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Saturday, June 15, 2013:
It's 0:56 AM.
This leaves Rin with less than five hours to try and get some much needed shut-eye, and none of his usual methods have even gotten close to doing the trick so far (including that one trusty breathing technique that has never let him down before).
Shit.
He's going to be absolutely screwed in the morning, isn't he...?
With an irritated groan, he rolls over onto his side and blindly reaches for the phone he had left teetering — pretty damn precariously, at that — on the edge of his bedside table. Once he has successfully managed to locate it, unlocking the start-up screen and propping himself up on a bent elbow is a comfortingly familiar motion. But launching the browser application, activating the keyboard function, and then lightly tapping the address bar in order to select the "X"-key (which, in turn, immediately pulls up a list of suggested websites) is decidedly not part of his evening routine. At all.
In fact, it's so unusual for Rin to visit this particular website that it takes him an embarrassingly long time to remember his X-SPOT username. And the matching password, for that matter.
Once he has managed to securely log into his account, though, he finally allows himself to check out the most recently added videos on the main page. A whole slew of ridiculous titles, such as IT'S MY BIRTHDAY AND I'LL CUM IF I WANT TO and BUSTING MY LOAD IN THE WOODS, eagerly vie for his attention there. And, as he had grudgingly come to expect (after years of browsing free pornography online), not a single one of them manages to catch his eye. Not even the particularly hilarious sounding I LOVE OTTERS all the way down at the bottom of the page.
Undeterred by his initial lack of success, Rin simply opens up the [FAVOURITE VIDEOS] section under his profile tab and selects one of his all-time favourites instead. It's — quite aptly, really — titled MY COCK, and it had been uploaded to Kenta23's channel roughly three years ago. The title of the video is admittedly just as lame as all the others on the site (and with its 3:17 minutes it's a rather frustratingly short thing, as well), but the breathy noises escaping the fit-looking Japanese guy featured on-screen never fail to coax Rin into full hardness by the end of it. That's kind of why it's one of his absolute favourites, you know?
After shifting into a slightly more comfortable position, Rin hastily slips a hand underneath the elastic waistband of his sweatpants and gives his growing erection a couple of encouraging strokes. It's a little on the dry side, to be honest, but the drag doesn't bother him enough to warrant fishing the bottle of lotion — and a bunch of tissues, for good measure — out of his bedside drawer just yet. He's far too busy watching Kenta23 show off his long legs and toned physique to the camera, anyway.
A one-night stand isn't something Rin can afford to even consider, actually, but he's pretty sure he wouldn't mind inviting Kenta23 out to dinner nonetheless. They could get to know each other a little bit first, right...? It'd be pretty nice to find out what kind of stuff they've got in common (if anything), and where they'd eventually like things to go (if anywhere). There's nothing wrong with taking things slow, is there?
Nah.
They'd figure it out. Together.
Well.
If only 'Matsuoka-senshu' — renowned Olympic medallist (including an individual silver, to boot), and resident poster boy for the Japanese National Swim Team — had any hopes of ever convincing somebody to put up with his relentless training schedule, that is. Not to mention the constant need for complete and utter secrecy, which is kind of the whole reason he occasionally has to resort to watching pornography in the first place.
It's just so easy to pretend that he actually knows this guy already. And, subsequently, to imagine that he'd been sent this video privately.
It is all embarrassingly clear in Rin's head: Kenta-san is a little bit older, he has significantly more experience in these matters, and he doesn't mind showing a rookie like Rin the ropes at all (because Rin is a damn quick study, if nothing else). They do their best to maintain a fulfilling long-distance relationship, occasionally exchanging nudes and short little videos in an attempt to bridge the hundreds of kilometres between them. And it just works, somehow. Rin has finally found somebody he can truly let his guard down around, in the strictest confidence, and he's no longer half as bothered by the restrictions and isolation that come with his lifestyle as he used to be.
It's perfect.
In the privacy of his bedroom, there's nothing stopping Rin from letting himself believe Kenta23 really is making a show of stripping off his underwear to please — and tease — him. Not a single thing. So, that's exactly what Rin does. And he has actually gotten incredibly good at it over the years, because he's rock hard and positively aching by the time the guy finishes undressing himself. For Rin.
As expected, however, the video reaches its end far too soon.
Biting the inside of his cheek in frustration, Rin finds himself impulsively opening up one of the suggested videos listed underneath the comment section of MY COCK. The tiny thumbnail doesn't look particularly promising, though. It's just a run-off-the-mill shot of a boyish-looking, milky pale twink (in an absolute eye-sore of a bright yellow sweater) riding a slightly obscured partner.
No, it's the title that had unexpectedly managed to catch Rin's eye: HERE'S ANOTHER WITH BLUE7SE FOR YOU GUYS!!!!
The very next thing to capture his attention is the fact that the video in question had only been uploaded — by a certain Pengin4U (whatever the fuck that is even supposed to mean) — a little over a week ago, but it has already managed to collect an impressive amount of votes and comments. The whole thing is a respectable 19:20 minutes long, as well, and there's a short-but-sweet description of its contents:
Undeniably intrigued, Rin hits the [PLAY] button.
Pengin's camera appears to have been set up on a bedside table of some kind. It's focused on the headboard of a single, metal-framed bed. Blue(-chan...)'s lean profile is sitting up against the pillows, in a pool of navy-coloured sheets, and he's wearing a pair of faded grey briefs that hadn't been there in the preview image. The angle of the camera only reveals the lower half of his face. Even so, it's easy enough for Rin to discern that the guy has a very strong jawline, a rather smallish mouth, and dark hair that seems to just about cover the back of his neck and the very tips of his ears. His chest is completely bare. And he's absolutely stunning.
He isn't quite as toned as Rin is, of course, but very few people outside of the world of professional athleticism ever are (and Rin isn't that into bulging veins and/or muscles, anyway).
Either way, Blue7SE is definitely something else. He might even be a little fitter than Kenta23.
Spellbound, Rin watches Pengin's so-called 'roomie' lazily palm himself through the fabric of his underwear. Until Pengin, himself, enters the frame and lightly bats those openly hedonistic hands of his away.
Despite the fact that Pengin isn't really Rin's type, exactly, the cheeky little twink is still pretty damn easy on the eyes. He has endearingly round cheeks, an equally cute little button nose, and an even sweeter smile. His light blond hair curls slightly at the tips (and could undoubtedly be gathered into a very fetching little pony tail at the very back of his head, if required). And he has perfect, pearly white teeth.
Unfortunately, though, he is still wearing the same ugly zip-up sweater Rin had spotted in the thumbnail. Along with a pair of pyjama bottoms that look way too big on him: pale blue ones, with some type of stylised fish pattern printed practically all over them.
Rin half-suspects the awful monstrosity actually belongs to Blue. Who is, for all intents and purposes, quickly turning out to be a good deal taller than the nimble little Pengin. And quite clearly doesn't have a single drop of '-chan' — or any type of effeminacy, for that matter — in him at all.
Unlike Blue, though, Pengin doesn't seem to be all that fussed about showing his face in front of the camera (even if some of it inevitably gets hidden by his hair as he makes himself comfortable in between Blue's legs). He also doesn't seem to have any trouble tugging the waistband of Blue's underwear down and fitting his broadly smiling lips around the entirety of the freshly exposed cock in front of him. Like he has already done it a hundred times before. Or a thousand times, even. And the way Blue automatically reaches down to cooperatively brush Pengin's messy fringe out of his eyes certainly speaks volumes, as well.
As if drawn there by a magnetic field of some kind, Rin's own eyes immediately hone in on Blue's erection. It's impossible for him to make out any real details (whenever Pengin comes up for air, so to speak), of course, but it kind of looks like it's a nice — fairly average, for its owner's presumable age — size: neither too big, nor too small. Its upper half appears to be slightly pinker in hue than the base (with a deliciously flushed-looking glans), and the whole thing is a little curved towards his stomach.
It's an extremely attractive looking cock, honestly.
And it's also very, very, very hard.
It'd been pointing straight up at the ceiling — completely unaided, at that — and visibly throbbing along to the beat of Blue's heart from the very second it had been freed from its confines, in fact. In a way that most of the men starring in Rin's [FAVOURITE VIDEOS] on X-SPOT could probably only ever dream of achieving with so little stimulation. Including Kenta23, even.
To top things off, Blue's pubic hair is very neatly trimmed. Just the way Rin likes it best.
Fuck.
Rin is just about gone for this guy already, isn't he...? He really has to remember to bookmark Pengin4U's channel at some point. And spend a little time digging up every last video featuring Blue7SE, while he's at it.
The sight of Blue's rigid length is actually starting to make Rin's mouth water a little, to be honest. And the hand down his pants is already mimicking the rhythm of Pengin's bobbing head completely of its own accord (even though Rin is undoubtedly going to regret his decision to forgo the lotion any moment now), too. To make matters even worse, he's having quite a bit of trouble recalling a time he had ever seen two X-SPOT members move together as naturally as Pengin4U and Blue7SE do.
Pengin just seems to know exactly how to coax Blue's spread thighs into twitching and trembling for him in appreciation. Except, there's absolutely nothing one-sided about it. There's a definite — and 100% genuine — give-and-take going on. It's all so very playful, in a surprisingly tender and heartfelt way, and they look so incredibly comfortable with each other. And they're only just getting started, aren't they?
It's all kind of making Rin feel (more than) a little envious, really. In an absurdly turned-on kind of way.
A good six-and-a-half minutes into the video, though, Pengin suddenly decides Blue's gorgeous cock has had enough of a warm-up. He gleefully lets it bounce back against Blue's stomach with a startlingly loud — and very wet — smack, unabashedly wipes his mouth clean with the back of a hand, and then promptly crawls right up into Blue's lap. Clearly unsurprised by this abrupt turn of events, Blue simply welcomes Pengin into his arms with a fond little kiss to the very tip of Pengin's nose. And then he makes short work of removing Pengin's pyjama bottoms (and the pair of alarmingly pink boxers Pengin had apparently been wearing underneath them), before kicking his own briefs off. For good measure, most likely.
Once they're both completely naked (from the waist down, at least), Pengin eagerly gets comfortable on his new perch while Blue retrieves a bottle of lubricant from somewhere in between the pillows behind them. It's a bottle Rin is extremely familiar with, as it happens: Durex Play's Massage 2-in-1, a water-based lubricant with aloe vera.
Interesting.
For the next couple of minutes, Rin attempts to — just as expectantly, perhaps — commit every single second Blue spends meticulously preparing an impatiently squirming Pengin to his memory: from the increasingly sharp way the muscles in Blue's stomach contract whenever Pengin passes a thumb over one of his nipples (in a pretty blatant attempt at sabotage), to the way the pair keeps trading ridiculously sweet little Eskimo kisses throughout the entire thing. Eyes closed and jaws slackened, affectionately touching the very tips of their noses together in between short little breaks where they don't appear to be capable of doing anything other than simply breathing into each other's open mouths.
And unsurprisingly, their first real kiss steals Rin's breath away just as effectively.
It's so slow, so tender, and so loving — and so very distracting — that Rin nearly misses the telltale way Pengin shifts his hips to align himself with the head of Blue's cock. He doesn't even fully clue into what is happening on-screen until the backs of Pengin's thighs have already met the front of Blue's hips (and there isn't a millimetre of space left between their bodies anymore). And it takes him a ridiculously long time to realise he can now make out a little more of Blue's rather attractive profile, too.
An unruly fringe, parted just enough to reveal a glimpse of slightly furrowed eyebrows. High cheekbones, dusted pink with arousal. A sharp, elegant nose. Impossibly long, pitch-black eyelashes. And starkly contrasting, almost defiantly bright eyes.
Grey, maybe. Teal, like Sousuke's. Or a particularly stormy shade of blue, even.
Fucking hell.
This guy is positively unreal, isn't he...?
Meanwhile, Pengin has apparently decided it's high time to take things up a notch. His movements, though, couldn't be any further from the things Rin had unconsciously been expecting of 'bareback' and 'riding into the sunset'. Instead, they're actually much closer in nature to the languid kisses Pengin is still occasionally trading with a contently humming Blue. The lucky little bastard just seems to have melted right into Blue's welcoming embrace, somehow, and has begun steadily moving his hips back and forth to an inaudible beat.
It's surprisingly laid back, too. There's nothing hurried or demanding about it. He's just barely undulating his pelvis, real slowly, without moving up or down.
Whatever it is that Pengin's doing, it's undeniably graceful and intimate. It almost looks like he is preforming some kind of sensual belly dance routine for Blue, really, who isn't at all shy about showing his appreciation by alternating between massaging the small of his partner's supple back and encouragingly grabbing handfuls of his pert little ass. Pengin seems to really thrive under Blue's roaming hands, too. And, eyes squeezed shut in concentration, he gradually ups the pace — and his range of motion — until their tame dance eventually resembles something far more seductive and carnal.
Rin, for his part, hasn't been this aroused in a long time. A long, long, long time.
He has never actually had more than a pair of his own fingers — shamefully unsure (and barely two knuckles deep), at that — up his ass, and it hadn't even been particularly pleasant, but that hardly stops his belly from flooding with warmth at the mere thought of possibly getting to ride someone just like this one day. 'Into the sunset', and everything.
Especially somebody like Blue7SE.
The guy just kind of appears to have an inexhaustible supply of self-restraint, you know? He's clearly 100% content to let Pengin call all of the shots. His hips never even seem to buck upwards in an instinctive bid to leave the mattress. In fact, he has barely even moved. And he hasn't once tried to rush things along (the way Rin has seen plenty of amateur porn stars do to lithe little things like Pengin), either.
He's being so very patient.
Gentle.
And attentive.
Although he does eventually rid Pengin of his awful, headache-inducing sweater. And then, when he's finally done chucking the atrocious thing to the floor, he briefly whispers something hot and incredibly intimate-looking into the only visible corner of Pengin's — perpetually smiling — mouth. It's nigh-impossible for Rin to make out any of the words without turning the volume up (which isn't really an option for him at the moment, unfortunately), though, but it had obviously been a spontaneous endearment of some kind. Maybe even something stronger.
Even so, the striking duo continues to be surprisingly quiet. For a pair of hot-blooded individuals shooting a home-made video in one of their very own bedrooms, that is.
Rin can't help but wonder if they're being mindful of the neighbours (or, perhaps, another occupant of their shared residence). Pengin does tend to let out a breathy little whimper every couple of seconds, but Blue always seems to be right there to swallow any particularly loud noises up. With a hungry, open-mouthed kiss. Or two. Of his own.
Oh.
Blue might've accidentally slipped up....?
At the very least, it'd explain why Pengin — who kind of strikes Rin as a very vocal and noisy individual, if nothing else — hadn't responded to Blue's whispered comment in any way at all. Verbal, or otherwise. And it would also account for the fact that the two of them hadn't exchanged a single word up until then (a good sixteen-and-a-half minutes into what Rin can only describe as out-and-out lovemaking, no matter what the 'friends-with-benefits'-tag is so futilely trying to sell him).
Neither of them seems to be particularly bothered by the fact that Blue had broken character, though. Perhaps it's some kind of game for them, then? A challenge. It could even be a feature of all their videos together, for all Rin knows.
Nevertheless, Rin is hooked: Pengin4U and Blue7SE have got him completely wrapped around their joint little finger. And the realisation that he's kind of beginning to develop a tiny little online crush on Pengin's 'Blue-chan' — as shallow and artificial as the thing may be — is not an entirely unexpected one, either. It had probably been inevitable, hadn't it? The title and the description of the video he is watching definitely suggest Rin is far from the only one with a particularly strong interest in Blue7SE, after all.
And this is, of course, the moment Pengin decides to start riding Blue. In earnest.
Blue's splayed palms as good as immediately settle themselves on Pengin's hips in response, encouragingly stroking and lightly squeezing the skin they find there — without attempting to impede or control any of Pengin's movements, mind you — while Pengin braces himself on the headboard for support and throws his head back in a near-silent moan.
It's all still unexpectedly tame, and as unhurried as two healthy young men steadily approaching their orgasms can possibly be, but there's no denying it: they're teetering on the very brink of outright fucking now.
Pengin manages to keep it up for an admirably long time, too. His climax finally hits him, without his cock ever having been touched (courtesy of Blue's perfectly curved and angled cock, no doubt), roughly eighteen minutes into the video. The first two spurts of his release seem to land squarely in the middle of Blue's chest, and the rest of it gradually dribbles down in between their bodies. It's kind of a little hard to make out, though. But he is moaning just a touch more openly than before, now, even if Blue's hungry mouth still goes a long way to muffle the majority of the noises he's making.
Thighs visibly shaking with the effort required to keep moving right through the peak of his pleasure, Pengin stubbornly refuses to slow down until Blue is following him over the edge — with a barely audible groan of his own (that unsurprisingly goes straight to Rin's groin, of course) — at 18:56.
As the steady movement of Pengin's hips inevitably stutters to a halt, Blue's otherwise impeccable composure does crack.
There's an unmistakable thrust, for starters. And another.
And then Blue is outright heaving Pengin's entire body upwards — like he might not be a complete stranger to the bench presses and barbell bicep curls Rin is rather famed for being partial to, after all — in search of just a little more friction, just a little more sensation, until he's completely finished filling Pengin up with every last drop of his own release (and they're both gratefully sinking into the pillows behind them, at last).
Rin finishes a split-second later, himself, abruptly shooting his load all over the inside of his sweatpants. "Shiiiit," he groans, hurriedly burying his face into the fleshy part of his upper arm in a fruitless attempt to stifle the involuntary noises bubbling up from his chest (which is kind of feeling a couple of sizes too small for his lungs right now, at best). "That was insane."
By the time he's finally capable of opening his eyes again, however, the video has already stopped playing. And he has missed the last 25 seconds of it.
Damn it.
Cleaning up and changing into a fresh pair of pants feels like an absolute drag, but Rin somehow manages to struggle through it. And once he has finally crawled back into the pleasantly crisp refuge of his bed, he rewards himself by watching the rest of the video. It's nothing spectacular, though. Blue had simply guided the mess of his and Pengin's tangled limbs all the way down to the mattress (without pulling out, it seems), albeit very carefully, and had then proceeded to pepper Pengin's flushed face with tiny little kisses until the image predictably faded to black.
As a result, Rin suddenly feels a little bereft.
On a whim — and, perhaps, in an effort to distract himself — he decides to leave Pengin4U a heartfelt compliment:
He had hesitated — just a tiny, little bit — before hitting the [POST COMMENT] button, though, because the words his orgasm-addled brain had supplied his fingertips with are roughly 300% more candid than he is accustomed to allowing himself to be. But in the end, he hadn't been able to come up with a reason not to go through with it.
Where's the harm?
It's completely anonymous. No one — aside from Sousuke (who really has no business browsing gay pornography in the first place), perhaps — would even recognise the username Rin had chosen for himself back when he had first signed up for an account on X-SPOT.
There's no risk involved here at all. None whatsoever.
So, Rin bites the bullet. And then he immediately logs himself right out, of course. Long before he can even begin to regret any of his uncharacteristic actions.
It's 1:34 AM. By now.
He closes his eyes.
Sighs.
Waits. For his racing heartbeat to settle down. And for sleep to come and claim him. For a little while, at the very least.
And when his long-overdue slumber gets interrupted by the remorseless beep-beep-beep-beep of his alarm clock — at exactly 5:00 AM, that very same morning — he wakes up feeling surprisingly clear-headed and refreshed.