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  1. The letters you'll never read. by

    Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), State SMP | ish's Civilization Series  

    06 Oct 2025

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    "To my dearest Fluixon,

    I'm the only one who mourned you, my dear.
    The words that curse you are stuck at the back of my throat.

    I should despise you, I should hate you, I should be in utter disgust when I look at your grave. You are... were the source of all my suffering, afterall.

    But I can't help but wish for another word, another hug or kiss, another yearning look from afar. I can't help but leave flowers on your grave everyday, I can't help but cry when I remember your voice, your little smiles, your endless ambitions...
    Your one and only, Saparata"

    Saparata writes countless letters to Fluixon, and burns them by firelight. He has tried everything to cope with the death of his dearest. And yet he starts to slowly drift into insanity.

    Warnings: GORE, REALLY BAD GORE, grief, Heavy Angst

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