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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    There, on the thin and somewhat dirty mattress, it comes so naturally to imagine that he is simply sleeping. That the expression of peace on his sunken features is nothing more than a reaction to wistful dreams playing out in his unconscious mind.

    Perhaps it's foolish to pretend, to play make believe about it all. Maybe it's more than foolish because to replace the reality undermines the sacrifice he made. The same sacrifice that Levi pushed him to carry out, for the sake of Erwin's tranquility.

    To rest is what he deserves.

    OR: Levi’s final goodbye to Erwin.

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    19 Sep 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 50

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    “Can I trust you, Levi?”, Erwin murmurs, after, head to his back and water running cold between them.

    He didn’t use to ask, before.

    “Who else would you fucking trust”, Levi gets out, skin breaking in goosebumps. Erwin hums behind him.

    “Who indeed”, he mutters.

    Levi understands anger. He’s intimate with it. He understands Erwin thought a lot of his sacrifice and that to have this opportunity at the expense of all that sacrifice probably feels like an unforgivable sin. It fractured something fundamental between them. Most sacrifices do. Levi did not save him because he saw some hope for them; world peace and a happily ever after. He did it because he knew, in his heart, Erwin was only one black hearted enough to see this through.

    Maybe that’s love; to see the absolute worst in someone and see it as salvation, still.

    It doesn’t really matter anyway. Erwin is still dying, just slower.

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    09 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    “This is not my tribunal.” It wasn’t a question.

    “Ah, yes... nothing gets past you, does it, Commander?” Aurille quipped. “It’s been rescheduled. We wanted to inform you about some new developments. We have another guest coming, in fact.”

    A canon divergence AU set during the Uprising Arc, in a scenario where if Levi had been arrested during the battle with Kenny Ackerman’s squad and had faced the monarchy along with Erwin.

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    07 Aug 2025

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    Erwin Smith was willing to give up his life, so he didn't really mind losing his arm. Losing his mind, however, was more than he could possibly bear. His resulting isolation was crafted, deliberate, and meant to be permanent.

    He never could have planned for the voiceless boy that the storm washed ashore...even if he wasn't quite convinced the boy was real.

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    02 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    It’s been a nice day, mellow-soft, like winter slowly fading into spring. War is far away from them, a surreal memory, instead of their day-by-day lives. It’s as if they’ve always existed like this, quiet and only half-mad. Here Levi is, shaving the face of the man he loves, even though he was supposed to lose him. Here Erwin is, his face shaved by the man he loves, even though they were meant to be apart. It strikes him then, so very unbidden, that they fucking did it. That they survived and now they are here and they are together and Levi is shaving his fucking face.

    Sometimes, when he thinks about it too hard, something hard forms in his throat, a sharp-lodged obstacle he can’t clear away. It humbles him despite it all, but it’s the relief that gets him most. It waters him down like a paper-flower, leaves him limp and weak in his own bones. Not for the first time, Levi wonders how on earth they ever got here.

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    It's three years after the battle of Heaven and Earth and it almost feels like it.

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    28 Jul 2025

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    This was beautiful 🥲