elvenpast
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- Baldur's Gate (Video Games) (11)
- Stargate Atlantis (2)
- Stray Kids (Band) (2)
- GOT7 (1)
- ATEEZ (Band) (1)
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Minho loves his little angel brother, like love love. And it would be really not good, if anyone ever got to know that detail about him. Too bad, the angel little brother is just a facade.
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- Part 1 of Minlix Kinktober 2025
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- English
- Words:
- 972
- Chapters:
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- Kudos:
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- Hits:
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Atonement by Lulu (elvenpast)
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band), GOT7, ATEEZ (Band), 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
05 Sep 2025
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The Café was not salvation. It was Felix’s penance, brick by brick, built from bloodstained hands and a past that refuses to loosen its grip. Behind its quiet warmth lies the weight of ghosts, debts that cannot be repaid, and a man who knows he will never be clean.
Here, the broken gather. Here, control is tested, trust is earned, pain is redefined. Felix shelters them, guides them, steadies them—yet every moment their healing cuts. Their resilience forces him to confront the ruin inside his chest. How long will the road be, until he finally finds his own chance at healing?
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- Part 1 of Bokkies Café
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Halsin and Tav both are very busy with the rebuilding of Moonrise Towers. But two friends in need of distraction give them some much needed couple time.
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- Part 9 of little ficlets for my Kinktober 2023
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Enver just wanted a nice relaxing lunch. Once again, Tav has other ideas.
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- Part 8 of little ficlets for my Kinktober 2023
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Zevlor is stuck and Tav doesn't know the meaning of shame.
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- Part 7 of little ficlets for my Kinktober 2023
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How unexpected things happened and Ronon and Rodney found each other.
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little ficlets for my Kinktober 2023 by Lulu (elvenpast)
Fandom: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
27 Oct 2023
- Words:
- 4,491
- Works:
- 9
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Bokkies Café by Lulu (elvenpast)
Fandom: ATEEZ (Band), GOT7, Stray Kids (Band), 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
05 Sep 2025
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Bokkies Café is more than a refuge. It is a sanctuary. Shaped, guarded, and quietly ruled by Felix, whose warmth masks a past steeped in shadows. Within its autumn-lit walls, patrons arrive carrying fractures too heavy to bear alone: wounds of violence, chains of expectation, the weight of lives lived in silence.
Here, masks are stripped away. Here, discipline meets tenderness, and brokenness is not hidden but faced. Some will rage. Some will surrender. Some will learn, slowly, that healing can be as brutal as it is gentle.Eight stories unfold, each a voice in the greater whole. Bound by secrecy, tested by trust, they weave a portrait of survival—and of the unlikely love that grows in the most haunted corners.
- Words:
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- 1
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To Be Left Behind by ChibiPanda
Fandoms: เชือกป่าน | Between Us (Thailand TV), ด้ายแดงซีรีส์ | Until We Meet Again The Series (TV)
11 Jan 2023
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After an encounter with his aunt, Team is left reliving the moment that shaped him. At least now, a decade later, he has people who will always support him.
Bookmarked by Lulu (elvenpast)
20 Feb 2025
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the courage of stars by kurtstiel
Fandoms: ด้ายแดงซีรีส์ | Until We Meet Again The Series (TV), เชือกป่าน | Between Us (Thailand TV)
21 Mar 2021
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“How bad is it?” Team hesitantly asks.
There is a loaded pause on the other end of the line that does not bode well.
“He asked if you were single,” Dean eventually offers, “And when Pharm said no, he looked like he was about to cry.”
“I’ll be there in ten minutes,” Team says quickly, already pulling on his shoes.
Or: Team takes care of a drunk Win, and learns some important things about his boyfriend along the way.
Bookmarked by Lulu (elvenpast)
12 Feb 2025
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Inadequacies and Love Letters by ChibiPanda
Fandoms: เชือกป่าน | Between Us (Thailand TV), ด้ายแดงซีรีส์ | Until We Meet Again The Series (TV), เชือกป่าน | Hemp Rope - LazySheep
11 Feb 2023
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Team wasn't a bad student, English was just a nightmare language and he wasn't willing to bother Win all the time. So, playing the good college student he knew that he could be, Team decided to sacrifice his weekend in the library. All three days... Plenty of time for his insecurities to fester...
A bad conversation with his college professor has Team feeling discouraged and when an accident gives his brain further permission to be critical of himself he starts to spiral.
Bookmarked by Lulu (elvenpast)
06 Feb 2025
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WinTeam 2023 by ChibiPanda
Fandom: ด้ายแดงซีรีส์ | Until We Meet Again The Series (TV), เชือกป่าน | Between Us (Thailand TV), เชือกป่าน | Hemp Rope - LazySheep
07 May 2023
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WinTeam2023
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- 7
- Bookmarks:
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Bookmarked by Lulu (elvenpast)
27 Jan 2024
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a room full of my safest sounds by kurtstiel
Fandoms: เชือกป่าน | Between Us (Thailand TV), ด้ายแดงซีรีส์ | Until We Meet Again The Series (TV)
08 Dec 2022
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“Take a shower with me?"
Team isn’t asking for anything other than that, but Win’s eyes slip closed anyway, guilt filtering into his expression. “I don’t think I—I’m so tired, Team.” His voice is small, spread thin with exhaustion. “I’m sorry. I won’t be able to make it good for you.”
The space between Team’s ribs aches. Even now, as worn out as he is, Win still thinks there’s something expected of him.
Or: Win reaches a breaking point while taking care of everyone around him. Team steps in to help.
Bookmarked by Lulu (elvenpast)
21 Jan 2024