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I t's strange how the room is filled with laughter, happy faces and Disney songs, yet I stand in the middle feeling as if I could just disappear and no one would notice. No one at all.
A crowded room can be the most emptiest of places. Just like my heart. Nothing but invisible smiles and fake laughter now, nothing but cold and noiseless singing. Eyes that don't even glance my way as I enter. Eyes that don't care that I'm there.
I pass them by toward the kitchen and they continue with their laughing and singing. Coffee is my drug. It gives me a little buzz whenever I need to pick myself up and work. Which is all of the times these days... always working.
Always.
"Hey, Logan?" My head snaps up at the sound of my name being called. Roman. My thoughts hopeful, I offer a smile and a curt nod his way.
"Yes, Roman? Everything satisfactory?" I place my coffee mug on the counter, about to make my way over.
"Oh, I just wondered..."
What did he wonder?
'Would you like to join us?'
'If you are alright?'
'Do you want to choose a Disney movie?'
I blink and catch myself in my own thoughts. "Wondered what, Roman?"
Roman smiles widely, shoving a giggling Patton to the side. "I just wondered if you'd mind making us some snacks, you know... for the movie?"
"R-right... of course!"
The movie...
That I'm not watching...
Because I wasn't invited...