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1. Cause-Effect Relationships In The Mind (Of A Resistance Leader) by Anonymous

   Fandoms: Half-Life (Video Games)  

   • Explicit
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   22 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Barney Calhoun/Gordon Freeman
   • Barney Calhoun
   • Gordon Freeman
   • Alyx Vance
   • The G-Man (Half-Life)
   • Isaac Kleiner
   • Eli Vance
   • Original Background Rebel Character(s)
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Past Rape/Non-con
   • Rape Aftermath
   • Rape/Non-con Elements
   • Non-Consensual Drug Use
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Alternate Universe - Barney Remembers Resets
   • Top Gordon Freeman
   • Bottom Barney Calhoun
   • Heavy Angst
   • Dry Sex
   • Floor Sex
   • Semi-Public Sex
   • Rough Sex
   • Bleeding
   • Crying
   • Selectively Mute Gordon Freeman
   • Whump
   • I have temporarily retconned the Hurt/Comfort tag due to there having been no comfort so far
   • Secrets
   • medical examinations
   • The cast (mostly) isn't stupid
   • Blowjobs
   • slow build to Stockholm Syndrome
   • Wall Sex
   • Cock Warming
   • Hand Jobs
   • Anal Fingering
   • Slow Sex
   • Emotional Manipulation
   • Hurt/Comfort finally applies!

   Summary

   Gordon combs his fingers through his scalp, and Barney struggles to remember the last time he’s been touched by a hand that didn’t want to hurt him. No. Barney’s hand tries to grip the floor, but his gloved fingers simply slide across the concrete.

   What the hell did Gordon have him drink?

   A.K.A. A fic in which the save-and-load mechanic is canon and Gordon puts it to use by raping Barney repeatedly. Are there any consequences for doing it?

   ⚠︎ - For those who followed purely for the porn, this symbol means the chapter has explicit smut.

   Series

   • Part 5 of Reload?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   22,043

   Chapters:

   7/?

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