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1. Blink back to let me know by Trading_Mistakes

   Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Fueled by Ramen, Bandom  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M, Multi
   • Work in Progress

   06 Apr 2021

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Brendon Urie/Dallon Weekes
   • Brallon - Relationship
   • William Beckett/Gabe Saporta
   • Patrick Stump/Pete Wentz
   • Brendon Urie
   • Dallon Weekes
   • Spencer Smith
   • Kenneth Harris
   • brallon - Character
   • William Beckett
   • Gabe Saporta
   • Zack Hall
   • Pete Wentz
   • Ryan Ross- Mention
   • Travie McCoy
   • Patrick Stumph
   • Relationship(s)
   • Friendship/Love
   • Additional Warnings Apply
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • brallon
   • Self-Harm
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • triggering
   • Blood
   • Boys In Love
   • Idiots in Love
   • Overdose-mention
   • Pills
   • razor blades
   • Drinking
   • Anal Sex
   • Oral Sex
   • Sexual Content
   • Gay Male Character
   • Male Homosexuality
   • Medication
   • Arguing
   • Anxiety Attacks
   • Painplay
   • Mild Painplay
   • Panic Attacks
   • Mild Kink
   • Anal Fingering
   • Scars
   • Bruises
   • Regret
   • Insomnia
   • Referenced Eating disorder
   • Therapy
   • Intrusive Thoughts
   • Suicidal Ideation
   • Crying
   • Anxiety Disorder
   • Depression
   • Pinching
   • Alcohol
   • Writing
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Praise Kink
   • Hair-pulling
   • Pillow Talk
   • D/s if you squint really hard

   Summary

   Why the hell did I say that?!
   I wanted to die right there. Really...
   Love definitely is not a choice as Brendon and Dallon are now very aware of. Brendon and Dallon fall in love while Dallon tries to fight his inner demons with Brendon's help. Dallon just wants to stay in the band no matter what; Brendon just wants Dallon to be happy.

   ••••••••••••
   08-22-2025
   I got your love letters, corrected the grammar, and sent them back...
   
   
   
   This fic is not dead...

    

   
   I'm making a comeback....4 years later because even though the ship has sank on P!ATD and Brallon... I have to finish what I started and I'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go...
   

    

   
   I've found my love for writing again, so stay tuned... it's going to get interesting very soon... <3
   

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