Yeah, I don't know it just seems everything is too much, but for everyone everything is perfect and I'm like 'wtf is wrong with me, stop being dramatic and get over yourself', but I don't know, everything that was supposed to make me feel unconfortable just make me feel nothing. The only thing I feel is just panic that I'm doing something wrong, and it always seems that I'm messing everything up. (I ended up writing, a lot, hehe) (And I'm sorry if that's not exactly how u feel, I thisk I ended up getting 'excited' that someone understood what I feel)
Yeah, I always thought that I see everything different, and other people would never understand that, and I was simply a weirdo who didn't get people's feelings.
Superhero2010 (Guest)
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May 202104:10PM UTC
I guess I didn't understand people's feeling because I'm bad at feelings and emotions although people say I'm really good at it. I know the feeling of thinking you're alone in this world because to be honest I still think I am. I know when you don't understand or when someone don't understand you you just feel like 'maybe it's me, maybe I'm the weirdo'
Everyone says that I'm good at getting people's feelings, and I was like 'how canI understand what others are feeling if I can't even understand what I am feeling'. And always that I do something that I think I messed up, it's like my voice is in my head and is always calling me an idiot, or I think something I didin't want to think, It's like there are too many parts of me and I can't just get them together.
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