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  1. Rec 44

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    Jeonghan is twelve when he first realises that he isn't into women. The discovery makes him retreat into himself, isolate himself from the rest of his classmates.

    He is eighteen, throwing up into a toilet after giving into his first real crush, when he decides to never give into his urges again, to at least try to be normal.

    He is twenty-four when he stumbles upon Seungcheol having phone sex with his not-girlfriend, and everything comes undone.

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    11 May 2025

  2. Rec 57

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    Nothing in the world comes close to the slow dread that builds in Seungcheol's inbox all year—the dam always breaks on time. It’s the first Monday of December.

    (Seungcheol has lunch, loses a staring contest, and wins an award. He discovers that maybe he doesn't really hate this job.)

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    07 Apr 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is quite literally art

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    Seungcheol holds up a card. It’s white and has a big red heart on it. Inside the heart it says, in an awful font, Will You Be My Valentine?

    For a split second, Jeonghan’s heart goes dark. Then he comes back to himself. “Who sent you that?”

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    Or, someone keeps sending Seungcheol anonymous Valentine cards. It’s starting to piss Jeonghan off.

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    27 Feb 2025

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    “You’re back,” he says. It comes out rather bland. A stated fact. A man trying to convince himself he’s still breathing.

    Jeonghan’s smile falls. A crease appears between his eyebrows. The same one that Seungcheol used to love smoothing out with the pad of his thumb. “Seungkwannie didn’t tell you?”

    (OR: A year after leaving Seungcheol to pick up the pieces of what they could have been, Jeonghan comes home.)

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    27 Jan 2025

  5. Rec 8

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    Jeonghan clings to Seungcheol. Who else, if not him? Why him, if not anyone else? These questions circle Jeonghan’s mind like clockwork; he fears he’ll never be able to escape their grasp. His stomach churns with the indigestible leftovers of Seungcheol. Red hot and bloody, he wants. He wants. He wants.

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    15 Jan 2025