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5:59 PM

‘Come on, just one more minute, then I am free .’ I rested the cursor on top of the close button for the calls to stop. 

RING RING RING

“Fuck!” Clicking the answer button and at least sound nice, even they are making me work past 6 pm

“Hello, thank you for calling XXX. This call will be recorded or monitored. My name is Mercedes Taylor. How may I help you today?”

“I would like y'all sons of bitches to stop calling me or I will sue yall for harassment!” Click.

‘Sigh…’ “Well now, I have to make a complaint ticket. Great. ”I mutter to myself.

After doing the fastest complaint ticket in my life, I clock out and shut down the computer. I speed walked off the production floor, even though I wanted to run as fast as possible to get out the fucking building-But I don't for two reasons.

1. I have to grab my phone and bag out of the locker.
2. I am massively out of shape. (being 250lbs does not do you any favors) 

When I finally walked out of the building. I took a deep breath, and immediately regretted it. The smell of the pollution among other scents I don't want to name or think about invaded my nostrils. I started making my way to the train station to get home as soon as possible . While walking I put in my earbuds, to help avoid anyone trying to talk to me. I walk with purpose making it seem like I got somewhere to go. While of course wearing my resting bitch face.

While walking there, I always walked by the mirror windows to make sure I was looking the part. Of course, I was compelled to graze my fingers across some of the mirrors. 

Once at the station, I sat down while I tried my best not to slouch. There were too many people around to relax just yet. It was always the most exhausting thing to do, but doing this has saved my ass more than once. I had seen men that were looking for prey, and would look past me and to someone else.

I finally made it to my apartment, a 1 bed 1 bath with an oven that half works, a bathroom sink that does not have working handles, and to top it all off, the light in the fridge doesn't work–even when I replaced the light bulb 3 times already.

At this point, I have given up on it. 

Once in the house I kicked off my shoes. Finally I could relax. I slowly made my way to the couch and fell face first into the cushion, my muscles finally decompressing from that long day.

Abruptedly, I heard a ding from my phone in my back pocket. It’s not the normal ding from youtube notification of a new video. Instead, it is from my favorite game in the world that helps me stay anywhere near the word sane.

‘Love and Deep Space’, sometimes called ‘Love and Depression’ by the fandom. (which is 100% accurate) I rolled over and took my phone out. I love playing this game way too much and it might be not healthy at this point, considering it was my lack of self control that landed me with no money for food in the first place. 

That was the exact moment my stomach decided to make its presence known. “Fuck, you are not getting any food tonight, the last bit of food is tomorrow’s lunch.” 

Instead it growled again like it was talking back.

‘ I guess I am having water, air and my 3 ketchup packets for dinner tonight. ’

Those are the consequences for being stupid with money.

’Thankfully I get paid tomorrow. Then I can have real food again.’

 I get up to retrieve a shit ton of water because that will make my stomach shut the hell up. (works everytime) 

After drinking half of the gallon of water, I turned back to my phone and finally hit the start button.

I opened the game to see the loading screen, starting with Caleb’s face that is always too close to the damn screen. I hit the start game button. When the game loaded, I was greeted with Sylus wearing his birthday outfit. ‘ Man, aren't you just showing out today.’

“Time to check what the other boys are wearing today. Be right back.”

I switched to Caleb to see he was wearing his normal, everyday clothes. Immediately  I switched to Xavier to see him next–only to see the same fucking sweater he always wears. 

"Ugh, Xavier, I know you love that sweater so much, but I’ve bought you other clothes that you can wear. I know you have the ability to wear something else, which I bet is comfy too."

With a sigh, I tapped on Rafayel. He’s wearing his artist outfit. I didn’t even bother to say anything, I moved to Zayne. “I bet he is going to wear the black button down shirt.” 

When he popped up, my brain short-circuited at the sight of him in the bath towel outfit. I cover my eyes and screamed “What the fuck, that needs to come with a warning label!” 

Once I removed my hands, I did my dailies while trying not to just stare at Zayne’s abs. (he really is a work of art) 

Once the dailies were done, I started with Zayne’s wedding memory so I can get the outfit and ring for my character. Since I did get all of the cards for the banner, sadly it took 200 pulls. (And that is with getting a double on one of them, which was super lucky for me.)(I might have a small problem.) 

The story started off slow and normal, like this wasn’t going to have a proposal at the end. When it got to the beautiful mansion I started to kick my feet due to how pretty it looked and knowing that it must be coming to the end of the memory. As I heard the next words that came out of Zayne’s mouth, they almost broke my heart. 

"Meeting you is the luckiest thing that has ever happened to me." 

Those words hit me hard. So much that I wished someone in real life would say those same words to me and really mean it. 

But then, if my heart was not hurting enough, the next words he said shattered it into a thousand pieces. 

"After a never-ending winter. I met the one who brought spring into my life."

Because I knew that meant so much for him, to even say those words with all the shit he went through in his lore.

Once I got to the end of the memory, I went to Sylus’s card next and that put me on an emotional rollercoaster–I almost cried a few times with how sweet it was–that drained what was left of my mental energy I had left, so I drank the rest of the water and got ready for bed. After plugging in my phone. I put on the ASMR sound of Sylus sleeping in the game (With his birthday outfit, it helped my insomniac ass to sleep, and maybe even stay asleep longer than 2 hours at a time) 

‘Only if you guys were real then maybe, I could have my happy ending too.’

I turned away from my phone to listen to the sounds of his breathing, and was asleep in no time.

After repeatedly waking up in the middle of the night, my alarm woke me up for the fourth time. I hit the off button and went back to sleep. I did this 3 times and only then did I start to get up for work. With a cry of “Why do I have to do this? I am going to quit, I swear.” My brain helpfully said:

‘ How are you going to afford more cards with no money.’

“Fine, you win this time.” And with that, I got out of bed to head to work.

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That day had been even more grueling than normal, getting yelled at on almost every damn call can drain a person, and having almost no food in my system didn’t help at all. I was so exhausted that when I was making my way to the train station it was almost empty. I was thanking my lucky stars, hoping that something was going to go right for this tiring day. 

I did the normal, grazing my fingers on some of the mirror windows, and saw that it looked a little different from the other mirror, but I noticed it too late.

Due to my momentum I was still taking another step past the weird mirror, I started to freak out when my left hand just stayed where I first touched the mirror. Desperately, I tried to remove my hand while telling myself to not panic just yet. 

The moment my hand lay flat on the surface it started to get sucked into the damn thing, which is when I started to panic. I used my right hand to grab my wrist thinking that might help–But it was still pulling a bit faster. I tried to use my feet to use the ground to resist the pulling, before I knew it, my right foot barely moving, my elbow started to go past the fucking mirror portal thing.

I screamed, then it pulled me in completely. I looked around and I could see what looked like outer space around me. It didn't last long before I was being pulled into another mirror. I flew out of the damn thing to see the ground coming at my face, and I saw blinding white behind my eyes. 

When I came to, my whole body felt like it was hit by a car.

When I could open my eyes I saw  there was a wall near me. I got up, feeling like a new born deer with how much my knees were shaking. I made it to the wall and started to walk to the light that wasn’t too far away. I took 3 steps before a wave of nausea came over me, which I somehow swallowed back down and kept going. 

I felt something grab my arm, and just as quickly the hand let go, which almost made me go down before the same hand kept me from falling. That is, of course, when my body shut down and I saw nothing.

A real life fade to black

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‘What in the fuck happened’ 

Those words rang out in  my mind when my body decided the best time to wake up. While, apparently, that said body felt like I got hit by a fast car. I listened to my surroundings before I even attempted to open my eyes, at which point I heard a beeping sound that was going at a rhythmic steady pace, if not a little fast.

‘Please don't tell me I am in a hospital.’  

I opened my eyes and hoped I was wrong, only to be blinded by fluorescent lights above me. I instantly closed my eyes again. 

“Noooo,” I whined.

‘This cannot be happening to me. I don't have any money to pay for a hospital visit... Not that I would have been able to afford even one if I added all my income for the year.’

“Wait…Income...Shit. My job. I am going to be fired. I was wanting a new job for a while now, but I did not want it to be like this.”

My heart rate started to increase even more with the stress of having to find a new job. I could hear that reflected in the beeping that increased as well, only to jolt when I felt someone touch me. By force of habit I jerked and batted the hand away, quickly noticed that it was the nurse that had touched me. 

Clearing my throat I asked: “Where am I?”

The nurse said something that should have been impossible.

“Akso Hospital. You came in with a head injury, I will tell the doctor that you are awake.”

And before I could say anything else, she walked out the door.

‘No. I did not hear what I thought I heard. I must be dreaming. But, if this is a dream, at least I could enjoy it before I wake up.’

With that plan in place, I sat back to see how this dream was going to turn out.

After not even five minutes of waiting, in came Dr. Zayne. I honestly was half expecting Dr. Greyson since my luck could be bad even in a dream. 

This man was too fucking hot. It should be illegal to be that hot. That jawline could cut glass. 

I was trying to not openly ogle the doctor. (You have to be polite, even in dreams)

“Hello, my name is Dr. Zayne Li, and I will be your doctor during your stay here. We have to go through a few questions–Do you know your name, age and year we are in?”

With confidence, I played along with it. “I am Mercedes Taylor, 26 years old, and the year is 2025.” My confidence dampened a bit seeing him press his lips in a thin line. 

Like I said something wrong.

“I see.” He took 3 steps to get to the side of my bed, making me a little jealous of how tall he was.

He looked at me for a moment before writing something on his clipboard. He pulled out a small flashlight from his coat pocket.

“Keep your eyes open while I shine this light.”

He then shone the sun in my eyes with no hesitation.

“Fuck!” is the only thing I could say, lasting about 2 seconds before I closed my eyes.

“You may have a mild concussion. Do you remember what happened before you injured yourself?”

“I was getting off of work and then I was here…Which is weird for a good dream to think of work.” 

I mumbled the last part to myself.

“Why do you think you are in a dream?” He questioned, as if I was slow or something.

“Well, it has to be, because you are here and if I am in ‘Akso hospital’ then it must be a dream. This place doesn't exist for me. I kinda hope to see the other boys to be honest.”

“And who are the other ‘boys’ you are expecting…if you believe this is a dream?” Sounding suspiciously like he was just humoring me and not taking me seriously.

“Ok, asshole, I am talking about you, Xavier, Caleb, Rafayel and Sylus, of course.” I said with a tone of ‘duh’, like he was the stupid one.

That was what got a real reaction out of him. 

It put me on edge. 

Zayne never showed many emotions when he was in doctor mode. (That is, most of the time, since he’s a total workaholic) Seeing Zayne school his expression started to making me worried, like I fucked up somewhere.

“Can you enlighten me on how you know all of them, including me, by name?

He said this while backing up slightly and crossing his arms, in turn making me feel very small under his gaze. I tried to respond, opening my mouth to answer, but no words would come out. I was starting to get the feeling that this is not how dreams were supposed to be. 

I felt a stray thought, this might not be a dream.

“I will tell, but you have to answer two questions first.”

He nodded at me to continue.

“How was I brought here, and by who?”

He sighed, humoring me. 

“Xavier was the one that brought you while you were unconscious with a head injury. He found you in an alleyway.”

Then, the memory of what happened hit me like a truck. The fear and confusion made me start to hyperventilate about what actually had happened to me . 

And that it would mean everything was real and not a dream.

Just before my panic got so far that I might pass out, a hand landed on my shoulder. He jerked his hand back, which made me look up to find that Zayne was now wearing a different expression. He looked concerned. 

“That shouldn't be possible” I said to myself.

“What shouldn't be possible?” 

“All of this shouldn't even be real. Even if it was, I shouldn't be here.”

He sat on the side of the bed.

“Explain it to me, and maybe I can help?”

“Okay.” I let out a big breath, building up the courage to say something that will make me sound crazy.

“I will tell you, but you have to promise not to take me to a…crazy asylum or something?” 

That earns me another nod.

“You guys, and this world, are from a video game in my world called ‘Love and Deep Space’. I play as an avatar that I can interact with and meet you all. And we–the players–get to see what your stories and past are. In my world there are no Deep Space Hunters, Evols, Aether Cores, Wanderers or anything like that, including any of you guys.” I was breathing hard like a racehorse at the end of The Kentucky Derby.

When I looked back up at him to gauge his expression, it was unreadable. After a full minute, he finally spoke.

“How did you get here then?” 

“I was on my way from work, and I touched a mirror. It dragged me through it into another mirror and then I guess I…hit my head and ended up here?” I was cringing in on myself, knowing how that sounded.

“I will have to talk to the others you mentioned, since this is bigger than just me. And I want to do a few tests to see if there are any… differences that will help me make sense of what you just told me.”

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For the last few hours the nurses had been bugging the shit out of me. Whenever I try to fall asleep–due to being bored as hell. A nurse comes to wake me up. 

‘I need my beauty sleep–but no, I don't get that because I went face first into the ground.’

The nurses had done some tests to check for something. Zayne wanted to see what the differences that I might have. Honestly, I already told him what the differences are. Doing all of this is a waste of time. I will let him do his job–I guess.

Although I did manage to get my stuff back. To at least do something since I can't just sleep the day away. Only to find out that my phone does not connect to the internet at all. Thankfully, I could listen to an audiobook that I had saved on it. It is my favorite  book. To the extent I could recite it by memory. I let myself finally relax and sank into the story. 

After getting half way through the book. I glanced at my phone to see the battery was already at 40%. My heart dropped to my feet. 

‘How the ever loving fuck? Am I supposed to charge this son of a bitch–maybe Sylus could help… or not. He might say that the phone is too old to do anything to charge it.’

That thought killed my mood entirely. I shut down my phone to save what battery that’s left. Letting out a huff, before I could wallow in my misery for very long. Zayne popped in, I bet it was to tell me something that I already knew. I needed some good news in all of this mess. 

“The test results concluded that you have not only ADHD but Bipolar Disorder as well as–

“What, how the fuck do y’all know that info from just one test. In my world it was a pain in the ass to get those diagnoses.” You said in utter disbelief.”

“We have always had the ability to test for mental health abnormalities. Other than that the other two tests that were done say you have ‘Protocore Syndrome’ and you indeed have an evol. That is the ‘Resonance’ type, which is very rare.”

“You have to be fucking with me. There is no possible way that is the case. I don't even have heart issues in my family–wait, you almost never joke on the job–gods damn it.”

“With that being the case we will need to check on your heart. On another note, one of the people you named earlier came to see you.”

“Fine, it's not like I have much of a choice on not meeting them.”

I didn't even want to look at him after only getting more bad news. A few minutes later a knock came at the door jolting me out of my self-loathing. Two seconds later the door opened and in walked Rafayel. 

He did not look happy.

“Well, hello sweetheart.” He stalked to the foot of the bed.

My face blanched at the word ‘sweetheart’ because that was a threat. Looking death in the face I did the only thing I could think of.

“Rafayel, I am not a threat to you, I promise.” I said while my hands were up in surrender. Pleading with my eyes.

“Zayne told me you know a lot of information for someone that just poofed into existence. So tell me, what do you know?”

“I know that you are Lemerian and that your people were killed off by humans. You also have been getting rid of anyone that was associated with it. I also know that you have a bond with someone already.” I said in a rush.

“So, it’s true. You do know a lot. Then you should already know that you are the one that holds that bond.”

My mouth dropped to the floor, he continued.

“Did you know how long I waited? 800 years for you to finally, finally remember me. Jellyfishes are walking naked, sea turtles climb trees, sharks are eating grass for free. And now, only this time you remember me.”

“That…can't be true. I am not even from this world. And I only know any of you from behind a screen. There is no way that I can replace the main character by getting literally dragged into this world!” 

“For someone that knows a lot you don't seem to not know how reincarnation works.”

“I know how it works, thank you very much.”

‘What if me being here really did erase the main character from existence. And if that is the case then I will never be able to go back to my world. I even have her evol and aether core in my body.’ 

I couldn't even get to say goodbye to my mom or my childhood cat.

That is when I noticed a gentle hand touched my face to wipe the tears from my eyes.

“Cutie, you’re crying?”

“I never got to tell them goodbye.” I said in a shaky voice and bursted into sobs.

While I tried my best to curl into myself, a warm embrace of arms surrounded me. I didn't even think twice before clutched onto them as if it was the only thing that kept me from drowning completely. They never said things like “it was ok” or shushed me to stop crying. They just held me and were there when I needed them the most. 

After what felt like an eternity my energy was depleted. I was still sniffling here and there. 

‘Man, this is too comfortable–wait did I just cry all over Rafayel. Why the hell is being in his arms so nice. Well, I should just enjoy it while I can.’

With a big inhale of his scent of bergamot and campfire smell. It only made me nuzzle into him farther, I couldn't help but be relaxed by the warmth that radiated off of him. Before I knew it I was out like a light.

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When I finally came back to the world of the living. It was also the perfect time for my bladder and stomach to protest. I opened my eyes and sat up so fast that I almost gave myself whiplash. I looked to my right to see Rafayel sitting in a chair next to me. I was shocked for a moment. Then before I could think of why he was still here. I get another warning from my bladder. I practically jumped out of the bed and booked it into the bathroom.

Once that crisis was dealt with I walked out to be greeted with Rafayel rubbing sleep out of his eyes. That is also when I remember that I cried and fell asleep on him, to top it all off. 

“Ya know… that you did have to stay." I said while I scuffed my foot against the ground

“That is true but you should know that I don't do anything unless I want to.”

“Well, that is true. On another note, do you know how to get some food in this joint? I didn't have much food to begin with before I got here.”

“You could have hit the nurse button earlier to ask.” He chuckled holding the button in question.

‘He is so lucky that he is cute or I would hit him.’

I marched over to him and snatched the button. With a click, I then let out an annoyed huff and climbed into the bed.

After what felt like hours a nurse came in.

Do you need something sweetie.” The nurse said with a smile.

I opened my mouth to speak but Rafayel spoke first.

“Yes, she needs some food. By the way, why hasn't she been given food? She has been here for a whole day now.” 

“I will get her food right away.” She said and scurried away.

About 10 minutes later, the same nurse came back with food. That looked way better than normal food that is given at a hospital. And the nurse left in a flash.

Once the food was in front of me. Looking at the chicken with mashed potatoes and gravy. I took a bite of the gravy and mashed potatoes first and practically moaned with how good it tasted. Part of tasting so good might have been that I went too many hours without food but the food was really good.

“Well from the sound of it, you seem to be really enjoying your food there cutie,” he chuckled

“No shit, you try going more than 24 hours with no food.” I said with my mouth stuffed, like a chipmunk trying to save food for the winter.

“So why did you go more than 24 hours with no food?” He inquired with an expression that I couldn't quite name.

“Well, that is what happens when you are too broke to feed yourself. I had just gotten paid the same day I ended up here. So I didn't exactly have time for a snack,” I quipped.

‘Shit, maybe I am being too honest.’

“I am sorry that you had to go through that but maybe we can change that while you are in this life.”

“Well I highly doubt that I can go back–wait, what do you mean by we?”

“Well I mean me and the others.”

‘There is no way that they all really want to help me. I’m a nobody that just ended up here. No way that MC could disappear. I didn't even have a say before getting here. No warning, I was just trying to get back to my shitty apartment. Have I wished to meet them–yes, but I didn't think that it could really happen.’

“Don't get me wrong, I do want to meet ya’ll. That doesn't quite explain why all of you would want to help me?” Then it dawned on me the real reason why. “Oh, is it because I know too much? You guys are worried that I am going to tell someone. Even though I never would want to put any of you in danger.”

“Yes that is a factor, but we all genuinely want to get to know you. And we can't have you on the streets. And from the sounds of it you have already had a hard life. It doesn't need to be hard in this life too. There is one thing I would like to know. Why do you say we are from a video game? Do you have any proof?

I gulped down the rest of my food. Which now sat like a rock in my stomach. Then it dawned on me that I have videos of all the guys on my phone. I grab my phone from my bag that was next to me on my left. Turning on the device. I search for a video that has all of them to show him.

After the video finished he only leaned back in his chair looking at nothing.

“You are taking this far way better than I expected.”

“Its a little bit hard to find out the only world you know is just in a video game.” He said looking defeated.

“No no no. This world is real. Just like mine is also real. I am sure there are many alternate universes out there and they are just as real as yours or mine… Or used to be mine.”

I really hoped that this explanation would help him because one thing I never want to see in real life is a depressed Rafayel. I will do almost anything to avoid that. 

“Are you giving me the speech of the multiple and parallel universes?" He half laughed.

“Essentially yes. That is also what is helping me not have a mental breakdown–but it does make sense.”

“Well, Just so you know I will have to bring the other here so they can see the video you showed me for themselves.”

‘Wait, we were doing this already. I am not emotionally ready yet. Just meeting Zayne and Rafayel is crazy enough but to meet the other 3. But Xavier I never got to really see since I was unconscious. Which is soo embarrassing. That has to be the worst first impression of being a fucking damsel in distress.’

He must have seen the look on my face with how much I was not liking the idea.

“Cutie, you know that you have to be discharged sooner or later. We can't have you staying in the hospital forever.”

‘There he goes saying we again. I still can't believe that–wait I will be meeting Sylus in the flesh. He is number 1 main in the game. And I get to see if he is a walking green flag wrapped in red. I really hope the fandom is right about that. It will suck so much if they were wrong’

I let out an exasperated sigh. Leaning back in the slightly reclined bed.

With that he got up and walked out the room–to my doom.

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After a few long hours of being bored out of my mind. I couldn't even use my phone to have time go faster with no way to charge it. 

I heard another knock at the door. That has me tense in response. They walked in one at a time starting with Sylus, Rafayel, Xavier, last being Zayne. 

I had to do something to break the intense silence and to stop Sylus and Xavier from trying to burn a hole in me from their glares.

“I normally would say ‘well well well the gangs all here’ but, we are missing someone. All jokes aside, where’s Caleb? I thought I was going to talk to everyone at once.”

“I would like to know that too since he has been dead for almost a year now.” He crossed his arms over his chest.

‘Well shit I guess they didn't get to the part of the story. Where they know Caleb faked his death and is now the colonel. Well that will make this awkward. I guess now or never.’ (time to info dumb I guess)

“Ok, so Caleb was not killed in the explosion at his house that grew up in. He did lose an arm due to it and was taken by EVER. They were trying to make him into their weapon. He is now the Colonel of the Farspace Fleet.”

All of them had different, varying faces of shock and interest. It was Zayne that looked devastated. My heart broke for him. I had just opened a wound that had been almost healed. I undid all that work that he had done.

“I wish you did not have to find out like this. I am so sorry, Zayne.” I tried my best to sound as sincere as possible.”

“So, how much do you know about the rest of us, little one?” Sylus had the look of a cat that caught the canary.”

I look down at my hands to hide the biggest blush I ever have in my life.

‘I was expecting the nickname to be kitten, not that. How the fuck is he good with giving people he liked such accurate nicknames.’

“I know that” I looked up and took a deep breath before saying the next hard part. ‘Please don't kill me afterwards’ “I know that Sylus has an aether core in his right eye and he is the leader of Onychinus. Xavier is from another planet and has been here about 200 years. And Rafayel is Lemerian and his people were killed off by humans. I only know all of this due to the video game that y’all were in. That was the only connection between your world and mine.

“So you know about the aether core in my eye. Please tell the class what it does?” 

“You can see the deepest desire that a person has.” I squeaked

“Since you know what it does. Then you will not mind if I use it on you, to know if we can trust you.”

‘If that is what it takes for them not to kill me or hate me I will fucking take it.’

“Yes I agree if it will put ya’ll minds at ease.” I look him dead in the eye.

The next moment a voice rings in my head telling me to possess him and to take his power which is the same thing that happened to MC in the game. Just as soon as it happened it was over.

“Well, I guess you really are not a threat to anyone.” He said leaning his back against the wall with his arms crossed over his chest.

A little shocked with how quick it took to make him believe me. I blurted out “What was my desire that made you think that so fast?” Then I started to backpeddle. “Not that I am complaining. Since, I am indeed not a threat.”

“Since you asked I will tell you. What your deepest desire was ‘love’, that was it.”

I covered my face with my hands and said. “Well that is a bit embarrassing but it could be worse, I guess.” 

Then Rafayel cut through my embarrassment before I could start to spiral and said. “Now that Sylus believes you are not a threat. We would all need to see the proof of how you know so much. Like the video you showed me earlier.”

“Oh, I almost forgot that part” I hurried and pulled out my phone going to the same video I played before. Placed it at the foot of my bed so they could all see.

After they got to the end of the 2 minute video. I grabbed my phone back and shut it down once again. The whole room was so deadly quiet that I could hear a pen drop. I played with my hands the whole time as I waited for someone to speak. It was Sylus that broke the silence first.

“Do you know the things that EVER is doing? With the information you know and you brought up EVER yourself.”

“Kinda, I only know that they are experimenting on humans willing or not and turning people into wanderers and something about people that have protocore syndrome. I did not get the chance to get deeper in the lore about EVER.”

There was a pregnant pause.

Xavier was the next first to speak up.

“Her knowing this much will make her a target to EVER if they find out. She will need some protection. Not to mention the fact that she came here with nothing but what was on her person. ”

That made me squirm a bit due to how on the money he was. I didn't really think of how much of a real danger it would be–yes meeting the boys is amazing but there are a lot of dangers. 

This time Rafayel was next to speak. 

“She is going to need a lot of things. Identification, somewhere to live, clothes, a phone that will work here among other things.”

“She will also need to be close to at least one of us.” Zayne chipped in the conversation.

“Guys, you know I am still in the room. Right?.” I said with indignation.

That caused everyone to turn in my direction. All of their faces were so intense. They were all taking this whole thing very seriously. When they could have left me in the dust—maybe Rafayel wouldn’t because he said we had the bond.

“Do you know how to fight?” Xavier asked, interrupting my thoughts.

‘Honestly, when it comes to fighting. I could lose a fight to a cat much less a human. But you can't catch me dead saying that out loud.’

“Uh, no I didn’t really need to. I never really went outside.” 

“We need to change that fast. You need to be able to hold your own, and we don’t know when they will get word of you.” Zayne said almost to himself.

Then Sylus pitched in, “I can help with training her. The first step is finding her clothes and somewhere to live. She could live with one of us but I doubt she would like that.”

“Yeah, I just got used to living on my own. I don't need someone in my space 24/7. I like ya’ll but we are not at that stage yet.” 

“Yet, you say?” He had such a smirk on his face it made me want to shake him.

I was quick to say. “Not in that way!” with a full on blush on my face.

‘I totally meant it in that way but, I can't just say that I would have all of them if I could—no…never, I am taking that to my grave.’

“Your blush says otherwise but we will leave that alone for now.” Sylus said in a way that he definitely filed that information for later—just spelling my doom. “Another question for you: Do you want to shop in person or online for all the things you need?

“In…person?”

“Then that’s settled. Next we need to deal with her living situation.”

“Wait… timeout…you did even ask me for my opinion on any of this.”

“Oh, what do you like to add to the conversation, sweetie?”

Long silence ensues. I opened and closed my mouth trying to say something smart.

“I…fine.” I said with a huff. “Sooo, you are saying you are going to pay for all of it? Because I am beyond broke.”

“Well of course I already know that.” Sylus said with a smirk.

‘You condensing son of a bitch.’

“There is no need to pout. We all understand your predicament.” 

I leaned back with my arms crossed feeling like a toddler throwing a tantrum.

“Now we have that part out of the way. Children, where is she going to live?” Rafayel questions

“There is a flat below mine that has been vacant for a week.” Xavier helpfully adds

‘Of course it has to be the same apartment that mc was in. Because, fuck me, apparently.’ 

“Now that we’ve got the logistics out of the way. We should let her sleep. I will get her discharge papers done in the morning. To give you all plenty of time to get everything.”

And just as fast as they came in, they are gone.

‘Well, what just happened?’

Chapter Text

After they left Mercy's room. They all agreed that they should have a meeting together tomorrow morning. To discuss the next steps.

Sylus pockets his phone sitting in his car near the hospital. Zayne wasn't an issue due to him almost living at the hospital.

It was about an hour later that the rest started to show up. Once he saw Rafayel go in first he knew it was time that he should leave the car. He knew that Xavier wouldn't be far behind. 

The moment Sylus walks in they both notice each like a predator noticing another. Rafayel clenched his jaw as Sylus strode in. They sat across from one another. Sylus pulled out his phone to message on the group chat that he made earlier when he found everyone's number

Sylus: Me and the fish are here, the only one left is the hunter.

Xavier: I am just outside of the hospital now. There was a Wander that showed up on my way there.

Two seconds later Xavier walked in the door of the front lobby, phone still in hand.

Zayne: I assume you are at the front lobby. I am on my way to you all now. We can all chat in my office.

Rafayel: Works enough for me.

Barely 2 minutes later Zayne walks into the lobby and spotted the three of them almost immediately. They notice him and both get up and Zayne keeps walking, gesturing for them to follow him. With Zayne at the forefront he holds the door for them. With Xavier being the last to walk in he lets the door close behind him. They all take a seat in the chairs that are around Zayne’s office.

Sylus was the first to start. “So, what are we going to do about our mystery girl?” 

“We all need to be ready for the worst case scenario. With EVER having so much power and money they might find out about her sooner than we would like.” Xavier speaks with his hand on his chin in a thinking position.

“We need to get the apartment part set up first, so we can set up everything in the same day. I won't stand to think of her sleeping on the floor, if what she said about her past was true.” Rafayel declared, no one in the room spoke and there was a silent agreement on what he said.

“I can agree with that. On another note, was it just me that felt that she was very important. I could feel that I had met her before all this. And when I touched her I was shocked and my whole world felt like it shifted.” Zayne said

“Yeah, I felt that too. Almost like if I left her. I would also be leaving a part of my soul behind too.” Rafayel sounding very confused on the matter

“I did get the familiar feeling too. That she is someone that I care deeply about, like I have spent lifetimes with her. But I did not feel my world shift. That could be due to having never touched her. Like the both of you had.” Sylus ponders

That hits all of them harder than they expected. Of the fact they all felt the same way about the same person.

“There is still the fact that she came from another world altogether. There is no way she can fake all of that. Also she knows so much about us and our world even if it is a little bit, that is still too much to not make her a target. Not even mentioning her evol being very rare and powerful. I had to delete the info in our system. That is only part of it all medically speaking” 

Once Zayne was done. There was another long pause of everyone taking in the information that Zayne had given them.

“What is the most important, medically?” Rafayel asked his body was completely tense.

Zayne took a deep breath before answering. “To be short and simple, its her Bipolar disorder, and heart condition. Maybe the Adhd but that is not always so impactful to some people.”

“Why would the Bipolar disorder be an issue? I understand the heart condition part.” Sylus questioned.

“Because if it is not managed it would make her a danger to herself or others. She will need some medication to take daily to keep the episodes minimal. The mania part being where she would be beyond the normal state of happiness or irritability and will need little to no sleep at all. Then there is the depression part where the it could make her suicidal due to it. Lastly, the stable part would be where she is balanced. It's best to stay in the middle most of the time.”

The three looked devastated by the news. After a long silence, Xavier was first to speak.

“That is what her own brain does to her?”

“Yes, it's called a disorder for a good reason. Which is also why she will need identification so she can get that medication she needs. I can't do that being out of my field of study. I only have limited knowledge to begin with.” 

“I can have the identification done. I will need a profile picture for it though. That is also needed to get the apartment to be officially in her name.” Sylus said in a no nonsense way.

“Okay, I can send you the picture we have for her in the system.” Zayne responded, already getting on his computer to do that very thing.

“Sent. My part is done for now. She will also be cleared to leave in a few minutes.”  Zayne said, letting out a big exhale leaning back in his chair.

“Good, I already have someone working on it as we speak.” Sylus getting up from the chair starting to already walk towards of the door.

There was a “Thanks” that came from Rafayel as they all left Zayne’s office.

Chapter Text

Today I can finally get out of the hospital to face my new future, and wasn't that a frightening thought.

I am woken up by a nurse. “Wake up, Ms. Taylor, your discharge papers are done and you should go ahead and get ready to leave soon. You also have 3 people ready to take you home.”

I groan in response. “Give me 5 more minutes and I will get up.”

“Miss you said that 5 mins ago. I will be waiting outside for you.” With that the nurse leaves the room with a hiss of the door. 

Once the nurse left the room, I rolled onto my side and moved like a sloth on a very comfy tree. Once I was up I did the morning routine minus the shower since that was done last night. Grabbed my meager belongings and walked out of the room to see the nurse leaning back slightly on the wall. 

The moment she saw me she said laughing slightly. “Good I thought I would have to pull you out of the bed next.” 

Then I noticed right in front of her was a wheelchair. I was surprised that I didn't see it sooner. 

“You have to be kidding me, I have to still be wheeled out of here?”

‘No fucking way we are almost 50 years or so in the future and they still do this.’

I got into the wheelchair without preamble and was carted away to a side entrance of the hospital. I tried to absorb all of my surroundings. It is cool to see different angles of the hospital then just an image of the front desk. I saw hologram screens and everything screamed ‘we're not in Kansas anymore’.

After about 2 mins we got to the automatic doors that open to the blinding sun and a blue car that looked similar to an SUV but not. It seemed like it was a mix of a few cars, but I wouldn't know since I never had a car, even though I’m 26. 

Rafayel gets out and goes to open the front passenger seat door. When I stood up from the wheelchair. I noticed I had to look up to see his face.

‘ Good gods why the hell are they tall. I would have to climb him like a tree if I want to-no bad down girl we cannot think about jumping on to them like a damn koala. These boys are not yours. Even if I really want it to be true. ’

While I was thinking to myself it was interrupted by a snort coming from Rafayel.

“What are you laughing at?” Putting a hand on my hip.

“You are just shorter than I expected, that's it.” he responded with laughter in his eye

‘I should have known at least one of them was going to tease me about my height–or lack there of.’

“Well it is not my fault that I am shorter. You guys are just built like trees.”

Rafayel then moved to the side gesturing for me to get into the car. Getting in I see that Xavier is fast asleep in the back and Sylus is driving.

“Should I be worried that you are driving?”

“Sweetie, you wound me. I am an excellent driver.”

“I know, but you also treat speed limits as a suggestion. Also, I would like to not feel like my stomach got left behind while you are driving.”

“It’s all good as long as you don't get caught. On that note we are going to a mall to get most of the things you will need for the house. We also need to get groceries afterward. I can have the stuff we get transported to the house within the hour after we get everything.”

“Within the hour–wait you are stupid rich, nevermind.” 

Sylus started driving away from the hospital. I could not believe my eyes with how everything looked like I stepped into a cyberpunk world but more bright and shiny. To be honest I should have expected it to be like this from the backgrounds that were in the game. When Sylus pulled up in the parking lot of the biggest building I have ever seen. It was a combo of multiple skyscrapers back to back.

“We’re here.” Sylus says as everyone was taking off their seat belts.

In my hurry to get out of the car I completely forgot that I still had my seat belt on due to me being very distracted. Once I was out I took in the full view and my jaw would have hit the floor if it could. I hear a soft chuckle from Sylus’s direction. I snap my gaze on the man.

“Why is everyone laughing at me today? First it’s Rafayel and now you.” I almost gave in to the urge to stomp my foot but didn't, barely. 

“Well don't blame me for finding your reaction to be cute. Like you've never seen anything like it. You were doing that the whole way here. I have been holding that in for a while.”

“Well it is hard to travel anywhere to see the sites when you have no money but to pay the bills and what little entertainment that you could get.” I said with a shrug of my shoulders because that was how my life was. (it is what it is.)

That sobered him real fast. He cleared his throat and said “Well we are not letting you have that here.” Then in the soft mummered I hear “not if I can help it.”

‘But for real, if I could have a better life here then I will take it.’  

That is when Xavier cleared his throat to break through the tension.

“We need to start walking our I am going to go back to sleep in the car.”

 With that we started toward the mall, the three of them following behind me.

Once through the automatic doors I could see that the mall does look a bit busy but not so much that it feels like I will get claustrophobic. After some walking and me looking at every store trying my best to not investigate everything I see.

“You know starlight I can feel the amount of nervous energy you are giving off trying to control yourself from here.” Xavier says I could hear the smirk in his voice.

I almost tripped on the word ‘starlight’, but a strong hand stops me from wiping out. I looked to see who caught me, it was Rafayel. Right then noticing how memorizing his eyes look

“Uh…thanks, for the save.” I said breaking myself out of the trance with a shake of my head.

“You can fall in my direction anytime and I will catch you.” He said so smoothly I was not sure if it was just to flirt or a declaration or both. I couldn't tell anymore with them. They are all different from what I expected compared to the game. Some stuff the game has right but there are some little things that seem slightly different.  

Finding my footing he let go of my arm. “So, which place should we go to first?” I said to have the attention back to the reason why we came to the mall in the first place.

“We should go get furniture first, then everything else.” Xavier helpfully added.

‘Xavier I could kiss you for that save’ 

We headed to the furniture store, which I find a little weird that there is one in a mall in the first place. This place could be a Mega-Mall or something since the building is so damn big. 

The other thing I started to notice is the eyes that are staring at us. It was starting to put me on edge. Part of the possessive side of me is wanting to say ‘mine’ but the logical part of my brain is saying that because they are to fucking hot for words.

I look back at them since I am still at the front more less, and notice that they are in a guarding formation. One to either side of me and one behind. ‘It’s like having scary dog privilege.’ I tried my best to not laugh at the thought but looking again at the crowd of people and seeing some of the women looking jealous at me. Which has me shocked due to the fact I am wearing normal clothes if a few days old due to being in the hospital. Before I know it we are indeed in front of a furniture store.

“So sweetie, what type of style or theme are you looking to do?” Sylus asked the dreaded question, because I really don't know. My house never had anything on the walls and the only furniture I had was a desk for my personal computer, a bed, a couch, and a living room table. Even my clothes were always in containers. (hated hanging up anything if I could help it) And now I had to get stuff a normal person would get for a house.

“I don't really know. Maybe purple, red, and black themed?”

“Do you want us to pick some stuff out for you and you tell us if you want it or not? It seems that you are getting overwhelmed already and we didn't even really start yet.” Rafayel said ever so observant when he wants to be.

“Was it that obvious?” I cringed a little at his words because they were too accurate.

“Yes, cutie but you don't need to worry the 3 of us got your back.” Rafayel reassured.

While everyone started to go in multiple directions in the store I started to follow each of them for a bit as they asked me if I liked something or not. Sometimes they knew what I was wanting due to me looking at an item for too long for them only to ask me if I wanted it. When we finally got the last thing which was 5 things past where I would have stopped. Like what was I going to do with all of them? The one I loved the most was the bed. It was the most comfortable bed that I have ever been on in my life. Now the next stop was getting clothes. 

The place I picked was the closest thing they have to alternative clothes–so my dream store. I never had the time or money to fully commit to the look that I wanted to go for. (It's now or never) After being there for about an hour I got 10 sets of clothes and 2 pairs of shoes in the basket. I turned to the cash register area. Then a hand stops my cart. I look up to see it is Sylus looking down at me with a smirk that is always on his damn face.

“Now where are you going off too? The cart does not look full of clothes just yet, kitten.” He says with an almost pur.

“You guys are serious that I have to get a whole new wardrobe of clothes. I have been just fine with 10 sets of clothes with not 1 but 2 pairs of shoes. This is more than enough for me to live off of.” 

“You should know that this amount of clothes does not count as a wardrobe. Right?”

I balked at his words “This is more than what I was planning to get in the first place. How much were you expecting me to get?”

“About at least 50 outfits minimum, not 10.”

“Sylus you have to be kidding me.” I said, pinching the bride of my nose.”That is not a wardrobe that is a mini store.”

“Still not letting you leave with just this for clothes.” He gestures at the basket when he says ‘this’.

Which is when I see the other two boys coming your way hoping that they can save me from this controlling male.

“Hey, is something wrong?” Xavier said with concern, bless his heart.

“Yes actually, Sylus thinks that the clothes that I have is not enough” I point to the cart in question.

“Well sorry to tell you, but he is right that is not enough for anyone to live off of.” Rafayel responded.

‘Honestly, I should have known this might happen with both of them having so much money. They wouldn't know the word normal if it bit them on the ass.’

“This is plenty for the average person.”

“Well you are not normal, starlight, not anymore.” Xavier said so casually like he wasn't shattering my worldview.

‘I guess he is right since I am not in my world any more and this shit don't happen to just anyone–I think.’

“Say that is true, does not mean I need 50 different outfits like this one says.” Pointing my thumb over my shoulder at Sylus.

“If anything he was being tame. I would say at least a 100 outfits and a few dresses, but I would get good dresses from somewhere else if you ask me.” Rafayel pointed out like it was the most normal thing in the world.

‘I am surrounded by rich people that have more money than sense–wait, maybe Xavier can help?’

“Xavier you have to be with me on this. Right?”

“Nope sorry, I am with them on this.” Xavier said sheepishly.

My jaw drops to the floor again for a split second. Then a thought came to me.

“Are you secretly loaded too?” I accessed him

“I have enough money. I don't really pay attention to it that much.” He shrugs 

“I am surrounded by rich people.” I groaned to myself

“You will get used to it.” Sylus said, patting my shoulder. He flinched his hand back too quickly for me not to notice.

“Um, did I shock you?” I chuckle a little bit watching him shake his hand out. 

“Fine whatever, ya’ll win but I am done picking clothes you guys can shop for me or something–but don't, make me regret this.” I pointed at the lot of them.

“I highly doubt that, cutie” Rafayel said flippantly and walked with Xavier going into the fray of clothes.

I notice that Sylus is still rubbing his hand and thinking really hard on something. Before I could ask him anything he turns and followed the others.

After about an hour of watching all of them roam with their own carts that were filled with an obscene amount of clothes in each basket. The only one that was not going absolutely crazy with the task was Xavier, having half of the cart full. When all of the boys were done with shopping they made their way to where I was sitting.

“Since we did this for you, now you have to model some of our choices for us.”

“Please tell me you are joking?”

“Nope, not when it is something I love.”

‘Is that an indirect way of saying I love you’ I shake my head out of that train of thought

“Ok, only one each and that’s it. Then we can go to the next stop.” Already losing the willpower to fight them on this especially  when I am not even paying for any of this.

With a deep breath I mentally ready myself for something that I haven't done in years if not more. “Ok boys, We do this in said order Rafayel’s first Xavier’s second and Sylus’s last. And then we can get phones and then we are gone. I am running low on energy as it is. Got it?”

With mummered agreements I take the outfit handed to me by Rafayel and march to the dressing room. When I close the door and get a closer look at the outfit then I see how many parts there are to this thing. I put on my big girl pants and got changed out of my normal red and black long sleeve shirt and ripped skinny jeans.

First was the booty jean shorts. I have never worn anything this short ever. (mostly because I have lived with my mom for almost 26 years of my life) It came with a belt so putting that on it fit so well on me–maybe too well. Next was the lacey skin tight shirt that had no sleeves to speak of. Then came the normal off the shoulder purple shirt with skulls on them. Lastly came the thigh high stockings and biker gloves with now my purple and black shoes. 

When I finally turned to look at the mirror to get the full effect I was stunned. I looked like a completely different person. The purple and black looked so well on my chocolate skin and my dark purple hair that I always dyed. But looking at my hair closer I see the black new growth from my roots were gone. Replace with dark purple Even my eyebrows were a very dark purple that I could barely notice the difference. 

While I was still staring at myself for I guess too long that I heard. “Hey cutie, are you going to stay there forever? I heard you stop moving for a while now.” From Rafayel, ever the impatient one sometimes.

“Coming, give me a sec.” I say fixing my ponytail and walking out the door.

The moment I walked out the boys looked like they were studded stupid. No one said anything, they just looked at me. I couldn't understand the look on their faces but it was something strong.

“Does it look bad on me–I didn't think so but I can change out of this.” I said with nervous energy.

‘Are they regretting this whole thing?’

“No cutie, you are just drop dead gorgeous in that outfit. I knew it would work but you are a masterpiece.”

‘Masterpiece–me, but the way he said it sounded like he believed it. Even if it is not true.’

“Give us a twirl, kitten” Sylus said, jolting me out of my thoughts. 

Turning slowly in a circle, and facing them again. It was Xavier that spoke next.

“Starlight, you are shining brighter than any sun I have ever seen.” He said this was such reverence. That I couldn't help but smile and blush a little. I believed his words for just a moment.

“Okay, let's try Xavier's outfit next. I don't know about you guys but I am starting to get hungry.”

I grabbed the clothes in front of him and made my way to the same room. I stripped out of the outfit, and examined the new one. This legit looked like the most comfiest thing in the world and the texture is so soft. Xavier really knows what is comfy to a tea.

It was another hoody but it was a dress length. I came with another pair of booty shorts. Which made perfect sense. I don't want to flash anyone–that would be embarrassing. The color was in 2 different shades of green. One was a dark green and the other was a lighter green. Thankfully the greens matched very well with my purple hair. And with similar green shoes. 

‘I swear where are they finding these clothes from. When I looked I didn't see any of this. And thank Gods that this outfit was simple and it didn't have a billion pieces.’ 

I walked out of the room once more. I don't get the same reaction.

“Don’t you look comfy.” Sylus said with a rye grin

“I feel very comfy, Thank you Xavier. I almost want to walk out of here like this, but we have one last outfit.” I walked over to where Sylus was sitting with the clothes in front of him. Grabbing them I see the leather.

‘Of course, the man would pick some leather for me. He does love his leather.’

The only thing that was leather was the skirt. It had the folds to it. Similar to a classic anime school girl uniform. It even came with a spiky belt with a chain connected to it. Next was the pantyhoes to put on. Honestly I should have put that on before the skirt, but I am too tired and lazy to do that. The last two items were a choker with a heart pendent, and a crop top hoody with a shoulder hole on both sides. Putting on the clothes was an experience.

I looked at the mirror and it was almost perfect. The only issue was the guarders that go over the panty hoes (almost forgot to put that on) my confusion with that part. 

“Uh…Sylus I need your help since this is your pick.” I said, swinging the door open.

I hear his footsteps coming torward my room. When Sylus saw me he stopped mid step for 2 seconds. 

He clears his throat and says “Oh, I see the problem.” bent down to one knee.

‘Oh my gods he is in the same position as if he is proposing like in the wedding banner…I kinda miss that I couldn't experience all of them before getting here. However, I did see clips here and there on social media. So, not a total waste.’

“Okay, you are all good to go.” We both walk down together to the other 2 boys.

Once they saw us, Rafayel's comment was immediate. “Well, don't you too look fierce together. The only thing we need to complete this is a red carpet.”

“Well,” I began, “I must say all of you have outdone yourselves. I loved every outfit. Since I am tired of changing I will walk out in this, and no one can tell me otherwise.

Then with that we grabbed all of our stuff. We started to the cash register area. Checked out with an obscene amount of clothes for one person. I see Sylus at the front with a black card and swiped it without any hesitation. I was shocked with that but it is Sylus we’re talking about. Since, I believe he is a trillionaire. 

When I tried to grab a bag it was only to be snatched out of my grasp.

“You guys know that I indeed have two working hands. Right?” I said with a huff.

“There is no need, Starlight. We got this covered.” Xavier said while adjusting his grip on the bags.

We make our way to the car to drop off the clothes. With that we started to look for the phone store. The store had clear glass that can see almost everything inside and there were a few people there talking to representatives already.

We all dispersed to look at different devices. When a man approached looking like a representative due to a few others having matching red shirts.

“How may I help you ma’am?”

“Yes, great that you are here. What tier is this phone? Is this the best you have?

“No ma'am, this is more of a mid-tier phone. I can take you to the best phone that we have.” He said speaking professionally.

But I was already getting a vibe from him and I did not like it. I wanted to wait a bit, to see if I am right. That this dude is going to get real creepy, real fast.

While we were walking to the area he wanted to show me. I notice that he is closer than he should be. He almost brushed my shoulder a few times. While I was only talking to him for 5 minutes max.

“This is the best that we have. I am sure that you’ll love it.” He smiles at me and I have to force myself not to show the disgust on my face.

‘I need to get help asap–wait, the boys!’

I look around and Sylus is a few rows down. He must have felt me looking at him because he looked in my direction after 3 seconds. I gestured for him to come over. Once he started to come in our direction. I felt the Representative take a step away from me. I couldn't help but feel the tension leave my shoulders just slightly.

“Hey Sy, can you check to see if this phone is worth it?” I moved to the other side of Sylus to have some distance from the creep. 

He seemed to understand what I was doing without me having said much. Sylus started to grill the man about everything about the phone and I tuned it out after a few mins and once again started to wonder near other devices. I couldn't help myself. I always love shiny new gadgets to play with. While I was sucked into figuring out the features of the pen that came with the tablet. I completely miss Xavier behind me until he whispers in my ear 

“Having fun, I see.”

That makes me jump and almost drop the pen but I caught it before it could hit the table.

“What the hell you almost gave me a heart attack!” I whisper yelled at him.

And the bastard had the audacity to chuckled at my expense. I walked away from him before I hit him. It might go anywhere but it might help me feel better, but I control myself.

‘I deserve a trophy for not losing my shit at them to be honest.’

After more wandering Rafayel is next to find me.

“Hey cutie, We have everything you need for electronics, you just need to pick a case for two of them.”

“Two? I thought we were just going to get a phone, and get out of dodge.”

He then grabs my hand and lightly pulls me to start walking with him

“Hey, I am walking, I don't need you dragging me.”

“It's not dragging, it's guiding.” Rafayel chided.

Once we meet with the others he lets go of my hand. I immediately miss the warmth.

‘He is a fish, but how is it so damn warm.’

Chapter Text

With tablet and phone in hand. Having been the only bag that the boys let me carry. 

“Hell yeah, finally got everything done.” Pumping my fist in the air.

That is also the same moment that my stomach made what felt like the loudest growl ever.

“Well, it sounds like someone is hungry.” Sylus laughed 

“It makes sense we all did some hungry work. There is food not too far from here anyway” Rafayel interjected.

The moment we made it to the food court my mouth started watering at the thought food just within reach.

“You know you are drooling, sea star?” He said, I wipe my face in response to check and found nothing.

“I was not. I am just hungry–anyway, does this have a pretzel and hot dog place?” I questioned.

“Yeah of course it's over there” He pointed in the direction that had a pretzel image on it.

After everyone got their food we grouped up at a table to eat. Right when I was going to dig into my food. I looked around to see what the other decided to get. Xavier got some chinese food from the look of it. Rafayel got some sea food, some crab and lobster. And Sylus had only a smoothie which was surprising and not at the time.

“Of course you would get some sea food. Do you ever eat other types of food that are not from the sea?” I said before taking a bite out of my hot dog pretzel.

“Hey I resent that. I have eaten other stuff, it is just not up to my standards.” Rafayel says offended.

“Please, even if that is the case you do get stir crazy if you go too long without eating sea food though.

With nothing to say back to my claim he pouted and said “I find it a bit unnerving for a person to know so much about me but know almost nothing about you in return.” 

“There is nothing really interesting about me to really know.” I said with a shrug eating a bit more of my food.

With that comment it seemed to have piqued Sylus’s interest because I could feel his eyes focus on me like a predator observing its prey hoping that it would do something smart like run.

“If that’s so, then how about you explain how the game worked and how you learned so much. Like our fish’s eating preferences.” Sylus questioned.

That made me stop mid bite. ‘How in the hell and I am supposed to tell them everything, what should I even start with?’

I proceeded to explain the bases of the game and the mechanics Also, explained maybe to my detriment on how the fanbase was like and the groups everyone was categorized in.

"So what type of player were you in the game?" Xavier asked, pushing the last of his food to the side.

"Well I was what some might say was a collector. But I was too broke to really get 'everything'. I didn't always look at the memories for the cards either. I would rather look online for snippets of the cards and hidden details.

"Okay that only answers part of the question, What part of the fandom would you be categorized in? Xavier clarified.

"No comment” I said, crossing my arm over my chest.

"Don't be like that, sweetie, it was only an honest question. We are just asking follow up questions. So, how about this question, what is your top 3 love interest?" Sylus asked.

I let out a gasp "That is practically the same question." I put my hands over my mouth before I could incriminate myself more.

"So did you have a rank for who was at the top or bottom of the list?" Sylus pushed even more.

I shook my head with my hands still covering my mouth.

"You know, cutie not answering the questions is just like saying yes" Rafayel said with eyes full of amusement.

I removed my hand from my mouth, tired of being teased within an inch of my life. "I will not stand for this teasing" I said standing to my feet.

“That is okay, you can sit.” Sylus said, leaning back in his chair like a cat that ate the cream.

"I am going to the restroom." I said then marched in any direction that was not at that table

‘I swear to all the gods there are. I am never going to be honest with them again.’

After walking for a few minutes. I stopped in my tracks after I noticed that I had no idea where I was anymore. I looked around to see if there was anything familiar. That is also when I notice the same creepy man that was from the phone store.

‘What the hell–fuck my luck.’

I patted my pockets hoping I could fake a phone call or something to keep him from trying to talk to me. My pockets were empty. I left the phone at the table in my rush to outrun my feelings.

“Hello ma’am, I didn't expect to run into you again.”

“Likewise. ” I said, trying not to sound like I really felt.

“So are you looking for something?” He asked, sounding suspicionally innocent.

“Yes actually, I am trying to find the restroom.” I responded

“Yes, of course I can take you to one.” He said taking my hand, and started to tug me along with him.

“You don't have to hold my hand to take me there. I have 2 working legs that I can walk on by myself.” I said trying to yank my hand from his grip, but if anything he held my hand tighter. 

‘What the fuck does this dude not know the definition of personal space.’

Then after making a right turn I see a restroom sign. “Okay, I can see the restroom, we can stop here and I can let you be on your way.”

“Well miss, I also wanted to show you something before I let you go just yet.” He sounded off and it was giving the vibe of a get the hell out of here like yesterday.

“No, I am completely fine. You can let go of my hand now.” Panic is starting to show in my voice. It is at the same time that I notice that in the next corridor he is dragging me too. The lights are not as bright and it looks like the stores are closed in that area. I started to use my body weight to slow his walking but it was not doing much. I feared that I would dislocate my wrist with how hard he was pulling my hand. That is when I tripped due to him doubling his pace at my resistance and my ass hit the floor hard.

He readjusted his grip in response to my fall. “Okay if you won't go willingly then I will make you," he growled.

“LET GO OF ME” I yelled which started to make the light over head flicker. I looked around to see the guys far down the way we came from. Knowing that help was coming I pulled myself closer to his arm that held mine and bit him. Hard enough to make the creepy man yelp in shock. He shook me off and the movement caused me to hit my head against the tile floor.

‘What the ever loving fuck is with me hit my head on the damn floor.’ 

I groaned in response. I opened my eyes a second later to see the man mid action to kicking me while I was on the ground. Then before I could brace for the impact a flash of light appears at the same time a pair of arms envelop me and then the next thing i know. I am in a different spot with Xavier's worried face looking into my eyes.

Then a blood curdling scream echoes in the empty halls that are cut off short.

I looked over to the sound and I saw that Sylus had broken the man's arm where I could see the bone sticking out.

“Xavier get her out of here!” Sylus commanded not even looking in our direction.

With another flash he teleports us away from them. When my eyes adjusted to my new surroundings. Xavier’s decided to pick me up.

“Xavier’s what the hell. I am not a sack of potatoes.” I protested. He walked for a bit and sat me in a chair like I was something precious.

“You’re shaking, hon does your head hurt? I saw that fall.” He said while gently cupping my cheek.

“How did you guys find me?” I shivered trying to make my body not shake.

“Rafayel knew. I am not sure how but he just said that you were in danger and we followed what direction you went off in.” Xavier explained still not letting go of my face gently rubbing my cheek with his thumb.

I grabbed the hand on my face and held it there. “Thank you for saving me. I don't want to think on what would have–”

“No, let's not think of that right now, and we will always have your back.” Xavier said with a fire in his eyes like he was making a vow.

That is when the other boys come back. When I looked at them I saw that Sylus had some blood splatter on his cheek. “Sy come down here real quick?” Xavier moved out of the way and let go of my face. Missing the touch I choose to ignore it. 

Sylus crouched down to be eye level with me. I wiped the blood off his check. “See?” I said, showing him the blood on my finger. He responded with a small laugh and wiped my now bloody finger with his suit jacket.

“We should go.” Rafayel clipped fighting some strong emotion that could be rage.

I looked around to see our bags from the phone store were on the table next to me. We grabbed our things ready to leave. I stood, and my legs gave up on me, but before I could hit the ground again. Rafayel caught me and picked me up bridal style.

“I can walk.” I said but with no real heat to it.

“No, you can't, and you’re going into shock. Just let us take care of you.

I rested my head on the crook of his neck and did a shaky exhale. I must have started dosing because when I become aware of my surroundings. I am being buckled in the back of the car. Xavier then hops in the car and leans me to rest on him. I noticed that they have me in the middle seat and Rafayel hops in on my other side.

“You can go back to sleep, we can take care of things from here.” Xavier says in my ear with a kiss to my temple.”

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When I open my eyes I see a ceiling fan spinning slowly. I turned my head to the window to see that it was almost sunset.

I look down to see I am in the cocooned in the softest fabric known to man.

I hear some talking in the other room. The door is slightly ajar. I could not understand the words so I silently got off of the bed and creeped to the door.

“You guys shouldn't have pushed her that hard,” Rafayel whispered yelled.

“Don't you think that I know that. I don't need your two cents to make me feel even worse.” Sylus said back barely keeping his voice down.

“You guys need to stop arguing. You’re going to wake her up if you two don't stop. Xavier said at the same volume as Rafayel.

“We need to apologize to her at least. And we can't let that shit happen again. I thought–, Rafayel interrupted himself.

I could not help myself but to leave the room. “You guys don't have to apologize. I should not have ran off like that in the first place.”

“Even if that is true, sunshine it was us that pushed you to that point in the first place.” Xavier said staring holes in the floor in front of him. 

“Okay, how about this? We all fucked up in this. Let's just agree to not do this again. We all need to talk like adults to avoid things like this happening again.” I proclaimed.

They all agreed to my plan in the end. 

“Anyways, while I was out. what’d I miss?”

Chapter Text

‘I need to get everyone to stop sulking,–including me.’

“Well after such a stressful day I declare we have a horror movie night.” I said with the enthusiasm of a child.

“Horror movies? Isn't that a bit bad timing with everything?” Xavier said with a worried look on his face.

“Nope. This is the perfect timing, I need to experience what type of movies and shows ya’ll have. Didn't you guys want me to get well acclimated–on that thought, where is my phone?

“Well, if your highness wants movie night that is what she will get.” Rafayel said with a glint in his eyes which was not there when she first got into the room.

Sylus handed my phone to me and I checked the time. 7:24pm. I went to investigate the house leaving the kitchen for last.

‘Holy shit this place is huge. It makes my old apartment look like a box. I can get used to this.’ When I check the kitchen I see that it was stocked like it was for a family of 4.

“Guys, I think ya’ll gone too hard on the food.”

“We’re making sure that you have enough food for about 2 weeks.”

“I am worried that some of it will go bad. This looks like enough food for a month if you ask me.”

“It will last 2 weeks if you are not skipping meals. Which you were used to from the sound of everything.” Sylus said from the couch.

“Hey, that is so rude, and uncalled for!” offended even if he was correct I would still skip breakfast just because.

I got enough popcorn for 4 people, changed the thermostat to 70 degrees F, and put the two big bowls of popcorn on the living room table, sitting on the other couch away from Sylus. Since I was still slightly upset with him for calling me out earlier for no reason–and I’m petty.

“Well if you like horror movies then I have the best movie in mind. It's called "trapped.” Xavier said, holding his phone to the TV like it was the remote. He decided to sit next to me on the loveseat while the other two took the other couch.

It was a lookalike to Saw. It does make sense, they would have similar things like movies in my world. The concept itself is interesting alone. After getting an hour in I started to get sleepy again. Which confused me when I had just woken up from a nap not too long ago. While I was trying my best to stay awake at some point Xavier leaned my over to him so I could rest my head on his shoulder. When I came to again I noticed that I was being carried–again.

‘Why is everyone carrying me today–eh whatever, I guess.’

I felt myself being placed on the bed. When he started to let go. I did the only thing my sleepaddle brain could think of . I grabbed his shirt and said, "Don't go.” It made him freeze for a moment before relaxing. He kissed my forehead and said, “Always.” That made me relax at his words. I did a happy sign and drifted off to sleep.

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Upon waking up I could feel myself wrapped in beautiful warmth. It was a nice contrast from the cool temperature of the room. I only nuzzled closer to the warmth. I noticed a heartbeat that was under my left ear coming from it.

‘Wait, please don't tell me I was sleeping on a person.’

I gathered the courage to sit up to see if my theory was correct.

“Xavier what are you doing in my bed! I yelled, my face burning hotter than the sun with embarrassment.

“5 more minutes,” he grumbled and had the audacity to pull me back down to him.

I managed to flip my body to face the door, almost making it off the bed only for him to grab me again spooning me. Then I felt it, something suspiciously hard against my back.

‘Oh my gods, this cannot be happening.’ I struggle even more and I hear him grunt in my ear. A split second later the door slams open,  Rafayel comes marching in.

“Save me, I am trapped, " I pleaded with one arm reaching to him. He takes my outstretched arm and puts his foot between me and Xavier’s and kicks him straight off the bed. He pulls me up to my feet in the same motion.

Once I am on my feet I call out to Xavier to make sure he didn't get too hurt from the tumble. ”Xavier, you okay over there?” 

He grumbles in response and says “I was comfortable.”

Rafayel growls, “How about I shove my comfortable foot up your ass.”

“Hmm, sounds kinky.” Goating him even more. I couldn't help the giggle that escapes my lips. I was laughing so hard that I was holding my stomach from the pain of a good laugh. By the time I am done laughing I see them both staring at me.

“What?”

“I have never heard you laugh like that before.” Xavier said, stunned.

“Okay,” I said nervously, “What time is it by the way–I am not sure where my phone is?”

Rafayel pulls his phone from his pocket “It’s 6:50am”

I gasp in complete shock, “6:50am, that is a miracle, that never happens.” I started to pace back and forward. Knowing that can be 2 things that can cause that–well it could be 3 things. I am about to be depressed or manic as fuck or I was finally comfortable enough to sleep with nothing waking me up.(I’m kinda a light sleeper) One being this is the beginning of me trying to sleep 10 hours or more a day. Or this will be the last time I get any real sleep for a while. The last option is like a 1/10 chance of happening because I haven't been that relaxed since I was in elementary school where I didn't have so many worries. So it has to be the other 2.

Rafayel stopped me in my pacing 

“What’s wrong?” worry written all over his face.

“It's nothing, just something I have to deal with,” I said, downplaying the situation.

“You were just pacing and muttering 100 miles a minute. Let us help you.

“Fine,” defeated because I knew it would be much easier to fix with their help. I explain the whole situation and the possible stumbling blocks.

“Well we can get that fixed, we do have a crime lord on our side,” looking very smug while pulling out his phone already typing at lightning speed.

“Hey I don't want to bug him, I panicked, and tried to grab the phone. He only responds by putting the phone high above his head out of my reach. I do a few jumps getting so close to getting it. In my frustration. I stump my bare foot onto his making him come down to me, but I miscalculated he only tosses the phone to Xavier. Before I could do anything, but turn around he sent the message.

“Done,” Xavier said with triumph.

“What the hell! I was about to scold them when the phone rang. Xavier pressed the answer button and putting it on speaker. 

“Everyone can hear you.” Xavier said, smirking at me with quiet laughter in his eyes.

Sylus’s voice rings out from the phone. “Ok, so what happened? You said that it was about Mercy?”

They quickly explain the issue that I was having. “Well I can pull a favor and have a physiatrist to see you today. We need to deal with this asap. Also, I have your identification and bank card with me so after your appointment you can stop by. I will have the twins pick you up in an hour. You should already know them to some degree. Right?”

“Yes I know them for the most part. But you don't have to do all this. I can just find a doctor in Linkon. Right?

“Kitten, it won't be done as fast as you think with a physiatrist from Linkon. I won't trust this type of thing to just anyone.

“But–”

“This is not up for discussion,” with that the line went dead.

‘Well fuck you too.’

“We should leave then so you can get changed, your clothes are in there,” Xavier pointed to a closed door to the right of me.

Fine, whatever,” I groaned. Well at least I get to meet the twins–wait the twins. I have to meet the agents of chaos. This is going to go very bad or spectacularly good. I can feed on chaos like the best of them.

‘I really hope they are not going to be assholes like some fanfic versions of them there are.’ 

I decided to wear something comfy. I wanted to put on a similar outfit that Xavier picked for me but a different color. I saw the red and white hoody dress and had to pick that. I put a black t-shirt on and shorts. The guys only got me booty shorts. Thankfully I do have some normal jeans too. 

Once I was fully dressed I grabbed the door handle, took a deep breath and let it out slowly, and opened the door.

I walked in to see both of the boys on the separate couches.It was when Xavier saw me first. I saw the cutest blush ever, even his ears were red. Rafayel noticed the change and looked back at me.

“Oh, well I see why Mr. Stoic was blushing like mad,” quirking one eyebrow.

“Well, it’s not my fault that I want to be comfy today.” I stepped more into the living room and noticed my phone on the table. Checking the battery. 79%. ‘Not bad my old phone would have been half dead and that’s without using it.’

We all ate some breakfast that Rafayel made. Xavier tried to help with the food but I stopped him at the pass.

“Xavier, if that food is going to stay edible then we only need Rafayel to cook it. And I know that you live off of takeout most of the time. You can set the table if you really want to help, okay.

Looking like a kicked puppy he did set up the table. Rafayel cooks eggs,sausage, and toast. Which was not bad for someone that only likes sea food. I kept my thoughts to myself. Once I was done eating. I leaned back enjoying the feeling of a full stomach. I hear a ping coming from my pocket. Taking it out to see a message from Sylus.

Sylus: Twins will be at your apartment in 10 minutes.

I decided to message him back and not just put him on read since he is doing me a big favor.

Me: What type of car will they be in?

Not even a 10 seconds later I get another response.

Sylus: It’s similar to a black insurgent. You won't miss it. 

Me: Got it. 

I pocketed my phone. “Well the twins will be here in 10.”

“So, how much do you know about the twins? You seem very relaxed about being whisked away to the N109 Zone. It is rather a dangerous place compared to Linkon.”

“Well the biggest thing about the twins is they are chaos incarnate. Not to mention that Kierian loves to drive like a mad man with the 9 realms of hell is 2 inches from his ass.”

“Oh I want to see that.” Then at that moment Rafayel’s phone went off. He checked it and groaned in response.

“What? Is it Thomas? Are you behind on a painting again?” I stopped when I noticed that I was grilling him.

“Whoa, slow down, are you trying to be my manager?” he said while holding both hands up as to stop the onslaught of questions. “For real you have done too much research on me. It almost seems like you like me a lot to be so in the know.”

“That info was not that hard to find–,” Then I was stopped by a ping from my phone in my pocket. “Well saved by the bell I gotta go. see ya’ll later.”

While I was walking down the stairs, I noticed I forgot something very important. ‘Shit I forgot my keys before I left. Well, too late now and I could ask Xavier to let me in the house.’ At that thought I pulled my phone back out to message him. 

Me: Hey, I didn't bring my keys with me before I left. Can you hold on to them until I come back?

I reached the bottom of the stairs. I was greeted by the biggest car I have seen in my life.

‘What the fuck is that. Why are they using this for a normal trip?’

I walked over to the big thing when the tinted window for the front window began to roll down. I see the same bird mask that was in the game. 

‘Do they really wear that thing everywhere?’

“Hey you’re Mercy. Right?”

“Yup thats me”

Once I opened the door to the thing (it is too big to be called a car) I struggled getting in but managed–somehow.

“For a second there I thought one of us was gonna have to help you up,” he half laughed.

“Shut up Luke. it's not my fault I am not built like a damn skyscraper. I huffed, putting on the seatbelt.

“Huh, I guess the boss was right that you might know a bit about us. But how did you guess right without even looking at us?”

“Lucky guess? Or maybe, it was the personality that gave it away,” I shrugged.

‘Don't be suspicions Don't be suspicions–wait why am I memeing in my head. Fucking pay attention girl.’

“So, how much do you know about us?” Kieran inquired I can hear a bit of doubt in his voice.

“Not much, just that you guys are chaos incarnate and love to do pranks. Unless the last part is wrong.” Hoping that they don't find it weird that I know about them.

“Damn straight. Well the boss told us to take you to a doctor appointment and then bring you to HQ. We also know that you can’t fight so we will tag along to make sure you stay in one piece…mostly.”

“Ass.” I grumbled but loud enough that they could both hear.

After a few minutes of driving. The car got dark all of a sudden.

“Well shit, there really is no sunlight in the N109 Zone”

While staring out the window seeing almost nothing then I start to seeing some buildings. That looked old, if the paint job says anything. Before I know it we stop in front of a bigger building than the others. The two immediately hop out and I scramble to follow suit. 

Following behind them. One of them holds open the door. We walk through to see that it is rather clean and better than I expected. One of the twins says something quietly to the lady at the front desk. We start walking further in the building.

Stopping in front of what looked like a normal office door and not like one from a hospital.

“Here is your stop, just yell if you need us,” Luke said, giving the shooing motion.

I grabbed the door handle and saw my most likely temporary psychiatrist. I look to see a woman in a dress shirt and pants sitting at her desk.

“Hi, come in, take a seat, I heard that you have a bit of an emergency.”

“Yeah, I guess you can say that. But so far I am doing good. I just don't know when that will change. I was taking medication for my bipolar, but haven't been able to for a while. So I am kind of starting over.”

So the question and answer session began trying to be as vague as possible. She does not need to know what is really going on. After what felt like ages she prescribed me 3 medications. That should work together with no issue. She of course is doing a titration method.

When I stepped out of the office I saw the twins playing cards on the floor. They looked at me a second later.

“Oh good, you're done. Do you have the paper so we can pick it up?” Kieran said getting on to his feet

“Yes, will it be that quick to get it?” 

“Yeah if you have the right connections which the boss does have.” Luke said, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

The twins were not kidding when they said that we could get it fast. I got the goods after 10 minutes of waiting. Before I knew it, we were on our way to Sylus’s place. I was getting more and more nervous by the minute.

‘Holy shit, I will get to see the mansion up close. I will need to act like it was not my first mansion in my life besides trick or treating. So, no jaw hitting the floor, not this time, no siree.’

A big ass house was coming into view and if I was honest it was fitting the creepy vibe the N109 Zone was giving off in the first place. I looked down at my outfit.

‘Oh my god, I was in the brightest fucking thing possible walking around like nothing was wrong. What the fuck happen to “when in fucking roman.’

Mortified, I covered my face with my hands and groaned.

“Oh she finally noticed her outfit. Kieran, you owe me 10 bucks. Hand it over.”

“Fucking fine,” Luke said, digging in his pocket to hand over the cash.

“Why didn't either of you say anything? Ugh I was so damn stupid.” I half whined

Kieran shrugged his shoulders and said, “eh, It was more fun that way”.

“So, what was the bet?” I said too curious to know how Luke lost.

“Luke bet that you won't notice until we get to HQ. I bet that you would notice before we got to HQ. But you noticed so I won me some cash. Thanks by the way.”

“You two are insufferable already. And I only just met you two in person. Not even a day in.”

“Yet, you’re still here.” Luke said with a grin I can hear in his voice.

Once the car stopped, I immediately moved to slide out of the car (the car is really that tall) I noticed the twins were not moving.

“You taking this baby to the garage?”

“Yup” They both responded at the same time.

With that I closed the door and walked to the two big  doors and rang the door bell to the right. Not too long after, giving him time to get to the door. When it opens to see that he is in his red robe.

“Do you always wear your robe in the house?”

“I do when I just got out of the shower.” He said with a smirk. He moves to the side to let me in. Thankfully I started moving and not melting into a puddle on the floor. 

‘Oh my gods Sylus in the shower I would–no bad, no horny.’

I looked around to see the long hallway we were going down that led to the kitchen. 

“Hey, aren't I only here to get my new ID and bank card? You could have just had the twins to bring that with them. You must be busy after all.” Before I could ramble some more he stopped me.

“Yes I could have given it to the twins, but I also wanted to start your training. On the other hand I also wanted to see you. So it is a win win.

‘Ahhh he wanted to see me. If he was not in front of me, I would fucking swoon.’

“Wait, I am not in the right outfit for a workout.”

“Oh we are not getting physical this time. We are doing gun training today.”

‘Did this mother fucker just make an inuendo?’

“Okay, That is good.”

‘So not good, I wanted to get hot and heavy with him. I swear being near him makes my libido wake up with full force.’

We walked a bit and went up some stairs. Very grateful he is leading the way because I would have gotten lost after leaving the kitchen. (have no sense in direction sometimes)

He opens the door for me into an office room. He walked around his desk and grabbed two cards and handed them to me.

“Thank you for doing this by the way.”

“There is no need to thank me. It's something easy for me to do.”

“Question: is there a banking app or something to track the money you gave me to budget and whatnot.”

He shows me the app and the password and to change it to something I can remember. Once in the app, my jaw hit the floor. The amount of zero’s on the available balance was astounding. 

‘I would never make even one 16th the amount of this.’ I stopped counting the zeros after 5.

“Sylus this is too much. What am I even going to do with this amount of money?”

With a serious look on his face. “Do what you want with it. It is yours now, and I am not taking any of it back either.” 

I opened and closed my mouth a few times, but nothing came out. I know that Sylus is stubborn as hell when he makes up his mind. I gave a huff and said. “Fine…You win this time.”

“Yeah, keep telling yourself that.” 

With that comment he makes his way to the office door. To not be left behind I begrudgingly follow him. After going down two sets of stairs on what fell like the other side of the damn house. Almost bumping into him due to looking around the place. He stopped in front of a door with a keypad. When the door opened to a legit shooting range. Even had a few different types of guns ranging from a pistol to a sniper rifle. I could only whistle at the sight.

“Damn, there are some people that would call this a wet dream. So what are we going to start with? Keep in mind I only have seen people shoot in movies.”

“I was counting on that. We are going to start with a basic pistol. And I will say this before we start is when you aim your gun at someone you are shooting to kill or at least make your shot count.”

“Now aren't you full of encouraging words,” making sure that he can hear my sarcasm.

“What can I say? It's a gift.” Making it sound like I gave him a compliment. 

Handing me the pistol from the wall, he led me to one of the shooting lanes. He then gave me the run down of how to hold the gun before I did much of anything. Once I did my first shot, I somehow hit the target. I did a little celebration dance with barely being conscious of the gun in my hand.

“Whoa, sweetie no dancing with a gun in your hand if you don't want to shoot yourself or anyone else by mistake.”

“Sorry I just didn't think I would be able to shoot the broad side of a barn for my first try. Maybe its because I have a good teacher.”

‘Or shit I did not mean to say that last part at all.’

“Well I just want you safe and doing so would make you be able to handle yourself if needed. You did say that we fought together in that game of yours.”

‘Why does he need to be so sly with his words? He is making me fall for this version of him. How is this even fair?’

“So how long have we been here anyway?” 

Checking his watch he responds, “About 2 hours”.

“Damn my feet should be aching I never stand with no issues for 2 hours”

‘Did other aspects of my body change when I went through the portal?’ 

“Well,” interrupting my thoughts. “We should eat something.

That is when my stomach makes a sound. I am not sure if he heard it but he smirks and starts walking to the door. I hurry and put everything down on the table to follow him.

‘I wonder if he is going to cook for me. In the game he seemed to know how to cook at least.’

After a little bit we made it back to the kitchen. I couldn't hold my questions anymore. “So are we going to cook together or are we getting takeout.”

“We can cook together, unless you just want to watch me cook,” giving me a knowing look.

“Hmm, watching you cook sounds tempting…Nope not this time. I vote for the first option.”

“Then you can cut the carrots and cabbage.” sliding me the vegetables in question.

Grabbing a chief knife I started cutting the carrots first. After getting the first one done is when Sylus interrupts my cutting.

“Kitten, you are not doing it right let me show you.” He said while going behind me and holding my hand that still had the knife. I froze like a deer in headlights.His body was flush with mine.

‘Oh my gods how am I to focus when he is this close–ok girl you can do this.’

He did smaller cuts then what I was doing and after a minute or so. The jury is out if the moment was too long or too short.

After that I was stiff as a board. I was so lost in my thoughts freaking the fuck out that, and all of a sudden pain. Rubbing my poor forehead, it dawned on me. He just flicked my forehead. 

“Earth to Mercy, are you still with me?” waving a hand in front of my face.

While rubbing my poor forehead I said “Ow you didn't have to do that.”

He started to ramble getting fast as he talked “Yes actually I did. none of the other ways was working, and I wanted to say sorry for earlier being in your personal space li–.

“No, you didn't do anything wrong. I was…I was…Okay let me be honest with you. I was just busy trying to not freak out and failing miserably. I am just not used to anyone touching me, period. I guess you can call me touch-starved. At least that I read about–look at it like this when someone I like touches me I want more of it, while simultaneously being afraid of it. Make sense?

“Yeah it does. Does that mean you like me? We could always do exposure therapy? Since you missed out on touch for so long. But that is just a thought.”

“Yeah that is not a bad idea. Just not in public don't want people believing something that isn't true.”

“Okay. we can play it by ear, best to not force something like that.. I am not going to push either even if we both agreed to it.

‘He is such a gentleman–and I have permission to touch him sometimes.’

He checked his watch and did a big sigh.

“As much fun as we are having, I have work and meetings in a little while. I wish we had more time.”

“Really? Time does fly when you are having a good time. But you are not a trillionaire for no reason. Are you going to have the boys take me home?”

“No, I will do it. How do you feel about motorcycles?

‘Are we going to ride his motorcycle home? This going to be the scariest and the best day of my life’

We made our way to the garage and I was shocked by the amount of cars in here. I really need to not be surprised since he is stupid rich. I heard Sylus make a soft laugh. I hope he finds me to be real funny. I was still starstruck at the different vehicles. Being distracted almost walked into Sylus again. (I really need to pay more attention. At this point I am going to walk into something and break something expensive.) 

Sylus steps aside and while gesturing to the bike he said “This is one of my pride and joy. This baby can beat anyone in any race you can name.”

“So you've done racing before?”

“So there are something that you don't know about me.” His smile was beautiful. I also like his smirks but this was genuine joy at talking about his bike makes me have warm and fuzzies.”

“Well I have never been on a bike like this before. So we are doing a lot of first time things.”

“I am glad to be of service.”  Handing me a helmet.

I grabbed it and was trying to figure out how to put it on, I heard a snort from him. He grabs it from me. “Here, let me help you.” He turns the helmet around and puts it on my head. Then he put his on “Much better, also there is a mic in the helmet so we can talk to each other without yelling.” I could hear his voice in my ear.

“Cool, I heard something about this being a thing, but I just never saw it in real life.”

I hopped on the bike after him and knew the drill before he said anything. I have seen enough movies and people on the back of bikes, holding the driver by their middle. (I sure as hell don't want to fall off.)

“Well you at least know the first rule to not fall off.” I can feel like he is enjoying this way too much. He started off slowly with getting out of the garage. It was only when he started to go faster did I hold him with a death grip.

I heard a soft laugh in the headset then he said. “Kitten, are you trying to get into my skin there?

“No, I am too worried about not falling off” I was grinding my teeth. I was starting to get worried about my fillings getting grinded away.”

“Just making sure but do know that I wont let you fall off. I am a great driver.” Sounding vain as hell and I know he is doing it on purpose to help calm me down.

“Yeah for someone that drives like a maniac, sure.” I quipped.

It took a shorter period of time to get back home from the N109 Zone. Maybe due to him not listening to yellow lights (thank gods he stops at red lights)

I tried my best to carefully get off the bike. (it took 2 tries to do it) I handed him the extra helmet. Which he decided to get off the bike too, and took it from my hands, placing it on the bike with his.

“Arent you worried that someone going to steal it,” I questioned. thinking back to him almost gushing about how good the bike is.

“Nah I have a tracker on it if someone does,” he shrugs like it didn't matter either way and having full confidence.

Both of us walked up the stairs and were almost in sync with our steps. Once we got to my door I thought of doing something flirty, kinda.

“I want to thank you for the help and everything, I can bet that we are going to do more training at a later time. Yeah?”

“Yes, And make sure to bring an extra set of clothes with you too.”

I opened the door, faking like I was going to walk in when I stopped and turned around. “Hey, Sylus, let me tell you something in your ear. He bent down to my level and kissed him and ran for it, and closed the door behind me.

Even if it was a peck on the lips, my heart was beating a mile a minute in my chest.

‘I can't believe I did that’

That is when I heard a ding from my phone still in her pocket the whole time.

Sylus: Should I be calling you little mouse instead of kitten? Next time you want to run you could have told me. I would have been more than happy to catch you.

Me: Then why didn't you this time?

Sylus: Because it is more fun to see you run it makes it all the more satisfying when I do catch you. Little Mouse.

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“Something smells good. Is that roast pork? I've learned how to cook a new dish. Would you like to try it?”

“What happened to the pip-squeak who wouldn't even pour me a glass of water? What has changed you? I should've talked you to become a hunter sooner.”

“Caleb?! I thought I wouldn't see you until tomorrow at least.”

“What's wrong with comin’ home early to spend some time with you and Gran? Wash your hands. Let's eat.”

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“What's wrong”

“You wouldn't understand even if I told you, pip-squeak. Forget it.” He said while ruffling my hair then he continued, “We've been outside for too long. Gran's going to be worried.

“You're doing it again. Go inside by yourself. I'm not your sidekick.”

“Fine. But hide the blood on your sleeve before heading inside. Since you're grown up now, I won't cover for you this time.

‘No, Caleb, come back!’ 

I opened my eyes to see that my right hand was reaching out to the ceiling. “Fuck, not again.” I have been having the same dream 3 nights in a row. “What the hell is going on with me?” I get out of bed and check my phone on my bed side table. 

10:07am

Well I should get my day started. It is so nice to not have to work--even if it is a bit boring with nothing to do.” I’ll make something quick for breakfast. Still hearing Sylus words from him calling me out for the habit of skipping meals. (aka. breakfast) I did know that is not the best thing to do--but still. Just thinking about him reminds me that I have to start really training with him in two days. With that fact I am stuck between being anxious and excited about that.

On one hand I am anxious about what I did the last time I was face to face with him.

‘Like what possessed me to think that I was not going to play with fire when doing that to Sylus of all of the boys, but to be honest I think all of them would have similar reactions. All 5 of these boys are fucking feral.’

But I am excited to see what will happen. Like is he going to retaliate in some way. I would bet that he will.

Once I was done with my food. I decided to put on the news. A few minutes later I was starting to get bored. They were mostly talked about wanderer outbreaks and how the Hunter's Association comes and deals with it but, they would also kick the newscast people out so people can't really see what is going on. Which makes sense but it is hella annoying. And with that it killed my mood for watching tv.

‘I wish I could get out of the house--wait I can. Xavier gave me my keys the next day after I came back from the N109 Zone.’

“Alright, new plan. Exploration time. Maybe I can find the destiny cafe. Maybe even a park, I did see in the game that the park was very pretty even if I am not much into nature.”

Now with that thought I get ready to leave the house and make sure to take my keys and cards with me before leaving the house.

I walked out of the front gate, and pulled out my phone. After a few swipes I found the equivalent to google maps I started to follow the directions to The Destiny Cafe. After what felt like forever of walking I finally made it to the cafe.

‘I should be ready to pass out. I almost walked a mile into the city and that was without using the bus-but I didn't know how to use the bus just yet sooooo.’

Walking in looked like a normal cafe until I looked to my left in the fair corner of the shop and I saw the chair and table that I know too well.

‘Holy shit, it is just like the game!’ I hit myself in the head. 'Of course it is like in the dumbass you are practically in the damn thing.’ Now after literally hitting myself out of my shock. I look to see what type of food they sell here. 

I ended with a croissant egg and cheese. While enjoying my food I was scrolling on my phone looking at funny cat videos with the earbuds that one of the boys sneaked in without telling me. (but I am not mad about it)

After about an hour had passed, I started to get antsy. I got up to leave and checked around looking for the door entrance. I noticed a creepy looking dude that was giving me bad vibes. Being here barely a week, I have been right on my bad feelings that I get from people. 

Without preamble I leave the store to search for a public park to test if the dude was going to follow me. After looking for the nearest park called ‘Linkon Park’, which is 2 blocks away from me. Following my GPS to get there. Of course when I get moving it has to get busier that I even had to slip past some groups of people to get by here and there. The only good thing is that it will make it easier to get away from the creepy dude.

And if not summoned by my thoughts I see him in the corner of my eye in a different group of people in the direction that I just came from.

‘Why the fuck do I have to be right? Okay, I have to think. I need to get him off my tail and I can't book it home because he will know where I live if he does--no lets not have a panic attack because of valid paranoia.’

I find the front gates to the park that have an obvious ‘Linkon Park’ sign. When I entered I saw a birthday party going on by a-'is that a guzebo’. Ignoring my shock that happens to fucking often for my liking. I see a bench that has nobody near. I sat down to pretend that I am on my phone but looking out for the dude that was following me.

‘I need to call one of the boys for help. As much being a damsel in distress irks me, I don't see much of a choice. And I sure as hell don't want to die here. (barely even a week in too)’

I pull up my contacts to message on it and I start to message Rafayel.

Me: Hey, can you meet me at Linkon Park? I have a dude trailing me.

After about 10 minutes I was about to lose hope that he would see it. That I get a response.

Rafayel: On my way.

I let out a relieved sigh. That is also when I see the same fucker in the corner of my eye again.

‘I am not sure if this guys is either terrible at stealth or he is doing this to fuck with me.’

About 25 mins of being bone stiff, I get a ping from my phone.

Rafayel: Where are you?

Me: Near the birthday party.

I looked around expectantly, when I spotted him. I wave my hand like I am waving down a taxi. Once he gets closer I walk into him and almost collapse on him from the stress of the last almost hour. A few moments after holding him I froze.

‘Shit I just hugged him without even thinking the fuck.’

“Well, happy to see you too. Let's get you out of here.” Him being sly as hell he guides me out of the park not letting go the whole time. When we made it out. He gilded me a block in going the same direction I originally came from. Then I noticed him again at the corner of my eye.

“Why the hell does this guy wont get the hint?”

My comment makes Rafayel chuckle in the tense situation. “That is what stalkers do, sweetheart.”

I don't bother giving his comment a response. “um, you know that you are still holding me, right?”

“Yes I can let go if you want, just give say the word.”

“No, it is fine I just wanted to know if you were doing that on purpose or not.”

“Of course, I don't do things for no reason. And we are going to turn in here. Please stay as quiet as possible.” We turned into an alley and stayed just out of sight of anyone. Hopefully the stalker didn't spot us.

Seeing that he was waiting for a response from me, I just nodded once. When my nervousness was about to get the better of me was when we heard it.

“I don't know where she went? I know what I am supposed to do, I don't need you lecturing me on it. You know what, bye.” The moment the dude starts to walk past our alley way. Rafayel grabs the man and pulls him past us when he hits the ground. Rafayel moves around the fallen man in a flash with a wickedly sharp knife to the man’s throat.

“You are going to tell us why you were following her,” Rafayel growled.

“I-I did not do anything. I am n-not a threat to you,” The man studdered

I walked away from the wall I was leaning on. Already getting irritated with the man. “Then why were you following me from the cafe to the park?”

“Is that so?” Rafayel tilts the knife a little where it knicks him making a drop of blood trail down his throat..

“I am telling you the truth that I didn't do anything.” He pleads 

“Ok then, Rafayel growls “Who sent you to follow her?”

“I don't know? I was just doing what I was told.”

“Which is?” Rafayel I started to see some smoke come from the knife. “The more half truths you tell the hotter this knife gets”

“I was not going to hurt her or anything. We were just told to keep tabs on her. I am telling the truth,” the man begs.

“How much do you know about her?”

“The only thing that I know is someone higher up wants eyes on her at all times. I only know where she lives and that is it. Now that is all I know I swear.”

Rafayel removes his knife and says. “Fine, get out of here before I change my mind.”

With that the man scrambles to his feet and booked it out of the alley way like hell was on his heels. (maybe to him it was) Starting to think about what the man said about someone who was interested in me that was higher up made my stomach drop at the thought.

“We need to have a meeting with the others about this.” I said the thing that must have come across his mind too.

Rafayel gets up from his crouched position turning to face me. “Yeah I was thinking the same thing. I have a car not too far from here. Everyone can meet up at my place.”

Once we made it to his car which was an annoying orange sports car. After entering the car. I made a group chat with everyone and messaged everyone at once. 

Me: Emergency meeting at Rafayel’s place tonight

12:47pm 

‘Man, time didn't even pass long enough for this much shit to happen in about 2 hours.’

After getting the affirmative from most of them. I stared out of the window the whole ride. Before I knew it I must have fallen asleep. When I came to it was Rafayel waking me up. Getting out of the car I did a stretch while looking around. Everything is very clean here too, and I can smell the sea breeze in the air.

Following Rafayel into the big ass house before I get left behind. “Is this whole place like an estate? I don't see any people around.”

That makes Rafayel turn around and starts walking backwards

“Yes, this is all mine. I need the space and quiet to make my art. So what do you want to do since we have the time to waste?”

Thinking hard on his question. “I want to take a walk on the beach. I can smell there is one nearby. I never got to really go to one in person before.” Rafayel tsked, walking up to me and said “Now, we can't have that, you are going to love it.” He grabbed my hand tugging me along.

When I started to see the beginning of the beach. I couldn't help but gasp at how beautiful it looked. If Rafayel were not holding my hand I would have stopped in my tracks. The sparkle on the water was almost blinding. And the water was so clear. And the sand looked so pristine, it was like picking the best parts of the beach and putting it right in front of me.

“Beautiful huh, I knew you would like it.” I looked back at him with a bright smile on my face. “No kidding, it is so pretty I would want to go swimming, but if I went in I would start to drown the moment nothing was under my feet.”

In complete shock Rafayel blurted out. “You don't know how to swim? How is that even possible?” 

“Easy, You just have to not live near the sea and have no access to pools.”

“That sounds like hell.”

“Nah it was fine. It's hard to miss something you didn't have. At least for most things, but enough of that. I want to run an idea past you before the rest of the guys come over.”

He stopped walking to face me. “Sure, hit me.”

“I think the person that has such an interest in me and everything is Caleb. I highly doubt it could be EVER–which I won't entirely rule out but that is a low possibility. If I am right he would have the ability to keep an eye on the ground while using his rank and power as a colonel. My only question is how did he find out about my existence when we have never met.

“Maybe he felt a pull to you. That is what I felt before I met you in the hospital.”

“If that is the case then how would he pinpoint where the pull is coming from within a few days. I do know that he is smart and hella obsessive but still–not to mention the fact I am not MC.”

“That may not matter anymore because you are here and that other person is not.”

‘Then there is the fucking toring chip. I wish we could do something about that.’

“Also, what about the chip that could have interfered with it too, but I guess not. It does make me sick that the Fleet even does that to their own people.” I shivered trying to warm myself with my hands even with it feeling a comfortable 80-ish degrees just a moment ago.

“What chip?”

“Oh, you might have known about that. The chip is something that seems to erase/suppress intense emotions when the person feels them too much. Like happiness, joy, rage and so on. All in the name to get rid of weaknesses. Which is sick, that is removing what makes a human in the first place.”

Rafayel's face paled as I spoke. After a moment of silence he said. “And in the short period of time I know you. I can bet you want to save him even if he is the one stalking you,” he snorted.

My mouth dropped to the floor. “I didn't even say anything like that.”

“You didn't deny it either, cutie,” he softly laughed at my reaction. “I say it is time we go inside to keep our mind busy on something else since we can't go for a swim right now.”

Walking back to his house he just opened the door without even using a key.

‘Of course he does not lock his damn door, for someone with a bounty on his head you would think he would at least lock his door.’

He moved to the side to let me in first. I let out a whistle with how spacious everything was. I turned to face him and said “Can I see your art studio?”

“Not many get to see my art studio.”

“Yes, that is why I asked.” Starting to get nervous I started to backpeddle. “I mean I am not forcing you to do it or anything.”

“Okay, I will put you out of your misery, come on.” He starts to go farther into the house. I follow trying to track the turns we made.

Stopping in front of an unnecessarily big door he pushes it open to a very messy room. It had canvases big and small, all of the place, some that are half done (from the looks of it) There was one canvas that caught my eye. It was an abstract painting and it looked like it was made with such sadness. I was not sure how I could tell that it was a sad painting.

I walked to it, trying my best not to step on the crumpled pages on the ground, or knocking over cups full of paint brushes. When I stopped in front of the painting I said. “This painting is so sad. What made you paint this?”

“I had a dream or… a memory that compelled me to make this.” His voice sounded distant even though he was right next to me. Just like the memory itself put him back there.

“Sorry, I didn't me-”

“No, it's fine. I didn't expect anyone to understand that painting with such accuracy. But enough of the sad stuff, let's make something beautiful to balance it out.”

“What are you planning to paint?”

“I would like to paint you”

“Why? And I thought you didn't do portraits.”

He rolled his eyes, “just because I don't tend to make them, doesn't mean I don't know how too.”

“Well…Fuck it. Sure you can do it.”

The next few minutes he positioned me to sit on the window bench. Having me look out the window. Which had a view of the beach, which now made sense that this was his art room if he had this type of view. After a while of staring at the view I started to get sleepy again. It was so peaceful that I couldn't help myself.

When I come back to the world of the living again. I looked out the window to see the sun was setting already. I stretched and looked around to find Rafayel still in the same spot painting.

“You are still at it. Why didn't you wake me?”

“Didnt want to, and I got 2 painting done while you napped.”

Getting up I went around to see what he made, and I was stunned. They were beautiful. “Well, I see why people go crazy about your paintings. You made me look so pretty. ”

“This is what I see.” 

“I would say that you need to get your eyes checked, but that might be the reason you are so good.

Rafayel does a soft laugh, “Well it is almost time for the others to come, we should make some dinner before then.”

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Hey, guys, I wanted to give an update. I have still been working on this fic and trying to improve my writing skills. This is my first fanfic that I have ever made. 

I am not sure if I should remake all the other chapters. Because I love and hate them right now. Sadly, I will most likely only be able to post once every two weeks with how this is going. And I have been working on this every day. I love this fic so much that I have no problem doing that. 

I just wanted y’all to know this story is not abandoned.

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