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    Sieun’s stomach flips curiously. He ignores it. “I don’t really have a big appetite,” he says, a well-practiced lie.

    or: wanting is wanting, and having is having, and Sieun has learned a long time ago that for him there will never be much of an overlap.

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    02 Oct 2025

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    Bruh i’m speechless

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    Sometimes, Sieun runs out of theories, so he just writes Suho's name over and over, like a prayer.

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    05 Oct 2025

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    WOW

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    “Ai, look at you,” Suho says, waving a hand. “Looking like this at eleven PM is so rude.”

    Sieun looks down at himself. He looks back up. “What do I look like?”

    Beautiful, Suho swallows. “Like you're about to get better sleep than me in my own house.”

    Or, Suho wakes up to a new world.

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    30 Sep 2025

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    And then he moves to pick up his discarded cane and Sieun’s body moves without thinking. Well no he does think, he thinks of that moment lifetimes ago on his door where Suho was right there and Sieun still let him go. When Sieun’s arms ached for Suho’s embrace, yet he still let him go.

    No, he isn’t letting him go again. He grips his wrists and tugs at it gently. “What is it, Suho-yah. Talk to me,” his voice somewhere between the pathetic path of desperation and devotion.

    He doesn’t care, not really. He would do anything for Suho, no questions asked.

    Or, 5 times when people think of different things about Yeon Sieun and Ahn Suho proves them all wrong.

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    23 Sep 2025

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    He says something, but the words are muffled, mouth pressed against Sieun’s hoodie. He’s close enough that Sieun can smell his hair; the fresh scent of his shampoo, the one Suho had messaged him a picture of months ago asking him to bring along on his next visit. It’s citrusy and sweet, undercut by a deeper woody smell. Sieun’s heart is in his throat. It seems impossible that Suho can’t feel his rapid heartbeat so close to his chest.

    Suho shifts, freeing his mouth from Sieun’s clothes so his next word can be heard. Even so, Sieun almost doesn’t hear it over the blood roaring in his ears.

    “Please?”

    Suho wakes up and things don't go back to normal. Sieun adjusts.

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    22 Sep 2025