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Angel

I was packing my suitcase and putting my things in boxes while my best friend was talking to me, not helping.

"Text me every day. And tell me if see some cute guys too. With this body, I don't understand how you still single." She said chuckling a little.

I was wearing a pink tank top with light blue jeans and some addias.

" Don't worry you'll find someone that you'll like with your flat chest and booty that looks like a model," I said laughing she just glared at me because of no one like her cause she crazy.

" Stop fuckin playing white boi." 'damn that hurts.'

" I'm maybe a white boi but I beat yo ass like a black woman, don't test me, Kyle." I glared at her while she put up her hand in surrender. I hate people call me a white boi

"Ok now help me get these boxes to the car please and thank you," I said walking off with one of the boxes in my hand.

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We just got finish putting everything in the trunk and the uhaul ready to go.

"Bestie I'm gonna missed you soooooooo much," Kyle said hugging. I hugged then she slapped me behind both with her hands making a little Yelp come out of me. "Don't let no thirsty ass nigga run their hands on you or I'll come up there and beat their asses, okay?" She said seriously I nodded and pulled away from the hug, going inside the car and waving goodbye to Kyle while we drive off. I had tears in my eyes. Kyle was with me since we were babies. She was actually there when my dad dies in a car crash. I'm gonna miss her so much. I was about drifting off to sleep until my mom called my name.

"Are you excited?" She said still driving.

"Umm...I guess..." I said not sure how this gonna end. My mom knows that I'm gay and she's ok with it but she strictly said that I can't have any boyfriend since I was only used by my body and called 'sex toy' I just don't want that to happen to me at my new school. Till this day I'm not comfortable in my own clothes. I have to wear baggy clothes to cover my body. I guess I rather get bullied then getting raped or touch in parts I don't want to be touched on.

"Don't worry you'll be fine." She said with a smile, I smile back but it was fake. Then I went back a slumber thinking about the state I'm going to Alabama.

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"Honey, wake up we gotta go." I heard a quiet and soft voice. I was being shaken by my mom. I sat up slowly rubbing my eyes.

"Where are we?" I said with my groggy voice barely can talk. You see I talk very softly with a little high voice that sounds like a girl and I'm the short same height as my mom. So when it comes to sore throats and waking up in the morning put your listening ears on.

" We are at the airport so you have to get up and on the plane." She said getting out the car. I get out slowly still adjusting my eyes when they were well clear. I was looking for my mom until I heard my name I turned around and see mom waving back and forth I walked to her and sat by her.

" Angel, you going to have to stay with your Aunt Ruth for a while so I can get house set." My mom said with a sorry smiled. I hated Auntie Ruru. She always complains soo much it just doesn't make sense and went it comes to my sexuality and body she would always say: "Did plastic surgery on your body ey?... Pathetic." And she knows that I was born like this. I can't even have a pleasant conversation with her. I can't deal with her it kills me. My mom knows I hate her too.

"Mom no, you know I can't stand her," I said with pleasing to come with her.

"I'm sorry but Aunt Ruth is the only relative in Alabama and plus it wouldn't be that bad staying with her... right?" She said unsure cause she knows our history.

"She tried to worship the devil out of me by tying me on a cross and saying gibberish words that I couldn't understand...Of course, what can go wrong?" I said with a fake smile.

"Ok, all I need you to do is hang on in there, ok?" She said with puppy eyes that I can't resist.

"...fine! But if I lose my mind I'm blaming it on you." I said looking at her with big eyes.

"Flight 58 is boarding now. Flight 58 is boarding now." The intercom said.

"Well that's our flight let's go." Mom said and jumping up while getting our bags. As we getting in line my behind was pushed against on someone, so I move up so I can't feel it. But they moved up on more closely and made me squeak and very uncomfortable so I spoke.

"Umm.. excuse me, would you mind backing off me, please?" I said kindly

"Oh, like this?" He said backing up on me making his private touch fully on my behind.

"Um...no please get off of me," I said kinda scared because he was grabbing my waist pulling me close to him.

"Oh c'mon sweetie don't be like that I know you wanted." He said smirking and grinding on his private. This time I called out my mom.

"Mom." She didn't hear me

"Mom!" I yelled getting her attention.

"GET THE FUCK OFF OF MY BABY OLD MAN!!!!" She yelled and grabbing me and fusing and cussing but he wasn't paying attention. He was just staring at me. I pulled my mom sleeve to get her attention and point at the man who was staring and biting his lips. I swiped behind mom's back so he won't look anymore and mom kept fusing I look at the line to see there are no more people.

"Mom! We gotta go." I said making mom stop fusing and putting me in front of her as we walk to the person that held the tickets as we walk in the plane men was already looking and cat calling me. I felt exposed and embarrassed my mom hurried to a seat and made me sit by a window.

"Give me your bag. We don't want to draw attention to ourselves than we already do." She said putting all our bags in the little suitcase convenient and sitting back sighing.

"I'm going to sleep wake me when we there." She said sitting back and closing her eyes.

"How do you know if I'm gonna fall asleep?" Raising an eyebrow.

"Because you slept all the way in the car." She said having a good point.

"Ok, sweet dreams," I said while she drifts to sleep. I was looking out the window watching us take off and listening to music.

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I see us land on the ground and I turn to mom that she is still sleeping. "Mom wakes up, we're here," I said shaking her awake. She's a light sleeper so I don't have to do any further damage.
She woke up an instant. We start to take off our seatbelts and she told me to just sit there till she gets our bags out. After she did she told to get my bags and we have a taxi picking us up to go over Auntie Ru ru house. As we wait we heard a honking sound and to see a pink taxi. We ran to the taxi car and mom got up front and me in the back.

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We made it to Auntie Ru ru house and told me to get out. "Bye sweetie, I love you." She said threw the window and gave me a kiss on the cheek then walk on the porch for my poor soul to be consumed in despair. I hesitated to knock on the door but still did. I heard footsteps coming and someone came to them and that someone was Auntie Ruru.

"Hi, My little Devil worshipper." She said with the fakest smile and excitement. ' Be nice Angel'

"Hey, Auntie Ruru," I said and walked in the door to here little patters of feet.

"MI MI!!!!!!!"

"KI KI!!!!!!!" I said to the little girl that is running to me in excitement. I picked her up and hugged and kissed all over. Now you may be wondering, how do you get a nickname like mi min from Angel? You see my mom think it was cute to call me mi and the rest of my family thought so too so they start calling me mi until elementary and middle School rolled in and the kids start making fun of the name and I told my mom stop calling me that until summer rolled in and I was free misery and letting my mom call me mi again. I only let certain people call me mi.

"Mmmmm I missed you. Hey, where's JJ?" I asked ki. By the way, her real name is Katie and JJ is Jayon he calls me Angie that I'm completely fine with.

"He's upstairs sleep." She said with evil ass smirk.

"Sleep, huh?" I said and did the same. She nodded and getting down from my arms and grabbing two water guns and giving one to me.

We run up the stairs and went into his room to see him still sleep. We crept in and turned on the lights while I'm yelling. "WAKE UP BICH NOT SLEEPING ON MY TERMS!!!!!!!!" Then sprayed water the water gun until we had no more he was soaking wet until he grabbed a water gun from under his pillow. 'gasp, he knew!!' "RETREAT!!!!" I yelled then ran out of his room with ki behind me.

JJ got ki and chasing after me now I ran outside and in the back yard and behind the house so he can't see me.

"Angie~ come out, come out where you are." He preyed walking around slowly looking around.

He walked right passed me looking around I went behind him and grabbed him spinning around knowing he hates when he gets pinned around then I drop to the ground with him on top of me. I was laughing and he was pouting and hitting me at the same time.

"Ok, ok I'll stop," I said to him while he gets off of me. "Sup my cuz." He said while I get up and helping him up and pulling him in a hug. "Sup," I said walking back to up to the while him on my side.

"So how was school?" I asked looking at him. "It's fine a whole lot of girls keep telling me that I'm cute but that's not true you know why?" He said with a smug face

"Why?" I said rolling my eyes knowing where this is going. " Because I'm fuckin hot as hell." He said snapping his fingers and I chuckled a little. "Yeah you sure are," I said going upstairs on the porch and pick up my two suitcases in my room and went downstairs in the kitchen to get some food.

"Well, I suppose that you're getting some food like you pay bills around here and you paid for that you grabbing out the fridge that you paid for." Auntie Ruru said being a bich right now but I can't say that to her face... she'll put me out.

I sighed "Can I get something to eat?" I said closing the fridge and turn around looking at her while she writing something down. " What is that something?" She said 'son of a-' " anything" "What's that?" 'this bitch' "An Apple." "Is it a poison apple?" 'Wat da fuq? This ain't no snow white and 7 dwarfs shit.' "no...? Was it supposed to?" "I don't know you tell me." 'what the hell is wrong with the lady?' "you know what I'ma get me a banana if that's ok with you." "Well yeah if you want to sin." 'omg who put this lady on Earth?' "I'm taking my banana and EATING it nothing else." Mhm, and you going to school tomorrow so enjoy your fun while it last." "Yes, ma'am." 'lonely ass bitch.' I went to my room and got my phone to see a message from Kyle.

Bestie 💖💖: HEEEYYY BIIICCCCHHH

Me: hey hoe.

Bestie 💖💖: so how's it going so far? found someone yet or do I need to kill someone?

Me: lmao no gurl and no I didn't find anyone and everything is going great.

Bestie 💖💖: I can tell you're not having the best time of your life.

Me: how u know?

Bestie 💖💖: you only use great when u have the worse time of your life.

Me: oh... Soo wassup with you??

Bestie 💖 💖: nonmuch just in my room looking at the ceiling. Did you hear that Maya have STD?

Me: I'm not surprised. That bitch is a hoe you see her almost week with another dude like deadass.

Bestie 💖 💖: I know right? Anyway, the bitch got embarrassed and stop coming to school. Like that made it better. And all the shit that she was talking about u on Shazam made it completely worse.

Me: what did she say?

Bestie 💖 💖: she said that you were an ugly ass hoe that nobody wants u and a gay ass white boi.

Me: like that would hurt me.

Bestie 💖💖: ikr? Lmao hey, I gotta go but I'll text you later bye love uuuuuu.

Me: Bye love u too.

I put my phone down on the charger and went inside the bathroom with some clothes to go to bed in. I run the water and start to take off my clothes and when I do I look at these scars from of the years.

"STOP, PLEASE IT HURTS!!!!!" I yelled while a boy that I called a 'friend' thrust me so hard that my tailbone can break. "No, no, no this is your punishment. You didn't do what I say." He said while I cry more than ever. He finally pulled out his penis while I cry more. My hands were tied and my eyes were covered with a blindfold. When he did he slapped my behind over and over and over again until it turned red.

Think of that memory brought tears in my eyes. "Mimi? Are you ok?" I heard I turn and see Kiki in her pink night clothes.

"Aww, I'm ok. Were you worried about me?" I said wiping my eyes. "No, I have to poo." She said with a big cute smile that made me laughed. I got off the toilet and close the door. I went over JJ's room to see what's he doing. The was closed so I opened it. JJ was looking at the door and look like he was anxious and scared for some reason. "Jayon, what you doing in here while this door closed?" I said looking at him and when I call his real name that means I want the truth.

"I-i was um trying to do um you see what happen was i-i uh-" he stumbled on. I cut off by saying: "Doin some nasty shit huh?" I said he looked at me then looked down embarrassed. "Cuz, don't be embarrassed everyone does it sometimes. You just grow up to that stage ok?" I said and he nodded his head still kinda embarrassed. I'll give him some slack the boy 13 years old of course he gonna do it sooner or later but if he ever touches his sister in any kinda way I'ma beat his ass. I walked out of his room to see Kiki just came out of the bathroom. ' I wonder what she was doing in there.' I walked in the bathroom and looked in the toilet to a whole lot of tissue in there making a flood. I shook my head. I took my clothes off turning on the shower and getting in.

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After getting out the shower, brushing my teeth and washing my face I went into my room to see Kiki in the bed.

"Kiki what are you doing?" I said looking at her while she cuddles more in my cover more. "I wanted to sleep in here with you." She said while sitting up. I shook my and walk to my bed and lay down and pulling Kiki close to me.

"Night night Mimi." She said while she drifts to sleep.

"Goodnight, Kiki," I said while I drift off to sleep too.

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"WAKE UP!!!!" I heard a yell in my ear that can make me jump and scared. All I saw was Kiki laughing so hard she looks like she gonna pee on herself. She was still dying of laughter until she rolled off the bed. The was my turn to laugh. I get out of bed and helped her up because she was crying.

"Are you ok?" I said still laughing a little. She nodded and wiped her eyes. " Auntie Ruru said to get up for school so Sammy can drop you off." She got out of my arms and running out my room and downstairs to the kitchen to eat breakfast and Sammy is my mom but her real name is Samantha. I walk by my mirror and see a boy in a sports bra and booty shorts.

I don't know why but I like wearing sports bras its just comfortable for me. I see scars all over my body like bite marks in between my thighs and hickeys on my stomach up to my sports bra.

I just feel like hiding my whole body. I didn't like my body at all. I went in my suitcase to take some saggy dark blue jeans and white button up shirt that didn't hug my body well but still fits. I put some Nikes that didn't really fit the outfit I'm wearing.

When I was done I went downstairs and got me an apple because I didn't like what Auntie Ruthless gave the last time I ate her food it sent me to the hospital. Fuckin doctor said I had food poisoning. Bitch tried to kill me.

As I get an apple I see Kiki and JJ eating egg, bacon, grits, and sausage. 'bitch never gave me food like that.'

As I was about to open the door when I felt an impact on my leg, I look down to see Kiki hugging me. I picked her up and kissed her on the head. Putting her down while she runs back in the kitchen. JJ wants to be a big boi and doesn't want any kiss or hugs but I find ways to get them.

I heard a honk outside side to see mom in the car. I ran outside and in the car. As mom drive off.

"Good morning Mom," I said scrolling through Shazam and Instagram. "Morning sweetheart, how was your night?" She said keeping her eyes on the road.

"Good. Mom, is the house finish?" I said getting excited to get the HELL away from Auntie Ruru.

" Well not yet still in the process of building but it's going really nice." Mom said keeping the eyes on the road.

"Spill the tea. How big is or is it small just tell meeehhh." I said begging to get the FUCK out of Auntie Ruru house. " Well, it's a small house have two bedrooms and to bathrooms in both of our bedrooms, nice dining room, lovely kitchen and everything you want and need." She said pulling up at the school and pulling in a parking spot.

I looked out the window too see a big school that can probably eat me alive. Mom started to get out and I get out slowly looking at the school that says,

Welcome to Danville high! Home of the Bulldogs!

As we walk in we see black kids everywhere. 'oh shit.' " Mom, is this a black school?" I said looking at her. "Well, you can that." She said looking away from. I sighed "Mom." "Ok sorry I didn't pay attention to the application." "Ok, ok just- let's go," I said walking in the school.

As we walk in the hall people started staring and whispering.
"Yo, my nigga we gotta white boy going here." ' I hate those two words.' "shii, that wigga ain't gonna survive in this bitch, on blood." ' now they calling me a wigga now? What the hell?'

"Damn look at those pants man. That nigga probably gon trip." "Deadass."

"Umm excuse me? Do you know the main office is?" My mom asked a boy. The boy only shrugged and walked off. 'disrespectful bich ass nigga' we were walking everyone and no one said anything or said something very disrespectful to my momma and she keep saying be fucking nice. ' I'm soo close to cussing someone out.'

We approach another fucking person again. "Excuse do yo-" my mom was cut off by me. "Mom let me asked. Look we're new here and we are asking you to tell us where is the main office?" I said trying to call myself down. 'one more insult and I'ma blow on this nigga'

"Damn, someone pissed in yo cereal today? Shit no, ask someone else." Before he even walks off I grabbed him and forced him to look at me. "Sweetie calm down." Mom said holding my hand. "No ma," I said pulling my hand from her. "We already asked not one not two but five fucking disrespectful ass kids in this school. I don't know what is wrong but I don't need it in my fucking life. Just god damn tell me where is the office. That's it." I said looking at him straight in the eyes that send daggers. "Down the hall than a right." He said, " Thank you." My mom said then grabbed my hand then drag me down the hall the office. "What were you thinking?" "I'm sorry Mom I just got mad it won't happen again." 'disrespectful ass wannabes'

Rayshawn

'Lil nigga got balls talking to me like that' I was about to walk out the school front door when a high pitch voice ringed in my ears.

"RAAAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!!" 'Why me?' I look to see Sharay running to me with tight ass tank top and shorts that fit her body damn hella good. "Don't call me that," I said as she walked up to me. " I'm having a party tonight and you're my first guest." She said running her hand up and down my chest. I moved her hand away from my chest. " I wouldn't wanna go to your stanking ass party for shit," I said started walking to school's front. "Baaaaee." She whined blocking me from walking. "Don't ever call me that in yo life." "C'mon live a little." She said getting close to me. "Your example of living a little is someone getting inside yo pants. My example of living a little is not getting aids. No thanks, I rather stay at home and smoke me a blunt." I said moving to the side and walk-in to the door again. Until:

"Rayshawn Barin Johnson Jr come to the main office. Rayshawn Barin Johnson Jr comes to the office now." The intercom called I turned right back around and went down the to the office. To slam open the door open. "What?" I said not wanting to be here.

"Rayshawn this is the new student, Angel, I would like you to show him around the school today." I turned to the dude. It was the same dude that had balls to talk to me like that some peasant. "No," I said turning back to them and was about to walk out then:

"RAYSHAWN, COME BACK HERE!" Ms. Mason yelled I turned and said " I. Don't. Want. To do it." I said sternly. "Rayshawn this is not a question, this is a statement now since you wanna act boldly. Mind telling me why your a senior but take junior classes, huh?" She said looking at me straight in the face I looked over to Angel that have headphones in so he can't hear anything that we're saying. 'Thank God.' I stayed quiet then sighed. "Fine, I'll take him." I said then she smiled 'bipolar ass bitch.' " Good, now this is part of a grade soo have fun." She said then I looked over to see his mom tapping his shoulder. He took out head plugs. His mom kissed is his cheek and went out his way behind me.

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As we walk I tell him what's there and here and everywhere but it seems that he's not listening. He was on his phone. 'This lil nigga wanna get lost.' I turned around but he didn't pay attention and bump into my chest. He looked up at me and blushed to turn away from me. I raised an eyebrow. "My nigga, you need to pay attention so you can't get lost," I said while turning back around and walking. I keep glancing at him every five seconds I don't know why but he is kinda different from the rest. Not just the race of his skin but something else I just I don't know. It was lunchtime so no one was in the hall like for real.

When we made it to the lunchroom eyes was already on us. I looked over to see Angel was gone. I went to look for him until I heard breathing like heavy breathing so I went to the bathroom that I heard it from.

When I went in and I see Angel over the trash throwing up. "My nigga, you aight?" I said coming over to him and bending to his level. He nodded his head and got up washing his mouth out and looking at his self in the mirror then got mad and punching it making shattering it. Now he has a bleeding hand.

"Yo nigga, chill you aight that looks like it hurts. I said walking to him and getting his hand to look at but he snatched it away from me.

"Yeah, I'm fine." He said using a soft voice that sounds like a girl. 'this nigga probably gay.' "no, you not my dude c'mon," I said and grabbed his good hand and dragged him to the nurse. "Hi, what's seems to be the problem?" She said ' I swear this lady be doing some kinky ass shit in here.' " Yeah uhh, this dude messed up his hand," I said grabbing the bad hand and showing it to her. She gasps. 'fake ass bitch.' she grabbed his hand and looked at and went in the back to get something while Angel laid in the bed. I sat in the chair next to him as he pulls out his phone and typed away. He giggled a little. So I just sat there until a question popped in my head. "Why?" I asked he looked at me with a raised eyebrow.

"Why do you care?" He asked looking back at his phone and typing away. 'why do I care?' "I don't know I just wanna know," I said shrugging my shoulders. "Then you don't need to know. In fact, you don't need to care." He said then the nurse came back with tweezers, bandages, and stitches.

"Ok sweetie, stay still so I can get all the glass out stitch your hand and bandage you ok?" She said looking at him just nodded his head.

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We came to the nurse office going to the lunchroom. "You know you gotta pay your lunch..right?" I asked with an eyebrow up. "No, but I'll live without eating one day. No biggie." He said then walked to a table that is empty. As I went to my so-called 'friends'.

"Yoo my dude, sup hanging with the white boi?" Mike said looking at Angel where he sitting. " That's for me to know and you ain't finding out," I said before Jason and Jamie came over here along with Riley. Now Jason and Jamya are twins and they are sneaking as fuck. They can get away with anything and I hate it. Riley is a snitch to the bone. Bitch tell on anyone to start mess. " Aww, he seems so lonely. I'ma talk to him." Jamya said and walked to his table. He was sitting was kinda far but we still able to hear what they say.

Angel

I was on my phone until someone was sitting across of me at the table I was sitting at. "Hi, I'm Jamya." She said with a smile. " Angel." "Are you for real white?" She asked bluntly. "I don't know what color am I?" I asked. ' Is this bitch that dumb?' "Don't act smart I'm asking a question." She said getting mad.

"The color of my skin is your answer and I can't 'act' smart because I AM smart because I go to school and make A's and pay attention in class," I said going back to my phone. "Are you calling me dumb?" She said getting madder than ever.

"Well, I'm not calling you smart," I said going back to my phone. I don't interact with new people so it's hard to communicate. "Hmm, it's amazing how a white boy talks to me like that. And that voice I know you're gay. You ugly ass faggot that ain't going nowhere in life. Killing our kind and you think we want you here? Fucking faggot ass white boy" She said and that got my attention. "Big dumbass girl pulled a whole lot of big words. And your kind is Killing your own kind. Don't call me a white boy, cause you don't know what this white boy do. Do you wanna know? Pretty sure not. Now get your dark ass bitchy self back over there or shit gonna get real." I said straight in the eyes that can stab a bitch. She so angry she couldn't get any words out, before:

"Ok, that's enough Jamya go back where you came from." I heard a voice I looked up to see Rayshawn. "RAY!! ARE YOU SERIOUSLY GONNA LET THIS BITCH TALK TO ME LIKE THAT!!!!" She yelled that can make your eardrums. "It takes a bitch to know one," I said looking at her.

"Ok, ok enough just get from over here Jamya. You shouldn't come over here anyway." He said. "You don't tell me what to do." She said telling to Rayshawn glaring at him.

"Oh, I don't have to I can just tell Mike what you did last weekend." He said with a blank face.

"You wouldn't." "Watch me." He said then walked back to his table before she stopped him while getting in front of him.

"Ok, ok fine you win. But this ain't over." She said then walked to the table where they were sitting.

Rayshawn walks over my table and sat across of me. "You good?" He said "yeah." I said then my stomach was rumbling, I heard a chuckle. "Are sure you don't want to eat?" He said looking at me. "Yes, I'm sure," I said when I heard my stomach rumbling louder.

"Are you sure?" He said, then I gave up. " Ok fine I'll get something," I said getting up and he right behind me. "Get whatever you want." He said so that's what I did. "Lemme gets a pizza, Sprite, and an apple pie," I said looking at the menu then looking back at Rayshawn who is already looking at me. "What? You said I can get whatever I want." I said getting my tray and going back to my seat.

"Damn, you gotta appetite." He said kinda amazed as I giggled under my breath. Yeah, I eat more than this actually but whatever. "Yeah," I said. "How do still get skinny?" He asked. "Well, whatever I eat it comes straight out," I said then open my Sprite drink and drinking it. While he just stares intensely. "Take a picture it'll last longer," I said eating my apple pie now. He must get embarrassed because he walked back to his table. I didn't care I mean I know I'm gay but I my voice gave it away because of this stereotyping just because I short have a very feminine body and my voice is very soft.

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Lunchtime is over now and I was grabbing my and walk-in until I bumped into someone. They were on the phone. "What did I tell you? I don't want you for me to be a side bitch choose me or her." She said turning around to me. "I'm sorry I didn't look where was I'm going an-" I was interrupted while pointing her finger up. "What do you mean both? Choose one. Well, bitch, you can get about me because I only wanted for yo money. Yeah, I said it yo mon-nay, I didn't even like you because your dick was little. Oops, I'm sorry was I wasn't supposed to say that? Well too bad because you can fuck to another hoe with little ass dick sorry ass nigga." She said then hung up the. "Ooh, you're cute. Fluffy hair cute face. But them clothes is not working for you." She said touching my hair and squeezing my face. "Hmm, wanna be my BFFL?" She said with puppy eyes. I groaned 'I hate when giving me puppy eyes.' "yeah, sure. I'm Angel." I introduced myself.

"I'm Latifa." She introduced herself. And we shook hands.

We walked to our classes and when I walked in mine all eyes on me. "So this the new student Angel Farin Cooper please be nice to him. Angel, you sit by Deshawn. Deshawn raises your hand." Said the teacher. "If you don't know my name it's Mr.Jackson. and I teach geography. Now let's keep going."

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The class was over finally over so I was walking to my locker and put all my books in there and pulling my gym clothes out because my second period was a gym. My least favorite period.

I was going to the boy's locker room to put on my clothes in the bathroom. I go to one bathroom stall and take off my clothes. The scars that scare me to show anyone.

"Please get off of me."

Oh, no

"Damn, your so sexy when you're helpless."

It's happening again.

"STOP!!!!!!!"

Not again.

"Why stop now? We just got started."

I can't breathe.

"LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!"

"YO! Who in here?" Said a familiar. I was searching for my Asma bump. 'Damnit! I left it at home!' then all of a sudden the slam open that made me jump. I saw Rayshawn. I was having a panic attack and this wasn't the first one.

Rayshawn bends in front of me. "Yo, what's wrong?" Rayshawn said while he touching my thighs up to my waist.

"Just hold still and this won't hurt."

"GET OFF OF ME!!!!" I said then pushed him but he didn't move. So I kept hitting him and he couldn't take it anymore he grabbed both of my wrists. I was trying to yank them away from but had a grip that I can't get out of.

"Please let me go," I said giving up. "...you wanna hug?" He said still holding on my wrist. I nodded then he leaned and wrapped his hands around me while I hesitated to do the same.

Then I pulled away and looked down. I felt awkward and wiped the tears out my eyes. "Are you ok?" He said rubbing his hands on my waist. "Yeah... can uh you remove your..hands away..from me?" I asked very uncomfortably. As I said that he swiped his hands away from me and got up from in front of me. He closes the bathroom door so I can change. When I was done I came out the stall to see Rayshawn was still here.

"Um, you can go if you want," I said not looking up at his eyes. Then before I even know it I was pulled by my wrist. I looked up to see Rayshawn pulling me to the gym. "Noh, you stayin with me today." He said as we walk fully in the gym. 'why he does this? He could've just let me in the stall while I'm crying?'

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Rayshawn
'Why did I do that? I could've left him in the damn stall cryin but he look so helpless like he need someone shoulder to cry on.'

When I let go Angel he walked over to the bleachers and sat down on until a girl sat next to him and start to talkin to him. ' I wonder what they talkin about.' "Yo my dude, help me get this bitch. She is just barkin my name like damn!" Pat said running to me and putting his hand on my shoulder. I wasn't really paying attention to what he said I was still lookin at Angel and the girl. I wanted to know what they talkin about so bad. I don't know why but I just want to know more about him.

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It was the end of gym and everyone was leaving the gym and to the locker room to put their clothes on and go to class but one thing was on my mind. Where is Angel? As I put on my shoes and was about to walk out the door I see Angel went through the janitor closet. You see there is a janitor closet through the locker room and gym. Angel was lookin around to see if anyone was in here so I hid out the door so he won't see me. so when he was done he start taking his clothes off he had a sports bra and draws that we used to have on when we was little kids. Damn he got a big ass and a lot of hickeys and scars like bite marks but they look kinda old 'wtf this nigga is a fuckin hoe'. He put his clothes then shoes on. Then he wiped his eyes and was about to walk out the locker room door before I panic and start to walk to forward away from the door so that I wasn't looking at him while he was dressing his sexy self. 'WTF AM I SAYIN THAT BITCH IS FAGGOT ASS HOE!!!'

I went to my next class and the teacher fussin that I'm late but I didn't care.

??? POV

Heh heh time to spread rumors.
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Rayshawn

It was the end of school god daym finally. I was walkin to my car to see Angel on the steps, I walked over to him and sat next to him, he turned his head over to me and smile. 'funny ass fuckin feelin in my damn stomach needs to stop.' I just stared at him blankly at him. Then a honk came to ears I look up and so did Angel.

It was a red Honda that look like it needs a good wash. Angel got up and I got about to go to my car until I felt a grip on my wrist.

"...um hey, uh thanks for uh helpin me at uh ya know the gym and uh showin me around." He said as he let got of my wrist and walkin to the car and goin inside while they drive off. I went to my car and drove to my house. I get out my car and go to the house and unlock the door to here my nickname.

"RAY IS HOME! RAY IS HOME!" Said my little brother I finally found a home that I can call home. He ran to me and I picked him up turned him around upside spinning around with him makin him dizzy. Then I put him on his feet while I laugh watching him can't keep his balance.

"Ray! Why do I have to repeat myself if you don't listen? Stop spinning Andrew around!" My ma said as she came down stairs and in the kitchen.

"Yes ma'am." I said as I came in the kitchen and kissed her cheek. "How was your day at school?" She said getting something out the freezer.

"Fine I guess." I said while I sit in one of the booths on my phone just lookin at Shazam and Snapchat regular shit that I do that's it. Then my lil sis came downstairs on her phone textin to someone.

"Who are you textin Aranda?" I asked as she sat in the booth next to me. "Non. Of. Yo. Business." She said going back textin. Ok listen I respect my sister privacy so if it's non of my business it's non of my business........wait, what the hell I'm saying? It's certainly is my business.

"Yonk!" I said as I grabbed Aranda phone out her hand and running upstairs to my room and close the door and locking. 'hehe let's see what she be doin on this fone of hers.' what the hell? Her phone automatically locked and start makin sirens and all that shit makin me damn panic and throw the phone makin it crack.

"Oh shit, mom gonna kill me." I whispered then hear a knock on the door. 'shit.' "Ray! Are you in there? Can I get my phone back!?" Aranda said 'SHIT'

"Uh I uh well you see what uh happen was uh I-i broke the phone." I said slowly opening the door to face my sister AND my ma. 'well that's all folks hope you enjoy your stay but you got to go now before shit gets real.'

" See I knew something was wrong." She said putting her hands on her hips. " How did you know?" I said curious and raising an eyebrow up. " I felt it in my gut and I heard a noise in your room." She said. I slowly closed the door going to my closet getting a t-shirt and shorts and putting them on and comin our my room to see my mom with a whistle and timer.

You see my mom is a track star and let me tell you, when I get in trouble she make me run a whole block timing how fast I run. (this actually happened to me when I get in trouble that's why I'm putting it in here.) And BOI I'd be tired.

" Ready. Set......GO!" She said and and I started running.

Angel

Auntie Ruru made me go the store to get some damn eggs. I was wearing some sweats and a t-shirt and slides because...well you goin to the store wear else to go? Anyway, I was walkin on my phone lookin down until I felt something or someone bump into me like DAMN IM WALKIN HERE!

I look up to see some dude that I saw at school. I wasn't payin attention. "Um hey, you're Angel right?" He said pointin his finger at me. 'how the fuck this dude know my name if I never talk to him before.' "depends, who's askin?" I said lookin at him.

"Oh! My name is Andre nice to meet you." He said holdin out his hand I took it cautiously like would you be cautious too when someone said your name and you barely know them?

"You too." I said then kept walkin forward like he doesn't exist. BUT GUESS WHAT!? HE HAS TO FOLLOW ME LIKE A CREEP!

"So..what state you came from?" He asked while he walked beside like he's my friend. Lmao.

"Georgia." I answered and was on my phone not lookin at my phone. Not him. I don't know him that well. Don't want to give him tmi. "Oh my mom used to live there until she died." He said then he looked down sad. 'well damn havin a sad moment already. Tmi.'

"Oh um I'm sorry for your mother...?" I said unsure what to say because it came out the blue. 'is he them sorry people that wants you to be sorry? ... Yes, yes he is.'

"Well it was nice to meet you and all but I have to go now see you you later." I said turnin around and tellin him that and walkin ahead of him to the Piggly wiggly.

"Hey wait!" He yelled from behind me. 'is it obvious that I want to get away from him? ... No, no it's not.'

I turned around to face him and what he has to say. "Can I get your number?" He asked 'pfft HAHAHAHAHAHA! I barely know him and he wants my number! HA!' "...sure! I mean I did came here to make friends, right?" I said then I exchange with him and went my way.

Andre

Damn he looks good in those sweats and when he walked away damn that ass jiggled. I gotta get him before anyone else do. But how? Now you maybe thinkin: 'how the hell do you know his name?' Well I did some research and I saw he had Shazam and followed and he had a Facebook page so I was lookin in there too and other things too... To make him like me. But that's it, I'm not a stalker I swear just lookin at his social media is the best info to get from if someone to like you...right? Right.

Angel

Just came from the store with some damn eggs and going to the convenient store to Bluetooth headphones because why not? And my others broke so.. yeah.

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Made it FINALLY to the store and bought me some Bluetooth headphones and walked out the store to feel a slap on my ass.
At this time and at this place was the murder of a person I didn't know. I turned to see a thirsty ass nigga their hands on me. I slapped his face and kicked his balls watching him slowly kneeling on the floor.

'Not today ugly ass niggas.' as I keep walkin the way to Aunt Ruthless house. While I'm listenin to music with my fully new Bluetooth headphones listenin to the remix of Hamilton. I made to the house to see my mom car so I went in the house and see mom sittin on the couch talkin to Auntie Ruru.

"Hey ma, whatchu doin here?" I asked comin in the house and walkin to couch and sittin by her.
"Hey baby cakes, I have a surprise but you have to pack your bags to see." She said with a big a smile. 'she got the house I already know it.' I squealed and ran up stairs and pack all my things inside the bag and ran back down stairs almost bout to fall face first.

"Are you sure he deserves it?" Said Auntie Ruru being a bitch and all. "Yes he does." Mom said and 'try' to protest but doing a bad on it knowing that she can't win a fight like this...or any fight.

? Reasons to not questioned. Mom got up and I'm at the door waiting for her, if you wonder where ki ki and JJ is. Well they went home back to California they was only here because of the business month that there mom was on today was there last day. They left this morning. We get in the car and went on our way.

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Long drive but finally made it. We see this small house but looks very freshly new and painted. As we walk in we see cute living that a TV and a lovely couch that have a coffee table with carpet that is brown that really fit everything. In the kitchen was...well a regular kitchen what did you except? It didn't had stairs for thank God because when ever a house have up and down stairs they basements and attics right? Well when I think of actics or closets I think of horror movies. They creep the hell out of me. Because horror movies logic that every horror movie's starts with a house, basements, attics, hospital,and woods. OR a big damn house that is not EVEN necessary for ONE GOD DAMN PERSON TO BE LIVING!!!!! If I was in there I would've lost my damn way! Anyway off topic, I looked inside my room to see beauty befor me.

OR a big damn house that is not EVEN necessary for ONE GOD DAMN PERSON TO BE LIVING!!!!! If I was in there I would've lost my damn way! Anyway off topic, I looked inside my room to see beauty befor me
It was like the bedroom that always I wanted it was beautiful. I went to my bed and layed down the silky smooth cover like I can sleep in peace.

"Mimi, come down to eat!" She said through the house I walk out my room and to the kitchen to see mom sittin down at the table eatin I walk to the table and sat across. It was quiet not awkward or anything just quiet. Then mom spoke and the damn usual she's talkin about some guy she met. Ever since Dad died mom was after damn men to keep her company. It starts out good at first for like a month or two until they start hurtin my damn mom and I beat them mercly and put them out and she fuss at me Everytime. "WHY DID YOU DO THAT!?" or "WHAT THE HELL IS WITH YOU!?" or "YOU DO THIS EVERY TIME I BRING I MAN IN HERE!" and me being me I didn't want to put up this kinda bs so I just say "ok." And go to my room.

Mom was still rambling on bout this dude and shit I wasn't listening till she call my name.

"Angel! Are you even listening?" She said "yea." 'nope' "what did I say?" 'shit.' "uh you met a guy in grocery store...?" I said lookin straight at mom as I answered her. "... you're of the hook because that was right." She said goin back to eatin. 'THANK GOD!' "And it's gettin late school in the mornin wash your plate go to bed." She said as she get up and her plate going into her room. I got up and wash my plate and went to my room. Then I layed in my bed on my phone when I got bored I put my phone on the charger and slowly drift to sleep.

Rayshawn

I wake to the sound of my lil bro jump on the bed. "RAAAAAAAYYYYY WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!" He yelled still jumpin in my bed. I got up makin him stop jumpin. "Sup my lil man," I said grabbing him putting him in lap. "Swap." He said sup wrong but it was cute. "RAY! Wook my tooth is loose, see!" He said opening his mouth and showing his front tooth using his to make it wiggle. "Tooth fairy is coming to get my tooth and give me money, right?" He asked with a big smile. "Of you-" I was interrupted by Aranda "No, because the tooth fairy is not real." She said getting on my bed with her phone in her hand. Drew looked at me with tears in his eye. 'shit.' "I-is that true?" "Of you-" "yep! Nobody wants no stinking ass tooth and will they do with it anyway? Eat it?" She said with a stank face. Then Andrew starts crying like it was no tomorrow. " Why the fuck you do this all the time?" I said glaring at her, she just shrugged and walked out of my room. While Andrew kept crying. "Hey, hey, don't cry don't listen to her, she just a hater. The fairy tooth is real. Don't worry what she said, ok?" I said surely. You see Aranda is a haven ass lil girl crushed every fairytale in the damn book. Andrew sniffed and said ok and getting out my bed and out the door. I get out my bed and got to my closet and I get on my knees and lift the floor that was full of guns, money, drugs, and pistols. That's right people I'm a drug dealer. But tell my ma she would bash my head in.

"10 mins till Y'all asses get fuckin ready and be down here!" She yelled through the house.

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After getting ready and going downstairs and going out of the house and school (in my car.) I walk through the door.

Angel

I woke up with the worse headache ever and I'm sleepy as hell. 'damn! What the fuck did I do last night!?' but I have to go to school because my mom would make me go even if I look like Freddy Kruger. I get up to take me a hot bath get out and put me on some black basketball shorts an black T-shirt and Black addias...with a black jacket. I'm just wearing everything black today so I just put it in a ponytail. I didn't want to bother my hair cause I didn't want to, too lazy for that. Ma said that I can just walk because it's just around the corner. So I told ma bye and love you and start walking. Until I hear my name from someone. I turned around to see the dude I gave my phone number to. "Hey- you." I said ' I forgot his name... damnit.' "Hey, why you didn't you answer texts nor called me?" He asked ' W o t?' "......y-you texted and called me?" I said he nodded.

Past of two days ago.

I was watching TV in my room. Until my phone was ringing I picked it up to see Andre name popped up on my phone. Being the lazy fuck I am I don't pick up and leave it to ring. It stopped when it went to voicemail I went back watching TV until:

Ding

Ding!

My phone was going again I picked it up and saw a text message.

Andre: Hey, it's Aundre!

I looked at the locked screen until another phone call came in. 'aw hell nah. This bitch ain't gonna blow up damn phone.' I cut the phone completely off.

"Hmm, must don't get it. Sorry." I said with a fake sorry smile. "It's ok." He said it was silent. The. Most. Awkward. Silent. I. Ever. Had. Until I broke it. "Welp, I'll be going to school now, but- bye!" I said walking to school. Now my head is pounding and I can hear my heartbeat through my ears. "Fuck," I whispered when I made it to school to see everyone staring at me like they saw a ghost. Then it blows up in chaos. "FAGGOT ASS HOE!"

"HORNY ASS BITCH!"

"FAGGOT ASS WHITE BOI!!!!"

All this came out nowhere and my head hurts more from the loud yelling and I felt so dizzy I just felt like throwing up when I trip over my feet and hit not the floor but a chest I didn't know what chest because of I passed.

Rayshawn

I was walking in the hall when I hear yelling I went down the hallway curious What's going on. I see kids yelling out faggot and other and I see they were yelling at Angel who looks like he was about to past out and was about to the floor. My reflexes kicked in and I ran to Angel to catch him right on time. I was holding a breath I didn't even know I was holding, I looked around to see people staring at us which made me irritated. "THE FUCK YALL STARING AT!?!?!?" I yelled at them everyone left quickly to their class and it was just me and a past out Angel, I went to the nurse and told her everything while I was carrying Angel bridal style putting him on the bed. The nurse came and checked him out and she said he had a high fever.

"Do you know how to contact his parents?" She asked. I shook my head no. "Hmm, well I'll contact his teacher to get his parents. Stay here with him." She said leaving 'like I was going some.' I was looking at my phone when I saw Angel move to face me but still sleep I was looking at taking up features of his body and face and I feel something that I didn't feel before and it's stressing me the fuck out. I looked over to his body that had everything black T-shirt, basketball shorts, and some addias. His body was formed like a girl he had thighs and a big ass but no tits. ' I don't care as long as I'm around...as a friend.' I went back to his face and my eyes aimed his fully grown lips that look plush and soft. '... damn. I'll keep this one around...AS A FRIEND! Get your head out the gutter!'

Chapter Text

Angel

I wake up to a bright ass light in my face like DAYM I WANNA SLEEP! As I groan and sat up my head still throbs n I just can't take it. I sat up to see I was in the nurse office.

'....... How the fuck I get in here?'

My question has been answered when I turned my head to see the mighty beast it self, Rayshawn. "Oh you awake." He said lookin at me blankly, I nodded my head n was bout to get ou of the bed until I was pulled bacc down.

I look over to see Rayshawn to see his hand on my wrist wi the most serious face ever. "Yeen goin no where till this nurse comes. So there's no point leavin." He said which was scary like real scary. And being a pussy I was scared and anxious and hurtin from his grip on my wrist I was on the edge of damn cryin.

"Yo! You finna cri!? Aw hell naw cut tha shi off." He said as his grip was gettin tighter.

"Hold the fuck still fuckin fag, AND SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!"

"Please let me go." I said as my voice breaks while I pullin away from him. But he pull me off the bed and in his lap now I'm blushin red as ever and on the edge of havin an anxiety attack.

I was lookin away from him anywhere but him but he put his index and thumb on my face and force my face to look at him. I was faced with the devil itself, Rayshawn. "Who the fuck you pullin from fuckin ugly ass fag!?" That's when I broke "I-I'm s-sorry! Please don't hurt m-me! I'm so sorry I won't do it again just please d-don't hurt me!" I said started to cry. I start to breath more verbally and fast that when I knew a anxiety attack. 'Fuck! Not again!' "Why the hell you keep doin that!?!?" He said angery and irritated. I try to get up but I was pulled back. I like look at up to see Rayshawn just sittin there. 'what the fuck is wrong with him!? Get a fuckin nurse or somethin!!' he didn't do anythin just sittin there. And watchin me suffer. That's when the nurse came right on time and saw me havin a damn heart attack on this retarded ass boi's lap. The nurse gasped n ran back in the bacc room to get a Asma bump n Advils. I was turned around n faced with the nurse tellin me breath deep to calm down. I did and when I was calm enough to take an Asma bump and breath deep into it too calm down.

I'm finally calmed down and I took an Advil well two of them so they can go strong enough to last me the day. As I walk out the nurse office. (Bcuz it was lunch time so when I leave from lunch I go back in the nurse office.) As I went to the cafeteria and open the doors I was everyone eyes, they was just staring. As I walk to the line to get my lunch I was tapped on my shoulder I turned around to see Andre. ' aw great.'

"Hey wanna sit by me?" He said with a creepy ass smile. He gives some werid ass vibe some type of reason. 'welp! Might as well sit with him then look like a fuckin loner.' "sure. Why not?" I answered. As I buy my food and go to wear Andre sit at. For a while I felt awkward because we was sittin without. Sayin. A. Fuqin. Word. Just imagine yourself in a room with you don't know and nobody knows no body. That how awkward I feel. So I was trying to start a conversation. "...So uh what do you like to do on your free time?" I asked awkwardly.

" Oh you know, the usual." He said and that was it. 'the fuck is the usual...?' "What's the usual? You beat yo meat usually?" I asked raising my eyebrow. He start busted ou laughin.

"N-no, no, no, no, not that I mean video games and shi like that." He said catchin his breath. 'hmph.' "O-oh um I'm sorry." I apologised "don't sweat now tell me about your self." He asked.

That's when we hitted off ... Not like that just as friends, ya know? Get yo head out the gutter!!

The weight off awkwardness came off my shoulders as we kept talkin but I still had that werid creepy vibe from him. But it was nice and decent.

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It was the end of lunch I had to go back to the nurse office. But Andre came with. We was talkin some stupid ass shi until we got to the nurse.

"Well it was nice to meet you but I have go, bye." I said then was about to go inside the nurse office until I was grabbed by my wrist. "Uh hey wait." Said Andre, "wassup?" I asked turnin back around to him. "I was wondering if you uh maybe want to hang sometime this week?" He asked nervously while his hand is on the back on the bacc of his neck. 'ion know bout this one I don't want the same shi happen to me again. But he's so nice. Maybe just maybe.'

"Um ... Sure." I said with half-hearted smile. "Cool I'll see you Saturday evening if you're free?" He said with a big smile. "Yeah I'm completely free." "Ight that's cool. Catch you later Lil A." He said walkin off wavin. I waved back and walked in nurse office to be bumped in a hard chest. I back up to see a mad ass Rayshawn in front of me.

"Who the fuck was that?" He said angry lookin down at me because I'm shorter then him. "He's just a friend I made today. No biggie." I said gettin nervous. 'Its like I always make him made the most. On the first day I got he was so nice to me but now he is just getting angry at for no reason.'

"No biggie!?" He yelled lil louder makin me jump. "I don't want with that ugly ass nigga no mo. DO YOU HERE ME!?!?" He said screamin in my ear which the hell and makin me have tears in my eyes. I'm very sensitive when you scream in my face I just don't like. "W-why do you c-care?" I asked but he didn't answer. Then tears was runnin down my face. " Why the fuck you cryin!?" He yelled lower now. "I-i um y-you screamed i-in my face a-and i-i was s-scared." I stuttered ou because it was true I was scared.

He chuckled deeply and moved out my way. I walked back to the bed and layed down back turned to Rayshawn and went to sleep.

Rayshawn

As I watched him go to the bed and layed face from me. I didn't mean to yell at him but it just made me mad to see him with that werid dude. Pat told me that he would talk to these girls then ask them to "hang out" with him and when the next day comes they go missin. That's why I'm worried about him. I don't like that dude matter of fact I HATE him there will be less girls almost every day in this because of him. But I can't believe him until I see and I don't want to see it when it's Angel that's the scary part. "Fuck, why do I care so much?" I whispered to myself. The nurse came at this point. "Oh you're still here?" She asked I gave her a duh look. "Oh well you can leave if you want he'll be feeling better at the end of the day and would you get his work from his classes for him darling?" She asked

I got up and walked twords the door as I get out I see that fruit loop dude talkin to the new girl that came a week ago. I smashed that pussy and it stank like fuck and saggy af too. I rolled my eyes and scrolled down the hall until:

"RAAAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!!!" 'fuck.' I turned around and ms jiggly tits came hoppin in my way. Loiya. Her body was bangin but not the best of hygiene. "So are you goin to Sharay b-day party tonight?" She said with her annoying high ass voice.

"Was thinkin not goin but I changed my mind I'll go." I said and shrugged cuz there's no other bitch I can fuck I fuck them all. And I checked for HIV every. Mutha. Fuqin. Time just to make sure.

"Really!? Sharay said that you wasn't comin." She said I only shrugged, " I changed my mind." I said walkin to the first period of Angel class.

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After gettin all the work from all 8 periods (that's how many periods I have in highschool) I went to the nurse office only to Angel beened over tying his shoe havin a good look at his ass. 'Damn, shawty bad in the bacc.' I subconsciously bite my lips without knowin. I guess my body has mind of its own.

Angel

I just woke up from my nap lookin around in the room. "I've been in this nurse room for how long?" I asked to no one. The nurse came back to see me up. "Oh you're awake! School is almost over so you can put on your shoe an exit the door." She said and back in the backroom again. 'what the hell she be doing back there?' As I got up and slide my feet in my shoe and tide my shoes I heard a small a click! But I ignored it and tide the other shoe. As I got done I turned around and headin out the door but was stop by a boldy chest, I look up and see Rayshawn. He put his arms around my waist and pull me closer. "Nice ass shawty where you get it?" He said slidin his hands down my back and grabbin a hand full on my ass. I was blush hot red at this point.

"C'mere let me get a kiss and you know what happens if I don't get one." He purred holdin on my waist kissin my deeply and grabbin a hand full of my ass.

I pulled away from him hiding my face from him. "Thank you for uh helpin me but I have to go my mom waitin for me." I said walkin past him and out the door.

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I was in the backseat because this dude name Madison is in the front seat. Mom been talkin about this dude for the last ten minutes in the car. Is it wrong to drown your mother out? Naaa she'll understand. "Angel! Are you even listenin!?" Mom snap on me which snapped out my day dream. "Ye-no." I said tellin the truth. She groan in annoyance. "Well you need to." She said. While she look at my mirror. I can feel her glare.

Rayshawn

As I made it home (in my car) I went to my house and unlock the door come in and layed out on the couch grabbin the remote control and switching though channels then SVTFOE come so I put that and on and watched it I was so into the cartoon I didn't hear anything that was goin on until:

"BOO!!" I look so quick and fast to turn around an so Andrew laughin. I was ready to punch him like deadass you can't sce me like that. Black people reflexes man.

I chuckled deeply and grabbed Andrew to put him in my lap. "Hewo Ray." He said sayin hello wrong. He have problems sayin his L's time to time but it's ight. I chuckled and said hello.

"Do you know where is mommy?" I asked because I didn't see her for her awhile. Andrew get off my lap went to the kitchen and came with a letter in his hand.

It said

Dear Rayshawn

I'm goin on a business trip for two or three weeks. you can bring two friends not a whole bunch and if I see anything in my house broke or missin I'm beaten yo ass cause you are responsible. I love u be good and I'll see you when ever I get back.

Love
Mom

'Ight I can bring two friends over um shi the peeps at school ain't my friends like deadass.' then thought my two loyal homies.

Martez and Amerian they was way back when we was born. I took out my phone and called Amerian first.

It ring to two times then he pick.

"Yooooo wassup man!?" He yelled over the phone.

"God damn man! why you always yellin!?" I yelled back at him.

"Man you know my loud ass gotta act out." He said as I rolled my eyes.

"Aye but look my ma ain't at home another 2 or 3 weeks and she said I can have two friends so you one if them." I said.

"Ight that's cool whos the other? Is it a bad bitch cause I need some pussy rn I'm horny af." He said ' he always damn horny.' I rolled my eyes just hearin say that.

"Naw it's Martez comin over so scratch that shi ou of yo head." I said going to the kitchen and in the fridge. Gettin the left over from last night.

"Ight that's cool, but I don't fuck wi him no mo." He said which caught me by surprise. Martez and Amerian was closer then I was wi both if you see Amerian you'll see Martez too. Both of them mfs was inseparable.

"Aw damn what happen?" I asked kinda surprised but kept it in.

"I told him that I was bi and he blew off on me and told everyone at school. I lost the reputation I build and now I'm called the laughin faggot." He said low and quiet like he lost his self while he said it. I always knew that he was bi I was the first one he told and I was ok wi that if he wanted to be bi let him be.

"Aw man I'm so sorry it'll be ight. Well if he did that to you don't worry I ain't callin him to come over but I will call someone else over."

"That's cool man, I'll see in a few."he said and hanged up.

'So that's down.'

The next mf I was callin was Alisiyona. She's a straight tomboy and she get mo pussy then me, she my homegirl from way back when we was in 5 but in middle School she moved to another school but still in the area close to my house but far away at the same time. We meet up at her house or mine and it continues in highschool too.

I dialed her number and it three times till she answered but it wasn't her.

"Um she's busy right now so call ba-" A girl voice said. 'heh heh freaky in the sheets, aye?'

"Bitch who told you to answer MY phone?" Said Alisiyona in the background.

"I was just sayin that someone need to call back because you was busy eatin my pussy." She said then the phone got snatched.

"Shut the fuck retarded ass hoe." Alisiyona said then said hello.

"Ayy Ali wassup?" I said

"Ayyy Ray my mane man how ya doin?" She said. Then next thing I heard was a car honk.

"Oh shi, my parents came home early you gotta hide now!" Said the girl in the background.

"But aye I'mma have to call you back or crash at yo house, ight?" She said and hanged up.

I took the phone off my ear hearin the door bell ring. I went to the door and opened it to see Amerian.

"Ayye wassup man long time no see aye?" He said and came and dapped.

"We literally bump each other at Chick-fil-A like last week." I said for reminder.

"Put that shi back in the past." He said while he walk threw my house to the kitchen. In fridge.

'bruh.'

"Make yourself a home like you paid the bills in this bich." I said closing the door and sittin back on the couch.

"Damn you ain't got no sweets?" He said closin fridge and sittin down on the couch wi me. "Well cookie monster num 1 and 2 ate all of them." I said rollin my eyes and talkin about Aranda and Andrew. Amerian did the same.

"Aye I'm goin to this party tonight, you down?" I asked he.

"Hell yea I'm down! I'ma get all the hoes and niggas!" He said jumpin up and humpin the air.

"Nigga, sit yo hyper ass down!" I said grabbin his arm and pullin him on the couch.

"Plus we can't go anywhere till my homegirl come. So cut the shi." I said to Amerian.

"...is yo homegirl cute?" He asked rollin a blunt and lickin it.

"Yeah but she gay and dress like a boy." I said as Amerian passed me the blunt.

"Damn so much for pussy fo me." He said while he scroll through his phone.

Then the door bell ringed, I got up and open to see Alisiyona.

"Aye! Y'all hittin it up without me!? Some damn friends" she said and got the blunt I had in my hand and smoked it makin O's.

"How the fuck you do that?" I asked still amazed by how long she be doin it.

"Practice makes perfect. I know how to make heart, square, and a triangle." She said.

"On God." I said in disbelief.

"On God" she said then took a puff and blew ou a heart to another puff blew out the square, and then the triangle.

'Wow.'

Angel

I was on my bed doin really non until my phone dinged.

I picked it up to see Latifa was textin me.

Qveen_Latifa 😘💖: HEEEEYYYYY GUUURRRLLL

Babii_Angel💜: Hey Bitch.

Qveen_Latifa 😘💖: wyd?

Babii_Angel💜: non really hbu?

Qveen_Latifa😘💖: Oh nothin just layin here doin nothin at all n there's a party goin on but I have no one to go wi me sigh.

Babii_Angel💜: No.

Qveen_Latifa😘💖: OH CMON A

Babii_Angel💜: I said no. Even if I wanted to go my mom would've said no.

Qveen_Latifa😘💖: what if I said it was just a study group?

Babii_Angel💜: ... Ion kno

Qveen_Latifa😘💖: c'mon A it'll be fun

Babii_Angel💜: ... Fine but u have to stay wi me the whole time

Qveen_Latifa😘💖: ight bet OMG THIS IS GONNA BE LIT!!!!!

Babii_Angel💜: plz don't make me regret this

Qveen_Latifa😘💖: Don't worry you'll be fine n I promise u not

I shook my head at the last text then went down stairs and to livin room to see my mom and the same in the front seat watchin TV on the couch.

"Hey Mom can I go to a study group? It over my friends house." I asked nervously

"Sure Mimi just come back at twelve you know the drill." She said lookin at me from the TV.

"Ok I will." I said goin back to my room and text Latifa.

Babii_Angel💜: she said yes

Qveen_Latifa😘💖 is typing

Qveen_Latifa😘💖: YAS IMMA GIV U SOM CUTE ASS CLOTHES N EVERYTHAN!!

I laughed at her text.

Babii_Angel💜: lmao ok but are you comin to get me or do I com over?

Qveen_Latifa😘💖: I'm in my car rn bich giv me yo address n I'll be there.

I sent ok and my address and now im in my messy closet lookin for what to where.

'Oh boy.'

Chapter Text

Rayshawn

Me, Amerian, and Alisiyona was headin out the door n in my car to the party. As we get in we cut on the radio then OJ Bobby Johnson came on. Old song but still lit af we was singin the words already high af. I'm surprised we didn't get pulled over by the police yet. As we made it to the party. Shii ppl already passed ou on the front lawn.

As we get to the house to the house the door was wide open letting anyone come in n have a good time. 'wat a daym shame...smh.' As we walk in ppl already drunk, high, horny. As we go the crowded places we went to the bar to drink. "Ay! What would you like!?" Said the black dude blacker then dark chocolate. "Give me pink Moscato!" Said Alisiyona.

"Just give me a Sprite and put some whiskey in there!" Said Amerian.

"Just give me a water cause I gotta take these biches home!" I said he nodded his head and gave us our drinks and I sat on the couch while Alisiyona gettin her party on and Amerian gettin twerk on by this girl. I'm having the best time of my life. I was drinkin my water and smokin me a blunt gettin high af rn then all of a sudden I start thinkin about Angel. I don't why but I just was thinkin about him. I just I don't know why but I need him.

Angel

"Gurl! I got you. You gonna look and you gonna get yo dick lick like ahhhhhhhhh-" "Nooo! see th-thats th-the thing." I interrupted her. She put on a confused look. "Whatcho mean?" She said cockin up a eyebrow. I take a deep breath and "I don't have a..dick." I said nervously she was silent. "So...yo dick fell off?" She questioned "What? No!" I exclaimed.

"Did it got cut off?"

"No!"

"So you dickless how you pee?"

"... BITch...I HAVE A PUSSY!"

"..Oh"

"You a dumb bitch sometimes."

"Fuck you. But anyway I got you this crop top tha make you supa cute and some pants tha you supa dupa thicc." She said pullin ou a greyish crop top and some camo pants with some boots.

"I thought this was so cute and the top will show your curves." She said and gave me the clothes and pushed me in the bathroom. I took off my clothes and put on the clothes Latifa gave me. As I puttin on the pants I couldn't pull them all the to my ass. So I have big booty problems, big deal. So now I'm jumpin up and down in the bathroom like a maniac a not going anywhere wi it.

"Angel! Why the fuck you takin so long!?" Laftia asked bustin through the door like she crazy.

"Umm now what had happened was that I was puttin the pants and you see they couldn't go up all the way soo here we are." I said and lookin at her.

She sighed and help my out .

Rayshawn

I'm high af, horny af, and the house smells like moth balls and rotten ass pussy. Alisiyona kissin some other girl and Amerian fuckin another boy in a room I'm still seatin on the couch while the party still goin and mfs drunk or pass out. While I'm my 5th blunt I start thinkin and Angel pops in my brain everytime I try brush it but I couldn't I was so irritated that I gotta go take a piss. So I stood up and went to the bathroom.

I opened the door two bitches fuckin on the toilet. I had to pee bad so the most sensible nigga can do is.

"Ahh! Yo what the fuck!?!?" Is to pee on em.

"If you wasn't fuckin on the toilet I wouldn't be pissin on you bich asses." I said pullin up my pants and walkin out the bathroom and down the hall, down the stairs, and back to the couch to see Angel sittin at the end of the couch. My dick throbbed just lookin at him. He was where camo pants and and a greyish crop top showin every curve he had.

'Calm down Ray you is not wi that gay shi...then again I might be wi that Angel shi.'

I sit on couch and Angel quickly looked over to see me.

Angel

Me and Latifa finally made it party as we go through a sea of people we went to bar. "What chu want!?" Said a boy "Give me a give me a ruby red Moscato!" (Made it up) said Latifa. "Water!" I said, he nodded and gave our drinks. Then Latifa disappeared in the crowd leavin me by myself I went through the crowd and sat down on the couch waitin til 12:00 to come.
'Dammit! I knew I shouldn't have came.' I was startled out of thoughts to turn and see Rayshawn, but his eyes are red.

"Hey, you're cute." Said a boy comin up to me sittin between me and Rayshawn on the couch.

"Uhm th-thanks." I said tryin to scoot away from him. But was pulled back to him. "Wait baby boy, don't you want to know each other?" He said with smirked

I felt very uncomfortable and wanted to just go home and I knew he was drunk because it was a whisk of smell of alcohol on his breathe. "Uhm n-no thank y-you" I said but he went in my pants and squeezed my ass make me bite my tongue not moan. "C'mon we'll have a great time." He said but before I said anything.

I was pulled in a room by Rayshawn when he close the door and locked it he turned to me and kissed me I was shocked and a little scared and a little confused that thought he wasn't gay. He was rough and gentle. He would take over in seconds. He picked me up and through me on the bed and crawlin to me puttin his hands under my shirt and rubbin my nipples and kissed me. "Mmm~" I moan. He bit down on my bottom lip for entrance, I slowly opened my mouth as he shoved his tongue in. Making me moan more. As we in a heated kiss he started to put his hand in my pants. I had to stop him. I pull away from the kiss and grabbed his hand before it got deeper.

"R-rayshawn we can't keep goin." I said gaspin fo air. "Whatever the reason is I don't care." He said and shove his hand in to my princess part and slide a finger in. "Ahh Ray!" I moaned as I hold on him tightly and curly my toes up. "So a boi gotta pussy, huh?" He said pushin his fingers in and out of my pussy then he curled his finger hittin the magic button, "AHHH-MMMM!!" I moaned but it came out as mumbles when Rayshawn kissed but I came and he slowly take his pants off and now takin mine off. "Turn around." He tells me, I did as told and my ass stickin out in front of him. I feel his stare lookin at my body then to my ass.

He slapped my ass. Before enterin slowly in me, makin me moan slowly and long. He grabbed my waist movin me and his self. Moans and groans fill the room as he go faster. "Ah, ah, ah, Rayyyy I'm gona-" "hold it." I did what was told and I thought he couldn't go faster but I was wrong. He slapped my ass. "What's my name?" He asked and pinned me on the bed board. "Ahhh, R-rayy" I said then he thrust my harder and faster then he grabbed my neck and pulled me on his lap. "Wrong, My name is daddy and you belong to me, got it?" He said thrusting my harder "y-yes." I said "yes what?" He said and gave me the hardest thrust makin me Yelp from pain. "Y-yes daddy." I said then he came inside feelin it in my stomach. I finally came and instantly passed out.

(Mostly don't know how to make smut but I try my best. 🤷🏾♀️🤷🏾♀️🤷🏾♀️)

I woke up to see I'm in a bed clothes scatter and someone in the bed with me until it pop up in my head. Hot Blush went up to my face.

'Im soo fucked.'

I hurried out of the bed put on my clothes and went out the door. My house wasn't too far away soo I walked. Ass sore like fuck.

----

When I came in the door. My mom was sleeping the couch. Facing the door. I believe she them parents that wait for their child when they come in the door. Very ironic.

I closed the door slowly and locked it then made my way up in the hall walkin slowly as possible.

"Angel Farin Cooper."

'Fuck.'

"Yes mommy?" I said innocently

"Don't yes Mommy me, why didn't come last night, hmm?" She asked with a attitude.

She act like best friend at times but when things get serious she'll act like a mother when she needs to.

"Umm, we was workin on the study guide and it was so late that i had to sleep over." I lied and put a sorry face on.

"Oh, well why didn't call me?" She asked. "Well you see it was dead and didnt know I was gonna be there long and they didn't have any chargers." I answered her while lookin at her so she can't think that I'm lyin which is I am.

"Oh ok honey, well you can go now." She said and went to her room.

I feel soo bad lying to my mom. But don't want her to freak out because I just had sex with somebody that got high of...whatever.

But damn he hit it soo good like his life was depended on it. How he kissed me, how he touch me like I was his and only his and how he speak to me with sooo much dominance.

But he was only high and was probably horny for anyone and i was the closest target.

'Damn I'm thinkin so hard my head hurts.'

That was the thing I thought before fallin a sleep.

Rayshawn

I woke up to feel cold ice water gettin dumped on my head, I jumped up real fast to get aimed by a gun in the head.

"Get the FUCK OU OF OUR HOUSE!?!?" Well I guess Sharay parents home. I jump so fast and quick I think I had whiplash.

I grabbed my clothes and ran down stairs and in my car.

----

I opened the door and see Alisiyona on the couch, Amerian in the kitchen eatin cereal, and Aranda and Andrew eatin cereal wi em.

"Damn nigga where the hell you was?" Alisiyona said while wi a skunk face. "And why the hell you don't have yo clothes on?" She finished. "Thanks for worryin, how the fuck you came in here?" I asked goin to the fridge and gettin milk.

"Nigga we know where you put yo extra key at, and how the hell yo nasty ass gonna go the fridge and probably been fingerin a bitch or so. Nasty rat havin ass." Amerian said gettin up and puttin the bowl in the sink and leavin the kitchen in the livin room.

"Nobody wanna see yo little dick anyway so go in yo room and put some on." Said Aranda while she put her bowl and Andrew bowl in the sink. I wrote on a piece of paper and showed it to Aranda.

" I still smashed tho" Aranda read out loud. I put out cheeky smile lookin at her. She stick her middle finger up and went to her room.

'lookin like a hippo on a stick.'

As I went upstairs to put on some clothes. I put on a T-shirt and some joggin pants and went down stairs to sit on the couch

"Aye Ray, what cho did to that shawty last night?" Alisiyona asked meanin Angel. You expect me to ferget did cho? Naw when I smoke I don't ferget shet but when I'm drunk asf I'll ferget.

"Who?" I said fakin to ferget about last night. But damn shawty had ass and a tight ass pussy like damn I didn't had that in a while, but I'm still surprised that he have a fuckin pussy man. Damn I'ma smash tha pussy all day on blood. But still I'm not gay but I still don't like boys and I still like girls but it's just Angel just draggin me in more likin fo him.

"Biiiiiihhhh... don't act dumb I know how you is when you fuckin high." Alisiyona said while glarin at me. Alisiyona glares scarey asf like imagine you gettin jumped by a fuck gang that how scarey ha glare is. "Fine! God damn stop glarin at me." I said givin in.

"That was a new nigga at schoo that came two days ago. Long story short I fucked him. He had a pussy." I said slidin alil bit on the couch tryin to focus on the TV while they stare at me.

"On God." Both Alisiyona and Amerian said

"On God." I said. Here comes a whole lotta daym questions that I'm so tired of.

'FUCK!!!!!!!'

Angel

I woke up from a nap not to long ago when I heard a ding from my phone. I look at my phone to see Kyle. I squealed seein her name pop up.

Sistaaa😍😍😘: HAAYYYY BIIIIIIICCCCCHHHHH

Sexy Mama😜😜😻: WSSP BESSTTIIIEEE

Sista😍😍😘: Guest whe????

Sexy Mama 😜😜😻: whe guh whe????

Sistaaa 😍😍😘: Open yo door guh

I was confused but I got my bed went down the hall and opened my door to see KYLE!!!

"WUUSSSEEEPP BFFL!!!" She yelled while I tackled with the best hug I can give her and I was cryin. I missed her soon much I wasn't even out here that long that I moved out here.

"What chu doin here?" I asked very excitedly to her while I stoped huggin ha. "I'm surprisin you gaaaa, I'm bein here fo three whole months and guess who else stayin?" She with a big smile that I love so much.

"Who?" I asked confused because I didn't expect she bring someone. She turned and the face that I never wanted to see again.

"T-Taymar?" I asked scared

"Hey Angel, missed me?" He said with a smirk that I wish I never saw again.

'shit'

Chapter Text

Rayshawn

(Three weeks later) cuz I can)

Well ma came back and the few three weeks was kinda fucked up.

*Flashback three weeks ago*

I was at schoo walkin down the hall finna go to the restroom to take a piss I walked to see Angel and another dude all cuddled and shit but Angel is tryin to get out of his arms. Guess they didn't see me walk in.

"Tay, get the fuck off of me." Angel said pushin him off. "What the hell is up with you?" Tay said I guess that's his name.

"What's up with me is you is not goin to disrespect me and try to get away with my body like you did in the damn past!!" He yelled a lil bit loud. 'Damn, what the hell they had?'

I quickly but quietly went in the stole to listen some more. Why I'm listenin? Fuck u and succ my big cock.

"Angel, I know you like it cause you screamin my name so don't play the damn victim." Tay said boldin he's fist up. "No I wasn't screamin yo damn name was screamin at to STOP FUCKIN ME WITH THE WORSE PAIN IN MY DAMN LIFE!!!!" Angel yelled while hittin him in the chest and cryin.

"Touch me again and see what happens." He threatened which make me wanna leap out the stole and beat his ass.

' Why da fuck I feel like tha?'

"You don't scare me fuckin pedophile Bich." Angel said and stand his ground.

'Thats my babe.'

"You bich." He said and chokin him and liftin him up before I can do anything, Angel kicked him in his dick.

"That's for takin my fuckin virginity!!" He said as he was put down. Then he slapped him in his face.

"That's for fuckin beaten me!!" He said as Tay dropped to floor and kicked him in the stomach and started cryin.

"A-and t-that's for g-givin a m-miscarriage." He said as he went to into in the stole and start throwin up.

"Fuck!" He said as he pulled out his phone and called someone.

"Ma, come get me I'll explain everythin when I get home just come and get me......ok ....bye love you." He said then hanged up then left the bathroom.

I went out the stole to look this pathetic son of a bich and crotch down and looked at his cheek had a cheek with a red hand mark.

'Damn I bet tha shi hur.'

I checked his pockets and he had condoms and a wallet. I kept the condoms because there my size and check his wallet...broke ass bich.

I walk out restroom to my next class well might as well go home cause it's the last period. I walk in to see everyone talkin and laughin I walked in the back of the room to see Angel and the new girl the came after two days when Angel talkin. So I decided to evedrop on their conversation. Don't know why.

Angel

"Kyle you know that we wasn't a thing in the first place why would you still bring him?" I said anger and irritation.

"He told y'all m-" I cut her off

"Why would you believe him?"

"Well he looked at me sooo desperate and I was bou beat his pedobear ass bu-"

"Kyle do me a favor and shut up."

"...I'm sorry." She said as I sighed and layed my head down.

"I-its ok."
----

The period was over and it was last period which was adv life PE (werid huh??) I was in the locker room puttin on my clothes time to time I get comfortable wi my body.

As I was puttin on my tank top and forgettin that I have a fuckin thong on.

Showin everythin my mom gave me. I unlock my locker and put in my clothes in grab my shorts and the locker puttin my shorts on and slidin them on, when I was done I turned to see all the boys look at me.

'shit'

"Aye! Faggot got ass in the back! Ha ha bich wanna be a girl so bad! Plus a thong? Ha! Freaky ass bich!" Some random dude then everyone starts laughin.

Then I started blushin out of in embarrassment and start fast walkin out the locker room to the gym.

As I walk in the gym door I saw Latifa and Kyle in the same class. I was soo great that I wasn't alone.

"Angel!" Both Kylie and Latifa called my name but Latifa was at one bench and Kyle was another. So most sensible thing to do is.

"Kyle this is latifa, Latifa this is Kyle." I introduced Kyle and Latifa each other.

"H-hi" Kyle stuttered shakin Latifa hand.

'oh no'

"Sup." Latifa said while nodded her head up. We all sat down and really nice until the coach told to go outside and run 4 laps. Lucky for me I do track since I was 5 years old. The coach said you can not stop catch your breath or anything, you have to keep running. So I did and I was the first one finishing so I sat down on the bleachers get water even though I didn't need but it's fine.

----

20 mins later I saw Kyle and Latifa comin over to me breathing hard and restlessly. I wanted to laugh at them but I held it in... Not very long I was laughin at them while they glared at me.

It was the end of gym and I was in the shower washing up they had curtains so was good...not too long ago some pulled the curtains makin me exposed by someone I don't know.

"Pfft bwhahahahahaha! That nigga gotta pussy hahahahahahahahahahahaha omg!" He said and laughed while all the boys laughed and took pictures of me naked. I was so embarrassed and cried and cried and cried more until I felt I was pulled in by arms and I was coved by someone very muscular I looked up to thier face it was Rayshawn. I was blushin very hard. While in Rayshawn arms. "Yo! why the fuck mane!?!?" Rayshawn yelled makin the laughter died down and it was quiet. "Delete tha shi like right now. An if one of you muthafuckas posted tha shi we gon have problems. So I advise you delete it now." He yelled while I hide my face in his chest while he talks to them.

When he was done he grabbed a towel and gave it to me I wrapped it around me and went to my locker. "Are you ok?" Rayshawn asked getting a towel around him and sitting beside me while I was finishing puttin on some lotion, puttin on some clothes on now. "Yeah...thank you." I said and now puttin on pants. While standing up pulling my pants up I feel something poke my bwutt I turned around and see Rayshawn poking my ass then grabbed it with both hands makin me speak. Everyone left so it was just us. Moved away from him blushin hot red. "W-what are y-you doin?" I said nervous and scared.

"I wanted to know if it was real." He said like it was so the most casual thing ever. I nodded my head sayin it was real and being born with a pussy is real too but that's another story.

I finished pullin my pants up and going out the schools front door to get home waitin for mom.

...........Just realized that my mom didn't come and picked me up and then she tells me that she had found a job at the last minute.😑

So...My options are to walk home or ride the bus...

Bus, pervy niggas, cryin babies, and people sleepin on you...walkin it is.

So I was on my phone on Facebook and I saw a the picture of me in the shower naked with my FUCKIN VAGINA SHOWIN EVERYTHIN!!!!!

My life is FUCKIN over. Everybody gonna call me pussy boy and my mom gonna make us move away again and Kyle not even here because she tryin talk to this fuckin bitch that she found at the 7/11 store and if Latifa find out she gonna ask a whole hell lotta questions.

Omg I don't feel so good. I went to the bushes and throwed up. I breath hard and didn't notice I was at my house I opened the door to see no one here so I went to my room and layed down fuckin miserable as I can be.

'Why does this shit happens to me? I was a good child, made good... average grades. I never hurt anyone, never got in fights, never did anything bad in my life. So why me lord, why?'

I started to cry and hating myself more then a whole lotta dings was made on my phone.

I looked at and saw the most hateful comments:

'LMFAOOOOOO THAT WIGGA WANNA BE A GIRL SOOOOO BAD😂😂🤣🤣'

'BIIIICCCHHHH FAGGOT AS NIGGA LOOKIN LIKE WHOLE LIMA BEAN HEAD ASS BOI'

'MISS ME WI THA GAY SHI NIGGA FUCK OUTTA HERE FUCK BOI!!'

'Kill ur self.'

I was cryin my eyes lookin at the comments I was so tired of it I just turned my phone off and went to sleep. I was everywhere on Facebook, Instagram, Snapchat, and Shazam.

It was so many comments of people I don't know and do know...but just seein around schoo ya kno? I cried myself to sleep.

Rayshawn

I was on Instagram lookin at Sofia finnnneeee ass while a notification came of my 'friend' posted somethin. I rolled my eyes and looky, looky,looky, look what my 'FRIEND'
has posted!

THE CAPTION IS: PUSSY BOY, PUSSY BOY YEA THATS HIM !!!😂😂😂

And you know that I'ma beat his ass for postin it!!!!

I get in my car and did a full on donut in this hoe and drived full speed to his damn house.

----

I made it there jumped out my car and stomped to his door, bangin on it. He answered it with a sharp grin. "Wassup mane?" He said like it's all good. Cock him right in his ugly ass face makin him fall. "Wtf yo!?!?" He said confused and angery like I give a fuck. "Why the fuck you post that picture when I told you not to???" I said calmly but I'm mad ASF

He didn't say shi. "HELLO!?!?!?" I yelled then he flinched hella hard. 'yea betta be scared.' "I- I thought i-i- it be f-f-fun-" "Bitch get yo words right, sound like a broken record." I said annoyed. He was still on the floor so I kicked him on the side of his stomach. Making him groan in pain rollin like a lil pussy he is.

"Delete that fuckin picture. And make another fuckin joke like that again, I will pop yo ass and no one will know in this bitch." I said pullin out my gun and aimed it at his head.

"Why? You a fagget too?" He said then I shot him in his head just for that. Bitch was testin me. I grabbed his iPhone and it was a touch screen password. I grabbed his thumb and pressed it on the screen it unlocked I went to all of his social media and deleted it.

I walked out with the bullet I shot him wi in my hand and the phone that I was gonna throw it in the lake.

I went home and went to my room and laid down relaxin myself.

(Present)

Angel

For the last three weeks I've been throwin up in the mornin and havin weird cravings of food that never existed. My mood swings are out of control and I feel like my stomach is gettin bigger all of sudden makin me gettin worried.

But I don't want my mom get worried so I set a doctor's appointment to make sure this is just a phase of something.

It starts after school so I have to go to school. But ever since that incident people starts buggin me, callin me pussy boy and that but some reason Rayshawn start defendin and helpin me around the school.

Which was weird all of a sudden. Ever since that incidents over a few weeks ago he's been clingy and possessive. Like we're not even in a relationship but he just takes me home, picks me up, and everything. Just weird.

Ya know?

Of course people stared and whispered and of course Rayshawn had the bad temper he carries around wanted to bash someones head in the locker. But why protect me? Its like not even a day that without him.

I was at my locker gettin my algbra and biology book for next class before my locker almost smashed on my hand. "So you're the bitch that stole my man" said a hoe that almost broke my fingers off. "Excuse me?" I said puzzled wonderin who the FUCK THIS BITCH TALKIN TO!?!?

" Bitch, you're excused." She said like she not gonna be beat the fuck up in this fuccin hallway. "Listen here hoe, I don't have time with your fuckin pitty party, and bitch nobody wants your man who that is. So you can you're powder, plastic Barbie fake ass out of my face." I said drippin vemon off every word I said. Her mouth gapped open in shocked. "Close yo mouth before a dick flies into it." I said and everyone starts to stare then all of a sudden this Barbie bitch wants to slap me. I lost my shi right then and there. I grabbed her wig and dragged her just for that and beat her ass.

Ha lump sided titties ass try to get up but I kick ha to the lockers makin ha head bleed but did I give a shi? No, shi fr made me mad da fuck?

I was abou to attack again but was pulled back by two familiar strong arms. "LET ME GO!!!!!" I yelled who ever holdin me back. I turned and see Rayshawn with an angry ass face.

"Damn, you didn't care fo shi?" Said some dude walkin to me. I made a confused face on. "I'm sorry but..who you?" I asked when all my anger went away to curiosity and confusion. I felt Rayshawn arms getting tighter around me. Annoying the fuck out of me. I got out of Rayshawn arms and turned to him. "Can you stop!?" I yelled at him, he lifted his eyebrow up.

"The fuck is you talkin about?" He said in complete confusion.

"This! All of a sudden you coming attach to me! When someone calls me names you get mad, you're taking me to places, picking me up! Why!? Then you're sooooo possessive and I can't go anywhere without you! I just need space, ok!?" I said while everyone stared at us. But I don't care. All of sudden I felt like throwin up. "shit." I whispered and went to the nearest restroom and inside the first stole and threw my guts out.

' What the fuck is wrong wi me!?.'

When I was done I washed my mouth out, I heard the door open but didn't worry about it. But I was grabbed by the waist and been pushed hard on the wall and grabbed on the neck. I gasped from the action I looked at their face and it was...fuckin Rayshawn.

"Oh, so you want space, huh? That's coo cause I was just trying to be a damn friend since you wanna act like that, and we never gonna be together because I'm not a faggot like you." He said then 5mins all of a sudden I sittin on the sink while he between my legs suckin on my neck makin hickeys.

"R-rayyy stop, we can't d-do it he-AH!" I was moaned when I felt his fingers go in my princess part. "You know I liked you ever since you talked to me like trash, right?" He asked but I couldn't so anything, I was bitin my lips trying not to moan to loud.

"Right!?" He said little louder thrustin his fingers deeper in me. " Yes!!" I yelled when I came, I was breathing hard and put my head on his shoulder tryin to catch my breath. He pulled his hand out of my pants and grabbed me by the face makin me look at him.

"Don't question what I do, got it?" He demanded I nodded "speak!!" He yelled "y-yes!" I spoke louder. My lips was makin duck lips and he was lookin at then he leaned in and kissed me. I slowly kissed back. He bit me bottom lip for entrance I slowly opened my mouth letting explore my mouth I was in the process of moaning until we stopped but just stared.

"Don't tell this to no one. Keep this on a down low, hm?" He said washin his hands in the other sink. "O-ok." I said puttin my head down blushin very hard, tryin to process what had happened.

"You don't answer me with ok, you answer me wi yes and no, understand?" He demanded and asked but mostly demanded. "Y-yes." I said then the bell realizing I missed my class rushing out the restroom and to my next class.

Without the teacher arguing that I'm late.

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Finally it was the end of the day and I was walkin to Rayshawn car cause he texted me that he taking me home but he have someone comin with us. I texted ok and waited at his car. I was on my phone until I looked up to see Rayshawn wi a hoe. Am I jealous? OF COURSE I AM! DA FUCC YOU TAKE ME FOR!?

"Who's this?" She asked wi fake ass smile. "Who's you?"

"I asked you first."

"I asked you second." I said while Rayshawn listened interested in the situation. "You know what? I don't care anymore let's just go, my back hurts." I said and get in the back seat. Then Rayshawn got in the drivers seat and lumpy face princess got in the passenger seat.

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We took jiggy mc titties home and now takin me to the doctors appointment.

We park in the driveway and I get out only because Rayshawn said he staying in the car.

"Angel Maxwell Cooper!" (Changed his middle name.)

I get up and signed myself and followed the nurse into the paitent room. "Ok, if you can take off your clothes and put this on and the doctor will be right with you." He said and put a dress but made out of paper on the bed.

I took off my clothes and put on the dress and keep on my thong.... Don't judge me!

My phone made ding so I picked it up and saw a text message.

Sistaaa😍😍: Heeeeyyyy gurrlll

🅰️ Game💪👌: Where hav u been!?

Sistaaa 😍😍: I was sick ok?

🅰️ Game💪👌: 😑😑😑 u really think I'ma believe tha shi???

Sistaaa 😍😍: y don't chu??

🅰️ Game💪👌: ik u Kyle and plus you didn't come home ever since u came here. Where hav u been REALLY Kyle???

Sistaaa😍😍: Ok daym I was at lashay house.

🅰️ Game💪👌: 😔😔😐😐😐🤔🤔🤔 u expect me to kno who da fucc is tha???

Sistaaa 😍😍: what? U prob do 🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️ but anyway it was da gurl that I told u.

🅰️ Game 💪👌: mhm yea🙄🙄 ttyl👋

Sistaaa 😍😍: just like tha?

That was last message I saw when I turned my phone off and the doctor walked in. "Hi, are you Angel Maxwell Cooper?" She asked, I nodded my head yes. "Ok so what's seems to be the problem, sir?" She asked sat in a sit looking at me with her pen her hand and a clipboard in the other.

"Well the past three weeks I have been throwing up in the morning, had weird cravings that didn't exist, and my mood changes weirdly, and I feel like I get bigger at times." I explained while she wrote it down on the clipboard.

"Mhm, I was looking in your file and it said you had a miscarriage 3 years ago." She said while I nodded yes. "May I ask, did you have symptoms threw the pregnancy?" She asked looking at me while I shook my head no.

She wrote something down and went in the cabinet the was sitting beside the bed I was sitting on and gave it to me. "Alright, I want you to urinate in this cup and put your name on it. Then there will be basket outside the door when you finish that's called Urine samples, ok?" She said with a smile.

I nodded then went to the small built-in restroom that was in the room. I walked in and peed in the cup, wash my hands, put the lid on the cup and put it in basket and sat back at inside the room and wait for doctor again.

Rayshawn

I was just sitting in the car playin on my phone waitin for A to get out i got bored and hungry af so I drove to church's chicken to buy me one...well two for lil A.

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When I came back just in time Angel came out wi tears in his eyes. "What's up wi you?" I asked him he only let out sniffles and just shook his head no. "Angel! Tell me wtf they said now!" I demanded and yelled at him making him flinched. "I-I can't." He stuttered out. "Why the fuck not!?" "Because it's not easy to say! Ok!?" He yelled at me.

He took a deep breath and open his mouth but nothing comes out.

"Uh I-I'm uh p-p-p-p-pregnant."

"So?"

"I-Its yours."

Well fuck my life.

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Rayshawn

"How tf you know its mine?" I said pissed off and curious cus he's not finna play me and ruinin my life just because I have a fuckin kid that's prolly not mine? Oh you got me fucked up. "Cause.. you're the only one that I did..."it" w-with." He said stutterin like crazy annoyin the HELL outta me.

"Yo, chill wi tha stutterin shi and I kno that shit isa lie." I told him, he looked at me with confusion. "Oh bich you think I didn't know?" I exposed him. He still lookin with confusion. "I saw you and that new nigga huggin in the bathroom. So don't get it twisted and wipe that face off cus y'all know that y'all was huggin and shi. So try someone else ugly ass fagget!" I yelled at him makin him flinch.

"Now get the fuck outta my car stupid hoe." I said unlockin my car door so he can go. He sat there for a second then shuffled and nodded his head yes then got out my car and walked off somewhere else. Hell if I care. 🤷🏾♂️

I pulled out the parkin lot and passin Angel cryin.

'Damn.'

Angel

When Rayshawn put me out of his car I cried at the bus stop.

'I knew I shouldn't have told him, he wouldn't believe me.'

I was on my phone tryin to find who can pick me up from here, Kyle wouldn't answer the phone and Latifa is at someone house.

They told me that when I need anything they said... Called them and when I called she didn't answer... Amazing friends, huh??

The bus finally came I get on the bus pay the man and stand up because I don't sit by ppl I don't know or sit whatever on the seats, ya know?

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It was finally my stop when I got off the bus. I went to my door and unlocked to see the person I didn't wanted to see the person I didn't wanted to see.

"Oh sweetie, where were you?" My mom asked runnin to me and huggin me while I muggin tf out the person was here. "Why is he here?" I said ignorin mom's question lookin at him.

"He wanted to come and see how was you doing." She said while goin in the kitchen and doin whatever. "What do want, Taymor?" I said it wi venom. "Like yo momma said, just came to check on you." He said with a smirk that I despise so much of.

'He want something I just know it.'

"What do you want!?" I yelled at him. Tired of lil tricks. His smirk went away real quick and now fillin with regret it. "Umm...I uh got a girl pregnant and the baby was recently born... and umm then she gave me the baby and I can't take care of no baby so...can you keep it... please cause this is the only favor I'll asked you just do this one favor and I'll leave you alone." He said on the edge of tears. I looked at him with blankly but little sincerely at him.

I hate him but if a baby involved I have to take it. I'm mean I have a baby on the way too so might as well take the offerin. I sighed I and nodded. He breath out of relief and said thank you and hugged me very tight and told me to follow him I did.

He opened the back seat and you can see a 2 1/2 month baby in a car seat. "Ok, so he's allergic to peanuts, his name Rydel, Oh! If someone ask for him say no. Here's the birth certificate, the diaper bag and some of his car and drivin off. I hear crying so I looked down to see Rydel cryin so rushed in the house to my room get Rydel out the carseat and rocking him back and forth grabbin his bottle and formula out his bag and in the kitchen where my mom still in.

She gasped while Rydel was crying for his bottle. When I finished makin his bottle I fed it to him and sat at the couch while my mom sat by me mean muggin the tf outta me. "Who's baby is that?" She asked while lookin at me.

'I tell her that is Taymor baby she'll think it's mine because she think that we're "together" 🙄."

"I don't know ma. It was just sittin on the sidewalk down the street from our house." I lied when Rydel was done with his bottle, I rocked him back to sleep. I was deciding I'm gonna her I'm pregnant and be over for a good can of ass whoopen. Maybe right now to get it over with.

"And there's somethin else to tell you....um.....I'm... p-p-p-p-pregnant also." I stuttered scared what my mom gonna do. Then my mom was excited that I'm have a baby. (That I WISH what happen.)

I was slapped in the face and pushed on the ground but I covered the baby with my body. Then I was on the back. "SO YOU THINK YOU GROWN ENOUGH TO GET PREGNANT!! HUH!?!?" She yelled at me while I'm wimpered from the pain of my back. I grabbed my phone out my pocket and called Rayshawn.

Hello?

Come and get me please

What? Why?

Just please

Ok damn fine

When the phone hanged up I punched in face still covering Rydel from being hurt. Then all of a sudden my hair was grabbed and now I faced with my mother.

"You know I had you long enough and this point was it's time to tell you, now. Heh." She said tuggin my hair harder while Rydel was cryin this whole time. "W-what are you talkin about?" I said in confusion and in gritted teeth from the pain of my own mother pullin my hair.

"You remember when I said that your dad was in a car- ARGH SHUT THAT FUCKIN BABY UP!!!" She and snatched Rydel from me. I was tryin to fight and get him back but was kicked in the stomach and punched in the face makin some blood come out mouth.

"Hmm....this baby looks so precious, would be bad to take him out of the world when he was just born." She said then she walked over to me and kicked me in the stomach again. I rolled over on the floor in pain and with tears in my eyes.

"So much of havin your first baby... or should I say second heh, heh." She said then chuckled then looked at the little baby in hand and put her hand around his neck chokin him slowly while he passed out.

"Rydel." I said while slowly passin out but was punched gettin me out of my sleepy daze. "Don't pass out on my bitch, we just gettin started." She said she put down Rydel on the couch and and going to the kitchen and back with a knife and crouched down to me and stabbed it my leg. I yelled in pain and more tears going down my face.
Be v
'Why my own mother would to do this to me? Why does things like this happens to me?'

"You think I loved you? Nah,nah,nah.....nah. I despise you and everything you did. Why can't be like everyone else? Why you have to be sooo fuckin different? Then times you act just like your father. Heh, heh. Your dad used to be sellin drugs, fuckin all the bitches and hoes in the world. But when he came to me. He fucked for a one night and left then I got pregnant with you. Then I told him. He said he will stay and take care of you and forget about because I'm 'insane' 🙄 but wanna take you with him. But I didn't let that happen because he had another family and didn't tell me until I found when you was 5 but I found out anyway and I mad so I came for what I wanted...his blood. I set a hitman to kill him and said it was car accident. I thought that money he made will go to me but WRONG ANSWER it went to is elder son the is now the owner of that army of drug dealer. Heh so much of being rich. Heh and now PREGNATED by ANOTHER nigga. First you get raped by this nigga from at school and now this again. Heh I tried to keep you safe and put clothes on yo back, food in yo damn stomach, and GAVE YOU A DAMN ROOF OVER YOUR FUCKIN HEAD!! And this is what I get? Heh heh. Well I'm thankful for this gift but I want but it's fine, I'll just give it back to God." She said then raised the knife but was shot in the head then fell on me then I heard a familiar voice but passed out from the lack of blood.

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(it is now Tuesday of September 19th 2018)
Angel

I was woken by a bright light makin my head pound from it. Then everything that happened yesterday flew in my head. I gasped and sat up really quickly lookin around my surroundings.

"R-rydel?" I called but then flinched when I felt something beside me. I looked down to see Rayshawn sleep. I smile.

Rayshawn

When I saw Angel's mom had a knife in her hand and aiming it down I grabbed my gun and shot and clean shot in her head going down slowly on the floor. I walked over to the couch and saw a bloody Angel and a baby? Unconscious.

I pick both of them up an put them in the car rushing to the hospital. When I got I called for help. They grabbed the baby and Angel and rushed to the emergency room while I paste back and forth in the waiting room thoughts going threw my head.

'why da fuck his momma finna kill him? No wonder he called me ... But, why not the police?'

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2hrs past by and a nurse called Angel's name. I rushed to her. "How is they?" I asked while she looked up and down at me then raised a eyebrow at me. "Angel Maxwell Cooper?" She asked I nodded then sighed and rolled her eyes. I wanted to choke that bitch.

"551" she said and walked away. Like a skankalious she is. I fast walked to the elevator. when it opens it was this girl from school that have been hangin out with Lil A. Think it Kyle but pronounced as Kylie or whatever she fuckin say it. When I walked in the elevator it felt tense not a slight sound, you can even hear people talk every floor we past by.

"What did you do to him?" The bitch speaks. "The fuck you mean?" I said confused AF! "You know what the fuck I mean! Why the fuck is my fuckin best friend in the hospital!? HUH!?!?" She yelled at me. 'stankin. Ass. Breaf.'

"Aye bitch, first of all, stop all that yellin. Second of all, ya needs Colgate strips and a toothbrush and toothpaste and mouthwash. And third of all, I didn't do shit so Ion know whatchu talkin bou." I said while glared the fuck outta me as I just looked at blankly.

"Watch who da fuck you talk to! Cause I'm not the fuckin one! When it comes to Angel you have lots to explain!" She yelled at me and that really at irritated me more then anything so I choked her tellin her getto ass to shut the hell up. Then the elevator opens before further action.

I let go of her neck and hit all the buttons on it and went to Angel room. I open the door to see Angel in the hospital bed and a crib on the right side of his room.

"Excuse me?" I heard a female voice I turned behind me to see a woman. I let her pass as she made her way to Angel and check his heart beat and shit like that. Then she looked at me.

"What are you to him, young man?" She asked me. "uh a friend..." I stuttered a bit when she nodded. "How close of friends?" She asked lika nosey bitch she is. "Clllloooose to best friends... Why?" I questioned and answered (as in a lie). "Well I expect to tell you about the babies." She said with a sad face.

' I know damn well...'

"Yea, what about them?" I said curious and mad because one I didn't know it was two of these bitches in his stomach and two something happened to them and I know damn well they not hurt.

"Umm one of them have died. I'm very sorry. But can you tell him that his other baby is ok but unconscious for awhile and there's only 5% chance if he can get reduce another child again. So who ever having sex with him please tell him he can use protection while having sex cause if he get pregnant again it's a 75% that the baby will die. You can see he's sleeping if you want to see him. He wake in a few hours. If you have anymore questions ask me." She said and went out the room I sat in the seat next to him while he lay there sleep. I looked at his barely showing stomach and touched it.

' Why shit like this happens to me? I'm no responsible for no fuckin baby and I don't want it either. Fuck! Why the hell I'm here anyway!?'

I was so aggravated that I was ready to punch someone fuckin I eye. Until I decided I just need some sleep. I laid my head down on the bed and fell asleep slowly wrappin my arms around Lil A.

Angel's dream and POV

I was sitting in the living room play with my Barbie doll when all of a sudden I picked up and getting spinned around. "Oh no! It's a tornado everyone run!" My daddy yelled while I yelled and laughed then we dropped down the couch while I was feeling and dizzy while daddy laughs at me.

"What are you two doing?" Mommy coming in and sitting on the couch with us. "We're playing tornado. I feel very dizzy too." I said gaining my balance and jumpin in Mommy's lap. "Really?" Mommy say turning to daddy with a werid face.

Then daddy's phone start to ring. " I have to go, bye pookie love yoooouu!" Daddy said and kissed my cheek. "And where the hell you going?" Mommy said putting me on the couch and going up to daddy. "Omggg you do this every. Fuckin. Daaay." He say and they started arguin while I just say there and watched then he left out the door.

And that was the last time I saw him.

I woke up to see a bright light and yesterday event flew in my head I sat up so quick and fast I had whiplash I felt a wrap around my waist and looked down to see Rayshawn sleep. Then I heard the door open and see a female I guess it was the doctor. Because she had the jacket and all. She gave me a small smile and said hello.

I gave her a wave. "So um I have bad news and goods which one you want?" She asked me. "Um i-i guess the bad new." I said nervous what she's gonna say. "Um one of the babies died, I'm very sorry but hey guess what? Someone is ready to see you." She said while she brought Rydel to me and putting him in my hands. While he is in my hands I just stared at him when he opened his eyes staring at me smiling and giggling at me.

While he is in my hands I just stared at him when he opened his eyes staring at me smiling and giggling at me
(He's mix bc he hooked up with a dark chick. Last name Kendall.)

I started to cry because he so cute I'm falling in with him and I only had him in one day but sad at the same because I lost my child because of my so call 'loving' mother and she fuckin choked my son now and she's dead I have no fuckin place to go now. I was shakin and cryin, holdin Rydel to my shoulder wondering how the fuck I get so lucky but how am I gonna take care of a fuckin human and another one on the way?

"T-this is s-so fucked up." I stuttered out still crying until a pat on my back and see that the doctor said she will leave while going out the door.

I lay back with a Gurgling baby playing with the little strings on my gown. While I lay back on the bed I looked over to see Rayshawn staring back at me which startled me and made me gasped.

"Hello." He said crawling in bed with me. "H-hi" I said looking away from him. He grabbed my chin to look back at him again. "Don't ever look away from me when you're talkin, you know I don't like that shi." He said with a muggin face. I just nodded then it was quite and all you can hear was Rydel sweet little giggles.

"Stay with me." Rayshawn said all of a sudden I looked at him crazy. "N-no it's fine I'll just get a hotel or something I don't want to be a burden in your house." I rambled but Rayshawn just rolled his eyes and just kissed me to shut me up. I slowly kissed back. Then we stopped when Rydel start cryin I sat up and told Rayshawn to give me his baby bag and put warm water in his bottle.

As he did I put the milk formula in the bottle and shake it up then gave it to him sitting him up and putting it in his mouth. Rayshawn sat back in the chair watching me once again.

"You know I don't want the baby, right?" He says which broke my heart but if he doesn't want it I won't force it on him. I just nodded and turned away from him letting a few tears come out.

Then walked out the door and act like nothing happened.

' I hate my life 😭😭'

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Rayshawn (2 weeks later)

Sooooo Angel been in the hospital for two weeks and the days went slow ASF I told my mom what happened (except the shooting in the head part.) And she agreed to let him stay a while but in one condition quote on quote✌🏾No gay shi✌🏾she says and I'm not gay so we don't have problems with that. We have a extra room but barely use it so it's always empty so we moved all Angel stuff in there and setting him up for the two babies.

"OMG I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET HIM EEEH!!!" Aranda squealed lika damn piglet she is. "Maannn, shut yo white girl piglet ass up." I mugged the fuck outta her while she just rolled her eyes at me. Hope those bitches get stuck.

When all of a sudden you here a honk outside we get out there to see a taxi and a Uhaul truck when Angel came out I see him wearin a crop top and some blue jean pants. Then when he got out he grabbed the lil man's car seat and walk up to us with a closed smile.

"H-hi I'm Angel." He said shyly to my moms with his hand out but my moms hugs him and he some personal questions...liiiikeee, "So, whose the baby daddy?" She asked making my eyes wide then shit and wantin to leave. "Um it was a accident." He lied because I know he lyin. "By the was I'm María, and this Aranda and Andrew." She introduced my brother and sister. He just waved at them

"Oh, really?" She asked him with a eyebrow arched to mountain Everest. "Y-yes." He said as he looks around and not her. All she did was hmmed him and let him past her. Go up to the extra room.

Angel

when I walked upstairs I went to the last door on the left and went in, there was a bed already in there a so I sat on the bed and took Rydel out the carseat and sat him on the bed so I can take is clothes off and give him and myself a bath. Since it was built in bathroom I guess it better for me and him.

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After our bath we came of the bath to see all our stuff in the was in the room. I close my door and locked it while I had a towel around my body and Rydel in my hands.

I dressed myself and Rydel up and went down stairs to see Rayshawn sitting at the couch, Ms. Lorell in the kitchen cooking, Aranda in the kitchen on her phone, and Andrew on the floor playin with his toys. I decided to go in the kitchen to talk to Ms. Lorell so i can get along with her.

"Hey sweetie, are you ok?" She said and turned to me making conversation. "I nodded my head then started a conversation about her and my life and the kids life.

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We was done talking and Rydel fell asleep while we was talking and now I'm in the living watching TV with Rayshawn, Aranda, and Andrew. A little while later I was felt sleepy and went to sleep with Rydel sleeping a little longer. Before I was really sleep I felt getting lift and movin somewhere soft like a bed and then was pulled close to someone into someones chest then fully past out with Rydel in between us.

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Few hours later I woke up and looked out the window to see a crack of dawn I looked at my phone to see what time is it.

'5:19'

'Damn I passed out.'

I get up and see that I'm not in my bed but someone else bed and a is not in bed with me. But I believe it's Rayshawn's because i see football logos and pictures of a boy in a baseball uniform which is adorable but something felt wrong then I looked in the bed and didn't see Rydel ain't here I start to panic and get of the bed and search everywhere upstairs almost about to cry until I hear little giggles and gurgles from downstairs.

I gasped and rushed downstairs following it to the kitchen to see Rayshawn cooking and Rydel in the highchair they bought for him smiling and laughing. I watched a little listening what Rayshawn saying to Rydel.

"🎶 Drink all your milk to be big, strong, and better, I hope you get bigger then me. Drink all your milk to be big, strong, and better I hope you can beat me in arm wrestling.🎶" He sing to him that warmed my heart, but it cracked a bit because he won't act the same the baby that is coming on the way.

"Angel?" My name was called by Rayshawn I was snapped out my thoughts to see him in front of me with Rydel in his hands. "I-i'm sorry I was thinking." I said with my head down but was lifted up to face him with a blank expression. "This means nothing. And I mean that." He said and my anger was so much I yelled at him.

"You didn't say that when you was fucking me and kissing me like I was yours but guess what I'm not!" I yelled but still quite but loud enough for him to hear because it was still to early.

"Come on A, you knew that was a one time thing." He said rolling his eyes and about to leave out the kitchen but I put my hand on his chest and pushed him back with a muggin ass face.

(Ok sooo this part right here this part contain each others thoughts. So cursive bold is Rayshawn's and cursive underline is Angel's sooo hope you enjoy the rest of the story Buh-Bye loves😘😘)

Bruh, wtf do he want now mannn?

"So you telling me that this is nothing?" I said with my arm over my stomach and my other arm over my head hiding my face. All he did was kissed his teeth. "Naw, it was some. I fucking high so don't put shit about us."

He has to be kidding

"Oh are you still saying you fucking high when you was fingering my in the boys restroom? Or when kissed you kissed me so many and we're not even tog-" I was interrupted by Rayshawn kissed me on the lips pulling me closer to him while I stand there shocked but snapped out of and pushed him away from him.

He literally think he can play with my feelings like that

I only did that so you can shut the fuck up

I can't stay here if he keep doing this to me

He think I actually like him which is some pfft HAHAHA thought I'm not a faggot like he is

But why I feel like I need more to understand ?

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Rayshawn

Angel been here for like a month and the baby inside is growing quite big also lil man is 3 months now and crawling all over the floor. (I know his name I just call him lil man because he think he tougher the me.)

We have a field trip to New York this month and gonna be there for a week to learn about Alexander Hamilton and how he made the government more or some.

Sooo mostly the whole school knows about Angel havin a baby on the way which some because someone else in the school found out and told the whole school...idk 😒

Me and Angel is packing for it and waiting for a bus picking us. While waiting, Angel plays with Rydel for a while on the couch until my mom told us the bus is here.

Angel put Lil man in mom's hand and grabbed his suitcase and walkin out the front door into the bus. While I said my goodbyes to my mom, brother, and sister.

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I was sitting beside Angel... (Don't ask why I was I was just there.) On my phone bored out of my mind because there's nothing on Instagram so it was dry asf... 😑

I look over to see Angel sleep which cause me to stare at him for awhile. I don't know why but he draws me toward him without doing nothing and I hate it.

He going something to me that hate and I questioned myself everytime I look at him.

Am I gay?

He keeps me questioning my sexuality everytime I look at him then he's pregnant with MY baby which is more of a question that I'm gay or not.

I was high when we first did it. It was a accident. But I never really expect a baby came out of this but it did and now here we are.

I looked over to see Angel sleep with some headphones in rubbing his stomach a little wi his thumb.

I sighed knowingly I have responsibility over this but I just don't want this he already have Rydel... Then one died in is stomach isn't one enough?

The all of a sudden the bus stops I look out the window to see we pulled up at some house. While there, Angel start stirring in his sleep but face away from and on his side.

Two girls came on the talking until they looked at Angel and start whispering to each other.

"I heard he begged Rayshawn to fuck him." One whispered and giggles to the other and so did the other bitch.

As long they don't hurt him, we good.

I was at the window and was at the Hall when more came in more ppl stared at him.

"Wtf? Stop fuckin starin this ain't no zoo!!" I yelled at them and accidentally waking up Angel.

"Why is you yelling?" He asked as he stared at me with a little glare.

"They was starin." I said and sinkin in my seat while on my phone.

"Let them they not touch me, I know that's for sure." He said layin back going back to sleep. "Yea because you're pregnant wi MY baby." I said in a low so no one can but Angel.

"Hmmmm, rlly? You said it's not yours." He said with a straight face.

"Please don't start." I said and rolled my eyes knowingly every time I bring up this subject it leads to an argument.

"Don't start? Dude make up your mind, you said you didn't want the baby and you're claiming it?" He said glaring at me.

I sighed and sat up in my seat and looked at him. "Look, I was shocked ok?" I lied "shocked my ass! Don't come at me with shit! you knew what the fuck you was doing! You didn't wanted to be responsible and didn't wanted the baby! Huh!? Am I right!?" He yelled staring me down into my soul.

I sighed irritated of his mouth and everyone staring at us. "Stop yelling." I said as I looked at in a warning sign in my eyes. "Or what!? Huh!? You gonna dick me down!? Beat me, choke me!? Well u not finna do shi-" Before he finish the word shit I grabbed his neck while he gasped then I whispered in his ear.

"Do you want me to?" I asked him he shook his head no and blushin like a mf.

I let go of his neck and sit back in my seat and got my phone while he stared at me with a blushin face then blinked a few times then started poutin and cross his arms grumblin under his breath only hearing a little bit what he saying.

"Who da fuck this nigga is? Embarrassing me like that." He said under his breath.
"If you have some to say, say it in my face." I said while pull up his middle finger. "Already did." I snapped back. While he rolled his eyes putting his air buds in and goin back to sleep.

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We finally made it to the plane station as we get out the bus, I wake up Angel so he get up and get out and let me out.

When he grabbed his bag and head the door I did the same.

Sitting bench waiting for our number to be called Lashay pops in my lap facing me while I face her.

"Heyyy Rayyy." She said like a slut she is. "Sup." I said blankly to her. "The bathroom is occupied, maybe you wanna sneak in and fuck this pussy up." She whispered in my ear.

Now don't get me wrong, I'm passing on some ever lasting good pussy, so why not, and plus me and Angel are not together so I can whatever I want.

I shrugged and said sure. I got up with her and went with her to the closed bathroom, fuckin the livin shit outta her.

Angel

I was sitting in the chair looking on Facebook bored until I seen Andre sit by me. "Hey." He said with a smile. I smiled back nicely then went back to my phone. Then he start talking.Soo,uhh I heard you're pregnant... With Rayshawn baby." I said kind of awkwardly, I only nodded and tuned him out once again.

"Soo... How it happened?" He asked, I rolled my eyes and spoke. "It just happened, ok?" I said irritated he keeps asking questions, he noticed I was irritated and put his hands up.

"Alright, alright, I'll stop asking. But let me ask you one more thing." He said, I rolled my eyes once again and nodded my head.

"Are you and Rayshawn dating?" He asked with a hand on his neck.

"Huh?" I said with a confused on my face. "Are you and him, dating? " He asked again.

At this I was thinkin. Like I mean we really look like a couple but we not...we not even friends! Might as well say no.

"No, we not datin." I said as I shook my head no as well. He opens his mouth as an 'O' look like he understands. Then it quiet but he start talkin again. "Sooo...you wanna go eat some??" He asked I mean ion like him like that but I can't pass on food! "Yea I can eat." I said then I got up and walk with Andre behind me.

Rayshawn

I was done smashin Lashay fine ass and going back to the plane waitin room what ever that shi is. Until I seen Angel missing that's when I started panickin like bitch stop playin with me where is he I look around the place lookin like maniac.

Until I hear giggles and laughter I look over Golden Corral to see Angel and and that other nigga Pat talkin abou I stomp my way over there and grabbed Angel by his wrist and dragged him to the men's room makin sure no one in here.

"Man, what the fuck is yo pro-mmm!" I interrupted him by kissin dead on the lips and shovin my tongue in his mouth but before anything gets any further he pushes me off of him catchin his breath.

"I can't keep doing this!" He yelled at me. I looked at confused him. "The fuck is you talkin abou?" I asked he flare his hands up in frustration. " This! I can't do this you keep makin me questioned what we do and if we are or not a thing or was ever friends! Then you keep torturing me and I can't do this no more! " He yelled. "Can we just go our ways? " He asked before I answer he walked out the bathroom leaving me to stare at the wall.

Chapter Text

Angel

We on the plane on our way to NY and I'm in the back far away from Rayshawn and with a girl that look shy but not at the same time.

"Hi!" I said to her. She looked at me then shyly waved to me with a little blush on her face.

'So fuckin adorable 😍'

"My name is Angel, what's yours?" I asked her, she pulled out a piece of paper and wrote something on it. It said 'Za'kiyah'

"So your deaf but you can still hear?" I asked while she nodded her head while she move her brown hair to let me see hearing aids (don't know how to spell it.🤦🏾♀🤷🏾♀)

"Oh, well... You are now my friend." I said with a smile. She was brown skin with highlights which is adorable. She started to tear up a little then hug kind of tight. I hugged back.

She pulled back and rubbed her eyes just to look at my balloon belly she write on a piece of paper then showed it to me.

'Are you pregnant?' She wrote, I nodded my head yes while she gasped and wrote something else down.

'How? And can I touch your stomach?' She wrote I rubbed the back of my neck. "It's kinda complicated but umm yea u can touch it." I said and smile while light up like a Christmas tree.

She hesitated for a minute then put her hand on it and rubbed it for a while then put her head on top of it. Tryin to listen what to I guess the heartbeat.

Then I guess she a little more comfortable and wrapped her arms around me softly and stay there a while.

I giggled a little and put a hand over her head while lookin down on her. My phone dinged I picked it up and read the message I looked at it was Rayshawn.

I ignored it. I looked down she was clinging on to me like in was her only family she have.

'Poor child. I wonder what's she going through.'

Then I had to pee and Za'kiyah was on my lap sleep.

I tried to move her head and body off of me but I couldn't because I didn't want to wake her up.

I sighed and tap on shoulder until she wake up.

She finally did and looked at me like I invaded her beauty sleep. I chuckled a little saying I have to pee. She finally got off my lap sitting in her seat right watching my walk away to the restroom. When I walk in I hear moaning and grunting in the men's room in curiosity I went in men's room to see not surprisingly Rayshawn and some Bichiana on the floor fucking.

'Not surprised at all. '

But I don't know why it hurts so much in my chest.

I back out the door slowly but not forgetting to knock over a caution wet sign😩🤦🏻♂.

They stop and looked at me the silence was thick asf. I felt like I was in an elevator with a fat,sweaty ass dude that breath out his mouth that make the whole elevator fog.

(That happened to me once😂😖☠️🤦🏾♀)

I quickly went out the bathroom and to the other bathroom did my thing and walked back to my seat.

I sat down feeling a tap on my shoulder. I looked over to see Kyiah (nickname) writing on her notebook and showing it to me.

'Are you ok?' She wrote. I smiled and nodded my head saying I'm ok.

Then I felt sleepy all of a sudden and closed my eyes feeling a lump on my lap knowing Kyiah laid back in my legs.

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"Hey wake-up it's time to go." Ms. Lump tits said waking me up and Kyiah standing up get my bags I felt a tight hug around me which made me jump I looked down to see Kyiah around my waist looking terrified at something behind me. I turned around to see a boy licking and biting his lips at her with full of lust in his eye. Then it hit me. was this he touching her?

This made mad because why would you do that to someone precious like her? I look down at her just to see her shaking in fear.

'I know you fuckin lying.'

I pull away from Kyiah and walk to the boy who was still starring at her.

I blocked his view just for him to state at me. I put a fake smile on my face finna introduce myself.

"Hey, how ya doin? " I asked like I really. He looked at me strange but said good. "Yea, uhhh gotta questioned. " I said leaning on the wall beside me with fake nails in my mouth trying to find how he related to her.

"Sooo.... How you know her...." I asked him while he rolled his eyes looking at her but I block his view once again.

He smack his teeth and rolled his once again. Saying the most unbelievable shit ever.

"She my sister so chill." He said so fucking casual. I stayed quiet and let my action set on me I picked up my suitcase and sling it right in his making him fall then I grabbed a bat out my case and him like he was about to rape me.

'So much of that fucking shit!'

I was pulled away some grabbing my arms pulling bat out my hand and lifting me and caring me out the plane while Kyiah stare in terror.

"It's not over you fucking lil dick prick!" I yelled at him when I was put down on the floor and on the floor. I look up to see Andre panting.

"Why the fuck did you do that!? " He yelled at me making glare at him for yelling.

"Who the hell you yelling?" I asked he rolled his eyes and "I'm yelling at you because you beating the fuck out my brother like he just raped you!" He yelled at me while I just sat not amused.

"Would you like to get tazed or hit?" I asked. He looked at me strange then he answered.

"Uhh neither?" He answered. I smirked.

"I prefer both." I said then tazed him and hiting him in the knees and letting him fall then tazed him once again making him conscious.

I walked around trying to find Kyiah calling her name but nothing then I went on the plane looking for her because that was the last time in seen her while in there then I hear silent crying from the women's bathroom.

I tried to open the door but it was locked then I knocked on it then the crying stopped.

"Kyiah... Its me Angel, please open the door for me." I said softly then a few seconds went by to see Kyiah full of bruises on her she halfway dressed knowingly what happened by the look of the situation.

I pulled her in a hugged and cleaned her up and gave her clothes from her suitcase.

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Kyiah and I have a hotel room together because i don't fuck with Latifah and Kyle not because they disappeared on me.

It was lunch time so we both went down stairs to the front room where everyone else is while walking I saw Thotiana and Rayshawn suckin their faces off in a corner away from everyone.

I guess I stared to long because Rayshawn looked straight at me still kissing Bronchitis. I looked way to be snapped out my mind to see some lady asking what I want and sat by Za'kyiah.

"So....you ok? " I asked while down next to her. She nodded slowly but surely. While talking to kyiah (mostly she writing down words while I talk.) I had to use the bathroom while I go in there I saw that Rayshawn was kissin and what's happening name Lashes? Rashes? Idk🤷🏻♂.

But any way I was going into the stole peeing like it's no tomorrow.

'Damn, this how it feels being pregnant? '

Finishing up I pulled up my pants and walked but not without getting my hair pulled from the back.

'I know you lyin. '

I pulled away to see bumiana. "So you can get away from beating my ass and stealin my man and shi? No ma'am, no sir, no green eggs and ham. You got me fucked up! " She said then charged at me. She sling her arm around aiming my face but I dodged and hit her right on her face before someone grabbed and pulled me away from her.

"What the fuck is with you? " It was Rayshawn "Wha-? She pulled my hair! " I said testimonial "No I didn't! I was saying when you're due and then start beating me up. " She said fake crying while I glared at her but Rayshawn move to cover my view with a very mad
Face.

"If you ever hurt her again... Expect me next. " He then picked up her bridal style and walked out the bathroom.

'Fuck me.'

Chapter Text

Rayshawn

Ever since what happened in the bathroom with Angel and Lashay he was distancing himself from me and hangin out with a girl that is fakin her WHOLE personality just to get what she wants 😒🙄 and make people feel pity for her. Then this whole rumor going say that her brother and her been fucking or so call ✌🏾rape✌🏾 knowin DAMN well it wasn't cause she wanted it.

THEN I HEARD she was beat up in the bathroom knowin that shi ain't true because I saw her put make up and fake blood on her makin her look like someone did rape her by force. 😒🙄🤦🏾♂

Walking to my hotel I saw Angel talking to some one.I went in my room and stayed at the door leaving a crack in so I can listen.

"Hey let me got yo number so I can help you out with some. " Said the unknown person. "Yea we should totally catch up on stuff then that was all when I hear foot steps and the door close.

I close the door and sat on my bed thinking he has some balls to talk to another nigga behind my back.

I got off my bed and out the door and slammed the door stomping to Angel Hotel room and banging on the door. The door swung and it wasn't Angel it was Za'kiyah.

She rolled her eyes looking at me. "What?" She said knowing I know she can talk. "Where's Angel?" Looking around behind her since she's shorter than me.

"That fag?" She asked with a questioned face. That made furious so I start choking her for saying that in front of me like we're friends and shi😕😑

Until i hear a gasp and see Angel with a towel around his body and his hair wet from the shower.

"What the hell is you do-mm!?" He was interrupted by me kissing him and pushing him to the wall nit letting him go anywhere while I kiss him like he is mine, because he is.

No matter how many girls I make out he is still mine. From the thought that some nigga touching him like I am right now pisses me off and he pregnant with my baby is a no no.

I stop kissing him and looked at him in the eye to say I love you out of my own my mouth but I couldn't bring myself to say it so I just stared at him finding words to say but nothing.

"So that's all you wanted?" He said all of a sudden I put on a confused expression on my face. "Don't act dumb. So you wanna make out with me just because I gave some dude my number!?" He said while I was quite while he keep talking. "Then next you gonna say 'YoU BeLoNg To Me' and when it comes to you, you wanna make out, fuck, and party but I don't say any thing. You know why? Because we. Are not. TOGETHER!" After that all i heard was cracking sounds, my chest hurts and bounds, and i feel my life was coming to a end.

'Do love really feel like this?'

I went out the room without slamming the door behind me I unlock the door and went and slamming it behind me sliding down on the floor crying like a bitch I am.

I rolled me a blunt and chillin on the floor thinking how stupid I was to make the one I love slip right out my hands. I started to cry again being stupid and smoking my feelings away.

Angel

(This was when Angel gave the unknown his number.)

I was coming from the cafeteria to my to my room so I can use the restroom and take me a shower until I bump into a brown skin that looks very familiar.

"I'm sorry, didn't...Angel?" He said then all of a sudden I was gulfed in a warm hug by this this unknown person that knows me but I don't know him...

"I'm sorry but, do I know you? You seem very familiar." I said with small confused face.

He put me down and looked at me then smiled. "You don't but I surely know you. But wow you grown so much. I was 10 when I last saw you...and...what's going on with your...stomach?" He asked looking down at it.

"I-i'm pregnant..." I said embarrassed while blushing hot red looking down. Then all of a sudden i feel to hands land on my stomach then i realize it was him.

"Hey peanut, it's Uncle Mike here I hope I'll see you again when you come out of pops belly. I love even if i don't know you yet." He talk talks while rubbing and kissing it making werid voices to it. I giggled a little watching.

He stand up in front of me and sighed before speaking. "If you need anything you can call me don't if its not important call me for anything and I'll be there. My name is Michael by the way and I'm your oldest brother." He said with a smile while i gasped.

"I-i-umm- t-thank you Michael...I really appreciated." I said surprisingly and thankful. He nodded and walked away.

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Friday, September 29, 2018

It was the last day of the trip and Micheal stopped by and help me with some of my stuff before heading back to Alabama. This whole trip was just me and Michael talking about our past and how we are related. He also told me he will stop by on Thanksgiving and Christmas to pick me up and take me to my other side of the family I was excited see more family relative that I never see before.

But yeah the week was slow but I finally its over while talking and packing up things I hear a knock at the door I got up and waddled to the door to see Rayshawn with red thirsty eyes.

"What do you want?" I said coming out the door closing it behind me.

"You." That was all he said until his lips attacked me pushing me up the door lifting me up and carrying me in his room and tossing me on the bed and locking the door and climbing in the bed to me until he made it to my face.

"Do you know how much I want you right now Angel?" He said hovering over me and his head in my neck gently kissing me. I try my best not to moan. I bite my lips struggling.

"I want you so bad that I want you to say my name over and over again. I want you to yell at me saying stop. I want you to cum so hard that you lost your breath. I want to say you love me even though you don't mean it. Do you here me?" He whispered nice and deep giving me chills down my spine while touching me in places that I can't resist but moan.

He made hickeys everywhere on my body while taking off my clothes. Licking me up from my princess part to my chin kissing it all over.

Then he look at my stomach and touched it and kissed it and saying I love you to it. Then turned to me while I stared at him.

He came to me and kissed me softly saying sorry all with every kiss. He put on me on some clothes and layed on my body. Then he fell asleep on me with dry tears in his eyes.

Then I let my mind wonder.

"Did he really mean it?" I said out loud

"Every word"

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We came back home back at 6:30 in the morning and i was very tired so I went in my roon took me a shower and went straight to sleep before feeling a lump and a wrap around me

"I know i messed a lot of times but please give one more chance...please?" I hear while feeling a hand on my face while i didn't say anything but nodded yes.

Chapter Text

Monday October 2, 2018

Angel

While laying in my bed on my phone I feel something between my legs and climbing towards me. I slowly look down from my phone to see a small lump. I slowly sat and lifted the covers I was in to see...giggling and smiling baby that i love sooo much. I giggled at my baby boy that I love soooo much. Then I feel something moving beside me and I look over to see Rayshawn staring at me with sleepy eyes. It was late in the afternoon at 6 and I woke up not to late before it hit 6.

I got up and put Rydel in his crib and went to the bathroom to start the water for me and Rydal bath while doing that I was getting the bath chair so I can sit him in it a wash him in it.

Turning the water off I go back in the room to see Rayshawn taking off his clothes. I blushed and covered my eyes and made a little squeak said making him turn to me. "W-why are y-you taking your c-clothes off!?" i said in a stutter while I cover my eyes in embarrassment. I didn't hear anything so I uncover my eyes just to see Rayshawn standing in front of me with eyes I never seen before.

I stared at him but turned away and grabbed Rydel and went to the bathroom to wash and myself up for tomorrow for my doctors appointment and school then take Rydel with me for the doctors to check his health to make sure he's healthy.

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Getting out of the bathroom fully dressed and ready to go to bed i see that Rayshawn is not in the room anymore. ' I guess he went back to his room.' I shrugged it off and put Rydel in his crib and went to my own and finally went to bed before feeling a lump in my bed.

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Waking up hearing my alarm clock I get up and went to the bathroom to wash my face, brush my teeth and checking the mirror to see my belly my belly look big but not really big. Just imagine being a father at 16 years-old with a 19 year-old... A crazy world...

Then he's a senior and I'm a sophomore. He's gonna be out of before I do and then he might decide to move out of his mom house then he can do whatever he wants and forget all about me and go for his life.

I'm just a hold back from his life. A mistake.

I started to tear up a little up but I can't stop hearing from the truth.

Rayshawn was taking me to the doctors to see how long I was from the due date. Then go to the children hospital to check on Rydel because he had been sick more and had little bumps on his face and on his body. So I hope it's not to extreme.

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We arrived at the hospital and in the waiting room waiting for my name to be call my name. I was on my phone and Rayshawn was in the car with Rydel.

"Angel Maxwell!" Said the lady at the front desk. I went up to the desk and what for the lady to guide to the room I suppose to go.

While walking I saw other pictures of babies and it was so adorable then we arrived at the door and went in to see a ultrasound machine.

"Will you lay on the bed and pull up your shirt for me?" She asked she said getting something from a cabinet. I layed on the bed and lift my shirt up to see my medium size belly. She came back and had a wand to use on my stomach.

"This is a transducer that I will use for your stomach and examine on how long you from your due date. This gel will be a little cold but not for long, ok?" She explains while she put the gel on the wand and slowly while you see black and white on the small like Television.

Shivered a little because I didn't feel it for a long time. Then you can hear a small heart beat. I turned to the little television. To see a little baby that have an arm and a leg and moving sooo much.

"Looks like your baby is very much active but the baby is too small so you won't feel anything. And it seems like you have to come to more months for the gender reveal and next month in two weeks for the due date." She said while smiling and giving me a tissue for me to wipe off the gel.

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Walking back to the car I hear crying I looked around and to see it was from Rayshawn car I raced over to see Rydel crying and wanting to get out the car seat. I took him out the car seat and put him inside my hands rocking to let him be quiet I made him a bottle and fed it to him.

While doing that I noticed Rayshawn was gone I didn't in where he went and why would he leave Rydel in the car and not take him with him?

Then a few minutes later Rayshawn is back and driving off and he laid his gun on the passenger side while driving off fast.

'... What. Did. He. Do?'

While going to the Children hospital me, Rayshawn, and Rydel.

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While in the waiting room Rydel was crying harder and louder. I tried to feed him but he didn't want it. Then he felt hot like he have a fever and the little bumps on him are growing more on his body.

"Rydel Johnson?" The front man said while we walk up to the desk.

"Go to D117. " He said and point the way it's at. We walk in the room and waited for the doctor.

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So time later a woman doctor came and start talking. "Hi! My name is Dr. Mc'clain I will I will be your baby personal doctor. So of anything happens to Rydel of medical, physical, or emotional you will talk to me before anyone else, ok?" She said with a smile while nod and Rydel just cry worse.

She took Rydel and put him on the bed and took his temperature and heart and wrote it on a paper on a clip board.

" Is it ok if I can take a sample of blood to make sure he's ok? " She asked. I nodded and sat there watching every move she took on him.

She put the needle in his thigh and let his blood dripping in the little bottle. Taking the needle out and putting a band aid it and handing him back to me.

"Well there are some bad news but I believe he have Measles the and it already affect the whole body and if it keeps spreading he can die so I want you to do this go to a CVS/Pharmacy and asked them for an cough drops, nose sucker and cough medicine and I will seen them a perscription that will get rid of the symptoms but not the Measles cause it don't have a cure. But to get of the bumps pro haps try this cream that may get of the small spots. Make his skin more clear. But this won't last long when he turn 10 years-old then expect his skin to get clear." She explained and smiled

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Leaving from the hospital and pharmacy and going home, Rydel is sleep and I'm sooo ready to take a nap and I hope my baby will feel better again.

Chapter Text

Angel

Walking in the school hall with sweat pants and T-shirt and a jacket covering it to showing my baby bump a little. Going to my locker. Get my books for my next class.

While walking I had my airpods in soo I was just minding my own business and listening to my music. Until I feel someone grabbed my behind. I turned around to see Latifah and Kylie... Together... Be side each other sides... What's happening?

"Where have you been!?" They both yelled at me. I'm standing here like... Where did I even go!? I was here like everyday and didn't go anywhere but home (or more like Rayshawn house...they didn't need know that...)

"I was at home and then I had a field trip so I was gone for a week and just came back from it...and ever since I introduced yall...yall suddenly disappeared from school until now...whats going on?" I asked crossing my arms and raising a eyebrow up waiting for a lie they going to tell.

They looked at each other then looked back at me then Latifah sighed and said. "Welllll um we didn't wanted to say it yet bit ummm it was a accident but we're..." She fumbled her words and well i just sat there with my mouth think Latifah is straight but I guess I was wrong. "WHAT!?" I yelled getting everyone's attention wondering what's going. " Stop yelling!?" Kylie whispered-yelled at me and dragging me and Latifah to an empty classroom. "So you was keeping this relationship on a down-low since what? Two month and now telling me!?" I said mad because do they not trust like why don't they trust me?

They didn't say anything but just looked down or looked away from me. I sighed then asked "How did this started?" I put fingers on the bridges of my nose and putting my arm around my waist above my belly holding my arm. They didn't say anything and until. "I-it started at the party." Kylie said this ticked me all the way off. "So you mean to tell me that you kept this secret ever since I arrived at this at school!?" I yelled because this is ridiculous all of a sudden we're keeping secrets from each other!?

I just gathered all my school stuff I had and walked out the classroom while they called my name trying to call me to come back. How do you keep a long ass secret then I already expect something when ya'll disappeared at the same time after the party then i thought she said she was with Lashay place cause she had eyes on her. Guess I was wrong. My brain was so messed up that I bumped into someone. "Aye yo watch the f*ck you going!" He said turning around and looking down at me and it was Rayshawn. "I'm sorry." I said lowly and walked around him and kept going to class but didn't any further when i felt a grab on wrist I was still turned away from him so he pulled pulled me to look at him I didn't. I was still looking down from him cause I had tears in my eyes wanting a hug from my mom cause she my best friend.

She was my everything and she was there when i was rapped, bullied, and beaten and she tried to kill me? It hurts soo much that my own mother would do that to me. I start shaking cause was holding in my cry and then I felt a embrace that was big and warm then I let it all out while i hugged Rayshawn back while when everyone died down and watched us. I pulled away. "I should go its too much attention.I-I'll see at home..." I said while I walked to my next class.

Rayshawn

I watched Angel walk to his class being gloomy and sh*t. This set me the wrong way seeing him feeling like this cause I feel like that I can do some about it but he wouldn't let me know what's wrong like he...he don't trust. is that it? He doesn't trust me? I took him in when his mom almost killed him, I stood up for him when he was bullied, and I'm the one that was REALLY there by his side!!!! I my anger started to build up while I list all the things I did for him. "Yo, my nigga! you good?" Micheal said to me waving his hand in my face snapping me out my thoughts.

"Yeah, I'm good, just got whole lot of stuff on my mind right now." I said moving his hand out my face and walking to the bathroom finna smoke some gas a bit to dry up my thoughts on Angel and what he thinking about now and why was he crying when I saw him...? Off track already.

Going to the bathroom and sitting in one of the stalls and sat on the toilets.

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The bell rang and it as time for next period. I'm high af and you can tell form my eyes cause they was red like a mf. Walking around the hall I saw Angel at his locker putting is books up. I walked over there and gave him a piece of my F*CKING MIND! "Why don't you trust!?" I said while he close his locker and looked at me with confused eyes. "What?" He said with his head tilted while realizing that my eyes are red. "Rayshawn, are you high?" He said while grabbing my face and checking it out. I took his hands away from my face and some f*cking stupid.

"Nah I'm low ASF!" I said and laughed out really loud making people look. That pissed me the f*ck off. "Keep staring watch pop a pistol in y'all sh*t!" I said making minding their own business while Angel drag me to the restroom and start calling someone.

"Hey Ms.María, Um can Rayshawn and I come home? We are in a situation right now." Angel said to the phone while I sat on the floor staring at his glorious fat ass. I heard mumbling through the phone and then he explain the situation that was happening me getting high. (Me knowing I'm finna get a ass whoopen when we get there.)

Angel said goodbye and hangup the phone then turned to me and sighed. "come on we finna go home." he said and walked out the bathroom while I struggled a little to get up. Going out the restroom I see him on his phone texting someone. For being the nosey person I am I asked, "Who's that?" I hovered over him to look what he doing.

"Someone." He said and moved away from. My anger went up because he was texting someone behind my back like I won't notice. We start walking to the exit to my car. "Give me your keys." He demanded me...I looked at him stupid like who the f*ck he talking to? "Excuse me?" I said with an attitude cause he can ask better than that. "What? How we gonna get home? You cna't drive cause you're high. So give me your keys." He asked while he was rolling his eyes. I didn't say nothing cause was right but at the same time he don't give me a f*cking attitude like that cause I will put him in his place. I gave him my keys and we kept walking to the car.

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we made it home and to the house door walking in the first thing I felt was a slap to the face. "Why the f*ck you smoking at school boy!? Hmm?" Ma said while she all in my face. I didn't say nothing cause I feel that it wasn't really a reason to talk about. THEN she's homophobic which makes it worse. She only let Angel in because she felt pitty for him that was all. "What is wrong with you boy? You know you can get expelled of having drugs in that school, and I can't afford of moving again especially when more people living under our roof now. " She said while putting her hand on my face so I can look at me.

Looking behind her to see Angel starring at me with worried eyes. "Da!" Was heard. Me, ma, and Angel froze. We turned around to look at Angel while he looked down to see Rydel trying to stand. He struggled a little to but stood right and walked to Angel saying Da Da.

"Yeah thats it baby, come to daddy." He said and sat on the floor still walking to him some more until he made it in Angel. He start crying from his first to his first baby steps at the same time. It was cute then I turned to see mom smiling and crying watching the little father and son moment. "Thats how I felt when I had your sister and brother...but not you cause I didn't have you. You was givin to me and you know that." She said and turned to me and put her hand on my face.

"Rayshawn, I know its yours." She finally said which shocked me. "mama it was an accident-" I started but she cut in my words. "Just listen to me. I know you don't want it but trust me. Having this baby in your life, will change your life forever. Because at the end its worth it. Trust me. Having him in your life as well, will make it better. Belive me." She said to me and walked leaving me to look at Angel and Rydel cuddled and sleeping on the couch.

Maybe it is.

Chapter Text

Rayshawn

Wednesday October 30, 2018

It's been a while month and Angel has been wearing more baggy clothes and been sleeping more often. I guess the twins tiring him now.

While getting dressed to make a drop I hear a knock on the door. I opened the door to see him having a T-shirt on his little functional boobs tensed up showing threw the shirt with some jogging pants and some slides to top it off. "Ummm, your mom said to come down to eat before you go to school." He said breathing a little bit hard and walking back down stairs struggling a little. I watched him he does while closing my door and putting the rest of my clothes and get the pack and walking out my room downstairs and to the kitchen to see Mom, Aranda, Andre, and Angel sitting at the table eating quietly.

"Good morning baby, your food on the table." She said and sat at the table with us while looking at my next to Angel. Examining him. He was eating on his phone watching stories on Snapchat and laughing at one of them. He was holding his stomach and looking at his phone, rubbing it with his thumb and putting his phone down and eating more of his food.

For almost four months he is kinda big.

(I know four months is smaller than that I wanted to make a little bit bigger
(I know four months is smaller than that I wanted to make a little bit bigger.)

I wanted to put my hand on his belly and kiss him on the lips but that confirm I'm gay and I'm not. I still like girls and I don't see no other male attracted except...Angel...but I don't know if he like me...maybe I'll talk to him about it...

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While finishing I went to my boss trap house and got the pack and dropped it off. Going to school without Angel cause he has an appointment today. Walking while people staring at me some was desire, and love, most was disgust and pure hatred. I wonder what its about. I tried to listen to people the was mumbling under their breath.

" Did you hear girl?" "What?" "Rayshawn killed one of the best Quarterbacks of our school." "For real girl!?" "Yesss" "How did someone find out?" "Girl someone recorded it and put it on the school website." "Nooo" "Yesss." "Sooo what they gon do with him?" "They don't know if the video is real or not they going to ask him questions what he did that day." "Damn...So what is it all about?" "I heard it was about drugs and he didn't pay him back." " For real?" "Mhm"

Well they wasn't lying that I shot him...out of defense...for say. "Rayshawn Johnson some to the main office immediately" Said the intercom. I went to Office without a care in the world. when I walked in the office I seen police officers, mom AND Angel was beside the door. "Please sit beside Mr.Cooper while the policemen investigate the crime you might have commit." Ms. Mason said talking to me. "Hello Rayshawn, I am Mr. Maxwell I Iam going to ask you what was you doing on the day the Mr. Mike Miles was killed?" He asked sitting in front of me. "At home." I said casual and blankly. He looked at Ma and Angel like he expect a different answer from them. Ms. Lorwell is it true that your son was at home at the day of the murder?" He said to mom while staring at her like she was staring so hard trying to see if she was lying but she kept a straight face as always cause she knows how lie right through her teeth.

"Yes, he was." She said simple and blankly. He stared at her more then turned to Angel while he was already staring at him with an unamused expression on his face. "Good to see you again, Mr.Cooper. " He said with a smirk that will tell everything. 'Seems like they have history... and not good history.' Angel stayed quiet with a glared that you can feel miles away.

"So, Mr.Cooper...what is Mr.Johnson is to you?" He said with a sharp grin then looked down at Angel stomach and looked back up him making Angel balled up his fist trying to contain his self. "Mr.Maxell! You will have this conversation with Mr.Cooper later right now will you talk to Mr.Johnson of this murder of our student." Said Ms.Mason said cutting in the conversation of Angel and the police officer.

"Right, sorry for the distraction me and Mr.Maxwell had history and its been since I saw him." He said with a big smirk. 'What the hell with them two?'

Angel

Why the hell he have to be here? From all the policemen they have the had him to investigate. Remember when I said that my had history with men? He's one of them. He was a f*cking nightmare.

past time

I was in my room doing my homework and I heard a big door slam and foot steps coming down the hall of our house. I locked my door to my room and hide in my closet while I hear more stomps coming to my door. I had a baseball bat with me hearing him banging on my door calling rude things. "COME OUT F*CKING SL*T I KNOW YOU IN THERE YOU FAGGOT!" He said that made so scared the more he banged on my door and my mom was at work which means I have no one to help me while I'm abused.

present

I tried my best not to think about it hurting so much from then and it wasn't even a long time ago I was 15 the when it happen basically everyday like a routine. I felt my hand was grabbed I looked over and it was Ms.Lorwell hand. She still had a face like a true soldier. " So you don't know who recorded made that recording of you falsely killing Mike Miles?" He said with a eyebrow risen with suspecious. Rayshawn only nodded his head once and laid back with his hands in his pockets sitting back having the vibe that he wants to go home.

He stayed quiet then he stand up out of his seat. "Well we're done...but if something comes up after this we will contact you and tell you what we're gonna do next after this. Have a nice day, and Angel?" He said and turned around to me with a big smirk on his face and these was the exact words. "Say hey to your mom for me." Then I snapped I got up out my seat and was about to jump hum but was pulled back just in time. "YOU ME STAY HELLO!? OH OK SAY HELLO TO MY F#CKING FIST YOU WORTHLESS ASSHOLE! I WISH I HAD KILLED YOU WHEN I HAD A F#CKING CHANCE." I said cursing and fighting to get out of whoever arms I was in.

I was dragged out the office and saying let me go, and trying to break free from these strong arms holding me. After awhile I got tired and was carried bridal style to the car and put inside the back seat driving home.

It was quiet like too quiet. We arrived at the house and no one didn't open their mouths. Until...

Slap!

"What the hell you was thinking!?" Ms.Lorwell slapped yelled at Rayshawn while he stayed quiet. "Ma I know it's bad bu-" he was interrupted. "Bad!? Just bad!? Rayshawn you was so close to going to jail and do you what the hell they will do to you in jail!?" She bickered more at him while hitting him in the head being stupid and almost getting caught. while they still argue I get out of the car and go back in house with Rydel in my arms because he was with us when we was in the office. (sorry it was awhile since I talked about Rydel so please forgive me.) I put him down letting him climb around the house. (I change the way he go around the house I felt like it was to early to for him to walk while he's almost 5 months.)

I went to the kitchen to fix me and Rydel to eat. I put him in his high chair and gave him some oatmeal while he giggles and chew on with his now hard gums. while still feeding him I get a called from...New York...? I didn't know anyone from New York so I ignore it and went back feeding Rydel and then I get a text message from the same number. I tapped on it to see it say.

New York: Hey its Micheal, let me know you get this message and call me back. :)

Oh its Micheal I forgot he gave me his number it was over a month that he gave it to me. I smiled and texted him back.

Me: Hey, sorry I forgot you gave me this number how are you?

Michael: I'm fine. You?

Me: I'm fine too.

Micheal: I was wondering if your free on this weekend that if you wanna go to see the latest movie coming out?

Me: That's great but I'm in Alabama how are we going to see the movie??

Micheal: Do you know Auntie Ruth?

Me: Unfortunately...yes...

Micheal: Well on this weekend do you wanna be over there so we can hang out?

Me: I wouldn't mind at all :) What time you coming down here?

Micheal: 4:30 ish is that ok?

Me: That's ok I'll see you then.

Micheal: Alright you too :)

I cut my phone off and continued to feed Rydel the oat meal I made for him.

I wonder if he's ok if I bring Rydel with us.

Chapter Text

Rayshawn

Its the first day of November and I've been ready to ever since it hit now we close all our family coming over our house to eat instead of going over Aunt Mantha house as usual. Adding Angel and Rydel will be a problem since they don't like white people that much I have to defend him before everything blows the roof. But since the month just I won't worry about him...just yet but hopefully it won't go out of control...right? Lets just pray... "I'm not going to be here on this Thanksgiving." Angel said with a small smile on his face. "Where are you going?" Ma said putting something in the fridge and turning to Angel. "I'm going on my other side of my family for Thanksgiving." He said picking Rydel up with his hands and putting him on his side. "And I'm taking Rydel with me." He said with another small smile. "Well where is it?" I asked "In New York." He said simple but me and ma looked at him crazy. "Angel who's gonna take you there?" Ma asked him while he sat down and the chair beside me. "My big brother, Micheal." He said casually with a small smile. playing with Rydel. "I didn't know you had a brother." Ma said going back what she was doing. " I didn't either." When Angel said that we took caution that he might don't have a brother.

"What?" Me and Ma said looking at him with a strange face. "Now don't get me wrong I know that sound stupid believe me I didn't believe it either but I believe that he is my brother because he knows my dad name he knew my name my mom's, my birthday and had pictures of me when I was little so I knew I would've trusted him." He explained while looking at us with puppy eyes. 'ugh so cute.' I pulled his faced to mind and kissed him slowly while ma wasn't looking he moaned in my mouth while I pulled him in my lap wanting to say I love you to him and I did

" I love you." I said while I hear a gasp and he looked in my face that was mixed of emotions in them. Confusion, Happiness, wonder, and most part that I wanted to see love. "Bout time!" Ma yelled while her arms folded and looked at us with amusement. While Angel giggled and looked at me and said. " I love you too." My heart fluttered like a f*cking high school girl that told her crush she likes him. Rydel giggled at both of us clapping his hands. Angel giggled looking at Rydel picking him up and going up telling us good night and giving me and ma a kiss on the cheek.

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It was morning and I just heard my alarm go off I got up and went to take a shower put on my clothes and went to Angel room and woke him up. but he didn't get up so I laid on him until heard a groan. "Get off of meeeee!" He said while struggling. I only chucked and get off letting him turn around and see that me that I was in his face. I looked directly at his lips and kissed him while he kissed him back we start to get a little bit to touchy. I put my head in his neck and start licking his neck. "S-stop." He said while trying to contain his moans while I suck harder on his neck.

I put my hands under his shirt playing with his nipple. "Ah! W-wait!" He said trembling a little with a perfect arched back. "Don't you think You should do that after the twins are born...?" Ma said startling both of us making Angel blush and me get off of him with a smirk on my face.

" You right Ma...So this ain't over with." I said and walked out grinning.

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Walking to my locker and to my next period I was stopped by...well looky here its asshole number one and asshole number two. " What do you want?" I said irritated already. " Please forgive us!" Kylie said with teary eyes with a guilty face. I only kept a straight face on and said. "...Ok..." while I shrugged then I got tackled to the floor with kisses all over my face until they stopped and looked down and saw my stomach. " ARE YOU KIDDING ME!?!?" They both yelled at me while I just shrugged with a awkward smile.

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They asked me every. Single. Question they can think of. I told them that Rayshawn was the baby daddy and they exploded. I had a day with them two I swear that I couldn't escape from if I had a chance. They are now over protective over me cause lots of people glare at cause I'm pregnant...Rayshawn...

"Hey, class is over wanna go to lunch?" Said Latifah standing in front of me with her hands on her hips. I nodded my head and gather all my thing and walking out the class room with her to the lunchroom. Kylie joined us and we all walked and talked to the lunchroom.

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We grabbed our lunch and sat at our usual table. We was talking and laughing then some else came to sit at our table and it the bi*ch that Rayshawn f*cked. what a surprise.

"Hey I'm Lashay, I'm Rayshawn girlfriend. And since he is your baby daddy why not get along with you." She with the fakest smile on her face then that was on cue that Rayshawn came out of nowhere and sat right beside her and put his arm around her and kissed her on the f*cking lips right in front of me. "You know what Rayshawn, I'm sick and tired of the games you play with me! IF YOU DON'T LOVE ME THEN DON'T SAY IT!" I yelled at him with tears going to coming out my eyes while everyone just stared. I ran out the lunchroom hearing my name but ignore.

Rayshawn

...I...MADE...A...MISTAKE! Got I'm such an idiot but I didn't wanted seem gay cause I'm not goddamnit I just need time to think...

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The whole day was me to make it up to Angel before its too late. When I made it home I went to Angel room to see boxes full of clothes and stuff pack. 'where the hell he is going?'

"Hey I was boarding a plane for New York in 4:00 in the morning if that's ok?" He said on the phone while his back is turned from me. He's moving to New York!? OH HELL NAW!!!!

I stomped to Angel and took his phone while he yelled at me and hanged up the phone. "Why the hell you did that!?" He yelled at me grabbing his phone out my hand trying to call them back I yanked it right out his hand again and lifted my arm out of his reach.

He groan in frustration and kept packing his stuff and grabbing more of his stuff and putting it in bags and his suit case. grabbing Rydel and putting him in some clothes and then I heard horn of a car I went down stairs to see a taxi and to see Angel with all his stuff in his with hand about to walk out the door but only to get block by me.

"Move Rayshawn!" He yelled and pushed his way threw the door walking out with his and drove off with Rydel and my baby twins...

What have I done?

Chapter Text

2 years later.

Angel

I was moving back to Alabama from New York and Rydel is 3 years old and the twins are 2 years old and are named Angela and Raymond. They was born on March 20 at 1:59 AM. But Angela was born 2 mins behind Raymond. I looked in Rydel records to see he was a year before and his birthday is January 16 at 11:11.

I stayed up in New York meet the rest of my family and start new and better life for me and the kids.

Michael had paid for my apartment and the first month so I can started living on my own.

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After hours unpacking boxes and putting stuff together with the help of Michael, we said our goodbyes and he went in his car and drove away. I turned back to see the twins are sleep and Rydel is on his Tablet playing his learning game. Rydel is a smart kid for a 3 year old and I'm proud to have.

"Alright Rydel time for bed, you have pre-school tomorrow and I have a job so we all need some sleep. " I said picking him up and taking him in his room and the twins room.

Well I didn't have a JOB yet but an interview mostly and I signed Rydel in pre-school and the twins in daycare while I'm at work, ya know?

Putting them into bed, I go to my room and took a shower and go in my and slept the night away.

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(If You're confused it is April 5, 2020 and Angel is 18 years old, Rayshawn is 21 year's old. They both congratulated last year but in different states. Imma add the Angel is smarter then Rayshawn and graduated early while Rayshawn was hold back.)

My alarm clock woke me up at 6:00 AM I went to Rydel and woke him up and told to do his morning routine then went to the twins to get them together for daycare.

We walked the bus stop to get on the bus so I can take them. While waiting I get an unknown text.

I looked at the message to see.

xxx: I heard you're back in town.

I look at it in confusion and decided not to text it back while the have arrived. We got on and sat down in the middle of the bus.

"Papa?" Angela said pulling my sleeve "Yes baby?" I responded giving her my attention. "Someone staring at you." She said pointing at the person. I tuned to see a woman that have brown hair brownie skin like no other and dark brown eyes.

Mostly her whole feature is different kinds of browns mixed up. She smiled and waved. I waved back to her while she got up and over and gave me a peice of paper and walked off the bus.

I opened the peice of paper to see.

'It would be nice to see my grandbabies if you mind?

(205) 902-XXXX that's my number and call me sometimes.'

I smile and put her number in my phone and smiled once more knowing it's Ms.Johnson, Rayshawn's mom. "Papa? Who is that lady?" Raymond asked hugging me tightly. I chuckled a little rubbing the a top of his head. He so protective. "My baby, that is your Grandma. You will see very often." I said grabbing Angela and Raymond and putting them my lap while turning Rydel letting him know that too. I love all my babies so non of are going to feel left out.

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Finally making to the daycare I signed them in also giving them info cte. "Alright my babies I will see you guys later, ok?" I said while Raymond ran off but Angela look she was about to cry.

"Papa, I wanna go with you. Can I please?" She said crying even harder. Ugh! Baby "Angela I will come back to come and get you always, ok?" I said hugging and kissing her on the head.

Then I saw Raymond running back with a big brave smile. "Don't worry Papa! I will protect her!" He said grabbing her hand making her smile. I chuckled at both of them and smiled once more kissing them on the forehead. "I'm sure you will. Bye my babies have a nice day." I said while grabbing Rydel hand and walking out the door and walking down the sidewalk.

"Papa?" He said my name. "Hmm?" I responded looking down on him. "What if the kids don't like me?" He said fiddling with his shirt. I stop and and squat down in front of him and hugged. Y

"Rydel, why you say that?" I said and stop hugging to look at his face. "Well back home there two boys at the playground and they always picked on me and stole my toys and money." He said on the edge of crying.

'.............................THEY LOST THEY'RE MOTHERFUCKING MIND!"

"Baby, why didn't you tell me sooner?" I said not trying to lose my cool...yet "They told me that if I tell anyone they gonna hit me more." He said while rubbing his eyes clearing his tears. "Awww baby well they won't hurt you know more cause we moved away from those meanies. You're safe ok?" I said and kissed them on his and walked him to the pre-school that I signed him up for.
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Finishing with the kids, I went back to the bus to my interview. Then my phone dinged. I checked my phone and see it was the same phone number from earlier.

xxx:So you know gonna leave on read?

I made a face and texted them back.

Me: Who is this

xxx is typing

xxx: Who do you think it is?

Me: um a fuckin stranger playing on my phone.

xxx: Same Angel ik since the beginning.

Me: Ok...idk who da hell you is and how the hell you Kno my name and get my number but you need to answer some questions before I block you.

xxx is typing

xxx is typing...

xxx: Its Rayshawn...

Me: Why are you texting me?

Baby daddy 🤪🙄😷: I heard you back and and wanted to see if you wanted us to start over.

Me: ... No.

Baby daddy 🤪🙄😷: C'mon bruh

Me: No don't do that shi Rayshawn. I put up wi that bullshit for long enough so no.

Baby daddy 🤪🙄😷: Bruh...ight imma let it go but I'm win yo heart and you won't say no to me. So wait for me baby.💙💙

Me: yea right.🙄

Baby daddy 🤪🙄😷: Ight bet. But you gon let me see my babies?

Me: idk...you ready to see them?

Baby daddy 🤪🙄😷: whatchu mean? I'm been ready.

Me: Mhmm. Yea ok.

Baby daddy 🤪🙄😷: So I can get Them on the weekends if that's ok?

Me: Yeah that's fines. The twins have daycare and Rydel have pre-school so they free on the weekends so that's plus if I get hired at this job then I will be busy on the weekends probably.

Baby daddy 🤪🙄😷: Oh fr? Where you work at?

Me: Somewhere the you don't need to know.

Baby daddy 🤪🙄😷: Maaann Ight whatever. So how bout this weekend?

Me: That's fine and talk later.

Baby daddy 🤪🙄😷: Ight love you.

Me:...Bye

I cut my phone off and went out the bus to... Starbucks... because no one else 18 year olds... I sighed and walked in with all my pride on my sleeves.

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Turns out they was desperate so they hired me on the spot and they close at 5:00 PM so I won't have time to pick them up.

So I call Rayshawn and told him to pick them and let them stay at his house and come pick when I'm off.

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Finally over and closing up for today. I turn around see that Black BMW. I walked over and get in the passenger side.

He stared at me without saying anything. I looked at him with a blank face. "What?" I said staring back him. "So you work at Starbucks?" He said with unamused face. "Shut the hell up. They was the only ones that except 18 year olds." I said turning away from him and leaning on the window. "Why TF we still here? Drive dude." I said turning his face with my hand so he can stop staring at me.

Then he grabbed my wrist making me gasped of surprise. "Bruh, let me go~o" I whined trying to snatch it out of his grip. "Naw what happened to the Angel a minute? Huh?" He said putting his fingers on my pushing my face to the window.

Then we started fighting the car. He's tickling me and sh*t playing so damn much.

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After a while we stopped and he took us home and since the twins are sleep and so is Rydel. I tucked in Rydel while Rayshawn tucked the twins.

We came down the hall and in the living room. I stopped at the front door and open it turning to Rayshawn... seeing him chilling on my couch turning on my TV and watching football...

"Hey!" I yelled at him getting his attention. "What?" He said back to the TV. I made a face 😑. 'Did he just "what" me?' "whatchu mean what? You can do that at your house. So bye!" I said walking to him cutting the TV and him off my couch to the Door. Big ass dude.

"Maaannn ight but one more thing." He said holding the door before I close. "Wh-" I was interrupted with kiss on the lips then he dash to the before I can think. Wait....😲😡

"RAYSHAWN!!!!" I yelled while seeing pulling of saying.

"I LOVE YOU TOO!!!"

Silly ass boy.

Chapter Text

Rayshawn

"This is Raymond and Angela's Peanut Allergy pills, Raymond's book bag that have his favorite food in here cause he is a picky eating. Rydel's coloring book cause he like to color alot. Angela's doll and that's it. I get off at 8:00 pm so you them all-day." He said dropping them while he go to work on the weekends and it's Friday. "Ight, I'm picking you up?" I asked he shook his head no and said " No I have to go to the doctors to make appointment for them they can get there shots and all" he said putting all their bags on the floor and looking at me with no emotions. "Well ight, call me if you me" I said then leaned about to him but he backed and said. "Uh uh, we not starting this na. Just because I have yo kids doesn't mean we together." And squated down hugging Raymond, Angela, and Rydel saying love you and see you later.

Then walked out the door without another word.

I turned around and clapped my hands together and sighed.

"Well...you may not my Rydel, but I'm y'all daddy." I said while they looked at me in silence...

'Damn near awkward...'

"If you our daddy then... where were you?" Raymond said... My brain didn't function right when he asked me.

Angela and Rydel waited for the answer. 'What kid ask a question like that!?' I chuckled. "Well, daddy was busy...Now who wants to see lion king!?" I said changing the subject quickly. They yelled yay jumping around happy.

They started to grab their stuff ready to go. Getting in the car driving to the theater.

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Finally making it, we wait in a small line. While waiting I look down to see Rydel, Raymond, and Angela playing Patty cake and all small child stuff. I smiled watching quietly.

"Awww, Sooo cute are they yours?" I hear I turn around I see a with a fat thighs in a summer dress that make titties bounce nice asf with a jacket that fits just right.

'ooohhh I gotta have me a peice.😍🤤'

"Yea ma, they mine." I said with a smirk. Then I hear a beep from my phone.

The One😍🤩😘: Hey I'm off for today where y'all at?

Huh? Well damn didn't oh well.

Dumbass🤪😓🌛: we at the theater finna see the lion king.

The One 😍🤩😘: Ight be in a few.

Dunbass 🤪😓🌛: Ight.

I put my phone in pocket and kept talking to the badass bitch in front of me.

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5 mins later we still in the line taking longer then I thought. Then the kids started running to somewhere I stopped talking to the girl to see where they going and they ran Angel.

"Papa!" They yelled at the same time while Angel crotch down and hugged them. "Hey my babies! I missed you-" he said while hugged but when I looked at the line I see these thirsty ass niggas looking him.

'oh hell no.'

I walked out the lined, took off my jacket and put it on Angel. Grabbed the kids and Angel put them infront of me having wrapped in my arms.

'this ass mine and I mean M I N E! Nobody else's.'

"Rayshawn, what are you doing?" He said look at me from behind. "Protect ing you." I said tighten my grip on him. "From what?" He said giggling like some funny. Naw he out here lookin like a snack like he single.

Fuck outta here!!

"Cause these thirsty niggas all over you and you mine forever fuck that we ain't being together naw I'm not wasting that shit no mo." I said grumbling to myself and tell him why.

He giggled some more and got out my grip whispering in my ear. "Don't act all protective na cause I just saw you with that bitch behind us so shoot yo shot and come back to me when you're reallllyyy serious." He said and patted my shoulder and walked with the kids to the booth to get the tickets I already payed for.

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We got finish watching the movie and kids talked how the movie is. Then a nigga walked up to Angel and said these exact words. "Yo ma, you single?" And do you what Angel said.

"Yes, I am." He said while smiling being TOO fucking grown. I slowly turned to him and watched wile he this Godzilla haven ass nigga his nigga change numbers with him.

Angel

He I'm playing no I'm not I'm serious he better stop wtf he doing before we getting back together and that's a amen.

I kept talking to the dude knowing his name is Tyrone a light skin fuck boy lookin do. He cute tho 😂. Not as fine as Rayshawn. But Rayshawn play too much he finna get lesson out of this and that's on my mama grave.

We finished sharing numbers and I turn around to see Rayshawn glaring at me. "What?" I said playing dumb with a smile and grabbed my babies hands so we can go to the car.

Finishing putting their seatbelt on then a slap and squeeze on my ass. I jumped and turned around to see Rayshawn infront of me gripping my waist and pulling close, whispered in my ear.

"Just wait till we get home. I'm stripping all them clothes off and ain't no tryna to escape." He said while grabbing my ass and going to the driver's side while I'm going in the passenger's side then drives off.

'Shit.'

Chapter Text

Angel

We made to the apartment and we put the kids to bed and close the door. Then I tried to sneak out the front door only to get smashed against my back, feeling a hard chest against my back, and feeling a head on my shoulder. " Where do you you think you're going?" Rayshawn said while sliding his his hands around my waist and under my dress touching my clit through my underwear's making me yelp in surprise. He covered my mouth whispering in my ear. " You don't want to wake up the kids, huh?" Then rubbed my clit rougher and slowly torturing me and making me tremble.

Rayshawn put his two fingers in my pulling me to his chest. "AH!" I moaned out loud when I came, panting afterwards then my body when limp then when he pushed to the wall making me catch myself from the action he did. I felt him my dress lift up and my underwear's was ripped off. I turned around to see Rayshawn zipping down his pants and pulling out his dick and slamming into me with no warning.

" AHH!! SHIT!" I yelled in pain and pleasure. He thrust into me more deeper and harder. Rayshawn covered my mouth to keep me quiet. I muffled moans with tears of pleasure. I felt him twitch him inside knowing he was close so he pulled out and turned me around. " Suck" Was all he said so I got on my knees and took him in my mouth and started.

He groaned and put his hand behind my head and forced me to deep throat him making me choke and tear up from so much I was taking. He made stop again and told me to lay down and stick my ass in the air so he can beat his meat and come on my ass and putting his dick in and out teasing me. I moaned and pushed up on his dick. "fuck." I moaned and finally came, then slide down on the floor feeling limp.

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I woke up to see me in the bed but it wasn't my bed I got up to see that I was naked and full with dry cum on me then I remembered what happened last night and started covering my face then heard the toilet flush looking over to see Rayshawn with some Nike shorts on with no shirt showing his perfect chest. "Hey" He greeted coming to the bed and pulled me closer to him and kissed me on the neck, cheeck, and lips. "Umm, hey uh, can we not do that again?" I said getting out of bed and searching for my clothes and putting them on. "Bruh, Are you serious?" Rayshawn said but I kept putting my clothes on not listening to him. "You do this stupied shit all the time when we make progress or be together and shit you wanna bring wanna bring the stupid shit from the past just because i cheated in high school." He protested. " Yeah two years ago."

"it doesn't how long it was!"

"Yes it does because you still play that idiotic game from two years ago!"

"NO! That ain't it you won't let me in your life like I'M such a screw up."

"Yes you are! When you popped in my life ever since the first time we met you fucking screwed up everything! Even me, now I have three babies at the age of 16, my MOM fucking tried to KILL me and fucking died trying, then when I told you I was pregnant you put me out the car and left me at the bus stop. You kept cheating on me with girl after girl after girl so I'm tired, I got kids to feed and bills to pay and I'm not dealing with this again." I said putting my clothes on and walking out his door until. "Papa?" Angela and Raymond was at the door looking up at me with confused tired eyes. "Are you guys fighting?" Angela said looking at me and Rayshawn in the back.

"No sweetie me and daddy are have an disagreement on something. Its ok go back to bed daddy gonna wake you up for daycare and papa gotta go to work I'm gonna see you at home. I love you night night." I said sending them back to their bed.

I glared at Rayshawn and slammed the front door going out.

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Getting home off the bus and walking home ready to relax in my damn bed and go to sleep cause I'm tired. unlocking my door to see my apartment is trashed. 'Did someone break in?' I looked around the place and down the hall to see, ' I not done yet' in spray paint then I felt something hard hit me then everything went dark.