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name a star after me by stilldecidings
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
14 Oct 2025
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Some days, Joel wonders if moving to America was worth it. A love of music was all they had, scribbling messy lyrics on homework and recording any catchy melody. They’d bonded over it; late night promises of sticking together through thick and thin.
But Joel understands now, the power that fame can have. To move the entire world with just a word.
That’s the power Etho has.
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Seungkwan and Jeonghan have issues they need to work out, and Mingyu finds himself caught in the middle of it, with even more pressing issues with Jeonghan that they need to work out too. It must be retribution, for being too impulsive, for letting Jeonghan drag him along anyway.
But it's too late now— they're road tripping through Jeju and Jeonghan is in the drivers seat. He's saying something funny, no— something sweet. Something damning.
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“Please don’t leave me,” Jeonghan begs, in between kisses. He knows he’s drunk and that he has to stop talking, but the truth comes out of him anyway. Embarrassingly desperate, excruciatingly real. “Please, God, I won’t be able to handle it.”
“Baby,” Mingyu breathes out, “I won’t.”
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It’s not Mingyu’s first time coming face to face with a door like this. Sometimes they manifest with the faint, mysterious sound of waves crashing against rocks, or with a permeating smell of incense. This one is unassuming, but, to him, it’s glaringly obvious where it leads to.
A place of refuge. A chance to breathe. A provocation.
It’s the door to Jeonghan’s apartment.
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Maybe in Jeonghan’s mind Seokmin is already kilometres away. Maybe in Jeonghan’s mind, Seokmin is the one who is out of reach.
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01 Sep 2023
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Jeonghan and Seokmin never broke up because they were never together. However, unresolved feelings spill over while shooting IN THE SOOP.
Growing older sometimes means growing apart. But it doesn't have to.
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24 Jun 2023
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March 3, 2018
Lee Seokmin wakes up in Osaka, sharing a hotel room on tour with Yoon Jeonghan.
March 3, 2018
Lee Seokmin wakes up, again, in Osaka, sharing a hotel room on a honeymoon with his husband.
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14 Jul 2023
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Lee Seokmin dies at twenty-two years old, alone, several kilometres off the port of Busan.
And then he begins the process again.
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- Part 2 of outside of time
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11 Jul 2023
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Wonwoo has a plan for this game. And if the timing is right, that plan might create a lucky space for Jeonghan to land safely inside. Wonwoo thinks about how it might work out a lot. Too much, probably, because if the timing is wrong in the end, he can’t risk the king for a pawn like Jeonghan.
Anyway, Jeonghan can take better care of himself than it might seem. People who bet on his downfall are gone now, and he’s still here. He must know what he’s doing.
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20 May 2023