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HELLO everyone ! Long time no see ! Um !
So basically I know I don't... really owe anyone any explanations I am but a stranger on the internet. But basically there was a really... really messy breakup that happened in my life! The person I was dating was who I'd bounce ideas off of and share chapter drafts with and he's like... So heavily entwined with this fic for me that it's been pretty difficult to peel them apart in my little mentally ill noggin. I might write other fics but I've had... No motivation to write this fic as of late. I swear I've drafted the next chapter so many times and then just never posted it because it wasn't ever quite right, wasn't ever quite enough. A little funny given the subject matter of the fic. But y'know. If anyone has any questions about future plot points or wants to talk or literally anything feel free to comment or whatnot! I don't mind talking about this work. I just have no real motivation to write it unfortunately :( I tried a little too hard to act like the breakup didn't affect me at all, but it did! I think after all these years I'm allowed to say that breakup really hurt. Stop trying to drown the memories and shit. ANYWAY though, I still write, and often. I just haven't been satisfied with any of my writing for this fic :( I know eventually I'll snap out of the funk and you'll get another chapter at like three am my time because I woke up in a cold sweat Thinking Thoughts, but today is not that day! A lot's happened, and my life IS getting better piece by piece! I'm just focusing on myself right now :)
Best,
Bunni !