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    Aaron asked, “What’s your deal? What’s going on?”

    Andrew had no choice. He stood up, walked to the bowl of freshly cut melon surrounded by pools of watermelon juice and an assortment of black seeds, and plucked a piece of the fruit. It was dark red and glistening and sweet on his tongue.

    It tasted like ash. Like a dirty little secret. Like a mistake.

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    “I think he’ll come to you,” she concludes. “Each person experiences attraction and sexuality in a unique way. It is possible there’s a kind of fear there, something foreign and unfamiliar to him.”

    Andrew mulls this over in his head. He thinks of Neil’s lingering gazes, of the recent reappearance of that warm blush on the tops of his cheeks. He considers, also, the inherent vulnerability of allowing oneself to be desired, and the shamelessness of desiring another. It’d make sense that Neil, both rabbit and fox, immense in his attempts to make himself minuscule, would be wary of something so terrifying.

     

    Alternatively: On Neil Josten’s apprehension regarding his own attraction to Andrew Minyard, told by Andrew’s increasingly flustered and consistently perplexed point of view.

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    01 May 2025

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    "Finders keepers" Andrew said slowly, turning his head to glare at Neil's siblings "losers weepers"

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    Neil keeps getting lost and Andrew keeps finding him.

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    29 Apr 2025

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    Andrew spends most of his childhood thinking he is a psychopath. He is not. Andrew is, and always will be, just Andrew.

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    17 Apr 2025

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    Andrew and Neil are used to surviving. They are not used to people coming back.

    It’s Neil’s senior year, and the five hour drive separating them comes with obstacles they couldn't anticipate. But they’re trying.

    They’ll do better.

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    14 Apr 2025