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Pride is Painless by BlueSkyFlower
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
19 Nov 2024
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Jim doesn't realize how much he harmed Spock by using slurs about his Vulcan nature in their conflicts. Eventually, it all falls apart and an exasperated Uhura has to force them to confront the issue, perhaps even to reveal their true feelings for each other in the process.
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My War is Over (Fancomic version) by BlueSkyFlower
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
17 Nov 2024
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The night Jim came to Spock’s help when he was under the effect of an aphrodisiac, they accidentally formed a very powerful mental bond. They must learn to navigate through the self-hatred and violent anxiety the Vulcan feels, for he is persuaded this is something he forced on his beloved Captain.
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My War is Over by BlueSkyFlower
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
05 Nov 2024
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Spock intoxicates himself with a seduction plant and the reaction is instantaneous, causing him to burn with a need he has never felt in his life. The situation is made all the more perilous by the fact that Vulcans typically do not practice self-pleasuring, making Spock's knowledge of the subject extremely limited. The only logical option is to call the person he trusts the most to come and assist him.
That doesn't mean he likes this conclusion.
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Every Time by Bibarian
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: The Original Series, Star Trek: The Original Series (Movies)
27 Oct 2024
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“You desire a different partner,” Spock stated, his voice wavering ever so slightly.
“That’s not what I said.” It would be a convenient excuse, but Jim wouldn’t do that to Spock. Whatever direction this conversation took, Jim refused to let Spock think he wasn’t wanted. “I just—I just realized that maybe I’m—we’re not the best for each other.”
Following Spock's death, Jim has a change in perspective, and he tries to make a rash decision.
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While Jim Kirk is attending Starfleet academy, the overwhelming stress of trying to meet enormous expectations causes him severe anxiety, to the point of experiencing intense nightmares and insomnia. With no healthy outlets and no one to talk to, he drops out during his second year and picks up a job at a nightclub as a male stripper. When Spock’s peers pay for him to recieve a lapdance, sparks fly and he reaches out, unaware of the twists and turns his life will take with this Starfleet drop-out at his side.
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lest i drown in this sea of pain by eggheadwizard
Fandoms: Star Trek: The Original Series, Star Trek: Discovery, Star Trek: Strange New Worlds (TV)
01 May 2024
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Kirk's method of angering Spock in This Side of Paradise is painfully reminiscent of an event from Spock's childhood. It reminds him of how he never really belonged anywhere, despite longing for it. He opens up to Kirk, who responds kindly.
Or: if I had a nickle for every time someone close to Spock insulted him with his heritage and called him a half-breed with some ulterior motive they thought was for Spock's own good, I'd have two nickles, which isn't a lot, but it's weird that that happened twice
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The Star Records of a Remarkable Spatial Love by littleMStar
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek
20 Feb 2024
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As children, Spock and Jim met and formed a unique bond of friendship.
Twenty years have passed since they saw each other. But unexpectedly, Jim finds Spock again aboard the USS Enterprise.
The time they spent together on the USS Kelvin as children marked their lives like never before. They are not able to forget the love they feel for each other.
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The End by NightwingingIt1701
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: The Original Series, Star Trek: The Original Series (Movies)
08 Nov 2023
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He could have killed McCoy there, in that cave, with no one to stop him.
Spock had considered his human half the danger. This was the half that threatened to steal away his control, that would not adhere to the Vulcan principles to which he pledged his life. And yet he was never more dangerous to his friends than when he was fully Vulcan.
In which Spock and McCoy's failure to communicate is what finally drives the Triumvirate apart pre TMP.
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He raised the tablet with enthusiasm. "According to our compatibility system, the two of you have been identified as perfect compatibility. Your profiles fit perfectly. Congratulations."
Jim and Spock exchanged surprised glances, struggling to hide the shock and anxiety that this unexpected news brought to their hearts.
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it's rotten work. by ur_local_aang_kinnie
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: The Original Series
11 Sep 2023
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There was only one person Spock had ever felt he never had to change for. Only one person who he couldn't disappoint if he tried. Only one person-- gentle and sweet and nostalgic in his aura the way an old photograph is when you find it at an antique store, the yearning to know its history and the bitter sting of knowing that perhaps you will never understand it to its fullest extent, charming and kind with his goofy smile and his bright eyes. He felt like coming home.
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Spock is afraid of thunderstorms. Jim doesn't mind having to hold him a bit longer than he usually allows him to that night.
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If You Smell Something Burning, It’s My Heart (Excuse Me) by TheDreammweaver
Fandoms: Star Trek: The Original Series
29 Aug 2023
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Soul Search by orphan_account
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: The Original Series, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
20 Jul 2023
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The hint of levity seems a welcome distraction for Spock. "Doctor McCoy would be the last person to whom I would turn for mental counsel, respectfully. He is an accomplished physician, but he... lacks an understanding of Vulcan psychology." The Vulcan almost seems to smile, a playful twinkle in his eye. "I'm afraid the only thing he would offer me in this situation is a bottle of bourbon."
"Ah, you'd better be careful before you judge the good doctor." I make a clicking sound of disapproval with my tongue. "His manners might not make it to the bedside, but you can always count on a little Southern wisdom to shine through."
"Southern wisdom, or Tennessee moonshine?" Spock raises an eyebrow in mock skepticism.Spock was not an existentialist—at least, until the k'yt'tr. Kirk is keen to find out why.
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Jumping for Joy by DahYelTal
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek
25 May 2023
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Leonard and Spock find themselves in a big, big misunderstanding when Spock has an emotional reaction to Leonard wanting to make things official. Uhura talks some sense into Leonard, but can he convince Spock to believe him?
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[Art] The Human Way by eldar_of_zemlya
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: The Original Series
16 Apr 2023
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At the very beginning of their relationship, they kissed only the Vulcan way – Jim didn't want to push Spock to do something he wasn't comfortable with. So it came as a surprise when one evening Spock made the first move and tried to shyly kiss Jim on the lips.
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A matter of great importance by ladypolyester
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: The Original Series, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
29 Mar 2023
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"Mother, Father, it is agreeable to see you both," Spock said, a hint of warmth in his voice.
Amanda beamed. "Oh, Spock, I've missed you so much! And it's wonderful to see you too, Captain Kirk, Dr. McCoy."
"Please, Amanda, call me Jim," Kirk replied, extending his hand to Sarek, who shook it with firm restraint.
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- Part 15 of Soul and Mind
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A Banned Book and a Surveillance Tape by SofiaDragon
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
20 Feb 2023
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Spock has worried over this task for a lifetime, and came up with a failsafe that might just save the Vulcan that exists in the next universe. The failsafe also involves deeply selfish things, but you can't fault an old man for wanting the youth to have more opportunities than he ever could.
He sends drones ahead of him into the black hole, hoping that the automated programming he coded into them will change the past for the better.
Mostly a romantic academy-era drama until a world is ending and they need to stop it from the point of view of the younger Spock and Jim Kirk.
Or: If Jim Kirk can cheat his way out of a no-win simulation with some code, Spock can do it in real life with some time travel.
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But You Are Far Too Beautiful to Love Me by seasaltontheseashore
Fandoms: Star Trek: The Original Series
14 Jan 2023
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Spock realizes he loves his Captain and he believes Jim could never return these feelings. He starts avoiding Jim and hurts him in the process.
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- Part 1 of In Memoriam
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A Very Spirk Halloween by Vampira23
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
27 Oct 2022
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Spock has a wet dream and has to figure out how to confront Jim. A Halloween party ensues that leads to more.
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- Part 8 of Star Trek
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Aspects of a relationship by ladypolyester
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek, Star Trek: The Original Series
25 Oct 2022
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The first time; with their insecurities, lack of experience and some fun...
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- Part 24 of Soul, heart and mind
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What must Spock be going through, after all that on Vulcan? Their forced contest apart, he’d been rejected, in front of so many witnesses, by his haughty long-time betrothed. Even if a fellow wasn’t in love with a spouse, that would be hard to assimilate. Humiliating. And what about all that sexual tension built up over such a long time? Had it really been expended by their battle? Was Spock truly rid of his unsatiated need?
If Spock had been anybody else Kirk could have approached him and coaxed him into confidence—except, if he was anybody else among Kirk’s friends, he would not be a half-human Vulcan in the aftermath of a broken pon farr. Kirk imagined going to him, making some rational argument for why they needed, freely, frankly, privately, to discuss what they’d been through.
Talk about ... he winced at his own jargon ... possible next steps.Series
- Part 1 of Desire/Reserve - A Kirk/Spock Fic Series