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  1. Rec 8

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    Xie Lian bends his head low to whisper to some of the butterflies which have alighted upon his fingers. Hua Cheng smiles to see it; they are, of course, Xie Lian’s to command, just as is their master. The butterflies flap their wings in concert, as if reacting to the feeling of Xie Lian’s breath, and flutter away.

    Hua Cheng’s smile disappears as soon as they do. Xie Lian’s hands, no longer obscured by gossamer wings, are scored with strings of red pearls. Blood.

    In which Xie Lian figures out what, exactly, inspired Hua Cheng’s wraith butterflies. Neither he nor Hua Cheng take the revelation particularly well.

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    Crying about hualian hours

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    “Shizun doesn’t need to talk if he doesn’t want. But this Binghe is begging. I’ve been so good. I haven’t even tried…but Shizun has been using other things to satisfy himself without this Binghe. Please, please let me see. I need to see what Shizun likes more than me.”

    “It’s not…” Shen Qingqiu choked on his own words. He was terrible at speaking so brazenly. If he could hide away and die again, he would, but Luo Binghe needed to hear his reassurance or he would most certainly drown in his own made-up despair. “It’s not that I don’t want Binghe. But…Binghe is very big and…and this one can’t accommodate. Yet. But I-I thought. If I practiced a little…”

     

    Or Shen Qingqiu tries using xianxia dildos to prepare himself for when he inevitably gets dicked down by Luo Binghe’s heavenly pillar. Except he forgets that Luo Binghe’s blood parasites can sense all changes in his body…

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  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    His hand found the handle of Shen Yuan’s bedroom door without thought. It swung open silently, and Luo Binghe stepped right in as if he were merely a shadow, an existing presence in the room. As if he belonged there.

    Because he did. This was his room as much as it was his Shizun’s. Everything of Shizun’s was his, no matter what. What wasn’t his, he would simply take.

    His teeth ached as he stepped closer to the figure on the bed. He’d barely covered himself with a blanket before passing out, having left his beautiful, clear skin on display for Luo Binghe’s eyes to consume.

    He shouldn’t be here. Wouldn’t be able to justify it if he were caught.

    He’d waited so long.

    (Or: author of Scummy Yummy wanted to write NSFW for the fic, but we're still in the slow-burn arch and will be for a minute)

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  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    Shen Qingqiu is beautiful when he sleeps.

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    Hua Cheng’s eye crinkled. He brought his hands from behind his head and rolled to his side. Facing Xie Lian, he gently reached out with one hand, lightly tugging at the one Xie Lian had pressed to his mouth, slipping a finger beneath it. Hua Cheng requested, “Won’t you let me hear them now, too?”

    Nodding, Xie Lian brought it down, letting Hua Cheng hear every rapid, whine-laced breath.

    “Good,” Hua Cheng praised. “I’ll ask again. Do you know what I do next, gege?”

    “I—” Xie Lian stopped. Good. Suddenly, every muscle in his body was taut. Panting through it, he shook his head. He moaned weakly, “No.”

    Reflecting on the events at Qiandeng Temple, Xie Lian longs for such intimacy again and reveals that to Hua Cheng. While Hua Cheng would never dream of turning him down, he seduces the bashful Xie Lian into being explicit about what he desires.

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