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Loki flew through the next few weeks on cloud nine. Sometimes he had to pause and pinch himself unable to believe the life he was now living was real. Sif returned home as the due date got closer, new boyfriend in tow. And the four of them settled into semi regular dinners together. Sif, of course, was the first one Loki showed off his new ring to. Then when it was time for the baby shower, the ring was easily as much of a focal point as the actual babies. Overwhelming Loki once more with the number of people that not only showed up, but stayed and participated. For the first time since his exile from being a Companion, Loki was part of a community, a family, again. Surrounded by Thor’s family as well as his own he wept at the future laid out for his children.
A future that was fast approaching. Thor and Sif took turns going to lamaze classes with him. But with his last doctor’s appointment Loki had been ordered to stop almost all activity. Now, all but put on bed rest, he paced the apartment. He was restless with his days suddenly freed up. Sif had hidden all of his commission work, not that he could concentrate on translations anyway, and TV just didn't hold any appeal. The result was a very fidgety Loki that kept opening and closing the fridge. Growing more frustrated that nothing particularly appetizing was appearing from one trip into the kitchen to the next.
Loki was still checking the fridge when Thor came home early. He was working shorter shifts now so that he could be on hand for when the pups came. The restaurant owner and all his coworkers were working to support him. To support them. Thor seemed happy with it even when Loki felt a little guilty. But he was mostly guilty about being glad Thor was there and not feeling guilty that he was missing work.
Loki could tell that his constant moving around was worrying Thor, when the doctor had told him to rest as much as possible. But he really just couldn’t be still. Especially today. But even as he worried, Thor was patient. When the omega sighed at the fridge again, he called from his place, reading on the living room couch “What do you want, Darling. I’ll order it.”
Loki let out a frustrated grumble of discomfort as he waddled towards the pantry. But the rumble in his alphas voice diverted him from yet another futile search and he padded back over to the couch. He rubbed at te small of his back with both hands But his angle was poor and all he accomplished was further frustration "Don’t know. I'm not even hungry." He whined, "i'm bored and Im ready to charge these freeloaders rent. Rub me?"
Thor set his book aside. "Of course, darling, come here." Thor motioned for Loki to come and stand between his legs and Loki moved as fast as he dared to take up his new favorite position. Thor put large hands on Loki’s sides and used his thumbs to search out the tension in the omegas slight back. "Is it an ache or a sharp pain?" Thor asked him, as concerned and caring as ever. "Should we go to the hospital? The doctor said to be mindful of any changes now." Loki could hear Thor trying not to nag. But the doctor had impressed upon them more than once that, with his history, the end of Loki’s pregnancy could manifest in many different ways. Thor had been extra attentive since. And while he hadn't actually stated it Loki could tell from how restless the blondes sleep was he was worried. Unfortunately Loki's sleep was restless as well, for different reasons. Which did not help at all.
He was quick to reassure the alpha. "Not sharp." Loki reached back blindly to pat Thor’s shoulder "Not like something’s wrong." His head dropping forward further and further as Thor continued to work, until he just leaned forward with a sigh. His knees spread wide and upper body supported by the coffee table. His shoulders finally relaxed a little. Finding a modicum of relief and comfort in the position. He didn't even realize he was rocking faintly as he continued. "Just crampy." He mumbled; eyes hooded as he shifted instinctively to align with gravity "Too heavy. Making me hot." Loki breathed deeply as he finally found a way to exist. Maybe he could just stay right here the rest of the day.
Thor watched Loki’s pose as he rubbed the spot the omega leaned into. noted how his legs went wide, heard words like “heavy” and “hot” and “cramp”. Thor frowned and moved his hands down and felt Loki’s hips. He was gentle, but probing. "Loki... you have your overnight bag packed, right?" Thor asked.
Loki nodded distractedly, rocking his hips further into Thor’s hands "Been good, Alpha." he confirmed for Thor, "Haven't touched it after you told me to stop repacking it." A chirp came from him as his eyes closed and he groaned, "Alpha, don't stop."
"Good boy." Thor muttered his praise distractedly as he rubbed Loki’s hips. He blinked and shook his head. "I have to, darling, I'm sorry. But just so I can drive us to the hospital. Your hips have shifted, they’re wider apart now. I think... I think you'll start having contractions very soon." Thor warned him. He leaned forward and kissed the back of Loki’s neck. A habit he’d picked up lately. "Come on. I'm going to help you up and we are going. The sooner we get there, the sooner I can rub your back again." Thor held back his excitement so he could care for his mate.
Loki whined softly, not seeming to comprehend what Thor had just said. "Just got... comfy, alpha. Want you... keep touching. Pups like it." his hips rocked in little circles, his whole frame listing closer to Thor.
"I know darling, I know." Thor soothed and gave Loki’s back another rub. Should he wait until Loki’s contractions started? No. He had to be responsible. Loki would be glad later when they were at the hospital and the twins were watched over by doctors who could help them. "I'm so sorry. And I'm not trying to bully. But we are going now." Thor stood over Loki and put his arms under Loki’s. "Come on. Here we go."
Loki followed Thor’s pull in an unhappy daze. Immediately burrowing into Thor’s chest, tucking his nose under Thor’s chin as he panted lightly "Nest?"
Thor sighed. God, it hurt his heart to deny Loki things. But they had a plan and he had promised to follow it. "You need your pillow from the nest, and I'm bringing the quilt. But we have to make a nest at the hospital. Remember, darling?" Thor kissed Loki’s forehead and made him wait by the front door so Loki wouldn’t lay down automatically.
Minutes later Thor brought back pillow, quilt, and bag and found Loki leaning against the door, rocking and with his eyes hooded. He had one hand continuously stroking his belly in a downward motion. And there was a deep purr in his chest with a strange higher quality note than usual. He chirruped again as soon as Thor was close enough to smell and crowded back into the circle of his arms.
Thor sighed and began an awkward, huddled walk out of the apartment and down to the car. The real struggle was getting Loki into the car. Loki was making little unhappy noises as they left the safety of the apartment, but he actually made a distressed cry when Thor pulled away to close the car door. Loki attempted to follow after him, catching up against the seatbelt and struggling to undo it as Thor raced around the car.
“Here, I’m here!” Thor got into the drivers’ seat fast, assuring Loki and surrendering his hand for Loki to grasp. "You're doing great darling one, keep breathing." Thor let out a low growl to ground Loki and make him stop pulling at the seat belt. As much as he didn't want to use the voice on Loki he really couldn’t have Loki pulling off his seat belt while they were driving either. Which left him on edge Because from the way Loki was shifting and wiggling, Thor could tell that sitting in the car was not comfortable for his omega.
To offer what comfort he could Thor let Loki nuzzle and mouth at his hand all the way to the hospital, glad he drove an automatic and even more glad the hospital they had chosen for the birthing was so close to his apartment.
"Here we go. Let's get you inside and I'll rub your hips again, ok?" Thor said as they finally arrived and he parked close as he could. But Loki didn’t seam to hear him at all. Now that the car wasn’t moving, and Thor had removed his hand, he was focused on the seat belt again and from the way his nose was sniffing, Thor could tell he wanted to be close. Wanted to scent.
But that was when Loki lurched forward with a gasp of pain. He turned to look wide-eyed at Thor and the alpha could actually see in his eyes the dawning realization of what was happening. His daze vanishing like mist in the sun as the pain brought him back into the moment.
“Alpha?” Loki wasn't confused, not... exactly. He knew they were in the car. And he knew Thor had driven them to the hospital. But the details, and reasons, were blurry, as his brain was still trying to catch up with the overlap between intellect and instinct. The pain had been so sudden and sharp, making his muscles all through his core ripple and contract.
"It’s ok, darling. It's ok. My darling one." Thor leaned over and pressed their foreheads together. "I'm here. You're safe. Alright?" Thor kissed Loki and met his eyes, looking so sure and so calm. "The pups are coming." Thor said it slow and clear, watching Loki to see his words sink in. "It’s ok. I'm here and we are at the hospital. It's alright. I won’t leave you." Thor promised him.
Biting his lip Loki nodded slowly and gave his alpha a weak, frightened smile. His eyes bright with excitement and wonder even as his hands shook. Leaning forward he gave Thor a peck on the lips. "Thank you, alpha" Only to close his eyes with a pained grunt a minute later. His hand groping for Thor’s as he took a shuddering breath.
Thor let Loki squeeze his hand. "Remember your breathing. Like we practiced." Thor coached. He let Loki’s contraction pass and then he quickly came around the car. "Here I am. Here we go." Thor got Loki out, holding him close. "We're going to make a nest, ok? Let's go make a nest and take care of you and the pups." Thor cooed, taking most of Loki’s weight as he slid out of the car.
"Nest, yes." Loki repeated, a powerful longing in his voice. This time he hugged his pillow to his chest and huddled under the quilt Thor draped around him. As much to help free up some of Thor’s burden as for the comfort of their scent as they crossed the parking lot and were assaulted by the sights and sounds of the hospital. Loki tried to hold it together but found himself drifting between clarity and instinct. He was able to tell the receptionist his and his doctor’s information as Thor helped ease him into a wheel chair, but he also almost bit the nurse that startled him by swabbing his arm when Thor had to step away and she blocked his view of the alpha.
"Loki... be a good now. I'm right here." Thor spoke as he moved around the nurse to be near him. Loki reached for him and was relieved when their doctor and the midwife came out in a hurry. "Oh Mary, I keep telling you! Don’t get between omegas and their alphas!" The midwife scolded. She beckoned Thor over to stand behind Loki and rest his hand on him. Letting Thor be protective and letting Loki be protected. It made them both more clear-headed and Loki gave the nurse a small apology.
"Alright chicks, let's get to our room, it will be private and quiet. Would you like that Loki?" Hannah was a grandmotherly type even if she wasn’t very old yet. Loki nodded almost frantically, squeezing his pillow tight as he answered Hannah’s questions as best he could while Thor wheeled him down the hall. Luckily, she didn't bombard him for information. She was calm and patient. Very understanding when he couldn't answer and put them both at ease with small light jokes and reassurances. Loki found it easier to focus under the guidance of her steady, confident chatter. Once they reached their room Loki, semi-graciously, submitted to a short flurry of activity where he was examined, they drew his blood, prepped an IV port and hooked him up to a couple of heart monitors before Hannah shooed everyone else out. "Alright sugar, I’m going to get you some ice chips and privacy to get settled. Everything is going as it should, but you have some time yet. The room is sound proofed and scent locked and the call button is right here." Even though she was technically addressing Loki she was looking to Thor for confirmation.
Thor nodded, indicating he was listening closely as he helped Loki stand. Then they were finally alone and Thor pulled Loki to him. "Ok. ok, we're alone. It's alright." Thor soothed. He rubbed Loki’s back, hands drifting to where it had helped before and letting Loki press to his chest and inhale his scent.
Loki snuggled close, shivering faintly at the lingering feel of so many hands and such an invasive examination. No matter how gentle Hannah had been, it had felt like too much. Breathing deeply, his hands kneading Thor’s shoulders, Loki rode out his next contraction and let out a little ragged purr.
"You’re doing so good" he mumbled, petting Thor’s back "Such a good Alpha."
He could hear Thor’s smile in his voice. "Thank you, darling one. I’m doing my best. You just let me know what you need and I will do my best." Thor kissed Loki’s hair. "Do you want to try that position you had earlier?" Thor asked, massaging Loki’s hips, trying to ease the shifting.
Nuzzling into Thor’s throat Loki nodded, then shook his head a little. "Nest first." Giving Thor a kiss he reluctantly pulled away and waddled towards the wardrobe in the corner. The room itself felt a bit extravagant, hardly a hospital room at all with most of the important equipment hidden away. The doctor had explained that it was designed for nesting omegas. And stressed that the birth would be difficult enough under the circumstances that their best management tactic would be to limit as much stress as possible on Loki and the pups. At the time Loki had been incredibly defensive, he wasn't a wilting omega from some drama. History or not. But after passing through the hospital halls to get here he had to admit to being immensely grateful for the insistence. Opening the wardrobe in the far corner, he began probing and sniffing the myriad of blankets and pillows available. Slowly bringing his selections over to Thor. Pushing pillows into Thor’s arms and draping him in blankets. "Want your scent.” He explained briefly, smiling as he kissed Thor with each offering.
Thor grinned at him and Loki could smell how his scent permeated the room. He was doing what Alpha’s did best. Filling his scent with good emotions and making it all but irresistible to Loki. The omega could practically smell his excitement and how protective he was feeling. It made him snuggle against Thor each time he brought over another blanket for the Alpha to scent. He had to pause and breath through contractions now and then, with Thor reminding him how to breathe and talking to him. But he kept repeating the process with blankets and pillows until the bed had a sufficient pile and then Loki could finally sit and rest.
Whimpering softly in misery he pushed back sweaty curls and made grabby hands for Thor. Trying very hard not to pant like he was taught not to. Thor came to stand over him and gently pushed his hair back, producing a hair tie for him. Something he had started to carry around just for him on his wrist for the past two weeks. Loki purred and wrapped arms around Thor’s waist and his purr grew when Thor rumbled over him, "That's a nice nest, Darling."
He pet Loki and let the omega push his shirt out of the way so he could touch Thor’s skin. "I'm sorry I run hot." Thor said softly with a smile. "Do you want a compress?"
Nodding miserably Loki reluctantly pulled away, getting up while Thor fetched the compress so he could fuss with the nest. And when Thor came back, it was just right, so he pulled Thor down with him, cooing at the feel of the cold compress against his face and neck.
When Hannah returned, he was just starting to cool down, if not finally feeling a bit comfortable. Besides the contractions.
Loki made an unhappy sound at the interruption but all was forgiven once the beta handed him a cup. Wiggling back up from where he had been was a trial, even with Thor’s help, but he practically purred through the next examination while happily munching on ice chips and snuggled against Thor in THEIR nest.
"Very nice nest dear." Hannah praised as she took Loki’s vitals and timed his contractions. "Time to get rid of the pants, is that ok?" Hannah asked. Loki was vaguely aware of Thor’s concern over that, but another contraction had him squeezing his Alpha’s hand tightly.
Loki nodded as soon as the contraction passed. Getting up and wiggling all to eagerly out of his sweats. But instead of changing into the looser shirt he had brought, or the hospital gown Hannah offered, he shyly tugged on the shirt Thor was wearing "May I, Alpha?"
Thor, his wonderful Alpha, didn’t hesitate to strip off the shirt he was wearing and offer it up. "Of course, Darling." He kissed Loki’s cheek a few times and all but purred as he helped Loki put it on.
"Alright, I'll leave you alone for a bit longer. Use the button if you need us, but try and rest as much as possible. Pushing is going to exhaust you." Hannah warned the omega.
And for the next couple of hours Loki relaxed as much as he could. Largely he and Thor alternated between cuddling in the nest and taking short walks around the room when Loki became too uncomfortable and restless.
They did get a brief visit with Sif and Fandral, during which Loki conspired with Sif to make sure his Alpha ate. Loki soothed them both by rubbing his cheek along his alpha’s shoulder while he sucked and crunched on his ice chips.
But the visit didn't last long. all too quickly Loki progressed enough that Sif and Fandral retreated to the waiting room, shooed out by Hannah when Loki became too hot and miserable to be decent company. The heart monitors were uncomfortable and itchy. He hated the IV port and his fingertips were sore from regular blood sugar and pressure checks. More and more he sought the wide legged position from before. This time kneeling in the safety of his nest. Grateful the bed was big enough that Thor could kneel with him. Face buried in Thor’s neck, arms draped over broad shoulders for support, Loki mumbled a litany of pleasure and praises of Thor’s wonderful hands on his aching hips as he rocked and swayed. "Want a cold shower," he moaned as the contractions got closer and closer together. "Ask Hann-AH!!" Of the steadily worsening contradictions, this was the worst yet and he ground his teeth, making sure not to bite his Alpha.
Thor kept rubbing Loki with one hand and called Hannah with the other. Unfortunately, she didn’t approve a cold shower and Thor actually growled when Loki looked like he might cry. "I'm sorry boys, it's too dangerous. You are too close. But I can soak a towel in ice water and we can drape it over you." Hannah offered an alternate solution.
Loki agreed unhappily and accepted the offered towel from Thor. "Sorry." He murmured softly as his alpha shivered when he cuddled closer with a relived sigh.
"It’s alright, darling. I'm fine. Just focus on the pups." Thor assured him, as Loki let out a long moan with his latest contraction.
"Loki, I'm going to check you, alright? It might be time to push." Hannah told him, reaching under his borrowed shirt.
Loki head butted Thor’s collarbone. Barely getting a reprieve between the last contraction and the next. "Want to push!" He gasped out, "Pups are ready, pups are ready!!"
"Yes, yes they are." Hannah agreed. "Alright, just like we practiced. Remember to breathe. The doctor will be waiting." Thor’s got into position to help Loki, taking both his hands so Loki could squeeze his. "I'll be fine. Even if you scratch me. Don’t worry about that." Thor reminded him. "Here we go, time to push Loki."
Loki whined and was quickly subsumed by his instincts. His entire world narrowed down to his alpha and his pups as he labored to bring their family together. He was distantly aware of more people and more activity in the room but only reacted to directions if Thor gave them to him. His body knew what to do but was having a hard go of it. By the time he felt the first pup slip from his body he was drenched in sweat and trembling. Hanging exhausted from Thor’s arms gasping from exhaustion and tears. Grounded only by Thor’s hands holding his. Both of them tensed as they listened intently for the child to cry.
When it came, Loki heard Thor let out a gust of air and Loki realized Thor had been holding his breath, waiting for the sound while he held Loki up. Loki sobbed against him.
"Hear that Loki? Hear the pup? You did great! That's our first baby!" Thor kissed Loki gently. "You did wonderful, darling one. I'm so proud of you. I love you, so much." Thor gushed. "Just one more, one more pup to go!" Thor coached. "Come on Loki, the pup wants to come out. Wants to be with their sibling in their Amma’s arms. Time to push. You can do it!"
"Tired" Loki whimpered. With one of the pups born, the fog of instincts backed off a bit. He was more aware of the other people in the room. There were monitors and instruments out now and his port had been hooked to an actual drip. More importantly there was a clutch of people across the room with HIS pup that he desperately wanted in his arms. The muscles through his stomach and thighs rippled and he turned and buried his face in Thor’s shoulder with a scream. Consumed again by the needs of his second pup. Racing the clock as his strength was waning faster than the pup was coming.
"Loki, I'm right here. You and the pups are safe. I've got you. All three!" Thor spoke in a deeper voice. "Now, you're going to push. And then you get to hold them. Alright? Push and then you may hold the pups. Now push for me!" Thor encouraged firmly.
"Yes... Alpha!" Loki pushed with everything he had with every prompt from Thor. His legs spread just a little bit wider, burning with the strain and breathing by virtue of Thor’s example. Finally, FINALLY, the second pup slipped free and Loki fainted from the combined stress and relief of that final push.
Thor held Loki to him, emotions roiling inside him, petting his omega and watching the doctors. The second cry! And it triggered the first pup, so they both cried. Until the doctors put them together. Hannah tended to Loki, finishing the birth, and helping Thor to settle Loki against him when it was finally all done.
"They're both healthy. Small. But those cries show how strong they are!" Hannah smiled at him, approval on her face even when Thor let out the occasional small growl. "They'll want to feed when Loki wakes, but let him rest while he can."
Loki proved his will to see his children was stronger than the need for sleep only a few moments later. Stirring he made a groggy, croaking chirping sound. And Thor felt him instantly relax when the pups made the smallest little chirps in response.
Thor smiled and helped Loki up. He propped his tired Omega against his chest, laying Loki back against him and put his arms under Loki’s for support. Hannah put pillows under Thor’s arms and then brought the pups over one at a time. "Here we go, here's amma." Hannah cooed. She gently set a baby in each arm and Thor kissed Loki’s damp hair, supporting his omega so he could see the pups and not worry about how tired he was.
A loud, rough purr instantly rose from Loki’s chest as he stared at his children with wet, wondering eyes. "Are they ok?" They are so small!” Thor rumbled deep in his chest to soothe his omega, who he could tell already wanted to undo their swaddling and inspect each pup.
"They are both healthy. We want to keep you all for observation for the next two days to be sure, but there vitals are steady." Hannah assured Loki.
Loki’s purr joined Thor’s deep rumble, assuring Thor that his omega was alright. And Thor was overcome with joy as he also looked down at the twins. Loki was right, they were tiny! Thor was sure he could actually hold a twin in each hand now that he could see them up close.
"Do you want to try nursing?" Hannah asked gently. "It’s an important bonding moment. And your milk is the best thing for them.
Loki nodded slowly, biting his lip in trepidation. Suddenly very nervous that he might hurt or fail his pups. Shifting carefully, a little at a loss as to how to maneuver with his arms full but determined to be an active parent and provider, Loki gasped and slumped back against Thor’s chest. Tears pricked the corners of his eyes, he felt as heavy and weak as a wet blanket. And he hurt! every muscle ached from strain. Worse, everything from his core to his knees screamed in protest. His whole underneath abused and aching. No matter how small the twins LOOKED they had FELT at least three times bigger. The babies chirped at being shifted and began nuzzling into his chest causing his tears to spill over.
"It’s ok, shhhhh. My darling, it's ok. I'm here." Thor cooed behind him. "Hold still. Just relax." Thor held Loki still and Hannah gently moved Loki’s borrowed shirt out of the way.
"Here we go. See how they are already searching. Because they're healthy and hungry. We just guide them.... and..." Thor and Loki both watched in wonder as first one pup took... and then the other.
"What are the genders?" Thor asked softly as Loki made a breathless little "Oh." sound of surprise and wonder when each twin latched on. Surprised and awed at the strange new sensation. But deeply, deeply, pleased. He purred quietly, only half listening as Hannah told them they had a little boy and little girl.
Thor kissed the top of Loki’s head and the omega could hear him smile as he spoke. "They're so beautiful, Such good pups." Thor’s voice was thick and heavy as he held them all, held their family. Loki felt a warm tear on his shoulder as Thor spoke gently next to his ear. "I can’t wait to marry you.".
Turning Loki was distracted from his children enough to press a kiss to Thor’s lips. His purr growing louder even as his eyes drooped. The pull of sleep stealing away his words. Relaxed by his suckling children he drifted into a proper, deep sleep.
He stirred again a few hours later. Thoroughly ensconced under blankets and cuddled by his mate. Disoriented he moaned in the dim room, but scent told him there were two omega nurses padding about the room. probably checking vitals and tending to the twins in a nearby bassinet. A thin cry brought Loki more awake and he tried to shift; a rough sound dragged from his dry throat as he tried to comfort the pup even before he could see who it was that needed him.
Thor woke next to him and let out a low grunt and pet Loki as he came awake. Loki felt him tense a bit as a nurse approached, but when the pup in her arms made noises, the Alpha relaxed and Loki did too, purring as soon as the pup was in his arms.
"Names." His voice was also rough as he prompted Loki, who was nosing and sniffing the little bundle that squirmed and chirped at him.
"Magni." he breathed, naming their little girl as she settled against him. The second nurse hovered nearby and Loki carefully sat up as best he could with a grunt so he could nose and sniff his second child. "Modi" he dubbed his sleeping son.
Thor was blushing lightly as he held his arms out for Modi. The nurse gently set the sleeping baby in his arms and a large, goofy grin spread across Thor’s face.
"Loki..." Thor looked up, his eyes full of wonder. “They’re so beautiful.”
Loki peeked up from the depths of Magni’s blanket his eyes bright. Having deftly unwrapped the child to thoroughly examine her. He paused in nosing her tiny belly. "You are already doing a wonderful job. No one will ever doubt you again."
Thor leaned over and kissed Loki, and he happily returned the soft kiss. Loki liked seeing that look on Thor’s face. He watched as Thor gently rocked Modi and stared with unbridled adoration at his tiny sleeping face.
Loki could already tell that his alpha would do anything for these pups. No one would ever hurt them!
Carefully wrapping Magni back up Loki couldn’t help but kiss Thor’s cheek again, then gently urged Thor to exchange her for Modi. Giving the boy twin the same treatment he purred loudly when he found them both whole and healthy. Snuggling into Thor’s side he yawned, popping his jaw.
Thor looked equally entranced by Magni, her tiny hand wrapping around his fingertip. He cooed at her and made a deep rumble which she chipped at to Thor's delights. His inner alpha fawning over the little pup. Loki chuckled softly, his chest swelling with fondness and love as he watched Thor with their daughter. He shifted again and groaned. None of his soreness had dissipated while he slept. And now he was stiff to boot!
Thor looked up at him, aware of even the softest sounds, and frowned in worry. "Do you need help? You look in pain."
Loki purred. His alpha was so doting.
"Hannah said she couldn't give you any strong pain meds while you're nursing."
Loki thumped his head against Thor’s shoulder with a soft grumbling whine at the news. He wallowed in self pity for several moments while he cataloged his many discomforts. Then finally settled on "Thirsty." since that seemed the only thing that could actually be fixed.
Thor nodded and cradled Magni to him and used one hand to grab a glass of cool water waiting on the table nearby. "If you need help shifting just let me know. And we have plenty of blankets and pillows here to help support you." Thor reminded Loki.
Loki nodded, carefully juggling Modi and the water. Draining the whole glass before he quite realized what he was doing. Coughing he cleared his throat and handed the glass back. "Thank you, love." He was still tired and sore, but the water did help .
"You're welcome." Thor reached around Loki to support his arm. "You should rest. The doctor said the more you get, the better."
Loki nodded reluctantly. He would much rather be awake to be with his children but his body gave him very little choice in the matter. he slipped back into sleep surrounded but warmth and soothed by his mates rumbles and pups chirps.
The next two days were definitely a learning experience for the new parents. Much to the amusement of the nurses and the newly crowned auntie Sif. But when it was finally time to leave the hospital, they were armed with as much confidence as parents with new twins could manage, and a veritable mountain of resources to help along the way.
The first month was, at once wondrous, and an exercise in patience and endurance. Loki’s recovery was slow, but steady. And it was the same for the pups, though they gained weight much faster than Loki was losing his. By the time a month and a half had rolled by the little family had found a rhythm that worked for them. Loki was convinced Sif was a blessing from the gods and Thor was a saint. Fandral was also surprisingly good with the pups, if awkward. almost despite himself.
And the pups themselves were tiny forces of nature, that gave Loki life far more often than they drained it from him with sleepless nights and stress. Peace and equilibrium were finally settling over their little chaotic house hold. Thor would be returning to work soon and the pups were finally ready for excursions out of the house. They were both excited to introduce them to the rest of the family at the restaurant that weekend.
But for now, they were with their aunt and... almost uncle. Thor would be home soon from his shopping trip and Loki was spending his rare moment alone frowning at a full-length mirror. Existing no longer hurt and he had started to work out again to lose the baby weight. Yoga mostly since it kept him close to the children. And it WAS working, but Loki was unhappy to realize he would never properly return to how he was. His hips especially. They had shifted so much to birth the pups, that even now, during recovery, they were wide and 'child bearing'. He had been told at his most recent exam that would make having future children much easier. Which, honestly, the thought of more children with Thor gave him a little thrill, but didn't really help him now. Between his new, curvier hips and the plumpness that remained in his chest to feed the pups, his figure was distinctly feminine now. He was also... rounded in the middle. His face and limbs had returned to normal more or less. But low on his belly, in the cradle of his hips where the pups had stretched him most, he had a round little belly. The skin streaked with pale stretch marks.
Pinching and prodding it he worried at a thumbnail and frowned. He knew, he KNEW Thor wasn't judgmental. But... his alpha had only known him fat with pups thus far. He had no idea what Thor might be expecting or hoping for in a non-carrying version of him. But this certainly wasn't what Loki was used to or hoping to present to his mate.
"Loki, I'm back! "Did you decide what you wanted for dinner?"
Loki jumped guiltily when he heard Thor’s voice, he hadn’t even heard the Alpha come in the front door. Loki quickly set his clothing to rights, seeking sanctuary again in large frumpy clothes that hid his body. He stared at the mirror again unintentionally lost for a moment. Loki LOVED being a mother and he loved Thor so, so very much. He was HAPPY and wouldn't trade where he was for anything else in the world. But, on occasions like this he wondered where “Companion Loki” had gone. He had accepted that life was behind him months ago but now, not even that body was left to him.
He shook his head, distracted by pulling himself from the last threads of his old life and the old him. "Steak?" he called over his shoulder.
"Steak?" Thor asked, he walked by, putting diapers in the nursery and came back and leaned against the door frame. "Hey beautiful. Would you like me to cook you steak, or would you like to go out?" Thor asked.
Looking up Loki rubbed his eyes and straightened up as he shook himself and padded over to Thor and gave him a welcoming kiss. "Whichever you feel like, handsome." He tried not to fidget with the hem of his sweater and tucked his hands in his sleeves. In his current state the thought of going out made him a little self-conscious. He knew how to be a companion in public. And had known how to be pregnant. Now he was neither. He wanted to say go out, Thor already worked so hard and it had been so long since they had been on a nice proper date. But the words just would come. Instead he leaned into Thor’s chest and tucked his nose under his mate’s throat to breathed deeply. Letting his alpha’s scent calm and settle his nerves.
Of course Thor’s keen eyes noticed Loki’s fidgeting. He smiled and put his arms around Loki as his mate stepped close. "How about we have a private date here at home?" Thor cooed. He nuzzled on Loki, tucking him more firmly under his chin and held him tight. "Mmmm, you smell so good." Thor gave a low rumble. "I'm going to make you a delicious meal!"
Loki’s chuckle was soft and throaty. He curled his arms around Thor’s waist and held tight as he melted into the embrace. "Every meal you make is delicious." he mumbled.
Thor grinned "Well, I'm going to put extra effort into it tonight!" he growled, searching out Loki’s ear and giving it a little nibble. "Come sit with me in the kitchen. I love when you're with me."
"And I love being with you." Giving Thor another kiss Loki reluctantly stepped away. His gaze lingered on a simple file folder that rested innocently on their dresser before he followed Thor to the kitchen and made himself comfortable at the island.
Thor ginned at his mate and wiped down the island so he could prep, while Loki took a seat. He started his oven and heated the stove. "Mmmm, how does au gratin potatoes sound? Nice and cheesy. And some grilled Brussel sprouts." Thor grabbed ingredients from his very large fridge.
"Mmmmmm" Loki purred resting his chin in his hand while he watched Thor’s ass. Pert and swaying were it stuck out from the fridge "Talk dirty to me, papa."
Thor chuckled "With some fresh yeast rolls." He purred to Loki, starting on the potatoes first.
Loki breathed deeply "Say butter."
Thor put a growl in his voice as he turned his eyes up to look at Loki while he worked. "Butter."
Loki spread his upper half across the island and moaned dramatically "Oh yes! Oh, papa more!" But he couldn't stop the grin from spreading across his face. His insecurities eased. They were playing, but there was real heat in Thor's eyes. Adoration AND want. Loki’s expression turned soft and adoring in return. He still had some lingering unhappiness with his body and he still wasn't entirely sure who he was now. But he he did know he was loved and wanted and safe to take his time figuring it out. And there was no longer an ounce of doubt or trepidation about what he intended to do tonight.
Thor laughed and leaned over and hand fed Loki a slice of cheese. "You better reign that in, or I'm going to eat you up for dinner." Thor snapped his teeth at Loki teasingly and went back to cooking.
"Promises, promises." Loki tutted blowing Thor a kiss. They fell into easy conversation while Loki really took in Thor’s transformed apartment for the first time. They honestly tried to keep it clean and were managing well enough. But baby stuff and other paraphernalia managed to be scattered across previously clean, modern surfaces. The apartment no longer looked straight out of a magazine, but a bit of a lived-in disaster. It wasn't just baby things either. Loki's quilts draped the couch. He had books on the table along with notebooks and his laptop left open. A translation document open and abandoned. There was basket of little hand projects left on a dining chair and a clutch of three small plants in a window. The omega in him preened at leaving his mark on his alpha’s space. On the other hand, he did feel slightly bad. "We really did just take over your life, didn't we?" He muttered in the lull conversation.
Thor started bringing plates to the table. "You did, didn’t you. Isn't it wonderful!?" Thor asked with a smile. He proudly displayed plates that were set as if he was serving a VIP in his restaurant.
Loki hummed fondly in return, surprised at his mate’s response at first, and then relaxing into a bright smile. "It really is. And so is this!" Delighted he moved from the island to the table to examine his plate and breathed deeply the rich, homey aroma. "Oh Thor, this is amazing thank you!"
"You are very welcome." Thor smiled and brought over two candles to light on the table for atmosphere. "See? Our own date night at home." He grinned.
Loki clapped lightly, "And here I was only fantasizing about a night of not being spit up on. You really are too good to me."
Thor smiled back at him, "I offer much more than that. I even have creamy dream brownies and ice cream for dessert."
"Now you’re just spoiling me." Loki teased, "One would think you are trying to butter me up for something, sir."
"Maybe I'm hoping to get lucky tonight." Thor put in just enough teasing, so if Loki said no, there would be no hurt feelings.
"Hmmmm," Loki tapped his lips, "That depends, I suppose."
"I shall remain hopeful." Thor poured Loki a drink. "Please enjoy."
"I most certainly will!" Digging in Loki moaned loudly at the first bite. Blushing a moment later when he caught the look Thor was giving him, he cleared his throat and picked their conversation from earlier back up.
Sometime later, after the best dinner Loki had ever had and before Thor laid out dessert, he excused himself to the bathroom. Only to return with a simple folder held to his chest. "Hey Thor, remember when I said you getting lucky tonight would depend?"
Thor looked up from making dessert. After a pause he put the ice cream back in the freezer and gave Loki his full attention. "I remember." Thor met Loki at the table. "This seems important."
Loki cleared his throat, his cheeks a dusky rose. "It is." he admitted. Slowly setting the folder on the table he flipped it open and pushed it towards Thor. In one half of the folder were adoption papers. In the other were corresponding Bonding documents. Loki couldn't quite meet Thor’s eyes. "You don't have to. And it’s not legally required for us to be Bound for the adoption to be recognized." He took a deep breath "But I want you to have equal rights in raising the pups and I want- I want-" He swallowed hard, "This is what I want." He gestured weakly to the apartment. "For us to be yours and for you to be ours. To be a family." His lips twitched as he peeked up at Thor. "A BIG family."
Thor stood there quietly, and Loki could see his alpha absorbing all that he had said. His heart raced until Thor suddenly sat down hard and looked up at Loki. "I need a pen!" Thor said eagerly. "Please, I want to sign now! Both! I want our family!"
Breath rushed out of Loki in a giddy laugh and he produced the pen he had hidden in his pocket with shaky fingers. "Here you go."
Thor took the pen eagerly and then paused. He hurriedly got up and knocked over his chair getting down on one knee. "Loki..." Thor breathed deeply and reached in his pocket and pulled out a ring box Loki had not known he had. "Marry me? Be my bonded for life. I will honor and keep you. Protect you and our pups. And I will love you, Loki. I already do, but I will love you our whole lives together." Thor opened the box and offered Loki a beautiful emerald ring.
Loki stared in shock. The fact that Thor was eager to sign the paperwork alone fulfilled his wildest dreams. "Yes" squeaked out of him, opening up a flood gate in its wake as emotion filled him and made him giddy. "yesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyes!"
Thor grinned and his eyes were watery as he gently took the ring out and took Loki’s left hand and gently put the ring on his finger. Loki’s hands were no longer swollen and it fit perfectly. He smiled up at Loki. "Thank you. You've made me the happiest man in the world. I'm absolutely sure there is no one in the world who is happier than me at this exact moment!" Thor lurched to his feet so he could kiss Loki.
"I can think of at least one person." Loki mumbled against Thor’s lips. Kissing his mate eagerly as his alpha held him tight and close.
Thor lifted Loki off his feet, kissing him deeply. "Loki... My Loki! My darling one!" Thor growled. He sat down with Loki in his lap, but had a hard time signing because he didn’t seem to want to stop kissing his mate.
Loki gave Thor’s shoulder a thwap when the alpha stopped just before signing the third time. "The faster you sign it the faster you can take me to bed, Alpha" he growled. "And bite me."
Thor growled low and looked down at the papers with determination. His hand moved with purpose and his name was signed in a fast but legible scrawl on the lines necessary. He signed his life to intertwine with Loki’s and took the pups as his own. And then he was standing with Loki in his arms and walking to the bedroom with determination. The growl having never stopped, like a low, aggressive purr.
Clinging to Thor Loki took the advantage of not having to walk and latched onto Thor’s throat, kissing and nuzzling. Warmth curling low in his belly as the primal growl vibrated against his lips. Until it was too much to resist. Reaching the bedroom Loki gave a daring nip to Thor’s pulse point.
Thor snarled in response and fell to the bed, trapping Loki under him. He rolled his hips into his omega and claimed his mouth. It was like every alpha instinct was unleashed now that he had permission. He ravished Loki’s mouth and large, strong hands began to pull at lose clothes.
Gasping Loki writhed under Thor’s hands. Usually clever fingers turned clumsy and getting in the way as he tugged at Thor’s clothes, stripping his alpha with the brisk strength of desperate need. He felt something rip as much as he heard it and didn't care whose clothing suffered the violence. Only feeling a momentary pang when he went at Thor’s belt hard enough to scratch him.
But Loki’s scratching him only spurred Thor on. He yanked clothing from Loki’s limbs and began to kiss and lick down his body. His hand moved down and he sought out Loki’s hole. Needing to be inside him and making sure Loki was wet first.
"I’m ready, I’m ready! Gods just-!!" Writhing Loki managed to flip over and claw his way to his hands and knees, his ass high in the air his shoulders dropped to the mattress crying "Thooooooor!" Into the sheets.
Loki was practically dripping wet! His thighs were beginning to glisten and Thor needed no further invitation. A condom never even a consideration, Thor just grabbed Loki’s hips and buried himself deep inside Loki. Pulling him up next and trapping Loki against his chest as Loki’s hair parted, offering up his bare neck.
Loki moaned and shivered as Thor settled his teeth against flesh of his nape, licking and sucking hard. Taking his time till Loki could feel each breath cooling his wet neck. Loki squirmed and whined, desperate for more, but before he broke into true begging. Thor suddenly bit down hard.
His hips thrust wildly and he rode Loki down to the mattress, never losing his hold as Loki cried out, breathless. He shuddered, body clenching around Thor’s length as the bonding gland in his neck broke open and he lit up with the resulting flood of endorphins. Mewing Loki melted into utter submission. Cheeks flushed with pleasure he knotted his hands in the sheets and let Thor rut to his hearts content. Meeting each wild thrust with a spine tingling, lewd slap of wet flesh and chirping cry. "Alpha!"
Thor was flooded with pheromones. His own and Loki’s mixing. He was latched on and wouldn’t let go till he filled Loki with his seed. He tasted blood and sweat and felt Loki, so tight and hot around him. He growled against Loki’s spine and thrust faster and harder. Racing to his peak as he held Loki’s body against his chest. Their scents mingled into a new perfume that held notes of each of them, and something stronger. The bond. Thor breathed deeply and had only one thought. MINE!!!
Loki shuddered and clenched. His alphas growl setting each and every vertebra a quiver. Heart skipping, he moaned long and low. Desperate pleasure deepening as hormones settled and pheromones made the air in the room thick and heady. He was surrounded by Thor. Each breath pulled his alphas scent deep into his lungs. His whole body covered and filled with heat and strength. He was protected, he was possessed. He stretched his neck under Thor’s locked jaw and felt blood drip down his chest. With a trill he dug in. Pushing back to grind deep. Neglected cock weeping onto the sheets as he panted for Thor’s seed.
Thor growled against Loki’s neck, his mind seemingly lost and reacting only on instinct. He was a beast. Each time Loki moved back to meet his thrust triggered an aggressive possessiveness. He went deep and hard with bruising force as he came. Filling Loki with a wave of cum, thick and hot.
Thor’s large hand at last came around to stroke Loki to completion. The omega was loud in his release. The pleasure so much more intense, like nothing Loki had ever felt, due to the hormones released by the mating gland. Heightening the pleasure and suppressing any pain he might have felt from the bite or from Thor’s eagerness.
Loki was limp and blissed out when Thor returned to himself and gently let go. He eased off Loki’s neck and kiss the mark softly. Loki could feel and smell the hot blood as Thor sniffed and examined the mark.
He bore Thor’s mark!
“A good bite. No tearing.” Thor’s voice was thick like syrup and Loki chirped in response.
Thor stayed inside him and eased them down onto the bed. Petting and praising Loki as he kept him warm and close. "I love you. So much." Thor cooed.
Loki purred weakly, the fresh bite aching pleasantly as he tried to turn awkwardly to nuzzle his alpha. He nosed at his Adam's apple and kitten licked under Thor’s ear. "Alphaaaaaaa…" he purred rough and breathless "Yours, love you. Always." he moaned. "Full."
Thor smiled adoringly down at him and nuzzled back. "Mine. Love you!" Thor kissed Loki deeply and made a happy, low purr. They stayed like that till Thor eventually got up to clean and bandage Loki’s fresh bite. Then again to answer the door and accept the twins back. He happily brought them to Loki for a big family cuddle.
"Loki... what do you think of moving? To a house." Thor asked, peeking as he held Magni on his chest to see if Loki was receptive to the idea.
Slowly rolling onto his side so he could cuddle Modi and watch his mate and daughter, Loki pressed his nose to his son’s wispy hair. "A big house?" He asked thoughtfully feeling the pull of the bandage on his neck.
"Yes. With a big kitchen... a master suite... a yard. Near a school." Thor daydreamed fondly.
"Mmmm." Loki purred, hitching Modi up a little higher to rest against his papa, next to his sister. Loki cuddled close, resting his head on Thor’s shoulder as both babies nestled on Thor’s broad chest under their amma’s protective hand. "With plenty of rooms, that we will fill with pups." He smiled at the wonderful dream he could see so clearly in his mind.
Thor smiled brightly, turning and looking at Loki. His alpha had never looked happier. "Yes. Our happily ever after, my love." He leaned over and kissed Loki. "I'm so glad I made macaroni that night." He grinned. "I'm thankful for it, every day."
"Me, too." leaning up Loki kissed him back long and slow. "The first thing we will teach all our children to cook is macaroni and cheese."
The end