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The sound of an Alarm goes off. A loud beeping sound which is like a siren. Bluudud wakes up very groggy trying to wipe the sleep out of his eyes. He looked over at his alarm clock and turned it off, god he hated that thing. He yawns and stretches scratching the fur on his chest. He steps out of bed and goes straight to the bathroom to brush his teeth.

Later, he goes downstairs where he is greeted by his mom with a warm smile. “Good Morning Bluuey! How did you sleep?” Bluudud looked away, responding “I'm still sleepy, what's for breakfast?” 08's smile faded as she said “Pancakes…. I'd prefer it if you didn't give me a sour tone this morning.” Bluudud just looked away and rolled his eyes. He argued a lot with his mom, even though he's 16 he doesn't show a lot of respect for her.

He doesn't know why. He loves her and she loves him so much, he doesn't know why. He hates himself for it, he wants to apologize but he can't. Bluudud grabbed a plate of pancakes, sat down at the dining room table and started eating. “I'm gon go to C00l house today.” He said with his mouth full of pancakes. “Okay honey, just be back by at least 3. Guest1337 is going to visit for a little bit!” Bluudud choked on his pancakes, GUEST IS VISITING!

Guest is 08's close friend and Bluududs Idol. Omg how Bluudud looks up to him. Bluudud always loved hanging out with Guest, he's kind, funny, smart, and… very attractive. But he keeps that to himself haha… “Okay then, I'll be sure to be home by 3.” Bluudud finally replied, finishing his pancakes. Bluudud heads upstairs to put on his usual hoodie and sweatpants. He heads back downstairs towards the door saying “BYE MOM, I LOVE YOU” “I LOVE YOU TOO!”.

Bluudud pulled out his phone and messaged Ck, (Hey loser, I'm on my way to your house. Is your dad still home?) Bluudud waited for a response, then Ck finally responded (No he has work today) Bluudud just left him on read as he walked towards his house. After about 4 minutes he finally arrived. Ck immediately opened the front door and welcomed Bluudud. He smiled and walked in his house. “Alright, I can only stay until 3, Guest is coming over to my house.” Ck looked at Bluudud and replied “That's awesome! You always seem so happy when Guest is around. Anyways I have our game set up!”

Bluudud and Ck played their game for about an hour and a half. Bluudud was obviously waaay better at shooter games than Ck. Also, it was PvP so Ck kept losing. After losing for what felt like the one millionth time he stormed to the Gameboy and turned it off. Bluudud starts to laugh and mocked Ck “What? You mad you kept on losing” “$HÙT Ù9” Ck screams back as he tackles Bluudud. Bluudud and Ck always had their fights, Bluu retracted his claws so he wouldn't scratch ck who was pulling his hair.

After a little bit of Ck attempting to beat up Bluudud, Ck finally calmed down. “You barely tried to fight back. Why? Is something on your mind?” Bluudud looks up at Ck and says “Maybe”. If Blue was honest, Guest was on his mind. When Bluu was a kid, he saw Guest as a parental figure. But… as he got older he started to notice how long he would look at him. How much he would daydream about him. He even masturbated to the thought of him ONE TIME. If he was being honest, he was crushing on Guest. HARD.

Ck then decides to tease Bluudud, “Is it maybe…someone? Oh my goodness are you crushing on someone?!” How the fuck did Ck get it that fast? Regardless, Bluudud didn't respond, he just looked at his phone to check the time. It was 2:45, he should probably head back anyways. “I gotta go. Sorry, loser.” Ck frowned but nodded. “Jeez, why do you want to avoid that conversation so badly…” Bluudud glared daggers at Ck before walking to the front door. As much as he does want to tell Ck, Ck would definitely tell 07. He knew it was so wrong anyways, Bluudud was 16 and Guest was in his thirties. Yet he can't help it, he. ………

Bluudud started to walk back to his house which took a little bit because he was walking slower. When he arrived home, he noticed a blue truck parked in the driveway. GUEST he immediately thought as he practically ran towards the door. As he opened the door he heard chatter in the living room. He walked to the living room and the first thing that caught his eyes is Guest sitting on the couch. “Guest!” Bluudud said cheerfully as he ran to hug him. “Hey kiddo! How have you been?” Guest said, rubbing Bluududs back. Omg omg omg omg he's soo gentle and kind. Bluudud's mind was racing 1000 miles per hour.

“I-Ive been doing great! How have you been?” Bluudud said, pulling away from the unnaturally long hug. Did his mom notice? “I've been doing pretty good as well. I've been pretty busy so I apologize for not stopping by earlier.” 08 chimed in saying “Oh no need to apologize! I get it, work is a handful.” 08 and Guest chuckled at each other. “Oh yeah, Bluuey we've been talking and how would you like to spend tomorrow night at Guests house?” Bluudud couldn't believe his ears, was he actually going to spend the night at Guests house???

“YES… *ahem* yesyeah, I don't mind at all. Heh.” God what the fuck was that! I'm so fucking stupid and cringe and- “That makes me glad to hear.” Guest said, interrupting Bluudud's thoughts. Bluudud blushed slightly and looked at the floor. Hopefully Guest doesn't see it. Guest adds on “Should I pick you up at 12:00 then?” 08 replied “Yes! That sounds perfect!” Guest and 08 started to talk about work, politics, and whatever else grownups talk about. Bluudud doesn't care. He lost interest and walked upstairs heading to his room.

God, why was the hug way longer than normal. He wished it could last forever. He doesn't know how Guest sees him but Bluudud wishes with everything that Guest loves him. A lot. Once bluudud entered his room he closed the door and took off his hoodie. He let his thoughts take over. He thought of how Guest held him, gently rubbing his fur. He wondered how Guest would kiss him. He imagined it as something soft and gentle, slowly getting rougher. He wanted Guest to touch him, literally in any way. He wanted… “Hey Bluu, you in there?” Guest asked on the other side of his door. FUCK

Bluudud got up a little pissy to have his thoughts interrupted but glad he didn't have a boner…yet. He opened his door “What’s up?” “I have to go. Sorry I'm leaving so soon” Guest said, frowning. “Oh it's okay!” Bluudud said but before he leaned in for a hug, Guest said “I don't remember giving you my phone number. Did I?” Bluudud looked at his phone and realized he didn't have his number. WHAT?? I SWEAR I HAD HIS NUMBER. “I don't have your number, weird…” “Well here ya go kid. If you need anything let me know okay?” Bluudud smiled and hugged Guest “Alright, I will!” His tail was swaying side to side as he hugged Guest. Then 08 called Bluudud “Hey Bluuey, can you come here please?” Since Guest was leaving they walked in the same direction. Bluudud was doing everything not to stare at Guest. As Bluudud went into the kitchen, Guest went out the front door saying goodbye on the way out. Oh how Bluudud can't wait for tomorrow.

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It's the next day and just like yesterday, bluududs alarm goes off. Bluudud got up and turned it off now wide awake. He gets to hang out with Guest ALL DAY, he was sooo excited! As Bluudud gets ready and goes downstairs, there is a note on the kitchen counter next to some leftover pancakes. The note said:
Hey Bluuey! The reason I wanted you to stay at Guests house is because I have to work a lot. I'm so sorry :( Also it's not that I don't trust you, I just thought it would be good if you hung out with Guest since it's been a while. I hope you have fun! Lots of hugs and kisses xoxo
-Mom

Bluudud smiles at the note and happily eats the pancakes. Delicious he thought to himself. He looked at the clock, it was 11:00 he better get in some decent clothes now. He went back to his room and put on a new hoodie which was a light blue with grey patterns on it. He throws a pair of jeans on as well, now he looks decent. He heads back downstairs to the living room and waits for Guest. He pulls out his phone wondering if he should message Guest…Fuck it, why not?

(Hey dude! Can't wait to hang out with you today, soo you gonna pick me up now or what? Lol) Bluudud waited for Guest to reply, he doesn't know why he expected him to reply instantly anyways. He was probably busy- a notification popped up. (Hey Bluu! Yeah I'm on my way to your house to pick you up. I already have stuff planned for us to do. Can't wait!) Bluudud giggled and kicked his feet a little bit. God he was acting like a girl…how embarrassing.

After what felt like forever, he heard a knock at the door. Bluudud practically left up from his seat and ran towards the door to open it. Guest smiled as bluudud immediately went to give him a hug. Guest hugged back saying “Hey kid, you ready?” Bluudud barely noticed as all he was focused on was how Guest held him again. He was gently rubbing his back, it felt… soothing. “Bluu?” Guest said, pulling away from the hug. Bluudud snapped out of it saying “Oh sorry, uhhh yea I'm ready.” God that's embarrassing. “Good, c'mon let's go shall we?” Bluudud followed Guest to his truck and got in the passenger seat. Once they were both buckled in, Guest backed up and began to drive on the road. “So, since you like games I thought we could hit up the arcade nearby. But first, we need to eat some lunch, I'm hungry.” “I'm hungry too, where do you want to eat?” Bluu said, looking over at Guest.

“Hmm, I don't know. What do you want to eat? I'm not as picky as you.” Guest chuckled while Bluudud glared at him. I'm in the mood for your dick… Bluudud thought to himself. “Uhh, a burrito sounds good not gonna lie.” Guest nodded as he continued driving. They arrived at a store and got the burrito. (In a store I go to they have a section of burritos and sandwiches) Bluudud started eating then asked the Guest with a full mouth “Are you good at video games?” Guest replied “Gross, wait until you finish chewing haha. Well, not really. But I do have more experience with arcade games. I bet I could beat you.” Bluudud looked at him with a competitive look “You're on!” He said with his mouth still full of food.

After a little while they arrived at the arcade. At the front, Guest bought them both tickets to play the games and then they walked on in. Bluudud looked around in awe at the neon colored lighting along with the music in the background. “Alright, what do you want to play first?” Guest asked god I'm going to regret bringing him here aren't I? Bluudud grinned and grabbed Guest by the arm and started to drag him around. They were playing pretty much every game they saw and surprisingly, Guest was kicking Bluudud's ass. They both still had fun, Bluudud wasn't like ck raging when he lost. He got out of that phase when he was 15 lol.

They just had hours of fun, but when Guest saw that they were there for 4 HOURS he knew it was time to call it. Guest and bluudud walked back to his truck and Guest began to drive to his house. Bluudud and Guest were talking about the arcade on the way home. Bluudud arrived at Guests house, it was a 1 story house with 2 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms. Bluudud couldn't believe he was in Guests house of all places. “Alright, I'm going to cook dinner soon. Is there anything you want to do in the meantime?” Bluudud thought about it for a little bit then replied “well, we could just talk. We don't have to do anything.” Guest nodded and then asked “Is there anything you want to talk about?” Bluudud shook his head, wanting Guest to ask him stuff.

Guest seemed to understand (because ofc he does) and asked “What's up with you and your mom? Every time you're around her your smile just fades.” Bluudud wasn't expecting that question right off the bat. How does he respond to that? “I don't know man… we argue a lot over the most stupid things. I'm usually the one that starts the arguments.” “Why do you start the arguments?” Guest said, starting to look concerned. Bluudud really didn't want to talk anymore, the truth is that Bluudud really hates himself because of how he treats his mom. He doesn't want to tell anyone though, especially Guest. “Bluu…” Bluudud snapped “I JUST DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT.” After realizing that he yelled at Guest he looked away. Great, he hates himself more.

“I-im sorry… can we please talk about literally anything else?” Guests' eyes soften “No, what's up with you?” “Nothing,” Bluudud replied sharply. Guest sighed, he will get Bluudud to talk. “Bluudud, I promise I won't be mad. This will stay between you and me. Please talk to me…” Bluudud looked at him, tears threatening to spill from his eyes. “I don't know why to be honest. But I hate myself because of it. I also feel like my mom hates me because of how much I disrespect and argue with her. But I also snapped at you, you probably hate me too now.” Guest walked over to Bluudud and gave him a hug.. “No one hates you Bluu, your mom sure as hell doesn't hate you either. That woman talks so good about you all the time, she loves you more than anything in the world. I don't hate you either, I'm sorry for trying to get the information out of you even when you said no.” And with that Bluudud started crying.

Bluudud hugged Guest back and buried his face into Guests chest. Streams of tears kept spilling from his face as Guest gently stroked his back. He repeated phrases like “It's okay, No one hates you, and let it out.” Bluudud then starts to calm down, he hugs Guest tighter before releasing him. Bluudud starts to wipe the tears from his cheeks apologizing to Guest for his attitude. He sits down on the couch and Guest sits right next to him. “I bet your mom would love an apology, you should apologize to her tomorrow. Can you do that for me?” Bluudud looks up at Guest nodding. “I know what it's like not getting along well with others too. I had a couple of friends I argued with A LOT.” Guest said, looking at Bluudud. Bluudud asked “You do know what it's like?” Guest smiled and said “I promise I know what it's like.”

Guest asked Bluudud another question to take his mind away from earlier, “What about c00lkidd? I can't tell if you guys are play fighting or actually fighting.” Bluudud chuckled and replied “Oh it's just wrestling, we do that a lot.” Guest looks at him “You like wrestling?” “Yeah, only because I'm way stronger.” Guest then had an idea. “You want to know the secret to wrestling?” Bluudud perked up, “There's a secret?” Guest grinned mischievously “Oh yeah, you gotta make sure….. THEY DON'T SEE IT COMING” Guest said as he grabbed Bluudud by the waist. Bluudud yelped “AHH DUDE!” He smiled as he fought back. Bluudud retracted his claws once again as Guest tried to get a better hold of him. Bluudud was very strong. But compared to an ex-military man, they know who's stronger.

Bluudud was struggling as Guest managed to pick him up and, stupidly, Bluudud grabbed his neck and pulled him down. “ACK kid!” Guest yelled as they fell on the floor. Bluudud laughed, but only for a fleeting moment once he realized their position. Guest was now over him, both hands on each side of Bluudud's face. His legs were in-between Bluududs’ and Bluudud got a real good look at his muscles and chest. They were like that for a little bit, bluudud swore he saw something flash in Guests eyes for a millisecond. Holy motherfucking shit. Bluudud and Guest both blushed, then Guest quickly lifted himself off of bluudud before saying “Well uhh… I think I had enough wrestling for today.” He held out his hand and lifted bluudud off the ground. “I'm going to start dinner now.” Yeah dinner, that sounds good. Bluudud nodded as Guest very quickly walked to the kitchen. Bluudud's heart started racing at what just happened. There's no way he did that… great, he was hard.

Bluudud got out of the living room and very quickly found the bathroom. He closed and locked the door before sitting on the floor. What the fuuuuckkkk, why now of all times?! Well he has to relieve his problem, he NEEDS to be quiet though. Bluudud starts to paw at his erection, gasping very quietly. Oookaayyy, he has to be quiet. He pulls down his pants and boxers with his erection springing out. He slowly moved his hand onto his dick and began to slowly stroke it. “Mmff-” fuckfuckfuckfuck. He closed his eyes, the images of Guest above him coming to his mind, his muscles, the slight blush on his cheeks, his eyes filled with something in them as he looked at Bluudud. Bluudud then starts to imagine him and Guest alone. Guest is there above Bluudud who is lying down. Guest gently kissing him while caressing his face. He imagines Guest touching him, rubbing the fur all over his body, grabbing his tail, his dick as well.

*huff* *huff* Bluudud starts to pant HARD, his hand speeds up with his thumb messing around the tip. Bluudud accidentally moaned, thank God it wasn't loud, but after that he bit onto his hoodie to quiet himself. Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuckkkkk. “Guest…. Oh god guest….” Bluudud was whispering his name. Bluudud felt himself growing closer to the finish. He was so close. He imagines Guest then fucking him, just ramming into his ass as bluudud can do nothing but take it. He speeds up a little bit more and- “ahauuhhh~” he moaned into his hoodie. Bluudud came a lot, some got onto his hoodie while most of it got onto the floor. Fuck! Hopefully he has wipes or something. Bluudud checked the cabinet under the sink and found some baby wipes. He cleaned up the mess he made, once everything was clean he stood up, put his clothes back on, and walked out of the bathroom.

He made his way to the living room to find Guest watching TV. How long was he in the bathroom???? “Uhhh, are you done cooking?” Bluudud asks hesitantly. Guest looks at Bluudud saying “Oh I just decided to reheat leftovers, I got nothing good.” Bluudud couldn't help but feel like something was off with Guest, he was probably thinking about their little wrestling incident earlier. Yeah that's probably it. Guest got up and led Bluudud to the dining room and sat him down. A plate of leftover stake and asparagus was presented in front of him. It tasted sooo good, Guests cooking was always amazing. They both just ate in silence, it wasn't awkward at all, in fact very far from it. It was just peaceful and nice. Bluudud smiled as he ate all of the food “Man I'm stuffed.” Guest finished the couple of bits he had left and said “Do you want to watch something to wind down?” Bluudud nodded as he picked up his plate to put it in the sink.

Bluudud went back to the living room and sat on the couch. Guest sat down next to him and turned on the TV. “What do you want to watch kiddo?” “Ehh, literally anything.” Bluudud was extremely hesitant to do this but he rested his head on Guests shoulder. Guest didn't move a single inch, it was like he didn't notice. Guest picked an action movie. It was so stupid that it was funny. After a while of just watching shit movies and laughing about it, Guest looked at the clock, it was 11:54 pm. “Alright Bluu, it's time for bed.” “Aww okay…” Guest turned off the TV and led Bluudud to the Guest bedroom. Once bluudud walked in he said “Uhh Guest? There aren't any blankets or pillows.” Guest looked at the bed, right, he forgot to go shopping for that stuff. “Well then you can take my room and I can sleep on the couch.” Bluudud frowned at that “No, I'd feel bad. I'll sleep on the couch.” “No you aren't.” Guest said with a stern tone.

“Can I sleep with you then? I promise I won't snore loudly, I think?” Guest looked at bluudud and thought about it. Sleeping on the couch really fucks up his back (haha old man) and there was no way he was letting Bluudud sleep on that thing. “Okay.” Guest muttered. Bluudud stayed in his clothes while Guest only took off his shirt. Bluudud stared at him, god his muscles looked better than he imagined. He quickly snapped out of it before getting under the covers. “Goodnight Guest, I had a lot of fun today.” Guest smiled and replied “I'm glad you had fun, today was great. Goodnight kiddo.” Bluudud turned to face away from Guest. Bluudud laid there for a while. He couldn't sleep and it was starting to irritate him. Then he felt hands grab him and pull bluudud towards Guests body. Bluudud was so confused but he was blushing sooo bad. He was about to say something until he heard Guest snore. It was just an unconscious thing, maybe out of habit? Bluudud just stayed that way, Guest was technically cuddling him. He was warm and like always, his touch was gentle. Bluudud started to relax and soon enough, he fell asleep.

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When bluudud woke up, Guest was out of bed. Bluudud kind of wished for Guest to still cuddle him while he was awake but oh well. He got up and out of bed and walked towards the living room. He was greeted by Guest “Goodmorning kiddo! How did you sleep?” “I slept sooo good, what's for breakfast?” “I'm making eggs, bacon, and toast!” Guest replied heading over to the kitchen. Bluudud loved bacon a LOT and eggs with toast sounds good too. Probably because Guest was cooking it but who cares? He felt his phone buzz, it was his mom (Hi Bluuey! Something extremely urgent came up today so I won't be home for a long while. I'll call Guest later but I just wanted to let you know I'll be home very late. I'm sorry, I love you!) Bluudud sighed. He hates how his mom works all the time, does she do that on purpose? … No…….. right?

The aroma of eggs hit his nostrils and he started to walk towards the kitchen. Guest was at the stove scrambling the eggs in the pan. “Hey kiddo, what's up?” “Nothing, it just smelled amazing.” Bluudud replied smiling. Guest started to hum a tune that Bluudud didn't know, he was a pretty good hummer too. Once Guest was done, he made them both plates full of breakfast and they sat down at the dining room table. Bluudud thanked Guest and immediately started to dig into his food. Before Guest could even take a bite, his phone started ringing. Guest looked out his phone, his brows furrowed as he got up and walked to another room. “Hold on Bluu I gotta take this.” He heard Guest talk but he couldn't make out what he was saying. Bluudud hoped it was his mom and not anything else.

Once bluudud finished eating, he put his plate in the sink and walked into the living room. After a little bit, Guest walked out of the room he was in and said “Hey, your mom called and it looks like I'm going to watch you for a little longer today. Is that alright?” Bluudud nodded vigorously. He was always happy spending time with Guest. As Guest made his way to the dining room, Bluudud stayed put. He thought about yesterday, and how Guest cuddled him last night. Bluudud wondered if Guest felt the same way. Maybe he does?? God why is he being such a pussy, just tell Guest how he feels. Well to some extent, he obviously isn't going to say “Hey I love you so much so that I want you to fuck me.”

Well he was going home anyways and Guest might stay over for a bit. Maybe he could tell or ask him there? After a little bit, Guest was done and asked “Alright, want to head back to your house now?” Bluudud nodded and got up stretching. They went into Guests truck and he started to drive to Bluudud's house. The car ride there was silent the whole way. Bluudud was thinking of telling Guest and just thinking about him in general. Guest glanced over at bluudud who was looking out the window. “Is something on your mind kiddo?” Bluudud replied “yeah” Guest was expecting more of an answer but when he realized that was it, he started again “do you want to talk about it?” Bluudud shook his head, this time Guest didn't press on. He just sighed and nodded. When they arrived, Guest pulled up and they both walked inside the house.

Guest looked around, honestly the house was a little dirty. It could use some tidying up. “Hey bluu, let's clean up a little bit. Could you clean your room? I got the kitchen and your mother's room.” Bluudud nodded and headed over to his room. His room was never too dirty, he straightened up his bed, threw away trash, and put dirty clothes in his laundry. He should do the laundry. Yeah he should and he starts to do it. It didn't take long for him to finish cleaning his room. He headed into the living room and fixed the pillows and folded the blankets. Once he was done, he waited for Guest who was in his mom's room. After a little bit, Guest walked out “I just straightened up her bed is all. Sorry for the wait.” “It's okay,” Bluudud replied. “Alright well, what do you want to do kiddo?” Bluudud thought about it, god he was practically shaking. Okay here it goes “Guest…I have a question.” Guest raises his eyebrow, “what's the question?” Bluudud hesitantly asked “How do you feel about me?” Guest was a little confused about this question. “What do you mean? I see you like a son if that's what you're asking.” Bluudud frowned, “No…” fuck. God MOTHERFUCKING DAMMIT he doesn't love me! “But I love you…” bluudud said out loud. He meant to say that in his head. Bluudud immediately covered his mouth, blushing hard. Guest would've assumed it was like the kind of family love if it wasn't for how he was acting after he said that. Shit, what was he gonna tell this kid.

Guest DID like bluudud a lot… but it was so wrong. He was 36 and bluudud was 16. Yeah no. “Look kid. I'm sure you mean well but that's not happening. I love you too, but more like a son. This is probably just some puppy love you'll get over-” “No Guest! I actually love you a lot! I felt like that for a long time. I was wondering if…maybe one time we could-” Guest cut bluudud off and immediately got up “No kid, No. Just….” God this conversation was so awkward. What the fuck was Guest supposed to do in this scenario? Guest sighed and walked towards bluudud. Bluudud's heart was racing, his face looked like he was about to punch him. When Guest brought his hands up Bluudud flinched, until Guest grabbed Bluudud's face. Bluudud just stared at Guest, heart hammering in his chest. He might die from a heart attack. Guest brought Bluudud's face to his and kissed him. Oh. My. God. Guests lips were on HIS, the kiss was extremely soft and warm. This makes bluudud think Guest actually loves him back. Bluudud kissed him back (he has no clue how to kiss but he's a copying guest). There was unspoken love in the air, Guest still dragging out their kiss, savoring this moment. Bluudud's tail was swaying side to side, he couldn't believe this.

Guest broke their kiss apart, bluudud was panting slightly. Bluudud leaned in again but Guest put his hands on Bluudud's shoulders and pushed him away. “W-why?” Bluudud asked, “Look, that was just a one time thing. God I can't believe I did that.” Guest stepped back now regretting kissing Bluudud. Bluudud was confused, “Why only a one time thing? I really enjoyed it…” “Look it's just wrong, I'm an adult. You're a kid. This was a mistake. Just drop it. This was a one. Time. Thing.” Bluudud felt hurt. So Guest just kisses him and now he wants nothing to do with him. Jackass. Bluudud walked to Guest and kissed him. Guest, startled, tried to push him away without hurting the teen. Bluudud didn't budge, he held on trying to get another kiss back. Guest finally pushed the teen away down on the couch hovering above him. Guest had him pinned down. He hadn't noticed his growing problem down there…

“Bluudud stop! This is very inappropriate and again, VERY WRONG! You're just a confused kid-” he was cut off when bluudud bucked his crotch into Guests. Guest let out a small barley noticeable gasp. “Guest please just one time? We both want this. Please? I promise I won't tell anyone. Please.” Guest looked down at the teen, Bluudud's eyes were filled with lust. Guest can't believe he was going to do this. “Okay, fuck it.” Guest said as he started to grind on Bluudud's crotch. Bluudud was gasping and whimpering at the stimulation on his cock. Guest would let out sharp gasps as he continued to grind. Guest leaned down and kissed the teen again. This kiss was a little more rougher but at the same time still sweet. Bluudud felt Guests tongue on his lips asking for entree into his mouth. Bluudud opened his mouth letting Guest explore every corner of it. Their tongues danced together while exchanging saliva. After what felt like forever, bluudud heard a belt and shuffling. He looked down and saw Guest removing his pants. “Take off your pants.” He commands and Bluudud happily agrees. Bluudud fumbled with his pants, taking them off quickly. Guest stares down at bluudud, he gently rubs the fur on his inner thigh. Bluudud gasps, “G-guest… pleassseeee….” Guests cock throbs at those words. Bluudud softly moans as Guest continues to rub his fur.

“Take off your boxers.” Guest ordered and again, Bluudud happily agreed. Bluudud took off his boxers, his dick was fully erected and standing up. Guest blushed, he can't fucking believe he was doing this to a kid he saw as family. God what would his mom do if she found out. Bluudud's length was a little above average for his age. Guest then slowly took off his boxers revealing his length. “oh wow… holy shit..” Bluudud couldn't help but stare, he blushed so deep his face was even more blue. Guests length was fucking huge in Bluududs eyes (it is). Guest chucked “I see you're amazed.” Bluudud nodded, how was that going to fit inside him? Guest then started to rub their dicks together. Bluudud let out a moan, “f-f-fuck… hauhh~” Guests hand then wraps around both of their lengths and he starts stroking. Guest grunted while Bluudud started moaning. God, the noises are turning him on so bad. Guests cock throbs as bluudud continues to squeal and moan.

More pre-cum started to form at the tip of both of their cocks. This is added as lube making the stroking easier. Bluudud felt very close to his release, he kept squirming beneath Guest. Guest seemed to notice this and sped up his strokes. Oh my God bluudud was in absolute bliss. “G-guest please…I'm so-SO- c-looo-oosee”. Guest leans down and kisses Bluudud while speeding up feeling close to his release. Guest starts to moan a little bit as he gets closer and closer. “Guest I-im haaauuuuuhhhh~” Bluudud came all over Guests hand and his own hoodie. Guest took his hand off of Bluudud's cock and started to stroke his own. After a few more strokes Guest came. Holy shit that was so hot. Bluudud was still panting after that, but he honestly thought Guest would fuck him. His tail was thumping against the couch as he said “wow, that was so hot.” Guest chuckled. He got up and went to the kitchen to grab cleaning stuff. Bluudud wasn't paying attention, “Alright kid…I'm going to clean up, go take a shower please.” “M'kay” bluudud said as he got up. He walked over to the bathroom, took the rest of his clothes off, and got in the shower. Meanwhile Guest couldn't fucking believe what he'd done.

Stupid stupid stupid. I just did that to a child. That was practically fucking him! Would that be considered rape?? God I'm disgusting, I'm going to hell for this. Guests mind was racing, it was so wrong with what he just did. And yet he enjoyed it. Maybe Guest just needs to get out of bluududs life…for a long time. Once bluudud got out of the shower he put on his Pj's early. He greeted Guest “Hey, I enjoyed all of that not gonna lie… I'm gonna take a nap now though, I'm sleepy.” Guest barely smiled saying “I enjoyed that as well…. And okay.” Bluudud laid down on Guest lap and fell asleep.

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Bluudud woke up on a pillow and a blanket over him. “Guest…”he called out but no one responded. “Guest!” He called out once more only to have his mom respond “Oh Bluuey you're awake! Guest told me about all the stuff you did. You must've had a lot of fun cause you were passed out when I came home.” “Where's Guest?” Bluudud asked. “Oh he left a while ago.” Bluudud looked down, why did he say goodbye? He looked at his phone, there were no messages from Guest. He frowned, maybe he was tired as well? Bluudud got up and walked to his room to sleep. When it was morning he looked at his phone, still no message from Guest. Bluudud got concerned for a moment until he started to reason. Well maybe Guest was busy or something? But his just feels off. …

(Hey Guest, I really enjoyed yesterday. Why didn't you say goodbye?) Bluudud hit send and waited for a reply. When he got no answer he got off of his phone and got dressed for the day. He checked his phone again, he was left on read. Maybe Guest was actually busy? (Idk if your busy or what but please respond soon ok?) Bluudud just looked at the messages. He didn't want to bother him too much- read. Okay Guest read his message, but where's the reply?? Bluudud wondered if Guest was actually busy, he thought about typing another message but stopped himself. He didn't want to seem obsessed. “Ugh, whatever…” Bluudud grumbled. It had been a little bit since he streamed, so he booted up his PC, camera, and set up his mic. He had a decent amount of followers, 100k, and around 1-3 thousand people watched his livestreams.

He started streaming for hours playing games his chat was recommending. But after a little bit he said goodbye and shut everything off. He actually got a lot of donations today, 5k dollars. But even that couldn't take his mind off of Guest. He still didn't message him. Bluudud sighed and decided to message Guest again. (Heyy, why aren't you responding to me, did I do something wrong?) He waited, and waited. Finally, his message was left on read. Bluudud chuckled a little bit, a worried chuckle though. (Are you mad at me?) No response. (Why are you ignoring me?) No response. (Look, is this about me kissing you and kinda initiating what we did? I'm sorry! Just talk to me please) no response. (Guest please respond, im so sorry) no response. Bluudud was getting really upset, why wasn't Guest responding? What did he do? Guest WAS technically the one who kissed him first. It's not fair.

(Guest please say something!) (I'm so sorry) (I was stupid) (What did I do?) (Did I mess up?). Bluudud just kept messaging Guest over and over and each message was getting left on read. Bluudud felt tears prick the corners of his eyes. Then he sent one last message (Please respond! I love you, please just say anything) Left on read. … Bluudud started crying. He didn't know what he did wrong. This hurts so bad, bluudud felt like his heart broke into a million pieces. A stream a tears kept spilling from his eyes, what the fuck was going on. He was so confused. He clutched his phone just looking at the messages. God he was crying so hard. The fur on his cheeks getting damp from the tears. Bluudud threw his phone down onto the bed, he needed to throw something and his phone was the only thing in his hand. It didn't break thank God. Bluudud curled up into a ball and sat down on the floor. He was hungry. So he grabbed his phone (just in case) and headed downstairs to get something to eat.

Bluudud's mom turned to look at him, but her smile faded as she saw his face. “Honey, have you been crying?” She said walking over to Bluudud. Bluudud pushed her away “I'm fine. Mom. I just want something to eat.” 08 didn't like how she was pushed away. “Bluuey, what's going on? And no you're not eating until you tell me what's wrong.” “I don't want to talk about it. I'm fine.” 08's face had a worried expression on. “Bluuey… tell me what's wrong. Please?” “I SAID IM FINE MOM!” Bluudud snapped at her. “Dont you dare yell at me! I don't know what's gotten into you but you never talk to your mother that way! Understand?” Bluududs patience was running very thin, he just wants something to eat. “I said I'm fine. Move, I'm hungry.” Bluudud responded, practically pushing her out of the way. “Bluudud! Whats gotten into you?! All I asked is if you were ok?!” “JUST FUCK OFF MOM!” Bluudud yelled. He instantly covered his mouth, fuck he didn't mean to say that! He turned around to 08 who didn't look angry. She looked upset. “M-mom, I…I didn't-” bluudud started but 08 cut him off “Why are you being such a bad kid lately??” What…. A… bad kid…

Bluudud looked down, great he fucked up twice in a row. First with Guest, he still didn't know what he did wrong, and now his mom called him bad. He is bad. He's a fuck up. No one cares about him. Everyone is a fucking liar. “I'm sorry mom…” us all bluudud could mutter out before heading to his room. He locked the door and sat down on his bed. God why is he like this? What kid yells and curses at their parents?? He brings his hands to his face and covers his face. Great. He's crying again. Bluudud starts to think of all the times he has fucked up. … Will anyone care if he just disappears? Guest was ignoring him so he obviously wouldn't care. Pr3tty obviously won't as well. C00kdidd will be upset but bluudud doesn't care about him. But his mom, he did remember what Guest said. She loves him so much and doesn't hate him. Whatever, he's a liar. Bluudud decided he was going to run away, he knew where. They live near a forest and when he was younger, him and Ck had a secret tree house in the woods. He wonders if it is still there.

Bluudud waited until it was late at night, he didn't want to sneak out when his mom was awake. Once it was 1 am, he opened his window and looked at the ground. He was on the second floor so this fall was gonna hurt a little bit. He took a deep breath and jumped down. There was a thud as he landed on the dirt ow, fucking ow. Bluudud got up and checked his pocket, his phone was still in there. Good. Bluudud started to walk into the forest nearby. Wow it's been a while since he walked in the forest. Thankfully he remembered where the tree house was. After walking for about 30 minutes, he arrived. The tree house was at the top of the tree, the wood as aged but it looks like it can support his weight. He climbed the tree and made it into the tree house. The wood creaked as he stepped onto the floor. Wow, this is very old. Bluudud had no clue what he was going to do about food and water. Well, he didn't really want to live anymore after thinking about it. Everyone hates him and he even hates himself. Bluudud’s plan is to just stay there until he dies. Not like anyone would care. Bluudud laid down and looked at the roof. Exhaustion hit him like a brick and he fell asleep very fast.

It was now morning and 08 feels awful about what she said to bluudud yesterday. She walked to his door and knocked. “Hey Bluuey, are you awake yet? Can we talk?” No one responded. 08 sighed as she tried to open the door only for it to be… locked. Weird. “Hey bluuey! Open the door please??” 08 got worried. Why wasn't her son responding? What did he do last night?? She began to panic as she ran downstairs to grab a key to unlock the door. Her hands trembling as she tries to unlock the door panic setting in. She opened it only to find… no one? She noticed the open window and ran to it. She looked at the ground and saw indents in the dirt. Did Bluudud jump out??? She grabbed her phone and called bluudud. No one picked up. She starts panicking… bad. She repeatedly called him. When no one responded he messaged him. (Bluuey where are you?? Are you okay? Answer me now!) She wasn't left on read. She feared the worst. 08 started to cry as she made several calls to people. Meanwhile, bluudud just looked at his phone. He doesn't care, he won't respond to anything she says. It would be best for her anyways.

Another message from his mom hours later (Bluuey please respond! I need to know you're okay! I have people looking for you so please just respond. I'm so sorry about what I said yesterday. I didn't mean it. I love you) bluuudud frowned at the message. He almost replied but decided not to and stayed strong. Then someone else messaged him, Guest. (Kiddo are you okay? Where are you? Your mom is worried to death.) … (Bluuey?) Bluudud almost responded, he couldn't believe guest used his nickname. But just like what Guest did to him. He left Guest on read

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Ck heard from his father that bluudud is missing. It's been two days and people don't know if he's alive since he isn't responding to anyone. 07 has been helping as much as he could, but there isn't much he can do unfortunately. Ck got worried and wondered. Where would Bluudud go? Unless someone kidnapped him? No, not a 16 year old who's strong as crap. Then c00lkidd had and idea. Maybe he does know where bluudud is hiding. Once his father left, he filled up a large bottle of water, brought it with him, and walked to the forest. Despite bluudud and ck barley getting along, they knew each other very well. Ck just thought that bluudud would hid in their secret hiding spot. Their tree house. It was very easy to miss but luckily he also remembered where it was. After some time, he arrived at their old tree house. “Hey bluudud! Are you there?” He waited for a reply but he heard nothing. Ck inhaled a large huff of air and started to climb the tree. Wow it's been a while since he went inside the tree house. Once he stepped inside he found bluudud, laying down on the floor.

“AHH BLUUDUD ARE YOU DEAD??” ck yelled sprinting to Bluudud. He fell to his knees and started to shake bluudud. “Mmf w-wha huh?” Bluudud was waking up. Oh thank God he was sleeping. Ck calmed down and asked “Bluudud why are you here? You've been missing for TWO DAYS now.” Bluudud sat up and replied with a weak “I know…”. Ck remembered the water and gave it to him. “You must be thirsty…” bluudud nodded as he chugged the water. Once he finished, ck asked “why did you run away?” Bluudud looked down. “I don't wanna tell you…” ck looked at him “I pinkie promise I won't tell ANYBODY.” Bluudud looked up “Even your dad?” ck hesitated. He never keeps any secrets from his dad. But for bluudud, he'll make an exception. “Okay, I promise” bluudud smiled weakly and said “Guest1337 and I kind of, maybe, sorta, I guess, masturbated on each other?” Cks jaw dropped. What… “But isn't Guest1337 an adult?” Ck knows it's wrong because his father had EXTREMELY awkwardly explained ‘the talk’. “Yeah I know, but truth is I've really liked Guest for a long time. And we kissed and then that happened.” Ck was honestly speechless. “Is… that why you ran away?” “No.” Ck just stared at bluudud. Bluudud sighed and then answered “It's because I've been a total fuck up lately. Guest is ignoring me and my mom called me a bad kid. I just thought that if I were to disappear, they'd be better off without me.” Ck had an upset look on his face. He was no therapist and had no clue what to say. But he's gonna try regardless.

“No one thinks you're a fuck up. Everyone has their moments where they mess up. Trust me, I have mine. But people care about you bluudud. I care about you, your mom cares. Why are you just abandoning us?” Bluudud sighed. “You don't get it, I didn't run away because of yesterday, I ran away because it's just been building up for years. I argue with my mom a lot and I still kind of get picked on. I'm not talking about that right now though.” Ck started to get a little angry “You're still not listening! You are just gonna abandon us and basically kill yourself instead of talking to someone?! Why?” “Because I don't want people to worry about me! I don't matter! People hate me and I hate myself too-” Bluudud was interrupted by ck slapping his face. Bluudud looked shocked, he rubbed his cheek and glared at c00l. “What the fuck was that for?” “Y0ur jű$t n07 L1$3n1ng!! Y0u c@n7 Jù$7 D0 7h@7! $70p b31ng @ Pu$$y @nđ 7@lk t0 $0m30n3!” C00lkidd was so fucking pissed off now. He's hoping this can get bluudud out of whatever shit is going on in his head. Bluudud just stared, he didn't say anything. Then ck started to cry. “Bluudud.. p-p-please talk t-to s-s-someone. I…I don't want t-to lose y-y-you…” Bluudud looked down.

That finally made something click in his brain. All he needed was a good ol’ slap on the face for his wake-up call. Bluudud shuffled over to ck and hugged him “Ok…I promise I will, but I want you to go back to your home.” Ck pulled away from the hug and looked at bluudud with a worried expression. “You promise you're going to go back home too?” Bluudud smiled and replied “I promise” Ck wiped the tears on his cheeks and nodded. “Ok, I trust you.” Bluudud still kept the smile on his face. Ck grabbed his empty water bottle, climbed down, and started to walk back to his house. Hopefully bluudud didn't lie to him. After a little while, bluudud looked at his phone. There was still some battery left and he had so many messages. God he's an idiot. He opened up contacts and found Guests number. He hesitated but still called him. The phone began to ring, not even two seconds late Guest picked up the phone. “Bluudud! Are you okay? Where are you?” Guest sounded so worried. “I-im fine guest…I'm actually starving, literally, but can you pick me up? I want to talk in person.” “Of course kiddo. Just tell me where you are and I'll be there as soon as possible.” Bluudude got out of the tree house and started to walk to the closest street. He gave Guest the street name and waited. Guest hung up the phone as bluudud sat on the side of the road. He noticed a missing person poster on the ground, it had bluududs face on it. Within around 8 minutes a blue truck sped up towards bluudud and immediately stopped next to him.

Guest hopped out of the truck and ran to bluudud. Bluudud got up and embraced Guest as he ran up to him. They just stayed like that for a bit. Then Guest pulled away and asked “Are you okay?” Bluudud nodded. He honestly just wants to be with Guest for a little bit before going back to his mom's. “Can I please stay with you for a little bit?” Guest looked confused. “But your mom is worried sick, she needs to know you're okay. Have you even called or messaged her?” Bluudud shook his head and started to cry a little bit “Please, just one night. I just want to be with you for one night.” Guest knew it was wrong not telling 08. But he just wants Bluudud happy so he agrees. “Okay, I'll take you back to my place and order some pizzas cause I don't think you've eaten at all.” Bluudud chuckled. He wasn't wrong and he was literally starving. Bluudud got in Guests truck and Guest started to drive towards his house. Bluudud really needs to clean himself up because he feels gross :[. The car ride was silent the whole way there, Guest was hesitating on talking to bluudud but he decided it would be best to stay silent. When they arrived, Guest quickly got out of the truck and went to unlock the front door. Bluudud got out as well and slowly trailed behind Guest. Guest looked at the kid, he needed food and water asap.

Guest sped walked into the kitchen and filled up a large glass of water. He quickly gave the water to Bluudud and bluudud started to drink it. “Alright kid, I'm going to order us pizza. You should get in the shower M'kay?” Bluudud nodded. He set the cup of water down and walked towards the bathroom. Once he was inside he closed the door (forgetting to lock it… or did he forget *wink*) and turned the shower on. Bluudud took off his hoodie, shirt, pants, and finally his boxers. He folded them as neat as he could and set them on the toilet. He stuck his hand into the running water, it's very warm, so he got in. Meanwhile, Guest was slightly panicking, he can't just keep this from 08. That woman will literally die from a heart attack if bluudud doesn't come back soon. Guest sighed, he'll talk with bluudud. Guest pulls out his phone and calls the builder brothers pizza place. He ordered two large, very meaty pizzas. He needs bluudud to eat a lot of calories. Once he was done with that he decided to check on bluudud again, as he walked towards the bathroom he heard the shower running. Guest smiled and decided to wait a little bit. Once Bluudud got out of the shower, he put the towel around his waist and walked out of the bathroom. “Hey Guest! I need new clothes. Mine are… dirty.” “I'm coming!” Was all Guest could reply. He wasn't sure if anything he had could fit bluudud. Guest made his way to the bathroom and grabbed Bluududs clothes which were still on the toilet.

He turned to look at bluudud and blushed a little bit. His fur was very damp so he looks like a wet cat, but he has a gorgeous color to his fur. Guest was almost tempted to just start petting him but wanting to respect his personal space, pushed that thought out of his head. “Alright kid, follow me.” Guest led bluudud to his room “Stay here real quick ok?” Bluudud mumbled an “ok” in response. Guest went to the laundry room to wash his clothes. After about a minute he went back to bluudud who was still sitting patiently on the bed. God he looks so cute… why is he thinking this of a literal minor?! Guest looked away and went to his closet, “I don't think any of my clothes will fit you. Heh, any color you want?” Bluudud glanced at the closet and saw a grey t-shirt. “What's that grey one?” Bluudud asked. Guest grabbed the shirt and looked at it. It was an all grey t-shirt that had the words “ARMY” on it. It was plain and nice. “I like that shirt…” bluudud said softly. Guest nodded and gave Bluudud the shirt. Oh right, pants… Guest went to his nightstand and opened the bottom drawer. He found a pair of black sweat pants that were pretty small. God he needs to clean out his clothes. He gave the sweatpants to bluudud and realized the kid needed boxers. Fuck that was going to be awkward.

He looked at the drawer above the pants and found a pair of dark blue boxers. He gave them to bluudud and bluudud blushed a little bit. Well this was actually far better than his dirty clothes. Bluudud takes off the towel and changes in front of Guest. Guest looked away, giving the kid some privacy when he changed. He doesn't leave though, he wants to make sure everything fits all right. “Ok, you can look Guest. The shirt is honestly a little too baggy…” Guest turned around, the sweatpants fit him just fine but bluudud wasn't wrong, the shirt was pretty baggy. “Well, I don't think I have anything smaller but I can look.” “No it's okay, I like it actually.” Guest smiled and ruffled the hair on Bluudud's head. They walked back to the living room and started to wait for the pizza. God bluudud was so hungry, why has he been so stupid lately? He was also curious why Guest just ghosted him. Bluudud looked down wondering if he should ask. “Hey guest…” Guest flinched, he knew what bluudud was about to ask. “W-whats up kiddo?” “... Why did you just ghost me? You didn't even say goodbye to me.” Bluudud frowned. Guest really didn't want to hurt his feelings more, but he had to be honest. “I'm so sorry I did that, I really am. But I did that because I thought I'd be better if we didn't interact after what we…y'know, did?” “You didn't even let me know…” Bluudud looked down, avoiding Guests face. Guest sighed, he knew he fucked up bad. He really should've said something but if he was honest. He was afraid to.

“I was afraid that if I said something I would hurt you a lot. I was afraid of someone finding out what we did. I was afraid of you feeling any sort of negative emotion towards me. Me being afraid doesn't excuse anything I did. I feel awful now and I understand if you don't want to talk to me again. But I am so truly sorry about that.” Bluudud was trying to hold back tears, that was all he wanted to heat. An apology. “I-its fine.” Bluudud looked away trying to hide his face. Guest sighed as he got up and walked towards bluudud. “It isn't, and you know that.” Then Guest embraced bluudud. Bluudud couldn't help but cry as he nuzzled his chest. Bluudud hugged him back and Guest just held him, caressing his back while Bluudud let his emotions out. “It's okay, let it alllll out…” Guest mumbled. After a little bit, bluudud stopped crying but he didn't move. Guest didn't mind, they just stayed there on the couch, both of them embracing each other. Bluudud was sitting on Guests lap, his face not leaving his chest (freak). Guest knew what bluudud was doing but he didn't care. This was nice, comfy, comforting…. God bluudud was so happy now, it's been a long time since he's been this happy.

The silence was interrupted by the doorbell with a familiar voice saying “Foods here!”. Guest sighed as he lifted bluudud off of him and got up towards the door. Guest opened the door to Elliot carrying the two boxes of pizza. “Hey! Thanks Ell.” Guests said with a smile. “Don't mention it! Have you found Bluudud yet?” Elliot asked. Guest paused, should he tell the truth or lie.
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“No, I'm getting really worried about that boy. I plan to search for him a lot more tomorrow.” Guest said with a fake frown on his face. “Yeah… just don't go overboard cause y'know. We don't actually know if he's…” there was a pause between them. The guilt was eating Guest alive but the silence was broken when Elliot spoke “sorry! Well I gotta go. C'ya Guest!” Elliot waved goodbye as Guest waved back “Goodbye Ell!”. He closed the door and let out a long sigh. God he wasn't sure if he could keep this a secret for much longer. Poor 08, how is she doing? Guest snapped out of his thoughts when bluudud walked over “Man these smell good.” Guest nodded as he set the boxes on the table. Bluudud didn't even get a plate, he opened a pizza box and immediately grabbed a slice practically inhaling it. “Mmmmm, omg thisf ish sho gud.” Bluudud said with his mouth full of pizza.

“Oh come on kid, what did I say about talking with your mouth full? It's gross! Guest chuckled. Bluudud nodded right right as he continued having slice after slice of pizza. After having 6 SLICES bluudud felt very satisfied. Guest only had two slices, he needs to go for a workout after eating all this crap. He put the leftover pizza in the fridge as he went back to the dining room. Bluudud was silent as he was messing with the fur on his arm. Guest then had a thought, “Hey Bluuey? Want me to brush your fur?” Bluudud blushed. Did… he just call him “Bluuey”? “Y-yeah that sounds fine.” Bluudud replied, looking down. “Great! I'll look for a brush, can you go to the living room and get comfy ok?” Bluudud nodded as he went over to the living room. Guest disappeared in his room but bluudud didn't pay attention. Bluudud sat on one side of the couch waiting for Guest. Guest came back with a large green hairbrush “Alright ready?” Bluudud nodded. Guest sat right behind bluudud as he started to brush the hair on his head first. Bluudud closed his eyes and started to relax, meanwhile Guest was trying to get the knots out of his hair. Once his hair was done he moved to his arms. After a few strokes of the left arm the hair poofed up. Guest chucked “How cute. It's so soft” bluudud blushed hard.

Guest worked on the other arm, once he was done he asked “Can you take off your shirt? I want to brush your back.” Bluudud then took the shirt over his head and set it down on the floor. Guest admired bluududs shirtless figure. How fucking adorable. Guest then brought the brush to the top of his back and started to slowly stroke all the way to the bottom. It almost touches bluududs tail. Oh yeah, bluudud forgot to tell him that his tail was very sensitive. ………. Oh well! Guest continued the slow motion, up, down, up, down, up, down. One brush, however, grazes the base of bluudud ls tail. Bluudud holds in a whimper while he reflexively moves away. That got Guests attention. “What's wrong bluu? Did I hurt you?” Guest seemed very worried. “N-no! It's ok… you can keep going!” Bluudud replied, trying to sound like he wasn't getting turned on. Guest was cautious but nodded and proceeded. Once bluududs back was very fluffy, Guest moved to his tail. Oh boy. Guest grabbed the tip of his tail and began to brush it. Bluudud slightly whimpered but it was unnoticed by Guest. Goddammit he was getting hard. Guest then grabbed closer to the base of his tail and began to brush it. FuckfuckfuckfuckFUCK bluudud was trying so hard not to moan. He slowly moves his hips in a motion that grinds his dick on the couch. Guest definitely noticed and he smirked. He grabs the base of Bluudud's tail and slightly pulls “Ahn~” Bluudud lets out a loud moan. Guest smiled “why didn't you tell me this turned you on?” Bluudud wasn't paying attention, he kept rocking his hips forward onto the couch. Guest then grabs his hips which stops him from moving, and turns him around. Bluudud had a darker shade of blue on his face as he was panting. Bluudud got on top of Guest sitting in his lap, his crotch against Guest's. Bluudud starts moving, “I-i wanna…hah- do this… P-pleaSE?” Guest grabbed Bluudud's waist and moved him faster. “Anything for you.” Guest replied as he kisses bluudud. Oh boy this is going to be fun.

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Guest kisses bluudud gently, bluudud was having a hard time kissing while humping guests crotch. Guest groaned as he deepens their kiss. The kiss was opened mouthed as their tongues danced in each other's mouth once again. Their teeth clattered a little bit but neither of them cared. All they want is each other, all to themselves. Bluudud's humping was getting a little sloppier, was he getting a bit tired? No, he was getting impatient. Once they finally pulled away bluudud was gasping for air as he stopped. Guest panting, started to take off his shirt and pants. Bluudud caught on and swiftly took off his pants. All that was left again were their boxers. Bluududs boxers were a little wet as he was already dripping pre. Guest smiled and tugged at his boxers. “Off, please” Bluudud did as he was asked and Guest also followed along. Now they were both naked and staring at each other. Guest admired the naked boy in front of him, Guests cock throbbed looking at Bluudud like this. Bluudud blushed looking at Guests length again. He also wanted to try something, Bluudud put his paw on Guests chest silently telling him to lay back. Guest did as instructed as he watched bluudud get close to his dick. Oh! “You know how to do that?” “Not really.” Bluudud replied. Bluudud has watched porn so he kind of knows what to do based on how it looks.

Bluudud puts his face on Guests dick as he starts to lick it. He drags his tongue from the base to the tip which was leaking pre. It tasted a little salty but not bad at all. Guest groaned and grunted as Bluu continued his actions, this encouraged him to keep going. Now the fun part, let's see how much he can take in. Bluudud opens his mouth and slowly starts to lower himself on Guests cock. He can barely go halfway before gagging slightly. Shit, it looked easier in the videos. Guest moaned as bluudud took in his length, it took every bit of strength not to buck his hips. Bluudud slowly moved his head up to the tip, before taking it in again. Bluudud had no clue what he was doing but Guest was moaning so it must be something right. Bluudud massaged his tongue on the bottom of Guests dick as he continued to go up and down. Guest was just enjoying this, god it felt good. He wasn't bad for a first timer, although he definitely could work on it. “Hey Bluuey, why don't you relax your jaw a little more?” Guest groans as bluudud continues. He relaxed his jaw more and decides to do something stupid. In a really quick motion, he forcefully takes all of Guests cock in his mouth. It hits the back of his throat as he gagged, tears welding in his eyes. It hurt a little bit. Guest was completely caught off guard and moaned loudly. “H-holy shit b-bluu.” Bluudud smirked as he did it again, and again. Guest continued to moan loudly as bluu took in as much of the length as he could. He tried to ignore the pain but it was becoming too much. Tears rolled down his cheeks as he kept going. Suddenly, Guest grabbed his hair and yanked him off of his cock spurting cum all over his face. “S-sorry kiddo. god that was amazing… I didn't want to cum in your mouth for your first time.” bluudud responded “It's ok” before catching his breath. He really wasn't bad for his first time.

Guests dick was still hard, after having the only and best head of his life. “You ready for the fun stuff now?” Guest questions bluudud who quickly nodded. Guest sat up and grabbed Bluudud, flipping him over on his stomach. Guest then put two fingers into his mouth and coated them in saliva. Bluudud decided to stick his ass up in the air and lift his tail up exposing his hole. Guest took his fingers out of his mouth and hovered over his entrance. “You ready?” Guest asked and bluudud quickly replied with “Please…” swaying his ass a little bit to taunt Guest. Guest grinned as he inserted one finger into his hole, slowly pumping in and out. It felt a little uncomfortable for bluudud since he never felt this before. “Hey, try to relax. I'm going slow for you.” Bluudud huffed and tried to relax. After a little bit, he leaned into the touch and finally started to relax. Now it started to feel nice and bluudud started whimpering. Guest took notice and inserted another finger now scissoring him open slowly. Bluudud moaned slightly and pushed his hips back trying to get more. “Be patient, I want you to be comfortable with the better stuff.” Guest said with a smirk. God what a sight for Guests eyes, seeing bluudud like this really makes his cock throb. Guest then pokes around further trying to find something, what is he trying to find? Guest then curls his fingers into a certain spot that causes bluudud to moan out loud “Haaunn~ w-what the f-f-fuck was that??” Bluudud asked, looking back at Guest. Guest smiled and replied “That was your prostate, doesn't that feel nice?” he continued to curl his fingers into Bluududs g-spot. Bluudud was a moaning and whimpering mess, his cock was leaking so much pre getting all over the couch.

Guest then removed his fingers which caused bluudud to look back again “W-why…oh…”. Guest grabbed his length and positioned it to Bluudud's entrance. “You ready kiddo?” Bluudud nodded as Guest slowly pushed the tip inside. FUCK he was already stretching bluudud out, it didn't hurt though. Just unusual. Guest huffed as he pushed more of his length into bluudud, his warm walls welcoming his dick. “Oh god fuckkkkk, you're so tight.” Guest praised as he squeezed his eyes shut. It was taking everything in his power not to ram into the teen mercilessly. Guest paused as he was halfway inside the teen letting Bluudud adjust. God this felt sooo good on Bluudud's end. Part of him wanted Guest to ram into him as hard as he could while another part of him wanted to go slow. After a little bit he adjusted and gave Guest the okay to keep going. Guest then slowly started to pull out before moving back inside inserting more of his length in the teen. Bluudud whimpered as Guest thrusted into him slowly. It started to hurt a little bit, “Guest… it hurts…” Guest gently rubbed his back and replied “Just a little more, stay strong.” Before pulling out again and thrusting back in. Guests length was almost fully inside of bluudud and he decided to finish it. He kept pushing inside of bluudud until there was a sound of skin meeting skin. Bluudud gasped and reflexively pushed his hips back. Godddd this felt soo good.

Guest moaned as Bluudud's tight heat was fully around his cock. “F-fuck kidddd” Guest was mumbling as he slowly pulled out before pushing back in. Bluudud started whimpering and moaning, god this wasn't like anything he felt before. He didn't want this to end. “B-bluuey, can I… hah*. Go faster please?” “Pleaseee…” and with that Guest picked up the pace. Going a little bit more rougher, bluudud was babbling nonsense as his mind was turning into mush. Guest gripped Bluudud's hips better and rammed into his g-spot. “AHN~ Fuck! Ri-IGHT thereee….” those words turned Guest on even more, with that he pounded into Bluududs prostate over and over and over. Bluudud was a mess, tears were coming out of his eyes, his cock was leaking so much, and he was just babbling nonsense. Guest moaned and grunted as bluudud would squeeze his dick. It was like he was purposely trying to milk him….yeah he was doing that. Bluudud was so close to his release but he wanted to cum with Guest. “G-guestt ahnn~ i-im soo closeeeee~.” Guest instead of slowing down (Why would he) he sped up. He was practically jackhammering into bluududs prostate. Guest could feel bluudud shaking, same as last time, he must be very close. Guest then grabbed the base of Bluudud's tail and pulled. It was all over for bluudud, his cock finally released the white pools of seman bluudud was trying to hold in. Bluudud was drooling, holy shit that felt… bluudud was expecting guest to stop but he didn't. Guest kept his pace chasing for his own release.

“G-guest, ahhn~ t-t-ooOO mucH!” Guest rubbed his back “I know… I knoww… fuck still so tight. Just stay strong you're doing sooo good.” Bluudud started to cry a little bit, the overstimulation was way to much for him to handle. Guest started to praise bluudud, about how good he's doing, how amazing he feels, and how beautiful he is. The praise was working because bluudud started to calm down a little bit. Guest feeling way closer leaned over bluudud and hugged his neck. Guest whispered in bluududs ear “Fuck… you feel soo good. Hah~ fucking take it.” Guest slammed into bluudud a few more times before releasing his seed into bluududs heat. Bluudud saw stars as he came a second time along with guest. Guest and bluudud were sweating, panting messes. Bluududs ass and legs felt numb, god he was so tired. It took a little bit for Guest to finally pull out. He turned bluudud around and kissed him. Bluudud kissed back weakly. “Heh… you were amazing Bluu, you did so good.” Bluudud couldn't talk right now but all he could was respond was a “mmmff-”. Guest wanted to get up but bluudud held onto him tight. He finally spoke, “Can we clean up later? I'm tired. Please stay.” Guest thought about it, they really should get cleaned up but they were both comfortable. Guest sighed, “We need to clean up. I'll draw a warm bath for you ok? Then we can cuddle I promise.” Bluudud groaned in response. In one swift motion, Guest picked up bluudud and took him to his bathroom. He placed bluudud in the tub and drew a warm bath for him. Guest got up and cleaned the couch, the best he could anyways. He grabbed their clothes, went to the laundry room to wash them. Oh yeah, bluudud's clothes were done drying. He grabbed his clothes and brought them back to his room. Guest put on a clean pair of boxers, he'll shower tomorrow. He goes into the bathroom to check on bluudud, he seemed to be finishing up. Guest helped bluudud finish up before draining the bathtub. After that he grabbed a towel and picked up bluudud. He carried him to his bed and gave him his clean boxers. Once bluudud dried off he laid down, he didn't want to change into clothes. That's too much work right now.

Guest climbed into bed next to him and embraced bluudud. Bluudud hugged him back mumbling “G'night guest, that was fun. I love you.” Guest smiled and kissed his forehead “Goodnight Bluuey, I had an amazing time. I love you too.” Bluudud fell sleep quickly while Guest was still awake. Both of them embraced each other, limbs tangled with one another. Guest was honestly very happy, despite the guilt he feels from keeping bluudud from his mom, he was happy. You know what, Guest didn't care anymore, he loved bluudud just as much as bluudud loves him. They have to keep this a secret but Guest is willing to be with bluudud now. Guest sighed and he kisses bluudud forehead again before falling asleep. In Guests embrace was Bluudud, he blushed and smiled as he hugged Guest tighter.

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Bluudud wakes up in Guests embrace, he was still sleeping. Bluudud smiles and he lifts his head up and kisses Guests lips. Guest woke up, still very sleepy, and gave a goodmorning kiss back. Bluudud smiled and said “Goodmorning, how'd you sleep?” Guest groggly replied “I slept amazing, I'm going to get up now.” Bluudud huffed as Guest got up. It was comfy for them. Bluudud sat up and watched Guest get dressed in some casual clothing. “I washed your clothes for you, get dressed please. I have to take you back to your mom today.” Bluudud frowned, right… he feels bad for running away.

His mom must be terrified right now. When bluudud got up he winced in pain, his ass hurt like hell. It was worth it though. Bluudud got dressed and joined Guest into the living room. “Alright, I'm going to call your mom, I need you to act like I found you last night?” Guest said while calling o8. “Why last NIGHT?” Bluudud asked but Guest shushed him when o8 picked up the phone. Guest walked off into the Guest bedroom and started talking.

Bluudud would be on his phone if it wasn't dead right now. After a little hit Guest walked out of the room with a look full of regret. “Alright so I said last night because it gives me an excuse to clean you up before going to your mom's house. All I said was that I thought she was sleeping which is why I didn't bring you back and she didn't sound happy whatsoever. So we are leaving right now cause your mom is, rightfully, extremely worried.” “Ooh okay, you think she's mad at me?” Bluudud asked as they headed towards Guests truck.

They got in and Guest replied “No, again, that woman is terrified right now. Bringing you back home would make her feel 1000 times better.” Bluuddlud smiled as Guest started driving. Bluudud glanced at Guest “last night was amazing, will we do it again at some point?” Guest smiled and replied “Maybe, I wouldn't mind.” Bluudud smiled and looked out the window.

After a few minutes they arrived at o8's house, she was standing on the front porch waiting. Oh boy here it goes. Bluudud took in a deep breath as he opened the door. He was expecting o8 to yell at him for running away but instead she started sobbing and sprinted towards bluudud. “Oh thank the heavens you're safe! I never stopped looking for you! Thank you so much, Guest!” o8 hugged bluudud so tight, not willing to let him go anytime soon.

O8 thanked Guest and brought bluudud inside. Bluudud looked back at Guest smiling and waved goodbye. Guest waved back and smiled. O8 instantly went into the kitchen to whip up some blueberry pancakes “God you must be so hungry right now.” Actually yeah, bluudud was pretty hungry. As o8 was finished making the batter bluudud asked “Are you mad at me?” O8 paused with what she was doing, she sighed, her expression softened as she looked at bluudud “I could never be mad at you. If anything I'm mad at myself, we will talk later though ok?” Bluudud nodded as he sat at the dining room table.

o8's top priority right now is making sure bluudud is ok and bringing him back to full health. O8 whipped up 3 pancakes with peanut butter, syrup, and whip cream on top. Bluudud was practically drooling when she set the plate down in front of him. Bluudud immediately dug in, he never realized how much he loves his mom's cooking.

Once bluudud finished his plate, o8 took it and set it in the sink. Bluudud stayed put as o8 came back and sat down on the seat next to bluudud. O8 sighed and then spoke “I'm so eternally grateful you're home and no you aren't in trouble. I'm so sorry I called you a bad kid, just know it wasn't true at all. You are an amazing son and I am so sorry I said that.” O8 grabbed bluududs hand.

It was Bluudud's turn to speak now, “I'm also sorry for running away…” he remembered what he promised ck. He needed to talk to her. “But I ran away because everything was too much. Mom, I've felt like a total fuck up lately. I don't know, I just feel like everything I do is wrong and I hate myself for it. When we fought, I thought that maybe people would be better off if I was gone. Or if I just disappeared…” o8 looked at him with a sad expression. “Oh bluuey…” she got up and hugged Bluudud.

Bluudud hugged back, the tip of his tail thumping against the floor. “I really wished you would've told me sooner. Goodness I feel like an awful parent for not checking on you. Well thank you for telling me, I'll try to look for a therapist to talk to you though.” Yeah bluudud expected that and he wasn't against it.

For the most part, he just thinks it's going to be boring. “Ok” was all bluudud could say before o8 pulled out her phone. Then a question came up in bluududs mind, why wasn't she at work?. “Hey mom, don't take this the wrong way but I thought you would be at work, considering you rarely go on vacation for even 2 days.” His mom looked at him “I called work to let them know my situation and obviously I got time off.” Bluudud looked down “Yeah. Sorry…” “Oh honey don't apologize.” o8 quickly responded.

Bluudud just looked down, he got up from the chair and headed towards his room. God he was bored, he doesn't feel like streaming, maybe he could hang out with ck? Bluudud sighed and looked at his phone, right. It's dead. He plugged his phone in and decided to play games until it recharged.

Bluudud looked at the games, nothing looked interesting to play. He groaned and leaned back in his chair thinking about last night. Then on his way here how Guest told him they could fuck again at some point. Honestly bluudud wants to be with Guest but he needs to stay with his mom. Maybe when she goes back to work he could visit Guest?

Bluudud sighed, he really was thinking a lot. Fuck it, he was just gonna play a game to kill time. He decided to play something chill like minecraft. After a couple of hours of grinding he decided to check his phone. It was finally fully charged, he decided to message ck.

(Hey man, I'm back at my home so I kept my promise.) Bluudud waited a little bit and ck responded pretty quickly. (OMG YOU ARE OK! I HONESTLY THOUGHT YOU LIED TO ME :< ) Bluudud felt bad for not saying anything sooner but he literally couldn't.
(Yeah I'm sorry, want to hang out though? I kinda want to go back to our old tree house ngl.)
(I don't mind hanging out! My dad is at work like usual so I can't be out for long. Anyways it would be nice going back.)
(Alrighty, it always takes me so long to walk there though. Around 30 minutes I think?)
(Yeah it doesn't take too long for me. Wait, are you heading out now?)
(Mhm, I have nothing better to do anyways. I'm hoping my mom will actually let me go. I think she will if I tell her I'm hanging out with you.)
(Alright, I'll get ready to head out soon. See you there!)
(Cya!)

Bluudud put his phone in his pocket and walked downstairs. His mom was on the phone but when she saw bluudud she stopped her conversation. “What's up?” “Would it be okay if I hang out with ck for a bit?” o8 thought about it, well he is going with his best friend so he wouldn't be alone. “Alright, I'm ok with that.” Bluudud smiled and hugged his mom goodbye.

He started to walk back to the tree house, easier to know his location when it's light out. After some time he arrived, he was about to message ck when he saw something red in the tree house. “C00l? You up there?!” Bluuddlud yelled to which ck replied “Yep I'm up here!” Bluudud began to climb the tree and went inside the tree house. Ck was sweeping out the leaves with his hands.

“What are you doing?” Bluudud questioned, “Well, I wanna make this place look nice. I wouldn't mind it if this would be our usual hangout spot again.” Bluudud thought about it. Maybe they could decorate this place a little bit. “Tell you what, next time let's bring stuff and start decorating.” Ck looked up at bluudud, his eyes lighting up “What?! Really?! You agree with me?!” Bluudud nodded. He'll admit it would be nice to start chilling here again.

“We can go back to my place and grab stuff to clean up here since I live kinda closer.” Bluudud thought about it, ‘god more walking? My ass is still sore’. Bluudud sighed, he'll suck it up “Alright sure.” Ck got up all giddy and walked to where the door would be and claimed down. Bluudud followed along and they both started to walk to ck's house.

Once they arrived, ck sprinted inside of his house and ran straight into a closet. This kid is really excited, it's probably because they are doing something other than playing games or just talking. Ck pulled out a vacuum from the closet and bluudud face-palmed himself. “Ck, a vacuum… REALLY??” ck looked confused “What? This picks up stuff!” God how dumb is this kid… bluudud chuckled.

“Where are we going to plug in the vacuum to use it, first of all. And second, I don't want to carry that thing there and back.” Ck looked down embarrassed and put the vacuum back in the closet. Ck then pulls out a mop, oh my God is he doing this on purpose. Bluudud started to laugh before pushing ck out of the way and grabbed a broom. “This can work dummy, *snicker*”.

“I'm not a dummy, just… listing out what we have!” Bluudud continued laughing. This kid is an awful liar. “Do you guys have any extra mats or something?” Ck thought about it. “I don't think so, *gasp* I have extra beanbags!!” Ck said practically jumping in place. Bluudud groaned, he knows he'll have to carry them. “Okay… where are they?”. ck happily led bluudud to the garage. In a far corner were two red beanbags. They actually didn't look that bad, they looked new.

“These were extra my dad got, I can carry one and you carry the other?” Bluudud nodded, he was fine with that. Ck carried the beanbag on his shoulders and tried to hold onto the broom. Bluudud giggled at how much ck was struggling to carry both items. Bluudud lifted his beanbag with both arms and carried it outside. This was gonna suck.

Timeskip :p

The both arrived back at their treehouse and they dropped the beanbags. Bluudud sat down on his and looked at ck who still held onto the broom. “Imma go sweep up the leaves, I'll let you know when to pass up the beanbags!” Ck said with he smile. Bluudud watched him climb up the tree and then he heard a sweeping sound against the wood. Bluudud feels like the wood will break at some point.

Bluudud looked at his phone. Oh! He had a message from Guest, unfortunately he messaged him 2 hours ago. (Hey Bluuey! I keep thinking about yesterday and I already miss you :( ) bluudud blushed, he was about to respond when a bunch of leaves and dirt fell on his head. “ACK! C00lkidd what the fuck?!” He looked up at the tree house and heard ck giggling. Bluudud started to brush the dirt and leaves out of his fur. Bluudud will message Guest later, he wanted to get ck back…

He climbed up into the tree house to find ck very poorly hide the broom behind his back. He kept giggling. Bluudud looked around, he actually swept pretty well. However, there was a pile of dirt and leaves close to the front of the tree house. Bluudud grinned, “Hey ck, do you have any idea how dirt got on my head?” Ck giggled and looked away “nope!”

“Liar” bluudud responded as he ran towards ck. Ck screeched as bluudud grabbed him in a headlock (gently of course) and started to swing him around. (All of this was ‘gentle’ and playful btw). Bluudud then wraps his arms around ck's waist, picks him up, and he took him to the pile of dirt and leaves. “NO NOOO BLUUDUD IM SORRY!!” Ck pleaded as he squirmed. Bluudud was obviously way stronger and he didn't budge. He grabs a handful of the dirt and leaves and smears it all over ck's face.

“AUGGHHH! IM SORRY! IM SORRY STAP IT!” ck was yelling at bluudud to stop. He kept pleading while trying to wipe it off of his face. Bluudud then said “Are you ever going to do that again!?” “NO I WONT! I PROMISE IM SORRY!” Bluudud amused and finally released c00lkid. C00lkid immediately started to wipe the dirt off of his face, spitting as some got in his mouth. Bluudud started chuckling and then said “Alright, imma go lift the beanbags up here. Grab them and place them wherever I guess?” Ck nodded, still wiping the dirt outta his face.

Bluudud climbed down the tree to grab a beanbag. He picked one up and started to climb halfway up the tree. Once it was in cks reach ck took it and placed it to the middle-ish. Then was the second beanbag, ck placed that next to the first one. Okay so their tree house looks like a dirty plain house with beanbags in the middle. Bluudud honestly thought this would be better in his head.

Ck didn't look that happy either, they need a LOT more materials. But that was for another day. Bluudud checked the time, it was 5:12 pm, he should probably head back home and ck should as well. “I think we should head home, it's almost 5:30.” Ck looked at bluudud in horror. That's when his dad comes home, and ck didn't tell him he'd be out all day. “CRAP, REALLY??” Bluudud nodded confused. Ck then practically jumped out of the tree landing on his butt before sprinting towards his house.

Bluudud just shrugged it off as he started to walk back to his home. After a while, he walked through the door only to find his mom… not there? “Hey mom!” Bluudud called out but no response. He went to her room and saw her working on her computer. Bluudud frowns, his mom never stops working just to keep them afloat. “Hey mom I'm home…” bluudud said softly.

O8 turned to look at him with a warm smile “Hi honey! Dinner is in the oven so just pull it out when you're ready to eat. Did you have fun?” Bluudud nodded and chuckled. O8 smiled once again before going back on her computer. Bluudud wished she could eat with him but she seems to be busy. Maybe she was catching up on what she missed because of him?

God why was he such an idiot? Bluudud grabbed a plate and looked in the oven, it was lasagna. Not bluududs favorite but he was hungry so it's whatever. He finished his plate and headed to his room. He looked at his phone and remembered that he still had to reply to Guest. Shit. (Hey! Sorry I didn't reply, I was busy hanging out with c00l. But I miss you too :[ ) bluudud waited.

Guest didn't even leave bluudud on read so he was probably busy. Bluudud shrugged and got on his computer, should he start streaming? Then his phone buzzed, (Hi kiddo, sorry I just got out of the shower, but it's all good. I figured you were doing something but what were you and c00l doing?)

(We were at our old tree house we used to go to when we were little kids. It's still surprisingly sturdy but we just put some beanbags in it. I think we want to decorate it.)
(That's awesome, if you don't mind I would love to see it at some point!)
(Oh… it's kind of me and c00ls secret hiding place so idk.)
(Ah. I get it. Well I hope I get to see it at some point. Maybe I could help with the decorations?)
(I think I just want ck and I to do it. I'm so sorry :[ )
(It's okay I'll drop it, but if you do need help I'll be here.)
(Thank you Guest!)
(Any time kiddo. What are you doing right now?)
(I'm on my computer, I was gonna get off cause idk what to do. I'm bored :/ what are you doing?)
(Currently getting dressed in comfy clothes)

Bluudud typed in “can I see?” As a joke, but he accidentally clicked send. Oh shit, bluudud was blushing as he frantically tried to delete the message. Unfortunately, Guest already saw it.

(SHIT I DIDNT MEAN THAT DUDE IM SORRY!)
(Lol, don't be. I get it, it was an accident.)
(Yeah, I'm so clumsy today wtf)
(Lol, well here.)

Bluudud froze, there was no way Guest was gonna- a picture popped up. Guest was in front of a mirror wearing these camo patterned sweatpants. His position was relaxed with his left hand in the pocket (his other hand holding the phone of course lol). His hair was wet from just coming out of the shower. Guest was also shirtless, was he shirtless on purpose? His skin was practically glistening in the lighting of the photo.

Bluudud admired his shirtless figure, more specifically his pecs. He doesn't know why he was so drawn there but God he was hot. Bluudud didn't know what to respond with or say to be honest. He was just looking, oh my bad, staring at his shirtless figure. Bluudud's face had a darker shade of blue on it. (You like what you see ;) ) Guest messaged him. Bluudud realized he hadn't said anything this whole time.

(Yeah…) bluudud felt guilty saying that but it was the truth. Bluudud wanted to send Guest something back but he wasn't sure. (I'm going to do some stuff, I'll talk to you later though alright? Love you!) Bluudud giggled and kicked his feet a little bit (Okayyy, I love you too!) Great, now bluudud was bored again.

He kinda wanted to get Guest back for sending that picture. Bluudud was gonna send one back. Bluudud never ever took a picture of just himself before, only if he was with his friends and rarely his mom. He got out of his bedroom and headed towards the bathroom. He closed the door just in case his mom left her room, oh that would be so awkward if she caught him. What would she do if she found out about them? Probably disown bluudud or kill Guest.

This was so awkward for bluudud but he really wanted to get him back. He huffed as he took off his shirt, the fur on his body puffing out free from those restricting clothes. Bluudud didn't like his fur but at least Guest did. He turned on his camera and tried to relax like what Guest did. Despite no one watching him, he was super embarrassed.

He wasn't sure if he should pose so he put his left paw on his chest in a petting manner. To taunt Guest? He wasn't sure but it just felt like he shouldn't just stand there holding his phone. He snapped a picture of himself with a smirk on his face. He grabbed his shirt and walked back to his room looking at the photo. He was embarrassed to send it but honestly… fuck it.

He sends the photo along with (I hope you like what you see here ;) ) Bluudud was embarrassed, he never sent a photo like that of himself to anyone before. Well, he'll wait for Guests reply when he's done doing whatever he's doing.

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Timeskip to 11 pm

Bluudud just decided to be on his computer just gaming and browsing the store. He saw his phone light up beside him, Guest replied (Ooohh you're so beautiful, I wish that was my hand on your chest…) bluudud giggled

(:p) (Don't say I'm beautiful.)
(Whaat? But you are)
(...)
(Okay fine, you are very pretty then!)
(That's even worse! Stop using girly descriptions)
(But you are very gorgeous, I honestly can't stop looking at the picture you took.)
(Ahhhh stop! It's embarrassing, I never took a photo of me like that before.) (Let alone a photo of just me)
(Oh no don't be embarrassed! I'm sorry, you look very handsome!)
(Ok that's better, thank you!)
(You know… it's pretty late, you should go to bed and sleep. You need itttt)
(Yeah I know, but I don't want too)
(Aww c'mon, please go to bed?)
(I don't want to :( )
(Fiinneee, will you promise to go to bed later though?)
(I promise I will later!)
(Hmmm I don't believe you)
(Damn it, what gave it away?)
(You're a teen, I just predicted it)

Bluudud got off of his computer and laid down in his bed. He was about to say something but then he decided to change. He got out of his pants and put on his pajama pants. He decided not to wear a shirt tonight. He laid back down and looked at his phone.

(When can I be with you again?)
(Idk, whenever your mom let's me watch you again)
(Can we plan something?)
(Like what?)
(I was thinking like you take me out somewhere. Not like a restaurant but like something we can do.)
(Hmm, I'll think on that)
(Oh yeah, can you maybe pick me up when my mom leaves for work tomorrow? At least I think she has to leave.)
(I have to run some errands tomorrow, you sure? It's going to be boring.)
(Yeah I'm 100% positive)
(Okay then, you should really go to bed now.)
(Omg not this again, but I don't wannaaaaa)
(Is it because I'm talking to you? I'll stop then if it means you'll sleep.)
(Noooo please stay)
(I'm sorry but I'm keeping you awake :( )
(Okay fine I'll try to sleep…)
(Good boy Bluuey! Goodnight, I love you!)
(Goodnight! I love you too!)

Bluudud got off of his phone and covered his face, oh my God he was blushing. Guest called him a “good boy” and that made bluudud feel weird in his stomach. It wasn't the bad weird but a really good weird, he kinda liked Guest calling him a good boy. Did reading that turned bluudud on? Did he have a thing for that stuff?

That's embarrassing but he doesn't want to deal with it now. Fine, he'll try to sleep and do what Guest asks. He closed his eyes and tried to fall asleep, it's really hard when he has a problem down there though… Bluudud groaned as he lifted his blanket over his body and curled up.

…

It's been about 30 minutes and the entire time bluudud can't sleep. The problem is gone but he is genuinely not tired. He sighed and sat up to grab his phone, then an idea came to his head. He wondered if Guest was sleeping? He opened their chat and ready his last message ‘good boy Bluuey!’. He really wants to hear Guest say that to him. (Guest, Ik you told me to sleep but I genuinely can't) bluudud waited and waited. Nothing. Guest was most likely sleeping.

(Guest?) Bluudud sighed, he should probably stop messaging him if he's sleeping. What if he wakes him up? Then Guest responded, (I see you're also having difficulty sleeping lol) What???? No way Guest was also awake.

(Why are you awake huh? Didn't you tell me to go to bed?)
(First off kid, I'm an adult, I can stay up as late as I want too. Second off, I also can't sleep)
(I was honestly kinda afraid I'd wake you up if you were sleeping)
(Aww I wouldn't mind, don't worry about that.)
(If you say so)
(Oh no, that doesn't mean wake me up all the time. Just once in a while is alright.)
(What if I were to wake you up all the time?)
(Then I'd ignore you)
(You wouldn't be able tooo)
(Lol you're right, but I have a question. Why are you messaging me if you can't sleep? Cause Idk how to help with that.)

Bluudud didn't know how to respond, he did want Guests help but how could he? (Okay fair point.) (Lol, you're so cute) Bluudud blushed (I thought i said to stop using girly descriptions) (Oh c'mon I didn't use it in a girly sense. You're just being cute is all) Bluudud groaned but smiled, how does Guest always manage to make him smile.

Them talking made bluudud think about what they did together, how Guest praised him. Guest calling him cute and a good boy really started to give bluudud butterflies in his stomach. (I'm not that cute.) (Oh c'mon don't say that :[ You are incredibly cute, handsome, smart, and really sweet.)

The small praises Guest was giving him was slightly turning him on. Bluudud didn't think he'd have a praise kink but he wasn't complaining. Bluudud started to paw at his cock, he can feel it twitching in the confines of his pajamas. (You there bluu?) Guest messaged him, (Yeah) bluudud replied as he continued to paw his dick.

Bluudud sat up against the headboard of his bed and took off his pajamas leaving his boxer. He then started to rub his erection, his hips bucking slightly into the touch. His erection kept twitching under his touch, a little bit of pre cum staining his boxers. Just barely noticeable. Then a message popped up (Want to call?) Bluudud's heart skipped a beat, he did want to call Guest but at the same time it would be embarrassing if Guest knew what he was doing.

(Idk dude, I don't want to wake up my mom.)
(How will you wake her up? We will just be talking?)
(...)
(What?)
(Idk, I just don't wanna risk it.)
(Aww c'mon pleasssee? We can be quiet)

Bluudud can practically see the puppy eyes Guest is using and it's working. He sighed and said (Okay finnee), about 10 seconds later guest called and bluudud picked up. “Hiii bluuey!” Guest said on the other side of the line. “Hey Guest, I'm surprised we both can't sleep at the same time. Heh…” “yeah it is a nice coincidence.” Guests voice was very quiet and gentle, and Bluudud started rubbing his erection again trying to hold in the small gasps.

“What are you doing right now?” Guest asked, does he know??? “I'm… laying down talking to you obviously.” Bluudud lied. He heard Guest chuckle and say “Yeah me too, why were you worried about being quiet?” Bluudud started to slowly pant, he doesn't think it's noticeable. “I dunno, just in case you make me laugh or something?” “Hmmm” Guest responded.

It got quiet, Bluudud finally decided to take off his boxers, his leaking length springing up. He gasps slightly as the cold air of the room engulfed his erection. He heard Guest chuckle “I really like the picture you sent me earlier, god you're so gorgeous.” His voice was soft and a bit lower than usual which made bluududs cock throb. Oh lorrddd that sounded so hot.

He slowly wrapped his paw around his erection and started to stroke it so painfully slow. The tip of his cock was leaking strands of pre cum. Just listening to Guests' voice can make him fall to his knees, holy shit. Bluudud very faintly whimpered as he purposefully went slow. “Does it feel good?” Guest asked, breaking the silence between them. Bluudud's heart skipped a beat, Guest knows what he's doing FUCK.

Bluudud just stopped his motion and stayed completely silent as embarrassment crept in. “Aww Bluuey don't be shy. It's ok.” Bluudud finally said “yeah…I'm sorry.” “Oh don't apologize, want to video call?” Bluudud was so embarrassed he didn't want to video call. “N-no it's embarrassing.” He heard Guest chuckle “It's not embarrassing, it's very hot.” Bluudud then hesitantly brought his paw to his cock and began to slowly stroke it once again.

“Hmmm, if we can't video call…can you paint me a picture? What position are you in?” Bluudud gulped as a couple of moans slipped out “Uhm, I-im against my headboard stroking my dick…” bluudud said shyly. God this was so embarrassing yet hot at the same time. “I wish I was there right next to you. I'd make you feel so good…”

Bluudud whimpered slightly “Bluuey, can you be a little louder for me? I would love to hear the noises you make, it's turning me on.” Bluudud then started to stroke a little faster, gasping and groaning more into the phone. “I bet I'd feel good if you rubbed your thumb around the tip.” Guest said as if giving orders to which bluudud followed.

Bluudud moaned as he grazed his thumb at the tip of his cock. On the other side of the line he heard shuffling, Guest was definitely getting off on this. “Awww, are you following what I'm telling you?” Guest questioned in a taunting tone, his voice still low. “Mhmm~” was all bluudud could mutter out as he continued to graze his thumb on the tip of his cock. Wiping away the pre cum forming at the top.

“You can go faster, you know? Imagine it as if it were my hand m'kay?” Bluudud did as Guest ordered, he went faster and closed his eyes, he groaned and gasped a little louder now. He imagined guest actually being there next to him, stroking his cock while praising him.

Guest heard bluududs whimpers and gasps, maybe he was getting close? “Okay kid, I want you to try something new. Can you put two of your fingers into your mouth? Once you do that, coat them nice and well in saliva. Bluudud confused but did as he was told, he put two of his digits into his mouth and started licking and sucking on them making a lewd sound. There was no way Guest didn't hear it.

“You're doing soo good Bluu, once they are nice and coated I want you to put a finger into your hole.” Bluudud flushed at Guests words, he was asking bluudud to… finger himself. Bluudud took in a deep breath as he leaned back, spreading his legs a little more and moved his tail. He slowly pushed one digit in, it felt so weird with him doing it. He has no clue what he's doing.

“Is it in?” Guest asked and bluudud replied “y-yeah.” He could feel Guest smirking “Good, now start moving it in and out. Press it along your walls and feel around m'kay?” Bluudud responded with a groan as he began to do what was told. It felt strange at first, then he imagined it was guest doing it. Slowly, he pumped his finger in and out lightly pushing against his walls. Bluudud whimpered as he continued this action.

He heard squelching on the other side of the line, Guest was definitely making sure bluudud could hear it. It was turning him on more, his cock was aching to be touched. “G-guest, can I *hah* please touch my cock~?” Bluudud asked in a pleading voice. “Be patient…now add the second finger.” Bluudud whimpered a little loudly as he added the second one.

Bluudud stopped and didn't move, that noise was a little loud and he is so fucking scared of his mom catching him like this. After a little bit bluudud started pumping both digits in and out. He began to moan slightly as he started to press around his walls. “Bluuey~ I want you to feel around and try to go a bit deeper.” Bluudud whimpered and moaned as he went deeper. He felt around for a little bit before hitting a spot that sent a jolt of electricity throughout his body.

Bluudud moaned at that action and paused his movements gasping for air. He heard Guest chuckle again, “I heard that you found it, keep pressing into that spot. I want to hear you.” Bluudud then began to continuously press into that spot moaning a little bit more louder. The constant jolts throughout his body made him feel so good.

Bluudud starts drooling as he continued to press into that spot over and over and over. “You are suchhh a good boy Bluuey. You're doing so good…” Guest praised as he began to groan. Bluudud's cock was twitching and throbbing begging for the attention it was neglected from. It was so painful for Bluu, he needed to stroke his cock soooo bad.

“G-guest. Pl-eASE let mE s-s-stroke my cock. It HURts~” He heard Guest groaning on the other side of the line. “Go ahead Bluuey, you've been such a good boy!” The second Guest gave bluudud the ‘okay’ he began to stroke his cock with his other hand. His position was so awkward for doing two things at once but he felt too good to move.

He heard Guest gasp and moan, he sounded close as well. “C-can I c-c-cUM PleASe?” Bluudud begged and Guest replied “Go ahead, let it all out for me.” Bluudud pulled his digits out of his ass, leaned over and moaned loudly into his bed as his cock released white strands of cum. It got all over his bedsheets and stuck to bluududs fur a little bit. He heard Guest groan as well, probably also finishing up.

God he's exhausted now. “That was wonderful to listen to, you did so well Bluuey!” Guest praised. Bluudud was panting, he didn't want to talk, now he finally wanted to sleep. “Guest, I'm a little tired now, I'm gonna go to bed.” Bluudud mumbled into the phone. Guest replied with “Yeah same kiddo, that was fun. I love you, goodnight Bluuey.” “Goodnight Guest, I love you too.”

After bluudud said that he hung up the phone. He tossed his cum-stained sheets onto the floor and grabbed his boxers and pajama pants. He put them back on and pulled an extra blanket over his body. He closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep.

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Bluudud groggly woke up feeling a little bit sticky. He sat up and looked at his sheets, goddammit he has to do the laundry. He got out of bed and picked up his sheets and walked to the laundry room. He didn't hear his mom so he assumed she was at work (she was). He put the sheets in the washing machine, added detergent and fabric softener. Once he started the washing machine he walked back to his room.

He got out of his clothes and walked to the bathroom, desperately needing a shower. After 20 minutes of cleaning up he stepped out, grabbed a towel, and began to dry off. He sat on his bed and looked at his phone, he thought about messaging Guest until he read their previous messages. Bluudud blushed remembering what they did last night. He shook his head and turned off his phone, he'll message him later.

He walked downstairs but there wasn't breakfast made, just another note.

Hi Bluuey! I'm sorry but I have to work today, I wish I can spend time with you but as usual I physically can't. I should be home by 7, I love you!
Xoxo -mom

Bluudud sighed, he hated how his mom worked all the time. He hated how horrible that job treats her. He just hates it. The time was almost 11:00, so he decided to message Guest. (Hey! Can you come pick me up now? My mom is at work…) After 10 minutes Guest replied (Yes I'm on my way to your house right now!)

Bluudud smiled and waited for Guest, he began just doomscrolling on his phone. After what felt like a couple of minutes he heard a knock at his door. He hurriedly got up and ran towards the front door opening it at the speed of light. Guest stood there smiling as bluudud embraced him, Guest embraced him back. “You ready kiddo?” Guest asked and bluudud nodded.

They walked to his truck, buckled in, and Guest drove off. “What kind of errands are you running?” Guest sighed, “Well I have to go to different stores to buy stuff, it shouldn't take too long.” bluudud then asked “Can we go somewhere to eat first? I'm hungry and it's practically lunch time.” Guest looked like he was considering it.

“Where were you thinking kid?” Bluudud thought about it, it was practically lunch time sooo pizza. “Maybe builder brothers pizza?” Guest sighed, his face changing into an expression of someone who was sick of something. “I don't know…I feel like we always go for pizza.” Bluudud looked at Guest with puppy dog eyes “But pizza is one of my favorite foods…” Guest glanced at bluudud.

Damn it, the puppy eyes were working, “Finneee” guest dragged out. Bluuud was silently cheering at his victory. Once they arrived at the pizza place, they walked up to the front. An acorn hair smiled and welcomed them, “Hello! What would you guys like to order?” Guest looked at their menu “Uhhh, can we get one medium pepperoni pizza and one soda for this kid right here.” Guest said rubbing Bluudud's head messing up his hair.

The woman smiled and said “Alrighty, your food should be out shortly! You guys can find a seat to sit now if you'd like!” Guest thanked her and walked over to the booth closest to the door. Once they sat down bluudud started the conversation off with “Why only a medium pizza?” “I barely eat any pizza, you mostly eat it.” Bluudud looked down, he felt fat now. Guest realized how he worded it, his expression went from joking to panicking.

“Oh Bluuey I didn't mean it like that! I just meant that I don't eat pizza that much because I'm not a big fan of it. I swear I didn't-” bluudud giggled “It's okay Guest, I know what you meant. I was messing with ya.” Guest inhaled and exhaled. Thank God he didn't hurt his feelings.

After a moment of silence, Bluudud asked Guest “Do you remember last night?” Guests breath got caught in his throat, he quieted his voice “You want to talk about it now???” Bluudud grinned and nodded. Guest sighed, “Later in the truck, not in public please.” Bluudud frowned, whatever.

“Aww c'mon, last night was hot as shit.” Bluudud grinned a smug look. Guest looked down embarrassed, “literally any, ANY other time.” Bluudud started laughing a little bit. Guest smiled as bluudud was laughing, his giggling/laughing always made him smile.

The woman then came up to them holding the tray of pepperoni pizza along with Bluududs soda. “Alright we got one pepperoni pizza and one soda. Is that correct?” “Yes it is!” Guest smiled at the woman. She placed their food down and said “Made fresh, I hope you enjoy it!” She smiled and walked away.

Bluudud smiled and grabbed himself four slices of the pizza already. Guest only grabbed one slice because he wasn't too hungry. He also wanted to leave bluudud with more pizza since it's his favorite. Bluudud started devouring the slices he grabbed. Guest slowly ate, he was just watching the slices disappear.

There were two slices on the tray left and Guest noticed bluudud eyeing them. Guest chuckled and said “You can eat the slices, I'm not that hungry.” Guest said that with his mouth full of food. “Hey, that's gross! Why are you talking with your mouth full?” Bluudud accused him. Guest chuckled again before swallowing and saying “I'm sorry”. Bluudud then ate some pizza then said “Well thank you for the rest!” With his mouth full of pizza in response to Guest.

Guest rolled his eyes in a playful manner before smiling at bluudud. Once he finished eating, Guest got up and placed a 20$ tip for the woman when she would collect the tray. Bluudud got up as well and stretched, before asking “So where are we going?” Guest replied, “The store.” as they were walking out of the restaurant.

They both got back into Guests truck and bluudud started again with “Soooo about last night…” Guest gave a deep sigh in response, he was a little embarrassed for talking to bluudud like that. “What about last night…” Guest asked as he started the truck and began to drive on the road. “I dunno, the way you were talking to me made me lose my mind.” Bluudud said with a smug face.

Great. Of course he wants to talk about what Guest was trying to avoid. “I still can't believe I did that… I was tired, okay? Couldn't exactly think straight.” “Mhmm” Bluudud replied as he looked out the window. “I actually wished you were there- would've been fun.” Bluudud slightly frowned and Guest nodded. He agreed, he wished he was there.

Before bluudud could continue they arrived at the store (idk what to call it so I'm just gonna say store. Lol sorry). Guest grabbed a shopping cart and walked towards the vegetable section. Bluudud huffed, Guest was right, this is going to be boring. Guest heard bluudud huffing, he chuckled and said “Told you you'd be bored.”

Bluudud rolled his eyes not wanting to admit he was wrong. As Guest continued to look at different ingredients for whatever bluudud just looked around. Guest filled his cart with a lot of healthy ingredients (not surprising) and walked over to the check out area. He paid for everything as the worker bagged his food. Once everything was backed he walked back to his truck and placed the food in the back.

Guest began to drive back to his home, Bluudud was trying to think of a conversation but he wasn't sure. After a little bit Guest pulled up and carried some of the groceries into his home. Bluudud obviously helped like the good boy he is (sorry). Guest thanked bluudud and ruffled his hair.

Bluudud was kind of confused, he thought they'd be doing stuff all day but he just needed groceries? “Why did you day ‘errands’ if all we were getting were groceries?” Bluudud questioned. Guest just stared at the counter before sighing “Fuuuckkkkk, Thats what I was forgetting…” Bluudud tilted his head.

“Right, I forgot to get furniture stuff and I wanted to get new clothes” “we can still go if you want.” Bluudud said walking to the front door. “Yeah, let's go. Sorry Bluu.” Guest said, grabbing his car keys again. Bluudud honestly didn't give a shit, although he knew he'd get bored.

They got back in his truck and began to drive to a furniture store. This store was way further away (around 20 minutes) so it was going to be a while. Bluudud looked out the window jamming to the rock music Guest way playing. After a little bit, Guest turned down the volume and bluudud looked at him confused. “I'm confused about this, why isn't your mom spending time with you? Now that I think about it, she just constantly works.”

Bluudud frowned and groaned, “She really doesn't want to lose her job. Since she was a hacker like 7n her reputation also isn't that great. After I came into her life, she tried to find a job to support me. Pretty much every job turned her down since…y'know.” bluudud paused and sighed. “We can stop talking about this if you want?” Guest stared.

“No, I started talking about it so I'll finish. When the job accepted her, she was surprised but obviously still took it. Then her work basically told her to keep working or they'd fire her. She gets paid and treated like shit, and the ONLY reason she still works there is to support me. It's actually kind of the reason I stream, it's so I can use my money to get my own things so she doesn't have to waste her money on me.”

“I feel bad because I'm the reason she can't leave the job.” Bluudud looked down and Guest wanted to look at him. Guests eyes soften “That's really sweet of you bluu, god I never realized how much that woman struggles.” Guest puts his right hand on Bluudud's thigh and starts caressing it. “I hate it. I hate it so fucking much.” Bluududs paws ball into fists. Guest honestly didn't know what to say about this situation, but since it pisses him off he'll try to steer away from this topic.

“Maybe I can talk with some of my buddies and see if something else is available for her.” Guest said. Bluudud's eyes lit up “You'd do that for her?!” “Obviously, she's a really great friend who has an amazing kid.” Guest said, smirking. Bluudud giggled “Damn right I'm amazing.” Guest chuckled and removed his hand from Bluudud’s thigh.

Bluudud frowned when Guest removed his hand letting out a huff, Guest noticed. Guest put his hand back on his thigh and started rubbing. Bluudud closed his eyes and tried to lean and rest his head on Guests shoulder. Guest smiled, but he had to push bluudud off his shoulder. Bluudud whined a little bit at that, “What, why are you pushing me away?” “I have to drive Bluuey, I'm sorry.” Guest said as he kept his eyes on the road.

Bluudud frowned, “Can we get off the road then?” Guest cocked his brow “I don't know kid, I really want to get new furniture.” bluudud groaned at that “Look you were right, this is boring as hell!” Bluudud leaned close to Guest, “I want to do something fun…” Guest inhaled, “Later. Just not on the road.” “Then get off of the road.” Bluudud barked back.

Guest just kept driving, his brows furrowed clearly thinking about it. Bluudud sighed and sat back down until he looked at Guest, there was a hint of pink blush on his cheeks. He noticed a tent forming in his pants, Bluudud’s eyes widened as did his grin.

“Fuck…” guest muttered out as he shifted trying to ignore the problem. Bluudud giggled, “You surree you don't wanna get off the roaddd?” Guest didn't respond, he was still very clearly thinking about it. His grip on the wheel tightened as he mumbled “fuck it..”. It was loud enough for bluudud to hear.

Bluudud then noticed that Guest was making turns and going away from the place he wanted to go. Bluudud looked out the window and everything seemed to go from nice and clean to run down and messy. It was like looking in a downtown part of a city. Or like a dump. Bluudud had no clue where this location was or where guest was going.

Bluudud just watched as they continued to drive. He seemed to drive in a place where practically no one goes. Then bluudud noticed an old bridge they were driving towards. It was old and run down, clearly no one goes over it anymore.

Guest began to drive under the old bridge. Making sure no one could see or hear them. Bluudud turned to Guest to ask something but before he could, Guest grabbed his face and pulled him into a kiss. Bluudud moaned into the kiss as Guest deepened their kiss. His tongue invading bluududs mouth, dancing with bluus tongue.

Bluudud understood why Guest drove here, to give them privacy. Bluudud had never been in this part of their area but he'll ask Guest how he knows this spot some other time. Right now, he was only focused on Guest. Bluudud pulled away panting with his tongue sticking out. A string of saliva still connecting their shared kiss.

This time Bluudud wanted to have a turn, he pulled Guest back into the kiss. This kiss was opened mouthed, allowing Bluudud's tongue to explore Guests mouth. Bluudud licked every part of Guests mouth and Guest tried to push his tongue into Bluudud's mouth. They both stayed like that for a bit, trying to fight for dominance and Guest was letting Bluudud win.

Bluudud pulled away saliva still connecting their tongues. Their angle was a little awkward considering guest was in the driver seat and Bluudud was in the passenger seat. Bluudud, still panting, asked “C-can I…ride you…” Guest blushed a little bit but smiled as he climbed into the backseat. Guest quickly took off his pants and boxers, his length semi hard and on full display in front of Bluudud's eyes. Guests position was in a manspread while he leaned back.

Bluudud wasted no time climbing back there with him and removing his hoodie and shirt. Bluudud leaned down and grabbed Guests length as he began to lick it. This brought low groans out of Guest as bluudud continued to lick from the base to the tip. Guests dick was twitching every time Bluudud licked it. Then bluudud swirled his tongue around the tip before taking the head of his length into his mouth.

Guest moaned slightly at that action and continued to make heavenly noises as Bluudud took as much as he could into his mouth. Bluudud made sure he added as much saliva as he could onto his cock. “God B-bluu, You're doing … *fuck*- Sooo fucking goood~” Guest said as he rubbed bluududs head. Bluudud's tail was swaying side to side, his own length hardening. He was getting impatient.

He pulled off of Guests dick with a pop, a string of saliva connecting the tip to his mouth for a little bit. Guest was panting, “Why'd you stop? You were doing so good…” God everytime he complimented him his cock would twitch. “Sorry, I'm getting impatient.” Bluudud sat up and pulled off his pants and boxers. Guest stared and admired the boy, he started to rub his chest “God, you're so pretty…”

Bluudud blushed and pushed Guests hand back. Bluudud stood up as much as he could, it was pretty cramped in the back but more spacious than a normal car. Bluudud put two of his digits into his mouth and started to coat them in saliva. Guest watched in awe as bluudud raised his tail and inserted one of his digits into himself.

Guest was practically drooling, staring at bluudud, his cock throbbing at the sight in front of him. Fucking hot. Bluudud then inserted a second finger and began to scissor himself. He started to moan quietly as he continued to do this action. Guest wrapped his hand around his length and gave it a few strokes until bluudud used his other hand to swat it away. “Nuh uh, you will wait.” Bluudud said sternly, was he trying to kill him?

Guest groaned impatiently as bluudud continued to scissor himself. Even though he hadn't done it all the way, he got way too impatient and so was Guest. He got onto Guests lap and leaned up moving his tail back, positioning his entrance to the tip of Guests cock. He slowly lowered himself taking the tip inside. Bluudud sharply inhaled as he felt a little bit of pain. Guest definitely noticed. “K-kid, careful. You didn't finger yourself properly… maybe you should-” Bluudud cut him off by fully slamming down on Guests whole length, a scream ripped from Bluududs throat. Guest moaned at the sudden warmth engulfing his length.

Bluudud hugged Guest so tight as tears started to fall down his face. Bluududs arms were wrapped around Guests neck, Guest hugged him back caressing his back trying to soothe him. Bluudud just stayed put waiting for the pain to go away so he could move. This was such a stupid idea for him to do, fuck him for bei g impatient. After a little bit bluudud pulled away from the hug and started to squirm. He felt ready now that the pain slowly went away with some pleasure creeping in. He moved his arms to grab hold of Guests shoulders as support. He slowly lifted himself up just a little bit and slammed back down.

Bluudud groaned at that action, it mainly hurt but he was trying to focus on the pleasure creeping in. Bluudud began panting, each time he would lift himself up, he would lift off more of Guests cock. Each time was slow, still a burning pain in his ass. Then bluudud pulled out until nothing but the tip was inside before he finally slammed back down engulfing the whole thing at once. This caused both of them to moan out loud and Bluudud gripped Guests shoulders tighter.

“Fuuckkkkk, you're doing soo gooood~” Guest praised, Bluudud feeling encouraged before doing it again. Bluudud began to pull out before slamming back down, each time causing them to moan out loud. Guests eyes were squeezed shut as Bluudud's heat kept engulfing his cock. “Fuckkk, you're such a good boy~ guest said in a deep tone and he gripped Bluudud's thighs. Bluudud clenched around his length as he kept moving.

Bluudud started to get more sloppy with his motions, it was uneven. Guest was trying to help Bluudud by lifting his thighs before he slammed back down. Bluudud had an expression that looked like he was going to cry. “G-guest… it… I- I'm getting T-tired… I can't- Hauhhh~” Bluudud was pleading for Guest to take over but Guest didn't. Not yet.

“C'mon kid, k-keep *ahn* going. You're doing so…soo fucking good~” Guests praises were helping a lot but Bluudud honestly felt like his legs would give out soon. After a few more times Bluudud's legs gave out. Bluudud started to whimper and squirm as tears prickled the corners of his eyes. “No-nono… guest I can't-... please….” Guest grabbed bluudud by the waist and flipped their positions.

Bluudud was now under guest, Guest pulled out before slamming back in. This brought out a cry from Bluudud as Guest continued to slam into Bluudud. Guest then angled his hips a little bit trying to find that pleasurable spot for the boy. A certain thrust caused Bluudud to cry out as he felt a shock of electricity throughout his body. Bluudud began to moan loudly, his cock leaking a lot of pre. Guest wrapped his hand around Bluudud’s length and began to stroke it, timing it with his thrusts. Bluudud began drooling as he saw stars, the pleasure being too much.

“G-guest i-im ahhnn~” bluudud moaned as he clawed Guests back. “It's okay Bluuey, you did fantastic. Cum for me okay.” Guests tone was low, god his voice was a massive turn on for Bluudud. Bluudud arched his back as he came all over Guests hand and his stomach. "Such a good boy Bluuey~” Guest praised as he continued to thrust into Bluudud.

After a few more sloppy thrusts, Guest came inside of Bluudud, filling him to the brim. Guest let out a long drawn-out moan as he came. Once he came he fell on top of bluudud, they were both panting, sweaty messes. Guest got off of bluudud and laid beside him without him falling off. Bluudud's tail was thumping lightly against the bottom of the truck.

Guest then started “You gotta work on riding, although you did amazing.” Bluudud smiled and nuzzled against Guest's neck. They stayed like that for a bit, just by each other's side forgetting their surroundings. Then Guest sat up “Alright kid we gotta go, I'll just do the rest of my shopping another day.” Guest leaned over to grab his clothes, he put them on and then grabbed Bluudud's clothes. He gave Bluudud his clothes, he was still laying down.

Guests cum was leaking out of his ass getting on his car seat. Bluudud frowned, Guest said “Just put your boxers back on and stay back here.” Bluudud nodded and put on his boxers while still laying down. Guest climbed back into the front seat and started the car. Bluudud was wincing every time he moved, there was pain in his ass again. Great.

Guest looked at his phone to check the time and it was around 4. As Guest began to drive in the road, his phone rang, it was o8. Guest looked back to bluudud gesturing to him to be quiet. Guest answered “Hello o8! What's wrong?” “Guest!! I think bluudud ran away again! He isn't answering me and I don't know where he is!!” O8 clearly sounded panicked. Bluudud and Guest just stared at each other. Fuck.

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Heyy guys! Soooo long story short I need a fucking break. I really enjoyed writing this story but school is starting and I am sooo drained. Last chapter is completely rushed and I apologize for it but I posted it because I told some people that I would post it soon. I don't have any energy to make it better soon but just know that once I take a break I will, WILL, edit chapter 9 to make it better. I pinkie promise.

But I am sooo drained and done. I would've felt awful if I told people "Hey, I'll post it soon" and then post it like two months later which is why I posted it now. Buuttt I just wanted to thank everybody for reading it and all of the comments were soo nice and encouraged me to keep writing! I can't thank you guys enough for supporting me and I love yall for that ❤️

Quick thing, I AM NOT, NOT, NOT abandoning or ending this story here I'm just taking a loonngg break. Idk how long but just a while.

I will still reply to comments so don't worry <3

Thank you guys soo much for reading so far! I love all of you guys ❤️❤️❤️!!

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....... hallo

When will I post the next chapter? Shhhhh 🤫🤫🤫

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Heyy guys! I have decided to return incredibly soon and I need yalls help with this story. I've decided to let you guys pick how it will go since I'm so indecisive sorry

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SOOO THE BIG QUESTIONS

Do you guys want o8 to find out what they are doing and unfortunately bluudud causes an accident :(

OR

Should o8 NOT find out about them but Guest gets really stupid again.

ORRRR

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Edit: wawww it seems like the first option is what the people want! Just to let everyone know, if you guys do want the first one it will get pretty dark and the story mighhttt end sad :(

Edit 2: ACTUALLY I HAVE AN IDEA

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OKAY LAST THING, IM CURRENTLY FINISHING UP THIS CHAPTER SO YEAHH! EXPECT IT SOMETIME/SOMEWHAT SOON. I WILL UPDATE THIS CHAPTER WHEN DONE

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“Fuck…” bluudud muttered as he checked his phone, ‘8 missed calls from mom’. Bluudud started to panic, he looked at Guest wondering what he should do. Guest gulped as he stayed quiet, “Guest?” O8 said. “Y-yeah…” He replied, “What did I do wrong…am I a bad mother?” Bluudud and Guest can hear her voice breaking, she was starting to cry.

“No… no, you aren't a bad mother at all, uh-” Guest paused and just stared at the road. He didn't know what to say, Bluudud knew what he had to say. “I-im here mom.” Bluudud said, Guest winced when he spoke. The phone was silent for a little bit. Then o8 spoke, “Bluudud, why are you with Guest? And why didn't you tell me!”

Bluudud stayed quiet, “Guest please bring Bluudud home. Now.” Guest then spoke, “o8, we just-” o8 immediately cut Guest off, “Shut it. Bring him home now.” Then she hung up the phone. Bluudud was shaking, “H-her note said she wouldn't be back home until 7!” Guest reached his hand back to grab Bluududs hand.

Bluudud was still panicking, Guest spoke, “Listen, First you are going to put clothes back on. Do that now real quick, and second, you will say that you were out to get her a surprise. Make it up from there after that ok?” Bluudud quietly said “ok” as he was putting his pants back on. Guest made a couple of turns going to o8s house.

Bluudud crawled back into the passenger seat and began breathing faster. Guest noticed how scared Bluudud was, “Hey Bluuey, it'll be okay.” Guest puts his hand on Bluudud's thigh and starts to rub it. It was actually calming him down a little bit.

Once they arrived, o8 was waiting on the porch, her arms crossed, and her face said “I'm fucking pissed”. Guest inhaled as he stepped out of the car, bluudud followed. “Hey o8-” guest tried to start but she just held up her hand “Zip it, why did you take my son without telling me anything?”

She glared at Bluudud before immediately asking “And why didn't YOU tell me mister. Do you know how terrified I was??” O8s face was a mixture of disappointment and anger as she looked at both of the boys. “W-we were just…trying to get you something.” Bluudud mumbled. O8 cocked her brow, “What is it? Hm?” Bluudud gulped, “I-it is-was a surprise.” O8 chuckled, but her tone wasn't humorous.

“You aren't going to tell me?” Bluudud shook his head, “It's a secret.” O8 took in a large inhale, “Bluu. I swear to God if you don't tell me…”she closed her eyes and looked away. She opened her eyes and glared at Guest, “Are you going to tell me?” Guest replied “I can't… sorry” bluudud saw that Guest was pretty nervous, even though Guest was an ex-military man his mom still kind of scares him. At least when she's angry.

“Guest… Why did you take my son? Do you know how scared I was?” O8 questioned, her voice was rising up. Guest winced, “I- I know… but-” o8 cut guest off “Hold on, Bluudud go to your room.” Bluudud looked at his mom who was staring at Guest, when he didn't move she looked at him. Her eyes practically burned through his “Now.”

Bluudud nodded as he quickly went inside the house and straight to his room. The last thing he heard was o8 talking loudly, not yelling or screaming, just… extremely affirmative. Bluudud got in his room and sat on his bed, he was shaking. He doesn't want her to find out about them. Oh god if she does.

Bluudud panics a little bit, he grips his chest as he is breathing very quickly. Then he faintly heard o8 say “Fuck off!” Then he heard a door slam. The sound echoed in his mind, it sounded much louder than it normally would. Then he heard footsteps going towards his room. His heart rate increased.

He swore his heart was beating faster with each footstep. Soon, his mother stood there, her look was dark, her smile was long fucking gone. This was a new face Bluudud had never seen before. It scared him.

“M-mom, I'm s-s-sorry for not telling you. M-my phone was also on silent so I wasn't ignoring you. I promise! Please, I'm sorry!” Bluudud said looking at his mother's face for any, ANY sign of approval or “ok”.

Nothing

Bluududs heart was beating faster, his mother's glare was literally burning through his head. “Bluudud, I'm going to be very honest, I don't want you seeing or talking to Guest anymore.” Bluududs heart dropped, “W-why…” o8 stepped into Bluududs room and sat down next to him.

“I've noticed some stuff lately, between you and Guest. You guys hang out almost too much and… you guys are more touchy? If that makes sense?” Bluududs heart was so loud, so his mom did notice. Then o8 continued, “At first I thought it was because maybe you saw him like a parental figure. Someone you look up too, but after this stunt… I don't know.”

Then o8s face softened a little bit, she grabbed bluududs hands “Bluuey please be honest with me, has Guest touched or done ANYTHING to you in any way. Please tell me now I promise I won't be mad at you.” Bluudud pulled his hands away, “No mom, he hasn't done anything like that-” “Are you lying to me? Did guest threaten you to not say anything? I swear to fucking God if he has done anything to you…” o8 stood up.

Bluudud quickly said “NO! Mom, I promise Guest didn't do anything! Me being gone was because I wanted to get you something so I asked Guest for help. I promise! I am really sorry for not telling you about that. Please…I promise Guest hasn't done anything.” o8 turned around and looked at Bluudud, she grabbed his hands once again.

“Bluuey, you promise he isn't doing anything?” Bluudud replied “I promise mom.” o8 stared into Bluududs eyes, after a moment she sighed. “Okay.” She pulled away and turned around to walk out of Bluududs room. Before she walked out she turned around, “I still don't want you talking or seeing Guest for a little while, okay?” Bluudud nodded slightly, avoiding his mother's gaze.

“Actually, do you have his number?” Bluudud was confused, did she forget that he does? Bluudud decided to lie, “No… I don't." o8 nodded and walked out of the room. Once bluudud was sure his mom was gone he took a deep breath and exhaled.

He didn't even realize he was shaking a little bit. Holy fucking shit.

Bluudud pulled out his phone and immediately messaged Guest.

(My mom almost figured us out. I did my best to lie about it but I don't know if she fully believes me. It's hard to tell.)

Bluudud waited for Guest to reply.

(Fuck kid, that's not good)
(IT ISNT, IM FUCKING SCARED WHAT IF SHE KNOWS)
(Calm down, look ill try talking to her again when she's cooled off)
(Good luck with that…)

Bluudud stared at his phone for a bit, his fingers trembling. He needed to tell Guest what his mom said.

(So, my mom asked if you touched or did anything to me and I obviously said no. But, she didn't look like she believed me. Also, she doesn't want me to see or talk to you again.
(Fuck)(Well we are going to have to play it by day and just to be safe, we can't talk for a while)
(No)
(?)
(No, don't do that again. Idc what my mom says I will still talk to you. Please, and PLEASE DONT IGNORE ME AGAIN)
(... Okay baby, I won't ignore you. This is super risky though, you realize that right?)
(Yeah, I'm willing to risk it)
(Okay)
(Guest, I'm scared)
(Don't be, I promise everything will turn out alright)
(No Guest, I'm scared for you. Idc about me, if anything, my mom will only focus on you. I don't want your life to be ruined. I'm scared about it. About us.)
(Oh Bluuey)

Guest paused, he thought about what he should tell Bluudud.

(Don't be worried about me alright? My life won't be ruined, I think things will turn out all right. I don't think she'd find out, and things will be okay.)
(You promise?)
(I promise, if I were panicking I'd tell you but I'm not worried)
(That's actually makes me feel a little better)
(I'm glad it does, I love you Bluuey)
(I love you too)
(We should probably stop talking for now, just a little bit I promise)
(A little bit?)
(A little bit)
(Okay, bye Guest)
(Bye my love)

Bluudud blushed at the nicknames Guest has been giving him. He does feel way better though, he did stop shaking. Maybe Guest was right, things will turn out okay. Guest wouldn't lie to Bluudud, if he says he's okay, Bluudud believes him.

Guest on the other hand was actually pretty scared. That was a serious close call, he didn't want to worry Bluudud though. That kid has been through a lot of stress lately, he doesn't need more. Guest does believe things will be okay though, he's sure of it.

Bluudud was laying down staring at the ceiling. Maybe he should stream? Something to make money and try to distract him. He sighs and gets up, he goes over to his PC and turns it on. After a little bit, his stream was set up and he began to play.

Timeskip :p

Bluudud played for about 3 and a half hours before calling it a night. He said bye to his chat and turned everything off. Today's donations were around $1,680. Not too bad.

If Bluudud was being honest, he couldn't take his mind off of everything today. Playing the games didn't really help, although it did pass the time. He stood up and got out of his room making his way towards the kitchen.

His mom was already pulling something out of the oven, they were taco shells. She turned around, “Oh I was about to call you but tacos for dinner.” O8 said, bluudud found it unusual. She didn't smile, not even a little grin.

Bluudud tried his best not to look into it, maybe it was just because she thought he was gone again. Bluudud nodded and grabbed him a plate, o8 just walked out. “Mom, where are you going?” O8 responded, “I'm just going to finish my work for the night, actually…”

She walked back to the kitchen, “By the time I'm done you might be in bed so goodnight. I love you!” She kissed Bluudud's head. Bluudud noticed her smile as she walked off, thank God. Maybe Guest was right, everything will be okay!

Bluudud made himself 4 tacos, he sat down at the dining room table and began to eat. He felt his phone buzz in his pocket, he looked down. It was Guest.

(Hey my love, I won't be able to talk to you later as a friend of mine invited me to go to a bar with him. I'm sorry :[ )
(It's okay! I hope you have fun!)
(Thank you Bluuey! I love you!)
(I love you too!)
(Oh yeah, very quickly, I wouldn't mind another photo of you. I'm sorry for asking.)

Bluudud blushed hard but smiled and giggled slightly.

(Okay!)
(Oh noo, I don't mean it, you don't have too)
(Expect one later!)
(Noooo)
(:p)
(Alright then, I'll have to return the favor soon.)
(😳)
(Lol, okay, I love you again Bluuey!)
(I love you too!)

Bluudud was a little bummed out that he wouldn't talk to Guest later tonight, but he was glad Guest was doing his own thing. He finished his tacos and walked back to his room. It was 7, not late at all and yet Bluudud felt Hella tired. It was probably all of the stress and panic he felt for today, it was just too much.

He set his phone down on the nightstand beside him and curled up under his blankets. He told himself everything will turn out okay as he falls asleep.

•_•

Bluudud woke up the next morning, he forgot to set his alarm so he woke up at 10:23. He stretched as he sat up and out of bed, he reached over to grab his phone.

…

It wasn't there? He got up and looked around his room, maybe he misplaced it somewhere? He checked his bed, on the nightstand again, his desk, and the floor. “Where is my phone?” Bluudud mumbled to himself. It's not like he hasn't lost his phone before, hell, he's lost it MANY times. But where the fuck was it?

He gave up looking for it, he'll look for it later. He got out of his room not bothering to change his clothes and walked to the living room. He paused. His mom was still home, she was sitting with her arms crossed.

“Uhhh mom?” Bluudud started, o8 turned around, her face was not happy. Was she waiting for bluudud? “Bluudud, sit down.” Bluudud was confused until he saw HIS phone on her lap. Bluududs heart stopped working, he knew. He knew his mom saw their messages.

Bluudud sat down across from her, she inhaled and pinched the bridge of her nose. “Why did you lie to me?” Bluudud gulped, “W-what do you mean…” o8 looked at him with an even more pissed off look. “You better stop lying to me. Yesterday when I asked if you had Guests number I was curious if you'd lie to me. When you lied I knew you were hiding something.”

Bluududs claws dug into his thighs drawing very small amounts of blood. He wanted to disappear so much. “Bluudud, What is this?! You guys are saying I love you to each other and he's asking for pictures??? YOU actually sent him a shirtless photo of yourself!!”

Bluudud remained silent, afraid to upset his mom more if he spoke. “The way he is speaking to you is… IS…” She paused and took a deep breath in and out. “A few nights ago, you guys were on a call while I was asleep, what was that?” Bluudud blushed and didn't respond.

O8 waited for a response, “BLUUDUD!” She yelled when Bluudud didn't say anything. Bluudud flinched when she yelled, god he hated life right now. “We just… talked…” “You're still lying to me. I bet I know why you guys called. Fucking disgusting. My best friend was doing this to MY child.”

“Bluudud, I don't understand why you are still lying to me! This is very, VERY, illegal and fucking gross! Guest is literally over TWICE your age!” Bluudud still hasn't even looked at his mom. “When Guest picked you up yesterday, were you really getting me something?” Bluudud didn't move.

O8 nodded, “Answer me truthfully, right. Now. Did he touch you in any way?” Bluudud nodded. O8s face turned slightly pale, “SO HE IS TOUCHING YOU? THAT MOTHERFUCKER! Has he ever threatened you to keep your mouth shut????” Bluudud shook his head.

“If you are lying to me I swear.” “I'm not! I promise!” Bluudud immediately said back. “W-we had sex…” bluudud mumbled. o8 definitely heard. O8s breath was shaky, “Did he rape you?” “N-no! Of course not, I actually gave consent, I wanted to…” o8 closed her eyes and looked down.

“The night he found you… did you guys…” “Yeah.” Bluudud replied. O8 looked up at bluudud with tears in her eyes. “I don't know what that man has done to you, where did this ‘version’ of you come from!? There is no way you are doing all of this and are fine with it. That fucker did something didn't he? I swear-”

Bluudud stood up and cut o8 off “STOP! ALL OF THIS IS BECAUSE OF ME! Guest didnt do anything, I wanted him to fuck me, I want to be with him, I love him!! I don't care what you say, We LOVE each other! He's always been there for me like no one else. He's different, kind, handsome, and always provides as much love as he can! Why is this so wrong?? Is it because of our age?! I DONT GIVE A SHIT! HE HASN'T DONE ANYTHING TO HURT ME!”

Bluudud was panting in anger, he didn't care that he was yelling, he didn't care of the consequences, all he cared about was protecting Guest. o8 stood up, “I give a shit Bluudud, he's a pedophile. This is illegal.” “I'm almost 18, mom! Just please… leave us be…” bluudud felt tears fill his eyes, god this was so awful.

O8 replied, “No, he's a bad person. In fact I'm going to make a few calls right now.” She reached in her pocket but her phone wasn't there. Then she remembered she left it in the kitchen last night. As she walked towards the kitchen and picked up her phone, bluudud ran towards her and snatched her phone.

“Bluudud! What's gotten into you? Give it to me now!” She held out her hand but bluudud pulled back. “No.” o8 stepped forward, “Bluudud I swear.” Bluudud didn't budge. o8 leaned forward and grabbed her phone from Bluududs paws trying to pull it out of his grip.

Bluudud was trying to gently shove his mom off of him but it was really difficult. “Bluudud let go!” o8 demanded but Bluudud yelled back, “IT'S NOT FAIR! HE’S THE ONE PERSON THAT ACTUALLY LOVES ME AND YOU WANT TO TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME! WHY DON'T YOU WANT ME TO BE HAPPY?” Bluudud then pushed o8 REALLY hard and she fell back.

Her head hit the side of the kitchen counter with a loud ‘CRACK’ sound that echoed in the room. o8s body went limp as she fell to the floor, she didn't move. Not even a little. Bluududs heart was racing, he was panting and shaking slightly. He stared at his mom expecting her to get back up. …. Wait..

She wasn't moving, she was on her side facing away from Bluudud, “M-mom?” Bluududs voice was shaky. He dropped o8s phone as he quickly got onto his knees and shook her by the shoulder. “M-mom… H-hey, get up…” Bluududs breathing got way faster. He turned o8 over, her eyes were closed, he held onto her head and brought her body onto his lap slightly cradling her.

His breath came to a halt when he felt something warm and kind of sticky on his hand. He pulled his hand out from under his mom's head and looked. It was blood. Fresh, crimson blood.

“No-n-no. NO! MOM!” bluudud grabbed her head again and started rocking back and forth. “Nonononononononono mom please…. Please get up! I-im s-s-sorry! MOM PLEASE!” His voice cracked as a literal river of tears were falling down his face staining his pajama pants and fur. He grabbed o8s phone and called guest. He kept mumbling prayers that his mom wasn't dead. She can't be!

“Nonononono mom. Please.. *sob* Y-you *hic* can't d-die…” Guest picked up the phone, “H-hey o8! What is it-” He paused when he heard Bluududs voice on the other side of the line. “Guest! I-i accidently pushed *hic* my mom a-a-and there's blood, a-and she isn't *sob* She isn't moving!” Guest went pale, “I'm on my way! Call 911 Alright!?” and he hung up the phone.

Bluudud called the ambulance and waited for Guest to arrive. Within a few minutes Guest practically busted the door open (it was unlocked) and ran straight towards the sound of bluudud in distress. Bluudud was cradling his mom, “Oh my god- Kid!” Guest immediately took o8 from bluududs hands and put two fingers on a certain spot on her neck.

Guest was focusing and sighed, “She's alive!” Bluudud sighed in relief knowing he didn't kill his mom but was still crying because she wasn't waking up. “Did you call the paramedics?” Guest questioned using his hoodie to cover up the bloody wound on o8s head. He wasn't sure how long she'd been bleeding for.

Bluudud nodded, he was still very shaky, rightfully so. Guest pulled one arm away from o8 and gave bluudud a hug. He wanted to calm him down but he NEEDED to tend to o8 until the paramedics arrived.

Soon, they heard sirens and 4 robloxians quickly made their way towards bluudud who was a sobbing mess. 3 of the paramedics got to work on o8, taking care of the wound on her head and placing her on a stretcher. The other one was asking bluudud what happened to which he replied, “It was an accident, she just slipped and fell.”

Once Guest was sure o8 was taken care of, he got up and walked towards bluudud to embrace him. Bluudud melted into the embrace and cried harder. Guest was rubbing his back trying to sooth the distressed boy. One of the robloxians asked Guest if he was the father.

He shook his head and said that he was a really good friend of o8s. They nodded and they pulled the stretcher out of the house and into the ambulance. Both Guest and Bluudud hopped in as they quickly sped towards the hospital. Guest was caressing Bluududs back, while Bluudud was holding onto o8s hand. His eyes never left her face. He hoped that she would wake up soon.

Once they arrived they got o8 to the back and told Guest and Bluudud to wait in the waiting room. Once they sat down, Guest asked, “What happened?” Bluudud looked away, he didn't want to answer. This was his fault, if his mom dies it's his fault. The thought of that made him teary eyed again.

Bluudud inhaled and fought the tears that threatened to escape as he explained, “S-she read our text messages and found out. She knew and I told her the truth… then she said she was gonna make a few calls and I didn't want her to do that. Then I-i tried to take her phone away and then she tried to grab it, s-so I pushed her and her head hit the counter…”

Bluudud was wiping the tears in his eyes, trying not to cry. Guests face softened as he hugged Bluudud again. “It'll be okay kid, I'll be right back okay.” Guest stood up and pulled out his phone, bluudud watched as Guest lifted the phone to his ear and walked outside.

Bluudud looked down at his feet, why…WHY does he fuck everything up?? He almost killed his mom and he doesn't even know if she'll be okay after this. She knows about them but he doesn't give a shit! He wants o8 to be okay, he wishes he can take all of it back. He hates himself, he wants to disappear, he wants to run away again, he wants to die…… He-

Guest walked back in and sat next to Bluudud again. “Who did you call?” Bluudud asked, looking up at Guest. Guest sighed, “I called 007n7, I told him what happened and I asked if he could look after you while I stay here for a bit looking after o8. He's coming here to pick you up soon.” Bluududs eyes widened, “N-no! I want to be with my mom!” Guest shushed Bluudud, “Look I understand, and you will be able to visit her when she's better. I just don't think now is a good time.”

Bluudud wanted to argue back, to yell at Guest and run back there to see his mom. But he stayed quiet, he knew Guest was right. If Bluudud continued to see his mom in this state he would snap. But at the same time, it's his mom. He wants to see her!

Bluudud sighed and slumped down in his seat as Guest rubbed his back. “I'll update you later tonight. If I find out anything new, I promise I'll let you know.” Bluudud looked at him again, “Promise?” “I promise.”

After a little bit, Guest looked at his phone, 7n messaged him. “Hey kiddo, seven is here. He has the light grey car parked at the front.” Bluudud nodded and got up and walked out of the hospital. He looked around and saw the light grey car, he walked over to it and saw the familiar burger hat. 7n looked over at bluudud and smiled as he unlocked the car.

“H-hey kiddo, Guest told me what happened. I'm sorry about that…” Bluudud rolled his eyes and sat down in the passenger seat. 7n was always awkward around literally anyone but c00l. Bluudud didn't want to talk to this guy, he just wanted to be alone for a long time.

7n sighed, he was unsure if he should say something. He stayed silent though, bluududs mood was definitely anything but wanting to talk right now. Bluudud leaned against the side of the window and looked out. 7n was driving to his house, at least Bluudud will have ck to talk and vent to… right?

Bluudud groaned, fuck his life, he hates everything. Of course he fucks everything up again.

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Soon, 007n7 arrived back at Bluududs house. If Bluudud was going to stay with him for a bit he needed to pack up. 7n opened his mouth to say something but before any words came out Bluudud opened the car door and slammed it shut. 7n sighed, this kid was definitely going through a lot. He doesn't really know how to handle it but he'll try to father him as much as he can.

While 7n waited in the car, bluudud went straight to his room. He didn't bother going anywhere else besides his room. Once he made it there he put on his usual hoodie and sweatpants before going to his closet and rummaging through it.

Bluudud pulled out a light blue (of course blue) suitcase and opened it. The suitcase was pretty large so he can definitely fit a week's worth of whatever in there. He packs up a lot of shirts, pants, boxers, socks, etc. He then grabs his brush and toothbrush just to bring with him.

Once everything was packed he made his way downstairs and stopped in the living room. His phone was still on the couch. He looked down, he wondered, what would've happened if he told the truth? Or at least some of it.

He grabbed his phone, put it in his pocket, and walked out the door towards 7ns car. Bluudud put his luggage in the backseat of the car and sat back down in the passenger seat. 7n began to back out and drive to his house.

Bluudud was staring out of the window, he huffed and asked 7n without looking at him, “Does c00lkidd know?” 7n replied, “Uh, n-no he doesn't. I'll let him know so he can give you space. If you want…” “Yeah, I'm ok with that.” 7n nodded and soon they arrived at his house.

Once they arrived, bluudud grabbed his suitcase and walked up to the door. 7n fumbled with the keys as he shakily opened the door. What is wrong with this guy? There is no way he's this awkward around people.

C00l ran to the front door, “HII DA- Bluudud?! Dad why is bluudud here? *gasp* Is he staying the night!!??” Bluudud grumbled as he walked past Ck and went straight to his room on the second floor. He overheard 7n saying “Hey kid, I need to tell you something…”

Bluudud doesn’t want to hear their conversation, he'll probably cry if he does. Unfortunately, c00ls home doesn't have a Guest bedroom so he's gonna have to share with c00lkidd. It's always been like that, any time he was able to spend the night he had to sleep with c00l.

Bluudud does find it a little funny because he snores which really annoys c00l. He set his suitcase down on the floor and sat down. He pulled out his phone and opened it, the first thing he saw were his and Guests messages. Bluudud just stared at it, he regrets ever saying these things.

He regrets falling for Guest, if he never had these feelings his mom wouldn't be in the hospital right now. C00l then entered the room, “Hey… dad told me what happened so I'll leave you be. But, I'm sorry about all of that-”

“Shut up. I hate how people apologize for that. God you're like your dad, so annoying.” Bluudud sharply replied. That stung c00ls heart a lot, he's trying to be nice and supportive but Bluudud immediately shuts him down. He gets why though, Bluudud will definitely be more snappy.

“Ok sorry, but dad's making waffles for lunch so if you want any come downstairs ok?” Bluudud nodded and looked back at his phone. C00l sighed and walked out of his room towards his dad.

“Bluududs really mean.” 7n sighed, Bluudud was definitely more snappy. “Just give him time and space alright, he's just grieving right now. He'll handle it the best he can and we have to be here to support him.” C00l replied ok. 7n was done making the batter for the waffles, “OH OH! Can I have some batter?” C00l said practically jumping in place. 7n chuckled and nodded, “Go ahead”.

Back in c00ls room, Bluudud was still sitting on his floor with his knees to his head. All he can think about was how badly he fucked up this time. Of course he does it again.

Bluudud sat up and looked at his paw, his claws were tucked away. He protracted his claws and stared. He gets up and goes to the nearest bathroom, closes the door, and stares at himself. He hates him, he hates his fur, he hates his tail, he hates his claws, he hates how strong he is, he hates how he's blue, he's different, ugly, why does he exist?...

Everything he's done has been nothing but mistake after mistake. Tears started to fill his eyes a little bit as he brought his claw up to his face. He gently scratched at the tufts of fur on his cheeks. He then slowly dragged it down to his neck. Bluudud paused, his heart was loud along with his breathing. Everything seemed louder.

He pressed one claw onto the side of his neck, pressing a little harder and harder through the fur pressing into his skin. Maybe he can just- “Hey Bluu, are you okay?” Cks voice came from outside the bathroom door. Bluudud quickly pulled his paw away, wiped the tears in his eyes and said “Y-yeah! I'm. Fine…” he opened the door and c00l was holding a plate of two very messy waffles with syrup, peanut butter, strawberries, blueberries, and whip cream.

“I made this plate for you.” C00l said holding the plate to Bluudud. “You don't have to eat with us, but I just wanted to give you this just in case you don't eat.” Bluudud blushed a little bit and took the plate of waffles. “Thanks, whatever- I'll eat with you guys…” c00l smiled and happily trailed off back downstairs.

Bluudud looked at the plate of waffles, c00l really overdid the sugar. He smiled and slowly walked downstairs. When he walked into the dining room c00l was already sitting down eating what's on his plate. Once Bluudud sat down 7n came into the dining room with a plate of one waffle, butter, and a small amount of syrup.

They all began to eat silently, bluudud eating way slower than ck and 7n. They kept looking at each other too, like they were telepathically talking to each other. 7n didn't even finish his food before he gasped, “Oh shhhh-ugar! I forgot to set up the mattress for you Bluu. I'll be right back.” 7n hastily sped up the stairs.

C00l looked at bluudud, “soooo, how are your waffles?” Bluudud eyes c00l and back at the waffles. “They are… very sugary. Good though.” C00l giggled, “That's how my papa makes them! They are sooo good!” Bluudud sat back and smirked, “You can practically survive off of nothing but sugar.”

C00l shrugged and looked at Bluududs plate, “You barely ate it…” “Yeah I know, I'm just not that hungry. It's good though! I promise.” C00ls mouth turned into a flat line as he said ‘mmhmm’.

Soon they heard a crash upstairs followed by 7n yelling “God damnit!”. C00l and Bluudud stared at each other for a moment before they bursted out laughing.

They both calmed down quickly though, c00l was still giggling as he ran upstairs to see what happened. Bluudud decided to clean up a little bit since it was the least he can do. He grabbed their plates and threw away the rest of his food. What a waste.

He left 7ns food on the table because he wasn't sure if he'd eat it later. As he was putting the dishes in the sink, he noticed that they had a roll of paper towels next to the sink. He looked back at the stairs as he grabbed a few and stuffed them in his pocket.

He then decided to go upstairs and into c00ls room where he found 7n setting up an air mattress with c00l attempting to help. “What was the crash?” Bluudud asked, startling 7n a little bit. “Oh! Uhh I just knocked c00ls lamp down on his nightstand.” Bluudud giggled a little bit.

7n noticed and smiled, “I guess it was kind of funny.” The moment he said that Bluudud frowned and dug his claw into his shoulder. He winced a little bit as he did that. C00l looked up at Bluudud, “Want to go somewhere or do something?”

Bluudud shrugged, then 7n chimed in “I think it would be nice if you two spent some time together.” Bluudud groaned, can 7n just shut up? “Whatever… I don't want to go anywhere though. We can watch something.” C00l smiled and walked towards Bluudud. “Can we watch TV dad?” “Yeah sure. I'm just gonna figure this out real quick.”

C00l nodded as he made his way to the living room with Bluudud following. Once they were in the living room c00l and Bluu sat down on the couch. Bluudud purposefully sat very far from c00l. C00l noticed. He put it on some random ass show that he likes, he wasn't sure if Bluudud would like it because he rarely watches TV.

It did catch c00l off guard when Bluudud wasn't on his phone. C00l cleared his throat and turned to Bluudud, “It's… probably none of my business but, you aren't on your phone. Is there a reason?” Bluudud didn't say anything. He just nodded.

C00l looked down, “Dad said that o8 accidentally fell down but… I can't help but feel like that's not what happened.” Bluudud glared at c00l, “I don't want to talk about it.” c00l understood, so that really isn't what happened. “What happened?” C00l pressed on, Bluudud raised his voice, “Fuck off!”.

He looked away from c00l. C00l scooted a little closer to Bluudud and asked “Does it have something to do with Guest?” Bluudud didn't reply, he just continued to look away. C00l frowned and scooted closer until he was right next to Bluudud. “What happened?”

Bluudud finally looked at c00l with tears in his eyes, “My mom found out about Guest and I. Then I accidentally pushed her and she hit her head.” C00l nodded and looked down. Bluudud wiped away the tears in his eyes, then c00l wrapped his arms around bluudud and hugged him.

“I know you want your own space which is why you moved far away from me, but you need this.” Bluudud just sat there for a moment and then he finally decided to hug c00l back. The hug was short, c00l pulled away and scooted back to his side of the couch.

Bluudud wanted to cry so much more, but that would be so fucking embarrassing to cry in front of your best friend. No thank you. He just kept wiping the tears going into his eyes and tried not to think about it. C00l frowned as he noticed Bluududs state, he would do more, but he doesn't want to piss him off.

Then 7n came down the stairs, “Alright Bluu, the mattress is all set up so-” He walked over to Bluudud and saw his face, he looked like he cried. 7n rubbed his back and looked at c00l with a “What did you do?” Face. C00lkidd shrugged and mouthed and “I don't know!”

7n sighed and asked, “Did Guest say anything yet?” Bluudud shook his head and 7n nodded. 7n sat next to Bluudud still rubbing his back, he had never done this before. Bluudud would've literally scratched him with his claws if 7n even patted him on the back. If he's allowing this… poor kid.

7n pulled his hand away, he'll talk to Bluudud later, “Alright, c00l you know the drill. I have to work so please knock on my door for emergencies only.” He turned to Bluudud, “If you need to talk just walk in my room okay?” “Ok…”

7n got up and kissed c00ls forehead before walking off. Bluudud looked at c00l, “Your dad is kinda touchy…” “I don't know, it looked like he was comforting you, it worked…” Bluudud looked down and dug his claws into his shoulder again. C00ls right, it did feel nice and comforting.

“Soooo, can I rub your back?” C00l asked, completely oblivious to how weird it sounds. Bluudud glared at him, “W-what?! No! Why??” C00l shrugged, “I mean, you didn't mind my dad doing it so I just thought that maybe I could do that to comfort you.” Bluudud shuddered, “I-im fine now. 100%”

C00l looked back at the TV, “Are we really gonna watch TV the whole day?” Bluudud slouched back, maybe they can do other things.

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C00l did a great job at distracting Bluudud by being an idiot and keeping him occupied. They played games, bored games, c00l was showing him some of his collectibles, and they thought about annoying 7n.

It was around 7:30 when 7n got out of his bedroom and walked downstairs to ask the two boys what they wanted. They weren't there though, they were probably in c00ls room. He sighed as he walked back upstairs to c00ls room, bluudud was showing him something on his phone.

“Hey guys, s-so I think I'm going to order pizza. I don't know, I d-dont feel like cooking.” c00l immediately said “Pepperoni pizza!!”. 7n looked at bluudud who didn't look at 7n as he said “I don't give a shit.” 7n nodded and pulled out his phone before walking downstairs. “You curse a lot.” C00l started.

Bluudud rolled his eyes, “You almost never remind me” c00l giggled. Then Bluududs phone buzzed, it was Guest.

(Hey kiddo, I'll call you incredibly soon)
(Ok. How's my mom?)
(I'll explain on call, make sure 7 is around)
(... fine)
(What?)
(Nothing sorry)
(It's alright, call you soon)

Bluududs heart raced, hopefully his mom was OK. “Hey c00l, Guest is gonna call soon so I'm gonna go downstairs.” “Oh ok! I'll go too!” C00l replied, hopping up to his feet and holding his hand out to help Bluudud get up. Bluudud swatted away his hand and got up on his own. They both made their way downstairs and saw 7n watching some drama show.

Bluudud cringed, no way a guy in his, what… forties?? Enjoys drama shit. Bluudud sighed, “Guest said he would call soon and he wants you to be around.” 7n jumped slightly when Bluudud spoke but awkwardly said “O-okay, how soon?” Bluudud mumbled an “I don't know” before sitting far away from 7n.

C00l sat down next to his dad and laid down on his shoulder. 7n wrapped his hand around c00l and began to rub his shoulder. Bluudud didn't really pay attention to what they were doing, all of his focus was on his phone. Waiting. Occasionally he would look at the show but only for a few seconds.

….

Bzztt* Bzztt*

Bluududs phone began to buzz as Guest called him. With a literal fraction of a second bluudud answered. “G-guest! How's mom? Is she okay? Did she wake up? Did something-” Guest cut Bluudud off, “Hey hey, calm down alright… is 7n there?” 7n then got up.and sat down next to Bluudud, “I'm right here.” Bluudud was confused, why does he want 7n to be here?

Guest sighed, “Okay… Bluudud, the doctors explained to me that your mom has TBI or traumatic brain injury. When she fell and hit her head, the hit was very hard which also fractured her skull a little bit.” Bluudud felt his breath quicken, “W-will she be okay?” Bluudud hesitantly asked.

“She will be…. If she can wake up. She's in a coma right now, we don't know for how long.” Bluudud gripped his chest, tears flooding his eyes, as his hands began to shake. “She will wake up… right?” Guest didn't say anything. 7n began to rub Bluudud's back but Bluudud quickly pulled away and gave him a dirty look.

“Guest…” bluudud said in a shaky voice, Guest finally replied, “I think she will wake up.” “What if she doesn't? What if she never wakes up?” Bluudud heard Guest sigh as he stayed quiet. Bluudud finally broke and began sobbing. He dug his claws into his chest as nothing but sobs and small hiccups came from his mouth.

C00l instinctively ran over to Bluudud and gave him a large hug. 7n took the phone from his hands, “What makes you say these things? It's not helping” He questioned, Guest replied, “Just what the doctors told me and… I don't know if I should say this with Bluudud around.”

7n looked at Bluudud who was embraced by c00l. “You can say it, I think Bluudud can handle it.” 7n said. Guest stayed silent before saying “o8 almost died, she was having quite a bit of seizures and went flat line for a small moment at one point.” 7n gasped and Bluudud heard what Guest said. He pushed c00l away, got up, and speed walked up the stairs.

C00l looked at his dad who gestured for him to go with Bluudud. C00l raced up the stairs to catch up to Bluudud who went into the bathroom and locked the door. Bluudud fell to the ground and began to cry. Broken sobs spilled from his mouth as he curled into a ball. He almost killed his mom!

C00l knocked on the door, “Bluudud…hey, please unlock the door.” Bluudud ignored c00l, he just kept crying into his hoodie. Every happy feeling he felt today was a fucking mistake. He shouldn't be allowed to feel happiness again. His mom was literally dying while he was here having fun and doing whatever.

C00l sat against the door and leaned back, “At least she's okay now right?” Bluudud grunted as he sat up, “That doesn't matter, she may be fine now but…” Bluudud inhaled as more tears stained his fur, “What if she doesn't wake up. If I kill her-” “I think she will wake up! Your mom is strong and I think it will be okay. Now it is really rough but please don't push us away.”

Bluudud just looked down, the sickening sound of that Crack was replaying in his mind. His mom has suffered so fucking much and now she is suffering more. Bluudud deserves the pain, he deserves to be the one who struggles. Why does his mom struggle so much? It's not fucking fair!

C00l sighed when Bluudud didn't respond. “I'll leave you be for now, but if you don't come out soon I'll get my dad.” C00l stood up and walked back downstairs. Once bluudud heard c00ls footsteps go downstairs he stood up and looked at himself in the mirror.

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He needs to feel pain for his mom, and he does! Emotionally. He wishes that we're him in the hospital bed with a brain injury. He then remembered the bunch of paper towels he grabbed earlier. He reached into his pocket and pulled out the paper towels.

Bluudud took off his hoodie and shirt and stared at himself. Bluudud has never told anyone, including Guest, but he has hurt himself before when he was way younger. He was always angry and he took that anger out on himself. There were no scars to be seen however, the fur covered all of the evidence up.

It wasn't like he did it all the time, it was only when he was really pissed off. It wasn't until o8 introduced Guest into Bluududs life then he stopped. He probably hurt himself a total of 6 times? Not a lot but the wounds were deep.

Bluudud turned to the side of his left arm and protracted his right hand claws. He pressed three of the claws into the side of his skin, his breathing became shaky. His heart was way louder. He kept telling himself he deserved this despite the hesitation. He pressed the three of his claws into his skin, slightly breaking it.

His breathing quickened as he pushed them a little deeper, he winced slightly as he got way deeper. A small amount of blood trickled down his arm, staining the fur red. Bluudud closed his eyes and held his breath as he quickly pulled his hand down leaving three deep scratches on his arm. The sound of skin tearing was extremely loud, bluudud sharply inhaled at the pain.

He pulled his bloody claws away as he let the blood seep out into the sink. He looked in the mirror, these scratches will definitely scar because of how large and deep he made them. Bluudud slightly smiled at the sight, he deserved this. He deserved to feel the pain, to bleed out, to hurt, to be ruined…

He turned on the water in the sink to wash the blood down the drain. He grabbed the paper towels and pressed them against his arm, wiping away the blood coming from it. He removed the paper towels, grabbed some of the water in the sink and splashed it on his arm. He winced sharply at the pain when the water hit the tear in his skin. The blood didn't exactly stop either, maybe he cut himself a little too deep.

… no, he deserves this. He just kept wiping the blood off of his fur and skin. He would dry it off and he left the paper towel on his arm. Maybe he can look for bandaids or something. He looked under the sink and there was actually a box of bandaids! They were the large kind, like a scrape on the knee or something like that. He pulled out 3 of the bandaids and began to put them over the wounds on his arm.

Bluudud sighed as an extremely small amount of blood seeped out from the bandaids. Bluudud was hoping and not hoping for the blood to stop. Although the bandaids are on well so it should stop soon.

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Bluudud put his shirt and hoodie back on and unlocked the bathroom door. He walked downstairs to see c00l and 7n sitting on the couch. Kind of cuddling with each other. 7n was off of bluududs phone, he assumed he and Guest were just talking for a bit.

Bluudud walked over and cleared his throat next to 7n. 7n quickly got up slightly pushing c00l away, he seemed startled, weird? 7n said “O-oh! How are you doing bud?” Bluudud sharply replied “Fine. Where's my phone?” 7n fumbled with his pocket, pulled out Bluududs phone, and gave it to him.

Bluudud grunted as he sat down on the couch, this time to the far left since c00l and 7n were sitting next to each other on the right side. It's weird, they always seem to be close or…try to be? Bluudud then got on YouTube on his phone and began doomscrolling.

Occasionally he would look up at the TV, not really paying attention. He glanced over at the other robloxians beside him, c00l was right next to 7n with 7n caressing his thigh. Bluudud rolled his eyes and mumbled an ‘eugh…’ sound.

Soon the doorbell rang, it was probably their pizza. Finally. 7n got up and walked towards the front door. Bluudud heard 7n open the door and say “O-oh, hey… Thank y-yo-...” There was a voice that cut him off, “Shut it. Just go.” It sounded like Elliot. 7n then closed the door, he sighed out “Pizzas here”.

C00l quickly walked over to grab a pizza slice. “I'm not hungry…” bluudud muttered out. 7n sighed and walked over to him, “Kid, you need to eat.” “I'm not hungry.” 7n looked back at c00l who already ate two slices of pizza. Jesus, he's practically inhaling them.

7n walked away grabbing a plate and putting one slice on it. He then walked back over to Bluudud and practically made him take the plate. “You don't have to eat now, but I would like for you to eat at least a little later.” Bluudud frowned, he wanted to throw this on the floor or something. He knows better though.

Once 7n realized he wasn't getting a ‘thank you’ he walked back over to c00l. Bluudud heard 7n get onto c00l about eating a lot of that pizza. He just set the plate down elsewhere. In all actuality, he's fucking tired. All the stress he felt throughout the day was finally getting to him.

It was practically almost 9, bluudud grunted as he got up from the couch and walked upstairs. He didn't even bother telling them he was going to bed, not like they would care anyways. He walked into c00ls room, the air mattress had two blankets along with a large pillow. Thank you seven.

He got under the blankets and curled up onto his side. He flinched in pain when he laid down on the arm he cut earlier. Ouch, that's going to hurt for a while. He grumbled as he laid down on the other side with his now sore arm. He closed his eyes and tried his best to sleep, to forget about everything.

His breathing was loud along with his heart, every little noise was way louder now. He heard footsteps going up the stairs and stopping at the door. It sounded like 7n with his heavy ass (He isn't fat, just a bit chubby, bluudud calls him fat though). The footsteps then go back downstairs.

Bluudud felt tears prick the corners of his eyes, he couldn't help it anymore. Tears fell down from his eyes as he let out quiet broken sobs. He clenched both of his fists and curled up into a ball. He couldn't stop crying now, sobs kept leaving his mouth. He hates everything right now, he wishes he can be the one who maybe won't wake up tomorrow.

Why does he cause his mom so much trouble? Eventually bluudud dozed off, his sobs ceased but the tears did not. They kept falling down his face as he fell asleep.

Chapter Text

When bluudud woke up, c00l was sleeping in his bed breathing loudly. Not like a snore though, just loud. His arm was very sore, he quietly took off his hoodie and examined it. Some blood seeped out of the band aids but it was very dry. He was tempted to pull them off but not now, he doesn't want c00lkidd or seven to see bloody bandaids in a trash can.

He looked at his phone, it was 10:07. There were also a few messages from Guest the night prior.

(Hey Bluuey, I'm so sorry you had to hear all of that. Ik it's really hard for you right now and I wish I can be there right next to you. Please be nice to seven, he's really trying to help you. I'm so sorry Bluudud. I miss you.)
(You there kiddo?)
(Are you doing okay?)
(I hope you aren't going to do anything stupid but I love you! I hope you get a good night's rest!)

Bluudud felt nothing when he read the messages. He didn't feel happy, sad, relief, love, hate, nothing. He just felt empty. He reads these three words, ‘I love you!’. Bluudud loves him back, but he regrets it. If he had never fallen for Guest none of this would've happened.

Bluudud put his hoodie back on and got off of the mattress. As he made his way to the door he heard c00l groan. He turned around to see c00l shuffling in his bed as he sat up and rubbed his eyes. He yawned and stretched, opening his eyes to see Bluudud watching him.

“Oh, Goodmorning! How did you sleep?” Bluudud sighed “Good… what about you?” “Good as well!” C00l said cheerfully. He hopped out of bed and walked with Bluudud downstairs. 7n was sitting on the couch drinking coffee and reading something on his phone.

C00l ran over to his dad and gave him a large hug, “GOODMORNING DAD!!”. 7n grunted as c00l practically pounced onto him. 7n smiled and replied “Goodmorning love,” he kissed c00l. Not on the cheek or head but on the lips. C00l had a scared look on his face as he glanced at Bluudud. Bluudud cringed and coughed, announcing his presence, immediately 7n looked over and his face went pale.

C00l just looked down, “O-oh you're awake!” 7n awkwardly said. “Yeeahhh… unfortunately,” Bluudud said back as he glared at the flustered man. 7n instantly got up and walked towards the kitchen, "I'll go make breakfast”. C00l sat on the floor, blushing as he looked away from Bluudud.

Bluudud sighed, “Really-c00l. Your dad?!” C00l got up and looked at Bluudud, “Well, you and Guest are a thing.” “Yeah I know. I honestly don't care that it's an adult or even your dad. You guys aren't biologically related so I don't care. But c'mon… 007n7 of all people??!!”

“What?? We like each other, what's wrong with it?” Bluudud pinched the bridge of his nose, “Nothing, but 007n7…… of all fucking people? You know what. Never mind, whatever.” c00l blushed and kicked his legs slightly.

“This is off topic, but you were crying in your sleep a little bit.” Bluudud looked away, “Drop it.” C00l nodded and mumbled ‘okay’. Bluudud walked into the kitchen and saw 7n scrambling eggs. “Sick bastered. So desperate for love that you're willing to get with your own child.” Bluudud said, staring right at 7n with a smug look on his face.

7n didn't look at Bluudud, but he was clearly embarrassed. Bluudud chuckled and walked out of the kitchen, he just wanted to tell 7n that. He sat down next to c00l and crossed his arms. C00l tilted his head, “Did you eat pizza at some point last night? You have red on your sleeve right here.” He pointed at the stain on his arm where he cut himself.

Bluudud internally panicked and tried not to show how panicked he was, “Y-yeah- I did. Don't worry.” He covers the stain with his paw and turns slightly. C00l tilted his head but nodded. 7n peaked his head out of the kitchen entrance, “I made eggs and toast!” C00l gasped and ran towards the kitchen.

“I'm not hungry.” Bluudud replied. 7n sighed and looked into the kitchen with c00l already making his plate. He slightly kneels down, “Hey love, stay in here for a bit, okay?” “Ok!” C00l replied with a happy look on his face. 7n smiled, kissed his cheek, and got up to go towards the living room.

“Hey Bluu, you need to eat something. You haven't eaten anything for a while, I know you're hungry.” Bluudud turned to 7n who sat down on the edge of the couch, his eyes looking intently into Bluududs. “I'm not.” Bluudud argued back, causing 7n to sigh again.

“You are, you didn't even take a bite of the pizza from last night. Look I get why you're like this but please, PLEASE eat at least one bite of something.” Bluududs stomach began growling, he blushed slightly and covered his stomach.

7n chuckled and got up to go into the kitchen. C00l came out of the kitchen and sat down on the living room floor to eat while watching TV. 7n came out with a plate of not a lot of food on it. He placed the plate on Bluudud's lap and sat down behind c00l. C00l had the remote and put it on some show.

Bluudud looked down at his food, he didn't want to eat. He didn't deserve to, but he was hungry… so he picked up the fork and grabbed a very small amount of the eggs on his plate. Finally he began to eat, he heard 7n sigh in relief when he started to eat.

That almost made him stop eating again but in all honesty, this food was fucking delicious. Despite not really liking 7n, he really LOVED his cooking.

He finished his plate in a matter of seconds, somehow faster than c00lkidd. He set the plate down beside him and pulled up the messages on his phone. He wants to see his mom. 7n took Bluududs plate and walked away. Bluudud messaged Guest,

(Sorry, I fell asleep but I'm doing okay.)
(I was just about to message you, lol.) (You sure you're doing ok?)
(Yeah, I'm fine, when can I see mom?)
(Uhhh soon, now actually, but once 7n gets out of work obviously. I talked to him last night about that.)
(WAIT, I CAN SEE HER NOW?? CAN YOU PICK ME UP?)
(I would, but I need to stay by her side just in case.)
(Please, pleassseeee pick me up right now! I really want to see her.)
(I know kid, I'm sorry but later today once 007n7 is done.)
(Please)
(I can't. I'm so sorry, Bluuey.)

Bluudud felt tears prick his eyes, he types furiously on his phone.

(It's not fair, why can't you pick me up? Do you just not want me to see her??)
(I already said I needed to stay by her side, you'll see her later today.)
(I want to see her now.)
(You're gonna have to wait. I'm so sorry my love)

…

(Fuck you.)

Bluudud messaged back before throwing his phone off to the side. He hates Guest, he hates this whole fucking situation. He grips his thighs with his claws, drawing drops of blood bleeding through his pants. His phone buzzed a few times, he didn't want to talk to Guest anymore. Fuck him.

He forgot c00lkidd was there on the floor, watching the whole thing. “Bluudud… what happened?” “None of your fucking business!” Bluudud barked back before grabbing his phone and storming upstairs. All that noise got 7ns attention who was just coming out of the kitchen.

“Uhhh, baby, what happened?” 7n asked c00l who just finished his food. “Bluudud was on his phone and got angry all of a sudden. I think he was texting someone?” 7n knew that Guest messaged Bluudud about seeing her later. 7n was also slightly annoyed at how Guest ignored him last night.

Last night Guest told 7n that he could bring Bluudud to see his mom at the hospital the next day. He wanted to tell Bluudud that he can see his mom but he'll have to wait until 7n can drive him. 7n was worried and didn't think it was a good idea since Bluudud will definitely want to see his mom immediately. He knew Bluudud would get pissed off and wouldn't you know it, he was right.

7n walked upstairs to c00ls room, which was the only closed door in the hallway. He knocked on the door, “Hey Bluu, I assume Guest told you about today?” “Yeah he did, Fuck off…” 7n closed his eyes and reached for the doorknob, “I'm coming in.” He opened the door and saw Bluudud sit on the air mattress pulling his sweater down. Was he putting it on?

Bluudud raised his voice, “What part of ‘Fuck off’ don't you understand?!” 7n inhaled and exhaled. He walked over and sat down beside Bluudud who shuffled away.

“I promise I'll get done with work as soon as I can-” Bluudud groaned, “Just go! Leave me be. I'll wait for as long as I fucking can.” 7n sharply replied, “You need to stop treating both c00l and I like shit. It's getting annoying because we are trying to help you.” The sudden change of tone caught Bluudud off guard; he had never heard 7n like this before.

7n took in a deep breath and exhaled, “I'm sorry for snapping at you, but we don't deserve it. We are trying to comfort you and help you through this and you keep pushing us away. We don't deserve this. I understand though, you are going through a lot, but you aren't even trying to cooperate with us and let us be there for you. It's hard to try and help when you won't let us. You shut every situation down and instantly ‘build a wall’ around your emotions.”

7n scooted closer to Bluudud, “Please, let us comfort you. It's okay to cry, it's okay to be upset, angry, happy… It's okay to feel feelings especially when things are rough.” Bluudud looked down, he felt tears enter his eyes again. He gripped his thighs with his claws again, feeling pain to try and take his mind off of crying.

7n noticed and gently pushed both of Bluudud's paws off of his thighs. “Don't do that,” 7ns tone was soft and understanding. Bluudud couldn't help it anymore and began bawling.

He put both of his paws over his eyes as broken noises and cries left his mouth. 7n took this as an opportunity to give him a hug. It was more so a side hug but a really good one, he was honestly a better hugger than c00l. (This sounds so wrong ngl 😭😭)

Bluudud tried to speak, “I-i didn't *sob* Me-mean to hurt h-h-her. *sniff*” 7n looked confused, “What do you mean? You and Guest told me she slipped and fell.” Bluudud realized he accidentally slipped up. Fuck. This time, he'll be honest. 7n won't tattle, right? He shouldn't, this guy is probably banging his own son. Bluudud shuddered thinking about that.

He pulled away from the hug and kept wiping the never ending stream of tears that fell down his cheeks. “Guest and I a-are dating, I guess. M-m-my mom found o-out about us and she w-w-wasnt happy. *sniffle* She said sssshe was gonna ‘make a few calls’ which scared me because I-i care for Guest. T-then I got angry a-and pushed her, she h-h-hit her head a-and there was a loud Crack and I-”

Bluudud cut himself off, he hated how he reminded himself of what he'd done. 7n was honestly too stunned to speak, Guest and Bluudud were… a thing??? He'd never, NEVER in a million years EVER think Guest would date a minor, or hell, even be attracted to one!

7n wasn't surprised that it was Bluudud however. Guest would always talk about him and 7n always somewhat thought Guest liked him. In both ways, like a son and love. It's not like 7n has any right to judge, he is with c00l.

“You and Guest are… a thing?” 7n asked, trying to clarify what he heard. Bluudud nodded. 7n also nodded as he said “Alright, I guess it's none of my business. I won't tell.” Bluudud scoffed, no shit he won't tattle, Bluudud knows his secret.

“Well, accidents happen. I'm assuming c00l knows the truth but both c00l and I know that you never meant to hurt her. I, along with Guest, promise things will turn out okay for o8. If things weren't okay you wouldn't be able to visit her.” Bluudud looked down, 7ns right, if things were wrong then Guest would try to stall Bluudud.

7n sighed, “Please don't push c00l and I away, let us help and let us comfort you. Cry if you want, be angry, happy, it would be perfectly okay.” 7n gave Bluudud one last quick hug before standing up and walking towards c00ls door. He paused and turned around, “No promises but, I'll try to get done earlier.”

Bluududs eyes lit up once he heard that, before 7n could walk away, Bluudud said “W-wait.” 7n turned to look at him, “What's up?” Bluudud looked away and dug his paws into the air mattress (not claws). “S-sorry about treating you guys like shit…”.

7n smiled warmly and replied, “It's alright!” before heading to his room and closing the door. Bluudud honestly felt a little better, who fuckin knew?

He looked over at his phone which was facing downwards. He knew Guest replied to the ‘fuck you’ he gave him, he didn't want to see. Yet. Bluudud shakily reached for his phone, took in a deep breath, and turned his phone on. Two messages from Guest.

(I'm sorry)
(I hate myself too)

Fuck…Bluudud didn't mean to say that to Guest, he was just frustrated! Bluududs heart rate quickened as he thought about… something…

He really is just a trouble maker isn't he? He treats everyone around him like shit and hurts them. Both physically and emotionally. Bluudud sighed and curled up, all he wanted was to protect Guest. He's hurting him instead. Bluudud groaned as he knew he had to get out of Guests life if it meant he'll be okay. Bluudud started to cry softly, nothing too much or loud. Just a few tears going down his cheeks thinking about it.

Timeskip :p

7n got done a couple hours early, so it was 5:00. He walked downstairs to find c00l watching TV…without bluudud? “Hey baby, where is Bluudud?” C00l shrugged, “I dunno, he stayed upstairs.” 7n tilted his head and walked up the stairs. “Bluu!” He called out… no response. 7ns mind started racing, this kid was obviously going through a hard time, did he do something….

7n panicked as he ran towards c00ls room and opened the door. Bluudud was laying down on the mattress, “Bluu!” 7n shouted as he ran towards the kid and shook his shoulder. “mmff, w-whu huh?” bluudud said groggily waking up. 7n sighed in relief, oh thank fucking God. Maybe he was over-thinking, oops.

“s-sorry, I'm done now, want to go see o8?” Bluudud immediately got out of bed and leaped towards the door saying “Yes!”. 7n heard footsteps running downstairs. He chuckled as he messaged Guest saying that they were on their way.

By the time 7n made it downstairs Bluudud was already waiting at the front door. “C'mon c00l!” 7n shouted to which c00l replied with “Comming!”. C00l ran to the front door and put his shoes on. They all then walked towards 7ns car and Bluudud got in the passenger seat. 7n wasted no time starting the car and driving to the hospital.

7n put some pop music on and c00l began to sing terribly to the lyrics. Bluudud wasn't paying attention, he was just staring out of the window. Thinking of nothing more than seeing his mom. After a little bit, they arrived.

Bluudud opened the door with lightning speed and ran to the front doors entering the Hospital. 7n and c00l followed behind with c00l running after him and 7n slowly trailing behind. Hurry the fuck up old man!

7n then walked to the front desk and began talking to the robloxian. Bluudud just looked down the hallway, doctors were walking around along with patients. It looked busy. 7n then thanked the robloxian and told Bluudud, “Down that hallway, room 118.” The second Bluudud heard that he ran down the hallway.

He looked at the numbers on the side of the rooms. “Room 112, 113, 114…” he mumbled, counting the numbers. Finally, he stood in front of room 118, the door was closed. Shaking, he grabbed the handle and opened the door.

He saw o8 laying on the hospital bed, her head was wrapped I'm bandages and an IV tube was inside her arm connected to some sort of clear bag. The heart monitor was beeping at a steady pace and her breathing was quiet but noticeable. Right beside her was Guest, he was reading some sort of book. The sight of his mom like this made tears enter his eyes.

“M-mom!” Bluudud said as he ran to the side of the bed and gave her a GENTLE hug since he needs to be careful. Guest immediately put the book down and gave Bluudud a quick hug. Nothing long whatsoever, just something quick so Bluudud could continue embracing his mom.

Soon, c00lkidd and 7n walked into the room. “Oh my…” 7n whispered. C00lkidd visibly looked very uncomfortable. He'd never seen anyone like this in person, all of the hospital stuff intimidated c00l. “Dad… I don't like this.” C00l said, grabbing his father's hand. 7n sighed, “we won't stay long then.” Guest turned around and looked at 7n, “You guys are just going to leave early and not let Bluudud stay?”

7n quickly brought up his hands, “O-oh no! I'll take c00l home and maybe leave Bluudud here for as long as he wants. Is that okay?” Guest looked at Bluudud who was still hugging his mom, he was mumbling some things that Guest couldn't make out. “Yeah, that would be okay, I'll let you know when you can pick him up.” 7n nodded and smiled.

C00l wanted to walk over, but he knew he should leave Bluudud be. Especially right now. 7n and Guest were talking about something while Bluudud was not leaving his mom's side. Bluudud pulled away and grabbed her hand, “Mom… I'm here now. I'm so sorry I did this…” Bluudud mumbled.

He gently squeezed her hand, “Please wake up soon. I'm so sorry.” He began to cry slightly as he brought o8s hand to his head. Guest turned around and walked over to the boy and gave him another gentle hug. 7n nudged c00ls shoulder, “We are going to go alright? Let me know when I can pick him up.”

Guest turned to look at him and said “Alright,”. With that, c00l and 7n left the room closing the door behind them. Guest sighed as he continued to rub Bluududs back, he hates seeing him like this. Guest got up and sat back down as Bluudud continued to hold onto o8s hand. He heard Bluudud mumble “I'm sorry” and “It's my fault” a lot.

Bluudud sighed and wiped away the tears he shed. “Guest.” Bluudud started and Guest replied with “yes?” Bluudud turned and looked at him, “When mom wakes up, do you think she'll forgive me?” Guest smiled slightly and nodded, “She would, without a single doubt in my mind forgive you.” Bluudud nodded and asked one more question. “Would she still tattle on you?”

Guest sighed and looked down, “I'm not sure.” Guest really didn't want to think about that, but he knew Bluudud would ask at some point. Bluudud then said “I'm sorry.” Guest was a little confused, was he apologizing to him? “Why are you apologizing?” Bluudud didn't look at Guest as he replied, “For loving you. If I hadn't made my move when I did, we wouldn't be here.”

Guests heart stung a little bit, Bluudud regrets loving him... “Oh Bluuey don't ever apologize for that. I know o8 will understand that it was an accident and she'll still love you with all of her heart.” Bluudud looked away from o8 and at Guest, “I'm scared for you. I don't think I…” bluudud cut himself off. Guest tilted his head, “You don't think what?” “N-never mind.”

Guest sighed, “Well you shouldn't be scared of me. I do think I'll be okay, I promise.” Bluudud nodded. Bluudud felt awful for being with Guest, he wants to call it off but he can't tell him. Not now.

“Can I stay the night?” Bluudud asked. Guest paused and thought about it, “I…don't know. You need your sleep and believe me when I say this, these chairs fucking suck.” Bluudud giggled, “I believe you, but I still want to stay. Please?” Guest sighed even louder and very dramatically, “Fffine. I'll let seven know.” Bluudud smiled and internally cheered.

Guest pulled out his phone and quickly messaged 7n who replied with a ‘👍’. Bluudud got up and sat down on the chair beside Guest. Bluudud then, out of nowhere, decided to say “Did you know 007n7 and c00lkidd are a thing?” Guest turned to look at Bluudud. “What do you mean?”

Bluudud snickered and said “They are together. That bastard probably bangs his son.” Guest had an extremely shocked look on his face, “where did this come from…?” Bluudud shrugged, “I dunno. Just thought you should know.” Guest sighed and put his hand over his face. Bluudud couldn't tell what Guest was probably thinking or feeling. “Well let's not talk about that. How was staying at sevens place?”

“It was alright.” was all bluudud replied. Guest knew he wasn't going to get more of a response. “Was it really alright?” Bluudud nodded. He was actually being honest. He didn't mind the whole thing, besides 7n being a bit much but it was ok.

“What are you reading?” Bluudud questioned pointing at the book. Guest picked it up, “I honestly don't know, it was just sitting here so I'm not sure if someone left it or not.” Guest then turned to bluudud and whispered in his ear, “This book is ass…” Bluudud giggled. It seems like guest hasn't had a really good experience here.

“You know there's a TV here right?” bluudud said pointing up at the TV across from them. Guest sighed, “Yeah, but I have no clue where the remote is. I asked the nurses for one but they said they didn't have any spares.” “Did you look around?” Guest stayed silent. Bluudud smirked, looks like that was a ‘no’.

Bluudud got up and looked in the drawers off to the side. They were mainly filled with medical stuff. Bluudud noticed some bandaids and stealthily grabbed a few. “I've already looked in those.” Guest said, reading the book. Bluudud ignored him and continued looking. The 2nd to last drawer on the right has junk in it. Bluudud looked further back and found the remote.

He closed the draw and turned around waving the remote in front of his smirking face. Guest eyed Bluudud and closed his book. “Of course you find it.” He complains. Bluudud chuckled as he handed Guest the remote. He turned the TV on and flipped through the channels until he landed on some true crime documentary.

Bluudud groaned and slouched in his chair, “Really? These suck.” Guest gasped dramatically and replied, “They don't suck! They're entertaining! I bet you'll like it~” Bluudud rolled his eyes and scoffed “Yeah right.” “C'mon Bluuey, just one episode and I'll leave you be.” Bluudud sat up and said “Deal” putting all his attention on the TV.

Yeah, uhhh, Bluudud ended up watching this for about 4 hours. He's completely invested 😭😭😭

Guest looked away from the TV and at Bluudud, he looked pretty tired. “Did you sleep good last night?” Guest asked, bluudud nodded. He has been pretty tired lately, why? Bluudud looked at his mom, nothing changed, she didn't move or anything. “I gotta use the bathroom.” Bluudud mumbled.

“Uhh, if you continue to go down the hallway you'll see it on the right.” Bluudud smiled and said “Thank you!” Before walking out of the room and down the Hallway. Pretty soon he went into the bathroom.

The second he locked the door, he took off his hoodie and shirt. Be pulled out the bandaids he grabbed and looked at his arm. The blood bled through the bandaids. Shit.

He carefully removed the bandaids one by one, but it really stung. He sharply inhaled every time he quickly took off the bandaid. He examined the cuts he made. “Fuck…” they were really deep and barley stabbed over. If bluudud accidentally jerks his arm the skin could tear again.

These bandaids were the smaller ones so he'll have to make good use of them. He throws away the bandaids he took off and grabs a new bandaid. He looked in the mirror as he placed the bandaid over a cut that looked the worst.

“Fuck. Ow.” He mumbled. Once all of the bandaids were placed again, he carefully put his shirt and hoodie back on. He walked out of the bathroom and back to o8s room. Guest was still watching TV, “Hey Bluuey! I'm assuming you found it?” “Y-yeah, I did.”

Guest smiled, “That's good.” Bluudud sat back down, Guest was right. These chairs really do fucking suck. Bluudud looked at o8, at least she seemed peaceful…?

Bluudud gasped and ran to the side of o8s bed and grabbed her hand. “What is it?” Guest asked also getting up. Tears filled Bluudud's eyes as he said “I swore I saw mom move.” Guest looked at o8 who seemed like she didn't move an inch. “You sure?” Bluudud nodded.

Guest sighed and sat back down, Bluudud continued to hold her hand. He didn't want to leave his mom's side. Guest looked back up at the TV, after a little bit he looked back at Bluudud who rested his head on the side of the bed. He was on his knees while his head was on the bed. That posture looked awful.

“Hey Bluuey…” Guest said, bluudud didn't respond. He gets up and rubs Bluududs back, “Bluudud?” … oh. Bluudud fell asleep. Jesus, how does this kid sleep in any position like that? Well Guest should probably get him out of that posture, he doesn't want Bluudud to wake up sore.

He gently picked Bluudud up and set him down in his chair. Guest takes off the jacket around his waist and balls it up before placing it under Bluududs head. Guest smiled and kissed his cheek. He then sat back down in his own chair and continued to watch TV.

Guest woke up early in the morning, he must've dozed off while watching the documentary. He looked over at Bluudud who was standing over o8 talking. “Bluudud?” Guest said, still trying to wake up. Bluudud turned around and smiled at Guest, his face looked like he was crying.

“Moms awake…” Guest immediately stood up, now he was wide awake. “What?” He walked over to o8 who was holding Bluududs hand. She smiled, “Hey Guest.”

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Hiii everyone!! Im sorry but I've been kinda slacking lately...

I've just been soo unmotivated to write and continue this (I WILL STILL CONTINUE SO DONT WORRY) but I've just been struggling. I'm doing fine and I know what to write but I've just been drained cause a lot is going on in my life and I have absolutely zero motivation to write rn

I'm so sorry but yall are gonna have to wait for a little while until I find the motivation I'm soooo fucking sorry 😭✌️

I ABSOLUTELY 100% PROMISE I WILL TRY TO WRITE IT BUT JIST MEGA SLOW

Also side note: I will edit this chapter later so if you guys comment I won't reply on this chapter only until I update it. Just so I can let yall know 🤗

Ty soooo much for reading so far tho <3

I LOVE YALL

IM SORRY AGAIN 😭

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