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    One choice. That's all it takes to change the course of the future. What if, James Potter had picked up his wand when Voldemort attacked? What if he survived, but was in a magical coma?

    James Potter wakes up several years after the attack on Godric's Hollow to find Voldemort is gone, his son is the saviour of the Wizarding World but has ended up living with Lily's cursed relatives and the man he considers his brother is in Azkaban. Here's how the three Marauder's raising Harry changes the entire world.

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    18 Oct 2025

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    6 dropped

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    At Hogwarts, Remus Lupin has a secret deeper than anyone suspects. He's not a werewolf, but a merman, cursed by a mysterious magical pool as a child. Every full moon, he’s pulled to the depths of the Black Lake, where transformation is inevitable, painful, and isolating. Only Lily Evans knows the truth, having uncovered it by accident years earlier. She has kept his secret and helped him manage the toll it takes on his body and spirit.

    Now in their fifth year, Sirius Black starts to notice things: the way Remus disappears, the darkness inside he tries to hide, the excuses that no longer make sense. When Sirius follows Remus one night, he finds more than he bargained for. The truth is stranger, more magical, and just a bit more heartbreaking than anything he imagined.

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    07 Oct 2025

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  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    The first time it happened, he threw up.

    Not afterwards.

    He threw up while he was still inside her. 

    It had pooled over the edge of the bed, sick and orange. Filled with the remnants of his dinner. He remembered staring at the mess, eyes unfocused and wet. His hair had stuck to the sides of his face, salty with sweat and tears. 

    Disgusting.

    And wrong.

    All of it was wrong.

     

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    The summer before his fifth year, Walburga decides to take the matter of the Black family heir into her own hands. Sirius is merely a pawn. A means to an end. A tool. But the woman he's been engaged to is almost twice his age. Not that Walburga cares. Not that any of them care.

    Oh.

    And he's in love with Remus.

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    18 Jan 2025

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    To think of a time in James's life where he hadn't loved something to a completely maddeningly blinding level; would be impossible. Regulus could spit venom in James's face and he would still think he was the most lovely creature to grace the earth, it's wrong and James knows it.

    (Fic is written just typing up when i have the chance!)

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    17 Oct 2025

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  5. Public Bookmark 47

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    Sirius Black escapes Grimmauld Place and arrives on James Potter’s doorstep, drenched from the rain and thinner than ever. But even with the safety of the Potters’ home, he can’t outrun the ghosts of his past. As he enters his sixth year, sleep eludes him, food tastes rotten, and his mind won’t stop spiralling. But there’s one exception—one brief moment of silence in the chaos.

    Every time he touches Remus Lupin, his thoughts go blissfully blank.

    And Remus?

    He watches helplessly as Sirius falls apart, doing everything in his power to put him back together.

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    24 Apr 2025

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    finished <3