i pray for soltuna reference
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M4K3 SOLLUX ST4Y
(OR K4RK4T W1LL D13)Bookmarked by HornyCuntBoy (PrinceSaturn)
31 May 2021
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This story and writing is SO fucking good. Its like canon, but better(SOLLUX!!). I fucking adore how Sollux is written, he's so adorable, witty, snarky, there's so much character.
Karkat and Solluxs interactions make me totaly weak, they are so adorable, the best. They love and care for each other so fucking much. I died when Sollux was depressive (Im living for all the hurt/comfort, nghh, and when Karkat lost it, good shit) and Karkat comforted/cuddled him, oof. I get quadrant-transcend vibe, hard. Love that. Love them. Story so good.
AND Sollux and Rose? HOLY SHIT I ship it so much now.
Hehe, and now the dancestors are there too. Cant wait for Kankri. Id die for Kankri POV.
Id probably die if Kankri and Sollux had a thing. HOLY SHIT, YES.
rant
Kankri is an enigma of compulsions, building his entire personality around keeping people away but his enemies the closest. Its hinted he had traumatic past as on Beforus, he was basically treated as pet, lesser, incompetent being not allowed opinion, voice or choice, seen as unable to take care of himself. Seeing scum like Cronus, (who is disgusting and rapey as fuck. Fuck that guy.) if Kankri was culled at some point would mean degrees of getting mistreated and probably raped. Hes been silenced all his life - a reason he is now so vocal. Its his only defense. (I hurt when he once told Karkat he will just "autonomously" wander around alone, on his own. He probably never had that freedom. His need to emphasize that is so painful.. and telling)Keeping weak-minded highbloods close and get in good with them, in Cronus' case, manipulate them to be dependant on him, alienating them from the rest, was probably a really effective survival tactic on Beforus. Or when Horuss calls him scumblood YET agrees with him - Kankri even thanks him. Social justice? No. Social standing, keeping status quo. In his head, hes still stuck in survival mode, in the past, which is a nasty place full of pain.
Kankri cant help himself.
He seemed abusive towards Mituna, going as far as saying Mituna portrays his disability "wrong", but I feel like hes just really bad at saying he wishes Mituna didnt display his disability in certain ways - like spazzing, yelling, doing things that hurt him or being overly sexual - those things put Mituna under scorn and nastiness from the others who are insensitive towards disability, disrespect him, or he gets physically hurt. Kankri wishes he didnt get hurt.
He even teleports to help Mituna when hes off map.
Vantases and Captors always belong together in one way or another, Captors are devoted, loyal to death. Psiioniic must have had visions of what will happen if he follows the Signless, of his doom. He did it anyway. (Even if he didnt know, they knew the dangers of losing.) Captors sacrifice themselves for their beloved. Vantases are someone to follow, leading with their hearts rather than words or orders.
And then theres Kankri who pushed everyone away to protect himself from getting hurt again, unable to trust others.
Sollux loves figuring things and acquiring information, Karkat's dancestor makes him curious, so naturally he wants to figure Kankri out (while calling out his crap). They get close in meantime(a long time, it takes Kankri forever to let someone in), helping each other cope, being more than friends and Kankri finally allows himself to be vulnerable for someone. Sollux makes him better person.
He tells Sollux the degree of his trauma (holy shit, that one headcanon that Kankri was actually castrated, fixed by highbloods to not reproduce and "taint" the genepool with his color, his bulge cut off, reason hes smaller, weaker, gentler, delicate. And, fuck, Kankri being a pure nook-boy is fucking hot. He allowing Sollux to touch him there is even hotter.) Sollux being the very first Kankri actually allows to touch him in any way. Or Karkat.
SolKri and KarKri are so fucking good and precious, romantic or platonic, theres so much potential (same with Rose and Sollux, dammit. Rose struggling with her attraction for Sollux?? YES. I also died when Rose found Solluxs chest isnt all flat...HE HAS SMALL RUMBLE SPHEARES, RIGHT?hes so pretty..Id die for Rose to touch them, explore him, make him moan, he so cute. OR, HOLY SHIT, for her to touch his nooks. Hed be so cute all spread for her, submissive, adorable, nghh.)
Kankri def cares for/feel protective of Mituna in his own way(I bet they used to be close before his accident, but Kankri was already pushing people away. he has regrets.), fake-dislikes Porrim because when she babies him - deeming him incompetent, its triggering - hes already been treated as lesser his whole life. He also really likes and genuinely cares for Karkat, to the point hes needy. Probably wants to protect him like nobody protected little Kankri. Imagine they could really heal each other, be tender and help the other cope.