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The Million And One Ways Arya Could (Should) Have Been Mentioned

Chapter 93: In The North

Notes:

Again, I find myself trying to explain away Jon. I don't see how he can't know Arya is there, but until it's confirmed half of me is living in the headcanon that he doesn't know. It's easier to think he's a clueless fucking idiot with a dysfunctional command, rather than he knows she's there, he knows she's gone into King's Landing and does nothing to show he gives a fuck.

Also, I just need a couple of lines to explain why, to explain exactly why he's being such a twat.

I'm going to give my opinion on the show in the End Notes. You don't have to read it. In fact, if you're a Daenerys fan, don't.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“They say every time a Targaryen is born, the gods toss a coin and the world holds its breath.” Varys said as he and Jon walked across the sand of Dragonstone.

“Not much for riddles where I’m from.” Jon dismissed.

Varys let out an amused scoff; it ended in a somewhat hummed thoughtful, tired sigh.

“What’s funny?” Jon asked.

“Your father – well, not your true father, I suppose, but the man who raised you – said a similar thing to me once,” Varys said flippantly. Jon stopped on the sand, turning to look at him as he continued. “What was it? ‘No riddles, no stories.’” Varys recounted, looking away as he remembered. Jon stared at him intensely. “I visited him, before he was executed. I was the only one who did.” Varys explained as he finally met Jon’s eyes again.

Shaking his head, Jon was quiet for a moment, taking in both reveals. “What do you want?” he asked with a shaky breath.

“Yes, that’s what he wondered too,” Varys droned, his eyes now fully taking in Jon. “You may not be Ned Stark’s son, but you do take after him, very much,” Varys said with a tilted head as he looked at him. Cutting the contact again, he looked down to the sands before raising his head again, refocusing. “I’ll tell you what I told him, I want what I have always wanted, what is best for the realm,” he paused. “We both know what she’s about to do. I do not believe such an act is what’s best for the realm.” He tried to get his point across.

Jon swallowed, turning away. He let out a heavy sigh as he looked at Varys. “That is her decision to make; she is our Queen.”

“Men decide where power resides, whether or not they know it.” Varys countered simply.

Squaring his shoulders, Jon focused on one of the matters. “I’ll ask you again, what do you want?” he asked again, his tone harsher at Varys using Ned Stark’s name to manipulate him.

“All I’ve ever wanted, the right ruler on the throne,” Varys explained, almost gently, trying to show his sincerity. “I still don’t know how her coin has landed, but I’m quite certain about yours.”

Jon bowed his head, turning away from the suggestion. “I don’t want it. I never have.”

Letting out a sigh, Varys looked at Jon with a mix of validation and exasperation, as if Jon’s refusal proved his point, while rejecting the idea anyway. “I have known more Kings and Queens than any man living. I have seen what they say to crowds and what they do in the shadows. I have furthered their designs no matter how horrible, but what I tell you now is true. You will rule wisely and well, while she –“

“She is my Queen.” Jon interrupted sternly, shutting down the discussion. He turned away and started walking again.

“And what of your family?” Varys called from behind Jon who stopped again, but didn’t turn around. It was a last effort, one he’d also made with Ned Stark. “The other half of your family, that is,” He added, slowly taking steps towards Jon, their words too delicate for the wind to carry. “It’s clear Sansa doesn’t trust her rule. Arya, the hero of Winterfell with unexplained, extraordinary skills, stands by her sister and Bran possesses more knowledge than even I ever could,” Varys stared at Jon, standing by his side. “Do you trust her around such potentially powerful threats?” he asked.

Jon stayed where he was, his shoulders heaving with his distress. “My family are in Winterfell,” he started, turning his head to face Varys as he showed his reasons. “In The North, which The Queen helped fight for. For that help, I gave my word I would fight for her in return,” he explained fiercely, as if the swearing the agreement all over again. “She will take the Iron Throne and my family will remain in the North, where I belong.” He stared at Varys for a moment further before walking away again, making sure his point that he would take no further part was understood.

Notes:

Thanks for reading. I hope these still do what they were supposed to, I hope they help any frustration you're feeling.

I think part of me thinks hey, maybe for Jon he is just trying to keep himself and the Starks out of it all. Ned only moves on what to do when he knows that his family are not safe up North. Robb is marching South and Sansa is right there. I think part of me wants to think Jon thinks it's easier to help her win and then he and the Starks can stay the fuck out of it and not have to worry about any of it anymore. Because fuck this honour-bound take. Ned lied to his King, his friend, for fucking years because it was the right thing. He challenged his King, his friend, because it was the right thing. This 'honour means I'll shut up and say nothing' shit I don't buy into and I want more.

 

And so on the show on a whole...

I am not a Daenerys fan. I don't remember the last time I was, book or show. I think she's unlikable as fuck. I also hope that hasn't totally come through in my chapters with her, except maybe that last one.

I don't see how someone whose ego needs to be appealed to all the fucking time to get her not to do fucked up shit is likable. I don't get how someone who sits smug while someone lists her endless titles and achievements makes anyone think of anything other than a dictator. I don't understand how someone who claims she is entitled to rule over all and it is her destiny to rule can ever be seen as an underdog. I don't understand how someone who never, ever stops and questions wtf she's doing and never, ever changes for the better is someone I'm supposed to champion. I don't understand how someone who finds more and more empowerment in killing, and never steps back is someone I'm supposed to think is going anywhere but down. I don't understand how someone who sees anyone not bowing to her as as a betrayer is someone I'm supposed to think is good. However, half of my fury for years now is that I always was under the impression I was supposed to like her. That that's what they were trying to sell me. That she was it and I was supposed to cheer for her, even though I never could. I'm not surprised by her character doing the shit she's done, and I think there were multiple times last season were that was being shown, but the tone was never there. It was never right. Like Tyrion challenging her on burning Lannisters and Tarleys, but he still goes with her anyway. Like the contrast of Missendi listing all the titles while Davos says "This is Jon Snow...he's King in the North" is a comedy line, it doesn't make the casual fan go 'wait, wow, actually, why does she need all that shit said and look how different Jon is. Maybe that matters'. Like Jon telling her "You'll be ruling over a graveyard" as he tries to get her to fight the Night King is not sold as a line that is not throw away, that is not just foreshadowing but also speaks to her motivation. There is no 'this could cost me the throne, but I can help and it's the right thing to do'. No, it's 'there will be no one left to love me', followed by anger that 'how dare that got in the way of what I'm really here for', but the show doesn't focus on that.

So as a character, I'm not surprised by what's happened now, but as the show's favourite? I am. I hated so much about the show because I felt she was supposed to be the hero, and I could not understand it. And it pissed me off. And I wondered how much of it was my bitterness that I thought compared to the books, Daenerys was overplayed and Arya was underplayed...which I think maybe is balancing out now, when really, it's too late, when really, it just leaves people confused because it conflicts with what has been sold until this point.

So if me, someone who seriously disliked the character to the point that it's not possible I wasn't biased against her - if someone like me didn't think this was definitely coming, I completely understand everyone's anger. And it's not like I have any 'yes, I was right, she's awful' win, because it's been done so badly that's what will always be the talking point. And I'm not happier that Arya is getting the light I think she should have been getting for fucking ages, because so many fucks up regarding especially her family have also sucked, and I don't suddenly have confidence about how it will turn out for her.

 

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