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    The silence stretched. Neil did not fidget. He maybe fidgeted a little.
    “Staring,” he said, trying for monotone and landing somewhere around accusing.
    The corner of Andrew’s mouth twitched. He glanced at Neil’s scarred hands where they gripped Neil’s scarred knees (covered by jeans, but Neil felt as though Andrew could see the scarring anyway).
    “Guilty. So. Why are you here?” he asked, tone just shy of uncomfortably blunt.
    Neil thought that his customer service could use some work. He was getting the sense that maybe Andrew was a bit of an asshole. Normal Neil would not have been put at ease by this fact, but Neil was unfortunately about 500 miles from Normal on a good day.
    “I’m here to get a tattoo?” Neil replied snidely.
    “No shit,” Andrew deadpanned back at him

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    01 Nov 2024

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  2. Public Bookmark 59

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    Neil: [image18.jpeg]

    Matt: aww

    Matt: Sir Fat Cat McCatterson finally fits her name

    Neil: Not for the reason you’d think.

    Matt: …

    Matt: Neil u’ve had ur dramatic pause pls elaborate

    Neil: She’s pregnant.

    Matt: WHAT

    Neil: That was pretty much our reaction, too.

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    When the new neighbor in the apartment opposite also has a cat, Neil and Andrew figure a territory dispute is the worst that could happen. Two months later, the cat population in their apartment jumps from two to eight.

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    22 Jul 2024

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    It’s not, really, a big deal, honestly.

    It’s just, after Katelyn, the thought of being with another girl still hurts. For a long time, the thought of being with anyone who was not her hurt. Quite a bit. But like his mother’s death, time sands out the sharp corners of all grief. So he’s considering his options. It’s just a little experiment. It doesn’t have to go anywhere.

    Aaron is currently waiting for Grindr to download.

    It’s not a big deal. Really.

    He considers deleting it at least three times as he sets up his profile, but it’s not a big deal.

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    18 May 2024

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    Neil gets drugged at Eden's. Again. They get him back quickly, but the parallels fuck with everyone and reveal what happened with Nicky the first time around.

     But Andrew remains flawed, so doesn’t know anything is happening until he hears Nicky gasp. Nicky makes a lot of unnecessary noises, so this one isn’t especially concerning—not until Nicky’s hand flashes out to grip Andrew’s arm and he says, “Andrew,” with such strained urgency that Andrew’s head erupts into a riot of alarms.

     He follows Nicky’s pointed finger and sees, through the thick forest of bodies, Neil. With some guy. Kissing. He’s out of his stool almost before he can consciously register the scene, leaving the scarred black metal toppling to the ground behind him and shoving into the crowd. Something is very wrong. Neil had been too still. Too loose. An unstringed puppet. Andrew knows what Neil looks like when he wants to kiss someone, and that—that isn’t it.

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    24 Mar 2024

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  5. Public Bookmark 57

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    Good is the objective here. Good is what’s wanted, the reason for that determined look in Neil’s eyes. Good is the goal.

    Not sick, or bad, or whatever other horrible feeling that Andrew can chew up and swallow down whole.

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    12 Feb 2024

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