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I Hate it Here
Draco Lucius Malfoy
29 January, 2003
Generally speaking, Draco Malfoy considered himself a fairly relaxed person. Despite his childhood tendencies, there were few things that could evoke any real emotion from him. Embarrassment, pride, anxiety, nervousnessāhe had grown out of them all.
His therapistāthe one he and every other Auror employed by the American Ministry were required to meet with twice a monthāmight call it a trauma response. Some nonsense about an abusive father, daily torture by a madman who had lived in his house, and the fact that he had forced himself to cut ties with everyone who had ever cared for him. But Draco liked to think of it as maturity.
He had, one might say, a unique aptitude for self-control.
And it wasnāt a bad thing. Dracoās penchant for occluding or self-isolation made him incredibly efficient at his job. He was quick in the field, ruthless in an interrogation room, and his time as a death eater had given him a unique gift for stealth.
He had killed before. Several times, if he was honest. But it had been in the line of duty, as an Auror, not as a soldier in a vigilante group of blood supremacists. When the life of an innocent civilian was at risk or a duel turned deadly, Draco was the one they called. He had never once failed to prevent a casualty when tasked to do so.
They also sent him on the riskier missions. With few friends and only one living family member, Draco was more⦠expendable than most. He had lived undercover in a vampire colony for nearly six months in 2000, and when a Muggle mafia bust went awry in 2002, he had taken several bullets to the chest and still managed to put every one of them down.
In essence, he had a reputation. He was good at his job because he was able to handle any potential conflict on the field without fear.
But it would seem all that was really a load of shit, because the moment he heard her name, all of his āfearlessnessā disappeared.
When Draco woke that morning, he believed he had time. He knew it would happen eventually, but heād had every intention of prolonging the inevitable for as long as possible. And for most of the day, he had believed he was in the clear.
Robards had given him the grand tour of the facilities, a rundown of their active casework, and a detailed presentation of his new dutiesāeverything had gone perfectly.
Until the man clapped him on the shoulder and said,Ā "Malfoy, I do believe youāre going to fit in nicely here. Youāve got the talent, the attitude, and I couldnāt be more confident leaving this department in your hands."
Draco fought against every instinct to keep his expression neutral, unwilling to show how much the words affected him. āThank you, sir. Iām honoured for the opportunity to prove myself.ā
āYouāll do great. Now, the only thing left is the bureaucratic stuff, Iām afraid. Iāve got you all sorted here, but youāll need to head upstairs to International Magical Relations to finalise the rest.ā
āPardon?ā Draco was certain his heart had stopped beating. āI have toā¦ā
Ā "I know, I know. Bloody annoying. But since youāre coming from overseas, Hermioneās got to oversee it all and check you in. Shouldnāt take too long."
His stomach lurched.Ā "Hermioneā"Ā He nearly choked, his head shaking involuntarily.Ā "Er, are you sure? Couldnāt Iā"
Robards laughed, utterly unbothered by his reaction. āPotter. Or Granger, I suppose youād know her as. They got hitched after you left. I donāt know if that made the papers where you were. Sheās the head of the department now, anyway. Come on, donāt be a wuss. You can handle it. Sheās really not that scary.ā
Draco didnāt bother correcting him on any of that. His chest felt tight at the thought. Potter. Hermione was a Potter.
Of course, he knewāhow could anyone not? Harry Potterās wedding to the Golden Girl had been splashed across front pages worldwide. For months, heād not been able to buy a cup of tea without being bombarded by congratulatory headlines.
Of course, he knew she was married. He also knew sheād been promotedāthree years ago.
Still, hearing it aloud, like that, in conversation, felt like a knife twisting in his ribs.
"Right,"Ā he answered, forcing out a dry laugh. It didnāt feel funny.Ā "Upstairs, you said?"
"Level fourteen,"Ā Robards confirmed with a nod.
Brilliant.
Draco cringed, racking his brain for any excuse to avoid goingābut he turned up empty. The only thing left to do was listen. Listen and go upstairs.
~*~*~*~*~
Draco made it to the Department of International Magical Relations within eight minutes of leaving Robardsās office.
It was dreadful.
He had lived in England his whole life, had been to the Ministry more times than he could countātagging along with his father for ālessons,ā standing trial as an adult, and on a handful of other occasions best left forgotten. But in all of his twenty-three years, never once had he taken a lift that felt so painfully empty. Theyād always been filled to the brim, hardly room to breathe, and every ride had taken ages. But today, heād been the only rider. Not a single companion to delay his arrival. It was as if the entire Ministry had conspired to make his procrastination impossible.
When he finally reached the departmentās entrance, he exhaled in relief. The space was massiveārows upon rows of cubicles, desks stretching out across the entire floor. A maze of parchment piles, enchanted memos fluttering like restless birds between stations. The sheer scale of it was perfectly overwhelming. Draco had no idea where to start searching for his office, which meant heād be able to waste ages searching for it.
For a few moments, he wondered how on earth Hermione had managed to become head of such a department at their age. Then he remembered who he was thinking about. Of course, Hermione had managed it. Only she was brilliant enough to achieve something so improbable.
Draco moved forward, deliberately slow, weaving between desks with an air of idle curiosityāthough it was more a stalling tactic than anything else. Half of the workstations appeared empty, the other half full. He wondered if that meant their breaks were on some sort of schedule, or if there they were all off doing important things across the world.
Hermione had always wanted to travel the world.
They had talked about itālate at night in the castle, when the world had felt much smaller and their future far more tangible. She had this brilliant, though utterly wild idea of selecting a language or dialect at random and allowing that to determine where they would go. She wanted to spend a few months or years on every continent.
Draco had always been fairly certain her dream was born of envy for him. His parents had required fluency in at seven different languages growing up. And heād taken a certain pride out of flaunting such knowledge over the course of their travels together years ago. Hermione, for all her attempts at subtlety, had made it no secret to him how annoying she found his knowledge. To Dracoās amusement sheād always insisted they could only travel places where neither of them (read: Draco) spoke the native tongue.
As he meandered through the room, eventually Draco came upon an enormous map of the world. It had to have been at least eight metres long, and it was plastered across a significant portion of the wall. He stopped for a moment, examining it, and Draco couldnāt help but wonder if Hermione had ever managed to make that dream a reality.
Then, abruptly, he stopped in his tracks.
His fingers dragged across his face as he exhaled sharply.
Are you fucking joking? His mind reprimanded him.
Five minutes. Youāve been on the same level as her for five minutes, and youāre already losing your bloody mind.
You sound like a stalker.
She asked for space. Told you to leave. And you didnāt listen. Youāve come back when she never asked you to. You cannot do this.
Draco shut his eyes for a second, fists clenching at his sides as he took a slow, measured breath. He needed to get a grip. He needed to get control.
Because if he didnāt, this entire thing was going to go up in flames.
And it couldnāt.
It really, really couldnāt.
āFocus,ā he muttered under his breath, opening his eyes.
Draco thanked Merlin no one was around to have seen moment of lunacy. Before he gave anyone the chance then to notice him, he forced his feet to move again, pushing forward. This time with determination.
There was no turning back now.
Draco followed the rows of desks down the hall until he finally found one occupied. A man sat hunched over a book, rifling through the pages with absent curiosity. Draco glanced down at the nameplate on the desk.
āEr, Quinn?ā
The man in question looked up, his brow furrowing as he took in Dracoās presence. āYeah, thatās me. And you are?ā
A few years ago, the idea of walking into an office in the ministry and not already being known by name would have been shocking to him. Before the war, the Malfoy name had carried weight. His father had ensured their gold lined the pockets of nearly every department head in the building. Their family was notorious for securing the proper pureblood agenda. After the war, it was for their trials. Whether by his fatherās reputation or the humiliating spectacle of his downfall, for years heād only imagined everyone would still be wary of them.
Now, Draco found a strange comfort in hoping his face no longer seemed to carry the same level of infamy.
Offering a tightābut not entirely disingenuousāsmile, he answered, āDraco Malfoy.ā
āOh!ā The wizardās book slipped from his grasp, landing with an awkward thump against the desk. Draco fought back a cringe. āYouāre here to see Herāuh, I mean, Ms. Potter. She said youād be coming by.ā
āDid she?ā Draco hadnāt meant to ask, but his traitorous mouth seemed to be moving on its own accord.
āYeah, sheās out for lunch right now with Mr. Zabini. She told me to let her know when you arrived, but, er, I donāt actually know where they went. I think it changes every time.ā
āReally?ā This time Dracoās question had been a little more conscious, though he still wasnāt sure how to process the information heād been given.
Hermione had known he was coming.
But what did that mean? Was she angry? Anxious? Apathetic? Merlin, he would take anything over indifference, but maybe that was better?
He hadnāt even known they were meeting today until Robards had told him. But Hermione had known. Had she needed to prepare? Of course, she needed to prepareāthis was literally her job. Yes, but prepare to see him?
Draco thought he mightāve preferred some time to prepare. He really had no idea what to expect when they were in the same room again.
āYouāre welcome to take a seat if youād like, Mr. Malfoy.ā Quinn gestured towards a small waiting area, where four mismatched chairs were arranged in a corner. āSheās usually not long.ā
āThanks.ā
Draco walked towards the chairs, fully intending to sit and wait. But the moment his robes touched the seat, his body rejected the idea entirelyāhis muscles tensed, and he found himself back on his feet in an instant.
Sit still. He needed to sit still. But he couldnāt. That would make this worse. That would make him worse.
His foot tapped restlessly against the floor. His fingers raked through his hairāhe hadnāt brushed it since this morning. A part of him thought that was logical, wasnāt it? It had been a long day. And yet, another part of him, the part trained in decades of pristine Malfoy presentation, cursed himself for looking unprofessional. What would Hermione think of him?
Likely nothing, seeing as sheās married.
Right.
Yes.
Obviously.
Dracoās teeth sank into the inside of his cheek anxiously. His hand ran through his hair againāmaybe he had time to fix it if he justāNo. Donāt be daft.
Right.
Yes.
How much time had passed since he left Robards? An hour? Salazar it felt like an hour.
He glanced at the clock on the wall.
Fourteen minutes.
Fuuuuuuuck.
Draco exhaled sharply, forcing himself into motion. Pacing helped. Or at least, it was supposed to. He needed to get a grip.
He started moving down the length of the space, his steps sharp and his fingers twitching restlessly at his side.
āStronzo. Deficiente. Stupido idiota.ā He tried to focus, the words hissing out of him, fast and low. He knew no one would be able to understandāthat was the point. A Malfoy would never, under any circumstance, admit to their own shortcoming, his father had drilled into him. Malfoys do not apologize or accommodate. For the most part, Draco complied with those guidelines. At least, in English he did. Other languages were a different story as long as no one around him could speak them.
After a while, he wasnāt sure if this was actually helping, but Doctor Harris had said to distract himself when he started spiralling. Italian was supposed to be distracting, wasnāt it? And reprimanding himself gave him a sense of control. āSei bravo. Ricordi cosa ha detto il dottor Harris? Andare avanti. Lei ĆØ andata avanti. Sei andato avanti. Ć dannatamente patetico se non l'hai fatto. Sei una triste scusa per un uomo, Draco Malfoy. Puoi farlo. Puoi parlare con lei.ā
The more Draco walked, the more his mind raced, and he couldnāt help cursing his unpreparedness. More bled from him, each word growing sharper. āAvrei dovuto pensarci prima. Che cazzo ti aspettavi? Imbecille.ā
Yeah, itās not fucking working.
āMalfoy?ā
Draco froze. Entirely cut off. His breath hitched and, for a horrifying second, he was fairly sure heād stopped breathing altogether. This isnāt happening. This cannot be happening.
Squeezing his eyes shut, he hoped to Merlin that she wouldnāt be there. That that wouldnāt be her. Maybe, if he didnāt look, she would simply vanish. But when he turned, his stomach plummeted.
Shit. Merlin failed.
āYeah?ā The word barely escaped, rasping out before he remembered to inhale again.
āAre you⦠alright?ā Her voice sent a jolt through him and Dracoās mind practically melted, scattering every rational thought. Hermione Granger stood in front of him. After nearly six years, there she was, real, solid, and his heart stopped.
She was beautiful.
She had always been beautiful. Draco had known it since the very first time she spoke to him on the Hogwarts Express. At the time heād been too trapped by his fatherās teachings to admit it aloud, but nowā¦
Now it was different.
Hermione was dressed in a crisp white oxford, its sleeves rolled to her elbows, paired with loose, expertly tailored trousers and a dark blue cardigan. The look was effortless. Professional. As though this was her real jobāwhich, obviously he knew it was her job. But half the time Draco had woken over the last five years and worn his auror robes to work only to feel like an imposter. Like he was standing in until someone elseāsomeone better would come and take his place.
Looking at Hermione, Draco doubted sheād ever felt such a way. She appeared an absolute natural, just as heād always imagined she would be.
She was still the same Hermione. He could see it plainly in the little things, like how sheād used her wand to knot her hair above her, like she always had at school. Only now she was almost, more.
Older. More mature. More feminine.
More bewitching in every way possible.
Draco felt as though heād lost the ability to function entirely as he stared blankly at her, cataloguing each detail into his mind. It was only when she spoke again that Dracoās sensibilities returned to him, and he was jerked back into the present.
āWere you just talking to yourself?ā Hermione asked, a slight frown forming between her brows.
āWhatāIāno.ā He scoffed half-heartedly. āNo, of course not.ā
āYou were.ā She insisted, and if he wasnāt mistaken there was almost a hint of amusement in her eyes.
Draco thought he might die on the spot, though not from embarrassment, but something dangerously close to hope. She wasnāt glaring. Hermione looked nearly as though she might, potentially, no longer despise his existence.
āDonāt be ridiculous. No, I wasnāt.ā He answered again. Draco didnāt know why he was lyingāobviously, heād been speaking to himselfābut when Hermioneās lips tilted upwards and into a smirk, he was glad he had.
āRight,ā she said, shaking her head before turning away. Then, with a casual wave of her hand, she gestured for him to follow. āWell, come on then.ā
Dracoās stomach flipped and he did so immediately.
~*~*~*~*~
Hermione brought him to an office.
Her office, he imagined.
It certainly looked like an office she would create. Shelves wrapped around most of the walls, each one filled to the edges in books. He glanced through them as they walked. Draco had to squint his eyes, as he attempted to read the titles. He recognized a few from his own collection.
āHow do you sort them?ā The question was passed his lips before Draco had even realised he wanted to know.
For a brief moment, he cursed himself for even thinking something so intrusive. He was terrified that she had merely forgotten that this was all some slip of her mind, and at any second she would remember who he wasāheād done and have him removed from the building entirely.
But she didnāt. Instead, Hermione took her seat behind the large oak desk and glanced fondly at the shelves.
āNewts.ā She said, and Draco tilted his head. Ā
āThe exams?ā
Hermione smiled and Dracoās heart skipped a beat when her teeth showed. āCategorized the shelves by them. Runes, defence, charms and the like. I mean, Iām not so obsessive as I was, anymore, really.ā She let out a breath, āObviously, itās been years. I have grown up and processed our graduation from school, you know.ā
He knew that she appeared to be joking. However, something in Draco pinched at her words and he was unsure whether she was trying to send him a message.
āI never said you hadnāt.ā He defended weakly.
Draco understood. Message received. He knew the two of them were overāhad been over. Besides the fact that he respected her marriage and would never have dreamed of wanting to make her uncomfortable in it, the words of her letter were engraved in his memory forever. With or without her reminder, Draco knew her feelings quite clearly. Ā
āHermāGran⦠Ms. Potter.ā He sighed, not knowing what he was supposed to call her now.
Draco swallowed, straightening his shoulders and attempting to prepare himself. He knew he would only have one opportunity to say thisāto get it right. Heād known he would have to from the morning he woke to his motherās letter all those months ago. Ā
He could do this. āI wanted to say something, if youāll allow me, before we begin?ā Hermione nodded at him. āI want you to know that Iām sorry. For everything. If I could go back in time and undo itāif I could go back in time and stop it, I would. I would, a thousand times. IāI would stop it sooner, andāand I would tell myself not to fail.ā
His hand was shaking again at his side and Draco forced himself to take a breath. āBut I canāt. And I know that this means nothing. It erases nothing and it solves absolutely nothing. But believe me when I say, HerāHermione,ā His voice broke slightly on her name. āThat I know. And after so many years of failings, I understand that a single apology from me cannot truly make a difference in what Iāve done. Butābut Iām here now, and I have to be.ā He forced his voice to remained steady, his fist balling at his sides as he thought of his mother. This had to work. He had to stay. He couldnāt leave again. Heād promised to be here, and he refused to break his word to his mother. It was the only thing left that he could give her.
āAnd I swear,ā Dracoās voice was quieter as he met her gaze, āThat I will do everything in my power to show you that Iām different. That I will be different, and I wonāt ruin this. I want this job. I want to be in London. But I know that I will have to prove myself if our departments are to work together effectively and efficiently. And I will.ā
When he finally fell silent, the air flowing out of his lungs, he hoped she would not immediately throw him out.
She did not. Instead, she looked alarmingly endeared by him and nodded.
āErāthank you, Draco,ā she said, her voice soft. Then, after a pause, she frowned slightly. āMay I call you Draco?ā
He nodded, a slightly confused.
āRight. Thank you. That was⦠incredibly gracious of you. And kind. I appreciate it. I want to have a good professional relationship as well. John and I worked well together these last few years so, I really welcome the opportunity to continue that.ā She looked down, contemplating for a moment.
āAnd everything else,ā Hermione looked up at him, sighing with a thin smile. āCan we agree to water under the bridge? Let bygones be bygones and all that? It was a long time ago, and honestly,ā She laughed almost nervously. āI really donāt have the time or energy in my life to still be holding on to stuff like that.ā
Draco was too stunned to speak.
His mouth had nearly fallen open as she talked, but on her last note it slammed shut. Of course, he told himself, because five bloody years have passed and like a healthy adult sheās completely moved on. He would be lying if he said he didnāt feel like a complete tool.
āOf course,ā Draco said when he realised she was waiting for an answer. āWater under the bridge.ā
And under my heart.
And soulāliterally.
Are there bridges that can span an entire ocean?
Hermione grinned, seeming to let out a sigh as she did so.
Draco fought the urge to grimace. Why was she being so casual? Why was she so relaxed about all this? For how long had she felt this way?
āBrilliant. Because honestly, we do have so much to get through.ā
Yes, brilliant indeed. For a brief moment, he contemplated how much she would judge him were Draco to slam his head on her desk a few times. Here he was, having just barred his soul to her, apologizing for ruining their lives and the only girl he had ever loved called itā¦water under the bridge.
Apparently oblivious to Dracoās humiliation, Hermione opened one of the drawers on the other side of her desk and pulled out a large stack of parchment.
āAlright. So, first, Iāve your health and medical recordsā¦ā But she broke off as a knock echoed from the door to her office.
Draco watched as she waved her wand, the door swinging open to reveal the same wizard from earlier.
āHi, Asher,ā Hermione greeted him, her voice warm and familiar in a way she hadnāt been with Draco. Ā
āHi, Ms Potter,ā the manāAsherāmurmured, his eyes darting between Draco and his boss.
Hermione seemed to wait a minute expectantly, but when he didnāt reveal his purpose, she spoke, āWhat can I help you with?ā
āEr, well, Iāve just got off the phone. You know? The telly-phone one you gave me?ā
āYes, I know what a phone is.ā She smiled faintly. āWho called?ā
āSt. Phillipsā
āWhat?ā Hermione asked sharply and Dracoās eyes snapped back to her. She was sitting up much straighter than she had before and there was a newfound concern in her brown eyes. āWhat did they need?ā
Asher hesitated, walking closer and shutting the door behind him. āWell, it would seem that Scorpius has caught some sort of stomach flu. The healer says heās been retching all afternoon.ā
Draco stilled, hardly hearing as Hermione gasped out, āOh godric,ā
He was too busy sitting. Frozen. His mind locked on that word Asher had said. Did he justāNo. He had to have misheard. There was no way, right? He couldnāt have saidā
āIs he okay? Does he need to be picked up?ā Hermione and Asher continued speaking and Draco noticed her expression shift rapidly in worry.
āThatās what the healer was calling to recommend.ā
āRight.ā She nodded; Draco could see her gnawing at her bottom lip. āOf course. Of course. That makes sense.ā Hermione froze for a moment, her eyes bouncing between Draco and the papers in front of him. āDo you know if thereās any way Harryāsāā
āI already checked. Heās on Patrol in Manchester for the afternoon.ā
āShit.ā She cursed, her eyes falling back on Draco as she wiped a palm over her chin.
He was still staring at her, his mind racing far too fast. He had to have heard wrong. He mustāve. There was no way⦠But Draco didnāt think he had.
āRight. Yes. Um, Malfoy?ā Hermione exhaled sharply, reaching behind her desk and seeming to grab a large leather bag from somewhere. āIām so sorry, this never happens, but IāI really have to go. Would you mind coming back tomorrow? Or I couldāā He watched as she pulled open a drawer, tossing a handful of papers into the bag along with her wand and what looked like a set of keys. Then she glanced towards her assistant. āDo you thinkā¦could Blaise maybeāā
āI can come back.ā Draco cut in quickly, seizing the opportunity to get out of that room.
Hermione looked guilty, and Draco wasnāt sure what to make of it. He wasnāt sure what to make of anything anymore. His mind was still going back toā¦
HeĀ shouldĀ have felt relief. HeĀ shouldĀ have been glad that their little reunion was being cut short. In fact, he couldnāt have asked for a better moment to walk away.
And yetā¦that name.
āThank you.ā Hermione sighed, shouldering the bag and making her way around the desk. She barely paused as she reached for a navy-blue coat hanging near the door, shoving her arms through the sleeves while still talking. Distantly, Draco noticed it matched perfectly with her sweater. āIām so sorry. I swear this doesnāt ever happenāI normally would walk you out and everything, but I need to leave. Asher will show you the way.ā
And then, before Draco could fully register what was happening, she was gone, the click of her heels fading down the corridor.
He blinked, realising that he was now standing alone in her office, her assistant the only other presence in the room.
~*~*~*~*~
Draco left the ministry of magic around half-past four. After leaving Hermioneās office heād gone back downstairs and found a number of missives and charts on his new desk. Heād stayed to study and review each of them for a while, but eventually, Robards told him to leave.
Then he hadnāt known what to do with himself.
Normally, on a Wednesday after finishing a shift early, Draco would have asked one of the fellow aurors in his unit to go for a drink. They were all fairly familiar with one another, having spent so much time together over the years. And though he would never have admitted it openlyāhe never would have lived it downāhe considered several of them to be fairly decent mates.
So much so that heād not entirely minded when two of themāon separate occasionsāforced him to participate in their wedding parties. They were bizarre, the people he worked with over there. They had an unusual affinity for inviting people into their home without prompt. Draco thought it would do all of them good to carry far more suspicion around in their pockets.
But as he stared into the wall of his office, Draco was reminded he didnāt have that here. Tyler and Koaāhis partners for the last four yearsāwere both across the Atlantic at lunch, likely phoning their wives, Draco thought bitterly.
No matter. It was fine. Draco packed up the satchel heād brought with him and grabbed his coat. He needed to go shopping anyway. Finding the nearest muggle mart for crisps would give him something to do.
Three hours later, Draco was sitting on the sofa in his flat. It was brand newāthe sofa, not the building. Draco was fairly certain the man who let it to him had said the building was practically ancient. But the sofa was new. A gift from his mother. As Dracoās eyes trailed around the large room, he noticed that the majority of his furniture had, in fact, also been gifted from his mother. He sighed loudly to himself.
He missed his home in New York. It had been smaller, warmer. Heād bought the first place heād seen when he moved because it had a small library that reminded him of Hermione.
Draco hadnāt decorated that flat either.
Heād purchased a bed, kitchen utensils, and a table. He then filled the built-in wardrobe with the clothing and necessities heād brought from England and that was it. Heād lived like that for nearly six months. Then, one night, heād gotten roaring drunk at a pub after work, and Koa and Tyler had been forced to bring him home. He honestly couldnāt remember much that happened that night. He knew heād been emotionalāDr Harris would be dramatic and call him depressedāand heād apparently dumped nearly all of his lifeās story on them.
The two wizards evidently had taken pity or found him pathetic when they arrived at their own homes. The next morning, he woke to a banging in his sitting room and Draco had come out to find Koaās small but terrifying fiancĆ© Malia assembling some sort of furniture on his floor. When Draco had opened his mouth to ask what the bloody fuck she thought she was doing, Koa himself appeared from his kitchen and made a universal sign for āshut up, or else.ā
An hour later, Tyler had arrived with his too-cheerful girlfriend, Ellie. By that point, Draco had simply accepted that he was everyoneās charity case, and by the end of the weekend, his empty flat had been filled with colours, fabrics, books, and smells along with a large assortment of furniture.
Draco had absolutely refused to thank the two menāit was their bloody faults for budding into someone elseās life without invitation. He owed them nothing. But he did arrange for both the women in their lives to receive a large bouquet of flowers and an all-expenses-paid trip to a womenās spa. In hindsight, he now understood that 7,000 dollars in gifts was probably excessive for their two days of labour, but at the time heād still been learning exchange rates and all that.
Plus, theyād made his flat feel like Hermioneās. Orāa home she wouldāve built, even if she never got to step foot inside.
Now he was in London, where the walls were too white, the weather too dull, Hermione too close by, his seat too stiff, and DracoāDraco was too lonely.
āWell, arenāt you fucking sunshine.ā He sighed to himself.
He needed to get up, he decided. He had to do something or read something. Because his motherās awful couch was making him miserable.
Draco stood, walking over to the pile of boxes heād laid in the corner of the room and picked one. He hoped that perhaps there might be a chance of something new among his belongings which heād not already read. But after flipping through the first pile, he knew there wasnāt.
Resigned to another evening of melancholy and contemplation, he walked towards the kitchen. The least he could do was eat something, he thought. That was, until he heard his floo alarm ring from the other room.
Draco jolted upright, instinctively pulling his wand from his pocket as he moved. Heād only granted access to a handful of peopleāmost of whom he hadnāt even told where to find him yet.
āDRACO!ā
His name was bellowed just as he turned the corner. Draco was more than a little surprised to find Theodore Nott stood in the middle of his parlour, looking positively livid.
Draco eyed him warily, not lowering his wand just yet.Ā āUh⦠everything alright, mate?ā He asked hesitantly.
Theo stormed out of the fireplace, his expression dark.Ā āTell me you have Ogdenās.ā
Draco blinked.Ā āWhat?ā
āFirewhiskey, Draco. Tell me you have Firewhiskey.ā
Draco barely had time to process the demand before Theo was already heading toward the kitchen. The cupboards were abruptly rattling as the wizard flung them open, scanning their contents at a furious pace. Finding nothing, Draco watched him slam each one shut before moving onto the next.
āWhoaāTheo, hold on. What the hell is going on?āĀ Draco attempted to intercept him before he could tear the whole room apart. Theo hesitated for a fraction of a second, just long enough to allow Draco the opportunity to wave his wand. A bottle soared in from the other room, landing neatly in Theoās outstretched hand.
Theo wasted no time reading the label. He twisted the top off in one swift motion and took a deep swig straight from the stem.Ā āWhatās going on,āĀ he muttered between gulps, stalking to the other side of the kitchen,Ā āis that I am one fucking move away from murdering my boyfriend.ā
āNaturally.āĀ Draco nodded, casually plucking the bottle from Theoās grip before taking a sip himself. He hadnāt planned on drinking tonight, but now that the opportunity had presented itself, he wasnāt exactly opposed.
Theo jabbed a finger at him.Ā āRight. And since you finally decided to grow some fucking brains and move back here, as my best friend, you are legally required to make my problems your problems. And I. Have. A. Fucking. Problem.ā
Draco didnāt argue. Years of living under his fatherās thumbāand months under his auntāsāhad taught him that when someone appeared on the verge of madness, sometimes it was best to just let them go off. He merely offered a nonchalant shrug and took another swig of the Firewhiskey.Ā āRight. Yeah. Definitely. But help me out hereābecause Iām slow. Why is it, exactly, that you want to kill Blaise?ā

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