C4tqu33n_1985
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AU (so no specific season). Sam has managed to fly under most people's radar with this for many years, but not anymore. Not since Dean unexpectedly went missing. He's been struggling more than usual, and he finds himself in a psychiatric ward, facing a life-changing diagnosis that he’s long avoided.
If you live with DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) or OSDD, please make extra sure you read the trigger warnings.
The title is from Steve Tannen's beautiful song Brother Uptown.
TW:
⚫ Some self-injury, as well as suicidal ideation.
⚫ Psych ward / hospital life and routines.
⚫ While this fic handles the result of Sam's trauma and not the trauma itself, it’s not hard to figure out from some of Sam’s more concrete symptoms what he's endured. That can definitely be triggering.For more on the form of DID explored here, see the End Notes.
Disclaimer: Don't own Supernatural, just loving on it.
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03 Sep 2025
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“We should have stayed in bed!” Rowena calls from across the room, hands ablaze in violet and irises fuchsia. Sam snorts, shooting off another silver bullet and managing to miss by mere centimeters as the werewolf dodged him.
“After this hunt- we’re laying low for a while!” he calls back, and watches as she blasts the werewolf square in the chest, pride rattling through him. “Just you, me, and whatever five-star hotel you want!”
or, Sam gets amnesia five years into his relationship with Rowena- catapulting him a decade back to when they were sworn enemies.
Bookmarked by C4tqu33n_1985
28 Jul 2025
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During the bunker's annual ping-pong tournament, Rowena debuts a new custom jersey...with Dean's name on it. Sam acts accordingly (see: Sam Winchester Is Jealous).
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01 Jul 2025