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    It doesn't make sense. Neil was fine. More than fine. He’s safe at home with Andrew, and this should be the best possible ending to one of Neil’s best days, but when Neil squeezes his eyes shut, all he can see is —

    Riko grinning with vicious pleasure as he slices Neil open. Riko’s eyes reflecting the glow of the lighter licking Neil’s skin. Riko laughing as a tattoo gun needle digs into Neil’s cheek.

    Riko, Riko, Riko, smothering and impossible to escape. Panic knifes through Neil as he yanks uselessly against the handcuffs. No, no, no —

    And then he’s saying it aloud, “No, no, no,” because there isn't a gag cutting into the sides of his mouth. Because Neil isn’t at Evermore. He’s at home with Andrew, who’s right there when Neil opens his eyes — only near the foot of the bed now, not touching Neil at all.

    Neil has long gotten used to reading the faint shades of emotion that pass for expressions on Andrew’s face. But never, not even in Andrew's medicated, manically expressive days, has Neil seen Andrew wear anything like his current look of horrified shock.

    Neil agrees to try the handcuffs in bed. It goes badly. Cue angst and h/c.

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    Andrew knows that Neil is not soft, or delicate, or fragile in any sense of the word.

    And, yet.

     

    (or, five times Andrew is struck by Neil's growth, softness, cuteness, whatever you want to call it)

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    As it turns out, being roommates with your ex-friend-with-benefits complicates things. Especially when you keep breaking your own rules.

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    22 Sep 2025

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    A throwaway comment to the media changes Andrew and Neil's lives in more ways than one.

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    20 Sep 2025

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    one last time, i need to be the one to take you home
    one more time, i promise after that i’ll let you go

     

    Andrew and Neil break up. About two years later, they're both heading to the Olympic Games.

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