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Useless whimpered as she was once again strapped to the public breeding bench. Her only purpose was to get the Alphas through their ruts. That’s all she was good for since her last master sold her. She was a broken, useless omega bitch who couldn’t even get pregnant anymore. She had gotten pregnant twice on the breeding bench a long time ago and the pups were both forcibly killed. After that, there was nothing, even in heat when she still had them.

She had gone through master after master who couldn’t get her pregnant, her only purpose in life was denied to her. Useless, that's what everyone called her, so it became her name. She used to be called something else long ago, but she no longer remembered it. She was so hungry, but she didn’t deserve food yet. She had to make it through her weekend on the bench and please all the Alpha’s willing to use her. She shuddered as she felt a hunger cramp tear its way through her. She released her scent of want into the air. She needed something in her stomach, even if it was just cum.

There. She smelled one. She wasn’t hungry enough yet to call out and beg, but she was betting she wouldn’t have to. The Alpha approached her, but didn’t go for her cunt. He went for her mouth. She internally groaned as she realized he probably wanted to knot her poor throat. Her thoughts were confirmed as he took out his fat cock, already half-hard. She opened her mouth and tried to relax her throat.

“Good, whore,” he praised, pushing into her mouth. He met resistance at her throat, but after a few thrusts, he was able to get in. His cock wasn’t huge, but it was still a decent girth and filled her mouth entirely. He was probably around 6 inches now, just enough to be able to get into her throat. He started at a brutal pace and grew probably one more inch to full hardness. Drool and precum were dripping down her face, making it hard to breathe. Deep down, she hoped she would suffocate on his knot and die. She felt his knot growing larger at the base of his cock and slightly whimpered.

It suddenly started pushing against her already stretched lips. This would hurt. Her mouth opened with a loud snap and a blinding pain on the left side of her jaw. She had dislocated it again. It finally locked behind her teeth and a few more thrusts had him finally releasing his load. She gagged once and started choking it down. Then she realized she couldn’t breathe. His heavy balls were squashing her nose and he was shooting load after load of cum down her throat. She started seeing black spots, then she let herself drift away.

Useless woke up in pain. The Alpha was still buried in her throat and her body was tingling with electricity. Her heartbeat must have gotten too low. She cursed the damn collar that essentially kept her from dying. There was also a new pain.

There was a handsome teenage Alpha pounding away in her cunt. Her stomach felt uncomfortably full of cum and she wondered how long she’d been asleep. Her jaw was still hanging wide open. She wouldn’t be able to reset it until she could use her hands. She could tell that the Alphas knot in her mouth was already shrinking and gasped in sweet air when he finally managed to pull it out.

She could tell by the dry pain in her cunt that this was the first knot she would take there. It would be less painful with the next one because she would have cum and blood as lube. She jerked as his knot locked and he stilled. A minute later, he violently came, painting her inwards white. She was surprised by how large his load was as the minutes went by. If she was fertile, she was sure she would be pregnant from it.

The young Alpha had unfortunately taken an interest in her tiny nipples. She used to have nice, full breasts before the starvation began, but now she was as flat-chested as an Alpha guy. Pretty much only her nipples and a small mound remained. She let out a moan as he started pinching and sucking on her nipples. She hated her Omega side for her responses. Apparently, this Alpha didn’t have anywhere to go because he didn’t pull out until his cock was soft, the knot having been far gone. She jerked as he touched her cunt, pushing any cum that escaped back inside.

“Don’t waste any of that now bitch. I think they have a nice toy here that can help with that.” She already knew what he was talking about before he shoved a large metal plug into her. She was thankful for the blood/cum lube that certainly aided the plug in entering her. Once it was finally in, he hit the base causing her to moan again, Then, he walked around to her mouth and cleaned himself off with her saliva. He didn’t stop though. He rested the head of his cock in her mouth and started to pee.

“Drink it, bitch,” he commanded, slapping her face. Unfortunately, this Alpha knew exactly what he was doing and peed slowly so none ran out of her mouth. She was forced to drink it all, the acidity burning her throat. It felt like it lasted forever, but was probably only a few minutes. He finally finished. She was definitely going to make herself throw all of that up.

Somehow he must have known her plan because next, he grabbed her jaw and relocated it with a loud snap. She cried out in pain. Then, he strapped a large penis gag in her mouth, preventing her from vomiting or else… She had tried that once with a gag in and it was absolutely disgusting.

She noticed that she felt warm from being full of fluids, so she laid her head back and fell asleep.

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Useless woke up shivering. It was night and the village was quiet. She shivered on the breeding bench, trying to shift her muscles slightly to stretch. She used to love nights in the village. As a pup, she would go with her parents to celebrations and festivals and always marvel at the beautiful twinkling sky. Now she felt nothing but cold.

She didn’t deserve to have those emotions of happiness or love. She was broken, she was Useless. A gust of wind hit her, causing her shivering to increase. She wished an Alpha would come and fuck her so she could get warm again. She took a deep breath and sent out a strong scent of desperation.

She tuned in her hearing on two pairs of footsteps nearby. She was able to hear their conversation.

“-that’s what it’s meant to be used for, son. It doesn’t have feelings besides wanting our Alpha seed. I mean, look at it.” They were getting closer to her.

“I just don’t think I’m ready for this, dad.”

“Of course you are. Everyone is nervous for the first time, but once you do it once, that’s all you’ll ever want to do.” They finally arrived, a father-son duo from what she could make out of the conversation.

“I guess I can try.”

“Good lad. Now go for the ass. I’ll help you out.” The dad went in between her legs. He spit on his hand a couple of times before shoving two fingers into her ass. She was thankful that she had already slick running down her cheeks. He thrusted harder and added a finger, causing her to grit her teeth into the ball gag. Her slick was coming more regularly now due to the Alphas being closer. Stupid biology.

He stopped fucking into her and she deflated. This would hurt with that little prep.

“She’ll be nice and tight for you, son. Go ahead and take out that monster cock you’re gonna give her.” The son obeys and pulls out a huge cock. It would tear her up for sure. It had to be at least 7 inches soft. “Go to its mouth and use it to get hard.”

The son obeys again and takes off her gag before shoving his flaccid dick into her mouth. She uses her tongue to give him some encouragement. This was all she was good for now, just wormholes for Alphas. He moaned above her and grabbed her head, thrusting in. He hardened quickly, proving that he was indeed a novise.

“That’s good! Now come where I’m standing.” He pulled out of her mouth and replaced his father between her legs. “Now just ease your way in until she takes you.”

“It’ll fit in that?” The younger one asked, sounding unsure.

“Yes. It will stretch to take you.” The boy began pushing into her. He was unsuccessful at first, but with some advice from his dad, he was able to push the head past her rim, causing her to whimper quietly. He let out a long moan. “Good son, now go all the way in, you still got 8 more inches.” The son doesn’t do it gently, just bringing back his hips and forcing 5 more inches in. That caused her to yelp. He stopped.

“Is she okay?” He asked.

“She’s fine. Just needs another big Alpha cock to dominate her mouth.” She groaned as the dad moved to the front of her, taking out his own massive cock. It was somehow bigger than the sons, already semi-erect. He wasted no time in forcing his way into her throat, moving down her esophagus what felt like a foot before his balls slapped her face. “You see how I did that, son? Just put it all the way in.”

The son did just that, ramming the last couple of inches in until she felt his thighs rest against her but.

“How’s it feel?” The dad asked, starting to fuck her throat.

“It’s so warm and tight. It feels amazing,” he moaned.

“Give it to her good son, don’t hold back. This bitch was made to be a cock sleeve.” He finally pulled out enough to let her suck in air before he rammed his way back down, causing her to gag and choke.

The son started listening to his father's advice, painfully fucking her. She was nothing but a toy in between them. Her body went numb in submission. The son didn’t last long. His knot locked them with a surprised shout from the boy, then he was filling her up with his load. The father on the other hand, didn’t knot her mouth, only came in her throat. Thankfully they didn’t re-gag her or plug her ass, it was just a learning experience for the son. The duo left soon after, probably smelling the storm in the air.

Sure enough, raindrops began falling. They were cold on her warm skin, dripping down her sides. Maybe the breeding bench would get struck by lightning and she would die. She sighed, she wasn’t lucky enough for that. They would probably just shoot her when she got back. Useless knew that her time was coming. She couldn’t even crawl anymore because she was so weak.

She shivered as the rainfall quickened, completely soaking her. Who knows, maybe this storm would end up killing her. Her stomach suddenly growled and she whimpered as a hunger pain overtook her again. She accepted the pain and went numb from the cold. Finally, she fell asleep.

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Useless woke up to something being pressed to her lips. She opened on instinct, waiting for someone's cock to be shoved down her throat. Instead something sweet was pushed into her mouth. She opened her eyes, confused by what was happening. There was a woman in front of her. She sniffed the air to find that she was also an omega.

“Eat,” the woman simply said. Useless obeyed and started chewing. It tasted like some kind of sweet bread. Useless moaned at the taste, not having had any kind of decent food in so long. The woman gave her another small piece and she accepted it gladly. She was starving and the bread tasted like heaven. The woman kept feeding her until they both smelt an Alpha in the air.

“T-thank y-ou,” Useless said, her voice was rough and she was surprised she even remembered the language and sounds it took to form the word. She hadn’t spoken in so long. The woman gave her a sad smile before she rushed away.

The Alpha appeared from around the corner a minute later. Useless could tell he was from high society because of his formal wardrobe. Surprisingly, he paused at seeing her. One of her previous owners had been from high society and she knew they didn’t have public breeding benches in their part of town. Every Alpha has their personal slaves they used for sex. In the lower part of town, the part they were in now, not many had the funds to buy a slave unless they were broken like she was.

She smelt anger in the air and tried to make herself appear smaller. Unfortunately, it didn’t work. The Alpha came to her and fists were raining down on her body in a matter of seconds. She couldn’t defend herself at all, so she lay still just letting her body be his punching bag.

She screamed as she felt one of her ribs crack. Then he targeted her face.

“You dumb Omega bitch. You’re just a useless fucking whore. Can’t do anything right,” he screamed at her. Unfortunately, this was not uncommon. Alphas would be upset at their slaves and beat her in the slave's place. Blessedly, one of the punches just above her brow made her see stars and pass out.

She woke up to being fucked again. Her body was in agony and every breath made her feel like there was a sledge hammer being driven into her chest. Before he could finish, she passed out again.

Useless was somewhat aware when she was unstrapped from the bench and carried back into the Auction house. She could hear the screaming of the next girl being strapped to the bench. She was dropped on the cold floor of the tiny cell she was given before she went under again.

When she woke up next, she was a little more aware. There was a small tray with some bread, mush, and a small cup of water on it. She immediately sat up, wincing at the pain in her ribs and drank half of the water. Then, she scarfed her meal down and finished the rest of the water.

It wasn’t nearly enough to satisfy her hunger, but at least it would give her some energy. She laid down on her side in a fetal position. She knew that the guards would come in and use her whenever they saw fit, although she was one of the ugliest ones there. Regardless of all the sleep she had gotten, she was easily able to sink under once again.

Useless woke up to her cell door being opened. A guard came in and scooped her up off the floor, carrying her out. She was taken to the washroom where they let her empty her bowels and then hosed her down like a dog. They gave her a few cold enemas in both holes before taking her back to her cell. There must be an auction coming up or a buyer coming in to browse the stalk.

A different guard took her back to her cell, shoving her roughly in.

“Guess what, whore? If you’re not bought today, then you’re going to be put down like the bitch you are. So you better impress a buyer,” the guard sneered. Surprisingly, Useless only felt relief at the statement, not fear. Her suffering would finally end. Tears of joy formed in her eyes and rolled down her face. There was no way anyone would want to buy her. Her holes were loose and her health was life-threatening.

She curled up on her side again, facing the open part of her cell. She was actually excited to die. Any afterlife, even hell, would be better than this. She would finally be free.

It was about an hour later when she smelt the first Alpha. He glanced in her cell and kept walking like he hadn’t seen her. The next Alpha did the same, followed by two more. The fourth one paused at her cell and stuck his hand through the bars. Useless knew what was expected of her, so she tried to roll up onto all fours and failed. She tried again and finally succeeded. She shakily made her way over to the hand and inserted herself on his fingers. It hurt as usual, she wasn’t wet at all. He withdrew his hand immediately and wiped it on her ass before walking away. Useless slumped down on the ground again, not having the strength to stay in position.

More Alphas came and went and with each one, Useless grew more and more…. Happy? Was that the right word? She didn’t know. She hadn’t felt that emotion in so long, it felt completely foreign to her. There was a good type of pressure on her chest, besides her broken ribs, it made her feel kind of light.

She felt a pair of eyes burning into her back.

“How old is this one?” came a voice from behind her.

“28, it presented early at 13, then was sold into the system. You don’t want it though. Can’t reproduce or even go into heat. We actually named it Useless because the damn whore can’t do anything,” another voice said, probably a handler. The handler said she was 28 now, the last time she was told her age was when she was 25. That means she had been in this living hell for 3 years.

“I want to see her,” the other said.

“Yes, sir. Get up, Useless!” the handler yelled, kicking her back through the bars. Useless had to try a couple of times before she was able to get up on all fours, black spots clouding her vision.

“Present,” the handler said. She let her chest and face hit the floor before spreading her cheeks. “See, sir. Look how loose her holes are. Trust me, we have much better Omegas for you here,” the handler said, shoving his shoe partially into her pussy. He pulled it out a minute later. “Clean me up,” he commended.

Useless sluggishly moved around and licked his boot clean of her juices, keeping her eyes down. She felt a soft touch on her head and flinched away, expecting to be beaten again. The hand came back though and lifted her chin until she accidentally made eye contact with the Alpha. He was attractive, as most of them were, but what struck her were his crystal blue eyes and the fact that he was crouched down in a squatting position.

She quickly lowered her own eyes to his chin, her heart pounding. She was sure she reeked of fear and sex. ‘Please don’t buy me, please don’t buy me,’ she found herself repeating in her head. Her breaths were coming faster and faster, from the burning touch of the Alpha. She could feel his heavy gaze on her, inspecting her face and grotesque condition.

Then he muttered three words that would forever change her life.

“I’ll take her.”

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Useless stayed still in shock for a second until she bolted away from his hand.

“No, no, no, no,” she said to herself, curling up on her side again.

“What did you just say slut?” The handler asked from behind her. “Did you just say no? You don’t get to say no you ungrateful bitch,” he sneered. Before she knew it, he was inside the cell and kicking her bony back.

“That's enough,” came the calm voice of the Alpha from outside her cell. The handler had only gotten about three kicks in, but he paused. “I will discipline her properly when I take her home,” the Alpha continued.

“Yes, sir. Understood,” the handler said, leaving her cell and closing it up. She stayed in position, wheezing in pain and sobbing in disappointment. “I’ll have my men get her ready for you while you fill out some paperwork.”

“I don’t want to see a single extra bruise on her,” the Alpha said, surprising Useless.

“I’ll make sure to tell them, sir,” the handler sneered. She could hear them walking away and started crying harder. She was so close, so close to ending this.

She was suddenly grabbed and dragged out of her cell. She was roughly hosed down again with cold water and actually washed with some cheap soap. It took care of the first coat of grime, but not nearly all of it. She still felt disgusting when it was all over.

They put a black thong and bikini top on her, the traditional uniform for a female Omega. The men cursed when the items were too big on her and kept falling from her starved body. They just sneered, saying it was good enough for her and she was lucky to get any coverings at all.

A leash was clipped to her tight collar, then she was forced to crawl. She struggled to keep up with the pace, her chest and ribs hurt and she was painfully wheezing by the time her leash was handed to her new Master.

The Alpha picked her up bridal style, and she subconsciously snuggled into his chest, basking in the glorious contact without inflicting pain. He brought her outside and into a large, decorative carriage. He was definitely from high society then. Why would he want her though? Useless was well… useless. Unless he wanted a punching bag, which was the most likely scenario.

The Alpha set her down in the carriage, and she immediately curled up in the floor space. The small space was confining, but somehow it felt right. The Alpha opened the other door and sat on the other side without a word. Useless was scared, but she didn’t attempt to move because the Alpha hadn’t given her any commands. The carriage jerked slightly as the horses started trotting.

Useless flinched as she felt something being placed over her. And it took her a full minute of pure panic to realize that the thing wasn’t hurting her. She cracked open her eyes to see that it was the jacket the Alpha had been wearing. It was probably just meant to cover her smelliness, but it also provided a little warmth to her cold body.

She wanted to thank the Alpha but was afraid of speaking out of turn. She was only to speak when spoken to. Seen, but not heard. Slave rules were coming back to her slowly. It had been a long time since she’d had a Master.

The events of the day were finally catching up to Useless, so she drifted off to sleep.

She woke up when the carriage stopped. Years of small conditioned sleep made her hyper-aware of her surroundings, even when she was sleeping. The Alpha got up and exited the carriage. Useless stayed put, not knowing what to do. The Alpha hadn’t said a word to her.

The door behind her was suddenly opened, and she was grabbed and gathered up into warm arms. It was lightly raining, but the distant sound of thunder meant that a storm was coming. The Alpha appeared to live on a large plantation. She only looked at what she could see in her field of vision, too afraid to move her head.

The Alpha entered the main house and went up two flights of stairs to the third level of the house. It was easily the nicest place she’d ever been in. The Alpha went into a beautiful bedroom and straight into a washroom that was connected to it. There was a grand bathtub and next to that, there was an open stall with a long hose protruding from the wall. There was another door that she assumed led to a toilet and a large vanity in the corner. He set her in the open stall. It took her a minute to get her balance, thankfully her legs held out wobbling slightly.

“Strip,” he commanded. Useless immediately obeyed. She realized that she still had the Alphas coat draped over her bony shoulders, so she took that off first, folding it neatly and placing it on the ground. Then she took off the scraps covering her as fast as she could.

“Kneel,” the Alpha said. She dropped to her knees wincing at the pain in her bones. She wasn’t surprised when he took out his cock, but she was definitely surprised by how big it was. She opened her mouth and tried to relax her throat.

“No,” he said gently. He grabbed her jaw and closed it, earning a violent flinch. “Sorry about this, I have a thing with smells. Close your eyes,” he said. Useless was stunned for a minute. Did he just say… sorry?

Her thoughts were interrupted when a stream of warmth came down on her. The Alpha was pissing on her. She closed her eyes and relaxed into it, letting the warmth run down her body. The smell wasn’t pleasant, but if it made her Master happy, then she didn’t mind. He was aiming it at her head and collar mostly, probably wanting to get her to smell better.

She knew that Alpha's scenes were stronger than hers, but most Alphas didn’t care how she smelled because all she was good for was taking knots.

The warmth felt great, and she imagined how good it would feel to bathe in the bathtub with Master. She assumed he would probably want a cock sleeve when he was bathing, so hopefully, she’d get to go in the warm bath with him. He must have been holding it for a while because he didn’t stop pissing until she was completely drenched and kneeling in a puddle of it. She glanced up as he put himself away, grabbed the hose, and turned it on.

She flinched as the spray hit her, expecting it to be cold. To her surprise, it was actually warm. She stayed still as he rinsed her body and her hair. He even went as far as to put a hand over her eyes so she wouldn’t get water in them. She tried to drink some of the liquid gold, but the Alpha stopped her by gently tsking her and closing her mouth.

Once she was rinsed, he grabbed a rag from under the vanity and put a very generous amount of soap on it. Then he set to work scrubbing down her body. This part was hard for Useless. Every touch sent a spike of panic through her, especially since he wasn’t being gentle about it. Every injury he went over caused her to jerk back or flinch, and she was terrified that she was going to get punished for it.

He continued roughly washing her, making her body sudsy. She was amazed to see her actual skin for once. It was pretty tan from her time outside on the breeding bench, but also sickly looking. Not to mention she was covered in horrid scars. There were a lot of burn marks on her stomach from cigars and fire and whip marks lined her back. Not to mention the small cuts she carried from her previous Master who was definitely a sadist. He cut her just to watch her bleed.

She was grounded again, and audibly winced as he went over her ribs and back. There were definitely some broken bones from her beating. The Alpha who had beat her on the bench had broken some of them, and even though she had only been kicked three times in her back at the pound, her bones were no match for it. She knew her face was badly battered up because she could barely see through one of her eyes. There was only one word to describe her appearance, ugly. She didn’t know what this Alpha wanted from her being as useless as she was.

His harsh scrubbing in a way did feel good. She had so much dirt and bodily fluids on her that he had to keep getting more and more soap. She closed her eyes as he scrubbed at her injuries and grimy face. Then, he put soap in her hair, scrubbing her scalp harshly and running it through her matted hair. Finally, when she felt like one soapy, big bubble, he rinsed her off again. The water was a brown color as it came off of her body and ran into the drain.

He walked around her, making sure all the soap was off before turning off the water. Useless finally felt clean. She reveled in the feeling. She hadn’t felt this clean in years. The Alpha pulled her to her feet and dried her off with a fluffy gray towel. When she was adequately dry, the Alpha left and came back with an actual shirt. It was just a white undershirt, but it would cover her.

He put it on her, then lifted her up on his hip. Useless felt like a small pup in this position. The Alpha was holding her like one would hold a pup. They left the room and went back down to the main level. The Alpha went into a room with a large table and set her down.

“Kneel by my chair,” he stated. Useless wobbled over to the chair he gestured to and knelt beside it. The Alpha sat in the chair and a chiming sound echoed in the room. Useless quickly glanced up to find that it was a small bell.

A couple of minutes of silence later, someone came through the doors. Useless didn’t look up to see because she felt eyes on her, but the smell of food wafted through the air. She jerked up at the smell, and her stomach let out a loud roar. She knew the Alpha had to have heard it, and once again she cursed her body for not being some sort of machine that didn’t need food. Life would be easier if she were a robot who didn’t need things to survive. There would be so much less pain.

A touch to her head caused her to flinch out of her daydream. She realized she had somewhat collapsed against her Master’s chair and immediately sat up again. Suddenly there was food in front of her. Her Master was holding a piece of something in his hand. She didn’t hesitate to eat it.

It was some sort of meat, but the flavor exploded in her mouth. She chewed a few times and savored the succulent taste.

“Good girl,” the Alpha praised, as she licked his fingers clean of the juice. She paused, not sure how to reply. She wasn’t a good girl. No one had ever called her that. She was just a worthless slut… she was useless.

More food was offered down to her, this time it was dry bread. It was chewy, yet soft, and sweet tasting. He fed her many small pieces of meat and bread before he offered her a cup. She drank from it and realizing it was water, kept drinking until she had to breathe. The brothel had only allowed her to drink as much as she could before she had to breathe some weeks.

“You can finish it,” the Alpha said. She obeyed and chugged the rest of it. She felt…. Full? Her stomach felt uncomfortable from the feeling. “Stay,” he commanded, standing up and leaving the room. He came back a couple of minutes later with two large, clear packs and a large white roll.

He set the items on the table, then picked her up by her armpits. The gesture was oddly parental and made her feel like a child. He set her on the chair he had been in.

“Arms up. This will be cold,” he said. She hesitantly and painfully lifted her arms. She couldn’t lift them very high, but it was enough to expose her ribs, which she had been clutching tightly. He gently pressed the white pack over the shirt, against her ribs, and it did feel cold. He used the white wrappings and wrapped them around her midsection, securing the ice tightly against her. Then, he did the same with the other ice pack on her back. The cold was almost painful, but it helped numb the constant sharp pain.

He picked her up again and went back up to the room they were in before. He set her down on the bed.

“Present,” he commanded. Useless immediately obeyed, shoving her ass in the air and pulling apart her cheeks. He walked around the room for a minute, giving Useless time to go numb. “This may burn a little,” the Alpha said, getting on the bed behind her. She flinched as she felt his hand on her vagina. He had some sort of cream on his fingers, and he was rubbing it around her entrance. She prayed to the gods that it wasn’t ginger oil.

It only burned a little as he pressed one of his fingers into her. He coated her insides with the cream before moving to her asshole and going the same.

“They tore you up pretty good, but this cream should help make you nice and tight again. Along with this,” the Alpha mumbled. Useless didn’t have time to comprehend his words before she felt the Alpha’s tongue in her cunt. It felt so wrong to feel pleasure during anything sexual, especially when it involved an Alpha.

She knew that Alphas had something in their saliva that helped with healing, but it had rarely ever been used to help her. She wasn’t worthy of pleasure or anything the Alpha offered besides his cock. She tried to move, but she felt the Alphas hands lockdown on her hips, keeping her weak body in place.

Thankfully he didn’t do it long, just coating her cunt and ass in his saliva before moving away. She stayed in position, swaying slightly. She heard him sigh behind her.

“Get under the covers and lay down,” he commanded. Useless did as she was told. “Stay,” the Alpha commanded, disappearing into the bathroom. Useless finally let out a long breath. She felt as comfortable as she had been in years. The bed felt so soft and the pillow was amazing. She desperately tried to keep her heavy eyes open, but in the end, she failed and finally fell asleep.

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She was running in a beautiful green meadow. There were yellow flowers all around her mixed in with the knee-high grass. Her fingers skimmed along each blade as she ran. She could hear the birds singing their song above her, and see the white puffy clouds dancing across the blue sky. She took a breath in and smelled the sweetness of the yellow flowers mixed with the mossy trees. It felt like paradise… until a figure appeared from out of the tree line.

It was a huge purple monster. The beast looked to be a mix between a dog and a man. It had a chilled human-like chest covered in purple fur, but the face resembled that of a bloodhound with sharp teeth and red eyes. The worst part was the monster cock it had in between its legs. It had to be at least 5 feet long and it was rock hard. The beast looked hungrily at her and she knew what it wanted. She turned and ran, knowing that it would be her end. 

She sprinted as fast as she could, but it wasn’t fast enough. The creature tackled her, pinning her to the ground easily. It spun her around and started pushing its cock in. Useless screamed at the top of her lungs, blood was pouring out of her as the creature continued pushing it further and further in. She felt like she was going to throw up. It kept rising and rising, and she realized that it was his cock making its way up her throat. 

She gagged and heaved as the monster continued pushing into her until it finally breached her throat and came out of her mouth. Her whole body was speared on it. She couldn’t breathe or move. She felt her body being torn in half as it finally ended. She screamed around the cock again as she felt herself finally die. 

Useless woke up coughing, struggling to breathe. She couldn’t seem to get her breath back no matter how hard she tried. The Alpha sat up next to her in bed. That set her off and the next thing she knew, she landed hard on the floor crying out as the impact joggled her broken bones. She immediately got in a fetal position, rocking lightly back and forth, bracing for the kicks to come. When nothing came, she relaxed slightly and focused on her breathing, hugging herself tightly. After what felt like an hour, but was probably only ten minutes, she had herself back under control. She stayed on the ground for a good ten more minutes, just rocking herself back and forth, trying to calm her racing heart. 

When she finally had the strength to move, she got to her knees and looked on the bed. The Alpha had thankfully gone back to sleep. She would probably be punished tomorrow and certainly didn’t want to risk waking him up again, so she settled on spending the rest of the night on the floor. That was where she belonged anyways. 

She crammed herself in the space between one of the nightstands and the bed. It almost felt like a hug. With all sides of her surrounded, she felt cautiously safe; however, the rest of the night was spent with her drifting off for a while and jerking herself awake again. Somewhere near dawn, she finally fell asleep once again. 

Useless woke up to the feeling of being watched. She opened an eye to see that the Alpha was staring at her. He was far away enough not to be an immediate threat for now, but he looked amused. 

“What on Earth are you doing in there, goofball?” He asked, chucking a little. Useless didn’t know how to respond. The Alpha closed the space in between them and grabbed her arms, pulling her up and out of her spot. She dropped to her knees and got in her punishment position.

“Why do you deserve punishment?” The Alpha asked. She tried to say something, but nothing came out. 

“E-I wa-wake you,” She stuttered, her throat dry. She hasn’t had to speak in so long. She was ashamed of her insolence. She couldn’t even speak. She was so fucking useless. 

“Aww sweetie, you can speak. I know that was just an accident. I know that you didn’t mean to wake me. I think spending the night on the floor was punishment enough.” Useless looked up, feeling confused once again. “Come on.” He pulled her up to her knees and unwrapped the ice packs from her body, leaving on the shirt. “You can go potty, then we can eat,” he stated. 

The Alpha picked her up again and brought her back to the bathroom. He set her down in the open stall. 

“You can go over the drain,” he said. Useless did as he instructed, squatting over the drain and releasing her full bladder. She didn’t feel embarrassed, as this was normal for her. He picked her up again and brought her down to the eating room. He rang the bell. 

“Now that you’re settled in a little, I’m going to go over some rules. You are to call me Daddy or Alpha, nothing else. Understood?” He asked. Useless nodded. 

“One more thing. You are to use your words. I know it may be difficult at first, but the more you speak, the easier it will become. Can you do that?”

“Yas, da-daddy,” Useless replied, unsure of herself. 

“Good girl,” he praised, reaching towards her. She flinched as his hand touched her hair, but he just rested his hand there. He moved slightly and started petting her. It felt strange, but she didn’t exactly hate it. “I forgot to ask, what is your name?” Alpha asked from above her. 

“Useless,” she replied, the only real word she had spoken in the last couple of years. His hand paused in her hair. 

“I mean your real name,” he said. Useless thought about it for a minute. There was a blurred image of her mother, a memory. Her lips were moving, but Useless couldn’t hear the sounds coming out. She shuddered. She’d been called a lot of things, but she didn’t even remember who she really was. 

“I don’ know,” she quietly answered. She was so Useless, she didn’t even know her real fucking name. 

“Well, I’m not going to call you that awful name. Your new name is going to be…” he seemed to think about it for a minute. “Audra.” Useless thought about it, she didn’t even know what that meant. She had never been called that as an insult, so she assumed it might be a regular name. She didn’t have too much time to think about it before someone entered the room with food. She knew by the smell and prayed that Daddy would give her some. 

Her wish was thankfully granted, and he set a bowl of some brown mush in front of her. She smelled the brown mush and was surprised to smell the sweetness. She scooped some up with her tongue since she wasn’t given a spoon. It tasted really good. It wasn’t too chewy but tasted delicious. She lightly moaned at the taste. 

“Do you like oatmeal, baby girl?” Alpha chuckled from above her. She didn’t answer, enjoying her food. “Audra.” He warned, nudging her lightly with his foot. Useless paused, worried she’d already messed this up. Wait, she had to answer him. 

“Yas, Alpha,” she said. This had to be the best thing Useless had eaten in years. She ate the entire bowl, even licking it clean. She closed her eyes, savoring in the taste and having a full stomach. It got even better when he offered down a cup. She drank from it with no hesitation, finding that it was water. She felt so thankful.

“Th-thank you, Alpha,” she said, feeling the need to express gratitude. She hoped maybe she would get more food later if she used her words. 

“Good girl. You’re welcome,” he beamed above her. Useless didn’t know how to react to the small praise. The phrase made a warm feeling arise in her chest, she didn’t dwell on it though, it would probably all end soon enough. The Alpa finished his food. “Stay,” he commanded as he left the room again. Useless stayed perfectly in position until he came back holding fresh ice packs. He lifted her in the chair again and rewrapped them around her. 

“Hopefully that will help with the swelling. The vet was booked until next week so we’ll have to make due until then,” he said, finishing up the wrappings. Useless didn’t know how to respond so she stayed silent. “Now, I need to write some letters and get some work done. Do you know how to warm a cock?”

“Yes, Alpha.” 

“Good, that will be your duty for the afternoon.” 

“Thank you for ge-giving me use, Alpha,” she replied, her training beginning to come back to her. It had been years since she had been formally trained as an Omega. Her use  for the last few years was just being a set of holes. She was good at that. 

“Anytime baby girl. Come along to the office now,” he said, standing up. She jumped out of the chair and crawled after him, into an office space, thankfully on the same floor. He sat in the chair and she went under the desk. He already had his semi-hard cock out and waiting. She got on her knees and gently took it in her mouth guiding it to the back of her throat at a comfortable spot. She hadn’t had to do this since she was sold to the pound. 

Her neck and jaw were starting to hurt after about an hour. The Alpha hadn’t spoken a word to her, but she could hear the scribbling of a pen on the desk. She had drool dripping down her chest, soaking the top of the shirt. She carefully stretched out her neck, moving it side to side with only a small movement of her mouth. There was a light touch to her head and she flinched, expecting to be punished for seeking some relief. He only pushed her head to the side, so it was resting against the inside of his thigh. The position change brought immediate relief to her neck. 

Surprisingly, his hand stayed there playing with her short hair. She was tense for a long time, very conscious of the hand on her head. Her body finally gave into it probably a half-hour later, and she relaxed into the position, letting out a light sigh.

“Good girl,” the Alpha said from above her, still petting her hair. She was confused again. Why would he call her good? She was bad. She was a bad Omega bitch who couldn’t do anything right. This Alpha was confusing. She escaped into her mind and went on drone mode, only semi-conscious of what was going on around her. She stayed in that zone for a little while, just existing. She wasn’t sure how long it had been when he called her back. She blinked awake, not sure what he had said. She looked up, worried that she had missed something. He was looking at her expectantly. She panicked, what did he say?

“Anytime, slut,” he said. She knew what that meant. She started sucking him off, locking her mouth around him and bobbing her head. She had gotten very skilled at blowjobs over the course of her life. That was the only thing people would compliment her on, on rare occasions. The Alpha moaned above her as she used her tongue to caress the sensitive underside of his cock. 

Once he grew to what she assumed was his full length, she lightly grabbed his knees and used them to push his cock into her throat. He held her head in place for a second, and she let him have control. She was more used to it this way. He gladly took over and started roughly fucking her throat. She only gagged twice before he came down her throat. She swallowed it all, choking it down. 

“Good girl,” said, breathing heavy. She thoroughly cleaned off his cock when he released her head and held his soft member in her mouth again, resting her head on his other thigh this time. “You may relax,” he said after a minute. She paused, did that mean to stop? She wasn’t sure, but she dried his cock the best she could and then released it from her mouth. Her jaw ached, but it wasn’t as bad as when she dislocated it to take knots. 

She shuddered when he rested his hand on her head and started petting her again. He guided her head back against his leg again. The touch was so strange, yet it comforted her. She relaxed against him much quicker this time, leaning into the touch. This was… nice? She thought that was the right word. 

“Let Daddy take care of you,” he hummed above her. She felt strangely content. She had rarely been petted like this, and it made her omega happy. She felt exhausted from the simple act of being a cock warmer, so she couldn’t help it as her eyes slipped closed, and she fell asleep. 

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She woke to him standing up. It felt like she hadn’t been sleeping long. She followed him out of the office and into the food place. There had to be a word for it that she couldn’t remember. She kneeled by his chair, feeling slightly dizzy from the short crawl. She was upset that a couple of good meals had not cured her immediately.

The Alpha rang the bell and the food was brought out. He fed her from his hand again. There was delicious meat and some sweet fruit that made her practically moan. There were also some small, crunchy, and salty things that made her mouth dry. She felt like she was in heaven in this place. The food was amazing, and she had not been beaten yet by the Alpha, even though she only knew it was a matter of time.

She ate everything he gave her and drank more water at the end. Then, he replaced the ice packs again. Her ribs had not been bothering her that much besides a slight throbbing pain. The ice helped numb them tremendously.

“Do you know how to read?” The Alpha asked, taking her by surprise. He had just finished wrapping her ribs again. She paused. He was talking to her? She looked around to make sure there was no one else in close proximity.

“Only the ba-asics, Alpha,” she said, sounding out the difficult word. Useless was actually an alright reader. She was surprised she remembered that skill after so long, but not many other skills.

“Good. I think reading aloud can help with your speech. I will choose a book out and you can read me part of it while I work,” he said. Useless froze. This was a trick. Omegas weren't supposed to be educated or know how to read unless they were very wealthy. Would he beat her if she messed up, or even if she just showed she could read? She was doomed either way.

“What’s wrong, Audra?” He asked. She immediately neutralized her face. Her new name was still so foreign. It wasn’t connected with her yet enough for her to identify with it. She hesitated to answer, not wanting to be punished.

“Ar-article three, sec-secshion four,” she quietly replied. Useless knew the rules, from a young age they were forced into her head. She had an odd capacity to remember everything she read. She could just picture it in her head and knew what it said on each page.

There was a document she read a long time ago called the Declaration of Alpha/Beta/Omega Rights. In that document, she could see it clearly in her head, it listed out what Omegas were and most were not allowed to do. In the section she had mentioned there was a clause about Omegas’ education.

“What?” The Alpha asked, cocking his head to the side. Useless thought he looked handsome like that. She felt her face flush. She shouldn’t have said anything and just listened to the Alpha. God she was so dumb.

“The De-cler-ation of Alpha, Beta, and Omega Rights,” she said. He looked shocked for a minute. Would he beat her for showing her limited intelligence?

“You know it?” He asked.

“A little, Alpha,” she replied.

“That’s impressive,” he said. She blushed, bowing her head.

“Thank you, Alpha,” she said.

“I give you my permission to read and write at your leisure,” he replied. Leisure? What did that mean? “What’s wrong now?” He sighed. She bowed her head, ashamed that she had accidentally let her confusion shift into her scent.

“Le-aisure?” She asked, trying to sound out the word.

“Oh. Leisure. Well, the phrase ‘at your leisure’ just means ‘at your choosing’ or discretion,” he clarified.

“Thank you, Alpha,” she said. She was surprised he didn’t hit or mock her for her incompetence. He stood and walked to his office again. Useless followed.

“Go sit by my chair,” he said, moving to a large bookshelf on the other side of the room. Useless crawled to the chair and sat by it. She couldn’t remember proper sitting procedures, which made her slightly worried. She chose to sit on her butt, with her knees pulled into her chest in case he decided to start kicking her.

He walked around her a minute later, holding a thin book. He held it out to her. She hesitantly took it. The Alpha gave her this to use! She couldn’t believe it. Things like books were too good for her.

“Are you okay, Audra?” he asked. Useless looked up and realized she was crying.

“Yes, Alpha. I-I’m sorry.” She said, wiping her face. Why was she reacting this way?! She hated her Omega and all of its stupid emotions right now.

“It’s okay, baby. I know this all must be overwhelming,” he said, sitting in his chair.

“I-It’s a lot, Alpha,” she admitted. She did feel overwhelmed. The Alpha was so smart, he already knew everything about her. She didn’t understand why he was being so kind. He was obviously smart, so why did he treat her like a…. like a person? She was a useless Omega. She was so confused.

“You can start when you’re ready,” the Alpha said, resting his hand on her head. It caused her to flinch, but she relaxed quickly. She looked at the cover.

“Li-ittle R-ed R-ri-rid-ing H-hood,” she sounded out. She remembered this story. She opened the cover to a little cartoon picture of a girl with a red cloak on. “W-once u-up-upon a t-time there w-was a little g-girl ca-alled Little Red Riding Hood,” she said.

“Good job, baby. Keep going,” he said, scratching her scalp. She moved to the next page.

“W-one d-day the hu-unts-man c-came over to her c-ottage. He t-old her that her gr-and-ma was s-sick.” She kept reading the pages, words coming easier and easier to her.

The Alpha kept petting and encouraging her the whole way through the book. Her Omega felt so happy and cared for, like never before. Once she finished, she sucked him off again and warmed his cock for a while.

She was resting her eyes when he finally pulled out and put himself away. She could see it was getting darker outside now. He stood up.

“Come on, time for dinner,” he said. Useless could already smell it in the air. Some sort of rich scent that made her stomach growl in agreement.

“Yes, Alpha,” she said, following him to the eatery. No, that wasn’t right either. It was beginning to really bother her that she didn’t know the name of this room. She kneeled next to him as he sat down. He petted her hair again and rang the bell.

The person came in again and neared the table. Useless snuck a peek at the person this time. She hadn’t been punished yet for not keeping her head down, so maybe it was okay? The server was wearing white and was a male. She sniffed the air and found he was a beta. So he must be legally employed by the Alpha. She wondered how many people worked in the house. He left the tray in front of the Alpha and left the room, not even glancing at her.

To her surprise, the Alpha set down a whole bowl full of steaming brown stew in front of her. She sniffed at it and it smelled amazing, rich, and salty, making her mouth water. She glanced up at the Alpha for permission to eat.

“Go ahead, baby,” he said, already eating his own food. Useless bent forward and started slurping it up with her tongue. She moaned at the delicious taste. The Alpha chuckled above her. There were thick chunks of some sort of meat, as well as potatoes, and veggies. It was the best thing she had ever eaten. The food kept getting better and better here. It was so different from the oatmeal, yet she still enjoyed it a lot. There were so many flavors and textures, it was exploding in her mouth.

She ate the entire thing, practically chugging it down and licking the bowl clean. She sat up once she was finished and cleaned her face using her hands and tongue. The Alpha took longer to eat, but she didn’t mind waiting. She felt warm and full, and wanted to thank the Alpha properly. She tried to remember the right phrasing to use since he wanted her to talk.

Her heart started to loudly thud. She didn’t want to speak first, so she would have to wait until he said something to start.

“I take it that it was good?” The Alpha asked, from above her. It still baffled her that he was actually talking to her, like a person, not just giving her commands.

“Yes, Alpha. Thank you for a-allowing me to eat. Please u-use my holes to pleasure yourself. I want y-your big knot to f-fill me up,” she said, happy she was getting better at talking. The Alpha stayed quiet for a minute, giving Useless time to get very nervous she had said the wrong thing.

“Are you sure, baby? Daddy doesn’t want to hurt you,” he said.

“Yes, Alpha,” she replied, nodding her head. It was the only thing she was good for anyways, he could knot her up as much as he wanted and she wouldn’t get pregnant.

“What a good girl you are,” he purred, suddenly standing and picking her up. She didn't understand again why she was “good” for offering herself, that was an expectation, not an option. He had one arm around her back and the other under her knees, so she rested against his chest. He brought her to the bedroom and sat her on the bed. He took off the ice packs and the large shirt he had put on her before, leaving her completely naked.

He frowned at her for a second, staring at her midsection. She looked down to the dark blue and purple bruises that covered her extended rib cage and the many scars that littered her body. He wasn’t supposed to look at that side. She quickly turned over on her knees and presented herself to him.

He began to undress, she could hear his clothes hitting the floor. The bed dipped behind her as he got on. He gently repositioned her on her back again. This was oddly intimate. A handsome Alpha leaning down over her, sitting between her legs. Most of the time, they just took out their cock and shoved it into her, still fully clothed while she was naked. The Alpha produced a black strip of cloth from the bed beside him, and she let him tie it around her head, leaving her in darkness. She whimpered, she hated the dark. Bad things always happened when she was left in the dark. If it was what her Alpha wanted, then it would be okay though.

A kiss caught her off guard. She had never been kissed before. She didn’t know how to move her mouth, as the Alpha moved his. Then she felt his tongue in her mouth. She didn’t hate it, but it was certainly weird. She felt awkward, unsure of what to do with the kiss. She had thought it was only something between mated pairs or lovers. She wasn’t fit to be anyone’s mate, so it was confusing. This Alpha in general was confusing.

She tensed up as her collar was released and the sharp prongs that were inserted in her neck were removed. She took a second to rotate her free neck. The Alpha had paused his pursuit. She heard him growl loudly, and she felt his hand on her scent gland and tensed again.

“What happened?” He asked, brushing his fingers over the marred skin over her scent gland. She didn’t want to relive it, but she had to obey.

“When I was li-ittlle, I was stupid and used to resist and f-fight them. I didn’t know my place. The burns were a pu-punishm-ment for ha-arming an Alpha who was using me,” She said. It was the worst pain she had ever felt in her life, as they held her down and used a machine that breathed fire to burn her neck. She shivered just thinking about it. She was only 14, maybe 15 when it happened, but she had deserved it for hurting an Alpha, although her younger self didn’t see it that way.

It had erased her scent for years, and it still was never as strong as it used to be. It was one of the reasons she had been so popular in the beginning, because the Alpha’s could never smell her fear, anxiety, or worry. The Alpha was still gently touching the area, and she didn’t know why. Her neck had already been sensitive before, now it was even more so. His hand suddenly left her and was replaced by his tongue.

Useless jerked, completely surprised. She tried to breathe normally, but all she could think about was how much she didn’t want to be mated. She wouldn’t be able to provide for the Alpha like he deserved. She was Useless, not good enough for an Alpha like him.

“Relax,” the Alpha purred, beginning to kiss and suck on her neck. She couldn’t let herself relax, but she stayed still for him. Once he moved to the other side of her neck, free from damage, it actually started to feel good. She felt herself start to slick. No.. this wasn’t right. She wasn’t supposed to feel pleasure. This wasn’t supposed to be good. Toys don’t have feelings. Toys don’t have feelings. She kept repeating to herself.

Toys don’t have feelings. “Toys don’t have feelings.” The Alpha suddenly stopped.

“What did you say?” He asked, his breath by her ear, giving her goosebumps. She blushed, realizing that she had said that out loud.

‘Toys don’t have feelings, Alpha,” she repeated, trying to control her body.

“You’re right, they don’t. Right now you are not my toy, it’s okay to feel this. I’m giving you my permission to enjoy yourself. That’s what I want,” he said, licking a line up her cheek. She shivered as he suddenly pinned her hands on one of his. Then she felt his other hand tease her slick covered entrance. She relaxed a little more as he pushed in two fingers. This part she knew.

Suddenly, he curled his fingers up, and she couldn’t stop the moan that escaped her. Maybe she didn’t know this part as well as she thought. She moaned loudly, as he continued to stroke that spot and fuck his fingers in and out of her.

Then, he started kissing her neck again. She felt something building within her, an orgasm. She had only had them a couple of times, the majority of them on accident. She wasn’t allowed though, but if he kept up like this, then she would. No, no, no. She escaped into her mind to avoid the pleasure. His strong words broke through her thoughts.

“Cum for me baby,” he said, his husky voice in her ear. It snapped her back into her body and pushed her over the edge. She shuddered and spasmed as it hit her, feeling so good. Feeling this good was strange.

The Alpha gave her a minute before beginning to push his hard length into her. She felt pain from the stretch and was confused. She was usually loose. Then, she remembered the cream he put on her and how he licked her. It must have worked to make her tight again. She let her body go numb, not wanting the pain to ruin how good she felt a minute ago.

The Alpha painfully pinched and twisted her nipples as he fucked her, showing no mercy. His pace was harsh and he finished quickly, knotting inside of her. The stretch hurt, but it was a familiar feeling from her past. The Alpha collapsed over her, breathing heavy, the knot still connecting them. Useless went lax under him. She couldn’t explain why, but his weight on top of her was somewhat comforting. He pulled off the blindfold, but she left her eyes closed.

Once his knot went down he pulled out and got off of her. He reached into a nightstand by the bed and produced a strange metal-looking undergarment of some kind.

“Hips up,” he said. She obeyed and lifted her hips by balancing on her feet. The Alpha put the bottom of the metal thing under her back. “Lay flat,” he commanded. She did, the metal feeling cold under her butt. He locked the thing around her, her cunt was almost surrounded in a circle, then it surrounded her ass and went up around her hips. He locked it with a small pad-lock that rested just below her belly button.

Something hard and thick was suddenly being pushed into her cunt. She whimpered as the thing made its way past her rim and settled inside of her, it felt almost as big as the Alphas cock. The Alpha somehow connected the plug to the belt and locked it into place with a second pad-lock. It left the lips of her pussy smashed between the base of the plug and the ring of the underwear.

“Going to breed you full of pups,” he sleepily said, wrapping himself around her. That's when she realized that the device was meant to keep his cum inside of her. She frowned as she realized this was going to end very badly. She couldn’t get pregnant like that anymore. She was too useless. She couldn’t even reproduce. God he was going to be so disappointed he bought a useless bitch.

She herself begin to cry. She had learned how to do it silently through the years, so she didn’t bother her Master. She felt better when she heard the soft sound of his snoring. She needed to tell him that she was too Useless, and he should just put her down, but she couldn’t speak up to an Alpha like that.

Her Omega forced her to accept his touch and snuggle up next to him. Her back pressed against his front. She cried harder as she knew this was going to end once he found out she was defective. She would never be good enough for any Alpha.

That’s why he was being so kind to her, feeding her and cleaning her, because he thought she could actually fulfill an Omegas purpose. One of her trainers told her once that she shouldn’t even be considered an Omega, just a cockholder. This Alpha wasted money on a useless cockholder, not an Omega.

She was up out of bed before she even realized what she was doing. The plug inside of her caused her to almost waddle as she went down the stairs. She was no good. She couldn’t get pregnant. If he wouldn’t put her down, then she would do it herself. She was nothing. No one would miss her, no one would care that she was gone. She couldn’t serve her purpose, she couldn’t serve her Alpha.

She took a break against one of the pillars, breathing heavily. She wasn’t used to walking. She wasn’t worthy of it, she suddenly realized. She dropped to her knees and crawled into the food room and in the door, the food delivery person came out of. She found herself in a massive kitchen. She started rummaging through the drawers, looking for her desired means of death.

Wait. She couldn’t do this. Her life wasn’t her own. It would be wrong to upset her Alpha like that. He had to decide when she should die. It wasn’t her choice to make. She started crying again as she dropped to the floor, the plug inside of her uncomfortably shifting. She was a failure.

The lights in the kitchen suddenly switched on. She jerked away and looked up to see a man in a blue robe. She tentatively sniffed the air and found he was a Beta. She quickly got to her knees and bowed her head so he wouldn’t see her tears.

“What are you doing in the kitchen?” He asked. She paled. What should she say? She couldn’t lie.

“I- I was just con-confused. But I kn-now my place, Beta,” she stated, her voice wobbling because of the tears. That’s what this room was called.

“I see. Well, I was just going to make some hot chocolate. Would you like one?” He asked. What was hot chocolate, and why was he asking her?

“I-It’s not my place to de-decide, Beta,” she said.

“Well, surely you could have one if I said it was okay?” He said. His bare feet entered her vision on the floor.

“Yes, Beta. Anything you say, Beta,” she replied, hunching in on herself even more. She was in perfect kicking range. He started closing the drawers she had left open.

“Good. Then I say you can have one. You look like you need it,” he said, rummaging around in cabinets above her. She stayed in place, still not sure exactly what he was going to make her do. “Do you know how to put a kettle on?” He asked.

“Yes, Beta,” she said, scrambling up and grabbing the metal pot thing. She went to the sink and filled it with water. Then, she put it on the stove and turned it on. She dropped to her knees, awaiting her next instructions. He came to her again, putting something soft over her.

She looked at her shoulder to find it was the robe he had been wearing.

“You look cold. You can go sit on the couch and warm up if you want,” he said. Useless took it as a command.

“Yea, Beta,” she said. She stood and hurried into the sitting area. She hesitated at the couch. She wasn’t allowed on furniture unless she was getting fucked. She decided to sit in the floor, her back against the leg rest of the couch.

She quickly wiped away her tears. He would probably have her use her mouth unless he had a key to the belt she was wearing. She wasn’t sure if the Alpha liked to share or not. It didn’t matter, she would do as he asked.

She pulled the robe around herself, marveling at the softness of it against her skin. The Beta had a nice scent. Though she didn’t have the right word to describe his smell, she enjoyed it. There was another smell beginning to catch her nose. Something sweet and rich. She almost moaned at the smell. She had never smelled anything so good.

The Beta appeared in the doorway, she lowered her eyes immediately.

“Here,” he said. She looked up and found he was holding a cup in his hand towards her. She hesitantly took it and looked into it. There was a dark liquid with steam coming up from it. She sniffed it to find it was a stronger scent of the smell wafting through the house. Sweet, rich, and definitely way too good for her. He was probably just making her hold it.

He surprisingly sat next to her on the floor, his back also against the couch. He was about a foot away from her, he sipped at his mug.

“That’s for you, you can drink it,” he said. She blinked in surprise. He did say she could have one earlier. She brought it up to her lips and took a small sip. It was so warm, spreading through her body. It tasted like liquid gold. There was suddenly rumbling in her chest as she sighed in contentment. It was a strange noise, and she looked at the Beta’s chest in alarm. Did he drug her? It stopped almost as soon as it started.

“It’s okay. You’re just purring. You’ve never had hot coco have you?” He asked.

“No, Beta. It is del-delicious, thank you,” she said. She took another sip and the rumbling started again. Purring he called it? What a strange word. Pur. She said it a few times in her head. There was silence for a few minutes, she was too immersed in the delicious drink to notice it really.

“Why were you really down here tonight?” He suddenly asked. She tensed.

“I- I just forgot my place, Beta. It won’t happen again,” She said, the steadiness in her voice surprising her.

“What do you mean by that? When you said you were confused earlier?” He continued.

“I just thought I could do su-something and then I remembered I couldn’t,” Useless said, staring into the darkness of the liquid. It was like she was staring into her own soul. Marked so deep it was almost black. There was nothing pure about her. Omega’s were supposed to be pure, not tainted like she was.

“He’s fond of you, you know? The Alpha,” he said. She furrowed her brow. Fond? That word sounded familiar, but she didn’t know what it meant.

“Yes, Beta,” she automatically replied.

“You can call me Cal. I’m the chef here,” he said. She nodded in understanding.

“You’re welcome to come to me if you need anything. I can make you any dish you want anytime,” he said.

“Thank you, Be- Cal,” she replied, finishing her drink.

“Here, I can take your cup. You should probably get back before he notices you’re gone,” Cal said, taking her cup. She nodded and started back up the stairs. She paused and went back into the kitchen.

“Your robe, sir,” she sheepishly said, holding it out to him.

“Oh yes! Thank you,” he replied. She nodded again and hurried out of the room. She went up the stairs and back into the bedroom, only stopping once to take a rest. Then, she quietly crawled back in bed, weaving herself back into the Alpha’s warm arms. She felt better, a lot better. This was just out of her control. She could accept that. She would finally be put down once he figured it out, and that was okay because she knew how hot chocolate tasted. So sweet and rich, despite the darkness of the liquid. Such things were too good for her, yet she wanted to taste it again.

She felt her eyes begin to grow heavy, listening to the Alpha’s heavy breaths. Not many clients held her like this after they used her. It was a nice change. She let her eyes slip closed and nudged herself as close as she could get to his body. Finally, she fell asleep.

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She woke up to her body being jerked back and forth, her pelvis was in pain. She cracked open her eyes to see that the Alpha was above her, harshly using her. She left her hands limp at her side, turning her head to look at the wall beside her.

“Good morning, lovely,” he said, slowing his pace. He kissed the side of her neck that she had exposed, making her flinch. It felt good as he gently kissed and licked the side of her neck. The soft, dare she say loving, touch on her sensitive skin felt good. She hesitantly brought her hand up, around the back of the Alpha’s neck. He growled and started thrusting into her again.

She felt his knot beginning to form and catch on her rim. He suddenly started sucking and lightly biting her nipples. It hurt but felt good at the same time. It was a weird feeling. She arched her back, pushing her body into his. The changed angle felt so much better. She moaned and picked up the pace, hitting deep inside of her.

She moaned again, letting her instincts take over. She had never had sex that felt this good, she was going to enjoy it while it lasted. He growled low in her head, his chest rumbling against her. She had often wondered what growls meant. She learned she could make a sound too, purring, Cal called it. His knot finally caught inside of her and burning liquid filled her insides.

He stilled, crushing her with his weight in that weird, comforting way. She closed her eyes and soaked in his warmth.

“What a lovely way to wake up,” the Alpha cooed above her, licking her neck again. She groaned slightly. “Isn’t it?” He continued.

“Yes, Alpha,” she automatically replied. She groaned as she felt her insides inflating with his seed. It was pushing up, further into her. He finally pulled out of her and replaced the plug, causing her to groan again.

“Do you have to pee-pee?” He asked, picking her up and out of the bed.

“Yes, Alpha,” she said. He set her down and allowed her to do her business, while he went to the giant bathtub and started the water. She finished and kneeled down next to the drain to await instructions. The Alpha took off his sleep-wear and Useless couldn’t help but stare at his muscular figure. His arms, chest, and abdomen were ripped with muscle. That’s probably why he could move her around so easily.

She lowered her eyes before he could see her staring. It was rude.

“Come,” he said. She stood and wobbled over to him. He grabbed her hand, and Useless froze. It felt nice. Someone else's hand in her own. Their fingers intertwined together. She whined. The Alpha gave her a questioning look.

“S-sorry, Alpha,” she said, embarrassed by her stupid Omega reactions. She felt a flush cover her face in embarrassment. The Alpha stepped into the large bathtub, and pulled her in after himself. He sat down and positioned her to sit in between his legs, almost on his lap. She melted into the warm water surrounding her.

Tears made their way down her face as he gently wrapped his arms around her midsection. He rested his jaw on her shoulder and scented her. She was so selfish, she wanted this moment to last forever. She would never be worthy of him though, of his strength and beauty. She was Useless. She was -

“What are you thinking? Your scent is strange,” The Alpha murmured into her ear. She had to tell him the truth. She was okay with being put out of her misery, she knew this behavior was how mates were supposed to act. Gentle sex, food, reading, she wasn’t worthy of any of it.

“I-I can’t get pregnant, Alpha. I don’t remember the last time I had a heat. I- I’m a useless omega,” she started sobbing at the last statement. Saying it aloud helped cement it more in her head. He sighed, tightening his grip around her.

“I know that's what you believe, Audra because that’s what they told you, but it's not true. You can’t go into heat because of how terribly you were treated. Look how I’m holding you now,” he said. She wiped her eyes and looked down into the water. His arms were wrapped around her midsection. His hands were gripping his opposite elbows like he was folding his arms. She didn’t understand what he was saying. “Look how much space you’re taking up,” he tried again.

She flinched and shrunk in on herself further, curling her back.

“I’m sorry, Alpha. I’ll try to be smaller.” She felt herself start to cry again.

“I didn’t mean it like that. I mean you barely take up any space. You’re severely underweight. I’m going to help you get better, so you can get pregnant again.” He was talking to her again like she was a person. It was weird. She had always been skinny, and she was always hungry. How did that affect her ability to get pregnant though?

She thought about it. She had been a little bigger when she first got pregnant. She actually had full breasts then. She felt her small chest. Maybe that was why. Maybe she wasn’t… Useless. She pushed the thought down immediately after thinking it. She was Useless.

“Thank you, Alpha,” she said. She shuddered at the thought of having another pup taken from her. “W-Will we keep them?” She hesitantly asked.

“Of course, baby. I want to settle down with you. Raise a family. Won’t that be great?” He asked, kissing her bare neck. It still felt strange having a free neck. She raised her hands and felt the burns along her neck. “Audra?”

“Yes, Alpha.” The Alpha poured warm water over her head, keeping it out of her eyes. It was so warm that it caused goosebumps to rise over her chest and shoulders. He got some soap and rubbed it in her hair, massaging her scalp. She let out a breath she didn’t know she was holding and relaxed against the Alphas chest.

“Good girl,” he praised. She flushed at the praise, she didn’t even do anything to earn it. He carefully washed the soap off of her, then put something else in her hair that made it smooth. “When you get healthier, your hair will be beautiful,” he said. Should she talk back to him? Maybe that’s what he wanted.

“It used to be long, Alpha,” she stated. Her hair used to be dark, long, and wavy. Then, they cut it all off because it got matted and gross with fluids. She was left with it unevenly cut just above her shoulders. They probably would have cut it shorter, but the handler liked grabbing her by the hair.

“So it shall be again,” he hummed, washing himself. He was… beautiful. She stared down at his bare legs, lined with muscle. Almost twice the size of her own skinny legs. Once he finished washing, he rinsed her hair again and drained some of the water, then refilled the tub with warmer water.

He just laid back and wrapped his arms around her again. The water felt amazing, surrounding her. Her chest began to rumble again in that unfamiliar feeling. Purring.

“Good girl,” the Alpha said again. She closed her eyes and focused on the warm feeling in her chest…. Happy? She was happy. But there was also something else, something warmer and more comfortable. Something accepting. She didn’t have a word for it. She was starting to feel sleepy again though. She let herself drift off.

When she opened her eyes next, she was in the bed alone. She yawned and stretched her limbs. She was dressed in one of the Alpha’s shirts again, except this time it had long sleeves. She held it up over her nose, inhaling his scent. She had never really been into scenting, but her Omega wanted to scent this Alpha.

She pushed it off of her face, angry at her Omega for wanting something so human. She wasn’t good enough for this Alpha, even if he claimed she could still get pregnant. If what he said was true, then why had everyone told her she was useless because she couldn’t conceive?

Who could love her though? Who could ever accept her uselessness enough to start a family? She had been with so many Alphas who just used her like a toy. That was how she was meant to be used. Not loved and cared for. Just a hollow, useless toy for men to have their way with. She frowned, not wanting to think about this anymore. She reminded herself that this wasn’t her decision, it was the Alphas.

Useless sat up and looked around the bedroom. Where was the Alpha? Was she allowed to leave the room? She decided to play it safe and stay where she was. He had been nice so far, but she knew that could change in an instant.

Her hair was still damp, so she knew it hadn’t been that long. She looked around again and noticed a note on the table beside her.

“Ow-Aw-Au-Aud-Audra,” she struggled with the first line. That was what he called her. She looked at the spelling, amazed to see the name on the sheet of paper. “Go to the k-kit-kitch-kitchen and get something to eat. Then, come to the st-stu-study,” she read aloud. She stared at his writing for a minute, it was neat, like her mother’s used to be.

She got out of bed, finding that the chastity belt he had put on her was gone. Why had he taken it off? She was curious, but she knew better than to ask. After all, her body was his body to do with what he pleased. She paused at the door, taking a deep breath before opening it. She slowly made her way down the stairs, having to stop and rest again because she felt light-headed.

She finally got to the kitchen though. The be- Cal was facing the stove, working on something delicious smelling. Her stomach growled angrily. Cal jumped before turning to face her.

“Good morning,” he grinned.

“Good m-morning, Cal,” she replied, bowing her head in respect.

“Something I can do for you?” He asked.

“The Alpha told me to get something to eat, sir,” she said, handing him the note.

“Alright. How about some oatmeal with a cup of cocoa?” He asked. She could have both?? “Or is that not what you want?” He asked. She realized her mouth had dropped open in shock. She quickly closed it. If he was offering it to her, she could not refuse.

“No, Beta! I would love oatmeal and cocoa,” she said, flinching at how loud her voice was.

“As you wish, madam. Go ahead and sit down on that stool,” he said, pulling a large container out from a cabinet. She nodded her head and sat at the stool. It was high off the ground, a higher table was there too. Was he allowing her to eat at the table?? What kind of a place was this?

She watched him warm the kettle and pour the water into a cup and a bowl. So water-made oatmeal somehow? He stirred both before bringing them over to the tall table for her. There was a spoon sticking out of the oatmeal and she hesitantly took it, starting to shovel it into her mouth. It was just as delicious as yesterday.

“Take it easy, you’ll make yourself sick,” Cal commented. She slowed down, but still kept a decent pace. She dropped the spoon on the table and licked the bowl out when she finished. Then, she moved to the coco. “Would you like some more?” Cal asked, grabbing her empty bowl.

“I- I can have m-more?” She hesitantly asked, keeping a death grip on the coco.

“I mean, you look like you could stand to gain some weight. Is that a yes?”

“If you will allow it, Beta,” she replied. He sighed.

“Are you still hungry?” He asked. She froze. That was a direct question, but she wasn’t allowed to answer it. The Alpha had to decide that. Her stomach growled again. Did that mean she was hungry?

“I- I don’t know, Beta,” she said.

“You don’t know, or you don’t want to tell me?” He asked.

“I- I’m not permitted to say,” she tried again, urging him to understand. She did have the right to decide what she should and shouldn’t eat. Her body wasn’t her own. The Alpha owned her.

“Oh, I think I understand,” he paused, looking deep in thought. She quietly sipped at her delicious drink. She could never get tired of the food here. “I think you should eat some more, would you like that?” He asked.

“Yes, Beta.” He smiled and made her some more. She paid attention this time, he poured the dry powder-looking stuff into the bowl, then the water went on top. He stirred it and let it sit for a minute before he brought it over. There was less in the bowl this time, but she still quickly ate it.

“Thank you, Beta,” she shyly said. She wasn’t supposed to speak out of turn, but the people were so nice to her here.

“Of course. You better be along to the Alpha now,” he said, motioning with his hand to leave.

“Yes, Beta.” She got up, went out the kitchen doors, and made her way to the study. She felt energized, not needing to take a break to get there. She got to the doors, but they were closed. She hesitantly knocked a couple of times.

“Come in,” she heard the Alpha yell. She opened the doors, spotting him at his desk.

“Audra! Perfect timing. Come do your duty,” he said.

“Yes, Alpha,” she said, hurrying under the table. His cock was out and waiting, already hard. She took his hard length into her mouth and rested her head on his thigh like she had yesterday.

“I might have gotten a little excited with the chastity belt, I apologize,” he said from above her. She stiffened, not used to being apologized to. “You’re just so beautiful. It’s sad to think I’m the only one who sees you that way. I just can’t wait to start a family with you.”

She had her mouth full of his cock, so she didn’t reply. She felt her Omega purr at the compliment. HE called her beautiful. Not ‘pretty slut’ or ‘beautiful when you’re crying,’ just plain beautiful. She sighed in contentment at the compliment. Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad to be loved and cared for?

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The next week progressed in the same manner, Useless beginning to feel more comfortable around the Alpha. Her bruises were beginning to fade, now a nasty yellow color dotting her body. Her ribs were still in constant pain, but she knew better than to complain.

Today they were going out to see the vet, and Useless was nervous about going out into town again.

“What's wrong, baby?” The Alpha asked from behind her. They were sitting in the bath together again, his cock was buried inside of her, keeping her stretched open.

“I’m nervous, Alpha.” She had been getting better at talking. This Alpha always wanted to know things about her, like what she was thinking or how she felt. It was strange to voice these thoughts aloud.

“Well that’s okay, Audra. Nothing the vet says will change my mind about you. I’m the only one who will ever love you,” he said, kissing her neck. She whimpered and tilted her head back in submission. Her body always reacted so strongly when he gave her neck attention. He started rocking back and forth into her, even though they had just had sex before the bath.

“Hands and knees,” he commanded his warm breath in her ear. She immediately got into position, the bathwater coming up to her biceps. The Alpha positioned himself behind her and slid his length into her again. She groaned at the stretching pain.

Over the last week, the Alpha had made a habit of licking and putting the cream on her entrance. As a result, his cock always felt abnormally large inside of her body. She grunted again as he started a quick pace, using her how she was meant to be used. He only lasted a couple of minutes. She felt his knot pass her tight entrance and lock them together.

He grabbed her and pulled her back to sit on his lap again. His rutt had started a couple of days ago, making him hornier and more aggressive than usual. The first two days were the worst, they had sex like Useless was used to. Rough and unforgiving. She was thankful he never attempted to knot her throat tough, only her cunt and ass. She was always stuffed full of his cock in either of her holes during those days.

She didn’t mind, it was more familiar than anything else that she had witnessed in the past week. Comfort, food, reading, warmth.. The list went on and on. She never let herself get used to these things, only looked at them for what they were: temporary.

Once the knot finally deflated, he pulled out and stood up, taking her with him. She dried him with a towel, then dried herself while he dressed. He had given her a comb for her hair, so it was a routine to brush out her hair after bathing. She liked being clean and having her hair neat. It was thin, yet smooth now.

“Audra, come here,” he called from the bedroom. She immediately stood and went to his side. “We must get you dressed my dear,” he said. Dressed? She had only been naked or worn the Alpha’s clothing during this week.

He held up a small pair of pink, lacy underwear. She looked at them in shock. He was allowing her to wear actual clothes? He helped her step into them, then pulled them up her skinny legs. Then he helped her into a matching pink bralet. He put a white, long-sleeved robe on her next. Over that, he dressed her in a green, silky gown, which covered the robe and her body, completely. She looked down, admiring the beauty of the gown. It had a gold piece around her waist, elbows, and chest.

It was most definitely the nicest thing she has ever worn in her life. She marveled at the beauty covering her horrendous body. This was too much, it was too nice.

“You look beautiful darling. The dress matches your eyes so well. Oh.. I almost forgot one thing.” He reached into his wardrobe and pulled out a black box, handing it to Useless. She stared at it for a minute, unsure of what to do. “Open it, darling,” he coaxed.

She clicked open the box and stared inside, shocked by what she saw. It was clearly a collar, but it was gold with green gems on it. It wasn’t large, but dainty only an inch in width.

“It’s beautiful, Alpha,” she said, wanting to touch it but afraid she would break it. He grabbed it out of the box and fastened it around her neck. It wasn’t choking her, just surrounding her neck and burns. She didn’t deserve something this nice. “Thank you for this gift, Alpha,” she said, bowing her head. She felt so… nice to be dressed like this. Like a lady.

“Now, some rules. You will not crawl, but you will walk behind me. Keep your eyes lowered the whole time. Do not speak unless I or the doctor are talking to you. You will be honest with the doctor, he wants to help you. Oh and sit on the furniture, you are a proper Omega now, there will be no kneeling and ruining the dress.”

“Yes, Alpha,” she replied, lowering her eyes. This Alpha must be very well off indeed. She had seen Omega’s in high society before, dressed in clothes and walking near their Alpha. She couldn’t believe she was one now. He would probably change his mind though after this appointment.

“Good. I know you will be a good girl for me,” He said.

“I will, Alpha,” she replied. She knew how to be invisible, so she would do it now. He kissed her on the forehead before leading her downstairs. They got into a carriage. Useless felt strange sitting on the seat like a person. Her mind was conflicted between following the Alpha’s orders and doing what she has been taught her whole life. If this is what he wanted her to do, then she would do it. She stared out the window as the landscape flew by.

It was beautiful outside of the city. Useless had never seen the land so bare, yet full of green grass and trees.

They entered the city within about 10 minutes of the ride. It was now more familiar to her. They had to go through the lower part of the city before they reached high society. She shrunk in her seat as they passed the breeding bench. That was where she belonged, not here with this Alpha.

“Audra, it’s ok. Just relax. Close your eyes,” He put his arm around her, easing her tension somewhat. She closed her eyes as he instructed, leaning into his embrace. His touch seemed to comfort her. He was scarily good at calming her down. It was something he did with his scent, and she liked it. No one had tried to comfort her like that before, immediately calming her down.

The carriage stopped and she opened her eyes. They were parked outside of a nice building that wreaked of fear. Useless hesitated at the door, the smell getting stronger as they got more inside.

“Come,” the Alpha prompted, sounding slightly irritated. He was already inside, standing right next to the check in desk. Useless immediately came in by his side, putting aside her uneasy feeling.

“We have an appointment for Audra Newberry,” the Alpha said. Useless filed that information away in her head, his last name was Newberry. Now, she knew something about him other than that he was an Alpha.

“Yes, sir. Fill out these forms-” she handed him a small stack of papers, “and the doctor will be with you shortly.”

“Thanks,” the Alpha said, heading towards some of the chairs. Useless hesitated again, but sat down next to the Alpha without prompting. “Alright, I’m going to need to ask you some things. You will answer honestly,” he said, scribbling down some things on the paper.

“Yes, Alpha,” she quietly replied, keeping her voice low.

“Do you know your birth date?” He questioned.

“Not the date sir, but I was born in 1789.” She remembered what the handler said. “I’m twenty-eight,” she said. She was old. She had no idea how she was still alive.

“Ok, what about your parents?” He asked. She remembered what her mother looked like, but not any other details about her. She had blocked that part of her life out a long time ago.

“I don’t remember, Alpha,” she replied. She felt a sense of longing again to know more about her past. She wished she could remember more, but it felt like there was a barrier in her mind.

“Have you ever been pregnant?” He asked. Useless flinched, clutching her stomach. She had been through a lot in her life, but the two days that they forced her to abort were two of the worst days of her life.

“Twice,” she quietly replied. She felt her eyes brim with tears. She never even got to know them, maybe if they would have let her have them, then she could get pregnant now. She remembered the terrible days in vivid detail. They had given her an injection, locked her in an empty room, and waited until she passed them on her own.

There was so much blood, her lower region was in agony, then there were the bodies. They were small, but still human nevertheless. Then she was being shaken. She got out of her head immediately, looking into the eyes of the Alpha for a second, before lowering her eyes.

“I’m sorry, Alpha,” she said, wiping her face. She hadn’t had an attack like that in a while. Granted, she hadn’t let herself think about that for a long time.

“It’s okay, it’s not your fault,” he said. Useless froze. No one had ever told her that before. It was her fault for being born worthless, for not being able to live up to being an Omega. It was always her fault, even when it wasn’t, it was.
“Okay, I think that’s all I need,” he said.

“Newberry,” called a voice. The Alpha stood, and Useless followed him down a ton of halls into an exam room.

“Please remove its clothes for examination,” the same voice said, before a door shut.

“Arms up,” the Alpha said. She did as instructed and he lifted the dress off of her head. Then he took off the white under-dress, leaving her in the fancy underwear. “Sit on the table,” he instructed. Useless went and sat on the metal table, wincing at how cold it was against her thighs.

There were a couple minutes of silence before the door opened. A man in a white lab coat walked through.

“Jeremy, how are you doing?” The doctor’s voice boomed through the room. Jeremy, that was the Alpha’s name. The Alpha stood and shook hands with the doctor.

“I’m doing alright, Frank. How about you?” He returned.

“Oh you know, busy as ever. I see you finally got another Omega. Good for you, lad,” The doctor, Frank, said. Another Omega? So Useless wasn’t the first. She never was. She was always the last resort.

“It was time,” the Alpha said, sitting down again.

“Woah, the resemblance is uncanny,” the doctor said. He gripped her chin and spun her head back and forth.

“I know, that's what drew me to her. She’s different though,” he replied.

“Open,” the doctor instructed. Useless opened her mouth immediately, letting him look inside.

“She’s well behaved. You need to start taking care of her teeth though.”

“Shit, you’re right. I forgot about that.”

“It’s okay, I’d like to give her a cleaning today though.”

“That’s fine.” The doctor shined a light in her eyes, then felt along the sides of her face and down her neck, pausing at the burns.

“Damn,” he said, under his breath.

“I know. I couldn’t believe it either,” the Alpha replied. She blushed, feeling embarrassed. If she had been good, then she never would have gotten the burns. He moved to her shoulders, and arms.

“Are those..”

“Yea, cigar burns, knife wounds, whip marks, even some acid wounds on the low back,” the Alpha said. Useless had never felt uglier. She was marked so much, so ugly.

“Might be able to help with some of these. Just got a new cream in for scaring, it would lighten some of these darker ones, maybe take away the lightest ones.”

“That would be great, thank you,” the Alpha said.

“I’m guessing she’s got a couple of broken ribs based on the color of the bruising.”

“Yea, I’ve been trying to ice them a lot,” the Alpha said.

“I’m glad because these look like they hurt a lot.” He prodded at the area lightly, causing her to wince. He frowned. “I need to take an x-ray of these. I don’t like how they feel at all,” he said.

“Do what you need to, doc,” the Alpha said.

“Obviously she’s severely underweight. I’d like to get her on a strict meal plan to gain some weight,” he said.

“Of course, I’ve been feeding her mostly soups and liquidy food for her stomach to adjust,” the Alpha said.

“That’s a good start, but I want her eating a ton of calories a day, especially if you’re trying for pups,” he said, moving to her legs.

“When is the last time you went into heat?” the doctor asked. Useless picked up that the question was aimed at her.

“I-I don’t know, sir. Maybe 3 or 4 years ago,” she quietly said. It was before she went to the last place she was in, but she wasn’t sure how long before.

“Hmm. Lay on your back,” he said. She knew this was coming, he was an Alpha after all. She tensed and did as she was told. He slid the underwear partially down her legs, and he stared down at her cunt.

“You’ve knotted her?”

“Yes, many times. She takes them like a champ though,” The Alpha replied. The doctor pressed a finger into her entrance and felt around inside of her for a minute until he pulled it out.

“Everything in that department feels okay. I’m going to do a full-body x-ray, get a little look at some of her reproductive organs that way.” There was that word again. X-ray. What did that mean?

“Okay, that sounds good,” the Alpha said.

“Would you like to accompany her?” The doctor asked, finally stepping away from her.

“Yes,” The Alpha said. Useless let out a quiet sigh of relief.

“Alright, let me go put in the orders, and I’ll be back with you once we get the results.” The doctor left the room, and Useless didn’t move from her reclined position. She had learned a lot about her Alpha in this short time. More than she had learned in the entire last week that she had spent with him.

The Alpha appeared above her and lifted her into a sitting position. She gasped in pain as her ribs were jostled. He picked her up and sat down in the other chair, moving her to sit on his lap. His hands circled her protectively as he rested his chin on the top of her head.

It was still strange to be held, but she was growing to appreciate it. Her stupid inner Omega basked in being cared for. There were moments where her Omega slipped out and she would purr, but she was really good at suppressing those feelings. When people knew that she enjoyed things, that’s when they could hurt her the most by taking those away.

His scent was heavenly though. Especially now, when he was calming her racing heart down. She shifted so that she could get closer to his neck. He just smelled so good. Like the smell of rain, rich, musty, calming. She went slack against him, her body relaxing.

“Good girl,” he praised. The door opened and he let out a low growl, before suddenly stopping and pushing her away. Useless sighed and stood on her own. The person from before was there again.

“Ready to go back, Alpha?” She asked.

“Yes,” he replied, standing. Useless was paraded around the office half-naked. No one seemed to are though, and she didn’t mind either. She wasn’t used to wearing clothes anyway. They went into a room with a very large machine in the corner.

“Raise your arms, Omega,” the woman said. Useless did as she was told and lifted her arms. They slid a large, heavy, vest over her torso, strapping it around her. “Stand there,” the woman commanded, pointing at an x on the floor. Nbnv n

Useless took a couple of steps forward, landing on the x mark. The woman walked around her, moving the machine with her. They positioned it in front of her, level with her chest.

“Hold your arms out in a T, then close your eyes,” the woman said. She and the Alpha went behind a little glass enclosure. Useless held her arms up, somewhat painfully, then closed her eyes. There was a low humming noise, then a click.

They did the same thing a couple more times, positioning her in different ways. She wondered what exactly the strange machine did. Finally, they took the vest off of her, then they were led back into the exam room.

“What is it?” The Alpha suddenly asked. He must have smelled her confused scent.

“W-what was that machine, Alpha?” She quietly asked. She still wasn’t used to voicing her thoughts, and asking questions was especially scary.

“The x-ray machine?” The Alpha asked. She had never heard of the word before, she assumed that was what the machine was.

“Yes, Alpha,” she confirmed.

“Well, it takes a picture of the inside of your body. All the bones and some of your organs,” he said.

“Th-they’re looking inside me?” She stuttered. Why would anyone want to see that? She had seen the inside of a body before, and it caused her to be sick.

“It’s ok Audra, that’s a good thing. They want to make sure you’re healthy inside,” he said. That made sense. She was really glad that he was so patient with her. He had yet to hit her or punish her in any way. It made her want to trust him, although she knew that she shouldn’t.

The doctor came into the room holding some black paper with white lines on it. He put them on a small ledge on the wall, and it became brighter somehow. Illuminating the top half of a skeleton.

“Alright, a couple of things off the bat from these images. Be careful with her shoulders. You can see here, her cartilage is very thin between the bones. That means that they were most likely dislocated a lot. Second, you can see here, she definitely has 3 broken ribs in the front and 1 in the back. That's why the color looks so dark. Keep icing it, and I’m going to put a compression wrap on her.” The doctor was pointing to different spots on the image.

“Ok,” the Alpha replied.

“From what I can tell, otherwise she is ok. There are several fractures that have not healed properly, you can see a couple here on this arm. Also, there are some down her legs and hips. She took a lot of beatings. The malnutrition makes her bones brittle and more likely to break, so be very delicate with her unless you want more broken bones.”

“She already has some bruising from intercourse, as you can tell on her arms and hips. Until she gets the proper nutrition she will bruise easily. The other thing is that her uterus looks fine, leaving me to conclude that her weight is why she can’t go into heat. I want her to gain twenty pounds, then you can bring her in and we will give her some hormones to start her heat. She measured 5’5’’ in height and 97 pounds. So come back when she gets to 117 pounds. I want her to get to at least 130, but for now, let's just aim for the twenty.”

“Alright, when can I expect your meal plan to come in?” The Alpha asked.

“I will write it up tonight and send it in the mail tomorrow morning. I can send the cream home with you today,” he said.

“Thanks, Frank,” The Alpha said.

“Of course. You know.. If this one is too much, there are…. less damaged ones available,” the doctor said. Of course, she knew he was right. She was damaged, very badly. The Alpha growled, low in his throat. The doctor flinched slightly, as did Useless.

“She is fine,” he growled. Useless’ jaw dropped. He wanted her, like actually wanted her. No one had stood up for her like that before.

“Ok, sorry to intrude,” he said, putting his hands up in surrender. “Just need to put this compress wrap on, and I will be out of your hair. Arms up,” the doctor commanded. Useless put her arms up again, and he wrapped a very tight brace around her middle. It hurt a little, but it ultimately provided some comfort.

“All done, you can go to the counter to check out. Let me know when she hits her goal weight,” he said, leaving the room.

The Alpha helped her dress again, then led her out of the room. They stopped by a large desk, and the Alpha handed the lady behind the counter some papers. She shuffled the papers around for a minute.

“Alright, here is our card. Telegram us when you want the next appointment scheduled. Have a nice day.”

“You too,” the Alpha grunted. He seemed angry. She probably did something wrong. She didn’t know what she did, but she hoped she would be corrected. Angry Alphas never turned out well for her. He grabbed her arm and tugged her out to the carriage. He still opened the door for her, then went to get in on the other side.

He smelled angry. She shivered, curling in on herself. It was always better to be smaller, less of a target.

“Audra, I’m not mad at you. I can smell your fear,” he sighed, evening out his scent. “I’m mad at Frank for saying what he did about you.”

“He was right, Alpha,” She quietly replied. He suddenly backhanded her hard across the face, making her whimper in pain. She curled in on herself.

“If I say you’re beautiful and you are fine, then you are both of those things. My word is law. Understand?” He questioned.

“Y-yes, Master,” she sniffled, trying not to cry. Useless thought she could trust him. She was wrong. He let out a long sigh, his scent shifting to one of regret. He grabbed her arm, making her flinch, and pulled her into his lap. Then, he pressed her face against his neck, leveling his scent in a way that made her calm down.

She struggled to stay hurt and angry, but his scent overpowered her. Her Omega submitted, going lax in his arms. Useless wanted to tear that part of herself out and never feel again. How could her Omega still want to be with this Alpha?

“I’m sorry I hit you,” he said after a couple of minutes of silence. Useless didn’t reply, becoming slightly scent drunk against his neck. “It’s hard with you. I know you’ve had a rough past, but you need to start trusting me. I want to help you recover and be with you. When the time comes, I want you to be my mate. I love you, Audra,” he said. Useless froze. He wanted her as a mate? He loved her?

He pulled her back and began to lick the side of her face where he had hit her, coating the area in his saliva. His tongue felt rough against her face, but her Omega was swooning over the primal gesture. Audra pulled back into his neck, letting herself further relax. He wrapped his arms around her. She had never been scent drunk before, but she liked it. The floating feeling of freedom.

His chest rumbled under her and she purred back. Audra wasn’t sure what had changed, but something had shifted within her at his confession. He was sorry for hurting her, he wanted to make her his mate, he loved her. There was a future for her here. She was wanted. She was loved. She felt safe. He was going to be her Alpha.

She continued breathing him in, and the rocking of the carriage put her to sleep.

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Audra woke up in the Alpha’s bed. She stared up at the ceiling, trying to clear her head. It took her a minute to sort through her thoughts and the new information she had received before she fell asleep.

The hit had solidified her somehow, now she knew what was expected of her. It was always easier when the rules were clearly laid out. She had been hurt at first, but now she was thankful. Do this and you won’t get punished, do this and you will. It was so simple like that. A lot more simple than the life she had been living with the Alpha before.

Then there was the other news, he loved her. She had never been told that before, so she didn’t know how to react. She knew what love was, but she had never felt it before. Maybe a long time ago in her childhood, but that time was still hazy to her. What did love feel like? Did it feel like safety?

Maybe that’s what she was feeling in the bathtub earlier. Surrounded by warmth and comfort. She didn’t know. She laid in bed for a while before the Alpha came in. He walked around to his side and face-planted in the bed as if she wasn’t there.

She was good at being invisible so she didn’t say anything. He laid there for a long time, not moving; however, she knew he wasn’t asleep. She cautiously sniffed the air, he smelled stressed and tired. She smelled alcohol and accidentally let out a whimper. Alphas were bad when they took that.

He turned to face her, a surprised look in his eyes.

“Oh, your here,” he said, his pupils changing sizes like he was trying to focus on her. “Your skinny,” he said, finally looking at her.

“S-sorry, Alpha,” she replied, looking down.

“S’ okay Gracie, do ya wanna fuck?” He casually asked, reaching toward her. Gracie? Was that his other omega? Audra knew what the right answer to his question was.

“Yes. Alpha,” she said. The Alpha smiled a genuine smile. He was handsome. Audra blushed at the thought. The alpha stripped off his clothes and then crawled over her body, trapping her in his arms. Then, he started to kiss her again.

Audra knew what to do this time, moving her mouth against his, not as fluid as him, but better than her first time. His hands start wandering over her body, and he suddenly paused. His nose moved down to her neck and he nuzzled her, just breathing in her scent for a minute.

“Y- your nat Gracie,” he said. And he smelled… sad? Then, his sadness turned to anger, and Audra flinched hard beneath him.

“Who are you to lay in her spot?” He snapped, suddenly pushing her off the bed. She landed on the floor, scrambling back against the wall, her ribs were in agony.

“Ya’ think ya’ can just replace her?” He yelled, walking towards her.

“N-no, Alpha,” she choked out. She immediately submitted to his anger though, presenting her neck, even though all she wanted to do was curl up. He stared at her for a minute until he suddenly lashed out and backhanded her. She took it without a sound, desperately wanting to help him get better.

His scent turned again to sad before he climbed back up on the bed. Useless wasn’t stupid enough to follow, she knew her place. So she finally curled up on the floor, her back pressed up against the wall. She knew her face would be bruised tomorrow by the amount of pain it was in.

She was happy for the remainder of her place though. She had been getting too comfortable around the Alpha, even accepting her new name. But she wasn’t even worthy of the name, she couldn’t give him what he lost. She couldn’t give him anything but her body and she had already done that.

He suddenly let out a sob above her, from the bed. They kept coming until he was full-on crying. She had never seen an Alpha cry. She honestly didn’t know they were capable of it. Her stupid Omega was telling her to go comfort him and for once, she wanted to listen to it. She knew that it feels bad when she cries, and all she wanted was comfort.

But to provide comfort, she would have to take control of the situation. She didn’t like that at all. But her instincts felt right in this case, so she took a deep breath and stood on her shaky legs.

She got back on the bed and focused on her scent. It had been fearful before, so she shifted it to calm and understanding. Then, she climbed on the Alpha, who was curled up, and pressed her neck to his nose, as he had done for her.

The Alpha froze under her for a minute, before his sobs started to dwindle down. She stayed there, letting his strong arms wrap around her and letting his nose bury deeper into her neck. He quieted down completely after a while. His scent changed to one of contentment.

He rolled them over so they were on their sides, and his snoring started a minute later. Useless relaxed in his grip, she did it. She helped him! She did something useful, for once. She also found her scent changing to match the alphas.

Maybe she was worthy of her new name. She just had to keep being useful. Audra liked the way it sounded anyways, especially when her Alpha said it. Her Alpha? She paused, no that was not right. Yet, it felt right. She was fighting with her omega again. Her head would not get on board with this one though. He would remain the Alpha. Not her Alpha.

Her mind felt right with that, so she put her thoughts aside. She was still tired, regardless that she woke up maybe an hour or so ago. Her body was still catching up from her years in the pound. So she got as comfortable as she could and started dozing off, eventually falling asleep.

A loud groan startled her awake, she shot up into a sitting position looking around. It was light outside now, and the Alpha was sitting on the side of the bed, rubbing his head with his hands.
His muscled back was to her, so she immediately relaxed a little.

“Audra?” He said softly.

“Yes, Alpha,” she replied.

“Could you get me some water, please?” He asked.

“Yes, Master,” she said, getting out of bed and going into the bathroom. Her hip hurt when she walked, and she looked down to see a large bruise on her side from when she fell from the bed. She ignored the pain and found the empty cup he had by the sink. She filled it up before bringing it back to him. He accepted it without looking at her and drank the whole thing.

He finally looked up and frowned bringing his hand up. She violently flinched away, afraid he would hit her again. He stopped moving it, just hovering it in the air above her face.

“Did I?” He asked quietly, sounding like he already knew the answer. She shrugged, not sure what else to do. He balled up his fist, pulling his hand away. Then, he stood up and walked past her without another word. He went into the bathroom and closed the door behind him.

Audra relaxed again, deciding to sit on the floor and wait until he came out again. It took a long time, but he finally reemerged fully dressed and with wet hair.

“Do you have to go to the bathroom?” He asked, looking down at her.

“Yes, Alpha,” she replied.

“Go ahead,” he said, gesturing to the bathroom. She stood and walked into the bathroom. She did her business before going back into the bedroom. It was still weird to be on her feet next to an Alpha, but he had told her to walk so she was going to try. She was still naked beside the wrap around her ribs. The Alpha gave her another one of his shirts to wear, helping her into it.

“Come on then,” he said, walking out of the room. Audra followed him down to the dining room and kneeled next to him. She knew this part. The Alpha set down a very large bowl full of oatmeal and colorful fruit on the top. And there was a spoon? He wanted her to use a spoon?

She studied the strange instrument for a while before she hesitantly picked up her bowl and grabbed the spoon. Then she started shoveling in the food. The fruit was very good mixed in with the oatmeal. She was able to eat all of it, feeling pretty full after. She set the bowl down after carefully licking it out.

The alpha then offered down some sort of meat. She tasted it, almost moaning at the combined taste with the oatmeal. It tasted savory, and chewy, yet crunchy. It was delicious, and she immediately wanted more. He offered one more bite down before finishing the rest himself.

He stood, and she followed him into the study and sat by his side.

“I wanted to test something today,” he said. Audra immediately felt nervous, the emotion leaking into her scent. “It's nothing bad, just a suspicion I have. Do you remember reading little red riding hood the other day?” He asked.

“Yes, Alpha,” she said.

“I’d like you to recite it for me, word by word. Don’t worry if you don’t remember all of it, just try your best,” he said, looking down at her. She forced herself to try and relax. She had to do this, maybe she’d finally be punished if she messed it up. She dug it out of her memory, carefully examining the pictures she had mentally taken of the pages.

“Once upon a time there was a little girl ca-alled Little Red Riding Hood,” she started.
“One day the huntsman came over to her cottage. He t-old her that her gr-and-ma was sick, so Little Red Riding Hood da-decided to go visit her.” It was weird to hear the sound of her own voice in the quiet office. It was quiet and unsure, mimicking how she felt.

“Very good,” The Alpha hummed above her, flipping a page over on his desk. She felt herself relax at the praise. She could do this. She recited the rest of the book from her head and finally finished.

“Very good, Audra. You did well. You got every word correct besides some pronunciations. Do you know what this means?” He asked. He sounded weird, happy? More energetic than happy, excited?

“I- I passed?” Audra hesitantly questioned. He reached down towards her, and she flinched back, trying not to get hit again. Not that there was anything she could do to stop it, but all the same. He frowned at the movement before he grabbed her and pulled her up on his lap.

“You did more than pass. I think you might have a photographic memory,” he said. Audra had no idea what that meant.

“Is -is that good, Alpha?” she asked.

“It could be useful for me, yes. When you get back on your feet, you could be a big help around here. Do you know what I do?” He asked. Audra had tried not to think about it. He worked at his desk a lot, but other than that she had no idea.

“No, Alpha,” she said.

“I’m a psychologist, I help people who get lost sometimes. I want to help you find something from your past. Some repressed memories that can maybe tell us who you are,” he said. Audra knew she had a lot of issues in her head, but she was scared of going to face them. Especially if he wanted her to talk about her past. She didn’t even remember most of the years besides the painful moments.

“It’s okay to be scared, sweetheart. All you need to do is to trust me and listen to my voice to guide you. Can you do that for your Alpha?” he asked. Audra didn’t know if she could, especially if they were going to the dark place that she had been guided to so long ago. They had hired someone like this to make her go into her head and do all sorts of things.

But, this Alpha has been different so far. Maybe he didn’t want to hurt her. She knew she had to try though, she had to try for him, to be a good Omega.

“I can try, Alpha,” she quietly replied.

“Okay, let's just move over here to the couch,” he said, standing up and pulling her up. He led her over to the couch and sat down on one end. “You can lie down, rest your head in my lap,” he said. Audra followed his instructions so she was staring up at him. “Okay, I’m going to blindfold you, it will help you relax,” he said, pulling a black piece of cloth from his pocket. She raised her head and let him tie the fabric over her eyes. There was no light coming through, so she closed her eyes.

He started petting her with one hand and massaging the back of her neck with the other. It was strange without a collar there, but his gentle movements were soothing. She let her head relax in his hand, his grip was firm, but not hurting.

“We're going to start with some deep breaths, in and out with me,” he started deep breathing, exaggerating enough so that she could hear it. She matched his breaths feeling her body relax further.

“Good, now I want you to picture a door leading into your mind. Something familiar that you’ve seen before. Something that is calming.” Audra listened closely. A door came to mind. She didn’t know where it came from, but it felt familiar and calming. It was an old oak wood door with a gold handle and innately designed patterns on it. “Do you have it?” He asked, after a minute of silence.

“Yes,” she replied.

“Good, I want you to open it and walk through it. Where are you now?” He asked. Audra followed the voice into her mind. She was in the Conditioning Center. The gray interior and the smell of terror were one she would never forget. This is where she got her burns. She looked around. She was in the middle of a hallway, small doors lining the walls to her left and right.

“Where are you?” The voice asked again.

“The- the conditioning center,” she quietly said.

“What does it look like?”

“It's gray. There are doors on both sides of me.”

“‘That’s good. Do you see any room numbers?” She looked around, there were small numbers on the top of each door that she hadn’t noticed before.

“Yes, on the tops of the doors,” She said.

“Good, what numbers do you see?”

“3,413; 3,414; and 3,412,” she said.

“Good, start walking towards the lower numbers.” Audra followed the voice’s instructions. And started walking to her right. The numbers kept getting lower. Some of the doors started changing too. She recognized them from her past. They were not safe, so she didn’t open them, just kept walking. She stopped as it hit 2,000. The lights that had been in the hallway were out. Leaving darkness ahead of her.

“What is it?” The voice asked.

“It’s dark, ahead of me.”

“What number are you at?”

“2,000,” she said.

“Keep going.”

“I- I don’t want to,” she said, trying to make out anything in the darkness. Something bad was there.

“You can do it,” the voice encouraged. Audra walked forward, into the darkness. She felt along the wall to guide her. There were sounds now, crying, screaming, begging, all mostly her. There was cruel laughing, whispers of promises of pain, she shuddered.

“I- I’m scared,” she called out. You should be. No one cares how you feel, slut. Toys don’t have feelings.

“It’s okay, I’m here. Keep going my good girl,” the voice said. Good? You’re the furthest thing from good there is useless omega. She shuddered again, the bad voices getting stronger. Suddenly, she crashed into a wall in front of her. Was she at the end?

“What’s wrong?” The voice asked.

“There's a wall,” she said. She heard something from the other side of it. She put her ear to the wall and winced at how warm it was. There were screams. Not only her own but others too. “There are people screaming. They need help!” she said.

“Okay, you need to get past the wall. Do you see any openings?” She looked around, there was a small, glowing red-looking hatch on the side. It was covered in bars. She bent down on the ground and looked in. There was just glowing red, and the smell of smoke. She opened the hatch and army crawled inside.

“I’m in,” she said, crawling through the opening. The only problem was that it was getting hot, really hot. There was a vented opening in front of her, she peered through the bars looking down. There was a bad fire. A woman was in the house, frantically running around. She was yelling something, a name. Mamma. That was her name. The vent Audra was in suddenly crumpled, and she fell onto the floor. Mamma looked at her.

“We have to get out, come,” she said, pulling Audra up. Audra was staring at her, she was so beautiful. Mamma had long, dark hair like Audra used to. She had brown eyes, not green.

“Come on, we must hurry,” she said.

“I- I’m trying, mamma,” she heard herself say. She wasn’t Audra though, she was younger. Someone else suddenly came rushing into the building. An Alpha. One of her first trainers. He smiled evilly when his eyes landed on her.

“Lydia, you have to go to him,” mamma said, tears in her eyes. “You’re going to survive baby. Never forget where you came from and how much you are loved,” mamma kissed her on the head and pushed her towards the Alpha. The Alpha grabbed her arm and dragged her out of the fire, mamma following. The Alpha pushed me out, and into the arms of a different Alpha.

The first one blocked the entrance so mamma couldn't escape. In fact, he pushed her back into the flames. She started screaming then, as she was burned. Lydia started screaming too.

“This is what will happen to you if you disobey us,” the Alpha holding me said, forcing me to watch. I lashed out, punching and kicking him.

“No, please! Let me save her. Let me help her! Please, she’s dying. Please!!” Lydia screamed. She felt her fist make a solid connection with his face, then she was falling. She scrambled up and started to run. Her ribs hurt as she crashed into something hard, sending her flying backward. She didn’t know what though, it just looked like the open road. She started panicking. Until she felt a strong pressure on the back of her neck, holding her down to the Earth.

She started sobbing, burying her head in something soft and good smelling.

“Come back,” a voice was saying. Over and over again. Audra listened, going back into the now cooled and blackened house and finding the vent again. She went back through and back into the darkness. She ran towards the light. “Find room 3,413.” She kept sprinting through the halls, light now until she found the oak door again.

She recognized it as the door to her house that had just burned down. She grabbed the handle and walked through. She opened her eyes to blinding light and a dark figure over her. She let her eyes adjust for a minute. It was the Alpha. His nose was bleeding and his cheekbone near it was bruised on the right side.

“Are you okay, Audra?” He asked.

“It’s Lydia, my name is Lydia,” she said without thinking. Her voice was stronger and more confident than it had ever been. Her forehead hurt. They weren’t on the couch anymore, but near the door on the floor. The Alpha was holding her up to his body, his hand tightly gripping the back of her neck.

“Wh-what happened?” She asked.

“You were just reliving the memory. Just clocked me a little bit,” he said. She jerked back, scrambling away from him.

“I- I hit you?” She whispered. She got in her punishment position.

“I’m not going to punish you. That makes us even. I hit you last night on accident, and you hit me today, on accident. We’re even now,” he said. Picking her up. His hand gently brushed against the dark bruise on the side of her face, easily holding her with one arm.

He suddenly kissed her, and she returned the gesture. He brought them upstairs, and her back hit the bed before she knew it. He stripped his shirt off of her, then took his own off. Then, he took his pants and underwear off.

“You were soo good for me,” he purred. “My Lydia.” He looped my legs over his shoulders, and then drove his face and his mouth into her cunt. She moaned. She felt like she would never get used to feeling good during sex. It always used to hurt or make her numb.

She moaned again, as he inserted a finger and started playing with her g-spot. He taught her that word last week. That’s what made her feel so good. She moaned again as he added another finger.

“A-Alpha,” she begged.

“Come for me, baby,” he said. She did, moaning again.

“Good girl. She glanced down to find he was hard. He gave her a minute to breathe before he was pushing his length into her. She moaned, exposing her neck. He started kissing her there, all over her burns.

“K-knot me, Alpha,” She moaned, surprising herself. It felt right though.

“It’s coming, baby,” he said, continuing to thrust into her. She finally felt it swell, and catch on her rim before pushing into her. He thrust a few more times until he came. She moaned again as she came for a second time. He collapsed on top of her. There was silence for a while, both of them catching their breath until he turned them on their sides, hugging her against his body.

“I liked the side of you I saw today,” he said, out of the blue. She felt confused for a second. “The fight you had, it was good.”

“You- you liked when I fought you, Alpha?” She clarified.

“Yes, and I liked it when you didn’t say Alpha every single sentence.”

“I-I’m sorry, Alp-” She caught herself. “I- I’m sorry.” She made a mental note to stop saying it as much.

“It’s okay. It’s just how you were trained. It’s learned conditioning caused by Alpha pheromones. It will dwindle down with time,” he said.

“Do you want me to fight?” She quietly questioned.

“Within reason. Hitting will not do, but I like a little sass when it's appropriate. I like spirit, and I want to help build you back up so you can have some,” he said.

“It was taken,” she replied. He was quiet for a minute.

“Do you want to talk about it?” He asked.

“There was a fire at my old house. These two Alphas came inside, and they took me out of the house. They didn’t let my mom leave, and she died in the fire,” she said. Words were coming easier to her now that she remembered some of her past.

“I’m sorry, Lydia,” he said, stroking her shoulder.

“That’s why I fought for so long. That’s why they used fire to hurt me,” she said, more to herself than to him.

“Some people thrive on the pain of others, they let the power go to their heads. The power of life and death,” he said.

“There were so many of us there. We were scared, and they kept hurting us. I was thirteen,” she said. She shivered as she thought about it. All the pain she had endured. Things she hadn’t thought about in a long time.

“How old were you when this happened?” He asked, tracing along her neck, his touch feather-light. She tried to think back. She didn’t know her age, or how long she had spent in that place. It was maybe a year after she was first captured.

“I don’t know, Alpha. Maybe 14,” she replied.

“You were strong, to have survived as long as you did,” he said. “I know you may not think so, but you were brave, and you did what you had to to survive. And they would have killed you if you didn’t. They were about to,” he said.

“I wanted them to,” I quietly replied.

“And now?”

“Now, I want to live, with you. You take care of me,” she said.

“Of course I do, baby. I love you. I will always take care of you,” he said. She started purring at that statement, pushing her body closer to his. She loved this touching without pain thing that they did. Just being with each other. She fell asleep easily.

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Lydia woke up in an empty bed. She stretched out, before standing up and using the bathroom. She had a massive headache, but she had been through much worse.

She used the bathroom before returning to sit on the bed. There was a note on the nightstand in the Alpha's elegant handwriting. “Lydia,” she said out loud. Her name. She smiled as her fingers brushed over the fancy letters. Something that was hers, after such a long time of having nothing, having her name felt amazing. “Put on the shirt on the bed, and get some food from Cal. Then, meet me in the study.” She looked around and found a blue long-sleeved shirt laying on the bed. She slipped it on, over her compression wrap.

She made her way downstairs and into the kitchen. Cal was cleaning the counter with a rag, but turned to face her as she came in.

“Good morning, you here for breakfast?” He asked.

“Yes, sir,” she replied, handing him the note.

“Alright, what would you like?” He asked. She froze. What would the Alpha want her to eat? She didn’t know.

“I- I don’t know,” she replied.

“Hmm, how about some eggs and bacon?” He asked. She didn’t know what bacon was, but she had had eggs a long time ago.

“Yes, Cal. Thank you,” she said.

“You’re welcome. Go ahead and sit at the bar again,” he said. She took a seat on the tall stool next to the higher counter. She watched with fascination as he created the dish. The eggs came in little shells from the refrigerator. He broke open the shells and put the eggs into a hot pan, where they started to harden.

Then, the bacon also came in a pack from the refrigerator. It was a pink color, and he dropped four slices into another pan, where they started sizzling. He also started the kettle. She was impressed by the amount he could manage at the same time. She could never manage that much, she was too dumb. She’d probably start a fire.

She perked up when he set a plate in front of her, along with a mug full of cocoa. The plate had yellow eggs, bacon, and toast. She grabbed the fork and took a small bite, finding that she liked the taste of the eggs. Then she tried the bacon and recognized the taste as something the Alpha had given her before. The toast was crunchy, yet slightly sweet.

Then, Cal sat next to her with his own plate. She stared as he created a mix of everything on top of the bread. It was a sandwich! She copied him, wanting to try everything together. It tasted better than all of the flavors separately. She practically inhaled it, then drank the cocoa.

“Thank you, Cal,” She said wiping her face with her hand. She brushed herself off of crumbs before going to find the Alpha. As usual, he was in the study.

“Good morning baby,” he said, looking up from his work. He patted his lap, and she went to sit on it. Her goal today was not to say Alpha as much, he told her that he didn’t want that. She would do anything to obey him.

“Good morning,” she replied, carefully sliding on his lap.

She could feel him harden almost immediately. He reached under and freed his cock, then lifted her up and onto his cock. She whimpered at the stretch as she sunk down the inches until it was finally buried.

“Ride me,” he said, leaning back in the chair. She gripped the desk for support, as her back was to his chest. She couldn’t reach the floor, so she wasn’t sure how to get leverage. She heard a low chuckle behind her. “Sorry baby, I forgot how small you are,” he said. He suddenly grabbed her hips with a firm, yet gentle grip and slowly started moving her up and down.

With this angle, he felt larger than usual. Every move felt amazing, making her see stars. She accidentally let out a moan. He shifted then so she was laying over the desk on her stomach. One of his hands went to her clit while the other held her hip.

“Don’t cum until I tell you,” He said.

“Ye– ahh, Alp- Alpha,” She moaned. It only took a little more until she was close.

“Cl-clcose Alpha,” She panted.

“Hold it,” he said, continuing his pace and still playing with her clit. She wasn’t used to this, they had rarely edged her in the past. She had no tolerance, but she was going to listen to the Alpha.

“Now,” he said. She released as soon he said the word. She moaned again, slightly cringing as she felt her slick run down the inside of her thighs. His cock was still buried inside of her, and he was lightly fucking her through her orgasm.

“Th-thank you, Alpha,” she said.

“We’re not done yet, baby.” He started fucking her again, it was slightly overstimulating; however, it felt good. She moaned again, as he went back to her clit. And she felt herself building back up again. She felt it come much quicker this time.

“I’m ccccc-close,” she said after a few minutes.

“Whenever you’re ready,” he said, lightly nibbling her neck. That sent her over the edge again, and for a minute she felt like she left her body. Not in a bad way, but in a pleasurable way. She felt.. Light and happy?

Then, he was flipping her over and moving her against his neck. She happily went along, scenting him as he started to work again with his cock still buried inside of her. She had no idea he could make her feel this good. He didn’t stop with two orgasms either.

He continued fucking her all day, knotting her three times. But, she had never felt better than in the post-orgasm bliss. She started purring sometime around the fourth orgasm, but she couldn’t stop herself. She felt like jelly in his arms.

She jerked awake as she was set on the bed, realizing that she must have dozed off. The Alpha was looming over her, his handsome muscular form surrounding her.

“Lydia, do you know why I made today special?” He asked. Her sluggish brain struggled to come up with a response.

“B-because I was good, Alpha?” She guessed.

“No, it's because you deserve to feel good. You deserve to be loved and cared for. You are worthy of love. And I’ll keep saying it until you believe it.” Lydia felt tears gather in her eyes and slide down her face. He was perfect.

“I love you,” she said. He smiled above her.

“I love you too,” he replied, giving her a kiss. She melted into it again and moaned as he started fucking her once more.

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5 years later….

Lydia sat in bed, nursing the twins. She was exhausted, having children was so much work; however, it was definitely worth it. She has never loved anything more than two babies in her arms. They had one boy and one girl. The girl’s name was Dahlia, after Lydia’s mother. And the boy was Ezra, after Jeremy’s father.

It had been a long road to get here, but she had never felt more content.

Jeremy suddenly strolled into the room carrying a tray of food.

“You’re a saint,” Lydia laughed. Her body was still healing from her past and had been burning calories like crazy through pregnancy and now nursing.

“I know,” he winked, sitting beside her. He began feeding her since her arms were full of babies. “How are you feeling?” He asked.

“Tired, but happy,” she replied in between bites.

“I don’t blame you. Just two weeks ago they were both inside of you. They’re so beautiful, just like their mother,” he said.

“And their father,” she added, leaning over to give him a quick peck. The children were a perfect mix of both of them. Dahlia got his blue eyes and her brown hair, while Ezra got her green eyes and his nearly black hair. She rested her head on his shoulder and handed him Dahlia to hold. He was not surprisingly great with the babies.

She smiled as her maternal instincts finally let her relax. She nodded off, never feeling happier.