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    After surprising Soap at the bar, unmasked for the first time, Ghost doesn't expect to be rejected, let alone called unattractive. As Ghost deals with his feelings, Soap tries to figure out why Ghost is pulling away.

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    18 Jul 2025

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    "I don't bottom," Soap said firmly. "No penetration of any kind, ever." He ran a hand through his hair, giving away his nervousness. "That's not something that's going to change, so if that's an issue for you—"

    "It's not," Simon assured him. He would almost be offended at the strength of the look of relief on the other's face if not for how closely it mirrored the feeling in his own chest. The relief set in with a sensation not unlike the feeling of the first dose of hospital grade painkillers kicking in. Soap didn't want him to top. Thank fucking god. He chuckled, then let all of the tension that had been plaguing him melt away with his next exhale.

    He could see the younger man lower his hackles, that defensive aggression washing away in favor of a small smile. "Seems like we're made for each other, huh," Soap mused.

    The older man smiled back. "Seems so, Johnny."

    "Well, now that the uncomfortable part is out of the way, how about you come pick out a strap?"

    Oh Simon should've known Soap would have multiple to choose from. That was a sign he was in for a good fuck. "I would love to."

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    17 Jul 2025

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    Simon isn't used to luxury or opulence.

    He inadvertently ends up in the sights of one John MacTavish – rich, middle-aged, looking for someone to spoil.

    "So you want to be, like, my sugar daddy?" Simon asks, jokingly. It's not a joke anymore when John says yes.

    Simon grows to like luxury and opulence rather much.

    (or: I think simon riley deserves to be a sugar baby to an older, gruff, lascivious john mactavish. they fuck 90% of the time)

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    17 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 71

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    𝆕 Soap making tea for Ghost because he’s not gay 𝆕

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    16 Jul 2025

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    part two to my body's weak but this soul is strong but can also be read stand alone

    Ghost wasn't exactly the picture of mental health. There were benefits to being a dead man— that being that psych evaluations weren't something he had to worry about— but it didn't mean that it left him perfectly okay. He was probably worse off than your average soldier… Definitely worse off. But, as long as he could do his job, he wasn't a liability.

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    14 Jul 2025