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Summary:

Voldemort wasn't as dead as everyone thought he was and now the wizarding war that everyone (aka, our heroes) had seen coming is upon them. However, Team Harry Potter has more allies than they realized: the demigods and Hades himself.
But, the demigods bring more than some crazy sayings and magic... they bring pieces to a puzzle that had been pulled apart a long time ago...

Continuation of my last fic, Yo, Death Wants to Protect You Cuz Some Other Loser Has Got to Die. If you haven't read it, well... you probably need to in order to understand this one.

Rating Teen for language.

Notes:

If you haven't, there are three summer chapters in Extra Scenes. I am highly suggesting you read at least the first one.

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Chapter 1: Open a Door You Have Never Opened Before!!

Notes:

Edited: 1/2/2020

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              “So, Harry’s at the Weasleys’ house right now?” Melody asked as she slumped into the couch next to her twin.

               Marvus’s fingers were tapping away at the controller in his hand. He wasn’t doing so well on screen. His character had been killed several times during one of the boss battles. There are just too many minions and every time he thought he could finally get one hit at the boss, the boss slipped away and the minions killed him.

               On the coffee table between the TV and couch, there were two O.W.L.S. parchments. Both sported similar scores, almost all of the classes contained Acceptables, with a few Exceeding Expectations and Outstandings. The only difference between the two was that some of Melody’s wand work could still use some work compared to her twin’s.

               “Dumbledore said he wanted to take Harry on a field trip to recruit the next professor, so he’s going there at some point,” Marvus answered, frowning as the hit points on his character started to go lower and lower with every minion appearing. “Ugh, this is fucking ridiculous, they aren’t even powerful! They just keep blowing up right next to me!”

               Melody ignored her brother has he threw the controller on his lap, letting out a long and dramatic sigh as his character was killed once again.

               “Have ya been telling Nico what’s been happening?” Melody asked.

               “Yeah,” Marvus said, putting down the controller on the table to finally look away from the dark to his twin, “he’s coming back early. Two weeks before school starts.”

               Just for meetings. There isn’t much he can do here other than that… much like us.

               Marvus didn’t have to say those words for Melody to know. Just from the frustrated and solemn look on his face, she could tell.

               Their mother had finally stopped being transferred through the different departments in the Ministry of Magic. Cornelius Fudge was being voted out of office, and in his place, another man by the name of Rufus Scrimgeour was going to have a try.  Rufus Scrimgeour had a meaner look compared the pigmy puff of Fudge. No, Scrimgeour was tougher looking with a stern look.

               It made people feel better about what the future knowing that the Ministry would be lead with the past Head of Aurors. However, Ms. Jones had said leading Aurors to lower crime and a country at the start of war were two very different things.

               Ms. Jones was alright with her job under a new department called Office for the Detection and Confiscation of Counterfeit Defensive Spells and Protective Objects. Mr. Weasley headed that mouthful and did just as the name said they did. People now, more than ever, were likely to buy anything to have a chance to protect themselves from what was going on outside.

               No, it wasn’t new, after all, the same thing had happened during the rise of Voldemort.

               There were even some Death Eaters coming to the Jones’ house. Watching. Waiting. Sometimes, when they thought the moment was right, attacking. But, thankfully, the small Jones family wasn’t doing too bad even if their grandmother began to taunt the Death Eaters.

               Marvus and Melody’s Aunt and Uncle spoke of only watchers. But the Jones family was a tough family.

               Besides, if Melody and Marvus had gotten used to monsters coming every now and again, so getting wizards too wasn’t too bad. Annoying, yes. Getting close calls, yes. But they were fine. At least, for now.

               Melody looked out the window to see that it was once again, misty. She frowned.

               Even the Muggles had started to realize something was wrong. However, they couldn’t pinpoint it. They were getting bleary days, not feeling the best, and a bridge had collapsed, even though it was just built.

               Their mother had told them the cause of the mist were breeding of the Dementors. It was just like the start of the last war. Voldemort wasn’t holding back either. Killed Amelia Bones, the current head of the Auror Office… or no so current anymore. A list of what to do during these times was sent home to the students to prepare them for the dark forces. Inferni could be about. Questions should be made to make sure people weren’t under the Imperius curse.

               But, Melody and Marvus were already prepared for this.

               They were, after all, children of war.

               “Ugh,” Melody groaned and flung herself sideways on the couch, “I wish we could kill Dementors with Patronuses, I need the sun to come out!”

               Marvus instantly smirked as he restarted the round. He was going to beat the boss before the summer was over, that was a definite since he couldn’t bring the game to school.

               “Your fish killing a Dementor? Salmon? Salmon that get eaten by bears?” Marvus teased.

               Melody glared at her twin and flung her legs over his lap as she laid down.

               “My fish is a fine fish,” Melody said, “and this round is going to be the last, we should go to the Magic of Ministry so we can have lunch with Mom soon. I call not waking up Grammy.”

 

               “So, when are you going to go back?” Will asked.

               Nico was already packing. There wasn’t much to pack; all he needed was already in his trunk. The only things he needed to add were more swords, as well as ambrosia and nectar.

               After he had heard much of the news about England, not only from Melody and Marvus but a good portion of the Apollo cabin (who knew so many people were happy to look at other country’s news?) he knew he had to be ready. This year was going to be unlike the one before. People had already been killed…

               It was the start. The start of the war they had been waiting for.

               Nico had been dreading every moment of it. Still, he was ready. He was more ready to attend Hogwarts than he had been last year. Instead of floating through what he could possibly do, now, he had clear missions in mind. Not clear steps, but, hey, they were a start.

               It was hard to watch from the sidelines. Packing deluded him into thinking he was doing more than he actually was. Both Will and Nico knew this but didn’t bother to say anything.

              “In three weeks maybe four, it depends. I have to see some people before the school year starts,” Nico answered, still rummaging through his drawers to make sure everything he got everything he wanted. He grabbed his Mythomagic t-shirts and shoved them into his trunk.

               Melody and Marvus had mailed him some Floo Powder. Instead of using the shortcut to the Underworld and then Hogwarts, he could go through the Floo Network instead. Daphne had made sure it was possible, her cousin had made a permanent change within the network for him. Nico thanked her with a never-ending paragraph in a letter he sent a few weeks ago and he wasn’t the only one to be so happy, Will had certainly appreciated it.

               Of course, Nico couldn’t avoid using his powers forever. After a summer’s rest, he hoped it would be enough to get back to where he was, maybe even better than before.

               The son of Hades made sure to leave some of the powder behind. After all, Will still needed to use it at some point.

               “You are coming too, what are you talking about?” Nico said. Then his mind began to turn and then he frowned. “Okay, you aren’t coming that early… Maybe a few days before the terms start… That is, if you want to take up Dumbledore’s offer to study under Madame Pomphrey.”

               Will lounged on the pillows on the floor of the Hades cabin. He watched his boyfriend, knowing not to help (Nico wasn’t going to let him, those were his things! His responsibility!), and sunk deeper into the pillows.

               “I was thinking that I would come later during the year,” Will said, turning around a letter in his hand. Nico had gotten his results from the O.W.L.S. a week ago. No, he hadn’t opened them. “There are a few people that I need to look over here before I go.”

               Nico hid some of his disappointment. It did kind of suck that he wasn’t going to see his boyfriend as much, just like last time, but… Will needed to do what he needed to do. Nico couldn’t fault him for that.

               “What’s this?” Will asked, finally holding up the letter.

               Nico groaned.

               I was wondering when he was going to start asking that…

               “It’s my O.W.L.S.,” Nico answered, slamming his trunk shut.

               Will’s eyebrows quirked up.

               “I thought you already took them?”

               “Grades,” Nico clarified as he leaned up against his trunk, “they are what I got for all the classes.”

               Will frowned as he began to look at the envelope more closely. It did look rather nice compared to the letters that Pansy and his other Slytherin friends had been sending. The paper was well kept, beautiful cursive handwriting danced across it, and dark wax seal showed intricacies relating to Hogwarts, the O.W.L.S. exams themselves.

               “You got this a while ago, didn’t you?” Will asked, letting the letter flop onto his lap.

               Nico let out a sigh and gave him a disgruntled look.

               “Yeah, about a week ago- okay, don’t look at me like that! I mean, what’s the point of looking when I know it’s going to be bad? Huh?”

               It might not be bad. With all of the help from Pansy, Tracey, and Millicent, he could have gotten some acceptable O.W.L.S. But it might also be bad. Not opening the letter allowed Nico’s perception to shift between the two without too much worry.

               Bad or not bad? Could be both at this point, Schrödinger’s grades.

               Nico knew he’d have to tell his friends eventually what he’d got. He just didn’t know what he’d do if he had done horribly in all of his classes. What would his friends say? Well, it couldn’t be too bad, but…

               That only earned a worse look from Will. Yet, in a second, the son of Apollo smiled, and he held up the letter once more.

               “I’ll give you a kiss if you look at it with me,” Will grinned.

               Nico looked down at the envelope. He frowned, letting his hands tap the top of his trunk. He squinted at the envelope as if it had personally insulted him. Then, he removed his hands from the trunk and his gaze turned up toward Will.

               “Before or after?” Nico asked.

 

               “No, I don’t want to see him,” Sirius Black said tersely to Dumbledore, glaring at the House Elf in front of him, “I don’t want to be here anymore and I don’t want to have to look after the house with this- this thing!”

               Harry had left the Dursley’s to live with the Weasley’s for the rest of the summer. It wasn’t going to be long before Hogwarts was going to start up again. Plus, Dumbledore wanted Harry there. Sirius couldn’t blame him; Harry was starting to get bored of their times together, itching to get back to school.

              As for Sirius, without Harry, he was returning to Grimmauld Place. Over the summer, he had virtually become cleared of all his charges. It was frustrating to Sirius, in the fact that he had to “die” to become a free man.

               But, now, with life as a free man, he had to deal with the same old things. He had to deal with what was handed to him when his mother had died: the house, Kreacher, Buckbeak, everything. Sirius had merely pushed it off by spending the whole summer with Harry.

               And Lupin did come too at some point.

               Harry needed the break. So did Sirius.

               Maybe if we had stayed not at the Dursleys’ we could have spent the whole time together, Sirius with a frown, Dumbledore insisted Harry stay in the house… It was frustrating, having to stay in the wretched house with those wretched Muggles.

               Lily was right to complain about her sister, her, her husband, and her son were unbearable.

               Of course, though, you can’t avoid responsibilities forever. Dumbledore reminded Sirius of that as he went back to Grimmauld Place. Well, Remus did too, but there was only so much he could do. It was just like when they were kids, really…

               So, Sirius got the ball rolling.

               Buckbeak, or rather, Witherwings, went to Hagrid to enjoy the outdoors. Yes, Sirius had to say goodbye to a good feathered friend, but he knew the hippogriff would be happier.

               Grimmauld Place House was staying as a meeting place for the Order of the Phoenix. More protocols were created and extra spells were put in place to add protection.

               So that left the awful House-Elf to deal with. Sirius had managed a week without seeing the thing. But, with Dumbledore’s very hard suggestion, the ugly thing was summoned by Sirius. This was the final thing Sirius had to do.

               Kreacher stared back at Sirius with the same hatred, his eye twitching with anger at the insults. He didn’t have to tell Sirius what he thought of him for. After all, the wizard had heard it all a thousand times before.

               “Kreacher won’t be serving you anymore! Kreacher is meant to serve his Mistress Bellatrix, a true Black! Not- not- not Master Sirius! Not the Blood-traitor! Not the one who broke my mistress’s heart-”

               “Shut up, Kreatcher!”

               Kreacher let out a painful squeal as the last of his words were cut off from him.

               “You can’t treat him like this, Sirius,” Dumbledore said calmly, his blue eyes resting on the wizard before him, “you could have died once because of him, do you think repeating the same path will grant you a different result?”

               Sirius stopped. He stared at the House Elf with a blank expression, his face not showing what he was thinking.

               There was too much. It wasn’t so much that dying bothered Sirius, no. Surprisingly, it was how Kreacher could have caused so much pain to Harry and his friends. His godchild.

               James and Lily trusted me.

               Anger swelled up in Sirius.

               I am going to do this the way I want to. I am going to live and Harry is going to be fine!

               “He isn’t allowed to speak of the meetings nor make reference to them in any way, talking, writing, dancing around it, nothing,” Sirius said as he glared at the House Elf, “he doesn’t clean, he doesn’t do anything, so I don’t want him here.”

               The House Elf returned the same hatred and anger. Though, he appeared to be struggling with something. The order and not order of staying there. The only thing that kept Kreacher there was… was…

               “If you want, he can work within the kitchens in Hogwarts,” Dumbledore offered.

               Sirius didn’t take another moment to decide.

               “Kreacher, I want you to work at Hogwarts,” Sirius ordered.

               With one last glare, the House Elf disappeared with a crack.

               Sirius knew that Dumbledore didn’t believe that was the right choice. However, Sirius couldn’t bring himself to care. If he was going to live any longer in this horrible house of his, he was going to really live.

               As a free man, he could also be free from his past. He could feel it, the light that shone in his heart. Something he had missed in Azkaban, something he had missed when he couldn’t go out and feel the sun on his skin…

               Then an echo sounded in his mind, shrouding some of the light.

               Finish what I started.

               His brother’s voice. A brother who had served as a Death Eater and only lasted days when he turned against Voldemort… A brother Sirius had thought about more in the past two months than he had in a decade.

               A brother he thought he had left behind.

               And Sirius’s strong resolve in leaving his past began to fade.

 

               Harry thought about his new professor: Slughorn. Slughorn did like to collect people. Even the little meeting with him had told Harry, the way he would go on to their achievements, that they would send him gifts, and the sadness in that none of his students knew where he was anymore. Moving around so much meant that Slughorn could no longer keep in touch.

               While Slughorn didn’t seem like the best man in the world for that job, he was at least better than Umbridge.

               Fred and George were living in a Flat in Diagon Alley since their business was booming. Even Mrs. Weasley admitted that they were doing surprisingly well. Still, the Burrow was rather full. Fleur Delacour was an addition since she was… Bill’s fiancé. Harry didn’t know whether to comment on Mrs. Weasley’s assertion that their relationship was moving fast.

               It might have been because she, Ginny, and Hermione weren’t having fun with the new possible family member, that she was full of herself, and her doting on Bill was going to make them throw up.

               Harry could neither deny nor agree with these claims either.

               Harry finally told Ron and Hermione about the Prophecy and… they took it well. Even took Dumbledore giving him private lessons really well too.

               In fact, the only thing that didn’t go well was seeing what they had gotten on their O.W.L.S. They may or may not have held each other screaming when they realized three owls were flying toward them with their results. No, of course not. Hermione definitely wasn’t a little upset that she had one Exceeding Expectations instead of all Outstandings. Not at all.

               And then, finally, it was Harry’s sixteenth birthday.

               Harry, Ron, and Hermione had played Quidditch with Ginny, but now they were waiting for the small celebration to come. Sirius and Lupin were coming with a cake (much to Mrs. Weasley’s dismay) and Tonks planned to join when the night wore on. Ginny and Mrs. Weasley were happy to know that Fleur was too busy making wedding arrangements to attend until much later.

               Harry, Ron, and Hermione started to spend the time complaining about one thing or another as they sat at the kitchen table, eating some snacks that were left out. The clock had already scared them once when it dinged to show Mr. Weasley and Bill coming home.

               Mrs. Weasley had moved the clock showing where all of the Weasley family members were to the kitchen, where she was cleaning. All of the hands pointed to mortal peril. Harry had noticed over the time here that Molly had taken up the habit of carrying the clock around the house, watching and worrying about everyone.

               It let a nasty feeling in his stomach.

               Finally, there was a knock.

               “Harry, open the door,” Mrs. Weasley said, frowning as she turned her wand and dishes flew out of the sink, “I’m sure that’s Lupin and Sirius waiting for you.”

               Harry didn’t need her to ask him Before Ron or Hermione could say anything or even comment about his absence in their conversation, he was already bounding straight past them and to the door.

               He had been waiting to see Sirius. It wasn’t that long since he had seen him, but…

               A little voice in his mind was wondering if Sirius was really alive. And if Sirius was going to stay alive. Harry had almost lost Sirius, he didn’t want to lose him again.

               “Wait! Before you open the door, you have to ask them a question-” Mrs. Weasley screamed from the kitchen just as the door was opened wide.

               Harry stared at Melody and Marvus’s forms, staring excitedly at him. Behind the twins, stood Sirius and Lupin. It was strange, though Sirius and Lupin appeared to be as worn out as they always had, there was also something aglow about them.

               “Harry!” Melody screamed as she tackled him.

               He couldn’t do anything as she squeezed his midsection, lifting him into the air, nearly breaking his ribs in the process. Luckily, she let him go onto the ground rather quickly.

               “Happy Birthday, you birthday boy!” Melody sang, “Nico says happy Birthday too, but he’s busy, but we’re here!”

               “Yeah, happy sweet sixteen,” Marvus added as he went through the threshold, sending a wave to the others in the room, letting his feet hit the ground with a loud thump. He frowned at Harry. “Where is your crown? All the sweet sixteen birthday people need crowns. Gods, if I’d known you didn’t have one, I would have brought one of mine for you.”

               Harry opened his mouth, but nothing came out as he watched as Lupin and Sirius finally wandered in, both of them carrying boxes, with a larger plain one in Lupin’s arms. They smiled at him and Harry realized he was right; they were a bit happier.

               Only a squeal took his attention from the two men.

               “Hermione is here! Oh, I didn’t know she was here!” Melody screamed even louder.

               Melody went and looked like she was going to give Hermione a similar spine bending hug, her hands going wide before ensnaring Hermione just as Hermione realized the sort of danger she was in. However, during the hug Hermione didn’t wheeze or beg for Melody to let go.

               Hermione was also surprised at the normal hug and quickly returned it.

               “It’s a pleasant surprise to see you too,” Hermione said as Melody pulled away.

               Melody practically glowed.

               “Yes! Letters were alright, but sometimes they got a little scratched up and it is always so nice to see friends in person- oh! Ron, you need a hug too,” Melody didn’t bother to see Ron’s suddenly wide eyes and the way he turned to find a place to escape.

               At least, that didn’t stop her from giving him a hug.

               Hearing the breath that was forced out of Ron, Harry could tell she didn’t hold back for him either.

               “It’s good to see you, too bad your brothers aren’t here,” Melody continued and then she turned toward all of the house, “wow, your home is quite comfy! Very nice, it’s like ours but no weapons!”

               “Yeah,” Marvus said with a matching smile.

               Ginny must have heard the commotion because she was edging into the kitchen area to see the new guests. Mr. Weasley was with her too, frowning as if he was confused about how there were even more children in his house.

               “Lupin, get over here so we can start cutting that cake you wanted to make so bad,” Mrs. Weasley said just as the man got into the kitchen.

               Harry watched as Lupin obediently went toward her, placing the cake on the table. He took it out of the box. It was decorated with red and orange letterings and what seemed to be a horribly made stag in white.

               “Harry.”

               Instantly Harry turned toward the owner of the voice.

               There stood Sirius, smiling. He still had bags underneath his eyes. Even with their time over the summer, those dark circles hadn’t gone away. What did go away were the bones showing under his skin and, for once, his grin was genuine.

               “After cake, I have a gift for you,” Sirius said.

               The box Harry had seen earlier was still in Sirius’s hand. The wrapping paper was of red and yellow stripes, sloppily put together, with some glue dried and frozen in mid-drip.

               But it still made Harry’s heart overflow with gratitude and awe.

               “Oh,” Harry said, wide eyes as he stared at it, “thank you.”

               Molly Weasley gasped.

               At once, everyone’s attention went toward her and then her gaze.

               The clock’s hands had moved. Instead of pointing toward mortal peril, all of the members, except Fred and George, were pointed to the label of home.

               “Huh,” Arthur Weasley said in wonder, the handful of forks near the other plates by the cake was forgotten as he slowly let go of then, “it hasn’t been like that for a while.”

 

               Pansy lounged on one of Tracey’s large black couches. Her legs were swung over the armrests, her back against the other, and her eyes on the mantle above the fireplace where Tracey and Pansy’s O.W.L.S. laid. Tracey had gotten all Outstandings and Exceeding Expectations. Pansy’s were a little more varied, but she was happy with what she had gotten. The classes she had cared about had high enough grades to continue in N.E.W.T.S. for them.

               She was happy that the owl had found her. Pansy didn’t know what would happen if she showed up to Hogwarts without knowing what she had gotten; there was no way she was going back to her house.

               My grades wouldn’t have been useful for my parents either.

               A frown was on Pansy’s face as she waited for Tracey to finish cleaning her room. The Davis parents had had enough of their little “garden gnome” and wanted to be able to see the floor.

               No, Pansy hadn’t heard a word from either of her parents. The Death Eater and the Ministry worker was apparently too busy for her. That wasn’t surprising.

               No one was after Pansy Parkinson either. Deaths and disappearances were appearing almost daily in the newspapers and Pansy still sat comfortably in a house that wasn’t hers.

               Maybe it was because they wanted me to be safe. My parents are letting me slip under the radar by not talking to me.

               Or maybe it’s too much of a hassle to bother with their only daughter.

               Pansy crossed her legs and her frown deepened. Her brown eyes began to wander to the table beside her, filled with the open letters from Nico, Daphne, Millicent, and even Blaise. There were no letters from Draco. In fact, in one of Blaise’s long rants, he had complained about how no onehas been receiving letters from Draco.

               Pansy didn’t know if she cared. If she did, she suppressed those feelings harshly.

               Draco is getting what he deserved, she thought, scowling and crossing her arms over her chest.

               Maybe the way she was reacting was out of revenge. Revenge for being a follower for so long. The sense of betrayal that she had gotten after willingly doing so many things for Draco and- and he never did anything for her! All the time they had spent together was nothing! Wasted!! Something he obviously didn’t care about- and- and-

               Or maybe it was the fact that Draco did deserve it, after all the havoc with Harry Potter. Every moment Draco saw the Gryffindor it was like he had to do something to taunt him. At least the rest of the Slytherin House wasn’t so… dedicated.

               Or maybe it was all of the above.

               Pansy’s eyes finally wandered to the book Nico had given her during the year. Pride and Prejudice.

               Draco had never given her books. He had given her things, like jewelry for the Yule Ball but never something like a book.

               Even though Pansy had told Nico it “wasn’t the right time” to read it, that was a lie. In reality, she wanted to wait until she really, really wanted to read it.

               There was only going to be one chance to read this book for the first time. One time to read and have all of the raw emotions filter out. One time to feel the ultimate shock, betrayal, and love.

               Her hands went over the cover and she picked it up and put it on her lap.

               I guess the time is now.

Chapter 2: Here’s the Five Thousand Things You’ve Missed! Good Luck!

Notes:

Oh, and I forgot, but happy Halloween!! Even though it's been two weeks ago. I dressed up like Newt Scamander and actually made a little Pickett! He is hella adorable.
Since I am doing nanowrimo, I will be able to update more often! Hopefully. Yes. I wanted to work on one of my original novels, but I realized I need to plan it out a lot more.

Anyway, I hope you enjoy the chapter!

Edited: 1/2/2020

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               “What is that?” Will asked, frowning.

               The son of Apollo leaned over his desk, watching as Nico carefully read the parchment in his hands. An owl had flown into the infirmary's window about five minutes ago. Screams sounded. Pillows were thrown. Adam, who said he had hurt his leg so badly that he couldn’t do any of the activities that day, somehow could get up and escape the feathery beast by sprinting to the other side of the room.

               Nico had only gotten and ripped the envelope a few seconds ago while Will tried to calm everyone else down. Despite the son of Apollo’s efforts, people in the infirmary were still looking about, waiting for the next owl to come through the window. There were a few others who were still upset about the disturbance and glared at the son of Hades.

               However, that did nothing; Nico’s attention was too glued into the letter to notice anything else.

               “Melody and Marvus already bought my materials for the year,” Nico answered, slightly frowning, “and that they will let me work the money off by playing Quidditch with them.”

               Quickly Will’s expression matched Nico’s frown.

               “You can’t play; you can’t go that high in the air or else you’d be fried by good olde Zeus.”

               Nico folded the letter and put it into his pocket.

               “They’ll learn that when I meet them in a few hours,” Nico said nonchalantly as he stood up.

               It wasn’t Nico’s plan to stay much longer, he was surprised that Melody and Marvus had bothered to send him a letter when he was going to go over there today. Funny, most of the owls had taken quite a bit of time to get to the United States. Then the demigod let his mind entertain the thought that maybe that was how long the owl took to cross the ocean.

               Then his glee over the owl was somewhat gone.

               I guess I know what I’m telling them when I get there: no owls.

               “Oh, that’s a bit evil,” Will smiled.

               Nico shrugged as he moved, hoping the owl got a bite to eat as it flew away so quickly, “I’m a Slytherin, what do they expect?”

               Will smiled and he tilted his head at the other questioningly. Nico laughed a little and said that he was kidding. But the more he thought about it, he frowned.

               After all that had been happening back in England, it wasn’t too far to say that Slytherin might be back to where they were at the beginning. Death Eaters were carrying out missions and murders they were too scared to do before. It was just like the previous war started, according to both the demigod twins and his Slytherin friends.

               Nico could still remember Liam Murphy. The Gryffindor that had confronted and harassed Daphne and the hatred in his eyes. Even when she tried to mend things, he didn’t appear to forgive her. Liam was barely civil and that was all he could do.

               With an exhale, Nico let those thoughts and worries drift away. He could figure out what was happening when he got there. In the United States, all he could do was worry and try to predict what was going to happen. And what was the point in that? Trying to predict things when he was only in the Wizarding World for a year? And worry, well, that was inevitable but unneeded. He had had enough of that in his life.

               “I’m going to go,” Nico said, and he looked back at up at Will, “want to see me off?”

               His boyfriend didn’t hesitate. Will got up out of his chair and made a vague gesture to one of the other medics who nodded.

               “Let’s go,” Will said and together they went to the Big House.

 

               They had their last laughs and jokes on the walk over and now Nico was looking at the fireplace before him.

               His trunk was already at Melody and Marvus’s house, his uniform and other robes stuffed in there with his class materials. His sword was on him, as well as his wand.

               By now, most campers got the memo that he was a wizard. Percy had a big mouth. Lou did too. Okay, everyone in the damned camp did and so, this quest was as wide open to the demigods as it could possibly be. The only thing that came about were questions of doing a real magic trick in front of them with his wand.

               It went by well. He was going to miss his times here, relaxed, with friends, with Will…

               Nico stared at the fireplace.

               It was hard to believe he was already going back. It had felt like an eternity and no time at all simultaneously. Nico let out a sigh, thinking about taking a step forward with Floo Powder in his hand-

               “You promise you’ll be careful?” Will suddenly said.

               And Nico stopped. He turned back to see that Will wasn’t as happy as he had been a few moments ago. There were lines of worry across his face and the bright smile was, for the moment, gone.

               The updates from Melody and Marvus had obviously gotten to him too.

               This year was probably going to be as difficult as the last one. As annoying, as strange…

               But the good would also match. Nico was going to meet new people, reconnect with his friends, try to do good while still doing the quest, the quest of helping defeat the final enemy….

               Nico walked forward and cupped Will’s face. He was going to miss being this close to Will, however, with the extra drachmas his pocket, he knew that they would still talk.

               He leaned and they kissed. Over the summer they have gotten much better, making each kiss last longer than the one before it. Though, that was nothing to complain about. When they broke apart Nico found himself unable to stop smiling.

               “I won’t do too many stupid things,” Nico promised.

               Will instantly smirked.

               “Thank the gods I’ve rubbed off on you.”

               That earned a snort from Nico, who quickly shook his head in protest. His hands from Will’s face fell as he walked to the fireplace.

               “Out of both of us, I think I’m the one that does fewer stupid things. Honestly, I have no idea where you got that impression that it was the other way around because according to all past experiences, it’s always been you jumping in without a plan.”

               And, finally, Will grinned the grin that always shined and warmed Nico like the sun. With that last sight, Nico felt his feet could move naturally into the fireplace.

               “I will message you when I can,” Nico said, and Will nodded.

               Now, I can leave.

               “Twelve Grimmauld Place!”

 

               Grimmauld Place was just as dusty and strange as it had been when the son of Hades left. As Nico moved, a layer of dust was picked up and uncovered the dark wood beneath, leaving a reminder of where he had been moments before. There were many more footprints of people scattered all across the ground, showing which rooms were the most popular and the least popular.

               The room he was in appeared to be one of the least used.

               But where was everyone?

               “Hello?” Nico called out.

               I had told everyone I was coming, didn’t I? I- I must have, I remember writing those letters… Oh, well, I hope they got them in time.

               Nico took a step and the floorboard creaked.

               “Someone in the house?” Nico called out again.

               “Yes!”

               Oh, thank the gods, Nico thought as he sighed with relief at the response.

               Yet, just as the person came through, they froze mid-step. It was the man who had asked about the location of Sirius Black, Lupin. Nico could tell from the concern and sadness in Lupin’s eyes that they must have been close.

               Lupin was just like he was before, riddled with scars and worn down by the world.

               “I tried to send a letter, but… I don’t know if they got it,” Nico said, not moving.

               The other man didn’t answer right away. Either from the shock of seeing a small kid around or that he was remembering what Nico had explained before he left for the United States, the “Godly Interrogation,” as Marvus had named it, or just the fact that he had a dark sword around his leg as well.

               “Dumbledore is in a meeting and Sirius is out and fixing something,” he answered.

               So, I guess I’ll just have to wait here? Wait until they come back?

               Nico looked around the house. He didn’t necessarily want to stay there, it was rather… strange, Nico thought as he looked at the ugly and small heads mounted on the walls near the stairs.

               “They had been talking about you coming, though they didn’t know when you’d come through… Sirius could be coming home any moment. Whatever he was telling Mundungus will probably be short,” Lupin continued and then he turned, “here, we can wait in the dining room for him to return.”

               Oh.

               Nico followed the wizard. He frowned as he felt a tug on his stomach. It was like something was pulling him. He looked up from the staircase with a frown and blank eyes.

               But, with the man moving rather fast, so Nico decided to try to ignore it.

               They got to the dining room, the room they had conducted the “Godly Interrogation.” It was strange to see it now, what were once full seats, now were empty. They appeared to have been empty for a while.

               This whole house is empty.

               “Er, do you remember my name? From the meeting?” Lupin asked.

               “Uh, only your last name,” Nico admitted as he took a seat at the table. The chair wasn’t the most comfortable thing in the world, but Nico welcomed it. After all, he didn’t know when he wouldn’t be able to sit down again.

               I wonder if they had that anti-monster spell here like at Hogwarts… There is probably so much more the wizards know about demigods, just have to find the right books... Gods, it is nice, working together instead of tiptoeing around each other.

               Lupin didn’t appear to upset at the confession. He merely shrugged as he sat down a couple of seats away.

               “It’s alright, at least you had gotten part of it. I’m Remus Lupin.”

               Nico nodded.

               Remus. Just like Reyna’s dog, named after the wolves that raised the first heroes of Rome… Oh. Oh shit, I definitely shouldn't say that.

               Upon the silence, Nico realized he had a question.

               “You were the werewolf professor, weren’t you?” Nico suddenly asked.

               He could see Lupin starting to itch with nervous energy. It must have been the same effect that the demigods had casted on Hagrid. It wasn’t hard to guess why. Nico could still remember the Lycanthropes when they attacked Camp Half-Blood and the first werewolf, Lycaon. After that battle, Nico could still feel the horrible slash.

               Even now, Nico could see the scar leftover.

               Remus Lupin looked as Pansy had described him. Scars stretched across his face and his hair was starting to have grey strands mixed in with the brown. It showed that he was someone who was dragged through life very young.

               “Yes?”

               Oh, man, it’s really good that I didn’t bring up what his first name reminds me of.

               Nico could remember the few times the girls had spoken about him... In the beginning, they were begrudgingly upset when talking about him, discussing how he was a horrible werewolf… but then, later admitting he was one of the best Defense Against the Dark Arts professors they had ever had.

               Nico blinked before he realized he should probably explain why he had asked that question in the first place.

               “Pansy had talked about you. Pansy Parkinson. And Tracey Davis.”

               Lupin blinked.

               “Did they?”

               Nico nodded. A mixture of emotions splayed over Lupin’s face: happiness, then worry, and then mild acceptance between the two. Maybe Lupin expected them to not say any good things.

               She didn’t at first, but… so much had changed since then…

               “Pansy said she thought you were good and Tracey said that you were one of the best DADA professors they’ve had,” Nico said.

               Lupin’s face visibly brightened.

               “Oh, I am… honored that they would say such a thing,” he said with a small smile. Whatever worry or negativity that was first there vanished.

               Nico shrugged.

               He only had one Defense Against the Dark Arts professor so far and anyone could be better than Umbridge. Though, apparently, the one before Umbridge was actually a Death Eater that had tried to kill Harry. Surprisingly, Pansy admitted that he was rather good too.

               Still, out of the stock, Lupin wins.

               Without another word, there was a sound of the door opening.

               “Ah, that must be Sirius,” Lupin said, standing up, and as he walked over and past the threshold of the dining room. Just before he left, he turned back around, “I’ll be right back.”

               Nico nodded and then Lupin disappeared beyond and into the hallway. The demigod entertained himself by twisting the ring on his finger.

               And, his mind began to wander further. He had a few people he had wanted to see before the school year starts, hopefully, he could make it work…

               “Yes, your visitor already arrived,” Lupin said with slight annoyance.

               “What? Really? He never told us when he was coming, we sent- oh.”

               “Yes, oh. It probably took a long time for you two to be sending owls instead of any other types of messages.”

               Lupin walked in with Sirius Black next to him.

               Nico was surprised to see that Sirius Black appeared to be doing much better than when he had returned to the world of the living. His face was healthier, with a glow, and though his clothes were a bit dusty, they were also new.

               “Well- then, I guess I shall see you at another one of the meetings?” Lupin asked the son of Hades, interrupting the silence.

               Though Lupin's past smile was no longer there, he was lighter. It was like there was a pep in his step. Sirius Black must have thought the same thing because his once neutral face became slanted with some confusion.

               “Yeah, I’ll see you later,” Nico replied.

               And then there was only Nico and the strange wizard in the room. Or, rather, Sirius Black was on the edge of the room, waiting, just on the door frame, not sure what to do.

               Well, with Black alone I think it is appropriate to do some… check-ins. Gods! I knew thinking that would be weird. Ugh, I feel like Will. I’m not supposed to be the medic, I’m the- the fighter! Warrior! Guy thing… Whatever.

               Nico was the person who had saved Sirius Black from a certain death… the path that was written now was aloft, up to chance and a new beginning. And, like he had done with Hazel, Nico hoped Sirius embraced that new beginning.

               So, Nico embraced this new part of what he was doing and the words that had been on his mind finally left Nico’s mouth.

               “How do you feel?”

               There was some conflict in the wizard’s eyes like he had plans to leave when Nico said that. Whatever plans they were, Black left them for another time.

               Nico watched as Sirius Black finally walked inside the dining room and sat down. Instead of appearing at home, he looked around with unease, stiffened. His pose was rigid, and his attention didn’t stay at one point, rather, it darted over the room.

               “What do you mean?” Black asked once he had somewhat feigned relaxation. Finally, his eyes slowed.

               Nico shifted in his seat, trying to find a new position.

               “I mean… how does it feel to be living right now?” Nico repeated.

 

               How does it feel?

               Sirius didn’t know how to answer that. There were many words that came to mind. Annoyed. Upset. The wizards he had seen were still weary of him and Mundungus finally got the hint to not be in Grimmauld Place while he was gone.

               People still thought he was a Death Eater. Instead of a force for good, Sirius was just another awful Death Eater, carrying out kidnappings, murders, and causing hell on Earth for every man, woman, and child. Even though, he wasn’t. He never was. He wasn’t even a murderer.

               He felt like he didn’t belong. During Azkaban, he had thought endlessly about what he wanted to do when he got out. The drive, the knowledge that he was innocent, the planning to do the very thing they convicted him for (to kill someone, but instead of for the Dark Lord, it was to kill the murderer of his best friend) was what had kept him going. But now those goals had come and gone. Peter Pettigrew was gone after Harry had convinced Sirius not to kill him and Sirius was finally a “free man.”

               It wasn’t what he expected.

               It wasn’t what he imagined.

               The only thing that had made it any better was the summer with Harry and the visits from Remus.

               “It feels fine,” Sirius answered as he slumped down further in his chair.

               The young boy narrowed his eyes. He moved the ring on his finger- it was a skull.

               “Are you sure?” Nico asked.

               Sirius was becoming more annoyed with this demigod. Son of Hades, son of Death. Well, son of the ruler of the Underworld, but that didn’t matter. It was just like the story… The Deathly Hallows… The skull ring, how predictable…

               It was almost scary to think that he shouldn't have been alive at that moment. Sirius was walking around like a happy, merry man when he could have been dead and a ghost on the other side of the Veil of Death.

               Well, not really a merry man. And not really a ghost. People are only real ghosts when they are in places where they do not belong.

               “Yes, why do you ask?” Sirius inquired.

               What was he going to eat for dinner? Shit, he didn’t even get any food while he hassled Mundungus.

               Nico shrugged and for a second Sirius remembered that this was a boy who was Harry’s age he was talking to. Not some weird god-like thing… despite all the random powers and perks that came with it being related to such Beings.

               Sirius remembered a line from the Deathly Hallows.

               The dead did not belong in the living world.

               Sirius blinked. He remembered the many times his mother had said that line. He didn’t always understand why the one brother was so upset when he couldn’t see his bride again… yet, as he grew up, he understood.

               “I just wanted to make sure,” Nico said.

               Surely, I didn’t actually become dead. I was just… I was just in the land of the dead for a short amount of time. Yes, that line- those things about the bride- it doesn’t apply to me.

               Sirius shifted in his seat.

               “So, what are you doing until the meeting tonight starts?” Sirius asked.

               It was going to be a recap between the members of the Order of the Phoenix and the demigods. Sirius had no idea what there was to talk about, everyone was going to be doing what they have been doing for some time.

               Nico looked back up at Sirius.

               “I was hoping to meet with Marvus and Melody. They said they would come early and bring me back to their house after the meeting with the Order. And then… maybe I was going to try to check up on some of my other friends…”

               Sirius frowned.

               He could remember the small conversation he had with Dumbledore recently. The Headmaster spoke about teaching Harry some things like how to destroy Horcruxes, what those terrible things were in the first place … And, to find the last one.

 

               “We will wait as long as we can to destroy them,” Dumbledore said, waving off Sirius’s question as if the past thirty minutes of the talk in the Headmaster’s office was nothing.

               Clearly, Sirius couldn’t understand it. He leaned forward with a puzzled expression.

               “But, Dumbledore, destroying the Horcruxes are important. It’s one more piece of taking down Voldemort before he could fully rise to power, don’t you want to do that as soon as possible?” Sirius asked.

               The older wizard blinked before him.

               “Yes, but Harry can’t destroy all of them, nor should he plan to do more than one. Destroying a Horcrux is extremely emotionally taxing, I don’t think-”

               “Then who will?”

               What had started out like a parent teacher meeting quickly became something else. Instead of talking about education and lessons, they were talking about the possible fate of the Wizarding World.

               The meetings with the Order of the Phoenix had become similar to this. Not all of the members could make it to every meeting, most couldn’t make any at all anymore. Shacklebolt was working with the Muggle Minister and didn’t have the time to ever come back, Mr. Weasley was stuck working nonstop collecting hazardous merchandise in the guise to help people against Dark Magic, and Mad-Eye Moody was on different missions, gaining intelligence…

               For now, it seemed there was only time for Lupin, Sirius, and Tonks to make it.

               “Why, Harry’s friends of course,” Dumbledore answered nonchalantly.

               What? Why does he want his friends to destroy them instead? Sirius wondered.

               Noticing Sirius wasn’t completely happy with that answer, Dumbledore continued.

               “I suggest we wait… After all, they are still children. I think we should let them stay that way for as long as possible.”

 

               “Check up on some friends?” Sirius parroted.

               Snivellus didn’t have many friends that weren’t Death Eaters… I remember when James would do that. Check up on me. Shortly after I started Hogwarts, I moved in with the Potters… no need for checking in when you lived together…

               “Yeah,” Nico answered, “plus, I know she’d like some visitors.”

               Sirius nodded.

               He liked when he got visitors. It felt almost normal, to have people come over. Sure, it was in this wretched house with all these horrible memories, dark furniture, and an atmosphere that almost sucked the soul out of you. But visitors nonetheless made it enjoyable.

               Remus came and it would feel… nice. It reminded him of better times, back in their glory days, and then other times it made Sirius think that these new moments were going to be the better times someday.

               It was good to have Kreacher gone too, Sirius didn’t have to hear that House Elf’s mutterings anymore… Mutterings about all those annoying things, goodness, always going on and on, he didn’t need the horrors of his family to follow him around like a chatterbox on repeat…

               Regulus used to like Kreacher. Regulus was probably the only one in the family that truly liked him.

               Sirius felt his heart sink. There weren’t that many memories of his younger brother that brought him joy. But he couldn’t keep him out of his mind.

               “When I was in the Underworld, I heard voices,” Sirius began, his eyes flicking up the boy across from him. Nico met his eyes with no hesitation or worry, hell, he was probably happy that Sirius had broken the silence. “Voices of people who died… Did anyone talk to me when I was down there?”

               Nico nodded immediately.

               “Fragments of people, yes,” Nico said, “they were rather concerned when you came through the Veil.”

               So, all those words weren’t just a figment of my imagination?

               Sirius didn’t think they were. He had instantly assumed they were real- Merlin, he remembered those voices so well. Still, it was nice to be sure, nice to know he wasn’t really going crazy.

               Lily, James… Regulus… it was all real.

               Then another knock sounded at the door.

 

               “Yep, it’s me and Marvus!” Melody exclaimed.

               Her grin stretched across her face as she looked around the door, waiting to run inside the moment it opened. Marvus was right behind her, every once and a while looking around the Muggle neighborhood before following her sister in her excited antics.

               “When was the first time you came here?” a voice sounded on the other side of the door.

               “Uh,” Melody frowned, “Oh! You are doing the question thing! To make sure I’m not being Imperio-ed or anything, uh- oh! I, uh, I have no idea.”

               Marvus’s scan abruptly stopped.

               “It was before the summer started,” Marvus answered, moving his sister to the side.

               A groan sounded from inside.

               “Then- er- who was it that had casted the spell that made me fall into the Veil of Death.”

               There was a moment of silence as they took time to process the question.

               “That black-haired crazy lady,” Melody started, moving her twin back behind her, “her names’ like Trix, Trixy? Zimmy? Bell? Trixabell?”

               “Bellatrix,” Marvus finished.

               The door, thankfully, swung open and there stood Sirius Black. By now they had gotten used to seeing the man as not the crazy person that was the “serial killer.” The twins hadn’t gotten around to asking who the real murderer was, however, knowing it wasn’t Harry’s godfather was good enough.

               Melody rushed in past Sirius Black and quickly after her was Marvus.

               “My mom is coming later, she wants to join the Order, just so you know!” Melody rushed out as she kept on going through the strange room, “Nico! Nico scream so I know where you are!”

               “You might want to be quiet,” Sirius muttered as he quickly closed the door behind them, “we don’t want possible spies outside to know who is in here.”

               Melody’s face instantly changed. She covered her mouth and had a very apologetic face.

               “Oh, shit, sorry!”

               “What?!” Nico answered.

               The grin came back to Melody. She turned and her brother jumped in front of her. In their little race to get to Nico, Marvus had won. Nico must have expected it, even welcomed it, since he stood up and away from his chair, waiting for them to come and hug him.

               Marvus went and greeted Nico with a great hug, as well as words about how nice it was to see him. Melody didn’t wait to take turns and wrapped her arms around both Marvus and Nico, squeezing them both enough to cause the son of Hades to squeak.

               “Visiting you is so nice and- and oh my gosh, guess what?” Melody asked as she jumped away.

               “What?” Nico said with little enthusiasm. However, his slight smile gave away his fake facade of not caring.

               “Harry is the Quidditch captain now,” Marvus answered, smirking at Melody, “so, Melody might actually join this year, won’t you? I mean, you know how it went last year and now he’s going to be spending so much time on the field, you might as well be too.”

               Melody’s eyes widened with disbelief and realization.

               “Oh my gods, of course, I would join! Of course, of course, of course!” Melody said with excitement as she jumped up and down.

               Nico smiled and nodded. He hadn't realized how much Melody had wanted to join, but now it was rather obvious.

               “So, how was Harry Potter’s party? Did you stay for a few days?” Nico asked.

               “It was rather nice. Lots of people and we got to play games, talk, stuff like that. But, no, we didn’t stay for too long,” Marvus answered, the edge of his lips pulled downward, “didn’t want to attract too many monsters and all that.”

               “But we did go shopping with them the next day!” Melody added, walking around the dining table.

               “Everything’s different now, all of Diagon Alley, everything,” Marvus continued with a frown and he sank into a chair next to Nico, his hand on one of his knees, “people were hiding together, no talking, and… and it was sad.”

               Marvus let his words trail off as he looked up at Nico.

               Nico nodded. He was as determined as before, appearing to not at all be surprised by the news.

               “Things have changed,” Marvus muttered, “and they will continue to do so. I just… I just hope we are as ready as we think we are.”

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Chapter 3: On the Train Again! Lovely Seeing All these People I Love and- What the Fuck is This?

Notes:

Because of Nanowrimo I am done with the next three chapters :)
I told myself, hey, imma write my original stuff! And then I was like, but I haven't planned anything and so here we are!

Enjoy this long chapter! And I didn't mean for the first and second chapter to add up to 9000 perfectly, wow that is so cool!

Edited: 1/2/2020

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Chapter Text

               Nico twisted his ring as he thought about the meeting a few days ago with Dumbledore…

               Dumbledore was one of the last people to show up at the meeting, almost right when it was supposed to end. But that didn’t matter. Almost no one showed up anyway, only Fred, George, Tonks, Ms. Jones, Sirius, and Lupin, most of which had nothing to add, only that they wanted to stay in the loop. The rest of the Order had other missions or work had kept them away.

               There were some more things that the demigod needed to finish this year… Collect the last Horcrux, meet with Dumbledore to talk about the destruction of the Horcruxes he had found last year… Ugh…

               The only reason Hades said I should find one of the last Horcrux was because he didn’t want me to leave Hogwarts and… Ugh, I’ll be fine. I’ll be fine this time.

               Of course, those were things he was going to do all while at Hogwarts. Before Melody and Marvus had left, Dumbledore had told them something. To avoid suspicion, he only wanted one of the demigods to come to the meetings…

 

               “I have some lessons with Harry,” Dumbledore said, nodding to Nico, Melody, and Marvus, “I am going to be teaching him about the Horcruxes…”

 

               Dumbledore had also gone on about how now that the Horcruxes were confirmed he was looking into one that he had a lead for…

               Tonks didn’t say so much during the meeting, her eyes mostly darted toward Lupin and Sirius as they listened in. She wasn’t the only one whose mind seemed to be somewhere else. It was hard to pay attention during the few conversations. Whatever pulled Nico at the end of last year, was pulling again, and hard. The demigod could still remember repeating to himself: I’ll find out about it later, I’ll find out about it later, but not right now.

               Then, all a sudden, like before, it was gone.

               When it disappeared, Nico stood up, right in the middle of when Dumbledore was telling the demigods about how he was researching. It was without conscious effort, the embarrassment of standing up. Nico’s legs were telling him to go somewhere, that something important had just left. He could still remember it vividly, the instinct. Nico didn’t think about how he might have looked until they all stared at him strangely.

 

               “Is there something wrong?” Sirius asked.

               Nico blinked and whatever he had been thinking about was gone. He looked back out at the people before him. Most of them had concern on their faces and some… well, some were obviously finding him strange.

               Fred and George gave each other fleeting questioning glances before looking back at him.

               “No, nothing… sorry,” Nico apologized.

 

               But that wasn’t the worst part of the meeting. The worst part only came at the end, when everyone had left, ready to get home, all except Dumbledore...

 

               “I can take the Horcruxes if you wish,” Dumbledore said as Nico took his time to leave.

               Nico paused glanced at Dumbledore with surprise.

               Melody and Marvus were probably waiting for him by the door, but he couldn’t find himself to worry about that, not with Dumbledore in front of him. Dumbledore obviously had something on his mind… something that he wanted to do.

               “Why?” Nico asked.

               “I have the means to destroy them,” Dumbledore said simply.

               Nico frowned at the answer.

               The demigod’s eyes wandered to Dumbledore’s hands that was propped on the table… one of them wasn’t right. Before Nico had even seen the blackness spreading upon it beneath his robes, he knew something was wrong, for the hand reeked of Death.

               “Are you sure you do?” Nico said as he looked back up.

               Dumbledore’s eyebrows rose.

               “What are you questioning, Mr. di Angelo?”

               “Your hand. It has a powerful curse on it; I felt it the moment I walked in here.”

               Dumbledore leaned back in his chair. Instead of trying to hide the blackened hand, he brought his hands up to his chest and let his sleeve fall down. Looking at it with the light, the hand appeared to have been burned, with tiny pieces flaking off and down onto his clothes. The way Dumbledore was careful as he let his hand down onto the table… it was probably doing as good as it looked: Horrible.

               The wizard shrugged casually and continued on.

               “Oh, it’s nothing, rather we should talk about what to do with the Horcruxes. You can keep them safe wherever you have stocked them and the meetings with Harry-”

               “That’s not nothing,” Nico interrupted.

               Dumbledore stopped himself. Yet, he wasn’t angry. How could he be?

               There was no way that is nothing, to put it off as nothing...

               Nico couldn’t believe himself as he looked down at the old wizard’s hand. This was supposed to be one of the good guys, Harry’s mentor, one of the most powerful wizards, the only wizard Voldemort feared, and he was… he is…

               The demigod didn’t want to think about it. No, that was for another time.

               “You are lucky to still be alive,” Nico said as he looked down at the hand and back up to the wizard’s face, “what are you going to do?”

               Dumbledore exhaled like it was a long day at work instead of a conversation about his death. 

               “Some plans have changed, but most haven’t. I will continue on for there is really nothing else to do. Now… I guess I’ll be seeing you with Harry soon.”

 

               For now, Nico was on the train, watching as Tracey and Millicent played Wizard Chess while Daphne, to make the game harder, giving them incredibly strange rules. So far, she had created that each knight can only move three times a game and the king was to never move at all.

               In an effort to meet these demands, a good number of the board had been sacrificed.

               Nico didn’t visit Pansy and Tracey as he had tried to plan. At the last moment, Tracey said it wasn’t a good idea and that he should wait out the next few days until the train before they could see one another. It was a cryptic letter, but Nico knew better. When Tracey boarded the train, she had explained that some people were visiting… some people that she didn’t want seeing Pansy…

               Tracey didn’t have to add that she didn’t want them seeing Nico either if he had arrived.

               Who these people were, she didn’t identify, but Nico could guess the type.

               Pansy was gone from their compartment because she was on Prefect duty. Pansy was probably done with the first meeting with Professor Snape and was patrolling around the train for any rule-breaking activity. Nico had seen Hermione and Ron walking past their compartment; all the prefects were probably asked to do the same.

               “Remember Tracey, you can’t do that, you’ve already moved that knight three times,” Daphne said with a smirk.

               Instantly Tracey groaned. She threw her foot up onto the other seat.

               “Oh, well, I guess he’ll be sacrificed for the greater good.”

               Millicent smiled. The black pawn she had been moving across the board was surprisingly still untouched, and within a moment he stood and shoved the white knight off of his horse.

               The compartment door opened and in came Pansy with a scowl and look of annoyance on her face. Her hair was somewhat messy, more so than normal, and she closed the door with some force.

               “What took so long? Youngins being tough?” Tracey asked as she looked up from her broken and upset white knight on the board. Her legs fell back down to the floor and Pansy moved through the tiny space.

               “Nope, not that. Guess who has a fan club now? Harry Potter!” Pansy said with fake cheeriness as she slumped into the seat next to Tracey. “Had to literally threaten points for the crowd to get out of the way and let people pass.”

               Nico frowned in confusion.

               Why was Harry becoming so popular now? Last year no one wanted to touch him, why would it suddenly change? Was it because… Oh. The Department of Mysteries fiasco… Wait, did that mean everyone else who was in there would get the same treatment?

               Nico, for once, was happy he didn’t cross the Veil.

               “And guess what else?” Pansy asked, didn’t wait for an answer and continued right away, “Draco didn’t show up to any of his prefect duties. None of them. No meeting, no patrolling, I had to do it all myself.”

               Pansy crossed her arms over her chest, her eyes boring a hole into the seat across from her. After a huff, she looked over and her attention landed on the Wizard chessboard.

               “So, who’s winning?” she asked as if she hadn’t been fuming the second she walked in.

               Daphne opened her mouth and then, after a small breath, she closed it in confusion. She looked back toward the chessboard.

               “It is not exactly clear right now,” Daphne answered as she studied the board before her.

               “What do you mean Draco didn’t do anything?” Millicent inquired, her hard eyes on Pansy with curiosity, “And did you bother him about it? It isn’t your duty to do everything he doesn’t want to do.”

               Nico blinked. That was maybe the most words he had ever heard Millicent say so close together.

               “Of course, I bothered him, who do you think I am?” Pansy snapped, scowling.

               Then Pansy’s gaze fell to the floor and she forcefully uncrossed her arms.

               “Sorry. I did yell at him. He was just… moping or something. Didn’t matter what I said, he didn’t want to move. And Crabbe and Goyle wouldn’t get out of the way so I could strangle Draco, so I left and just did what we were supposed to do.” Pansy pouted when her words trailed off.

               There was a small silence, only the muffled talks of the compartment and the train’s wheels on the tracks filled the compartment.

               “Strangle him?” Daphne repeated.

               “Yes, strangle him,” Pansy affirmed.

               Nico was about to look at her like a disappointed parent before he shrugged. If the demigod had said anything about not killing someone because they were being terrible, then he’d be a hypocrite.

               “So, what else is new?” Nico asked, deciding a change in topic was in order.

               Pansy’s eyes lit up and instantly Tracey groaned. Tracey leaned back into her seat, shooting a glare at Nico. Both Daphne and Millicent appeared to be a bit taken aback at the coupled actions. They thought Tracey had said it was fine having Pansy over for the summer.

               “Now you’ve done it,” Tracey started, “I’ve had to listen to her talk about that book you gave her for the last two weeks of summer, Pride- Pride and whatever, and it’s-”

               “It’s Pride and Prejudice and it’s great,” Pansy interrupted, slightly glaring at her friend, “and, without a doubt, your life has improved immensely because of this work.”

               That earned another long and grueling growl from Tracey as she started to slide out of her seat and onto the floor. Millicent quickly took the board onto her lap and, without any change in expression, watched as her opponent slowly made her way onto the ground.

               “Not when you tell me to read a part every five seconds,” Tracey muttered from the floor, moving her head away from Daphne’s feet.

               “Yes, I should every five seconds because every five seconds is gold, I had no idea it would be as funny as it is-”

               “And every five seconds you were looking at the dictionary too! What does this word mean, Tracey? Where is that dictionary that you gave me, Tracey,” Tracey mocked, her voice lulling with tiredness.

               Pansy paused at Tracey’s interruption. She put her foot onto Tracey’s stomach and since the latter didn’t wheeze, it must have been no pressure at all.

               “Okay, yes, there are a lot of big words, but once it is understood, it’s rather funny. So far, I have felt very similar to Elisabeth. All the sarcastic comments she has thrown has made me quite proud.”

 

               “Do we really have to have a Quidditch meeting before school even starts?” a girl with red glasses asked.

               “Agnes, I thought you’d be excited about this,” Summerby said, patting her shoulder and she rolled her eyes as she squished down beside him.

               “No, I’m not, we don’t even know the new players we might need, trying to plan already will be a waste of time without them. Plus, Cadwallader was crazy and even he didn’t do this, so I’m not even sure if this meeting is legal.”

               At least twenty people were squeezed into a single compartment that was only meant for six at most. How it was done? Well, people sat on the floor, got comfortably squished, or piled on top of each other.

               Many people were already thinking this was the last time they were ever going to try to do this.

               “Cadwallader graduated and I’m the Captain, so I get to decide what we do and what we don’t do,” Herbert replied, “and this isn’t illegal because there aren’t any rules considering this, I’ve checked.”

               Agnes crossed her arms, “There better be some rules after this.”

               Before anyone else could engage Agnes in an argument that would never end, the compartment door opened. There stood Zacharias and one other Hufflepuff that was sent to grab him.

               “There he is! The boy we’ve been waiting for!” Herbert said cheerily, glad to have a topic change so Agnes would forget what she was talking about, “Pick a seat, any seat, any lap too!”

               Zacharias was as pleased as Agnes at the seating offers, his eyebrows were knitted together, and his mouth in a very solid scowl. And, for some reason, his hand was covering his nose.

               “I’d rather not try to sit on anyone,” Zacharias said, and he pulled his hand away from his face.

               His nose was rather red as if it was cold outside and had gotten a little taste of frost. But that couldn’t be, the weather was far too warm, in fact, many students were waiting for it to be cold so they wouldn’t be sweating in their uniforms.

               No one commented as he tried to find a perfect spot, nearly stepping on a few fingers and toes. It wasn’t until Marvus somehow moved a few centimeters and patted the barely visible spot next to him. Zacharias had tried to ignore what the other Hufflepuff had done but since no one else was feeling rather generous, he was forced to sit down next to Marvus Jones.

               “Okay, alright! Plays! Does everyone remember their plays?” Herbert asked and instantly received a few “I dos” and loud groans.

               However, Marvus didn’t answer. His attention was still on Zacharias, who had miraculously remained silent for the minute he had been there. Possibly a world record, if Marvus was being honest.

               “What happened to you?” Marvus whispered with a frown.

               Zacharias continued to rub his red, now turning purple, nose. His eyes turned to look at the Hufflepuff next to him. Whatever was holding him back from replying immediately, it was overturned rather quickly.

               “Ginny Weasley hexed me,” Zacharias muttered back with a fury, “and a professor saw it and did nothing! This school- this school is absolutely ridiculous!”

               Oh, yes, he really likes complaining about any bad things that happened to him. I’m surprised he kept it in for so long.

               What Marvus tried to make a small, one on one conversation didn’t stay as a one on one conversation.

               “That is pretty bad,” Agnes agreed, her piercing gaze on them now instead of the conversation.

               Zacharias's face lit up as if he had won the lottery of comments.

               “Yes, yes, it is,” Zacharias said, nodding, “I’m glad someone agrees!”

               “But, what did you do?” Herbert asked.

               Herbert had his hand on his chin, leaning toward his Chaser. Herbert’s expression and position mirrored that of the Thinking Man, but with five other people squished within three feet of him in all directions.

               “What happened to talking about plays?” asked Tom nervously, trying to steer the conversation back.

               Ugh, Tom was always the one forgetting plays, Marvus thought with some mild annoyance. Are we really going to have to teach him them all again?

               Herbert held up his hand to silence the question, “Plays can wait, I want to hear this gossip.”

               Zacharias didn’t appear to be ready for the attention. He soon realized that many more eyes were on him than he had wanted and in effect, he raised his head higher than them and his nose was even more upturned than normal.

               “I was just asking Ginny about what happened in the Department of Mysteries.”

               Instantly there was nodding, shrugs, and mutterings saying “of course, that’s why he had hexed in the face, sounds about right.” Zacharias huffed at the response of the crowd and Marvus just deadpanned.

               “Why do you want to know?” Marvus asked, mystified.

               “Why wouldn’t I want to know? You Know Who was there! Of course, I want to know what happened,” Zacharias said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

               “You could have just asked me.”

               Zacharias's condescending demeanor ended the moment he processed what Marvus had told him. Zacharias looked over at the other Hufflepuff with slightly wide eyes.

               “Did you not know that?” Marvus asked, already starting to laugh, “Oh my gods, you didn’t! Okay, well, now since she gave you the cold shoulder, I’m going to go with the flow and do the same, holy shit, I can’t believe you forgot I was there too!”

               Zacharias glared as Marvus continued to laugh at his pain and obliviousness.

               And then the compartment opened. Herbert's eyes instantly narrowed at the newcomer.

               “We aren’t missing anybody, right?” Herbert said to Summerby, who was on his lap and another girl’s. Summerby instantly nodded.

               “Maybe we can recruit him,” Summerby whispered back.

               “This-” the young Hufflepuff appeared frozen with fright and shock at the number of people in the compartment. He had already run the door into someone. However, it was when he recognized the people did his nervous energy seemed to double. “This is for Marvus Jones!”

               The moment Marvus went to open his mouth to say that it was him, all of his teammates pointed to the demigod. Instantly, the third-year boy rushed to hand him a rolled-up parchment, nearly dropping it as he did so.

               “Hey, wait-” Herbert started.

               “Uh,” Marvus said eloquently as he studied the purple ribbon tying it, “Than-”

               “Wanna try to join the team?!” Summerby offered.

               “You’re welcome!” the young Hufflepuff screamed as he quickly shut the door and ran.

               Herbert cursed under his breath, muttering about how some of the Hufflepuffs always reacted like that. It wasn’t that any of the Hufflepuff Quidditch team was going to annoy any newcomer forever! Only a few days!

               Still, after the initial surprise and common failure in recruiting absolutely everyone, the team’s attention turned from where the terrified boy was to their teammate. Marvus held up the parchment with a few fingers as he scanned the parchment.

               “So, what is that?” Summerby asked.

               “I have no fucking idea,” Marvus answered.

               “Language! We have youngsters in here!” Herbert scolded.

 

               A girl flung herself to the compartment door, hard enough that she let out a squeak and held her nose regretfully. Melody and Neville jumped at the sudden movement and noise, stepping on one another in the hallways, all while Harry kept on walking by. It had only been a short time, but Harry was beginning to realize this was probably going to be the norm and he better get used to it as soon as possible.

               Harry has become increasingly popular with many people, mostly girls. After his deeds within the Department of Mysteries the idea that he was the “Chosen One” permeated most of their minds. Instead of having a famous classmate, they now had a famous classmate.

               Of course, that didn’t make sense to any of the people who actually knew Harry or Harry himself. He’d rather people decide to like him or not like him and not have to change it all the time.

               The only one who was avoiding Harry was Cho Chang. Once she saw him, she inched toward her compartment, only pausing once Melody had greeted her. However, after a few pleasantries, the Ravenclaw rushed inside to talk to Marietta, who had bounds of make-up to cover the acne scars from last year.

               However, having people jump at their compartments were a bit much.

               Melody started to grin and let out a nervous giggle as the girl slide down from the compartment door.

               “Haha, what the fuck?” she said, inching away toward the other side of the hallway with Neville.

               Harry shrugged.

               “Why would Slughorn want to see us?” Neville questioned again, forgetting what had just happened movements ago.

               Neville was nervous. Ever since that young third year had given them the parchments his eyes were darting around like a professor was going to come out of nowhere and give him detention for a year.

               Thankfully, the professor that would have done so was gone.

               “I dunno,” Melody said as she shrugged, still eyeing the compartments as they passed wearily

               Harry knew. Slughorn was already on his way to be collecting students, collecting his trophies so that he could get letters, tickets…

               No, no they don’t send me any more packages or letters.

               Harry frowned as he remembered Slughorn’s sad reply. It didn’t take that long at all to convince a man that was on a run to stop and settle down at Hogwarts. All Harry had done was remind Slughorn that no one gave him any updates, no owls, nothing…

               When the group of three had arrived to Compartment C, it was clear they weren’t the only guests invited. However, it was clear that Harry was easily the most prized guest.

               “Harry, m’boy!” Slughorn greeted.

               Slughorn had stood up at the mere sight of Harry, his hands out in welcome. He practically gleamed with happiness.

               “It’s nice to see you again, and you must be Mr. Longbottom and- Miss Jones, the last twin.”

               Neville nodded and Melody gave a half-smile, which quickly turned into a real one once she saw her brother.

               “Come sit,” Slughorn gestured.

               Already at the table was Marvus Jones, a Slytherin from his year, two seventh year boys Harry didn’t know, and Ginny. Ginny was much more puzzled than the rest of them and her seat didn’t match the rest, almost as if it were hastily put in at the last moment.

               “Now, you know everyone?” Slughorn asked them and quickly Melody shook her head. Slughorn’s smile dimmed for a bit before he recovered.

               “Well then, this is…”

 

               Blaise was quiet when he walked back toward his compartment. He was annoyed. A good portion of the lunch with Slughorn was students talking about how they were doing so much and blah, blah, blah. He didn’t care about what they were doing next or who they were related to.

               That was one thing Slughorn liked: if you were related to someone special and in contact with them. Interestingly enough, Blaise easily had this because of his wonderful and beautiful mother.

               So far, there weren’t too many people in the group of those students. Belby wasn’t going to last, he was far too nervous and wasn’t even in contact with the one person Slughorn picked him for. McLaggen was as annoying as possible, a real pompous ass that went on about how he had gone hunting with the prime minister. Blaise had to talk about himself, or rather, his mother, but that wasn’t too bad. Neville was boring and sad, Melody and Marvus were surprisingly related to the Captain of the Holyhead harpies, a person they said they have seen and talked to during their family gatherings, and then it was all about Harry.

               Maybe I could use this to my advantage, Blaise entertained for a moment.

               However, that was likely not going to happen. Blaise couldn’t figure out what to do with the old man. Slughorn was good for making connections, obviously, but that was it. As for the fact that there were so little Slytherins in the meeting… well, it became apparent as to why when the new professor went on and on about Harry Potter being the Chosen One.

               Blaise had let out a scoff when Slughorn raved about Potter’s “amazing” abilities. Come on, they all had to be honest with themselves, Harry Potter’s magical abilities were about as average as everyone else’s. Ginny didn’t like that. She stood up for Harry Potter, retorting about Blaise’s ability to pose. Blaise definitely had an ability to pose, but that didn’t lessen his annoyance and hatred for her.

               When he finally got to the compartment with Theodore in it, Blaise smiled.

               “So, Theodore, what have you been doing to waste time?” Blaise smirked as he sat down.

               Theodore looked up after a moment with his eyes narrowed.

               “I should be asking you that, you’ve been gone for hours,” Theodore declared, and he moved his book to the side.

               Blaise tilted his head to read the title: Potions of the New Ages.

               “Slughorn knows how to talk and bore everyone for hours, that’s why,” Blaise answered as he lounged down.

               He didn’t say anything else. Slughorn had asked about Mr. Nott. Apparently Slughorn and Mr. Nott had been friends in the past, but with Mr. Nott being one of the Death Eaters caught in the Department of Mysteries, well…

               Slughorn showed that he didn’t want to deal with Death Eaters.

               Theodore tried not to show it, but Blaise could tell his friend was upset… Theodore had been upset for a good portion of the summer. Theodore tried to hide that he wasn’t so bothered that his only parental figure was temporarily gone, but that could only go on for so long.

               To know that good old Slughorn, someone that Theodore had seen and talked to when his father had invited his old friend to their home as a child, didn’t care about Theodore one bit did not make him feel any better.

               “So, has Draco left his compartment?” Blaise asked, trying to change the subject.

               Earlier he had tried to bother Draco Malfoy. Actually, both Blaise and Theodore had. Out of the two of them, Draco only spoke to Theodore for a few minutes before telling him to get out. Crabbe and Goyle weren’t even allowed in… at least, not for very long.

               Theodore looked up and though his expression was rather normal, Blaise could see some sympathy in his eyes.

               Draco was upset… probably upset that his father was temporarily gone as well.

               “No.”

 

               “That meeting was so boring and… ugh, I don’t know how I am going to survive the rest of this. He’s going to want to see us more, isn’t he?” Melody asked.

               She lumbered with Harry, Hermione, and Ron off of the carriages and smiled at the Thestrals. She gave the curious creature a careful pat on the head before wandering off with the rest of the Golden Trio.

               They had gotten changed just in time to get off of the train. Surprisingly the small journey wasn’t too bad for Harry and his friends.

               There was only a problem when he had to choose a carriage. People weren’t only excited to see Harry, but they obviously wanted something from him. Several students from all ages watched him with questioning eyes. Finally, there were a few brave souls from Ravenclaw that had asked him the question that was on all of their minds: what happened in the Ministry of Magic?

               Harry responded that part of the truth was in the Daily Prophet and that he wasn’t going to say any other parts. Even more surprisingly, the students weren’t upset at that answer. As he walked down toward Hogwarts, he hoped he didn’t have to repeat it again.

               Of course, that was probably not going to happen.

               “And how come you don’t know McLaggen?” Melody continued, “He’s didn’t make it last year to the Quidditch trials because he lost a bet and ate some bad Doxy eggs-”

               Hermione made a disgusted face as she repeated the words Doxy eggs under her breath.

               “Yeah, it’s pretty gross,” Melody agreed, “I know about that because I heard him complaining quite a bit last year. He’s probably going to try out this year, to make up for it.”

               Harry frowned.

               He couldn’t remember how Cormac McLaggen was during lunch with Slughorn. Most of the time he had zoned out, only listening to Slughorn when the professor was talking to him or to Ginny. As Quidditch Captain this year, he found that his mind was often wandering to what kind of team he would have and who would be in it.

               Ginny is rather good, she’ll probably be one of our Chasers, Harry thought absentmindedly.

               “What position does he play?” Harry asked.

               Melody shrugged. “Beats me.”

               Ron gave Melody a curious look and before he could respond, Melody ran ahead with Hermione. Harry could hear pieces of their conversation, which was mostly about the summer and what Hermione had done…

               Harry turned to see Ron, wanting to talk about what he was going to do this year with Quidditch when he stopped, his thoughts disappearing as he watched his friend. Ron, without even bothering to conceal it, was staring straight ahead at Hermione.

               Harry didn’t bother to comment.

               Soon enough, he had gotten Ron’s attention and when they arrived at the Welcoming Feast the two of them had fallen into a discussion of what would happen with their new professor. After a certain amount, they began to divulge into the most ridiculous scenarios that only made them laugh.

               “So, what if he just, you know, is okay with us casting spells on another? Not enough bruises on your opponent, you don’t get a good grade?” Ron suggested.

               Instantly Harry snorted. He knew who he’d liked to do that to…

               “Draco, hey Draco!” Marvus called.

               Oh, the irony, Harry thought.

               Ron and Harry’s glee were momentarily displaced as they looked over to the loud voice at the Hufflepuff table.

               Marvus waved his hand over at the Slytherin table, and Malfoy’s glance turned up toward the Hufflepuff. But he didn’t say anything. There wasn’t even a change in the Slytherin’s expression before his head bowed down to his food on his plate.

               Harry felt a brush of strangeness, watching Malfoy move food on his plate. There wasn’t a moment where Malfoy wasn’t reacting to things. Merlin… he hasn’t even bothered me yet, has he?

               Now that the Gryffindor thought about it, this was probably the first time Malfoy had ever not bothered Harry during the first day. Hell, this was probably the first time Malfoy had ignored anything.

               Marvus’s hand fell down as he watched Malfoy. There was both confusion and worry in the Hufflepuff’s eyes.

               That… that isn’t normal, Harry thought. Whatever. It’s nice that he hasn’t bothered me yet... Maybe this year can be good after all.

               “Looks like Malfoy is forever a git,” Ron said with a scowl.

               “Yeah,” Harry agreed half-heartedly as the two of them finally approached Melody and Hermione at the Gryffindor table.

               “What took you two so long?” Hermione asked. She was sitting next to Melody and stared disapprovingly at them. “You were right behind us and the next second we sat down and were waiting for minutes! And the Sorting Ceremony is about to start, sit down!”

               Melody giggled as Hermione scowled them and Ron frowned at her. However, Ron and Harry quickly obeyed Hermione.

               “We were taking our time, besides we aren’t late,” Ron replied, “it is about to start, but hasn’t started.”

               Hermione glared at him.

               Right on cue, the long line of first years nervously walked down the middle of the Great Hall. A few looked about the room with wonder and glee, just like the first time Harry had done when he came here. Yet, there were others that were even more nervous than normal, some whose eyes avoided looking up at the Slytherin table.

               Harry remembered how the summer had gone and what was happening around him… And he couldn’t help but feel saddened.

               “See?” Ron said to Hermione, pointing toward the line, “Now it started.”

               Hermione opened her mouth for a retort before she quickly closed it, her brown eyes narrowing at him.

               “Okay, fine,” she reluctantly replied.

               Once Hermione had given into defeat, they all looked toward the first-year students as they gathered near the table where the professors were.

               Almost as if everyone was given an order, the Great Hall fell silent. McGonagall made her way across the room, holding a stool, and not far behind her was Snape, carrying an old and worn-out hat.

               Though most had seen and heard the Sorting Ceremony before, they waited for difference: the song that Sorting Hat would sing. McGonagall sat down the stool, folding her hands as she went over to the parchment where the new list of students laid. Snape put down the Sorting Hat onto the stool and went to make his way toward his seat.

               Harry at first, was ready to zone out again. There was no one he needed to see get sorted, but… like the others, he was curious. His eyes moved to see that most of the others were waiting with anticipation as well.

               And then the hat began to sing.

 

I am the Sorting Hat

Though I’m unraveling at the ends

I place you in your House

And there you make your first friends

Hogwarts started with our Four Founders

Who wanted to create the best school

And together they made their dream come true

Ravenclaw took the ones

With as brilliant of brains as her

Gryffindor claimed the bravest

And boldest that ever were

Slytherin wanted cunning and ambition,

And the purest of histories were stressed

Hufflepuff liked hard work, kindness, and loyalty

Though she accepted all the rest

Together as one, together a whole

For the longest time that was how they remained

but over time their differences took a toll

Arguments and revenge began between the friends

And soon friends they no longer were

A house of four became a house of three

But that was then, and this is now

Our founders are all but bones and dust

Unlike the students we see before us

Know that this doesn’t have to be the end,

One doesn’t have to stick and stay

Not switching as you think and play

Remember what the Sorting was for

Not what it has become

Unite against a common enemy

Or else we will all succumb

Notes:

Oh, yes... :( Nico didn't get the Horcrux. And... what's weird with Draco? Oh, oh goodness, you all know ;)

And guess what about that song? Huh, it isn't... familiar and has a different style? Oh, yes, because since Harry didn't make it to the sorting ceremony I had to make one up! >:(
Nah, it wasn't terrible, it was just hard, but fun! I hope it makes sense!

But, yes! I am tired. And ye. I will post next week!! Also, pride and prejudice is really fucking funny. Like holy shit. So relatable too, I'm so surprised too.

Chapter 4: Oh, Classes, Damn, How I Have Missed Those!… Not.

Notes:

Ah, ye a new chapter! I saw Frozen II! It was very visually amazing! And kinda cool. But, lots of mixed reviews, so watch it or don't :)

I am trying to plan ahead and just to warn you guys, there is going to be more explanations for certain things and more plot. Like, the switching POVs are going to be pretty constant, but to a lot more characters too. Like, damn.
And this will focus on a new character as well :)))))) ehhe, hehehh HEHHEHSH. I'm tired :)

Edited: 1/2/2020

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               There were many things to talk about before classes started. Hogwarts, like any other school, thrived off of good conversation topics, especially when they were fairly recent.

               First, Snape had finally achieved his dream of becoming the professor for Defense Against the Dark Arts. The Slytherins were rather proud and happy their Head of House finally had what he had wanted for so long.

               Some had the hope that maybe Snape wouldn’t be so grumpy by doing what he loves. Though, of course, most of the Houses weren’t happy about this change. Harry Potter, for one, had let out a loud “What?!” that caused many heads to turn, few people to laugh and agree, and others to glare at him. It wasn’t hard to know what the amazing Chosen one thought about the development. This was easily the best topic that everyone couldn’t move away from, especially since it changed what some students were taking in the N.E.W.T.S.

               Then there were theories about Dumbledore’s blackened hand: Was it really nothing as the Headmaster had said or much worse? The hand should heal over a few days, right? Most wounds that aren’t inflicted by magic always do. A few students that were really worried kept an eye on him while others didn’t change anything about their schedule. It was Dumbledore, the Headmaster, of course, he would say something if it was important. After all, he had outlined the importance of their safety this year, going into the measures taken with spells and security as well as new precautions created to fish out anything out of the norm.

               And, lastly, there was the song. Much like Dumbledore’s hand, the talks about the song came and went rather quickly. The Sorting Hat had done its song, like always, and like last year, it had spoken about uniting against a common enemy.

               You could hear the talk of Snape in the hallways in the conversations that you passed, but not anything about Dumbledore’s hand nor the Sorting Hat’s song. Not surprisingly, it was the last one that had Nico’s mind turning and turning…

               Even as the world screamed at the students to understand that their perfect world was already a warzone, it still hadn’t pierced through all of their heads. How could it? How could anyone go about to and from classes thinking about the horrible things that were going on, their parents fighting and dying, when there were classes, friendship, and rumors to gossip about? Certainly, the latter was easier.

               And, certainly, the latter was one of the few ways to not fall down into despair.

               Unite against a common enemy; Or else we will all succumb.

               “What were you thinking of taking, Nico?” Pansy asked.

               Nico blinked as he watched the line in front of him dwindle. Soon he would be in front of Professor Snape and then they would go over what N.E.W.T.S. he had planned to take.

               The demigod quickly pushed away the thoughts of the song… No matter how much his mind focused on it, he had to remind himself that it wasn’t a prophecy.

               I won’t let it happen, I can’t let it happen. We… we won’t have the same horror happen, I know it.

               “Just Care of Magical Creatures,” Nico replied. That was the best score he had gotten and the rest of the subjects he decided he struggled too much already. “Why? You already know that’s what I planned to take. And what’s the point of this? I mean, we were supposed to have materials already, weren’t we?”

               Pansy shook her head.

               “It’s a good idea to, but not necessarily. I’m still deciding while in line,” Pansy said, looking back to the front.

               Now there were only four people in front of them.

               Nico’s other friends had already decided on their interests and scores as well. Daphne was taking the one N.E.W.T., Divination and Astronomy. Tracey was taking as many as possible while Millicent was doing three of her personal favorites (Transfiguration, Astronomy, and History of Magic) as well as a few others she didn’t divulge to them, and Pansy…

               Pansy said she would decide at some point.

               His friends were rather proud of how well Nico had done during the O.W.L.S. The demigod didn’t get many good grades, rather, goodish, some better than others… Nico had only picked Care of Magical Creatures since that was his highest grade, but maybe… maybe it would be better to take other N.E.W.T. courses…

               One Outstanding in Care of Magical Creatures, Exceeding Expectations in DADA, three more Acceptables, and Poors in Divination and History of Magic. 

               “Hello Mr. Di Angelo,” Professor Snape greeted.

               Nico looked up and realized that Pansy was already gone. Though Professor Snape’s voice sounded rather professional, the Slytherin could tell some of the professor’s posture loosened and eyes lighten at the sight of him.

               “Hi,” Nico greeted.

               Professor Snape looked down at the sheet in front of him and his features morphed into slight confusion.

               “I see that you have only planned to take Care of Magical Creatures,” Professor Snape said blankly.

               Nico didn’t know how he had done so well on that specific exam, maybe it held some of the creatures he had already known... Or that he had found out that learning about creatures were much like memorizing the Mythomagic cards.

               “You have the grades to pursue Defense Against the Dark Arts,” Snape said.

               What? How?

               Nico’s eyes widened at the additional information. Professor Snape nodded at his disbelief and Nico began to ponder if he should.

               “I think it would be wise for you to add that class,” Professor Snape continued and then his voice lowered, “you never knew when you’d need the skills.”

               Nico exhaled with surprise at those words. Snape definitely wasn’t wrong. If things were going to get worse, he wasn’t going to have his sword on him at all times, and there was no way he was going to be left out of a fight again.

               Over the summer, the son of Hades’ strength had improved even more so and his state for his powers, well, they’ve gone back to normal. At least, as normal as they could.

               Maybe if I use my powers less and less, they will hopefully return stronger than before…

               And one of the best ways to make sure that I don’t use them is to have other methods of attack, like a long range one... I mean, I do have my sword, but still.

               “Okay, then I will take the N.E.W.T.S. for Defense Against the Dark Arts,” Nico confirmed.

               Snape nodded and with a quill in his hand, began to change his list. As he did so, there was a slight smile on the professor’s face.

               “The good thing is that you don’t need many materials for my class, if need be, I’ll give you a list when we have my first class and you can get them whenever you can…”

 

               “So, Harry, I heard that over fifty people were on the list of tryouts for Quidditch,” Melody said as she sat down next to Ron and Harry in the Gryffindor common room.

               Ron and Harry shared a break after breakfast and were mostly laying around. The most the two had done since they had chosen their classes was confiscat a fanged frisbee from a fourth year and only Ron did that. So far, the two Gryffindors were letting it zoom around the room with Crookshanks watching and hissing whenever it came close.

               Apparently, Melody shared that same break.

               She must have been speaking to her brother, Harry told himself.

               Melody leaned on her elbow as she got to their level and smirked, “You’re gonna have to add me to the list.”

               “What?” Ron asked and the fanged frisbee he had been dodging hit his face. In a jumble of limbs, Ron grabbed the fanged frisbee, wrangled it, and stuffed it down into a bag. When he came up, scratches littered his face and a few of the cuts began to bleed.

               Melody was first laughing, but that quickly stopped when she saw the red blood.

               “Oh my gosh, are you okay?” Melody asked, her hand already reaching out toward Ron’s face.

               Ron immediately scrunched away from her.

               “Yes, yes, I’m fine, just-” Ron wiped his face with a frown, moving the blood across his pale skin, “what position are you going to try out for? Beater like you said last year?”

               He asked the last part with hope and Harry felt a little bit of pity.

               “Yeah,” Melody smiled, “that or Chaser- if there aren’t many Chasers. We’ll see how it goes- Gods, I can’t wait for tryouts, this is going to be so much fun!”

               Ron nodded and Harry noticed the sigh of relief from him. Ever since Katie Bell had brought up that being on the Gryffindor Quidditch Team last year didn’t mean a spot this year, Ron has been on the edge. It was obvious why, but… If Harry pretended that he had no idea, he didn’t have to think about it.

               However, after that news, Ron was a little less tense from stress. Only a little bit.

               “Are you fine going against your brother?” Ron perked up, “You know if you get on the team and he stays, you’ll have to play against each other.”

               Melody let her elbow fall as she laid on the floor.

               “What? Of course, I will be,” Melody shrugged, “I don’t mind playing him at all. Won’t go too rough or too easy, he’ll just be another player on the field and all that. Whatever happens, happens, and we’ll be fine.”

               Ron raised one of his eyebrows and he leaned forward.

               “Really?” Ron asked.

               Melody realized that what she had thought was rather obvious, wasn’t. Her head turned toward him, slowly and with a small frown.

               “Yeah, I mean… how else would we play?”

               Ron didn’t seem to fully understand Melody’s last statement. His eyebrows went together in concentration and he slouched back into his spot.

               “I don’t know,” he admitted.

 

               Nico arrived at Professor Snape’s class without much thought about what it would entail. He was moving to the next level for Defense Against the Dark Arts and, so far, that was the only thing on his mind.

               When the demigod walked into the classroom, Nico didn’t know whether to be surprised, upset, or (sadly enough) comfortable. There were drawn pictures of people in pain all across the room, the curtains were closed, and the only thing that lit up the entire classroom was candlelight. Ah, home sweet home, skulls and death.

               Everyone entered, silent, and Nico found himself being the only one that wasn’t completely appalled by the decoration.

               Professor Snape was as he always was during his classes- rather dramatic, seething with annoyance, and not at all sugar coating what was on his mind.

               He spoke of the constant change of professors and that it was surprising the students had even passed their O.W.L.S. Then, he went on about the changes within Defense Against the Dark Arts, comparing it to a Hydra. Though Nico hadn’t ever personally fought a Hydra (at least, not yet) he found himself understanding the analogy quickly.

               Every single time you finally have a step above your competition, another opponent, stronger, smarter, and harder to defeat, appears. That was the demigod life worked, Nico found, but just as he thought so Marvus muttered next to him that that’s how diseases works too.

               And then after that small time of a lecture, they were to nonverbally jinx and protect themselves from each other. Nico had ended up going with someone he had never known… A Gryffindor, Parvati Patil. Though she was at first not very happy to be paired with him, she soon realized he wasn’t as good as she had thought. Nico barely could cast a jinx nonverbally.

               The one time it had worked, it was like a flick to her ear.

               I’ll practice when I have the time, Nico went over and over in his head. It will probably be like last year. Maybe I’ll ask Tracey or someone to practice with me.

               Parvati was producing the same results, so Nico felt his attention wander away. He looked around the room and noticed everyone was having similar struggles. There was a very purple Weasley not too far away from him, who seemed to be holding his breath in an effort not to say a word. The demigod was starting to think that maybe the Gryffindor would die from suffocating himself before ever producing a single result.

               Professor Snape must have had the same thought because his stroll slowed to a stop in front of the Harry and Ron pair.

               “Pathetic, Weasley,” Professor Snape scowled, “Here, let me show you-”

               Without warning, Snape moved, and his wand pointed directly at Harry. Nico’s heart rate unconsciously spiked and-

               Harry turned toward the professor.

               “Protego!

               The Shield Charm knocked Professor Snape backward and as the DADA professor tried to regain his balance, he hit a desk beside him with his hand and legs. There was a loud hiss as wood grinded against wood.

               That got everyone’s attention and there was silence as people watched Snape stand back to his full height.

               “Do you remember me telling you we are practicing nonverbal spells, Potter?”

               Suddenly it felt like someone had pinched his nose and Nico turned toward Parvati. Her brown eyes widened with first confusion and regret before she smiled.

               “I finally got it a little bit right, didn’t I?” she asked with excitement.

               Though the demigod was a little upset he didn’t hear the rest of the exchange, he smiled and nodded. Though, the exchange was rather guessable considering Harry got detention. Harry probably sassed Professor Snape, Professor Snape then assigned detention with a sprinkle of insults, etc., etc. That always happened, last year, and according to the Slytherin girls, all the previous years before that.

               But, for some reason, that didn’t sit right with Nico.

               The way Harry had responded, it just… it wasn’t right. For Harry to react on instinct. That wasn’t good.

               An uncomfortable frown formed on Nico’s face at that thought as he walked away from class, through the hallways of the Dungeons. He spoke afterward to Professor Snape to get the textbook, there were some copies thankfully in the library… He’d just have to go over there and actually look for it when he had the time… Shouldn’t he be having the time now?

               I can go and start practicing right away...

               “Di Angelo!”

               Instantly the Slytherin stopped. He turned to see Harry Potter, somewhat jogging toward him.

               Nico waited there, frowning, as the other closed the last bit of distance walking. Harry seemed both annoyed and frustrated before during all of the DADA class, but now his expression only showed happiness. Nico felt something strange, too… very strange, as if he wanted to go somewhere…

               “On Friday, a little before 8, meet me outside of Dumbledore’s office,” Harry said softly. Then he looked around at the empty hallways and then his gaze fell on Nico once again. “He wants us both for a meeting.”

               Oh. The first meetings about… Horcruxes? Yeah, I think I remember Dumbledore saying that.

               “Okay,” Nico nodded, his expression blank.

               Harry didn’t react right away, maybe expecting Nico to do more. However, once he realized that the demigod wasn’t going to do anything, he put on a fake smile.

               “Good, see you then!”

               And then Harry was off, and Nico watched the Gryffindor leave. It was strange, finally talking to the Boy Who Lived, very strange indeed considering how last year went.

               But that was a good change.

 

               “I wonder what’s going to happen,” Daphne suddenly said.

              The sudden topic change from classes to this had the group interested in conversation once again. It was tiring talking about work and how hard it was to keep up with it; it was nice to forget about their piling up assignments, at least for a second.

               That wasn’t to even include what Nico was stressing about. The idea that the Horcruxes were still at his Underworld home and just… sitting there for another moment without Nico even trying to destroy them made his leg shake. Maybe at the meeting with Dumbledore they would talk about destroying Horcruxes. Despite the stress, he tried not to talk about it.

               So, when Daphne offered the bait of not thinking about his quest, he took it.

               “What do you mean?” the demigod asked as he leaned across the table to listen.

               There was so much happening at the moment. So much happening within the Wizarding World, the tension. Even if he didn’t feel it at Hogwarts, that didn’t mean it wasn’t out there. People could only hide away from the newspapers and rumors for so long.

               “Cassius is gone,” Daphne explained, “I’ve been noticing some Slytherins trying to step up to be the Slytherin lead, but no one is bothering to follow them… I wonder who will actually be able to replace him.”

               Nico frowned.

               “People have been trying to step up?” he asked.

               Nico knew that he was being distracted by waiting for Dumbledore to come around telling him he was needed for a meeting, but he didn’t think his lack of observation skills had gotten this bad!

               Gods, and demigods are supposed to be observant.

               Before Cassius, it was Draco… but something was telling Nico that wasn’t going to happen. The way that specific Slytherin had been keeping quiet and in the corners of the rooms or tables made him no longer look like he had any leader-like material at all. The Slytherin didn’t look like he wanted to either, the way that any time people tried to walk up to him he’d either walk away or respond with one word answers.

               “Just a little bit,” Daphne said, “you can tell when you’ve been here for a long time… People try to strut or maybe get higher roles in clubs or be role models in classes, stuff like that.”

               She shrugged.

               It made sense, after all, Slytherin was the house of ambition.

               And Daphne was right. Whoever had tried to do these things, well… they haven’t stood out.

 

 

               “Draco’s been sitting by himself, not talking to anyone, and my god, he’s sulky, look at him,” Marvus said to Summerby next to him.

               Summerby looked over at the specific Slytherin they were talking about. Marvus wasn’t wrong. Draco was sitting by himself (yes, Crabbe and Goyle don’t count as people if they can’t hold a conversation) on the very end of the Slytherin table. Whoever Draco had mostly hung out with were speaking to themselves: Blaise, Theodore, Pansy…

               “He does look sad, but he kinda always looks like that when he doesn’t get what he wants,” Summerby said as he tried to go back to see what was happening down the Hufflepuff table before Marvus once again groaned.

               “And he’s been quiet! When I saw him, I knew I wouldn’t get a ‘how’re you doing, pal?’, but,” Marvus let out a sad and long sigh, “Something- something is wrong! Something is really wrong, he’s just not the way that he’s supposed to be.”

               Summerby frowned and for once he became interested in what Marvus had to say.

               “And what is he supposed to be?” Summerby asked.

               Marvus let out another sigh, but this time it was coupled with aggravation and annoyance.

               “If he isn’t being alright, aka quiet, he’s supposed to be annoying and trying to get on Harry Potter’s nerves like always, you’ve seen him yell across the Great Hall at him, yes?”

               “Yeah, everyone has seen Draco yell across the hallways and classrooms to get at Harry, that’s what he does.”

               “Then you know!” Marvus gestured wildly, “You know how he is! And being a weird quiet man is not it.”

               Summerby rubbed his invisible beard as he thought.

               “I guess… you have a point. But what are you going to do about it, sonny boy?” Summerby asked, his blue eyes studying the other Hufflepuff intently.

               Marvus’s brain appeared to malfunction. His eyes twitched and then his expression was frozen between confusion and realization.

               “I… I will wait,” Marvus decided, “And then, one way or another, I’ll find out what’s going on.”

 

               Harry’s day went fine after knowing that his detention with Snape was going to be replaced with a meeting with Dumbledore. It seemed that this day couldn’t decide between being bad or good. The next class he went to was Potions, where he had to use an old book that was already scribbled all over! However, the scribbles had great secrets, better than the textbook itself…

               With the help of the instructions, Harry won a vial of Felix Felicis, liquid luck. The only drawback was that Hermione didn’t stop glaring at him and had, several times already, heckled him about it. Even when she wasn't staying long during their dinner!

               After the quick dinner, Harry and Ron began working on the mounds of homework that had been assigned to them, one of them from Snape about the transition between verbal to nonverbal spells. Their work was spread out on the floor along with their stomachs. It was cool against the layer of robes and shirt. 

               “So, I heard from Hermione that you got a book that has some cheats in it.”

               Melody.

               Harry looked back to see that Melody had come back after sneaking off with Hermione. There was a large smirk on Melody’s face.

               Harry groaned. He wasn’t going to have anyone else fretting over the book any longer- Hermione had already checked if there were any enchantments on it! No one else needs to bother with it.

               “They aren’t cheats,” Harry muttered as he looked back toward his blank piece of parchment.

               “But they aren’t instructions from the textbook,” Ron said blankly.

               Harry flicked his quill against Ron and the latter let out a slightly angry “ow!”. Melody laughed as she joined the two on the floor, crossing her legs in front of her.

               “I didn’t say they were cheats!” Ron said, rubbing his nose, “They’re just notes written in the margin, you know? Notes that someone else figured out…They don’t move or anything either, so it can’t be that journal Ginny got, which is pretty good...”

               Melody frowned at that last addition before she smiled again.

               “Hermione is really mad that you won the Felix Felicis, you know.”

               Harry frowned. Why was Melody telling him something he already knew? Yes, yes, he could get that from Hermione snapping at him and how the book was dangerous. And besides! Hermione should be happy that Slughorn was so impressed by her, at this rate he’s already added her to the list of trophy kids at the school.

               Even Malfoy was surprised at how much Slughorn was impressed by Hermione and definitely jealous. It was fun to see Malfoy squirm the whole class, especially when Slughorn had put out the challenge for liquid luck… The Slytherin was so enraptured by the challenge, his face even more determined than normal…

               And then I got it, Harry thought smugly.

               Ron didn’t say anything, his mouth was shut as he looked between them.

               “Yeah, I know,” Harry finally said, clear vexation in his voice.

               “So, what does it look like? Can I see it?” Melody asked.

               Harry narrowed his eyes; however, he knew what Melody could do: she was easily strong enough to take it from him.

               Without another moment, Harry went through his bags and reluctantly handed the worn and old book to her. She opened the book and immediately began flipping pages. Harry could feel some protectiveness rise inside him; she wasn’t even trying to be careful!

               And Melody wasn’t even trying to read them, that much was obvious. All she did was frown, find a few spots where she read the margins, and then she would keep on flipping. It was only at the end did she actually stop and get closer to the book.

               She squinted at the last page, no doubt reading the inscription that Harry had found earlier.

               This book is the property of the Half-Blood Prince.

               “Do you know who the Half-Blood Prince is?” Melody asked, her eyes still not leaving the writing.

               Harry shook his head.

               “No, but Hermione has been trying to figure out who he is,” Ron answered.

               Melody gave the writing one final glance before closing the book. Harry held out his hand to take it, but she didn’t move.

               “It could be a demigod,” Melody mumbled.

               Harry’s eyes narrowed and he let his hand fall down to the ground.

               “What?”

               “Why do you think so?” Ron asked.

               Melody put the book down and her brown eyes stayed on it wearily, “Another name for a demigod is a Half-Blood.”

               Ron and Harry looked back at the book below.

               “How would you know?” Ron questioned, "Half-blood is also used for a kid with a Muggle and magical parent."

               Melody shrugged as she stood up, “Most demigods can’t really sense magic or much- I can’t. But, if there are spells pertaining to a lot of monsters, healing, or attacking, then that might be a clue.”

               Ron glanced back down at the Potions textbook as if he was seeing it in a new light. Harry, knowing that Melody was done inspecting it, stuffed it back into his bag.

               “And about Hermione,” Melody started, as she began to walk away. Both Ron and Harry’s attention turned toward her, with Harry’s face still showing annoyance, “it makes sense why she’s mad. I mean, if you work really hard all the time to be the best and somehow someone gets these incredible notes without ever working for it? That’s annoying.”

               I… But…

               No matter how much Harry wanted to hold onto his feelings that it was fine to have the textbook, they faded. He watched Melody as she shrugged and continued walking away.

               “Doesn’t mean I don’t like the book, that’s just… something to think about.”

               And with that, she went upstairs.

               And Harry and Ron found themselves staring at their assignments with their minds focused on something other than what it was supposed to be.

 

               “Slughorn’s weird,” Tracey said, “and that’s how Potions is so far.”

               Pansy frowned at that answer. Nico looked up from his game of Wizard’s Chess against Millicent. By now it didn’t really matter; he was going to lose. Nico had tried to think of a strategy that would stop her from ending the game in a few moves, but every time it seemed like the new plan would work she would, once again, defeat him in a few moves.

               “What do you mean?” Daphne piped up, looking beyond Millicent’s hair, her hands still moving as she braided it.

               “Yeah,” Pansy leaned over in her chair, “What do you mean?”

               Tracey flipped the page of the Potion’s textbook.

               “He’s got some big favorites and so far it’s Blaise, Harry, and Hermione.”

               Millicent rolled her eyes and then made a motion for Nico to choose his next move.

               I guess taking forever isn’t going to work either.

               “Hermione because she’s always ready to answer?” Millicent asked.

               Nico watched as Millicent spoke. She was clearly annoyed and her lips were pursed in a thin, not impressed line, the rest of her face was blank.

               “Yeah, you know how she is,” Tracey replied, flipping another page with her fingers. Her fingers and eyes ran across the page, scanning for something.

               Nico had noticed that Hermione definitely liked to participate in class, easily the first one to raise her hand when a question was asked. It was sometimes nice since not too many people wanted to volunteer right away, but other times even the professors wanted others to get a turn.

               The demigod finally moved one of his knights in front of his king. Immediately the Knight and the king were protesting at his terrible decision.

               Oh, well. I knew I was going to lose.

               Millicent nodded, barely moving her head up and down, but she let out a small hum in agreement.

               “Why didn’t you try Potions?” Daphne asked, moving Millicent’s hair around as she pulled another braid down, “You have the grades and it wouldn’t be too much work for you.”

               Millicent moved her bishop, right past the knight. As the little figure moved, it stood up and sliced off the king’s head. Nico’s king. The demigod frowned and muttered that it was as bad as trying to play against the Athena kids.

               “It wouldn’t be, but there’s no point,” Millicent said simply as she looked up, “I don’t want to do Potions, it’s a lot of stirring and waiting.”

               Tracey nodded.

               “Extreme cooking, I must say,” Tracey added with a grin.

               Pansy snorted at the statement and even Nico cracked a smile.

               “You’re lucky Professor Snape isn’t teaching Potions anymore, if he heard you say that… You might as well call yourself the Chosen One.”

Notes:

Oh, damn! Coolio! What's going on with that Henry North who I planned to bring back to this! Ah!
And Draco, my oh my, I wonder what the hell he's doing. Ack, it's not like, cough, it's not like it was in the original Half-Blood Prince book, cough cough. Nope. Not at all.

I hope you guys liked the N.E.W.T.S. I picked for Nico! I knew that he wasn't going to get much O.W.L.S, that whole thing of starting hella late, not knowing shit about magic, and not being particularly good at it either. But, yes. I thought it would be better for him to be in Hagrid's and Snape's class :)
and why it seems like I am trying to go fast is because... plot!!! PLOT!! Until next week.
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Chapter 5: Stalking, Meetings, And More!

Notes:

Here is another chapter! I hope whoever celebrates Thanksgiving in the USA had a great time! I did! Even though family is sometimes difficult!

If you wonder how I based some of Slytherin's biases and weird culture, it's from part of my family :) what a great time to be alive when there are expectations that have been passed down since the Victorian era!

Edited: 1/2/2020

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               “She called me a poser, that Ginny Weasley,” Blaise complaining, scowling, “I’m glad she isn’t in our year. I don’t know what I’d do if I had to see her in all of my classes.”

               Nico didn’t bother to try to add anything to the conversation. So far, he didn’t really know the redhead. Well, he didn’t know much about the Weasleys whatsoever, though he had met quite a few of them.

               He knew about Ron, Ginny, Fred, George, their parents, but according to his other peers there were even more children to meet. Wait, was Bill one of them? From the Order?

               Nico, Pansy, Tracey, Millicent, Daphne, Blaise, and Theodore had a break around the same time and together they had ended up in the Slytherin common room. There were a few other students loitering around too, having their own conversations and spats. However, only the sixth years had taken up the space close to the fireplace.

               Theodore leaned closer to Blaise on the couch, “Her brother is not different in the annoying scale,” he said calmly as he unfurled a piece of parchment.

               A part of the demigod was done with this discussion already. There was no point in talking about the Weasleys, after all, it seems like they didn’t do too much if you didn’t mess with them.

               However, it was obvious that some of these Slytherins had.

               Blaise rolled his eyes.

               “Fuck, you’re right,” he said, and Theodore began to smile.

               “I don’t know, they’re not the worst,” Pansy said absentmindedly, moving around her parchments around in her back.

               Hopefully, they will get bored with this conversation. Gods, maybe I should just leave early to go to my class…

               “Yeah, there’s Ernie Macmillian,” Tracey added as she casted a glare over to Blaise.

               Instantly Blaise groaned. He dramatically moved and laid himself across Theodore. The latter boy just stayed there, frowning slightly as Blaise’s back covered both his textbook and his arms.

               “Come on, I said I was sorry,” Blaise said, frowning, moving slightly to get into a more comfortable position of laying on top of Theodore’s textbook and lap, “if you want, I can sit with you and that blabbering idiot next time. Then we can suffer together, happy?”

               Tracey nodded with a small smirk on her face. “That would.”

               “At least you have someone you like in your classes,” Daphne said with a pout.

               They all looked toward her.

               “What? Don’t you like some of your classmates?” Nico asked.

               “Is the professor annoying?” Millicent asked.

               Choosing between Firenze and Trelawney was like trying to pick between bringing a water balloon or an air horn to a gunfight, not the first thing you’d think of or like, but if used in a very specific way they could definitely work.

               “No,” Daphne said, frowning as she moved the clip in her hair, “I like how Firenze teaches, it’s just my classmates!”

               “Are any of them the really annoying Gryffindors that blames anything Death Eater related on you?” Blaise asked as he continued to move, making Theodore give him a more severe look.

               “No,” Daphne said.

               Then what? Everyone seemed to think at the same time. Some of them exchanged glances with one another and finally Daphne sighed.

               “The most annoying thing is that everyone drools over Firenze,” Daphne declared, pulling her hair back behind her face, “I just don’t understand, are they seeing something I don’t? I mean, he’s pretty, but okay? So?”

               Millicent’s wary mood changed into amusement as she smiled her very small and almost not-noticeable smile. Meanwhile, Nico was trying to decide whether or not to say something, or anything, and then he realized that even if he did open his mouth, he didn’t know what would come out of it.

               “Is it because you mostly like girls?” Blaise asked casually.

               Oh, okay. I guess no tact was ever meant to be used.

               Daphne frowned, “Oh. Yeah, that’s probably it. But, like… he’s a horse? Does it really count?”

               Blaise raised his pointer finger and whatever he was going to say, it never came out. He deflated. Thus, they all stared at each other, wondering. Just before Tracey was about to say something, Pansy turned toward Nico.

               “Aren’t you supposed to be already going to class?” she asked.

 

               “So, you enjoying these dinners, Hermione?” Melody asked.

               Hermione and Melody sat, waiting in the Gryffindor common room, their bags packed for the rest of the day while they sat in armchairs across from one another. It would be a few minutes before their break was over and they’d have to go to their classes. It wasn’t even a break, just more time to work on homework.

               Though Hermione was used to the idea of that, Melody, Harry, and Ron had shared their very loud and opinions in this change.

               “I think they are… tasty,” Hemione answered tartly, frowning, and she recrossed her legs.

               A Cheshire grin spread across Melody’s face.

               “Tasty?” Melody repeated.

               Hermione let out a sigh of annoyance but a smile that peeked through told Melody what the other girl was actually thinking.

               “Though the food is always the best, the dinners are rather boring. It’s not very fun when it’s been mostly me going to the meetings since there seems to always be Quidditch practice during them,” Hermione explained and then she stood up.

               It was time to go soon.

               Melody frowned at the strange coincidence.

               “Well, I don’t enjoy the one I’ve been to either,” Melody said and then her smile started to fade as she stood up, “it just feels like a bother to go. It’s not like I can even say much, I’m mostly hearing other people talk about things.”

               “Yes,” Hermione agreed, and she began to walk out of the Gryffindor common room, “though, I do think it’s good for making connections and once in a while they could be interesting.”

              Melody nodded, “I guess.”

 

               Nico was paying for that fun time in the common room. The demigod knew that he was cutting it close as he rushed to Care of Magical Creatures, his feet pounding down on the grass. There was no way Nico was actually going to run, but… power walk, yes. Power walk very fast and maybe half-jog.

               “Is this everyone?” Hagrid asked and he quickly looked down at the parchment in his large hand. He had crumbled up most of the parchment and appeared to be having trouble reading it. Hagrid frowned once more as he looked up, “Remem’er, if yer haven’t signed up fer this class yet, tell me and…”

               Nico surveyed the class to see if he had recognized anyone as he nearly fell down. Surprisingly, he didn’t recognize almost any of the people there. There were almost no Slytherins, only one of his roommates that he had never spoken to, Zach, was there.

               Hagrid’s eyes widened as Nico came walking up toward his hut.

               Where’s Harry, Ron, and Hermione?Nico wondered as he strolled down, frowning as he finished scanning all of the faces.

               Nico realized that Hagrid’s favorite students weren’t taking his class anymore. He felt some sympathy form in his chest.

               Is that why Hagrid looks off? And gods, there is almost no one here…

               The demigod came strolling up behind the rest of the already gathered students to realize that… yes. There were only thirteen people who were taking the N.E.W.T.S. for Care of Magical Creatures.

               Hagrid must have known that Nico wasn’t a normal wizard. From what little Nico had heard and saw, Dumbledore and the half-Giant were rather close. However, as Nico looked up at Hagrid, it was obvious that new information didn’t help the slight nervousness in Hagrid’s eyes as Nico came down.

               What did help was that Hagrid tried to smile at Nico. Tried as in he had shown his teeth, but the glee was nowhere to be found on his face. He looked like a kid whose parents had just told them one of the Aunts they saw when they were five was coming over for dinner and likely expecting a hug.

               “Er, okay class! If that’s e’ryone then we’re startin’ our lesson!” Hagrid exclaimed as he began to walk to the edge of the Forbidden Forest, though his pace was done rather hastily. The students beside Nico started to jog to keep up. Hagrid kept on going, not noticing his students’ small struggle, “What we’re goin’ ter talk about Diricawls! They’re interestin’ creatures, I say because…”

               The class went pretty normal, even though they didn’t see the animal they were talking about. Apparently, Diricawls are flightless birds that can Apparate when they sense danger and that’s why Muggles had falsely labeled these species as extinct. Oh, the common name was the Dodo bird. Nico wondered why most of the Muggleborns let out gasps of surprise, then he realized that fact probably got lost in time and his schools.

               Maybe I’ll ask Melody later…

               The only bad part was that Hagrid kept on looking back at Nico during the whole lesson, both as if he was still checking if Nico was following him and to make sure the demigod hadn’t moved any closer than at least five armlengths away. The tolerance in Nico started to wane as he realized this wasn’t going to be a temporary thing.

               So, Nico decided he had had enough. When everyone had been dismissed with assignments already written down, the demigod followed the Half-Giant as he made his way toward his hut.

               “Yeah, what’s it-agh,” Hagrid jumped as he looked down in horror at the Slytherin before him. The parchment he had been somewhat tearing now was scrunched up against his chest.

               “Did Dumbledore tell you anything?” Nico asked.

               The son of Hades was trying his best to appear nonthreatening. By that, he had his arms uncrossed, a frown wasn’t on his face, and there wasn’t a glare in his eyes. Though, he did appear awkwardly stoic with a touch of tired.

               “Er, yes! Yes, Dumbledore did tell me,” Hagrid answered, his eyes darting up only for a second to watch the other students leaving.

               What does he expect me to do? Threaten him now that everyone is gone?

               “He told me about yer… parent. Your father bein’ the ruler ‘f ter Under’orld.”

               Nico felt himself inwardly sigh.

               Oh… that made sense why Hagrid is nervous… Ugh. Dad being the ruler of the Underworld, perfect introduction.

               “Can you…” Nico felt pained as Hagrid seemed to get even more nervous from just the beginning of the request. The demigod took a hesitant breath as he reminded himself, If I tell him then at least he can get better- “can you try to treat me like everyone else?”

               That caught the half-Giant off guard. His eyes widened like saucers and the parchment he had been killing this whole time was finally released from its pain by being gently laid down at his side.

               “Like e’ryone else?” Hagrid repeated.

               “Yes, I…” Nico sighed a little, “I am not going to do anything stupid or bad. I mean, some animals might hate me because they might sense the Death, but that doesn’t mean they’ll attack me. At least, I hope...”

               Why did I think taking this class was a good idea? Most animals do hate me… I mean, the plants definitely hated me and that was why I didn’t bother with that class…

               Nico felt himself internally slap his own face.

               “Oh, they don’t hate yer!” Hagrid exclaimed, and for the first time Hagrid was actually smiling at the Slytherin, “Sure, they’re probably ner’ous but they don’t hate yer!”

               Nico stood there, shocked that the man that could barely trust him throughout his whole lesson was laughing as if Nico had told the best joke he had ever heard. The parchment was back to being tortured in the excitement of his grip.

               “I’ll show yer,” Hagrid said, smiling to himself, “no animal will hate yer right away, no. With my help, you’ll see, they’ll love yer like all the rest.”

               Hagrid put his hand on Nico’s shoulder, nearly knocking the demigod off balance and onto the ground. Nico righted himself and nodded.

               “I, uh, thanks,” Nico said.

               “Oh, don’t worry ‘bout it!” Hagrid said, “And don’t worry, I’ll treat yer normal!”

               And Nico found himself smiling as he walked away. Though he was somewhat slipping in the grass, he felt his mood lighten.

               No wonder the Golden Trio likes him so much.

 

               Harry dodged Trelawney as she patrolled through the hallway.

               Yes, they had a curfew this year. But, no, it was definitely different from last year. Last year, Umbridge created the curfew for control and to ease her paranoia. This year the curfew was initiated because of the safety of the students: it was best not to roam out at night when Death Eaters or monsters could be about.

               The difference was that Dumbledore cared about his students while Umbridge wanted to control them.

               Quickly Harry hurried down the seventh-floor corridor, running down until he had reached the single gargoyle was against the wall. He stood, breathing hard as he looked at it, and realized that Nico was sitting, slumped at one side.

               He got here before me, Harry thought as looked at him.

               Nico’s dark eyes were already on Harry and he stood up. He was shorter than Harry, more so now because of the Gryffindor’s growth spurt. Nico’s black hair must have been cut over the summer since it wasn’t as mid-shoulder length anymore and instead like Harry’s. Though, of course, Nico’s black hair was more controlled.

               And there weren’t dark circles under Nico’s eyes any longer. Though his skin was pale as ever, the Slytherin appeared… healthy.

               “So, what’s the password?” Nico asked, then he looked back at the gargoyle, its face frozen with its jaws open.

               “Acid Pops,” Harry answered, and the gargoyle leaped to the side.

               Right as the gargoyle moved, the wall behind it separated into two pieces and a moving spiral staircase appeared. Harry jumped on with Nico not far behind him and the moving staircase pull them upward all the way to the wooden door of Dumbledore’s office.

               Harry immediately knocked.

               “Come in,” a voice answered.

               His hand moved over to the doorknob, but then he stopped. Harry let his hand hover as he looked over to see a very puzzled expression on Nico’s face. To say the least, it was concerning.

               “What is it?” Harry asked.

               The demigod finally blinked.

               “Nothing,” Nico answered quickly, “I was just thinking… We could go in.”

               But his expression didn’t change, and Harry felt his anxiety rise.

               “Are you sure?” Harry repeated.

               The demigod didn’t reply right away now. His face betrayed his thought process of realizing that he couldn’t dance around questions anymore. They were allies and they were… well, acquaintances for now.

               “I feel something, but what it is, I’m not sure,” Nico admitted.

               Harry nodded.

               It wasn’t a clear answer, but it was good enough.

               “You don’t have to worry, let’s go,” Nico reassured.

               And then they walked in.

 

               Sirius could tell Kreacher was going in and out of Grimmauld Place. He knew it because the large nest the House-Elf kept in the cabinet was disappearing little by little as well as any decorations, knick-knacks, or pictures he had thrown out.

               Right when the wizard went to get rid of the trash, he noticed some things were gone.

               He frowned and crossed his arms. It didn’t matter that Kreacher was hoarding so much as long as Sirius didn’t need any of it and didn’t see any part of the old, annoying House-Elf in his home.

               Remus had come over for dinner. Sirius had invited him over, not just because he had nothing to do, but because he also knew Remus didn’t have anything to do either. The werewolf could say all he wanted about not wanting to overdo his stay, but that didn’t change anything.

               His old friend was in the same carriage as Sirius. Since Remus was a werewolf, he didn’t have a job. No one wanted to touch a werewolf since… since they could change. Sadly, that was evident even before You-Know-Who had come into power. The only difference now was that people were afraid Remus would be one of those “ravage werewolves,” the ones that followed Fenrir Greyback and believed that everyone should be “infected” with the power.

               That was one thing Remus had been talking about, some of the werewolves were actually starting to consider joining those madmen and You-Know-Who.

               Sirius wanted to say he couldn’t understand why, how anyone could ever go with those blasted villains, but that would be lying. Werewolves weren’t treated like everyone else; he saw that more so than ever after Remus left Hogwarts… It took years and years to realize and, finally, it sunk in.

               So, there Sirius was, alone in a large house… What he was to do, he didn’t know. It was the same as being holed up in the house last year… Hm… perhaps he could visit Buckbeak sometime… invite Remus over again…

 

               Pansy had her legs crossed as she lounged, taking up the whole armchair. She was sitting in it not the way her parents had taught her. In her house, feet were to be on the ground and her hands in her lap, shoulders back and straight, especially if guests came.

               Those guests were always important in her parents’ eyes, either Death Eaters or workers for the Ministry.

               Instead of following those instructions, her legs were swung over one armrest and a book in her hand. It was an old dictionary she had gotten accustomed to carrying; if she wanted to understand what was going on in Pride and Prejudice, she needed it.

               But, for now, she just sat there.

               Daphne and Millicent were off doing… whatever they normally do. Tracey was gone because she wanted to get another book from the library. Homework was piling up and Tracey wanted to get them done in a timely manner, after all, if she wanted to even get close to her dream it was going to be a lot of work.

               And maybe later Tracey would tell them.

               Pansy frowned as she leaned lower in the chair.

               No, Pansy herself didn’t know what she wanted to do with her life. Before… before all she cared about was following Draco. He was going to be her future.

               At one point they would get together, officially, and then she was going to be a housewife. No need for a career, no need for a dream, having a Pure-Blood and Slytherin family was the only thing her parents had taught her.

               But, now, she didn’t want that. Now, she couldn’t even stand looking at Draco.

               Pansy had seen him, moping, not talking, leaving whenever he could. If Draco wasn’t that quiet self, he was his same asshole self, acting all tough, reveling in compliments… but those moments didn’t last. They weren’t lasting now at all.

               And for some reason, Pansy couldn’t bring herself to want to help him.

               Draco had begun to represent and remind her of what she used to be. Things that she still was, the venom on her tongue to insult people, the way her friends only became closer and better now she valued them more than just people to hang out with, and the people that still treated her with feared respect rather than just a regular person.

               It was in moments like these, when she was alone, did she really realize these things.

               Pansy uncrossed her legs and folded her arms over her chest. She was going to find something she liked… take whatever N.E.W.T. classes she wanted and… and was going to do just that.

               She looked over to her copy of Pride and Prejudice. With a small grunt, she leaned over and grabbed it, opened it up to the bookmarked page on her lap, and began to read.

 

               Nico had never been in a pensive before, nor had he ever seen one. Harry must have, the way he almost backed away from it the moment he saw the thing told Nico that much.

               They spent the lesson going through a memory of a previous Ministry worker, Bob Ogden… There they saw a man abuse his daughter, Merope, and his son act as terrible as the father. Mr. Gaunt spewed the most disgusting vile, things worse than Nico had heard at the Slytherin table about blood purity and tried to boast about being related to Salazar Slytherin and the Peverell… Whatever, Nico only knew the first wizard and that still didn’t matter much to him.

               And then Merope had fallen in love with the beautiful Muggle man next door…

               Harry mostly answered Dumbledore’s questions, using educated and lucky guesses that the demigod couldn’t always follow.

               Merope used Love Potion to make the Muggle, Tom Riddle, fall in love with her, Mr. Gaunt (or Marvolo) didn’t live very long after he was arrested, Tom Riddle left Merope when she was pregnant when she had stopped giving him the potion, and Tom Riddle never worried about his son or what had become of him…

               “Is this something important?” Harry asked, “Knowing Voldemort’s past?”

               The demigod had never had an enemy in which he didn’t have a story behind. Most of the Titans and others he had defeated, he knew the myths to help defeat them. Even though this certainly wasn’t any myth of how Voldemort was defeated, at least it was a story to follow.

               Yes, it is, Nico thought.

               “Yes,” Dumbledore answered simply with a smile.

               Harry’s mind didn’t appear to get any clearer with that answer.

               “Does this have something to do with the Prophecy?” Harry asked.

               Nico blinked.

               He remembered the Prophecy they had taken last year.

               “It has everything to do with the Prophecy,” Dumbledore said with a smile.

               Harry was still confused but took the Headmaster’s answer. He began to ask more questions, mostly if he could tell Hermione and Ron what he had heard.

               However, Nico’s mind began to wander. It was hard to pay attention during most of the lesson, there was so much feeling in the room, his “Underworld” senses going off like a constant ticking clock. There was the curse in Dumbledore’s hand, something that had followed Nico from the Dungeons, and another mysterious thing that was odd in the room… He had felt it before he entered Dumbledore’s office, but there wasn’t anything crazy that he could see.

               A pull was there, but to what? Nico didn’t know.

               It was only when Nico looked over Dumbledore’s desk and his eyes landed on a ring; that was when he knew. That was it. That was the thing he was feeling. But it wasn’t just that, wasn’t that ring familiar? Hadn’t he seen it before?

               Nico wandered closer, not even forgetting to pretend to listen. It was a golden ring with a black stone in the middle, which had a large crack down the center...

               “Isn’t that Marvolo’s ring, sir?” Harry asked from behind Nico.

               The demigod’s head turned around to see Dumbledore smile at Harry.

               “Yes.”

               “But you were wearing it,” Harry stated, “when we went to gather Slughorn, I noticed you were wearing it…”

               What? Why? Why would be wearing something that… that obviously has magic on it?

               “I had acquired it fairly recently.”

               Nico’s eyes narrowed down at the ring. There was nothing inside it, nothing was there… anymore. He thought of Dumbledore’s hand, burnt, and the curse that was upon it, the curse Nico could feel. It still radiated Death. Nico had never known wizards were powerful enough to not have such a curse be instantly fatal.

               Did the ring have a curse on it? But… but it doesn’t feel like it should have a curse on it, it feels... Gods, I know it. It should be something else, something I know.

               “What is it?” Nico asked as he stood up, his gaze on the old wizard, “The ring?”

               Harry’s eyes narrowed further at the question, even more confused than before.

               “I can feel it. It doesn’t… It’s not normal,” Nico explained.

               Dumbledore’s eyes twinkled at the statement. He walked around, with clear curiosity on his tongue. Nico stayed still, frowning, waiting.

               “We can discuss that when we have the next meeting,” Dumbledore said with some reluctance in his voice.

 

               Harry and Nico left Dumbledore’s office together.

               They had been walking in silence for a while. It wasn’t that Nico wanted the meeting to end with a question in the air, he just… there was this feeling… and then there was this other strange feeling and he couldn’t help but wonder what it meant, it had showed up ever since he and Harry had met up…

               Besides, there was nothing to talk about. Even though Harry and Nico’s lives had been intertwined, they haven’t had many conversions of them alone where it wasn’t something about the quest.

               So, Nico was surprised when he heard Harry’s voice.

               “What does it feel like? The ring?” Harry inquired.

               The son of Hades looked over to see Harry’s inquisitive green eyes. Dumbledore seemed to ooze affection as Harry guessed the few things right and connected the dots. Nico could tell Dumbledore and Harry had more than just a regular teacher and student relationship, it was almost… almost like Harry looked up to Dumbledore. A mentor. A father figure. One to learn from and think was perfect…

               It was strange, sometimes Harry failed in piecing things together and other times he excelled. If Nico was someone like Tracey, maybe he’d be able to figure out why.

               “What do you mean?” Nico asked.

               Harry blinked and then his head turned back toward the front of the hallway.

               “You said the ring wasn’t normal, what makes it not normal to you?” Harry clarified, “Melody said she couldn’t feel magic, but you can, can’t you?”

               Now it was the demigod’s time to think.

               “No, it isn’t magic, it is just… something that is Dark. Associated with the Underworld,” Nico said, “I guess it could be magic, but that’s not why I can feel it. And… what it feels like…”

               What did it feel like? What… what are the words closest to it? How could I explain it to someone that had never known such a feeling?

               The demigod pursed his lips tightly as he thought. And then, it finally came to mind.

               “It’s like when you can feel that something is hot or cold and you know it immediately when you touch it. The difference is that I don’t have to touch it. There is… there is something that I don’t particularly like about that ring. It doesn’t mean it’s bad, but for some reason…”

               Nico let his words trail off as he realized what he wanted to say. The demigod didn’t even know what it was that unsettled him about the ring until now…

               No, it wasn’t the story in which the ring was associated with. It was the feeling. The feeling that he couldn’t get away from, the partiality that caused his attention to wander for so long before he had finally found it. But, when he found the ring, he couldn’t look away. 

               “I don’t like it,” Nico finally said, shaking his head, “It feels nice but too nice. It’s something that is too good to be here, too good to be without strings.”

               There was a silence between them as Nico finished.

               The demigod found himself looking away, wondering if he had said too much. But, then his eyes widened and he looked over at Harry.

               “You aren’t taking Care of Magical Creatures anymore.”

               Harry finally came back to life at Nico’s casual statement and his face showed both regret and some acceptance. He shrugged.

               “Er… yeah. Didn’t have any space to take it,” Harry answered, frowning slightly, “none of us did… We have to go over to apologize and explain ourselves since that’s why he’s probably so upset. But,” Harry looked over at Nico with a surprised look on his face, “you are, aren’t you? Taking Care of Magical Creatures?”

               The demigod felt himself let out a nervous laugh and then he matched Harry’s conflicted expression.

               “Yeah, it’s… it’s one of the few classes that I’m not terrible at and… and don’t dislike.”

               Nico was surprised to see a smile grow across Harry’s face.

               “You liked the Blast Ended Skrewts?”

Notes:

This is a very nice chapter, yes going and checking up on some characters as well as beginning to bring importance to some of them...
And just to warn you guys, as in the tags, I don't really ship Tonks and Lupin. Since I watched the movies I got a hella lot vibe of Sirius and Lupin and this fic... herm. I don't really know what will happen, maybe just Sirius getting back to himself before a relationship. We'll see.

Well, I hoped you all liked the chapter! Thanks for the kudos and comments! :D And I will see you all next week!

Chapter 6: Hogwarts Next Top Quidditch Players: I See Sixty People in Front of Me… But Only a Few Will Make it to be on the Gryffindor Quidditch Team!

Notes:

Oh, yes. Another Chapter! Let's see how it goes! :D
I am obsessed with the music from Hadestown. It's a fun and sad musical, check it out!

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               “The trails are probably going to take all morning, we’ll have to see Hagrid after them,” Harry said, his eyes widening at the current list in his hands. He tried to balance the piece of parchment and not let the list fall into his cereal. Currently, he was having a rather hard time. “I wonder why Quidditch became so popular all the sudden.”

               Over the days, Harry, Ron, Hermione, and Melody had been trying to keep up with work assigned to them. But subjects were becoming harder at an exponential rate and there were only nonverbal spells being practiced in the classrooms now. If they were talking in the class, it was only so they could scream or squeal when the dangerous plants almost got their hands or legs.

               It was wonderful when they finally made it to the weekend; finally, they could finally have a real break and hold Quidditch trials. It had only been a short time since the start of the school year, but Harry had wanted to start off the Quidditch season the moment he was welcomed back at Hogwarts.

               Harry also wanted this day to go by quickly so that he could read the letter Sirius had sent him this morning during the post.

               Hermione let out an impatient huff.

               “It’s not Quidditch, it’s you,” Hermione stated as if it was obvious as she started to unravel the Daily Prophet, “you’ve never been more interesting or popular, meaning that there will be more than a few girls wanting to spend some time with you.”

               Ron spit out the water he was drinking, spraying most of his plate and his hands. Hermione looked up with a slightly disgusted look, not that happy despite the spray narrowly missing her from across the table. Hermione probably should have been grateful. On the other hand, Melody began to hand Ron one of her napkins.

               Harry coughed into his sleeve, appearing thoroughly bewildered at what Hermione had said. Then, very quickly, a large part of him hoped this conversation would end very soon.

               “People finally know you were right, Harry, despite all of what the Ministry tried to do. The slandering, the demeaning way they did everything, and you still never changed your story,” Hermione continued on, “Voldemort is back, you fought him again and survived, the debacle at the Department of Mysteries-”

               “We were all there at the Department of Mysteries-” Ron interrupted, frowning as he looked between Hermione and Harry.

               Harry tried to hide his face further, looking around the Great Hall as if he had never seen the ceiling before. However, Hermione didn’t seem to notice and kept going.

               “Everyone is calling you the “Chosen One” and it doesn’t help that you grew rather tall over the summer.”

               “I grew,” Ron protested, frowning.

               “No, it’s not Quidditch, Harry,” Hermione repeated, not noticing Ron’s response, “it’s you.”

               Hermione’s attention immediately went to the Daily Prophet in the hand as it was finally open and Ron weakly pouted. Melody finally must have met her pity limit because she smiled at Ron as he looked down.

               “Yeah, you grew taller than Harry,” Melody affirmed.

               However, Ron just nodded and continued to sulk. Harry found himself able to look back at the table, but the way Ron sagged didn’t do any better than Hermione’s spiel.

               “We better get down to the pitch,” Harry said.

               Melody’s face fell as he started to stand up.

               “Wait, do we have time to change there?” she asked.

               Harry shook his head, “No, I made the trials so you have to be ready when it starts.”

               “Oh shit,” Melody cursed, and she got up onto her feet, “I’ll be ready, just- just wait for me!”

               And with those last words, she was sprinting off and out of the Great Hall.

 

               Nico thought about what happened at Dumbledore’s office for a good portion of the day and night. He twisted the skull ring on his finger, frowning as his mind mulled over a plan. He knew he should probably tell Melody and Marvus some of what had happened at some point, but it was getting harder to talk to the other demigods with the schedule… and Dumbledore was going to tell him at some point.

               The ring probably isn’t that bad…  I’m probably just feeling something that isn’t there. I mean, Dumbledore wouldn’t keep something so dangerous in his office, right?

               The demigod blinked and remembered breaking into the Headmaster’s office to get his sword last year. The sword that he had heard the Ministry workers wanted because of the mysteriously very dark magic.

               Okay, never mind.

               “Hey, do you guys want to work on homework together?” Pansy asked.

               Nico looked up. Everyone had stopped eating and realized quickly that it had been silent for a few minutes. Daphne’s expression changed from neutral to disdain as if she was opting for a nap already.

               “We all have some homework to do, might as well do it and then relax,” Tracey added, “and sure, I can do that.”

               Millicent nodded and gently nudged Daphne, who let out a very reluctant yes.

               “Yeah, same,” Nico said.

               He was going to need a lot more time than he had last year to complete his assignments. It was like the professors had all simultaneously ramped up the difficulty level... And to think he was finally getting used to going to school again...

               Pansy’s smile at Nico became a questioning glance and just as Nico was wondering what she was thinking, he felt someone sit next to him on the bench.

               “Hey, hey,” Marvus whispered, “hey, Nico.”

               “You are literally right next to me,” Nico said back, his eyes slightly wide as he looked back at the Hufflepuff, “you’ve got my attention.”

               A few of the surrounding Slytherins watched the Hufflepuff with some surprise before they returned to their own meals.

               “I spy with my little eye a sad little Slytherin,” Marvus uttered.

               The Hufflepuff nodded toward Draco Malfoy at the end of the Slytherin table all by himself. Draco had been there for a while… Nico was actually surprised that he hadn’t left early like the other days. However, the way that Draco was staring at his food he probably doesn’t notice the passage of time.

               “Yeah, I know,” Nico said as he turned back around toward his food.

               Marvus let out a little puff of disbelief and shock.

               “My goodness, well,” Marvus idle eyed the Gryffindor table before focusing on Nico once more, “I was just wondering if anyone was going to bother him or something. I’ve been seeing a redhead trying to talk to him, but that’s it.”

               “Yeah, Aria is now talking to him,” Nico answered, eating some more food.

               Ever since Pansy has stopped, it seemed the other girl had filled in her position as being his “friend that’s a girl.” But, not as well. Nico had only been there for a week or so and Draco was often leaving Aria behind after very short talks.

               Marvus frowned at Nico’s very casual and uninterested tone. The son of Ares started to get up, still not very happy with the situation. Luckily, Marvus didn't swing his legs inside the bench and he easily got to his feet.

               Wait, Dumbledore’s office.

               Nico grabbed Maruvs’s wrist just after the poor guy was about to take a step. Marvus jerked a little, but then using Nico’s hand, regained his balance.

               “Sorry,” Nico said, “there is something that you need to know, it’s going to take a while to explain, but-”

               “I don’t have that much time,” Marvus instantly replied, “I’ve got to watch the Gryffindor team tryout.”

               Are you serious? This is about the mission and he is concerned about Quidditch?

               “What? Why?” Nico asked, letting his voice carry out how annoyed he was.

               Marvus waited for a second and gave Nico another look as if the answer was obvious.

               “We gotta scope out this year's competition, that’s why! Oh, and Melody is trying out too. Gotta cheer her on and watch her destroy the competition. But… afterward, if it’s really important, I can come find you, is that okay?”

               Nico waited for a second, thinking of what he was going to do… No, I don’t want him walking around to find me.

               “It can wait,” Nico decided.

               Marvus didn’t move, his eyes were still slightly wide.

               “Are you sure?” Marvus asked.

               Nico nodded.

 

               Harry, Ron, and Hermione waited. And waited. And waited.

               With a few minutes left to get to the Quidditch pitch on time, they decided it was best to start heading down without her. So, down the hallways, the Golden Trio went. Though, as Harry made his way down without Melody, he wished they hadn’t.

               Hermione had started to bother Harry about keeping the Half-Blood Prince’s copy despite getting the new Potions textbook he had ordered the moment they went into the hallways. Hermione was, apparently, still really upset that he had been able to switch the covers and keep the old one. What was good was that after a few huffs and one-word answers from Harry, Hermione couldn’t bother Ron and Harry anymore without others hearing.

               Abruptly, the hallway they were traveling through started to get crowded. Several times the Golden Trio had to squeeze into a line to get past the large groups of students who were, either making their way to pass the weekend with some fun or to finish some homework. Wherever those groups were going to, luckily, it wasn’t just the Quidditch pitch. There was a break in the crowd and the Trio spied two people they knew: Lavender and Parvati.

               Harry had heard that Patil twins might not stay the year; their parents were becoming worried about the safety of the school. Harry couldn’t understand why they were worried; Dumbledore was the Headmaster. However, apparently that illogical thought process was pretty common around the wizard parents, but a student actually getting taken out of school, that hasn’t happened… at least, not yet…

               Just as Parvati and Lavender passed by the Trio, Lavender smiled at Ron, with some light blush on her cheeks. Ron’s eyes widened slightly at the gesture and he grinned very hesitantly back. Harry didn’t know whether he should laugh or keep it to himself over Ron’s reaction to the attention. Yet, that was decided for him: Hermione’s face fell and she glared at the place Lavender was moments before.

               “Hey, I told you guys to wait up!” Melody screamed.

               Before Harry, Ron, or Hermione could look around, a body came sprinting down between them, nearly knocking Harry and Ron off their feet.

               “Why bother asking us to wait if you were going to sprint past us?!” Ron yelled back down at her, groaning. Then he frowned, “And aren’t people not allowed to run in the hallways?”

               “People are not allowed to run in the hallways,” Hermione said, “but it isn’t really an enforced rule.”

               Wait… Ron and Hermione are prefects, why doesn’t Ron know-

               “I told you guys to wait!” Melody repeated as she started to run back, smiling. The group of Gryffindors was outside, taking each new step onto the wet grass.

               There was a light drizzle, catching on their clothes and hair, white and reflecting droplets creating a wonderful crown on their heads before they dripped down.

               “I can’t be late, I’m the Quidditch Captain,” Harry answered.

               Melody rolled her eyes before smirking, “Okay, Captain. Being punctual is just one of many things you should have, let’s hope you have the rest of those oh-so good captain qualities.”

               She giggled and ran ahead, slightly pulling Hermione ahead next to her. Hermione, though a little surprised, seemed to lighten up as they began to whisper together. Just as Hermione said something, Melody let out another loud laugh.

               I can never understand girls, Harry thought with a small frown.

               Then Harry felt a nudge on his shoulder.

               “You’ll do good,” Ron said reassuringly, “You led everyone last year in Dumbledore’s Army, this will be no different.”

               Harry smiled, feeling his chest spark with warmth, “Thanks.”

               The rest of the walk wasn’t too long and before they knew it, they were standing in front of the Quidditch pitch. There were easily sixty people at the tryout and for a second, Harry realized that Hermione’s theory about people finding him more…. Interesting… because of the Department of Mysteries might not just be a theory.

               Shit.

               “Good luck, Ron,” Hermione said as she left the group to head to the stands.

               “Oh,” Ron said, surprise clear on his face, “than-thanks! You too! I mean-”

               Harry walked a little faster to avoid watching the train wreck happen before him. There he saw McLaggen from Slughorn’s meeting on the train, but before the taller Gryffindor could get to him, Melody appeared.

               “What are you-”

               Harry couldn’t finish what he was saying as Melody pulled Harry away from the others and toward the direction in that Madame Hooch had laid out brooms. Harry felt happy, knowing that the witch had heard his request of the brooms; he wanted to make sure everyone could try out, even if they didn't have their own broom. McLaggen scowled as Melody took Harry’s attention, obviously angry at the lost opportunity to get at the Gryffindor captain alone.

               Though, looking at the number of people who came, Harry was starting to regret his kindness. Odds are, if people didn’t have a broom, they’ve never played Quidditch before.

               No, it’s good that I did this. It’s fine. Harry tried to reassure himself.

               “So, we can use the brooms, right?” Melody asked, looking back at Harry.

               “Yes,” Harry answered.

               That is why I asked for them in the first place.

               “Good! I- uh, I forgot to bring mine,” she said.

               Melody moved over to one of the brooms and put her hand hovering over top of the handle.

               “Up!”

               The broom flew so fast, Melody didn’t have time to react as the handle connected to her face. Her head flung back and there was a gasp from the crowd as the broom fell back down to the grass. Melody has her hands on her nose and already there was blood dripping down from her mouth and in-between her fingers.

               Please tell me she’s actually good and that she’s rusty or else this is going to be one of the worst tryouts ever.

               Not only did he have one friend he had to worry about making it on the team, now he was going to have two.

               Harry ran up close Melody, who was still trying to stop the bleeding and failing spectacularly. There was now some blood dripping down onto her robes.

               “Are you okay?” Harry asked and instantly the other girl nodded furiously.

               “I’m fine, really! My nose isn’t broken or else it would hurt more!” she answered, taking her bloodied hand out to talk and more red began to flow.

               “Bloody hell,” Ron said with a horrified face.

               Harry was glad that Ron had joined him and Melody and… was normal. No, Harry didn’t want to see Ron and Hermione be awkward around each other. To be honest, he’d rather Voldemort come and end his misery right then and there.

               McLaggen must have realized Harry wasn’t going to walk over because he started to come as well.

               Great, let’s get a party going.

               Just as Harry turned back toward his friends, he saw that Ron had taken his wand out of his pocket and had it pointed at Melody’s nose.

               “Episkey,” Ron whispered.

               Her nose grew to a red color before shifting back to its regular dark tone. Just as Harry was trying to think of a spell to take away the blood, Melody wiped her face and nose across her once golden sleeve.

               There was a slight disgruntled noise that came from Harry.

               At least it matched the stains going down the front of her robes. If only someone else knew the spells for that.

               Hermione probably does.

               “Whoa, that’s so cool,” Melody exclaimed, wriggling her nose in surprise.

               “My mom had to do that spell a few times when we were young,” Ron said, then he pocketed his wand, “you didn’t learn it?”

               Ron and Melody began to move to the rest of the Quidditch tryout group while continuing their conversation about childhood injuries and just as Harry was going to follow them to address the people there, the guy that had been in Slughorn’s party came toward Harry.

               Oh, come on, get back with the rest of them, Harry thought. But it was too late and the guy wasn’t showing any signs of stopping.

               “We met on the train, in old Sluggy’s compartment,” he said confidently, stepping closer to shake Harry’s hand. “Cormac McLaggen, Keeper.”

               Old Sluggy’s compartment, Harry repeated in his mind with a frown.

               Harry looked at the length of his arms; McLaggen definitely could reach for the Quaffles.

               “Er, yeah,” Harry nodded, not quite sure how McLaggen got his hand already into a handshake, but thankfully after few shakes, his hand was released, “you can join everyone else over there.”

               There was a brief look of annoyance that passed over McLaggen's face, but he followed what Harry had told him.

               Realizing that there were definitely too many people there to have real trials, Harry knew needed to sort them out. Hermione was right, there were a lot of admirers. He had to get out the people who had obviously never flown on a broom, girls that weren’t there for Quidditch, and some Hufflepuffs and Ravenclaws that had decided instead of watching in the stands they wanted to try out with the Gryffindors.

               Apparently, the stands weren’t close enough to the Chosen One.

               Harry was starting to not like being the Chosen One.

               Finally, the real tryouts came. In the midst of a couple of sore losers, Harry had found Katie Bell, Demelza Robins, and Ginny Weasley as Gryffindor’s Chasers.

               Instead of feeling rather happy, all he could think with annoyance was that he had two other positions to fill.

               Beating went slower. There was infinitely less talent in this department and… and he wasn’t looking forward to seeing how Melody played. She had done well in his small trials of seeing if she could fly. What was good was that she definitely could fly, even if she was slipping upside down on her broom rather frequently…

               “Okay, I need you to hit the Bludger,” Harry said as flew down to the ground, hovering just over a place that was characterized by mostly dirt instead of grass. Surprisingly, that was the place that Harry had fallen down his third year, with one specific patch on the field of only dirt. He pointed with one of the bats in his hand toward the different patch, “there. Try to get the Bludger as close to this point as possible.”

               The row of thirteen people nodded, amongst them Melody appeared to the most excited, her head moving so much Harry wondered if she was going to hurt herself.

               “Any volunteers to going first?” Harry asked.

               Instantly, Melody raised her hand.

               There were a few giggles from the stand at her excitement. So far, Melody had performed… mediocrely. Differently, yes, but now they were to see if she had the skill with a Bludger and a bat as Fred and George did.

               Melody flew close enough to grab the extra bat Harry had tossed and she quickly went out into the field.

               The Bludger was already flying in the air from the Chaser’s trail. Not only did it keep some of the aspiring Beaters on their toes, but it was better than putting it back into its box and taking it out again. Call it both being smart and lazy.

               Harry watched as the Bludger moved toward the group and he waited until it was close enough to him. When the moment was right, Harry hit the flying ball with the bat and the Bludger hurtled toward… Melody’s vague direction. Harry wasn’t a Beater for a reason. He told himself this was better to show more agility in the air as well as planning.

               Melody moved instantly; her giddiness was gone as she studied the Bludger with a seriousness Harry had only seen when she was trying to learn a new spell and… when she was with her axe. Sometimes.

               Then she swung around the broom, going upside down just before the Bludger came toward her-

               Is she afraid of the Bludger? Why did she say she is a Beater when she can’t even- ugh, I don’t want to be the one to tell her that she didn’t-

               Then she swung up and the bat hit the Bludger hard, letting out a loud crack and the ball dove down into the dirt, pounding a large hole into the ground. She let out a shrill laugh as she looked down, grinning at her success. The Bludger struggled a second before it lifted out of the ground, almost right where Harry had pointed at.

               All the smiles fell off of the other aspiring Beater’s faces.

               Harry grinned.

               Let’s hope she doesn’t actually kill someone during a game.

               After that casual thought, Harry called for the next person to try out. The rest of the trials for the Beaters went well enough and by the end, after quite a bit of screaming and hounding at a few upset Gryffindors, Melody and Ritchie Coote, a boy that appeared rather weedy, but aimed well were the Beaters for Gryffindor.

               And, finally, the trail he had been saving for last: Keepers.

               It was done purposefully; Harry had wanted to give Ron time to work out his nerves (since they didn’t disappear last year). However, what Harry had planned to help didn’t. Everyone that didn’t make it had taken seats in the crowd, being as loud, happy, and upset as they had during the other trials.

               And Ron, poor Ron, was taking it all in.

 

               “Aria is pissed,” Tracey said with a smile.

               “She thinks I’m bullying Draco,” Pansy said with a glare, slamming a book close.

               There was an immediate reaction of people jumping around her and Pince giving her a death glare. However, amongst Pansy’s fury, she didn’t notice as she pulled out another book and hastily began to spread it across the table.

               Nico and his friends have been in the library for only a matter of minutes and he was already beginning to wonder if they would get kicked out for the first time this year. Such a shame, really, this early? It was going to be a record.

               “And I haven’t, I’ve only been trying to remind him how to be a prefect and all that,” Pansy continued.

               Daphne raised one of her eyebrows.

               “And what does that include?” Daphne innocently asked as she went through her own respective notes.

               Pansy groaned loudly and that earned another hard glare from Pince. Nico began to chuckle at Pansy’s eye roll when she finally saw the librarian tucked in the corner, ready to pounce if the Slytherins raised the noise level too much.

               “I’m just doing what Professor Snape wanted me to do,” Pansy said with a frown, “well, when Professor Snape telling him how terrible Draco’s been, he told me I should lay off of Draco…”

               Pansy’s face changed again. When she blinked, her brown eyes were filled with puzzlement and… and sympathy. Her mouth pursed in worry as she continued.

               “Snape asked me what he saw Draco doing. Had me describe how he was constantly gone or doing something, and then said that he wanted to give Draco some leniency in his duties.”

               “Why?” Nico asked.

               Sure, Draco was… well, he wasn’t the best prefect. It wasn’t hard to see Draco abusing his power against the other Houses and not much of the Slytherins really listened to him anyways… Or, at least, not anymore.

               Pansy shrugged and continued.

               “I don’t know, but Snape really didn’t want to tell me anything else. He told me to go and that was that.”

               “That’s rather strange,” Tracey muttered.

               Pansy nodded, but she wasn’t looking at her friends anymore. Her eyes were open, but she wasn’t really seeing them.

               What is she thinking? Nico wondered. Whatever… if it’s important, she’ll tell me.

 

               Harry didn’t need to worry during the Keeper Tryouts. Ron had done better than McLaggen, the only thing Harry needed to worry about was McLaggen possibly punching him in the face after Harry had told him that his trails were done and that was that.

               Thankfully, the large Gryffindor walked away with just a growl and Harry turned toward his new team with excitement.

               Most of them were smiling back at him, save for Melody, whose face was still pointed at the direction in which McLaggen had taken with a glare.

               “That was amazing, Ron!” Hermione shouted as she ran down from the stands.

               Lavender and Parvati came down as well, Lavender appearing particularly grumpy. Together the two walked off, not saying anything. Meanwhile, Ron appeared to be positively glowing at the praise Hermione gave him, even standing taller than he had before.

               Harry was looking forward to this year’s game and finally felt the warmth of realizing he was Captain. He had made his team, a rather good one he’d like to think, and so far, everything was going smoothly… Of course, the real work hadn’t started yet. And after saying goodbye to the new team, Harry, Ron, and Hermione began to walk down to Hagrid’s hut with Melody saying goodbye.

               The Hufflepuff Quidditch trials were going to be held in a few hours, thus a few members, including her brother, were already there.

               “I still can’t believe Hagrid’s favorite students aren’t taking his class, you better think of something really good to say when you see him. Oh well, bye guys!” Melody said, waving back at them, “good luck apologizing to Hagrid!”

 

               The Slytherins lazily went to dinner early. They had been working on homework and assignments as well as studying for future exams (because, yes, those were coming already) for most of the day, so it was time to do nothing.

               Or, rather eat and people watch.

               At the moment they were watching Slughorn hobble over to students to speak with them, or rather, to them. Currently, he was in front of Harry, his loud voice showing disappointment. Beside Harry were his friends, Ron, Hermione, and Melody, most of them obviously not enjoy the attention.

               “I… what is he even doing?” Daphne asked, her eyes narrowing at the scene before her.

               Ron appeared to get madder with the minute, his face turning red while the rest were only getting mildly upset.

               “He’s probably talking to Harry and Hermione about the Slug Club,” Tracey said, frowning, “which are basically his favorite students. I think he picks them based on connections or how famous they are.”

               What? Nico thought as he glanced back.

               He could see Slughorn being absolutely thrilled to talk to them, even Melody. Nico couldn't remember who Melody was related to… Ugh, it might have been some Quidditch player or something…

               “It looks like he’s completely ignoring Ron Weasley,” Pansy muttered before looking at the array of foods spread out before her.

               There was a great variety today, different dishes of chicken, potatoes, and a lot of vegetables. However, Nico had begun to realize there was always one dish that wasn’t too good looking. Either it was a different, duller color, or the smell was appalling.

               One of the cooks was not very happy to be here.

               “He’s even worse in Potions,” Tracey said, bringing up a spoonful of soup to her mouth.

               “Really?” Pansy asked, glancing at her friend in surprise. Pansy had begun to pick her favorites of the food and move it to her plate.

               Tracey nodded, not at all bothered by the idea of Slughorn ignoring students. Millicent stared at her with slight disbelief and… some anger.

               “I told you. Unless you have some extreme talent, he doesn’t even look at you,” Tracey answered, dropping her spoon back into the soup with a loud clink, “and you guys already know how his favorites in Potions are Hermione, Harry, and Blaise, it’s like-”

               “Did I hear my name?”

               The dark-skinned Slytherin slid down the bench with a smirk. Beside him, Theodore scooted and muttered about Blaise’s obsession with theatrics and how he wished they could join the group normally as they had done before.

               “Yes, Blaise, you heard your name,” Pansy replied, “talking about you and the Slug bug or whatever his names is.”

               “Yeah, he’s a piece of work, don't you think Tracey?” Blaise asked, his eyes sliding over to her.

               “Don’t talk to me,” Tracey said with a frown as she took another gulp of her soup.

               Blaise scoffed, “You can’t be upset, it isn’t my fault! You can still ask Professor Slughorn to squeeze you in our table then you’d be able to sit with us instead of Ernie McNeverShutsTheFuckUp.”

               Who’s this?

               “Ernie MacMillian?” Daphne guessed after a nod from Blaise and she instantly sneered, “Goodness.”

               Oh. Oh yeah, I know him. He’s hard to miss.

               Nico could still hear his voice talking about how much he had studied from last year. Apparently eight hours a day. Those words have haunted the demigod in his dreams.

               “And only him,” Tracey added as she gave Blaise a cold look, “but it’s fine. I don’t think I want to sit next to Draco anyway.”

               Nico blinked at the rather upfront statement. Even Blaise and Daphne appeared taken aback at the bluntness. Pansy pursed her lips and she waited, watching between Blaise and Tracey, who had started to get more spoonfuls of her soup.

               “Why not?” Theodore spoke up.

               The Slytherin who didn’t talk much now seemed to have all the confidence in the world. He leaned forward toward her, his eyebrows narrowed and a slight tug of his lips downward. It was obvious what she was going to say next he was either going to argue with immediately or say nothing.

               However, that didn’t faze Tracey.

               “Draco is kind of annoying,” Tracey muttered with a shrug, “plus, you know how he is right now… sad and isolating himself, letting what he feels boil up inside of him until he explodes like an Erumpent horn. It’s unpredictable and dangerous.”

               Tracey then dropped her spoon in an empty bowl.

               “I don’t even think he’s talking to you, isn’t he?” Tracey asked, looking over at Theodore Knott

               Even after Theodore and Draco had somewhat bonded last year when their fathers were arrested and sent to Azkaban, it seemed Draco’s aversion to people included everyone.

               Nico turned and looked over to the other Slytherin. Theodore looked back down at his plate.

               Theodore didn’t comment.

 

               Harry tucked his legs underneath him as he sat up in one of the Gryffindor common room couches. After dinner, everyone decided that being in the common room was a good idea. Though, it made sense. Since there was a curfew after six, there weren’t many other places to go to or hang out in.

               He had done some homework, but there was one thing he really wanted to do. He really wanted to read Sirius’s letter.

               It was well past six at this point, late enough that people had trickled out until it was only Harry, Ron, and a group of admirers that giggled and blushed whenever Harry had looked their way. One of them was a girl named Romilda Vane, the one who had introduced herself on the train and insinuated that Luna and Neville were… probably not as good company as her and invited him to her own compartment.

               No, Harry didn’t really like her.

               It was especially hard to concentrate when there were six fourth years giggling and talking incessantly. Ron had started to somewhat glare and his lips turned into a rough frown at the attention. They had looked right through Ron, much as Slughorn did.

               “What are you waiting for?” Ron asked, nodding toward the letter in Harry’s bag.

               Harry’s friends all knew who the letter was from the moment the owl dropped it onto Harry’s lap, even Melody.

               “I want them to go away, it’s hard to concentrate,” Harry answered, looking back at the girls with a very tired face, “and I need to work on things first.”

               He might as well have smiled and given the group a wink by the way the gaggle of girls turned around and made even louder noises.

               “Well, they aren’t going to go away, not while you’re here,” Ron retorted with a dark look.

               Harry rolled his eyes.

               Why did Ron always do this? I don’t even like the attention! What does he think I get out of this? Ugh, is this just going to be like fourth year all over again?

               “We can go to our dorm,” Ron mumbled.

               Harry blinked.

               “What?”

               “It’ll be quieter there, even if Dean and Seamus are around, they’ll keep to themselves or be asleep- and Neville is definitely asleep by now too. And instead of trying to stay up, maybe you can read the letter and then go to bed.”

               Oh. Oh yeah.

               He was rather tired… and didn’t really want to work on his assignments any longer. For now, that unfinished essay was going to be tomorrow’s problem.

               “Okay, let’s go,” Harry said as he stood up and packed his things away.

               Though there were a few sighs of protest from the girls, Ron and Harry made their way up the stairs and into their dorms without stalling.

               When they got in, the room was dark and the two other roommates, as Ron had predicted, were asleep. Their curtains around their beds were pulled and there was some soft snoring coming from Neville’s direction.

               Ron quietly began to go through his trunk and his things and Harry went straight to his bed and pulled the curtains across them. He crossed his legs underneath him, the soft blanket cushioning him, and he casted Lumos. The blue light filled his bed, highlighting white lines across the bedposts and cloth. Harry held the letter in his hand, his eyes moving over the familiar handwriting.

               He could have been gone. Sirius could have been dead.

               Harry felt a wave of gratitude and, finally, he ripped part of the letter open.

 

Dear Harry,

 

How has school been? Are you getting into any more trouble? I haven’t heard anything, but from experience, I know that it doesn’t mean trouble isn’t happening.

How have lessons with Dumbledore been? I know you’ve always wanted to know more about the prophecy. Are your questions finally being answered? Let me know if you have any questions or want to talk about things. After all, I’m here, and I’m here for you.

As for me, life has been fine. I’ve had Tonks and Remus over the house a few times. It’s a little hard since Grimmauld is as big of a mess that it’s always been but I am glad I don’t have to see Kreacher any longer. In case you didn’t know, I’ve sent him to Hogwarts. Not only will his incessant mutterings not be heard, it won’t be so unpleasant when you come over either.

But if you see something that isn’t well made on the Gryffindor table, don’t touch it! Kreacher was never really a good cook, at least, that’s how I remember him.

 

Till I see you again,

Sirius Black

 

               “So, I’ve called you guys into session,” Marvus said, holding his hands together, “to talk about something very important.”

               Nico didn’t bother to try to correct Marvus by saying he didn’t really call them into session when it was mostly the Hufflepuff bothering them at dinner until they agreed to meet at whatever time they were available. Sadly, it was in the middle of the night at the Astronomy Tower.

               Some things never change, I guess.

               The meeting wasn’t going to be too long, not since the professors had been patrolling to make sure the students were following the curfew.

               Nico had been wanting to tell Melody and Marvus about the ring in Dumbledore’s office but during the day… he realized he didn’t have to. Whatever had the demigod so worried about, it was soon going to be resolved in the next meeting with Dumbledore and Harry. Hopefully, that was going to be soon.

               The demigod tried to keep his hopes up, after all, it had only been a week or so since the meeting. There wasn’t much of a need to be too hasty… though, he hadn’t seen the Headmaster since that night… which was strange, Dumbledore didn’t leave that much last year before he escaped being arrested…

               When the demigod blinked into attention, he realized Melody and Marvus were already talking.

               “Yeah, Gryffindor likes to rank people and invite their second choice to practices when their first choice players aren’t able to play,” Marvus said, rubbing his chin. “It’s definitely different from Hufflepuff, but the difference is that we want to continually train our people, even if they might not ever play.”

               Melody nodded and she tilted her head.

               “But what if they’re bad? You don’t want bad people playing with the good people, you’ve got to challenge them and all that,” she said.

               Why are we talking about Quidditch? Is this the very important thing Marvus wanted the meeting for?

               Nico shook his head and muttered something about Ares children and their priorities. Though, the twins didn’t seem to hear because their conversation continued.

               “Yeah, we do separate into mini groups, but sometimes it’s good to get everyone together… you never know if someone can excel if you never give them the chance. But- back to what I wanted to talk about: Draco is being weird.”

               Oh. He wants to talk about Draco. Again?

               This conversation took a turn that Nico could have predicted. Ever since Marvus had nearly killed and then saved that specific Slytherin on the Quidditch field, it’s like Marvus had become his new mother. Nico couldn’t understand it… He had had enough of Draco since last year.

               Of course, Melody being Melody, she didn’t seem to have such a bad opinion of Draco and immediately went along with it.

               “Maybe Draco is just down,” Melody offered, “I mean, every time Hermione is reading the paper, Ron always asks if someone they know died.”

               Wait, what?

               Nico’s eyes widened.

               Marvus did a slow, sympathetic nod.

               “Yeah, we, uh, most of the Hufflepuff table does that too. Ever since the beginning when the crimes against Muggles went up. We even get newspapers from London too. Like, full on Muggle papers, just to see, you know… if the left out any Muggles names that had been harmed or killed.”

               It was strange, to be living and going through classes as if nothing was happening… when something clearly was. But that was also life at Camp Half-Blood. You made jokes and trained because it kept you from thinking about the possibility that maybe you won’t be so lucky when the next monster that comes across your path.

               And if you couldn’t keep the possibility of death off your mind, you’d only be surviving instead of living.

               “I don’t think Draco is just down,” Nico admitted.

               The twins simultaneously looked toward him with identical surprised and upset expressions. Nico thought back to how his meals have been and wondered why he didn’t connect the pieces sooner.

               “Most Slytherins don’t check the newspapers to see if someone has died, only… only to see if someone in their family had been arrested.”

               And there was silence.

               Marvus had his eyes narrowed in thought and Melody… she suddenly found the floor very interesting to look at.

               “Oh,” Melody weakly let out.

               The Hufflepuff raised his head and obviously a lightbulb going off in his mind. A flickering light bulb, but at least it was something.

               “Uh, well, Draco’s dad was arrested,” Marvus said glancing at his twin, who now looked up to see her brother talk, and Nico, “you know… because he was one of the Death Eaters that was going to kill us. Uh, well… maybe not kill us, er, just harm us until he let Voldemort kill Harry?”

               Melody gritted her teeth and awkwardly glanced at Nico. Nico showed no emotion; he hadn’t cared too much of what was going on with Draco for multiple reasons. What Marvus had said at the end was one of those very valid reasons.

               Marvus just shrugged as if something like that couldn’t be helped.

               Gods, yeah… the feel when your dad gets arrested for nearly killing your classmates. That’s hard, Nico mockingly thought.

               “I don’t know,” Marvus finally said, “but even if Draco is one of the biggest shits ever, it probably isn’t good to let him simmer alone… he could- he could want revenge or something.”

               That got Nico and Melody’s attention. Nico’s eyes slightly narrowed as he remembered what Tracey had said earlier.

               It’s unpredictable and dangerous.

               “I was angry with my foe: I told it not, my wrath did grow,” Marvus quoted.

               Nico blinked at the words.

               What?

               “It’s a poem we had to read in middle school, the poison tree,” Marvus somewhat explained.

               Nico shook his head, trying to not remember the horror of reading and analyzing stupid poems, and focused back onto the person that they were really discussing: Draco. What he was doing? Maybe what he was thinking… and what he could be planning.

               Melody didn’t add anything. She appeared to be as conflicted about this as Nico.

               “Well… we can still do something. Draco, he… he might not be bent on his ways yet,” Marvus said, with some determination, “he’s... He’s just a kid. Like us. I mean, what could he possibly be doing right now other than pushing people away?”

               The other demigods didn’t bother to answer the question.

               Draco could always be doing something terrible.

               “I don’t know, a lot of things?” Melody offered and Marvus’s face fell.

               It could always be worse, sadly. And in times like these, sometimes you just never know…

Notes:

Oh.... oh yes. :) Oh, yes.... some good shit happening right here.
And I really like writing about Quidditch. Like, damn, sports, guys. Sports! I'm tired and finals are kicking my ass. I decided to do a self portrait that is life size in one week in oil painting. :) I am standing up while painting. It's a nightmare, but it looks good!

I will hopefully post next week! Hopefully! We'll see!

Chapter 7: And It’s Another Day

Notes:

It's late. I did this late. I was in a car on both Sundays so.... :) here is a chapter. I hope yall like it, it's, hehe, forshadowing~

Yes, I think I still know how to do this.
Sorry that I haven't responded to comments yet, I think I will tomorrow. I always say I will and then it's two weeks later and I'm like, oh fuck.
And I did finish my painting. :) It looked better than the one I spent 3 weeks on a while ago and I don't know if I'm pissed or extremely happy with myself about that fact.

Edited:1/5/2020

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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               “Adam “broke” his other arm in a dare,” Will said casually with quotation marks in the air, “I don’t know if he actually did or not since he’s a drama queen either way. It doesn’t matter; I yelled at Damien again. And now Jeremy is trying to get out of rehab and he keeps-”

               Will sighed and his head rolled out of view before he flopped back, his eyes to the ceiling and mouth pulled in exasperation. Nico knew the son of Apollo didn’t let the rest of his half-brothers and sisters, or most of the camp for that matter, see him at all tired or stressed. Not wanting people to worry about him was Will’s “Thing.”

               Nico was happy to know that he wasn’t part of that group.

               By now the demigod had gotten used to the bathroom tile beneath him. Whatever discomfort used to be there; it was gone. Nico only had to switch his legs or lie on his stomach every five minutes, but he didn’t seem to care as he listened to Will go on about his day.

               “Jeremy keeps on trying to get to the Pegasus stables even when his leg can’t bend enough for him to ride yet.”

               Nico let out a snort at the image. He didn’t personally know Jeremy, but from the summer and stories, now he felt like he had known the boy for years.

               “And his sister is helping him!” Will exclaimed and his frustrated face turned into a grin, “Jaime is trying to help him, letting him use her as a crutch to get onto one of the things that put him here in the first place! The damn Pegasui!”

               Nico tried to hold back his laughter, but he couldn’t anymore. Imagining the older, larger girl furiously trying and failing to help her brother onto a pegasus. The son of Apollo began to join in, his giggles getting higher and higher as they kept going.

               “You knew that was going to happen,” Nico finally said, wiping a tear from his eye.

               Maybe it was because Nico had gotten up early (Will had the night shift) and he was tired, thus he was finding everything funny. At least Will was tired too and they both found that story unbelievably funny.

               “I did, but that doesn’t make it any less annoying,” Will replied, and then he smiled, “or interesting. It depends on what’s going on. At least Jeremy is walking around. Limping, mostly, but moving.”

               The son of Hades nodded.

               It was a problem when some patients didn’t want to get up. If they kept on avoiding physical activity, their muscles that they had trained so hard for would waste away into nothing.

               “At least,” Nico agreed.

               Will’s grin brightened again, and he focused on Nico.

               “So, how is Hogwarts?”

               Nico immediately tilted his head and his expression showed his slight confusion as to how he could possibly answer that question. There was a lot going on, with the current war, the students dealing with the increasing security and possible violence, and the Slytherins speaking to one another knowing that this year wasn’t like the last.

               There weren’t many students that were angry with the Slytherins, for one.

               But, would the years ever be like the ones before?

               “It’s weird here,” Nico said, frowning, “I-I don’t really know how to describe it.”

               Will matched Nico’s confusion and concern leaked into his blue eyes.

               “What’s been happening?” Will asked.

               Both nothing and everything?

               That ring in Dumbledore’s office, slow meetings with Dumbledore to destroy the Horcruxes, Dumbledore’s burnt hand, the Slytherins were still looking for a leader, most Slytherins were met with slightly worried faces and frowns (luckily that was all they had to deal with so far) and-

               And Draco. What is going on with Draco?

               It had been a week since the demigods spoke about Draco and now every time Nico saw the Slytherin, he couldn’t help but wonder as well. But since the homework came in droves, Nico found that his questioning and questing had been put on pause.

               It won’t last long, right? I can’t let this time here just be about learning magic, there is a war, the Horcruxes, and the mission, the first reason why I am here…

               If Voldemort just died, it would solve most of Nico's problems. And the wizarding world's. There would likely be less people checking newspapers for the dead. Or would they still do it? Voldemort was the leader, and Death did want him dead, but... there was a bit more to it, wasn't there? Either way, Voldemort's death would be a good thing. Though, Voldemort’s demise was easier said than done.

               “I… I’m not sure,” Nico admitted, “it doesn’t seem like much right now, but I feel like there is something going on. The problem is I can’t see it.”

               Will nodded slowly, encouraging Nico to say more and the son of Hades found himself trying to dig deeper into his observations. What has he been seeing at school? Was there anything screaming at him that was different?

               “All I can think is that most Slytherins are acting like fools to become the new social leader of the House,” Nico said dumbly, blanking on everything except one image in his head, “Just the other day I saw three Slytherins fight over being the president of social dance by having a dance battle in the middle of the Great Hall.”

 

               Nico couldn’t keep his mind off of the conversation he had with Will early that morning. His boyfriend had laughed about the strange instances of the Slytherins and when they said their goodbyes, Will became serious.

               Remember, I’m only an Iris Message away. You don’t even have to worry about when you call because I’m going to be at Camp Half-Blood until I arrive at Hogwarts… Whatever and whenever, I wouldn’t mind seeing you and hearing your voice.

               The son of Hades blushed at the reassuring memory. Luckily, some conversation at the table distracted him from missing Will too much already.

               “Robert tried to become the president of the Dueling club by usurping it from Nadia Clay,” Tracey said, glancing over to the very sore looking Slytherin at the far end of their table. His face wasn’t quite the right color and his bright green hair seemed to be sticking up at every angle.

               Nico didn’t remember his hair being green before.

               Daphne let out a gasp at the sight and out of the corner of his eye, Nico could see Millicent slightly smirking.

               “He didn’t,” Daphne said, aghast.

               Why is she so- oh. Tracey said Dueling Club.

               “Well, that explains his face,” Pansy said with ease, “everyone knows you don’t mess with her, especially considering how the president of the club is picked.”

               Pansy shook her head at the stupidity.

               “Don’t you have to beat them in three duels out of five?” Nico asked and was immediately answered with nods and a chorus of yes’s from the rest of the group.

               There was a dip in the conversation, but that didn’t stop the loud talking continuing from the rest of the tables and groups.

               Only now was Nico starting to get used to the absence of Cassius. Every time the demigod heard loud discussions and laughter, he expected to turn and see the tall, brown-haired boy with his friends. But whenever Nico looked, it was always someone else…

               “Has it ever taken this long for someone to become the Slytherin leader?” Nico inquired.

               Tracey shrugged.

               “It depends,” Millicent answered.

               “Yeah,” Daphne added, “Draco became the leader early on around our third year because of money, but the ones before were picked when something happened. You know, an event that made us pick.”

               A small portion of the Slytherin table began to get up, speaking to one another in soft voices and giggles as they left. They looked like the Quidditch players. Nico didn’t bother to try to hear their muttering as he looked over to the rest of his friends. Nico put his head on his hand as he looked at the spread of food.

               It was the weekend, but with the workload and number of things he wanted to get done it might as well have been a weekday.

               “I don’t know whether to hope for something like that to happen or not,” Nico said.

               It’s going to be Death Eaters again. That’s what’s going to be the next big thing… Death Eaters captured and named with the same names of the Slytherin classmates who walk the halls next to Muggleborns and “Blood Traitors.”

               Nico thought back to Liam Murphy and Daphne. They probably weren’t the only ones with such an ingrained rivalry. Though... it felt wrong, to just call it that.

               “If it did, people would stop making fools of themselves,” Pansy said, moving her hair out of her face, “and I’m looking forward to that.”

 

               Marvus looked out at the Slytherin tryouts. There weren’t that many people out there. Most of the colors that dotted the stands were those of green and silver. However, Marvus had wanted to watch all of the tryouts (you got to see the competition!). So, he and a few other teammates sat together, away from the rest of the students.

               It was never intended, the separation. But that was what happened.

               There weren’t any Gryffindors on the stands, but a few Ravenclaws had the same idea. Some of the blue and silver scarved students sat with notepads in their hands. Marvus realized he knew some of the Ravenclaw not because he had faced them in matches, but because there were a select few that had taken notes at all of the games.

               Though, of course, Marvus wasn’t there to spy at the other watchers. He was there for the main event that had attracted them all there, as well as a personal mission...

               Marvus’s eyes narrowed as he looked down at the Slytherins milling about, some of them he recognized from the field while others were new. His brown eyes scanned over a few times, trying and failing to see white-blonde hair amongst the crowd.

               Did he give it up this year? Marvus wondered.

               No, there was no way the Slytherin would! It was an activity to compete and possibly beat Harry Potter, there was no way Draco Malfoy would give that up! And Draco has been on the team each year before this one, why would he skip out this specific year?

               Something is wrong. Something is very, very wrong.

               Marvus began to scratch underneath his chin and he frowned.

               It had nearly been a month into the school year and the very strange instances with Draco weren’t changing. The Slytherin was alone most of the time if he could be found at all, his amount of troublemaking has gone down- it… it wasn’t right.

               I shouldn’t wait much longer.

 

               Why hasn’t Dumbledore tried to contact us? Nico wondered.

               Two weeks had passed by and there hadn’t been a peep from Dumbledore. The demigod had thought through the meeting over the summer that the “lessons” would be frequent, just like classes. But, as the days dragged on, it was becoming more and more obvious that wasn’t going to be the case.

               I need to get going with the mission like destroying Horcruxes, I don’t want to waste the year floundering around…

               Nico, unlike last year, not only had allies and friends already, but he had a plan. Nico had spent his time floundering during the summer in the United States, he didn't need to do it now. Even if it was only the beginning of the year. Nico wouldn’t ever regret doing that, spending time with his boyfriend was better than he had imagined, but in England things weren’t going as well. Nico couldn’t sit around anymore, not with hearing what Melody and Marvus had said. Not with what the papers were saying.

               People were getting hurt. People were disappearing and dying.

               The demigod breathed in as he tried to focus on the assignments before him. Tracy and Millicent had gotten a space in the courtyard since the weather was nice. Even though it was cold, the sun was out and shined on them, warming their skin and bones. A few other students had the same idea; a few other groups huddled together as they spoke about work.

               Nico stopped, his quill still hovering over his parchment.

               Dread was filling in him. The awful feeling crept in like it had done before, whispering and sinking into his everyday thoughts. But, Nico know what it was about by now, why he was feeling the way he was.

               I can do something this time… and I will.

               Nico looked up to see he wasn’t the only one that didn’t find their homework to be interesting. Millicent had her quill over a finished essay with her eyes up and wandering somewhere else.

               He turned to see there was a group of Ravenclaws not too far from him, with a lone Gryffindor in the mix. No, it wasn’t hard to realize that group continued Liam Murphy and the North brothers.

               Probably waiting for them to annoy us.

               Nico merely sighed and finally looked toward the textbook he was supposed to be reading.

 

               “You did a spell,” Melody whispered to Hermione.

               Immediately Hermione jumped, accidentally jabbing her quill across and off the end of her parchment.

               It was rather quiet in the Gryffindor common room. That was probably because Hermione had threatened to take away points when a particular group wouldn’t stop screaming.

               That was one good thing about being a prefect, she could make a room quiet. Of course, within an hour or so the effect always wore off… Goodness, it was starting to already: Hermione could start to pick out the words in neighbor’s conversations. Hermione put her quill back near her ink bottle as she frowned at her parchment.

               What would Professor Vector think if I turned in this? l’ll have to recopy this assignment to a new piece of parchment…

               “You have to be more specific,” Hermione said with a slight frown, “I do a lot of spells.”

               I do have time since I’ve finished earlier than I thought.

               “During the tryout,” Melody answered as she slipped next to Hermione on the couch.

               It was obvious that Melody didn’t have as many boundaries as most people; she was half lying on Hermione since there was so little room on the small couch Hermione had claimed. Hermione had gotten used to this, only pulling her robes a little closer so they wouldn’t get caught underneath her friend’s weight.

               Only when Hermione had processed what Melody had said did Hermione’s cheeks become red. Hermione narrowed her eyes as she pulled out another piece of parchment, trying her best to not look at Melody.

               “I don’t know what you are talking about,” Hermione snapped.

               Melody giggled and she didn’t take the hint to change the topic.

               “Harry figured it out,” Melody said, still smiling, “so it wasn’t hard for me. Plus, I could hear you mutter it, you know, the incantation.”

               Hermione leaned back with the parchment in her hand before glaring at Melody.

               “You saw how McLaggen reacted when he didn’t get the position. We wouldn’t want him on the team,” Hermione quickly retorted and then her face softened, “and Ron is easily just as good as him. When he gets over his nerves, he could be brilliant.”

               Melody nodded and some of her giddiness faded.

               “I didn’t say that I disapproved of what you did,” Melody muttered, looking back at Hermione’s parchment, “McLaggen what’s-his-face isn’t good and Ron… well, yeah, he can get better if he believes in himself more.”

               Hermione unrolled the new piece of parchment, dotted her quill with fresh ink, and held it over her parchment.

               “Ron will,” Hermione reassured, “in time he will.”

               Melody didn’t appear to be as confident as Hermione, but the latter girl didn’t notice that as she began to recopy her assignment. With the ending of the conversation, Melody went back to gather the book she was reading and plopped down next to Hermione once again.

               Thankfully, Hermione didn’t mess up this parchment this time.

               “Ron’s smart. That’s why I can’t believe he’s defending Harry and that messed up Potions textbook,” Hermione brought up.

               No, Hermione wasn’t going to let this go!

               And no! It wasn’t because she was jealous!

               Okay, maybe it was a little, but people shouldn’t trust someone they don’t know or see! That was all the Half-Blood Prince was. A stranger that they couldn’t even see.

               “They should get their act together to realize that book isn’t good for them,” Hermione tartly added, only to earn laughter from Melody.

 

               In the Slytherin common room, Pansy and Nico sat next to each other after finally finishing their homework. Millicent was teaching Daphne different moves in wizard chess not too far away and Tracey had her nose in a book that required at least five more hours to finish and she didn’t make any motion to put it down.

               It was getting late, late enough that there were only a few other Slytherins quietly doing their own things in the common room.

               Nico was happy to be surrounded by his friends. It made him feel happier as he looked around them, living life as normally as they did before. But it didn’t hold back the feeling from earlier. Nico pushed his textbook away from him, missing the summer’s lack of stress, Will’s laughter and kisses, and the feeling of floundering came back to him.

               He can’t be doing nothing. He needed to do something. Something to make the uneasy quietness, strange rules, unsettledness that people had like they were waiting to leave when they can-

               No.

               They aren’t leaving.

               It isn’t like that yet.

               “What has happened so far?” Nico asked Pansy, getting her attention up from her assignments to Pride and Prejudice on the table next to her.

               Her brown eyes acknowledged the book before rolling back down at her rolls of parchment.

               “I haven’t been able to read for a while,” Pansy answered with a frown, “All of these theories in Divination are taking all of my time, I never realized we’d have to memorize so many signs! Not to mention all the other crap we’ve been assigned to get done by next week.”

               Nico nodded at her frustration and Pansy quickly refocused on the work in front of her. That was the same for him, it took his time from spending time on the quest. The quest, Voldemort, Harry, Dumbledore…

               “I’m going to go,” Nico declared, standing up.

               “Go?” Pansy repeated, looking back up from her assignments, slightly frazzled. Quickly, she regained her composure as she watched Nico. “Go to bed?”

               “No, I want to ask Dumbledore something,” Nico answered, deciding what he wanted to do that exact moment.

               Dumbledore said he would answer my questions about the ring, he never said when. If I had known he’d avoid having a meeting until now I wouldn’t have let it go.

               And Nico was doing something if he went to see Dumbledore. That tight feeling in his chest loosened, if only a little bit. Pansy moved her quill onto her parchment and carefully placed the ink bottle on the table as she fully turned her attention toward him.

               “There is a curfew,” Pansy said sternly. And after a moment of Nico showing how little he cared about that, she let out a sigh, “Don’t let them see you.”

               The demigod nodded and said a quick see you later. Pansy only let out another huff and then Nico made it to and out the door.

 

               I hope he tells me what’s going on.

               Pansy couldn’t help as her face fell once the other Slytherin disappeared into the hallways. Worry seeped into her mind, neck, and shoulders as she crossed her arms over her chest.

               I would… I would like to help him with what I can.

               You-Know-Who’s red eyes flashed through her mind. The green light of the Killing Curse joined the awful and unforgettable crimson color, and the sound of both Pansy and Nico landing on the marble at Hogwarts sounded vividly in her mind.

               Pansy felt a chill flow through her spine, shaking her shoulders and chest. Her eyes widened in shock at the reaction. Trying to act normal, Pansy looked toward her friends and noticed a few fourth years staring at her. Pansy instantly raised one of her eyebrows and without another gesture or word, the three boys and girl turned back around toward their work.

               She let out a sigh as she looked down at her own piece of parchment and textbook.

               I don’t want to finish.

               She put her belongings on the floor as she lounged at her spot, looking out at the Slytherin common room. It was easy to people watch. Though people might have thought the habit came about because she was a prefect scanning for trouble, that was not the case.

               At least, not this time.

               Pansy didn’t see any familiar light blonde hair.

               Draco Malfoy didn’t come in early that night. And he hasn’t come in yet.

               Wait, why am I looking for him?! If he wants to stay up late and not do any of his prefect business, that’s his business!

               Pansy scowled at where her mind wandered, and she turned toward her book beside her. Pride and Prejudice. Only then did her face and mind relax once more.

               I might as well read more.

 

               Nico had slipped through the shadows, metaphorically of course. Will had ingrained in Nico that he was only allowed to use his powers when it was absolutely necessary to avoid what happened last year.

               Life or Death, Nico had repeated with Will.

               Maybe one day the son of Hades wouldn’t have to worry about that. But, for now, he did.

               It wasn’t hard to move through the castle, not after getting used to sneaking out and about during curfew last year. His footsteps were silent as they hit the marble and his hand stayed over his wand in his robes. So far, he only heard three professors walk by him.

               None of them had picked up that there was someone else there with them.

               “Acid Pops,” Nico said.

               Nico watched and waited for the gargoyle to move and instead, its mouth opened, and a guttery voice came out of it.

               “Headmaster Albus Dumbledore is out and about.”

               Are you kidding me?

               Nico looked down the hallway, checking to see if anyone had heard the gargoyle’s voice. After he saw the coast was clear, again, he leaned in close to the gargoyle again. Gods, he’d never thought he’d ever be asking a chunk of stone a question before and expect an answer.

               “Do you know when he’ll be back?” Nico asked quietly.

               It was possible for the stone to answer, though. After all, Nico had a wand and magic and there were spells, so-

               “Headmaster Albus Dumbledore is up and away.”

               I guess they didn’t enchant him to do any more than that.

               Nico’s posture and resolve sagged. Just as he was about to resign himself to trudging back to his dorm, he thought of something and a familiar voice went through his head.

               We are allies. Remember that.

               Professor Snape.

 

               Marvus found himself looking at the door of the Hufflepuff common room.

               Though his one real foot and his gut told him to wander outside, his mind told him otherwise. There was no demigod meeting that night nor was there anything or anyone out there that he needed to get, see, or talk to.

               Well, perhaps only one

               Something was going on. Something with Draco. It was hard to keep on doing working when Maruvs’s mind kept wandering to the Slytherin… Something was wrong, something was wrong, something was wrong!

               I wanted to wait, but that doesn’t seem like a good plan anymore. If Draco is doing something stupid, something stupid that could get others killed, I need to do something!

               Marvus had a sharp intake of breath. His eyes wandered to the other Hufflepuff Quidditch players around him. Herbert and Summerby had finally calmed down their antics enough to work. Now their faces were blank as they read and make scribbles on their individual parchments.

               I would never forgive him if something happened.

               I just need to get Draco alone…  

 

               The demigod went quicker and took more risks getting to the second destination, fired up by newfound motivation. Tiredness was getting the best of him, but Nico knew after this one stop, he was going to retire to bed. When Nico got close to the bend of the Defense Against the Dark Arts he felt his feet move even quicker.

               He opened the door of the classroom without hesitation or waiting and was instantly greeted by the sight of Professor’s Snape wand pointed at him. After the Professor’s eyes widened in recognition, his wand lowered, and he walked toward the demigod.

               “It’s rather late for you to be out and about,” Professor noted as he strolled past desks.

               “It is past curfew,” Nico affirmed casually as he waited.

               I must have caught him right before he was going to leave his classroom.

               There was a twitch of Snape’s mouth upwards: a small smile.

               “Then what brings you here during curfew?”

               Nico looked around the classroom. He knew what to expect: The drawings and depictions of people in pain or dying. However, at night, it was harder to see the dark images. Though it was hard to see them, they were hard to forget. Even without enough light, Nico’s mind put the images together easily.

               “I wanted to see if you knew where Dumbledore was,” Nico said, and he instantly noticed Snape’s composure hardened. Despite the change, Nico continued, “there is something important I need to know.”

               “I am not sure where Dumbledore is,” Snape answered plainly, moving past Nico.

               Nico’s eyes narrowed in confusion.

               What?

               Professor Snape answered too quickly and easily as if he had done that before. Nico began to catch up to Professor Snape, slipping between the desk and behind the long black robes.

               “Does Dumbledore do this often?”

               That is the only reason to explain why Snape is responding like this- gods, is Snape going faster?

               “Yes. That is what Dumbledore does,” Professor Snape replied, his voice sounding tired and strangely emotionless, “he goes off on his own without much say. When he’s got a plan, he intends to follow it immediately.”

               Nico watched as Professor Snape waved his wand and all of the candles in the classroom went out. The smoke started to bellow out in the classroom and Professor Snape herded Nico out of the door, shutting the smoke inside.

               Without saying anything else, Professor Snape began to walk once more, and Nico followed after him.

               The demigod frowned as he tried to keep up with his Head of House’s footsteps.

               “What’s his plan?” Nico asked, ignoring the feeling that Snape was trying to run away from him on purpose.

               His professor didn’t answer right away, but his pace finally slowed. It slowed enough until they both stopped. They were standing before the moving staircases, waiting for one to move toward them. Finally, Snape looked at Nico.

               Snape’s dark eyes held some fondness like they almost always do when on Nico. But they were also clouded with regret, pain, and anger.

               “I do not know,” Professor Snape answered, “he does not tell me.”

               What? I thought that you two were close, working together-

               Nico’s mouth was open with questions on his mind and Professor Snape continued down to one of the stairs. Nico closed it and quickly the demigod rushed down the steps, his shoes hitting the staircases with a rhythm until there were no more stairs to go down.

               Until Nico was beside the wizard.

               “Why doesn’t he tell you?” Nico asked, shaking his head at the secrecy.

               He couldn’t understand it, why would anyone not tell him? The demigods, they never tried to hide anything- Well, okay, he did, but that was because Camp Jupiter and Camp Half-Blood weren’t ready to meet-

               “You can ask Dumbledore that,” Snape said, interrupting Nico’s thoughts.

               Though Professor Snape wasn’t looking down at Nico, the demigod’s attention didn’t move from the wizard as the demigod trailed after the other once more.

               “I haven’t seen him for a while, maybe he’s trying to avoid me,” Nico said, thinking back to the ring in he had seen in Dumbledore’s office. The demigod still remembered the feeling that surrounded the strange piece of jewelry, the way the black jewel shined with that crack, it...

               “No, he is about looking for more information on the Horcruxes. Or, rather the last one to be found.”

               Professor Snape looked toward Nico with a slight smile. Nico could already hear Snape saying in his mind, “of course, only having one left to find was all thanks to you.”

               “He is getting close,” Snape said instead.

               That’s good… but why don’t you look happy about that?

               “You might not want to try to go out late again,” Professor Snape continued and then he stopped again.

               Nico was about to say something before he blinked and recognized his surroundings. Nico found himself in front of the Slytherin common room.

               Somehow, they had walked all the way to the Dungeons.

               Snape did this on purpose, didn’t he?

               “Not all professors will be as kind if they find you out and about,” Professor Snape said.

               Nico’s eyes wandered back up toward Professor Snape. There was more mirth in his posture and face at Nico’s confusion. Letting the rest of his questions die in his throat, the demigod glanced at the door.

               “Goodnight,” Professor Snape said.

               He didn’t have to say anything more. Nico opened the door, getting inside before calling out a twin goodnight.

 

               The day had been normal for Harry: assignments, Quidditch, talking to friends and waiting for another letter from Sirius. Thus, he was tired and wanted to sleep. It didn’t take long for him to fall unconscious, comfortable in the blankets and closed curtains.

               But he woke up in the midst of it all. There wasn’t a jolt nor a nightmare that brought him to consciousness. One moment he was asleep and the next his eyes had opened, and the rest of his body was ready for the day. He felt anger that ran through his veins quickly disappear; there weren’t even embers left over.

               It must be Voldemort, angry at another thing.

               Maybe it was the lateness or the normalcy of the event, but it didn’t worry Harry too much.

               Harry turned his head, pulling the curtains and letting the pale starlight inside. It only allowed him to barely see grey amongst the black, but it was enough for him to decipher objects beyond his bed. He heard snoring from his roommates and when he looked over to Ron’s bed, he could see his friend curled up against his pillow.

               Harry was going to lay there to fall asleep once more; that was what he always did when he was younger. But, realizing that the doors weren’t locked and there wouldn’t be a Dursley upset that Harry had awoken them by breathing, Harry slipped out of his bed.

               Seamus, Dean, Neville, and Ron continued to sleep as Harry made his way down toward the empty common room.

               No one was up this late.

               Except for Harry. When he found a good place to sit on the couches, he took it. He didn’t take up much space, his limbs rather close together despite having all the room to himself. It was rather quiet without the snoring. Only the wind against the windows and the fire crackling filled the room.

               And Harry waited until he thought of something to do.

               Maybe I could try more spells in the Half-Blood Prince’s book

               Harry didn’t find that to be a good idea. He didn’t want to walk back up and… and he didn’t want to do anything. He looked about the common room. It was empty for a reason: everyone was asleep at this time. Or, rather they should be. There was no point, even doing homework at this time was a waste.

               And it made Harry feel lonely.

               I wonder what Dumbledore is doing… I haven’t seen him in a little while… I hope he comes back and we could have another lesson…

               Harry continued to wish and think as he looked down at his fingers, reminiscing the times during the summer when he wasn’t alone… Even at night, when his godfather by his side…

Notes:

Haha! It's late, so I guess what did yall think??!?!

Everything is kicking into gear, oh yes. So much stuff, so many.

Welp, tell me whatcha think! I'm too tired and can't remember if I wanted to say anything else!
I'm updating this Sunday. Ye. For realizes this time. I hope. I will. probably. We'll see.

Chapter 8: I Was Having a Good Time And I’m Feeling So Attacked Right Now

Notes:

I hope everyone had/is having a wonderful holiday! Holidays! And a great new year! Aw yes!

I had a wonderful time and I watched the new star wars movie! It wasn't that bad! I came in expecting garbage, but damn. I just really wished they could remake the second one, would make some of the things less awkward.

Edited: 1/8/2020

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               “Are you still worried about the book?” Melody asked as she looked over at Hermione.

               The two girls had arrived at the Gryffindor common room rather early that morning, thus they had to wait extra long for the boys so they could walk to breakfast. Hermione used to be more upset about this dilemma in the past, even walking there without them with work in her arms. However, with Melody to keep her company Hermione found herself not too bothered anymore.

               Together the two girls were sitting on the couch by the fire, with their bags of textbooks, parchments, and quills on the ground by their feet.

               “Yes,” Hermione quickly replied, “I am more bothered that they don’t seem to question who it is and- and try the spells without a thought. It’s reckless!”

               Hermione had told Harry and Ron such thoughts, but Harry liked to do as he pleased. And Ron, much to Hermione’s dismay and rising frustration, began to defend Harry. 

               Hermione planned to try again later at breakfast with her cautions. After all, Hermione found Harry and Ron were more agreeable when they were stuffing their faces with good food.

               “The witch- wizard- whoever it is- could be someone bad,” Hermione explained with a sigh as she leaned back into the couch, crossing her arms, “and I can’t believe Harry still has it.”

               Melody shrugged.

               “Just because you don’t know, doesn’t mean you should fear it,” Melody said, and immediately Hermione glared at her. Melody responded with a small laugh, “caution is a good idea, especially considering who Harry is… but, you cannot let yourself be frightened into not trusting anybody and anything. You’re gonna pass up some good people if you do that.”

               Hermione exhaled.

               She didn’t know how to take her friend’s words. Sometimes Melody had ideas that Hermione didn’t see right away or that were probably just naive. But there were other times Hermione would see the truth in what Melody spoke.

               Only time can tell.

               “Bother them if you want to, I won’t stand in the way,” Melody added.

               Hermione couldn’t help but smile at Melody and she uncrossed her arms.

               “I will most definitely… and the fact that they don’t see that the Half-Blood Prince can be a witch is ridiculous! Prince could just be a title!”

               “Do you want to go to the library?” Melody suddenly asked.

               “What?”

               Hermione’s anger ceased. She blinked.

               “Want to before breakfast to see if you could find out if you’re right?” Melody clarified.

               And Hermione realized at that moment there was nothing else she wanted to do.

               “Yes.”

 

               It was surprisingly hard to catch Draco alone. It wasn’t that Draco was often with people. No, the Slytherin often slunk to himself, his room, or out of the Great Hall by himself. The only problem was that Marvus would try to follow the Slytherin only to go out and find the hallway empty.

               So, Marvus was happy to have the foresight to be at the edge of his seat, watching Draco the moment he got up from the Slytherin table. The brown eyes followed Draco with intensity, hoping that this would be the last time he would have to stalk after the Slytherin.

               The Hufflepuff was surprised to find that Draco didn’t disappear this time when he walked outside of the Great Hall. In fact, with the familiar white-blonde hair, there were a few other Hufflepuffs in the hallway. 

               The only thing that sounded in the hallway were feet against the marble floor. Well, many feet and a prosthetic.

               “Where are you running off to?” Marvus asked as he caught up with Draco, laughing a little to hide the slight breathlessness.

               Hey, power walking was hard! Gods, especially since he hadn’t done much over the summer…

               “Away from you,” Draco instantly replied, his pace noticeably increasing.

               The Hufflepuff frowned, but he instantly tried to match the Slytherin’s speed. His limbs began to whip against his robes and his fake leg pounded on the floor even louder than before. Marvus let out a loud grunt as he caught up with the Slytherin.

               “Ouch, that hurts,” Marvus said, his voice sarcastic as he got in step with Draco beside him. He looked over to see Draco’s determined face, the white eyebrows narrowed in anger. “What’s the real reason you are doing all of this, huh?”

               Draco didn’t answer verbally, but his speed walking increased once again.

               Marvus found himself walking past most of the people milling about and soon the sounds of the two boys was the only thing that could be heard. He let out another loud exhale before he spoke.

               “There is something wrong, obviously,” Marvus started with vague annoyance in his voice, “you aren’t acting like yourself and I’ve only known you for a year. I don’t know why, but if you need-“

               Draco twirled around on Marvus so fast, the Hufflepuff nearly ran into him.

               “Stop trying to talk to me!” Draco screamed.

               Marvus finally regained his balance and ceased his stumbling, but the small victory did nothing to his mood. 

               Marvus didn’t know what to do. Draco… Draco was rather upset, to say the least. Instead of just fury in his grey eyes, there was something else, something else cracking underneath that shown in the lines of his face and mouth.

               So, the Hufflepuff only stared at Draco, trying to pick apart the mystery of just what was going on in the other’s mind.

               “I didn’t want to last year and I don’t want to now!” Draco continued, breathing hard, “We aren’t going to talk all friendly to one another. You don’t get to do that just because you decided to have pity on me during Quidditch.”

               Draco heaved in a breath and he glared at Marvus.

               “We aren’t friends, stop acting like we are.”

               Then, without a word, he brushed past Marvus, knocking into his shoulder and making him lose his balance once again. Marvus struggled before he righted himself and looked at Draco with an indescribable expression.

               The Hufflepuff didn’t know what he was feeling: sad, shocked, furious.

               “Besides,” Draco called back, “I would never befriend a Hufflepuff.”

 

               “Where is Dumbledore?” Nico asked.

               Nico had sat down at the Gryffindor table without a word or hesitation. Harry looked up at the other boy with surprise. Seamus and Dean looked at the new Slytherin with shock and their conversation stopped. In fact, a good portion of the surroundings Gryffindors had stopped talking to look. Nico didn’t seem to mind, his face and attention solely on Harry.

               It was a tiring morning for Harry. Waking up in the middle of the night had left him lying awake until the sun rose, much to his dismay. It also left Harry barely talking to Ron as they walked to breakfast together.

               Melody and Hermione aren’t even here yet and normally they’re waiting for us. Maybe I took too long… 

               “Why are you asking Harry?” Ron questioned, lowering a chicken drumstick with only slight suspicion in his eyes. 

               Nico gave Ron a small, tired look before glancing back at his original target.

               “Because no one else knows and Professor Snape keeps on telling me that he will be back soon enough.”

               At the mention of Snape, Harry’s mind snapped back into focus.

               Nico must have been really desperate… and I still can’t believe Snape is actually nice to him… I don’t think he’s really nice to anyone else…

               “Why do you need to talk to him so bad?” Harry asked, “Is it about that ring that you saw? Are you tired of waiting?”

               Nico blinked; obviously surprised Harry remembered. Then Nico quickly nodded.

               “Yes,” Nico answered, “Plus, we can’t be waiting forever for a lesson. I’d rather be doing something than waiting around. I… I need to get this quest done.”

               There was a slight stab in Harry’s chest. Did Nico think going to school and completing assignments was waiting around? Harry had thought Nico made some rather good friends (despite those friends including Pansy Parkinson and Millicent Bulstrode). However, Nico didn’t have any annoyance in his voice. No, it was something like reluctance.

               And Nico’s face changed after he said those words; it was like he aged and he had a solemn look in his eyes.

               “Yeah, I… I don’t know where he is,” Harry repeated dumbly.

               There was nothing else he could think of to say.

               “Okay,” Nico finished saying with a sad frown. After a few moments he refocused back on Harry, “I guess I’ll see you around.”

               Harry nodded.

               When the Slytherin finally got up, Harry noticed heads turned from the Gryffindor table. Most were happy to see the other silver and green tie go, while others were watching events unfold before them with little opinion.

               However, they weren’t the only ones. Students from the other Houses turned hastily away as Harry caught them. 

               What are they finding so interesting?  Harry wondered.

 

               Marvus went back into the Great Hall, mixed with fury and overflowing worry. Draco was being a shit like he always had been, just like Neville had told Marvus. But something was wrong, so very wrong, Draco didn’t snap at Marvus last year, so what made him do it this year?

               He wants to be alone; he’s isolating himself, but why? Why bother doing that? What could someone possibly gain by-

               Someone walked in front of Marvus, nervous, her hands twiddling with the edge of her robes. She was one of the Hufflepuff third years; Marvus could recognize her from the tryouts. The whole time she appeared to be just as timid as she was now, mostly gripping her broom as hard as she could, not moving at all. Behind her were a few other Hufflepuffs, Ravenclaws, and even a Gryffindor, all appearing to be around the same year as her.

               That is quite a group, at least eight kids standing in front of me… Blocking me from going inside to eat, gods, I really want to eat right now.

               Though Marvus wasn’t sure if he wanted to deal with anyone new, he kept his annoyance to himself and put on a friendly face.

               “Hello, Melissa, how are you?” Marvus asked politely.

               His voice betrayed a little of his tiredness, but that still only made her twitchier.

               “I, erm, I’m doing fine,” she answered quickly, “I-I have a question. That… that I would like to ask you.”

               Marvus began to loosen up. Maybe Melissa was going to ask about how to learn how to fly better. Or perhaps something about the Art Club he struck up again, surprisingly there were already more members than last year.

               “Yes, go ahead,” Marvus prompted.

               “I- I heard about the Department of Myster-Mysteries and-” oh, no. Don’t ask about what it was like, for fuck’s sake, why is everyone so interested in it- “and can you teach me?”

               Marvus’s thoughts stopped.

               “Teach you?” he repeated.

               Melissa sighed and looked around the Great Hall before finally facing him fully once again.

               “You were in Harry’s illegal club. You- you didn’t die when there were Death Eaters and- and- and I want to know those spells. I want to know the spells he taught you,” she finished.

               She breathed out as if she had finished a marathon and Marvus couldn’t help but stare at first. Then, his mind began to start working again. He put out his foot and his expression changed as he began to think.

               “Yes, I, uh,” Marvus started, “maybe, uh…”

               Quidditch was becoming bigger than last year. Now that he was one of the older years, he was going to take on the role of coaching the beginners… Then there was Slughorn, which had now taken an interest in his clubs and grades… Not only that, but there was the quest, he needed to help figure out where the last Horcrux was… Gods, maybe if Dumbledore had done an actual informative meeting maybe that would happen…

               One of the Ravenclaws in the group pushed her way forward. Right as he saw her cat eye glasses, Marvus felt a primal fear rise up in him that he didn’t know had existed.

               By now he knew the only people who wore those were a force to be reckoned with. 

               “We asked you because we know you have the time for this,” the Ravenclaw cat eye glasses girl sassed. 

               Marvus instantly frowned.

               “I am a sixth year, I have N.E.W.T.S. and-”

               “You are only taking four N.E.W.T.S. and I’ve seen you messing around in the library waiting for that Gryffindor to pay attention to you for hours.”

               Marvus felt his face heat up.

               I’ve never… I’ve never done that for hours! Maybe two at most. Besides, I know Neville enjoys those times just as much as I do!

               And the sassy child continued, raising her pointer finger up, “Plus, I know you’ll do it.”

               Melissa’s face turned a light shade of green the moment her friend interrupted the conversation. She was quickly becoming sick with nerves and Marvus was starting to realize he didn’t know what he was supposed to do in this situation.

               However, something the brazen Ravenclaw said caught his attention.

               “How do you know I’ll do it?” Marvus asked, smirking a little.

               There is no way she could be this cocky, I mean-

               “You care too much. We are talking to you because we’re worried about becoming victims because we are Muggleborns. Even if you denied teaching such lessons now, I know that this fact will eat you up inside until you come back saying yes, you’ll do it,” she answered simply.

               Marvus looked down at her, opened his mouth, and then just as quickly he closed it.

               “Don’t you want to skip that part and just get to teaching us things?” she pressured once again, and she put her hands on her hips.

               The Hufflepuff found that though he physically looked down at her, she wasn’t wrong.

               “Fine! The first meeting is… next week on Sunday at the Room of Requirements, during dinner time, tell everyone who wants to come and don’t be late,” he said, shaking his head as he turned away, “I have to be the caring Hufflepuff, don’t I?” Marvus huffed under his breath as he moved to rejoin his friends at the Hufflepuff table

               Once there, Marvus tried his best to keep his mind off of what he had just agreed to.

 

               Draco felt his insides tear, but he shoved those feelings away. He had something to do and he didn’t need a Hufflepuff snooping around. He didn’t need anyone snooping around.

               Draco didn’t have to go very far before another person came up to him in the hallway. It was one of the girls he knew had taken an interest in him since the beginning of his Hogwarts. It wasn’t that she wasn’t a good ally, Pansy and she just didn’t get along at all, so…

               Ugh, why am I thinking about this? It doesn’t matter whether she and Pansy got along or not because Pansy isn’t around anymore! Not since she’s been practically Imperioed by di Angelo. Draco thought as he grinded his teeth.

               With Pansy gone, Aria Ostinato has been able to talk to Draco more… more than she ever had before… 

               “Draco, did you even eat?” she asked, catching up with him.

               Draco started to feel déjà vu with the situation already. Knowing what was coming, he didn’t respond.

               Though Draco had tried to walk at a pace much faster than hers, she easily caught up. The redhead was almost as tall as him and with the muscles on her legs it was pointless in trying to lose her that way.

               “Draco, you need to eat,” Aria started, her long red hair falling over her shoulder and she quickly pushed it back.

               “I have other important things to do,” Draco replied.

               Stress had piled onto Draco’s shoulder, eventually manifesting physically instead of just mentally. There wasn’t a moment where his shoulders and upper back didn’t ache. The whole summer had been like that, after what Voldemort had done… After what Voldemort had assigned him to do. The stress seeped into his moods, throwing them up and down, becoming irritated at the slightest thing.

               It was better not to talk to anyone now. There was no point. Not when he could be moving onto bigger and better things, not when he had a mission, one of extreme importance, extreme risks, and… extreme costs if not done.

               Draco needed to get back to the Room of Requirement and as soon as possible. Of course, he would probably have to wait for Goyle and Crabbe showed up. Ugh, those goons were always so terrible, worthless, can barely do anything he said-

               “You can’t just skip meals, that’s-”

               “Stop being my mother,” Draco snapped, stopping as he turned toward her.

               Aria widened her eyes at his outburst. He had never yelled at her… he had… he had never done anything bad toward her ever…

               Guilt and misery started to build up in him, sloshing and mixing with the anger and frustration. The feelings created an awful potion in his stomach that would keep him up at night and made his attention span fall down to zero.

               “I can eat later, I know where the kitchens are,” Draco quickly said, and he started to go faster down the hallway toward the staircases.

               This time, Aria did not follow him.

 

               Nico could hear laughing coming from the Gryffindor table. He turned to see Harry with Ron, Hermione, and Melody. The demigod felt something tug in his chest; it was a sense of happiness… Maybe this year was going to be different for the Chosen One despite all of this happening.

               It certainly helped that he was not alone.

               “Nico di Angelo,” someone said.

               The demigod blinked to see that it was one of the Weasleys. Ginny wasn’t happy to be there obviously, her eyes darting from Millicent behind him to the demigod in front of her. Her lips were pulled into a discontented frown and her eyes slightly narrowed.

               “This is from Dumbledore,” Ginny said and handed a rolled-up piece of parchment.

               Nico took it from her hands and was shocked to hear his name be called again.

               The demigod looked across the Slytherin table to see Harry holding and pointing toward the rolled-up parchment, identical to the in Nico’s hand. Nico let his mouth hung open in slight shock before he nodded and gave a very forced smile. 

               Dumbledore finally made another meeting.

               “Wow, that was very convenient,” Tracey muttered.

               Yeah, it was.

               Nico turned back around toward the Gryffindor, wanting to say thank you but was surprised to see that she wasn’t there. In fact, she was already half-way back towards the Gryffindor table. The demigod let his thanks fall back down into his throat.

               “Don’t feel too bad,” Pansy said with a small glare, “she probably still doesn’t like us from all of the years before.”

               Nico sighed and watched as she joined one of the Gryffindors, a smile on her face as they began to speak to one another. The words that the Sorting Hat said went through his head and he focused back toward the rest of his friends. Millicent’s eyes were narrowed slightly at the Gryffindor table.

               “I guess my questions will be answered in the next meeting,” Nico said.

               Later I can see exactlty when this meeting will happen… by Harry’s reaction, it will probably be soon.

               Then he looked across his friends, “so, are we all going to Hogsmeade later this afternoon even though there is snow on the ground?”

               That perked everyone up. Daphne’s bright blue eyes widened with excitement and she smiled.

               “Yes, I need to buy some more sweets from Honeydukes,” she exclaimed.

               “Yeah, anything to get out of this castle at least for a little bit,” Tracey agreed, “though… I don’t think most of the shops will still be open. Odds are, it’s going to be just like Diagon Alley.”

               With that last sour note, Tracey began to take a sip of her pumpkin juice.

 

               Harry was looking forward to the next time he was going to see Dumbledore. And, surprisingly, he wasn’t so upset to know that Nico was coming along too… the other boy was quiet during the meetings, yes, but Harry was like that when he was around someone he didn’t know too.

               He especially liked it since he was going to miss another one of Slughorn’s meetings. It was only a little hard trying to sound sorry when he told Slughorn the news.

               “Have you been purposefully scheduling practices during the Slug Club meetings?” Melody asked, her eyes somewhat wide.

               Harry didn’t try to answer. Yes, he had been doing that on purpose so that Ron wouldn’t feel alone or upset. Hermione, on the other hand, began to look between her and Harry, her mouth forming her own exasperation at that realization.

               “What?” Hermione said with some revenge in her eyes.

               “What are you all talking about?” Ron added, looking between Melody, Harry, and Hermione.

               Harry immediately pushed past Melody, leaving her and Hermione to answer Ron, and made his way toward Honeydukes. It was one of the only shops he wanted to go to since Zonko’s Joke shop had been shut down.

               Whether it was because Zonko’s Joke shop couldn’t take the competition with Weasleys’ Wizarding Wheezes or something much more sinister, Harry didn’t want to think too hard about it.

               “So, after this want to try the Three Broomsticks?” Harry said, ignoring his friends’ weird looks as they tried to sort out what happened in the past few seconds.

               “That sounds good,” Ron answered, forgetting about his question earlier, “would be a good place to stay warm.”

               When he finished, Ron let out a little shiver. Melody got over her questions sooner than Hermione, who was still looking between Harry, Melody, and Ron. Melody nodded at Ron’s response.

               “Yeah, it’s rather terrible weather to be out,” Melody said, her eyes scanning her surroundings, “come on, let’s get into Honeydukes!”

 

               “Whoa, where do you all think you’re going?” Blaise called out.

               “We haven’t decided yet,” Daphne quickly replied and Tracey lightly patted Daphne’s shoulder, shaking her head.

               Nico and the rest of his friends had been in Hogsmeade for a while; Millicent was already adorned with two bags of candy from Honeydukes, one for herself and Daphne. Though the Slytherins had been walking around for quite some time, they weren’t very happy about it. Like Tracey had predicted, there were signs on shops saying “closed” while others… Others had their windows broken.

               That was enough of a hint that they weren’t selling anything. And that was ignoring the cold and windy weather.

               “No, we are going back to school,” Millicent said with a frown.

               They were all layered with scarves, mittens, and earmuffs and Daphne still found herself shivering with Millicent’s coat. The snow crunched underneath their feet. Thankfully only one member of the group had fallen because of unseen ice on the ground.

               Behind Blaise was Theodore, both of them wearing just as many layers as the Slytherins. Despite the layers, Blaise’s appearance wasn’t anything less than his usual slick look.

               “Really, so soon?” Blaise teased, smirking as he jumped towards them.

               Theodore wasn’t so fast and… his pace was slow as he followed his friend. 

               “It’s cold,” Millicent said nonchalantly.

               “It is,” Pansy said, looking over at Nico, “I thought we’d keep the warmth at least a little bit longer. We only left the Three Broomsticks, like, twenty minutes ago.”

               It was… and it was so nice inside, the food was amazing. Well, food is always rather good since its cooked and warm… yeah, so much better than most of the quest food on the road.

               But, the cold? Yeah, it was cold. Did Nico get used to it? Yes, of course, he did. Life sometimes was like that.

               Nico shrugged, “that would be too nice.”

               Theodore finally made it to Blaise’s side and Nico’s mind moved from the food and cold as he studied the other boy’s face. There were dark circles under Theodore’s eyes and the way he held himself was slouched, tired, like he hadn’t had much sleep for a while.

               Is he doing all of the homework at night? 

               “If there is a chance to stay out of Hogwarts for as long as I can, I’m taking it. It feels like I’m in a prison,” Blaise commented, rolling his eyes, “I can feel the Dementors already sucking my soul in there.”

               Daphne giggled and Pansy shook her head.

               “It isn’t that bad,” Pansy quickly snapped.

               “Really? You look like you’ve been miserable,” Blaise smirked

               What? She doesn’t look miserable, she’s just… she has been quiet lately.

               Nico looked over to his friend as he tried to see what Blaise was seeing. However, all he could notice was that Pansy was scowling and was making her way over to Blaise like she was ready to rip his head off.

               “I haven’t! The homework is a lot, that’s all.”

               Pansy adjusted her scarf, pulling it away from her neck. Her mouth twisted as she tried to keep quiet while also mumbling about Blaise always pushing her buttons.

               “Have you two seen Draco?” Tracey asked, changing the topic.

               For once, Theodore looked up. There was some surprise plastered on his face, but after a moment his face relaxed and he’s gaze turned toward Blaise.

               “No, I haven’t," Blaise said, anger in the quick answer.

               “Same,” Theodore added, and he shook his head slowly, “I… I haven’t seen him lately either.”

               Blaise’s anger flickered and his eyes went to Theodore, who quickly looked back down at the snow. Just as Blaise’s face started to melt into concern, it stopped and he was now paying attention to Nico and the Slytherin girls in front of him.

               “Okay, I hope you all get warm,” Blaise said, nudging Theodore, “and we’ll do the same.”

               “See you troublemaker’s later,” Pansy replied blankly, turning around back toward Hogwarts.

               Nico’s eyes narrowed at the two boys, but he followed after Pansy and the rest of his friends did the same. They didn’t make it much further before one of them spoke up.

               “Theodore is lying,” Tracey murmured to then.

               There was a small gasp from Daphne but Pansy cut it off with a huff.

               “Whatever, it doesn’t really matter,” Pansy said, her voice tired and uncaring, “I don’t even know why you asked them, you know what answer you were going to get.”

 

               “Marvus, I didn’t know you had so much money to waste,” Melody said, staring at the load of sweets in her brother’s arms.

               There were at least five sugar quills, a few chocolate bars, and the rest of his arms were taken up by Saltwater Taffy boxes, all looking as if they were going to fall onto the ground at any moment. Harry found himself wondering why the Hufflepuff didn’t have anyone helping him.

               “A girl bullied me into making a club, I deserve this,” Marvus replied with a slight frown, pushing up everything in his arms, letting of the candy some fall into even riskier positions. 

               “What? What club?” Harry asked, looking over at Marvus, waiting to be asked to help.

               Marvus’s face changed into the same expression a kid had when they were caught with their hand in the cookie jar: his eyes were wide, and he tried to look away. Then, just as Marvus began to awkwardly smile, some of the Saltwater Taffy boxes fell out of his hands and onto the ground.

               “A club, you know, haha, you don’t need to worry about it,” Marvus rambled while Harry was already picking up some of the boxes on the ground, “besides, you’ve got a lot on your plate and you already said you wouldn’t want to do it again-”

               Harry stopped with three boxes in his hands and stood up, “Do what again?”

               “Marvus, I did the math and I know you don't have enough money for this,” Melody interrupted, taking the boxes from Harry as she looked at her brother, “if you want, I can help pay.”

               Harry waited for Marvus to answer, the Hufflepuff’s mouth remained shut as he nodded at Melody.

               What? Why is he being quiet now?

               “Why don’t you and Ron and Hermione go to the Three Broomsticks before it gets too crowded?” Melody said, now focusing on Harry, getting comfortable with the boxes of Saltwater Taffy in her arms, “I’ll catch up.”

               Harry still looked at Marvus.

               I’ll ask him later.

               “Okay,” Harry said, as he turned to see Ron looking at some of the candy before him, “want to go to Three Broomsticks now?”

               Ron immediately looked up at Harry, stealing one last glance at the sweets before replying.

               “Are we all going?”

               It was a little bit of a heckle, explaining to Ron and then Hermione that Melody was going to help pay for some of Marvus’s candy. However, finally they were making their way out of the door together.

                There was a bright flash right as Harry walked outside. The Gryffindor blinked his eyes, wondering why the sun was only coming out now when he saw a very familiar Gryffindor flouncing toward them, a camera now being stuffed into a bag of his.

               Oh. That’s not the sun.

               Behind Harry, Ron sighed.

               “Harry! Oh, Harry, how are you doing?!” Colin called, running forward toward Harry, then his eyes brightened as he saw the rest of the Golden Trio, “Wow, I feel like I haven’t seen any of you in ages!”

               “It was only last year,” Ron muttered to Harry.

               There was a part of Harry that agreed with Ron while the other wanted to scowl at him. Not knowing which to do, Harry did the brilliant thing of nothing. He nodded at Colin, which excited the fourth year much more than Harry thought would.

               “I’m surprised we haven’t seen you sooner,” Hermione admitted.

               “Yeah! I’ve missed the D.A., I learned so much and it was so nice seeing everyone. Ha, maybe we should make it again!” Colin continued as he now stood in front of the Gryffindors, “I mean, I still have that coin in my pocket, just in case!”

               Just as the Trio caught on to what he was doing, it was too late. Hermione’s hand in the air to stop him fell to her side as Colin started fumbling through his robes. Quite a few rolls of film and photos fell out of his pocket and onto the snow.

               Harry’s attention fell onto the photos, which looked rather strange… and almost artsy. There was something holding a glowing stick.

               Wait, is that a lightsaber? Why does it look so real?

               “See! And I was worried I would spend it at some point!” Colin exclaimed as he held the golden coin out and then he frowned, looking closer at it, “wait.”

               “Don’t worry, it’s the coin,” Hermione reassured as she walked toward him.

               Colin nodded at himself, now appearing just as relaxed as before, “yes, I- I knew that.”

               The fifth year finally looked down to notice his belongings that fell to the ground. There was a small “oh” that escaped his lips. The next heartbeat was him stuffing them back into his robes.

               Harry tried to think if it was socially okay if the Golden Trio started to walk away as Colin fumbled with his stuff. After all, the Three Broomsticks was soon going to be busy. 

               Wait, is that Nico?

               The new group of Hogwarts students entered his vision. It indeed was Nico and the Slytherins who he normally hung around. However, there was a frown on Nico’s face and Pansy was whispering something to him.

               Just as Harry began to frown, Nico looked up and he waved.

               Hesitantly, Harry waved back. 

 

               Draco looked out through one of the large windows at the snow on the ground. He had taken a small break from his… mission. Though it was only a few moments, he could already feel his stomach eating at him with guilt and worry.

               But he couldn’t help it. Seeing the snow, he could feel the coldness on his feet and hands. For a tiny moment, life paused as he remembered playing in the cold fluff long ago with his parents back at the Malfoy mansion. He remembered showing them the tiny castles he had built or the one time he had made the Slytherin crest in the snow, feeling pride as his mother praised him.

               Looking back at it, the snow Slytherin crest was a sad excuse for a snake and he could still remember his father confused face. His father probably didn’t even know what it was supposed to be. 

               Wasting his time by the window allowed him a moment to forgot about his father’s current whereabouts, the way his mother kept him by her side at all times until he was finally allowed to go to Hogwarts, and mission the Dark Lord had given him.

               And, most importantly, what would happen if he had failed.

               Draco scowled as he saw the students walking back from Hogsmeade.

               He could feel the crinkle of the letter he had received from Mr. Borgin. The stupid man was keeping his cabinet for Draco. The Slytherin had wanted to do it in person without the risk of a paper trail but considering he didn’t think of a plan until much later… well, it didn’t matter. His plan was finally in motion.

               At least, a part of it.

               It wasn’t that Draco was running out of options or that he didn’t plan well. No, instead, it was actually his classmates and school. That had never stopped him before, Draco would remember his past years vividly, tearing apart his classmates and getting what he wanted most of the time because of his father or money.

               It wasn’t like that anymore. It hadn’t been for some time.

               Being a Death Eater was becoming less and less favorable among the Slytherins. What Draco could have told his fri- his Slytherin classmates before, he couldn’t now. Only three of the people he knew he could confide in.

               If things had been like it was, Draco would have had his whole group. Not including Crabbe or Goyle, there would have been at least Pansy and Blaise and… 

               It had only been a year and everything’s changed!

               Draco pulled down the sleeve down over his left arm as he scowled.

               Then Slytherin turned away from the window and focused back on what he had to do.

Notes:

I realized during this chapter I needed to reorganize things if any of the clusterfuck of a story I wanted to tell was going to get across... So, just to warn you guys, there is a few jumping around, switching povs, but all the plot points won't come at you at once! Yes, they will come, disappear for a little while, and come back. That will happen so I can fit in everything that I want.

And yes, it's gonna be a little slow, once again, but... goodness :) it will all happen. I hope to write more so that I can update as regularly as I have been doing and so that I can update multiple times!

We'll see. So, tell me what you all think about this! And I don't think I've said this one this fic, but thank you all so much for the kudos! Please, comment, correct, share your opinion! :D

Chapter 9: Oh, Look! It’s the Man of the Hour!

Notes:

Hehe... Ermm. I changed some of the past chapters. So, that whole Henry thing, well guess what! I got too excited, but he isn't supposed to come in yet! So, haha, yeah, my new year stuff has been lying awake realizing that was why it was so hard to write.

So, sadly, you all will probably have to go back to the other chapters since I've changed a few of them. Yeah, just skip until you get to ones you don't remember.
But, things are going to go more smoothly and it won't be as chaotic! Hopefully!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               “Hello, Mr. di Angelo!” Hagrid called.

               Nico weakly waved back as he still tried to catch his breath.

               No, he wasn’t super late this time, but the whole class was there already and he did have to run for a short bit. Okay, more than a little bit, but that didn’t matter because he needed the exercise. The demigod’s head swam as he made his way, too occupied with the thoughts of what that day would bring.

               Rather, the information Dumbledore would bring to their meeting that day.

               Also, Nico had the excuse since Care of Magical Creatures was meeting before their regularly scheduled classes. Hagrid had told them last week to come early Monday morning so everyone would have as much time for their group project as possible.

               What this project was evaded the whole class since Hagrid has failed to detail anything about it.

               “Please, sit with yer assigned groups,” Hagrid ordered.

               Without thinking about it, Nico went over to the four other students and sat down, crossing his legs. He let his elbows sink onto his thighs and held his head up with his hands and let Hagrids’ words fall into a blur.

               Finally, I can ask Dumbledore my question about the ring. I wonder why he has it… what else would we do for the meeting? Thinking of meetings, there is probably going to be a demigod meeting soon… So far there has always been one. Gods, I can’t believe we are going to keep on doing them… But when am I going to tell them the time and place?

               Melody and Marvus have been so busy, what if-

               Someone snapped their fingers in front of his face and his thoughts were rudely interrupted with reality. Once Nico remembered and took in his surroundings, he saw the Hufflepuff with red glasses in front of him.

               “Pay attention,” Agnes said, scowling as her dark eyebrows knitted together in disapproval, “I won’t have our group project fail because of you.”

               Nico tried his hardest not to roll his eyes as he looked back at his professor before him, who kept going on about something… Uh, maybe he should have been paying attention.

               “I want there ter be research, books, essays! O’ course, all done ter find out if yer can take care o’ ter creature yer group choose.”

 

               “Another disappointing try, Potter,” Snape sneered.

               “Good thing I’m in a classroom,” Harry absentmindedly muttered under his breath, trying to flick his wand again.

               Ron stood across from Harry, not moving at all. The redhead brought up his hands, showing Harry that the limbs were still unbound. Harry didn’t have to see them to know that his silent Full Bind-Body Curse wasn’t working. 

               Thankfully, Snape didn’t hear what Harry had answered and moved on to the next student to criticize.

               Harry wasn’t the only one that couldn’t pay attention; Nico wasn’t particularly doing well. The person he was “dueling” with didn’t even have to cast the Shield Charm once. Actually, quite a few of the Slytherins weren’t too hot, with worthless casting and even a few trying to mutter silently under their breath instead of silently casting.

               There was even Malfoy... 

               Draco Malfoy. He hadn’t bothered Harry in a long while. And, surprisingly, Harry only noticed that fact as he watched Malfoy continue to fail and become frustrated with the spell. Snape came over, putting a hand on Malfoy’s outstretched arm and whispered something into the Slytherin’s ear.

               Thus, there was a pause on Malfoy’s casting. Then, within a second, he flicked his wand and his opponent was instantly binded.

               Harry held in a groan of annoyance. 

               It was already known to everybody that Snape had his favorites.

               I just have to wait until dinner after I can finally see Dumbledore… only a few more hours to go.

 

               Only a few more hours and I can resume on the actual work, Draco thought as he left Professor Snape’s classroom. Where I am finally doing something… something that is going to be worth more than marks.

               He had been careful, very careful. As long Crabbe and Goyle kept their mouth shut and continued to do their parts as Draco had told them, the plan was going to go smoothly… He just had to make sure the cabinet could be repaired.

               And it can be. It will be.

               Though, despite being careful, Draco was already starting to suspect Professor Snape knew something. He was letting Draco off with his behavior of quietness, low prioritizing of Prefect duties, and… and not being able to pay attention in class. Actually, a lot of professors were starting to notice. However, he knew a good portion of them assumed it was because of his father’s current whereabouts. Draco wished that was the only thing he thought about.

               Draco let out a sigh and he could feel the anger rising out of him, but then he caught a familiar shade of brown hair and instantly that emotion dissipated.

               Theodore Nott.

               He’ll like what I have to say, I know he will. He just needs to listen.

               And instead of walking to his usual destination of the library to research magical artifacts, he stalked after his prey, hoping to get to Theodore before he arrived at the Great Hall.

 

               “I can’t believe I’m doing this,” Marvus said to himself.

               He looked out at the Room of Requirement. There were wooden dummies across the large room, pillows, and a chalkboard to write on at once side. The furniture echoed the room Harry and the rest of Dumbledore’s Army had used merely months ago, leaving a strange feeling in the Hufflepuff’s stomach. It was hard seeing a similar image that was like a failed replica.

               That was what it felt like anyway. Harry was the real teacher.

               Marvus sighed as he moved forward and his wooden peg hit metal, and instantly it created it a high pitched scuffing.

               I’ve never heard a particular sound like that before.

               The demigod looked down to see a large crest of Hogwarts beneath his peg and foot. It was a new addition compared to the previous meeting place. Marvus studied the four animals, all separated in their four different corners, but with a small overlap into the other squares, either with a feather, tail, or feet. His brown eyes stayed in the snake, poised to bite.

               The Hufflepuff let out a loud sigh.

               “Is this- is this the right place?”

               Marvus whipped around to see that the small voice came from someone… much bigger than he assumed. It was someone in his own year…

               “Summerby?” Marvus said with surprise.

               Summerby blinked.

               “Wow, it’s you,” Summerby greeted with a smile as he strolled, his voice sounding as confident as he did normally. His stride changed as well, long and almost like a parade as he took in the sight of the room, “you’re gonna be the one to teach us all?”

               “Us?” Marvus repeated.

               Summerby instantly roared with laughter.

               “Yeah, there are at least thirty of us! And there are still some ten minutes before the meeting really starts, isn’t that cool?”

 

               “You’re fine, aren’t you?” Nico whispered to Pansy.

               Why did I use that word? Fine? That’s the worst one, the one that everyone says when they really aren’t fine- gods, I’m an idiot.

               Nico had wanted his question to be masked against the noise of everyone else, but there was significantly less chatter that evening in the Great Hall. What was normally a thunderous roar, was merely as loud as the rain falling down on their rooftops.

               Millicent and Daphne were talking about what they had bought at Hogsmeade while Tracey was interjecting randomly into their conversation about what she thought about their decisions. Pansy, on the other hand, was quiet. She had been quiet for a while and, finally, Nico couldn’t take it anymore.

               “I am, Blaise just… likes drama,” Pansy answered lamely, letting out a huff of annoyance.

               Her head tilted as she exhaled, her gaze not leaving the food on her plate.

               That… isn’t exactly reassuring.

               However, Nico didn’t have any more time to press the matter. The piece of parchment had put the time of Dumbledore’s meeting at 6:30, so if the demigod wanted to be punctual, he had to leave.

               He said his small “see you later” to his friends and started his trek to Dumbledore’s office. As he left the Great Hall, he realized the reason for the lack of commotion: there were notably fewer people populating the other three Houses’ tables. Entire benches were bare, leaving holes within the normally full tables.

               Huh.

               Unconsciously, he looked back toward his friends and the mostly full Slytherin table to see… that Draco was missing as well.

               The hallways were mostly quiet, spare for a few groups wandering together, whispering as they were trying to find a certain meeting room. Nico raised his eyebrows.

               Maybe that’s where all of them were… But what club was that popular?

               Soon, there were no people loitering in the hallways. Instead, it was just his own feet sounding until Nico made it outside of Dumbledore’s office. He looked up at the gargoyle, pausing before it.

               He had expected at least one person to be milling about… 

               Harry would be here soon enough. I waited for him before, I can wait for him again.

               So, Nico waited, trying to pass the time by messing with his ring and then a loose thread he had found in his robe. After he had finally pulled the annoying piece of threat out, Nico looked at the time.

               Now I’m late by twenty minutes. Gods, Harry normally shows up on time to pretty much all of his classes he had. It’s so unlike him.

               Maybe Dumbledore would know why Harry’s late.

               Nico stood up and looked into the gargoyle’s stony eyes.

               “Acid Pops.”

               With the same likes of before, the demigod went through the staircase, up knocking, and then was let in. Before Dumbledore could get a word in of a greeting, Nico was already speaking.

               “Where’s Harry?” Nico asked, looking around Dumbledore’s office.

               There were silver trinkets whirling around in the rather… darkened place. The regular candles weren’t aflame and the sun was already down below the horizon, leaving only a few weak rays left to wander in.

               Where’s the ring? I can feel it here, but I don’t see it… huh, it doesn’t feel as strange as it was last time, maybe… maybe there were two different things, so then what is the second?

               Dumbledore moved away from his desk and there was something in his hand. The demigod’s eyes were drawn to his only healthy pink hand and even if Nico couldn’t see it, he knew the ring was there inside Dumbledore’s wrinkly palms.

               “I told him to come at a later time,” Dumbledore admitted as he walked, “Professor Snape had told me about you coming to him with a question you want to be answered,” his hand unfurled, revealing the cracked black stone. Nico’s eyes narrowed and once again something inside him was telling him he knew what it was, “I assume it was the same question you asked the last meeting.”

               Nico blinked and realized that Dumbledore, despite not asking a question, needed an answer too. He looked up from the cracked stone. 

               “Yes,” Nico breathed.

               Dumbledore smiled, his blue eyes sparkling as he looked over his half-moon spectacles. Then he gestured back toward his desk. They started to walk, one step at a time before Dumbledore spoke again.

               “Have you heard of any wizard children's stories before?”

               The demigod shook his head.

               Pansy had only talked about how most stories didn’t have symbolism unless they were for children… and that was it? Well, there must have been more to wizard stories, I really should ask again.

               They finally made it to Dumbledore’s desk. He put down the ring in front of Nico as the demigod sat down.

               “There is a tale called the Deathly Hallows-”

               The Deathly Hallows.

               “-oh, you’ve heard of it?”

               Nico could remember all of the times his friends had brought up that story. Each time Nico had pushed it away, telling them no, he had never heard of it. He had wanted to read what it was and then… So much happened at the end of last year.

               I never got around to it.

               “Yes,” Nico started, “when I was explaining who I was, what I was, to my friends, they were always bringing up that to understand… I had meant to try to research it, but I never did.”

               How could I forget about it? It… It was always brought up and I never bothered to look into it?

               “Well, I’m beginning to fall into a storytelling mood…” Dumbledore smiled, “And don’t worry, I’ve memorized the story by heart, no need to read it off. It starts off with three brothers, traveling along a lonely, winding road at twilight…”

 

               "I saw him! He fell through it! There is no way-"

               "Bellatrix."

               "But, Master, that means they have an enemy we do not under-"

               "I don't need to hear it again!" Voldemort interrupted. throwing his hand out, silencing the witch as she shrunk down beneath him.

               His red eyes bore down into his most faithful servant-no, follower. That was all she ever was, that was all she ever would be. Bellatrix dared to look up at the Dark Lord, her face wrought with emotion. It seemed to physically pain her to stop, but her resolve to please him won out.

               "I have already done what I think is necessary," Voldemort continued, "besides Sirius Black has been seen doing nothing of importance. And I need you to do what I told you, when you are done you can do what you must to stop bothering me with this!"

               There was silence as Bellatrix looked away from the Dark Lord. She clearly wasn’t happy with his order, but nonetheless she was going to obey. She always did.

               Things were going according to plan. Soon enough, he was going to have what he wanted and… no other wizard was going to stop him. No one was going to be as powerful as him.

 

               Severus Snape was looking around at his desk, scribbling away. He had gone to dinner and now was back, grading papers he had handed out the previous week. It was grueling work, going through the essays and assignments. Some of his students obviously made facts or ingredients up or added in extra fluff to fill in the required length.

               That was what always happened, though. Snape wasn’t surprised by it, he hadn’t been for years.

               Even when he began teaching, he wasn’t surprised.

               Being a student was fresh in his mind when Snape started teaching potions. That was why he changed the classroom so much. Changed the potions room and, now, changed the DADA room. Sure, it wasn’t too pretty, but it was a good change in Snape’s opinion. Something to remind the students of what they were dealing with. 

               He let the quill in his hand sag closer to his desk.

               Not many students liked it… and he briefly thought how Lily Evans wouldn’t have liked it either.

               Snape’s mind, now fully off of the essay in front of him, continued down that rabbit hole. It always did. His dark eyes looked up and he could still annoyingly see the classroom he had learned Defense Against the Dark Arts in, and Lily Evan’s face, smiling as she had learned a spell right on the first try.

 

               I wonder why there were people gone during dinner, Harry thought as he waited for Ron, Hermione, and Melody to finish eating.

               His excitement to see Dumbledore hadn’t really died down. The Gryffindor was already thinking about how he was going to have to be sneaky as he walked through the hallways. Dumbledore had made the time later after dinner, which was during curfew, but eh… That wasn’t important.

               Harry started to think about what the meeting would entail… probably something to do with Voldemort and Nico’s question… 

               His eyes wandered to the Slytherin table and for a second he realized Nico wasn't there with his regular group. The Slytherin girls were chatting amongst each other. Harry couldn’t see himself being friends with them yet, those Slytherin’s past venom were too fresh in his mind. But Nico…

               With Nico, I can.

 

               There was silence after Dumbledore finished the tale of the three magical brothers. Nico frowned as he took it all in. They had migrated to his desk, the thousands upon thousands of trinkets moving, or the papers and parchment piled high. Nico found comfort in the smaller chair while Dumbledore lounged in his own. It was far more cushioned for the old wizard, red fabric keeping the bones from rubbing straight against wood. 

               Nico couldn’t tell who it was the wizards were talking about, the hooded figure… Was it really Death with his wings or was it his father? Or someone else entirely? And the rest of the items, that meant they were real too, didn’t it?

               But… What did that mean?

               It was Dumbledore who finally spoke.

               “I assume you must be able to feel the Resurrection Stone’s unnatural power because of your connection to Death,” Dumbledore said, simply.

               Nico nodded and then he continued to stare intently at the ring. The stone was still inside its socket with the crack in it. The demigod’s eyes wandered down the crack and he could still feel it… The strange energy...

               “How did you know it was the Resurrection Stone?” Nico asked.

               There was never any mention of what the objects looked like. No color, shape, nothing… And yet… 

               Dumbledore let out a soft exhale.

               “Long ago, that was all I wanted to find. I did research with someone, we found out all we could about the Deathly Hallows so that we could find them,” Dumbledore answered and then he muttered, “Well, not so long ago I suppose…”

               “And it was Voldemort’s Horcrux?”

               He… He had that as a Horcrux?

               “Yes, though I doubt he knew what he had done. To him, that was Marvolo Gaunt’s ring and nothing more. If Voldemort had known, I don’t think he would have had any use for it. ”

               The demigod shifted uncomfortably as he thought about it. There was no one he would bring back? Really? No one?

               It felt like the session when he had learned of Voldemort’s origin. There was a lot to consider, a lot of questions… Questions and answers that mostly Harry and Dumbledore provided.

               Dumbledore didn’t take another moment of pause.

               “I’ve found some books that might interest you.”

               Before Nico could make any comment, Dumbledore pushed a three books piled onto each other toward Nico. The demigod still stayed still, making no motion to collect, only blinking and twisting his ring as he tried to think.

               “I do not know if you can read them or want to try, so I have notes,” there were tied together rolls of parchment that Dumbledore added to the pile with his unburnt hand as he continued, “there is a section on demigod wizards… You might want to read it and share the insight with the Jones twins. There are interesting facts about ones sharing the two abilities.”

               The wizard’s voice trailed off and Nico nodded once again. It seemed Nico couldn’t find any of his words. There was too much information at once and so many thoughts he was having, all darting in and out of his mind like bunnies inside holes… but only something was striking him consistently.

               Why was Harry not here? We spoke about the story, the ring, more about Voldemort and the Deathly Hallows being real, so why wasn’t Harry here? Wouldn’t he need to know?

               It sounds like a lot to repeat it to him later...

               The concern started out small, but now big enough to make Nico open his mouth.

               “Are you going to tell Harry this?”

               Dumbledore looked over at Nico with his half-moon glasses. There was a twinkle of curiosity in his eyes and Dumbledore returned his hand to himself.

               He isn’t, is he?

               “You had me come earlier instead of together,” Nico started, leaning over the desk, his hands brushing the books’ edges and his gaze didn’t leave the wizard, “you didn’t want him to know this, did you?”

               Why not? Why would you want to keep this away from him?

               Nico thought back to the last meeting, the way Harry had looked up at Dumbledore. There was a difference between a mentor and a student, there was no doubt that Dumbledore was more than just a Headmaster to Harry… He was someone he looked up to, someone he admired, someone Harry no doubt wanted to be-

               “No.”

               The answer was blank and final, but, out of all the things, it was something the demigod couldn’t accept.

               “Why not?” Nico asked indignantly, standing up from his chair, nearly causing it to fall over.

               Dumbledore didn’t show any anger towards him. There was only understanding, soft and clam understanding. It was nearly infurating.

               “Because then Harry will want to use the Resurrection Stone,” Dumbledore said and he lightly shook his head, “he’s… he’s not ready yet.”

               What do you mean he’s not ready?

               Nico couldn’t help as he felt the bitterness rise inside of him. Harry had been through enough to be ready! According to Pansy every single year there has been something with him ending up in the middle of it!

               And what happened the year before with the Hufflepuff, and Sirius. Gods,  Sirius most likely would have died and Harry… Harry probably thought he was dead for a while despite what Melody tried to say…  Not ready my-

               “You tried to pick it up, when you recognized it,” Nico spouted, his eyes drawing down to the wrinkled and shriveled up hand, “that’s why you’ve been cursed. You put it on without being cautious with the fact that it was a Horcrux -”

               “Yes, and it is my deepest regrets that even in my old age I have yet to lose bad habits,” Dumbledore calmly said, cutting him off. 

               Nico stopped in his tirade as he noticed the normally put together appearance of Dumbledore was cracking through. There was an old melancholy that littered his usual perk and his stern blue eyes lost their lively twinkle.

               Bad Habits.

               “You are going to die because of that curse, aren’t you?”

               The question barely found its way out of Nico’s mind, he was shocked to know that the old wizard had the ears to hear it.

               “If nothing else is fast enough, yes,” Dumbledore confirmed.

               With his bated breath, Nico found himself at a loss for any more words.

 

               Harry had stood out in the hallway, waiting for Nico to appear. There had been quite a bit of extra time that Harry found himself taking out the piece of parchment to check it again before stuffing it back into one of his pockets.

               After realizing he was now around two minutes late, the want to be on time overpowered the desire to walk in with Nico. He spoke the password, used the knocker, and waited for not very long before a withered voice came through the wood.

               “Come in.”

               Harry was greeted to a sight he didn’t expect.

               Nico was already there with Dumbledore, the Slytherin standing with a stack of books and parchments on the corner of the desk for him to take. And Dumbledore sat, comfortably, already smiling at Harry. But Nico… The Slytherin couldn’t seem to look him in the eyes and instead of greeting he merely nodded toward him.

               “I thought I was supposed to come now,” Harry said as he stayed where he was.

               His stomach dropped to the floor and only the tinging from the silver knickknacks could be heard above his heartbeat.

               Why is Nico here before me? Did… Is Dumbledore...

               “Yes, you were Harry, I had Nico come early so that I could answer a few questions. Now that you are here, we can go into what I wanted to talk about,” Dumbledore said, smiling as he stood, “there is another memory I want you two to see.”

               Finally, the rest of Harry’s senses came to him and he strolled over to where the pensive was, waiting as Nico and Dumbledore came to join him. Nico’s dark eyes darted toward Harry once again when he got to his side before quickly focusing on Dumbledore. It was like the Slytherin was pointedly trying to not look at Harry.

               Why is Nico being so quiet? I thought that we weren’t at such an awkward stage anymore.

               “Now this memory will show you the first time I meet young Tom Riddle…”

 

               Marvus had seen Melody and Hermione together in the library the past few weeks more than he had seen them… ever, actually. Enough that he bothered Melody and Hermione, poking and prodding about what they were researching. Hermione was too engrossed to answer and since she would deliver a hard slap on his hand the moment he did try to lift the book to see the cover, he learned his lesson quickly. Melody, on the other hand, grinned and said they were trying to find someone.

               His eagerness to get into his twin’s business faded as he began to think about why he was really there. Well, other than annoying Neville. Ever since last year, things had been slightly different. Neville never did find out how Marvus ended up in the Department of Mysteries, nor has he tried to ask him any questions.

               Luna and Ginny didn’t either. Well, at least, they weren't speaking to him about it. Ginny must have learned some things because of her parents being in the Order of the Phoenix, but Luna… Well, Luna hasn’t bothered to question them at all.

               But, why did he really camp out in the library? Maybe it was to get a glimpse of Draco. In the end, Marvus never did.

               Now that it was well after dinner, Marvus took his problems with him as he sat in the Hufflepuff common room, unconsciously petting a plant next to him. The constant mild murmurs kept his mind together while Marvus pondered over about his failed confrontation with Draco. 

               Besides, I would never be friends with a Hufflepuff.

               Marvus frowned as he could still hear Draco say it.

               Frankly, if his observations were correct, and they were, Draco didn’t want to be friends with pretty much anyone. At least, not that the moment…

               If he wouldn’t be friends with a Hufflepuff, does that mean he would want to be friends with another House?

               The images of Pansy immediately came to mind, the Slytherins surrounding Draco, laughing at all of his insulting jokes, following his every move, and the few times there was genuine joy between them.

               Most of that was gone by now, all of those were memories of last year.

               “Don’t mess with the plant,” a first year Hufflepuff scowled him, interrupting the demigod’s thoughts, “your oils are going to harm it!”

               Marvus groaned.

               Where were Ernie and Hannah when you needed them?

               “I’ve petted this plant all last year and a single leaf hasn’t died yet!”

 

               Nico thought about what he and Harry had learned about the beginnings of Tom Marvolo Riddle. He was an orphan, wanting to be special so much all the way down to his name, powers, and heritage, the way he always had a lack of friends (and not really wanting them either), and the way he was collecting trophies from his victims.

               You can see the way he collects trophies through the Horcruxes he has chosen… I think, knowing this fact, the last Horcrux can come easily , Dumbledore had said to them.

               Throughout most of the memory, it was Harry responding to what was happening. Commenting, entertaining Dumbledore’s questions as well as comparing his own experience. Nico mostly stayed silent, waiting, even if he couldn’t fully concentrate.

               Ever since Harry had entered Dumbledore’s office, a strange feeling returned and his mind only circled around the information Dumbledore had revealed to him earlier… as well as the plea Dumbledore had where Nico wasn’t to tell Harry any of it. Not the Resurrection Stone, nor Dumbledore's incoming death. 

               It was hard, trying to keep his mouth shut. The demigod somewhat saw why he should while he also didn’t.

               And at the end of the meeting, Harry asked about the ring.

               The very notable piece of jewelry seemed to disappear from view when Harry appeared. When Harry asked about Marvolo’s ring, his gaze fell on Nico as if he was saying “I know it was important to you, see? I asked just in case he didn’t answer you before.”

               Instead, Dumbledore complimented his observation and danced around the question, saying it was time for bed.

               So, that was where Harry and Nico were going, both of them holding books that Dumbledore had given the demigod.

               “He told you in the meeting, didn’t he?” Harry asked.

               Harry took the books about wizard demigods without any fuss or words. It only made Nico’s frown deepen, the guilt eating him up even more.

               Harry would want to use the Resurrection Stone, Dumbledore had said.

               That isn’t good. Resurrecting Bianca’s ghost… it never helped, gods, it only made it worse when she finally chose to be reborn. I don’t… I wouldn’t want anyone to go through that. 

               “Yeah,” Nico admitted and there was more silence as they walked.

               Harry would want to resurrect his family… But why? Sure his cousin seems rather dull and the others, well, they aren’t particularly good either… but Harry never knew them. He never knew his parents, how could one miss someone they had never known?

               Sure, they risked their lives to save him, but beyond that… 

               Wait.

               Nico’s eyes narrowed as he remembered one of Dumbledore’s questions. It was about young Voldemort’s reaction to learning he was magical, Harry had said he reacted differently, not at first believing it… 

               “How did you not know you were a wizard?” Nico said suddenly, looking over at Harry with disbelief.

               You are the Chosen One, the Boy Who Lived? How could he not know of wizardry?

               Harry rolled his eyes.

               “My Uncle and Aunt don’t like magic. They thought that if I never knew about it, I’d never become a wizard,” Harry answered simply. Harry shuffled the book into another position, likely getting tired of how the textbook was digging into his hands. “They even lied to me about my parent’s death. Said it was a car accident, not murder.”

               Oh.

               They are worse than I thought.

               “That’s horrible,” Nico commented.

               Harry shrugged and let out a casual yeah. A few more steps and then Harry spoke up again.

               “What about you? How was it… Did you always know you were related to… er, a god? Hades?”

               Nico smiled lightly as the Gryffindor tripped over his words and then soon his smile disappeared. He could remember it clear as day, the emotions, Percy’s face, his face showing loss and sorrow and the moments when Nico was wondering why Gods, the abrupt change of confusion and background happiness turning into absolute horror. The news that Bianca did not make it back, and the figure she risked it all for. 

               There was no way Nico was ever going to forget that.

               “I… well, I didn’t fully know. I knew that there was something different about us,” Nico said easily before he felt himself suck in breath with pain, “My sister and I. We… we weren’t like other kids at our school. Didn’t get along with others much either.”

               He could still remember that military academy and the Mythomagic cards he had around so much…

               “Yeah, I was weird too, apparently, so I didn’t have any friends. Though that might have just been Dudley trying to make my life miserable by bullying other kids so they wouldn’t be my friend,” Harry said, shrugging before he focused once again on Nico, “And your sister. Was this the one that… that died?”

               Nico let out a breath he didn’t know he was holding.

               “Yes.”

               “I’m sorry for your loss.”

               Yeah, most people are. I still am.

               “It’s… fine. It happened a long time ago,” Nico sighed.

               She died on a quest before we were even claimed. And I was so mad and… hurt. She left and joined the Hunters, leaving me behind… But, I told Harry. I told him he wasn’t alone. And he isn’t. 

               “And… figuring out you’re a demigod is different,” Nico moved on, “Happens younger most of the time because monsters come- they are attracted to demigods, to kill them. Most of the time it's to have revenge against the gods. The interesting part is when your parent claims you, if you don’t already have a hunch on who your godly parent is.”

               “Claims you?”

               “They claim you by having a message, really could be done any way. Little symbol. A certain blessing. That’s when you know who your parent is,” Nico finished, “I… I was one of the kids that figured it out before he could claim me.”

               He remembered the Hades figurine Bianca had risked her life for and the pit he had opened up to swallow the skeletons after Percy. 

               The two boys were now in the Dungeons and their feet on the stone flooring sounded with scuffle and splashes from the little puddles of water forming from the rain finally leaking in. In the familiar gloom of grief filling Nico’s mind, Harry was clearly trying to think, wanting to ask a question… 

               And they were in front of the Slytherin common room.

               “Thanks for helping me,” Nico said as he turned toward Harry.

               The Gryffindor blinked, realizing his time was up to ask anything. Harry hurriedly slid the books into the Slytherin’s arms. 

               There was a pause as they looked at one another. It felt… strange. Looking at Harry and instead of seeing a stranger, he was… well, he was an ally. And a potential friend. A very potential friend.

               And if he wanted, he can ask any question he wants. I will probably answer, Nico realized.

               But Harry didn’t ask any more questions. 

               “No problem,” Harry said, “and I guess… I’ll see you tomorrow.”

               “See you tomorrow.”

 

               It wasn’t the easiest going to sleep for the demigod. Finally, his mind had moved from Bianca, jumped into worries of Pansy, and ended with replays of the conversation with Harry… Nico had learned more about the Dursleys in those few moments than the week he had spent hanging around their house.

               Hating Magic? Dudley being terrible enough to make sure Harry couldn’t have any friends? Isn’t that rather excessive?  Did that mean his first friends were Ron and Hermione? Melody and Marvus had said they were terrible, but… That treatment is beyond terrible.

               What was supposed to be a dreamless sleep as Nico mulled over those thoughts wasn’t. He couldn’t tell how long or when, but soon Nico wasn’t among the black as he blinked and was somewhere else.

               “Only some of the wizards’ tale is true,” a deep voice said, “the Deathly Hallows.”

               Nico turned to see Hades sitting at an intricately decorated dining table. Skulls covered the ends of the chairs and lines of pomegranates were across the sides, the wood polished and darkened with oil. Hades gestured to a seat next to him. Only when Nico slide into it did his father start talking again.

               “It wasn’t Thanatos who gave those items to them, it was me.”

               Mid-sentence, Hades’s voice changed. It became deeper, even graveller than before, and yet somehow when he said his last word it was soft like a breeze.

               Hades’s appearance changed too.

               His face became obscured under a blanket of shadows, a cloak enfolded over his body, hands, all the way to his feet. His legs and spine lengthened, easily making the table and chairs too small for him, hunched over the table and Nico. Fabric across his body and bones shone like water… and a large square of his sleeves was missing.

               “I’ve changed as they believed in me. I’ve become their Death,” the gravelly voice continued, “And I didn’t do it because I felt cheated. I did it because wizards should always think more about what they are doing… with great favor from us, they must use it wisely.”

               Nico blinked as he tried to look up at the god, at his father. Or rather, a version of himself. His form flickered between Hades and… and Death haphazardly.

               “That is why I sent you- my son- my stranger- the wizards need to be checked again.”

               How… How did this not happen before?

               “Why are you only showing me this now?” Nico asked out loud, leaning away from the god.

               Death hung over Nico with his hunched back, uncomfortably close.

               “You know of me now,” Death answered him, “and like during the times of Grindelwald, people are beginning to think of me. Know me. Power me.”

               Death stood up taller and the chair behind them fell down. Nico quickly slipped out of the seat, yet he stayed watching the god rise taller and taller to their full height that would tower over even Hagrid.

               “Your father doesn’t let me out much, but here I am,” Death said.

               Their back stayed hunched and skeleton like fingers peeked out of the watery, soulful robes.

               “You are right to think there is more going on at Hogwarts. There is always more than what appears, always more than what you see. Know that,” Death said, voice soft and piercing at the same time,  “and when you wake up, find Marvus. He wants to talk to you on a special matter.”

Notes:

Ah, yes, that's a lot to unpack. All that. This is a chapter that has so much. There is going to be a lot and more focus on Marvus. Yes. We'll see how this all turns out.

So, what did you guys think? Is Nico really going to keep his mouth shut? Is Dumbledore evil or just a really weird grey character? Pansy? Draco? What's going on with all that. What about the weird mixes of demigod and wizards??? Headcanons, yes, I wanna know those.
Also... did you guys like what I did with Hades and Death :)
That is important for later and... yes. There are a lot of stuff that is important for later in this chapter. Erm. Ye.

Thanks for everything! School is starting again and hopefully I can post in two weeks! We will see!

Chapter 10: Bruh, Why Didn’t You Just TELL ME?!

Notes:

Oh, yes. Did the chapter :)
I am... er, gonna answer all your guy's comments! Thank you all so much! Sadly, I hadn't gotten around to them :( Maybe I will try. We'll see.

I didn't have someone read over this so... sorry for mistakes!!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               Pansy waited in the Slytherin common room for the rest of her friends to wake up. A few Slytherins had already passed her, awake to finish homework, be the first people at the Great Hall, exercise, or hang out with friends before the day started. Pansy didn’t know which were which and she didn’t care too much.

               She had never woken up this early before, nor had she ever wanted to.

               Lately, that was all she had been doing this year. Before Pansy stayed in bed, wanting to get as much rest as she could before the next day, but she couldn’t do that anymore. Her stomach twisted up in knots at the thought of laying there with nothing to do.

               With wasting time.

               So, the Slytherin slinked out of bed without waking up the rest of her friends and went to read Pride and Prejudice once more. Pansy was learning that she didn’t like Bingley’s sisters very much since they were rather two-faced (just be honest that you don’t like Elisabeth!) and that she was also starting to not like Mrs. Bennet, the mother of Elisabeth (Very dramatic and… matchmaker-y). It was strange. Her mother and father had been matched together, and Pansy would have been too, if who she dated wasn't up to their expectations... it was strange to realize she would never get to that age...

               Mr. Bennet was turning into Pansy's favorite character. Mr. Bennet was reasonable and  seemed to have all the sense that his wife lacked.

               And she was starting to like Darcy. Despite his arrogance and clear negativity, he wasn’t the worst. For instance, he didn’t seem to fall for some of the ridiculousness done by the women in the book… Then again, he didn’t really fall for much. In fact, he was cold, callous. It was less horrible to read his annoying statements since he didn’t get away with them. Elisabeth could always be counted on to tell Darcy to get off his high hippogriff.

               Pansy was engrossed as she read Elisabeth and Jane Bennet returning home, but the loud steps sounding across the common room alerted her to look up and see very familiar black hair almost disappearing out the door.

               “Nico?”

               Instantly he stopped.

               Yep, it’s Nico.

               Nico twirled around, revealing the four books in his arms. Pansy instantly shut Pride and Prejudice and stood up, frowning. The question of what he was doing up so early came to mind, but then she noticed Nico clearly hadn’t brushed his hair and that the bags under his eyes were worse than normal.

               “What’s wrong?” Pansy asked, and her head tilted. “And what are those books?”

               What is he trying to do? Deliver them?

               The other Slytherin’s eyes went down to the books in his hand before glancing back up. His shoulders somewhat relaxed and the normal masked emotion of nothing fell from his face. There was slight tiredness in his voice.

               “These books are from Dumbledore about demigod wizards and nothing is particularly wrong, except maybe that I just met Death in my dreams,” Nico said calmly and with slight annoyance in his voice, “and they were about as pleasant as I thought they'd be.”

               “Death?” Pansy repeated, her eyebrows knitting together.

               How could a person meet Death?

               From the reaction on Nico, it was clear that he wasn’t too bothered. Maybe annoyed, maybe a little frustrated, but there wasn’t an ounce of fear in his eyes.

               How does he do it? How is it not bother him?

               “Sometimes gods like to give visions or talk to someone in their dreams… And Death is just... the... the god-like figure that wizards created,” What? Wizards created him? Nico frowned, probably because he noticed her increasing questioning look, “they wwer the same Death from the Tale of the Three Brothers. All they told me was to talk to Marvus, so… I’m going to do that.”

               What? How did we create a god? Ugh, nevermind, that’s not really important.

               Pansy followed after Nico as he walked toward the exit of the Slytherin common room. No, she wasn’t going to let the conversation end like that.

               “Why did Death tell you that? What about those meetings you all had? The demigod meetings?” Pansy pried, stopping Nico before he could get the door. It wasn’t like he could do much there. The books in his hands were rather heavy and he didn’t look like he’d be able to get out and into the hallway without help. 

               Nico let out a sigh.

               “We haven’t had one for a few weeks,” the demigod admitted.

               Pansy opened her mouth in shock and then quickly closed it.

               In weeks? What are they doing? I remember… last year it was almost every other week.

               Without a word, she took two of the books from his arms and pushed open the door. Nico didn’t protest at all, staying still as she waited for him to go through.

               Though Pansy’s belongings were still sprawled all over the table and couch, she didn’t worry. Most people knew what would happen if they messed with her things, no matter if one of them was a Muggle book.

               “Let’s go find him,” Pansy said.

               Nico smiled for the first time that morning and his eyes glowed with warmth.

               “You don’t have a clue where he could be, do you?” Nico asked. 

               “Nope, but that’s why you are here: to figure out where he is, keep me entertained, and then have this chat that Death wanted you to have with him.”

 

               Daphne opened her eyes the moment the mutilated Howler started to float around Tracey’s bed, screaming. It was very hard to ignore Tracey’s invention and that was Tracey’s intention. Ever since Tracey had begun her N.E.W.T.S. with a career in mind, she had gotten very serious about schoolwork, wanting to get up on time so she could eat breakfast and brush her hair…

               And sadly, that included this fun toy that Tracey, somehow, could not hear right away.

               “Tracey,” Daphne muttered, the name falling on deaf ears as shrill screams increased. A frown was clear on the blonde girl’s face as she righted herself to see that Tracey not moving.

               No, she was still curled up in her heap of covers, not even her black hair visible beneath the pile.

               “Tracey, your Howler,” Daphne tried again.

               In response, Tracey moved deeper into her covers and the screaming Howler got even louder as it danced around Tracey’s bed. Daphne let a sigh escape out from her lips. Millicent blinked and a moment later slid out of the covers and her feet hit the floor with a loud thump.

               “I’m going to-”

               Millicent didn't have to finish her sentence. Immediately, Tracey flung herself out of her sheets and accidentally fell onto the floor. Tracey got onto her knees and reached, grabbing her Howler from the air. The moment she shut the paper’s lips, the Howler stopped its horrible scream. 

               “I’m up, I’m up, no need to rip apart my invention,” Tracey groggily said she relaxed onto the floorboards, pulling some of the blankets over her shoulders that fell onto the ground with her. 

               “I wasn’t,” Millicent lied as she continued toward the bathroom.

               “Wait, where’s Pansy?” Daphne asked as she looked around. Millicent stopped her small trek and frowned slightly.

               Tracey opened her eyes for the second time that morning and unfurled herself from the covers. Leaning up, she looked over to where Pansy normally slept to see that her bed a slight mess. The sheets were wrinkled and open. There was nothing else around, no Pansy, and not even the nightgown Pansy wore last night.

               But, then again, Pansy was always more put together than the rest of them.

               “Doing something. She woke up early,” Millicent said, but she didn’t move.

               Tracey blinked at Pansy’s bed and frowned.

               “Really? Why is she suddenly doing this now? Is it...” Daphne’s voice became low as her blue eyes focused between Millicent and Tracey, “Is it because she isn’t doing so well?”

               It was obvious something wasn’t right with Pansy. She was quieter these days, spacing out in her own world, and waking up early? That girl valued sleep as much as Tracey, the only reason she’d ever wake up early was to do homework and they all knew she was done. In fact, Pansy had gotten rather ahead in her assignments, completing some the day they were assigned and making sure some of the other Slytherins knew it too.

               Though that was academically and role-model-ly sound, that was not like Pansy.

               Neither of the girls replied to Daphne’s question right away. Millicent’s expression didn’t change and she waited for someone else to say something. It was only when Tracey finally stood up to put her hybridized Howler on the nightstand next to her, her black short hair all over the place, was there a word spoken.

               “Probably.”

               It was simple, but the reaction was immediate. Daphne’s face went down to her comforter as she began to roll the fabric between her fingers and Millicent’s gaze now couldn’t leave Tracey’s form as she continued to move.

               “She’s going to tell us when she needs us, she has always done that before,” Tracey continued, now placing her covers and blankets back onto her bed, “but… if it gets worse, I’ll ask her. You know how she is.”

               Daphne nor Millicent seemed to think that was the best idea, their shared glance told that much, but Tracey didn’t care. She went over to the bathroom, already messing with her hair and getting ready for the day.

 

               It was a bit hard to find Marvus. Almost being told by five different people where he was mere “seconds ago,” it felt like a wild goose chase. It was not even 7 a.m. yet! What could he possibly be doing this early?

               Apparently a lot.

               After coming from the Great Hall, the Courtyard, the Dungeons, and a few classrooms while denying quite a few Hufflepuffs’ offers to help Nico and Pansy carry the large books, they were upon Firenze's classroom.  Only once they were there, the two Slytherins found the person they were looking for sitting on a trunk with a desk haphazardly pulled in, a parchment and ink bottle beside each other, and a quill in his dark-skinned hand.

               It was a somewhat strange sight, seeing the desk in the room filled with grass, rocks, ivy, and a few trees growing within it. The golden morning that filtered in almost fooled Nico into thinking he had walked outside.

               “What? What is it?” Marvus asked the moment Nico and Pansy came in, the quill in his hand falling down to the parchment.

               Nico slammed down his books next to Marvus, who merely frowned at the aggressiveness. The Hufflepuff put the cap over his ink bottle before Nico could motion for Pansy could do the same. 

               “What is it that you want to talk to me about?” Nico asked, slouching as he looked down at him.

               “What?” Marvus repeated, now perplexed.

               “I met with my father last night, only it wasn’t him, it was Death.”

               “Death?” Marvus repeated with incredulity, “what do you mean? Like, Greek God guy? Or someone else? Could it be someone else?”

               Pansy’s books joined Nico’s pile and she made her way to the door while Nico thought of exactly what to say to the other boy. 

               “Death, like Death from the Deathly Hallows,” Nico answered as he remembered his dream, thinking of the rather creepy figure, “they transformed from my father into them right in front of me… and from what they said, they are going to be around more often.”

               Marvus blinked.

               “Wait, he’s both? How is that possible?”

               “Yes,” Nico answered as he sat down, “Hecate was like this before, she didn’t really look like herself when she gave me the wizard magic. It’s probably like Roman and Greek or something- how they are the same god but with different forms... I just can’t believe I’ve never seen the wizard's Death until now.”

               “Roman and Greek…” Marvus repeated once again.

               The Hufflepuff was even more confused than he had been before.

               He doesn’t really know, does he?

               “Your mother should have let you and your twin go to a camp more often,” Nico muttered under his breath as he shook his head. Meanwhile, Marvus didn’t do anything except stare ahead, still rather confused.

               Finally, the Hufflepuff looked back at Nico.

               “What?” he said.

               “I’ll explain,” Nico finally decided, “I’ve… The demigod meetings are back on. Every two nights now. We can’t do this half-assed talking to one another, waiting every few weeks is too much. Besides, we barely are able to talk to each other during class. And I have a feeling that things are going to start up again. Quest things.”

               Marvus’s face changed as he realized the seriousness of what was going on. The son of Hades opened his mouth to continue when he noticed Pansy standing by the door, waiting. Even the Hufflepuff turned to see her after realizing his question wasn’t going to be answered right away.

               Does Pansy want to know? Is that why she isn’t leaving or does she just want to help? She’s already dealing with some of the demigod things and… and the wizard issues of her Death Eater father and Voldemort. Should I really burden her even more?

               Nico inhaled and his eyes went to Marvus before falling back on her.

               I don’t think she needs this. Not right now, I can tell her later if she wants to know. And… and maybe I can figure out if she is really doing okay or not. 

               “I’ll meet with you and everyone else at breakfast,” Nico said, nodding to Pansy.

               She didn’t react much. Pansy shrugged and without another word, she went and left the room, closing the door behind her.

               The son of Hades let out a deep sigh.

               I need to talk to Pansy… To Will. I miss him, and our relationship! I’m not letting it go just because of distance… that's such a waste. Even if it sucks, only seeing Will through Iris Message. Oh, and then I need to see what is happening with Sirius, makie sure he is okay, ugh, and then there is everything with Dumbledore and Harry…

               “So, Marvus,” Nico started. The Hufflepuff blinked and finally paid attention to him during his mental facepalm. “What is it that you wanted to tell me that Death wants me to hear so bad?”

 

               “I wouldn’t try to talk to you if it wasn’t important,” Draco said lowly.

               Theodore turned away, his face hardening like ice.

               The two Slytherins were outside near the courtyard, their feet still on the marble, far, far away from all of the groups of students talking before the start of the day. The only things that could be heard were murmurs and the rainwater still collecting down into the grass with the half-melting snow. It was a rather nice day out at the moment, no cloud in sight and the sun shone brightly.

               But, Draco didn’t seem to notice. No, rather he couldn’t. Not with what was on his mind. 

               “I know what you want to say and I don’t want to hear it,” Theodore replied, starting to walk away.

               Draco grabbed the other boy’s wrist and Theodore stopped once again. Draco took this as a cue to continue; he knew he was only going to have so many chances to convince the other boy.

               “Just because some Slytherins decided to turn their back on what they’ve done for centuries doesn’t mean you should too.”

               It was almost a fluke, wasn’t it? Cassius Warrington, one of the greatest Slytherins, standing up for such a strange Slytherin of Nico di Angelo, a boy that obviously didn’t want to be sorted in the House, to begin with. It changed the House… Suddenly, it wasn’t cool to be related to Death Eaters. Suddenly, it wasn’t good to follow such a group. Or, rather, it was kept in the dark and only came to shunned when one was jailed.

               And so, suddenly, Draco found himself alone.

               That fact only made the anger in Draco’s chest bubble and fester and grow like a nest of Doxys, piling up and filling with more venomous bodies.

               “Your only parent is in Azkaban, suffering, alone in a cage- and now you’re with some cousins who you barely know, how does it feel?” Draco continued and he let go of Theodore’s wrist.

               Theodore didn’t try to walk away this time. He looked up, for the first time that day and he glared at Draco. There were steel knives in his eyes and for a moment Draco was glad Theodore had yet to master the nonverbal spells in DADA.

               “It feels horrible, but you already know that,” Theodore spatted.

               “Then don’t you want to do something?”

               There wasn’t a response right away. Theodore’s eyes and face were contorted into a fury, the same fury that Draco felt, and just when he opened his mouth, Draco for a moment thought he had won. He was going to have someone with him to complete his mission. But then, the fire in Theodore’s eyes disappeared, wiped as if it had never been there in the first place.

               The other Slytherin’s eyes moved from Draco’s pale face to his left forearm. 

               “I… I won’t,” Theodore finally said, taking a step backward.

               Draco blinked before he scowled.

               “Why not? Is it because Blaise has been filling your head with useless shit to never involve yourself? Or because Nico had tainted you too?”

               That got a reaction once again. Another glare.

               “No, it’s because I choose to, because I know better,” Theodore stepped closer to Draco and his voice lowered, “You want someone to help you with a mission, one that the Death Eaters or someone even more powerful gave you. And from the way that you’ve been so nervous and all over the place, I bet it’s a nearly impossible task.”

               The anger fled from Draco and in a moment the only thing he could feel was his stomach dropping and shriveling up into nothing. Theodore backed away from Draco.

               “And I know I don’t want to get close to anything like that.”

               Theodore… he wasn’t wrong. He wasn’t wrong to think that way, letting his need to preserve one’s self be the deciding factor. Draco would have done the same… He would have done the same if he was in Theodore’s position. And Draco found himself unable to be as angry as he was before.

               However, there was one last wild card he could pull. One last attempt that will seal the deal, one way or another.

               “It’s not just any Death Eater, it’s the Dark Lord,” Draco muttered.

               He felt nothing as he said it. There was not too much glory in saying those words at the moment. What he would have thought years ago, the status, the importance, was nothing. Draco had seen him now, had seen what he was supposed to do.

               Now there was nothing good in admitting it.

               Theodore’s eyes widened and before he looked away there was an expression of pity.

               “Good luck.”

               And then Theodore walked away.

               Draco didn’t try to go after him a second time.

               His legs wouldn’t move. He couldn’t find it in himself to want to do anything at that point. His stomach that was normally bursting with unbridled angry or nervous ants crawling all inside him felt like it didn’t exist anymore.

               This was it, wasn’t it? He was all on his own.

 

               “You really want me to talk to Draco?”

               Nico couldn’t believe his ears. He knew Marvus was thinking about helping the other Slytherin, the reasons were obvious- he’s not been the same, he’s been more alone, less loud, and no longer did what he used to do.

               No Quidditch. No bothering the Chosen One. No bullying the other students. No laughing and snickering about a mean thing someone said to another.

               But Marvus want him to do something about this?

               “Please,” Marvus pleaded, “I’ve tried, but it won’t work. He… I think he needs another Slytherin to get him out of this…”

               “I don’t want to help Draco,” Nico said as he stood up.

               Sure, he felt those moments of pity, seeing Draco Malfoy sitting alone, but… Draco had done terrible things. Nico could still feel the rage building up inside of him when Draco had tried to bring Will up, trying to make him feel terrible, trying to make Nico feel ashamed that he was dating a “squib.”

               I will never feel ashamed of being associated with Will… Or dating or laughing at one of his jokes or feeling the pure joy when he smiled. 

               And, I am not going to let anyone make me feel ashamed. 

               “This isn't about helping him! Something is wrong, and- and when people get scared they can do terrible things!” Marvus stood up, stumbling slightly over the plants before he stood tall, “Even if you don’t like him, this isn’t just about him anymore. It’s what he could be doing, what… whatever is making him act so weirdly, it’s serious. It’s not just him wanting to be the best or being his regular annoying-ass self! This- this is something different! Something horrible, I just know it!”

               Nico knew Marvus was making sense. It was annoying to hear though.

               Why would Death want me to hear this? What is this so important? Why is Draco important?

               What about the rest of his friends? Were they not as important? Frustration was striking through Nico as questions floated up to his mind. He hadn’t fully processed the full magnitude of what Death had said, or what they meant. 

               Both through their words and presence. 

               Ugh… Whatever. I’ll figure it out later. I’ll decide later.

               “What are you writing down?” Nico asked, changing the topic now looking at the parchment below him and Marvus.

               The Hufflepuff didn’t fall for it immediately. There was some hesitance as Marvus turned back toward his uncovered parchment and then up at Nico. It was only when Nico began to read some recognizable spells and notes, Marvus answered.

               “They are some defensive spells for… For Dumbledore’s Army 2.0,” Marvus answered softly.

               “Dumbledore’s Army 2.0?”

               “People wanted to learn the spells,” Marvus shrugged, “after I was bullied into teaching a few youngins, I decided to open it to anyone… I don’t think Harry knows… At least, not yet.”

               There was some guilt under his words.

               “Please, Nico,” Marvus started and it was obvious through his tone that he wasn’t talking about Dumbledore's Army 2.0 anymore, “I need you to at least think about it. I wouldn't tell you this if I could handle it myself.”

               The son of Hades breathed in, his gaze blank.

              “I’ll think about it.”

               Marvus wasn’t the happiest about the answer, but he didn’t try to push it.

               “So… what are these books? They… they look like they were written in Ancient Greek.”

 

               I wonder how Melody and Marvus were claimed…

               Harry didn’t forget yesterday’s conversation with Nico and least of all what wasn’t said. He thought back to what the ring was… and why Dumbledore wouldn’t tell him but told Nico.

               Harry found himself looking toward the Slytherin table, wanting to ask.

               The rest of the day went by normally, well, until Herbology when Ron was becoming jealous about the Slug Club and how Hermione met Gwenog Jones (Melody promised him if he really wanted to meet the famous Quidditch player, she could invite him to a family gathering) and then Hermione asked Ron to the Christmas Party.

               In short, Ron had a red face and said yes and Harry was trying his hardest to pretend he wasn’t there and somewhere else instead. At least Melody had the same type of reaction, trying to help Harry crush the pod with some energy before saying she needed to get new materials.

               Harry had known for a little while that Ron and Hermione might be interested in each other. Maybe it was the way they argued or started looking at one another… Ugh, he didn’t want to think about it. And he didn’t want to think about what would happen if they broke up or stayed together either.

               Would they not want to talk to each other like him and Cho? Or would they become unbearable to be around, calling each other pet names like Bill and Fleur?

               Oh, well, that was a matter he was going to have to see since guessing was only going to make the present worse.

               Another activity that was rather consistent was Hermione and Melody living in the library when they could. Hermione had declared a few weeks ago that she was going to try to figure out the identity of the Half-Blood Prince and so far that was what she was doing. 

               Harry didn’t care as long as they stopped bothering him and Melody showed up on time for Quidditch practice.

               And maybe… Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad to meet this mastermind. Maybe they could help him out with more things… 

 

               “So, which book are you looking at?” Hermione asked Melody.

               “The same one I’ve been reading for the past thirty minutes.”

               The Gryffindor duo had decided to spend the break in the library, still on the mission to… Yes. You guessed it, to find out the identity of the Half-Blood Prince. Together, they had gotten through a good amount of reading material that, if stacked together, were taller than Ron (though most of it was through Hermione’s hardwork).

               “Tell me when you finish it,” Hermione said, only momentarily looking up to see the other girl’s response.

               “Hmmhum,” Melody hummed in agreement, nodding as her eyes moved across the page.

               Without another noise or command issued, Hermione continued to scan down the lines of words. She went rather quickly, only stopping once she saw something interesting. Sadly, that happening too often. Perhaps it was a curse, to find nearly any nugget of information interesting or wonder inducing. 

               The sound of books slamming onto the table startled both Melody and Hermione, the latter girl jumping. In front of them stood Marvus, grinning. Without even apologizing, Marvus smiled and leaned his cane on the side of the table as he sat down on the corner.

               “Hey, I’ve got some books you two might want to read,” he said, his brown eyes darting from the heinous pile that made that noise to them.

               Melody’s face remained rather blank as she stared at her brother.

               “I’m already reading something,” Melody answered.

               Marvus nodded. 

               “And here’s another book,” the Hufflepuff replied, gesturing toward the two books on the table before looking expectantly back at his sister.

               Melody didn’t say anything back and her gaze didn’t leave her brother, her black expression showing just how much she was going to read another book. Much like her, Marvus still stared back at her, smiling, and making more hand movements toward his books. It wasn't a convincing argument. 

               “We are already doing research, we don’t need more,” Hermione finally said, finally breaking up the twins' standoff.

               A frown appeared on Marvus’s face.

               “But, they're about the demigod wizards and how we’re different and all that,” he pouted.

               That changed things.

               “Really?” Melody said, already pulling them toward her and opening to a random page.

               Hermione frowned at the now distracted help before her eyes widened.

               “Which language is that?” she inquired, forgetting her own research in a few moments as she leaned over Melody’s shoulder. It didn't look like anything she had seen before, and it wasn't filled with the alphabet she stared at nearly every day. 

               “Greek or something,” Marvus answered with a shrug, “but not the modern Greek. You know, it’s old and all that.”

               “How are you reading that?” Hermione asked Melody. Unless Melody was scanning the pages to look like she could, Melody understood Greek. 

               Hermione’s eyes narrowed and she nudged Melody. 

               “It’s like, built in when you are a demigod. Always able to read ancient Greek or Latin for others,” Melody said casually before looking back up at her twin, “so, how did you get these?”

               “Nico, who got them from Dumbledore… Thought we should read them. Maybe there is a reason why it’s hard for you to cast some spells, you always do try so hard and...”

               Whatever focus the two Gryffindors had on their previous mission to find the Half-Blood Prince was momentarily gone. Hermione had seen Melody during the D.A. meetings and most of her classes… Melody always did have to practice so much and even then it didn’t often work.

               Maybe there is a correlation between those two facts. Being a demigod and doing magic correctly or incorrectly… but, Marvus casts spells rather well. 

               “Oh, thanks,” Melody said, smiling warmly at her twin.

               “And… you know, if you want more practice, I’m… kind of trying to teach people the spells we learned in Dumbledore’s Army. Or we can do it before our demigod meetings. Yeah, Nico has called them back on.”

 

               Pansy was as happy about Marvus’s request as Nico. Which was to say not all.

               “Really? Why must we try to solve his problems, we’ve got our own,” Pansy instantly replied as she and Nico walked to the Great Hall, squeezing in between a few students.

               Dinner was hopefully going to be good. Nico had… well, an okay day. In order to make it alright, he wanted to gorge on something he really loved.

               His classes had gone without much thought. The professors were as they usually were and Nico was as he normally was. Nico somewhat got distracted, thinking of who Death was and what he was going to do about the Draco situation. His mind mulled over Marvus’s request and he was starting to… teeter on which decision to make instead of readily knowing what he was going to do. Talk to Draco? Don’t talk to Draco. Talk to him? Don’t talk to him.

               Nico half-heartedly nodded, "we do have problems of our own, but what if he becomes one of them?"

               Even when Nico sat down he was thinking about it. This decision was something he needed to be sure about. He didn’t know if he could let go of what Draco did. Made him feel. how frustrating it was that wizards were fine with gay relationships, but aghast when one of them did not have magic? Ugh, Nico held grudges so much and so easily…

               Though the grudges did nothing. They could be protective, remind Nico of what could happen. But, Draco was not going to make Nico feel any less than... than Nico already had before. These grudges, they served almost no purpose.

               How else are they to change being surrounded by other lost souls?

               The son of Hades couldn’t believe he still remembered the Sorting Hat’s words. Nico’s gaze began to wander across his friends, somewhat hearing their conversation eventhough the words weren’t processed as he pondered.

               Pansy got a second chance. Sirius Black got a second chance… and Harry, he did too. In a way.  

               Nico looked over to where Draco’s form normally was. Alone. Not even next to Crabbe and Goyle most of the time. However, in the past few weeks, Draco hasn’t made it to the Slytherin table. In fact, Nico realized he hadn’t seen Draco during dinners most days anymore…

               Everyone deserves a chance, don’t they? I… I got one. Again and again and again because someone believed in me… and where would I be without them? Where would I be without that chance?

               The son of Hades groaned mid-meal.

               “Er… did you really not like that story of Astoria?” Daphne asked.

               “No,” Nico answered, “I just decided on something and we’ll see if I regret it.”

               The girls all showed their curiosity, but it was Pansy that was the only one who knew what he was talking about. Her eyes narrowed and for a moment, Nico wondered if Pansy had figured it out.

 

               “It doesn’t make much sense why Dumbledore would tell him more than you, I mean, you’re the Chosen One, the one that this whole prophecy is about,” Ron muttered.

               Hermione and Melody weren’t at dinner yet, but Harry didn’t seem to mind much, not when he knew the two girls were at the library doing their research and he had Ron to keep him company. Ron was good company, they had a great time at Great Hall without them. Until, Harry's mind couldn't get away from the meeting about Voldemort. Then Harry had been filing Ron in about Dumbledore’s meetings… 

               And how he felt about Marvolo’s ring.

               “I’d be kinda pissed too,” Ron finished, taking a sip of his pumpkin juice.

               Harry sighed, “Nico doesn’t seem that bad though, I’m sure if I asked he would tell me or something.”

               Ron raised one of his eyebrows and took a large gulp of juice before he set it down.

               “You sure? He isn’t another Melody, he’s another one of those god-children, but that’s it,” Ron said, “and he got sorted into Slytherin, not Gryffindor or Hufflepuff.”

               Yeah, he did get sorted into Slytherin. Ron had a point. However, Harry couldn’t bring himself to agree. Nico had the silver and green tie and the Slytherin friends to match, but ever since he had led Harrt to Sirius…

               It didn’t feel right to say he was just a Slytherin.

               “I dunno, he isn’t that bad,” Harry said again, and he noticed Hermione and Melody entering the Great Hall, the latter girl carrying two large books. They looked like the ones that Nico was given yesterday.

               And as they came closer, Harry realized they were the same books he had helped Nico with last night.  

               “I don’t recognize those books from the library,” Ron commented as the two girls made their way and sat across from them.

               “They're the ones from Dumbledore,” Harry answered and then he turned toward Melody, “have you read them?”

               “Yes!” Melody squealed, alerting quite a few Gryffindors and other students around them.

               Yet, right when they noticed the source, most of their heads turned back toward their friends. Seamus and Dean gave each other small knowing looks of annoyance before shrugging and continuing their conversation.

               “What do they say?” Ron asked, his eyes narrowing as he realized the text wasn't in English.

               “What wizard demigods are like! And not just children of Hecate!”

               And then Melody noticed all of the two boys’ blank faces.

               “Goddess of Mist, Magic, and crossroads,” Hermione informed and then they both let out a small “ah,” nodding.

               Harry wasn’t sure he understood perfectly, but he kept his mouth shut.

               “Basically it can sometimes be hard to learn magic if a demigod is in touch with their godly powers,” Melody said, smiling to herself, “there is often a type of exchange in the power department, but after a lot of hard work you can get better.”

               There was a small sigh in Melody’s words and Hermione’s face changed. Awkwardly, Hermione patted Melody’s shoulder. Despite the clear obviousness that Hermione had never done that before, Melody still smiled.

               “It’s okay, I am probably going to join Marvus’s club where they go over all the spells we learned last year.”

               Wait, what?

               “In the D.A.?” Harry asked.

               He didn’t mean to give away how he felt, but he couldn't help it. There was a slight frown on his face and he felt… betrayal?

               Why? Why would I feel that?

               “Oh, uh, yeah,” Melody said, realizing she had just made a mistake, but now it was too late.

               Really? Marvus is… he’s making a duplicate of my club? He’s- he’s teaching people?

               There was a little bit of anger on Ron’s face and Hermione seemed to be wanting to fix the situation… and not knowing how to. 

               “People bullied him into making it! You know, because of that whole fiasco at the Department of Mysteries,” Melody rushed to explain, “they saw that he survived and… and so they wanted to know the same spells… And, I mean, you didn’t like people asking all the questions, right? Marvus started to answer to them instead.”

               Harry did notice the sudden drop in people trying to ask him about the time facing the Death Eaters and Voldemort. He didn’t realize it was because they were asking someone else… he just thought they were getting bored. Just like the small group of girls that were interested in him the first part of the year. 

               His anger disappeared. 

               “Why didn’t he tell me?” Harry asked.

               Melody’s eyes widened slightly at the change. But then, she relaxed.

               “I don’t know. Maybe he never found the right time,” she said slowly, guilt seeping into her voice, “I mean… All of us hasn’t really been able to talk to one another too much, have we?” 

               “I... I guess not.”

 

               “You are serious about it? Helping him?” Pansy questioned.

               The Slytherins weren't alone in the common room. Their friends were still quietly doing work and there was only small murmuring from other groups that had taken refuge there instead of the rooms. There was some singing that could be heard… Aria Ostinato had been singing for quite some time…

               Though the singing was nice, maybe a little too good to do homework during-- rather too much listening and not as much writing-- the song had recently become sad.

               “Yes, Marvus… was convincing enough,” Nico answered.

               It wasn’t just Marvus… A good portion of it was Nico’s own mind as well. Being at Hogwarts must have softened him. When it was just students saying mean things at each other and no monsters trying to get revenge or threatening to eat him, it probably did.

               Even if there was the beginning of a wizarding war out there.

               And it was also Death. The rather strange, bendy, looming god. They were just as Dumbledore seemed to describe during the tale… In fact, they were just what most people thought Death would look like. Not pretty wings or a pretty face and muscles. 

               They were a strange and uncomfortable being that seemed to hang over them

               Pansy frowned.

               She clearly wanted to scowl, her eyes held a coldness as she looked back at the work in her lap. Her lips were pursed, trying to hold some venom in so she could figure out what exactly to say before accidentally sinking her teeth and making him hurt.

               “Draco will be hard to change, but not the way you think,” Pansy said, as she finally calmed and looked up at him.

               Nico’s eyes narrowed.           

               There is always more than what appears, always more than what you see, remember that.

               “What do you mean?”

               Pansy’s eyes darted to the other Slytherins before she leaned in.

               “He wasn’t chosen to be a Slytherin leader because he had leadership qualities. He just had money,” she whispered, “and he isn’t a prefect because people naturally listen to him. It’s for him to grow into it.”

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Chapter 11: They Are Never What You Expect

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              “Grow into it?” Nico asked.

              Pansy rolled her eyes, but before she opened her mouth her brown eyes began to scan the room. In the common room filled with their friends and other Slytherins, she pursed her lips. There was a single quick decision that went through Pansy’s mind and in a second she put her work onto the table beside her and stood up.

              “Come on,” Pansy said quickly and grabbed Nico’s hand, pulling him up and out of his chair.

              There wasn’t another word before she was walking toward the girls’ dormitories. Nico felt his eyebrows narrowed before he relaxed once again. He had never been in the girls’ dormitories before. Which was strange, considering the fact that almost all of his friends were Slytherin girls.

              A few Slytherin girls walked by through the corridors, looking at him strangely before seeing Pansy. Then, it seemed like they couldn’t care at all as they continued their conversation. 

              Pansy stopped after a short walk and opened the door, revealing her room. Or, rather, her room she shared with Tracy, Millicent, and Daphne. The moment Nico crossed the threshold, she closed the door behind him.

               Nico only had a few seconds of visually exploring the room, noticing a rather messy bed, two medium messed up ones, and a totally made bed, as well as piles of clothes in the corners or stuffed underneath tables and beds… 

              “Draco only has Crabbe and Goyle because his father, Lucius Malfoy, had his own Crabbe and Goyle,” Pansy started.

              The demigod stopped his snooping and found his head tilting in mild confusion at the sentence.

              Pansy sighed.

              “Draco inherited his goons from his father. Literally. Lucious Malfoy was the leader of his group, Crabbe and Goyle’s fathers…”

 

               Nico blinked wearily as he walked beside Tracey, Millicent, Daphne, and Pansy to breakfast. His footsteps felt slow, much slower than normal. His robes barely moved as he walked and his dark eyes stared blankly ahead. The events of last night were still going through his head. In fact, they had kept him up last night, even when he only had five hours until he had to get up again.

               It was confusing, what Pansy was saying. However, once Nico understood, he was only appalled and… frankly, it shed a whole new light on the Pure-Bloods. How could they be so stuck in the past that their children aren’t even their own people? Pansy didn’t have too much trouble talking about Draco once they got into her room, however, she had trouble explaining what she meant.

               What did she mean that Draco had to grow into his Prefect status?

 

              “Draco isn’t like the rest of us. All snarls and no fire, he-” Pansy blinked.

              Pansy didn’t try to continue right away and Nico stayed still, sitting at the chair at her desk, and waiting as she paced the room. Though her gaze was focused on him, it wasn’t anymore. Pansy’s brown eyes were frozen as her mind searched for the right words, pulling up so many rocks and dead ends. Quickly she squeezed her eyes shut, and let out a long exhale.

              “He is like us in that he has been raised by his parents. He lives in their image, how they had lived before. But he is not his father. Draco had never been able to be the perfect, strong son Lucius wanted.”

              Nico watched as Pansy opened her eyes and her words began to move even more freely.

              “That was one thing he couldn’t hide from me. From anyone who looks close. Shit, I don’t even know why I brought you in here, pretty much everyone knows this… Draco Malfoy was and is never going to be that perfect Slytherin boy, he can’t.”

              He can’t? What does that even mean?

              “He can’t?” Nico repeated, hoping it would get her to continue.

              And for a short while, she did.

              “He can’t,” Pansy reassured, “Draco… He doesn’t have it in him. He can hiss and rattle, threaten and belittle, but… unless he is backed up into a corner, that is all he can do.”

 

               Backed up into a corner…

               Nico had seen Draco mostly use his talk firsthand. Throwing punches… well, yes, it made sense that those were mostly handled by Crabbe and Goyle. And since Draco has apparently had those two almost right when they were born, Draco had never ever had to do anything physical. Ever. Gods, maybe those dramatic stories about Draco wailing after a Hippogriff scratched him were true.

               And that wasn’t the only person he spoke to that night. Nico had wanted to speak to his boyfriend for a long time. Sure, they were exchanging letters and trying to contact each other every other week (because the gods only know how they are both busy and… yes, haven’t fully learned how to manage their time), but Nico wanted a real chat! And a long one!

               So, Nico and Will had one where they exchanged how their weeks had been. Apparently, some monsters were getting a little cheeky around the borders. Lancrothropes… Giants… That sort. Though, Will was still getting patients mostly because campers were trying to pass the time doing rather creatively stupid ideas.

               Will was dealing with everything as much as he could. Nico could see the nervousness becoming etched in Will’s bright features as he spoke about the extra monsters walking around. The son of Hades could understand why: the monsters normally weren’t so brave. Will was only itching to know why they were now starting to get the courage. And why there were only those certain groups. Nico frowned and tried to reassure Will that it could be nothing and if it was something, Will was going to figure it out.

               Nothing could get past the son of Apollo. Not even Nico’s own worries.

 

              “And what about you?” Will asked.

              There was a pause and Nico found himself blinking. He looked back up to see Will’s smug face, brightened with happiness and the small lamp beside him. There were a few papers scattered underneath Will’s hands, no doubt forms of what the injured demigods were there for and their past medical problems.

              “Me?” Nico asked.

               Was I looking weird? Or worried? I think I just look tired, maybe that’s it or something.

              “You,” Will smiled, “What's going on with you?”

 

               And so Nico told him. Nico told Will about the dreams, about Pansy, Draco, Sirius, and Death. Will listened and waited, his blue eyes intense as they focused. It was late where the son of Apollo was, not a soul to be seen. Not a soul to take his attention away from what Nico was saying.

               Will was going to get busy, busier than Nico. The son of Hades couldn’t wait until his boyfriend was coming… It was only a matter of weeks until Will was going to take his apprenticeship with Madame Pomphrey. It was going to be a big learning experience, Will was going to learn how to make potions and then being able to use them. Wizards had gathered a far deal of medical solutions over the centuries, no doubt very different to demigod solutions of slapping on band-aids and saying, yep, hope you don’t die.

               Okay, that was a very gross simplification, Will had done surgery before, but still!

               As Nico had a sleepy smile on his face as he thought about Will, he could still hear the other’s words about Draco.

               I do remember you talking about him before… he does sound all talk and no bite, but do remember though he does have the possibility to change, he also has the possibility to not change. 

               Will was right. Draco… whatever he was doing, it could be something terrible. And Nico might not be able to convince the other to stop.

               And what else continued to rack his brains as he sat down and began to gather some food was the question of: why did Death care about Draco? 

               Nico let out a small sigh as Will’s words went through him once again.

               I just have to find Draco. And find him alone… tonight.

 

               “So, how is the second Dumbledore’s Army?” Harry asked.

               Marvus choked on his food, spraying some of the eggs in his mouth back onto his plate. He continued to cough, a few Hufflepuffs patted his back with hard slaps, and Harry, for a moment, wanted to fade into the background.

               However, he had come and interrupted the poor Hufflepuff's breakfast for a reason. What Melody had brought up last night, Harry thought he wouldn’t mind. He didn’t! He didn’t mind at all, in fact, it was good, it was a good thing to have these teaching meetings… But, it didn’t leave Harry. Even at night, he thought about how he was no longer leading the newer Dumbledore’s Army… 

               When Marvus finally composed himself he just shook his head.

               “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you sooner!” Marvus rambled, “There was a girl who bullied me and I couldn’t say no and-"

               “It’s fine, I just want to know how it’s going. I’ve heard that a lot of people have joined,” Harry said.

               There was some forced politeness in his voice. But Harry did want to know! He did! Marvus blinked as he fully turned, throwing his legs over the bench, toward the standing Gryffindor.

               “Well, it’s uh, it’s going good, you know? There’s some good stuff.”

               As Marvus continued to ramble, saying almost nothing, Harry felt some jealousy rise in his belly.

               Why am I so bothered? Marvus was the only one receptive to making the club again… Goodness, even Luna brought up how she’d like to have the D.A. again this year and I said no… That there was no point...

               Though, there was still a rather good point in teaching the rest of the students who wanted to learn. That much was obvious in the popularity of the second Dumbledore’s Army, goodness, and so fast.

               They aren’t the real Dumbledore’s Army. They weren’t in the Department of Mysteries, they didn’t risk their lives- they didn’t almost die- almost see Sirius die-

               Harry closed his eyes and took a breath.

               “Are you okay?” Marvus asked, stopping his nervous chatter. Harry felt a hesitant hand on the side of his arm. It was a ghost of a touch, gone right when it was there, and Harry opened his eyes once again to see Marvus looking worriedly up at him.

               “I’m fine. Just the stress of Quidditch is all,” Harry quickly answered, “I’m glad you are teaching everyone. I wouldn’t choose another person.”

               “Do you want to help? Do you have time?” Marvus asked.

               It felt as if Harry’s brain had short-circuited.

               “Oh, no, I… I don’t think I have time,” Harry said.

               Marvus smiled a little sadly and soon after Harry found himself sitting with the rest of his friends. Melody was smiling at Harry, vivaciously happy that he had spoken to Marvus and wasn’t mad. Yes, Harry wasn’t mad. At least, he wasn’t mostly mad. 

               Harry wasn’t really lying about what he had said about Quidditch and not having enough time. After all, that was one of the biggest reasons Harry declined Marvus’s offer. Being a Captain was very different from being a regular player. He was battling with the other House Captains to get the field at the right times, battling with his own team to pay attention when he was talking, as well as battling with time as he researched different Quidditch strategies while doing his regular assignments.

               There were only so many plays that could be done before Ravenclaw had memorized them and their defenses.

               And that wasn’t the only thing about Quidditch on his mind. It was also about his players, specifically, his new players.

               Melody was doing rather fine. She played well even though she didn’t travel very far from Hogwarts and always had her eyes on the sky and beyond the horizon. Hey, if it worked, it worked, and that was the same with how she maneuvered, which was still rather strange… in fact, Harry was starting to realize maybe he could use that quirkiness in a play somewhere.

               The other Beater was doing rather well, well enough of what Harry could expect the newbie to be doing. Melody was teaching Coote and he was getting better and better each practice. 

               No, the only problem was Ron.

               Harry knew Ron would be inconsistent. Harry also knew from last year that his friend's insecurities got the best of him sometimes. Not only would it get the best of Ron, but it would also pile up, accumulating as the practice went on as they got closer and closer to the real season.

               Sometimes Harry could see Melody on the sidelines, going up to Ron to tell him how to calm down and “get his head in the game.” It would work for some time, but only that small time. Right when one of the Chasers scored Ron would return back to ground zero, having no confidence at all in his goal-keeping abilities.

               Oh well, at least Ginny was as good as ever.

               Though, there was one thing that Harry had left out when he spoke to Marvus. As Harry went through his classes for the day, it was becoming more and more clear on what it was... 

               There were Dumbledore’s meetings that also took his time. Not that they were scheduled, but just in case. Not knowing when the Headmaster was going to call for him and Nico, Harry set aside most of the times that Dumbledore had called them before. Harry wanted to be ready. He wanted to learn all that he could, know more about the prophecy, and… and to finally understand what was with that ring?

                And why did Dumbledore not tell him?

               When Hermione and Melody left to find out the scribbler of his textbook, Harry found his eyes wandering over to the Slytherin table with Nico di Angelo...

 

               It has become rather common for Hermione and Melody to leave dinner early. Not too early, only about 10 minutes or so, just to get that little extra time to continue their inquiry. Or, rather, inquiries.

               Hermione had been spending a lot of time with Melody. Of course, Hermione spent a lot of time with Melody last year, but this year was different (aside from the fact that Hermione now knew Melody's quest and her initial want to become friends with them). Hermione and Melody were often alone together in the library, working on a common goal that Ron and Harry didn’t want any part of… It was strange to say the least. However, Hermione found that she didn’t mind.

               She also didn’t totally mind when Melody had mostly given up reading the textbooks Hermione found when the demigod could read the books about demigod wizards and witches… Okay, maybe it was a little annoying. They had a mission, but that was getting quickly derailed… Ugh, even Hermione couldn’t focus for very long.

               “And look at this,” Melody said excitedly, pointing at the words that looked like gibberish to Hermione.

               “I can’t read it, what does it say?” Hermione repeated, just like the other five times Melody had tried to show Hermione a passage. It had been happening the whole time they had sat down to read together. 

               “It says that wizards and witches are semi-mortals. Most people that aren’t demigods are just mortals, so that means you aren’t totally mortal either,” Melody explained, her smile wide, “like, maybe you are somewhat caught in between or something, and gosh, it makes sense! Wizards can live longer, have a higher high constitution against monsters and even regular events compared to Muggles. And wow, I just...”

               Melody didn’t bother to finish that thought as she started to read her book once again. Hermione waited for a second and something clicked in her mind. And then she smiled.

               “You are very interested in this,” Hermione observed, the focus on her own reading material gone.

               After all, Hermione had gotten through quite enough books already. In fact, they had already found this one woman whose last name was Prince… It was a promising lead.

               Melody nodded absentmindedly in agreement to Hermione’s state as she scanned through the strange words. However, in a second, Melody blinked, finally registering Hermione’s somewhat surprised tone and the fact that Hermione’s gaze wasn’t on her own book. Melody looked up to see her friend, who was gazing at Melody as if in a new light.

               “What do you mean?” Melody questioned.

               “When I first learned I was a witch I wanted to learn everything about the magical world,” Hermione started, “I had felt so alone for so long and even my parents didn’t know what was happening. When I learned I wasn’t alone, I wanted to spend all my time figuring out everything about the magical world. It made me… It made me feel normal. And told me my struggles with random magic were normal.”

               Melody stared at Hermione with her full brown eyes. Hermione waited as she saw some of the gears turn in the other’s mind and the sympathy showing on her face.

               “I… yes. Yes,” Melody said as she smiled and then looked back toward her book.

               And after a few moments, Hermione’s eyes went down to her own reading material. 

 

               “Just shut up and do what you’re told, Crabbe,” Draco spat.

               He walked by Crabbe, his eyes glancing over to the other side of the hallway, seeing Goyle doing the same thing over there. Standing. WAiting. Crabbe and Goyle didn’t look as they normally did. No, instead the two appeared to be the young Slytherin girls they had cornered much earlier in the year for their hair.

               Draco watched as Goyle held the scales in his hands, high. With a slight nod of approval and revision of a mental checklist, Draco went into the Room of Requirement.

               There, the Slytherin saw a room filled with broken furniture and lost school things. There were piles of chairs, desks, quills, books, Merlin… Draco could go on for hours listing off all of the rather interesting things he had found as he explored, looking for a certain something. But, Draco Malfoy didn’t have hours to do such a pointless thing like that and nor did he want to.

               There were a few pieces of wood he stepped over, probably pieces of tables that accidentally got destroyed by a spell gone wrong, before he stood in front of the cabinet he had been working on since the beginning of the year. The cabinet stood tall and almost triangular, a few circular decorative metal pieces were at the sides, glinting off only a small fraction of light.

               Draco had found the cabinet in a dark portion of the large room… It was sometimes hard to see or read anything as he stood there. The Slytherin shuffled around in his pocket, unwrinkling a piece of parchment he had received earlier. Borkes had sent him more instructions via owl on how to repair the piece of junk in front of him.

               It… was hard to understand because of the language as well. Rather boorish and easily misconstrued. A few times Draco had to read it three times, and still attached the wood wrong.

               Draco let his nails rip at the edges in frustration and anger before he relaxed and tried to decipher the words again. And then he heard his stomach rumble.

               There was a roll of his eyes at the traitorous organ. Draco had planned to stay quite a few more hours tinkering with the cabinet… even purposely tried to get homework before this- Oh, who was he kidding? He hadn’t done most of his homework and he didn’t plan on doing anymore. There were more important things… more things at stake than just a good grade or the pang of hunger in his belly.

               I can get dinner later… I know where the kitchens are…

               And Draco bent down and started to work.

 

               Where is that little shit? Nico wondered as he looked about the Slytherin table.

               Pansy, Tracey, Millicent, and Daphne had already gone back to the Slytherin common room a few minutes ago. They were a little confused, but Nico brought up that he wanted to talk to someone. Though they shot at him curious looks, after more reassurances, they left. It was only Pansy giving him a slight stink eye, mouthing that Draco didn’t need the help, before disappearing beyond the large doors of the Great Hall.

               Once his friends were gone, Nico had tried to search. When it was clear there was no Draco Malfoy at that time, the demigod decided to wait and read one of the books Dumbledore had given him, this one in English! It was a translation of a translation… of a translation from old English. So far in the paragraph, Nico had been rereading over and over again, all the author discussed was the “confusing magicks” of the “strange” wizards and witches.

               The different types of these strange wizards are not like us. They have some magickal talent to them already, some going through practical skills, such as different types of weapons or singing, and others are more like ours, like curses and certain resistance or affinity to various magicks.

               So far, the author made many accurate observations about demigods, even going into the details of different powers for children of Apollo, Ares, Hermes, and Aphrodite.

               And just as Nico was about to be so impressed… he had found why Dumbledore didn’t just have this one in hand.

               These strange wizards and wizards, having such interesting qualities, are believed to be because their blood is mixed with Giants, Dragons, merpeople, and Veela. There, once together, the magicks of blood fight for dominance and come through in their natural magick as well as spellcasting.

               The process of such a combination has remained unfound, even though experimentation.  

               Nico made a face as he slammed the book shut and then he felt his eyes widen.

               Wait. Experimentation? Oh, gods, I don’t even want to know-

               “What are you reading?”

               “Nothing!” Nico said, his elbow landing on the book’s cover as he looked over to see… It was Harry who had asked him that question.

               A few of the Slytherins glanced at the Chosen One and Nico with questioning looks before digging into the food on their plates.

               “Really?” Harry repeated and he leaned closer, pushing up his glasses as they started to fall, “It’s one of the books Dumbledore gave you? What… what's on that page?”

               Nico felt a small blush rise on his face once he realized why Harry was giving him such a strange look like that.

               “An old wizard got how demigods originate wrong,” Nico hastily replied.

               That response made Harry scrunch his face up even more.

               “Do you not… Er… Um… having two people-”

               “We do,” Nico quickly supplied, “if I’m thinking what you are thinking! This, uh, this book is just…” This is going to get nowhere. “What did you come over for?”

               Thank the gods Harry welcomed the topic change as much as Nico did. Harry’s face instantly changed as he smiled. 

               “Well, I… I wanted to know about the ring. You learned what it was and I… I’m now curious too,” Harry said.

               The Gryffindor was trying to be nonchalant about his undertone question. Mid-sentence Harry had begun to try to lean on the table and then, realizing that he really didn’t want to sit down with the Slytherins already looking at him weird, quickly removed his hand and started to sway on his feet.

               Immediately, Nico began to feel the same nervousness. 

               “Oh, the ring,” Nico repeated.

               Because then Harry will want to use the Resurrection Stone. He’s… he’s not ready yet.

               That was what Dumbledore said. Did Nico still disagree? Oh, yes. Did Nico promise not to tell Harry? No. Was Nico going to tell Harry?

               “It was… It’s a…” Nico hesitated before something switched off on his mind.

               Harry should be ready. With all that has happened, the Department of Mysteries, the year even before I came, and the prophecy naming him the Chosen One, Harry should be allowed to know at least this.

               “Have you read any wizard children's stories?”

               Harry blinked at Nico’s sudden change, “No.”

               “Uh, then I have a recommendation,” Nico said as he stood up from the Slytherin table, putting his book underneath his hands, “the Tale of the Three Brothers.”

               Where is Draco?

               The demigod’s attention turned toward the rest of the Slytherin table as the people who had looked judgingly at them left. Harry was muttering about the title of the wizard children's story and that he could probably ask Ron about it later.

               How did Draco get past me? I wasn’t focusing on the book that long! Wait-- did he even come?

               “So, what are you doing here? Without your friends?” Harry asked, interrupting Nico’s scanning of the Great Hall.

               Nico’s eyes zipped back to Harry, who was staring at him expectantly.

               “I was…,” Nico looked across the rest of the Slytherin table and noticed that… actually, almost no one was there. Even at the other tables were mostly empty at this point, “I was looking for someone, but they never showed up here.”

               Harry looked around and quickly noticed the lack of people left in the Hall as well. The tables had begun to be cleared- dishes left out were disappearing, and even the platters with food began to fade. It was getting a little close to curfew, soon enough they would be asked to leave by the remaining professors there.

               “If you really need to find them tonight, I have a map that can tell you where they are,” Harry offered

               Oh my gods. Why didn’t I think of that?

               “The Marauder's Map,” Nico said, slightly smiling as he turned back to Harry, “Melody had told us about that. Do you have it on you?”

               “I do, who is it that you are looking for?”

               Should I really answer that?

               Nico knew the history between Draco and Harry from Pansy… and frankly, from personal experience. It was hard to miss. Hard to not see last year with the yelling across the tables, all the efforts Draco put into trying to make Harry, and everyone around Harry, miserable. Gods, so much planning, and Draco going on about Harry this, Harry that.

               However, Harry was looking at him expectantly, and Nico knew Harry was going to stop getting out the map if Nico kept his mouth shut. 

               “Draco Malfoy.”

               Harry stopped fumbling through his pockets. 

               “Why him?” Harry inquired, more serious than Nico expected.

               Oh, come on!

               “Hey, I like him as much as you do,” Nico quickly replied, clearly offended before rolling his eyes, wanting to curse at Marvus… and Death, before he continued. “Need to chat with him… make sure he’s not doing anything stupid, though I don’t know if that’s possible.”

               Gods, I still can’t believe this. What does Death want with Draco?

               Nico grumbled as he crossed his arms and Harry laughed.

               “I never knew a Slytherin would dislike him as much as I do,” Harry said, grinning he took out the legendary map.

               “Oh, you’d be surprised.”

 

               Crabbe and Goyle had been sent ahead because, no, Draco couldn't trust those buffoons to not make a sound. Luckily, they still looked like young girls. Even if they were caught, they wouldn’t really be identified…

               All that was left was for the day Draco to sneak all the way down to the Dungeons, then maybe there he’d get some food and go to bed after that long day. He had gotten farther in repairing the cabinet than he had thought he would… but it wouldn’t be enough. He still couldn’t send an apple through without getting a chunk missing.

               Thinking and wanting to grumble about what his life had come to, Draco soon realized he wasn’t the only one on the moving staircases in the dark.

               Draco looked down the stone stairs to see someone standing in the doorway to get to the Dungeons. It was a dark outline of a figure and though Draco had seen many students out and about during curfew, Draco felt his heartbeat quicken.

               The Slytherin slowed down his pace as he tried to get a better look at the random student.

                It can’t be a professor, the person is too small for most of the human ones and way too tall to be Professor Flitwick. 

               “Who are you?” Draco called out as he got closer.

               It had to be another student. And I can’t get in trouble with them because I’m a prefect! And… and since they are out too.

               The other figure didn’t seem to be moving at all, no walking forwards or backward. It was as if they were standing there, waiting for him… It only made Draco more unsettled. 

               “You can see me, Draco, can’t you?”

               Wait, is that Nico di Angelo?

               “You are standing right in front of a well-lit hallway and behind you is a dark staircase, no I cannot see you,” Draco replied, shaking his head at his ridiculous fear as he rushed forward. It was nice, to have the perks of a Prefect. There would be no questioning why he was out and about- after all it was his duty. Even if he was shirking it. 

               Wow, to think that Draco had actually gotten scared? Of that tiny Slytherin? Bah. Even last year he was rather worthless… Running away because of homesickness and not really leaving… Getting into a coma because he had startled Pansy, what a joke.

               “Why didn’t you show up for dinner?” Nico asked, now clear as day in the hallway.

               “Why do you care?” Draco shot back at him, not even bothering to look over at the other boy, “Did the Hufflepuff set you up to this? I know how you freaks are buddy-buddy, but I like you just as much as I like him, which is not like, it’s indifference.”

               “That’s okay, I’ve seen what happens when you don’t like someone. I don’t know how Harry deals with it, it’s so much time in his day that you are trying to get his attention, it’s almost like you're another admirer.”

               Draco whipped around, glaring at the other boy.

               Nico didn’t flinch nor did he move at all since Draco barely passed him.

               “I do not admire that prancer of a “Chosen One” and I dare you to insinuate that again,” Draco threatened, taking out his wand.

               “So, you didn’t have dinner, did you?” Nico asked.

               Draco couldn’t help it as he was stunned at the sudden topic change. He found his words stumbling over themselves in his mind as his eyes narrowed.

               “You know, you shouldn’t skip meals. It’s bad for your health… Nothing is more important than one’s health.”

               Nico’s words sounded like he was repeating them from someone. Tiredness grabbed at Draco, even more so trying to get used to the whiplash of responses from Nico. Maybe there was no point in guessing what Nico was trying to do. 

               The other Slytherin appeared to be just as happy about being up and seeing him as Draco did. There were bags under his eyes and there was clear annoyance on his face.

               “I’m not skipping,” Draco said, “I’m eating later. And there are many more important things than a meal.”

               “Like what?”

               It was the quickness that caught Draco off guard again. Just as he was about to purse his lips and let a monologue of thoughts spew out, Draco suddenly decided to hold it in. Instead, he frowned and shook his head, leaving Nico without another word.

               Nico didn’t try to go after him.

 

               Though Draco didn’t say any words, his actions spoke volumes. There was no doubt in Nico’s mind, Draco was up to something. Something not good.

               It was in the stillness and the shock when he asked Draco questions that any friend would ask. Say something that any friend would say. There was a softness in his movements, a look in his eyes that didn’t resort to anger immediately.

               And Draco didn’t leave angry. Nor did he tell Nico off.

               So, in Nico’s book, this was a plus… and it meant, he would also have to talk to the Slytherin again. Ugh, why did that have to be good and bad? 

               When Nico’s dreamless sleep was interrupted, Nico all could do was sigh. Back melted down, breaking his mindless rest, to reveal a bridge weaved together from bark and vines, tucked in and out of each other, and a few leaves peeking through. Underneath the bridge was a small river, moving gently, carrying a few yellowed leaves from the trees at the sides. Across the bridge, therefore across from Nico, was Death. 

               “Why Draco?” Nico asked simply.

               “You know your task,” Death answered back.

               The figure’s back arched over endlessly, peering at Nico with no eyes or face to be seen underneath the pitch blackness of their hood. They stood tall from the other side of the wooden bridge and though Death was too far to physically lean over Nico, the demigod felt their ominous presence all the same. It left the hairs on the back of demigod's neck standing up.

               But, Nico continued to push forward in his questioning.

               “Why Draco? And what about the mission with Voldemort? What does it have to do with that?”

               “Hades,” right as Death spoke the god’s name, their form flickered to the familiar view of Hades’s body. Long black hair, a tired but caring face-- and just as it came, it was gone. Only Death remained in front of Nico, larger, unfamiliar, unfatherly, “had already assigned you that mission, Voldemort’s quicken demise. It is a separate entity and should be treated as such.”

               Death began to take steps toward Nico, boney feet tapping on the wood with a strange and terrible clicking and scratching, getting closer and closer until they were in Nico’s space once again. The demigod fought the urge to back up and instead waited, watching as Death’s torso craned unnaturally toward him. Though Nico should have seen their face with the closeness, Nico never did.

               “And you don’t need to know why I told you to take up Marvus’s task. Not now and even in the future it may not be your knowledge to know.”

               Nico opened his mouth and quickly closed it. Death moved away smugly.

               “Not knowing everything is a burden you will always have in life, isn’t it? Ah… Despite its annoyance, life still goes on.”

Notes:

Ahahaahaha.. Death being creepy.
And what do you all think of Draco? Hmmm... Grey? Weak boy? All bark and no bite? Almost stuck in a corner?
And how about Melody and Hermione's friendship? Hell yeah!
And Harry about the club... do you all think he'll want to redo the club again ;)

And, ye... there will be more and more stuff. Tell me whatcha think! And thanks again!

Chapter 12: The Feel When Things Happen and Then You Experience Emotions?! Me No Likey!

Notes:

The Sonic movie... That was good.
And... I have a test today so that is why I am updating late! Or, rather the next morning a little early. I hope you all like it!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               Harry thought he knew what it meant to fancy someone. He had butterflies flying around in his stomach whenever he saw Cho, had only absolute stupidity in his head the moment he walked up to Cho, had jealousy rile up inside his chest whenever Harry was reminded that Cho wasn’t really single when he had met her, and had the want to be with her.

               That was why Harry didn’t notice the small feelings that were building up when he was around Ginny. It was mostly small thoughts, after all.

               Wow, it’s really fun hanging out with Ginny during the summer. I wished she hung out with us during the school year.

               Ginny’s pretty fantastic on a broom and always knows what she’s saying, out of everyone on the team. I can’t wait to get to the field and see what she does this time.

               I’m glad that Ginny isn’t dating Dean anymore. Dean is alright, but he isn’t good enough at all to call her a girlfriend.

               Harry didn’t think those thoughts were out of the norm at first. Dean wasn’t too good with Ginny. Harry didn’t know how the two started dating, but within a few weeks they had broken up. Ron was absolutely thrilled and Melody… Melody seemed to be pretty happy about it as well, and the way she went on about things, it sounded like she had somehow meddled.

               Ginny wasn’t really interested in Dean, anyway, Melody had said before.

               Harry couldn’t really understand what Melody had meant by that, nor did he care too much. He was only happy because seeing Dean with Ginny…. Didn’t make him feel good. In fact, it made him a little angry. 

               But, Harry should have known. He really should have. It was just… Harry didn’t fall for Ginny Weasley like he had for Cho Chang.

               It was only when Harry was trying to focus on the Chaser’s forms during practice did he finally get a clue. There was a right way to hold the Quaffle while keeping your eyes up to pass it to another Chaster and then there was a way where a light jostle from the other team would let the Quaffle fall to the ground.

               So, Harry floated, waiting as the Gryffindor Chasers went through their mandated drills. Harry paused his training with Melody and Coote, letting the two try to figure out the new way to work together, and his eyes trained on the flashing forms before him.

               Their feet has to be secure and pointed, the Quaffle just under their arms with a hand curling around it, the other hand to be tightly gripping the broom, palms down not up, and-

               Demelza Robins, Katie Bell, and Ginny Weasley shot overhead. It had been a short while where the clouds had drowned out the golden light, but now the sun shone brightly, adding a new issue of looking through the blinding rays to study said form and…

               And when Harry was focused on Ginny’s form with the Quaffle, something happened. The sun shone behind her perfect form, her brown eyes were trained ahead, focused, and her red hair was pulled in a ponytail that caught the golden light that turned it from a regular red into a sunset, beautiful to look at and yet so bright it was blinding. Suddenly, it felt like Cupid’s arrow struck Harry’s fast beating heart and the first thought in his mind was-

               Oh shit.

               That was all the confirmation Harry needed that he definitely fancied Ginny and even though that practice happened days ago, the memory was as fresh as if it had happened yesterday. But it wasn’t yesterday, no, this particular school day consisted only of classes with Ron. In short, it was rather hard to concentrate, even when lunch rolled around.

               Ron was going to kill Harry if he found out about his new crush.

               Harry could so easily remember how Ron had reacted to Ginny’s other boyfriends, including Dean! There was screaming, fighting, awful words, it was like Ron had turned into a feral animal! What was Harry going to do?

               Well… Harry had planned to do absolutely nothing. Maybe the crush will go away. That was most of what he did with the other stresses piling up… Being Quidditch captain, Ron’s Quidditch nerves, Dumbledore’s infrequent meetings and apparent keeping of information, responding to Sirius’s letters (which were becoming more depressing each time they arrived, just like last year), and… and whatever was happening with Draco.

               What was happening with Draco?

               Harry noticed Draco being alone and not taunting him that- oh. Not that much. More like not all. Draco hasn’t spoken a threatening word in Harry’s direction at all this year. Ever since that night with Nico, the Slytherin’s words had been dancing around in Harry’s head… Draco doing something he wasn’t supposed to… And then that story that held the key to understanding that strange ring Nico didn’t like… Ugh, Harry still needed to ask Ron about it, but he kept on forgetting. 

               It was easy to forget when all Harry thought about as he was next to Ron was if the Weasley could somehow read his mind and find out about him fancying Ginny. And the horror that would transpire after that.

               That was what Harry was doing that moment as he and Ron traveled to find Melody and Hermione in the library, where they were still meeting up to find the mysterious textbook defiler. 

               “I’ve already found a clue,” Hermione announced with pride, “and it could be a woman who wrote in there. There is a witch named Prince who went to Hogwarts.”

               “That still doesn’t mean much,” Ron instantly replied, frowning, as he looked over Hermione’s shoulder, “when did she come here? Is it around the time of the textbook being used?”

               Hermione scowled, but she didn’t respond right away. Only when she had let out a few breaths between her teeth did she answer.

               “I’m still trying to find that part out,” Hermione said as she slammed the book she had opened. Ron flew backward and he glanced momentarily at Harry with some worry before he focused again on her face.

               “It will be soon, I bet,” Melody said with a smile.

               “But don’t you try any more spells,” Hermione ordered Ron and Harry with a frown, “I’ve said it before, but I don’t want anything bad to happen, there could still be terrible spells or things in there. I don’t want something horrible to happen for us to finally find out.”

               Harry blinked. He couldn’t hear Ron trying to defend his honor once again as he thought about Hermione’s words. They were striking something in his head, something he had been meaning to do, but kept forgetting-

               Then the lightbulb went off in his head.

               “Hey, Ron, have you heard of the Tale of the Three Brothers?” Harry interrupted.

               Both Hermione and Ron’s argument stopped, their faces somewhat frozen in shock. Ron’s eyes widened as he processed what Harry said and instantly his posture and expression changed into obvious welcome at the distraction.

               “Yeah, everyone has heard of that.”

               “I haven’t.”

               “Everyone who grew up with a wizard parent,” Ron clarified, looking at Hermione before his attention landed on Harry, “Why?”

               “Can you tell it to me?”

               Ron made a very puzzled expression.

               “Er, sure- it’s one of the stories in the Tales of Beedle the Bard-”

               “I’ll go get it,” Hermione said and she was off.

               “Wait! I- ugh, let’s try to do this fast so we can actually eat lunch.”

 

               “Have you been reading Pride and Prejudice?” Nico inquired.

               Nico was still shuffling his textbooks in his bag as he walked, trying his best to not let them fall as he entered the Great Hall with Pansy. Daphne and Millicent were already sitting down in their usual spot, talking amongst themselves. After a beat, Daphne’s high pitched giggles sounded.

               “No, haven’t had the time,” Pansy answered swiftly.

               “You haven’t had the time?” Nico repeated, raising an eyebrow as he looked at her stoic face.

               There was no way she didn’t have the time. She was constantly… What was she doing? She wasn’t really doing homework since she worked ahead so often. All Nico could see as he remembered the past few days was Pansy playing wizard chess against Tracey, prefect duties, and… and nothing.

               Staring into nothing with her legs swung up on one of the arms of the large chairs, a book on her lap…

               There was a small groan exhaled from Pansy at his question and the few Slytherins that were in their way quickly moved to the side. Pansy continued through the crowd as if nothing special had happened. Well, they always did that, so nothing special really happened.

               “I’ve had the time, but… let’s talk about this later.”

               Pansy didn’t elaborate as she waved at… Tracey.

               Wait, why is Tracey sitting with Blaise and Theodore? She doesn’t normally talk to them all that much on her own. 

               “What do you think Tracey is doing with them?” Nico asked, nudging Pansy to look back up.

               There wasn’t much of a reaction on Pansy’s face. Her expression remained the same as her rather regular slightly pissed-off face and shrugged.

               “She does what she wants, probably meddling or something,” Pansy answered, “So, how about you? How has your reading been?”

               Meddling? What could Tracey be meddling with? Okay, there was a lot she could be meddling in… that’s kind of what I’m doing with Dumbledore, Draco, what the demigods are doing with Harry… But Tracey?

               There was still so much to mess with, wasn’t there?

               “Uh, my reading? My reading the demigod books?” Pansy quickly nodded at Nico’s question as she sat down, and Nico took his seat next to her, his voice going lower over the increasingly loud voices, “There are a lot of things that I didn’t realize.”

               Daphne and Millicent stopped their quiet conversation and then Tracey sat down next to Pansy.

               “What kind of things?” Pansy asked.

               “Demigods had different physiology than wizards, so that some potions and spells don’t work well on us,” Nico answered, “they work differently, as if we were dragons or trolls or something.”

               Nico shrugged.

               The author didn’t go so much into detail. It was obvious that the author didn’t actually know a demigod, rather they had heard some stories and somehow knitted them together correctly.

               He blinked and realized that Millicent was looking at Daphne. In fact, everyone was looking at Daphne, and in a few seconds, he could guess why. She was nervously pulling around at her blonde hair, and her eyes were dancing to each of them and the background.

               Daphne wanted to say something and she was getting nervous about it. Nico felt his mouth close as he waited. That always did help her, when everyone quieted down.

               I wonder why she’s nervous, maybe something happened with Liam Murphy...

               And finally, Daphne spoke. 

               “I heard that Aria Ostinato became the Siren leader.”

               The reaction was instant: Pansy’s nose scrunched up in disgust, Tracey frowned, and one of Millicent’s eyebrows rose in surprise. Nico’s reaction, however, wasn’t much. He still hadn’t known this Aria Ostinato much at all, except that Pansy had a problem with her and Tracey only followed along because of Pansy.

               And what was Siren? A special singing group? Probably… if Nico had a penny for every time he could hear her singing through the walls, well, his wardrobe would consist of more than a few t-shirts and skinny jeans.

               “So, she’s going for the Slytherin leadership position, isn’t she?” Pansy asked, rolling her eyes, “Being like the rest of the idiots that are trying to take control after Cassius?”

               There was some irritation in her voice and a clear message that she couldn’t believe Aria would ever be the leader of Slytherin.

               Daphne pulled a strand of blonde hair behind her ear as she shrugged and continued to dig into her breakfast. There was still timidness in the way her fingers played with the fork and her eyes found her food-filled plate so interesting.

               “I’m not sure, I heard of the news last period. Astoria has been thinking of trying out for the Siren… She now is thinking of it more since Aria has taken over.”

               Pansy let out a small scoff, “Really?”

               “She’s good enough,” Millicent stated.

               Pansy’s eyes somewhat widened as she looked over to Millicent, who bravely stared back. Millicent hadn’t bothered to touch her food, not while listening to the conversation.

               “We’ve heard Aria sing. She’s better than anyone else I’ve heard. And she’s a good teacher too,” Millicent explained, “Astoria should be happy to have such a person. Maybe Aria will be more lenient when Astoria can’t go to practices, we know the other one wasn’t.”

               There was discomfort as Pansy processed those words. She moved around a bit in her seat, with a slight glare, however, over time, it began to soften. Her frown became her regular face and she shrugged

               “I guess so.”

 

               Draco had skipped breakfast and was going to miss lunch as well. He’d go in the kitchens later, but for now… He had the instructions from Burke and a few notes he had made for himself. Burke could only do so much so far away (and surprisingly stupid! What does he mean, the mental square on the left? Was it metal? Or was he that incompetent he would name such a thing so close to the misspelling?) and Draco was starting to run into that problem of unclear instructions more and more.

               The Slytherin slammed the piece of parchment on the ground and let out a frustrated groan as he fell down to his knees before the cabinet. There was yet another problem. He needed to get another piece for the cabinet… Either find it in the mess in the rest of the Room of Hidden Things or go out and buy it… Or maybe have someone buy it for me… That was why I learned the Imperius Curse so long ago, I… I know I can do it.

               Draco Malfoy could have used the curse before. He should have! But… But… He didn’t want to.

               All the Slytherin was feeling these days were frustration, sadness, and… and nothing.

               He had nothing. He had had nothing for a while.

               The Slytherin House wasn’t on his side anymore. No one thought it was a good time to be a Death Eater. There weren’t even problems or scuffles in the hallways. It was as if the events from last year had totally changed the view on Slytherin… and Slytherin’s view for the other Houses as well. Sure, it wasn’t a total one-eighty, but… It was enough.

               It was enough for Draco to not talk to anyone else about his mission. To keep his left forearm hidden.

               But it wasn’t the whole of Slytherin that bothered Draco Malfoy so much. No. It was over the fact that he had lost the few friends he had. 

               Pansy wasn’t talking to him; she had even stopped bothering him about Prefect duties. And, somehow, that still hurt just like when she chose Nico over him.

               And Nico! That slimy, stupid, and strange Slytherin-

               You know, you shouldn’t skip meals. It’s bad for your health… Nothing is more important than one’s health.

               All at once, the anger within Draco vanished. His mind betrayed him and had continued to betray him by hanging on those words. Ever since last night, that was the only thing ringing in his head. Those words with the slightly annoyed tone, as if overused…

               And yet, Draco couldn't help as his mind clung to them like they were a raft in the middle of the sea.

               And Draco found his ability to continue to work on his cabinet fade. Maybe there was no point. No point in doing this, not when… Not when it was all getting so hard, so horrible, maybe Draco didn’t want to do this. Maybe he didn’t want to do this anymore.

               But the inhuman red eyes and horrible face of the Dark Lord blinked in his mind. Draco thought of his father in Azkaban and mother back at home, not knowing that her life had been threatened by the very people her husband served, and with dimmed fire inside Draco, the Slytherin stood up, and began to work again.

 

               No, I don’t know anything.

               Theodore pulled his robes closer to him as Blaise continued to speak to the other Slytherin boys they were surrounded by. A few of them were his roommates, Zach and Adrian. Theodore didn’t really speak to them before and they did so even less now. Though Adrian never said so, it was clear he wasn’t a Pure-Blood. Once he had heard Theodore’s father was still a Death Eater, captured while doing Voldemort’s deeds, there was new weariness Theodore was greeted with every time he saw the other boy.

               Though, it was difficult for the Slytherin to care. What was the point? What was the point of trying to reassure the rest of the students or deny anything? They were going to assume what they wanted. That was what happened and that was what they were going to continue to do.

               Instead of speaking, Theodore was thinking. Tracey had walked over to him and Blaise a few minutes ago. It was a casual conversation, she had wondered how Theodore was. How he must have been…

               Now, people have done their rounds of this before.

               Asking the obvious, not because they thought it would make such a big difference, but because they wanted to do something about it. Maybe so they could feel good they had tried anything at all.

               I’m sorry for your loss, your mother was a wonderful person. I’m sure she would have loved to see you grow up into the strong young wizard that you are.

               I’m sorry that your father lost his job, you know he’s trying. It’s hard during this horrible time. 

               I’m sorry that your father has been arrested, so where are you living? Your extended family? Do you like them? Maybe you should try to fit in there, you don’t know how long your father will be gone…

               They didn’t always say those words, but the meaning had all mushed together in a grey heap. It didn’t matter so much, Theodore had gotten used to losing. He had gotten used to moving on.

               However, Tracey’s new trained green eyes and short black hair outlining her sharp jaw, and stare, made it different. She spoke about the change throughout Hogwarts and that because of last year, the rest of the school years will never be the same.

               Are you ready for it, Theodore?

               Of course, he was, he was ready for anything at this point.

               Because there are some things you cannot edge around.

               Theodore moved his robes around himself again. He had traveled around the edges for most of his life. It was safe that way. Never saying yes or no. That was why he declined Draco Malfoy’s request for help. That was why he stayed in the shadows, invisible to most of the discourse around him.

               But, Theodore was used to change. Used to losing. And maybe… maybe if he played his cards right, he wouldn’t have to lose again.

 

               “I remember that story, it’s rather… strange, isn’t it?” Melody asked.

               “It’s like most old tales, dark with a clear lesson in mind for children to understand,” Hermione added.

               Ron closed the book in his lap and commented that it was one of his favorite stories his mother would tell him, among his other brother Charlie. Meanwhile, Harry’s mind continued to mull, his eyebrows together in thought and confusion.

               Why would Nico want me to know this story?

               “Knowing this tale helped me start to understand demigods too,” Ron said, his blue eyes traveling to Melody, “the whole related to a god. Isn’t Nico related to someone like Death, but not really?”

               Harry blinked as those words traveled successfully through him. Ron was staring at Melody, waiting for her answer. A thoughtful look passed over Hermione and she eagerly leaned forward.

               Maybe this ring is connected to Nico’s father? Death?

               “Yeah,” Melody nodded excitedly, “Nico is the son of the Ruler of the Underworld! So, he doesn’t take people there, he merely… Looks over them in the afterlife.”

               So, if Nico isn’t related to Death… then it’s just another story. 

               Confusion welled up in the Gryffindor’s mind as he looked over to see Hermione putting away the Tales of Beedle the Bard she had checked out for them to read. Inside, there were pictures. Ron had shown it to them, almost like they were children at a daycare, reading along with a dramatic voice. 

               The pictures were far from daycare storytelling, however. The figures were drawn sharply, with almost inhuman proportions and thinness, and only colored with black, dark yellow, and white. It was harsh and unyielding.

               So, what was Nico thinking when he told me this?

               Harry couldn’t help as his mind wandered to the time Cedric Diggory had tried to hint to Harry about the hint in the egg. The beautiful golden egg that would only screech when he opened it on land but sang so beautifully underwater. Harry could barely remember the words Cedric had said, something like “the hot water could be good for thinking.”

               A smile started to appear on Harry’s face.

               The fact that it took so long for Harry to figure it out made Harry reconsider if Cedric really was as kind as others had said. That maybe Cedric was telling him rubbish to lead him down the wrong path.

               But Cedric didn’t. He told Harry a clue and it worked.

               The smile disappeared.

               And Harry felt sadness touch him with its cold, icy fingers, letting his mind feel as if it were filled with water and his body filled with lead.

               I could always ask Nico about what he meant. There isn’t a tournament to compete against him and… and he isn’t dead.

               “Why did you want to read this in the first place, Harry?” Ron asked, “I know you don’t normally have a sudden interest in children's stories like these.”

               No, Harry didn’t. 

               “When I asked Nico about the ring in Dumbledore’s office, he told me to read this,” Harry answered.

               All three of them gave Harry a strange look.

               “This story?” Ron asked, frowning as he glanced at the shelve Tales of Beedle the Bard was stored. There were several copies of several editions, the small collection taking up an entire shelve. He looked down at the books as if they contained something he had never seen before. 

               “That’s rather… unfortunately unhelpful,” Hermione commented.

               “Yeah,” Melody agreed, “I- I can ask him about it later. We are having a demigod meeting. We’re going to start having them twice a week.”

               “No, I can ask him,” Harry said, nodding.

               A puzzled expression flashed over Melody's face, but she didn’t bother to fight him about it. 

               The Gryffindors didn’t have much time after that. Lunch went by quickly, consisting mostly of them gathering food and trying to hide it in their robes or other places so they could eat as they walked to their next class. It was a little funny, seeing Ron shovel so much food in the pocket of his robes and offering some of the snacks to Harry the moment Harry finished his small pile.

               It was… It was nice.

               “You should come,” someone whispered to their friend rather loudly.

               Harry blinked, busying trying to chew some sausage as he power walked to Transfiguration. He looked over to spy someone else rushing toward their own class… They were young. A Slytherin and a Gryffindor. 

               “I shouldn’t, they wouldn’t like me to come,” the young Slytherin boy muttered.

               “But everyone should learn!” the Gryffindor shouted, to which her friend instantly tried to shush her again, “And they should know you guys need the lessons too, not all Slytherins are Pure-Bloods, I know you’re a-“

               “Don’t say it. Not out loud like this,” the Slytherin boy quickly said.

               What? Is he… is he a Muggleborn?

               “Then come on, come to the meeting with me,” the Gryffindor girl pressured again, “Marvus is really nice. He’ll be happy to see another person”

               Harry stopped chewing as it finally dawned on him what club they were talking about. Dumbledore’s Army 2.0.

               A Slytherin wants to enter? Harry wondered as he swallowed the food in his mouth.

               To be honest, he hadn’t thought a Slytherin would want to join something like that. From what Malfoy had bragged about before, most Slytherins were taught curses during their childhood. Probably more dangerous and even illegal kinds of magic. 

               Wait.

               Just as Harry had crossed the threshold of Transfiguration, he remembered something.

               A dark figure with a Slytherin tie arriving inside of Hog’s head from the cold. Cold white snowflakes still lingering on his shoes and robes, the snow glowing brightly from outside. It was the first time Dumbledore’s Army meet up and… and the looks everyone gave Harry when Nico di Angelo had barely walked in. Those looks had sent him away without any words.

               Nico had wanted to join before. We… I- I should have taught him too. All the spells, how to defend himself… He needed that too… 

               And throughout the rest of the class, Harry had thought of Dumbledore’s Army, trying to imagine if he had let Nico join…. And the desire to teach again rose in Harry as he recalled all those hours in the Room of Requirement... 

 

               Nico found it hard to focus while he walked toward the Astronomy Tower. He had wanted to ask Pansy about what happened earlier, as to why she wasn’t reading his book that he had given her. She read the Great Gatsby, whose long and almost useless descriptions were very different from the nice and short passages from Pride and Prejudice. Pansy had agreed, Pride and Prejudice was easier to read despite the vocabulary, but… 

 

               “You have your meeting, don’t let me keep you waiting.”

               The demigod didn’t bother to hide back his eye roll at her response.

               “Melody and Marvus can always keep each other busy, I want to know how you are doing you’ve been… you’ve been a little strange since this year began and I’d really like to know…” The demigod trailed off, trying to find the right words, “I’d really like to know why, but if you can’t tell me that, then I’d really like to know what I could do.”

               He could see it in Pansy’s eyes. There was conflict and… and shock and gentleness. The walls that were kept up fell down a little.

               “I need you to go to your meeting… and… and we will talk about this. But later.”

 

               So yeah, Nico was late to the demigod meeting he had set up in the first place. He rushed to the Astronomy Tower, already hearing Marvus and Melody’s voice ring out from their conversations. 

               “Yeah, managing the club is hard, we are getting so many people,” Marvus said, then he shot up, bouncing a little on his metal foot, “and we got our first Slytherin today! Well, almost. He waited outside and then immediately left, but I think he’ll come again-”

               Marvus stopped mid-sentence as he realized Melody wasn’t looking at him anymore. He turned to see Nico ruggedly walking up to them. The Ares twins’ faces were drawn with sharper and eager lines.

               “So… what was that whole thing of talking to me? With Roman and Greek and Death?” Marvus asked.

               “Does it have to do with the Tale of the Three Brothers?” Melody added. 

               Both of their brown eyes seared into Nico with such intent and readiness, that Nico instantly knew they were going to hang onto every word he was going to say. He should have been ready for that after so long, but there were some things he was never going to get used to.

               Nico inhaled and then he began.

               “Yes. A few days ago, in my dream, I saw Death.”

 

               “What do you think Draco is doing?” Daphne asked.

               The Slytherin common room crowd was thinning. When Nico had left, no one batted an eyelash. Sure, there were a few questioning glances to Pansy, but that was that. Pansy didn’t say anything so no one else did about him breaking curfew.

               However, they did retire to bed or start to clear up their work.

               Pansy blinked herself back into reality when she realized Daphne's blue eyes were on her. There was a match of wizard chess in front of Daphne and Millicent, with Tracey by Daphne’s side. Pansy didn’t even notice her friends had switched from homework to fun.

               “I don’t know, why should I know?” Pansy said as she turned back toward her outline of the chapter for Charms. There were still at least thirty more pages left to read.

               This was going to be a long night. But, at least it was the last thing she had to do. To finish the next day's homework, of course. 

               “How are you doing?” Millicent added.

               “I’m fine,” Pansy answered reflexively, scrawling a few more words onto her notes.

               Yes, probably good to know how the Bubble-Head Charm was created and can be done. Too bad we’ve already learned it because of those damn Weasley Dung bombs. I remember when everyone was dying to learn it, especially when the pop-up swamp happened. All the younger years were so annoying… 

               “How about the Muggle book? Have you gotten any farther in it? Learned that long list of words you wrote down yet?” Tracey asked.

               “No,” Pansy quickly replied, shaking her head, sounding disgusted that Tracey could mention that last question at all, “the whole point of having the list of words is to look at it later… Maybe I’ll learn them. Maybe. And right now I haven’t read anymore… I… I don’t want to as much because I’ve realized something about the characters.”

               That answer caught their attention.

               “Really?” Daphne asked.

               “Like what?” Tracey pried, leaning toward Pansy over the game.

               Normally, Pansy didn’t have trouble finding her words. However, this strange occurrence has been happening more and more ever since Nico had shown up… Yet, this time her loss of words wasn’t because she didn’t know what to say, it was because she didn’t know how to say it. Every single time she did say something, it felt... weak. It never quite held the raw emotions she felt.

               “Er, Darcy is like me,” Pansy tried to sum up, “at least, I used to be like him. And… I don’t know if I like that.”

               Daphne glanced from Millicent to Pansy, her eyebrows scrunched up in confusion.

               “Why not? You’re nice, I’d like to read a book with you in it no matter what age you were,” Daphne said.

               Pansy felt herself smiling, though she tilted her head. Words were still jumbling inside her brain, and though she was grabbing at some, they weren't good enough. Until, finally, they were.

               “I don’t want to read a book where I don’t get better,” Pansy answered.

               Where I stay where I was. Lost in the rose-colored glasses, lost in a love potion of my own making. I don’t… I don’t want to do that. I don’t want to imagine that happening.

               There was a mixture of expressions that crossed her friends’ faces that could be summed up to pity. Pansy had never been the person to receive such an expression. She was rather sharp-tongued with venom, usually waiting to strike if something- or someone- had bothered her.

               However, things had changed. Things were changing. And she was going to take them in stride.

               After all, that’s how Pansy was and had always been.

               “Well, we don’t know if Darcy does or doesn’t change. You’ll have to read it to find out,” Tracey softly, before taking one of the pieces on the chess board and holding it in her hand. It was a pawn, who was very unhappy about being lifted. He wriggled unhappily around her thumb and pointer finger. “But, I’ve found out that it’s better trying than giving up because if he does change, I bet it’s worth it.”

               Pansy looked into Tracey’s eyes to see a green, knowing twinkle. Tracey smiled as she put down the pawn. Pansy leaned back into her chair, moving the notes and quill around on her lap.

               “I guess when you say it like that… But after I do homework. For tomorrow.”

 

               “Should the meeting be long?” Hermione asked.

               “Probably. Nico had called it for an emergency-- right?-- so maybe a lot happened and he has to explain it all,” Ron answered, messing around with the Exploding Snap cards on the coffee table in front of him.

               Hermione leaned back onto her arm and sighed as she looked down at the regular Potions textbook she was reading. Harry still found it rather weird they had a textbook now instead of just reading what was on the board… Snape had always done that before. Paragraphs and paragraphs to copy down-- Harry didn't understand how Snape had memorized it all. 

               But, then again, Snape had done a lot of things Harry didn’t like, so this was something Harry could deal with.

               “You should stop worrying about her getting caught on our watch,” Ron said, moving around the Exploding Snap, letting out a loud ouch! when one exploded in his hand. He flicked his fingers around, still wincing in pain.

               “You are only saying that because you don’t care about breaking the rules,” Hermione replied as she turned the page.

               “No,” Ron said, giving her the stink eye and rubbing his finger on his robes before messing around with the rest of the cards again, “Melody snuck around all last year, it’d be stupid if she was caught by any professor now.”

               Harry nodded quietly at Ron’s reasoning.

               The fact that they didn’t even know what Melody was up to a good portion of last year spoke to her ability to be sneaky. That and none of the demigods had been caught yet, even with a lack of an Invisibility cloak.

               Even with the fact that more and more Ministry Workers were coming and patrolling the outside of the school. 

               “Oh, I,” Hermione frowned, glancing up at Ron shortly, “I hadn’t thought of that.”

               Ron shrugged and his house he continued to try to build a house with his cards. He was having trouble putting up the first two, but once he got those two up, he was much faster. 

               “Harry, you haven’t spoken in a while, what are you thinking about?” Ron asked nonchalantly.

               Harry shrugged. It was getting late and though the worry of what Ron could do if he found out about Harry fancying Ginny faded, there was one thing that didn’t leave his mind. 

               “I am thinking about Dumbledore’s Army.”

               The cards toppled to the ground with a mini-explosion from the bottom and Hermione looked up from her book.

               “Really, why?” Ron inquired incredulously.

               “Are you still upset that Marvus started it without asking you first?” Hermione added.

               Harry shook his head.

               “No, I… I dunno. I think I kind of miss it,” Harry said, messing with his fingers, “I miss the D.A. meetings.”

               He remembered when Luna had mentioned the same feeling on the train to Hogwarts. He felt like a hypocrite now since he had told her there was no point in continuing the club. However, hearing what was going on in and outside of Hogwarts and… and the fact Dumbledore’s meetings weren’t really happening… Maybe he could take time to help Marvus run it. If it was so popular that Slytherins are joining, Marvus might need an extra hand…

               “What do you miss?” Ron inquired as he frowned, the house he had started building again fell apart with another small explosion.

               “It felt good when you all casted the spell right, like when Neville finally learned how to cast Expelliarmus,” Harry shrugged, “I didn’t realize, but I really liked that.”

               And it felt like I was doing something meaningful.

               Sitting around in a classroom, going on through the days as if nothing had happened, nothing was changing didn’t feel right anymore. Many things have changed since the fourth year. And many things were still changing. Fear was coming back and taking hold of students’ hearts and heads and the hard and heavy fact that Voldemort was really out there settled in everyone’s chests like stones.

               There were warnings and lists of cautions, Aurors coming and protecting Hogwarts, both because in the outside world evil was running rampant with curses, terror, and murder and the students were a priority. At one point in time, it seemed like Cedric’s fate was an outlier, that an innocent wouldn’t normally be killed. However, instead of being the last, people were fearing that Cedric was going to become the first of many.

               I can’t take it. Not again.

               “Then maybe you should ask Marvus to get into it again,” Hermione said.

               Harry could still feel those awful feelings of last year still crawling and crumbling inside of him. He nodded.

               “And if you want, we can join again too,” Ron offered, “we can have everyone join again and learn even more spells. I know we all need help with the nonverbal spells since Snape isn’t good at giving out pointers.”

               Like the sun parting down through the clouds, Harry could feel the warmth returning to him. It made Harry’s heart thaw and bloom with glee.

               Even if everyone joined, Harry knew the D.A. meetings wouldn’t be the same no matter how hard they tried. What happened at the end of last year at the Department of Mysteries had forever changed Harry and the rest of the members.

               But then again, maybe that wasn’t so bad.

Notes:

Ah yes. Yes, I do like the idea of Harry continuing the club :)
And no... I don't really like romantic drama so Dean and Ginny broke up earlier! Because, writing that? No thank you!

So, what do you all think? Will this whole Hermione and Ron thing happen like the book or nah? What is Tracey trying to do? And... most importantly, do you all think that Harry wanting to be an Auror is kinda weird when you think about it for more than ten mintues? Or not :)

Until next time! Comment, Correct, and the sonic movie was really good, I can't believe I liked it so much!

Chapter 13: Ahh… I Feel Like Everything is Coming Together

Notes:

We interrupt your daily program!

And I really hope everyone is okay with the Coronavirus! Please do research and stay inside, even if you aren't part of the at risk group! It's so it doesn't spread!

Yeah, this was hella late because... :) how my life has been turned upside down because of precautions of the coronavirus. My school is online for the rest of the year and lacrosse season has ended before it barely began. It is annoying, but the precautions are there for a reason!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               There was a mini party at Grimmauld Place. Only two people other than the single resident attended, but it was a party nonetheless. Besides, parties were needed in times like these.

               More specifically, Tonks and Remus believed Sirius Black needed them. The two friends had noticed the drop in Sirius’s mood. Not only was there a noticeable drop, cancellation of plans, but he also didn’t even get out of the house.

               All of last year Sirius droned on and on about not being able to leave the house. He was caged, like a dog, unable to do anything, to be of any use, and he let everyone know how miserable he was.  So, it was strange, to say the least, when Sirius didn’t leave the house now that he could. That he didn’t go outside despite the Death Eaters, that he didn’t want to enjoy his freedom now that he had it. AT least, that was what Remus and Tonks had told Sirius. 

               Sirius, Remus, and Tonks shared only a few Butterbeers and one Fire Whiskey at the dining room. Tonks didn’t divulge into the fun as much as the other two men did, merely laughing as Remus and Sirius began to feel the effects of the few drinks. Besides, there wasn’t much she could say when they spoke of the past antics they got up to.

               “I should ask McGonagall how she felt when she realized Harry was going to be like James,” Sirius laughed.

               “I doubt she was very happy. I can still remember her face when she found out about our little stunt with the broomsticks in the moving staircases,” Remus muttered.

               “Wait, that was you guys?” Tonks said, her hair turning a brighter pink as she grinned, “I remember when the Prefects were told to emphasize the rule of no broomsticks inside the castle.” 

               “Oh, yes, it must have been us. I remember when James wanted to try out his new broom. I told him it would be stupid to go out in the thunderstorm- that it was too dangerous out there,” Remus tried to look disappointed but there was a small smile creeping on his face, “I didn’t realize he took that warning as an okay to try it inside.”

               Laughter erupted from Tonks and Sirius while Remus shook his head and they began to move to the family room. The furniture was still the same as it was thirty years earlier with the dark fabric with silver snake details. Though, the years had taken their toll. The fabric was worn thin at the edges and amongst Sirius’s belongings was a permanent dust layer.

               It was getting late. Too late for a school night or if any of them had the want to do anything tomorrow other than sleep the day away. But, then again, it had been a while since any of them had been in Hogwarts, and only Tonks had an actual assigned schedule. Sirius knew that fact was going to be brought up at any moment by Remus… Sirius on the other hand, kept that reminder to himself, wanting the party to last as long as it could. 

               “Come on, Moony, sit next to me,” Sirius said casually as he plopped himself down on the couch without a care in the world, patting the spot right next to him with sleepy excitedness.

               “What about me?” Tonks said with mock offense.

               Sirius grinned.

               “Join us! More than enough room,” Sirius exclaimed, watching Tonks make her way over with Remus, “in fact, I remember when I was younger we took our family portraits here. You’d never see the house so filled and then in a matter of hours it would be back to normal.”

               “Don’t yell so much,” Remus chided as he followed Sirius’s request and sat down next to Sirius with a little more poise and purpose than his friend, “your mother will get upset and start screaming again.”

               “You’re lucky you didn’t have to deal with her alive,” Sirius said, groaning at the memory of her constant scowling face.

               “You wouldn’t let me, every time she was coming around you wouldn’t tell us,” Remus replied, frowning slightly.

               Sirius shrugged nonchalantly and wished he had bothered to take one of the drinks with him. The only thing on the small coffee table in front of them was an empty bottle of Fire Whiskey that they had finished a couple of nights ago.

               “If I could make sure no one else had to deal with her, I did. No point in having her scream at everyone all the time,” Sirius said before he rolled his eyes.

               He could remember making plans when he went home those first years of Hogwarts. The few times his mother did come to school or to pick him up at the Platform, he was sure to have said goodbye to his friends beforehand.

               Sirius didn’t want to see their faces the moment Mrs. Black wouldn’t hold her tongue. And he didn’t want to have to hear her later at the dinner table, ravaging through his “choice of people” he surrounded himself with.

               And, of course, the fact they were Gryffindors would be another cherry on that shit-fit cake.

               “If only she didn’t have an immovable self-portrait,” Tonks said with a smile.

               “Oh Merlin, yes, and to think that I’ve done so much to get rid of it-”

               “Watch your noise level,” Remus interrupted with a nod toward the portrait in question.

               Oh, right. Talk too loudly and she'll start yelling all over again.

               Sirius smiled, but he stopped.

               It really was just like old times.

               Then Remus leaned over to look at Tonks. The witch’s eyes widened as he had another slightly disappointing expression shot at her. “And aren’t you positioned to be in Hogwarts tomorrow, Tonks? Shouldn’t you be in bed right now, getting some sleep for the long day?”

               Tonks forced a laugh before she stood up reluctantly. She repositioned her robes and took out her wand.

               “You are always such a party pooper,” Sirius teased and Tonks smiled.

               “Nah, he’s right. There’s a Quidditch game tomorrow,” Tonks said and she let out a sad sigh, “since all the students are out in the open, it could be… well, the Ministry is being cautious. If they weren’t the parents would be angry.”

               Her explanation came out with a small shrug. It wasn’t that the parents' worries were unwarranted nor that the Ministry didn’t care about the kids, things… things were just how they were right now.

               And with that final note, she smiled back at them. There was a tired look to her she didn’t have before. It could have been the extra assignments, but Sirius was starting to recognize that expression on every person he saw lately.

               It was just how it was now. Just… Just like last time.

               Sirius frowned at that thought and immediately Tonks glanced toward him. There was a soft worried look in her eyes. Once Sirius recomposed himself, he looked away, still debating if he should grab another drink… Though he was feeling a little tired.

               Amongst his thoughts, Sirius didn’t notice the looks Tonks and Remus gave each other. Concern etched on Tonk’s face before it faded.

               “I’ll see you two later,” Tonks finally said.

               “See ya.”

               “Stay safe.”

               And with a crack, she was gone.

               And that left Remus and Sirius alone in the grimy house. Sirius could feel the sleepiness starting to take ahold of him and he unconsciously began to lean on Remus. Wow, how did Sirius not realize Remus’s coat was so comfy? It may look a little bad, ugh, Sirius really did need to buy him a new one… huh, there was one he found a little while ago that looked nice, maybe it would fit him...

               “How are you?”

               Sirius blinked at the sudden question and realized he was not only lounging on the couch, but he was also lounging very, very close to Remus. With only clothing separating them, it was rather warm.

               “Tired,” Sirius immediately answered.

               This day was a tiring day… So much work in the beginning and nothing to show off with it… Fuck, and there were still so many parchments to go through just to get a nugget of information about his brother! One would think it would be easy, knowing that this place was his house, but... Maybe… maybe Sirius was going to find nothing… 

               He had been finding only nothing for a while.

               “What’s the matter?” Remus whispered again, forcing Sirius back into reality.

               “Nothing.”

               “Are you sure?”

               Now this was the question that made Sirius reevaluate his answer.

               Sirius couldn’t find himself to have the strength to shut his mouth on his normal days, but he had an even harder time when Remus prompted him. Back when they were still students at Hogwarts, Sirius would sometimes have those days where those little questions would unleash a tsunami of words. It could have just been when a girl had said something particularly mean to him or when his family had gotten back into his head, their taunts and insults of what he was and what he would become circling in his head.

               But, for once, he couldn’t think of a single thing! With the war out there, what was Sirius to complain about? His newfound freedom was somehow a burden? Sure, Sirius didn’t have any super important jobs to do, only to look after Harry, but he’s been wanting to do that for years! What was there to complain about? Harry was mostly grown up and safer and happier at Hogwarts than most places.

               He could walk outside and though he got sideways looks, it didn’t matter! He walked outside!

               “Nothing, nothing’s the matter!” Sirius exclaimed.

               Well, maybe… Maybe it was because he had found nothing. Nothing to really answer what had been nagging him for a while, what he had heard back down there in the Underworld. He still had no idea what Regulus meant … and… and…

               Sirius’s smile began to fade.

               “You aren’t fine, Sirius.”

               But, I’m not that upset? Right?

               So many thoughts were going through Sirius’s head that he almost didn’t realize Remus had moved away from him. His friend with his scarred up face was watching Sirius with the intensity he was familiar with when he came back to Hogwarts after a long break at the Grimmauld Place… At this house... 

               Though, the occupants of the house have changed a lot in thirty years.

               Remus took this silence as a cue to continue. 

               “You’ve been in this awful, dark, musty house for months. And even if you can, you don’t go outside -”

               “I do go outside!”

               “When?” Remus asked, “do you even know what the weather was like for the past week?”

               Sirius rolled his eyes and scowled. No, he didn’t know. What was the point in going outside? He had all that he needed inside. Sure, he had to procure some food and didn’t really know how to cook it, but so what? That was why he traveled to other houses. Had guests over. Besides, the most important thing was that he could search for answers inside the house.

               No one was going to help him outside. People were too busy to wonder what a dead Death Eater had been doing nearly a decade ago. 

               Without answering Remus’s question, knowing if Sirius did, he’d lose the argument, he started to try to get up. Some of those unfinished bottles in the kitchen were starting to look real appetizing and-

               There was a flash of shock over Remus’s face before Sirius was grabbed and pulled back down.

               Come on, why does he always have to do this? Why can’t I just-

               “I’m not doing this to make you feel bad, Sirius,” Remus started, slightly harsh, and then the hard lines in his face faded, “I… I’m worried about you. You’ve barely left the house and there are no people in here, not since Kreacher-”

               “I don’t want Kreacher here!”

               I never wanted him here! He- he doesn’t do anything! He’s just a terrible, negative creature that only wants to torture me, I’d rather have no one than have him. Doesn’t Remus know that, how can he-

               “I- what is the point in going outside?” Sirius started, his eyes now not leaving the empty bottle of Fire Whiskey in front of him, “And I’ve- I’ve been, I’ve been doing things!”

               Though Remus didn’t say anything, it was clear on his face that he didn’t believe Sirius. There was a slight blankness to his face and his eyebrows were lifted barely a few millimeters. 

               “I have been doing things,” Sirius snapped, “just because Dumbledore doesn’t trust me with anything like you and Tonks doesn’t mean I have been laying around doing nothing !”

               “So, what have you been doing?”

               Sirius’s tirade slowed down. The boiling anger vanished.

               “I’ve been looking into my brother’s death.”

               Remus blinked, his mind and motive momentarily blank.

               It was obvious why Remus was taken back, Sirius had never spoken about his sibling because there was nothing to talk about. After getting kicked out of the house, the two stopped associating with each other, no talking, not even an acknowledgment if they happened to run into each other in shops. Regulus Black was in Slytherin and joined the Death Eaters, and, well, Sirius was a Gryffindor and in the Order of the Phoenix.

               Sirius only brought up his brother when he heard the news of Regulus’s death and the circumstances surrounding it… after all, his short life was cut short because he tried to leave the Death Eaters…  

               And sure, tears were shed, but Sirius hadn’t spoken of him since. What was there to say about an estranged brother who you only cried for in what could have been? Besides, Sirius had stopped trying to fix his bonds with his family a long time ago.

               Once Remus processed what this could mean, his eyes regained their life. The blank look turned into absolute attention as he watched his friend. So, Sirius continued.

               “I heard voices when I was dead,” Sirius started with hesitancy, watching for any sign of disbelief in Remus’s eyes.

               It would be hard to believe. Hearing voices of the Dead? Even in wizard society, that wasn’t a good thing to share with people. And everyone knew that once someone was dead and decided to not become a ghost, unless you joined them in the ground you weren’t going to be seeing them.

               But, things have changed, haven’t they? There were demigods and… and one of them could travel to the Underworld… They could probably see and talk to the dead. Maybe if Sirius really needed to, he could ask Regulus questions that only popped up now and- and-

               Sirius quickly shoved those away. Remus was waiting for more and he was not in disbelief. 

               “I heard James and Lily and… and Regulus when I was on the other side.”

               Curiosity and sadness welled inside of Remus’s green eyes. He leaned forward toward Sirius and put a reassuring hand on his arm. 

               “What did they say?” Remus encouraged.

               Once again, it was hard for Sirius to find his words. There was so much he experienced and remembered yet, so little. The words and feelings were all meshed together in a strange and foggy dream that Sirius knew was real and followed him as he traveled back to the land of the living.

               Still, even as he was back, it didn’t feel that way. His head and feelings were still stuck in that fog.

               First, James and Lily.

               “They… They said...” Sirius started, frowning as he looked away from Remus, trying his best to remember word for word, “they wanted me to have the second chance that was given to me and that… that they’ll wait for me.”

               But Sirius wasn’t done, was he? That wasn’t the part he was thinking about at night as he laid awake. That wasn’t the part that kept him indoors trying to look for an answer inside this awful and annoying house.

               “And Regulus also said something, didn’t he?” Remus said. 

               He always knew how to get us back on track. 

               Sirius exhaled. 

               “Yes,” Sirius breathed.

               It felt so strange, only talking about his brother now. It was cruel to think that after all this time, after all the years that had gone by since Regulus’s death, it was only now that Sirius had wished Regulus was alive so they could speak one last time.

               Too bad Regulus was dead.

              “He said that I had to finish what he started.”

               Remus narrowed his eyes. 

               “Was he talking about…”

              Defeating You-Know-Who?

              Sirius shook his head immediately.

             “He probably was against Voldemort since he did try to leave the Death Eaters, but… there was something else. There is something else,” There has to be! I know it, I know there has to be. That determination in his voice, it was something personal. “He left because he started something and despite spending months rifling through his things and some folders I’ve gotten from the Ministry, I still haven’t found anything!”

             He was getting frustrated and he knew it. Frustrated and defeated. There was even a time where Sirius felt desperate enough to try to talk to his mother’s portrait… who reacted just as she always had, even when he did bring up Regulus. It was useless and he had to listen to her screams a few hours afterward… then the sobs... and finally her snoring…

             Sirius didn’t even notice Remus had gotten closer to him until he could feel the hand on his arm move to his shoulder. Blinking, the memories of the failed interrogation with his mother faded, and he focused on Remus in front of him.

             “Since Dumbledore didn’t give me anything, I’ve been doing that… And… And I keep on thinking that maybe it was something big, Moony. They had killed Regulus days after he defected. Days.”

             There was a soft sigh that came from Remus’s lips. “They had done that with anyone who tried to leave, you know that. Anyone who knew anything was killed the moment their loyalty was questionable.”

             Sirius shook his head, but Remus continued.

             “And the Death Eaters were everywhere, they were… they were in places we never could have guessed.”

             A name didn’t need to be said for both of the men to understand. Sirius let out a growl as he thought of the rat bastard who had- who done it all! James and Lily’s death made Sirius rot in Azkaban for years for a crime he never did!

             “You don’t need to bring that up, you and I both know that fact too well,” Sirius snapped as he stood up and began to pace, “if I knew where he was, I still would kill him.”

             “You don’t mean that,” Remus immediately said and then frowned, “who gave you the files? Are they on the Death Eater trials? The ones for the first war?”

             Sirius didn’t stop pacing; however, he began to slow.

             “Yeah, they are the testimonies from Death Eaters during the first war,” Sirius said, his mind starting to connect the pieces together, “they didn’t say anything big, but they never did.”

              A grin started to spread across Sirius’s face. He turned back toward Remus and the werewolf almost jumped at the sudden change.

             “They all said they were Imperioed, so they couldn’t know what was going on, and I can’t go back in time to get a confession out of them, but maybe- maybe I could get the information out of the current Death Eaters!”

             Sirius grabbed the shoulders of Remus and pulled him off the couch in his excitement. Not resisting, Remus was brought to his feet and watched Sirius intently.

             “And if Regulus did something big, something they didn’t want to happen again, maybe the Death Eaters now would know about it!”

 

               Bellatrix scrunched up her nose and she glared down the hallway, making the people passing her flinch and instantly move out of the way. Her long black robes hit annoyingly against her feet and her fists were clenched tightly enough that her nails dug into her palms, even as she held her wand.

               Annoyingly, this was becoming a common occurrence.

               It was hard, though! It was hard when the Dark Lord was so trusting, so-

               The Dark Lord was so knowledgeable, clever, cunning, and easily the best wizard the world had ever seen. He was meant to change the world for the better with his power, putting Pure-Bloods on top and those Mud-Bloods and Muggles underneath our feet, underneath our rule, where they belonged.

               But, Bellatrix, she only wanted what was best. And sometimes, in the great grand scheme of changing the world, there were threads that unraveled. At first it would be unnoticeable, a mere string or annoyance, teeny tiny little probably, but later it could cause the whole tapestry they were making to fall apart!

               The Dark Lord would tie most of them up, but there were a few he had missed. That was why he had entrusted followers to do those. That was why he had Bellatrix.

               One of those pesky threads was Severus Snape. Luckily, Bellatrix had done her best and put him away through an Unbreakable Vow she, erm, she encouraged. 

               That was a win for Bellatrix, however, there was another one she realized she would have to do on her own. 

               And that was Sirius Black.

               Not that her Bloodtraitor of a cousin was anything most Death Eaters couldn’t handle. No, amongst the mass of enemies, he was rather insignificant. Another meaningless soldier that can be taken out, just like he almost was last year.

               But that was the problem. How was he alive?

               I saw Sirius Black disappear! I saw him fall through the Veil!

               A Death Eater who didn’t get the memo Bellatrix was on a rampage didn’t move to the side, their nose in a map with crossed out buildings in Diagon Alley. Bellatrix pushed the Death Eater out of her way with a small flick of her wand.

               The poor man was flung to the side of the wall, hitting it with a large thump, and she continued as if nothing had happened.

               There was no way for Sirius Black to come back from the Veil. And if he did, there was something that the Dark Lord didn’t know.

               If he didn’t trust what I saw, I’ll see if everyone else saw it too.

               Dementors had already left Azkaban. The only people to guard the prison were some Aurors, which were now much busier with the rest of the Death Eaters' plans than to look after a prison. Soon, when she had others to tell her she was right, she’d let the Dark Lord know.

               Sirius Black falling through the Veil and a few weeks later emerging in the world unscathed wasn’t natural. Someone had done this. Someone they didn’t know about.

               And they only posed a threat to her master. 

               The only thing she needed now was a few others who would join her. Hopefully, some people who were adamant about proving their worth to the Dark Lord. 

               A small spread across Bellatrix’s face.

               And maybe after this strange wind in the sky was gone, she’ll have another wonderful chance to kill Sirius Black again.

 

             Will had been at Camp Half-Blood much longer than he had anticipated. It was November, already three months into Hogwarts’ school year, not three weeks like he had planned.

             There had been several reasons why his entrance to the wizarding school was postponed. First, there was his need to make sure the Infirmary was ready for his departure. There weren’t many demigods left at camp during the school year and the ones that were left weren’t exactly the think-first act-second type. Then there was making sure his replacement was ready as they were last year. Luckily, that only took a few days after a few hard lessons and nearly lighting the Infirmary on fire. 

             And right when he was getting ready to go, strange monsters began lingering near the borders.

             Will didn’t think much of them in the beginning. At first, the monsters were just something that the more aggressive campers dealt with quickly and or the monsters waited around the camp for another poor, unfortunate thing to come around. But then, there were more. There was less waiting around and more looking at the borders, shouting that there were even more here than a few days ago. 

             Lycanthropes came and waited outside. Giants too. It was just like when Gaea had begun to rise.

             Some of the campers were waiting for a prophecy to come about, for them to call upon a hero to arise and let the camp return to normal until the next prophecy, but- there was no prophecy. No sign of any glowing green light coming out of Rachel, no rhyming words, no nothing! But then again, she hadn’t been glowing for a while. It was like the time Apollo had become mortal, ugh, but that couldn’t have been happening again

             Though some people had begun to panic about what this meant. How were they supposed to handle this? What were they doing wrong? Should they ask Camp Jupiter for help?

             But, as Will began to see the events unfold at Camp and heard updates from Nico in England, something clicked.

             The prophecy they had been waiting for was already spoken but wasn’t theirs to complete.

             It must have had something to do with Nico’s quest. Will knew it, deep inside, and though he was excited to finally meet up with his boyfriend in person for months, he was also worried. Most quests don’t go as planned. The gods, pretty much all quests don’t go as planned.

             And in its current state, the quest was progressing much faster than anticipated, but not the way the demigods had wanted. Things were going downhill across the Atlantic Ocean and the resulting waves were traveling much further than anyone could have predicted.

             Will was just hoping it wouldn’t be too late.

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Chapter 14: It’s the Perfect Day for a Quidditch Game and Not Focusing on Real Life!

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               Nico found it hard to focus during the morning.

               Death had invaded his dreams once again. However, the god didn’t stick around for long. After a few unprompted moments of silence, Nico reassured Death he was planning on harassing Draco again, even if it did seem rather stupid since Nico didn’t think there was a reason to bother that specific Slytherin. Or rather, Nico said that to get under Death's metaphorical skin. 

               And with an indescribable reaction underneath their hood and no response back, the demigod woke up. 

               Nico told his friends as they walked to the Great Hall about Death’s incessant pestering. He was used to a dream with a God invading here or there, not practically every night.  Though the Slytherin girls were rather worried to hear that Death was bothering him so much, Nico could only groan and roll his eyes as he said it was nothing. If Death really wanted Nico dead, he wouldn't be there. And Nico wouldn't be able to carry out their request. 

               Sadly, he didn’t have too much time to explain why they shouldn’t worry too much as they made their way to the Great Hall. Other Slytherins walked and talked with excitement as they passed Nico, Pansy, Tracey, Daphne, and Millicent, green and silver paint on their faces, as well as pilings of green and silver clothes and accessories.

               Oh, right. There’s the Gryffindor and Slytherin Quidditch game today.

               That wasn’t the only strange thing about this morning either. When Nico woke up, Theodore was nowhere to be seen, his bed was already made up and one of his bags was gone. It was like he had left in the middle of the night to do a sudden study session.

               But, Theodore didn’t do that. He was a smart kid, so maybe he wanted to get to the Great Hall early... and work there?

               Of course, that hypothesis was proven wrong when Nico and his friends entered and Theodore wasn’t at the Slytherin table.

               Nico blinked and then his eyes moved across the Great Hall to Gryffindor's, seeing Harry, Melody, and the rest of his friends, the the Hufflepuffs with Marvus, laughing with his friends. The Great Hall was filled to the brim, conversations turning into shouts to talk over one another. And, above the students, a few professors sat and spoke with only Sinistra looked out to see if anyone was causing mischief. 

               And, right in the middle, was an empty Headmaster’s seat. 

               “Dumbledore wouldn’t miss a Quidditch game, would he?” Nico asked as he stared at the empty golden throne.

               Where is he? What is he doing outside of Hogwarts?

               Nico still didn’t know that answer from when he had spoken to Professor Snape. The Professor danced around that question rather expertly. 

               And Theodore and Dumbledore weren’t the only wizards missing. Amongst the excited Slytherins sitting down, Draco, Crabbe, and Goyle were gone too. That was to be expected, of course. Those three, including Blaise, were on the Quidditch team and if they were doing some weird ritual or warm up before the game that was up to them.

               It just… only made Nico’s little side quest more difficult if he was to bother Draco.

               An uncomfortable feeling blossomed in Nico’s stomach as he sat down. Death had wanted Nico to “finish” the quest. Kill Voldemort. To finally be done with it since the quest was lasting far longer than a year. It was too long. But, hey, wasn’t this something Nico signed up for?

               Find one last Horcrux. Destroy the Horcruxes. And make sure to talk to Draco.

               “Nope, he doesn’t normally miss a game,” Daphne answered, twirling her scarf around her neck and her eyes moved to Millicent, “Oh, do you want me to do any specific hairstyles or make-up for you? I’ve been wanting to try something-ah- maybe we can do a duo look!”

               There was excitement in Daphne’s eyes as she spoke and Millicent let out a small, guttural, yeah. Daphne practically lit up like a star, her attention to the other girls forgotten as she began to list what she had in mind. Something to do with sparkles and eyeshadow along with the paint. Millicent nodded, her expression barely changing, only a hint of her lips quirked upward.

               “Dumbledore likes Gryffindor too much to miss a game,” Tracey said plainly as she took a big gulp from her pumpkin juice.

               “Yep,” Pansy agreed. She moved her bag containing Pride and Prejudice and a dictionary behind her. “Are you going to join us to cheer Slytherin on?”

               Nico blinked at the offer. He had been planning on going to the Quidditch game, but… it always took so long to walk out to the field and it was never clear when the game was going to end. Last year some of them were three hours and others not even an hour. It might not be worth the walk or not worth the amount of time where he could be... could be doing something important.

               Stress weighed on the demigod’s shoulders, but he ignored it.

               “I’ll go,” Nico said with a frown.

               If Draco is on the team, then what’s the point of missing the game? This way, I can bother him when he comes out of the changing room or something.

               Pansy nodded and she looked down at her food.

               And I also need to talk to Pansy. Maybe while we walk to the field I could ask what's going on. Hm, I wonder how the view by the lake is right now… if we want, we can work there...

               “Then we should get some facepaint for you,” Pansy commented as she began to look around the table.

               What?

               “We haven’t done facepaint before,” Nico instantly said, frowning, “why are we going to do it now?”

               Pansy rolled her eyes before grabbing some of the sausages and depositing them on her plate.

               “We only have two more games of Slytherin and Gryffindor, including today,” Pansy shrugged, “might as well have some fun with it while it lasts.”

 

               Harry’s mind was filled with questions about The Tale of the Three Brothers and Marvolo’s ring. The urge to find Nico and ask the questions kept him lying awake longer than he had hoped. And if he wasn’t thinking about those questions, he was reminding himself to figure out when to speak Marvus as well. If the Hufflepuff did need help teaching people defensive spells, he was going to have to get there before Marvus started asking his own friends and possibly mucking it up.

               But, the moment Harry woke up whatever thoughts had plagued him the day before or even during the night vanished as he was briskly reminded that today was the match. The match everyone’s been waiting for: Slytherin vs. Gryffindor.

               And to think that Harry was annoyed about Angelina and Wood being so obsessed with the Quidditch games. Now all he could think was how he wasn’t as prepared or excited before.

               Harry was already going over in his mind a few of the plays he knew Slytherin had used before. Since the team hadn’t changed too much, he was already going over what he’d need to warn newer players to watch out for. Of course, Gryffindor had been learning Slytherin’s plays for the three weeks before today, but it wouldn’t be bad to have everyone fill out a small multiple-choice test to make sure they remembered what happened in each of them.

               Actually, that might be a bit too far.

               Might.

               “You’ll do fine, Ron,” Melody said, patting the wizard’s shoulder, though it looked more like she was punching him. The look on Ron’s face was turning from bad to worse.

               Harry blinked and remembered that he was in the Great Hall. A letter was beside him from Sirius and most of the breakfast he had piled onto his plate was already gone. Eaten. The only thing that came to mind was that the bacon did taste rather good today.

               I don’t have time to make a multiple-choice test even if I wanted to, Harry thought to himself, tossing that idea as he noticed Ron finally shooing Melody’s aggressive reassurance away from him.

               Ron shook his head at Melody’s words and still refused to look up at anyone at the table. Despite being at breakfast for more than twenty minutes he hadn’t touched any of the food in front of him, not even the few additional things Harry had put onto his plate for some strength.

               Hm. Ron does look a little… green.

               “I think I’m going to be sick,” Ron frowned, clutching his stomach.

               Oh, no. Harry wasn’t going to let this happen.

               “You need to eat something or you might faint on the field,” Harry instantly said.

               There. That will do it.

               Ron frowned and looked over at the food on his plate as if they were Bludgers. 

               “You’ll be fine, you made it through the tryouts, you can make it through this first game,” Hermione tried, smiling, “and if you are feeling bad you should eat a piece of bread. That will make your stomach less upset.”

               Those last words seemed to get through to him. Ron’s look over his plate began to change. And, with some reluctance, Ron took a piece of bread and started to gnaw on it.

 

               “I’m shocked we didn’t invite you in here more,” Pansy said to Nico as she looked about her dorm, going through a single desk. She was pulling out drawer after drawer, shaking her head and quickly closing it before she finally found what she was searching for.

               Her dorm looked like it did before: some areas were notably messier than others. Robes were thrown on the beds, rolled-up parchment were piled up in different corners, and hazardly opened ink bottles lined the desks. Then, in the other places, there were no clothes outside of trunks and the items on the desk were ordered neatly, with everything away except one parchment, quill, and ink bottle.

               In short, it was very easy to see there was one neat person, one extremely messy person, and two people in between. Of course, to which people these organization skills were assigned to, that was still undeterminable. 

               Nico shrugged.

               “You haven’t been into my dormitory,” Nico muttered as he watched Pansy stroll over with a small box in her hand.

               “Out of your roommates, who do you speak to the most?” Pansy asked as she gestured for him to sit down. 

               They settled down on the stone floor, which would have been cold if they weren’t wearing their long robes and shoes. Nico always wondered if the Slytherin dorms and common room were colder because of the lack of sun or since they were underneath a lake.

               Maybe I could ask Melody and Marvus about their common rooms and see if theirs is cold.

               “Theodore,” Nico answered, not really sure where she was going with this.  He watched Pansy pull out a paintbrush and four bottles of paint: white, black, green, and silver.

               “And you barely talk to Theodore,” Pansy said, “I don’t think I want to be present when one of your roommates comes in and we have to pretend they aren’t there.”

               Nico chuckled.

               “I don’t do that,” he said.

               “You don’t do anything in your room, that’s why,” Pansy answered with a smile as she uncapped the paints, and pulled out a glass. With a quick spell, the glass was filled with water. “If you were there, then you’d have to be awkward and pretend they aren’t there until either you or they leave.”

               I wouldn’t do that, they aren’t total strangers. And I’m not that unsociable!

               “You look like you don’t believe me. Why don’t you answer this: what are your roommate’s last names?”

               Nico knew he didn’t have to embarrass himself, so he blinked and said nothing, pretending that he didn’t hear her.

               Millicent and Daphne weren’t going to be gone for long. They had followed Tracey to the Art Club’s supplies closet to try to get some small brushes and glitter for face painting or… just make-up? Honestly, it wasn’t very clear. All Nico knew was that this was the perfect time to get Pansy alone and see what was making her act so weird lately.

               “So… when is the “later” going to happen?” Nico asked as Pansy began to mix up a darker shade of green.

               A look of confusion passed over her face.

               “The time where you tell me why you’ve been acting weird,” Nico explained and then his expression softened, “ever since you’ve started this year, you’ve been… I don’t know. Quieter.”

               It’s not that it doesn’t make sense! Having everything change, especially what’s changed for her, it’s… it’s not fun.

               “There’s no need to be worried, I can take care of things myself. I’ve always had to… And besides, it’s fine. I’ve got it,” Pansy answered.

               “Got what?”

               What are you going through? What’s happening?

               “I… I don’t want to, uh, push you or anything,” Nico started, stumbling slightly over his words, “I’m just worried. And I want to know if there is anything you want me to do.”

               Pansy narrowed her eyes at him before she sighed.

               “There is nothing for you to do, I’m… I’m still getting used to the idea that nothing feels the same anymore,” Pansy said slowly.

               Her paintbrush still felt weirdly cool on Nico’s warm cheek. 

               “I thought when I came back here, everything would be as it was at the end of last year. I mean, it was hard, last year, don’t get me wrong, but it was the best time I’ve ever had,” Pansy paused and her posture relaxed, “that was what I used to make the summer go by faster, how I could forget that I was in a different house, a different family, and… and ignore that everything had changed.”

               Pansy frowned as she painted another shape close to Nico’s nose. Her eyes were squinted in concentration. Her expression could almost fool Nico into thinking that they were talking about a regular topic, like how Aria decided to sing in the common room while everyone was studying or how her Prefect duties were going well despite Draco doing nothing.

               But, Nico knew better.

               This was something Nico thought about constantly during the summer. How could he not? So much of this change was because of him. Sure, Pansy chose to follow him when he tried to go after Voldemort, but… 

               It was because of him. 

               “Now that I’m at Hogwarts, it isn’t the same. Nothing is like last year or the year before it,” Pansy said slowly. 

               A sigh escaped her mouth as she turned back and dunked her paintbrush into the silver paint.

               “It’s okay, though. Change happens and… and without it I would be the same person I was before,” Pansy leaned in closer as she began to dot the silver on the other lines she made, “what about you? Dumbledore and Harry Potter finally know who you are, how is that?”

               Nico instantly frowned.

               She did tell me why she was acting weird… I should let the topic move on… Hmm… What has changed now that Harry, his friends, and the Order of the Phoenix know about demigods? Knows about me and the Jones twins?

               He thought about what would happen during the summer. He told Will his worries and fears of what could happen. How would they treat him differently, if not the same? Would the professors accidentally tell anyone? So random students could have suspicions? Gods, Nico was lucky most of the other Slytherins still liked him, for what reason he had no idea. Or maybe their indifference was just as pleasant as their liking. 

               And worse: what if the Ministry of Magic found out?

               But then again, he knew what happened to Umbridge. He knew what happened last year. After that, Nico would be surprised if anyone told the Ministry of Magic anything. 

               “Stop thinking with your face so much, I’m still painting,” Pansy scowled, though her eyes filled with glee at her words.

               Nico blinked.

               “What are you painting? A few stripes shouldn’t take this long,” Nico commented suspiciously, almost backing away from her hands.

               “A snake, what do you think? And you’re dodging the question.”

               Nico rolled his eyes.

               “It’s alright. It’s whatever. As you know, Dumbledore doesn't really tell me much and it’s like nothing happened. Maybe Professor Snape has let me do my thing more instead of warning me about everything. The main good thing coming out of it all is becoming friends with Harry. He’s pretty nice.”

               “You can be friends with him, but you can’t cheer for him today,” Tracey said, her arm filled with paints and glitter, and Millicent and Daphne right behind her, carrying… A whole bag? It clinked and clanked like there were at least twenty containers.

               Is that all make-up?

               Pansy leaned back with a stern expression.

               “You guys took so long, I’m nearly done with Nico’s look- and it’s detailed, see!”

               “Oh, wow!” Daphne exclaimed as she got closer to Nico, “You did a really good job!”

               “Why does the snake have a smile-y face?” Tracey asked, her eyes squinting in judgment, “And where’re the fangs?”

               “It was an artistic decision.”

 

               This day was a good day for the Quidditch teams.

               It was frosty underneath their feet, and the cool air welcomed them. It was the perfect temperature for the amount of equipment Quidditch players have to wear. There wouldn’t be any sun beating down on them, frying them up, making them sweat buckets.

               But this day was particularly good for the Gryffindor Quidditch team. In the changing room, Ginny came in with wonderful news.

               Vaisey, Slytherin’s best Chaser, was gone after a Bludger had left more than a mark on him during practice. And Malfoy was sick, so he was replaced with a lesser player as well. Not that Draco Malfoy was a particularly amazing Seeker or anything, but, it was nice knowing the replacing player hadn’t played a game yet.

               Though it was meant to make Harry happier, knowing Malfoy wasn’t playing, it confused him, taking him out of the Quidditch mindset.

               How could Malfoy be sick? He hasn’t done anything.

               Harry’s eyes narrowed at that new information. He remembered when Nico had asked him to find Malfoy on the Marauder's Map the other day. Now that Harry thought about it, he should have asked Nico why he wanted to know where Draco was.

               Malfoy had been strange this whole year. Unlike the normal, obnoxious, mean, prancing Malfoy that he had always been, insulting people for the fun of it, trying to get on Harry’s nerves every way he can, abusing the power of his prefect status because he could, he wasn’t doing any of that at all.

               Unlike all the other years before, Malfoy has kept to himself.

               Something’s wrong… How-how did I not notice this before?

               “Isn't that strange?” Harry whispered, his eyes taking their time leaving Ginny to see his friends’ reactions to the news.

               Melody had obvious suspicions at the new information the younger Weasley had given them.

               “It is,” Melody agreed.

               Ron merely blinked and stood, frozen with nerves. It was clear nothing was going in or out of his head.

               It isn’t time to think about Malfoy or what he might be doing- we’ve got a game to win. Maybe it will be a quick one.

               “Get ready,” Harry said, shaking Ron out of some self-deprecating thoughts, “we’re going out in five minutes.”

               Before Ron and Harry knew it those five minutes were over and he and the rest of the Gryffindor Quidditch team were walking out to a very, very loud crowd. The stadium was separated into two very distinct sections of Gryffindor and Slytherin, yet Harry could still hear Luna Lovegood’s lion topped hat roaring amongst the students.

               There was no way Hufflepuff and Ravenclaw were going to miss this game. Not when it was an excuse to get out of the castle, scream for hours, or to take notes on Slytherin and Gryffindor’s players and plays (okay, who was he kidding? Only the Ravenclaw students who were obsessed with stats were doing that. And maybe one or two Hufflepuff).

               “Captains, shake hands,” Madame Hooch said, nodding toward Harry and Slytherin’s new captain, Urquhart.

               The boy was about as tall as Harry, with straight blonde hair, and dark eyes. Urquhart’s mouth remained a thin line as he approached Harry and shook hands. Urquhart’s grip was strong, but… he surprisingly didn’t crush Harry’s hands. The Gryffindor blinked as they moved back, seeing a sort of reluctant respect in the Slytherin’s eyes.

               He’s… being nice? Is the Slytherin team actually being nice?

               Harry was still feeling shocked as they readied themselves on their brooms.

               Well, most of Slytherin has become… different, have they? I guess… I guess they have.

               That thought faded as Harry readied himself for the whistle and right when his feet left the frosted ground, he soared into the air, scanning for the Golden Snitch.

 

               “Ron Weasley is still the Keeper? Well… I guess that happens when you’re friends with the Captain.”

               Pansy groaned at the sassy voice.

               They had all gotten ready for an exciting game and this was who was announcing? Someone who obviously didn’t put that much enthusiasm into the game as they should. At least Jordan was exciting…

               Even if he was a Gryffindor in the worst ways.

               “Who let Zacharias Smith have the megaphone?” Pansy complained.

               Pansy had a stripe of silver paint across her face and her neck was covered with her Slytherin scarf. She scowled and next to her Tracey merely shrugged.

               Tracey had a lot more paint. Half of her face was covered in green and the other half was a painted snake. Daphne and Millicent were the only two that had “special” make up for the match instead of paint; silver and green eyeshadow, green lipstick, and black mascara.

               “No one else wanted to?” Tracey guessed.

               “He doesn’t describe well,” Millicent growled.

               “Here’s Urquhart's first attempt to shoot and- oh, shocker, he made it. That’s not surprising to anyone who knows Weasley’s skill, or rather, the lack of...”

               A loud commotion of cheers and boos arose simultaneously.

               Nico let out a sympathetic sign when he saw Ron Weasley had only barely missed the Quaffle. He looked down, clearly ashamed… and not at all getting back into the game with the rest of his team. Instead, he took the moment to pout at the posts. And, despite the green and silver slathered all over his face, Nico began to wish that Ron could lift up his head and do what he did last year.

               Come on, you are really letting him make you feel worse? You are better than this!

               A few sounds of people complaining alerted Nico to see a Slytherin moving through the benches a couple of rows above him. It took only a few seconds for Nico to recognize Theodore was the Slytherin shuffling through the people, muttering that they could either move their legs or watch him struggle over them.

               “Oh, Theodore’s finally here, good,” Pansy said, her body turned around just as Nico’s was, “I hoped he wouldn’t miss Blaise playing, then we’d have to hear Blaise complain about that for weeks.”

               “And it looks like Potter and Jones are yelling at Weasley, hopefully, it's to tell him to get better. Anyway, Zabini has the Quaffle, he’s going toward the Gryffindor goal posts during all of this- and- oh, and a Bludger came from Coote… toward Zabini. Wait. Melody isn’t invested in talking to Weasley anymore, she’s teaming up with Coote to take Zabini out.”

               The demigod looked back to see Melody and Coote at opposite ends, hitting the Bludger closer and closer to Blaise as he raced down the field. Crabbe and Goyle, Slytherin’s Beaters, were at the other end of the field, trying to take out one of the Gryffindor Chasers who had lagged behind and stayed near the Slytherin goal post.

               “They are passing the Bludger back and forth and Zabini is still making it through. Doesn’t matter, though,” Zacharias continued casually, “Zabini is getting closer and closer and… huh. The Weasley Keeper didn’t let that shot in. Well, he’s allowed to get lucky once in a while.”

               Nico narrowed his eyes, wondering if Crabbe and Goyle were trying to play a strategy or not. Were they playing defense with the Beater position or just trying to take out the Gryffindor team one by one? Luckily, the Gryffindor seemed to be doing rather well by herself, flying so she wasn’t getting clocked in the head. 

               And then something suddenly appeared in his mind.

               “Draco normally plays,” Nico suddenly said, looking over to Pansy beside him, “I don’t see him on the field.”

               “Yeah, Harper is playing Seeker instead,” Pansy replied, “you didn’t notice when they started?”

               “No?”

               When the Slytherin team came out they were a bunch of silver and green, was he supposed to notice the white-blonde head wasn’t among them?

               Welp, if he wanted to know, then he was supposed to notice.

               There was something else I assumed this morning.

               Nico looked across to the Headmaster and professors' own part of the stadium. There Dumbledore was sitting with Professor Sprout, Professor McGonagall, Professor Sinistra… everyone except for Professor Snape.

               So Dumbledore can be there, but now Snape is gone? As well as Draco? Where are they?

               His head tilted as he remembered how Professor Snape had always treated Draco… he wasn’t just a normal father figure and Draco wasn’t just a student. Not a surrogate father or son, no, Draco had too much pride in the Malfoy family and Professor Snape was too solitary and unattached, but…

               Whatever Draco is doing, Professor Snape probably knows it.

               “And look…,” the lack of excitement and contempt was almost palpable in Zacharaia’s voice, “Oh, Weasley got the ball again and is heading for the Slytherin posts. And of course, I mean Ginny Weasley, in case any of you can’t see clearly.”

 

               Harry was ready to smack Zacharias into next week.

               Sure, Ron wasn’t doing the best that he could do, but he was still doing fine! He was saving some goals and even if he wasn’t at his peak performance, the rest of the team was making it up for him! Melody and Coote played so well together, a Bludger seemed to be passed between them like a baseball, frazzling Slytherin's Chasers. Demelza, Ginny, and Katie played well with each other, all of them passing the Quaffle with such ease and quickness, it took a while for Slytherin to catch up or to know who had the Quaffle.

               Though he didn’t have the pride welling in his chest yet, the spirit inside of him grew. They were going to win, just as he had planned. It was happening.

               So, of course, that was when Harper slammed into his shoulder.

               Harry felt the instant pressure against his skin and his bone, his uniform scratching as it rubbed, and then, after the numbness, the soreness flowed in. Though Harry had gotten used to the brutality of the sport, he looked over in anger, knowing the hit was going to leave with a bruise.

               I bet a piece of his damn broom clipped me.

               “Your blood traitor pal is just as useless as he was last year,” Harper taunted.

               What? I thought Slytherin was finally laying off this whole stupid insult thing… It’s like he’s taking Draco’s place...

               Before Harry could say anything back, Harper shot off. The audience in the stands let out loud shouts about the illegal push. Madame Hooch just shook her head; no, nothing happened because she didn’t see it.

               Harry didn’t care about the lack of calls. Harry shot after Harper, both annoyed and confused.

               Why was he really replacing Malfoy? What was Malfoy doing instead of this game? He’s never missed one before this, what could he be doing that is so important?

               “Harper is shooting off somewhere- he’s seen something Harry hasn’t: the Snitch!”

               What?! No!

               With new vigor, Harry sped up. He couldn’t hear any more of what the crowd or commentary was saying; it was all drowned out as the wind whipped by him and his attention narrowed on the glint of golden Snitch that appeared.

               The Snitch that was so close to Harper.

               If he catches the Snitch, we’ll lose, Harry realized, we only have 60 points to their 30.  

               Even with the increase in speed, it was no use- Harper was getting closer and closer, his hand almost wrapping around the Snitch-

               “Watch out, Harry!”

               Like a knife, Melody’s loud words cut Harry’s tight concentration, and not just Harry’s. Harper turned just before Harry did, his eyes leaving the Snitch just as his index finger was about to touch it.

               Then the flying Bludger collided with the front part of Harper’s broom, knocking the Slytherin off course. Just as the sound of cracked wood entered Harry’s mind, surprise left his mind and he focused, determined to win. He flew continued through the air, not worried about the splinters hitting his Quidditch robes. It was impossible to let a few possible scratches bother him when he was so close, when his hand stretched out and-

               The Golden Snitch was in between his fingers!

               “Yes!” Harry exclaimed.

               Wait, Melody almost just hit me.

 

               “And… oh, Harry Potter wasn’t taken out by his own teammate and instead, caught the Snitch,” Zacharias said, clear dejectedness in his voice, “Great job, Gryffindor wins.”

               “I don’t know why he’s being so brass,” Daphne mumbled, “they’re Gryffindors, the most common stereotype of Gryffindors are people you don’t want to poke and prod unless you are ready for them to punch back.”

               Nico nodded.

               It was hard to come up with a real answer when he was still recovering from the mini heart attack Melody gave him from the stunt she pulled. How horrible would it have been to say that the quest failed because she wanted to win a Quidditch game and just accidentally killed the person they were trying to protect?

               And they were so high up… I wonder how far the protection spell for demigods goes… Oh, well, at least he’s safe… Aw, look at that, the whole Gryffindor team is hugging each other-

               The sound of a few shouts and wood shattering brought Nico to notice the announcer’s podium was gone and Ginny was fakely apologizing about how hard it was to stop as she joined her team back out into the field. Zacharias must have been under what was left of the podium pieces.

               That’s… hmmm. 

               “And wow, that revenger was faster than I thought,” Pansy said with a shrug, standing up, “so, does everyone want to do some homework?”

               “Yeah!” Daphne said, “That way tonight we can have a party or something!”

               “But we didn’t win,” Millicent frowned.

               “Gryffindor is going to do it, so we might as well. Besides, without Vaisey we were going to lose. No one can score without him,” Tracey added as they had begun to walk down, “And we might need to cheer up Blaise too.”

               The demigod followed closely behind his friends as they made their way down the stadium stairs, but his mind was elsewhere.

               If I can’t find Draco today, maybe I should talk to Professor Snape. Then, maybe I can understand what’s going on with him… well, with both of them.

               This quest was more annoying than Nico had thought. Nico assumed he’d understand what was going on when he and the Order of the Phoenix became allies, that he’d be able to get everything done quicker! He had most of the Horcruxes, why were they still perfectly fine? Why did Dumbledore not only want to hide things from Nico but from Harry too?

               A mixture of frustration and growing confusion began to fill Nico and his body continued to work on auto-pilot.

               He needed to do something… He didn’t want to have Death visiting his dreams anymore… and he was beginning to miss Hades.

               “Do you think I’d be able to catch Dumbledore on the way back to the castle?” Nico asked Tracey.

               The girl instantly shook her head.

               “No, Dumbledore moves too fast in between Quidditch games. The only place you’d really be able to find him is in his office,” Tracey answered casually.

               “What?”

               How can a man his age move faster than the students?

               Tracey shrugged as she tried to keep an eye on Millicent, Daphne, and Pansy ahead. Most of the Slytherins were leaving rather orderly as they went through the small stairs. Not too much shoving or pushing. What made it easier was that many Slytherins moved out of the way for Pansy, allowing her and the chain of them to walk easier. 

               Before Nico could wonder if it was her prefect status or something else for the behavior, Tracey leaned a little closer to him. 

               “Even if they say people can’t Apparate in Hogwarts unless they are taking Apparition lessons, I think Dumbledore can,” Tracey whispered.

               By now, their shoes were hitting the grass instead of wood. The sun had risen over the field, finally peeking through the clouds, so the frost on the ground mostly disappeared. What was left of the frozen dew sparkled near the patches students hadn’t walked on yet or hiding in the shade.

               “That doesn’t surprise me,” Nico mumbled.

               Dumbledore always had to do something that made Nico’s life difficult, didn’t he? Even when they were supposed to be working together.

               They finally moved away from the sea of other students and Nico felt himself hang back in his group. The pit of his stomach could no longer be ignored as the excitement of the Quidditch game disappeared.

               He couldn’t ignore Death’s bothersomes.

               “I don’t think I’ll be able to do homework with you all yet,” Nico suddenly said.

               “What, really?” Daphne whined, frowning.

               By now they had all focused on Nico, slowing down as they let him catch up. Finally, they were in Hogwarts castle. It was strange being surrounded by so many people and then suddenly no one. Most of the people who had rushed home from the Quidditch game were already preparing for parties, one way or another.

               It left the hallways strangely empty. 

               “Do you have to do quest things?” Tracey asked.

               Nico nodded as he stopped. There was no need to go to the other side of Hogwarts when he was going to try to find Draco… Draco or Professor Snape, whoever he found first. 

               “I can help,” Pansy said.

               What?

               The shock on the other girls’ faces was shown clearly. Nico had noticed the unspoken rule between all of them to let Nico try his demigod things by himself until he asked for help. After all, they had already seen what happened when they walked into something that was much bigger than they had thought.

               And to think that Pansy wanted to do that again.

               “I’ll come with,” Pansy decided, “I don’t have much homework. We’ll see the rest of you all in a few hours.”

 

               The changing room was still filled with excitement as everyone was leaving the Quidditch Stadium. The news that Seamus was going to hold a party in the Gryffindor common room was swiftly and quietly being told throughout the rest of the Gryffindors walking away and the Quidditch players inside.

               “Come on, Ron, we’ll be the last people to leave if you don’t put on your shoes faster,” Harry said.

               Ron was rather slow. And he had been since the game had ended. He barely walked when he was making his way to the changing room. His head was hung, and he moved sluggishly while taking off his gloves and untying his boots, even moving like a snail getting into the showers!

               And yep, they were the last people in the changing rooms. Melody had finally left after giving Harry and Ron a small glance, saying that she was going to go find Hermione.

               “I didn’t play that well,” Ron mumbled.

               “What?”

               That shook Harry out of his excited stupor. He stopped, frowning slightly as he moved closer to Ron.

               “I didn’t play well,” Ron repeated, his harsh words echoing in the empty room, “you should have Cormac McLaggen take my place in practice, in games, in everything. He’s pretty good.”

               “You didn’t play bad,” Harry said, frowning.

               “Yes, I did,” Ron retorted, looking up. His eyes were narrowed in anger, “I was easily the worst one out there!”

               Harry didn’t respond. Ron wasn’t the best one out there, that was for sure and his performance… Well, it was better during the tryouts. And everyone else was playing rather well, better than Harry had ever seen them play before.

               Harry knew he couldn’t bring himself to say Ron was the worst one out there about that because no matter what he said, Ron would feel just as terrible… 

               But, he’s good. I know he is. If he could just believe in himself, then he would be better!

               “Even if you were, it doesn’t matter, you’re still going to celebrate with us,” Harry said, scowling, “because it was a team win. Without you, we wouldn’t have been able to play against Slytherin.”

               That didn’t help anything. Ron didn’t finish putting on anything, he scowled and swung his bag over his shoulder.

               “I’m resigning as Keeper, you might as well-”

               “No, you’re not!” Harry said, moving in front of him.

               What is wrong with him? Why does he always have to make it so hard?

               “You’re staying on the team because you are the best Keeper for Gryffindor!” Harry said, frowning, “I didn’t let you on the team because you’re my friend, I did it because you are good! You are better! You just have to believe it! Maybe then you wouldn't sabotage yourself!”

               Ron stared at Harry, still frowning. And then, without a word, Harry stormed out.

 

               Zacharias Smith wasn’t very happy to be in the Hospital Wing. There was nothing to do as he sat in the bed and nothing to distract him from the pain. There were a few other students in there, mostly for stupid things they had done like trying to make up a spell or when a prank had backfired on them. 

               But, he wasn’t there because of any stupid thing he did.

               His fist clenched as he remembered. He didn’t bother to hide the scowl as he thought of Ginny Weasley purposely running into him.

               If she didn’t like his commentary, then she should get someone else to volunteer! Get someone else the professors thought were good enough!

               Sprout thought I would do fine enough.

               “So, how does everything feel?”

               Zacharias’s eyes snapped up to Marvus startling him out of the rage inside his head..

               How did I not hear him walk in? He has a metal leg!

               After getting over the moment of surprise, he composed himself. Zacharias tilted his head upward as he looked at the other Hufflepuff.

               “Terrible,” Zacharias spouted, “what are you doing here? Trying to bother me when I can’t walk away from you? Is this going to be last year all over again?”

               He didn’t want to deal with that. Plus, there was no point, no one was tiptoeing around the topic of Cedric Diggory. This year had started and… it wasn’t like last year. There wasn’t as much pain for the rest of the Hufflepuffs.

               Zacharias's stomach started squirming and he frowned at the new uncomfortableness.

               “No,” Marvus answered simply with a smile, “Since I’m one of the other older Quidditch players, I said I’d come to check up on you. Make sure you can go to practice or play or whatever.”

               Marvus walked around the bed and frowned as he started to scan Zacharias.

               “I’d say you don’t look so good, but even if you have a scratch on the arm, Madame Pomfrey makes you lay in a bed.”

               “I’m fine,” Zacharias quipped.

               “Is he?” Marvus ask someone across from him. 

               Zacharias nearly jumped when he realized Madame Pomfrey was walking up to the bed as well. His eyes narrowed as the witch came closer, looking over him for a short while before glancing up.

               “He is well enough for visitors, though it would have been better for you to have let me know,” Madame Pomfrey answered with a frown, “I’d rather my patients not be distressed, it doesn’t help with the healing.”

               Marvus smiled.

               “Well, good thing he likes my company.”

               Zacharias narrowed his eyes but didn’t say anything.

               “Good, I’ll leave you two to it,” she said, already turning around, “and don’t stay here longer than thirty minutes.”

               “Wait, you’re going to leave me with him?” Zacharias said, now suddenly wanting to get out of the comfortable bed.

               “Yes, since you enjoy his company,” Madame Pomfrey answered as she started to walk away, “I have to check with Professor Dumbledore about my apprentice. He was supposed to show up earlier today. I wonder if the new Floo Network rules have him stuck.”

Notes:

Ah! What did you all think? I, for one, am wondering what Madame Pomfrey meant about assistant, ahah. Hahah. You'll all see. and know. You guys probably know what I'm talking about.
And more characters! Realizing things! Quidditch! Fun stuff!
And I know what it's like to play a very brutal sport because lacrosse is... Wow :) you get bruises! Its' still fun tho! Even if all sports are cancelled! And I'm at home and haven't done anything crazy except for a 5k, which was awful after a month of no physical activity.

But, also... What I really want to know is what you guys think of Ron? I actually love him to death, but... He's always been so insecure :( Since there was no luck juice, he's... not having a good time
What is one thing you guys want to see with Ron? Other than having his arch? I know I'm going to add more to it, but I wanna see what you guys think...

I'll hopefully see you all in two weeks. I hope you all are healthy, both physically and mentally! And if you aren't, remember, we can get through this!

Chapter 15: All I Can Say Is… Soon.

Notes:

It has been a while folks! Yes, online school was... oh goodness. Never again! Horrible! Had to finish so many projects! Ah, glad that's all done. But, here is a chapter finally!
This one isn't really that action or plot filled, but it is a lot of building... Building up for the story :) yes, it is going somewhere! In truth, I am somehow not the happiest with the chapter, but it will do its job! And allow me to write more!

And thank you all for all the comments! And Kudos! I really do read them! More than once! And love them. It's been a little rough lately. Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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               Melody was accosted by congratulations shouted by the few Gryffindors who hung back after the game and in the stands. And since Hermione was walking back to Hogwarts with her, she was taking in the yelling and extra attention well. Hermione didn’t mind too much, not since she had grown rather accustomed to all sorts of attention as a Muggleborn and as one of Harry Potter’s best friends. Even if there were a few Gryffindors who found it hard to understand those loud congratulations wasn’t good to the ear when they were a half-meter away.

               Melody, on the other hand, didn’t seem to fare as well, even with the little things. There was some awkwardness in her answers and other times, where she wasn’t sure how to respond to people’s comments, she… didn’t. Luckily, most of the people were too excited about the party in the common room to be bothered if she said “you’re welcome” when they said she did a great job as a Beater. 

               Despite all of that, there were some people who actually knew Melody and Hermione and didn’t want to just scream compliments and leave. 

               “You’re like your brother with the Beater Bat, rather fast and quick with targets! Why didn’t you play last year?” Dean had asked as he bounded up the grounds, suddenly more talkative than when Ginny had walked up the hill.

               “Oh, uh,” Melody glanced over to Hermione, but then after realizing she had to answer the question, she focused on Dean, “I was in a new place with new expectations! You know, I, uh, wasn’t sure if I would be able to handle the load.”

               Hermione blinked.

               That’s… that’s probably close to the truth.

               “I guess that’s fair,” Dean nodded, though his face showed that if it were him, he would have signed up for Quidditch anyway.

               Then again, he assumed that Melody was talking about workload, getting to know the professors and classmates, as well as catching up and becoming used to the different curriculum. Not the fact that she was a demigod on a quest to help the Boy Who Lived to kill He Who Must Not Be Named.

               “See you two later!” Dean called and he disappeared inside the castle.

               Melody’s eyebrow knitted together and glanced back toward the Quidditch field, muttering underneath her breath questioning why Ron and Harry were taking so long. When Hermione was sure Dean disappeared into the castle, she turned toward her friend.

               “Was that true?” Hermione asked.

               A flash of confusion swept over Melody’s face before she realized what Hermione was asking. Melody shrugged. Finally, they too waked onto stone, nearly at the castle doors.

               “Yeah, didn’t want to try out last year. I didn’t know what Harry did or not… do?” Melody shook her head at her bad wording, “Just didn’t want to bother if he got cut or something happened. And it didn’t really seem feasible at first.”

               “Feasible?”

               Though Hermione thought Harry and Ron didn’t spend enough time on their academics, they still had fine enough grades. Well, mostly Harry. Ron always did his essays and his assignments at the last minute after wasting his homework time playing games like Wizard Chess or other sorts. However, Harry and Ron could always balance Quidditch, school, and the shenanigans they had gotten themselves into each year. A small frown found itself on Hermione’s face as they both set foot into the castle.

               It was almost eerie how empty it was, all the students off going to or making their own parties. It was strange, and to think they were surrounded by students less than an hour ago!

               “This is an important quest, Hermione,” Melody started, her tone more serious than before. Her voice carried much farther in the empty hallway than when it was filled with people and just as Melody noticed, her voice became lower and she moved closer to Hermione.  “And… and my first one. Quest, that is. I couldn’t do anything that would potentially take my mind away from it.”

               Hermione found herself almost confused that Melody was so serious.

               “Surely, it can’t be-” that important. Hermione stopped herself from finishing.

               But, it was, wasn’t it? This is the mission to make sure Harry kills You Know Who, to make sure that he stays dead this time. It’s just… she’s so young. We’re so young.

               “Is that Ron?” Melody suddenly asked.

               Pushing away that small, grim thought, Hermione noticed Melody wasn’t forward anymore.

               Melody’s head was turned so much that she was nearly walking backward. Naturally, Hermione stopped, not wanting to accidentally trip over something, and looked back towards the entrance to the castle. 

               Hermione had been wanting to congratulate Ron ever since she had seen him save his first goal that game. He didn’t save too many, but the few he did were brilliant! She could already recall one perfectly in her mind, the Quaffle right at his fingertips, his body stretched out to the limit while still balancing on his broom, and somehow he still stopped it. It was amazing.

               It wasn’t hard to notice Ron’s red hair first, even if he was at least twenty meters away. Ron was walking rather fast, his robes blowing in the wind before he finally set his feet into the castle. The only reason he hadn’t noticed Hermione and Melody was that his face was down, his attention on the floor and his feet.

               “Does he look upset to you?” Melody asked, jerking Hermione out of her thoughts, “I thought he’d feel better since we won.”

               That definitely wasn’t the case. Ron looked more upset than he was during the game. Hermione felt some of her excitable energy escape her and she moved forward.

               “Ron!”

               Ron immediately jumped, his head up, and his eyes staring right at them, surprised.

               Why is he just looking at us like that? Why isn’t he walking over?

               And just as Hermione was about to call out again, Ron dashed into another hallway. Her eyes widened and any and all happiness she had left on her face and in her chest was gone. Immediately Hermione took a step.

               Why is he running away like that?

               “Wait,” Melody said and grabbed Hermione’s arm, “maybe he needs time to cool down. If he’s even worse than the game, I don’t think talking will help. I mean, we did try to talk to him during that and it wasn’t… helping.”

               Hermione pursed her lips. She wanted to say that Melody was wrong and that maybe she and Harry just said the wrong word, but… Hermione had seen him like this before. When she was so angry at him for accusing Crookshanks of eating Scabbers or when Harry was picked for the Triwizard tournament. Hermione let out a very reluctant and angry sigh.

               “We’ll see him at the party,” Melody said, guiding Hermione back to their original destination. Hermione let Melody pull her along, wishing that what Melody said would be right.

 

               “I can’t believe Death is bothering you about Draco,” Pansy muttered to Nico with an eye roll, “why would they be interested in him anyway? Out of all the Slytherins they could be...”

               The two Slytherins had been walking toward the hallway Nico had caught Draco in before. This was also the same hallway where Nico had found that strange room filled with broken things and a Horcrux. Melody and Marvus had said this was where the Room of Requirement resided as well, whatever that was…

               That hallway seems to be the place to be.

               “Nico,” Pansy said after he had been too quiet for too long. She looked at him pointedly until he exhaled and remembered her question. 

               The demigod shrugged.

               “The gods do whatever they want,” Nico said casually, “it doesn’t really matter and it might not have any rhyme or reason… at least, for a while. They don’t really tell anyone what’s going on, even to the other gods.”

               They do this all the time anyway.

               The hallways were somewhat empty as they walked, only a few people strolling by with friends or alone. Most didn’t even look their way, too busy in their conversation about Quidditch or the parties they were going to.

               Pansy let out an annoyed huff.

               Nico knew Pansy was mad. About what? Probably still Draco. There were many things to still be angry about after all Draco had done. Or, rather, what he had not done, in most of her cases. When they were friends, when Pansy followed him for so long, when she did whatever to keep Draco close to her. And then there was this year. The fact that Draco didn’t do any prefect duties and Professor Snape was allowing it?

               Oh.

               “I was thinking during the Quidditch game that maybe Professor Snape knows what Draco might be doing,” Nico spouted.

               That took Pansy out of her warpath. Her eyes widened and her pacing slowed. It didn’t matter too much now, they were rather close, in less than a minute they were going to be in that specific seventh-floor hallway. 

               “You’re probably right about that,” Pansy abruptly groaned, “so, that’s why he’s letting Draco get away with doing absolutely nothing.

               Nico nodded and when they turned the corner they found only one other person in the hallway. It wasn’t Draco, but another Slytherin. She looked young, rather small and her Slytherin robes hung off of her small frame, making her look even more like a small plush toy. The small Slytherin girl stood there, uncomfortably looking about, with a few weights in her hands.

               Why is she holding weights that we use in Potions?

               Right as she saw them the weights fell from her hands and landed on the marble floor with a horrible sound.

               “She’s so clumsy,” Pansy remarked, blinking at the girl. Nico didn’t respond to the comment as he walked toward the younger Slytherin.

               The poor Slytherin girl appeared to be even more nervous. Right as she saw Nico walking toward her she dropped to her knees, trying to collect the weights as best as she could. It was nearly impossible though since there were at least six, and every time she would bend down to collect the last one, a few more would drop onto the floor once again.

               Pansy narrowed her eyes at the young Slytherin, “Why does she have so many weights? What are they for?”

               When Nico made it clear he wasn’t going to answer her, Pansy let out a groan of annoyance. No, instead of answering her, he was already close enough to the little girl that he was picking up the last weight.

               “Sorry, that we startled you,” Nico said and he held out the weight, adding it to her armful.

               It was like the girl's mind stopped working: her small light eyes became blank and her expression stilled. Nico glanced at Pansy with mild confusion. He’d only seen a few people be able to pull off such a mindless look before, the two goons that always followed Draco around… 

               Thankfully, just as Nico was going to say something, she returned to life, blinking at him, and then she smiled.

               Oh… okay.

               “Where are you going with those weights?” Pansy asked, frowning as she sized up the poor girl.

               Of course, that made the girl even more nervous. Her fingers shook and she couldn’t look Pansy in the eye.

               “I’m... I’m waiting for a friend,” she answered.

               That didn’t really answer Pansy’s question.

               Pansy didn’t like the reply either. She squinted suspiciously down at the other girl, the downturn of her lips more apparent and disapproving than ever.

               “He- I- I mean, she! She’s coming. To meet me. She’ll be here soon,” the girl said quickly, smiling before she looked back down at the floor.

               “Okay… don’t be out after curfew,” Pansy scowled and with that, she began walking further into the hallway.

               Nico gave the small Slytherin a smile of an apology before rushing next to her.

               “What was that?” Nico asked, “You were… I don’t know, making that a lot weirder than it should have been.”

               There was a look of regret across Pansy’s face before she shook her head.

               “Do you really believe what she said?” Pansy whispered, walking closer to Nico. “What could a first year possibly be doing waiting for a friend with weights? And right after a Quidditch game when she could be hanging out with her friends at a party? Or make one of their own?”

               O… oh. 

               The demigod looked back to see the young Slytherin girl once more. She was waiting, just as she said she was doing, yet she was blatantly staring at them as they walked down the hallway. When she realized she had been caught, her head whipped back around. 

               “How do you know she’s in her first year?” Nico asked.

               “One of my prefect duties is making sure first years survive and do fine here,” Pansy answered, “I don’t know her name, but I do recognize her face.”

               Pansy shrugged and Nico nodded absentmindedly, his thoughts elsewhere.

               Draco isn’t here… should we keep on walking around here? To see if we still run into him? Ugh… I guess I’ll just figure it out.

               And they continued down the hallway.

 

               Whatever sassiness that was in Marvus’s expressions was gone the moment Madame Pomfrey let that sentence about her apprentice out of her mouth. Instead, he had become serious, even more so than when Zacharias had seen during games.

               “What is it?” Zacharias asked, frowning as he stared up at his fellow Hufflepuff.

               What could possibly make Marvus react like that?

               “You’ll see,” Marvus answered, his eyes not moving from the door Madame Pomfrey had used mere moments ago.

               “What?” Zacharias said, scowling. Right when things got entertaining he had to leave? “You don’t even know if I’m good enough for practice, you can’t just leave yet!”

               But Marvus was already moving away from Zacharias’s bed. Zacharias let out a grunt as he moved, trying his best to slide his legs out from underneath the blankets. The few bruises he had shot up pain across his leg and quickly his method switched as he struggled to unwrap himself from the annoying, trapping cloth.

               Maybe Madame Pomfrey does this whole wrapping thing on purpose, Merlin, I’ve seen her how she always does this stupid stuff to make sure patients stay in bed-

               And that was the time Marvus stopped. Zacharias did enough wincing and struggling against the monster blanket to get some of his injured neighbors to wonder what was going on. 

               “Whoa, what are you doing?” Marvus asked.

               Now he decides to pay attention?

               “I’m done laying here and being bored,” Zacharias declared, finally unwrapping the death blanket, “and who’s the new apprentice? You seem to know him since you’re getting all upset and worried that he isn’t here.”

               Madame Pomfrey would kill me if she knew I was getting out. This… doesn’t seem to be worth the risk.

               At that thought, Zacharias didn’t slip out of bed. He stared, his mood becoming more irritated as he mulled over that fact. 

               It definitely wasn’t worth the risk since his legs and arms were already hurting with the movement. He didn’t break anything, thankfully, but there were bruises and a lot of them. Some splinters here and there as well, which were already healed up. And, after a few more hours with Madame Pomfrey’s potion in his system, he would feel as good as new.

               But, only in a few more hours.

               I’m stuck here until then, Zacharias thought as he laid back down, letting it cushion his sore and bruised arms.

               “You’ve met him already,” Marvus said with a cheeky smile, “just don’t say anything, please? And if you do, I might have to admit I did something that’s not allowed and I’m a good noodle.”

               Zacharias gave Marvus a suspicious frown as he watched the Hufflepuff leave. He already met the apprentice? How would he already know who it was? Was there a wizard that Marvus introduced to him while at Hogwarts?

               “And that’s good you aren’t actually getting out of bed, I need you to get better! I don’t want to have Tom replace you! He’s still having trouble with all the plays,” Marvus called, and then he was gone.

               

               “My name is what it says on my identification,” Will said, looking up at the wizard across from the desk, “Will Solace.”

               It had taken a while to be let through one of the large fireplaces in MACUSA. The security and Floo Network regulations had taken more than a few hours to review his background and for his bag to be checked, and that didn’t include the reminders of following foreign and homeland laws if he had wanted to return to the United States at all. It was probably one of the most stressful times of his life; luckily, Will was warned beforehand.

               Dakota’s cousin, Jazmyn, walked with him through the whole process, as well as the building itself. It was both wonderful, beautiful, and… terrifying. The inside was reminiscent of most old buildings in America, white-pillared walls, golden statues of eagles, and a large clock was settled in the middle, the colors fading with age. Will was the only one who appeared to look at the clock with awe and then his mind worked, reading the words.

               It looked like a clock that measured if people knew about the wizarding activity.

               The hand was ticking between Moderate Threat and High Alert. Not very surprising, Will had thought when he walked by. Things weren’t just changing back at Camp Half-Blood.

               Those hours back in the United States seemed much farther from Will now that he was alone and in England. Britain. The United Kingdom? Gods, he didn’t know the difference. All he knew was that he was across the ocean and in front of a very tired looking woman, who was going over the identification papers Dakota had procured with Jazmyn a few days ago.

               He was glad he insisted on such identification papers. He never expected the Floo Powder to not work when he tried it. Apparently, if someone didn’t have their wand on them, the Floo Network wasn’t supposed to send them through anymore.

               And from the way the people acted, it sounded like this fact was rather new. Too bad the wizards and witches who had to help him throughout the day were in too much of a sour mood to understand Will’s confusion and ignorance of the new rules. 

               “Why have you decided to come to the UK?” she asked lamely.

               Will blinked and shifted in his seat. He was wearing some robes he had taken home: the long and light blue one. A few more were in his suitcase and he was already beginning to wonder if he’d ever get used to wearing them.

               The robes were no doctor's coat and flip flops.

               “I have an apprenticeship at Hogwarts.”

               It’s a fun time answering the same questions over and over again.

               The woman looked over her glasses.

               “Really? What are you going to do there as a squib?” She said and before Will could answer or appear offended, she was already stamping something on his passport, “Why now?”

               Will frowned, “The apprenticeship wasn’t offered until now.”

               There was some disbelief on her face. She looked back at the pieces of parchment in her hands and finished going through the forms. Will wouldn’t have been so worried if her expression had stayed the same. Instead, she was starting to get visibly tense, her lip pursed in a thin line, and her eye squinting in concentration.

               “You’re sixteen?” she asked.

               Will nodded.

               “This changes things,” she muttered as she folded the parchment in her hand into a neat paper airplane. She stood up briskly, waved her wand, and the paper airplane took to the air.

               Before Will could catch himself, he was already gawking at the interesting use of magic. Luckily, she didn’t notice. Not luckily, it was because she was already hurrying away from her desk and toward another part of the Ministry. 

               “There are new regulations because of recent events,” she started, and Will jogged to keep up with her, “And not just ones with the Floo Network. Since you are not yet seventeen you cannot leave the Ministry alone… combined with the fact that you are a Squib traveling through magical means, the person who comes here for you must be magical… and be able to cast spells and such, not just in… whatever, you know what I mean.”

               O...kay.

               Nico was telling the truth when he spoke of how the magical community had changed since the rise of Voldemort. It wasn’t hard to understand. When someone had the equivalent of Hitler rising from the ashes, not only showing his faces, but murdering, kidnapping, and causing mass destruction for everyone to see?

               Voldemort had the confidence of someone who could do these things and get away with them. So far no one had proved him wrong.

               And some of his “reasons” for rising to power might become more popular.

               Maybe doing this was a bad idea… Oh, well, too late now.

               “Do you have someone coming?”

               “I…” Will laughed nervously before he shook his head, “No. Not really. I don’t think they even know I’m here.”

               Maybe I should have told Nico and forget trying to surprise him. But, then again, how was I supposed to know this would happen? I can’t really send an owl and wait for a response…  Iris Message? Ugh, Nico had important things he had to do, and getting caught by other people would not be good for the quest.

               “Well,” the woman shrugged, “that’s alright if they aren’t here yet. We have more questions for you to answer.”

               “What?”

               More questions? I’ve spent at least twenty minutes going over what it said on the papers. What more could they ask?

 

               When Harry arrived at the Gryffindor party, he wasn’t feeling the celebration. His mood hadn’t improved since screaming at Ron and seeing the Creevy brothers bother him, random girls trying to flirt and giggle around him, and Romilda Vane trying to suggest he take her to Slughorn’s Christmas party didn’t put him into an any better mood.

               Harry couldn’t think of what to do with Ron and now… Ron might only be worse.

               Weaving in and out of people, trying to keep his eye out for a specific red or brown hair, he didn’t see Ginny until he ran into her. She balanced herself rather quickly, her hand covering Arnold the Pygmy Puff to make sure he didn’t fall off her shoulder, and Crookshanks by her heels let out an annoyed hiss when she nearly stepped on his tail.

               “Oh, sorry,” Harry apologized, feeling his cheeks burn at his own stupidity.

               “It’s fine,” Ginny laughed, and then she frowned, “who are you looking for?”

               “Ron.”

               His tone came out more angry than he had meant. But Ginny didn’t seem to be bothered, instead, she shrugged.

               “I haven’t seen him either, probably still moping about how he played,” Ginny said simply, then she paused. “You don’t have to feel bad. Ron has always done this, you know that by now. In a few days, he’ll feel alright again.”

               Harry didn’t like waiting. He wanted his friend back. He wanted Ron smiling and making jokes with Hermione and even… even with Melody. He didn’t like Ron being upset, even if it was over stupid things like not playing well “enough” during a Quidditch match.

               And if Ron kept this up, their friendship wouldn’t be the only thing he would worry about. He’d have to worry about staying on the Gryffindor Quidditch team.

               I’m not going to let him quit, no matter how much he tries… Besides, McLaggon is a piece of work. There is no way I’m going to let him on the team.

               Harry’s gaze turned downward in disappointment.

               “You played well today,” Ginny said, patting his arm.

               Instantly Harry could feel his stomach moving and twisting with nervousness and just as his heart started to beat faster, she was gone. Harry looked into the crowd after her, watching as Crookshanks still followed close to her heels, watching Arnold on her shoulder with delight.

               With a small sigh, he moved and finally found Hermione and Melody. The two girls appear to be just as happy as he was. Well, Hermione was. Melody was still entranced by the number of people laughing and drinking Fire Whiskey and Butterbeer that, instead of a frown on her face, there was still a smile and curiosity.

               “So, Ron hasn’t come back, has he?” Harry asked as he approached them.

               “No,” Hermione snapped, “he hasn’t. And why does everyone ask me where he is? I don’t have a spell to tell me where he is all the time.”

               Harry scowled and Melody let out a loud, shrill whine. Melody probably has gotten to her limit, dealing with Hermione’s sudden snaps.

               “You don’t, but Harry does. Come on, you guys have the Marauder's Map, you can find him,” Melody said, frowning, then she muttered under her breath about how Ron was definitely sulking over a Quidditch game for far too long.

               “There’s no point when he doesn’t want to be found,” Harry instantly answered.

               Ginny was right. I do know how this goes, if the fourth year taught me anything is that when he got like this, he needed to cool off. And… there’s nothing else for me to say. Nothing else for me to do.

 

               “We’ve been walking around the seventh floor for at least an hour now,” Pansy complained, throwing her hand down, “What about that map you’ve spoken about? The one that Harry has?”

               Nico shook his head.

               “He’s probably in the Gryffindor common room celebrating his win and you know how we can’t get in there. Passwords and secret passageways and all that.”

               It was getting late. Soon, it would go beyond curfew and they won’t be able to walk around without a good reason. Or, at least Nico wouldn’t be able to. He wasn’t quite sure if the prefects were supposed to follow the same rules or be one of the few students allowed to catch others sneaking around.

               I’ll probably have Death bother me later tonight… since nothing quest worthy happened today. That thought left a frustrating feeling in his stomach.

               He hadn’t spoken to Harry either. He knew by now Harry was probably wondering what the story, Tale of the Three Brothers, meant. How the ring was important. Ugh, Nico could still hear what Dumbledore had to say about that, like a record playing over and over in his mind.

               Because then Harry will want to use the Resurrection Stone. He’s… he’s not ready yet.

               Still, Nico couldn’t find it in himself to regret what he had done. No, he didn’t. The only thing he felt sorrow for was the realization he probably wouldn't be working with Dumbledore like he had done with other allies before… Especially since Dumbledore kept such important secrets. And connections.

               Pansy frowned.

               “Gryffindor did play rather well today,” she muttered. 

               There was more silence as they walked together. It was a comfortable silence, one that started to make Nico’s eyes droop and wonder when he should try to get some sleep…

               “Miss Parkinson and Mr. di Angelo.”

               Pansy jumped at the familiar voice and even Nico felt surprise well up in him.

               At least I found one of the people I was looking for, Nico thought as they both turned to see Professor Snape walking toward them. He appeared to be in as good of a mood as he normally was when Harry Potter was around.

               In short, not a good mood.

               “What are you two roaming about for?” Professor Snape asked, looking between them with a less repulsed look as he recognized them. Nico could tell there was some happiness in seeing the random two students being them.

               “Looking for someone,” Nico answered, “but we were thinking of going back to the Slytherin common room, our friends are waiting there for us.”

               Professor Snape raised an eyebrow with curiosity and in a moment his expression became neutral.

               “I’m afraid you’ll have to delay your arrival. Mr. Di Angelo, Dumbledore has requested your presence in his office.”

               What?

               Nico didn’t hide his surprise.

               Dumbledore is… is cooperating? Well, not really cooperating, more of not treating me like the rest of the students going here… Or is he? Why does he want to see me in his office?

               “I suggest you, Miss Parkinson, make your way back and inform Miss Davis, Miss Bulstrode, and Miss Greengrass of the changed plans.”

               But why would Dumbledore want to talk to me now? He doesn’t like to share new information... And there is no reason to talk to one student about something that concerns the whole school. So, this must be about the quest… and it could be bad.

               Nico’s eyes widened as he tried to not let his imagination run wild. He looked over to Pansy, who appeared miffed before she noticed the change in Nico’s face. Instantly, she was concerned.

               “What is it?” she asked.

               Nico glanced between Professor Snape and Pansy.

               “Nothing. It will probably be nothing. I’ll… I’ll tell you what happens when it happens,” Nico said and then, with a small smile, “don’t wait up for me if I don’t come back in two hours.”

               That got another questioning look from Pansy. However, she took it in stride.

               “Okay, I’ll see you later,” she said.

               With that, Nico began to walk with Professor Snape. The faster he went to Dumbledore’s office, the faster he could learn what was happening… Gods, what could it be? At this time of night? This specific day?

               Nico let his mind wander and he tried to keep up with Professor Snape’s long strides. He didn’t notice Pansy frowning, not moving until a few more moments passed. It was only after a small, disappointed whale, did Pansy start on her own way to the Slytherin common room… alone.

 

               “What took so long? I had to stay in there for at least twenty minutes longer than I wanted,” Draco sneered, brushing off his sleeve even though there wasn't any dust there anymore. In his hand, pieces of parchment were being hastily rolled up.

               He had been writing the notes up until he heard the second signal from Crabbe and Goyle. 

               “Some people kept on coming back,” Goyle said, in the high pitched girl voice.

               Draco tried to not look at Crabbe and Goyle. The two boys were still in the young Slytherin girls’ bodies and though it was Draco’s idea, he didn’t really like seeing them like that. Any moment the two boys were going to change back. Luckily, they were rather close to where their real Slytherin robes were stashed. All they had to do was walk faster and change before the potion wore off.

               “Who?” Draco sneered, shoving the pieces of parchment he had taken notes into the pockets of his robes. Together they turned the corner to find it empty.

               He couldn’t have anyone seeing them. Snape was already sticking his nose into this far more than Draco liked.

               I’m not a child, I can do this myself! I don’t need any more rubbish people trying to hold my hand. I don’t need help, I don’t need anyone…

               Well. Besides Crabbe and Goyle. But were they really that helpful with their brainless minds?

               There was still quite a bit of the cabinet that needed to be done, but Draco found another method to finish his mission… maybe he wouldn’t have to suffer while repairing that piece of junk anymore. Instead, it would be easier if he just slipped a little poison into something for the poor old fool to drink…

               “Pansy and Nico,” Goyle answered.

               Draco blinked in surprise.

               They were walking around here?

               Instead of making him worried, that news only made him feel lighter. A sun peeked through his ribcage, warming up him like the spring sunshine melting the winter cold. 

               And just as he had a hopeful feeling in his chest, he crushed it. No. Pansy didn’t want anything to do with him. And Nico was the one that caused it. Nico… it didn’t matter what he was doing, he had done enough.

               Crabbe gave a swift nod in agreement. So, those were people he had encountered as well.

               “Nico helped me pick up the weights,” Goyle added, then there was a pregnant pause, “when I dropped them. And had trouble picking them up.”

               When the lighter feelings came back, Draco didn’t shove it away immediately. His pace slowed as he glanced at Goyle. Though Goyle had a different face, it was still easy to see the Slytherin. He had the same dumb glint in his eyes and the way he moved and held himself was screaming at Draco it was Goyle.

               And just like normal, the aloof Slytherin had a confused expression on his face. But, there was something else. Amongst the regular sea of fog and absence of understanding, there was some glee on him. Like the sun peeking through the clouds, it shone.

               For the first time in forever, Draco understood what Goyle felt.

               Draco shook his head. The Polyjuice Potion was going to wear off soon, they needed to get moving if they didn’t want to be wearing those small robes when they reverted back.

               “Next time, do what I say and use the scales. I told you they’d be too much of a hassle,” Draco said, frowning.

               Goyle’s head turned downward in shame. 

 

               “Do you know what you are going to do with this apprenticeship?” the woman, or as Will had learned, Mrs. Richards, asked.

               He was in a different part of the Ministry. They were no longer in the part deemed for transportation or the Floo Network, instead, they were…

               In a place that was filled with cubicles, or cubical like areas, and wizards and witches writing and sending so many paper airplanes that he and Mrs. Richards had to duck several times. Yet, it appeared as if the section was newly made. Many boxes littered the ground, filled with some green strange looking lamps, extra books, and filing cabinets, some unpacked and others not as if the Ministry was still deciding what they were going to do with the place. 

               “I’m not sure,” Will answered honestly, “probably put together potions, learn what to use when, the magical ingredients, and maybe even some spells-”

               “But you are a Squib, you cannot use spells,” she interrupted.

               Will let out a sigh and his eyes wandered to the other workers. He could see some other people being interrogated like he was, but none of them were anywhere close to his age. In fact, most were older, professional-looking people, some wearing robes while others were adorning regular clothes, and then another portion was sketchy looking people. Will was starting to realize the difference between him and them was that he didn’t have a wand.

               “Yes, but it would still be nice for me to be able to tell someone who can cast spells which spells to use in any situation,” Will answered and then turned back to see Richards scribbling something on her paper. He decided at that moment it was time for him to ask a question. “Is there a reason why the Floo Network is only allowing people with wands to enter?”

               That was the issue that created such a snowball of events. The fact that he didn’t have a wand. The fact that he wasn’t a wizard.

               Richards nodded quickly and her writing began to slow.

               “During the previous war, people began to use the Floo Network for Muggles.”

               Will blinked as his mind caught onto one of her words.

               “Which people?”

               Her writing stopped and she whisked her wand at the paper once again. It folded itself neatly and quickly, far better than any demigod he had seen at camp. Though he would have admired it once before, magic still rather… magical to him, he couldn’t. He was focused on why he was being questioned relentlessly and why.

               “Which people used the Floo Network for Muggles?” Will questioned again. “Was it the Death Eaters or people trying to help them?”

               “It didn’t matter,” she instantly answered, “not when there are rules against using magic on Muggles, all to help conceal the Wizarding World.”

               Will blinked, frowning. The clock he had seen in MACUSA held the same importance on that. Maybe this is a serious issue they have… Huh, I wonder why they don’t have the Mist to solve that... 

               Just before he could think or say anything else, he noticed a witch walking by. The only reason he had paid particular attention was that the color of her cardigan caught his eyes. Bright pink. Will’s blue eyes widened as he realized he recognized it.

               Umbridge.

               How could she still be working? From what Nico told me, she should have been fired or something. After what she had done? Didn’t she deserve something for those words on Nico’s hand? For the words on all those other kids’ hands?

               She walked by her fellow workers with less contempt and that made the anger in Will grow. It was an unusual feeling in the demigod’s mind and he didn’t like it. Nor did he like the realization that Umbridge might see him.

               He and Nico had already dealt with the guard at Azkaban. They didn’t need Umbridge realizing that she had seen Will before… 

               “Richards, Will Solace’s accompaniment has arrived, please escort him to the main entrance.”

               The robotic voice came from a letter in the shape of lips. Just as it was received, it ripped itself up.

               Just as Will turned to the witch, ready to ask what that meant and who it was that had come for him (even when he hadn’t asked anyone to come save him), she was already standing and gesturing for him to follow. 

 

               Pansy took her time walking back to the Slytherin common room, moving in and out of empty hallways, letting her feet take her as her mind wandered. She didn’t see anyone. That was rather good. No one was supposed to be out. Her job as a prefect was to make sure of that fact with the professors. Though, if the night became too late, even prefects wouldn’t be allowed to wander in the hallways.

               The curfews were here for a reason, Pansy tried to tell herself as she thought of the same situation as last year. The only difference between this time and the last was the impending doom of Voldemort making his horrible mark on the outside world and that prefects were allowed to patrol before nine o’clock.

               Her shoulders fell from their confident posture closer to the marble floor and after a few quick steps, her pace slowed to a stop. 

               She was useless, wasn’t she? She went to live with her friend over the summer because her father, a Death Eater, might kill her. And for what? Because she traveled across the country, wanting to see Nico and apologize for making him, a friend, remember something horrible?

               Over the summer, she was sure things were supposed to go back to normal when she got back, but she was only feeling worse. Questions about what she was doing during this time and why she was doing it continued to bounce around, pounding inside her mind. She wanted to do more, she wanted to be more…

               Maybe she was a little hard on the Slytherin girl. Maybe she should do more in the school, be more influential, be a leader. She was used to that, wasn’t she? But how could she lead anyone if she didn’t believe in herself? She was doing well in her classes, but there was still no career she was looking forward to. No career planned. Nothing. 

               All this thinking was only making her feel worse. Ugh, it was better when she could pretend like nothing was the matter… and she was now going to be late to the party. 

               Despite not knowing she had begun to walk again, Pansy found herself in another hallway… but, she wasn’t alone. A redhead was sitting down on the edges of the hallways, his back against the wall, his face scrunched up in an expression she had never seen him have before.

               Ron Weasley.

               The Weasley in her year… the one that was best friends with Harry. What was he doing alone after the win Gryffindor had had today?

               “What are you doing here?” Pansy asked.

               It was an instinctual prefect question.

               Well, she had meant to make it sound like a question. But, even she could hear the venom in her voice, already metaphorically letting her fangs show. It was as she had done before to almost everyone, but now she… didn’t want to.

               Weasley acted the same way he always had. His face became red and he scowled when he looked up to see her.

               “I could ask yourself the same question,” he retorted.

               Pansy frowned, an apology still lodged in her throat.

               Ron Weasley was Harry Potter’s friend, should she be nicer? After all, she was on their team now! Right? Even if she didn’t do much, she was, wasn’t she? She certainly wasn’t on Voldemort's side. Ugh, how can she fix this?

               I can make small talk. I can do this.

               “I’m walking back to the Slytherin common room, just… taking the long route. Shouldn’t you be with the rest of the team?” Pansy asked.

               That didn’t do what she wanted. Ron’s expression became even worse, the edge of his lips pulled down and his eyes only showed dread and more anger.

               “I don’t want to be around a bunch of people so they could just skirt around the fact that I played terribly today.”

               Yeah… but you won.

               But even Pansy knew that wasn’t the right thing to say.

               “You did only play alright.”

               Wait! That wasn’t better!

               Ron looked up at her and if his face could get any worse, Pansy didn’t know it. His expression was mixed with surprise, anger, and… and was he upset? His light blue eyes were swelling with something like sadness and hopelessness, making him more pitiful than she had ever seen him.

               And at that, Pansy felt a twinge of melancholy and sympathy. 

               “Though you played terribly during some of the game, you could always do better the next one,” Pansy started, frowning as she walked closer to him. She had never done this before… trying to comfort someone that wasn’t her friend. It was… harder than she thought. It was like walking on dragon eggshells, having to be careful, in addition to knowing that the mom could be back any second. “You’ve done it before and you could do it again.”

               There was a flicker of something across Ron’s face before it settled back into what he had before. Ron looked down, messing with the bare threads on his robes… and boy, there were a lot. He hadn’t gotten new ones since his growth spurt the fourth or fifth year.

               That little detail would have been something that she might have made fun of him in the past. But, those observations didn’t make it anywhere close to her mouth. No, now she didn’t really want to insult him or make him feel worse.

               Pansy frowned and she backed away.

               I tried to make him feel better… isn’t that enough?

               Like the one thousand times she had faced something unknown ever since Nico had come into her life, Pansy didn’t know. This was new territory. She backed away and found some frustration filling her. I tried, but he isn’t feeling better, though, is he?

               “Don’t sulk for too long,” Pansy said simply, “I’m sure your friends want to see you, even if you didn’t score one hundred points and save every Quaffle from Slytherin.”

               With that wonderful note, Pansy turned around to find her own friends. She knew they were waiting for her and… she was going to be a lot happier if she saw them as well.

               Ron looked up at her retreating figure.

 

               “What do you mean Will wasn’t allowed to go through the Floo Network and had to go through the system?” Nico said, frowning, frustration clear in his voice.

               His voice sounded like he was in his fifth year again when he first came to Hogwarts: the fury and carelessness. Not wanting to be here, upset, and letting his feelings show by failing to keep up his wizardly background or care about grades. Nico heard his tone instantly and caught himself from complaining any more than he already had and instead crossed his arms.

               Will couldn’t go through the Floo Network? Because he didn’t have a wand?

               It was dark in the hallways. Already too late for anyone to be walking around, except for Nico and Professor Snape, making their footsteps feel loud enough to wake everyone up in the castle. At least Professor Snape told him what was happening... and didn't wait.  

               “Sorry,” Nico apologized. No, he wasn’t going to have any more outbursts. “I didn’t realize that there was a change in the rules.”

               No, he didn’t know the change. Nor did Will, apparently.

               Will was coming rather late. Together the two demigods had planned for Will to come a month into the school year. It was now three. Though from the few Iris Messages Nico could have with Will, he understood why. Something rather strange was happening at Camp Half-Blood.

               Apparently, the wizarding world here wasn’t the only place where things were changing.

               Nico pursed his lips and he began to twist the skull ring on his finger.

               And why now? Why didn’t Will tell me he was coming? I know we haven’t had that as much time to talk as I would have wanted, but I’ve made sure to speak to him a few days every week to update him on the mission and… and just hear his voice, see his smile, see how he was, and hopefully relieve the stress over the monsters showing up...

               “And I didn’t know he was coming,” Nico added.

               Oh, Nico had missed Will so much. Just to think he was about to see him in mere moments. 

               “Perhaps he has a reason,” Professor Snape said as he looked over to Nico. His face changed, the hard lines loosened around his eyes and mouth. “And don’t worry, everything went smoothly in the Ministry and MACUSA. Will Solace was retrieved after Madame Pomfrey noticed his continued absence.”

               He told Madame Pomfrey? That’s… good, I suppose. She was able to tell someone and fix it all. Hmm. Glad that I could rely on Dumbledore to come to the rescue… 

               Nico frowned.

               But he won't always be there, won't he?

Notes:

So... what do you all think? And about the new rule for the Floo Network, I really would like to see how you all think about that!

This is an interesting chapter, kinda filler, but I still think it's important! Showing some change in the characters, building. Ah, always need building in a book!
Okay, well, I hope you all are safe and healthy! Stay safe!

Chapter 16: It’s Missed Up Late, Sunshine!

Notes:

Ah... yes... A new chapter :) it was hard to write because I'm me, but! I think it turned out coolio! And... and this pushes some things along! Fuck Yeah!!!
And WILLLLLLLLL!!L!L!LKSALFLKDSA:FDSAFDS Aw, ys

And... if you guys haven't, she-ra is really good... really noice ending too... like damn, very, very nice!
And thanks for all the comments, I will answer more again tomorrow. Or later. We'll see.

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Chapter Text

               Nico and Professor Snape didn’t hesitate or waste any time as they went to Dumbledore’s office. Right as the gargoyle was spotted, the password was said, and the statue was pouncing to the side as they strolled up the staircase. Together they made it to the top without tripping on robes, thank the gods. And then… they saw straight into Dumbledore’s office, the door propped oven by a pointed shoe.

               Madame Pomfrey was in between the threshold, giving the newcomers a questioning glance before her eyes widening slightly. Yet, right as the surprised expression came, it went. Madame Pomfrey showed her usual stern face, not amused and always having someplace to be with something to do.

               “Don’t wait forever, I have patients to tend to,” Madame Pomfrey said simply.

               Professor Snape nodded and walked into the office, his head turning back to gesture for Nico to come with him. The demigod followed after his Head of House. He didn’t bother to see the door close, nor watch Madame Pomfrey vanish into the night. Nico was going to see her a lot more since Will was going to work with her… Dang, he’s going to see her more than he probably ever wanted.

               “Hello Severus, do you have-”

               Nico didn’t listen to what else Dumbledore said when he saw Will; everything drowned out like there was nothing else in the world. The son of Apollo was standing beside the old wooden desk, his right hand on a silvery knick-knack, stopping it from moving and twisting. He didn’t see Nico yet, and his body positioned toward Dumbledore, no doubt from talking to him before, trying to pass the time. Will was wearing the light blue robes Nico had seen before and though it was once new, it was now worn, curving around his body naturally with little creases.

               Just as his blue eyes locked with Nico’s, Will’s hands tipped away from the silver instrument, sawing the thing to whorl and twist. It was like the sun came up and the office became a little brighter.

               “Surprise,” Will said, a grin spreading across his face.

               Of course.

               Nico quickly closed the gap between them, throwing his arms around Will, squeezing him. It was new, feeling Will’s laughter as well as hearing it, but Nico didn’t loosen up. Nico could also hear the smile in Will’s laughter and all of the stress of that day melted. 

               “Don’t try to surprise me again,” Nico whispered.

               Will’s arms slinked out of Nico’s grips and he leaned into Nico.

               “I promise I won’t try to do something like this again, for the both of us,” Will replied softly. 

               It was a wonderful feeling, holding him and being held in return. Talking to Will over Iris Messages or letters was nothing compared to seeing him in person, something that Nico had thought he found out the year before. But, the waves of warm feelings crashing over Nico made him feel like he was learning that lesson all over again.

               The hug would have lasted longer if Nico and Will were alone. And he would have liked to steal a kiss too. But, sadly, they were not.

               Nico stepped back, his eyes trailing to Dumbledore and Professor Snape reflexively, before falling on Will again. The smile was still present on Will’s face, bright and shining with glee.

               “So… what happened?” Nico asked, hesitantly, his hands falling down to his side.

               Will’s smile fell off his face and it seemed like he finally noticed Nico wasn’t the only one in the room. His blue eyes moved to Dumbledore and Professor Snape and he stepped back, welcoming them unconsciously into the conversation.

               “The Floo Network didn’t let me in and informed me that I had to try another method,” Will explained, “Luckily, Dakota and his cousin, Jazmyn, were easy to reach and helped me enter MACUSA to go a more direct route… It was stressful and long. Even when I finally did get into England, I still had… issues.”

               Frustration barely seeped into Will’s voice. Nico hadn’t been able to pick it out before, but after knowing him for so long, it was now easy to tell… Ugh, there were so many little things Will did to hide stress or anger when he was at camp supervising his half-siblings or the infirmary, but, like everyone else, Will was human.

               Or, at least half-human. Being part god isn’t… totally human? Whatever.

               But, that meant if Will was getting upset, it really was bad.

               “It’s going to be much harder to travel, especially during this time,” Dumbledore agreed.

               “And especially here,” Professor Snape added tonelessly.

               Dumbledore moved from the sidelines and toward the middle of the room, joining the demigods and Professor Snape, and pushed his half-moon glasses closer to his face. Some portraits who had been pretending to be asleep didn’t try so much anymore. They peeked, one or all of their eyes open, watching him as he moved closer to the edge of the desk.

               “When the first war against Voldemort started, the same happened,” Dumbledore looked over to Professor Snape, who stood still.

               There was a flash of emotions across Professor Snape’s face: anger, pride, guilt. His eyes flickered away and back to the Headmaster and his hands clasped behind his back, his lips sealed, as well as his thoughts.

               Why is he talking to Snape like that? Because he’s a double agent? I… I think I heard that at the meeting over the summer…

               Dumbledore looked away and toward Nico and Will. 

               “The Ministry began to try to contain possible Death Eaters and all wizard citizens, so there wouldn’t be a mass panic that would allow the Muggle world to notice us. All the while, followers and nonfollowers alike began to believe in Voldemort’s philosophy. As more rules were imposed, magical wizards and witches began wishing more than ever to live freely and openly… Sadly, for some, this meant ruling the Muggle world. In effort to keep Muggles out of magical conflict, those without a wand are not allowed to travel through the Floo Network… even if that does affect Squibs and other not-wand-carrying magical beings.”

               Dumbledore lowered his gaze and Will nodded, his face blanking. Nico could see Will’s not-so-good-day flashing before his eyes.

               “I began to suspect everything was more difficult since I’ve been calling myself a Squib,” Will admitted solemnly. “More questions. More useless questions and jabs.”

               Why… why didn’t I do anything? I knew this would happen, gods, I know because of what Draco had done last year with all of those comments. When Draco tried to make me feel… Ugh… I don’t want to think of that again.

               Nico couldn’t see, already had a scowl on his face. He couldn’t help it. He couldn’t help the frustration, anger, and guilt he was feeling, nor could he hide it. And the memories… the memories of Mussolini Italy.

               He was past the mourning period of what could have been. Of his not-the-best-childhood he was forced to forget. Though, connections between now and then were still happening… Gods, things were happening again, but there was still time, right? There was still a way for things to get better?

               Before Nico could do anything, Dumbledore was already speaking. 

               “Next time you will be informed of changes or issues that could arise. Moving on from that, I…” Dumbledore's tone became less serious and he smiled, “Well, this is a personal question. I was wondering what was the reason that made you push back your arrival date a few months later?”

               Wait. Why does he want to know that?

               Will blinked and Nico felt the same hesitancy. Though they had told Dumbledore and the rest of the Order of the Phoenix members about Camp Half-Blood and Greek gods, what was the point in knowing? To offer help?

               Dumbledore did help this one time, making sure Will could get to Hogwarts… Maybe… Maybe we should, because he… Actually, would he do the same for us?

               “There are certain monsters that have become more interested in where we live, Lycanthropes and Giants, specifically,” Will answered and looked over Nico with a confused expression, “we even encountered a Manticore.”

               Nico shivered.

               A Manticore?

               He remembered Dr. Thorn. It was right before Nico had learned who he was… The damn Manticore tried to take him and Bianca to be in Kronos’ army. Percy, Annabeth, and Thalia had come to the rescue, and it was only when Artemis and her hunters came were they safe.

               It was the first time where Nico saw Percy in action.

               And then Bianca joined the Hunters of Artemis. And then she died. And everything changed.

               “We still haven’t figured out the reason for their interest, not since the few Ares kids and others kept killing them when they got close,” Will continued, then his voice became softer, “after one was stung by the manticore, I put a stop to their ‘stabby investigations.’”

               They really don’t know anything about it? Have no clue about why?

               That didn’t make Nico feel any better about the situation. Normally when questionable activities with monsters came about, it was because a prophecy was coming… But, that was the thing. There were no prophecies coming.

               “Stung?” Professor Snape repeated with curiosity.

               “Yes, Mark got too close to the quick tail,” Will answered absentmindedly, “he has no self-control. However, after I gave him a few anti-venoms he was ready to be back in action and clean up the Pegasus stables.”

               It was no big deal for the demigod, but the way Professor Snape was acting, it must have been. Did wizards not have some medicine for Manticore venom?

               “That’s impressive,” Professor Snape commented.

               There was surprise on Will’s face when he finally realized what Professor Snape was saying. 

               “Oh, uh, thanks.”

               Will immediately turned to see Nico, his expression saying What the heck? Did you just see that? I thought that kind of behavior from him wasn’t normal. Nico grinned and tried his best to hide his laughter.

               “It’s been a late night,” Dumbledore announced, and immediately some of the portraits closed their eyes. Others let out a small noise to complain about how their live-action soap opera was ending, yet, he ignored it, “I think it would be good for Will to be dropped off where he will be working for the rest of the school year. Once there, Madame Pomfrey can show you where you will be residing.”

               Nico nodded and, just on time, Will yawned. The son of Apollo quickly covered his mouth and tried to pretend nothing had happened.

               Rolling his eyes, Nico herded Will toward the exit of Dumbledore’s office. It had been a long day and he was happy it was coming to a close. He was also happy knowing Will was here, safe, enough that he could rest and wake up for another week of classes.

               Ugh. There were always so many more things to go over and do. Professor Snape must have had the same thoughts because he was already leaving without a word.

               “Wait, Severus.”

               Professor Snape froze. His eyes flickered slightly before he turned back around.

               “There is an important discussion we need to have about one of your students,” Dumbledore finished. His head tilted, and in that moment, he looked like any old man. But, it was too kind. Too kind for what was going on.

               The demigod didn’t bother to hide the small suspicion rising in him and his eyes narrowed.

               Dumbledore is always talking to individuals, not really groups… Why is he always doing this? Could we ever trust him to tell us everything?

               Well… maybe… maybe it is just a student… But, wouldn’t he have spoken about the student before? Professor Snape must have been speaking with him all day, this is just… suspicious. 

               “Let’s go,” Nico muttered and he pulled a puzzled Will out and through the door.

 

               “What was that about? You weren’t very happy,” Will asked.

               They hadn’t passed a student nor a professor yet. Though, it was getting late, no doubt. Too late for anyone to be out and not get in severe trouble… Gods, he wasn’t going to make it to any Slytherin party, was he? Ugh, oh well, hopefully, he could explain it to his friends tomorrow.

               “I told you, Dumbledore doesn’t like to tell me things… and when he finally does tell them it’s to Snape, and then Snape’s not supposed to tell anyone,” Nico answered, rolling his eyes.

               “You… you really think so?” Will asked, sounding rather disappointed.

               The demigod looked over to see Will moping. His blue eyes darted back to the gargoyle, seeing it with a new light. Nico didn’t bother to stop walking. There was no point in going back there, not now. Maybe not ever.

               “Dumbledore keeps things from Harry, very important things,” Nico answered, “he thinks it's for his best interest, but… It’s not. Not in the long run. I’ve had to haggle him to get information before and- and yes. He definitely is keeping information from us.”

               There’s probably more information that Dumbledore hasn’t told anyone. Gods and I even know more than Harry! And… and not everything either. I only know so much because of my powers and my father, Hades.

               “This isn’t going to be easy,” Will said, shaking his head.

               That was nice about Camp Half-Blood, you’d almost always know what was going on (at least, as much as anyone could know). The head counselors would tell everyone and since Nico was one of them, he got information first hand. Even if they were having meetings around a ping pong table, at least it was something!

               Demigod meetings could only do so much when there were so many other pieces on the chessboard.

               Nico frowned.

               It isn’t going to be easy. And bringing Will into it wasn’t going to be any better. I should have known this would be bad and it's probably only going to get worse for him! Worse since he’s a Squib! Well, he’s not really a Squib, but he isn’t really a wizard either…

               “Yeah,” Nico agreed, looking over to the side of the hallway. There was a sculpture he knows, one of a witch brewing a potion with a smile on her face. He had read on the plaque that she made some of the most famous candies. Gods, he wished the wizarding world wasn’t so confusing and…

               Ugh. It was just like the regular world. And the demigod world too. All of them filled with problems, physically and socially.

               “I’m sorry,” Nico said abruptly.

               Instantly, Nico felt a warm pressure on his shoulders. He looked to see Will wrapping his arms around Nico, pulling him closer. Their walk hiccuped, Nico’s feet stumbling with the change before they got used to each other’s weight.

               “Don’t apologize, you didn’t do anything wrong. And… I want to be here,” Will said, looking over to Nico, his warm blue eyes filled with rays of happiness, “I’m going to be learning new things about healing and helping people- and, let’s not forget, I’m going to be here with you.”

               Nico felt his cheeks heat up and rolled his eyes, trying his best not to look too flustered.

               “Oh, you always know just what to say, don’t you?” Nico said, grinning back, slinking his own arm around the concave of Will’s back.

               It would be nice with Will here… And with everyone being able to see him, know him. This was going to be even better.

               And Will was strong. He’ll be right there and we’ll figure everything out. Between what to do, who to talk to, how to deal with everything… and we’ll help each other. Yeah.

               “What are you thinking about?” Will asked, one of his eyebrows raising in question.

               There were a lot of things he could say. At first, it probably would have been more negative things, possibilities of how things could go wrong, how things were going wrong. However, that wasn’t what he was thinking about. It was only the joy of having Will there and the optimism that things… things were going to be alright.

               Just as Nico opened his mouth, he stopped. He looked at the Hospital Wing, whose doors were unusually closed.

               “We’re here,” Nico said instead.

               Will stopped and looked up. It wasn’t a very regal looking place and, besides, Will had been here before when Nico was one of the patients. There was a slight pause as Will stared.

               It wasn’t a good introduction, Nico pale on a white bed. But, Will was going to make new memories in the Hospital Wing. Good memories where he was going to learn, figure out how to help people, and… and be happy here.

               He was. Will smiled as he turned to Nico.

               “Try not to worry about me and… this will go well. I know it.”

               Butterflies arose in his stomach and a matching blush found itself on Nico’s cheeks. Without thinking so much, he closed to the distance and kissed him. It was a sweet kiss, something they’ve both been missing for a while.

               With reluctance, Nico pulled away first.

               After all, Will had to be somewhere soon.

               “You’re the one that worries the most,” Nico teased, “now, come on, you’ve got to make a good second impression for Madame Pomfrey.”

               Without giving Will time to sputter, Nico pushed open the Hospital Wing doors. The son of Apollo gave Nico a half-assed glare, his face red before he composed himself. And that was good, the two demigods barely had any time to notice the empty or occupied white beds before Madame Pomfrey seemed to appear right in front of them. 

               “Oh, there you are, you’ve taken so long. You’re lucky it's nighttime and everyone’s asleep,” Madame Pomfrey scowled, “are you free for the rest of the night? Or does another person have to talk to you, Mr. Solace?”

               Nico’s eyes wandered to see while most students in the beds were sleeping, others were watching them quite openly. The demigod edged back towards the door.

               “I need just one more minute to talk to my… boyfriend,” Will answered, glancing back to Nico.

               Wait, what? What more does he want to talk about?

               Madame Pomfrey’s expression didn’t change in the slightest. With mild annoyance and a scowl, she answered him.

               “Only a minute, and then I’ll show you to your living space.”

               And with that quick word, she was off, allowing Nico to round on Will.

               “What is it?” Nico asked.

               No, he wasn’t annoyed. He couldn’t have been annoyed at Will! But, what was… what was there to say? Did Nico forget something? Or did he cut Will off? Ugh, he was trying to have fun there! Good payback for when Will did that back at camp…

               “I didn’t mention it yet because Dumbledore and Professor Snape were there and…”

               Wait. This is serious.

               Will’s eyebrows were drawn together and there were clouds amongst those blue eyes. He was thinking, rather hard, though… it didn’t look like his thoughts were going anywhere. The lightbulb was trying to light, but it couldn’t. 

               “What?” Nico instantly asked.

               There was hesitation, but finally, Will spoke. 

               “I… I don’t know enough to really have an accurate theory, that's why I didn’t want to share it with them, but… whatever is happening at camp. I think it’s related to this. To your quest.”

               Will looked up, his blue eyes were more calculating and cautious. It was rare to see Will like this… to see him show something other than some mild stress or happiness. 

               “I’m here to help you, in any way I can, you know that, right?”

               “I… yes. Yes, I do,” Nico answered.

               And Will smiled his bright smile and gave Nico a chaste kiss on the lips.

               “Goodnight, Nico.”

 

               Nico let the Hospital Wing door close and the light from inside disappeared, leaving him in another empty hallway. He blinked, his eyes adjusting to the abrupt darkness. 

               He was happy Will was there, talking to Madame Pomfrey, getting to know how she worked, what she expected, and what he was going to learn. Will was going to like it here, especially the challenge. And though Nico felt great warmth and fuzzy feelings, he couldn’t help the worry edging around his mind as he remembered what Will had told him.

               Camp Half-Blood is being affected because… because of this somehow.

               Despite not knowing much, Nico agreed with Will. There was something… something changing out there. It was hard to tell inside Hogwarts or even Camp Half-Blood, but something was. Instead of a clear day, it was foggy, light barely going through the thick layers of water vapor. The only scary thing about this metaphorical fog was that it was impossible to tell if it was good or bad.

               And there is real fog out there. Dementors, spawning. From what Tracy and Pansy have told me, I don’t think Dementors are good at all.

               “Is everything alright?”

               Nico turned to see Professor Snape standing outside, shocked to know that anyone was waiting for him. Once Nico got over the initial shock, he realized Professor Snape looked more closed off than normal. His eyes were dark, almost blank, and his mouth pulled into an expression that only showed distant disdain. 

               “Yeah, just thinking,” Nico replied and they started walking to the Slytherin dormitories. It was getting late. “What about you?”

               “Much of the same.”

               The demigod's head lowered and they continued the walk with sleepy, comfortable silence. It was getting late… Tomorrow was going to be a new day. A better day than today. 

               He was going to tell his friends what happened tomorrow morning and apologize to them for missing the party. But, after that, it would be better. They were going to be happy knowing Will was here and, hopefully, they will get to know Nico’s boyfriend even more.

               “Will Solace is already quite talented in medicine, isn’t he?” Professor Snape asked, interrupting the silence.

               Nico blinked, bringing his mind back to the present and he glanced at Professor Snape, wondering why he brought that up.

               Professor Snape’s expression was the same as when he was trying to be friendly, or pleasant. Of course, that wasn’t what most people thought if they didn’t know him. Most people weren’t able to see the slight differences in the way Professor Snape’s dark eyes looked at them, how a few millimeters could make his normal glare into something of fondness, curiosity, or hope.

               And, if someone didn’t know him well, they wouldn't be able to see the strain he had on his posture and face, the slightly bigger bags under his eyes, and the way his skin was a shade paler as if he was seeing a ghost.

               How come I didn’t notice he was stressed until now?

               Distracted by seeing his boyfriend and the pressure Death was putting on him, probably.

               “Yeah, Will is. He heads the infirmary back at Camp Half-Blood and figured out how to solve my shadowing problem,” Nico answered, his tone showing his pride and desire to brag.

               Professor Snape nodded. He wasn’t as relaxed as he normally was. Strung up by stress, his movement and answers were quick and to the point. 

               It isn’t the time to brag about Will, was it? Hopefully… when things calm down, I could do that later. Gods, but when will that be? When will this quest be over with?

               “Is Draco the one making you stressed?” Nico finally asked, “Or Dumbledore?”

               Professor Snape’s eyes flickered to Nico quickly and widened with surprise. This was…. This was the most reaction he had ever gotten out of the professor. And yet, just as it came it was gone.

               “It doesn’t concern you,” Snape answered half-heartedly.

               Why does he want to do this? Shut me out? He didn’t- he didn’t do this to me last year! And… gods, it’s probably because of Dumbledore. If they keep on doing this, it’s only going to get worse.

               I need to do something.

               Nico walked ahead and stopped in front of Professor Snape, who surprisingly stopped. And, maybe for the first time that night, it felt like Snape actually saw him. 

               “Why not?” Nico persisted.

               Time felt like it slowed down. It always did in moments like these. The sun had dipped below the horizon a long time ago, only letting the torches or few candles cast any light across the stone or marble. There was no one to be heard, most students away in their dorms, partying, playing, writing, or sleeping. The large castle felt so empty and dark.

               But, there was no fear in that. 

               It was, instead, a calming effect on the demigod. There was no white noise to clutter his senses and mind… and it was easier to think. Easier to realize what was happening that very moment.

               “Why doesn’t it concern me?” Nico asked softly, his mouth slanting as he tried to think of why Snape and Dumbledore were making these things so hard. Why were they keeping these secrets? And Dumbledore said he had wanted to talk about a student of his, but it wasn’t just that, was it? Maybe. It could be.

               Instead of answering, Professor Snape didn’t bother. His face hardened up and his dark eyes became stone. Nico knew what that meant. It’s what I’ve said before… it doesn’t concern you. And that’s that.

               So, Dumbledore wants things to be under wraps? Let himself be the only player in this… this war? That’s why he doesn’t tell us anything? Tell Harry anything? And… And doesn’t let Snape say anything either.

               I don’t need more gods to manipulate and rule how I live. 

               Nico let an exhale, but he didn’t stand down. No, instead, his eyes wander down to the green and silver tie he wore every school day and the Slytherin patch on his robes. He could remember when he was sorted into the Slytherin House like it was yesterday.

               And he could remember what the Sorting hat wanted him to do.

               He didn’t want to at the time. But… as Pansy had said, things change.

               Professor Snape said he wanted to help me… With whatever I needed. I’ll figure out what this is without him if I need to. I will because I’m not alone. And I’m not just doing this for myself.

               “You know what I was sent here to do,” Nico said slowly, looking up at Professor Snape, “You know since I told you over the summer. When we all told the Order of the Phoenix.”

               A torch was much closer to Nico’s face, its yellow flames flickering across, giving his pale skin life. Professor Snape wasn’t close enough to the castle. Only the light from the stars and a waning moon fell through the windows on Snape.

               Nico thought he and Professor Snape were alike. And they were… but, not as much as he had thought. There were more differences, more differences that were coming to light.

               The demigod continued. 

               “You know about my quest, what my father had asked of me to see happen.”

               Professor Snape knew. The demigod could see it the way his mouth twitched and the seriousness in his eyes… and the way his stone reactions began to crack. Roots of doubt and emotions began to grow, widening the cracks, and breaking that steely resolve.

               “Well, that’s not all I’m here for. Not anymore… there’s more to this than just Voldemort and Harry Potter.”

Notes:

Aw, yes, a whole chapter that revolves around Nico! This opens up new dialogue! Ideas! Pathways! Possibilities! I'm excited!
What did you all think of it? Especially the part with Snape?

Sorry if there are any mistakes! I had a hard time constantly rewriting things and sometimes when I do that, I kind of mess some up. Oh well, I hope you all like it! And, hopefully, the next one will come out in two weeks too. Things in the real world are going crazy and it's hard to keep up.

I hope change will result in our way of life because of the pandemic and the protests against police brutality. A lot of things need to change and it needs to come sooner than later. No one else needs to die.
I hope you all stay safe until next time and, if you can, play a part, no matter how small.

Chapter 17: Tap-Tap-Tap-Talk-Sneak-Tap-Tap Again… I’m In.

Notes:

Haha... another chapter... I was gonna update earlier but then, I decided to add in five more scenes! So, this is a big boy? Yeah, probably! I also did this late because I watched Trolls World Tour. I actually liked it, better than the first. It's crazy, but this one song and little message... damn, it nice!

I hope y'all enjoy it! I'm pretty happy with this chapter.
And remember! Transgender people are people, deserve equal rights, and learning different pronouns and names really aren't hard!

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Chapter Text

               The sun peeked through the forest and lazily found its way across the sky, turning the blue into a warm and light orange. The dew on the grass shone brightly like stars on the ground, ready to be evaporated as the day wore on. Some light found its way into the castle, seeping in through the windows as students and professors woke up for a new day.

               Two students were already up, rising with the sun despite going to bed late.

               “You think you can get used to it all?” Nico asked as he turned to Will.

               They were sitting together, squished in a large chair. This was a guest room, closer to the Hospital Wing, and mostly hidden from the students who went there. It took a long while before Nico could find it himself, only seeing the door when Will finally opened it for Nico.

               The golden light blended wonderfully with Will’s blonde hair and tan skin. Meanwhile, it only messed with Nico’s dark color scheme. Somewhat. Despite how he had been upset about it before, Nico was starting to like the change.

               “This is a different sunrise than Camp Half-Blood,” Will said, smiling, “but, different isn’t bad. So, when’s the next demigod meeting? I remember you said something about them being, like, every two nights at some point.”

               Nico groaned and leaned further into the cushions and Will beside him, letting his head rest on his boyfriend’s shoulder.

               “Okay, that was a little drastic… we’ve mostly been talking to each other when we could and the weekends…”

               Though we did miss a meeting this weekend. Wait… or was it just me? Did I just forget about it or did everyone? Then again… even one person missing in a small meeting is kind of obvious.

               “But, with you here,” Nico continued, “we’re going to pick a time where everyone can meet. Once a week, all of us will come together and maybe sort out what we need to do next…”

               It wasn’t totally obvious what they should do next on this quest.

               Death hadn’t tried to bother Nico again, no incessant reminder to hurry up with the quest and no silly request to speak to Draco again. However, that didn’t mean the god wasn’t going to the moment Nico wanted to take a break.

               And Nico didn’t want a break. There were a lot of things he could do, like finding the last Horcrux, finding out how to destroy the Horcruxes, then getting into the down and dirty and actually destroying them, or figuring out why Death was so interested in Draco, and… and making sure Harry Potter doesn’t die during all of that.

               Listing it out, he realized there wasn’t much to do. Just five things. The reason why it felt like so much was because he was a student at Hogwarts, had friends and a boyfriend, and… he wasn’t alone in the quest. The Order of the Phoenix was… somewhat there?

              Without meaning to, Nico’s eyebrows furrowed in concentration as he tried to plan out what he should do next. Quest thing? Or not quest thing? Maybe he should write it all down, there was so much he could do and yet some of them were more important than others… or were they? Maybe he needed a second list to see which was the most important. Definitely, the most important thing, for now, would be telling Pansy and everyone what happened and that Will was here-

              “Relax,” Will slung his arm around Nico’s shoulder, “you’re doing that constipated thinking face again.”

               Nico turned to see Will smiling at him.

               “And to think I tell you that all the time,” Nico muttered.

               “Then you should listen to your own advice,” Will smirked and his hand clasped Nico’s, “Whatever you are so worried about, you can figure it out as the day goes on… And besides, you’ve got a whole day of wizard classes to attend.”

 

               Ron went to breakfast as if last night had never happened. He didn’t speak to Hermione or Harry as he sat down and began to pick about the breakfast options. He put them on his plate and proceeded to stare at his bounty instead of scarfing it down. Hermione watched on, appearing conflicted between being concerned and being angry.

               All of Hermione’s fury and frustration didn’t fade away while she slept and she clung closer to Melody.

               The only person who didn’t appear to be that bothered, rather more confused by the increase in attention, was Melody.

               “Hey, Ron,” Harry nudged his friend.

               Blinking, Ron stopped staring blankly into his oatmeal. He let the spoon in his hand clink fully into the bowl, giving up on trying to take a bite. And then, Ron looked up at Harry for the first time that morning.

               “What?” Ron asked blankly.

               Oh. That’s new, he isn’t… He isn’t angry?

               For a second, Harry didn’t know what he wanted to do. He didn’t really know if he’d get a response and now that he got one well… He didn’t want Ron to turn away and not speak to him, did he? No, he didn’t want that awful part of fourth year all over again. And he didn’t want Ron to do something worse like try to hassle Harry into kicking him off the team again.

               No matter how much Ron believed that option was the best for Gryffindor, Harry wasn’t going to have it. Harry had narrowly avoided McLaggon that morning, he didn’t want to see the other Gryffindor more than a few glances here and there. Even THAT was pushing it. 

               “Er…” Harry started, blankly.

               And then Harry remembered what he had wanted to do that day. Well, what he wanted to do before, but now he knew.

               “If I joined a club, would you join it too?” Harry asked.

               Ron frowned as he thought. The conversation between Melody and Hermione dissipated, the latter now looking at Harry with confusion and curiosity. Harry pretended not to notice and Ron finally answered, not realizing what was happening with Hermione at all. 

               “Depends on what the club is. I don’t want to join some club that does things I don’t care about.”

               “The club is Dumbledore’s Army 2.0.”

               “We already said we’d join if you wanted to,” Hermione answered, officially inserting herself into the conversation.

               There was nothing to describe the relief that flowed through Harry, that was, before he saw a very vexed Ron’s face. And then instead of relief, there were only the alarms blaring inside Harry saying: he’s not feeling better now! He’s not feeling better now!

               “Oh, so you really want to, Harry?” Melody said, enthusiasm radiating from her. She instantly moved toward Harry, her hand knocking a few plates to the side, nearly causing a bowl to dump all of its contents onto Dean’s space. “That’s really good because Marvus was having a hard time trying to teach so many people, even just in quidditch. And even more people have told him they’re joining!”

               Dean scooted further away from Melody, bringing his plates closer to Seamus’s next to him. A few other Gryffindors had the same idea, eyeing the rise in Melody’s voice and actions, and realizing they probably needed to take necessary precautions. 

               “You need to quiet down a bit,” Ron said to Melody, frowning as he noticed Gryffindor wasn’t the only House focusing on them. A few nosy Ravenclaws and one group of small Slytherins found their outburst particularly interesting.

               Melody looked about and smiled awkwardly.

               “I mean, we aren’t talking about demigod stuff, so…”

               “But not everyone needs to know what we are doing,” Ron replied, and then he turned toward Harry, “are we just going to be teaching them what we taught last year? Or add to it?”

               “Er,” Harry started intelligently.

               “What do you mean?” Hermione asked Ron, her eyes narrowing with suspicion.

               “If we are going to help, wouldn’t it be nice to bring in new spells? Make it an incentive for older members to join again?”

               “Yes, but we are learning spells at the same rate as they are. Whatever we are learning in Snape’s classroom, they’ll know them too, and there aren’t any other people we are learning new spells from.”

               Ron raised an eyebrow and instantly her eyes widened.

               What’s going on?

               “You aren’t suggesting you teach spells from that Half-Blood Prince that are scribbled on the sides!” Hermione said, aghast.

               Oh… He is suggesting that.

               The information in the textbook was rather useful in potions, but there were spells! Some like Levicorpus he had tried on Ron, hmm, this course of action… Ron was right. This was a good idea. 

               Harry unconsciously felt the Half-Blood Prince’s textbook in his bag.

               “What? The spells in Harry’s messed up, old Potions textbook?” Melody asked, looking between Harry and Hermione.

               “That is a really good idea, Ron,” spoke up Harry, blinking.

               All I have to do is read more and try them out, make sure I get them right, and...

               Next to him, Ron beamed at the compliment and Hermione scowled.

               “That is a terrible idea, you don’t know anything about this Half-Blood Prince,” Hermione started, “I’ve told you two before, you don’t know who you are messing with, it could be bad news! What if the spells are horrible?”

               “They could be, but we don’t know. If we learned more and tried out the spells, then maybe we can use them,” Ron countered.

               Though Harry was already on Ron’s side, he was starting to believe what Ron said more and more. Sure, it will take some time out of their day, but that was fine. Even if Harry was the captain of the Gryffindor Quidditch team and assignments were being piled on him more than ever, he’d find a way to be able to do it.

               Joining Dumbledore’s Army 2.0 was going to be work anyway, but this way… this way he could do more. More than just finishing homework assignments and wondering what was happening in Melody’s quest. In… in his quest?

               Hermione crossed her arms. She clearly wasn’t happy with the way the conversation was going and she wasn’t about to stop letting everyone know.

               “And what about the mission Dumbledore gave you? To get Slughorn’s memory?” Hermione asked.

               Oh. That.

               She did have a point. That was the one thing Dumbledore had been highlighting during their brief meetings… But…

               But Dumbledore still wasn’t telling me things, was he? Even after last year with what happened in his office after leaving the Department of Mysteries, Dumbledore was still holding me at arm’s length. He couldn’t even tell me what was happening about the ring! Marvolo’s ring… 

               Nico had to do that! Nico with that strange little children’s story… actually, now I need to know exactly why I had to read that story.

               Resignation overtook Harry. He had looked up to Dumbledore so much over the years, after all, the old wizard had always been there to help him. He really thought that Dumbledore would tell him more, would help him figure everything out, even about the prophecy. But, Dumbledore wasn’t. He wasn’t helping Harry figure anything out, just putting bread crumbs out when he wanted or when Harry got desperate enough.

               And… it hurt. It hurt Harry every time those thoughts came to his mind. But was he wrong? Was Dumbledore telling him everything he could? Harry wanted to believe he was wrong, but as time wore on, it seemed like… like… 

               “Harry?”

               He looked up to see Ron, Hermione, and Melody staring at him, all with different expressions of concern. He made sure to change whatever expression he was making and cleared his mind. He could think of that later. 

               “What?” Harry asked.

               Confusion passed over Hermione’s face before she spoke.

               “About Slughorn’s memory, have you thought about what you’re going to do?”

               She sounds like she wants to say something else.

               “I… I’ll think about it. Maybe get into Slughorn’s good graces or something,” Harry answered lamely.

               Maybe I will... Maybe I won’t… I don’t really like going into his Slug Club meetings... McLaggon is going to be there anyway…

               Judging from their faces, that clearly didn’t satisfy any of them. Hermione still watched him and Melody only had a surprised expression on her face, yet didn't know what to do. Harry ignored Hermione’s watch and noticed Ron already giving up on asking questions.

               With silence, they continued to eat, and Ron finally put some oatmeal into his mouth.

 

               “Pansy, why are you staring?” Tracey asked.

               “They’re talking loud, why wouldn’t I be staring?” Pansy retorted, her eyes not quite leaving the Gryffindor table.

               The Golden Trio was especially loud today. Well, the Golden Trio and Melody. And while this occurrence normally didn't dictate Pansy's attention, it did so now because of last night. Ever since leaving Ron in the hallway and hanging out with her friends, there was the underlying worry about the Gryffindor.

               She was… concerned for him? Even though she didn’t know him- okay, she knew him as Harry’s annoying second hand, Bloodtraitor, blah, blah. 

               But a lot of things have changed since then. Ron Weasley was more than that.

               And, after all, Nico wasn’t there to explain what happened last night. Pansy and Tracey had seen him that morning only to be told that “everything is fine, I just need to see Will, yes, he’s here, I’ll tell you both everything when I meet everyone at breakfast.”

               Of course, that was thirty minutes ago and Pansy was quickly realizing she didn’t have that kind of patience to wait any longer. Ugh! Okay, Pansy was forcing herself to have that kind of patience, but it didn’t mean she had to like it!

               No, she didn’t like it and she was going to tell Nico that when she could. Pansy began to tap her finger, letting her mind start to wonder if Will’s appearance was something about his quest. It would be hard for it to not be about the quest, the quest was now so much more than just protecting Harry and trying to defeat Voldemort…

               Pansy couldn't believe she didn’t realize that now until she was staring at the Golden Trio… more specifically at Ron… Merlin, the Golden Trio was so normal, but because of Harry, they’ve been involved in so much more than just school drama or Quidditch…And they weren’t the only ones. Pansy and the rest of her friends knew. Enough had changed that she was not thinking about grades or who was going to lead Slytherin now…

               And where is Nico? Why is he taking so long?!

               “I didn’t think you’d find Ron Weasley attractive,” Daphne commented, frowning slightly as she followed Pansy’s black gaze.

               Pansy nearly puked in her mouth. Sputtering, her outburst caught the attention of a few other Slytherins.

               “Oh, don’t you even suggest that,” Pansy said, shuddering at the thought, “I was thinking and… wondering if he was fine. After all, he was the Gryffindor I ran into last night.”

               That got everyone’s attention. Tracey nearly dropped her spoon into her bowl, her eyes wide, and Daphne blinked as if Pansy was speaking another language.

               When Pansy had returned to the party, she had told her friends where Nico had gone and what took so long. Tracey practically gave her a gold star and helpful hints, Daphne only added what she liked to hear when she was upset. Or meant that Daphne could help out. It wasn’t until that moment that Pansy realized she never revealed the upset person’s identity. 

               “Really?” Tracey asked, smiling.

               “Failed to mention the person was Ron Weasley,” Millicent said tonelessly.

               Pansy rolled her eyes dramatically, now looking toward the entrance of the Great Hall.

               “That fact doesn’t really matter, does it?” Pansy said, narrowing her eyes as she saw someone with dark hair enter, though she couldn’t tell which colors were on their tie. Where is Nico? Pansy muttered under her breath. “Someone was upset and that was that.”

               There was only Aria Ostinato somehow finding it exciting to walk in and out of the Great Hall, clearly looking for someone… and failing. Who that person was, Pansy didn’t want to think about, even if she knew.

               She knew Aria was looking for Draco Malfoy and though she tried to convince herself she didn’t have any more feelings about him, something uncomfortable curled in her stomach. 

               “Oh, I think this is very important,” Daphne said, now recovering, “I mean, you’re not even…”

               Daphne let her words trail off. It wasn’t like her to stop unless someone new was joining them, but there wasn’t anyone walking over to their table. Pansy had already seen Blaise and Theodore leave after an early breakfast and so far no other Slytherins really bothered them.

               “Not even what?” Pansy asked.

               Daphne pursed her lips and gave one side glance to Millicent before focusing on her. Tracey was watching with the same tenacity as Pansy.

               Wait, she doesn’t know Daphne’s talking about? Has she only told Millicent?

               “Nothing.”

               What? That can’t be nothing, but why would she tell Millicent and not us? I mean…  I know they’ve been talking to each other more than ever, yet… 

               Pansy blinked and Aria walked down, finally taking a seat at the Slytherin table beside her own group of friends. With pale fingers, she pushed back some long red hair, revealing her upset face.

               “Nico’s here,” Tracey announced, “let’s learn what happened last night.”

               And, sure enough, when Pansy looked, she saw Nico walking toward them… practically glowing with a small smile on his face. 

 

               It wasn’t hard for Nico to explain what had happened last night to his friends. With a smile on his face, he told them of Will’s sudden appearance (and failed fun surprise). Instantly his friends relaxed, sharing their worries that it could have been something horrible! And instead, knowing that Nico’s boyfriend was here and that it didn’t involve any fights with supernatural beings. Daphne was entirely too happy to be able to tease Nico about the blush on his face and the smile he couldn’t get rid of.

               And then, there was the worry that Nico had. He spoke of Will’s difficulties with traveling, the special difficulties since he was a “Squib.”

               There was some awkward silence after that, guilt thick in the air.

               “That sounds awful… but I’m glad he’s here,” Tracey reassured.

               The day went on like a normal day after that. Or, rather, as normal as it could. There were classes, Nico had trouble with the spells, didn’t always pay attention to everything else on his mind, but it went by alright.

               Professor Snape maybe critiqued Nico a little more than he had done before during Defense Against the Dark Arts. Position of his wand, which syllable he should have pronounced more, what he should be thinking about while casting it but… There was nothing else. No less fondness or helpfulness and Nico found himself wondering if he was okay with that or not.

               Professor Snape wasn’t always the easiest person to understand. With his expressionless face, there were only his little tells that could give away what he was thinking or feeling. Of course, there were the times where it was obvious in his scowl, glare, insults, etc. At least, sometimes they were. Gods, it was still hard to really get what was going through his mind, wasn’t it?

               Just like Dumbledore. It really was like Dumbledore, but…

               Nico stayed in the classroom after the DADA class for a moment after turning in an essay about which spell to use in which scenario. It wasn’t hard and had the possibility of being useful. Maybe. Nico had been able to survive so far without writing essays on what to do during dangerous situations.

               The demigod watched as Harry turned in an assignment to Professor Snape, who glared at him and said nothing.

               Theodore scurried out, the first one to turn in his paper, and Draco had already disappeared. And no, Nico didn’t see if Draco had turned in anything.

               It was confusing for Nico to think about why Professor Snape hated Gryffindors, and, most specifically, Harry Potter.

               Out of all the people, why him?

               The demigod could still remember what lengths Professor Snape had gone through to help Nico, even before he knew he was a demigod, before he knew his mission. Even when Nico hadn’t listened (and still felt the words on his hand itch), Professor Snape had still tried to help him.

               There is always something I don’t know… Maybe I’ll figure it out… maybe Harry knows.

                At that moment, Professor Snape had finally noticed him, the rolls of parchment freezing in his hands. 

               “Hey Nico,” Harry greeted.

               Oh. Okay, I can talk to Professor Snape after this… friendly chat? Greeting? Maybe Harry needs to know something.

               “Hey,” Nico turned toward him, noticing Ron standing beside him.

               There was a shiftiness in Ron’s waiting and something else different about him. He had curiosity in his eyes. It wasn’t like at the Jones’ house though, it was something friendlier. 

               “I heard that somehow Madame Pomfrey had gotten an apprentice overnight,” Harry said, his eyes darting over to Nico. 

               “Yep, Will, my boyfriend,” Nico answered, feeling his heartbeat a little faster over saying boyfriend. Despite the very obvious reaction, Nico tried his best not to let his pale face flush or become suddenly jittery. Will was his boyfriend, after all, and… and this was going to be a normal conversation… he highly doubted Harry and Ron would be like Daphne this morning.

               Hmmm.

               “Didn’t know he was coming and he had a little trouble getting here,” Nico shrugged, “but, now he’s here to… learn and help out.”

               “He tried to go through the Floo Network, didn’t he?” Ron jumped in, frowning.

               “Yeah, he did,” Nico said then he quickly rolled his eyes, “and you knew that because of your father, didn’t you?”

               Ron shrugged.

               “Ministry changes are in the newspapers too, Hermione reads them,” Ron replied.

               So, I guess it really was just me and my friends who didn’t know. This is wonderful. Bleh.

               Nico turned around, realizing he was having less and less time to get to his next class. Professor Sprout wasn’t going to be happy with him if he was late. He had been late before when he had asked Professor Snape about where to get the textbook at the beginning of the year and a few other times when he had hung back. Professor Sprout could only be nice for so long.

               After one more look toward Professor Snape, he left the classroom with Harry and Ron.

               “I still don’t understand why Will didn't get magic as well? Wouldn’t it make sense if you both were sent here?” Ron questioned.

               Harry was a little shocked at Ron’s inquiry, but soon he had the same curious look. Harry glanced expectantly at Nico and the demigod let out a sigh.

               “This wasn’t really his quest, that’s why,” Nico said.

               “But he’s here now, isn’t he? Wouldn’t the gods want to equip him correctly?”

               Damn, it was still really weird hearing all the wizard folk talk about the gods. However, it was obvious they still didn’t understand the weight of their words nor the beings they spoke of.

               “It’s obvious you hadn’t met them,” Nico replied with a frown, “Don’t you two have a class to be?”

               I’m not going to be late… maybe I’ll have to run. At least I am able to run.

               Some guilt appeared on Harry’s face and Ron nodded, sighing in annoyance.

               “Yes, I guess we do,” Ron answered.

               “Hermione will get mad if we are late again,” added Harry. 

               At least they have someone in their group that can motivate them to go to class. Though, I think they are more motivated than they think… But, then again, how bad is it to be late in the grand scheme of the school year?

               Welp. Will will probably be upset if I’m late. And so will Mrs. Sprout.

               “Have Marvus ever told you about Dumbledore’s Army 2.0?” Harry brought up.

               There was still some time before they would part ways. Nico looked over with a raised eyebrow.

               “Yeah, mostly about how many people are coming, why?”

               I never knew Harry was interested in the second Dumbledore’s Army. Well, maybe I should have, he made the first one after all.

               Nico could still remember walking into Hog’s Head, the shocked looks on all those students’ faces. It was a rude awakening, that Slytherins really were treated differently, especially the people he hung around. Though, for a good reason. 

               “We’re going to join, maybe you should too, you know… if you want to get better using your wand instead of, you know, your… sword...”

               Oh.

               “I...I’ll think about it. Uh,  I’ll see you two later,” Nico said as he turned toward the edges of the hall.

               This is very different from last year, he wants me to join! He invited me! Well, Marvus technically is still running the club, but still! This is-

               Whoa… this is… are we actually friends now? Not just awkward acquaintances but hesitant friends?

               “See you later,” Harry replied with the same nonchalance.

 

               The rest of the classes took forever. Pansy did the spells, listened to the lessons, wrote down notes and assignments, everything! And it still felt like forever. And just when she thought she could relax, eat with her friends, she couldn’t. Damn it, she knew she shouldn’t have left that one essay to do during lunch!

               Pansy rolled her eyes.

               She was pulled away from her friends at dinner for some small Slytherins squabbling over a stupid fight about… Well, it was over a girl. Third years were probably too young for that kind of romantic drama and Pansy let them know that, as well as… some good advice. Hopefully. She hoped it was good advice.

               That whole event had been surprising, the fact that one of the friends, another third year, Kayla? Kaylee? No, wait, it was Kayla, Kayla with the bright smile and full cheeks, had come to Pansy to solve the problem. Most of that was Head Girl or Boy stuff, but… prefects are supposed to solve problems and maintain order, so…

               Whatever. It wasn’t a big deal. In fact, Pansy felt kind of nice… It was nice to solve some things. Even if… Even if the other prefect wasn’t going to be doing anything.

               While absentmindedly walking back to her friends in the Great Hall Pansy thought about the latest chapter she had read from Pride and Prejudice. It was getting more interesting with the extra drama coming in. Mr. Collins being a rather boring, dumb, man with wealth, Mr. Wickham being a mysterious man with a bad past between him and Darcy, Mr. Bingley’s sisters interfering with his growing relationship with Jane, ah!

               Conflict. It brought out the worst and best of people and, when it was all in a book, oh… it was so much fun to see. Though, not so much in real life.

               However, there was one thing going through her mind… Though Darcy was mostly far from “agreeable,” as they had always been saying in the book, she wasn’t sure if Mr. Wickham was the good guy either. Maybe… Maybe Elisabeth will learn something horrible about Mr. Wickham.

               Nico tried to visit Will earlier and Madame Pomfrey didn’t like that. Nico was still complaining about it… Maybe together we can figure out her rounds or something.

               “Pansy Parkinson.”

               She paused and looked up to the person she wanted to see the least. Aria Ostinato, standing in front of her.

               I seriously didn’t notice her? Oh, whatever, let’s hope this is quick.

               There weren’t that many people watching what was happening. Most Houses didn’t bother with other Houses’ drama. However, there was a difference between being in the fight or just enjoying a free soap opera.

               Luckily, only a few Slytherins were brave enough to bother watching. Whatever, if it was only Slytherins, that was something different.

               “Hello,” Pansy greeted, her tone caught between polite and rude. She crossed her arms, waited only a second for a response, and when she didn’t get one she started walking again.

               A sign came from Aria and Pansy found the girl walking next to her.

               “Have you been worried,” Aria asked, and then lowered her voice, “about Draco? At all?”

               She’s pissed. I can hear it in her voice like she wants to shake me. Ugh, whatever, she’s not the type to start casting Jinxes at me.

               Pansy rolled her eyes and scowled.

               “You’ve noticed by now he and I don’t really interact anymore, he isolates himself and I do what I need to do.”

               “That’s not good enough,” Aria chided, “you’ve seen him! He’s never like this! He’s been hiding away because something bad is happening to him and you don’t care.”

               You don’t care.

               Pansy could feel the age-old anger starting to boil up inside her. She said she doesn’t care! Pansy wished she didn’t care! Wish she didn’t have to be so angry all the time when she thought about him! And she wished that her fury didn’t increase when she realized, even after all the stuff that had happened, she still cared about it.

               “Hey Aria, whatcha doing?”

               Tracey?

               Sure enough, when Pansy looked up, she saw the short black hair and glasses. Tracey appeared to be just as happy as Pansy, her face screwed up into almost rude apathy. Meanwhile, Nico stood by her side, rather confused, even with his signature look of tired teen.

               “I won’t let you abandon him now, after all these years,” Aria whispered before turning heel.

               A weight pulled down at Pansy’s stomach.

               That was it. After all those years… it was hard. It was hard to not think of those, being at his side. Well, trying to be at his side.

               “What was she saying?” Tracey asked, still eyeing Aria as the girl scurried away.

               “Isn’t she your rival?” Nico added, sounding rather unsure of himself.

               Though Aria definitely was a rival, they… didn’t conflict too much. Only a few times a year, it seemed, now that Pansy had thought about it. It nearly wasn’t as much as Draco and Harry. Ugh, even during that time Pansy had found it a little strange.

               “Kinda,” Pansy answered, “Though there’s nothing to make us enemies really. Well, there is, but not really. Not for me.”

               They weren’t fighting over Draco’s attention and friendship. No, this was a different thing concerning Draco.

               She’s mad that I’m not doing anything… Should I do anything?

               “Wow, really?” Nico asked.

               “Pansy had turned a new leaf,” Tracey said, smiling, “she was even worried when Ron was a little upset. Remember from the game?”

               “What?” Nico asked, turning over to Pansy with surprise on his face, obviously wanting her to explain what Tracey meant by that.

               “Eh, it was nothing,” Pansy waved away, and really it was nothing. Well, it should have been. Going to comfort someone was normal, she had seen other Houses do it all the time. Even if… even if it was big, big for her. She frowned, “So, why did you guys come here anyway? Did Daphne and Millicent want their alone time or something? They’ve been starting to do that more and more…”

               Way more than the other years. This might be the time where they finally admit their feelings. Fuck, at least, she’d hope they realized their feelings in the first place! Well, no, no, they know, they get secret admirer gifts every Valentine's day, those cards must be from each other.

               “No, you took a long time and we wanted to make sure nothing had happened,” Tracey said.

               “And Daphne and Millicent said they needed to study Divination,” Nico added.

               Of course. Divination… But how do you even study for that?

               “Are you still hungry?” Nico asked, “We can go back and finish eating.”

               Pansy couldn’t quite grasp it, but immediately she wanted to say no. She didn’t want to return to the Great Hall. She didn’t want to see Aria back there. Or… Or Draco, sitting alone or with Crabbe and Goyle. Or not see Draco at all and know he was skipping another dinner

               “No, I have snacks back in my room, we should start doing homework as well.”

 

               It wasn’t until during dinner when Harry was kicking himself. He had forgotten to ask Nico about the story he had them read! Tale of the Three Brothers… it was still rather strange that he had asked them to read a children’s story…

               That story and the ring. Nico had known what that ring was after learning from Dumbledore and he told him to read the story. What could make them connected? What was…

              The ring was a golden ring with a cracked stone in the middle. The gold band wasn’t normal either, rather geometric, and scaly like. That was normal, the Marvolos were Slytherin and maybe wizards liked their jewelry to be more complex. But the gem in the middle wasn’t shiny, like the one Aunt Petunia wore, and not a diamond or crystal definitely, it might not even be a gem, it just looked like a regular rock.

               So plain, and yet…

               Of course, Nico had to leave right when Harry made the plan to catch him after dinner. 

               That’s Marvus. At least I could talk to him and get this club thing figured out.

               “Hey, where’re you going?” Ron asked, food still in his mouth.

               Melody and Hermione finally looked at Harry; they had been having a discussion about the Half-Blood Prince and where to research next with only Ron really participating. This was the moment they realized Harry hadn’t been listening. 

               “I need to talk to Marvus, bye,” Harry explained shortly and got up.

               There was a disapproving look from Hermione before Ron shouted to remind him about the Quidditch meeting Harry had put together after dinner. Yes, since the times practicing outside had been nearly cut in half for all of the teams, he still wanted the hours to go over plays and what they should work on.

               Wow, Marvus is a lot faster than I thought.

               Harry looked around and heard a shout.

               “I can’t believe you!”

               That annoying, shrill voice definitely belongs to Zacharias.

               Sure enough, the person who emerged into view was the worst Hufflepuff himself. His nose wasn’t upturned as it normally was, instead, he was rather angry looking, his eyes wide and his mouth screwed up onto a scowl.

               “What?” Marvus asked innocently, his smile far too bright and wide to be pure joy, “you can’t believe what?”

               Marvus backed away, obviously not wanting to fully deal with Zacharias, no matter how much fun he was having.

               “The apprentice kid!” Zacharias shrieked, enough that a few students looked their way and began walking faster. They knew by now the number of fights that occurred between them regularly, “I know him, why was he here to begin with? He came here for another thing, didn’t he, what for? Actually, who? Who did you bring him here for? Was-”

               Zacharias realized Marvus wasn’t looking at him anymore. Instead, Marvus was staring at Harry, happy to take the distraction.

               “Oi, Harry! What’s up?” Marvus called out, gesturing for Harry to come over.

               Oh, I really don’t want to go in between this either.

              Looking at the other students, Harry wished he could have been a passerby as well. Zacharias wasn’t thrilled either, his condescending face seemed to somehow look down at Harry, even though Harry had grown taller than him over the summer!

              A passing group must have not realized how close they got and Marvus was pushed against the other Hufflepuff. Marvus made a noise and quickly grabbed Zacharias, who let out a yelp. The students didn’t even look as they walked even faster.

               “Watch it!” Zacharias sneered and ripped his arm out of Marvus’s grip. “I still have bruises everywhere, even if I got out!”

               Marvus sent Zacharias a glare and instantly the latter boy shut up. The angry expression on Zacharias’s face changed into something conflicted before it became shame.

               Ugh, this is why Zacharias is so terrible and annoying…. I’m glad Ginny ran into him, maybe that would teach him to learn how to not be selfish when he has to rely on others. 

               “I won’t be practicing, but I’ll be at practice,” Zacharias muttered, gave Harry a small glare, and went on his way.

               Harry didn’t wait until Zacharias disappeared down another hallway before he scowled. Zacharias had never been his favorite Hufflepuff and he couldn’t see the boy ever being anything more. There was one question he always wondered: why did Marvus even bother with him?

               “He’s a piece of work,” Harry commented.

               Marvus huffed, turning down the opposite direction, “He is, but that’s not why you want to talk to me, is it?”

               Right to the point, isn’t he? Harry thought, mixed with both nervousness and relief. 

              “I… I know I declined before, that I wouldn’t have time, but I do. I do have time,” Harry said. Marvus’s face continued to be blank and he waited patiently. “I would like to join Dumbledore’s Army 2.0 and I… would like to help too. I might have even more spells to teach. Maybe.”

                Just have to figure out what they all do first…. Ugh, and have Hermione approve of them.

               “Really?” Marvus asked, a smile on his face.

               “Uh…”

               “Really- really- really? Ah, thank the gods!” Marvus did a fist pump, “I needed someone, do you want to check out the room? The Room of Requirement? It’s a little different, but it still has the most important things there! And…”

               Marvus’s eyebrows furrowed.

               “You have something you need to do later tonight, don’t you?” Marvus asked.

               “Er, yes.”

               This isn’t a good impression since I first said no because I didn’t have enough time.

               The Hufflepuff nodded. His gaze was down as he thought, tapping his fingers together.

               “That’s.. Okay. Our first meeting is right after dinner this Wednesday. You might want to come a little early- and bring friends if you want to, and no, I don’t think I can change the meeting times,” Marvus said.

               Harry blinked.

               That was a lot of information, good information, he will be sure to have Ron, Hermione, and Melody come along too, maybe even more. Wednesday was in the middle of the week, could provide it to be busy, but then again they can make up the time, the meetings shouldn’t be longer than two hours.

               “Wait, how have you been setting up the meetings?” Harry asked.

               “Flyers,” Marvus said, smiling, “They change! Depending on when I want, but they mostly stay the same. It helps that the club is no longer legal. I mean, illegal.” Marvus tilted his head. “Were Umbridge’s decrees the same as laws? I mean, you weren’t allowed to play Quidditch ever again and here you are playing and winning.”

               “I…”

               Don’t know and particularly don’t care.

               Though, Harry knew that wasn’t the sensible thing to say. But, it was hard to not say anything when Marvus was looking at him, waiting -

               “I’ll be there Wednesday,” Harry said.

               Marvus practically beamed. He grabbed Harry’s shoulder, which could have been a failed friendly pat or sign of affection because instead of doing any of that, he shook Harry. For a moment, Harry was briskly reminded of Melody.

               “Thanks again, I know… I know this will be an even better club with you,” Marvus said, shooting finger guns, “Okay! I hope whatever you have to do goes well! Bye, gotta do homework!”

 

               “Oh, Melody and Marvus know about Will being here,” Nico answered Tracey, “told them the short story, everything else will come to light during the demigod meeting.”

               Tracey was mindlessly playing wizard chess with Nico while Pansy read beside them. Millicent and Daphne were studying in their dorms, trying to “get away” from the noise in the Slytherin Common Room. It was fine, in fact, Tracey had left them alone.

               “Do you really think they are going over Divination?” Nico asked.

               Tracey shrugged.

               “They wanted to be alone together, so they get to be alone together. That’s it,” Tracey said, ordering her bishop to take his pawn.

               The white bishop moved, simply pulled its staff above his head, and slammed it hard on the pawn’s head. The pawn crumbled underneath it. The bishop put the staff back to its side as if nothing had happened. 

               Nico frowned.

               “You could have put me in check just then instead of going for my pawn. Are you going easy on me?”

               “No,” Tracey said unconvincingly, “now make your move.”

               His eyes found the board and he leaned forward. He didn’t have many pieces left to move at all. Beside them, Pansy turned the page, frowning as she read, sometimes muttering under her breath before pulling out her dictionary.

               “You’re trying to get rid of all my pieces before you kill me,” Nico realized.

               “Not kill you, just win.”

               Nico let out a very aggravated groan. He told his rook to move and take out the bishop. Not wanting to bother watching the fake bloodshed, he looked toward Pansy. She had her eyes up and she was smiling. 

               “Mr. Wickham wanted to marry for money and the Bingley sisters are bitches,” Pansy said, “I knew it.”

               “What?” Nico asked. 

               “Pansy, tell us about what you’ve read tomorrow, so we are all there to understand what you are talking about,” Tracey said.

               There was a brief pause as Pansy was vexed, opened her mouth to say something, and then stopped. Her eyes widened as she thought about what Tracey said. Yes, Millicent and Daphne needed to know what was happening so she wouldn’t have to waste time explaining it twice.

               With a nod and a small smile directed toward Tracey, Pansy went back to reading.

               Then it was Nico’s turn to frown. Pansy didn’t ask as many questions about the Muggle world while she read this book and didn’t complain as much. Taking a mental note, Nico knew he had to thank Will again for suggesting Pride and Prejudice…

               And even if I haven’t read it, I might as well have. Pansy is telling us everything that has happened so far, like Darcy being a prideful prat and Elisabeth being a very, very relatable character. The only difference is that Elisabeth is very good at replying with wit, destroying all bothersome side characters. It was very refreshing and… surprising. To think it was written before the Great Gatsby… Of course, by a woman, not a man. 

               There was something else that was surprising. Though Pansy didn’t appear to want to divulge or talk about it, she had wanted to make Ron feel better. It shouldn't have been very big, but... he could count on one of his hands the people she had cared about or comforted who weren’t Slytherin and still have plenty of spots left. 

               And Nico couldn’t help but feel… good. He hoped that Pansy felt the same way about it too.

               “So, when are you going to see Will?” Tracey continued, “I heard how Madame Pomfrey made you help out when you hung out with him.”

               Nico shrugged.

               And Tracey’s pieces moved again. And then he had no rook any longer. Damn, it was first the bishops, the knights, and now the rooks, all gone. The only pieces that were left were his king, queen, and some good old pawns.

               Sometimes that’s how it is.

               “Yeah, but I’m used to that. When I hung out with Will back at Camp Half-Blood, I worked in the Infirmary with him. And later tonight I’m going to see him… she gave me times when Will would technically be on breaks.”

 

               “He’s really cute, the new apprentice to Madame Pomfrey,” Parvati whispered.

               “Really? I haven’t seen him,” Lavender said, looking over to see Ron was paying attention to Harry’s gestures. She let out a small sigh. 

               “You should, he’s American too! Such a funny accent,” Parvati continued.

               “Oh, but I only have sights for one person currently,” Lavender smiled.

               Hermione gripped her quill tightly, trying very hard to keep her mouth shut. There was no need to be shouting or doing anything, not when so many people were using the Gryffindor Common Room because of the curfew.

               However, instead of letting it go, she directed it somewhere else.

               “I don’t think it’s a good idea to practice those spells from the book, we still don’t know who the Half-Blood Prince is,” Hermione whispered, scowling.

               Melody was sprawled near the fire, laying on her stomach. They had been working on homework together, trying to ignore the Quidditch meeting not so far away from them. Luckily, Harry had the sense to not take up the entire Gryffindor common room, merely a corner that was secluded and had a chalkboard there. It was all about plays for Chasers now, no reason for the Beaters to be around. 

               “They did say they were going to go over the spells first,” Melody answered, “I think that’s fine.”

               “Over who? First years like Fred and George did?” Hermione asked, “Or each other?”

               “I guess each other,” Melody offered, “I’d probably volunteer myself, that would be fun.”

               “Fun?” Hermione parroted, her eyes widening with judgment. “It could be dangerous! I don’t want anyone to get hurt because we were messing with things we shouldn’t!”

               A stranger’s book? It’s irresponsible, to not have returned it… and… and…

               Hermione thought of the Half-Blood Prince’s textbook. It was so frustrating following the instructions, word for word, only for Harry to read the changes in his and get the potion correctly. What was this textbook edition? Made just to screw them over during class?

               Her arm twitched in frustration and the ink bottle she hadn’t touched since the studying began was knocked over. The black ink spilled onto the floor, running along the wood. With a quick incantation and eave of her wand, it was gone. More mutterings and the ink bottle was sealed.

               No, there was no homework she had to do that required writing at the time, no point in accidentally spilling it again. 

               Melody had her hands hold up her head, elbows on the floor, and she watched the scene before her wordlessly.

               She’s thinking something… I just know it. Ugh, why is it no one is listening about the dangers of the book? I knew Harry would only like to explore it since it’s helped him so far and Ron always backs him up, but Melody? I wish she was on my side.

               With that last solemn thought, she began to roll up her finished essays. If Melody wanted to say something, she was going to say it.

               “Is this really about the book?” Melody asked.

               Hermione froze.

               “What?”

               What else could it be about?

               “Of course,” Hermione answered, rolling up her finished essays, “that’s what I’ve been talking about this whole time, the book!”

               Melody frowned, “I think we should definitely still look for the scribbler and really test the spells safely on- on maybe dummies or something, but even after all of that, what do you think of the book? What will we do after that?”

               Hermione’s expression began to soften as she thought.

               After we find out the Half-Blood Prince, we can see if they are bad or good. if they are bad we can get rid of it, make sure no other student could possibly get harmed by it and… Spells, well, that’s difficult to safely test, its best not to mess with something unknown and… and…

               But the potions. It actually has the right instructions, wouldn’t it be better if every student had it instead of one student?

               “We’ll… it’s obvious, we’ll either destroy it or...” Hermione trailed off.

               Melody tilted her head and the edge of her lips pulled downward.

               It could be a woman. It could be bad. It...

               “Well, er,” Hermione started intelligently, “how has your reading been going? You know, the books wizards had on demigods?”

               The other girl obviously wasn’t too happy with the topic change, but she didn’t say anything. She looked back at her homework with a frown.

               “Marvus has been reading them instead. So far he’s said that they mostly allude to what we already know, different abilities depending on the parent, certain features, unexplainable monsters hunting after them…

               “But, they also have some interesting things, like how demigods are like Giants in response to certain spells. Like, we need to be hit more than once with a stunning spell. And… and that Polyjuice Potion isn’t good for us. Erm… and then a repeat of how demigod wizards are hard to find and, depending on the person, can be very good wizards.”

               Hermione narrowed her eyes as she tried to process that information. Some of it she knew, some of it she didn’t, but it was rather strange hearing them together. In fact, it was still rather hard to believe who Melody was. Melody, Marvus, Nico… and now Will too.

               Children of mythical gods on a magical quest.

               But, then again, she was a witch and only learned that fact when she was invited to Hogwarts… strange things did always happen around her...

               “That’s… interesting,” Hermione finally said, “did it ever explain why Polyjuice Potion and the spells?”

               Melody frowned and tilted her head. She sat up, muttering about her back, before sitting on her legs. Hermione closed her textbook and sat down on the ground with her.

               “Giants are children of the gods, one way or another,” Melody said, “we went to Camp Half-Blood, we ran into… Ugh, I don’t know which one. I was small, I was running, and I never bothered to ask what it was called. There are a lot of different giants, some are powerful, some are not powerful.

               “But, the one similarity is that we are related to the gods, so… not being totally mortal.”

               Mortal. She had used that word before, right? And when Melody put it out all like that, it makes sense. They are demigods, and their powers must have not been the only thing they inherited from their parents. 

               Melody gave a half-smile and shrugged.

               It was hard to imagine Melody was related to… Ares. God of War. Hermione didn’t know many myths that included him, but she didn’t need to know much. He was the God of War, loving carnage, weapons, and, most likely, winning. However, there were moments where Hermione had seen the coolness on Melody’s.

               But, again, Melody was far from that. Same as Marvus. A boy who was sorted into Hufflepuff. 

               For Nico, it was easier to believe, at first. But, now... 

               Wait. Speaking of Nico.

               “Why did Nico tell Harry to read The Tale of the Three Brothers?” Hermione asked.

               Melody blinked.

               “Because it’s not just a story. It's real. Death is real.”

 

               Draco didn’t like moving through the hallways this late at night, but he didn’t really have a choice. He had spent a better portion of the day figuring out more directions for the cabinet and he was so close… so close. Soon he’d be able to start seeing if he could send items across.

               But, he had missed dinner. The only food he had gotten from his mother was candy… It was almost embarrassing how much she was sending him. Almost every other day he was getting a letter or a package with a letter in it. Actually, the action was insulting. Just like when she was horrified the Dark Lord had given him a special mission! Yes, that… that was what it was…

               It was hard to ignore his other voice, deep inside him, screaming that something was terribly wrong. Fuck, it was all so wrong, the feeling crawling beneath his skin, making him feel petrified with fear. Maybe if I stay still nothing will happen and I’ll be safe. They’ll never know, and I’ll be safe, I’ll be safe… 

               Footsteps ahead of him caused Draco to stop. His eyes widened and he tried to listen, wanting to know who would be walking. Draco was glad he had casted that spell to soften his sounds… Though Professor Snape never meant for his spells to be used against him, it would have been silly to think Draco wouldn’t use it now.

               For a strange moment, the footsteps stopped as well.

               What? How could they hear me?

               As if nothing had happened, the stranger continued and Draco stayed, watching. It wasn’t over, there was still a chance he would be spotted.

               There- I see their shadow. Are they… they look kinda small for a professor and certainly not small enough for Flitwick… who.

               Draco let out the breath he had been holding. There was no need to be so cautious now, not since he knew the student shouldn't be out and about either. And judging by the way he was looking about, he knew that too. 

               Nico di Angelo… but what is he doing now?

               Letting his curiosity lead, Draco followed Nico. It was harder than Draco thought, and the other went much further than he would have liked. They went out of the Dungeons, up the stairs, down corridors… Nico stopped every few minutes, like he had heard Draco, and then moved on…

               What is he doing? And… wow, we… we hadn’t run into anyone. I wonder why it was so easy, normally Mrs. Norris would have caught up to me by now.

               And, finally, Nico stopped in front of a door. He knocked, waiting, and looking around once more. Draco swiftly hid. In a second, the door opened and he heard talking.

               That must be the extra room for the infirmary… but someone is there? Draco wondered. Did Hogwarts hire another Healer?

               He hadn’t heard of any news concerning the infirmary… but then again, he hadn’t heard the news of anything concerning Hogwarts. That would require going to classes, talking to other students… bothering to care about anything anymore. He had to see who it was Nico was talking to, by how his voice sounded, he couldn't have been too old. 

               Peeking, Draco only watched as the door was closing, the bright light on the floor became thinner, no Nico to be seen. Kicking himself, he wished he had tried to look sooner. The door closed without another noise and Draco felt his heart sink, and just as he was about to leave, he thought he saw something.

               A hooded figure standing just outside the door.

               Draco had seen a lot of hooded people in his lifetime, now more so than ever with the return of the Dark Lord. Death Eaters found it easier to keep their identities secret, as well as alleviate any fear of being discovered. His father had always scowled at the sight, saying that everyone should be proud to be known as a Death Eater.

               Of course, Draco had known his father said he was controlled by the Imperius Curse after the first war.

               But this hooded figure didn’t look like the rest. Normally Draco was able to tell which Death Eater was under the hood by how they stood, how they spoke, and the individual mask they wore. However, this one… was too tall, too thin, their posture curved unnaturally, inhumanly, and… And there was no mask.

               And no face. There was enough light that he should have seen some features, a blurred, recognizable nose or mouth, but there was nothing.

               Emotions hit Draco like nothing he had ever felt before. It felt like his heart shriveled up inside of him. He… he didn’t know how, but he knew who the figure was under the hood and he feared them beyond all possible thought. They were someone… someone that could take everything he loved away.

               Draco blinked and the hooded figure was gone and so were those horrible feelings.

Notes:

Haha... so... Here are the real questions I want to ask you guys:
Were Daphne and Millicent really studying Divination?
And who was it that Draco saw?

Also... I am probably going to have Wolfstar in this fic. I thought maybe I'd do the shitty thing of, idk man, maybe they're in love platonically or romantically, it's up to yoooouuuu, but upon planning and already future writing of some of those parts... Well. It probably gonna be romantic. What do you all think of that?
Oh... yes, of course that means... adults are going to be important in this one? Yes. At least, more important than the last book!

Until next time folks, see ya then! And will get to the comments! Tomorrow! Hopefully! All of you are so wonderful! Have a great time!

Chapter 18: Oh, Haven’t You Heard?

Notes:

Time to break 100,000 on this fic... And fuck. Man. I still have so much in store! Hopefully, I can write it all faster! Or plan a tiny bit better. Hm. We'll see!

Though, I'm gonna be so busy in the next few weeks... wish me luck! And I wish the best luck to all of you too!
And thank you so much much for all the comments! And kudos! And everything! Jesus, the first book had reached 2000 kudos and I was like... whoah, bro, holy shit. That's crazy.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               The son of Hades had decided a while ago that though it had helped him in the past, he wouldn’t go snooping in people’s dreams. Harry stopped talking about visions and Nico was going to trust him on that, so there was no need. Besides, over the summer Nico realized going into other people’s dreams was an invasion of privacy.

               So, he wasn’t doing much when his surroundings changed and, immediately, felt dread rise up in him. There was only one way someone would try to take over his dreamscape. Letting out a sigh, Nico didn’t bother to feel impressed as dark and half-dead grass sprouted from the ground, and… and black figures. Nico blinked and all around him were tombstones, mausoleums, and vaults, all covered in the darkness of the night.

               He looked up to see a statue of… something akin to Death themself. The sculpture had skeletal hands and face, shrouded in a cloak, a scythe in its bony hand, and wings. Worn by time and weather, the sculpture wasn’t sharp, and moss grew at the bottom of its feet. Near the angel of death, was a large Headstone, with names carved into it.

               Thomas Riddle. Mary Riddle. Tom Riddle.

               Nico narrowed his eyes.

               The Riddles? Isn’t that Voldemort’s real name?f

               “Hello, di Ang- son.”

               Death emerged, form flickering violently between Death and Hades. It was strange, seeing his father’s familiar face quite frequently and then not at all. Nico missed him. There used to be… something with Hades! Hades at least helped him out, reassured him during the quest, and now all Nico had was a god annoying him in unknown riddles and more tasks...

               And how did Death become so powerful in such a short time? How did he settle so quickly?

               Nico knew to keep his mouth shut. Instead, he glared as Death walked over like they had all the time in the world.

               “Nothing?” Death asked, sounding somehow disappointed, amused, and frustrated at the same time. “You aren’t going to say or ask anything?”

               The demigod thought he had gotten used to the thousands of voices into one, after all the times he had spoken to Death, but he still wasn’t. A single word still sent a shiver down his spine. Nico tried to hide it and he clenched his fists.

               “Do you recognize these names?” Death finally asked.

               Their skeleton hand brushed over the sculpture and then the names on the tombstone. The bone fingers rattled with every indentation and sign of weathering like chalk on the sidewalk. Nico let his hand go out and his face softened.

               He remembered when Dumbledore had invited Harry and him into the memories. Any person could put two and two together.

               “They are Voldemort’s father and his father’s parents. Voldemort killed them.”

               “Yes, Dumbledore told you about that,” Death said, the cloak flowing out beneath them, “but this place is not only a final resting place for these people and hundreds of others, named and unnamed.”

               Death stood up, their hand still lovingly on the gravestone, and their head turned, gazing out at the graveyard. Nico did the same, realizing that this gravesite was different from some others he had seen. Older, with more sculptures and vaults, some people who died had enough money to afford such things. And, off in the distance, he noticed a house.

               “History is not always recorded on paper, but in conversations and minds,” Death continued, and they phased through the tombstone. Their cloak rippled like water, pulling apart with reluctance and coming together to shine its beautiful iridescence.

               It was hard not to look at the cloak, it always shone brightly and hauntingly, like a moon on a lonely night. Nico blinked in confusion when the cloak began to change again. 

               Forms began to fold on the bottom, of a baby born to a very happy couple, their smiling faces as they looked down at their child in their arms. The baby changed into a young boy, overlooked by a nanny appearing at the side. Then it fell only to reveal the mother and father at the dinner table, scowling their child, dropping to show the boy sneering at other children, and then… and then the boy was alone and upset.

               Though Nico couldn’t exactly understand why, he knew this was Tom Riddle Senior.

               “People’s past not only builds them, but it builds their future … The past also holds many people back, whether they could have experienced it or not. You know this truth, personally, don’t you?”

               The people changed and instead it was Nico, standing, talking to Bianca. He could remember that moment clearly, it was the time he wanted to speak to his mother, figure out their past… but Bianca told him that she was the one ghost he wasn’t allowed to talk to.

               And then Bianca chose to be reborn later.

               There was another change, showing himself, Bianca, and their mother, in Italy, walking through the streets. Buildings rose up alongside them with the same friendly waves as their neighbors and their feet met the cobblestone in a perfect song. That was the last time Nico would ever see his family and those streets that way ever again.

               But, what does this mean? The past? Who is he talking about…  whose past is he talking about? What does this mean?

               Nico didn’t know how to respond. He just watched the small forms running. Nico had run from a lot of things, didn’t want to face them, but he did. He finally learned, finally learned how to depend and trust others because… because it was worth it.

               “There is a difference to being held back and learning from the past,” Death finished and their cloak flowed to the ground.

               And, for once, Death changed. Their form flickered and Hades finally stood before him. His black hair fell down his long black robe, where souls of the dead moved and played. Hades’s pale face was a welcomed sight, even if he did look like he hadn’t slept in a lifetime and his purple eyes glowed fierier than ever.

               “You are not alone,” Hades reminded him, “and be careful when visiting Will Solace, you were right. You weren’t the only one in the halls.”

               What?

               “Who was it?” Nico asked.

               Was it Dumbledore? Like he had done in the past when I had gone into Hogsmeade? Why would he be following me? Could it have been Professor Snape? He might have wanted to know why I was leaving while there was still a curfew, but… if he did, he would have confronted me. Wait, maybe it’s-

               “Draco Malfoy.”

 

               When Hermione said Melody had some news, Harry would have never guessed what kind of news it was. There was a possibility of it being about the quest, but Harry’s mind was on Quidditch, where to go next, a certain Gryffindor he was trying very hard not to stare at, and when he was going to practice some spells for Dumbledore’s Army 2.0. So, when Melody finally told them, all of his previous thoughts and worries went out the window.

               And in came new ones.

               Harry’s gaze moved from Hermione to Melody in disbelief. Ron was in the same shock, his mouth almost wide open, even if he had just taken a bite of oatmeal. And with a sickening noise, Harry realized that the oatmeal was no longer on his tongue, but rather slipped out and back onto his bowl.

               Hermione let out a disgusted grunt.

               “Death is real,” Harry repeated, finding his voice before Hermione or Ron could do anything about the somewhat chewed oatmeal, “The three objects, the Invisibility Cloak, the Elder Wand, the Resurrection Stone, it’s all real?”

               How could that be possible? Why- how could there be such powerful items and how can they be lost into the world? Wouldn’t people have known what they possessed? Maybe they are all held in the Department of Mysteries, that’s why the news never spoke about an unbelievably powerful wizard or how the dead were coming back to life… But we just went through the Department of Mysteries and there was nothing like that.

               Melody’s face changed, mentally rechecking what she had explained for the last five minutes, and nodded.

               “Yeah, that’s what Nico told us,” Melody said, looking over to an upset Hermione.

                The witch recovered from the oatmeal drop but had the same incredulous look as Harry and Ron. Even after learning of the facts last night, it was still rather hard to believe… the facts. The Cloak, the Wand, and the Stone, they all came out of a children’s story! To believe they were so real, this… 

               “Blimey,” Ron commented, putting his bowl to the side, “I never thought that little story Mum told us to fall asleep would be anything more than that.”

               Harry didn’t catch on the fact he hadn’t heard of the story until then. Instead, he began to feel angry.

               “Why didn’t Nico just tell us that?” Harry asked, shaking his head, “Why would he start with the story instead of begin with the fact that it was real?”

               Melody raised one of her eyebrows, appearing vexed as well.

               “I don’t know, you can ask him. It’s not like I know everything that’s going on right now… hadn’t had a meeting with him for a while and he’s always disappearing.”

               She had a sad look on her face. She muttered something like he 'has a lot on his plate' at the moment and that Death apparently was 'a lot more annoying than you’d think.' Ron widened his eyes at the simple and yet most bizarre sentences he had ever heard. There was a similar shock in Harry but at the same time…

               There wasn’t much to surprise Harry about Melody. And there was one thing he couldn't stop thinking about… the Resurrection Stone. It was real.

               I need to talk to Nico then, figure out why he wasn’t straightforward with this… After we had learned everything about demigods, they’ve only been very blunt about what was up. And now this? Going around in circles when I could have known in minutes?

               And as Harry pondered and his mind wandered to Marvolo’s ring and the unremarkable black stone. It wasn’t shiny, no, not gaudy at all, there was no point in having such a jewel, especially since it was cracked…

               A small voice in Harry knew what that small stone could have meant, for Nico to be so upset about it before…

               It feels nice, but too nice. It’s something that is too good to be here, too good to be without strings.

               “So, are we all going to Dumbledore’s Army 2.0 tomorrow?” Melody asked with a smile.

 

               “So, Pride and Prejudice,” Pansy said, her face aglow and her smile wider than comfortable as she looked out at Nico, Tracey, Daphne, and Millicent at the table. Breakfast had to wait, “I’m glad you are all here to hear the weekly rerun of the book because something really big just happened.”

               For a little while Pride and Prejudice was simply a weave of people to keep track of and titles to understand, as well as passages that she couldn’t understand how they could go together or what was important. It was a drastic contrast to the Great Gatsby. Well, not that they both held large amounts of seemingly unimportant things by passages or descriptions, but everything else. In Pride and Prejudice, there were no endlessly long paragraphs, almost photographic descriptions, nor as much… symbolism?

               No. Pansy didn’t think so. The text and meaning was rather upfront.

               And though it was sometimes hard to understand, Pansy found that she didn’t need to use the dictionary so much anymore. 

               But, the best part was that Darcy had admitted his feelings to Elisabeth. In the worst manner possible so it was rather exciting reading Elisabeth be very, very upset, and release her wrath on the dumb Darcy.

               Pansy slammed her hands on the table after her deductions and events, scaring a few other Slytherins and knocking Nico out of his thinking gaze. Now that she had everyone’s attention, she continued.

               “Everything was revealed and, annoyingly, it wasn’t only the Bingley sisters who were behind breaking up Jane and Mr. Bingley.”

               And that was when Pansy told them. That Darcy was the scoundrel that split up Mr. Bingley and Jane Bennet, saying how he couldn’t let what was happening to him happen to his friend. Falling in love with a woman who had a far lower status.

               When it was all over, they were thinking about what they had heard. And Pansy, not all very patiently, tried to wait. Luckily, her friends didn’t let her suffer for long.

               “So, it’s his pride,” Tracey said, smirking “and his prejudice for why Elisabeth said no?”

               “Yes, exactly!” Pansy pointed with excitement.

               Ah, the moment when the title becomes relevant in the book. There was no other good feeling that a person could ever have.

               “Is that the end then?” Millicent asked.

               “What? No. It’s only half of the book! There’s more!”

               Daphne frowned and she and Millicent exchanged a glance of questioning. Tracey watched with amusement as Pansy turned around and went through the bag she had been carrying around since the summer.

               Pulling out the book, Pansy pointed at the green thread as her bookmark. And, clearly, it was in the near the middle, maybe a few pages behind the exact middle of the story.

               “That’s a rather small book, you don’t normally take that long to read a single book,” Daphne said, frowning.

               “I’ve been distracted,” Pansy instantly replied, “Anyway-”

               Her attention was immediately grabbed by Nico. He was barely paying attention. His eyebrows were narrowed and he was absentmindedly twisting his skull ring. Pansy knew that what that meant, she had seen it a thousand times before. Pansy blinked; she knew what she had to do.

               “Nico, what are you thinking about?” Pansy asked plainly.

               The demigod in question looked up.

               “Huh? Oh, nothing. I’m not thinking about much,” said Nico.

               “You are thinking about something important,” Tracey joined in, her eyes scrutinizing at him with a curious glint in her eyes, “you always are when you start twisting your ring.”

               Without a response, Nico shoved his hands to his side, pretending he hadn’t done such a thing. Millicent looked at Nico with caring disapproval and though the observations might have been news to Daphne, judging by the surprise on her face, she agreed with the other girls.

               “We can talk about the book later, but I think it would be best for you to say what’s going on,” said Pansy.

               It probably isn’t about some book too. It’s probably about something more important, as the quest… Something that mattered more than grades and gossip...

               Pansy wasn’t dumb, she had noticed the changes in the world. After all, she had been caught in between them all: her father, a Death Eater, and her mother, a worker in the Ministry of Magic. Life was changing for the both of those types of people. Even if she hadn’t seen them in months, she knew what was going on from the way some students looked at her and Nico’s talkings about Will’s arrival.

               And it made her want to do more… but as a regular student, it seemed impossible.

               But, there were some things she could do, some things that were within reach that she would have done even without the knowledge of what Nico was truly doing.

               Pansy sighed and turned toward him, “Come on, now we’re all curious… And you know, talking about it can help you feel better. We can help you feel better if you let us.”

               Nico let out a loud sigh.

               “So, Death bothered me again, had a cryptic message and all that… but what was good was that I also saw my father.”

 

               Nico didn’t have a hard time telling them what happened during his dream. Death invaded his dreams again, talking about the past and… and the past of Tom Riddle Senior. It was harder to understand the more Nico thought back to it: Voldemort’s father, how the graveyard was a resting place for more than just Voldemort’s father and paternal grandparents, the past shaping and sometimes limiting people? It was obvious about what he meant, it wasn’t random riddles, but what was it all for? Why did Death talk about all of that? What was he trying to highlight to Nico?

               “I didn’t know his father was a Muggle,” Daphne muttered softly.

               Her blue eyes were wide and she stared, shocked beyond belief. Some of her blonde hair fell in front of her face, but she made no move to put it back.

               “My father always talked about blood purity and to think,” Pansy said, scowling, “I’m… I’m very…”

               Pansy let her words trail off and Millicent, without adding to the conversation, pushed back the blonde hair behind Daphne’s ear.

               “That’s not very shocking,” Tracey said, and continued eating, “Adolf Hitler wasn’t really a German and he didn’t have the “perfect features” he said perfect Germans had, blonde hair and blue eyes. Plus, You-Know-Who has lied about many things before, why not his backstory?”

               The demigod blinked. It was so fast and so quick, Tracey wasn’t at all bothered about it.

               Yes, Voldemort covered it up, and…

               And they had no idea. The people who were the closest to Death Eaters, the closest to their parents. And they had no idea. Nico could see the fight within their eyes, Daphne and Pansy mostly, whereas Millicent was as hard to read as ever.

               “That was what I found out in the research, anyway,” Tracey said, shrugging.

               Daphne frowned, “I… yes. That makes sense.”

               Nico pursed his lips. He didn’t tell them about Draco Malfoy. Just as he was about to say it, he stopped. He remembered how Pansy had been acting around the mere mention of his name, the frustration and fury.

               And he didn’t want any of them to do anything. Everything surrounding Draco Malfoy was a delicate situation… Death wanted him to continue bothering Draco and, deep down, he knew Draco was doing something very important. And something, very, very wrong. Something importantly evil? No, no, that just sounds like something a fairytale would say.

               I wonder if Marvus had tried to do something about Draco, even though I told him I would handle it. Maybe during the meeting this Friday I could… ugh, Tuesday is so far away from Friday..

               “Oh. Hello Harry Potter,” Pansy greeted, sounding a little confused.

               What? What is he doing over here?

               Nico scooted away and turned to see the Gryffindor himself, who was trying very hard to not get the rest of Nico’s friend’s attention, which was proved, very quickly, unsuccessful. It was so unsuccessful that a good portion of the other Slytherins surrounding the group found Harry Potter more interesting than their conversations. The Gryffindor stood his ground, but the expression on his face told Nico whatever he wanted to talk to him about was serious. And probably in private.

               Harry nodded toward her, slightly confused, before he focused on the demigod.

               “Nico, we need to talk.”

               Of course, we do. 

               Without responding, Nico stood up, said goodbye to his friends, and walked just outside of the Great Hall. He didn’t look at the other students as they moved and was happy to see that there weren’t many students waiting outside in the hallways. It was close enough to privacy as they would get. Nico stopped and turned toward Harry. 

               “What is it?” Nico asked, some concern leaking into his voice, “Did you read what I told you to? The-”

               “The Tale of the Three Brothers, yes, we did. Melody, Ron, Hermione, we all read it,” Harry interrupted, sounding rather irritated, “and Melody told us it’s real. The whole story.”

               Melody- she told them? Wait. I should have known. I told Melody and Marvus, gods, why does it feel like ages ago? It certainly wasn’t that long, maybe a week or two… right?

               Harry didn’t look as he normally did. There was a strain on him, shock from the news, and, maybe, upsetness from not being told about the wizard children’s story sooner. Nico tried not to feel bad, but he failed.

               I don’t have enough time to explain it all now. Not when class is about to start, oh, some people are already leaving the Great Hall-

               But, it’s time. He needs to know.

               “Want to meet tonight? Nine?” Nico decided, “the Astronomy Tower?”

               “That… that would be fine,” Harry answered, sounding a little disappointed.

               Wait, what about Draco? How will I- his map! Harry’s map! Melody told me-

               The hallways were starting to fill up and Harry was already turning back to meet up with his friends one last time. But, Nico knew he might not have another chance to talk to Harry. And even if Nico did, he might not remember it when he would need to.

               Nico grabbed Harry’s wrist and felt as if he had been shocked. Something felt very strange with Harry, something wasn’t normal, something wasn’t right. The demigod let go and whatever he had felt disappeared. There were so many students around them now, Nico had to make the request quickly. 

               He’s looking at me, I’ve got to-

               “Bring the map too.”

               Confusion swept over Harry’s face before the Gryffindor nodded.

               “Sure.”

               And then, amongst the rest of the students, Harry disappeared. 

               What… what was that feeling? Did I make it up?

               The day went by like it had done the day before. Nico went to classes, his mind elsewhere, he didn’t kill Professor Sprouts’ plants, Sneezewort, though he had nearly done so. He had already killed one and didn’t want to face her wrath again.

               He spent time with Will, told him about what happened and…

               And thought about what to do with Harry. Was Nico going to tell him everything? Was he going to tell Harry what Dumbledore said? Ugh. And would Harry react just like Dumbledore said he would when Nico did tell him everything? Demand he have the Resurrection Stone to use?

               Not only that but each and every time Nico found himself in the classroom with Draco Malfoy, he wondered. Why did Draco follow him last night? Could it be that he wanted to say something? Take up Nico’s offer? Or simply because Nico was going out during curfew and he was curious?

               Nico only relaxed when he was with Will. Doing whatever his boyfriend had needed reminded him of their slightly calmer times at Camp Half-Blood. So, when Will rambled off to how the day had been with Madame Pomfrey had been, Nico didn’t bring up his own worries.

               He had asked so much of Will… And now, it just seemed… like he could do this on his own. It was simple and going to happen by the end of the day, one way or another. No, Nico didn’t need to have Will worry like that. 

               You are not alone.

               Nico frowned and tried to push away what Hades had told him.

               This is different, I am going to tell Will! Just, after it happens. It surely won’t end up that bad. Surely.

               “What are you thinking about?” Will asked suddenly.

               Nico blinked.

               “I… Uh, not much. Mostly about how you are enjoying this,” Nico answered and smiled.

               There was some blankness on the son of Apollo before he grinned and pushed Nico, calling him a sap.

               Moments later Madame Pomfrey shooed Nico away, saying she needed her apprentice for a difficult potion. The excitement on Will’s face didn’t cease and Nico couldn’t help as he smiled as well. It lessened the news that Madame Pomfrey and Will would be brewing until later in the night. And even if Nico had thought about talking to Will about it, his opportunity was lost.

               Will said goodbye, for Nico to go to bed early if he could.

               “But, remember, I’m here if you need anything,” Will said with a smile and a kiss on the lips.

               For a second, Nico wished he had told Will. Maybe talking it out would be good. Ugh, he didn’t have any more time, he needed to get to his last class… 

               I tell Will everything later after I speak to Harry. Besides, I know what I’m going to do. I’ve been trying to think of it all day, but I know what must be done. Harry will know, he will know it all.

 

               Pansy spent a good portion of dinner complaining about what she had to do in classes and the long essays Professor Sinistra had required them to write. She wasn’t in Divination anymore and Professor Sinistra constantly brought the class back to some of Professor Trelawney’s lessons, saying they overlapped.

               For a good portion of the students, the reminders and comparisons were fine, but not for Pansy and the poor other souls that didn’t want to risk being told they’ll die a painful death by Trelawney or that the future is incalculable, even by an “advanced” seers by Firenze. No seeing the future for them and if Pansy could never hear about a prophecy again, she’d be only pleased.  Nico joined in to say that he was annoyed too about the Professors piling on information and referencing lessons he had never learned before.

               “I mean, I got used to it last year, but it’s still annoying…” Nico frowned and scratched his head, “and Madame Pomfrey is doing the same thing, she’s been making Will very busy, basically told me he was going to be working with her until midnight or something.”

               “Can someone do that to a student?” Daphne asked, frowning.

               The Slytherin friend group was sitting in the same spot they seemed to always frequent in the Great Hall, and in the same seats too, Daphne and Millicent on one side while Pansy, Tracey, and Nico were on the other.

               Nico sighed and stabbed his fork into some sad pasta and said, in a very sarcastic and high voice, “He’s not really a student, he’s an apprentice.”

               Giggles escaped from Daphne as Nico continued to groan in annoyance. Tracey and Pansy gave each other a look, appreciating the humor and voices. But also, they were happy to see Nico being more lively than he had that morning. There was still worry in his voice and Pansy could only imagine the causes were from his dream and Harry Potter.

               Pansy wasn’t going to forget the look in Harry Potter’s eyes. It was the same, the same distraught and upsetness, oh it was almost impossible to describe the pain on his face, it was only similar to the night when he was recovering from the shock and near death, right after Harry appeared with the Triwizard Cup.

               An uncomfortable pit settled in her stomach. How could she have seen that face and still wanted to hate him in the past? Sure, there was a little voice in her that changed what she thought, but then…

               But even that change wasn’t so long ago.

               “Well, you couldn’t assume you’d be able to hang out with your boyfriend all the time when he came, didn’t you?” Blaise stated, sitting down next to Millicent. Beside him, Theodore quietly sat down, his gaze toward the table instead of them.

               Pansy wasn’t the only one shocked by their appearance. Daphne let out a small squeal and Nico blinked, looking at them as if he hadn’t seen them in months. Then Nico gave Blaise his rather characteristic glare.

               “I didn’t assume that,” Nico replied hastily, his face starting to turn red and he found the food on his plate suddenly more interesting than the conversation.

               That was obviously the response Blaise wanted. He let out a laugh, glee gleaming in his dark eyes, and he began to gather food onto his own plate. Pansy rolled her eyes at Blaise’s antics and then she stopped.

               He really hadn’t joined the table in a couple of weeks? A while? A few days, maybe?

               No, Blaise hadn’t been seen in the Great Hall for some time, only in classes and the library, quietly talking to Theodore. Blaise was either with Theodore or nowhere to be seen. The new development was strange, especially since Blaise clearly thrived off of social interaction and drama.

               Blaise and Tracey started to delve into a conversation and Pansy found her eyes turning toward the silent, possible cause of the duo’s off and on disappearance: Theodore.

               The quiet Slytherin was, not to be redundant, quiet. He looked up to see Blaise and Tracey, his mouth a thin line, no expression on his face, using his fork to play with the food he had chosen for dinner instead of eating it right away.

               His father was arrested last year, last year along with Draco’s at the Ministry of Magic. Maybe that’s why they are both not seen all the time, maybe that’s why-

               Pansy closed her eyes and shook her head.

               I’m not going to think about Draco. No, I… I’m not. There’s no point.

               “And you know what else, Nico?” Blaise said, ending the debate with Tracey.

               Whatever the debate was about, Nico wasn’t very interested in it either. He was murmuring something to Daphne when Blaise said his name and the demigod looked up, a little confused.

               “What?”

                Oh, what is Blaise going to start now?

               “Will’s been the talk of Hogwarts,” Blaise said, smiling.

               “So?” Nico said as if that was the dumbest thing he’s heard of, “Will’s new, of course, he’s going to be the talk of Hogwarts.”

               Pansy felt her throat tighten, realizing what Blaise was getting at. She had heard some of what the people said before, specifically the girls… All Pansy had to do was laugh, thinking that she’ll hear their sad cries when they hear the news. 

               Nico didn’t notice?

               “And he’s pretty young and good looking,” Blaise added, raising an eyebrow.

               Finally, realization dawned on the demigod and the room just got a tiny bit colder. Barely noticeable, to anyone else, but Pansy, knowing what she knew, felt it. Nico's brain appeared to have stopped working for a second, his expression blank.

               “Do you think Will would like knowing you are a little jealous? Is that a thing for him? Liking his protective goth boyfriend?” Blaise asked, smirking.

               “Oh my god, Blaise, shut up,” Pansy said as she reached across the table to shove him, making Blaise only laugh.

               “Yeah,” Nico said, now living again, only a slight frown on his face, “besides, I’m not jealous since I’m the one dating him and they’re not. I’m not going to be jealous. And… and soon people will find out we’re dating, some people must have seen us kiss… today...”

               Then the look on his face got a little darker and muddled. He looked confused like he was racking through his brain for information

               “Plus, Will isn’t like that,” Nico reaffirmed before he started to mumble under his breath, “He wouldn’t like that… would he even notice the attention? Even back at Camp Half-Blood, he was considered to be rather attractive… I know Will’s attractive, it makes sense other people would agree...”

               “Er, you might be overthinking this all,” Blaise said.

               The rest of the night went by better. After more laughter and full bellies, Pansy found herself with Tracey and Nico in the Slytherin common room, working on their homework and having mindless chatter. Daphne and Millicent had already departed right after dinner, going to their rooms to say they were going to study together for an upcoming exam in Divinations. Again.

               Pansy and Tracey only stopped working when Nico said he had a place to be. His eyes had a solemn and nervous look, and with a little wave, he slipped out. Both Pansy and Tracey knew why.

               “Why do you think Nico is meeting up with Harry?” Pansy asked Tracey.

               Tracey shrugged. She was sitting in the chair she’s grown accustomed to, her legs crossed. Pansy was sitting next to her, her legs swung over the arm of the chair.

               “I don’t know, why didn’t you ask?”

               Pansy rolled her eyes.

               “I’m not going to ask if he doesn’t want to say,” Pansy looked back at her books. Pride and Prejudice was one, looking rather nice compared to the regular textbooks. The textbooks was anywhere between a few years to a couple decades old. “Besides, if he really wants to talk, he can talk to me.”

               Right as she finished, Pansy looked up to see Tracey’s reaction. Whatever Tracey thought, maybe it could help Pansy figure out what to do. But, Tracey appeared to not be paying too much attention, she merely nodded as her gaze moved across her own piece of parchment and the textbook beside her. Likely trying to see if there were any mistakes in her essay and methodology.

               Pansy found she couldn’t hold in it anymore. Unlike the normal confidence her voice held, the next words came out unsure.

               “Do you… do you ever feel like you aren’t doing enough?”

               That got Tracey’s attention. She looked up immediately. The look in her eyes… she knew exactly what Pansy was talking about. Tracey’s lips were pursed, obviously trying to figure out how to word it all. Pansy could only guess what she was going to say, and what it would mean-

               The prophecy, the quest… Voldemort. Everything that is happening in our world that we can both do nothing and everything about.

               There was so much. And most of it was not very good nowadays. 

               “Sometimes,” Tracey answered. 

               “Sometimes?”

               Sometimes she feels like she isn’t doing enough?

               Things were never going to be the same, Pansy knew that. Pansy knew that over the summer, where sometimes she was just as miserable before as she was at Tracey’s house. Pansy knew she had to change things, not only because of what happened, Voldemort, but…

               She found herself unable to do what she had done before. Her stomach churned at even thinking of what she had done, what she would have done if Nico had never come. Had never befriended her. Had left her to her own self. 

               Things had irrevocably changed, and that was the hardest. It seemed, no matter where she looked, she wasn’t sure how she was supposed to go along with it. What was she supposed to do now? Everything before had been so simple, so written in stone. Get good marks, find a 'nice pure-blood,' marry and have children, and complete the cycle all over again... and… It wasn’t like that anymore.

               “I’m just as unsure as you are,” Tracey finally answered, frowning, “but… we are students. We have assignments, friends, professors, and other small duties to do…”

               Tracey played with her quill, pulling at the light white feathers.

               “We only have so much time and energy and as long as we don’t forget and keep on working toward a greater good for others and ourselves, I think… I think we would be doing enough,” Tracey heaved a sigh, “I’d hope that we are doing enough.”

               Pansy nodded.

               “Speaking of not a lot of time, what happened to your… jokes?” Pansy asked.

               Tracey raised an eyebrow.

               “You know, to change all that stuff?” Pansy said, waving off, as she tried to think of them. “The coin, the fun paintings, all those.”

               “There hasn’t been any reason to,” Tracey answered genuinely, and shrugged. Then she smiled. “How about you? How’s the book going since this morning?”

               “The book is good, haven’t read much though,” Pansy answered, “Professor Snape took it away from me for a few hours after he heard that I had tried to read it during History of Magic. Only gave it to me… you know. When I had to go see him before curfew started.”

               Tracey’s grin widened and she pushed up her glasses. And, for a little bit, Pansy felt happier. She continued.

               “And that’s not even the worst of it! Pince kicked me out of the library because I was reading too loud. How could anyone read something too loud?”

               Pansy sounded indignant. Thinking about the sharp-faced woman appearing over her shoulder, saying that! Pansy had thought she wanted people to enjoy books, and Pansy was enjoying one! Laughing a lot, yeah, mumbling under her breath, trying to make sure she understood but enjoying wonderful books nonetheless.

               That actually made Tracey chuckle. And, forgetting her injustice, Pansy began to smile too. Tracey flipped her textbook close, throwing it to the side. What were they kidding? They weren’t going to get any more assignments done for the rest of the night.

               “That reminds me,” Tracey said, leaning closer to Pansy, “I’ve heard Millicent and Daphne were kicked out of the library for giggling a few days ago.”

               “Kicked out?” Pansy repeated, incredulously.

               Tracey grinned, gleeful mischief on her face.

               “Kicked out,” Tracey repeated, “and Pince even threatened them that if they were to disrupt the silence again, they would not be allowed inside the rest of their Hogwarts careers.

               I knew Pince was not the happiest person, but damn. At this point, she might as well have been a Dementor.

               “Er, excuse me, Parkinson.”

               And to think Tracey and I were finally starting to relax and have free time, Pansy thought, vexed.

               Yet, right as Pansy looked to her right, she noticed the younger Slytherin with black hair and dark skin, a second year, and instantly Pansy’s face melted into calm. Tracey made a little motion, still smiling.

               Do what you’ve got to do, I’ll be here.

               “Hi Rowan, what is it?” Pansy asked.

               She’s always so nervous, I thought it was because she wasn’t used to Hogwarts, but that can’t really be the case anymore. The way her dark eyes are darting back and forth, no doubt looking back toward her friends… 

               “I…” Rowan scratched her neck, barely containing her nerves and energy, “I’m not sure how to solve an issue I’m having with another student… I was thinking you might be able to help…”

 

               Nico was standing near the edge of the Astronomy Tower overlooking the ground below when Harry arrived. Harry was late, trying to bat away Melody, Ron, Hermione, all of them, as he snuck out, which took longer than he had wanted. His friends were conflicted about letting Harry leave, saying he had to be careful while sneaking through the hallways at night, and that… he shouldn’t be so angry.

               But Harry couldn’t let himself relax. He had been thinking about this meeting all day, unable to pay attention, unable to relax with his friends during the day. Thinking and thinking, his theories ran wild and… and he wasn’t going to pretend to know. Or to not know.

               Though only silence stretched between them, Nico somehow knew Harry was walking up. The demigod turned, the moon bright behind him… and Nico… he looked sad.

               And that was when Harry found himself able to speak. He wasn’t going to beat around the bush.

               “Why didn’t you tell me about Marvolo’s ring? That it had the Resurrection Stone?”

               Why couldn’t he? Nico knew what it was when he asked Dumbledore, why didn’t he tell me? He- he should have told me! He should have told me what it was before sending me on a goose chase! I could have known before, and… and… 

               Harry felt like he had been betrayed. The trust between him and Nico, building up from nothing, had taken a hit. How could Nico have held such important information from him? Harry thought Nico and him were becoming… no, were, friends at this point. At least, they were close enough to friends that a Slytherin ever had been to Harry.

               And, like all the other times before, Harry let his emotions out for everyone to see. The expression on his face leaked with hurt, his mouth parting, as if he wanted to say more, but couldn’t. No, he didn’t want to risk it. Saying something either so horrible it would ruin everything or something so vulnerable, Harry would wish himself to live in a well for the rest of his days. 

               “Dumbledore told me not to,” Nico said solemnly and his gaze fell to the ground.

               Harry’s expression became grimmer and he too couldn’t look at the other boy.

               But, now, it wasn’t because of Nico, nor even Dumbledore.

               It was that Harry was not surprised. Not at all. He had thought of that reason when he was in his afternoon class, his mind far away from Transfiguration, and Hermione trying to poke him, to make him pay attention. 

               It had been hard since coming back to Hogwarts, not seeing Dumbledore. Not understanding what the Headmaster was thinking, what was going to happen with himself. But, Harry had told himself, Dumbledore was only going to do what he thought best. Dumbledore was more to Harry than just a Headmaster, Harry could depend on him. Though Harry couldn’t last year, this one was going to be different. He would help Harry, nudge him along the way as he had done before.

               And though Harry had had his doubts, he had told himself it was fine. That these would go away. 

               But now, he knew that they weren’t going to go away. Dumbledore wasn’t telling Harry everything, even the things that concerned him.

               “He said you weren’t ready, that you’d want to use the Resurrection Stone,” Nico continued.

               Was that pity in his eyes? Sympathy?

               “Who wouldn’t?” Harry retorted, scowling, rolling his eyes.

               Who wouldn’t? The only person that would say no right away must have never lost someone.

               Cedric, who was so young, Harry could already see his smiling face, breathing, happy, before it became those lifeless eyes and limp limbs. What Harry would see to have him smiling, all those people that were taken away, smiling, alive.

               “You shouldn’t,” Nico said, shaking his head, “it’s not a good idea, even in the tale, it shows, I know, I’ve finally read it-”

               “How can you say that? I know you’ve lost people, how could you not want to bring them back? Did you not want them to be there, smiling, alive? Did - did you even-”

               Did you even love them?

               Oh, I should not say that. I should not think that. That’s- that’s horrible. That’s-

               Nico’s head to shoot up, glowering, as if he had read the words from Harry’s mind. If looks could kill, Harry would have been already six feet under.

               “Of course I’ve tried! You know that- you know that my sister is dead!” Nico stepped forward toward Harry, ice gathering under his feet. “I do know what it's like- I’ve seen people die, people I’ve loved die, and I’ve… I’ve…”

 

               I’ve seen people I hated, die before my eyes. Some killed by my hands, by my powers.

               Nico wiped away at his eyes, trying to get rid of the water before they threatened to spill. There was still a strange feeling ever since Harry had arrived, making him twitchier than when he was before. Despite the metaphorical itchiness, Nico suddenly couldn't focus on it. His skin felt like it was pulsing along with his breath, tiny bee stings traveling up and down his arms and his face. And all Nico thought about was what he had worried was coming true.

               “But you can bring them back! You’ve brought back Sirius, why not any more people? Why not your sister?” Harry pleaded, wanting to know, wanting to understand.

               I would. I would if I could. I have tried. The pain from that question hurt more than the over fried nervous system, taking down his heat. Nico closed his eyes and gritted his teeth. Harry needed to know.

               I need to sit down.

               Letting his eyes blink open just enough, Nico walked over and slid down to sit on the ground against the railing. It was cold and hard against his back, but Nico couldn’t bring himself to care. It was grounding, the uncomfortableness, as he began to take in solid breaths. In. Out. 

               “It-- it doesn’t work like that. Sirius was… Sirius was a different case, he never died… He was never judged and- and sometimes it sucks, but you have to let Death take them. It was their time, no matter how cruel it is. Because most people, if brought back, never belong with us again. They don’t… they don’t belong here anymore.”

               Hazel was only an exception. Not a common occurrence.

               “It hurts, but… they weren’t meant to stay here. And it may sound stupid, but they really are in a better place, even… even if the place isn’t here.”

               And though it had pained him in the past to say that, Nico found himself… not as hurt. Not as pained as he had been before. The figurative bee stings around his hands and face let up, leaving it strangely numb as a few tears slid down his face. The ice around the demigod began to melt, creating puddles, and when it neared their robes, it seeped into the cloth. 

               There must be a spell or something to get rid of it, Nico thought as he kept his gaze ahead. 

               With a flick of Harry’s wand, the water was gone. And, without a pause, Harry went and sat next to Nico.

               “I’m sorry…” Harry apologized.

               Nico wanted to let out a sigh of annoyance, roll his eyes, but he found that he couldn’t. He couldn’t do anything but sit there and stare. His breath slowed down to an even pace and... and he felt calm. 

               “I’ve… I didn’t think-” Harry continued, “I-”

               “No, you didn’t think,” Nico retorted, “but, now you know.”

               Nico let himself relax against the bars. Death and grief was a painful lesson that Nico learned… but, after all the miserable years, he finally did. It would be good for Harry to learn them too.

               “Some deaths cannot be prevented. I didn’t take that to heart for a long time. It took me forever to finally accept that Bianca was dead. I tried to ignore the pain by trying to bring her back, I brought her ghost back so many times and it never helped. She was never going to come back, no matter how much I wanted her to. No matter how much I tried.”

               No more Bianca. And my mother… she had been long gone as well.

               It took many nights, many awful years, to finally move on. To understand and forgive Bianca for leaving him for the Hunters, and then… and then to accept that she was gone. To accept that he was gay. To accept that everything had changed when he learned he was a demigod.

               "So, trust me. If there was a way to bring back someone- for them to be amongst the living, happy and themselves- I would have already done it," Nico admitted. 

               Nico twisted the skull ring on his finger, watching the now soft silvery metal glint in the moonlight. The past had defined him for so long. Death was right, Nico had personally understood that pain.

               “Oh,” Harry muttered.

               The demigod looked to see a similar expression on Harry’s face, his green eyes filled with bittersweet memories. Before Nico could ask, Harry spoke.

               “There was this mirror I found, the first year I came here, called the Mirror of Erised. I didn’t realize what it was for, but once I peered into it I could see people. My family,” Harry smiled softly, “all the extensions of the Potter family, looking back at me. I would come back and just stare at them, nights at a time.

               “This was before I had met Sirius, or even knew about him, and… Well. The only reason I stopped coming to it was that Dumbledore took it away.”

               It wasn’t hard for Nico to imagine a young boy, yearning for a family. Nico had felt that before. He didn’t visit Percy just because he had loved him before… it wasn’t just that… it was also his family, the friends he was always happy around. Their smiling faces. Nico had hated they were able to be happy when he wasn’t.

               “The Mirror of Erised showed someone what they desired. Enchanted, so that anyone would look into it and see a world they truly wanted. And, like its purpose, I really wanted the world inside. But, no matter how much it felt like they were there, I was always going to turn around and see no one.”

               The wind blew, above them, whistling as the air traveled across and through the bars and metal. 

               “It’s hard being alone,” Harry continued, “I never knew how horrible it was until I wasn’t. Until I came to Hogwarts, met Hermione, Ron, the rest Weasley’s, Sirius, and… and Dumbledore… I’m sorry. I’m sorry, I won’t do that again. I’m… I’m sorry.”

 

               I thought I had learned better from last year. Looks like I hadn’t learned anything at all. Letting my emotions get the best of me, letting my anger blind me… There is no point. There is no point in any of that.

               And if Dumbledore… if I can’t rely on Dumbledore as I thought, as much as I want, I… I can’t let my hurt be hurled in every direction. Not anymore. And no matter how much it hurts me and makes me upset, I won’t make others upset. I won't make others feel the same pain. 

               “Apology accepted,” Nico answered, “and… it’s fine. I’m the only one that’s had the experience of… of trying to do that. Bring someone back to life. And failing.”

               No, no I wouldn’t have the experience. Wizards can do a lot of things but bringing back the dead is not one of them.

               Without knowing what to say, Harry realized he should give Nico the map he had asked for. Harry didn’t really need it, maybe only so he could sneak back into the Gryffindor common room, but…

               No. Nico needs it more.

               Flipping around his robes, Harry dug into the fabric until he pulled out the Marauder's Map. Not looking at the other boy, he put the map on top of Nico’s hands. He could see the surprise, as the pale hands curled around the old, magical parchment. Pale hands that were scratched up with words, same as Harry’s own.

               “Are you going to try and find Draco again?” Harry asked, remembering the past conversations they had.

               “Yes,” Nico answered, “Death still is bothering me. He brought me to Tom Riddle Senior’s grave-”

               “I’ve been there,” Harry said without thought.

               Nico blinked, momentarily lost.

               Oh. I should have waited. Despite the rude interruption, Nico didn’t seem to care. Instead, he turned to look at Harry.

               “Really?” the demigod asked.

               “That’s where… That’s where Voldemort was given another body and where Cedric was murdered.”

               Nico let out a sad oh. Harry found there was nothing else to say about that.

               “What else happened while you were there? At the graveyard. Did he say anything?” Harry asked.

               “Yeah,  he told me about how people are molded by their pasts, both shaping and possibly limiting people. And that history wasn’t always written, but we could see it in our daily lives.”

               Though Nico was paraphrasing the words of a god, he didn’t seem to care. Nor did he seem to be that upset with the lack of reason as to why the god would tell him those words. Like it had happened before. Nico blinked as he said those words as if he was still trying to make sense of them.

               Maybe I could help.

               “Sometimes people don’t change because of what happened to them in the past,” Harry said.

               He thought of Severus Snape and Sirius, ready to fight one another, their wands pointed at each other’s faces. Then, the memory of the Marauders taunting Snape, the words of Lupin saying they both took advantage of a surprise attack. That they must have bullied and harassed each other. Though, Harry doesn't see how Snape could ever measure up against four other wizards instead of just one. 

               And that’s probably why Snape is so horrible all the time. Well, that and… 

               “They feel wronged by what had happened,” Harry continued, “like the ever going feud between Snape and Lupin and Sirius.”

               Harry didn’t see Nico’s surprised face as he continued to think.

               But, along with those green ties, he remembered Nico, sitting with the rest of his friends. The news of when Cassius Warrington had let go of the students Umbridge rounded up, how they had all let go. Harry didn't quite believe it the first time he heard it from another Gryffindor. It was hard to see then, the Slytherin’s good deeds and smiling faces and now, Harry saw it every day.

               “And sometimes they do,” Harry said, finally glancing over at Nico, “like your friends.”

               The demigod brought his feet closer to him, though nodded. A small smile played on his lips. 

               “Draco is up to something, has been for the entire year,” Harry said. It was impossible to not notice. Though Harry had been busy, he could tell. The way Draco had slinking in between classes, disappearing from Quidditch, skipping meals. “It might be because his father is in Azkaban and he’s still upset. But probably something more than that. 

               “But you already know that, don’t you?” Harry asked as he turned to Nico.

               There was a calm over the demigod's face.

               “Yes, I do. Something… something is bigger than just that, everyone knows it. So, amongst all of the quest things, I’m going to figure out what Draco’s doing. And maybe… Maybe I’ll even try to...”

               Try to help Draco?

               Harry… at first wanted to say that wasn’t possible. That it wouldn’t even be worth the time, knowing Draco. The other Slytherin had it out for Harry the moment he didn’t want to be his friend, for years. Insults were thrown every moment they could be!

               But, looking at the green and silver tie next to him, Harry didn’t think that anymore. He couldn’t look at the Slytherins in the Great Hall and scowl, wondering how they could ever believe they were a better House. All he saw recently was their smiles, smiles he never thought he’d see on the likes of people like Pansy Parkinson and the others that surrounded her.

               “I’ll help out too,” Harry said, “I’m going to be leading Dumbledore’s Army 2.0 with Marvus, but I can help you try to destroy what Horcruxes you have, and… and if you tickle the green pear, you can get into the kitchens, and… and maybe then you’ll find Draco when he’s not going to the Great Hall. Use the map and you’ll know.”

               Nico nodded, his eyes blank as he processed. His hand held the Marauder's Map with a gentle touch and he looked it over once. Then, with a soft sigh, he stuffed it into his pocket. 

               “Thanks for telling me,” Nico said, and then he looked over to Harry, “And maybe I’ll come for Dumbledore’s Army 2.0, and, you know… if you want to, the demigods are going to have a meeting on Friday. It won’t be much, but maybe… Maybe we can talk more about what to do.”

               Warmth filled Harry.

               I won’t be left in the dark. I won’t be.

               “I’ll come,” Harry said and then he stood up. It was no doubt getting late and the wind was not letting down. He offered his hand to Nico.

               There was first hesitance in the demigod's eyes. And then, at once, Nico softened and grabbed Harry’s hand. After being pulled to his feet, Nico’s face started to show the same light happiness swirling inside of him.

               “It was hard being alone,” Nico whispered, “but, the good thing is… we aren’t anymore.”

Notes:

Oh... Hmmm, what did you all think of the chapter? I was going to make it a little sadder, but then I was like, wait! No! I don't want that! And so it is happy :)

Nico and Harry are friends! Connected by some pain, yes, but they trust each other!
And, what do you guys think of all these young Slytherins bothering Pansy? hmmm, something is up!
And do you think Death is saying those words so they make sense? So that Nico learns something? What do you think that is all about?!
And... ye. Idk, there is a lot in this chapter. You guys are so lucky, it was gonna be so much smaller and then I was like whoop, my hand slipped and something that was gonna be a few paragraphs was a whole scene. Op. And this chapter is only a little bit rough, but I still really like it. Please, correct me if I'm wrong! I love those!

Well, I hope you all are safe and healthy. I'm gonna finally go to bed! Until next time... be awesome!

Chapter 19: Oh, Yes, I’ve Heard About That! I’ve Heard About It All!!

Notes:

Hello! Goodnes.. it's been a while. Got busy and then... just got busy! And also sad. Man, 2020 is just a dozy. Fuck. And then school is busy too. However, I'm determined!! I am! And I am becoming happier again.

I hope you all like the update! It's much longer than normal and that's partially why it came out sooooo so so sooo late. so long.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               Draco hadn’t thought about the encounter of the strange being since he saw it that night. After all, it was probably forged by his imagination, a meaningless creation in the dark brought to life. So, all that Draco did that night was finish what he needed to and went back to bed where he tried to rest up for the next day. It wasn’t going to be special, no, but he needed to get further along with his project… Further along or somewhere … 

               But Draco couldn’t sleep. He woke up in the middle of the night, startled awake from a nightmare where he saw the same cloak, felt the same fear that took his breath, where all the air were sucked out of his lungs and left only that feeling of awful hollowness and- and- and only terror -

               For the day after that, the Slytherin assumed that it was nothing. The figure was just a product of his imagination, that his mind was growing wild under the stress of his mission. This school year was moving fast, much faster than he had anticipated. He needed to get this cabinet done, to complete his mission-

               So, he needed to be ready, each day, so that he could….

               Prove himself. Have his family together again. Be the person his name proved he was.

               After going through the day with forced motivation, some yelling at Crabbe and Goyle, another day where the cabinet still wasn't working, Draco went to bed again.

               And Draco saw the figure again. Same features observed by darkness and water-like cloak, same shadows that seemed to take away the light, same horrible fear that overtook Draco and his thoughts. Only, the thing was standing over him. The Slytherin woke up in a cold sweat for the second time. He stayed awake for the rest of the night and, after what felt like forever, the sun finally rose and Draco threw off the covers. 

               He shouldn’t have been calling it a thing in his mind, but he didn’t want to admit that he knew what it was. No, he couldn’t take that, especially with the sleep deprivation. Two days worth, just two days since he had seen that… thing...

               So, Draco didn’t let his mind wander far as he worked on the cabinet, still placing objects in it and watched as they were broken, disfigured, or… bitten into. And when his wand failed to do what he wanted, he resorted to using his hands. They were much more nimble and could do far more than his knowledge of spells did for the cabinet. His mind worked as he went through the new notes, moving the different pieces of wood.

               After this finally takes objects, I can move to living things… wouldn't be good if I could only transfer bodies of Death Eaters and not living ones… then- then if they couldn’t come I would have to- 

               No. No, I wouldn’t have to. Right? I could choose another method, maybe just poison the bastard. He wouldn’t know what hit him. That way I could do what the Dark Lord wants while-

               FUCK!

               Draco let out a hiss and his hand jerked away from the cabinet, hitting broken pieces of ink bottles, quills, and parchment on the way out.

               I should have moved those when they came back broken- when it failed- when-

               Closing his eyes, Draco let out a stream of curses as he felt the splinter still dig into his skin. He stood up and kicked away the junk around the cabinet, sending them flying away onto other piles of rubbish. The only good thing was that the ink from the broken bottles had long since dried. 

               When he calmed, he opened his eyes to see a long piece of wood stuck in his nail and finger. Frowning, Draco took his wand from the ground. 

               “Episkey!

               Nothing.

               Damned magical cabinet. Damned magical wood.

               With anger and extreme gentleness, he tried his best to pluck out the wood pieces, frowning as they moved beneath his skin, causing more discomfort. After that, the wounds finally started to bleed. 

               Maybe it was the lack of sleep, or lack of care, but he didn’t do anything right away. All Draco did was let out a sigh and stare at his finger until there was a big red bead of blood swelling on it. 

               I should get going. I don’t want my red blood to get onto my clothes. 

               And with that he was in the hallways, making his way toward the Hospital Wing. Draco kept his head down and saw that most people didn’t notice him. They spoke in groups, some more animated or loud than others, too focused on each other to see him slinking past them. It was only when he passed a young group of Slytherins, he recognized them to be in their second year, did they seem to notice them. Shock played across their faces and their conversation became quiet.

               Still, Draco could hear some words…

               “He never comes around anymore,” “Wait, he’s a prefect with Pansy Parkinson, isn’t he?” “Is that why he doesn’t come around anymore? Is he jealous?”

               What?

               Draco’s eyes followed the group, wondering what they could be talking about. Jealous? Of her? About what?

               The groups. Seeing others, talking to them. I don’t even see Potter anymore. No time, no urge to taunt him, nothing… 

               It’s because I know he’s right.

               Finally, he was in front of the Hospital Wing’s open and inviting doors.  Draco tried not to notice the side door… the other door in which Nico had gone into and where Draco saw that-

               Draco’s grey eyes moved from right to left, checking for Madame Pomfrey. The stern Healer was stuck in the corner, tending to a student with her usual vigor, most likely fussing and making the stay worse. Draco remembered how she was, “caring” for her patients. More like forcing them in a bed and jamming things down their throats. Draco remembered his time after that horrible Hippogriff tried to kill him. Pure-bloods with the magic in their veins healed up rather fast, but still! Madame Pomfrey wanted to kick him out so soon… much sooner than Draco thought she should have.

               He stood still at the door, staring out at her. None of the other students seemed to be interested in the outside world, either finishing homework, reading leisure books, or sleeping. There was a soft disappointment in his chest before he started forward toward the back.

               All I have to do is get what I need and then I can… Then I can continue to fix the… whatever. It’s going to be a long day.

               Draco hadn’t ever snuck into the Hospital Wing to get a potion; there was no need. He had simply walked in to get what he wanted before. Or, he was in there and being tended to like the rest of the patients. Though, he didn't have time for that now. 

               He was in the white bed for some time after the Hippogriff event, even if it wasn't much. He remembered being surrounded by Slytherins, Crabbe, Goyle, Zabini, even Nott, and… Pansy Parkinson.

               Why did she leave me? I remember her fawning over me like I was the only person in the world... How could she switch so quickly, so drastically? Why does she never talk to me anymore? Why am I suddenly nothing? No one?

               Frowning, he opened the cabinet door and focused on the rows of potions. They were all sorted according to color and the shape of their containers. Draco didn’t need to read the labels, for he already spied for what he came. Lively green for Wiggenweld and mellowed purple for Wound Cleaning Potion, and they were already in small enough doses that Madame Pomfrey probably wouldn’t notice-

               Another purple potion. It was deep and bright, a strong color that nearly crawled up the glass and down to the brown wood.

               Draco paused.

               The potion was a gradient, light at the top and dark at the bottom. And the label was small, with different, print handwriting wrapping around it.

               Dreamless Sleep Potion.

               Draco could feel the tiredness in his mind, the weight on his shoulders, and the bags under his eyes. Without any other thought, he took the Dreamless Sleep potion and the other two he needed for his splinter. 

               The glasses clinked together as he stuffed them into his robes and then, like nothing had happened, he turned to walk out. His head went to the right and left once again to see no one had suspected a thing. Actually, no one was looking around at all; not a single person seemed to even notice he was there. And though it pained him,  Draco continued. So close to the door, Draco dreading the thought of going back to work on the Vanishing cabinet alone while also hoping he would be able to get some sleep that maybe- just maybe- maybe the sleep would change his mood. As if it wasn't brought about from the summer, the Dark Lord, the... This whole year was a mess and hopefully, if he just got past it, it would all go back to normal, it would be like how it's supposed to be, it would-

               “What do you have there?”

               A young voice with an American accent- Why are Americans suddenly finding it so interesting to be here? We’ve never had transfers before and… I don’t remember another at the Sorting Ceremony. Then again, I wasn’t really paying attention.

               Whatever. I’ll deal with this, after all, I’m still a prefect. 

               “It’s none of your business,” Draco answered, scowling as he turned and around quickly realized that the other wasn’t a student.

               The young blonde didn’t have the Hogwarts robes, nor any sort of House memorabilia. Instead, he wore robes similar to Madame Pomfrey’s, of red and white, and they were tailored rather nicely… Must have been new instead of a lend.

               “Well, if you’re stealing potions that I worked on with Madame Pomfrey to stock the infirmary, then it is my business.”

               Draco blinked.

               There was something strangely… bright about the boy in front of him, both in his personality and looks.

               “I saw you stuff the three potions in your robes just now,” the apprentice continued, smiling. “You’ve probably not stolen many things before, you barely looked around to make sure no one saw you.”

               There was no way he could have seen me steal the potions, I did kind of look- wait. Is he insulting me? Insulting my… Well, my stealing skills.

               It doesn’t matter. When someone is like me, they are not stealing, only taking what they need, what they deserve. Madame Pomfrey and this boy could make more with all the ingredients and time they have on their hands instead of wasting away it by doing all this meaningless stuff. Some of these kids will end up here in another week anyway since most of them are careless, brainless…

               And what is he smiling at me for?

               “Do you know who I am?” Draco asked, sneering as he stepped forward. He felt his inner left forearm begin to itch. The Dark Mark. 

               The apprentice held up his hands in mock surrender and shook his head, though that bright smile was still on his face. He obviously wasn’t intimidated, and for a second, Draco wondered where Dumbledore could have found this guy.

               He must be around my age… so why isn’t he a student? Is he one of those people Dumbledore picks up out of nowhere? Can he even cast spells? He must, he’s a Healer! Or, at least trying to be.

               The stranger glanced back to see Madame Pomfrey was still busy.

               “Madame Pomfrey keeps tabs on the potions, but if you really need them that badly, you could ask nicely and I’ll give them to you,” the stranger’s face became gentle, and genuine, “that way she won’t go on a rampage to figure out who stole the potions.”

               Draco… wasn’t sure what to do. He stood, frozen by confusion.

               He’s going to let me go? With the potions.

               “I’m assuming you don’t want Pomfrey to know you’re here, so I’ll walk you to the door.”

               Not waiting for a reply, the Healer began to motion for Draco to follow him. The Slytherin did so without hesitation, blinking slowly before he realized they were making their way to the exit. Wait, that’s what he said, wasn’t it?

               Why is he helping me? Is it because he thinks I can’t do this myself? I can do plenty of things on my own. And- and just because people Professor Snape think I can’t, it doesn’t mean anything! I can, I’m a Malfoy! And I don’t need help, I don’t have to owe people anything.

               “Why are you helping me?” Draco scowled.

               The blonde boy turned to him. Though it had felt like he was looking at the sun, a warmth in his features Draco didn’t realize a person could possess, something had changed. There was a serious, calculating look in his eyes. 

               “If you want the medicines, if you need them, I will not stand in the way for you to get them. The doses aren’t lethal and… That’s what I’m here for,” he shrugged, “and, if you can, you should be able to lessen whatever suffering you have, either mentally or physically.”

               Draco didn’t know what to make of the apprentice’s answer. It was sound and… well, Draco didn’t want to bother to think about it anyway. There was something strange about the other boy and he had already spent more than enough time with this little trip. Maybe that was the point. Merlin, that cabinet had consumed his days. 

               Smiling again, the apprentice gestured it was okay for Draco to leave. 

               “Just remember, nothing is more important than one’s health.”

               I have heard those words before.

               And then Draco thought of a Slytherin with dark hair, dark eyes, walking toward a door and… the creature cloaked in silver, whose face was only a shadow.

 

               “I’m so glad you’re in here early!” Marvus exclaimed, his metal leg hitting against the floor loudly as he made his way into the Room of Requirement. “I was worried that you wouldn’t have time because of Quidditch or stuff, but then I remembered you guys don’t have practice before dinner on Wednesday. Well… no one does at the moment. It's good because you'd think with curfew, that would change.”

               The day went by in a breeze for Harry. He went to classes, spoke to classmates, finished essays, thought about what Draco could possibly be doing while he sulked by himself…

               And the meeting he arrived early for. Dumbledore’s Army 2.0. After Harry escaped some fifth year girls giggling and pointing at him, Harry finally found himself able to think about what he was getting into: Teaching. Harry was nervous walking back into the Room of Requirement with Marvus. It wasn’t because he was intimidated or doubting himself, nor was it the worry that he would regret saying he’d do it.

               Instead, it was the duality of his expectation as Harry walked Marvus. Did Harry want to see the club be exactly the same as last year or did he wish for it to be different?

               Melody, Hermione, and Ron were still in the library, catching up on some not-so-light reading. Hermione was still as determined to find the identity of the Half-Blood Prince as ever, much to Harry’s annoyance. At least she wasn’t angry about him using the book anymore, though he did get some glares from her as he finished his potion perfectly and received overly sweet compliments from Slughorn.

               Harry forgot to answer Marvus, instead, he was lost looking about the room he had been dreading and wishing to see all day.

               Somehow, it was what he wanted. The same and yet… different.

               The walls were still lined with dummies and pillows, and a chalkboard rested near the front of the room. But, instead the metal floor and similar colored walls, it was made of whitish stone and the walls were alight with torches. The space was warmer not only in color, but furniture. There were chairs on the side of the chalkboard and the corner was filled with pillows. 

               Harry didn’t speak as he looked around, taking it all in, seeing the Hufflepuff touches here and there with the warm light and plants tucked away.

               “Oh, I did change some things, do you like it?” Marvus asked, following after Harry.

               Harry nodded.

               There are markings on the chalkboard.

               Letting his feet guide him, Harry found that he was soon able to read the writings on the side closest to him. Most of it was tallies over which dates would be preferable for practicing. There were at least a hundred tallies on the board, some smiley faces on the corners, other drawings, and some saying “Melissa was here” and such.

               Smiling, Harry turned to see the other side, which was filled with photos and newspapers...

               Instantly, Harry found Cedric’s photo.

               It was just like the one last year, Cedric’s moving figure was looking out with his bright grey eyes and handsome smile, his shirt proudly showing Hufflepuff’s colors. Only, it was older, fraying and wrinkling at the edges.

               Without trying or thinking, Harry’s hand reached out to flatten the edges of the photo.

               He can’t move around like that anymore, hasn’t been able to for a while.

               And though the thought pained him, still, it didn’t hurt as much. His heartstrings tugged, but, he didn’t feel the same anger. The same kind of hollowing sadness.

               With his finger still on the photograph, he let his eyes wander to the rest of the board. Unlike before with just one photo, it was a collection. Awful Headlines, reading of victims of murders, Muggles and wizards alike, were crammed together, and an army of photos of smiling people staring back at him- most he didn’t recognize. There were others, titles reading of Muggles or wizards, either with graffiti or letters to Ministry workers, calling for change. Most, he noticed, were from the Quibbler or other news outlets he had never heard of.

               There were so many people he didn’t know in the articles and photos, and some of them Harry knew he was never going to know… Likely already buried, if there was a body left. 

               “We don’t really want too many depressing things on the board,” Marvus said, startling Harry. Immediately, the Gryffindor’s hand fell back to his side as he turned. Marvus’s face was pulled into a mournful frown, “so we have some other ones.”

               “Yeah, that’s.. that’s a good idea,” Harry said emotionlessly.

               His eyes darted across the other outlets before landing on another photo, this one of the first Order of Phoenix.

               Among them were his parents, the Longbottoms, Lupin, Sirius, and others that Mad-Eye Moody had told him about. Other than his parents, he knew almost more than half much have been dead by now.

               “How you did get this?” Harry asked, pointing at the photo.

               Marvus blinked, surprised.

               “My aunt was in the Order of the Phoenix, Dorcas Meadowes,” Marvus answered, “her death was the reason why my mom left for the United States.”

               What?

               “Really?” Harry asked.

               Marvus nodded and he looked back at the photograph. He pointed to a rather young looking woman. She looked rather happy, her smile bright and welcoming, glancing at the other members with the same cheeky grin the twins often had. Her dreads were pulled back into a ponytail and her hands kept on going over one of her fingers like a nervous tick.

               “My mom got pregnant with us, so to protect us she left,” Marvus explained, “She said that Aunt Dorcas married soon after graduating Hogwarts, that’s where she got the name Meadowes.”

               “Moody said she was personally killed by Voldemort,” Harry said.

               “Yeah… she was really young,” Marvus replied.

               They all were, Harry thought as he looked at the photograph.

               It filled him with hopelessness just thinking about it. All of them had risked their lives to end Voldemort and… Well…

               But most of all, he was surprised. Sure, Harry knew he wasn’t the only one that was affected by Voldemort. The Dark Wizard had done so much to so many people, enough that they couldn’t even speak his name… Neville Longbottom, for instance, but also… so many more. 

               This time it’s going to be different. It will be.

               “And- and if you decide you don’t want to help, you don’t have to,” Marvus suddenly continued, a worried expression on his face. 

               Harry moved back from the wall of memorabilia and found that Marvus was walking toward one of the dummies.

               “I do, don’t worry,” Harry said, giving the photographs one more glance before going after the other boy, “if I had known how many people wanted to join, I wouldn’t have stopped.”

               Would I?

               Harry knew how his friends wanted to continue and, yet, Harry waved them off. They got a better Defense Against the Dark Arts professor, should he really continue this club?

               Thinking back to Snape snapping in his classroom, sending out unhelpful snippets when someone, especially Harry, didn’t get the spell right, was he really that much better? Sure, Harry despised the man almost to the bone, but was he wrong in that Snape didn’t show the spells, rather he just expected the students to try and fail? How were they supposed to learn if they never understood what they had done wrong?

               Snape helps people like Nico.

               Harry shook his head. It didn’t matter about Professor Snape’s favoritism. There was going to be none here, everyone, including Slytherins, was going to be allowed to learn these protective spells.

               Wait.

               “Are you allowing everyone who wants to join?” Harry asked.

               “Uh… yes? Everyone who wants to learn and won’t cause disturbances, that whole shebang, so we’ve even gotten some first years and other youngins,” Marvus answered easily. Then he paused, “Though, we haven’t gotten any Slytherins yet. I think they might be a little nervous.” Marvus frowned and his shoulders sagged, “or uninterested. The one we thought would join, well, it must have been miscommunication.”

               In the past, Harry could have scoffed and said it didn’t matter if the Slytherins were interested, they wouldn’t be allowed. However, Harry knew that wasn’t the case anymore. Things had changed since last year, changed since that confrontation that happened while the whole fiasco at the Department of Mysteries happened.

               However, now Harry thought about that kind of decision. And, with quick realization, Harry realized he wouldn’t have let them joined if it weren't for last year. After all, outside of Nico, he didn’t have any friends or true acquaintances in Slytherin.

               “Uh, anyway, I think I should tell you how I run things before everyone comes. First! I don’t really plan the days, I just see how it goes, how many people show up, and so far it’s been going alright.” With that solid explanation, Marvus lumbered over to the entrance they had come in mere minutes before.

               No planning? It’s been going alright?

               “No planning?” Harry repeated, absolutely baffled.

               “Nope,” Marvus said again, not at all bothered by Harry’s obvious disagreement with that method, “we can change it next time, but for the first day…”

               The Hufflepuff swung the doors wide open and, for a second, Harry nearly had a heart attack. There was a large group already waiting, loitering, outside, not at all paying attention to the other students walking by them as they chatted amongst themselves. All Harry could think was what if Umbridge saw-

               But Umbridge wasn’t there. And none of the professors would care about this club, after all, it wasn’t forbidden anymore.

               And so, Harry let out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding and, all at once, the students realized Marvus had opened the door. Smiles and hellos were exchanged and Harry quickly remembered what he had been missing.

               Seeing everyone.

               Marvus greeted some of the Hufflepuff Quidditch players by slamming their shoulders together. Marvus sometimes stumbled, but there was still laughter falling from his lips and the bright happiness from his eyes.

               He really did have the same smile as Dorcas Meadowes.

               Summerby was the first to notice Harry. His blue eyes widened in shock as he finished greeting Marvus before another smile stretched across his face.

               “Harry Potter,” Summerby said and quickly turned toward Marvus, “you really got him to join again! You are such a sly silver tongue, you! I told you, Herbert, now you owe me ten galleons!”

               The larger Hufflepuff next to him let out a groan and muttered about how he’d get that kind of money when hell froze over.

               Amongst the Hufflepuffs were some Ravenclaws, already making their way into the room to sit on the cushions. Most he didn’t recognize very well and was surprised to find all of the Ravenclaws seemed to be from very varying years.

               But, not many Gryffindors. Well. There was Colin, who was enthusiastically waving at him from down the hallways. 

               “It didn’t take that much convincing,” Marvus said to Summerby, “actually, I don’t even think I asked! He wanted to, isn’t that-”

               “Why aren’t we starting?” A brazen third year Ravenclaw interrupted, her arms crossed. Her cat-eye glasses rode up her nose, “I thought it started at four.”

               Marvus blinked before looking over at everyone, mentally counting. Next to her, another Ravenclaw chided her behavior.

               “Some Gryffindors haven’t gotten here yet,” Harry answered before eyeing Marvus, “Ron, Hermione, and Melody are coming and I invited Nico too.”

               The Ravenclaw’s eyes narrowed at the mention of the Slytherin’s name. A few others surrounding them had a similar reaction, glancing at each other with surprise. However, Marvus’s smile only got wider.

               “The more the merrier! Ah, I’m glad you invited him, I’ve wanted to but I kept on forgetting!”

 

               Nico stood still, looking back at his friends as he held his books in his arms. He didn’t want to leave the Great Hall just yet.

               The tables were filled with students studying, talking, or playing wizard chess, just like his own friend group. However, some of the groups were starting to trickle out. Nico briefly wondered if they were going to the same club he was going to. Marvus had told the other demigods Dumbledore’s Army was becoming more popular than he had ever imagined...

               “What is it,” Millicent asked.

               Tracey let the conversation she and Pansy had falter. After a face of confusion, Pansy noticed Nico’s expression and instantly she became interested.

               Nico was thinking. Did he want to invite his friends to come to Dumbledore’s Army 2.0 as well?

               The only thing that stopped him from telling them was his memory at Hog’s Head. He remembered how all of the Gryffindors, Ravenclaws, and Hufflpuffs had stared at him, the distrust clear in their eyes. It wasn’t the first time and… logic told him it wouldn’t be the last.

               As Nico had gone through last year, he learned the reaction was common and not totally unwarranted. There were reasons why people treated Slytherins like that. Nothing spoke more than the Pure-blood motto that seemed to stay with the House long after the founder had died. But, things had changed since then. Some Slytherins had and… maybe the other Houses did too? They must have, ever since he had heard from Pansy and Tracey talk about how Umbridge was sent away.

               So, Nico tried to forget the stares. But then he thought of everyone agreeing with Ron… Why did Melody bring that Slytherin?

               No. My friends don’t need that. They know how it goes, but it’s… it’s horrible. And they’ve changed, mostly. I’ll see how it all goes and invite them when I know it would be fine...

               “I’m going to a club,” Nico answered quickly, pulling the books up toward his chest, “I’ll be back in time for dinner.”

               Pansy blinked at the new information. Daphne was a little surprised as well, frowning slightly as she glanced at her friends, silently asking if this new club was discussed before. From the lack of look saying, I’ll explain later, it was obvious this wasn’t brought up.

               “Nice, I’d like to hear how the club went,” Tracey replied, and then she smirked, “and which club it is.”

               Nico nodded, “I will.”

               This time he left with no hesitation. He could see his friends’ questioning expressions in his mind as he walked, but he knew those questions would be answered before the end of the day.

               The demigod was excited to go to the club, to finally practice with some other wizards, and… to see the rest of the school. He never realized how isolating the Houses were until… Well. It was a reminder almost every single day. 

               The demigod let his eyes wander to the golden and red ties and the crests of lions on Gryffindor’s robes. There were crowds in the hallways, conversations loud and sometimes obnoxious as they made their way through. Nico weaved in and out, already used to the bustle. 

               Throughout the day, the demigod had thought about what Harry had said last night. They exchanged thoughts, exchanged past experiences, and Nico convinced Harry finally that if he had the Resurrection Stone, he shouldn’t use it, but… there was something Harry mentioned that continued to haunt the son of Hades. 

               Harry was so alone, he would see his family in the mirror of desire; his family who were all gone, either naturally or unnaturally. It didn’t stand out until Nico thought about the first time he had seen the “Chosen One.” On a swing set, not doing much… and then Nico had the great pleasure of meeting his cousin. The demigod could say without exaggerating, that he would be happy to never see Harry’s cousin again.

               The cousin looked and acted like the bullies Nico had encountered in the past, large, mean, and always having nothing better to do than harass others.

               Nico knew Harry wasn’t close to his aunt, uncle, and cousin, that his relatives weren’t the best, but…

               My Uncle and Aunt don’t like magic. They thought that if I never knew about it, I’d never become a wizard.

               Nico frowned. Something didn’t sit right with him about that. During the meeting of the Order of the Phoenix, they completely glossed over what Harry was doing with his aunt and uncle.

               I need to talk to Will about this later. Hmm… Maybe after dinner, we could hang out, talk, maybe talk about doing something over the weekend…  Ugh, actually, didn’t we make plans to meet tomorrow morning? Dating a morning person really had its drawbacks, though it is nice seeing the sunrise… When should I find-

               “Draco?” Nico muttered under his breath.

               The white-blonde Slytherin must have seen him at the same time because he stopped too. His grey eyes were wide and his mouth open, as if he had stopped speaking mid-sentence.

               Why is he looking at me like that? Nico wondered. 

               Two young Slytherins girls were at Draco’s side, appearing rather frozen as well. Nico had never seen Draco talk to them, nor really tended to the younger years anymore… And the way Pansy spoke of her Prefect duties, it sounded like she was also doing Draco’s part as well.

               He must be doing some Prefect duties if he knows them… Wait, I recognize one of the girls. She was the one that dropped the weights the other day, is she having more problems or something? Problems that only Draco could solve? But… what could he solve? Lately, everyone has only been going to Pansy...

               Draco looked back at the girls and muttered something. Without anything else, the young Slytherins turned and fled behind Malfoy and disappeared into the crowds.

               What is going on?

               Right as Nico began to move toward Draco, the latter Slytherin began to disappear. He moved through crowds and the demigod saw him vanish inside of an adjacent classroom.

               Wait.

               Nico stopped.

               Do I follow him? I’m going to be late to Dumbledore’s Army 2.0, I…

               Inside his mind, Nico could see Death looming over him as they always did in his dreams. The stupid words and advice that made no sense, but Death always said to focus on the quest.

              Things are getting worse and if this-- talking to Draco, figure out what he’s doing-- somehow changes that, then I have to.

               With that, Nico shifted the books in his hands to one hand, opened the door, and went in. It was surprisingly quiet when he entered; when the door closed behind him all that was left of the loud conversations outside was only a dulled murmur. It was a simple classroom, likely for the younger years, with several joined desks, chairs, some ink and quills left after class. And...

               And there was Draco, glaring at him, his arms crossed.

               “You’ve got your tentacles everywhere, don’t you? I’ve seen your American friend in the Hospital Wing. How did you manage to get him here? Is it because Dumbledore loves giving opportunities to charity cases?”

               Nico’s face became even more grim than usual. Even if Nico suspected Draco was trying to get a rise out of him, Nico found that he couldn’t help but react.

               “He’s not my friend, he’s my boyfriend, and he has a name.”

               Draco’s eyes widened and his expression slacked in surprise immediately. When Nico realized what Draco must have been thinking, the demigod began to have some regret pile up in his stomach. 

               “He’s the Squib?” Draco asked.

               Is a child of Apollo really just a Squib? There are so many more things he can do than mortals, than even some wizards, and… and even without his powers, he’s kind, he’s brave, he’s impulsive, he’s so smart... He’s more than a Squib. But would Draco even try to see that?

               Nico scowled, and let his books fall onto a nearby desk.

               This isn’t going to be a short conversation.

               “Sure.”

               The surprise on Draco’s face faded and instead it was covered with a condescending look.

               “Did you learn about him through the talk around school or did you already end up in the Hospital Wing and had to see him?” Nico asked without emotion.

               Or when he followed me that night, did he see Will? Did he see that I was talking to him? Is he trying to figure out what I’m doing like Umbridge had tried to? But why?

               Draco blinked and stared daggers at him.

               “I’m not stupid enough to end up in there so soon,” he retorted. “Only those dumb, impulsive Gryffindors end up in there so early.”

               “But you’re not out enough to hear the talk, are you?” Nico answered back.

               The other Slytherin didn’t respond right away.

 

               No, I’m not out enough to hear people talking to each other about another stupid apprentice they let into the Hogwarts. It seems they are doing it every year.

               Draco had only learned of the rumors and gossip floating around Will that day. Or, rather, he realized who they were talking about. The “blonde beauty” some fourth years, as well as fifth years, spoke about was Will. He still couldn’t believe that was the same Will Solace he had learned of the year before.

               Nor the same Will Solace who Nico di Angelo was dating at this point. Draco would have found some problems in Nico, but that… wasn’t so true any longer. He found that he couldn’t call Nico the rotten apple of the bunch like Umbridge did.

               But, Draco also couldn’t totally remove the title either!

               Nico is dating a Squib! Sure… the Squib seemed… rather helpful. Somehow scarily bright. Strange to see with the other, rather dark coded Slytherin… however, there was one thing that couldn’t be avoided. Nico is dating a Squib. 

               Draco found himself displeased with those thoughts.

               They have been too nice this year, why are they being so nice? Why did Will let me take the potions? Why is Nico trying to talk to me?

               “What have you been doing, Draco?” Nico asked.

               Draco glanced up, realizing he was still in the room with the other Slytherin.

               Why did I want to talk to him? Why did I want him to come into the classroom with me? What was the point of all this? I should be using my time to be more productive because even if it is only the beginning of the year, I need to do this. I need to complete the Dark Lord’s mission. I’m the only one and I can do it, I’m a Malfoy!

               “I haven’t been doing anything,” Draco answered instinctively, turning away from the other Slytherin.

               Nico let out a sigh and it sounded like he tried very hard not to roll his eyes.

               “You know that no one believes that,” Nico replied.

               Without thinking about it, Draco put his right hand over his left arm. He couldn’t feel the Dark Mark, not really. At least, he shouldn’t have. There was no way the Dark Lord would be calling his followers now and… and…

               But he knew that Dark Mark was there, swirling underneath his skin in an unnatural and unfriendly way. The moment it was done, Draco knew he would regret it. But, in the end, could he really choose anything else?

               Yes.

               “People have noticed things, Draco…” Nico started, and Draco found himself feeling anxiety rise in his stomach, “You’ve been skipping meals, skipping Quidditch, not talking to anyone except Crabbe and Goyle, anyone else.”

               Draco rubbed his arm over the Dark Mark, but quickly pulled that sleeve down.

               The comment shouldn’t have meant much. Draco, himself, knew all of these instances, in fact, he had done all of them knowingly. He didn’t want to eat that much, not when he could be coming up with more plans to finish his mission or wallow when he was frozen with stress, there was no point in Quidditch anymore since it was all for a simple, stupid placard, most of Slytherin didn’t think it was cool to be a Death Eater anymore, and…

               Talking to others, even Potter, was pointless. They weren’t going to help Draco in his mission, and he wasn’t ever going to tell them about it. That would exposing weakness, loose threads, and…

               And it did kill Draco. Slowly. Not seeing other students was like going into a dark cave, hearing murmurings of others through only echoes. It was hard not to miss the other students, the laughter they had had, and… and Harry Potter. Draco felt pained and a swish of melancholy. Things were too difficult, too stressful, to be planning on what to tease or torture the dumb Gryffindor with next, to see his face, to see how he’d react, there was…

               No time. No effort to be wasted.

               And so he stayed in the cave, feeling colder and colder the deeper he went down.

               “I know,” Malfoy answered and he crossed his arms.

               I do miss what it used to be… everything used to be so easy and now… now it is all different. Now it was all… horrible.

               Always someone else in the Malfoy Manor, his mother more worried than ever, his father completely absent, everyone in Slytherin not liking him anymore, and… and… There was this mission he didn’t want to do.

               And that empty cloaked face haunted him. Every time he closed his eyes.

               “I’m not coming back to this dump after this year,” Draco continued, and this time he turned around, facing the other Slytherin, “there are more important things than stupid assignments and marks. And… and being all cosy with everyone.”

               Instead of responding, Nice gave Draco a strange look.

               “Even if you aren’t like one of us, they’ll treat you like us,” Draco answered, “don’t pretend they’ll do anything else.”

               Nico let out a sigh.

               “People have their reasons, it’s whatever,” he said simply, gathering his books from the desk. 

               He’s going to leave, Draco realized, and without any other thought, he began to feel sadder, colder. But don’t I want him to? Shouldn’t I want him to leave?

               I can’t have Theodore help me. I want someone else. I need someone else.

               “And you aren’t the only one who’s realizing homework and school isn’t everything,” Nico finished, frowningly at Draco. There was disbelief in his eyes and almost… fury. Angry that Draco could have said something like that. 

               But Draco was right! There was more at stake and… and probably not everyone had a mission from the Dark Lord to complete, his name, pride, and family hanging in the balance. Then images in the newspapers came into his mind. Some families were found murdered, the bridge was destroyed during the summer… They looked like wizards, like regular people. And they were gone.

               Once again, Draco itched his left arm. 

               He didn’t look up when he heard Nico leave the classroom after minutes of silence nor did he walk out either. Instead, Draco numbly shuffled and sat on one of the empty seats, happy there wasn’t going to be a class in there for a long time…

               The splinter in his finger was gone by now, all healed up and brand new from the potions, though there was a scar left. A small little mar in his perfect pale skin. 

 

               Dumbledore’s Army 2.0 began about as well as it could have when Melody, Hermione, and Ron came walking in, confused and yet excited at the number of people. After the five-second announcement of “Hey, Harry Potter is here!”, which most members already noticed and commented on, they separated themselves into groups without Marvus saying anything more. Hermione and Ron went to argue about something they came in arguing about while Melody joined a group. It was only when Harry saw the different sparks and outcomes that he realized they were all practicing different spells.

               “It is because of the difference in skill and knowledge, like we do in Quidditch!” Marvus explained, before seeing Harry’s face filled with confusion, to which Marvus admitted that that was something Hufflepuff did. Guess the other Houses didn’t do the same thing.

               Once Harry understood which group was working on which spell, it became easier. He learned the bossy third year Ravenclaw is named Regina and no, she had no nickname. Her nicer, easier to deal with friend, Melissa warned him so. He didn’t learn all of the members' names, Merlin’s Beard, after all, there had been at least forty this meeting. There were only a few students he had known before, some he had noticed in his classes, the transitionary period between classes, or the Great Hall. Still, there was a handful he knew personally, and two from the original Dumbledore’s Army, one of them was Colin Creevey.

               “I immediately joined when I heard what Marvus was doing,” Colin said, “I was only sad you weren’t here, but now you are!”

               Colin’s eyes darted toward Marvus, who was helping out another group’s stances, before he leaned in.

               “I don’t want Marvus to know this, but I think you are a better teacher, more sure of yourself and all that.”

               But before Harry could comment, Colin was already trying to produce a Patronus with his group. It wasn’t that he couldn’t, but… some of them just wanted to try to cast them right away and needed a study. Frankly, it would be far longer before they would be able to produce a shape rather than a wisp.

               Most people were surprised to see Harry when he walked around, yet, after getting bored of that they focused back onto their spellwork. He gave them tips on how to cast the spells, lifting their wand higher, moving it a different way, correcting the pronunciation, or reminding them of safety. It was… nice, to say the least.

               Melody was having the same trouble as she did before, but surprisingly, that was where Neville came in. Almost like another teacher, Neville reminded Melody of what to do and helped her with a surprising amount of patience. Marvus, most smugly, said Neville was the first to rejoin.

               Ron and Hermione were working on harder spells, mostly the Patronus, as well as researching “new” spells. At least, they were supposed to. Hermione didn’t want to learn or try the mysterious Half-Blood Prince’s spells, much to Ron’s dismay and frustration, so the two were in a verbal challenge most of the time.

               So, for the most part, Harry went to help when he could and stood still, smiling, happy to see all of the students working hard, laughing and cheering when they got it right, grunting when they got it wrong, and… and so together.

               The only problem was that Nico wasn’t there.

               Harry had already made the club wait for five or ten minutes for his Gryffindor friends to come, he didn’t want to ask them to wait more. 

               There was a little voice in the back of his head that told him, maybe Nico wasn’t going to come. Maybe the Slytherin had something better to do or didn’t even really consider coming…

               No, he had to. He is.

               So, Harry waited, visiting each of the groups, sparing only glances towards the open door. Many people came while the club was going, however, it wasn’t the Slytherin he was waiting for. The only Slytherin he was waiting for.

               It was when he was instructing Regina to think of something else when he noticed more heads than normal turned toward the entrance, and, sure enough, he instantly recognized the black hair and his normal frowny face, looking out at the students…

               Nico was nervous. Harry almost felt strange, seeing Nico turning the ring on his finger now that he knew what that meant. Back in Hog’s Head, Harry remembered Nico not being like that at all. There was the scowl on his face, pale skin, long dark hair, sinister-looking… Only, Nico wasn’t sinister-looking at all, was he? He was only nervous. The blank stare and frown disappeared the moment he saw Marvus, Melody, and then… Harry.

               Despite the more relaxed expression, he was planted to the ground, waiting... 

               “Nico!” Marvus yelled and within seconds was walking over to the Slytherin. Harry noticed that didn’t deter too much of the students from staring and, like that, Harry was following the Hufflepuff.

               “Wow, if I knew just asking you to join would have gotten you here, I would have done that weeks ago,” Marvus grinned, slapping his hand on Nico’s shoulder.

               There was a small grin on the Slytherin, “my schedule suddenly opened up.”

               Marvus snorted.

               “Sure it opened up, now you’ve got your boyfriend here, it’s going to do anything but open up, ugh, anyway, hello Harry, no, it’s fine, I already know which group to send Nico to.”

               “Hi- er, wait, what?”

               Instead of expecting the answer from the person who brought it up, Harry glanced over to Nico. The Slytherin looked back with the same mild confusion before he remembered.

               “Oh, yeah. When I couldn’t join, Melody and Marvus went out of their way to teach me the spells,” Nico shrugged, frowning, “I guess there was no reason for you to know that… I haven’t even used them in combat yet... or anywhere outside of those lessons really”

               “Oh… oh,” the Gryffindor replied eloquently. 

               Harry wasn’t quite sure what to feel. It was nice someone still taught Nico since Harry refused to do and yet, he was shocked they hadn’t told him.

               They wouldn’t have to tell me if I had let Nico in. And… that might have been the reason he didn’t show up inside of the Department of Mysteries…  But, if he had been there, would Sirius have-

               “Okay, this club isn’t that long, you guys can catch up later,” Marvus said, but Nico didn’t budge. The Hufflepuff didn’t try anymore, instead, he pouted, and in turn, Nico’s expression became serious.

               “Are you sure they would be okay with me joining?” Nico whispered. 

               When Harry followed Nico’s gaze, he noticed some of the members had stopped paying attention to their spellcasting totally. Instead, their eyes were on Nico, their facial expressions almost blank. No, not blank. There were mistrust and confusion.

               “They’ll be okay or they’ll leave,” Marvus replied sternly and then he became cheery once more, “now come on! Gotta get as much practice as you can!”

               There was still some nervousness hidden behind a cold expression, but Nico did budge this time. He was led to a group, his gaze pointed to the ground until he gave a small wave and… and they began to introduce themselves and what spell they were working on. Reducto.

               While Harry walked around the groups, he spared glances to see how Nico was doing. He wasn’t a really brilliant spellcaster, but he wasn’t a horrible one either. Stuck in the middle, he became better as he practiced, and when he got it right, he was rather pleased with himself. And if Harry saw correctly, there were a few students who cheered for his achievements with him before looking a little confused themselves.

               And just like that, the meeting was over. People started to trickle out while others took their time having their last chats before going to dinner.

               “Remember! The next meeting is going to be sooner than you all think!” Marvus bellowed and quickly let out a sigh, muttering something about there being better ways to do all of that. And right when Neville walked up to him, his energy rocket up again, both of them talking about… something. Must have been plants by the way Neville was so excited. 

               Meanwhile, Harry was saying goodbye to the people who left. Colin made sure to tell Harry that he was bringing his brother Dennis for the next meeting.

               “He hasn’t come already?” Harry asked.

               “No, lately he’s been focusing on school and this one club that shows Muggle movies!” Colin quickly frowned, “Are there wizard movies? Should I just call them movies since there isn’t a difference?”

               Harry’s expression twisted into confusion.

               “You probably shouldn’t ask me that,” he said lamely.

               Colin nodded and turned away, “Yeah, that’s alright, Harry… Hmm… I think it would just be called movies then if there are no wizard movies...”

               There wasn’t much Harry could say about that and awkwardly, Harry stood there. He didn’t know there were that many clubs in Hogwarts… well. He knew there was Quidditch and… this one? And Marvus’s art one.

               How many more are there?

               “Thanks for helping, Harry.”

               The Gryffindor turned to see Summerby. The Hufflepuff stood tall, though, he was only around Harry’s nose. Harry had heard from other students about what he did. And he also learned that he wasn’t playing Seeker anymore…

               Did Marvus tell me that? Or was it found during one of the scouting trips?

               “You were as good of a teacher as Marvus had said,” Summerby continued, grinning in appreciation.

               “Oh, uh, thanks,” Harry answered, “You were pretty good too.”

               Summerby was in the seventh year, what did he plan to do after he graduated? 

               “Thank god, I practiced so much! Glad to know it was noticeable!” Summerby said, throwing his hands into the air with leftover frustration, “well, I guess I’ll see ya later.”

               And with that, he went to join the rest of the Hufflepuff Quidditch team as they left. Harry watched the group laugh and pound each other, unsure of what to make of Summerby. They had never really spoken directly before… not since he wasn't Captain and it was hard to chat when you were both going after the same Snitch. 

               “How did it go?”

               Harry looked down to see another familiar face. Nico’s dark eyes followed people as they walked out, moving from side to side. He stood so he wasn’t totally facing Harry, instead, he was facing the crowds as they left.

               “I should be asking you that question,” Harry said, “you were doing well, kept on trying even when things got difficult. And… and it looked like people treated you well too.”

               The hard lines on the Slytherin’s face faded.

               “They… were nice. And welcoming when they could,” Nico said, only now fully turning toward Harry.

               “Yeah, they were a little awkward about it," Harry replied.

               They did cheer when Nico got the spell correct. They did smile at him before looking at him, where then their face would change… to confusion mostly. They weren’t sure what to make of Nico yet. Was he like some of the Slytherins they had dealt with in the past? Or was he different? Or were they different? Did the actions of last year really change everything?

               And with the Death Eaters running around in broad daylight, warnings of people under the Imperius curse, killings...

               Nico shrugged, “I’m awkward too. And they have their reasons.”

               The Slytherin looked back out at the students, his eyes soft. The view beyond them was a particular group of Ravenclaws. Harry recognized Regina, whose face was showing her usual stoic face, but… the difference was that her face was much brighter than normal. 

               Harry didn’t know what else to say, but he didn’t have to. Before the silence could become much longer, someone joined them.

               “Nico, you did a good job,” Melody said excitedly. She was bouncing on the balls of her feet, taking over the last of the space between the two boys, “didn’t he, Harry? Didn’t he?! He did! Oh, you are rather good at spells.”

               Harry’s mouth opened and quickly it closed. Melody was right in that he wasn’t the worst, and compared to Melody, Nico was rather good. He took longer to cast the spells, but with the right concentration, they came out perfectly.

               “He did do a good job,” Harry agreed and Melody beamed more, looking down at Nico with such pride.

               Nico turned his head down and began to twist the ring on his finger.

               “I certainly have gotten better since our little lessons,” he muttered, “and you too. You’ve learned how to use the mess ups to your advantage.”

               Instantly Harry was reminded of grey stone blowing into pieces and her large axe held in her arms, deflecting the green and red spells flying at them. He didn’t think about it then, but he thought about it during the summer and even more so now…

               He never would have expected Melody to be able to do that. She wasn’t a weak opponent at all, even if her wandwork never seemed to go right.

               Melody nodded and faked a smile, “yeah, that’s actually what I’ve been wanting to talk to you about.”

               Her brown eyes moved over to Harry before settling on Nico.

               “It’s about demigod training. I want to try to learn how to use my Ares skills. Or special powers, or whatever you call them.”

               The change in Nico’s demeanor was immediate. His back straightened and he looked over at the other wizards. Luckily, there weren’t any other people in the Room of Requirement than the Golden Trio as well as the demigods themselves.

               It was strange that the demigods weren’t like the other wizards around.

               “Yeah, what are they called?” Harry asked, watching as the hallways began to empty as well.

               “Demigod abilities,” Nico replied, “If you want to you can walk with me to drop off my things and we can talk on the way.”

               Melody nodded, her grin widening, “I would like that! Let’s go!”

               Without another answer, she was already running to the spot where Nico had put down his pile of books. Nico let out a sigh and all Harry could do was smile. He had gotten used to her over last year… it was strange to think he used to be annoyed about that.

               “And this Friday, I’ll tell you why I was late,” Nico mumbled, still watching as Melody grabbed the pile of books, waiting by the door.

               Wait, what?

               Harry looked over to see Nico frowning.

               “You’ll be interested in what happened,” he said, and after one final call from Melody, he went over to join her.

               “No, I don’t think we should use the spells from the book!” Hermione chided, “I’ve told you, you don’t know who wrote those, why they could have written it,  so no, Marvus! No, we don’t know any other spells to teach them other than Professor Snape’s in DADA.”

               With indifference, Harry turned to see Hermione red with anger and Ron scowling. Marvus appeared to be feeling the same emotions as Harry, though he did nothing to hide them. His arms were crossed and his lips were pulled into an annoyed line.

               “We can test them out,” Ron answered, “all the ones Harry has used aren’t that bad.”

               “That bad. Aren’t that bad? Ron, that could change the second she- I mean, whoever they are- wants to do some real harm.”

               “Okay, okay!” Marvus groaned, and Ron and Hermione stopped and blinked at him as if they forgot he was there at all, “Melody told me you guys were bad, but this is beyond horrible! And it seems to me, you’re both right. I mean, we could try the spells out first. Not, like, on the first years like Fred and George did, but like… the ones that you’ve done already. And make sure we do them correctly.”

               “But what about-”

               “Wait, Hermione, I’m not finished. The spells you haven’t tried we’ll only do within our own group, the people here, and we’ll have Will there, so if anything happens we’ll be all patched up. But, this will happen when we have run out of spells to learn and everyone gets antsy. Does that sound good?”

               Hermione wasn’t that pleased, her lips in a pout, though she didn’t bother to say anything against it. Instead, she looked down and began to rock on the balls of her feet. Ron nodded, a small smile appearing on his face. 

               “Good,” Marvus huffed, “if anything bad happens when we practice them we’ll stop. I’m not going to risk the members if they could go wrong. And… and probably we won’t be able to have the possible victims be demigods since… since some spells don’t work on us, I guess.”

               Hermione nodded, glancing up with less anger than before. Ron shrugged and then nodded, not wanting to add anything to that. Marvus looked between them and then his eyes settled on Harry.

               “What about you? Do you like that idea?”

               “Er, uh, yeah. That sounds good.”

               The more spells, the merrier.

               “And do you have anything you want to change to these meetings.”

               “A lot.”

               Harry’s response was immediate, however, Marvus didn’t appear to be that offended. Instead, Marvus shrugged and let out a tired sigh. 

               “Thought you’d say that, but that’s alright. We can go over what needs to be changed as we go to dinner… and after that if you have more to say.”

 

               “I would like to know what Marvus did- what he did at the Department of Mysteries. He screamed and everyone stopped, frozen in fear. I even felt some fear,” Melody said.

               Nico blinked.

               He had wondered when they left why she was interested now and also a little confused she hadn’t known how to do all those things already.

               Well, she’s a wizard. She only went to Camp Half-Blood once, maybe twice, and I know for sure she hasn’t gone back since then... Or tried to get in touch with any of the people there. At one point in my life, I was in her shoes, wondering what I could do… trying to test the limits of what I could do.

               There were so many hours in the Underworld, walking through those caves, talking to the dead...

               The demigod wracked his brain, looking through everything to see if any of the Ares kids had done something like that. Of course, the battles came to his mind.

               “I think that’s the war scream? Shout?"

               “Oh,” she said, “and… and what about this?”

               And they kept on talking like that. She brought up instances of her or her brother using their demigod abilities and Nico did his best to connect the dots. Melody even waited outside of the Slytherin Chambers for Nico, happily asking more questions as if they were never separated in the first place. It was very strange, Nico realized that he had never really spoken to her about demigod things, at least, nowhere near comparable to how much they've spoken about wizard things.

               “Why did you want to talk about this now?” Nico asked.

               “Well,” Melody paused, looking off, frowning as they neared the entrance of the Great Hall. She glanced back down on her feet, her fingers messing with the fabric on her robes. 

               Nico focused onto Melody, frowning at the change in mood.

               “Well, ever since I’ve read that some demigod wizard children are good at demigod things or wizard things, I’ve been thinking about it. I’ve been thinking that maybe… maybe I’m going to be better at this demigod stuff.”

               Oh.

               And so, though Nico had been sitting down at the Slytherin table for at least thirty minutes, he couldn’t get it out of his head. Yes, he forgot about the random stares he was getting from Ravenclaw and Hufflepuff as he was stuck inside his own mind. He moved the meatballs on his plate, thinking about the instances she brought up… one about Draco.

               Then his mind wandered some more, leaning more on the topic of Draco and the strange encounter he had with him before the club. And, just like that, Nico had a quick theory shoot through his head. It barely stayed, in fact, for the most part Nico thought it was one of those thoughts that was only coming through to be tossed out.

               However, the more he dwelled the more, he really wondered.

               “Do you think Draco could have become a Death Eater over the summer?” Nico asked.

               The girls stopped eating, frozen in mid-air.

               “Was talking to Draco the club you said you went to?” Tracey asked, sounding rather disappointed.

 

               Draco thought about the talk with Nico. Even while he was trying to go through the day, trying to finish some work, and then quickly called it quits, only to try it again, Draco was thinking about what the Slytherin had said, the textbook still open, waiting to be read. 

               You aren’t the only one who’s realizing homework and school isn’t everything.

               Nico had said that like he knew. He knew what Draco was going through, and though he was angry, Draco… Draco couldn’t find it in himself to be that upset. He knew why Nico would be angry, all those comments, all those things Draco had said, it was to anger him, to make Nico feel just as bad as Draco did.

               And to make him leave.

               And Draco did make him leave.

               I’m done doing this, Draco thought as he closed the book for the third time.

               Even if Snape had told him to care about schoolwork, he didn’t. Snape had told Draco that it would become suspicious if he didn’t care, didn’t work, that if he wanted to complete his assignment right, he had to be serious! And he had to act like a normal student.

               But Draco was serious! He knew what was going to happen when he joined the Dark Lord! When the Dark Mark was inked into his skin! And when… he had heard his mother, her weeping muffled in her room when he had passed. When he heard from other Death Eaters that Lucious Malfoy had messed up for the final time.

               Draco didn’t want Snape to help him, not when he clearly looked down on him, not when he…  not when Snape couldn’t understand. Draco wasn’t going to mess up. As a Malfoy, his name, his birthright, it all will be proven! They were better than what all those others said said! Than what people were believing now.

               They were…

               Even if the name held less power than it had before. The students didn’t think it was cool to be a Death Eater. To follow certain things… Ever since Cassius had stood up to Umbridge, and that whole fiasco took place. Draco didn’t regret that. Cassius was a person who Slytherin should have followed, even if he made rather confusing decisions…

               Like protecting Nico di Angelo from Umbridge when all he had brought was confusion, disgrace, change, and…

               And kindness.

               Nico was trusted by Cassius for a reason. By Pansy.

               Theodore didn’t want to help me. Blaise doesn’t either… I haven’t seen those two in a while… All I know is that they’ve clung to each other more than Bowtruckles to trees...

               Draco looked down at the Dark Mark. A skull with a slithering snake sneaking out of its mouth, wrapping around with itself.

               I’m tired of being alone...

 

               “So far, Dumbledore hasn’t said anything about your plan, has he?” Remus asked.

               “No,” Sirius replied harshly, scowling as he looked at his table from his couch. There were no bottles of Fire Whiskey nor Butterbeer… there hadn’t been a mini party in a while, not with everyone busying themselves with missions of their own… Even Remus couldn’t come by too often.

               So far, the only thing Sirius had been looking forward to was Harry’s letters. They were rather mundane, talking about how his schooling went, how he was going to rejoin the club he created. But that didn’t matter, Sirius answered him with gusto, but never said what exactly was happening… He didn’t need the kid to worry about anything new.

               Hopefully, with the new club, Harry could learn to relax a little… Sirius never would have known the day where he’d smile, thinking about how Lily had the same troubles, she was always doing something. James didn’t mind, but didn't really join much other than the mischief the Marauders created. James was only annoyed when Lily was gone for a while, saying her absence was due to another club meeting.

               Speaking of Harry and those Hogwarts memories...

               “All Dumbledore has said about my plan is that he does not have the time to go over it,” Sirius explained with obvious contempt.

               “He is the Headmaster and Leader of the Order of the Phoenix,” Remus said softly, still walking around the dining room, his shoes making stuffing noises against the floor as he neared Sirius, “and… You know how these times are going…”

               “Yes, Death Eaters at every corner, I’m aware! There’ve been some dark cloaks hanging around my house when I leave, but I need… I need to know what Regulus was up to.”

               “I…” Remus stopped and frowned as he looked over at his friend. 

               Remus, oh good olde Remus, could hear what Sirius was saying in between his words, could hear Sirius saying that he was going to go along with his plan whether Dumbledore approved or not. And, like all the other times before, he was nervous about it all…

               But, this was no time to be nervous. No time to second guess yourself. And, sadly, this wasn’t the first time they had gone up against Death Eaters, up against He Who Must Not Be Named. Unlike before, they were going to do it right. He Who Must Not Be Named was going to die.

               “You’ve said it yourself, Moony, the times call for something different. Something drastic. I’m going to go to Azkaban to talk to the prisoners there, and I want to know if you’ll come with me.”

               Sirius made a gesture for the other to join him on the couch. Remus turned away, frowning. The inviting hand fell flat.

               I want him to come with me… I could do it by myself... I mean, I could! I’ve been able to do so much by myself lately, I’ve had to! I’ve had to do the hardest things by myself, I can’t, but…

               I don’t want to go back there alone.

               Regulus needed someone too. Sixteen years old and joining the Death Eaters? He didn’t have to… not all of the Slytherins did… Why did he join so young? Why did I not care about this as much as I do now?

               “Please, Remus?”

               Sirius’s voice came out sounding different than it had before. Instead of the anger or the annoyance, this was… this was hopefulness. And also a plea.

               I’m tired of being stuck. I'm tired of being alone.

               Remus looked back over, the lines on his face softening, and all of the nerves in his green eyes disappeared. He sighed, looking more tired than ever. Resigned, he sat down next to Sirius, making the couch padding sink in. And then, he smiled. 

               “Yes, of course, I’ll go with you.”

 

               “Draco hasn’t accepted your help?” Dumbledore asked.

               “No, and he refuses to change what he’s doing,” Severus answered, “he’s… he’s using rudimentary skills, since there is nothing else at his disposal. Though I don’t know what he could possibly be doing, it’s not like he’d want to- to complete his mission himself.”

               Severus had known Draco since he was a small boy. When Draco was first learning how to use a wand a few years before he went to Hogwarts, then doing rather well in his studies, exceeding Severus's expectations in others… only for his progress to fall off the cliff this year.

               Draco wasn’t going to do this alone, he had Crabbe and Goyle. But it would have been better if he could just tell Severus what he was planning! What was taking over his school work and school days.

               Severus Snape scowled as he circled around Dumbledore’s desk. The older wizard was sitting down, the parchments that normally littered his desk were gone, his ink bottle unusually closed. The portraits were unusually quiet too, though, that was only because most were sleeping. They knew better than to stay up during this hour. This wasn't the normal soap opera, and if it was to them, it had been going on too long.

               “Does he know about the Unbreakable Vow?” Dumbledore asked.

               “He doesn’t,” Severus replied, shaking his head, “he should though, he knows his own mother! How protective she is of him.”

               How protective that family is of each other. Of Draco specifically. Always looking over what he was doing, doting on him…

               “Severus, please sit down,” Dumbledore finally said.

               The wizard stopped in the middle of his stride. He froze, looking over at the old wizard. Dumbledore’s blackened hand was out on the desk, his half-moon glasses were falling down his nose, and he looked… tired. Dumbledore gestured once to the chair in front of his desk.

               Whipping his cloak in front of him, Severus made his way over to the seat, and then fell down into it. He didn’t feel the need to walk around so much anymore.

               “What is it?” Severus asked.

               Dumbledore blinked idly, his mind still in thought. He had been pondering most of this time… Severus knew the other wasn’t listening to him very much. It didn’t matter, Severus had to talk about the frustrations about Draco to someone! Anyone. Ugh, he couldn’t talk to anyone else… It was either Dumbledore or the Death Eaters.

               And Severus had half of the mind to know that it wasn’t good to be blabbering about it with them. Narcissa wouldn’t like to hear someone complaining about her son, Bellatrix wasn’t a person anyone should talk to, and the rest… well. No one else was supposed to know of the Dark Lord’s missions. After all, once it was given, it was supposed to be done, and if they couldn’t get it done, then another would be informed of the task once the first “volunteer” was dead.

               “Is that all with Draco Malfoy?” Dumbledore inquired.

               There was a lengthy pause.

               What first came to Severus’s mind was no, there was nothing else about the boy. He was making his sloppy decisions, as he had done in the past, and… that was that.

               Only it wasn’t. Draco wasn’t alone, not talking to anyone or anything, trying to… do whatever he was doing.

               “What is it?” Dumbledore prodded.

               The need to pace disappeared. Instead, Severus's mind ran. He hadn’t spoken directly to Nico di Angelo since the night he had walked the demigod back to the Slytherin dormitories. Or, rather, since Nico walked back alone. Severus was happy to see the Slytherin doing well in his class, each day, as well as Pansy Parkinson, and the rest of that particular friend group.

               However, it was clear from that night Nico didn’t intend on only being a good student.

               Well, that’s not all I’m here for. Not anymore… there’s more to this than just Voldemort and Harry Potter.

               “I don’t think things will go as planned,” Severus answered finally.

               Dumbledore leaned forward, tilting his head to the side.

               No, Dumbledore hadn’t told Severus anything yet. But Severus could tell from the time he’s been spending with the other wizard, healing or not healing, that Dumbledore was going somewhere most of the day. Researching. Planning. Talking.

               And Severus could tell, Dumbledore was soon going to tell him something important. Something that… that might be a worst-case scenario. It would be a shame to be planning all of this and for it to be crumbling down…

               Considering what would be lost… All of what Severus had been doing for… for so long. 

               I can see her green eyes in my mind, the way they used to sparkle in such a beautiful and rare way… I've seen it only a few times since, but not on her face.

               “Nico di Angelo has more than one mission on his mind,” Severus finished. 

               Dumbledore nodded. It was slow and deliberate. He wasn’t shocked by the news, nor did he have the look of already planning to change the playing field. Instead, his eyes went blank and his hands moved, scratching some of the blackened ash off of his hand. 

               It was a strange sight to see. Dumbledore dying.

               “It seems most people do.”

Notes:

So... What did you all think? What do you think was the best part?

And, also, theories time! What do you all think Dumbledore is going to do? Will Sirius's plan go well? Will Draco finally decide to do... something? And what kind of something?!

And thank you all for the kudos and comments, they are all so nice and during.. during all of this crap, life becomes a little nice. Until next time, which will hopefully be two weeks instead of six weeks. DAmn. six weeks is a long ass time.

Stay healthy and as happy as you can!

Chapter 20: So, You’re in it? That Special Club Thing Where We Want to Defeat Fascism?

Notes:

Ho ho ho, it's been a while. That was because even though I'm taking only 4 classes, I'm doing two large senior project stuff! And sports! And my clubs that I am running now? But now... my school has a temporary shutdown. And this chapter was done, so here it is!

I hope you all have been doing okay! I know some of you haven't been, but that's okay too! I just hope you get those little moments that can still make you smile during these interesting times. Among us is a fun game sometimes too! Anyway, I hope you all enjoy the chapter!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               It was dark outside when Nico made his way over to Will’s dorm. The demigod found himself confused. Though it was the same as the days before, he had never noticed it so keenly. Summer was long gone and even Autumn was nearing an end as well. The only reason the students still saw some of the sun in the morning was thanks to Hogwarts being perched atop a hill. The castle overlooked the last of the yellow and reddish leaves and browning grasses.

               “It’s going to be winter soon,” Will said as he settled down onto the couch, looking up at Nico, “you guys don’t really have different robes during this time, do you? I’ve seen winter here before and I don’t remember your Hogwarts robes looking any different.”

               “No, we just wear these,” Nico said, emphasizing by pulling out the collar of his robes. He slumped next to Will, both facing the window this time. Will, almost like a plant, had situated the loveseat straight in front of the window, overlooking the side of the castle and the forest below. It was the perfect place to watch the sun rise and soak up as much as possible. 

               Huh. The sky is a lighter blue now than it was a few minutes ago.

               Still, the sun was rising slower and slower. Nico was going to have to get used to the darkness soon.

               It was strange. He hadn’t really noticed the leaves changing. Did he ever notice the leaves changing all that much? It was like the importance of them faded away, and thus, the colors did as well… Was there too much going on to appreciate it? Or, if there was no quest, would anything have changed? Would he have noticed the bright, warm colors before they littered the ground?

               “Melody wants to learn more about demigod things,” Nico started with a sigh.

               That was certainly a thing on his mind. Why did she want to so suddenly? Well… If you consider...

               “She does?”

               “Yeah… In one of the books Dumbledore gave us, it spoke about the rare cases of when someone is part wizard and part demigod, and that most of the time they aren’t good at being both… Most of the time, they will favor either wizardy or the demigod lifestyle… And, well, despite being a witch for most of her life, her casting could still use a lot of work.”

               It was hard not to notice. Nico wasn’t necessarily a prodigy either, but he was better than her despite only learning how to cast spells the year before… Melody had been doing so the moment she got her wand, which must have been years and years ago… 

               “That’s good you’re helping her… Are you saying this so I can tell you what I know about Ares kids’ powers too?”

               “Yes and yes.”

               Will grinned, and Nico felt his heart flutter, “I won’t mind helping out.”

               Nico lowered himself into Will’s side and in an instant, Will’s arm was wrapped around Nico’s waist, taking Nico’s right hand with his own. It was so comfortable, something that felt so right. And it was funny, Nico didn’t realize how much Will liked to play with things until now when Will messed around with Nico’s fingers and palm. 

               “Draco came into the Hospital Wing yesterday,” Will said calmly.

               Nico watched Will circle his index finger over the bluish veins on the top of his hand. The hand without words carved in. Instead various scars littered the knuckles and fingers. 

               “He was just as you said,” Will continued, “white blonde, too smug for his own good, kinda mean, rather annoying and… and a little sad. At least, he is now. He took some potions, two for the splinter on one of his fingers, but the other one wasn’t for that… the other one was a Dreamless Sleep potion.”

               A Dreamless Sleep potion?

               Nico and Will could understand why a demigod would want such a thing. PTSD was a common thing around the camp, and for a reason. The fights between all the monsters, the loss of other godly children or friends they had known, the worry of how to live in a world controlled and looked over by drama filled and childish immortal gods, and then the regular world. Sadly, the potion probably wouldn’t work if one of the gods wanted to talk through, aka interrupt, demigod's dreams, but it was a nice thought.

               So, what was Draco needing a potion like that? He didn’t need it last year or else Pomfrey would have a whole section for him.  The only thing, well, things, that have changed that circumstance was…

               “You’re right. Draco is in something. In something deep,” Will finished the thought.

               Nico didn’t respond right away. Instead, he stared, watching as Will now took the other hand, and rubbed his finger over the words etched into his skin. Though there could have been a possibility to get rid of it (Will was an excellent healer, there really must have been), Nico hadn’t asked.

               The demigod had other things on his mind. After all, homework and marks weren’t the most important things in life… And sadly, he wasn’t the only one coming to that conclusion that year. And he certainly wasn’t the first.

               Do you think Draco could have become a Death Eater over the summer?

               When he asked Pansy, Tracey, Millicent, and Daphne that question, they didn’t laugh. Even with the comment about talking to Draco being the "club" Nico went to, they didn’t crack a smile. No laugh, no smile, not even a sparkle of glee in their eyes. Nothing. 

               Because Draco could have become a Death Eater over the summer. He might have. 

               “I don’t know what he could do for them, really,” Daphne whispered, her eyes darting across the table, “but they have been… there have been young Death Eaters before.”

               “You don’t always follow the rules,” Will muttered, taking Nico out of the small memory.

               A chuckle instantly escaped from Nico as he looked over those words. He was happy to never see Umbridge again. Happy to hear what had happened to her while he was gone. Being driven out? It was too kind for her.

               “No, I guess, I don’t,” Nico replied, smiling. Dazed out of his thoughts, he looked up and outside of the window. The sun was finally starting to rise. “Draco didn’t realize you weren’t a wizard until I told him you were my boyfriend.”

               “Really?” Will asked, blinking.

               “Yeah, you should have seen his face.” 

               Nico could remember last year, Draco bringing up Will, trying to make Nico feel ashamed… What a big jump… Gods, would it even be that big of a jump? From a young boy with bigoted views to a Death Eater? What does Death want with him? What can Draco do? What could Draco do to become a Death Eater so young?

               Why is he important in all of this?

               Will covered Nico’s hands with his own and whatever coldness his hands had were gone. Nico looked up, blinked, and then relaxed. He rested his head onto Will’s shoulder and let out a small sigh.

               “I don’t know what to do with him,” Nico said.

               Should I really be as nice as I have been? After all that Draco had done? After all that Draco had done to me? After what he continued to do even to this year?

               Despite the memories of last year, the comments from last night when he spoke to Pansy, Tracey, Millicent, Daphne…

               Nico remembered when he was alone in the alleyways… It was not very cold. It was numbing. Even with people he thought he could trust, he couldn’t. No, he couldn’t trust them… King Minos, he had done so much for Nico and yet it was all a lie, all to-

               Draco needed people he could trust. Real people he could trust. Real people that could lead him away from the life that was paved for him before he did something really stupid. Really bad. Something irreversible. 

               “Your description of white blonde prat was very helpful,” Will said, smiling, “it was shocking how quickly I knew it was him.”

               That added information took Nico out of the seriousness again. Nico began to crack a smile, thinking about the times he had ranted to Will about Draco.

               Nico’s eyes widened.

               “Oh, so Draco didn’t introduce himself when he was stealing things? How rude,” he replied sarcastically.

               “My gods, the most I got out of him, was when he said,” Will’s brows furrowed in a very unusual way, mimicking a stern expression, “ do you know who I am? ” The voice was much lower than what Draco’s could ever sound like, “and all I could think was, well, sadly, yeah.”

               Nico snorted.

               “And I forgot to tell you! I’ve finally got a uniform!” Will said, slithering his arms out from underneath Nico and jumping onto his feet.

               Nico smiled as he watched Will disappear, happy enough to feel the imprint of warmth at his side.

 

               “A Slytherin joined?”

               “Specifically the Eagle boy, yeah.”

               “Isn’t he also the coma kid? Didn’t he get homesick or something, so he tried to leave Hogwarts last year? He was in the infirmary for a while. Did he even leave Hogwarts? Some people said he never did. ”

               “Oh, don’t tell me you believe that. Umbridge wouldn’t have hunted him like a dog if that was what happened.”

               Pansy frowned at the passing conversation.

               Waking up early, she settled in Great hall to start the day by reading Pride and Prejudice while waiting for her friends to join her. The Slytherin common had become too noisy and so many younger Slytherins were bothering her- and what for? It was a lot of mundane problems now that she thought about it.

                It might even make Pansy think that the Slytherin House decided to have her be the- no. No, there were more important things than worrying about why people were deciding why she was the person to go to for all of their problems. 

                And it wasn’t her fault that other people had the same idea to go to the Great Hall and would speak so loudly. That wasn’t the first conversation where she had heard nearly every word, no, she had heard several things from the Ravenclaws, and some Hufflepuffs, like how Regina was going to practice again or whoever was thinking about breaking up with their boyfriend.

               Most of which, she didn’t care. But, when she heard “Eagle boy,” as well as, “coma kid,” she knew all too well who they were speaking about.

               She turned around and tried to recognize the retreating figures in her view. They didn’t look to be in her year and her eyebrows rose when they went to sit down at the Ravenclaw table.

               What is it with them always waking up early and doing this? Is there a competition to get up as early as possible amongst those brainheads? No, not brainheads. Those... Those Ravenclaws.

               Pansy tilted her head.

               They had said a Slytherin joined. Nico joined something. This was the club he had gone to yesterday, wasn’t it? That was the club they were talking about.

               Pride and Prejudice was certainly getting interesting now that Elizabeth Bennet had learned what Darcy did. That damned Darcy, breaking up Mr. Bingley and Jane, how could he be so cruel? Mr. Bingley and Jane were so perfect, so… so nice. At least he was upset and regret it, slightly. At least he wrote that letter. But would that matter? After what he had done?

               And, more importantly, how could Mrs. Bennet be so dumb? Only saying that if Jane died of heartbreak, at least Bingley would be sad about that. Shouldn’t she be sad too? That is her daughter!! Ugh, I’m going to have to tell everyone what I had read this morning.

               She slinked down the Slytherin row, pretending to read as she sat back down near the two gossiping Ravenclaws. Now that she was closer, she realized the two gossipers were smaller than she had originally thought.

               “I never thought one of them would join,” the Ravenclaw continued. “You know Slytherins don’t really join much clubs unless there is some kind of lineage to them. Maybe because of the chicken and the egg paradox thing I had mentioned earlier to you.”

                Who was this? A third year? Oh, whatever, there is no reason for me to know this guy.

               “Yeah, they're mean so they're not welcomed, or they're not welcomed so they're mean. And same. Well, I mean. Last year things changed the dynamics between Slytherin and the rest of the Houses, more specifically Hufflepuff, but… I didn’t think it would change enough for this to happen...” The second Ravenclaw trailed off. There was a pregnant pause before she spoke up again, “did you get another letter from your parents?”

               “No. Not this week. I think they finally realized I was serious when I told them to stop,” the first answered.

               What?

               Pansy blinked.

               Why would he not want his parents to send him letters?

               There would be loads of reasons, Pansy instantly thought. For one, she didn’t send letters. She didn’t send letters to her parents because her father was a Death Eater, following the very person who would want her and her friend killed, and her mother, the woman working hard and long into the Ministry of Magic, probably happy about all of the new rules and regulations… And then she would come home to her husband and they would eat, then sleep, and forget their days until it started up again. 

               And would… Would Voldemort even remember me? After all, I am likely just a random child, definitely not on his priority list after all that has happened with the various kills and terror he's caused… All I know is that I don’t think I’ll ever forget those red eyes.

               But, of course, that wouldn’t be the Ravenclaw’s story, wouldn’t it? No, this Ravenclaw boy sounded reluctant telling that news to their friend, as if they wanted the letters.

               Then why would he not want his parents to send letters?

               “You know what would be really nice?” the other Ravenclaw spoke up. Her voice was small and hesitant.

               “What?”

               “If more of the original members joined D.A. 2.0. They might be as helpful as Colin and Neville have been. Then maybe we’d be able to have a better arrangement of duels too, I hate having to go against Regina, she’s always so hard… And since Harry rejoined, others might join too! And maybe we would finally see Marvus duel…”

               Marvus hadn’t dueled? Was it because of that new information they learned about demigods?

               Pansy wrinkled her nose as she stared at the words on the page. Lydia was a whatever character in the book. Pansy didn’t really care for her, rather, she found her annoying. She wanted to meet officers, which Nico told her was similar to soldiers, supposed to be strong and… whatever. Pansy understood, but that didn’t mean she understood why Lydia was so excited to go away to meet some officers on her own, which Kitty was very upset about.

               Her eyes darted to the edges of the page.

               This book was different from the past one. There wasn’t as much… symbolism. Or was there? It didn’t seem like there were many. No objects, no people, just… people having drama. It was something Pansy was used to, the only thing she wasn’t used to was thinking about the books now.

               Pansy never did understand why girls went boy crazy… But, that didn’t mean she wasn’t just as obsessed as them. The only difference was that she was only obsessed with one boy instead of many.

               Do I dislike Lydia because of who she is, or because… because I might as well have been like that?

               Her eyes left the pages and she found herself surveying the other students in the Great Hall. Of course, there weren’t that many. Still the same amount of Ravenclaws and Hufflepuffs with their blue and yellow scarves, and… a few Slytherins, who were thankfully keeping to themselves. Pansy wouldn’t know what to do if they wanted to bother her now, she really needed her alone time-

               Draco is here.

               And Pansy could still hear Aria’s words.

               That’s not good enough. You’ve seen him! He’s never like this! He’s been hiding away because something bad is happening to him and you don’t care.

               No, he never was like this, sitting alone. He would have either been with Crabbe and Goyle, maybe Blaise and Theodore, and sometimes in the mornings he would come in and maybe sit near me. I wanted him to sit next to me, and we would talk… but we would talk about Harry, what’s the next thing the da- the Gryffindors would do.

               I won’t let you abandon him now, after all these years.

               Am I? Am I doing that? Shouldn’t I do that after what he’s done? After… after doing nothing for me? Why do I keep coming back to this? Why should I keep on bothering-

               “What are you doing with that book?”

               Pansy jumped so fast and so high, Pride and Prejudice fell out of her hands, hit the table, landed spectacularly with a hurtful thunk. Without looking back, Pansy leaned underneath the table, grabbed and brushed off possible grime from the book, and looked up at the perpetrator with a growl in her throat.

               “I’m reading it,” Pansy replied, clearly vexed, “What does it look like?”

               Isn’t this one of the strange Hufflepuffs? Agnes was her name? She’s played on Quidditch only a few times… why would she pick such bright red glasses when she’s in Hufflepuff?

               Agnes was only distinctive with her red glasses. She was rather ordinary looking, with dark hair and a forever disappointed look on her face. In fact, people have made comparisons between her and Pince, and staring at Agnes for more than thirty seconds, it was very, very understandable. The only difference was that Pince liked rules and her books, but Agnes liked… Well, maybe only Hufflepuffs knew that sort of thing.

               Agnes’s dark eyes flickered downward at the book in question before once again landing on Pansy. From her stern look, she was not amused. However, neither was Pansy. Despite the warning tone, Agnes continued. 

               “You looked like you were staring at someone. I’ve seen you with other Muggle books. Do you like them?” 

               Though the latter was definitely a question, it didn’t sound like one. Her voice had the same inflection as if she was saying a statement or a fact. Without bothering to comment on the first sentence, Pansy answered back, perplexed.

               “I like the two I’ve read, yes.”

               What does she want?

               “I’ve only read Pride and Prejudice, but I do think it’s the one good one out of all the required readings I’ve had during summer school. Anyway, I’m speaking to you because Nico is to meet with Anthony and I for Care of Magical Creatures before class.”

               “O… okay? What does that have to do with me?”

               “You’ll have to tell him that. I don’t know if I’ll have time. Thanks.”

               What?

               And with that Agnes glanced one last time at the book before turning and leaving. Pansy could only find it in herself to stare after Agnes, confused about what had just happened.

               “I’m not an owl!” Pansy finally called after her.

 

               “You… you look like a mini Madame Pomfrey,” Nico said, smiling.

               “I do not!”

               “Okay, no, you look like a smaller, blonder, boyish... version of her-Ah!”

               Nico walked to the Great Hall with a smile stretched across his face, still feeling the kisses on his cheeks and lips. It was strange to think that this was a normal part of adolescence, something his fellow classmates felt. Their feet light on the floor, thinking of their sunshine, and ready to go and eat with friends before going to classes for the day, happy to see the weekend finally come.

               However, he didn’t look forward to today for the ending of classes. He looked forward to the demigod meeting tonight, ready to see the rest of the demigods and Harry Potter… maybe he should invite his own friends at some point. Well… did they need to come? Did they want to come?

               And when should I meet up with Melody to practice demigod things? How did this come up to begin with…

               “Did you enjoy your time with Will?” Tracey asked when Nico sat down.

               Once again Nico smiled and he quickly pushed away the rest of his thoughts. After all, he would have only more time to think about them later.

               “Of course, he did, look at him,” Pansy said, gesturing to the demigod. “Have you ever seen him this happy in the morning?”

               Nico frowned, but that couldn’t stop the blush from rising to his cheeks.

               “He’s always like this now,” Millicent added, to which Daphne giggled.

               “And you’ve got another person who wanted to see you today,” Tracey added.

               The demigod’s eyes narrowed.

               What? Who else would want to talk to me this early in the morning? Is it… is it Dra-

               “Agnes, she said you, her, and Anthony Goldenstein needed to meet before class,” Pansy growled, shaking her head.

               She stabbed at the boiled egg on her plate to no avail. The slippery deshelled egg slid and her fork hit her plate with an unsettling scratch. She let out another loud sound of frustration, instantly making the rest of the Slytherin table quiet down.

               Not fully bothered once he noticed Tracey patting her shoulder, Nico began to think of what Agnes could want to meet about...

               Oh… oh, no, that project- we need to pick our animal!

 

               “Are Melody and Hermione in the library?” Harry asked, looking about the Great Hall.

               It was getting close to when classes would start and this day was already looking very dull. He and Ron had made their way down alone like they’ve done for quite some time now. Hermione was very, very adamant about doing the research on his Potions book doodler. And Harry wasn’t looking forward to another class where Slughorn was going to praise him incessantly after a “perfect potion!” then lament about how Harry, poor, Harry boy hasn’t come to any of the Slug club parties… and then receive that envious glare from Hermione.

               He thought he would have gotten used to this kind of thing over the years, especially since he had Lockhart as a professor in his second year.

               “Probably, you know how she is,” Ron said, shaking his head, “she’s been obsessed with this… thing, probably doesn’t like that Slughorn pays attention to you so much…”

               Ron frowned as if he had just realized something. He put down the food in his hand.

               “I don’t think a professor has ever been as unimpressed with her as Slughorn has, and she used to get the best marks out of all of us! I can’t see why she’s now crumbling under pressure in potions of all things. She’s been doing so well in all of her other N.E.W.T. classes… Actually, now that I think about it, isn’t everyone in potions struggling other than you.”

               Harry shrugged.

               All Harry knew was that when he followed the book’s instructions, he did well. In fact, he did perfectly. Slughorn would practically glow with glee, amazed since all the rest of his classmates could only create rudimentary potions on their own.

               Harry saw Ron's blue eyes starting to trail to the potions book in Harry’s bookbag.

               The spells weren’t the only things useful in the book… and to think there are even more spells. More spells that could possibly help the D.A. and… and the quest. 

               Well, that was only when Ron wasn’t wondering what the spells could be and how useful the ones they had tested were already.  

               “I think I found her,” Hermione said, startling both of the boys, her smile wide. Not too far behind her was Melody with… a smaller smile. 

               Harry wasn’t sure he would ever see the day he could see Hermione more excited than Melody.

               “The Half-Blood Prince is a girl?” Ron repeated, even more confused from before.

               Hermione slapped the biggest looking book Harry thought he had ever seen onto the table. A fork went flying across the Hall and there was a grunt from the Ravenclaw table. Hermione, embarrassed, froze. Without hesitation, Melody sat down and pulled Hermione next to her.

               “What were you saying?” Melody prompted, smiling even brighter now.

               “Oh, I,” Hermione processed what happened, and finally, her head whipped toward Ron. “Of course the Half-Blood Prince can be a girl!”

               Hermione riffled through the pages. They were going so fast, Harry wondered how Hermione was reading through any of them. Suddenly, she stopped and pointed at the top of the page. It said Gobstone’s Club! in very large and curvy lettering. Underneath were the names of the past presidents, vice presidents, and champions of that year.

               Oh. The club started in 1500 A.D. 

               “What’s important about the Gobstone club?” Ron asked.

               “You’ll see,” Melody said, smiling as Hermione began to flip even more of the pages.

               1700… 1800… 1900...

               Hermione’s finger slapped down so hard, Harry wondered how she had read that name at all.

               “There, she was one of the past presidents of Gobstone’s Club,” Hermione said and turned around the book toward them. Ron and Harry stood up, squinting their eyes as they tried to read beneath her finger. It was rather hard, after all, they decided to put signatures instead of print their names, but...

               “Eileen Prince?” Harry and Ron read off, both their voices and faces twisted in surprise.

               Huh, so she was right after all?

               “Melody said that Gobstones isn’t really a strategy game, really just about distracting and messing up your opponent, however, she might have been the president of more clubs,” Hermione explained, “I haven’t looked, but now that I have her name I can.”

               Harry’s eyes moved back down to the woman’s name. He never realized how old Hogwarts was until moments like these. Ron was still studying the name, frowning as he stared.

               With no immediate responses, Hermione began to scrutinize Harry and Ron. After all, she had come to them with the answer, hadn’t she? Whoever was this Half-Blood Prince. So, she was waiting, standing a little taller, smugger, trying to hide how happy and proud she had finally found out who this person was.

               But, if that really was her, would this mean anything? How could they tell who Elieen Prince was by her being a Gobstone president?

               Ron finally looked up.

               “But she’s old.”

               Hermione’s face twisted in confusion and fury. 

               “She’s old,” she repeated, eyebrows furrowing.

               Melody had a matching expression on her face and for a moment, Harry felt the need to silence Ron before he could do any more damage. Alas, Harry found himself just watching the event unfold as Ron continued. 

               “She’s probably dead by now or something. Or a grandma. But the book can’t be that old or else it would really be falling apart a lot more than it already is. I mean, sure there is tape holding the cover to itself, but shouldn’t it be more yellowed or something?”

               And there was silence.

               “And I don’t think the handwriting matches.”

               Hermione’s eyebrows furrowed.

               “Harry, could you-”

               Melody didn’t have to finish her sentence. Harry had pulled out the old potions book and opened it to one of the pages. With the scrutinizing frown she had earlier, Hermione looked over the pages. It was clear on her face she hadn’t thought of that yet, and being the person who read the most, and the most varied kinds of books… And the handwriting.

               “Haven’t we seen this handwriting before?” Ron suddenly asked.

               Harry frowned.

               Yeah. The way the T’s are crossed, very rushed, but also very long… and the S’s, there is something about… Why hadn’t I noticed this before?

               “Is it familiar?” Melody asked, her eyes darting across the Gryffindors.

               “And it doesn’t match the signature,” Hermione admitted in sad defeat before she continued, “though it does look rather familiar.”

               How could we recognize the handwriting? Harry wondered.

               “Wait, classes,” Ron said.

               The Gryffindors looked up to see all of the students rushing out of the Great Hall. Hermione blinked, grabbing an apple and some slices of bread off of the table.

               “We’ll see you later,” she said. Melody did the same before joining Hermione, taking a large bite of a red apple, and...

               There was a split second where Melody didn’t look so right. She had the same expression when he had found her staring into the fire all those times in the common room. She was thinking deeply about something. Ah, maybe that was nothing. Harry might not need to know, after all...

               There was always something to think about, wasn’t there?

 

               “So, what is it?” Nico asked, feeling a little breathless.

               He had shown up before Care of Magical Creatures, but at what cost? Running. The worst thing there was.

               Agnes didn’t so much as look at him. She continued to scan through the textbook required for the N.E.W.T.S. level of Care of Magical Creatures while sitting on her knees. And- wait this one textbook doesn’t have teeth? Then why does mine?

               Oh well. At least my sword wasn’t in my trunk… probably would have killed the textbook. Or would that have been better? Is that what hers is? A dead one?

               “Agnes,” Nico said, his head tilting in irritation, finally joining her on the ground. The grass was turning an interesting brown, starting to shiver underneath the slowly growing cold air. However, it was still comfortable enough. 

               “Would you want to do the final on the Glumbumble?”

               Her fingers landed on the page in front of her. Right above her rather long fingernail, there was a picture of a totally black bumblebee looking creature. Despite being a bug with no human facial features, Nico thought it looked rather sad.

               “Or is that too gloomy? You aren’t very gloomy nowadays.”

               Once again, though the words were definitely arranged like questions, they didn’t sound like questions. Nico’s mouth opened in surprise, almost too shocked by the bluntness to respond. Luckily he did recover.

               “What?” he gracefully asked.

               “Anthony didn’t have a specific animal, and I was trying to guess if you do. If you don’t, I think we should do one on the Horklump or Jabberknoll.”

               Once again, Nico was wondering if he had short-circuited.

               “The weird looking mushroom things or the bird that screams?”

               Were those the animals she wanted to do a year long project on? Those two?

               “The bird that screams back every sound it had ever heard, yes. Right before it dies,” Agnes answered, as if bored.

               The demigod stared at her as she stopped flipping through her book. She let out a small sigh and she looked up the hill, probably upset about the missing member of their group. Anthony, right? He was one of the few Ravenclaws in the class. Well, was three that small of a number when there were less than fifteen students taking Care of Magical Creatures N.E.W.T.S. in total? And considering there were only two Slytherins in the class at all, three isn’t that bad.

               “Oh, hello yer two! Early, aren’t ye?” Hagrid asked, taking his time as he lumbered down to meet them.

               “Yes,” Agnes answered quickly, “we are trying to meet for our group projects.”

               “Yer all gettin’ a head start!” Hagrid exclaimed excitedly, “now, I hope yer keepin’ in mind yer gotta be able teh see the creature at some point! Though I can be quite a bit of help with some of the more dangerous ones… Don’t be pickin’ a five X’s classification without tellin’ me first!”

               There was some nervousness in his eyes, now looking about the lack of students. Most students didn’t show up right away and they were more than ten minutes early…

               This was going to be a while, but it wasn’t going to be a painful while. Ever since Nico had spoken to Hagrid, the professor had treated him differently. A good differently. Every time Hagrid would show a creature, he had made sure Nico could see it, had even offered Nico the time to get to know the creatures before he showed them in class.

               Once yer feed them, they’ll be all over ya!

               It did help with the more nervous creatures. Instead of cowering away, they were curious. Mostly leaned in to sniff if Nico had any more food. 

               “Don’t worry, we are only picking ones in the Boring category,” Agnes reassured.

               Nico nodded.

               That would be good. No matter how many times he reminded himself these creatures weren’t exactly like the monsters back at home, it was hard around the larger creatures. Well, it was harder, especially since they often were like the creatures back home. Claws, sharp teeth, and ready to kill. 

               “Really?” Hagrid asked, sounding rather disappointed.

               Agnes nodded and her head quickly turned. Sure enough, Nico realized it was Anthony Goldenstein rushing down the hill not so orderly, his books falling out of his hands halfway down. With a very audible sigh, the Ravenclaw took more time to collect his things.

               Like the socially adept person she was, Agnes kept her stoic face and watched.

               Letting his eyes go back to the person in question, Nico stood up and made his way over to Anthony. The Ravenclaw was muttering to himself as he piled the textbooks and then grabbed his ink bottle. Reaching down, Nico grabbed a lone white quill. It was surprisingly soft and from the looks of it, rather new. Nico held it out in his hand to the Ravenclaw, happy to notice he was nearly done putting his things away.

               Anthony froze, his hand inside his backpack as he stared at the quill.

               “It looked like you needed a little help,” Nico said lamely, still offering the quill.

               There was a sort of pain at watching Anthony not only freeze but… malfunction? All at once, Anthony began to move again, he took the quill from Nico’s hand, stood up, and looked down at the Slytherin. There was some confusion in his eyes.

               “Thanks,” he mumbled.

               If he acts like this for the whole project this is not going to be a fun time, Nico thought to himself as they both walked back to Agnes.

               Things went better after that. Agnes took control and they had settled onto the Jabberknoll for their project. It was rather uninteresting since they had picked one of the creatures in the Boring category. But, whatever. Nico needed a little boring in his life.

               Then, Care of Magical Creatures came and went. Hagrid went over the Jackalope, nearly hopping as much as the rabbit-like creature. Nico was very happy to see Hagrid try his best to encourage them all to feed and pet the Jackalope, but Nico had no such luck. The moment the demigod was within three feet, the Jackalope would move away to create such a radius again.

               Nico was fine enough since he was still baffled to know such a creature existed. Luckily, he wasn’t the only one, a few other Muggleborns had the same confusion and excitement about the Jackalope.

               “If yer want teh, later today I could give you some treats teh give olde Jacky! He'd snuggle up teh yer in no time!” Hagrid said, to which Nico merely smiled and said… Maybe.

               “Over the weekend?” Nico asked.

               “Over the weekend!” Hagrid explained, “and yer know where to find me!”

               And so, Nico began his trek back to the castle uphill, thinking about the offer. Now that it was over the weekend, maybe he could think about taking it. Even if he wasn’t going to get that close to the Jackalope (no, Nico didn’t expect that overgrown rabbit to forget about him any time soon), it could still be fun.

               His smile somewhat faded when Nico realized he wasn’t alone in his walking. He could feel another person not too far behind him to the right. Frowning, Nico turned to see... 

               Anthony looking at him.

               Oh.

               The frown and glare slipped off of Nico’s face instantly, but it was too late.

               “Sorry,” Anthony said as he walked closer, his eyes moving everywhere but him, “I’ve been- I mean, I’ve wanted to… Er…”

               “What? Do you want to change the animal?” Nico asked.

               Why didn’t he tell Agnes this? She was right there for the longest time and… Well, she has definitely taken control of the project already. If anyone, he should talk to her to change things.

               “Oh! Oh, no, no, I don’t want to talk to you about that! I’ve wanted to ask you if… if Harry Potter rejoined the D.A. You know, the one we got in trouble with Umbridge for.”

               Anthony’s eyes flashed over Nico’s hand and the demigod instantly covered it.

               “I wasn’t in the club,” Nico corrected.

               “Er, right. But… you are now, aren’t you?”

               Aren’t I?

               It was strange to think that, yes. He was, wasn’t he?

               So much has changed from last year… Gods, it’s only been a year and… he might have been one of the people in Hog’s Head that day, looking at me distrustfully, and now... 

               Now, he was just looking at him with nervousness.

               “Yes,” Nico answered.

               “Oh, er, okay. Then, I guess I’ll see you there too.”

               He’s rejoining? Nico thought as Anthony ducked his head and continued toward the castle. The Ravenclaw didn’t even spare a glance backward as he hurried, but that didn’t matter to Nico. He was still stuck on his last sentence.

               “I’ll… see you there,” Nico mumbled. 

 

               Hermione was happy to be on a break so she could crack open more books to find out all she could about Eileen Prince.

               She was right about this witch being important, Hermione knew it! But…

               But the book can’t be that old or else it would really be falling apart a lot more than it already is. I mean, sure there is tape holding the cover to itself, but shouldn’t it be more yellowed or something?

               The potions book wasn’t too old. Maybe 20 years old at most and Elieen Prince went to Hogwarts easily 30 years ago… Why did Ron always have to do that? Didn’t he see why he and Harry shouldn’t play around with it? We still don’t know-

               Hermione scrunched up the corner of the page and that horrible tearing sound scratched against her ear. Her eyes widened and she looked at the damage she had done. Right along the top corner, there was a rip, through a dogear that was created years ago.

               We still don’t know. And that handwriting is familiar.

               Smoothing it out and pretending as if nothing happened, Hermione looked up to her research partner. Well, more like a social partner. Melody hadn’t really been helping her with research except for taking out books for her and maybe putting them back. Instead, Melody had been staring at the book Nico had given her, her hand on the cover.

               It was an unearthly stare she was giving the book…

               Hermione looked back down at her own book in front of her and found she wasn’t really reading either. All the words were blurring together, ink mixing until there was no meaning in them. Once again, Hermione looked up at Melody. 

               “Are you okay?” Hermione asked.

               And just like that Melody was coming to life, blinking a little before her eyes landed on Hermione.

               “Hmm?”

               Hermione repeated the question, frowning as she stared at her friend. She had never really been like this before.

               Or has she?

               “I’m fine. I’m just been… thinking,” Melody answered lamely, her brown eyes falling back onto the book before her. Some strands of corkscrew hair fell into her face, but she didn’t tuck them away. 

               That answer didn’t help Hermione. She continued to stare at her friend, not quite sure what to do, but knowing she had to do something! Something.

               Maybe if I could just get more out of her...

               “You’ve been thinking about…?” Hermione prodded.

               Melody let her head lull to the side as she stared at the book. She let out a tiny sigh. 

               “About the first time I had seen Harry,” Melody said.

               … Was I right about her having a crush on him?

               That couldn’t be right. Hermione scrunched up her face in mild disgust. Luckily, Melody’s attention wasn’t on Hermione, but rather, the bindings of the books. With mild interest, Melody began to pick at the binding’s strings with her nails. 

               “Me and Marvus were there that night when the Dementors came and nearly sucked his cousin’s soul out.”

               The night Harry was required to go into court for.

               “As you know the story, Harry fought them off and everything and got in trouble for it. But... the only reason he had to do that is because we couldn’t do anything. Me and Marvus didn’t know the Patronus Charm and so we just watched and… Ugh, it wasn’t even a few days into the quest and we already failed.”

               Melody obviously didn’t notice how loud she was getting until she saw Hermione’s wide eyes. Luckily, Madame Pince wasn’t poking her head in anywhere. With that, Melody sunk lower onto the book, resting her chin on it.

               Oh… oh… she’s still not happy. 

               “But why now? Why are you thinking about that now?” Hermione whispered.

               Melody looked up and let out another sigh. 

               “For the longest time, I thought if we knew the spell, if we were prepared, it would have never happened. But now… Now I’m not so sure.

               “I’ve been a witch for most of my life, and I can barely do a spell. You’ve seen how I am. I’m barely a demigod too. My first quest and I’m still not sure what I’ve done so far is any good. Is anything. I’d like to think that in the grand scheme it’s better than what could have been, but…”

               Melody stayed with her head on the book and Hermione didn’t say anything, rather, she continued to watch Melody.

               After all, what was there to say?

               No! You’re brilliant at wandwork! Spells really are your specialty. Oh, wait, even if they aren’t- you’re! You’re wonderful at-

               But, as Hermione ran through the classes, there was no class Melody was particularly brilliant in. No higher marks, not many times where Hermione was baffled with her proficiency, and most professors didn’t favor her nearly as much as her brother... 

               That after all those hours, those spells, even when Melody could get them right in practice, in the real world… Hermione hadn’t seen Melody cast a spell and get a correct response.

               But does that matter? If she could work with the result, does it matter if it never matched with everyone else?

               “I know I’m in the club with Maruvs, with everyone, and classes, and I’ve even asked Nico to help me with some demigod things, but I’m worried. I know this is only the beginning. There’s more to this quest and… and one of them is going to die. Now we know from the prophecy.”

               Hermione could remember Melody within the Department of Mysteries. Hermione didn’t want to think about that night, nor did she try to. But in passing moments, she found herself thinking about if she had known that certain spell then in those halls, if she could have done something different, if the spells she was learning had been used, would it have been different? 

               And Hermione remembered when Sirius fell through the Veil of Death and… the next second Harry and Melody were soon out of the room as well.

               “You- you’ll never know what would have happened if you knew- if you knew that spell,” Hermione finally spoke up.

               Melody stopped her sulking and instead, her head rose, her brown eyes focusing intently on her. After a few seconds, Hermione blinked and glanced back at her own book.

               “You cannot go back in time and see. All we have is the now and what lies ahead…” Hermione said, remembering the quote from a certain wizard whose name escaped her, “and… and thinking about it doesn’t do much."

               Melody smiled slightly before it faded away. It was still so strange, seeing her friend’s face now so glum. Melody had never been like this before and seeing it now, it unnerved, surprised, and saddened Hermione. However, Melody nodded.

               “Yeah, I guess we’ll just see what happens,” Melody mumbled.

               She still isn’t smiling. 

               “You know, everyone says practice makes perfect,” Hermione said, “I know you're in the club now, but if you ever need more time to focus on spells, I can always help.”

               Frankly, Ron and Harry never needed help. Despite never taking many notes or goofing off, it seemed they were rather good at the practical portion. It was… sometimes annoying. Melody wasn’t the only one that struggled in that area. Hermione had to find time within the classes to work harder on her wandwork. 

               And just like that, Melody smiled brightly.

               “Thanks, Hermione.”

               Hermione nodded and without thinking about it, smiled as well. It was easier when things were like this… And it was nice.

               “Welp,” Melody said, “We should probably pack up and go, the demigod meeting is going to start and… well, you can come as well if you want. Harry’s coming and you like to be in the know and all that.”

               “I would like that.”

               Together, the two Gryffindors gathered their things and made their way through the library quietly. The library didn’t stay that quiet, however. As they neared the entrance, Hermione saw who was holding Madame Pince up.

               “There isn’t a book here called Pride and Prejudice?” a Slytherin girl asked. 

               “I’ve told you, there is no such thing here,” Pince snapped.

               The two Slytherins behind the main girl began to shuffle. Meanwhile, the main girl merely scowled.

               Pride and Prejudice? By Jane Austen?

               “Are you sure? Can you check the records?”

               Oh, she’s just trying to grate Madame Pince’s nerves and, boy, was Madame Pince angry. Her face was already red and screwed up into a horrible expression. Hermione was glad she and Melody were leaving.

               “I don't need to check out the records! I know every book that has entered this Library by heart!”

               “Wow, glad we’re out of here,” Melody whispered to Hermione, though they could still hear some loud argument when they stepped out into the hallways.

               Hermione frowned, “Yeah, would have been too distracting to read with that.”

 

               “Yeah, Nico just left to go get Will for the meeting,” Pansy answered, turning another page in Pride and Prejudice.

               Tracey sat on top of Pansy, startling the latter girl. With a grunt, Pansy looked up to see Tracey’s blank and yet questioning look on her face.

               “You aren’t going too?” Tracey asked.

               Pansy put the bookmark onto the page she was on and reached out to put it onto the mini table. She couldn’t help but notice all of the other empty chairs around her. Annoyed, Pansy let out a sigh.

               “There was nothing I could offer.”

               “Are you sure about that?”

               Almost. Pansy knew next to nothing that was going on, inside and outside of Hogwarts. Well, she did subscribe to the Daily Prophet after Nico had mentioned other students finding out important information there, but everyone knew that source wasn’t particularly useful all the time. After learning that Harry wasn’t really crazy, well, Pansy understood the stories weren’t always there to tell the truth. Rather, sometimes that was all they were- stories.

               And the Quibbler, oh, she was not desperate enough to hop onto that train.

               “So, what’s happening lately?” Tracey asked, nodding toward the Pride and Prejudice.

               Pansy moved slightly underneath Tracey before looking at the book. 

               “Darcy is still trying to fix things that he messed up for status,” Pansy answered.

               Tracey instantly shrugged, “it happens.”

               Pansy snorted.

               “It’s kind of weird… That really hasn’t been something I’ve needed to ask Nico about.”

               The girls giggled before Pansy frowned again. There was something strange, joking about that.

               However, status, social standing, that was a thing most Slytherins knew about. In fact, it was a thing all of her close friends knew about. It was… it was strange to think that wasn’t a reality for everyone.

               That was how Pansy had made friends with Tracey, Daphne, and Millicent… well. Maybe it wasn’t just that.

               Tracey must have realized that maybe Pansy was going a little numb, so she went and grabbed the closest chair, dragging it closer to her friend. With a smile, Pansy once again relaxed in her seat.

               “Anyway, Lizzy is starting to fall for Darcy again, thinking about him as she travels and whatnot. Lydia is going to leave the family to take a little trip on her own. Lizzy didn’t want that, and I can see why, she’s kind of wild and also annoying.”

               “Annoying?” Tracey repeated.

               “Yes! She’s… she’s boy crazy and she kind of talks all the time, too much, doesn’t care too much about others at the moment, and… whatever.”

               Pansy waved away the rest of her sentence and looked away. She didn’t want to have to explain herself, not since Tracey was going to bring up all this mumbo jumbo, maybe even some sentences to make her think and… oh. Pansy had had enough of that for today.

               When her eyes wandered, she realized there were a few Slytherins muttering to each other and… and were they looking at her. That was another thing Pansy couldn’t understand.

               “I was wondering when you’d first realize,” Tracey said.

               Pansy instantly groaned and rolled her head back to her friend.

               “And what is that?” Pansy asked, knowing full well what Tracey meant.

               And Tracey must have known as well. There was a smug smirk on her face and she took her sweet time, giggling and even gave a little dance with her shoulders.

               “They’ve chosen you,” Tracey muttered, her grin widening.

               Pansy rolled her eyes, still surprised to see so many people in the Slytherin common room. For a room meant for people to relax in, it was only this year where they actually were doing that.

               It didn’t make any sense for people to not want to be in here… the soft light, the water moving above us, the mermaids… And, though I wasn’t going to admit it, this was the perfect place to hear the Sirens choir group sing while also doing homework...

               “What for,” Pansy said, shaking her head, and putting her book back out on her lap.

               “What for?”

               “Yeah,” Pansy instantly answered, scowling, “What for. I don’t really do anything. Never really did anything… And I just...”

               Her fury faded. Her eyes softened as she looked back down at the cover of Pride and Prejudice. For such a small book, she had taken far more time reading it than she had others.

               But there were reasons. This year had started off differently. She didn’t go home, she hadn’t spoken, written, nor seen her parents in months, and…

               And there was a reason for that. It was a different reason from the Ravenclaw boy she had overheard earlier that day. The same red eyes and yet… and yet Voldemort was different to all these people. Voldemort had become different to her.

               Now that she had seen. Now that she had known.

               I’ve been wanting to do something, so… shouldn’t I?

               “Do you know where they are holding the demigod meeting today?” Pansy asked.

               And Tracey smiled.

               “The Astronomy Tower. But, if we’re fast enough, we can catch them from the Hospital Wing."

Notes:

I do have plans!! I do I do I do!! :) and I am excited. This year the chapters might not come out as fast as they have done before, but I am still!!! oh boy!! Because... :)

Melody! Marvus! Draco! PAnsy!!! Oh boy, oh boy... What do you all think is gonna happen? Will they find out about Snape's alter ego (ebon ravenway demtia whatever whatever, I'm mixing it all up)? Will this demigod meeting actually be productive? And will Agnes be even scarier than Voldemort?

I wanna know what you all think! And also, if you want to or you see mistakes, I don't mind being corrected! In fact, I love that, it helps me improve!

Chapter 21: Wait- What’s Going On?

Notes:

oh, a chapter? A chapter so quickly? Yessssss :D

But it is late and so, yes, I hope you all had a good Halloween! If you celebrate that! I did, kind of. Sucks that there was so much cool stuff and you got all excited and it's like... Nope. Still a pandemic going on. Really puts it in a sad... :( sad time. But I still had a good time! Yah.

Anyway, I hope you all like the chapter!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               “What is it we are going to talk about?” Will asked.

               The demigods were the only ones walking through the fire-lit hallway, their shadows dancing across the walls with the flames. At least, it was supposed to be only them and the flames. There wasn’t anything special this night, no large events that constituted Ministry workers to patrol with the professors. Despite knowing that, Nico still half-expected to see someone around the corner, a professor, Filch, Mrs. Norris, maybe even a certain student...

               I’ll need to see Draco later, Nico thought. See what’s going on… Maybe… Maybe I could talk to Professor Snape. No, he won’t help other things, he won’t talk to me about Draco, he won’t even tell me what’s going on. I think… Ugh. If I’m desperate, I’ll go to Professor Snape. And only then.

               “Horcruxes,” Nico answered, “Dumbledore isn’t going to be helpful this year… and Professor Snape probably won’t be either. So, we need to figure out a plan of what to do with the things. Hopefully, we can destroy them and I won’t have to hold onto them for another year.”

               The demigod didn’t know what the Horcruxes were doing to his room in the Underworld. He had put his sword in there at the entrance, knowing he’d only go back to get his sword if… Well, there wasn’t much of a point to have the sword when there was that special spell protecting Hogwarts and the students weren’t allowed to leave the castle very much, nor leave their rooms at night…

               And don’t tell me the other students haven’t noticed their professors talking to older wizards and witches at the school. Don’t tell me they haven’t noticed the extra personnel.

               Sent there to protect the students, Nico assumed. However, thinking about it all, he probably should bring his sword when he grabbed the Horcruxes.

               Just in case...I can even protect it with a charm so no idiot tries anything. Oh. Wait, won’t I need it and perhaps another to help train Melody? Yeah, I will.

               Will nodded.

               Hm… there was something else Nico wanted to talk to Will about… what was it?

               “And… and I think…”

               Wait. Harry.

               The Dursleys. Dudley. All those strange things he’s said about them… Not liking magic, how much he missed a family he never met…

               Nico could imagine the scene himself of Harry sitting in front of a mirror, alone, and probably cold. It wasn’t hard for the demigod to feel the loneliness and chills across his fingers. He too knew some of what it was like.

               “Do you know why Harry is living with his aunt and uncle?” Nico asked, turning his head, checking to see if another person was in that hallway.

               Luckily, most of the paintings were asleep at this time too...

               “Uh, not really. They didn’t really go over that in the meeting,” Will frowned and one of his eyebrows rose, “why?”

               “I… I don’t think they’re particularly good,” Nico answered, vaguely. That got another confused and curious expression out of Will. Nico quickly turned, “it’s just something to think about for later. You know, when he has to go back at the end of the year.”

               Nico crossed his arms and suddenly found the stone walls interesting, his eyes trailing every vein, crack, or crevice.

               Instead of silence, he felt a warm hand on his shoulder. Without saying much, Nico walked closer and snaked his hand around Will’s waist.

               “Okay, that sounds good,” Will said.

               “So… how was it like wearing your Healer robes for the first time? A bit of a late question, I guess...”

               “Hm. I’d want to say that it was life-changing with this new attire, but I have to admit it was like the days before. Only this time half of the people were actually accepting what I was doing since I was wearing these, I think the other half was still annoyed that I was so young…”

 

               “I’ll need to talk to Neville about that,” Marvus muttered to himself.

               The demigod closed the Herbology textbook. Marvus knew by now the Gryffindor knew most of the plants in the book, if not all, but he couldn’t have known this one! Hopefully. Maybe. Oh well, at least it would be a nice Christmas present or something.

               I could just leave this here… Don’t think many people would risk trying to take it when most of the Quidditch gang is just a table over.

               The Hufflepuff common room was full. It was the perfect hang out spot with the plants and cushions, and Quidditch was going to have a meeting soon. Therefore it was loud, a constant murmur of people trying to whisper over one another with random bursts of volume. The demigod let his eyes fly over to Summerby laughing loudly with Herbert, and Agnes not too far away giving them the stink eye.

               Marvus had his arms filled with parchments of plans, either having to do with his homework, his two clubs, the D.A. and Art club, or Quidditch. Sure, the Hufflepuff was maybe biting off more than he could chew, but all in all, it wasn’t much! Rather most of the parchments contained lists since he never did have to run the clubs minute by minute (rather, he found the members ran the club themselves, which was both a blessing and a curse). As for Quidditch, Summerby had only asked for Marvus to draw out diagrams for their new plays…

               Though, luckily Tom was starting to suggest that he didn’t want to be a Chaser anymore. Thank the gods! Marvus was all for people picking their own positions on the team, but damn! Every single time they had to practice plays, they could always count on Tom asking to get a refresher. Always, even if they spent the whole previous practice on it.

               So, yeah, Tom said that he would like to explore. That was nice.  

               Marvus released his armful of parchments onto his bag. At least half of them didn’t fit, but merely piled against the table, and two bounced off and rolled away.

               That’s good enough I guess, Marvus thought, already lumbering to the runaway parchments. And just as he started, two Hufflepuffs had already noticed and grabbed them.

               “Oh, thanks!”

               “No problem.”

               “You’re welcome.”

               After giving them a fun smile, he threw the two onto the pile. They flopped and… caused three more to become untangled and roll out. With a smile still on his face, he turned to the exit of Hufflepuff.

               “That’s good enough because I’m going to be late,” he muttered to himself.

               Yes, then there is another thing I’m doing. The quest. 

               He got into the hallway, he started along, not worrying about the people inside. Most knew not to ask, and others, though they would ask, didn’t actually care too much if he was secretive. Even his years’ prefects, Hannah and Ernie, would let him slide. After all, they were a part of the D.A. 

               There is something in my robes.

               He didn’t realize there was something falling against him as he moved until… well, he actually a good way through the dungeon. Letting his metal foot clank rather loud, Marvus began to rummaging through his pockets, every so often pausing if he felt his balance shifting too much.

               When he finally got it out, a book, he turned the black notebook around, frowning. 

               “My marble notebook,” Marvus said and quickly he opened the pages.

               Most of the marbles were either lost into the void or rather, he wasn’t sure where they were anymore. Though he knew one was in Filch’s office! Marvus had gotten some really juicy gossip when Filch was in a little rage about the Weasley’s Wizard Wheezes products still finding their way into the castle from that one time…

               His brown eyes wandered the page, noticing some words popping up.

               I told you! You don’t need to babysit me!

               That’s not what I’m doing, I’ve been trying to help-

               I don’t need any help! I can do this- I can- I can do this without you!

               “Oh,” Marvus cooed with a growing smile. “Drama”

               And… Wait. There is a pause. Space on the page. What’s going on? Marvus wondered.

               You must... You must remember the Unbreakable Vow... Remember what you have done… Ugh! This… this is going to be the year that kills me.

               Marvus’s face twisted in confusion again. That sounded serious. Unbreakable Vows? Couldn't that kill someone? And really… Where could these marbles be? Filch’s raves never went on like this. Where did this marble go to? There had been nothing on the marbles for so long! Well, there might have been more, but he hadn’t been checking on them for a while either...

               “Marvus Jones?”

               Startled, Marvus held his book high and threw it at the voice.

 

               “You haven’t been using an invisibility cloak?” Hermione asked, sounding horrified.

               “No,” Melody answered, her face twisting in confusion, “You know I’ve been sneaking out since last year without one.”

               Hermione shook her head and let out a frustrated groan. The four Gryffindors stood by the entrance of the Gryffindor common room. 

               “Even with the extra guards? Extra people in the castle?”

               “Uh,” Melody turned toward Harry and Ron as if asking for help. However, Harry didn’t react. Oh, how the tables have turned. At least if Hermione was fussing over Melody not using a cloak, she couldn’t fuss over the Half-Blood Prince. Melody faced Hermione, half smiling, half still confused as ever, “you’ve seen me leave? And I don’t own an invisibility cloak.”

               Hermione’s mouth gaped open. Harry and Ron waited for this “discussion” to end. There was no point in walking out there only to be caught immediately.

               Despite the silence, Harry kept on eyeing the clock in the room, feeling more and more antsy as the time to meet came closer and closer. Were they really going to be late? The first demigod meeting they would go to?

               “I- you know what- that’s fine. Let’s go,” Hermione said, waving over to the entrance. “I mean, we can bring the invisibility cloak but only three can fit. And… whatever.”

               Hermione sounded defeated.

               “Cheer up, Hermione, if she’s done it this many times, she can do it again,” Ron said, walking over to pat Hermione's shoulder before… awkwardly having his hand hover above the shoulder, letting out a strange noise, using that hand to scratch his neck, and walking past, “er, yeah, Melody, why don’t you lead the way.”

               Hermione looked after him, a matching confused expression with Melody. Though, the former girl's cheeks were peppered with a blush.

               “Oh, er, Harry, do you know what we do in the meetings?” Hermione whispered to him as Melody ran ahead and Ron not soon after.

               Harry shrugged.

               “Oh,” Hermione answered lamely.

               “Melody said they catch up a lot and sometimes make jokes. But… I think this meeting we’re gonna plan on what to do.”

 

               Pansy glared at Marvus, her wide eyes darting between the book on the ground and not believing the fact that it nearly hit her face.

               “Why are you throwing it at me?” Pansy asked with venom, “you didn’t even know who I was!”

               It was hard to see specific features in the dungeons, especially at night. Water still dripped from the ceiling and echoed, making it even harder to know when someone was coming or going. Pansy first thought that it was a professor before the book had missed her by a few centimeters. Her heart was still racing in her chest. 

               “Sorry! It's just instinct!” Marvus apologized.

               He walked around her, letting out a surprised and proud noise as he realized how far he had thrown it.

               “And you aren’t allowed out here during curfew hours,” Pansy continued instinctively. 

               Marvus frowned and bent over, picking up the book. There was a little struggle as he nearly tipped forward, however, he had still found himself upright with the notebook in his hand. There was a strange tug within her. Shouldn't she have picked it up for him? 

               No. He threw it at me!

               “You aren’t either,” Marvus replied. 

               “I’m a prefect.”

               “I don’t think that matters.”

               Oh, he’s fast.

               Pansy stopped in front of him and she looked beyond the Dungeons. It was always a little strange that the Hufflepuff and Slytherin's common room entries were in the same dark place compared to the towers Gryffindors and Ravenclaws shared. Then again, one was near the kitchen and the other was underneath the lake. It was a very different kind of "dungeons" with that. 

               After the first year, she had gotten used to the irony.

               Wait. I’m on his side… shouldn’t I cool down? I mean, he didn’t actually hit me.

               Pansy frowned and her nails pinched into her skin. They hid underneath her robes, not quite going toward her wand. It was good she had the instinct to dodge rather than pull out her want. 

               I should calm down… all the nerves from having to make sure everyone is doing what they’re supposed to be doing is getting to me… And you’d think Slytherins would know what to do for the year, especially considering that they’ve come to me for personal advice and… and well, because they chose me, didn’t they?

               And they must have chosen me for a reason. 

               “You’re right, it doesn’t. And sorry, it's a... habit,” Pansy said softly, “Er, you’re going to the demigod meeting, aren’t you?”

               Marvus narrowed his eyes at her.

               What? Does he not trust me? I was a little mean, sure, but not as mean as I normally am! Er. Was…. could be-

               And then Marvus quickly broke into a grin.

               “Yeah! And you wanna come?” he asked enthusiastically.

               Pansy blinked, momentarily stunned by the sudden change. After a second, she relaxed once again, letting her hands uncurl from the fists.

               I… Hm. 

               “Yes, I would like to come,” Pansy nodded, “I’ve been meaning to… to do things. To help Nico with the quests… Quest.”

               Marvus merely hummed in agreement.

               “Okay, then let’s walk together,” Marvus suggested.

               So, that was what they did. They went and, for the most part, it was silent, only their feet and the random drips from the dungeons could be heard. Soon, those drips turned into the torches crackling, and then the staircases, moving and creaking…

               Pansy wasn’t sure what to talk about and when she wasn’t sure what to do, she often did nothing. It was strange, she often knew what to do.

               But, nowadays she wasn’t sure. Things have changed. They have changed for the better and though it felt better, it was also harder. How was she supposed to know what to do when she had to make it up on her own? And… and for a while, she was doing nothing, wasn’t she? It felt like nothing. And she couldn’t just do nothing.

               Can I?

               Pansy frowned and found herself shaking her head to herself. There were too many things to be blind to, too many things that she now knew.

               “Isn’t it crazy we haven’t run into any professors or other wizards yet?” Marvus asked, sounding rather proud of himself. “Normally we’d run into a few people or something. Well, I would. Maybe you’re lucky or something.”

               Pansy instantly snorted.

               I wouldn’t necessarily call myself lucky. But… maybe, in some ways… I have been.

               After all, she had seen those red eyes and survived. And she had… she had her friends.

               “I would like to hope I can be,” she answered with a smile.

               Marvus shoved her shoulder with much more force than she was expecting, nearly taking out her balance. Before she could scowl, she saw a friendly and genuine smile. It practically glowed in his eyes. And, Pansy relaxed, finding herself starting to smile as well. 

               “That’s the spirit! Now let’s hurry up because we might be late… and actually, extra late, my leg is not having a good time right now.”

 

               “Maybe we should start?” Nico offered.

               “But Marvus isn’t here,” Melody said, frowning as she looked over the mini crowd.

               The demigod meetings had never been this big. In fact, compared to the normal number of three demigods, including himself, the six people already there were jarring enough for Nico. And to think they were still missing people!

               The Astronomy Tower was pretty that night, perfect for class. It was a good think that Professor Sinistra only held those extra portions very late and strange at night, though Nico couldn't understand why. The stars already sparkled outside amongst the setting sun and there was a light breeze that gave some of the group a small shiver. Soon enough winter would be here. 

               “He might be late because he got caught up talking to Neville,” Melody said.

               “Er… there is a curfew. And Neville wouldn’t have let Marvus into the Gryffindor common room,” Hermione corrected.

               “Oh, right,” Melody replied, blinking. She frowned, “hprobably just taking his time. There are days like that.”

               Everyone else nodded, though they weren’t really sure what she meant by that. Though, she was his twin, and if it was anyone that would know such a thing, it would be her.

               Marvus has never really told us if he ever had a hard time with walking at times… he does so much, he freaking plays Quidditch. Speaking of Quidditch, isn’t there a match of Hufflepuff against Ravenclaw coming up?

               The silence that followed was nonetheless awkward. Nico wasn’t sure what was worse, Melody staring at the door like he was going to walk through any second, Harry’s blank stare (hopefully it was because he was tired), Hermione’s very inquisitive glance at Will every so often, or Ron getting… annoyed about the former’s reaction.

               Thankfully, she didn’t hold her questions any longer.

               “How have you been fairing with Madame Pomfrey without magic? You can’t use any spells, but… can you do potions?”

               She looked at him intently, waiting for his answer.

               It sounded rather weird, but… she’s just curious?

               “Uh, yeah,” Will answered, recovering from the small surprise, “I’ve been brewing a lot of potions. Bottling them. Organizing them. Carrying some things for her, things like that. Though, I have been learning some spells to tell you guys to do them! Luke, instructing magical beings what spells to use, what it sounds like, the regular motions. Which is kind of nice.”

               Ron frowned at the last bit, and instantly Nico scowled.

               He’s doing his best!

               Hermione was a little confused as well, nodding, though, from her eyes, it was clear she wasn’t sure about it. Ron finally shrugged, his face showing that it was better than nothing.

               “Oh, hmmm, that is good news I suppose. You likely will be treating someone who has magical abilities with a wand and such… And why did you come so late? Instead of near the beginning of the school year?” Hermione continued.

               “I wanted to get here sooner, but something was changing at camp. Some monsters coming a little close to the borders. I wanted to be sure it would be fine before I left.”

               Ron didn’t appear to be following quite as much as the rest of the wizards. Okay, none of them seemed to be following Will with that sentence.

               “Why wouldn’t it be? Fine? The camp. You have a protective barrier, like us, right?” Ron asked.

               “Well, that’s how every quest starts. More monsters come or something equally worrying happens. It wouldn’t be wise for their leading medical expert to disappear when something horrible could happen.”

               Nico squeezed Will’s hand. The demigods could see the cogs in their minds, twisting and grinding, but as it went further, their face’s changed. The quest. They knew that this was a mission, but the fact this wasn’t the first time. That there were more. There was another sort of Dark Lord the demigods had maybe faced before. Harry looked at Nico, confused, and yet…

               There was a sad sort of sympathy in his eyes. Was it something like pity?

               “I hear him!” Melody said, smiling, interrupting the silent realizations the wizards were having.

               Though there were frowns on their faces, the wizards and witches turned toward Melody as well, looking at the door. Sure enough, there was another person joining them in the Astronomy Tower-

               Wait. No. It’s two.

               “Wait, who is that-” Hermione asked.

               Pansy.

               “Pansy Parkinson?” Ron said out loud.

               He wasn’t the only one. The rest of the Gryffindors were just as confused, including Melody. However, Pansy walked through the doorway with a confident and yet… trying to be a friendly face. 

               “Hello Weasley,” Pansy answered immediately, a snarky attitude on the tip of her tongue. Immediately, her face scrunched up, realizing the tone was not what it should have been. Then, weakly, she continued. “And… hello to everyone else too.”

 

               Pansy immediately went to Nico’s side, smiling at Will before facing the rest of the students. Harry didn’t know she was going to come. In fact, he was sure no one did. Even Nico was a little surprised, his eyes widening before he smiled in greeting.

               The Slytherin looked across at each of them once moreover. 

               When Pansy’s eyes flickered away from Hermione and she pulled some strands of hair away from her face, closing her eyes. After a deep breath, opened them, and she was different once again. Her face was as stoic as he had seen in it in the hallways or when she was insulting other kids, Hermione, hell, even him at some points. 

               He couldn’t see her face like he had seen the years before though. Whatever he had tried, he couldn’t see the pug shape anymore. She was just… herself.

               Pansy was never so nervous. All there ever was about her was the confidence of an overlord and the heart of a snake, and now… 

               She wasn’t like that.

               “I think we can agree, we need to start working on the quest,” Nico started, his eyes looking over the rest of the students. 

               Melody and Marvus nodded in unison, however, the rest of the wizards were almost as confused as Harry.

               Wait. Quest. To kill Voldemort. Protect me.

               Because, so far, it wasn’t going anywhere. It hadn’t been going everywhere. Harry had hoped that Dumbledore would do something this year, the meetings with him, but… There had only been two and it was already getting so close to Christmas break... Nearly half of the year was gone.

               There was a sinking feeling in Harry at that thought. Whenever he thought of Dumbledore, he had that feeling nowadays. He had that sinking feeling, that… this year was going to be the same as the last.

               “I think the next thing that we should do next is start destroying the Horcruxes we have,” Nico said.

               “Haven’t we been trying to do that since last year?” Marvus asked, “All the dark book offered was some vague thing about strong magic.”

               “Horcruxes?” Pansy repeated.

               “A piece of a soul that is concealed within an object,” Hermione answered, “that was how he came back to life after Harry… When he tried to kill Harry as a baby. How he came back la- the fifth year.”

               And to think, it was because of that night Nico was there at all. That anyone was there. Pansy looked over to Nico like she made that connection all on her own. She looked back ahead.

               “Do we have... all of them?” Pansy asked.

               “We have only one left to find, but Hades said we would come across it in time,” Nico answered, "and there is one other in his snake. We can destroy it when it comes to us going after him."

               That’s good… Maybe… Maybe that’s what Dumbledore is doing, finding the final Horcrux… Hopefully. 

               “And destroying them, would he know? Would he know that we are destroying them?” Pansy asked.

               Despite not mentioning who “he” was, all of them instantly knew who she was talking about. Voldemort. They all looked at one another, realizing quickly that that question wasn’t really answered, was it?

               And what would happen if he knew? Would he hide the last Horcrux? Would he keep the snake even closer to him?

               “No,” Marvus answered, “when a soul is split, it’s split for good. They can never be connected again and… they cannot change from what they were before. So, like, the original soul can grow up and evolve but the ones he severed off, they're different. They’ll stay just as the original was when it was severed. No change.”

               There was silence after those words.

               Harry quickly remembered his second year at Hogwarts. After they found out the person opening the chamber was Ginny, he had finally realized that the boy in the notebook wasn’t just another student, but Voldemort himself. Well, Voldemort when he was a teenager.

               Hm… how would that feel? Not growing, being not changed, and seeing an older self? Harry could see Nico’s face twisted with both disgust and disbelief. 

               “So… the only thing we are really questioning is how to destroy the Horcruxes?” Ron interjected. Both Marvus and Nico nodded. “Then why don’t we just use the fangs of the Basilisk?”

               The demigods’ faces instantly turned into confusion.

               Just as Marvus and Melody repeated “the Basilisk?” with disbelief, Hermione squealed. 

               “Ron, you’re a genius! All Harry has to do is speak parseltongue and we’ll be there!”

               Ron turned red. Hermione’s mouth quickly shut. Silence.

               “Er, yeah… I used the Basilisk fang to destroy Tom Riddles’ diary during my second year. The diary had Voldemort's soul in there,” Harry said. He saw Melody and Marvus’s still blank faces. “The Basilisk was… it was in the pipes. Traveling through the pipes.”

               Marvus nodded, though it was clear he still wasn’t really sure what he was talking about. 

               “And… we can start this weekend,” Marvus added awkwardly “maybe that’s when you can tell us more about this Basilisk in the pipes.”

               “This weekend? Tomorrow?” Harry repeated.

               “Uh, yeah! Tomorrow!”

               Huh. Okay. That’s quick, but I guess that’s what we want… 

               “We can’t have everyone come at once,” Ron said, frowning as he looked at the demigods, “this is going to be in secret, yeah? Four Gryffindors, a Hufflepuff, two Slytherin, and a Healer in a group would stand out amongst any crowd.”

               That’s… right. I don’t think it would be a good idea for anyone to know, not since… not since we’re doing this behind Dumbledore’s back.

               “We can do it in small groups, one arrives other while the others arrive later,” Will said, “the Gryffindors could go first.”

               That… that sounds good.

               And with that, Harry noticed how dark it was outside. The stars were glistening brightly, and he remembered the nights he had come here for Astronomy. There really was no other tower that could see as many stars as here.

               “Goodnight everyone, we’ll meet next week,” Nico said.

               That cue for everyone to start to leave or pack… or… Whatever. Harry, Ron, and Hermione only found themselves waiting for Melody to finish talking to her brother about meeting up some time as well as taunts about the upcoming game.

               “Oh, don’t you worry! I won’t bash the Slytherin’s heads in,” Marvus exclaimed.

               “Harry…”

               Harry turned and saw Nico in front of him and Will standing by the door. There was some urgency in Nico’s eyes.

               “Hmm?”

               “Didn’t Dumbledore want you to talk to Slughorn to find out where the last bit of Horcruxes would be? And… and in general. That he was the one who told Voldemort how to do it?”

               Harry blinked.

               “Yeah. You know this, you’ve been to the meetings.”

               Nico’s eyes narrowed and he frowned. 

               “I know, I’m just… I’m just making sure. I’m not sure how much Slughorn would help, but if he does know some things, maybe something in his memory could help us figure out where the last Horcrux is.”

               Nico was looking down. What was going on with him? And what was going on with Melody?

               And wasn’t… wasn’t Dumbledore looking for the last Horcrux.

               Actually, he’s never said what he’s been doing. If anything, he’s been disappearing and not telling me much. Not telling me about the Resurrection Stone, not telling me why his hand is blackened… No… He won’t be helping us out any time soon.

               “Maybe… but since I’ve been missing so many Slugclub meetings, I doubt he’d want to tell me. I think… I think it might be better to be on our own for now.”

 

               “Tonight?” Remus repeated.

               “Yes, tonight,” Sirius confirmed smugly with a smile.

               The two were in the living room of Grimmauld Place and, surprisingly, there was not too much dust everywhere. In between making his own horrible meals (and deeming most of them inedible), Sirius had finally wanted to try cleaning. There were dust patches and some spare threads still clung to his clothes, but, overall, he deemed it a success.

               “That’s so soon, I thought you’d want to plan,” Remus said, frowning as he put down his Fire Whiskey.

               “Oh, don’t sound like that! We need to do it fast, I’m tired of walking around here doing nothing! And- and you did say you’d come.”

               Yes, Sirius did have to remind Remus, or else that scruffy wizard would have tried to wiggle himself out of it. Remus scratched the back of his head and laid farther back on the couch. His eyes darted around and after a second of realizing he was truly cornered he frowned back at Sirius.

               “This is just the regular for you, huh? Doing this without much of a plan?” Remus asked.

               “Just like old times,” Sirius answered with a shit-eating grin.

               Remus rolled his eyes and let out a few chuckles. Leaning forward he took another sip of the Fire Whiskey. Sirius didn’t wait to join and he slid over the side of the couch, nearly crashing into his friend. Without saying much, he laid his head close to Remus’s legs and relaxed.

               “Ah, don’t worry too much, I sort of planned it.”

               That got a look from Remus, approved curiosity. That was one thing Sirius was happy to see nowadays.

               “I’ve just sent the guards an owl, tell them it's for this special thing, they won’t have enough time to actually check with Dumbledore, and… I already know which Death Eaters I want to strangle the answers out of, maybe we’ll even have enough time to pop by Mouthing Malfoy to see how that poodle is doing there without House Elves to make sure he doesn’t touch any dirt.”

               Remus gave him another grin and raised his glass. However, he frowned, and put it back down.

               Wouldn’t be a good idea to drink before doing something as stupid as this, huh?

               Sirius couldn’t help the large smile as he watched his friend. remus still did so many things the same, being overly cautious, almost nagging… ah, it kept them out of trouble some of the time. Well, enough of the time.

               At least, until… until that all changed.

               Remus sat up and took a deep breath, holding his arms out and around the top of the couch. 

               “You know, we need to hang out more,” Sirius commented, “I’ve missed doing things like this.”

               Remus snuck a glance before he finally rests his glass onto the table, “I thought you’d want more people. Make it a party. Always did then.”

               “No!” Sirius shook his head, sounding rather disgruntled, “I miss you! I want to hang out with you.” He grumbled and crossed his arms, “I don’t… I never thought that even back then. A large party, I know that you'd disappear in the background when we did that.”

               There was a surprised look on Remus's face and he quickly looked down. He clearly didn’t know that. Sirius, grumbling, couldn’t think if he wanted to add or clarify. He couldn’t believe Remus would think that… after all they had done… After all of them becoming Animagi to be with him during those nights when he shifted… Why don’t I offer to go out with him now when he changes? Maybe I should.

               Soon both of the grown men were fiddling with their jackets. Remus finally let the thread go and his shoulders sagged down.

               “So… if you planned on going tonight, want to go now?” Remus asked, looking over.

               Sirius looked up, his eyes trailing over the hints of grey hairs and wrinkles beginning to form. They were in their thirties, but damn, with the bags underneath their eyes and hollow faces, it looked like they were older. Decades older. 

               Oh, how so much has changed.

               And how some haven’t. Sirius smiled and stood.

               “Yeah, let’s go while the night’s young.”

Notes:

I will answer some of last chapters comments stuff tomorrow! Yes.

And... Are you thinking Sirius' plan is going to be a shitshow or is it actually going to go well? Only time can tell... Until then, tell me ya thoughts! Haha, as they say sometimes, penny for your thoughts :) And corrections because oh boy!

And I hope you all have a good week! And do well. I do think of you guys now and again and I hope, despite all of this nonsense in the world, you can find some calm in this.

Chapter 22: Things Are Getting… Sirius.

Notes:

It's the perfect chapter title, I swear!!

And for the US, well, I'm happy we dumped Trump finally. Anyway, I hope you all enjoy the chapter! It's rather short, and... well, it was written a little while ago. Hopefully, you'll have the next update in 2 weeks! We'll see if that happens... I've got a 6x4 ft painting I have to finish in 2 weeks... and I've just started. :/

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Chapter Text

               The night was cool and peaceful, but that couldn’t bring down the nerves.

               Sirius wasn’t happy to be back in Azkaban, even if all of the Dementors were gone. His nose already picked out the smell of the saltwater and dead animals that washed up on the shore. He could recognize it anywhere after the years he spent here. Long years.  It was cold and, despite the spray from the wind, it became quickly dry the further he walked into the island. The cells and a single building were crumbling bricks and old, old mortar. The decrepit jail was stronger than it looked, and it greeted him with dread. Sirius was only happy that he had convinced Remus to come with him. Moony was the nail holding him together, for his presence meant that Sirius wasn’t a prisoner here.

               Sirius wasn’t. Not anymore. And it made all the difference.

               And so, it made it that much easier for Sirius to sashay up to one of the prison guards and put his plan into action. Sirius recognized him. This man was the one that didn’t go near the prisoners, near the Dementors. He was rather good friends with most of his other workers. When the days were long and Sirius missed companionship, he saw them, and it let him remember the better times.

               Better times. Sirius always remembered the better times in here to get through the days.

               “Yes, I want to talk to the recently incarcerated Death Eaters,” Sirius said, standing and sighing as if he had been waiting for hours when, in fact, he’s only been there for a few minutes.

               Beside him, Remus bristled with more nerves. Luckily, when Remus got nervous, he also got quiet. It was good because there were times when Sirius and James had pulled a very risky prank and, well, Peter never learned how to keep his mouth shut when McGonagall started questioning them. It was the nervous ramble that eventually leaked out the truth, ending their fun games.

               Instead of wanting to smile and laugh at the memories like those, Sirius couldn't bring himself anymore. A disgusting taste was brought to his mouth as he remembered Worm- Pettigrew. The traitor. 

               Pettigrew never did learn to shut up, even when he grew up. Even when lives were at stake.

               Sirius shivered with anger and vengeance and the guard turned toward him, done with scrutinizing Remus. For once, Sirius hoped when he saw Remus’s scars it wouldn’t lead him down any wrong, or right, conclusions. 

               I need to calm down… Ugh, and why am I thinking about the past now? I don’t need to. 

               “The Ministry hasn’t told us of anyone who was coming to speak to the Death Eaters,” the guard said, once again, paying a suspicious glance toward Remus.

               I can see why Remus never goes out.

               “I’m sure an owl had been sent, today, in fact,” Sirius continued confidently, stepping forward. Right as he moved, the guard focused on him and Sirius couldn’t help but feel as if he had won something. “Surely you’ve gotten an owl, I reminded the Ministry several times before I came. It’s quite a trip, even just through Apparating, and I wouldn’t want to waste my time.”

               Remus blinked at the obvious lie. However, his hands remained by his side and he watched the guard. There was a flash of confusion and thinking, the guard now wondering if maybe he had misplaced a letter from an owl or two.

               “I’m sorry, but unless I, or any of the other prison guards, receive an owl, you are out of luck,” the guard said, frowning. Now that he wasn’t looking at Remus, his eyes now began to bore into Sirius.  

               Sirius opened his mouth and quickly closed it.

               What was there to say? If I kept bothering the guard, then maybe the guard would realize that something was wrong. This was a mission I needed to keep below the Ministry's nose. No, there was no way I could let them know what I was doing, some of the Ministry might already be Death Eaters or close enough to relay information… And Dumbledore wouldn't be pleased to know I had done something without informing the Order. 

               “I know you,” the guard said, his eyes softening as he stared at Sirius, “you’re the man they accused of murdering Peter Pettigrew and letting You Know Who into the Potter’s house. I remember you behind these very bars… and then breaking out.”

               Before Sirius could react, could think to say anything, Remus now walked in front.

               “Wrongfully accused, taking a decade of a regular life from him,” Remus said, swiftly and sternly, like he was talking to a student. Guilt ran across the guard's face and Remus frowned, glanced hesitantly at Sirius, before looking down at the ground. There was matching guilt in Remus’s eyes.

               Sirius could remember when they reunited like it was yesterday when Remus learned how he had suggested James and Lily to make the switch. Remus was so easy to believe Sirius. A few words and they were together again like they always should have been.

               Though, Remus had never come so fast to Sirius’s aid before.

               What… What am I feeling?

               Like a whirlwind inside his chest, the feeling was strong, light, and freeing. 

               “We’re here on behalf of Dumbledore,” Remus lied, “Surely you received an owl about that. We sent the reminder today.”

               Sirius’s eyes widened and there was a similar reaction to the guard.

               He isn’t normally this good.

               “Dum-Dumbledore? Oh, then… I remember that owl! I got it a few hours ago, I’m sorry! Then go on right ahead! I, er, first I’ll let you two be supervised by Edgar!” The guard smiled and began to run back, “just wait for him to come and then your questioning can begin!”

               All Sirius could do was stare at Remus, shocked at what had just happened and… and the fact it had worked. Sirius normally didn’t have a hard time with words and Remus had taken it up like no problem.

               “What?” Remus asked, timid before he smiled, “you want to talk to a Death Eater, so you’ll talk to a Death Eater.”

               Before he could help it, Sirius found himself grinning as well. It was infectious, Merlin, how could he ever forget how this feels? Pulling something with Remus by his side, eveneven if it wasn’t with James or Peter anymore.

               Though, there was something different now. Mixed with sadness, there was something else, something more alive, more freeing, better than what Sirius had ever remembered. And they were doing this. They were going to do this! It was, this was…

               Hmmm.

               Why did it seem like there weren’t many guards here? I thought since the Dementors were gone, they’d get more? And… and why does it feel colder now? The sun had disappeared a while ago, but still...

               “Do you think it should take this long for Edgar to come?” Sirius suddenly asked.

               Remus’s eyes narrowed as he scanned over the landscape, “I… I wouldn’t know. But, maybe… maybe something is wrong.”

               Something was wrong. Merlin, something was feeling familiar and wrong all the same! Like the night he had escaped Azkaban, right and wrong, anger and… and hope? Ugh. The uncomfortable mix of feelings sent a shiver down Sirius’s spine. 

               “Let’s go,” Sirius declared, grabbing Remus’s arm and his other hand clenching his wand.

               There was a sound of protest from Remus, though he made no fight to get out of his grasp.

               “Wait, stop! I don’t think we should just storm in there, we need a plan if somethings’ wrong-”

               “Plans were never our thing, we’ll be fine!”

 

               “Are you hearing anything?” Remus asked.

               “Nope, do you?”

               “Nothing.”

               Slinking along the edges of the prison, the two wizards made themselves scarce. Amongst the night, Sirius imagined it was rather hard to see them. It might have been harder if both of them were transformed into respective animals, but they definitely needed a wand. And it wasn't like Remus could do it on command.

               At this moment, however, Sirius was starting to doubt that. They had been sneaking around for what felt like more than twenty minutes and so far they hadn’t seen anything. Heard anyone. And why was that?

               No, there certainly weren’t any wails or crying. It was nice to only hear the water lapping at the shores and the wind. Hm. Should that really be worrisome? The nice quiet, the nice breeze?

               I guess not. As long as the guards don’t see me, then my mission can carry on just fine.

               He felt a strong hand on his arm. Sirius turned to see Remus’s face scrunched up in… what is that? Nerves? Stress?

               “I hear something,” Remus whispered.

               “What? Now? You haven’t for-”

               “Get down, now.

               Before Sirius could do anything, his arm was grabbed again and he was pulled to the ground. His knees hit the earth and tiny pebbles with a hurtful crunch. Of course, that wasn’t it, no, Remus had to nearly drag him behind another large rock, putting it between them and the prison. The random rocks and edges scratched against his protesting limbs.

               “Ouch, Moony,” Sirius whined.

               His friend’s expression didn’t change, though his hands returned to his side. Remus’s own wand peeked out in his other hand, raised and ready as he peered over.

               “I’m being serious,” Remus whispered.

               Just when Sirius opened his mouth to retort, he stopped.

               Remus… he… You…

               His face looked different in the pale light of the waning moon. The light always looked different in Azkaban, with a yellow tint, but still as white as snow. Sirius never would have thought he’d see his friends’ face so pale, so worn down. And that scar that stretched across from his eyebrows to his chin… a thin white line in the light.

               Sirius remained crouched down. He only opened his mouth again to say something before his eye caught someone.

               That person isn’t a guard.

               Unless they had gotten new personnel while he was gone, no, this couldn't have been a guard. Sirius recognized the voice, but… it wasn’t from his time here, he had already noticed that… So who could it be?

               “Is that Augustus Rookwood?” Sirius whispered.

               Before Remus had time to answer, something green showed up in the sky. A light that twisted and turned until it bloomed into a brilliant skull. Sirius watched as the snake erupted from its mouth, curling around the clouds and moon.

               “It’s a massive outbreak,” Remus said in horror.

               Yes, it is, isn’t it?

               Sirius turned toward the man walking around, surveying the area. He was scanning everywhere but where the two hid, his neck craning as he stared right and left.

               And here is my chance. 

               Remus couldn’t go fast enough, for Sirius had already gotten out of reach. Sirius stood, and Rookwood had no chance, his eyes widening only to see Sirius’s wand flash purple in front of him. Within the second, the Death Eater went limp and fell to the ground.

               “What are you doing?

               Sirius heard his word’s harsh sounding words by his side as he went to inspect Rookwood. His blue eyes stared up, unblinking. The Death Eater probably knew what happened to Sirius's brother… He’s certainly young enough, and wasn’t he one of the Slytherins Regulus used to hang around with?

               “I need one of them, can’t let this visit be a waste,” Sirius answered as he stood over the body.

               He knocked the wand out of Rookwood’s grip with his foot, frowning. The wand clinked across the stony ground. Was it just him or was he starting to hear something? Was it…

               It’s cackling.

               “That can wait,” Remus said, looking about, “we need to tell Dumbledore, warn him, maybe the rest of the Order can come or something-”

               “Oh, lookie here, it’s my cousin who doesn’t know how to stay in the ground!”

               The singsong, familiar voice took away what little concentration Sirius had. He whipped around, Rookwood forgotten at his feet, to Bellatrix. Her wild black hair flew in front of her face, and, yet, somehow her manic eyes and smile found exactly where he was. She had the perfect place to stand, her feet firm on the rocky jail cells a few meters ahead of him. Quite a bit of the cells were already destroyed, and, therefore, empty of prisoners. 

               Seeing Bellatrix, Sirius could see more than he had ever bothered to notice before. Bellatrix’s black dress was ripped up, her pale face inhuman in the waxing moonlight, her eyes were sunken in, and dark shadows swallowing her already dark eyes, and all Sirius could think was that she looked like the one who had been touched by Death.

               Not him.

               I’m not. I have a second chance. And by damn, I am going to use it.

               Sirius didn’t hesitate to raise his wand at her, not bothering to pay attention to the Death Eaters starting to surround them on the ground. He felt Remus move behind, turning so they were nearly back to back.

               “And his little friend. Too bad he was caught in this family reunion… Though, hopefully, it will be as thrilling as the last one!”

               The ten or so Death Eaters had fully surrounded them, but Sirius still couldn’t find it in himself to care. He wanted a rematch.

               There was no Veil of Death to fall into this time.

               A Death Eater walked forward. His hair was matted together and the stripes of his clothes were so worn away, it was nearly grey and white. Sirius recognized him from a cell near his own… He remembered how mad he was when Sirius escaped. Oh, what was his name?

               It didn’t matter. The prisoner's wand started to move as he silently did a spell, and instantly something was shot at Sirius's feet. 

               “Ack! This is a reunion only I get to enjoy,” Bellatrix spat before she faced Sirius again. 

               The rest of the Death Eaters knew what to expect now. They backed away, watching as Bellatrix turned serious. 

               “I don’t know how you did that trick,” Bellatrix snapped and she moved from the crumbling roof of the prison to the ground, black smoke curling around her, “But I will learn!”

               She casted another spell in his direction. The green light shot off of Sirius’s shield and nearly hit the Death Eater beside him. There was a shout, something about how she can’t kill off anyone on their side. Something about saving that for the guards who had Apparated away. Something about getting rid of them before returning to the Dark Lord.

               But, he couldn’t hear it clearly. All he saw was Bellatrix’s intense gaze like she was trying her best to understand how he had done it: how he had survived the Veil of Death. 

               Put up the shields mentally… She can’t be a good Leginims, but just in case. 

               “You will tell me, how-how did you do it?!”

               Sirius shot his own spell and she dashed it away.

               “How did you leave the Veil of Death?!”

               Another spell, thrown to the side. And more Death Eaters started backing away, waiting, not wanting to get into the crossfire. Sirius was starting to enjoy himself, the thrill of a duel. He could feel primal energy thrumming through his veins, he almost wanted to laugh. 

               “Wouldn’t you like to know?” Sirius teased.

               But, this duel was like the last one. The same banter, spell casting, and spell blocking. And, in the last one, Sirius fell.

               I fell.

               And the joy disappeared.

               “Sirius, we need to leave,” Remus muttered. 

               “I will learn what you did and I will kill you again! NEVERMIND, GET THEM! GET THEM NOW!” Bellatrix shrieked.

               As the Muggles have said, that was when all hell broke loose. Yellow flashes flew over Remus and Sirius’s heads as they ducked. Half of the Death Eaters crumpled from friendly fire and all the while Sirius briefly wondered where Rookwood was. Sirius and Remus were on the ground, shouldn’t they see him? Shouldn’t they grab Rookwood just before they go-

               I have this chance for a reason, I need to use it.

               I’ve been stuck in the house for so long, let’s face it, it’s like I’ve never left here-

               No, I’ve left because I’ve seen Remus. I’ve seen Harry. I’ve seen everyone-

               But why do I feel like I’ve wasted it? 

               A strong hand gripped his shoulder- Remus. Yet, just as Sirius tried to turn toward his friend, his insides began to feel like they were being stretched and squashed together. Sirius knew what was happening before their surroundings of Azkaban began to change and then… 

               And then they were inside of Grimmauld Place.

               And then something dripped onto the floor.

               It was blood.

Notes:

Hehe. HEHEHEH. :)

Chapter 23: I Would Say “Deja Vu!” But I Think That Would Ruin the Moment

Notes:

ah, it has been... a while. BUT I'M BACK!!! And since my finals are done I will have time! Most likely! So, yes, here is a little chapter. A little something! Something good! Yes. I had trouble with this chapter, but I think I really like it the way it is!!! So yeah

And thanks for all the comments and kudos guys :') this year has been. Jesus.
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               “What?”

               “You heard the Patronus, Tonks, Dumbledore says we need to go to St. Mungos.”

               It was an interesting pair. The shorter wizard looked rather gruff as he walked, shiftily looking to the right or left, itching the scruffy hairs on his neck and head, and the other, taller, and pink-haired witch strode forward with confidence and vengeance, her hand hovering over her wand as she spoke.

               The pair were making their way down a cobblestone road with no one else in sight. The lanterns glowed faintly, barely scraping the surface of what the sun could do. They had been walking there most of the time, waiting for an attack a tip gave them.

               That was the reason they were the only two dark shadows walking the streets. And now something happened somewhere else?

               “What about Azkaban? If the Death Eaters are still there we can fight them off, that’s what we’re here for!”

               Her hair turned a bright red, almost luminescent. Tonks hadn’t thought about what Lupin and Black were doing there, no. Her mind moved past motives and straight to the reality of the situation: there were Death Eaters and every sort of criminal about and they were to be blamed for Lupin and Black’s current conditions.

               “Dumbledore told us to do one thing- and we’re doing it,” Mundungus retorted

               Tonks did her best not to roll her eyes. Most members of the Order of the Phoenix knew how slimy he was and her opinion of him didn’t stray too far from that.

               “I think they’ll do better knowing that those Death Eaters are gone.”

               Mundungus grumbled at her words, but he continued trudging along, pretending he heard nothing. Tonks didn’t bother to say anything else. She was still angry, still angry, furious, ready to- UGH!

               And to think, they thought something was happening in Hogsmeade! It was a setup! It was all a setup!

               And, now, they were behind.

               Without any other words to one another, there were two identical cracks in the air, leaving the road empty. 

 

               Nico stared at the light on the floors and walls, bending from the water lapping in the lake. The Slytherin common room was empty, nothing moved but the light and his chest as he breathed. All around him, the silver snakes gleamed, staring at him. It was unnaturally still this morning. But, then again, weren’t all mornings like this for him? Unnatural?

               Chest going up and down, his eyes drifted from the empty fireplace.

               Nico was waiting in the Slytherin common room for his friends to arrive so they could walk to breakfast together. He looked over to the empty seats beside him. It was early. Much too early considering what time he had fallen asleep last night- if he went to sleep at all.

               It wasn’t that he was worried. At least, Nico didn’t think so. Was he that worried? Not really, in fact, it felt nice to finally know what their next step was… Go to where the Basilisk laid and finish off the Horcruxes Nico had found the year before. One by one.

               As said yesterday, Nico was going to hand off a Horcrux to Harry later that day, maybe see him around lunchtime... Perhaps it would be good if Nico were to follow and find where the entrance of the Chamber of Secrets as well since they didn’t want to go parading around in groups, letting everyone know they were doing something suspicious, letting Draco know, letting Dumbledore know… 

               No, Nico wasn’t that worried. All of that could be decided later. Nonetheless, he stayed up. Something had kept him away from sleep, kept him waiting. Blinking up into the darkness, Nico was waiting that night.

               And he was still waiting that morning.

               But for what?

               Nico found himself once again watching the lighting change as the water flowed overhead.

               I wish I knew.

 

               Harry went to breakfast with Ron, Hermione, and Melody like any other day. He sat down, hearing Hermione and Melody speak about going into the library to do some more digging on Eileen Prince. Around them, other students’ conversations and murmuring were like water in an ocean, so small separately and so big together. During the weekend, it was always so loud. So many students planning and telling their friends what they were going to do.

               Ron was going on about trying the spells in the book as well, and then wondering how destroying the Horcrux would go. It fell in line with the other students, even if their plans were drastically different.

               And just as the owls were coming in, Harry heard his name being called.

               “Mr. Potter.”

               She never talks to us during the weekends, let alone Saturday mornings.

               All conversation stopped between Melody and Hermione, and Ron’s voice disappeared. At the sudden quiet, a few other Gryffindors became curious, their eyes trailing to Professor McGonagall and the Gryffindor in question.

               What made her want to talk to him? Harry wondered the same.

               “I need you to come with me,” she said and her eyes darted from him toward the exit of the Great Hall.

               Her voice wasn’t as strong as it normally was. There was a hesitant tone.

               “Okay,” Harry said, giving one final glance to his friends before he got up and followed. 

               Gryffindor wasn’t the only House who was curious. Some students watched as he walked out while others began to open the letters that the owls had given them. Most of them were newspaper parchments, the titles already making the students gasp.

               Harry wasn’t the only one being led out of the room.

               Snape led the way, with Nico by his side. Nico looked over just in time to catch Harry’s eyes, and at that moment Harry knew something must have happened. Something that Nico had no idea about either. Yet, from the look of his face, it couldn’t have been good. 

 

               “Oh, but now you have so many at your disposal! So many-”

               “We both know that isn’t why you broke them out. You went against my orders, now we’ll have to wait even longer to get what we want.”

               “If you know why I did it, then, Dark Lord, please, look at the memory I’ve gotten, look at mine!” Bellatrix begged, “you know I’ve only-”

               “Silent, remain silent.”

               Her lips quickly shut. Her outstretched hand with a vial shrunk back into herself as she waited for his next words. Voldemort circled around her, moving slowly from her right to her left.

               Bellatrix was perched in the middle, a lone light shining on her from the half-moon outside. The ceiling was riddled with cracks and mold, pieces were still falling down in random waves. The dust had settled long before the two arrived.

               The soft moonlight came in like broken strings, similar to the silvery sliver memory in the vial.

               Voldemort was planning on moving to a place more reflective of what they thought they deserved, but Bellatrix’s stunt quickly snuffed out that idea. Yes, Bellatrix knew this would happen. But she had to. She had to!! He needs to know!! They all need to know!! Voldemort was silent as he paced. He was thinking, as he had often done, his pale face blank.

               He had to know. There was something wrong with her cousin. There was something wrong with this whole mess.

               And to think they nearly forgot about it. That little story that floated around only for entertainment for the longest time. Two Slytherin students falling down from the roof before the Dark Lord, threatening the wonderful Nagini, and disappearing into the shadows. Yes, Voldemort was there. But he was a man of importance, his mind couldn’t be wasted on mere children.

               But that wasn’t just a little story. There was something wrong going on about that. There was something wrong with it all!!

               Voldemort stopped his pacing. Not daring to look, Bellatrix, once again, held out the vial. The memory swirled inside, sliding up the glass a few millimeters before falling back down.

               “From Mister Nott himself,” said Bellatrix.

               His red eyes darted to the vial and then her once more. Without saying another word, he took it from her hands. 

               And she smiled.

 

               It was hard, waking up. 

               There was a lull beneath his eyelids that made it impossible to open. Sirius could hear people talking beside him before, their words muffled and unrecognizable. When he heard enough to put together the puzzle of what they were saying, his mind became foggy and whatever was pieced fell apart.

               At first, everything was numb. It was only the pain that awoke him, dragging his head out of the water in the hopes of finding out why he was hurting.

               His pinky twitched. Then his fingers began to curl, grabbing some of the cloth that was over him- a blanket. It’s a blanket. Different wrinkles were pulled tighter over his chest and the pain worsened.

               Finally, he opened his eyes to see… white. Blinking, he realized that he definitely wasn’t in Grimmauld place, nor Hogwarts, actually, I’ve never been in this place, have I? I must be in - St. Mungo’s. An empty room in St. Mungo’s Hospital for Magical Maladies and Injuries.

               His heart sank- but then he heard shuffling. 

               Moony?

               Sirius turned around to see curtains separating him from the sound. Using his arms, he pushed himself up, feeling his chest tighten, and looked over to see the shuffling was another person- though, it was a stranger. Sleeping. Their eyes closed and their fingers twitching. 

               It wasn't Moony. It wasn’t Remus. Sighing, Sirius looked down at the bandage around his midsection.

               And he remembered seeing Grimmauld place.

               The blood on the ground.

               Sirius ripped the sheets off of him and slid down to his feet.

               I need to tell them- wait, shouldn’t they already know?

               Rookwood. We had him and- we didn’t get him, did we? That trip- fuck- it was a waste of time and-

               And the damn thing, the cut’s hurting, I think I broke whatever they put on me-

               There was no one to tell him what to do- so he was already walking out beyond the curtain. There was no reason to stay there any longer. Even if his chest hurt, it would stop after a time. He needed to figure out what they did with those Death Eaters-

               And where was Remus? They should have put him next to me- where-

               Someone stopped Sirius in the doorway, their frame blocking any sort of movement. Annoyance filled Sirius, his hand already going up to push them to the side before-

               He has an interesting coat on… something not that colorful and ruffed up on the edges- wait- I know this - Sirius looked up to see the person he had wanted to see.

               “Remus!”

               “Sirius, what are you doing out of your-”

               “I don’t need to be in there- what happened? What happened to the Death Eaters?”

               Green eyes blinked in response. Remus opened his mouth before looking behind him. Healers were bustling through the hallways, not paying attention to the room before them. Frowning, Remus guided Sirius back to the bed he woke up from.

               Why are we going back? Shouldn’t everyone know about the break out by now?

               “What happened?” Sirius continued, “I know after Grimmauld place we Apparated here, but-”

               “They got away. Most of them.”

               Are you serious?

               Sirius narrowed his eyes in anger and disbelief.

               “Most of them?” he repeated.

               “The Death Eaters got what they were looking for,” answered Remus calmly, his eyes darting over to the sleeping stranger before focusing on him, “they came and then they Apparated away.”

               Sirius could still hear the laughter in his ears. Bellatrix. She was always the most annoying and… UGH! Rookwood was right at their feet! Unconscious too!! He was right there- a person to figure out just why Regulus was- Why he-

               Words didn’t leave Sirius’s mouth, only grunts and growls of frustrations. He turned, looking for his clothes- they had to be somewhere around here.

               “What- what are you doing?” Remus asked.

               “There’s no point in me being here. I need to find another lead, something,” Sirius answered simply.

               There are no Death Eaters, sure, but now… maybe there was something in Grimmauld place. There were a few places he hadn’t looked, maybe if he searched through all of the stupid piles of junk… Maybe even asked a portrait or two if they knew anything if he was that desperate- oh, who was he kidding? He was that desperate! Maybe this second, or third time, they'd feel sorry for him~

               And just like that Remus stepped in front of him.

               “You can’t leave,” Remus said.

               Seriously? Now is not the time to be all motherly like you always are.

               “And why not?

               There is nothing for me here, you know this. Sirius grabbed his coat, already grumpily shoving one of his arms through. And just as he was about to do the same with the other, Remus had his hand on his shoulder. 

               “Harry is coming, Sirius.”

               Instantly, he froze.

               His shoulders’ sagged and his coat started to slide off.

               “Harry is coming?” Sirius repeated dumbly.

               “Yes, he’s coming,” Remus said, taking the rest of Sirius’s coat off and, gently, folded it over his arm, “Dumbledore was going to offer him the opportunity to see you and you know how he is- he’s going to take it.”

               He… is.

               With what time Sirius has spent with Harry, especially over the summer, that was true. Ever since that night when they found each other again at the Shrieking Shack, led by that strange Slytherin they’ve begun to know and that other blonde boy, Harry was… different.

               Harry worried more.

               All those letters sent back and forth. Harry asked as many questions, if not more, than Sirius did. Even if Sirius wasn’t allowed to answer most pertaining to what the Order of the Phoenix did, those weren’t the ones Harry was asking about. It was about how Sirius was doing.

               How was Grimmauld place? Was he spending time cleaning up the place? Was he going out and doing important things? Did he pick out any new robes?

               Sirius didn’t say anything as he relaxed. He was going to stay here until Harry came. In the lack of commotion, Sirius watched Remus. Remus was silently playing the coat down on the chair beside the bed. His eyebrows were strung together and his lips pursed in thought and his eyes down on the ground…

               He doesn’t look good.

               “Did anything happen to you?” Sirius asked, looking up at his friend. Remus appeared like he was ready to leave, only readjusting his jacket again.

               “Not really,” Remus answered, “A small cut, probably Splinched.”

               Sirius frowned.

               Where? Has he done anything different than before- a hitch while he was helping me out of my coat? When he folded it? Or did he limp when he walked in? How come… Did I miss something?

               “It's only on my calf,” Remus said, answering Sirius’s unaired question, “But, I think I’m going now. I don’t think they want me here when it's getting so close to the full moon.”

               Sirius didn’t think; he grabbed Remus’s wrist before he could walk away.

               Remus stopped.

               No. I didn’t notice. He hasn’t limped when he walked in here. And he certainly was doing fine standing up, at least, he looked like it. Fuck- did he ever look okay? Maybe I need to get him some new robes and a coat.

               “I want you here,” Sirius said immediately. Then his grip faded. “It’s going to be boring here without you. And you never told me what Dumbledore did. What happened.”

               There was the same sad sort of look in his eyes. Why was he making that face?

               “And…” Sirius swallowed, “and I think Harry would want you here too.”

               With that Remus nodded. He sat down on the chair, and even if there wasn’t a smile on his face he looked… better.

               Then, Remus started.

               “After we came here, Dumbledore was notified immediately of the outbreak…”

Notes:

I will likely update next week! Or in two weeks. But in time!!

And.... hmmm. How about that??!?!!!! YSSSSSS.. Oh, how the plot thickens!! And also how the friendship deepens as well :))))
So, guys... what... what do you think is going to happen next? What is happening at good olde Hogwarty warts right about now?

Chapter 24: I’ve Read the News and It Will Ruin My Entire Week! Part 1

Notes:

Happy New Year! And oh boy... How that has gone already. The title is already relevant.
I watched the Queen's Gambit! It's really good, I highly recommend. I watched We could be Heroes too, but I do not recommend. hahah. Though, the second was only good in the ending... which even then was only cool because of a twist.

Anyway, I hope you all enjoy this chapter! It has come out rather late because I wasn't happy with it, but now I am!! Im more happy with it! And planning ahead already. It's just hard, you know? Writing. But! I love it and yes! Enjoy!!

And thank you all for the kudos and comments. They really do mean a lot to me :) its good to know people are enjoying this ride as much as I am!! And it's also good for times like these.

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               It’s fine, Nico thought, Dumbledore could talk to Harry himself while they go to St. Mungo’s. So what was the point? What was the point of inviting me at all?

               Professor Snape didn’t want to waste a moment, already leading Nico to the exit of Dumbledore’s office with his hand on his shoulder. 

               Nonetheless, Nico found himself looking back at Dumbledore and Harry. There wasn’t anything new to see in the office. The same trinkets whirled and moved, the same paintings mumbled to themselves or pretended to sleep, and the news Dumbledore told Nico and Harry weighed heavy on their hearts and shoulders.

               Harry was reacting as he should, though he tried to hide it. He hadn’t said much, just stared down as much as possible, not looking at Dumbledore even if the old wizard tried to comfort him.

               “Harry, we can go now, I only need you to tell me when you are ready.”

               The last Nico saw through the door was Harry’s head rising.

               Nico could barely comprehend what he just heard. What had happened in that office. His feet went down the stairs in a rhythmic and thoughtless manner. Professor Snape had taken his hand back to his side and they wordlessly walked together.

               When they emerged from the staircase, students loitering looked up. And they continued to stare. Nico watched back, confused and yet…

               They know the news too.

               Students were staring at him as he and Professor Snape walked by. Their eyes were cold, narrowed slightly as if trying to recognize him, before softening and turning back toward their groups. The demigod hadn’t known this strange feeling since Camp Half-blood; wondering why the other kids stared at him. What were they thinking? What kind of story did they make up in their heads?

               Nico closed his eyes.

               “What?” Harry asked.

               Harry heard what Dumbledore said, he must have. Nico found it loud enough even if he was not paying attention, already pondering about how plans needed to change.

               Of course, Harry heard, but that wasn’t the reason he wanted it repeated. The real reason was shown by the shock in his voice and the puzzlement that filled his face. The thought of, how could this have happened?

               “What would he be doing there?” Harry continued, his eyes darting between Dumbledore and Nico, “Why didn’t Sirius tell the rest of the Order he was going?”

               Nico found the ground more appealing than watching Harry or Dumbledore. His eyes dropped, already starting to wonder how old and worn down the wood was. Was it magically repaired by magic? Or did they have to replace it all after a few centuries? When Nico got bored with that, his attention turned to the side of the room where another person stood silently. Professor Snape.

               Professor Snape’s thoughts weren’t betrayed by any expression, but Nico knew from before that he and Sirius Black did not get along in the past and they didn’t get along now. Professor Snape felt no pity for Sirius Black.

               Nothing. 

              “The rest of the Order are doing their own missions, even Remus Lupin. I suppose it was good though, that he had taken the time to go with Black. Otherwise, I don’t think it wouldn’t have ended as well as it did…”

               Nico opened his eyes and remembered the papers he had seen that morning being tossed from the owls. He didn’t have to guess what those headlines said now.

               A mass escape of nearly every criminal held in Azkaban. Wands given freely to the wizards so they could Apparate away. No lockdown whatsoever, no warning, nothing. In fact, there was only a diversion, hundreds of miles away, the Ministry was lucky to catch any of the breakout at all. Only a handful of convicts were recaptured.

              “As I’m sure you two could guess, curfew will be enforced more strictly. And that now, more than ever, you have to trust me. Trust me that I’m doing what I can to protect my students, to protect you.”

              There was a somber voice to Dumbledore and Nico found himself looking at the blackened hand. And, not for the first time, Nico wondered what was going on in the wizard’s head.

              Trust him? Did Dumbledore already know what they were doing? Was this a just way to bring them back to him and nothing else? Or did he not know about their plans? Or did he simply want them to understand that he was doing what he thought was right?

              Dumbledore let the black hand fall beneath his sleeves. Harry seemed to be having the same trouble answering, his face scrunching and softening, before looking at the Headmaster.

              “We’ll try,” Harry answered.

               Nico couldn’t understand. Not since Dumbledore had Professor Snape hurry Nico away not shortly after that with the promise to bring Harry to St. Mungo’s. It was another dance, another dodge. If Dumbledore wanted them to trust him so badly, why did he not do the same for them? Why couldn’t he tell them everything?

               Maybe age. What they thought was experience.

               But, in the end, Nico doubted those factors mattered much for him… as for Harry, sooner or later, it won’t either. The prophecy had come for him when there were no choices to be made, and it would continue to do so until... until Voldemort was gone. 

               They were in front of Professor Snape’s office. Nico was glad they didn’t make Professor Snape move. He wasn’t sure if he wanted to be near Umbridge’s office, even if all of the pink was torn down.

               With a flick of Professor Snape’s wand, the inside lit up slightly, cold light illuminating the dark pictures on the wall, his desk, and the hundreds of jars lining the walls. Professor Snape didn’t walk very far in before he stopped. Nico glanced outside, seeing a rather empty dungeon, before closing the door behind him.

               Once he glanced up, Professor Snape was standing tall, and he finally broke their long silence.

               “Dumbledore didn’t tell you what happened in Azkaban personally so you could plan to babysit the sad Sirius Black.”

               Nico blinked. That was his plan, but…

               There was no hatred in his voice, merely annoyance at best. Like it was a waste of Nico’s time. It wasn’t but… he wasn’t going to argue against Snape about that.

               “The only reason I wanted Dumbledore to tell you, for you to know about this incident at all, is because Bellatrix is onto you.”

               What?

               Anger was growing in Snape’s voice.

               “She knows that someone simply doesn’t walk out of the Veil of Death,” Professor Snape explained, his tone becoming a forced calm, “the only reason she broke out the Death Eaters so early was to interrogate the few who were at the Department of Mysteries.”

               Nico opened his mouth to respond but stopped.

               That was going to be a problem, wasn't it?

               It was a problem if they were going to use any of their demigod abilities to their advantage. If it could be used. So far, all Nico had done was shadowtravel, sense Horcruxes, and… and save Sirius Black. A small amount of what he could do, but far beyond a regular wizard's capabilities.

               “Will this put you into a… bad situation?” Nico asked.

               Professor Snape’s posture changed. He was standing tall, waiting for Nico, ready to turn the conversation to what he believed was necessary, and yet… After Nico’s words his shoulders fell down and he stared at Nico, confused.

               “What?”

               “You told them,” Nico said, “you- you are a Death Eater too, aren’t you? You never told them what I could do.”

               Professor Snape looked away, his eyes moving across the jars.

               “There was nothing to tell,”  Snape said simply, “that summer meeting was students explaining why they followed Harry to the Ministry… and how they promised not to be troublemakers the next year.”

               “That’s…”

               Nico didn’t finish his sentence.

               Was it going to work? Pretending that the meeting didn’t happen? I suppose….

               It didn’t really matter what happened during that meeting, did it? Dumbledore never bothered to really work with us.

               Professor Snape pursed his lips and turned away, making way to his desk. Nico didn’t utter a word and he stood still as he watched his professor sit down. Yet, Professor Snape made no move to the pile of papers on his right side. Hours of grading awaited him. 

               “Of course, now that Bellatrix is looking into the Ministry of Magic, she’s going to start to question who showed up there- and frankly, there were mostly students who she doesn’t know. Students like the Jones twins...”

               Transfers. The first thing people would see is that they're transfers… Well, that and their family history.

               Nico found his fingers beginning to mess with the skull ring, twisting and twisting as Professor Snape continued.

               “And soon, they are going to remember the two Slytherins who infiltrated the hideout… one with a sword and an intent to hurt Nagini. A student who even stood out to Umbridge.”

               The demigod stared down at the wood, a scowl on his face.

               It was stupid. He felt the skull ring, the jewels in the eye socket. The jewels had an impossibly clean and yet sharp texture compared to the metal. Nico wanted to kick himself about… leaving Hogwarts. He couldn’t believe he thought he would be able to finish this quest all on his own. That he could finish it so quickly.

               Well, there were some reasons, but…

               There was so much more to this quest than he ever imagined.

               “Knowing that… what are you going to do?” Professor Snape asked.

               That is the question, isn’t it? The question I’ve been trying to figure out.

               The demigod finally lifted his head to his professor. Professor Snape was waiting mostly patiently, even if there was a flicker of tenseness in his eyes.

               Not letting the Death Eaters and Voldemort in question knowing who he was was a good advantage to have. He was a part of a world that they had no knowledge of, a weapon they have no means of understanding until it was used against them.

               But…

               What was there to do at this point? What could he possibly change? And what would he change, if he could?

               “Nothing,” Nico answered, his word almost inaudible. 

               He was shocked at the answer himself.

               Snape’s expression tensed once more. That wasn’t the answer he was looking for. However, that was the only answer Nico could give. The demigod took a breath, walking steadily closer to the professor’s desk.

               “I’ll make sure we are all careful, but that’s all I can do now, I don’t know what you want me-”

               “You’ve involved yourself in something you cannot imagine. You need a plan,” Snape interrupted.

               Nico stopped on the way. His face scrunched up from frustration and he took a deep breath. A large gulp went into his lungs and when it went out, he felt his head clear.

               “First, I’m going to ask Sirius why he almost visited the Underworld permanently, and after that, I’m going to figure out what Draco is up to, find the last Horcrux, and somewhere in between, I’m going to destroy the Horcruxes I have. That’s it. That’s my plan.”

               And no. It hadn’t really changed at all. It was his plan at the beginning of the day and it was his plan now.

               Nico waited for Professor Snape’s answer defiantly.

               And no. Nico didn’t tell him the plan so that he could glean Professor Snape’s advice. Nico knew by now that they weren’t going to be working on this quest together. They had different end goals, that much was clear, and then there was the issue of trust. They didn’t tell Nico nor Harry answers. They maybe never were.

               Those facts made him bitter.

               Professor Snape’s face didn’t change. There was conflict in his eyes, now, of course, but… nothing more. It was as if he couldn’t trust himself on what to say.

               The uncomfortable silence stretched and Professor Snape’s face only became blanker before he focused on the essays before him. Curling his pale fingers around them, he took them out, laying out his quill and ink as well.

               It hurt to see Snape respond that way.

               Nico turned on his heels. He had better things to do too. His hand hovered over the door handle, thinking about who he should see first-

               “Be careful. It won’t matter who you are to them.”

               He turned to see Snape. His eyes were up, crinkled around the edges, and he was worried.

               “I know.”

               “And tell Mr. Solace when you can. Madame Pomfrey will be keeping him busy all day.”

 

               Pansy had planned to be doing most of her work that weekend. Well, do her work, have fun, and read some more of Pride and Prejudice, get more done than the usual week. It was probably only wishful thinking.

               However, it was especially wishful thinking now.

               “I can’t even read in peace,” Pansy grumbled, frowning as she walked with Tracey, and Millicent and Daphne behind her down the hallway, “I wonder when Professor Snape will stop talking to Nico. Ugh, hopefully, Snape won’t be so… upset.”

               They waited at the Great Hall for quite some time. What they thought was going to be twenty or so minutes ended up being much longer. They normally would have been the last Slytherins there since it was so late, but... There were other Slytherins.

               Staying. Waiting. 

               They were waiting for Pansy, just as she was waiting for Nico. That was when Pansy and her group realized they should get going. Whatever Professor Snape had wanted of Nico, it was serious. And it was going to be a while.

               Of course, it was. After the news they had learned that morning, why wouldn't it take longer than a quick ten minuntes?

               Pansy sent another glare to another passing student. Their eyes wandered on Pansy’s Slytherin group too long for comfort. The Hufflepuffs turned away instantly, huddling around each other, their chattering getting louder.

               Wait. Should I have done that?

               Millicent might have been the only other person who was the same as always. Most students had begun to whisper to one another each time the Slytherins passed. The stares, the glares, the flinches. Pansy had been used to that for most of her life, she even thrived in it at one point.

               And though Millicent hadn’t changed her behavior much, Pansy knew something was off. Daphne had been keeping her head down ever since the news that morning. It was instinctual at that point, even if Liam Murphy wasn’t going to come around. And, frankly, whenever Daphne was distressed, Millicent was as well.

               Well, we haven’t seen Murphy yet. I wouldn’t be too surprised if the next time we see him he might do something he’d regret. After all, Rookwood was one of the people mentioned in the newspaper clippings and we all knew how Murphy was.

               Pansy frowned.

               No. Murphy didn’t do anything last year, ever since Daphne had told them to stop. 

               “Do you think Nico will go back to the common room? Or the library?” Pansy asked.

               The plans the demigods made, isn’t that going to change?

               She remembered meetings after breakfast or so, they were going to meet to destroy Horcruxes… or did she make that up herself? Merlin, the meeting was only yesterday and it was still almost a blur.

               “I don’t know, but I think I’m going to the common room,” Daphne said, her eyes still going back to the stares the students were giving her.

               The jitters and timid posture was already coming back. For someone so pretty and tall, she was already trying to hide herself. 

               It’s in her nature to be timid, but why now? What else could it be? Would it really be Murphy again?

               “I’m going to go to the library, he knows I’m going to do some research there,” Tracey answered, “we can meet you two back there when we’re done.”

               The library was the place to go, Pansy knew. She had to get her work done so that when Nico came back, they could be ready. And, frankly, the common room had become all too popular for her to focus on work.

               But, it felt wrong to leave Daphne and Millicent. Sure, they’ve been spending a lot of time together, maybe they are finally realizing they are so close that they might as well have been girlfriends for a few years by now, however...

               Pansy doubted that. There was something else going on. Whatever it was, though, Millicent was smart.

               She is. And besides, they are only going to the common room. 

               “See you two later,” Pansy said.

               So, Pansy and Tracey parted from Daphne and Millicent.

 

               “How long do you think Harry is going to be at St. Mungo’s?” Melody asked, frowning.

               Melody and Hermione were stuffed into the corner of the library, surrounded by books and across from one another in rather old, but comfy chairs. A table next to Hermione had books stacked beyond her head and a growing pile beside her. So far, the two Gryffindors hadn’t seen another student in quite some time.

               There weren’t many students bustling about, not today. It was quiet; Only a few people milled around with their shoes soft on the carpet, the scratch of the quills on parchments, and pages turning sounded. 

               “I don’t know,” Hermione answered, her eyes glued on the book before her. It had collections of newspaper prints, going back as far as Elieen Prince’s time at Hogwarts.

               When Ron visited his father in St. Mungo’s, Hermione remembered it being about a day. It felt longer. It always felt longer without them there.

               But, she did what she had to. Hermione focused on work or researching whatever the Trio had in mind. This time, she was focusing on her own project. Well, multitasking between homework and, when she got antsy enough, the mystery of the Half-Blood Prince.

               She was sure whoever it was, they related to Eileen Prince, but going through different historical archives for one name was honestly the worst. It took everything in her power not to read every sentence, but the few times she didn’t she worried the glossed over words held the name she was looking for. 

               And… well… that didn’t mean she didn’t worry. Hermione worried about Harry. He had almost lost Sirius once, she didn’t want to see Harry lose him again.

               This was a lot more serious than the mystery spells he had been using or the girls lining up to give him a love potion.

               “Do you have a guess? I mean, this happened last time with Ron and his father, right?” Melody asked.

               Hermione looked up.

               “Yes, you know, you were there. Ron was gone for a day or less. So, maybe he’ll be gone for a day or so.”

               “Oh,” Melody answered lamely.

               Melody looked back on her homework before her. Look at it being the perfect word because Hermione couldn’t see her eyes moving across the page nor did she make any move to pick up her quill to start her assignment.

               Noticing this, Hermione found she couldn’t go back to her work. She frowned.

               “Are you worried?” Hermione finally asked.

               Melody blinked. When she glanced up, she somewhat smiled.

               “Yeah and no. Everyone is okay for now and we are just going to push back our plans.” The smile slipped and Melody’s eyes glazed over, her fingers now going to her textbook to mess with the pages. Hermione waited for her to continue. “They are getting confident, Hermione. That breakout was a move, one that is going to put the limelight on them. They wouldn’t try that until it had a good payout and I don’t think the convicts are enough.”

               They. Death Eaters. He Who Must Not Be Named.

               A few extra Death Eaters, wouldn’t they want that? What else could they possibly get?

               Hermione opened her mouth slightly, her eyes crinkling in confusion.

               “Wow, guys, took almost forever to find you- Hermione? You okay?” Ron stopped mid-speech, a wizard chess set in his hands. There was concern in his eyes.

               She felt her face redden.

               “I’m fine, I see you have… not your homework.”

               There was disappointment in her voice, but Ron didn’t seem to notice. He took a chair from another table and lugged it over to their space and quickly sat in it.

               “Nope, I’m going to finish tomorrow or something. Still trying to find out the Half-Blood Prince?” Ron asked, then his eyes narrowed, “are you going through old newspapers?”

               “Yep, it’s the best idea to see her relations.”

               Ron opened his mouth and then quickly closed it. He looked over at the books still piled high. Hermione found herself looking at the same pile and…

               She liked reading, she really did. If only they were about important and interesting and not about the new robes Celestina Warbeck wore. Or some scandal that was most likely not true. Or any of Rita Skeeter's articles really.

               “Want me to help?”

               Hermione practically glowed, “Yes, I’m starting with the piles on the desk and when I’m through, I put them down on the ground.”

               Ron paled as he turned toward the piles, regret clear on his face.

               “Excuse me, do you know where Harry Potter is?”

               Romilda Vane stood, clutching a purse close to her. Hermione could smell the perfume from her own chair. Ron wrinkled his nose and just as he was about to say something, Hermione did.

               “No, we don’t.”

               Annoyance flashed across the younger Gryffindor’s face, her eyes drawn into somewhat of a glare at Hermione.

               “Er, we can tell him you asked,” Ron added.

               Romilda Vane smiled at him and said her thanks. Hermione boiled in her chair, but then… When Romilda was gone, Ron turned back around and stared at the piles of books. He looked less happy staring at them than he had when Romilda smiled at him.

               Nonetheless, he grabbed one from the top, hunkered down, and began reading.

               Hermione didn’t know what to feel. She was going to tell him that Romilda was certainly the girl who had been trying to give Harry those love potions for the Christmas party, but those words never made it out of her thoughts. Soon enough, she turned back to her own articles.

 

               “I know this is a lot to ask of you all, but please, if anything, please remember you can always talk to us. Or, maybe you can miss some practices, that’s fine as well. Keep either me or Herbert in the loop and all will be fine!” Summerby announced, warmly smiling out at the Hufflepuff Quidditch team. 

               All of the starting line up had shown up to their common room meeting. However, there were already a few Hufflepuffs missing who normally came… Marvus had counted in the beginning, it was at least four…

               Oh well, some had reasons. After all, this was only called at the beginning of the day. Maybe they missed it because they didn’t know. Or forgot. Or… They had better things to do.

               Practice had gone well the days before. Tom was trying out the different positions, the last being Beater. And, well, Marvus was hoping Tom would try another position. Even if there weren’t too many strategic plays within the position, Marvus had more than enough trying to teach him how to swing the bat right.

               Marvus had told Tom to practice and maybe watch the match to get better, but he had little hope for the younger player. He wanted to tell Summerby just that so that maybe the somewhat Captain could push Tom into another position.

               Suddenly Marvus blinked and realized Summerby was still talking.

               Oh shit. What did he say?

               “Okay, you guys can all enjoy the weekend! Well, as much as you can. Maybe take a break from work and have some fun, I know there is a movie club here,” Summerby said, adding his second sentence somberly, “I’ll see some of you all Tuesday!”

               Amongst the crowds either leaving or taking their time chatting with their friends, Marvus made his way to Summerby. Luckily the other Hufflepuffs moved out of the way rather quickly, but that might have been because he has stepped on them before.

               It’s okay that I missed almost everything, I’ll figure it out from Agnes or maybe even Herbert… Maybe even Zacharias would tell me…

               Actually, there is no way in hell I’m asking Zacharias. I am not going to listen to a lecture on how to listen. Not again. Ugh, that was such a bad idea, why did I even think that at all!

               Marvus didn’t have to get close before Summerby was already smiling at him.

               “Hey, Marvus, what’s up? Do you have anything to say about our policy?”

               “I was- what?”

               Really, right away? He is going to figure out I wasn’t listening right away?

               “The way to deal with the stress and not allowing inter-House fighting. That’s our policy at the moment. I saw your eyes blanked for quite some time.”

               “Oh, uh, thanks,” Marvus answered, mentally trying to find out if his professors ever noticed when he blanked. It couldn’t have been too much? They never told him, but what if… what if they did notice? Oh, shit, Summerby is still looking at me. “When you say inter-House, you mean fighting with other Hufflepuffs?”

               Summerby’s face fell.

               “No, I mean no fighting or messing with the other Houses. Messing with other Hufflepuffs is an unsaid rule. I thought I used that prefix correctly?”

               Marvus paused and he tried his best to think. What was normally a brain full of knowledge, now it was a bowl with a single goldfish.

               “I- uh- I honestly don’t know the difference.”

               The two Hufflepuffs were still frowning, both trying to remember. Whatever they had learned in primary school, however, was not going to aid them. It was simply too long ago. And they were too young to care.

               “Anyway,” Summerby continued, smiling again, “This was mostly created so we deal with stress and other fun things in a healthy way. And I’ve- actually, I don’t need to tell you this, do I? You know not to be the antagonizer, right?”

               “Yes?”

               “Good. We’ve all heard the speeches from the talking Hat amongst other things this year about being good with one another and I don’t really want to go into all of that, so what is it you wanted to ask me?”

               “I, um…”

               Marvus blinked.

               Yeah, the sorting Hat has been saying we need to stick together during these times, wait. Is he saying this so no one fights Slytherin? I thought we still had that weird truce from last year… Maybe? I’m not sure.

               Things were different from this morning. But, Marvus wasn’t sure that… that it would be bad? Permanent. Not good in a way that stuck like gum on a shoe. 

               Oh well, I can’t think about this now.

               “I wanted to know if we could nudge Tom into another position, maybe… Keeper or Seeker?”

 

               Pansy did get some reading done. The library was quiet enough that she could get some work done and enjoy the peace since it seemed like none of the smaller Slytherins knew where she was. There was only so much homework she had and, well, only so much homework she wanted to do. After a while, she put down her hastily finished essay and picked up her book. Pride and Prejudice.

               It was the calm before the storm in the novel, Pansy could feel it. Even if Mr. Bingley was unaware of Jane’s true feelings, Darcy was nowhere to be seen, and there were even more pointless outings, because really, how could they possibly meet any more people any of the Bennets would actually be interested in marrying?

               There was one thing that stood out. Lydia was going to see the soldiers by herself.

               It wasn’t a good idea. 

               The loud and obnoxious Lydia was always obsessed with the damn things, Pansy couldn’t understand, well… She couldn’t understand why it was simply a group and not an individual. Did she see anything in particular she liked or was it the fact that they were men who were most likely single?

               Odds are, it was the former.

               Pansy didn’t particularly like that. And she didn’t think Lydia going alone would be a good idea, something was bound to happen. The only question was, how bad was it going to be?

               “There you are,” Nico said.

               Pride and Prejudice fell out of Pansy’s hands and onto the table, the pages flapping closed. Pansy growled, frowning as she looked up at him. Tracey’s eyes were up from her half-finished painting of a really horrendous bird.

               And she giggled.

               The audacity.

               “Hello, Nico,” Pansy greeted Nico after she glared at Tracey, “I didn’t hear you.”

               “It’s okay, I, uh. I went to see Will first,” Nico watched her fumble with the book. He leaned forward, as if wanting to help her, but in no time at all, she had it clutched in her hands. “He. Uh, we were busy. Madame Pomfrey told me to come later.”

               Nico watched as Pride and Prejudice was returned to Pansy’s side, her bookmark excellently placed. Tracey's eyes traced the book with clear amusement on her face before they drifted toward Nico and the amusement left.

               Figuring she had to be the one to ask, Pansy questioned Nico further.

               “So, what happened? What was so important about the meeting where you wanted to talk to Will as well?”

               He didn’t answer right away.

               Taking his time, Nico first slid into the chair across from them. His eyes on the table. It only made her more nervous, and she moved in her seat, frowning as she slid the book further to the side. He looked at them and then… the somber and thoughtful look turned into confusion.

               “Where are Daphne and Millicent?”

               Ah, he finally noticed. Well, they have been together quite a bit… and thus leaving us alone.

               “In the common room,” Tracey answered, “now come on and tell us, what happened?”

               “No, should I wait, and tell you all at once?” Nico asked, frowning.

               Why is he stalling so much?

               This was either a long story or one he did not want to tell twice. Pansy glanced at Tracey. She must have seen this, right? Should they wait until they have Daphne and Millicent with them? That might be much longer than originally thought, and… Whatever they were doing, it was probably necessary. Daphne wasn’t doing so well...

               “No, we can tell them,” Tracey answered.

               Some reluctance passed over Nico’s face. But… Tracey did not yield. She stared at him, waiting.

               “Okay.”

               So, he told them. He told them what the papers didn’t release; Sirius Black and Remus Lupin were there to see the breakout and were consequently injured. He told them what Severus Snape had said to him, that Bellatrix and they… they were going to start investigating all that had happened, all the strange things, and… what it meant.

               When they were done, Pansy didn’t take time to mull it over.

               “Wizards, in general, don’t know much about demigods, I don’t think she’s going to get far,” she asserted.

               Pansy had never heard of another like demigods… Even if she wasn’t asking about them directly, there was no way. There was no way they were going to get anything out of it. Merlin, even Pansy didn’t think the Deathly Hallows were real! And they are!

               Her statement did what it was intended to do; Nico’s shoulders fell and the stress in his posture lessened.

               Then, there was only one opinion left. Tracey’s face was blank, calculating, and her finger began to tap the desk. Then, Tracey’s lips pulled downward as if she had become comfortable in her seat. Pansy frowned.

               “What is it, Tracey?”

               She moved out of her trance, blinked as she gave a quick glance to each of them. She never did this. Pansy never saw her friend like this, the way… She was trying to conceal something and failing.

               She never does that!

               “What?” Nico pried, not sure what was going on.

               Tracey shook her head, “You’re right, Nico. There is nothing you can do at this point. It’s good to know for the future, but that’s all.”

               Tracey was holding something back. However, it seemed Pansy was the only one to notice. Nico took her words as reassurance and leaned back. The relaxation was there for only a few seconds before he looked at the time. 

               “And just to warn you two, I’m going to go see Will right before dinner. Madame Pomfrey said that was the only time he would be free. And He… Well, he needs to know some of the changes. And a possible warning.”

 

               Millicent and Daphne were in the common room, trying to go over school work within one of the chairs and tables hidden in the corner. The Charms textbook was open and on the table, waiting for them to finish their assignments. Even if there was a roar of conversation and students murmuring to one another, it was a constant, steady hum. Perfect background noise. But, Daphne was rather distracted, enough so that it was hard to ignore. 

               So, Millicent didn’t ignore it. She stared at Daphne openly while she “read” the same page once again. It must have been the seventh reread considering she hadn’t turned the page in ten minutes.

               “It’s fine, Millicent,” Daphne said in hopes of answering the silent question, not looking up at her fellow Slytherin’s stares.

               They had done this dance more than a thousand times. It was hard to not skip the steps a little.

               “No, it’s not.”

               They were terse words, small and plain. Of course, there were more to those words and Daphne knew that fact most of all. Daphne looked up beyond her blond hair, which hung in her face in small, thin strands.

               “I’m just… thinking, a lot, right now,” Daphne mumbled, pulling her hair back. Almost immediately, the hair returned to its spot on her cheeks and the corner of her eyes

               “Now that they got out,” Millicent finished.

               That was a question from the way Millicent watched her. Daphne bit her lip and nodded. That was one of her worries.

               “And Murphy?”

               Daphne nodded once again and the rest of the hair she had pushed back went to her face again. She didn’t want to talk about it. Daphne was far too quiet, far too fidgety to be comfortable with the subject. So, Millicent was going to wait, as she always had. As she learned she always will.

               “That can be important later,” Millicent stated, pointing to the assignment in front of them, “for now, let’s work.”

               Daphne’s head slumped as she looked down, but she started to read. Hopefully, this would be the final time she stared at that page. Before starting her own, Millicent put back Daphne’s blonde hair behind her ears once again.

               “I’m getting you a clip,” Millicent said as she stood up.

 

               It was short and it was… sweet. Nico couldn’t stay for too long, even if it was Will's room. So, they stood in the entrance of the room, right next to a few hangers for robes and hats and spoke. They spoke about Bellatrix starting to unravel the truth and… And what it could mean to them. Will didn’t look too worried, but Nico wasn’t fooled. Will was always holding everything together even when he shouldn’t. Maybe the Draught of Peace could help him a little.

               “Everything will be fine,” Will reassured Nico before pulling him into another hug.

               Nico needed them, he needed this. For the first time that day, he let himself sink into his boyfriend’s arms. It was warm and soft, like the sun on a bright summer day. He squeezed back, closing his eyes, and exhaling.

               “I know… I’m going to see Sirius. Tonight.” Nico stepped back, though he let his hands linger around Will’s waist. “And… and everything will go to how we planned it. We’ll start destroying Horcruxes tomorrow.”

               “Sounds good...”

               Will smiled and for the first time, Nico wondered if he was really going to be let go that easily-

               So, of course, that smile dropped and he gave Nico a serious look.

               “You better be careful. And remember not to go crazy, you go there, come back, and never be afraid to ask for help,” Will brought up his finger and jabbed it into Nico’s chest, “do you understand? And I’m definitely being there with the Horcruxes and all that, no buts or anything.”

               Nico laughed and nodded.

               Some of the laughter faded and…

               “I want you to do the same,” Nico said.

               When Nico left to go to the Great Hall, the sun was already down. The halls were dark as he walked through. Most people were already eating dinner, though, there were a few stragglers and… others.

               His eyes trailed after an unknown pair of wizards, talking lowly to one another. They weren’t professors, no. They were Ministry workers, sent to guard the students. It was strange, seeing the Ministry workers out in the open like that. Sure, they had been in Hogwarts at the beginning of the year and the students knew that, even if they tried to hide it, but...

                They didn’t try to hide anymore.

Notes:

What does Snape, a 30 something year old man, want Nico to do?~!!?? What do you guys think??? :) In fact, what do you guys think of all of this??? Also, Pride and Prejudice... it will become important soon :))))))
As for what's going on with Harry and Sirius, oh, that... that will be the next chapter!!

This chapter I had a hard time doing because... there is so much to include, but.. alas, I cannot. It will all come, in time. I hope you all have a safe time until the next chapter! As for the next chapter, it will be here when it is here.

Chapter 25: I’ve Read the News and It Will Ruin My Entire Week! Part 2

Notes:

Yes! It is a Monday! I wanted to update yesterday but then I was sleepy and now you guys get it now :) I'm a writer! hahah, bad sentences aside, hope yall like it! I'm very happy with this one! Good stuff!!

And also, today was my first day back to school! College! Last semester! It went well and oh boy :) I'm excited for the classes.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               There he is. He’s… he’s standing. He’s alive.

               Relief flooded through Harry once he had his eyes upon Sirius. He momentarily forgot about Dumbledore leaving so suddenly after dropping Harry off, his strange words of being careful and the hints that people were there for his protection until they moved to a safer place, about the meeting that morning, of the horror he felt when he had learned what happened. About Sirius having another close chance of meeting Death.

               Because, Sirius was there. Alive. And so was Remus Lupin, right next to him.

               “Harry!” Sirius exclaimed.

               “Wait, Harry- don’t!” Lupin warned.

               Harry had already flung his arms around Sirius when he finally registered Lupin’s warning. Right on cue, there was a gasp of pain from above him.

               Harry immediately jumped back.

               And all the horror that morning, that meeting, came back. Any sense of relief evaporated the moment Harry saw Sirius clutching his chest. Harry’s face must have been pitiful because Sirius’s expression of pain became a forced calm. Sirius shoved his hands down from his chest, pretending that the last few moments didn’t happen. 

               “It’s okay! It’s fine,” Sirius said, smiling gently, trying and failing horribly at hiding a wince, “I only have a few scraps on my chest, that’s all. I’ll feel better soon!”

               Beside him, Lupin coughed. Some of the smile faded from Sirus’s face.

               “Lacerations. I.. Maybe Splinched.” Sirius corrected reluctantly.

               Lacerations.

               Long, deep cuts.

               Harry let out a long exhale as he now scanned his godfather. Sirius was paler looking than normal and he no longer had a shirt on. What was covering his chest was bandages… and from the looks of them, some of the gauze used couldn't stop all of the bleeding. Red was peeking through softly as well as some yellow.

               Behind him, the wizards began to scuffle in the hallway.

               Right, the little group that was looking after Sirius… now they had almost doubled with the presence of Harry.

               There were so many things Harry wanted to do, wanted to say, wanted to ask. But, he didn’t want to do any of that with the extra wizards moving about, looking out, and trying not to listen in, or not caring about privacy and only wanting to be entertained. Harry wanted to be alone with Sirius and Lupin.

               “Dumbledore said we needed to go to a safer place,” Harry whispered, quickly glancing from Lupin and Sirius, “Do you mind if we use Floo Powder to get to Grimmauld Place right now?”

               Sirius smirked.

               “I’m sure we don’t mind in the slightest.”

 

               Sirius was already excited to be… well, not home per se. Out of that Hospital more like.

               After one trip through the Floo Network, which Harry insisted, Sirius was back at Grimmauld Place and… It was exactly as Sirius and Remus had left it. There were a few empty bottles of Butterbeer and Firewhiskey greeting them as well as the couch, which looked more pitifully sunken in than it felt. From the night before as well. Sirius’s eyes wandered to the rest of the living room.

               Away from the fireplace, he walked over to the middle, his eyes trained on the floorboard. With a few paces away, Sirius could already see the dark spots on the wood.

               His blood had dried up by now. Instead of bright red, they were a duller brick color.

               Sirius felt Remus join him, his right side bristling.

               The flames erupted again, letting Harry through. Instantly, Sirius moved on from that spot on the floor. He didn’t want his friend nor his godson to worry. Besides, it was only a bit of blood, nothing a little rug or changing of furniture wouldn’t hide. 

               He was already moving out when he started to feel a chill run down his spine.

               Oh, right. I’m not wearing enough layers, aren’t I? Not since that one has been ruined.

               “I’m going to change clothes!” Sirius announced, then muttered under his breath, “since they couldn’t salvage my shirt apparently.”

               He heard a small sound of agreement and he was off.

 

               With Sirius going upstairs, Harry started to try to entertain himself. 

               Harry looked about Grimmauld Place and it… well, it looked about as good as the last time he had seen it. There was dust coating the floor, everything shrouded in darkness despite the sun rising, and… what was Lupin picking up?

               The objects clinked together as he walked over to the kitchen and...

               Did they drink before they went to Azkaban?

               Harry watched silently when Lupin returned after putting away the glass bottles.

               “Sirius doesn’t know how to pick up after himself,” Lupin explained, smiling a little at Harry before his gaze turned to the ground. “I guess he never learned, even after Kreacher being gone.”

               Lupin laughed at his joke. It was mirthless and quickly slowed to nothing. Silence settled between them once again.

 

               Sirius rummaged through the closet upstairs, all stuffed in one of the rooms Sirius had left practically empty after cleansing it of the previous furniture. He hadn’t bothered to buy more clothes, jackets, nothing, and… all that he was going through were the robes leftover from his dead family. He needed to do laundry. It was easier when he had just a few shirts, used a spell, and they were good as new.

               What am I doing sorting these all? I’m not wearing any of these robes.

               They were too fancy, too detailed, and too damn green and dark and silver with skulls and snakes-

               He shoved the door closed.

               Why did I bother opening them at all? Well, not all the robes were snakes and skulls, but… They all remined me of my family. I could see mom or dad wearing them right now, with their judgmental glare already in my direction. 

               There was no point. He was to rest and be with Harry. There was no need to wear fancy robes. No need to even look in that closet. But it must have been muscle memory, his hands wanting to do something instead of thinking about- about everything. Anything. 

               Sirius closed his eyes and breathed in.

               I need to relax and think. I’m sure there is another shirt here.

               And he breathed out.

               I have more shirts back in my room, I’m sure of it. I had to decide between the one that was destroyed back at St. Mungo’s and the last, rather dirty brown. So, it must still be there.

               Sirius let himself stay there, if only for a moment.

               It was a sweet moment, for time to stay still, for himself to unravel, if only for a little bit. Of course, time began to move again, and so did Sirius. Ignoring the shadows and a hooded shape looming over him just outside of his vision, he moved to the other room.

 

               “Sirius has told me about some of your letters,” Lupin said, trying to break the silence.

               Harry blinked.

               He couldn't quite remember what he wrote to Sirius. The only thing he could remember was double-checking he didn’t discuss anything about the demigods, their new group, or the Horcruxes. Though that was less than twenty-five percent of his day, they were the parts that Sirius would have liked to hear the most. Perhaps, in person, when Harry was sure Sirius wouldn't discuss it with others. 

               So, what did Sirius talk about?

               “What did you think of them?” Harry asked.

               “I think it’s good you are making more friends, Harry,” Lupin said, smiling, “that’s what Hogwarts is for. Making friends that last a lifetime.”

               Lupin looked away from Harry only to land on the couch. There was a soft sound as the older wizard sat down, and his whole body relaxed into it; his shoulders fell down, his arms went limp on his sides, and his legs to the right, appearing as if their strings had been cut.

               “And, of course, an education. Need that if you want a job in the magical world or almost any world. But, still. Friends are very important as well, especially during hard times.”

               His voice and face showed that he spoke with experience. Harry didn’t have to have an explanation to know that he did. He knew of the stories, of the Marauders becoming Animagi to be with Lupin when he transformed.

               Illegal Animagi.

               That was probably one of the nicest things they did, wasn’t it? Harry thought as he remember Snape's memory. 

               They were friends for a reason. Even if it did fall apart. Even if Wormtail betrayed them. Betrayed them all.

               Instead of four, there are three- only two. Only two have continued to fight for what is right. And for what they've lost along the way.

               Harry let his eyes trace over Lupin; he looked more tired than one should be. But he almost always looked like that. Even when Lupin was at Hogwarts, teaching Defense Against the Dark Arts. He was rather good, for the year he was there. Harry wandered over to a cushioned chair near the couch.

               “Didn’t you get hurt too?” Harry finally asked as he sat down.

               Lupin paused at the change of topic, frowning slightly before he patted his right knee.

               “Just on my calf, but it's healing rather fast. Still, I’m not going to be running any time soon.”

               No. No, he wasn’t.

               Silence stretched out between them. There was too much and too little going through Harry’s mind. The questions of what had happened, what they were doing at Azkaban in the first place, ran through his mind like white rapids. But, now after seeing Lupin and Sirius, there was something else he wanted to do with them.

               Or rather, he just wanted to be with them. It would be the only time he knew what they were doing and... And that they weren’t going to be hurt.

               Footsteps announced Sirius’s arrival before he came into view, sure enough with a new shirt and his older jacket. 

               “And I’m back,” Sirius said smiling, “now… First things first, how long before you have to return to Hogwarts?”

               Harry blinked.

               Dumbledore did tell me that. 

               “I have to come back during dinner time.”

               “Ah, good! Means you could be here for a while! Now, what do you want to do?”

               No immediate suggestions arose in Harry’s mind. He remembered after Nagini attacked Mr. Weasley, Ron had gone to his family. Well, Harry joined later, receiving a warming welcome since he was the one who had warned them.

               But, he never did know what Ron did with his family. Other than seeing his father in St. Mungo's, Harry didn’t bother to think of what else Ron did. And Ron never really told him. So… what. What was he supposed to do?

               “We could play some games, if you want,” Sirius offered, “I think we could all do with a little more cheer right about now.”

               “What about eating breakfast?” Lupin asked.

               They didn’t eat anything while in St. Mungo's?

               “Oh. Oh right! Let’s do that first.”

 

               Making Brunch didn’t pan as well as Sirius had hoped. He knew he wasn’t the best cook, only practicing now ever since Kreacher had left and the time when Molly Weasley didn’t send anything.

               The only people he had ever learned about cooking and preparing meals were the Potters. No one had tried to help him since. It wasn’t because of cruel fate, rather… Sirius hadn’t ever asked for help either.

               The recipe ended up tasting a lot less savory and a lot more… like Honey. Sirius tried to spice things up himself and added a lot more than he should have. Luckily, Lupin and Harry didn’t complain too much, even though their faces when they first bit into the portions said enough.

               And during the meal, it was mostly Sirius and Remus asking Harry questions about school, how it was going, and Harry responding in smaller sentences that mostly echoed what he wrote in the letters. Brunch was becoming sadder and sadder because chosen silence began to spread.

               No conversation. And no eating.

               It’s time to go to the next thing.

               “So… what do you want to do, Harry?” Sirius asked, deciding they’ve had enough of his food, “Some games?”

               He brought out the few bits of snacks he had stashed. There was no way Harry was full, not with that plate stuffed with the… mush? It might as well be mush. Sure enough, Harry grabbed a bag of crisps.

               Once again, Harry took his time responding.

               “What is it?” Remus asked, leaning forward.

               Harry has been rather quiet… Should I have been more inquiring about this? Maybe. Maybe I should have.

               Harry frowned. His hands were still on the bag, ready to open it, and just… paused. What Sirius first deemed awkward was now… something far more than that. Harry reminded Sirius of the moments when he finally decided to leave his Black legacy behind and never want to turn around again.

               They were on the edge of a bridge, watching the waters flow quickly beneath them, enough to make the blue almost totally white with foam. And Harry’s voice was so quiet when he finally spoke. 

               “Why did you two go to Azkaban?”

               The water beneath the bridge would surely drown them if they did not take the right step. If they faltered, it would all be over. Remus pursed his lips, frowning before glancing up at Sirius from his seat.

               Right. I’m the godfather. I… I need to do this. And, after all, it was my mission.

               “I wanted to interrogate some of the Death Eaters there to get some information,” Sirius answered.

               “What information?”

               It was so quick and all Sirius could do was wonder if he was this nosy when he was a teenager. Well, okay, he knew he was like this. But Harry was young, Sirius was young then too, so, no, there was no need to know this right now. Harry already had enough to concern himself with! He didn’t need anything else, nothing that his godfather was doing.

               “I don’t think you need-”

               “Why not? Why don’t you want to tell me? Is it because I’m not old enough?” Harry asked, standing up with his hands on the table, his voice tight and his eyes filled with fury and betrayal.

               Whoa, what the-

               “You certainly are young and you’re still in school,” Sirius protested, “You’ve got more important things to worry about than what I’m doing on the weekends.”

               “You could have died! Both of you! And for what?”

               He’s… he’s really upset.

               Sirius had only seen those green eyes as furious as they were now when he had jokingly bought baby Harry a certain cursed rattler who silenced whoever yielded it. He wasn’t allowed to visit the Potters for a few days after that.

               Only this was different. He was not only pissed, and…

               And there was sadness in Harry’s eyes that he had never seen before. Something upset, cold, and… and the hardness he had only seen in the other members after… after… after everything had happened...

               No, no, I’m not going to think about this. Harry isn’t- he can’t be-

 

               No. I’m not taking this. I’m not going to let this go, he’s going to tell me! I’m not- I deserve to know!

               Dumbledore flashed through Harry’s mind. The ring, the strange feeling he got from it, Nico’s face as he told Harry what the ring did despite Dumbledore’s insistence he wasn’t ready. The pain. But, Harry needed to know. It was better sooner than later. He didn’t like that Dumbledore hid important things from Harry, and the thought others were doing the same- he couldn’t bear it! No one else-

               “I wanted to find out what Regulus was doing before he died.”

               Harry’s thoughts stopped running. For once, they calmed, waves of emotion coming to a standstill pond. Because, for once, Sirius was watching him, his expression pulled into forced seriousness, with the worry cracking through his eyes that Harry hadn’t seen before.

               Taking a breath, Sirius grabbed Harry’s hands, cupping it in between his, and… and Harry sat down.

               “You might have known from the other members in the Order, but my younger brother became a Death Eater when he was sixteen and disappeared when he was eighteen.”

               He watched as Sirius took a breath, his eyes on Harry.

               A small voice in Harry reminded him he was sixteen. That… that most of his friends were sixteen...

               “The Order heard that he was having doubts about You Know Who and for quite a few years we assumed that he wanted to back out and was quickly killed for it. After… after something I heard, I began to think his death was for a reason. That there was something that specifically got him killed.”

               Uncertainty went across his face. And then reluctance. 

               “But you don’t have to worry. I won’t be putting myself, nor Remus here, in any more danger.”

               From the look on Remus’s face, this was also news to him.

               “There are no accessible leads. And… it isn’t worth it right now.” There was a type of melancholy to Sirius’ voice and he let go of Harry’s hands, his eyes focused on the table than Harry. With another intake of breath and Sirius looked up, smiling. “But I don’t want to talk about that, we only have some five hours and I’d rather do something fun with them. We can play some games. Now that we have a new opponent, this could get fun.”

               Harry watched as his godfather practically glowed at the prospect of another playing partner. It was such a strange transition. Such a quick transition.

               Though Harry wanted to fully relax, to know that Sirius wasn’t going to do anything reckless… he found that he couldn’t. Nonetheless, he agreed to the games.

               As Sirius said, they could be fun.

 

               Then came the games. Luckily in that large, dust bucket of a house, Sirius had found a lot to play.

               Wizard chess was okay. Remus for the most part helped Harry, whispering what he should do and- yes. That was the only reason why Harry won so many times. Sirius was always rather good at wizard chess! He- he had never really played it much, but when he did he sure… played it.

               Played it well.

               Exploding Snap was rather short. Remus wasn’t having a fun time with the explosions, a few nicking his hands, and Sirius always had the worst memory possible. In short, they had no chance against Harry. 

               And so, they pulled out the cards, brought out more snacks, and Harry began teaching them some Muggle card games he knew.

               There was “Slap Jack”, something Sirius prided in remembering from his time at Hogwarts, Go Fish, the most frustrating as he got so close to collecting all the four cards but then one of those suckers would steal the three he had (“Books! They’re called Books, Sirius!” “It doesn’t matter what they’re called, you all keep on stealing them from me! I’m going to lose.”), and after letting him huff and puff, they switched to… Crazy Baits? Gates? Eights?

               And even more games.

               Then they retired to the living room where they spoke about mostly trivial things. Remus described what he was doing or… the lack of what he was doing. Sirius gave the same. How he was happy to live without Kreacher, but… well, he had no idea what it was like to actually do anything inside the house like cleaning and cooking.

               “I could always teach you,” Harry said.

               Sirius blinked. For a second he wasn’t sure if he had heard his godson correctly. 

               “What?”

               “I know how to clean the house, almost anything in it, and I even know how to cook quite a few meals. I could teach you a little. We could start with scrambled eggs or something easy like that.”

               Aghast, Sirius wanted to tell Harry that he didn’t like the teasing, considering how he was in his thirties, with no House Elf (well, no good one), and how humiliating it was in his position to start to learn any of these things, but the words died on his tongue. He remembered the summer with Harry.

               He didn’t do too much and for the most part, the two left the house often, well, because. It was obvious. Petunia wasn’t particularly nice. Neither was Vernon. And their spawn was as loveable as they were.

               To say, he pretty much wasn’t.

               But while Sirius stayed in his dog form, Harry would normally ascend the stairs with plates of food. Delicious food. And now that he thought about it, there was no way either Petunia no Vernon would ever raise a hand to give him something to eat.

               And Harry… Well, Harry didn’t tease like James or his friends did. Harry’s face had an earnest expression, only wanting to help.

               Wait. Harry has never tried to tease, hasn’t he? In almost all of the interactions I’ve had, there’s been no teasing, making jokes of his friends, or… or.. 

               “Maybe I’d like that,” Sirius muttered as if he was testing out those words.

               It wasn’t his pride that made his words stumble and come out soft and confused. It was just… He didn’t know his godson as well as he thought he did. Not only did he not know him too well, he began to suspect this was only going to be the beginning.

               Sirius followed Harry, getting a brief summary of how to clean what and when, of making meals and how to best find recipes. Harry mentioned the “computer” was excellent for such an endeavor, but that recipe books would be just fine. And recipe books, Sirius definitely had at Grimmauld Place. Collecting cobwebs and such, but still there. Harry was a surprisingly patient teacher, something that Remus quickly said out loud. Harry merely smiled and shrugged. 

               And just like that, the day was over. They said goodbye at the fireplace. After an awkward few moments of standing, Sirius decided to mount the dragon and give Harry a hug.

               It was surprising to see the look on Harry’s face, that gentle smile.

               Harry was so like his parents. But also he wasn’t. And each time, Sirius was starting to understand that, more and more.

               Sirius and Remus were back in the kitchen, beginning to start dinner. Well, Remus was. He said until there were recipe books in Sirius's hands, he wasn’t going to let him cook again. During such, Sirius had retired to the table again, watching, but not really watching. He maybe should be, after all, Harry said that helped a little for cooking.

               Instead, Sirius was thinking about the visit. Rewinding each event, each silence, each phrase.

               “I didn’t think he’d be so upset,” Sirius said, frowning.

               Remus didn’t stop moving the mushrooms around the pan. However, he slowed.

               Sirius didn’t think about Harry when he went to Azkaban. He was just thinking about what his brother had said… and the restlessness of staying inside the house without anything to do. Without Dumbledore giving him anything.

               But, he should… he should now.

               After spending the summer with Harry, Sirius knew he couldn’t let him go back to those horrible Muggles alone. And, perhaps, if he got his shit together, Harry won’t ever have to set another foot in there again.

               “You didn’t see this coming?” Remus asked, stirring Sirius from his thoughts.

               Sirius blinked and looked up at his friend.

               No. No, I didn’t.

               Sirius leaned across the table, toward Remus. His friend was going to the opposite end of the kitchen toward the potatoes he cut earlier.

               “What do you mean?”

               The pan sizzled the moment the potatoes hit the bottom of the pan. Some worry rose at the noise, but instead of saying anything, he still felt caught by Remus’s statement.

               You didn’t see this coming?

               “You’ve been reckless,” Remus said simply, using a spatula to move the vegetables and potatoes around, “You can’t be reckless anymore since you have to look after Harry.”

               “I know, I’ve… yeah, I know,” Sirius answered, grumbling as he leaned back into the chair.

               “Do you?” Remus asked, looking back.

               It wasn’t accusatory, not in the slightest. But, it didn’t matter. Those words were like nails on a chalkboard. Sirius turned his body away, looking at the rest of the damned dirty and empty house.

               “What we did was reckless,” Remus continued, “I’m not… I’m not going to pretend I did nothing. I did go along with you, like- like I always seem to do, but when you… When you didn’t want to leave, we should have. Right when we realized something was wrong. If we were ever to go to Azkaban at all we should have been more cautious because it isn’t like we are young. It isn’t going to be a little prank like before. They were- they are-”

               “You don’t have to tell me,” Sirius interrupted, “I know it’s not a prank! I know I could have died, I was there last year, wasn’t I?”

               Remus didn’t say anything. His posture became stiff and… Sirius realized he stood up when he spoke.

               I remember feeling my conscious slip away and all I could wonder was if it was the spell that had done it or the effects of the Veil. I felt no hands around me, I felt nothing. All I realized was that I messed up.

               I know- I know- I know-

               It’s just- it’s just- nothing! I’ve been doing nothing for so long, waiting- waiting to get revenge, waiting to kill fucking Peter and-

               Sirius nervously pushed some of his hair back, pulling a strand until it hurt. Then he let go.

               “I know. I was reckless. I… I won’t be reckless. For Harry… and for you.”

               The sizzling on the pan was the only thing that punctured the silence.

Notes:

And that was... some stuff! Some good stuff!! AHHFHAHAHAH! Ah, yes :) you finally got what Harry was doing! Most of the day!

Tell me whatcha think! Will Sirius do as he says? How could Sirius even continue the mission? And, most importantly of all, what about Harry. Will Harry be satisfied with this?

Thank you all for the comments and kudos! I hope you all stay safe, healthy, and as happy as you can until next time! Hopefully it won't be too long, but, ya never know, annoyingly. What is good is that I have a good portion of chapters ahead planned out? Like, they are planned in my head a little so, like, yes? Planned out?

Chapter 26: Listen I Just Think That Maybe… Therapy Is a Good Option?

Notes:

ho ho ho, I'm finally updating!!! :D And oh boy, this chapter... it's good. It some good shit right here, yes it is!

Anyway, I hope you all are safe and as warm as possible. I've been playing in the snow, but I know for some people the snow and cold has not been as fun as it has been for me.
I've been playing in the snow, playing Catan, doing work. Oh boy. And so many paintings! Well, only one, but it's taller than me and let's just say I'm already so fucking tall, and oh boy, why did I do this.

Thank you for all the kudos and comments! They really do mean the world to me.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               Theodore didn’t mind his roommates that much. Zach and Adrian were good enough friends that they didn’t seem to notice Nico nor himself. They talked loudly, wished to be on the Quidditch team, joined the Dueling Club, and did rather well for themselves despite sometimes breaking some furniture. However, they respected space and after telling them once to quiet down, Theodore could go to sleep in peace.

               And that was what he wanted. At least. He thought.

               That day was an interesting emotional whirlwind. His father was out of Azkaban and with the Dark Lord. At least, Theodore assumed that.

               He frankly wasn’t too sure what his one and only parent did these days. The moment he went to Hogwarts, it was as if they had no relationship at all. There was no sending letters, no sending packages, nothing. Theodore would just go to the train station at the end of the year and know his father was there.

               His father was only late a few times. 

               Theodore wanted to think he was relieved to know that he wouldn’t have to stay with his cousins over the summer again and his father wasn’t in Azkaban. But, Azkaban was a lot different from what it used to be. It was a cold island, but there were no Dementors to reach across the bars for his father nor deadly missions to complete there. And now, his father was released into the world to do… anything.

               Anything.

               It was nights like these that Theodore wished he had someone he liked to interact with in his dorm. And no, he didn’t necessarily want to be “friends” with his roommates.

               He just wanted Blaise there.

               Nowadays Blaise was the one who talked the most, his chatter and stupid jokes could keep Theodore entertained as he stayed up for no reason. At least he never had to think of a reason other than wanting to. And though Theodore tried to be happy his friend was doing well in a room with Malfoy, Crabbe, and Goyle, he found himself…

               Found himself wishing he wasn’t the only one who missed the other.

               And… Well. Theodore didn’t want Malfoy’s task to drag Blaise down. Blaise wouldn’t purposely intervene, no, but he could become accidentally weaved into Malfoy’s puppet strings. Whatever task it was, it was a fool’s errand. Given by such a high wizard such as the Dark Lord, there was no doubt that was purposeful punishment of some sort to the Malfoys. Maybe for the blunder at the Department of Mysteries, whatever happened in there that allowed all those Death Eaters to be captured.

               It was a good thing Theodore had a good mind to avoid such… things.

               Avoid...

               Theodore might be further enough away from Malfoy to avoid his puppet strings, but there were other things he simply couldn't avoid. Like how his father was-

               Someone’s moving around the room.

               Soft footsteps sounded just beyond the foot of his bed. Theodore clutched his blanket tighter.

               I need to see who it is- it can’t be someone like- like when Sirius Black came for the Weasley-

               Whoever it was, they weren’t moving toward the beds. Rather, it sounded like they were making their way through the mess of the room (clothes, food, almost anything imaginable) toward the bathroom.

               So, it was as good of a time as any.

               The cold air greeted Theodore’s hand and arm as he pulled the curtain away from the bedposts. Light from inside the bathroom outlined the silent walker, leaving only a dark silhouette.

               Nico di Angelo.

               Theodore narrowed his eyes and the bathroom door closed, promptly leaving him in darkness. Right. Nico was probably just using the loo. Not intruder, not anything.

               Silently, Theodore let out a sigh, closed the curtain, and once again, tried to fall asleep.

 

               Nico frowned as he appeared in the Underworld. There was nothing new about it. It was still rather dark, rocky, and both singing and screams could be heard in the distance. But, he wasn’t thinking about that all too much. He only thought of the Horcruxes in his room and what Harry had told him during dinner.

               Sirius was fine and told to rest. He might follow it.

               Might.

               Might wasn’t good enough.

               Harry didn’t find it good enough either. He smiled as he talked about his day with his godfather, cooking, playing, even speaking with Lupin there, only shifting as Nico finally asked him if Sirius was planning on doing something stupid again.

               Watching the joy run away from Harry's face wasn’t a good feeling.

 

               “What about you?” Harry asked, obviously trying to change the topic.

               Nico frowned as he looked down.

               Should he worry him even more?

               For once, Nico realized this was what Dumbledore was constantly thinking about. Harry was already drowning in his schoolwork, the Horcruxes, even just regular life- he had to think about it all. And face the fact he was going to have to duel against the most powerful and evil of probably all wizards, so much so that most people feared to even say his name.

               No, telling him isn’t to worry him. Telling him is so he could know. Harry should know. He should know if it could involve him. And frankly, almost everything with this quest does.

               “The quest might become more complicated,” Nico admitted.

               Harry’s uncomfortableness disappeared in confusion. One of his eyebrows rose as he watched Nico. 

               “How so?”

               “There has been attention brought to the fact that I’m no ordinary wizard. They… they might find out soon.”

 

               And it wasn’t particularly a good feeling realizing that there was nothing Nico could do to stop them. Whatever the Death Eaters were doing, whatever research they were putting together, he was powerless. Whether it was from the Department of Mysteries or… or whatever.

               They had a good number of pieces, all they had to do was put them together. Even if the picture wouldn’t be 100% there, they would be able to guess.

               Whatever. They were going to find out in the end anyway.

               Nico looked over to the landscape of the Underworld toward the large and looming castle where his room was. And then, without another moment to waste, he went through the shadows again.

 

               “Welp, I really think I should be taking that potion right about now,” Sirius said, interrupting the conversation between Tonks and Remus about what her new station was like with Mundungus.

               It was mostly boring details and… well, there was no point for him to know. Sirius was going to continue doing nothing. Dumbledore wasn’t suddenly going to give him anything to do, the Order of the Phoenix was the same, and even if he was desperate and went to the uptight Ministry of Magic there was-

               He was going to get nothing.

               Watching her talk, Sirius wanted a break from the bubbling jealousy in the pit of his stomach. 

               “Oh, I can get it for you two,” Tonks offered immediately.

               “What, no, you really don’t have to,” Sirius mumbled, trying his best to stand without his chest screaming in pain while Tonks stood up like no problem.

               “Nah, it’s cool. You two have been through enough today, and hosted and made dinner, this is the least I could do! Well, this and give some company, the more the merrier- am I right?” Tonks smiled back as she got up and disappeared out of the kitchen before Sirius could say anything else.

               He let the words die on his tongue and he relaxed back into his chair. He normally wasn’t this irritated with her, in fact, he loved her company most of the time. And looking at Remus, he was rather happy around her right now.

               Remus turned to him, grinning. 

               “You certainly aren’t the one with the leg injury,” Remus whispered to Sirius, pushing his shoulder. Careful enough that there wasn't any pain. 

               Sirius rolled his eyes. They had been sitting at the dinner table for the past hour and he had been wanting to feel the cushions of the sofa for most of that time. At least that could distract them as Tonks and Remus talked about boring things. So, it looked like this was the perfect time.

               He stood up slowly, feeling the wound on his chest move. It prickled uncomfortably, reminding him he still wasn’t sewn together yet. No, a stupid gash was there. He scowled and his hand moved over top of it. Somehow, that made it better.

               “Nope, I’m not, but I’m sure you could use the potion too,” Sirius retorted, giving him a smirk. 

               Yes, this was a special potion. What made it exactly special, he wasn’t sure, only that it knitted muscles together quickly while also lowering pain. He had a cabinet of maybe a twenty or so of the same vague effects, but he would have to find them among the rest of the hundred or so small bottles covered in dust and hope the writing on it didn’t fade off over time.

               And hope he didn’t suffocate in the dust in that horror of a cabinet as well.

               “Why are you moving so much?” Remus tutted, his chair moving back. 

               Sirius didn’t have to look back to know his friend was following him, but he did anyway. And he noticed something.

               There. There it was. The limp.

               “I need to sit on softness, not this harsh wood anymore. My poor, old butt is screaming at me that it can’t take this anymore and yours must be too.”

               Remus always did try so hard to hide almost everything. Sirius could remember when he had tried to hide his transformations every night in Hogwarts.

               “We are not that old,” Remus replied.

               “The wrinkles and peeking grey hair could have fooled me.”

               They sat down at the couch they were at not a day ago, chuckling. However, things were much different now. No bottles, no full-body laughter, another person in the house, and… and there was blood and pain where there wasn’t before.

               Another person in the house. Sirius had to get used to the creaking from again since he wasn’t alone anymore… though... Sirius narrowed his eyes. Grimmauld Place was an old house, but there were some creaks in certain rooms he knew the sound of.

               Tonks wouldn’t be going in there…

               “What do you have that face for?” Remus asked.

               “I think someone else is in the house,” Sirius answered calmly.

 

               “Where- where am I?” Nico asked out loud.

               He was in a house. But was it the right house?

               It was a grim and old one. Dust layered the floor and what little furniture littering the space was either broken or shrouded in darkness. The only source of light peeked in through a small and dirty window, and even that too had a flowing curtain covering most of it.

               Sighing, Nico gave one quick glance around the room. And, just as he took a step to shadowtravel away, he saw a hooded figure.

               A familiar hooded figure.

               “What are you doing here?” Nico asked.

               He moved his foot back and he narrowed his eyes. There was no movement in the dark corner and when Nico neared, he saw the figure disappear into shadows and shapes of broken furniture. Nothing. He was talking to nothing.

               Great. The night was probably getting to him. He knew he should have gotten here soo-

               “I go where I’m thought of.”

               Nico nearly had a heart attack and turned to see the person he expected. Or rather, the god.

               Death.

               They were hiding amongst the darkness before coming forward, shrouded in what little light the window could offer. The pale white moved and flowed over their robes and… they stood tall before shrinking down with a heavy slouch.

               “I bet you do,” Nico replied, frowning, his hand going over his racing heart. “Don’t have to scare me like that or you’d be collecting me before I finished the quest.”

               “I do not kill.”

               Death didn’t look or feel like they normally did.

               There were no waves of destruction, fear, or something as slimy as their water-looking cloak. And there was no looming. They appeared almost uncomfortable as Nico, their boney fingers clicking away at one another.

               And for some reason, they appeared tired. And sad.

               “And I can be everywhere and nowhere, seen and unseen… Don’t worry, you’re in the right place, Nico.”

               Before Nico could ask what Death meant, the door opened to reveal the man he wanted to see the most. Sirius Black, with his wand in his hand, pointing at Nico. And then, just as it was up, it was placed away.

               And like anything, Nico took the time to scan over Sirius. Harry had told Nico he hurt his chest, but… one thing was to hear it, another was to see it. For a second moment, things didn’t look too bad. But, then again, there were layers covering the wounds.

               Nico turned to see Death and… they were gone.

               Everywhere and nowhere, seen and unseen.

               Hm. Maybe those lines hold more than just drama to them.

               “How did you get in here?” A second voice asked.

               A head appeared behind Sirius. Remus Lupin.

               “I shadowtravelled… wanted to see how you two were doing,” Nico answered simply. 

 

               It was strange seeing mini Severus Snape in pajamas show up inside the house. No, not outside and knocking, already inside and creaking the house. And not only did he show up underdressed, but unannounced and uninvited and not at all embarrassed by any of the following as he was sitting on the very couch Sirius had tried to relax in moments ago. Even refused any offer of food, water, or milk!

               “Well, er, unless you two need me right now, I think I’ll turn in,” Tonks said, her eyes going over Nico both confusion and concern.

               It wasn’t hard to realize that whatever he came to the house for… well, it wasn’t going to be short and it was probably only for them. Besides, she had a whole day of work waiting for her in the morning.

               “Yes, we’ll see you tomorrow,” Sirius answered, sniffing as he looked over the potion she handed to him.

               This was definitely the one. And did appear to have enough for both him and Remus…. But would it have more for a few days? Hm. He might have to buy some more or risk looking through that dusty cabinet.

               Ugh, what am I saying? I’m going to the store tomorrow.

               Remus smiled at her as she turned, “Sleep well.”

               At that Tonks beamed. Sirius forced his head back to Nico. With a crack, Sirius assumed she was gone.

               Now, they have business to attend to. Well. A child to talk to. A person to reassure? Thank again? Learn something now? He never did know what to expect from Nico, especially since… since this mini Snape was the one who saved him.

               “Did you talk to Harry?” Sirius asked.

               By now Sirius assumed that Harry was friends with this kid. And even if Harry didn’t open up all the time, or right away, he must have told Nico. Or else, what was the real point of this visit?

               Nico blinked before he nodded. For someone who couldn’t wait until another day, or send an owl, Nico wasn’t all there. His eyes were glazed over, his fingers twisting a ring around his finger before he spoke.

               “Yes. He told me that you said you wouldn’t pull anything like this again.”

               Wow. Way to be direct. 

               “And I won’t,” Sirius reassured harshly, taking another seat.

               No, not on the couch. Another chair. He wasn’t sure he wanted to sit next to the… demigod. Whatever it was he came to say or such it would be good to be able to say it across as equals. Remus took another seat close to them, silently, his eyes glancing between the both of them.

               Preparing to be a mediator? 

               There was no need. Nico didn’t appear bothered with Sirius’s answer nor his tone. When Nico spoke up again, there was only a moment of hesitance or thought. 

               “And he said you learned new information. You never said from where though. But… it was from one of the ghosts, right?” Nico asked, looking up from his ring. His skull ring. “They told you something.”

               Watching the demigod and the gaze pointed at him, Sirius was quickly reminded that he wasn’t just another one of Harry’s friends. He was a demigod. A son related to the ruler of the Underworld. Hades?

               “He did.”

               They haven’t spoken about this before. Sure, Nico knew of the ghosts, but he never asked who they were or what they said. Maybe it was the respect of privacy, but whatever limits Nico had for that, they were now forgotten.

               Sirius knew what it was like to be interrogated, but he wasn’t used to the way his throat was clogging up. Wasn’t used to the words trying to stay stuck in his throat.

               “And what did he say?” Nico prompted.

               Remus glanced at Sirius. Waiting.

               If you don’t tell him, I will.

               Leaning back, Sirius sighed. And then he spoke.

               “Regulus started something. He wanted me to finish it. I wanted to talk to the Death Eaters to find out what Regulus was working on before he died.”

               While the words sunk in, Nico’s face only turned into sympathy. His eyes softened. It was… strange to see. And strange to understand. There was much about this boy he wasn’t sure about. But, after everything that had happened, Sirius knew he trusted Nico di Angelo. 

               “How do you two feel?” Nico asked.

               Great topic change. These are much easier questions. Taking his breath, Sirius waited.

               “Good, as long as I don't do too much during my transformation, I’ll be healed within a week or two.” Remus started.

               Nico nodded. 

               “My chest feels fine, going to take some potion and that’s it.”

               Does this kid even know much about medicine? I mean… Wait. Wasn’t that blond kid he was with his boyfriend? Isn’t he a Healer of some sort? Maybe he did know some stuff about medicine.

               “Did you really need to come in person to ask that?” Remus inquired.

               The demigod looked up and, for the first time that meeting, it looked like he really saw them. And… And Sirius really saw him. A child, yes, still in school, but a child that had something heavy on their mind, weighing them down.

               He had seen it in himself. Remembering the times before he left home.

               “No. The rest I need to talk to Sirius Black alone.”

               Oh, really?

               Remus gave Sirius a similarly surprised look. Taking a breath, Remus stood up. Nico watched him, his mouth now pursed.

               “I can clean up in the kitchen some more so you two can talk,” Remus offered.

               “No, you aren’t my House Elf. I’ll do that. You can relax here or something,” Sirius insisted, sitting up and pushing his friend back to the couch, “we’ll go into the dining room. Try not to fall asleep while we’re gone.”

               There was a ghost of a smile on Remus’s lips before they turned and disappeared into the other room.

 

               The dining room was more cleaned and lived in. There were rinsed dishes in the sink, a few crusted parts of a meal the table, but the light above them shined brilliantly. It only outlined Sirius's bags underneath his eyes and his tired face. Nico assumed he must have looked the same.

               “What is it?” Sirius asked.

               Sure, Nico had suggested he talk to Sirius alone, but now that he was… well, alone with the older wizard, he wasn’t sure how to go about it all. Honestly, how was someone supposed to say, “You sure you’re doing okay? I mean, I just saw Death chilling in one of your bedrooms, being the most awkward I’ve ever seen him.”

               And, well… Nico knew he never really did have too much tact.

               And it was late.

               And Nico had had a day. For once, he wished it was over rather sooner than later.

               “Are you sure you’re doing okay?” Nico settled on. 

               Of course, that got the reaction he didn’t want but also expected. Sirius narrowed his eyes and leaned back into his chair, crossing his arms.

               “Why is it people are convinced I’m not? You don’t need to ask me this alone because the answer is staying the same.”

               Defensive.

               Something is going on.

               And not only was Nico getting annoyed he was getting more tired. Gods! This day was much more exhausting than so many others.

               “Okay people don’t go looking for trouble,” Nico started, “I know that personally. And well, I need to know. And it’s not about me telling people I would check in on you, it's because I should. I should and I’m glad I did because I saw Death here and-”

               “Death?”

               That drained the life out of Sirius’s face.

               Shit.

               Nico could hear Will bothering him about tact once more and his social skills. Despite having the mixture of a devil and angel on his shoulder saying he messed up, he couldn’t think of how to solve it.

               “What do you mean by Death?” Sirius asked.

               I… I can fix this.

               “The god. Death, the one all the wizards believe in that will eventually take them from this life. He says you’re calling him. Are you? Was pulling that dangerous stunt a death wish?”

               “No! no- no. It wasn’t. I...” Sirius, for the first time that night, didn’t look like he knew what to say next.

               His mouth was agape, his eyes darting off, and… there was nothing. No sound. His expression that was once defensive turned inward. Sirius’s eyebrows knitted together in confusion, he was… he was lost.

               “It… it wasn’t a death wish. I knew what I was doing,” Sirius repeated.

               Did you?

               Turning away, Sirius frowned again, his hand began to itch his chest. Right where his lacerations were. It was almost like a twitch.

               “How long did you plan it? Going with Remus Lupin to Azkaban?”

               Sirius opened his mouth and then froze.

               He didn’t, did he? It was either too small or at that moment.

               The answer was written all over Sirius’s face, his face which only got more confused and helpless and… considering. The itching stopped and he let his hand rest over his chest. Abruptly, he slammed his hands back down to his lap. 

               “Do you know if going to the Underworld can affect the living?” Sirius asked.

               Oh.

               Can it?

               Nico could hear the Deathly Hallows tale. The bride, she came back. But, she didn’t belong with the living.

               It couldn’t be the same. He’s alive, isn’t he? Sirius was always alive. Just because he went there for a few hours at most… But he is mortal. As mortal as any wizard was.

               Nico couldn’t speculate much further. He didn’t want to know. He didn’t want to guess if the man he saved was meant to die. Meant to die and, in saving him, only… only brought him to a place he did not belong anymore.

               No. Sirius is alive. He’s always been alive. I won’t- I’ll never regret this.

               “I don’t… know. Most of the time, you can’t bring people back. Once they go in, they are not supposed to come out,” Nico answered honestly. “But… there are a few people who have...”

               Someone who had died. A demigod. A daughter of Pluto. Someone he hadn’t spoken to for a while... perhaps he should remedy that. He really should, he missed her.

               “My sister, her name is Hazel Levesque. She might be able to help... She knows what it’s like to come back to the living and find things not at all the same. I could write down her name. Letters would take some time since she’s back in the States so maybe you can figure out another way to communicate with her… and she’s rather busy being the Praetor of Camp Jupiter, but I think… she wouldn’t mind helping someone in need.”

               When he finished talking, Nico first thought it was too rambly, too much with uncertainty, too much work, but… Sirius was only looking at him with hope.

 

               Sirius looked down at the name on the piece of parchment.

               Hazel Levesque.

               A pretty name. She was quite young and… another random child who wasn’t quite normal, a demigod, and Nico’s sister. 

               Before Nico left, he mentioned that, maybe, just maybe, he could summon Regulus.

               It might not work, and I might not have the time nor energy, but… if we need to. I can. And I can make sure you’re there.

               It was… interesting. Though these few days didn’t start out with anything good and his mission failing, it certainly didn’t end that way. Despite knowing Siriius could find out what Regulus was talking about, he didn’t feel the urge as strongly as before.

               I need to… I just need to live for once. Not thinking so far ahead, not so far behind. And now, I have all the time in the world to do it. Even if Death might be floating about in this room. 

               Sighing, Sirius felt the potion in his jacket, the one he had been meaning to take for quite a while now. Remus needed to take it too. Silently, he stood up and walked over to where he had left him earlier. The house creaked as he made his way there, light softly flowing down, and he heard…

               Soft snoring.

               Remus came into view, laying up against the couch, curled into a little ball.

               Sirius smiled.

 

               Pale white hands clutched a dirty basin. It wasn’t a regular pensive, certainly not decorated enough, but it did the job. The silver memory inside the basin still swirled, inviting the Dark Lord to take another peek.

               But he didn’t need another. Not again.

               He had already seen what it offered. The children, somehow doing well in the midst of the battle with his followers. Children. Young and inexperienced and vulnerable-

               They shouldn’t have done well.

               Even if they were purebloods.

               That much was clear.

               Voldemort had already seen Sirius falling through the veil and surviving. A few times, now. Despite noticing the important detail the second time he stalked the memory, he still watched it again. And again. And again. He didn’t have to, but he felt like he needed to.

               Hands.

               Hands came out to catch Sirius Black from beyond the Veil. Hands, he had seen before. 

               I’m not imagining it. I’ve never been imagining it.

               He had been repeating that mantra in his head for the past hour since Bellatrix had left him to himself. A mantra, that no matter how much he repeated, out loud or in his head, was still not sinking in. It was years. Years of questioning and, even after following what he knew, never knowing if it worked… never knowing if it was real. And now. 

               He could see it. The hands. Sirius Black coming back. Those two Slytherins, the strange declaration of intentions, a sword in the boy’s hands, and disappearing without a crack. It was so strange. Magical, but not at all what he had learned at Hogwarts.

               There were other words haunting his mind, only this one never had his own voice speaking it. No, why would it? Voldemort never said it. And even if he hadn’t heard those words or that voice in decades, he could hear it like it was spoken to him yesterday.

               It's from your parents, isn’t it? That power. I know that’s where I got mine.

Notes:

I guess, the big thing I want you guys to guess is... What the fuck do you think Voldemort is talking about? And yes, this can definitely go outside of canon because! Fuck yeah! I'm already doing what I want.
And... will Sirius get better? Will he keep his word?
Also, Death? Being a little.. interesting. What do you guys think was going on with them?

Anway, comment, correct, and say whatever you want to say! I love you all!

Chapter 27: I’m Feeling the Good Times While Trying to Ignore that my Socks are Wet (Which is Nearly Impossible)

Notes:

I can't believe it's been two months since I've updated. Damn.
Life got in the way, so did assignments. and, oh boy, a lot of things have changed. Like how I cannot run right now! Or speedwalk. Yeah, I got injured. And I'm burnt out. Senioritis.
Soul is a really good movie. Really good! Man, almost made me cry.

But, thanks to you all for staying on this ride with me. I'll reply to you all as soon as I can! I hope you all enjoy the chapter :) it's a big boy

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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               “So, the only thing that’s been happening is a bunch of outings,” Pansy said, rolling her eyes.

               It quickly elicited some giggles from Daphne, who bumped Millicent as if there was an inside joke between them. If Millicent’s expression changed, Nico couldn’t tell, but Daphne laughed even louder after a beat.

               “Outings?” Nico repeated.

               “Like, going to her aunts or shopping or something,” Pansy answered hastily. Her nose turned in disgust and confusion, “And I thought she was trying to marry someone. Why bother traveling? That isn’t how you meet anyone worth marrying!” Pansy’s hands waved wildly, almost knocking over Tracey’s pumpkin juice. Luckily, it was saved by Tracey’s own hand grabbing at her friend's before it could cause a mess. Meanwhile, Pansy didn’t notice, instead, focused on the topic, she put her hand back and near her face, as if pondering something deep. “Well, it could be that she doesn’t want to marry at all, but her family does...”

               Conversations were back to normal. At least, they had tried to put the conversation back to normal. Before the Slytherin group had even gotten to the Great Hall, Nico found a way to tell them that the meeting with Sirius went well enough, he had given Sirius someone to talk to, and… Sirius wasn’t going to do anything dangerous.

               Hopefully.

               Of course, when all was said and done, Pansy really wanted to tell everyone what had happened in Pride and Prejudice.

               “She’s trying to marry?” Nico asked, perplexed.

               I forgot how old this book was. 

               “Yes, yes,” Pansy said, rolling her eyes, “keep up with this Nico! Well, okay, she’s not trying to marry. She’s a little upset about Darcy since he’s all handsome and supposedly nice to his servants and whatnot, but everyone else is trying to get her to marry! Especially her mother.”

               The demigod for once, forgot about his responsibilities as he tried to follow her tale. He had a sister. He still has another sister. And this… was he just not paying attention? Despite Nico rattling through his mind about what he could remember, mostly gleaming through modern sexism and gender roles from Second World War propaganda, Pansy continued without pause.

               “I just don’t understand why they would go traveling?” Pansy said.

               “Yeah, since you said the mother wanted her to marry, why didn’t she try to set her up with someone herself?” Daphne added, frowning. “Shouldn’t she know or at least try to figure out a good match?

               Wait- what?

               “Or parties. They should go to the parties,” Millicent said.

               Nico finally couldn’t hold it in.

               “How do you guys know all of this?”

               His eyes darted to all of them and they froze. Daphne was frowning, turning toward Millicent as if wanting her to explain what Nico meant by that. Pansy blinked, once or twice, at him, at an absolute loss for a second. Then, hesitantly, she opened her mouth.

               “Why… wouldn’t we know this?” Pansy asked.

               Their conversation had disappeared so quickly, the other Slytherins were starting to stare, wondering what caused the silence.

               “How to marry just… some random person?” Nico asked. “I mean, none of you are engaged, right? Or even thinking about that?”

               Pansy immediately shook her head, “No, we aren’t.”

               She sounded as confused as him. As if he was inane to ask her if she had.

               “Why do you ask?” Tracey inquired, not looking at them.

               Unlike them, Tracey was more engrossed in the basket full of apples. She shoved the red ones to the side to see the green and yellow ones, eyeing them with intensity.

               Nico watched, baffled. He turned back toward Pansy, feeling at a loss. What was he not getting?

               “It just sounds like you’ve been through this before.”

               It was their turn to consider his words, and considering they were. Daphne kept looking toward Millicent and Pansy had almost completely short circuited, opening her mouth and closing it with a frown.

               “You don’t become a part of the Sacred Twenty-Eight marrying for love, there are more important things like status and tradition,” Tracey said sarcastically, finally picking her prize of a pristine green apple, “Pansy, you forgot to talk about how Elizabeth was thinking about that in Pride and Prejudice. Her parents didn’t marry for love.”

               The Sacred Twenty Eight… Nico has heard enough of it to know what it meant, but who was in it… well, he could guess.

               Was it all of them? Or all of them minus Tracey?

               I could ask them later.

               “Er, yeah,” Pansy lamely answered, “forgot that part.”

               Pansy offered a grunt and turned toward her water, taking a sip to pointedly not reply or acknowledge her friend. Of course, that only got Tracey to smile even more while she relaxed back onto the bench. 

               “And this is supposed to be the best house,” Nico muttered in wonder under his breath.

               Water spewed out of Pansy’s mouth and onto her plate.

               Giggles erupted from the other students, beyond the friend group, and even past the Slytherin table. A few Ravenclaws must have been people gazing- much to Pansy’s displeasure. She wiped her mouth with a napkin, frowning at her friends.

               “Oh, look, Blaise and Theodore have decided to come to breakfast this time,” Tracey announced as if nothing had happened.

               Pulling their attention from a nearly furious Pansy, they followed their friend’s gaze.

               Sure enough, the two boys were marching in. Theodore appeared more grumpy than usual. He walked at a faster pace and the pride he normally held in his face was gone. He didn’t hide the fact he didn’t like the school nor that he didn’t care if he accidentally bumped into people.

               Blaise, on the other hand, was still somewhat cheerful compared to his counterpart. And, aware of his surroundings. He waved at the group now staring at him.

               With ease, Tracey gestured for them to come over. Pansy shoved the napkin she used near her plate to hide the now excess water. 

               Now that only left three other Slytherins were missing. Crabbe. Goyle. And Draco.

               Just as they got close to the edge of the table, however, Theodore pulled his friend down to sit next to him. Immediately, the girls scowled.

               “Theodore seems extra clingy today,” Tracey muttered, her eyes narrowing at the pair.

               “Or like he doesn’t want to talk to people,” Pansy replied, always looking back toward her plate.

               “Yeah,” Nico agreed.

               And he wondered why…

               After all, Nico was sure Mr. Nott was one of the Death Eaters to escape. 

 

               “I can’t believe you’ve already gotten a letter from Sirius,” Ron said, picking up the hard-boiled eggs he had just sprinkled with salt and pepper. “Even my Mum doesn’t send me that many updates." 

               There was a little grunt from Ron and then a whine of “Hermione!

               Though Ron’s words registered in his mind, Harry couldn’t stop looking away from the letter, rereading some of the same sentences. It must have been the fifth or seventh time already, but he couldn’t stop. 

               I've already been looking through the house for a cookbook… It won’t hurt to use the excuse of seeing you during the school year. After all, I am your legal guardian, maybe I can come and see a Quidditch game… And I mean it. I will be careful so you don’t have to worry… 

               Most of what he did was thank Harry for visiting, that he was going to use Harry’s advice, and a final promise he was going to be careful. And Harry believed him... even though there was still a small voice that told Harry that he might only be disappointed in the end…

              That Sirius will never change.

               “I think it's wonderful that your godfather is writing to you,” Hermione said, smiling, ignoring Ron’s hurt stares as he rubbed the ear she had just pinched. “Even…. Even if you did see him yesterday.”

               Upon finishing her sentence, Hermione frowned. Now it seemed she understood why Ron had said what he said. She paused in her selection of breakfast foods. Whatever, it didn’t matter to Harry. Funnily enough, he was much too excited about what it said to be bothered about the timing.

               “Is it good things?” Melody asked, “In the letter?”

               Harry smiled, folding it up carefully.

               “Yeah, good things,” Harry agreed, smiling, as he stuffed it into his robes..

               Things were… they were better than they were yesterday. He was feeling much better than he was yesterday. It was either the sleep, promise of Quidditch later that day, or something. Whatever it was, he was happy for it.

               “Speaking of good things,” Ron whispered, leaning forward, “now that you’re here… we might as well continue with the plan we decided yesterday.”

               “Yesterday?” Hermione repeated, confused.

               “Yesterday yesterday,” Melody corrected.

               She smiled at the two of them as if expecting praise.

               “Two days ago,” Ron said, very visibly conflicted between being upset about Melody’s choice of words and grateful she knew what he was saying. “You know, the day where we go through the Half-Blood Prince’s book on the downtime and-”

               “Destroy a Horcrux,” Harry finished.

               There was a flash of surprise before Ron nodded with excitement.

               Harry couldn’t deny that he was excited too. There were going to be new spells, hopefully, more new spells he could teach to the D.A. members, all of them. And get the older members back. 

               Without thinking about it, Harry looked toward the Slytherin table. There were a few people missing… Malfoy and his goons… But, there Nico was. Looking rather confused and, well, normal with his friends.

               Normal enough, even if he did look a little sleepy.

               “We should talk to him after breakfast,” Harry said.

 

               There was no point in going to breakfast that morning. Draco did not feel hungry. And he did not feel sleepy, despite his mind running wild during most of the night. 

               The Slytherin looked down at the tall wooden cabinet. It was not lit very well in the Room of Requirement, especially not in this section. Only a few torches were placed and the tall mounds of broken and prohibited items took most of that light. Even so, Draco could still see what was inside of the otherwise empty cabinet. 

               It made his lips pull down as he stared, dread and horror filling him to the brim.

               This was only the beginning.

               And his father was out of Azkaban. He wished he could say he was happy. 

               His wand hung loosely at his side as Draco stared at a lifeless yellow bird inside of the cabinet. Whatever magic he had, however powerful it was enough to make that yellow bird appear, it wasn’t enough to make its heart start beating again.

               And at that fact, Draco stood still; forlorn.

               Strangely enough, when the small birds died, the forms stayed. He had learned that before.

               At least, they stayed for a few hours. Draco didn’t want to see the bodies, so he got rid of them quickly. 

               After a few moments, he looked to the side, seeing a pile of mostly white handkerchiefs. Some were stained with different paints. Yellow. Blue. Red. Likely left over from the art club or other, random, artists. He normally wouldn’t have deemed them clean enough to touch, but then again… this wasn’t normal circumstances.

               The handkerchiefs were shoved up against a few abandoned paintings. Quietly, he walked over and took two, then made his way to the cabinet.

               He crouched down slowly and with careful movement he cupped the dead bird with the two handkerchiefs.

               His father was probably with the Dark Lord at this moment. Waiting. Waiting for Draco to complete his mission. It was not the beginning of the year any longer, no it was going faster and faster and he had- he had to finish it this year. He had to finish this task before the year ended. Time was running out for him.

               No one liked to wait.

               No one.

               So why was it that Draco found himself wanting to do anything else but this? Anything but fix the cabinet, and see the dead birds?

               He held the body in his hands and left, searching for a box. Draco told himself that he had to hide it, but there was no need. Maybe it would disappear within an hour. Despite it all, he couldn’t bring himself to let it lay there.

               And Death stood there, looming with their head nearly touching the ceiling, watching, and waiting. There was no soul to collect here, but that didn’t stop the semi-mortals from calling him. And it didn’t stop their grief, however simple or superfluous it was.

               Though, Death was here long before the bird stopped chirping.

 

               Pansy wasn’t focused on the conversations that began to form after Blaise and Theodore sat at the end of the Slytherin table. She was looking, first trying to find people, before blankly staring. Thinking.

               It didn’t take any genius to guess that she was wondering where Draco was. And she wasn’t the only one. Nico frowned as he tried not to worry.

               Draco’s father escaped and knowing that he was arrested at the Department of Mysteries, he’s most likely with Voldemort. Whatever it is Draco is trying to do… His father being back with Voldemort isn’t going to make him stop. 

               In fact, it could be pushing him to do it faster.

               They have to be related. Voldemort. Draco doing something new. And Regulus Black. He was young, Harry mentioned that he was sixteen when he joined… What if… What if Draco is-

               “Guess what the Ministry is doing,” Tracey announced, now staring at the Daily Prophet’s newspaper. She had it folded up with her hands, only letting her eyes shine through.

               “What?” Millicent asked.

               “You have to guess!” Tracey smirked mirthlessly. In fact, it looked somewhat painful.

               That got Pansy’s attention. She narrowed her eyes at Tracey and scowled.

               “It's something stupid, isn’t it?”

               Tracey didn’t answer. Instead, she laid down the newspaper, quickly pointing toward an article shoved to the side. The fancy lettering of, “Hoo, What, Where, and Why?” greeted them instantly. Pansy narrowed his eyes in both disgust and confusion.

               “The Ministry is asking for tips about where the Death Eaters could be,” Tracey said, “but… they said they also needed to know who was sending them. They’d go so far to track the owls being used.”

               Nico blinked.

               Really?

               There was no way Death Eaters weren’t in the Ministry. Even before Voldemort came to power, there must have been some people already there… Was Umbridge a Death Eater? She was horrible and did everything for Cornelius Fudge, but…

               They have a new Minister of Magic. A scarier looking one.

               What did they say? That he was the previous head of the Auror office? 

               “They said it was to make sure no one could put in false claims. That the name would only go on the files for a short while and then burned after the check,” Tracey explained, smiling fakely.

               Pansy snorted, “Sure they will. Mom talked about how files went missing all the time- just think, how is anyone supposed to know these files are stolen when they were supposed to be destroyed?”

               “That… sounds like a bad idea,” Daphne offered hesitantly. 

               Yeah, and that’s an understatement.

               A sinking dread developed in Nico’s stomach.

               Before he could say anything, someone had squished themselves between Pansy and Nico. Instantly Pansy scowled, turning around and- “Hey, what are you- oh.”

               “Hi,” Melody greeted, giving her a wide smile, before turning to Nico. Without giving Nico a chance to ask what she was there for, she leaned forward and whispered into his ear, “when you’re done here, meet us on the second floor near the Girls’ Lavatory.”

               “The girls’ Lavatory?” Nico repeated and when he turned, she was already bounding off, giving him a smile and wave.

               Following the Golden Trio out of the Great Hall.

               “You guys are still going on with the plan?” Pansy asked.

               The plan. Destroy the Horcruxes Nico has in his possession. Try out some spells that Harry and Ron found… Ugh. At least they have a place to do it all at… and a means to destroy it. At least, they should. 

               It was Harry's second year though, Nico remembered. They must have not known it was a Horcrux when they destroyed it.

               Pansy. Why does she look worried?

               “Yeah,” Nico answered simply, looking around the students still milling about. Not many were up to eat breakfast anymore. “There is no reason not to, really.”

               Even if the Mass Escape does change things.

               Like… like nerves. Or professors wandering about… Ministry of Magic workers wandering about...

               “No reason not to?” Pansy repeated, narrowing her eyes at him. Abruptly, she paused. “I… You know how it is going to be right now, don’t you?”

               Not waiting for an answer, she looked down at the end of the Slytherin table. Nico was confused.

               “Do you want to come with me?” he asked.

               “I do, but…” She continued to look down at the table and, finally, fully sat down. “That group of Slytherins has been watching us the whole time. I think they want to talk to me,” Pansy groaned, slumping into the table, “I’ve never seen such a younger group attached to a leader, Merlin. Even when I was a thoughtless first year I didn’t do this.”

               Frowning, Nico leaned forward. He searched for the group she spoke about and, in an instant, he found them. In fact, he caught them red-handed. A few of the girls immediately turned their attention elsewhere.

               And then Nico leaned back.

               He didn’t want to leave Pansy behind. She came to the meeting the night before because she wanted to become involved. She wanted to see what he was doing. The little updates weren’t enough.

               No, they weren’t enough when she was already involved. Ever since that night when Voldemort had made that roof crash down…

               Nico turned his head, trying not to think of it. Stupid. He was stupid then! And she came after him. But… there was not much to do now. Just trudge forward.

               And there was a Slytherin group who did need to talk to Pansy. After all, she was Slytherin’s leader.

               “I’ll update you on what happens,” Nico offered.

               She wasn’t too bothered with that, nodding with a reluctantly content face.

               “I’ll see you later, just… be careful with the demigod stuff.”

               “I will.”

 

               “You said she was getting Will?” Harry asked.

               He looked back at Hermione and Ron, who were quietly discussing... something. He frankly hadn’t been paying much attention once they made it to the girls' lavatory. He thought of the note in his pocket, hoping… well, wondering what, at the moment, Sirius was doing. What Lupin was doing.

               After all, Harry, Ron, Hermione, Melody… wow, so many people now, were on their own. Doing what needed to be done about the Horcruxes.

               Does Dumbledore care?

               “Er, yes,” Hermione answered and-

               Why does Hermione look as if she has been running? We’ve walked all the way here. And we’ve been just waiting.

               He gave her a weird look.

               “What are you two talking about?” Harry asked, not thinking too much about it.

               He instantly knew his question was a mistake when her face became redder and she quickly turned, trying to hide her expression.

               “What we are going to wear for Slughorn’s Christmas party,” Ron answered somewhat calmly. Oh, there was only a small form of mild panic in his eyes. “It’s hard to figure out what to wear when I only have the abomination from the Yule Ball.”

               They are… they are going together!

               Though there should have been something in Harry’s mind to tell him to shut up quickly, that he probably didn’t want to know this, he didn’t quite think again before he spouted out what directly went into his mind.

               “Are two trying to match? Like a couple?”

               The transition from pale freckled face to tomato was at record speed for Ron. However, Ron must have been happy that, in an effort to hide her face, Hermione wasn’t turned toward him either. Just like them, Harry quickly realized, maybe he didn’t want to be there for the answer.

               “Hey, guys! Ha, almost couldn’t see you there was a crowd of students walking by and- What just happened?” Melody asked, her eyes darting between the trio.

               Oh, thank god.

               “Nothing,” Harry quickly answered, “where is Will? Hermione said-”

               “Don’t tell me we have to go into the girls' bathroom,” Will interrupted beside him, giving the doors a not happy look.

               Harry felt the need to collect himself before answering. He took a deep breath, trying his best to forget that he jumped.

               I thought it was just his boyfriend who did that… Walk real quiet and show up right next to someone to speak.  I should have known.

               Sure enough, Ron replied before Harry could, “we have to go into the girls' bathroom." It elicited a groan of annoyance from Will.

               Harry turned back to Melody.

               “So, where’s Nico?”

               “Took me a little while to find out what you were talking about, Melody.”

               And there is the boyfriend.

               Another. Heartattack. Harry couldn’t get a break, could he?

               With his hand itching to go over his very tired heart, he looked at the bathroom. Been a while since he had been in there. He heard Hermione try to make a plan of walking in without looking so suspicious, even if there were so few students looking at them… much like the group of wizards and demigods, the other students had their own lives to attend to.

               And parties to plan with the knowledge that there will be more patrols of the professors and Ministry of Magic workers. 

               To think what happened his second year, walking into the Chamber of Secrets, with Gildaory Lockheart and Ron, destroying Tom Riddle’s diary…

               I’m only going to finish what I started I guess.

               “Hey, Nico,” Harry greeted, “and sorry. Will might have already told you, but to get where we have to go, we need to go into the girls' laboratory.”

 

               “What did you drop the scales for?” Draco asked, glaring at Crabbe.

               The other Slytherin was still in the much smaller and girlier form. But, Draco could see through the polyjuice potion, the fire in Crabbe’s eyes was only getting brighter as the year troughed on. His hands were in fists, and Goyle, beside him, was just trying to stay still. As he always was. As they always were.

               After getting almost nothing done- ugh, only killing birds and things, and my damn hand got caught with a splinter again-

               “People are thinking about using the Room of Requirement soon,” Crabbe snapped back, glowering at him.

               “Thinking?” Draco repeated, baffed. “Just thinking?” he mocked.

               Draco used his height to his advantage, walking up to Crabbe with a matching scowl. It was annoying having Crabbe fight back. He had never done so in the past… he knew. He knew his place. It was trailing at Draco’s side.

               But not now.

               “It would help if you told us what it was you need help for.”

               Oh, even if Crabbe was in the body of a little first year, he didn’t act like it. Crabbe encroached on Draco’s space and immediately Draco took a step back, looking away uncomfortably. His eyes darted to see that Goyle was surprisingly listening intentionally, and if that little glow in his eyes said anything, it was that he agreed with Crabbe.

               “You two don’t need to know. All you need to know is that it was given by the Dark Lord.”

               And with that name, all their fight dissipated, but not the fire.

               Crabbe backed up and let Draco stand his ground. He knew.

               Things were this way for a reason. It was chosen.

               It was just… just the way it was meant to be. The way it had to be. Crabbes and Goyles followed Malfoys. Pure-Bloods were followed because of the skill and knowledge that came from their ancestry. The Dark Lord gave Draco his task for a reason and no one else.

               It had… it had to be for something.

               Not because his father disappointed the Dark Lord. They were better than everyone else! Weren’t they? Weren’t they?

               “Still maybe… maybe it would be good to have a break,” Goyle said, “I know I would like to have breakfast.”

               Thinking with his stomach.

               It didn’t bother Draco as much as it normally would have. He would have made a smart comment and they'd go back to trying to fix up the Vanishing Cabinet. But, like most things this year, Draco wasn’t feeling that.

               “Okay,” Draco replied half-heartedly, not bothering to look at the two as he started out the door.

               He assumed Goyle and Crabbe would follow, after all, they were going to the same place.

               It was strange as he walked. It appeared like most people were going about their own business, talking loudly within their own groups or running somewhere else. It was as if this day was a normal day. And no one spared Draco the extra glance.

               He didn’t know whether to be happy about it or insulted.

               Instead, he felt nothing.

               He continued to feel nothing as he walked by two familiar faces.

               “No, no Luna, we need to find Marvus,” Neville insisted, frowning as he looked about the hallway.

               His eyes completely glossed over Draco before recognizing him. It was a quick flicker, a pause in his mission before he turned back to Lovegood.

               “He needs to know people want a meeting soon,” he finished. 

 

               “You want to know where to get the book?” Pansy repeated, baffled.

               “They aren’t in the library, where did you get yours?” the young Slytherin girl asked, frowning. She had long black hair, falling over her Slytherin tie. “I’ve searched everywhere and Madame Pince only told me to leave.”

               And to think that they would ask something… more important. A crowd of first years and all they wanted to know was where she got Pride and Prejudice. With one quick glance to Tracey, oh, okay. Yeah, this was real. Pansy should take this seriously and... And to give them an answer.

               “Nico di Angelo gave me the copy,” Pansy answered simply, “I’d suggest going to ask him where to get it. You might have to get it from a Muggle store or something.”

               Pansy had never wondered how to get copies. Last year, it was as if the Great Gatsby appeared in others’ hands. She didn’t have to do anything. But, it looked like these younger students needed help. Ugh, like how they need help with everything.

               “It’s a Muggle book, isn’t it, like last year,” the black-haired first year muttered in confusion.

               “I thought that was just a rumor,” Another piped up. Brown-haired this time.

               “What?” Pansy asked, “a rumor?”

               “Yes, why would a witch of your standing be reading a book written by a mere Muggle?”

               Pansy felt something strange. She turned her head, confused, before looking at the last first year more sternly. A first year who looked not like the rest of her friends… straight brown hair that shone… She looked somewhat familiar.

               “I’m sorry, what’s your name?” Pansy asked the young girl.

               At that question, the Slytherin in question stood up taller.

               “I’m Rosier. Well, that’s my last name. I’m Molly Rosier.”

               Pansy nodded and recognized her last name instantly. Her mother had spoken about the family before… and so had her father. Rosier was one of the sacred Twenty-Eight. And… the name of one of the top supporters of Voldemort.

               “Well, Molly, even if it is written by a Muggle, I would still recommend the book. Perhaps you can find someone who has access to a Muggle bookstore, or enter the town yourself,” Pansy replied tartly.

               She didn’t know how Cassius could stand this- how could she stand this? Was this a new development or was she… did she not notice this before?

               “But, you know how it is, especially right now,” Molly replied, looking about the Great Hall with hidden worry, “they don’t want to speak to us. Any of the Mud- Muggleborns. And there is no way I’m going into those Muggle cities, not with… Not if I can be confused with everyone there.”

               Pansy stood up, scowling, her patience running thin.

               “Why is it you all are coming to me then? So I can do everything for you?”

               Seriously? A whole part of Slytherin is ambition. Is cunning. 

               Molly looked to the side, suddenly ashamed, before turning toward Pansy with a face of anguish.

               “My brother, Felix, he said… he said to go to Prefects for help. And the Slytherin leader. And.. you’re you! You’re- you’re the only one who helps us,” she said, turning away, “the new prefects are only worried about their clubs and marks. And… Malfoy, he’s-”

               “You don’t have to bring him up, I already know he’s useless this year,” Pansy interrupted, scowling. “I didn’t realize the other prefects were bad too.”

               Molly nodded and the rest of her friends, well, they… they were about as happy as her. Pansy sighed.

               “Maybe when I’m done, you can read from this copy. Or... I’ll try to figure something out.”

               “Thank you, Parkinson,” Molly said, smiling.

               As they scurried away, Pansy couldn’t help but wonder if she did something wrong. She felt like she did. Something was… nagging her. Frowning, she only looked at her book.

               Pride and Prejudice.

 

               “So… this school was made to host a Basilisk because Salazar Slytherin didn’t like the Muggleborns here?” Will asked, looking around the Chamber of Secrets. There was awe in his eyes.

               Holding his hand, Nico stood, his face hard as he looked around the Chamber. There was no fear in Nico’s eyes, only familiarity as he looked about. Harry had been into the Slytherin common room. He knew the Chamber of Secrets didn’t not look not too different.

               It had the same moody dark green lighting, sounds of water dripping, and decoration of snakes, with intricate scales and expressions that followed them as they walked to the other end. Water had risen from the last time he had been there, even near the entrance there were large puddle spots unavoidable on the marble floor.

               He could already see what was left of the Basilisk. Luckily, he couldn’t smell it anymore.

               After all, it had been around four years since the last time he was in here. When he was in here alone.

               Well, not alone. Just with sixteen-year-old Horcrux Tom Riddle and an unconscious Ginny. And Fawkes.

               “Not Muggleborns technically, rather people who he deemed unworthy to study magic,” Hermione answered, no doubt straight from the textbook Hogwarts, A History.

               “Might as well say Muggleborns though,” Ron muttered under his breath, frowning as he eyes the snake’s open mouths.

               Harry nodded, “Voldemort made the Basilisk go after Muggleborns our second year in the beginning… Until he went for me. The snake was more than willing to go after anyone, but he did have to get some instructions.”

               “You guys certainly had a very eventful time here,” Melody said.

               There was a kind of wistfulness like she had almost wished to be there as well. Before Harry could do anything, Will smacked her arm and gave her a frown. He heard the exchange of “that’s not something to be jealous about” and “I’m not!” but he couldn’t be too sure. 

               The three demigods decided to take the rear and now, upfront, Hermione and Ron appeared to be walking even faster.

               “Salazar didn’t write Muggleborns because he also included people who were part ‘beast,’ Squibs, and people who did not help 'Wizard' kind, ” retorted Hermione, “I guess what people call Blood Traitors nowadays. You know you remember how he took Ginny down here.”

               Ron scoffed.

               “Yeah, I won’t forget that,” he muttered under his breath.

               “Voldemort’s starting to sound more and more like Magical Hitler,” Will said, giving Nico’s hand a small squeeze.

               Ron and Hermione gave a small flinch and… Melody flexed her hand into a fist.

               Harry nodded, “there is a reason why no one likes to hear his name. He has left only death wherever he goes.”

               Except me.

               At last, they made it to the Basilisk. At least, what was left of it.

               The bones of the body were still barely held together by tiny bits of tissue and dried skin. Half of the body was under a few inches of water and green mold grew, only going up a few more millimeters before letting the rest of the bone be white.

               Ron didn’t wait, he went straight for the fangs with Hermione not too far behind, warning him about the venom that could still be dangerous to him. Will joined in too, quickly assessing the best part to break. And, Harry… Harry watched.

               It was weird… to have people with him for this.

               “What happened?” Nico asked as he stared down at the bones.

               Harry jumped with surprise, not hearing the demigod move to his side.

               There was something different in his eyes. Maybe it was because he was in his element. Underground, in front of a dead thing that still could kill if they mishandled a tooth.

               Or has it rotted away? The venom? Does it decay ever?

               “How was it? Destroying a Horcrux?” Nico asked.

               What- I- Oh.

               “It was...” Harry frowned. The first thing he thought was it was foggy, but that must have been the venom in his veins moments before. “It wasn’t that hard. After I was nearly dying, the young Tom Riddle, young Voldemort, was taunting me as I was dying and… Then Fawkes’ tears healed me, he brought the diary over. Tom tried to stop me, he had my wand, and I- I didn’t even know what the notebook was, but I stabbed it with a Fang. And then my wand hit the ground. He was gone.”

               Nico narrowed his eyes, frowning.

               “Dying and then coming back to life isn’t fun,” Nico commented, almost too nonchalantly, and then he tilted his head. “But… he had a form. I guess he can protect himself.”

               Harry blinked and before he could ask why, Nico had started to wander away.

               “I’ll be back,” Nico announced.

               “Hmm?” Harry and Ron asked in unison.

               Ron already had a loose fang in his hand, holding it tightly so that it pointed away from everyone. Will’s attention was also on Nico, ready to say something.

               “I left the Horcruxes in my bedroom,” Nico answered, shrugging.

               But, what, he’s not even walking toward the exit.

               “Why didn’t you get them before you came?” Ron asked.

               Harry nodded, frowning.

               Nico wasn’t normally so dull in the mind.

               “My Underworld bedroom,” Nico clarified.

               Oh.

               And just as Ron was about to say anything, Nico disappeared.

 

               It didn’t bother Nico that they watched as he shadowtravelled, nor the gasp as they realized he really was disappearing. He had gotten to where he needed to be.

               Nico found himself in his bedroom in the Underworld. The demigod turned to see his little bed, nightstand, and drawer. No need to walk in the gates, see the dead people walking around, nothing. Just here to grab some things and go.

               It was nice to have at least the simple things before they would have to face the Horcrux- like, he didn’t expect to actually have to fight someone. Something.

               Maybe we hand the task to just one person- it shouldn’t be too hard to stab something with the fang, it-

               Nico jumped backward and the drawer with Horcruxes in it fell to the ground with soft tings that- that only got louder. The Horcruxes buzzed, trapped underneath the drawer, eliciting louder and louder clangs.

               The demigod had a flash of what he saw before he dropped it- The wood on the inside wasn’t as it was before. Wasn’t as it was at all. 

               Fuck, I can’t believe I forgot my sword now of all times, Nico thought as he turned to look outside the room. 

               Another sword was leaning against the wall, one he had decided not to bring to Hogwarts after taking it out of a knight’s hand. Grabbing it, he walked back to where the drawer and two Horcruxes layed-

               And he used the sword to flip over the drawer.

               The wood looked as if it had been both frozen and reheated. White cracks danced all across the blackened insides like spiderwebs, leaving clear indents of where the cup and tiara were before.

               “What the hell?” Nico said, his eyes widening.

               He had been checking the Horcruxes, right? He remembered the stress, the fact that there was apparently one more out there, or.... Wait. When was the last time he had actually opened the drawer?

               Frowning, he looked toward his bed. In a split-second decision, he took off the sheets. He stalked over to the Horcruxes and wrapped them with the fabric, even as they bounced and whispered with a vengeance. He could feel the souls in them… It was like a rock in a shoe, something that shouldn't be there and so unignorable.

               He closed his eyes, frowning.

               The Horcruxes didn’t feel like this before… it was almost like they were stronger. Pulsing. Louder than before.

               I don’t think I’m leaving you guys here again, he thought, his face twisting. Gods. Right when I think I can get this over with. Right when I have a plan, it falls apart. It’s- it’s- 

               It’s fine. We’ll get rid of them, one way or another. And even if we can only get rid of one, we will do the other in later. I’ll find the last, and then… then prophecy can be fulfilled. The quest will be fulfilled.

               Opening his eyes, Nico went and disappeared into the shadows.

 

               “But just because the maid said he was okay doesn’t mean anything, I mean, they are like our House Elves, right? You can’t trust them to be truthful about their mas- wizards.”

               “The only way you’ll know if Darcy is good is if you finish,” Tracey replied to Pansy, her tone showing how she was annoyed. Daphne quickly nodded in agreement, “now, come on, we need to get going. I’ve been thinking of a new thing to draw…”

               Tracey let her words trail off as her eyes wandered to Professor Slughorn, who was avidly talking to Flora Carrow. Something about the Slugclub no doubt, that was the only thing he was talking about lately… as well as his Christmas party.

               It was getting closer and closer and for it being a very exclusive party, he did not shy away from letting everyone know it was happening… and that they were not invited.

               It was… annoying, to say the least.

               Pansy’s thoughts changed as she watched Tracey stand up, and she soon joined her, bringing her book to her side. And, once again, she thought about Darcy. He couldn’t have gotten better within a few weeks after Elisabeth said he was horrible... or was he always better? No, the way he was at the ball, it was just...

               People don’t work like that. They don’t change within a snap.

               The other Houses didn’t change within a snap. Slytherin didn’t change with a snap. Pansy thought. Things were changing, but was it fast enough? And were they changing at all?

               The conversation she just had with the young Slytherins, there was something wrong about it. The way that Rosier talked about-

               “You’ve been reading this book forever, I’m surprised you aren’t done. It’s rather short, and from what you’ve described, it isn’t far from what you like to read.” Tracey said, interrupting Pansy’s thoughts.

               Blinking, she stopped focusing on Rosier’s words from hours before.

               “I’ve been busy,” Pansy answered, then she narrowed her eyes. “Wait, where did Daphne and Millicent go? They were just here?”

               She looked around and… sure enough, they were not trailing behind them. What?

               “You sure have been busy,” Tracey answered, smirking, “thinking and thinking. They just said they were going to go to the Library. Speaking of going places, why didn’t you go with Nico to the meeting?”

               Meeting? He isn’t having a meeting, he’s… Oh.

               No, instead he was doing something far more dangerous. Far more dangerous and something that was actually a part of his quest. Something that mattered.

               “There… there is no need for me there. There are more than enough people, the young Slytherins needed me, and he’s going to give me an update,” Pansy said. Then she sighed. “Besides, I don’t even think I can do anything.”

               “Then what can you do?”

               Pansy turned her eyes up fast at her friend, ready to say something far too quick to not be venomous, but then… There was no judgement in her face. Rather, it was soft. It was sympathetic and inviting. Inviting for Pansy to think, to dare think of something. But what?

               Pansy had been wrestling with the idea that she wasn’t doing enough, but she was doing fine. She was doing what she could. She offered help to Nico when she could. And, frankly, wasn’t that all she could do? What she was doing now?

               Maybe, since I’m the leader of Slytherin I could… or would they just give it to someone else? What should I-

               “I was thinking-” Pansy said, and her eyes caught familiar white-blonde hair and then-

               Draco, Crabbe, and Goyle. They are here. They’re walking in the Great Hall.

               The words fell from her lips and she paused.

               What the Slytherins said came to her. Nico’s words came to her. The Sorting Hat’s song came to her.

               Under Cassius Warrington, things changed. Permanently. She felt it when she saw Hufflepuffs. When she saw the other Houses. Sure, people always had friends in the other Houses, but there was never this… this truce. This standstill. What normally would have been an eventful morning, was… was waiting.

               They were waiting.

               This is what I need to do. I don’t know how, but… I need to change Slytherin’s mind again. Instead of tentative truce, we need something stable.

               Draco’s grey eyes met with hers and Pansy turned away, facing Tracey.

               “I was thinking we need to do something,” Pansy muttered under her breath, “now, I remember you telling us in order to come together we need to unite against something… before it was Umbridge. We might need to pick another thing.”

               “And, who do you propose?” Tracey asked with a smile, “Slughorn?”

 

               “I can’t wait to learn how to Apparate,” Ron commented, shaking his head as he looked at the place Nico disappeared. His hand still held the fang, to which now most of the group looked at.

               “And we still won’t be able to do that, even with the lessons this year. No one can Apparate inside Hogwarts,” Hermione said, crossing her arms.

               “Why do you always have to be a killjoy?” Ron asked, turning toward her.

               Immediately, Hermione huffed and crossed her arms.

               “Hey, she’s not a killjoy,” Melody said, bounding over to Hermione’s rescue. However, instead of patting Hermione or doing anything of that sort, she turned toward Ron, “now, Ron, how about you let me look at that fang, close up, come on- just let me see-”

               She was not waiting for Ron to even answer, already grabbing for the fang. Oh my god, this was not a good idea.

               “Hey- Melody! Be careful, don’t!” Will called. 

               There was a shuffling as Ron got away from the skeleton and put the fang out of her reach. It was almost like she was a child who he had stolen candy from… only it was a fang as large as a knife and could easily inject them with viable, fatal venom.

               “Look who’s being the killjoy now!” Melody squealed, frowning as she now grabbed his arm and pulled it downward.

               There was an expression of shock on Ron’s face. No, he couldn’t have seen that coming nor did it look like he could do anything to stop her.

               “Be careful! If that venom is strong enough to kill a Horcrux, then it’s strong enough to kill you!” Hermione urged.

               At that, Ron paused, and Melody, bless her, grabbed the fang from his hands. Hermione went over, already scowling at Melody for being so reckless. Meanwhile, Ron was standing there and looked at Harry, as if nothing had happened.

               “Actually, shouldn’t we work on some spells then? Some spells that the Half-Blood Prince did?” Ron asked, glancing between from Will and Harry. 

               From the side, Melody groaned, turning around the fang before looking up at them. Bored already with the fang. Hermione, on the other hand, didn’t hear what he had asked right away.  She looked between all of them, confused. 

               “I do have all necessary things to keep you safe if you want to practice the spells,” Will said.

               In an instant, Hermione knew. And she was not very happy. However, her mouth remained pursed. This was what they had agreed. They would be careful, but they would not stop trying the Half-Blood Prince’s spells.

               “Maybe-” Harry started-

               “Why don’t you two go over the ones you already learned, hm?” Hermione said. “Practice to see how the range is.”

               Ron immediately frowned. 

               “No, the whole point of this is to go over new spells in case we get hurt.”

               “And start right before trying to destroy a Horcrux? That isn’t a good idea”

               “You can’t be like this, Hermione! You need to be able to be tough about it! Things are changing, as you may have noticed, this might get more serious and it would be good for us to know some different spells than the other side-”

               “I don’t think learning spells out of a vandalized textbook is going to bridge the knowledge gap between the Death Eaters and us.”

               Harry never wanted anything more than to disappear from that room. He didn’t need to witness another row between then and- and Will didn’t either. The demigod was looking at them, conflicted between stepping in and- and so was Melody? What is wrong with them?

               It was only at that brilliant moment did Nico come walking in.

               The tension between Hermione and Ron didn’t cease but definitely decreased. Even if Hermione did cross her arms and Ron muttered annoyingly under his breath.

               “That was fast,” Melody said, nodding toward Nico.

               When there wasn’t an immediate reply, Harry knew something was weird. The tension totally disappeared as Will walked forward, his hand reaching out to touch Nico’s shoulder. In his arms was something- somethings - wrapped up in a blanket.

               He could hear the things twitching from where he stood.

               “You okay, Sunshine?” Will asked, moving beside Nico.

               “Be careful,” Nico said, frowning, not letting go of the fabric.

               The wizards took the hint and stepped back from him. Melody frowned, trying to exchange a look with Will. However, the other demigod didn’t return anything as he continued to stare at his boyfriend.

               Wordlessly, Nico gently let the fabric fall to the ground. From inside the two objects rolled to the ground with a tink.

               And Harry winced. He could hear buzzing coming from them, awful annoying sounds as if they were trying to speak to him. The sounds make chills crawl across his shoulder and down his spine.

               “What is wrong with them?” Melody asked, already kneeling down near them, her eyes wide, “they weren’t like this before.”

               Though she was talking, it sounded far off. Why was Harry so focused on them? Merlin, all he could hear was their annoying noises- like nails on a chalkboard. Melody’s fingers reached out to touch them and Harry quickly felt the urge to stop her- no she cannot touch them- they were-

               No, his concern wasn’t out of safety. It was out of possessiveness.

               But, in a second, Will was there, grabbing her arm. And Harry was glad for it. That strange urge to hold them faded and he felt himself frowning. What just happened?

               “I don’t think it’s a good idea to touch them just after you noticed they’re different from normal,” Will chided.

               Melody opened her mouth and then quickly shrugged.

               “We just need to destroy them,” Melody said simply, “so, who wants to?”

               For the first time since he had gotten there, Nico looked up at Harry.

               And then he realized he needed to say something.

               “Anyone. But know that he’s going to try to fight back”

               They looked at the Horcrux. Not knowing who it was, there was the sound of a gulp.

               “I could do it,” Hermione said, “destroy one of them.”

               “What?”

               Ron was the first one to speak up. He sounded baffled. 

               “Don’t sound too surprised,” Hermione snapped, “I… I can do it. Harry said it wasn’t hard. There is no Basilisk to kill. You don’t have to do it again. I can do it.”

               “If you really want to, you can…” Ron trailed off but moved back.

               Then, in succession, they all moved backward, leaving somewhat of a radius around Hermione. Wordlessly, Melody handed over the fang. Hermione timidly looked at it before letting her hand fully wrap around it.

               “You’ve got it, Hermione,” Ron tried to encourage.

               From Hermione’s expression, it fell flat. Hermione frowned and looked down at the tiara.

               “It can’t be too hard,” Hermione said to herself, “all I have to do is stab it with the fang…”

               The moment she got closer, everything changed. It was as if the Horcrux knew. Smoke flew out from the blanket until a young man stood before them. At least, he first had the form of a young man.

               There was something wrong as his face changed, something uncanny. He was a little too pale, like a sculpture where someone couldn’t get the face or skin color just right. There was something inhuman the way his eyes found the wizards, witches, and demigods, and unnerving the way he watched them. His eyes shone red, glowing, fuming.

               He wasn’t like the Tom Riddle Harry had seen before, not at all.

               “Mudblood,” he snapped, “how dare you see any semblance of me.”

               Despite it all, Hermione merely stared at him with wide eyes.

               “He really does have a form,” Nico muttered beside him.

               “He’s not real,” Harry said, feeling the smoke begin to push him back.

               Only, he wasn't the only one, soon enough they were all taking steps backward. Nico had let go of Will’s hand and- They were all trying to go forward. It didn’t matter though, the wind pushed and howled, whistling against the water and corners.

               And Hermione still pushed through, Ron and Melody on either side.

               “Oh, I am real, real enough as your insecurities. Real enough to know you don’t know anything. Your parents couldn’t give you anything, you were born worthless.”

               Hermione stumbled on her way and there was a strange sound of something hitting the marble. Something familiar. Harry search the ground to see-

               Tom Riddle had Hermione’s wand in his hand, his red eyes glowing as he stared out at them.

               “No matter how many books you can read, you’ll never be enough. No matter how much you want it, you can never be one of us. You’ll never be good enough to be a real witch,” he said.

               He shouldn’t be this powerful. How did he get like this?

               Water began to rise around his ankles. Harry could feel his socks getting wet.

               Why was this taking so long?

               Hermione had stopped at Tom Riddle’s words. That was why it was taking so long. Why was she stopping? She said she could-

               A spell was casted at her, missing only because of Melody pushing her out of the way.

               “I don’t have to tell you any of this for you to know,” Tom said, raising her wand, “Mudblood.”

               “Hermione!” Ron screamed.

               A green spell was casted over her head and the fang in her hand went down onto the tiara. With a sickening crack, it shattered. A loud scream came from Tom and instead of the smoke disappearing, it roared, the water level increased.

               “Come on, we have to get out of here!” Melody said, grabbing Hermione and Ron from the ground.

               And like that, the water rose and they all ran out.

Notes:

So... What do guys all think?

 

Hopefully, I'll be able to update by next week! Gods. I hope I can get back on schedule. With the recovery time I need, I should be able to!

I hope you are all well and stay well until next time :)

Chapter 28: The Things We Bury Deep Inside

Notes:

A... small chapter? Yes :)

A little salami. As a treat! Hope you all enjoy it!

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Chapter Text

               “Mudblood,” he snapped, “how dare you see any semblance of me.”

               In all of the years of being friends with the Boy Who Lived, the Gryffindor who has faced Voldemort almost every year, the Famous Harry Potter, Hermione has not seen Voldemort. She had never caught a glimpse of the man whose name she didn’t like to speak, the wizard who, if he or people like him had his way, would never have let her step foot in Hogwarts.

               It was shocking, he was everything she had imagined… and not.

               He didn’t look right. What could have been once handsome features now only looked like horrible caricatures of what a person should look like. Too angled cheekbones, a nose too thin and strange, his skin nearly translucent.

               And his red eyes. No one had ever told her he had red eyes.

               Harry didn’t say he would be this powerful just as a Horcrux either, but, then again, Nico warned them. With a strange look, he said, simply, to be careful. There… there must have been a reason for that look. For why the demigod did not touch it himself.

               And still… and still, Hermione wanted to be the one to destroy it.

               You can’t be like this, Hermione! You need to be able to be tough about it! Things are changing, as you may have noticed, this might get more serious-

               As a Muggleborn, she knew, most of all of them, how important this was! How serious this was!

               Of course, that spat, that anger from the fight was long gone as she looked at the phantom form of young Voldemort. 

               And despite it all, Hermione still found herself pushing forward. Wind rippled her robes and messed with her already wild hair. It would have been hard to see or not eat any of it if it wasn’t all flowing past her.

               I said I could do it.

               Hermione took a step forward, holding the fang close to her.

               After all, a Horcrux is just a part of someone’s soul in an object. No extra body, nothing of the sort, the real Voldemort is somewhere else, somewhere-

               “Oh, I am real,” the smaller Voldemort said, creating shivers down her spine. She never thought he would sound like this, “as real as your insecurities. Real enough to know you don’t know anything. Your parents couldn’t give you anything, you were born worthless.”

               And Hermione stumbled. One moment she was trying to move forward, the next she was almost falling onto her hands and knees, only catching herself at the last second.

               I… 

               Hermione sucked in the air, trying to calm herself.

               Wait. Something doesn’t feel right… did something fall out of my robe pocket?

               Before she knew it, she saw what she had lost. Looking down, there was a ghostly hand already wrapping its fingers around it. Her eyes followed her wand, all the way up to see Tom Riddle’s face once more. To see his red eyes once more.

               No one ever told her he had red eyes. 

               They bore into her, like the sun beating down during summer, hurtful and burning. 

               “No matter how many books you can read, you’ll never be enough. No matter how much you want it, you can never be one of us. You’ll never be good enough to be a real witch.”

               It shouldn’t have mattered, and yet… She found that she couldn’t make another move.

               She watched as Tom Riddle raised her wand. Her wand.

               You’ll never be good enough to be a real witch.

               There was a reason she didn’t like the Half-Blood Prince’s book. A reason why she didn’t want them trying those spells… listening to the pointers in the margins. She had never felt so behind in a class before, she had never had trouble with potions before. With Professor Snape, sure he had been harsh, but she never wavered in his class, she had always proved herself, and yet-

               No matter how many books you can read, you’ll never be enough.

               Someone pushed her sideways. Stumbling, she turned just as the spell left her wand, flying past her shoulder. The flash of light should have woken her up, and yet… she couldn’t focus. She was frozen still.

               “I don’t have to tell you any of this for you to know,” Tom said, his voice piercing, “Mudblood.”

               It was like she woke up.

               When did the water rise?

               She felt it on her ankles as she looked around the floor. She didn’t notice it had risen so quickly, so quietly. Nonetheless, she knew what she had to do. Her eyes searched through the water, trying to find-

                A glimmering shine. She found the cause of all of this. The beautiful Diadem, with silver metalwork and blue jewels. A Ravenclaw artifact. A Horcrux.

               “Hermione!” Ron screamed.

               Already falling down to her knees, purposefully, something flew over her head. There was no time to react as she stabbed the fang into the Diadem as hard as she could.

               Through the water, she could hear it break. A sickening crack against the pretty metal. Why did he have to puck this artifact as his Horcrux?

               Tom Riddle disappeared, his red eyes no longer on her.

               And the water rose only more.

               “Come on, we have to get out of here!” Melody said, grabbing Hermione’s shoulder.

               Lifted up forcibly, she stumbled to get her footing. She saw Ron, looking at her, and, together, they all ran out.

 

               Another house, another day.

               Only, it wasn’t another day. Voldemort’s plan now had to change. Everything had changed. The enemy, the only people who were standing against him, now were… Well. Some of them were not like the wizards he had been around, nor were they the pathetic Muggles or Mudbloods or Squibs he despised. No, instead, they were something new.

               Well. Not so new.

               You’ve done things you can’t explain? He heard the voice say. A familiar voice. A voice he hadn’t heard in so long. Things that most people cannot do?

               He hadn’t thought about him in a long time either.

               He found his pace slowed as he walked. They were going toward the library of the Mansion, to the places he knew the Pure-Blood family kept their oldest, most precious knowledge. The Malfoys would no doubt have a wonderful collection because of their consistent, powerful status. And, unlike Hogwarts, the books weren’t removed when deemed to be too dark of magic. In fact, it was welcomed.

               Voldemort could see him too.

               Dark eyes and dark hair, smirking down at him. He was mostly made of angles, it often reminded him of shards of glass… 

               Have you seen things that no one else was able to see?

               The answer to most of those questions was only Yes. Yes, yes, yes, yes. But, to many, there was also confusion. He had said someone would come for Voldemort like they had tried to do for him. Enemies, wanting to kill them but also… others. Others who could give Voldemort more answers than he knew. 

               He was right. Someone did come for Voldemort. And when Voldemort did go to Hogwarts, finally, the wizards… the wizards didn’t know what Voldemort knew. After a year or two of confused expressions, Voldemort stopped asking questions.

               And to think. After all this time…

               Voldemort knew something was different. When the person who came to Voldemort was Dumbledore instead of… of that strange creature he described...

               Now, he wasn’t going to stop asking those questions. Oh, no, this was only going to be the start. Well. After they get to the library… And after Bellatrix finished informing him of the news- news he no longer cared to know.

               “Dark Lord, the Giants, they have still not agreed to join us. The ugly one who leads them still refuses to.”

               “They said the thing looked different, how so?”

               Perhaps if they got another one in place, they would join. Or they could turn the Giants against the leader since this beast was clearly not of their own.

               “Silver hair, silver eyes… he looks almost human.”

               Human. It was disgusting to compare giants to anything like humans, anything like them.

               Still... Then it must be different. Silver eyes? Silver hair? Another kind? Perhaps-

               It felt like an itch in his chest. A small and almost inconsequential feeling, but the position, the place was important. Voldemort might have brushed it off if nothing else happened. But then, that feeling became sharpened. He felt something strange, piercing him, and he heard a child’s scream, an older man’s voice, and…

               Voldemort stopped.

               “My lord, there are still other Giants who will join us,” Bellatrix said, running to the front of him, confused, “we don’t need that group, in fact, we might not need the horrible beasts-”

               Voldemort put up his hand and she instantly stopped. And she looked down, waiting.

               What was that? What was that feeling? He wondered.

               He stood still, his expression betraying his confusion. His hands went up to his chest, ghosting over… not his heart, but near the middle-lower part of his torso. The feeling by now had softened to nothing.

               It was as if nothing had happened.

               But he knew something had.

               “What is it, my Lord?” she asked, slowly looking up.

               There is no way. It couldn’t have happened, not yet.

               “Where is the Hufflepuff cup I gave you?” he asked, with cold fury.

               Bellatrix’s eyes widened.

               Not so soon. Unless it was because of those strange beings- that strange Slytherin boy-

               “My lord,” she said, confused and upset before sounding calm, “I can do so right now. The nasty goblins will have to let me in now, no matter what is happening-”

               “You can do it before my other order,” Voldemort interrupted, his eyes narrowing.

               Bellatrix bowed her head.

               “It will be done... Do not worry my lord, I’ll come back with news about your precious Cup… and the beast you described… One that is part human, part goat.”

Notes:

Hm... Any theories now?? :)

Chapter 29: To Say That I Know What I’m Doing Would Be an Outright Lie at This Point

Notes:

Hahah, I'm... hm. Expect another chapter in 2 weeks or 3! sadly, might continue to be the schedule. But! I hope you all enjoy this!

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Chapter Text

               It was only when Harry had caught his breath did he realize they had left some important things down in the Chamber of Secrets.

               Hermione was still white as a sheet, breathing deeply and erratically near him. Will was checking her hand, turning it over for scratches, muttering how she must have shattered the fang when she broke the tiara. Meanwhile, both Melody and Ron were trying to comfort Hermione in different ways; Melody patted her shoulder while Ron awkwardly tried to talk to her. Like her expression facing Voldemort himself, she was strangely not there, her eyes blank as if she was somewhere else.

               They don’t need me.

               Knowing no one was going to stop him, Harry went bounding down into the Chamber.

               The water had mostly retreated to its original sides. Mostly. Puddles littered across the pathway every step and water still hurriedly dripped down from the ceiling. His footsteps echoed across the Chamber as he ran, water splashing around his already wet shoes and robes.

               He might have been happy that the water wasn’t ankle deep if that was the only thing he cared about. However, right when he ran in, he noticed one important and dread-creating detail. 

               The skeleton of the Basilisk was gone.

               And there was no glint of gold.

               “Accio Hufflepuff cup!”

               Nothing happened.

               Harry closed his eyes, gritted his teeth, and let himself fall to his knees. His hands covered his face in frustration, rubbing at the scar that… had it been hurting the whole time? The whole time when Hermione was trying to destroy the Horcrux? Strange, he must have not noticed until now, when it eased.

               It was so easy before, well. I did almost die, but it wasn’t because young Tom Riddle- Fuck, okay, it was because Tome asked the Basilisk to kill me- though I didn’t die! How did… how did he know to get rid of everything?

               I… I don’t want to go searching through the waters to find that damn cup. I don’t want to ask them to help me, not after that… I don’t want...

               He felt a hand touch his shoulder.

               Startled, he looked up to see Nico, his face sympathetic and… something else. Almost pained. Confused, Harry watched as Nico lifted something that was hidden by his side to Harry’s eyes- something gold. Harry’s eyes widened at the sight.

               “Don’t worry, I got it,” Nico said, flashing the Hufflepuff cup hooked with one of his fingers. He turned to look at it. The shining cup in his hand didn’t seem to be doing anything. No screaming, nothing. “Surprisingly it hasn’t tried to yell at me.”

               Harry cracked a smile at that half-assed joke.

 

               “I guess… we should pick up next weekend,” Nico said.

               “It’s break next weekend,” Hermione said, broken out of her daze.

               “We will…,” Nico frowned, and then out a groan of annoyance, “we will make it work.”

               Harry let the last conversation during that meeting play over and over in his head. It had been a few days since then, but they all blurred together. Waiting for the new D.A meeting to start, he was messing around with which spells he should teach, review, or other activities for the rest of the week. It was disappointing they couldn’t practice any of the newer spells the Half-Blood Prince had to offer. Even if he had decided that it would be better to try to duel today, that decision was only made so that they could fill up the week with different things to do.

               You know. When he actually had a brain to think of something. 

               There was a D.A. meeting that day. Not the real meeting, more of "we need to plan what to do meeting." Shortly after leaving the Chamber of Secrets, Harry ran into Neville and Luna, already hosting their own “surprise emergency” meeting. Though Hermione had told everyone she was fine (that was the only way for Will to willingly leave at all), she wasn’t acting like herself. 

               Ron or Melody had to get her attention every five minutes for the first half of the "pre-meeting." It was only the second half of it that she finally said she was tired and left. Harry was just glad that she came to the actual meeting ten minutes before it started. 

               And just like the previous time, Nico came to the D.A. 2.0 meeting. 

               And just like the previous time, the people already here were curious and… nervous around the Slytherin.

               “Hermione isn’t fine, is she?” Nico asked, joining Harry at the side of the entrance.

               The Slytherin completely ignored the students staring at him as he went to stand by Harry. And he continued to purposefully not look their way.

               “She’s not researching the Half-Blood Prince right now,” Harry answered. 

               So… no, she wasn’t. Hermione was almost normal… But she didn’t bother to help them with homework, she told them to do it themselves or ask someone else for help. She hadn’t bothered Harry about getting a friend or a date to the Slug Club Christmas party. 

               Harry’s mood changed as he continued to see more and more people enter the Room of Requirement. A group of at least ten people shuffled in and Harry let out a breath of shock. 

               I didn’t know this many people were coming. There weren't this many at the last meeting…. Or. Or any meeting.

               Nico tapped his shoulder and, once again, Harry focused on the Slytherin.

               “She’s here,” Harry said, nodding toward Hermione. Melody was talking to her now, going on about… something. “Maybe you should ask her.”

               Nico frowned.

               Okay.

               “She snapped at Ron when he tried to ask about why she’s been acting differently,” Harry briskly explained, “Melody hasn’t tried.”

               Hermione could… figure out what was going on on her own? She clearly wasn't letting anyone help her. There wasn’t much more to say about it. Not when there were so many students already here and the meeting was about to start.

               Besides, there was too much to get into. Yes, Hermione has not been the same since that day, even later. It was strange, she wasn’t crying like she normally did when she was upset (at least, if she was, no one was telling him). Instead, she was snapping at whoever brought up any mention of the Horcrux and, surprisingly, the Half-Blood Prince, and trying her best to make everyone forget what had happened.

               “Neville, I need to ask you something!” Marvus yelled.

               Neville, startled from the yell, looked around before his attention settled on the Hufflepuff. Beside Neville was Luna, giggling softly at the scene.

              “Er, what is it?” Neville replied, confused.

               And then, another swarm of people came walking in, blocking the scene before him between Marvus and Neville. And Harry’s eyes widened. Yes. Even more people.

               Thank god I decided today was a dueling day.

               “I didn’t know it would get this popular,” Harry commented as he crossed his arms.

               I’m going to have to rethink how I’m teaching. I’ll actually probably need to get more people to help, more “teachers.” Though, I’ve already gotten what could be the best, unless I ask-

               “The Death Eaters being on the loose is probably a large factor,” Nico said, frowning.

               Yep, that… that was most likely, Harry thought. It’s surprising. They normally didn’t… didn’t worry. The other years, even last year, not all of the students were worried. Most of the students didn’t believe Harry. And people have escaped Azkaban before...

               But, things were different this year, weren’t they? With the increase of Dementors, the crimes against and murders of Muggles, almost every criminal being held in Azkaban were now out there with the freedom to do whatever they wanted. 

               At least, in theory.

               They knew Voldemort was real. Real enough that many parents were already talking about keeping their children out of Hogwarts. The only reason most didn’t was… because something was yet to happen at Hogwarts.

               “Yeah,” Harry replied softly, “it’s finally becoming clear to some people that he’s back too.”

               Neville was talking to Marus quietly before the Hufflepuff threw his fist in the air with a whoop. Neville looked as if he tried his best to hide. Then Marvus said, loudly, about thanking the gods he won’t have an awful time there.

               Where? What just happened?

               “I heard from Melody that you’re going to Grimmauld Place and then, just before Christmas, everyone is going to the Burrow,” Nico whispered. His voice was abnormally low, even though there was no one close enough to hear them. “At the Burrow, we can destroy the cup.”

               Harry frowned and the arms around himself tightened.

               He thought of the Chamber of Secrets and what it looked like after he had run back down. There were no fangs left to take… not with the skeleton lost to the water. 

               And the Horcrux was so much stronger, stronger than it should have been. There was no other way around it. Not with Nico’s expression, not with how Harry could feel it, almost calling out to him. And Hermione… it had said some things and though she said it was fine, that she didn’t care, he couldn’t help but know it must have hurt.

               “We’ll need to find another weapon to destroy it,” Harry said, “I know Godric Gryffindor’s sword can, but… Dumbledore has it in his office-” we can ask for it? But then, what is he going to say? After not- after not telling me about the Resurrection Stone, do I want to ask him for help? I mean, yes, but also- that is to say he might not even give it to us, saying we should yet with no explanation. And he hasn't even pulled us for a lesson in so long- “Maybe… Ugh.”

               “We’ll figure it out,” Nico interrupted, nudging him, “we can try out things, we’ve got a lot of time over the break.”

               It was getting close to the start of the D.A 2.0 meeting and the crowds weren’t stopping. Harry watched as more people he knew came in, including some old members of the D.A. like Seamus, Dean, and… Ginny. She was not with them though, Harry noticed.

               Ginny looked at him, finally seeing him for the first time since getting in there. She smiled and waved and… Harry stared.

               She’s really good and helpful in Quidditch… hell, sometimes the only reason they listen to me might be because of her tone… Look at her hair, it looks soft- fuck! Wait, I should respond-

               Harry finally waved back at her. She gave him a funny look before turning away and walking over to Luna.

               Harry let out a breath he didn’t know he was holding. And, knowing he was being stared at, he turned to look at Nico. The Slytherin had his mouth open in shock and his eyebrows together in confusion. 

               Harry never knew Nico could have that much emotion on his face.

               “What?” Harry asked, honestly confused.

               That only made Nico appear to be more shocked. 

               “Do you like-”

               “Harry!” 

               Mousy brown hair appeared in front of Harry so fast, he barely had time to register what was happening. Jumping back, Harry gave a yelp. His wand was nearly in his hand before he saw Dennis Creevy’s smiling face.

               For a second, he almost wished to have seen his older brother, Colin, instead. Oh, wait. Colin was already there, talking to Marvus.

               “Colin said that you were coming, so I decided to come!” Dennis exclaimed, “And I’m here because I want to tell you about the movie club! You should come. It would be really fun to have more people, we have a movie every Friday night and after break, we are going to start on Star Wars!”

               Dennis took out his wand and instead of gripping it like a wizard, he was feigning it as a sword, making whooshing noises.

               “Er, thanks, Dennis-”

               “My brother’s in it too! Actually, a lot of people are in it, I think- maybe six? Six people? If you joined, more people would come, so you should-”

               “That sounds nice, but this meeting is about to start,” Harry said.

               Dennis’s eyes widened. He stopped waving his wand around like a lightsaber and stood up straight. He quickly nodded.

               “Okay, and if you want a helper, I’m offering!”

               Harry smiled and gestured back toward the rest of the students, saying he will think about it. With a blinding grin, Colin hurried back to join the rest of the crowd.

               Finally, Harry looked at Nico. The surprise and confusion were gone, and he was back to normal. Albeit, maybe with some amusement

               “You should join them too,” Harry said. 

 

               Nico waited patiently with the horde of students as Harry began to start up the meeting offically. He grabbed Neville, Marvus, and a few other students before going over how the Dueling tournament was going to go. 

               Nico couldn’t lie. He was nervous. 

               Dueling? Who’s she?

               Oh, with a sword he had confidence, but a wand? He was barely able to catch up with the rest of his year and, still, most of his wandwork was passed off as… Well. He passed.

               He may have been able to make it into Defense Against the Dark Arts for N.E.W.T.S. but just because he can cast the spells well in a classroom did not make him actually okay for a duel.

               “The only rule is no serious dark spells,” Harry said, looking out about them, “and, though I hope I really don’t have to say this, that definitely includes the three Unforgivable Curses. This is a club, I would hate to send someone to the Ministry or Hospital Wing.”

               They would be in good care with Will around, Nico thought absentmindedly. He turned to see their reactions and noticed… some uneasy glances thrown his way. Pointedly. It was pointedly after those restrictions.

               Didn’t some Slytherins learn spells from their parents? Has… has Pansy ever mentioned it before? Maybe she has.

               Nico crossed his arms and waited.

               Funny. They might expect the same thing. Too bad I literally got magic a year ago. 

               “This will only be one on one,” Harry continued, and there was the small group of Ravenclaws groaning, “Start with people in the same skill level or year. Partner up, and we can have a few duels going on at a time. At the end, we will try to give pointers on what to do next and keep track of winners. Then the winners will move on, maybe today or the next time we do this we can have a final winner. Does everyone understand?”

               A chorus of yes’s answered back and, at once, everyone began to move. Except for Nico. 

               He didn’t know the skill level of most students and the people in his year were already pairing up with their friends. For a moment, Nico had wished he had tried to convince his friends to come. Well, he would have if he hadn’t known they were already busy. Millicent and Daphne said they were going to be working on homework while Tracey and Pansy said they had an “important thing they had to do together.”

               What that meant, he had no idea. Was he going to find out later that week what they were talking about? Probably. 

               “Do you have a partner yet?”

               Nico blinked, finally noticing a Hufflepuff standing beside him. Nico turned.

               Wait. He knew him.

               The blonde hair, blue eyes, it was like Will, but not at all like him. Though Will was like sunshine, this boy was surprisingly like ice. Though… welcoming ice? Wait, no, thawing ice. White blonde, and those very light blue eyes, and pale skin. 

               This was the first time Nico had seen him up close. Before Nico had seen him aross the Great Hall, maybe talking to his teammates, maybe… And he had heard of him when when Nico's friends explained what happened last year. When Umbridge wanted to take out her revenge on someone.

               “Oh, sorry, I haven’t introduced myself, I’m Summerby,” he said, smiling, and held out his hand, “well, that’s my last name, but no one calls me Edward. Please don’t call me Edward.”

               Nico looked at the hand before him before shaking it.

               “I, uh, I’m Nico di Angelo, uh, I go by Nico. And I don’t have a partner yet,” Nico said, and his eyes wandered out to the rest of the crowd. By now, most people have already paired up and were waiting in front of the D.A. leaders Harry picked. He looked back at Summerby, glad to have his hand back so he could twist his ring. “Just to warn you, I haven’t tried dueling much.”

               “That’s alright, neither am I! That’s why we are here.”

 

               “Are you sure you want to be dueling with me?” Melody said, “you know how my spells are. You probably should go with Ron, I’m pretty sure you two are at a closer level.”

               Hermione frowned.

               She didn’t need to be reminded how spells never ended up working out around Melody. How things would rather explode than do what they were supposed to do. It was similar to Seamus and his flames. 

               Hermione blinked and could think of the Department of Mysteries. Melody, though not the best in the wizard way, did hold her own. After all, she had… she had stood tall with Harry until Dumbledore could help them, and stood tall against… against…

               The real Voldemort.

               Not some ghost- some small part as Hermione had seen. No, that was merely a Horcrux. A Horcrux, one of the darkest pieces of magic that can enable a person to “live” beyond their body as long as the object or living thing it was attached to does not become broken or die.

               Giving a sigh, she scanned for the certain redhead she was looking for. No, not Ginny, there-

               Ron was talking to Lavender Brown. Lavender Brown who was curling her hair and-

               “No, I think it’s fine,” Hermione said, “besides, if one of us beats the other, we move on ahead, right?”

               “Uh, yeah,” Melody answered, confused.

               “And it would be best if I was the one to go against you. After all, you have your interesting invulnerability against some spells.”

 

               Harry watched people duel and… well. It was easy to give critiques to most people. He knew there was a dueling club in Hogwarts, and for a few people it was obvious they were members. So, instead of giving the “proper” advice, he gave more he had found in his own experience.

               Otherwise, it was a quick and somewhat eventful meeting.

               He watched a few people do rather well and some people do… worse than normal.

               Watching Melody and Hermione try to duel it out was almost painful. Hermione, rather slow with the wand work, allowed Melody to last much longer than she should have. Melody, on the other hand, was cursing as she kept on messing up the spells, only doing well enough to make Hermione fall onto her butt.

               Luckily, Hermione disarmed Melody while on the ground.

               “Why didn’t you try to disarm her first?” Harry asked Melody as she walked forward, clearly disappointed in how she dueled.

               “I was,” Melody whined, “that’s what all the holes in the ground were. Actually, almost every spell I tried to cast either made a hole or did something it wasn’t supposed to.”

               Oh.

               “It’s always harder to cast a spell in a stressful moment, I’m glad you’re here to practice it out,” Harry said.

               Melody let out another groan, “Yes, but gods! It sucks waiting and practicing to be good at stuff!”

               I…

               Harry didn’t know how to respond that would make her any less annoyed, so he turned to the other dueling partner, Hermione. It was good he turned so quickly because she was almost lost in the crowd.

               Come on, you know that I’ve been talking to both of the duelists right after, why aren’t you waiting-

               “Hermione!”

               Is she… Why does she look angry that I called her name?

               Harry, not bothering to think about what this meant, continued toward her. Her face was contorted with frustration, and for what reason, Harry didn’t bother to know or guess. Sure, he could wait to tell her what he thought later, but the duel was already somewhat slipping from his mind. Not too far away, he noticed Ron coming toward them.

               Oh, good! Ron’s coming! Er, how do I say nicely that she didn’t do as well as she normally did?

               “Hermione, you did pretty well-” Harry stared

               “I normally do better,” Hermione interrupted.

               Oh. Wait. She really doesn’t look happy. Maybe I should tell her later or something.

               “Yeah,” Ron agreed, “you’ve never been so flustered before. It’s almost like you wanted to let Melody believe she had a chance. I mean, you know all the spells, we know you do.”

               “I know!”

               Oh god. That was loud. I didn’t know Hermione could get that loud.

               Harry and Ron exchanged a glance, with an expression that they had no idea what they just did, but they did do something. It was- but it wasn’t about the Half-Blood Prince or the Horcruxes, or- it was about how she dueled.

               “I already know what I did wrong, I don’t need you two to tell me!” Hermione growled.

               When they turned back to Hermione, they didn’t know what to say. Harry knew better than to poke an already mad animal and Ron was going to the Slugclub Christmas Party with Hermione at the end of the week. Thankfully, he had the conscience to not say anything else that could make her so mad.

               However, judging by her expression souring, not saying anything might be even worse. Hermione huffed and stomped away.

               I… Will she be coming back?

               Frowning, Harry realized that, thankfully, someone else took his position as mediator of the duel. Beside him, Ron appeared to be still confused as to what happened and what to do.

               “Was it something I said?”

               Before Harry could even bother to answer Ron’s question or even think about what he was going to say, Ron was already off. And, like Hermione, he disappeared out of the Room of Requirement, calling after her name.

               He thought that maybe since they were older things like this wouldn’t happen as much. In a few seconds, another person walked to his side. 

               “Where’s Hermione?” Melody asked, smiling before it fell. “That loud voice was hers, wasn’t it?

 

               Ron had been circling the hallway for five minutes at least. She just- she just disappeared! Whatever hallways were closest, even the stairs, there was nothing, no sign of her head, voice, footsteps. It was as if she had Apparated outside of Hogwarts altogether.

               And he knew from her insistence, that wasn’t possible.

               After checking the nearest bathrooms and classrooms, checking again, hoping to hear something- anything! Even… even if it was crying. But, there was nothing. She wasn’t in any of them.

               He slumped down on the marble floor in defeat. Ron knew that Hermione was gone for now; he wasn’t going to find her. She obviously didn’t want to be found. He didn’t notice the other students walking by as he thought. 

               Why was she upset? Why couldn’t she tell them instead of running away?

               Ron couldn’t understand.

               It was frustrating.

               It… it has to do with what I said, isn’t it? She said it wasn’t, but it is. And I… maybe what I said made her remember.

               Ron closed his eyes and let out a sigh. 

               No point in staying out here. She’s not going to come.

               Dejectedly, Ron rose from the ground. Then, after a pause, he actually started to walk back to the Room of Requirement.

 

               “I’m dying,” Dumbledore said, “I know I am.”

               In his office, it was dark. Much darker than it normally was. None of the silver trinkets moved, all paused in their play. Fawkes was sleeping at his usual stand and the portraits were snoring as well. Only a few bothered to dawdle, pretending they weren’t listening to the conversation below.

               And there was one portrait brave enough to not bother pretending, rather he watched the scene play below him openly. Phineas Nigellus Black.

               Severus Snape stood near the other side of the office. Much like a student, he was watching the gadgets, before those words made him lookup.

               Like most things, Dumbledore didn’t stop there. He told Severus about his plan to finish Malfoy’s task. At least, how Severus should finish it, and what for. Severus had tried to tell him there was no point, but Dumbledore dismissed it. Voldemort needed to trust Severus. Of course, after that, Dumbledore knew he had to discuss what was to happen after he would die.

               “There is something that you need to tell Harry Potter. And… and maybe the demigods.”

               Severus scowled at the mention of Harry, but then it twisted into confusion. There was something to tell the demigods. Dumbledore could easily see the way he wanted to help Nico di Angelo, the way he projected himself onto the boy.

               That was what made any of this only more complicated, as Severus had gotten more and more upset about keeping things from them. Funny thing was, Severus still didn’t know everything.

               At least, until now. 

               So Dumbledore explained. His theory of Harry Potter being a Horcrux, how Voldemort’s soul had broken again when it rebounded with Lily. That was why he could speak to snakes. That was why he could see into Voldemort’s mind, and vice versa. Of course, this information wasn’t supposed to go to Harry right away, no, the boy should think about- he shouldn’t have that weight on his mind.

               Only when Voldemort became protective of Nagini. When Voldemort knew he was going to die. That was when Severus had to tell him.

               “When did you know this?” Severus asked, his voice cold, “that there was a piece of Voldemort inside him?

               The air between them felt as cold as the air outside. It was winter. Not only did the grass become strangled with frost, but the sun went down sooner. Though Dumbledore had lived such a long life, it was always shocking to see the day run away and for the air to become so frigid that he shook.

               But, like every year, it became warm again. And the sun would shine.

               Dumbledore remained silent.

               “All this time, wasn’t it?” Severus snapped, walking toward him, “you were raising Lily Potter’s son for slaughter all this time? Why don’t we tell them now, why don’t we wait until Potter is a ripe old age like you-”

               “Voldemort has to do it,” Dumbledore calmly said. “He has to be the one to kill him. Or else Voldemort’s soul will live on.”

               “And why don’t you tell them? The demigods-”

               “I already have something in mind.”

               A specific stone hidden away. That was the only reason he still had it. But, like most things, it all had to wait. Or else someone would use it. No matter how good people’s intentions could be.

               And that was no attack or fault of people. It was only love. For love blinds all, no matter the way people try to hold onto logic.

               And that was the only reason Dumbledore was giving it to Harry. Love. Right? Even if his death was in the prophecy. Even if there needs to be someone to kill Voldemort.

               “You always have something in mind,” Severus said scathingly. “And you never tell anyone about it! You never tell the Order, you never tell me. And I’ve been with you for more than a decade, ” Severus scowled, “You may be able to do a lot of things, but you can’t bring back the dead. You’re- you’ve raised him for slaughter! After all these years, you’ve lied to me, how could you-”

               “Have you come to care for the boy?”

               Love was the reason for most things in the world, good and bad. Love of others, law, order, money, perfection. It was all out of love. Love was the only reason to fight Dumbledore on such a decision.

               Dumbledore decided this because he thought it was best. It was best to give the boy a life before it would be so horribly taken away. It wouldn’t be right to tell him of the ticking clock, would it?

               Severus didn’t hide his anger, nor his disgust for the question.

               He pulled out his wand.

               “Expecto Patronum!

               And out came a dazzling doe. She danced around the office, gleefully gliding about. It was a sight to see… There was another person he knew who had a doe Patronus. Lily.

               “After all this time?”

               “Always.”

               Dumbledore understood. There were people that never fully left, no matter what happened. No matter what you had wished. Love was a powerful and… blinding thing. Dumbledore understood it well, too well.

               Grindelwald was the hardest lesson to learn.

               And though there was reverence, there was also pity in that knowledge. After all, this woman’s death was Severus’s own fault. And, if it wasn’t her, he wouldn’t have cared, would he? If Voldemort had chosen the Longbottoms instead of the Potters, would he have become the agent he was today? No. He didn’t care so much for her husband nor her child.

               His love and warmth were only for Lily. But always Lily.

               Though the demigods were a pain, Dumbledore had hoped that perhaps… No. It’s hard to change people. It’s hard and sometimes it’s met only with disappointment.

               And, out of all his flaws, this was the best one. This love.

               “If you want to share information, then we must be sure they can retain it. That they can keep it. And, keep it from Harry. We don’t know how much information they share between them and it’s too much of a risk to take it,” Dumbledore explained, looking about his office.

               Severus paused.

               “Occlumency? Could I teach one Occlumency?” Severus asked.

               “If you want to tell them so much,” Dumbledore sighed and got up, “I’m going to be traveling. I’ll see you after the break.”

               Without another word, Severus Snape left. I can only hope I’m doing the right thing. I… I must be. And Dumbledore was left alone. Well, as alone as he could be.

               “You can do something, Dumbledore! You don’t have to lay down and die!” Phineas Black said in disgust, shaking his head. Then he muttered under his breath. “It’s disgraceful, just like every other thing you’ve done.”

               “I know when it’s time for me to go,” Dumbledore replied, annoyed.

               Here they go again. They were never really happy with what he planned. That he planned.

               “But the children,” another portrait spoke up, worry clear in her voice, “they need you! And so does the boy! The boy that you are… sacrificing.

               The last word was said with... 

               Dumbledore knew it wasn’t timidness. No, he knew from previous chats with that specific Headmaster, Eupraxia Mole, was berating him in that comment. And unlike Phineas Black, Dumbledore didn’t respond. 

               It was, wasn’t he? He was sacrificing Harry in order to make sure Tom Riddle perished. Voldemort. The Dark Lord. 

               “He would never sacrifice him! He loves him! You can see it clearly with how he treats the boy! It’s the only way!” Another spoke up.

               “If Dumbledore really loved that boy, would he really allow him to go on this journey himself? Alone?!

               “He has so many friends, he won’t be alone. Plus, he has the demigods.”

               “But so many plans! So many secrets! Why keep them all when they can help you?!”

               “Oh, that girl! That girl and the Slytherin,” Phineas said, scowling, “they won’t be-”

               “Enough!”

               With that one word from Dumbledore, all commotion ceased.

               He didn’t need to hear their chatter. After all, he was leaving. All he had to do was take his bag and return to the place he had first met young Lord Voldemort. There he could find people to talk to, see his file, see anything that could pinpoint the last Horcrux.

               It was one of the last things in his plan. This long, long drawn-out plan.

Notes:

This was an interesting chapter to write. Trying to figure out how to split things up and make it good, aw yes. And the drama! Well, these teens are teens and like... haven't gotten over stuff, but... Maybe they will ;)

As for Snape and Dumbledore... What do you guys think about that?
Oh! Oh wait, a more fun one, what do you think Marvus asked Neville??? :)))

Okay, anyway, have a great week and time until the next update!

Chapter 30: Secrets, Secrets, Some Are Wonderful to Uncover and Others Belong in the Deep!

Notes:

So... I saw Luca. Holy crap, 10/10, recommend~

It's been interesting since the last time I saw you guys. Got surgery! Gonna relearn how to walk again! Haha, again. And guess what? Not being physically able to pee is a side effect after anesthesia. Who would have thought! And make sure to get your second dose of the vaccine, you know, the 2 to 3 weeks after the first. And far away from any type of surgery. That is, uh, not at all related to why I got this chapter out late.

Anyway, I hope you all enjoy this chapter, and thanks so much for all the support! It means a lot :')

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

              “You aren’t like the other kids. They don’t like you.”

              The boy looked down at Tom Riddle, but… only literally. His tone wasn’t irking at all, only… curious. He smiled, swinging down from the top bunk to the floor. It was a loud landing, loud enough a few of the children shouted from downstairs in response.

              Unbothered, he walked up to Tom, standing more than a head taller than him.  At least 20 centimeters? But, that made sense. He was older, a teenager at least, while Tom himself was only eight.

              Tom didn’t respond. He merely glared at the teen. Not a specific glare of hatred, no, just the regular glare he had learned to get people to stop talking to him. 

              “Hey, don’t worry,” he quickly said, as if he had somehow insulted Tom. Tom wasn’t insulted, to be lumped in with the other children would have been the real insult. “After a month of being here, I’m pretty sure they don’t like me either.”

              There was a strange confidence in those words and almost… almost wistfulness. Did he wish the other kids liked him?

               I shouldn’t care. He’s just a strange boy, I need… I need to get out of here.

              But the other boy wasn’t leaving, nor did he look like he wanted to, even despite Tom’s glaring and silence.

              The teen continued, “They don’t like me and they don’t like you… and I know Lucy’s favorite glass doll didn’t fall down from the shelf cuz’ of a ghost.”

              Tom didn’t hide his small smirk at the memory. She was very, very upset, to say the least.

              “She deserved it,” Tom muttered, thinking of how she wouldn’t stop poking at him. It was bothersome. It was… annoying. “But, I didn’t do anything.”

              “I’m sure you didn’t… Just like how Jesse fell down the stairs on his own too. Must have tripped on his own feet.”

               Jesse. The mean older boy that sometimes looked after us when Edith wasn’t here.

              Tom looked up in shock before tilting his head at the teen.

               Was he implying what I thought he was implying?

              “He said he didn’t see the stairs there,” Tom answered emotionlessly.

              “Oh, maybe he did, maybe he didn’t,” the teen smirked again and-

              Tom didn’t know what to make of it. He learned to never trust the kids when they had a smirk like that. Oftentimes, it was because they were going to do something mean. A prank. Pranks he couldn't see at the moment until the horror was already done.

              But, somehow, Tom found himself wanting to trust the other boy.

              -and then the teen held out his hand.

              “Name’s Mallory, what’s yours?”

              And Tom stared at it for a while. It was pale, similar to his own, but they were calloused. Roughed. Little scars peppered all over his fingers and palm. And, like most of the children there, it was dirty.

              Tom didn’t like many of the kids here, for they did not like him. Which came first, he had long forgotten, but… 

              He looked up at Mallory. He had dark eyes and dark hair, both even darker than Tom’s. And, he was strangely thin and lean, almost totally made of angles. Edges. 

              Maybe he could find out who disliked who first. Was it him? Or was it the children?

              Tom shook the other boy’s hand.

              “Tom Riddle.”

              At that, Mallory’s smirk only got… wider. It cracked across his face with glee and Tom almost regretted his decision. Almost.

              “Cool name you’ve got there.”

              “No, it isn’t, it’s common. Too common,” Tom answered, frowning as he took back his hand, wiping it against his pants, “and you never said your last name.”

              Mallory shrugged.

              “Don’t need one.”

 

               Nico held his wand with less confidence than Harry had expected. Confusion and reluctance were shown in his slow way of taking out his wand and pointing it at his opponent. His eyes were together in confusion as if he had just realized what dueling was. And wow, he was holding his wand so tight, it was like…

               Like he was trying to hold a sword.

               Looking at his hands like they were making the mistakes and not him, Nico frowned before loosening his grip.

               The mutterings amongst the different club members were louder than before. The only Slytherin was now taking his turn. Of course, most of the chatter wasn’t on that. It was the lack of form, the lack of preparation. It especially shocked a few Ravenclaws. 

               Summerby appeared to have the same problem of never having done a duel and was pitifully trying to change the way he held his wand and stand. Luckily, he found the best stance with his feet arpart like he was surfing and smiled brightly back at Nico and Harry.

               Would it be worth it correcting them now or waiting? Harry frowned. He looked over to the other original D.A. members and saw they must have been thinking the same. Ginny especially, raised her eyebrows. Harry nodded and opened his mouth, but she was already moving.

               “Hey, Neville, why don’t you give Summerby some pointers?” she asked, striding toward Nico.

               Summerby’s eyes widened before protesting that he couldn’t have been that bad. Neville stilled before making a face, then ignored his protests and started to gesture what to do.

               “I’m sorry, it is,” Marvus whispered. Beside him, what Harry recognized as other Hufflepuff Quidditch teammates agreed.

               Meanwhile, Ginny began to do the same. She told Nico to mimic her own position and then told him how he should stand… It wasn’t a big difference visually, but it was worth it when the duel started. Somehow, those small centimeters of movement were everything, moving his back foot slightly forward, his wand not too high...

               Ginny really knew what she was doing. Slughorn wasn’t in the wrong to let Ginny into the Slug Club. She was an adept student, great at Quidditch, knew how to do a perfect Hex, and she was… well, she was definitely popular at Hogwarts.

               I wonder if she is bringing anyone to the Christmas Party.

               “Why are we letting him go against Summerby?” Melody asked.

               Harry blinked. Once he got over the mild shock that Melody appeared beside him, he began to think about what she said.

               Why wouldn’t Nico be allowed to duel against Summerby? They’re both at the same skill level.

               “Did you tell him he can’t use Stunning spells?” Melody continued, perhaps thinking he didn’t hear her the first time.

               Harry turned to see his friends’ questioning face with some confusion. Hermione didn’t use any of the spells that physically affected the demigod before him. No, she only really used Protego, Levi Corpus (at least tried), and… and then Expelliarmus.

               After a moment, Melody narrowed her eyes at him.

               No stunning spells? Wait. Fuck. They aren’t totally… human? Wizard? Stunning spells don’t work.

               Then Harry’s eyes widened, and just in time Ginny started to back away from Nico and Neville was getting the same idea.

               “Thanks for giving the tips,” Harry announced, walking forward. “Though we’re out of time, now, they can go over what they've learned and be prepared for when we all come back after the break!”

               There was a chorus of people groaning, wanting for the club to continue.

               “Really? Right now? Why not a little longer?” A Ravenclaw called out.

               “Seriously?! They’re the last group!”

               On the other hand, there was also a large number of people who appeared to be excited to leave, muttering a rather loud, ‘Thank Merlin’ underneath their breath. After all, it had been a few hours and most of them stopped taking notes after a single duel. And while most of the people started walking out, there was a large group walking toward him.

               “Why don't we have it later this week?” A third-year Ravenclaw asked, nearly sneering at him at the end of her cat-eye glasses.

               “Elle,” one of her friends cautioned.

               “He can answer my question, Melissa,” Elle retorted before turning back toward him.

               Harry frowned. He never had to deal with some self-entitled younger years. That was a prefect’s job and he was no way a prefect. And, Harry was right, it was getting late. Getting too close to the curfew Dumbledore had put up.

               Wow. Can’t believe this is normal. Curfews. 

               “It’s getting close to break, I’m giving some time for those who need to pack and finish up projects or assignments,” Harry answered naturally, keeping his vexation inside.

               Elle didn’t appear so happy with that answer. She glared at him, scanning Harry up and down as if somewhere on his clothes she would find the other answer that she was looking for. But, luckily for Harry and Elle’s friends, who appeared to want to disappear behind her, she grunted.

               “Okay, see you after the break. Stay safe,” Elle declared and walked.

               The last words sounded like a threat rather than a caring statement. Harry stared after her, both bewildered and relieved she left before Harry really lost his cool. Why did she want extra practice before leaving?

               Wait.

               Being in Hogwarts, Harry, for a moment, forgot what was happening outside. Death Eaters on the loose, attacking both wizards and muggles, the Dementors, there was a reason why some of the wizard families were thinking of keeping their children by their sides instead of-

               Pain bursted in Harry’s scar. Harry squeezed his eyes shut, bringing his hand up to his face. It was as if the world disappeared and all he could hear was his heartbeat quicken and understand this pain. Merlin, it was never this bad, it hadn’t been this bad since-

               Behind his eyes he felt fury boiling, and Harry could see himself screaming at a weeping Bellatrix, swearing that she had not gone back to check until then, promising that she would find the thief, the thief who-

               The vision disappeared and half of the pain receded. 

               “Harry, Harry, are you alright?”

               “Are you sure you should touch him?”

               Harry looked up past his fingers to see some of his friends standing above him and some by his side.

               When did I crouch on the floor? And, whose… whose hand is on my shoulder?

               Blinking, Harry saw Ron first, giving him a very, very concerned face. Beside him was Ginny, then Melody, Nico, Neville, and farther off there was... The Ravenclaw girls. Bewildered. But the worst face was Nico, who looked like he had seen a ghost.

               And fuck, his scar was still hurting.

 

               Currently, Voldemort had neither the Golden Hufflepuff Cup nor the creature he had requested. Some of his followers had said that the “satyr” had been extirpated in England. Voldemort couldn’t find himself to actually believe that. Nonetheless, he kept himself calm. There was no need to accidentally share any secrets with Potter. At least, no more secrets.

               “Where is it?” Bellatrix snapped, pointing a knife toward the goblin's throat.

               The goblin was on its knees, looking up with the same expression of defiance. Voldemort never understood why these creatures were so entrusted by people- they only had one job and they failed. Make sure people don’t steal from the bank or the vaults.

               This was going to be the last time Voldemort put any sort of patience into such low beings if he did at all.

               “You are the only one who has opened your vault,” the goblin answered, clearly grinding its teeth.

               And the same wrong answer, just like all the other times.

               Bellatrix let her knife get closer and more blood started to fall down from the neck. Scratches from the blade already littered the goblin’s face and the floor was spotted with red.

               All Voldemort could think was that it was good this wasn’t a real base. A real area he cared about. It was disgusting. Let it be stained and left with a rotting body for all he cared. 

               “Then someone got past you with the key,” Bellatrix said, letting the knife sink deeper into his throat before stepping away, scowling.

               The goblin fell to the ground. His long fingers went to the cut on his neck, shock on his face when it came away with blood. Too much blood. It was getting all over the ground. He took a breath, looking to see where Bellatrix was before answering. She was circling him, much like a snake. 

               There was a change in the goblin’s expression, something Voldemort nor Bellatrix seemed to see. One of surprise and suddenly, acceptance.

               He knows he isn’t going to survive.

               “No. The key has never been unaccounted for. No keys have ever been unaccounted for,” he said, watching as she appeared in view.

               At that she only let out a shrill squeal, stomping her foot. 

               “Then why is something gone from my vault?!” Bellatrix screamed, pulling her knife up again, “did you steal it? I know you gold-hungry creatures can only resist so much.”

               “We would never do such a thing!” The goblin quickly answered.

               Bellatrix brought the knife to his face again. This time, she was calm. Strangely calm.

               “If no one took a key and went into my vault without my say so, and no one can Apparate inside, then, tell me,” Bellatrix said, getting closer to the goblin on the floor, “how can my things disappear? Hm? Who could have taken it, if it wasn’t you?”

               They really are just gold hoarding creatures, aren’t they? With nothing, they want riches and-

               Voldemort felt his heart drop. He could already see the strange boy and hear the declaration in his mind. You escaped Death once. I can’t let it happen again. Of course, right before he grabbed his sword disappeared without Apparating.

               I know he’s one of them. One of the weird beings with powers not like ours. That was how he did that- Apparate, but not really.

               “Kill the goblin,” Voldemort ordered Bellatrix. She was shocked, looking between him and the creature. However, she knew her place. She wasn’t going to question him. She was his best follower, after all. Voldemort began to leave.

                “I know who the thief is,” he said with a smile.

 

               “I just wonder, what could have been stolen?” Ron asked, frowning.

               Back in the Gryffindor common room, Harry was by the fire. He sat down just beside a chair Ron took. Melody was, at the moment, talking to Hermione in order to comfort her in the girls' dormatories. Almost immediately when they came back. Not going to lie, Harry was annoyed. He wanted to figure out the vision as soon as he could. It had to be important since Voldemort most likely accidentally let it go through their strange bond. It couldn’t have been fake. Well, it could, but this one felt real. There was too much anger, too much going on, and it was all going so quick. It was annoying to not have Hermione. And it was annoying not to have, well… Nico, Harry supposed.

               Not necessarily for the vision.

               The expression on Nico’s face; it was seared into his mind. Harry had never seen the way the other's eyes were blank and yet, so horrified. It chilled Harry to the bone. The worst part was that Nico didn’t say anything, he merely sputtered and said he was glad Harry was okay and to tell him if they found out anything about the vision.

               Oh, well. Just something to ask about later.

               “Maybe some weapon,” Harry offered, “maybe that was why he was so mad.”

               People have been going on about a weapon for so long. Maybe there really is one. Wait. Isn’t the Elder Wand technically a weapon?

               “You said it was at Bellatrix, right?” Ron suddenly asked. “Why would she keep a weapon? She’d rather use it when she could.”

               “But it's obviously not for her, not when he’s so mad that it’s gone.”

               Ron didn’t answer Harry’s theory right away. He frowned, his head turning away as he pondered. At least Harry thought he would have been thinking about his vision if he didn’t hear Hermione’s name murmured.

               Harry frowned… He hoped they would see Hermione soon.

 

               “Hermione, that doesn’t sound like sleeping,” Melody murmured.

               The sniffing stopped. And the light beside her bed turned on to reveal disheveled hair and red rimmed eyes. Hermione scowled and pulled her pillow closer to her before turning away.

               The room, well. Melody knew Parvati Patil and Lavender Brown were one of her roommates, but the other two she wasn’t so sure. Most of the room was both clean and messy. There were only a small number of dirty clothes piles, most desks obviously were much cleaner before the year took hold and parchments, quills, and empty ink bottles piled up, as well as knick-knacks and reminders on every surface they could cover. Melody could only tell which was Hermione’s by the stack of books by her bed, by her desk, on her desk, on the floor, and some on the trunk.

               “I’m not sleeping,” Hermione replied sourly.

               “Well, I know sleeping is good, but if you can’t sleep, maybe you want to talk,” Melody said, smiling hesitantly.

               Hermione didn’t do anything, so Melody took that as an invitation. She brought a desk chair over to the bed, smiling. It was vastly different from the scowl still present on Hermione’s face. There was an uncomfortable silence between them, and finally, not being able to hold it in, Melody spoke.

               “The Horcrux normally isn’t supposed to be like that. We knew from the beginning they were… more…, uh, alive than they should have been.”

               Hermione’s scowl softened and she looked down, interested in her pillow. It was stained with tears. And snot.

               “And you did well with the duel- and  like you said before, practice makes perfect,” Melody continued, “and, you know, when people say you are the brightest witch of our year, they aren’t- they aren’t making it up.”

               Across from Melody, Hermione sniffed again. After blinking, Melody looked around. She stood up, walking over to grab a tissue box from the book filled desk. Slowly, she grabbed one tissue to hand to the other girl.

               Sniffing, Hermione took it, blowing her nose before speaking. 

               “Yeah, brightest,” Hermione agreed, her voice wobbly, as if she was ready to start crying again, “I always raise my hand because I can always remember the answer from our readings, lectures, random books. And yet, whenever I have to perform spells physically, it’s hard. The worst part about the O.W.L.S. and probably N.E.W.T.S. It takes practice, so much damned practice that sometimes it takes forever.”

               Tears started to fall again down Hermione’s face. Wiping away her tears haphazardly, she continued.

               “I’ve tried not to think of the Department of Mysteries very much. It wasn’t a good time, I was worried Ron wasn’t breathing, but… After I helped Ginny drag him away from everyone I couldn’t do anything. Half of the time I was hiding from the Death Eaters and just…”

               Hermione closed her eyes.

               “I was useless. Utterly useless.”

               Melody took a few more tissues from the box.

               “You’re allowed to be useless, it’s war. Despite what people think, I don’t think it’s… natural,” Melody said, offering a few more tissues, “and you did fine, you did fine-”

               “Stop saying that. You’re just being nice!” Hermione interrupted her, wiping her eyes. “You didn’t have to watch Harry be almost killed, and Ron, and- It sucks because after all those books, all that reading, all my marks, all my perfect grades, and being the brightest witch of my year, I’m still-”

               Hermione stopped.

               She grabbed another tissue and wiped her eyes once more.

               Worthless. No matter how much I try, I’ll never be a good witch.

               Hermione knew she wasn’t the most popular in her year. Part of it was her enthusiastic participation in class and knowing all of the right answers. It was amazing to be at Hogwarts. She was learning so much, her professors liked her (at least, she hoped. And, well, Snape didn’t count), and she was practicing magic! She was alone at her past school, not fitting in, and yet…

               She was not fitting in here as well. She could only really call Harry, Ron, Melody, maybe Ginny her friends. She was not popular. Not good enough. Nagged too much, as some people would say. Maybe too pigheaded about what she thought. 

               All Hermione had was the books. It wasn’t strategy, it was intelligence. She knew things. It was frustrating in Potions, Hermione was better than Harry at it! She was! It was only because of that book. The only reason Slughorn looked at her like every other student, but she wasn’t! She was the brightest witch of her year!

               But, that wasn’t all the reason why she hated that book. It could be dangerous. They are so close to finding out the Half-Blood Prince. Maybe… maybe, they can find it out soon.

               “You haven’t said anything back,” Hermione said, looking over at Melody, “so what? What can make me not feel like… like this.”

               Melody frowned. She was thinking, messing with her robes.

               “You can only do what you can do. I may not be able to cast spells well, but I can do demigod stuff. Not only that, I really like it,” Melody frowned, trying to think of what to say next, “like you said, practice makes perfect. You can’t live with the what-ifs. And even if it was hard destroying the Horcrux, you did destroy it. Despite it trying everything it could to stop you.”

               Hermione sniffled.

               She hesitated during that whole fiasco, she knew. But, she… she did. She did destroy it. She remembered the click in her mind when what he said didn’t bother her and how the fang came down. She wasn’t hurt physically from that, thank goodness. And…

               I can only do… what I can do. For now. I can always practice if I want. And… That was just the Horcrux trying to stop me. Voldemort doesn’t know anything.

               Hermione frowned. This wasn’t the end of this conversation. But it was as good as it was going to get.

               “What happened for the rest of the meeting?” Hermione asked.

               “Oh, about that…”

 

               “What do you mean he felt like a Horcrux?” Will asked.

               Nico continued to pace about his room. Sure, it was past curfew, but did he care? Did he ever care? He had that damned sentence scarred onto his hand for a reason and damn, it wasn’t because he ever followed the rules!

               “He felt like one,” Nico repeated, throwing his hands out before he continued to walk in his mindlessly numbing circle. “He felt exactly like a Horcrux.”

               It was like a magnet. Moments before Harry fell to the ground, Nico felt it in his chest. Just as he was going to ask something from Melody, Ginny, fuck, he didn’t even remember at this point. All he knew was that he was walking toward Harry, feeling…

               “It was just like the Horcruxes, only-” Nico shook his head, “it was just like the Horcruxes, only worse. I could feel it, the- the-”

               The soul that shouldn’t be there. The soul he had only found in objects, the one that they had trouble with days before. Despite Horcruxes feeling like a magnet, it was something horrible. Unease crawling through his veins, up his spine, it was something that shouldn’t have been there- as unnerving as nails on a chalkboard, the sound of an insects’ wing by your ear but nothing there-

               This was bad. This was really bad. This was really, really bad.

               Nico grabbed his head. What was he going to do? What could they do?

               Before he could take another step, something was grabbing his wrist. He turned to see Will, whose face was… will was obviously concerned. And stressed. Will couldn’t hide that. But, the soft look he was giving Nico, it was… Gentle. Nico would have been upset; Will was obviously trying to be gentle, so gentle it was almost like Nico was a wild animal that was losing it, but… even if Nico didn’t want to admit it, maybe he needed it.  

               “Why don’t we sit down, breathe, and you can go over it all with me. Maybe then we can find a solution together, hm?” Will offered.

               Nico blinked and looked at the loveseat Will gestured to. There was another pause, and Will went over, sitting down. But, Nico stayed. And stared.

               I’m losing it a little, aren’t I? But Harry’s- he’s- how am I supposed to solve this? Wasn’t I supposed to protect him? God, fuck, I need to-

               The son of Hades took a deep breath and walked over to Will. He sat down and immediately Will scooted closer until there was no space in between, his right arm threading around Nico’s shoulders and his left grabbing his hand. Nico breathed in, and, using both of his hands, cupped Will’s.

               In and out.

               “Harry has episodes. I’ve heard from Melody, but today was the first time I saw one. His scar hurts and, if it's really strong, he sees something. Sometimes it’s not always true, but sometimes it is.” Nico explained, still taking his breaths. He was calming, he could feel it. All the panic was washing away. Even if… even if- “I felt the extra soul. In him.”

               The soul was only a piece, and by the gods, it was a small piece. But, like the others, it was squirming, screaming, and… and it wasn’t a part of the whole. It wasn’t as it should have been, it was rot against a row of gleaming green- Nico squeezed Will’s hand.

               “For Voldemort to be dead, and fully dead, all Horcruxes need to be destroyed,” Nico finished.

               Nico let the conclusion of that sentence settle. The conclusion that… that Harry would have to die.

               “What if Harry died of old age?” Will asked.

               Breathing out, he realized Will was rubbing his shoulder with his free hand. Trying to think, he continued.

               “The soul, it took over Harry for a second. It came forward. It hurts him when the soul does it, and…” Nico gulped, “I don’t know. It’s not good. It could suck the life out of him if that’s all that’s left.”

               “Well, then… what about the Resurrection Stone?” Will asked.

               For the first time, Nico turned to him.

               “I… I… that stone, it’s..” It’s wrong. There is a price to pay once someone uses it. But… Maybe. Maybe it can work. Dumbledore might- no, he will hand it over. And maybe… I’ll figure this out. He won’t die- no, he won’t stay dead. Not when Voldemort dies and he can finally live.

               “We… we can get to it when we have to,” Nico said.

               All of the panic was suddenly gone and he was tired. It was getting late. Letting gravity win, Nico rested his head on Will’s shoulder.

               For once, Nico didn’t want this quest to shorten.

               Nico felt a kiss pressed against his hair and he calmed himself. Again. They will figure it out. Just… not at that moment.

 

               Harry knew better than to ask Hermione about the redness around her eyes. Ron did too, though his expression showed that it nearly took everything in his power to resist that urge. For good measure, Harry needed Hermione for this. When she sat down, he immediately retold what happened. 

               In the midst of the story Melody’s expression finally changed from blank to a lightbulb. Harry wasn’t the only one to notice. Ron was looking at her with interest.

               “What are you thinking?” he asked, “You’ve heard this before?”

               “She could be talking about her vault, right?” Melody inquired, looking around at the group.

               Ron and Harry gave each other a glance. However, Hermione nodded at Melody.

               “The Gringotts Wizarding Bank is one of the safest places to store things; there has been no record of completed theft. Any break-ins, including the one from our first year, were unsuccessful since nothing was stolen,” Hermione answered.

               “And the Lestrange vault is old,” Ron added, “it’s been around for a long time, probably has more security measures than others. Makes sense that she wouldn’t know how anyone could take something.”

               Melody grinned widely at the confirmations before her expression quickly soured.

               “She’s talking about the Hufflepuff cup… Nico stole it from her vault last year.”

Notes:

I'm going to start a little pattern soon, I hope you all can see what it will be!!

And! What do you all think Voldemort is going to do with this new information? What about Nico? What is he going to do!??! We will see, but, like always, it's always cool to see what you guys are thinking!

and, um, yeah, just expect the chapter every 3 weeks because damn, I fear it will never get back to that 2 week schedule I had for so long!

Chapter 31: The pARtie *Forced Smiley Face*

Notes:

Ah... I um. One of my kitties was sitting on my lap and you know how it is. This chapter is long! And I hope you all like it :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               “I- Are you sure it’s fine? Not only does Voldemort know the Horcrux from his vault is missing, he probably knows it was you who took it,” Harry asked, shocked.

               “It’s fine,” Nico reassured, his attention already farther off, “it’s all fine, this-”

               The Slytherin gestured vaguely before looking out at the other students walking by, who by all means appeared to not notice them. Any students who were going to eat breakfast were coming with a mission in mind while the rest, well… they were probably sleeping in. It was the weekend and it was so close to break, it was hard to care about classes.

               Harry wanted to tell Nico what he had found out the night before as soon as he could. So, he grabbed the Slytherin before he could walk into the Great Hall with his friends. It wasn’t so bad, Harry had done that more than enough times before. Besides, the talk wasn't going to be long. 

               But Harry didn’t know it would be this short!

               Is Nico trying to get to breakfast early like the rest of them? Focus on classes even if it was the last week before the long break?

               “This is fine,” Nico sighed, looking more tired than usual, “I can’t do anything about it and, well, it was going to happen anyway. It’s been so long and I’ve slipped up too many times.”

               The words were said as if Nico was merely forgetting to bring his homework to class, not that Voldemort now knew Nico had stolen a Horcrux, a part of his soul, from a vault. But, then again, Nico did appear… Aw, man, how did he look more shitty than before? How could he get worse?

               Nico had dark eye bags and his hair might have not been brushed. It was worse than Harry’s and that was saying something.

               “Thank the gods break starts this week,” Nico said, wiping his face with his hand.

               “The break where we are planning on destroying the other Horcrux, right?” Harry reaffirmed.

               It was a sad thing, to bring up how they, in fact, weren’t going to be having that long of a break. Still, it shouldn’t take the whole two weeks.

               The demigod let out a groan.

               “Yeah, yeah, we are. I’ll bring a few things, see if we can try them against it- And- and I’ll be destroying it this time,” Nico decided.

               Harry first hesitated, then nodded. He wasn’t going to argue with that. After everything with Hermione, the Horcrux being more powerful than they all assumed... Well, it was nice that Nico volunteered… Harry had half the mind to trust the demigod that destroying the bloody thing would go smoothly this time.

               Hopefully.

               “I could,” Harry offered. “If you don’t want to.”

               “No, no, it’s… it’s okay,” Nico said, quickly.

               But, despite that final declaration, Nico didn’t leave the entrance of the Great Hall. He stayed there, frowning, and twisting that one ring of his as if he wanted to say something else as he stared out at the four long tables. Harry didn’t try to push it, but then again, maybe… Maybe Nico was going to regret that? Maybe he doesn’t want to do anything with the Horcruxes.

               He wanted the mission to go faster, right? So why would he stop now?

               “I’ll see you later, Harry,” Nico quickly muttered under his breath, finally deciding whatever he was going to say, it could wait.

               “Okay, I’ll see you later,” Harry answered, confused as he watched Nico walk back into the Great Hall.

 

               “So… what have you two been working on?” Blaise asked as he sat down beside Daphne and Millicent.

               Theodore joined by Blaise's side closely after, silent. Pansy and Tracey stopped their muttering about what Harry could be telling Nico to look at the boys across from them.

               The Great Hall was not filled with too many students at the moment, though most of Slytherin were there, getting as much of the good breakfast foods as possible. That day, they had some fresh apple strudels, somehow still hot. Even on a good day with plenty, the strudels didn’t last long. How the news traveled of them being served was unclear, but some people did say it was maybe from Goyle…

               What was he doing in the kitchen? Pansy didn’t have a clue, so that was probably just a rumor.

               “Which two?” Pansy asked, narrowing her eyes at the boys.

               It had been a while since Blaise and Theodore sat down next to them. And that while was obviously sprouted from the large Azkaban breakout. But, why? Why avoid them?

               There were many answers for that and Pansy, for one, didn’t really want to think of them. 

               “You two,” Blaise answered, “I know you two are brewing some trouble- heard from it in the library and… some people in the Art Club.”

               Damn it, who spilled?

               He smiled mischievously at them. It wasn’t a secret he liked to see the drama unfold. That was probably one of the main reasons he befriended them.

               “You’ll see tomorrow,” Tracey replied quickly.

               Just as Pansy went to glare at Tracey because- come on! So fast? Wasn’t this stuff supposed to be more secretive? What if the-

               Wait. I’m the prefect. And Draco isn’t really doing anything this year, so he’s out too. Wow. I guess it’s open season, isn’t it?

               The story Daphne was telling Millicent stagnated. She looked over at Pansy and Tracey, incredulity in her blue eyes.

               “Really?” Daphne asked, confused and surprised, “you really are doing another one of those art projects? What?”

               “Don’t worry, it’ll be fun,” Pansy reassured Daphne, and smirked, “and anonymous. As long as some people keep their mouths shut.”

               Pansy pointedly looked at Blaise. Was it bad to say she couldn’t quite trust him to do that?

               “Ah, and do something that the good old Slytherin leader tells me not to? I’ll pass,” Blaise smirked. Though it was such a title to throw around, it sounded more like he was teasing her with it, “I only bring it up because we’re going to do the same thing.”

               We. So, Theodore and him?

               At once, they all looked at Blaise. Though he was yet to fully cause a scene or any real drama within the school, the way the boy simply thrived in the drama of what did happen… whatever he planned, it was going to be a lot. And disastrous.

               “Really? What?” Tracey asked casually as if she wasn’t thinking the same thing Pansy was. 

               “You know how Slughorn is trying to keep anything, or anyone, related to Death Eaters as far away from him as if they were Hagrid’s Blast-Ended Skrewts.”

               Pansy blinked. Tracey merely nodded.

               No, Pansy hadn’t been aware of that. Of the favoritism, yes, that was obvious, but some of it being purposely for people who were not with Voldemort? That was hard for Pansy to believe, mostly because there was still high favoritism for students not only in Slytherin but also for their pure-blood status.

               Or was it because the pure-bloods were the students most likely to have famous relatives? Pansy had heard around that he liked to have important connections.

               So, Slughorn trying to toe the line? Trying to be both pleasing to the Mooncalf and Werewolf? It was smart, not to pick a side unless you really knew who was winning, but…

               It made Pansy’s stomach ache in a way she was becoming very much used to nowadays.

               “Since that includes Theodore, I’m taking him as my plus one,” Blaise said, nudging Theodore.

               His friend in question didn’t appear too happy about it. He wasn’t even really looking at them as he tried to eat as fast as possible.

               “Oh, that’s…” Pansy started.

               Good? Bad?

               “Are you going to try to start some drama?” Tracey asked, her eyes already betraying some glee.

               “That’s not the point,” Theodore said, rolling his eyes. 

               Wow, he’s finally talking.

               Despite actually interacting, Theodore didn’t appear that happy. His face was still screwed up in a scowl. But, it wasn’t his normal spiteful and condescending look. Rather… he was… He was miserable. 

               “Not the whole point!” Blaise smiled at Theodore, who still brushed him off. “But definitely some of the point.”

               Beside him, Daphne was smiling at the duo.

               “But, you know…” Daphne trailed off, looking over at the girl next to her. Millicent, who hadn’t spoken at all, looked like she very much wanted to. So, Millicent did and finished Daphne’s thought.

               “Who else would you take?”

               Blaise widened his eyes at the simple question. Of course, Daphne began to giggle, and even Tracey had to join in with another one of her smirks. Though Blaise was most definitely a pretty boy and a somewhat popular one in Slytherin, there weren’t many people he was obviously friends with. There was a reason Pansy knew what he meant when he said ‘we.’

               “What do you mean by that?” he asked, clearly challenging her.

               Millicent leaned forward, tilting her head. Blaise, though looking like he very much didn’t want to back up, did so anyway.

               “You wouldn’t take anyone else.”

               Now, it was Theodore’s time to smile. Though it was small, Blaise turned away, blushing.

               “It’s not my fault most people are horrible company,” he muttered.

               “That better not include us,” Tracey teased.

               “What better not include us?” Nico asked, appearing beside Pansy with an expression of pure stress. He threw his stuff down at the seat beside him, hobbled his leg over the bench, and sat down with such little regard for it the bench shook the Pansy and Tracey beside him. 

               “Wow, you look horrible,” Blaise said, to which Nico glared at him.

               “Blaise!” Pansy chided.

 

               It was particularly awkward that morning with the Gryffindor Trio-turned-Quadruple. Hermione didn’t quite blame Harry for running off quickly after what happened last night, but… judging from the look on Ron’s face, he didn’t want Harry to leave so soon. Probably from the other thing that happened last night. Uncharacteristically, Ron kept his mouth shut and he was doing his very best to not look at Hermione too much and failing.

               Is he waiting for me to say something? Hermione wondered. Then she quickly remembered how she had snapped at his questions before. 

               So, Hermione began to think of what to say. And become frustrated. Wasn’t she the one who was supposed to be good at this? This whole talking thing? It felt like she was in the beginning, but now…

               No, there’s a reason why Pavarti and Lavender never really talk to me. My god, most of the people in my year aren’t the friendliest with me, what do I-

               “Nico is acting a little weird,” Harry said as he sat down, clearly not happy about that fact, “has he told you anything?”

               Though the question didn’t have a specific person it was verbally pointed to, Harry only looked at Melody. Caught, she froze, her hand already in the bowl of boiled eggs. After a beat, she shook her head, her expression twisting into as much confusion that Harry had.

               “Nope, so how did he react to the news that Voldy probably knows he took it?”

               Melody placed two more boiled eggs on her plate, her left hand already around the salt as she waited.

               Hermione blinked. Voldy? Ron had a similar face of surprise.

               “Good?” Harry offered, though the frown on his face said the opposite, “he wasn’t that bothered by it.”

               Melody nodded smartly, “Ah, That’s… hmm. That’s probably not good. Maybe everything is gettin’ to him finally.”

               “It makes sense everything’s getting to him, everything’s getting to all of us,” Ron agreed, looking over to Hermione before eyeing everyone else, “and drowning in last minute work before break is only a small part of it.”

               Hermione pursed her lips.

               He wasn’t wrong. But, of course, there were a lot of other things than just…. Work. Schoolwork. And though most of the things that worried them surrounded the Boy Who Lived and Voldemort, there was even Quidditch, Dumbledore-

               Wait. Why is Romilda looking over here? Now she’s smiling and giggling to her friends.

               Hermione opened her mouth in distrust before looking over to the rest of her friends.

               “Harry, have you gotten someone to go with you to the party?” Hermione asked.

               She did her best to ignore the slight fall in Ron’s face. Because- well, even if she didn’t like seeing it, she wouldn't like to see Harry messed up with a love potion either.

               “No…” Harry muttered, much like a child when their mother came home to ask if they had done all the chores when they had done everything but that. That guilt disappeared as Harry began to think, “do you think Ginny has asked anyone?”

               “Why would you want to go with Ginny?” Ron asked, oblivious.

               Oh great.

               “Oh, uh- you know,” Harry rambled, his eyes darting around as if he was being interrogated about the Goblet of Fire all over again, “she’s fun. She would make the party more bearable- I don’t know if Slughorn plans to have me by his side the entire time or something and, you know-”

               “He’s unbearable,” Ron said, completely not noticing Harry’s trip-ups.

               Slughorn was unbearable. It was unbearable to see the blatant favoritism expressed in everything that the professor did. The fact that Slughorn didn’t really teach potions was worse. Harry was only his favorite for his skills because of that book…

               Hm. I’ve checked most of the people who had the last name of Prince, but she probably married and got rid of her name. If I find who she married, maybe I’ll find the Half-Blood Prince.

               Much like Hermione, Melody didn’t appear to be thinking about Slughorn anymore. However, it was something much more different, as Melody looked between Harry and where Ginny was, narrowing her eyes in suspicion. 

               “Yeah,” Harry agreed, having almost a verbal sigh of relief, “he’s unbearable.”

               “You don’t have to worry about that, we’ll all be there too,” Ron reassured him, patting Harry’s shoulder. “All of us. We can make sure you don’t have to spend any time with him.”

               Ron looked back at Hermione and Melody before smiling at Harry. And Harry, well, all of that embarrassment or worry left his face.

               Despite being the Boy Who Lived, there were many things nowadays that had been taking that smile.

 

               Hermione wasn’t wrong for telling Harry to find a date. That was all Harry could notice for the next few days, Romilda Vane and a few other girls appearing at every corner every day. It only intensified as the Christmas party got closer. Luckily, Romilda appeared to be the only one who would offer him things.

               First, it was Gillyweed. Then it was some Fire Whiskey.

               And now she was walking over to him with a box. Harry didn’t hear what Melody was saying as he moved behind her. Where was Hermione and Ron when he needed them? Normally they were very good at, well… Making Harry unapproachable. 

               If only he hadn’t forgotten his Charms textbook back at his dorm. Well, at least Melody insisted on coming. 

               “Hey,” Melody said, looking at him, “what’s going on? Do you really think my Bludger drill is that bad?”

               “No, I’m trying- ugh,” Harry watched as Romilda waved at him. What was first supposed to be a smile turned into an expression of dread. Her excitement changed a little before she continued toward him, unphased. “It’s her.”

               “Oh,” Melody said, surprised as if she realized for the first time that there were other people in this crowded hallway, “she wants to go to the party, doesn’t she?”

               “Yeah.”

               “I’ve heard it's supposed to make good connections and stuff. Think she wants that?”

               Harry didn’t care because he didn’t want to bring some random girl with him to the damned Christmas party. After all, what was the point of having a date there if they weren’t going to make it better?

               “Hi Harry!” Romilda exclaimed.

               “M’ello,” Harry lamely responded.

               Melody, beside him, must have known Romilda was trying to talk to Harry alone. The eye contact and name were enough, but she very pointedly didn’t look at her. Melody said hello back, more friendly and excited than Harry.

               Romilda tried to continue to smile before it fell with confusion. Then as if nothing happened, she turned back to Harry.

               “I have some Chocolate Cauldrons for you!” Romilda said, plastering on her smile once again.

               Before he could refuse, Romilda shoved the box into his hands. Harry let out a few confused noises before looking back up at her, more awkward than before.

               “My grandmother sent them to me, but I don’t really like them- they have some fire whiskey in them!” Romilda said as if that would get Harry to try them.

               “Firewhiskey?” Melody repeated, sounding confused.

               My god- Melody! Don’t respond! The faster the conversation ends, the faster I don’t have to be here!

               “Uh, yes,” Romilda answered, frowning. Though she was hiding it a little better now, she clearly was not happy with Melody engaging in the conversation, “to take off the edge of the final projects and exams before the break.”

               Melody was only more confused.

               This has to stop. All of this.

               “Thanks for this, er,” Harry gulped as he tried to think of the next words he should say, “And… um. I think I’ll enjoy this after the Christmas party. It might be nice since I’m planning on going with some friends.”

               Romilda smiled, “maybe eat it before! And it will make the party more enjoyable! We all know how Slughorn is.”

               Harry tried not to frown as she laughed like it was an inside joke between them. There was no inside joke when nearly every student had him as a professor and he never, ever tried to hide how he collected students. Or bothered them.

               “Er, yeah, that sounds like a good idea, maybe I’ll do that. See you later.”

               And with that, Romilda gave a final smile, twirled her hair, and disappeared with her friends. Melody didn’t wait to look at the box Harry was carrying, nearly glaring at it. Harry was already moving toward one of the bathrooms.

               “She really wants you to eat it before the party,” Melody frowned.

               “Yeah,” Harry agreed, walking in, tossing the box in the nearest bin, and walking back out. “It probably had some love potion in it.”

               “That’s horrible? How- Why didn’t you-” Melody continued to make a few noises, looking at Harry and the bathroom.

               “It’s fine,” Harry replied, frowning.

 

               “Most of the time when I say ‘everything will be better after the break,’ that’s often not true,” Pansy replied, frowning.

               Nico groaned at her answer. He hated trying to talk about such serious things when they were supposed to be having fun. When he asked Pansy and Tracey to see what they were putting together, he didn’t want a mental health check-in.

               Even if it was sweet that she cared to ask. Still, it wasn't the place really in the middle of the hallway going to the Dungeons. 

               “This time it will be! Because- I- I need time to think. And by the end of it, I’ll make a decision,” Nico said.

               I can’t believe I’m starting to understand why that old man keeps everything. Is this why Dumbledore doesn’t tell us anything? Because it’s only going to get worse? What else does he know?

               “You could-”

               “Thanks, Pansy, but I’m also keeping this from the person that it concerns the most,” Nico cringed, “Ugh! It’s fine. Everything’s fine. Anyway, what about you, what are you going to do during break?”

               “Go to Tracey’s house and do whatever.”

               Do whatever. That was specific. However, Nico wasn’t going to pry any further. He didn’t really say much, it was okay if she didn’t.

               Pansy was taking her time to get to the Slytherin common room. Though she brought up her worries to Nico, he could say the same about her. She was going home to a friend’s house and not her own. Even if every time she mentioned her parents it was never to say something particularly good, it must have been hard. Though, Pansy did spend the summer at Tracey's house, it might not have been that terrible.

               And just as he had thought to maybe talk to her about it, she was already asking him another thing.

               “You said that destroying the last Horcrux was different according to Harry, what could have been different?” Pansy asked.

               “I… I don’t know,” Nico frowned. “That was another thing I was going to try to figure out.”

               Pansy nodded.

               Finally, they were down in the Dungeons. Nico and Pansy avoided some of the more wet areas and ended up squishing to the side as a large Hufflepuff group walked past them. They didn’t look too young, maybe two years younger than them, which might explain why they were so loud.

               “No, I’m packing everything,” the Hufflepuff said.

               “Why?”

               “Because my mom might want me to stay home.”

               “Why don’t you just put up some wards? You know, some protection spells?”

               There are protection spells? I mean, well, there must have been. I wonder if they would teach any here… Do they teach them this year or the seventh? Or at all? Is that too specialized? 

               Just as Nico turned to ask Pansy what she knew, he stopped. Her eyebrows were furrowed, her expression pulled downward.

               “You okay?” Nico asked.

               “Yeah, I’m fine,” Pansy answered, looking away, “you know, we might need help putting the masterpiece in the common room. Do you want to help?”

               She’s changing the topic.

               But, Nico was going to let her. Confusion flashed across Nico’s face before he thought about the work and packing he needed to do and…

               “Depends, when are you doing it?” Nico asked.

               Pansy smirked, “this is the last night here- tomorrow everyone is leaving, so tonight.” 

               The image of his robes half poking out of his drawers and the swords still haphazardly hidden in his trunk flashed across his mind. It had been like that for most of the year, surprisingly, but…

               “Yeah, I’ll help,” Nico smiled.

 

               “You know, dressing up is only okay,” Melody said, frowning as she began to tug around her fancy robes some more, “sometimes it's fun, but other times… how about we just slam on something and go.”

               The robes looked rather nice, a deep red with golden threads along the edges. In her ears were golden earrings and a small gold chain with a pendant at the end that looked very suspiciously like a small dagger. Hermione had already asked about the pendant and, yes, it was a family heirloom from her grandmother.

               What an interesting heirloom, Hermione thought but kept to herself. 

               After messing with it one final time, Melody took a seat on Hermione’s bed and smiled at her.

               “You look nice in the dress robes,” Melody said, brightly. “It matches you.”

               Hermione wouldn’t say that the dress matched her, sure maybe the orange and pink, and that was it. It was a beautiful floral pattern overall, but the space was near the top was filled with hundreds of pink roses. It was like she was a large bouquet. Her hair was braided, maybe not the best, but god, it was better than being tangled with the fake roses. 

               Clearly what Hermione was thinking was not hidden. Melody frowned and got up once again.

               “You don’t like it, do you? Do you want to try on another one I have? There are a few more-”

               “No, it’s fine,” Hermione shook her head.

               No, she had seen them and… No. After all, none of them had the colors Ron had agreed with her. Shit, why were they wearing the same colors? This wasn’t even that serious, just a party where there may or may not be famous guests and-

               “We can change it a little,” Melody suggested, pulling at one of the fake roses near her arm.

               Hermione perked up at that before slumping back down.

               “How? And it’s your robes, you wouldn’t-”

               “Oh, no, I’ll be fine if I change this one,” Melody said, smiling as she nodded, “I got this a while back when I wanted to be more feminine and girly or whatever. Um. I’ve gotten better ones since then. And I know quite a few spells to transfigure clothes! And appearances. So this can be easy!”

               There was a sense of pride on Melody’s face as she finally looked at Hermione. It should have been, this was maybe the first time she had ever said she was good at some of the magic. And Hermione remembered Transfiguration that afternoon.

               Melody was rather good at dying her hair a different color then- when she tried. For the first thirty minutes she was only joking with Ron or Harry about random things.

               “But, let’s focus on clothes. Since it’s my robe you don’t have to feel bad- it’s good maybe I’ll actually make it pretty this time,” Melody said, smiling, wrangling with her robes before pulling out her wand.

               “Um, okay,” Hermione said, turning away from the mirror and toward Melody. 

               “You know, maybe less of the flowers would do,” with a flick, it let flowers around her shoulders stay, along with down the crease where the large fabric overlapped in the front, “and maybe-” some roses’s colors turned paler, another motion and whispering and few roses near her neck grew, “hm. How is this?”

               Hermione blinked.

               What was first too much, now was… well, it was something that was beautiful. Extra in a way that Hermione wasn’t normally comfortable with, with the flowers. However, it was much better that the flowers were a part of her outfit instead of taking over her chest like an overgrown weed.

               “It looks… a lot nicer,” Hermione said, surprised. “You’re quite good at this type of transfiguration. Why have you never said anything?”

               Melody shrugged.

               “I don’t know, guess I forgot about it. Haven’t used it in a while.” Melody frowned as she stood back from Hermione, “I only really used it when I was transitioning. Then, one day, I just never felt the need. Maybe I finally got some good robes for once. And dresses.”

               Hermione didn’t know what to say.

               “You’re coming to the Burrow this break, aren’t you?” Melody asked.

               Hermione frowned. Ron hadn’t actually said that she was included to come during Christmas. However, she did know how the demigods had planned to destroy the other Horcruxes during that time.

               “Well, I’m assuming you’re coming, so perhaps there we can mess around with more clothes there or something,” Melody said, smiling. 

               “Yeah, that would be nice,” Hermione said, “and also, Ron maybe needs some help. The only fancy robes he had were… terrible.”

               Melody’s eyes widened at that before her grin became even wider.

               “Oh, I would love to see this.”

 

               Harry was waiting out with Ron, who continued to moan and groan about how he looked terrible and the party was going to be terrible. The difference between his fancy robes from the Yule Ball in their fourth year and the one he had on was…. Nothing. Other than Ron trying to change the white frilly middle into pink and got an interesting blue instead. Harry couldn’t fix the issue nor find it in him to argue with Ron. Though it could possibly be fun, only possibly, Harry wasn’t going to only be there for fun. Perhaps he should get information out of Slughorn, something to help them find the last Horcrux! Anything. 

               Because at that moment, they had no idea. 

               Perhaps something to help them figure out if Voldemort had gained more power since the last time Harry faced him or if that horrible time with the Horcrux was a fluke. 

               Waiting there, bored out of his mind, Harry was trying desperately to get a wandering thread off his own fancy robes. Ron, in the midst of his moaning and groaning, stopped. That got Harry’s attention. 

               Harry looked up to see Ron’s face. His mouth was opened partially as if he was about to say something and the words never left his mouth. Harry hadn’t really seen his friend’s attention so enraptured.

               Oh, Hermione and Melody.

               Harry looked up at the stairs and felt a smile spread on his face. They looked so happy and Hermione was looking at Ron with the same expression. Though there were many times Harry found the tension between them uncomfortable, this was maybe the first moment where he could… find it bearable.

               “Wow, Hermione, you look brilliant,” Ron said, sounding shocked at the words coming out of his mouth.

               “Ron, you look…” Hermione started, her eyes widening at the blue.

               Ron had never turned red so fast and whatever moment they had was over.

               “Like you could use my help!” Melody finished, quickly jumping ahead of Hermione, her wand already in her hand.

               Melody fixed the color to pink and they were off. Walking through the Entrance Hall, Harry was shocked to see a few girls standing around. He recognized a certain brunette, Romilda Vane, amongst them. 

               Oh.

               The girls appeared quite disappointed when he continued to walk past them.

               “He’s having the party at his office?” Melody asked, frowning, “isn’t that a little small?”

               It could have fooled them. It might have been the office itself or some sort of spell Slughorn used, but Harry could tell as they approached Slughorn’s office was much larger than he had ever thought. The sound of people talking and music was almost overwhelming as they entered.

               Covered with green, red, and gold draped across the ceiling and walls, it felt like they were transported somewhere else. It reminded Harry of the time he had gone with Ron to the Quidditch Cup, the amazing and rather large tent they rented. A red light was hanging all across it with moving lights- fairies- inside them. It was bustling with activity, either guests walking to talk to other groups or House elves carrying large platters of food weaving between their legs. 

               “Huh,” Melody tilted her head.

               “Ah! Harry!” Slughorn said, walking toward him, “Hermione! And friends!” Each word after that initial greeting sounded with less and less enthusiasm. 

               And I thought that we wouldn’t see him right away.

               “Hey, Ron, wanna try to find my cousin?” Melody asked, not bothering to step in as Slughorn grabbed Harry’s arm.

               “You’re cousin, why would I- Gwenog Jones?”

               Harry gave them accusatory looks- They had told him they would stay with him!- as he was dragged to a group of old wizards. 

 

               “So… how are we doing this?” Nico asked.

               He eyed the rolled-up parchment in question, safely in Tracey’s hands. Already in the Slytherin common room Nico, Pansy, and Tracey were sitting down at a little table they normally didn’t occupy. It was far too close to the corner where there was a constant drip of water. And, to the side of them, Millicent and Daphne were together in a loveseat. No, they didn’t want to try to help their friends but made it very clear, yes, they wanted to reap the rewards anyway. Reap the rewards of watching the group of three trying and failing to put... something up. 

               Pansy and Tracey exchanged a glance with each other. Nico sighed.

               “You two have no plans, do you?”

               “I mean, Pansy could walk up and put it up there,” Tracey said, smiling, “it’s not like anyone would tell Professor Snape.”

               Instantly, Pansy scoffed.

              “No! No. They’ll assume I did the rest and- no,” Pansy scowled, muttering about an abuse of power before tilting her head, “I was thinking, maybe since there aren’t too many people in here-”

               “And the Carrow twins just left,” Daphne added.

               “Yep and the Carrow twins went to the Slug Club Christmas party, we could do it right now.”

               Once again, Nico frowned. “Now?”

               There weren’t that many people in the common room at the moment. Maybe six people at most, however, one person seeing them setting it up was all it took to blather it to the rest of the House. 

               “Yes, because I heard a party was going to start soon after Slughorn’s,” Pansy said. “You know, from the students who weren’t invited.”

               Great.

               Nico looked over at the people once again. If there were only going to be more, then he needed to figure out how to deal with them. Well, not deal with them, more likely distract them without doing something as silly as having them look away and when they look back the little drawing would be settled on the mantle. That would be too easy for them to piece together what had happened. 

               “Okay, I’ve got a plan,” Tracey smiled, “and it involves Pansy being a distraction so we can put it on the mantle.”

 

               Harry was released from Slughorn’s grasp rather quickly. Though the first person Slughorn showed him off to only wanted to sell a biography to make loads of galleons, the rest interested him, most notably the Auror. She reminded Harry of Mad-Eye Moody; her sharp eyes cut through him like he was nothing. Her outfit was much the same, and if Harry could recall, was still the uniform given to Aurors.

               Like the other guests, her name mostly escaped Harry by the end of the introduction, but the look she had given Harry was something he’ll never forget. Nor the strange warmth she clearly regarded Slughorn when he had asked how she was doing so well in the Auror office and if anything was changing.

               Apparently, there was a lot, though from her very vague answer she wasn’t allowed to tell.

               Harry looked around the party for his friends and got sucked into a few conversations in the process. Luckily, he got exponentially better at ending them and, finally, his eyes found Ron talking to Gwenog Jones. His eyes were aglow listening to her tell about her successes on the Quidditch pitch. On the side, Melody was listening to Marvus and Neville. 

               Excited to reunite with them, Harry took a step forward and then- quickly stopped as someone stepped in front of him.

               “Hello, Potter,” Snape greeted coldly.

               Why bother talking to me if it looks painful to do so? Harry wondered, letting his mouth open in confusion. He looked over, desperately hoping he had somehow got one of his friend’s attention, so they could get him out of this interaction.

               “Dumbledore wants you to know he won’t be back until term begins again, he’s… busy looking for a certain object.”

               The last Horcrux.

               Instead of looking behind him, Harry finally focused on the professor before him.

               “Where?” Harry asked. “Where does he think the last one is? And I need to tell him something- something important, do you know how I can tell him?”

               Snape didn’t open his mouth, and Harry felt himself waiting. This was, after all, the part in conversations where Snape was supposed to answer his question.

               “Harry! Hey Harry!”

               McLaggon.

               Harry rolled his eyes- he did not need to hear McLaggon’s plea for another tryout to get on the Quidditch team. He didn’t need one on a good day and he certainly didn’t need it now. Not after he had successfully avoided him for so long!

              Somehow, Snape took that as his cue to leave. Oh no, you aren’t! Harry went after him, glaring after the escaping professor. 

               “Hey, Harry Potter!” McLaggon called again. 

               Just as Harry was going to pretend he hadn’t heard his name called, his arm was grabbed. Harry whipped around to see McLaggon with his normally smug face somewhat annoyed- as if Harry had interrupted something he was doing.

               “I’m sorry, I’m really busy right now,” Harry replied plainly, bending his arm and ripping it out of McLaggon’s grip. It was fast and mostly instinctual from all those years with Dudley.

               And though he heard something come from McLaggon again, he continued after Snape. Luckily it was easy to follow the professor who wore all black, and like a cat chasing a dark mouse amongst bright grass, Harry followed him all the way out of the party.

               “Professor Snape- SIR!” Harry yelled.

               Seriously, he should be able to hear me by now-

               Snape stopped so fast Harry nearly ran into him. Startled, Harry backed away and Snape turned around, his dark eyes burning with disapproval.

               “There is nothing else that needs to be said,” Snape growled.

               Harry hesitated, somehow surprised at the non-answer to his question. Blinking, Harry scowled. He needed a real answer. Mustering up his courage, and a good portion of his frustration, Harry stood his ground.

               “What if I need to tell him something? Should I tell you? How can-”

               “Do I look like an owl to you? Whatever you are so desperate to tell him can wait until Dumbledore comes back.”

               Harry wasn’t sure what he wanted to do next- ask more questions he knew he would get no answers for or scream all of his frustration out. 

               Why was this happening? Why was Dumbledore going right now when Harry- when they were- when they needed him? Why did Dumbledore not help Harry anymore? Tell him anything? And why did he… why did Dumbledore have to only leave Snape behind who knew anything? Why Snape at all?

               Noises from down the hallway interrupted Harry’s thoughts and Snape’s glares. They both turned to see Filch stalking toward the party, a very upset Draco in his hands.

               Snape didn’t waste any time to leave Harry where he stood, walking over to Filch. Harry watched as they clearly exchanged some words, most likely some of them being how Draco had broken curfew and Snape saying he could deal the punishment as Head of House.

               But, he never does. Harry thought bitterly, Slytherins get away with everything.

               “What are you looking at?” Filch screamed, his scowl now directed at Harry, “either get back to the party or you’re out beyond curfew!”

               Harry stood still, his eyes not bothering to take in Snape’s still upset face, rather, it was planted on Draco’s.

               The pale blonde had never looked worse. He was paler with noticeably dark bags underneath his eyes and his casual robes had dust all over them. And to make things weirder Draco didn’t say anything when he noticed Harry. Nothing.

               What the hell is he doing? 

               “Potter,” Snape warned.

               Harry didn’t need to be told twice.


              “Hello Professor Slughorn,” Blaise greeted pleasantly as if Slughorn wasn’t looking at Theodore like he was a mouse they found in a kitchen a few seconds ago when they started to approach him, “I feel like I haven’t seen you all night. You must really love your company of all these familiar faces.”

               Blaise and Theodore had already spoken to most of the guests that they wanted to. A man who had a vampire for a friend, others mixed into the business of music, and the Ministry of Magic. It was funny, what would have been fine the year before, it wasn’t now. There were a few double takes or strange stares.

               It didn’t matter, Theodore had gotten used to that at Hogwarts with the rest of the students.

               And then Snape had left, so the real party could begin. 

               Slughorn gulped, his face of disgust only staying around before he shook it off, grinning. Whoever he was talking to, got the hint that this was either going to be long or unpleasant and disappeared. Slughorn looked after them before focusing only on… Blaise. His eyes stayed completely off of Theodore, despite the two Slytherin being practically shoulder to shoulder since Blaise’s arm was laced around the other boy’s, holding it captive.

               But, Theodore wasn’t trying to get away anymore. In fact, now that he was standing in front of the professor that not only ignored him here, but during class, he felt the fury turn into a strange sort of confidence.

               “Oh, yes, Mr. Blaise, it’s been wonderful seeing my friends after so long,” Slughorn agreed.

               “What about Theodore Nott?” Blaise asked, now showing him off. Theodore sent a glare to the other boy as he was gently pushed forward. Slughorn looked at Theodore again as if it was the first time he had seen him. “You were his father’s friend, weren’t you?”

               “I’m sorry, I’m not sure,” Slughorn said, shaking his head. “I’ve had many students over the years. My age might be finally getting to me.”

               A deep sigh escaped from Theodore.

               That’s what they all said. Not total denial, but close enough. 

               “It sure has,” Theodore agreed and the pleasantly confused face of Slughorn’s slipped into something darker, “after all, the fact that you’ve taught my father, you’ve really been a professor for so long. I’ve even heard how you were a close professor to the Dark Lord. Isn’t that crazy?”

               At once, the blood drained from Slughorn’s face. However, that only made Blaise smile.

               “Oh, well, I know all of that time has allowed you to make a bunch of friends,” Theodore ended, nodding to himself as if he hadn’t just said the worst thing to Slughorn, “It was nice to see you, enjoy the party.”

               The last sentence was simple, short, and quick, and just as it ended, Theodore pulled Blaise away, leaving Slughorn to himself. Blaise grinned widely at Theodore, jostling him with excitement. They didn’t walk over to graze the foods or the people, no they knew better than to stay in such a party after that.

               And Slughorn stayed there with a strange look on his face. It was blank, as if the party had melted away and he was… thinking about something… something he had tried not to think about for years, no matter how fast it was catching up to him.

               The look only went away when another guest walked up to him, another previous student, happy to see him for the first time that night.

 

               It was easy to put up their drawing. Pansy had distracted the Slytherin group with gossip, Tracey put up the then disguised drawing, and waited. After all, there was a party that was happening. Mostly drinks, music, talking, dancing, whatever anyone had enough energy for after all of their exams and projects were done. And just like that, in the middle of it, Tracey moved her wand, whispered an incantation, and the disguise wore off.

               There was first confusion and pointing toward the drawing. 

               Then the room roared with laughter.

               Professor Slughorn was drawn almost as a circle, wrinkles all around his eyes and everywhere. He was scribbled in front of an okay-looking cauldron, which he put not only random ingredients but a very annoyed cat and a croaking toad.

               Tracey wanted to try more elaborate spellwork this time. Now, he greeted viewers, asking if they were related to mostly dead famous wizards and witches, to which if someone replied no, he said it was a shame, he only spoke to real talent, and would ask for another student to spend time with.

               The fire was alight and, for once, Nico felt the excitement he had when coming to Camp Half-Blood for the first time. He had never seen this many people spending time in the Slytherin common room. He had never seen this many Slytherins… actually smiling together.

               That changed when the door opened and, for once in the night, he could hear the music over the people.

               All commotion stopped as Professor Snape came into view, his dark eyes roamed over the drawing on the mantel and then scanned the crowd. The air felt thick. His expression was already sour, something that even before Umbridge it had never embittered to. Harsh lines and an absolute blank of all things positive. The students stayed still, waiting for his decree to come like patient, knowing children.

               And his gaze stopped when it landed on Nico.

               “Mr. Nico di Angelo,” Professor Snape said simply, “my office.”

               And, thus, Nico was in his office, wondering first if Professor Snape somehow figured out what they had done before it simmered down to the fact that it was likely about the quest. Perhaps it was that Voldemort had told him about the stolen Horcrux, or that now Voldemort was planning something because of that. Perhaps that was what sucked all sort of care out of Professor Snape's eyes. 

               But what stuck with Nico was Harry. Why did he stink so much of a Horcrux? And... what would they have to do if he was one? Death hadn’t really bothered the son of Hades. As a being bothering him about Draco, yes, but death itself? Not anymore. Nico surrounded himself with death after his sister died… and well, he was the son of Hades. It was hard to avoid talks or understandings of Death.

               Harry was young though, just like Nico. Just like his sister. It would be unfair. The prophecy said that one could not survive without the other and if Harry died, that would mean… 

               But Nico couldn’t allow that. Harry's death. 

               It helped to have a plan- to have something. And since Horcruxes only appeared to be destroyed with a certain something, it… How could it work? How could Harry stay alive and Voldemort die? Gods, how could this all make sense?

               “What am I here for?” Nico asked.

               Professor Snape had been mostly silent, thoughts moving a mile a minute. But, it stopped as he focused on Nico. 

               “I’m offering to teach you Occlumency,” Professor Snape said, “it is the opposite of Legilimency, where you can shield your mind from invasion or influence from Legilimens.”

                I…

               There was the thing that explained away how Snape knew they were at the Department of Mysteries. Nico leaned forward in his seat.

               “With that ability, not only will you be able to stop me from invading your mind any further, you will hopefully be able to stop the Dark Lord and… I can tell you everything Dumbledore and I have been hiding.”

Notes:

Ah! Stuff is happening! Like, every time, why do I have so much happen and at the same time so little? Hmmm.

But... I guess, where is Dumbledore going? And... Will Snape mentally scar Nico while teaching Occulmency like he did with Harry? Or will it be different??!?!!? Put your guesses in now!!

Chapter 32: Christmas Break: A Time for Giving And...

Notes:

It's been...a while. :( I have... almost nothing to say for myself other than I really like how the chapter is right now. Took me a while to write it, to figure out what I wanted to have happen... and how to say it.

And Shang Chi was a great movie, highly recommend.

Anyway, hope you all like the update and, hopefully... I will get back to a more frequent schedule! hehe. hahah. Hmmm.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

                “What is that?” Tom asked, pointing toward the strange object.

                In the little stash of belongings in the drawer, Mallory had a strange looking fang. At least… it could have been a fang. Fang, long claw, talon, Tom couldn’t be sure. What he did know was that it was all black with some gold shavings around it. Golden dust.

                “That’s a little gift I get from, er, defeating… Whatever it was. An ugly, horned, clawed humanoid thing. It tried to kill me,” the older boy smiled and walked over to the side of the room. He lifted the fang out and slowly gave it to Tom.

                Tom accepted the talon gladly, studying it in his hand. The talon was much heavier than he had initially thought, and also much bigger too. It was longer than his whole hand, from the edge of his palm to the tips of his fingers, and felt to be at least three kilograms. It was also well kept. No scratches, if anything, it shined unmarred in the light.

                Tom couldn’t recognize what it could have come from. But, then again, he probably wouldn’t know. Not if it was from one of the monsters Mallory talked about. 

                “But I killed it first,” Mallory finished, leaning back with a smile, “I think it’s like a trophy or something. Something to make it worth defeating them, I suppose. I don’t know.”

                Mallory already began to walk away, not too interested. Tom narrowed his eyes on the talon.

                “It doesn’t look like a good trophy to me,” Tom said, frowning.

                Mallory laughed, “you are only allowed to say it's a bad trophy when you get your own.”

                “When I get my own?” Tom repeated, his frown deepening as he looked up from the talon. Encouraged by Tom’s confusion, Mallory only smiled brighter. 

                “Yeah,” Mallory said encouragingly, “well, hopefully, it won’t be a life or death situation. But I’ve never really been in one area for long without one or two beasties coming after me.”

                He smiled and Tom looked down at the talon once more. He wasn’t sure he wanted such a trophy, it looked so…  strange. Brutish for it to be in the middle of a city  and… It was just an appendage from some creature, a creature Mallory couldn’t even name! There was nothing for it to be, nothing for it to symbolize. It wasn’t very special.

                Tom blinked as he looked at it.

                But, it did hold something. Mallory had killed something trying to kill him. Now, in his drawer, it will always remind him of what he had done. What Mallory had overcome.

                I guess it is special.

                “You better not let Mrs. Edith see it. She might take it away,” Tom warned, placing the talon back inside the drawer.

 

               “So, he’ll be able to teach you Occlumency?” Will repeated, not looking back. “Won’t that mean you... you’ll have to defend yourself against mind reading? It’s basically mind reading.”

               Nico was sitting on one of the white beds in the Hospital Wing, his legs swinging back and forth. Beside him, Will meticulously checked bottle colorations before adding the labels and putting them away. Nico did offer to help, but his boyfriend promptly denied it, citing that it was a part of his job. But Nico also knew it was because Will was a bit too controlling to rely on anyone else to complete that specific medial job. The different "hues had to be right in order to be healing and not... no dealing isn't the word I'm looking for. How about just bad?"

               But, it was fine, Nico and Will were ready to leave when they could, already wearing some regular 'Muggle' clothes for when they would show up at Camp Half-Blood. For how long it would take to be able to leave, the two haven’t decided just yet.

               Hogwarts was so chillingly empty with all of the students sent home. If only there were some ghosts then there would be an actual chill. But, after the year of being at Hogwarts, Nico knew they avoided him purposefully.

               Nico briefly wondered why they sent everyone home. Perhaps the House-Elves did in depth cleaning? Though he had yet seen one.

               “Yeah,” Nico answered, sighing.

               Will gave Nico a look, his that-might-not-be-a-good-idea, before continuing.

               “Yeah, yeah,” Nico replied to the silent words, “but… it would be nice to be able to share things. Know what they know, have a real alliance and all that. And Professor Snape likes me. So maybe it won’t be that bad.” 

               Will smiled. 

               “He does like you. I’ve seen what he’s like with some of the other students and it’s… questionable. Um, did he say he wanted to start during the break?”

               The demigod paused. He knew Professor Snape had severe favoritism when it came to Slytherins over anyone else, but… well, it was hard to hate that fact when one was a Slytherin. Pushing that thought away, he went back to the conversation with Professor Snape. Occlumency Lessons.

               “No, we are waiting until after break,” Nico answered, remembering rather vividly saying he couldn’t when Professor Snape had asked the question.

               “Good, you have a lot on your plate,” Will smiled, putting his hands on his hips as he looked at the cabinet. It was filled to the brim with enough potions and remedies to make Madame Pomfrey smile. Hopefully. She didn’t smile that much. Had Nico ever seen her smile? “And that doesn’t even include you telling Harry he’s a Horcrux.”

               Nico’s legs stopped swinging. He suddenly wished they had left sooner. Perhaps if they weren’t waiting around, Will wouldn’t have brought it up.

               “Did you know that doctors, for a while, weren’t required to tell their patients the truth. In fact, it was almost the norm for doctors not to tell their patients they had terminal cancer and only a few months to live. Isn’t that horrible?”

               The son of Hades glared at his boyfriend.

               “That is horrible and don’t worry, I’m telling Harry… at least before the break ends. It’s hard to decide when to ruin someone’s Christmas. Before, or after?” Nico offered sarcastically.

               Will smirked, “that is hard to decide.”

               Nico groaned, laying back on the bed. Within a moment, Will joined him, grabbing his left hand and pulling it to his own chest.

               “I’m glad you’re telling him. It may be… a death sentence, but not fully. You can figure something out,” Will said, moving his thumb over Nico’s hands in soft circles. Nico had been telling Will that. He won’t let Harry stay dead, he… they just needed the Horcrux to die. “And I didn’t just bring that horrible fact up because I was thinking about only that.”

               Nico turned his face to see Will, his eyes getting distracted by the blond tufts falling over his cheeks and the white covers before responding.

               “Then what were you thinking about?”

               “Some people want me to check up on them instead of Madame Pomfrey,” Will frowned, “I don’t know if it is because I explain things. Or that I’m not that pushy with medicine. Or that I actually make casual conversation with them.”

               Nico smirked, “Or maybe because you’re cute.”

               Will’s eyes widened before he smiled brightly. Practically lighting up the room. “Aw, you said I’m cute.”

               “I don’t need to tell you that… and also, it can’t be that you’re not pushy with medicine because you definitely are pushy with medicine,” Nico said, and his smirk turned into genuine glee as Will began to shake his head and groan.

 

               Harry looked at Grimmauld Place before him, watching as the wood and windows crawled and shook before the large apartment house rested in its place. The Muggles on either side didn’t appear to notice, the lights inside showing them still talking to their families or starting to prepare dinner. His breath puffed out in front of him. Gosh, it was cold. 

               “You won’t believe your eyes when you see the inside,” Tonks smiled, her hair turning from a light red to pink from the roots, “they’ve decided to redo most of the decorations. And add as many ornaments and Christmas trinkets they could find.”

               Tonks looked down at Harry, letting herself let go of his hand.

               Though he had heard the statement loud and clear, he didn’t react. There was too much on his mind from the last half day at Hogwarts. He remembered his friends’ faces, hugging them after leaving the train, and then running into Tonks. He hadn’t expected her, appearing out of the shadows of people to Apparate him to Grimmauld Place.

               He had expected Sirius. 

               Why didn't he come?

               There was another worry on his mind, like why Nico didn’t see him that day either. What was going on with him?

               “Harry?” Tonks said.

               He blinked, “yeah, er, okay, let’s go inside.”

               Tonks used the large knocker, looking back to smile at Harry. There was a pounding of feet and the door opened to reveal Sirius. He didn’t look like the godfather he had seen a few weeks ago.

               His hair was tied up in a haphazard bun, his skin had a healthy glow, and his eyes glittered with excitement. Flour was all over his hands, now also on the door and walls, as well as the black apron he was wearing.

               “Harry, what was in the letter I sent a few days ago?” Sirius asked, “and Tonks, what was the code I had given you before you left?”

               Tonks responded before Harry could even think.

               “Wet dog smell doesn’t come out of the carpet.”

               “I, er,” What, what did Sirius say? Oh, wait, right- “you said that I should not bring any school work or textbooks home because there was no way I was going to look over them during break?”

               “Great, come on in!” Sirius said, grabbing Harry inside and into his arms for a fierce hug.

               The worries of the school year and everything else melted away for a moment. And then, just like it happened, the hug was over. Sirius smiled at him before backing down the hallway. Tonks was already moving toward the kitchen, looking over her shoulder with some lingering glee before disappearing to talk to… Lupin?

               “I’ve changed a lot of the house,” Sirius explained, ushering Harry further into the house and away from the lingering voices of the other wizards. “Well, not all of it. Some things are a lot harder to get rid of.”

               “I can hear you good for nothing disgrace! If only your brother had survived instead of you! My boy, my sweet boy-”

               Sirius scowled at the painting behind the curtain, whispering to Harry over her screams, “I just might trade the family fortune to get rid of her once and for all. Surely there must be some wizard who has figured out how to remove such things.”

               Harry would agree, enough that he would gladly pitch in to never have to hear that voice again. Luckily, her screaming turned into far sounding taunts and…

               There wasn’t a layer of dust tainting the brown floor a dullish grey. In fact, he could see the wooden panels almost clearly. If anything, there was only a tiny bit of dust on the edges and in between the details and the floors- it was always so hard to clean those areas

               Harry didn’t recognize the living room before him. The layer of dust on everything was gone and he had never seen so much light inside. The seating was replaced with a much brighter red couch instead of the sunken-in green one. The table set out before it was oiled, shining with newfound life. And every corner there were decorations; bright golden bells and tinsel attached to the walls, ornaments hanging from whatever could hold them, and tiny snowmen -Harry suspected was made of real snow- was found easily wherever they could fit.

               Sirius proudly showed Harry the rest of the house decorated in a similar fashion. Set amongst the newer, brighter furniture and Christmas decorations there were the older sets of darker wood, deep green, and aged silver snake heads and scales. He almost didn’t see them… and he didn’t see the House-Elf heads along the staircase.

               Sirius was so fast, Harry couldn’t pick out that many details before being enthusiastically shown to the next part of the house. The only thing that was constant was Sirius rattling off about how cleaning up this space was hard and how he had already thrown away so many things. Finally, it looked like they were going to stop. 

               “Your advice was very helpful, Harry,” Sirius said, smiling as he stood, his whole body facing Harry for the second time since Harry had arrived.

               Now they had time to look and take it in, Harry realized he knew where they were. It was in front of the room Harry had stayed in before. Harry wondered how it had changed and what he had done. Sirius opened the door and Harry was greeted with the sight of a plain bedroom.

               Almost just as it was before, maybe even less. The somewhat large bed had a kind of plain red coverings, drawers, a window, and a lamp beside a desk. And, of course, it was cleaned. Spotless. 

               Harry blinked and walked inside. He knew where he could put his clothes… perhaps he didn’t even need to unpack his trunk. There was enough room for it to be comfortably placed by the drawers. Hell, it was almost double the size of the room he had wrangled out of the Dursleys some time ago.

               “I didn’t know what you would like so… I thought it would be best to let you personalize it to how you see fit,” Sirius shrugged, “and I can help you with your trunk! Then we can go back downstairs and finish making the early dinner.”

               Harry blinked, his mind catching onto only one part of Sirius’s sentences. He turned back toward Sirius, confused.

               “Personalize it? For Christmas?” Harry asked.

               Sirius frowned before crossing his arms, “I didn’t really think of that. Didn’t know if you wanted the bright decorations inside, but if you want to we can do that too. Er. I was thinking more of hanging up posters or something like that. When I was your age I think I had a million posters…”

               His godfather’s words trailed off as he stared at Harry. His eyes widened before he swallowed and started again.

               “I wasn’t lying when I offered you the chance to live with me. Though… though some things came up and even when my charges were cleared, I… Well. You can live with me during the summer. Even if Dumbledore thinks it’s best for you to stay at your damned Aunt’s house, you can stay here. This is your room.”

               Harry paused. He looked around the room, very clearly overwhelmed. 

               “When you want to, Tonks, Remus, and I will be downstairs finishing dinner. Erm. It may or may not be good, I’m trying a new recipe for fried fish.”

               Harry nodded and when Sirius left, he stayed and stared. Was this really it? Was he going to live here, with Sirius? The last summer before seventh year? And afterwards?

               He would have hoped he felt happy about that prospect. But, there was something telling him not to plan that far ahead. Harry never planned that far ahead. Maybe it was the fact he had lived in Uncle Vernon’s house far too long or how each and every year at Hogwarts he nearly died.

               But, at that moment Harry suddenly smelled the fish and something else burning downstairs. And he smiled, took off his jacket, threw it on the bed, and found his way downstairs.

               It wasn’t set in stone, but that didn’t mean he wasn’t going to enjoy every minute of it.

 

               Nico didn’t find the two days back at Camp Half-Blood relaxing. Nor was he able to think about what he was going to do. Instead, the increased monsters around the perimeter were the talk of the town, and if someone had somehow not heard that they could see the monsters themselves along the edges. So, he knew he looked grumpier than normal, showing up at the Grimmauld fireplace, only feeling happy that Will appeared not to close after him and the fact that he could finally drop the large bag he had been carrying for… only a few seconds.

               The demigods were wearing what they normally wore: Muggle clothes. Nico donned a black shirt, jeans, boots, and his large aviator jacket. Will, beside him, was similar and also a thousand times worse with the combination of a large blue sweater, some sweatpants, his doctor coat, a large backpack filled with clothes and robes, and flip flops.

               The bang from the bag landing must have been loud because, within moments, he saw Harry, who was only wearing red and gold plaid pajamas.

               “You’re here,” Harry said, frowning, sounding as if he didn’t know why Nico would be there.

               “It’s going to be Christmas tomorrow,” Nico replied, tilting his head, “you’re going to the Burrow.”

               “Oh, er, yeah,” Harry said lamely.

               “Who- what is it- oh,” Sirius stopped, staring at the three boys before him.

               “Am I the only one remembering that we are going to the Burrow today?” Nico asked, looking out at them all.

               “You’re going to the Burrow with flip-flops on?” Harry asked Will.

               “Don’t,” Nico quickly replied, putting his hand up- to shut up either Harry or Will, he didn’t quite know, “I’ve already tried. We have extra shoes in the bag.”

               The short answer to the question Nico had asked before was yes. Not only did Harry momentarily forget about going to the Burrrow, but so did his godfather and Lupin. And Tonks. A house full of people and they all rushed to pack a few outfits, some food out of the fridge, as well as some presents. Most of the things, however, went into a few bags that took a lot less space than Nico’s. Nico took a breath, remembering his friends back at school with bags that held a lot more than they appeared.

               “Why don’t you have one of those yet?” Will asked Nico, clearly bored.

               They were sitting down on the couch in front of the fireplace, the closest seat from when they entered. Tonks was with them from the beginning before mentioning she could pack the food. The two demigods stayed there, waiting for the wizards to appear. However, there wasn’t much to complain about, the couch was nice and very comfy.

               And definitely new. 

               “I do,” Nico answered, “but not big enough to fit our stuff.”

               “Not big enough? The opening isn’t big enough?”

               “Yes, it can only fit quills and rolled up parchments,” Nico shrugged, remembering he had gotten it from… somewhere. His friends? Someplace. He leaned next to Will, “I haven’t been out much to buy a bag for clothes.”

               “You’re never out much,” Will laughed.

               Nico only had enough time to grunt before the others appeared. A few more greetings were exchanged before they took their turns with the Floo Powder. Nico frowned. He had wanted to talk to Sirius alone before going, but it didn’t look like that was going to happen.

               Moving into the Fireplace, he flung the powder, spoke the words, and appeared on the other side. 

               In the Burrow, there were a lot of people. More people than in Grimmauld. Ron was already hugging Harry and-- I have to get out of the way, there are still more people coming.

               Nico went to the side, happy to see Will come out from the other end. Will’s eyes widened, no doubt going through the same shock to see so many people all at once, but before Nico could walk over there hands were wrapping around his chest and heaving him up off the ground.

               “Oh my gods, Nicooooo,” Melody singsonged from behind him, dropping him down to the ground hastily and spinning him around to face her.

               He was met with a gleeful expression on her face, as well as some regular Muggle clothes too. A yellow sweater, jeans, and… had she done something with her hair?

               “I know it hasn’t been too long, but I have missed seeing your grim face during meal times and everything, tell me you brought a shitton of swords and stuff!” Melody said. 

               Nico blinked, not sure how to respond, only for him to unzip the bag he was carrying. Inside, a few different swords gleamed, Celestial Bronze, Imperial Gold, and his preferred one of Stygian Iron.

               She instantly squealed, jumping up and down. Behind her, Nico noticed Marvus speaking to Remus Lupin.

               “Why would you bring all that here?”

               The demigods turned to see Fred and George standing over them. Nico hadn’t seen the twins in quite some time. Actually, ever since the summer when he had told them and the rest of the Order his godly origins. And quest. And, wow. They were wearing some really expensive and colorful suits at the moment, almost the same as then. 

                “Demigod stuff,” Melody answered, blowing a raspberry at them.

                Nico composed himself and quickly zipped up the bag. It was different now, but he didn’t really need anyone else looking inside, didn’t want anyone touching anything inside either. Not when he had the Horcrux bundled with a blanket and rubber bands.

               “Just like that large bird you had last year?” Fred asked, his eyes turning toward Nico.

               “What were they really?” George added.

                Though he was a bit shocked at the change of topic, Nico wasn’t going to protest.

               “Giant eagles, only Camp Jupiter has some and they are used for serious business only,” Nico answered.

                Now, where did Will go? Oh- he’s already talking to the Weasley parents. Gods, why does he have to be so social? And so good at it too!

                “Our business is serious!” Fred said, “We have been making some Shield Hats, and the Ministry has bought quite a bit- interesting how some employees can't cast a decent Shield Charm.”

                Nico gulped. He remembered the monsters lining the border and quickly realized they weren’t the only ones. Well. 

                “Serious demigod business,” Nico replied, “which is happening right now. Monsters are very interested in the borders currently.”

                I really need to try to visit Camp Jupiter soon. From what Reyna and Hazel have been writing it isn’t as overwhelming as Camp Half-Blood. However, it is still worrisome.

                Confusion flickered across the twins’ faces before George nudged and whispered into Fred’s ear. Realization spread across before his cheeks turned red with embarrassment.

                “Well, if you all are in such a tizzy, do you want to order some?” Fred asked, smiling.

                Still, that didn’t hide the way he had frozen moments before. Nico felt himself relax. See? Some people aren’t perfect at socializing. Maybe everyone isn’t. 

                “I’m poor,” Nico replied instantly, “and I don’t know how well those would work with monsters.”

                “You keep saying monsters, what do you mean? Very dangerous magical creatures? Rated more than five X’s by the Ministry?” George inquired.

                “Sometimes, sometimes not. I’m not sure about the ones around here, but maybe we’ll see one tomorrow or in a few days since there are so many demigods in one place,” Nico replied.

                The glee started to wane and crack on the twin’s expressions as those words sunk in.

                “He’s just teasing you guys! Now we need to know where we are all going to sleep or something!” Melody said, pushing the twins away, “Gods, please, can you at least try to be good hosts? It’s Christmas! Well, Christmas Eve.”

 

                Nico was already talking to the twins… Well. The Weasley twins and then one of the Jones twins. Harry took a breath. And Ron was already taking Harry’s bag into his room. Though it had been nice at Grimmauld, he was in desperate need to be around his friends and people his age. Board games were only so much fun in between the jokes that were at least a decade old. Still... it was. Good. Amazing really. 

                Though Harry was excited to come to the Burrow, he was also worried. What was on that demigod’s mind? What was it that Nico was planning on telling Harry? And when would they try to destroy the Horcrux? After Christmas? If the Horcrux wanted to protect itself again and destroy some of its surroundings they might have to go outside and into the fields. He didn’t think Mrs. Weasley would like to see her house or her yard in ruin.

                So much for having a break. I guess that’s over.

                “How has it been?”

                Harry turned to see Ginny. She was wearing an orange sweater with a bright red “G” on it and some pants that mimicked what they wore during Quidditch practice. Though he must have seen her a thousand times in outfits like this, he was somehow shocked at her appearance.

                Maybe it’s because they aren’t at Hogwarts. Or is it the lighting?

                “Uh, good,” Harry blinked and paused. Wait, I need to say something else. “Sirius is learning how to cook. He has only destroyed a few pans and three spatulas.”

                Why would she care about the cooking utensils Sirius had destroyed? Fuck, what do I say? How do I make this less awkward? No, this is fine. I’m fine. Even if I definitely like Ron’s sister and I’m in their house at this exact moment.

                It wasn’t this hard at Hogwarts! But then again, normally Harry was rushing around to do stuff and even if this wasn’t a perfect break, there certainly wasn’t anything he was required to do at the moment… All of that, they had to wait until they talked about it.

                Ginny laughed before raising an eyebrow, “there are some spells so he wouldn’t destroy things, why has he tried to cook without them?”

                Harry blinked, again. 

                “Because I don’t know any spells for that,” Harry replied slowly.

                Do they actually have spells? Wait. Of course, they do, I’ve seen it before-- at this house too!

                Ginny narrowed her eyes, a flash of confusion going over her face before it was schooled back.

               “If you want to, maybe my mum can teach you. I haven’t learned them yet either. Maybe she can give Sirius some books too,” Ginny took in a breath, “though I was thinking we could try to play some Quidditch here- we have more than enough to have decent teams.”

                “Oh, er-”

                Harry didn’t know how to respond right away. He didn’t know if he wanted to learn the spells- but eventually, it would probably be a good idea. But even if he wanted to play Quidditch and use this time to relax, now that everyone was here, well…

                We have plans. Destroy the Horcrux.

                But that shouldn’t take all day! And besides, it will be Christmas tomorrow. Tonight is for celebration and such. And we have to talk about that all later anyway. It will be fine… 

                “Or do you already have plans with the demigods?” Ginny asked, a frown starting to sport her face.

                Harry’s eyes widened, but before he could answer someone beat him to it.

                “Hey guys! We’ve got stuff to do! Like maybe decorate some Gingerbread men! Or something,” Ron said, “what about our Christmas Eve traditions.”

                “I want to decorate Gingerbread men!” Melody and Marvus called.

                “And you all can do that out of the kitchen and dining room,” Mrs. Weasley called, “only the cooks are allowed in there until dinner.”

                It was the best part about being in this house. So many people. So much to do. Even if Harry had only been doing this for as long as Ron had asked him to come over, it never got old. Or less fun as the years wore on. The only problem was trying to make new designs on the little gingerbreadmen.

                Harry turned back to Ginny and couldn’t help but smile. The same frown sported her face, but even that was replaced with some glee.

                “And I want to design Umbridge this year,” she smiled.

                “Hey- wait,” Harry scowled, “I wanted to do her! I have more ideas than last year!”

 

                Nico hadn’t known what it was like to celebrate Christmas in a… Home. He had done so at Camp the past few years, learning to love it despite all of the crazy things that normally happened during that time. In fact, he had been a little sad to leave. Especially with everything happening.

                However, he felt himself fall into place at the Burrow. Decorating Gingerbread men, some of them depicting caricatures of the people they knew, others were serious trys of making something cool, at least five ugly done Umbridges, and the last few were sad and frustrated works of art that just needed some icing and whatever candy they had left. It was a tradition Nico had never been a part of before. Eating dinner at a table that was filled with so many people that weren't his age- so much conversation. It had been exhausting, keeping up with the chatter, but it was also fun. 

                It was when he spoke to the parents, other older Members in the Order of the Phoenix, did Nico find himself missing something. He had wished he had Hades. Even if some were awkward or at a rather bare dinner table, they were… good enough to miss.

                It had been so long since he had seen Hades. All Nico saw nowadays was Death. And even then… Nico was not seeing them much at the moment. 

                “You can produce a real Patronus, right? I’m sure you have but I don’t think I’ve seen it,” Harry said, shaking Nico out of his homesickness.

                Nico frowned.

                “At the meetings?” Nico asked.

                It was one of the many spells that Dumbledore's Army 2.0 practiced and Nico was thankful for it. However, it was a little nerve wracking. Of course, though, none of them knew why Nico blushed every time he would see that Raven. 

                “Yeah,” Harry replied, “you can, can’t you?”

                “Yeah. I can. It’s a raven,” Nico answered, blushing. 

                “A raven?” Harry repeated, eyes widening.

                Though, his face was contorting with confusion as well. Shit, he can see me blushing! He’s probably wondering why I’m… ugh!

                “I can’t believe you haven’t during the meeting yet,” Harry said, shoving food in his mouth, “we should all do it sometime. Maybe then the rest of the membebrs might relax around you.”

                Nico blinked. Quickly Harry chewed quickly and swallowed.

                “It’s not an insult- it’s just…” Harry looked around, “there is the notion that a wizard has to be pure of heart to cast a Patronus. And you’re a Slytherin… Most Death Eaters can’t.”

                “Or don’t need to,” Remus Lupin interjected.

                The two boys startled and looked at him. He was talking to someone else before, right? Nico didn’t even notice him listening in.

                “There is no need to be able to cast the Charm when the Dementors are already on your side,” Lupin clarified.

                Nico nodded and Harry looked down, taking that answer in. It made sense. But also… Nico pursed his lips. He had yet to see a Dementor in the flesh- or rather… Did Dementors have flesh? Nico had known what they looked like on paper, but in person...

                “It did take me a long time to cast Patronus Charm,” Nico admitted, “I was… worried about that statement. Needing a pure heart. Though I doubt anyone really has that.”

                Lupin nodded, “there are many things in our textbooks that are still theory. One of the newest ones is that you don’t have to be pure of heart, but you have to believe you have pure intentions.”

                Pure intentions. Was that just a play on words? Well, he did say the caster has to believe they have pure intentions. That means almost anyone can do it. If they believe themselves to be able to.

                “So what does that mean if Maggots come out and eat the caster?” Nico asked.

                Lupin’s eyes widened before he sat up straight in his seat. The werewolf focused on him, some surprise that the demigod had obviously looked into it. Meanwhile, Harry’s eyes widened. So, this really was the first time he had ever heard of it.

                “Following the theory from before, they probably believed they were rotten,” Lupin answered simply.

                Nico swallowed. Was Magic always this intense?

                “Everybody, quiet!” Mrs. Weasley said.

                Whatever Nico or Harry could have said was quickly subdued. They all turned toward the matriarch of the house, whose glee was gone from her eyes as she pointed toward the teal grandfather clock right over Harry.

                The demigod hadn’t noticed the clock in the room until then even if it did have a rather obnoxious color. He also didn’t notice that it didn’t tell the time, instead, locations and such of the family members. With curiosity, he realized all of the faces, all of the hands were moving from “HOME” toward...

                Mortal Peril.

                And yet, before hands could cross the line, they stopped.

                “What does that mean?” Marvus asked, breaking the silence.

                Mrs. Weasley turned toward her husband, “Arthur?”

                The Order of the Phoenix members began to look at one another, some confused while others started to look at the windows outside. Nothing, there was nothing but the pitch blackness of night and regular noises from the outside. Just the bugs buzzing outside in the long grasses or maybe some other creatures trying to talk to one another.

                Nico pursed his lips.

                “Monsters can’t really smell that good, can they?” Melody asked, worry leaking into her tone as she waited for Nico’s answer.

                When there were four demigods in the same building and one of them was a son of Hades that it couldn’t be an impossibility. The rest of the younger crowd looked toward him, clearly wanting to hear the answer or an explanation.

                Nico stood up from his chair. 

                “We don’t need to wait to find out.”

Notes:

AH- ha!!! See! This is good and I have the next part planned out and I'm already writing it and oh boy! We will see if any of your predictions are good because oh boy!

I guess for this chapter... What do you guys think is outside? Hmmmm?
And also creating a corporal Patronus, what is your thoughts as well?

I hope to update... in two weeks? Let's see!!

Chapter 33: Christmas Break: And a Time for Taking!

Notes:

This one took longer than expected!! :(
But also, when you've got a kitty on your lap, it's hard man. But, I hope you enjoy this one :) some drama! Some action! Really annoyingly hard to write action scenes, I swear to god, it's hard!

But also, ye :) more background.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

                The nearly full moon shone brightly down on the water lapping at the rocky shore, creating long lines of white against the black of night. Blending in with the black and white, Voldemort stood on the cliff, a few hundred kilometers above the very thing that caused him to pause. He did not know if he wanted to walk in. However, he knew it was silly to be so hesitant. After all, he only needed to check if the Locket was still there and then leave.

                The demigod couldn’t have possibly gotten to it yet, Voldemort reassured himself as he turned from the starless night downward. Not when there were so many precautions. The protective spells on the outside, the boat itself, all of the inferni, even that creature’s body. It isn’t possible. Not yet. Not without intense skill. Only a fully realized wizard could ever retrieve it and even then, there needed to be two.

                Yet, Voldemort found he couldn’t move. He needed to wait. He needed more time. Previous anger, guilt, and bile started to come up from his stomach. It wasn’t pleasing to feel nor realize Voldemort hadn’t gotten over such things.

                To the side, was another figure. Cloaked in darkness and the light shining from the moon, they waited. Their face was hidden underneath the watery cloak, not betraying their feelings nor reactions. But, that was normally what Death did. Watching without participating until they were called, needed, thought of...

                Voldemort scowled and closed his red reptilian eyes. Taking in a breath through his slit-like nostrils he let it out once more. All of the clouds of emotions disappeared and then he was able to see clearly, both literally and figuratively.

                And yet, Death did not disappear.

                Dissolving into black smoke, Voldemort traveled downwards, swirling until he landed at the mouth of the cave. The mixture of rocks and sand at his feet gave away. Low tide. Voldemort had only been there one time when the tide was low. It was a memory he did not like very much.

                Death loomed over Voldemort, their spine arching unnaturally and inhumanly, too long and too sharp of a curve. Their cloak flowed with the few surf that managed to crash far enough on the rock, mixing only like water and oil, gleaming a silvery glow on the surface. Nothing noticed Death. And yet, everything did. At some point, everything had to notice them.

                Gulping, Voldemort walked forward, already feeling his magic pulsing in the protection spell and… and something else. Someone else was there.

                He briskly turned to a light shooting towards him and wordlessly batted it away with a spell from his wand.

                Taking in the sight, Voldemort saw the last person he wanted to see. Well, second to last. Voldemort was furious to realize how he hadn’t seen the wizard before that moment. Dumbledore didn’t exactly blend in with the dark rock nor the shadows of the night. Instead, he matched with the nearly full moon and all of the light that shined on the water with his whiter robes on.

                Dumbledore was always excessive. 

                “How nice to see you, Tom,” Dumbledore greeted.

                Voldemort sneered.

                “We don’t need the pleasantries,” he said, twisting his wand.

                There were a dance of light and darkness, green and other colors being shot at one another. Voldemort moved between smoke and his real form easily and quickly, and he could tell he was starting to get to the old man.

                The spells were getting a little too close to comfort for the older wizard, a twinge of fire at his robes. A touch of black along the white cloth. Voldemort never remembered it being this easy!

                “You’re losing your touch old man!” Voldemort said with glee before sending another stream of fire at him. “Don’t pretend I can’t see your skeleton hand!”

                Favoring one over the other, it was easy to see the decrepit limb. Falling apart. It didn’t take long before Voldemort remembered the curse he had put on Marvolo’s Ring. The curse he had bestowed upon it before he left it with the rest of the ruins.

                Marvolo was a disgrace of a wizard. And even if Voldemort was the next in line, he knew he didn’t want anything to do with that bloodline, not after meeting him, not after learning about his- his-

                The water turned into ice, slicing up toward Dumbledore and for a moment everything stayed still. Dumbledore grunted and his hand rose before him to see the damage. The sleeves from the white robe fell, revealing his blackened hand and his pointer finger… no longer there. The anger that had built up in Voldemort unleashed itself in a laugh.

                He had never hit the other wizard before.

                And a moment too soon.

                In an instant, fire wrapped around him like a cocoon. His red eyes blazing against the embers, Voldemort looked at Dumbledore with… he would never admit it was shock, but it was- how could he have done it? Sure, Voldemort hadn’t been paying attention as closely as he should have, but-

                “It’s coming to an end,” Dumbledore said, looking at him with tired eyes.

                It was the same expression the wizard wore walking through the hallways of Hogwarts between the stupid or silly antics the old wizard or other students had arose. The times when Voldemort had his black hair and dark eyes, his followers at his sides, and the silver and green tie around his neck. And the burning questions of someone he knew a long time ago.

                The burning had long since turned into ash.

                So, it was true. They were working together, weren’t they? The Slytherin boy with the sword and Dumbledore. Ugh, it didn’t matter. They were just more pieces to consider, especially that now he understood their places on the board. 

                “You don’t know who they are,” Voldemort said within the cracking of the flames, “you barely know what they are!”

                Not waiting for an answer, Voldemort apparated away.

 

                Nico stood outside of the Burrow, his sword in his hands, his eyes narrowed as he looked out at the fields. No buildings or artificial lights, other than the house he was inside, for miles and miles and miles. So, he couldn’t see that far in the pitch black night. And what he did see, there was nothing. No movement amongst the grass and crops.

                Most of the time if there was some type of monster, Nico would know about it by now. They would try to swipe at him or the house or make themselves known verbally. He had gotten all too familiar with the monologues about why or how they wanted to kill him. Luckily, that always left an opening for his sword. And then, no more monsters.

                But no monologue came. Nor did anyone come out of the fields.

                “Get back in the house, we can take care of it,” Sirius Black said from in front of him.

                The moment there was a possibility of danger, they had gone out. Tonks, Sirius, Remus, and even Mr. Weasley lingered outside. 

                If it was a monster, Nico would deal with it. Perhaps even ask Melody and Marvus for their help. Would wands even be effective against those monsters? He knew from Care of Magical Creatures that dragon scales were resistant to magic, did that mean most monsters were resistant too? Or totally ineffective? Nico gulped, knowing that he shouldn’t test it out now. Behind him, Melody and Marvus were muttering to each other about weapons.

                “You said it couldn’t have been a monster, not this soon,” Sirius said, confusion on his face as he tried to piece together what was happening. There was nothing out on the fields, but the clock said there must be. It wasn’t fun waiting around. “Nothing could find out you were here this quick. It hasn’t even been more than 6 hours.”

                Nico turned to see Melody, Marvus, and Will staring at him. They were waiting too, waiting to see who it was that ticked the hands on the clock. Of course, the other wizards didn’t just stay inside. Harry was narrowing his eyes as he stared outside, Ron, Hermione, and Ginny not at all hiding behind him. 

                “As a son of Hades, anything is possible,” Nico replied glumly, “especially when there are four demigods in total.”

                Marvus walked past them, grumbling underneath his breath. His wooden prosthetic left small imprints on the ground as he made his way out, his wand in his hand.

                A sharp sound of grass cracking into flames filled his ears. Bright and hot on his skin, Nico watched as fire swirled all around the house, surrounding them. The wizards got out and ready and sweat started to drip down as heat baked them.

                In front, smoke bellowed and warped, revealing Bellatrix.

                “You didn’t invite me to your little Christmas celebration?!” Bellatrix screamed, stomping her foot onto the ground like a child. “But cousin! We are family!”

                Sirius only had time to clench his wand tighter before Remus had sent a spell her way and she disappeared with a cackle.

                The others looked all around, waiting for her to appear again. Arthur Weasley’s eyes darted between the outside and the flames that were growing faster and faster.

                Nico inched out from the entrance of the house but did not move any further. With his steady position, the rest of the younger wizards, witches, and demigods stayed put. There was something wrong. No person would be stupid enough to come alone.

                “I’ve heard you’ve been looking into small Regulus’s disappearance,” she announced. Nico looked up to see Bellatrix on a small outcropping on the roof, looking down at Sirius, “did you suddenly learn to care for your younger brother? Or are you worried the same will happen to itty bitty Potter?!”

                Regulus? Sirius is looking into his death? I thought he stopped?

                “Stupify!”

                The spell shot out of Harry’s wand and landed on the roofing tile, blasting small bits onto the ground below. Harry tried to get past Nico, but the demigod quickly stepped in front of him.

                “Stop it,” Harry snapped at Nico, “they need my help!”

                They certainly did, the fire was getting out of control. Remus and Tonks had taken on that task well, leaving Sirius and Mr. Weasley to look around for Bellatrix. But, Nico knew. There were others there, but where? To be able to fight them he had to see them and even with the bright moon almost full, it was lost against the bright orange flames.

                Bright flames that were being batted down. There would be an opening soon.

                “It happened before! It will happen again!” Bellatrix said, appearing once more by the fire, “and you won’t be able to stop it! Someone will infiltrate and you’ll die while we come back to rise again!”

                Bellatrix let out a loud laugh and something noticeable snapped in Sirius. He straightened his back, his hand unclenched from his wand and he shot a spell at her. She grinned, deflecting it with an easy swipe.

                “Catch me if you can! Catch me and you’ll get what you’ve been asking for!”

                While she disappeared beyond the fire, stepping through it as if it was water and Sirius did not move from where he was. The flames continued to move about, an opening showing before closing again. The fire crackled and Nico felt his mind piece together the trap she had laid.

                No. Don’t do it, Nico thought. And, for the first time that night, he had wished his wand was out instead of his sword. 

                Because maybe he would have been able to do something when Sirius sprinted through an opening.

                Fuck!

                “Sirius!” Harry called, nearly knocking Nico over as he ran past his extended hand.

                Don’t you dare go after him, I swear- “No, stop- don’t be stupid!” Nico yelled, already trying his best to catch up with the other wizard. The fucking Chosen One. There was a reason why Harry was a Gryffindor and not in any of the other houses. 

                Nico knew the yelling wouldn’t help. It didn’t even slow Harry down! The fire parted for Harry, harsh welcoming hands around him and right as he passed they started to close up. Nico grimaced and continued, closing his eyes for a second and jumping through. The heat grabbed at him, flames on his fingertips. Then his feet hit the ground and he opened his eyes.

 

                “Harry! Ginny, no!” Ron said, watching as his sister made it across after the demigod.

                He had only been trying to tame the flames, watching as not only Black ran across, but Harry, Nico… And then Ginny. He had almost missed her if it weren’t for her long hair adding a different kind of red to the flames.

                Not waiting, Ron lunged toward the fire she had just leaped over and it roared in front of him.

                “Oh bloody hell,” Ron cursed, already jumping back before he felt the pain race up his hand. He dropped his wand and looked at them. The skin was already screaming at him and it looked- well, it looked fine at the moment, but it still felt like it was in the flames. Burning, blistering. 

                He backed up and found there was someone already looking over his shoulder. He looked away from his hands.

                “Magical burn, isn’t it?” Will asked as he looked won, then without waiting for an answer he glanced at the fire before. It was already rearing up, higher than before, even if the wizards were still wrestling with the flames and pouring water on it. Like it was alive. Like a creature who now only got mad. Will frowned and took Ron’s wand from the ground and started to back away, “come on, you need to get out of the range.”

                The burning sensation persisted, but those words took him away from the pain.

                “What?! I can’t leave them out there-”

                “They’ll be fine,” Will replied, already tugging at Ron’s sleeves, “but if this is magical fire, you might not be if I don’t give you a few things this instant.”

                His best friend and younger sister were out chasing after Bellatrix and who knew else- he should be there! He can help! He can do it!

                But the skin on his hand was saying something else. The burning sensation was not going away and suddenly it heightened. Ron shut his eyes and clenched his jaw.

                Harry needs him. Ginny needs me. I can do this. I can do this!

                “Give me my wand,” Ron pushed, glaring at the other boy.

                “Your hand is still on fire and I don’t have time to waste arguing anymore, you are coming with me,” Will ordered.

                What? It can’t be? Even if it’s magical fire I shouldn’t be-

                Ron looked won to see his hands, shiny with some ashes, but… That wasn’t ash. Some parts of his skin on his palms were blackening and folding up, turning into ash. Whole lines of black were falling down his hands. Whole layers of skin, burning, and peeling off. 

                No wonder it was still so painful.

                “It’s Eternal Fire, an extra charm added so that once it burns something it will keep on going unless you stop it with another potion or spell,” Will explained.

                Ron didn’t have any more time as he was pulled toward the house and instead of protesting, he began to catch up so he wouldn’t fall onto his stomach. 

                Of course, that was when spells began to run down toward the house, one nearly missing Ron’s head. Luckily, they disappeared inside the house. Though Ron should have been grateful, he looked out from his home in worry, guilt, and shame... 

 

                Nico didn’t have time to celebrate not being burnt alive. Sirius and Harry were not stopping. Grasses slapped on his legs and arms and Nico thought he could hear someone behind him. There was the fire, could someone have also slipped through? No, don’t look back, I could lose them. It’s so dark, how could-

                Nico almost ran into Harry. He slowed down past him, his sword up once he realized both Sirius and Harry were looking all around.

                “Back to back boys,” Sirius said, heaving in the air beside them.

                Nico scowled, his sword gleaming with the moonlight. Of course, Sirius was heaving in air, this was the most physical activity he’s had for weeks. Nico heard more footsteps and turned around, ready to slice instead of wasting energy taking out his wand and quickly stopped.

                “Ginny? You followed us?” Harry said, dumbly, blinking. Before she could respond, he pointed his wand just beyond her head. “Stupify!”

                A noticeable thud sounded. Someone was just knocked out.

                “You say that like you didn’t do the same,” Ginny answered, already backing up within their circle.

                However, she was doing better than Sirius. Sirius, while he had made it there, was clutching his chest as he breathed deeply. It was hard to hear anything else other than the wheezing, even if Nico strained. Even if Harry had taken someone out, there must be more where that came from.

                “Black’s not dying right now, don’t worry,” Nico said, his dark eyes scanning the fields around them.

                Maybe I can shadowtravel us out of here. It’s only a hundred something feet or so. Shit, no, I can already hear Will telling me that’s a bad idea. I would have to do the trick of the Underworld and then there, but four- I don’t believe I’ve ever done four before. No, it’s not a good idea.

                “We need to get out of here,” Nico said, letting himself glare at Sirius before his eyes returned to the fields. If he wasn’t in such a situation he might have enjoyed the way the moon shone down on the landscape before them, the grasses reaching up toward the twinkling stars. Atlas, there were probably people surrounding them, and the way in which the Burrow still had fiery flames told Nico enjoyment would not be an option at the moment.

                “They know what Regulus did,” Sirius said hastily, “and I cannot Apparate.”

                “You cannot Ap-”

                A spell shot at them and Sirius turned it away.

                Where was that?

                “I’m not allowed. I might Splinch,” Sirius said.

                Okay, okay, fine!

                Nico forced himself to breathe slower, even as his lungs protested. His dark eyes scanned the grass. He couldn’t see much still. Sirius Black couldn’t Apparate and Nico couldn’t shadowtravel everyone to safety, what the hell were they supposed to do?

                And then there was another spell flung toward them and Harry easily deflected it. A light blue spell, turning the affected grass a dark brown. 

                “You need your wand for this,” Harry said to Nico, frowning as he looked around, “why don’t you have it out?”

                Nico did. Nico frowned, letting his sword dip down as he pawed at his own pocket. His coat was getting in the way and his brain couldn’t stop telling him how he shouldn’t let his sword down at all. To be careful. To be alert because there were people, even if he couldn’t see them, he could feel them there.

                Nico heard a spell leave a wand and his side instantly numbed. Then, the numbness blossomed into pain. He scowled and let out a few choice curse words. Knowing he didn’t have the time to look and see what happened, he held his sword back up.

                At least this thing can take the spells.

                “What happened?” Harry asked.

                Oh, right. We’re all not looking at each other. Fuck, trying to fight all fronts is a horrible idea. 

                “A spell hit him,” Ginny replied. 

                “It’s fine,” Nico replied, barely letting the words through his gritted teeth. Luckily, the pain was fading. It couldn’t have been that bad, “focus, there’s-”

                He didn’t know why they took this long, but a wave of spells shot out at them like a rainbow of lights. Then Death Eaters were finally bold enough to Apparate nearly in front of them. 

                The spells deflected off of the wands like ping pong balls. Nico scowled, looking about. He thrust out his sword and the green spell whirling past him hit the metal. Nico grunted from the force and watched as the spell lit up the sword into the unearthly green glow before dampening to its more sinister purple.

                And then he heard a growl. Nico looked up to see a very hairy and strange-looking man before him. There something different with his eyes, the hungry and manic look in them. Nico had seen that look before, and this specific one was familiar.  

                “The werewolf,” Nico remembered from the headlines of the Daily Prophet. “You’re that werewolf who likes to infect people.”

                “And you are that strange boy,” Greyback replied as he walked closer, his eyes darting from the sword in his hand to his face, “who carries a sword. And who wasn’t affected by my spell.”

                Even if Greyback was doing his best to have mostly disgust in his tone, it was off. The lines around his mouth and his eyes told a different story. He looked to be curious and maybe even scared. It reminded Nico of when he had first met Lupin.

                Too many spells were being exchanged with the other wizards. Grunts and incantations filled the air. Nico knew he was likely alone in facing off this werewolf, just as the latter might have intended. Nico raised up his sword, posing himself to be ready.

                Nico didn’t wait and neither did Greyback. The demigod shuffled forward and then another spell was shot at him. He twisted his sword, protecting himself before he lunged again. And the dance continued, almost instinctual for the both of them.

                That was when Nico noticed another that there were only more wizards coming out of the woodworks. More spells.

                A plan started to form in Nico’s mind. They needed one. They needed one desperately.

                A breath was sucked in between teeth and Nico turned to see Harry holding his head, his jaws clenching with pain. Nico felt something then, as he had felt before. There was a change in how Harry felt, the second soul screaming bright, lighter.

                Nico nearly didn’t have enough time to have his sword absorb the next spell Greyback sent at him. There was a small amount of victory in his mind before pain erupted near his leg. He kept in his groan of pain, moving his sword to deflect another light from Greyback.

                Another spell, another caster. Fuck. I need to focus! Crap, we can’t be doing this for much longer. There are too many!

                “Harry, get in the middle, now!” Nico ordered.

                Harry fell down to his knees and a spell barely missed him. The group began to close up, taking him in as he grunted. 

                And that was when Nico heard the wind rustling through the grasses. As he faced Greyback, he realized that the fire he could normally see from the Burrow was gone. And, above it, the smoke and ash began to mold into a large cloud. Block again. Nico sneaked his attention to see the large ash cloud mold into a serpent-like dragon, its large and toothy mouth open in a roar. 

                “He’s here! Run!” Bellatrix screamed.

                Just as the ash finished collecting from the remnants of the fire below, it flew down to the ground, snaking its way through the field. Greyback disappeared in a crack. Like a firework show, loud cracks sounded throughout the field. The Death Eaters were Apparating away. And the few that weren’t, well, Nico began to hear some bodies hit the ground.

                Ginny was kneeling down next to Harry, her hand on his back as he still held his head. Beside him, Sirius’s black wand began to lower and his eyes fixated on the ash dragon as it surrounded them until it poofed into smoke. Finally, it was quiet. 

                Just as Nico was about to ask who was here, he found out. 

                Before them stood Dumbledore in white robes, his wand lowering as he stared at them. More notably, his eyes were fixated on one person: Sirius Black. And in those eyes was a harsh disappointment. 

 

               Voldemort stood over a stone basin, it already emptied of the green potion he had there before. The water ripped, the sacrifice already with the other bodies below. The inferni had not come alive to grab him, only the poor goblin he had brought along. It wasn’t hard to get inside the cave, after all, Voldemort had made it. A simple trick for him, and only him, to Apparate inside. Well, him and a sacrifice. He had planned to check his Horcrux when he needed to and, well… he needed to. Especially since Dumbledore was stalking outside moments before. 

                In his white hand, Voldemort held the Slytherin locket. The best fake Slytherin locket he had ever seen. The thick golden locket with the beautiful green “s” on it. The glittering green stones weren’t perfect, no after all of the years it had become dirty with age. The best fake he had ever seen. The weight of it was perfect.

                But the locket in his hand did not call out to him. It was hollow. At least, of the soul. Voldemort opened it to reveal a note inside. Scowling, he precariously unfolded it, his eyes racing across the ugly handwriting. His red eyes bulged more and more with fury with each word he read. 

 

To the Dark Lord

I know I will be dead long before you read this but I want you to know that it was I who discovered your secret. I have stolen the real Horcrux and intend to destroy it as soon as I can.

I face death in hope that when you meet your match, you will be mortal once more. 

R.A.B.

 

                The paper in Voldemort’s hands burnt to a crisp, the ashes falling onto his robes and fingers. Voldemort scowled and threw the locket into the water. A small splash sounded. And then the bodies began to rise out of the water.

Notes:

:)
The next chapter is going to be so long holy fuck. But! Tell me what you all think :)
And Voldemort, ya get a glimpse of what I made for him here, what do you think it means? Hmmmmmm????

And happy October! I'm excited for this spoopy season!! hells yeah!

Chapter 34: Christmas: Dawn of the Final Day for this Bitch!

Notes:

It's... been a while guys :) but!! here is a chapter I am proud of. And it's a big boy!

I also did a thing! You know where you read it somewhere and you're like wow that was cool! I'm gonna steal that technique. So yeah :) anyway, enjoy!

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“Christmas Eve” (Though closer to a very, very, very early Christmas Day), December 24/25

               It was getting too late. But, Harry waited patiently. He needed to talk to Dumbledore before he left. Or corner him before he tried to escape. So, Harry waited in the hallway between the fireplace and the door. His legs were like jello, so he rested on a scratched up wooden chair. Harry’s scar stopped throbbing painfully a while ago, but it was still a dull ache behind his forehead.

               Voldemort was angry about something, there was a flash of note and then it was gone. He didn’t get any words from the note, no hint of what it was about.

               Harry found it in himself to not care. He was upset to see what the spells had done to Nico. They were like bullseyes on his skin, with bright ugly purple dots and around that a circle of broken skin and capillaries. Somehow, he was bleeding from the spells. One on his leg and another on his side.

               “Eat this,” Will muttered, as he gave a little cake in a bag to Nico.

               His boyfriend didn’t hesitate to shove the thing in his mouth. Off into a rather vacant room, only Hermione and Ron were sitting next to Harry, quietly talking to themselves. He found himself not listening, rather watching everyone, silent as they all dealt with the aftermath of the night. That was the worst part, not during the adrenaline rush, but when it was all over and they had to check all of the wounds. Nico himself was shirtless, his pant legs pulled up to see what the spells had done to him. 

               “What are those?” Harry asked, pointing to the glaring scars on Nico’s arms. 

               It was as if a clawed hand reached from the top of his shoulders all the way down to his elbow. And it wasn’t just one swipe, there were several, some blending in together, leaving a spider web of angry red lines on his pale skin.

               Nico looked over, shifting in his spot on the stool, and frowning at his biceps. A few crumbs from the cake fell onto his pants. Without looking much, he had picked up the crumbs. Will, in the middle of putting ointment and cleaning the wound, paused, glaring at Nico. Instead of eating them, his boyfriend quickly put the crumbs back into the bag. 

               “Aftermath from Lycan, the first lycanthrope.”

               “The first werewolf?” Hermione said, aghast and her eyes wide, “but that’s impossible! He must have been immortal for you to have crossed paths.”

               “He was,” Nico replied simply, “and then he wasn’t. All I know is that I killed him.”

               “You killed him?” Harry repeated.

                Oh, I let too much into my voice with that question, I hope-

               Nico noticed right away. He lifted his head and actually turned toward them, his face showing some surprise before the expression fell back into his tiredness. He breathed deeply, frowning as Will started bandaging the wounds.

               “Yeah, he tried to kill us in the middle of our quest. Didn’t want us to bring a statue to Camp so a war wouldn’t start,” Nico said. “You know how it is.”

               The demigod shrugged as if that was just a part of life. Having to kill someone. Harry didn’t like that. He looked downward.

               “Okay, Ron, now it’s your turn,” Will said, looking over to them, finally. “Give me your hands.”

               Harry turned around so fast he was lucky he didn’t fall out of his chair, “You too? What happened?”

               Instead of answering him, Ron looked at Harry as if he had personally burned his hands. His glare and protest died as Will snapped his fingers.

               “Hands, now,” Will said, making grabbing motions. “What I did earlier was only temporary. We need to do more for when you sleep.”

               Harry could remember the burns on Ron’s hands as if they were his own. To say the skin was red and irritated would be an understatement. Dark blue veins could be seen underneath the large blisters forming from the tips of his fingers down a little past his wrist.

               Ron burned them when he tried to go after him and Ginny. Harry didn’t know that. Ron only got more angry and self-contained after Harry said so.

               So, Harry was in the hallway, waiting to talk to Dumbledore. Waiting. Thinking. Wondering. It was supposed to be simple. All Harry did was follow Sirius back. But then Ginny and Nico came with him. And then Ron got burned, his hand possibly permanently damaged, much like his own except instead of words it will be permanent burns and… and Nico had bruises and blood on him from the spells because he never took out his wand, but even with his wand, would he have been good anyway? Harry had seen Nico during Dumbledore’s Army and there was much more he needed to do and -

               The worst was their reactions to being tended to. Ron was annoyed, perhaps more so at himself that it had happened. Not horrified or worried. And Nico, well, he was apathetic. He wasn't even bothered. According to the demigod, that was like most quests. Get hurt, and move on.

               Harry let himself look at the scars on his hands.

               I must not tell lies.

               They did have to move on, he supposed. Because the people who didn’t move on… They got killed, didn’t they?

               But, now his friends were… different. After the Horcrux, Hermione has been different. More closed off and snappish. And Ron, well, Ron was becoming the same! Normally they had only done that with their little spiffs, either with each other or Harry, but now they... were just like that.

               Was that why Nico was so apathetic with some of these things? Because he had to do that to survive?

               I don’t think I can let my friends become like that. I don’t think… I don’t think anyone should be like that. Why does everyone have to hurt when it only has to be me?

               “Harry.”

               Harry stood up, desperately trying to look like he wasn’t absorbed in his thoughts. He scratched his head and muttered something about going over homework. That didn’t fool Dumbledore, who had a wide, genuine grin spread across his face. In the corner of Harry’s eyes, he noticed that the rest of the adults were beginning to leave. Sirius caught his eye and before Harry could do anything, Sirius put his head down and disappeared down the hallway.

               Shame.

               He did run out first.

               It was about his brother. Regulus Black was doing something before he died and Sirius wanted to know. That was why Bellatrix baited him for it. But, wasn’t Regulus a Death Eater?

               He must have become a traitor to Voldemort, but how? What got him killed? And… and if Sirius did find out, would that stop him from doing reckless things?

               Probably not. 

               Harry glanced back to see Dumbledore’s gaze coming from the same direction. Unlike the glee-filled wrinkles around his face earlier, the old wizard merely looked tired. 

               “Walk with me, Harry.”

               There was some confusion on Harry’s face and Dumbledore started outside. Quickly, the younger wizard followed him. Harry was greeted with a gentle breeze when he went through the door. Despite what had happened hours ago, the night was calm once again. Birds chirped, and far away Harry could hear more background noises, louder than the breeze. It could have been a storm far off, but… it sounded more like a train…

               Something fell on Harry’s nose and he took it away with his finger. Frowning, he found that though it was white, it was not snow.

               It was ash.

               Harry looked up at the sky and noticed clouds blocking out sections of the stars and already moving toward the almost full moon.

               “Is this from the fire?” Harry asked.

               “And the spell I used, yes,” Dumbledore answered, “but that is the least of our concerns right now. Not with the extra guests here.”

               Dumbledore pointed his wand toward the sky. White light shot out of it, bright white like a star itself. Then, it exploded, and it fell apart like a spiderweb, stretching and glimmering with each of its strings encasing the house and garden like a dome. It must be a sort of protection spell. Harry watched the spectacle with awe, only broken as he looked down at Dumbledore’s hand.

               The blackened hand was covered entirely with a cloth.

               “What happened to your hand, professor. Did it get worse?” Harry turned back toward him, his eyes wide.

               Dumbledore looked over with surprise before he smiled. There it was again. It wasn’t that humorous grin he had always associated Dumbledore with, but a genuine, almost somber one. Dumbledore looked down and the sad smile fell off of his face instantly. He looked so different with only the moonlight to shine on him and his white robes. White robes tainted with black and grey ash. 

                “It’s nothing to worry about,” Dumbledore said, his face scrunching up before relaxing, “I… I wanted to tell you earlier tonight I was looking for the final missing Horcrux. I went to the location I believed it to be and I found Voldemort there. We dueled and he fled the encounter.”

               Sounds about right, Harry thought, his mind traveling back to the Department of Mysteries.

               Wait. The Death Eaters called out when Dumbledore came, didn’t even have to say his name. Was that all a diversion? Not a real attack?

               It certainly felt like an attack with the seriousness that had fallen over the household.

               “And when I came here, you were… in pain, Harry.”

               Dumbledore left the question unvoiced but undoubtedly implied. His blue eyes found Harry, imploring him to answer. 

               “He was angry. Voldemort read a note, but I never saw what it said,” Harry frowned, and then he realized something. “You- you never got it, did you? The Horcrux?”

               From the calm but blank look on Dumbledore’s face, Harry already knew the answer. 

               “No, but since you said he was angry, then perhaps someone had beaten me to it,” Dumbledore said. The old wizard looked out into the night and sighed. “I’ve always loved the full moon. It’s a sight to behold… such a different light from the sun.”

               Who else is looking for the Horcrux other than us? Nico would have told us if he found the last one and…  How could they know?

               Dumbledore looked at Harry, “it’s Christmas, Harry. I’m sorry, I don’t have a gift for you yet.”

               Harry felt confused at the next change in topic. First the moon’s beauty and now this? Harry’s eyes narrowed and he found himself even more confused when he could only find genuineness in the other’s face.

               “It’s fine, professor,” Harry answered, unable to hold back the uncertainty in his voice.

               “I hope to see you well-rested when you return from break,” Dumbledore said, changing the topic once more, “school was always meant to be a place for people to thrive in.”

 

Christmas Day, December 25

               Harry thought about Dumbledore’s words even when he was gone the next day. He should have been excited about Christmas and gift sharing, but… he wasn’t. Couldn’t. And Harry wasn’t the only one. Christmas was normally a day in which people would try to wake up as soon as possible to start the festivities, but almost the whole household had slept well through the morning, waking up and preparing food only at noon.

               However, everyone was definitely awake and in the spirit of Christmas when Melody and Marvus’s mother and grandmother had come over.

               “We’re eating dinner at our own house, right?” their grandmother asked loudly and Ms. Jones shook her head.

               “We brought food because we are eating here,” Ms. Jones replied patiently.

               Tonks returned as well. Harry was shocked to realize she hadn’t stayed the night. He didn’t see her leave, but she must have. The way she very eagerly relaxed into the couch showed maybe she had to file everything since she was the Auror there… That, or she had tried to look for the Death Eaters by herself. Harry hoped it was the former.

               At the table, Harry finally let the previous night wash away. Not only was the entire Weasley family (except for Charlie and Percy) there, but Bill’s fiance, Fleur, Lupin, Sirius, Tonks, Hermione, Melody, Marvus, the twin’s mother and grandmother, Will, and Nico. There were several tables shoved together of all different kinds of wood and heights (leaving there be a few “cliffs” for the food and poor suckers who didn’t pick a table to put their plates on), all shaped into a very haphazard horseshoe.

               It was nearly impossible to move in and out of, but it made great conversation. 

               “Exchange students? I didn’t know ‘Ogwarts did zat,” Fleur commented.

               “Oh yeah, they do. Just after I left a student from Castleoburo came to Hogwarts,” Bill said, patting his fiance’s arm. He smiled down on Melody and Marvus, “You must have been from Ivorymore!”

               Melody and Marus shared a nervous glance with one another.

               “Er, you see,” Melody started and quickly trailed off. She looked toward her twin again.

               “Not really, we transferred from another institution,” Marvus answered.

               “Oh?” Bill frowned.

               “You know. Since we came here for, you know, He Who Must Not Be Named and all that. Came to help get rid of him and all that,” Marvus said and quickly paused at Bill’s shocked and Fleur’s confused faces. Marvus narrowed his eyes. “You two are a part of the Order of the Phoenix, right? I’m pretty sure you should have been told how we are kinda… You know what? It’s okay, yeah, we’re exchange students.”

               With the food and eating of all the gingerbread men they had made, it was wonderful. Harry had always loved the holidays at the Weasley’s and he loved it even more with Sirius and Lupin and the rest of his friends here. Even if… 

               Ron was not having a good time with both of his hands wrapped entirely with a tight and very thick cloth, wincing every time he so much as passed a plate, used his utensils, or grabbed a gingerbread man. It was hard to remember to be gentle when the rest of his arm was fine.

               Which didn’t help when exchanging gifts.

               “I can unwrap it for you, Ron,” Hermione said, breaking the surprised expression on his face.

               Ron blinked at the delicately wrapped box on his lap. The wrappings looked like some Harry would see around his own home, with bright reindeer and obnoxious bright blue wishes of a “Happy Christmas!.” Covered in it was a yellow bow, haphazardly tied together. Ron shook his head at Hermione’s words.

               “No, if you went through the trouble of getting it for me and wrapping it and everything, I should unwrap it myself,” Ron answered.

               His eyes narrowed at the gift like it was a fight to be won. After taking a breath, he lifted his hands, hesitated, and then-

               “You cannot use your fingernails and you might use a little too much pressure trying to get at it in the beginning,” Will said, putting his hand on top of the wrapping, “Hermione, can you do the honors of the first rip?”

               Immediately Hermione stood up from her seat and stalked over while Ron hung his head. She took off the tape at the sides and undid the bow while he visibly sulked and fumed at the same time. It was a strange sight to see.

               However, once she had moved away, the surprise and excitement made their way back into Ron’s expression and he mumbled a timid thanks. And then he looked down. Ron ripped the last of the wrapping away and revealed a Muggle book, its nonmoving pictures of a chessboard and pieces. Chess: From the Beginning to End in Strategy, History, and Other Applications.

               Ron’s eyes widened, looking over at Hermione.

               “You know how to play chess, specifically Wizard chess, but I thought that maybe you’ll like to understand some of the older strategies and how the gameplay has changed over history,” Hermione shrugged, her face becoming red as she tried and failed to act nonchalantly. “Maybe it could be useful for Quidditch. The strategy could cross over or something, they are all the same anyway...”

               Ginny and the twins looked at Hermione, aghast at her final words. However, that must have not had any effect on Ron. Instead, he beamed at her. His hands curled around the book, with a goofy grin on his face.

               Though Hermione didn’t look at him anymore, her face became even redder. And then, like a dam had broken, Ron’s face became a tomato and the open glee on his face disappeared.

               “Er, which other bloke wants to unwrap a present?” Ron asked.

               Everyone stayed up late that night too, but this time it was fun. While the “adults” spent most of it talking, telling stories, and drinking Fire Whiskey and other beverages of that sort, Harry and the rest of his friends were upstairs trying different new Weasley’s products the twins had brought home. Of course, these were mostly experimental. Despite the experimentalness, and sometimes mixed up guesses on the outcome, it was all the good natured ones!

               Ron forgot his bad mood… in fact, everyone did. Even if Will did worry his head off with the transformations.

               “What is wrong with your face, mate?” Ron giggled. “It looks like you’ve become a Banshee!”

               “He looks dead!” Melody called out.

               Curious, Harry looked around toward Hermione, who still had her small mirror out.

               From the photos he had seen in his textbooks Ron wasn’t wrong. There were black circles around his eyes and the skin around his eyes, nose, mouth, and neck had an unsightly greenish tint.

               “Good call, this is based on Banshee essence,” Fred said, “that’s just an aftereffect of it.”

               Harry looked around the room and noticed out of all his friends, Nico was staring at him with horror.

               “Uh, it doesn’t stay like that, right? All the other ones we’ve tried don’t have stuff like that,” Marvus said.

               “No and that’s what we’re trying to get rid of,” George answered, a small frown on his face. “It only stays as long as you don't do what you’re supposed to do.”

               “And what’s that? What is he supposed to do?” Nico asked.

               “Come on, Harry, say something, anything!” Fred interjected.

               Closing his mouth, Harry breathed in. What did he want to say? Then, Harry smirked, remembering his second year. When it happened he was so terrified, but looking back he could only laugh. 

               “Ronald Weasley!”

               His voice came out like he had been inhaling helium as a freight train. 

               The room burst with laughter. However, Nico wasn’t. Instead, he looked… haunted. The demigod blinked, shaking his head before eating some of the candy they had tried earlier in his- which Harry found out earlier that night only offered a pepperminty taste on his tongue.

               The rest of the group had moved on to the next piece and the next volunteer. Marvus with something that was... supposed to grow his hair? Harry didn’t really hear, nor did he care. He scooted next to Nico. 

               “You okay?” Harry asked, his voice now normal.

               Nico blinked, “Yeah.”

               “You sure?”

               Now there was a real pause. Nico began to twist the ring on his finger and Harry, he waited. There was another round of laughter. They both looked up to see not only Marvus’s hair at least seven feet long, but Fred somehow already had some scissors in his hands.

               “Yeah,” Nico finally replied, “I’m just thinking about what I’m going to do tomorrow before I leave… and how the Horcrux will factor into it.”

 

December 26

               Harry woke up to loud banging the next day. Blinking blearily, he looked outside through the small window. It wasn’t nearly bright enough to wake him up and… then there was another bang. Harry frowned and began to pat the nightstand next to him.

               If only the wood wasn’t so dark, maybe then I’d be able to see my glasses-

               “Geez, Harry, you really that blind?” a blurry George asked him. 

               Harry sighed when he realized he had patted down every centimeter of the nightstand beside him. “Where are my glasses? I always put them here, where are they-”

               Something was held in front of his face. Harry took them, feeling the metallic rims, and happily put them on. Once again, there was a loud thump. Harry got from his bed and wandered over to the window, frowning. 

               “What is that?” Harry asked, craning his neck as he tried to see outside.

               As he focused on the dried-out and dying grasses and saw a sliver of silver before it disappeared. Then, he saw another- they were almost like spiderwebs- and he realized he had seen such things before with a few other spells he had used. 

               The protection spell?

               Harry had forgotten all about the spell Dumbledore casted on Christmas Eve. 

               “There’s nothing to do down there, they’ve got it covered,” George answered.

               Harry didn’t waste any time as he ran down the stairs and sprinted through the house, bumping into a few chairs and tables, until he was out the front door. There, he found Ron and Hermione, watching from the sidelines… as well as Sirius and Lupin? Their wands were in their hands, but not up, so, who was it that was battling the intruder?

               And that was when he saw it. A large Chimera, almost as large as the Hungarian Horntail he had encountered. It was larger in life than the textbook and… it was different from the textbook. The head of a lion, its mane golden in the sunlight, a body of a goat, large, black, and filled with fur… but the tail was not that of a dragon, it was a snake, with its long green body and golden eyes and long white fangs.

               And Melody was far too close to it for comfort. A spear in her hand she called out something, the lion in front of her snapped at her.

               Nico’s too close too. On the other side, with the snake.

               Farther away was Marvus, his wand in his hand and a spear in the other. Harry pulled out his own, hoping to go in and help them. Why was no one doing anything they needed?

               “Stop.”

               Harry was physically held back by a bandaged-up hand. Harry glanced over to Ron, incredulous that he would stop him. Why were Sirius and Lupin doing nothing too?

               “We have to go outside of the barrier to do anything, otherwise it will just bound back,” Ron said, “that’s how all protection spells work.”

               “We can’t do nothing!”

               No, there was a monster and they must have needed his help. The Chimera gave out a roar of flames and Melody darted to the side. And she was slow, crouching to the ground. A bright light came between her and the fire from Marvus’s wand.

               “Now!” Marvus screamed.

               Harry turned, not sure what was happening until-

               The snake’s head was cut clean off. The creature stopped its flames and roared in agony- Only for Melody to rush forward and have the lion part meet the same fate. Just as her spear cut through the mouth, it exploded into gold dust, only two fangs and a few scales behind. Nico looked down, frowning, already talking to Melody in a volume Harry couldn’t hear. Melody picked up the dropped items.

               Marvus came forward, jumping with Melody, and the two of them high-fived, with Marvus ending up on the ground and Nico visibly sighing. Will came up to them, walking while giving them a once-over.

               “The last wizard to ever defeat a Chimera shortly died afterward,” Hermione muttered.

               They don’t need help. 

               Harry watched as the group of demigods came toward them, leaving the wizards speechless. Melody and Marvus blabbed to each other, mimicking what had just happened as if it was another Quidditch match. And just as they turned, ready to try to use the excitement on them, it was interrupted with Nico’s grim tones. 

               “We are leaving in a few hours.”

               Harry watched silently as Nico walked past him.

               “Nice pajamas,” Melody giggled to Harry.

 

               “That’s part of the demigod stuff, wasnit?” George asked, eyeing the patch of gold outside from the kitchen window. 

               The sun had risen higher in the sky, its light reflecting off of the golden dust with nearly blinding light. Fred leaned closer to his twin, face showing the same combination of puzzlement and awe as his brother. It must have been even stranger for them to see the other set of twins like that. Especially when they’ve only seen them as the goofy and weird transfers.

               By now, Harry had changed into his clothes. He put on the new sweater Mrs. Weasley had knitted him. It was the same colors of red and orange as the last one, but she said now it would fit him “perfectly.” It did. It was wonderful and... still getting used to.

               Harry hovered over the kitchen sink and the dirty dishes, his hands feeling almost itchy to clean them. But, the adults had chastised him. It was winter break and right after the good holkidary, no he doesn't need to clean. So, Harry kept his attention between the sunny, burnt fields outside and his hands. 

               “Yeah,” Fred answered, “nothing like seeing them chomp off a Chimera’s head and… head?”

               “You said they got some stuff from it, what did they get?”

               “Scales and fangs.”

               “We should ask to have them,”  George said simply as he backed away from the window, “could be fun to experiment with, you know? And normally that kind of stuff is hard to come by!”

               “Yeah, we can ask before they leave,” Fred answered. “Now, why are they leaving, hm? Harry?”

               “Hm? Oh, er,” Harry frowned. He was still caught up in what had happened as well as the realization the protection spell was from Dumbledore. How did he know it? If it propelled monsters like that, wouldn't it be good for them to know it too? “I… I’ve heard that creatures just show up when there are demigods. And with so many… it’s like an even brighter beacon.”

               Is that why Nico has so many scars? Those claw marks? Why he wasn't bothered by the spells? It's not just the werewolf fight, its everything?

               It wasn’t hard to remember the way Nico swiveled and struck with no hindrance whatsoever. If Harry had been told he had been hit by two spells a few days prior, he would have thought they were merely joking. Of course, Harry had seen the bruising and blood himself.

               And this was not commenting on the nonchalance at the violence.

               “Little Snape was watching, giving them pointers or something,” Fred sighed. “We really need those fangs. Or scales.”

               “Harry.”

               Fred certainly didn’t jump away from the window as if it was a hot stove, as much as Harry absolutely did not back away. Harry’s hand over his heart fell to his side when his eyes landed on Nico in front of him. Harry ignored George’s giggles.

               Nico looks not the best. His face is somehow even tighter than before the scuffle and execution of the Chimera. 

               “We should do it today before we all go,” Nico said.

               What- the Horcrux. 

               “What are you two talking about?” Fred asked, leaning over the counter once again as he eyed them.

               “What? Do what, exactly?” George added in.

              “Give you two the fangs and the scales,” Harry immediately answered.

               There was only one other time Harry had seen the expression on Nico’s face such as the one he had on now and that was at the Sorting Ceremony last year. Behind them, Harry noticed Will with his things, muttering something to Marvus. 

              “Nice!” Fred and George said in unison, fist-pumping in the air.

               Meanwhile, Nico very clearly thought that was not nice. And he was probably going to express that before another person lumbered into the room. 

              “I need you all to help me prepare some eggs and start cutting the apples,” Mrs. Weasley ordered, oblivious to the shenanigans. “We all need to serve some breakfast before everyone leaves.”

               With that, it was like people came out of the walls and downstairs. Creaking sounded from the stairs, floors, and some of the seating. Harry turned back toward Nico whose confusion had mostly disappeared and his weary eyes told Harry something he couldn’t say physically.

               After breakfast.

 

               “I can do it,” Ron said.

               “What?” Harry asked.

               He was quiet this whole time and now he talks? What is he even talking about?

               “I can be the one to destroy the Horcrux.”

               They all paused in their trek away from the Burrow toward the orchard. Nico frowned, the bag full of swords falling slightly from the top of his shoulders to his back. It was a rather large group, considering all four of the demigods were there plus the Golden Trio. However, just as that question was asked, they all turned toward Nico.

                Nico, who did not look pleased with that thought.

               “After what happened, I’d rather not,” Nico answered. Beside Melody, Hermione’s gaze turned toward the ground, “I’m already familiar with my swords. We’ll use them, it will be over, and we can move on.”

               He turned to keep on going, but Ron continued. 

                “Why? Because you’re afraid he’s going to stop me? That I can’t handle it?” Ron asked, his voice teetering between a real concern and whining, and took a step toward the son of Hades.

               The demigod paused. His mouth opened as he tried to think.

               No. The only reason we are talking about this at all is because… it’s horrible. It’s hard. And it’s unpleasant. And I don’t want my friends to be doing this when I can. I can’t… Not after Hermione being like that, what he said, it shouldn’t have mattered when a begging man is just trying to jab any way he can to hurt you-

               Harry remembered that. Dudley. Though he was large and strong, that was it. There are times when Dudley would try to say insults. Most of them wouldn’t stick -after all, they were stupid, abhorrent, how could he say that and think Harry was going to feel bad?- but some would get to him. Like a needle, they pierced quickly, but stayed. Cutting and sharpening as Harry thought about those words weeks afterward. 

               To make someone hurt, to make someone doubt themselves. I don’t want them to become like- like-

               Images of bruising, cold eyes, and lack of care about it all.

               Or, even worse, the look in his eyes of sympathy. Because it had happened to Nico too.

               “I should, I’m the one that has to kill him in the end,” Harry said, “I might as well be the one to kill all of him.”

               “No,” Nico glared. “No. I’m destroying the Horcrux and that’s it.”

               Even if those words struck like a blow to Harry, Ron was not deterred. His eyes narrowed and he walked closer, ready to-

               “Hey, guys! Lupin’s coming!” Melody whispered.

               At least, it was as good of a whisper as she normally did.

               “You have to say it quieter,” Hermione nudged Melody, “he probably heard you.”

               “I wasn’t that-”

               “You were,” Marvus answered with an apologetic smile.

               Melody’s protests died on her lips. She pouted and finally, Harry turned to see Lupin trudging through the mostly dead grasses. Upon realizing the conversation ahead of him ceased, Lupin looked up with confusion on his face.

               “What are you all doing out here to begin with?”

               “Oh, uh-” Marvus stammered.

               “Going to see the orchard. Maybe practice with, um, holding a sword,” Hermione answered. “You saw what they did this morning, you were there.”

               Lupin blinked, as if momentarily confused. However, after giving one look to each of the other members, his attention landed on the son of Hades.

               “I guess… Speaking of this morning, I had been hoping to speak with you, Nico di Angelo. It’s about something I believe only you would be able to help me with. And maybe Will Solace can accompany us as well, it might overlap with his area of expertise.”

               “And ours?” Melody and Marvus asked.

               “No,” Lupin answered, his expression falling as they very openly pouted.

               Nico exchanged a look with Will before he nodded. He obviously didn’t know w+hat Lupin wanted to speak with him about either. What kind of demigod stuff was only privy to Will and Nico? Nonetheless, Nico dropped his bag of swords to the ground, which created a small cacophony of clinks. One specific sound of metal hitting metal made Harry stand up straighter. 

               The swords and the Horcrux.

               “Okay,” Nico said and followed.

               There was only a small glance back before the three disappeared inside the house. 

 

               “What do you mean you’re worried?” Nico asked, frowning.

               There was too much going on in his mind at the moment. He felt the physical whiplash between talking about the Horcrux, and knowing Harry was a Horcrux (damn it, why did he have to say that? That he had to kill all of Voldemort?!) to this.

               “He’s been acting… like himself,” Remus Lupin answered.

               Like himself? Isn’t that good? Why do I need to be a part of this?

               Remus gestured to the chair beside him. The demigod couldn’t do anything but give a questioning glance at Will. Instead of being as confused as Nico was, Will’s expression was blank, his mouth in a standard line, and his eyes focused on the werewolf before them. Will was taking him seriously. Without another thought, Nico joined him on the couch.

               “Sirius is stubborn, stubborn even if he doesn’t know or try. It helped him survive through Azkaban and probably was the thing that pushed him to be the first one to escape,” Really? Well, he might have been the first one, but he definitely wasn’t the last, “but I don’t think he can move on. I don’t think he can move on without knowing what Regulus Black was doing.”

               “And how do you think we can help with that?” Will asked.

               Nico blinked. He already knew the answer- hell, they all knew the answer. The demigod watched Remus’s grey eyes flicker with hesitation. It all depended if he was actually going to ask Nico.

               “Remus, are you ready to go? Where’s Harr-” Sirius stopped and his eyes narrowed in suspicion. “What’s going on here?”

               “What else have you been doing? Other than recovering?” Nico asked Sirius.

               Sirius exchanged a confused glance with Remus. Maybe he wasn’t used to being interrogated by younger people. However, Nico was definitely used to that by now, especially with his time with this quest.

               “What?”

               “Why did you go after Bellatrix?” Nico asked, “the night before. You could have gotten killed. I thought you were done with doing impulsive things”

 

                “I don’t understand, what do you think they could be talking about right now?” Melody asked.

                “Maybe we should listen in on what they are saying,” Marvus suggested.

                They were sitting around in the space between the orchard and the house, nearly all of them lounging in the grass. Harry didn’t wonder what Lupin could want with the other two demigods. It was beyond him, at this point. He was only trying to stave off boredom by thinking about what to do with the D.A. 2.0 when he got back and… Quidditch. He needed to make some new strategies. They weren’t doing so well and Ron hasn’t had a good game for a while.

                Why did Ron offer to destroy the Horcrux? His hands, though have gotten better, are still covered with cloth, and hurt from the obvious noises Ron makes when he pushes open doors.

                Was it jealousy? Of being the only one in the Trio who hadn’t destroyed a Horcrux? The same type Harry remembered vividly when his name was called from the Goblet of Fire.

                “Where’s Ron?” Hermione asked abruptly.

                At once, the twins froze. Even with the smallest mental count, it became quickly clear that Ron wasn’t there. And, upon a little closer inspection of an empty divot of grass, so was Nico’s bag.

               Harry got to his feet, running into the orchard, “RON!”

 

               “Because I need to know,” Sirius answered, scowling, “I learned more than a decade after he’s gone that he was on my side all along? I’ve let his memory die before, but I won’t let what he did die as well.”

               I can’t, I won’t.

               “So you’ll do it at the cost of your own?” Will asked.

               What?

               The wizard paused and he snuck a fleeting glance toward Remus, asking for help. The werewolf did not aid; Remus stared down his old friend with similar sternness, even if it was somewhat broken by his sympathy. Sirius gulped and looked down. 

               “I won’t.”

               I won’t die. I’ve been fine. Some close calls, but they are worried more than they should. This isn’t like last time… This isn’t like the- the last Order of the Phoenix.

               It will never be like last time. They are mostly dead. Dead physically or mentally.

               “You are still recovering from your last escape from death. And you ran out into a field to be surrounded by Death Eaters,” Nico said, “So what is it really? Why are you fighting so hard for this? Do you not think there is anything else to do?”

               “No!”

               The room was stunned into silence at the proclamation and Sirius knew he messed up. It was like the times he called Harry James. Merlin, Harry looked so much like James. Taking a deep breath, he noticed that all of the doors to the room were shutting. One by one, making sure only the small group heard it. Sirius risked looking up and noticed Remus was already walking toward him. Remus took a seat and Sirius numbingly followed suit.

               Across from them, Will and Nico were already sitting. Waiting. 

               “There is nothing else for me to do,” Sirius explained, “I’ve been doing nothing in this fight for too long.”

               “You’ve been recovering, that’s all you’re expected to do,” Will calmly replied.

               “No. I’ve been expected to do nothing. I did nothing in Azkaban, and Dumbledore wants me to do nothing. That’s why he hasn’t given me anything. So, I made something for myself.”

               This way Sirius could be useful. He needed to join in, not so James and Lily’s deaths wouldn’t be in vain, but so Harry can live a normal life. A normal life he was promised, to be surrounded by people who loved him. He was supposed to have James’s lifestyle, but the way Sirius saw him at the Dursley’s… that was his own before running away to the Potters.

               I have to do something. For the time I’ve wasted and the time I’ve messed up.

 

               “Ron, stop! I swear-”

               Harry had Hermione not too far behind them, both of them out of breath as they saw their friend standing over the Horcrux. The blanket holding it unraveled, revealing the black fabric had silvery spiderwebs crisscrossing around the golden Hufflepuff Cup, blinding them with the reflected sunlight.

               He didn’t know where Marvus and Melody were. One moment he thought they might have followed them, the next… he realized he was mistaken.

               “I have to do something,” Ron said.

               Harry shook his head immediately.

               “We had Will with us for a reason, and you remember what happened with Hermione-”

               I can’t have anyone be risking their lives to do what I’m supposed to be doing, I’m the Chosen One, I’m the Boy Who Lived, I should be doing-

               “Of course I remember, but she did it! She did destroy it,” Ron said, looking over at her. Hermione’s eyes were wide and he turned back toward Harry, “You’ve done it before, with the notebook! I can do it too! I don’t need you all trying to coddle me. I can do this. I need to do this.”

               Ron’s face and voice were nearly pleading, but all Harry could do was stare at him with wide eyes of his own.

               “No, you don’t,” Harry answered.

               “Why not? Why am I supposed to do nothing? Because that’s all I’ve been doing! Nothing!”

               “I- what?”

               Harry paused. He didn’t know how to reply to that. He turned back toward Hermione, silently asking her what to do. She wasn’t looking at him, her worried eyes only on Ron. Hearing no other protest, Ron continued. 

               “I got knocked out last year in the Department of Mysteries- I was held back when Harry fought the Basilisk, when he went into the Triwizard tournament, and even last night when I- I burned my bloody hands!”

 

               “And what about Harry?” Will said, “what about yourself?”

               I am doing this for him! For me!

               Sirius opened his mouth to find himself cut off. 

               “What have you been talking to my sister about?” Nico asked, leaning over his knees.

               Sirius paused.

               He had begun writing to Hazel to ask about how she lived after she died. After all, how was he supposed to move on after he had taken his own trip to the Underworld? A permanent, one way trip, if it wasn’t for a certain demigod there.

               It was hard coming back to a world he felt he no longer knew. How was he supposed to be a part of it when it felt like the world moved on without him? So much had changed… his friends were murdered and betrayed, he was betrayed! By someone who he thought he could count on. Then he waited. He waited while in Azkaban, not wanting to leave because what was the point?

               He found his enemy and then… waited again. Again until he had almost died. 

               What was the point?

              The world is always moving , Hazel had written, But so are you, even if you might not know it. People can help, people either from your past or people you will meet. There is always someone out there for you.

               Don’t waste your second chance.

               What if I have already wasted it?

               Nico looked up, clearly not enjoying what was happening, nor excited for what he was about to say. The only thing Sirius could say was that he had still loathed Snivelous… but him? Nico di Angelo? He was learning that even if he did appear similar, he was nothing like him.

               After all, Nico saved him… Now Severus. Sirius knew that the damned Slytherin wouldn’t lift a finger to help him with anything.

               The silence was interrupted by a door being smashed open, revealing Melody.

               “Will! Will and Nico, Ron’s doing…” Melody’s eyes raked across the people in the room. She got everyone’s attention, not just her fellow demigods. “Doing- doing the thing! The thing!”

 

               “If I don’t do anything, then what’s the point of me?”

               Harry gulped.

               Did Ron seriously think such things? How could he? Ron was… Well, he wasn’t the most popular student in Hogwarts, but Harry knew being popular didn’t mean anything. Harry had the talk of the school as being a golden child or the Heir of Slytherin sending the Basilisk on everyone. It was like students flipped a coin every year to see if they would love or hate the famous Harry Potter.

               Ron was not popular, even if he got Lavender's attention and others through Quidditch. Instead, Ron was… he was...

               “You don’t have to do anything to have a point,” Harry said, “I like you any way you are. You’re my best friend. You’ve given me… more than anyone ever has.”

               Harry felt the sweater he wore, his knitted sleeves feeling soft between his fingers. Mrs. Weasley always put so much work into them. And especially during these winter months, they kept Harry warm. 

               It wasn’t all perfect. When Ron had thought Crookshanks ate Scabbers damn, they really should have hoped that rat was eaten, or when his name came out of the Goblet of Fire… There were always good times too. Ron only ever treated Harry like… Harry. Ron had laughed with Harry, they’ve both struggled to finish homework on time, tried interesting wizard candy together, and explored the Half-Blood Prince’s notes.

               Ron came along with Harry no matter what, insisting no matter the instance, even if Ron was scared.

               Harry didn’t want his friends to help him because he was scared. Not for himself, but for others. He pursed his lips. It was because of Cedric’s death, wasn’t it? Can I really survive another one? Last year was… horrible. But, it wasn’t Harry’s fault. Just like how it wasn’t Cedric’s.

               It never will be.

               “You can destroy the Horcrux, Ron,” Harry decided, “you’ve seen how it goes. Don’t hesitate.”

               The desperation in Ron’s eyes was gone. He looked down with newfound determination at the swords in the bag. 

               “You’ve only gotten hurt because you were brave enough to try and,” Hermione paused. Ron was staring at her as if she held all the answers in the world for him. She took a deep breath, “and that everything amazing doesn’t come from grades or books.”

               Ron blinked and stood taller, and gave her a quick and confident nod. Harry didn’t know exactly if she was talking about Ron or herself. Nonetheless, Ron went over to the backpack with his newfound courage. His hand ghosted over a few, his eyes narrowing at the selection.

               Pain was already starting to crack through his scar. Harry backed up, his face always twisting with the small stabbing feeling and the shock. This was early, wasn’t it?

               At least this was the excuse he could use since he did not notice Marvus had entered the orchard until he spoke. 

               “Hey! What are you guys-”

               The pain burst from his scar and Harry was pushed back onto the grass. His eyes began to water, either from the smoke that had appeared before them or the feeling that someone was trying to icepick their way out of his head. Amongst the pain and blurriness, he watched as two forms of Voldemort came out, already staring down at Ron.

               A golden sword glinted in Ron’s hands.

               “You don’t belong anywhere because you aren’t needed anywhere,” Tom Riddle’s voice rasped, words grating in Harry’s mind. 

               “Ron!”

               Just like that, it was all gone. Harry blinked to the clarity of mind and saw the Hufflepuff cup with a crack on the side. 

               “That was quick,” Will said.

               It wasn’t just Marvus there. The rest of the demigods were right behind him, with Will being the only one to walk forward, already inspecting Harry, Hermione, and Ron. The twins were nearly jumping with excitement and shock. 

               Ron shrugged, though Harry could see his grip on the sword still unnaturally tight. 

               “I knew what to expect this time.”

 

               “I’m glad everything went well,” Nico said.

               He had his bag, the cup swaddled in the blanket once again (with no soul, thank you very much), and his swords. Though, much to Ron’s surprise, Nico let him keep the one he pulled (“It’s Imperial Gold, mostly used by Roman demigods and can pierce and kill any monster if used correctly. If you want to learn how to use it, I’m sure the twins of Ares would love to give you lessons.”). Why did he give an untrained wizard his sword?

               Now that Nico knew the Horcruxes were also affected by Imperial gold, he didn’t need it. It clashed with his style and… After the Chimera earlier, maybe the wizards would need something like that. And Ron could get lessons from Melody too. They could all train.

               They walked inside and found Remus and Sirius, waiting. Melody, Marvus, and Hermione slinked by, with Ron barely concealing the sword along his legs and Will rushing to pack his supplies. Remus looked them over, apparently pleased, since they were allowed to pass. Harry, on the other hand, was not.

               “Did you break anything? Cut anything?” Sirius asked, looking over Harry with worry. “You all shouldn’t have tried to mess with the swords without a professional!”

               “Er-”

               “They did fine, nothing is broken,” Nico answered, glaring at Harry’s questioning glance, “they put the swords away when we came. We can practice with them later.”

               “Good because we are going to leave the Burrow today too. You should grab your clothes and presents,” Sirius said.

               Harry nodded and disappeared into the many hallways. The sternness disappeared from Sirius face as only concern stayed.

               Nico found himself alone with the two wizards. The rest of group was putting away their goodies from Christmas, clothes, or medical supplies. The demigod didn’t mind, nor was he particularly overwhelmed. There was a sense of relief, somehow, that the Horcrux was gone. And in such a short amount of time. Besides, Sirius needed to continue their conversation and it looked like Nico might have to start it.

               “If you promise to be careful from now on, I’ll help you find out what Regulus did,” Nico said.

               That got their attention.

               “How?” Remus asked.

               “I can summon his ghost for a short time,” Nico turned toward the other wizard, “but you have to promise, Sirius. If you have to promise that you’ll be careful. But don't do it for me, do it for Harry.”

               Sirius paused.

               He… seriously can’t be thinking too hard about this. Is he? Is he really debating?

               “I promise.”

               Even as the demigod heard those words, they didn’t reassure him. Nico frowned and twisted his ring. There was nothing else to say. 

               “I need to talk to Harry before you all leave,” Nico said, “send him outside when he comes down.”

               And without a word back, he turned and left to take a breather outside.

 

               The sun hung lazily toward the horizon. The yellow and blinding white shine had fallen to an orange, painting the horizon, grasses, and everything as far as the eye could see with a beautiful coral color. Harry walked past the door and the beautiful garden, all bathed in the contrasting orange light and blue shadows. He found Nico standing on the burnt grasses and when he neared his feet crunched the ashes.

               Birds chirped and everything else remained silent. Nico’s eyes stayed downward until, finally, he looked up at Harry once more. 

               HARRY wasn’t holding his bags any longer. He had deposited them with his godfather and Lupin, just now understanding he was going home. A home that wasn’t filled with people he couldn’t stand anymore, could be decorated anyway he liked… with the things that people who loved him and knew him had given him. Harry promised the two the conversation couldn’t take too long. Yet, Harry regretted saying that. Looking at Nico’s face, the demigod looked more severe than he ever had.

               “What is it?” Harry asked. “Are you going to tell me the thing you’ve been promising for…”

               How long? Harry didn’t know anymore. Time was always difficult to tell during stressful times.

               “I don’t want to ruin your vacation.”

               Harry couldn’t have imagined that anything could ruin it. Sure, there had been some close calls, with the Death Eaters, the strange conversation with Dumbledore, Ron with his burnt hands, the Chimera, and that whole business before the Horcrux, but…

               There were also the gifts he had given and received. A home that he was going home to see Sirius and Lupin. His own room. He had his own room to put his presents in. Ron. He had destroyed the Horcrux with no hesitation. And, perhaps, Ron would believe Harry’s words. And Hermione’s as well.

                “You aren’t going to ruin it,” Harry said.

               That was life, wasn’t it? A mixture of good and bad. He had gotten used to it lately, he had to.

               Nico shook his head viciously. His dark eyes scanned the rest of the fields and landed on the beautiful orchard untouched by the flames. He sighed and faced Harry. It was filled with just as much sadness and conflict as the time Harry had met him in the tunnel. When Sirius had survived. 

                “You can’t say that until you hear it,” Nico replied. 

               This was serious. After all, this was what was plaguing Nico this whole time. 

                “Should I have Hermione and Ron here? Or Melody?” Harry asked. He began to look over Nico’s head, but the demigod stopped him. 

                “No, just you. At least, for now. If you want to tell them, that’s fine, but… It’s up to you...

               …

               … 

               “You’re a Horcrux, Harry.”

               It might have been because he found it funny or the pure stress, but Harry smiled. He let out a laugh and looked about, as if there had to be more people to tell this joke to. There was no one else. They were alone. It even sounded like the birds had stopped chirping.

                “You can’t be serious,” Harry chuckled, looking back at him, “you can’t be.”

                Nico’s face hadn’t changed. The corners of his mouth pulled down in dismay, his eyes shining solemnly.

                Nico doesn’t joke. He wouldn’t. He isn’t like… he isn’t like them, he’s never done that before.

               The smile on Harry’s face fell.

               “You are,” Harry whispered.

               I’ll have to die. One can’t live while the other survives… and I have to die. I have to die for him to go away for good.

               Before he knew he was doing it, Harry felt his scar with his hands. It explained how his visions of Voldemort. How Voldemort had sent him fake visions. How he could tell what Voldemort was feeling. The pictures and emotions that weren’t his. How he had felt Voldemort overtake him in the Department of Mysteries.

               He was. He was trying to take over my body. A snake curling around me, choking out my life, out my soul.

               And why the Occlumency lessons didn’t matter. They didn’t even matter. I was going to have Voldemort in my dreams, just as he probably saw my own. All that pain. Dumbledore doesn’t tell me anything anymore. Is this why? Is this why he doesn’t tell me anything? Why he doesn’t stay around anymore? Because I’m a part of that monster? Ready to come out?

               The pain that came with the Horcruxes… something was wanting to go out, ready to try the meet the other part of the soul.

               “I felt it,” Nico interrupted his thoughts and stopped the rabbit hole before it could really drag him down, “after the D.A. meeting. When your scar was hurting. I felt the second soul in you. And that soul felt the same as every other one that had called from each Horcrux.”

               What was the point of all of this? I’m going to die? I have to die, don’t I?

               Harry’s hand fell from feeling his scar to his sides in defeat. There was no winning for him after all. 

               “It’s not a death sentence,” Nico said suddenly.

               Harry looked up, his face turning into a scowl.

               “And why wouldn’t it be? We have to destroy all the Horcruxes so he can’t come back. Unless there is a way to separate it from me, I have to die!”

               “And you’ll come back,” Nico said, grabbing Harry’s shoulders. His eyes were intense, dark, and determined, “You’ll make it. I promise I’ll do whatever it takes. I… I! I swear on the River of Styx.”

               There was a soft thunder above or below, Harry couldn’t know. But something on the Earth had changed with that promise and it couldn’t be taken back. Harry’s eyes widened. 

                Nico pulled his hands back slowly and Harry found himself looking at the scars he had similarly on his own hands. Harry was reminded of them every day, no doubt Nico was reminded the same way. However, Harry had forgotten what was on Nico’s.

                I’ll always follow the rules. 

               “Whatever it takes, Harry,” Nico reassured, “I’ll make sure you live by the end of this.”

Notes:

Wow! A lot happened!!! I mean, stuff always does but this tied up a few ends and also pointed out some and created some more? Like always? Anyway!

What is a way for Harry to live by the end? Hmm? What do you think would happen?
And... who will Harry tell? If anyone?

Also, what do you guys think of Ron destroying the Horcrux? Was it a cool new hip thing or an okay remix of an amazing original? I love constructive criticism of any kind!

Chapter 35: I Love Digging Up the Past! Though, I Must Admit, Most of the Time It’s Metaphorically

Notes:

It's a little short, but it something nice and sweet before heading back to school :)
Or, well, sweet enough. It's kinda sweet!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               “I should leave soon,” Remus muttered, moving about the frying potatoes.

               Sirius instantly swiveled his head, scowling. The pan of burnt icing and other ashy crisps he couldn’t identify anymore was left behind in the sink.

               Making breakfast had been a failure for Sirius. He didn't know excatly what he was making, just tyring to follow the recipe before he got too caught up in Remus's story. Now, Remus was taking the reins to make something edible- no, likely good- for him, Sirius, and Harry to eat. 

               “What? At this time? No, you aren’t. You had just transformed, you’re still weak…  and we planned to talk to Regulus tonight.

               “I’ve been too much of a bother,” Remus continued. He walked around, looking through the cabinets for something to add to his dish. He opened a drawer with empty glass bottles with worn labels of Wolfsbane Potion. He quickly closed them and found the bottle he was looking for. “You had to take care of me yesterday and during my Transformation I know I destroyed that furniture in the third guest room. Even before all of this, I’ve been practically living here… I need to find my own place and-”

               “No, you don’t! This can be a permanent home for you… and those wood scraps were like that before,” Sirius waved off and walked closer to his friend, “And Harry, he- he needs you. You saw how he’s been, and heard what he’s been doing. Finding and destroying Horcruxes! It’s crazy, if I didn’t wonder how Voldemort survived after I saw his dead body then I would have never believed him about that Dark Magic. He needs us, now. He’s been… doing too much. He needs this week of relaxing. ”

               Remus opened his mouth only to close it. He shook his head.

               “That’s why I should go. I’m not relaxing. I’m a werewolf and the full moon is going to come again and I’m going to be dangerous and… and then sick afterward. It’s not enough. Children shouldn’t be going out and finding Horcruxes, fighting You-Know-Who on their own. The way Harry explained, they’ve been doing this for a long time… he took so long to tell us. He could be hiding more from us… and maybe for good reason.”

               “For good reason?” Sirius parroted.

               What could the reason possibly be?

               There was no answer, however. Only the sound of the butter crackling in the pan.

               “You’re saying this because that Ministry brat came here yesterday, isn’t it?” Sirius asked, “Minister Scrimanger or whatever, and Percy Weasley! Seeing him, how he acted, now I understand why he didn’t go to the Burrow for Christmas, what an emotionless prat.”

               Silence. So Sirius continued. 

               “Harry doesn’t like them either you saw how mad he was the other day. You saw what they asked, for him to support the Ministry. They’re falling apart and soon those werewolf restrictions, all that stupid werewolf bias, will be gone with them!”

               “And, instead, there will only be unspoken fear with Greyback about, ready to turn any children regardless of who their parents are,” Remus whispered.

               Fenrir Greyback. Hard to forget the werewolf who had bitten one of his best friends and changed his life forever. Hard to forget the werewolf who threatened to harm children and take them away from their parents, that if they weren’t careful they would all be werewolves. Remus’s father learned to be careful. 

               Nico had made Sirius promise to be careful. Sirius was… maybe a little reckless. But he had to do this! For Harry, for Remus, for his friends, his dead friends, and everyone… right?

               He was careful. This was fine. It was all fine. If Remus would stay.

               “I don’t want you to leave,” Sirius admitted. “This is a big house with more than enough room. I’d rather be here with you than alone, werewolf or not… We… we became animagus to be with you, not to do pranks. I… the last full moon, it was fun. With you, the lucid you.”

               Remus turned around at that, his eyes searching as if that couldn’t be the truth. Sirius placed his hand on Remus’s shoulder reassuringly. Remus’s grey eyes were still as beautiful as when he had met him, light and filled with sparkly stars, which were only slightly dulled by time and betrayal. However, Remus’s happiness showed in his winkles… And his hair was turning grey like his eyes… Fuck, they were getting old. It has been… it has been a while.

               But we’re only in our thirties. There’s so much to left to experience. 

               “Okay,” Remus said.

               He's staying. 

               And Sirius smiled, big and genuine. He rubbed Remus’s shoulder with newfound excitement and watched as Remus’s lips quirked up and he glanced bashfully downward.

               The stairs creaked and only just as Harry walked in was Remus back to his cooking and Sirius reluctantly returned to salvaging the pan he had most definitely ruined. 

               “Sirius?” Harry said sleepily, “why do I smell burning?”

 

               When Nico appeared in the fireplace Sirius realized he made a mistake. He was discussing the best way to try to clean the dust off with Lupin (“We have spells for all of this, why are we cleaning like Muggles?” “If you can tell me the spells I’d be more than happy to cast them.” “We can ask Mrs. Weasley, why don’t you-” “We aren’t asking her for help! She’ll sense it as weakness!”)

               He never told Harry about his plan. 

               “Nico, it’s good to see you,” Harry greeted.

               Harry leaned on the couch beside him, his face betraying his confusion. Right as Sirius came walking in, already too late, he got a glare from the demigod. Most of the scorn melted away as Nico made his way toward Harry.

               “How have you been?” Nico asked.

               Gulping, Sirius was glad whatever was about to occur was pushed back. Even if he only had a few moments. Remus beside Sirius got ready, putting on his long brown coat. There were stains that never washed out, but Sirius had sewn the holes shut. It might have only made it look worse. The blue thread was rather loud compared to the light brown and since it was his first time there were large knots and loose loops reaching out.

               Still, Remus straightened his coat as if it cost a handful of Galleons and gave Sirius a look. He was ready.

               “That’s what you all are doing?” Harry, his attention pointedly at them in the doorway instead of Nico, said loudly, “you’re going to resurrect a ghost?”

               Yes? But Sirius knew better than saying that. Harry narrowed his eyes.

               “Summoning a ghost,” Nico corrected, “to hopefully answer the question Sirius has been looking for…”

               Great, the little rascal isn’t going to try to help at all. That’s fine… I know the way to ease Harry.

               “It’s like the Horcruxes you told us about, Harry. Regulus was on a mission. It might be the same mission you are on- Maybe I’ll be able to help you find one of the Horcruxes you’ve been spending so much time looking for.”

               Something flashed across Harry’s expression. Whatever it was, Sirius’s words did not reassure Harry as he wanted. But why? Sirius was finally going to be useful. There was a matching puzzlement with Nico. Wordlessly, Nico put his hand on Harry’s shoulder, gently guiding him to look at the demigod. They were clearly trying to talk without… talking. 

               Remus must have been right. There was something Harry hadn’t told them.

               Whatever. Sirius was a teen once. Some things he didn’t want to share with his parents… Well, his pseudo parents. He didn’t want to tell his parents a lot of stuff, but that was for a very, very different reason.

               So, it was fine. Harry only had to share what he wanted to. 

               “You should stay here. Godric’s Hollow isn’t what it used to be,” Sirius said to Harry.

               It certainly wasn’t going to make him any happier but Sirius decided that fact a while ago. Death Eaters were getting too comfortable… and some people were getting too comfortable with Death Eaters… 

               “We’ll be fine,” Nico added.

               There was still hesitancy. Sirius shouldn’t care too much, it wasn’t like Harry could stop them. Still.

               “I’ll share every minute detail with you,” Sirius offered. 

               Finally, Harry nodded. Reluctantly. Still, that counted as a success. 

 

               “It’s not desecrating the grave, we are just… feeding him,” Nico said, pointing to where they should put the food. “Feeding his soul. The dead like that.”

               If Sirius had known the cake would be given to Regulus… or used to summon him, he might have tried less hard on making it so delicious. Oh well. A whole cake was going to be smashed onto the ground. It’s fine. He’s fine. 

               The cold nipped at Sirius’s fingers as he took out the freshly made cake out of the box he carefully kept it in and dumped it right below the tombstone. Chocolate frosting splattered onto thick marble and dead grass. Scowling, Sirius went to wipe the escaped food with his finger, nearly putting it in his mouth, before he stopped. No, not even he could do that. Sirius smeared the chocolate onto the vegetation tipped with frost and stepped away.

               Merlin, how did I end up doing this?

               Out in the cold. With drying chocolate on his hands. Standing before his younger brother’s desecrated grave. A younger brother he had thought more of in the past couple of months than in a whole decade. 

               I’m doing it for him. For all of us.

               Finally, Nico began to recite words, which were definitely not English.

               And Remus and Sirius were silent. It was easy to forget that Nico was a demigod. He was young, Harry’s age, and yet, he had a similar mission to the Order of the Phoenix. A mere child had the same mission as a small organization. But, he was no regular child, was he? 

               Why not forever? Why not bring Regulus back to the living for good so he could live until old age?

               And there was no way Sirius could look at Nico like a kid any longer. He wasn’t the same person he had met in the Shrieking Shack. Sirius still could not understand how that small Slytherin could have caught him on the other side of the Veil of Death. It was only when Sirius saw those dark eyes, old despite the years, broken from heartache and loss, and serious with heavy tasks on his shoulders could he believe it.

               Sirius saw similar eyes when he looked in the mirror.

               Nico’s murmuring slowed and Sirius watched as a small white wisp appeared at the base of the grave, right above the cake.

               Sirius grabbed Lupin’s hand, watching as the wisp began to grow and Nico’s words became even softer. There was too much going on in Sirius’s head- he was really going to see his brother’s ghost! But he needed to talk- to do something to get out all of his energy out of him. 

               “Did you ever meet Regulus?” Sirius asked absentmindedly.

               Most people hadn’t, why would they? Sirius stopped talking to his family a long time ago. He had stopped talking to his younger brother a year or two before he left his house for the Potters. 

               “Of course, we’ve met in the hallways,” Remus answered, “even if he did avoid you, he was only two years younger. It was hard to not see him sometimes.”

               It’s hard to remember Regulus was only that much younger than me and not more. It’s hard to remember when he died so young… never did get wrinkles or white strands appearing in his hair…

               Knowing Sirius was only going to spout more nonsense from the anticipation, he watched silently as his brother began to take shape. The white wisp had grown to his height, the smoke-like substance starting to show Regulus’ features.

               People had often said they looked similar, with the same nose, mouth, and eyebrows. However, unlike the time Sirius had last seen him, his hair was chopped with messed-up ends. Despite being eighteen, his eye sockets were nearly hollow and his shoulders sagged.

               And Nico stopped talking. The three of them had the fully formed ghost of Regulus Black in front of them.

               Regulus opened his eyes and unsteadily his rigidity disappeared. He instantly tried to pull his transparent feet up, which appeared to be glued to the ground covered in cake. Quickly giving that up, his whitish eyes scanned the area until he saw his grave behind him.

               Slowly, Regulus turned toward Sirius, Remus, and Nico.

               “I didn't expect to see you soon,” Regulus noted, his eyes trailing up and down Sirius, “at least you aren’t dead.”

               And there was the brother Sirius recognized. So young. And so clearly a ghost. Regulus took Sirius’s speechlessness as an opportunity to study the demigod in front of him. 

              “Death told me about you.”

               Nico glared.

               “Said you would try to bend some rules, even guessed this,” Regulus continued.

              “I’m not breaking any rules by summoning you.”

              “We both know I’m not talking about this.”

              What? Is the demigod… getting in trouble with Death?

              Nico pursed his lips. 

              “They said that there are times and places for everything and I can’t give too much away,” Regulus continued and he finally looked at Sirius. 

              Really looked at him. His eyes narrowed with calculations, momentarily looking to his other side, no doubt finding Remus before focusing on Sirius once again.

              “So… what did you summon me for?”

              Regulus looked like he did when he was alive. The somewhat shifty eyes and yet… the total attention and almost care screwed up with his mouth and eyes.

              Sirius blinked before he spoke. “You told me to finish something, but you never told me what you started.”

              There was a blankness before recollection flew across the ghost’s face.

              “You have to destroy the Horcrux I found, it’s the only way to end You-Know-Who for good.”

               Horcrux. How timely Harry explained it just this past week. 

               So, not only Harry had been searching for these things, but his brother? His brother with no grey hair or wrinkles. His brother who only made it one year into being an “adult.”

               Children. Why are children always doing this? Why not others?

               “Horcruxes, Voldemort made several,” Nico corrected before he looked at Regulus with newfound interest, “It was you who took the Horcrux, wasn’t it? Voldemort went back to find it in his hidey-hole and it wasn’t there- it was because you took it.”

               Regulus nodded.

               “He wouldn’t have trusted you with such information,” Remus said, confused.

               Right. Wait… He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named would have never trusted anyone with his immortality. Perhaps, Bellatrix?

               “He didn’t. I found out because he underestimated-” Regulus looked away, frowning, “he… he underestimated someone I love.”

               A hint! A hint that… Sirius didn’t know. 

               Someone Regulus loved? Who did he love? He hadn’t dated anyone despite the years in Hogwarts and his friends… Well, Sirius was definitely the more popular of the two. And friends, did Slytherins really have friends? People that they spoke to in depth, spend time doing goofy tings, and weren't just there to have allies? Those friends certainly weren't bright enough friends to be against You-Know-You.

               “Why did you never tell us? You- you found a Horcrux and never told our parents? Me?” Sirius asked. 

               I could have helped.

               Regulus opened his mouth before he abruptly looked down. His transparent feet were sinking into the ground. His ankles were almost covered in the chocolate icing. 

               “Death said you’ll find the Horcrux,” Regulus said, looking at Nico, “stop wasting time trying to find it… There is no need to look anymore, only to go forward.”

               And Regulus’s eyes bore in Sirius’s. His white, lifeless eyes, somehow filled with determination and… love. 

               “And that’s what I can say to you too. Don’t lose sight of what you have. Don’t sacrifice yourself for it as I did,” Regulus grabbed Sirius’s shoulders and he stiffened. The cold hands somehow felt real, sending chills down his spine. Sirius felt his eyes water instantly as Regulus stared into him. “Take care of who you love, it's worth more than you know.”

               The pressure on Sirius’s shoulders lessened. The determination in Regulus’s eyes faltered and he let his hands fall to the ground. And, then just like that, his body dissolved into wisps and disappeared into the ground. 

               It’s worth more than you know.

               “We should have had more time,” Nico said, walking forward. On the ground where Regulus previously hovered should have been the smashed cake, but it was gone. Even the icing farther away was clean, showing the grass... that somehow looked a little more lively. “Probably Death ended the summoning- trying to make sure he didn’t spill everything.”

               Nico sighed.

               Sirius didn’t notice the demigod walk past him, his eyes on the grave before him. And the ghost of the hands on his shoulders. Sirius couldn't remember the last time his brother had hugged him or even patted him on the shoulder. At least, when Regulus was alive. 

               Sirius felt hollow. He did not understand how much he was expecting this meeting to solve until the moment it did not come to fruition. All Regulus had to give him was more questions and… advice. They were no closer to finding out where the Horcrux was. No more closer to ending Regulus's mission. 

               But… that was the point, wasn’t it? He was only told to take care of who he loved. 

               An arm looped around his elbow and Sirius looked to the side to see Remus’s face. Remus smiled softly.

               “We should go,” Remus said.

               Sirius nodded, “okay.”

Notes:

I hope ya'll liked the chapter! It was fun to write. And, isn't it so cool! So exciting knowing the stuff they don't know! God! Dramatic Irony, such a good time.

And... what do you think Harry didn't tell Remus and Sirius? And, I guess, what would you guys do in that situation? Tell your guardian everything or... hold it off until later?

And until next time, stay safe and enjoy the holidays! And also Happy late Chanukah!

Chapter 36: You See, Nico, People Are Like Onions

Notes:

It's been a time, my dudes. My god. I hope you all had wonderful holidays and happy new year! Happy Lunar New Year!
Yeah, it's been tough already, '22 kicking my ass. I lost my cat :( It's been a month and two weeks and jeez. I've done nearly all I could and though I'm still gonna keep up with stuff to find her, it really sucks. I hope she's okay. I've gotten prank calls too from people or scammers. It's not fun.
I took a little vacation to see some family :) but also this is the family member that inspired some of Umbridges' lines. God, it's so sad. Such a flavor of a person. It's like a real-life soap opera!

I bought some books. I haven't read them in so long, read the Iron Widow! at least very close to finishing it. I love Mitchell vs the Machines, revisited that movie and damn. It's so cool. There have been a lot of cool movies that came out. Encanto. Spiderman one (Spiderverse is better tho, still can't top that one). I also got into Wizard101 and fuck man, too much! too much into it! I don't normally play video games.

Welp, this long update and personal rant is done. I hope you are all well and enjoy this chapter :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               It was bright and… not bright enough. Blurry light streamed down from the rounded glass ceiling to an empty train track. With walkways on either side, rows of red brick columns stood at each end, appearing like they never end the longer Nico looked down. Nico was at the train station, Knight’s Cross, and not at all as he remembered it. Uncanny valley overtook him and Nico frowned. It wasn’t right. There was the light, the blurry and at the same too bright, and- and there were no people. 

               Finally, Nico caught sight of the only other figure and the demigod instantly turned away, groaning.

               Of course.

               “Hello, Nico…” Death greeted.

               “If this is about Regulus then I hope you know that I could always do that. What I haven’t done before is get annoyed when the ghost told me that he’s been sworn into secrecy,” Nico growled, “So, I’d really like to know why you are so bent on having me discover the Horcrux in time rather than now.”

               Tired of hearing someone say wait. Tired of feeling like he wasn’t doing anything. Hades had told him such and he wasn’t there… at least, not mentally. Nico watched as Death moved toward him. Theirr robes didn’t glide across, they grabbed at the surface and reached out like it was alive.

               “You cannot resurrect Harry Potter when the time comes,” Death said.

               The demigod froze.

               “You cannot take him out of Elysium with your hand,” Death continued, “He is not like your sister.”

               Death brought up their hand through their cloak, the water and smoke like substance wrapping around the bones before breaking through. Like both liquid and gas, as thin and see through as a spiderweb.

               “Layers… There are so many layers to people. To ghosts, Nico,” Death said. “So many layers that all come apart when their bodies cannot hold them together. That’s how they can be at the Veil of Death and still be enjoying the afterlife at the same time.”

               Nico saw it in the cloak. Figures appeared, one of Harry and himself. Harry Potter, dying, and the multiple ghosts falling apart and Nico trying to catch them all. And, just like that, Harry fell through his fingertips.

               Maybe… that was what the bride meant, in the Tale of the Three Brothers. That she no longer belonged in the living…  She lost layers of herself or left them behind. 

               Silence fell upon the dream.

               And Nico clenched his fists and unclenched them. There had to be a way. He had saved someone before. He can figure it out again. Harry will survive- he can’t be the Chosen One to just… to just die. He was the Boy Who Lived.

               “I’m sure you’ll want all the time in the world to solve that puzzle…” Death said.

               Nico glared at the vague direction of Death’s face, a voidful, endless darkness underneath a hood. Long, bone fingers peeked out from the water-like fabric, scratching at a column beside them. Like nails scratching on a chalkboard, Nico grimaced at the noise, watching as red brick dusted down to the ground.

               “Not everyone has as much time as you do,” Death continued, as his bone fingers fell down and disappeared beneath his cloak.

               What?

               Confusion danced across his mind as he thought through all of his friends and his professors… There wasn’t anyone that stood out to him, who was losing time, how -

               And then he thought of a blackened hand, the story of the ring and the Resurrection Stone, Half-Moon spectacles, and blue eyes that didn’t look at all like Will’s. 

               The son of Hades’s eyes widened and held his breath. Dumbledore doesn’t have as much time.

               “Something big is going to happen at the end of the year,” Death said, interrupting the demigod’s thoughts. He stared up at Death, shocked to find that they had moved closer, looming over him, their hands nearly encircling him, “You must be prepared. You must make a difference. For there is more to this than the Chosen One.”

 

               Nico watched students wander the Entrance Hall from his spot on the stairs. Students were given one-way trips through the Floo Network. He missed seeing the Thestrals when they would shake their heads and push their hooves to the ground in anticipation. Will was already in the Hospital Wing, no doubt stacking potions, trying to make some of his own, or organizing new supplies with Madame Pomfrey. A day early surprisingly wasn’t good enough for her, telling both of them that they would probably barely get it all done before an injured student comes through their door. Too bad, because the demigod didn’t show up any earlier.

               However, she was appeased when Will showed Nico’s “spell spots.” The skin, whose bruising had mostly healed, now had a rash-like appearance and feel. Madam Pomfrey accused Nico of trying new and dangerous spells and slathered the area with gauze. She didn’t let him leave until that morning when the bumps had settled.

               So, Nico’s only plan for that night was to have his first lesson of Occlumancy with Professor Snape. It was easy to plan when the one-way trip sent each student to their respective Heads of House. The only issue was that he couldn’t stay there, not with the large crowd growing or the seemingly normal conversations about Christmas breaks.

               Where were his friends?

               “Whatcha doing there?” Marvus asked.

               Not answering, Nico looked up. Marvus nudged him with the peg leg expectantly. The Hufflepuff stayed standing and in his Muggle clothes, with a large yellow knitted sweater. On it, was a very poor rendition that Nico guessed was supposed to be a badger, the Hufflepuff mascot.

               It looked more similar to a mouse with very large eyes. Someone also seemed to have forgotten the whiskers and tail.

               “Thinking,” Nico answered, “Death visited my dreams again.”

               “Oh, yeah?”

               Marvus plopped down next to him, letting his legs splay out on the steps, before looking at Nico once again.

               “Yeah,” Nico answered lamely.

               You must be prepared. You must make a difference. For there is more to this than the Chosen One. And Nico couldn’t take Harry out of the Underworld with his hand. No… Then there had to be something, something to save him… And when it came to Dumbledore… Dumbledore did not have time on his side.

               Dumbledore saved them during Christmas and yet, they couldn’t save him. Not from that unnerving curse.

               “Yeah. Reiterated what I found out over the break and before,” Nico replied. His eyes slid over to Marvus. He hadn’t told the demigods that he was asked to summon Regulus Black before they left. And though Nico wasn’t worried about them being upset, he felt surprised when he was only met with understanding in Marvus’s dark brown eyes the day before they came Hogwarts. “We’ll find the last Horcrux when we find it and… that…”

               Who did Harry tell? Did he tell Marvus that he would have to die? That Harry himself was another Horcrux? 

               “That you’ll need to find something else to do?” Marvus guessed for him.

               Nico nodded, though he felt his chest tighten.

               “Nico, I don’t know how to tell you this, but you’re already doing a lot,” Marvus frowned, “I mean. Even just school. Work. Assignments. Dumbledore’s Army 2.0! And that doesn’t even cover hanging out with friends. And becoming friends with Draco and all that-- you’re doing that right? Because he’s still acting weird.

               “I guess, all I’m saying is that it’s fine to focus on some other stuff. Knowing that all that searching is gone and it will just come to you? That’s good. Take it as a good thing.”

               There is more to this than the Chosen One. 

               Nico nodded, “Thanks.”

               “No problemo, though I will take a little help getting up. And some advice on something.”

               Nico stood and when he tried to pull up Marvus, the latter quickly told him to stop. So, Nico stayed still, trying his best to stay as Marvus leveraged himself up onto his feet.

               “Advice on what?”

               “What to teach some of the kiddos at the D.A. 2.0,” Marvus frowned, “we need to teach new stuff. But I don’t know any more spells and neither does Harry. We’re gonna run out and they aren’t. The Death Eaters.”

               No, Death Eaters won’t. Gods, it really was full of adults with more than two decades of life and learning nasty but efficient jinxes. 

               “I didn’t grow up with magic as you did. But… but other kids did. Maybe they would know more spells and books? They would have more spells in books.”

               “Books are awful to learn from, you and everyone know that. Umbridge made sure of it,” Marvus pouted. 

               Right. Nico wouldn’t be forgetting that any time soon. He pursed his lips, trying to think. He had been caught up in all of the Horcruxes and Harry that… What were they supposed to do now? Just finish the small things they can and hope for the best?

               There’s the club, Dumbledore…

               “Nico!”

               The demigod in question whipped around to see Pansy Parkinson jumping on her feet. Beside her, and nearly dragged by Pansy, was Tracey, who looked miserable. Tracey’s long hair was chopped off to a short length around her jaw. It suited her.

               “Get her away from me! All she talks about is that book!” Tracey called.

               “I finished it, Nico! And I have so much to talk about!”

               “Run away while you can!”

               “See you later,” Marvus said, patting Nico’s shoulder, “and let me know if you get any ideas of spells. Or where to find them. I know Harry has this scribbled-in book, but we can’t rely on those and I can’t be looking for them by hours of book reading because art club is starting up again and so is Quidditch- god why did I choose to do so many clubs!” And just as he started to walk away he stopped in his tracks. “Wait.”

               Just as Pansy and Tracey made their way, Marvus pointed at them.

               “You’ve got any ideas for spells? Defensive spells, jinxes, anything?”

               They stared at him, wide-eyed before Tracey let out a huff.

               “Loads more, but most of them are technically not legal to cast,” Tracey answered, “and you’re gonna get that answer with nearly every Slytherin, especially the Pure-Bloods.”

 

               Harry told Hermione and Ron what had transpired at his house, starting from the Ministry coming to beg to use him as a figure head to Nico’s surprise visit (at least, surprise to him), and the subsequent message from Regulus Black, Sirius’s dead younger brother.

               They were… different around him. And it wasn’t from the new information he got. It started when he told them he was a Horcrux. Everything they did relating to Voldemort, it all would still funnel into one fact. 

               I would have to die somehow. For Voldemort to be gone, the Horcrux inside me needs to disappear as well. 

               Harry had been trying to not think about it, but he couldn’t. It explained everything. The reason Harry could talk to snakes. The reason he had the wand he was carrying (the twin to Voldemort’s, the wand who saved his life all that time ago in the Graveyard), why Harry’s scar hurt when Voldemort came too close, why he could see Voldemort’s mind and Voldemort see his.

               And Harry wasn’t as worried as he should be, he knew that. It was either the fact that he couldn’t think about his death for long or that Nico had promised him a future. And that was enough for Harry.

               "But um... Yeah. So that's new, another whole Horcrux," Harry ended it eloquently.

               He looked back down at the floor. It certainly felt as grim as a graveyard. Harry didn't want it to be. Besides, there was nothing they could do anyway, not now.

               "I will say, I think the worst part was that the Scriminger- Scrimgeour- whatever his name was- he seemed shocked that I didn't want to help them," Harry said, hoping for the mood to come back with the topic change. "Be a face for them. As if they didn't have someone from there literally torture us."

               “That really is bonkers,” Ron said, shaking his head, finally loosening up. There was still something behind his expression that was dark. Horcrux. His brother leaving the family. It could have been everything.

               “The Ministry really has stretched itself thin,” Hermione agreed, though she could see the topic change for what it was. She spied him as she continued, “and most of the efforts have only been in vain.”

               They had heard enough from Arthur Weasley during Christmas… something that the papers have not touched on. Except, of course, the Quibbler. And though Harry had that famous interview with the Quibbler, the popularity of the paper itself had gone down. Maybe that was on the fact they still printed those ridiculous stories. 

               It’s better than lying on purpose like what the Prophet does.

               “They only want to cover up the fact that Voldemort’s back and they can’t do anything,” Harry shook his head, “Won’t. They won’t do anything,” he corrected himself.

               They could, couldn’t they? What’s stopping them? Other than having Death Eaters within the Ministry…

               But, there was more than just the Death Eaters in the Ministry, wasn’t there? Because those Death Eaters didn’t get there on their own. There were people who were too scared, people who saw nothing wrong with what they stood for, and people who agreed with them… 

               And, of course, there were Death Eaters who never left the Ministry in the first place. That became clear in Harry’s Second Year of Hogwarts.

               “Where do you think Melody is?” Harry wondered out loud. 

               “I… don’t know,” Hermione answered, “maybe we’ll see her at dinner.”

               The professors told them that dinner was going to be a short event, no announcements, for all they could ever need would be on the bulletin boards in their Common rooms the next morning.

               “Maybe,” Harry parroted.

 

               “No, when I go over the book I need everyone here,” Pansy said, frowning. “I don’t want to say the same thing twice. This is very serious, I have notes, talking points, everything- Merlin Daphne a,nd Millicent normally don’t take this long.”

               Pansy shook the book in her hand impatiently. Sure enough, he saw pieces of parchment sticking out. Words ran into each other as they tried to fit in such a small space. Nico didn’t know curiosity and dread could be felt at the same time until that moment.

               “Are you planning on writing a report?” Tracey smirked.

               Pansy whacked her book on Tracey’s shoulder, giving her a glare. More students started to filter through the entrance of the Great Hall. Loud chattering could be heard across the tables, allowing them to get snippets of what ‘vacation’ they had taken during the break, others about the celebrations they had. At least, that was what Nico heard from the Slytherin table, the loudest table of them all.

               Unconsciously, Nico felt his eyes filter across the Great Hall. There were a few students who were gone… Draco and Crabbe specifically… Leaving only a sad looking Goyle blearily staring at the wood in front of his face.

               That’s new. What are the other two doing? And why leave him behind?

               “I’m not… purposefully. I have a lot of opinions, let’s say that,” Pansy snipped.

               The glare fell from her face, her attention elsewhere. She leaned backward, her hands grabbing the table to make sure she would fall onto her back as she peered out.

               “Are you looking for Millicent or Daphne?” Pansy asked Nico, waving out at the Entrance. 

               “Uh, no?”

               “Good, because if you were, you were doing a terrible job- hi Daphne and Millicent. You both are late.”

               Whatever it was to make Draco and Crabbe disappear, it wasn’t worth it. Nico quickly joined in with Tracey in welcoming his friends back to school, smiling as they settled down at the table with the group.

               Daphne had a long blue robe on, with silver earrings, pins, and necklace. She was more dolled up than Nico had ever seen her… and also more nervous than he had ever seen her. Her shy grin that greeted them disappeared quickly and she scooted closer to Millicent. Millicent appeared as she normally did, even with her own uniform on, and nearly expressionless as ever.

               “So, what were you two doing? Why did you take so long?” Pansy asked.

               “I wanted to make sure Astoria settled,” Daphne mumbled. Her blue eyes were glued to the ground, her nails clicking against each other. Millicent grabbed her hand, rubbing her palm with her thumb.

               “Astoria? She’s here?” Pansy repeated, bewildered.

               Daphne’s younger sister… The one with the curse, right? A curse that had been passed down.

               Nico had heard of the sister, enough that he knew a few funny stories from her and Daphne’s childhood, but met her? He had yet to see her in person… or even in a photograph.

               “She’s doing better. Felt good enough to come,” Daphne answered quickly, nodding, “I just… think that it might be better for her to be here instead of at home. So, we convinced our parents for her to attend the rest of the school year.”

               “Really?” Pansy asked. “It’s… I mean.”

               “Yeah, she always enjoys it here anyway,” Daphne said, smiling hesitantly. “Maybe I can finally introduce you, Nico! You’ll love her!”

               “Uh, yeah, it would be nice to meet her,” Nico answered.

               Astoria Greengrass. Strange how he hadn’t met one of the most important people in one of his friends’ lives. Blood Curse. Nico wondered what it could be to make her not be able to attend Hogwarts while Daphne could. Before he could ask, Tracey clicked her tongue.

               “I’ve read how a lot of interesting things had happened over the break, did you have anything to do with that?” Tracey said, deliberately looking over at Nico. 

               “I, uh-”

               “Or do you want to talk about your book report first, Pansy?” Tracey offered.

               “No, no after him I can then talk about the rest of Pride and Prejudice. It’s fine.”

               Her words said it was fine, but by the twitching of her face it looked like it wasn’t fine. However, soon the rest of his friends waited for him expectantly, and he already knew he wanted to get some of the demigod updates out of the way.

               “I didn’t go to the Weasley’s house until it was almost Christmas…”

 

               Marvus was at dinner, so where was Melody?

               Instead of leaving with what little time they had before they had to return to the Gryffindor common room, they stayed in the Great Hall. Putting the food away or to the side, the Golden Trio pulled out their books. Or rather, the Half-Blood Prince's. 

               “So, there are more spells in there, right?” Ron asked.

               “I’m looking,” Harry answered, scanning through the different pages. He flipped it to the next one when the margins appeared to be all notes. It was hard to tell if he was reading enough to determine which scribbles were spells, potion tips… or poems. He had gotten to a few embarrassing love poems, though, thankfully, most were scratched out. It spoke of someone with beautiful green eyes. Weird, Harry had green eyes. “I’ve already written one down, you can look at them.”

               “Sectumsempra?” Ron repeated, frowning.

               Hermione clenched her book tighter. No assignments were given and yet she was already getting ahead with her textbooks. “Remember the deal, Will has to be there when you two try them. We don’t need something horrible to happen.”

               “Nothing bad‘s gonna happen. Most of his spells have been alright so far.”

               “You don’t know the author,” Hermione said, leaving her book forgotten on her lap as she leaned forward, her eyes burrowing into Ron. Harry tried to keep his attention on the pages, but he found it was wandering toward their small spat.

               “But you’re close, aren’t you? To finding out about them? You already had a name, Ellie-”

               “Eileen Prince, yes, it’s likely her child. That doesn’t mean you shouldn’t question their motives.”

               “They were likely our age,” Ron said, shaking his head, “they couldn’t have been too horrible.”

               Hermione pursed her lips. There was a loud thump and Hermione quickly scrambled underneath the table. When she got up with the fallen book in hand, she scowled.

               “I’m not saying we should close the book and never look at it again. The notes, especially for the potions, have been… useful.” She sounded pained at that admission and her eyes darted toward Harry. She slid the textbook, Extreme Incantations, onto the table. “What I am saying is that we need to treat this resource as what it is. We don’t know where it came from and we don’t know the person, and we know personally just because they are our age, or close, it shows nothing of their experience or mind.”

               Well, she did have a point. Voldemort made a Horcrux at… sixteen? And Regulus joined the Death Eaters at sixteen.

               Ron came to the same conclusion and started to mess with the bandages on his pointer finger. The rest had healed to a slightly redder color than his pale skin.

               “It’s good I have to see Will later then,” Ron reluctantly agreed, “and though we haven’t put a name to the face, the handwriting is familiar, so familiar …”

               “Melody!” Hermione greeted.

               The two boys looked over to see Melody, her hair a mess, and a messenger bag strapped across her chest. Harry folded the corner of the book into itself, and closed it, knowing there was no point in trying to look at it now. He had the rest of the night if he wanted.

               “Yeah, I got caught up doing something,” Melody said, smiling apologetically, swinging the bag onto the table, “I did a bit of research over the weekend about stuff. You know, trying to help figure out the Horcrux situation.”

               Oh, right. I still have to tell her all of that.

               “And just extra stuff, you know? Yeah,” Melody nodded, her mouth opening and closing, before finally continuing, “some things about my aunt and her husband. You know, the dead aunt.”

               Aunt. Dorcas Meadows. The one that was a part of the Order of the Phoenix.

               Then quickly Melody rubbed her hands together, “so, what’s going on? About the Horcrux situation?”

               “About that… Horcrux situation,” Harry started.

 

               “They attacked over Christmas?” Daphne asked.

               Nico paused in his explanation. He blinked, looking over his friends. So far, they had listened without interruption or any verbal communication at all. Since the Slytherins were mostly unpacking or showing off their presents they had received, so the Slytherin common room was strangely empty. He first ranted about his dream with Death pointing out that he had to wait for the next Horcrux. Gods, it was annoying, but… hadn’t he heard the same thing before?

               He must have. His father. But it was still annoying to hear again.

               Thus, the event went backward, leaving out Harry’s condition of being a Horcrux himself. It was a private matter and… something Nico found he could not speak of.

               So, Nico spoke of the somewhat disaster of destroying the Horcrux, Ron with his burnt hands, Dumbledore saving them… The only way he knew his friends understood what he was saying was the change in facial expressions.

               That was, until then.

               “Yeah,” Nico answered, “Christmas Eve.”

               She worryingly scratched at her hands.

               “Are you okay?” Nico asked.

               “You are more nervous than usual,” Tracey noted.

               “You know, Murphy won’t fight back this time. Remember, you two solved the issue a while ago,” Pansy reassured, patting Daphne’s hand.

               However, that appeared to make it only worse. Daphne frowned and turned away from them, her expression taut. 

               “I’m… I’m fine,” Daphne answered, “I… there is a lot going on right now.”

               There is. And for the first time, the uncomfortable truth returned. It was serious. It had been. There was a reason why Pansy went to Tracey’s house once again. Hearing a chime, Nico looked at the grandfather clock.

               “I have to go, good night if I don’t see you all later,” Nico said, standing up.

               They said goodnight and he left the Slytherin common room. Walking through the dungeons, Nico made it through easily. Freezing water dripped down from the ceilings and sides, some creating icicles raining down. Nico’s form hugged the walls, getting as close as he could to the torches at the sides as he passed them while avoiding the droplets. 

               “Hello?” Nico called into Professor Snape’s office.

               “Come in.”

               The demigod walked in and took in the office as he always did. The jars, with the glass and their contents gleaming in the small light. Professor Snape looked up at Nico from his desk. The professor made a small gesture, inviting Nico to sit down in front of him. 

               “I heard you had an interesting break,” Professor Snape said the moment Nico settled in.

               “Yeah, it was more exciting than I had anticipated.” But… At least I got some answers. And go pointed back to the right direction. “Will was really excited and nervous to see that I could get rashes on… uh, the spell spots.

               Great. That was probably going to be their name from now on.

               “Spell spots?” Professor Snape repeated.

               “Spots where spells hit me. The Death Eaters’ spells hit me twice.”

               “Do you… remember which Death Eaters they were?”

               Nico blinked before he shook his head, “it was too dark out. They ambushed us in the fields too. I couldn’t see them. So… how are we going to start this lesson?”

               With that, Professor Snape focused. He pulled his hand over his desk and straightened his posture.

               “To start, what do you think is Legilimency?”

               “Legilimency is… uh, when someone can read your mind.”

               “That is a crude and somewhat wrong summary of Legilimency. Legilimency is when one has the ability, natural or learned, of being able to go through the layers of the mind and interpret, correctly, what they are seeing. And, when truly adept, they mold the mind and layers to what they desire.”

               Layers. Almost like the different layers to a ghost. The soul. 

               “Thus,” Professor Snape continued and he stood up from his seat and began to walk, “Occlumency is the art of shielding one’s mind from Legilimency. To do so is similar to resisting the Imperius Curse, one must understand that something is wrong, and either deter their findings or stop them altogether.”

               Professor Snape stopped and Nico found himself looking at one of the depictions of pain painted on the wall. A wizard had their mind clutched within their hands, their wand forgotten on the floor. Hadn’t a few Death Eaters caused someone to go insane? Nico heard that somewhere.

               “I have used Legilimency against you before, but the Dark Lord will not hesitate to leave you as a broken husk after he gleaned the information he sought. To resist Legilimency, one must empty the mind and your emotions. To start, I will try to enter your mind, you must try to stop me. To make it easier, I will start wandless and soon, with a much stronger method, I will use my wand. Are you ready?”

               “No.”

               Surprise registered on Professor Snape’s face quicker than Nico realized what he had just said. The demigod swallowed and looked up at Snape from his seat. He stood up.

               “I, um, is that what you did with Harry? That-that can’t be the only way to teach Occlumency.”

               “He told you of our meetings?”

               “No, but I saw it in a dream, Hades showed me you talking to Dumbledore and-- we can talk about that later-- there must be another way.”

                I can’t- why does he have to look more into my head? I don’t want that. Doesn’t that mean I see them too? The memories? Even the bad ones. Especially the bad ones-- I don’t think I should have those running through my head, not now, Gods, what if there is more stuff from Italy?

               “You’ve seen how theoretical teaching goes,” Professor Snape started. “In most magic disciplines such a way of learning is not possible, not if you wish to master Occlumency in less than a year, which you’ll need to. If any more time is given, Dark Lord will become unbeatable-”

               “I know,” Nico cut him off, scowling, “I know. Him, his followers, what he stands for, this is only the beginning. I know. I’ve been through it before. And you don’t have to talk to me about theoretical teaching, I know Umbridge was a nightmare. I learned nothing and she- she was horrible!”

               Nico stopped twisting his ring, already reading his scarred hand. And Professor Snape must have known Nico wasn’t the only one. The growing lines of anger or confusion disappeared from Professor Snape’s face. Then, Professor Snape said gently, “I will not judge you for your past.”

               Instantly, Nico closed his eyes. He shut them so tightly, almost painfully, seeing splashes of red and black behind his eyelids. Then he let out a breath. He needed to calm down.

               “I’m not ashamed. Not… anymore. But, there are some things that would not be good for you to see.”

               “What you’ve done cannot be any worse than I have.”

               Nico opened his eyes and looked at him, “it could.”

               No. Has he killed another kid? Stripped them so that only their ghost was left? Let a kid catapult himself and die? And… and be used because I was too caught up in my own issues to realize what was happening?

               I… 

               I am doing this for a reason. Voldemort will not hesitate. And I can’t have him know what we know. About the Horcruxes. Gods. Demigods. Everything. It’s the only advantage we have. 

               “How do you perform Occlumency?” Nico asked, sounding desperate, but he couldn’t help it, “just… how have you done it?”

               “I have rid myself of emotion. When there is nothing on a page, there is nothing to read.”

               That’s… that’s not easy. Oftentimes, I feel there is too much going on in my head.

               “Can we discuss the theory this session, and try next session?” Nico asked.

               The gentle look had gone from Professor Snape’s face. Nico watched as Professor Snape disappeared into a darker corner and the demigod felt his heart tighten. Could he really try it now? Gods, if he had known they were learning through trial and error in the first place he could have tried to prepare. Something… he…

               Harry. Harry wouldn’t want Snape to know he’s a Horcrux, would he? I need to keep that.

               Books were slipped on the desk in front of him and Nico eyed the covers. Occlumency: Theory and Practice. Theory of the Mind. Legilimency and Occlumency: Two Sides of the Moon.

               “I have a few readings within these I recommend. We can reconvene this Friday, ask any questions you have from them, and then we can start the practical portion.”

Notes:

I need to read my previous chapters because I can barely remember stuff, like damn, hope I'm not writing in circles. This dramatic irony is going so well! It's so much fun :)

And tell me what you think is going to happen... and what you think of my little universe change! Layers with ghosts. I think it makes all of the other stuff within the world make so much more sense!

And... if you all have any ideas of how Nico could bring Harry back ;) I have a plan already, but it will be cool to hear some theories.

Have a good time until the next update!

Chapter 37: But! They’re Family!

Notes:

It's been a bit, but I hope to begin to update more regularly. Mentally, I am on the uphill! I think! So I will have more motivation and such. And happy early birthday to me!

:) this is a short chapter, but thank you all for waiting

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               “You always say monsters, are you talking about Mrs. Edith?” Tom asked one day at lunch, his hands together on the worn wooden table. It didn’t matter if the other children overheard their conversations, they've learned from the incident with Lucy. Don't ask, don't interrupt, because you won't get any answers. As for their caretakers? They’ve always been far away during these times. . 

               Tom didn’t see what Mallory always talked about when they spoke at night. Late, the small bed shoved against the bunk so they could whisper, before Mallory would have to move his in the morning. Mallory spoke of beings with horns, claws, and every appendage imaginable. Tom never really saw those. The only ones he ever saw were small human-like things with pointy ears, people with pointy hats, or… or everyone else.

               Tom had planned to go to the places Mallory cited where he saw the creatures, just to catch a peek. The orphanage didn’t travel much, however. Nor were they given too much time to dilly dally. Or the freedom to explore the town either. They were corralled together to entertain themselves or to do some work to keep the roof over their heads and the slop on their plates. 

               The boy smirked, looking down on Tom Riddle.

               “She might as well be one. Always making us do all these ridiculous things like making ornaments to sell,” Mallory laughed and rubbed Tom’s hair, to which the latter boy scooted away, glaring.

               A sounded and Mallory’s laughter faded. What was once so full of mirth a few seconds ago, was now somewhere else. Somewhere cold. Lunch was over and they had to clean up.

               “She could be," Mallory admitted, "I know they can hide amongst us, bending in. There was a reason I came here. Why I ended up here.”

               Tom didn’t know what Mallory’s correction meant. Kids did not choose to be in an orphanage… at least, he didn’t. But Tom knew he didn’t like what Mallory had said. That monsters could be anyone. In a way, Tom already knew that. Kids can be cruel. He had learned that saying had a grain of truth himself. Before Mallory... well... he didn't like to think much about those days. 

               The rest of the kids took their plates and stood up from their benches. Tom watched them as they made their way to the kitchen. It would be too loud to talk soon, while they are all clearing the dishes and pots. 

               “Where were you before?” Tom asked, leaning forward.

               “Doesn’t matter, there’s nothing for me there anymore,” Mallory answered.

               He looked away from Tom… he normally didn’t do that. Something twitched inside Tom’s chest. He frowned, scooting over on his seat to see what Mallory was looking at or what he was thinking, was there some kid being rude? Or one of the caretakers? There was no one though, just-

               Mallory is upset. He’s looking away because he doesn’t want me to see him upset.

               With that realization, Tom stopped. And, he quickly realized, he didn’t know what to say. How to comfort his friend. He could leave or pretend that his friend wasn’t hurting. And yet, that would not make Mallory any happier.

               “You can come with me. When I search for my father and find him, I’m sure he’ll let the both of us in,” Tom offered.

               He watched as Mallory turned toward him and, once again, smiled. “You’re always so sure… And you always seem to be right. I’d love to leave this place and never come back.”

 

               Nico spent the next few days reading what Professor Snape gave him. When he was studying with his friends did he realize there was an enchantment on the books: they did not see the same book he did. Wrong title. Different words. When Nico didn’t believe them at first -- How can there be an enchantment to change the book into another one?-- Pansy looked at the text and began to read off about the geography of salt mines.

               If only it was about the geography of salt mines. The further he got through the books, the less it made sense. One author would compare Occlumency to building a moat around your secrets, flowing the intruder to another place, while another compared Occlumency to destroying the castle itself. There was nothing to see if there was nothing there. And, of course, one book had said that there were no accurate metaphors to describe the process of Occlumency since each mind was different.

               Other than reading and becoming more infuriated by the minute, he hung out with his friends… and completed assignments the professor assigned. Ironically, it was Defense Against the Dark Arts he was behind in. Too many readings and an essay on how Jinxes differed from Curses.

               It was… not fun. So, Nico let himself indulge in distractions. After all, he was in the Great Hall with his friends during a break. He could use one. So, he stopped hunching over his half-finished essay and looked over at his friend.

               “Pansy, you never did go into detail into what you thought about Pride and Prejudice.”

               Tracey gave a sigh into her textbook and Pansy let her parchment roll up in one snap as if she was waiting for this moment. 

               “I thought it was great, but there were some issues. Well. Okay, there weren’t, but it was so weird when Darcy’s maid said he was nice and all that- when he clearly wasn’t to Liz in the beginning. I know most House Elves would have a lot of things to say about their masters. Except maybe my Mom’s.”

               “You have a House Elf at your house?” Nico asked, earning himself a small glare for the interruption. 

               “Kind of. Bartle is at her office most of the time now. When I was younger he babysat and took care of me. When I got older he was allowed to go back and forth… I guess he's now with her permanently. Er…  Anyway. Darcy does prove himself. Because Lydia! Gets into this whole mess with Wickham! And they marry, Mrs. Bennet is horrible, and Lydia is sixteen! Our age!”

               Nico’s eyes widened, “that is really young.”

               “Yeah, no betrothal. But a real marriage,” Pansy shook her head, “it’s unbelievable. Should have been a betrothal until she was of age, not this mess.”

               What? A betrothal instead?

               “What did the father do? Did he support the arrangement?” Daphne asked.

               Nico turned toward her. He had thought she was studying… Though Daphne did pay an alarming amount of attention to Pansy’s retellings of the book, she was being rather quiet since he had gotten back from school. 

               “Yes!” Pansy agreed, “the father, he said it was okay. Just did nothing… He was good any other time, but he should have done something. Anything. Lydia is his daughter. And he just let the mom run the show.”

               Pansy huffed, then her eyes widened at something behind him. The shock wore away to something else.

               “Hello Astoria.”

               Nico turned.

               In front of him was a girl with light blonde hair and a smile matched with Daphne’s perfectly. Her hair was cut shorter to frame her face and instead of blue, she had bright green, curious eyes. Astoria smiled, “It’s been a long time… And you must be Nico, Daphne has told me so much about you,” she held out her hand, “I’m Astoria Greengrass, it’s nice to meet you.”

               “Oh, uh, Nico di Angelo,” Nico looked down at the offered hand. Her nails were taken care of… and her skin had no scars to be seen. He shook it. “It is nice to meet you too.”

               “I’ve never heard what your parents do,” Astoria smiled.

               “Me either,” Nico replied, sniffing slightly and his attention darted to Daphne’s embarrassed face. She looked like she wanted to hide behind her long blonde hair… too bad it was held up with a nice silver clip. “What do the Greengrasses do?”

               There was a moment where Astoria didn’t move. Then, as if she had been wound up again, she suddenly began to talk, her voice as clear as glass. 

               “Either leaders within the Ministry of Magic or in the trade of Magical creatures, my mother and father do the latter.” Astoria turned to give Daphne a strange look, who very pointedly did not look her way. When her extra gestures failed, Astoria focused on Nico once more. “I’ve heard you like Magical Creatures, I don’t understand why you didn’t know. She should have told you. We can show you what we do.”

               Why… what?

               “I… Trade of Magical Creatures? Is that like Petco?” Nico mumbled, sounding even more confused than he already was.

               “Petco?”

               This is going far worse than I have ever anticipated. A train wreck. And this is Daphne’s sister! The one she has spoken about.

               The demigod felt the urge to have Daphne try to fix whatever nonsense was happening or to run away. He knew he couldn’t quite do both, and yet… he wished for it.

               “Selling and buying dogs or cats?” Nico offered to Astoria’s puzzled face. 

               “No, no Muggle animals. Magical birds,” Astoria corrected, her smile coming back as the conversation righted itself back onto the tracks.

               “Like the Jabberknoll? I am doing a project on it right now… it’s kind of weird.”

               When was the last time he had actually shown up to one of Agnes and Anthony’s meetings about that project? Oh gods, they probably hated him now. Nico was lucky Agnes hadn’t sought him out yet… All the Horcrux and god stuff had taken his mind off of all his assignments. 

               That… ugh. At least Nico now had the headspace to remember such meetings. And feel bad about missing them. And hope that Agnes would not berate him the time he actually does come.

               “No. More decorative, less morbid. Fwoopers, Augurey, Golden Snidgets… special breeds of those, if you want-”

               “Hagrid said owning Golden Snidgets is illegal-- They’re endangered.” Nico interrupted.

               “They are… but, if a Golden Snidget is bred in captivity or injured and such, then it follows the law. Don’t worry, the Ministry knows they’re there,” Astoria winked.

               Though Astoria continued as if she explained enough away, that did not reassure Nico. Not after that wink. Trading Magical Creatures was not a sanctuary or an animal hospital, more like making money to see the endangered golden balls of feathers and own them as playthings. Was this why Daphne never spoke about what her parents did? Because it was clearly illegal? Or was the fact that they continue to get away with it so easily?

               “It’s almost six,” Daphne interjected suddenly at Nico. Astoria eased the frustration that appeared on her face quickly into a more stoic nature. “D.A. is having their meeting, remember?”

               “Oh yeah,” Nico said, grabbing his things, “I was just about to miss it. I- uh, it was nice meeting you, Astoria!”

               The demigod hoped that maybe next time his last sentence would become more genuine the next time.

 

               “This is going to be a review session,” Harry said, and was immediately greeted with several groans and sighs, “but we will also be considering what we want to do in future meetings. Please, write your ideas or requests and put it into this box, right here.”

               Harry gestured to the cardboard box sitting at his feet in front of him. They needed something large at the last moment, so it was a little rough looking since it was scrounged up from the depths of closets and storage places. The few student that looked inside must have thought there would be more suggestions, too much cautiousness in their movements and eyes.

               “There is nothing to it, only that you should put the request into it by the end of the meeting! So I can start reading them. And, if it is really urgent, or you need a few days, or… or even a week, I suppose, I’ll be personally accepting them as well.”

               At that moment, a few students took out pieces of parchment and began writing. Harry waited before he began to walk around, peering over the writings. Hopefully, most of the student’s handwriting would be legible. Sometimes he couldn’t read his own handwriting. However, he did have Hermione, Ron, and Melody to help him read them… probably even Neville or Marvus too. Anyone. 

               “Hey, where’s Erica?” A young Hufflepuff asked a Ravenclaw. The latter shook their head.

               “Her parents said they would rather home school her,” she replied.

               Harry moved quicker around the group, trying to appear open enough to answer any questions they might have while he tried to not count the people who didn’t show up. Besides, they might have just missed the meeting.

               And where’s Nico?

 

               Nico did not bother to look as he turned the corner, too wrapped up in the anxiety of being late (he already had enough people who stared at him during the meeting!). So, of course, the one time he did not look, he ran straight into a person. The books he had roughly gathered in his hands moments before were now a sad heap on the floor and his feet.

               “Sorry, I-” Nico started, then stopped as he saw the victim.

               Draco Malfoy didn’t respond right away, dazed as he looked down at the one book on his chest.

               The one person I had yet to see since coming back… and of course, I have to see him now. When I can’t even really talk to him.

               “I didn’t see you,” Nico finished lamely. That finally caught Draco out of his head.

               “I can tell,” Draco snapped.

               And, he’s exactly as he was before the break.

               Although Draco’s response was quick and sharp, his actions still weren’t. He blinked at the book on his lap before shoving it into the pile at Nico’s feet. He struggled to get up, his robes getting caught in his feet. He looked like a deer on ice floundering around. Nico stood up, grabbing the books into one arm.

               Nico paused. Then he held out his hand. The rushed movements of Draco’s arms and legs underneath his robes stopped, and he stared at the offer.

               “Come on, I knocked you down,” Nico mumbled, wiggling his outstretched right hand while trying to make sure the books stayed in his left. “It’s only fair that I can help you up.”

               Draco’s eyebrows knitted together in confusion. But, this time, he didn’t hesitate to take it. Draco let out a small noise as Nico pulled him up.

               “See ya later,” Nico said, patting his shoulder, and continued the club. When he looked back, he saw that Draco hadn’t moved from his spot in the middle of the hallway. And Nico felt a pang of pity.

              

               “Anything?” a boy asked.

               “Hm?” Harry replied, turning his head away from the door.

               “The suggestions could be anything, like a change in practices, or new spells.”

               “Yes.”

               After many people wrote their suggestions, they left. There were only a handful practicing, most being Ravenclaws. Elle and her too-brave-for-their-own-good group were the majority. Cho Chang appeared like she had wanted to stay, but… after so many students walked out, she quickly joined them as well. Which, Harry did not object to at all. 

               Perhaps Harry could end the meeting early.

               With a pensive look on his face, Nico came walking in. He stopped, looking about the empty Room of Requirement, then he saw Harry. Immediately, the demigod beelined to him.

               “What’s going on?” Nico asked, looking specifically at the Ravenclaws. They curiously eyed him before returning to throwing jinxes at each other. 

               Harry told him. There was little to no idea of what to do next. What kind of spells they could learn before the professors teach them. Some rules to add to change up the dueling. But what? What could prepare them for their new reality? Voldemort… The Death Eaters. Harry knew he was kidding himself if he thought it would get better. Harry knew that when the Ministry came to him, practically begging for any support. 

               All Harry knew was that he couldn’t end the club. Not now. Whether that was because he needed it or the rest of his classmates, he didn’t want to think about it. 

               The demigod let out a sigh of relief at the end of his spiel. Harry couldn’t conceal his shock.

               “Why’d you do that? You don’t have to come if you don’t want to,” Harry said, frowning.

               “No, I do like it! I’m just… I’m still trying to make the spells work,” Nico sighed again, “it’s very different from using a sword. Or any of my demigod abilities. Everything about this whole… this whole quest is different.”

               From what Harry has glimpsed of Nico over the break, he knew that there was more to the demigod and their world than he had ever anticipated. Hearing about such powers and gods from Melody and seeing the monsters and their abilities were very different things. Harry had thought he understood last year at the Department of Mysteries. Even though Christmas Eve was different to that fiasco… it was also the same.

               Nico got hit. Harry was thankful about the curse was either too weak or the demigod’s blood was too strong to kill him.

               “It must be hard,” Harry said.

               Being such a fish out of water. Harry could relate. You’d think it would change after being in the Wizarding World for a few years and being the famous Boy Who Lived. But, Harry still found himself learning new things.

               “It is, but most things are. Plus, it’s not so bad. I made friends, I’ve… I’ve finally, um, become friends with you. It’s just… hard to get used to,” Nico looked up, “not all good things are given. But, with time and effort, they are. Weren’t- you weren’t always a wizard. I mean, you were, but you didn’t know. And to come here being the Chosen One. That’s… somehow very relatable.”

               Harry looked at the other boy, a smile creeping on his face, “I’ve never heard that one before.” 

               That brought a smile to Nico’s face. It was unusual. Contrasting glee from gloom mere moments ago. It was strange, realizing that they were now… friends. After all that had happened, after all that Harry had thought, he never would have guessed this.

               It was a good change.

               “Want to practice? Then maybe your wandwork could get better,” Harry suggested.

               The smile drifted away.

               “First, there’s something I have to ask you,” Nico looked over at Harry, “I know you took Occlumency lessons before, Harry, and now I’m going to. How would you describe shielding your mind from attacks?”

               All of Harry’s thoughts stopped. He took a deep breath. And then, out of the emptiness of his mind, he remembered the disappointment and betrayal he felt watching the memory of his younger father, Snape’s angry face, the slam of the jar near his head, and when he had seen Nico in that hallway. It felt so long ago, and yet, so close.

               Harry thought he learned a long time ago to never rely on or look up to someone. Each year, he ran into the same issue, the same disappointment. But… He was still not ready for his dead father to disappoint him.

               Sirius said he had changed, Harry reminded himself. He must have… or else my mom would have never been so happy with him. In those photos, that happiness was real.

               “I never successfully stopped him before the lessons ended,” Harry answered finally.

               Nico’s eyes widened.

               “They ended? Before you could learn? What happened?”

               “Snape didn’t want to teach me anymore.”

               And Harry didn’t want to elaborate. Even if Nico was looking at him like that. He knew that if he answered it would only bring about more questions, questions he had wanted to put to rest. And…

               Harry cringed as he thought about the memory he was not supposed to see. The only moment that Harry sympathized with Snape. Felt his anger, his pain, and the knowledge that it would happen again. There was no pity when Harry only understood some of that all too well.

               “Let’s practice,” Harry said and luckily, Nico did not push any further.

 

               Nico was going to be as ready as he could be. He had been reading the same sentence over and over again in some of his texts (it was hard to focus. People were populating the Slytherin common room. It was hard to ignore the discussions around him, even if they were over simple things. Or asking why some of their friends did not return over break). Nico's fingers messing with his ring and then moving to the random threads on his robes. The only thing that made him keep trying to read the damn passage about Madame Allseeing were the knots growing in his stomach at the thought of tomorrow.

               Professor Snape stopped Harry’s lessons early. He’s a good student, even if Professor Snape doesn’t really like him… Shit, what if I am bad at it? Too bad? What if he sees something and he… he… 

               “Do you think… Do you think the Ministry is okay?” Daphne suddenly asked.

               Thank the gods, something real to distract me. Nico looked up from his reading.

               The rest of his friends at the table stopped their tasks as well. Pansy took her quill off the piece of parchment, Millicent looked up from her finished essay, and Tracey, after a beat of silence, finally let her attention be torn away from her drawing to the eager blue eyes waiting for an answer across the table.

               “What do you mean by that?” Tracey asked.

               “You know… is it corrupt? Is it already messed up? Too… too much behind You Know Who. Umbridge got away with so many things. She might have not been him, but she was still horrible.”

               “The Ministry might not fully be behind You Know Who, but some stuff he likes, yeah. That's why Umbridge was able to work there… why?”

               Daphne looked down at the parchment in her hand. Just as Nico had the thought to try to read it, she folded the parchment hastily. She frowned.

               “Nothing,” she said.

               “It’s not nothing,” Pansy said, her eyes narrowing. Her quill hit the table and she leaned forward, “what are you writing in that? And what’s that got to do with the Ministry?”

               “Nothing,” Millicent glared.

               Pansy’s eyes widened and she picked up her quill again, now finding her parchment much more interesting than before, “Okay… No questions. Just… tell us if you need any help with it.”

               That only made Daphne more crestfallen. She frowned, folding the parchment and putting it into an envelope. Licking the sides, she finished writing to who it was for. The Ministry, Department of Magical Law Enforcement.

               “You’ve given me all the help I could ask for. I’ll be back,” Daphne announced as she stood up and walked away into the Girl’s Dormitory.

Notes:

What is Daphne doing? its okay, there isn't much to go off of, but you will learn soon.

And this is setting up something, which will probably happen next chapter, that you all have been waiting for :)))) or at least, when you guys saw I had to go back and revise some chapters. Heheh. There are certain characters... new references... new... ideas :) im excited for this new arch.

Anyway, comment, correct, and... wow. Thanks for all the support :)

Chapter 38: I Told You Before, BUT I’LL REPEAT IT AGAIN! And Write it Down For You.

Notes:

Hello... :) long time no see. I hope you all had a great Ramadan! May the Fourth be with you. Homestuck.

I saw the third movie (Fantastic beasts) and just... I did like it because they tried their best to cover up the second movies mistakes but damn... ugh. I don't think you guys realize, but that first movie? What got me into HP at all.

anyway, its nice, I have space, and will likely write more! Though I said that last time. We will see if I actually do.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Two Days Remaining

               “We should… try to take more than f… five! Five opponents at a time,” Ron leaned back from the parchment on the table, then with confidence, he repeated what he had just read with a lot less enthusiasm and more confusion. “We should try to take more than five opponents at a time.”

               “Take on more than five,” Hermione corrected.

               “What’s what they wrote!”

               “Five sounds way too dangerous and… unlikely. Maybe one on three,” Harry said.

               In front of Harry, Ron, Hermione, and Melody were two piles of rolled up parchment and the suggestion box. The Great Hall was quiet enough they could think and the food was pushed to the side to make room for the unprompted "office" work. They needed more piles, frankly, to deal with the... well, the insane, good, and okay suggestions. Harry knew the writers must have been joking when they wrote some of them. Or, at least, he hoped. There was no way they were going to play sharks and minnows with wands and dangerous defensive spells.

               It was a good time to go through the suggestions, even if the inspectors did get some food on the the rolled up pieces of parchments. But hey, breakfast was one of the most important meals of the day, so… yeah, there four were definitely eating. And those food fingerprints will only be seen by them anyway.

               “Look at this!” Melody said, motioning to a folded parchment airplane aloft in her hand. “It was hard, but it might be able to fly!”

               Their eyes widened.

               “Melody, I am assuming that specific parchment came from the reject pile, am I correct?” Hermione asked hesitantly.

               Melody nodded, smiling and Hermione let out a sigh of relief. Suddenly Melody brought the airplane closer to her own face, frowning slightly.

               “Do we have a suggestion of targeting paper airplanes? If so, we could use the reject pile to make them. Maybe use the incendio spell to improve aim and accuracy,” Melody said nonchalantly as she laid it down on the table.

               Harry froze.

               “That’s not a bad idea,” he said.

               “Good,” Melody smiled, grabbing another parchment from the reject pile, “and when are we planning on telling Marvus? He has Quidditch later today and he’s still planning for his Art Club meeting happening tomorrow. And he was going to talk to another club leader-- something about how to get certain electronics to work at Hogwarts? It’s that so weird? Of course, a Ravenclaw leads it…”

 

               “They talk about it being a good thing that Wickham married Lydia, but… I hate it. It’s good that Darcy did something for her family, but only that? Yeah, that’s not nice enough,” Pansy shook her head.

               “But he set up Jane with Mr. Bingley, so that’s a thousand points in his favor,” Tracey replied blankly.

               “It really is. Somewhat. I’d like to think it would have happened anyway since they were meant for each other,” Pansy said, staring at her food. This breakfast wasn’t a favorite of hers, the way she glared at the sausage and continued to lament that there was no bread to eat every other sentence.

               Nico looked at the eggs on his plate, still untouched. The fork clinked against the glassware as he set it down. It felt like his stomach was eating his insides and not from hunger. He gulped and looked up at his friends.

               “Have you guys ever done Occlumency before?” Nico asked. “Is it one of the Slytherin things to do?”

               Now that he asked, the demigod wondered why he hadn’t before. Sure, that particular… subject? Was Occlumency even a subject? Technique. Whatever. Whatever it was, they could know. They seemed to know more spells or different magic than the rest of the students. Spells and magic they had yet to tell Nico or the rest of the demigods…

               I never did ask. I never have. Maybe I should.

               There was only a moment before they started and Nico let out a sigh of relief. 

               “No,” Pansy said, her tone shifting from its excitement to blankness as she remembered, “the only sort of training I got from my parents was resisting the Imperius Curse and a few jinxes. We didn’t touch Legilimency or Occlumency.”

               Nico swore that casting the Imperius Curse was illegal. Then why did it seem like every Slytherin somehow practiced it or it had practiced on them? Was he making that law up?

               “Willpower was for the Imperius curse, though I don’t know if it would be the same for Occlumency,” Pansy shrugged, then looked over at the rest of the girls at the table.

               Daphne leaned forward and nervously began to tug at her hair, “I only ever learned the basics before I came. Wasn’t particularly good enough to learn anything else. And from what I did learn, I don’t know how to say it in words.”

               She looked at Nico apologetically. 

               “You can still move with Legilimency. Break their wand,” Millicent stated.

               There was a pause before Nico found the words to speak.

               “I don’t think Professor Snape would appreciate that, but I’ll keep it in mind.”

               So, finally, he turned to the last friend. With all of their eyes turned on her, Tracey still didn’t answer, mixing her oatmeal with both enormous amounts of attention and as little energy as possible. Over, and over like a machine, making sure the sugar and cinnamon was evenly distributed. Finally, she looked up, giving a sigh.

               “I learned it. The basic is to keep going through different ideas or memories that you don’t care about so they can never see the memories and thoughts they really want to know. After that, you can choose to attack them.”

               “Attack them?” Nico repeated.

               He hadn’t read that in any of the books given to him. In fact, that was the first time hearing such a thing. Occlumency was all about defending themselves from a mind-reader! Well… Not a mind reader. But pretty close. Nico had been told there was a very, very big difference. However, now that he can say he has read everything, albeit really terribly, the books didn’t make that difference very clear.

               Because Ligilimens could read minds. And they can put things in there as well.

               “Put forth memories, songs, anything to make them wish they had never dared come in,” Tracey smirked.

 

               “Meh?” Marvus said, turning toward Summerby’s insistent taps, who pointed in the other direction. Swallowing his food, Marvus was greeted with the sight of Cho Chang’s smiling face. He beamed, “Nice to see you! We didn’t even chat during the meeting, yeah, come on, sit down. What has happened over break?”

               Marvus was pleasantly surprised. Though they had spoken to each other as friends, this was the first time she had ever joined him at the table! At all! It was strange that it was breakfast, people mostly got brave around dinner time. At least brave enough to switch tables for a few moments at a time to talk to friends before the professors would tell them to go back.

               But, he wasn’t going to question it. He had already been confronted by the gaggle of third-year Ravenclaws with their small, yet powerful glares. Besides, the last D.A meeting was fine. Even if there wn't that many people who stayed. At least they even had suggestions! And Marvus… he frankly didn’t have the time of day to even occupy more than the meeting time surrounding D.A. 2.0. He wondered how Melody was fairing with having to read all those parchments. Long and tedious task. Though, some suggestions could be kinda funny.

               For a while Marvus and Cho spoke of what had happened over the break, Marvus skipped much of his demigod stories (that was off-limits… for now), nearly everything to do with Harry Potter (he wasn’t stupid), and so that left some Muggle things. And his grandmother and mom. Smiling, she brought up how dating Michael Corner was going well. 

               “Oh, that’s really good,” Marvus said, realizing that Micheal Corner showed up to the latest meeting with her. No, actually, the last thirty meetings or so. Wow, he really needed to start to notice things more, “he’s a… He’s a nice guy!”

               “Yes, yes he is,” Cho said, blushing as she pulled back her hair behind her ear.

               “And tell me, is he as quiet during dates as he is at our meetings?”

               Marvus learned more about Micheal Corner than he ever had in the two years he had seen the Ravenclaw from Cho. Maybe more than Micheal would have liked (because no, he did not want to know that going to Madam Puddifoot’s was his idea of a perfect date). And, of course, it was nearly time to get ready to go to classes, Marvus started to move, swinging his legs around the bench toward the outside. 

               And Cho did not. 

               “Is there something you want to talk about?” Marvus inquired after deciding he had enough of Cho glancing behind him. He continued his journey of getting-out-of-his-seat and she joined him, standing by the table. More students started to make their way out of the Great Hall. He needed to start walking or else he was going to be late. Technically, teachers tended to give him more leeway because of the metal leg but…he didn’t want to push it.

               “Yes. I have a few questions about a certain Slytherin you’re close to,” Cho said, looking over at Marvus with curiosity.

               Marvus, at first, had no idea what she was talking about. A certain Slytherin? There were so many Slytherins, how was he supposed to know one certain one? What was she-

               Wait.

               “Nico?” Marvus asked, “What about him?”

               Cho pursed her lips. She tilted her head, still trying to decide whether or not to actually say anything. After a tiny bit of deliberation, she looked back toward the Hufflepuff.

               “I was wondering what N.E.W.T.S. he’s taking,” Cho said, messing with a thread on her robes.

               Marvus’s confusion clearly showed on his face.

               Why would she want to be asking that? Does she- well, she knows Nico from the D.A. 2.0, but!! Otherwise! He’s a perfect stranger, their circles don’t even come close to overlapping.

               Despite his own questions about that question, Marvus didn’t hesitate to answer. “Care of Magical Creatures and Defense Against the Dark Arts.”

               Cho blinked at the answer. For the first time in the conversation, she appeared to be actually interested. Her finger snapped the thread off of her sleeve.

               “That is a strange combination,” Cho stated casually, “and from what I’ve seen during our meetings, he is not very good at… offensive spells. I wonder how he was allowed in N.E.W.T. DADA.”

               The demigod found himself nodding slightly. Nico was… a beginner at Defense Against the Dark Arts. Mediocre mostly. Better during his “best.” At least his mistakes, when he would make them, did not often destroy anything or hurt people... He was getting better! And Marvus told Nico that every time he could! Because it was true!

               “Uh, yeah.” Was not because of Snape’s favoritism at all. No way.

               “He’s a strange Slytherin, don’t you think?” she continued.

               Instantly Marvus frowned. He leaned away from her, “what do you mean by that?”

               Cho let out a sigh before she shrugged.

               “I’m not the one thinking that,” Cho said defensively. “Er, well, it doesn’t actually matter to me. I don’t really care if Nico di Angelo is like the other Slytherins or not, but he’s become quite the conversation piece in Ravenclaw.”

               Really? Why now?

               Marvus’s mind began to trip over itself as he tried to think. Now? Because the war was becoming a reality? A When instead of an If? There was no way anyone could have known that Nico went to the Burrow during Christmas or anything about the quest. Even so… Why would the other House care? What other student was letting this matter take their time over assignments?

               Cho moved onto her toes and then her heels as she waited for Marvus to respond. Yet, as she looked up to entertain herself, her dark eyes locked onto something beyond Marvus. The Ravenclaw quickly stopped moving. 

               “I’ll see you around, Marvus! Remember to try not to be so busy with clubs and classwork so you still have time for friends,” she said.

               Oh…  I won’t. Or maybe I’ll trade my sleep… but the bed is so nice.

               “I do have time for friends,” Marvus muttered.

               Cho must have not heard because she sashayed past the Hufflepuff without a reply. Marvus let out a noise of annoyance. When he went to leave, he noticed she walked up to a group of Ravenclaw boys.

               One of them was her boyfriend, Michael Corner, who instantly was taking her attention. Together, the pair walked off no doubt to one of their first classes. That left behind a few more Ravenclaws, still milling about. Marvus had made it his mission to know nearly every student and he hoped he had made it. After all, the clubs, classes, and Quidditch team really do make it hard not to…  

               Black hair and glasses. Gary North.

               That was just the person he was looking for!! Or… well, at least someone who probably knew who he was looking for. Henry North was always a bit of a shadow of his older brother. 

               Marvus marched toward him, keenly aware that he was probably going to be late to his next class. Eh, it would be worth it. 

 

               Nico went through the classes, both trying to pay attention and preparing himself for later that day. In an effort to do both, he ended up doing neither. Professor Sprout seemed to be more upset with him since a few saplings strained themselves with his over fertilizing and instead of the books, all Nico thought about was Tracey's single suggestion. Frustrated and frazzled, his feet took him toward Professor Snape’s office. The sound of his feet hitting the stone floor echoed with the water drips and he tried to prepare himself once more.

               He knew what he could do. He also knew what he didn’t want to share. Or rather, he shouldn’t. Harry being a Horcrux… that was probably the biggest secret. Other than that, well…

               The demigod was not happy about it. Cupid had revealed things when Nico was not ready. He hoped, whatever Professor Snape saw, it would not make Nico feel like that again. 

               Twisting his ring, Nico found himself standing outside of the office. The worries and anxiety had built up from his stomach to his throat, making it hard to breathe. However, he had stood outside long enough.

               “Hello Mr. di Angelo,” Professor Snape greeted once he stepped in.

               Nico nodded toward him. 

               It’s fine. I need to learn this-- I need to be able to protect what I know. 

               “How have you found the readings?” Professor Snape asked.

               “They were… okay. They contradicted each other,” Nico admitted.

               Professor Snape nodded as he stood.

               “There is nothing to prepare oneself other than practice with the real situation. Theoreticals and readings can only go so far-- something I thought you would have learned last year.”

               Nico looked up, his thumb hesitating over the ring. He turned his sight away from the words scribbled on his hands.

               “You don’t give a novice a sharpened rapier to start with,” Nico snapped. His comment was met with an eyebrow raise before Professor Snape took out his wand. The demigod shuffled uncomfortably. “Normally there are steps for these kinds of things.”

               “Normally there are,” Professor Snape answered, “but not for Occlumency.”

               With that concession, Professor Snape went into his spiel of Occlumency. What Nico was supposed to do. Empty his mind. Stop Snape from shifting around his memories and ideas. Remember, a few Death Eaters have the ability-- Occlumency was a must-have skill if things were to continue. If information were to be exchanged.

               Nico wondered how much Professor Snape and Dumbledore really did know.

               “Prepare yourself,” Professor Snape said softly.

               The second Nico tried to clear his mind the rant that Pansy had about Darcy started to go through, her obvious frustration bleeding across his brain So, Nico clenched his fist and waited… 

               “Legilimens!

               It was long enough that Nico nearly relaxed, staring at the wand, wondering when something was going to happen. Was this another one of the demigod stuff? Immune to stun spells and now immune to this?

               Then he began to feel something slink into his mind. Like cold water seeping into his veins, he only realized it was there when he shivered. His memories came flooding forward with no rhyme or reason. It was dinner with friends from a few hours ago, Pansy’s laugh… His thoughts were that he wanted to visit Will, that Will was being quiet. Was he really becoming quieter or was it just Nico imagining it? He-

               Stop- this is not natural!

               And, somehow, it got worse upon that thought. He suddenly saw his angry reflection in the water. It was from the first night upon entering Hogwarts. On the pitch black lake, only his reflection was seen from the professor’s wand lighting up in their hand. Nico was filled with the anticipation to get the quest done, go home, and be able to speak to Will. When he saw his eyebrows pinched together, his frown tight and deep on his face in the dark water below, Nico only huffed.

               I was so angry. It’s strange how I did it, but I had no idea how long it really would be. Or, really, what this quest would become.

               There are many things… I did not anticipate. 

               Then Nico was sitting down in the Great Hall, the Hat speaking in his mind. Nico, angry, and becoming more so until- until--

               Suddenly, Nico was looking at Hecate after Hades had directed him. Apparently, to do this quest, he needed to receive something. He did not question it, thinking there was a new weapon, armor, something physical  until he realized Hecate was standing by herself. Her long gown of glass, her kaleidoscope eyes drilling into him. Then he realized he was getting something he could not hold and--

               Conversations with Will, in the bathrooms. Watching the light and rainbow bounce off of the tile. Learning what new thing Helen, Will’s patient, was talking about- or what she had done. Also, Will’s smile. Hearing his laugh. Nico remembered a time when he did not feel such great things in the presence of people. He-

               Nico began to see multiple images at once, some of Pansy scowling to finally her smiling, laughter- Will’s laughter, his singing when Nico had caught him in the Infirmary alone- All the different types of bandages that Will had, sorting from the largest to the smallest and- and-

               The demigod blinked. 

               And he found himself back at Snape’s office. 

               Of course, at that moment, he felt his balance sway like someone had taken a spoon and stirred up the soup that was his brain and coordination. Nico grabbed the desk beside him, his eyes narrowing in confusion, hoping that his legs wouldn’t give out from underneath him. Nico let out a curse, but, luckily, he stayed upright.

               I’ve been turned into a corn plant… and somehow that was even worse.

               Professor Snape’s eyes were stern and his wand fell down to his side.

               “You’ve done… fine, for the first time. Instead of shutting me out, you did avert certain memories I tried to access.”

               Hmm… Snape tried to see certain memories? Which ones?

               Nico's hand fell from the chair, finding he didn’t need to rely on it any longer. He stood up straight. Upon some reflection, Nico did know they could pick certain memories. After all, that was how Snape was able to go through his mind for the Ministry of Magic. 

               Why did Millicent say that I could break his wand? How could anyone do anything? I wasn’t even aware he had a body during those memory, reflections, whatever.

               “If you had shut out your emotions, you wouldn’t have to give out any memories,” Professor Snape continued, “that is the next step in your control.”

               “What if I don’t want to do that?” Nico asked, nearly instinctually. 

               What if I can’t? Will you not finish teaching me these lessons?

               “That is the only way to stop one from entering your mind,” Professor Snape said.

               Is it? Or does it fool both into thinking they haven’t entered? When you think of nothing, feel nothing… there is nothing to see. But, it is still entering, is it not?

               The demigod remained silent.

               “It was a very good first lesson,” Professor Snape reassured, putting a hand on his shoulder, “and the next one, I know you will only do better… And whatever I see, it will only stay between us. You will never have to worry about it reaching anyone else.”

               Oh.

               Nico had nearly forgotten about that.

               “Thank you,” Nico said.

               “Please prepare yourself for another round.”

 

               “I don’t know, It’s… what if I didn’t do the right thing? What if this doesn’t work out and I just ruined everything?!” Daphne huffed out her breath, her eyes wide.

               Her normal clip was already out of her hair and on the bathroom counter. Extra scarves and accessories were scattered around the floor. Daphne joined them on the tile, her legs underneath her, with Millicent sitting behind her on a small chair.

               Slowly, a large comb was moved through Daphne’s hair. 

               “You won’t,” Millicent said.

               “But I could!” Daphne turned around to look at her friend, knocking the comb out of Millicent’s hand. Her face was bright red and her eyes glistened with unshed tears. “This could ruin us! It already has. I’ve sent the letter. No matter what happens, I might be cut off for good. And-- and it doesn’t even matter. Because they will hate me. Even if it works out everyone will hate me, even Astoria-- even-- even-- Merlin--

               Daphne took in a gulp of air as if she was drowning. Panic started to set in and all words she had on her tongue were lost. Millicent let herself slide down from the chair and took Daphne into her arms.

               “I have Calming Draught in the lower cabinet,” Millicent said, rubbing her hand on Daphne’s back.

               Daphne wrapped her hands around Millicent and nodded.

               “Tha-thanks,” she said in between sobs, “I should hav-have brought my own… Merlin, I just- I don’t understand why they wanted a name… The Ministry should have never asked for a name.”

 

               Nico walked out of Professor Snape’s office and he felt like the past hour went differently than he had imagined. After the first, memories flashed much quicker for Professor Snape to process them. The demigod was proud, even if there was a possibility it was his ADHD and not his training who did that.

               It was easy to go through different thoughts, especially when he could let his mind run wild. There was even a song that started to go through his head in addition to the images. However, Professor Snape told him it would only get harder. That Professor Snape wasn’t pushing as much as he could. Though the first session was encouraging, Nico must not let it get to his head.

               Nico huffed as he walked down the dungeon. Water dripped down and he found himself staring at the fire.

               This… is how life is going to be. For now.

               Then, he stopped. The hair on the back of his neck stood up. He looked over. There was the staircase down to Hufflepuff. Nico had heard Hufflepuff was near the kitchens, but where exactly the kitchens were remained a mystery. 

               Nevertheless, the demigod felt unable to look away from the staircase. Though he knew he should get back to the dormitories-- there was a curfew-- he couldn’t. It was only when he began to hear footsteps that he realized it couldn’t have been his own.

               How long have I been standing here? And how likely was it that the person walking up would be a professor? It… I can always tell them to ask Professor Snape why I was out. I can’t really run away now. They’d hear me.

               So, Nico waited.

               It was only Draco.

               His worry instantly dropped.

               “What are you doing here?” Nico asked.

               Out late, but what for? He doesn’t do any clubs. Nothing… He’s doing something. Probably something he’s not supposed to.

               Draco sneered, “I’m a Prefect, I’m allowed to help the professors after curfew. You, however, are not.”

               Nico blinked.

               “Professor Snape was tutoring me,” Nico admitted.

               It would be out, somehow. Most people would probably waste more time guessing which subjects Nico was failing in order to need that help rather than think of anything else. It was believable, too. Nico was still only a mediocre wizard.

               That showed on Draco’s face. The mean glare disappeared with… something. Was Draco upset? Or was it something else?

               “And we both know the curfew doesn’t allow any students to be walking around,” Nico said, “if they allowed Prefects to wander around it would defeat the purpose of trying to keep us safe.”

               Is it annoying being contained, yes. But, is it the easiest to protect people that way? Yes.

               Draco’s eyes narrowed, “and to make sure we don’t do anything stupid.”

 

One Day Remaining

               During breakfast, Nico told his friends about his lesson on Occlumency. Tracey told him to try to attack Professor Snape mentally again. Millicent said to physically do so.

               The demigod reminded them that he was trying and that Professor Snape was a professor and that he would really not like to hurt him ore break his wand. Plus, he had seen what happened when students ended up on his bad side.

               Plus… Professor Snape said he would help. He’s the only ally adjacent to Dumbledore for all of this. And…

               I need to talk to Dumbledore.

               I need to know what they know. We need to become a team if we are to do anything.

               “If you want to look at the Daily Prophet you can ask,” Tracey said.

               They turned toward Daphne, who slowly sat back on the bench. Her blue eyes darted across them before finding their way back to the newspaper. There was a plate of food forgotten near Daphne’s side. Tracey waited.

               “Can I look at the Daily Prophet?” Daphne asked calmly.

               “Sure you can,” Tracey answered, putting it in front of her.

               Daphne nodded and immediately her hands came up from her lap, nearly ripping the pages as she fumbled around them. There was no way she was actually reading any of the stories-- more like she was trying to read the headlines.

               Then, just as she started, she stopped.

               “What are you looking for?” Pansy asked.

               Frowning, Daphne, this time slowly, started to go through all of the pages, “nothing. I’m looking for nothing.”

               It was clearly not nothing. Anyone with comprehension of facial expressions could see that. However, what Nico couldn’t understand  was why she was being cagey about it. Why didn't she want to talk to them about it?

               A deep sigh escaped from Daphne as she gave back the newspaper.

               “The only thing the Daily Prophet really talks about are some of the changes in the Ministry,” Tracey said, folding it back up, “they are adding more sections and people to the Magical Department of Defense, Improper Use of magic, and… debates on whether they should add protections of Muggles.”

               Protection of Muggles? There have been a few families found murdered… that’s not even counting the possible people killed who were living alone or on the streets.

               “The debates lean toward protecting wizards first since that was what the Ministry was made for,” Tracey finished, giving a depressingly reluctant look at them. She shoved the newspaper into her bag and closed it with a loud snap.

               Nico looked back toward his food. The eggs were less appetizing as they were a moment ago. 

 

               Harry wasn’t sure the D.A. 2.0 meeting was going well. However, he did integrate different ways to help with the defensive spells. Other than the right side of the room being reserved for people to practice previously taught spells (which Nico stayed there the entire time), the left had students hitting several moving targets, some at the same time. After using up the reject parchments, it was hard to set up, but luckily Hermione had figured something out with wooden birds.

               Even if that pushy Ravenclaw, Elle with her cat-eye glasses, did critique it. For a third year, she was rather brave. Or annoying. Harry wasn’t quite sure which.

               The people who showed up to this meeting were different than the last time. Cho was here, as well as Michael Corner, who appeared to be becoming much more… affectionate with each other. It wasn’t that Harry didn’t like it, it was good she was happy.

               But he did not need them to be so… loving. Atlas, at least it wasn’t like Lavender Brown toward Ron. That was enough to make him retch. And now that was something Harry was excited he didn’t have to see anymore. Though he did see her trudge around and sulk.

               “That’s great, Neville,” Luna said with a soft nod toward the broken wooden pieces on the ground.

               “But I wasn’t even supposed to do that,” Neville pouted.

               Ron moved from the crowd, his hand touching the wood pieces, and, to his shock and surprise, it immediately turned into dust. From Neville’s direction came a loud whine. The crowd waiting behind him was caught between pity and annoyance.

               That was the last of the flying items they had.

               “It was good,” Marvus joined in, “you turned it into dust! Nice!”

               “Yes,” Luna reassured, putting her hand on his shoulder, “if it were a Flittering Browsnatcher, that is the only way to kill them.”

               Amongst Neville’s anguish at destroying the wooden bird, his face scrunched up in confusion.

               “Browsnatcher?” he repeated.

               “That’s it for today, everyone,” Harry announced over their discussion and was met with groans, “I know, we’ll make more for next time. And introduce a few other ideas that you all have suggested. I will stay here for a few more minutes if there are any questions or requests!”

               And with that, the groups started to take their leave. That was, except for those specific third years.

               “If you really want some help, I can point you toward Gary North,” Elle said, “he’s quite good with charms on objects.”

               “Thanks,” Harry replied forcefully, “I’ll keep him in mind.”

               Elle nodded, Melissa gave him an apologetic look and left. And so, Harry went back to waiting. Ron and Hermione seemed to be trying to clean up, which might have been turned into arguing. Melody joined in the argument, a little too happy, and a little too loud. She said something about the “room with a bunch of stuff!” He was hoping she wasn’t talking about the Room of Hidden Things. There was too much to go through, and most of it was junk.

               So, Harry didn’t notice when a very young girl walked up to him.

               “Harry Potter?”

               He turned to see a second-year girl. Her Gryffindor tie would have been done perfectly if it weren’t for her fingers messing around with it. 

               “Hello,” he said.

               “I don’t know if you, er, know, but I’m Naama. And I’ve been wondering… If we can invite anyone here.”

               Naama. Has Ron or Hermione talked about her before? Probably not. They didn’t really talk about their Prefect duties…. And if they did, they mentioned all of the youngsters as babies. 

               “Yep, you can invite anyone,” Harry smiled.

               “Anyone?” she repeated.

               Harry’s eyebrows furrowed, “Yes. Anyone. If someone has an issue with your friend joining, you can direct them to me.”

               Naama grinned and didn’t contain her excitement as she skipped away toward the door. And there, he saw not a student, but a professor, waiting outside. Right when the professor caught Harry’s eyes, Harry tried to turn away.

               It was too late.

               “Oh, there you are, my boy!” Slughorn greeted, walking into the Room of Requirement, his eyes flowing across the room with wonder, “Wow! I’ve heard of your Defense Club, but I never knew what room you used-- it’s fitting it’s this one!”

               “Yeah, it’s perfect,” Harry strained out, desperately looking away for his friends, anyone else to grab Slughorn’s attention.

               Hermione and Ron were still going on about something while Nico and Melody were talking about something. And, surprise surprise, all of the other students had left. Fitting.

               “It took a short bit to find you-- you really are quite a hard boy to find in ol’ Hogwarts-- but I was wondering how your break went,” Slughorn smiled.

               “It went… good?” Harry answered.

               Why does he want to know about my break?

               “Oh, I’m glad! Dumbledore said you had some uninvited guests-- I really hate uninvited guests. There is often a reason you don’t invite them! And even during such a special time during the holidays,” Slughorn smiled.

               Dumbledore.

               Harry had expected to see Dumbledore when he came back, not Slughorn. Harry bristled. Dumbledore had told him before that Slughorn knew something about Voldemort. But, Harry and his friends knew about the Horcruxes, what else did they need to know? That Tom Riddle was as good of a student as everyone seemed to say he was?

               The last Horcrux was going to be found… some time. Later. And Harry… Well… The son of Hades would help him with that. He knew he would.

               What could Slughorn know? He seemed like he had wanted to stay out of everything concerning Voldemort, but there was also something clearly saying he must have been in the middle of it.

               “Yeah, I don’t like uninvited guests. How did you celebrate the holidays? Did you visit anyone special?” Harry asked.

               “Oh, what is this here?” Slughorn asked, completely ignoring Harry’s question. Harry followed the potions professor near the board at the entrance.

               Before Slughorn got close, his pace slowed. His hands nervously twittered with each other as his eyes roamed the photos and…

               Letters. Newspaper clippings. There were new ones since the break. Harry blinked as he noticed there were several he had never read nor seen before. A few more muggle photographs that did not move, smiling and staring blankly out. It was strange to see such a thing at Hogwarts.

               “It’s motivation,” Harry answered before he looked at Slughorn.

               The professor's face was squished with sadness weighing over him-- or was some of it recognition? And Slughorn’s eyes, blue as they were, were beginning to become shiny with unshed tears and memories that would only be that, memories.

               “Did you have anyone special over for the holidays?” Harry asked.

               Slughorn blinked, “Hm? Oh-- no. No, I did not. But I enjoyed some desserts, wine, and presents sent my way from previous students. Kept myself warm with hot cocoa and letters.”

               The professor let his attention drift to the letters before pulling his robes closer to him, “I hope you received presents you enjoy, Harry.”

               Now that Slughorn was leaving, Harry realized he didn’t want him to go. At least, not yet.

               “We can talk about the holidays if you want,” Harry offered and Slughorn beamed.

               “How about… This Saturday,” Slughorn offered.

               Quidditch. Harry only had some Quidditch. “Around eight?”

               “Yes! Feel free to bring some more of your friends… It can be a whole party!”

 

               Draco watched as Slughorn walked by, not even looking in his direction. Slughorn smiled too jovially, patting down his robes in celebration as he walked. Draco huffed.

               It didn’t matter. Draco wasn’t there for Slughorn. No, he was here, to wait and grind his teeth.

               Harry was always using the Room of Requirement. What was Draco supposed to do? There was nothing. Nothing to do. How could he get into the Room of Hidden Things when the room was already being used? It pulled his heart in different directions. Relief. Frustration.

               It would be solved if he could move the cabinet out of there but to where?

               Nowhere.

               “Hello,” Nico greeted, breaking Draco out of his reverie of casting Harry with curses. 

               The Slytherin before him, if… if he really should be considered one. Draco couldn’t see the traits in Nico, nor did he ever seem to fit in. Now, however, Nico appeared to fit it. Now that Nico was looking at Draco like he was a potion he had somehow messed up and couldn’t figure out why. 

               “Nico di Angelo,” Draco replied.

               “What are you waiting out here for? Did you want to join?” Nico asked, awkwardly.

               “Join what?”

               “The club to learn defensive spells.”

               “I already know them,” Draco snapped, “you would have known them too if you were raised right. It’s almost like you were raised by Muggles. And- and Potter runs that. I don’t need to learn anything from Potter.

               Instead of getting angry, the same annoying indifference splayed on Nico’s face.

               “You could just say no, I don’t need a spiel.”

               Draco didn’t have anything to say back. And Nico took that as his cue to leave.

 

               “So, how have you been?” Nico asked.

               Will walked past him, rummaging through some supplies stuffed under a bed. Otherwise, it was a bit loud in the Infirmary. People were either visiting the patients or asking Pomfrey questions. So, Will's rummaging blended in with the chatter and movement. Nico couldn’t tell exactly what his boyfriend was looking for, but he assumed it was something like bandages or fabric, something soft from the sounds of Will moving everything around.

               Which was good, because Will had never seemed more wound up.

               “I’ve learned that wizards, compared to demigods, are probably just as stupid in sense of self-preservation. Do you know how many have come in because they either messed up a spell royally or tried to make one on their own?” Will appeared above the bed. There were bags under his eyes and a frown instead of a smile. “More than I could count. No, I can count the last three hours because they’re still here. ”

               The demigod gestured toward the beds. Behind them, were at least eight students. Nearly all of them were not looking at the two boys at all, dead asleep despite the commotion.

               “Seven of them. Seven of them are from spells. The other is from a person dropping scales on them. And since the scales were magical, she’s here too. Do you know what makes scales magical? I don’t.”

               “There is a charm to make them stain resistant… so since they are imbued with magic, they could be counted magical weapons to the body,” Nico said.

               Will stopped and looked at Nico. The latter quickly gulped and wished this wasn’t their final conversation before magically becoming single.

               “That is a lot, are you getting stressed?” Nico asked, 

               “I wouldn’t. But Madame Pomfrey. The camp. What’s happening outside. I may not have a newspaper, but I hear it, Nico. I couldn’t ignore it if I tried because whenever they are deciding if a kid should get sent home, or want to go home, they come here.”

               Nico froze.

               “What?”

               “Just because it isn’t… like, a magical injury, they still get sent here. Either by friends or professors because of letters, other kids, or… I don’t know… It’s just sad. Want to hear some of the drama I’ve overheard here?”

               It took a moment for Nico to get past the topic change and the questions swirling in his head, but he did. And Nico did not question it as he looked at Will’s tired eyes.

               “What’s the most dramatic thing you’ve heard that happened here, ever?”

 

The Day

               Nico did think about Will’s stories. One boy nearly killed another boy because they were trying to impress a girl. Another was a bully story gone wrong. One was brought to the hospital muttering about a werewolf attack. Luckily, that was more than a decade ago. Another, sad one, was about the girl the two boys were trying to impress. She had gotten sick (Will couldn’t find out how or why, she only said she was), and had five more boys come to give her candy. Of course, that was all before her girlfriend came.

               Will said that girl number one was just upset that her girlfriend was focusing on her studies more than her. That was her sickness. Touch starved.

               And, of course, there were more. More wild ones, about love triangles, cousins who hated one another, and family rivals.

               “Are family rivals real? Do your families have them?” Nico asked suddenly during breakfast.

               Daphne stopped sipping her pumpkin juice, Millicent continued to eat her food, and the heated debate between Pansy and Tracey stopped. Something in Nico felt a bit of relief. He never knew the argument, starting about if they would marry Collins, what was his worst trait, and what would be the quickest way to kill him and receive his money could become so heated.

               “Yes,” Pansy answered then frowned, tilting her head, “I think most people here do. At least, historically. I know my family’s rival family died out thirty years back.”

               “My family technically doesn’t have rivals, but they do not like a lot of people either,” Tracey said.

               “When do they start?” Nico asked.

               He could understand some family rivalries. After all, there are certain reasons why some demigod children had problems or relationships, and that can stem from their godly parents. But… here? Just with people?

               “For anything really,” Pansy frowned, “either something stupid or something big. I know my family rival, Southgates, started because they refused a marriage proposal very rudely.”

               “That’s…”

               “Dramatic. Some people just did not have enough entertainment,” Tracey interrupted, “Now, come on, it’s time for class.”

               “Nice for you to tell us, normally it's the other way around-- hey! You can’t just take my toast, I was gonna bring it!”

               Pansy sprinted after Tracey, who yelled back about how you’d have to kill Collins with Muggle means so you could get away with it. Nico packed his stuff and got ready… and noticed Daphne abnormally silent and looking down at the newspaper.

               Another day she checked.

 

               “So, Quidditch. Is that even a thing anymore?” Melody asked.

               Marvus glared at her from their shared table. It was a mistake to sit so close together during charms. Their partners had already drifted off, pairing together instead of being interrupted by the twins talking. 

               “You literally play it. I don’t understand what you’re saying,” Marvus replied.

               “Yeah… I feel like I blackout most of the time during it. It’s just so… repetitive? Fun still, but. Hm. Only fun when I can mess with Harry. It will maybe be more fun when we can play against each other. Do you think they’re gonna keep their word and let us play this weekend?” 

               “Why wouldn’t they?”

               Melody shrugged, “Cormac still wants to join. He hasn’t come up to Harry for a while, but that’s because I’ve stopped him. You know, he didn’t make it through the tryouts. He needs to wait. But I can see him still wanting to cause a scene or something. What about you? What kind of fun stuff happens around you?”

               Marvus, by her side, was still trying to practice the new charm they learned. This was giving him a run for his money, but he wasn’t going to let it beat him! Not today! Not ever! However, he would take a tiny break, looking over at his twin.

               “Summerby is cool, there are less people showing up to practice. Zacharias has tried to ask me about Will a few times and I’ve basically said nothing. Other than he’s a good Healer and all that… Hmm…”

               His eyes widened. There was something interesting.

               “Some Ravenclaws apparently find Nico to be an interesting guy. Got a few questions the other day.”

               “Good questions?”

               “Yeah, nothing mean… And I don’t think they could figure anything out either.”

               Melody nodded. They both looked toward their partners, who had long forgotten them. Well, it wasn’t their fault. Neville was done with the Charm and had been roped into helping another student figure it out (the poor kid still had trouble with Wingardium Leviosa) and Bethany…

               Where was she? Did she always try to ditch Melody like that?

               “I added the letter to the board,” she said.

               “The love letter?”

               “Yeah.”

               Marvus swallowed. Picking the valuables to put into their bank turned into unintended spring cleaning and time to look back at the old photo albums. It was shocking that their mother had held onto that one for so long. It was not for her. But, then again, the person who that letter was for was long, long gone.

               “Come on, we can talk about this later. And for you to give me an update on the D.A. 2.0, I left so quickly, but I had a meeting afterward. Plus, this charm tracks things! It’s a great spell to have in the arsenal… and regular life,” Marvus said to his sister, bringing his wand up again, “Only wished I had done it to my marbles. Those damn things. I haven’t gotten any useful intel from them for a long time… Mostly Filch muttering about how he wanted to try to leave some traps outside of Hogwarts and how to propose such things to Dumbledore.”

 

               Deep into the night, the moon was waning, its light weaker and weaker. It would have been a sight to see, with the large and ordinate gardens, bushes carved like the statues out front of beautiful Floopers, Golden Signets, and Hoo-Hoo’s, each feather filled with detail, love, and reflecting what little light fell down on them.

               “Did someone tell them we were coming?” an Auror asked another.

               The responding witch shook her head. “Remember, protocol changed for this kind of meeting. We investigate, hope to see the subject in question, and then we move in. We just went over this, Caulkins.”

               “We’ve always had the same rules, how was I supposed to know this meeting would be any different?” Caulkins snapped, before she pouted, “Sorry. Conduct the material search, I will begin the magical search.”

               The witch nodded and went off. Her footsteps disappeared in the grass and into the darkness. Meanwhile, Caulkins stayed, her eyes closed, putting her wand out. Not an incantation was said but her eyes opened, a purple hue in them that were not there before.

               Wisps and fog appeared in her vision, with different colors and textures, and she sorted and counted through them all like files. Then she stopped. Going through one again, she came back to the same number. The purple hue disappeared and Caulkins looked beyond the grass to the mansion.

               One of the largest mansions in the country, technically. Though more than three-quarters of it was a zoo, the wildlife buildings were connected to the main house through a small and long hallway. Made of bright red brick, sculptures every ten meters of brilliant birds and trees, and large windows with bright lights shining within it was more of a monument to both of the witches than a house ever would be. Riches made from lifetimes and old money.

               Even if it wasn’t spring weather outside, it was always spring in the house.

               Caulkins waited.

               Luckily, before Caulkins could decide which time sounded best to call for back-up from the head office, footsteps sounded.

               “Named suspect is in the dining room with two other escapees and six other civilians. The operation has officially started.”

 

The Day After

               “Is it really pride? Okay, no, it is pride. I think. And it was Prejudice,” Pansy frowned, gesturing her hands outward, fork still in hand and getting a little too close for comfort to Tracey, “what am I going with this?”

               “I don’t know, but if you stop now you won’t run into a Red Cap’s burrow,” Tracey answered.

               Pansy glared.

               Another day at breakfast, another time Daphne didn’t touch her food in front of her. Every time she lifted up her fork and moved around some poor beans, her eyes went up to the ceiling. It was beginning to be quiet. Too quiet.

               Theodore and Blaise had not sat near them for a while. And, looking around once more, finding the two boys on the other end, Nico noticed Draco with Crabbe and Goyle. Clearly Draco was arguing, but with who, it was hard to tell.

               Nico was going to have to go learn Occlumency later that evening. Though he was not as nervous as the first, he began to wonder how much he would have to learn. At what point did Professor Snape think he would be ready enough? And how many memories will Snape see?

               What if Professor Snape saw a memory of when I was in Italy?

               There was a flapping of wings, owl calls, and the different newspapers landed on the table. Daphne lunged for the Daily Prophet, opening it with such quickness before she stopped. She didn’t even flip it, nothing.

               “What? What does it say?” Pansy asked.

               Daphne remained silent. Her eyes stared at it blankly. Millicent leaned over.

               “Raid: Two Aurors Wounded, Two Death Eaters Captured,” Millicent said 

Notes:

I hope you all liked it :) so much going one! But... now you know what Daphne did :)

Also, tell me if you guys like slughorn. He's a very interesting character...

And, though a commenter brought this up, I'm glad they did! Below is my comment about JK Rowling! You do not have to read it if you don't want to because it's long and I believe you guys should have your own opinion and think critically. What I say isn't correct and I am in no position to say much about it all. However, these are my thoughts.

Though I am writing a Harry Potter fic and enjoy doing so immensely, this is only because I can pick and choose what I want to take from the work. Rowling is not a very good author nor does she have great morals. Her morals/thoughts/prejudices leak into her stories. If you ever reread the books, you can clearly see them in there. Now, some fairytales and mythical creatures are not pure nor good-natured by themselves (some are based on ablest ideas, etc.), but when she uses them she in no way makes them any better than the caricatures they were originally. All she has to offer is excuses, half-assed ideas, and often adds her own twist of bigotry.
I write this fic not because I admire her or necessarily the books themselves. I think the concept of wizard school and magic creatures are really fun, as well as some relationships. I really want to take her simple more caricature of characters, creatures, and motivations and add more complexity and less bigotry. This is very much a fix-it fic not only with the original plot of the books but with the franchise as a whole.

Its okay to enjoy somethings while being able to criticize, and realize its downfalls (Which, in this case, is many :/) / And that her coming out and saying those things hurt communities and people.

And, with that last note, I hope you guys have a better night, day, or week, and get some good sleep. Until next time :)

Chapter 39: Maybe it is Just Me, But I Kind of Hate People Who Hurt Others.

Notes:

It been a while, folks :)

I had watched a few movies, The Bad Guys and oh, I liked it!! A few others I did not like. But, eh! So much has happened. I cried over van Gogh, because who doesn't. Got a new roommate, now gonna get another in a month. I found my cat who had been missing for a little over six months. :') to say that I was/am happy is an understatement. I've missed her so much

But, anyway, thanks for waiting, and I hope you all enjoy this chapter :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               They finally returned the newspaper Daphne passed around to Tracey’s waiting hands. For a while, it was silent. Nico knew why. She had sent a letter days ago and now its purpose had come to fruition. Nico could barely keep the idea that the Greengrasses mentioned in the main article were the same as the Greengrass in front of him. A raid, which wasn’t one hundred percent successful, managed to capture two Death Eaters who had escaped Azkaban earlier. 

               Augustus Rookwood and Efferli Jugson. There was another named Jason Cumberly who had gotten away, but he was seen before he Apparated. The rest went on to explain that the Greengrass family was to be questioned about sanctioning the Death Eaters and if they were newly turned Death Eaters themselves.

               “You noticed more people were at your house during the break, didn’t you?” Tracey asked, her eyes trailing up to her friend’s.

               Daphne’s expression stayed hardened and blank, but she nodded.

               She didn’t send one while she was there. The whole break, the Death Eaters were waiting there safe. For the week and some days we were here, they were there, safe.

               “Daphne!”

               Nico turned to see a young blonde running toward them, her eyes watery. The sight was enough to break the cold spell. Daphne swiftly got up and met Astoria a few paces away, throwing her arms around her.

               Does Astoria know? She doesn’t, does she? How could she? Not with that shock in her eyes and honestly in her sobs nor the obvious need she had to be held by the person who ratted out their family’s secret. The very person who told the Ministry.

               Nico swallowed as he watched the two sisters walk out of the Great Hall. He noticed a few Slytherins watching with pity and sadness, whereas the Ravenclaws… There were only shared whispers amongst themselves. 

               Daphne didn’t even tell us what that letter was for. She could have told the other girls and…

               “Who do you think ratted them out?” Blaise asked, sitting where Daphne was seconds ago. Beside him, Theodor settled down, his attention pointedly on the table.

               There was respectful silence from Pansy, no doubt trying to do the mental math of what Daphne had done… When…

               Astoria didn't start the year here. But she did come after the break. Daphne was quieter here. She knew. She found out during the break. Or…

               Did she have Death Eaters in her house the entire time?

               “What do you think?” Tracey retorted, looking up at him.

               Though Tracey was normally playful, her stare was cold. Her black hair framed her disapproved and enraged expression. She had more tact than to ask a question like he did. Especially since it was about Daphne and her family.

               And it was about Daphne. It was Daphne who did it.

               Blaise didn’t even appear to notice the colder atmosphere. He shrugged, grabbing some of the food around the table nonchalantly. “Definitely an inside job… The Ministry got two of them. Hard to do that without surprise and knowing where they’ll be,” Blaise smirked. “Wouldn’t you say?”

               “Sounds about right.” Tracey answered blankly, then she looked down at his robes, “you have bean juice on you.”

               “What?! Where?”

               The fork was dropped onto the plate so fast, his hands moving across his robes, the Slytherin badge, his tie. His worry decreased as his search came up with nothing. Finally, he turned toward Theodore, asking if there was anything, putting his hands out wide.

               Theodore glared at Tracey before shaking his head, “I don’t see anything on your clothes.”

               One final check and Blaise looked back at Tracey. He was glaring too. 

               “Hmmm. I thought I saw some juice fly there. Glad it didn’t. How was your holiday break? Did you get anything?” Tracey said.

               And like that, it appeared the topic from before was forgotten. Momentarily. Because, of course, the news wasn’t going to be gone forever. Nico should have realized when he noticed the Slytherins looking at one another, their conversations low. After all, the Slytherins knew no House-Elf was given enough freedom to write a letter like that.

 

               Draco looked down at the newspaper in front of him, his eyes catching on the headline. Crabbe had hastily given him the paper as Draco went inside the Room of Requirement. Sitting on the ground in front of the cabinet, he scrunched the paper in the corners. Folding them in and out like an accordion as his mind raced but did not read. 

               He had heard whispers in the hallways from Slytherins and a few other students. Now, the words he had overheard started to make sense.

               Someone told, didn’t they? One of the family, Aria Ostinato had whispered. 

               Slytherins are supposed to stick together, it must have been one of the friends. It must have. Or they weren’t careful, another responded.

               With a grunt, Draco squeezed the newspaper together. The pages ripped and their edges pushed back against him. Draco was supposed to be working on the cabinet. The break was only a reminder of what was at stake-- of what he had to do. And who was desperately trying to barge their way into that mission. Severus Snape with his long hair, he likely didn't know that Draco was given another, another that would be-

               Draco squeezed his eyes, the paper corners now bearing too much on his hands, and he threw it to the side.

               Someone told alright. And though the student wanted to blame it one someone outside, blame it on sloppiness, it was obvious that it wasn’t either of those. How could they catch more than one Death Eater? The fact that the Ministry had gotten anyone at all.

               The Ministry was supposed to be on their side!

               But, also, they weren't. Not yet. Not completely.

               Draco opened his eyes.

               And he stared at the cabinet before him. And, for not the first time, he felt the Dark Mark searing on his forearm. 

 

               “I wonder what they’re gonna do with them,” Melody said, looking down at the Death Eater’s faces.

               There was a scowl as Augustus Rookwood looked out at them. There were bags under his eyes, his hair stringy, and his face gaunt. He looked worse than when he had the last time he was captured. The man next to him had a younger face, yet, that did not save him from gaining that hardened look in his eyes.

               It could have been the Dementors, Harry thought, or just what happened after being a Death Eater for so long. 

               “They’ll likely put them through trial and lock them up once they are found guilty,” Hermione answered, flipping it to the next page.

               Those angry and tired eyes were gone. For now.

               “There are no Dementors. And a huge escape-- no, breakout-- from Azkaban. There is, like, nowhere to put them,” Melody replied.

               “They have facilities within the Ministry,” Ron added, his face scrunched up as he remembered, “of course, after a trial. Just like how the family needs to be interviewed… and maybe have a trial themselves.”

               Melody’s eyes widened, “you’re right! Down in that basement of theirs. Ours. No, the Ministry’s.… The Ministry of Magic’s been rearrangin’ some things for a while, maybe that’s a part of it too. Mom has talked about those.”

               Ron nodded.

               “Maybe,” Harry replied.

               He had a trial there last year, though that one wasn’t very fair. 

               Harry didn’t trust the Ministry. Not after last year. And certainly not after they had gone to him to get a good face and credibility for themselves over the break this year. He fumed just thinking about it and Percy. Whatever. He needed to start thinking about Quidditch, what he was going to say to Slughorn, and… what was the next thing he was going to do for his club.

               Hermione said she was going to finish what she started and look into Elieen Prince starting next week. Find who had written into the textbook. Harry wanted to try another mysterious spell inside it.

               The Gryffindors didn’t notice Liam Murphy reading the newspaper down the table. Nor when he stood up to look down at the Slytherin table.

 

               Nico found the news of the arrests and investigations unescapable. The few Slytherins that knew of it were giving Daphne pitiful stares. Other Slytherins only hoped that it wouldn’t worsen. He wondered how Daphne was going to deal with that all. 

               Nico knew Daphne wouldn't be relieved of the stares or questions when he made it to lunch. But, by the gods, he wished she would be. At least Blaise didn't come around to put his nose into things it didn't belong in. Poking and prodding. Because if he did that enough, Daphne was surely going to burst. 

               And then what would happen after that?

               “So… what do you think he wants?” Tracey asked, tapping her fingers on the table.

               Nico looked down at her fingers next to him before his eyes wandered to a surprised Pansy across the table.  

               “What?” Pansy said, frowning as her fork paused their travel. Roasted chicken steamed at the end. She looked around. “Who-- which he?”

               At the question, Tracey nodded over to the Ravenclaw table. Pansy turned around, not even bothering to appear inconspicuous and immediately one of the Ravenclaws whipped back around so fast and wildly that the fork in his hand flew out of his hand and onto the ground with a satisfying ting. 

               Wait, I recognize him. His hair, his short black hair.

               “That’s Henry North, isn’t it?” Nico asked, glancing at each of his friends.

               That made Millicent and Daphne suddenly very interested. Millicent looked up from her food and Daphne’s conversation quieted. Daphne’s eyes landed on him and the tension in her shoulder’s softened.

               “Yeah,” Daphne said, her voice strangely airy and emotionless.

               The Slytherins still watched Henry North as he fumbled to pick up his fork from the floor. With short arms, he was having a difficult time. After a few seconds of struggling, a similar-looking boy next to him reached and picked up the fork with ease, handing it to Henry.

               Nico blinked again. The other boy was Henry’s brother, Gary North.

               “They haven’t bothered me yet,” Daphne said and her attention returned swiftly toward their own table.

               The rest of the group took that as the signal to stop staring and keep on eating too. After all, they were going to have classes in a few minutes. And it probably wasn’t good to remind Daphne of why those specific Ravenclaws were staring at her.

               Will would be happy to know that the son of Hades wasn’t only eating pasta. Speaking of Will… Nico had planned to visit him that night. Maybe before Occlumency. 

               “In fact,” Daphne continued, “Liam Murphy has seemed to be steering clear of me.” 

               “Really?” Nico asked.

               He had remembered the year before. Liam lost his mother during the first war… The known killer being Augustus Rookwood. To find that the Death Eater found a safe haven with the Greengrasses a second time? Nico could understand if Liam held on to the anger he had all the previous years.

               I would.

               Daphne nodded as she pulled her hair blonde back behind her shoulder. However, her head pointed downward.

               “If it isn’t for Liam Murphy then Henry might have his own reason for being a stalker,” Tracey commented.

               Daphne shrugged.

               “It doesn’t really matter, does it?” Daphne said.

               Those words didn’t sit right with Nico.

               It would, wouldn’t it? It would matter because this time it’s different. Daphne was the one to make sure Rookwood was taken back into custody. But, they wouldn’t know that either? Could they even guess that?

               Nico didn’t bother to go down that rabbit hole. He wasn’t one to talk about others holding grudges. Nico turned back toward the Ravenclaw table. This time, when Nico caught Henry looking at them, the Ravenclaw did not try to hide.

 

               Harry looked at the potion they were required to concoct and all he could think about was what he was going to say to Slughorn that weekend. Sure, Harry was going to talk about his Christmas and his time with Lupin and Sirius and the Weasleys. Maybe some of the cooking ventures, but would that embarrass Sirius? Or maybe he could bring up... No. He couldn't say anything about the Horcruxes. Christmas was surely too eventful, probably for everyone’s good.

               But what was he going to say to get Slughorn to talk about Voldemort?

               He looked over at Hermione. She was reading the textbook, a bottle of powdered root of Asphodel in her hand, hovering over the cauldron. Hermione was about to dump the whole thing in.

               “The Prince says to add it in slowly,” Harry said, pointing to his own scribbled textbook.

               She scowled and placed the bottle back onto the table with more force than necessary. Harry gulped.

               “He’s been right with every other instruction,” Harry offered.

               Instead of getting any angrier, she just sighed.

               “Why didn’t the Prince publish a textbook if they figured these tips out? Why hasn’t anyone who got that book published it either?” Hermione mumbled to herself, grabbing the bottle and slowly dumping in the powder, watching as the small portions were stirred before adding more in. “It would only make this fair.”

               Harry didn’t say anything and looked back at the Wound-Cleaning Potion instructions. This potion would be important for him to know. If only his brain could absorb anything that was happening.

               “Having trouble there, Harry?” Slughorn asked.

               The professor was lucky Harry had nothing in his hands. Trying to pretend Slughorn didn’t give him a heart attack, he smiled at Slughorn. Slughorn a new kind of decorated vest, a lot of different trees and pigeons at the top, and a grin spread across his face. Either he was happy to scare Harry or he was just that excited to talk to him.

               Or excited to add him to his collection of students. Same thing, right?

               “Nope, just got distracted,” Harry said.

               “Good-- oh wow!” Slughorn turned toward Hermione’s smoking cauldron, “Miss Granger, your potion is the exact right shade of purple for this step! We might even be able to give it to Madame Pomfrey!”

               Hermione beamed.

               “Keep up the great work!” Slughorn said and then he left them to peruse the rest of the student’s work, forgetting about Harry. Slughorn stopped by Ron’s cauldron. “You have the burner on too high… If you start cutting up the Newt’s eye right now, you might be able to remake it.”

               Run grumbled, but he already walked to the shelves, shoving aside different ingredients to find the right jar. Looking back toward his own cauldron, Harry turned to pour in the powdered root of Asphodel in tiny bits, watching as it puffed out smoke. When he looked up, Hermione was with Ron, grabbing the jars to remake the potion.

               He smiled.

               “Mr. Zabini, please, do not add in Toad’s Warts right now or else you will create a very different potion. Please, reread your instructions if you are not sure and pay attention -- this is a very time-sensitive Potion to create. You cannot mix for over five minutes!” Slughorn announced.

 

               Nico was almost going to be late going to Magical Creatures if he kept up his walking pace the way it was. His legs moved too slow in the castle and-- ugh! He should have known that Charms would run over since he always had to ask for help, but still!

               And he would get in trouble for being late. There was no way Hagrid would know of the injury he sustained over Christmas break. It really wasn’t that bad. Rather than just a bruise, if he used his calf muscle a certain way the spell wound randomly shot pain through his body. It was unpleasant, yes, and caused him to slow down. Too bad it looked rather inconspicuous from the outside, though it was starting to get an unnatural color. 

               I’m not sprinting. There’s no way. Agnes and Anthony would just have to be angry that I’m not only late but that I haven’t done much for the project… Oh no, I’m one of those people in the group projects. 

               At first, Nico thought his leg and side were just sore from fighting. After all, they had gotten rid of that rash. But a couple of days ago it became clear it was not just that.

               I need to tell Will. Maybe he could have a look at it… I miss how much time we would spend together… Maybe this weekend after I get my work done we can have something close to a date…

               Over the course of the day, Nico realized that only a small portion of Slytherin learned of the news that morning, which had now increased tenfold. Instead of a few giving Daphne stares, now he began to receive some… But they were not of pity. 

               What those looks meant, though, Nico could not guess.

               When he arrived, Hagrid greeted him with excitement glittering in his large eyes. The stress fell from Nico’s shoulders and he joined the rest of the class near the garden. Agnes glowered at him but patted the ground next to her. 

               “Today, we’ll be learning abou’ Fwoopers! Do t’eir songs make the listener insane? Not all say so. But most do. An’ at teh end, yer will have time teh work on yer projects.”

               Next to Hagrid was an interesting bird, bright lime green that turned to yellow at the tips. The Fwooper looked like it was pretty much all feathers, other than the two, large beady eyes. Compared to the one Nico had been studying in his textbook, the real-life one could never compare.

               This is one of the birds the Greengrasses traded.

               The demigod felt a pit forming in his stomach.

               “You better be ready to work hard again today,” Agnes whispered to Nico.

               She’s still angry… fair enough.

               “Was today a time when we should have showed up early? I had class beforehand,” Nico whispered back. Her expression didn’t light up, but she did turn back toward Hagrid’s excited chatter. 

               Hagrid was still talking animatedly about the bird. First, going over what the textbook said, most of which Nico had read earlier. However, Nico listened hard (or tried) as Hagrid described how he wanted the Fwooper to be handled. Nico was tired of having to be grabbed by the half-giant when the creature in question went to take a bite out of him.

               At least Hagrid was strong.

               “I hope when we have a Jabberknoll they don’t try to peck you, it’s not very good for our observation part of the project,” Agnes said to Nico, pulling out several rolls of parchment when Hagrid released them to their groups. Nico did not remember those parchments the last time they met. “Anthony, you said that you have a few contacts who owned a Jabberknoll, correct?”

               The Ravenclaw nodded, “Three, one of them has three captive Jabberknoll because of their blindness or other injuries, one is a breeder, and the other just… has one as a pet.”

               Agnes stared. Then, like clockwork, she began to move again.

               “It might be good to observe more than one Jabberknoll over at least three weeks, so make sure you are able to have them visit Hogwarts,” Agnes said and unrolled one parchment, “Nico, I want you to find a few places for the owners and the Jabberknolls to stay.”

               What?

               “Like a hotel? There are no hotels here or in Hogsmeade,” Nico answered.

               “You’ll have to find an alternative, I’m sure with your friends you can find some,” Agnes replied.

               Nico frowned but kept his mouth shut. Agnes could still be mad. Rightfully so! For a project that was going to take the whole year, there were months when he didn’t do his side of the work. That left him with the issue that he did have to find someplace for the owner of the Jabberknoll to live… And, well, the Jabberknolls themselves. 

               Though, he couldn’t imagine that many people wanted to be moving anywhere. Hogsmeade… They haven’t taken a trip to Hogsmeade for almost this entire year.

               Does the owner just have to stay here? How do I do that?

               “We can meet during some dinners if needed,” Agnes said to Nico and Anthony. It was getting close to when they should start heading back into Hogwarts’ castle.

               Agnes was right. I probably need to ask my friends… Pansy would probably know what to do , Nico thought as he gathered his things and heaved them over his shoulder. The places where the spells hit twinged with uncomfortableness.

               And I really need to know why it’s hurting now!

               Grumpy, thinking about what he had to do, and how long it would take to his next class Nico nearly missed Anthony looking at him. His mouth was opened like he wanted to say something. Nico paused and waited. 

               “See you later,” Anthony said and quickly walked away.

               Agnes didn’t appear to notice the strangeness because she too got up and made her way up the hill. Or, at least, she didn’t let it slow her down.

               “Okay,” Nico mumbled to himself solemnly as he watched their fleeting forms. Then he felt someone walk next to him.

               “Di Angelo.”

               Nico looked over to see one of the few Slytherins in Care of Magical Creatures. His roommate, Zach. Despite living with him for two years and a few classes, Nico never bothered to keep track of the last name and between all the creatures and the group project well… Nico didn’t have the time to talk. Also… there was a reason he did not speak to many Slytherins. It was strange. They lived together, why now?

               “Uh, hello,” Nico replied, eyeing the Slytherin.

               Zach’s eyes turned to the sides as if checking for people listening in. But, they were the only ones so far behind… Everyone else in the castle and Hagrid had already gone into his hut. 

               “Who do you think it was, di Angelo? Who would betray the Greengrasses?” he asked.

               Nico’s eyes widened. How could I forget?

               “I-I don’t know,” Nico lied.

               “It had to be from inside the house,” Zach muttered, “I don’t understand. Slytherins are supposed to stick together. Families… they’re important.”

               “I…” Nico’s words trailed off.

               It felt like a clock finally ticked awake inside his mind. A final part added for the machine to get going… 

               Families. What families did was important. Everyone could know who you were because of your family… Nico had assumed it was a status thing when he first met some Slytherins. And it was. But maybe… there was more? More than the status and what the families had done in the past.

               Zach was staring at Nico with a growing amount of confusion and distrust.

               “Families are important,” Nico parroted emotionlessly and the bell rang. He was late, both of them were. Zach didn’t appear to care either.

 

               “I don’t want to talk about this, Henry,” Liam replied.

               They walked into the courtyard from the Great Hall, respective juices in goblets in hands. It was only by pure chance that they shared the same break period. Henry had been talking about this theory with Slytherins nonstop since this morning but Liam didn’t want to hear about it. He wanted to forget about the headline from this morning. All it did was cloud his mind with blue and purple with sparks of red. He was tired! He was tired of doing this all over again!

               Henry only meant well. But he was too young to understand. His older brother, Gary, on the other hand, could.

               This would be, perhaps, the first and only day Liam wished he shared the break with Gary instead of Henry.

               “But please, I want you to think about this! You know that the other Ravenclaws like Cho and Anthony have been talking about this-- that whole group! Even in your year, Tallis, and his group have been talking about this, the Slytherins are-”

               “Don’t kid yourself,” Liam replied, shaking his head. “Slytherin is stuck in its way. There’s no changing what it was made for. Salzar Slytherin thought Pure-Bloods were best, it's who he prized, who he wanted to teach. Makes sense that the most Pure-Bloods go in there and then the most Death Eaters come out.”

               There wasn’t much to say to that. The numbers agreed with him. Who was a Death Eater that did not come from Slytherin? Gary and Liam could count on one hand such recorded Death Eaters. And that was counting the people who were suspected-- not even caught.

               Henry’s lips thinned.

               “Maybe… Maybe someone within the Greengrasses told.”

               “If they did, which that wouldn’t happen, they better keep their mouth shut,” Liam said, narrowing his eyes down at the goblet in his hand instead of the boy next to him. The orange pumpkin juice was as fiery orange as his own hair. “There is a saying with Muggles that snitches get stitches…”

               The hard look in his eyes faded in the goblet. The wrinkles of fury smoothed out into a regular, young, and nearly wistful look.

               Liam could have sworn he wasn’t always this angry. Maybe he was always this way-- he had snapped at Daphne Greengrass as soon as he understood who she was. Maybe it all changed when he realized there were people who chose to take his mother away. That her death was no accident but planned and taken out like a regular assignment. 

               A young Liam understood too soon that there were people to blame for the sadness in his other Mum’s eyes. That there were people to blame for that sad look on the anniversary of their permanent separation.

               An older Liam understood that there was much more to blame the Death Eaters for. Not his mother’s death. But others. Fathers, sisters, brothers, siblings, heinous acts… The list could go on and on…

               “It’s nice that a mystery person told,” Liam admitted, “Rookwood could rot behind bars, whether with or without Dementors. Jugson too. Any Death Eater can rot and I‘ll only be happy. Though, I would be actually happy if they caught more. More than two.”

               Maybe then there wouldn’t be so many stories like him.

               Henry shouldn't be concerned about Death Eaters and the people who follow the likes of You Know Who. No one should. However, a war was coming. And Liam wasn’t going to hold his breath for Slytherin.

               It wasn’t going to be hard to see which side the Slytherins choose. And Liam wanted Henry, the rather naive and hopeful Ravenclaw, to be safe.

               “It’s something, better than nothing. The Ministry had no prisoners, now they have two,” Henry said.

               Liam took a sip of his pumpkin juice.

               “You’re not wrong. They do have two prisoners… So, you’ve told me about your friend Colin, he wants you to join a club?” Liam asked and looked up.

               Henry groaned and rolled his eyes. Liam knew how to get the poor Ravenclaw going-- it wasn’t hard. This was the second thing that had been on Henry’s mind the entire week. 

               “The time for that club is all over the place! And it's to practice magic! I don’t want to do that during my free time… Magic, magic is hard.” Henry complained.

 

               “Do you know who it was, Parkinson? Who told the Ministry so the Greengrasses would be put on trial?”

               A young second year was looking up at the Slytherin as if she had all the secrets in the world. And Pansy was looking down at him, knowing she only understand one thing he didn’t. She glanced between the small boy and the friends who had come up with him to talk to her. All of them had the same worried expression… 

               Nico stared at the group, realizing that he was far from being the only person who was asked those questions. Walking to dinner, apparently, was the perfect time for anyone to ask.

               “I don’t know. But the Greengrasses housed Death Eaters, they knew what was going to happen if the Ministry found out,” Pansy answered, doing her best to keep some impatience out of her voice. It worked, mostly.

               “But then, what can happen to my--”

               “Don’t finish that,” Pansy interrupted. 

               The small boy shut his mouth so quickly that his teeth clicked against each other. She gulped, looking at their frightened faces.

               “I don’t know,” Pansy said, “But-- Er…” Pansy closed her eyes. She took a deep breath. “Just focus on school work. Focus on what happens here because that’s the only thing you can change.”

               He looked down before glancing up, confused.

               “But, Snape is a Death Eater,” the boy said.

               “Was. They can’t prove he is one now,” Pansy said.

               The small boy nodded. That likely wasn’t what he wanted to hear. Some of the hopefulness was gone and instead replaced with… The little boy’s eyes were narrowed, his gaze looking around as if he didn’t understand what was going on around them.

               However, he nodded and he, and the rest of his friends, left.

               Pansy let out a sigh that turned into a frustrated grunt, then swiftly power-walked toward the Great Hall. Nico jogged to keep up, looking back at the disappearing Slytherin crowd before seeing Pansy. Her jaw was clenched.

               “I’ve been trying to avoid doing that most of today-- I didn’t realize how many students Cassius had to reassure,” Pansy complained, “always trying to whisper to me while I walked to class.”

               She sounded angry enough to want to pull her hair out.

               “They’ve been talking to me too,” Nico softly added.

               “Of course, they would. They’ll be talking to Millicent and Tracey too, everyone closest to Daphne… and Astoria. Ugh, I’d only hope they’d leave them alone,” Pansy said, entering the Great Hall. The sight of students digging in, talking loudly to one another, greeted them. The Great Hall was both a small respite and an ambush ground-- maybe Slytherins will leave them to eat in peace or, since they were all there, they’d come to attack them with more questions. Pansy frowned and worry filled her face.

               “If they talk to Daphne too much, she’ll crack underneath the pressure of it all.”

               Daphne was already sitting down next to Millicent, her plate piled with dinner of turkey, peas, and carrots. Millicent was speaking and Daphne smiled, only for a second, before it fell.

               “Do you really think so?” Nico asked.

               Pansy sighed.

               “Come on, let’s eat, it's been a long day and I’m starving,” Pansy said.

 

               “I’m going to be seeing Slughorn tomorrow. Or Sunday,” Harry announced.

               Ron stopped eating and Hermione and Melody looked up from their conversation. Somehow, Harry had expected a different reaction from them. Maybe some volunteering to come with instead of the confused stares.

               “Okay? That sounds… nice?” Melody said, “didn’t you have to get something from him?”

               “A memory. Maybe it would help us find the last Horcrux, or, just…” Harry said.

               Dumbledore hadn’t shown him nor Nico any more memories of young Voldemort. Young Tom Riddle. But, Dumbledore did say it was important for Harry to get to know Voldemort. Harry could see it, the importance of knowing one’s enemy. It was like how in Quidditch some Gryffindors would scope out the other teams, watching them as they played or practiced. 

               Only, instead of trying to win a game, it was to kill a murderer.

               Of course, I would also have to die at some point. But that’s no matter… Nico said he would figure it out.

               “He said that I could bring someone,” Harry added as he looked over at Hermione.

               It might be good to have someone that Slughorn also liked. But, compared to him, Slughorn hadn’t given much attention to his friends in front of him. Melody and Ron were practically invisible. But, Slughorn also didn’t appear to know how to talk to Hermione other than praise her on some potions… Perhaps it was that her Muggle family wasn’t as important as Slughorn was used to.

               He did like her better than me today. Maybe… 

               “I… don’t think that would be a good idea,” Hermione said.

               What?!

               And Hermione was upset that he was missing the Slug Club meetings! Well, maybe it was because she was alone with the members… Slughorn… Cormac. Harry was glad he did not have to see that particular Gryffindor very much… 

               “You intend to ask for something that Dumbledore has not been able to get. Dumbledore, a friend that he has probably known longer than we’ve been alive. If there is a second person, a person who is on your side, he may feel threatened.” Hermione explained.

               Harry opened his mouth, to try to persuade her to come-- because come on! He couldn’t be alone with him!-- but Melody beat him to it.

               “She’s right. Slughorn may have told you you can bring other people, but there really is no one else he'd like to meet with,” Melody said.

               Hermione gave Melody a smile and Harry looked down at his food. He could try to argue against them, but what was the point when they knew they were right. Ugh, whatever, he could just hang out with Slughorn for a little bit… it wouldn’t be so bad.

               Hopefully.

               “Yeah, okay,” Harry said.

               When he looked up he noticed an older Gryffindor sitting down at the Ravenclaw table… He had heard him before, Liam something…

 

               Nico was quiet when he walked into Professor Snape’s office. There wasn't enough time to visit Will beforehand. For the most part, the other Slytherins kept to themselves during dinner, but the waiting made conversations and eating last... longer than normal. And Harry couldn’t stop thinking about what the other Slytherins had said during the day.

               And, more importantly, which piece of the Headline mattered to them.

               It makes sense that family is important, that-- that they would care about Slytherins supporting each other. But to ignore what the Death Eaters had done? What their… what their parents had done in turn? I thought we were past Death Eaters being a part of life. 

               Nico didn’t want to say it, but he didn’t understand why Daphne had waited to ratted out her parents at first. Why wait until she and Astoria arrived at Hogwarts? She could be caught in the crossfires, but... They were there, at her house. Even during Christmas.

               It still doesn’t matter though. What is right is not always easy.

               “You appear to be having some deep thoughts,” Professor Snape said, “Is it about the Daily Prophet from this morning?”

               Strange, how Nico had walked into Professor Snape’s office was somehow startled by Professor Snape anyway. 

               “Yes, and… yes,” Nico answered after he recovered.

               Though Professor Snape walked toward the demigod in the middle of the room, he remained silent. He was waiting for Nico to continue. 

               And what was the point of not telling? Nico was going to learn Occlumency and then Professor Snape would tell him everything. They were going to be a real team. Professor Snape already knew who Nico was since the summer. And he was only going to learn more.

               And I want to tell him.

               But, there was curiosity inside Nico as well.

               “Are you close with your family?” Nico asked.

               Snape blinked. “Not very much, no. Are you?”

               “Somewhat,” Nico answered, his eyes averted, “my mother had died when I was young. My memory of my life with her and my sister in Italy was wiped until last year. And I’ve only gotten closer to my dad over the years… of course, after I met him.”

               “And your sister?”

               Nico felt his mood dip. His heart did not clench as much as it did years ago, but there was a pain that, he knew, would never go away. It was loose in his heart and his mind was always quick to give him memories of their time together. 

               “She joined a quest and died,” Nico answered, looking up, “five years ago. I was very young.”

               We were both very young. Too young. She was too young to die at such an age. That thought permeated Nico the older he grew. And that fact that, now, he was older than she ever would be. 

               “There were memories I recovered last year… Of a time when the monsters were not just ones with teeth, but ones took it upon themselves to decide which people were worthy of living and which weren’t.”

               My neighbor. The people who disappeared. All the minorities written up as monsters, shoved to the sidelines of history, or died as scapegoats.

               I could have easily been one of them.

               “It’s hard to see it all happening again,” Nico said.

               He remembered when the words, Slytherins stick together, were supposed to be safe. And now… it wasn’t so. Not when the compulsion to stay together meant not holding one another accountable. When telling others that Death Eaters were among them was met with scorn and confusion instead of praise. 

               Professor Snape stared at Nico as if there were words he had not heard before, and never expected to hear. But, Professor Snape had been through a war before. He was a double agent, for Voldemort and against him. After all, the small Slytherin had brought up that small fact. Professor Snape must have understood. He must have. 

               Instead of adding anything or confirming what Nico said, Snape looked at Nico and asked if he was ready for today’s lesson.

               “As ready as anyone can be,” Nico answered.

Notes:

I had to rewrite this chapter twice and now, I finally have some mojo back! :) I have more plans for the future! Always! Always more plans!

And though it may take a while to update, I think about this fic every day. Anyway, what are your thoughts? What will happen with Daphne? Will she be able to keep her secret?
And Nico, will he actually become friends with Draco. What is Henry doing? Hahah, the character who I retconned and only now is coming back!!

Please, be safe, and have a great time :) and I'll see ya guys next update!

Chapter 40: Cuddles and Conversations! The Combination is like No Other!

Notes:

Wow!!! an update?!?! So close? It's a small one, boyz. So!!! :) yeah

We will see when my next update comes. You know my cat I found? Was gone for 6 months? My mom lost her. Wasn't even 3 weeks. To say I am upset is only the worst understatement of the century. Though it kills me, I am in a better place to survive it.

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               “The Occlumency lesson was… okay,” Nico answered Will, craning his neck to look over the top of the loveseat to no avail. Will was still putting away different bottles he had just capped while also sorting through his clothes and robes. Apparently, it was important to know which to fold and which to hang up. Nico frowned and stopped trying to look at his boyfriend and instead melted into the comfiness of the loveseat and stared at the lit hearth, “the memories went too fast… but, if anything, he just saw memories from today…”

               The rapid running stopped for a moment. Then, Will’s sock-covered feet snuck up next to Nico, looking down at him.

               “Today? It’s been weird today,” Will said.

               Will had noticed the changes too. Though he did not have access to the Daily Prophet until near dinner, and even then he still couldn’t read it. Madame Pomfrey was ordering him to make even more potions, enough that he had only just finished his last batch. Still, it was impossible to not notice the Slytherins whispering, always repeating the question, “who had done it?” Done what? Will didn’t know. But he did know it could have been something to do with him.

               “Maybe I’m looking into it, but a few people were being cold to me-- and it’s not just because of the weather,” Will said, now jostling the bottles onto a tray. He stood back and surveyed the rows and rows of half-liter glass bottles and sighed. “It’s too many bottles. We don’t go through these enough to warrant an extra batch. She must be giving them away, she must be.”

               Nico stared at the bottles. They were not the fancy round ones he had noticed in the Hospital Wing. Instead, they were square-shaped except for the circular top spout. 

               There was no warning as Will slumped down next to Nico. The demigod would have loved it, being squished by a person you love was one of the greatest pleasures in life. That was if your side and leg weren’t suddenly very very sore and also very painful.

               Nico yelped.

               “What?!” Will jumped up as if burned himself before he narrowed his eyes on Nico, “Wait. Your side. And your leg. I thought they were getting better, were you lying?

               “I wasn’t!” Nico retorted. Then he sighed. “Started a few days ago. It didn’t hurt like this before.”

               Will stood back and Nico frowned at the lost contact. He might have not voiced it, but cuddles would be nice. Still… hard to enjoy cuddles when your side or leg starts to hurt. Why is he looking at me like that? Isn’t he going to-- oh. He wants to see them.

               Groaning, Nico sat up on the chair and began to fumble around, pulling his shirt up at the side. Just as his back muscles stretched the spell wound throbbed like it was being casted upon him again. Nico gritted his teeth and instantly Will was next to Nico, grabbing his shirt, and telling him to relax his arms and shoulders.

               “And stop trying to move around, don’t twist right there. Just-- yes. Just sit up straight and let me get a good look,” Will said, holding the cloth up.

               The pain deteriorated slowly like a blinking light. Finally, it mellowed out into soreness. Nico exhaled.

               “So, you’ve said that it didn’t hurt before. It’s been two weeks since then… are you sure it didn’t hurt then?” Will frowned, still staring at his side. “Not that I don’t believe you! But it’s strange that it's fine for two weeks. Normally it's worse right after.”

               “I mean, I don’t…” Nico watched as Will put a hand near the side of it. Nico thought he had seen the aftereffects of the spells since he got dressed every day, but under this amount of light, Nico realized he hadn’t seen it at all. Instead of welts, the wounds now looked green and an ugly orange highlighted under his pale skin and the bloodied circles around them were almost blistering. 

               Will’s hand, poised above them on his ribs, moved downward. 

               “Uh, what are you-- that hurts!” And Nico winced.

               Nico squirmed his way to see Will’s fingers dangerously close to the wounds that were… glowing. Blinking with purple light before vanishing underneath his skin and the soreness returned. The purple flashed on Will’s finger before turning normal as well. 

               “What in Tartarus?” Nico said out loud.

               His boyfriend merely stared, his eyes narrowed at the welts and his finger.

               “Do… Do I need to go to the wizard hospital? St. Mungos’?” Nico asked because even he knew that that probably wasn’t good. And it got to his boyfriend. Was it contagious?

               Will pursed his lips, “does the pain feel the same on your calf?”

               “Uh, I think so?”

               Not a moment wasted, Will started to pull up his pant legs, carefully making sure the fabric did not touch the second wound there. It looked the same-- horrible green and orange and after another small protest before a yelp, the light show and pain looked and felt the same. 

               “What do you think is happening?” Nico asked, trying very hard not to want to yell at Will.

               His blue eyes darted to the side and there was a moment of silence as the wheels turned in his brain. Finally, he spoke. 

               “It’s hard to tell. Demigods are different from wizards. Stunning doesn’t work on us well, but that is definitely not a stunning spell, it’s different. Stunning often has a kind of blue or red color. Probably a serious jinx, which makes sense for Death Eaters.” Will said. He frowned and stepped back. “It hurts me when I touch it. Maybe the spell, instead of bouncing off, some parts of it stayed?”

               “And what? It doesn't get absorbed?”

               “Maybe,” Will said, staring. “Wait a second.”

               Without another word, Will walked away and toward the potions. Nico did what he was told. There was more shuffling through things until Will returned, holding a strange-looking stick in his hand. Well… could be a strange wand too. If wands had a diameter of three centimeters. 

               “This is an object which takes away enchantments. Uh, I forgot the name, something like Widner or whatever, but it’s good for when people… mess up on objects or some spells with themselves,” Will explained, bending down in front of Nico’s leg.

               Will lowered the… Widner or whatever down and gently touched the middle of the wound with the edge of it. Instantly the pain flared and the purple bubbled and-- then the glow moved up and into the magic absorber. After a few seconds, all that was left was the ugly bruise.

               He flexed his leg and the wound turned felt like he had just knocked into a table instead of a pin with fire at the end.

               “That is so weird,” Nico said, staring.

               His boyfriend didn’t answer as he attended to his side and together they watched the same thing happen. Glow, then nothing. Nico smiled.

               “You’re very soft, Death Boy,” Will muttered and patted Nico’s side before letting his shirt fall down over his torso.

               “Uh, thanks.”

               Will walked away and came back with a small piece of ambrosia, only as big as a Hershey Kiss, and held it out to him.

               “Move over,” Will said. 

               Nico scooted to the other side of the loveseat and Will plopped down. Limbs fell onto him or were curled closely to his unbruised side. It was nice and soft. Warmth emanated from Will, and Nico didn’t care if it was a Will-thing or a child-of-Apollo-thing. Either way, Nico loved it. And when Will laid his head on Nico’s shoulder with a soft sigh, Nico smiled. He continued to eat the ambrosia. 

               It was good silence. The ambrosia tasted like... warmth, sitting out on the beach with the waves just beyond. Nico’s eyes started to droop and he felt like the stress from that day melted away.

               “Oh,” Will suddenly said, “it took two weeks to hurt because of the ambrosia.”

               Nico frowned, “What?”

               “The ambrosia healed your body, but the spell was still there. We are immune to stunning, but not everything else. Not the harsh ones. Since the spell was never absorbed fully and never left, it would just… keep on hurting you. Just like it did when it was casted. And I thought that being immune to stunning would only have advantages.”

               “Yeah,” Nico muttered.

               Guess we all can’t be the Boy Who Lived.

               So, there was definitely more to learn about magical demigods than what was cited and theorized in the books. Of course, there was. The demigods were hidden amongst the wizarding communities just as the wizards were within the rest of the world. It was a pity that it was like this.

               Nico leaned closer to Will, pondering. 

               That was why this quest had been a nightmare and a half.

               No communication. Not even with people who could help him. Nothing.

               After I learned Occlumency, we could discuss real strategies. That’s what Professor Snape said. But what if they back out even when I have become a master? Sadly, that wouldn’t be too shocking either.

               Then Nico’s eyes widened.  

               “The bottles… They could be given away. Or they could be used here… just not by the students,” Nico mumbled. 

               The burnt and ash-looking hand of Dumbledore popped into his head. And the radiating feeling of death came back in explicit detail. The coldness, stale-like feeling. It was like the smell of long forgotten caves and the feeling of touching roots that just came out of the ground. It was so unignorable, Nico wondered how no one else could know that Dumbledore was dying from such a horrible curse. 

               “It could be the potions keeping Dumbledore alive,” Nico suggested.

               There was no answer as Will began to softly snore.

Notes:

Until next time!! Which!! will include even more plot :) but I thought it would be nice for people to have a breather with a small niceish chapter like this!

Also, how do you guys think that is? It's some cool world building which... may come in handy... hehe :)

Anyway, have a great time! Get ready for school if you're in the US! I think school is going on still in other places. Ah, well, survive the summer heat, it's been rough.

Chapter 41: It’s not about the Vespa! It’s not about the Vespa!

Notes:

It's not about the vespa! Ya know the reference I am making?

Anyway... Sorry :( I got three part-time jobs and oh wow! It's a lot. But... I am enjoying it? For the most part? Yes? It's a lot, but also, my life is changing, right now, for the better. It is looking up and wow, it has been a while since it's been looking up. But, it is, and I'm so happy for it!

The woman king is a good movie!

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               “I hate being here. Don’t you?” Mallory asked.

               Tom was annoyed. That question had been incessant. For the past few months, all Mallory had spoken about was wanting to leave. He was getting jumpier, looking outside with too much longing, and if his hair was any wilder, it would be a bird’s nest.

               “No, I don’t know anything else,” Tom replied, not thinking about it.

               Cars went by outside. Mrs. Edith had decided they needed some fresh air and dragged them all to a park. Tom and Mallory didn’t go near the other children or park benches, instead, Tom sat under a large tree while Mallory paced. There were no leaves, but it did not matter, because the sun was hidden behind thick white blankets of clouds.

               “You don’t?” Mallory said as if he didn’t already know that answer. “Oh, that’s the saddest thing I’ve ever heard. If you can get out, take it, no matter what it is.”

               Tom already knew that Mallory hadn’t been in one place for long. Maybe that was where all this worry was coming from-- the fact that he had been here for almost five months.

               “Why don’t you go right now?” Tom asked.

               Finally, Mallory relaxed. At least, somewhat. His shoulders fell and the jumpiness stopped as he looked back at Tom.

               “I only stay here because of you,” he said smiling.

               “You only stay here because Mrs. Edith catches you every time,” Tom answered back quickly.

               Mallory laughed, flinging his head back. A few of the other children looked at them. His laugh was always that loud… Though it did annoy Tom in the beginning, it didn’t bother him so much anymore. No, it… it was nice. 

               The small corner of Tom’s lips quirked up.

               “She really can hear a needle hitting the ground, that’s all I’ll say,” Mallory said with a smirk before pausing, “but… in all honesty, I…”

               And Tom watched as Mallory’s expression changed. The jovial smile turned into a thoughtful look. Had Tom ever seen him like this before? Probably not. Mallory was never serious. However, Mallory was as serious as he’d ever been. Instead of plopping next to Tom, Mallory sat down orderly, his legs close to his chest, his side nearly touching Tom’s shoulder. Tom felt like he wanted to scoot away, but he stopped. This was important. So, Tom stayed. 

               “I do make a lot of noise when trying to leave. I don’t want to leave without you… As I’ve said before, we’re the weird kids. We gotta stick together. And when I’m old enough, just in a few more years, I can... I can adopt you. Just on paper! And… and we can do what we want. No one to tell us what to do or eat. We’ll have each other.”

               Mallory smiled and…

               It was hard to hope. Tom had seen kids get adopted or age out of the orphanage. Tom had since realized that was never going to happen, at least the adoption part. And he was never going to fit in. He didn’t want to fit in and be like the rest of them. But sometimes, when he saw the other kids, laughing or smiling with each other, he wondered if there was something they had that he didn’t.

               And then, Mallory came. Tom didn’t wonder so much anymore.

               So, Tom smiled back. A full smile. 

 

               The next morning was the weekend, no classes, and some people were sleeping in. Draco Malfoy and his two “friends'' were nowhere to be seen. There were sparse groups, up early to start the day and finish homework or to have breakfast as fresh as possible. However, that did not explain away the lone second year Slytherin sitting, hunched over his toast. Beans were slathered across it lazily, with the knife still dripping at the side of the plate. He stared at it, his hands at his side.

               Down the aisle was a similarly aged Gryffindor. There was little to no covering up that she sat down next to him. And though there were stares and whispers, especially from the Slytherins, she stayed where she was.

               “Good morning, Malcolm,” she said.

               There was no answer and she bumped his shoulder.

               “You know, people don’t stay friends like we have, Naama,” Malcolm whispered, staring down at the toast as if that alone could make it disappear.

               “Yeah, I know.”

               He didn’t look up at her. It felt like he couldn’t. 

               “Then why did we?” Malcolm said softly.

               Naama leaned her head on his shoulder. 

               “Because I want to. And you do too?” she frowned and looked at him and his toast. She grabbed another slice, took a dollop of beans, and smashed them onto it. She added her masterpiece onto his plate with a smile.

               Malcolm nodded. Instead of taking his own, he picked up the toast she had made.

               “I haven’t made many friends,” Malcolm muttered, munching on the toast. He still stared at it, as if maybe the toast could hold all the answers. “Slytherins are supposed to stick together, and we do, but… Some of their parents are Death Eaters.”

               “Is that why you’re alone?”

               “No, I’m alone because I said that the Greengrasses should get what they deserved for helping Death Eaters.”

               The complicated emotions were gone, instead, it was a statement. A fact. And the way he picked up the next piece of toast, he didn’t appear too bothered by it. She nodded, and a smile sneaked on her face before she willed it away and spoke.

               “That was brave of you,” she pulled on her tie, loosening it from her throat. 

               “It wasn’t. They all should know it. If they don’t, they’re only lying to themselves,” Malcolm replied. 

 

               “I can’t eat, not without thinking about what our parents must be going through,” Astoria said, looking down at the food.

               Daphne remained silent beside Millicent. Nico didn’t know what to do when Astoria sat down, but the rest of the girls reacted nonchalantly. Enough so that Astoria didn’t appear to be uncomfortable by sitting with them. Instead, Nico appeared to be the only one who was unable to sit still. He didn’t give any sympathetic looks or noises. It was enough that Pansy finally gave him a warning glare. 

               It wasn’t his fault. Not when Astoria continued to speak about her poor parents. Her poor parents, who were helping those in favor of looking at Muggles as not people. He wouldn't-- couldn’t-- reassure her or comfort her knowing that. It reminded him of last year. Except instead of meaningless words and guessing everything, he knew exactly what they were talking about. He knew the gravity of it this time, the importance of the crumbs they left behind with their gossip. The nonchalant talk of the Greengrasses’ crime felt like grating in his ears.

               She may have sat down because of all the questions the other Slytherins had… or was it for the comfort this group could offer?

               Whatever. It was easier to shove food in his mouth than anything else. If Astoria talked enough, he would know which was the reason. 

               “Surely you must eat,” Pansy said, “what do you think your parents would want you to do? Starve? You’re at Hogwarts, there is nothing else you can do.”

               Astoria nodded. She stared at her salted and peppered boiled eggs. The four slices were next to each other, neatly symmetrical.

               “I could ask someone to find out who it was,” Astoria muttered.

               Nico stopped chewing his food, Tracey’s stirring of her coffee ceased, and Pansy stared at her with widened eyes. And Daphne, for the first time, emoted. Realization. It was a good thing Astoria wasn’t looking at them. Then, as if nothing had happened, Astoria continued.

               “I could. We know people there,” Astoria explained as she looked up at Daphne. 

               Pansy coughed, “That’s-- that’s a good idea! But, your parents probably already have-- they’re how you know the connections, right?”

               Glumly, Astoria nodded. She sunk back into her seat and the uneaten eggs.

               Then, as if nothing had happened, Pansy announced that she had somewhere to be. Nico was glad, getting up after her. He felt like breakfast didn’t end fast enough. However, when he looked back to see Daphne’s blue eyes more saddened than he had ever seen them, he wanted to stop. But then Millicent took Daphne’s hand. 

               Perhaps he should have left later with Tracey, but she was going to the art club.

               “What was she talking about?” Nico asked.

               “They can find out,” Pansy replied without looking back at Nico. “Remember how you have to provide your name when you accuse people of helping Death Eaters? No doubt they are keeping those letters instead of burning them. If someone wanted, they could go into the small safe they keep in the shitty back office and they’ll know it was Daphne.”

               Small safe and shitty back office?

               Nico blinked, “that’s oddly specific.”

               “My mother works by filing intelligence, I’ve seen the exact safe when she wanted to bring me to work and have our House Elf clean,” Pansy mumbled back, her feet somehow going even faster.

               “Is that where you’re going?” Nico asked.

               “Yep, I need to make sure she keeps the letters away from any prying hands,” Pansy replied.

 

               “Hermione, do you really think his name will be in here?” Melody asked, flipping to the next newspaper.

               There were at least twenty books before her, all records of newspapers, articles, and journals. Melody had no idea Hogwarts had so much information just on… regular people. However, Hermione had pulled them seemingly out of nowhere with ease. It paid to know the library girl.

               “They should! They spoke about Mrs. Prince having a son,” Hermione answered, picking up a large falling-apart book in front of her and adding to the towering pile beside her. It added four inches to a pile already taller than Hermione. “I don’t believe it. That they would discuss her having a child and never again.”

               Melody pursed her lips and blinked when Hermione slammed a new, larger book in front of her. The hems keeping all the pages together strained and Melody hoped it would not break. She did not want to face Madam Pince’s wrath again.

               “Because she married a Muggle. Maybe that’s why,” Melody answered.

               In response, brown eyes flicked up to hers. Hermione stared, hardened.

               “They have mentioned the boy, his name or his mother’s should be mentioned again even if she did marry a Muggle,” Hermione replied, looking back down.

               Melody found that hard to believe.

               “My aunt had married a Muggle,” Melody said, “they never mentioned him. Papers, that is. The family knew about him. We went through some letters sent between them over break.”

               The scanning of the old parchment and newspaper paused.

               “Love letters? How did they send the letters?” Hermione asked.

               “There were scratches on the tops of letters,” Melody giggled as she remembered some of the words, “he complained that the owl always ate all of his food. They were… It was not nice reading the letters. They were nice, but they were not for us. Only my aunt, Dorcas.”

               Melody’s frown deepened.

               She did not understand why her grandma had brought them out at all. However, they finally wanted to go through Dorcas’ belongings… a lot of papers and documents were kept without ever looking through them.

               There was little time to organize a dead loved one's things during Voldemort’s first rising and then afterward… Grandma couldn’t find the energy. She had lost one daughter and the other left for another country. She was alone. So, she kept all of Dorcas’ things hidden away until she had found the will to go through them. The memory stirred something up inside Melody.  

               “Where’s her Muggle husband now?” Hermione asked.

               Melody shrugged.

               “We don’t know. But we do know his name. Maybe afterward we can find out what happened to him with the town’s records they lived in.”

               If he wasn’t dead. And even if he was, a visit to a gravesite would be good. Melody knew how to keep the tombstone forever shiny from some of the spells she had learned…

               “That would be good… Records. We can look in the records within the town it said she moved to or was from,” Hermione said, looking across the books she had yet to look through as well as the piles next to Melody. “Later. Let’s start the records later… You’ve got Quidditch practice soon.”

               It was soon. And though there was a match coming up soon against Slytherin, Melody was only a little bit nervous. But instead of some of the twisting in her stomach or clenching of her fists, it was a mere faster beat of her heart. Excitement? Nowadays it felt like the practices were both a blessing and a curse. A way to forget about what she had to do and a beast that took a chunk out of her time that would normally be used to prepare for the quest and complete schoolwork.

               “Let’s go,” Hermione said, packing up. “We’re going to be late.”

               “We?” Melody parroted.

               “I always watch… er, watch and often do something like knitting, but I do watch your practices. Who do you think is cheering?”

               Oh.

               Melody grinned and jumped onto her feet.

               “I nearly forgot! I don’t really hear the cheers, it’s hard to focus with that. Did you see the move I did last week? What if I did that in a game? Ginny said it was illegal, but Harry said it would have been up to Madam Hooch’s mood, so maybe I should try it anyway!”

 

               “Slytherin will not back down from this game. Vaisey is back from his injury and I’ve heard they are starting to add more aggressive defense plays… So, I was thinking we might have to change our strategy. Malfoy hasn’t been showing up at the games, so we must assume their new Seeker will be present for this one too,” Harry announced.

               No. Draco wasn’t in Quidditch anymore. Harry barely saw him in the hallways either.

               It was strange. Harry had lived most of his years butting heads with the Slytherin. Though it was a nice reprieve… he couldn’t help but wonder if he should be worried. No. He had other things to worry about.

               The Gryffindor Quidditch team nodded before him and, once again, he was reminded that he was the Captain. He had to lead.

               “And we are going to practice the Slipping Shoulder play we taught last time, Chasers, and Beaters, I want you to simulate how it would work in real time. Give it all you have.”

               Both groups instantly groaned.

               “Really? That’s boring,” Melody said, frowning as she looked around the locker room.

               “It’s necessary,” Ginny replied.

               Harry swallowed down his nervousness. He had thought that the crush he had on her would disappear. It did not, much to his dismay and frustration. What would Ron think? It didn’t matter. He could live like this.

               Instead of nodding or saying yes, Harry let out a squeak.

               And after all the eyes were on him, he gave a cough.

               “It is… necessary. This is the best play for ruining their defense. Now! To the field!”

               With that, they left with only a small amount of mumblings. Harry sighed and grabbed the large chest that housed the three types of Quidditch balls. Melody appeared on the other side, picking it up with such force Harry nearly stumbled.

               “Sorry. You’re right. I just hate the drills… ever since Christmas, I’ve realized all of this practice is too much like fighting monsters-- only more boring,” Melody said, sighing.

               “It’s fine, and we practice so it becomes muscle memory. Something you’ll do in the game on instinct,” Harry replied.

               He didn’t know what to say about the fighting. He had only known duels and Quidditch. It was hard to not notice that some of her cheer was gone. It would be good to know why, but before he could ask, the practice had started and it looked like she was back to her usual self.

               Practice went by well and fast. Melody needed to clean up her technique (and try not to commit any fouls), Ginny had mastered the Slipping Shoulders, and Ron had a better save percentage. Better than when he had doubted himself.

               So, when Harry was in the locker room, he wrote down notes about what he had seen and what he needed to change before the game. Once the last of the inked words were on the parchment, Harry finally let his mind wander. Harry packed his clothes, flicking his wand to wash the damp, sweat-ridden clothes, thinking that he had somewhere to be after this. Or did he?

               Then he saw Ginny walking up to him. At first he was sure she would leave, but instead of taking the exit she headed straight toward him. Harry’s heart pattered against his ribs. 

               Ginny opened her mouth and somehow Harry forgot to listen. Aw, shit.

               “What?” Harry asked. 

               She was glaring at him. 

               “Why didn’t you tell me there was a meeting after this?” Ginny asked.

               Harry was snapped out of his reverie. 

               “What? What meeting?”

 

               Nico was nearly running through the halls. He couldn’t believe his ears when he heard of a D.A. 2.0 meeting happening. Was he that out of it? That he forgot about a meeting? Nico didn’t bother with the shocked face of the student, only grateful they had answered him after a few stuttering. 

               After that run-in with the Death Eaters during Christmas, Nico couldn’t afford to miss out on any training for his magic. He needed to be comfortable with it. Everyone else in that fight had long-range weapons (their wands) and he only had a sword. Even if it was a super cool sword, it was useless to attack Death Eaters when they were so far away.

               Huffing and Puffing, Nico looked into the opened doors of the Room of Requirement. His gaze was met with a few different crowds, all practicing different spells or moves. Halfway through scanning them, he realized he couldn’t see Harry and the rest of his group. Confused, Nico sauntered up to the one person he did know the best there: Marvus.

               “Sorry I’m late, it looks like…” Nico’s words trailed off as he stared. He must have looked everywhere. “Like some other people are late.”

               “It’s… okay,” Marvus mumbled, “it’s an emergency meeting really.”

               “What do you mean emergency meeting?”

               The moment Nico looked at Marvus, Hufflepuff looked away, embarrassed.

               “Well… It was the same group of girls who got me to hold a tiny practice. They wanted to go over some spells and somehow now everyone thinks it's a meeting. No matter how much I tell them it’s not.”

               Nico blinked.

               “Oh.”

               “So… you’re not actually late…,” Marvus finished.

               They looked out at the crowd. The Ravenclaw girls were desperately trying to cast the Patronus Charm. There was a horse and bunny galloping and hopping around the rest of the friends. Amongst them, was one Ravenclaw glaring at her wand in frustration. On the other side was a duel, Luna Lovegood smiling languidly at Neville. She walked over and picked up her wand.

               He should join the two duelers. Perhaps.

               “Draco is upset,” Marvus said.

               “Huh?”

               “He’s not doing well. He’s gotten worse. He came in and was angry to find out we were using this room,” Marvus looked over at Nico.

               Feeling the whiplash of topics, Nico just scowled.

               “Why are you nice to him? Everything I’ve tried, he’s always been… himself. Rude.”

               That didn’t ruffle Marvus, but he frowned.

               “I’m not. He’s a little shit. What he said to Neville. What he says to Harry. But Dracos’s important, Nico. I was talking to Melody about him over break. His father is back out of prison and he’s far from happy.”

               “And?”

               “She said he should be happier and she's right. But he’s not. He’s struggling with something… And I think it has to do with his father. His father, who has been known to be close to… You know Who.”

               Nico stared at the Hufflepuff as if he was speaking another language until it hit him.

                A Death Eater? Did Draco become a Death Eater over the break? Sure, Nico had thought of it a couple of times, but now other people were considering it more and more. 

               “You can’t be serious? He can’t be-”

               “You don’t know,” Marvus interrupted, “and don’t say anything. It might make it only worse.”

               Draco couldn’t be! He was… he is…

               And yet, all Nico could see was the silvery figure of a young man, who looked similar to Sirius talking about not losing sight of what he had. The love he had. It’s worth more than you know. 

               Sure, Voldemort didn’t trust Regulus with his Horcrux, at least, not directly. But, Regular was given some type of mission. Maybe there was another mission Draco Malfoy could do. Something the rest of Voldemort’s adult Death Eaters couldn’t… And didn’t the Sorting hat tell them to stick together? Unite against a common enemy…

               “Remember? A cornered animal. That metaphor,” Marvus continued.

               “I remember,” Nico answered, “and I’ve been trying… besides, I don’t understand how being friendly will change anything.”

               “It might not. But it also might. Things are changing… and we need to try to make it for the better.”

 

               Harry did not sprint, but he did powerwalk. For a short while. Quidditch was exhausting in ways that Harry couldn’t understand. His legs often ached from clutching to the broom and his core was tight from the movements he had to pull. Still, with Ginny and Ron he felt some energy come back. He didn’t have time to question where Melody or Hermione was.

               Because there was a meeting? There shouldn’t have been one. Wasn’t Harry running it now? How could this happen without his knowledge?

               And, sure enough, he walked to see the Room of Requirement to see that it was packed. When people turned and stared, Harry realized he had forgotten to use a spell to get rid of the stench of sweat and comb his hair into a somewhat orderly style. Taking a deep breath, he troughed forward, searching for the culprit.

               At least Marvus was surprised and a little sheepish when he saw Harry. Still, it did nothing to what Harry was feeling, even if Marvus moved around to hide behind a nonchalant Nico.

               “Really? A meeting? You never even asked, just made one,” Harry glared.

               “Marvus got bullied again,” Nico answered.

               “I did! And besides, it isn’t bad. We just… have a surprise meeting.”

               However, the fact that Marvus still used Nico as a human shield, moving the Slytherin so that he was always in between them told Harry otherwise. After a few failed steps to try to talk to the Hufflepuff face-to-face, Harry groaned in annoyance and stopped. 

               “Hello, Harry.”

               Turning around to see Neville’s rather confused face did nothing to ease Harry’s frustration.

               “So you knew about this surprise meeting too, didn’t you?”

               Neville frowned, “Yeah. I was one of the people to say we should… You were busy with Quidditch… and, well. They wanted one.”

               “It’s alright Harry, you didn’t miss anything,” Luna said, a far-off look and smile on her face, “other than discussions of an infested Ministry, that is.”

               “Still, it would have been good to tell Harry. He’s a leader of this club, isn’t he? He should know about any meetings, even if he can’t make them.” Ginny asked, crossing her arms as she stared at Luna. The Ravenclaw shrugged.

               “Maybe,” Luna nodded.

               Harry couldn’t argue about that. He looked around the room and sure enough, no one was paying attention to him anymore-- either dueling, practicing, or merely laughing and encouraging each other. It wasn’t very organized, but most of the students didn’t seem to care.

               His shoulders sagged.

               The members were all fine with the lack of instruction. In fact, maybe they were having a better time.

               “It’s fine. I was at Quidditch… and haven’t been around most of the day,” Harry said. 

               Between Quidditch, work, and the club… it should have been easier. Why wasn’t it? He had such a busy schedule… somewhere he needed to be.

               “And didn’t you want to be somewhere after practice?” Ron asked.

               “Yeah, I just--” Harry’s eyes widened, “oh shit. Slughorn.”

               Oh, even more damn running. 

 

               Pansy frowned as she read her letter again and again. Her mother would do what Pansy asked, even if her mother did care about Death Eaters. About her father. The threat was enough, it had to be. So, why was Pansy so worried? Frustrated, Pansy folded her parchment up and put her spell bounded wax onto it. It would be the only thing to keep other people from seeing it. And keep Pansy from trying to write another letter.

               The only issue was that she did not have an owl and there was a curfew. Would she be sneaking out to get into the Owlery at this hour?

               She was seriously considering it despite being a prefect. 

               “You need an owl?” Blaise asked, his eyes following the parchment with unhidden curiosity.

               She snapped her letter close to her side.

               “Yes. I do. You have one?”

               Blaise nodded, “I have several animals here. He wouldn’t mind taking it. Who is it for?”

               “My mother,” she replied. And no, with that answer, she was not lying. Though that should have deterred him, he smirked.

               “Really? Is there something you want from her?” He asked.

               Pansy instantly scoffed.

               “Just shut up and give me your owl!” she said and he laughed.

               “Alright, alright… Just don’t let anything happen to him. Mr. Feathers is one of my mum’s favorites,” he said, whistling. The owl came flying over and onto Blaise’s shoulder, looking at Pansy with large black eyes. A barn owl.

               “Okay, I won’t… and thanks,” Pansy said, holding out her letter.

               Mr. Feathers immediately took it in his beak.

               “It’s fine… we gotta stick together, don’t we?” Blaise said, grinning.

               She looked at him, before half-heartedly nodding, “Yes… we do.”

 

               “I’m sorry, Slughorn, I thought I would have enough time, but--” Harry stopped

               Slughorn had wide eyes and a caramelized pineapple halfway to his mouth from the jar on the side table beside him. He was wearing nighttime clothes with thousands of tiny crescent moons plastered all over him and the nightcap he wore. But, Harry stopped not because of the state he had caught the professor in, but the fact that a smug-looking Cormac was across from Slughorn.

               “Hello,” Harry said lamely.

               Maybe Slughorn won’t comment on my appearance.

               “Harry! My boy, I’m glad you could come, please, sit!” Slughorn smiled, gesturing to the seat next to Cormac, much to Cormac’s dismay. “You must have come straight from practice, am I right? You, er… you look different from how I see you in my classroom and the hallways.”

               Of course.

               Exhausted, Harry practically fell into the seat. He only felt embarrassment afterward and was thankful the chair hadn’t outright skidded a few centimeters across the floor.

               “Yep. Practice… took longer than I had anticipated,” Harry lied.

               No, Slughorn did not need to know about the group mess-up. Not about that club. Besides, all this talk of Quidditch was making Cormac only more sour than he already was. It was both funny (because Cormac was annoying in the past, an inconvenience to him was entertainment for Harry) and a little bothersome (Cormac could get even more annoying if his buttons were pushed too much).

               “I am glad you were here, Mr. McLaggon and I were discussing what we did over the holiday break since that is what you and I were-”

               “I am sorry, professor, but I have… important business,” Cormac stood up from his chair, nodding toward Slughorn. Both Slughorn and Harry watched him with surprise.

               “Oh, er, okay, my boy, I will…” without Slughorn finishing his sentence, Cormac rushed out, red-faced. Slughorn turned to Harry, confused. “Then I suppose I could just hear about your holidays. I’m sure it was eventful.”

               It was eventful, but Harry couldn’t tell Slughorn about the eventful… moments. Slughorn didn’t need to know about Harry being a Horcrux, destroying a Horcrux, and all of the demigod things… So, he spoke about the regular things. Spending time at the Burrow, bringing up the Weasleys, whom Slughorn’s mind easily glossed over.

               When Harry moved to Remus and Lupin, that was when Slughorn became interested. 

               “Oh? How are those two? And how is the werewolf?”

               The werewolf? Why is he saying it like that?

               “They’re… happier. And living together… I was a little surprised, by the way they have stuck together. But, Lupin is… Well, he comforts Sirius and keeps him from doing something stupid. And Sirius I guess gets Lupin to live a little, I don’t know. ”

               Now that Harry thought about it, he didn’t really understand what was going on between the two of them. It was a much closer friendship than Harry had with Ron…

               Wait. Was it a friendship?

               “And what about your uninvited guests? What happened with those?” Slughorn asked, sounding slightly giggly.

               It was as if Slughorn was waiting for gossip-- what kind of witch or wizard tried to ruin the holiday? Other than the Ministry, who waltzed in and tried to have Harry forget all about the horrors they put him through last year. Harry merely gulped. Of course, that wasn’t the action that Harry thought of when he thought of the break. Next to the Horcrux knowledge, was the event in which Dumbledore came to help.

               Where was Dumbledore now? Why did he not come to help that much anymore?

               “There were Death Eaters that came… but they did not stay long. Dumbledore took care of them,” Harry said, watching Slughorn. The professor shifted, uncomfortably looking away, “Did you have guests? Or uninvited guests?”

               The atmosphere turned cold. Slughorn reacted as if he was visibly slapped and he turned toward Harry, madder than Harry had ever seen Slughorn. 

               “No. And I don’t like what you’re implying,” Slughorn responded coldly.

               “Wait-- I didn’t mean it like that. I was just…” Shit, how do I even fix this? I was supposed to get on his good side, learn anything about Voldemort… Dumbledore even asked for a memory, but what? Well, it doesn’t even matter, look at him! Look at how angry he is! “You are alone, aren’t you? Didn’t you spend it with people?”

               “I don’t want to hear about this,” Slughorn said.

               “About what? I told you about my holiday, how was-”

               Slughorn stopped in front of Harry, “it’s been a long night. You should go back to your dorm and rest up. I’ll see you during class on Monday.”

               Not tomorrow. Only Monday because he’s a professor.

               It was a clear 'stay away from me' if Harry ever heard one. Frustration was one of the things Harry was feeling, next to anger. He was a professor. Someone who could help Harry. Who could help everyone against Voldemort-- and he wasn’t? He was going to turn Harry away?

               Fine.

               “Goodnight,” Harry huffed and left the office.

 

               Astoria only wanted Daphne’s comfort. It was never-ending. It was incessant. Daphne had thought it would be better away from the other students and in her dorm room. It was not. Even the comfort of her bed and her things was not enough for her head and heart to ease itself. She couldn't feel any of the soft fabric, the way she could hold the blanket and ease herself, or the strands of her own soft hair. All Daphne could feel was head and heart nearly exploding inside of her.  

               “Astoria, stop,” Daphne said, clutching her head, “stop. I need you to stop. Stop talking about them, stop wondering, stop it all. Whatever happens with our parents, their friends, and everyone, it's not my fault!”

               There was only a second before Astoria’s eyes widened, the tears on her cheeks glistening. And then, after a mental rewind, Daphne froze. She felt all the anger slip away into fear.

               “Our fault. I meant our fault,” Daphne mumbled.

               There was no emotion in her tone. Nothing to cover it up. Nothing deterred Astoria from the true conclusion. It looked like Astoria couldn’t believe it. How could her older sister do such a thing? And Daphne knew-- knew it was the right thing to do, send that letter, but it was this moment that she had been dreading, the only thing that could possibly make her regret her decision.

               “You were the one who wrote the letter,” Astoria said blankly. She was no longer crying. 

               Daphne looked away, running her fingers through her hair. She did the right thing, didn’t she? Of course, she did, she knew she did!

               “They were putting you in danger, Astoria,” Daphne started, “they were-”

               “They were not-”

               “They were! Practicing spells and not telling us which rooms. It could have been dangerous. Not even warning us until we came home? So many strangers, Apparating in and out.”

               It was a nightmare of a break-- living like that. Coming back, Daphne expected some solace, but the decision of what to do loomed over her like a heavy dark cloud.

               “It’s Mum and Dad’s house, their friends. We should treat their decisions with respect. Nothing happened at the house, I was fine.”

               Yes, it was their Mum and Dad’s house. Their friends. Treat their parents, their decisions, and their rules with respect. After all, they were… They were their parents. But what Nico had done? What Pansy had done? It was turning all those perfect and easy rules in that house into something else.

               For a while, Daphne didn’t see her parent’s friends. She avoided the rooms in which they were in and kept to herself. It was easy to ignore the fact that they were Death Eaters that way. But… then…

               “What about the Fwooper? Meloise? Has that not eaten your insides? Like it has mine?”

               Daphne won’t forget that. Walking in to see the beautifully colored feathers and blood. It was impossible to ignore.

               The House Elf cleaned it up later that night. There was something Daphne could have done. Checked the gate. Done anything to keep the visitors-- those Death Eaters--  away from those large greenhouses. Something. And, yet, all she had done was avoid it, just as she avoided those Death Eaters.

               Pain flickered across Astoria. 

               “It… it was an accident. They didn’t mean to,” Astoria started weakly.

               “No. They should have known better than to leave the gates open. They might not have killed Meloise, but they let something in to kill her. They should have known.”

               “But… Slytherins stick together. Family sticks together.”

               Daphne shook her head, “We can’t keep saying that. It’s not true…”

               “It’s not true when you betray us!”

               Daphne pulled her blonde hair forward, raking over it. There was too much going on-- too many thoughts. Astoria was right! Of course, her family would not stay by her side because of her actions, her parents were on trial. Likely more. A part of her wished more.

               There was something wrong with the way her family lived. And once that door had been opened, it was impossible to close. There was so much to say and yet nothing came out. Nothing could… But Daphne knew. She couldn’t take back what she did. She wouldn’t.

               “They don’t care about us, Astoria. It’s only him they worry about, him they try to please. They--” Daphne shook her head, “They didn’t care to keep the gate closed. And they didn’t care that they failed Meloise.”

               Once again, Astoria looked away, her fingers thumbing with her robes.

               “It’s just a Fwooper,” Astoria said.

               “It’s not.”

               Nico was right. Daphne had learned from Pansy, from last year, that what she had known about her parents and their friends was not as it seemed. Not what she had known. And though she knew that Nico had come in and everything changed, it didn’t settle in her skin until then. Until the Fwooper was on the ground and the House Elf, Herbal, had come in and then cleaned the area spotless. And, yet, when Daphne came back, it felt as if the body and blood were still on the ground. Something had snapped in her like broken glass and only in the past week had the pieces come back together differently than before.

               Now, it felt like Daphne truly understood why Nico was here.

               “You’ll see, Astoria. You’ll understand, you are more caring than me,” Daphne said.

               Tears welled up in Astoria’s eyes and she left. Daphne didn’t try to go after her.

Notes:

Reference! It's not about the vespa! Yes, give me your thoughts.

But, also, how was this chapter? HEhehe... quite the turning point. Exciting. This was planned a long time ago and the next three chapters or so, oh... it will be juicy! so nice.
What do you all think of Daphne? I will probably be going into her more, which will reveal more about old family culture and... the interesting stuff about it :)

Also, more Voldemort flashbacks! oh, they are good... very good and revealing :)

Again, thank you all who are still reading this. I love hearing your thoughts... and I hope to post again, and not with months in between. Have a good time in between!

Chapter 42: As Some Doors Close, Others Open

Notes:

Damn... since October 17, 2022. Now January 25, 2023.
Welp, I had to go to the ER, had to figure out some medical problems, quit one of my jobs (since problems medical was partially stress), and then go to my grandmother's funeral :( a grandmother that somewhat inspired me to write this. she was an interesting and complicated woman.

it's been a lot folks! But, um. I have been trying to write this chapter for a while... and you might see a character that you thought had been deleted forever. A scene that was taken out of chapter 16 or whatever and now? Finally has made it's showing. It's mark? There is a saying there.

I got really obsessed with w101, especially ending of Novus. Then obsessed with Dark Crystal. And then really. liked Puss in Boots, the last wish. There was so much good things. Anyway, back to the show!

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               Nico stared at the dummy. There was a lot to think about and Nico was at his wit’s end. He breathed in and breathed out. He needed to become better with his casting-- Nico was a wizard! But… not exactly in practice. Back when he had faced those Death Eaters at Christmas, he was near useless. A sword when everyone else casted spells? They always tell you not to bring a knife to a gunfight for a reason.

               It was easier being in Hogwarts. It was like camp, a safe space to learn before being tossed out into the world with monsters.

               But the Death Eaters. The Slytherins-- how will they react to what Daphne had done?

               He took in another breath.

               During the downtime he had at camp and life in general, he would practice with his sword. It was calming, the repetitive movements. In no time, his sword became an extension of himself… just as the wand needed to feel. However, an hour into this practice and Nico realized he was using too much thought for any of this to be relaxing. Oh well, at least he was getting better at using his wand. 

               But that was today. Catching up on assignments. Trying to figure out how he was messing up. Thinking about all that he had on his plate-- thinking about what Daphne had told them earlier this morning with a downcast, accepted look. 

               “Expelliarmus!” Nico casted.

               The wand merely jiggled in the dummy’s hand. Nico sighed. Again. He needed to try it again-- but focused! Focus. It… it was very hard to focus.

 

               “So what’s going to happen now? For you?” Nico asked when he and Daphne were alone in the out clove of the many hallways in Hogwarts.

                That question was very potent, he knew. But it was a question Daphne needed to think about. Pansy doesn’t go home anymore. She didn’t during the summer… and not during break. 

                “Astoria might not tell, but others will. My family has a tight-knit group of friends and even if their children might not be the same age as us, everything comes out eventually at Hogwarts. It will get back to my parents and they will disown me, publicly and then privately,” Daphne said, looking down.

               Disown her. Would that look the same as it was for Pansy? Was her family just a house for her? From what Nico had witnessed with Astoria, he doubted it. There could have actually been relationships, bonding between them all, perhaps a promise of the family business.

               But, Nico didn’t know. He didn’t know about any of those things.

               “Why did you never tell me about your family?” Nico asked.

               Daphne ran her fingers through her hair, starting from mid-length and raking down. Her pedicured nails poked through. Up and down. Up and down.

               “Most other Slytherins knew about my family before I came to Hogwarts, and if they didn’t, they knew by the first year. About the Golden Snidgets, Fwoopers… strong hierarchy, even within the family. Most Slytherins have that. Most Slytherins are very similar,” Daphne frowned and looked away, “you are not like other Slytherins. And that has nothing to do with you… being, you know. A demigod. Special.”

               Special. Nico had once associated that word with demigods. But, that was a long time ago. However, Nico found he couldn’t correct her. She stared off where the rest of their friends disappeared. It was strange, Daphne was the one who had asked Nico to stay behind.

               “Before you, I never had to think about how my family did things. I never questioned it because that was all I knew. And all I knew when I became… a Slytherin. Tradition, knowing your place within the wizarding world and the Sacred Twenty-Eight, and making sure it all stayed that way. And now that I don’t have that, I…”

               Daphne didn’t have to finish her words. He could hear them clearly. 

               I don’t know what to do now. 

               In the memories that had been locked up in his mind for so long whispered to him of times when small boys and girls shared that they were the greatest people in the world…  only the greatest people for the greatest nation… When he repeated those words back to his mother, she hushed him.

               Never let your compassion have limits, she had said.

               He looked up at Daphne. Her fingers still went up and down, her blonde hair couldn’t have any tangles even if it wanted to.

              “It’s scary, but it is also freeing,” Nico answered, “you can be a clean slate if you want. Make changes you never thought about before.”

 

               Focus… Come on, it shouldn’t be this hard! Nico never had this much trouble with--

               “What could you possibly be doing in this room this long?!” a voice screamed at the entrance.

               With only instinct, Nico whipped around and pointed his wand at the newcomer. The figure cowered, shielding his head with his hands and arms, and a wand clenched tightly in a fist. Nico’s heart felt like it was going to jump out of his chest. At once, Nico realized who it was and he breathed out, trying to calm down his heart.

               “Draco?” Nico started, walking forward in confusion. 

               At his name, Draco’s head whipped up.

               “Are you practicing? Is that what you’ve been doing for the past four hours?! I hope it’s been with different spells because if it's just one, you’re just a lost cause,” Draco snarled.

               He came in and was angry to find out we were using this room, Marvus had said the other day. What could Draco use this room for? What-- oh shit. 

               “It hasn’t been four hours. I wouldn’t be doing this for four hours,” Nico said, panicked. 

               “Oh, it has,” Draco said, marching forward, “and it’s way past curfew--”

               Not only was Nico late to the Occlumency lesson, but he had also totally missed it. Nico was only supposed to practice for an hour at most. Not only had Professor Snape waited all that time, but he likely turned it in after an hour passed. Nico might have forgotten. Blew off the Occlumency lesson. No! Why weren’t there any clocks in this room? How could he be doing this for four hours?

               Tracey had been nice and given him a cloak since she knew he would be out. He was ready and… well, as ready as he could have been. Now there was nothing to worry about. Nothing to clear his mind for…

               Nico cursed under his breath.

               “That’s right and you are in so much trouble-”

               “Oh shut up, you’re out too during curfew too!” Nico interrupted, huffing, “and I know even if you are a prefect, you still don’t have those privileges.”

               Pansy didn’t, so Draco didn’t. Gods, what was he going to say to Professor Snape? I’m sorry? I forgot? No, those are too pathetic!

               Those lessons were important. Without it Dumbledore, his greatest possible ally, will die before being… helpful. At least, as helpful as he could be.

               “What could you be doing out here this late anyway?” Nico asked. He needed to tell Professor Snape… but that would have to wait until morning. Hopefully, Professor Snape didn’t try to go looking for Nico.

               Nico was only met with silence. Draco had his lips firmly pressed together. Anger still radiated from him. Frustration. 

               “It doesn’t matter because we both have to go turn in, anyway,” Nico grumbled. No, whatever reason Draco could be waiting for, it probably wasn’t good. Not if he was a Death Eater with some new mission. 

               The walk back was as Nico expected: awkward. And silent.

               A cold wind blew against the outer walls of the castle and whistled as it snuck its way through the hallways. Draco shivered more than once, his teeth chattering. The demigod tried to ignore it, but there wasn’t much else to hear other than their footsteps or the crackle of fire on the lit torches. 

               Nico looked over at Draco’s chattering form.

               “Do you want my cloak?”

               “I’m fine.”

               The demigod narrowed his eyes but then resumed staring ahead. There were more stretches of silence. It would be good to hear the professors before they saw them. But, once again, Nico could hear the chattering. Nico’s eye twitched.

               “We’ll both be caught with the noise you're making.”

               “You make it sound like you’ve done this before, di Angelo,” Draco replied. 

               I have, Nico thought but he kept that to himself. Of course, that was the moment Nico realized there was a third set of footsteps echoing. He froze. Draco opened his mouth, no doubt to ask why he had stopped before he too, froze. The Slytherins looked at one another and the statue, conveniently, to the right of them. 

               There wasn’t any talking as they shoved themselves behind it, shuffling to have their cloak and everything disappear. And yet, now that Nico was next to him, he could hear chattering still.

               Are you kidding me?

               The footsteps were joined with talking. Did Nico mishear? Was there more than one? Without asking this time, Nico took off the cloak. Draco backed away in some alarm, as if Nico was holding a weapon instead of fabric, but couldn’t escape it when Nico wrapped the warmth around the other’s shoulders. Nico put his finger in front of his mouth: be quiet!

               The talking got louder. And, finally, it was words instead of sounds. 

               “Dumbledore… always putting his nose into everything,” Slughorn mumbled with frustration.

               The professor was coming from the direction of the Slytherin dorms. Huh. Nico leaned closer to the statue, feeling the cold marble beneath his fingertips.

               “But putting my boy into it? I never thought he would,” oh. Slughorn is talking to himself. “No, no! He doesn’t understand. They do not… Was this the only reason he asked me to come back? I thought he considered me good company…”

               The rest of his sentences were too muddled with sadness by the time he disappeared on the other side. 

               My boy, was that Harry? Nico knew Dumbledore wanted a memory… Perhaps Harry had tried something. It obviously went wrong. He glanced over to Draco. Nico shouldn’t have worried. The Slytherin was staring at the ground, the cloak now pulled up to his chin. Nico nudged him and slipped back into the hallway.

               Though Slughorn was still in sight as a small ball of light, he knew the professor would not look back. And would not hear them, not over the monologue.

               “You’ve done this a lot, haven’t you?” Draco whispered.

               “When I’ve been practicing.” And a few other things. But, Draco didn’t need to know that.

               “You’re not very good at magic.”

               No. No, Nico still wasn’t. But, he was getting better.

               “I was practicing some spells that I learned at the club, you know. Where they go over these kinds of defensive spells... Hogwarts really should teach them, especially that one spell against Dementors.”

               Nico never wanted to run into a Dementor. He didn’t know what would happen… something that fed on happiness? Could suck your soul out?

               “I don’t have to be afraid of those.”

               Don’t have to be. That didn’t mean Draco was or wasn’t. 

               “I am,” Nico admitted. “Afraid of them. I've heard that you feel like all the color has been drained out of the world, that you won’t experience happiness again… I’d rather not feel that. Not again.”

               Draco narrowed his eyes at Nico before realization dawned on him. Draco turned away before Nico could see the look on his face. It wasn't pity. Morbid curiosity, maybe. Either way, Draco didn’t say anything, nor look in his direction, only pulling the cloak closer to him when the wind snaked through. 

               When they walked through the door of the Slytherin common room, Draco took off the cloak.

               “Thanks,” Draco said and he disappeared into the boys’ dormitory. 

 

               All Nico could say was that the Slytherins knew the truth by Monday. They all knew. Astoria being silent and sitting away from her sister in the Great hall must have been the biggest tell. There was a coldness between the two that had nothing to do with the lowering temperature outside.

               The questions about how Daphne was doing, how Astoria was doing, and how the family would stay strong stopped. Now, when Nico walked along the Slytherin table toward the professors, there were only whispers and distrustful looks. Tracey had said it would be like this. Thus, Daphne, Millicent, Pansy, and Tracey did not come to breakfast, saying they'd get the food somewhere else. They were worried that Nico wanted to go by himself.

               But, Nico had a professor to apologize to.

               He made it halfway through the Great Hall before Professor Snape found him amongst the crowd. The professor’s eyes darkened and he took a sip from his goblet as if pretending he didn’t notice Nico. It didn’t fool the demigod. A few of the other professors’ attention wandered to Nico, but upon inspection of the tie turned them back to their conversations. Notably, McGonagall returned toward Dumbledore.

               The older wizard gave Nico a once over before becoming engaged in her statement, whatever it was, and Nico felt a pang of frustration. It didn't matter, Nico made his way down the professor table until he was in front of Professor Snape. 

               “You did not come to your remedial session,” Professor Snape greeted Nico. 

               Remedial? Wait. Yeah. That was what they were calling it. 

               “Sorry, Professor Snape, I didn't mean to miss our meeting. I forgot. I was practicing spells to get something off my mind and I didn’t keep track of time.”

               “Ah… was there something else you had done? Something you want to tell me?” Professor Snape asked.

               Was he hinting at the Daphne situation? No. No, he couldn’t have. And the way that Professor Snape focused on his food told Nico that it couldn’t have been an important question. Maybe one to save face. Or, was it something else? Either way, Nico didn't necessarily believe the other professor should know. Though they might have been polite to not stare, they could be listening in. 

               “No, it was just some… Something I heard about,” Nico answered.

               “Ah. I remember being your age-- it happens. Our next remedial class will have to be next week, and only once then. Apparition lessons are bound to start and they cut into our usual time. And I want you to focus on those lessons so you do not injure yourself.”

               Unlike someone, Professor Snape seemed to say. But maybe that was a little presumptuous. Nico shook his head.

               “Okay, I look forward to that time. Thank you again,” Nico said and he walked back to the Slytherin table to down food before class. Conversations ceased when he neared, earning a few glaring looks. Whatever. Nico had it too good for too long.

               He let his attention drift down… noticing that there was a certain someone missing from the table. Draco. As always. 

 

               “I don’t think going to the party with some extra caramelized pineapples is going to make Slughorn like me any more than he already does: Which is none. He hates me right now,” Harry said, watching Slughorn pitifully try to wipe some crumbs off of his robes at the professors' table. Slughorn, once done, went to take another bit of his scone.

               More crumbs fell down onto his robes. And the cycle continued.

               “How can he hate you? He loves you, he even calls you ‘my boy’ with the most enthusiastic voice,” Ron said.

               Of course, Harry had told them what had happened. But the way it was going, only Melody and Hermione truly knew how right Harry was.

               “Maybe it’s pride,” Melody said, “you insulted him and now he’s upset. How do you plan on sugaring him up.”

               Harry gave her a look.

               “Caramelized pineapples is my best bet,” Harry said.

               Melody frowned, “You just said that it wouldn't work though. Maybe you need something other than literal sugar?”

               Harry groaned. It would be good to have real suggestions, but when he turned to Hermione, she was already nose deep in a book. Though he knew she likely wouldn’t be any help, Harry had to try.

               “Hermione? Any ideas?”

               “No,” she replied emotionlessly, turning to the next page.

               Great. It was fine, it was all fine. Harry should have known. Hermione was not looking forward to Apparation lessons. When Ron and Harry had told her about the very real possibility of Splinching (and Sirius and Lupin’s very real wounds from it) she had immediately been taken by the books. Though, he didn’t understand how Hermione had thought the research would help. They already knew from experience that books could only go so far.

               “Alright,” Harry said.

               Guess this might be a thing he would have to wait on. Though Harry had gotten quite used to Slughorn’s favoritism and he was not looking forward to losing it. At least he had the Half-Blood Prince to help him.

 

               “For once, no one asks me anything,” Pansy said, frowning as she and Nico walked toward Herbology. “I would say I enjoyed it if I didn’t know why.”

               Pansy grumbled, looking at the other Slytherins. They didn’t turn away, rather, openly stared. And to think that Nico had finally gotten used to the opposite. Pansy had picked him up close to the start of class, the other three of their group already gone. She was confident, standing straight or walking with the clear knowledge that people would get out of the way for her. They still did. But there wasn't pride in Pansy's eyes. 

               “They know,” Nico said.

               “Of course they know… It’s just… It’s frustrating! What if they don’t like me anymore? What if… what if they don’t look up to me? What if they go to another person instead? Most of the young Slytherins are supposed to go to me for questions, I’m a prefect, that’s why they’ve always been so comfortable, but…”    

               Nico wanted to say that nothing would change. The small Slytherins, though quite annoying sometimes, would still come to her for help, questions, and look up to her as a role model. They have been since he had gotten here. Of course, not to the degree he had seen this year.

               But he couldn’t lie to her. Not with the way the Slytherins pointedly looked away from him when he walked into the room.

               “Cassius did a lot to save my skin,” Nico said, “what’s so different?”

               A dark look fell over Pansy.

               “You didn’t betray your family, your blood,” Pansy spat out, “now, come on, we’re going to be late and then Professor Sprout might force us to work with other students and I don’t think I can handle trying to trim a Wiggentree and be judged every five seconds for it by a Bowtruckle and another student.”

 

               Hermione did feel a tiny bit of glee when Professor Slughorn did not cater to Harry’s every whim nor praise him until there was an impromptu lecture on how the Boy Who Lived was the best student ever. However, that glee dulled when Harry showed his potion to Slughorn and there wasn’t a single positive word said. Merely, to turn it in at the front.

               During the class, Hermione finally looked over the notes of the Half-Blood Prince. Not only were there changes, there were explanations for the changes. Hermione had made the same potion as Harry and she received not only a brilliant smile from Slughorn, but he spoke of introducing her to a previous student of his, any that could help her in her chosen career.

               Sure, Hermione hadn’t thought that far ahead in her life, at least, not on the specifics. Normally she would have glowed at the praise. But… she couldn’t. Not while thinking of Harry.

               Class ended and, with one final compliment from Slughorn, she was out of there with the rest of her friends.

               “You know how he is,” Ron comforted Harry.

               Harry frowned, “I know. But seeing it happen to other people was much more fun than experiencing it.”

               “Yeah, I know, right!” Melody said, jumping right in. Her back swung around her side, nearly hitting their walking neighbors. She quickly tucked the bag closer to her waist, “I never thought that you could be removed from the pedestal of being the favorite student.”

               “I didn’t either,” Hermione agreed.

               It was so quick. And it was going to take more than the caramelized pineapple to win it back.

               “You might have to apologize to Slughorn,” Hermione said to Harry.

               “Apologize? For what? Asking about his winter break? No. I won’t. Come on, let’s go to the Room of Requirement. I can maybe plan something for the club or Quidditch… even if it is going to probably be canceled soon,” Harry mumbled.

               Melody patted Harry’s shoulder. It didn’t appear to cheer him up.

               “We can all go,” Hermione said, “that would be the quietest to work before dinner.”

 

               Herbology was… as easy as it could be. The Bowtruckles were nicer to Pansy and seemed to appreciate that she was helping their tree. Too many leaves were yellowing and browning from the frost and cold nipping through the greenhouse glass. And though it took some convincing (showing off trimming skills on another plant, Pansy promising them treats, and a few splinters from distrustful Bowtruckles), Nico was allowed to help out too.

               Professor Sprout ended the lesson talking not about the Wiggentree at all, but rather the Bowtruckles. And that Herbology not only encompassed the plants, but those that the plants relied on.

               For every interaction with a plant, there was going to be something else there, whether it was something seen or not.

               Nico understood the “seen” part with the Bowtruckle scratches littering his hands-- it could almost take away from the scarred letters. But, he left wondering what she had meant about the unseen. Magic? Or fungi?

               As for Pansy, it was clear she had not really listened at all.

               “I don’t think it would be good to eat dinner in the hall. At least, not for long. Let some people cool down… and so there aren’t any more outbursts that could make the situation worse,” Pansy continued.

               “Hmh,” Nico said.

               It would be good to avoid the backlash of drama. However, Slytherins weren’t looking their way now. Most rushed ahead to the next class or to break time while Pansy and Nico were left cleaning up their area (soil, cut leaves, and a few broken scissors). The only other person who had stayed back was Draco, and not willingly. Professor Sprout held him back, what for, Nico didn’t try to listen.

               But, he could guess why.

               Draco never did his homework. His work was sloppy and unenthusiastic. No one wished to partner with the Slytherin anymore. No one had wanted to for a while.

               Nico looked up at the large doors into Hogwarts. Older than him, older than probably most of the ghosts too. The thick wood was filled with scratches from past students, and some initials were carved in with dates. The oldest he saw was around 1000 A.D.

               Did the students at that time run into the same problems as Nico did? As Pansy did?

               There was a shove between Pansy and Nico, separating them, a mad dash to get inside and away from the cold.

               “Hey, watch it!” Pansy snarled and then her fury disappeared in surprise. 

               Draco didn’t respond as he rushed down the hallway to the right, his steps struggling before getting into a correct rhythm.

               “What’s his rush? It’s only a break and then dinner,” Pansy said, shaking her head, and she continued.

               Nico’s step nearly fell in line with hers before he stopped. Death was leaning against the wall, their cloak of souls lit up by the white light from outside and the glowing torch beside them. Their skeleton hands clicked against the marble, scratching it. A shiver ran down Nico’s spine.

               “What?” Pansy asked, pausing. She followed his gaze and she squinted, “what? I don’t see anything.”

               “I see Death.”

               The clicking stopped. It was still impossible to see the face underneath the cloak, impossible to see what Death was looking at or thinking. But, Nico couldn’t ignore the skeleton fingers pointing toward where Draco disappeared.

               Nico turned to a puzzled Pansy, “I need to follow Draco. Just get some dinner and I can meet you in the library afterwards.”

               She stared at him, not quite sure how he got from Point A to Point B. She moved and peered over Nico to look at the wall Death draped themselves over. Nothing like recognition or fear crossed her eyes and she then focused on Nico.

               “Okay, just be careful. And show up at the library before curfew,” she replied.

               He nodded. She clutched her books closer to herself and for a moment, she hesitated. Then she turned and hurried off up the stairs. When she disappeared, Nico’s attention fell on Death. Waiting. Watching. Nico groaned and began to make his way down the hallway and after Draco. 

 

               Pansy didn’t know why she was unhappy. She was sitting down next to the rest of her friends, but all she could think about was Nico following after Draco. Why Draco? And why did Death care so much too? Draco couldn’t have been doing anything important, he was always so…

               Maybe she was just upset. And worried. Death? Draco? It couldn’t have been good. But, Nico didn’t ask her to come with him.

               Not that she wanted to see Draco anyway. 

               Pansy, Tracey, Millicent, and Tracey were the only Slytherins in the library and Millicent kept her eyes on the entrance, ever vigilant. The only breaks she took were when Daphne handed her freshly made tea in a small green tea cup. Another one of those assignments from Firenze, which was to practice.  

               “I need you to take a sip from the tea,” Daphne said, nodding toward the cup she gave to Millicent moments ago, “how am I supposed to practice if my partner isn’t participating?”

               Millicent, without focusing too much, downed the tea nearly in one gulp, and then set the cup down. The shock from Daphne’s face faded as she pulled the cup toward herself. She frowned.

               “You drank everything. There are no leaves,” Daphne said.

               “She’s had too much tea, how about you practice on me?” Tracey asked, making grabbing motions toward the teacup.

               Millicent’s expression was still blank, her attention beyond their table. Daphne sighed and waved her wand weakly. Tea filled the cup and she placed it in front of Tracey. Pansy wrinkled her nose. It smelled like peppermint and something else. Peppermint was the worst, no wonder Millicent downed it so fast. Wait. Didn’t she need leaves for the prophesying thing to work?

               Pansy thought of Nico. And Death.

               “What are you looking at, Millicent?” Pansy asked.

               “The new stalker,” Millicent answered blankly.

               Pansy made a disgusted noise and quickly turned around. A few tables away was a familiar face with short black hair. Her expression turned into one of confusion. Henry North?

 

               Nico passed by a younger Slytherin with scales in her hands, walking near one of the classrooms. He watched as she jumped upon seeing him. Hadn’t Nico seen this before? A young girl like that with scales?

               It didn’t matter. Nico had to keep up. Draco was going much faster than the demigod initially thought, only his footsteps to be heard. It didn’t make any sense, what was Draco doing at this time? There was dinner and…

               He turned the corner and there was no one to be seen. Nico’s pace faltered and disappointment started to flood his veins. There was no rush to get ahead anymore. His lonely footsteps echoed in the hallway. Funny how a school so big and filled with students could be so empty. Nico stopped as he looked at the entrance of the Room of Requirement. Someone was using it. The door was not absent, but large, wooden, and opened just a few centimeters. 

               A D.A. meeting? Or maybe it was just planning time.

               That was all they were doing now. Nico let his eyes fall to the ground and started to plan his retreat… What he was going to say to Death when he saw them…

               But, then he heard something scuffing the wood and metal. Nico turned back toward the door of the Room of Requirement. It hadn't moved.

               Nico frowned, looking around, wondering if it was a small rodent or perhaps--

               There it was again. And Nico knew where it came from. He let his feet take him further into the hallway until he made it to the small room to the right. Sure enough, the small door was creaking open and close, wind whistling through the opening, and… there was a shadow peeking from underneath. From the other side.

               A moving shadow. Nico went and opened the door.

               “What is it, what do you--” Draco’s shoulders sagged back down when he saw Nico,  “want.”

 

               Without Liam Murphy, Henry North was just another small, third-year Ravenclaw. Actually, even compared to his older and taller brother, he seemed like he was younger by at least four years instead of two. This North still had full cheeks, a soft, round face, and black hair that wasn’t cut very well around his head, leading to several cowlicks.

               What was he doing here?

               Suddenly, and very conspicuously, Henry brought up his textbook to his face, nearly hitting his head. And the textbook, from the unreadable title, was upside down.

               “He’s not very good at this ‘being discrete’ thing,” Tracey muttered casually, a smile growing on her face.

               Pansy scoffed.

               “No, he isn’t. He’s supposed to be smart… Is this just a ploy?” Pansy asked.

               Tracey shrugged and Daphne pointedly looked at her teacup, either reading or pretending to read a fortune. No, it couldn't have been a ploy. There was only one of him and three of them… It would be nice if Nico was there. What could he be doing that would be taking so much of his time? What could Death be doing? Nico didn't seem to be worried about Death, more of a bother, but...

               It was just a boy. This was an easy problem to fix.

               Pansy stood up, “Hey, North! Come over here!”

 

               “What are you doing here?” Nico asked and his eyes darted around.

               For all intents and purposes, it must have been a closet of a classroom. Parchment, both written and new, were rolled up and stuffed in cabinets or thrown on the ground, empty and dried up ink bottles in one corner while jars of dried plants or crusted and preserved animal parts were in the other. There looked to be a human skull on a bench, which Nico had the fantastic ability to know it was real.

               And there were some clean supplies here and there. Soap. Sponges. Broom.

               And no Death to be found.

               “You want to use the Room of Requirement again? Is this where you waited? Last time?” Nico asked. No answer. “Isn’t that boring? Wasteful?”

               “It’s not wasteful,” Draco scowled. He started to scratch the inside of his forearm, nails raking against his rather thin robes.

 

               The small Ravenclaw jumped out of his seat as if he had been waiting for Pansy’s call, his textbook light as air in his hands as he took it with him. 

               Suddenly it looked like Divination wasn’t so interesting anymore. Or, at least the fake prophesying didn’t. Daphne looked up from Pansy to North, panicked. 

               “You’re going to get us kicked out,” Daphne whispered urgently. 

               "No, I'm not. It'll be quick, you'll see."

                By the way, Daphne muttered “Merlin,” and tried to look anywhere but the approaching student, Pansy knew her friend didn't believe her. However, Pansy didn't care. She knew how to handle other students in situations like these. 

               “Hello, Pansy Parkinson,” Henry greeted. His fingers tapped his textbook as if it were piano keys and gave a nervous smile.

               “We don’t appreciate you staring at us. If you have something to say, say it now,” Pansy said plainly. 

               His finger stopped tapping and the smile fell off his face. And somehow, he held the textbook tighter like it was a shield. He gulped.

               “I, er, was wondering if you… um. Could join my club.”

 

               “Waiting? It’s not fun, certainly not when you aren’t even dressed for the weather again, do you like freezing?” Nico asked.

               “There is a lot on my mind,” Draco replied sternly.

               “And yet you wait for hours at a time?”

               “What else am I supposed to do?” Draco suddenly shouted. His eyes were frantic and so was his movement as he rushed toward Nico, not out of harm, but something to grab, something to hold onto. He gripped Nico’s shoulders as if it was a lifeline, “What else? What else do we do at this age other than study and then take exams? That’s what’s expected, wanted, but even that’s a waste.” There was more emotion in his voice and face, more than just the regular indifference or disdain Nico had heard.  It was frustration that might have been boiling into crusted and burnt resentment. “It’s all wasteful, it’s all a waste of time. The busy work, the lectures that never help, and useless support. So, I might as well, right? Might as well waste my time doing this instead of that. Because homework and lessons aren’t going to keep my--”

               Draco deflated instantly. Nothing, no emotions or change anymore. Regret spread across Draco's face.

               And there, in the corner of the ceiling, Nico saw them. Death, with the souls leaking and dripping from the walls, lowering themselves into the room. The light went away in the room.

               Draco heaved in the air and backed away. He rubbed his hands at his face as if it could erase the past few seconds. The demigod’s attention darted away from Death to the person in front of him. What did Death want him to do? What was this? What was Draco about to say?

               Nico used to think that about Hogwarts, living his life as a regular wizard student was a waste. He didn’t think that way anymore. Nico had been with his friends and enjoyed the routine of classes even if most of the animals and plants didn’t like him very much.

               But, in the beginning, when all he had was a single mission, it was hard to find exams and studying worthwhile.

               Was Draco given a mission? Was he already a Death Eater? If Nico asked, would Draco answer?

               I doubt it.

               Then what? What was there to say? Nico began to twist the ring on his finger, only tiny prickles of pain shooting through him. Nico blinked, seeing the small amount of blood on his hands, and remembered his last class.

               “Sometimes… sometimes Herbology is not just learning about plants or taking care of them. It’s also watching your friend bargain with the Bowtruckles so they don’t give you another splinter.”

               Death had told him to befriend Draco. And brought up that Dumbledore didn’t have much time. There was no last Horcrux to find, only to wait. Nico had tried his best to defy all of that, to complete the rest of the quest the way he wanted…

               Draco looked at Nico, his face changing as Nico brought up and fanned out his fingers.

               Draco had been alone lately, hadn’t he? Crabbe and Goyle didn’t appear to be very good friends, more like followers than equals. Maybe it was because they were like that, or told to be like that. The hierarchy Slytherins appeared to be obsessed with. But, wasn’t Pansy something? Even if she was just a little follower? Didn’t he know he could have friends?

               “You said you knew defensive spells that Hogwarts didn’t teach us,” Draco said.

               “Uh… yes?”

               “Can you teach them to me?”

 

               “What kind of club?” Tracy asked, leaning toward him.

               Tracy was already in too many clubs, Pansy thought. Does she really want to join another?

               “A movie club,” he smiled.

               That sounded familiar. Wasn’t that one of the devices that Muggles had… the books sometimes had? Wait. No. Nico had called it something else. It hadn’t been in many of her stories that she had read from Nico. 

               “Isn’t a movie a… moving photograph that tells a story and has the people speaking and music?” Pansy asked.

               North nodded, “not really, but also yes? It’s a video!” More blank faces. “Okay, it’s exactly like what you said. The important part is that it’s a visual story. Instead of reading it, you watch it… as it moves. Movie. Yes?”

               “And why would we want to join it?” Pansy asked.

               A Ravenclaw asking for them to join a random club after this mess? Was this really what Henry North wanted to ask them about? All those random looks and just? This? What was going on?

               It wouldn’t be good for them to be associating themselves with the other Houses. Not right now. They weren’t depending on Pansy for a leader anymore. What little worth they would have was if they set it right for Slytherin. Somehow prove to them that they won’t do what Daphne did to her family.

               I’m really going to let this go, aren’t I?

               “Well, I don’t know,” North said, “I didn’t think I’d get this far, to be honest. But, it would be nice to have new members who care about stories. And you did that book thing last year. With the Gatsby Deserved Better pins and all. And not really this year.”

               His words trailed off. Pansy let her eyes wander to her friends. What did they think of this?

               Daphne was trying her best not to look up, but beyond the guardedness there was confusion. Millicent was as blank as ever, holding Daphne’s hand. And Tracey, well… she was only interested.

               “Who else is in the club?” Tracey asked.

               “Uh, me. Damien, er, Damien Wartsnerk. Samir… Er. Can’t remember his last name. Sometimes he comes, sometimes he does. Elora. I don’t know her last name. And Colin Creevy is technically a part of the club, but he hasn’t come to much of the meetings.”

               Tracey nodded and Pansy tried to think of those Ravenclaws. All of them were practically Ravenclaws except for the last name. All young too.

               And all Muggleborns.

               “Sounds good, I’ll join,” Tracey said.

               Pansy sputtered, Daphne gave a small gasp before glaring at her, and North only let out a squeal of excitement. 

               “What? It sounds like it could be fun?” Tracey said, looking at her friends with way too much nonchalantness than acceptable.

               “I hope it is! Fun! That is,” North said, giggling. “Er. You don’t have to answer me yet. It’s Burbage’s, the Muggle Studies professor, at 6, erm, Saturdays, right after dinner! Because of the curfew and all. Used to be eight, but now we have to be in our dorms by nine. Ugh. And- and sorry for stalking. Or. Being creepy. I won’t do it again.”

               He might have been expecting an answer but Pansy was too caught up in staring at Tracey because why on Earth would they want to join a movie club made by Ravenclaws at a time like this and then somehow he was already walking away. Sure, the textbook slipped from North’s hand and there was the loudest slam Pansy had ever heard, but then it was back in his arms, who was then started running.

               “WHO IS MAKING THAT NOISE?!” Madame Pince screamed. 

               “Oh my god, we are going to get kicked out,” Pansy muttered.

 

               What?

               Nico didn’t think Draco would not only agree to learn spells, let alone ask. It shouldn’t have worked. Draco was supposed to say something rude and run out of the room. And then Nico would still hear Death whining and complaining… and Marvus making comments too.

               And Nico would have tried to forget how young Regulus Black was in his ghostly form. But, he stood, staring.

              “I’m not the best teacher, I’m not even… I’m still…” Nico trailed off. 

              This was what Nico should have wanted, right? Then why did it feel too easy? Why did it feel so strange? 

              “You’ll understand, though, the struggle and mistakes that are easy to make. Better than any teacher,” Draco said.

              Struggle and mistakes that are easy to make. It felt like those words should be describing something else. Nico looked to see Death, shrouding over both of their shoulders. Little tendrils of souls stretched out to reach them and the ground, and yet, that face was still unseeable. The temperature dropped.

              “Yes,” Nico said and watched as his breath fogged. Draco hugged himself, frowning at the sudden cold gust.

              “Good. Saturdays and Thursdays, right after dinner.”

Notes:

This is a turning point chapter with many parallels and ye. I hope to see what you all think the turning point is because... damn. Like, I do have a lot of thoughts and plans for it all. So many. So many plans and it is all thought out.

This is my baby and I need to see it to the end! I just hope I don't forget all my past chapters or so.

Thanks for holding on folks! Have a good time until I see you next :)

Chapter 43: I’ve Got to Pick the Perfect Spell! It has be to Powerful and Doable (Which are Intensely Hard Categories to Qualify For)

Notes:

Last updated on Jan 26, 2023

Damn. I can say is that a lot has happened. I have had some terrible roommate troubles! Intense roommate troubles that's revealed some stuff about myself that is... Meh. Sometimes you are not as strong as you want to be. But, boy, I'm getting there. Some work troubles. And just, being a teacher is hard. A Shooting happened close to my school, other horrible things, and just it's sad for the kids. Motivation. Definitely some depression. And some health things. Time went by fast, but believe me, I had been thinking about this fic and everyone constantly.
But, things are looking up (have been for a while!) and I've been working hard. I've been trying to make some original stuff! And even more stories in general! I have been writing, it has just been a time.

But, god, I've missed this. Even if it is long to update, write, and make sure everything looks good! It was hard to bounce back. I write some notes, but a lot of what I write I keep in my head, so it was interesting trying to re-sort it out. Though, I remember the plan. Because this will have an ending!! It just might be a while.

Thanks for whoever sticks around!! I will too! Hopefully ya enjoy this chapter.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

               When Nico went to the library he didn’t see his friends. He searched the different hidy holes, along the shelves to see if they were researching gods know what, but the effort revealed no Pansy, Tracey, Millicent, or Daphne. So, Nico made his way to dinner. Gone as well. Nico ate quickly and left as soon as he could.

               He didn’t see any of the other Slytherins he knew well either. No Draco. None of his followers. And no Blaise and Theodore.

               Instead of going back to the common room, Nico found his feet taking him to Hospital Wing to visit Will.

               “You know that boundary spell that keeps students from walking off the moving staircases and into the abyss?” Will asked.

               Nico narrowed his eyes.

               “Yes?”

               One would think the boundary spell that stopped students from walking off the moving staircases would be perfect to stop injuries from happening on them. It was only more ironic when said invisible boundary sent several absentminded students down the steps to break their arms. And Will had more to say about that, wondering why there couldn’t be a second enchantment to cushion their fall or at least slides!

               It was nice to hear. So, Nico stayed quiet.

               It was also good to have the warmth of Will’s presence and words flow over him, keeping the interaction with Draco and Death at bay. He was given more stories of mishaps and that blue gleam in Will’s eyes and Nico drank them in readily. 

               It was only as Nico laid under the covers did the cold from Death finally leave. At least… Nico hoped.

               In his dreams the demigod was restless. The dream was a vastness of a black void, but it wasn’t devoid of life. Nico sat cross-legged, feeling the grass between his fingertips, letting his eyes wander the empty sky. He was thinking… Maybe all of this fuss was from the switch of direction, from a physical and completable mission (End Voldemort) to one that was only given… and with no real outcome in the end (talk to Draco, get close to him). At least, no outcome that Nico could see wanting. Why Draco?

               Marvus had said to keep Draco close because of what he could be doing… Could he really have become a Death Eater over the summer? Surely there was no way! But, Regulus Black. So young, so young and yet still a Death Eater… Even Pansy had said leadership didn't really suit Draco... oh it didn't matter. 

               Then the black void pulled away, revealing piled high broken desks, chairs, books, chewed-up quills, and empty ink bottles. A room in Hogwarts that housed the lost, broken, and shoved away things, left mostly to be forgotten. Nico looked up at the towering piles and found a strange cabinet in front of him. Two doors, pointed upward, like a sword. The doors were open, and inside, a single white feather.

               Nico hadn’t been there in that particular room that the Room of Requirement offered in a while.

               And he did not change the dream. Great, just the god he wanted to see.

               “Why am I here?” Nico asked out loud, not stopping his annoyance from leaking through. “Not for some congratulations, I know…Though, I finally did what you asked. Not quite fair if you ask me.”

               “No,” a voice answered. Nico turned and found himself staring directly into the void that was Death’s face. Nico backed up, scowling. It was unnerving, that endless black beneath the cloak. “Death has never been fair.”

               Death’s tone was caught between disdain and wistfulness. Strange.

               “Then what am I here for?” Nico asked.

               There was no change in Death, they were still.

               But then, a boney finger peeked from the cloak of souls and pointed toward the ground. The floor changed, the wood and dust turned into water, and it swirled until Nico recognized Dumbledore’s office. Almost as if they were looking down from the ceiling… he could see Dumbledore leaning over his desk, silvery hair pouring down over his shoulders. Nico leaned down, frowning, trying to hear the conversation below.

               “-then we cannot tell him of the current plans,” Dumbledore said simply.

               “We should! We have no plans now,” Professor Snape argued, “If the Dark Lord is asking about the--”

               “I have a plan.”

               Questions popped in the air. Professor Snape walked into view, his black hair stark against the wooden floor. All anger appeared to have left him, instead, trying to understand. He bent down, trying to gain Dumbledore’s attention. And yet, the old wizard must have been far too into his own mind.

               “Voldemort has changed directions,” Dumbledore stated. His healthy hand spread over the parchment on his desk… It looked like some kind of report. “He first spread the Death Eaters’ range and missions, but now he’s brought them back inward. It couldn’t have been because of the scuffle on Christmas night. From how they left, it was obviously a scare tactic… I have been reviewing past memories from when Tom Riddle was a student to see if there was anything else we could gleam.”

               Huh?

               Nico wasn’t the only one who found the topic change strange. Professor Snape practically went back into his urgency, that type of pacing that Nico had noticed when no one could answer the question right after three tries.

               “There were comments that I did not see as important at the time, but they might indicate something new. They might give insight into his changed orders.”

               Professor Snape paused in his urgency.

               “What kind of comments?” Professor Snape asked gently. 

               “I do not want to make a Hippogriff out of an eagle, mind you.”

               “Well, who did it come from? That can tell you if it was nonsense or not.”

               “Horace was a major proponent, saying how he was such a curious boy. Then there was Galatea Merrythought and she had said there was nothing to worry about at the time… only the same notice, that Tom had some rather interesting questions for her.”

               Professor Snape leaned and looked over Dumbledore’s shoulder.

               “You already know about the interesting questions the Dark Lord had as a student… and the only one alive is Horace,” Professor Snape concluded, “And Harry has not gotten anywhere with the memories…”

               Memories. Harry did say he had trouble.

               “For now,” Dumbledore said, “for now…”

               At once, a bony hand from above went and swirled the vision away. What the two were going to say was lost with the ripples. Nico groaned and looked up.

               “And what was I supposed to get from that?” Nico asked, looking up.

               No real answers, only questions.

               And Death was already gone. The demigod turned, trying to detect any hint of that soul cloak Death was always adorned in to find nothing. Just thousands upon thousands of items broken and left to collect dust. Nico clenched his fists before he noticed the cabinet was open. Only, it wasn’t a feather. It was a dead bird.

 

              Sitting at the breakfast table, Nico wasn’t sure how he was going to talk about yesterday. Or the dream he had had. He scanned the Great Hall. It was early enough that only a handful of students were eating and trying to wake up. Of course, along with him, were his friends. And, boy, did they have exciting news.

              “So, joining a movie club? I think that’s a great idea,” Nico said.

              “We didn’t say we would go,” Pansy corrected.

              “Oh, we are so going,” Tracey answered gleefully. Not paying attention to Pansy’s glare or the rest of the girls’ worried faces, Tracey continued. “And so are you. You’ve seen some movies, it would be awesome to come with… now, what about you? We didn’t see you for the rest of the night… Pansy said you saw Death and had to do something.”

              And now, they were all looking at him.

              Still, Nico wasn’t sure what he could say. Death had been wanting him to talk to Draco and Death got what they wanted. But what was the point of all of this? Wasn’t Dumbledore going to die soon? Shouldn’t Nico (or, rather, Death) be focused on that?

              It was too late to go back and change it, though. And, well… not the worst thing that had happened.

              “I have… well. I will be tutoring Draco in some defensive spells,” Nico got out.

              Tracey narrowed her eyes, Pansy gasped, and Daphne blinked before glancing at her friends, sure she must have heard wrong.

              Oh, how Nico felt the same thinking about yesterday. He picked up his goblet, hoping that it would hide him from their questioning glances. He wasn’t sure what he would say either…. It felt like last year when the Sorting hat shoved him into Slytherin.

              Be a bridge to the other houses.

              Help lost souls.

              Do it to make sure Hogwarts doesn’t fall. Blah, blah, blah.

              “You aren’t the best with spells,” Millicent said.

              Nico coughed, water flying out of his mouth and nose. He wheezed into his robes and Tracey haphazardly patted his shoulder. Millicent looked around the table, watching as Tracey and Pansy gave her similar disapproving looks. The demigod noticed a few other Slytherins and professors looking his way and he finally got a handle on it.

              “What? He is okay. Both at spells and now,” Millicent said, “not very good for a tutoring partner…”

              “Says the person who wasn’t paying attention to the tea last night,” Daphne muttered.

              “There was the stalker.”

              “Draco? You are teaching Draco spells?” Pansy said, changing the topic back to the part Nico wanted to avoid.

              Nico thought that if he had waited, maybe they would forget about it. But, even Millicent and Daphne had turned their attention to him. Again. Great.

              “I… he was acting weird. I mentioned it to him before when he ambushed me in the Room of Requirement, you know, when I missed Occlumency.” Professor Snape was still nice, but something was off about him. It felt like he was still upset about that. Up at the professor’s table, Professor Snape had kept his eyes down at his food, mumbling to Dumbledore about something. But, that was normal. It must have been. “And-”

              “You didn’t tell us he ran into you!” Pansy said, then covered her mouth. She looked around to bystanders, who, luckily, mostly went back to eat. If anything it was Filch wondering if he had to tell a certain group of students to quiet down. 

              Sure that no one was going to come for her, Pansy leaned forward, glaring, “you didn’t tell us that,” she said accusingly.

              “I forgot. It wasn’t,” Nico waved it off, “It wasn’t much. At least, I thought it was nothing. Most of our conversations had become nothing. He just whines, gets a little angry maybe, and then leaves? I didn’t know that he would actually… take anything up? Half of the year is already over.”

              It didn’t make sense. Sure, Nico did mention that he had learned spells that would be good for Draco to know. And Draco brought up the idea of Nico teaching him… after Nico admitted he wasn’t particularly good with his magic. It made no sense… why… Why now?

              “It didn’t become nothing then,” Tracey said, shrugging, “what times are you going to teach him? He probably picked a schedule and everything…”

              “Thursdays and Saturdays after dinner-”

              “You’ve got to be kidding me!” Pansy said, slamming her fist on the table.

 

              “Are you sure, Severus?” Dumbledore asked.

              “I have never been more sure.”

              Dumbledore scratched the bottom of his beard. His other, blackened hand, remained underneath the table. There was no need for the student body to be fully aware of his condition… even though it might intrigue a few.

              “I would have thought that he wouldn’t give such tasks to students… but then again, that was what Tom started with,” Dumbledore said, turning over to Professor Severus Snape. It was a shame that the other teachers were not awake. They would provide more conversation than something as depressing as this.

              “He could not find the creatures with the answers he wanted,” Severus said, “so he would have to get those answers another way.”

              Dumbledore pondered. There was a way he could get the same answers. A much nicer way that included discussions, questions, and extending faith and goodwill that was seated at the Slytherin table at that moment. It would have been easy to ask those questions and get it all out of the way. But, it was rash… and did not go with the rest of the pieces Dumbledore had aligned.

              In fact, it could ruin the game he had been setting up for nearly sixteen years.

              It was hard to be Headmaster of Hogwarts and leader in the Order of the Phoenix, all while trying to ready Harry Potter before his demise… Though it had been hard to admit, Dumbledore had to face his limiting life. He couldn’t ignore the way he had become weaker. Tired. A rather odd occurrence of a nap had become commonplace, if not necessary. 

              Dumbledore should wait. Wait until Nico was more comfortable with Occlumency.

 

              Nico wasn’t sure how the session would go. Or how teaching Draco in general would go. The Slytherin still disappeared during meal times and wasn’t seen with Crabbe or Goyle very much. In fact, Nico felt like he hadn’t seen those two other boys in a few days. But, he had told Draco he would train him and he wasn’t about to back out-- and it wasn’t just because Death wanted Nico to.

              So, he thought about it all day… and when he went to Dumbledore’s Army 2.0, he found himself staring at Marvus and realized he could just ask.

              “That’s great you’re going to teach Draco spells!”

               “No, it’s not good,” Nico retorted.

              “What do you mean? Both Death and I said it would be a great idea!” Marvus exclaimed, practically beaming. Then his glee turned to confusion. “Well. When I say it like that, maybe it doesn’t sound so great… or fun. No, what am I kidding? It is. I think.”

              “Doesn’t matter, Death has been bothering me about it so… whatever. Just, what spells do I even start with? What do we even do first?” Nico asked.

              It had been too long and… well, Nico wasn’t even sure what Draco would know. He said he didn’t know many defensive spells, but that must not be true. Most Slytherins probably had family time that included learning that during the summer… or something. At this point, it wouldn’t surprise him.

              “You don’t know?” Marvus asked.

              Nico stared at him. “Of course I don’t, I only now joined Dumbledore’s Army 2.0 and though I’ve been training with Melody even before I joined I know I suck. What can I possibly show him?”

              “The Patronus Charm?” Marvus shrugged, grinning hopefully.

              “The one spell that took me months and months? No, not right away. Let’s see… Bombarda is okay… Expelliarmus.”

              “Don’t do Expelliarmus,” Marvus warned.

              “Why not?”

              “That’s Harry’s spell.”

              “And?”

              “You know how those two are. No, just do Bombarda. Confringo. Diffindo. Maybe some Protego, goodness knows Draco probably sucks at that, the amount of times he’s been shoved to the side. Actually, the only thing I’ve seen him do is mouth off. That’s what I thought his name was at first, Mouth Boy. Instead of Malfoy. Like, no wonder he was so mean if that was what everyone was calling him… I’m rambling. But, do those suggestions sound okay?”

              Malfoy? Mouth Boy? Ugh, that is not the important part that Marvus was telling me…  And yeah, what kind of skills does he even have? Even on the Inquisitorial Squad I barely saw him use any wand skills… 

              Not like Umbridge wanted anyone to use wands anyway. 

              “This… this was a good idea in theory,” Nico admitted.

              This was too much. There was no planning, if Nico had gotten better like he wanted he might feel more comfortable. But all he had were his skills. What little they had. Maybe they could do something other than those spells.

              Well, if Draco didn’t know those spells already, how good could he be? If that was true, Nico would be a great teacher. 

              “How did you convince him anyway?” Marvus asked.

              “I didn’t. He asked me first.”

              Marvus’s eyes widened.

              “What? You sure?”

              “I was there!”

              Marvus frowned. He leaned on his other leg, the wooden peg sticking out from underneath his robes. He crossed his arms as he let out a huff, “You got me there.”

              “Are you two talking about the agreement between the Gobblers and the Vampires?”

              They turned to Luna Lovegood, who stared rather curiously at them. Nico exchanged a questioning glance with Marvus before he realized their conversation was over. But why did Marvus sound so surprised that Draco asked? He had wanted Nico to become friendly with Draco in the first place!

              “I don’t know what Gobblers are,” Marvus answered.

              Luna blinked, her owl-like eyes turning slowly between both of them. She knew. Somehow she knew they weren’t talking about Gobblers and Vampires.

              “Funny. I thought you would have. You know so many names, so many more than what we learn in school. At least, that’s what I’ve heard about you, Nico. Though I’ve heard many other things,” Luna said, turning toward him. 

              Like what? Nico let his eyes scan the room and, to his relief, no one was listening to their conversation. It looked like curiosity got the best of her, that was why she wandered over… 

              “Oh, like how he knows animals really well?” Marvus asked.

              “Yes. He even knows more than me and I pride myself in knowing such things,” Luna said, “you know about the hellhounds, gorgons, and satyrs.”

              Nico blinked.

              Did she somehow know… demigod stuff?

               Harry had only said she knew ‘weird things.’ Or stuff that was fake. Was it just fake to the wizards?

               “I know those things too,” Marvus said, “but we aren’t talking about that. We are talking about… spells to learn. What are your favorite defensive spells, Luna?”

              “Avis. Hogwarts only teaches it to you in the sixth year, but I believe you should learn it earlier,” Luna tilted her head, “nothing is better than confusing an opponent. The loud sound and accompanying feathers can alarm both your hearing, sight, and eventually touch when they attack.”

              “Oh, wow. Those are really good points.”

               They had learned the spell last year… Well, last semester. Professor Flitwick had prompted the students that the spell was a rather hard one to learn. And it was. Out of Nico’s classmates, only three had been able to conjure more than a handful of feathers and Cho couldn’t explain what she was doing right.

              Nico had tossed that spell to the side as unimportant and thought working on the others would be better.

              This changed that original conclusion. At least, a little bit. Now he had another spell to consider.

              “Yeah… mind if you teach it to me? I haven’t really been able to cast it correctly before we moved on to the next lesson in Charms,” Nico asked.

              Luna smiled, “Of course. ‘It is a pleasure to share knowledge that others do not yet wield,’ one of Rowena Ravenclaw’s perfect sayings.”

 

              Harry found that he could forget about Slughorn and the mission to collect memories since there was so much else to do. Quidditch practice, homework, and the club, Dumbledore’s Army 2.0, which Harry was late to. Again.

              “It didn’t help that it starts during practice,” Melody said, frowning.

              “The meetings normally last for two hours, starting thirty minutes before practice was fine. It’s fine.” Besides, Neville, Marvus, and Luna had been running it without him for longer than that. And seemed to be doing a pretty good job since so many people were joining it.

              Harry rolled his shoulders. Practice that day was harder than most, Harry might have… pushed them a little more than he would have liked, now that he thought about it. It didn’t help that snow was lightly falling. But, they were falling behind on the drills, and… well, they might as well make the most of it before Quidditch was cancelled. As the news started to fill up with more and more Death Eaters, Harry was becoming more surprised Quidditch had held out this long.

              Probably for morale.

              The walk to the castle from the Quidditch pitch seemed to get longer and longer with each practice. Harry, Ron, and Melody trudged uphill. Hermione, the one that watched, was the only one with a pep in her step.

              Ginny had some pressing matters to get to… much to Harry’s disappointment. Something about equipment and then a group project that would kill her grade if she didn’t whip the rest of her group into shape. 

              “We are going to be practicing more spells from the book,” Harry said, “In fact, we should try some more spells from it too.”

              Or else what was he really going to bring to the table? Sure, he was the Boy Who Lived, and then… whatever. The Horcruxes have been put on hold, they’ve destroyed what Horcruxes they had… so it didn’t leave much. Except for the thought that, since Harry was a Horcrux, eventually… he would have to die. Nico promised he would be able to make it work.

              Though Harry wanted to believe the son of the Underworld, who had a strange connection to death and the Horcruxes in a way that he still didn’t fully understand… there were moments where Harry wasn’t sure if he could believe him.

              Oh, well. It was best to ignore possible doom for now. Besides, Nico... promised. 

              Right. The spells.

              “I’ve gotten rather far into finding it out. I’m sure it is this one boy, born to an Eileen Prince. I’ve just yet to get a name,” Hermione said.

              “Are you saying we should wait until you get that name?” Ron asked.

              “No… but yes. If the students have waited this long for a new spell, they can wait another week.”

              Melody giggled and caught up to Hermione. With newfound energy, Melody shook Hermione’s shoulder with excitement, nearly catching the other witch off guard.

              “She’s not wrong!” Melody said, then released Hermione, “I don’t think they’ll care so much if they’re practicing. Besides, aren’t we getting newcomers?”

              Once Hermione regained her easy pace and gait, she smiled back at Melody. The demigod turned to rush up the remaining distance of the hill. 

              “Hey, watch out, you’re asking for a-- Merlin!” Ron’s warning was cut off as Melody slipped on the snow. Falling onto her knees, she fell to the ground and started to slide downhill. Hermione was lucky to jump out of the way.

              Ron was not so lucky.

              There was only a moment in which Harry reached out to his friend, trying to grab him, but it was a second too late. Ron’s feet were no longer on the ground but flopped over Melody; A yelp escaped him and they continued downward with their bodies as a makeshift sled.

              The pile of limbs and winter coats stopped with a grunt after travelling ten meters.

              Melody turned over laughing, brushing the snow from her eyes.

              “One of you two should have done something,” Ron called from the ground. He laid there, not making a move to get up. Probably was debating if it was worth it to try to get up or risk sliding down some more.

              As the Keeper, Ron got the biggest brunt of practice. And that was Harry’s fault. Sighing, Harry started downward.

              “What were we supposed to do?” Hermione called, following Harry.

              “Accio something we’re wearing! Anything to stop us!”

              Melody laughed harder, rolling down to her other side. Despite his words, Ron didn’t appear actually upset. There was an uptick in the corner of his mouth as he turned himself toward the bright sky. Quickly Ron covered his eyes and then a full grin came out.

              “I think you two are just fine,” Hermione asserted, “Now, come on. We don’t want to be too late!”

 

              “Avis!

              Two feathers shot out of Nico’s wand like bullets, very soft and very fluffy bullets. After a few feet, they began to drift downwards, dancing side to side before they touched the ground. Nico and Luna stared at them with mixed expressions.

              “You are nearly there,” Luna said gracefully.

              “You’ve said that the last seven times.”

              “And my statement still stands. Stand up tall, and think more about what you are feeling, remember, life comes from something.”

              Nico walked back to his spot, trying not to let his eyes drift to a few of the other club participants. They were practicing different defensive spells with moving targets. Others appeared to be treating it like the Dueling Club, only with a lot less rules.

              At least, from all the complaining from one particular Ravenclaw, it was a lot less rules.

              “Do… Do we create something? With this spell?” Nico asked, raising his wand.

              “Yes… and no.”

              Her pale eyes followed his hand, particularly as he gripped his hand. She floated forward, taking away two of his fingers and laying them further up his hand. Instead of treating his wand like a sword, it was held out like an offering.

              “Magic does not create sentience… Conjuring creates something that does not think nor last. You are only creating something for a mere moment, changing the rules of reality only for it to return as it was.”

              Luna backed away, admiring her handwork of his stance and hold.

              “Have you ever created something that lasted?” Luna asked.

              Nico frowned, “I sometimes cook?”

              “Ah-ha!” Luna laughed loudly and a few heads turned their way. She looked back at him, “How can I forget such a thing? You’re right, with cooking you are creating something… Okay, now try again.”

              “Avis!”

              Another three feathers popped out. Nico sighed. This was going to be a long practice run if all he did was try a spell for two hours and fail each time… it was strangely reminiscent of his previous year. At least those spells were easier. The only reprieve he found with this failure was that everyone else seemed to struggle just as much.

              “The hardest part about knowledge is knowing that you’ll never be done,” Luna smiled.

              “Thanks, but these sayings don’t make this any nicer,” Nico mumbled.

              Luna shrugged.

              “Are you trying to cast the Bird Conjuring Charm?”

              The demigod turned to see Hermione Granger. She studied the feathers on the ground and then the surprised look on Nico’s face. 

              “Yes,” Luna smiled.

              “He’s doing it all wrong. Why didn’t you correct his pronunciation?”

              “It is fine… after all, pronunciation has nothing to do with spell casting.”

              “What are you talking about? That’s one of the first things you learn in History of Magic! In fact, that’s all we talk about when something is going wrong with the spell casting!”

              Hermione looked as if she couldn’t understand the person in front of her while Luna was smiling serenely. Only a tiny crack of frustration was beneath the calm as Luna said that magic came from within and through the wand. Nico, the smart strategist that he was, kept quiet as he watched Luna and Hermione debate about wandless and nonverbal magic.

              It was smart to know when one was out of their depth.

              “Luna! What’s up?” Melody greeted them, the poor fly fluttering right into a spider’s web. Or, rather, a fight between two different species of arachnids. Instantly they turned toward her.

              “What do you think about the merits of pronunciation when there is such a thing as nonverbal magic?” Luna asked.

              The demigod’s excitement morphed into confusion.

              “I don’t know when magic theory gets too complicated, that's when I zone out,” Melody said truthfully.

              Matching expressions of puzzlement and, well, disappointment flitted across the two very different girls’ faces. Hermione opened her mouth, and then quickly closed it. She looked at the ground with an expression that said she was trying to figure out what to say that would spare her friend’s feelings and it was more difficult than she originally thought. 

              As the two girls contemplated their response, Nico took that as his cue to escape. In another portion of the room he could practice and perhaps conjure more than a few feathers and--

              “Hey,” Harry said.

              Nico paused.

              It was just one of the people he wanted to see… But why…

              The dream that morning came to him, of the room of lost things, the rather vague conversation between Dumbledore and Professor Snape… and then Draco. After all those talks from Death and Marvus…  

              Why didn’t Draco come in here to learn the spells? Was it because of what the Slytherin House would think?

              That explanation still left a bad taste in Nico’s mouth. There was something else that Draco was thinking of. That Draco was doing. And Nico didn’t like playing along in a game when he wasn’t sure what the rules were.

              Oh well.

              “Are you okay?” Harry asked, concerned as he looked up and down Nico’s face and wand.

              It’s fine. It will all solve itself in time.

              “Yeah, there’s a lot on my mind. How close do you think you are to getting that memory from Slughorn?”

              The amusement drained from Harry’s face and just like that Nico felt stress weasel its way into his stomach. The uncomfortable feeling that made his calm demeanor feel more feigned than natural was starting to make its home there. Nico didn’t like it.

              I thought he’d want to know more about the questing?

              “Slughorn took something I said as an insult. He hates me now.”

              What am I supposed to say to that?

              “That’s okay. Uh, it’s not okay, that sucks, but I don’t think it matters. We have time and it’s not like we haven’t destroyed most of the Horcruxes anyway,” Nico rushed to say.

              Harry nodded, already looking back out at the crowd. Neville and Marvus were surrounded by some younger Ravenclaws, what for, Nico couldn’t guess. Maybe hounding them on creating a new type of game since the other wasn’t hard enough. 

              Later, Nico could bring up the rest of the dream. And whatever Draco was trying to do.

              “What were you practicing before we got here?” Harry asked.

              Nico huffed, “the Bird Conjuring Charm. So far, what I have conjured are three feathers.”

              “That’s pretty good. I’ve only been able to get one feather.”

 

              “There you are, Nico!” Pansy called across the Great Hall.

              Instantly the demigod looked at the empty seats across from Tracey and Pansy, clearly asking the most obvious question. Where are Daphne and Millicent? Pansy let out a sigh, waiting for him to shuffle down the tables.

              “Maybe we should join that club,” Tracey mumbled.

              “What club?”

              Dinner was up in full swing, platters of food, conversations getting louder and louder just to get heard across the benches, and students moving across seats, ready to spread the most current gossip. Pansy didn’t have to overhear the declarations of what Daphne had done or the questioning of Pansy’s leadership to know it was there. Even if she did. She could see it in the way that people had left a wider birth for them than normal.

              “Dumbledore’s Army 2.0.”

              Pansy’s eyes narrowed.

              “No… it’s too late for us to join that. Besides, I don’t think we need it… Not as much as Nico.”

              Once Pansy had wondered if they did enough, perhaps most hardships could be avoided for Nico. If they helped out enough, if he stayed in Hogwarts. However, that was now starting to look too much like optimistic thinking.

              Seeing Voldemort’s red eyes was a poignant reminder. 

              A ray of light wiggled through the large windows, the moonlight peeking through the dense white clouds. It was better than when the sunlight got past those clouds and made the snow blinding; each pinprick of ice reflected enough light that Pansy saw it when she closed her eyes.

              Nowadays, the sun was setting much earlier than ever. 

              Whatever. Pushing aside the metaphors of light and setting sun, Pansy focused on what she could control. Somewhat. 

              Draco wasn’t vying for any of the leadership the Slytherin House offered. And it didn’t look like many of the other Slytherins were particularly fighting for it either. It was perfect for Pansy, really, being a Prefect, and… well, the only Prefect in her year that did her job.

              If her family can’t even trust her, how can we?

              And who one associated with spoke more than just the social taste of conversations. It was power. Connections. Everything. And it was all fading away. But, at least some of the Slytherins looked at her. Even if it could have been trying to seize her up rather than for guidance. Perhaps she could convince them of the latter… Slytherin leaders had done it in the past.

              Ugh, leadership was such a complicated game.

              Pansy sighed as she scanned the table.

              Draco wasn’t at dinner. Neither Crabbe nor Goyle… and not Astoria either. 

              “Where are they? Daphne and Millicent?” Nico asked, plopping down the opposite of them.

              “At the dorms. We’ll be bringing them food later,” Pansy answered, “now, how was the meeting? Learn anything new?”

 

              Pansy grumbled in her sleep. Her shoes were still on, over the side of the chair as she snuggled closer into the pillows. It was only a few minutes of working before she had totally fallen asleep. Nico wondered what made her day so… tiring. 

              Daphne and Millicent had only come out to grab what food had been offered to them. Whole platefuls and then the door closed. Daphne’s voice was small as she asked if her sister was at dinner and if she ate. After hearing the concerned “no” from Tracey, Daphne said a soft thank you and disappeared again. Tracey told Nico not to worry about it, that in a few days, Daphne would return to normal.

              Nico wasn’t so sure. But… at least she had Millicent with her.

              “What spells are you thinking of going over, Nico?” Tracey asked.

              Nico had been saddled with more of the grunt work for the Jabberknoll project since he didn’t volunteer to do the bigger portions of the project. He barely got the rooms for the owners of some live Jabberknolls and they’ve been reminding him of that ever since. Agnes always had that slightly judgy look on her face with whoever she spoke to, but Anthony Goldstein was now starting to appear worried. Confused, rather.

              So, he had four books, two on his lap, and two more on the table beside him, each opened to pages about Jabberknoll’s favorite places to live. Most of them lived in forests, with a fondness of other birds. The more avian species found in the area, the more likely the Jabberknoll was going to make a forever home there.

              “Avis,” Nico said after a moment, “Luna said it was a good spell. And maybe a few I’ve learned in the club, Dumbledore’s Army.”

              He was still trying to think of different ones. It felt like he was putting together a whole curriculum for a professor and he didn’t know the rubric. And that was what these lessons were, right? These whole lessons were a test. For Death. For Draco.

              And though Nico would have liked to say that he didn’t care about either of their opinions, he couldn’t. He finally had… something of Draco’s trust. Whatever Draco was doing, Nico needed it. Whatever Death had wanted, now it was hopefully coming to fruition.

              “Those are some good ones. Draco might know some. Or might not see the merit in them. But you should still try,” Tracey said.

              Nico nodded.

              The light in the common room fireplace shone weakly. The red and yellow could barely compete against the shine coming from the lake. Moonlight pierced through the water, dancing across the common room.

              “You know, it’s common to learn some spells before we come to Hogwarts,” Tracey muttered.

              Nico frowned.

              “Before Hogwarts?” Not the summers like I assumed? “What about the Trace?”

              “For the most part. But most Slytherins have a wand that isn’t tied to the Ministry. And the Trace only gets brighter and more potent around Muggle places,” Tracey said.

              And it felt like a cheat. She continued. 

              “It’s part of the initiation. The whole point of being a wizard… learn the basic spells with some parents. It’s like learning how to ride a bike for the first time. Something to see and be proud of. Even when the witch hunts were going on, we still had those ceremonies. Each family is different, with a specific spell, ceremony… They’re not named anymore, but… we still celebrate our first spell. I have no doubt that Draco learned at least ten spells before they brought him to Hogwarts.”

              Somehow, Nico could see it clearly in his mind. A rather small blonde boy, laughing and giggling as he held up his wand, his parents crowding around both of his shoulders, saying that he did “such a wonderful job” and was a “natural.” Gushing and cooing with praise and affection with something as simple as Lumos.

              “I’ve heard Pure-Blood families even include the three Unforgivable curses in it. Not much, not really, but… some.”

              Those giggles and smiles melted away in Nico’s mind.

              “I just want you to be careful around him,” Tracey said.

              He looked up to see her tired eyes. Dark circles framed her sincere green eyes and her mouth was pulled into a tired frown. Not from anger or sadness. Just exhaustion.

              “There is something about Slytherins. About the wizarding world that is not right and hasn’t been for a while,” Tracey said.

Notes:

We will have a fun chapter next time! I have somewhat started working on it so hopefully it won't take!! A, uh, another 10 months. It won't!! I have been... I have been feeling my motivation come back :)

Tell me what you think. Man, I've forgotten how this all goes.

Oh! I guess, thanks for so many kudos. 4000 on the original? 900 on this? It's insane.
It's like... even between it all, everyone has been rather nice. Comments, critiques, just yeah.

Chapter 44: There is Something About This That is Familiar…

Notes:

Whoop! Meant to try to post this on Trans Visiblity day and then I just! Took forever. Still, trans rights! Happy eclipse for tomorrow!

:) it took a while to get this chapter to what I wanted, but! I think I am more happy with it! And excited to continue! Though... I really need to reread my previous chapters. I never wrote notes, just keep track of everything and just... damn, yeah.

Yeah, took a while because I got super obsessed with Trolls: Band Together. And this book. The Shadow of Fate, trilogy, by K Anderson. Still obsessed. I'm actually making a cosplay for Veneer and trying to make these damned pants. And learned needle-felting! just for it.

Life has been interesting... luckily, my annoying roommate is going to be moving out soon.

I love you all, thank you for joining the jouney and sticking around. I might not do as much as I used to, but ye. I will always continue this!

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Chapter Text

               “I know the names have power,” Mallory said.

               “Power?” Tom repeated.

               Mallory never really brought up his experience with… the world that was not like this one. But, when he did, Tom was fascinated. How could there be so much he didn’t know? So much that the other children at the orphanage didn’t know?

               Tom and Mallory were special, there was no denying it. They were special and they were powerful. That was why none of the other children were mean to them anymore.

               “Yeah, you give them power by saying the name… and they also know. Know when you speak it and they only grow with it,” Mallory grinned before he sighed. “That’s why the goat man didn’t say who he thought my parent was. Plus, he said you can never tell until they claim you.”

               Goat man. Mallory had continued to bring this creature up. Though, he was very clear that the creature wasn’t a monster. They were someone to come for the… them. The children who didn’t fit in. The children who can see things or do things that others couldn’t. The powerful ones. The powerful beings.

               “Is that… why you only have a first name?” Tom hesitantly asked.

               Mallory smirked, rubbing his head.

               “Sure,” Mallory said, “there is a lot in a person’s name. What you are, what you will be. That’s why I think we should pick our own.”

               Tom blinked.

               He had never thought of such a thing

               “Have you picked your own?” Tom asked.

               Mallory shook his head, “Only taken away one I didn’t like. Maybe if I find a better one, I’ll change it. You know, for a new beginning. Perhaps I’ll change it when we get out of here and start a new life.”

               Tom nodded.

               He would like a new one, they both… they both deserved one.

 

              “You can’t be serious,” Pansy mumbled.

              Tracy stared at her with a deadpan face.

              Nico tried to keep in his laughter as he shoved eggs into his mouth. Saturday, the one day he could stay in bed just a little bit longer. But also… the time that he needed to teach Draco a spell. And the movie club, which Pansy seemed to think she still had a choice in the matter. It was the perfect conversation topic to have during breakfast at the Great Hall before everyone decided to wander in, and... they could be reminded of the past few days.

              “You have to talk back, that’s how conversations work,” Pansy snarled.

              “You’re going to the meeting. This is no conversation.”

              “Oh you can’t tell me what I will and won’t--”

              “There are such things as movie adaptations,” Nico said.

              Pansy paused in her tirade. Her sharp brown eyes narrowed down on him. Her lips pursed, like a leader that was not quite sure about executing someone or not… and had only taken the time because it might be more entertaining to keep them alive.

              However, it was hard to take someone who wore “Gatsby Deserved Better” pins around the school that seriously on such a threat.

              “Adaptations?” Pansy repeated. 

              Nico nodded. “They take a book, write a script from it, and turn it into a movie. I know there is one for the Great Gatsby.”

              All negative emotions evaporated from her face.

              “Why didn’t you lead with that?” Pansy asked, turning toward her other friend. 

              Tracey laughed and shrugged, “I didn’t know. I don’t really watch movies, you know.”

              “Well. Okay. Then it’s settled. We should bring Daphne and Millicent too, anything to get them out of the dorm.”

              They had said it wouldn’t take long for Daphne to bounce back from the announcement... and Astoria finding out. It was few days was longer than what Nico expected… but he wasn’t about to mention it. Not with the way Tracey and Pansy were acting like the mourning was so normal. Perhaps Daphne and Millicent had told them they would only be a few more days. Or that they were going to the movie club. 

              Nico missed Daphne and Millicent. 

              Out of the corner of his vision, he noticed Professor Snape get up from the Professors' table. His black robes flowed around him as he walked down and began to sweep down the rows. Nico sat up straighter instantly. He had nearly forgotten about Occlumency!

              “I’ve… got to go,” Nico mumbled as he watched Professor Snape reach the Great Hall’s doors, his eyes practically pinned ahead, either in thought or on purpose. Nico hoped it wasn't the later. Was he really going to try and see if Nico forgot again?

              Pansy sighed, “Okay, try not to leave us in the dust so much… and, good luck with the lessons. Both of them.”

              Nico didn’t think there was much luck behind trying not to get your mind read. But it was better than nothing. And they did give some pretty good advice before.

              The demigod didn’t even want to think of his meeting with Draco later that night. Besides, Nico could only take on one horror at a time. 

 

              Pansy watched Nico leave with yet another sigh. She needed to figure out how the movie club was going to go. Was it really a good idea? There were the logistics of getting back to the dorms in order to perform her Prefect duties that she had to ponder, even if those duties had practically been reduced to zero. Everything with this... war but not really war was constricting the castle like a snake.

              Why did Draco want Nico to teach him spells? What could he possibly get from… from befriending Nico?

              A lot, really. Draco could change for the better, even… if. Pansy frowned. Draco was closer to his family than Pansy ever was to her own. Same as Daphne.

              Daphne should be ready to come out any day now. It didn’t look like it from the way she still hid in her bed every now. She had only peeked out enough to tell Tracey and Pansy that she was going to sleep in and that they should to go to breakfast without her. Her blond hair was a pixie’s nest and dark circles were forming underneath her eyes despite the longer naps. 

              “Have you gone to the Dumbledore’s Army 2.0?”

              That was not Tracey’s voice. Pansy blinked to see a Slytherin second year in front of her. He had confidence in his tone, but his shoulders were slumped and his eyebrows knitted together in frustration.

              Wait. This is Malcolm. The boy... the boy who hadn't really fit in with the rest of the Slytherins since last year- one of the few that despises Death Eaters. 

              “I-- what?” Pansy asked. 

              “Dumbledore’s Army? The Club that Harry created for Defense Against the Dark Arts last year?” Malcolm repeated. 

              “I… no,” Pansy answered.

              He looked away. His little hands clenched at his sides. 

              “But, Nico has. If you want, you can go with him to see how the club is… but…” Pansy frowned. “Why don’t you ask your Gryffindor friend to go with you?”

              His lips pursed.

              What was he asking?

              Perhaps he was worried about going to Dumbledore's Army as a Slytherin alone. It wasn’t exactly a club that everyone seemed to join. But… Nico was in there and she hadn’t heard him complain about anyone there. And Malcolm was so young, Pansy couldn’t imagine the others would have the same ire as they did with the other Slytherins. The other, older Slytherins who maybe did something to earn the venom given to them. 

              “They would welcome you, if you want to go alone. And if you don’t want to go alone, I can go with you,” Pansy said.

              Wait. I don't want to go to that club!

              But, Malcolm appeared happier with that answer.

              “Okay. I’ll… I’ll try to go with Naama first. Thanks.”

              Pansy nodded and watched as Malcolm left the Great Hall. She wasn’t the only one. A few Slytherin’s attention flicked up momentarily, taking in all that they needed. Her shoulders straightened. Would she have to say anything to the other Slytherins? Probably not- even the most ruthless punishments the House did to one another was merely isolation. Still.

              Pansy felt a small nudge to her side. When Malcolm's robes disappeared beyond the great doors, Pansy turned toward a smiling Tracey.

              “See, someone still cares about what you think,” Tracey said.

 

              “Think of a wall, create one in your mind. Since it is an attack of the mind, you can defend it with mental barriers,” Professor Snape suggested, “Or you can do what I had said. Rid yourself of emotion. Of everything, then there would be nothing to see.”

              Nico already knew he didn’t want to do that latter.

              “I might just try what I did last time,” Nico answered, “throw memories at you and distract you from the ones you want.”

              “That is your choice,” Professor Snape replied. It was obvious in his tone that he thought it was the wrong one. 

              Professor Snape stared at Nico, probably waiting for an indication if he was ready or not. He must have seen it because he pointed his wand and said “Ligilimens.

              Right away it felt like hands had dug into Nico’s mind, pulling at the seams to try to rifle through it like papers in a filing cabinet. Nico found himself floundering for a grip on his own memories; Professor Snape was going too fast, too strong… and so, he was winning.

              Draco, what did Draco want? His blonde hair, his disappearance at dinner, Death crowding the room. The temperature and his presence made Nico want to choke and--

              And what kind of spells could they even do? If not the-

              Nico could see himself talking to Harry, about the memories, about regular life. When Nico had asked about the Bird Conjuring spells, Harry said that he had only conjured one feather compared to Nico’s three. Nico smirked before he could stop himself, and the ease from knowing that maybe Nico wasn’t as far behind in the magical education as he had assumed-

              Suddenly, there was a gap in the pressure. Nico felt his mind follow his own orders. Nico took any and all power that he had, already reviewing what memories he wanted to brandish as weapons and stabbed the invader with a fury.

              The image of the purple spell pulsing underneath his skin, hurting him- the cold streets that Nico had wandered- the taste of blue birthday cake, the sweetness mixing poorly with the bitterness and anger in him--noticing Will for the first time and only noticing that his blonde hair was rather bright shade of yellow- Pansy’s scowl and scream over teaching Draco- Dumbledore hiding information and that Voldemort was changing his direction- Death looming over Nico and Draco- 

              The memory continued without Nico’s control, without Snape’s, like water rushing out of a dam. 

              Nico felt his back ache as he uncurled his concaving chest, Bianca at his side, and he watched as a black wall ceased to envelope them, falling down like rain through roots. The hotel was charred, as black as night, and Nico wondered where his mother was, they were just going down the stairs and-

              Nico could feel that he was alone.

              He opened his eyes, his mind adjusting to the absence of hands on his should, Bianca's hands, and saw Professor Snape’s face of confusion and the overwhelming way he was still trying to understand what he had seen and… Gods, a headache formed so quickly and painfully, Nico might as well have cracked his head open.

              The demigod felt his knees hit the floor as he held his head.

              “Oh shit,” Nico cursed, and his hands clenched, pulling his hair taunt. It pulled at his roots with horrible prickliness, but it was nothing compared to the pain in his mind. A hand was on his shoulder.

              “What happened?” Professor Snape asked.

              “It’s my-- I think it’s my memories.”

              Last year should have been the end of it. What more do I have to remember?

              He could feel Bianca next to him. So close, so warm, standing beside him with a grip over his shoulder the same as-- no. It was not the same as Professor Snape’s. It was softer, guarded, like she was going to try to defend him from the strange black wall. A sense of loss hit him.

              And mom wasn’t there.

              That was when we were taken. To be hidden from Zeus.

              The physical pain rescinded, leaving only the small pin pricks of where his nails dug into his scalp. 

              “I think that should be a last resort,” Nico mumbled.

              He couldn’t have something like that happen while in front of an enemy. It would be one second too much, one second that would cost him his life. 

              Nico finally opened his eyes. Funny how he almost forgot he was in Professor Snape’s classroom. It was still rather macabre, scenes of death and destruction and darkness that reflected his most recent memory. Professor Snape was in front of him, a worried look across his face. And something akin to pain. 

              The wizard’s hand went to his forehead, his eyes still narrowing as he massaged his own head.

              “Though it was a worthy attack, I still understood some of the memories I was going through. The Dark Lord will be able to do the same,” Professor Snape said, and his hand fell back to his side.

              Nico nodded, though the words felt far away.

              Though Nico had told Will nearly everything that had happened… He didn’t tell Will everything. Or anyone everything. And it was a whole other thing to experience it through a memory. It made Nico feel rather raw and vulnerable… and uncomfortable.

              The demigod relived the moment he realized only he and Bianca were saved by Hades from Zeus’s wrath. And his mother wasn’t. Did Snape understand that?

              “There was something looming over you and Draco,” Professor Snape asked and-- Oh. That was what he understood, “was that…”

              That was an easy answer, a name, not needing a story nor an explanation. For this was something-- someone-- who had bothered him relentlessly the past few months.

              “Death,” Nico said simply.

              Professor Snape’s eyes widened, “Death?”

              Wait. Oh. I haven’t told him… Was that summer so long ago? When we were all supposed to come clean? It had been so long since we had exchanged any time of information.

              “Hades… Well, Death has taken over Hades. That is all people are thinking about. With all the Death Eaters about, the murders, the… the memories of loved ones. So, Death is only the only one talking to me, looming over me, bothering me, ” Nico huffed. Now that he was talking to Draco, it was supposed to stop, wasn’t it? What did they want him to do? What did Death want out of any of it?

              Once again, Nico wasn’t sure.

              “Death has taken many things from me too,” Professor Snape said.

              What?

              Somehow it was a closed tunnel right before his train of thoughts. What did Professor Snape mean? How… I… Oh. My mother.

              However, it wasn’t…

              It was strange to see the Greek God be taken over by a sad wizard bedtime story. Well, they had thought the Greek stories were just myths too. But, Nico had learned who Hades was, who Death was… Thanatos. Death? This Death was somehow a stranger. Or, at least, they felt like a stranger.

              Now, death, on the other hand, was no stranger to the demigod.

              Nico looked up at Snape and could see his eyes start to glisten with a replayed memory. Without much thought and only wanting to make the person in front of him feel less pain, Nico patted Professor Snape’s arm comfortingly. Will did it for Nico, when there were bad days... Or even nice days, something to relax him. Professor Snape's attention focused on Nico with slight confusion.

              Take. It was both a word Nico understood was probably best to describe the horrible feeling of realizing you'll never see your loved one, or even just one, again… but… was it Death? Who took them away? Bianca. His mother… And the demigods. At the several battles in the camp, the Labyrinth, between Camp Jupiter, them, and the monsters… Nico could feel them all. And when he didn’t, he felt it the same when he was told.

              Some were killed suddenly. Others by enemies. Others by their own mistakes… 

              And he remembered the one time he had tried to bring Bianca back to life. Her protests… 

              Bianca may have been rebirthed, not even reachable in the Underworld, but there wasn’t a day she wasn’t with him.

              “There are many things that Death cannot take,” Nico said, looking up.

              He saw Bianca everywhere. He could still hear her laugh beside him or her comments about his Mythomagic cards.

              “You are a child of the Underworld, I’m sure it’s different for you than the rest of us.”

              No. Not really-- well--

              “Yes. It is. I feel it, when they die,” Nico let his finger travel from his neck down his chest, a slice down to the heart, “And… and though I can visit them, summon them, eventually, they have to move from Elysium onto the next part of life… they are rebirthed and start anew.”

              Not all of them can move on. There are so many different layers of a soul, not all of them can move on, but most of them. Most of them will. Most of them probably should.

              Professor Snape had never heard of such a thing, clearly. His dark eyes searched Nico as if it could be some lie, but he must have seen it on Nico’s face. He must have found what he was looking for, or pushed it to the side, as the professor swallowed and his face turned toward his office’s door. 

              “Occlumency lessons are over for today,” Professor Snape said. 

 

               “Stop it!” Pansy frowned, smacking Nico’s hand away from her scarf.

               She still spied her reflection, reorienting the accessory to have one less loop around her neck, and draped the rest down her back. 

               It wasn’t cold enough to warrant it in the dungeons. With the water and ground, it kept the stone walls and floor a mild chill throughout all of the year, not letting any warmth nor frost through it. Nico was glad he wasn’t in a heat-sucking hole in the ground. But, he suspected that the Slytherins would have never allowed that to happen. With as much status in the Wizarding World, how could they let their offspring half-freeze in Hogwarts?

               For the reset of the castle, however, that was a different story. The stone walls somehow enticed the weather, the torches only gave off light instead of warmth that could be felt and the hallways tunnelled the wind into a powerful and piercing force cutting through any knitted clothing. 

               “It’s fine, it’s all fine,” Pansy said, frowning as she looked at herself in the mirror. She did a small pose.

               She wore her Slytherin scarf and a longer, purple robe. The long winter robes were decorated with silver embroidery and white lace, and shaped along her arms and body like it was made just for her (it probably was). Despite the feminine outfit, she still had that annoyed look on her face. 

               “Silver and green don't look good with many colors,” Pansy muttered.

               “It does with black,” Nico replied.

               “I don’t want to always wear black,” Pansy snapped back, shaking her head, “we all can’t be you, Nico.”

               A smirk sneaked its way onto her face and she turned toward him, forgetting about the scarf and mirror completely. And then, just as that happiness appeared, it was gone. Pansy sighed and covered her eyes with her hands and cursed under her breath. When she removed them, she took off her scarf in one final tug.

               “Are you worried about the movie club?” Nico asked.

               “Maybe.”

               That sounded too short.

               “Is it other things?” Nico asked once again. Pansy gave him one final look before she released the floodgates of information. 

               “It’s everything. The club. Draco. Slytherins,” Pansy gritted her teeth before she sighed. “The young Slytherins, they don’t ask me questions anymore. They don’t come to me. At least, not as many as they used to. Only one did today. One. And I know they don’t go to Draco, even if… he’s the other prefect… But, when we go to this meeting, that’s it. The ones that were on the fence, they won’t come to me at all.”

               She looked like she was between defeat and fury, her words spitted out like venom and yet an accepted truth. 

               Though Nico wanted to say Pansy was exaggerating, making up dominos that would never line up, he couldn’t. She had been in Hogwarts longer. She understood the Slytherin house in ways he couldn’t have. But… turning in Death Eaters, that was really more than standing up to Umbridge? Somehow, the most important detail of that story was that it was Daphne’s family who was affected. Not the fact that they were hosing Death Eaters or Death Eater sympathizers... or were Death Eater sympathizers.

               And Aurors didn’t actually get them all. 

               “Maybe… maybe not. Joining something as simple as a movie club that wasn’t started by Slytherin shouldn’t make people stop believing in you…” Nico muttered.

               And if that is the straw that broke the camel’s back, how good of a believer are they?

               “You should just have fun. That’s what this age is for,” Nico continued.

               Even if one had talks of Death with a professor. Or missions to either save the world and kill someone. Ugh, what was their life and problems compared to others?

               “Yeah, it can be fun,” Pansy said as she began to mess with her robes, rubbing the fabric between her fingers “Besides. I know how to do well with formal parties between Pure-Blood families, so how different could this be?”

               “Very,” Nico replied and with her worried look, he quickly continued, “Most movie clubs are not that intense. You go in, watch the movie, and maybe talk about it at the end. Maybe. At camp, if there were any types of shows, quite a few people showed up in pajamas.”

               “Disgusting.”

               Nico laughed. The stress seeped out of Pansy and she let go of the fabric. It flowed back to her chest and her posture softened as she only admired her outfit. Then, after one final look, she fully turned toward the demigod.

               “Then, it perhaps doesn’t matter what I wear,” Pansy said wistfully, “oh well. I’ve been taking too long. Daphne and Millicent are already outside and here I am… holding up like some nervous gnome.”

               The affirmations that it was okay to be nervous was right on Nico’s tongue, but he couldn't quite say it. He was nervous too and it was starting to sink in that he would have to meet up with Draco very, very soon.

               Avis. I could do that. And why don’t I just ask him?

               “I’m sorry I can’t go to the movie club tonight,” Nico said instead.

               Pansy turned around, grabbing his shoulders.

               “Don’t apologize to me for that. I know Draco is… well, he’s an asshole. And though I try my best not to notice him, I do. Notice him. And there is something wrong. With him. Death and Marvus have been bugging you, so I know you’re doing all of this because it’s kind of your duty,” Pansy practically rolled her eyes at the last word. And thought Nico wanted to do the same, there was some sense of… rightness in the world.  “Only, it’s not just that. You’re doing it because you care… too much, honestly.”

               What?

               “Come on, Nico. We’ve got this, let’s go.” Pansy said.

 

               Do I care too much? Nico wondered as he waited in the Artifact room. He studied the strange different scrolls, parchment, furniture, jars of ingredients or long dead animals to pass the time. There was something in particular, a half-preserved body of Grindylow. Its mouth was open in a forever snarl, teeth and skin white from age, most of it under liquid, the ear and few tentacles drying in the aerated area. I don’t think I do. 

              Nico frowned as he wanted to know the time. It was eerily silent in the Artifact Room.

              No ticking. Nothing.

              Did I go to the wrong place?

              The demigod sighed as he started to pace once again, twisting the ring on his finger. He already started to make a mental note… if Draco wasn’t going to show up in five or so minutes, he would leave. Even if ten minutes had already passed.

              And so much for our lessons, Nico thought.

              His eyes roamed until they caught onto the corner. It was colder, darker… and Nico didn’t even have to see the cloak before he understood who was there: Death. They seeped in from the corners like a disease, a faceless phantom.

              “Hello,” Nico grunted.

              Then the knob jiggled and the door opened.

              “Oh, thank Merlin, I was checking room after room when I realized we never picked a place,” Draco said as he pulled his robes closer to himself. His eyes narrowed as he looked at Nico, “Did you want to practice here?”

              “Um… do you know of a better place?”

              “Yes, follow me.”

              The demigod didn’t necessarily like following the wizard. It was fine, but for the most part Draco was a poor conversationalist, and the mostly empty hallways highlighted it. Perhaps Draco was just as nervous and it glued his mouth shut. So, Nico kept to himself and thought about all he had planned and reviewed for this meeting…

              Draco didn’t seem to be very amazing with magic. In fact, from what Nico had seen, Draco appeared to be as skillful as the rest-- maybe putting in the hard work when the natural talent wasn’t enough.

              And natural talent never appeared to be enough.

              But, who was Nico to judge?

              It was much longer getting there… whatever there was. Down a few staircases, strolled across a few more frigid hallways, even going through a few wriggle-room routes behind a statue… What was that of? A fire? Was that from the witch who would let herself be burned at the stake for fun? Wendy the Weird? Something strange like that. 

              And, finally, Draco’s pace slowed.

              He put his hand on a slab and whispered something… the wall opened. Draco gave one final look as if he had expected Nico to run away from him in-between those five seconds. The Slytherin jerked his head toward the inside and Nico wandered after him, nearly crouching as he made his way through. 

              There was so much light inside it, Nico wondered, for a moment, if it was daytime. He walked in, staring at the thousands of shards of glass, all embossed into the walls reflecting the five white-light torches that lit the room up like a sun. In the middle was a large mosaic piece of a wizard-- with long robes, a long thin wand, and the iconic pointy hat, all flowing up toward the rounded and ribbed ceiling. It was… beautiful.

              “What is this place?” Nico asked.

              There was a moment of waiting. Draco was staring at the same masterpiece as he did, with the same awe and reverence.

              Was it of a specific wizard?

              “Something for the Prefects,” Draco answered.

              “Pansy had never mentioned anything like this before,” Nico said, turning toward Draco.

              The other Slytherin’s eyebrow rose and then a frown appeared, “I hope not! It’s… a special location. Something for Prefects… specifically Slytherin Prefects.”

              That still didn’t really answer his question, but whatever.

              “So, what spells do you have in mind? If you have any in mind?” Nico asked.

              “The important ones, probably that Patronus One. I’ve heard you need skills to master it,” Draco said, eyeing him, “Have you mastered it?”

              “Yeah.”

              “Why don’t you show me?”

 

              “We’re going to be late because of someone,” Tracey smirked, eyeing Pansy beside her.

              The Slytherin scoffed, pulling at her own robes. It was rather silent as they walked through the hallways, mostly the screams of the wind to keep them company. It was annoying, how cold the night was. Pansy wished she had brought her scarf. 

              “I’m surprised with how fast you two were,” Pansy said, gesturing to Daphne and Millicent behind her.

              She glanced to see them staying silent and… holding hands.

              “How are you, Daphne?” Pansy asked.

              It was probably good to get it out of the way now rather than later… Especially since this was an invitation from North. What would Murphy think of this? The little North inviting them to his little movie club? Or the Auror’s arrests at her house at all?

              Murphy should be grateful. Daphne was betraying her family, everything she had known!

              But…

              But.

              “I’m… I’m doing okay,” Daphne said. Her blonde hair was already in her hands, separating strips and carding through them with her nails. Despite the previous Pixie's nest, it looked nearly brushed.

              Nervous tick. Pansy frowned slightly. The look and the words didn’t quite match up.

              “I’m glad,” Pansy said, “This is… this is supposed to be fun.”

              Pansy wasn’t quite believing it herself. What kind of fun felt like the same preparation as a ball? Pansy wished she was going into the deep end that she knew instead of the unknown. The guessing was so much worse. It was a movie club that promised her adaptations of a book with only words into something totally visual. A photograph that continued to move, location, sound, and tell an entire story. And students who... who just enjoyed it and wanted Slytherins to come.

              It didn’t sound real.

              At least they were able to find the room. They stood in the doorway of what would be the Muggle classroom. Propped one the side was a bright plastic pink flamingo and a box on the other. There was a red plastic flag on the side of the box. She pulled the red up and down, frowning.

              “What is this?” Pansy asked.

              “A mailbox?” Tracey said, frowning, “I… one of the Muggles in Art Club talked about someone putting an uncooked hotdog in their neighbors’ mailbox as a prank.”

              “What is a hotdog?”

              Tracey shrugged. Daphne and Millicent appeared just as confused behind her. And Pansy remembered when she first was reading the Great Gatsby. The amount of questions she had to ask Nico was… a lot. Too much. Oh well. 

              Without any more fanfare, Tracey opened the door. Pansy took a deep breath and ventured in… to quickly be greeted with North’s very excited face, the smile nearly cracking his face in half. 

              “Hello, North,” Pansy greeted.

              That was stuff they did before entering a stranger’s house. North’s happiness flickered before he found his voice. 

              “Hi! Come in, come in,” North squealed at the front, moving out of the way and into the classroom, “Make yourselves at home! You look so nice Pansy, the purple really just- just royality!”

              The room was barely lit with candles. A few long wooden tables she recognized from other classrooms were pushed to the side. While a few were… thick, strange looking with grey and some yellow, plastic attached seating. In fact, the whole room looked like a collection of… things. Most were bright or weirdly shaped that Pansy could not even guess what they were for.

              Three other students were sitting down, surrounding a large black box in the middle. 

              “And please, make sure there is no way to get into your bags if you brought any. Zip, close, tie them-- whatever!” North said, sitting down with the machine. He was looking inside the box, pressing buttons and pulling something out and putting it back in. Pansy tried her best not to notice the few other students watching them nervously and then she blinked at North’s words. 

              “Why?” Pansy asked, her eyes nervously darting toward the rest of the group members.

              There was a young boy, a third year, with brown hair sitting next to North, Dennis Creevy (not Colin Creevy? Did he get the brothers mixed up?). The other two likely had some conversation going before it faded… A boy with dark hair and eyes were a bright contrast to white sweater and pants, another boy with curly brown hair (clearly a Ravenclaw with a scarf around his neck, and... and a familiar look about him), and a girl. She had long light mousy hair, falling down her neck like a waterfall. 

              “Batman really likes small places. And Quills. And pens. And pencils,” North answered calmly.

              “He’ll ruin them if you give him the chance,” the girl offered.

              Pansy frowned and then the curly-haired boy lifted up a quill where there was practically no quill left. Any and all feather parts were chewed into oblivion, leaving a sad stick. At least there was a metal tip that could still be used to drive the ink across parchment.

              “Batman-- who is--”

              As if on cue, a void with bright yellow eyes popped out of the white sweater. The eyes turned into dark saucers the moment the cat spotted the nearly destroyed quill. 

              “He’s a good boy, really,” North said, slamming the machine and it suddenly started to make blinks and whirl, like some strange fan, “he just does what he wants?”

              What? What’s the point in having a pet if they destroy items and make it worse for the family?

              “He doesn’t look like a Kneazle, nor be part Kneazle at all,” Millicent said, narrowing her eyes at Batman. The black cat continued to stare at her with the same power. The boy with the white sweater began to pet the occupant with something like protectiveness.

              Batman didn’t have any of the regular traits for a Kneazle. The magical feline normally had a strange coat, often going beyond orange, black, or white, with the ends of the tail and ears holding more fur than any common street cat. This cat… had an equal amount of fur all across its body. And pure black. A Magot? No, there didn't appear to be that much thought behind those eyes.

              “What?” North said, finally noticing Batman’s residence in his friend’s sweater, “Oh. No, he isn’t. He’s just… a cat.”

              “Hogwarts has the policy of only Kneazle relations on the premises because they are tested to be more magic resistant and smarter than a Domestic Cat,” Millicent said.

              That would explain the damage the cat regularly inflicts-- but again, why bother having it if its just going to make life harder?

              “How do you know that?” the girl asked.

              Millicent stared.

              “She likes cats,” Daphne answered. 

              “Cool. Um. Well, we will keep it a secret that Batman is just some regular kitty. He’s my emotional support animal in the Muggle world. Though that might not mean anything to you. His silly face brings me joy and comfort so I need him here. But! Now that everyone is here, let’s introduce yourselves!” North cheered as he jumped to his feet. 

 

              Nico watched as the silvery raven flew across the room, the light reflecting in the thousands of mirrors like a mini star, and he couldn’t help but feel… strange. It was a part of him, his feathery Patronus. He remembered his moment with Will when he had finally casted it-- his annoyance and then his newfound appreciation for the creature. It was made of not destruction, but love and hope.

              It landed on Nico’s shoulder and he let his eyes stray toward Draco to see his reaction.

              The Slytherin was staring at the raven, as if hoping to see answers that were not there.

              “A raven,” Draco said, frowning, “that’s an… interesting animal.”

              A nervousness ran through the other Slytherin-- no doubt Draco had heard it was an omen of Death. The way he shivered and looked away, Draco was definitely infected with superstitions. 

              Nico exhaled and he saw silver dust flow into the air. His Patronus was gone.

              “Yeah, it is the symbol of death. For most people,” Nico offered. It also represents Apollo. Will. 

              Draco frowned, looking away, “And battlefields, war… So, how do we cast it? Or do you want to duel instead?”

              “Duel?”

              This was to practice spells and perhaps cast this one, not… not duel!

              Dueling would be nice if spells would react regularly to me. I don’t even know what kind of spells Draco would use in that scenario… and I can’t have him noticing anything different. At least, that different. So far all he thinks is that I am a delinquent, not particularly skilled with school, only certain spells.

              Only, now a delinquent associated with death.

              Or was it something else?

              Nico could hear Tracey’s words, I just want you to be careful around him.

              “You said this spell first. We could spend our first session doing that, after all, it took me a while to cast it. Might as well start the practice first,” Nico offered, “have you ever tried it?”

              “No, but I’m sure it will be fine,” Draco said.

              The moment those words situated themselves into the air, Draco's expression changed, as if maybe it wouldn’t be fine. 

              “Are you okay?” Nico asked.

              “I’m.. I’m fine. You said it was a while before you could cast it correctly, how long did it take?”

              “A… a month or two.” Or three. Most of those practices and days went by in a haze of frustration and then suddenly Harry was going to the Department of Mysteries, Professor Snape saw Nico shadowtravel, and his arms was full of a man that should have died the moment he fell through the Veil of Death. It was hard to keep track of the passage of time when so much happened all at once.

              Draco looked back, eyes wide.

              “Maybe it’s not worth it, we should try to something else. The-- the school year is about to end. And--”

              “It might be important to know," Nico said, "I know Patronuses can send messages. And ward off Dementors.”

              Draco rolled his eyes, “I already told you, I don't need that. Besides, why would we need to ward off Dementors? They only guard--”

              “They are not guarding Azkaban anymore. They are with… They aren’t there anymore.”

              “How would you know--”

              Draco stopped himself. His mouth was open, caught between want to voice more questions and then… it sunk in. Whatever answer he wanted, he had it. Those grey eyes widened and he turned away, facing the mirrored pieces. Nico saw different fractals of Draco’s expression as it dipped more toward dread and resignation. 

              “Okay. Okay, so how do we cast the spell?”

 

              Dennis Creevy was… a Creevy. And a pretty average Gryffindor. Pansy was rather glad the rest of them weren’t Gryffindors. In between excitedly talking to the curly haired boy about Cosmic Wars or whatever, Creevy gave them suspicious looks. Only some of that ire was directed toward North when the Ravenclaw admitted he only mentioned his brother, Colin Creevy, as a “maybe” member.

              “Colin doesn’t come enough! He’s not a real member! Just a visitor.”

              Samir was the boy with the white sweater and… Pansy found that she did not remember his last name, only that it was not very familiar. But, he seemed to be… nice. Even if he did let Batman cover his white sweater with enough sprinkles of black fur to make it gray. A Hufflepuff, likely a second year.

              Curly hair was Damien Wartsnerk. A Ravenclaw that Pansy has had to discipline before… It wasn’t fun crossing the lines of other Houses as a Prefect, at least, not to Pansy anymore. He had transfigured his friend when they were trying a spell out of class… After five points taken away, Damien Warsnerk took that poor, small, spiked up Knarl to the Hospital Wing to figure out what to do. He was in the same year as Henry North. 

              And the long brown haired girl, Elora, didn’t say her last name. Nor her house. And her Muggle attire hid any type of Hogwarts or wizard associations. It didn’t matter too much since she didn’t speak at all during most of the exchanges, just watched everything with blank green eyes. 

              “North, they said you would have Pride and Prejudice. Or the Great Gatsby. Have you seen it before?” Pansy asked.

              Pansy and her friends had settled down, Tracey closest to the other students, her legs crossed. Meanwhile, Daphne and Millicent stayed on Pansy’s other side, Daphne combing through her blonde hair quite obsessively. 

              “No,” Damien Wartsnerk said, rolling his eyes, “because those are boring and we’ve been watching--”

              North shoved his hand over the other Ravenclaw’s mouth.

              “We haven’t gotten into it yet, so it will be a fun time to watch it now! I thought about it during your little… pin wearing phase and all that, but we were very focused on another franchise at the time.”

              Pansy raised an eyebrow, “Franchise?”

              “Franchises have the same characters… or they are just in the same universe. World. Worldbuilding,” North said, “It’s… it's like how there is a different world. The Muggle world, only some of them are totally made up.”

              “And what-- what would be such an important world that you couldn’t even look at the Great Gatsby, North?” Pansy asked.

              “Kung Fu Panda,” Damien Wartsnerk interjected.

              What?

              “Okay, okay class, settle down!” North said, “and… we need to start the movie now or else we will be out past curfew. And we can’t deal with that, can we?”

              “Ravenclaw can stand to lose a few points.”

              “And possibly get the club cancelled? Yes. Stop interrupting. Thank you, Damien, yes zip those lips until you have something good to say. Actually, everyone should start to be quiet! We are starting the movie!”

              North held up a small, circular disc. It caught onto the light, showing off rainbow-like shimmers. Then he turned the dark machine, messing around with it. There were different ticks and changes, before… It began to whorl and change colors.

              How could… How could that show a movie?

              There was no explanation and Tracey appeared just as confused. If anyone, it would have been her to know something. Anything… but she was handling this new quill like they all were. Yeah, Tracey was not going to do any type of research before joining this damn club…

              She could have at least asked some Muggleborns in that Art Club she was a part of!

              Pansy frowned and watched as North stood up again. 

              “And thanks for getting the um… it's not the projector. The screen down! Elora, very very sweet. And now, everyone has to get comfortable! We’re going to start the show. And, what’s nice is that we don’t have previews! Now! Nox!

              At once, the candles went out with the spell. Where was this image supposed to go, where- the screen. A projection of grey and white appeared on the screen before them. It outlined the edges of the classroom and students in a weak grey, reflecting their eyes. Even Batman popped out, entranced by the seemingly large photograph in front of him.

              Then a somber, older kind of music came, fighting as it tried to escape from the large horn of a gramophone, taken back by years of use. She hadn’t heard something like it since she had left the Parkinson mansion. It struck a familiar and painful chord in her. Random words and pictures showed and she turned to see the rest of the club whisper to one another. What were they doing? Something was happening?

              And then the music changed and came in, full, loud, and with a melancholy twinge. There was no gramophone struggling to sing, but sounds that filled the room and Pansy's mind. And the black and white turned to gold and black. The whispers from the club members disappeared.

              A murky waterfront.

              And then a green light. 

              Pansy leaned forward. 

 

              Draco knew more about the Patronus Charm than Nico expected. The other Slytherin knew that it produced an animal, one that reflected the person themselves and that it was rather hard to produce, most wizards never completing one successfully during their lives. In fact, there was a wizard devoured by maggots who had tried such a spell. Most of the smiliar stuff Nico had heard. 

              And that trying to bring up a “good memory” was harder than Draco thought. Another struggle Nico all too well.

              “What counts as… as bad? As impure?” Draco suddenly asked. 

              “What?” Nico asked.

              His mind was still reeling from the past few ten tries. There was something about Draco’s expression the past five… like he was getting more and more worried. Eyebrows together. He had been so determined, so sure of himself at the beginning… and now that was not the case. Not at all. A few sparks instead of a lively animal might do that to a wizard... Or there was something else in play.

              “What is the difference between a person pure of heart and someone who isn’t,” Draco repeated, his wand lowering to his side.

              Pure of Heart. Nico had worried about the same thing-- if those deeds he had done affected more than just his memory. What if his soul changed- was ruined- forever?

              It did affect Nico forever. Anything harsh would. But…

              “I… I don’t know. But I think that whole thing might be rubbish,” Nico answered.

              He really was becoming one of these kids. Rubbish. Who would have thought?

              Draco was just as caught off guard, whipping around as if Nico had said he had several degrees and already graduated Hogwarts. A scanning type of look where Draco was wondering what kind of smarts gave Nico the ability to make such a statement.

              “And why is that?”

              “Because I worried about the same thing last year.”

              Draco scoffed, practically laughing as if Nico had said the greatest joke in the world. The softness of the glee echoing in the small room as the other Slytherin moved.

              “And what would you have to worry about? Running away from school last year? I don’t think something as silly as that would taint your heart… just your academic record, and we all know how important that is.”

              The demigod kept his lips shut. There was… No. No, he couldn’t bring it up. He had only told Dumbledore, and-- and the whole Order of the Phoenix over the summer. No. 

              “No, it’s not like--” Draco almost choked on his own spit, but the thought was already in the air. He looked at Nico, knowing he had to finish it, “It’s not like you’ve killed someone. Or… or something horrible like that.”

              Nico turned away. What was he supposed to say to that? ‘Oh, yeah, I have, and no I don’t regret it.’ Or better yet, lie to him, ‘no, of course not! Who could do such a thing?’

              Has Draco ever brought something up like this before? Did he become a Death Eater over the summer? Is that why he has long sleeves-- it’s not just for the cold? But to hide that he’s one of them? What if Voldemort asked him to do something horrible?

              What if Voldemort asked Draco to kill someone?

              And, sure enough, as Nico tried to think of what to say, he noticed a dark figure start to move in like fog coming from the lake. The smoke and tendrils of souls out of a rounded corner, dripping in front one of the mirrored pieces. Death.

              “I think it’s about how you see yourself,” Nico said, ignoring the growing presence of Death as he looked at Draco, “And it’s not just the memories, it’s about concentration. It's hard to turn that happiness into something… permanent. It is the hope that you will feel happiness in the future. That’s what you need to think about.”

              Draco’s light eyes turned away from Nico. He looked strange, almost a defeated version of the wizard stained glass behind him. Had Nico ever noticed how weary he now seemed? Darker circles under his eyes, his chin and face downward in shame, and a worry that aged his skin several years. Of course, Nico had. It was a pitiful reflection of Nico had been years and years ago...

              “Let’s try something else,” Draco mumbled.

              Nico felt his heart sink.

              I need to figure this out. But I won't be scaring him away.  

              “Right. Okay. Maybe we could… try that bird spell.”

 

             When the projection changed to another character, Pansy felt like she was struck with a stunning spell. Sure, people were moving, they had to move (photographs did that too), but… the change of scenery? It felt like someone had Apparated Pansy without even grabbing onto her arm-- Disorientating. Sickening, sometimes.

             The first five minutes was hard to get used to… There was something else about the scenes, something that she found didn’t feel real.

             And then it was the music. The narration. So many sounds at once washing over her, so much to take in, and it was overwhelming and… And more immersive than Pansy had ever felt. With music and new flashing places, Pansy experienced an old story that she knew well-- even if some of it had become muddled in memory or rewritten as it went from the page to the screen.

             It was brighter- more extreme- and Pansy found herself asking why Gatsby had nearly pummeled Tom (it wasn’t in the book!), Nick knew about it all along, his narration, the way he was in that room- like St. Mungo… for an affliction not physical, but of the mind.

             Nick talks about New York one last time, how it wasn’t the golden city he remembered. No, only a reminder of what he had expected it to be, and of what he had lost…

             And, lastly, it ended with Nick placing the final version of the novel, adding a Great before Gatsby, and a flickering green light to show what was never reached.

             North casted a spell and the candles lit themselves again. Light returned to the room, but Pansy found herself still entranced. The music continued, grabbing at her like honey to cloth. Even as conversations drifted around her, her mind… felt like a sort of fog. A fog with only a green light to guide her.

             “Was that a happy ending? Or a sad one? I can’t tell,” Samir asked.

             Seconds passed before the words had meaning. Then it had her thinking as well, catching up to what was happening. 

             “It seemed like Nick was getting better,” Tracey answered, “from the reflection of it all. Writing the novel probably helped him process it.”

             Daphne moved forward in the corners of Pansy’s vision, nodding along. Her blonde hair still caught reflections of the names that moved across the screen. 

             “But he reflects on the past too much. Maybe he is lost in it. Just like Gatsby, wasting his life away for a woman who never cared,” Millicent countered.

             At last, there was something that Pansy could grab onto fully. She already turned toward her friend, feeling the part on her shoulder where there would have been a pin a year ago.

             “There is nothing wrong with finding purpose in the past- everyone has their past to look back to. It’s good to know what you need to do, what’s worked, what’s brought upon the good times,” Pansy said. 

             They shouldn’t be blaming Gatsby! Even… even if he was misguided, it certainly wasn’t his fault! It wasn’t his fault that others took advantage of his kindness and his dreams! There was… there was nothing wrong, going for a dream. Even if he did have some interesting friends.

             “Or the bad times.”

             Pansy found herself looking back at Tracey with narrowed eyes. There wasn’t too much of a reason to look back at the bad times… Or well… The only reason was to not repeat them. Pansy felt her purple robes, feeling the nice stitching beneath it. 

             “I don’t know, I thought it was supposed to be a bad ending. I do remember one of my friends- all he talked about was that it was about the American Dream! Ya know, going to a land to make a fortune to make it to the top!” North pumped his fist into the air.

             “And never succeed. Because it will just never be enough, you just have to be born with it,” Damien Wastnerk said.

             “No need to be a Debbie Downer,” the Creevy said.

             “Well, that's the whole thing with the green light, a dream that you can never touch,” North said, “but… I don’t know. It started with winter, and then, it ended with Spring, the weather of death and then rebirth, so… I think it was a good ending. A hopeful one, one that longs for a good start.”

             The North brother smiled, pausing. His eyes were to the ground, taking in a breath his hands nervously holding one another. His dark eyes glanced at Pansy and her Slytherin group before his attention turned toward the whole club.

             “It took a while to start this meeting,” North continued, voice loud enough that it made Pansy wonder why when there were less than ten people in the room, “So, we gotta get home before curfew gets us all!”

             At North’s proclamation, everyone started to struggle to their feet.

             That was it?

             It felt like… like there should have been more. 

             Millicent stood up and took Daphne’s hand in hers as she lifted her to her feet. Daphne’s hands looked rather delicate, those thin, long fingers perfect for playing the piano and porcelain skin like a doll’s.

             Small, thin, like a bird.

             It had been too long since Pansy had been in the Parkinson mansion. Some of those songs-- the sights, it reminded her of it. The bright mahogany wood, great decorations of a snake embalmed throughout random snippets of the house-- Slytherin, for that was the House every Parkinson had ever been in.

             Family. Tradition. A… Home.

             It was a lot to give up.

             And here, Pansy was: in a Movie club made by Muggleborns surrounded by some Ravenclaws, a Gryffindor and… someone. Elora. Not even a last name.

             Pansy wasn’t someone Slytherins would look up to, wasn’t she?

             I could be. I am. They just need to open their eyes and see. 

             Pansy found her feet planted onto the ground before trailing behind Daphne and Millicent with Tracey by her side.

 

             Draco knew how to cast Avis. Before Nico could ask again if Draco was sure he knew the spell well, three goldfinches rushed out of the wand in a whirlwind of feathers. They flew and chirped, full of life and energy like the torches around them. 

             “How do you know that?” Nico asked.

             “It’s an easy spell,” Draco replied quickly.

             Death became a third person, watching them, waiting. Feathers fell onto the ground as the goldfinches fly around, trying to find a perch. They found Draco’s head for only a second of repreive before he quickly shaked them off.

             “Is it? I still struggle with it,” Nico said, watching as the birds flew in circles, chirping in confusion.

             Eventually, one of them found the black nest that was Nico’s hair. It was hesitant, the first landing, those small talons barely touching his scalp. However, once Nico stayed still, it became bolder. It felt like a small dance, before the rest joined, and then it truly was a party. Most animals weren't as happy to see Nico. 

             Draco raised an eyebrow at the sight.

             “It doesn’t matter, this spell isn’t very useful anyway. And it's not for… not for what I need.”

             The birds disappeared with a wave of his wand.

             “Luna said that it overwhelms the senses as an attack. Sight, sound, touch- I’d like to be able to use it. And, isn’t it cool? Making birds out of nothing?” Nico asked.

             It was different from summoning. Would you be able to feel the creature you created? Would they have a personality, and a different one for each conjuring? Would they live forever? Though wizards were far from gods, wouldn’t spells that conjured living things make them too close to one? Maybe. 

             Somehow, instead of invoking wonder, that only made dread appear on Draco’s face. The Slytherin showed his back to Nico again. 

             “Isn’t that it? Conjuring, you make something?” Nico asked.

             Professor Flitwick and Professor McGongall didn’t say too much about it. Perhaps in the earlier years they had learned what true conjuring was… and these later years you were just supposed to do it. Nico must have been distracted enough to never asked.

             “No! No… because, it’s just magic! When-- when it dies, it isn’t regular. There are no bones, no weird smell, nothing. It’s… it’s magic. And not much else.”

             Nico found that hard to believe. But, then again... animals were not always happy to see him. And he could still feel those talons, dancing on his head.

             “I… I still think that spell is a good idea. You’re very good at casting it, maybe you can use it for something else- be creative with it. And…and I can get better with it,” Nico said.

             For a moment, it seemed Draco hadn't heard it. The silence stretched before them and the demigod found himself wanting to repeat his sentence. And then Draco finally spoke. 

             “Maybe. Next week, we can meet here, at the same time.”

             Nico blinked. 

             “Okay.”

              

              “It can’t be right,” Hermione frowned.

              “What?” Melody asked, the newspaper in her hand already forgotten. She was looking for any excuse to turn away from it.

              Across from the demigod and somwhat hidden behind a pile of books, records, and newspaper piles, was Hermione, glaring at one particularly strange yearbook. Together the two girls had gotten to nearly the end of their research pile, in fact, they were checking portions that Hermione considered to be… well, possible dead ends.

              The last thing was finding out who Eileen Prince's child was and checking the three different years that the child would have gone to Hogwarts.

              Hermione slammed the year book down, looking up at Melody, who stared at her, waiting.

              “It isn’t right. It isn’t possible,” Hermione said.

              “What isn’t possible? What did you find?” Melody said.

              “I--”

              She brought the book up to her face, eyeing the text and photos as if there must have been a hidden code.

              “He really hasn’t changed. No, it’s just a coincidence. God!”

              “What is it?!”

              Hermione flipped the book around, nearly tumbling the tower of materials between them, and shoved the book in front of Melody. The pages were filled with young notable witches and wizards, either for academic or physical achievements. Hermione wordlessly pointed down at a picture of a small boy with longer black hair, and, specifically, his surname listed.

              Prince.

              The demigod, blinked, uncomprehending. The boy didn’t look too special, rather, someone who hadn’t been happy for a while. A sort of permanent frown on his face, either from not fitting in or not finding the school to be what he imagined. She glanced back down and then Melody took in the entire name.

              Severus Prince.

              Melody’s eyes widened.

              “Only his mother was a witch. The Half-Blood Prince. Half-Blood. Prince. Holy shit,” Melody exclaimed, sitting up, the smiling growing on her face to an extraordinary amount. “This was probably a misprint. All the other years and pages he’s Snape.”

              They wouldn’t have to research for hours on end anymore!

              But, Hermione didn’t look excited. She was caught on the tightrope between confused and frustrated like someone given the answer to a riddle and realizing it was never a riddle at all. Just some sad pun.

              “What is it?” Melody asked.

              Maybe she was thinking about how many materials they had to put away. It would take hours. But, now, Hermione was still frozen in thought, standing from when she had shoved the book to Melody. And then, at once, Hermione spoke. 

              “He always wrote the directions on the board. For potions. That’s why I’ve been mediocre at best with Professor Slughorn,” Melody’s face morphed into a mixture of what? That’s what you got out of that? But, Hermione continued, heat building up in her voice like a volcano, “Why did he never write a textbook? Or go into researching. There are spells in there, some that I’ve never seen, instructions and just-- he could have done so much!”

              Hermione nearly slapped her hands on the table. It earned a few looks from some Ravenclaws trying to study and still, she could not see them. Bewildered. Shocked to the core. She couldn’t notice anyone or anything else.

              “Why does he bother with Defense Against the Dark Arts? Why bother at all when you can create like this?” Hermione asked.

              And Melody found herself traveling down the same rabbit hole. 

              New spells. Better potions. Perhaps the next step was new potions. How can Snape be so creative with his work here and yet…

              “I… there must be another Prince,” Hermione said, frowning, already taking the book back and scouring it like a wildfire in a forest, “let’s just focus on these yearbooks, we can put everything else away. Oh-- oh curses! Nevermind. We can focus on the yearbooks tomorrow, we have to go back to the dorms for curfew.”

              Melody stared. She glanced at the large pile of books.

              The Half-Blood Prince.

Notes:

More Voldemort Backstory!! And Just!!

They found out about Snape early... :) I wonder how this changes the story...
Gosh! this chapter was fun to write! Rather hard, but just... I'm very happy with it :) I will see you all next time. Be safe!

Chapter 45: Is this Tea… Wrong? Like. Aren’t You Supposed to Warm it Up?

Notes:

So... Its been a year an a few months!! Updated:2024-04-08 :) I have had a few ideas.

Finally got to rereading this second half (sorry first half, I will try one day maybe), but!! My brother got married! It was nice! Hmmm... what else has happened? My sister got married too! And I... well. It's been interesting working on some original work, but I just can't leave this one. The ending, mostly planned, is claws at me too much to ever make me leave it. And I won't!

Oh! Trans rights! Ace rights! Hahah, it's funny being like, wow! Rowling picked my special group to hate too! Funny how they are all smaller parts of the LGBTQ+... Funny how... nah, I shant say it, we all know about her bigotry. Anyway, I hope that you all can enjoy this chapter.

And sorry that I haven't responded to all of you! I might try to get to it. OR.... we will see. Either way, I have read and cherished each and every single one, and I truly mean that.

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Chapter Text

              “It’s nice to see you,” Will said, smiling.

              “How do you do this?” Nico asked, slinking into the Hospital Wing.

              There were not many students. Most were sleeping in the main corridor, but Will had another smaller area in the back-- perfect for brewing potions early in the morning and keeping to himself. In front of the son of Apollo was a large cauldron, just big enough for Nico to crouch in and take a hot bath and wake up. Luckily, he was awake enough for it to only be a passing thought and not something he  almost did.

              The small step toward the cauldron was nothing.

              Perhaps Nico should have snuck in last night instead of the morning. Though Nico normally didn’t follow curfew, with Draco it felt like he should. Even if Draco barely tried to fool Nico that he followed the curfew either.

              They both knew they didn’t.

              So, Nico waited until the morning, extra early before his classes. And oh, boy, Nico was regretting it. His limbs screamed for his bedsheets and his eyes were starting to close on their own. That was not even mentioning the way his mind seemed to take everything in rather slowly, something rather unusual for a demigod.

              Will laughed at Nico’s grumbles and, just this once, Nico wondered how hexes would work on demigods.

              “I have to wake up early,” Will said, “most of these potions go by so fast.”

              Will gestured to the cabinet beside him. It was as tall as the ceiling, stretching haphazardly and leaning from one side to the next, filled with thousands of different colors and labels. Nico wouldn’t want to see a nudge that could have it all crashing down. Or would he? No. No. All that work…

              “Moving staircases,” Nico nodded.

              Instantly, Will giggled. The son of Apollo’s attention turned back toward the cauldron in front of him. He mixed it by hand, the large wooden spoon turning the liquid clockwise. It was glowing a light blue, brighter than any sky or thing he had ever seen.

              This was something Nico couldn’t recognize from his Potions class.

              “What are you making?” Nico asked, frowning, finding himself entranced in the color.

              “It’s… a secret,” Will said.

              A secret?

              But the son of Apollo looked at Nico knowingly. The bright blue. Secret. What was Will talking about? And why didn’t he just say it?

              Loud footsteps paused Nico’s thoughts. A large black figure appeared, appraising the potion just as Nico did, leaning slightly over the cauldron yet far enough from the fumes. Unlike Nico, he must have understood what he was looking at.

              “Good morning,” Professor Snape greeted, then there was a small, “Mr. di Angelo.”

              The weekend came rushing back. Right. Nico wanted to tell Will it all… 

              Death has taken many things from me.

              Nico blinked away the awkward conversations from the weekend, “Oh… hi.”

              Professor Snape stared at him, words obviously at the end of his tongue. But, whatever questions or comments he had for Nico, they stayed to himself. Snape turned back toward Will, “is Madame Pomfrey up?”

              “She’s tending to another student. Dueling Club had an incident,” Will replied.

Polite. Concise.

              Will’s eyes barely left the cauldron. The nearly cyan potion reflected in Will’s blue, making Will have the same fiery eyes as any god. 

              “Then I can take the needed potions, where have you housed them?”

              There was a quick nod toward the corner of the room. There housed a small table and on top a tray of light blue vials. Only they were not the regular circular ones at the base, there they were a strange square, almost put together to house as much as possible and take up every inch they could with the potion inside.

              Wait. I’ve seen that shape before. There was something special about it, Nico blinked with recognition at the vials before Professor Snape went over and grabbed them. The vials barely clinked against each other with the movement; Professor Snape had a steady hand. 

              “Thank you,” then Professor Snape once again turned toward Nico, “And I will see you later for class.”

              Nico let out a weak yeah, and watched as the professor left the Hospital Wing. And there was one less tray of vials.

              “You’ll tell me if I can’t figure out who they are for?” Nico asked.

              Will nodded, his eyes never leaving the cauldron as he stirred, “I am not… encouraged to tell people, but with the sleepiness out of you, you’ll know. It’s kind of stupid, keeping all these secrets, but… I also get it… Is he always this awkward?” 

              Will tapped the large wooden spoon on the edge, getting every last drop of the potion back into the cauldron, and placed the spoon beside him.

              “Hm? Who?”

              Where is a chair?

              The sleepiness certainly wasn’t going away, it would be good to find a rather cushion-y looking seat not too far away.

              “Snape,” Will said, his blue eyes landing on Nico. The demigod felt suddenly awake, blinking at the intensity in his boyfriend’s face. 

              “Yesterday… yesterday Occlumency was interesting,” Nico answered.

              “Really? What happened?”

              “I… I shoved some memories at him,” Nico groaned.

 

              “What?” Harry asked.

              “We found him,” Melody whispered, “we found the Half-Blood Prince.”

              Her voice barely carried over the chatter of the Great Hall. People were still planning on what to do with their final days of freedom. Soon enough they were going to have Apparition lessons and all of that was going to go down the drain.

              Harry wanted to try those spells while he could with Ron, like he had been saying for months. Dumbledore’s Army 2.0 was… getting a little stale for his taste. Even if they were still getting new members. There must be something for the older members to do.

              And Melody wasn’t really looking at them either. Her eyes kept on darting between the entrance of the Great Hall and the professor’s table.

              “Is that why Hermione isn’t here? That’s been her mission most of this year, it’s rather rude to spoil it for us instead of her, isn’t it?” Ron asked.

              “We did stay up a little late in the common room after the library, but we found him! We found him in the library!”

              “The Half-Blood Prince?” Harry repeated.

              He imagined some old, strange man walking around the library while the students slaved away to work and research. What would some old man be doing at Hogwarts? At a time like this, that couldn’t be possible. Dumbledore was almost becoming as bad as Umbridge, the way there were restrictions, a curfew. There was no way he would let someone new into the castle.

              Or were they already here?

              “Yes!” Melody said! Then she blinked at Harry. “Wait. Not like that. Oh, Ron, no we found documents about him. His name, it all adds up. ”

              “So, he’s a good guy? I can go on with the other spells?” Harry asked. 

              Instantly Melody paused. Her brown eyes, once again, darted to the side of him. What had her attention so… so everywhere?

              “Hermione has been going on about this all year, she needs to tell us,” Ron said, putting his hand out as if to stop her. “You can’t just-- you can’t just take this hard work away from her.”

              “I’m not! Because she won’t even… She won’t even admit that we’ve finally found him. Even with the piles of materials we went through at the library, and the hundreds of more we took back to the common room. But, it all adds up, it all-- Hermione. Hi.”

              Together the boys jumped.

              They turned around and could barely recognize their friend. Hermione’s eyes had dark, purple circles underneath them, and her hair appeared as if it hadn’t been brushed. Several strands stuck out in different directions, few clumping together and creating waves that did not flow together but were spread out as if to attack something.

              And her stare. It was practically vacant.

              “We found him,” Hermione said, sitting down in one swoop.

              The bench scratched against the ground.

              “Found who?” Ron prompted.

              “The Half-Blood Prince,” Hermione answered.

              From the way Heriome appeared dead on the inside and Melody kept looking over at the sides, it must have been a bad person. Or, at least someone that was haunting them. Harry couldn’t imagine the writer who gave him notes and good potion advice to be truly terrible.

              But, perhaps he was.

              “And… who is he?” Harry asked.

              Hermione was looking at the food, as if trying to decide what she could stomach. Her brown eyes were fixated on them, moving from one to another with so much focus there was no way it wasn’t forced.

              “Who-- who is he?” Harry repeated, he glanced at Melody, and the demigod’s attention was still at the front of the Great Hall.

              “Snape,” Hermione finally answered. 

 

              “Do you think that Dumbledore’s Army 2.0 would be welcoming to Malcolm?” Pansy asked.

              Her eyes followed the certain Slytherin as he walked to sit down next to a Gryffindor. It seemed early enough that the professors weren’t walking around just yet, perhaps getting class together… so, early enough that they wouldn’t try to get Malcolm back to the Slytherin table and away from his friend.

              Tracey shrugged, “Probably.”

              “They should,” Daphne said.

              The tone was weak, earning a questioning glance from Pansy that wasn’t returned. Those blue eyes were solely on the beans and toast in front of her. It was likely because of the morning. Too early for her mind to wake up.

              Or it could be the other things. Other rather important things that somehow slipped Pansy’s mind.

              How could I forget it? She’s probably waiting for that public denouncement… But that would have to come in the form of some… Some invitation within her. A party. Or maybe some changes of the family trees within the house.

              But the Greengrasses weren’t even home, were they? At least, not all of them.

              “Astoria isn’t here,” Tracey noticed, watching Daphne for a reaction. 

              There wasn’t much. A small flicker of those blue eyes, only that telling them she had registered anything at all. Then Daphne pushed away the plate in front of her. It was still filled with cooked mushrooms and some tomatoes, practically untouched. 

              “She probably doesn’t want to see me,” Daphne said. “Or she is feeling bad. That blood curse always comes around at the worst of times. I barely convinced her to come to school this half of the year.”

              Pansy frowned.

              “I’ll be checking on her tonight or so, see if that’s the case. Maybe she--”

              “NO WAY!”

              Merlin’s beard, why was Weasley practically screaming?

              Most of the tables turned toward the specific part of the Gryffindor section. By now every student should have been used to the shenanigans that the specific Trio did… Hmm, Quartet? Melody might as well have been in it, but… nothing rang quite like the Trio.

              But, it was gossip. And any gossip was good to know, either to use or to entertain.

              Granger had already shoved her hand over his mouth, no doubt whispering to him to keep quiet the way she was so close. Professor McGonagall was already walking over, her stern glare enough to set the other students’ attention to finishing breakfast before going to class.

              “That was obnoxious,” Millicent said.

              “Could be important,” Tracey added, nodding. Unlike the rest of them, she was still watching those Gryffindors, a smile slight on her lips. 

              As McGonagall chided them into using “inside voice,” Malcolm slipped back to his table. A quick exchange, no doubt just to get past an unwanted speech himself.

              Daphne shrugged, “whatever it is, if it’s important we will find out from Nico.”

              Yeah.

              As if summoned, Nico plopped down at the far side.  A greeting couldn’t be uttered from the girls before he leaned forward, “I have a lot to tell you about the teaching time I had with Draco, and something I just learned from Will. But, before all that, how was the movie club? Was the movie interesting?”

              Pansy groaned.

 

              It was hard to think about what they were going to do in the D.A. 2.0 as Harry sat in Potions, swirling the mixture in his cauldron. There was a difference between running out of spells to do or drills-- and frankly, they might not need any new ideas with the slow trickle of new people joining the mix and forcing them to restart spell wise. And yet, as Harry tried to plan, his mind refused to go anywhere else other than the fact that Snape is the Half-Blood Prince.

              It didn’t mean anything, right? Harry could keep looking through the textbook he currently stared at, taking what spells it offered, getting the top marks with each potion he made, and…

              It was Snape.

              He wasn’t a good guy, even if-- even if Snape always turned out to be on Harry’s side. At least when it came to Professor Quirrell, when it came to that time in the Shrieking Shack when Lupin transformed, and…

              Harry could still hear that glass smashing above his head. The small breeze against his hair and the jar shattering, it felt worse than nails on a chalkboard, like an ice pick into his ears. Snape allowed to be angry that Harry had been invasive and looked into a memory of his, watching his father and the Marauders humiliate the young Severus. But… There were only a handful of times Harry had dropped something at the Dursleys’ house that broke. Harry made sure to never do it again. 

              Harry tried to shove that swarm of memories away too.  

              Suddenly, his wand was nearly knocked out of his hand.

              “You’re stirring too much,” Ron whispered.

              Harry blinked down at the potion beneath his hands. It was no longer that deep blue, but a pasty, sickly green. What does he do now? The book didn’t have anything on… well, it never had anything on what to do when you did it wrong. Likely he had to start again. Harry sighed.

              And then there was another nudge.

              Harry looked up to see Ron’s concerned face.

              “I didn’t expect it either, but a good mark is a good mark. You should use the book’s notes.”

               Right.

              “Cork your potions! Turn them in before the end of class and make sure your full name is on them! Oh, wow, Miss Granger, you’ve done swimmingly today. That’s a perfect teal, bright enough to really make it pop!”

              Slughorn practically leaned over the cauldron, taking a big whiff of the glowing potion. It was a chilling potion, something to keep it cool-- or rather, just right. Then Slughorn beamed at Hermione. He was onto the next row of students, eyeing each liquid in the cauldron. A few different Slytherins he gave a compliment to-- even Knott.

              “There’s no saving that,” Ron said, looking down at Harry’s. “But, it's only one potion, it can’t really tank your grade that much, can it?”

              Harry chuckled, “it doesn’t really matter anyway.”

              His attention drifted to Slughorn walking away, smiling as the wooden holders in front started to fill up with vials.

              Snape had been through this class before, hadn’t he? Likely seen the same professor scurrying back with the same smile. Had Voldemort seen it too? 

 

              The vials. Nico did recognize them. It might have taken most of the day, his thoughts walking through the sludge of another pile of assignments, spells, and history, but it did lead up to Nico suddenly letting out a “I knew it!” during Study Hall.

              It was only as he stood did he really wake up. Not only did the other students and Professor Sprout give him a questioning stare, but Agnes glared at him through those red glasses and a book slammed on the table from Anthony’s startled hands. 

              The compounding thud sent Nico to focus back to the project in front of him. Anthony gave out a small sigh, flipping through the book to find the previous page.

              “I hope that was excitement about finding where the Jabberknoll would live and not something else,” Agnes said, “I have three specimens that are coming in a week or two and they need a place to stay now rather than later.”

              Now rather than later.

              Those were the vials Nico had seen before. Why did Will say it was a secret? It was obvious there was some kind of potion keeping Dumbledore alive after that curse… after all of that…  When he defended them on Christmas. It was incredible.

              “You’re going to the Dumbledore 2.0 meeting today, right?” Anthony asked.

              “You can’t distract him,” Agnes chided, “this is the one thing he needs to do for this project and-- and the three Jabberknolls are not just going to live in his dorm!”

              “Shush!”

              “You shush!”

              The three Ravenclaws turned back around with a glower on their face. It did nothing to match the growing rage in Agnes. She breathed in deeply, pulling her hair behind her ears and glasses. Once the locs was out of her face, she breathed out. But her eyes remained closed.

              Anthony still watched Nico, clearly still waiting for an answer.

              I really do need to find a place for those Jabberknolls. I could ask Hagrid, he seems open to it… but he has so many animals. Maybe that one house that Melody and Marvus invited us to?

              Nico nodded.

              “So, where do you think you’ll put the Jabberknolls? Remember, they’re domesticated. So they cannot just be let outside or with the rest of the creatures we have here.”

              “Raised in Captivity. Not domesticated. There is no breeding done to make them more attuned to humans,” Nico quietly corrected.

              Agnes gave a huff, “Right. So? Do you have a place?”

              Nico only just started to shake his head before she groaned. This was probably the most emotion he had ever seen her display in… in ever.

              “Just tell me when you have a home for them,” Agnes said, pushing her glasses up to her nose. She pushed the bench back, the loud screeching making Nico and several other students wince. However, Agnes stood tall, unaffected. “I… I will take another breather outside. I’ll be back in a few minutes.”

              Both boys watched her as she walked down the aisle, her head forward the entire time until she disappeared. Nico looked down. Right. This project is most of their grade. Of course she’s upset I’m not taking it seriously.  

              “What made you go to Dumbledore’s meetings?” Anthony asked.

              “...I’d rather us focus on the project.”

              Where could Nico hold the Jabbernoll? Just in his room? Together? Most of the captive Jabbernolls were solitary and the few they saw in the wild were often dying, singing all the sounds they had heard, all in seemingly random environments too. Some of those wild Jabberknolls had other Jabberknolls around them at the time, but others… well. Speaking uncontrollably often attracted predators. It made sense to be alone.

              But that thought made Nico’s insides twist at the thought of the Jabberknolls dying alone.

              He looked up to see Anthony still staring. What is with this… obsession?

              “Why?” Nico asked. 

              Anthony shrugged, “I’m just curious.”

              It was too fast, that reaction and words. Nico felt a frown twinge on his face. Whatever, it was an excuse to stop working.

              “I am not very good at magic… I’d like to get better,” Nico said.

              “I thought you went to another school before this. And wouldn’t your magical parent make sure you’re at the top of your class? Most Slytherin parents are like that.”

              Parent. Anthony was assuming that Nico was at least a Half-blood instead of Muggleborn. Made sense for how Slytherins were. Funny how Nico wasn’t that kind of Half-blood.

              “My pare--” parents. Hades was Death currently. And his mother? Now Nico barely remembered her instead of not at all since the barrier in his mind let his memories come back, those good memories of her showing them stories or the harder ones of her trying to keep them hidden during a time that was too close to this one. And, in the end, she still died. Nico winced. What could he say? All of those assumptions Anthony made just poked holes in Nico’s story. Well, there might be only one thing. “My previous school was very different.”

              The Ravenclaw just watched Nico process with no change in his expression: open curiosity.

              “You’re a very strange Slytherin-- and I don’t mean that in a bad way! Just… that you are. I wish more Slytherins were like you.”

              Nico smiled and his eyes flickered to Agnes walking back. Her face was blank once more, though she breathed in and out through her mouth. She was still likely mad.

              Oh well. He would try to figure out a home for those Jabberknolls in the next few days. Maybe Will would be nice and let them stay in his room if Nico got desperate enough.

 

              Harry found that his mind couldn’t stop wandering. All those notes in the textbook, it wasn’t just some stranger, but was someone that Harry knew. And didn’t. Harry’s thoughts drifted all the way until he was standing in the Room of Requirement, watching as groups of fellow students filed in. There were about half from the original Dumbledore’s Army, like the Creevy’s, Ginny, Luna, Neville… Marvus. Seamus and Dean. Melody and Hermione, if Hermione muttering angrily in the corner to the other Gryffindor countered as participation. 

              Or was it really all of them? Even Cho had come in, smiling at a few other Ravenclaws as they wandered. Most were older, in a group that Harry didn’t really recognize. Except for the two that followed that one Gryffindor. The North brothers, was it? Or was it something like South?

              The room of Requirement grew to fit the club’s needs. Widening enough for several sections to emerge-- beginners of the spells Harry had taught last year to the oldest now trying to turn every defense spell into a game. Neville and Marvus took over, rearranging students when needed (either too good or not good enough), and Harry… Harry just watched as more and more students walked in.

              “Do you want to try to help?” Ron asked.

              “Huh?”

              “The groups. Marvus and Neville are doing a good job, but not like you did.”

              Sure enough Neville was observing a small group, hands on his hips as he watched the group of Hufflepuffs try some defensive spells. His face was abnormally stern and focused-- unlike anything Harry had seen in classes.

              “I’m not sure,” Harry answered honestly. Between all of the thoughts and wants, he found he wanted to lie in bed.

              Along with the Hufflepuff group, there was a couple, one that Luna seemed to be looking after. It was a Gryffindor with…

              “Is this one of our first Slytherins?” Ron said, noticing the two. 

              “Nico came in before,” Harry corrected.

              Where was he?

              Nico had come to the last one meeting. Why wasn’t he coming here? Then, Harry finally registered what Ron was saying.

              “But that is our first real one. I mean-- it is one that doesn’t have to do with the questing or whatever,” Harry said, crossing his arms.

              It was a younger Slytherin, maybe in his second year with a stern face. The Slytherin wasn’t very skilled at the moment, but had potential. It was the same skill level every young person like him had, and when he did struggle, it was Summerby who came to help. Like it was normal. Like it should have been for the past few years.

              What would Snape have been if he was not bullied by my father?

              “I’ve been thinking about the Half-blood Prince,” Harry said.

              “Me too. We should have recognized the handwriting, we’ve only been staring at it for five years. Well, even this year.”

              “No, it’s not about that. It’s what Hermione said. Why never publish it? Why does he just-- why does he want to be a DADA professor when he did that? In the few years he was a student?” Harry said.

              And he wanted to see what Nico thought about it. Nico and Snape seemed to be close, at first to Harry. Now… Now he wasn’t so sure. The more Harry got to know Nico, there were very clear differences between the two.

              Nico promised to cheat death for me. Snape would not do the same.

              “I think you need to go out and help everyone, get your mind off of it,” Ron said.

              “What? Why? I’m fine to ask these questions, especially since Slughorn is not going to give me memories, the one thing Dumbledore wants me to do, and--”

              “You’re not doing any good just mulling over what could have been,” Ron interrupted. “Just do what you can. And right now, that is helping that Slytherin because it looks like Summerby is teaching him the Summerby method, and we know how specific that is.”

              Harry sighed, but he was already walking toward the duo turned trio as the small Gryffindor joined them. Naama?

              “Summerby, thanks for the help, but I think you’re making it worse,” Harry called out.

              The two second years stared at Harry as he made his way. Harry couldn’t understand if it was undeserved reverence or confusion-- either way he was going to ignore it.

              “First, I don’t think you need to hold the wand that way,” Harry said, taking the Gryffindor’s thumb from nearly snapping her own wand, “It’s taking too much of your concentration-- I don’t know why your professors haven’t pointed that out yet. But, uh, let’s forget about that-- now, you--”

              The Slytherin seemed too cold to be a second year. He had sort of strain in those dark eyes that Harry found himself wearing before he came to Hogwarts. It was…

              “Malcolm.”

              “Right, Malcolm,” Harry greeted. At least the young boy took Harry’s pondering as something else.

              “And I’m Naama!”

              “Nice to meet you two, now, what I noticed about you Malcolm is that you are comparing this defensive spell to an offensive spell. It is in the way you are saying it, there should be no underlying anger, but rather a command. Additionally, you are holding your wand too tightly. Now, let’s try it again…”

              Malcolm and Naama were young enough that they mostly needed to be taught from the ground up. It was… actually strange. In classes, Harry noticed most other Slytherins to be rather talented-- happened when they were raised with a magical parent and taught from a young age. Instead, Malcolm was worse, nervous, and closed off.

              The dummy’s wand flew into the air and fell down with loud clinks. Harry turned, smiling toward the Gryffindor.

              “That’s a great job, Naama.”

              She beamed and quickly turned toward Malcolm, “now you try!”

              Naama walked over to the wooden wand, plucking it off of the ground, and placed it into the dummy's hand. She was calm, and so was he, but the moment she turned away Malcom’s face tightened.

              His knuckles were turning white, wrapped around the wand like it was a lifeline.

              “Just remember to relax your grip,” Harry said.

              Malcolm gave a sigh and his fingers loosened… and yet, no spell.

              Was it more quiet than normal?

              Harry’s eyes scanned the room and quickly realized a few people were staring at the second years. Oh. Malcolm definitely saw, concentration quickly slipping from the small suggestions to the growing audience--

              Everyone was watching the second Slytherin to ever join Dumbledore’s Army 2.0 cast a spell. Learn.

              Harry moved closer to Malcolm, trying to keep his voice down.

              “It’s okay, Malcolm, the worst thing that can happen here is that you have to try again,” Harry reassured.

              Malcolm nodded. He focused on the dummy a few meters away, his wand still pointed. His fingers wiggled, the wand barely staying in his hand as he tried to change his grip. And then Malcolm continued to stare. The wait was unbearable, Harry took another step forward to--

              “Expelliarmus!”

              The sound of cheering rang over the dummy wand’s crash to the ground. Malcolm blinked, watching as Naama smiled at him. His confused glance ran over the crowd as he sought refuge with Naama. Harry could overhear the confusion, the statement that it was just a regular defensive spell, and all Harry could do was grin.

              People quickly returned to their own activities but pride swelled in him. Then, the two second years turned back toward Harry. Malcolm’s face was bright red.

              “What other spells do you know?” Malcolm asked. They really did have a lot of time left in the club.

              Harry frowned, mentally filing through the list that he liked to use… And out of the corner of his eye, he finally saw Nico walking in.

 

              Pansy let her eyes wander to the rest of the common room. Nico had sprinted out, saying how he had forgotten about Dumbledore’s Army, and then the common room was back to… regularness. Tracey, Millicent, and Daphne continued to do work. And Pansy continued to stare into nothing now that her conversation partner was gone.

              Her eye caught onto other Slytherins walking through. Some were stubborn enough to stay out with them, working, and overall trying to pretend their group was gone. Others were less pretending. Watching. Waiting. Maybe wanting.

              It was like Slytherin was on a precipice.

              And while there were other people wanting a new leader over Pansy, a few were just fine with her. Like Malcolm.

              “Millicent, what are you doing with that?” Tracey asked.

              “Daphne is telling my fortune,” Millicent answered, gesturing to the blonde as she studied the inside of the tea cup like a new specimen.

              “It says… that change will be happening in your life,” Daphne mumbled.

              Millicent watched on, eyes rather blank, “does it really?”

              “Yes, it-- you’re teasing me,” Daphne glanced up and grinned, “that’s funny. That’s a good joke. But, er, there is more… you are about to have change that can upend your future. Two paths, one that can bring about… I forgot what the two knots represent. It is tied together, looks strong. And the other, well…”

              Daphne frowned, swallowing. She turned the tea cup in her hand, revealing the beautiful depictions of flowers and birds across the stem and base. 

              “The other is not the best,” Daphne said.

              “Don’t worry, all fortunes are like that,” Tracey said, rolling her eyes. 

              Pansy huffed. There was a reason why Tracey didn’t bother with Divination…

              “Thank you, Daphne,” Millicent said, ignoring her other friend’s comment, “I’ll be sure to be… careful with my decisions in the future. And now.”

              Daphne let the teacup join its matching saucer on the table and there was a smile before it faded. Pansy couldn’t help but feel a frown develop on her face as well. Everything was still eating at Daphne, it was obvious. Still, it hurt Pansy a little bit every time she saw it.

              Her family was worth missing, wasn’t it? Pansy thought. Small bubbles of bitterness rose in her before they popped. 

              “Good. I… I have to write out what I divined so that the assignment is done. I can probably give you what that knot means there too,” Daphne answered, turning over to grab the biggest tome that Pansy had ever seen-- likely three times the size of their regular textbooks. It landed on Daphne’s lap with a loud thump and she began to thumb through the pages, scanning for the last image she needed.

               Pansy wanted something to do with her hands. She had already done all of her assignments, early in between the breaks or during class when she could. 

              And then she noticed the singing. Aria was at it again, with another haunting melody… And Pansy was reminded of the movie she saw the day before. The start of it, the green light blinking on the other side of the lake… Two paths…

              Draco can pick one path. Will he? A part of Pansy knew he couldn’t, but another part…

              “Daphne, we need to talk,” Astoria said.

              They all looked up at the newcomer, but she only had eyes for her sister.

              “We can go to my room,” Astoria offers.

 

              The Room of Requirement was half empty, most crowds laughing and shuffling out into the hallway to get to their respective House dorms while a small portion hung by the chalkboard, reading what words were on there, taking in the photos of the people who have been lost. Susan Bones looked at her mother’s stern photo with a solemn face.

              “It’s going to be curfew soon,” Malcolm said to Nico and Harry. Behind the young Slytherin was Naama, waiting patiently as she studied the scratch marks on the floor. There was sweat along the ridge of Malcolm’s hair, but a smile on the reddish face. “Are you two coming?”

              “We’ll be leaving soon. Thanks for letting me join the practice with you two,” Nico said.

              Malcolm shrugged.

              “It was good that you joined… I thought you’d be better at the defensive spells,” he said honestly.

              Harry snorted and Nico’s eyes widened.

              Did he really just say that?

              “Was…” Nico started, “was that supposed to be an insult or-”

              “No! I-- No. Just-- nothing. Nothing at all. I think we have to go,” Malcolm said, pulling Naama with him. “You know, the curfew.”

              Nico watched as the young wizards sped toward the exit, Naama laughing at his side. The demigod’s brain did the mental gymnastics until it landed on the horrible realization that he might have just scared away the only Slytherin with that question.

              “I-- I know I’m not good at it!” Nico called out, “It’s fine! I’m not insulted, just surprised!”

              But the two youngins were already out the door, feet turning into a slapping sprint. A few heads turned toward Nico for the outburst before following the duo.

              “Do you think he heard me? I want him to come again,” Nico said to Harry.

              Harry shrugged, “he’ll come back. Besides, it’s not like he can really avoid you— you’re both in Slytherin.”

              There had been quite a bit of avoiding within houses before. Within friend groups.

              “And if you want you can find him and tell him,” Harry added.

              It likely wouldn’t be worth it. If Malcom was like the young Gryffindors Ron and Hermione dealt with, he would be coming back. 

              Ugh, especially if he was like the Creevy brothers. 

              Most of the original Dumbledore’s Army was there, still cleaning or talking to one another. No doubt trying to figure out another suggestion box offer to keep people coming in. 

              “… did you feel like you got enough practice?” Harry asked. 

              Nico groaned, “no. You'd think it would be easy to show up on time since it’s the same time twice a week and yet… got caught up in… a project. Would you believe it? I need to figure out where these Jabberknolls are going to go.”

              “Maybe the owlery?" Harry offered. 

              “No, I don’t need those owls spreading gossip about me. Then they’d tell the Jabberknolls, and it would make keeping them in one place even harder. Plus they aren’t often found around other birds in the wild, so....”

              Harry let his mind trip over the ‘gossip’ part before nodding. He would suggest the very room they were in, so it could turn into whatever he needed, but…

              “We need to start going or else we will break curfew,” Hermione announced.

              Harry watched as she got up from her corner. Melody was already waving at Nico like she had only just seen him.

              “We can break curfew,” Ron replied.

              He came over from the entrance, slow but purposeful forward Harry and Nico.

              “No, if we are out past a certain time after curfew even we can get in trouble,” Hermione reiterated.

              Ron sighed.

              “It’s better to be safe than sorry,” Hermione said, before she turned and suddenly glowered. 

              “I think we should do more research or something. What if Snape has a secret sibling we don’t know about?”

              “Hermione, no, it's done, it’s him,” Melody interrupted. 

              Hermione slumped further into herself. Nico gave her and the rest of the group a questioning glance. 

              “Does this have to do with how loud you all were this morning.”

              Harry gave Hermione one last look but her gaze didn’t stray from the scuffed up and minority burnt floorboards. 

              “We found out who the Half-Blood Prince is,” Harry said.

              “Oh?”

              “It’s Snape,” Hermione said. 

 

              Daphne had been in Astoria’s room earlier that year. Mostly to check up on her sister, make sure she was doing what needed to be done, and bringing food back from the Great Hall when her Blood curse was acting up. The room had changed since she had last came.

              Astoria’s side was messier; dirty tea cups littered every top of her dresser, truck, and a few even peppered the nightstand. Her roommates’ side seemed to have a few here or there in their cleaned, and made up beds. Astoria walked over to her bed, sitting at the edge, and gestured toward her desk. Daphne briskly walked over and pulled the chair closer, her face blank and gaze on the floor. It was easier to assume that Astoria would be as she was last time.

              “I know Pansy Parkinson does not live in her house any longer,” Astoria said.

              There was some spilled tea on the floor, a brown amongst the blacker stones of their rooms. 

              How did Astoria know? And why was she bringing it up now?

              But, Astoria was talking to Daphne. It was better than the past few days where there was not even a hint of a smile… and the way Astoria had gotten worse. Paler, tired, like the life had drained out of her. 

              “She was disowned, wasn’t she? It had something to do with Nico, didn’t it? When Pansy went to get him.”

              Finally Daphne looked up and took in Astoria’s green eyes. Somehow so bright, where most were so light, practically yellow. Astoria was the nicer of the two, was always welcoming when they had get-togethers with the other families, and the first to sweet talk a Fwooper when she could.

              It was hard to speak, hard to reaffirm, but Daphne found herself simply nodding.

              “They weren’t at Hogwarts. I know Umbridge was told they never left Hogwarts, but I… they weren’t here,” Astoria continued, taking in a shaky breath, “I don’t want to lose our family. I… I am not as independent as you. I can’t just leave-- the days I can’t leave my bed because of the curse, Mum and Dad are there for me. I… I don’t know if I can survive without it. Without them.”

              Daphne nodded and pulled her long blonde hair in front of her. Her pale fingers raked through the strands as Daphne stared at her younger sister and thought. There were days when Astoria took too long to get up in the morning, and on the way to primary school, Daphne had to comb Astoria’s hair with her hands. She tried to be soft with them, easy with the tangles, as Astoria giggled and never learned her lesson and always, always woke up just a little too late.

              Daphne had never thought much about those moments, but she ached for them. Mourned for the passing of them. It was a simpler time. All she was thinking about was the past, and it made the present so painful. 

              “I’m sorry, I… I couldn’t think of us. Or you. I--I don’t hate Mum or Dad. I don’t think I ever will,” Daphne finally said. “But… Pansy was not disowned for being around Nico.”

              “It was because she left to find him, to--”

              “No.”

              Astoria waited and Daphne searched for her words. What was Nico okay with her saying? What did Astoria deserve to know?

              “She was disowned because it was easier on her parents,” Daphne started, “it was easier to give her up when the… the Dark Lord saw her as a threat because… because she had found Nico. And it was easier to get rid of both of them.”

              Astoria blinked. “W-why would he do such a thing? We’re-- we’re just children.”

              “Nico has-- Nico is… he is more than that. And he tried to… he’s tried to take the Dark Lord.”

              “But, why would he? Why does--”

              “I’m sorry, I can’t tell you, it’s not my place, but… Nico is doing this for a reason. What they all do is for a reason-- just because we are children, it doesn’t matter. It didn’t matter with Cedric. It won’t matter for us.”

              There wasn’t much surprise on her face, not as much as there should have been. Astoria turned away, taking a deep breath. Her chin wobbled. But, Daphne felt like she couldn’t stop. 

              “Murphy was right to hate us. He is always right to hate us. Our parents killed his, not by their wands, but they did so all the same. You… you remember when the Death Eaters left Christmas day? They went to where Nico was… Nico, Potter, Weasleys, all of them. Someone could have been killed and I did nothing... un-until now.” Daphne said.

              The cost for Daphne was different from Astoria. Daphne didn’t have a blood curse, didn’t have the months in bed.

              Twin tears fell down Astoria’s cheeks. She began to hiccup, and instinctively she turned toward Daphne before freezing. Daphne instantly moved to her sister’s side, holding her tight into her chest. And then Astoria really began to sob. There were horrible shakes against Daphne’s rib cage, tears and snot staining the top of her robes, and Daphne raked her hands in her sister’s hair.

              “I’m sorry. I… I don’t know how to make it better. I--I’ll do my best to take care of you, if anything happens. You know I’ll try,” Daphne promised.

              It was all Daphne could offer.

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Please tell me if there are any mistakes!! I wanted to get to the next chapter! I have missed you all!

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Chapter 46: I’ve got more Time to Burn! Now, Where’s My Million Unfulfilled Promises and Projects?

Notes:

:) Like I said!! Updating!! nowadays!

Not much as happened, but also a lot has happened! I am having so many different challenges within teaching than I thought I would, but oh boy! And had to help one of my sisters with moving. She made it there! Anyway, I hope y'all love the chapter!

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Chapter Text

              “Why do you think they’re bringing us to the Lake?” Mallory asked.

              Tom’s eyes were practically closed, thinking their nightly talk was done. Mallory had already pushed the bed away from his bunk, eliciting a small, scratching sound. But, now, with Tom’s eyes open, Mallory was right next to him, on his feet.

              “Huh?” Tom said, trying to untuck himself from his cocoon. His hands pushed down his blanket sluggishly. 

              “We’ve never gone that far. It… I don’t really like that we are travelling that far,” Mallory admitted.

              Tom blinked at the darkness. There were some streetlights outside, if anything, but so far away it only left a grey tint on everything. Even if Tom couldn’t see Mallory’s face, he could see it in his face. Weirdly blank, trying to hide any sort of anxiety or negative emotion. 

              “You’ve been wanting to get out of here for so long, don’t you want to take a trip?” Tom asked.

              It was strange to have an announcement that in the next month they were going to go to a lake for a few days. So strange, that Tom didn’t think it was really going to happen, though… a part of him hoped for some kind of change. And… that was around Mallory’s birthday. One year closer to leaving, but most importantly, there could be a real celebration.

              Tom already found a gift, stuffed away under his mattress for the perfect surprise. 

              “Every year has been a trip. I’ve never been able to stay in one place for so long. This place might be… lucky somehow.”

              Tom let out a chuckle before he stopped himself. Malloy sounded serious.

              “I’m sorry… I wouldn’t say Edith is lucky,” Tom said. 

              It was hard to see Mallory, his face a large grey blur, most of it covered in the shadows. But he didn’t speak, nor make his way back to his bed.

              “I don’t think we are going to a lake,” Tom said. “But if we do go, we can enjoy it. The more I stay here, the more I think about leaving. I never used to think about leaving so much until you came.”

              Maybe there was a part of Tom that thought his father would come years ago. That there would be a mix-up or some kind of calling, and he would show up one day. Or, a stranger would see how special Tom was, and like a few of the kids, leave the Orphanage forever. But, now… All he thought about was leaving with Mallory.

              “It’s been nearly a year, we only have two more to go,” Mallory promised.

              Then Mallory will be sixteen and he can emancipate himself. Then they can leave together.

              Mallory’s hand grabbed Tom’s, and he squeezed. Somehow, Tom felt reassured. 

 

              Nico stayed up late thinking about what the Golden Trio had found. Severus Snape. The Half-Blood Prince. Professor Snape must have been tickled when Nico had brought up that he was a different kind of Half-Blood during the summer.

              Did Snape ever wonder if his book would be found? Did he ever look for it, trying to get all of the information he had written, or was it already in his head? He never seemed to review notes when giving Potion lessons…

              And then there was Professor Snape’s “want” to teach Defense Against the Dark Arts. There was curiosity and a strictness that came with DADA that was different from Potions: less frustration and more… I-know-every-single-mistake-you-made-in-that-10-seconds kind of attention. Passion and knowledge mostly shown through wielding it instead of sharing it. 

              Nico found some comfort in morbidity and grimness. As a son of Hades, it was hard to avoid, especially in his cabin or in his room back in the Underworld, but for the years after he had left Camp Half-Blood those things followed him. Held him. And even began to be something beautiful to him.

              Death was horrible, but it was also inevitable.

              Death had taken many things from me too. Snape’s words still rubbed Nico the wrong way.

              Somehow the morning was pleasant despite how the past week or so had been. Nico felt rested enough when he joined his friends in the common room and asked where Daphne was. Millicent said she would join them at the Great Hall, and then they made their way there, exchanged a few comments about assignments and… Then Nico was looking down at his food.

              He didn’t know when he started liking boiled eggs.

              “So, when is Daphne going to come?” Pansy asked.

              Millicent dutifully kept her eyes on her own food. A plate piled high with sausages and harshly cut and salted boiled eggs.

              “When she comes,” Millicent answered.

              Pansy looked around the table. The usual people were gone… Draco. Crabbe. Oh, Goyle was there, enjoying the food alone. Blaise and Theodore were a bit further down, grabbing breakfast to go elsewhere as well. Likely, it would be somewhere in the hallways, it was much too cold to be outside in the courtyard.

              “Do… you know how the conversation went? Between her and Astoria?” Pansy whispered.

              “Huh?” Nico said. 

              “Sorry, forgot to say. But… Astoria came by to collect Daphne to… talk,” Tracey answered. And then she quickly leaned over the table. “So, do you know how it went?”

              Millicent blinked.

              “Good enough. Daphne can tell you the rest.”

              Tracey nodded while Pansy scrunched her nose. It was a rather short answer that didn’t tell them much. But… it was something. Nico watched as Millicent took measured bites and put a few slices of bread into her pocket.

              If the talk had gone truly terrible, Millicent wouldn’t be there. 

              “That’s fine, we don’t need all the details. We never get details from you anyway.” Tracey said, “so, Nico, you’ve been quiet. Do you know what the obnoxious Gryffindors find out to get them all obnoxious?”

              Oh, right. I wanted to tell them.

              Nico opened his mouth before he stopped. He remembered the first thing Hermione said when she told him.

              “Have any of you thought of publishing a book?” Nico suddenly asked.

              “That feels like a non sequitur,” Pansy said. 

              “I have, I just have to figure out what I would write.” Tracey answered, “though I agree with Pansy, what does it have to do with publishing a book? Does the bookworm over there plan to? I can’t imagine the rest of them getting excited about that.”

              Would Hermione write a book? Likely. I can’t see Harry or Ron getting particularly excited about reading, but they should at least muster up the encouragement. Wait. I’m getting distracted. 

              “I’m not sure, but… uh. I don’t remember if I’ve told you all-- Harry has a textbook that has been written in. All the different ways to fix the potions, some random spells in there and… and a few poems. All by the author, who dubbed himself the Half-Blood Prince.”

              While Tracey muttered, of course, Harry was never good at potions, Pansy instantly straightened in her seat. 

              “Another demigod?” She asked.

              Nico grinned, not out of mirth. It was almost instinct. He shook his head and felt the false smile leave his face. “No. It was Professor Snape.”

              “And…?”

              Pansy stared at him like he was the one who was a little weird for that answer. But, Tracey and Millicent had the same face too. What was happening?

              “Why does he want to be a DADA professor?” Nico asked, “why does he want to be one if there is an outdated textbook in Potions? I mean, it makes sense why I am even worse this year than last, but why? Why DADA? What can he… he doesn’t like teaching. It’s obvious in each class. Not for us, but everyone else, the way he sneers at them when they ask questions or get something wrong--”

              It was easy for Nico to see that. He always had, nearly since the beginning of class. But it took so long to sink in, especially since the Slytherins were treated so well, he was treated so well. 

              In Occlumency, Nico can start to see it. The little twitch in Snape’s eyes and the way he just… didn’t understand how else to go about shielding thoughts.

              “Why does he teach when he could publish and never have to interact with another student ever again?” Nico finally forced out.

              “I-- I thought Snape was nice to you. It looked like--”

              “He’s nice,” Nico interrupted Pansy. His palm dragged across his face, “he’s nice, he’s not nice to everyone else. He clearly doesn’t like teaching. You know how Sprout is. She’s happy when people ask questions, she goes into such long winded explanations because she loves it. Even-- even Hagrid likes people and teaching, he’s tried every single time to have the animals like me… even if Hagrid could use pointers. But Snape… I don’t know if I even see that light when he teaches DADA…”

              Nico would have never noticed the teaching difference. However, somehow learning what Snape had done with that book right after a Dumbledore’s Army 2.0 meeting, Nico couldn’t stop the comparisons. Snape wanted to teach DADA over Potions, so much according to others, but the enthusiasm and kindness didn’t hold a candle to the way that Hagrid did everything in his power to get the animals to not flinch or growl at Nico.

              The way… that Slughorn complimented students or was encouraging, even if it was more to certain students than others. 

              The way that Harry taught in a simple club.

              “I… I don’t want to say it, but even Harry might enjoy teaching more than Snape,” Nico said.

              Tracey nodded, and then leaned in toward Pansy, “maybe we should go to a meeting.”

              There was distinct confusion on Pansy’s face before it filled with discomfort. The Slytherin looked back at her friend with a frown before eyeing Nico. 

              “Maybe,” Pansy offered, “then maybe they’ll stare and we’ll ruin whatever they created. Whatever safe haven it was for nonSlytherins.”

              “Malcolm came,” Nico said.

              “And he’s young, he doesn’t have as much of a past here and he can change,” Pansy retorted, “I don’t know. Maybe that’s why Snape likes DADA. Or thought he did. It was planned for him, the rest of us Slytherins said it was the best subject so he wished for it ever since… Maybe that’s a little dramatic, but odds are, that’s right.”

              “My parents said DADA is the only subject worth learning and all the rest can be taught at home,” Millicent said.

              Pansy gestured toward her friend, “Yes, so did mine.”

              DADA. Nothing else? Truly? No doubt Nico didn’t hide the judgement on his face. 

              It made sense. Kind of. So far, Nico knew that Slytherins learned more magic at home than the rest when they came to Hogwarts and… that whole thing with the first spell celebration. 

              “It would be fine if you all went with me,” Nico said, “and it would be good. For what is to come.”

              And that truly killed the pleasant morning mood.

 

               Harry watched as Nico spoke with his friends at the Slytherin table. He had forgotten to tell the Slytherin to ask Will when he would be available. Now that they knew Snape was the Half-Blood Prince, they could move forward with the spell research… Even if Hermione was trying to get used to the news. She had brought Nico onto that train of thought rather quickly. 

               The Slytherin didn’t seem as shocked as Hermione, but the more she continued about what was in the book he became intrigued and began to ask the same questions she did.

               “Why didn’t he publish his own?”

               “THAT’S WHAT I’VE BEEN SAYING!”

               Maybe Harry was just trying to rush to the next thing, but he didn’t want to have to think about little Severus Snape, and that memory of his father and Sirius and Lupin and…

               And then there was the memory that Dumbledore needed from Slughorn. Or any information. Maybe Harry could join those Slug club meetings for once.

               The professor’s table was quite full despite it being early in the week; they got all of their planning done ahead of time. Everyone except Burbage was situated, eating or partaking in conversations that Harry didn’t seem to care about until now. Slughorn patted the crumbs away from his chin and chest before placing what was left of his scone back onto the plate and leaned toward McGonagall. However, she was already in a deep conversation with Snape. Slughorn’s eyes were wide, nearly bulging in curiosity.

               And suddenly everyone quieted. Harry blinked, looking around until--

               Dumbledore stood in front of the lectern, his hands slowly falling to his sides.

              “Now I know not everyone is present. Breakfast is a great way to start the day or have another hour to sleep before classes,” Dumbledore smiled out as a few bouts of laughter rose. His face turned serious once more, “however, it is pertinent you all know of my decision. Because of the recent events, Quidditch is cancelled.”

               And I nearly forgot about it.

               Kids shouted back at him.

               “Really?!” 

               “But all the practice!”

               Harry glared at Katie Bell and instantly she quieted.

               It didn’t make any sense. What recent events? Other than that thing with the… The Greengrasses? Was there something Harry didn’t keep track of?

               “What happened?” Harry whispered and instantly Hermione shushed him.

               “For the safety of all students, there will be no more games for the rest of the year and all teams are tied for first despite the records so far. Know that this decision brought me no joy, but was a necessary precaution. Even so, do not let this deter your learning or making friends. There are more people here who make this school a wonderful place,” Dumbledore smiled, genuine, even if it was touched with sadness.

               The headmaster turned and returned back toward the professors.

               A roar quickly rose up from the students. Half were either trudging toward class along with the professors while the others started to protest. Katie was already running down toward Dumbledore, her hand waving to catch his attention before he disappeared…

               The Ministry is stretched thin, maybe that’s why. Maybe there are retaliations against those arrests?

               “Quidditch is done?” Ron whispered.

               He sounded… confused. Defeated. He looked back down at his cleared breakfast place with mild confusion.

               Harry felt weight lift off his shoulders. It was disappointing, ending Quidditch with just a tie, but yet… Now he could focus on everything else. Dumbledore’s Army 2.0. The mysterious spells Snape created. And…

               No. Not the Horcruxes, not since we just… have to wait. 

               “I guess so,” Melody blinked. “What does he mean? Recent events? Did I miss something? Wasn’t it just that raid against that one house? The Greengrasses?”

               “Or he knows something we don’t, he runs the Order of the Phoenix and has his hands in the Ministry," Hermione replied. Instantly Ron blinked, alive and working as he started to get up from the bench.

               “But dad would have told me. And Dumbledore should’ve told you if there was anything with the Order of the Phoenix?” Ron asked, giving Harry a look before he quickly sighed. “Actually, I don’t know why I bothered saying that. When was the last time he had you in his office for a private lesson?”

               Several months. 

               Harry hadn’t finished all of his breakfast. There was still a sausage and a slice of bread on it. He quickly took the bread and joined his friends as they started out of the Great Hall.

              “But… with Quidditch gone, we put that time into studying the new spells and the book,” Harry suggested. He felt a small weight lift off of his shoulders. “We’ve been talking about that for forever, but now we can actually do it.”

               “Yeah!” Ron grinned.

               And this could be something else for Ron to do… this could be good, something to start anew. 

               “We do know who is the author… if you give me the book after Potions, I can look through it for some spells,” Hermione offered.

               “Are you sure?” Harry said.

               Hermione rolled her eyes, “don’t worry, I know how to hide what I’m doing. You know I’ve been looking into the Restricted Section for years.”

               Melody giggled, nudging into Hermione’s shoulder. The two girls smiled at each other and Harry… felt fine. Better than he had in a while.

               “And I can stop by Will and ask him when he’s free!” Melody exclaimed.

               The next question was where they could try the spells. Harry frowned as he and Ron walked into DADA. The obvious answer was the Room of Requirement. He wondered what kind of room it could offer them with their plan in mind…

 

               “This is useless!” Crabbe complained.

               Draco rolled his eyes at Crabbe.

               He had lied when he told Nico that the room filled with light and glass was for Slytherin Prefects… it was for anyone in Slytherin, though it seemed like most people did not know of it. Either their parents never passed it down to them like Draco’s father did, or they never knew it to begin with. Draco liked it that way. 

               The mosaic wizard’s eyes seemed to follow Crabbe as well, judging the boy as he paced the small room. It was the only way to speak without others watching… or listening in. After seeing another group of students occupying the Room of Requirement, Draco needed to make a new plan.

               Still, Draco regretted bringing the two Slytherins in. Crabbe with his ever growing disobedience and anger, and Goyle watching numbly from the sidelines, they were poor additions to the beautiful room. 

               “Goyle and I can move the cabinet to another room. Maybe even our dorm,” Crabbe said.

               Draco narrowed his eyes at the suggestion. Crabbe’s black boots strained with each step, maybe hoping to bring the judging walls down with a few more harsh stomps.

               There was already fury in Draco from Goyle arriving late. Nothing was more suspicious than Draco and Crabbe waiting outside of a statue hoping that no one else noticed the secret passage. And to add on top of that, there were crumbs around Goyle’s half-formed mustache. 

               “We can’t be seen moving it, then Snape or even Dumbledore could find out what we’re doing,” Draco snapped.

               “Then you will waste the year away!”

               Draco stepped back from Crabbe’s towering figure. It was instinctual, but Draco wanted to kick himself for it.

               What should I do? He’s already too close, and it’s uncomfortable, what--

               “You don’t know what my second mission is,” Draco answered, sneering, “the one given to me by the Dark Lord. You shouldn’t question what I am doing, I’m a Malfoy, you’re a Crabbe, and-- and it is all going according to plan!”

               There was some wavering in his own voice, Draco could hear it. His fist shook at his side, hidden beneath his robes like he hoped his emotions were. It was so embarrassing, so frustrating, especially since Draco half wanted to convince himself of his last statement.

               He didn’t know what he was doing with the second mission. Get closer to Nico. Find out anything strange about the boy, and… and make it easier for the Dark Lord to find him. It was as vague as the Dark Lord had been when he gave it to Draco. 

               “Fine,” Crabbe said.

               Crabbe kept his eyes on the ground and his feet stayed planted. And his fists were clenched tightly.

               Draco had never worried about Crabbe before. But, in addition to the itch on his forearm, Draco felt the need to get away as soon as possible.

               “Er, Malfoy,” Goyle said weakly, “I don’t know if this will affect anything, but while I was at the Great Hall Dumbledore announced that Quidditch was cancelled.”

               No more Quidditch. There would be more people in the hallways… and maybe more students trying to use the Room of Requirement… and there might be even less time for Draco to go into the Room of Lost Things. Draco sighed.

              But why now? Draco looked up at the mosaic wizard once again. So tall, even without the hat, bright, shining, powerful. The Ministry and… and wizards like that have mostly fallen. Even Quidditch had to be cancelled.

              Or was it because Dumbledore couldn’t promise to protect the students if there was an attack on school grounds. It seemed like the Dark Lord would wait-- would he attack the school during a game?

              It didn’t matter. Nothing mattered, Draco tried to remind himself. 

               “The cabinet is almost done anyway,” Draco asserted, “you two should go to classes and act normal. We don’t need any more attention than we already have.”

 

               All of the professors knew who Astoria Greengrass was. The moment she was accepted into Hogwarts, the Greengrass parents had marched in and personally spoke to the professors to discuss their daughter’s blood curse, how it would affect her attendance in classes, and what kind of accommodations they expected to be given to her.

               It went smoothly. There were some days where Astoria Greengrass used a Time Turner to take naps when needed or to make it to class… and other days where she could barely do either, just wasting in her bed from the pain. But, for the first two years, it all went swimmingly. Then the year that the Triwizard Tournament occurred, she was more bedridden than ever. Her parents admonished her, saying that “she was taking every hit or worry that the contestants did!”

               And then the end of the tournament happened. The instruments slowed. And Mr. Diggory’s screams echoed through her head for months. Astoria found that the summer was not enough for her to recover. The Healers said that the flareup of the blood curse after the event was just coincidental and she was aiming for one soon. 

               The year that Nico came, Astoria did not meet him. Instead, she was being tutored at home while she read letters from her sister about a new friend with only a speck of details about him. Only what drama and shenanigans had happened since she was gone.

               Daphne’s encouragement was what got Astoria to come to Hogwarts after Christmas. It was easier to practice with the Sirens than to send Howlers that only contained melodies back and forth.

               But now… I know why Daphne wanted me here, Astoria thought as she laid in bed and stared at her top bunk.

               Likely a professor was going to send someone to Astoria Greengrasses’s dorm with the wishes that she’d attend Madame Pomfrey and the assignments for their class. The classwork came in one large pile that Astoria had chipped away a little bit… but was now starting to overflow onto her dresser and onto her roommates. Margaret was a kind person, too kind likely.

               Or just too quiet.

               The professors had done just that for the past three days, and it was easily going to become a fourth.

               But, Astoria didn’t sleep, not a wink last night. And the blood curse seeped further into her bones with nothing to hold it back but exhaustion. All of her muscles were weights and her limbs barely moved, as if by a string, before she decided it would be best to stay the day in bed. Moving only to lessen the bed sores. But not much beyond that. 

               You… you remember when the Death Eaters left Christmas day? They went to where Nico was… Nico, Potter, Weasleys, all of them. Someone could have been killed and I did nothing.

               Not I, but we, Astoria couldn’t help but repeat as her mind ran all night.

               And then Meloise. The Death Eaters coming in and out. When Astoria first connected the dots.

               It was hard for her to respect her parents’ decisions. It had always been hard. But her parents stuck with her, through the hardest times, and there was so much of her that needed them…

               Slytherins stick together.

               Why not the other Houses? Astoria once asked. Because they didn’t understand how to care for all of wizardkind, her mother had said. 

               We did leave them first, didn’t we? We are all wizards. And yet…

 

               Nico knew Pansy was unsure if she wanted to go to the meeting or not. They avoided talking about it during Herbology. Professor Sprout was helpful, showing Nico how to collect the seeds from the Jewelweed. It was a nasty, magical version of the real thing that made Pansy say she needed a necklace of that beautiful orange jeweled flower… while also protesting at how forcefully those seeds were released. Like regular plants, it seemed like instead of spreading seeds, they wanted to use them as damn bullets. There were a few pinpricks of bruises from the damned things!

               At least the plant didn’t shy away from Nico. Instead he left the class with new black and purple freckles on his fingers and face.

               The next class was uneventful too. He and Pansy met up with Tracey at Astronomy where they learned more about navigating the earth using the stars. So much memorization… but Professor Sinistra liked it. In between the strict moments, she was calm. Content.

               And then break. An hour to breathe a sigh of relief and try to work on homework as much as possible. Or study… if Nico ever bothered to study. 

               At least Daphne and Millicent were with them, hanging out in the overcrowded Great Hall. The other Houses were loud, mostly talking about Quidditch. There were quite a few fans that were upset and players sulking, nearly melting into the wood with their sorrow. Slytherins, on the other hand, didn’t seem to be a part of that.

               It was like the past week or so, judgement and disapproval toward Nico and his friend group, but now it was spreading.  Since Malcolm had hung out with his Gryffindor friend, there were a few more Slytherins who stood by the other Houses and other friends instead of their own House…

               Nico also heard of a change in “stand-in” leader in the Dueling club, but no change in the main leader.

               But nothing else.

               I have more pressing things to be thinking about, Nico reminded himself. 

               “I gots rooms for the owners of the Jabberknolls, only one is actually coming, but I still don’t know where to put the Jabberknolls itself. I feel like that should be the other way around, don’t you?” Nico suddenly asked.

               Pansy shrugged, “one’s a person who can be agreeable and the other is a bird.”

               “Birds can be agreeable,” Daphne piped up. She pushed away her Divination work and Millicent let out a sigh. “In fact, they can be the most agreeable.”

               “I wouldn’t say that,” Pansy narrowed her eyes. 

               “You haven’t--”

               “Where would you house a Jabberknoll?” Nico asked.

               Daphne blinked at the change in topic. He didn’t need to know Pansy’s particularities with birds at the moment, nor for the two to try to hash out something so… simple. Perhaps another time when the Jabberknoll was safely… somewhere. 

               “My family didn’t deal with Jabberknolls.”

               Nico groaned and let his head fall onto the table. His brain rattled at the force of it and he wished that he had thought to put his hands there before his skull met the hard wood.

               “Be careful!” Pansy scolded.

               “Yeah, we need that head of yours… if anything happened to you, I don’t think Will could pay enough attention to what… to what I want you to ask him to do. Or should I just ask him?” someone  said, and the bench dipped as she sat right next to him.

               Or practically on top of half of his robes. Nico lifted his head up and found Melody staring at him.

               “Actually, Will is very professional. Don’t you think? He’d be able to focus even if you were injured,” Melody continued.

               Pansy’s face across from them continued to scrunch up either in disgust or confusion. There were matching expressions of confusion for the other Slytherin girls. Nico let out a huff.

               “Will would be very professional… so why don’t you just ask him?”

               “I have… some important things to also ask you, and I’d rather take out two birds with one stone.”

               “Uh… okay. I’m ready.”

               “I’d like us to go outside for this.”

 

               “I still think we should do Quidditch. I don’t think we should bother with any scrimmages, but--”

               “We need a vote to see how many people are still interested,” Summerby interrupted Marvus.

               Less than half of the Hufflepuff “leaders” were able to meet about the morning announcement during that break. The Great Hall was crowded, so… the Courtyard was the place the yellow and black scarfed students shivered. It was a rather sad amount, Summerby, Marvus, Agnes, and Zacharias. The last three weren’t really leaders, just older years, but it was as much as they could gather in a space during the school day.

               “People are likely still interested,” Marvus protested.

               “No. There are more important things to think about than practicing Quidditch,” Agnes said. Her face was as serious, as it always was, but the stress lines were chalked in with more black instead of blue.

               “Of course there are more important things than Quidditch,” Zacharias said, “no one plays it here to gain any notoriety.”

               Zacharias rolled his eyes and Agnes gave a huff.

               “That’s the point,” Agnes practically growled, “it doesn’t matter if it was for fun, it’s hard to focus on fun when you remember people didn’t come back to school this year, Susan lost her mom, and--”

               “Stop!”

               Summerby appeared to be surprised by his own loud voice. A few other students in the courtyard gave the group a glance before returning to their own conversations. Summerby closed his eyes and pinched his nose, letting out a sigh.

               Zacharias appeared rightfully chastised and Agnes looked away uncomfortably.

               “We will have a vote later this week to see who shows up. Likely instead of varsity and junior varsity, we all will practice together. If enough people show up. Either way, we are not to harass others if they do or do not join,” Summerby declared before he gave another long, loud exhale. 

               Then there was a cold silence that had nothing to do with the snow on the ground. 

 

               “So… what is it?” Nico asked.

               Melody was… strangely quiet as they exited the Great Hall. He didn’t know why she wanted to go this far, it was almost as if there was some type of secret she was afraid of. Her nails were in her mouth and she gnawed on already raw beds.

               “Well…”

               And she let her sentence trail off as she looked at the courtyard. 

               “What is it with Will? How about we start with that?” Nico asked. 

               “Right! Right. Uh, Harry wants to try those new spells in the book as soon as he can. So it would be great if Will was there… And if we could get that started since… you know. We’ve been talking about it since the start of the year. And it’s already halfway done.”

               Her eyes darted to a group passing them before settling back on Nico, and then going back to the courtyard.

               The outside was dreary. There were clouded skies and the promise of snow overnight and chills through the castle. Melody let out a sigh as all of her words stayed unvoiced.

               “What else?” Nico asked.

               What could possibly get her this nervous?

               “I… you said a while ago you’d teach me. Did you mean that? Or are you busy?”

               Teach.

               “I’m not very good at things,” Nico instinctively said, “What do you mean--”

               “Sword. Using a sword. Doing demigod things. I’ve-- I’ve tried this whole wizard thing my whole life and so far I think I’m pretty useless at it,” Melody let out a laugh and she was smiling so wide, but there wasn’t an ounce of glee in it.

               Melody stopped her fake laugh, and looked back to see the forest. It was bitten by frost, not an animal even shivering outside in the open. She breathed in and out.

               “Since Quidditch is cancelled, I should have time. I’ll definitely have enough time.”

               Right. No Quidditch. She wasn’t on the team last year, but… I guess she didn’t ask then. I can’t believe I forgot-- of course I forgot. This whole year has been a nightmare and a half.

               “I can definitely teach you some more combat, but I mostly use a sword, I can see how much that will translate to an axe,” Nico narrowed his eyes, absentmindedly twisting his ring, “And we could try to see more of your abilities. You likely have more.”

               “Oh! Oh great,” Melody nodded, “when’s the best time for you? Actually, you can pick whenever during the weekends-- so it can be longer!”

               “Okay. I’ll let you know on Friday.”

               Melody squealed. She jumped on the balls of her feet before she ran back inside the Great Hall… and then the bell rang. 

               Let’s hope I’m a good enough teacher, Nico thought. 

 

               Harry found it nice to teach when he had information and experience that others didn’t. There was a mix to the attendance of Dumbledore’s Army; some days it was packed with students with all ranges of skills… other days they only had the beginners, rushing to catch up with spells they’d learn in later years.

               But now there would be new spells.

               The Golden Quartet were in the corner of the library, pushing homework to the side in order to look over Severus Snape’s old book. It was strange, thinking about this being the professor’s belonging, but… now they knew. There was no point in paying mind to the half-clever, half-pretentious nickname.

               Hermione was helpful, instead of looking through each page, Hermione bookmarked all the pages she found spells. She had decided it would be best to try every single spell even if there was a description.

               “Let’s add that one to the list,” Harry said to Ron. The redhead quickly looked over the book and scribbled down the spell hidden in the margins. No description around it whatsoever-- one of the few who didn’t.

               Sectumsempra.

               “Muffilto is likely the best, making sure people outside of the group cannot hear what you are saying, Langlock isn’t going to be the best since most Death Eaters likely know nonverbal spells… and,” Hermione narrowed her eyes as she leaned further over Ron’s shoulder. He froze as she pointed toward a spell toward the top, “is this a charm to turn anything into a yellow lily? That’s interesting.”

               “It-- it could be useful. If we want to share notes, but need to keep it hidden, we can make it into a lily,” Ron suggested.

               “Oh, I didn’t think of that. That’s smart.”

               Ron smiled back at her. Harry nearly wanted to roll his eyes. On the opposite side, Melody seemed to be too entranced in her own book to be noticing them at all… After all, it was one of the books that spoke about half wizard half demigod students. 

               Lily.

               “I wonder why he chose that flower,” Harry said.

               “Maybe he didn’t, for all we know, he could have copied it from someone who created the spell,” Hermione said, walking back to Melody’s side of the table. “But you could be right. We might need to tweak the spell or else Snape would know that it’s something else.”

               Why would Snape make that spell? Was it… for that special someone? All of those poems. There were more scribbled in the margins or directly on passages young Snape thought were useless. It was strange to think of Snape, young like them, looking off during a class and thinking about a simple moment that entranced him more than a love potion ever could.

               Harry was going to be seeing less of Ginny since there was no more Quidditch. She was in Dumbledore’s Army, but with Harry jumping from one group to another it made it hard for him to find the time to see her. Like… like the time during Quidditch practice with the sun behind her that made her look like living fire.

               Beautiful. Strong. Warm. Ethereal. 

               Now I’m making shitty poetry, Harry thought as he finally looked down at the book. 

               “The Great Hall will be closing in 30 minutes!” Madame Pince announced, “remember to take food before the curfew!”

 

               “What do you think of Professor Snape?” Nico asked.

               Nico was glad Will had the hour off for dinner as well… even if Nico did have to tell his friends he’d catch up with them later. Will had barely welcomed Nico in before the question was in the air and Will was… narrowing his eyes as the door to his room clicked shut.

               “Uh… what brought this about?” Will asked.

               Will’s room was still something comfortable, a small bed, desk, and some chairs and a love seat around a dark wooden coffee table in the middle. However, each chair was in a flowery, orange and red pattern, matching the red walls. It was… an interesting change. Maybe Madame Pomfrey wanted to make all of the guest rooms feel more comfortable than the stale blue it was before… or perhaps Will wanted something else to keep his mind off the fact it was winter.

               Even the loveseat was pulled away from the window.

               “You know Harry’s book? The Half-Blood Prince? Hermione found out it was Snape’s book.”

               Oh, Will’s food is brought here?

               Nico peered down at the coffee table. 

               A small portion of everything served at dinner was neatly placed on little white plates. Roasted chicken. Cooked green beans covered in a vinegary sauce . And… mashed potatoes, filled with sour cream, butter, and green onions.

               Nico sat down on the outskirting chairs, watching and waiting as Will wandered back toward the food.

               “Oh. That’s… I’m not sure.” Will admitted. He glanced down at the food as if it could tell him the answers before finding Nico’s gaze. “Is this the same book that had strange spells Harry wanted to see?”

               “Yeah. Glad you brought that up, Melody told me that Harry wants to try them out. We should set up a time so that you can be there and make sure nothing too terrible happens.” 

               And Nico let out a sigh.

               If trying out the spells would be anything like how destroying the Horcruxes went, it was for the best. None of those wizards could be trusted with “wait until I get back.” Or for something to not go wrong.

               “I am free for a few hours in the mornings, likely between 10:30 and 12. Before lunch when someone eats something they’re allergic, but not too early where I need to check up on the nightly students.”

               Will studied the food before him. He leaned over, his posture looking like cooked shrimp, and moved around the chicken with a silvery fork.

               “So, what do you think of Snape?” Nico repeated.

               Will shrugged and dove into his food, “why does it matter what I think?” he asked through a mouth full of chicken.

               Nico gave a small frown before rolling his eyes.

               “Fine,” Will swallowed the food and smiled. There were still strings of meat between his teeth. “Isn’t this better?”

               “It’s-- it's your only dinner break, isn’t it? I don’t care, but what I do care about is… is…”

               What was the point of asking Will this? It was everything Nico said earlier. Unlike his friends, Will had never seen Professor Snape teaching or even supervising other students. It was only in the Hospital Wing or what little interactions they’ve had, and from what Nico witnessed, it wasn’t particularly warm.

               Why wasn’t it? Nico thought. 

               Will opened his right arm, gesturing for his boyfriend to sit down next to him. Immediately Nico found his place there, and watched as Will took another bite of food. However, there wasn’t any chewing in the middle of talking.

               “Snape is okay. I… I have been brewing a potion and he doesn’t seem very happy that I’ve taken over his job. But, honestly, I haven’t ever seen him in a good mood either.” Will said.

               Dumbledore’s potion. It didn’t seem likely that Professor Snape got a reward for it, but maybe it had to do with ego? After all, Professor Snape used to be the Potions professor… and he must have been a prodigy if he put all of those suggestions in his book by himself.

               Nico’s frown increased, however. Why did Snape want to be a teacher? No, a better question was, why did he feel like he had to be a teacher?

               “Is that a good answer?” Will asked. 

               “Yeah. It’s good, I just… need to think. Ugh, he’s going to read my mind and see all of this tomorrow,” Nico said, slouching further into Will’s space. And then Nico’s eyes widened further. “And I forgot to ask Melody if she has a place to put the Jabberknoll!

               “Oh, whatever. Maybe the Jabberknoll will like sitting in my room. Hopefully it’s fine with the cold. How’s the food? Do you like it?”

 

               “This food looks much better than it tastes,” Tracey said, frowning with the food still in her mouth. Then a whole sliver of green beans fell out and onto her plate with a resounding smack.

               “Oh, that’s disgusting. Why did you have to make a show of it? Your parents didn’t tell you how to be polite and presentable?” Pansy asked, looking down at her own portions. She quickly pushed the green beans to the other side. Ugh. She was not hungry for that anymore. 

               Maybe if Nico was here, he would be able to fully scold Tracey into behaving. Millicent and Daphne seemed to have nothing to say to that, merely giggling to one another. It was… annoying.

               “They tried!” Tracey smiled, “but some food is too gross to chew.”

               “Are you going to-- OH THAT’S DISGUSTING!” Pansy slammed a napkin over the half chewed and spat out green beans on Tracey’s plate and pushed it further away from them. Why did she always have to sit right next to Tracey?

               “Tracey’s just trying to rile you up, why are you letting her?” Blaise asked.

               He sat down next to them as if he had for most of the year. Tracey’s eyes narrowed at the confidence while Pansy stole another napkin, making her friend wipe off the rest of the green bean goo from her chin.

               Draco isn’t here-- oh Draco is never here. Theodore. Where is he?

               “Because sometimes it’s fun,” Pansy said, “so, where is your shadow? I feel like I haven’t seen you two most of the year.”

               Blaise shrugged nonchalantly, “I don’t know. It’s been rather exciting, hasn’t it? There are a lot of rumors and… and a lot of people trying to figure out things. For instance, I heard you all joined a Muggle club.”

               Confusion ran across Pansy’s face.

               “What do you mean? Muggle club, we haven’t--”

               “The movie club,” Tracey interrupted.

               “Oh. Yeah, it's a fun one. Have you ever heard of a movie?” Pansy said, leaning her head on her hand.

               If he wanted to play this ‘nonchalant’ game, Pansy could do it too. She watched as he smiled, his eyes darting away from hers to the mashed potatoes. Blaise shook his head.

               “Not really. I don’t have time for such clubs… But, I was wondering how Astoria has been, I haven’t seen her around for a little while.”

               Does he know what Daphne did? No. Everyone can guess, but they don’t know. His question could just be posturing to look ‘nice.’ Or maybe he really means it? What will he do if he does know?

               “She’s doing better,” Daphne replied.

               Oh. Right. Maybe their talk went well. Maybe Astoria doesn’t hate her guts.

               There was some kind of jealousy that perked inside Pansy that she hadn’t felt before. There was never a time where she had wished she had siblings-- that would mean even less time with her parents and less money to inherit. But… if she did, maybe she wouldn’t have felt so alone during the summer.

               “Good,” Blaise nodded. It was a mild reaction, he was obviously hoping for more, “it’s good that she wasn’t there for the raid. Some luck.”

               Daphne’s icy eyes hardened, “it was good. If she was there, I don’t know what I would have--”

               Squeals interrupted her.

               Students pointed up toward the window as an owl bursted through the previously closed hatch. Snow traveled along with the bird as it tried to dodge the floating candles before quickly diving down to the table. More yells sounded as the small thing landed.

               There weren’t letters at dinner; only a few drastic ones were sent before the morning. The students watched as the owl tittered in between the plates, trying its best to avoid the food and gunk from getting onto its feet, wings, or the small letter in its mouth. There were a few close misses of flapping and glass clinking before the owl stood in front of Millicent.

               And it promptly dropped the letter into her waiting hands.

               “What’s that?” Blaise asked.

               “None of your business!” Pansy retorted, hearing a small rip as Millicent tore away from the wax sealed envelope. The seal was red… a small bull in front.

               From her family. Bulstrodes. 

               Pansy held her hand out, blocking Blaise as he tried to take a peek. He pulled it down, trying to look over the palm. 

               “Merlin, why are you so nosy?” Pansy chided as she stood up, slapping his grabbing fingers away. “Don’t you have enough drama to think about? You’re nearly as in sufferable as--”

               Millicent stood up. Instantly the two froze, Pansy and Blaise’s hands tangled together. Millicent didn’t even look at the table before her legs were stepping over the bench and her robes fluttered as she made her way to the end of the Slytherin table.

               “Where is she going?” Pansy asked.

               What was in that letter? What would her family do? Daphne should have gotten one like that, not--

               Daphne got up, her shoes loud and clacking as she followed after Millicent.

               Though worry continued to bubble, a certain resolve fell over Pansy. Whatever was happening, Daphne could help. Those two were closer anyway… Still, Pansy couldn’t help but feel her energy drain as she tried to focus on the last two people at the table. It would be good to make sure Blaise doesn’t somehow insert himself and--

               Blaise remained frozen and his expression was naked. His pretty boy mask of emotions was taken off to show… genuine concern. 

 

               Daphne wandered out into the courtyard, her robes slapping against her from the high winds. It was cold, the breeze cutting through her layers and the scarf around her neck. It was biting, like an animal, and Daphne paused.

               What if Millicent wants to be alone? Would I be ruining this for her? Like I’ve ruined everything so far? What if this has ruined more than just my family?

               No. She might need me.

               “Millicent!”

               A shadowed figure turned her head and Daphne couldn’t help but smile… before it faded. Millicent made no move to go back inside. Daphne walked slowly, snow crunching underneath her shoes. 

               The Slytherin was sitting on the fountain’s ledge. It was empty of water, but piles of snow still sat at the bottom, creating small whirlwinds of snowflakes before settling back down. Millicent had the letter open, staring down at the words. 

               “...What’s in that letter?” Daphne asked as she sat down next to her. The stone fountain was cold and as ruthless as the wind. 

               Millicent turned slowly and deliberately toward her; her brown eyes caught some of the starlight. Those eyes stared into Daphne’s soul, searching, before Millicent held the letter out toward her. The words looked rushed, the ink barely lifted in between the cursive words.

               “Are you sure you want me to read this?” Daphne asked, “I think--”

               “Please.”

               Daphne swallowed and her hands gently took it. The parchment crinkled underneath her fingertips and then she began to read. It was slow, trying to decipher each word, but after getting used to the rushed cursive, it was easy. Too easy. 

 

Millicent,

 

If what I have heard from the Rosier’s is right, do not stay around the Greengrass girl any longer. Even if she was too high above you before, now she is too beneath you. Do not bring the rest of the family down with your simple fancy.

 

Mother. 

 

               Suddenly Millicent’s hand was on hers, making the letter stay still. 

               I was shaking, Daphne realized. 

               This was something she had not thought of within the time of deciding what to do with the Death Eaters in her house. She had known about Astoria, the plan to get her to Hogwarts, and then the likely soon disownment. No matter. Daphne had quite a few jewelry pieces that could be sold for galleons if she needed, and Pansy would help if she could…

               But there wasn’t a future that Daphne wanted if it didn’t have Millicent.

               Cold nipped at her toes, but instead of shivering, she felt… almost numb. 

               “I don’t want to make it hard for you too,” Daphne started, “if you need to--”

               “It doesn’t matter. Nothing matters.”

               Millicent didn’t look at her. Instead, she stared out at the Forbidden Forest, face blank as always. Daphne turned to see the snow littering the trees. Half of the copse were still green, fighting to stay warm in the cold, and the other half had given up. No leaves, no nothing on those already weak branches.

               “Some things matter, don’t they?” Daphne asked.

               The letter was gently taken out of her hands, and Millicent stared at it. Then, Millicent’s wand slipped out of her robes and waved just underneath the letter. Daphne peered down at the reddish skin turning white with pressure.

               “Incendio.”

               The flames grabbed onto the parchment, turning it black until it crumbled into itself, and Millicent let it go. There were still bright lines of yellow and red along the edges as it continued while on the snow.

               She looked down at Millicent’s hand. Red from the cold, but making no move to get into a warm pocket. Daphne’s feelings for Millicent were likely… obvious. There were many comments about the both of them since fourth year. And though Daphne knew in her head that Millicent likely returned such feelings, her heart couldn’t believe it.

               It was easier to stay in limbo, of never acting on such feelings with clarity, especially since marriage and such with Pure-Bloods were done for purity, not really love.

               “You’ve always been nice,” Millicent said.

               Daphne tilted her head and scooted in closer. Millcent’s dark eyes darted toward Daphne, almost nervous, before settling downward.

               “Malfoy isn’t nice to Crabbe and Goyle,” Millicent continued.

               When it came to certain familial allyships, niceness and meanness was not considered in such things. They were families that depended on each other, one to do certain work, and the other to lead. It was generational. It was expected.

               “But you’ve always been nice… even if our parents would never agree to the match.”

               The blackened parchment was an ugly thing against the white when the heat disappeared. Daphne’s cold hands enveloped hers and, finally, Millicent turned toward her.

               There was no comparison between Millicent and those two goons. With them there were no side conversations starting after Millicent pulled her away to say something witty, making Daphne burst into giggles, nor staying up late to annoy Tracey and Pansy with incessant conversation, nor the tenderness in which they would help with each other’s hair.

               Millicent’s fingers curled around Daphne’s.

               “Despite my only good subject being divination, I am scared of it, especially my own,” Daphne blinked, “I want to see if… Or, I don’t want to see… I… There is not a future I want if you can’t be in it.”

               In another life, Daphne might have been fine keeping Millicent around as long as she could before she was matched up with another from the Sacred Twenty Eight. Likely a Rosier or Yaxley, who still had a purer line. Someone that wouldn’t have brought as many smiles or glee.

               There was something twinged in Daphne’s mind. Even if wizards were accepting of same sex relationships, it wasn’t out of an understanding of love. It was only lineage.

               “Then, it is for the best that I disobey my family as well,” Millicent said.

               Daphne nodded, but instead of a giddy feeling, it was only painful. Like a rock had settled in her stomach and all the acids did was eat at everything else. Millicent didn’t have as nearly as many jewels and gems as Daphne did for gallons, but…

               She might not have a family to fall back onto. Who would they go to? During the summer?

               “Are you sure?” Daphne asked, looking down at Millicent’s hand.

               “Yes.”

               The response was so sure, so Millicent that Daphne couldn’t help but smile and wipe a tear away from her eyes.

               “Then, if you want, we can make it official and court one another.” Daphne said and quickly regretted her words. “If you want. Tell me if I might be going too fast! I just-- I think that if--”

               “Yes, we should court each other.”

               “Oh, okay. Wonderful. Now, I don’t want you to compare yourself to Goyle or Crabbe ever again,” Daphne breathed, “now! Let’s… let’s go inside, it's cold.”

               And, yet, they did not get up. Daphne continued to stare at Millicent, and Millicent her. It was so strange, so quick, but Millicent knew what she wanted. And Daphne knew what she wanted.

               The wind continued to blow and their hands continued to get cold while Daphne couldn’t move. Beyond the chills and in the edges of her daydreams, there was something Daphne had wanted to do for a while. She leaned closer toward Millicent, and the other did the same.

               Closer and closer until they kissed. It was awkward and sweet and small. 

               They broke apart.

               Millicent glanced back down at their intertwined hands before she stood up. Millicent had always been shorter than Daphne, though Daphne always found it hard to remember that fact. With what Millicent had done for her over the past years, it always felt like the opposite. 

               “Let’s go,” Millicent said. 

               And they left the cold with their hands still intertwined.

 

               Melody knew that she wasn’t useless. After all, she was there with Harry to face the Dark Lord in the Ministry of Magic. She had helped him with the Quidditch drama. And she was helping him destroy the Horcruxes! She had helped Harry more than he-- or her-- would ever know. 

               There was a war coming. Melody knew it since last year. She was also familiar with war, not only from the reason her mother moved countries, but her father, Ares.

               Even if she had never met him. Or seen him. 

               Still. There was a part of Melody that told her she was not ready for war. She was not a good wizard or a demigod.

               Melody didn’t do particularly well in Hogwarts; her marks showed her, at best, mediocrity.  Though she had done well with that Manticore over Christmas… It was three against one. During the attack at the Burrow, Melody was stuck on the sidelines. With an axe, she merely stood there, waiting to see when there would be a Death Eater set to the house.

               There wasn’t. They only cared for Harry Potter. 

               Nico was a powerhouse all on his own. Son of Hades. Leader in this Quest. He would also change Slytherin. His friends were the first, but it was spreading, some Ravenclaws spoke of it, but everyone knew it… Even Slytherin itself. Nico was a Raven, not just an omen of Death, but a smart, clever thing that found its purpose within its own group.

               And Melody? She was just a salmon, trying to swim upstream.

               Nico will make me better, Melody reminded herself, I’ll be there next time. I’ll be better.

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Hehehe.... heheh... I wonder.. I wonder what will happen, this is just so tantalizing. :) so many plans!!! So many events!!! AHHHHHH!!!!

As for, the two lesbians. Did you all know that I didn't originally write them together? But like? They just ended up together? Anyway, yay on them on having the cliche first long drawn out friendship to relationship!

So, what are your thoughts? What do you think is the most important thing to happen in this chapter??? Will Snape find this all out? Will Harry cut someone up with that damn spell again? We will see!

Comment, correct, because though I do have one of my sisters reading this over... well. Let's say she tries her best.

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So, what do you guys think?? Oh, goodness... this is going to be soooooo interesting... :) I cannot wait!!

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