hellyr (gaffa)

i'm not a pandora



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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    But she can’t ignore it—can’t ignore the way that the blood rushes in her ears, the increase in her heart rate when he so much as grazes by her, the catch in her breath when he strokes her shoulder with his thumb, crashing her back down to reality. He repeats himself, but his voice is far off in her ears, and she’s elsewhere, grabbing at some semblance of normalcy by trying to pretend that every last thing about this place is hell. She comes up empty.

    Helly hates that she wants him so badly.

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  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    On the first page, she just scribbles a few times. Looping, arching shapes, rambling thick lines, scratchy in the centre where she presses down onto it with her middle finger, ink staining the grooves in her skin. When there’s no more room, she tears it off, crumples it up, and tosses it back into the drawer.

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    or, five times Helly was weird about a pen, and one time Mark brought it up

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  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    She’s been used her whole life, as a family prop, as corporate propaganda, as coerced labor, as a punching bag. Now, she’s going to use someone for once.
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    Reintegration sucks.

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  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Woe’s Hallow tent scene rewrite if Mark is a little bit less experienced and Helena decides to take charge.

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  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    Helly R thinks she’s the only logical person in this whole place. Mark S is her supervisor and it’s his job to stop her from hurting herself and others.

    (Or, Helly won’t stop being destructive and Mark thinks sex will calm her down.)

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