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  1. Lovelyj on Chapter 11 Wed 09 Dec 2020 09:43AM UTC

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    The part where we just blame it to ourselves thinking we're not enough, that's really heartbreaking. Its hard when we don't know where we stand, perhaps it could be the reason why our confidence will go up and drop lower. Probably because we think we don't deserve happiness and that's why we struggle.

    I have been able to read the new update, it was really calming despite of the hurt of their experiences in life. I'm glad to see Jae's beginnings with Dowoon and it makes me wonder why not them? Why did he gave up? How did he come to love Sungjin? I really hoped it was them from ups and downs then maybe Jae wouldn't give up because he's afraid of Dowoon's disappointment. But he has Younghyun now so he might've thought he isn't important/needed anymore.

    Although right now, I do hope BriWoon would stay together. Younghyun needs Dowoon.

    Thank you so much for still writing, it let us know that you're not giving up in life. Keep writing and I hope it'll release even the little pain you're feeling in your heart. We'll always be here for you. I apologize for late response, I couldn't open archive for the time being.. and I hope you're doing well today too.

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    1. Batteryafter on Chapter 11 Wed 09 Dec 2020 10:12AM UTC

      It really is heartbreaking when you feel like that. You become lost and sometimes wonder why you're still here. We think there isn't a point in helping ourselves anymore..

      I wanted to show that Jae and Dowoon were close but unfortunately, even the nicest people can hurt someone without knowing. I will go more in depth with this in later chapters. The next chapter will show more about Jae and Sungjin and Jae's struggles with his feelings with Dowoon. It's not that Dowoon is a bad person, because he is doing the best he can.

      There are going to be some struggles coming with DoBri but nothing that will end in heartbreak. Younghyun will finally confront Dowoon about something that's botherd him for quite a while.

      Thank you. People like you give me a reason to keep going. It seems small and insignificant but..like many of my characters, I've never really experienced nice people until I forced myself away from the people who hurt me. As much as it scares me that someone will yell at me for my writing..it's my main outlet other than singing.

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