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Dean’s expression is dubious where he cocks up one eyebrow. “Cas, this isn’t- There’s nothing I can do about it, okay?” The walls of him, the barb of him that had been there when Castiel stepped into the bathroom, has been reduced to nothing. In these sorts of moments, Dean willingly shows his hurt. And maybe- maybe he will let Castiel help after all. “It’s just… in my head.”
“There’s nothing you can do about it.”
Dean blinks at him, startled.
“Like I said, there’s something I could try.”
Looking down to his hands, then back up to Castiel, Dean seems to hesitate. “And it’ll- it’s not just more soap is it?”
“No, Dean,” the beginnings of something fond make the corners of Castiel’s lips twitch, “it’s not more soap.”
or the one where castiel imagines them all a peaceful cowboy life and helps dean wash his hands
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02 Jul 2025
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Sam looks down as well, momentarily confused, then it makes sense. He didn’t forget, rather, he forgot Dean didn’t know.
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In which Lucifer did more than just touch Sam's soul in 11x14
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29 Jun 2025
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- wavering between consciousness and oblivion, and the room is shifting, and he doesn’t know where he is, and his hands aren’t where they were a minute ago, wrists pinned, and he can’t move, he can’t -
- he can’t keep doing this, he can’t keep doing this, the drinking and the drugs and the, the god knows what, and the way he always, always ends up at Sam’s door, and Sam always, always lets him in, and there’s a hand on his shoulder -
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- Part 2 of Sam Week 2025
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29 Jun 2025
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The water feels good, cleansing and cooling, soothing the ache in his head as he lets it run through his hair and over his body. He leans his back against the wall of the shower and slides down the length until he’s sat pressed against the cold tile. There’s a grotty looking flannel laying abandoned on the shower floor to his left and he grabs it up in his hand, scrubbing it harshly over every inch of flesh he can reach, his skin reddening under the friction of the rough cloth. He can still feel the ink, seeping deeper into him. He scrubs harder.
art by the incredible Ellen (LJ: lennelle / tumblr: boykvngs) made for the 'quicky bang event on LJ.
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29 Jun 2025
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your family isn’t going to save you, kid. i don’t mean to burst your little bubble here, but the power of love isn't going to carry big brother through the gates of hell to save the day. let’s get real, buddy: family is bullshit. i’m talking the entire concept, not just your fucked up little brotherhood in arms. the whole idea of family has rot built into the foundations.
a monologue for a rapt audience. lucifer talks a lot in the cage. originally posted to ao3 & tumblr before getting deleted
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- Part 4 of wip amnesty
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26 Jun 2025