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How Many Times Will I Have To Do This?

Chapter 11: No

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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“No.”

Niko bites their lip to keep from…whatever such strong emotions would make them do. Cry, yell, scratch up their sleeves, but they feel like they’re going to break soon.

“I don’t…know if I believe you..” They murmur guiltily. “I know you’re not controlling anything. I KNOW that. But I still feel mad at you for bringing me back. AM I real? AM I just the product of some kid’s imagination? It’s like I’m back to wondering if I’m just a line of code again. They’re saying I’m real, but if I’m just in your head-” They take a deep breath, suddenly realizing they hadn’t been taking in breaths between sentences. They’re silent for a second afterward, thinking. “It’s scary. It’s making me wonder if I’m only there when you want me to be. Like the rest of my life isn’t real.”

Notes:

and that's all I've written (so far)! niko is still trapped in my google docs as we speak /j
fun fact, I got this idea because I was reading another fanfic, and one of the things a character said made me think "OH are they gonna become aware??" but they didn't. So I stole the idea. (even though I technically came up with it?? With some inspiration?? Confusing)