped between two members of the group. Inside the room, the fluorescent lights hummed their indifferent song.

 

The body was impossible to miss.

 

She froze at the threshold, nausea crawling up her throat as her eyes locked on the scene inside. The lead singer - just yesterday bragging on the message boards about her new solo - was lying in a dark pool of blood. Her limbs were twisted slightly, head turned toward the ceiling. Her skin looked waxy under the lights.

 

Rachel swallowed hard and took a step closer.

 

At first glance, it was almost identical to what they’d found with Emily. But this time, the girl’s lungs were still in her body. Rachel exhaled slowly, trying to keep herself steady. Then her eyes moved again, scanning the torso. Her stomach twisted all over again.

 

No heart.

 

She barely registered the hand grabbing her arm until the voice followed.

 

“Hey! Get out of there!”

 

Rachel blinked and turned to see one of the Lyricists gripping her sleeve with red-rimmed eyes and fury etched across his face. He pulled at her like he could yank her out of the room with sheer force.

 

“That’s our friend! Back off!” he snapped.

 

“Apologies,” Rachel said quietly, gently slipping free from his grip. Her voice remained calm, even though her own pulse was hammering in her ears. “I was simply trying to understand what caused the screaming.”

 

With one last glance at the body, she turned away and walked back into the hallway, her shoes nearly silent against the linoleum. She made her way toward the New Directions, who had stepped outside their green room and were clearly waiting for her return.

 

“What are they freaking about, Berry?” Santana's voice had undergone a complete transformation since her earlier yelling. Her intrige into what had happend outweighing her dislike of Rachel. Judging by the expressions on everyone else's faces, they were equally curious.

 

“Their lead singer, she is pretty good, although she was sharp a couple of times. She is dead.”

 

Kurt let out a sharp exhale, his hand flying to his chest. “God, do you have any tact?”

 

He shook his head, but his voice shifted quickly to a lower register. “How, though?”

 

Rachel shrugged, not because she didn’t care, but because it was the only gesture that could contain how overwhelmed she felt. “I cannot say for certain. That is up to the authorities. But there was quite a lot of blood. So I think it’s safe to say it was not caused by natural causes.”

 

Kurt looked like he wanted to say more, but fell silent.

 

“What’s with you and dead bodies this week?” he muttered instead.

 

Rachel only narrowed her eyes slightly in response.

 

“I suppose death has taken an interest in my schedule,” she replied dryly.

 

Before anyone could react, Mr. Schuester arrived, pushing open the door with a look that tried and failed to be comforting.

 

“Okay, everyone,” he said, gesturing for their attention. “The police are on their way. I need you all to stay in this room until they arrive.”

 

The room broke into a low chorus of mutters and shifting feet, but no one disobeyed. They returned to their seats, some more reluctantly than others. Rachel remained standing, her arms crossed tightly over her chest.

 

Once the door shut behind them, she turned to Mr. Schuester with practiced calm.

 

“Mr. Schuester,” she said. “I know these are unpleasant circumstances, but will the winners of Sectionals still be announced?”

 

Kurt groaned aloud, throwing his head back dramatically. “Seriously, Rachel? Someone just died.”

 

Rachel didn’t flinch. “And yet, the competition was still scheduled to continue. So yes, I am asking.”

 

Mr. Schuester hesitated. “There won’t be a formal announcement,” he said after a beat. “But I just spoke to the organizers. So... congratulations, guys. We’re going to Regionals.”

 

There was a pause. No one cheered. The victory felt hollow.

 

“Start packing up,” he added. “We’re getting out of here.”

 

Back on the bus, Rachel took her usual window seat near the back. She didn’t expect anyone to join her, and when Quinn sat beside her again without asking, Rachel didn’t say anything. She stared straight ahead, her jaw set.

 

They were on the road when Quinn finally broke the silence.

 

“Was the body the same as Emily’s?”

 

Rachel kept her gaze fixed on the window, her voice as cool and composed as she could manage. “It was similar. A lot of blood. But this time the demon took her heart.”

 

Quinn let out a breath beside her. “That should help narrow it down.”

 

Rachel nodded, still not looking at her. “It should.”

 

Quinn hesitated before continuing. “Anything come to mind yet?”

 

“I’ll speak to Ms. Holliday tomorrow,” Rachel answered quickly. “I’ll get her input. She’ll know what this points to.”

 

The bus rumbled beneath them. Quinn was quiet, thoughtful. She tried again.

 

“I could go through the books again tonight. Help figure out what—”

 

“I already said I’ll speak to Ms. Holliday,” Rachel interrupted, sharper than she intended. She sighed and softened her tone just slightly. “You’ve done enough.”

 

Quinn recoiled faintly but said nothing else. Rachel felt the tension thicken between them, but she refused to acknowledge it. She let the silence stretch out, heavy and final.

 

Quinn gave up trying after that. 

 

When they pulled into McKinley’s parking lot, the Glee Club filed off the bus in clumps. Rachel gathered her things with mechanical precision and stepped off last, keeping her eyes on the pavement.

 

Before she could disappear completely, Tina caught up with her, walking in step beside her.

 

“So... do you think it’s the same demon?” Tina asked quietly.

 

Rachel didn’t even glance at her. “You can check the books. You’re good at that.”

 

Tina slowed her pace, sensing the dismissal. She nodded silently and drifted away without another word, pulling her phone from her pocket as she headed off to the library.

 

Rachel kept walking. Her shoulders were stiff, her bag heavy on her back, and her mind spinning in tired, bitter circles. For now, she just wanted the world to stop needing things from her.

 

But she knew it wouldn’t.

 

Later that night, at eight o’clock, Rachel was jolted by a knock on her door. Expecting solitude after the strained bus ride home, she was surprised to find Quinn standing there, clad in her customary patrol outfit of comfortable jeans and a sweater, stake in hand.

 

“You ready, Berry?” Quinn lifted her stake, awaiting Rachel's response. 

 

Flustered, Rachel could only manage a nod. Leaving the door ajar, she fetched her belongings before returning to where Quinn had stationed herself in the foyer. The two left without exchanging words, Quinn following Rachel as they approached Graveyard number one.

 

“What’s with the silence? Normally you're talking pretty constantly by now,” Quinn inquired. 

 

Rachel struggled to formulate a response, her internal defenses against revealing her emotions gradually weakening. Suppressing feelings was second nature to her, except when she sang, but Quinn's persistence chipped away at those defenses.

 

“I, I,” she took a breath, steadfastly gazing ahead at the approaching entrance of Graveyard number one, “do not understand what it is about me that makes me so, so undesirable and unlikable that,” she spat out the next words, “everyone knew.” She paused, took another breath, and continued calmly, “Everyone knew, and nobody told me, nobody even thought to tell me. And you all just let Santana let everyone talk to me like I do not matter, like I am just some freak, and,” she sighed, trailing off as she reached the entrance, holding it open for Quinn.

 

“And?”

 

“I just do not understand what it is about me that makes everyone hate me,” she confessed. 

 

Quinn abruptly halted, grabbing Rachel's hand before they even reached the first grave.

 

“I don’t hate you,” Quinn's words echoed the sentiment from Tuesday night, yet Rachel still struggled to fully believe them. 

 

“Then why did you not tell me?” Her eyebrows knitted together in a mixture of doubt and vulnerability.

 

“I, I didn’t know until recently, and by then you guys had already broken up. Also, I thought you knew. I knew Finn was a jerk, but I didn’t know he was such a big jerk.” 

 

Rachel shook her hand to free it from Quinn's grasp before resuming her walk.

 

“But why with the insults and, and,” Rachel struggled to articulate her words, “Santana.” She trailed off, unable to express the depth of her hurt and unwilling to let Quinn know how wounded she had been when they were only friends for a couple of days. Quinn shrugged, taking a moment before responding as if carefully composing her thoughts.

 

“Santana is just struggling with some stuff that I don’t know about, and she hates that we are friends now. She’s really possessive over the people she cares about. Not in a bad way, but still, it’s not personal?” 

 

Rachel scoffed at Quinn's words. “I can assure you that it is, in fact, very personal. Not just with Santana but with Finn as well. You can say that about all of Santana’s insults, but I can assure you that despite appearances to the contrary, I took them, I took everybody’s insults very personally. Finn, Finn knew that, and he slept with her anyway while saying that he loved me.” She trailed off before mumbling her last thought, her gaze distant, lost in the painful memories. “You know if it was you, I would understand.”

 

Quinn had been about to respond to Rachel before her last statement, but when Rachel said that last comment, Quinn stopped dead, and Rachel had to stop and turn around to look at her. Quinn was gaping at her, opening and shutting her mouth before finally seeming to settle on what to say.

 

“You would understand?”

 

“I mean, yes, you are,” Rachel gestured vaguely at Quinn, her hand trembling slightly,  “you. Why would he not if he could? You're perfect, and I am, well, I am me. And he knows I have never held any animosity toward you but, Santana!” She took a deep breath. “And honestly, while who he slept with is deeply hurtful, that is not, that’s not what hurts the most. What hurts the most is that he lied, tried to pressure me into having sex, and everyone knew and said nothing.”

 

“I’m sorry, Rachel. I am so sorry.”

 

“It does not matter.” She attempted to shrug off Quinn's apologies, but Quinn didn’t let her.

 

“No, it does. We knew, we all knew that the insults affected you. We saw you going into the bathroom and coming out with red eyes. We knew, and I am so sorry that I apologized for all of that and then did nothing today when Santana was insulting you. Which must have made you doubt my sincerity. I am so sorry, Rachel.” 

Rachel nodded but didn’t say anything else. When they reached the entrance to the graveyard, Quinn spoke again.



“I know that I am the last person you want to be around right now, so I’ll go home. I just wanted to tell you I’m so sorry.” She turned to walk away, and Rachel shouted after her.

 

“You are not the last person. That honor would go to Finn or Santana. You are not the last person.” 

 

Quinn smiled at her. “Good to know.” She walked away, and Rachel turned to enter the graveyard for her patrol, a ghost of a smile still on her face.

 

When Rachel woke up the next morning she did a quick version of her usual morning routine in order to make it to Ms Holliday while still hopefully having time for the rest of her Sunday activities. When she arrived at Ms Holidays at 7am Ms Holliday answered the door with tousled clothes and hair. She stared at Rachel in quiet befuddlement for a couple of seconds before speaking.

 

“Is everything okay?”

 

“The demon struck again and I am quite certain as to the supernatural elements of this-” 

 

Ms Holliday held up her hand to stop Rachel and opened the door wider with her other hand “I haven’t had coffee yet. Come in.” 

 

Rachel walked into Ms Holidays heading straight to the couch to sit down before she spoke again. “So as I was saying the demon-” 

 

She was interrupted once again by Ms Holliday “-Coffee,” Rachel let out a sigh and acquisened and waited for Ms Holliday to make her coffee “Would you like a coffee too?” Ms Holliday said without looking over at Rachel.

 

“Yes please, I did not get time to prepare myself one this morning before leaving.” 

 

Ms Holliday hummed in response but otherwise said nothing as she poured a second cup of coffee milk free before walking over to the couch handing the coffee to Rachel and sitting down with a sigh. 

 

Once Ms Holliday had taken a sip of coffee Rachel took that as her signal to start speaking again. 

 

“The demon killed a girl from one of the opposing teams at sectionals yesterday. She was a good singer, occasionally sharp or flat but nothing that could not be fixed with some vocal training, but the demon killed her and took her heart. The two species of demons that we were thinking it could be, does this narrow it down?” 

 

Ms Holliday didn’t speak immediately, instead taking two large gulps of coffee before placing the coffee down on the coffee table and speaking. Rachel took the time to start drinking her own coffee.

 

“Yes.” Ms Holliday gave a sharp nod. “Based on the pattern, that narrows the demon down to two still within those two particular species but considering each species has at least fifty demons within them that is a pretty good narrowing down of the options. If the pattern continues and the next victim is a female missing a stomach then it’ll be the Zurnezan Demon of the Ar'erik Family. However if the pattern breaks and the next victim is a male that isn’t killed straight away but instead kept for a period of time before being killed with the previous organs being placed inside of him then it’ll be the Darzather Demon of the Argrannod Family.”

 

“Gross” Rachel said, blanching at the imagery.

 

“That’s most demons for you.” 

 

“So how do I find this demon and get rid of it?”

 

“That would be in those books that I believe you gave Quinn.” 

 

Rachel let out a soft sigh while Quinn and her had departed on good terms last night it was still hard for her to figure out where she stood with her. 

 

“Otherwise I have another book I can give you and you can also tackle some research on the internet. I’ll do some research of my own as well and we can touch base again tomorrow morning?” 

 

Rachel nodded, appreciating the guidance, and placed her empty coffee cup down on the coffee table next to Ms. Holliday’s. As she stood up, Ms. Holliday mirrored her actions, rising from her seat.

 

“Come with me, and I’ll grab you that book,” Ms. Holliday said, leading the way with purpose.

 

Following Ms. Holliday, Rachel entered a room lined with shelves filled with books. Ms. Holliday swiftly located the book she had mentioned and handed it to Rachel with a supportive smile.

 

Once the book had been obtained, Ms. Holliday walked with Rachel to the front door. Rachel opened the door, ready to depart, but Ms. Holliday caught her attention, prompting her to stop.

 

“Before you go, let me show you where I keep my spare key.” Ms. Holliday reached under her doormat and pulled out a key, revealing a well-intentioned but arguably unsafe hiding spot.

 

“That really is incredibly unsafe. If anyone was attempting to burglarise your residence, that would be the absolute first place that they would look,” Rachel pointed out, her concern etched across her features.

 

“I’m showing you this so that if the inspiration ever strikes you to come to my house again at an unholy hour of the morning when we don't have training, you don’t need to wake me up. Also, if you ever need to come here for whatever reason when I’m not here, you’ll know where the key is as well.”

 

“Thank you,” Rachel replied sincerely, her gratitude evident. 

 

Ms. Holliday smiled in response before placing the key back under the mat. The unexpected gesture touched Rachel -  Ms. Holliday was offering her house as a place of safety. Once the key was secured, Ms. Holliday stood back up, and they exchanged goodbyes before Rachel left to go home, the warmth of the mentorship lingering in the air.

 


 

Once Rachel arrived home she placed the book down on her bedside table intending to return to it once she practised her solo that she planned to perform in Glee the next day. It was while she was practising it that she was interrupted by a banging on her front door. When she went downstairs and opened it she found Tina standing on her doorstep. Tina pushed though and started speaking before Rachel had even greeted her. 

 

“I went to Mike’s this morning and he wasn’t there.” 

 

Rachel shut the front door and turned around to look at Tina.“Okay?”

 

“I did research last night and there’s a demon where this is what they do. Collect organs then kidnap an attractive male and then all frankensteins them,” Tina took a deep breath and went up in pitch, “Mike’s an attractive male, he would never stand me up he’s never late and, and it has to be the demon. You’re the Slayer, fix it and save him.” 

 

Tina fixed Rachel with a piercing look as Rachel took a deep breath and attempted to figure out a tactful response knowing that tact wasn’t really her forte.

 

“Okay, well I feel like maybe you skipped a couple of…” She puased for a second gathering her thougths. How could she phrase this delicately? “Logical steps there. You went straight from defcon four to defcon one. I am sure there is a completely logical non demon reason for Mike not being home.” 

 

Maybe she was using the word ‘logical’ too much.

 

“A non demon reason? In Lima?” Tina spat out. 

 

And Rachel had to hand it to her once she had found out about demons, the supernatural and hellmouths, a lot more about Lima had started to make sense. 

 

Rachel was pulled away from her conversation with Tina by another knock on the door. Rachel recognised the knock as the one Quinn always used when she arrived. Why Quinn was here on a Sunday morning was unknown though. It was a welcome distraction though hopefully giving Rachel some time to form her thoughts.

 

“That is Quinn.” Rachel said, glancing at the door. 

 

“Quinn is here? Why?” 

 

Rachel shrugged and walked over to the front door to open it and let Quinn in. Quinn walked into the foyer holding the two books from Ms Holliday before pausing upon seeing Tina.

 

“Hello Quinn.” Rachel said while shutting the door.

 

Quinn didn’t respond straight away, instead looking at Tina for a couple of seconds before turning her attention back to Rachel.

 

“Hello Rachel,” she gave Rachel a soft smile and then turned to Tina “Hi Tina,” she didn’t wait for a response before continuing speaking. “I was doing some research last night after we patrolled and I narrowed down the potential demons to-” Rachel interrupted Quinn not wanting to hear narrowed down demons for the third time that morning. 

 

“Zurnezan demon or the Darzather demon?” Quinn nodded surprised before Rachel continued “I do not suppose you know how to find them do you? Ms Holliday said that would be in,” she nodded toward the books in Quinn’s hand “those books and that would save time if we already have a way to find them.”

 

“I do but in order for the information to be useful we need to know which of the two it is.”

 

“It’s the Darzather  demon.” Tina chimed in for the first time since Quinn had arrived. Quinn shot an inquisitive look at Rachel.

 

“Tina is under the belief that the demon has taken Mike.” Rachel clarified.

 

Quinn looked over at Tina “How so?” 

 

Tina opened up her mouth no doubt to go into her whole spiel so Rachel cut her off before she could, “Before we get into all that” she gestured vaguely “I propose that we step out of the foyer and instead go upstairs to my bedroom?” 

 

She didn’t wait for their responses before walking in the direction of the stairs but she did see Quinn smile at her again as she turned. Once she reached her bedroom she held the door open for Quinn and Tina to enter before shutting it in case her dads unexpectedly came home. When she turned around Quinn was sitting on her desk chair with the books placed down on her desk on top of her sheet music she had been using for practising her solo whereas Tina was just standing in the entrance to her room looking around. Once Tina realised the door was shut she immediately started speaking.

 

“The demon took Mike. I am sure of it. I know I have given you guys no reason to trust me but please trust me. Please.” 

 

Rachel looked at Tina for a second and took in the desperation on her face and the tense way she was standing before responding.

 

“Okay, Quinn. If we assume it’s the Darzather demon and they’ve taken Mike, how do we find them?”

 

Before Quinn could answer, Tina, who had been hovering near the door in anxious silence, broke in with a soft, shaky breath.

 

“Thank you.”

 

Her voice was so quiet it almost disappeared into the silence of the room. Rachel didn’t respond. Instead, she turned her eyes to Quinn, waiting.

 

“If it is that demon,” Quinn began, her tone low and clinical, “they tend to hide in cave-like dwellings near bodies of water. Usually rivers.” She paused, her gaze flicking to Tina, who looked pale and near tears. “If they’ve taken Mike... he only has twelve hours. And that’s being generous. We don’t know exactly when he was taken, do we?”

 

Rachel turned her head toward Tina again, watching as the girl shook her head in short, helpless movements. Tina looked like she wanted to collapse.

 

“Then we narrow that timeframe significantly,” Quinn said. “Just to be safe.”

 

Rachel nodded in agreement and stepped closer to the desk, standing beside Quinn. She reached over and pulled the laptop closer, her fingers flying across the keys as she brought up a digital map of the city.

 

“You can sit down, if you want,” she said to Tina, who was still lingering by the door like she didn’t know if she was welcome.

 

Tina shook her head, eyes distant. Rachel offered no further encouragement. She turned back to the screen, eyes scanning the highlighted paths of Lima’s rivers. Minutes passed in silence before she spoke again.

 

“There are three possible locations. All of them fall within the city limits and are near water. I suggest we split up. If one of us finds the demon, we call the others immediately. No one engages alone.” She waited for the nods of agreement before adding, “There’s still the matter of how to kill or banish it. Ms. Holliday mentioned both were possible.”

 

“You can try both,” Quinn replied, already flipping through one of the old demonology books scattered across Rachel’s desk. “According to this,” she said after a moment, running her finger down the page, “Darzather demons can be banished—but only if they accept the Slayer’s authority. Otherwise, you have to kill it.”

 

“How?”

 

Quinn turned another page, squinting, then let out a small breath of disbelief. “Salt. It says if you empty an entire bag of salt over it... it melts.”

 

Rachel blinked, the lyric “so if you care to find me, look to the western sky” humming in the back of her mind. She bit her lip, refusing to sing it aloud, though a faint hum escaped before she could stop herself.

 

Quinn giggled softly. “You’re impossible.”

 

Rachel looked at her, just for a second, and the brief warmth passed between them.

 

She cleared her throat and bent back over the laptop. After printing out three copies of the map, she circled the potential demon locations on each and numbered them. “I will  take number one. Tina, you take two. Quinn, you are three.”

 

They quickly reviewed a few safety rules and agreed on contact points. With a final nod, the three left the room before splitting up.

 


 

Rachel's search was proving fruitless when her phone rang. She had had the foresight to put it on silent so it luckily didn’t blast ‘don’t rain on my parade’ loudly into the potentially demon filled cave. When she answered the phone Quinn informed her in hushed whispers that she was confident that her cave was the cave with the demon in it. She called Tina on her way to Quinn’s location which conveniently was just a fifteen minute walk up river from where she was. Tina’s was further away so with any luck Rachel would have dealt with the demon before Tina put herself in the danger zone. When Rachel reached the cave Quinn was standing outside it clearly waiting for her.

 

“Rachel,” Quinn smiled at her. She instinctively smiled back, still getting used to Quinn smiling at her before speaking.

 

“Okay so, Tina is on her way but I hope to have resolved this situation before she reaches here. I do not wish for her to be here in case we are too late and Mike is,” she trailed off and rather than pick up where she had left off she changed topics instead. “Wait here and I will go in and attempt to resolve this as quickly as possible.”

 

“You’re not going in there alone,” Quinn's tone was vehement as she fixed Rachel with a piercing look.

 

“We have no idea what to expect in there. It is not safe. I will go alone.”

 

“No.” 

 

She looked at Quinn and saw no sign of budgeing in her face but nevertheless she attempted it again “It is not safe. I am the Slayer I will go in,” She paused and for extra clarity added “by myself.” 

 

“No. I go on patrols with you and that’s not safe either but I still come. I’m coming with you Rachel.” 

 

Rachel looked at Quinn and then back out into the distance to see if she could see any sign of Tina approaching. She let out a defeated sigh and by the smile on Quinns face she knew she had won. 

 

Had probably known that she was going to win from the start.

 

“Fine, fine  but stay behind me.” She said reluctantly while she looked toward the entrance to the cave. 

 

She faced the cave. Its mouth yawned open, black and breathless, swallowing the last of the daylight. As she stepped into it, her shadow vanished almost immediately. The air was cold and wet, the ground slick beneath her boots.

 

She held out her hand behind her, fingers open. She didn’t have to wait long before Quinn's hand slid into hers, warm and steady.

 

“Just wait,” Rachel whispered. “We need to adjust to the dark.”

 

Quinn didn’t answer. Instead, her fingers squeezed Rachel’s for a brief second before falling still again.

 

Rachel stood motionless until the shapes around her began to sharpen. The dripping water echoed somewhere deep within the cave. When she felt her eyes had adjusted enough, she gave Quinn’s hand a slight tug and began to move forward.

 

Each step was measured and precise. Rachel kept her weight centered, her balance light, careful not to shift anything beneath her that might slip or break.

 

They moved deeper in silence, only the occasional crunch of gravel underfoot punctuating the dark. Then Rachel saw it—a faint orange glow flickering farther ahead. A light.

 

Quinn’s grip tightened.

 

Rachel gently moved them toward the edge of the tunnel, pressing them against the cold, damp stone of the wall. When they reached the cavern’s edge, she paused, pressed Quinn back slightly, and released her hand.

 

Stay here, she hoped Quinn understood.

 

She peeked around the edge.

 

The cavern was dimly lit by torches. In the center stood a low metal chest, rimmed in blood. The pool had spread wide beneath it, still fresh. Suspended against the far wall was Mike, bound and gagged, barely conscious but struggling faintly - alive, at least for now.

 

Her stomach twisted.

 

Near the chest stood the demon. It was smaller than she expected, hunched and wiry. Its skin was mottled and cracked, with a sickly blue sheen. It hovered over the chest, muttering low in a language Rachel didn’t recognize, its long fingers dipping into the blood at its feet.

 

Rachel leaned back from the mouth of the cavern, pressing her spine against the cold stone wall beside Quinn. Her breaths came fast and shallow, her pulse thundering in her ears, and for a moment she closed her eyes, trying to calm the rush of adrenaline. Quinn’s hand reached for hers again without hesitation, fingers wrapping firmly around her own. The touch was grounding.

 

Quinn gently tugged her closer and leaned in, her lips brushing the shell of Rachel’s ear. Her whisper was so soft that it barely stirred the air.

 

“Is everything okay?”

 

Rachel nodded instinctively, then realized Quinn couldn't see the motion in the darkness. She shifted closer and leaned in to murmur against Quinn’s ear in return.

 

“Yes. However, I am currently attempting to determine a method of attack.”

 

Quinn said nothing, only squeezed her hand again in quiet solidarity. Rachel felt the last of her panic start to dissolve, replaced with the sharp clarity of focus. Somehow, holding Quinn's hand had steadied her more effectively than any breathing exercise or meditation ever had.

 

She held on a second longer before drawing a deep breath and stepping forward into the cavern’s entrance.

 

“I am the Slayer,” she called out, her voice echoing off the stone walls, bold and unwavering, “and I demand that you release him this instant.”

 

The demon startled, jerking upright so quickly it knocked the lid of the blood-soaked chest shut with a metallic clang. Its head snapped toward her, revealing eyes as black as tar and a mouth full of jagged teeth. Mike, tied and gagged on the wall, let out a muffled sound that might have been her name.

 

“Slayer?” the demon rasped. Its voice grated like a rusted blade dragged over stone.

 

“I said release him. Now.” Rachel took another slow, deliberate step into the room. Her posture was rigid with purpose, every inch of her radiating command.

 

The demon flinched, retreating a pace, then steadied itself. Its gaze darkened.

 

“What are you going to do? Hmmmm? Make me?” Its voice still held the threat of violence, but there was something thin and brittle underneath. A tremor.

 

“Yes.” Rachel met its stare and didn’t blink. “Either you leave now and never return,” she said, her voice steady as steel, “or I will make certain you never return. Permanently.”

 

The demon didn’t answer. Instead, it snarled, raising a taloned hand from behind its side and turning toward Mike. Its intent was clear.

 

Mike whimpered involuntarily, eyes wide, his body straining against the ropes.

 

Rachel didn’t hesitate. Her fingers closed around the small pouch of salt in her pocket as she moved forward, quiet as a cat. The demon was too fixated on Mike to notice her drawing close, too confident. She tore the bag open just as she stepped within reach and flung its contents directly at the creature.

 

The effect was immediate.

 

The salt struck its skin and the demon let out a horrific, ear-splitting shriek. Its body jerked violently, and steam burst from its skin as it began to bubble and crack apart. It thrashed, reaching for her with clawed fingers, but its limbs were already disintegrating, melting into a thick, black sludge that hissed and frothed at her feet.

 

Rachel took a step back, breathing heavily.

 

Behind her, she heard footsteps approaching fast. She turned her head just enough to see Quinn entering the chamber, her eyes wide with awe and a touch of disbelief. The demon let out one final gurgling hiss before collapsing into a puddle of slime and silence.

 

“Demons are weird,” Quinn muttered, her voice breaking the tension like a blade through fabric.

Rachel looked over, catching the smirk on Quinn’s face. She couldn't help herself - she smiled too.

 

“So I am discovering,” she replied softly.

 

Mike let out a muffled groan, wriggling against his restraints. Rachel stepped forward, careful not to step in the remnants of the demon, and made her way to where he hung on the wall.

 

Her Slayer strength made the task easier than it should have been. She lifted him effortlessly, catching his weight and lowering him to the ground before beginning to untie his wrists. A quiet sound drew her attention - Quinn clearing her throat, maybe, or something else - but when Rachel glanced over her shoulder, Quinn’s face was pink and unreadable. She didn’t comment.

 

As she crouched to untie Mike’s legs, he yanked the gag from his mouth, coughing lightly. “Um... guys? What was that?” He looked up at her, eyes round. “Rachel?”

 

Rachel rose, brushing her hands off on her jeans. “That,” she said matter-of-factly, “was a demon.”

 

Quinn let out a soft laugh behind her. “You always do that.”

 

Rachel turned, brow furrowing. “Do what?”

 

“Your supernatural explanations,” Quinn replied, crossing her arms and giving her a look that was half exasperated and half fond. “They leave a little to be desired.”

 

Rachel’s mouth opened, then closed. She huffed. “Well, I would like to see you try. Actually, next time you can explain it. We will see if you do any better.”

 

“Next time?” Quinn asked, raising an eyebrow, the corner of her mouth quirking into a smile.

 

Rachel didn’t get a chance to respond.

 

Mike cleared his throat, shifting their attention back to him. “Okay, but seriously... what’s going on?”

 

Rachel glanced around the room. The torchlight flickered across the blood-stained stone, the metal chest still resting ominously in the middle of the floor. The air was thick and stale, and the coppery scent of blood clung to everything.

 

She turned back to Mike. “I promise I will explain everything,” she said gently. “But let’s get out of this cave first. It smells like death in here, and I’d rather not develop a trauma-induced aversion to breathing.”

 

Mike blinked at her, then nodded. “Yeah... okay. Yeah.”

 

He took a cautious step forward, and Rachel followed close behind. She felt Quinn’s hand find hers again, threading their fingers together without a word. Rachel’s heart gave a quiet, startled flutter, but she didn’t pull away.

 

She squeezed Quinn’s hand and held tight.

 

When they emerged into the daylight and fresh air, the relief was immediate. The sky was a clear blue and the river was  murmuring softly nearby.

 

A shout broke the quiet.

 

“Mike!”

 

Tina came sprinting toward them from the treeline, her face pale and eyes wide. As soon as she spotted him upright and walking, her shoulders dropped with visible relief. She launched herself into his arms.

 

Mike caught her, holding her tightly as if anchoring himself to her.

 

“Tina,” he whispered, burying his face in her hair.

 

Rachel couldn’t help but smile at the sight. “I did not know that Tina and Mike were so close?” She said to Quinn while observing their reunion.

 

“They were at the same camp over the summer. They became friends at it. Mercedes thinks that’s why Artie broke up with her. That he was jealous.” 

 

That made sense to her. That, that was why Artie would break up with Tina, not the irrational jealousy. Artie always seemed irrational to Rachel though. She had heard the way he reacted to Tina’s stutter as well as the way that he had then attempted to reinstate their relationship. So him breaking up with Tina over irrational jealousy fit with his personality. But she was upset on Tina’s behalf knowing that the girl would never cheat.

 

“That doesn’t make any sense. In fact it’s stupid” 

 

Quinn let out a soft laugh but didn’t say anything else. 

 

When Mike and Tina separated Tina spoke with a soft reverence, “You're safe,” as her eyes scanned all over Mike’s body and face as if to verify that very fact. 

 

Mike smiled at her “yeah.” He looked over at Rachel and the shock was evident in his voice as he said “Rachel saved me.” 

 

“Rachels good at that. Saving people,” Quinn smiled softly at Rachel as she spoke before turning to look at Mike. “Are you okay?” 

 

Mike was rubbing his left hand over his right wrist which was red from the rope the demon had tied him up with.

 

“I’m okay. I’m very confused though,” his repetitive rubbing of the wrist continued while he spoke. 

 

Rachel observed how Tina was standing touching distance from Mike as if afraid he might suddenly disappear. 

 

“Tina.”

 

“Yeah?”

 

“How about you walk Mike home and explain everything to him?”

 

“Everything?” 

 

Ms Holliday was going to be so angry at her again. Mike was a good guy though and he deserved an explanation. She gave Tina a nod to confirm that when she had said everything she had infact meant everything.Tina nodded and put her arm gently on Mike's back and they started walking away. Rachel observed them for a second before turning back to Quinn. 

 

“I should inform Ms Holliday that we have dealt with the demon situation and that there is no need for her to continue her research.”

 

Quinn nodded and was silent for a minute before she spoke once more “Are you still patrolling tonight?”

 

“I am. No rest for the Slayer,” she let out a soft laugh and smiled at Quinn.

 

“I’ll see you tonight then,” Quinn turned and walked away up the river in the opposite direction to Rachel’s house and Rachel reigened in the impulse she had to call out to Quinn and suggest that she could just come back to Rachels until they left to patrol. Instead she simply sighed and walked home.

 

Quinns knock on her door came promptly at eight pm like every other night that week and Rachel was ready for it. So when she opened the door it was to step out and shut it behind her ready to patrol. Quinn looked surprised for a second before her face evened out again. 

 

She didn’t say anything before turning and starting to walk the familiar path to the graveyard. 

 

They walked some of the way in comfortable silence before Quinn started speaking.

 

“That was really impressive today how you dealt with that demon.” 

 

“Not really, he was not that hard to beat.”

 

“No Rachel, I’m serious, that was really impressive. I’ve seen you,” Quinn made the stabbing gesture with her hand holding her stake “vampires but this was something else.” A blush crept up Rachels face and she was thankful for the darkness so that Quinn didn’t see the result of her compliment. “How did you do it?”

 

“I have started to think of the Slayer as a role so when I step out to face a demon or a vampire I am not Broadway bound diva Rachel Berry but instead I put on the role of Slayer. It is easier like that. It’s not me facing those demons or vampires it’s my character The Slayer”

 

“It is you though?” Quinn sounded oddly concerned..

 

“I know, I do. I am not suffering from dissociation. However, thinking of it as a role gives me the confidence to step out there and face them. I have the skills or at least Ms Holliday is attempting to give me the skills and so I am basically just stepping out onto the stage and performing.”  

 

Quinn hummed in response and reached out to lift up the entrance to the graveyard to allow Rachel to enter before following. 

 

They made soft casual conversation as they walked through the graveyard occasionally interrupted by Rachel needing to kill a vampire. They made it through graveyard number one unscafed but halfway through gaveyard number two Rachel saw a large looking vampire wearing a pitch black suit in the distance attacking a girl who was most likely a late night mourner. 

 

“Stay here.”

 

“Really Rachel again? You really think that’s going to work?” She heard Quinn say from behind her as she started jogging toward the vampire staying out of his line of sight.

 

“Just stay out of my way please,”  She threw over her shoulder at Quinn before slowing down and silencing her approach as she reached what would be the vampire's hearing zone. 

 

When she was a meter away from the vampire she shouted out to get his attention.  “Hey leave her alone.” 

 

The vampire loosened his grip on the woman and turned to face her. Blood was dripping down his face from his lips and his face was contorted into its vampire form, with eyes blazing yellow and elongated fangs. He took her in, and a smirk went across his supernatural, menacing face.

 

“Slayer,” the vampire released his grip on the woman completely, and she seized the opportunity to flee, disappearing into the shadows of the graveyard. The vampire shifted his focus solely on to Rachel. “Fancy seeing you here.” 

 

He cast another appraising glance her way, and the calculating glint in his yellow eyes sent a shiver down Rachel's spine. Desperately, she hoped that Quinn was listening to her for once and remaining concealed in the safety of the shadows.

 

“Well you are a vampire and I am as you put it the slayer so where else would I be?” Rachel spoke confidently, taking care to not reveal her fear.

 

“Dead,” A low, guttural growl emanated from the vampire's lips, revealing elongated fangs that glistened with the fresh blood. 

 

His face twisted into a sinister grin and then he pounced. 

 

She moved to the side dodging his attack and used her right hand to attempt to stake him. He moved to the side leaving her stake to barely graze him. 

 

He used the same moment to swing his fist at her. 

 

Impact. 

 

It struck her straight in the face and stars dashed across her vision as she struggled to centre herself only to be overwhelmed by the vampire's attacks. 

 

His attacks were relentless and yet Rachel had the feeling he was holding back. 

 

He swung another one of his fists at Rachel’s face again and this time she couldn’t keep her balance and fell onto the ground. She thought she heard a gasp from the direction she had left Quinn in but the ringing in her head was overwhelming and she struggled to make out the words the vampire was speaking at her.

 

“Here’s a message from Mistress: You're only alive right now because we are letting you,” the vampire's foot came at her once he had finished speaking and kicked her in the head. 

 

Pain. 

 

And then she mercifully blacked out.

 


 

“Rachel. Rachel, oh no. Rachel, wake up.” 

 

She started to become more aware of her surroundings and tuned in on Quinn’s increasingly desperate voice. She opened one eye and found herself grimacing from the pain shutting it again quickly.

 

“I have been defeated. Let me revel in misery some more and sleep.''

 

It hurt to talk but she loved to talk. She was okay with being in pain if it meant she could do something she loved plus she was sure those slaying healing powers would kick in soon. 

 

“Rachel!” she felt Quinn hugging her and experienced a sharp stabbing pain and let out a pained groan. “Did that hurt?” 

 

She opened one eye again, flinching at the pain but focusing on Quinn’s concerned face.

 

“I will be okay. Powers remember,” she shut her eyes again, sighing at the brief respite of pain. 

 

Quinn’s desperate pleas continued though so she forced herself to open her eyes again. This time doing so was pain free as her healing powers had started to kick in. She started moving herself painfully and accompanied by groans in the direction of a grave. 

 

Quinns hands fluttered uselessly around her as she spoke. “Rach, I don’t think you should move.” 

 

She didn’t have the energy to respond as she was focused on moving but when she finally reached the grave she forced herself up into a sitting position and leaned back against the grave for support.

 

“It is okay Quinn. I am quite alright or at least I will be.” Quinn sat down on the ground next to Rachel and put her arm over Rachels shoulders. Rachel turned her head slightly to examine Quinn and forced herself to speak through the pain. “He left you alone?”

 

“He either didn’t see me or didn’t care. He left as soon as you were unconscious.” 

 

Rachel nodded in response. They sat in silence for a couple of minutes. The only movement was Quinn’s hand on Rachel’s arm from where it sat on her shoulders. A slow rubbing sensation as Quinn attempted to provide comfort as Rachel breathed through the pain. Once the pain had subsided to a more manageable level Rachel spoke again. Leaning forward from the grave so she could look at Quinn as she spoke.

 

“Remind me to tell Ms Holliday she was wrong.”

 

“About?”

 

“She said this Mistress thing was nothing. She was wrong.” 

 

She leaned back against the grave as she waited to build her strength up. As the last dregs of her pain subsided leaving her with aches and pains that she knew would be gone by morning she stood up and held out a hand to help Quinn up. Quinn didn’t take it and instead stood up by herself. 

 

“Come on. Let’s go home.”

 

“I’m not leaving you alone tonight Berry,” Quinn sounded indignant at the very thought and Rachel didn't have the energy to put up a fight.

 

“You can stay in my guest room then,” Rachel said and Quinn nodded before following Rachel out of the graveyard.

Notes:

When trying to decide on chapter titles I really wanted to go with 'Conversations in the Dark' by John Legend as I felt that fit Quinn and Rachel's patrol scenes in this chapter perfectly but since I was commited to the whole chapter titles from musicals thing I went with 'All I've Ever Known' which is from the musical Hadestown.

I hope you enjoyed this chapter and as always I would really appreciate comments so that I know that this fic I slaved away on for like 8 years is being enjoyed :)

Chapter 5: Somewhere there’s a place for us

Notes:

This chapter does have a trigger warning so i'm putting that in the end notes if anyone wants to check that first.

If any of you guys HAVE watched Buffy you'll probably recognise the plot of this chapter and some dialoge at the end :D But as always no prior knowledge of Buffy is requried to read this fic.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Wednesday after Glee, Rachel found herself navigating the mostly empty school hallway, her destination was the library, a sanctuary where she could bury herself in books and attempt to salvage the remnants of her neglected studies. The presence of her dads at home for the first time in a while made the prospect of study time away from them particularly appealing.

 

Tina caught up to her halfway to the library.

 

“Rachel, wait up,” Tina's voice, tinged with a mix of curiosity and genuine interest, prompted Rachel to pause. 

 

Once Tina reached her, Rachel resumed her brisk walk.

 

“Where are you going?”

 

“I am on my way to the library to attempt to use the remaining hours of the school being open to catch up on some studying that I foolishly allowed to fall to the wayside with recent events.”

 

“Can I join you?” 

 

Tina's request hung in the air, and Rachel, although not verbally responding, nodded in agreement. Together, they continued their journey toward the library, the muted sounds of their footsteps echoing in the empty corridor.

 

Rachel settled into one of the library tables with a palpable sigh of relief. Glee had been brutal. Sanatna had been particularly interested in insulting Rachel. It was as if she was trying to provoke a storm out and not even Quinns attempts to stop her did anything. Tina sat down at the table next to her and Rachel turned to her and asked her softly.

 

“Is it just me, or is Santana getting meaner lately?” Rachel's voice carried a hint of vulnerability, her eyes revealing the hurt beneath the surface.

 

“No, it’s not just you.” Tina offered a sympathetic shrug before continuing, “Though she does seem particularly fixated on you.”

 

That was true just the other day Santana tried to stop Rachel from performing her solo by flushing her sheet music down the toilet in the girls bathroom and not even Quinn’s assurance that it was about her and not about Rachel did anything to help. 

 

Rachel pulled her books out of her bag and dropped them on the worn table, the dim light in the library casting a soft glow on the pages. Tina settled in across from her, and together, they dived into their studies, the hush of turning pages and whispered discussions filling the otherwise quiet library.

 

An hour slipped by in this companionable silence, only disrupted by Tina's gentle reminders when Rachel unknowingly hummed along to her music. Tina eventually had to leave, leaving Rachel alone in the dimly lit library. She continued to study for another hour or two, surrounded by the faint scent of old books.

 

When Rachel finally decided to call it a night, she gathered her belongings and stepped out into the deserted school hallway. The dim, flickering lights above cast elongated shadows on the lockers and lockers. The emptiness of the corridor felt eerie, with only the distant hum of the building's systems and Rachel's soft footsteps echoing through the emptiness.

 

As she walked down the shadowy hallway towards her locker, the distant murmur of voices reached her ears. The argument seemed to float through the air, creating a sense of tension in the deserted corridor. 

 

The voices sounded vaguely familiar in the sense that they were voices that she knew but she wouldn’t say they were close enough that she could regonise their owners.

 

“Come back here! We're not finished!” The hallway reverberated with the shout, the echoes amplifying the tension that hung in the air. Silence followed, a brief pause pregnant with unspoken turmoil, before the voice resumed its desperate plea. “You don't care anymore, is that it?”

 

Rachel heard the sound of sobbing before another voice responded, weighted with resignation. “No, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter what I feel.”

 

“Then tell me you don't love me.” The demand sliced through the air, the anger palpable and Rachel heard some whimpering from the other person. “Say it!” 

 

Rachel started to walk in the direction of the voices to see who they were.

 

“Will that help? Is that what you need to hear? I don't. I don't! Now let me go.” 

 

The plea, desperate and filled with fear, triggered Rachel into action. While in the past she may have been powerless to intervene now she could make a difference and that voice sounded scared.

 

“No! A person doesn't just wake up one day and stop loving somebody.” 

 

The proclamation echoed off the walls, and Rachel gasped as she rounded the corner to find two senior Cheerios, Paige and Liz, locked in a volatile confrontation. Paige's grip on Liz's arm released, but the atmosphere thickened as Paige raised a revolver, pulled the hammer back, and pointed it at Liz. 

“Love is forever.”

 

Fear gripped Rachel, but she refused to be a passive observer. “Hey!” Her voice, filled with urgency, cut through the charged atmosphere, an attempt to divert their attention. 

 

However, neither Paige nor Liz spared her a glance.

 

“I'm not afraid to use it. I swear! If I can't be with you…” Paige's threat hung in the air, the tension thickening as she kept the gun steady, her emotions volatile and raw.

 

“Oh my god.” Liz, exasperated and overwhelmed, tossed her arms in the air before turning away, retreating from the escalating situation. 

 

Rachel surveyed the scene, her mind racing to assess her limited options.

 

“Don’t walk away from me, bitch!” Paige's desperate shout echoed through the hallway, a tremor of uncertainty in her voice hinting at the rapidly escalating crisis. 

 

Rachel didn't hesitate. Seeing an opening, she sprinted toward Paige, her shoulder colliding with the Cheerio. The impact sent them both sprawling to the ground, and Rachel swiftly reached for the hand holding the gun, knocking it loose. The weapon clattered across the floor, a short distance away.

 

As Paige struggled to make sense of the sudden turn of events, Rachel scrambled to her feet, keeping a vigilant eye on the discarded gun. Coach Sylvester came barreling around the corner, her stern expression registering the severity of the situation. Rachel's attention momentarily shifted from the weapon to the approaching coach.

 

In the midst of the chaos, Liz hadn't ventured far down the hallway. Instead, she stood trembling next to some lockers, mirroring Paige's confusion.

 

“What’s going on here, Streisand?” Coach Sylvester's booming voice cut through the lingering tension, demanding an explanation.

 

“I was on my way from the library after getting a mediocre level of study. Which, while mediocre, still supersedes what the rest of my classmates would have attempted - ”

 

“-The point.” Coach Sylvester interjects interrupting Rachel and forcing her to recalibrate what she wanted to say.

 

“I heard Paige and Liz here having a fight, and when I came to look, Paige pulled out a gun.” Rachel said. 

 

A shortened version of what she had started to say earlier. 

 

Coach Sylvester's eyes darted around the hallway, searching for any sign of a weapon “I don’t see any gun, Broadway.”

 

“I knocked it out of Paige’s hand, and it went - ” Rachel turned her head to look, her eyes widening as she found no trace of the gun. Her frantic gaze mirrored Coach Sylvester's earlier search, but the weapon seemed to have vanished. “I do not understand.”

 

“Paige and Liz here were just finishing up a character-building exercise with one Sue Sylvester. They wouldn’t have the energy to walk, much less fight like you were describing.”

 

“We were fighting,” Liz spoke from where she stood by the lockers. “But I don’t remember why. One minute we were walking, and then the next- ” She gestured vaguely, her memory hazy. 

 

Coach Sylvester nodded, contemplating the perplexing situation. “Since there is no gun, I propose we leave this situation to ourselves and mark it down as just one of Lima’s day-to-day unexplained occurrences.” 

 

Coach Sylvester looked around at Paige, who nodded, and then at Liz, who did the same. When her gaze fell on Rachel, she hesitated before nodding.

 

Internally, Rachel decided to conduct her own investigation. Suspicion lingered in her eyes as she processed the strange turn of events. Satisfied with their responses, Coach Sylvester turned and left the way she came. Rachel followed shortly after, sparing one last, wary glance around the hallway for the missing gun. When she came up empty again, she left to go home, determined to perform some research before her upcoming patrol.

 


 

When Quinn arrived at Rachel’s house in time for them to patrol Rachel was sitting outside on the porch waiting for her. Rachel was busy browsing the internet on the reliable supernatural websites for results on disappearing guns. So far she was coming up empty. When Quinn arrived she tucked her laptop under the outside bench cushion rather than going back inside and putting it away.

 

“Hey” Quinn smiled at her as she went up the two steps to get to the porch. “Why are you outside?” 

 

“I just wanted to get some fresh air.” She stood up and walked over to Quinn. Rachel swung her arm out in the direction of the street. “Shall we?” 

 

Quinn let out a small giggle and nodded. Rachel felt a small blush creep across her face at the sound.

 

The night wrapped around them like a blanket as Rachel and Quinn stepped off the porch into the quiet darkness. The moon hung in the sky, casting shadows across the silent streets. A gentle breeze rustled the leaves, and the distant hum of the city seemed muted in the stillness of the late hour.

 

The graveyard, with its hushed ambiance, beckoned in the distance. Rachel led the way, her senses heightened in the dark. The soft crunch of gravel underfoot accompanied their footsteps as they approached the entrance. The iron gate creaked open, allowing them entry into graveyard number two.

 

The air within the graveyard held a certain chill, but it wasn't solely the temperature that sent shivers down Rachel's spine. The moonlight bathed the tombstones in an eerie glow, casting shadows that seemed to dance with the whispers of the night. No amount of patrols could make Rachel feel at complete ease in Lima’s graveyards.

 

Quinn walked beside her, the soft rustle of her sweater blending with the ambient sounds of the graveyard. The gravestones stood like silent sentinels, each one a marker of a life once lived. 

 

Rachel's mind, however, was preoccupied. She had hoped the patrol would provide a distraction from the earlier events but she couldn’t stop thoughts from lingering on the fight between Paige and Liz and the gun that had vanished into thin air. As they reached a quiet spot, Rachel turned to Quinn. Quinn came to a stop next to her.

 

“You okay?” Quinn asked softly. “You’ve been really quiet”

 

“Something happened,” Rachel started before proceeding to slowly fill Quinn in on the earlier events.

 

As she spoke, the moonlight cast shifting shadows on their faces, emphasising the gravity of the situation.

 

Quinn's expression shifted from curiosity to a furrowed brow. "That's bizarre. Do you think it's related to the ‘mistress’?

 

Rachel sighed. "I have no idea, Quinn. It just feels... off. I thought maybe the patrol would help me clear my head, but it is like that missing gun is haunting me."

 

Quinn placed a comforting hand on Rachel's shoulder. "We'll figure it out.” 

 

The certainty in Quinns voice calmed the lingering unease that Rachel felt and she allowed a breath of air to escape, releasing the tension.

 

“You are right,” Rachel said, nodding “we will figure it out. We always do.” 

 

They continued the patrol in a comforting silence before they reached a clearing amidst the tombstones, a serene space where the moon's glow was unobstructed. Rachel glanced at Quinn, a silent agreement passing between them. It was time to part ways for the night.

 

"Take care, Rachel," Quinn said, her voice soft against the stillness of the graveyard.

 

"You too, Quinn." Rachel offered a small smile, a blend of gratitude and something deeper. Quinn nodded, and with a final glance, they separated, disappearing into the shadows of the night.

 

Rachel retraced her steps, leaving the graveyard behind and returned home. 

 

Rachel climbed into her bed and got under her comforter, feeling the warmth enveloping her as she settled into her bed. The ambient sounds of the night lulled her into a peaceful slumber.

 

She’s in the choir room in McKinley. It has a different layout than the one she spends her days in but it’s undoubtedly the choir room. She can hear the sounds of students walking through the corridors but here in the choir room, it is quiet except for two girls sitting on the chairs at the back of the classroom whispering softly. One of those girls is dressed in the old cheerio uniforms from the days before Sue Sylvester that she had only seen in photographs in old yearbooks. The other is dressed casually in jeans and a shirt for a science camp.

 

In the dream, the atmosphere was thick with a sense of nostalgia. The distant echoes of students in the hallways created a distant backdrop to the intimate scene unfolding in the choir room. The lighting seems softer, casting a warm glow on everything it touches.

 

“The Sadie Hawkins dance is this Saturday. I was thinking maybe…” The science girl trailed off, her eyes filled with hope as she looked at the cheerio. The cheerio, a vision from the past, let out a soft sigh.

 

“Sarah, you know we can’t.”

 

“I know. I just thought that maybe, maybe this time we could. We can say I don’t care and walk into that dance hand in hand. Say we are in love and we don’t care what you think.”

 

“I wish we could.” The cheerio sighed again, her hand reaching out to gently cup Sarah’s cheek. “But the world isn’t ready for a love like ours yet.”

 

Rachel woke up to the blaring of her alarm and shook her head. That was one specific dream. She had gotten used to specific dreams since becoming the Slayer, but they tended to be more ‘you are going to die!’ dreams and less of whatever that had been. 

 

The residual emotions of longing and unfulfilled desires clung to her for a moment before dissipating into the morning air. Rachel rubbed her eyes, trying to shake off the remnants of the dream that felt like a bittersweet memory.

 

With a deep breath, she swung her legs over the side of the bed, letting the dream slip away like morning mist. The routine of the day beckoned, and Rachel embraced it, pushing the dream to the recesses of her mind as she faced the challenges of the waking world.

 

When she arrived at school she started heading to Ms Holliday’s office. Ms Holliday had postponed training that morning as she was following up on some leads regarding the mysterious “Mistress.’ 

 

As Rachel walked down the hallway, Tina intercepted her.  “Hey Rach, do you want to study together again after Glee?” 

 

“Um, maybe. I do apologize but I was on my way to go speak to Ms Holliday about,” she paused and thought better of telling Tina about the occurrences of yesterday. “Something” she finished lamely.

 

“Something supernatural? I’ll come with you.”

 

“No I should go alone,” Tina didn’t respond to Rachel however and instead just smiled at Quinn who was walking over to them.

 

“Where are you going?” Quinn asked, falling into step with them.

 

“We are going to Ms Hollidays wanna come?” Tina said and ignored Rachels splutter of indignation at the words.

 

“Sure.” 

 

Quinn ignored the indignant squeak Rachel let out. Eventually Rachel let out a sigh as she accepted that they would accompany her. 

 

These last couple of weeks they both had seemed persistent in becoming her friend and while she tried to keep their friendship and the Slayer duties apart Quinn had already broken that barrier by accompanying her on patrols and it didn’t seem like Tina was going to allow her to keep their friendship separate from being the slayer either so she might as well accept that they would be intertwined. 

 

As they walked past Santana and Brittany, Santana shot Rachel and Tina a glare, but no words were exchanged. Rachel felt Santana’s eyes on them until they entered Ms. Holliday’s office.

 

“Hey, girls,” Ms. Holliday greeted them, crouched on the ground as she searched through the bottom shelf of her bookshelf. Standing up and dusting off her pants, she asked, “What’s up?”

 

Tina and Quinn both turned to Rachel, awaiting an explanation. Rachel began recounting the events of the previous day, Tina gasping in surprise at various points. Quinn, having heard the story before, stayed silent until Rachel finished.

 

“That explains their behavior during practice this morning,” Quinn added.

 

“How so?”

 

“They just seemed shaken. Normally, they're attached to each other like glue, much like Santana and Brittany, minus the whole extra special friendship part. But today, they barely spoke.” When Quinn finished speaking she ran her hand through her hair and looked back at Rachel as if expecting her to speak some more. 

 

Rachel was just about to do exactly that when Ms Holliday spoke again from her spot by the bookshelves.



“Interesting, well,” she glanced at the clock on her office wall, “we don’t have time to get into research mode right now as I have a class to teach in five minutes as do you three. So how about we talk at my house this afternoon instead?” 

 

Rachel nodded and started to walk toward the door when she noticed that Quinn and Tina weren’t immediately following. 

 

She looked over her shoulder. When she did that they started walking toward the door as well. 

 

Once they were in the hallway Tina leaned slightly over to her. “You know where Ms Holliday lives?”

 

“I do my training there every morning?” 

 

Tina let out a soft “oh” and that seemed to be that as Rachel and Quinn walked into their class and Tina left to go to hers.

 


 

Rachel and Quinn were the first ones to arrive for Glee that afternoon as they had walked directly to Glee after their class had finished. Quinn sat down in the chair next to Rachel as she had started to do occasionally when she didn’t sit at the back with Santana and Brittany. 

 

“Hey Rachel,” Tina said, sitting down on the chair next to Rachel. Once Rachel looked over at her she continued, “what’s Ms Hollidays address?” 

 

Rachel gave it to her but the rest of the New Directions started arriving before the conversation could progress any further. They got less curious looks than previous times as their fellow team members had started to realise that Quinn and Rachel’s friendship along with Tina’s was genuine. 

 

That didn’t mean that they accepted it. 

 

Rachel could hear the muffled conversations between them about what had prompted their sudden friendships. The most common theory was that somehow Rachel was blackmailing them into friendships as that was the only reason they could see why anyone would associate with her.  Mr Shue walked into the choir room late as usual and started speaking once everyone quieted down after he greeted them.

 

“So as I said on Monday the theme for this week is,'' Mr Shue walked over to the white board while speaking “One hit wonders.” 

 

He turned back from the white board to face them and Mercedes let out a laugh while Santana snorted. Instead of the theme. Mr Shue had written ‘ DON’T WALK AWAY FROM ME BITCH ’ in capital letters across the entire white board. 

 

“Mr Shue,” Finn said hesitantly from where he sat. 

 

That combined with the rest of the group's reaction seemed to be enough to make Mr Shue turn around and see what he had written. 

 

When he did, he immediately started wiping it off while apologizing. Rachel turned to see Quinn looking at her. Once Quinn saw Rachel looking back, she raised an eyebrow and glanced at the whiteboard, then back at Rachel. Rachel couldn’t wait to go to Ms. Holliday’s after school. 

 

She needed answers. 

 

When Glee finished, Quinn and Rachel walked outside together and into the hallway.

 

The hallway was filled with after-school stragglers who had stayed behind for clubs or were just spending more time with friends before heading home. A gust of wind swept down the hallway with a roar, slamming locker doors shut in its wake. Some of the students yelped as they moved their hands away from the slamming doors. Those who did not get their hands out of the way in time cried out in pain. Just as quickly as the gust of wind had come, it disappeared. It didn't even go down the full length of the hallway before vanishing. Rachel noticed Quinn looking over at her before raising an eyebrow.

 

They exchanged a glance, silently acknowledging the unusual occurrence. The wind had been powerful and abrupt, far from the ordinary drafts in the school corridors. It left Rachel with a sense of unease, as if the natural order of things had momentarily slipped.

 

"Did you feel that?" Quinn asked, her voice barely audible over the chatter of students.

 

Rachel nodded, her eyes narrowing with curiosity. "It was strange, was it not?"

 

Quinn shrugged, her gaze lingering on Rachel. "Very."

 

As they continued walking down the hallway, Rachel's thoughts raced. The wind, the strange occurrences – it all seemed connected. The pieces of the puzzle were scattered, waiting for someone to put them together. Ms. Holliday's held the promise of answers, and Rachel couldn't shake the feeling that something big was on the horizon.

 

When Rachel and Quinn arrived at Ms Holliday’s they didn’t have time to knock before Tina and Mike showed up.

 

“Mike?” Rachel exclaimed, head swinging between them.

 

"I told him what was happening, and he wanted to come," Tina smiled at her, and Mike just shrugged his shoulders before giving her a soft smile. 

 

Rachel let out a soft sigh. What was one more? She had somehow gone from having no friends to having two friends since becoming the Slayer. The subtle comfort of companionship was slowly growing on her, and she couldn’t deny how nice having friends felt. While she couldn’t be sure that Mike’s presence here meant they would become friends too, she didn’t want to send him away in case that was what his presence meant.

 

Of all the boys in Glee Club, Mike, while silent, stood out as one of the nicest. He was the only member of Glee who had never insulted her. He had stood idly by, but Rachel would be hard-pressed to find anyone in the school who hadn’t witnessed her being bullied and done nothing. She reached out and rang the doorbell. She stepped off the doormat in preperation for potentailly having to grab the spare key. However, the door swung open within seconds, revealing Ms. Holliday on the other side. The corners of her mouth lifted into a smirk as her gaze lingered on Mike.

 

"Mike Chang! The mystery man of Glee Club. What brings you here?" 

 

"I wanted to help," Mike replied with a shrug.

 

Ms. Holliday let out a soft laugh, “Rachel isn’t one for following insturctions is she?'' 

 

Ms Holliday stood aside and allowed them to enter. As they entered, Rachel noticed the cozy atmosphere of Ms. Holliday's home. The walls adorned with art, the aroma of brewing coffee, and the soft jazz playing in the background all created a comforting environment. 

 

“No she isn’t” Quinn said before looking over at Rachel and giving her a surprisingly affectionate smile. 

 

Ms. Holliday led them to the living room, where they settled on the couch and chairs. 

 

“Anything new?” Ms Holliday asked once they were seated.

 

 Surprisingly Mike was the one who spoke first. “There was this big gust of wind that blew through the school and slammed all the lockers shut. It was wicked,” he seemed to notice everyone’s eyes on him and he sank back in his chair “It was.” 

 

He quieted down and Tina smiled at him before Rachel spoke.

 

“That unexpected gust of wind occurred right after Mr Shue seemed to be influenced by the same supernatural element that influenced yesterday’s events as he wrote ‘don’t walk away from me bitch’ on the whiteboard. Which is the exact same thing that Paige said yesterday as she was pointing the gun at Liz.”  

 

Ms Holliday clapped her hands from where she was sitting on the coffee table. “Ooh! Sounds like paranormal phenomena.” Ms Holliday looked around and seeing Tina and Mike’s blank faces she spoke again. “A ghost. Which is pretty cool. I’ve heard about ghost’s but I've never actually encountered them.”

 

“Ghosts are real?” Quinn said softly under her breath from where she sat next to Rachel. 

 

Before Rachel could turn and ask her why the ghost part was tripping her up Mike spoke again.

 

“This was no friendly casper though. This was I’m dead as hell and I’m not going to take it anymore” 

 

Ms Holliday smilled at him. “I like you. That is exactly what it is'' 

 

“Well why is it here? Does it just want to scare people?” Rachel asked.

 

That didn’t sit right with Rachel. All her condolences regarding being dead but that was no excuse. At least vampires didn't have a soul anymore but according to her research on the supernatural interwebs poltergeists did still have their souls. 

 

Ms Holliday stood up from where she was sitting on the coffee table and started pacing. Rachel had noticed that she liked doing that. That and drawing unique diagrams on a chalkboard.

 

“Unfortunately, it doesn't know exactly what it wants. That's, that's the trouble. See, uh, many times the spirit is plagued by all manner of worldly troubles. Being dead, it has no way to, uh, to make its peace. So it lashes out, growing ever more confused, ever more angry.” Ms Holliday clapped her hands together “so figuring this out should be fun.”

 

“How can I stop it?” Rachel asked.

 

“The only known way is to find out what unresolved issues are keeping it here and then well resolve them.” Ms Holliday shrugged, “so you're going to have to tap into that big heart of yours and use that to help it.” 

 

From her spot on the couch Quinn spoke agan. “We have to figure out who it is or well was first though.”

 

“That is correct.” Ms Holliday replied. 

 

The atmosphere shifted, and the group began their collective research. Books were opened, laptops were fired up, and the glow of the computer screens illuminated their focused expressions. The room buzzed with quiet discussions, occasional laughter, and the sound of keys tapping on keyboards.

 

Time blurred as they delved into the realms of the supernatural, combing through online resources, ancient texts, and personal accounts.

 

The day transitioned into night, and the room gradually dimmed, casting shadows across the walls. The soft hum of the fluorescent lights replaced the fading sunlight. 

 

Eventually, as darkness settled outside, Rachel rose from the couch and declared, "We will continue our pursuit tomorrow." 

 

The group gathered their belongings, leaving the room bathed in the soft glow of the fluorescent light before heading out into the night. 

 

Rachel arrived at McKinley early the next morning. She wanted to do some snooping around the area where the incident involving Paige and Liz had occured before the school got busy again. She had informed Ms Holliday of this fact and she had been granted permission to skip that morning's training and make it up over the weekend. She could get away with missing one weekend of dance lessons right? Her plans were faughted when upon arriving near the corridor she heard echoes of the same fight as last time although with new voices. 

 

“You can't make me disappear just because you say it's over.”

 

“There’s no way we can be together. No way people will ever understand. Accept it”

 

“Is that what this is about? What other people think?”

 

“No! I just want you to be able to have some kind of normal life. We can never have that. Don’t you see?”

 

“I don’t give a damn about a normal life! I’m going crazy not seeing you. I think about you every minute.”

 

“I know. But it’s over. It has to be.”

 

“Come back here! We’re not finished yet!” There was silence for a second. “You don’t care anymore? Is that it?” 

 

Rachel could hear words and she knew they were the same as Wednesday afternoons fight between Paige and Liz except this time she had heard more from the lead up to the fight. She started running towards the voice to locate where they were coming from.

 

“It doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter what I feel.”

 

“Then tell me you don’t love me. Say it!” The voice went up in anger. 

 

In contrast the reply was soft, “will that help?  Is that what you have to hear? I don’t. I don’t. Now let me go”

 

“No, a person doesn’t just wake up one day and stop loving somebody. Love is forever” That was around the point that the gun had shown up last time. Rachel increased her running trying to get there faster. “I’m not afraid to use it. I swear. If I can’t be with you…”

 

“Oh, my god.”

 

“Don’t walk away from me bitch!” 

 

Rachel rounds the corner to the corrdior and finds it empty. She looks around frantically and notices them outside on the balcony. 

 

Mrs Henderson, the substitue teacher, is pointing a gun at Ms Blethliam and yelling. “Don’t do that, damn it! Don’t talk to me like I’m some dumb…” The hand holding the gun goes up as if to swipe at her forehead but the movement is enought to make the gun go off. 

 

Rachels runs closer but it’s too late and Ms Blethiem falls backwards and tumbles over the balcony. Mrs Henderson looks over the balcony and seemingly panics and attempts to run into the hallway. Rachel steps in front of her before she reaches the hallway. When she tries to move past Rachel grabs her and pushes her to the ground taking care not to use too much force. When Mrs Henderson hits the ground the gun jerks out of her hand and slides away. As it does, it dissolves and disappears with a whiff of black vapour. 

 

That explained what happened with the gun last time then. 

 


 

At lunch time, when Rachel had finally finished explaining what had happened to everyone. Police, teachers and Mr Figgins she walked to the choir room to meet with Quinn. She had texted Quinn what had happened in between interrogations. Surprisingly Mr Figgins hadn’t canceled school even though a teacher had been murdered at the school right before classes started. Although she supposed if classes were canceled everytime something upsetting happened school would never be open. When she arrived at the choir room she didn’t just find Quinn waiting for her but also Tina and Mike. 

 

“Are you okay?” Quinn was the first one to speak. 

 

Rachel nodded and headed over to where they were all sitting. When she reached her seat she sat down with a sigh. Quinn reached out and put her hand on Rachel’s shoulder and gave it a soft squeeze before moving her hand back to her lap. 

 

“What happened?” Quinn asked.

 

“Mrs Henderson you know the substitute - with a very loose understanding on what is a reputable source and what is just gossip - we had for AP History? She shot Ms Bleithiam in an eerily similar fight between Paige and Liz. It is as if the ghost is reenacting the same event over and over again” 

 

Quinn reached into her bag that was sitting on the chair next to her and pulled out her laptop. “If it’s renacting the event for a reason it would be usefull to do a cross check and see if there have been any other shootings at McKinley.” Quinn trailed off while typing on her laptop before looking up “I found something.” She spins her laptop around to face them. 

 

Tina and Mike move closer to look as well. On Quinns laptop is an old Lima newspaper with a headline reading ‘ McKinley High lesbian lovers murder suicide ’ Rachel leans forward and reads the article. Quinn spoke to Tina and Mike while Rachel read.

 

“A student shot a cheerio on the night of the Sadie Hawkins dance and then went into the choir room and shot herself. They found out that they had been dating for months before hand-”

 

“Wait” Rachel interuppted Quinn while she was talking as the picture attached to the article caught her attention “I dreamed about them.” She points at the picture. She gestures to one of the girls “her name is Sarah right?” Quinn nodded. “I dreamed she asked that girl,” she points to the other girl, “to the Sadie Hawkins dance and got turned down.” 

 

She scans back over the article to see if she could see the name of the other girl, the one who had been shot. 

 

Phoebe. 

 

“Pretty acurate dreams you are having. Is that usual?” Tina spoke from where she was leaning over Rachels shoulder reading the article.

 

“For Slayers apparently. This is a first for me though. Usually my dreams are all about…” She trailed off for a second considering the intelligence in informing everyone of the contents of her dreams. “Broadway. Normally my dreams are about Broadway.” She says firmer as she makes up her mind. 

 

Quinn looks at her curiously but doesn’t prob anymore. 

 

“Ladies and gentlemen, we have a ghost.” When they looked over at Mike from where he had chimed in he shrugged, “it’s one of those two right?” he pointed at the picture.

 

“It does fit the chain of events. With the gun, my dream and the Sadie Hawkins dance. That is on Saturday, correct?” 

 

Tina nodded. Quinn shut her laptop and placed it back in her bag. Once she does that she looks at Rachel.

 

“So which one is it?” Quinn asked.

 

“Considering the violence of it all I will cautiously say I think it is Sarah’s ghost. She’s probably hoping to get forgiveness.” She gets up from her chair and walks over to the back of the choir room where she had seen them in her dream. “She’s doomed though. Rather than get forgiveness she just keeps repeating what has already happened though. We need to stop her before the next time we end up with two dead bodies rather than one.” The bell signalling the end of lunch interupted them. “I am going to Ms Holliday’s after school to try and figure out how to deal with this paranormal situation…” She trails off unsure of how to ask what she wants to ask. 

 

Tina solved that problem for her “We’ll come with you.” 

 

She shoots Tina a grateful smile before leaving to go to her next class.

 


 

They left Glee as a group the moment Mr. Schuester dismissed them. As they exited, Rachel overheard Kurt and Mercedes immediately launching into theories about Mike’s involvement, their voices hushed but animated.

 

After a short drive in both Rachel and Mike’s cars, they arrived at Ms. Holliday’s house. She wasn’t there yet, so Rachel reached under the doormat for the spare key and let everyone inside. Once they were settled in the living room, sitting in the same positions as the day before, Quinn spoke up.

 

“I did some research- ”

 

“When?” Rachel interrupted before she could stop herself. Her eyebrows rose as she turned to stare at Quinn in disbelief. “We had classes, Glee… when could you possibly have had time?”

 

Quinn turned her head, calm and unbothered. “In Spanish class. I live with Santana. I speak better Spanish than Mr Schuester does.”

 

Mike let out a soft laugh, nodding in agreement. “Anyone speaks better Spanish than Mr Schue.”

 

Quinn rubbed her palms together and refocused.  “I think you are right Rachel, the ghost is stuck in a catch 22. There is no way for it to get peace because there is no way for it to get the forgiveness it seeks. Therefore, I think we should do a…” Her voice dropped a little, and she reached up to touch the cross hanging around her neck as she said it. “Excorsism.” 

 

Tina drew in a sharp breath. “Those are hard,” she said, looking over at Quinn with concern. “Are you sure?”

 

Rachel answered before Quinn could. “I trust Quinn.” She held Tina’s gaze until Tina gave a quiet nod. Then Rachel turned back to Quinn. “So what do you propose?”

 

Quinn stood and crossed the room to the chalkboard Ms. Holliday used to explain fighting techniques. She picked up a piece of chalk and began to sketch. “The balcony,” she said, underlining the word. “That’s where Phoebe was shot in 1975. It’s where Ms. Blethiem died. It’s the hot spot, the center of all this bad energy. We need to create a Mangus Tripod.”

 

She drew a triangle on the board. “One person stands here, right in the hot spot, chanting. The other three form the tripod around them. It’s supposed to bind the spirit, stop it from hurting anyone else. Tina, we’ll need you to work out the exact words of the chant.”

 

Tina nodded. “Okay. I’ll figure it out.”

 

Mike glanced toward Tina, then back at Quinn. “What if it doesn’t work? I’m sure it will, but… what if it doesn’t?”

 

Rachel finally decides to join in on the conversation, “Ms Holliday has a bunch of bullet proof vests that will keep us safe if a gun comes into the picture. Tina, is there anything you can put together to protect us from the ghost?”

 

“I can make protective scapulas.”

 

“Right you can make whatever that is-” Rachel replied, waving a hand vaguely.

 

“-It’s a bag of herbs bound together with some spells for protection. You wear it around your neck” 

 

Rachel nodded seriously, like she hadn’t just brushed Tina off a second earlier. “Thank you, Tina. So, I propose we meet outside McKinley at eleven-thirty tonight. I’ll stay here a bit longer to update Ms Holliday and get a key for the school.”

 

Tina and Mike both nodded and rose from their seats. Quinn, however, remained on the couch beside Rachel.

 

“I’m going to stay with Rachel,” she said softly.

 

Tina gave Rachel a curious look but didn’t question it. She simply nodded and walked out with Mike.

 

Rachel turned to Quinn, narrowing her eyes slightly. “What?”

 

Quinn’s tone was calm and genuine. “Nothing.”

 

Rachel studied her for a second longer, searching her expression for an explanation, but eventually let it go with a slight shake of her head. Quinn leaned back, settling more comfortably into the couch beside her.

 

As the afternoon faded, the sunlight began casting golden streaks through the windows. The sky outside turned soft with shades of orange and pink, and the room quieted. Quinn fidgeted with the hem of her sweater, sneaking occasional glances at Rachel, who sat quietly, lost in her own thoughts. The air felt charged, tense with the weight of what they were about to attempt. Rachel checked her watch now and then, a growing restlessness bubbling inside her.

 

When Ms Holliday finally returned, Rachel stood and briefed her on the plan. With Ms Holliday’s cautious approval, Rachel retrieved the key and returned to the couch, joining Quinn again in silence.

 

At exactly eleven o’clock, Rachel rose from her seat. The sudden movement startled Quinn, who had been immersed in a book.

 

“It’s time,” Rachel said, her voice steady and sure. 

 

Quinn nodded, closed the book, and stood up with her.

 

McKinley was silent and dark when they entered. The only light came from the street lamps outside, casting long shadows across the linoleum floors. Rachel switched on her flashlight, the beam slicing through the gloom and bouncing off the lockers. One by one, the others turned on their flashlights as well, creating scattered cones of light.

 

Rachel turned to face the group. “You ready?”

 

They all nodded. With a single glance over her shoulder, Rachel led them down the hallway toward the balcony.

 

A sudden, deafening bang echoed through the empty corridor. Everyone froze. Rachel turned sharply, eyes darting toward the sound. The double doors at the end of the hallway -the ones she had deliberately left open - had slammed shut with no help from the wind or human hands.

 

She let out a shaky breath, tried to still the shiver that ran through her, and started walking again.

 

As she passed one of the lockers, her hand brushed against the cool metal surface. The instant contact sent a jolt through her system. A barrage of images flooded her mind. Pain. Screams. The flash of a gun. Blood.

 

The visions hit her like a wave, and she staggered, barely catching herself before she hit the floor.

 

Phoebe and Sarah inside the dark choir room dancing slowly to soft music playing from a record player. Rachel looks around the room and sees a poster for the Sadie Hawkins dance on the window. Sarah and Pheobe are in the same clothes as last time she saw them. 

 

Phoebe leans in and whispers into Sarah’s ears “I know it’s not the same but it’s something right?” 

 

Rachel sees Sarah nod and place her head softly on Phoebe’s shoulders as they continue swaying to the music. As the song enters its last few notes Pheobe takes one arm off Sarah’s back and moves Sarah’s face towards her and softly kisses her. The scene fades out and the ones that follow come at her in rapid succession.

 

Paige and Liz’s fight for the third time but this time she sees it with the original cast. 

 

The hurt and anger on Sarah’s face is unmistakable as is the hurt and sadness on Pheobe’s face. 

 

She sees the moment Sarah pulls out the gun while yelling about love. 

 

She sees Pheobe run out onto the balcony being chased by Sarah. Phoebe is crying and the desperation on Sarah’s face is evident as she reaches up to wipe her forehead the gun goes off and shock and terror flash across Sarah’s face.

 

She sees the bullet hit Pheobe in the chest and hears the soft gasp she lets out before she stumbles off the balcony. 

 

She sees how Sarah lets out a gut wrenching sob and turning and walking away, gun still in her shaking hand.

 

She sees Sarah in the music room putting on a record. Playing the same song she and Pheobe had danced to before closing her eyes and silently swaying tears streaming down her cheeks.

 

She see’s Sarah put the gun to her head as the last notes of the song fade out before pulling the trigger.

 

She sees Sarah’s body fall almost in slow motion to the ground.

 

"Rachel!" Quinn's voice cut through the haze, snapping Rachel out of her visions. "Are you okay?"

 

She nodded shakily, her breath still uneven, but didn’t speak as she turned to open the door that led onto the balcony.

 

Rachel checked her watch. 11:55 p.m.

 

She turned off her flashlight and slipped it back into her bag, then pulled out a bundle of candles. She paced quietly across the balcony, handing them out, collecting the torches from the others and tucking them away as well. Once she was certain everyone had a candle and a lighter, she spoke.

 

"Okay. Let us get in our positions."

 

She moved to the center of the balcony, watching as Tina, Mike, and Quinn took their designated places, forming a triangle around her. She glanced once more at her watch - 11:59pm. With a small, steadying breath, she lit her candle. One by one, the others followed her lead. Their faces flickered in the soft, golden light, shadows dancing across their features.

 

As the clock ticked over to 12:00am, Rachel began the chant Tina had provided them. Her voice was calm, deliberate.

 

"I shall confront and expel all evil,
Out of marrow and bone,
Out of house and home,
Never to come here again."

 

When she finished, Quinn repeated the chant. Then Tina. Then Mike.

 

For a moment, nothing happened.

 

Rachel caught a flicker of confusion on Tina’s face in the candlelight - then a gust of wind surged from nowhere and snuffed out the flames.

 

Darkness engulfed them.

 

Rachel’s eyes adjusted slowly. She walked toward Quinn as the others converged behind her.

 

“Did that work?” she asked, her voice quiet. 

 

Quinn gave a helpless shrug.

 

Rachel frowned, turning toward the balcony doors. “We followed every instruction exactly. It had to have worked.”

 

“Magic is more complicated than that,” Tina said softly from behind her.

 

“Oh, well,” Rachel began, looking between Quinn and Tina, “do either of you have a way to determine whether tonight’s attempt was successful?”

 

She resumed walking as she spoke, but before anyone could answer, a low, guttural roar echoed down the hallway. The lockers began to rattle violently as a powerful gust of wind barreled toward them.

 

Rachel staggered as the wind struck her full-force. She reached out, trying to grab Quinn’s hand, but the strength of the wind was too much. The school doors swung open on their own, and the four of them were shoved backward, stumbling into the school courtyard.

 

The moment they crossed the threshold, the wind vanished. The doors slammed shut behind them with a deafening bang. Rachel rushed forward and tried the handles, but they wouldn’t budge.

 

“Based on the evidence we have just been provided with,” she said dryly, turning to the others, “I am going to hazard a guess and say the exorcism was not a rousing success.”

 

Mike looked at her, clearly hoping she’d have a plan. Tina and Quinn were watching her the same way.

 

“Uh… we should regroup,” Rachel said after a beat. “We’ll go to Ms Holliday’s place and figure out our next steps there - someplace that is not haunted.” She gave a firm nod and started walking toward the street, glancing back to make sure the others followed.

 

When they arrived at Ms Holliday’s house, she opened the door almost immediately.

 

“Judging by the looks on your faces, I’m going to guess the ghost won this round?” she said as the group filed into the living room and dropped into the nearest available seats.

 

Rachel remained standing. After a moment, the pent-up tension in her body took over, and she began to pace across the room. She gave Ms Holliday a succinct summary of what had happened, keeping her voice steady despite the lingering adrenaline.

 

“Well,” Ms. Holliday said slowly, “the good news is no one was shot - ”

 

“We wore bulletproof vests,” Rachel interrupted quickly, a note of pride in her voice.

 

“Smart thinking. So no one was injured, and based on the parallels and Rachel’s visions, I think we can safely say this ghost is Sarah.”

 

Rachel turned toward her, eyes wide. “So how do I fix this?”

 

“Well… she’s clearly reliving the night of the Sadie Hawkins dance - 1955, I think? That’s when she killed Phoebe. Spirits often do this, recreating their own tragedies in a loop. She’s stuck, trying to resolve what’s holding her here.”

 

“Rachel was right,” Quinn said, her tone decisive. “She wants forgiveness. But Rachel’s also right that she can’t get it.”

 

“Yes, you’re both correct,” Ms Holliday replied. “When Sarah possesses people, they reenact the events of that night exactly. So instead of receiving the forgiveness she craves, she’s forced to kill Phoebe again and again. She’s trapped in a cycle of her own guilt.” Ms Holliday looked Rachel directly in the eye. “Forgiveness is impossible.”

 

A heavy silence fell over the room. Rachel stared at the floor, the weight of those words settling in her chest. But Quinn didn’t seem burdened by it at all.

 

“Good. She doesn’t deserve it,” Quinn said flatly.

 

“Everyone deserves forgiveness,” Rachel countered, her voice soft but unwavering.

 

“Sarah hurt someone she claimed to love. It was selfish. Cruel. Phoebe shouldn’t forgive her. Sarah should have to live with that.”

 

“She can’t live with it. She’s dead,” Mike muttered, but Rachel ignored him.

 

“To forgive is an act of kindness,” she said, her eyes fixed on Quinn’s. “You don’t do it because someone deserves it. You do it because they need it.”

 

Quinn let out a quiet scoff but said nothing more.

 

After a beat, Tina and Mike began whispering to each other, their conversation drifting softly in the background as Rachel returned to her pacing, her mind still turning over the question that hadn’t yet found an answer.

 

Rachel stopped her pacing and headed toward the kitchen. Once inside, she filled a glass with water, eyes drifting out the window as the stream trickled from the tap. It was then that she heard it.

 

The song.

 

The same one that had played when Sarah and Phoebe danced. The song that had been playing when Sarah took her own life. Rachel froze, heart pounding as the melody wrapped itself around her. She turned sharply, scanning the living room.

 

No one reacted.

 

No flicker of recognition crossed their faces.

 

It had to be in her head.

 

The path from the kitchen to the front door was clear, and nobody in the living room paid her any attention. Her steps were quiet as she slipped out into the hallway. She had only made it halfway down when Quinn's voice called from behind.

 

“Where are you going?”

 

“I am just departing this apartment complex in order to obtain some fresh air,” Rachel replied, stiffly.

 

“Liar. You’re going back,” Quinn said as she stepped closer. “And I’m coming with you.”

 

“I... I...” Rachel stuttered, then exhaled, knowing there was no point in arguing. “Okay.”

 

Quinn smiled, and without another word, closed the distance between them. They walked side by side to the school in silence.

 

When they arrived, the school’s front doors creaked open on their own. They exchanged a look before stepping inside. Their footsteps echoed in the empty corridors, lit only by pale moonlight filtering through the windows. Rachel had been too rushed to grab a flashlight.

 

It was cold.

 

She rubbed her arms instinctively, but the chill remained. She couldn’t warm herself.

 

The words slipped from her lips, unbidden. “You can't make me disappear just because you say it's over.”

 

Quinn turned to her, brows furrowing at first, but then comprehension flickered in her eyes. She stepped closer, her expression going blank as she responded.

 

“There’s no way we can be together. No way people will ever understand. Accept it.”

 

Phoebe’s words. 

 

Sarah’s pain surged up in Rachel’s chest, overwhelming her. “Is that what this is about? What other people think?” Her voice came out sharp, angry, but she knew - deep down - it wasn’t rage. It was heartbreak.

 

“No! I just want you to have some kind of normal life. We can never have that. Don’t you see?” Quinn took another step closer.

 

“I don’t give a damn about a normal life!” Rachel’s shout rang through the hallway. Her fists clenched and released, as if Sarah’s grief were battling her every muscle for control. “I’m going crazy not seeing you. I think about you every minute.”

 

Quinn’s hand came up, gently cupping Rachel’s cheek. Her voice was soft, barely a whisper. “I know. But it’s over. It has to be.”

 

Rachel looked down, blinking back tears. When she looked up again, Quinn had turned away, walking.

 

“No,” Rachel whispered. Then louder. “Come back here! We’re not finished yet!”

 

She caught up to Quinn, grabbing her arm and spinning her around.

 

Quinn was crying.

 

Rachel felt the next words rise up and tried to stop them, tried to push them down, but they exploded from her lips. “You don’t care anymore? Is that it?”

 

“It doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter what I feel.” Quinn’s voice cracked, and tears streamed down her face.

 

“Then tell me you don’t love me. Say it!” Rachel gave Quinn’s arm a sharp tug, flinching at the pain that twisted Quinn’s face.

 

“Will that help? Is that what you have to hear? I don’t. I don’t. Now let me go!”

 

Rachel stepped back. The panic rising in her gut tangled with Sarah’s sorrow and fury. She flicked her eyes across Quinn’s body, searching for the bulletproof vest. Relief bloomed when she saw it was still in place.

 

But the gun was already in her hand.

 

The cold weight of it. The metallic click as she flicked off the safety. Her fingers moved with skill they should not possess.

 

“Love is forever. I’m not afraid to use it. I swear. If I can’t be with you...” Her voice trailed off, and her hands trembled as the barrel of the gun leveled toward Quinn.

 

“Oh, my God.” Quinn’s voice broke as terror rose in her.

 

Rachel stared at her, eyes wide with Sarah’s regret, her own horror. She didn’t know if Quinn could see it, if any part of her showed through.

 

Quinn spun and bolted down the hallway.

 

Rachel gave chase.

 

The memories of the last two times this had played out flooded her mind. She tried to stop herself. To stop the sprinting, to stop the yelling.

 

“Don’t walk away from me, bitch!”

 

Quinn burst onto the balcony. Rachel followed right after, watching as Quinn came to a halt near the edge, realizing she was cornered.

 

“Stop it! Stop it!” Rachel cried. “Don’t make me!”

 

She skidded to a stop a few feet away. Quinn turned around, eyes wide, breath ragged.

 

“All right. Just... you know you don’t want to do this. Let’s both just... calm down. Now just give me the gun.” Quinn held out a trembling hand.

 

Frustration churned inside Rachel, Sarah’s torment mounting. Her free hand curled into a fist.

 

“Don’t. Don’t do that, damn it!” she shouted. “Don’t talk to me like I’m some stupid - ”

 

The gun went off.

 

The recoil knocked her off balance. Her breath caught in her throat as she looked up, expecting the worst.

 

Quinn stumbled.

 

But there was no blood.

 

Rachel’s knees went weak with relief even as Sarah’s panic screamed through her body.

 

Quinn took a final staggered step, then tumbled backwards over the edge of the balcony.

 

“Sarah,” the name slipped out like a ghost on the wind.

 

Rachel didn’t hear the impact. Only the silence afterward. Her heart thundered. The vest had stopped the bullet, but what about the fall?

 

She wanted to run to Quinn, to help her, but Sarah still controlled her limbs. Instead, her feet moved toward the choir room, gun still clutched in her hand.

 

She drifted toward the record player sitting near the back of the room. It hadn’t been there earlier.

 

It was like the gun. Like the scene playing out through her body.

 

She placed the needle on the record, and the familiar melody began again. Slowly, she began to sway.

 

Tears streamed down her cheeks.

 

The gun inched toward her temple.

 

The cold barrel pressed against her skin.

 

She took in shallow, ragged breaths, fighting for control. Her muscles trembled with the effort. Just as she thought she couldn’t hold on any longer, a warm hand closed over hers, guiding the gun downward.

 

Quinn.

 

“Pheobe.” The shock she’s feeling isn't purely her own, as if the ghost inside her is relieved that finally, finally something is different.

 

“Don’t do this,” Quinn said softly.

 

Rachel’s eyes scanned her, looking for blood, for bruises, for breaks. Nothing.

 

“But - but I killed you.” Her voice cracked.

 

“It was an accident. It wasn’t your fault.”

 

“Oh, it is my fault. How could I—”

 

“Shhh,” Quinn interrupted. “I’m the one who should be sorry, Sarah. You thought I stopped loving you. But I never did. I loved you with my last breath.”

 

She cupped Rachel’s cheek and wiped away the tears.

 

Rachel sobbed. Deep, shaking sobs. Her knees gave out, but Quinn steadied her.

 

“Shhh. No more tears. It’s okay.”

 

Rachel looked up into Quinn’s eyes. She saw the flecks of color, the warmth, the single tear still clinging to her lashes.

 

Quinn leans in and Rachel feels the relief and love building up inside of her. 

 

Inside of Sarah. 

 

And then, they kissed.

 

It was slow at first. Gentle.

 

But then it deepened, and Rachel clung to Quinn, her hand fisting in her shirt.

 

Out of the corner of her eye, she saw light.

 

It streamed from both of them, golden and warm, rising toward the ceiling.

 

Sarah was leaving.

 

When Rachel pulled back, her chest heaved as she adjusted to the quiet in her own mind.

 

“Quinn!” she gasped. “I apologize profusely - ”

 

“It’s okay, Rach,” Quinn cut her off gently, though confusion lingered in her expression. “We were possessed. It’s okay. Breathe, Rachel. It’s okay.”

 

Rachel nodded, forcing herself to breathe. “Correct me if I am wrong, but it seems we were dealing with both Sarah and Phoebe’s ghosts?”

 

Quinn nodded.

 

Rachel reached out and took her hand. “How... how are you okay?”

 

“I’m a Cheerio, Rachel. I know how to fall.” Quinn smiled faintly. “You can’t get rid of me that easily.”

 

Rachel tried to smile back. “I was so worried. I wanted to help you, but I couldn’t.”

 

“It’s okay, Rach.”

 

She nodded again, pushing back the tide of fear and sadness. “We should go back to Ms Holliday’s. The others must be worried. If they noticed.”

 

“They noticed.” Quinn’s hand tightened briefly in hers, then relaxed.

 

They walked out of McKinley together.

 

When they entered Ms Holliday’s, the others jumped to their feet. Rachel gave them a weak, reassuring smile and walked straight past, heading for the training room.

 

She heard Tina mumble, “Huh?” just before the door shut behind her.

 

She crossed to the bench and sat down, folding forward until her arms were cradling her head.

 

In and out.


In and out.


In and out.

 

But it wasn’t working.

 

She had shot Quinn.


She had kissed Quinn.

 

The door creaked open and shut. Ms Holliday walked toward her, but Rachel didn’t look up.

 

In and out.


In and out.

 

The bench shifted as Ms Holliday sat beside her. Rachel focused on her breath. Only when she felt steadier did she lift her head. Ms Holliday’s hand came to rest gently on her shoulder.

 

“Quinn told us what happened. Are you okay?”

 

Rachel didn’t answer. She didn’t know how.

 

“She was so sad. Sarah.” Her voice was a whisper. “I am so sad.”

 

She doesn’t know what to do with all the emotions coursing through her body. Emotions that used to be blocked behind a big brick wall in her brain. 

 

She stood up suddenly, shrugging off Ms Holliday’s hand. She began to pace.

 

“I thought I was okay. I thought nothing at school could touch me. That I could be the Slayer and handle it. But I shot Quinn. I shot her.”

 

“You didn’t shoot Quinn. Sarah did.”

 

“It was my hand!” Rachel shouted. “My hand pulled the trigger. What does that say about me?”

 

“It wasn’t you.”

 

“Sarah was angry. I’m angry. Sarah was sad. I am sad. Sarah pulled the trigger. I pulled the trigger.” She raises her voice but doesn’t look back at where Ms Holliday was sitting. “What does that say about me?”

 

“It wasn’t you Rachel.”

 

“Sarah was angry. I’m angry. Sarah was sad. I am sad. Sarah pulled the trigger. I pulled the trigger.” 

 

“She allowed her emotions to outweigh her common scese and her morality. You wouldn't do that. You have one of the biggest hearts. Someone can slushy you and you’ll help them two minutes later. You have a great capacity for forgiveness and love .You're a good person Rachel.”

 

“I do not feel like one.”

 

“That’s okay. But listen to me. Listen to Quinn. Listen to all of us. You are.”

 

Rachel let out a soft breath and walked back to the bench.

 

“Is Quinn okay?”

 

“She’s shaken. Not as much as you, but she’s okay. Mostly worried about you.”

 

Rachel nodded, leaning forward again. Ms Holliday’s hand returned to her shoulder.

 

In and out.


In and out.


In and out.

 

“Does this ever get easier?” Rachel asked quietly.

 

“What do you want me to say?” 

 

“Lie to me.”

 

“Yes, it's terribly simple. The good guys are always stalwart and true, the bad guys are easily distinguished by their pointy horns or black hats, and, uh, we always defeat them and save the day. No one ever dies, and everybody lives happily ever after.”

 

“Liar.” 

Notes:

TW: Murder Suicide

Chapter title is from the musical 'West Side Story'.

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Chapter 6: Me inside of me

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Chapter Text

After training on Monday morning, Rachel pushed open the doors of McKinley High and made her way down the familiar corridors, her shoes clicking softly against the linoleum. The fluorescent lights above flickered faintly as she walked, casting long shadows on the scuffed floor. She kept her eyes open, scanning faces and hallways, hoping - though she wasn’t sure why - to catch a glimpse of Quinn.

 

She hadn’t seen her since Friday night.

 

The weekend had passed in a blur of patrols and restless sleep. Rachel had started leaving her house earlier than usual, long before the time Quinn might have shown up. She didn’t know if Quinn had even tried to join her. The absence stung, but she wasn’t sure who was avoiding whom anymore.

 

She exhaled sharply as she reached the choir room and pushed the door open, hoping to steal a few minutes of practice before homeroom. But instead of the empty room she expected, she was met with sharp brown eyes and a look that could have cut glass.

 

Santana.

 

The moment Santana spotted her, her entire posture shifted. She straightened up from where she’d been lounging across a chair and stalked toward Rachel with the predatory grace of a lioness sizing up her kill.

 

“What did you do, troll?” Santana’s voice was low and dangerous, dripping with venom.

 

Rachel froze, her breath catching in her throat. She had faced vampires. Demons. Creatures that wore twisted, nightmarish faces and wanted her dead. But none of them inspired the same sharp spike of dread that Santana Lopez did when she was angry.

 

This was different.

 

This was personal.

 

Rachel took an involuntary step backward, the heel of her shoe scuffing against the floor. Santana didn’t slow down. If anything, her pace quickened, her glare intensifying as she crossed the room like a storm.

 

Rachel’s mind raced. What had she done to make Santana this furious? Yes, Santana found her mere existence irritating on a good day, but this... this felt different. Focused. Targeted.

 

“I… what?” Rachel stammered, cursing her own lack of composure.

 

Her voice sounded too high, too thin, and Santana’s eyes narrowed further. It was like standing in front of a ticking bomb and not knowing which wire to cut.

 

“God. Quinn,” Santana snapped, her tone slicing through the air like a blade. “What did you do to Quinn?”

 

The name hit Rachel like a punch to the chest.

 

Quinn.

 

Her breath caught, and guilt twisted sharply in her stomach.

 

Rachel felt dawning realisation but she was unsure of exactly what Santana would be specifically referring to. 

 

Both potential options terrified her. 

 

Though how Santana would know them she was unsure. While she had been avoiding Quinn she couldn’t see Quinn opening up to Santana about the events of last week. At her lack of response, Santana let out a growl of frustration and stormed forward. She got so close Rachel could feel the heat of her breath.

 

"She's been sulking in her room the entire weekend, the depressed little shit." Santana rolls her eyes, before narrowing them. "The only time she left was to go find you, and well- let's just say that if her room's door is broken from it being slammed too hard you're paying for it, Berry. So I'll ask you again. What. Did. You. Do?" Santana reaches out to grab her and Rachel shoves the instinct to dodge to the side and allows Santana to grab onto her sweater and give her a slight shake. 

 

The guilt inside her allows her to acknowledge that she deserves Santana’s anger. 

 

What kind of Slayer shoots her friend? 

 

What kind of friend kisses another friend without their consent? 

 

Someone like her. 

 

Granted they had both been possessed but as the Slayer she couldn’t help but think there must have been something she could have done to prevent those events. She didn’t deserve Quinn as her friend and she was sure that Quinn would have realised that by now so the fact that she had even attempted to see Rachel over the weekend was surprising. Although, maybe she just wanted to tell Rachel exactly what she thought of her in person? That was the most likely option she concluded. She took a deep breath and mustered the confidence to look Santana dead in the eyes while responding.

 

"Santana," Rachel said, keeping her voice even despite the tight grip on her sweater, "while I find your concern for your friend touching, albeit unexpected, I must ask that you release me immediately."

 

Santana did not move. If anything, her grip tightened, fingers twisting more insistently in the wool of Rachel’s cardigan as she stepped even closer, eyes locked on Rachel’s face with razor-sharp intensity.

 

Rachel blinked, trying not to recoil as Santana's breath hit her face, warm and furious.

 

"Wow. Okay," she said, voice trembling slightly but determined to hold its edge. "You have truly mastered the art of appearing threatening. It's actually quite disconcerting how close you are to my face right now."

 

She took a deep breath, swallowing down her nerves. Her heartbeat thundered in her ears.

 

"Um. Regarding Quinn," she continued, eyes darting quickly over Santana’s face to read her expression, "I’m unsure as to what you are referring to."

 

Lie .

 

“And though I understand the level of disdain you hold for me, my friendship with Quinn is not your concern.”

 

Rachel gave a small nod, hoping to appear more confident than she felt. Santana’s jaw was clenched tight, her knuckles whitening against the fabric of Rachel’s sweater. Her dark eyes flickered with restrained fury as she considered her next move.

 

The room was silent, the tension between them sharp and suffocating.

 

"Santana!" Quinn’s voice rang out from the doorway, sharp enough to cut through the thick silence.

 

Santana dropped her hand like she’d touched a hot stove and stepped back, breathing heavily as she turned toward the sound. Rachel stumbled slightly from the sudden release, eyes darting to Quinn.

 

“What are you doing?” Quinn asked as she crossed into the room, her voice calm but unmistakably edged with authority.

 

“I know it’s Yentl’s fault you’ve been acting so weird,” Santana muttered, the nickname laced with venom. She folded her arms across her chest and gave Quinn a look brimming with judgment and frustration.

 

Quinn didn’t respond right away. She crossed the space with careful deliberation and came to stand beside Rachel. Her shoulder brushed Rachel’s, and her body angled protectively in front of her.

 

Rachel’s brow furrowed. That... didn’t make sense. Every chart in her bedroom, every late-night mental loop, every shred of logic told her Quinn should be angry with her. Distant. Done. But now she was standing between her and Santana like a shield.

 

What was this?

 

What was her angle?

 

“Leave Rachel alone,” Quinn said, her voice steady, firm.

 

Santana scoffed. Her eyes narrowed as she looked between them with disbelief. “Why do you care?”

 

There was hurt in her voice, buried beneath the snarl.

 

“We’re friends,” Quinn said, the words flying out of her mouth without hesitation.

 

Rachel blinked.

 

Santana looked stunned. She shook her head and let out a bitter laugh.

 

“You and the freak? Nah. I don’t buy it.” She pointed a sharp finger at Quinn. “What’s your game?”

 

Rachel flinched slightly. That was her thought too. She didn’t want to admit how much it scared her not knowing the answer.

 

“No game,” Quinn said again, stepping closer. 

 

For a second, it looked like Santana might back away. Instead, she stood her ground, jaw clenched, eyes hard.

 

“You know that,” Quinn continued, her voice softer now, tinged with something more vulnerable. “What’s going on, really?”

 

Santana looked at her for a long second, then let her gaze swing back to Rachel. She scoffed again.

 

“I can’t believe that lizard baby damaged your brain so bad you think Yentl is a good friend choice.”

 

“Santana - ” Quinn started, her voice still calm but firmer now, trying to hold the line.

 

But Santana didn’t let her finish. She threw up her hands.

 

“Whatever.” The word was spat out like poison, and she turned on her heel.

 

It was remarkably similar to Rachel’s diva strom outs she thought except unlike her Santana didn’t flip her hair while storming out. 

 

Quinn turned to face her again, lips parting as if to speak, but the bell rang before she could say a word.

 

Rachel straightened her shoulders, clinging to the reprieve. “Bell!” she announced, a touch too brightly.

 

Quinn blinked at her, clearly confused.

 

“In order to maintain our attendance records,” Rachel explained, her voice racing slightly, “mine of which are impeccable, and yours, which while strong, are slightly less impeccable, we should postpone this conversation and go our separate ways. To homeroom.”

 

She gave a short, abrupt nod and pivoted toward the door before Quinn could answer. Her bag bounced against her side as she walked briskly into the hallway, her thoughts in chaotic disarray.

 

She had no idea what any of that had just meant.

 

She was glad she had postponed the conversation. It gave her time to wrap her head around the events of that morning. Due to the years of avoiding slushies she knew all the fastest routes to various locations in the school which meant that she successfully made it to homeroom in time and incident free, despite only heading to class at the bell rather than before as per usual. 

 

She slid into her chair at the front of the room before beginning to organise her things on her desk. While she was looking down at her desk placing her notebook and pens on it, Mike sat down at the desk next to her. 

 

The desk was usually empty. 

 

A quick glance around the room showed that there were still a fair amount of open seats so Mike was sitting next to her by choice. 

 

“Are you okay?” Mike asked. 

 

She looked up at Mike who didn’t give her time to respond before continuing.

 

“You hightailed out of Ms Holliday’s so fast we didn’t get time to speak and Tina says you aren’t answering your phone.” Mike was looking at her and his brows were pulled together as he waited for her response. 

 

She weighed up her options on how to respond. Unlike other people, Mike didn’t seem frustrated by having to wait for a response.

 

“I will admit that I find myself slightly more shaken by the events of Friday night than I thought I would, however I am sure that this is just temporary and I will be back to my usual vivacious self shortly,” she punctuated her sentence with a sharp nod as she flashed Mike a smile. 

 

She chose not to mention that rather than giving her new emotions, Friday had instead released all the emotions that she usually kept well hidden. Mike looked at her for a second in silence before speaking once more.

 

“Okay. Well if you need to talk…” Mike gave her the ghost of a smile and turned to the front as Mr Robertson walked in. 

 

Rather than sit down at his desk and ignore them as he usually did though he instead paused at the whiteboard and waited for the class to quiet down before addressing them. 

 

“Last night your classmate Mr Rick Nelson committed suicide.” 

 

The class broke out in exclamations. 

 

“Quiet!” 

 

When the chattering went down to mumbles he continued as if accepting that that was the best he was going to get. 

 

“Ms Pillsbury asked me to remind you that her office is always open.” 

 

He didn’t say anything else and walked over to his desk and pulled out a book and started reading it paying no heed to the chaos that his statement had caused. The class was in an uproar as discussions broke out. Mike let out a deep sigh and Rachel looked over at him.

 

“Rick the stick, I never would have thought…” He trailed off and let out another sigh. 

 

Rachel reached out and gave his shoulder a hesitant squeeze. Before looking back down at her notebook and reading through her notes for the exam next period. 

 

Her thoughts wouldn’t allow her to focus though. She kept thinking about the series of events that would lead Rick the stick to commit suicide? Rick had thrown so many slushies on her and had insulted her so many times she had lost count before the end of freshman year but still she wouldn’t wish the headspace of the suicidally depressed on her worst enemy and Rick wasn’t even her worst enemy. 

 

Although who in particular got that honor she wasn’t sure. 

 

She let out a sigh and tried to gather her thoughts away from Rick but the chatter in the classroom didn’t allow her much reprieve and the rest of the school day passed in similar fashion. 

 

All around her, all day, people were talking about how they would have never thought he was feeling like that. Not taking into account that it’s very rare that one does know what is happening inside another person’s head. No one knew anyone as well as they thought. 

 

Rachel just kept her head down and was thankful that for once everyone was too distracted to even attempt to slushy anyone. A slushy was the last thing her tremulous headspace needed right now. 

 

When Rachel walked into Glee club that afternoon she wasn’t the first one in it. For the second time that day someone was waiting for her. 

 

Quinn.

 

“I told Ms Walker, Coach Sylvester needed me. We need to talk.” Quinn said from where she was sitting on the chair next to Rachels usual seat. 

 

For a second Rachel considered turning around and hightailing it out of there to avoid the coming conversation but she dug deep inside herself to summon the courage to allow her to walk towards Quinn and respond. She had faced multiple vampires at once so she could face scary Quinn. 

 

She could.

 

“Okay…” She trailed off as she sat down in her seat but slightly angled herself to face Quinn. 

 

She had hoped to avoid this conversation as long as possible to be able to live in the time where she was still friends with Quinn as long as possible but unfortunately Quinn had beaten her to the punch.

 

“You’ve been avoiding me. Why?” Quinn’s face was closed off as if she was trying to hide her emotions from Rachel. 

 

While in the past that might have worked, their late night patrols and other hangouts had made Rachel more intune with Quinn’s emotions via facial and body ticks so she could see the lingering hurt and frustration behind Quinn’s statement. Rachel lifted up her hand and ran it through her hair. That wasn’t what Rachel had been expecting. She had been expecting a quick cessation of friendship followed by a return to the previous status quo but like this morning Quinn was surprising her. She had been expecting anger and hate, not the hurt and frustration on Quinn’s face. She had been expecting something other than this.

 

“You know why.” 

 

Quinn raised her eyebrow at Rachel's words before drawling. “No! Rachel I don’t.” 

 

How could she not? 

 

How could she not be as angry at Rachel as Rachel was at herself? 

 

How was it that in the past Quinn wanted to punch her in the face every time she opened her mouth but now she stood in front of Rachel as if confused as to why she should be upset with her?

 

“I shot you.” 

 

She glanced at the choir room door quickly while responding to ensure that no one was witnessing this conversation. When she was satisfied that the coast was clear she glanced back at Quinn before quickly looking down at her lap instead.

 

“No you didn’t,” Quinn reached out and put her hands over Rachels that were nervously clenching on her lap. “You were possessed. We were possessed.” Quinn’s voice was soft and tender and when Rachel looked up at Quinn’s face she was surprised that the usual locked down expression on Quinns face had been replaced with one that Rachel could clearly read the concern in.

 

“That does not excuse my actions. I am ‘The Slayer’. I am supposed to protect you, people, I’m supposed to protect people and I failed.” She slipped one of her hands out from under Quinns and ran it through her hair and glanced back down. “I do not understand how you are sitting there looking at me like, like I did not do anything wrong. Like I am not a failure.”

 

Quinn squeezed Rachels hand and bent her head to look Rachel in the eyes from where Rachel was staring at her lap before responding.

 

“Because you didn’t. I promise Rach. You didn’t do anything wrong.” Rachel shook her head but Quinn was undeterred. “You didn’t. You got rid of the ghosts and you gave them the peace they needed. You gave us the bullet proof vests. You kept me safe. You did nothing wrong.”

 

“I kissed you.”

 

“I kissed you too.” 

 

Quinn’s voice was even and left no room for argument although Rachel still had plenty more she wanted to say. There was silence for a moment before Quinn spoke once more. 

 

“Talk to me Rach, what’s going on in your head?” 

 

Rachel struggled to make sense of the myriad of thoughts in her head, the most prominent of all of them though was confusion. Confusion as to why this conversation was happening. Confusion as to the contents of this conversation. 

 

Just confusion. 

 

When she spoke it was in barely a whisper. It was only Quinn's proximity that meant that she would be able to hear her.  “I just do not understand.”


“What is it that you don’t understand?”

 

“Why, why you are here talking to me like we’re friends,” She avoided Quinn's eyes as she spoke but she couldn’t avoid Quinn’s response which was quick and earnest when it came.

 

“We are friends.”

 

“I do not understand how, how we are friends.” She shrugged and chanced a look over at Quinn and noticed her leaning forward and staring at Rachel unflinchingly. Rachel quickly looked back down at her lap before she moistened her lips and continued speaking. “I know that you apologised for your past mistakes but you do not need to pretend to be my friend under some misguided sense of obligation.” She looked back up at Quinn and met her eyes “Really.” 

 

Rachel waited for Quinn's response but it didn’t come. 

 

Instead Quinn just sat there holding Rachels hand before reaching up with her other hand and wiping away a tear. 

 

“Quinn?”


“I’m so sorry,” Quinn’s words came out, choked in the manner of one holding back tears. 

 

Rachel didn’t understand why Quinn was crying and apologising perhaps she had misunderstood what Rachel had said? 

 

“It’s okay Quinn.”

 

“It’s not, it’s really not. You are, you are this amazing person and anyone would be lucky to be your friend.”

 

“I do not understand?” Rachel seemed to be saying that a lot today but if anything she had become even more confused as the conversation progressed. “Why are you apologising?” 

 

“Because I was the reason you became a target. This is my fault.” 

 

Quinn reached up and wiped away another silent tear as Rachel pondered her words but only one thought kept echoing through her head.


“You were the reason?”  

 

Quinn nodded her head and in her mind's eye Rachel remembered the very first time a slushy had hit her. Not two hours into her first day, the first couple of periods Rachel had made some casual conversation with her peers and was excited for the lunch period where she had hoped to cement some of those conversations into friendships only for those hopes to be dashed when the slushy hit her and her status of a loser was imprinted into the minds of everyone at McKinley High. 

 

“Why would you do that?" Rachel asked, frowning.Quinn sighed. 

 

“Because I was an idiot, Rachel. I told you before: I will never deserve your forgiveness for all the stupid things I've done to you.”

 

“Whether or not you deserve my forgiveness is irrelevant because I have already forgiven you. I am simply hoping for an explanation if you are willing to provide one?” 

 

Quinn let out another sigh before she responded. “I don’t have one,” she shrugged. “I wish I did Rachel but I don’t have one other than the fact that I wanted to be popular, I wanted to ensure that I would not end up on the bottom of the school hierarchy and the way to do that is to choose someone else to be on the bottom.” Quinn wiped away another tear and shook her head as if attempting to stop more tears from emerging. “It is my greatest regret doing to you what I did.”

 

“So I just had the misfortune of what, being in the wrong place at the wrong time?” Rachel looked at Quinn for her response but Quinn hesitated for a second before nodding. “That is not a very satisfying reason.I was hoping for something a tad bit more dramatic” She gave Quinn a soft smile to show the humor in her statement and was rewarded by a soft chuckle from Quinn.

 

“Like what?” Rachel smiled and hummed a soft tune and she could see the moment Quinn recognized the tune because she burst into laughter. “Am I Glinda in this scenario?”

 

“Of course,” She smiled at Quinn and allowed all the weight that had been on her shoulders since last week to slip away.

 

The arrival of Kurt and Mercedes into the choir room shut down their conversation but Quinn’s hand remained on Rachel’s lap holding her hand. It was only as the rest of the club started to trickle in that Rachel felt Quinn give her hand a soft squeeze before letting go. Quinn pulled out a book from her bag and started reading it. Rachel however grabbed some sheet music from her bag to go over it before performing her chosen song later on in the meeting. 

 

“Did you hear about his note?” Rachel heard Kurt say from behind her pulling her attention away from the sheet music.

 

“No?” Merceedes responded.

 

“Apparently he left a multi page note listing every incident of bullying he had ever partaken in and he’s Rick the Stick you know so it was a lot and finished off by saying he didn't deserve to live.'' 

 

Mercedes let out a scandalised gasp at that. Rachel tuned out whatever it was that Kurt said in response. That didn’t make sense. While Rachel could understand the impulses and thoughts that would drive one to commit suicide, one driven by guilt just didn’t suit Rick. Not that he didn’t have anything to feel sorry for he had a lot, however he had shown no signs of remorse at all, just last week Rachel had been doused in a slushy by him. It just went to show you never know, she supposed but still. She shook those thoughts off and instead focused on Mr Shue as he walked into the choir room. But the lingering uneasiness about the situation remained.

 

“Hey guys,” Mr Shue clapped his hands together to grab their attention. “I want to take a minute to talk about Rick. I know you guys must be feeling shocked by what he did and I want to reiterate what I’m sure you have been told by your other teachers. That my door is open to talk as is Ms Pillbury’s. In saying that we are all a family here and I know that none of you would feel hesitant to speak to each other if you were in a hard place.” 

 

Mr Shue kept talking but Rachel was stuck on the pure absurdity of Mr Shue’s statement. The Glee club a family? Sure for some of them but not all of them.

 

 “...that’s why this week I want you to sing songs about family, be they blood or choosen. Okay?” Mr Shue clapped his hands together again as the glee club broke out in agreeing chatter. 

 

Rachel sighed and placed her sheet music back into her bag as her song choice would no longer work given the week's theme. 

 

“It’s rubbish right?” She was startled for a second before she processed that Quinn had leaned over to whisper into her ear. 

 

“What?”

 

“Glee being a family,” Quinn tossed her a smirk as she finished speaking and Rachel let out a soft laugh in response.

 

“Hey!” Santana’s sharp voice from where she had materialised next to them broke them apart “Just because we don't count the freak as part of the family doesn't mean the rest of us aren't.” 

 

Santana moved as if to shove her but Quinn intercepted her arm before Santana could reach Rachel. Santana shrugged off Quinn’s hand and shot out another barb looking straight into Quinn’s eyes as she spoke but Rachel could still make out the sneer on her face. 

 

“We'll still accept you- Berry could have a disease... Do you really want to be infected?”

 

Rachel took a deep breath and swallowed down the sob that almost escaped. She looked down at her lap and blinked a couple times before looking back up at Santana, show face firmly back in place. 

 

When Santana met her eyes her jaw was clenched before Santana rolled her eyes and turned to look at Quinn.  Quinn who was shaking her head and while Rachel didn’t know what the expression on Quinn’s face was it was enough to further enrage Santana as she looked back at Rachel and started shooting out as many barbs as she could, presumably hoping to make the most impact possible. 

 

It was her final insult at least a minute into her tirad that got a response. “It’s really concerning how much time you spend in Ms Holliday's office Berry, maybe we should be calling the cops about that?” 

 

“Is that true Rachel?” Mr Shue interrupted Santana. 

 

All heads turned to look at Rachel and she struggled to form words for a couple of seconds due to the incredulity of what was happening right now. She regained the powers of speech just before it seemed that Quinn was about to come to her defence. She reached out and placed her hand on Quinn’s shoulder stopping her from speaking as she responded to Mr Shue.

 

“Of course not.” Rachel shook her head while looking at Mr Shue and avoiding looking back at the rest of the club. “While I admit I do frequent Ms Holliday’s office it is simply due to the fact that she is assisting me with an admissions essay for a prestigious music program in New York. New York is my destiny and I refuse to allow anyone to take that from me.” 

 

Rachel let out an internal sigh of relief when Mr Shue nodded and seemed to let it go.Rachel had gotten a lot better at thinking on her feet since becoming the Slayer and if nothing else it would assist her when it came time for her improv classes at the college level. Mr Shue’s interruption did have the benefit of stopping Santana’s rage-filled tirad allowing the rest of Glee to carry on undisturbed. When Mr Shue dismissed them with instructions to prepare songs to sing tomorrow Quinn leaned over to whisper to Rachel.

 

“So can I patrol with you again tonight?” 

 

Rachel thought about how to respond for a second with two vying thoughts. She enjoyed Quinn’s presence on her patrols but Santana was getting increasingly angry and volatile and the only way Rachel could see to curb that was to slightly cut down on the time spent with Quinn outside of school. 

 

‘Um, I was thinking maybe we should cut down on how often we patrol together just so that Santana has some time to calm down.” Rachel saw a look of hurt flash across Quinn’s face before it got buried. “I am not saying we cannot patrol together anymore, just maybe not every day?” 

 

Quinn looked like she was going to argue before looking over and seeing Santana glaring at them from where she was sitting talking to Brittany. Seeing that Quinn deflates letting out a sigh and looks back at Rachel.

 

“Okay,” Quinn starts to pack up her things before suddenly looking at Rachel again. “This is just temporary though. I will not allow her whatever to derail our friendship.” 

 

With that Quinn walked away she was quickly followed by Santana who shouted out for Quinn to wait up. 

 

Rachel allowed a smile to slip out at the turn of events. Not only was Quinn still her friend but she was defending that friendship from Santana. She started to pack up her belongings when Mike and Tina, on their way out stopped to ask if she was okay after Santana’s tirad. Which was a definite step up from no one asking and crying alone in the bathroom so she allowed herself to finally start to truly accept that there was a chance that Quinn, Mike and Tina genuinely did want to be her friends. She smiled at them as she responded and followed them out of the choir room.

 


 

Quinn was standing next to Rachels locker when she arrived at school the next morning after her training. Seemingly impervious to the stares her presence at Rachel's locker was getting her. You would think after weeks of Quinn and Rachel being friends that the masses would be used to it by now but no. 

 

Quinn didn't even wait for Rachel to reach her before she started speaking. “Alex killed himself last night.” 

 

Once the words completely sunk in Rachel searched through her memory to locate who this was before remembering the brute of a jock that had tried to attack Quinn the other week.

 

“Alex? Why would he though? I suppose the recent death of his girlfriend could have been a factor though he seemed to me to be more prone to violent outbursts than suicidal ideation....” She trailed off, stopping the rest of her verbal word vomit from happening as she looked at Quinn for her response.

 

“Apparently, he felt guilty,” Quinn shrugged. “He left a whole note about it.” 

 

The trickle of unease she felt yesterday turned into a flooding stream of unease at those words.That couldn’t be a coincidence could it? 

 

She blurted out her question to Quinn to attempt to rein in her suspicions. “Like Rick the Stick?” 

 

Quinn raised an eyebrow and looked at Rachel for elaboration. She supposed Quinn hadn’t overheard Kurt and Mercedes' conversation like Rachel had. 

 

“I heard that he left a note listing his many failings as a decent human being and cited overwhelming guilt as his reason for choosing to commit suicide. Which I must admit does not really seem in character. Honestly, I personally had always thought that years down the lane I would be asked about my perspective as a famous person on my classmate, the serial killer.” 

 

She shrugged her shoulder and started turning toward her locker to open it before Quinn spoke again. 

 

“They say it’s never the ones you expect,” Quinn’s lips quirked in a half smile as she spoke. 

 

“Serial killers?” Rachel responded.

 

Quinn let out a soft laugh, “That and the ones who commit suicide.”

 

“I suppose that is true. And while I admit I understand what could drive one to take such an extreme measure,” she didn’t mean to say that. It just slipped out. She started talking faster trying to stop Quinn from picking up what she had said. “Rick and Alex just don’t fit the normal profile for ones who would do so, much less within days of each other. I may be overly paranoid, something that I have frequently been accused of but maybe something else is going on.” 

 

Quinn's eyes moved contemplatively across Rachel's face. Her eyebrows pulled slightly together before softly replying. “Like what?”

 

“Well that is all I have so far. That something does not seem quite right regarding the events of these last couple of days but I am unsure of what exactly this could be due to or what it could mean.” Rachel opened up her locker and started gathering her books to distract herself from Quinn’s probing eyes. 

 

“So what do you want to do?” 

 

She shrugged at Quinn’s question and turned back to face her as she responded. “I will go talk to Ms Holliday but unlike in the past we do not have that much to go on other than my instinct.”

 

“You have good instincts.” 

 

She looked into her locker to avert her gaze from Quinn but the rosiness of her cheeks gave away her reaction to Quinn’s comment.

 

“Well my instincts don’t give us a lot to go on.'' She gave a small shrug while reaching into her locker purposefully not looking at Quinn for her reaction. An announcement came over the loudspeaker interrupting whatever Quinn would have said in response.

 

“Attention students, attention, please proceed toward the gym for an assembly instead of attending your homeroom classes. I repeat, proceed toward the gym for a school assembly. Thank you.” 

 

Rachel shut her locker and started walking toward the gym checking that Quinn was accompanying her. 

 

“What do you think Figgins wants to talk to us about?” She looked over at Quinn as they walked, glad that Figgins announcement allowed the conversation to move on.

 

“I will hazard a guess that it is to do with the fact that we’ve had two suicides in two days?” Quinn deadpanned and Rachel felt a blush of shame. 

 

Obviously that would be what it was about. She had been so desperate to move the conversation on before Quinn could ask her questions about her accidental throwaway comment that she had made a fool of herself. 

 

“Hey,” Mike said as he and Tina joined Rachel and Quinn as they entered the gym. 

 

Tina didn’t bother with mindless pleasantries and instead jumped straight in with a question, “Did you hear about-'' 

 

Rachel interrupted Tina before she finished her question “Alex? Yes we have.” 

 

The gym was rapidly filling with students all conversing amongst themselves as to the reason for the assembly. When Figgins walked over to the microphones he was followed by Ms Pillsbury. 

 

Mike leaned over and whispered into Rachel’s ear, “Suicide awarness assmbly for ten bucks?” 

 

Rachel couldn’t help the soft laugh from escaping her as she nodded. She turned her attention to where Principal Figgins had finished taping on the microphone and had started speaking.

 

“Attention students, many of you may have heard the news regarding Mr Alex Johnathan Hoffman. Last night Mr Hoffman commited suicide in his fathers garage. It is due to these events that I have asked Ms Pillsbury to say some words.” 

 

Rachel looked around the gym, her eyes tracing the disinterested expressions of her fellow students as Ms Pillsbury attempted to convey the importance of discussing emotions and maintaining connections with friends. The chatter and lack of engagement seemed to amplify, drowning out Ms Pillsbury's well-intentioned words.

 

It was evident that Ms Pillsbury was swimming in unfamiliar waters, well beyond her comfort zone. Her usually poised demeanor wavered, and Rachel could sense the palpable discomfort radiating from the well-meaning guidance counselor.

 

Rachel, however, struggled to summon any sympathy for the counselor. How could Ms Pillsbury not perceive the evident disconnection between her advice and the reality of the students' experiences? Talking to friends was supposed to magically cure depression? What about those who didn’t have friends she thought? Or what if someone had bigger problems than a simple talk could fix? Rachel could see how the average joe could think that happiness was a choice but having a teacher in a bullying abundant school preaching the same message was negligent in her opinion. She tuned back in as Ms Pillsbury was wrapping up.

 

“...remember that you are not alone and that my door is always open.” She half nodded as if unsure how to wrap it up as she backed away from the microphone. 

 

Principal Figgins walked back up to the microphone and dismissed them.

 


 

When AP Calculus finished and the bell rang for lunch time Rachel leaned over to Quinn and informed her that she was going to go speak to Ms Holliday. 

 

“I’ll come with you.” Quinn said.

 

Rachel couldn’t help the smile from slipping across her face at Quinn’s words. Being friends with Quinn had been something she wanted since the first time she laid eyes on her. Granted she had wanted to be more than friends for a while but she had accepted that that was never going to happen so just being friends with Quinn was unexpected and enough for her. They ran into Ms Holliday before reaching her office but upon Rachel mentioning that she wanted to talk to her about Slayer related reasons Ms Holliday gestured from them to follow her to her office before talking. 

 

Once Ms Holliday shut her office door Rachel jumped right into it. She had learnt that Ms Holliday wasn’t one for perfunctory small talk. 

 

“I find myself unsure that these ‘suicides’ that have been occuring are unrelated to the fact that we are on a hellmouth but as I was telling Quinn we have nothing to go on other than my instinct.”

 

“A Slayer's instincts are more accurate than most,” Ms Holliday responded as she walked toward her bookcase but rather than pull any books out she stood next to the bookcase and turned to face Rachel. “Think really carefully Rachel and try to explain exactly why something seems off to you.” 

 

Rachel pondered her thoughts for a moment and when she started to speak it was slow and measured, “Neither Rick or Alex have shown any proclivity for suicidal thoughts or even depressive thoughts.” She looked at Ms Holliday who nodded for her to continue. “I understand depression, I understand guilt, but both occurring at random, unexpectedly with no prior signs? That does not seem possible to me.” Rachel paused. 

 

That wasn’t the main reason though. What was it exactly that had made her go from uneasy to suspicious? Neither Ms Holliday or Quinn seemed upset by her pausing as they allowed her a moment to gather her thoughts. 

 

“It is the notes that get me. Yes, um the notes the fact that one leaves a suicide note is nothing unexpected but that two of McKinley’s prime bullies within mere days of one another got filled with such overwhelming guilt of their past actions that not only did this drive them to suicide but it drove them to write down their every indiscretion before hand? I do not accept that.” 

 

Ms Holliday nodded and this time she did reach into the bookshelf and pull out some books. 

 

As she placed them down on her desk she spoke. “So based on that information, should the cause of these suicides be supernatural in nature it could either be a vengeance demon or what is known as a iratus spirit. The most likely of those two would be the iratus spirit as vengeance demons tend to be a one and done type of demon whereas iratus spirits can affect multiple people.” 

 

Rachel walked over to Ms Holliday’s desk and picked up one of the books and flicked through it. Latin. She placed it back down and picked up another one. This time it was in english.

 

“So…” She looked at Ms Holliday as she spoke and noticed that Quinn had moved up next to her and picked up the Latin book. “What is an iratus spirit?” 

 

“It’s a person that has died but stays on the earthly realm delivering vengeance.” Ms Holliday shrugged. “Well that’s a very simple way of putting it but those books should describe it better.” 

 

From next to Rachel, Quinn deadpanned in response, “so a ghost? Didn’t we just deal with ghosts?”

 

“This isn’t a ghost, it's a spirit. It’s what happens when someone is filled with so much rage upon their death that the rage separates from them and becomes its own entity.” 

 

Rachel let out a soft mmh at Ms Hollidays words as she placed her book back down on the table and glanced at Quinn where she was staring into her book as if trying to translate it in her head. Come to think of it, that wouldn’t surprise her. 

 

She looked back up at Ms Holliday and asked the always important question. “So what do I do? How can I get rid of it?” 

 

Ms Holliday gestured with her head toward the book on the table. 

 

Rachel let out a soft sigh “Research.” 

 

Ms Holliday, seeming to take pleasure in her dissatisfaction, let out a smile. Rachel looked back down at her book, starting to scan it before being interrupted by Ms Holliday saying with a soft laugh “shoo,” she gestured towards the door before sitting back down at her desk. 

 

Rachel smiled back at her before reaching out and tugging on Quinn’s arm from where she was still engrossed in her book towards the door. Quinn looked up and with a sheepish shrug followed her out.  

 

When they walked out into the hallway it was to the sound of the bell, this time it was Quinn that reached out and tugged her arm to get her attention before she started walking to class. 

 

“So research....” Quinn trailed off and looked at Rachel but before she could respond Quinn kept speaking. “Do you want to do it after Glee?” Rachel nodded and was about to respond some more before Quinn continued speaking hesitantly. “Do you want to come over to mine? After Glee and then we can patrol afterwards?” 

 

Rachel glanced around at the rapidly emptying hallway and replied. “That sounds great.” 

 

The barely restrained smile that Quinn gave her wiped away any doubts that she had regarding what she had agreed to. She gestured down the hallway with her hand.

 

 "We better head to class. Coach Sylvester has stated she cannot wait to catch me outside during class time, so that she can write me up for being late. I am not giving her the chance.” Quinn nodded at Rachel's words and they split up and headed in opposite directions.

 

When Rachel slid into her desk next to Tina,Tina leaned over to talk to her after furtively glancing toward the front of the class to ensure that the teacher hadn’t come in yet.

 

“I saw you and Quinn talking with Ms Holliday earlier. Do you think there's something going on with these suicides?”  

 

“It is nothing more than a slight unease regarding the situation that will most likely turn out to be nothing.” Rachel responded, not wanting to go into details in the classroom surrounded by eavesdropping ears.

 

“Can I help?”

 

“I will be partaking in some minor research but nothing that requires any assistance as of yet.” She glanced at Tina’s face and noticed that she was looking disappointed. Hhowever if anything changes and I do require some assistance I will let you know?” 

 

Tina nodded at Rachel when she finished talking and then Rachel quickly turned to the front as the teacher walked in. There had been mention of the fact that they would be going over exam relevant information in today’s class and Rachel refused to let her grades slip as a result of her night time activities. The rest of the day passed eventually and before Rachel knew the day was over and she was packing up her things after Glee.

 

Quinn made her way over to Rachel from where she had been sitting at the back and waited till Rachel was done organising her belongings before she started to leave. Rachel followed Quinn out of the choir room and it was only upon noticing Santana staring at them once more that it struck her.

 

“What about Santana?” When Quinn turned her head slightly to look at Rachel she used her own head to gesture towards Santana’s antagonistic stare down. “It escaped my thoughts earlier as I was preoccupied with maintaining my tardy free streak but you and Santana live together. How will she feel about me coming over?” 

 

Quinn didn’t respond straight away until they were out of the choir room and out of Santana’s line of sight.

 

“Santana has made it very clear that it is my home too and I am not just a guest so if I want to have you over I can but she’s going to Brittany’s now anyway.” 

 

Rachel nodded and chose to let it go rather than pursue it upon seeing the determined look on Quinn’s face. 

 

When they reached the car park Quinn turned toward Rachel once more. “Do you need to go to yours first to get your stuff for a patrol?” 

 

Rachel shook her head. “It is quite alright Quinn I have all my requisite supplies in my bag. I have taken to carrying them with me at all times as one never knows quite when a supernatural emergency will occur and I find myself in need of my equipment.” 

 

“Okay, I’ll meet you at mine then?” 

 

When Rachel nodded Quinn headed off towards her car and Rachel followed suit towards hers.

 


 

When Rachel parked on the street outside Quinn and Santana's place, Quinn was just getting out of her car in the driveway. Quinn waited for Rachel to catch up before leading the way to the front door. Once inside, Rachel took in the interior of Santana's house,the foyer was adorned with tasteful yet extravagant decor, and the air was infused with a subtle aroma of luxury.

 

Quinn locked the door behind them, and Santana's residence unfolded before them. The living room, adorned with elegant furnishings, showcased a perfect blend of sophistication and comfort. Soft ambient lighting accentuated the warmth of the space. The Lopez family's affluence was evident in the meticulously curated artwork and the subtle gleam of polished surfaces.

 

"My room is towards the back," Quinn explained, gesturing down a hallway adorned with family photos and framed achievements. "It used to be the guest room, but now it’s mine."

 

Rachel followed Quinn down the hallway.

 

"Her parents are doctors," Quinn added casually. "That’s why they can afford such a nice place. I used to live about three streets down before..." Quinn's voice trailed off, leaving a momentary silence. 

 

Sensing the need to break it, Rachel spoke up before it lingered uncomfortably.

 

“I guess Santana was stretching the truth to the extreme all the times she said she was from Lima Heights then.” 

 

She let out a soft laugh and Quinn nodded as she opened up the door to her room. 

 

It was Rachel’s first time in Quinn’s room. She had overheard from a conversation between some of the New Directions what Quinn’s room at her parents had looked like but the room she walked into now was nothing like that. It was classy and restrained but Rachel could see traces of Quinn throughout the room: the pile of books on the bedside table, the framed photo of Santana, Brittany and Quinn next to another photo of Quinn in the hospital holding Beth on the windowsill and the Cheerios letterman draped over the back of Quinn’s desk chair. Little things that showed that this was Quinn’s room, a room just for her and not for the performance of being a perfect daughter.  

 

She looked up and saw Quinn smiling at her. The back of her neck felt hot at the thought that Quinn had noticed her examining her room. Quinn dropped her back pack on the floor next to her desk and unceremoniously dropped to the floor next to it. 

 

Rachel stood near the edge of the room, watching as Quinn knelt beside her bed and reached into her backpack. From it, she pulled the Latin textbook that Ms Holliday had distributed during their last training session. When Quinn looked up and caught Rachel still standing there, she raised an eyebrow and tilted her head meaningfully toward the floor.

 

Rachel took the hint and sank to the carpet beside Quinn’s bed, settling against the frame. She slipped off her bag and opened it slowly, the worn zipper hissing in the quiet. One by one, she pulled out her notebooks and textbooks, arranging them neatly on the floor in front of her.

 

They studied in silence for nearly an hour, the only sounds in the room the occasional rustle of paper and the soft turning of pages. The sunlight filtered gently through the curtains, casting warm, shifting shadows across the carpet. Rachel had just been underlining a particularly obscure passage when Quinn spoke her name.

 

“Rachel.”

 

The sound broke her concentration. She looked up, blinking as she adjusted to Quinn’s voice after the long stretch of silence.

 

“I think we need to approach this from a different angle,” Quinn said. She closed her book and glanced across at Rachel, waiting.

 

Rachel tilted her head. “Oh? Why is that?”

 

“I feel like I’ve gotten everything I can out of this one.” Quinn tapped the cover of her textbook. “How about you?”

 

Rachel considered the notes she had jotted in her journal, the dozens of carefully highlighted lines in the margins of her book, and nodded. “I would say that that is correct on my end as well.”

 

Quinn gave a small, thoughtful nod. “Then maybe we tell each other what we’ve found. See if anything overlaps or sparks a new lead. Sound good?”

 

Rachel agreed with a quick nod, but Quinn only gestured toward her, waiting expectantly.

 

Apparently, she was meant to go first.

 

Rachel exhaled and straightened her back, taking a moment to gather her thoughts. “The information I obtained from this text,” she said, nudging the book resting near her knee, “clarifies the overview we were given by Ms Holliday. An iratus spirit, as she described, is someone who has died but whose soul partially separates upon death. That part of the soul remains on Earth, driven by vengeance.”

 

Quinn didn’t interrupt, just leaned back slightly and shifted to sit more comfortably, her gaze attentive.

 

Rachel felt encouraged by the lack of judgment at her slow pace of setting the scene and continued, “Ms Holliday emphasized that an iratus spirit is different from a ghost. Though, if I may speak frankly, I see little practical difference.” She gave a small shrug, and Quinn let out a soft, surprised laugh.

 

Rachel smiled in return and pressed on. “The key point that wasn’t mentioned is that the spirit’s vengeance is almost always tied to either the cause of their death, the root of their anger, or both.”

 

She paused, watching Quinn’s face for a reaction. Quinn gave another nod and reached for her notepad, flipping through a few pages before responding.

 

“That matches what I’ve got too,” Quinn said. “Except I also found something about how to get rid of them. Did you find anything on that?”

 

Rachel shook her head.

 

Quinn’s gaze dropped to her notes. “Much like with Tina it’s only useful once we identify who the iratus spirit was. We either have to force them out or calm them enough to let them pass on and reunite with the rest of their soul.”

 

Rachel’s brow furrowed in thought. “Then it seems like our next step should be identifying the spirit.”

 

Quinn nodded, and Rachel flipped to a fresh page in her notebook.

 

“I propose we look for a common thread between Rick and Alex. If we can determine what ties their deaths together, we might be able to trace it back to the spirit responsible.” She uncapped a pen and began writing quickly, her fingers moving with practiced ease.

 

Quinn was quiet for a moment, then said, “Aside from the obvious similarity in the cause of death, I’d say the common thread is guilt. Both of them seemed deeply remorseful about the bullying.”

 

Rachel nodded slowly. “If we say the connecting factors are suicide and guilt over bullying, then we should look into any deaths in the last ten years that match those conditions.” She glanced down to her notes, checking for confirmation. “Ten years is the maximum amount of time an iratus spirit can go undetected.”

 

Quinn sat up straighter. “I’ll check to see if I can find anything.”

 

She stood and moved to her desk, grabbing her laptop. The soft hum of it powering on filled the quiet space as she settled back down onto the floor.

 

Rachel watched her for a moment. Quinn’s brow furrowed in concentration as she typed, her fingers gliding smoothly across the keys. Rachel found herself smiling faintly, then quickly looked away and pulled out her own laptop.

 

By the time an hour passed, the silence had settled into something companionable. Books lay scattered across the carpet, highlighters sat uncapped, and both girls had retreated into their research.

 

“I have something,” Quinn said suddenly, breaking the quiet.

 

Rachel looked up. “Already?”

 

“I found a list of suicides in Lima in the last ten years,” Quinn explained. “Compiled from news archives and obituaries.”

 

Rachel arched a brow. “They keep a list?”

 

Quinn smirked faintly. “I made one. Pieced it together from articles.”

 

Now that made more sense.

 

She crawled over and knelt beside Quinn. “Can I see?”

 

Quinn nodded and turned the laptop so Rachel could look.

 

“I organized them by year,” Quinn said, pointing to the screen, “and added any additional information I could find in that column.”

 

Rachel leaned in to get a better look. The list was neatly formatted, each row labeled and color-coded. “This is really impressive, Quinn.”

 

A pink tint spread across Quinn’s cheeks, and she dropped her eyes to the screen. “Thanks.”

 

“Can you send it to me?”

 

Quinn gave another small nod, and Rachel rose to retrieve her laptop. A soft ping alerted her a moment later that the email had arrived. She smiled at Quinn, then settled into her own spot and opened the file.

 

“Maybe we start researching the people on your list,” Rachel suggested hesitantly. “See if any names stand out or line up with Ms Holliday’s timelines.”

 

Quinn looked up and met her gaze. “Yeah. Let’s do that.”

 

The quiet returned as they both leaned over their laptops, scrolling through the names of the dead. Each girl worked in silence, but it wasn’t heavy or strained. It was focused. Intent. For now, they were in sync. And Rachel, surrounded by notes and screens and the occasional sound of keys tapping, allowed herself to believe that maybe they could do this.

 

Maybe, just maybe, they were on the right path.

 

The door to the bedroom swung open so fast it slammed into the wall with a dull thud, startling both Rachel and Quinn. Their heads snapped up from the open books and scattered notes on the floor, the quiet of their research broken in an instant.

 

Santana stood in the doorway, her eyes immediately locking onto Rachel. Her body tensed, caught off guard by the unexpected sight. Her voice cut through the room like a blade.

 

“Quinn,” she said sharply, not taking her eyes off Rachel. “What is she doing here?”

 

She stepped fully into the room, moving to stand between them and effectively blocking Quinn from Rachel’s view. Her presence filled the space like a storm cloud.

 

“I invited her,” Quinn replied calmly, her tone quiet but unwavering.

 

Rachel winced internally. She knew that tone wouldn't pacify Santana. If anything, it would provoke her further.

 

Santana’s eyes narrowed. “My house is a Troll-free zone. I want her out.” She kept her glare on Quinn, but her arm shot out, finger pointed directly at Rachel as if she were something offensive that had crawled in uninvited.

 

Rachel sat up a little straighter, bracing herself. She couldn’t see Quinn’s expression from where she sat, but she could feel the weight of Santana’s fury pressing against her chest.

 

“This is my house too, isn’t it?” Quinn’s voice remained soft, but there was no mistaking the steel beneath it.

 

For a brief moment, Santana faltered. Her shoulders dropped slightly, her expression flickering with something more complicated than anger.

 

“Of course it is,” she said, quieter now.

 

But the softness evaporated in an instant. Santana’s eyes landed back on Rachel with renewed heat.

 

“I want Rachel here,” Quinn said firmly, her voice final.

 

Santana looked between the two of them, her jaw tightening. Then, without another word, she turned on her heel and stormed out. The slam of the door echoed off the walls, making Rachel flinch.

 

Quinn gave her a sheepish look, the corners of her mouth twitching apologetically before she dropped her gaze back to her laptop. Rachel hesitated, watching Quinn carefully, before returning her focus to her own notes.

 

They returned to their research without speaking, but the air between them had changed, prickled by the aftershock of Santana’s interruption. After a few minutes, Quinn cleared her throat and sat back.

 

“We should probably eat something before patrol.”

 

Dinner was as strained as Rachel had expected. She sat stiffly at the table, caught between Santana’s alternating glares and sharp glances toward Quinn. Quinn, for her part, avoided Santana’s eyes altogether, choosing instead to answer Santana’s parents’ questions with clipped politeness. The parents seemed oblivious to the tension simmering beneath the surface. They chatted amicably with Rachel, asking about school and complimenting her posture, clearly trying to make her feel welcome.

 

Rachel nodded and smiled at their kindness, all while counting down the seconds until it would be socially acceptable to leave.

 

When Quinn finally excused them with a polite, “We’re going to take a walk before Rachel heads home,” Rachel could have melted with relief. She pushed back from the table quickly and followed Quinn down the hallway without another word.

 

Back in Quinn’s room, Rachel collected her things while Quinn gathered their research into a stack and set it on her desk. From the top drawer, Quinn pulled out the wooden stake Rachel had given her on their first patrol together. She held it for a second, as if weighing its importance, before slipping it into the waistband of her jeans.

 

Rachel reached for her own stake and tucked it into her back pocket. She zipped her bag closed and adjusted the strap on her shoulder as Quinn moved toward the door.

 

When they stepped into the hallway, Santana called out to them from the kitchen, her voice sharp and expectant. Quinn didn’t slow down or turn her head.

 

“Not now, Santana,” she said curtly, and pushed open the front door.

 

Rachel stepped outside behind her and took a deep breath, letting the crisp night air clear some of the tension that had been wrapped around her shoulders like a wire.

 

“Is…” Rachel paused as the door shut behind them. “Is Santana going to keep being upset about this?”

 

She glanced over, catching the profile of Quinn’s face in the dim streetlight. Quinn didn’t respond immediately, just let out a long sigh.

 

It wasn’t until they were halfway down the block, their steps falling into rhythm, that Quinn finally spoke.

 

“I’ll talk to her,” she said quietly. “It’s not fair to you.”

 

Rachel stayed silent, watching Quinn from the corner of her eye.

 

“I know it’s not really about you,” Quinn continued, voice low. “It’s about me. And whatever’s going on with her. But I’ll handle it.”

 

Her shoulders sagged slightly as she said it, and Rachel could see the weight of that promise settling on her.

 

Rachel didn’t push. She could see that Quinn was already trying to carry too much.

 

They walked on in silence for a few minutes, their footsteps echoing gently across the sidewalk. Eventually, the conversation turned, first to Glee Club and then to the chaos of their other classes. Rachel found herself laughing softly at something Quinn said, the earlier tension melting into something lighter.

 

It wasn’t perfect. Not yet. But it was comfortable in a way Rachel hadn’t expected. 

 

For the rest of the patrol, Quinn stayed by her side. She didn’t duck out early. She didn’t make excuses or drift off. She stayed the whole night.

 

And Rachel, despite everything, couldn’t stop the small smile that tugged at the corners of her mouth.

 


 

The choir room was quiet, the hum of fluorescent lights overhead a dull background to Rachel’s steady breathing. She sat cross-legged in one of the chairs near the back, her body loose from morning training, a slight ache in her legs reminding her of every push-up and lunge. Her eyes were half-closed, posture relaxed as she let herself simply be , away from the constant clamor of classmates and the unending buzz of McKinley’s hallways.

 

The door creaked open, and Rachel’s head turned just in time to see Quinn enter the room. A small, genuine smile pulled at Quinn’s lips when she spotted her. Without saying a word, Quinn crossed the room and sat down beside her, pulling a thick book from her bag and settling into the seat like she belonged there. Rachel blinked at the easy, quiet way Quinn had joined her and then returned to resting, oddly comforted by the silence they now shared.

 

A few minutes passed before the door opened again, this time revealing Mike and Tina. They made their way over with familiar ease, plopping into the chairs nearby. Tina gave Rachel a small smile before pulling out her phone, then glanced up as if remembering something important.

 

"Hey, Rachel," Tina said, shifting in her seat. "Do you have a second? I wanted your opinion on the song I picked for the Glee assignment."

 

Rachel straightened slightly and nodded. “Of course. I would be happy to help.”

 

They leaned closer as Tina explained her song choice, and Rachel offered feedback, gently guiding her through some phrasing suggestions and encouraging her vocal confidence. It wasn’t long before the conversation lulled, and Rachel glanced up at the clock mounted on the far wall. Homeroom was only a few minutes away.

 

She began to gather her things, brushing invisible dust from her skirt as she called quietly to Quinn, who had remained deep in her book.

 

“I’m going to the library at lunch,” Rachel said, slipping her notebook into her bag. “I want to compare the list of names you compiled with the old yearbooks. See if any of them went to McKinley.”

 

“What list of names?” Tina asked, brows lifting as her curiosity piqued.

 

Rachel hesitated, her fingers pausing mid-zip as she looked between Tina and Mike. They knew about the supernatural but some things still felt fragile to speak aloud. Still, she straightened and replied carefully.

 

“We believe there’s a possibility that the suicides,” she lifted her hands and made air quotes as she said the word, “weren’t really suicides at all. Ms. Holliday thinks we might be dealing with an iratus spirit. Quinn compiled a list of potential names based on the patterns.”

 

She braced herself, scanning Tina and Mike’s faces for any hint of skepticism. But neither of them laughed or rolled their eyes. Tina leaned in slightly, her expression serious, and Mike nodded once, solemn.

 

“We’ll come with you at lunch,” Tina said firmly, motioning between herself and Mike.

 

Rachel looked to Quinn. Quinn simply nodded, giving Rachel a faint smile before gathering her book and rising to leave with Tina.

 

Surprisingly, Mike lingered. He waited silently for Rachel to sling her bag over her shoulder, then fell into step beside her as they headed off toward homeroom.

 

Later, between classes, Rachel was walking to third period, her mind still sifting through names and notes. She didn’t see it coming.

 

The slushy struck her with brutal precision. A blast of ice and syrup slammed into her face, seeping cold into every pore. She gasped, eyes clamping shut as the sting radiated across her skin. The chill sank into her clothes and hair, her breath hitching as the syrup clung to her lashes and dripped down her neck. The world blurred behind red and blue streaks as the slushy dribbled down her front.

 

As she stood there, shivering and blinking through the syrup, a Cheerio leaned in close.

 

“That’s from Santana,” she hissed, her breath sharp against Rachel’s cheek.

 

The cheerleader let the empty plastic cup drop to the floor with a wet thud and stalked off, leaving Rachel standing there soaked and dripping.

 

Rachel pivoted without a word and turned back the way she came. Her fingers clenched around the strap of her bag as she marched down the hall, not toward class but to the bathroom near the choir room, where she kept her emergency outfit stashed in her locker.

 

She changed quickly, her movements swift and practiced. The scent of cherry syrup clung stubbornly to her skin, sticky even after she peeled off her stained top and scrubbed her arms with cold water. She bent over the sink, running her hands through her hair as she rinsed out the last of the icy residue. Her fingers were numb, but she didn’t stop until every trace of the slushy was gone.

 

By the time she was done, she was already late. Again. She sighed, tugging her clean shirt into place and mentally preparing an excuse. Something about the vending machine exploding might work this time.

 

She had barely taken three steps out of the bathroom when the door slammed behind her and she was shoved roughly back inside. Her shoulder hit the wall first, then the hand dryer dug into her spine with a sharp jolt of pain. She winced and blinked up to see Santana looming in front of her, blocking the exit.

 

“We need to talk,” Santana said, her voice low and clipped.

 

Rachel narrowed her eyes, scanning Santana’s face. For once, there was no smirk, no sneer. There was something closer to worry.

 

“You could have just asked,” Rachel said stiffly, brushing her sleeve where Santana’s hand had shoved her. “Shoving me into a bathroom seems unnecessary.”

 

“Calm your tits, Berry,” Santana muttered. “I just need to talk.”

 

Rachel stayed quiet, wary. She gave a cautious nod, bracing herself for whatever came next.

 

“What exactly have you gotten Quinn into?”

 

The question struck her like a slap. She tried not to flinch, but her face gave her away. Santana saw the panic flash in her eyes.

 

“I do not know what you’re talking about.”

 

“Bullshit,” Santana snapped. “You’ve been different this year. Dark and broody. Which, don’t get me wrong, is way more appealing. It’s just that now Quinn’s part of whatever creepy crap you’re into, and that’s a problem. You’ve got her sneaking around, reading weird books. Everyone can see it. I don’t care if you’re dabbling in whatever the hell you’re dabbling in. But Quinn’s mine. So leave her out of it.”

 

Rachel swallowed hard. She opened her mouth to respond, but Santana cut her off with a scoff.

 

“I went through her room,” Santana said bluntly. “While you were out on your cute little walk. I found some interesting stuff for such a devoutly christian prude she sure had a lot of books about the supernatural. Books I know she didn’t have before she became friends with you,” Santana poked Rachel in the chest “so, I ask you again.” 

 

She stepped closer with every word, jabbing her finger into Rachel’s chest.

 

“What. Have. You. Gotten. Quinn. Into.”

 

Rachel backed away, retreating until the hand dryer dug into her back again. Her mouth opened but no words came out.

 

“I… I would appreciate a little space,” she said quietly.

 

“No,” Santana hissed, pressing forward.

 

“There is no reason to - ”

 

“I’ll give you a reason,” Santana growled, shoving her harder. 

 

The impact made Rachel gasp as the dryer jabbed into her ribs. Santana’s lips curled into a satisfied smile.

 

The door creaked open, breaking the standoff.

 

“Santana?” Brittany’s voice called gently from the hallway.

 

Santana snapped her head around, stepping quickly away from Rachel.

 

“What are you doing?” Brittany asked, her tone curious.

 

“Nothing,” Santana said quickly, smoothing her hair like nothing had happened.

 

“Mr Schue sent me to find you. You’re late for Spanish.”

 

“I don’t need Spanish. I’m more fluent than he is,” Santana muttered, brushing past Rachel toward the door. But just before she left, she turned back. One final shove pinned Rachel to the dryer again.

 

“This isn’t over,” she whispered fiercely before slipping out of the bathroom, her sneakers squeaking against the tile as she followed Brittany down the hall.

 

Rachel stood still, chest rising and falling, the pain in her back pulsing in steady rhythm with her breath. She pressed her palm to the sore spot for a moment before adjusting her bag and stepping out of the bathroom, her expression composed even as her hands trembled.

 

There was still a full day ahead, and she would not let Santana Lopez see her crack.

 


 

Once Rachel placed her books into her locker at the start of lunch, she carefully selected the materials she would need for her post-lunch classes and made her way toward the library. The hallways buzzed with chatter and movement, but she kept her head down, weaving through the chaos until she reached the calm sanctuary of the school library.

 

Within minutes, she had gathered the yearbooks from the last ten years, stacking them neatly at a back table where few students ever ventured. She had just set up her materials and opened the printed list of names Quinn had compiled when Mike and Tina arrived, slipping into chairs beside her. Quinn joined them a moment later, her expression serious.

 

"I only have one copy," Rachel said, spreading the list on the table. "So, um, just grab a yearbook," she nudged the stack, "and see if any of the names match."

 

The others nodded, murmuring their agreement as they each reached for a yearbook. For a while, the only sounds were the rustle of pages and the occasional scrape of a chair. Then Tina let out a soft, triumphant "Yes," and circled a name on the list before diving back into her book.

 

By the time they finished, only three names had been marked. Rachel pulled the list closer and read aloud, her eyes scanning the table.

 

"So these three went to McKinley: Steve Johnson, Maria Whitefall, and Felicity Denssen." Her gaze swept across her companions, noting their attentiveness. "Now we just need to figure out if any of them committed suicide as a result of - "

 

She stopped abruptly as a group of jocks wandered past their table, lowering her voice and waiting until they were out of earshot. "- as a result of bullying."

 

"The school would know," Tina said, drawing Rachel's attention. "It would be in their permanent records."

 

"They wouldn’t have paper records of these," Quinn interjected, tapping Maria’s name with her fingertip. "She died nine years ago. Do you really think Figgins keeps files on graduates?"

 

"He might still have electronic records," Tina offered.

 

Rachel sighed, pushing her bangs from her face. "Those are useless to us unless someone can access them."

 

"Could Ms. Holliday - " Quinn began.

 

"I can get them," Mike cut in.

 

All eyes turned to him.

 

"I can hack," he added with a small shrug.

 

Rachel blinked in surprise. "Would you... would you mind doing that?"

 

Mike nodded without hesitation.

 

"Then we can regroup afterward," she said, glancing at him. "How long would it take?"

 

"An hour. McKinley has no firewall." Mike let out a soft laugh.

 

Rachel paused, biting her lip. "Okay, we could meet after school? Or tomorrow morning? We don't have to do this today."

 

"After school works," Mike replied easily. "At your house?"

 

"No!" Rachel said quickly, then scrambled to recover. "We should meet at Ms. Holliday’s instead. So... five o'clock?"

 

Everyone nodded, and Rachel felt her shoulders relax. When the bell rang, she stacked the yearbooks and returned them to the trolley.

 

As Mike and Tina started to leave, Rachel called out, "Can you bring your laptop this afternoon?"

 

Mike turned, grinned, and gave her two thumbs up before disappearing down the hall.

 

That afternoon, Rachel and Quinn arrived at Ms. Holliday’s house at the same time. Rachel bent down to lift the mat by the front door and pulled out the key.

 

"Shouldn’t we ring the bell?" Quinn asked, watching her.

 

"She is not currently home. She told me this morning she had a Watcher’s Council meeting." Rachel pushed the door open. "So we have the place to ourselves. Make yourself comfortable. Do you want anything to drink?"

 

Quinn shook her head, and Rachel disappeared into the kitchen to pour herself a glass of water. A moment later, the doorbell rang.

 

"I’ll get it," Quinn called.

 

Rachel smiled and nodded. As she shut off the tap, she heard the muffled voices of Mike and Tina greeting Quinn.

 

Once everyone settled in the living room, Mike opened his laptop.

 

"Wanna guess how fast I can get into Figgins' system?" he asked with a smirk. "His security is a joke."

 

"Wait, have you done this before?" Tina asked.

 

"Last year. I just wanted to see if I could." He grinned. "I could."

 

Silence fell as he typed. Rachel leaned over his shoulder but could only make out two open windows. She frowned and returned to her seat beside Quinn.

 

"I’m in," Mike declared a minute later, dropping his voice to mimic a movie hacker. "Okay, who are we looking for?"

 

Rachel retrieved the list from her bag, flipping open a book to find where she’d tucked it. "Steve Johnson, Maria Whitefall, and Felicity Denssen."

 

Mike typed quickly. "Steve’s file says family issues. No mention of bullying."

 

"Can we even trust those notes?" Quinn asked.

 

Rachel tilted her head. "Figgins? Probably not. But whoever was principal before him might have been more competent. What about the other two?"

 

Mike read silently, his fingers paused on the keyboard. "Maria Whitefall’s file says suicide due to bullying. Her family didn’t know, sued the school, but it was settled out of court."

 

Tina whistled. "So she’s the spirit?"

 

"Maybe," Rachel replied. "What about Felicity?"

 

"Foster kid. Had been in therapy for years. Suicide happened during Figgins’ term. That’s all it says."

 

Rachel nodded slowly. "Then Maria is our most likely candidate. Quinn, you said you knew how to vanquish the spirit, right?"

 

Quinn nodded. "But we need to find her first."

 

Rachel frowned and leaned back into the couch, adjusting her plan.

 

"I can summon her," Tina said quietly.

 

Mike looked stunned. "You can?"

 

Tina nodded. "Yeah. We need to be somewhere significant to her."

 

"Like where she died?" Quinn asked.

 

"Just somewhere connected to the spirit or the victims."

 

"McKinley?" Rachel offered.

 

"That should work."

 

Rachel straightened. "What do you need?"

 

Tina listed off herbs, and Rachel stood. "Ms. Holliday keeps those in her training room."

 

She led Tina down the hall, bypassing the weapons cupboard and unlocking the shelf of magical ingredients. Tina began pulling herbs into a jar, nodding thoughtfully.

 

Back in the living room, Mike and Quinn were chatting quietly. Rachel cleared her throat.

 

"Tina and I are going to McKinley now, if that is okay?" She looked over at Tina to confirm and received a nod in response

 

"Quinn, how do I vanquish her if I can't calm her down?" Rachel asked.

 

"I’m coming with you," Quinn said.

 

Rachel opened her mouth to argue, but Quinn cut her off. "I’ll explain on the way."

 

Mike stood as well. "I’m coming too."

 

Rachel looked between them. Their faces were set with quiet determination. She let out a resigned sigh and nodded.

 

Before they left, Rachel ensured everyone had sufficient protection against all the potential supernatural threats refusing to have anyone injured on her watch. When she offered Quinn a second one, Quinn rolled her eyes and practically dragged Rachel to the front door.

 

They exited together, Tina and Mike right behind. As they made their way toward McKinley, Rachel led them to the back of the school, toward the gym door that janitors often forgot to lock. It was a favorite for students sneaking in or out of McKinley. 

 

The door creaked open beneath Rachel's hand. She paused on the threshold, fingers wrapped around the cold metal handle, then turned slightly to glance back at the others.

 

"Do we need to go to any particular location?" she asked, her voice quiet but steady, breaking the taut silence that had settled over them.

 

Tina shrugged, uncertainty flickering across her face. "No?" she replied hesitantly.

 

Rachel gave a slight nod, accepting the vague answer, then pushed the door open fully. The hallway beyond was dim, its flickering fluorescent lights casting harsh shadows against the walls. Without speaking, Rachel led the way down the corridor, her steps echoing softly off the linoleum. The others followed close behind.

 

At the next turn, Rachel hesitated, then started down the hallway leading to the choir room. She glanced back when she noticed a questioning look from Quinn. "It is... just a room I know," she offered with a half-hearted shrug.

 

When they reached the choir room, Rachel opened the door and stepped aside, holding it for the others to enter. One by one, they filed inside. Rachel closed the door gently behind them, muffling the outside world.

 

Rachel turned to Tina, waiting for direction. Tina stuttered out a soft "Okay," then unscrewed the lid of the jar she had carried in, revealing a mixture of herbs. Carefully, she knelt in the center of the room and began spreading the contents in a wide circle. Her fingers moved with purpose, every handful of herbs placed with intention.

 

"Stay outside the circle," she said, not looking up.

 

Rachel stepped back, eyes locked on Tina as she moved. On the opposite side, Mike watched too, his expression a mixture of awe and concern. The room held its breath as Tina straightened and began to chant.

 

Her voice was low and steady, her words unfamiliar and rhythmic. "Et vocavi vos," she finished, the final syllables barely above a whisper.

 

Silence.

 

"Now what?" Mike asked, glancing between them.

 

Before Rachel could answer, a sudden gust of wind whipped through the room. The empty chairs began to tremble, then spun violently as if caught in a storm. Rachel dropped to the ground, shielding her head as metal legs clattered against the floor and each other.

 

Tina cried out. A chair slammed into her side, sending her crumpling to the floor.

 

"Tina!" Mike bolted toward her, dodging flying debris. He knelt at her side, hands running over her arms and shoulders, searching for injury. "Wake up, Tina. Come on."

 

He pulled off his shirt and pressed it against a gash on her forehead where blood had begun to trickle. The spinning stopped as suddenly as it had started, and the chairs fell to the ground in a chaotic heap.

 

The echo of the crash faded, replaced by a strange stillness.

 

Rachel turned sharply, a chill brushing past her like a phantom breeze. She felt it again, that same cold presence. 

 

Maria.

 

She turned and moved instinctively, letting the cold sensation pull her forward.

 

"Maria," she called, barely audible.

 

"Where are you going?" Quinn asked behind her.

 

Rachel didn’t answer. She kept moving, fast and focused, drawn by the ghost’s energy. Quinn followed close behind.

 

Out in the hallway, Rachel paused, uncertain. She spun slowly, trying to catch another brush of cold air. There. Another icy stroke across her arm. She turned to see the door to Mrs Walker’s geometry room. She pushed it open and stepped inside.

 

Behind her, Quinn caught the door and entered as well.

 

"Maria?" Rachel asked again, hesitant.

 

A sharp gasp behind her made her spin.

 

Quinn was clutching at her throat, eyes wide with panic. Her face flushed red as she struggled for air, invisible hands wrapped tight around her neck.

 

Rachel could feel her heart rate spike as she bounded the steps between them, hands reaching toward Quinn. That same icy cold sensation brushed her fingertips.

 

Maria.

 

She was here.

 

Choking Quinn.

 

Rachel tried to calm her racing thoughts, but panic clawed at her chest.

 

Choking, wheezing gasps. Her hands joined Quinn's in a frantic attempt to remove the spirit's grip.

 

It wasn’t working.

 

"Maria!" she yelled, desperation in her voice. "Stop!"

 

Quinn’s movements slowed, her coordination slipping away as consciousness wavered.

 

"Stop, please. I just want to talk."

 

Rachel fumbled in her pocket, pulling out a small box of matches, her fingers shaking. But before she could strike one, Quinn gasped - a deep, desperate breath - then another.

 

Rachel’s head jerked up. Quinn’s hands had fallen still, her chest rising and falling again.

 

It had worked?

 

That cold breeze brushed past her once more.

 

Maria.

 

Rachel's eyes stayed on Quinn. "Are you okay?" she whispered.

 

Quinn nodded shakily, then more firmly. Rachel studied her for another second, then gently pushed Quinn behind her. Quinn scoffed softly, but didn’t resist.

 

Rachel gave her arm a quick squeeze before turning her attention forward. She called into the air again.

 

"Maria?"

 

No answer.

 

She let out a soft sigh, thoughts racing. Maria had been bullied. She had felt alone. That pain had clung to her even in death. Rachel understood that. Maybe what she needed was not fire, but understanding.

 

"Can you knock something over maybe if you can hear me?"

 

A book fell to the floor.

 

Rachel gave a small nod. "Okay. Progress."

 

She reached behind and found Quinn’s hand, grounding herself. "I am just going to talk for a while and I hope that you will listen and maybe hold off on the whole killing thing for a couple of minutes and just listen? Okay?"

 

She paused, pretending Maria could answer. "I know how you feel," she moistened her lips. "You have been at McKinley for awhile so you must know that I understand how you feel, all the sadness and and anger," her mind ran through all the taunts and slushies she had experienced so she gripped onto Quinn's hand even tighter and used it to ground herself in the present. "That feeling of hopelessness that settles so deep in your bones that sometimes it is all you feel, when you look around at all the faces around you and wonder how come no one sees you, understands you," she let out a sigh "that feeling of anger when the only people who notice you only use it to try and bring you down even more and the despair when no one notices that either."

 

She could feel Quinn squeezing her hand and forced herself not to think about what Quinn was thinking about what she was saying.

 

"That moment when you decide that this is it, that they win, the moment you realise that they were right that you do not amount to anything in Lima, Ohio," she took a shaky breath. "It is okay Maria, I understand."

 

There was silence and no response came so she spoke again. 

 

"You matter Maria, and you would have had a great life ahead of you. I saw your yearbook photo, you wanted to be a doctor right? You wanted to save lives. That is why you stayed, why you decided to ensure that no one felt the way you did. You removed any threats such as Rick and Alex to protect people like you. It’s why you tried to hurt Quinn just now. It’s okay I am here now and I promise I promise you can rest, you did your job, you can be at peace."

 

Rachel let out a sigh and waited.

 

Another book fell to the ground.

 

Rachel turned as a pen floated from Ms. Walker’s desk to the fallen book. It hovered, then began to write.

 

Thank You.

 

Once the 'u' was finished, the pen dropped with a soft clatter.

 

Rachel released a long breath and turned back to Quinn.

 

She walked over, gaze catching on the bruises blooming along Quinn’s neck.

 

"Are you sure you are okay?" she asked softly.

 

Quinn nodded again, examining Rachel with a searching look.

 

"Rachel, that stuff you said..."

 

"I do not want to talk about it."

 

"Rachel."

 

"I do not want to talk about it."

 

Rachel turned and walked to the door, holding it open.

 

Quinn hesitated, watching her. Rachel stayed still under her gaze. After a few seconds, Quinn stepped forward and walked past her in silence.

 

Back in the choir room, Tina was sitting up, holding Mike’s shirt to her bleeding forehead. Mike knelt in front of her.

 

"How did it go?" Tina asked.

 

"Rachel helped her. She’s at peace now," Quinn answered.

 

"Yay congrats Slayer," Mike said with a grin before turning back to Tina.

 

Rachel nodded, then gestured to the door. "Okay. Ms. Holliday can patch that up. Let's get out of here."

 


 

Friday evening had descended quietly over Lima, the sun sinking behind the trees in a wash of fading gold. Rachel moved silently through Graveyard Number Two, the soles of her boots crunching softly against gravel and dry leaves. The night air was cool, the silence heavy, and the usual sense of lurking danger strangely absent.

 

She walked with purpose, stake in hand, her senses tuned for anything supernatural. Her mind churned as she passed rows of crooked headstones, each one casting long shadows in the dim light.

 

Rachel was nearing the graveyard's edge when a noise - soft, like a whisper against stone - made her stop. Her grip on the stake tightened. She turned sharply, facing a nearby grave, eyes narrowing.

 

"Have you seen her yet?" a female voice said, low and conspiratorial, from behind the headstone.

 

"Not yet. She always comes past here around this time. Just wait," another voice answered. 

 

That voice. Something about it tugged at her memory.

 

Then, louder and clearer: "There she is!"

 

A figure leapt out from behind the grave. Rachel's heart lurched as she recognized him: the vampire in the suit. The one who had let her go the other week. He looked the same, still polished and smug, still absurdly dressed like he’d walked out of a corporate meeting. Did death not come with a dress code change?

 

Four more vampires emerged behind him. Five total. Too many.

 

This was a trap.

 

"Mistress wants to speak to you," the suited vampire said, his voice smooth as he and the others began to fan out, boxing her in.

 

Rachel’s eyes darted from vampire to vampire, desperate for a way out. Her breathing quickened. Her fingers adjusted on her stake, sweat slicking her palm.

 

"Who are you?" she asked, stepping back, eyes never leaving their faces.

 

"Apologies, Slayer. We have not been introduced," he said with a smirk but offered no name. His eyes glittered with amusement.

 

There was a narrow gap in the circle. It was next to him.

 

She adjusted her weight, testing her footing. Her mind raced. He was dangerous. But he was her only shot.

 

"There are two ways this can go," the suited vampire continued. "You can come with us." He paused, smirking again. "Or we can make you." He ran a hand through his hair. "I prefer option two."

 

Rachel’s expression didn’t change. Calm, focused. "Pretty confident for a guy who’s incapable of even tying a tie correctly."

 

His eyes flicked down automatically. Just the opening she needed.

 

She ran. Barreled straight toward him. Her shoulder slammed into his chest as she shoved past, using the gap before the others could react. She heard them yell behind her, feet pounding the earth, but she didn’t stop.

 

Rachel sprinted full-force, her lungs burning, each breath a dagger in her ribs. Her muscles screamed with the effort. She didn't slow, didn't glance back. Her legs carried her far from the graveyard, deeper into the quiet heart of Lima.

 

Only when she reached a downtown bench, safe and surrounded by streetlights and empty sidewalks, did she allow herself to stop. She collapsed onto the bench, sweat pouring down her face. Her body trembled with leftover adrenaline.

 

That had been too close.

 

She bent forward, resting her elbows on her knees, and tried to breathe. If she had waited one more second…

 

A violent shudder ran through her.

 

She sat back, wiped the sweat from her brow with the edge of her sleeve, and exhaled shakily. The near-misses were piling up. She was starting to feel them in her bones.

 

A buzz in her pocket broke the silence. She pulled out her phone, blinking a few times to focus her vision. A message from Ms Holliday: training tomorrow, but in the afternoon instead of the usual early morning session.

 

Rachel nodded to herself, grateful. She loved her routines, took pride in her discipline, but lately the night patrols were starting to erode the structure she clung to. A morning to rest sounded like a gift.

 

After another few minutes, Rachel stood slowly, testing her legs. The trembling had lessened, her limbs steady again. She kept her stake in hand, eyes scanning every shadow as she walked home. When she finally stepped through the front door and clicked it shut behind her, a wave of relief hit. She crept up the stairs, quiet as possible, careful not to wake her dads.



Late the next morning, Rachel slipped quietly out of her bedroom, her footsteps soft on the tiles of the hallway. The morning sun filtered through the gauzy curtains in the kitchen, illuminating a folded note propped up beside a half-eaten banana. She leaned over to read it.

 

Gone for a last-minute business trip. Be back Tuesday. Love you -  Dads.

 

She sighed softly, folding the note in half and tucking it into her pocket. It was typical. Her dads had never been ones for grand gestures, but she’d hoped maybe this time they’d at least remember. Still, she wasn’t about to dwell on it. She had training to get to.

 

Rachel drove to Ms Holliday’s apartment, the streets of Lima unusually quiet under the golden light of late morning. She parked out front and jogged lightly up the steps, clutching the strap of her duffel bag with one hand. She knocked once out of habit, then turned the handle and stepped inside.

 

The moment the door creaked open, a chorus of voices burst out.

 

"Surprise!"

 

Rachel instinctively raised her arms in a defensive position, her Slayer reflexes kicking in before her brain had time to catch up. Her eyes darted around the room - ready for vampires, demons, anything - but instead, she found herself facing streamers, a glittering gold banner strung across the wall that read Happy Birthday, and a group of smiling faces.

 

Ms Holliday stood by the couch in a party hat that sparkled under the overhead lights, holding a balloon bouquet that tugged at the ceiling. Quinn, Tina, and Mike were gathered around the coffee table, which now doubled as a party buffet covered in snacks, paper cups, and a homemade cake topped with candles.

 

Rachel blinked in surprise, lowering her hands slowly. Her heart was still racing, but for the first time in what felt like weeks, it wasn’t from fear.

 

"What... what is this?" she asked, her voice a little breathless, her gaze sweeping the room.

 

"Your birthday," Tina said brightly, stepping forward with a cupcake in hand. It was frosted with pink and gold and had a single candle wedged crookedly in the center.

 

"We figured since the Glee club somehow forgot," Mike added, raising an eyebrow in disapproval, "we’d do it properly."

 

Rachel felt her throat tighten unexpectedly. She had genuinely believed everyone had forgotten. She'd told herself it didn’t matter, that she was too old for cake and candles anyway.

 

But now, looking at the smiles on her friends’ faces, at the mismatched balloons, and the slightly lopsided banner... it mattered.

 

"You guys did not have to do this," she said, her voice quieter now, almost cracking.

 

"Obviously we did," Quinn said from the kitchen, lighting the candles on the cake. "You weren’t going to celebrate yourself, and someone had to."

 

Rachel laughed softly, the sound catching her by surprise. She wiped the corner of her eye quickly before anyone could see.

 

"Come on," Ms Holliday said, ushering her further into the apartment. "There’s cake, punch, and Mike made a Slayer-themed playlist."

 

"It’s mostly fight scene soundtracks from superhero movies," Mike admitted, grinning. "But it kind of works."

 

Rachel set her duffel down and made her way over to the group. She hugged Tina first, then Mike, and finally Quinn, who hesitated for just a moment before wrapping her arms around Rachel and holding her tight.

 

When they pulled back, Quinn whispered, "Happy birthday, Slayer."

 

Rachel stepped back, eyes shining. For the first time in what felt like forever, she didn’t feel like the weight of the world was solely on her shoulders. For one afternoon, she wasn’t just the Slayer. She was Rachel. And she was surrounded by people who cared.

 

The candles flickered in the kitchen as the group gathered around.

 

"Make a wish," Ms Holliday said.

 

Rachel looked at the flames. She thought of the ambush the night before. The vampires. The fear. The near misses. Then she looked at the faces around her.

 

She closed her eyes and made her wish.

 

And then she blew out the candles.

Notes:

TW: Suicide and discussions/implications of suicidal thoughts.

Chapter title is from 'Heathers: The Musical'.

I hope you all liked this chapter and if you did please leave a comment to let me know :) I am a simple peasant and crave that validation.

Chapter 7: Good ‘N’ Evil - Part One

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Rachel stepped into Ms Holliday’s apartment on the first morning of Christmas break, the warmth of the space immediately contrasting the cold air outside. She paused in the doorway, her eyes landing on Ms Holliday, who sat cross-legged on the couch surrounded by books, with a laptop teetering dangerously on her knees.

 

"What is going on?" Rachel asked, brow arching in concern.

 

Ms Holliday jolted at the sound of her voice. The laptop nearly slipped from her lap, only for her to catch it a second before it hit the floor. Rachel winced in reflex, her pulse giving a sharp spike.

 

"I thought you’d never ask," Ms Holliday said brightly, flashing a grin as Rachel walked further into the room. "My contact at the police department - "

 

"You have a contact at the police department?" Rachel interrupted, her voice edged with disbelief.

 

Ms Holliday nodded matter-of-factly, completely unfazed. " - has informed me that a man was murdered last night in a peculiar manner."

 

Rachel waited. When no further explanation came, she prompted gently, "How was he murdered?"

 

Ms Holliday shifted through a pile of loose papers and books, eventually pulling out a small stack of documents. She looked like she was going to hand them over, then paused, her hand hovering mid-air, before finally passing them to Rachel.

 

"That’s the thing - they don’t know the cause of death," she said. "There are three potential causes. The coroner couldn’t conclusively determine which one it was."

 

Rachel blinked and turned her attention to the papers. Her eyes darted over the lines, skimming for details. A male, mid-twenties, no medical conditions. But when she reached the listed causes of death, she froze.

 

"How is that possible?" she whispered, eyebrows knitting together. 

 

Three different causes: blunt force trauma to the head, a slash to the throat, and strangulation by what was described as a garrote-like object. It made no sense. She looked up, hoping for clarification, but all she got was a shrug.

 

Rachel moved to the couch and sat beside her, gesturing to the books strewn around them. "I suppose this explains the library you’ve amassed here?"

 

Ms Holliday nodded. "It’s too weird not to consider Hellmouth involvement. So... here we are."

 

Rachel exhaled through her nose and reached for the nearest English-language book. She adjusted her position on the couch, tucking one leg beneath her, and began to read.

 

Time slipped by in silence. After about an hour, Rachel had filled a notepad with notes and half-baked theories, but nothing felt even remotely useful. Her head was starting to ache. She exhaled quietly and glanced at Ms Holliday, who was now giggling at a video of a kitten knocking over a Christmas tree on YouTube.

 

"I am going to call Quinn," Rachel said.

 

"Mmmh?"

 

""She’s better at this kind of research. And I was supposed to meet her later anyway."

 

"Okay," Ms Holliday replied, not looking up.

 

Rachel stepped into the kitchen for privacy and pulled out her phone. Her mind was still spinning from the report, and part of her hoped Quinn might spot something she'd missed. The line rang three times before Quinn picked up, slightly breathless.

 

"Hey, Quinn," Rachel said, already feeling slightly better just hearing her voice.

 

"I thought you had your dance class now?"

 

Rachel froze. Her heart dropped a little. Right. Dance class.

 

She glanced at the clock on the microwave, wincing. "I skipped it. Do you know anything about -"

 

"You skipped it?" Quinn’s voice was sharp with surprise.

 

Rachel’s guilt flared, but she shook it off. She wasn’t ready to unpack that decision. "A Slayer-related issue came up."

 

There was a beat of silence. Then Quinn asked, "Are you at Ms. Holliday’s?"

 

"I am."

 

"I’m out on a run. I’ll come over and help you research."

 

"You do not have to - "

 

"I’m offering. We were going to catch up anyway."

 

Rachel hesitated, then nodded, even though Quinn couldn’t see her. "Okay then. I’d appreciate that. Thank you, Quinn."

 

She ended the call and returned to the living room, informing Ms Holliday about Quinn’s impending arrival. Then she grabbed another book and resumed flipping through pages, though her thoughts were now divided.

 

Exactly twenty minutes later, a knock came at the door.

 

"It’s open!" Ms Holliday called.

 

Quinn stepped inside, cheeks flushed from the cold and her run. Her eyes swept over the chaotic sprawl of books and papers before landing on Rachel. Before Rachel could speak, Ms Holliday took over.

 

"A guy was killed last night. It’s too weird not to be Hellmouth related."

 

Rachel blinked at the unceremonious summary but quickly filled in the blanks. "The coroner’s report listed three separate causes of death. It does not make any sense. Here."

 

She passed the report to Quinn. "We - I - have been researching for over an hour. Nothing’s come up."

 

Quinn took the pages, settling into a chair. Her eyes moved slowly over the text, reading line by line, taking in every word with careful attention. Rachel found herself watching Quinn more than the book in her own hands.

 

"So you’ve got nothing?" Quinn asked eventually.

 

Rachel shook her head. "Nothing."

 

With a sigh, Quinn glanced at the books. "Which one should I start with?"

 

Rachel hesitated. "Um, maybe one of the ones in Latin? If there are any?"

 

Quinn gave a small nod and selected another book without a word.

 

Time passed again, this time with the quiet rustle of pages and occasional scribbles of notes. The sun dipped lower. At some point, Ms Holliday ordered pizza, and Rachel barely noticed how the afternoon slipped by.

 

Eventually, Quinn’s voice broke the silence. "I need to get home. Santana’s parents are doing a family dinner."

 

Rachel blinked down at her watch. Six o’clock. Where had the day gone?

 

"That sounds nice."

 

Quinn shifted her bag. "In theory. But I still feel... uncomfortable around them."

 

Rachel nodded, her expression soft. "That is perfectly understandable. But from what I saw, they care about you. And Santana does too."

 

Quinn seemed to weigh that in silence. "I know. It’s just… after my parents, it’s hard."

 

Rachel looked at her carefully. "What your parents did was wrong, Quinn. I didn’t reach out then, but not because I didn’t care. I almost drove over there. Finn had to talk me down."

 

Quinn’s head lifted sharply. "Why?"

 

Rachel swallowed. "I know we only became friends recently, but I have always cared about you. I just did not think you'd want to hear it from me."

 

Quinn stared at her, expression unreadable. Rachel ducked her head, pretending to focus on placing a bookmark in her book.

 

When Quinn finally spoke, she was beside her. "Thank you."

 

Rachel looked up, startled.

 

"I can give you a ride home. It is getting dark, and with the kind of creatures we have been seeing lately, you should not be running alone."

 

Quinn placed a hand gently on Rachel’s shoulder. "Okay. Thank you."

 

"It’s my pleasure," Rachel said softly.

 

She packed up a few of the books to take home for more research after patrol. They said goodbye to Ms Holliday, then stepped out into the crisp, darkening evening together.

 


 

As usual on the days she had more time to patrol (which wasn't often - she was VERY busy thank you very much Ms Holiday) Rachel was making her way through the streets of Lima itself.

 

Rachel moved swiftly through the narrow, labyrinthine alleyways behind the strip mall. The high brick walls rose on either side, casting elongated shadows that seemed to stretch and reach out as if conspiring with the darkness. Dimly lit by the occasional flickering bulb overhead, the alley exuded an eerie atmosphere.

 

The muted sounds of the city's distant hum intertwined with her quiet footsteps as she navigated the alley. The aroma of discarded trash and damp concrete hung in the air, an olfactory assault on the senses. Graffiti-covered dumpsters lined the sides, their sharp colors muted in the low light.

 

As Rachel rounded a particularly sharp corner, the disconcerting silence was shattered by the unmistakable sounds of a scuffle. She instinctively tensed, the adrenaline coursing through her veins heightening her awareness. The echo of a struggle reverberated through the alley, prompting her to hasten her pace, eager to uncover the source of the disturbance.

 

As the scuffle grew louder, Rachel's determined steps quickened. The shadows played tricks, distorting the figures in her line of sight. Soon, the source of the commotion became clearer, revealing a silhouette pinned against the cold brick wall. A predatory figure loomed over, his head inching dangerously close to the woman's vulnerable neck.

 

Closing the distance, Rachel noted the transformation from a mere shadow to the unmistakable form of a vampire, concealed beneath a long black trench coat that billowed ominously in the dimly lit alley. 

 

“Hey, Mr tall, dark and deadly,” She shouted, drawing the vampire's attention away from his victim's neck as he instead spun his head around to look at her. “How about you pick on someone your own strength.” 

 

The vampire’s face was distant and tilted to the side she could see him move his head to look at the victim and then back at her before slowly responding, “Slayer?” 

 

“Yeah big guy,” she chuckled at the dazed look on his face. 

 

At her words he released his grip on the woman and stepped forward towards her. His victim was gasping for breath behind him but Rachel focused all her attention on the vampire who now that he had clued into the situation was rapidly focusing all his attention and aggression towards her. 

 

She tightened her grip on her stake and positioned herself so that her weight was evenly spread. He had that lumbered overconfident aggression that she had become well versed in seeing in vampires that should not be that confident. She could see the lunge coming moments before he did in fact lunge. 

 

She dodged to the side and used the time that he was off balance from the failed lunge to step forward and stake him from the back. 

 

He never even saw it coming. 

 

As she dusted off her hands and placed her stake back in her pocket she could see that the woman that the vampire had been attacking was fleeing out of the alley without a backwards glance or a thank you. She’s about to continue her patrol when a voice comes from the alley entrance shattering those plans.

 

“Rachel?” The echo of her name pierced the dimly lit alley, she spins around lightning fast, almost tripping over her own feet as she turns.

 

Her eyes widened as she locked onto the silhouette emerging from the shadows.

 

"Jesse?"

 

The familiar face of Jesse St. James materialized in the sparse alley light, his features partially obscured by the play of shadows. His light brown hair fell effortlessly over his forehead, and a faint glint in his dark eyes hinted at a mix of curiosity and concern. Dressed in a leather jacket that seemed to absorb what little light touched it, he stood in stark contrast to the gritty urban backdrop.

 

"What’s going on? Why are you back here?" Jesse's voice, smooth and inquisitive, cut through the alley's tense air. 

 

Rachel hesitated for a moment, taking into account the unexpected appearance of her ex and what it meant that he was standing right here. 

 

“Um... uh, there was a, a cat. A cat here, and, um, then there was a-another cat... and they fought. The cats. And... then they left.” 

 

Note to self, learn to lie better. She glanced over at Jesse, who wore an expression of skeptical amusement, his eyebrow quirked up, but his mouth set in a hardline.

 

“You’re lying!”  Jesse's accusation erupted with a force that surprised her, an outburst he seemed to have struggled to suppress.

 

“No, no I’m not,” she gestures vaguely down the alley, “cat.” Before dropping her arm uselessly back to her side.

 

“You were killing a vampire!” Jesse's accusation sliced through the air, leaving Rachel scrambling for an explanation she couldn't conjure. 

 

Confused and frustrated, she couldn't comprehend how he could have known. “How did you?” She stammered out. 

 

“My parents are Watchers. And that,” Jesse points towards where her stake is sticking out of her front pocket, “is a stake.” 

 

Rachel's mouth flapped open and closed as she grappled for a response. Jesse shook his head, a strange mix of laughter and indignation escaping his lips.   

 

“Does this mean you're the Slayer? You can’t be the Slayer Rachel.” 

 

Rachel shakes off her confusion as it gives way to righteous indignation. She stomps her foot and gives up on denials as she responds to Jesse’s insult. “What do you mean I-” 

 

Jesse interrupts her before she could properly launch into her rant, “Broadway Rachel, Broadway you and I we are destined for more than this.” He gestures around, “more than a small town in the middle of nowhere ville Ohio.”

 

“What does that mean? Just because I am the Slayer does not mean that I am not still going to go to New York.”

 

“Yes it does!” Jesse raises his voice and throws his hands up in the air before he takes a deep breath and speaks more calmly. “I gave up my parents by refusing to be a Watcher. You don’t have to accept this as your destiny Rachel it’s not. Broadway is your destiny.” 

 

Rachel examines Jesse trying to understand what is occurring, his arms were crossed in an attempt to stop himself from throwing them back up in the air and his forehead is furrowed as he stares at her unwaveringly waiting for her response. It seems that his desperation stemmed from his belief that being the slayer would stop her from going to New York although how he had come to that conclusion she was unsure.

 

“Broadway is my destiny, nothing, nothing is going to stop me from getting there, not even this.” She says.

 

Jesse lets out a frustrated sigh and steps forward. “What do you think happens to Slayers? Hmmm ?” He unfords his arms and runs one through his air. “How did you become the slayer? What happened to the last one?” 

 

Realisation dawned on Rachel. 

 

Oh

 

“She died, but I, I  have no intention of following in-” Rachel's sentence hung unfinished as Jesse's frustration, far from abating, intensified at her measured response.

 

“This is a war!” He began to gesture with his arm before abruptly stopping himself. “And Slayers are the casualties.” 

 

Rachel's mind instinctively latched onto Jesse's words, and an unexpected connection formed in her thoughts. Her dreams, her constant never abbateing dreams. The dreams where she dies over and over again in the same way - No, her dreams were just that, dreams. Just because Ms Holliday seemed to be of the opinion that Slayer dreams where prosthetic did not mean anything. And why the word ‘war’ immediately drew images of her nightmares to the forefront she was unsure but the niggling sense of unease would not leave her even as she pushed those memories back into the background.

 

“War?” She scoffed and looked at Jesse questioning, hoping that her face showed no sign of her termoulous thoughts, “this isn’t war.”

 

“This is a supernatural war. It has been from the moment Slayers were created. Forcibly might I add by Watchers. All the forces of evil against one teenage girl.” Jesse lets out a sarcastic chuckle at those words, not noticing her confusion at his words. Created? What did that mean? “Slayers are like Soldiers and Watchers are like the councilmen who send the soldiers into battle knowing that they are going to be safe at home while the soldier is fighting for their life because of their orders.”

 

“Jesse, Ms Holliday is not like that.” Rachel spoke in a measured tone and her hand reached out towards him. Attempting to talk to Jesse like he was standing on the edge of a bridge and she needed to talk him down.

 

“I”m not talking about Ms Holliday. Well, if she’s your watcher I am, but, I’m actually talking about you. Rachel Berry is no soldier. I don’t care who or what powers that may be decided that you are. You’re not a soldier.” Jesse’s impassioned speech gradually waned, and by the end, his arms sagged weakly to his sides. 

 

A flicker of anger sparked within Rachel, ignited by Jesse’s words. “Hey!  I am not some damsel in distress, Jesse. I know what I am capable of,” she retorted, her voice tinged with frustration.

 

Jesse sighed, his frustration matching hers. “That’s not what I’m saying Rachel. You’re not listening to me. I know you can fight and defend yourself.”

 

“Then what are you saying?”

 

“I’m saying you deserve better than the life of a Slayer. The life of a Slayer is a short and painful one. Filled with battles and evil and at some point the Slayer dies.” Jesse lets out a puff of air and contiues on softer, “the Slayer always dies. Most Slayers never even make it to college.”

 

“That cannot be true-” 

 

“The Slayer always dies, Rachel always. I walked away from this life. You can too.” Jesse stepped closer towards her as he spoke.

 

She is saved from responding straight away by a clanging sound behind her but when she spins around she see’s that this time it is in fact a cat. Slinking down the alley trying to get past them. She takes the time that she had gained from the distraction to reign in her emotions and attempt to school her emotions behind her mask again. When she turns back around she has her emotions nice and locked down and she refuses to allow him to slip past her defences again.

 

“While that may be true I have no intention of having that occur to me.” She fixed him with her show smile before turning and starting to walk away without waiting for his response. 

 

She does not make it out of the alley though before he runs up to her and reaches out to grab her arm before thinking better of it and shoving his hands in his pockets instead. 

 

“Wait, Rachel,” Jesse’s voice sounds pleading so she gives in and stops. “I’m here for Christmas break, do you, do you need any help?” Before she could respond though he sensed her hesitation and kept talking. “I know about the supernatural. I was a Watcher in training for years before I left. Isn’t there any supernatural mystery you need my superior knowledge for?” 

 

Rachel let out a sigh of acquiescence. She could use some help because per her last conversation with Quinn they still hadn’t come up with anything useful regarding the unusual death last night.

 

“I’m meeting everyone at the ‘Lima Bean’ tomorrow if you want to come with?” 

 

At her words Jesse gives her a smug smile and nods. Rachel doesn’t want to think about what everyone’s reaction would be to seeing Jesse again but that was tomorrow’s problem for now all she had to focus on was finishing up her patrol and getting into bed. 

 


 

When Rachel entered the ‘Lima Bean,’ the inviting aroma of freshly ground coffee beans enveloped her senses. Soft chatter, the gentle hum of the espresso machine, and the occasional clink of cups added to the cozy ambiance. The dim lighting cast a warm glow, highlighting the rustic decor that featured a variety of mismatched wooden tables and comfortable chairs.

 

Spotting Mike and Tina already seated towards the back, Rachel noticed Quinn up at the register, in the process of ordering herself a drink. She smiles at Mike and Tina when they notice her entrance and makes her way over to the registers to order her own soy latte. She approached Quinn from behind and gently tapped her shoulder to capture her attention.

 

“Hi,” she said, causing Quinn to startle.

 

“Where did you come from!” Quinn's initial shock gave way to a more composed response. 

 

She stepped aside to let Rachel place her order. Once Rachel had made her choice, she noticed Quinn had already received her coffee. Quinn, rather than sitting down, had waited for Rachel to get her own cup so they could both join Mike and Tina at one of the wooden tables together. 

 

They were just settling in, sipping their coffees and getting comfortable when Rachel spotted Jesse walking through the coffee shop's door. Raising her hand to catch his attention, he responded with a warm smile, making his way toward their table.

 

“Who are you-” Quinn began to voice her inquiry, but her words trailed off, and her eyes locked onto Jesse. “What is Jesse doing here?” 

 

“I invited him.” 

 

Before she could finish, Jesse arrived at their table. Tina and Mike, only just realizing his presence, shot surprised looks in Jesse's direction, their facial expressions revealing a mix of curiosity and uncertainty about his unexpected appearance in the coffee shop.

 

“Hello,” Jesse greeted, attempting to take a seat. 

 

Quinn immediately interjected, stopping him from sitting. “Hey, whoa, whoa, why are you sitting down? Don’t sit down! Why are you here?” Quinn glared at Jesse before turning her head to look at Rachel, her eyes demanding an explanation.

 

Rachel replied calmly, “I invited him.”

 

Quinn's incredulous reaction was swift, “he smashed eggs on your face!” She protested.

 

“I forgave him for that, Quinn. It is okay,” Rachel assured her.

 

“No, it’s not! He shouldn’t be here.” Quinns voice was steadily going up in pitch as she spoke.

 

Rachel prepared to respond, but Jesse interjected with a scoff before she could. “Rachel’s not one to hold grudges, or you certainly wouldn’t be sitting here, would you, Quinn?” He mocked.

 

“Jesse!” Rachel exclaimed, prompting him to give her a sheepish smile. 

 

He muttered an apology in Quinn’s direction before definantly taking a seat this time. Mike and Tina, who had been mostly silent observers until now, shifted to the side to allow him access to their bench. Tina mouthed a concerned 'you okay?' to Rachel, who nodded before Tina and Mike greeted Jesse.

 

“Jesse and I have put the events of last year behind us and have moved on as friends and when we ran across each other last night I invited him to join us.”

 

Rachel exchanged brief glances with Jesse, noting his amused expression as Quinn let out an audible sigh but refrained from objecting. Once Jesse was comfortably seated, he couldn't resist opening his mouth again.

 

“So you have some supernatural problem you need my superior intellect to assist you with?” 

 

“He knows!?”  Quinn exclaimed to Rachel before turning her head glaring at Jesse once more.

 

Rachel wasn’t sure why Quinn was so bothered by Jesse’s presence; she certainly hadn’t objected when Tina or Mike had found out and started joining them. 

 

Jesse leaned back onto the bench, splayed his arm on the armrest, and smirked at Quinn, mockingly asking, "Problem, Fabray?"

 

Before Quinn could respond, Rachel interjected, “he saw me killing a vampire last night and informed me of the fact that his parents are Watchers.”

 

“Like Ms Holliday?” Mike spoke up. 

 

She nodded at Mike before she looked over at Quinn to gauge her reaction and saw her very reluctantly deflate from her defensive posture. Rachel looked around to ensure that no one else looked like they were ready to fight before she decided to move the conversation on.

 

“Quinn?” Quinn let out a hmm in response so Rachel continued speaking. “Did you manage to find anything last night?” 

 

Quinn shook her head.

 

“What’s going on?”  Tina asked.

 

Rachel filled them in on the situation and both Mike and Tina seemed equally lost but Jesse had a thoughtful look on his face at her words.

 

“Was it just the one death?”  He enquired. 

 

“So far.” Rachel said with a short sharp nod. 

 

“If there's another one in the same way I may have solved your problem.” He tossed Quinn a smirk before looking back at Rachel.

 

“I was going to go to Ms Holliday after this to see if she has anything new,” she said. “Would you like to accompany me?” She asked but as soon as he nodded his confirmation Quinn chimed in.

 

“I’ll come to,” before she looked over at Mike and Tina “in fact why don’t we all go?”  

 

Tina and Mike exchanged a quick glance, before Tina nodded to Rachel “we’ll come” she said.

 

The group swiftly gathered their things at the Lima Bean, stepping out into the daylight. The crisp air greeted them as they walked side by side under the sunlit sky, heading toward their cars. 

 

Quinn, having bought her own car and Mike and Tina having driven together, agreed that they would meet again at Ms Holliday’s apartment.   

 

Rachel quickened her pace, catching up to Jesse just before he reached his car. "Hey, Jesse."

 

"Yeah?"

 

"I did not say this last night, but I want you to know that I am truly sorry about your dad." 

 

Jesse shrugged, but Rachel detected the subtle signs of sadness, familiar from their past dating days - the clenched jaw, the fingers brushing non-existent lint off his jacket.

 

"It’s okay. It’s not like we had spoken since the day I left for college."

 

"Still, Jesse, he was your dad."

 

"He wasn’t much of a father, you know that as well as I do. Our parents are the same, would you - " He cut himself off, taking a deep breath. "I appreciate your sympathy, but it is not warranted."

 

"Okay. “ Rachel said slowly before continuing, “Jesse, we are friends. You can talk to me if you need to."

 

"What about the New Directions? Wasn’t that the reason you gave me as to why we needed to wait before being friends again?"

 

"That was before I saw you again. Now that you are back in my life, I do not want you to leave again." 

 

Jesse smiled at her words and held out his hand for a shake. She reached out, giving him a confused look. He smirked and shook her hand.

 

"Friends," he declared before releasing her hand and heading toward his car. 

 

Rachel waited until he was inside before turning and walking to her own, ready to drive to Ms Holliday's. The weight of her past with Jesse lingered in the air, but a newfound determination to keep him close sparked within her.

 

Rachel pulled up at Ms. Holliday’s apartment building just as Jesse parked on the sidewalk. Stepping out of his car, he raised a hand to wave, leaning casually against the vehicle as she parked.

 

Observing Mike's and Quinn's cars already in place, Rachel assumed they were waiting inside. As they approached the entrance, she reached for the handle, checking if it was locked. The metallic click signaled that it wasn't, and she swung the door open, revealing the dimly lit lobby of Ms Holliday's building.

 

Rachel held the door for Jesse, allowing him to enter first. The building's interior had a vintage charm, with faded wallpaper and a slightly musty scent that hinted at its age. 

 

When Rachel and Jesse reached the door of Ms Hollidays appartment Rachel reached out and opened the door knowing that Ms Holliday would have left it unlocked for them. The door swung open smoothly, revealing the welcoming warmth of Ms Holliday's apartment. 

 

When Ms Holliday laid eyes on them she jumped up from the couch, “Jesse St James as I live and breathe!” Ms Holliday exclaimed.

 

“I beg your pardon, who are you?” Jesse looked befuddled at Ms Holliday as she came closer as if intending to hug him.

 

“Don’t you remember me?” At Jesse’s words Ms Holliday had stopped her advancement on Jesse. “I’ve never been called forgettable before…” Ms Holliday waited expecting a laugh and when none came she continued on more appropriately. “I know your parents, I’ve met you a few times too but you were much younger.” Ms Holliday paused for a second before continuingly hesitantly, “I’m so sorry about your father.” 

 

Jesse shrugged at her words. “He wasn’t much of a father.” That seemed to be it from Jesse as he headed over to the couches and sat down next to Mike.

 

“You have a habit of making yourself comfortable don’t you?” Rachel heard Mike say to Jesse but she didn’t hear Jesse’s response as she instead spoke to Ms Holliday.

 

“Have you managed to find out anything?” Rachel asked.

 

“Not yet,” Ms Holliday gestured towards the living room and started walking back to where she had been sitting as she spoke. Rachel followed her. “I was just about to call the Watchers council, there has been another death though…” She looked like she was about to continue as Rachel sat down next to Quinn but Jesse chimed in before she could.

 

“Second death? In the same manner as the last one?” At Ms Holidays' nod he gave them all a cocky smile, “no need to call the Watchers council Jesse St James has solved your problem.” 

 

“Yes Jesse, it’s completely normal to speak about yourself in the third person,” Quinn scoffed under her breath but Rachel ignored her perking up at Jesse’s words.

 

When Ms Holliday inquired as to what he meant Jesse kept speaking. “It’s called a threefold death-” 

 

Quinn interrupted him “I know this, it’s part of norse mythology but it is just a myth and the current deaths don’t match with the mythos-” 

 

“Hush Fabray I’m talking.” He smirked. “While it comes up in various mythologies, it's more common but less known use is to summon gods from hell dimensions.” 

 

“Why didn’t I think of that,” Ms Holliday said before getting up and leaving the living room. When she returned it was with an old leather book. “Whoever is performing these deaths in an attempt to summon a god would have to be extremely powerful to be able to do so.”

 

“Why did there need to be another death for it to work?” Tina asked.

 

“Threefold death, three deaths.” Jesse responded.  

 

“So that means that there will be another death.” Rachel said and Jesse nodded at her words. “So how do I stop it?” 

 

This time Jesse shrugged and Rachel looked to Ms Holliday for her advice but received the same shrug in response but she also handed Rachel the book she had procured earlier. 

 

Rachel opened up the book. Latin. She looked over at Quinn. 

 

“It’s in Latin.” 

 

Quinn nodded and leaned in to look over her shoulder rather than take the book from her. Quinn put her head on Rachels shoulder as she looked at the book. Rachel felt a brush creeping up her face so she cleared her throat to try and distract from it. 

 

“Can you turn the page?” Quinn said softly next to Rachels ear. 

 

Rachel jumped and shuddered simultaneously, and she could suddenly feel hot breath on her neck and ear, and goose bumps shot along her arms. She forced herself to ignore the sensations Quinn’s words had provoked and instead turned the page and looked over at Jesse for distraction. 

 

His brow was furrowed as he looked at her and Quinn and his hand was clenched into the fabric of pants.

 

“Find anything?” Jesse growled.

 

Rachel looked at him inquisitively. Where did the sudden anger come from? 

 

Quinn let out a soft hmmm and Rachel trembled at the vibrations. But otherwise Quinn remained silent for another couple of minutes before speaking.

 

“The murders occur in a tripod pattern so we need to triangulate the locations of the murders to see if we can locate where the next one will occur.” 

 

Quinn lifted her head off Rachel’s shoulder and Rachel found herself missing the weight as Quinn turned to look at Ms Holliday. 

 

“Do you have a map?” When Ms Holliday said she did and got up to go get it Quinn continued speaking. “The murders also need to occur three days in a row so the next death has to be tonight or the god won’t be summoned.” 

 

Ms Holliday walked back into the living room and handed Rachel a map as well as a pen. Rachel smiled her thanks before leaning over to the coffee table and flicking through her notes to find the location of the first death. Once she circled it she asked Ms Holliday for the second location only to receive a shrug before Ms Holliday provided her with the second coroner's report. She scanned it over to find the location of the murder before circling it on the map as well. 

 

Now what?

 

“Now what?” She asked.

 

Quinn leaned over and took the map off her. She gave it up without resistance and waited to see what Quinn was going to do. Quinn was muttering under her breath as she started drawing lines on the map before eventually looking up and speaking to everyone.

 

“There are two potential locations.” 

 

Quinn passed the map back over to Rachel and she looked down and nodded to herself there were two locations circled on the map one was a graveyard at the outskirts of Lima and the other was a park in the opposite direction. 

 

“We can split up and go investigate later tonight?” Rachel asked hesitantly.

 

She received nods with the exception of Ms Holliday who had often touted that she was the person behind the computer or in her case books not the person in the field. 

 

The other exception was Mike who spoke up quietly, “I can’t do it tonight. My dad has me meeting with a Chemistry tutor tonight.”

 

“Aren’t you tied for top of Chemistry with Quinn?” She quired.

 

“I got an A minus on the last pop quiz so my dad decided I wasn’t taking it seriously hence the tutor.” Mike responded.

 

Both Quinn and Jesse reacted like that made perfect sense while only Tina looked like she was about to say something. Rachel, knowing how sensitive the topic of parents could be, decided to move the conversation on quickly before Tina could say anything.

 

“Oh, well that’s okay Mike.” She smiled at Mike and he leaned back in relief. She looked back at Tina, Quinn and Jesse. “We’ll pair up and if you come across anything suspicious can call me,” Rachel said. “Tina, do you mind going with Jesse?” 

 

Tina shook her head and Rachel smiled and ignored Jesse’s disgruntled look as he had expected to be going with Rachel.

 

“Is there a specific time that the death should occur? I know the time of death for the last two was sometime between 11pm and 1am according to the coroner's report.” Rachel asked not sure who she was expecting an answer from Jesse, Quinn or Ms Holliday.

 

“Midnight,” Ms Holliday chimed in before looking back down at her book and not expanding on her statement. 

 

“Okay,” Jesse said standing “I’ll catch you there.” He said to Tina before looking at Rachel “time for me to go,” with that he started to leave without waiting for any response.He waved at them before shutting the door behind him. 

 

Quinn who had been silent the last while spoke up the minute the door shut. “Seriously Rachel, why is he here?” 

 

“We are friends.” 

 

“He smashed an egg on your head,” Mike chimed in.

 

“I know,” She took a big breath and let it out, “but he apologised and I understand why he did it. We are friends.” 

 

There was silence in the room at her words before it was broken by the sound of Quinn’s phone going off. She looked down at it before declining it.


“It’s Santana,” Quinn looked around and appeared to make up her mind about something as she nodded to herself before continuing speaking, “I should go before she gets more upset.” 

 

Rachel nodded, “we are done here anyway.” 

 

She started grabbing her own things as well, at her actions Tina and Mike also started packing up. 

 

“We can all leave together.” 

 

Once everyone was packed up they started leaving. Mike, Tina and Quinn were outside and Rachel was just about to follow them out and shut the door behind her when Ms Holliday grabbed her attention. When Tina looked back to see if she was coming she waved them on and turned to look at Ms Holliday.

 

“Be careful Rachel,” Ms Holliday said, staring Rachel right in her eyes.

 

“Of course?” 

 

What had prompted that? 

 

She was always careful. 

 

Although Ms Holliday had never told her to be careful before heading out on a patrol before though. Ms Holliday was very much a learn from experience teacher more likely to throw her into the deep end and let her figure out how to swim than teach her to swim. 

 

So why was she concerned this time and none of the others?

 

“Whoever is behind these deaths have to be incredibly powerful and you have no idea what you may be walking into.” 

 

Realisation dawned on Rachel, oh

 

“That’s okay Ms Holliday I-” 

 

“- If you are overwhelmed, walk away.”

 

Rachel felt confused. Huh? Why was Ms Holiday insinuating that?

 

“But Jesse says these murders summon a ‘god’ from the hell dimension and Quinn said that the third death will be happening tonight. Failure to me seems like it is simply not an option.” 

 

“If you need to walk away, we’ll regroup and figure it out. Don’t get in over your head and do anything stupid.”

 

“I am never stupid, in fact I am the opposite.,” She tosses Ms Holliday a smile over her shoulder as she starts heading out. 

 


 

When Quinn knocked on her door later that night, Rachel was ready for her, armed with her supplies. She slipped out the door and started walking down the street knowing that Quinn was following her. They were heading to their location in silence before Quinn broke the silence.

 

“You know that you don’t always have to forgive everyone?” 

 

“Huh?” 

 

Quinns words had come out of nowhere and Rachel wasn’t sure what had prompted her words. 

 

“You are a very forgiving and kind person and I lov-” Quinn cut herself off, “I like that about you but sometimes it’s like you forgive at the expense of yourself.”

 

“Okay?” Rachel said hesitantly.

 

“I just want you to know that it’s okay to not always forgive someone just because they want you to or because you feel that you need to.” 

 

Rachel understood that in theory but in reality she just couldn’t find it in herself to hold a grudge because she knew if she startled allowing herself to be as upset or as angry as she was warranted to be it would destroy her.


“I know,” she said. 

 

Quinn didn’t look as if she was okay with that but rather than comment on it she seemed to let it go by nodding and releasing a sigh. “As long as you know.” 

 

They walked in comfortable silence for a while longer before Rachel couldn’t help asking to relive her curiosity. “What prompted you to ask me that?” 

 

Quinn quirked her eyebrow at Rachel like really before she responded blandly, “Jesse.” 

 

That made sense.

 

“Oh, well if it makes you feel better Jesse and I reconciled at Regionals last year. This isn’t a spur of the moment reconciliation.”


“Regionals, then why-” Quinn sounded confused as she stopped walking and looked over at Rachel. 

 

Rachel cut her off, “-Why are you only finding out now?” She inquired. At Quinns nod she continued. “Jesse and I decided it would be in my best interest to not share our reacquaintance with anyone less it bring the ire of glee club on myself and instead wait to resume our friendship when we meet again on Broadway,” she let out a slight laugh “although you can see how well that worked out.”

 

“Oh um okay,” Quinn started to reach out towards Rachel before changing her mind and allowing her arm to fall back to her side. “As long as you are okay with it.” Rachel nodded reassuringly at Quinn but that did not seem to be enough as Quinn started speaking again. “You don’t need to be so considerate for the glee club's feelings at the expense of your own either you know?” Quinn let out a scoff, “you know that if the roles were reversed they would not be as considerate.”


“I know,” she shrugged, “but it is what it is,” she sighed. 

 

This time when Quinn reached towards her she didn’t stop and instead gently laid her hand on Rachels shoulder. “You know you are going to get out of here and go to a town where everyone will appreciate you and treat you the way you deserve. It’s your destiny.” 

 

Rachel looked over at Quinn shocked. Quinn gave her a soft smile before moving the conversation on to lighter topics such as their holiday plans.

 

They entered the graveyard in silence, the only sound accompanying their footsteps was the distant howl of the wind. They started making their way through the marble graves and statues towards the potential location. The moon cast eerie shadows that danced across the uneven ground. Here and there, the gravestones leaned together like old friends as Rachel and Quinn walked through them. Over the hill past two stone statues of angels Rachel saw a flicker of light before it blinked away. She reached out to get Quinns attention and once she had it she put her finger up to her lips before dropping it to her side and starting towards the spot where she had seen the light while making sure both Quinn and herself stayed in the shadows. 

 

As they crested the hill, Rachel's breath caught in her throat at the sight that greeted them - a swarm of vampires encircling a lone tree, where a young man was tied and sobbing uncontrollably. The indifferent expressions on the faces of his captors sent a shiver down Rachel's spine, their inhumanity stark against the backdrop of the moonlit graveyard.

 

Rachel surveyed the scene with growing dread, taking note of the vampires' varied appearances and attire. Among them stood a short female vampire, her youthful features belying the centuries of darkness that lurked within her. She must have been turned when she was barely even out of highscool or possibly even before that.  She wore a striking red bomber jacket, the color vibrant against the muted tones of the night.

 

She pulled her attention away from the vampires to focus on their victim. While he was tied to the tree Rachel could see a noose hanging from a high branch however the noose was made from wire instead of rope. Well that would explain the cuts on the victims necks and the choking. The only missing cause of death was the impact from a heavy object. Resting against the tree was a crowbar. 

 

Three for three then. 

 

There was no way for Rachel to slay all the vampires; it was simple miles above her current skill level, while she had gone up against groups of vampires before this collection was well within the twenties. 

 

Her heart thudded in her chest, every beat a reminder of how outnumbered she was. But she didn’t have to slay all of them. Not tonight. All she had to do was stop the ritual. Stop the death. Prevent the rise of whatever hell-god they were trying to summon. Then she could fall back, regroup with Ms. Holliday, and figure out what the hell to do next.

 

She swallowed hard and turned her head toward Quinn, who was crouched beside her, eyes wide but steady. The flickering torchlight from the vampires’ circle painted Quinn’s face in moving shadows. Rachel leaned in close, her lips near Quinn’s ear, her voice barely a whisper.

 

"I have a plan." She paused, throat dry. The words felt shaky in her mouth, like glass. "It is a dangerous plan and barely thought out, but it’s all I have."

 

Quinn’s head tilted slightly, her voice just as soft. "What is it?"

 

Rachel pointed with the edge of her stake toward the center of the clearing. A man, barely conscious, was tied to a tree, rope tight across his chest and neck, blood smeared across his temple. He wasn’t moving much, but he was breathing. Still alive.

 

"There’s no way I can fight off all these vampires," Rachel whispered. Her eyes didn’t leave the scene in front of her. "So we just need to stop them from murdering that guy. I think I should distract them, and then you go around behind and untie him."

 

The plan sounded thinner than paper the moment it left her mouth, but she had nothing better. She turned to gauge Quinn’s reaction. It was hard to read her expression in the shifting light, but Quinn gave a slow, deliberate nod.

 

Then, softly, "Be careful, Rach. Please."

 

Rachel blinked. That was the first thing Quinn thought to say?

 

She should have been thinking about herself. Quinn was the one without Slayer strength or reflexes. The one who had no business being anywhere near this many vampires. The one Rachel had promised herself she would keep out of harm’s way. But here she was, agreeing to step straight into it.

 

Why did Rachel feel like she couldn’t do this without her?

 

Maybe because this time wasn’t like the others. This wasn’t a clean stake-and-go mission. This was desperate and messy and too big for her, and somehow Quinn’s steady presence kept her from spiraling into fear.

 

It was wrong - so deeply, utterly wrong - to let Quinn risk herself. But it would be more wrong not to act at all. If the ritual succeeded, Quinn would be in even greater danger. Everyone would. The balance of the world would shift in ways Rachel didn’t even want to think about.

 

A god from a hell dimension. That wasn’t just a threat. That was an ending.

 

She forced her breathing to steady and pushed the worry down. There would be time for guilt later. Right now, there was only action.

 

Rachel looked Quinn in the eye and murmured, "Wait for them to be looking at me before you move, okay?"

 

Quinn nodded. Her eyes were wide but unflinching. She reached over without hesitation and grabbed Rachel’s hand, squeezing it tightly, once. Then she let go.

 

Rachel held the warmth of that touch for a heartbeat longer before rising slowly to prepare for her part in the plan.

 

Rachel moved cautiously through the shadows, her eyes fixed on the group of vampires ahead. She strained to overhear their conversation, her senses on high alert as she approached closer. As she neared, a flicker of movement caught her eye, and she froze.

 

Her heart lurched in her chest as she recognized the figure in the red jacket. Dread washed over her in a suffocating wave, and she instinctively reached out to steady herself against a nearby gravestone. Panic surged through her veins, threatening to overwhelm her.

 

It couldn't be. Not her.

 

Rachel struggled to control her breathing, fighting to suppress the rising tide of fear and despair. In her mind's eye, she saw the face of the vampire from her nightmares, haunting and familiar. She clenched her jaw, forcing herself to focus on the present moment, to block out the memories that threatened to consume her and ignoring Quinns’s piercing stare.

 

Inhale. Exhale.

 

Inhale. Exhale.

 

Inhale. Exhale.

 

With a trembling hand, Rachel stepped forward into the light, preparing to confront the vampire. But before she could utter a word, the vampire in the red jacket spoke, her voice smooth and confident.

 

"Hello, Rachel."

 

Suddenly all Rachel could see was the vampire. Literally, everything else falls away. She can no longer hear the cars speeding down the street in the far distance . She doesn’t notice the cold wind blowing through the cemetery. All the other vampires faded away as she focused on the one. 

 

"What?" Rachel managed to choke out, her voice barely above a whisper.

 

The vampire turned, a smirk playing on her lips as she met Rachel's gaze with an unnerving intensity.

 

“Did you think I didn’t know who you are? Slayer?” 

 

Rachel can feel her heartbeat beating as she struggles to comprehend what is occurring. Every instinct screamed at her to flee, to retreat into the safety of the shadows, but she forced herself to stand her ground. 

 

In the back of her mind she notices that all the vampires are looking at her so Quinn must be moving by now but the most common thought in her head is panic and confusion. 

 

She swallows and tries to form her thoughts but before she could attempt to string together a sentence the vampire speaks some more.

 

“How about you toddle on home now Slayer, as you can see I am busy.” 

 

She gestures behind her to the tree Rachel has to swallow back a gasp before finally getting control of herself and allowing a smirk to cross her own face. 

 

The tree is empty. 

 

Thank you Quinn.

 

“Busy? With what?”

 

The vampire's expression flickered with surprise, a fleeting moment of vulnerability crossing her features before she regained her composure. Rachel noted the subtle shift, a small victory amidst the chaos.

 

“What do you mean with…” The vampire turned around and her eyes must have laid on the empty tree as she softly finished, “what?” The hesitation doesn't last long as she spins back around to level Rachel with a glare. 

 

Before shaking off her anger. 

 

"Good job, Rachel," she remarked, her tone laced with a hint of begrudging admiration.

 

Rachel's brow furrowed in confusion, her mind struggling to catch up with the rapid turn of events. She stumbled over her words in response, prompting a laugh from the vampire.

 

“I said good job, you get this one.” 

 

The vampire gestures behind her and the vampires start walking away. It's not long before the graveyard is empty aside from Rachel and the vampire in the red jacket and wherever Quinn was. 

 

“You won’t always be so lucky Rachel Berry but I’ll let you have this one.” 

 

The vampire starts walking away and Rachel is debating letting her go or facing her down as the scales are more even now but she is still struggling to feel steady. She decides to stop the vampire from leaving to buy herself some time to decide on her course of action.

 

“"You know my name, but I do not know yours," Rachel challenged, her voice steady despite the lingering unease.

 

The vampire stopped walking and turned back around to look at Rachel.

 

“My name is Artemis,” The vampire, Artemis, stares at her as if waiting for her reaction.

 

“Is that supposed to mean something to me?”

 

Artemis's expression tightened at the retort, her eyes flashing with a hint of annoyance. "Trust me, tell your watcher," she spat out the words with disdain, "my name. They’ll know who I am."

 

Artemis turned to leave, prompting Rachel to make a split-second decision, she lunged forward in a futile attempt to confront the retreating vampire. But her efforts were swiftly met with a casual backhand from Artemis, sending her crashing into a nearby tree. Artemis didn’t give her a second glance as she walked away unfazed.

 

That casual backhand from Artemis had hurt more than the intentional punches she had received from vampires in a full on fight before. She took a deep breath and winced as the stab of pain that it produced. She gingerly lifted up her shirt to look at the rapidly developing bruise on her chest.from where she had impacted with the tree. 

 

She tried to keep her breaths shallow to avoid pain as she straightened up and looked around to see if she could spot Quinn. She didn’t have to look long before she laid her eyes on Quinn hurriedly walking towards her. She glanced around to see if she could see the victim of the vampires anywhere but came up empty. When Quinn reached her she let out a soft gasp and lifted her hand and gently brushed Rachels cheek and she had to bite back the wince that Quinn’s feather light touch produced from her.

 

“Are you okay?” Quinn asked softly and Rachel nodded and winced at the fireworks that exploded in her head at the movement.

 

“Just, just give me a minute, please,” She said and tried to control the bursts of pain in her chest. 

 

How could a simple backhand hurt this much? 

 

Quinn nodded and reached down to hold Rachels hand comfortingly as she tried to get control of her pain. 

 

Once Rachel was confident she had mostly gotten her pain under control and could speak without it causing tremendous pain she turned to look at Quinn.

 

“I am going to go talk to Ms Holliday,” she said.

 

“Now?” Quinn said incredulously “It’s 1am.” 


“I want answers,. She was silent for a moment and thought her words carefully, “I have been having nightmares and, and that lady has been in them.” She takes a deep breath and regrets it immediately and winces from the pain it produced before continuing.  “I have been feeling like something bad was coming for a while and I have a feeling it just arrived.” 

Notes:

Chapter title comes from 'Jekyll and Hyde - The Musical'

Since this is part 1 of a 2 part chapter and the second part doesn't actually have the 'fight the monster' part of a monster of a week format I'm going to try and get the second part up earlier than a week. But it just depends on if I have the time to do my before posting edit earlier. I could have just posted all of it in one go but I really liked the idea of ending the chapter on that sentence by Rachel so...

As always if you enjoyed this chapter or this fic pretty pretty please leave a comment as I am desperate for some validation :)

Chapter 8: Good ‘N’ Evil - Part Two

Notes:

Here is the second part :) Hope you enjoy it. I could have just posted it in one go but I really liked ending it on Rachels line in the last chapter so instead you are getting it in two parts.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It had taken far too long to convince Quinn to let her go to Ms Holliday’s alone. And even longer to actually make the walk. Every step had felt like her bones were grinding together, like her muscles were strung too tight and threatening to snap. Her body screamed with each motion, but Rachel had refused to give in to the pain. Not yet. Not until she had spoken to Ms Holliday.

 

While she walked - slow and laboured, each footfall echoing in her skull - she had sent quick texts to Tina, Mike, and Jesse. Simple and direct. We stopped it. We’re okay. Meeting tomorrow morning at the Lima Bean. She had to pause between each message to catch her breath. It still didn’t feel real. The adrenaline had worn off, leaving only a fog of exhaustion in its place.

 

By the time she reached Ms Holliday’s apartment, she was focused. Not just determined but laser-focused, clinging to the need for answers like a lifeline. She raised her hand and knocked once at the door, a courtesy more than anything else. Without waiting, she bent down with a groan to retrieve the spare key from beneath the flowerpot. Her fingers trembled as she fitted it into the lock, stepping inside quietly and shutting the door behind her with a soft click.

 

The apartment was dark except for the soft glow of the hallway lamp. A light flicked on in the living room, and Rachel turned just in time to see Ms Holliday appear, bleary-eyed in a long nightgown. She blinked against the brightness, her hair mussed from sleep.

 

"Rachel?" she asked, her voice husky and coated in sleep.

 

Rachel nodded, swallowing against the lump forming in her throat. She crossed the room slowly, every motion stiff and tentative, and lowered herself onto the couch with a wince. Her body screamed in protest, but she ignored it. Ms Holliday was now blinking faster, more awake, her posture shifting from surprise to concern.

 

"Are you okay?"

 

Another nod. Rachel didn’t trust herself to speak yet. Even that tiny movement sent pain lancing through her side, making her jaw clench. But the alternative - talking - was worse. It hurt too much. And honestly, she didn’t have the words yet. 

 

Not really.

 

Ms Holliday gave her a long look, eyes scanning her face, her posture, the winces she tried to hide. Then, without saying anything more, she turned and headed toward the kitchen. Rachel heard the low hum of the kettle and the soft clatter of mugs. Ms Holliday offered her coffee from across the counter, but Rachel shook her head once, gently. No caffeine. Not tonight. She just wanted to sit still and breathe.

 

When Ms Holliday returned with a steaming mug of coffee in hand, she looked more herself. Her concern hadn’t faded, though. If anything, it had sharpened now that the shock had worn off.

 

"What happened?" she asked gently, sitting beside Rachel on the couch.

 

Rachel opened her mouth and then closed it again. The words were right there but tangled. She had replayed the events over and over during her walk, but none of it made any more sense than it had in the moment. Still, she had to try.

 

"Quinn and I, we... we stopped the threefold death," she managed.

 

Ms Holliday’s face lit up instantly with pride. A wide smile spread across her face and, in a moment of instinctive celebration, she reached out and gave Rachel a light shove.

 

Pain flared white-hot through Rachel’s side. She gasped, her body jerking involuntarily as she hissed through her teeth. Tears blurred her vision, and she had to blink rapidly to keep them from falling.

 

The smile vanished from Ms Holliday’s face as fast as it had come. She leaned forward, eyes narrowed now with sharper concern.

 

"Obviously that wasn’t all that happened."

 

Rachel gave the smallest of nods and waited. She didn’t trust herself to speak again until the pain had dulled from a jagged spike back into its usual throb. When she finally found her voice, it was small and uncertain.

 

"There was a vampire. She knew who I was. And she was strong. So strong."

 

Her voice cracked slightly. She wasn’t being eloquent. She wasn’t even sure she was making sense. But Ms Holliday said nothing, just watched her and nodded.

 

"And she said... she said she would let me have this one. And when I went to stop her..." Rachel exhaled slowly. "She backhanded me into a tree. You can see the results of that."

 

The ache in her ribs pulsed like a warning bell.

 

"She knew you were the Slayer?" Ms Holliday asked, sitting back a little, her eyes wide.

 

"She knew my name," Rachel said quietly.

 

Ms Holliday let out a soft gasp and leaned further into the couch, her brows drawing together in alarm.

 

"Rachel, that is not good."

 

Rachel fought the urge to roll her eyes. No kidding. She tried lifting an eyebrow instead, but it came out more like a twitch. Quinn was rubbing off on her. She would have to practice that.

 

Focus.

 

She forced herself to refocus. Tiredness tugged at her thoughts like a current, pulling her away from clarity. But this mattered. 

 

This was important.

 

"She said her name was Artemis."

 

"Artemis?" Ms Holliday echoed. "Did she give you a last name?"

 

"No. Though she seemed confident that her name was enough."

 

"Artemis..." Ms Holliday repeated, her voice softer now, more thoughtful, like she was testing the word on her tongue. She fell into silence, clearly thinking deeply.

 

Rachel confirmed, "Artemis."

 

While Ms Holliday sat in contemplation, Rachel finally let herself lean back into the couch. The cushions yielded beneath her, cradling her battered body. She let out a slow sigh. The warmth of the room, the faint scent of coffee, and the quiet company of someone who cared made it easier to breathe. Easier to bear.

 

She closed her eyes for a moment, letting the couch embrace her, letting herself feel - if only for a second - safe.

 

Rachel was drifting, half-asleep and wrapped in the warmth of the cushions, when Ms Holliday suddenly jolted upright beside her. The sound of her horrified whisper cut through the fog in Rachel’s mind like a knife.

 

"It can’t be," Ms Holliday breathed, already on her feet and hurrying toward her office.

 

Rachel blinked slowly, the words not quite registering as her eyes struggled to focus. Her body felt leaden, her thoughts sluggish, but the urgency in Ms Holliday’s voice tugged at something inside her. She tilted her head toward the hallway, watching her mentor disappear down it, then let her eyes close again. 

 

Just for a moment. 

 

She needed a moment.

 

When Ms Holliday returned, Rachel opened her eyes again. The change in the woman’s demeanor was immediate and unsettling. Her face had gone pale, her movements slow and careful, like someone walking through a dream that had turned into a nightmare. She held a thick book clutched tightly in both hands. Her lips parted, then closed again as if she couldn’t quite make herself speak.

 

Finally, she managed.

 

"Artemis Talbot." Her voice was soft, weighted.

 

She stepped forward and handed the book to Rachel. Rachel adjusted her position, biting back a grimace at the pull in her side, and took it. The page was already marked, a photograph taking up half the space. Rachel stared at it.

 

It was her. The vampire from earlier that night. Artemis.

 

Her breath caught, and her stomach turned cold.

 

"What does that mean?" she asked, though her voice barely carried.

 

Ms Holliday didn’t answer right away. She was staring at the photo too, as if hoping it would change if she just looked long enough.

 

"She was a Slayer," she said finally.

 

Rachel’s head snapped up. "A Slayer?" The word left her mouth flat and hollow. It didn’t make sense. None of it made sense.

 

"We thought she was dead," Ms Holliday continued as she sank back onto the couch.

 

Rachel could only stare. The words didn’t fit together. Slayer. Vampire. They were meant to cancel each other out. She blinked and forced herself to sit up straighter, fighting through the weight of fatigue and the constant throb of pain.

 

"Obviously that is not all she is," Rachel said. "She seems to be a member of the undead now. How does that even happen? How does a Slayer become a vampire?"

 

Ms Holliday answered matter-of-factly. "In much the same way anyone becomes a vampire."

 

Rachel frowned. That wasn’t what she meant, not really. She knew the mechanics. A vampire drained you, and before you died, you drank their blood. Simple. Horrifying. But simple. What she couldn’t understand was how someone with the strength and instincts of a Slayer could be caught off-guard like that. How no one had known. How it had gone unrecorded. She tried to focus past the fog in her head.

 

"But how does a Slayer become a vampire and no one knows about it?" she asked, voice sharper now.

 

Ms Holliday nodded slowly, pointing at her. "Now that is the question."

 

The room fell into a thick silence. Rachel stared at the photograph again. The eyes were the same. So was the smirk. But now the face had context. A history. A life before the sharp fangs and unnerving confidence.

 

Ms Holliday finally spoke again, her voice quiet. "I’ll get in contact with her old Watcher. See what he says."

 

"Wait." Rachel’s brow furrowed. "How recent was this?"

 

Ms Holliday looked down at the book in her lap, fingers brushing the edge of the page. "She was called when she was sixteen. That was in 1960. Turned when she was eighteen. So... forty-eight years ago."

 

Rachel exhaled, tension draining slightly from her shoulders. More recent than she expected, but not recent enough to be... her. For one panicked second, she had feared Artemis might have been the Slayer before her. That would have been far too much to handle.

 

"So, um..." Rachel glanced at her mentor. "What does this mean? That a Slayer is now a vampire?"

 

Ms Holliday looked up.

 

"I mean," Rachel added quickly, "from my very limited and very unfortunate interaction with her tonight, she’s definitely stronger than me." She rubbed at her arm absently, trying not to wince. "So what are we dealing with here?"

 

Ms Holliday didn’t answer right away. Her brow creased, lips pursed in thought.

 

"Theoretically," she began slowly, "it would be the same as turning any human. You get their base abilities. Their strength, their speed, their potential. Then you layer vampiric enhancements on top of that. So in this case, you take the Slayer’s natural skillset and amplify it."

 

Rachel let out a soft breath. "So basically... she is stronger than me. Faster than me. Heals faster. Just all-around more powerful than me."

 

Ms Holliday nodded once.

 

"That’s the theory, anyway," she added. "To my knowledge, this has never happened before."

 

Rachel gave a sharp, humorless laugh. "Great."

 

She slumped back against the couch again, her body aching in agreement. Just when she thought she had started to understand the world she had been pulled into, it shifted again beneath her feet.

 

A vampire with Slayer strength. A name pulled from the past like a ghost. And no one had seen it coming.

 

She stared down at the book, the image of Artemis Talbot staring right back at her.

 


 

Rachel stirred just after sunrise, her body stiff beneath the blanket that had been draped gently over her during the night. Pale gold light streamed through the half-drawn curtains, casting soft stripes across the living room and catching on the spines of books left open on the table. She blinked slowly, letting the warmth of the light settle on her face as she became fully aware of her surroundings.

 

The blanket smelled faintly of lavender and detergent. Ms Holliday must have covered her at some point after she had fallen asleep. That small gesture, simple and quiet, curled something warm and fragile in Rachel’s chest. She shifted to sit up, stretching instinctively before the movement pulled sharply at her side.

 

A hiss escaped her lips, and she dropped back onto the cushions with a wince. Every muscle ached like it had been wrung out and tied in knots overnight. Apparently, slaying vampires and then sleeping on a couch wasn’t the best combination for recovery. She exhaled slowly and repositioned herself, drawing the blanket back up around her shoulders. The thought of her usual morning routine floated through her mind - cardio, vocal warm-ups, affirmations- but she pushed it away. 

 

Not today. 

 

Today, she just wanted to rest.

 

Sleep claimed her again for a little while, deeper this time. When she awoke next, the pain had settled into something more manageable. The sharp edges had dulled to a steady throb beneath her skin, the kind of ache she could at least move through.

 

From the kitchen came the sound of clattering pans and a familiar voice calling out.

 

"I'm making pancakes," Ms Holliday shouted.

 

Rachel blinked against the sunlight. "Huh?"

 

"Don’t worry, they’re vegan," Ms Holliday said as she appeared in the doorway, wielding a spatula with little regard for the blob of batter now sliding off and onto the floor. She was dressed casually in joggers and a loose t-shirt, her hair thrown into a messy bun. "How are you feeling today?"

 

Rachel looked up at her, still half-tucked into the blanket. She hadn’t even said a word yet before Ms Holliday’s eyes landed on her face and she let out a hiss.

 

“Wicked bruise you have there, Rachel.”

 

Rachel reached up without thinking, fingers brushing against her cheekbone. The skin beneath her touch flared with pain and she winced. "I am feeling better," she offered, though even to her own ears, the words lacked conviction.

 

Ms Holliday arched an eyebrow, clearly not buying it.

 

"Really."

 

Ms Holliday gave a skeptical hum, then turned on her heel and walked back into the kitchen. “Breakfast will be ready in fifteen minutes. You might want to go get cleaned up.”

 

Rachel pushed the blanket off and stood up with care, moving slowly as she peeled herself from the couch. She was still wearing the same clothes from last night, her jeans slightly torn at the knee and her shirt carrying the scent of dried sweat and dirt. She opened her patrol bag and pulled out a backup outfit. She had learned early that sometimes she needed a backup outfit for during or after a patrol. Killing the supernatural wasn’t always a clean activity. 

 

She carried the bundle toward the bathroom, her footsteps slow and deliberate. Every part of her body protested movement, but she pressed forward, trying not to let her mind wander. The minute it did, her thoughts veered sharply toward everything she was trying to avoid: Artemis Talbot. The way the vampire had said her name. That strength. That smile.

 

Death. Hers, Quinn’s, anyone’s. That word had taken up a new kind of space in her head lately. And it followed her now, ghostlike, as she stood in front of the bathroom mirror.

 

She turned the tap on and splashed cold water on her face, trying to ground herself. It helped a little. Not enough to chase away the images in her mind, but enough to keep her upright. She moved through her morning routine mechanically - teeth, hair, clean clothes - her reflection watching her with a mix of fatigue and quiet dread.

 

Just as she was toweling her hands dry, Ms Holliday’s voice called again from the kitchen.

 

“Pancakes!”

 

The word cut through her fog. Rachel paused, then smiled faintly, the scent of vanilla and cinnamon drifting in from the hallway. Pancakes. It was so normal. She couldn’t remember the last time she had shared a quiet breakfast with someone, let alone someone who had offered to make it for her. The thought wrapped around her like the blanket from earlier, warm and unexpectedly comforting.

 

She stepped out of the bathroom and made her way to the kitchen, drawn not just by the food but by the sliver of peace it offered. Even if just for a little while, it felt like something solid to hold onto.

 

And right now, that was everything.

 

Rachel arrived at the Lima Bean earlier than planned, the brisk walk from Ms Holliday’s apartment having taken less time than she expected. Her limbs still ached, a constant hum beneath the surface of her skin, but the promise of coffee and familiar faces gave her a temporary anchor. She headed straight for the restroom, splashing cold water on her face, smoothing her hair, and checking - again - on the bruise blossoming beneath her eye. The concealer she had layered on earlier that morning had barely dulled the damage. The bruise had spread upward into her eye socket, turning the skin a mottled blend of purple and grey-blue. Her cheek was still swollen, the pain lingering stubbornly. She tugged her sleeves down and took a breath. 

 

It would have to be enough.

 

When she stepped back into the café, the smell of espresso and baked goods hit her in a wave of warmth, but it wasn’t enough to distract her from what she saw unfolding near their usual table. Quinn and Jesse were already there, seated close together in a tense exchange. Jesse’s arms were animated, slicing through the air with sharp, frustrated movements. Quinn sat rigidly across from him, her expression carefully constructed into the mask Rachel had once called her “head bitch” look - steely, unimpressed, unflinching. Yet even from across the room, Rachel could sense the undercurrent of emotion threading between them.

 

She drifted closer, casually leaning against a nearby bench as if she were scanning the pastry case, her ears attuned to their voices.

 

“You should make her walk away,” Jesse hissed, his voice a harsh whisper. “How can you be okay with this, Quinn? I know you don’t really like her—”

 

“Hey!” Quinn’s voice cut through his like a blade. “You can’t just walk in here after a year and think you know anything about Rachel and my relationship.”

 

“Fine, you like her.” Jesse’s voice was lower now, but still taut with urgency. “Then I raise you again. Why don’t you make her walk away from this?” His words came fast, almost overlapping. “You’ve heard her sing. You know her destiny is Broadway. A fame greater than Barbra Streisand. Rachel is destined to walk away from this town and never look back. Slaying is going to keep her here. You need to make her walk away.”

 

His hand fell to his side, as if the fight had drained from him in that last plea. “You need to make her walk away.”

 

“I can’t, Jesse,” Quinn said, her voice softer now, but firm.

 

“Why not?” he demanded, quieter but still burning with disbelief.

 

“You can’t make Rachel do anything.” Quinn’s gaze dropped, just for a moment. “That doesn’t mean I’m okay with it. It breaks my heart every time I see her zoning out in Glee when I know how much she loves it. It breaks my heart when I find her slaying in the graveyards instead of at her singing or dance classes. Or when I see her researching in silence more than I see her researching while singing. I know what her future is meant to be.”

 

She shook her head, and Rachel watched the movement from her hiding place, heart pounding.

 

“But I also know Rachel. I can’t make her leave. It isn’t who she is. That was never who she was. She might have come across as selfish and arrogant, but that was never the truth. She’s a good person. The kind of person who would give the shirt off her back to someone in need. She’s a fighter. I can’t make her stop. All I can do - all that I do - is stand with her so she isn’t alone.”

 

The words hung in the space between them. Rachel felt frozen in place. Her chest ached - not just from bruises, but from the weight of what she had just heard. A tear slipped down her cheek, unnoticed at first, soaking into the collar of her shirt. When she looked down and saw the small wet mark, she realized she had been crying.

 

“She could die, Jesse.”

 

Quinn’s voice pulled her attention upward again.

 

“I figured that out a while back. The night I found out she was the Slayer, I reacted... badly . It was only later that I realized. And it was then that I decided. She could die. But she won’t be alone. That’s my choice. Just like slaying is hers.”

 

Rachel’s hand rose slowly to her chest, her fingers curling over her heart as if that might help keep it steady. She had thought she understood Quinn - had thought she had finally begun to break through the protective walls Quinn kept around herself. But this... this was something else entirely. 

 

She hadn’t known any of it.

 

She backed away quietly, making sure she was out of view. Her legs felt shaky as she ducked into the corner behind the door to the side hallway. She wiped at her eyes, her fingers trembling, and drew in a breath. Then another. Or as deep as her ribs would allow without igniting pain. She needed to pull herself together. She needed to bury the swell of emotion before it crested again.

 

When she finally emerged and walked toward their table, Tina and Mike were just stepping into the café. Rachel kept her head slightly lowered, hoping that with the distraction of new arrivals, no one would look too closely.

 

The bruise on her face, though, had a way of drawing the eye. It had worsened over the morning, darkening with each hour. The concealer she had applied after breakfast had barely dulled the purpling under her eye and along her cheekbone. Normally, injuries from patrol faded fast. Slayer healing was like that. Efficient. Quiet. But Artemis had been something else. Even now, many hours later, Rachel could still feel the throbbing reminder of the vampire’s strength with every step she took.

 

She had never looked like this in daylight before. She had never had to.

 

And as she approached the table, trying to mask the limp in her stride and the conflict in her chest, she wondered just how long she could keep hiding from people who were already starting to see everything.



"Rachel!" Quinn’s voice rang out sharply, slicing through the hum of the café. 

 

Heads turned as she pushed back from the table and stood abruptly, her eyes locked on Rachel with wide, horrified disbelief.

 

Rachel barely had a second to brace before the others followed Quinn’s gaze. Jesse’s mouth dropped open. Tina let out a quiet gasp. Mike blinked like he wasn’t sure if he was seeing things correctly. 

 

Their stares hit her all at once, hot and overwhelming.

 

She tried to brush it off, offering a tight-lipped smile as she approached and gestured vaguely at her bruised cheek. “It looks worse than it is,” she said, her voice hoarse.

 

That was a lie. It felt exactly as bad as it looked.

 

Rachel slid into her seat with deliberate care, wincing as her body protested. The bruises made everything feel like she was being held together with thin string, and one wrong move might unravel her completely.

 

Mike leaned forward, his brow furrowed with concern as he gestured toward her face. “What about your superhuman healing powers?”

 

Rachel gave a small, wry laugh, the movement tugging at her jaw and making her wince again. “It depends on the severity,” she said, rubbing her hand lightly along her collarbone instead. “Ms Holliday thinks I might have fractured my jaw.”

 

A ripple of gasps passed around the table.

 

Quinn reached out instinctively, her hand rising toward Rachel’s cheek. But she paused just before making contact, hesitated, then dropped her hand and gave Rachel’s a gentle squeeze instead. Her grip was warm and grounding, and Rachel let herself hold it for a moment longer than necessary.

 

Jesse cleared his throat, snapping them back to the conversation. “Okay... what exactly happened last night?”

 

Mike and Tina both looked to Quinn for answers, but Quinn only shrugged. “Rachel knows more than I do.”

 

“Weren’t you with - ” Jesse started, his tone edging toward something sharp, but Rachel cut him off before it could turn into a dig at Quinn.

 

“We stopped the vampires from killing another person,” she said plainly. “I created a distraction, Quinn untied him and got him out. Honestly, she is the one who deserves the credit.”

 

Quinn ducked her head at that, her mouth twitching at the corner like she didn’t quite know how to respond. But Jesse spoke before she could.

 

“Quinn isn’t the one black and blue right now.” He looked at Rachel again, wincing. “No offense,” he added quickly, glancing at Quinn, before pressing on. “So obviously something else happened. What?”

 

Rachel let out a long sigh and glanced at each of them in turn. She had rehearsed this explanation in her head all morning, but now that it was time to say it out loud, the words felt heavy.

 

“Do you remember what Ms Holliday said? About how whoever was leading the ritual would have to be incredibly powerful?”

 

They all nodded.

 

“Well,” she said, voice low. “The vampire in charge… she used to be a Slayer.”

 

The table erupted in shocked exclamations, but Rachel talked over them, her voice flat. “Which means she’s stronger than the average vampire. And the average Slayer. So.” She lifted her hand and motioned toward her face. “That happened.”

 

“That’s not possible,” Jesse said.

 

Rachel shrugged. “Apparently it is.”

 

She didn’t bother defending it. She didn’t have the energy, and besides, denial wasn’t going to make Artemis any less real. There was no use arguing it because it was the situation she found herself in so she would do what she always did when unpleasant things happened to her. Suck it up and deal with it. 

 

What else was she supposed to do?

 

“Okay… okay, so what does this mean?” Tina asked, her voice soft.

 

“It means I’m going to train.” Rachel leaned forward slightly, folding her hands on the table so they wouldn’t tremble. “And when the time comes, I am going to kill her.”

 

She tried to keep her voice steady, tried not to show the sharp-edged fear lodged in her ribs.

 

Mike inhaled like he was about to speak, but Tina clamped a hand over his mouth before he could. Her eyes met Rachel’s, full of worry, but she didn’t say anything.

 

Silence fell around the table like a blanket, thick and uncomfortable. Rachel cleared her throat.

 

“I am going to Ms Holliday’s for dinner on Christmas Eve,” she said, hoping the shift in topic might help. “You are all welcome to come.”

 

There was a beat of quiet, then a chorus of murmured agreement.

 

The tension eased, just a little. Someone cracked a joke. Another round of coffee was ordered. Conversation began to flow again, though it moved carefully, like it was afraid of tripping over something fragile. Rachel kept her head low and her voice even, ignoring the way concern flickered constantly in her friends’ eyes when they thought she wasn’t looking.

 

The café slowly filled with warmth and chatter as the morning stretched into early afternoon. Coffee cups multiplied on the table. Tina and Mike eventually stood, promising to check in later before they headed off together.

 

Quinn lingered a few moments longer. She didn’t say anything as she stood to leave, but her gaze lingered on Rachel with an unreadable intensity. Then she stepped close, one hand squeezing Rachel’s shoulder. The contact was brief, but it grounded her.

 

Rachel watched her go, then exhaled slowly, letting the noise of the café wash over her. 

 

When Jesse and Rachel were left alone at the table Jesse spoke up, “Would you like to go to dinner with me?” He gave Rachel a soft smug smile betraying the fact that he was confident of her response.

 

Rachel's brow furrowed slightly as she considered his proposition, her lips parting to form a measured reply. "While I would very much like to be your friend, I must admit that I do believe you have ulterior motives behind this request. And as I have feelings for someone else, I must decline." She felt a pang of guilt at the thought of betraying Quinn, even though she knew her feelings weren't reciprocated.

 

“I thought you were over the Giant? Jesse's voice held a hint of curiosity as he probed further.


"I very much am," Rachel affirmed, shaking her head. "It is not Finn."

 

There was a pregnant pause as Jesse absorbed her words, his gaze lingering on her. Finally, he exhaled softly, his next question coming out in a whisper. "It's Quinn, isn't it?"

 

Rachel's heart skipped a beat, her mind racing with questions. How had he guessed? Why had she been so transparent?

 

"Huh?" She feigned ignorance, hoping to evade the conversation.

 

Jesse's response was gentle, his shrug self-deprecating. "It's okay, Rachel. It was a long shot anyway."

 

She studied him for a moment, trying to discern his intentions. "How... how did you know?" Her voice betrayed her curiosity.

 

"It's obvious, if you're Jesse St. James," Jesse replied, offering her a tentative smirk. "You're different around her, and she's protective of you. It's right there in everyone's faces, but they're just too stupid to notice." He nudged her playfully, his words tinged with a hint of bitterness. "Really, it's okay. I just... I just want you to be happy."

 

Rachel nodded slowly, absorbing his words. "Quinn does not like me like that, though. I am still surprised we are even friends."

 

"She does," Jesse asserted, his nod resolute. "Trust me."

 

“Rachel?” Finn’s voice pulled her away from their conversation as she looked up at where Finn was standing next to their table. 

 

Too late she remembered her bruised face as she took in Finn’s reaction. His eyes flickered between Rachel and Jesse before he reached out to give Jesse a shove that he dodged.

 

“Let me guess, that” he gestured at her face “is from Jesse,” He didn’t give her time to respond before continuing, “I really thought you knew better, but I guess it serves you right.”

 

“Hey!” Jesse exclaimed only for Finn to steamroll over him.

 

“When are you gonna learn he’s bad news Rach?” 

 

“It wasn’t Jesse,” she said but Finn ignored her.

 

“Why is he even here?”

 

“It’s a thing called Christmas break. Maybe you’ve heard of it?” Jesse said from where he was sitting. 

 

“Well no one wants you here,” Finn said, attempting to shove Jesse again but this time Rachel jumped up and ignored the way Finn towered over her as she spoke up.

 

“I do.” 

 

Finn scoffed at her words and once more attempted to shove Jesse frustrated that his previous attempts had been unsuccessful. Rachel allowed Finn's shove to impact her instead and rather than give in to, to lessen the level of pain Finn would end up in, she stood still allowing Finn’s shove to hit her with it’s full strength. Ms Holliday had described hitting an unforgiving Slayer as if hitting a brick wall for a human so Finn's reaction was instant. He let out an exclamation of pain and held his hand to his chest before affixing her with a befuddled stare and shooting Jesse one last glare before storming off. Rachel sat back down and looked over at Jesse to see his shoulders shaking in silent laughter.

 

“Did, did you see his face?” Jesse said in between laughs. 

 

Finn’s face had been rather dumbfounded as his hand hit hard unforgiving flesh rather than weak soft flesh; his mouth had fallen open like an unattractive goldfish before he seemingly bit back a swear word or two. Rachel could feel a smile spread across her face at the memory before she joined Jesse in his laughter. It was a laughter that Rachel could feel in her lungs, so hard that it took her breath away. The lack of oxygen didn't matter. All the anguish of her lingering nightmares, melted like snowballs in a microwave. This laughter created a small vacation, a blessed relief from all the distress that shoved its way into her brain. For a single moment, the existence of Artemis, a being with more power than Rachel could hope to match, did not matter. She lost the tightness in her chest, the pain in her entire body. The muscles in her neck relaxed. 

 

After all that had occurred, she felt hope.

Notes:

Same as last chapter the chapter title comes from 'Jekyl and Hyde - The Musical'

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Chapter 9: Night will come

Notes:

I present to you all the chapter that gave me the idea for this whole fic. Brace yourselves its a big one. I hope you enjoy it.

Chapter contains Trigger warnings see end notes if you want to know what they are.

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Chapter Text

As Rachel walked the familiar halls of McKinley High, her boots echoed softly against the linoleum floors. The early morning sunlight spilled through the tall windows, casting golden streaks and long, dappled shadows across the corridor. She moved quickly, shrugging deeper into her coat to ward off the chill that still lingered inside the aging building.

 

Two weeks had passed since the end of winter break, since she had stood in Jesse’s doorway and said goodbye with more reluctance than she liked to admit. He had promised to call. She had promised to pick up. So far, both had kept their end of the deal, though the ache of distance lingered more than she let on.

 

She had just wrapped up her morning training session at Ms Holliday’s place. It had run shorter than usual, partially because she insisted on making the early Glee meeting. It took longer to get to school from Ms Holliday’s than from her own home, and that extra time cost her. By the time she reached the choir room, she wasn’t the first to arrive. Not even close. Lately, she was rarely the first anymore.

 

Santana’s voice rang out the moment Rachel stepped through the door. “Oh, hey Berry. I see we didn’t even try to hide the beak today.”

 

Rachel paused just inside the room, her jaw tightening. She bit back the sharp reply that immediately leapt to her tongue. The comment was familiar, too familiar. She could hear the edge of antisemitism buried beneath the lazy insult, but no one ever called Santana on it. No one ever had. There was no point in engaging. Rachel had tried once. It hadn’t gone well. So now, she did what she always did - she swallowed the sting and kept walking.

 

She passed Santana without a word and made her way to the front of the room. Quinn sat there already, a slight smile tugging at her lips. Rachel sat beside her, offering a quiet greeting. Quinn returned it and shifted in her seat slightly, leaning just enough to show Rachel she was listening. Rachel noticed that Quinn had chosen to sit away from her usual spot in the back - a choice that seemed to fluctuate depending on Santana’s mood and how irritated she was about their slowly unraveling friendship.

 

Rachel leaned closer and began whispering about her morning session. “She still hasn’t heard anything back from the Council. It’s like Artemis doesn’t exist to them.” Her voice was low, tinged with frustration.

 

Mike and Tina joined them, slipping into the row behind like clockwork. The room gradually filled with the usual low chatter and rustling of bags. Rachel continued, explaining that they were at a standstill with intel and how it was making her increasingly anxious.

 

Then Mr Schuester entered, breezing into the room with his usual lack of punctuality and clapped his hands to get their attention. Rachel rolled her eyes, a small sigh escaping before she could stop it. She braced herself for the usual platitudes and directionless rambling.

 

Sure enough, he launched into an announcement about the upcoming school assembly on Friday and their required performance. Rachel blinked, confused. No mention of Regionals. No setlist discussions. No choreography notes. Just... a throwaway performance that would eat into their actual rehearsal time. 

 

Of course.

 

She leaned back in her chair slightly, tuning him out almost entirely. Her mind wandered back to the new defensive maneuver Ms Holliday had shown her that morning. Rachel replayed the movement in her head, visualizing her body twisting and shifting to break a vampire’s grip.

 

She didn’t realize the room had gone quiet until the silence pressed against her ears. She looked up and found every pair of eyes turned in her direction. Mr Schuester was staring expectantly at her, waiting.

 

Heat flared up in her face.

 

“I’m sorry, what?” she asked, blinking rapidly.

 

“I asked if you had any input into this week’s theme,” Mr Schuester repeated.

 

Rachel hesitated. She had no idea what this week’s theme was. None. She must have completely zoned out. Still, she wasn’t about to admit that. Not to Mr Schuester. And definitely not to the rest of the club, who would seize on any opportunity to paint her as self-absorbed or inattentive.

 

“I cannot say that I do,” she replied, forcing a bright, practiced smile.

 

Mr Schuester frowned. “Are you sure?”

 

Really? The one time he actually wanted her input was the one time she wasn’t paying attention? The irony burned. She had opinions - of course she did - if only she knew what they were supposed to be about.

 

“Yep!” she said quickly, doubling down on the fake cheer. Her smile felt strained, but she held it.

 

Mr Schuester gave a little shrug and moved on to the next person.

 

Rachel exhaled and leaned in toward Quinn, lowering her voice. “What is this week’s theme?” she asked, eyes scanning the board for a clue, but there was nothing written there this time.

 

Quinn raised a brow at her, clearly amused. “Eighties power ballads.”

 

Of course it was. Of course Mr Schuester couldn’t let go of his high school glory days. She resisted the urge to roll her eyes again. The day he picked a theme not born from his own adolescence would be the day the Hellmouth opened beneath McKinley. Although, knowing her life, probably not even then.

 

She sat back, arms folded loosely across her chest, her mind drifting again - this time, not to vampires or slayer training, but to which Eighties ballad would let her belt her emotions loud enough to drown out the chaos of everything else.



As Rachel parted ways with Quinn after Glee club, her mind was already turning toward the looming pop quiz in her first period class. Her steps were quick and clipped as she moved through the hall, the noise of chatter and slamming lockers barely registering. She had barely rounded the corner when it hit her.

 

A sharp, cold slap smacked across her face as a thick splash of red slushie exploded against her skin. The syrupy liquid dripped from her chin, soaking through her sweater, sliding in cold, sticky rivulets down her chest and arms. The sting of it forced her eyes shut for a second too long, and when she blinked them open, gasping slightly, the hallway was nothing but a blur of indifferent faces and laughter that may or may not have been directed at her.

 

She turned her head, trying to spot whoever had thrown it, but whoever it was had already disappeared into the sea of students. Her breath caught in her throat as she shifted her weight, only to hear - and feel - a damp squelch from inside her shoes. The ice had seeped down past her collar and into her socks.

 

Great. It had gotten into her socks.

 

A heavy weight settled on her chest as reality set in. Her spare outfit, the one she always kept for situations like this, had already been used earlier in the week thanks to a freshman Cheerio with a poorly aimed throw. 

 

That had been a Monday problem. 

 

It was now Wednesday. 

 

No backup. No relief.

 

Rachel blinked quickly, refusing to let the sting in her eyes turn into full-fledged tears. She lifted one hand to wipe at the wetness on her cheek, careful and fast. Her gaze darted around the hallway, checking - scanning - for witnesses to her moment of weakness. No one seemed to be watching.

 

Good. If they had seen her cry, they would never let her forget it.

 

She drew in a deep breath and let it out slowly, holding herself together by a thread as she turned and headed for the nearest bathroom. Her shoes continued to squelch with every step, drawing stares from a few students she passed. As she walked by Kurt and Mercedes outside their first period classroom, they glanced in her direction but offered no acknowledgment, too absorbed in their own conversation to notice or care.

 

The fluorescent lights of the bathroom flickered slightly as she pushed the door open. Rachel quickly assessed the damage in the mirror: her sweater was clinging to her, stained with red across the front, and her skirt was damp at the hem. She grabbed a handful of paper towels, trying to blot away the worst of it. 

 

There was only so much she could do.

 

By the time she arrived at her classroom, she looked slightly less miserable but still very much like a victim of a slushie ambush. Her teacher, Mr Miller, raised his eyebrows as she entered. Whatever irritation had been brewing in his expression softened when he took in her appearance.

 

He sighed and handed her a copy of the quiz without comment, though his eyes lingered for a second on the wetness still clinging to her sleeves.

 

Rachel took the paper and made her way to her seat, her footsteps punctuated by the soft squish of her shoes. She sat beside Mike, who turned slightly in his seat as if to say something, but before he could open his mouth, Mr Miller cleared his throat and shot him a warning glance.

 

Rachel didn’t need the distraction anyway. She looked down at the quiz and tried to focus, but her mind was foggy with discomfort. The cold was starting to settle deep into her bones. Her socks clung to her feet with every movement, and the chill had crept up her legs and into her spine. She shivered and bent over her paper, forcing herself to read each question twice just to process it.

 

She scribbled down answers that felt rushed and half-formed, already anticipating the red marks that would greet her when the quiz was returned. When the bell finally rang, she rose from her seat with a heavy heart and damp limbs, walking to the front to hand in the paper.

 

As she placed it on Mr Miller’s desk, her fingers hesitated on the corner. She couldn’t stop thinking about how many hours of extra credit it would take to undo the damage of this one, miserable morning.

 

The next few classes passed in much the same way. She sat hunched in her seat, cold and miserable, trying not to draw attention to the way she wrung out the ends of her sleeves or wiped at her eyes when no one was looking. Her mood sank lower with every class change, every judgmental glance, every wet squelch from her socks as she walked.

 

By the time lunch arrived, Rachel was seconds away from tearing up again purely out of exhaustion and frustration. She reached into her locker to pull out her lunch bag when a familiar voice spoke at her shoulder.

 

“Hey,” Mike said.

 

Rachel turned and found him standing there, holding out a pair of clean socks. They were plain white, rolled neatly together.

 

She blinked. “Are you serious?”

 

He shrugged casually. “I’d offer you a spare shirt too, but I doubt you want my sweaty gym one. These are clean, though.”

 

Rachel stared at the socks for a moment, then reached out and took them with more gratitude than she could express. Her voice was quiet but full of relief. “Thank you.”

 

She shut her locker and immediately crouched to peel off her soaked socks, biting her lip as the cold air hit her bare skin. She quickly tugged on the dry pair, sighing softly at the comfort.

 

When she stood again, Rachel gave Mike a curious look. “What was it you were trying to say to me in class earlier? Before Mr Miller shut you down?”

 

“Oh.” Mike rubbed the back of his neck, suddenly sheepish. “I just wanted to ask if you were okay.”

 

There was something in his voice, something genuine and careful, and Rachel felt her entire mood shift. It was like warmth pushing through the fog of her bad day. A reminder that someone noticed. That someone cared.

 

She gave him a bright, beaming smile, the kind that made her whole face glow, and felt some of the heaviness lift off her shoulders.

 

“Come on,” Mike said, grinning. “Let’s get lunch.”

 

Rachel was leaving her last class of the day on her way to her locker to put away her books when Quinn jogged up to her and touched her arm to get her attention.

 

“I’ll meet you at your house. I just need to pick up my textbook from home.” They had been planning to meet up after school to work on their group project for their AP History class. 

 

At Rachel's inquisitive look Quinn expanded on her statement. “I was running late and forgot to grab it.” 

 

Rachel let out a soft laugh and gave Quinn a playful shove.“That is quite unlike you,”Quinn gave a self deprecating shrug at Rachel's words before moving on.

 

“I’ll see you soon,” Quinn said before tossing a wave over her shoulder as she walked away.

 


 

The clock on Rachel’s desk ticked loudly in the quiet of her room. Her textbooks were open, notes scattered neatly in front of her, but her eyes weren’t on the pages. Instead, they flicked up to the clock again, marking the minutes.

 

Quinn was late.

 

Very late.

 

Rachel’s pencil tapped rhythmically against the desk as she stared at her phone, sitting idle beside her history textbook. She had already called twice with no answer, and now, against her better judgment, she reached for it a third time.

 

Her thumb was just brushing the screen when it lit up.

 

Santana Lopez.

 

Rachel froze. Her stomach twisted uncomfortably. Why was Santana calling her?

 

The name on the screen blinked like a warning. Her heart began to thump louder in her chest as she hovered over the answer button. Everything in her told her to ignore it, that nothing good could come from this, but curiosity and dread won out.

 

She accepted the call, slowly lifting the phone to her ear. “Hello - ”

 

“Berry, you need to come to the hospital. Now.”

 

Santana’s voice was breathless and tight, words clipped and strained with panic.

 

Rachel’s breath caught in her throat. “What, why?”

 

But there was no answer.

 

The line went dead.

 

She stared at the screen in disbelief, the call already ended. Her fingers fumbled as she lowered the phone, mind spinning.

 

What hospital? Why? What had happened? Was it…?

 

No. No. No.

 

She jerked up from her seat, eyes frantically sweeping her room. Keys. She needed her keys. Pocket?

 

She patted herself down.

 

Nothing.

 

Desk?

 

Yes. There. She grabbed them with shaking hands, her legs already propelling her toward the stairs.

 

She took them two at a time.

 

Wait - purse. Her ID. She’d need it to drive. Cursing under her breath, she spun back around and tore back into her room, snatching her purse off the chair. Her hands trembled as she checked the contents and then turned around again, running down the stairs a second time.

 

This time, she was ready.

 

The drive was a blur. She barely registered the roads beneath her tires. Her hands gripped the steering wheel tight enough to ache, her knuckles bloodless. The same word echoed again and again in her head.

 

Quinn. 

 

Quinn. 

 

Quinn.

 

Was she hurt?

 

Had something happened?

 

Santana had sounded... terrified. The seriousness in her voice wasn’t something Rachel could write off. And Santana didn’t joke like this. Not with her.

 

Still…this had to be some cruel prank. Some messed up joke. Something mean-spirited and stupid.

 

But then again... it didn’t feel like that.

 

Rachel shook her head, trying to drive the doubt away. It wasn’t true. She wouldn’t accept it. Couldn’t accept it.

 

Quinn would be fine.

 

She had to be.

 

Rachel nodded firmly, like if she told herself that enough times it would make it true.

 

She reached the hospital in record time, barely even thinking as she swerved into a no-parking zone right by the front entrance. Signs and warnings blurred past her vision. Let them ticket her. Let them tow her car.

 

She didn’t care.

 

She shoved the car door open and ran through the hospital’s sliding doors, her chest tight with panic. The sterile smell hit her like a wall, harsh and cold. Her eyes darted around until they landed on the admissions desk.

 

She barely made it two steps before she spotted a familiar figure rising from one of the waiting area chairs.

 

“Rachel,” Brittany said gently.

 

Rachel turned sharply and crossed the lobby in a rush. “What - ?”

 

“Santana asked me to wait for you,” Brittany interrupted. Her hands were folded neatly in front of her, her eyes softer than Rachel had ever seen them.

 

That was... unexpectedly kind. Rachel could only nod, her throat too tight for words.

 

“We’re all in the other waiting room through here,” Brittany continued, gesturing to a hallway to the left. She waited patiently for Rachel to move first, a small gesture that somehow grounded Rachel as she followed her down the corridor, her heart thundering louder with every step.

 

Quinn. Please be okay.

 

“What... what happened?” Rachel’s voice cracked as she stepped through the doorway, her breath catching when her eyes swept across the waiting room.

 

The sterile light buzzed overhead, illuminating a scene that didn’t feel real. A man in a doctor’s coat sat stiffly beside a woman with long black hair, his arm looped protectively around her trembling shoulders. 

 

Santana’s parents. 

 

Santana’s parents who Quinn had confided to her she had been starting to see as her own parental figures

 

And then there was Santana -  pacing like a caged animal, her fists clenched and her jaw tight.

 

Rachel barely registered Brittany slipping away to sit beside the Lopezes. The motion seemed far off, unimportant. All that filled her vision was Santana, who had turned at the sound of Rachel’s voice and was now striding toward her.

 

Rachel’s throat tightened. “What happened?” she repeated, this time directly to Santana.

 

Santana exhaled, a sound too ragged to be called a sigh. Her eyes were bloodshot, ringed with dark circles. 

 

“It’s so fucking stupid,” she muttered. Her fingers flexed at her sides like she needed to hit something. “She fell down the stairs. Outside the front of our house. Hit her head. Just generally fucked herself up.”

 

Rachel blinked. “She… what?” The words barely made it out of her mouth before tears blurred her vision and spilled down her cheeks. Her hands shook as she reached up to wipe them away. “Is, is she going to be okay?”

 

Santana didn’t answer immediately. Her gaze dropped to the floor, and then she turned away, walking toward the chairs without another word. She sat heavily, rubbing her palms down her jeans as if trying to scrub the reality off her skin.

 

“You can come sit down, Berry,” Santana said over her shoulder. Then, seeing the look on Rachel’s face -  desperate, pleading -  her voice softened. “We… we don’t know. The doctor’s gonna come talk to us soon. Seriously, Rachel. Come sit.”

 

Rachel nodded wordlessly and crossed the room in slow, stilted steps. Her legs felt heavy, as though they belonged to someone else. She took the empty chair beside Santana, her hands clenched together in her lap. She could still feel the imprint of her phone in her palm. Still hear Santana’s voice on the line. Berry, you need to come to the hospital. Now.

 

Minutes passed. 

 

Then hours. 

 

The only sound was the faint, irregular tick of a clock on the wall, its second hand skipping every few beats like it, too, was holding its breath. Santana got up again at one point, muttering a curse under her breath as she resumed pacing. 

 

No one said anything. 

 

There was nothing left to say.

 

Two hours in, Rachel sat hunched forward, her elbows on her knees, her thoughts blank and looping. When the door creaked open, the sudden shift of air jolted her upright.

 

A female doctor entered, clipboard clutched tightly to her chest. The buzz in the room shifted. Other families stirred, then settled again when it became clear she wasn’t there for them. The doctor walked toward them, each step slow, deliberate, like she was dragging a boulder behind her.

 

Rachel’s mouth went dry. She stuffed her hands into her skirt pockets to hide their trembling.

 

The doctor stopped just short of them, her eyes flicking from Rachel to Santana, then over to Mr Lopez. She licked her lips, opened her mouth, then closed it again. Rachel saw the moment she swallowed, like the words hurt going down.

 

Santana’s voice cracked the silence. “Is she…” she started, but the rest fell apart in her throat.

 

Rachel looked up, willing the doctor to respond. Her heart thudded in her chest. The doctor shook her head. A small, pitying motion.

 

“I’m sorry,” she said.

 

The doctor's words choked Rachel’s breath from her lungs and suddenly it was like the doctor had grown in size as she towered over them as she mouthed words that Rachel couldn’t hear through the ringing in her ears.

 

What did she say? 

 

She couldn’t have.

 

Rachel’s fingers clawed at the Star of David around her neck, pressing it into her skin until it burned. As if she herself was a vampire. Each gasp tore down her throat and her mind raced even as she lost herself in the storm. 

 

Quinn had been fine just hours ago. Laughing about Rachel forgetting her dance lesson. Arguing about patrol routes. 

 

She had been alive. 

 

So incredibly alive. 

 

The kind of person who filled a room with her presence and made it impossible to imagine silence in her absence.

 

Didn’t the doctor know that? Any moment now the doctor would apologise for a misunderstanding and Quinn would come out from behind those imposing doors with her HBIC stare that would give way to the soft look she had started to have on her face whenever she saw Rachel. 

 

Quinn wasn’t dead. 

 

She couldn’t be. There had been no goodbye. No final look. Just a promise to see each other later and a wave over her shoulder. That wasn’t how stories ended. Not theirs. Not like this.

 

It was a mistake. It had to be.

 

Just yesterday Quinn had been standing in Ms. Holliday’s living room, gesturing wildly as she lectured Rachel about Shakespeare and iambic pentameter and the ways in which literature had been changed forever. Her eyes had been bright. Her voice animated. She had been real.

 

So how could she be gone?

 

Rachel slammed her fist into her thigh, the sharp burst of pain cutting through the fog. She staggered to her feet, her eyes locked on the doctor. She needed answers. She needed to undo this.

 

But her legs gave out before she could take a step.

 

She braced herself for the cold, sterile floor -  but it didn’t come.

 

Strong arms caught her.

 

Santana. 

 

Her grip was firm, grounding. When Rachel looked up, Santana’s face was streaked with tears, her expression crumpled with something too raw to name.

 

Rachel’s stomach twisted.

 

That’s when she knew.

 

This was real.

 

Quinn was dead.

 


 

Rachel lay motionless on her bed, the ceiling above her blurring at the edges of her vision. It felt as though her heart had been torn out, leaving behind a hollow, gaping ache that she couldn’t fill. Misery clung to her like a second skin, a heavy, suffocating presence that made each breath feel earned. The weight of the world - or maybe just grief - pressed against her chest like a boulder she couldn’t push off. There was no tunnel. No light. Just the stillness of her room and the echoing truth that had shattered everything.

 

Quinn was dead.

 

The thought slid through her mind again like broken glass, cutting deeper with every repetition.

 

Her eyes drifted to the window, where the early morning sun was beginning to burn through the clouds. Another day had come. Another pointless stretch of hours she didn’t know how to endure. She hadn’t slept. Not even for a moment. She turned her gaze back to the ceiling, hoping it would swallow her whole.

 

Eventually, she moved, not out of motivation, but necessity. She dressed slowly, like her limbs were submerged in molasses, and headed to school. Anywhere was better than being inside that house. Last night, Ms Holliday had kindly told her she could skip morning training. “I understand,” she had said gently, “don’t worry about it.” But now Rachel’s phone buzzed for the fourth time that morning, and ‘Ms Holliday’ flashed on the screen.

 

Rachel let out a low, bitter groan and declined the call without a second thought. Slaying was the last thing she wanted to think about. It felt like a sick joke now. She had pulled Quinn into her world of vampires and demons and death… only for Quinn to die from something so brutally mundane. A staircase. An accident. Nothing supernatural to fight. No monsters to punish. Just loss. Just emptiness.

 

If it had been a demon, she could have done something. Trained harder. Fought harder. But this?

 

She was helpless. And human. And she hated it.

 

She pushed open the door to the choir room without thinking, her mind barely present. Then she froze.

 

Everyone was there.

 

The whole Glee Club sat in their usual places, chatting, laughing, looking… fine. Whole. Normal. No sign of grief, no red-rimmed eyes, no tissues, no silence. Rachel blinked, stunned. Her breath caught in her throat.

 

How could they be so unaffected?

 

“Oh, hey Berry. I see we didn’t even try to hide the beak today,” Santana called from the back row, lounging in her seat like it was any other afternoon. Her voice was flippant, smug.

 

Rachel blinked at her, momentarily too stunned to react. Santana had cried. Last night at the hospital, she had cried. Broken down, frantic. And now? Rachel felt her stomach twist.

 

“Get a new insult, Santana,” she muttered, her voice flat as she rubbed at her temple. She didn’t have the energy to fight today. She had hoped - naively, she realized - that maybe today they could all drop the act, if only for a few hours. But clearly, she’d been a fool.

 

“What?” Santana gave her a confused look, glancing toward Brittany, brows pinching together. 

 

Brittany gave a small shrug.

 

Rachel’s pulse pounded in her ears. A few of them - Mike , Tina - were looking at her with something like concern. 

 

Not grief. 

 

Concern. 

 

Like she was the one acting strangely. Like she was the problem. It didn’t make sense. None of this made sense. Were they pretending? 

 

Had Quinn meant so little to them?

 

She felt her anger starting to bubble just beneath the surface when a voice cut through it all.

 

“Rach?”

 

She turned so fast the room blurred around her, air rushing out of her lungs as her head snapped toward the sound.

 

Quinn.

 

Standing just inside the doorway. Solid. Whole. Alive.

 

Rachel didn’t breathe. Couldn’t. Her mouth opened, then closed. Her fingers twitched at her sides. She stared, unable to speak, unable to move.

 

Once when Rachel was around 6 she had been climbing a tree in the backyard of some friends of her dads when she had lost her footing and fell to the ground landing on her back. It had been as if every breath of air in her lungs had been knocked out and she had lain there struggling to inhale, exale, or do anything. 

 

That same feeling hit her now. 

 

Quinn was here. Alive. 

 

Her mind scrambled to process it, but nothing fit. It was like trying to solve a puzzle with the wrong pieces.

 

Quinn stepped closer and placed a gentle hand on her shoulder. The touch was real. Warm. Anchoring. Rachel let herself be guided, stumbling slightly as Quinn led her out of the choir room.

 

The door clicked softly shut behind them, and Quinn paused to glare through the glass, sharp and protective, before turning back.

 

“What’s wrong, Rachel?” she asked, voice low and kind.

 

Rachel’s mouth opened, but the words caught in her throat. “What, how…” She shook her head, struggling. 

 

How was this possible? How could she explain what she didn’t even understand? Since becoming the Slayer, her life had been one impossibility after another, but this? This was beyond even that.

 

This was Quinn. Who had died.

 

And now wasn’t.

 

Rachel stared at her, searching her face for any clue that this was a dream, or a hallucination, or some cruel supernatural trick.

 

“I… I just didn’t sleep well last night,” she finally offered, voice thin. 

 

Her hands fidgeted with the edge of her sleeve. She hoped Quinn wouldn’t press further.

 

But Quinn’s brows pulled together with concern. “Did you have another nightmare?”

 

Rachel hesitated. Technically, yes. Only the nightmare hadn’t ended. It was still happening, or it had never happened at all. She didn’t know which. She didn’t even know what was real anymore. All she knew was that Quinn was here, standing in front of her, looking at her with gentle eyes, asking about her nightmares like everything was normal.

 

So Rachel nodded. It was easier than explaining the truth. Easier than falling apart again.

 

And she wasn’t ready. Not yet. She needed time to breathe. To understand.

 

To believe.



Quinn reached out and squeezed her shoulder in comfort. “Do you want to talk about it?” 

 

Rachel shook her head at Quinn’s question. “That would make it real.” 

 

Quinn gave Rachel’s shoulder one last squeeze before letting go, the warmth of her palm lingering even after she stepped back. Rachel offered her a small, grateful smile. Without needing to speak, she gently tugged Quinn by the wrist and led her back into the choir room.

As the door opened, the entire room snapped into awkward disarray. Heads jerked away too fast to be natural.  Mike was in ‘the thinker’ pose for some reason while Brittany looked like she was trying to read the bottom of her shoe. The only person not trying to hide the fact that they had at the very least tried to eavesdrop was Santana who was fixing both of them with a searching look before scoffing and starting to file her nails. 

 

It was to this that Mr Shue walked into. 

 

As Mr Shue prattled on about assembly on Friday all the deja vu finally caught up to Rachel. 

 

This was yesterday. 

 

Quinn wasn’t dead because she hadn’t died yet . This day - this exact sequence of moments - had happened before. She could feel it in her bones, a strange certainty that twisted her stomach into knots. Somehow, impossibly, the universe had reset the clock. She didn’t know how. Didn’t care.

 

All she knew was that she had ten hours. 

 

Ten hours to stop the accident. 

 

Ten hours to save Quinn.

 

She reached across the space between them and squeezed Quinn’s hand. The blonde turned, startled at first, but then her expression softened. She gave Rachel a quiet, confused smile before turning her attention back to Mr Schue.

 

The rest of the morning played out in a blur. Rachel walked into her first period class just as late as yesterday, and Mr Miller shot her the same tight-lipped glare over the top of his glasses. Then his eyes dropped to the sticky mess clinging to her clothes, and just like before, he sighed and gestured toward her desk.

 

The slushy had repeated itself too.

 

She wrinkled her nose. Her socks were soaked. Again. 

 

She made her way to her desk beside Mike, each step punctuated by the wet squelch of her shoes. Her skin prickled with cold, and she could already feel the chill burrowing into her bones.

 

Mike leaned toward her as she slid into her seat, but she cut him off before he could speak.

 

“I’m okay.”

 

He blinked in surprise, then smiled. A small, reassuring smile that made her heart ache with something like gratitude.

 

Mr. Miller shot them both a sharp look, and they ducked their heads over the quiz. Rachel stared at the first question. She already knew the answer. She remembered this quiz. She wouldn’t fail it this time.

 

At her locker before lunch, Mike found her again, socks in hand. A dry pair. Rachel can’t help the soft smile that escapes her as she takes it in. 

 


 

At the end of the day, Rachel was stuffing books into her bag when Quinn appeared beside her, just as she had been preparing to go find her.

 

“Hey Rach,” Quinn said casually, like nothing strange had happened. “I’ll meet you at your house. I just need to pick up my textbook from home.”

 

Rachel’s stomach dropped.

 

“No!” Her voice came out sharper than she intended, too fast, too loud.

 

Quinn frowned. “Why… what’s going on, Rach? You’ve been weird all day.”

 

“Nothing,” Rachel blurted. Too quick. Too forced. Quinn’s brow furrowed in suspicion.

 

“You can just share mine. My textbook,” she added, trying to sound breezy. “Saves us time.”

 

She gave a stiff, affirmative nod, hoping Quinn would just roll with it.

 

Quinn stared at her for a beat longer, one eyebrow arched, before finally sighing and leaning against the locker next to Rachel’s. Relief washed over Rachel like warm water. She didn’t want to drag Quinn down the hallway or block her from going home, but she would have. She was ready to beg if she had to.

 

Instead, Quinn had just... agreed. A simple request from Rachel had been enough.

 

They worked on the assignment together in Rachel’s room for a few hours. It was almost normal, even comforting. The ease between them, the quiet concentration, the occasional brush of Quinn’s hand against hers - it anchored Rachel in the present, gave her something to hold onto.

 

Later, as twilight settled outside, Rachel offered to walk Quinn home before she started her patrol. The streets were quiet, the walk calm. Quinn waved goodbye from her front door, her silhouette framed by the soft light inside. The door shut with a gentle click.

 

Rachel stood on the porch for a moment, staring at the spot where Quinn had just been.

 

She was safe.

 

Rachel let out a long breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding. For the first time that day, her lungs filled completely. The knot in her chest loosened. She turned and made her way down the steps, back toward the street, back toward her duty.

 

She didn’t sleep long. 

 

The shrill ring of her phone dragged her from sleep just twenty minutes after she’d finally let herself rest. She flailed blindly for it in the dark, blinking blearily at the glowing red numbers on her alarm clock.

 

10:05 PM.

 

She had barely been sleeping for 20mins. She had had an early night finishing up her patrol early hoping to sleep away the stresses of the day. Early patrols mainly involved putting down newly emerging vampires rather than seeking out vampires that were already well established.

 

She pressed the phone to her ear.

 

“Hello - ”

 

“Berry, you need to come to the hospital. Now.”

 

Santana’s voice. Panicked. Clipped. And then she was gone.

 

Rachel stared at the phone, heart pounding, the blood draining from her face.

 

No. No, no, no. I saved her. I followed her to her door. She was fine.

 

She didn’t let herself panic. Not yet. She was up, dressed, and out the door in five minutes flat.

 

The hospital waiting room looked exactly like it had the night before. The same chairs. The same people. The same awful silence that filled every corner. Brittany met her near the door and led her in.

 

Santana approached with uneven steps. Her face was pale, stricken.

 

“What happened?” Rachel’s voice cracked.

 

This wasn’t possible. She’d changed everything.

 

“It’s my fault,” Santana said hoarsely. “She was driving to get me a burger because I was, I was angry at her for…” she shook her head. “It doesn’t matter. Something was wrong with her brakes. They’re operating on her now.”

 

Rachel followed her toward the row of chairs. Santana sat down, and Rachel moved to take a seat a few chairs over, unsure of what to say or do.

 

Santana looked up and gave a slight shake of her head. She nodded toward the seat beside her.

 

Rachel hesitated, then lowered herself beside her in silence. Their shoulders brushed, and for a moment neither of them spoke.

 

Rachel let out a shaky breath, her hands twisting in her lap.

 

This couldn’t be happening.

 

Not again.

 


 

When Rachel stirred the next morning, there was no dream to retreat from just the dense, sinking weight of uncertainty pressing down on her chest. She groaned, fumbling clumsily for her phone on the nightstand, her fingers slipping across the glass screen as her heart pounded against her ribs. The moment the device lit up, her eyes scanned for the date.

 

Wednesday. 

 

Again.

 

A shaky breath rattled out of her lungs.

 

She didn’t believe in hope. Not really. Not unless it was directed toward her Broadway ambitions and even then, she framed it more as destiny than hope. But right now, in the thick of fear and residual grief, she was clinging to it like a lifeline. Because if the date hadn't changed, then maybe - just maybe - Quinn was still alive. Maybe the universe was offering her another chance.

 

She sat frozen for a second, the screen of her phone dimming back into darkness as she stared at her reflection in it, waiting. She couldn’t move forward without confirmation. She typed out a quick text to Quinn - just something casual and vague, nothing that hinted at the desperate pulse beneath her skin - and then waited, her eyes fixed on the message thread like it held the answer to life itself.



When Quinn’s reply finally came through, simple and reassuring, a sob slipped past Rachel’s lips before she could stop it. 

 

She wasn’t dead. 

 

Not yet.

 

Rachel let out a slow breath, some of the tightness in her chest easing, and then launched herself into motion. She had a full morning ahead: Glee Club, first period, and most importantly, a rapidly growing checklist in her mind. As she moved through the motions of brushing her teeth and straightening her hair, she repeated the three points to herself like a mantra.

 

  1. Stop Quinn from driving her car.

  2. Stop her from falling down the stairs.

  3. Figure out why this is happening.

 

She already had success with number two. That gave her a sliver of confidence. Number one felt like it could be manageable with enough determination. But number three… it haunted her. She didn’t understand why she kept living the same Wednesday, or why Quinn had died twice in completely different ways. Her Slayer powers didn’t account for this. Vampires and demons? Sure. A supernatural time loop and multiple methods of death for the same person? That was new territory.

 

By the time she stepped into the choir room, Rachel had rehearsed her plan a dozen times in her head. But Santana’s voice cut through her thoughts like a needle tearing silk.

 

“Oh, Berry, I see we didn’t even try to hide the beak today.”

 

Rachel barely heard it. Her gaze swept across the room, scanning faces, until she found the one that mattered. 

 

Quinn. 

 

Sitting at her usual spot, alive. Breathing.

 

A broken sound escaped Rachel’s throat before she could stop it. She clamped a hand over her mouth and blinked furiously, trying to collect herself. Across the room, Quinn's brow furrowed as she started to rise, concern etched across her face.

 

Rachel shook her head quickly, waving her off. Her hand trembled as she forced herself to her seat beside Quinn, willing her body to cooperate, to behave like this was just a normal morning and not a resurrection.

 

“You okay?” Quinn asked softly once Rachel was settled beside her.

 

“Yes,” Rachel lied, her voice barely audible.

 

Quinn didn’t look convinced, but before she could press further, Mr Schuester walked in and began the meeting, derailing any chance of a deeper conversation.

 

When the meeting ended, Mr Schue dismissed them with a reminder to get to class. Rachel lingered behind, waiting for the room to empty before catching Quinn’s attention with a subtle glance. Quinn waited too, packing up her belongings at a deliberately slow pace. As the last of their classmates filed out, Rachel turned to her, but Quinn spoke first.

 

“Are you going to tell me what’s wrong now?” she asked, her voice gentle but persistent.

 

Rachel hesitated. Her mouth opened and then closed again, emotions boiling behind her eyes. She couldn’t tell Quinn the truth. She didn’t even fully understand it herself.

 

Instead, she latched onto what mattered most. “I need you to promise you won’t drive your car today.”

 

Quinn blinked at her. “Why?”

 

Rachel’s throat tightened. Her mind conjured the image of the doctor’s coat from the previous night, spattered with blood. 

 

Quinn’s blood.

 

“I just…” Rachel’s voice cracked. “I need you to promise. Please.”

 

Quinn’s eyes softened. She reached out and gently brushed a tear from Rachel’s cheek. One Rachel hadn’t realized had fallen.

 

“I promise,” she said quietly. “Rachel, what’s going on?”

 

Rachel tried to play it off, tried to shove the emotion back behind her performance mask. She gave a shaky shrug. “I am a little bit psychic, did you know that?”

 

Quinn laughed softly, but her gaze was still intense, still searching Rachel’s face.

 

“Okay,” she said, giving Rachel’s shoulder a reassuring squeeze. “You don’t have to tell me. It’s okay. I promise.” Then, with a teasing smile: “You can be my personal chauffeur today.”

 

Relief loosened the knot in Rachel’s chest. “Thank you,” she breathed, glancing at the wall clock. “I need to get to class. I will see you at lunch?”

 

Quinn nodded.

 

Rachel left the room, her body already buzzing with frantic energy and nerves. This time, she would ace that pop quiz.

 

She made it exactly three steps into the hallway before a wave of cold hit her face like a truck.

 

Slushy. Again.

 

She sputtered and blinked rapidly as sticky syrup dripped down her neck. She wiped her face with the sleeve of her cardigan, grimacing, and looked around for the culprit. Nothing. No telltale snickering, no looming jocks. Just the empty hallway and the echo of humiliation.

 

She started walking again.

 

Squelch.

 

She curled her fists. There was something about the sensation of wet socks that made her want to punch a locker door off its hinges. She resisted the urge and pushed forward, her shoes making disgusting sounds with every step.

 

Ahead, Kurt and Mercedes stood outside their classroom, chatting. They both looked her way. Then turned back to each other, saying nothing.

 

Rachel could have ignored them. She meant to.

 

But then a thought struck her: Burt. Kurt’s dad was a mechanic. Her feet changed direction before her brain caught up, and she was standing in front of them.

 

“Kurt.”

 

He turned slowly, nose wrinkling. “What?”

 

“As your father is the town mechanic,” Rachel began, already aware of how theatrical she sounded but unable to help herself, “I wanted to enquire whether he has passed on some of his knowledge to you, his son. If you do have any knowledge regarding vehicles of the motor family, could I please ask you for some assistance with a vehicular issue?”

 

Kurt stared at her, unblinking.

 

Mercedes looked between them, clearly trying not to laugh.

 

Rachel took a breath and stood tall. She knew that Kurt had feelings of disdain for her that he made no attempt to hide but she hoped that maybe there was some part of him, like the part that had told her to duck the week of the attacking birds, that would be willing to help her. 

 

“What’s wrong with it?” he asked finally, his voice cool.

 

Rachel blinked. Relief blossomed in her chest.

 

“I believe there may be an issue with the brakes,” she said.

 

“I can look at it at lunch,” Kurt replied, already half-turning back to Mercedes. “I won’t be able to fix it. You’ll need my dad for that but I’ll tell you if there’s something wrong.”

 

He flicked a hand toward her in a dismissive shooing motion.

 

“Thank you,” Rachel said sincerely.

 

Kurt ignored her.

 

But that was okay. She had what she needed.

 

Another piece of the plan was in place.

 

Another chance to save Quinn.

 

Mike found her at her locker at the start of lunch, like clockwork, holding another  dry pair of socks in his hands. It was almost comical at this point. If there was one thing Rachel Berry could rely on in the ever-twisting chaos of her life, it was that Mike Chang would show up with socks and a genuinely kind smile on this neverending Wedenesday.

 

“Got these for you,” he said, a little sheepishly, offering the socks to her. “I’d offer you a spare shirt too, but I doubt you want my sweaty gym one. These are clean, though.”

 

Rachel managed a faint smile, touched despite the fatigue pressing behind her eyes. “Thanks, Mike. You are really thoughtful.”

 

He shrugged, like it was nothing. Like being relentlessly nice wasn’t a rare and precious thing.

 

They talked for a bit, Mike chattering gently about class and rehearsals and how weirdly good the cafeteria's green beans were today. But when their conversation tapered off and he turned toward the direction of the lunchroom, Rachel paused. She didn’t move to follow. Instead, her eyes flicked toward the opposite hallway.

 

“I will catch up later,” she said quickly.

 

Mike didn’t question it. Just gave her a small nod and a warm smile before heading off.

 

Rachel waited until he was out of sight before slipping away. Her feet took her toward Kurt’s locker with mechanical precision. Her thoughts were too tangled to process fully, but something about Quinn’s car kept pushing itself forward in her mind. Kurt, thankfully, was closing his locker when she arrived.

 

“Let’s just get this over with,” he mumbled, adjusting the lapel of his coat like someone about to perform a surgery, not examine a vehicle. Still, he followed her without question as she led them through the halls and out into the parking lot.

 

Rachel veered toward a familiar silver car and gestured for Kurt to follow. Her pace quickened slightly, like she could outrun the questions gathering in his eyes. She could feel his stare tightening as he caught up to her.

 

“This is Quinn’s car,” Kurt said, deadpan.

 

“Yes,” Rachel answered, keeping her response clipped and neutral in the hope that Kurt would just let it go.

 

He looked between her and the car again, clearly confused. But instead of pressing the issue, he sighed dramatically and rolled his eyes. “Fine.”

 

He reached into his coat, pulling out a small flashlight. Before he crouched down, he shucked off the coat and thrust it at Rachel.

 

“Do not let this touch the ground,” he warned, deadly serious.

 

Rachel clutched it to her chest like a sacred artifact. “Of course. I would not dream of it.”

 

Satisfied, Kurt dropped to one knee and began inspecting the underside of the vehicle, the beam of his flashlight cutting through the shadows beneath it. Rachel stood in silence, shifting nervously on her feet, watching the lot but seeing none of it. Her heart pounded with a quiet urgency.

 

After a few tense minutes, Kurt pushed himself back to his feet and dusted off his pants. His face had that particular blend of disdain and exasperation he reserved for things like polyester and country music.

 

“Quinn’s,” he said, putting pointed emphasis on the name, “car is fine.”

 

He gave her one more look, then spun on his heel and began walking back toward the school.

 

“Wait!” Rachel blurted, panic spiking in her voice. He stopped, mid-stride, and turned back with a weary sigh.

 

“Are you sure?” she asked.

 

Kurt scoffed. “Am I sure? Who knows cars here? Me or you? I’m sure, Berry.”

 

And with that, he left her standing alone.

 

Rachel didn’t move for a few seconds. She stared at the car, her mind spinning faster than it had all morning. If the brakes were fine now... but Quinn had crashed last night…

 

Someone had tampered with them.

 

The realization cut through her like ice water down her spine. Someone had tried to kill Quinn. 

 

Again.

 

Her stomach twisted. Her thoughts flew to Russell Fabray. She still had that recording. The one from months ago. The one that should have been enough to stop him the first time. It was still on her computer at home, buried in a folder marked “Senior Projects” just in case. 

If this was his doing although for what cause she was unsure all she really had to do was track him down and remind him that she still had prime blackmail material right? Unless it wasn’t him? But it had to be him. He was the only one it could have been last time and circumstances hadn’t changed that much since then.

 

She had stopped him once with a warning and a veiled threat. Maybe she hadn’t been clear enough.

 

Maybe this time she would show him that she was the Slayer and nobody messes with her friends. Much less with Quinn. 

 

Rachel turned and started toward her own car, heart thudding, jaw tight with purpose. If she left now, she could be at his office or his house - wherever he was hiding - before the final bell even rang.

 

But then the bell did ring. A loud, echoing clang from inside the building that made her flinch and falter.

 

She could skip. Just this once. It was important. More important than Chemistry.

 

She had just started moving again when a voice behind her froze her in place.

 

“Where do you think you’re going?”

 

Rachel turned, her stomach sinking. Coach Sylvester stood a few feet away, arms folded, looking somehow both amused and furious at the same time. Like a particularly smug dragon who had just caught someone sneaking into her hoard.

 

Rachel opened her mouth to explain, to lie, something, but Coach cut her off immediately.

 

“That was a trick question, Streisand. The answer is class.”

 

Before Rachel could react, Coach Sylvester strode forward, gripped her shoulder, and physically turned her around. Her grip was unyielding. Even with Slayer strength, Rachel staggered slightly under the pressure.

 

“I am going,” Rachel muttered, trying to preserve what little dignity she had left as she straightened her spine and walked stiffly toward the building.

 

It didn’t matter. She’d deal with Russell Fabray later. After the group project. She couldn’t risk leaving Quinn alone right now. Not even for a minute. Not with the possibility that someone was still out there trying to hurt her.

 

If it were anyone else, she would have ditched the project in a heartbeat. But it wasn’t anyone else.

 

It was Quinn.

 

And she wasn’t taking any chances this time.

 


 

“Hey Rach.”

 

Rachel heard the familiar voice behind her just as she was closing her locker. She turned to find Quinn jogging up to her, her golden ponytail swinging and her cheeks slightly flushed. Quinn came to a stop beside her, casually leaning against the locker next to Rachel’s like she belonged there - which, in a way, she did.

 

“I forgot my History textbook at home. Am I still banned from driving or can I go get it?” Quinn’s smirk held that teasing, half-challenging glint that usually made Rachel’s stomach flip. But this time, the smile faded almost instantly as her eyes took in Rachel’s expression.

 

Rachel hadn’t masked it quickly enough. She could feel the panic on her face - wide eyes, jaw slightly slack, her breath catching for a second too long.

 

“Rach - ” Quinn started, voice cautious and low with concern.

 

“NO!” The word came out sharp and loud, slicing through the corridor before Rachel could stop herself. 

 

She flinched at the volume, and so did Quinn. There was no walking that back, not convincingly, at least. Her heart thundered in her chest like it was trying to warn her of something she already knew. Quinn couldn't get in that car. Not today. Not again.

 

Rather than give Quinn the space to question her outburst, Rachel pushed through, forcing her voice into something steadier, something that sounded reasonable, even if her nerves were fraying under the surface.

 

“There is no need for you to take so much time out of our already limited schedule,” she said quickly. The words stumbled over each other, coming out too fast, too eager. “We can just share my textbook. What is the need for us to have two anyway?”

 

She let out a little laugh, meant to be dismissive and light, but it rang flat and awkward in her own ears. Her hand fluttered near her locker, unsure of what to do with itself, and then clenched into a tight fist.

 

Quinn didn’t immediately answer. She tilted her head, searching Rachel’s face like she was trying to peer past whatever flimsy mask Rachel had managed to throw on at the last second.

 

“Okayyy,” Quinn said slowly. Her tone was laced with doubt. “Are you sure that you are okay?”

 

Rachel nodded too fast. Her curls bounced and she quickly turned back to her locker, using the open door to shield her face, hoping Quinn couldn’t see how close to unraveling she felt.

 

“We’ll pretend that I believe you and move on then,” Quinn added, her voice light but still carrying a note of concern that twisted in Rachel’s gut.

 

Rachel let out a quiet sigh of relief, barely audible over the clang of lockers and the murmur of students passing through the hall. She shut her locker gently, almost reverently, as though the act of doing something normal would somehow ground her. Then, without another word, she fell into step beside Quinn as they walked out of McKinley together.

 

Like the day before, Rachel found herself trailing a few paces behind Quinn as she walked her home. Their group project had taken a few hours. Quinn had gotten focused in that way she always did when something needed to be done properly, and Rachel had done her best to keep her mind from slipping sideways into worry. It hadn’t worked, not entirely.

 

They reached the top of the steps and Rachel waited at the side like she had yesterday, heart beating unevenly as Quinn dug into her bag for her keys. Quinn opened the door and turned slightly, already halfway into a casual goodbye when Rachel felt the panic spike again. What if something changed? What if Santana said something cruel and Quinn drove off anyway? 

 

What if Rachel hadn’t done enough?

 

Before Quinn could close the door, Rachel’s voice burst out, brittle and loud in the quiet evening air. “Remember what you promised.”

 

The look Quinn gave her in return sent a hot flush of shame crawling up Rachel’s neck. It wasn’t angry or confused, not exactly - it was questioning, curious. Quinn opened her mouth, like she was going to ask what Rachel meant, but something in Rachel’s face must have stopped her. She closed it again and simply nodded.

 

But not before giving Rachel another one of those worried looks, the ones Rachel had managed to lessen over the course of the afternoon. Now it was back, deepening the lines between Quinn’s brows as she stepped inside.

 

Rachel forced a smile, lifting a hand to her hair as if taming a stray strand could somehow make the moment less awkward. Quinn shut the door gently behind her.

 

Only when Rachel reached the street did she let herself exhale. It wasn’t as big or cleansing a breath as the day before. The tension was still coiled in her chest like a spring. She had bought herself more time. She had stopped Quinn from tripping down the stairs yesterday (she still held the belief that that was an incredibly stupid way for Quinn to have died) and she had kept her from driving a car that might very well be rigged by now. But the threat hadn’t passed. Not entirely. Not until she dealt with its root.

 

Russel Fabray.

 

Rachel gritted her teeth as she climbed into her car. The tires hummed under her as she drove through the quiet residential streets. By the time she pulled up in front of the Fabray house, the sun had dipped below the horizon, casting long shadows over the trimmed hedges and manicured lawn.

 

The house was still. Too still. Rachel scanned the windows as she approached, trying to catch any movement behind the curtains. Nothing. Her footsteps were careful on the steps, the wood creaking faintly under her boots. A pile of unopened mail spilled slightly across the welcome mat, and she nudged it aside as she raised her hand to knock.

 

She waited, straining to hear something, anything. The whir of a TV. Footsteps. A voice. But there was only silence.

 

“Mr Fabray?” she called, knocking again, louder this time.

 

Still nothing.

 

Her thoughts started spiraling. Had he gone out? Was he watching her from inside? Had he already made a move?

 

Rachel took a step back, eyes scanning the windows again, when her phone buzzed in her pocket. The sudden sound made her flinch.

 

She pulled it out and her heart dropped into her stomach at the name on the screen: Santana.

 

She answered immediately. “Hello - ”

 

“Berry, you need to come to the hospital. Now.” 

 

Rachel's heart sank as Santana's urgent voice echoed through the phone. Dread washed over her like a tidal wave, drowning her in a sea of fear and uncertainty. Without a second thought, she pocketed her phone and turned away from Mr Fabray's silent house. Anguish consumed her, gnawing at her insides with relentless fervor.

 

Frustration boiled within her, a seething inferno threatening to consume her from within. With a primal roar of anguish and desperation, Rachel unleashed her fury upon the unyielding barrier of Mr. Fabray's door. Her fist collided with the wood with a resounding thud, the impact reverberating through her body.

 

For a moment, the pain in her hand eclipsed the ache in her heart as she pounded the door with a ferocity born of helplessness and despair. Tears welled in her eyes, blurring her vision as she succumbed to the overwhelming weight of her emotions.

 

With each strike, she poured her anguish and frustration into the unyielding wood, the echoes of her desperation ringing out into the night. 

 

Exhausted and defeated, Rachel slumped against the door, her breaths coming in ragged gasps as tears streamed down her cheeks. In that moment of raw vulnerability, she felt utterly alone, the weight of the world crushing down upon her shoulders.

 


 

The next morning, Rachel awoke with purpose thrumming in her chest. A slayer on a mission. Her limbs felt heavy with exhaustion, but her resolve was sharper than ever. Before she could do anything else - before even brushing her teeth or checking her phone - she knew exactly what needed to be done. She would speak to Ms Holliday and figure out what, exactly, was happening to her. But first.

 

First, she needed to see Quinn.

 

It didn’t matter that it was Wednesday again, that she had seen Quinn alive three times already. Logic didn’t soothe the image burned into her memory: The hospital waiting room and the doctor's face as she delivered the news. The shock hadn’t worn off, not even a little. Rachel had experienced Quinn dying on three separate occasions. That kind of trauma didn’t vanish just because the clock reset.

 

The choir room was already filling with voices when Rachel pushed through the double doors. 

 

“Oh, hey Berry. I see we didn’t even try - ”

 

Santana's voice rang out in its usual sarcastic drawl, but Rachel didn’t even turn her head. She moved forward with laser focus, eyes scanning the room.

 

“Not now, Santana,” she muttered, brushing past her.

 

From the corner of her eye, she caught Santana mouthing “huh?” toward Brittany. Rachel didn’t care. Her gaze swept the room, ignoring the swirl of teenage chaos, until it landed on the only person that mattered.

 

Quinn.

 

The breath she’d been holding escaped her lungs in a quiet rush. Relief crashed over her in a warm wave. There she was. Alive. Moving. Smiling faintly at something Tina said. Rachel felt her shoulders drop as her chest loosened just slightly. Her heart was still pounding, but it no longer felt like it was trying to break free.

 

She gave Quinn a small nod, a silent acknowledgment, before pivoting on her heel and heading for the hallway. There was no time to waste.

 

Behind her, she could hear Santana calling out another insult, but Rachel let it roll off her like rain on glass.

 

She didn’t get far before she heard someone calling after her.

 

“Rachel, wait!”

 

It was Quinn.

 

Rachel slowed, then stopped mid-stride, her boots scuffing slightly against the linoleum. A second later, Quinn rounded in front of her, stepping into her path so that they were face to face.

 

“Are you okay?” Quinn asked, her voice low and laced with concern.

 

Rachel lifted her chin. “Of course I am, Quinn. I appreciate your concern. I simply remembered that I needed to speak to Ms Holliday rather urgently.”

 

She nodded once, firmly, trying to sell the lie. But Quinn wasn’t buying it.

 

“You didn’t have training this morning?”

 

The question landed with quiet precision. Rachel faltered.

 

“No, no I…” she began, only to trail off.

 

Her thoughts scrambled for an excuse, but under the weight of Quinn’s gaze, the effort crumbled. She let out a slow breath, her shoulders slumping.

 

She wasn’t fooling her. Not even close.

 

Finn had always wanted her to shrink herself. He’d wanted the idea of Rachel, his girlfriend, not the full intensity of her. But Quinn, Quinn saw her. She always had. Saw past the glitter and bravado and ambition, straight to the soft, aching core of her.

 

That meant Rachel couldn’t deflect, not with Quinn. Not now.

 

“Are you okay? You can talk to me, Rach.”

 

Rachel swallowed hard, the warmth in Quinn’s voice making her chest ache.

 

“I... I know. I just cannot do that right now. This is something I must deal with on my own at present. But should that change, I promise that you will be the first person I make aware of that fact.”

 

She let out a soft sigh, watching Quinn carefully, waiting to see if she would challenge her.

 

There was a pause. And then Quinn nodded.

 

“Promise me. Promise me that if you get in over your head, you’ll tell me. And I’ll let it go. For now.”

 

“I promise,” Rachel said.

 

But even as the words left her lips, doubt curled like smoke in her gut. Wasn’t she already in over her head?

 

Quinn smiled gently, the kind of smile that made Rachel’s throat tighten, before turning and heading back toward the choir room.

 

Rachel didn’t watch her go. She turned the opposite direction, her steps quickening as she made her way to Ms Holliday’s office, rehearsing the conversation in her mind.

 

She was lucky, Ms Holliday was already at her desk when Rachel arrived. But before Rachel could say a word, Ms Holliday launched into a tirade.

 

“I hope you have a very good reason for skipping training, Rachel. Slayers don’t get vacation days just because they feel dramatic.”

 

“I know,” Rachel interrupted, her voice sharp. “But today is Wednesday.”

 

That got her attention. Ms Holliday paused, her expression narrowing in confusion.

 

“For the fourth time,” Rachel added, her tone unwavering.

 

Ms Holliday didn’t answer immediately. Rachel hated that.

 

“I have experienced today four times.”

 

Ms Holliday gave her a long look, then leaned back in her chair. After a moment, she nudged a seat toward Rachel with the toe of her boot.

 

“Tell me everything. Spare no detail.”

 

Rachel sat and let the words pour out. Every loop. Every reset. Every time Quinn had died. She told her everything she could remember, even the smallest of details that seemed insignificant. When she finally finished, she sat back in tense silence, hands balled in her lap as she waited for Ms Holliday’s reaction.

 

Ms Holliday blinked slowly, clearly processing.

 

“Well,” she said finally, “I am baffled. Absolutely baffled.”

 

That was not the answer Rachel had been hoping for.

 

She sat there frozen, staring at Ms Holliday as if waiting for the older woman to produce a magical solution from under her desk. 

 

But there was nothing. 

 

No dusty book. 

 

No training regimen. 

 

Just confusion.

 

“Do you have any idea what I should be doing?” Rachel’s voice was tight with frustration. “Or, equally importantly, why is this occurring to me?”

 

Ms Holliday said nothing, so Rachel pushed on.

 

“I am not one to look a gift horse in the mouth, and I do appreciate the chance to save Quinn. But I am not sure that means I should ignore the bigger picture. For that matter, how do I know that saving Quinn ends the loop? What if I am cursed to save her - or fail to save her - every single day?”

 

She stopped, chest rising and falling with uneven breath.

 

Ms Holliday held up her hands. “I don’t know.”

 

But then she stood, striding to her bookshelf. Without another word, she began yanking volumes free, one after another. Rachel counted fifteen before she turned back around.

 

“It could be anything,” Ms Holliday admitted, stacking the books on her desk. “Like you said, a curse. Or maybe it’s just a coincidence that it’s tied to Quinn dying. Or maybe it’s because she’s dying.” She shrugged. “We don’t know. So we research.”

 

She handed Rachel one of the books and kept one for herself. “I’ll start with curses. You can look into anything tied to Quinn’s death.”

 

Rachel nodded, already flipping pages. But after thirty minutes of reading, the words on the page had blurred into meaningless nonsense. Nothing she read felt even remotely relevant. She made notes anyway, out of habit, out of desperation.

 

Finally, she let out a frustrated groan and pushed to her feet, pacing the office with the book still in her hands.

 

Ms Holliday looked up, studying her for a moment.

 

“If you’re not getting anything from that, maybe try a different angle. Figure out who’s trying to kill Quinn and stop it.”

 

Rachel’s grip tightened on the book.

 

“It has to be her dad,” she snapped. “He has already tried once. This time, he is succeeding.”

 

Ms Holliday nodded slowly, but offered no rebuttal. Rachel returned to her seat, flipping a few more pages, then paused as Ms Holliday finally spoke again.

 

“Go back to class. Take a break. I’ll keep researching.”

 

Rachel hesitated.

 

“I’ll keep you updated,” Ms Holliday added. “What I read. What we’ve tried. That way, if this resets again, you’ll know where we’re at.”

 

That didn’t reassure her in the slightest.

 

“You need a break, Rachel. This is tearing you up. Go spend time with Quinn. Come back later. We’ll keep going.”

 

Rachel stared at her a moment longer before nodding. Slowly.

 

Ms Holliday gave her a small, warm smile, then made a gentle shooing motion toward the door.

 

And so Rachel left, the weight of the day pressing heavy on her shoulders. She wasn’t sure if she’d find the answers she needed but she wasn’t giving up either. Not until Quinn was safe. Not until she was free.

 


 

When Rachel's alarm blared to life, she jerked upright in bed, breath caught in her throat. Her fingers scrambled across the nightstand to silence it, then hovered above her phone screen as her eyes scanned the date.

 

Wednesday. Still.

 

She exhaled shakily, not with relief but with dread. 

 

It was Wednesday again. 

 

Always Wednesday. 

 

Her fingers trembled as she locked the screen and set the phone aside. By her count, she had relived this day thirty times. Thirty endless, aching repetitions of the same nightmare. And in every single one, Quinn died.

 

Sometimes quickly. Sometimes slowly. Once in a car accident that sent flames licking at the sky. Another time from poison in her lunch. There had even been a sniper. A clean shot to the head while they were walking to class, leaving Rachel covered in blood and screaming into the silence. Only once or twice had the method repeated. Most deaths came freshly invented, cruel in their creativity.

 

And every time, Rachel failed.

 

She rubbed her face with both hands, trying to shake off the fog of grief that came with the memory of each death. Her stomach twisted. How many more times would she watch Quinn die? How many more times would she fall short? The guilt settled into her chest like a stone, heavy and unmoving.

 

By the time she got to school, her muscles ached from the tension that never left her. Her steps were automatic as she entired the choir room, eyes locked on the familiar blonde head sitting in her usual spot. 

 

Quinn. 

 

Alive. 

 

Still breathing. 

 

Still so blissfully unaware of how many versions of her were buried in Rachel’s heart.

 

“Oh, hey Berry. I see we didn’t even try to hide the beak today.” 

 

Rachel stopped cold. Her boots scraped against the floor as she spun around to fix a piercing glare on Santana. Rachel stared at her, heat flooding her face, chest tightening as something inside her snapped.

 

Her glare was sharp enough to draw a flinch, though Santana quickly masked it with a careless shrug. That usual cocky look that always said: what are you going to do about it?

 

Rachel didn’t hesitate. She stepped forward, her fists clenched so tightly her knuckles went pale.

 

“Do you, do you,” she gritted through her teeth, voice trembling not with fear but fury, “have any idea how anti-Semitic what you just said is? I am so done with this bullshit.”

 

Gasps rippled through the choir room behind her. Rachel didn’t care. Her eyes burned holes into Santana’s.

 

“Every day I come in here and let you insult me, demean me, treat me like the dirt on the bottom of your shoe. And I let it go because I know one day I will leave Lima. But you - ” she turned, sweeping her gaze across the stunned faces in the room, “ all of you - will be nothing more than Lima losers.”

 

No one moved.

 

“I am done pretending this is normal. I am done with the fact that you can make racist, anti-Semitic comments and nobody calls you on it. Because why would they? It is not like I matter, right?” Her voice broke slightly at the end, fury giving way to something rawer beneath.

 

Santana opened her mouth, then closed it. Her brow furrowed, clearly thrown.

 

“What do you mean anti-Semitic, Berry?”

 

Rachel laughed, bitter and disbelieving. “You seriously do not know? You have been saying this crap for years and you’ve never once stopped to think about what it means?”

 

“I mean - ” Santana started, but Mr Schuester’s voice cut through the room, and Rachel dropped into her seat with her jaw locked tight and her arms crossed over her chest.

 

Mike leaned over and tried to whisper something. Tina tapped her shoulder. Quinn shifted in her seat, obviously watching. Rachel ignored all of them.

 

By the end of rehearsal, she hadn’t spoken again. Her jaw ached from how tightly she was clenching it. When she walked out of the choir room, her fists were still balled and her face burned with residual anger. She stormed down the hall like a thundercloud, ignoring the sting of tears behind her eyes.

 

The slushy hit her like a shot to the face.

 

It soaked her sweater in an instant, stinging her eyes with sugar and dye. She stood still for a moment, shoulders rigid, blinking rapidly to see through the sticky red mess.

 

Karofsky was already laughing, his arm still half-raised from the throw.

 

Rachel turned slowly, eyes locked on him like a predator spotting its prey.

 

And then she lunged.

 

The hallway exploded in movement. Fists flew. Bodies hit the floor. Someone screamed. Rachel didn’t hear it. All she could hear was the rush of blood in her ears and the dull thuds as her fists met flesh again and again. Karofsky stumbled, slipped, tried to block, but she was faster. 

 

Stronger. 

 

Slayer-strong.

 

More hands joined the fray, jocks rushing in to pull her off him, but she hit them too. They fell like bowling pins.

 

"Rachel!" A voice broke through, strained and frightened. “Rachel!”

 

It was Quinn.

 

Rachel blinked. The red haze lifted slightly as she turned toward the sound. Quinn was struggling against Mike’s grip, her face pale with shock.

 

Rachel’s chest heaved as she looked down at the wreckage. Karofsky groaned from the ground, holding his nose. A few other football players sat slumped nearby, groaning or cradling limbs.

 

She had done this. Her hands were shaking. Her knuckles were bloody. 

 

Once her eyes fall on Quinn, Quinn immediately shakes Mike’s arm off herself and comes over to Rachel. Quinn gently turned Rachel around, guiding her away from the scene of destruction. Rachel couldn't tear her eyes away from the chaos she had unleashed. 

 

She had done that? She knew she was angry. She had always been angry in some way but she had never let it get that out of control before. But as she looked upon the aftermath, she couldn't deny the power of her slayer abilities in shaping the outcome.

 

“It’s okay. Look at me. It’s okay, Rachel.”

 

Quinn’s voice was soft but steady, anchoring Rachel like a rope thrown across a turbulent current. Rachel lifted her gaze and met Quinn’s green eyes, wide and concerned, her brow creased in a way that sent a strange ache through Rachel’s chest. She hadn’t realized how tightly she’d curled into herself until Quinn reached out and gently took her hand.

 

The contact made her flinch. Her knuckles were raw, the skin split in several places, blood dried in small crusts where her fingers bent. She hadn’t even noticed the sting until now.

 

“Let’s go get you cleaned up,” Quinn murmured, her thumb brushing lightly across the back of Rachel’s bruised hand.

 

Rachel nodded, grateful for the quiet steadiness in Quinn’s touch. Now that the fight was over and the adrenaline was beginning to bleed out of her system, her body was catching up to the aftermath. A deep cold had crept into her bones from the slushy that had soaked her shirt, and her hands pulsed with a dull, throbbing pain. It wasn’t as bad as some of the brawls with vampires she’d barely walked away from, but it still hurt. She had thrown more punches than she could count in a very short span of time.

 

Before they could move, a sharp voice cut through the quiet bubble they had created around themselves.

 

“Not so fast,” Principal Figgins said, his tone all authority and irritation. “Ms Fabray, go to class. Ms Berry, you are coming with me.”

 

Quinn’s eyes narrowed and her mouth opened like she might argue, but Rachel gently shook her head. Her voice was quiet but firm. “It will be okay.”

 

Quinn didn’t look convinced, but after a beat of hesitation, she nodded. “Promise you’ll talk to me after?”

 

Rachel nodded again, her voice caught in her throat. She watched Quinn disappear down the hall, her shoulders stiff, before she turned and followed Principal Figgins in the opposite direction.

 

They made a brief stop at the choir room where Mr. Schuester was still packing up from Glee Club, apparently oblivious to the fight that had erupted just outside the doors. Rachel lingered silently as Principal Figgins spoke to him in hushed tones. Whatever they said didn’t register. Rachel’s focus was inward, her thoughts muffled and distant, a low buzz under her skin.

 

She barely noticed when they resumed walking and didn’t fully come back to herself until she spotted a familiar blur of movement that is one Ms Holly Holliday approaching. Mr Shue tries to stop her from entering the office but she brushes him off with a flippant toss of her hand.

 

“I’ll take over from here, William.”

 

He looked caught off guard, eyes darting between her and Principal Figgins. “I’m, I’m here on Rachel’s behalf,” he stammered.

 

Rachel almost laughed. Mr Schue always fell apart in the face of unexpected change. Maybe that was why he kept assigning Journey songs. They were comfortable, predictable, endlessly recycled.

 

“You’re not doing a very good job of it if what I heard coming in is anything to go off,” Ms Holliday said sharply. She nodded toward the door. “So... you can go.”

 

“What are you even doing here, Holly? She’s not even your problem,” Mr Schuester shot back, his voice rising with irritation.

 

“That’s why then, William,” Ms Holliday replied, her voice steel-edged. “I don’t see her as a problem. I see her as a student.”

 

Rachel watched as Mr Schuester scoffed and threw his hands up in defeat before storming out. It was satisfying in a quiet, hollow sort of way.

 

But then the conversation shifted again. Ms Holliday and Principal Figgins launched into a back-and-forth, their words sharp and heated. Rachel couldn’t bring herself to listen. What did it matter? This day wasn’t different. Nothing was ever different. She’d end it the same way she always did. Sitting in a hospital room so quiet she could hear every uneven tick of the broken clock on the wall, waiting for nothing to change.

 

She would have failed again.

 

She was always failing.

 

A warm hand settled on her shoulder, and Rachel blinked, startled out of her spiral.

 

“Come with me,” Ms Holliday said gently, giving her shoulder a firm but comforting squeeze.

 

Rachel nodded, moving as if through molasses. She followed her teacher to her locker, where Ms Holliday instructed her to grab a change of clothes.

 

“I do not have one,” Rachel muttered, shoulders slumped. “It does not matter.”

 

“It does matter,” Ms Holliday said, shaking her head. “I’ll give you my jacket when we get to my office.”

 

And that was that. Ms Holliday said nothing more, just kept walking. Rachel followed, her soaked shoes squeaking softly against the tile with every step.

 

Once inside Ms Holliday’s office, Rachel sank into the chair and pulled the oversized jacket tight around her shoulders. A mug of hot chocolate had somehow appeared in her hands, warm and sweet and slightly ridiculous, but comforting nonetheless. She tried to speak. She had told this story to Ms. Holliday several times now, she’d developed a rhythm to it, a script. But today, the words wouldn’t come easily.

 

She set the mug down and stood up, pacing instead. Her body hummed with restless energy. She hated this part. Hated how helpless she felt.

 

“I can’t find him anywhere,” she said finally, her voice trembling with frustration. “No matter how many vampires I fight or question, none of them know anything. He’s not killing her in some supernatural way this time and that means I have nothing.”

 

Her hand lashed out, knocking over a stack of books on Ms Holliday’s desk. They crashed to the ground in a clatter of paper and binding.

 

“Nothing!”

 

But Ms Holliday didn’t flinch. She didn’t raise her voice or scold her. Instead, she turned calmly to her bookshelf and retrieved another pile of books, setting them down on the desk without a word.

 

Rachel stared at her, confused.

 

“You’re angry,” Ms Holliday said. “That’s a reasonable emotion for you to be feeling. But I’d rather you express it in here than on an unsuspecting bystander in the hallway. Not that Karofsky was innocent, but you understand.”

 

Rachel nodded, and with a wordless growl, she slammed her hand into the pile. Books flew off the edge. Ms Holliday added more. The rhythm became cathartic. It surprised Rachel how natural it felt to release her fury this way. She was surprised when no teachers burst in demanding an explanation.

 

When she asked about that, Ms Holliday smirked. “I had my office soundproofed. Long story. It involved a lot of night-time furniture rearrangement and a well-placed maintenance bribe.”

 

Eventually, Rachel’s energy began to ebb. Her muscles ached, her knuckles throbbed, and the anger that had been boiling inside her cooled to something more manageable.

 

Ms Holliday watched her carefully, then nodded. “Go straight home. Don’t stop at your locker. Figgins is only marginally soothed.”

 

Rachel nodded, obedient for once. She stepped out into the hall, and the first thing she saw was Quinn.

 

She was sitting on the floor outside the office, a book open in her lap, forehead creased in concentration. At the sound of the door opening, her head snapped up.

 

“Are you okay? What happened?” she asked, already rising to her feet and moving toward Rachel.

 

Her hand found Rachel’s shoulder, warm and steady. Rachel let it ground her.

 

For the first time in what felt like days, she drew a breath that didn’t hurt.

 

“I’m okay,” she said, though the words weren’t fully true. But Quinn’s presence gave them weight. Maybe it didn’t have to be true just yet. Maybe today could still be different.

 

And maybe she could make it different.

 


 

Rachel wouldn’t say that every day had been a total loss. Over what she estimated to be a week or two - although it was impossible to be sure when each morning started the same - she had managed to uncover the name of the group that Mr Fabray had outsourced his hit to. It had taken hours of digital sleuthing, digging through supernatural archives, and issuing a few well-placed threats to demons and informants alike. And in the end, the truth had been depressingly mundane: the group was entirely human.

 

No witches. 

 

No vampires. 

 

No demons lurking behind dark corners. 

 

Just men with guns and orders.

According to one of her contacts, Mr Fabray had come to the conclusion that the previous failed attempt on Quinn’s life hadn’t been because Rachel had thwarted it. Instead, he’d blamed his reliance on the supernatural and called it a mistake to place faith in “lesser species,” whatever that meant. He wanted Quinn dead and had chosen the simplest, most human tools to make it happen.

 

That was what made it worse.

 

Because without any supernatural involvement, Rachel found herself completely stuck. Being the Slayer gave her access to a vast network -  Ms Holliday, the Watchers Council, entire realms of information - but none of that helped her navigate human conspiracies or hired assassins. She had no “in” with the police, no credibility with the FBI. On the few occasions she’d tried  -  desperately, frantically -  to involve them, she was either laughed at or thrown into a holding cell for the rest of the day.

 

And then it would start all over again.

 

Every attempt ended in failure. Every day ended in Quinn’s death.

 

And still Rachel kept trying.

 

The futility clung to her like damp clothes. She carried the weight of repeated loss inside her chest, like a storm that refused to pass. In the past, before she became the Slayer, she’d had ways of dealing with this kind of suffocating helplessness. She would run on her elliptical until she collapsed, or dance until her limbs gave out, until physical exhaustion numbed the emotional pain. Those methods had faded once she found purpose in her calling, once she surrounded herself with people who mattered.

 

But now, in the loop, she had no one. No escape.

 

So she tried to bring the pain back into her control. Punching walls instead of snapping rubber bands against her wrist. Skipping meals to replace heartache with hunger. But none of it worked. Not this time. Nothing dulled the ache of watching Quinn die over and over again.

 

She didn’t hesitate when she stepped into the choir room. Her eyes landed on Quinn instantly, and the moment their gazes locked, something in Quinn seemed to shift. Without a word, she stood and started toward her.

 

Rachel didn’t speak until they were outside the room. She kept walking, further and further from the door, until she reached the girls’ bathroom. She pushed it open and gestured for Quinn to go first. She couldn’t risk one of the New Directions overhearing, not even in a timeline destined to vanish.

 

Quinn stood beside the sinks, arms folded, head tilted slightly in expectation.

 

Rachel turned to her, words slipping out before she even knew what she was saying.

 

“If I asked you to run away with me, what would you say?”

 

The silence between them stretched. Quinn studied her, eyebrow arched, mouth set in a firm line. Eventually she gave a slow nod and spoke softly.

 

“I would say yes,” she said, licking her lips. “And then, then I would ask why.”

 

Rachel’s breath hitched.

 

Her heart swelled and ached. The vulnerability behind Quinn’s answer made something fragile inside her tremble.

 

"I... I do not know," Rachel whispered, the words raw in her throat. "I just... I cannot bear to lose you again, Quinn. I can't go through it all over again."

 

“Again?” Quinn repeated, the word barely audible. Her brow furrowed, but before Rachel could answer, Quinn shook her head. “Never mind. It’s okay.”

 

She stepped forward and took Rachel’s hand, her fingers warm and steady. The touch grounded her but only for a moment.

 

"You won't lose me, Rachel," Quinn said. "Not if I have anything to say about it."

 

But Rachel could only shake her head. The truth pressed against her ribs, a jagged, awful thing.

 

"No, Quinn. It's always the same. I try to save you, and I fail. Every. Single. Time."

 

There were a thousand questions in Quinn’s eyes, but she didn’t ask any of them. She just pulled Rachel into a hug and held her tightly.

 

“It’ll be okay, Rach. We’ll figure it out together.”

 

Rachel didn’t believe her. Not even a little bit.

 

But for one long breath, she closed her eyes and let herself pretend. Pretend that all it took to fix this was Quinn’s voice, full of calm certainty. That they could outrun fate together.

 

Then she opened her eyes and followed Quinn out of the bathroom, silent and heavy.

 

Their footsteps echoed in the hallway, mingling with the dull hum of fluorescent lights. Rachel kept glancing at Quinn, memorizing the soft curve of her jaw, the way the light haloed around her blonde hair. 

 

Just in case. 

 

Just in case this was the last time she saw her like this.

 

At Quinn’s car, the silence stretched on. Rachel buckled herself in, but the click of the seatbelt felt final, like sealing herself into a moment she couldn’t escape.

 

Quinn started the engine. The car pulled into the road, rolling past houses Rachel had passed a thousand times, every driveway and streetlight imbued now with a sense of dread.

 

Rachel’s hand gripped the door handle tight enough to hurt. Her knuckles were bone white, her body rigid with tension.

 

And then it happened.

 

The screech of tires shattered the quiet.

 

Rachel’s head snapped toward the sound. Headlights bearing down on them, impossibly fast.

 

"Quinn, watch out!" she shouted, panic sharp in her throat.

 

But it was too late.

 

The impact was a roar of metal and chaos. Their car twisted, thrown sideways like a toy. Rachel was slammed against the seatbelt, pain exploding across her ribs. She couldn’t tell what was up or down. The air was thick with the stink of smoke and burned rubber. Her ears rang with the screech of bending steel.

 

And then everything went dark.

 


 

“Hello?” Quinn’s voice, still thick with sleep, came through the phone.

 

“I just can’t do it today, I’m so sorry Quinn.” Rachel's fingers trembled as she held the phone, her breaths coming in shallow, ragged gasps. 

 

“Rach,” Quinn’s voice sounded more awake and twinged with panic. “What’s going-“ 

 

Rachel spoke over Quinn barely even registering that Quinn was talking. “I can’t do it, just today, just one day. I am so sorry Quinn. Please forgive me.” 

 

The apology felt like a betrayal, a damning admission of her own weakness. But even as guilt gnawed at her insides, she couldn't find the strength to retract her words. 

 

“Rach!” Rachel could hear Quinn shout through the phone but she just blurted out another apology before hanging up, turning off her phone and going back to sleep.

 


 

Rachel trudged the familiar path from her car to the hospital entrance, her footsteps heavy with the weight of relentless repetition. Each step felt like a weary journey through time, a monotonous ritual she couldn't escape. Despite the familiarity of the route, it seemed to stretch endlessly before her, a cruel reminder of her ceaseless endeavor. She knew the hospital room vigil was worthless but every day she did it anyway ignoring the fact that her actions were at their root sisyphean.  

 

“Slayer friend!” the voice came out of the shadows next to the hospital entrance. 

 

Rachel turned around and noticed a vampire leaning against the wall dressed in an outfit that looked like it came straight from the 50’s. Instantly her hand dropped into the pocket of her coat to wrap around her stake that she carried with her. The only thing that gave away the fact that he was a vampire was the fangs sticking out from his mouth while the rest of his face was untransformed and completely human looking. She looked him over, all the way from his dreadful outfit to the book sticking out of his front pocket trying to place him. 

 

She knew him. 

 

How did she know him? He was a vampire. 

 

There weren't a lot of vampires just casually walking around that she would know and hadn’t killed. Rachel racked her brain trying to remember the vampires name before it hit her

 

“Steve.” 

 

“That’s me,” He gave her a small salute as he spoke. 

 

Rachel loosened her iron grip on her stake but didn't fully release it. She wasn’t sure how to react on the one hand she was the slayer and she killed vampires on the other hand Steve was like no other vampire she had met yet. 

 

While she had encountered him way back at the start of her slaying adventures she still occasionally found herself trying to make sense of their one encounter. She didn’t have time for this. She didn’t know what she was meant to do and she had no time to stand here trying to figure it out. Quinn was in there, Santana was in there waiting for her. 

 

“I have to-” Rachel started, gesturing toward the hospital doors, but Steve interrupted her with a chuckle.

 

“Come on Slayer we both know that you know how that’s going to end. After all you’ve done it how many times by now?” Steve’s question dropped in the silence of the hospital car park like an explosion. 

 

Rachel stood there gaping at him as she tried to wrap her head around what he had just revealed.

 

Rachel's breath caught in her throat. “This, this happens to you too?”

 

“Friend, you're smarter than that. Use that attractive little brain of yours and think.” Steve used his index finger to tap his forehead but otherwise he remained unmoving as a brick wall where he was standing examining her with a half grin. 

 

“You did this?” She asked hesitantly. 

 

Steve nodded at her words.  “I did, I figured I do this you’ll owe me one”


“I'll owe you one?”

 

“Everyone knows you and that Fabray girl are close. Add that to your reaction last time someone tried to kill her. I knew that you’d appreciate the chance to save her. A chance I gave you.” Steve gave a small shrug after he finished speaking as if mocking the importance of his own words before continuing more seriously.

 

“I came to tell you tomorrow is your last chance.” Steve said, his expression growing serious “The spell I set only has one redo left in it. After tomorrow that’s it.” 

 

Rachel was lost for words not for the first time in this short conversation she found herself unable to do anything than parrot back his words back at him. “My last chance?” 

 

“Your last chance,” Steve reiterated, his tone grave. He leaned in closer, the shadows playing on his features, casting an eerie glow around him. Steve nodded at her “You can do it. I’m rooting for you slayer friend.” He said before starting to walk away from her without looking back. 

 

He tosses a casual wave over his shoulder at her and deftly dodgers a random passerby on the sidewalk. She stood watching him leave until he was out of her sight before glancing over at the hospital doors and back at her car. 

 

She took a deep breath and steeled herself before walking away from the hospital and back to her car. 

 

She had work to do.

 


 

Rachel didn’t go to school that morning. She didn’t even pretend to get ready. The hallway outside her bedroom was quiet, the distant hum of the refrigerator the only sign that the world outside still turned, indifferent to her crisis. She sat on the edge of her bed, dressed in black jeans and a zip-up hoodie, staring at the phone in her lap without really seeing it. This wasn’t the first time she had skipped McKinley High during one of these endless, suffocating Wednesdays. But it was the first time in a long time she was aware - truly aware - that her absence would have consequences tomorrow.

 

She didn’t care.

 

If she failed today, Quinn would die. For real this time. Permanently.

 

If that happened she wouldn’t be able to live with herself and her failure to save one of the few people in the world that mattered to her. The person that mattered the most to her.

 

Rachel had spent the entire night hunched over her laptop, surrounded by open books and pages scribbled with notes and red string diagrams tacked to her walls like some unhinged conspiracy theorist. 

 

But it had all been worth it. 

 

She had called in Mike late last night, waking him up with a panicked call and an offer of answers she knew he wouldn’t remember today. Still, he came. He brought his laptop and his quiet steadiness, and together they had traced the payment trail (from Mr Fabray to the assasings) to an address just outside the Lima city limits. 

 

Rachel had been working on tracking down Mr Fabray using the money trail for a long time but had kept coming up short. It had been a slow and steady plodding along for Rachel in obtaining information during those days but she has finally been able to put everything together. Steve's revelation about orchestrating the time loop had been the final puzzle piece. It shattered Rachel's previous assumption that Quinn's death triggered the repetition. 

 

It wasn't. 

 

It was just correlated to her. 

 

She clenched her fists now at the wheel of her car as she sped toward that address. A half-hour drive, straight down the highway and into whatever confrontation awaited her. She had her phone resting in the passenger seat, screen lighting up every few minutes with new texts and calls. Quinn was calling. So was Tina. And Mike. Quinn’s name kept flashing, over and over, her custom ringtone slicing through the silence like a knife.

 

Rachel didn’t answer.

 

She had texted Quinn once. Just enough to make sure she was still alive. That she had made it to school. After that, she shut herself off. She didn’t want any distractions. If she heard Quinn’s voice - if she let herself think about what might happen if she failed - she might hesitate. She couldn’t afford that.

 

The phone buzzed again.

 

Rachel glanced at it for only a second. Quinn’s name again.

 

She tightened her grip on the steering wheel and pressed the accelerator harder. Trees blurred past the windows, the sky overhead still pale with morning haze. She could feel something coiled inside her, tight and buzzing, like a spring on the verge of snapping. 

 


 

Rachel doesn't know why she was expecting the place Mr Fabray was holding up in to be a dump but she had been so the sight that she saw as she pulled up at the address Mike had supplied to her by surprise.

 

It wasn’t a mansion the way Quinn’s old house was; it was the kind of house rich people buy when they get paranoid about having too much money. It's like a fortress, tall gates with more security gadgets than a military compound. Perhaps behind those yellow bricks Mr Fabray felt safe from harm but all his defences would be no match for a slayer filled with unending grief for a person who wasn’t even dead yet, a slayer filled with anger at him.

 

He wouldn't stand a chance. 

 

Rachel wouldn’t let him stand a chance. 

 

Rachel pulled up on the sidewalk opposite his fortress before getting out of the car. She had her stake on her but she also had some more human defence weapons on her as well. 

 

While her stake was in her coat pocket she had a knife that Ms Holliday had gifted her with one day in her pocket as well. She started walking towards the gates of the house hearing the snow crunching under her feet as she started examining it for a weak spot, a way to enter. One thing Ms Holliday had taught her was that every supernatural being, every human had a weak spot and Rachel was applying that logic to this house too. 

 

She couldn’t find any obvious entry points at the front of the property so she started making her way around the sides looking for a way in. It was towards the back of the property she finally had success - a towering tree standing just a few feet from the fence, its branches reaching out like beckoning fingers.

 

With a surge of hope, Rachel approached the tree, her gaze fixed on the fence looming overhead. As she studied the tree, she noticed that its branches extended tantalizingly close to the top of the wall, offering a potential means of entry.

 

Without hesitation, Rachel began to climb, her muscles tensing with each upward movement. The rough bark scraped against her palms, but she ignored the discomfort, her focus solely on reaching the top of the fence. With a final burst of effort, she hoisted herself onto the wall, balancing precariously on the narrow ledge.

 

From her vantage point atop the fence, Rachel surveyed the grounds below, her heart pounding with anticipation. She could see the sprawling grounds of the estate stretched out before her, the imposing mansion looming in the distance. With a calculated leap, Rachel propelled herself off the fence, her body twisting gracefully in the air. The ground rushed up to meet her, and she landed with a soft thud in the snow-covered yard below. For a moment, she crouched low, her senses alert for any sign of danger, before straightening up and pressing forward.

 

As Rachel advanced through the yard, her boots left imprints in the freshly fallen snow, marking her path towards the entrance of the house. The air was cold and still, the only sound was the muffled crunch of her footsteps on the icy ground. She kept a vigilant eye out for any signs of movement or security measures, her senses sharp and attuned to the slightest disturbance. 

 

Finally Rachel reached the door and reached out to touch the handle and it gave in her hand. 

 

Mr Fabray probably assumed with all that defences at the front of the house there was no need to worry about a measly thing such as locking the doors. 

 

He was wrong. 

 

Rachel made her way inside the house softly not wanting to give away her presence. She was well aware of the benefit of taking your enemies/ targets by surprise. She looked around the house trying to see if she could see Mr Fabray. The house was an impressive sight inside, with wooden panels along the corridors, ornate chandeliers, and oil paintings of old bearded men in tunics. There were stairs to the left of her and she made her way to them. They led down into a tall galleried room with a rug spread out over flagstones and a fireplace big enough to park a car in. A long polished wooden table had been set for two. 

 

“I’ve been expecting you.” 

 

The voice came from her side and Rachel swung around desperately trying to locate it but before she could everything went black.

 


 

The first thing Rachel registered was that she wasn’t in her bed.

 

It took her a moment longer to realize she wasn’t even in her bedroom. The familiar comfort of her sheets was gone, replaced by a stiff wooden seat beneath her. Her limbs ached, and her head pounded like a drum in a thunderstorm. She blinked against the static fog clouding her mind, disoriented and heavy-limbed, as her vision slowly began to sharpen.

 

A faint stripe of light crept through a narrow split in the curtain, casting a thin glow across the otherwise dark room. Dust particles floated lazily in the shaft of light, suspended in the stale air. The room itself was bare, stripped down to its bones: a battered desk pushed against the wall, a few empty bookshelves, warped and forgotten. It felt abandoned. Cold.

 

Rachel shifted, instinctively trying to lift her arm to rub at the tightness behind her eyes and felt a sudden pull. Her wrist didn’t move.

 

Her heart skipped. She looked down and saw the rope, coarse and biting against her skin. Both hands were bound tightly to the arms of the chair.

 

Panic welled in her chest, a flash of heat. Her breath caught, heart thudding as she tried to suppress the swell of fear rising in her throat.

 

She was tied up.

 

But she was the Slayer.

 

A bit of rope wasn't going to stop her.

 

Rachel exhaled slowly, forcing herself to think. She needed to stay calm, needed to remember. What had happened? The last thing she remembered was a voice and then darkness. 

 

No warning. 

 

Just lights out.

 

She was lucky to be alive. Normal people didn’t get knocked out and stay that way long enough to be moved without some permanent damage. But she wasn’t normal. Her Slayer healing had saved her again.

 

Her thoughts were interrupted by the voice.

 

"So, you're awake," it said, calm and cutting.

 

Rachel turned her head stiffly toward the sound, neck muscles aching from the awkward position. Her vision adjusted, and then she saw him.

 

Russell Fabray.

 

He leaned casually in the doorway, arms folded, a smug smile curling on his lips.

 

Her entire body tensed. Every cell in her being screamed for action, for violence, for justice.

 

She strained against the ropes, and they creaked in protest. She felt them stretch, fibers beginning to fray.

 

"I’m going to kill you," she hissed, the words escaping her lips before she could think better of them.

 

His smirk widened.

 

Every moment she'd spent at Quinn's hospital bed flickered in her mind. Every Wednesday she had to relive the grief. Every time Quinn had died. And now, here he was smug, breathing, unrepentant. She found within herself a propensity for violence that had gone previously unknown to herself. 

 

“You’re welcome to try,” he said smoothly. “Slayer.”

 

Her breath caught. The way he said it. He knew.

 

He hadn’t known before. Not last time. But this time, he did.

 

“You’re wondering how I know, aren’t you?” he asked, stepping into the room, closer now. He was just a foot away, close enough that she could smell the cologne he’d used to mask the rot underneath.

 

She resisted the final tug to the rope and the urge to knock that smug smirk from his face and nodded. She needed that information more than she needed to not wait another couple of minutes before hitting him.

 

 And she was going to hit him. 

 

“She told me,” Russell said. He looked pleased with himself, like he’d won something.

 

Rachel wondered if he would still be so cocky if he knew that it was only her self restraint in the search for answers that was keeping him safe right now.

 

“Who is she?” Rachel asked with gritted teeth but she had a sinking feeling that she already knew who was responsible.

 

He shrugged, indifferent. “Honestly, I don’t even know. Doesn’t matter. What matters is the truth. What you are.” His gaze slid down her, and his face twisted with disdain. “An abomination.”

 

The word landed like ice across her skin. Rachel’s fingers curled into fists, fingernails biting into her palms until she felt warm drops of blood trickling along her knuckles.

 

How dare he.

 

This was the man who hired monsters to murder his daughter. And yet she was the abomination?

 

“Figures that daughter of two fags would turn out like you,” he sneered.

 

Rachel’s blood boiled.

 

“You’ ae trying to kill your own daughter,” she snapped, voice shaking with fury. “But my fathers loving each other is a step too far for you?”

 

She shook her head, the rage threatening to break free. “You will commit murder but draw the line at being gay? What is wrong with you?”

 

His face darkened. A vein pulsed wildly at his temple. And then he lashed out, swinging his hand toward her.

Rachel didn’t flinch.

 

She didn’t even blink. 

 

Allowed him to hit the unrelting form of a Slayer.

 

His hand slammed into the side of her face with a dull thud and he recoiled, grunting in pain. His expression twisted as he shook out his hand, realizing she hadn’t moved an inch.

 

“Fred,” he muttered, gesturing toward a figure in the corner of the room that Rachel hadn’t noticed until now. 

 

A man emerged from the shadows, face expressionless, eyes cold.

 

“This is Fred,” Russell continued. “He’s the one who’s going to kill Quinn. And there’s nothing you can do about it.”

 

Rachel’s pulse roared in her ears.

 

“Why?” she asked, voice low and dangerous.

 

“You know why.”

 

She didn’t blink. Didn’t break eye contact.

 

“I mean, why now?” she pressed. “It has been months. And since you do not seem too concerned about the fact that I have got your confession on tape, I have to wonder, what changed? Why try again now?”

 

Russell let out a cruel laugh.

 

“She said she’d make it worth my while,” he said, as if it were the simplest thing in the world. Then he added with a sneer, “Not that I needed the motivation. I want that little bitch dead anyway.”

 

And that was it.

 

The final thread snapped.

 

Rachel surged upward, the ropes tearing apart like wet paper. Her body moved on instinct, fury driving her faster than thought. The chair clattered behind her, hitting the floor as she launched herself at Fred first.

 

He reacted quickly, but not quickly enough.

 

The fight was swift and brutal. Fred managed a few good hits, but he was human. And she was the Slayer, filled with grief, fire, and an ache that had built with every looped day Quinn had died.

 

Fred went down hard, crumpling somewhere behind her. She didn’t stop to check.

 

Russell was next.

 

He tried to run. Too slow.

 

Rachel caught him by the collar, dragged him down, and hit him. Once, twice, again, until he stopped moving.

 

Blood spread in a pool beneath his head. His chest didn’t rise.

 

He was dead.

 

Rachel stumbled back, panting, her hands shaking.

 

She’d done it.

 

She’d killed him.

 

She stared at his body, chest heaving, mind whirling. He’d tried to kill Quinn in October. He’d tried again now. There was no doubt in her mind he would have kept trying.

 

She couldn’t let that happen. She couldn’t let the loops keep turning just to relive the pain again and again.

 

She had eliminated the threat. She had saved Quinn.

 

She waited for the guilt to come. Waited for the weight of what she’d done to crash over her like a wave. 

 

But it didn’t.

 

She felt... calm. Shaken, bruised, exhausted but calm.

 

She wiped at the blood dripping from a cut on her cheek and winced as a dull throb radiated from the side of her skull. There’d be time later for guilt. For processing. For reckoning with what she’d done.

 

Right now, she needed to find Quinn. Check she was safe. Call Ms Holliday. Deal with the fact that there was now a dead body on the floor of a house outside Lima.

 

But that could wait.

 

That had to wait.

 

First, Quinn.

 


 

Rachel hauled herself up through Quinn’s open window, her body screaming in protest with every movement. Her palms scraped against the frame, her ribs aching as she tumbled ungracefully to the floor. A guttural groan escaped her lips as she landed hard on her side.

 

For a moment she just lay there, catching her breath, wincing at every pulse of pain that radiated through her limbs. She blinked and looked up, eyes adjusting to the familiar shapes of Quinn’s bedroom only to find, not Quinn, but Santana staring back at her.

 

They froze, eyes locked in an almost comical standoff, until Rachel saw Santana’s gaze shift. The girl’s eyes scanned her with unnerving precision, flickering over every cut and bruise, her brow twitching in something close to concern.

 

The silence stretched until Santana finally broke it.

 

“You’re not going to die on Quinn’s floor, right?” Santana asked as she stepped forward, her voice dry. A flicker of worry crossed her features, quickly swallowed by the usual mask of indifference. “Maybe we can get you to a hospital so we don’t end up with your ghost haunting my house. My house should be a Berry-free zone.”

 

Her tone was biting, but the way her eyes kept flitting over Rachel’s body betrayed her. She was worried. She just didn’t want to show it.

 

“No,” Rachel muttered, shifting to prop herself up on her elbow.

 

“What do you mean ‘no,’ Berry? You look like you’re dying. Not that I care, but for some unfortunate reason, Quinn does. But she’s not here right now.”

 

“I appreciate your concern, Santana -”

 

“I’m not concerned,” Santana snapped, but Rachel pressed on, undeterred.

 

“But I assure you that I will be quite alright. I just need a few minutes to catch my breath, and then I shall be on my way. I was attempting to locate Quinn, but as she is not here, I will not trouble you any longer.”

 

“Shut up, Berry. You’re not going anywhere,” Santana retorted, turning toward the door. But just before she reached it, she paused and whirled around, jabbing a finger in Rachel’s direction. “Stay there. I’m going to call Quinn. You are going to stay right there.”

 

Her voice left no room for argument. Rachel gave a reluctant nod, leaning her head back against the wall. Santana seemed satisfied with that and exited the room, muttering a steady stream of Spanish and insults under her breath that Rachel could hear echoing faintly down the hallway.

 

Rachel stayed still, every inch of her body aching. She wasn’t entirely sure what she had expected from Santana, but compassion hadn’t been it. If they’d been at school today, Santana would’ve thrown her usual antisemitic insult at her but here she was, clearly shaken by Rachel’s state.

 

Rachel had grown used to seeing a different side of Santana in the hospital waiting room - one softened by worry, by fear for Quinn - but she’d thought that concern had been circumstantial. Reserved only for those rare, suspended-in-time nights. 

 

Not here. 

 

Not now.

 

The door creaked again and Santana stepped back into the room, brushing her dark hair out of her face as she announced, “Quinn’s on her way.”

 

Rachel opened her mouth to speak, but Santana silenced her with a single sharp look. Wordlessly, Rachel obeyed, shifting with a grimace and settling back against the wall.

 

Moments later, the bedroom door burst open. Quinn stormed in like a gust of wind, her eyes wild and panicked as they swept the room.

 

“Rachel!” she cried, hurrying forward. “What happened? Was it Art-” She cut herself off mid-word, glancing toward Santana. Her voice changed instantly. “Are you okay?”

 

“Was it who?” Santana asked from her perch on the bed, her tone calm, almost too calm.

 

“Nobody,” Quinn said quickly, her voice tight.

 

“I am not joking, Quinn. Someone hurt Manhands here, and if you know who it was, you tell me and I’ll make sure it never happens again.”

 

The protectiveness in Santana’s voice made Quinn blink. Her head turned between Rachel and Santana, as if trying to catch up with whatever dynamic had developed while she wasn’t in the room.

 

Quinn straightened. Whatever she had been about to say, she swallowed it down and met Santana’s gaze with a cool, controlled expression.

 

“Santana, could you please give us a moment?” she asked.

 

Santana’s mouth twitched like she was about to protest, but Quinn’s next words left no room for argument.

 

“That wasn’t a request.”

 

Rachel couldn’t see Quinn’s face from where she sat, but whatever was there, it was enough. Santana gave a low scoff, then stood up and stalked out of the room, grumbling under her breath.

 

The door clicked shut behind her.

 

Now it was just the two of them.

 

Quinn stepped closer. “What happened?” she asked, her voice gentler now, threaded with concern.

 

Rachel stared at her, words lodged in her throat. How was she supposed to say this? How could she explain what she had done without losing Quinn forever?

 

She had taken something from Quinn.  Someone. And not just anyone. Her father.

 

Rachel looked down. She could still see the flicker of hope in Quinn’s eyes sometimes, even if Quinn pretended it wasn’t there. Hope that one day he’d come back and say the words she needed. Rachel had shattered that hope.

 

“Rach?” Quinn prompted softly.

 

Rachel took a shaky breath and pushed herself to her feet, slow and wincing. Her stomach twisted the way it always did before she went onstage, nerves tightening like wires beneath her skin. But she had to say it. Quinn deserved the truth. She wasn’t going to sit there like a coward.

 

“I need to tell you something,” she began, then faltered.

 

Quinn stepped forward, placing a hand on Rachel’s shoulder. “Whatever it is, you can tell me. I promise.”

 

Rachel pulled away, folding her arms around herself instead. She didn’t miss the flicker of hurt on Quinn’s face, but she couldn’t let it stop her.

 

“I killed someone,” she said, the words escaping before she could stop them.

 

Immediately, she winced. That was blunt. Brutal. Definitely not how she had intended to say it. She had hoped for grace, for eloquence, for anything but this.

 

“I, I meant to be more, more tactful than that,” she added quickly.

 

Quinn didn’t react to her statement in any way that she was expecting though. No flash of disgust. No stepping away from Rachel, none of that.

 

“It’s okay Rachel,” Quinn said slowly “I know you, you wouldn’t have done it if you didn’t need to.”

 

“Are you not going to ask me who it is that I killed?”

 

“You don’t need to tell me,” Quinn said once again, stepping closer to Rachel and attempting to comfort her. 

 

Rachel had to resist it against her own wishes though. She wanted Quinns comfort so badly her body almost moved against her own wishes but she held back.

 

“That’s the thing Quinn, I do.” She said desperately. Quinn raised an eyebrow in response but otherwise didn’t say anything. How was she meant to do this? “It, it was your dad.” 

 

“What?” 

 

That warranted a reaction. While Quinn’s lip didn’t curl in disgust and she didn’t immediately launch into a barrage of insults and anger she did take a small step backwards and away from Rachel. 

 

It hurt more than Rachel expected. 

 

“I, I had to,” Rachel said, her voice breaking as she tried to justify herself. But the words landed wrong, sounding hollow even to her own ears.

 

Quinn’s expression darkened. Her voice dropped, cold and cutting, as she repeated the words back at her. “You had to.”

 

Rachel flinched at the tone. She drew in a shaky breath, trying to steady herself. Her brain raced to form a response, to build a bridge before the distance between them became permanent. She couldn’t lose Quinn, not after everything. Not now.

 

“Please, please let me explain,” she said gently. 

 

Her eyes stayed on Quinn’s, searching for a trace of openness. After a beat, Quinn gave the smallest nod. It was hesitant, but it was something.

 

“He was going to kill you,” Rachel said. 

 

Her words dropped heavy between them. Quinn’s face didn’t change, but Rachel saw the faint clench in her jaw.

 

“And it’s not the first time he tried,” Rachel added. She waited, expecting shock, anger, disbelief - anything - but Quinn’s expression remained unreadable, locked down.

 

Rachel swallowed. “Do you remember how you found out about me being a Slayer? And how I said that the vampire wanted to kill you, but then we never talked about it again?” She saw the flicker of a nod.

 

“That… that was your dad,” she said softly. “He… he had hired them to kill you. But I stopped him. I stopped him.”

 

Quinn’s voice, quiet and level, cut through the thick silence. “How?”

 

“I blackmailed him,” Rachel said, the truth landing between them without embellishment.

 

Quinn’s brow furrowed. “If you blackmailed him, then how come you say he was going to try again now?”

 

Rachel’s mouth opened, then closed again. She felt her throat tighten. “He decided he did not care about what I had on him. That he was an upstanding member of society and no jury would convict him on the word of the daughter of two…” The word caught in her throat. It burned.

 

She looked down, then forced herself to say something else. “The daughter of two homosexuals.”

 

Quinn’s breath hitched. “He didn’t say homosexuals, did he?” she whispered.

 

“No, he did not.”

 

Rachel’s voice was barely audible now. She stared at the floor. Quinn didn’t respond, didn’t even shift. The silence stretched long enough that Rachel had to keep going.

 

“And he didn’t just try to kill you,” she said quietly. “He succeeded. Over and over again.”

 

That got a reaction. Quinn’s brows pulled together in confusion. “What are you talking about, Berry?”

 

Rachel winced at the name. ‘Berry’ again. Distant, cold. But she pushed through.

 

“I’ve experienced today - Wednesday, the twelfth of January, 2011 - by my count, roughly seventy-six times,” she said. “Although honestly, the days started to blur together. Could be more. But not less.”

 

She tried to shrug, tried to keep it light. But whatever was on her face gave her away. Because for the first time since this whole conversation started, she saw something flicker in Quinn’s expression. 

 

Concern.

 

“You died seventy-five times,” Rachel said, her voice cracking. “I… I failed seventy-five times.” Her eyes stung. She blinked hard, swallowing the wave of emotion clawing up her throat.

 

Quinn didn’t answer immediately. She took a long breath, her gaze steady but unreadable. Rachel didn’t know what to expect. Ms Holliday had been the only person she’d ever told about the loop, and that had been strange even on a good day. This was Quinn. This was different.

 

Another breath. Then, finally, Quinn spoke. “My dad was trying to kill me?”

 

“Well, he was hiring people to-”

 

“Yes or no, Rachel,” Quinn cut her off, firm.

 

Rachel nodded. “Yes.” She bit her lip, holding back the rest. Letting Quinn take it in.

 

“Okay,” Quinn said. “Thank you.”

 

Rachel blinked. “Thank you?”

 

“You saved my life,” Quinn said simply.

 

Rachel stared at her. How could Quinn be thankful? How could she be so calm after hearing how many times Rachel had failed?

 

She didn’t know how to respond, but Quinn kept talking.

 

“Are you sure that this is final?” she asked.

 

Rachel frowned. “Final?”

 

“You said you experienced this day more than seventy times. How do you know this is the last time?”

 

“Steve told me.”

 

“Who’s Steve?”

 

Rachel froze. Right. Steve. Quinn didn’t know about him. He’d been a chapter from her early slaying days long before she and Quinn had become... whatever this was.

 

“He is a vampire,” Rachel said. “I met him earlier this year. H has… decided we’re friends. I still don’t know why. I find myself befuddled as to what made him decide that.”

 

That cracked something in Quinn. She let out a laugh - genuine, startled, and warm. Rachel’s rambling stopped, caught off guard by the sound.

 

“You’re friends with a vampire?” Quinn said through a grin. “You’re a Slayer, and you’re friends with a vampire?”

 

Rachel smiled, the tension in her chest easing just slightly. “I assure you, the friendship is purely one-sided. He seemed to take the fact that I honored my word as a sign of destiny.”

 

She paused, thinking of him. Whatever else she felt about Steve, she owed him. Without his help, she wouldn’t have had the time to save Quinn.

 

Quinn looked at her for a long moment, eyes softer now, then gestured toward the bathroom. “Come. Let me patch you up.”

 

In the dimly lit bathroom, Quinn carefully tended to Rachel's injuries, her touch gentle yet firm as she cleaned and bandaged each wound. Rachel winced as Quinn applied antiseptic to a particularly deep cut, but she didn't flinch away. Instead, she found herself drawn to Quinn's steady gaze, her heart pounding in her chest as their eyes met.

 

Quinn's fingers lingered a moment longer than necessary, tracing the lines of Rachel's skin with a tenderness that sent shivers down her spine. There was a rawness to their interaction, a vulnerability that lay just beneath the surface, waiting to be acknowledged.

 

As Quinn finished patching up Rachel's injuries, their eyes locked once more, a silent conversation passing between them. In that fleeting moment, it was as if time stood still, the world outside fading away as they existed in their own shared reality.

 

With a soft exhale, Quinn broke the tension, her voice barely above a whisper as she spoke. "You're going to be okay, Rachel," she said, her words carrying a weight of emotion that hung in the air between them.

 

Quinn stood up from the bathroom floor, offering Rachel a soft smile as she extended her hand. "Come on," she said gently, her voice a comforting presence in the otherwise silent room.

 

Rachel hesitated for a moment, her heart fluttering in her chest as she reached out and accepted Quinn's hand. The touch sent a jolt of electricity through her, a sensation that lingered long after Quinn had pulled her to her feet.

 

Together, they left the bathroom, the hallway stretching out before them in a silent expanse. Quinn's grip on Rachel's hand was reassuring, grounding her in the moment as they made their way back to Quinn's bedroom.

 

As they entered the room, the soft glow of the bedside lamp cast a warm light over the space, bathing them in its gentle radiance. Quinn released Rachel's hand, turning to face her with a look of quiet understanding in her eyes.

 

Without a word, Quinn moved closer, her movements slow and deliberate as she closed the distance between them. Rachel's breath caught in her throat as Quinn reached out, her fingers brushing against Rachel's cheek in a tender caress.

 

There was a delicate intimacy to their interaction, a silent acknowledgment of the unspoken connection that existed between them. 

 

With a soft sigh, Rachel leaned into Quinn's touch, her eyes fluttering closed as she savored the warmth of Quinn's presence.

 

After a moment Quinn pulled away and said “do you need to go home?” Quinn looked out the window at the night sky.

 

Rachel followed her gaze and thought of all her responsibilities: her requirment to fill Ms Holliday in on the events, her need to go on patrol but instead she simply shook her head.

 

“I am going to stay right here.” Rachel said, lowering herself to the ground gently to lean her back against the wall next to Quinn’s bed. 

 

Quinn looked like she was going to say something in response but in the end she simply nodded and pulled a blanket off her bed and threw it over Rachel's legs a second later a pillow followed. 

 

Rachel sat there in silence as Quinn prepared for bed, disappearing for a moment to the bathroom to change before emerging again and going straight to bed. Quinn flicked the light off with a “goodnight Rachel,” and the room was quiet again and Rachel was left alone with her thoughts once more. She ran the moments of the fight with Russel Fabray over and over again in her mind, waiting for the world to end and her mind to snap. Waiting for the moment that she had killed someone to devastate her, destroy her, but it didn’t come. Rachel didn’t know why she didn’t feel terrible, why she still felt as sane as she had hours before she had committed murder. 

 

At the end of the day she felt nothing. 

 

He was going to kill Quinn. So she had killed him. 

 

If she had to, she would do it again. It was easy. 

 

Rachel had always thought that killing someone would be hard but at the end of the day it just wasn’t . And that was what was affecting Rachel the most, not that she had killed someone but that she had and felt nothing. 

 

When Rachel woke up the next morning her back was uncomfortable from having fallen asleep against the wall, Quinn was sleeping in the bed next to her with her mouth slightly open and it was Thursday.

Notes:

TW: Homophobia and parental murder of a child

Chapter title comes from 'Groundhog Day - The Musical'.

I hope you enjoyed it and please please with a cherry on top leave a comment if you did. Like I said without the idea I got for this chapter the whole fic wouldn't exist. Also Rachels hatred of wet socks is MY hatred of wet socks. Give me a wet sock and give me a GURANTEED BAD MOOD.

Chapter 10: Waving through a window

Notes:

Sorry for the slightly late update.

If you have watched Buffy you will recognise the plot of this chapter but I hope you enjoy the changes I made to it. But as always no prior knowledge of Buffy is required to understand this chapter.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

For the last two weeks, the days had passed with an eerie normalcy. And without fail the days passed in their usual order. Rachel kept waiting for the other shoe to drop, for something to break the illusion of peace. But nothing came. No fresh threats from Artemis, no new supernatural monsters lurking in the shadows - just the daily routine of vampire slaying and a life that had begun to resemble something almost stable.

 

In that time, Rachel had settled into a rhythm she hadn’t experienced in months. She would wake up early, barely brushing the sleep from her eyes before heading to Ms Holliday’s for training. Afterward, she’d rush to school, attend classes, sometimes glee club depending on the day, then return home for homework. When the sun dipped below the horizon, it was back to Ms Holliday’s for another round of intensified training. Her Watcher had doubled their sessions, clearly anticipating that Rachel’s final confrontation with Artemis was drawing near. The evenings ended with patrol - usually alongside Quinn, Mike, or Tina.

 

That morning was no different, at least not at first. Rachel stood at her locker, adjusting the strap of her duffel bag and sliding it off her shoulder. It was the same black training bag she carried to Ms Holliday’s, now heavy with gear and exhaustion. She had just started placing it inside when a loud smack startled her. The bag was suddenly knocked from her grip, slamming against the linoleum floor with a dull thud.

 

She froze, already knowing who had done it.

 

Santana strolled past with Brittany and Michelle flanking her, the three Cheerios in full uniform. Santana didn’t even glance at Rachel as she let her hand drop from the swing, as if the whole thing had been a reflex. For the past two weeks, Santana had acted like that night in Quinn’s bedroom had never happened. As if she hadn’t let her guard down for one fleeting moment and shown genuine concern for Rachel’s wellbeing. Since then, she’d been trying a little too hard to remind Rachel - and probably herself - that she didn’t care.

 

“What are you, twelve?” Rachel snapped, her voice rising before she even registered the sound of her weapons scattering on the ground.  

 

Stakes.

 

A silver dagger.

 

A small bottle of holy water.

 

Her stomach clenched. The hallway was crowded. Someone was going to see.

 

Santana’s eyes caught on the assortment of metal and wood across the floor. She paused just long enough to let her gaze drift slowly over the items, then turned toward Brittany and Michelle, speaking as if Rachel weren’t even there .

 

“Behold the weirdness.”

 

Rachel crouched down, trying to collect everything quickly, shoving stakes and a pair of throwing knives back into the bag. “I assure you, Santana, that while this may seem quite peculiar, I have a perfectly reasonable explanation for all of this.”

 

“Um, did I ask, Sondeheim?” Santana shot back, her voice sing-song and scathing.

 

Rachel stiffened at the mispronunciation but didn’t get a chance to respond. A pair of boots stepped into her periphery, and Quinn appeared beside her like clockwork. She didn’t say anything, just folded her arms across her chest and stared Santana down.

 

Santana’s smirk faltered. Her gaze flicked from Quinn to Rachel and back again, then she gave a dismissive scoff. “Whatever,” she muttered, turning on her heel. Brittany and Michelle trailed after her.

 

Rachel stood slowly, bag slung back over her shoulder. She shut her locker with a firm slam and looked over at Quinn with narrowed eyes.

 

“Did Santana just call me ‘Sondeheim’ as an insult?” she asked, genuinely puzzled.

 

Quinn’s smile was soft, familiar, and full of something that made Rachel’s heart ache with gratefulness. After everything, Quinn was still here. Still smiling at her like that.

 

“She did,” Quinn said with a slight laugh. “She spends a lot of time on her insults. Writes them down in a little book and everything. I guess it just didn’t occur to her that you wouldn’t be insulted by that.”

 

Rachel’s brow furrowed. “Calling me Sondheim is not an insult.”

 

“Well, she meant it as one.”

 

Rachel drew herself up, her expression a mixture of indignation and reverence. “It’s Sondheim, Quinn. Stephen Sondheim. He’s one of the most influential composers and lyricists on Broadway. Not just right now, but of all time. To be compared to a person of his caliber could not be conceived of as an insult. He reinvented the American musical and brought into existence some of the best modern works. His musicals tackle themes that go far beyond what the genre had previously dared explore, and his songs possess a sophistication that one can only dream of performing - ”

 

Quinn held up a hand, laughing gently. “How about you talk to me about Sondheim while we walk to your homeroom? Then if you still have words left, you can keep going before English.”

 

Rachel offered a small, sheepish smile but fell in step beside her. Her bag bumped softly against her hip as they walked down the hallway.

 

She managed to keep quiet for about three seconds before blurting, “It’s just, it’s Stephen Sondheim, Quinn - ” and off she went again, her voice animated, hands gesturing excitedly as Quinn listened with patient amusement all the way to homeroom.

 

By the time English rolled around, Rachel had burned off her Sondheim-related fervor. She slipped into her seat beside Quinn with a content sigh, letting the mundane rhythms of school life wash over her. She was even more grateful today for it than usual. Sharing the class with Quinn, Mike, and Tina made it all feel manageable.

 

Ms Holliday stood at the front of the classroom, holding a worn paperback in both hands, her voice theatrical as she read aloud. “ If you prick us, do we not bleed? If you tickle us, do we not laugh? If you poison us, do we not die? And if you wrong us, shall we not revenge?

 

Rachel glanced at Quinn and saw how focused she looked, her eyes bright with interest. Quinn really did love Shakespeare. It was... honestly kind of adorable.

 

Ms Holliday looked up from the book. “Tell me, class, how does what Shylock is saying here relate to what we’ve been talking about the last few weeks? About the anger of the outcast. The loser.”

 

Silence.

 

Rachel could see the inevitable coming. The teacher’s eyes began scanning the room loking around for a victim of the ‘you must answer’ that teachers often did.

 

“How about you, Santana?” Ms Holliday said finally, pointing to the girl slouched a few seats ahead of Rachel.

 

Santana let out a groan, clearly unimpressed, but answered anyway.

 

“He seems kind of selfish to me,” she said, shrugging and leaning further back in her seat.

 

Ms Holliday raised an eyebrow. “Can you elaborate on that?”

 

Santana sighed. “He acts like he’s so important that he just deserves anything he wants out of some misguided sense of victimhood. And in this case it’s Antonio’s flesh. But he doesn’t. Just because he thinks he’s this big important person doesn’t mean he is.”

 

“But hasn’t he suffered?” Ms Holliday asked, then turned her attention to Rachel.

 

“Yes -” Rachel began, already forming her argument, when Santana cut her off with a scoff.

 

“Of course you would think that,” Santana said with a roll of her eyes. “What does it matter if he was a victim or not? It still doesn’t entitle him to anything.”

 

“That’s an interesting point,” Ms Holliday said, but her next words were drowned out by a sudden noise outside the classroom.

 

A commotion erupted in the hallway - raised voices, hurried footsteps. The class collectively turned toward the door, chairs scraping against the floor as students rushed to see what was happening.

 

Some of the more excitable students pushed the classroom door open, and that was all it took. A current of bodies surged into the hallway, their voices already rising in curiosity and alarm.

 

“What happened?” someone asked ahead of Rachel as she pressed through the crowd, weaving between flailing backpacks and half-zipped jackets. Mike and Tina were close behind her, trying to keep up. Quinn was lost somewhere in the chaos likely with Santana, who was nowhere in sight.

 

“Brittany got attacked in the Cheerios locker room. I think she’s -”

 

“- Dead? Of course not,” Principal Figgins interrupted from deeper in the throng, his voice frazzled but firm.

 

Rachel finally pushed her way to the front of the mob, breath catching as the scene unfolded before her. The hallway was absolutely packed, despite the fact that classes were still technically in session. 

 

Principal Figgins stood in front of the Cheerios locker room, arms spread in an ineffective attempt to block the view. Behind him, EMTs wheeled Brittany out on a stretcher. Rachel's heart lodged in her throat at the sight but then she saw Brittany’s eyes open, fluttering, and her chest easing up and down. 

 

Alive. 

 

Conscious.

 

Without hesitation, Rachel stepped forward and braced her hands on the side of the stretcher, drawing a startled protest from Figgins that she completely ignored.

 

“Brittany, what happened?” she asked, voice low and urgent.

 

Brittany didn’t respond right away. She just smiled - dreamy, dazed - and murmured, “The baton was attacking me.”

 

Rachel blinked. “The baton?”

 

Mike, standing just off to the side, leaned in to whisper, assuming she was confused. “It’s the stick that cheerleaders twirl.”

 

She gave him a tight smile and a polite nod of thanks, not bothering to correct him. That wasn’t the issue.

 

Before she could ask another question, Santana appeared from the crowd like a force of nature. Her expression was raw panic, eyes locked on Brittany. She reached out, yanked Rachel’s hands off the stretcher, and glared at her until she stepped back. For a second, Rachel thought she was about to be shredded with Santana’s usual verbal knives but then Brittany’s hand caught Santana’s wrist gently, grounding her.

 

Rachel let the moment pass. It wasn’t the time for arguments. And besides, the uneasy realization was settling over her like a scratchy blanket: her two-week stretch of relative normalcy had just come to a crashing end. She’d almost gotten used to the calm. She’d deserved it, after all she’d endured during those awful seventy-six days. But now Lima had returned to its usual setting - completely bonkers.

 

“I need to have a look at the Cheerios locker room,” she murmured to Mike and Tina, low enough for only them to hear. “See if anything stands out. Maybe we were lucky and it’s not supernatural.”

 

She laughed softly under her breath.

 

“What are the chances of that?”

 

“About five percent,” Mike replied without hesitation, deadpan.

 

Rachel turned toward the locker room, but Principal Figgins blocked her path, arm extended in front of her - hovering cautiously, like he was trying very hard not to actually touch her.

 

“And where do you think you’re going, Ms Berry?” he asked, eyes narrowing suspiciously.

 

“Um.” She fumbled for an answer. “Brittany wanted me to get her comb.” Her brain screamed at her. Really? That’s what you came up with? “It’s her lucky comb,” she added, hoping it helped.

 

“I don’t think Ms Pierce needs her comb right now. I think she needs medical attention from our very capable medical professionals at Lima General.”

 

“Sue?” Tina suddenly called out loudly behind them, clearly improvising. “Did you say Brittany was gonna sue the school?”

 

Figgins spun so fast Rachel thought he might pull something.

 

“Sue? Who?” he barked, turning on his heel and rushing toward Mike and Tina, eyes wide with alarm.

 

Rachel mouthed thank you at them and slipped past, finally reaching the locker room door.

 

“Well her dads the most powerful lawyer in Lima,” Mike said.


“Hold on. What have you two heard?”


“Yup, other lawyers call him ‘the beast,’” Tina said.

 

She opened the locker room door quietly and stepped inside, the voices outside dimming as she shut it behind her.

 

The room was deserted.

 

Rows of red lockers lined the walls, their metal surfaces glossy under the buzz of the fluorescent lights. The space felt sterile, almost too clean, as if the attack had happened in another dimension entirely. Cheerios uniforms hung from their hooks, perfectly spaced, their vibrant red and white looking eerily empty without their owners.

 

Her eyes were drawn immediately to something lying near the center of the room.

 

The baton.

 

Rachel crossed the space quickly, kneeling beside it. Up close, she could see faint smears of blood on its polished surface - small, but definite. Her stomach turned slightly. So Brittany wasn’t making it up. But what Rachel still didn't know was whether it was the baton itself that had attacked her or a person holding the baton who had attacked her. Knowing Brittany and her tendency to speak, to put it politely, nonsense, it could be either. 

 

Rachel nudged it gently with the toe of her boot. The baton rolled lazily across the tiled floor before coming to a stop against the far wall.

 

She looked around more closely now. A few lockers near where the baton had been lying were dented. Small, sharp impacts that looked like something had slammed into them at high speed. Their doors hung ajar, swinging slightly. 

 

Weren’t lockers supposed to be locked?

 

She stepped closer and ran her fingertips along one of the dents. It was deep. Whatever hit it had done so with real force. She opened one of the lockers to peer inside - nothing unusual. But when she swung the door shut again, her breath caught.

 

Paint.

 

A large, red ‘O’ dripped down the metal, still wet to the touch. She blinked and stepped back, her heart ticking up in alarm. Quickly, she moved along the row, pushing each swinging locker door closed one by one.

 

L… O… O… K.

 

They spelled out LOOK , all in the same smeared red paint.

 

She stared at the word for a long moment. It meant something. It had to. And now, she could say with certainty this wasn’t just Brittany being Brittany. Something had happened here. Something violent. Maybe not supernatural… but maybe not entirely natural, either.

 

She had to investigate. Otherwise, what was the point of her being the Slayer?

 

Rachel gave the room one final glance before turning and slipping back out into the hallway.

 

Quinn, Tina, and Mike were all gathered near Ms Holliday’s office, watching for her. Rachel walked up and pulled the key from her pocket, fitting it into the lock without saying a word. Their questions started immediately.

 

“When did Ms Holliday give you the key?”

 

“Wait, why do you have that?”

 

She ignored them, pushing the door open and stepping inside.

 

They followed, scattering to their usual positions. Quinn leaning against the bookcase like she belonged there, Mike hopping up to sit cross-legged on the desk like a bored kid in a movie, and Tina standing between them, arms crossed.

 

Rachel shut the door behind them and turned to face her friends, her heart still racing from everything she’d just seen.

 

She didn’t want to tell them how she’d gotten the key. She didn’t want to mention the slushie incident, or the way Ms Holliday had found her half-frozen and unraveling in the hallway last week, the weight of everything from the last couple of months (those 76 days) pressing too hard against her ribcage.

 

She’d hold onto that for now.

 

There were more important things to deal with.

 

Once Rachel turned to face them, Quinn’s voice cut through the room, calm and serious as she stood near the bookcase.

 

“I heard Brittany as the EMTs were wheeling her out,” she said. “She’s doubling down on it having been the baton by itself that attacked.”

 

Rachel nodded, arms folding across her chest like a reflex - less defense, more habit. “Okay,” she said. “Then that is the assumption we will go with up until it gets proven wrong, if it gets proven wrong.”

 

Tina exhaled through her nose, glancing toward the others. “It’s Brittany ,” she said, heavy emphasis on the name like it was meant to speak volumes on its own.

 

Rachel’s lips twitched, but her voice stayed even. “I know. But it’s also Lima, so I will be putting more stock on ‘Lima never fails to surprise us and be weird’ than Brittany’s general kookiness.”

 

At that, Quinn let out a soft, involuntary laugh that immediately pulled Rachel’s eyes in her direction. She caught the flicker of amusement dancing across Quinn’s features barely hidden behind pursed lips and a raised brow.

 

Rachel blinked at her, puzzled. “What?”

 

Quinn gave up on hiding her grin and shrugged, amused. “It’s just... you said ‘kookiness.’ Who says that anymore?”

 

“I do,” Rachel said with mock offense, lifting her chin slightly.

 

The corner of Quinn’s mouth twitched again, and for a second Rachel had to glance away, pretending to refocus. Tina mercifully stepped in, cutting off the gentle spiral.

 

“What did you find in the locker room?” she asked.

 

Grateful for the shift, Rachel straightened, her tone sharpening. “I found the baton Brittany mentioned, and I saw that the lockers had the word ‘Look’ painted across them.”

 

“Just ‘Look’?” Tina’s brow furrowed.

 

Rachel nodded. “Just ‘Look.’”

 

Mike leaned forward, propping his arms on his knees like he was settling in for a story. “And did you?”

 

“Did I what?”

 

“Look.”

 

Rachel blinked. “I did, but there was nothing to see. So I’m presuming that it was more of a general ‘look’ than a ‘look in this specific locker’ kind of thing,” she said. “It has to be a message of some sort.”

 

She stepped toward the bookshelf, brushing her fingers lightly against Quinn’s arm in silent request to scoot over. Quinn shifted aside easily, and Rachel’s hand lingered on the shelf, eyes scanning the familiar worn spines Ms Holliday had once handed her for “situations exactly like this,” whatever that had meant. She pulled a few free without hesitation, her mind half on titles and half on the buzz of conversation behind her.

 

“I’ve never heard of a baton randomly attacking anyone before,” Quinn said, her voice now close enough that Rachel could feel the low hum of it at her side.

 

“Maybe it’s a vampire bat,” Mike offered brightly.

 

The silence that followed was immediate. Rachel didn’t turn around. She didn’t need to. Instead, she focused on the last book and tugged it free before pivoting back to face the room.

 

“So the way I see it,” she said, setting the books on the desk with a gentle thud, “we are operating under the assumption that Brittany was telling the truth and it was the baton itself that attacked her. That leaves us with the following potential causes: someone with telekinesis - ”

 

“Telekinesis. Cool,” Mike muttered under his breath, earning a sideways glance.

 

Rachel continued. “ - an invisible creature of some sort, or a ghost.”

 

Tina groaned and dropped her head back. “A ghost? Haven’t we dealt with enough of those already?”

 

Rachel gave a small, thoughtful sound but didn’t disagree. “If it is a ghost, it is an infuriated one. The locker room was properly damaged. That is not the kind of damage one does if all is right in your afterlife.” She paused and looked at Mike. “Ghosts are dead.”

 

“Yes…” Mike replied slowly, like he wasn’t sure if he was about to be corrected.

 

“Can you use your computer skills to compile a list of dead or missing kids? It might be a good place to start.”

 

Mike nodded without hesitation.

 

Rachel turned to Quinn next, and her tone shifted, gentling. “Quinn, would you mind, please, looking through these books, ” she gestured to the small pile, “and researching all the possibilities?”

 

Quinn gave her a quiet smile and nodded, already reaching for the top one.

 

Rachel’s eyes moved to Tina. “Can you help Quinn?”

 

“Of course,” Tina replied, stepping forward without needing more instruction.

 

Rachel watched them for a moment longer than she intended, a flicker of something warm curling in her chest. This weird, mismatched team - they were working.

 

“What about you?” Tina asked, flipping open the first book. “What are you going to do?”

 

“I will be attempting to obtain all the information that I can regarding Brittany. This attack was not random, and thus we would be best suited to have all the available information at our perusal.”

 

Mike glanced up. “How are you going to do that? Want me to use my computer skills to find some info on Brittany too?”

 

“I appreciate that, Mike, but for the meantime we will be best suited if we do not split your attention between the two. I will be using the good old-fashioned method of asking around, speaking to Brittany’s friends, and so on.”

 

“You are aware that that would involve speaking to Santana,” Quinn said mildly, not even lifting her gaze from the page she was reading.

 

“I am, thank you, Quinn.” Rachel exhaled. “I will start out speaking to some others and then build up my defenses before speaking to Santana.”

 

With the plan settled, Rachel clapped her hands once. “Okay. We should probably head back to class now.”

 

She moved toward the desk, opened a drawer, and rummaged through until her fingers closed around a familiar notepad - Ms Holliday’s stash of pre-signed hall passes. She filled each one out in her neat script and handed them around, saying nothing of their origin.

 

She noticed the curious looks - Mike’s raised eyebrows, Tina’s quizzical tilt of the head - but she let them pass without comment. No need to explain everything. Not yet.

 

With their passes in hand, they all left, scattering with quick goodbyes and promises to reconvene after school.

 


 

Rachel’s footsteps echoed on the linoleum as she caught sight of Santana near the second-floor balcony. Same spot. Same shadows. Same view of the courtyard below.

 

Of course it had to be this hallway.

 

She swallowed down the memories pressing at the back of her throat - the ones with cold air, ghosts, Quinn’s trembling hands in hers. She focused on her mission.

 

Santana stood beside Michelle, the Cheerio from earlier that morning. As Rachel approached, both girls turned in perfect unison, arms crossed and eyes sharp. It was the kind of synchronized glare that said one thing clearly: how dare you think you can approach us?

 

Michelle said it aloud. “How dare you think you can approach us?”

 

Rachel ignored her completely and focused on Santana.

 

“May I talk to you?” she asked.

 

Santana rolled her eyes but didn’t protest. Rachel took it as permission and continued forward.

 

“You were not in third period.”

 

“I was at the hospital,” Santana said flatly.

 

The words hit Rachel like a slap. I was at the hospital. Santana had said those same words once - once in another timeline, another life - and suddenly she could smell the sterile corridors, see the too-white lights, feel the cold uncomfortable hospital chairs.

 

She shoved the memory down. 

 

Not now. 

 

Not again.

 

“How is Brittany? Will she be okay?”

 

Santana scoffed, folding her arms tighter. “You care?”

 

“Of course I care.”

 

“See,” Santana took a step closer, eyes blazing, “it seems to me like all you’re doing is snooping, like the Benedict Arnold that you are. And I’m not gonna let you stick your nose into Brittany’s business where it doesn’t belong.”

 

She jabbed a finger into Rachel’s chest. Rachel didn’t flinch, but she faked a wince. It was easier than letting Santana know how much the words hurt more than the poke ever could.

 

“I can assure you, Santana, that whatever you may think about my motivations, I do truly care about Brittany. I care about everyone in Glee Club.”

 

Santana stared at her for a long moment. Then, finally, she exhaled.

 

“She’s going to be fine, Berry.” Her voice was quieter now, reluctant. She turned to walk away, Michelle already at her side.

 

“Santana -” Rachel called after her.

 

She didn’t get the chance to finish.

 

Michelle rolled her eyes. “God, why is it still talking -” The words hadn’t even left her mouth before her heel caught on nothing at all and she pitched forward.

 

“Ufffffff -” she groaned as she went tumbling down the stairs.

 

Rachel reacted immediately, sprinting down after her. She heard Santana’s footsteps close behind, rushing after them both.

 

A crowd had already formed by the time Rachel reached the bottom of the stairs. She pushed her way through bodies clustered too close together, each student craning for a better look at the scene unfolding on the concrete below. Michelle was sitting up, clutching her ankle with both hands, face twisted in pain and outrage.

 

From the corner of her eye, Rachel caught Principal Figgins breaking off from an argument with Coach Beiste. He moved toward them at a strange gait - too fast to be a walk, too slow to be considered a purposeful jog - waving his arms as he went.

 

“Okay, okay, everyone back up. Let’s not overwhelm the poor lady. Give her some room to breathe,” he called out, flapping his hands at the students pressing in. He jabbed a finger toward a stunned-looking freshman. “You. Go get the school nurse.”

 

The kid nodded so fast his backpack bounced, then took off at a sprint.

 

Michelle let out a dramatic wail. “Ow! Oh, my ankle! I think it’s broken!”

 

Rachel stepped closer, ignoring the buzz of conversation around her. She glanced at Michelle, then at the crowd, gauging their reactions. Everyone looked confused. No one seemed particularly concerned.

 

“What happened?” Rachel asked, voice calm but clipped.

 

Figgins turned away from Michelle long enough to shoot Rachel a frown. “I will ask the questions,” he said, with theatrical authority, then swung back around. “What happened?”

 

“She fell,” Santana cut in, arms crossed over her chest. “We were at the top of the stairs and she just tripped. Over nothing. And fell.”

 

“I didn’t fall!” Michelle snapped. “I was pushed.”

 

“Pushed?” Figgins repeated, brows furrowing.

 

“Pushed by who?” Santana interrupted again before he could continue. “We were the only ones up there. Well, us and Gayberry,” she added with a sarcastic gesture in Rachel’s direction. “Nobody pushed you.”

 

“I was pushed,” Michelle insisted, eyes wild with emotion. “Someone shoved me.”

 

Santana opened her mouth again, clearly ready to argue, but Figgins raised a hand. “Enough,” he said sharply. He crouched down, reaching cautiously for Michelle’s ankle.

 

“OW!” Michelle shrieked, jerking away.

 

Figgins leapt back like he’d been burned. “Don’t sue!” he exclaimed, flustered.

 

A ripple of laughter broke out behind Rachel. She froze.

 

That voice.

 

It wasn’t Michelle’s. It wasn’t any student nearby. It was quiet but unmistakable, like someone laughing under their breath, trying not to be heard but failing. She turned and looked toward the stairs.

 

No one was there.

 

But the sound persisted. High and lilting. It wasn’t echoing like it should have. It was coming from a fixed point.

 

Rachel narrowed her eyes.

 

Now it was at the top of the stairs.

 

She began to climb, each step deliberate. Her shoes tapped lightly against the worn linoleum. She looked around, but everyone else was still gathered below, centered on Michelle’s melodrama. There was no one near the stairwell. No one by the bushes. No one behind the open front doors.

 

The sound of the laughter drifted again, closer now. Rachel reached the top step just in time to see the front entrance swing open, slowly, with no one there to push it.

 

Her pulse quickened.

 

A ghost, then.

 

Of course it was.

 

Why couldn’t anyone in this town die and stay dead?

 

It was either vampires or ghosts these days. With her luck, it would be both before the end of the week.

 

“Is anyone here?” she asked, her voice echoing into the now empty hallway.

 

Silence.

 

Rachel rolled her eyes. “Right. It’s a ghost. Of course it's not going to reply,” she muttered to herself. 

 

Still, something brushed past her shoulder. A subtle pressure. Like the air had bent around her for a moment.

 

She turned sharply, scanning the hall.

 

Nothing.

 

But the invisible presence was moving - she could feel it - and it was heading toward the band room.

 

She followed.

 

Ms Holliday’s voice echoed in her memory: Always assess the situation first, don’t just go in headfirst.

 

Rachel shook the thought away. This wasn’t a moment for caution. This was a moment for answers.

 

She stepped into the band room, glancing once over her shoulder to make sure no teacher saw her slipping inside. The door clicked shut behind her.

 

“Okay,” she said into the dark, quiet room. “I know someone’s here. Look, I am not gonna hurt you. I just want to talk.”

 

Her own voice sounded ridiculous to her ears.

 

Who was she kidding? Since when did ghosts - or anything supernatural, for that matter - respond to simple conversation requests from Slayer’s?

 

Steve, maybe. But Steve was the exception, not the rule.

 

She moved deeper into the room, weaving between music stands and instrument cases. The space was more like a glorified storage closet than a rehearsal space. McKinley didn’t value the arts enough to offer anything better.

 

She opened a locker. Empty. Peeked behind the drum kit. Nothing. Her fingers brushed the cold metal of a neglected trumpet case.

 

“I just want to talk,” she said again, softer this time, more to herself than to the empty air.

 

Nothing.

 

No movement. No whisper. No sudden chill.

 

Rachel sighed and gave up. She slipped out of the band room and hurried to her next class, knowing she’d already missed fifth period entirely.

 


 

By the time she arrived at the choir room for Glee, most of the others were already filtering in. She slumped into her seat, exhausted.

 

Quinn was the second to sit down. She didn’t say anything at first, just sat beside Rachel in comfortable silence. They watched the room fill around them.

 

After a moment, Quinn leaned closer and whispered, “Did you find anything out?”

 

Rachel didn’t look at her. “Nothing that makes any kind of sense. But I texted Ms Holliday. She said we should all go over to her place after Glee for a proper brainstorming session.”

 

Quinn nodded, then leaned toward Mike and Tina, murmuring a quick explanation.

 

They both glanced over at Rachel, gave solemn nods, and turned their attention to the front, waiting for Mr Schuester to arrive and start rehearsal.

 

Rachel leaned back in her chair, crossing her arms.

 

She had a feeling this wasn’t over. Whatever or whoever had laughed on those stairs wasn’t finished.

 

And neither was she.

 

Once Mr Schuester finally stepped into the choir room, Rachel straightened in her seat, spine stiff with expectation. She folded her hands neatly on the edge of her chair and waited, fully prepared to launch into Regionals prep the second he picked up the whiteboard marker. 

 

Two weeks. 

 

That was all they had. Every moment should count. They needed nothing less than an immediate focus on setlists, choreography, and vocal performance. She watched him walk to the whiteboard, her breath held slightly in hope.

 

But instead of writing "Regionals" in big capital letters, he turned and, with a flourish of the pen, scribbled out "One Hit Wonders."

 

Rachel’s heart sank.

 

Mr Schuester clapped his hands together, oblivious to the disappointment settling into Rachel’s posture. “Today,” he said brightly, “we’re going to talk about what it means to have a hit song. Why do some artists burn bright and fade away, while others use that same momentum to launch lifelong careers?”

 

Rachel raised her hand, but didn’t wait to be called on.

 

“Mr Schuester, if I may,” she began, her voice already carrying the tone of a closing argument. “Is this really the appropriate time to be distracted from our Regionals preparation? We are now less than two weeks away. I assure you, the other teams are already deep into rehearsals.”

 

“We’ll be fine,” he said with a casual wave of his hand, brushing her concern aside like lint from a blazer. “Right now, I want us to think about the structure of these songs. What makes them memorable? Why do they stick, even when the artist doesn’t?”

 

Rachel’s lips pressed together. She let out a quiet sigh, the kind that only Quinn, seated beside her, would notice. She leaned back in her chair and allowed her focus to drift. Mr. Schue’s meandering lectures had become easier to ignore lately. Slaying had taught her many things: how to stake a vampire with speed, how to sense danger in a quiet room, and apparently, how to selectively tune out her choir director’s tangents without getting caught. It also unexpectedly, had the result of her enjoying glee more as she missed out on a lot of the nonsense that happened during it. 

 

Eventually, she noticed the room shifting again. Students were moving, pairing off. Rachel blinked, suddenly pulled back into the moment. She glanced around in confusion, realizing she had no idea what the assignment actually was. That was the one downside to zoning out.

 

Leaning toward Quinn, she whispered, “What’s happening?”

 

Quinn gave her a smirk. “We’re doing the assignment. You, however, seem to be in your own little world.”

 

Rachel opened her mouth to defend herself, but Quinn leaned in a bit closer, her voice soft and conspiratorial.

 

“Don’t worry. I’ve got your back. No one even noticed you weren’t giving Mr Schue your full, undivided devotion.”

 

Rachel huffed softly. “I just do not understand how someone who was supposedly part of a Nationals-winning show choir can cling to this misguided belief that working less somehow yields better results. As if preparing is the thing holding us back, not the lack of it. It is maddening to sit here day after day knowing what we could be - what we should be - but being led by someone who refuses to let us reach that.”

 

Quinn nodded in understanding. “I get it. Coach Sylvester had us rehearsing for Nationals the moment school started and Nationals is months away. Meanwhile, if Mr Schue had his way, we’d be learning choreography in the parking lot five minutes before we go onstage.”

 

Rachel smiled at that, warmth flickering in her chest at the rare feeling of being understood. When she used to complain about this to Finn, he would defend Mr Schue like his life depended on it. He’d storm off half the time just because she dared to suggest their teacher wasn’t perfect.

 

“So,” she asked, “what is the assignment this week?”

 

Quinn leaned in and quickly explained. It wasn’t complicated, of course it wasn’t. It was a typical Mr Schue assignment: find a one-hit wonder, perform it, and reflect on why the song succeeded. Low stakes, low effort, and entirely off-topic from what actually mattered.

 

The rest of rehearsal passed peacefully enough, and when it finally ended, the club slowly trickled out of the room. Rachel and Quinn were the first to arrive at Ms Holliday’s apartment.

 

Rachel stepped up to the door and rang the bell, waiting. No answer.

 

“She is probably not home yet,” Rachel murmured, crouching down to lift the corner of the doormat and retrieve the hidden spare key. “Mike and Tina left Glee at the same time as us. Should they not be here by now?”

 

She pushed the door open and stepped inside, holding it for Quinn.

 

“You’re worried about them,” Quinn said with a raised brow, “but not Ms Holliday?”

 

“Ms Holliday marches to the beat of her own drum. She will show up when she wants to,” Rachel replied without missing a beat.

 

She walked through the familiar space, flipping on the living room lights before tossing her bag to the side and collapsing onto the couch with a sigh of relief. Quinn followed at a more leisurely pace, lowering herself onto the other end of the couch with far more poise.

 

A second later, Rachel was back on her feet, crossing the apartment toward the kitchen. She opened the fridge and grabbed the apple juice, pouring herself a generous glass. As she turned, she raised the bottle in a silent offer.

 

Quinn shook her head, smiling faintly. “I’m good.”

 

Rachel returned to the couch and this time sank down more carefully, cradling her glass in both hands. She let herself relax for a moment. Despite the weirdness of the day, the chaos at school, and the ever-growing suspicion that Brittany’s accident wasn’t an accident at all, she was glad to be here.

 

It was strange to admit it, even to herself, but lately, this - this little patchwork team they’d formed - felt more real than anything else in her life. Even with the ghosts and the mysteries and the near-constant threats of doom, she felt grounded.

 

And maybe, just maybe, that was enough.

 

The front door creaked open, and voices floated into the apartment ahead of the people they belonged to. Rachel and Quinn paused mid-conversation, both tilting their heads slightly as they listened to the lively debate unfolding in the hallway.

 

“I’m just saying,” came Mike’s voice, slightly breathless as if he had been trying to talk over Tina, “that if fish could fly, they’d eventually become birds.”

 

A beat of silence followed. Then Tina’s reply rang out, pointed and incredulous. “Why?”

 

“Because scales don’t help animals fly. Feathers do. They’d need to evolve feathers, not gills. So, scientifically speaking, they wouldn’t be fish anymore. They’d be birds.”

 

Rachel smiled and looked over at Quinn. Quinn’s mouth was already twitching, her eyes glinting with restrained amusement. Rachel could tell she was seconds away from losing it.

 

The conversation got louder as Tina and Mike rounded the corner and stepped into the room, still locked in their absurd debate.

 

“What about flying fish?” Tina demanded, stabbing a finger in Mike’s direction. “You know, the ones that literally glide over the water by wiggling their fins? They don’t have feathers or beaks, and no one’s calling them birds.”

 

Mike threw his hands up. “They glide, Tina. Glide. They can’t breathe outside of water! If they actually flew, they’d need totally different mouths to eat algae out of the water.”

 

“They could just swoop down and eat water bacteria or whatever.”

 

“Then they’d be pelicans!”

 

That did it. A laugh escaped Quinn before she could stop it, loud and sudden. She slapped a hand over her mouth in a belated attempt to cover it up, but the sound had already broken the spell of the debate.

 

Mike and Tina froze mid-sentence and finally looked around, as if just realizing they weren’t alone.

 

Rachel gave them a look of mock astonishment. “Is that the kind of thing you two talk about when we are not around?” She gestured between herself and Quinn, trying not to laugh as Tina’s cheeks flushed.

 

Quinn leaned back on the couch, smug and relaxed, watching Mike and Tina squirm.

 

“What do you two even talk about?” Tina shot back, waving a finger between them. “You’re always together, and half the time it feels like you can communicate telepathically. You expect me to believe you haven’t had weird conversations?”

 

Quinn leaned forward, a mischievous glint in her eyes. “If we had,” she said smoothly, “we certainly wouldn’t be telling you.”

 

She glanced sideways at Rachel, and Rachel caught the look, her lips curving into a knowing smile. They were both clearly thinking of the same late-night patrol conversation. Tina had a point. Spend enough time with someone and the conversations got strange.

 

“Would we, Rachel?” Quinn added.

 

Rachel gave a solemn nod. 

 

“Although, in terms of weirdness, I do think the flying fish becoming pelicans argument takes the cake.” Quinn said, then added with a straight face, “Also, I think Mike’s right.”

 

Tina gasped, scandalized. “What?”

 

Mike whooped and punched the air in victory, while Rachel couldn’t help the genuine laugh that bubbled out of her.

 

The sound of the front door opening again pulled everyone’s attention, and a moment later Ms Holliday’s voice floated in. She didn’t greet them directly but made a beeline for the kitchen, humming to herself as she started fiddling with the coffee machine. The machine whirred to life, filling the room with the low gurgle of brewing and the scent of fresh coffee.

 

She turned slightly and cast a glance toward the group, raising a perfectly shaped brow at the chaos before her, but she didn’t comment. Instead, she sipped her coffee, watching.

 

“So...” she said at last, scanning their faces from across the room before landing on Rachel. “Do we know anything yet?”

 

Quinn shook her head lightly, but Rachel spoke first.

 

“Actually,” Rachel began, hesitating for only a second, “have you ever touched a ghost?”

 

Ms Holliday made a soft, thoughtful noise and leaned against the counter. “Nope. But from what I’ve read, it’s not a warm and fuzzy experience. Cold. Chilling, even. That’s what most accounts say.”

 

Rachel nodded slowly. “That is what I thought too. And that was our experience with Phoebe, when she possessed us.” She gestured between herself and Quinn. “Cold. Like we had fallen through ice.”

 

Quinn gave a slow nod of agreement.

 

“But this time,” Rachel continued, “I was not possessed. It did not pass through me. It bumped into me. Like someone brushing past you in the hallway. And it was warm.”

 

There was a pause. Then Mike spoke up. “So, what... we’re talking about an invisible person?”

 

Rachel turned toward him, ready to agree, but then something clicked.

 

“A girl,” she said. “I heard her laugh. Just for a second. But it was definitely a girl’s voice.”

 

Ms Holliday picked up her coffee mug and wandered over to the living room, her heels clicking softly on the hardwood. She sank into the armchair across from them and set her coffee down on the side table.

 

“So we’re looking for a girl at McKinley,” she said thoughtfully, “with the ability to turn invisible.”

 

“How did she get that ability?” Quinn asked, “Is she a witch? Because we can fight a witch,” before looking over at Tina “no offence.”

 

“None taken,” Tina said before adding, “she could be a witch but there is more than one way that a person can become invisible.” 

 

Ms Holliday nodded. “There are all kinds of lore.”

 

“I think one of the books you gave me mentioned something about invisibility,” Quinn said, glancing at Rachel. “I can check through them again and see if anything matches.”

 

Ms Holliday sat up straighter. “Come with me. I’ve got a few more books that might help.” She motioned for Quinn to follow and headed toward the hallway that led to the training room.

 

Quinn stood and trailed after her.

 

Back in the living room, Mike leaned forward slightly. “Is it just me,” he said, “or does this girl seem really angry?”

 

Rachel nodded. “You don’t attack someone with a baton or push another person down the stairs unless you’re harboring serious unresolved anger.”

 

Tina crossed her arms, her expression thoughtful. “Brittany and Michelle. There’s one thing they have in common.”

 

“Santana,” Rachel said, and the moment she did, Mike and Tina both nodded.

 

Rachel looked at Mike. “Can you bring that list of missing kids with you to school tomorrow? I want to cross-reference the names, see if any of them had a grudge against Santana.”

 

Mike nodded. “Yeah, I can do that.”

 

“Maybe it’s unrelated,” Rachel continued, “but I’d rather rule out a connection now than find out later we missed something.”

 

She leaned back into the couch, her glass still in hand. “Do you two want to stay for dinner? Quinn is. Ms Holliday said she’s ordering pizza.”

 

Both nodded enthusiastically.

 

Rachel reached down and started pulling her homework out of her backpack, spreading a few folders and notebooks across the coffee table. Mike followed suit, setting his books beside hers.

 

Tina stood up and smoothed her hands over her skirt. “I’m going to go find Quinn and Ms Holliday,” she said, already halfway toward the hallway. “See if I can help with the research.”

 

Rachel gave a quick nod and watched her disappear around the corner, the soft tread of her footsteps fading into silence.

 

The living room fell into a quiet rhythm after that. Rachel and Mike both sat cross-legged on the floor, their homework spread out over the coffee table between them. Pens scratched softly over paper, pages flipped. Rachel was mid-sentence in her notes when Mike suddenly cleared his throat.

 

She glanced up.

 

“Hey, Rach,” he said, his voice unusually tentative. “Can I talk to you for a sec?”

 

Rachel turned to face him fully. His eyes didn’t quite meet hers. He was biting his bottom lip, and his fingers tapped out a distracted rhythm against his knee - soft, steady, and just off-beat enough to betray the nerves behind his casual tone.

 

She nodded, curious. “Of course.”

 

The tapping stopped instantly.

 

“I want to sing Tina a song,” he said, then paused like he was expecting that alone to sound ridiculous. “For Mr Shue’s assignment. But... well, everyone knows singing’s not really my thing.”

 

He gave a self-deprecating shrug, then looked at her again, more serious now.

 

“I need a way to show her how I feel, and I want it to be good. Like... actually good. Something she remembers.”

 

He hesitated, his voice suddenly lower.

 

“Can you help me?”

 

Rachel blinked. She had offered help to her fellow Glee members many times before - unsolicited, usually - but they had never taken her up on it. She knew she could come off intense, sometimes even condescending, though that had never been her intention. Even Quinn had once admitted Rachel’s “helpful suggestions” felt like insults dressed up in polite language.

 

So for Mike to come to her, to ask her like this…

 

She smiled, touched. “Mike, I would be honored to help you.”

 

Relief flickered across his face. “Thanks.”

 

“Tomorrow morning, before school?” she suggested. “In the choir room. I am sure Ms. Holliday would not mind me skipping one training session to help out a friend.”

 

“Yeah, okay. Sounds good,” he said, already lowering his head back to his homework, his shoulders visibly lighter.

 

Rachel lingered in that moment a second longer, then did the same. They worked quietly until Quinn and Tina returned with their arms full of books and joined them at the table. Soon after, Rachel and Quinn packed up and headed out for patrol.

 


 

The next morning, the choir room was bathed in soft early light, the sun filtering weakly through the high windows. Rachel sat at the piano, eyes scanning a blank sheet of music, her pencil tapping gently against the wood as she thought. She barely registered the door creaking open until she heard footsteps and turned.

 

Mike shuffled in, looking half-asleep. His hair was still damp, and he rubbed his eyes like he hadn’t quite woken up yet.

 

“How are you this awake?” he asked, motioning at her with a tired wave. “I went home and slept after Ms Holliday’s. You went out and fought vampires. Shouldn’t I be the one with energy?”

 

Rachel stood and brushed a stray lock of hair from her forehead.

 

“Well, if it makes you feel better,” she said with a small smile, “Ms Holliday claims Slayers need less sleep than the average person. Something about their enhanced stamina aiding them in their duties.”

 

Mike chuckled.

 

“Although,” she added, tilting her head, “I have stayed up far later than last night before I was ever called and still managed to make it to school with more energy than you’re showing.”

 

He gave a quiet laugh and reached for his bag. “I brought the missing kids list for you.”

 

Rachel raised her hand, stopping him. “Not now. This morning, we focus on helping you. I already spoke with Quinn and Tina and we are meeting during lunch to discuss the other stuff.”

 

Mike hesitated, then nodded and set his bag down near the door before walking over to her.

 

“So,” she said, hands on her hips. “What song were you thinking?”

 

Mike scratched the back of his neck. “I was thinking... that Spiral Starecase song? ‘More Today Than Yesterday’? That’s a one-hit wonder, right?”

 

Rachel’s eyes lit up. “It most certainly is. And a fitting choice, I must say.” She reached for the sheet of blank music on the piano. “Though we may need to tweak the tempo and adjust a few notes to better suit your vocal range and style. If that is alright with you.”

 

Mike nodded quickly. “Yeah, of course. That’s why I came to you. I know I’m no singer. Not like I am a dancer. But I just want this to mean something to Tina.” He faltered, then added with a slight blush, “She’s incredible. After everything with Artie, I don’t think she always sees herself that way. I just... I want her to know.”

 

Rachel softened. “You do not have a bad voice, Mike. But when you dance, I feel what you’re feeling. When you sing... I hear the words, but not the emotion.”

 

Mike frowned thoughtfully but didn’t interrupt.

 

“Have you ever thought about the way that music comes into existence?” she asked, her voice softer now, more contemplative.

 

Mike shook his head, expression curious but unsure.

 

Rachel took a step back, as if to give herself more room to think. Her hands started to move as she spoke, expressive and animated, her voice gaining conviction with every word.

 

“A person has something inside them - some emotion, longing, crying to be released. But just talking about it, just saying the words, doesn’t do the emotion justice. So they try and think of other ways to express it. Maybe they try and write it down, but once more, the words do not do it justice. Or maybe they, like you, look to dance, but still nothing says what they want to say the way they want it to be said.”

 

Mike watched her closely, nodding slowly, his body still now, giving her his full attention.

 

Rachel caught his gaze and continued, encouraged by his quiet focus. “Then one day, that person sits down at a piano, or picks up a guitar, or, or starts to sing. And everything just clicks. Everything just makes sense. The emotion that they needed to express gets expressed. And people listen.”

 

Her voice dropped a little, almost like she was speaking to herself now.

 

“They don’t pay attention to her ‘toddler wardrobe,’” Rachel paused to make air quotes with her fingers, “or her lack of social skills or her immoral fathers. They stop and they listen. The whole world melts away, and people listen.”

 

Mike opened his mouth slightly, maybe to respond, but Rachel pressed on, needing to finish.

 

“Think about it, Mike. Composers can make some dots on lines, and years later, someone they’ve never met can sit down and play or stand and sing exactly what they wrote - what they felt - all those years ago.”

 

She shrugged then, suddenly self-conscious with how much she’d said. Her arms dropped to her sides.

 

“Do not think about music as the backing to your dance,” she said more gently. “Think about music as you giving life to someone’s emotions.”

 

The quiet stretched for a beat too long. Rachel felt heat rise to her cheeks under the weight of Mike’s gaze. The choir room, so familiar and worn in, suddenly felt smaller than it had moments ago.

 

To break the tension, she blurted, “Also, you need to sing from your diaphragm, not your throat. It’s a problem I have noticed for you.”

 

Mike smiled, the tension easing slightly from his shoulders. “That helps, Rachel,” he said, the sincerity in his voice grounding the moment.

 

She gave a small, determined nod and moved the conversation forward, stepping toward him with purpose. She reached out and pressed one hand gently to his diaphragm.

 

“Try and sing something now. Anything,” she said.

 

Mike raised an eyebrow, clearly skeptical, but she just looked at him expectantly.

 

“I want to make sure you know how to sing from here,” she said, tapping the spot under her hand, “and not here.”

 

She moved her other hand to gesture toward his throat.

 

“Then we can work on all the other things. If we get your technique right, the rest will come easier.”

 

Mike gave her a short nod, took a steadying breath, and let the first few uncertain notes leave his mouth.

 

Rachel didn’t interrupt. She just listened.

 

The rest of the time before homeroom went on that way a blur of whispered notes, trial runs, and small adjustments. By the time the bell rang for homeroom, Rachel was confident that Mike could pull off the performance. He had potential. Raw, perhaps, but promising. With a little polish, he might even rise beyond just background vocals. She decided to ask Mike if he wanted to continue these private rehearsals. Having another reliable male vocalist could only help the club.

 

To her surprise, Mike had seemed almost relieved when she brought it up. Grateful, even. He had agreed easily, his expression more hopeful than she’d ever seen it. They lingered in the choir room a few minutes longer, chatting about the song and making tentative plans to rehearse again soon before heading off to their respective homerooms.

 

By lunchtime, Rachel was the first to arrive at Ms Holliday’s office. The room was quiet, sun filtering in through the narrow window and lighting the dust that floated lazily in the air. She barely had time to set her bag down before the door opened behind her and Quinn stepped in, cool and composed as always.

 

Ms Holliday arrived next, balancing a takeaway coffee in one hand and a stack of books in the other. Moments later, Mike and Tina came through the door in tandem, mid-conversation but quieting as they entered the room.

 

Once they had all gathered in their now-familiar places - Quinn by the bookcase, Mike lounging on the desk for no apparent reason, Tina standing beside him, and Ms Holliday settling into her office chair - Rachel took her usual spot near the door. Her hands clasped in front of her, she turned to Mike.

 

“So, Mike,” she began, glancing around the room to make sure she had everyone’s attention. “Do you have that list of missing kids?”

 

Mike nodded and hopped down from the desk. He reached into his back pocket and pulled out a small bundle of neatly folded papers, holding them out toward her.

 

“This is the dead and missing list,” he said. “I pulled up their classes, activities, medical records. Everything I could find and compiled them in this for you.”

 

“Thank you,” Rachel replied, accepting the papers and stepping toward Ms Holliday’s desk. She laid them down carefully and began scanning the top page, eyes flicking across names and details with practiced focus.

 

Behind her, she felt Quinn approach, the gentle swish of her cardigan brushing Rachel’s arm before she leaned forward and dropped her head lightly onto Rachel’s shoulder.

 

Rachel didn’t pause her reading, though a smile touched her lips. She pointed at a name near the middle of the list.

 

“Oh,” she said, tapping it. “This one is interesting. Natalie Specter. Her disappearance is fairly recent. It says she vanished around six months ago.”

 

“I don’t know her,” Quinn murmured, her voice so close Rachel could feel the breath of it against her ear. It made her shiver slightly, though she didn’t pull away. “Was she a freshman?”

 

Rachel glanced down at the page again and located the right section.

 

“No,” she answered. “She’s a junior. Just like us.”

 

“Huh,” Quinn said simply.

 

Rachel kept scanning the entry. “Her only extracurricular activity was band.”

 

She looked up, expecting that to spark something in the others, but was met with blank expressions. Mike, Tina, Ms Holliday all looked at her expectantly, waiting for more.

 

“It was in the band room that I lost Miss Invisible yesterday,” Rachel explained. “You know what? This makes sense.”

 

She folded the paper back up and straightened up. Quinn lifted her head from Rachel’s shoulder and stepped back, giving her room.

 

“I’m going to go have another look at the band room,” Rachel said. “And I will swing by the library to grab some yearbooks. I will meet you all back here after class.”

 

Mike and Tina both nodded, murmuring quick affirmatives.

 

“I’ll come with you,” Quinn offered, already stepping toward the door.

 

Rachel turned and gave her a small smile. “No. I still think this is related to Santana. Can you keep an eye on her for me?”

 

Quinn hesitated, her brow furrowed, but eventually gave a reluctant nod. “Alright.”

 

“Thank you,” Rachel said softly, then turned and headed out.

 

The hallways were starting to thin as students settled into the second half of their day. Rachel weaved through them quickly, ducking behind a locker just in time to avoid a passing jock with a cherry red slushie in hand. She held her breath until he turned the corner, then stepped out and kept moving.

 

At the door to the band room, she paused just long enough to check that no one was watching before slipping inside. The room was dim and quiet, its chairs stacked neatly except for one. A single chair sat awkwardly off to the side, near the entrance.

 

Rachel bumped into it with a muffled grunt.

 

“Ow.”

 

She bent down to rub her shin and froze when she noticed something unusual. There was a dusty footprint on the seat of the chair.

 

Her eyes narrowed. Someone had clearly stood on it, but there was nothing nearby that the chair could have helped them reach.

 

She followed her instinct and glanced up.

 

There. One of the ceiling panels near the back of the room was slightly misaligned.

 

“Bingo,” she whispered.

 

Someone had been using the chair to get into the ceiling, and Rachel would bet her second future Tony award that it was Natalie Specter. Not her first Tony. That was non-negotiable. But the second? Worth the gamble.

 

She stood up fully and climbed onto the chair, wobbling slightly as she reached for the loose panel. It took a few tries - and more than a few whispered non-curses - but eventually she got a good grip and pulled herself into the narrow crawlspace.

 

The ceiling was cramped and dusty. Only a sliver of light filtered in through a side vent, illuminating a worn mattress nestled between two support beams. Next to it sat a battered violin case.

 

Rachel crouched low, trying not to bump her head as she shuffled forward. The violin confirmed it. 

 

Natalie had played in the school band. 

 

This was her hideout.

 

A stack of books and papers rested near the mattress. Rachel flipped through them quickly, searching for anything useful. Old worksheets. Class notes. Nothing helpful.

 

Then, at the bottom of the pile, she found a yearbook. Her heart skipped. She opened the front cover and saw it written there in bold marker.

 

Natalie Specter.

 

“So it is you,” Rachel breathed.

 

Just then, the sound of distant commotion reached her ears. Lunch was ending.

 

She tucked the yearbook under her arm and shuffled back toward the ceiling panel. Carefully, she lowered herself back into the band room, climbed off the chair, and slipped back into the hallway unnoticed.

 

She had no classes with Quinn or the others for the rest of the day, so she would have to wait to share what she’d found. At least now she didn’t need to go to the library. Natalie’s yearbook should hold everything she needed.

 

As she made her way down the hall after her last class, she spotted Quinn walking ahead, heading in the direction of Ms Holliday’s office. Rachel quickened her pace, eager to catch up. 

 

“Where’s Santana?” Rachel asked as soon as she caught up to Quinn.

 

“I lost her in the hallway after class,” Quinn replied, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. “But I know where she’s going. She told me earlier that she was going to talk to Ms Weber about her assignment after school.”

 

Rachel nodded at that, satisfied with the answer. She didn’t pry further. Instead, the conversation shifted away from slayer business into more mundane topics - weekend plans, the glee assingment - as they made their way to Ms Holliday’s office. By the time they reached the familiar room, they were in the middle of a lighthearted debate about whose house they should hang out at that afternoon before patrol.

 

They were still talking when the others arrived. Mike came in first, trailed closely by Tina, and Ms Holliday entered a beat later with a cup of coffee in hand. As the last of them shut the door behind them, Rachel turned to face the group.

 

“I have located where Natalie has been hiding out,” she announced, her tone steady.

 

Mike’s eyebrows rose. “Where?”

 

Rachel walked toward Ms Holliday’s desk and reached into her bag. “It appears to me as if she has been spending her time - when she is not in the process of attacking innocent bystanders to vent her rage - in the roof above the band room.” She placed the well-worn yearbook down on the desk. “I found this there.”

 

Before the cover had time to settle flat, Mike reached forward and flipped it open. His eyes scanned the pages, and after a moment, he winced.

 

“Oh, ouch,” he muttered.

 

“What?” Tina asked, peering over his shoulder.

 

“This girl had no friends,” Mike said.

 

Rachel frowned and stepped closer. “What do you mean?” She reached out and took the yearbook from him, flipping through the pages herself. “What are you seeing that I missed?”

 

“Here,” Mike said, leaning over and pointing to the autograph pages. “All the messages say is ‘Have a nice summer’ over and over again.”

 

She blinked at him, confused. “I am sorry, but that is exactly how all my yearbooks look.”

 

There was a beat of silence. Rachel glanced up and found herself surrounded by a room full of awkward expressions. Tina looked down at her shoes. Mike gave her a sheepish grimace. Even Ms Holliday paused with her coffee halfway to her mouth.

 

It was Quinn who finally broke the silence. She stepped closer and gently rested a hand on Rachel’s shoulder.

 

“‘Have a nice summer’ is what you write when... when you have nothing to say,” she explained softly.

 

Rachel stared at her, the weight of the words landing with a thud in her chest.

 

“Oh,” she said quietly.

 

She blinked a few times, then straightened her posture, refusing to let the sudden heaviness linger. “None of you knew her?” she asked instead, looking around at the others. “Because we all wrote it.”

 

“What?” Mike asked, stepping forward.

 

Rachel opened the yearbook again and laid it flat on the desk. She pointed to the autograph page. “Look. Mike. Tina. Quinn. And me. Our names are all here.”

 

A silence settled over them again, heavier this time.

 

“None of us remember her?” Rachel asked.

 

“It’s a big school,” Tina said, staring at her own signature as if seeing it for the first time. “We probably didn’t even notice her. Maybe she just passed us in the halls.”

 

“No,” Mike said. He pulled the list of missing students from his bag, eyes scanning quickly. “We all had at least one class with her. In fact, you and I,” he looked at Tina, “we had three.”

 

“So no one noticed her,” Quinn said, her voice low. “And now she’s invisible.”

 

Rachel turned to face her. “That makes no sense. You’re saying she turned invisible because no one noticed her? That just seems... implausible.”

 

Behind them, Ms Holliday, who had been silent for most of the discussion, suddenly stood and moved to one of her bookshelves. She began pulling volumes off the shelf, muttering to herself.

 

While Rachel would admit to finally being aware of a treatment of her peers that was worse than what she had been going through these last couple of years she couldn’t see how that could lead to this. If Rachel had passed through the hallways like a ghost unnoticed and uncared about by her peers she knew it would destroy her in a way that all the taunts and slushies never quite managed to do but would it turn her invisible

 

“I honestly should have thought about it earlier,” Ms Holliday says from behind her, putting  a book down on her desk.

 

“Huh?” Rachel says, turning around to look at Ms Holliday quizicaly.

 

“I was looking for purely supernatural explanations rather than considering a quantum mechanical explanation combined with a mythical explanation,” At their confused looks Ms Holliday simplified it, “I should have considered physics.”

 

Rachel narrowed her eyes. “Are you saying there’s a completely non-supernatural explanation for Natalie turning invisible?”

 

“I’m saying there's a combination of physics and supernatural involved in it,” Ms Holliday replied. “It's a rudimentary concept that, that reality is shaped, even, even... created by our perception,” She pointed to the book she had retrieved.

 

Quinn leaned over and began flipping through its pages.

 

Rachel felt something click in her mind. A lightbulb moment.

 

“So if that is the physics reason,” she said slowly, “then the supernatural part must be because we’re sitting on top of a hellmouth that amplifies everything.”

 

“Correct, Slayer,” Ms Holliday said, nodding. 

 

Rachel straightened slightly at the acknowledgement.

 

“People perceived Natalie as invisible,” Ms Holliday continued, “and so she became invisible.”

 

Mike groaned, dragging a hand over his face. “That sucks.”


Rachel looked back at the group. “Then this is not something that she can control and is therefore using for nefarious purposes, it is in fact something that was done to her.” She paused. “Which she then used for nefarious purposes.”

 

“We did this to her,” Tina whispered, guilt creeping into her voice.

 

“Well,” Rachel said carefully, “we made her invisible. Whether we meant to or not. But she made the choice to hurt people with that power.”

 

She picked up the yearbook again and began flipping through it. A page near the back caught her eye, one she hadn’t noticed before.

 

Her breath caught.

 

It was a photo of Santana, but the image had been defaced. Black marker streaks covered Santana’s eyes, with sharp devil horns sketched onto her forehead and a pointed tail curling from her shoulder. But worse were the words - scrawled in the margins in deep, jagged handwriting - pure venom bleeding off the page.

 

Rachel stared at it, stunned.

 

“What does she want?” Quinn asked quietly.

 

Rachel placed the yearbook down on Ms Holliday’s desk, open to the vandalized page.

 

“Just what we thought,” she said grimly. “Santana.”

 

“What about me?”

 

The voice snapped through the room like the crack of a whip, sharp and unexpected.

 

Rachel flinched and spun around, her heart leaping into her throat. The others jolted too, heads turning in unison toward the source. Santana stood in the doorway of Ms Holliday’s office, her arms crossed, shoulders tense. Her tone dripped with her usual biting sarcasm, but something about her posture was off. She looked... brittle.

 

“Santana!” Rachel exclaimed, eyes widening. Her gaze swept over the girl, cataloguing her usual exterior - casual stance, lip curled into something close to disdain - but something in her eyes didn’t match the rest.

 

“Are you okay?”

 

Santana scoffed, the sound sharp and clipped. “Yes, Hobbit, I’m fine,” she bit out. “Ms Weber isn’t though.”

 

Ms Holliday shot to her feet, her chair scraping against the floor. “What?”

 

“I went to her for help with my assignment,” Santana continued, eyes locked onto Rachel, not even glancing at the others, “and she was attacked.”

 

“Is she dead?” Mike asked cautiously from beside Rachel, his voice quiet and wary.

 

“No, will.i.am, she’s not dead,” Santana hissed, still not breaking her stare from Rachel. “If she were, I wouldn’t be here right now.”

 

Quinn stepped forward, her voice gentle. “Why are you here right now?”

 

Santana’s eyes flicked to her briefly, but when Quinn reached out to offer comfort, Santana shrugged her off like she couldn’t tolerate the contact.

 

“I came looking for gayberry here,” she said, gesturing toward Rachel with a flare of mockery. “I figured you'd be here, after the fit you threw about not letting certain people claim a hallway. You’re always here. Like a loser.”

 

Rachel took a slow breath in, then let it out just as steadily. She refused to react to the half-hearted insults. They weren’t sharp; they were deflections. Santana wasn’t here to start a fight. She was scared.

 

“Why were you looking for me, Santana?”

 

“Somebody’s after me,” Santana said, her voice suddenly raw. “They just tried to kill Ms Weber. They already attacked Michelle. And Brittany.” Her throat caught on the name. “This is about me.”

 

Rachel blinked, startled. “So... you came to me for help?”

 

It didn’t make sense. Rachel had spent days trying to help Santana without her even knowing, and now here she was. Seeking her out. Rachel had no idea what had changed or how Santana had figured out she might be useful.

 

Santana raised an eyebrow. “Well, you’ve gone full weirdo lately. Plus, you carry around all those weapons that definitely shouldn’t be allowed on school grounds, so...” She shrugged. “I was kinda hoping you were in a gang.”

 

“A gang?” Rachel repeated, her voice climbing in disbelief. “A gang?” She looked around at the others as if to confirm she’d heard right.

 

Santana didn’t look even remotely apologetic. She simply raised both hands in a ‘what else was I supposed to think’ kind of gesture.

 

Honestly... Rachel couldn’t entirely blame her.

 

But it still stung.

 

And then Santana did something even more shocking than walking in here had been.

 

She said, “Please.”

 

Rachel froze. She didn’t think she had ever heard that word come out of Santana’s mouth before…not like this. Not genuine. Not desperate.

 

“Santana,” Quinn said softly, stepping in again. She reached out and pulled the chair out from Ms Holliday’s desk. “Come sit.”

 

There was no argument this time. Santana crossed the room and lowered herself into the chair. She didn’t speak, just looked around at the group she’d chosen to come to. Her gaze lingered a moment on Rachel.

 

“Um,” Rachel hesitated, caught in her own tangled thoughts. She wasn’t sure what to say or if she should say anything at all.

 

She didn’t trust Santana.

 

Not really.

 

Quinn did. Quinn always had. Quinn had spent hours defending her to Rachel, insisting that beneath the cruelty and sarcasm, Santana was fiercely loyal. Protective. Worth saving.

 

Rachel had gotten glimpses of that Santana during the loops - flashes of something warmer, sharper, maybe even kind. But most of those moments Santana didn’t even remember. The only one that had stuck was the time in Quinn’s bedroom, when Santana had shown genuine concern after Rachel got hurt. But even that… Santana never brought it up again. In fact she had made every effort to pretend it never happened.

 

Rachel had no idea where they stood. And the idea of letting her in - of telling her - was enough to make her stomach twist.

 

She glanced toward Ms Holliday, looking for backup.

 

Another shrug.

 

Of course.

 

This was her choice. Her responsibility.

 

Rachel sighed. Um,” she said again, ignoring Quinns smirk. 

 

She was going to tell Santana. If she had a choice she wouldn’t because of the aforementioned untrustworthiness, but Santana’s life was in danger so telling Santana was the right thing to do. 

 

She had to do this better than last time. 

 

At least Tina had already known and Mike had been kidnapped by a demon and then Tina had filled him in. So, all Rachel had to go off was how she had filled in Quinn and considering the fact that Quinn still teased her about it she knew it was not the best way to go about it.

 

“Your attacker is an invisible girl,” Rachel groaned at herself internally. 

 

What? Why was that what came out of her mouth? She was so busy waiting for Santana’s torrent of insults or for Santana to storm out in rage that she almost missed Santana’s next words.

 

“That explains the floating pen then.”

 

Rachel blinked. “What?”

 

Santana leaned back in her chair, one leg bouncing rapidly under the desk.

 

“After Ms Weber was attacked,” she said, shrugging like it was no big deal, “one of the whiteboard markers lifted off the tray and wrote ‘listen’ on the board.”

 

Rachel stared.

 

“That’s why I’m still sitting here,” Santana added. “Instead of telling you all to check yourselves into the loony bin. Which, honestly, you probably should. But I saw the pen, so...”

 

Santana lifted her hands and dropped them again.

 

Rachel took a second to process that, then turned sharply to Ms Holliday. “Listen and look. I wonder what that means?”

 

Ms Holliday gave another shrug, but Rachel could already feel a puzzle piece clicking into place.

 

“The lockers in the locker room after Brittany was attacked,” she said slowly, “they had the word ‘look’ spray-painted across them.”

 

Santana’s eyes narrowed. “Why?”

 

“That’s the thing,” Rachel said, pacing now. “We may know who is attacking you. But we still have no idea why . Or how to stop her.”

 

Santana’s chair screeched as she shot to her feet. “You know who it is?” she demanded. “The bitch that’s doing this?”

 

She strode toward Rachel, her face flushed, hands clenched at her sides.

 

“Wait …how do you know who it is?”

 

Rachel swallowed and stood her ground, heart pounding. She hadn’t gotten to that part yet.

 

“Um.”

 

And there it was again. The verbal equivalent of a blank page.

 

Rachel internally winced at herself, wishing she could be the kind of person who just knew the right thing to say, especially in moments like this. But instead of launching into some grand explanation, she defaulted to the awkward stall that had plagued every other attempt she’d made at revealing the truth. Maybe if she started with the easier part - just naming the person - she’d be able to work her way up to the rest.

 

She took a breath and tried again.

 

“Her name is Natalie Specter and - ”

 

“She’s very angry at you,” Tina cut in, deadpan. “I can't imagine why.”

 

Rachel gave her a sharp look. The sarcasm wasn’t helpful, especially not now, but... well, it was Santana. And Tina kind of had a point.

 

Santana ignored Tina entirely, her gaze fixed on Rachel. “Natalie Specter? I’ve never heard of her.”

 

“That is... that is sort of the point,” Rachel said, licking her lips. “We think that is why she became invisible. Everyone treated her like she didn’t exist and, given we’re sitting on an actual Hellmouth, it seems like that combined with all the supernatural energy, made her literally invisible.”

 

Santana blinked. “Wait. Did you say Hellmouth ?” Her brows drew together in disbelief. “Berry, what in God's name is a Hellmouth?”

 

Rachel hesitated. “Um - ”

 

“If you say ‘um’ one more time,” Santana growled, “I won’t be responsible for my actions.”

 

“U-”  Rachel bit off the word before it escaped and scrambled to explain, launching into the explanation like a fast-moving train.

 

“A Hellmouth is a connection point between Earth and hell. Well, not just one hell. There is actually a whole bunch of them. Like, over a hundred, to my knowledge. Right?” She glanced toward Ms Holliday for confirmation.

 

Ms Holliday nodded from her corner of the office.

 

Rachel turned back to Santana. “Lima is a Hellmouth.”

 

Santana stared. “And you know this how?”

 

Rachel took a deep breath and said, “Hellmouths let supernatural beings into our world. And I… I kill them.”

 

There was a beat of stunned silence before Santana burst into laughter.

 

“You?” she choked out. “You kill them?” Her laughter doubled, echoing off the walls as if the idea was the funniest thing she'd ever heard. “You actually expect me to believe that?”

 

Her amusement slowly drained, though, as she looked around the room and saw everyone else’s serious expressions. Her face dropped.

 

“You’re fucking serious ?”

 

“Yes,” Rachel said simply. “I am the Slayer.”

 

Santana didn’t argue. She just turned and walked back to the chair she’d vacated earlier, dropped down into it, and slumped forward, resting her elbows on her knees and her face in her hands.

 

“Fine. Whatever. Can you help me or not?”

 

“Yes, Santana. I will help you.”

 

Rachel waited for some kind of reaction, but all she got was a soft, weary sigh. One Santana probably didn’t even mean for anyone to hear.

 

Rachel let it sit for a moment before steering the conversation back on track. “We were just discussing our current problem before you walked in,” she said, glancing toward the others. “It seems like we have two pressing issues. First, we do not know why Natalie’s targeting Santana.” She gestured toward the girl in the chair, who didn’t move. “And second, we do not know how to make Natalie visible again. If we can stop her at all.”

 

She looked to the group. “Is that a fair summary of where we are?”

 

Mike nodded. Tina did too. Quinn gave a small confirming hum.

 

Santana remained silent.

 

Rachel addressed her directly. “Santana, do you have any idea why Natalie would be angry with you?”

 

“I told you,” Santana snapped, lifting her head. “I don’t know her. I’ve never heard of her before today.”

 

Mike reached for the yearbook sitting on the desk. He flipped it back to Natalie’s photo, skipping past the page with the vandalized image of Santana, and brought it over quietly.

 

Rachel watched Santana’s expression carefully as she stared at the girl in the photo. She gave her a moment, then asked gently, “Do you recognize her? Even if you do not know her name… maybe you saw her around?”

 

Santana slammed the yearbook shut and shoved it away. “God, Berry! I already told you. I don’t know who she is. I’ve never seen this girl before in my life.”

 

Rachel took a slow breath. “Okay.”

 

She crossed the room to Ms Holliday’s desk, opened a drawer, and pulled out a yellow notepad. As she scribbled notes, she could feel all their eyes on her. Even Santana’s.

 

“We need a plan,” she said finally. Her eyes swept across the room and landed on Quinn. “Quinn, can you work with Tina and Ms Holliday on researching how we might reverse Natalie’s invisibility?”

 

Quinn nodded. Tina followed with a quiet “yes.”

 

Rachel turned to Mike. “Mike, I need you to find out everything you can about Natalie. Her school records, clubs, classes, any connection she might have to Santana. No matter how small.”

 

“Got it,” Mike said quickly.

 

Rachel gave him a small smile before turning toward Santana again.

 

“I will be watching you.”

 

Santana raised an eyebrow.

 

Rachel clarified, “If you are the one Natalie wants, she is going to come after you again. We have already seen two messages from her. ‘Look’ and ‘Listen.’” She paused. “I do not want to wait around to see what her next message is going to be.”

 

Ms Holliday stood, her arms already full of books. “Quinn, Tina, I have more relevant texts in my home office. If you two would accompany me, we can dig deeper into what’s fueling the Hellmouth’s response to this girl.”

 

Quinn and Tina both moved to take the books from her arms, nodding their agreement.

 

Rachel turned to Santana. “Since Quinn drove you and she’s going with Ms Holliday… would you like a ride home?”

 

Santana gave her a side-eye. “You mean since you’re gonna follow me anyway like a weird stalker bodyguard?”

 

Rachel didn’t flinch. “That is the job. But I figured you might prefer not walking.”

 

Santana rolled her eyes. “Sure, Berry. Whatever.”

 

Rachel nodded once and turned to the rest of the group. “Then we will see you all later.”

 

She hesitated, looking at Mike. “Do you want to come with us? To do your research?”

 

Mike shook his head. “Nah, I’ll head with them. Might be faster.”

 

Rachel nodded and offered the group one last smile before opening the door. She stepped aside and gestured for Santana to go first. Santana didn’t say a word, just walked out, her posture guarded.

 

Rachel followed, not knowing if this was going to work, but knowing it had to.

 


 

The car ride to Santana’s house was thick with silence, the kind that hummed at the edges and made Rachel want to claw her way out of her own skin. The only sound was the low hum of her Broadway cast recording playing through the speakers, and even that felt muted in the presence of Santana's brooding energy. Every now and then, Rachel sang along under her breath, just enough to hear her own voice, not enough to draw attention. Santana, for her part, sat stiffly in the passenger seat, eyes fixed on the passing houses, fingers drumming idly against her leg.

 

Rachel kept opening her mouth like she was about to say something, some small talk to fill the vacuum. But each time she caught herself and shut it again. What was she supposed to say to the girl who had spent most of their shared high school experience mocking her? She shifted her grip on the wheel instead and let the silence settle once more.

 

Santana only spoke when Rachel instinctively turned towards Quinns room when they arrived at her house.

 

“Where are you going?” She said before pointing in the other direction, “my room is this way man-” Santana cut herself off before repeating “my room is this way.” 

 

Rachel blinked and stammered, “Oh, right. Yes, of course.” Her face flushed as she followed behind Santana as Santana led the way to her room. 

 

Santana led the way through the front door without saying anything else, and Rachel followed her upstairs into a room that immediately felt like stepping into Santana's psyche. Deep hues dominated the walls, an Alanis Morissette poster loomed above the bed, and everything seemed meticulously arranged while somehow still feeling effortlessly chaotic.

 

Santana dropped onto her bed like she belonged there, scrolling through her phone with the kind of single-minded focus that made it clear she wasn’t planning to start a conversation. Rachel hovered awkwardly by the door, shifting from foot to foot. After a few seconds of silence with no acknowledgement from Santana, she finally moved to the desk chair in the corner and sat down slowly, glancing over for any reaction. 

 

Santana didn’t even look up.

 

Taking that as a quiet permission, Rachel leaned down and pulled her bag onto her lap. She unzipped it carefully, rifling through her notebooks until she found her homework. If Santana wasn’t going to speak, then she might as well use the time productively. All of Natalie’s attacks had happened on school grounds anyway. Logically, that meant Santana would be safe for the rest of the night. And Rachel had calculus problems to finish.

 

The room remained tense and silent for the better part of an hour. Rachel scratched out math equations, trying to focus, trying not to fill the quiet with words. Santana stayed on her bed, lost in her phone, legs crossed and posture defensive.

 

When Santana finally spoke, her voice caught Rachel off guard.

 

“This Natalie girl…” Santana’s tone was hesitant, almost thoughtful. Rachel looked up immediately, meeting her eyes across the room. That was all Santana seemed to need. She continued. “She’s been invisible for months? Just… watching us?”

 

“That is the way it appears,” Rachel said carefully, setting her pencil down. “Mike’s list has her marked as missing about six months ago. So, presumably, that is when she became invisible. She only decided to act now.”

 

Santana made a face. “That’s disturbing, Berry. Like, she’s just been following us around? Eavesdropping? Learning our secrets?”

 

Rachel tilted her head, unsure which secrets Santana meant. 

 

If she was talking about Brittany she had to know that everyone already knew that right? It was pretty much an open secret at least in Glee club that they were in love but everyone in Glee club let them go on believing that they were naive about it. Or maybe she was talking about other secrets? Who knew? 

 

“I agree. There is something deeply unsettling about realizing that what we thought were private conversations… may not have been,” she said cautiously.

 

Santana didn’t respond right away. Her expression was unreadable. Rachel lowered her eyes back to her homework until Santana spoke again.

 

“She became invisible because she was unpopular?”

 

“It is more than that,” Rachel said. “There are plenty of unpopular people who don’t become invisible. It was that she was… unseen. Entirely. No one spoke to her. No one noticed her. She became invisible because everyone already treated her like she did not exist.”

 

Santana looked down at her hands. Her voice was quieter when she replied. “That’s sad. I mean… it’s awful to be lonely. But to be so lonely that nobody even knows who you are?” She shook her head. “That’s just sad.”

 

Rachel bit her tongue. She had something to say, something she wanted to throw back, something like what do you know about being lonely? But she swallowed it. And somehow, Santana still picked up on it.

 

Quinn had told her in the past that her poker face sucked and here was more evidence of that fact. Although Rachel wouldn’t admit that to Quinn. She would get that adorable gloaty smirk on her face and not let it go for hours. 

 

“You think I don’t know what it’s like to be lonely?”

 

“No, I -”

 

Santana steamrolled her. “I have two friends, Berry. Two. Brittany and Quinn. One of them has basically left me for you.” Her voice cracked slightly at that, but she pushed through it. “And Brittany’s with Artie now. Like I don’t even exist anymore. Like I’m just some backup singer in her life.”

 

Rachel blinked. “She is?”

 

That was news to her. The last she’d checked, Santana and Brittany were still caught in that awkward limbo of pretending not to be in love. When had that changed?

 

Santana scoffed bitterly. “It happened a couple weeks ago. While you were off in your own little world with Quinn and your new gang of weirdos.”

 

“I am sorry, Santana. I did not know.”

 

“It’s whatever,” Santana muttered, brushing it off, though her hands had gone still.

 

Rachel hesitated. “Santana, I know that we are not… friends. By any stretch of the definition. But I want you to know that, no matter how much you may dislike me, if you need someone to talk to,  I am here. I will listen. I will help.”

 

She braced herself for the usual barrage of insults. But it didn’t come. Santana's jaw tightened. Her arms wrapped around herself, like she was trying to hold something in.

 

And then, after a long pause, she said softly, “Thanks, Berry.”

 

Before Rachel could respond, Santana stood abruptly and walked to the door.

 

“I’m getting a drink,” she said quickly, already halfway into the hallway. “Alone.” 

 

Rachel didn’t try to stop her. She just watched her go, silently noticing the way Santana’s hands kept twitching toward her face, then dropping back to her sides. 

 

Rachel was still sitting at Santana’s desk when she heard the front door open downstairs, followed by the muffled sound of familiar voices drifting up the hall. Quinn’s voice rang out first, bright and casual, then softened into something more hushed as she spoke to Santana. Rachel couldn’t make out the words, but she heard the steady rhythm of approaching footsteps.

 

The door creaked open, and Santana walked in first, cradling a glass filled with something amber-tinted and suspiciously non-juice-like. Rachel eyed it warily but bit back the comment forming in her throat. She turned instead toward Quinn, the question already pressing at her lips.

 

“Did you find a solution to our invisible girl with a vengeance situation?”

 

Quinn nodded, her expression serious. “It’s to do with making her feel seen, if you are able to correctly locate her then either Tina or I need to say some magic mumbo jumbo words and thus end the invisibility. It's a combination of treating the physical cause of it and the supernatural cause at the same time.”

 

Rachel nodded determinedly feeling better now that they had a solution to the problem, it was just a matter of finding Natalie and Rachel was sure she would show her face sooner rather than later. All the attacks and messages seemed to be leading up to a grand climax and she was sure that that was Santana. As long as Santana stayed within sight of one of them she would be fine and Natalie would eventually be dealt with. 

 

Her eyes flicked to the clock on the wall. Time had slipped away from her.

 

“I need to patrol,” Rachel said, already rising from the chair. She looked at Santana. “Quinn will stay with you until I get back.”

 

“Patrol?” Santana asked, her tone lacking the usual bite. If anything, she almost sounded… curious?

 

Rachel opened her mouth, unsure how to explain, and resorted to the same vague stabbing motion. Luckily, Quinn jumped in.

 

“She needs to go kill some vampires.”

 

Santana’s eyebrows shot up, her drink pausing halfway to her lips. “Wait. You’re telling me Little Miss Sunshine over here is off to kill actual, real-life vampires now?”

 

Rachel felt the irritation flare in her chest but forced it down, smoothing her features into a calm mask. “Yes, Santana,” she replied coolly. “There are supernatural threats in this town. I am the one who keeps them from hurting people.”

 

Santana’s smirk widened. She gave an exaggerated shrug and took a slow sip from her glass. “Well, don’t let me stop you, Slayer. Go save the world or whatever.”

 

Rachel gave Quinn a grateful look, one that said thank you for not letting me make that worse, then turned and headed for the door.

 

“I will be back soon,” she said over her shoulder, stepping into the quiet hallway and closing the door behind her.

 


 

The house was dark when Rachel returned, the streetlights casting long shadows through the front windows. She let herself in with the spare key Quinn had given her after last time’s, as Quinn had put it, unexpected and stressful sneak-in . Padding softly through the house, she checked Santana’s room first.

 

The door creaked open without protest, revealing Santana curled up on her bed, one arm dangling loosely off the edge. The glass from earlier now sat forgotten on her nightstand. Rachel hovered at the threshold for a moment, watching the gentle rise and fall of Santana’s chest. 

 

She was safe. 

 

For now.

 

Satisfied, Rachel turned and made her way to Quinn’s room. She opened the door gently, and warm lamplight spilled out from a bedside nightlight. Quinn looked up from her book and smiled.

 

“Hey,” Quinn said softly. She shuffled to the far side of the bed, lifting the covers. “I let you sleep on the floor last time because you were clearly going through it, but I’m not letting you do that again. Just get in the bed.”

 

Rachel hesitated in the doorway, backpack still slung over one shoulder.

 

Quinn caught her look and added, “No, really. Come on. I’m not going to wrestle you into it, but you’ll sleep better here.”

 

Rachel studied her, searching Quinn’s face for any trace of mockery or teasing. But all she saw was sincerity, and maybe a bit of stubborn affection. Her body ached from patrol, and truthfully, she didn’t have it in her to argue.

 

“Fine,” she murmured, setting her bag down. Quinn’s face lit up in triumph. “I just need to go change,” She said, looking at Quinn while balancing from foot to foot before turning around and going to the bathroom to change. 

 

When she came back Quinn had put the book away and was lying down on the bed. As Rachel made her way over she received another one of Quinn’s soft smiles as she scooted over some more to make room. Rachel softly sat down on the bed before eventually giving in and lying down. Quinn immediately reached out and flicked the night light off enveloping them in the dark. 

 

Silence hung heavy in the air until Quinn broke it. “Are your dads okay with you staying the night?” 

 

“They, they are away on a business trip at present.” Rachel replied, her voice soft in the dimness. “So I felt no requirement to inform them as to the changing notion of where I will be spending my slumbering hours.”

 

“Slumbering hours?” Quinn giggled, “You’re so weird,” and unlike in the past Rachel took no offence to it as Quinns every word was tinged with affection. 

 

“Speaking properly is an art form Quinn Fabray.” Rachel retorted, though there was no real sting in her words. “It is just good manners.”

 

“Okay,” Quinn said before following it up with “nerd,” and giggling again. 

 

Rachel huffed in mock offense, but the smile broke free anyway. She turned slightly to face Quinn in the dark, hearing her quiet giggles taper off into silence.

 

Then Quinn spoke again, this time more carefully. “Your dads are gone a lot, huh?”

 

“Not a lot,” Rachel said too quickly. She hated the way the lie felt in her mouth. 

 

“I’ve never met them though and we’ve been friends for a while now,” Quinn said before suddenly hesitating, “is it, is it me? Do you not want them to meet me? Have you told them all about me and now you don’t want to introduce me to them?” 

 

“No, no” She said quickly, “it’s not that, I assure you, it is simply a coincidence that you are yet to meet my fathers, a matter of timing nothing more.” She said ignoring the rush of guilt at all the times she had expressly suggested that they hang out at Quinn’s place or Ms Holliday's residence when her fathers were home. Quinn wouldn’t understand though. 

 

She could feel Quinn’s eyes on her in the dark, but the questioning stopped. The tension eased.

 

“Oh. Okay,” Quinn said quietly. “Just wondered.”

 

Rachel swallowed the guilt and packed it away where it lived, in the same place she kept the sadness she didn’t want anyone to see.

 

From there, the conversation meandered, soft and easy, like a river in the dark. They talked about books and class and strange things they had overheard in the choir room. Quinn launched into a passionate defense of her meticulously ranked book rating system, and Rachel listened, smiling, occasionally interjecting just to tease.

 

Eventually, mid-sentence, Quinn’s words slowed and trailed off. Then silence. Rachel turned her head to check and found that Quinn had fallen asleep, breathing slow and even, her face calm in the faint light slipping through the curtains.

 

Rachel let herself stare for a moment. A quiet smile tugged at her lips.

 

She shifted closer and let her eyes drift closed too, finally letting herself rest.

 

Rachel awoke to the unfamiliar warmth of another body pressed close to her own. Her arm, heavy and tingling with the unmistakable onset of pins and needles, was wrapped snugly around Quinn’s waist as if she had mistaken her for Barbra Bear, her childhood stuffed toy. A slight shift in the mattress made her freeze, and strands of Quinn’s hair brushed against her forearm, soft and weightless, like a whisper.

 

Her body tensed instinctively, every muscle pulling taut as she tried to make sense of the situation. She didn’t remember moving during the night. Normally, she slept on her back, motionless, limbs tucked in with military precision. But now, here she was, clinging to Quinn Fabray like she was something safe, something familiar.

 

Rachel inhaled sharply through her nose, quietly enough that it wouldn't stir Quinn. She muttered a barely audible non-curse under her breath and tilted her head slightly to see if Quinn had woken. No movement. No sound. Just the soft rhythm of breath and the subtle rise and fall of her chest.

 

Thank goodness.

 

Slowly, carefully, Rachel began to inch her arm free, lifting it millimeter by millimeter from under Quinn’s body. It finally slipped out with a soft thud against the mattress, and instantly, the full force of pins and needles surged down her arm. She winced, biting the inside of her cheek to keep from yelping, then stepped back from the bed. Once she had enough space between herself and Quinn to maintain plausible deniability, she shook out her arm with quiet desperation.

 

Her fingers felt like static.

 

“Morning,” came a raspy voice from behind her.

 

Rachel spun, startled, to find Quinn blinking up at her through a tangle of messy blonde hair, rubbing her eyes with one hand and pushing herself upright with the other.

 

“Morning,” Rachel replied quickly, her voice a bit too high. She forced it back down, smoothed the edges of her expression. Act casual. Normal. As if she hadn’t just been snuggling Quinn Fabray in her sleep.

 

Quinn yawned, eyes falling shut again for a second, before snapping open with sudden alertness.

 

“What time is it?” she asked, fighting another yawn.

 

Rachel tilted her head and regarded her for a moment. Quinn looked so different in the morning. No makeup, no perfectly constructed walls. Just soft lines and sleep-heavy limbs. It felt like a privilege to witness it. One that not many were granted.

 

“I must admit that I am unsure of the exact time, as I have only just awoken myself,” Rachel said as she padded over to the corner where she’d placed her bag the night before. “However, I would assume, based on the absence of any alarms, that we still have plenty of time before we need to be at school.”

 

Quinn said something that Rachel couldn’t quite make out as it was said between yawns and growls about being awake but she got the jist of it which was an inquiry into how Rachel could be this awake right now. 

 

Rachel smirked faintly. “I pride myself on being able to transition from sleep to alertness in a matter of moments. It is a skill I believe will serve me well in the demanding lifestyle of a Broadway professional.”

 

She pulled her phone from her bag and glanced at the screen.

 

“It is currently five thirty-six,” she added matter-of-factly.

 

A muffled groan answered her from the bed, followed by the dramatic motion of Quinn grabbing a pillow and throwing it over her face.

 

Rachel watched her for a beat, amused. “Shouldn’t you, as a Cheerio, be used to early mornings by now?” she asked, crossing her arms.

 

The pillow shifted slightly as Quinn peeled it off just enough to respond. “My fear of Coach Sylvester is stronger than my need to sleep,” she muttered dryly. She sat up straighter, rubbing the back of her neck. “That reminds me, Coach has us performing at assembly today. I need to meet with her before class.”

 

Rachel nodded, bending to gather the rest of her things. “Understood. I’ll go get ready,” she said, straightening with a small smirk. “I’ll give you a few more minutes of beauty sleep. Once you are dressed and assuming Santana is too we can head out. Does that work for you?”

 

Quinn gave a sleepy thumbs-up before flopping back against the mattress and dragging the pillow over her face once more.

 

Rachel chuckled under her breath as she made her way to the bathroom, letting herself enjoy the tiniest sliver of peace before the chaos of the day began.

 


 

Rachel heard a knock, but before either she or Quinn could respond, the door creaked open and Santana strolled in like she owned the place. Her Cheerios uniform was flawless, the red and white sharp against her skin, and her signature high ponytail bounced with every step. She looked calm, composed, and utterly unbothered, like the same old Santana who’d spent years taunting Rachel in the halls. There was no trace of the girl who had shown up the day before, unsettled and seeking help.

 

“Are you losers ready to go?” Santana asked, her voice clipped and sharp. There wasn’t a drop of warmth in it.

 

Rachel glanced at Quinn, a silent exchange passing between them. Quinn offered a small shrug, not quite defeat but certainly resignation. This was Santana, after all. Nothing about her came easy.

 

“Yes, we’re ready,” Rachel replied, keeping her voice as neutral as possible. There was no point in trying to match Santana’s bite. Not now.

 

Without another word, the three of them headed out. The morning sun hadn’t yet burned off the coolness in the air, and Rachel’s skin prickled as they walked to Santana’s car. The engine growled to life, but inside the vehicle, the silence was stifling. No music, no small talk, just the hum of the road beneath them and the brittle tension thick in the space between.

 

When they arrived at McKinley, Quinn peeled off toward Coach Sylvester’s office with a quick wave and a muttered goodbye. That left Rachel and Santana alone again, swallowed by silence as they walked the mostly empty halls toward the Cheerios locker room.

 

Their footsteps echoed off the linoleum, the only sound in the corridor. Santana walked ahead with measured steps, her jaw set, her gaze forward. Rachel kept pace behind her, trying not to fidget, unsure if she should say anything at all. But then, unexpectedly, Santana’s voice cut through the stillness.

 

“Something’s been going on with you, Berry. Since that day in Quinn’s room, you’ve been different.”

 

Rachel blinked, caught off guard. “What do you mean?”

 

Santana didn’t stop walking. She just shrugged, like she hadn’t just said something loaded.

 

Rachel considered letting it drop. She didn’t want another deep conversation, especially not with someone who still seemed to actively dislike her most of the time. But before she could redirect the topic or ignore it, Santana spoke again.

 

“You’re different,” she repeated, this time with more conviction. “You used to be like a... I don’t know, a roaring forest fire. Wild. Loud. Burning down everything in your path.” She gestured vaguely with both hands, mimicking the chaos of her metaphor. “But now? Now you’re still fire, but it’s smaller. Contained. Like someone tried to snuff it out and couldn’t quite finish the job. It’s been like that for a while, but it’s worse since that day.”

 

Rachel turned to look at her, startled by the intensity of Santana’s gaze. The words stung, not because they were cruel, but because they were true. She hadn’t expected Santana to notice. She hadn’t expected Santana to care .

 

Before Rachel could gather a response, Santana came to a full stop in the middle of the hallway and turned to face her head-on.

 

“What happened?” Santana asked, eyes narrowed. “And don’t bullshit me, Berry.”

 

Rachel looked around the empty hallways as everyone had already left for their first period classes but she didn’t feel comfortable responding to Santana’s question in the open. If she was going to respond honestly. 

 

Which wasn’t something she had decided yet. 

 

“That day?” she asked slowly. “Or these last couple of months?”

 

“Both,” Santana answered, not missing a beat.

 

Rachel examined Santana some more trying to make a decision. When she had informed Quinn about everything it was partly because her life had been in danger yes but it was also because she had always known that there was more to Quinn than what meets the eye and she had known deep down that no matter what she could trust Quinn. 

 

Tina had already known and Mike had found out as she rescued him and then he was filled in because she trusted him. He had been one of the only football guys to not only never slushy her but never even say a mean word to her. 

 

Santana though, all the signs said that she was not to be trusted that regardless of the fact that her life was in danger, Rachel should not fill her in about everything but all Rachel could think about was how adamant Quinn was that Santana was more than she appeared and a person that could be trusted. 

 

She also couldn’t get the images of all those nights in the hospital room waiting for news on Quinn with Santana out of her head either. She had gotten a view of a different Santana then and what if that was the Santana that Quinn spoke about? 

 

“Okay,” Rachel said softly, letting out a slow breath. “I will tell you.” She glanced around again, then gestured to one of the nearby classrooms. “But not here.”

 

Santana gave her a curious look but didn’t argue. She followed Rachel inside and perched herself on top of one of the desks, legs crossed casually, arms folded.

 

Rachel stayed standing, pacing slowly, trying to organize her thoughts. She ran a hand through her hair and took another breath.

 

“I am the Slayer.”

 

“I know that, Berry,” Santana interrupted, her tone dry. “You’ve mentioned it, like, five times already.”

 

“Yes,” Rachel said, her voice firmer now. “But what you do not know is that I am the Slayer. As in, the only one.”

 

Santana arched a brow. “So this is one of those Highlander things? There can only be one?”

 

Rachel nodded. “Yes.”

 

That seemed to shut Santana up for a moment. She tilted her head and gave Rachel the floor.

 

What followed was a tangle of explanations. Rachel told her about vampires and hellmouths, about ghosts and demons, about the things she had seen and the things she had done. Santana interrupted here and there, more incredulous than skeptical.

 

“Okay, vampires I could get behind, but ghosts ?”

 

“Tina’s a witch ? Like, spellbook and broomstick kind?”

 

“You’ve seen how many dead bodies?”

 

Rachel answered every question. She didn’t gloss over the gruesome parts or the fear or the mistakes. And, to her surprise, Santana didn’t scoff or mock. She just listened.

 

When Rachel finally finished, silence returned, heavy and slow. Santana stared at her, her expression unreadable.

 

“That’s rough,” she said finally, voice low. “No wonder you’re all angsty and shit now.”

 

Rachel blinked, unsure whether to laugh or roll her eyes.

 

“But,” Santana continued, eyes narrowing, “that’s not all of it, is it?”

 

Rachel shifted uncomfortably. “What?”

 

“You’re not telling me everything,” Santana said. “What happened that day in Quinn’s room?”

 

Rachel froze.

 

She had hoped Santana had forgotten. That the moment had passed.

 

“Oh.”

 

“Yeah,” Santana said, smirking without humor. “You thought I forgot.”

 

Rachel let out a long, tired sigh. She had wanted to protect Santana from the truth. Hearing what really happened to Quinn, how close she had come to never coming back, would make all of this feel too real. And selfishly, she didn’t want to hear Santana say what Rachel already believed deep down, that she had failed.

 

“It is complicated,” Rachel whispered, almost too quietly to be heard. But then she told her. She told her everything about that Wednesday. About the loops. About Quinn dying. About doing it all again and again and again.

 

When she finished, the silence stretched again.

 

Then Santana stood. No sarcasm. No insult. Just a quiet intensity behind her eyes.

 

“Thank you,” she said.

 

Rachel blinked. “What?”

 

“For saving Quinn,” Santana said, her voice rough. “Thank you.”

 

Rachel’s mouth opened, but no words came.

 

Santana broke the moment by gesturing  for the door. “Come on. If I’m late, Coach will skin me alive.”

 

Still stunned, Rachel stood up and headed out the door.

 

She didn’t understand Santana Lopez.

 

But maybe she was starting to.

 

Rachel had barely made it into the hallway before realizing something was wrong. She glanced over her shoulder, confused. Santana wasn’t behind her.

 

Before she could call out, a burst of muffled swearing erupted from inside the classroom.

 

“Darn it,” Rachel muttered, spinning on her heel and sprinting the few steps back. 

 

She shoved the door open just in time to see Santana being yanked upward into the ceiling, her legs vanishing through a gap in the tiles.

 

“Wait!” Rachel lunged forward, arms outstretched, fingertips grazing Santana’s shoe. 

 

But she was too late. 

 

The ceiling swallowed her whole.

 

“This chick's bloody strong, Berry!” Santana’s voice echoed from above, laced with panic, before it cut off abruptly.

 

Rachel’s breath caught in her throat. “Drat,” she whispered, heart thudding wildly. 

 

She scanned the room, desperate for anything she could use to follow. Her gaze locked on the nearest desk.

 

The desks.

 

Without hesitation, she sprinted across the room and launched herself onto its surface, using the momentum to leap toward the spot Santana had disappeared through. Her fingers caught the edge of the displaced ceiling tile, and she hung there for a beat, her arms trembling under her weight, before gritting her teeth and hauling herself up.

 

The space above the ceiling was cramped and dim, lit only by streaks of dusty light seeping through vents and cracks. Fiberglass insulation scratched at her skin, and the air was heavy with dust and the faint scent of old wiring.

 

Rachel moved slowly and carefully, testing each step before shifting her weight. The last thing she needed was to fall through and land on someone’s head in the middle of algebra.

 

There's no way Figgins wouldn't expel her if that happened. 

 

She spotted a figure sprawled a few feet ahead.

 

Santana.

 

“Santana,” she whispered urgently, dropping to her knees beside her. “Santana!”

 

No response. 

 

Rachel leaned in closer, eyes scanning for movement, for breath, for any sign of life. “Are you dead?” she asked softly, instantly regretting how idiotic the question sounded.

 

Obviously, if Santana was dead, she wasn’t going to answer.

 

Rachel reached out to check for a pulse, her fingers brushing Santana’s wrist but before she could confirm anything, a sudden force slammed into her stomach like a battering ram.

 

She gasped, the breath knocked clean out of her as she toppled backward. One of the ceiling panels shattered beneath her, and she plummeted.

 

Time slowed for half a second. Then she crashed through the air, down into the classroom, smashing into a row of desks with a sickening series of cracks. Her body jolted on impact, pain blooming through her ribs and shoulders as she lay sprawled on the ruined desks, gasping for air.

 

A soft thud landed somewhere to her right. Rachel turned her head with a groan, vision swimming. A small black bag now sat near the debris, ominously still, until it began to unzip itself.

 

Her heart slammed in her chest. She couldn’t see Natalie, but she felt her. She was here.

 

“Natalie,” Rachel rasped, struggling to push herself upright. The pain in her abdomen burned, but she had to keep moving. “We do not have to fight. We can talk, okay?”

 

The bag rustled. A glint of silver caught the light.

 

A syringe floated upward, poised and gleaming.

 

“Wait,” Rachel said quickly, trying to force strength into her limbs. She propped herself up on one elbow, the world still tilting beneath her. “Just... listen. I know how you feel, I - ”

 

The syringe darted forward. Rachel barely had time to flinch before the needle pierced the side of her neck.

 

A cold burn spread through her veins.

 

Her thoughts scattered.

 

Then everything went dark.

 


 

When consciousness returned, it did so slowly. Rachel blinked against the harsh overhead light, her eyelids heavy, her limbs weighed down by something rough and tight.

 

She was tied to a chair. 

 

Again.

 

Groaning softly, she shifted and immediately regretted it. Her arms were bound tightly to the wooden frame, the rope coarse against her skin, and her muscles sluggish and unresponsive.

 

Whatever Natalie had injected her with was still in her system. She could feel her strength buried under layers of fog.

 

“Rachel!”

 

She turned her head at the familiar voice, wincing as the movement sent a jolt of pain down her spine. Santana was to her right, also tied to a chair. Her cheerio uniform was rumpled, her eyes wild.

 

“You’re awake?” Santana asked, voice strained with panic.

 

“I think so,” Rachel muttered, blinking rapidly. 

 

Her mouth was dry. The room was dim, except for the spotlight glaring down at them. A thick red curtain hung in front of them, obscuring whatever lay beyond.

 

“What does that mean?” Santana says sort of moving her head in the direction of the curtain as her arms are tied to the side of the chair. 

 

In big shiny letters the word ‘Learn’ is written on the curtain.

 

Rachel stared at it, her mind racing. “Learn,” she whispered. “Look, listen, learn...” 

 

Those had been Natalie’s messages, her twisted mantra. But what did they mean ?

 

“Look, listen, learn,” she repeated softly, hoping the words might unlock some meaning if she said them enough times.

 

“I can’t feel my face,” Santana said suddenly, her voice trembling.

 

“What?” 

 

She turned her head away from the curtain with the deceptively simple but creepy message to look at Santana.

 

“My face,” Santana repeated, more frantic now. “I can’t feel my face! My face is numb” Her chest heaved. A tear tracked down her cheek. “What is she doing to me?”

 

Rachel felt a rush of helplessness rise in her throat. “I do not know,” she admitted, tugging against the ropes. 

 

They didn’t budge. 

 

The drug still dulled her strength.

 

Santana’s panic grew. “Why is this happening? Why is she doing this?”

 

“The loneliness, the constant exile, she has,” she turns her head away from Santana to stare at the ‘Learn’ again. “She has gone crazy.”

 

“You think!” Santana snapped, her voice cracking. Another tear fell.

 

Rachel tried to take in more of their surroundings. To her left, half-hidden in shadow, sat a metal trolley covered with a stained white sheet. Nearby, a pair of Cheerios pom-poms lay discarded on the floor, red and white tangled in a forgotten heap.

 

She stared back at the curtain, something clicking into place.

 

“We’re in the auditorium,” she whispered.

 

“What?”

 

“We’re on the stage,” Rachel said, more urgently now. “Those are the main curtains. This is the stage.”

 

Everyone would be showing up for the second period assembly soon if her internal clock was still correct. The whole being knocked unconscious thing may have thrown her internal clock off somewhat but she couldn't hear any sounds from the otherside of the curtain either. 

 

Santana came to the same conclusion as Rachel because after a couple of seconds she confirmed to Rachel that she also thought that they were in the auditorium before starting to ramble about her face and how she doesn't understand why this was happening again. 

 

So she wasn't going to be any help right now. 

 

Understandably but still. 

 

The trolley she had barely registered earlier began to roll slowly toward them, its wheels squeaking over the wooden floor.

 

“What?” Rachel said out loud, instinctively recoiling despite being bound.

 

Santana’s head snapped up, her eyes widening as she spotted the movement.

 

“Natalie?” Rachel said inquiringly though honestly who else could it be.

 

“Uh, I'm disappointed. I'd really hoped you guys had figured it out by now.”

 

The voice came from right beside Rachel's ear.

 

She jolted, heart hammering, her instincts flaring to life as she twisted in her seat, eyes scanning the space beside her though nothing was there. 

 

Just air. 

 

Empty, heavy air.

 

She bit back a curse and forced herself to breathe, mind racing as she snapped into planning mode.

 

“Well, why do you not want to explain it?” she asked, her voice edged with sharp defiance. “You must be dying to after all these months. Are you not outraged at our lack of understanding?” She leaned into the taunt. “Come on, Natalie. What are we supposed to learn?”

 

“Yeah, what do you wanna teach us!” Santana chimed in, trying to mask the tremble in her voice. Her effort to sound composed was undermined by the sharp, hiccuping sob that broke through mid-sentence.

 

“You don't get it,” Natalie said, her voice now floating through the room like smoke. “You're not the student. You're the lesson.”

 

Rachel felt her stomach turn. That didn’t sound good. That sounded very not good.

 

“What did you do to my face?” Santana asked, panic creeping back into her voice.

 

“Your face,” Natalie repeated mockingly. “That's what this is all about, isn’t it? Your face and those pretty little lips you use to spit such vicious words. You use those pretty little lips to make sure everyone knows how important and impressive you are.” She scoffed, venom thick in her tone. “To put us nobodies in our place. But I’m going to make sure everyone learns what happens when you treat people like that.”

 

“What are you doing?” Santana asked, voice cracking with dread.

 

“Well,” Natalie said sweetly, “I’m fulfilling your fondest wish.”

 

With a dramatic flick, the cloth on the trolley was pulled away and tossed to the side. Beneath it, laid out in perfect order, was a neat row of gleaming medical tools. 

 

Stainless steel. 

 

Sharp. 

 

Cold.

 

Rachel stiffened, biting the inside of her cheek to stay calm. Her stomach twisted as she watched Santana’s composure shatter again, her breathing speeding up into shallow gasps.

 

“I’m going to make sure no one ever forgets you,” Natalie continued. “That’s what you want, isn’t it? You’re so desperate not to be irrelevant that you make sure people notice you. I’m just helping you on your way.”

 

“Natalie,” Rachel said, trying to keep her voice steady. “You cannot do this.”

 

“What are you gonna do? Slay me?” Natalie scoffed.

 

So she knew. That answered that. Rachel clenched her jaw. Of course she knew. That's how she had known how to drug her. Natalie was smart. Cunning.

 

“Natalie,” Rachel said again, softer this time. 

 

She remembered reading somewhere that repeating a person’s name helped form a connection. She needed a connection. 

 

It might be the only way to survive this.

 

“You know this is wrong.”

 

There was a long pause.

 

Then a fist slammed into Rachel’s cheek.

 

Pain exploded through her face, but she didn’t cry out. She worked her jaw open and shut a few times, testing it. It hurt but not as much as it should . The drug was wearing off. Good. She gave the ropes at her arms another sharp tug. Not quite yet, but close.

 

“You should’ve stayed out of my way,” Natalie hissed. “I thought you’d understand my vision. But you’re just like them.”

 

“I... I do understand,” Rachel said, her voice low and strained. “That does not mean what you’re doing is okay.”

 

A scalpel lifted from the tray, trembling slightly in the air as if guided by invisible hands. It turned toward Santana.

 

“Shut up, Rachel,” Natalie snapped. The scalpel jerked forward as she brandished it in the air.

 

Rachel instantly fell silent, hoping submission might delay the inevitable.

 

“Please don’t do this!” Santana cried. The bravado was gone now, completely stripped away, leaving nothing but raw fear.

 

“You should be grateful,” Natalie said. Her voice was light, cheerful. Sickening. “People who pass you in the street are gonna remember you for the rest of their lives. That’s what you want, isn’t it?”

 

Rachel pulled at the ropes again, felt one begin to loosen. Almost there.

 

She just needs a little more time and then all hell will break loose when she’s free. Not that she knows how to stop Natalie. 

 

She needs Quinn.

 

“Children are gonna dream about you. And every student in McKinley will look at you and know they have nothing to fear, because you’re worse. Finally, your outside will match your inside.”

 

“Wait!” Santana screamed as the scalpel hovered near her mouth, the sharp edge glinting inches from her lips.

 

“No,” Natalie said, almost gently. “We really have to get started. The local anesthetic’s gonna wear off soon, and I don’t want you to faint. It’s less fun if you’re not awake.”

 

Rachel flinched, bracing herself as Natalie moved the scalpel in slow, sweeping arcs around Santana’s lips.

 

“Let’s see... Should I remove your lips or just make your smile wider? Mhhhh...”

 

“Natalie,” Rachel began, but Santana beat her to it.

 

“Natalie,” Santana said, breathless and shaking, “I know you think I don’t understand how you feel, but... but I do.”

 

“Yeah, I’ll bet you know how I feel,” Natalie snarled. “You walk through these hallways untouched. You’re in Glee Club. That’s fine. Everyone knows you’re gay, and that’s fine too, because you’re Santana fucking Lopez .” Her voice cracked with rage. “Nobody ever treats you the way you deserve, but I’m going to make sure they do . You’re just a typical, self-involved, spoiled little brat, and you think you can talk your way out of this, don’t you?! ISN’T THAT WHAT YOU THINK?!

 

She slashed the scalpel across Santana’s cheek.

 

Santana screamed, blood flowing down her face like a curtain of red silk.

 

Rachel’s pulse roared in her ears. She gave one last, brutal yank and her legs broke free.

 

“I see right through you,” Natalie spat.

 

Rachel didn’t hesitate. She swung her legs out in a vicious arc, catching the trolley with the soles of her boots and sending it crashing into Natalie.

 

The impact sent Natalie flying backward into the curtain with a startled grunt. The thick fabric swayed, then stilled. Rachel held her breath, watching, waiting.

 

No movement.

 

She yanked her arms loose, heart pounding, and darted across the stage toward Santana.

 

“Rachel, help me, please,” Santana begged, her voice choked and small.

 

Rachel grabbed a scalpel from the tray and crouched beside her, slicing through the ropes with practiced speed.

 

A noise behind her made her spin.

 

Too late.

 

A kick landed square in her stomach. Rachel staggered back, dropping the scalpel, but managed to stay upright. Her body absorbed the impact. Natalie had miscalculated.

 

“You know what, Natalie?” Rachel said, scanning the space for a weapon or anything she could use. “I felt sorry for you. Truly. I would not wish what I went through on anyone. But at least I was noticed .”

 

She stepped back again as Natalie lunged at her.

 

“At least I was not invisible.”

 

Another kick came, and Rachel grunted, stumbling but holding her ground.

 

“I had sympathy for you. I did.” Rachel narrowed her eyes, her voice dropping to a lethal calm. “But I did not realize just how far gone you were. You are not just hurt. You are crazy . You have got something broken up there.”

 

“Rachel! Are you okay?” Santana shouted from the chair, her voice raw.

 

Rachel ignored her to focus on the fight.

 

Natalie is getting increasingly frustrated by the lack of impact her attacks are having as they are coming in increasing frequency but with less force behind them as Natalie tires out. 

 

She threw a blind punch into the open space ahead of her, missing by a wide margin. The momentum sent her stumbling sideways, her foot slipping on the smooth stage floor as she struggled to recover her balance.

 

Behind Rachel, Santana’s panicked sobs were rising again, choked and uneven. Rachel winced at the sound and forced herself to refocus. She couldn't afford to get distracted, not now.

 

Then Natalie finally broke the silence. “Hey, moron! I'm invisible!”

 

Another solid kick slammed into Rachel’s ribs. She grunted, stumbling backward but staying upright.

 

(What is it with this girl and kicking instead of punching? Seriously?)

 

Natalie’s laughter rang out, breathless and mean. “How are you gonna fight someone you can't see?”

 

Rachel gritted her teeth. She needed to think. There had to be a way to track Natalie’s movements. A way to see her without seeing her. She just needed to concentrate. And Santana needed to stop crying.

Wait. That was it.

 

“Shut up, Santana,” she snapped.

 

The silence that followed was immediate. Santana let out one last hiccuping breath, but to Rachel’s relief, she obeyed.

 

“Okay,” Santana said quietly.

 

Rachel shut her eyes and tilted her head, forcing herself to breathe evenly. She listened. There, footsteps in the hallway outside the auditorium. The faint rustle of fabric as Santana trembled beside her. And then, there it was.

 

A soft creak. A subtle shift in weight on the floor to her left.

 

Rachel spun and threw a punch, aiming directly for the source of the sound. Her fist collided with something solid, and there was a sharp grunt as Natalie stumbled back, crashing into the curtain.

 

This time, she didn’t vanish into it. She brought it down with her.

 

The heavy fabric tangled around her, revealing a struggling figure underneath. For the first time, Rachel could see her. 

 

The illusion was broken.

 

“I see you,” Rachel said coldly.

 

She moved fast, stepping forward and slamming a punch into Natalie’s shoulder, sending her sprawling. Natalie crumpled under the curtain and didn’t move.

 

Rachel’s chest heaved with adrenaline. She turned toward Santana, keeping one eye on Natalie’s unmoving form as she bent down to retrieve the scalpel from the floor.

 

She crossed the stage in quick strides and knelt beside Santana, slicing through the ropes binding her wrists and ankles. The moment the last restraint fell away, Santana surged upward and wrapped her arms around Rachel.

 

Rachel froze, surprised, arms hovering awkwardly for a second before she returned the embrace, patting Santana gently on the back.

 

“Thank you,” Santana whispered into her ear, voice barely audible.

 

“That is quite alright, Santana,” Rachel murmured. “I was simply fulfilling my duties as a Slayer... and my promise to keep you safe.”

 

“Really, thank you,” Santana said again, this time pulling back.

 

Rachel watched her take a deep breath, trying to pull herself together like nothing had happened, as if her face wasn’t streaked with tears and blood.

 

“Rachel! Santana!”

 

The shout came from stage right, and Rachel turned to see Quinn sprinting toward them, skidding to a stop at the edge of the carnage.

 

“‘Sup, Tubbers,” Santana muttered, her voice back to its usual sardonic tone.

 

Rachel shot her a look, but Santana had already slipped back into her familiar mask of indifference. Her eyes were red and puffy, but her posture was composed, cool. Typical Santana.

 

Quinn’s gaze darted between them and the crumpled curtain on the floor.

 

“When you didn’t show up to meet me before the assembly, I figured something was wrong,” she said breathlessly. “So I came looking.”

 

“Well, you found us,” Santana replied flatly.

 

Rachel glanced between them, feeling the tension simmering beneath Santana’s cool front. She didn't know what had caused it, but now wasn’t the time.

 

“Quinn,” she cut in, redirecting the conversation. “That’s Natalie.”

 

She gestured toward the bundle of fabric on the floor.

 

“Can you say your magic words and fix the problem?”

 

Quinn nodded, gave Santana a lingering look, then walked slowly over to the curtain.

 

“Are you okay?” Rachel whispered to Santana, subtly jerking her chin toward Quinn.

 

She didn’t expect an answer, but to her surprise, Santana gave a little shrug.

 

“I’m fine. Misguided anger,” she said under her breath. “Plus Tubbers got here pretty late.”

 

“She was in class,” Rachel replied softly.

 

Santana shrugged again, but didn’t argue. She turned her eyes toward Quinn as the girl knelt beside the curtain, raising her hands.

 

Peto, ut sit aliquando redditurus uberrimum copiosumque magis invisibilia, ” Quinn chanted, her voice low and even. She glanced up at Rachel. “That should do it.”

 

Quinn pointed at the curtain. “Do you want to risk it?”

 

Rachel didn’t answer, just walked over and knelt beside Quinn. With careful fingers, she pulled the curtain back.

 

The invisibility was gone.

 

Beneath the fabric lay a thin, pale girl in simple jeans and a black polo shirt. Her hair was mussed, her face flushed and scratched, but her features were finally visible. Rachel stared. Quinn stared. Santana hovered behind them.

 

Then Santana broke the silence.

 

“Yeah, I still don’t know who the fuck she is,” she said bluntly.

 

A laugh burst out of Rachel, too sharp and sudden to stop. Quinn followed a second later, releasing a relieved chuckle.

 

Then a groan.

 

Rachel’s attention snapped back to the girl on the floor. Natalie stirred, her eyes blinking open slowly, unfocused. She squinted at them.

 

“Huh?” she said thickly, voice groggy. Her eyes flicked between their faces. “You can see me?”

 

“Yes, Natalie,” Rachel said cautiously. “We see you.”

 

Natalie’s face crumpled. She let out a choked sob and sat upright, tears spilling down her cheeks.

 

“Uhhhh,” Rachel muttered, glancing uncertainly at Quinn and Santana, unsure what to do.

 

“You can see me,” Natalie whispered again, hugging herself tightly. “You can see me.

 

Rachel exchanged a look with Quinn, who gave a helpless shrug.

 

“Yes,” Rachel said gently. “We can see you.”

 

Natalie began to rise shakily to her feet. Santana, without thinking, stepped behind Rachel like a shield. She quickly recovered, trying to cover the instinct.

 

“Berry,” she said stiffly.

 

Rachel didn’t acknowledge her. She kept her gaze fixed on Natalie, who now stood fully upright, trembling and unsteady. Rachel tilted her head slightly.

 

What now?

 

“You're parents miss you,” Rachel said quietly, her voice careful and even.

 

Quinn glanced at her, frowning in confusion, but Rachel didn’t meet her eyes. She kept her gaze fixed on Natalie, who had finally stopped crying and was now watching her warily, face slack with exhaustion. This was the path Rachel had chosen to end it. She just hoped it would be enough.

 

“They do?” Natalie’s voice was small now, a far cry from the manic edge it had carried just minutes earlier.

 

“They're the ones who filed the missing person’s notice,” Rachel said gently.

 

Natalie blinked, and something in her expression cracked.

 

“Oh,” she breathed. “I didn’t think they would have noticed.”

 

“They did.” Rachel pushed her own emotions aside, burying the ache in her chest from the memories that threatened to rise. This wasn’t about her. “You should go talk to them.”

 

There was a pause. Natalie looked at her, eyes wide, still brimming with tears. “You’ll... you’ll let me go?” she asked, hesitant. “After everything I did?”

 

Behind her, Rachel heard the sharp inhale of breath that meant Santana was about to erupt. She lifted a hand behind her, palm out, silencing her before she could get a word in. Santana huffed audibly but obeyed.

 

“Yes,” Rachel said simply.

 

Santana scoffed again, louder this time, and Rachel’s hand lifted once more in silent command.

 

“If you are done,” Rachel continued, turning her full attention back to Natalie. “You are done, right? You will leave Santana alone?”

 

Natalie nodded quickly, her head bobbing up and down in frantic agreement. Her eyes flicked toward the door, then back to Rachel, still nodding.

 

“Okay,” Rachel said. “We’ll let you go.”

 

“Thank you,” Natalie whispered. Relief poured out of her voice like air from a balloon. She turned and began to walk away, feet shuffling against the stage floor.

 

Rachel waited a beat, then called out, “Natalie.”

 

Natalie stopped, turning back, hesitant.

 

“You are very welcome,” Rachel said calmly, “but this is not a suggestion. You need to transfer schools. Today. And you should seriously consider getting therapy. You have... many, many issues.”

 

Natalie blinked, looking mildly stunned by the bluntness.

 

“You are only getting off freely this once,” Rachel added. “And only because, well... no one would believe us.”

 

This time, Natalie didn’t argue. She just gave a slow, almost mechanical nod, and turned away for the last time. The door creaked open, then clicked shut behind her.

 

A beat passed.

 

“You let her go ?” Santana burst out, her voice high and incredulous. “She was going to mutilate me!”

 

“She is not going to do it again,” Rachel said steadily.

 

Santana’s eyes flashed, her jaw clenched. Rachel saw the disbelief still written all over her face, so she pushed forward.

 

“I was telling the truth. No one would believe us, and we’re pretty limited in what we can actually do. It’s not like I was going to kill her. Not again- ” She cut herself off abruptly, her mouth slamming shut. She shook her head and continued, softer this time, “I promise, I will make sure she is gone. She will not come near you again, Santana. I promise.

 

For a long moment, Santana just looked at her, breathing hard, the color still blotchy on her cheeks. Then her eyes flicked to the floor, and she said nothing.

 

Footsteps echoed from outside the auditorium. Doors slammed somewhere down the corridor.

 

Rachel’s eyes widened.

 

“We should go,” she said quickly, already taking a step back. “Figgins really wants to expel me and this,  she gestured around at the ruined curtain, the ropes, the smashed medical tray, “this will give him plenty of reasons to do so.”

 

“Figgins wants to expel you?” Quinn asked, brows pulling together in concern.

 

“He wanted to expel me after I beat up Karofsky,” Rachel said, already halfway to the exit. “But Ms Holliday...”

 

She trailed off, glancing at Quinn and Santana’s confused expressions.

 

“Oh. Right. That did not actually happen. Or, I mean, it did, but then it got wiped. The clock reset. So while Figgins clearly does not remember trying to expel me, he does think I’m a nuisance. Like most of the staff, honestly.”

 

Rachel gave a quick shake of her head and waved her hand toward the door. “Anyway, we should go.”

 

She took the lead, slipping quietly into the wings of the auditorium and making sure Quinn and Santana were following close behind. The further they got from the stage, the better. The scene they left behind was just too wild to explain. She needed plausible deniability for all of them, especially if Figgins started asking questions.

 

As they reached the hallway, Santana spoke up from just behind her.

 

“You beat up Karofsky?” she asked, and when Rachel glanced over her shoulder, Santana had a crooked smirk playing on her lips. “That’s hot.”

 


 

Rachel met up with Mike during lunch, cornering him in the music room with her usual energy dialed just slightly above “intense.” It was their final run-through before Glee later that day, and she wanted to make sure everything about his performance was airtight.

 

Mike stood by the piano, eyes focused and posture attentive, while Rachel paced beside him, gesturing with her hands as she launched into one of her classic monologues.

 

“Breath control, Mike. I i's everything,” she insisted. “You need to fill from the diaphragm, not the chest. Keep your shoulders relaxed. And tempo, remember, it is your friend. Let it carry you. Also, drop your jaw more when you hit that bridge. Oh, and if you get nervous or overwhelmed, there are three clean places in the second verse where you can cut the song short without it sounding abrupt...”

 

Mike nodded through it all, patient as ever, his face flickering between confusion and amusement. He didn’t say a word, just let her go until, finally, Rachel caught herself mid-ramble. Her cheeks flushed and she cleared her throat awkwardly, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear.

 

“Right,” she said, dialing herself back. “Let’s just run it again.”

 

They worked through the song a few more times, and by the end of it, Rachel was satisfied. Mike had it. 

 

He was ready.

 

The bell rang, cutting through their quiet rehearsal space. Rachel picked up her bag, and they left the music room together, heading toward their fourth-period class. With the pressure of Glee prep off her shoulders, she shifted gears, deciding it was time to bring up less urgent matters.

 

“Natalie’s been dealt with,” she said casually, watching Mike’s reaction as they walked.

 

When they arrived at class, they split up. Mike headed toward Tina, flashing her a small smile as he slid into the seat next to her. Rachel, meanwhile, dropped into her usual seat beside Quinn.

 

Later, after her seventh-period class ended, Rachel was one of the first to step into the choir room. She took her seat near the front and waited for the others to trickle in.

 

Quinn entered with Santana close behind. While Quinn took her usual seat next to Rachel, Santana hesitated for a moment before sliding into the row behind them. Not in her usual spot at the very back, but not beside Quinn either. Rachel noticed the shift but didn’t comment. Neither did Quinn, and when Santana casually chimed in on their quiet conversation, Rachel decided not to read too much into it.

 

Mercedes and Kurt arrived next, giving the trio a pair of confused glances at the seating arrangement, but ultimately said nothing and settled into their regular spots.

 

The room slowly filled. Tina sat beside Rachel, and Mike followed, taking the spot beside her. Finn was the last to arrive. He strode in, glanced from Rachel to Santana, eyes narrowing with suspicion. He looked like he was about to say something but Mr Schuester walked in at that moment.

 

“Does anyone have anything to sing today?” Mr Schue asked, looking around the room as he stood by the whiteboard.

 

“I do,” Mike said, standing up.

 

A collective gasp rippled through the group.

 

“What?” Tina blurted, eyes wide.

 

“Mike!” Mr Schue exclaimed, grinning with pleasant surprise. “What a surprise! Come on up.”

 

Mike stepped forward, rubbing the back of his neck as he walked to the front of the room.

 

“So, um…” he started, voice shaky. “This song is for Tina. Rachel helped me, and I think-”

 

“- Rachel helped you?” Kurt scoffed from his seat.

 

“Hey!” Santana cut in sharply, her voice slicing through the tension.

 

That startled the room. Conversations faltered. Even Kurt blinked, clearly caught off guard by Santana of all people jumping to Rachel’s defense. The unexpected shift gave Mike the space to keep going.

 

“I think… I think this song is the best one to sum up the way I’ve been feeling for you,” he continued, voice gentler now. “And it fits this week’s assignment.”

 

He gave a short nod, then walked over to the band to whisper instructions. After a brief discussion among the musicians, they started playing the opening chords of More Today Than Yesterday by Spiral Staircase.

 

Mike stood tall at the front of the room. As the music swelled, he started to sing.




“I don't remember what day it was… I didn't notice what time it was … All I know is that I fell in love with you … And if all my dreams come true… I'll be spending time with you …” 

 

Rachel leaned forward slightly, eyes flicking toward Tina. The other girl sat motionless for a moment, but as the lyrics continued, tears began to stream silently down her face. She smiled through them, hands clutched together in her lap as Mike sang directly to her.

 

When the last note faded, the room erupted in applause. Mike ducked his head, cheeks pink but grinning wide.

 

Mr Schue stepped forward, clapping along. “Mike, that was great - ”

 

“- I’m sorry, Mr Schue, can I just say something quickly?” Mike interrupted, turning back to face the group.

 

Mr Schue nodded and stepped aside.

 

Mike’s eyes found Tina’s.

 

“Tina,” he said, voice steady now. “I love you. I want you to be my girlfriend. Is that something you want? For me to be your boyfriend?”

 

There was a beat of stunned silence.

 

Then Tina shot out of her seat like a spring and practically launched herself at him, throwing her arms around his neck and kissing him hard.

 

Rachel smiled as the entire room burst into applause again, cheers echoing off the walls. That was definitely a yes.

 

She glanced across the room and spotted Artie. His jaw was tight, fists clenched in his lap. But before the tension could solidify, Brittany reached over and gently laid her hand on top of his. He relaxed slightly.

 

Rachel’s eyes flicked to Santana. The other girl was watching the same moment unfold, her brow furrowed. But when she noticed Rachel looking at her, she gave a small shrug and turned her attention back to Mike and Tina, who were now returning to their seats, fingers laced together.

 

“Mike, that was fantastic,” Mr Schue said as he walked back to the front of the room. “Love hearing more of your voice.”

 

“Like I said,” Mike spoke up from his seat, “Rachel helped me.” He shot a pointed look around the room, then softened when he caught Rachel’s eye. She gave him a quiet, proud smile.

 

Mr Schue nodded but chose not to engage further. “Alright, anyone else have something to sing?”

 

Kurt stood up, and Mr. Schue stepped aside again. The rest of the meeting passed as usual, each member performing and critiquing with varying levels of enthusiasm.

 

When Mr Schue finally dismissed them, the sound of chairs scraping back filled the room.

 

Santana reached forward and tapped Rachel’s shoulder.

 

“Can we talk?” she asked quietly.

 

Rachel paused, glancing over at Quinn beside her.

 

“I was going to go home with Quinn and hang out,” she said slowly. “We can talk then?”

 

Santana nodded, then hesitated. “Alone,” she clarified, her voice a touch firmer now, eyes locked on Rachel.

 

Rachel nodded. “Okay.”

 

Santana didn’t say anything else, just began packing up her things. Rachel did the same and stood, walking with Quinn and Santana to the car in silence.

 

When they arrived at the house, Rachel lingered just inside the doorway, one hand tightening around the strap of her bag. The sunlight filtering through the windows painted long golden lines across the floor. She turned to Quinn, her voice soft but certain.

 

“I will meet you in your room in a minute,” she said. “Santana wanted to talk. Just the two of us.”

 

Quinn’s gaze flicked to Santana, then back to Rachel. She nodded once, quietly respectful, and disappeared down the hallway without a word.

 

Rachel turned to Santana, who was already walking away without waiting for confirmation.

 

“We can talk in my room,” Santana called back, her tone unreadable.

 

Rachel followed her through the hall, the silence stretching between them. Once inside the bedroom, Santana let the door swing shut behind them. They settled into the same spots as the night before.

 

For a moment, neither of them spoke.

 

Then Santana looked up, and her voice broke the silence.

 

“I owe you an apology,” she said.

 

Rachel blinked, taken off guard. “Sorry, what?”

 

She hadn’t been expecting an apology from Santana who was known for saying that she was just keeping it real and therefore never needed to apologise. She had even less expected Santana to just come out and say it the way she just did if she were to apologise. Santana ignored her interruption and just shrugged.

 

“I mean it,” Santana continued, her tone subdued but firm. “When you and Quinn started hanging out, I lost it. I thought you were pulling her away from me, like you were trying to replace me. But now I get it. She found out about what you really do, what you fight, and she couldn’t walk away from it. She wouldn’t. That’s just who she is.”

 

Santana shifted her gaze, her voice quieter now. “I didn’t know that so I thought you were stealing my friend,” She shrugged self-deprecatingly “I don’t have a lot of those so maybe I was harsher than I should have been. I’m sorry.” 

 

Rachel stared at her, unsure how to respond. She’d never heard Santana Lopez speak so plainly, without sarcasm or venom. It was disarming.

 

Santana gave a small shrug. “And I’m sorry for the other stuff too. For all of it. I was horrible to you for years. That wasn’t fair.”

 

Rachel let the weight of the words settle. Then she said gently, “I forgive you.”

 

Santana huffed, looking away. “You really shouldn’t. But… thanks.”

 

Rachel offered her a small smile, then rose from the chair and started for the door, assuming the conversation had come to an end. But before she could reach it, Santana’s voice stopped her again.

 

“I’m not like that either. I want to help.”

 

Rachel turned slowly. “Help?”

 

“With your whole,” Santana gestured aimlessly, “supernatural saviour shit, I want to help.” 

 

That was unexpected. 

 

Rachel wasn’t sure how to respond. She thought back to how hysterically Santana had been crying earlier that day and she couldn't help but have doubts. Even if she were to allow Santana to help out what's' so say she even could? 

 

Rachel stared at her, eyebrows raised. “You were sobbing in my arms less than twelve hours ago.”

 

Santana didn’t flinch. “I was terrified. I still am. But I don’t want to sit on the sidelines while you and Quinn throw yourselves into danger. She’s my best friend, and… you’re not exactly the worst.”

 

Rachel’s lips twitched despite herself.

 

“I can’t stop worrying about what would’ve happened if you hadn’t been there today,” Santana went on. “I don’t want to feel that useless again. So yeah. Let me help.”

 

Rachel studied her carefully. Santana looked sincere, if still a little shaky. The sarcasm was a thin layer, not a shield. For once, she wasn’t trying to win anything. She just wanted to show up.

 

Rachel tilted her head. “And you’re just going to tag along whether I say yes or not?”

 

Santana smirked. “Exactly.”

 

Rachel let out a breath and nodded slowly. “Fine. You can help. But there are rules. You do not get to just dive in and swing wildly.”

 

“I can handle rules,” Santana said, raising her chin. “Just don’t expect me to do pushups.”

 

Rachel turned the doorknob, her expression lighter now. “No promises.”

 

She stepped into the hallway, feeling Santana’s presence behind her like a quiet promise.

 

This time, Santana let her go.

Notes:

Chapter title is from 'Dear Evan Hansen'

Hope you enjoyed and that the wait was worth it :) Please leave a comment if you did so I know people are enjoying my fic and not just clicking on it going 'ew' and moving on :D

Chapter 11: Wicked little town

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Regionals was that Saturday and yet as Rachel stepped into the choir room that Monday morning, her chest tightened with the familiar irritation that came with the New Directions’ chronic lack of preparation. In her mind, the weeks before a competition should be spent perfecting every note, every breath, every step. Instead, Mr Schuester seemed convinced that his aimless “weekly lessons” were a better use of time than rehearsing for the most important performance of their season.

 

But today, at least, a flicker of relief bloomed in her chest. Across the whiteboard, in blocky handwriting, one word finally stared back at her: Regionals .

 

It was about time.

 

The room was blessedly empty of Mr Schue, sparing her the inevitable lecture about punctuality. Her morning training with Ms Holliday had run late again, an extra round of hand-to-hand drills and a crash course in demon lore had stolen the last of her minutes. Ms Holliday seemed determined to cram every ounce of preparation into Rachel’s brain before the inevitable showdown with Artemis. 

 

She slipped into her usual seat, the one left empty between Quinn and Mike, and dropped her bag at her feet. Quinn, Tina, Santana, and Mike were already clustered around her, talking in low tones.

 

“Where were you?” Quinn asked, tilting her head with mild curiosity.

 

“My morning training session with Ms Holliday went over its scheduled time frame,” Rachel said primly, catching her breath. “Which left me pressed for time.” She smoothed her skirt before adding, “What are you discussing?”

 

“We’re trying to guess which Journey song Mr Schue is gonna force us to sing at Regionals,” Mike said with a half-smile.

 

Rachel parted her lips to respond, but the door banged open. Mr Schuester strode in, clapping his hands together with the relentless cheer of a man who had never once faced down a supernatural threat.

 

“Okay, guys! Regionals is this Saturday, so it’s time to really buckle down and figure out a set list.”

 

Rachel’s mouth twitched, and she muttered under her breath, “The time to buckle down was a month ago.”

 

Quinn reached over, her fingers curling briefly on Rachel’s shoulder in quiet sympathy. 

 

Mr Schue, oblivious as ever, kept going. “This year’s theme is Anthem ,” he announced, writing it in all caps beneath the word Regionals . “So, I was thinking we start with Journey’s ‘Separate Ways (Worlds Apart)’ as a duet. Then we just need a group number and a solo. Thoughts?”

 

The room fell silent. Every head turned toward Rachel, expectant.

 

She folded her hands in her lap and kept her eyes on the whiteboard. Her opinion, as always, would be treated as a grab for attention rather than the logical strategy it was. Silence stretched, and eventually the others began to murmur, voices rising into overlapping debate.

 

Quinn leaned closer, her voice a low whisper. “What’s wrong?”

 

Rachel hesitated. The hum of the room swirled around her as she weighed her words.

 

“Personally, I think we should perform original songs for Regionals,” she said finally. “But I lack the mental energy to fight about it today. They will only accuse me of hogging the spotlight, rather than acknowledging that it’s the most strategic choice.”

 

Quinn’s eyes sharpened with resolve. She straightened and raised her hand.

 

“Mr Schue,” she said, her voice cutting through the chatter, “with Cheerios, we learned that the best advantage is to do the unexpected. I think we should perform original songs for Regionals. It will push the team, and the judges will never see it coming.”

 

The room froze. All eyes turned to Quinn in surprise, as if hearing her suggest strategy was as shocking as seeing her juggle flaming batons.

 

Mercedes was the first to break the silence. “Even if it’s unexpected, that doesn’t mean it’ll be good. The other teams are gonna be performing amazing songs. We can’t compete with that.”

 

Quinn met her gaze evenly. “You’re right. We won’t be as good. We’ll be better. We’ll be singing from our hearts, with our own words, our own music. And we have a talented songwriter right here.” She gestured at Rachel without hesitation.

 

Rachel’s spine straightened at the public support, and she nodded in agreement.

 

“Yeah, who?” Finn asked skeptically.

 

“Rachel,” Quinn said simply. “I think she and I should write something together.”

 

From the row behind them, Santana chimed in.. “I’m with them. Original songs. It’s bold. They won’t know what hit ’em.”

 

Mercedes folded her arms. “Wait, so suddenly the two of you are writing all the music for Regionals? That doesn’t seem fair. Everyone should have a shot.”

 

“Yeah, I agree,” Sam added. “We can all pitch in.”

 

“What do you think, Mr Schue?” Kurt asked, glancing at their teacher for the final word.

 

Mr. Schuester’s face lit with forced optimism. “I think we’re doing original songs for Regionals!” he declared, just as the bell rang. “We’ll meet after school to start planning.”

 

Chairs scraped and backpacks zipped as the club dissolved into chatter. Santana leaned forward and tapped Rachel on the shoulder.

 

“Come on, midget. I’ll walk you to homeroom,” she said with a smirk.

 

Rachel gave her a long-suffering look. “Santana, I must remind you that ‘midget’ is both inaccurate and diminutive. If you consult the Oxford Dictionary, you will find I do not meet the criteria.”

 

Santana’s smirk deepened. “It’s not an insult. It’s a term of endearment. Besides, I did look it up. Your picture was right there next to the definition.”

 

Rachel let out a huff, the corners of her mouth twitching despite herself, and followed Santana out into the hallway

 


“Santana!”

 

The sharp call echoed through the bustling hallway. Santana paused mid-step and turned, her dark ponytail swinging over her shoulder. Rachel, who had been walking at her side, pivoted as well to see Brittany jogging toward them. The blonde weaved through the stream of students with surprising speed, dodging a group of football players with her usual graceful ballet agility.

 

When Brittany reached them, slightly breathless, her blue eyes flicked to Santana first, then slid toward Rachel.

 

“Can we talk?” Brittany asked, her voice soft but urgent. Then, after a hesitant beat, she added, “Alone?”

 

Santana’s jaw tightened. She gave a small nod before glancing at Rachel, but Rachel was already stepping back to give them the illusion of privacy. She wasn’t going to wander out of earshot entirely - not after Santana had asked her to wait - but she positioned herself a few lockers down, pretending to be interested in a faded anti-bullying poster on the wall.

 

Brittany fidgeted with the hem of her sweater. “Can I ask you a question?”

 

Santana’s response was wary, her hands sliding into the pockets of her Cheerios jacket. “Yeah. I guess.”

 

Brittany swallowed. “We used to be really close… and I really miss being your friend.”

 

Santana’s expression shifted, a flash of something sharp in her dark eyes. “Still waiting for the question,” she said, her tone edged with bitterness.

 

Rachel’s brow furrowed. The tension between them was palpable. Just last week, Santana had visited Brittany in the hospital and shown real concern. Now, standing in the fluorescent-lit hallway, that softness had been replaced by something cold and jagged.

 

“Did I… do something wrong?” Brittany finally asked, her voice trembling.

 

Santana let out a short, humorless laugh. “I don’t know, did you? All I know is you blew me off to be with Stubbles McCripple Pants. And that’s fine. Your loss.” Her words were like acid now, harsher than Rachel had ever heard her speak to Brittany. “I have to go. I’m walking Rachel to class.”

 

Brittany flinched, but her voice rose, desperate. “Wait. You’re walking Rachel to class? Are you… dating her? Because… you told me you loved me.”

 

Rachel’s breath caught. That explained so much, the cold distance between the two girls, the way Santana had gravitated toward her instead. 

 

A confession, likely rejected.

 

Santana’s face went blank for a heartbeat before she answered. “No, I’m not dating Berry. Not that it’s any of your business if I was.” Her tone cut like glass. “And honestly? I don’t know what I was thinking when I said that to you. Look, can you just… leave me alone?”

 

She didn’t wait for a response. Santana spun on her heel and strode back toward Rachel, her sneakers squeaking faintly on the polished floor.

 

“Can we just pretend you didn’t hear that?” she muttered as she brushed past Rachel, not breaking stride.

 

“I can,” Rachel said softly, falling in step beside her. After a pause, she ventured, “Would you… like to talk about it?”

 

“No,” Santana said curtly. But then, quieter, almost like a reluctant confession, she added, “Thanks, though.”

 

By the time they reached Rachel’s homeroom, the air between them had cooled into a companionable silence. Santana stopped at the door, her usual mask sliding back into place. Rachel gave her a small, reassuring smile before slipping inside to join Mike and Tina.

 

Later, Rachel caught up with Quinn by her locker during lunch.

 

“Why did you say I am a really talented songwriter?” Rachel asked as she approached, the question tumbling out before she could second-guess herself.

 

Quinn turned, her blonde hair catching the light from the high windows. “Because you are,” she said simply, her voice firm with conviction.

 

Rachel hesitated. “How - ”

 

“ - How do I know?” Quinn finished for her, a tiny smirk tugging at her lips. Rachel nodded, and Quinn continued, “You left your notebook at my place once. You’re good, Rach.”

 

Rachel froze, heart skipping. Her private songs, laid bare? A tiny knot of panic twisted in her stomach.

 

 “Which… which one did you read?”

 

“I didn’t go snooping,” Quinn assured her. “That would’ve been a major invasion of privacy. But it was open to One Day . I read it. And it’s really good.”

 

Rachel exhaled in quiet relief. One Day was personal, but not the song she feared Quinn might see, the one written after a night of raw emotions and close calls on patrol. At least some secrets were still safe.

 

“It is nothing special,” she murmured, glancing away. “Just something I occasionally try my hand at.”

 

“It’s good,” Quinn insisted as they began walking toward the cafeteria. Her voice carried a warmth that sank straight into Rachel’s chest. “You don’t even have to write with me if you don’t want to. I just wanted to help get everyone on board.”

 

Rachel studied her for a beat, then asked, “Do you not want to?”

 

“I do,” Quinn said quickly, a smile breaking through her usual composure. “I just didn’t want you to feel like you had to.”

 

“I want to,” Rachel said with quiet determination. 

 

The way Quinn’s face lit up in response sent a flutter through Rachel’s chest that she chose not to examine too closely.

 

They entered the cafeteria together, sliding into their usual seats beside Mike and Tina. The noise of clattering trays and overlapping conversations filled the air. Only a few seconds passed before Santana sauntered over and dropped into the empty chair across from them.

 

This was different.

 

In the days since she’d tentatively offered to join their supernatural efforts, Santana had lurked on the fringes - walking Rachel to class, exchanging a quip in the hall - but this was the first time she sat openly at their table. A Cheerio sitting with the “freaks,” in full view of the entire cafeteria.

 

The effect was instant. Whispers rippled across the room like a sudden breeze. Heads turned. Santana didn’t flinch. She simply leaned back in her chair, the picture of practiced nonchalance, and reached for an apple from Rachel’s tray.

 

“So,” she said casually, glancing at Rachel, “any new supernatural drama?”

 

Rachel shook her head, her voice lowering. “No. Nothing new. Just Artemis, still lurking in the shadows.”

 

Santana’s jaw tightened. “Alright,” she said, her voice firm and resolute. “We’ll keep an eye out, then.”

 

The table fell into a comfortable rhythm of conversation, the buzz of the cafeteria dimming around them. For the first time, Rachel noticed, Santana didn’t look like she was standing on the edge of their world. 

 

She looked like she belonged.

 


 

When Mr Shue walked into the choir room that afternoon, his arms were loaded with thin paperback books. As he started handing them out, Rachel caught sight of the titles. 

 

Rhyming dictionaries.

 

An inward sigh rose up in her chest, though she pressed her lips together to keep it contained. 

 

Really? This is how he thinks songwriting works?

 

“Okay, guys,” Mr Shue said cheerfully, clapping his now-empty hands together like he was about to start a magic trick. “In your hands, you’ve got rhyming dictionaries. I want you to think of something that matters to you, something personal, and then try to turn it into a song.” He beamed around the room, gesturing with a flourish as if releasing them into the wild. “Then we’ll reconvene and see what everyone came up with!”

 

Rachel’s eyes drifted over the room. Her teammates were dutifully flipping through the pages, heads bent, pencils poised. She could already imagine the results: clumsy rhymes and flat melodies that would make even The Hipsters cringe.

 

She leaned closer to Quinn, lowering her voice to a whisper. “Why are we here? You told Mr Shue we would be writing a song together.”

 

Quinn gave a small shrug, a wry smile tugging at her lips. “He said he wanted us to be ‘taught’ first before we go off on our own.”

 

Rachel gave a quiet scoff, eyes flicking toward Mr Shue, who was circling the room like he’d just released a flock of creative prodigies. “He calls that teaching?”

 

Quinn let out a soft laugh, quickly ducking her head to hide it. She flipped open her rhyming dictionary with a resigned sigh.

 

“What are you doing?” Rachel asked, eyebrows raised.

 

“I’m humoring him,” Quinn murmured. “We both know whatever the rest of them come up with, ” she gave a subtle gesture toward their teammates, all of whom were frowning at their notebooks like the answer might appear if they stared long enough, “isn’t going to be good. But if we humor him, let him think our eventual song is thanks to his superior teaching skills , he’ll be more likely to let us take the lead.”

 

Rachel considered this, letting out a small, almost theatrical groan that only Quinn could hear. “Fine,” she muttered, cracking open her own rhyming dictionary. The pages smelled faintly of glue and cheap paper.

 

Thirty long minutes crawled by. Rachel jotted a few meaningless rhymes just for appearance’s sake while listening to the scratch of pencils and the occasional muttered frustration from Puck.

 

Finally, Mr Shue clapped his hands again, startling a few of the quieter members. “Okay, guys! Does anyone have anything they want to share?”

 

Several hands shot up, including Santana’s, which surprised Rachel enough to make her blink. Santana had never seemed like the songwriting type.

 

The first three “songs” came and went, each worse than the last. Off-key rhymes, awkward phrasing, and lyrics that sounded like bad greeting cards filled the room. Even Mr Shue’s constant grin faltered as his enthusiasm sagged with each performance.

 

When Santana stood, ready to read hers, he abruptly held up a hand. “Okay, okay, wait. Before we go any further… these songs have been great, but I’m not sure they’re Regionals material.”

 

Mercedes shot to her feet, indignation written all over her face. “Hell no, Mr Shue. My song was great.”

 

“It was ,” he said quickly, placating her with raised palms, “but think about it, what’s your favorite song of all time?”

 

“‘You Oughta Know,’ Alanis Morissette,” Santana said immediately from behind Rachel.

 

“‘What’s Going On,’ Marvin Gaye,” Puck called lazily from his sprawl in the back row.

 

“‘Shake It Out,’ Florence and the Machine,” Tina added softly.

 

“Right,” Mr Shue said, eyes brightening. “And what are all those songs about?” He paused for effect, but no one answered before he barreled ahead. “Pain. Real pain. The greatest songs come from a place of hurt. That’s the side of yourselves I want you to tap into.”

 

For once Mr Shue actually made a good point. She turned her head to look out the window. 

 

Quinn leaned toward her. “What are you looking at?”

 

“I am looking for flying pigs,” Rachel said plainly.

 

“Huh?”

 

“Mr Shue actually made a good point,” she replied, and Quinn stifled a laugh, cutting it off when a few heads swiveled toward them. 

 

The conversation between Mr Shue and the rest of the New Directions continued as they started complaining about the way they were being treated by the rest of the school and Coach Sylvester. 

 

Coach Sylvester was coming up a lot. 

 

Probably due to how excited Mr Shue seemed to get every time someone complained about her. Her head jerked to look next to her when Tina spoke.

 

“She called the Ohio Secretary of State,” Tina said suddenly, her voice trembling with equal parts disbelief and anger, “pretended to be me, and said I wanted to legally change my name to Tina Cohen-Loser.”

 

Rachel’s mouth fell open. She did what?

 

Even Mr Shue gaped, opening and closing his mouth like a fish before simply turning to the whiteboard and writing “LOSER” in big block letters. He then launched into another round of motivational chatter about using their feelings to inspire songs.

 

Rachel tuned him out after that. The sheer incompetence of both McKinley High and its teaching staff never failed to astonish her. At any other school, a stunt like Sue’s would have had consequences. Here, it was just Monday.

 

By the time the meeting wrapped, the club had agreed to lean into their “outcast” status as inspiration. Mr Shue dismissed them with unearned excitement, while the room buzzed with chatter about lyrics and ideas.

 

Rachel, however, only felt a quiet certainty settle over her. If they wanted to win at Regionals, she and Quinn were going to have to save the team…again.




 

The next morning, Rachel hurried through McKinley’s crowded hallways, her gaze sweeping the stream of students flooding in before the bell. Her phone still displayed the short, early-morning text from Quinn, and nothing since. It was unusual for them to go this long without speaking. A flicker of unease gnawed at her as she spun the dial on her locker and swapped books.

 

The halls smelled faintly of disinfectant and the cheap cafeteria hash browns that lingered from breakfast. Lockers banged open and shut all around her, students shouting over the dull roar of morning chatter. Rachel hugged her textbooks to her chest and turned toward Quinn’s locker, her eyes darting from face to face. No blonde ponytail, no familiar sharp green gaze.

 

Where was Quinn?

 

“Hey!” 

 

The call jolted her from her thoughts. Finn was jogging up, his long legs covering the distance awkwardly, his sneakers squeaking against the linoleum. Rachel forced herself to stop, though her foot tapped impatiently. 

 

“Can I talk to you?” he asked, puffing slightly, his expression lighting with a mix of hope and nerves.

 

Rachel exhaled through her nose, a small sigh she didn’t bother to hide. “Sure, Finn,” she said softly. Her tone was flat, but he didn’t seem to notice. 

 

He brightened up with the familiar slightly constipated look on his face.

 

“You’re friends with Santana now?” He blurted out in one rapid burst. Before letting out a sigh. 

 

The way he always had in the past after blurting out things that had been building up in him for a couple of days. 

 

Usually some complaint about her. 

 

Rachel turned her head toward him fully, expression tightening. “I am.”

 

Finn frowned, his thick brows furrowing as he shook his head. “Why?” The word burst from him like an accusation.

 

“I do not see why Santana and mine's burgeoning friendship is of any concern to you,”she said, voice crisp.

 

“It’s, it’s screwing up the glee club dynamic,” he stammered, hands flailing for emphasis.

 

Rachel had to scoff at that. Their friendship screws up the glee club dynamic but Santana’s relentless insults didn’t? 

 

“I can assure you Finn that the glee club dynamic is quite alright.”

 
“No!” Finn’s voice rose, sharp enough to draw a few glances from nearby lockers. His fists curled at his sides. “She’s just messing with you and you’re, you’re too naïve to see it!”

 

Rachel studied him for a long, silent beat. His face was taut, the veins in his neck standing out, his entire body coiled like a spring. She comes to the conclusion that this is a situation primed to go bad. In the past, she would have worked to calm him down, would have tried to soothe and explain. Today, she simply didn’t have the time, or the patience.

 

Without another word, she shook her head, turned on her heel, and walked away. His voice followed her down the hall, calling her name, punctuated by the hollow clang of him kicking a locker. 

 

She didn’t turn back.

 

He would just have to get over it. Not that that was something that was in Finn Hudson’s DNA. The bell rang a moment later, and a groan escaped her lips. Finn had wasted precious minutes, and now she’d have to wait until third period to see Quinn.

 

Except Quinn wasn’t there.

 

Or at lunch.

 

Or in sixth period. Or seventh.

 

By the time Glee Club rolled around, Rachel’s worry had hardened into something tight and heavy in her chest. Quinn always texted back, even at three in the morning when Rachel sometimes forgot the time. Today, her calls went to voicemail.

 

Rachel spotted Santana the moment she stepped into the hall outside the choir room. “Have you heard from Quinn?” she demanded, voice pitched with urgency.

 

Santana arched a brow. “Hello to you too, Berry.”

 

Rachel flushed and clasped her hands tightly around her phone. “My apologies. I am… becoming increasingly distressed at my inability to reach Quinn. Have you seen her?”

 

Santana’s sharp gaze softened a fraction as she took her in. “Last time I saw her was this morning.” She turned, already striding away from the choir room. When Rachel didn’t immediately follow, she glanced over her shoulder. “You coming?”

 

“Coming?” 

 

“You just told me you haven't heard from Tubbers since this morning,” Santana said “with the level of weird in this town,” Santana used her hand to gesture, “that is apparently Supernatural I’m not going to sit and listen to the moronic mutterings of the Glee Club if something might be wrong with Quinn.”

 

Rachel nodded quickly and hurried after her. In the parking lot, Santana jerked her thumb toward Rachel’s car. “I’ll ride with you. I’ll get my car later.”  

 

The drive to Santana and Quinn’s house was a blur. Rachel’s knuckles tightened on the steering wheel, her stomach churning with dread. The instant they pulled into the driveway, both girls were out of the car, racing to the front door.

 

“Quinn!” Rachel’s voice rang through the house as they burst inside. 

 

Only silence answered.

 

The air was too still.

 

Rachel’s senses prickled as they approached Quinn’s bedroom. A chill crawled over her skin, and the fine hairs on the back of her neck rose. Instinct screamed at her. She shot an arm out to stop Santana.

 

“Get behind me,” Rachel whispered.

 

To her credit, Santana obeyed without argument, sliding back and keeping close.

 

Rachel crept forward, every sense on high alert. She nudged the door open with her fingertips. Quinn’s room was dark, the curtains drawn tight, not a sliver of sunlight breaking through.

 

It was Santana speaking which drew Rachels attention to the figure in the darkness.

 

“Courtney?” 

 

Rachel’s eyes adjusted enough to see a figure peel out of the corner. Courtney. A freshman Cheerio. Her skin was pale to the point of sickness, and when she smirked, the faint light glinted off two sharp fangs. Rachel knew it was a conscious choice on Cortney’s side to reveal that she was a vampire. Vampires seemed to be dramatic like that. 



“Mistress would like to talk to you,” Courtney said, her attention fixed solely on Rachel as though Santana wasn’t even there.

 

Santana moved like she was about to charge, but Rachel’s arm shot out, halting her without looking away from the vampire.

 

“I have to ask,” Rachel said, her tone deceptively casual, her pulse hammering. She took one measured step forward and saw Courtney reflexively retreat the same distance. “What is it with supernatural beings? Always ‘Master’ this and ‘Mistress’ that. Do you lose the ability for independent thought the second you get turned?”

 

Courtney’s lips peeled back, fangs bared in a hiss. “Mistress,” she repeated, voice sharp as glass, “would like to talk to you.”

 

“Contrary to popular belief, I do know how to listen,” Rachel said, her voice steady despite the tension coiling in her stomach. Her gaze never left Courtney. “So I heard you the first time.”

 

Courtney’s lips parted, but Rachel cut across her smoothly. “She would like to talk to me, and what? She thought kidnapping Quinn would make me agree?”

 

It was true, of course. Rachel would do anything to get Quinn back, but she would not give them the satisfaction of knowing that.

 

“Ten p.m. tomorrow,” Courtney said. Her tone was cold and matter-of-fact. “The old abandoned office building on Edwardson Street.”

 

She stepped toward the doorway, her steps measured and feline. Rachel noticed how the vampire circled them widely, never allowing herself within arm’s reach. Santana bristled beside her, muscles tense and ready to spring, but Rachel’s hand shot out and gripped her arm hard. Santana let out a low, frustrated growl that Rachel ignored.

 

“Aren’t you forgetting the part where you say ‘come alone’?” Rachel asked lightly, tilting her head.

 

Courtney stopped, turned back just enough for the hallway light to glint off her pale cheekbones. “Come alone. Come with them.” Her lip curled in disdain as she pointed toward Santana. “It does not matter. You are no match for Mistress.”

 

She pivoted on her heel and left, the faintest whisper of footsteps trailing down the hall. A few seconds later, the front door clicked shut, leaving the house in a suffocating silence.

 

Rachel released her grip on Santana’s arm slowly. Santana immediately whirled to face her, eyes blazing.

 

“What the hell, midge?” she hissed.

 

Rachel met her anger with calm, though her heart was still hammering. “Santana, I mean this in the kindest way possible, but you are no match for a vampire. Not even a newborn like Courtney.”

 

“I could take her,” Santana huffed, crossing her arms.

 

“No.” Rachel shook her head. “You could not.”

 

Santana’s brows snapped together in protest, her mouth already opening, but Rachel pressed on, voice softening. “They already have Quinn. I could not risk them taking you too. I… I cannot have that on my conscience.”

 

Something in her tone must have reached Santana because her posture eased, the sharpness in her eyes dimming. “Hey,” she said quietly. She placed a hand on Rachel’s shoulder and squeezed. “This isn’t on you. From what you’ve told me, this fight has been coming for a long time.”

 

“Because I got Quinn - ”

 

“Hey!” Santana’s voice sharpened again, cutting her off. “Do not start that. This isn’t your fault. You didn’t do this, and Quinn chose to get involved. Don’t go making her choices your own.” She punctuated the words with a poke to Rachel’s chest. “Now come on. What’s the plan?”

 

Rachel drew in a deep breath, shoulders squaring. “Now… we get the others.”

 

She turned and strode toward the front door with a sudden surge of determination. Behind her, she heard Santana mutter under her breath before hurrying to catch up. By the time they reached the car, the early evening air was thick with tension, the fading sun bleeding gold and pink into the horizon.

 

Within the hour, they were gathered at Ms Holliday’s house. The living room smelled of tomato sauce and basil, dinner simmering in the kitchen. Rachel paced the carpet in front of the couch, the rhythmic thump of her footsteps the only sound for a moment. The empty cushion where she and Quinn usually sat together drew her eye like a wound.

 

“So…” Mike said at last from his spot on the armchair, glancing nervously between her and Santana. “What are we gonna do?”

 

Rachel stilled, drawing in a breath. Every gaze in the room locked on her, even Ms Holliday’s from where she stirred a pot on the stove.

 

“Now,” Rachel said, her voice clear and steady, “now I kill her.”

 

Tina’s face pinched with worry. “You know it’s a trap, right?”

 

Rachel’s head turned, meeting her eyes. “I do.” She shrugged faintly. “But it’s Quinn.”

 

She hesitated only a second before crossing to the couch and sinking into the cushions for the first time all night. Her body felt like lead. “I have to do this. It’s Quinn.”

 

“Okay,” Mike said, standing and crossing the room. “But we’re not letting you go alone.”

 

Rachel’s lips curved in a small, grateful smile as he folded her into a warm hug. For a fleeting moment, she allowed herself to lean into him, the tension in her body loosening under the weight of his support.

 

Then reality crept back in. She straightened, stepped out of his arms, and clapped her hands together, clearing her throat to chase away the lump rising there.

 

“Alright,” she said, her voice brisker now. “Let’s eat. We have work to do.”

 

Everyone nodded, filing into the kitchen where Ms Holliday was already dishing out steaming plates of food.

 


 

“Right, so,” Rachel said, pushing herself up from the kitchen table. The sudden movement drew the eyes of Mike, Tina, and Santana, who all rose with her. They waited expectantly, as if bracing for orders. “Let us go make some stakes.”

 

Three eager nods met her words, and she led the way to Ms Holliday’s training room.

 

The scent of wood shavings and metal filled the air thirty minutes later. Rachel sat cross-legged on the mat, a half-shaped stake in her hands. The rhythmic scrape of her knife against the wood filled the quiet, punctuated by the soft murmur of conversation from Mike, Tina, and Santana as they worked beside her. Every now and then a splinter flicked off and landed on her leggings.

 

The door creaked open. “Rachel,” Ms Holliday’s voice carried that mix of exasperation and concern that had become familiar since this whole supernatural mess had begun.

 

Rachel looked up, strands of hair clinging to her forehead with sweat. She followed the silent summons, placing her half-finished stake carefully on the ground before crossing the room.

Ms Holliday folded her arms and studied her. “Since you are apparently intent on walking into the most obvious trap in history, I would be failing my Watcher duties if I didn’t at least try one more time to talk you out of it.”

 

Rachel’s mouth opened. “It is Quinn - ”

 

“So you’ve said.” Ms Holliday’s interruption was sharp, but her sigh softened the edge. “And it’s also a trap. A trap, Rachel.” She let the words hang, searching Rachel’s face. Then she tilted her head slightly. “There’s no way I’m talking you out of this, is there?”

 

Rachel shook her head once. “No.”

 

“God, you’re so stubborn.” But there was the ghost of a smile behind the words. Ms Holliday gestured to the practice mat. “Fine. Let’s get you ready, then.”

 

By the next morning, Rachel walked into McKinley with only three hours of sleep keeping her upright. Her Slayer endurance was the only reason she wasn’t a heap on the floor. The fluorescent lights overhead felt harsher than usual as she bypassed her homeroom and made for Ms Holliday’s office.

 

The office was empty. Rachel dropped her bag with a thud and immediately crouched to retrieve a stack of books from the lower shelf of the bookcase. Ancient texts, half-burned demonology guides, the meager mentions of Artemis that Ms Holliday had collected - all of it had been read and reread until the words blurred. When she finally migrated to her laptop, her eyes scanned architectural layouts of the abandoned office building where the meeting - no, the trap - would take place.

 

The door clicked. Santana strolled in, leaning against the frame with her usual casual slouch. “I’m not here to judge,” she said. “I’m here to help.”

 

Relief softened Rachel’s tense shoulders. She picked one of the books off the floor and passed it to her. “Maybe you’ll have more luck with this than I did.”

 

Santana snorted but dropped into a chair, flipping the book open without further complaint.

 

As first period bled into second, Tina and Mike trickled in. Mike, surprisingly, proved adept at digging up building records and surrounding maps, muttering commentary to himself about entrances and alleyways as he worked. When Ms Holliday arrived over lunch, Mike pounced immediately, asking her to print off blueprints from the school’s network. None of them wanted to risk wandering the halls with this kind of evidence.

 

When the blueprints were finally spread across Ms Holliday’s desk, the group crowded in, their heads nearly touching. Dusty sunbeams through the blinds streaked across the old paper.

 

This might be a trap but they were going to walk in prepared if Rachel had anything to say about it.

 

They pored over the plans in tense silence until Santana muttered under her breath, “If I was an evil vampire bitch, where would I hide…” Her finger traced the rooms on the paper, pausing at a stairwell to the sublevel.

 

Mike snorted, breaking the spell of silence, and even Rachel felt her lips twitch.

 


 

By the time Glee Club rolled around, Rachel was grateful for the distraction, though guilt gnawed at her for feeling it. Walking into the choir room with Santana, Tina, and Mike earned them curious glances, and Kurt arched an eyebrow.

 

“Well,” he said in a syrupy tone, “look who decided to show up.”

 

Rachel ignored him. Most of the club was absorbed in their rhyming dictionaries, scrawling in notebooks with misplaced confidence. If Rachel had ever harbored a shred of hope that they could produce original songs for Regionals, the last few days had crushed it. The so-called “songs” they presented were cringeworthy. Lyrics that would make even the most desperate D-list writer in L.A. sound like a genius.

 

And Quinn was still missing.

 

Her chest tightened. She clenched her pen harder, listening to Mercedes call her latest suggestion “too showy,” and then, as if twisting the knife, “there’s no way we’re letting you make yourself the lead.”

 

Snap.

 

The pen broke in her hand, ink bleeding onto her fingers. She stood abruptly, chair screeching back, and took a step toward Mercedes. Her blood roared in her ears.

 

A firm hand clamped around her elbow.

 

Santana yanked her toward the door without a word, dragging her into the stairwell. The cool wall met Rachel’s back with a thud as Santana pushed her against it.

 

“Breathe, you fucking psycho,” Santana said.

 

Rachel shoved her lightly, and Santana stumbled back a step before closing the distance again. This time she pressed a palm to Rachel’s shoulder, holding her in place more as a tether than a restraint.

 

“Breathe,” she repeated, softer now. “I get it. But breathe.”

 

Rachel’s chest rose and fell in jagged bursts. Her voice cracked. “What if I am unable to save her?”

 

“You will,” Santana said immediately, with the fierce certainty only she could summon. “You are Rachel fucking Berry. You survived a literal time loop to save Quinn. There is no way you’re letting some undead bitch beat you now.” She punctuated the words with a poke to Rachel’s chest. “Okay?”

 

Rachel exhaled shakily. “Okay.” She nodded once, then straightened her posture. “We should go back in before they start gossiping.”

 

“Berry, they’re already gossiping,” Santana said dryly as she let go and led the way back.

 

Sure enough, the choir room went silent when they reentered, the kind of silence that screamed with unsaid words. Rachel ignored it. She slid back into her chair as if nothing had happened. Conversation picked up again, stilted at first, then flowing back to the mediocrity of rhyming exercises.

 

Tina leaned over and whispered, “Are you okay?”

 

Rachel nodded.

 

“We’ll save her,” Tina murmured. “No worries. Artemis has no idea what’s coming.”

 

Puck announced that he had written the best song ever (it was not in fact the best song ever) but the room’s attention shifted to him, away from the storm building beneath Rachel’s calm exterior, and away from the trap they were walking into that night.

 

When Glee Club finally ended, the four of them walked as a group to Ms Holliday’s apartment. The late afternoon air felt heavy with anticipation, though none of them said much along the way. By the time they arrived, the group drifted into the lounge and collapsed into their usual spots.

 

Rachel automatically sat where she always did, her shoulder brushing the arm of the couch where Quinn normally sat. The cushion beside her, cold and undisturbed, was painfully empty. Her gaze kept straying to it despite her best efforts.

 

Empty.

 

She lasted barely a minute before standing up, her legs restless. Pacing helped a little, but every turn of the room brought her back into direct line with that empty space on the couch. She forced herself to look at the wall clock instead, trying to calculate if enough time had passed to justify leaving.

 

“You all know the plan?” she asked suddenly, her voice sharper than she meant.

 

 It was the third time she’d asked in the past hour.

 

“Yes,” came a chorus of affirmatives.

 

Rachel let out a tight sigh and glanced at the clock again. The minute hand had barely twitched. She could feel the tension crawling beneath her skin. “I am going to grab some more stakes,” she muttered, already turning toward the training area.

 

“Rachel, we already have a ton of stakes,” Tina said, lifting her head from the arm of the chair. “How many vampires do you think are going to show up?”

 

“Better safe than sorry,” Rachel answered automatically.

 

“Rach,” Tina raised her voice slightly, firm now, “we can’t carry any more stakes.”

 

Rachel paused mid-step, shoulders sagging. She hated that Tina was right. She turned back to the clock. Barely moved. Her stomach churned with impatience. 

 

Screw it.

 

“Ready to go?” she asked.

 

Three nods snapped her out of her own anxious loop. Mike, Tina, and Santana rose from their spots. The group filed toward the door in tense silence. Just before Rachel could follow them out, a hand landed on her shoulder.

 

“Stay safe, Slayer,” Ms Holliday said softly, giving her shoulder a firm squeeze.

 

Rachel nodded once and then slipped out into the night.

 

They parked a block away from the abandoned office building. The city block was quiet except for the occasional rattle of a loose sign in the wind. Shadows stretched long across the cracked pavement. They approached in a tight formation, stopping two buildings short to regroup.

 

“You’ll be okay?” Tina asked, her voice barely above a whisper as she turned to Mike.

 

He nodded once, then pulled her into a quick kiss. When they separated, Rachel cleared her throat.

 

“All our watches are coordinated?” she asked.

 

The three of them glanced down at their wrists and nodded.

 

“Good. Let’s go.” Her eyes met Mike’s. “Stay out of sight. And stay safe.”

 

Once he gave his quiet confirmation, Rachel led Santana and Tina toward the side entrance. The rusty door groaned faintly as she eased it open.

 

“Stay behind me,” she whispered.

 

The interior was a tomb of abandoned hallways. Their footsteps were soundless on the dusty floor, but every soft creak in the distance set Rachel’s nerves on edge. A stray office door swung lazily from the wind slipping in through a broken window, creaking like an old ship. The air was cold enough to raise goosebumps along the back of her neck.

 

This was a trap. She knew it was a trap. So where was it?

 

They had studied the blueprint for hours. Rachel moved with precision through the corridors, her stake gripped tight in her right hand. Santana and Tina shadowed her movements, hugging the walls and staying out of sight. The closer they drew to the room Mike had sworn would hold Quinn, the tighter Rachel’s chest became.

 

When they finally reached it, she pressed her back to the wall beside the doorframe and froze, holding up a hand to halt the others. It was the only closed door on the entire floor. A soft wind funneled through the hall, brushing her neck like icy fingers. The building felt darker than before, as if the light had drained away.

 

Rachel tightened her grip on her stake. Slowly, carefully, she reached for the handle with her left hand. The door creaked as she pushed it open, her body still pressed flat against the wall. 

 

Nothing rushed at her.

 

She risked a glance inside and froze.

 

Green eyes, wide and wet, locked onto hers. Quinn.

 

Relief slammed into Rachel like a wave, loosening the knot that had been strangling her chest for two endless days. She scanned Quinn’s body rapidly. Bruises mottled her arms, which were tied above her head, forcing her into a kneeling position that looked torturous. A gag muffled her mouth, but her gaze never wavered from Rachel’s.

 

Rachel forced herself to break that magnetic connection, scanning the corners of the room for movement. Empty. Suspiciously empty.

 

She slid into the room, steps quickening when nothing lunged out of the shadows. Santana and Tina followed close behind, both going still when they saw Quinn. Santana sucked in a breath and immediately stifled it, remembering the danger.

 

Rachel dropped to her knees beside Quinn and placed a steadying hand on her shoulder before moving to untie the ropes at her legs. Santana crouched on the other side and began working on the knots around Quinn’s wrists. The rope fibers scraped against Rachel’s fingers, stubborn with tightness, but finally gave way. Quinn’s arms trembled as they were freed, and Santana quickly pulled the gag from her mouth.

 

“Rachel,” Quinn whispered, soft and reverent.

 

Rachel’s chest tightened. She stood slowly, giving Quinn the space to regain her balance. The blonde wobbled to her feet and took two careful steps forward. Then her hands rose to Rachel’s shoulders, and she leaned in until their foreheads touched.

 

Rachel didn’t move. She barely breathed. The moment stretched, the world holding still around them.

 

“I’ve missed you,” Quinn whispered.

 

“I missed you too,” Rachel answered, her voice breaking on the words. Santana muttered something under her breath, but Rachel ignored it. “There is something between us,” she continued softly, “and it is the most beautiful thing I have ever felt.”

 

A brilliant smile bloomed across Quinn’s face, startling in its warmth against the bleakness of the room.

 

Rachel wrapped her arms around her, holding her tight. The rhythm of Quinn’s heartbeat against her own steadied her, a fragile moment of safety in the center of the storm.

 

“When we get out of this,” Rachel whispered into Quinn’s hair, her voice soft and trembling with adrenaline, “would you like to go on a date with me?”

 

Quinn froze for a beat. Slowly, she leaned back but didn’t let go of Rachel. Their eyes met, the tension of the moment shimmering between them.

 

“A date?” Quinn asked, her lips curling into a grin despite the ropes still lying at her feet and the bruises on her arms.

 

“A date,” Rachel confirmed with a firm nod. “Shall I define it for you? A date is an appointment for a particular time, especially with a person to whom one is sexually or romantically attracted. It is also a ritual of courtship which may include any social activity undertaken by, typically, two people with the aim of assessing each other’s suitability as a partner.”

 

Quinn tilted her head, her smile sharpening with dry amusement. “I know what a date is. But now I’m not so sure I want to have one with you.”

 

Before Rachel could respond, Santana hissed from near the door. “Hey, homos. Remember the life-and-death situation we are in?”

 

Reality crashed back over Rachel like a bucket of ice water. “Right. Yes,” she said quickly, taking a step back. 

 

She squeezed Quinn’s hand for just a second, grounding herself in that touch, before letting go to hand her a stake.

 

“Here,” Rachel said, watching Quinn wrap her fingers around the wooden handle. 

 

When the blonde’s grip tightened, some of Rachel’s panic eased.

 

She turned to face the group, her eyes flicking from Tina to Santana to Quinn. “Okay. Same plan as before. Stay quiet and stay behind me.” She leaned closer to Quinn, her voice dropping to a whisper. “Mike is outside waiting. He’s our getaway driver.”

 

Quinn gave a short nod.

 

Rachel led them out of the room, retracing their path down the long, empty hallways. The air was stale, carrying the faint scent of dust and mildew. Their footsteps whispered across the cracked tiles. Every distant creak of the building, every faint groan of the wind, made Rachel’s nerves prickle.

 

Suddenly, she stopped. Her arm shot out, stopping the others in their tracks.

 

The corridor around them seemed to grow darker. Rachel’s chest tightened. She could feel it, a prickling in her gut, a warning whisper in her bones. She didn’t move. She just listened.

 

A soft scuff echoed somewhere ahead. Then the faint scrape of metal against concrete.

 

Silence.

 

A single overhead light flickered to life in the distance, harsh against the gloom. A shadow moved across the far wall. And then she saw them.

 

Vampires.

 

More vampries than she could count.

 

For a frozen, fatal second, Rachel couldn’t move. The world narrowed to the flickering light and the shapes filling the hallway. Then the trap snapped shut.

 

They emerged from every angle, boots silent against the floor. More shadows swelled out of the dark on their left and right, forcing them inward. The vampires spread into a loose horseshoe shape, cutting off every escape.

 

“We do not have enough stakes,” Tina whispered, her voice tight with terror.

 

A sharp, wild laugh almost bubbled in Rachel’s chest. Of course. She had known it had been too easy. Some tiny part of her had even started to believe they would walk out without a fight. Foolish.

 

She tightened her grip on her stake until the wood dug into her palm. Her lungs felt too tight to hold a full breath.

 

“Quinn,” she whispered, never taking her eyes off the encroaching figures, “please stay behind me.”

 

The first vampire lunged, and there was no more time for words.

 

Time seemed to blur. At one point she lost track of Tina and Santana and she could only hope that they were holding their own. The mass of vampires that had spread out to the side of them had moved around them completely encircling the small group of four. 

 

In the distance Rachel could see Artemis just standing perfectly still observing the attack. But try as she might, Rachel just couldn’t get through the vampires to get to her. 

 

Everytime she defeated one vampire another one was there to take its place. 

 

The whole time Rachel can feel Artemis’s eyes on her. Artemis is so close and yet impossible to reach. 

 

Rachel launched herself at the nearest vampire, her body moving on instinct. The stake plunged into its chest with a sickening crunch, and the vampire disintegrated into dust before her eyes. She couldn’t pause to catch her breath; there was no time. Another vampire was already lunging at her, claws outstretched.

 

She sidestepped its attack and drove her elbow into its ribs, following up with a swift kick that sent it stumbling back. Before it could recover, she thrust her stake into its heart. Dust filled the air as the vampire disintegrated, mixing with the grime and debris of the abandoned building.

 

The battle raged on, a blur of motion and violence. Rachel’s body moved on autopilot, her training and instincts guiding her actions. She ducked, dodged, and struck with precision, each move designed to maximize damage and keep her the vampires at bay.

 

Despite her efforts, the vampires kept coming. She could feel the fatigue setting in, her movements growing slightly less sharp, her reactions a fraction slower. She couldn’t keep this up forever. 

 

She needed to get to Artemis and end this.

 

A vampire tackled her from the side, knocking her off her feet. She hit the ground hard, her stake slipping from her grasp and skittering across the floor. She rolled to her feet, wincing at the pain that shot through her body, and scanned the floor for her weapon.

 

Another vampire pounced on her, and she barely managed to block its attack with her forearm. Its claws raked across her skin, drawing blood, but she didn’t let the pain slow her down. She grabbed a piece of broken wood from the floor and drove it into the vampire’s chest, dusting it instantly. 

 

She scrambled to her feet and located her stake, just as another vampire grabbed her from behind. She struggled against its grip, but its claws dug into her shoulders, pulling her back. Desperation gave her strength, and she twisted free, elbowing the vampire in the face and kicking it away.

 

Breathing heavily, she retrieved her stake and faced the horde once more. She steeled herself and prepared to charge forward, but before she could move, she felt a sharp push from behind. 

 

Instead of looking for which vampire had pushed her, Rachel tried to save herself from falling. 

 

Hands frantically swinging. 

 

Someone pushed her again.

 

She fell to the right, into the mass of vampires. A foot came up from the tiles and kicked her in the face. Instinctively she jerked her hand up to protect her face. The stake that she had been holding in that hand rolled uselessly to the side.

 

Like a spider, her arms and legs darted out, desperately seeking the smooth wood of her stake but finding only cold tile. Terror mounted in her throat as Artemis' footsteps drew near. She was no spider. She was the godforsaken fly caught in its web. Distantly, Rachel heard the frantic screams of her friends, but these were obscured by the blood pounding in her ears.

 

Artemis stood towering above her. Rachel tried to stand up only to be knocked back down by the tip of Artemis' shoe. 

 

She fell back to the ground with a thump. 

 

Artemis lifted up her foot and casually placed it on top of Rachel's chest stopping her from being able to get up. 

 

One of the other vampires bent down and picked up Rachel's abandoned stake leaving her utterly defenseless. 

 

“Look around Slayer,” Artemis said, “take it in.” 

 

So Rachel did. 

 

While Tina, Santana, Quinn and herself had put up a formidable fight they had still taken out less than half of the vampires that had attacked them. Artemis hadn’t even joined in on the fight and still she had beaten them. Tina, Santana and Quinn were all forcibly restrained on the ground by the vampires. All their struggles were fruitless and not even the torrent of swear words that Santana was directing at the vampire holding her and at Artemis deterred them.

 

“Let, let them go,” Rachel pleaded, reaching up and wiping a tear off her cheek, “please, let them go.”

 

“Why, why should I Rachel,” Artemis smirked, “when I've so clearly won? So clearly triumphed over the ‘chosen one.”

 

“Because, because,” Rachel said, tripping over her words “you have so clearly won.” She locked her eyes with Artemis “you are going to kill me right?” She continued on not giving Artemis time to respond “you are going to kill me. Do you not want the Watcher council to know how powerful you are? How, how you have beaten me?” She asked and witnessed Artemis give a small almost impenetrable nod. “How will they know if you kill them too? Let, let them go.” 

 

Artemis stared at her for a long moment without breaking eye contact. Rachel kept her eyes firmly fixed on Artemis ignoring Quinn's sobs from the side of her. 

 

This had to work.

 

“Okay,” Artemis said. Rachel released a sigh of relief that was quickly cut short when Artemis dropped down “But first they can watch you die.”

 

“Nooooo,” She could hear Quinn yell as if through a tunnel.

 

Her own eyes locked onto the knife that Artemis had produced seemingly from nowhere. 

 

Everything blurred. 

 

Except for the knife. 

 

The knife was in perfect focus.

 

“You are a Slayer, granted powers that you can’t even grasp the magnitude of but you are going to die a very human death,” Artemis smirked. “Nothing dramatic or predestined just a normal human death slowly and in pain and, and knowing that at the end of the day you meant nothing, you will be replaced and the world will keep turning.” 

 

Rachel opened her mouth but Artemis was upon her before she could even speak. 

 

She began to feel a wetness dripping down her arm. 

 

There was a knife deep in her shoulder. She gasped, but Artemis held a hand over Rachel’s mouth. 

 

"Shhh," she said. "Don't ruin it." 

 

Artemis pulled the knife out of Rachel's shoulder and almost immediately Rachel could feel a dampness around her as the shoulder started gushing blood. Artemis did not let this satisfy her however and stabbed the other shoulder. She felt a burning sensation that felt almost cold? And, just when the pain was at its worst, it dissipated, like fog off some terrible lake.

 

Through her eyes that were slowly dropping shut she saw the vampires release Santana, Tina and Quinn. She had saved them. She had done her duty. Some other sixteen year could be chosen and finish off Artemis. 

 

She had saved Quinn. 

 

That was all that mattered. 

 

Rachel knew it, clung to it like a lifeline, but Quinn didn’t seem to agree. 

 

When they had freed her, Rachel caught the blonde’s eyes flicking to Santana and Tina. Her lips moved in a silent word Rachel couldn’t decipher. The Slayer was too far gone, her mind clouded by the sharp throb of pain and the warmth of blood leaving her body faster than her healing could keep up.

 

Her eyelids fluttered, heavy as lead, and she felt herself slipping toward the dark. Then, suddenly, the crushing weight pinning her to the cold concrete floor was gone. The air rushed back into her lungs. She blinked, disoriented, and saw Artemis stagger sideways. Quinn had launched herself into the vampire with all the strength she had left, knocking her off balance long enough for Tina to sprint over.

 

A jumble of Latin spilled from Tina’s lips, quick and precise.

 

“Get up!” Tina barked.

 

Rachel’s limbs refused to obey. When she didn’t move, Tina crouched and slid a hand under her back, careful to avoid the stab wound.

 

“The spell will slow the bleeding, but it won’t last long. We need to go.”

 

Rachel forced her legs to move, stumbling upright with Tina supporting her weight.

 

“Now, Rachel,” Tina urged, her arm firm against Rachel’s back.

 

“Quinn…” Rachel mumbled, voice weak and slurred.

 

“She’s coming,” Tina promised, half-dragging her toward the hall. “Come on.”

 

Even later, Rachel couldn’t have explained how they made it out alive. Quinn said it was because Artemis hadn’t expected them to fight back after taking such a beating. Rachel credited only Quinn, the way she had hurled herself into danger without hesitation.

 

Outside, the night air was cold and sharp against Rachel’s clammy skin. They reached Mike, who immediately slipped an arm around her and half-lifted her toward the car. By the time they reached it, her vision was swimming. He eased her down against the side of the car, and she slumped against the metal, letting its cool surface ground her.

 

It wasn’t long before Santana and Quinn appeared, sprinting across the cracked pavement.

 

“Rachel!” Quinn’s voice cracked as she ran the last few steps.

 

Rachel blinked up at her. “Well, this is… unfortunate,” she said softly, trying to straighten instead of leaning on the car.

 

“Oh my God, you’re bleeding!” Quinn’s voice climbed toward panic.

 

Rachel gave her a puzzled look. She had been stabbed. Quinn had watched it happen. Bleeding wasn’t exactly unexpected. But Quinn’s horror made her glance down at her shoulder.

 

Oh .

 

That was a lot of blood.

 

“Does this mean I will have to cancel our date?” she asked, staring at the crimson soaking her shirt.

 

“What?” Quinn sounded torn between shock and exasperation.

 

“Terribly sorry,” Rachel continued with a faint, dreamy lilt. “I did not mean to get stabbed.”

 

Her eyes lifted back to Quinn’s, meeting the dumbfounded gaze fixed on her. Rachel gave her a small, soft smile. That seemed to break Quinn’s trance. She rushed forward and pressed her hands against the wound, her fingers trembling.

 

“You just got stabbed, and you’re worried about our date?”

 

Rachel tried to shrug, and pain lanced through her shoulder like fire, ripping a gasp from her throat.

 

“It will heal,” she murmured, forcing a faint smile. “It always does.”

 

Quinn let out a disbelieving scoff, but when she spoke again, her voice was soft. “You really need to sort out your priorities.”

 

“I assure you,” Rachel whispered, eyelids drooping, “I have my priorities in the correct order.”

 

And then the world tipped sideways into darkness.

 


 

Rachel woke to warmth.

 

Softness cradled her like a cloud, and the faint scent of cinnamon and furniture polish told her exactly where she was. Ms Holliday’s couch. Her favorite place in the world to land after nights like this. She could swear in a court of law it was the most comfortable couch ever made.

 

She blinked herself upright, rubbing her hands over her face. A relentless pounding in her skull made her wince. The living room swam into focus: Mike and Tina were crammed together in a single chair, heads lolling against each other in sleep. Santana was curled on the floor with her head resting against the couch, also out cold. Ms Holliday was nowhere in sight.

 

And Quinn, Quinn was sitting on the coffee table in front of her, elbows on her knees, eyes fixed entirely on her.

 

“What happened?” 

 

“You passed out,” Quinn said quietly.

 

“Oh,” Rachel muttered, rubbing at her eyes again. “I figured.”

 

Tears shimmered in Quinn’s eyes. Rachel had to look away, her stomach twisting.

 

“Don’t do that again,” Quinn whispered.

 

Rachel cleared her throat, voice rough. “Is everyone okay?”

 

Her eyes scanned the room. She caught sight of three dark bruises painting Tina’s arms. Santana had a smear of dried blood on her cheek. Guilt pressed hard against Rachel’s chest.

 

“Don’t do that, Rach,” Quinn said, standing and moving closer. She nudged Rachel’s legs aside and sat on the couch beside her. “Don’t walk into a trap for me. And don’t act like passing out from blood loss after being stabbed  is nothing.”

 

Rachel’s reply was cut short as Santana stirred on the floor, her voice raspy. “Hey, Berry. Congrats on still being alive.”

 

Santana stood, stretching, and brushed a hand over Rachel’s arm in a brief, uncharacteristically gentle squeeze before wandering toward the kitchen.

 

Rachel turned back to Quinn. The blonde was still watching her with an expression that made her chest ache, like relief and fear all tangled together.

 

“You saved my life,” Rachel said softly.

 

“You saved mine first,” Quinn replied.

 

Warmth blossomed in Rachel's chest, sparks igniting as Quinn leaned in close, lips brushing together, tentatively, for the first time.  The smell of her perfume, of the soft, peachy scent of her conditioner, was dizzying, butterflies dancing in her stomach.  But warmth consumed her as she leaned into the kiss, Quinns lips impossibly soft against her own.

 

Quinn pulled her lips away for a second “you can’t die Rach,” she said softly before leaning back in and giving her another quick peck but this time when they separated they stayed that way “promise me.”

 

“I want to,” Rachel said softly, “but that’s not a promise I can make.”

 

“Promise me,” Quinn repeated, her voice breaking.

 

Rachel lifted a trembling hand to cup Quinn’s cheek. “I promise I will do everything in my power to try not to die. That I can promise.”

 

Quinn leaned into her touch, and for a few quiet moments they stayed like that, breathing the same soft air, until Ms Holliday appeared.

 

She sank into the only empty chair, eyes sweeping over Rachel like an X-ray, checking for injuries. When she finally leaned back with a sigh, Tina stirred in Mike’s arms. Sitting upright exposed the full extent of the bruises and the nasty scrape across her face. Mike held her carefully as she blinked awake.

 

Guilt stabbed Rachel again, but Quinn’s hand slipped into hers, warm and steady. It gave her the courage to look back at Tina.

 

“You’re still alive,” Tina whispered, her voice raw. “We thought you were going to die.”

 

“I thought I was going to die,” Rachel admitted with a quiet, shaky sigh, and the room went still.

 

“Don’t,” Santana’s voice floated from the kitchen, sharp and warning. A moment later she emerged, cup of coffee steaming in her hand, and sauntered back into the living room. She lowered herself onto the couch, pressing against Rachel so that she was wedged between Santana’s warmth and Quinn’s. Santana balanced her mug on her knee, dark eyes fixed on her.

 

“So,” Santana said, her tone casual but her stare razor-edged. “What’s the plan?”

 

“The plan?” Rachel echoed, her voice quieter than she meant it to be.

 

“Yeah,” Santana said, twisting to face her. “you said you’d kill that bitch, it hasn’t happened yet so, I say again what's the plan?”  

 

Rachel tore her eyes away from Santana’s relentless gaze. “I… do not have one.”

 

Santana’s brows shot up. “What do you mean you don’t have one?”

 

“I mean we lost!” The words ripped out of her louder than intended. Rachel shot to her feet, the blanket sliding from her lap. Her voice cracked as she said it again, softer this time. “We lost.”

 

Her gaze swept the room, catching on the bruises mottling Tina’s arms, the exhaustion in everyone’s faces. She lifted a shaking hand and motioned to all of them, ignoring the sting in her injured shoulder. 

 

“Artemis beat us. All of us. We should be dead right now.”

 

“Rach…” Quinn’s voice was soft, tentative, but Rachel couldn’t stop now.

 

“We should be dead, the facts of the situation we find ourselves in is that Artemis is better than me, smarter than me and stronger than me.” Rachel’s voice dropped, raw with shame. “We should be dead.” 

 

“Well we’re not,” Mike said “we’ll take today as a learning curve and next time we face her we’ll beat her.” 

 

Rachel let out a long, shuddering breath. Mike’s confidence didn’t soothe the storm in her chest, but it was something to hold onto. When Quinn reached for her hand, Rachel didn’t pull away this time. Quinn’s gentle tug guided her back to the couch, and Rachel sank into the cushion beside her.

 

Soon after, Mike and Tina left, moving slowly and carefully, followed by Santana, who muttered something about needing a shower but spared Rachel a lingering look before she went. Quinn started to rise, clearly intending to follow Santana, until she noticed Rachel settling in, showing no intention of leaving Ms Holliday’s sanctuary. Her jaw tightened with silent decision, and she announced she was staying too. Neither Rachel nor Ms Holliday argued.

 

“I’ll grab the blow-up mattress,” Ms Holliday said, disappearing down the hall.

 

Silence wrapped around Rachel and Quinn like a heavy blanket. It was their first moment truly alone since the kiss in the aftermath of the fight, and the air felt thick with everything unspoken. Rachel’s eyes stayed on the floor, tracing the fibers of the rug, her mind a whirl of exhaustion and frustration. Quinn shifted closer, her voice gentle.

 

“Rachel,” Quinn began softly, “you can’t blame yourself for what happened. You did your best, you got all of us out of there.”

 

Rachel’s head dipped, shoulders slumping under the weight of the day.  “It is not just about doing my best, Quinn. Artemis was... she was playing a different game. It felt like I was, like we were, just scrambling.”

 

Quinn’s hand found her arm, warm and grounding. “We’re still here. That counts for something.”

 

Rachel nodded slowly, letting the words sink in. She leaned her head back against the couch, staring at the ceiling. “I do not know if I am enough to protect everyone. What if I fail again?”

 

“You didn’t fail and you’re not alone,” Quinn said firmly. “We’re a team. We’ll figure it out together.”

 

Rachel turned to meet her eyes, catching the quiet fire of determination there, and felt a small spark of comfort. “Thank you,” she murmured. “I just… I need to know my next step.”

 

“Not tonight,” Quinn interrupted softly but with steel under her words. “You need to rest. You need to heal. She stabbed you, Rach.”

 

Ms Holliday returned then, lugging the blow-up mattress, and began inflating it in the corner of the room. “It’s not the Hilton,” she said dryly, “but it’ll do the job.”

 

Quinn busied herself with blankets and pillows, refusing to let Rachel lift a finger. Watching her fuss over the bedding, Rachel felt a strange, fragile warmth settle over her. For one rare, fleeting moment, things felt almost normal.

 

When the mattress was ready, Quinn settled onto it, and Rachel curled up on the couch. The heater hummed softly. Blankets rustled. 

 

“You should get some rest,” Quinn said gently. “You’ve been through a lot.”

 

Rachel nodded, her exhaustion catching up to her. “Yeah, I guess you are right.”

 

Quiet swallowed the room, except for the sound of Rachel’s breathing and the racing thoughts that refused to let her sleep.

 

“Quinn,” Rachel whispered, breaking the silence. “Thank you.”

 

Quinn turned her head slightly to look at Rachel. “For what?”

 

“For being here. For believing in me.”

 

Quinn smiled softly. “Always.”

 

They settled into a comfortable silence broken only by the rustle of the blow up mattress as Quinn adjusted her position. Minutes passed, maybe hours and yet Rachel couldn’t fall asleep.

 

She rolled her head to look down. Quinn was already out, her face peaceful, her body curled into the blanket. After everything she had endured today, she deserved that rest. Rachel’s own body, tense and rigid, refused to yield to the couch’s softness. Her thoughts spun violent circles: alternate endings, all the ways things could have gone worse. Every version ended with them dead. Somehow, against every odd, they had stumbled into the only path that left them breathing.

 

“Can’t sleep?” Ms Holliday’s voice floated softly from behind the couch.

 

Rachel turned her head and nodded.

 

“Come with me,” Ms Holliday said, tilting her head toward the kitchen.

 

Rachel rose carefully, shoulders screaming with every movement. She stepped lightly, careful not to wake Quinn, and followed her Watcher. The kitchen lights were dim, warm against the shadows. Ms Holliday filled the kettle, set it on the stove, and leaned against the counter, arms folded.

 

“Alright,” she said, her voice calm but insistent. “Talk to me.”

 

Rachel hesitated, hands hovering near the cupboard. “We should have died,” she said finally, pulling down two mugs. The admission tasted bitter on her tongue.

 

“But you didn’t,” Ms Holliday replied, moving to retrieve the tea bags. “And do you know why?”

 

Rachel set the mugs on the counter. “Quinn,” she said quietly. “All of them, really. Tina held me up. Santana covered us. Mike carried me to the car. Quinn… she didn’t even hesitate.”

 

Ms Holliday dropped the tea bags into the mugs and poured the boiling water, steam curling between them. “It was a trap,” she said. “And you still got everyone out. Including Quinn.” She paused, meeting Rachel’s eyes. ““That is amazing Rachel and that wouldn’t have happened if you hadn't gone against me, against years of Slayer history and let other people in on the fight,” Ms Holliday turned back to the counter placing the tea bags in the mug “you heart, your trustworthy nature and your forgiveness saved your life today, saved Quinns life.” 

 

She handed Rachel a steaming mug. “Your heart saved lives tonight. Focus on that.”

 

Rachel wrapped her fingers around the warmth of the cup and gave a small, slow nod.

 

Back in the living room, Ms Holliday draped a blanket over her lap and tucked it around her like a mother bird tending her chick. “Rest, Rachel,” she said softly. “It’ll all seem better in the morning.”

 

Rachel leaned into the couch cushions, the tea warming her from the inside. For the first time that night, her eyes felt heavy.

 


 

The next morning arrived with a cruel reminder of the night before. Rachel stirred on Ms Holliday’s couch, every muscle screaming in protest. Her shoulders throbbed with a deep, raw ache, as though the stab wound and the bruising from the fight had burrowed into her bones. She winced as she sat up, the blanket sliding off her, and found Quinn already awake.

 

Quinn was perched on the blow-up mattress, her hair mussed from sleep, eyes fixed on Rachel with quiet concern.

 

“Morning,” she said softly, scanning the scrapes and darkening bruises mottling Rachel’s arms.

 

“Morning,” Rachel rasped, her voice rough. She tilted her head, trying for humor but only managing weary honesty. “I do not believe it would be in our best interest to attend McKinley High today.”

 

Quinn’s lips curved faintly, though worry lingered in her eyes. “You need to rest. Let your body catch up. You really took a beating last night.”

 

Rachel looked down at herself, at the streaks of dried blood and the scabs across her skin, each bruise blooming in hues of violet and green. “I know,” she murmured, then lifted her gaze to Quinn. “What about you? Are you alright?”

 

Quinn rolled a shoulder in a small shrug, then flinched at the movement. “I’m sore. Bruised. But nothing like you. I’m more worried about you.”

 

Rachel reached out, her fingertips ghosting over a faint bruise on Quinn’s forearm. “I have Slayer healing. You do not. You should not be pushing yourself either.”

 

Quinn gave her a small, crooked smile. “I won’t. But you were amazing last night, Rachel. You fought so hard.”

 

“Not hard enough,” Rachel muttered, her chest tightening. Frustration stung more than the aches. “I should have done better.”

 

Quinn shook her head. “You got us out. We survived. That’s what matters.”

 

Rachel exhaled and sank back into the couch cushions. Her body begged for rest, but her thoughts refused to quiet. “Sometimes I just feel… helpless. Like no matter how much I fight, it is never enough.”

 

Quinn slid closer, her fingers curling gently around Rachel’s hand. Her touch was warm and grounding. “You’re not alone in this,” she said. “We have each other. We’ll figure out a way to beat Artemis. But right now, you need to rest.”

 

Rachel’s phone buzzed on the coffee table. She reached for it gingerly and squinted at the screen. “Tina just said she and Mike are not going to school either,” she said, looking up at Quinn. Another ping drew her eyes back down. “They are coming over.”

 

“Santana too,” Quinn said, glancing at her own phone.

 

From the kitchen, Ms Holliday’s voice cut through, warm and matter-of-fact. “Sounds like a party. I’ll make pancakes.”

 

Rachel didn’t even bother to question why Ms Holliday wasn’t going to work. “We’re getting pancakes,” she said to Quinn, earning a soft giggle in response.

 

By the time the rich scent of butter and syrup filled the air, the others had arrived. Tina and Mike curled up together at the table, murmuring to each other. Santana lounged in a chair like she owned the room, hair tied back and eyes half-lidded in lazy amusement.

 

Rachel eased into her seat, shoulders protesting, but a warmth bloomed in her chest at the sight of her friends alive and whole. Even battered and bruised, they were here.

 

Ms Holliday set a steaming plate of pancakes in front of her. “Eat up, kiddo. Gotta fuel those superpowers.”

 

Rachel managed a soft laugh. “Thanks, Ms Holliday.”

 

The room settled into a quiet rhythm of clinking forks and soft conversation. For a few minutes, the only sound was cutlery against plates.

 

“Nice shiner you’ve got there, Berry,” Santana finally said, tilting her coffee toward a dark purple bruise on Rachel’s arm.

 

Rachel rolled her eyes and kept eating.

 

“You’re one to talk,” Mike said, grinning around a mouthful of pancake. “You’re covered in bruises.”

 

“Yeah, well, you got to sit in the car,” Santana shot back, though her laugh took the bite out of her words.

 

“Hey,” Mike said, lifting his hands in mock offense. “I was the getaway driver.”

 

“The best,” Tina added loyally.

 

Rachel paused mid-bite to nod in agreement. Mike had been the one to get her to safety, his arm steady under her weight as the world spun around her.

 

Ms Holliday flitted between the table and the stove, occasionally tossing in a wry comment that drew small smiles and lifted shoulders. Slowly, the heaviness of the night before eased, replaced by the soft lull of shared food and safety.

 

After breakfast, the group migrated to the living room. Rachel sank into the couch, and Quinn instinctively settled close, their shoulders brushing.

 

“You sure you don’t need anything?” Quinn asked, watching her closely. “Painkillers? Ice packs?”

 

Rachel shook her head. “No. Just… stay close.”

 

Quinn’s expression softened. “I’m not going anywhere.” She leaned down and pressed a quick, gentle kiss to the top of Rachel’s head before returning to her plate.

 

Rachel felt heat rise in her cheeks and glanced up to find Santana watching, a smirk tugging at her lips.

 

“I saw that,” Santana said as she leaned in, her voice a conspiratorial whisper. “I’m happy for you, midget.” Her eyes flicked to Quinn. “You too, Fabray.”

 

“Thank you, Santana,” Rachel said, and Quinn murmured her own thanks.

 

“Let’s keep this just between us,” Quinn said, glancing at the group and even flicking a finger toward the still-oblivious Mike and Tina. “For now.”

 

“Your secret’s safe with me,” Santana said, miming a zipper across her lips.

 

“It’s not really a secret,” Quinn corrected quickly. “It’s just new. And you know how McKinley’s rumor mill is…”

 

“I have not even taken her on our first date yet,” Rachel said primly. “I would like to do that before McKinley turns into the Hellmouth.”

 

Quinn’s smile bloomed, small and radiant, and Santana gave them a nod of approval before turning to join Tina and Mike by the television.

 

Rachel leaned back against the couch and lifted her arm slowly, testing the motion. When Quinn didn’t resist, she slid her arm over Quinn’s shoulders and pulled her close. Quinn nestled in without hesitation, resting her head against Rachel’s shoulder. Together, they let the soft murmur of a mindless daytime talk show wash over them. For the first time since the fight, Rachel allowed herself to breathe.

 


 

When Rachel stepped into the choir room on Friday, the noise hit her like a wave. Voices rose in sharp bursts, each one carrying its own tone of outrage. She could feel the sting of resentment before anyone said a word.

 

The entire group filed in behind her - Quinn, Santana, Tina, and Mike - and the reaction was immediate. Chairs scraped, hands flew up, and a chorus of anger rose from the rest of the New Directions. Their faces, some flushed red, some tight with irritation, made it painfully clear that one day of absence had been interpreted as betrayal.

 

Rachel felt the tension wrap around her ribs like a vise. They had hidden themselves away, both from McKinley’s hallways and from this very room, to allow bruises to fade and cuts to scab over. It hadn’t been vanity; it had been survival. But none of that seemed to matter here.

 

“You think you can just skip rehearsals?” Mercedes’s voice sliced through the room. “We’ve got Regionals tomorrow, and you just disappear?”

 

Rachel inhaled deeply and lifted her chin. “Quinn and I wrote a song,” she said, raising her voice above the noise.

 

Beside her, Quinn’s head snapped toward her. “We did?” she whispered, startled.

 

Rachel answered with a soft smile, the kind that promised explanation later, and faced the rest of the group. Their glares only hardened, most of them landing squarely on her. Of course she would be the scapegoat. She always was. Her shoulder twitched involuntarily, the dull ache from the stab wound sparking with the movement, but she ignored it.

 

“So you bail on us and think you can just take over?” Mercedes demanded, rising halfway from her chair.

 

“Just listen to their song,” Santana cut in, her voice sharp enough to draw blood. Her dark eyes swept the room like a challenge, and slowly, the noise died. One by one, their reluctant glares turned toward the front.

 

Rachel nodded gratefully toward Santana before walking to the piano and handing Brad the sheet music she’d prepared in the early hours of the morning, scrawled notes still smudged from her fingers. He glanced at the pages, nodded, and settled his hands on the keys.

She turned back to the group and felt the smallest flutter of nerves. A few days ago, she’d dreaded Quinn ever seeing this song. Now she was about to sing it in front of the entire club. They wouldn’t know it was about Quinn, but Quinn would. 

 

And that was all that mattered.

 

She gestured for Brad to begin, the first soft notes filling the tense room.

 

“Shooting stars shining down on your face…” Her voice was clear, if a touch softer than usual. She risked a glance at Quinn, offering a shy smile before looking away. “…Dancing in the moonlight with you. You keep me calm when I’m a certain disgrace…”

 

The song flowed like a confession dressed up as melody. The room, prickly with judgment moments ago, quieted into rapt attention. Even Mercedes leaned back slightly, eyes narrowing in curiosity.

 

“Give my heart palpitations, keep my pulse racing…” Rachel’s voice wavered with something more than nerves. “Oh, and I can’t see straight when I’m thinking ‘bout you.”

 

When the final note faded, the silence hung for a beat too long before reluctant applause began. A few claps at first, then a smattering, but not the roaring approval she would have loved. Still, it was something.

 

“I’d be happy to sing that with you, Rach,” Finn said, his grin wide and dopey in a way that used to make her stomach flutter.

 

Rachel kept her expression polite. “Actually, Finn,” she said carefully, already seeing his face tighten, “we were thinking Sam’s voice might suit this song better.”

 

Finn’s face flushed an angry red before she even finished.

 

“That’s bullshit,” he snapped, standing abruptly. “Are you guys dating or something?” He jabbed an accusing finger toward Sam, who froze, wide-eyed.

 

“No,” Sam said quietly, bewildered.

 

“Sam’s voice is just better for the range,” Rachel said evenly, fighting the flicker of irritation rising in her chest.

 

“Thank you,” Sam murmured, but his voice was drowned out by Finn’s growing outrage.

 

“Finn is the male lead,” Mr Schuester interjected, stepping in with a tone that was more pleading than authoritative.

 

Of course. Mr Shue would always side with Finn.

 

“He shouldn’t be,” Santana muttered from her seat.

 

“Finn may be the male lead, Mr Shue,” Quinn said suddenly. She rose from her seat and moved to stand shoulder to shoulder with Rachel, her voice steady and firm. “But this is Rachel’s and my song. We get to choose who sings it.”

 

When Mr Shue started to object, Quinn’s voice rose. “Otherwise, we withdraw it from consideration. It’s our song.”

 

The words landed like a stone dropped into a still pond. Even Mr Shue seemed to deflate.

 

“It’s their song, Finn,” he said at last, his voice quieter now. He turned to Sam. “Are you up for it?”

 

Sam nodded quickly, though Finn’s snarl cut through the moment.

 

“This is bullshit!” he roared, shoving his chair back. He stormed out, the slam of his foot against a chair leg echoing after him.

 

Rachel inhaled slowly, refusing to let the chaos sink its claws into her. She turned to Sam and gave him a small, professional smile. “I look forward to performing this with you.”

 

Around her, she could feel the simmering disapproval of the club. They liked the song, maybe, but not her in the spotlight. Not ever.

 

“Alright,” Mr Shue said, clapping his hands in false enthusiasm. “We have our opening number and our duet. I’ll order pizza. It’s going to be a long night.”

 

Groans and murmurs of agreement rippled through the room as he instructed them to take ten.

 

Rachel eased into a chair, exhaling. Her muscles throbbed under the weight of fatigue, and her shoulders pulsed with sharp reminders of the week’s battles. She shut her eyes, just for a moment, letting the sound of shuffling feet fade into a low hum. If they had a competent teacher, she thought bitterly, they would already be ready for Regionals, and she could be resting on Ms Holliday’s soft couch instead of gritting her teeth through pain.

 

A gentle whisper broke through her thoughts. “Are you okay?”

 

Rachel opened her eyes to find Quinn watching her, brows furrowed.

 

“I am quite alright,” Rachel said, pairing the words with a soft nod and a smile that she hoped would reassure.

 

Quinn’s frown lingered. “Is it your shoulders?”

 

“I will admit they are causing me mild discomfort,” Rachel said, careful with her diction. “But it will not impair my ability to ensure we win tomorrow.” She gestured subtly toward their small circle - Quinn, Santana, Tina, Mike. “We need this.” Her voice softened. “We need a win.”

 

By the time Mr Shue called them back to focus on choreography, Rachel forced her mind to the present. Across the room, Finn had returned, sulking in a corner, silent now but radiating resentment.

 

As Mr Shue droned about the steps to “Loser Like Me,” Rachel fought to keep her focus there instead of letting her thoughts drift to Artemis. To the fight. To the undeniable, bone-deep truth that the next time they crossed paths, she might not walk away.

Notes:

Chapter title comes from 'Hedwig and the angry itch'

So after 143k our girls have finally kissed :) I hope it was worth the wait. Please leave a comment and let me know if you enjoyed the chapter.