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  1. maniacdotmp3 on Chapter 2 Thu 09 Oct 2025 05:11PM UTC

    is it my birthday or something or why am i being spoiled like this

    they’re incredible goddd [I trust myself to make the right decisions. Rarely.] to set the scene and then [Felix looks at him, flushed and glittering, and Chris cups his hand behind his head. "Felix." // "Chris." His voice is as watery as his eyes. "Please."] UGH it comes together so marvellously. of course he’ll say yes even though he shouldn’t even though this is wrong and bad and felix doesn’t really want it, not the way chan has been wanting it forever and ever. his guilt spiral is so hypnotic and queasy. how bad he feels, and how he does it anyway. he needs to safe his baby :-( every time he called him baby i died…… the freudian collapse of his brain. guilty and ashamed and wanting forever.

    [He doesn't want to magic Felix into loving him.] :-( which also —> of course felix doesn’t share the same hesitations. he’ll drug himself to get chris to fuck him so they belong to each other now. deep agonised sigh

    [A slow, tight fit. Felix's breathing ragged as he struggles to take him] of COURSE this is how he’s been imagining it…. 😵‍💫 my god this chris bang study is immaculate. cinematic. felix is probably going to be hurting for hours and hours and chris will just have to keep working him over to make the pain go away and keep him alive……. ACHING. thank you for writing this, miraculous as always 💘

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    1. Baldaquin on Chapter 2 Thu 09 Oct 2025 07:12PM UTC

      Birthday girl or just that special? The world may never know. 💗

      I'm so happy you love them and Chris in particular, all that guilt and shame is so much fun to play with especially when Felix doesn't have any of it. Chris would have happily pined away forever but Felix went and took things in his own hands and now he can't. Now they'll be together forever and isn't that what he's wanted? 🥰 You're so welcome darling, I hope it made a good day even better.

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