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  1. Public Bookmark 68

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    It wasn’t the turning of his stomach caused by anxiety, nor was it the familiar stress-induced tension in his muscles, he just felt off. He looked down at his hands, clenching them again so his nails dug into his skin, and he felt the pain of it, but he somehow felt that the sensation was fake.

    Brows furrowing, he shook his head, clenching his fists a few more times and only having the same odd feeling that the pinch was not real despite the fact that he could physically feel it.

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    Chuuya experiences a dissociative episode and misunderstands what is happening to him.

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    25 Jun 2025

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    Chuuya, alone and suffering.

    And Dazai moved without a second thought.

    Because if he could just reach Chuuya, then everything would be alright. It was always alright, as long as Dazai could reach him.

    (Or, Chuuya falls prey to a different kind of corruption than usual, but Dazai is as determined to save him as ever.)

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    28 May 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    There is something in Seishu that itches everytime he sees them. And he sees them often - way too often. It feels like punishment, almost, because Koko doesn’t like people. He toys with them, sure, enjoys company more than Seishu does, enjoys baiting, joking, having people look at him, answer his orders. Seishu would know. But it never felt like Koko truly liked anyone, until Kisaki Tetta.

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    27 Dec 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 57

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    He forgets when he stopped hoping. Around the time Mikey had stopped coming semi-regularly, maybe. Around the time he had stopped showing up with bruised knuckles because there was a gun in the back of his trousers, and he had chosen to say nothing, and then, had given up.

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    15 Dec 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 60

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    Kisaki taps his glass. “Can we - maybe all calm down, hm?”

    “Please” Chifuyu breathes, before he can help, as hysterical now as everyone else. “Like this isn’t exactly what you want”

    Kisaki's glasses flash as his gaze lands on him. "Hm, Matsuno?"

    The argument is too loud for their conversation to be audible. Hanagaki is shouting, though at what now it’s impossible to know, tears in the corner of his eyes.

    “Us” He breathes, because with their eyes locked across the table, Chifuyu finds he can’t find the words. “At each other's throats”

    Kisaki frowns, puzzled, and leans on his hand, smiling a soft, simpering thing. “Why would I want that?”

     

    Set during the Bad Toman?Takemitchy Timeline

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    14 Dec 2024

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