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Jere is finally trying for Tommy, and Tommy rewards him for it.
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- Part 4 of (This won't hurt a bit)
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I Wanna Know How You See You by Autiomaa (Kovis)
Fandoms: Käärijä (Musician), Joker Out (Band)
07 Sep 2024
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Jere's finally at Bojan's house in Slovenia, and they've held themselves together in front of their friends long enough.
(They love each other)
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They're on the off-tour season, and yet Jesse still can't seem to drop his worries and responsibilities.
Jere knows a way to help.
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“I don’t want this,” Jere says, voice hoarse from disuse and thick from tears.
Tommy shrugs. “You will.” It sounds final, and Jere prickles at it. It’s true, and Jere knows it, but it’s not a comfort.
“You don’t give me a choice,”
“You can choose to want it now or later,” Tommy mumbles against Jere’s skin, nosing at the two small, silvery scars puckered against Jere’s neck. It’s ownership and Jere knows it. Everything Tommy does feels so fucking suffocating, like he knows everything, and knows exactly everything Jere doesn’t.
“That’s not choice.”
Jere's been experiencing a new type of pain, and Tommy knows just how to fix it.
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- Part 3 of (This won't hurt a bit)
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They don’t talk about it. They don’t talk about the ache of wanting but not being wanted back. Jukka doesn’t ask to kiss Jesse, no matter how much he wonders if the scratch of Jesse’s beard will be anything like that of Jere’s. He wonders if the stubble on the back of his own head is anything like Jere’s, if that’s why Jesse’s hands run over it, bristling under his palms.
Jukka and Jesse are each other's band-aids.
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Bojan had always been told that to be a journalist, to really be one, you have to live the story.
It isn’t enough to observe from a distance. You have to dive in. You have to understand the underbelly of it all, the raw and real side that the public can’t see.
So when he hears of the X-RAY club—one that had been whispered about among the locals for its underground dealings, its shady connections to sex trafficking and drug business, all carefully shielded under the veil of authority, Bojan’s heart skips a beat.
This is it. This is his story.
He doesn’t know what he gets himself into when he meets Jere.
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23 Apr 2025
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and once again / I am drinking the sun by tulikipuna
Fandoms: Käärijä (Musician), Joker Out (Band)
31 Dec 2024
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The month changes into the next one, the season changes into another. Days become warmer, but only slightly. Longing has quietly settled into his everyday life, as it usually does after some time apart.
“But really, Jerč.” His voice is hoarse. His mouth feels dry. “I miss you. All of you.”
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Six months apart. Bojan copes.
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Bookmarked by Kovis
22 Nov 2024
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Veikko is a professional, calm and collected, he is good at his job as a security guy at a gay club. Nothing can distract him.
That is all true, except for when Jesse steps on stage.Bookmarked by Kovis
19 Nov 2024
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Never getting sick (of you) by PuppetMasterOnAString
Fandoms: Eurovision Song Contest RPF, Käärijä (Musician), Joker Out (Band)
31 Jul 2023
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""Just tired" the excuse seemed to get used, rinsed and repeated today and Bojan had no idea how to work around it."
OR the one where Jere is acting weird and Bojan can't wrap his head around it. Until he can. He learns things along the way.
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18 Nov 2024
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‘Don’t fall for a coworker’ has been a rule that Jesse has never had any problem following. That is until a new bodyguard joins the team, and that rule gets thrown out of the tour bus window. But Jesse would never actually do anything about his silly little workplace crush, right? Right?
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09 Oct 2024