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  1. Public Bookmark 54

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    belly, a stanford sophomore researching identity and self-concept, never expects one football game to shake up her carefully planned life. when taylor convinces her to ask quarterback conrad fisher for an interview, she ends up pulled into his orbit in ways she can’t ignore. from late-night parties and weed-fueled laughter with friends, to stolen moments in hammocks under the stars and quiet conversations that make the world feel smaller, belly discovers that college is more than lectures and research. and some things, like conrad, aren’t just about curiosity or interviews anymore.

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    28 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 53

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    Belly is getting married in 3 days to her best friend. Conrad has lost all restraint for keeping his feelings hidden after hearing about Jeremiah and Lacey. The confession that follows on the beach will change everything forever. Belly can sling as many lies at Conrad as she wants. He knows the truth and he’s not going to let her run away from it.

    *Rewrite of events after THE confession from 3x07

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    28 Oct 2025

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    It feels real, it feels right. Her stomach warms with wine and affection the longer she looks at him, the softer his eyes go, the colder their dinner gets as they giggle and gripe at each other like nothing’s ever broken their hearts. 

    For the first time in a long time, she lets herself think it: I miss you.

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    episode 5 AU

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    27 Oct 2025

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    Belly thought going to the same college as her high school boyfriend would be a dream come true, only to quickly realize that sometimes the best thing you can do is choose yourself. After deciding to transfer from her East Coast college to Stanford, she's quickly wrapped up in the mysterious and quiet but kind 1st year med student that she can't stop running into or thinking of.

    What happens when you begin to question whether your first love was ever truly love at all?

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    AU fic in which Belly never grew up going to Cousins, so she knows nothing of the Fishers. In every infinite universe, every version of Belly chooses Conrad.

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    25 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 38

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    Conrad’s lying on her bed, shirtless, sheets covering his hips. His fingers are laced behind his head, his elbows bent. The window’s open and a gentle breeze ruffles his hair, the Sacré-Cœur behind him, hazy in the morning sunlight as if photographed on grainy film.

    He’s so at home here that her heart squeezes. He smirks, just a little. It would be imperceptible if Belly wasn’t looking, but she is. She always is.

     

    (After receiving Conrad's first letter, Belly starts to dream about him. As it turns out, he dreams about her, too.)

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    19 Oct 2025