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Almanac for the Living by iamawilderness
Fandoms: The Magicians (TV), The Magicians - Lev Grossman
12 Dec 2025
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“I wrote Q a letter, then me and Alice dropped it down a well at the top of the Mountain of Ghosts, yada yada yada,” Eliot says. “But I didn’t think it would *actually* reach him.”
Julia’s eyes go wide. “What did it say?”
He opens his mouth to tell her, but Quentin beats him to the punch.
“To Quentin Coldwater, before he went to the Seam: Come back, asshole.”
“Um. Yeah. That.”
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In which Quentin returns to the land of the living for the very simple reason that Eliot asked him to.
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In 1976, Sirius and Remus are experiencing the ebbs and flows of teenage romance. Their relationship and Remus’ werewolf status are secrets only known between the Marauders. At least they thought it was. After he runs into Snape, the Slytherin threatens to tear apart Sirius’s comfortable life with Remus. In a moment of bad judgment and fear, he spills Remus’ secret, hoping to scare Snape into leaving them alone. His actions leave the Marauders shattered, and his relationship with Remus over. Several weeks later, after several days of illness that Sirius assumes is his guilt personified, Madame Pomfrey discovers exactly what is wrong with him, and the fallout is explosive.
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Counterpoint by Cass_Bloodworth
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon)
12 Dec 2025
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In music, counterpoint is the art of weaving two independent melodies into harmony. Different, but inseparable.
Wei Wuxian has spent years trying to forget he was ever meant for more than dive bars and retail hell. But then a viral video, a pristine job offer, and a man with perfect pitch change everything.
Between live gigs and pedagogy exams, expectations and a few cans of beer, two people learn what harmony really means: finding someone who hears your chaos, and still chooses to call it music.
(Or: Wei Wuxian gets fired, gets hired, and accidentally falls in love with the most competent man alive. Not necessarily in that order.)
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Jeff and Sonic had grown especially close to each other during the months of Sonic's pregnancy. Perhaps it was because they were the only omegas of the pack, but instinct had pulled them together. If it wasn't North by Sonic's side when he needed something, it was Jeff. Spending so much time with the pregnant omega had awakened something inside of Jeff, a desire that he had never felt before. A baby. A precious pup to call his own. The perfect combination of Alan and himself.
*AO3 Exclusive, if seen elsewhere please report*
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Michael and Evan don't really have a great brotherly relationship. It's mostly just Michael bullying and pushing and throwing Evan in all the ways possible. It's been happening since forever. It's normal now and Evan has gotten used to it. Sometimes their father, William Afton, punishes both of them for the trouble they make, especially Michael. That all starts to come to an end though, when Michael feels the need to tell Evan something about him and his closest friend's relationship together. Evan doesn't know how to respond but just question, "The person that has hurt me since my existence feels love towards someone?".
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Hell is in search of a new ruler. After the sin of Pride had his public image ruined by the overlord of media in their latest confrontation, one burning question remains: who will be the new king — or queen — of the entire Abyss?
While the world seems to be crumbling outside, Alastor, the Radio Demon, is the most likely name to take up the mantle of Lord of Darkness. However, he never expected to be handed the title he always coveted on a silver platter. Infuriated by Lucifer Morningstar's inability to take control of the situation, Alastor decides to force him to recover from his depression, so that he may earn the throne rightfully.
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(still hanging off) the buckle on your belt by PoeticallyIrritating
Fandoms: Pluribus (TV 2025)
11 Dec 2025
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Carol has been assuming for six years that her mother is dead, but Zosia lets it slip—she's alive, and she's part of them.
Pre episode 4.
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You Are Here in The Dirt [The Worm’s Book of Poetry] by 13entities
Fandoms: Original Work
12 Dec 2025
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Sometimes Things Happen, Sometimes It's Hard To Cope
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Everyone knows Silas is a very fucked up man yet no one knows how things ended up this way..except for one person..Tara.
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Reflection by maisierita
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga, Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types
12 Dec 2025
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Truth took his sight. What remains is the slow work of living.
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After a seemingly simple mission goes sideways, Bucky Barnes is captured by an offshoot of HYDRA. Tony Stark—who has no love for him—is also taken while trying to stop them from reclaiming their most dangerous weapon. The two men can barely tolerate each other, yet they’re forced into the same transport, headed to a hidden facility. There, they discover something far worse: HYDRA has been training new Winter Soldiers. If they want to survive—or escape—they’ll have to find a way to trust each other.
Meanwhile, Steve Rogers and the Avengers launch a desperate search. Steve, unwilling to lose Bucky again, follows every lead with relentless determination. When the team finally locates the facility, a brutal rescue unfolds.
But the escape is only the beginning.
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Sequel to "Get Hurt". Amanda faces a long road to recovery after recent traumatic events, but this time she doesn't have to travel the road alone.
Major trigger warnings for self-harm, the aftermath of rape, and other dark subject matter.
*Originally posted on Fanfiction.net on August 1st, 2016.*
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Years after leaving her childhood home behind her and moving to Japan, the reader is married to Light Yagami. Their marriage is a happy one, despite the fact that Light is constantly busy juggling his role as L with that of Kira. One cold evening, she is confronted by a figure from her past, one she worked so hard to forget about...
Trigger warning: This story contains mention of a past abortion, as well as a reference to suicide. I would advise not reading this if any of those subjects make you uncomfortable. Also, I posted this story on Wattpad somewhere.
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Finney Blake is a newborn vampire, trapped in a body that obeys hunger before reason. Every bite, every heartbeat, reminds him of what he’s become, and what he’s lost.
Robin, the werewolf who should have let him die, keeps following the scent of his blood through the night, even as the world burns around them both.
OR; The five times Finney Blake wanted to die and the one time he chose life.
vampire/werewolf au
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A K-pop demon hunter AU where first loves aren’t lost, and second chances are possible.
The original story’s ending never happened. Instead of sacrifice, betrayal, or separation, the Saja make a new choice: to fight for a world where they can exist—not as demons, but as themselves. They join Huntrix, protecting humans and demons who choose peace. It’s dangerous, scrappy work—but it’s also freedom.
Along the way, old wounds resurface. From imperial courts to city rooftops, the boys’ past lives and tragedies are laid bare, revealing how they became who they are now. And maybe, through that pain, they’re finding love again, learning to trust, and discovering what it means to have a second chance.
Who says there can’t be First Loves and Second Chances?
(Note: Some tags reflect backstory and past trauma of characters; content warnings will be provided with each chapter.)
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Liberation: the act of achieving freedom.
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It is foretold that every two-hundred years a massacre occurs at Oakhurst, and some curses aren't meant to be broken. But who's responsible for it?
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Vax is worried, that he’s getting off to something that isn't Mami.
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Avid convinced himself to go back to town six times as he stumbled through the underbrush, tripping over rotten logs and smacking his face into needled branches. But each time he turned to go back (because being alone in these woods was stupid) he saw Sausage avert his eyes, Martyn shrug with an apologetic wince, and Drift stare at him silently.
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Avid doesn't go back to Oakhurst.
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Josh is a guardian angel sent down from Heaven to save Tyler.
Too bad he hit his head on a pole and developed amnesia.
All he can remember is one thing: Tyler Joseph
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Six years after joining the US Marine Corps, Cope has built a life around discipline, duty and silence. Once a combat Marine, Cope becomes a Drill Instructor to move closer to his best friend's family. He has become everything the Corps expects of him: unyielding, efficient, untouchable. But behind the composure lies a broken man, weighed down by the ghosts of his past and the secrets he keeps.
He's survived combat, he's buried friends, he's been broken down into pieces and put back together, each time a new piece missing. He mourns the life that is, and the life that could have been. He mourns the blue eyes that haunt his dreams, the strong arms that provide a safe haven in the deepest corners of his mind. He trains, sleeps, eats on autopilot, keeping his mold from cracking by gluing it together every night. He is fiercely loyal to his brothers in arms, a pillar when someone needs a place to rest.
And, through it all, there is of course, Liam.