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Summary:

Catra figured that if she went from working at local town bars to more upscale night clubs that the number of creepy men that try hitting on her would decrease significantly. Wrong, the only difference is the amount of money in their wallets.

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Catra is a bartender at a high-end club and Adora as a photographer in search of a model stumbles across Catra

Notes:

Heyo ! I return from the dead lol. Here's one of those multichapter fics I was talking about at the end of 'Only You Darling'. Sit back enjoy and leave some feedback !

Edit: I heard about the guest comments thing so if anyone has any questions you can ask questions on Tumblr

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Chapter 1: If I Had A Shot For Every Time

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Chapter 1 : If I Had a Shot for Every Time

 

Catra figured that if she went from working at local town bars to more upscale night clubs that the number of creepy men that try hitting on her would decrease significantly. Wrong , the only difference is the amount of money in their wallets. The creepiness is still there but at least they tip better than the low life ever locals did. She hates it when they try to flirt with her, but there are perks to playing nice sometimes. Happy returning regulars mean steady tips. 

 

“Hey hot stuff, let me get a neat bourbon.”

 

This guy is at least in his late 40’s, Catra can hear the grunge in his voice. Her back is turned but she can already feel he’s going to be a pain in her ass just from the way he breathes.  It sounds heavy and labored like he’s just run a marathon, and she knows very well that isn’t the case.

 

It takes everything in her power not to gag at the pet name. If I had a shot for every time I heard that ugly pet name I’d never be able to sober up. Catra pushes down her natural reaction to want to throw up. She walks closer to the bar with her signature cheerful smile. It’s fake of course, but as long as he can’t tell she’s sure she’ll secure a good tip from him. He’s absolutely horrid in looks, and with that voice Catra would be surprised if anyone could love him for his personality. Being a rich snob was probably the only quality he had really going for himself, but not even that can save him. It’s pathetic honestly.

 

“One neat bourbon ?”

The rasp in her voice enamors more people than she’d like it to now that she’s working here.

 

“Yep.”

The man smirks as he eyes her up and down like a piece of meat. Biting down on her tongue she refrains from letting her facial expressions slip up. Breathe in and breathe out, remember why you’re here. All Catra has to do is make it night by night so she can pay for college. Nice bar tender equals nice tips. The words repeat in her head like a mantra. This isn’t forever. Soon you’ll be in a shop tattooing people and you won’t have to worry about creeps there. The words serve as a distraction from her actual task at hand. 

 

“Coming right up.”

She’s sure to keep up that façade of a cheerful tone when she speaks.

 

There are two things that people find attractive about Catra : her voice, and then her eyes. Heterochromia is rare, yes, but damn to be starred in the eye every time she meets someone new is weird. She’s used to it, well actually she isn’t but she should be. People have been doing this same thing for as long as she can remember. She’s 23 and even now it's still weird to her that at no point does the other person look away. 

 

I may have heterochromia, but it doesn’t make me heterosexual.

 

Catra has a lot of self-talk with herself. Just in her head of course, it would be a disaster if she slipped up and said something out loud. Losing a good paying job as a broke college student is definitely not the plan.

 

She continues to pour the man his requested drink in which she gets a wink that barely passes as a one because his other eye nearly shuts in the attempt to do so. 

 

If I could, I would throw up on this bastard right now.

 

In the back of Catra’s mind she’s done the most dramatic gag; just like in those cartoons when they hear, see, taste, or look at something disgusting. Just like that; face turning a sickly green and just barfing up any food they thought they had eaten beforehand.

 

However, not everyone that comes into the club looks like rich snobs with their heads too far up their asses to see the sunshine.

 

No, occasionally, Catra gets to glance at someone who is considerably good looking. Like right now, when she looks away from the man thing in front of her she catches a glance of a blonde woman walking through the front door. She's tall, very pristine looking, and from the distance in which she sees her, she looks like she works out. An ultimate gold mine. Catra’s unable to look away from her, that is until she feels a light tap on the bar counter top. 

 

Looking down she sees a crisp fifty dollar bill slide across the counter. Did I miss something ?  Catra looks up from the money to the man who’s still grinning at her like all the creeps do.

 

“Oh, you know it’s more common to tip once you’ve paid your tab.”

Catra tries to smile and doesn’t touch the money quite yet.

 

“Oh, I know, take that one sweetheart.”

 

“Sir, you do not have to-”

 

“I’m not very good at taking no for an answer dear.”

 

“Well…”

She pauses for a moment dragging her eyes up from the money to the man. There is nothing more she wants than to insist he tips after but she knows it will only go downhill if she pushes. When in doubt going with the flow is always the best option.

 

“ I appreciate it.”

Catra smiles awkwardly as she slides the money into her pocket and walks away from the bar when another tender walks up. 

 

Letting out a sigh she feels a heavy weight lift off her chest. There’s only so much of that she can take at once before she needs a smoke break. Going out back where no one really ever takes their smokes is great, because it helps her clear her mind. This time however, something compels her to go outside on the balcony where all of the customers usually smoke. 

 

Catra isn’t fancy like the big muscular men that usually pass through; she doesn’t smoke those unusually fat cigars, but she doesn’t smoke cigarettes either.  But alas she doesn’t want to risk her job so she’s brought a Swisher Sweet from a local gas station she lives near as her smoke for tonight.

 

“Need a light ?”

Catra hears a more feminine voice ask as she opens the two pack of swishers. 

 

Turning to the entrance of the balcony her eyes lock with a pair of slated blue eyes.  Oh great gods above she’s hot. Catra’s item of smoke slips from between her fingers, but this goddess has quick hands and catches it before it can hit the ground.

 

Get it together, Catra. She’s probably just like the rest of them; rich assholes.

 

“Thanks, but I have my own lighter.”

Catra takes the swisher from the woman's hand and flips a lighter from her pocket. 

 

Click, click. The lighter fails to light as she rolls her thumb over it. Click, click, click. The lighter fails to light again. Click, click, click, click… Perhaps a rapid fire of trying to get the lighter to work will do the trick.  Wrong.

 

“Damnit, I just bought this cheap thing the other day.”

Catra mumbles to herself, irritation rolling off her body as she holds the swisher between her lips smacking the body of the lighter in the palm of her hand hoping that moving the fluids around will get it to work .

 

Click, click, click, cli- fwoosh . Catra perks up at the sound of the lighter working, but the flame isn’t present in her lighter. Looking over Catra sees the flame in the hand of the blonde who caught her attention when she first entered the establishment.

 

“Sure you don’t want that light ?”

The woman smiles, it’s similar to the smile Catra gets from every customer when they don't have a thought behind their eyes, other than the fact that they like the way she looks. However, something about this woman’s smile is oddly different, it actually seems warm and not that of a facade.

 

“Uh…”

Do I really want to be bothered right now? She doesn’t really have much of a choice. Her lighter isn’t working and really can’t go back inside without a smoke or else she’s going to lose her damn mind.

 

“ Sure. Thanks.”

Catra’s voice cracks over the words and it forces her to clear her throat and try the sentence again.

 

“Sure. Thanks.”

That’s better . She can’t pin-point where the fluctuation in her voice came from, but she’ll just blame it on the fact that she didn’t expect all of this to be happening during her smoke break. Pushing the tip of the swisher in the flame Catra can hear the woman mutter something that she didn’t quite catch.

 

“I’m sorry ?”

Catra’s eyes widen a bit as she tries to hone in on what she said.

 

“ Oh, I said no problem.”

The woman flips the top of the lighter closed and slips it in her pocket as she turns to leave.

 

“Y- you’re not gonna smoke ?”

Catra asks as she brings the smoke to her lips.

 

“Oh me ? No, I don’t smoke… not often at least. I thought I’d come out here and get a good look at the night sky for a moment.”

The woman chuckles as she continues back inside the club.

 

Catra can’t tell if that statement is genuine or just an excuse for the woman to get that close to her, but she doesn’t quite regret not taking her smoke out back like usual. Something about that woman is something else, and that’s in a good way that makes her chest and stomach tingle.

 

That’s a funny feeling, to have just met someone. Catra finds herself thinking as she turns her eyes to the night sky puffing the smoke out into the air. Maybe she’s just being horny. It has been a while since Catra’s been in the company of an attractive woman. With school and work taking up most of her time her sex life was basically nonexistent. Still, she doesn’t even know her and on top of that she isn’t the type to just go around hooking up with random women. Get to know her better and she won’t be random. Catra makes herself laugh a bit, because only she can think something like that just to get off. She tries not to ponder on the thought for too long because a smoke break is supposed to help clear the mind, not make it think more.

 

When Catra does return from her break the old guy from earlier is gone, and she’s glad, because she absolutely couldn’t stand to put up with another weird smirk from him. Nevertheless, the gods from above never fail to one right after the other.

 

“Hey beautiful. Let me see those neat tricks of yours.”

This guy is fairly younger than the last, probably about ten years from what Catra can hear in his voice. It isn’t as gruffy as the last guy, sounds like he could have been raised with some manners. It’s hard to tell when Catra hasn’t analyzed the way he looks at her with her back turned, but from the way that last sentence comes off she has her doubts. And per usual her doubts are usually right.

 

“I’m sorry ?”

Catra turns around as she finishes polishing a glass. She looks the guy up and down for a moment. Perhaps she’s taking the question the wrong way. For his sake let’s hope she’s taking it the wrong way.

 

“Come on dear, let me see those neat tricks of yours. I know you’ve got some up your sleeve.”

The guy bites his lip as he looks Catra up and down.  

 

Narrowing her eyes, Catra clenches her jaw trying so hard not to say anything. I am so sick of playing this shit off I swear to god.

 

“I’m going to assume you’re talking about a bartender trick, like flipping the mixer and shit like that, but let me tell you something… You need to order before going off trying to say slick stupid shi-”

 

“Sorry to interrupt, but could I get a fruity vodka?”

That familiar feminine voice chimes in cutting Catra off mid sentence and it’s like some spell is cast when Catra looks at her. Because that seething, fuming, white hot anger, is just gone within an instant. Maybe it’s the way she’s twirling a toothpick between her fingers near her lips that distracts her from original anger. Or maybe it’s the obvious tailor made black suit that hugs around what must be well defined muscles she’s wearing that does the trick. The shoulder pads in them look a bit funky, but nevertheless she still looks attractive.

 

“Aye, can’t you see I was in the middle of getting a drink ?”

He turns to the blonde woman Catra encountered earlier with irritation as if he’s been insulted.

 

“No, however, I could see how you were trying to hint at sex with a very beautiful woman, who clearly has no interest in you. And the more you try the more she wants to beat your ass, which I wouldn’t be upset if she did. I’d do the same if I had to deal with people like you when I’m just trying to make it through the night.”

 

“Consider yourself a lucky man. Now, if you don’t mind, I was actually ordering a drink.”

She turns her eyes over to Catra as she continues to twirl a toothpick between her fingers.

 

“Do you know who I am ? I could buy everything you own.”

He stands to his feet aggressively getting in the blonde's personal space. Catra knows that stance like she knows the back of her hand. An obvious sign that a fight is about to break out and truly it’s one of the last things she wants to happen. Having to make that call not only to the police, but also to her boss who doesn’t tolerate a lot of shit. Surely bar fights being one of the few on the list.

 

“I do actually, and no you couldn’t …I, however, could buy three times of what you own for fun without having to worry about the expenses.”

Her tone comes off slightly condescending, but nonchalant at the same time. A calm and coolness Catra can respect.

 

Catra can see the anger rolling off of him and it probably won’t be much longer before he just swings on her. Catra’s eyes dart between the blonde and the guy and then to the front of the club. Her eyes search wildly until they lock on someone. It’s security and with the look of desperation on her face and quick wave of her hand they’re on their way. Letting out a sharp exhale Catra feels a tinge of relief when the security guard marches through the crowd of people toward the bar. 

 

“Sir, I’m going to have to ask you to leave.”

The security guard's voice is booming. If he were to get louder Catra’s sure with his voice alone he’d shake the room.

 

“Are you serious ? I am a patreon here.”

 

God he’s a fucking Karen ?

Catra rolls her eyes as she just sits back and watches quietly.

 

“You’re also threatening a guest so be a patreon some other day. Now get out before I drag you out.”

The guard crosses his arms over his chest, his demeanor becoming a bit more intimidating as he glares at him. Catra snickers softly as she covers her mouth with her hand mumbling, “Drag him.”

 

Karen scuffs as he looks at the blonde who has a pronounced smug look on her face. The analog clock behind the bar ticking slowly lets Catra know that at least a long ten seconds passed before anyone decides to speak again.

 

Don’t make me say it again.”

Raising her eyebrows slightly Catra looks to the security guard to see that those ten seconds of silence between them was too long for him. There’s a beat of silence amongst them again where the club music playing in the background becomes that of filler music, until someone decides to budge.

 

“Yeah yeah I’m going.”

Karen snatches his phone off of the countertop and storms out to which Catra grins brightly trying to hold back her laughter.

 

“Thanks Rogelio, I’ll have to start calling you to get these assholes more often. If only you knew how annoying these guys are.”

Catra says with a dying chuckle in the back of her throat.

 

“It would be funny if those guys weren’t such assholes.”

Catra deadpans as she goes to polish a glass.

 

“I’m always at my station, so if you need to just wave your hand.”

 

“I know, but I thought it was gonna break out into a fight. Trust me when I say I’ve seen way too many of those at my last job.”

Catra clenches her jaw slightly at the thought of her last job, she’s never seen so many people wheeled out on stretchers so often. Hell, she was starting to think it was fake, but she knows for a fact that the people were just relentless for no reason.

 

“Well, my words stand.”

Rogelio turns on his heels and returns to his place at the front of the building.

 

“You didn’t have to do that, I would’ve handled it.”

The woman says as she leans on the counter.

 

“Well consider it as returning a favor.”

Catra says as she turns to the shelves of alcohol looking for the requested vodka.

 

“Mmm, well, I do appreciate it.”

This mystery woman watches as Catra pours the drink and slides it across the counter to her.

 

“Vanilla Vodka, just like you asked.”

Catra says as she smiles genuinely for the first time since she’s clocked in.

 

Digging in her pocket the blonde woman pulls two bills from her wallet. One a cool one hundred and the other a crisp fifty.

 

“For you, I can see you deal with a lot in one night.”

The woman also slides the glass across the counter along with the money.

 

“I ordered that for you, you deserve it from what I’ve seen tonight.”

Catra’s jaw slacks open as she looks at the money and then to the blonde woman.

 

“I- you, don’t have to do that. I go through this everyday, it’s nothing special, really.”

Catra stammers, sliding the money back to the kind woman. It’s a nice offer, but Catra couldn’t possibly just take this woman's money, she hasn’t done anything to earn it.

 

“And you shouldn’t have to, so I insist.”

The woman stands to her feet sliding the money back toward Catra with an insistent smile, one that nobody can say no to.

 

“Leaving without even having a drink. What, you just came here for something to look at?”

Catra doesn’t know why she cares to ask but the words slip out before she can stop them. Now that they’re out she might as well try to stand behind them with confidence, so she crosses her arms over her chest with a smirk.

 

“Yeah, I’ve had quite the night. Think it’s time I go home and refresh my mind for work in the morning. Oh also, it was supposed to be a fruity vodka, but you pour what you like, hm?”

She chuckles as she taps the counter top and turns on her heels. Catra’s eyes widen a bit as she picks up the glass and tries to smell citrus in the vodka rather than vanilla, but she can’t. She should know that you can’t smell vodka, so her eyes target the back of the blonde as she slips through the crowd of mingling bodies. 

 

When her eyes no longer have anything to lock on Catra looks amongst the crowd on the dance floor and to those seated at tables along the walls. She can only make out a few faces of those who are regulars. Everyone else is a blur in the distance and dim light as they all dance shoulder to shoulder to music that should be illegal to even move to. 

 

Tilting the glass to her lips she begins to taste that very strong accent of vanilla. Setting the glass down on the bar she clutches the money in her hand, slowly bringing her hands to her chest to think about the woman, but then something strikes her mind. It’s something she said to Catra that makes her body tense up uncomfortably.

 

‘But you pour what you like, hm ?’

 

Wait… was that in terms of the drink or… her ?

 

“Oooh, the people really love you tonight huh, Catra ?”

A woman with locs nudges Catra’s side as she wipes down the counter.

 

“Pfft, whatever Lonnie, you’re just jealous.”

 

Trust me, you can continue to have them talk to you rather than me.”

Lonnie says jokingly as she rolls her eyes.

 

“Yeah, well this one was worthwhile.”

Catra sticks her tongue out at her as a taunt.

 

“Might wanna put that up, people are gonna start thinking you work at a different kind of club.”

Lonnie adds after a beat and chuckles. Catra’s jaw drops as her face contorts into one of disgust.

 

“I’d rather have my nerves fried and fall to my fucking death before I dance for a man..”

Catra dead pans as she folds the money in half and slips it into her pocket.

 

“I get it, you hate men. But don’t you think that’s a little overboard ?”

 

“When it comes to men… hell fucking no.”

 

“Alright sheesh.”

Lonnie continues to wipe down the bar and leaves Catra be. Catra shakes her head slightly as she knows she’s just trying to get under her skin. She does this all the time, though.  Well ever since Lonnie took notice that the guests really like Catra not too long after she started working there, and Catra only started over four months ago

 

Maybe working at a hell hole like such wouldn’t be so bad if Catra meets someone like the mystery woman every night. And perhaps that’s what she wants. To just lay eyes on that mystery woman, who is remarkably hot.

 

Catra goes the rest of the night without being bothered too much, because all she can think about is her savior; the tall, strong looking, crystal eyed, beautiful, hot, sexy, kind, goddess…. Who’s name she didn’t even get.



“I didn’t get her name.”

Catra says as she freezes mid-pour. You’ve got to be fucking kidding me. I didn’t get her name ? Knowing that she’s had all of this interaction with this woman and didn’t even bother to get her name is going to eat her alive from the inside out.

 

How do you fuck up this bad ? I mean you’ve done some dumb shit before but this ? This is your greatest act yet. Catra shakes her head in disbelief and disappointment as she regains focus on pouring the drink in her hand. 

 

 

“Pardon ?”

A woman sitting at the bar questions as she doesn’t understand where Catra’s sudden outburst has come from. A feminine voice alone brings Catra from her thoughts, because she doesn’t hear many of them around here. Let alone a new one.

 

“My bad, just thinking out loud.”

Catra tops off the drink before sliding it across the counter.

 

“Happens to the best of us, doesn’t it?”

She comments kindly as she picks up the glass to take a sip of the drink.

 

“Usually not…for me at least.”

Catra is brutally honest with the customer and she doesn’t mean to be. Fortunately for her this one doesn’t seem to mind much.

 

“Lucky you I suppose.”

She says as she raises her glass to Catra. She takes another sip, really savoring the taste of the cocktail she ordered.  It’s only now does Catra really take in this woman's features that she notices that her style is unique. Pink and purple cotton-candy hair shaped into a pixie cut, a noticeable shine in her eye, and Catra’s sure that if they were to stand next to each other that she’s noticeably shorter than she is, ( and Catra’s no giant when it comes to height. ) An unmistaken amount of class, and honestly, this woman is probably giving someone a run for their money. She has to admit her sense of fashion and style is surprisingly stunning.

 

“If I’m lucky, I’m the unluckiest lucky person ever.”

Catra says as she shakes her head in slight disappointment.

 

“What makes you say that ?”

The girl laughs slightly as she tilts the glass to her lips once more.

 

Catra looks away for a split second, trying to stop herself from blushing and make the comment seem as casual as possible.

 

“Someone came in earlier and I forgot to get their name. I just don’t know when and I’ll see them again. ”

She purses her lips together at the end of her sentence to stop this unwanted smile from creeping up on her face.

 

“Sheesh, that’s rough buddy.”

The woman purses her lips together as she looks away from Catra.

 

Catra’s mouth gapes open a bit as she looks at her; one : was that a cartoon reference ? And two: she’s bold. Catra kinda digs it, but not when it’s towards her.

 

“What ? Never had anyone be honest with you ?”

A smirk spreads across her face as she looks Catra up and down.

 

Catra crosses her arms over her chest and looks the lady in her eye, because two can play this game.

 

“Ever had anyone bite back full force?”

Catra tilts her head to the side as she questions.

 

“Is that a challenge?….”

She looks to Catra’s name tag with a smirk.

 

“Kitty?”

The name comes off as a pure tease and Catra grits her teeth. What a disgusting pet name. Honestly she hopes no one else heard that, because all it takes is for one of the men; specifically, to call her Kitty and she just might lose her job and likely end up in jail.

 

“Oh if I wasn’t working behind this bar you are so on…. Sparkles.”

Catra laughs softly as she sucks her teeth.

 

“What time do you get off?”

Before Catra can open her mouth to answer, a tall dark skin man with a taper fade slides in and grabs the lady by her arm.

 

“Okay Glimmer, it's time to go home.”

 

“Oh c’mon Bow. I was just starting to have fun.”

Glimmer smirks at Catra and Bow just shakes his head.

 

“Leave this nice lady who was nice enough to make our drinks alone. We have to go to the studio in the morning anyway.”

Bow urges as he tries to pull at Glimmer’s arm again.

 

“Fiiiine. I’ll see you around Catra .”

The name is spat out with an imitation of disdain as Glimmer slides herself off of the barstool and winks at Catra.

 

“I doubt it… Sparkles .”

Catra chuckles as Bow swiftly apologizes and ushers Glimmer out of the club.

 

I bet she’s a handful. Catra thinks to herself as she picks up the glasses from the countertop and takes them to the kitchen to be washed. 

 

Unfortunately Glimmer was Catra’s last spark of entertainment for the night before things went back to the same old boring routine. If I had a shot for every time I had a night like this. Catra would be more sober than an infant born two seconds ago. She shakes her head because she usually never gets to have this much fun at work. Usually work is… work , and boy is it boring. Perhaps how the gods like to send in the creeps everyday they can send some entertainment in every once in a while like tonight. With a hot customer and one that’s actually somewhat fun to talk to.

 

Four Days Later 

 

Catra never prayed for this miracle to happen but as the next couple of work days rolled through Catra swore every time she looked up she’s looking at the beautiful mystery woman. Three nights in a row she’s caught her staring at her with a smile that could brighten up the darkest of rooms, but Catra never actually got a chance to speak to her on those nights. More of just catch a glance of her and then she’s gone. At some point Catra thought that maybe she was hallucinating out of desperation. That was until one of her co-workers asked her who the blonde was that kept staring at her. That question alone had to confirm that she wasn’t crazy, right ?

 

It’s night four of working and Catra sees her sitting on the other end of the bar looking down the stretch at her hovering her 8 oz shot glass above the counter swirling her drink around. Catra looks around for a split second to see if anyone else needs to be served, but from the looks of it everyone is sipping on their drinks, enjoying the music, dancing on the dance floor, eating food, etc. Now’s her chance, she can’t allow another night to go by without talking to this mystery of a woman. Catra throws her little white towel over her shoulder and walks down to the other end of the bar where the woman with the golden hair sits alone like some lone wolf.

 

“Alright mystery woman, I’ve seen you every day and then before I know it, you’re gone. What’s your game? ”

Catra leans forward on the counter trying to figure out what this woman could possibly want with or from her.

 

“Mystery woman ? Is that what you’ve been calling me in your head ?”

The woman laughs and that bright smile of hers takes up her whole face and lights up the room.

 

“Well yeah, I don’t know your name.”

Catra furrows her eyebrows as if it’s obvious that’s what her name was in her head. The woman laughs softly and Catra isn’t sure what’s more pleasing; her laugh or her smile.

 

“Adora.”

The blonde sticks her hand out for a handshake and smiles faintly.

 

Catra looks down at the extended hand for a moment and then back to Adora’s eyes which have this comforting warmth in them. Carefully taking her hand she shakes it as she begins to maintain this gentle eye contact.

 

“Catra.”

She responds while narrowing her eyes before continuing to speak.

 

“ So what kind of game are you playing here, Adora ?”

 

“Catra ?”

Adora hums the name softly as if to take it into consideration.

“ Beautiful, much more than Adora.

Adora continues as she places her hand back down on the bar smiling that heartwarming, planet shattering smile.

 

Dammit stop fucking doing that.  

 

Catra doesn’t understand how she can be so enamored by someone she knows absolutely nothing about. It’s not like her to fall head over heels for someone. It’s got to be that stupid heart of hers taking lead. She needs it to stop. Give the brain a moment to process, truly see this Adora for what she really is.

 

“You’re very charming, but have yet to answer my question.”

There it is, Catra’s defensive instincts are kicking in, shutting her lustful heart up. It’s vulnerability like that that will get her hurt in the end. So it's best to just shut it down while she has the chance to.

 

“You have a hard time trusting, but I can understand why.”

Adora’s hand gestures to the men around the club who will all eventually take their turns at hitting on Catra.

 

“Oh great, we have a Dr.Phil on our hands.”

Catra rolls her eyes as she sighs and pushes off the countertop.

 

But , my game is that you have a beauty that I have struggled to find as of lately.”

Adora’s voice rises just a tad bit, just to keep her from walking away, and that’s all she needs because like a fool Catra gives her that attention she seeks in this moment.

 

“And there it is. Congratulations, you're one of the longest ‘customers’ I’ve talked to.”

Catra rolls her eyes again, this time determined not to let Adora waste anymore of her time with these romantic smooth talk words.

 

“Wait, you didn’t let me finish.”

 

“And you’d love to have me in your bed. I’ve heard it all before, I can’t believe I didn’t see how this was going to end sooner. Your approach was smooth though, so I suppose I’ll tip my hat off to you for that much.”

Catra pulls that white towel from off of her shoulder as she wipes her hands off from a bit of sweat. She can use all her smooth words if she wants to, but if she thinks that I’m gonna be some pawn to her little sex antics she’s got another thing coming .

 

“Actually, I was going to say I’d love to have to stop by my studio sometime. Every model I’ve tried to hire in the past week hasn’t been what I was looking for. You however. You have an immaculate balance of beauty and dominance. You have a low tolerance for bullshit, I’ve observed that first hand. Yet, you carry yourself with much professionalism, because you have some goal in mind. I’d love to capture that, if you’d allow it.”

Adora captures Catra’s attention before she storms off in a fit with her preconceived notions. 

 

“I- I’m sorry, you want me to be a model for you ?”

Catra can feel her face flush red, she can’t help it. She gets called beautiful everyday to the point where the words have lost their true meaning to her. So hearing them for what may be the first time genuinely sends her off the rails . What do you think you’re doing ?!

 

That logical, protective, and dominant side of Catra is screaming to not let this happen, but her desire to please and be pleased has never felt so strong in her entire life, it’s nearly too good to be true. Exactly ! It’s too good to be true!

 

That inner conflict is so loud that to a normal person who isn’t horny for someone who is way out of their league it would be deafening. But for Catra it’s just not enough to snap out of it, the smell of alcohol and the sound of Adora’s enticing words all make her want to melt away. 

 

“Yes, that’s exactly it. That is if you want to. I don’t want to pressure you into anything you aren’t comfortable with, but your beauty is worth a thousand words and more. Whether you take the offer or not, do know that you are most likely the finest, most beautiful woman that I have laid eyes on.”

Adora offers that warm smile once again as she reaches into her pocket and pulls one hundred dollars from her wallet alongside a small, sleek, and shiny business card.

 

The blush that comes across Catra’s face is priceless, so much so that she can barely register that Adora is putting something on the counter. She thinks that I’m one of the finest she’s laid eyes on ? Catra vaguely remembers that she had slid something across the counter  to her. 

 

“What’s this ?”

Catra says as she looks at the money rather than the card.

 

“My contact information, if you decide you want to do it.”

 

“No, I can see that. I’m not blind… the money.”

 

“Oh, I’ve stolen some of your time while you’re on the clock so I thought I’d pay you back for it.”

Adora shrugs a bit in response as if money is one of the lesser things to worry about. Catra knows that the people that run through here have big money, but the way Adora drops hundreds at a time is impeccable.

 

“You don’t need to do that, I was just heading out for my break anyways.”

Catra says as she slides the money back towards Adora.

 

“Well, consider it a token. Well, I really hope to hear from you soon.”

Just like that Adora’s up and gone in a ghost like fashion. Honestly, it’s quite scary how she can disappear amongst the smallest of crowds. Almost like she’s been doing it for years, perfecting a type of craft.

 

It’s only now does Catra notice this warm tingling sensation, and it’s only now does she begin to calm down a bit. Wait… what did I just get myself into ?! Model ?! What do you know about modeling?!  The music in the room starts to become muffled and the smell of food and alcohol start to become faint as well. What ever happened to think before you speak ?!    

 

“I see you finally talked to your secret admirer.”

Lonnie’s voice snaps Catra from her inner meltdown and back into the bustling real world. The food, the music, the alcohol, the people, they all settle back into her senses as she looks at Lonnie.

 

“She’s not my admirer.”

Catra rolls her eyes as she walks around from the bar and goes to the back to grab her jacket, to which Lonnie for whatever reason follows.

 

“You sure ? She’s leaving you some of the biggest tips I’ve seen you get.”

 

“Two hundred dollars total. I make that easy with tips in two days.”

Catra shrugs a bit as she proceeds out back behind the club to take her smoke break. To which, still Lonnie follows.

 

“Well think again, your little woman crush left you more than that.”

Lonnie hands Catra an envelope that clearly isn’t empty but isn’t particularly thick either.

 

“What’s this ?”

Catra asks as she places her smoke between her lips and carefully turns the envelope over to see that it says ‘ From Adora’

 

“I don’t know, but I was standing at the front talking to Rogelio when she rushed out the door and came back a couple seconds later, looked at me and told me to make sure you got it.”

Lonnie shrugs a bit as she leans on the brick wall waiting for Catra to open the envelope, because she’s just as curious as Catra is to see what’s inside.

 

Carefully ripping the seal of the envelope Catra finds a small card inside. Pulling it out she opens it and out comes a couple hundred dollar bills. The card reads, ‘ Sorry for just staring at you for a couple days without a word, I know that’s probably unnerving. Lol, Adora.’  Catra looks at the card for a couple seconds and laughs lightly.

 

“She is such an idiot.”

Catra shakes her head, slipping the money into her right hand pocket.

 

“So, are you sure you don’t work at that type of club, because damn ! She’s dropping hundreds like it’s child's play on you.”

Lonnie says as she pushes a loc or two from her face.

 

“Shut the fuck up and give me a light.”

Catra growls as she carefully puts her swisher in a more comfortable spot so Lonnie can light it.

 

Lonnie reluctantly lights Catra’s swisher and stands awkwardly across from her as she begins to smoke with this weird smirk on her face.

 

“What ? You want a swisher ?”

Catra hands over her extra, turning her head to the side a bit as she speaks the inquiry.

 

“No, no.”

Lonnie puts her hands up defensively as she takes a step back as the smirk on her face becomes more and more smug.

 

“So what do you want ?”

Catra’s starting to get irritated, because she doesn’t do those guessing games, people unknowingly do all the time.

 

“You keep messing around with your little admirer and I’m sure you won’t have to worry about working a job or college expenses.”

Lonnie chuckles a bit as she slowly walks towards the door.

 

“That’s not even close to what is going on.”

Catra gets defensive, because one it’s rude to use people for their money, no matter how much you may need it. And two; does Lonnie think she’d really stoop that low to practically being someone’s sugar baby ?

 

“Oh so you do have something going on though ?”

Lonnie asks as she raises a brow swinging the back door open looking back at Catra.

 

“No, not really. I- mind your damn business Lonnie. Damn.”

She rolls her eyes as she turns to smoke her swisher.

 

“I don’t owe you a damn explanation.”

She puffs out her smoke with irritation.

 

“Oooh, sounds like I’m hitting a nerve. I must be right huh ?”

 

“Get back inside before I hit you.”

Catra turns over her shoulder glaring at Lonnie. And again all she does is throw her hands up defensively before walking away.

 

When she hears the heavy metal door slam shut behind her she lets out a breath she hadn’t quite realized she’d been holding. 

 

“I’m not about to turn into this woman’s sugar baby, and even if I did, I wouldn’t use her for her money. Even though… I guess that’s what people become a sugar babies for ?”

She tilts her head a bit at the thought.

 

“What am I thinking ?! I’m just gonna be a stupid little model for her and that’s it . We won’t have to see each other after that. Strictly business. Okay ? Nothing more.”

Catra nods to herself as if this plan is the simplest of terms she could come to. 

 

“So all of… this.”

Waving her hand to herself referring to the butterflies she gets just thinking of how astonishing Adora looks and how smoothly she talks.

 

“Has to stop. She said she admires your professionalism. So hold up to those standards.”

That inner conflict between heart and brain she was having earlier ? This is that outloud. Her heart ran 1000 miles before a singular step was taken, but now she has herself in check and she cannot let it happen again. 

 

Catra pulls out the business card Adora gave her and reads it to the best of her ability, but even for an upscale club there isn’t the best lighting in the alleyway to read anything that isn’t already illuminated.

 

“Adora Grays-”

She tries to mumble the name to herself, but is then rudely interrupted by the back door swinging open with full force and out comes a tall buff white haired woman who just so happens to be Catra’s coworker and next door neighbor in the apartment she lives in .

 

“Hey Catra, do you think you could hurry your smoke break up ? We just had a party of people come in and order drinks and-”

Someone runs past the woman talking and out across the alley to throw up by a not so well lit dumpster.

 

“And we’ve got that going on.”

The woman continues as she rubs behind her head nervously.

 

“I’m coming in now Scorpia.”

She takes one last good hit of her swisher before burning out the cherry and blowing the smoke out. Scorpia’s a big softie that works in the kitchen cooking the food and serving drinks that aren’t liquor. 

 

Catra remembers first meeting her in the stairwell of their apartment complex. Catra was nearly about to topple the stairs trying to walk past Scorpia’s big frame while carrying a load of boxes. She had offered to help and then she came over for dinner since they were going to be neighbors. Lucky enough for Catra they’re both attending the same college where she later found out that Scorpia’s a hospitality management major. She likes to call them best friends, but Catra would beg to differ. They just so happen to be friends who talk often, go to the same school, work the same job, and live right next to each other. Definitely not best friends and all coincidences. Okay the apartment and school thing is a coincidence and Scorpia may have helped Catra get this job, but this still doesn’t make them best friends, just some really good ones. 

 

Very carefully Catra slips Adora’s business card back into her pocket so she can look at it later when she gets home. The moment she makes it back inside and to the bar she can see the sudden influx of people inside. She swears this is the worst part of the night, because usually when there’s big groups of six or more they are the real rich assholess she talks about. Always wanting top shelf liquor, but not wanting to pay top shelf liquor prices. Comparing the prices to other establishments. Catra knows the kind of establishments they talk about, and for them to be so wealthy they sure were going to low quality establishments. 

 

However, high quality equals higher prices, everyone should know this by now. Especially at most of the guests' ages you’d think they know that by now. However, Catra still manages to run into the ones that act like pubescent middle school boys. 

 

The rush wasn't as bad as she thought it was going to be, but it was still pretty bad to the point that she felt way too much relief when her shift came to an end. She couldn’t have driven to her apartment any faster. That usual forty-five minute drive was cut into twenty minutes; traffic-laws be damned. She’s tired, has classes in the morning, and can’t wait to feel her mattress beneath her. Of course she sped.

 

When Catra does finally get home to her comfortable mattress she finds herself staring at Adora’s business card. Adora Grayskull, it read.  

 

That name seems familiar. Biting her lip softly as she looks away from the card and to the blank ceiling hoping that it can help her figure out where she’s seen this name before. After a minute too long of drawing blank Catra whips her phone out and decides to do the research for herself. 

 

For all I know she could be a serial killer trying to set me up. Catra’s sure that Adora’s not a serial killer just out in public like that, but then you never know. It’s always the ones you least suspect that are the killers. That’s at least what Catra’s overthinking is telling her, plus the one too many LifeTime movies she’s seen .

 

“Adora Grayskull is a well renowned photographer, videographer, and business person… hmm quite the accolades… Adora Grayskull is one of the founders of Grayskull Entertainment in which some of the best movies within the past couple of years have been filmed and edited under.”

She mumbles to herself, really soaking in the information word by word.

 

Adora Grayskull has been noted to be very diverse in her photography and imagery, her ability to capture the audience's eye in a singular frame is what’s brought her to fame and fortune. Grayskull describes herself to be very hardworking yet easy to get along with.

 

Catra continues to read with her lips moving but no sound actually coming out. Whoever wrote this article about Adora must be the most generous person in the world, because there's no way this woman can seem so perfect in only a couple of paragraphs. Either that or… she really is a goddess.

 

‘Adora Grayskull net worth’

Catra can’t stop herself from looking this up, because if this woman is dropping money on her like she has been doing and she’s doing all of this. She has to be worth at least a million dollars.

 

Because Adora Grayskull is not only a photographer, but is also a film producer, and owns part of Grayskull Entertainment her net worth is roughly around $3.2 billion dollars.

 

Catra can’t find any words to explain how her heart just dropped, how her soul just left her body. No words to explain how her jaw could drop to hell if it were possible. Part of her is certain that she died a little bit on the inside.

 

“There’s no fucking way she wants me of all people to model for her. I’m just a broke ass undergrad student wanting to be a tattoo artist. This isn’t fucking real.”

Catra’s hands begin to tremor at the thought of what she’s really gotten herself into. 

 

‘My game is that you have a beauty that I have struggled to find as of lately.’ She really meant that ? She wants me to be what she’s looking for. Smooth talk or not she’s got a keen eye I’m sure of it. She cracks a wide smile knowing that this woman who doesn’t owe her anything wants her for something this big. 

 

“Shit, if I do this modeling shit, I’ve gotta do contracts and shit…. Then I’ll probably have to figure out what’s actually a fair payment, and clothes… I probably can’t wear just anything.”

That smile is quick to fade when the realization hits her, but she allows herself to take a moment to take a deep breath.

 

“Get yourself together Catra, I’m sure you can just talk this over with Adora when we’re totally not freaking out.”

Catra takes a couple more deep breaths, letting that logical and collected side of her work its magic.

 

“Yeah, that’s what I’ll do. Just go up there and talk to her and we can talk business.”

Catra nods to herself because it all seems so simple in her head. However, she’s never modeled before, and she doesn’t know how this is supposed to go.

 

Well, Catra wanted something interesting in her life, so here she is taking a leap of faith into something she knows absolutely nothing about. Closing her eyes Catra just figures she can think about it later, but the thought of walking into something blindly scratches the back of her head. Turning over in bed she tries to ignore the intrusive thoughts of doing something foolish in the midst of this whole thing.

 

“I can’t. I can’t. I can’t.”

Catra’s eyes shoot open and her body springs up out of bed.

 

“This is going to bother me all night.”

She walks over to her desk in the corner of her room and taps on the mousepad of her laptop a few times so that it’ll wake. 

 

How to become a photoshoot model . Is the first thing she can think of to type into the search bar of her laptop. Maybe this can give her a good idea of how to even approach Adora when she goes to talk to her. There’s only a few things she honestly found useful after thirty minutes to an hour of searching for things that somewhat apply to her.

 

  • Develop your modeling skills
  • Practice posing in front of a camera
  • Get a killer portfolio
  • Make yourself look better at all times.

 

Catra walks up to the mirror that sits behind her dresser on the other side of the room and tries posing in front of it. It’s awkward, stiff, and robotic like. I’m sure this shit is supposed to look natural. She sighs as she runs her hands through her short length of hair while groaning loudly.

 

“I may be the beauty she’s looking for, but I’m definitely not the model she’s looking for.”

Unsure of what to do about her stiff bitch syndrome Catra walks over the bed and plops back down. This is why I just need to go up there and talk to her, because maybe this isn’t for me and I don’t want to disappoint her. Eyes turning over to the business card on her night stand she lays down staring at it until she can feel her weariness dragging her to sleep.

 

Chapter 2: I've Been in The Wonder

Notes:

Heyo, this chapter is in Adora's POV and oddly took longer than expected to write. Like always enjoy the chapter and there's a nice treat is at the end for ye.

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Chapter 2 : I’ve Been in The Wonder

 

Twenty. Five. Times. That’s how many times Adora’s counted she’s pulled her phone out during the course of this consultation meeting. Twenty-five going on twenty-six as her phone vibrates in her pocket once again. And just like all the other instances she pauses the meeting to check the notification.

 

“I’m sorry Ms. Grayskull, is this a bad time? Because it seems whatever is going on with your phone is far more important than what we came here for.”

Out of all the people in the meeting room, from both Adora’s side and the brands, of course it’s a man’s voice that has to interrupt the flow of things. Sure Adora isn’t giving them her undivided attention, but they are not the only people she looks forward to contacting her.

 

Lifting her eyes from her phone to the man down the stretch of the meeting table she looks to his name plaque and then to him, trying not to press her lips together as if she’s being bothered. The thing is, she is being bothered. They’ve called a thousand times to get this silly consultation meeting. Adora’s not sure if it’s her social status that makes some clients think they have to act like an ass to her or if it’s just their personalities, but she wishes they would just act like it’s a normal conversation. 

 

This company, Static Shock, likely just hit their biggest break to be running to Adora wanting their best photoshoot yet. She’s seen other companies similar to this one. Excited to get something done by her and usually they have great ideas to give. But this time, she’s been hit with one of those companies. You know, the kind of companies that target the youth and the face of their brand is a teenager or young adult, but then there’s douches like this one on the team who act a fucking ass.

 

  Yes Malachi , we’ve been here since 12:30 and it is now going on 4:00 and you’ve been practically repeating yourself for almost four fucking hours. We want this to be the most authentic photoshoot we’ve ever had. We want our customers to know that authenticity is okay.’ It must be some written script they have somewhere because no matter who Adora finds herself talking to, they all say the same thing.

 

You’re here to sell clothes, not promote world peace.

 

“No, it’s not a bad time. I’m just trying to make sure that a model I was interested in having for the shoot would be able to make it.”

It takes everything in Adora to not let out an irritated sigh when she finally does speak up, because Malachi speaks as if he wants to belittle her and she has far better things to do than to be belittled by some man with a hairline receding so far that it starts behind his ears.

 

“Model?”

He questions as he then turns to his colleagues and they all begin to do that very annoying corporate laugh.

 

Furrowing her eyebrows, Adora looks at her team consisting of her wardrobe managers, Bow and Glimmer and prop managers, Swifty and SeaHawk. Who have all been a lot more lenient with their time. They all shrug as if they too have missed out on the joke. Clearing her throat loudly Adora leans forward on the table.

 

“I’m sorry, is something funny ?”

 

“Our apologies Ms.Grayskull. You do not need to bother yourself with finding models. We are going to provide our own.”

This time a woman  whose plaque reads Katie speaks up. She’s fairly younger than the rest of her colleagues, perhaps even close to Adora in age. Twenty-four ? Maybe even younger, not that her age really matters to Adora, but it is noticeable that she’s one of the youngest amongst her colleagues.

 

“Pardon ?”

Adora bites down on the nail of her thumb, wanting to make sure she’s heard correctly.

 

“She said we’ll provide our own models. The people we have are going to be the best models you’ve ever seen. So don’t stress yourself out about that lousy one you got coming.”

Malachi has this snappy attitude about himself and it’s really starting to irk her.

 

Lousy? Who does he think he’s talking about?  Biting down on her tongue, Adora takes in a deep breath and before she can even open her mouth she feels Bow put his hand on her shoulder.

 

“Mister… Malachi.”

Glimmer starts before Adora can.

 

“There is no need for you to insert how you may feel about the models we provide here. So if you could please refrain from such it would be appreciated.”

She continues with a proper tone and cheerful smile.

 

He scoffs softly and rolls his eyes. 

 

“Well like I said, we’ve got the best of the best coming.”

 

“We’ll see about that. I will not be calling off my model, just in case.”

Adora tries to match Glimmer's tone but her annoyance makes it falter by a long shot. 

 

Well it’s not like I can. Can’t call someone off without their number. She thinks to herself with a slight shrug that no one seems to notice.

 

“Pardon ?”

 

“If that’ll be all you need from me today. I will do a practice shoot on Saturday in Studio B and we’ll see what happens from there. Now if you don’t mind, you’re starting to cut into my time. My presence is requested elsewhere.”

Adora doesn’t even bother to repeat herself as she slides her phone off of the table along with a folder. 

 

“ If you have any concerns about wardrobe please speak with Glimmer and Bow.”

She waves her hand between them as they both smile brightly.

 

“I trust no one but them when it comes to wardrobe. I will see your models Saturday, and if you need to contact me, call my office .”

She continues before letting herself out of the meeting room and then walks down the hallway at a moderately fast pace. Not long after does she hear a door shut in the distance behind her.

 

“Adora ! Adora slow down!”

The voice belongs to Bow and from the fast thuds that’s coming from behind her she can only assume he’s running to catch up to her.

 

“What’s wrong with you ? You seemed distracted back there.”

Bow asks as he doubles over, putting his hands on his knees trying to catch his breath.

 

“Yeah, they’re just starting to get on my nerves and I’m a bit excited to see if this model will show up.” I’d be satisfied with just seeing her again, but seeing her on this project is going to be jaw dropping. I just know it. With beauty like that it’s hard not to see it .

She turns around shrugging nonchalantly

 

“Okay, yeah, they don’t have the best attitudes, but we’ve seen worse.”

 

“True, but I actually do need to get going, the people in studio C have been blowing up my phone asking for help.”

Flashing a quick smile Adora turns on her heels and rushes out to her two door black sports car. 

 

No one really took her to be a sports car kind of gal, but she had been vastly intrigued by it when she upgraded from the four door Sedan she had been driving since a teen. Her windows were tinted dark and the license plate read SH3RA. Was it a bit corny ? Yeah, but who’s really questioning someone with her kind of money ? 

 

Sliding her suit jacket off of her shoulders she turns the A/C on as she can feel sitting in the car without it any moment longer just may be a suicide mission. It’s 95 degrees outside and there’s no breeze to cool down, so the sweat she’s starting to break is very much warranted.

 

The drive to the other studio is easily ten minutes, but perhaps stopping by the café wouldn’t hurt. She’s sure they can survive another ten to fifteen minutes without her. She assumed wrong because the moment she steps foot in the café her phone rings. Adora’s tempted to not answer it, but then it would just lead to another call right after another and she’d much rather just avoid it .

 

“Hello ?”

She answers.

 

“Hi, Ms. Grayskull, This is Cameron… the uh apprentice you hired not too long ago. I- I don’t mean to be a bother and I know you’re probably really busy, but I’m having a hard time trying to shoot this trailer and… I could really use your help.”

The way he stutters and speaks in choppy sentences is obvious he’s nervous to talk to her, but really he’s a sweet kid with an obvious passion for videography. At least that’s what Adora noticed when she gave him the job.

 

Looking between the salad bar and the exit, Adora bites her lip for a moment and sighs softly so that it’s not heard over the line.

 

“I’ll be over there in a moment, just give me like ten minutes, okay ?”

She can hear Cameron sigh heavily before responding.

 

“Thank you so much Ms. Grayskull. I truly appreciate it.”

 

“No, problem. I’ll be there soon.”

Adora hangs up the phone and turns to leave.

 

“You just come to bless us with your presence Ms. Grayskull ?”

A cafeteria worker asks as they walk past.

 

“Seems like it. A kid in one of the studio’s is having a hard time.”

She chuckles as she continues to the exit and back to her car.

 

Just as promised she got to the studio within ten minutes, and when she walks inside everything looks to be running smoothly. So what is all this fuss about? Walking towards the camera crew she clears her throat a bit.

 

“Cameron.”

Adora’s tone is authoritative but still gentle enough to not startle him.

 

“Oh ! Ms. Grayskull, am I happy to see you. Again I’m sorry to bother you like this, but we have been trying to change the settings on the camera to get this nice wide shot, but nothing we change it to give that cinema effect.”

He explains running his fingers through his long onyx colored hair.

 

We ?”

She tilts her head as she looks at the other cameramen whose eyes avert hers.

 

“Well yeah, they were just trying to see if they could help.”

He continues with a bit of confusion evident in his voice.

 

“I understand that, but don’t let other people mess with your camera. Especially the settings. Out of everyone here they should know that.”

 

“I just thought they were trying to help, I didn’t think it was that serious. I’m sorry Ms. Grayskull.”

That nervousness appears in Cameron’s voice again and she places a hand on his shoulder.

 

“You don’t have to keep apologizing. I’m just letting you know for future reference don’t let someone mess with your settings. Especially when it’s an external problem.”

 

“External ?”

Adora bends down to the equipment bag by her feet and pulls out a lens handing over to him.

 

“Try this lens, revert your settings, and go again.”

She offers him a reassuring smile and so he does just as she told him.

 

As everyone gathers back in their positions Adora watches as Cameron’s face lights up. After multiple takes of the shot he turns back to her with so much glee in his features.

 

“How did you figure it was a lens problem ?”

 

“The nifty fifty.”

She holds the previous lens up in her hand and examines it for a moment.

 

“Great lens. For photography that is. If you wanna get that money wide shot keep using that lens.”

She continues smiling as she places the nifty fifty in the equipment bag.

 

“Wow, I really bothered you over something that small..”

Cameron says with a sheepish smile as he rubs the back of his head.

 

“You’re not bothering me. Really you’re not.”

It’s better than wasting my time in that meeting.

 

“Plus you’re here for a learning experience. Who am I if I can’t help ?”

Adora continues as she brings up a chair on the outskirts of the set and sits down.

 

“Oh, you’re staying ?”

He asks as he turns around noticing her presence behind him.

 

“Just in case you have any other difficulties. I don’t have anywhere else to be. Plus you’ve got a good thing going here.”

 

“You really think so ?”

That little bit of acknowledgement seems to light his creative fire even brighter.

 

“I know so, keep at it.”

Adora crosses one leg over the other and that’s when her stomach rumbles loudly. Looking around she can’t notice any snack tables along the walls and she sighs in slight disappointment. She really doesn’t want to drive back to the café, but if she doesn’t eat something she’s going to pass out . It’s burning like hell outside and the stage lights in the studio make it humid. 

 

I knew I should’ve grabbed something to eat first. Her stomach growls again and she nods to herself as if to give herself confirmation that she was going to get food.  

 

“I’m gonna run to the cafeteria, have you all eaten since you’ve been here ?”

Cameron shakes his head and so does the rest of the crew. Even the actors shake their heads and Adora’s eyes widen slightly.

 

“Woah, woah, woah. Cameron, number one rule. You were assigned this project so this is your crew. Whether they’re hungry or not, always provide food.”

 

He whips out his phone quickly to actually take note of what was being said and hums softly once he’s finished.

 

“Got it.”

He says as he slips his phone back in his pocket.

 

“Treat your crew right and they’ll treat you the same way.”

Adora stands up and pats his shoulder.

 

“I’ll be back with some sandwiches and drinks.”

She continues as she sets a fast pace to her car. 

 

When she returns she comes back with a platter or two of sandwiches and two carts with water bottles and sets them down. Grabbing a sandwich and water for herself she turns to everyone else who is still vaguely working.

 

“Everyone take a break to get something to eat. I bought sandwiches and water. I’m sure a lot of you know not to get too close to the equipment with food, but I’m just letting you all know. Stay off the set with food.”

Adora announces and everyone practically drops what they’re doing to grab a bite.

 

Once everyone has eaten they all look more rejuvenated and ready to work again. Watching the project come together scene by scene is quite interesting. A lot more interesting than that consultation meeting she was stuck in. Bad attitudes, snarky comments, and anticipation was something she needed a break from, though the anticipation part lingers heavily.

 

By the time the set wraps up for the day it’s noticeably darker outside. Checking her phone Adora reads the time 8:10 p.m. As she sits in her car she recollects the events of the day. Came in at twelvish, that stupid meeting took up like four hours of my time. Helped Cam out and stayed there for a while. Not too bad, a normal 8 hour shift. She chuckles softly because Bow and Glimmer often tell her she works treacherous hours to be a CEO. However she doesn’t think coming in at seven in the morning and leaving at nine at night is all that bad.

 

As she doubles back on the consultation meeting with Static Shock she sighs.

 

The people we have coming are going to be some of the best models you’ve ever seen .”

Adora rolls eyes as she begins to go on a tangent.

 

“Models are a part of the package deal. Someone can’t read the fine print.”

She mumbles as she turns the car on taking a deep breath. Today is over, everything is fine .

 

As Adora’s phone dings for the millionth time today and she whips it out to look at what she’s hoping is a text message she’s met with a hard slap of disappointment. To her dismay it’s not a text. Just a stupid notification from Instagram saying who’s posted lately. Adora’s been looking for Catra to message or call her for a couple days now. Okay maybe she didn’t expect her to say anything the exact next day, but it’s day three and she’s anxious to know her answer. 

 

Perhaps I should go to the club tonight to see. Would that be weird ? No, I could just so happen to be there to get a drink. But I never really get any drinks though. I should just go to ease my nerves.

 

After a long mental conflict of push and pull she finally puts the car in drive and pulls out the lot. There’s nothing better than driving and listening to… absolutely nothing. Only the thoughts of your mind. What if she couldn’t find a nice way to put it. What if she thinks I’m weird. Oh god, she’ll really think I’m weird now. Okay, maybe this is a bad idea. Just turn around and go home.

 

No, we already made up our mind. Going is going to give us some clarity, and 

peace of mind.

 

Whilst Adora is having this conversation on the verge of a nervous breakdown she’s failed to realize she’s entirely too close to the club to even actually turn around and go home. It’d be a waste of gas, not that it bothers her, but she’ll use it as an excuse to not chicken out. A lot of people have this preconceived notion that Adora is just this go-getter at all times. The reality of it is that she’s not very social. Glimmer and Bow are the closest people she confides in. There are a few others she talks to, such as Seahawk and Swifty, but not as often.

 

Once she’s in the parking lot she looks around and takes a deep breath rubbing her face a couple times. This is the routine she’s found herself doing ever since the first time she saw Catra. The worry of scaring Catra off lingers. On top of that she has an attitude of a ticking time bomb and you can’t see the timer for when it’ll blow.

 

“You’re here now, just play it cool. Play it cool.”

Getting out the car she fixes the collar of her pristine white turtleneck, straightens out her black suit jacket that still has those funky shoulder pads, and slicks a couple strands of hair back into her ponytail.

 

Walking in the club is always nerve wracking because even though she is considered to be a part of high class that doesn’t stop people from staring. She’s never able to tell if it’s out of awe or disdain. Part of her is sure that it’s a mixture of both. She’s young and richer than half the people in there; of course there’s jealousy in the air. Sometimes she’s praised for her success and then there’s the jealous old men who worked their lives away just to scrape up a salary that doesn’t even touch one million. But her success has absolutely nothing to do with their misfortunes, so she can’t let it bother her.

 

As she approaches the entrance she notices a guy standing there with his arms crossed over his chest and his shoulders holding way too much tension as the bouncer checks his I.D.  Hm, interesting. She simply thinks as she prepares her own I.D. and he walks off as the card is handed back to him.

 

Once Adora is cleared to go inside she looks around the club. Walking through the threshold she feels it. The stares. From people on the dancefloor, from people sitting upstairs eating their dinners, and people sitting at tables along the walls. It feels like the whole world stops when she goes out in public, like they’ve never seen a blonde woman before, but she knows that’s not why they stare.  

 

As natural as possible Adora pushes forward through the club and makes a beeline for the bar. When she gets there she’s met with the woman with locs she ran into a couple days ago. She didn’t bother to get her name, she was too much in a rush to get back to the studio to even ask. Now that she thinks about it, that was quite rude of her to just shove an envelope in her hand and run off. Perhaps now would be a good time to apologize for that.

 

“Welcome back blondie, it’s been a while.”

She says as she slides down the bar with this smug grin on her face. Hm , I wonder what that’s about.

 

Adora chuckles as she sits down at the bar next to the guy who was getting his I.D. checked earlier. She notices how he picks at his fingernails as he waits for his order to be taken. A bit odd for someone who should know what they want to drink, but she’s not here to analyze strange individuals.

 

“I don’t think three days is a lot.”

There’s a beat of silence between the two of them which starts to feel awkward the longer it begins to draw out. The apology Adora.

 

“Oh, I’d like to apologize about the other night.”

 

“Apologize for what exactly?”

 

“Well I kinda shoved an envelope in your hand and ran off without a formal introduction.”

Adora’s eyes drift off to the side out of guilt as she speaks and then something dawns on her. Now would be a good time for that introduction.

 

“I’m Adora.”

She extends her hand quickly across the counter but she doesn’t take it.

 

“Lonnie. Don’t stress yourself about it. You could’ve done worse.”

Slowly Adora lowers her hand on the counter as she now realizes she’s probably not going to shake it. That didn’t go as planned.

 

That awkward silence falls over them again and the clubbing music fills the air.

 

“So.”

Her eyes dart around the bar for a moment and back to Lonnie.

 

“Is Catra working tonight ?”

That smug look from earlier creeps back up on her face as if she knows something she doesn’t.

 

“No, it’s her day off.”

Fighting back the look of disappointment that wants to spread across her face, Adora nods her head for a moment as her eyes once again drift across the bar.

 

“When does she work again ?”

 

“Friday.”

Hm, can I wait that long ?  Adora wonders if waiting for two days will cut too close to the practice shoot. Biting her thumb in thought, Adora whips out her phone for a moment and scrolls through her contacts. It’s about a minute or so before she sighs and puts her phone back in her pocket.  I don’t know that I actually want to use anyone other than Catra.

 

“Okay, thanks.”

Adora gets up to leave still biting on her thumb, still somewhat thinking of what to do.

 

“Is that the only reason you come here ?”

Lonnie questions as she slides over to another customer but yet still speaks to Adora.

 

“Pardon ?”

Adora’s eyes focus more on Lonnie than being clouded by her thoughts.

 

“Is that the only reason you come here?”

She restates as if it would make the question any clearer.

 

“Explain.”

She says as she tilts her head, confusion evident in her tone. Is she referring to just having a conversation ? Or ? 

 

“I mean Catra. I’ve never actually seen you have a drink or anything to eat for that matter.”

Her face is burning red, she can’t help it, because technically that is the only reason she even brings herself in the club. 

 

“What would make you say that ?”

The smile on Adora’s face right now is forced. So much so that Lonnie gets a good laugh out of it.

 

“I mean you make it obvious you’re only here for her.

She picks up a glass from the counter ready to take it back to the dishwasher.

 

“Her and I have business, and I just so happen to like coming to this club.”

With being such a big deal that she is, you'd like to think that Adora’s skill to deceive others was phenomenal, but alas, she can’t lie to save her life.

 

“I’ve never seen you here before Catra started working here. I’ve been here almost a year and this is the most I’ve ever seen you.”

Shit. Adora actually hates going to clubs for a couple of reasons : one, she doesn’t drink because she’s a lightweight and refuses to admit it. So in order to stop getting into drinking competitions she just avoids alcohol while amongst large groups. Two, they’re always crowded. And last but not least, it’s just not her cup of tea. She’d much rather spend her time at home where it’s comfortable.

 

Wait, I don’t drink in large crowds ? I don’t drink in large crowds ! Her face lights up at the remembrance of the fact that she indeed does not drink amongst large crowds.

 

“I don’t typically drink amongst crowds of people, so I actually wouldn’t have brought myself up here the other times I’ve been here.”

Two truths and a lie. A game Adora just started within one sentence. Pretty impressive on her behalf.

 

“Hey ! Are you gonna talk the whole time or pour me up a drink ?”

The I.D. man from earlier shouts from the other side of Adora.

 

“Don’t yell at her.”

Adora’s face contorts to that of disgust. Why is it that men feel so obligated to just say and do what they want ?

 

“And who the fuck are you ?”

He snarls as he turns to her. His frame is fit, but his attitude is all bent out of shape. His clothes fit too tight and he looks like a brat too young to be even sitting at the bar. Disgusting

 

“My name doesn’t concern the likes of you. What does concern you though, is how you speak to women, and how you speak to the people who have to pour your drink. You never know what could happen.”

 

“This bitch wouldn’t have the gall poison me, I could sue her and this place for more than they can afford.”

 

“Who are you calling a -”

Lonnie starts and her tone is one to be reckoned with, but with a simple wave of her hand Adora stops her from finishing her sentence.

 

“Did you know it’s a criminal offense to use a fake I.D. so someone can sell you age restricted goods ?”

Adora’s tone is calm, collected, and all together raising the suspension of the scene.

 

“Why would I give a-”

 

“I wasn’t finished.”

She cuts him off before continuing.

 

“Did you also know that underage drinking can spread toxins throughout the body that will spread and kill you by the time you’re 32 ?”

There’s a beat of silence that hangs for a moment. The fear in the boy's eyes is delightful, which means Adora’s plan is working.

 

“It’ll start with feeling nauseous, then it’ll move on to headaches, further down to stomach pain, sweating, and high blood pressure. You know what happens when your blood pressure gets too high right ? Oh, that’s right. Death.”

 

“I- I think I have to go to the bathroom.”

He stands to his feet and the way he nearly trips over them sends Lonnie into a fit of laughter.

 

“How do you know all of that ?”

She can’t stop herself from laughing, because just remembering the terror on his face as Adora’s list went on and on was one to die for.

 

“Oh, I don’t. Those were the side effects of a hangover and then I added death to the end of it. The toxin’s thing was made up.”

 

“Really ?! I was surely starting to believe you too.”

 

“Yeah, anyways. Thanks for your time Lonnie I really should get going though. I’ve got some things to plan out for work.”

Adora pulls $75 dollars from her pocket and slides it across the counter.

 

“What’s this ?”

 

“For your time.”

Standing to her feet she waves Lonnie goodbye and weaves her way through the crowd of people heading towards the bar. Never a dull moment in this club. She laughs under her breath, because there’s always something interesting happening when she goes in there.

 

Two Days Later

 

Two days is a lot longer Adora expected it to. She was antsy to run back to the club to see Catra. Just to see her again was enough to fill this void. It’s still a weird feeling to have about a business partner. That is what Catra is to her, right ? Right. Just business, with one of the most beautiful women Adora has ever seen. Previous women she’s found herself attracted to just don’t seem to compare. They were pretty, sure, but they weren’t a genuine dime like Catra.

 

The way her mix-match eyes glisten under the dim lights of the bar. The way her voice alone is so enticing it could bring her to her knees, and the freckles that dust her cheeks make her look so adorable, can all just make Adora want to wrap herself around her is dumbfounding. Which is why she’s absolutely perfect for this photoshoot. Everything about her from what Adora’s observed is just as authentic as she can think. Just from the handful of times she’s seen or talked to her, it’s obvious she doesn’t sugar coat things. Another reason why she ranks above any other model she’s thought about hiring. 

 

This is all the reason why Adora’s returned to the club. It’s Friday night, the club music is more booming than usual and she has a good feeling about seeing Catra today. So now the only thing is to… actually… find… her. 

 

As Adora tightly squeezes past person after person to get to the bar she doesn’t see Catra. Actually, she doesn’t see any bartender for that matter. Huh, she must be taking a smoke outside. Making a sharp turn in the midst of a dancing crowd aggravates a lot of people. The lights are dim, people are sweaty, they’re tipsy, and it’s jam packed tight on the dance floor and the only way around is through it. 

 

The balcony seems a lot further when you’re excusing yourself past everyone and apologizing for bumping into them. Finally, when Adora does find herself at the doors of the balcony she fixes her suit jacket on her shoulders, wipes her forehead from sweat and slicks back a few strands of hair into her hair poof. 

 

Pushing the door open she’s met with quite a few things : a nice breeze of cool air, the smell of smoke, and men ? Adora’s heart sinks in disappointment as she steps out and looks around for a moment. Catra’s… not out here ? She just stands there confused. But she’s supposed to be here. There’s no one at the bar. She’s got to be out here. She’s not though. The crowd of men here is a clear sign that she’s not.  Maybe someone’s just standing in her way.

 

Adora pushes through one group of huddled men and then another, and another until she’s on the opposite end of the balcony. 

 

“You look lost sweetheart. What are you looking for, your man ?”

A man with a large frame asks while blowing his smoke in Adora’s face as he speaks. Turning her head up to the man she frowns and just pushes through the crowd to get back inside.

 

“Oh come on toots all I asked was a question.”

He throws his hands up in confusion.

 

“What is this, the fifties ?”

Adora questions as she rolls her eyes and continues inside.

 

The beeline to the bar isn’t as easy as it should be, because again there’s a lot of people on the dance floor pushing, pulling, bumping, and walking. When she finally does make it she’s met with Lonnie again. 

 

“Oh, so you’re back ?”

Lonnie grins as she watches Adora take a seat in front of her.

 

“Where’s Catra ?”

 

“Straight to the point huh ?”

Lonnie likes to play games, Adora can see that now. Smug and likes to draw a reaction from people, but she’d much rather not play this game with her right now.

 

“Okay, gee. Way to take the fun out of it.”

Her playful demeanor tones down a bit as she rolls her eyes, but yet still manages to chuckle after.

 

“She’s not here.”

Pulling out her phone, Adora doesn’t even unlock it. She’s strictly looking at what day it is. But it’s Friday, she did say she would work again today right ?

 

“I thought you said she works today.”

 

“I did.”

Was this some little trick she pulled just to see if I’d come back ?

 

“So what happened ?”

Adora frowns, because if this was just some little game of hers she’s about to be pissed. She doesn’t have any time left to get Catra’s response. Practice is tomorrow and if she doesn’t have an answer tonight she’s going to have to deal with some models she has absolutely no chemistry with.

 

“She called out.”

 

“Would you happen to know why ?”

 

“You know for you to be handling business with her you sure are getting personal aren’t you ?”

Lonnie raises her brows as a corner of her lip turns up into a smirk.

 

“I really need her.”

The desperation in Adora’s voice slips and Lonnie pounces on it like a lion catching its prey.

 

“Oh ?”

The tone is suggestive and Adora turns cherry red in the face as she realizes how it may have sounded.

 

“It’s still just a business matter. Do you know anything or not ?”

 

“Mmhm. Unfortunately for you blondie she didn’t say why. She only said she couldn’t make it in time for her shift.”

Fuck. Let’s just pray these models are easy to work with.

 

“Okay.”

There’s frustration behind Adora’s voice as she swivels around in the barstool and gets ready to leave. 

 

“This is your shortest visit yet blondie.”

Lonnie calls out and Adora doesn’t even bother to stop to respond.

 

“I’ve got some serious thinking to do.”

The way Adora marches straight through the dancefloor you would’ve thought she was a soldier with a one track mindset. The way she pushes through everyone with no apologies or remorse shows on her face. She’s got this really unsettling feeling about tomorrow that’s starting to kick in and she just can’t seem to shake it. 

 

Nearly a week with no contact, Adora should know how to take a hint. She’s been rejected in this manner plenty of times. Especially when she was first starting to get into photography. She had plenty of people say that they’d be in contact with her and then they actually never did. It was disheartening and in the beginning it was easy to want to give up, but now everything’s different. No one has stood her up in a long long time, especially in this manner. This is like reopening a festering sore.

 

The Next Day

 

If you thought the frustration with Catra’s rejection in mind was anything, then what’s taking place in the midst of the photoshoot is nothing to compare. These models are models and they are very beautiful, don’t get Adora wrong. But they are not photoshoot models. They are not the authenticity this company wants. They are runway models. Their poses are too exaggerated, their personas are too much. This whole thing is too much . Adora truly aims to give clients what they asked for and then some. That’s usually the fun part about it, bringing their ideas and dreams to life. But it’s hard to do when you have stubborn clients like this who take things into their own hands and don’t have any clue that they’re sabotaging themselves. 

 

“Stephanie, Layla, Darla… Are you aware of how forced your smiles look ?”

Adora asks as she lowers her camera. She’s been trying to have them look as natural and comfortable as possible for hours, but it’s like they’ve never had a day of relaxation in their lives. 

 

“Sorry, I’m trying.”

Darla says softly as she rubs her arm.

 

“What is it you want us to do ?”

Layla speaks over Darla as she crosses her arms over her chest. She’s fairly tall, pale in complexion, and has these ghostly green eyes.

 

“How about, relax . You look so serious and tense. You all want some music to play over the speakers to help ?”

She suggests as she steps away from the back drop and turns to her laptop set up on a desk  not too far from her equipment.

 

All three models turn to each other only speaking with their eyes and finally speak up after a moment.

 

“Yeah, sure. We’re used to music playing while we work anyways.”

Stephanie is the one to speak up, she’s got fair skin, dark hair, and hazel colored eyes. The perfect example of a model yes, but Adora wouldn’t have her for this shoot because she can tell that everything isn’t natural. She won’t name what, but she knows just like the other girls know. Surgery does her well now . Is all Adora can think in a nice way.

 

Adora turns on some nice upbeat instrumentals and they don’t seem to look satisfied with it. No one usually has a problem with the music she plays, it helps them stay focused and relax a bit, but they look like she just put on straight up 8 hours of screaming music.

 

“Um, excuse me Adora.”

Darla speaks up nervously, she seems to be the most modest out of the group and so Adora looks at her raising her brows.

 

“This… isn’t exactly what we had in mind for music.”

She continues as she rubs her hands together.

 

“Oh, you all can come over and select a playlist if you’d like.”

She smiles because out of the three of them Darla is the nicest and the easiest to work with. She’s just got this shyness about her that Adora is really trying to bring her out of. Stepping away from the laptop Adora waves her hand inviting them to curate a playlist that they’ll actually like.

 

After a fair ten minutes they walk away from Adora’s laptop and then the music starts to play. When it does, it startles Adora because the speakers in the studio are surround sound and the volume is no joke. The amount of bass in the song visibly shakes the speakers and Adora can feel it rumble from her feet all the way up to her chest. The lyrics are no better, they’re vulgar and just a minute in she’s sure every curse word in the book has been said. 

 

She has no problem with the style of music, but it just doesn’t seem very professional on their behalf. On top of that, who knows who’ll stop by and hear all of this. 

 

“I’m just gonna turn it down a bit, wouldn’t want to disturb others.”

Other than changing rooms and bathrooms there aren’t any other rooms in this studio, but they don’t need to know that so she’ll use it as an excuse to lower the volume. 

 

Grabbing her camera again, Adora approaches the edge of the backdrop and tries to imagine herself having a good time where this isn’t total shit. This isn’t as bad as you're just imagining it. Everything is fine. You totally don’t wish Catra was here. I mean why would you ?  

 

Her face burns red as she thinks about it, because she totally wishes Catra was here no matter how much she tries to convince herself that she’s fine without her. I bet she’d show all of them up in a single photo. Adora’s only halfway aware of what kind of photos she’s actually taking until she regains her focus. The music, the flash of the camera, the temperature of the room, the way they pose, her phone buzzing in pocket a thousand times, it all starts to settle back into her senses. 

 

Is it a miracle ? Whipping her phone out of her pocket she answers and frantically prays that it’s Catra on the other line.

 

“Hello ?”

Adora’s face lights up in anticipation. Holding the phone close to her ear she awaits for a voice to come through, but then there’s nothing there.

 

“Hello ?”

This time it’s more quizzical because how come no one is speaking back to her ?

 

“Hellooooo.”

Now it’s out of irritation because now she assumes it’s some telemarketer playing on her phone. After another beat of silence from the other end Adora hangs up and slips her phone back into her pocket.

 

After five minutes her phone rings again. Trying to ignore it is hard, but she has to try and get these models together so they can be prepared for the real photoshoot. No distractions are needed, but the phone just keeps ringing and ringing.

 

“Studio D to Adora.”

A walkie talkie goes off as soon as her phone stops ringing.

 

“Damnit, give me a sec.”

Grabbing the walkie talkie she sighs irritated.

 

“Go for Adora.”

 

“Adora ?”

 

“Go for Adora…”

 

“Have… seen.. Bow… and… Today ?”

The message is choppy and distorted, Adora barely caught what was transmitted over the walkie.

 

“Go again ?”

There’s silence over the transmission and the only thing she can hear now is this stupid playlist of music that they’ve curated.

 

“Sorry about that, I’m not really sure what that was about.”

Adora walks back to the back drop and raises her camera to her eye and miraculously the models look a bit less modelish. 

 

“Okay, you all are starting to get the hang of it! Just relax some more and I’ll have what I’m looking for.”

Maybe there’s a chance that working with them won’t be absolute hell.

 

“-Udio D to Studio…”

A bad transmission comes through the walkie talkie again and Adora pauses for a second to try and hear what’s being said but once again it’s too incoherent for her and she goes back to taking a couple photos.

 

“Okay, these are great photos, don’t get me wrong. But what if you all were to act as if you don’t even see the camera here. As if you all aren’t working.”

Adora suggests in a positive tone.

 

“I don’t think you understand. If I wasn’t working, I wouldn’t be wearing these bland ass clothes, I wouldn’t be next to these two of all people, and I sure as hell wouldn’t be in this hot ass studio.”

Layla speaks up as her eyes dart over to Stephanie rather than both Stephanie and Darla. 

 

“If you were hot all you had to do was say something. I would’ve turned the air on.”

Getting over her initial shock, Adora turns around to go find the AC dial on the wall before she hears a loud irritated sigh.

 

“No, Adora, don't turn the air on for her. She deserves to fucking burn, no one should have to walk on eggshells for Layla’s stupid ass.”

 

Huh ?!

 

Whipping her head around quickly Adora turns back to them and she becomes a bit frantic. She hadn’t realized the tension between the two girls the whole photoshoot, and no one made it known to her that there was an underlying beef between the two of them either.

 

“Woah woah, there’s no need for name calling. The lights can make it a bit hot in here, I was just going to turn it up any-”

Adora makes her attempt to diffuse the situation but she’s just cut off.

 

“No, who are you calling a bitch ?! You’re just mad I won that fashion show fair and square. Don’t think I don’t know what you’ve been saying on Instagram about me. Don’t be subliminal say it to my fucking face.”

Layla snaps back as she points her finger in Stephanie’s face. 

 

Oh no.  

 

“You want me to say it ?”

 

“That’s what I said isn’t it. Or are you too dumb to comprehend that, just like you’re too dumb to comprehend I won that show.”

 

“Everyone knows you fucked the judges to get tens straight across. Your form was fucking horrible and those outfits were horrid.”

Stephanie shouts as she shoves Layla and she shoves her hard

 

No no no no ! What the fuck ?!

Adora grabs fistfuls of her hair as she watches this hot mess unravel at her feet. Why is this the hand I was dealt ?!

 

“Guys don’t fight ! Everything was just starting to go right !”

Darla tries to pull Stephanie and Layla away from each other and Adora doesn’t know what to do. She’s stuck, she thought she had suggested something simple of them and now it’s turning to a total disaster.

 

“It’s only going wrong because she has a bad ass attitude, bringing everyone else’s mood down. All Adora is trying to do is her job and here she is making it a lot fucking harder.”

Stephanie says as she points her finger in Layla’s face and she smacks it away.

 

Well, actually all you make this a bit harder to do, but okay. Adora thinks to herself as she still finds herself stuck on what to do. If they start fighting it’s going to be a mess, they’re going to break stuff, hurt each other, and even worse. It’s gonna be in my hands.

 

“Hey can we get a juicer to Studio D.”

The walkie talkie goes off again and for the first time today it was a clear and coherent transmission.

 

“Wrong channel Swifty.”

Adora relays quickly as the arguing between Layla and Stephanie just turns into a shouting match.

 

“Go again. I didn’t catch that.”

 

“Wrong. Channel. Swifty.”

Adora tries to speak over the shouting match going on just feet away from her but she highly doubts it was a good attempt.

 

“Ohhhh, do you know what channel they have ?”

 

“Five.”

 

“Nine ?”

 

“Oh my god.”

Adora face palms as she just clips the walkie talkie on her belt loop.  Now her phone rings a couple times and from the buzzing pattern she can tell it’s a text message coming through. It’s one right after another. The yelling. The music. Swifty on the walkie. The heat. The lights . The phone. It’s starting to become an overload to her senses and she can feel herself losing her cool.

 

“Everyone, just stop.”

Adora sighs, raising one hand for them to stop and the other to her now aching head. But the yelling continues somehow getting louder and louder by the second, causing the throbbing in her head to get worse.

 

“Ladies.”

Adora tries again while her phone buzzes once again and it’s obvious they can’t hear her because they just keep going.

 

“Ladies ! Take a fifteen minute break and you two stay away from each other !”

The silence that falls upon them other than the music playing is immediate and all three of them look at Adora in awe for a moment. 

 

“See what you did. You made her mad.”

Layla storms off to an opposite side of the studio from Stephanie.

 

“I didn’t do anything. You were the one being an asshole.”

Stephanie returns.

 

“I was no-”

 

“Do not ! Don’t talk to each other. Just- just listen to the music while I step out.”

Adora rubs her head for a moment while she walks out the door to the studio to be met with the length of a corridor and sighs. It’s cooler, quieter, and a lot more peaceful in the hallway than it is in the studio. Well it was, until her phone rang again.

 

“Hello ?”

She answers as she brings the phone to her ear.

 

“Ah, Ms. Grayskull. I take it the photoshoot is going excellent, saying you have time to answer the phone.”

The voice is Malachi’s and of course it’s him, because why should Adora be able to catch a break for just one second.

 

“Um, actually. There is a problem with the models.”

 

“What problem could you possibly have with them ? I personally did background checks and all. They are the perfect models.”

 

“Your research was not a detective’s best work. They are not photoshoot models, they are fashion show models. The ones that walk up and down a runway showing off unique clothing for fashion shows. So, they aren’t the right models to promote authenticity. Not only are they not the right kind of models, but Stephanie and Layla unbeknownst to me have a very deep disliking for one another and from what just happened about two minutes ago it’ll be impossible to get them to put their differences aside to make this work.”

 

“And what about Darla ? What could you possibly have to say about sweet little Darla ?”

 

“Darla is very shy, I feel I can possibly work with her, but there aren’t any promises.”

 

“Well Ms. Grayskull, I think it would be in your best interest that you figure something out.”

 

“Pardon ?”

She feels this rage in the pit of her stomach start to boil. How is her fault that they didn’t do research on their models ? How is it her fault that they went and hired models when the package deal was going to already include models ? This doesn’t seem like an Adora problem. This seems like a Static Shock problem, because this is really out of her hands.

 

“Ms. Grayskull, we'll be lenient with you and allow you to figure this out. Our models or not, but this needs to be resolved in four weeks time. We'd like to have a grand launch on fifth week presenting our new line of clothes and presenting these photos as well. Good. Day.”

 

“Now hang on a minute-”

There’s no room for Adora to speak because the end call tone rings through her ears. Are you fucking kidding me ? Mad because you fucked up, not me.

 

I should be fucking mad.”

She mumbles as she walks back and forth in front of the door with her arms crossed over her chest.

 

You dropped the ball, and you want me to pick it up ?”

She scuffs as her pace in front of the door starts to become a bit of a cadence.

 

I think it would be in your best interest… In whose interest ?! I didn’t hire these models. It would be in your best interest to stop pissing me off.”

Adora figures talking to herself will help soothe her anger, but it really doesn’t. It only makes her want to go further on her tangent.

 

“Hey Adora ! How’s the phot-”

 

“Bow, do not, ask me about this failure of a photoshoot.”

The anger and stress roll off of Adora’s body as she points back to the studio door. An anger so scary that Bow averts eye contact with her for a moment.

 

“What’s wrong with it ?”

Glimmer asks as she walks alongside Bow down the hallway.

 

“You want to know what’s wrong ? How about you come see for yourself.”

 She says as she pushes the door open for them.

 

“Okay ?”

Glimmer questions as she’s the first amongst the three of them to walk in. Upon entering, Layla and Stephanie shouting back and forth at each other followed by the music can be heard.

 

Bow is quick to follow behind her, leaving Adora the last to walk inside.

 

“Ladies ! Again, do not talk to each other.”

She shouts as she marches over to her laptop and turns down the music.

 

This..”

She points to Layla and Stephanie for a second before continuing.

 

“Is just the icing on the cake.”

Adora laughs maniacally as she pulls the SD card out of her camera and connects it to her laptop.

 

“So what’s the rest of it ?”

Bow dare asks as his eyes drift across the studio at the scattered models.

 

“The pictures.”

She pulls them up and leans back in her swivel chair awaiting a reaction.

 

“What’s wrong with them ?”

Glimmer asks as she squints her eyes as Adora just clicks through the pictures for them.

 

“They look like models.”

She throws her hands up in exasperation. How can she be the only one to notice that?

 

“What’s so wrong with that ?”

She still doesn’t quite understand what Adora’s getting at, but then again Adora is very picky about what models she wants on what project.

 

“If the brand wants authenticity and then this is what they give me, it’s going to be a shit show. If I wanted show models I’d be doing a fashion show shoot.”

 

“Okay, but you can make it work right ? I mean this is only the practice shoot like you said, right ?”

Bow chimes back in trying to make light of the situation, but Adora just cuts her eyes at him like he’s lost his damn mind.

 

“Bow, you did see how they were just at each other’s necks, right ? They damn near broke out in a fight ten minutes ago.”

 

“Right. My bad.”

He scratches the back of his head and glances at the models again and then turns back to Adora.

 

“What about Darla ?”

 

“She’s so shy and to herself. Bringing her out her shell would take forever.”

 

“How about, we try to get Darla out of her shell and you call up that model you were talking about the other day.”

 

“I would if I could, but she hasn’t responded to my request in almost a week. I don’t think I can depend on her unfortunately.”

There’s a loud rapid knock at the studio door and Adora just sighs as she rubs her forehead. What more hell can be coming my way now ?

 

“Glimmer, could you get that for me please ?”

 

“Sure.”

She walks off to grab the door and Bow turns back to Adora.

 

“So what are you going to do now ?”

 

“Either work with what I’ve got or be on a model hunt for the next two weeks.”

The defeat in her voice is disheartening, Bow has never seen her look so upset about something like this. Okay, well he has seen her cry over photoshoots when she was still living out of an apartment too small for her and all of her equipment to stay. But it’s been a really long time since she’s looked this defeated about her passion. 

 

It almost breaks his heart to see it, but he knows Adora’s strength and she can persevere through anything. Compared to all the long nights he and Glimmer helped her perfect this craft, this is nothing.

 

“Sparkles ?”

That voice ! It couldn’t be ! Adora shoots up from the laptop and looks back at the door to try and see who’s standing there, but Glimmer’s frame blocks her from seeing them.

 

“Catra ?”

Glimmer responds in question as well and Adora’s so quick to get up from her laptop she nearly knocks it over.

 

“Catra ?!”

She practically shoves Glimmer out of the way, nearly knocking her to the ground just to see if it was really true.  But she must know who’s standing there already. She can never mistake that raspy voice for anyone else’s.

 

“Hey, Adora.”

Her voice is a bit sheepish as she looks up at her scratching her scalp softly. Adora’s eyes light up so bright and the joy that overflows her heart makes her almost want to kiss her. Out of joy that is, not because she just wants to kiss her lips that look unbelievably soft. And definitely not to just want to know what she tastes like… That would be weird.

 

“Damn Adora.”

Glimmer straightens out her clothes and rubs her shoulder softly as she stands next to her.

 

“Sorry Glim.”

She lets out a hefty laugh as she pats her shoulder a bit.

 

“Wait a minute, you know her ?”

Glimmer asks as she tilts her head to the side.

 

“Yeah, you two know each other ?”

 

“Kinda, I just know she’s the bartender at that one club not too far from the university. How do you know her ?”

 

“I also… met her at the club.”

Her face burns red as she admits it because like before Adora isn’t a let’s go to the club kind of person.

 

“You ? The club ? Without us ? That’s not typical of you.”

Glimmer squints her eyes a bit and then they widen a bit.

 

I know that look Glimmer cut it out. Adora and relationships haven’t been the best of friends for quite some time now, it’s honestly hard for her to recall the last time she’s laid with another woman. She lets work consume her so much that she never has the time of day to think about going on dates anymore. Glimmer and Bow however always try to get her to go out with girls, but half of them only see Adora for her money and it just never works out. She has no problem with spending money on a partner, actually she's absolutely in love with the idea of spending money on her significant other. Taking care of their needs, buying them gifts, and just all around being there for them. But when the whole relationship is just about how much stuff she can buy for them, there’s no happiness in it. Not for her anyways.

 

“She’s here on business terms.”

She swallows thickly as Glimmer keeps a smug look upon her face. I swear she is, please spare me.

 

“Business you say ? The business of getting in your b-”

 

“Remember that model I was talking about the other day ?!”

Adora’s quick to cut her off, because the last thing she needs is to scare Catra off because of Glimmer's antics.

 

She’s your model ?!”

Glimmer’s mouth gapes open and Adora notices the way Catra winces at the question. Glimmer please stop.

 

“Yeah ? Is that… a problem ?”

 

“I mean, no. I just…”

The smugness comes back to her face as she continues.

 

“No no, I mean… she’s definitely your type. Perfect frame and all. And those eyes, just the icing on your- I mean on the cake.”

 

“Thanks for stopping by Glimmer, but Catra and I really need to talk, plus I think someone in studio B needs some help with wardrobe. So you and Bow should really get going now.”

Adora’s face is burning a crimson red as she walks further into the studio and drags Bow by his arm so that he and Glimmer can leave.

 

“Adora, this is Studio B.”

Bow furrows his brows confused as he looks down at Glimmer whose smugness never wipes off of her face.

 

“Did I say B ? I meant D. The people in Studio D really need you guys so please leave now.”

 

“Are you sure? I’m sure we can stick around and help you out here. Looks like you could use it.”

Glimmer smirks as Catra looks just as lost as day and Adora feels bad for letting her fall victim to Glimmer's little game. 

 

“No no no, I heard it on the walkie and they’ve been blowing my phone up looking for you, so you should really go.”

PLEASE . Adora widens her eyes begging Glimmer to stop this game of hers before Catra gets too confused or even worse. Weirded out.

 

“Okay, okay. Let’s go Bow. We can’t keep the people waiting any longer.”

Glimmer grabs Bow by his forearm and smiles at Adora and winks at Catra as she walks out.

 

“Thank you.”

Adora mumbles with a big sigh of relief.

 

“Is Sparkles always weird like that ?”

Catra questions as she barely steps inside the studio.

 

“Um, she just has this funny way of teasing me. She and Bow are my best friends, so yeah I guess you could say she’s always like that.”

It’s only now does she notice that Catra won’t move further into the studio without being invited to do so.

 

“Oh, come on in.”

She waves her hand into the studio where the music playing is at a lower volume than before and the models all stand a distance away from each other on their phones to keep themselves busy. Adora doesn’t really care, so long as they aren’t at each other’s necks and embarrassing her. Especially in front of Catra of all people.

 

“You know I never thought you’d call, let alone show up.”

She says feeling this horribly covered up disappointment fade away. Ha, now I finally relax now that she’s here. She smiles to herself as she guides Catra over to the desk where her laptop and camera are.

 

“Sorry, school got busy.”

Her tone’s gone back to that sheepish one as she turns to look up at her.

 

“School ?”

She questions with a bit of surprise in her tone. It’s obvious she’s taken aback by the statement as her eyes widen. Did I mistake her age ? No, she’s gotta be at least 21 if she’s a bartender. 

 

“Y-yeah ? I go to Brightmoon University.”

 

“I see, I had no idea that you were in college.”

 

“ Is that… a problem ?”

She looks skeptical as she looks at Adora. Almost say, What , you don’t expect someone like me to go to college?

 

“Oh, no no ! I’m just trying to think of how I can work around your schedule. Since you obviously work as well.”

She puts her fist to her chin as she turns her eyes up in thought.

 

“Um, that’s actually what I came here to talk to you about.”

With the use of a somber tone Adora can only start to think the absolute worst. Oh no, this is her coming to let me down softly. Isn’t it? Do I ever get to win ?   Adora tries to keep that professional tone about herself as she takes in a slight breath to speak.

 

“Go on.”

 

“I- I don’t know if I can do this.”

Adora feels like her heart could shatter into a million little pieces. That hope she was starting to feel just from looking at Catra is starting to turn back into that pure disappointment.

 

“May I ask why ?”

The shakiness in her voice is evident and really starts to open up that feeling of disappointment she’s constantly trying to push away.

 

“I don’t know. Okay well I do, I just feel like these models you have here can do a way better job at posing than I can.”

 

“Wait.”

She pauses for a moment, her eyes lighting back up with hope, the hope of keeping a flame lit within herself.

 

“You’re afraid you don’t know how to pose ?”

She continues as she laughs softly.

 

“Yeah ? Am I ? Missing something here ?”

Catra looks around the room to see what could possibly be funny to Adora but the models still have their noses stuck to their phones, so it couldn’t be them.

 

“Yes and no. One, I don’t want those over exaggerated poses you see all over the media, and that’s practically all they know how to do. They don’t know how to just,”

She takes in a deep breath and exhales sharply.

 

“Relax. Two, they see this as a job. I want you, because you have a fresh mind. I want you to have fun, be loose, be you . Not a model. Just because I call them models doesn’t mean I want models . I want people. People who bring the realness out in the photos. They are the real magic. You are the real magic.”

The blush that spreads across Catra’s face when she speaks must mean her words are working. It’s not like she’s pulling some trick on her, the words are genuine, true, and hopefully enough to win her over.

 

“You really have a way with words. Don’t you ?”

She asks as she covers her mouth with her hand while looking away from Adora’s gaze.

 

“I’ve been told that often. I was really into poetry when I was younger.”

She laughs some more, and then her eyes widen at a realization. She doesn’t usually just tell people that. Let alone about her childhood, but she tries not to make the scene awkward as she turns to the empty backdrop.

 

“How about you stand up there so I can see what you look like through the lens.”

Catra’s a bit hesitant to step on the backdrop and when her eyes meet Adora’s once more she’s met with her signature bright smile.

 

“Go on, it won't get dirty I promise.”

Adora urges her to step to the center and the way Catra just slowly inches to the middle is a bit funny. It’s almost like watching a cartoon character inch closer to their parents when they know they’re in big trouble.

 

“Now go on. Pose for me .”

She raises the camera to her eye and keeps a smile on her face, though with how big the camera is Catra likely can’t see it.

 

A couple flashes later Adora lowers the camera to look through the pictures . Aww, she’s just a little camera shy. 

 

“I know I look as stiff as a light post.”

 

“No, no, you’re just camera shy.”

She beams at her as she looks up to her. Adora can hear Stephanie loudly whisper something from the other side of the studio, but can’t really make it out saying that they’re standing so far away. Looking up she looks over at her and then Darla and Layla. 

 

They’re watching Adora, well Catra rather. Layla crosses her arms over her chest and as she opens her mouth Adora cuts her eyes at her.

 

They aggressively say something along the lines of, “ Say something. I dare you.” When Catra speaks up again that’s when she gives her undivided attention to her.

 

“I- I am not shy. I may be stiff as shit but one thing I am not is shy-”

Raising her eyebrows she’s not sure why Catra is going off like this and then it dawns on her. She thinks I’m calling her timid.

 

“No, I mean awkward, kind of shy. You don’t know what to do with yourself in front of a camera.”

She further explains as she raises the camera back to her eye.

 

“Oh… I knew that.”

Catra’s eyes drift off to the side as her cheeks turn a rosy red out what must be embarrassment.

 

“Oh sure you did.”

Adora laughs and she catches a glimpse of Catra with part of her walls down. This is the perfect opportunity to get her to loosen up

 

“Don’t be so scared. I’ll keep you in frame, kay’ ?”

 

“Oh trust me that’s the least of my worries.”

She laughs softly and rolls her eyes and Adora knows that’s the one. That’s the true Catra peeking through all that shyness. This is it, this is her . The way the lights bounce off her vibrant caramel colored skin and create these beautiful shadows is breathtaking. The glint in her eyes, all the different colors, the different stories within them that they have yet to tell, is enamoring and then some.

 

When Adora falls silent, so does Catra. The way she’s staring at the camera has a deafening silence to it. When her eyes drag back up to Catra she smiles and waves her to come closer to see the picture for herself. When she finally makes it over to her, her jaw drops.

 

“Adora, that's beautiful.”

Adora squints her eyes a bit as she looks between the picture and Catra for a moment and laughs putting a hand on her shoulder.

 

“It’s you. You’re beautiful. When I said ‘ if you’ll let me ’. This is what I meant. Let me capture the real you. Not who you think I want to capture.”

Adora lowers her head to meet her eyes a bit and staring into them could just put her under a spell. And she just can’t help the way she blushes as she looks between both of her eyes trying to differentiate all the different colors within them.

 

“I think I get what you’re saying.”

She nods a bit and there’s this look in her eye that looks a lot more assured than sheepish when she first came in. 

 

“Yeah ? You think you can come to my office tomorrow so we can talk more ? Be able to work around your very busy schedule and all ?”

 

Catra looks down at her phone for a moment or two and then puts away looking back at Adora.

 

“Yeah, I can do that. What time ?”

 

“How’s 1:30 ?”

 

“Sounds great. I’ll see you then.”

 

“Good. I’ll walk you out to your car. You did drive all the way over here, right ? No one needs to be walking around here. It’s almost 20 acres of space and way too many buildings to not get lost-”

 

“Adora, it’s okay. Someone led me over here and I drove. Plus I probably would’ve died of heat exhaustion twenty steps in if I walked over here. It’s like 100 degrees outside.”

 

“Okay, good. Do you need help getting out of here ? I know things can be confusing around here at first.”

Adora follows closely behind Catra as she walks out to her car and she leans on it trying to hide a bit of her face from the sun.

 

“No, it’s fine. I can just GPS my way out. Thank you though and thanks for walking me all the way out here. I know you were probably busy.

 

“Pfft, in there ?”

Adora rolls her eyes with a smirk.

 

“Nah, I was actually losing my mind working with them, two of the models almost started fighting. I had to start yelling at them like they were 5 year olds.”

 

“Wait, is that why they were all spread out like that ?!”

Catra cackles as she remembers how quiet they were and didn’t even bother to speak to each other.

 

“Yeah, I told them not to talk to each other so I guess they just grabbed their phones to keep themselves busy.”

 

“That’s actually funny.”

She grins as her laughter begins to die down.

 

“Yeah, don’t let me keep you any longer though.”

Adora stands up straight and pats the hood of the car.

 

“I’m in no rush, but I should get going. Now get inside before you die dummy, you’re wearing a turtleneck in absolutely ungodly weather.”

Catra says as she fans her away from the car, obvious levity behind her words.

 

“It’s not that bad if you ask me.”

Adora shrugs a bit as she squints her eyes trying to stop the sun from burning them.

 

“I beg to differ. You look like you’re starting to cook out here.”

She points to her cheek to indicate that Adora was starting to turn red in the face.

 

“Okay, so what, it's a little hot ?”

She continues as she puts her hand to her face to now block the sun.

 

“Look if you’re gonna die, don’t do it in front of my car. I don’t want Sparkles to think I murdered you.”

 

Adora laughs loudly to the point where she snorts a little bit before calming down.

“I’m going. I’m going.”

She says as she backs away from the car a bit.

 

“Hey, Adora ?”

 

“Yeah ?”

 

“Thank you, I really didn’t think I’d end up doing this modeling thing.”

Catra offers her a genuine smile and Adora gladly accepts it by returning it with her own.

 

“No, thank you .”

There’s a moment between the two of them. No words spoken, just beaming their smiles at each other before Catra looks away clearing her throat.

 

“Anyways, like I said I should really get going. I’ll see you later.”

 

“See ya’ later.”

Adora says as she takes another couple steps back from Catra starts the car up and pulls out of the parking space and down the winding road.

 

God, did you see the way she smiled at me ? How beautiful she is. There’s a feeling that bubbles in the pit of Adora’s stomach that just makes her want to jump up and down like a child. So much so that it makes her burn a crimson red in the face and it’s not from the sun rays hitting her either.  

 

As Catra’s car begins to disappear in the distance the smile on Adora’s face never fades as she makes her way back inside the studio. The mere thought of the way Catra looked at her with genuine shock in her eyes when looking at that photo of herself is something she will never forget. It’s a memory now etched into her mind that will always be behind her eyes when she shuts them.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Catra’s Tattoo

Notes:

Thanks for reading, I hope you enjoyed the chapter as a I did writing. Also shout out to Unknown_Artist for proofing and helping out with this chapter 😭. If only I could tell y'all how much of a help they are 😭😭😭. Thanks for the help !!!

Fun fact : If Adora wouldn't have made it as a photographer she would've pursued becoming a poet...

Leave comments and suggestions for future chapters and stay tuned for the next chapter !

Chapter 3: Arrangements

Notes:

I am so sorry for such the long wait, school started and I didn't realize how much energy is takes out of me ! But don't fret I've supplied you all with a long chapter to make up for the time ! Also check out the end of the chapter for some more art.

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Chapter Text

Chapter 3 : Arrangements

 

As the early afternoon light peeks through Catra’s blinds she rolls over in the bed turning onto her stomach. The feeling of something drop on her back makes her reach around to grab it and set it to the side . Slowly but surely that same thing crawls back onto her back, but only this time going to the place where Catra can’t reach.

 

“Melog~ get off.”

She reaches around her back to try to grab him, but she can’t just reach. A long and loud meow is all she can get out of him .

 

“Come onnn.. I had a long day at work last night. Just let me sleep a little while longer.”

There’s nothing but another long drawn out meow from him and so Catra sighs loudly into her pillow.

 

“Okaayy.” 

Turning her head she inhales sharply as her eyes fall onto her phone as it wakes from a notification coming through. Immediately she feels a panic shoot down her spine.

 

The time read 12:10 p.m. She overslept her 11:30 alarm. Adora asked her to meet her at 1:30. It already takes her an hour to get ready properly and another forty-five to get to the studios. 

 

“Fuck me.”

Catra mumbles to herself  as she urgently rises out of the bed she runs across the hall to the bathroom and grabs a washcloth from the linen closet. She’s quick to hop into the shower, but immediately regrets it. The water is ice cold and beating down on her like hail.

 

“Oh shit  !”

Climbing out of the shower quickly she slips over the bath mat and her chest lands on the sharp edge of the marble vanity right next to it.

 

Eyes widening Catra drops to the floor curling up in pain. 

 

“What did I do to deserve this?” 

She cries out as she tries not to let actual tears form in her eyes. From outside the door she can hear Melog’s familiar long drawn out meow.

 

“Shut the fuck up Melog.”

Another meow comes from outside and Catra slowly drags herself off the floor.

 

“You know you are a sassy ass black cat. What happened to the ones that mind their business?”

She grunts looking at herself in the mirror, lightly touching the now red part of her chest.

 

Walking back over to the shower she sticks her foot in slowly and retracts it as the water is still cold. What the fuck ? Peeking her head into the shower she looks at the knob and rolls her eyes. The knob was still turned to cold. It was no wonder it felt like she was in the arctic when she first jumped in. 

 

Carefully trying to avoid the cold water Catra reaches down the length of the shower and pushes the knob over to hot and sighs softly once she’s done. Going over to sit on the toilet she taps her foot impatiently waiting for it to get warmer.

 

God, I’m gonna look so stupid walking in there late.  

Looking at the clock on the wall she sighs loudly as it reads 12:18. When she figures the water is warm enough to get in she slides into the shower and lets out a relaxing breath as the warmth she’s been chasing this whole time finally hits her skin.

 

Come on there’s no time to soak in the warmth. Wash up and go . The sudden remembrance that she’s running behind hits her and she hurries to wash herself. The soap smells like lavender and eucalyptus. Gotta smell good when you constantly smell like the bar. Catra’s somewhat convinced that the smell is under her skin sometimes, because she could be miles away from the club and yet she can smell alcohol. Almost as if she bathed in it. Okay maybe not that strong, but she can always catch a hint of it.

 

Sliding out of shower Catra wraps a towel around her body and slaps another on top of her head. 

 

She rushes to run back into her room, nearly trampling over Melog in the process. Getting dressed is a struggle when your body is still technically wet. Her shirt is a unique design and go to top . So much so that she has multiple ones in the same and different colors. A shirt with one long sleeve for the left arm and short sleeve for the right and to top it all off a chest window to show off the right amount of cleavage that can still come across in a professional manner. As professional as a boob window can get that is.  

 

Sliding her pants on is the hardest part, skinny jeans and wet legs don’t go together very well. Jumping up and down into her jeans may look silly but she’s on a time crunch to get to the studio. She doesn’t even rush like this to get to work when she’s thirty minutes behind, so what really makes this so important. Well first of all Adora is hot and the number one rule when being horny is do not leave the hot woman waiting. A fine woman, you don’t leave waiting for more than ten minutes, and cute no more than 20. That’s just the horny thumb rules, Catra doesn’t make them she just follows them.

 

Second of all the sooner she gets done there the sooner she can come home and lay back down. But it’s not like she doesn’t want to be around Adora, but after such a long and stressful day at work last night she doesn’t think her social meter is very high today. She had numerous customers try to actually touch her. She can handle the flirting to an extent, but she does not do well with unwanted and unwarranted physical touch. It irritates her and makes her uncomfortable, two things that don’t mix well under her personality.

 

A customer was two seconds from losing their hand as they grabbed her, but it was by their luck Lonnie had diffused the situation before she could react.

 

She was on her way out to go take her smoke break and as she was leaving from around the bar to go out back when she felt someone grab her forearm. She knew it wasn’t Lonnie because she was still behind the bar and she sure as hell knew it wasn’t Scorpia because she works in the kitchen. When she whipped her head around to look of fucking course it was a guy she was looking at. She could barely make out what he looked like because there were so many things going through her mind.

 

Her vision became tunneled and all her senses became muted. All she can remember before settling back into them is that she was prepared to beat the ever loving shit out of him. But there Lonnie was, standing between them as if she were the security. Whatever she said to him was enough for him to walk away from the bar as a whole and Catra could only stare at her for the time being. There was no thanks given, but just a simple exchange of nods and she continued to go take a smoke.

 

Grabbing the towel that’s still atop of her head she ruffles it dry a bit and then slicks it back, right before shaking some of the hairs to fall loose. It's been an easy process ever since she cut it short. She doesn’t have to worry too much about keeping it from getting matted and tangled now. Slick and go , as she calls  it.

 

Looking down to her phone she reads 12:40 and curses silently. I’m going to be late as fuck. Snatching her keys off of the dresser she slips them into her pocket and throws on a pair of gym shoes before haul assing to the front door. 

 

“I’ll be back later Melog, don’t tear up my shit please !”

Catra yells as she slams the door behind herself and flies down the stairs. As she gets to the bottom she crashes into someone’s back and freezes for a moment.

 

“Wild Cat ?”

It’s Scorpia grabbing her mail from her mailbox as she does at this time just about everyday.

 

“Sorry, Scorp I’m running late for this meeting.”

 

“Meeting ? Is the school having something I missed ?”

 

“No, I- I don’t have to explain. Maybe later okay ?”

Catra says as she squeezes past Scorpia and she just looks at her slightly confused as she slowly closes her mailbox.

 

“Okay, have a good day Wild Cat.”

 

“Okay, yeah. Thanks Scorpia.”

Catra rushes over to her somewhat outdated Honda Civic. Getting on the highway is no problem, she’s bumping her music and speeding through the city. Brightmoon as a whole is a large city. The fact that it nearly takes an hour to get to the studios makes it obvious enough. It’s by her luck that Catra is able to speed through the city to hit the highway.

 

It’s when she actually gets on where the problems begin. It’s backed up and barely moving. There’s no way for her to get off now, and driving through the city is likely to take twice as long to get there.

 

“Are.You. Fucking.Serious ?!”

Catra slams her palms on the wheel as she comes to a stop. 

 

“Thank you for making me even more late than I fucking am !”

She yells to the top of her lungs not caring about the possibility of someone happening to hear, though the chance was low since her music literally rattles her car.

 

“Inconsiderate assholes.”

She mumbles as she turns the music down slowly. So much for the horny thumb rules.  She rolls her eyes and digs into her pocket for her phone and opens her messages.

 

I don’t have her number. 

 

“Fuuuck.”

She then opens her internet browser and searches for Grayskull Entertainment Studios. Hopefully they’ll have a phone number she can call. Once she finds the number she’s quick to dial it and put it over the car speaker.

 

As the phone rings she taps her thumb on the steering wheel waiting for someone to pick up. Catra moves slightly forward in the car as the traffic inches slowly.

 

“Hi, this is Grayskull entertainment studios, how can I help you ?”

The voice sounds like an elderly woman's voice coming over the line and Catra somewhat recognizes it, but with the long  day she had yesterday she couldn’t quite put a face to it.

 

“Hi, can you connect me with Adora please ?”

 

“Oh sure dear, I think she’s having a meeting right now, so I don’t know if she’ll answer.”

 

“Okay, well can you leave her a message for me then ?”

 

“Of course I can, I just need your name.”

 

“My name’s Catra. I have a meeting with her at 1:30. Could you let her know that I’m going to be late due to the heavy traffic on the highway.”

 

“Okay, I’ll make sure to let her know.”

 

“Thank you.”

Catra hangs up the phone and sighs as the traffic starts to pick up a little bit, but it’s still too slow to get to Adora on time.

 

While on that thought Catra rolls back in thought to showing up at the studio unannounced yesterday. How Adora had persuaded her to still give modeling a try. It was actually surprising that the models there weren’t satisfying her needs, from what she could understand. She remembers the way Adora stared at the one photo of her with wide eyes. The amount of unnerving anxiety that entered her body when she hadn’t said a word for what felt like several long minutes was massive.

 

‘It’s you, you’re beautiful. ’ 

 

The thought of that comment makes Catra’s face burn red. She really thinks I’m beautiful. She starts cheesing as she thinks about it some more. Adora, one of the hottest women she has ever laid eyes on, thinks that she’s beautiful. Catra knows she’s hot, but beautiful is different, because you don’t treat a beautiful woman the same as a hot one. Sure the words can be and are interchangeable, but Catra knows how Adora meant it. She meant like someone you cherish, someone you give your undivided attention to.

 

You see Adora is a please rail me kind of hot, but her personality is that of someone you sit down and have pillow talk. She seems like the type to give good advice, which also means she’s a good listener. The only off putting thing about her is the funky shoulder pads in her suit jackets. She suits those down and she’ll be  a 15/10. Right now, she’s just at a solid 10/10, which isn’t bad, but you take the jacket out of the picture and she’s automatically 10 times hotter.

 

Catra chuckles lightly which brings her to think of the very few laughs she’s shared with Adora. She thought that the models that were in the studio yesterday held themselves with much class. They were pretty and… That’s all Catra can think of them, they were just pretty. She didn’t bother herself to even talk with them because, one she didn’t see herself being there as long as she was and two, what the hell was she even going to say to them if she did want to speak. 

 

Hey y’all I was supposed to be one of the models.  

 

Catra laughs again as she can imagine how they would’ve probably just looked her up and down as if they were better than her, but with the way Adora wanted to throw them out and replace them she feels as though she’s now the superior one. 

 

‘I don’t want models. You are the real magic.’ 

That was something along the lines of what Adora said to her and it was just enough to make her feel special. It’s not like she was going to let it go to her head, but it was nice to know that someone actually wanted her in a way. Maybe not in the way that Catra would like, but it would just have to suffice. Some attention is better than none at all.

 

When traffic starts to pick up pace Catra feels a  bit of the tension in her shoulders release. It may not be fast enough for her to weave in and out of, but it’ll have to do for now until she can. At least now she doesn’t have to stop every two seconds.

 

Turning her music back up helps the time pass somehow, because shouting the lyrics to songs is somehow an automatic time skip.

 

“Where were you again ? Somewhere with a friend. While I was in my head, I’m lost again, again. ”

Catra loves listening to music that isn’t played on the radio. The underground songs were the real hits; the hidden gems of music. She could appreciate a couple mainstream songs, but they’re often overplayed and they lose their luster. So she just sticks in her little comfort zone when it comes to her music choice.

 

By the time Catra gets to the offices the time reads 2:05. Thirty-five minutes late, almost cutting close to how late she’s been in her entire life. The latest she’s ever been was exactly forty-nine minutes, that time was similar to this one, except instead of waking up late she just lost track of time. Was she on her way to her interview at the club she works at now ? Yes, but it doesn’t matter since she got the job. It actually still surprises her that they didn’t turn her away, but maybe they really needed a bartender at the moment and she just happened to stick.

 

Walking into the lobby is like a brisk walk but on drugs, because weaving through the large parking lot to the large glass doors beneath a ‘Grayskull Entertainment’ sign really puts a lot of stress on Catra’s shins. Upon entering the building she’s met with the fairly large waiting area; two large white leather sofas, a couple of white leather chairs and a large rounded desk where the receptionist sits.  

 

In the lobby, two people who are too focused on their phones to seem like they’re waiting to be helped by the receptionist sit. Walking closer to the desk illuminated by a  Grayskull Entertainment’ sign really adds to the décor. There were other things hung up on the wall like photos that Catra couldn’t really make out from the distance in which she was standing, but they looked nice even from there.

 

“Hi, excuse me. I called in a while ago. I have a meeting with Adora.”

Catra announces to the receptionist who she can only figure is the elderly lady she was on the phone with earlier.

 

“Oh, it’s you dearie. It seems like Mara’s meeting actually went over. I haven’t seen those young ladies come down just yet.”

The receptionist says as she pushes her rounded little glasses up on the bridge of her nose as she stares up at Catra.

 

“No no. I’m not looking for a Mara. I’m looking for Adora… Grayskull ? Perhaps she might be your boss.”

 

The receptionist looks back into Catra’s eyes as if she isn’t thinking about a thing. A very blank stare. A soulless blank the longer it goes on. 

 

“Um… Could you tell me how to get to Adora ?”

She averts her eyes and then looks back to the old lady, now feeling slightly uncomfortable as she’s still staring at her.

 

“Oh that’s right, you’re here to see Mara.”

 

“Adora.”

Catra corrects softly, not noticing how she slightly leans forward when she says it. She’s correcting as if she’s correcting her own name. As kind as possible with a little sharp edge to it.

 

“Adora. Mara. All these names sound the same.”

The receptionist waves Catra off on her correction and rolls her eyes as she turns to look for something.

 

Catra on the other hand scrunches up her eyebrows  as she looks down at her feet mouthing the two names to herself. A..dora.. Mar…a.. Those names don’t sound the same at all. Catra tries not to judge the woman in front of her because it’s very obvious she’s up in age, but not even a child learning to speak could mistake those names for one another.

 

“What did I do with that darn phone ?”

The elder’s eyes continue to search the very large yet cluttered desk. Hearing her speak brings Catra to look down at the desk. 

 

Catra is quick to find the black landline phone sitting on the desk next to  a stack of papers. Why the hell does she have so many papers ? Is she even reliable to keep up with them ? Catra finds herself wondering as she continues to struggle to lay her eyes on the very obvious phone. Clearing her throat Catra tilts her head towards the phone to try and give her  a bit of a clue of where it is.

 

“Hold on dear, I need to find this darn phone.”

Pursing her lips together Catra watches in pure agony as this lady's eyes miraculously just don’t seem to find the eyesore.

 

“Um… It’s-”

She tries again to help, but this time she’s cut off.

 

“Can’t you see I’m trying to find something, dear ? Just one moment before I lose my train of thought!”

She snaps as she frowns slightly, really trying to focus over the cluttered mess on her desk.

 

“Oh.. okay.”

Catra mumbles quietly.

 

“Ah ! There it is ! Silly ole’ me.”

She picks up the phone and leans in to see the numbers.

 

Thank you, finally.  Catra lets out a relieving sigh as she watches her push a couple of numbers and put the phone up to her ear.

 

After a moment or two the receptionist smacks her lips as hangs up the phone.

 

“Well it seems she doesn’t want to pick up the phone, but I’m sure if you go to her office she’ll more than gladly welcome you.”

 

Nodding her head a bit Catra’s eyes drift around for a moment and back to the receptionist.

 

“Would you happen to know how I can get to her office ?”

 

“Umm, there’s an elevator somewhere around here. Just follow the signs going that way.”

The receptionist points to the right where a large sign that says ‘Directions’ is hung up on the wall.

 

“Thanks.”

Catra says as she walks away and goes to read the directory. It gives directions to various places in this seemingly large building. Meeting rooms, props management, clothing management, film management, electricians, vending machines, videography management, and last but not least, photography management.

 

Though there’s no sign that bluntly says “Adora’s office” if she had to take a wild guess, she’d be on the photography floor. The directory says that would be the 8th floor. Good thing I’m not afraid of heights. Catra finds herself thinking as she pulls a corner to get to the elevators.

 

Once she’s on she feels her stomach drop. Not because the elevator is moving, no. Because it’s only now does it really hit her what she came here for. This whole modeling thing was about to be set in stone. There was no turning back once she walked through Adora’s office door. She and Adora were going to have a serious business talk and that was a little unsettling in the pit of her stomach.

 

Before she realizes it, Catra’s stepping out onto the 8th floor. There’s no directory here, just doors along a long corridor. This floor matches the standard of the lobby, very neat and clean. Paintings and what looks to also be achievements strung across the walls. As Catra passes by each door she realizes that each of them have a name plaque on it, which makes her search for Adora a bit easier. Turning a corner she’s met with another long corridor with the same décor of the previous. The only thing that differs here is that at the end of the hall are two large wooden doors. Something about it just screams Adora.

 

Walking down the hall the unnerving feeling rises from her stomach to her chest. The way her hand slightly tremors is irritating. There’s nothing to be nervous about, just go in there and handle your business. It’s not that hard.

 

It’s funny because as Catra walks down the stretch of the hallway it feels like the door is just getting further and further. Almost like reality is warping right around her, but that’s not possible. Of course the room is getting closer, but what takes only a matter of minutes to get there feels like an eternity. 

 

When Catra does finally find herself at the double doors she takes in a deep breath while closing her eyes. 

 

“It’s just… business.”

The last part comes out slightly disappointed as if there was something else to be expected. 

 

 Opening her eyes she exhales and reaches out for one of the door handles, but both doors swing open in her face. Hitting her square in the nose Catra flies back a bit holding a hand to her nose. 

 

“Fuck me !”

There’s no way that her nose isn’t bleeding. It’s throbbing and she’s sure she can feel it pooling in her hand.  Out the door comes two women from the day before. The models, and if Catra had to assume from the way they were cursing each other out they’re the ones Adora was talking to her about yesterday.

 

“Oh god, Catra are you okay ?!”

Adora calls out as she runs to her side with a handful of napkins.

 

“Yeah, I just didn’t realize I was walking into a wrestling match.”

She groans scrunching up her face trying to ignore the throbbing pain. When she finally sets her eyes on Adora she feels the blood rush out of her nose a bit faster than before. Somewhere in the back of her head she’s cursing herself out for being so late. 

 

Adora is hot. Drop your panties kind of hot. She has on a white short-sleeved muscle tank showing off those well worked arms, and those abs… It was obvious she had a six pack under it, and her hair. It was pulled back into a messy bun, an obvious change from her usual slicked back ponytail and hair poof. It was kinda fitting, though her forehead was a bit on the large side it didn’t take away from her very dashing looks.

 

“I’m so sorry about that. I should’ve known it was a bad idea to bring them in at the same time.”

Adora leads Catra into her office slowly and the worry in her eyes is genuine.

 

“It’s fine. You’ve never been elbowed by a very excited Scorpia.”

Catra chuckles lightly as she continues to hold the wads of now bloody tissue to her nose.

 

“Who ?”

 

“Oh, she’s a friend. Very buff and bubbly-”

 

“Bitch I will fuck you up !”

Cuts Catra off mid sentence, which reminds her of the two women at each other's necks down the hall.

 

“Hey, maybe you should call someone to get them.”

Catra suggests as she turns her head to look at them for a moment.

 

“Don’t worry about them, is there anything you need ?”

Adora shakes her head a bit as she squats down putting a hand on Catra’s knees trying to be more attentive to her needs than what’s going on down the hall.

 

“No, you should really call someone. Things are about to get real ugly out there.”

 

“They’re fine. They’ve been bitching and moaning since they got here.”

Adora says nonchalantly as she keeps her eyes on Catra, but she’s too focused on watching the models next move.

 

“I’m telling you they’re going to swing on each-”

A couple curses, screams, and a loud thud sound from down the hall to cut Catra off and she just purses her lips together to say ‘ I told you so’ .

 

“Shhhit.”

Adora stands up straight, really dragging out the ‘sh’ sound as she runs around her desk picking up the office phone and punching in numbers hard.

 

Catra continues to watch in somewhat dismay as the models really start to get some good hits off one another. The shorter one somehow ends up on top and begins to land punches anywhere she can. One punch to the ribcage connects so well that it makes Catra even wince.

 

“Security to my office immediately.”

Adora spits over the phone before slamming it back into the base and haul assing down the hall. Catra’s jaw drops, not because the fight is that entertaining to watch. No, she’s seen better bar fights than this. It’s Adora that’s got her eye.

 

The way her muscles flex as she fully sprints down the hallway.  The way her hair is starting to fall out of that sloppy bun. The way that her navy blue slacks hug her thighs and ass in an ungodly manner. It’s a sight to see and see she will. Catra bites her lip softly as Adora finally makes it to the models and rips the smaller one from off top of the other.

 

“Layla stop !”

Adora slings the model around in her arms trying to stop Layla from getting to her and unknowingly Catra rolls her eyes out of jealousy. God I wish that were me. She finds herself thinking as she leans back in the very soft and plush office chair.

 

Slowly a couple people peek their heads out their office doors to see what all the commotion is about. But none of them actually dare to help Adora. What a bunch of chumps. Catra scoffs as she rolls her eyes while she watches as this model kicks and thrashes around in Adora’s arms trying to get to the other.

 

Two security guards soon fly down the hall to Adora and one grabs up Layla who is still trying to get to the girl in Adora’s arms. While the other tries to get Adora to let go.

 

“ Stephanie, I’m going to let you down and you and Layla are going to go your separate ways. Okay ?”

Adora slowly starts to bring Stephanie’s feet to the ground but Catra just has to intervene.

 

“Don’t ! don’t do that. She's just going to swing on you all trying to get to her.”

 

“Okay, well you get on the main elevator with her and you go on the stairwell.”

Adora commands the guards and without any hesitation the one with Layla in hand begins to drag her away. Once she feels Layla has gotten on the elevator or at least close she hands over Stephanie like a used childhood toy and proceeds back to her office.

 

“How’s your nose ?”

Adora asks as she walks around her desk and grabs a couple things before slipping them into her pocket.

 

“It’s fine, it stopped bleeding a minute ago.”

Catra removes the tissues from her nose and sniffles a bit.

 

“Again, I’m really sorry about that, and I’m sorry you had to see all of that.”

 

“It’s not a problem really, the most entertaining part of my day so far.”

Catra laughs softly .

 

“Follow me, will you please.”

Adora says as she steps outside her office and Catra looks around slightly confused. Was this not where we  are going to have our meeting ?

 

“Oh, okay. Are we not… having a meeting ?”

She questions as she stands out in the hall waiting to follow behind her.

 

“No we are, but I’m quite famished so I thought we’d talk over food. If that’s alright with you, that is.”

Adora closes the doors to her office and turns to look at Catra who is trying to hide the slight blush on her face.

 

“No, that's fine. I didn’t get to grab anything to eat before I left anyway.”

 

“Great !”

Her voice is ecstatic as she leads Catra down a different hall from which she came. The building itself was already large so she wouldn’t be surprised if there were multiple ways to get around. Hell there’s a whole floor for vending machines.

 

Walking alongside Adora, Catra watches as she works to fix her hair that had practically fallen loose from the low messy bun at the back of her head. Her eyes drift to her hands as they flex the stretching of the hair tie out to slip her hair through.

 

God, you could stretch me out like that anytime. Catra bites her lips as she continues to watch as Adora puts her hair back into a somewhat neater bun than before.

 

“So, may I ask how you knew about it ?”

Adora asks as she slick some stray hairs back and turns to Catra.

 

“About ?”

She tilts her head biting back a blush.

 

“The fight. They’d been making petty threats all day but I didn’t think they had the guts to actually fight it out.”

 

“Bartender, remember ?”

 

“Ah, right. That makes sense now.”

 

“Oh yeah, I’ve seen some pretty nasty fights. I remember one time a guy pulled a classic movie move and broke a glass on the counter. That was a pain in the ass to clean up afterward.”

Catra laughs through the recollection but Adora doesn’t seem to follow and she slowly stops and clears her throat. 

 

“Um yeah, but the signs were there. As soon as I heard ‘I’ll fuck you up’ I knew it was over with.”

She follows Adora onto an elevator in an area she doesn’t recognize. It’s obvious to her that this isn’t the elevator that she took to get there.

 

“A keen eye for detail I see.”

Adora smiles as she presses the ‘L’ button to get to the lobby.

 

“So I’ve been told, but I’m sure you have a better eye than I do. Being a billionaire and all. That’s what got you here anyways.”

Catra looks around the elevator, even now it looks well thought out. Very spacious wooden walls, dim lights, and practically a mirror for a ceiling.

 

“You’d be surprised. I’ve met a plenty of people who have a much better eye than I.”

Adora comments as she rocks back and forth on her heels as she sticks her hands in her pockets.

 

“Don’t see them in your position though.”

Catra returns as she shrugs as she looks away from her.

 

“Well, I thank you for the praise, but those same people are the ones that humble me.”

Adora laughs as she smiles and the elevator dings cheerfully. Waving her hand out she allows Catra to exit first and follows after, only to walk ahead to lead them to the lobby.

 

“Going out to lunch Mara dearie ?”

The old lady receptionist asks as she hops up from her little chair.

 

“Yes, Razz. I’ll be back soon. Make sure you grab something cold to drink. It’s quite hot outside, okay ?”

Adora responds with a light tone and smile. 

 

“Oh dear you worry too much about madame Razz. I will be just fine.”

She waves Adora off like her words were just child’s play. But she was right, the heat was like a demon from hell came up and blew his breath.

 

“Okay Razz, if you say so.”

Adora laughs as  she pushes the glass door open for Catra to walk outside. Following behind her she looks down at her and she’s staring back at her as if she’s done something wrong.

 

“What ?”

She asks as she furrows her brows.

 

“So what, is Adora like your famous person alias or something ?”

Catra asks as she shrugs and shakes her head very confused. 

 

“I’m sorry ?”

Adora questions as she’s now confused.

 

“Well that lady, Razz ? That’s what you called her. She’s always calling you Mara and you responded to it. So, is Adora a fake name or something ? Because I read up on you and I don’t recall it saying that was your name unless that’s like your middle name or something-”

Catra starts and starts to ramble a bit and Adora laughs.

 

“Okay. I can see how that may seem like the case.”

She continues to laugh and whilst doing so guiding Catra through the parking lot.



“No uh, Mara’s my mom. Razz is essentially like my grandmother, she’s gotten our names confused for as long as I can remember.”

Adora’s laugh is watered down to a soft smile. 

 

“So what she calls you your mom. And your mom Adora ?”

Catra asks as her eyes search the ground for a moment before they turn back over to Adora.

 

“Yeah. Yeah, that was kinda like our little inside joke.”

The word ‘ was’ catches Catra off guard and she squints her eyes slightly as she tries to read Adora’s expression, but it’s not giving much. She doesn’t know her well enough to try and analyze her off such. Why use past tense if Razz still calls her by her mother’s name?

 

“Was?”

She’s too curious to not ask, but the nervous tell-tale Adora does is rubbing the corner of her mouth gives indication that what comes out her mouth next may not be the nicest.

 

“Yeah, umm… My mom- she-”

Adora clears her throat as blinks a couple times and now Catra’s really hooked on what the answer is.

 

“She’s not with-”

Oh, OH ! 

 

“Oh my god, you uh- you don’t need to finish that sentence. I-I thought you were leading to something else. I didn’t mean to make you… emotional.

She panics, because she’s not really the talk your feelings out kind of person and she sure as hell doesn’t want to seem like an ass if she starts crying and she doesn’t comfort her in a normal way.

 

“No, it’s fine. It’s always something that uh, just gets me. Ya’ know?”

Adora fixes her fluctuating tone and clears her throat putting on that more happy-go-lucky tone.

 

“Yeah, of course. I didn’t mean to make you go down memory lane.”

Catra actually has no clue what it’s like to lose someone that close. She didn’t quite have the luxury of a mother of her own either though. It was as motherly as it could get in an orphanage with twelve other kids who also needed to be tended to. So, she tried not to want much, but when she did want something there was no doubt she was going to get it. Even if that may have meant getting into a little bit of trouble here and there. 

 

A few whooping's as a kid never hurt. Except they did. They were always such extreme beatings that always left quite a few bruises, and they were never light ones at that. Now that Catra really thinks about it she’s sure back fisting nine-year old's in the mouth is illegal. It’s a wonder she still has teeth actually.

 

“Wait a minute.”

Adora’s voice jolts her back to the present moment and her eyes find her blue ones practically asking the question “yeah what is it ?”

 

“Did you say you looked me up ?”

She continues actually laughing this time and not one that sounds like it’s going to be followed by a sob story.

 

“Uh yeah.”

Catra purses her lips as if it were a totally normal thing to do.

 

“Why ?”

Adora continues to laugh as she stops walking, now leaning on a car that Catra can only assume is hers.

 

“I had to make sure you weren’t some serial killer that was going to chop up my body and leave it in the woods if I declined your offer.”

She rambles off again, shrugging her shoulders like it’s normal.

 

“I- what ? What serial killer would go out of their way to do all of that ? A killer just kills, no remorse.”

 

“Tsk tsk. Everyone knows that a serial killer will have a connection to their victim prior to killing them. Whether big or small it doesn’t matter.”

Catra wags her finger as she crosses her arms over her chest.

 

“I see someone is either A. into psychology. Or B. into detective shows.”

Adora notes as she points to her.

 

“You had me at B. Psych sounds boring as hell.”

Catra rolls her eyes at the idea.

 

“Hah, well that takes that off the list.”

She snaps her finger a bit and sucks her teeth while her eyes drift upward thinking for a moment.

 

“What list ?”

Catra questions as now she’s curious to what Adora could have possibly made a list of.

 

“Oh well.”

She shrugs completely ignoring Catra’s question as she leans over and tugs on the handle to the car door and it seems to unlock.

 

“Ah, so this is your car.”

 

“Of course it is. Why else would I be leaning on it ?”

 

“Well saying that we’ve been standing here for a little minute I was starting to think you just wanted to impress me or something.”

Adora laughs loudly til she turns beat red.

 

“That’s hilarious. I’m not really the type to try and impress. Not on purpose anyways.”

 

“Well it was that and I also didn’t take you for a sports car kind of gal.”

Catra explains as she shrugs her shoulders a bit.

 

“You know, you’re not the first to tell me that.”

She smiles as she pulls the door open and waves Catra to climb inside.

 

“O-oh. You want me to ride with you.”

Her eyes widen a bit as they search the crimson interior. It’s beautiful and actually her favorite shade of red at that.

 

“I mean yeah. We’re going to the café and it’s really not that far, but I thought maybe you’d just like to save your gas. But you totally don’t have to ride me- I mean ride with me if you’re not comfortable with it.”

Catra thought she was a rambler when things got awkward, but Adora has her beat by a long shot. The way her eyes drift off to the side and her face turns cherry red as she speaks with a nervous chuckle in the back of her throat is definitely unbeatable.

 

“No, it’s fine. I just- I don’t know what I thought, actually. But um… I- thank you. Thank you.”

She’s quick to climb into the car and feel the leather. It had that even amount of smooth and rough to it. The car smelled like vanilla, which is probably why Adora always smelled like it. Not that Catra’s purposely gotten that close just to smell her or anything. That would be weird.

 

When Adora closes the car door and walks around to the other side Catra lets out a sharp exhale to recover from the weird encounter. It’s okay, we’re just riding to the cafeteria. It doesn’t mean a damn thing. When Adora finally does get in the car Catra puts on a sly smirk and turns to her.

 

“You know I actually took you for a Jeep Wrangler kind person.”

 

“I-... That’s oddly specific.”

She comments as she turns the car and air condition on.

 

Yeah, that’s because it’s like every masc lesbians dream car. Catra thinks to herself as the sly smirk remains. Was she giving her a ‘Are you gay assessment’ without her even knowing? A little bit.

 

“However, I was thinking about getting one.”

Adora shrugs and tilts her head a bit as she pulls out of her parking space.

 

“I fucking knew it !”

Catra announces ecstatically as she begins to cackle and Adora laughs along for a moment.

 

Once they’ve both settled their laughter down Adora looks over to Catra a few times. It was obvious she was looking, but it was also obvious she was trying to keep her eyes on the road.

 

“Hey, if you don’t mind…”

Adora starts and lets it hang for a moment until she sees Catra turn her head to her out of her peripherals.

 

“After we eat and talk over a few things… How about I give you a proper tour of this place.”

She continues as she turns her eyes over to her for a split second.

 

“Yeah sure, it’s only so much I can see over google images anyway.”

Catra says as she looks out of the window for a moment.

 

“Ugh no, the images aren’t shit. I’ve seen them. No, they don’t elicit the same reaction as in person. They-they don’t bring out the real magic that’s here.”

Catra smiles as she watches Adora try to find the words to explain it. It’s somewhat adorable to see her so passionate about this place. Of course she’d be passionate about it. She probably put a lot of blood, sweat, and tears into it. To get to where she is.

 

“Well now I’m dying to go on this ‘proper’ tour with you.”

Catra chuckles as she looks out the window, figuring that they aren’t passing anything too significant since Adora hasn’t explained the area. 

 

As the car stops she looks out the windshield to be met with a large white building with glass doors as the entrance. Above the door is a gold sign that says ‘Café’. Now that she thinks about it all of the buildings have this simple build. White building, glass doors, and a gold sign. Simple is better I guess. Catra shrugs slightly as she unbuckles her seatbelt.

 

“I guess this could count as the start of our tour, hm ?”

Adora says as she climbs out the car and runs around to the passengers side to let Catra out.

 

“I don’t see why not.”

She responds as she gets out of the car.

 

“Well, obviously this is the cafeteria. I decided to get it built because well when you direct movies you must take care of the actors. So, instead of them going all far and wide to get food, why not just have it right here?”

Adora explains as she rushes forward to open the door for Catra once again.

 

“How very thoughtful of you.”

Catra’s eyes immediately scan the place, she immediately takes notice to closed off rooms upstairs, something she can’t say she’s seen before. The walls are white and the decor is gold, classic colors at the point . However, the floor is dark gray wood planks. So she does believe in using different colors. She smirks to herself as she follows behind Adora. The place is set up buffet style, you just grab what you want and go.

 

“And the cool thing is all you need is a little card to scan and you have access to all the food you want here.”

Adora adds cheerfully as she hands Catra a plate and takes one for herself.

 

“Reminds me of the dining hall at school. Minus whatever is going on upstairs.”

Her eyes drift back to the top floor and back to the line she’s in to inspect which foods she’d like.

 

“Oh yeah, I had those implanted for privacy, so that people could eat in peace or handle business while on their lunch break if need be.”

She says as she loads up her plate with a lot of protein and the smallest salad Catra’s ever seen.

 

“Not a friend of veggies are we ?”

She comments snarkily.

 

“It’s not that, I just don’t like different foods touching each other, and my hands are kinda full holding this key card and silverware.”

 

“Oh, I can grab you another plate if you want.”

Catra offers as she turns to grab another plate.

 

“No, it's fine. If I really want it I’ll just come back myself.”

She says as she tries to wave her off but nearly drops her plate instead.

 

Catra just nods and loads her plate with an even amount of meat and vegetables before following behind Adora to a counter.

 

“Ah, so you’ve come to stay this time Ms. Grayskull.”

The café worker says with glee and then looks to Catra with a questioning look.

 

“Don’t worry she’s with me, just put it on my card, but yes I have finally come to have lunch.”

Adora says as she looks back at Catra and swipes her card with a small smile.

 

“Alrighty now, you all enjoy your meal.”

The worker says as she sways her arm for them to move along.

 

“Thank you.”

Catra whispers softly and follows Adora upstairs.

 

Opening a glass sliding door, Adora allows Catra to walk inside first. It almost reassembled the V.I.P section of the club she works at. Curtain against at the entrance, plush leather couches, dimmed lights, a nice marble top rectangular table.  Catra nods slightly as she looks around and turns back to Adora.

 

“So, it’s obvious you have a thing for glass doors and the color pattern white and gold.”

She comments as she walks to the table and sets her plate down.

 

“Ha, was it that obvious ?”

She asks in return as she slides the door shut. 

 

“How could it not be? It’s one of the most noticeable and blinding colors.”

She chuckles as she takes her seat.

 

“What is ?”

Adora questions as she walks around to the sofa against the wall and sets her plate down so she can squeeze between the slim space.

 

“White, obviously.”

 

“Blinding, yes, most noticeable, not exactly. Most noticeable color.”

She grunts slightly as she takes her seat and leans across the table making eye contact with Catra.

 

“Is green.”

She finishes with a smile and leans back, taking her silverware to her plate and cutting her meat into small portions.

 

“Hm, so you say.”

Catra rolls her eyes as she begins to cut up her food as well.

 

“Would you like to debate ?”

Adora asks as she raises an eyebrow before taking a bite of her steak that looks unreasonably juicy.

 

“No no, I’d never challenge such a creative mind.”

She bows her head sarcastically before laughing and taking a bite out of one of the few chicken tenders she loaded up on her plate.

 

“Very funny.”

She chuckles as she takes another bit of food and then picks up a napkin and clears her throat.

 

“Just for clarification. You work and you attend the University of Brightmoon, correct ?”

Adora adds after a beat and then picks her fork back up to continue enjoying her meal.

 

Covering her mouth with her napkin Catra nods a couple times before actually speaking.

“Yeah, that bout sums it up.”

 

“I can only imagine how busy you are. With that in mind do those two ever clash with each other?”

Adora adds as she searches Catra’s eyes for a moment.

 

“Actually, I have my schedule balanced perfectly.”

 

“Oh, that’s perfect. Would you mind walking me through what exactly your schedule looks like ?”

 

“Well since I work late at night I set my classes to mid morning slash early afternoon. My classes only run Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. And then I work Monday, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. Every now and then I’ll pick up some O.T., but trust me I do not do it often.”

She rolls her eyes a couple times as she breaks down practically her whole week very simply, alongside with a couple hand flicks.

 

“Haha, wow. You really are a busy woman. Busier than me I dare say.”

 

“Well, college and rent won’t pay for themselves.”

Catra shrugs as she takes a couple more bites of her food.

 

“Okay, I can’t hold it back anymore.”

Adora sighs as she drops her fork and leans toward Catra slightly.

 

“I’ve been trying to figure it out ever since you mentioned you go to school.”

She continues to look at her and Catra freezes slowly as she tries not to avert eye contact but the suspense makes it hard not to.

 

“What is it you’re going to school for ?”

Adora finally blurts out and now she’s staring intensely waiting for a response.

 

“Ha- are you serious ? That’s all you wanted to know ?”

Catra cackles loudly, nearly falling off of the backless sofa she was sitting on.

 

“Well yeah, you don’t really make it easy to tell.”

 

“Well, if you really must know. I want to be a tattoo artist.”

She says after her laughter has calmed.

 

“Really ?”

Adora sounds surprised and pulls away from Catra to somewhat examine her.

 

“Yep.”

 

“Well I guess that explains why you wanted to debate about the most noticeable color.”

 

“I- excuse you. I never said I wanted to debate. You asked if I wanted to and I said no.”

 

“Ehhh- sounds like the same thing to me.”

Adora shrugs as she leans back against her sofa with a grin.

 

“Oh whatever.”

 

“You have any tats ?”

She asks as she searches Catra’s exposed skin to see what she can see. 

 

“I wouldn’t trust a tattoo artist if they didn’t.”

She says as she rolls up her sleeve to expose a very large animal looking portrait on her bicep.

 

Catra looks down at her arm, up to Adora, and back to her arm and frowns a bit.

 

“Why are you looking at it like that?”

She asks, feeling somewhat small under her eyes.

 

“It’s nothing, I'm just trying to understand what it means.”

She says as she tilts her head slightly trying to analyze it better.

 

“It’s just my cat, Melog.”

 

“I’m sorry, what ?!”

Adora’s eyes bulge out as her they meet Catra’s nonchalant ones.

 

“It’s my cat. What do you have something to say about my cat ? What’s wrong with him, Adora ?”

Catra’s tone becomes offensive as she rolls her sleeve back down and crosses her arms over her chest.

 

“I- n-no. I mean, nothing’s wrong. I didn’t mean to upset you. I just- wow- I mean your cat just looks very large.”

 

“You’re saying my cat looks fat ? You don’t see me saying anything about your forehead, but you want to call my cat big ? How very mature of you.”

Catra rolls her eyes as she scoffs.

 

“No ! No ! I didn’t mean it like that. I meant like he could probably be the size of a lion in person.”

Adora panics as she puts both of her hands up defensively.

 

“Panther.”

Catra corrects still holding the same offended tone.

 

“Panther, yes.”

Adora’s frantic tone begins to fluctuate and Catra’s lip quivers for a moment.

 

“Are you oka-”

Adora tries to ask but Catra bursts out into laughter to the point of tears.

 

“I-... Did I miss something ?”

Adora looks around for a moment before looking at Catra who is still going.

 

“Oooh- you. You are so gullible, you know that ?”

Catra sighs as she holds her stomach while wiping a tear from her eye.

 

“I- you sure acting isn’t your major ?”

Adora blushes, shaking her head.

 

“Oh, maybe I should’ve considered that, because you should have seen the look on your face. Eyes all wide, face turning red, it was perfect.”

 

“Why thank you for giving me such imagery of my reaction.”

Adora purses her lips together for a moment.

 

“Oh come on, don’t be a stick in the mud now, you know it was funny.”

 

“Okay, it was a little funny. Just not the part about my forehead.”

She says as she covers it a bit and looks off to the side.

 

“Alright, no forehead jokes… for now.”

Catra cheeses as she goes back to eating.

 

“What made you get that tattoo anyways ?”

Adora asks as she too returns to eating.

 

“Well, there was this assignment to draw our pets as aliens. So I imagined my cat Melog as an alien space panther.”

 

“Wow you have quite the talent.”

She nods in response before taking a last bite of steak.

 

“Why thank you.”

 

“You think you could draw me ? I would do it myself, but I can barely draw a stick figure.”

Adora shrugs as she sets her fork down on her plate.

 

“You are literally an artist's worst nightmare.”

Catra’s voice is backed by irritation and an eye roll.

 

“I’m kidding, I’m kidding. I couldn’t ask you for your services free of charge.”

 

“You wouldn’t get very far if you did.”

Catra chuckles as she too finishes up her food.

 

“Oh, which brings me back to our original topic. You will of course be paid for your services here.”

 

“That’s great to know. I’d hate to be some sort of freebie.”

 

“I’m offended that you think I’d do such a thing.”

Adora gasps as she brings her hand to her chest and Catra chuckles slightly.

 

“As I was saying, before someone offended me. Beginning and experienced models are typically paid $125 to $175 per hour. However, I am willing to pay you $200 per hour and that’s typically for just the photoshoot itself. But I want you to become acquainted with being in front of the camera, so if you meet me a couple times a week I’ll pay for your time then too.”

 

Catra blinks a couple times and her eyes fall onto the table trying to process everything that’s been said. It sounds like a wondrous deal, but it feels like it’s too much.

 

“I- I-. Look this is a beautiful offer and I really appreciate it, but I can’t wrap my head around why you’d bump up the pay. I’m not some super experienced model, hell I’m not even a beginner. I- I’m just me.”

 

“An extra $25 dollars isn’t going to hurt the company’s pockets and it surely isn’t going to hurt mine.”

 

“I’m not worried you’re going to go bankrupt, but you still have to go out of your way to practically train me, and quite honestly you don’t have to go out of your way to pay me extra.”

 

“Truly, I’m not as busy as you may think. I put myself into work. If I were this super busy person all the time I don’t think I would’ve brought you out here, and surely don’t think I would’ve offered a tour afterwards. Now would I ?”

Adora says as she extends her hand across the table to Catra and her eyes are soft and almost sympathetic like.

 

“I understand that, but you don’t have to treat me like some extraordinary person. I don’t think that’s fair. To get something just handed to me like that.”

Catra’s eyes avert Adora’s as she pulls her hand back.

 

“Very well then. How about we reach middle ground. $150.”

Adora offers as she folds her hands closer to her body.

 

“Per hour ? That still sounds like a lot for just an average person.”

She says as she looks up to Adora who now has this very serious darkness behind her eyes that’s unwavering.

 

“But, I’m getting the feeling that you won’t negotiate any lower.”

Catra continues as she eyes her up and down.

 

“So $150 it is !”

Adora’s face breaks from that serious one to that bright smile that Catra’s use to and she smiles back as well.

 

“I just need your phone number so I can send over this document after I edit a couple things to it.”

She continues as she whips out her phone and gets to tapping very fast.

 

“Oh yeah, sure.”

Catra says as she holds out her hand to receive Adora’s phone.  Once she receives it she puts her contact information in and hands it back. 

 

“Why thank you. I’ll get that sent to you later on. Just sign it virtually and everything will be all set.”

Adora smiles as she slips her phone in her pants pocket and picks over the rest of her food.

 

“Sounds perfect.” 

She watches as Adora practically plays with her food and then looks to her own plate.

 

“It sounds like we’ve handled our business here. So how about that tour you were talking about?”

 

“I’d love to. I’ll take your plate down to the dishwasher if you’re done.”

Adora offers as she’s quick to her feet.

 

“Thank you.”

Handing over her plate Catra’s a bit slow to get to feet as opposed to Adora who’s already halfway out the room.

 

She watches as she moves about the building. So fast, so eager. It was quite adorable actually. It was like telling a kid they were going to the candy store. Moving as fast as possible to see what selection would be available to them.

 

Not only was Adora excited to take Catra on the tour, but she was very thorough in her explanations as well. There were four studios, all assigned a letter of the alphabet ‘A’ through ‘D’. Sets could be built within them hence their very large space. The fact that a whole movie could be shot out of one of those places was actually intriguing to Catra. There was magic being made in just these couple acres of land. Okay, it’s actually 19 acres of land, but that wasn’t the point. 

 

The fact that Adora had all this control and actually cared about every part of it was admirable. No wonder people like her so much, she’s not one of the rich snobs, she actually cares about every aspect there is to this stuff. Catra finds herself thinking as she looks outside the window and squints slightly.

 

“Damn that looks really familiar.”

She says in thought as she stares at the building. It’s a tall castle and pretty hard to miss if you ask her.

 

“It's the castle from the movie ‘Princess’ Rebel’. If that rings any bells.”

Adora comments as she drives off road to get closer to the building.

 

“The one movie where that asshole of a tyrant tries to take over all the kingdom’s ?!”

Catra whips her head around to Adora and then back to the castle and it starts to click in the back of her mind.

 

“Yep, that’s the one.”

Adora beams as she looks out the windshield to try and look up at the top of the castle.

 

“I fucking hated that emperor, but I must admit he was a well written villain. A villain I love to hate.”

She says, shaking her head and crossing her arms.

 

“Glad to know he was portrayed correctly. Would you like to take a walk inside ?”

 

“Wait, this isn’t just for show ? There’s actually an inside to this place

Catra’s jaw drops as she watches Adora turn the car off.

 

“Of course, all of the built houses and buildings have something you can walk into. Just never a upstairs, because people always have this idea for super tall buildings, and let me tell you, it’s not fun to haul equipment up and down.”

She sighs dramatically and gets out of the car, walking around to Catra’s side to let her out.

 

“Well the fact that the castle isn’t complete CGI is enough for me.”

Catra gasps slightly as she steps out the car and cranes her neck upward to see the top.

 

“I bet that would’ve been a beautiful view. Look out across the land.”

She continues as she walks a bit closer craning her neck even more.

 

“Yeah, it’s something about watching over all of it is so powerful like. Fun fact, that’s why my office is on the top floor.”

Adora nudges followed by laughter and a smile.

 

“See, you get it.”

She smirks and begins to walk next to Adora as she approaches the side of the castle. It wasn’t like the ordinary boring stone castles everyone was used to when it came to medieval times. No this castle, much like the others in the movie, was much more lively, bringing the fantasy feel to life.

 

Walking the trail to enter is fun but Catra’s pretty sure Adora could’ve driven her car up here, it wasn’t like there was some drawbridge that needed to be let down. But maybe it was supposed to be some sort of bonding moment. To get more comfortable in each other’s presence, but now that she thinks about it she hasn’t felt out of place with her this whole time. Sure she was a bit nervous at first, but to be quite honest she had forgotten about it. Adora’s nice, funny, hot, charming, a good business woman. Damn she’s a whole package.  

 

“Welcome to, Brightmoon.”

Adora says trying to put on her best medieval accent and Catra snorts slightly.

 

“How long have you been working on that ?”

 

“Can you tell I don’t give tours that often ?”

She laughs in response as they begin to walk through the very open courtyard. The walls favor a pastel pinkish purple with accents of blue . Lively colors indeed, but can easily be made eerie as shown in the movie.

 

“Sounds like you could use a little touch up to your accent.”

Catra replies as her eyes dart around for a moment, really catching the moment she’s in.

 

“You know, even though these bright colors aren’t my favorite it’s still aesthetically pleasing to look at. You really outdid yourself didn’t you ?”

She continues to ask as she walks forward . The halls are empty of course but it doesn’t hurt to imagine what it would be like ruling an entire kingdom. It’s more so the power that sounds thrilling. Having everyone at your command ? Who wouldn’t think that’s cool?

 

“Oh not really, it was just my job to see that the thing was built. Glimmer however gave a couple of ideas to the interior designers. It seemed like they got along just fine.”

Adora says looking around at the walls as if it too could’ve been her first time inside these walls.

 

“So what, Sparkles is some kind of designer?”

 

“Yeah, something like that. She and Bow are in charge of wardrobe, and they are very precise about every little detail. That leans more towards Glimmer, but Bow isn’t too far behind.”

 

“That explains her wicked sense of fashion.”

Catra nods with a bit of impressiveness behind her words.

 

“Oh, come this way, it’s the dining hall and war room.”

Adora waves Catra through the courtyard and long corridors. Everything about this place was large. Large corridors, large doors to walk through, large long tables and chairs. The place really was outdone for a movie set. If Catra hadn’t known any better she would’ve been convinced that this was an actual place where someone once lived. 

 

The dining hall looked quite astonishing, there were still pictures from the movie hanging on the walls. Which was quite surprising to Catra, she would’ve thought someone would have wanted them as a keepsake.

 

“So, everything that’s still in here, the chairs, tables, painting, cups. All of this is the original stuff from the movie ?”

Catra asks as her eyes dart around to everything she named.

 

“Yep. Keep everything up to par. It'll start to gather some value.”

 

“That’s a bit surprising.”

 

“Why’s that ?”

 

“Well I’ve heard of actors taking things from sets as memorabilia.”

 

“Oh, they might’ve taken something from the other sets because nothing here is missing.”

 

“Even the queen’s crown ?”

 

“I- um… Okay so there’s like one thing missing.”

Adora chuckles lightly as she scratches the back of her head.

 

“Uh huh.”

 

“How about we go check out the throne room ?”

Adora says as she pushes a large door open so that they are met with another one of the very large and spacious corridors.

 

“I’d love to.”

Catra puts a bit of pep in her step, because if the throne is anything like the movie she has to sit on it. Large and looks like it could be floating ? What other way to feel like an absolute god ?

 

When they make it there everything looks exactly as she imagined, a long walk way and those pristine steps up to the throne. It actually now makes Catra wonder if she can approach it, because the steps look as though they too are floating. One misstep and who knows what will actually happen.

 

“You can go up there. I promise all of it will support your weight.”

Adora must notice the hesitation in Catra’s body language because her tone and eyes are the most reassuring thing she’s ever experienced.

 

Turning around to her Catra’s eyes widen slightly before turning back to the stairs that ascend to the throne itself. The walk feels majestic and powerful. It feels like it was her own crowning day, taking her rightful place on the throne. She could hear the dramatic music now, it’s suspenseful yet joyous. It reaches an all time crescendo as her foot touches the last step and turns around to face Adora. 

 

Taking her seat upon the throne Catra crosses one leg over the other and smirks slightly. The amount of power this throne holds is amazing, sure if it wasn’t for Catra’s imagination she’d just say she’s sitting on a big chair that took a few steps to get to. But this is different. Hearing that imaginary music in the back of her head as she took her place really set up the ambience.

 

“It’s very fitting M’Lady.”

Adora tries again for her medieval accent and this time it was actually pretty convincing. She also slowly bows as she speaks and Catra laughs softly as she leans back into the throne.

 

“Honey, you should see me in a crown.”

She responds cockily and watches as Adora perks up with a quizzical brow.

 

“Song reference ?”

Adora asks as she stands up straight drawing her head back slightly.

 

“Sherlock reference, but glad to know that someone has a diverse music taste.”

 

“Diversity comes with the job My Liege.”

Adora bows again as she puts on her accent once more, but this time it falls short from the last attempt. Catra snorts slightly as she leans forward scanning the room. 

 

“I know I keep saying it, but it really is cool how you had this whole place built… Well except for upstairs, but you catch my drift.”

Catra shrugs slightly.

 

“Heyy.. It would’ve been a hell of a walk to get up all those stairs with equipment. If it wouldn’t have been such a hassle getting stuff up there trust me you’d be able to go all the way to the top.”

Adora drawls as she crosses her arms over her chest defensively.

 

“Riiight, you keep telling yourself that.”

 

“Okay, maybe I would’ve gotten a little lazy after a while, but you can’t tell me you wouldn’t either. Look at how tall this place is !”

Adora’s quick to unfold her arms to become a lot more expressive and Catra can’t do much but laugh at it. 

 

“Orrr.”

She draws out before continuing.

 

“You could’ve had an elevator off to the side somewhere.”

Catra tilts her head because that seems like the most obvious option if it were such a hassle to get things up a couple flights of stairs.

 

“I- No-... Wait… why didn’t I think of that ?”

Adora questions as she puts a fist to her chin in thought.

 

“I guess all that money doesn’t give you all the wits, huh?”

Catra taps her temple with a rewarding smirk on her face as she begins to stand up.

 

“I might have to add you to the team, you have quite the eye for detail.”

Adora chirps with a smirk of her own.

 

“Nope, not my kind of art. I leave all this technical stuff to you.”

She responds by taking a big stretch before descending the stairs.

 

“Hey, it was worth a shot.”

Adora says as she begins to make her way up the stairs to meet Catra halfway.

 

“Careful, the stairs get sleek on the way…”

She continues as she holds a hand out, continuing to try and meet her at a midpoint, but it’s by Catra’s luck that she slips. To be honest she doesn’t even know how she slipped, but all she does know is that she’s falling and she’s falling fast. 

 

Flailing her arms and cursing don’t help her from falling, it just makes her more frantic. However instead of her crashing and rolling down pretty much a flight of stairs she feels very strong yet gentle arms wrap around her. Looking up she’s met with Adora’s crystal blue eyes that she’s never seen hold so much concern. She’s holding me… in her arms… Catra can feel herself about to burst into a blood vessel the longer she stays in her embrace.

 

“Oh.. um.. I’m sorry. I should’ve warned you about the steps on the way down.”

Adora’s quick Catra to stand upright and turn her head away quickly.

 

“No, thank you.”

Catra tries to wipe the smile on her face away but it’s persistent and just won’t fade. Even as she tries to think of something totally not related to Adora she feels a grin creep back onto her face. 

 

Get it together Catra, now is not the time to start fantasizing. Taking in a deep breath she closes her eyes and the grin slowly fades as if nothing ever happened. When she opens her eyes however she finds Adora holding out her hand.

 

“What ?”

She questions looking from her hand to her face.

 

“I’ll walk you down the rest of the way. That way you won’t slip again.”

Adora offers her hand some more, almost suggesting that it would be in Catra’s favor to do so.

 

“Oh, thank you.”

Slowly Catra puts her hand in Adora’s and she tries to make a conscious effort not to think about it, but her mind is always moving a thousand miles a minute. Her hands are a lot larger than mine, and her skin is smooth like a baby. 

 

Unintentionally Catra squeezes her hand. The softness to her hands reminded her of the hands of a massage therapist, so gentle, but still firm in what they’re doing. She didn’t notice until now the sterling silver ring on her middle finger . It screams “GAAY”, so she turns her hand over a bit to see these faded colors. They look familiar but it’s not coming to her at the moment. 

 

Wait. Wait. WAIT! 

 

“You’re a lesbian!”

Catra doesn’t even realize she’s speaking out loud and by the time she does it’s too late to take it back. 

 

“Wait… I didn’t mean to say that… I was talking to myself.”

Catra says frantically and Adora is just kindly smiling at her.

 

“Well you’re not wrong.”

She chuckles slightly as she opens up her hand from Catra’s looking at the faded colors on her ring. 

 

“Oh, um… Same.”

Catra’s voice falters in confidence and she clears her throat a little bit. 

 

“Really ?”

Adora’s face lights up as she asks the questions.

 

“Yeah… I know you didn’t think I was straight.”

Catra takes an offended tone as they continue walking towards the exit.

 

“Well I couldn’t really tell and I didn’t want to assume, but I was getting a slight idea that you weren’t but I don’t know.”

Adora takes the defensive tone trying to justify her thoughts.

 

“Damn, I guess I have to make it more obvious now.”

Catra says as she crosses her arms over her chest in thought.

 

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to make you mad.”

Adora’s voice is more apologetic than Catra thinks it should be.

 

“I’m just messing with you dummy… Kinda.”

She teases as she nudges her side.

 

“Oh.”

She laughs hastily and pushes the door open allowing Catra to walk out first. 

 

“No but I was slightly offended that you may have thought I was straight.”

 

“I did it for safety measures. I just said you were. I didn’t fully believe it though.” 

Adora shrugs slightly a bit and smiles as she continues behind Catra leading her back to the car.

 

“I don’t know if I can believe you on that one.”

She jokes as she looks up to the now dying day sky. How the orange starts to crash with what’s now becoming dark blue, in the middle a beautiful pastel purple. It’s sunset already ? Catra hadn’t even realized how much time she had actually spent with Adora. 

 

All that worry she had about being nervous and how this would’ve all turned out seemed to be nothing more than a mere fear. Everything was actually a lot more comfortable than she had imagined. They shared more laughs than she thought they ever would. It just goes to show that Adora really isn’t like the rich assholes from work; not that she ever thought that, but it’s good to know that she doesn’t even come close.

 

“Well, that concludes the tour of Grayskull Entertainment studios, thank you for taking time out of your day to see it”

Adora opens the passenger door allowing Catra to get in the car.

 

“No, thank you for allowing me to see it. It’s really really beautiful and I bet you’re proud to see your hard work come to life like this.”

She says looking up to her as she slides into the passenger’s seat of the car allowing herself to find comfort in the vanilla smelling, crimson colored seat.

 

“I am, really I am, but sometimes it still feels like I’m dreaming y’know ?”

She shrugs as she shuts the car door walking around to the drivers side and sliding herself in. She didn’t seem to savor the feeling of the leather underneath her or the smell of the car like Catra did. But it made sense, she drove the luxurious car every day that she felt like going out. 

 

“No, I actually don’t know if I follow what you mean.”

Catra furrows her brows and turns her head back to the castle, imagining how she would feel if she ran this whole thing. I’d definitely believe that this is real. I can’t imagine how hard she busted her ass to get to this point and she’s only, what 24 ? It’s a lot of success in not a lot of time.

 

“I mean, this wasn’t how it was supposed to go really. I mean not to get sentimental on you or anything, but my mom was supposed to see all of this happen. I didn’t think I could make this happen without her, but with Glimmer and Bow by my side I still somehow managed to do it.”

All Adora can do while she talks is drive, but it’s obvious she wants to be more expressive, she talks with her hands. Catra can tell with the amount of shoulder and head movement she’s doing while she speaks.

 

“None of it is in vain, your mother is a part of you. Plus, with the little time I’ve known you I can’t imagine you giving up.”

Catra tries her best to comfort Adora without making it awkward, because she can’t say she’s experienced the same fate of life. She cries at night for many other reasons that she consciously tries to keep at bay for the sake of her sanity.

 

“Ha, what do you mean by that ?”

Adora laughs heartily as she drives back to what must be the offices because they pass everything they’ve toured already.

 

“Well, you don’t exactly take no for an answer. You’re kinda stubborn.”

Catra shrugs nonchalantly.

 

“Stubborn ~”

She draws in response, turning her head looking at Catra with a shocked expression.

 

“You can look at the road. I’m not gonna take it back. But if you want, I’ll give you a better word for it. You’re determined to get what you want, that’s one thing I really like about you.”

 

“Well, I guess I can agree with that.”

Adora laughs with a shrug before turning a corner and pulling up into the parking lot.

 

“That’s because you know I’m right.”

She sits up in her seat and unbuckles herself preparing to get out of the car.

 

“Um, hey Catra ? Thanks.”

 

“For ? I was just telling the truth.”

 

“Yeah well, it was kinda grounding. So, thanks for that.”

Adora unlocks the car doors but doesn’t turn the car off, giving Catra the notion that she’s dropping her off so she can go off to do something else.

 

“Oh, well you’re welcome, and thanks for the tour and lift. I really appreciate it.”

Catra opens the car door and quickly slides out of the car and turns to find  her own.

 

“You’re welcome, and welcome to a Grayskull project. I’m really happy you’re here.”

Adora leans toward Catra as best she can with a big bright smile that could take the sun out of business. 

 

“You make me happy to be here.”

Catra returns the smile and shuts the car door before sliding into her own car. Simple black leather seating that burned at her skin from sitting in direct sunlight for too long. Adora honks her horn as lightly as she can and waves Catra goodbye. Grinning brightly Catra waves back and watches as Adora’s car fades into the distance. 

 

Taking in a deep relaxing breath she closes her eyes and grips the steering wheel. With a simple three-count in her head she lets out the loudest and most excited scream she can. For a moment Catra flails around in the car bursting into every bit of excitement she can.

 

“I’m gonna be working with one of the hottest billionaires that ever walked the face of this planet.”

And she’s gay as fuck . She thinks somewhere in the back of her head with a wink.

 

The only thing to do now other than acknowledge it in the parking lot is to go tell Scorpia like she said she would. Catra already knows how the conversation is going to go; she explains she has a modeling job with one of the hottest photographers, Scorpia asks how, she explains, and then they end up talking more about it.

 

“Wait wait wait. She gave you your own personal tour of 19 acres ?”

Scorpia questions as she sits up off of Catra’s sofa.

 

“Yeah, and then after that she took me to my car and we parted ways. Which actually reminds me I need to e-sign this document and send it back over to her.”

Catra shrugs nonchalantly as she pulls out her phone and stares at it for a while.

 

“Well, from the way you describe her and the way the internet describes her. It sounds like you’ve got a little thing for her.”

Scorpia says just as chipper as she can be and Catra’s eyes drag up from her phone with a deadpan stare.

 

“I don’t have a little thing for her, she’s just hot.”

She remarks before looking back down at her phone.

 

“And you like her.”

Scorpia adds in innocently as she raises her pointer finger as if to make her point more clear.

 

“Uh.. no.. I don’t.. Wanting to bang someone and wanting someone are two very different things, Scorp.”

 

“Well I’ve never heard someone wanting to seduce someone because of how bright their smile is. That sounds more like a ‘I want a relationship with this beautiful human being,’ kind of thing.”

 

“Please, you and I know I am not the dating type. The last girl I dated lasted like a week or two and that’s because I got bored of her.”

Catra rolls her eyes at the thought of the last girl she had been with. She was such a bore that she couldn’t even draw her name at the moment.

 

“You don’t seem too bored talking about Adora.”

 

“First of all I told you I was gonna tell you and two we have exciting business together.”

 

“You keep telling yourself that Wild Cat, but I have to get going. I have a date.”

Scorpia stands up from the couch and fixes her dress as it had scrunched up slightly from sitting on the low to the ground sofa.

 

“Date ? With who ?”

Catra’s eyes shoot up to Scorpia’s large frame, surprised by the information.

 

“Remember the nice blonde girl I was telling you who’s a therapist and loves wine?”

 

“The flower power girl that’s vegan and does all that ‘look deep into your heart’ talk ?”

 

“Yeah her, that’s my date.”

Scorpia smiles sheepishly and Catra smirks slightly.

 

“That’s good for you, just don’t keep me and the rest of the complex up when you come home.”

 

“I won’t.”

 

“Oh ?”

 

“Not that I plan to do anything like that ! Anyways, call me when you’re ready to accept your feelings about Adora.”

Scorpia frantically speaks before flipping the switch on Catra and rushing for the door.

 

“I don’t have feelings for her !”

Catra shouts as she turns to the door, but it’s too late. Scorpia was gone in a flash leaving Catra just shaking her head. 

 

“Tch… Scorpia is crazy.”

She scoffs to herself before returning her eyes back to the document on her phone.

 

“...feelings.”

 

“Hah ! Me ? Never .”

Catra continues to mumble to herself before filling in the last part of the document and sending it back to Adora via text.



Adora 🥵📸



                                                                                Here’s  that document all filled out like you asked for

 

Oh thanks ! 

 

Np

Are you busy tmr??

 

I have class and work tmr. Why ?

 

Ah

That’s right.

I just wanted to see how soon

 we could start practicing

 

Oh !

I can make time to stop by 

if you need me to

 

No, no it’s fine

I’ll see you soon

Have a good night

☺️

 

You too






By the time Catra finds the conversation over she’s laying in bed on her stomach cheesing like some high school girl texting her crush. When she realizes it she flips onto her back and sets her phone down on the nightstand. Her face scrunches up a bit and looks around for a moment, it was weird to think she would feel something towards Adora other than ‘Please rail me !’ But that doesn’t actually exist and is all just a figment of her imagination. 

 

So she rolls over in bed and shuts her eyes, but instead of nothing but darkness being behind her eyelids, all she can see is the way Adora smiles at her and how contagious it is. The more she thinks about it as she falls into a deep sleep the more she imagines Adora slipping into her dreams. 

 

Catra's Tattoo

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Chapter 4: When The Camera Stills

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Chapter 4 : When The Camera Stills

 

Adora is more than excited to start working with Catra, she’s ecstatic . She’s a model other photographers would kill for and yet, Adora got to her first. She has to be strategic with the practice days. It couldn’t be on a day she had class and work, that’d just be an overload that even she wouldn’t be able to handle. So now the perfect opportunity had presented itself. 

 

Catra never mentioned being busy on a Tuesday and Adora just so happens to be in the studios helping her apprentice Cameron with  his film project. It’s actually coming together quite well, not that she expects any less of him. However, she could tell just from how many takes of each scene he has that editing it is going to be a pain in his ass. Maybe hers too, but she’s hoping mostly for him. For the learning experience of course.

 

“Hey Cam, how bout everybody take ten you all have been at for a couple hours. Plus it’s kinda hot out here.”Adora says as she puts a hand to her forehead trying to block the sun from her face while pulling her phone from her back pocket.

 

Turning over his shoulder for a moment Cam looks at Adora and then everyone out in the field with a shrug.

 

“I don’t see why not.”He responds squinting his eyes from the bright sunlight.

 

“Cool.”She replies distractedly as she walks away toward a large white tent to get some relief from the sun burning at her skin and opens her messages between her and Catra. The last time she had texted her was Sunday and of course the last thing she sent was a stupid smiley face. 

 

Really ? I couldn’t have thought of a better emoji to use ? Adora face palms as she shakes her head cringing at her own cheesy actions. 

 

☺️Catra 🥴

 

Hey Catra 😁👋🏻

 

Hey

           Are you busy ?

Nah

Just watching a movie

 

                                                                                     You down to have 

                                                                                       your first practice shoot ?

 

Catra doesn't respond immediately like she had been and Adora supposes that she’s probably scared her with the suggestion. It wasn’t until a couple seconds later did her phone buzz again in her hands.



☺️Catra 🥴



Yeah

I can get there

in 25 mins. 

 

Oh, are you in the area ??



Lol

No

I’m at home

 

Oh…

See you soon 😁




Adora knows that with Catra going to school at the university of Brightmoon that she's a ways away from the studios, but if she cad get here in 30 minutes she won’t complain. It just means she gets to see her sooner.

 

As she slides her phone back into her pocket she realizes that she’s done it again. Using those weird ass emoji’s at the end of her last text, it’s a bad habit that she had picked up from Bow back in highschool. But even he had grown out of that phase (kind of), and yet here Adora was behind the times. 

 

“Excuse me, Ms. Grayskull ?”Cameron’s voice emerges from behind her with a light shoulder tap.

 

“Yeah ?”She responds tucking her lips and raising her eyebrows  as she turns to look at him.

 

“We’re ready to get started again.”He comments softly and takes a step back from under the tent and into the light. 

 

“Oh cool.” Adora says as she follows Cameron out from under the tent. Sliding her headphones over her ears she flips the microphone down to her mouth.

 

 “Everyone good ? We all hydrated out there ?”She asks as her eyes glance across a field of camera ops and a couple of boom ops as well.

 

“Affirmative. The actors are ready to go. Ready whenever you all are.”

One middle-aged man's voice responds.

 

“Great. Sam, once the actors get mid-way through the scene make sure you pan right and immediately snap up to Donnie’s face.  Liam, make sure you’re keeping tight shots on the action. And of course Adam, keep that bird's eye view clean.”Adora calls out over the microphone, crossing her arms over her chest.

 

“Copy that.” a different camera op responds.

 

“Everyone’s ready, just waiting on you.”She says, turning to Cameron.

 

“Right.” He marches forward towards the other camera ops and Adora watches closely.

 

“Alright everyone, let’s start rolling. This is gonna be the last take for this scene, so let’s make it better than the last.” Adora says as she covers her face from the sun with her hand. As she turns her eyes down to a switcher she awaits to hear everyone rolling.

 

“Camera One rolling.” Adam says bluntly.

 

“Two is rolling.” Sam follows after with a similar tone.

 

“Three rolling.” Liam speaks nonchalantly.

 

“Four rolling.” Cameron is the only one to respond with so much enthusiasm.

 

 It makes Adora chuckle a bit because he seems to be the only one not affected by the heat of the sun.

 

“Audio ?” Adora questions as they had yet to confirm that they were indeed recording audio.

 

“I’ve been rolling for like two minutes now.” They respond nonchalantly and she just chuckles, because it’s actually quite typical for them to start before she says to. It was quite odd and to be quite frank a bit annoying at first, but eventually she got used to it.



“I hope you have SD cards large enough for all this dead air.” She responds jokingly.

 

“Yeah, yeah, just stick to your specialty on the cameras.” They poke back with levity. That means there’s a certain level of respect they have for her. And she’s quite proud of that.

 

It’s actually nice to know that Adora was the boss who was cool enough to joke with. 

 

“Alright.” She chuckles in response and holds for a beat.

 

“And~ action.” Adora continues watching as everything unfolds for what must be the seventh time. It wasn’t her production to say whether the other six were good enough. She was just here to supervise and say action. A pretty simple task that she definitely won’t complain about. 

 

It was cool to be behind the scenes of movies, videos, and pictures because you get to put your name on it. However after all the countless hours of editing are done is the best part. To see what you really put your time into, become something extravagant. 

 

“Sam, your video’s down, what's going on ?” Adora flips her mic down as she squints at the switcher in front of her.

 

“Don’t know but I’m still rolling.”

He responds a bit snappy.

 

“I don’t want to cut blind.”

 

“So what, do you want me to stop ?” Sam says just as he’s about to pan right like Adora had asked.

 

“No, I said this would be the last take… just keep rolling til' the end.” Adora quickly flips her mic up as she finishes talking and leans down to the switcher screen feeling her heart race. Please let this work . Reaching her hand up to a cable she pushes it into the port a little further feeling a slight click in the end.

 

Lifting her head up to look at the screen she sees the video pop back up on the screen.

 

“I got it !” She laughs nervously, throwing her arms up triumphantly.

 

“Can’t hear you from this far. What was that ?” Sam asks as he continues to run his camera.

 

“Oh. I got it, the SDI cable got knocked loose from the switcher a little bit. Everyone keep going, you’re doing great.” Adora flips her mic down to speak again and sighs with relief.

 

She refuses to be the reason Cameron's film comes out to be trash. Though she’s sure he could use footage from the various takes to fix any mistakes. Especially with the raw and switcher footage, he had more than enough to edit with, but if this “safety shot” is what he wanted then so be it.

 

As the scene came to a close Adora felt some weight lift off of her shoulders and she waited a beat or two before saying the magic word.

 

“Cut.” She watches as everyone lowers  their cameras with relief and she feels the biggest grin spread across her face.

 

“Hey, kid, is that it for outside because it’s hot as hell.”Sam asks as he marches forward toward Adora and the tent where everything is much cooler.

 

“Haha, yeah. We can rest for a while and head to Studio D.” Cameron laughs slightly as he wipes his forehead from sweat for the first time from what Adora has noticed.

 

“Or ~” Sam drags out taking a dramatic pause.

 

“We rest in the studio. Where there’s air.” He continues and the rest of the crew laughs in agreement.

 

“Okay that makes sense.” Cam laughs along too as he hauls his camera behind himself.

 

“Well, before anyone ends up inside a studio how about we clean up what we have out here first.” Adora puts on a slight authoritarian tone and starts to break down the switcher starting with the various cables. Being cautious to not bend and snap them. There's nothing worse than having a broken cable, because you can never tell what the problem is until you suggest the very last thing. SDI cables weren’t anything super expensive, but Adora’s had a few too many break on her watch and it was quite embarrassing really.



After carefully placing the switcher back in its case she feels her phone ring in her pocket and she’s quick to whip it out in hopes of it being Catra. For once one of her quick wishes comes through as it is indeed Catra on the other line.

 

“Hello ?” Adora answers, trying to clear her voice of over excitement.

 

“Hey Adora, I’m here. Was there a specific studio I was supposed to go to ?”

 

“Umm, one sec.”

 

“Ok.”

 

“Hey Cam, what studio were you all heading to again ?” Adora covers the phone a bit as she turns to Cameron.

 

“D.” He responds quickly as he continues to pack up his equipment.

 

“Meet me at Studio C.” She uncovers the phone, nodding a bit and places the switcher into a cart along with a bunch of other equipment.

 

“Okay, see you soon.”

 

“See you soon.” Adora responds before hanging up and she can’t help but smile. 

 

This was probably her most exciting photoshoot yet. Well, next to her debut photoshoot, but it was up there. Catra is everything she could ever dream of. Smart, beautiful, and this wicked sense of humor that never failed to crack a smile out of her. Someone with personality to say the least .

 

“Hey Cam, I have some business to handle right now, but if you need me I won’t be far. I’ll just be right over in Studio C. Kay’ ?” Adora says as she takes her headphones off and unclips the pack from her hip handing it over to him.

 

“Oh okay.” He fumbles for a second trying not to drop anything.

 

“Great, and remember to take breaks and stay hydrated.” Adora spews out quickly as she does a light jog to her car. She had played it smarter than the rest of the crew and parked under a tree so that once she got back in the leather wouldn’t burn at her skin as much.

 

It was still hot and a bit stuffy when she got in, but that wasn’t anything somehow cool A/C wouldn’t fix. As she pulls out from under the tree she puts the air on max even though she isn’t that far from the studio. She had obviously beaten Catra there since she knows this place like the back of her hand and this was only her third time coming here. 

 

Sliding out the driver's seat Adora makes her way around to the trunk and pulls out a case inspecting what's inside of it. She checks once, twice, and even three times. It isn’t that anything is missing from the case but she likes to be extra sure that she needs everything she has. There is nothing worse than getting somewhere and just wishing you had brought that one extra piece of equipment.

 

If there's one thing Adora hates most it's winging it. She can do great work doing it, but it doesn’t live up to her other work when she does have exactly everything she wants and needs. Like she was once told it's better to be over prepared than under. 

 

“Got everything you need there hot stuff ? I’ve watched you rummage through that bag at least twice now.”

The sound of Catra’s voice makes her jump because she was so focused on checking her stuff that she didn’t even hear her pull up. Let alone get out of the car.

 

“Oh, yeah. I was just making sure I had everything. Nothing like missing something you could really use. Ya know?” Adora laughs nervously as she blushes once she caught on to the nickname from Catra. She thinks I’m hot ? 

 

“Yeah, sometimes I leave home without my sketchbook and then I have to draw on loose pieces of paper. It just never works out because it gets crumpled up and the whole nine yards.” Catra shudders as she seems to remember one too many times this incident has happened to her.

 

“That sounds just as stressful, sheesh.” Adora closes the case and then her trunk walking Catra to the door of the studio allowing her inside.

 

“Make yourself comfortable while I set up.” Her voice echoes through the room as she sets her case down in the middle of the floor. Jogging to a corner she grabs a large rolled up tan cylinder and drags it to the middle of the floor.

 

“Do you need some help ?” Catra asks as she watches Adora run back and forth trying to set up .

 

“Hm ? Nah, it’s just a quick little backdrop and a couple of lights. Nothing super serious, just trying to get you to be used to having pictures taken of you.” Adora turns over her shoulder as she tries to straighten the backdrop out.

 

“Right, but how do you plan on curing my stiff bitch syndrome ?”

 

“Your what ?!” Adora snorts loudly trying not to laugh too much, because she knows Catra’s being serious when she says it.

 

“Stiff bitch syndrome. Y’know, because I look like an action figure trying to pose.” She shrugs nonchalantly as she continues to watch Adora closesly.

 

“Okay, well if you get comfortable with seeing a camera then the posing will come naturally.” She grunts as she lifts up the light head onto its tripod.

 

“Sounds… kinda-” Catra starts before taking a brief pause. “ I don’t know I was gonna say ‘sounds simple enough’, but it really doesn’t.” She finishes with a shrug.

 

“How come ?” Adora turns around halfway raising a quizzical brow.

 

“Do you know how long it takes someone to get used to something ?”

 

“A couple days ?” Adora wildly guesses shrugging her shoulders to once again finish setting up.

 

“No, three to six months… Well for a job that is, and this is technically like a job.”

 

“And this is why I thought you were a psych student. You know a lot of things no one would typically think about.” She dusts off her hands a bit and turns to completely face Catra.

 

“However, you already know what to expect…well for the most part, you understand the basic idea I have. So it shouldn’t take as long as you think it should.”  She beams brightly as walks over to her.

 

“If you think so.”

 

“I know so, and we also don’t have 3 months to get this done.” She reassures her by placing her hand on her shoulder and leaning down to look her in the eye. She hadn’t really taken notice of their height difference until now. It’s adorable how small she is. Adora grins to herself as she stands up tall and walks away to her camera bag.

 

“But it seems I’ll have to teach you how to follow instructions too.”

 

“Excuse me ?” Catra’s tone isn’t offensive but definitely confused.

 

“I told you to get comfortable and you’re still in that same spot. Tsk tsk.” Adora shakes her head slightly but her tone obviously in a joking manner.

 

“I asked you if you wanted my help, you said no, so what else was I supposed to do ?”

 

“You could’ve taken a seat, pulled out your phone, played some music, scrolled through social media. Did you want me to continue ?” She goes down the list as she herself takes a seat to set up her actual camera equipment.

 

“Yeah, well I wasn’t thinking of all that.” Catra shrugs as she rolls her eyes, now finding it a bit too late to do any of that now that Adora is practically ready to start.

 

“Well that’s obvi.” Adora states like a smart alec and even goes out of her way to extend her neck at that.

 

“Don’t ever. And I do mean ever. Do or say that again.”

 

“Do what ?” She looks up from her camera to Catra with a genuinely confused face.

 

Obvi .” Catra repeats in a taunting voice followed by an eye roll.

 

“What ? Why ? Don’t people still say that ?”

 

“Hell no, I would’ve rather heard you say ‘well duh’ instead of that.”

 

“I hear people say it all the time.” Adora shrugs a bit as she turns her eyes back over to her camera to adjust a few settings.

 

“What you need to do is stop hanging around these rich snobs so often and kick it with more people like me. Because I can assure you normal people do not say ‘obvi’.” 

She hadn’t even noticed Catra walking up to her. By the time Adora turns her eyes up to her she was poking her in the forehead with her forefinger.

 

“People like you ?” Adora raises a brow as she stands up and loops her head through the camera strap.

 

“Yeah, cool people who actually go out. Well, I used to, but it’s nothing to go back to the old ways.” The grin on Catra’s face is mischievous and it actually makes Adora wonder what kind of things she’s used to getting into.

 

“I am cool.” Adora whines frowning slightly.

 

“You think so ?” She slightly sashays to the backdrop just to taunt Adora.

 

“Yeah, but I’m also a pro at what I do, so sorry if I come off a bit stale.” She responds, returning her own little glint in her eye with a slight wink as she walks to the edge of the backdrop.

 

“Oh ?”

 

“You don’t quite know me.” Adora chuckles as she lifts the viewfinder to her eye and holds for a second.

 

“Well now you have me intrigued. So, do tell.” Catra smiles, raising a brow and that’s when the camera flash goes off.

 

“Well, I wasn’t always of the upper echelon , so I used to go out to parties with Glimmer and Bow. Glimmer’s parents were always pretty wealthy so it was no problem for her to throw a party or two.” Adora grins thinking back on the memories she made back then.

 

“Whaaat ? Little Miss Poet was a little rebellious ?” Catra grins and one of her canines poke out yet again giving another great opportunity for a picture. So, the camera flashes once again.

 

“I- you remembered that ?”

 

“I have almost a perfect memory, that is if I’m sober. If I’m buzzed, things may get a little fuzzy.” She shrugs as the grin on her face starts to fade.

 

“You drink often ?”

 

“A shot or two every once in a while, while I’m studying. But I’m not as much of a party goer as I used to be.”

 

“I felt that first part. Sheesh, trying to learn every aspect of a camera and how to edit really made me feel like downing a bottle wasn’t a bad idea. But, I could never handle that much.”

 

“Lightweight ?” Catra questions nonchalantly.

 

“Uh, no. No one should be able to down an entire bottle of liquor and be fine. Not unless you’re a god or something.”

Adora comes off a bit more defensive than she meant to and it’s obvious Catra notices from the way her face lights up with a grin once more.

 

“I don’t know, it sounds like someone is a lightweight.” She raises the pitch of her voice in an unconvinced tone.

 

“I’d like to see you drink an entire bottle without being wasted.” Adora huffs back rolling her eyes though she can’t see it behind the camera.

 

“Oh no, I don’t have a death wish. I’d have to be completely out of my mind to do it.”Catra cackles softly, throwing her head back slightly.  

 

“My point is proven then.” Adora says with a shrug.

 

“What point ?” Catra raises a brow as she looks at her.

 

“That I’m not a lightweight.”

 

“Me not downing a whole bottle like a maniac does not prove you’re not a lightweight. If anything, your deflection is proving it even more.” Catra points out crossing her arms over her chest.

 

“Mmm… I’m pretty sure it doesn’t.” Adora moves her hands up and down in thought while pursing her lips

 

“You’re going to have to actually prove it to me then.” Catra turns the corner of her lips up as she speaks.

 

“Fine.” Adora huffs like a child as she takes another photo.

 

“Tonight at eight o’clock.”

 

“I- wait.” She allows the camera to hang around her neck for a moment with her face burning red.

 

“Nah, no backing out now. Unless- you’re scared.”

If there’s one thing Adora won’t do it’s shy away from a challenge. Even if she knows there’s a low chance of her actually winning said challenge.

 

“Tuh- scared ? You must have the wrong Adora in mind then.” She confidently smirks, crossing her arms over her chest. 

 

Good .” Catra’s tone is devious and she has a shine in her eye to back it up. 

 

Oh shit. Adora feels a bead of sweat form on her forehead. There’s a feeling that she’s made some mistake by accepting Catra’s challenge. 

 

“You and me. At the club tonight at eight. Whoever gets buzzed first has to buy the other a coffee.” Catra crosses her arms over her chest. There’s a bit of fear in Adora’s eyes that she tries to hold back, but she feels like Catra can see right through her.

 

“Very well then. You’ve got yourself a deal.” Adora marches forward and puts her hand out so they can shake on it.

 

“Great, I’m looking forward to that free coffee.” Catra takes her hand with a tight grip and chuckles in the back of her throat.

 

“Confidence, I like it.” Adora tries to match her energy in her response, but it’s not as spontaneous as hers.

 

“I’m nothing but that.” Catra’s mischievous look becomes a little bit more taunting.

Adora chuckles and unwraps her camera from her and clicks through the image previews.

 

“Wanna take a look ?” Adora asks slightly, tilting the camera towards Catra hardly giving her the choice to say no.

 

“Yeah sure.” She shrugs as she leans over slightly grabbing on Adora’s shoulder to keep herself steady on her feet. The way her eyes light up at sight of the pictures is probably something Adora will  never get over seeing . 

 

“I mean I already knew you were good at what you do, but those are amazing.”Catra  comments as she smiles, allowing her tooth to poke out a little bit.

 

“Why thank you. I think the pictures are better if you don’t try to pose. These are organic reactions and they’re beautiful.” Adora says as she clicks over to the next picture and tilts her head to the side a bit.

 

“What ?” Catra questions as she looks up at Adora trying to follow her eyes on the image.

 

“Nothing, I wanna see something. Go back and try to pose. Do whatever you want.” Adora pulls away forgetting that Catra was holding onto her for support.

 

“But didn’t you just say it was better if I didn’t try to pose ?” Catra cocks her eyebrow as she walks further onto the backdrop and tries to pose like she was asked.

 

“I know what I said, but I have this theory in the back of my mind.”

 

“And what’s that ?” She asks as she tries to pose by putting her arms on top of her head

 

“If I tell you it won’t work.” Adora responds as she snaps the photo after a moment.

 

“Well that’s no fun.” Catra pouts as she tries another pose putting her hands on her face.

 

Adora doesn’t respond and just snaps another photo. Pursing her lips together Catra tries another pose and then grunts frustratedly.

 

“I can’t with these girly girl poses. Can I flip you off or something ?”

 

Adora smiles softly and chuckles.“I didn’t say they had to be feminine poses. You chose to do that.” She replies, shrugging her shoulders slightly.

 

“Does your theory include you acting like an asshole ?” Catra huffs, crossing her arms over her chest.

 

“Not exactly, let me take like two more pictures and I’ll explain.” She huffs off out a little laugh and watches as Catra flips her off. 

 

Snapping two more pictures like she promised Adora lowers the camera. Catra walks over to her and looks down at the preview and back up.

 

“So what was this bright idea that you couldn’t even talk ?” Catra quirks a brow while crossing her arms. Much like the sun peeking through blinds, Adora's face brightens up.

 

“So, when you try to pose you’re obviously stiff.”

 

“Oh wow, thanks for pointing that out captain obvious.” Catra drops her jaw dramatically before rolling her eyes.

 

“But notice how you were trying to strike up a conversation at every point ?”

 

“Uh yeah, because just sitting there and watching you watch me is weird.”

 

“That’s exactly my point ! You prefer a distraction like chatting.” Adora cheeses as she clicks through the photos again.

 

“Um, okay ?” Catra doesn’t seem to follow as her eyes flicker between Adora and the pictures.

 

“Oh right… So it's not so much you’re camera shy. You just don’t want to really notice it…. Which I guess if you put into perspective you are camera shy ?” Adora scratches her head trying to make sense of what she’s saying. 

 

“I guess that makes sense. It’s weird when you don’t know what to do. Plus you said you like the natural reactions so there’s no need to change what’s already working.” Catra shrugs as her eyes drift off to the side.

 

“Are you ? Are you scared of the camera ?” Adora questions as she quirks a brow with a slight chuckle.

 

“What ? Why would I be scared ? That’s the dumbest thing I’ve heard you say.” Catra crosses her arms over her chest turning her head away from Adora.

 

“Your denial makes it obvious.”  Adora snickers again.

 

“Obvious of what ?”

 

“That if you notice the camera that you’re scared you’ll stiffen up and get awkward.” Adora smirks as Catra begins to stumble over her words and eventually gives up on trying to say anything.

 

“Fuck you, you think you know so much.” Catra blushes as she walks away from Adora.

 

“I think it’s a part of my job to know what makes you comfortable and uncomfortable.”

 

“Never heard of such.” Catra shrugs as she turns to face Adora again.

 

“Would you like to listen to some music ? The speakers are surround sound.” Adora says almost like she’s trying to sell Catra on listening to music.

 

“Yeah, I don’t mind.” Catra shrugs as she swings one of her legs side to side . 

 

Adora nods and walks over to a desk before realizing she doesn’t have her laptop. Even when she thought she had over prepared she had still managed to forget something. It was laughable because she never really leaves home without her laptop.

 

“Shit.” She rolls her eyes and pulls her phone out her pocket to see if she can still connect to the speakers.

 

“Is something wrong ?” Catra questions as she leans forward to try and get a glimpse at Adora’s face.

 

“No, not really. I left my laptop at home and these speakers are a bitch to try and connect to.” Adora rubs her forehead waiting to see if the process is going to be as long as she expects.

 

“You know that’s the most I’ve heard you curse within a minute ?” Catra questions.

 

Adora turns over her shoulder to look at her wearing a confused look. “Have you been counting how many times I’ve cursed ?” Adora asks, blinking a few times. Only because it was an interesting observation. She wasn’t really the type to curse like a sailor, unlike Catra who had no problem with letting it rip.

 

“I mean, not exactly, but I can recall the few times you have and they were all separate events.”  Catra shrugs as she begins to pace back and forth. She really starts to show that she is growing bored and Adora is trying so hard to get her phone to connect to the speakers.

 

“Huh, well I don’t really find the need to curse. I mostly curse to show a stronger emotion.”

 

“And what strong emotion were you showing when you said, ‘These speakers are a bitch to try and connect to.’  ?” Catra questions tilting her head.

 

“Frustration.” There can be a smile heard behind Adora’s response. After a beat the speakers make a sound and she sighs with relief. “Alright. Here we go.” She continues as she nods to the music.

 

“Adora.” Catra deadpans crossing her arms over her chest.

 

“Yeah ?” She questions as she returns to the edge of the backdrop.

 

“Could you be any lamer ?” Catra exaggerates her words following them up with a groan.

 

“I-... What are you talking about ?” Adora’s eyes dart around the room trying to find an abnormality. 

 

“Instrumentals ? Really ?” Catra speaks with disgust as she walks up to her and snatches her phone from her hand.

 

“Why does everyone seem to have a problem with instrumentals now-a-days ?” Adora’s jaw drops as she throws her hands up in dismay.

 

“Maybe because everyone isn’t as lame as you.” Catra holds the phone up to Adora’s face to unlock it. 

 

“How is that lame ? I’m just being professional.”

 

“Are you sure you love your job ?” Catra questions as she looks up from the phone.

 

“Of course I do !” Adora exclaims, offended. How could she think that I don’t ?   Adora practically sleeps, eats, and breathes photography. How could she not love it ? It is an art form after all.

 

“Then you should start acting like it. Stop being so by the book. You used to party ? Prove it to me.” Catra changes the music to something more bassy. Shoving the phone into Adora’s chest she began to bop her head .

 

“Very aggressive music.” Adora blinks a couple times trying to understand what the lyrics to the song were.

 

“That kind of energy makes you more lively.” Catra mouths some of the lyrics and Adora shrugs.

 

“I feel like this is some kind of bartender thing.” Adora slowly begins to nod her head to the music .

 

“Oh yeah, you definitely get exposed to different kinds of music at different clubs. Brightmoon is too watered down for the rich pricks for me.” 

 

The way Catra is feeling music makes her even more photogenic. This is the side of her Adora had been hoping to access and know she knew how to get it. Music and conversation . She found herself making the mental note. She’s sure she isn’t going to forget. If she was being quite frank she liked this combination herself. It’s almost like Catra’s teaching her new ways to approach photography.

 

“See that’s why you’re so lame now. Around too many prissy people.”

 

“I may work with them, but I don’t hang out with them.” Adora sounds a bit annoyed when she starts to ponder on the thought.

 

“That’s an interesting response.” Catra pokes with a slight glint in her eye.

 

Adora can tell she wants to know more. To know what she meant, but she thought it was kind of obvious. She isn’t friends with the people in the upper class, and honestly she doesn’t find herself wanting to be. 

 

“Well, like you said, rich people are pricks.” She shrugs in response.

 

“Oooh, drama in the upper echelon ?” 

 

“Something like that, but I try not to let it bother me.” Adora shrugs, raising the viewfinder to her eye as a new song begins to start taking pictures again.

 

“I love this song.” Catra grins. It’s a lot calmer than the last song. Adora has to admit it’s probably something she’d add to her own playlist.

 

“A pop fan ? Don’t think I would’ve taken you for such.” Adora comments watching Catra sway her hips side to side. She’s kinda glad that the camera blocked most of her face. Watching Catra dance so gracefully is making her blush. She’s cute when she is in her own little world; in her element. It’s quite the blessing Adora gets to see it for herself.

 

“Maybe, just a little bit.” Catra admits with a blush.

 

“There’s no shame in it. I was just asking.” A chuckle forms in the back of Adora’s throat as she snaps another picture. There was no response from Catra, just a light hum.

 

 The work dynamic between the two is phenomenal. It isn’t hard for either of them to strike up a conversation with each other. It’s great, truly it is and Adora couldn’t hope for anyone better. There’s nothing disrupting the workflow. That was until Adora’s phone started buzzing like crazy, interrupting a song Catra was really enjoying.

 

“I think someone may be trying to contact you.” Catra’s face drops as yet another notification comes through.

 

“It’s probably just Glimmer and Bow trying to tell me something. They’ll be okay for another twenty minutes.” Adora shrugs. She has a text thread with the two because they are her closest friends. Sometimes they tend to gossip to Adora about things that peak her interest.

 

She thought it was her best friends until her phone started ringing. No gossip is that serious. Adora finds herself thinking as she feels a little panic shoot down her spine. 

 

“I’m sorry, Catra. Give me a second.” Adora lets her camera hang around her neck as she pulls her phone out. She was wrong about who was texting. It was actually Cameron. She had forgotten he was in the studio right next to her and now she felt bad.

 

“Okay.” Catra nods as she pulls her own phone out.

 

“Hey Cam what’s up ?” Adora turns around. It wasn’t like it was anything secret, it’s just out of habit to not talk in someone's face. Especially if you aren’t directly talking to the person in front of you.

 

“Ms. Grayskull ! I’m so sorry ! I accidentally formatted the card !” 

Adora pulls the phone away from her ear because she forgot that her volume was all the way up.

 

“Okay, first stop yelling. Second, what’s the problem with that ?” She furrows her brows and begins to start pacing back and forth.

 

“I didn’t pull the footage on my laptop. I got distracted and I went to format the card.” He sounded like he had just finished crying.

Adora can understand the frustration with such a mistake, but it doesn’t call for him to cry.

 

“It’s okay, Cameron. Why are you crying ?” She just has to ask, because she feels responsible for him in a way. 

 

“I went to tell Sam to try and get some advice on what to do and he just started yelling and cursing. So I thought when I told you that you’d be upset too.” He sniffles.

 

“He what ?!” That makes Adora’s blood boil. Everyone could tell that Cameron isn’t some tough guy. A kind and nice kid, which meant you can’t just let all your frustrations out on him.

 

“He yelled at me, but it’s fine. I guess I shouldn’t be crying right ? I’m nineteen. I should be able to take a little criticism.” Cameron chuckles weakly.

 

“No, no one deserves to get yelled at. No matter what age. Now don’t worry about the footage I was recording off the switcher. So tell Sam to calm the hell down. Matter of fact. I’ll do it, you go take a fifteen minute break.” Adora hangs up the phone and goes outside the studio door. While dialing Sam’s numbering she paces back and forth. 

 

It isn’t often her blood got boiled like this, but this wasn’t the first time Sam’s done this to Cameron. It’s been on numerous occasions that he’s snapped on him and Adora was getting tired of telling him not to yell at him. 

 

“Hello ?” Sam answers his phone unbothered, as if nothing had happened.

 

“Sam, this is my last time telling you. Do not yell at Cameron.” 

 

“Adora c’mon. He is a grown man just like the rest of us over here. If he’s gonna bitch and cry about everything then maybe he shouldn’t be here.”

 

“Sam, I really couldn’t give two fucks about how old he is. You can’t just lash out on everyone, because you’re grumpy. So cut it the fuck out and go apologize.”

 

“I’m not going to apologize, he needs to pay better attention to what the fuck he’s doing.” Sam scoffs.

 

“You are forty-five years old, cursing out a nineteen year old. How immature do you have to be?”

 

“Are you being serious right now ?”

 

“Very.” Adora’s tone drops and there’s almost a radio silence over the phone.

 

“Fine.” Sam folds and scoffs again.

 

“Don’t let it happen again. You’re a good camera op, but you will not harass anyone here. Got it ?”

 

“Yes boss .” 

Adora knows he says it to be petty, but there’s nothing she can do about that. Hanging up the phone she heads back into the studio. She slicks a couple stray hairs back and takes a deep breath.

 

“Everything okay ? I kinda overheard you out there.” Catra scratches the back of her head as she speaks. 

 

“Yeah, my apprentice got yelled at by one of the camera ops. It’s a whole thing honestly.” Adora rubs her temples.

 

“Mmh, sounds stressful.” Catra had sat down in the middle of the backdrop while Adora was outside.

 

“Yeah, I keep telling him to not yell at the kid. It’s obvious he’s a kind soul, but the op is just an asshole sometimes.” She sighs, shaking her head.

 

“You look a bit worn out. You wanna call it a day ?” Catra starts to stand up giving Adora a look of sympathy.

 

“Yeah, I probably have to go over there and keep an eye on them for the rest of the shoot.” Adora rolls her eyes. She’s irritated that her time with Catra has to be cut short because of Sam and his bad attitude. God, it’s like I have to babysit that man sometimes.  

 

“Okay. Try not to kill 'em.” Catra adds levity to the situation with a toothy grin.

 

“Ha, I’m just a little irritated. Not violent.” Adora chuckles as she turns her camera off and begins to put stuff away.

 

“I don’t know, maybe in another universe you are. Because when you said ‘don’t let me have to tell you again’ I really thought you were gonna hurt the poor guy.” 

 

“You sure did hear a lot.” Adora quirks a brow. She’s starting to wonder if Catra had been eavesdropping on the conversation rather than overhearing it.

 

“Well I can hear pretty well, and you were yelling.” Catra shrugs. Not really revealing to Adora if her suspicion is correct or not. “Are you still down to get drinks later ? I’m kinda looking forward to that free coffee.” She adds after a beat.

 

“Yeah sure. And you’re not going to win this little challenge. So you can get that out of your head now.” Adora grins as she zips up her case of equipment. She starts to break down the lighting she had set up and then the backdrop.

 

“I love your confidence, but I’m still gonna love that cup of coffee even more.” Catra chuckles as she begins to walk away.

 

“Hey.” Adora calls out, quickly turning around.

 

“Yeah ?” 

 

“You did a good job today. The pictures are beautiful.” Adora’s cheeks tint red. 

 

“Thanks. You’re really good at what you do.” 

Adora can see Catra’s cheeks turn red and it makes her smile. 

 

“Oh, one last thing.”Adora adds, perking up a bit.

 

“Wassup ?”

 

“Where are we going for drinks ?”

 

“Brightmoon club. I think Lonnie will be willing to give us a discount.” Catra smirks as she continues through the door.

 

“I’ll see you there.”

 

“See you Adora.” Catra waves goodbye and then she’s gone. 

 

Adora waits a beat and then jumps up in excitement. She’s starting to feel like she’s winning at something. Catra wouldn’t make for a bad friend. It’s something about her that just makes her click like a perfect piece to a puzzle.

 

Adora hadn’t spent too much time at the studio after Catra had left. She supervised Cameron and went home to take a shower. She put on a casual suit. A white dress shirt, black slacks,  and her favorite red trench coat.  It always gets pretty cool at night in Brightmoon, so it’s better to be prepared for the cool breeze rather than shiver to death.



As Adora pulls into the parking lot of the club her hands begin to tremble slightly. She was no longer worried about irritating Catra. But to be meeting her on terms that weren’t some sort of business makes her nervous and excited. The worry of how the others will eye her when she walks in isn’t even a thought in the back of her mind.

 

Taking a moment to inspect the look of her hair in the rear view mirror Adora sighs softly. Patting the steering wheel she turns her wrist to look at her watch and panics. The time is 8:05. Catra’s probably inside wondering where she’s at. Getting out of the car Adora reaches in her pocket for her wallet to prepare her I.D before she is met by the bouncer .

 

“Hey Adora.” Catra runs up behind her as she speaks. 

 

Turning around, Adora smiles and looks Catra up and down. She feels a blush spread across her face as she finds herself staring. Catra has on a burgundy pantsuit. It accentuates all of her curves that you won’t typically see with just regular casual clothes. 

 

“Oh wow. Hey, you look…. Amazing.” Adora clears her throat as she tries to meet Catra’s eyes.

 

“You look pretty snazzy yourself.” Catra smiles as she looks Adora up and down. 

 

“Oh thanks.” Adora feels her cheeks burn in a blush again as Catra compliments her back.

 

She pokes at Adora’s jacket and shakes her head slightly. “ How do you manage to walk around with these big shoulder pads ?” Catra chuckles as she continues to walk towards the doors.

 

“What ? I like the shoulder pads. They make me sit up straight. It’d look weird if I slouched with them.” Adora rubs her shoulder a bit and looks at Catra as she proceeds forward.

 

“Sure they do.” Catra says sarcastically as she rolls her eyes. The bouncer doesn’t even bother to stop her to check her I.D. It makes sense though. She works there, she has no choice but to be of age. 

 

However the same isn't true for Adora. Stopping at the door she hands her I.D over to the bouncer and is soon let in. Catra had waited for her by the entrance and gave her a wicked grin.

 

“Ready to lose ?” Catra says as she drags Adora by her hand through the dance floor. It isn’t very crowded tonight, but the music is still bumping like it’s a Friday night.

 

  Club things. Adora thinks to herself  as she allows herself to be guided by Catra. 

 

“You know if you want me to buy you a coffee all you have to do is ask ?” Adora is confident that she won’t lose, but it’s a front. She knows she won’t last long, but it’s fun to think she’ll give Catra a run for her money.

 

If Catra is being honest about her liquor tolerance, then Adora is bound to lose. However, she isn’t discouraged by it. As competitive as she is she was fine with losing this one time. Maybe it’s because it’s Catra and she just can’t help herself around her. Or maybe she doesn’t feel the need to compete tonight. Either way, she’s happy. 

 

“I like your confidence.” Catra slides into a barstool and taps the counter a couple times to get the bartender's attention.

 

 “Fancy seeing you here on your day off Catra.” Lonnie says as she slides down the bar and quickly takes notice of Adora. “You too.” Lonnie smirks as she makes eye contact with Adora.

 

“Don’t get used to it. I’m here to win a bet.” Catra grins as she turns her eyes over to Adora.

 

“Oh ?” Lonnie raises a brow leaning in closer, obviously wanting the details of the bet.

 

“Yeah, if I prove that she’s a lightweight she buys me a coffee.” Catra points over to Adora as she speaks.

 

“You sure this is about a coffee ?” Lonnie quirks a suggestive brow as she looks Adora up and down.

 

“What else would it be about ?” Catra looks over at Adora and back to Lonnie.

 

“I mean it’s kinda obvious you’re trying to f-” Lonnie starts.

 

“Okay Lonnie ! I think I’ll start off with a shot of whiskey.” Catra speaks up quickly, clearing her throat.

 

Adora furrows her eyebrows as she looks down at Catra and over to Lonnie who is wearing a devious smirk. Now Adora kinda wishes Catra had let Lonnie finish. Does she know something I don’t? Adora finds herself thinking as she glances over at Catra for a split second.

 

“And how about you ? What can I get you started with ?” Lonnie hums as she rests her chin on her fist. She leans in close to Adora like she has a secret to tell.

 

“Um, a shot of bourbon please.” Adora feels a bead of sweat form on her forehead as she looks into Lonnie’s green eyes.

 

Coming right up.” Lonnie draws the word out before turning the shelves of alcohol. 

 

Looking over to Catra, Adora can see her covering her face with both of her hands.

 

“Hey, am I missing something here ?” Adora whispered in Catra’s ear and she perks up.

 

“No ! No, everything is fine. Lonnie , just plays around too much.” Catra seems to be trying to get the message across to Lonnie more than Adora.

 

“Oh, okay.” Adora shrugs.

 

“Okay, okay. I’ll leave you all alone. For now. ” Lonnie turns over her shoulder rolling her eyes.

 

“Thank you.” Catra comments gratefully. 

 

When the drinks arrive Catra and Adora toast each other and throw the shot back. It’s almost with ease, but Adora turns her nose up a bit. 

 

“Oh yeah, I can taste that sweet, hot, delicious, coffee now.” Catra hums as she wiggles her seat a bit. 

 

Is this about the coffee ? Adora finds herself to be a bit curious about Catra’s obsession with trying to win the coffee.

 

“You must really like coffee, hm ?” Adora comments, clearing her throat.

 

“Spike it with some fireball and it’s immaculate.”

 

“People do that ?” Adora raises her voice as her eyes widen.

 

“Duh. I thought you said you lived a little.” Catra tilts her head, raising an eyebrow.

 

“No, I said I used to throw parties and go to them.” Adora corrects as she tilts her glass to emphasize her words.

 

“What’s a party without alcohol ?” Catra questions as she rolls her eyes.

 

“I will not confirm nor deny underage drinking. Plus no one is drinking coffee at a party.”

 

“Touche.” Catra nods, pursing her lips together.

 

Adora hums with a smile and Catra nods to Lonnie to give them another shot. Catra is quick to throw hers back and Adora tries to, but something in her mind tells her to order something light to eat.

 

“Trying to stall the inevitable are we ?” Catra pokes jokingly.

 

“No, but it’s best to drink with a little something to eat. Would you like something ?” Adora offers as she starts to hand the menu over to her.

 

“No, I had a sandwich before I left the house.” She declines nicely with a wave of her hand.

 

“I’d feel bad to just sit here and eat in front of you.” 

 

“I’ll get something light, like an appetizer then.” Catra says, holding her hand out for the menu.

 

“Wait. You don’t know what’s on the menu already ?” Adora questions with a slight laugh, handing it over regardless.

 

“I’m a bartender, not a server.” Catra takes the menu allowing her eyes to search down it for a moment.

 

“Hey Lonnie.” Catra waves her over sliding the menu across the bar as she approaches. “Let me get a basket of fries and another shot.” She continues giving a slight nod at the end of her sentence.

 

“May I also get a platter of supreme nachos, no jalapenos please.”  Adora adds with a smile.

 

“Really ? No jalapenos ?” Catra shakes her head laughing.

 

“What ? I don’t like spicy foods.” Adora blushes lightly as her eyes avert Catra’s.

 

“Gosh, you are really square.” 

 

“How so ?” 

 

“Instrumentals for music, obvi, no liquor in coffee, no jalapenos. Is there anything else I need to know about you ?” It was obvious Catra’s just messing with Adora. It doesn’t really bother Adora, if anything it’s funny how Catra points out things she doesn’t take too much notice to. 

 

“Gosh, just pointing out all my flaws.” Adora pretends to be hurt by Catra’s comment but can’t help but laugh.

 

“Oh don’t be such a big baby.” She softly punches Adora’s arm as she laughs too.

 

When the food comes Catra’s on third shot of whiskey and Adora is quick to dig into her food. 

 

“Ya know ?” Catra starts as she bites a fry. “ I would’ve never taken you to be this nice.” She continues, biting into another fry.

 

“What do you mean ?” Adora wipes her mouth as she turns her attention over to Catra.

 

“Well, when we first met you seemed to be a little bold . Like the way you spoke was so smooth and almost mysterious.” Catra shrugs as she dips her fries in ketchup before taking a bite.

 

“You say it like I’ve changed.” Adora grins slightly and then thinks for a beat. “Have I ?” She continues to ask furrowing her brows as if she herself doesn’t know the answer.

 

“No no, I mean it’s different now. I’m starting to know you better. To be honest I thought you were a rich snob at first.”

 

“Well ? What do you think of me now ?” Adora taps on the counter anxiously as Catra’s eyes turn up in thought.

 

“I think you’re kind, generous, and kinda a dork. But in a cute way.” Catra hums, seeming to be satisfied with her answer. Adora covers her mouth trying not to blush because it’s starting to make her cheeks ache.

 

“Did I just hear Catra give a compliment ?” Lonnie asks as she picks up Adora’s glass to pour her another shot.

 

“You’re ruining the moment.” Catra scoffs as she rolls her eyes and returns to eating her fries.

 

“Moment you say ?” Lonnie's tone becomes suggestive and Adora looks to Catra to see what she’ll say. 

 

We’re having a moment ? Adora bounces her leg on the barstool as she picks up her nachos to take a bite.

 

“You could say a bonding moment.” Catra shrugs as she glances over at Adora for a moment.

 

“Mmmh. Well don’t bond too well. Not in the bar at least.” Lonnie shivers like she’s seen some things she wishes she hadn’t.

 

“Again, ruining the moment. Just pour me another shot please.” Catra sighs, putting her hand to her forehead.

 

“Right, right. I did say I’d stop.” Lonnie chuckles, pushing Adora’s glass towards her and then scooping up Catra’s.

 

“Thank you.” Catra rolls her eyes before looking over at Adora who is absolutely destroying her nachos. “You have a big appetite don’t you ?” 

 

“Hm ?” Adora looks up from her plate and then covers her mouth. “Oh, yeah. You may be good at drinking contests, but food is where I lie.” Adora wipes her mouth with a napkin, as she gets rid of her mouth full of food by swallowing it.

 

“I see.” 

 

Adora smiles sheepishly as she continues to wipe the corners of her mouth. Grabbing her glass she takes a quick swig of her alcohol before drinking it whole.

 

“The food here is good. I haven’t had it in a while.” Adora traces her finger around the rim of her glass as she looks down at her food.

 

“Oh I know, Scorpia always lets Lonnie and I have the dishes customers don’t want.” Catra leans in close whispering.

 

“Scorpia ? I think you’ve mentioned her before.” Adora’s eyes turn up in thought for a moment, but she draws blank.

 

“Oh yeah, she works in the kitchen. She’s also my neighbor, and we go to the university together.” 

 

“Oh that’s cool. Is she an art major too ?”

 

“Nah, she’s in hospitality. She’s a big softie.”

 

“Why’d you say that ?” Adora questions .

 

“If you saw her you wouldn’t expect her to be so nice. Matter of fact, hold onto that thought.” Catra slips out of her seat and walks behind the bar.

 

Can she do that if she’s not working today ? She wonders as she rests her chin on her fist. Looking back up Adora notices a silver-haired buff woman practically towering over her. Eyes widening she looks over to Catra who has returned back to her seat.

 

“That was fast.” Adora comments blinking a few times before smiling softly at the woman. The alcohol is starting to hit her hard, and she is trying to play it off to speak to the woman.

 

“Hi, I’m Scorpia. Catra told me all about you. It is an honor to meet you.” Scorpia starts to ramble and sticks her hand out for a handshake. 

 

“The pleasure is all mine.” Adora smiles as she shakes her hand. Her firm grip definitely was opposite of her bubbly personality. I see what she means now.  

 

“It’s nice meeting you, but I should probably go check on the food that’s cooking back there.” Scorpia sounds a bit frantic as she pulls away from Adora.

 

“Of course. The food is delicious by the way.” Adora motions to her plate with a nod.

 

“Aw shucks, thanks.” She blushes scratching behind her head.

 

“No problem.”

 

And just like that Scorpia is gone back to the kitchen like she had never come out.

 

“Well looks can be deceiving.” Adora comments after a beat looking back at Catra.

 

Catra downs a shot with a nod before waving to Lonnie to bring another. As Catra is about to throw back what must be her fifth or sixth shot Lonnie picks up Adora’s glass and she shakes her head. 

 

“Nope, I’m good. I think I’ll stop while I’m ahead.” Adora can feel her eyes get low as the buzz starts to really hit her.

 

“Damn, I thought you’d pull through another shot or two.” Catra grins at her before pushing her glass to the side. Indicating that she too was now done drinking for the night.

 

“ I wish, but I still have to drive myself home. So it’s just better to stop while my eyes are still opened for the most part.” Adora pulls out her wallet and hands it over to Lonnie. She then pulls out fifty dollars and slides it across the counter. “Split that between you and Scorpia please.” She says flashing a quick smile.

 

“I could’ve left the tip if you were going to pay for the food.” Catra says as she was in the middle of pulling her wallet out.

 

“I mean, my wallet was already out so, I didn’t see any reason for me not to.” Adora shrugs slightly as she speaks. “Can I walk you to your car ?” She asks as she receives her card back and slips it back into her wallet .

 

“Yeah.” Catra stands to her feet fixing her jacket on her shoulders.

 

As the two walk out into the parking lot the club music slowly fades. The breeze of the night seemed to blow a bit harder against Adora than it did Catra. Really waking her senses from the buzz of the alcohol.

 

“Hey uh, I really had a good time hanging out with you.” Adora admits with a blush as she holds Catra’s car door open.

 

“I did too.” Catra says as she swings her legs into the car.

 

“Maybe we could do this again?” Adora suggests as her  eyes avert Catra’s sheepishly .

 

“Yeah, and maybe next time I’ll get you to dance. Knowing you and all your squareness you probably don’t know how to though.” 

 

“Actually, I can dance.” Adora corrects pointing her finger upward.

 

“Show me.” Catra challenges with a smirk.

 

Backing up from the car Adora hops around dancing and then bending her knees while shimmying her hips. 

 

“Oh god, stop this monstrosity.” Catra falls back in her seat dramatically covering her eyes.

 

“Hey ! Don’t hate on my moves.” Adora continues to dance laughing as she does so.

 

“It’s not hate, it's the truth.” Catra laughs until her face turns a light shade of red.

 

“Phew.” Adora wipes her forehead from sweat laughing like a maniac.

 

“Alright dummy, get home safe.” Catra finally cools down from laughing, wiping a tear from her eye.

 

“You too. See you later.” She smiles, closing the car door and taking off to her own. Once she’s settled in her own car she turns the heat on and blows into her hands. Then something hits her. Eyes widening Adora’s eyes look out into the parking lot as Catra drives past her.

 

“Oh my god. I think I’m falling for her.” It has to be the buzz in her that is making her think that. Catra didn’t seem to look at her like that, but she blushed earlier. Actually, now that she thinks about it,  Catra blushes a lot.

 

No, you’re imagining things, Adora. You’re a little drunk. You won’t think any of this in the morning.” She mumbles to herself as she pulls off from the parking space. Part of her is hoping that part of this is true, but there’s another part in denial and it seemed most logical. That the liquor is starting to do its work in her body and that she just needs to sleep it off.

Notes:

Thanks so much for reading ! Stay tuned for the next chapter, and if you have any suggestions leave them in the comments they just *might* end up in a upcoming chapter. As always thank you Unkown_Artist for helping me out. Check out their story Yearning. It's a great story 10/10.

Anyways until next time !

Chapter 5: Pieces That Just Click

Notes:

Heyooo ! I know I’ve kept you all waiting, and this time I could’ve dropped the chapter sooner but I was letting some thing marinate with me. I hope you all are enjoying the holiday season. I won’t put too much here and I’ll let you enjoy the chapter. Without further ado; chapter 5 .

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Chapter 5 : Pieces That Just Click

 

There was nothing much for Catra to do after coming home last night. Except going to sleep that was. Sleep came easy to Catra with the liquor in her system. If she didn’t have plans for today she would’ve drank a little more when she got home, but she has to be able to get up so she can meet Adora. She may also have class today but it’s the least of her worries honestly.

 

Sitting up from the bed Catra’s eyes search the bedroom. It’s dimly lit because the lights were off and the blinds were closed. Looking to the right side of the bed she sees Melog curled up still enjoying his sleep. It actually reminds her about the dream she just woke up from. It was mostly a replay of her and Adora going out to drink but then they ended up dancing together. They were both tipsy and dangerously close to each other. The way Adora looked at Catra in that dream felt real. It built up tension in Catra that she knew was there in real life. 

 

The minor details of the dream were lost, but Catra surely remembers Adora leaning in closer and closer. Then they kissed. After that Catra isn’t sure if it’s her memory that’s hazy or if the dream itself had time skipped, but the next thing she knew was that she was laid up underneath Adora in her apartment. Naked. The thought of all the things they could’ve done to get there makes her face burn.

 

A light meow can be heard from Melog as he stretches out on the bed. 

 

“Good morning to you too.” Catra smiles as she goes to rub behind his ears. He leans into her hand and walks forward allowing her hand to run down his spine.

 

“Want some breakfast ?” She turns her eyes over to her phone to read the time. It’s only 9:05. I've got enough time to kill to get coffee with Adora. Catra yawns as she begins to slide out of bed to get to the kitchen.

 

“C’mon Melog, let’s get you something to eat.” Catra opens the refrigerator and pulls out half of a chicken breast from a zip-loc bag. She cuts it into smaller pieces before putting it in Melog’s bowl. When he meows Catra assumes it’s a thank you and bends down to pat his head.

 

Slipping away to the bathroom Catra figures that she might as well take a shower. She isn’t in any type of rush so she takes her sweet sweet time. It’s something about the hot water hitting her skin when she’s just getting out of bed that just makes her want to stay there for a while. Maybe it’s because it wakes her up a bit more or the fact that it reminds her of how warm her bed is. Or maybe the longer she stays there the more she can imagine someone standing behind her holding her tenderly. Oh how she wishes she can share a moment like that with someone. But alas, she’s never had a relationship serious nor long enough to reach that point.

 

Adora. She thinks somewhere in the back of her mind. It then makes her think about her dream again, and what happened between the kiss and her ending up underneath Adora. 

 

“God damnit.” Catra covers her face as she finds her face burning with a blush. “Am I in that much of a damn drought ?” She asks herself while laughing. It’s been about nine months since she last had sex. Masturbating isn’t any good without someone in mind. Perhaps with Adora in mind-  

 

There’s a loud crash of metal outside and Catra can only assume it’s Melog getting into something he shouldn’t. 

 

“Damn Melog, your cock blocking is on 10 right now .” Catra turns the shower water off and wraps a towel around her body.  Walking into the kitchen she looks at Melog who has miraculously managed to knock down several pots and pans,  turn the sink water on, just to drink from the faucet.

 

“Get down.” She holds her towel a little tighter around her body as she bends down to pick the pots and pans up. Grabbing his water bowl she fills it up and sets it on the floor. When she turns to turn the sink off Melog is sitting there looking at her almost like he’s offended. 

 

“I don’t know why you’re looking at me like that.” Catra reaches for the handle and he smacks her hand away. 

 

“You little asshole.” She goes to try again and Melog smacks her hand again.

 

“You know what.” Grabbing him by his scruff Catra lifts him up to her eye level and glares. 

 

“Keep it up and you’ll be eating dry food you spoiled brat.” 

Melog meows while looking away.

 

“That’s what I thought.” She sets him down next to the water bowl and finally turns the sink off.

 

Walking away to get dressed Catra checks her phone to see if Adora might’ve texted her. She didn’t, so she takes the initiative to text first.

 

Adora 🥵📸

 

Hey Adora

Meet me at Brightmoon Cafe

The one like fifteen minutes from the University.

 

After putting her underwear on she now finds herself standing in front of her closet. She’s unsure of what to wear. Pulling out her typical boob windowed shirt is easy, but today she feels like choosing something a little different. So, she settles on a  red silk long sleeved oversized button down and a black pair of skinny jeans.  The buttons of the shirt start at the middle of her sternum really allowing her to show a good amount of her skin. It still manages to be appropriate for class, not that anyone will really bother to question her though.

 

Walking into the bathroom she brushes her hair back and then shakes a couple strands loose. The slick and go method is still effective even though her hair has grown a little bit. When she walks back into her room she slips some socks on and a pair of red shoes to match her shirt. The time on her phone read 9: 55, she had gotten ready ten minutes quicker than she usually does. Hm, new record. Catra smirks to herself as she goes to grab her car keys.

 

“Alright Melog, I’ll be back later. Try not to fuck up anything else, okay ?” Catra walks past Melog still drinking his water. He looks up at her and meows and Catra takes it as, “I’m making no promises.” She scoffs, shaking her head as she continues out of the apartment and down to her car. 

 

The drive to the cafe isn’t long. It only takes ten minutes tops to get there. When she gets there there aren't many cars in the parking lot. A good indication that there aren’t many people inside aside from the workers. This is what makes mid to late morning Catra’s favorite time of day. She doesn’t have to be around large bodies of people. Just enough to know the world hasn’t ended overnight, and not enough to feel amongst a crowd.

 

As she waits for Adora to arrive at the cafe she can hear small chatter from others, the loud scream of the espresso machine being put to work, and cars driving by; it’s all music to Catra’s ears. She takes a seat at a two seat table near the back of the cafe. It’s her favorite place to sit in the cafe because she sees everyone come in and out, but everyone doesn’t particularly see her.

To kill some time she throws her earbuds in and scrolls through Instagram. It isn’t really working since her eyes shoot up to the entrance every time she hears the front door chime. Once the bell had chimed back to back three times she rolled her eyes. It’s the same person leaving out, coming back in, and then leaving again. It was just a worker getting off work and running back in to grab something they had forgotten.

 

As Catra’s eyes fall back onto her phone she hears the front door chime and for a moment she asks herself if she should even bother to look up. Biting the bullet she looks up and sees Adora walk through the door and look around for a moment. For a moment it seems like a look of disappointment flickers across her face. That is until her eyes glance to the back of the cafe and meet Catra’s. The bright smile that spreads across Adora’s face is contagious and Catra can’t help but smile back.

“Hey Catra.” Adora greets as she begins to walkover to her. 

 

“Hey Adora.” Catra bites back a blush as she responds. It’s something about the way her own name rolls off of Adora’s tongue that’s just so enticing even in the simplest of tones .  

 

“You look… amazing .” She looks at her almost in awe as she takes off her black jacket hanging it on the back of her chair.

 

Dear god. Catra can’t help but stare at Adora for a split second. It’s one thing to see her in those ungodly suits that hug her body. But it’s a whole other thing when she wears sleeveless muscle shirts. If Catra didn’t have any self control she would probably act a fool right now. The way Adora’s arms flex at the slightest of movements. God take me now !  Is what she’s shouting in the back of her head.

 

“You look pretty good yourself.” Catra grins trying to stop herself from blushing.

 

“Thanks, it’s a comfy clothes day.” Adora waves her hand up and down to show off the shirt and her light blue jeans. “Why are you sitting all the way back here ? I almost didn’t see you.”  She adds to continue the conversation.

 

“So I can see the front door.” Catra says, clearing her throat.

 

“Why do you need to see the front door ?” She questions as she turns around to look at the door.

 

“It’s just a habit I have.”  She shrugs as her eyes glaze over her again. 

 

“I see. How was the rest of your night ?” Adora takes her  seat across from Catra and folds her hands.

 

“Um, it was pretty good. I slept like a baby when I got home.” She responds, resting her cheek on her hand. The question brings that dream back to the front of her mind. Being reminded of how hot Adora is only makes her mind fill in the blank space she can’t seem to remember. How rough or gentle she probably touched her in her dream.

 

“Same here. I had just woken up when I got your text.” 

Catra’s eyes cut back to Adora’s as she speaks. She hums in response and begins to wonder if she was a gentle sex person. It fits her personality, but then it’s always the kind ones who have the wildest sex.  

 

“What ? Why are you looking at me like that ?” Adora squirms under Catra’s gaze with a nervous smile. She hadn’t realized she was staring at her while she was thinking about her wild fantasies. So in order to cut the awkward tension she looks over to the cashier.

 

“Nothing. How bout that coffee ?” Catra grins as she slides out of her chair towards the register.

 

“Sometimes I find myself wondering what you’re thinking about.” Curiosity is backed in Adora’s voice as she too slides out of her chair.

 

“Do you ever find yourself to ask ?” Catra turns around, quirking a brow. Does she wonder the same things I do ?  Her eyes drag up and down her frame for a third time today, but tries to make it less noticeable than the last.

 

“Well, no.” Adora looks away sheepishly as she scratches the back of her head.

 

“Then maybe you don’t wonder about it too much.” She says as she turns to the cashier whose jaw is slacked open.

 

“Are you okay ?” Catra’s eyebrows knit together as she tries to follow the woman's eyes. Turning around slowly, she finds herself looking back at Adora. What is she look- oh. That’s right. Billionaire. Being around Adora so much now Catra had nearly forgotten about her high status in society. 

 

“Oh my gosh. You’re Adora Grayskull. Like, thee Adora Grayskull. I love your work so much. I follow you on Instagram.” The cashier fumbles for her phone in her front pocket. 

 

Catra watches as the cashier practically starts foaming at the mouth over Adora. As she rambles on and on about how much she loves her, Catra feels herself staring at Adora as she interacts like this is something that’s quite normal. Which it probably is to her, but for Catra it’s a bit awkward. Now everyone in the cafe is staring at them. Great

 

It’s something about unwanted attention that irritates Catra a little bit. Perhaps it has something to do with the attention she gets from old creeps at the club that makes her feel this way. Or maybe it doesn’t have to do with the people staring. It’s the cashier. The way she just drools all over Adora sets something off in Catra. Clearing her throat loudly she presses her lips together into a thin line.

 

“Oh. Right,” The cashier deadpans as she drifts her eyes over to Catra. “What can I get started for you ?” she continues, but more so addresses Adora rather than Catra.

 

“Oh she can go first, I’m still looking at the menu.” Adora looks up at the menu to see what she would like.

 

“Of course. What can I get you started with today ?” She better directs the question at Catra, but her tone is bitter.

 

“Let me get a medium iced mocha frappe with a double shot of espresso.” Catra casually runs the order off without ever lifting her eyes to the menu above her head. 

 

“Can I get a name for the order ?” She asks with a marker in hand.

 

“Catra.”

 

“Alright that’ll be-”

 

“Actually I’m paying for both of our drinks.” Adora speaks up quickly leaning forward.

 

“Oh, then what can I get you ?” 

 

“Have you eaten anything today ?” Adora turns to Catra before she makes an official decision on a drink.

 

“No.”

 

“You want a bagel or something ?” 

 

“I mean. Yeah I guess, but I can pay for that myself.” Catra hesitates for a second as she reaches for her wallet.

 

“Don’t worry about it, I’m already paying for the drinks I might as well.” Adora places a hand on Catra’s shoulder chuckling slightly.

 

“Right. Thanks.” She says as her eyes look over to the display of light breakfast foods and pastries. “Can I get a bacon and egg bagel ?” She continues as her eyes now fall back to the cashier.

 

“ I think I’ll get the same thing she’s getting.” Adora smiles as she slips her debit card from her wallet and across the counter.

 

“Um, you do not need a double shot of espresso.” Catra crosses her arms with disapproval written over her face.

 

“Why not ?” She pouts like a child while crossing her arms.

 

“I don’t know if you remember, but you were dancing like a toddler outside last night after a couple shots. I don’t know if I’m ready to see you on a sugar high.” 

 

“Several shots, actually. Plus don’t you have class today ?” Adora rolls her eyes as she receives her card back.

 

“I’ve got a little less than an hour to spare. It’ll only take me ten minutes to get to class.” Catra shrugs slightly as her eyes glance over to an analog clock on the wall.

 

“Okay, but how come you can get it but I can’t ? You don’t even seem like the sugar type.” 

 

I'm feeling a little sluggish today. So the extra boost is much needed.” Catra yawns exaggeratedly to further prove her point of being tired. 

 

“You’ve been up longer than me. How could you still be tired ?” 

 

“Adora, that logic doesn’t even make sense. If anything since I’ve been up longer than you.  I could’ve been up for five hours and you’d expect me to still be wide awake ?”

 

Adora looks down at the watch on her wrist to check the time and shrugs. “I don’t know. It just seems like you’d have a longer time to wake yourself up.”  She looks back up to Catra as she speaks

 

“You. Are such a dork.” Catra chuckles, shaking her head slightly. 

 

“What ? I’m being so serious.” Adora frowns following Catra to the opposite end of the counter.

 

“I know you are. That’s why you’re. A. Dork.” Catra pokes Adora’s forehead with a slight chuckle. 

 

“I beg to differ.” Adora huffs, turning her head away.

 

“Beg all you like. It doesn’t change my answer.”

 

“I will.”

 

As the two of them bicker back and forth their drinks were ready in no time.

 

“Two bacon and egg bagels and medium iced mocha frappes with a double shot of espresso for… Catradora ?” The barista tilts her head slightly as she reads the combination of their names .

 

“Catradora ?” Catra cackles loudly. It sounded funny the first time but as it lingers in the back of her mind it actually has a nice ring to it.

 

“That’s kinda catchy don’t you think ?” Adora comments with a big grin. She seems to entertain the thought the same amount as Catra. 

 

“It has a nice ring to it, I guess.” Catra shrugs slightly with a slight smile.

 

As they return to their seats Catra can’t help but stare at Adora and tilt her head slightly.

 

“What ?” Adora chuckles nervously as her eyes avert her gaze.

 

“Do you smoke ?” Catra questions randomly as she leans forward.

 

“I-. What ?” Adora looks back at her confusion written all over her face. It was a random question but it has purpose.

 

“No no. Answer the question.”

Adora stammers a bit so Catra restates the question.

 

“Do. You. Smoke ?” This time the question ends more pointedly like she’s backing Adora into some corner.

 

“No ? Why ?” She answers nervously trying to escape Catra’s eyes.

 

“Ah hah ! I fucking knew it !” Catra proclaims loudly followed by a laugh.

 

“Knew what exactly ?” Adora laughs uncomfortably along with her and rubs the back of her head.

 

“That you don’t smoke.”

 

“And how did you come to that conclusion ?” She questions as the confusion that was once written over her face washes away.

 

“That night. When we first met you came out onto the balcony and you helped light my swisher because my lighter wasn’t working. As soon as you got my swisher to light you turned to leave.” Catra explains as she grins bigger by the second.

 

“What point does that prove ?”

 

“No one goes outside to the balcony to get a good look at the stars for only a minute or two. If you really wanted to see them you would’ve stayed longer. A lot longer.”

 

“Alright, alright. You caught me. I may have just been trying to get a better look at a certain someone.” Adora blushes as she admits. She tries to hide it by going to take a sip of her drink but it’s far too late for that.

 

“I wonder who that could’ve been.”

 

“I think she knows who she is.”  Adora smirks hovering her drink over the table.

 

“Well, I must know, did you at least get that good look ?” Catra leans forward folding her hands over her mouth. Adora hums as she looks back at her, keeping that same sly smirk.

 

“I like to think I did, but since we’re playing the question game it’s my turn now.”

 

“I didn’t realize I started a game, but proceed with your question.” Catra leans back in her seat taking a sip of her coffee.

 

“Blonde ?”

Catra raises a quizzical brow with a faint smirk.

 

“I’m gonna need context on that one.”

 

“It’s just a yes or no. No context.”

 

“That’s not fair, I gave you context when you asked me for it.”

 

“Well you didn’t give it the first time. Sooo…. Yes or no ?” 

 

“Alright then, yes.” 

Adora’s eyes turn up in thought and pretends to write a check off in the air. Catra shakes her head slightly yet gives her an amused look.

 

“Noted. Now, muscles or no muscles ?” 

 

 Catra’s eyes quickly move to Adora’s arms as she tries to bite back a grin. “Muscles- Wait a minute. That’s two questions. If we’re going to play the game you at least have to play it right.” She crosses her arms over her chest pretending to be upset.

 

“You’re right, you’re right. My apologies, go on with your question.”

 

“Just know you’re getting a penalty point for that. Keep it up and your privilege to ask questions is getting revoked.”

 

Adora’s eyes widen as she leans forward a bit. “Wait a minute ! Who said you could do that ?” She raises her voice with a slight frown.

 

“It’s the rules, I don’t make them. I just follow them.” Catra cheese’s back at Adora as she leans back in her chair huffing like a child. Adora’s eyes turn up in thought, obviously she’s considering Catra’s rule. When she smiles it’s enough confirmation for Catra to know she’s going along with it. Not many people got Catra’s sarcasm, but Adora is just different; she fit together with Catra like the perfect puzzle piece.

 

“Can you at least tell me how many points before I reach that point.” Adora says with a slight smile.

 

“Haven’t quite decided yet.” 

Adora rolls her eyes playfully with a slight head shake.

 

“Just know that you’re not playing fair, but that’s fine.” Adora waves her hand slightly. “ Go on, ask your two questions, but just two. Remember that.” She continues making her last sentence very pointed.

 

“I’m not the one who needs to remember how many questions are supposed to be asked.   You remember that. ” Catra points at her playfully; Adora writes the number 2 in the air and looks back at Catra with a smirk.

 

“What was that ?” Catra asks, cocking her eyebrow at her.

 

“Oh nothing, just your two penalty points.”

 

Catra’s eyes widen and she’s so quick to lean forward she nearly knocks her cup over. “Huh ?! For fucking what ?! I didn’t even do anything !”

 

“Sassing me.” Adora returns plainly with an innocent smile. 

 

Oh she thought that was sass ? She has no idea.  

 

“You ought to stick to the question game, because this one ? Is one I will always win.” 

Catra smirks to which Adora gives a challenging look. 

 

“Let’s try and find out. However, you have two points. So, choose your words carefully. Unless you’re forfeiting your turn, I advise you to ask those two questions.”

Catra bites her lip for a moment before rolling her eyes.

 

“Fine. What’s your favorite way to relax ?”

 

“Hanging out with Glimmer and Bow. We always have fun together.” The way Adora smiles shows Catra she means what she says.

 

“Hm, alright. Do you prefer the coffee shop or the bar ?” 

 

“Coffee shop.”

 

“Why-” Catra starts but catches herself, because asking why would technically count as a third question and she knows Adora would catch it. 

 

“What was that ?” Adora quirks a brow.

 

“Nothing. Why’d you choose a coffee shop ?” 

 

“That’s your third penalty point.” Adora smirks.

 

“No, you asked me a question.”

 

“What ? No I didn’t” Adora’s expression drops to a confused one as she looks at Catra smirk back at her.

 

“You asked ‘what was that’ I answered ‘nothing’. That’s a question and an answer.”

 

“You can’t do that !” Adora whines.

 

“Mmm, I think I can, so just answer the question.” Catra continues to smirk, waiting for Adora to answer her question.

 

“Remember that. I chose coffee shop because I get to actually talk to you and don’t have to worry about you drifting off to talk to customers.”  

 

Is she jealous that other people get my attention ?  Catra knits her eyebrows together for a moment, but quickly fixes her face as Adora fixes herself to ask a question.

 

“What was the straw that broke the camel's back in your last relationship ?”

 

“Relationship ?” Catra tilts her head thinking to herself. “I just lost interest, actually- I don’t think my interest was ever really there.” She adds.

 

“Oh, wow.” Adora clears her throat a bit as she goes to take a sip of her coffee.

 

“If you could only eat one snack for the rest of your life, what would you choose ?” Catra’s quick to move on, noticing the slight shift in Adora’s demeanor. 

 

“Umm, probably popcorn and marshmallows.” Adora says with her eyes turned up in thought.

 

“I said one, Adora.” Catra deadpans slightly.

 

“No no, popcorn with marshmallows.”

 

“Huh ?!” Catra’s eyes widen as she looks at the woman across from her. 

 

“What’s wrong ? It’s a great snack. Sweet and salty.” Adora hums as she closes her eyes. She’s probably imagining the monstrosity behind her eyelids and Catra turns her nose up in disgust.

 

“You’re not supposed to do that . That’s what’s wrong.” Catra exclaims leaning away from Adora.

 

“What ? You’re definitely supposed to eat popcorn like that. Especially when the popcorn is stuck together. Ugh it’s so good. You have to try it.” Adora exhales dramatically as she gives a chef’s kiss in the middle of her talking. 

 

“No, I’d rather keep my teeth. That is unnecessary sugar.”

 

“Really ? I think you should look at what you’re sipping on there.”

 

“I- that’s different. I told you I need a little boost this morning.” Catra stammers for a moment as her eyes fall to her cup.

 

“Oh sure it is. I bet you’re just hiding your snack combos from me.” Adora laughs and Catra chuckles softly.

 

“I can promise you, I eat regular snacks. Like popcorn with butter and salt .” Catra grins as her laugh dies down and her eyes fall down to her phone as it buzzes on the table. She feels a bit of fear shoot down her back.

 

“Shit I’m late for class.” She lifts up from her chair quickly, nearly knocking it over.

 

“Oh. Sorry to hold you up for so long.” A bit of disappointment shows in Adora’s voice as she gathers herself and stands to her feet.

 

“No, it's fine. I should’ve been keeping track of the time.” Catra scoops her drink up and starts for the front door. “Hey, you wanna hang out after my classes ? I’m not done lecturing you about that damn monstrosity of a snack.”  Catra stops dead in her tracks to turn around and speak to Adora.

 

“O-oh yeah. That sounds cool.” Adora’s face brightens up as she looks at Catra.

 

“Cool, see you later.” Catra rushes out the door to her car. She’s been late to class before but twenty minutes is far too late for her professor.  She already knows she’s going to hear it from him. How in the real world you can’t just show up when you feel like it and blah, blah, blah. If there is one thing Catra wishes she is never late to, it’s class. Her professor has always been quite the stickler on time. 

 

As she tries to silently slip into the class to work on a project she hears the professor clear his throat.

 

“Ms. Horde, how very nice for you to join us… Thirty minutes late.” 

 

“Yep.” Catra pops the ‘p’ as she purses her lips together, turning around to face her professor. He’s a rather tall man with a large frame, if she had been anybody else she might’ve been intimidated by the height difference.

 

“Do know that-” He starts his tangent but Catra swiftly cuts him off.

 

“You can’t get away with tardiness in the real world. Yes, I know, but I must know if this isn’t the real world we’re in right now. What is it ?” She continues crossing her arms over her chest. The classroom almost falls silent as their eyes travel between the two.

 

“Take your seat and continue your project.” The professor huffs turning his back on Catra and his reaction is enough to feel rewarded with a sense of winning.

 

“Hey Catra, where’ve you been ? I almost thought you weren’t coming.” A girl named Emily slides over in her rolling chair toward Catra and her easel. 

 

“No where that concerns you.” Catra sighs as she  takes her seat in a rolling chair staring at a practically blank canvas. There’s a single pencil mark that doesn’t show what direction she wants to take her project.

 

“You sure ? You set a new late record today.” Emily pushes as she spins around in her chair. 

 

“Yes, I was just having coffee at the cafe.” Emily is one of those mutual friends Catra has with Scorpia. She doesn’t really talk to her, but she definitely finds a way to talk to Catra. 

 

“Oh, okay.” She pauses for a beat as her eyes drift over to Catra’s canvas. “So… whatcha’ gonna do about your final project ? Y’know the semester ends in three weeks.” She continues as she sways back and forth in her chair. 

 

“I’m well aware when the semester ends Emily.” Catra’s jaw is taut as she stares at that singular pencil stroke. The project is really up in the air for interpretation which Catra supposes she is grateful for, but now she’s stuck. Unsure of what to pick to be her final project to be. She could just do a self portrait, but it feels too cliche. She wants this to be something no one has ever seen before, because maybe if she gets a good word in here she can find an apprenticeship that will help skyrocket her tattooing career.

 

“Well the time is ticking and then we’ll be in the real world as Mr. Hor dak puts it.” Emily chuckles as she emphasizes the first part of the professor's name. It’s cheesy, but manages to get a slight smirk from Catra.

 

“Yeah, I know. I just have to figure it out.” Catra sighs leaning back in her chair, staring a hole into the canvas hoping that something will come to her. Just as she thinks something may come to her, her phone buzzes in her pocket. It’s a text from Adora.



Adora 🥵📸

Hey

Sorry to bother you.

I know you’re in class.

but you never mentioned 

what you want to do after 

your classes ended.

 

Is there something you had in mind ?



The indication of Adora typing starts and then stops. A moment it starts again but then stops. Catra watches the pattern for a minute or two before Adora’s message actually comes through.

 

Adora 🥵📸

Maybe we can hang out at my place ?

If that’s okay with you.

 

Catra stares at the message with wide eyes for a moment. Suddenly her mind becomes a bit hazy as her eyes idly drift around the classroom in shock. 

 

“Whatcha got there ?” Emily spins around over Catra’s shoulder trying to look at her phone.

 

“Emily ! Have we not had a conversation about personal space and privacy.” Catra jumps bringing her phone to her chest. Her eyes grow wider as she looks over at her.

 

“Whaat, I just wanted to know.” Emily pouts as she slides away from Catra a bit, yet still intrigued by what’s on her phone.

 

“It’s nothing, plus don’t you have a sketch to finish-” Catra spins around in her chair to look at Emily’s canvas and her words are caught in her throat. The drawing on her canvas is practically finished. 

 

It’s obvious to Catra over the course of the years that Emily is a scenery person. Everything is always a scene like vacation spots or rooms to express someone's mind. She and Catra are almost one in the same when it comes to art, they have the ability to draw the raw and real emotions from someone. The only difference between them is that Catra draws more people and animals, she even has a little taste for character design; via her tattoo of Melog.

 

“Well, I think I’m almost done with my sketch, but I feel like something’s missing.” Emily says as she turns to look at her canvas tilting her head slightly.  As Catra looks at it she can’t find anything to suggest so she turns her attention back to her phone.



Adora 🥵📸

Maybe we can hang out at my place ?

If that’s okay with you.

Yeah that’s fine.

 

Okay, cool 

Here’s my address

5098 Thaymore Dr.

 

Okay 

I’ve got one more class after this one

Is there anything I should bring over ?

Like ?

Idk

Snacks ?

Oh no, I’ve got that.

I don’t know.

After that information earlier I 

don’t know if I trust you with the snacks.

 

I-

You can trust me

I won’t have anything 

Out of the norm… I think

That doesn’t sound very trustworthy

🙄🙄🙄

Everything will be fine.

😂😂😭

I’ll let you know when I’m on the way

Okay

See you soon

See ya

 

“Is that your girlfriend ?” Emily says abruptly as she leans her chin on Catra’s shoulder.

 

“Again. Personal space.” Catra hunches her shoulders to move Emily from her space.

 

“Right. Sorry.” Emily swivels in her chair so that she’s more in front of her.

 

“What ?” Catra deadpans as she looks at her.

 

“Well ?”

 

“Speak English.” 

 

“Is that your girlfriend or not ?” Emily reiterates as she flicks her wrist towards Catra’s phone.

 

“No, she’s not my girlfriend.” Catra rolls her eyes. She’s not sure if she’s irritated with the assumption or the fact that it’s not true but there is a bit of malice behind her words.

 

“Well that seemed rather flirtatious don’t you think ?”

 

“It’s not flirting.” Catra defends, crossing her arms over her chest.

 

“I may not be the best at relationship stuff, but I think I know flirting when I see it.”

 

“You wouldn’t know flirting if it was in big bold letters”

 

“Those were bold letters, were they not ?”

 

“You know wh-” Catra starts before suddenly getting cut off.

 

“ Is there any reason you two are chattering so much back there ?” Hordak approaches the two of them, his hands calmly folded behind his back.

 

Catra and Emily look over to each other and back to Hordak. They both shake their heads and turn back to their own projects.

 

“As I thought.” Hordak says as he walks away and Catra rolls her eyes.

 

“Asshole.” Catra mumbles under her breath as she stares at her canvas. Suddenly she starts to get a vision of what she wants her final to be. Pulling her pencils and sketch book out she starts to lightly sketch something. Allowing her mind to guide her hand she slowly but surely starts to create her vision.

 

 Each pencil stroke gives way to the story she wants to tell. This isn’t some fiction story she’s come up with. This is her story she’s drawing out, it’s emotional but she becomes invested. She tries to fit as much of her story in the page, but there’s not enough space on one page so she moves over to the next. 

 

By the time Catra looks up again she notices everyone walking out of the room. Class is over ?  She turns her eyes over to her phone and sure enough two hours have slipped by her in no time. Packing her things she stands to her feet and picks the canvas  up from the easel.

 

“Ms. Horde.” Hordak calls out just as she was about to hit the door.

 

“Yes ?” She spins on her heels to face him and he walks forward to tower over her.

 

“I expect that your project will wow us all away. Given your tardiness today.” He says as he raises a brow to get some sort of confirmation.

 

“Have I ever failed to do so ?” Catra’s smug as she clutches her sketchbook in her hand.

 

“Very well then.” Hordak turns on his heels and Catra’s quick to do the same.

 

“God damn.” Catra exasperates, slumping her shoulders as she begins to walk out of the building. As her phone buzzes in her back pocket she quickly pulls it out in hopes that it’s Adora texting her. It’s just an email saying that her English class is canceled for the day.  Great, I get to see Adora a little sooner. She smiles to herself as she feels her chest warm up a bit. 

 

“Hey Wild Cat !” Scorpia shouts from behind, running to catch up with Catra. 

 

“Hey Scorp, what’s up ?” Catra turns around to give Scorpia a faint smile.

 

“I missed you this morning. I knocked on your door but there was no answer.”  She smiles back, rubbing the back of her head.

 

“Oh, I went to have coffee with Adora this morning. Was there something you needed ?” Catra walks forward forcing Scorpia to walk and talk.

 

“Oh ! Speaking of Adora.” Scorpia nudges Catra’s side a couple times.

 

“C’mon now. You have sharp elbows, Scorp. What is it about Adora ?” She says rubbing her arm with a slight frown.

 

“She’s very nice, you all fit each other well.” Scorpia smirks mischievously.

 

“What do you mean we fit well ? We’re just friends.” Catra retracts her neck slightly and her eyes drift off to the side. 

 

“Are you sure ? You surely pulled me from the kitchen to meet her. I don’t think you’ve ever wanted to introduce me to a friend of yours. But that ? That was new.” The suggestive tone never waivers from her voice as she goes to nudge Catra again.

 

“ I had a little liquor in my system. Plus I had made reference to you so I thought it would just be best for her to just meet you.” Catra smacks Scorpia’s arm, rolling her eyes.

 

“Oh please, you can’t blame that on the liquor. I’ve seen you at parties, you can’t use that excuse on me.” 

 

Damnit. Catra’s eyes avert from Scorpia’s as they start to approach her car. 

 

“There’s nothing there Scorpia. You’re just reaching. Even if we do fit together. Adora doesn’t like me like that.”  Catra can’t help the disappointment that slips through her voice as speaks the last part.

 

“But you like her like that.” She smiles softly, easing up on her teasing. “Plus if she didn’t like you, do you think she would’ve gone to get coffee with you?” Scorpia continues.

 

“Again, I don’t want her . I want to fuck her. Friends with benefits at most. That way I don’t have to deal with all this emotional stuff. Just fuck and go.” Catra beams brightly while Scorpia frowns.

 

“Oh gosh. Wild Cat your denial is so toxic it’s blinding you from the truth.”

 

“Are you in an almost year-long dry spell ?” Catra quickly questions as she opens her car door. 

 

“I- No.” Scorpia burns red as she admits it and turns her eyes away.

 

“Alright then. So I think I know the difference between horny and wanting a relationship. Kay’ ?” Catra slips into her car shutting the door with her lips pressed into a thin line. 

 

“Oh c’mon Catra, anyone who looks at you two can see the inevitable.” Scorpia raises her voice as she leans down to the window. 

 

“I can’t hear you.” Catra shouts as she starts up her car. “Now if you don’t mind I have to go meet someone.” She continues as she switches gears within the car.

 

“Okay, just don’t say I didn’t tell you so when you two end up dating.” Scorpia shrugs as she takes a step back from the car.

 

“Bye Scorpia !” Catra shouts disregarding her comment, pulling out of her parking space. 

 

As Catra finds herself down the street away from campus she sighs softly and shoots Adora a text message that she’s on the way.  Shit I should probably stop by the house first to leave Melog some food.  Looking down at the GPS she shrugs slightly; it won’t take her long to run inside and prepare the food, so she bites the bullet and makes a u-turn at a stop light. 

 

When she gets home Melog is sleeping on the couch so all she has to do is leave the food out for him to enjoy later. Quickly running down the stairs Catra slips herself back in her car and turns the  GPS back on to get on track. 

 

The drive is about thirty minutes from Catra’s place and of course the neighborhood is so beautiful that it’s mind-boggling. The houses are mansions; which isn’t surprising given Adora’s net worth,well kept, breath-taking exterior, and of course fancy cars in the driveways. 

 

“Your destination is on the right.” The GPS announces before it cuts off. 

 

“Damn, this place is nice .” Catra’s eyes glaze over the building and then the lawn as she parks in the driveway. As a kid she used to wish to live just a piece of Adora’s lifestyle. Fancy car, big house, and probably a couple pets to keep her company. However, she’s found a decent amount of comfort with living in Brightmoons nice apartments.

 

Just as Catra is about to reach down for her phone Adora’s front door swings open and out she comes onto the porch. She still has on the muscle tee from earlier, but there’s something about watching the sun beam down on her shoulders that makes Catra a little weak. 

 

“Good gods, help me.” Catra leans her head down on the steering wheel and exhales sharply. By the time she lifts her head again Adora is making her way to the car with her signature vibrant smile.

 

“Hey, Catra. I saw you pulling up. I thought I’d be the first to  give you a warm welcome to the neighborhood.” 

 

Catra smiles back and slips out of the car smiling and takes a glance around. “Thanks, I feel very welcomed.” She turns her eyes back up to Adora who beams at her a little brighter.

 

“Let’s go inside shall we ?”  Adora offers her hand and Catra takes it without hesitation. 

 

If she thought the outside of the house was a sight to see, then the inside is just pure heaven. White and gold must really be Adora’s favorite color combination because it’s everywhere. Off white walls with light hints of the gold splashed around. The only thing that differs here than the studio is that there are faint hints of cherry red here and there. 

 

The first decor that catches Catra’s eye are the grayscale paintings hung on the walls. Some are abstracts and others clearly portraits of people. 

 

“I thought those would catch an artistic eye such as yours.” Adora says closing and locking the front door.

 

“What, did you put those up just for me ?”  Catra teases as she turns back to her. 

 

“If I say yes, does that take away my penalty points ?” Adora asks innocently and Catra chuckles lightly.

 

“Only if it’s the truth.” 

 

“Damn.” Adora drops her head defeatedly. 

 

Suddenly there’s a quick pitter patter of feet and panting coming closer. Just as Catra turns to question the noise she feels something jump up on her. Startled by it she steps back wide eyed to find herself staring back at a golden-retriever.

 

“Oh god, I’m sorry about that.” Adora says quickly stepping between the dog and Catra. “Swift Wind back to your room.” She continues forcing the dog to back up.

 

“Ha, why am I not surprised.”  Catra shakes her head with slight amusement.

 

“What ?” Adora questions turning back to her.

 

“Of course you have a dog. A golden retriever at that.” Catra scoffs with amusement.

 

“What, don’t tell me you’re scared of dogs now Catra.” Adora smirks.

 

“I- what ? No, I just personally wouldn’t have one. They’re too needy for my liking.” Catra flicks her wrist in response.

 

“Oh yeah ?” Adora’s smirk becomes devious as she turns back to Swiftwind. “Show her some love Swifty.” She coos and Swiftwind barks before jumping up on Catra .

 

“Oh god no !” Catra turns her head every which way as Swiftwind tries to lick her face. Somewhere in the background Adora is laughing her butt off, but Catra’s too busy fighting for her life with the dog to really register it.

 

“Alright, alright, Swifty, let’s go to your room.” Adora sighs softly as she calms her laughter down. With a snap of her finger Swiftwind is down and prancing away to a different room. 

 

“Ugh, dog fur.” She  wipes herself off and shivers lightly.

 

“Oh come on , he’s a sweet boy.” Adora walks over and helps Catra get rid of some of the shedded fur.  The way her hands lightly graze over Catra’s collar bone makes her pause for a moment. Her touch is like feathers tickling at her skin; causing a feeling she wants to escape yet chase all at once. 

 

When Adora’s hands graze over the top of her shoulders and down her arms, Catra swears time slows for just a second and they make eye contact. If she didn’t know any better she’d think this was Adora taking a chance to feel her up.

 

“Sweet or not, I’d prefer to not have his fur all over me.” Catra rolls her eyes as she swipes the last bit of fur off her shirt .

 

“You have a point. I’m sorry, but it was too funny not to.” Adora nudges Catra softly before leading her to the living room. 

 

“Shit.” Catra’s breath hitches slightly as she looks around.

 

“What’s wrong ?” Adora whips her head around quickly looking for abnormalities.

 

“Nothing, your house is just… Wow. ” Catra sighs breathlessly. There’s a white dining room set off to the right enough to seat six people and a beautiful square chandelier above it. ‘L’ shaped leather couches across from each other to the left, and a TV hung up on the wall. 

 

“Oh thanks. That’s quite the compliment.” Adora laughs sheepishly while scratching the back of her head.

 

“You’re welcome, it’s just-“ Catra walks forward, turning slowly to take in the view. When she pauses, Adora joins her at her side trying to follow her gaze.

 

“What’s wrong  now ?” Adora questions.

 

“Well what is this ?” Catra points to the coffee table sitting between the sofas with a grin. There’s a bottle of fireball whiskey and two 8 oz shot glasses sitting there, staring back at them.

 

“Oh, that ? I planned for us to continue our little game from earlier. But this time yes and no questions. If the answer is yes you take a shot. If the answer is no, well… you don’t.”

 

“Oh ?” Catra’s face lights up as she walks around the couch to inspect the bottle.

 

“So ?” Adora starts and pauses for a beat. “You wanna play ?” She has a faint smile on her face and Catra turns back to look at her.

 

“Oh you are so on.” She grins back, setting the bottle back down. Things just got a bit more interesting. 



Notes:

Thanks so much for reading . I just wanna give you all a heads up that spice is coming in the next chapter and it’s kinda going to turn the story around from there. So if spice is what you all have been waiting for out of this story just hold on a little longer .

As always thank you to Unknown_Artist for helping me with this chapter and giving some wonderful input. Check out their story Yearning that’s coming to a close, BUT is still beautifully written *chefs kiss*.

I know this is a long end note coming from me, but I just wanna say thank you for reading. Please leave comments down below because they really encourage me to write and they make me pretty happy.

Until next time !

(P.s. if the format of the text messages are messed up I’m sorry and I’ll fix it soon.)

Chapter 6: Where Threads Intertwine

Summary:

Continuation of the previous chapter. Catra and Adora get a little tipsy and handsy.

Notes:

I am back ! I'll be honest with you all this chapter shouldn't have taken this long to get out but I've been so drained lately.
CW : Mentions of child abuse & Smut scene.

I want to thank you all for the comments on chapter 5 it really helped me get to typing as soon as possible. Sit back, relax, and enjoy this chapter because things are finally getting spicy between these two.

Edit : The POV switches between Catra and Adora to get a better insight on what they're feeling during this chapter.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 6 : Where Threads Intertwine

 

Adora allows Catra to sit on the sofa first and she follows after her. It took her a while to think of what they should do when Catra agreed to come over to her place. She first thought that watching a movie would be fine, but then she was afraid that would be too boring. She didn’t want to bore Catra and make her leave before feeling satisfied with the amount of time they spent together. The next thing that came to mind was playing a card game of some sort, but Adora has been reminded on numerous occasions that she sucks at playing cards; so that was thrown out the window because she’s too competitive sometimes. Alas she went back to the question game they were playing earlier; it was actually quite fun even if Catra had started cheating.

 

“Ready to lose at your own game ?” Adora gives a challenging smirk as she cracks open the bottle of Fireball. It’s a brand new bottle too, she noticed that Catra mostly spoke of whiskey’s and that’s all she drank last night too. So, this would probably tickle her fancy, or so she hoped.

 

“Lose ? Did you not admit last night that I have you beat when it comes to drinking games ?” Catra smirks as she refreshes Adora’s memory.

 

“Did I say that ?” Adora turns her eyes up in thought with a smile on the corner of her lips. She knows what she said but this isn’t just straight shots, so maybe she actually has a chance of winning. 

 

“Yeah, I mentioned how you have a big appetite and you said, ‘you may be good at drinking contests, but food is where I lie.’ I believe it was.” 

 

“That doesn’t sound too much like a confession to me.” Adora shrugs slightly.

 

“Oh please, you tapped out before me. I think we both know who the drinking queen is around here.”

 

“Careful, you make yourself sound like an alcoholic.” She teases with a smirk.

 

“I- that’s not even close to what I said.” Catra playfully hits her arm rolling her eyes.

 

Drinking queen. If I didn’t know you I wouldn’t know how to take that.” Adora laughs softly as she reaches for one of the shot glasses. 

 

“I was simply saying that between the two of us I can hold my liquor better than you.” Catra leers as leaning back into the sofa with her arms crossed over her chest.

 

“Oh c’mon, don’t look at me like that.” Adora smirks, nudging Catra slightly as she hands her the shot glass.

 

“As a bartender, it hurt to watch you pour that.” Catra shakes her head while tipping the glass to her lips.

 

“Hey ! You’re supposed to wait for a question to drink.” Adora frowns slightly, rolling her eyes.

 

“You poured more than a shot, plus I couldn’t resist.” Catra clears her throat as she eyes her glass for a moment swirling the liquor around, creating a slight vortex within the glass.

 

“Well, would you like to pour the drinks from now on ?” Adora raises a brow, rolling her eyes once more.

 

“No thanks, I have the day off. On top of that it’s fun to watch you try and impress me.” Catra smirks and Adora sputters for a moment with a blush dusting her cheeks.

 

“Anyways. Would you like to go first ?” Adora clears her throat as she asks. 

 

“No no. Your place, you go first.”

 

“Alright. Did your classes go well even though you were late ?” Adora hums before coming up with an easy question. It’s the way Catra’s eyes drift in thought for a moment that makes her think that she may have gotten her in trouble. Only when she tips the glass to her lips and drinks down the liquid does that anxiety seem to settle.

 

“Brunette ?” There’s a smirk at the corner of Catra’s lips as she asks the question. For a moment Adora doesn’t understand what she means by that, but then she remembers what she asked her earlier about blondes. 

 

“Real smooth.” Adora comments as she tips the glass to her lips and refills their glasses. This time she turns to Catra once she finishes and raises her brow. “Was that to your satisfaction ?” 

 

“Could’ve been a better pour, but do keep trying.” She grins with satisfaction as Adora frowns yet looks determined at the same time.“Have you always lived a lavish lifestyle ?”

Adora hums slightly, it’s an interesting question but she leaves the glass on the table. Sure she’s been to fairly decent schools as a kid, but her lifestyle was far from lavish back then. There were some struggles that she had almost forgotten about until Catra asked. Not that she’s forgotten where and what she’s come from, but it’s never good to dwell on the past for too long.

 

“Do you have any siblings ?” 

Catra frowns in thought and leaves her glass on the coffee table. She grew up in foster care with a bunch of other kids, but she never got along with any of them. So no, she doesn’t consider them to be her siblings despite growing up with them.

 

“You ?” Catra returns the question to her surprise Adora lifts her glass and sips half of her shot. “Okay, wait. I need an explanation on that one.” She says because she only assumes that the answer is yes and no. 

 

“Technically speaking I have a twin brother, but I’ve never met him.” Adora shrugs slightly.

 

“Did he ?” Catra hesitates for a moment remembering how she mistakenly thought Adora’s mother was still alive.

 

“Hm ? Oh no, he’s alive- I think he still is, just never reached out to him. So the lack of connection makes it a no for me.” Adora pours Catra’s glass and notions to her to drink. “Also, penalty shot.”

 

“What ?!” She yells, jerking her head back.

 

“You asked two questions. So, penalty shot.” Adora notions to the glass again and Catra snarls with annoyance.

 

“Asshole.” She mumbles and Adora knows it was a cheap move to not tell Catra about penalty shots, but Catra isn’t the most fair at playing games either. So in a way they’re even from earlier with the penalty points.

 

“What was that ?”  Adora questions a bit tauntingly leaning closer to see Catra’s lips as she takes her shot.

 

“You heard me. Asshole.” Catra emphasizes the word, obviously not one to cower away from a challenge.

 

“Oh yeah ?” 

 

“I already told you Adora, this game isn’t one you want to play with me. Or do you really want to play that game with me ?” 

 

“Penalty shot~” Adora sings, filling Catra’s glass again, but to her surprise she snatches the bottle from her and fills her glass.

 

“Penalty shot yourself.”

 

“Wait.” Adora blinks for a moment.

 

“Oh yeah, was a question. So, penalty shot yourself.” Catra throws back her shot aggressively and grins at Adora waiting for her to take her shot.

 

“Damn.” She mumbles to herself as she throws back her shot and then rolls her eyes.

 

“Now that we’re even, it’s your go.” Catra smiles with her eyes closed just to work at Adora’s nerves a bit. She can see how this is going to go already, Adora is going to try and get off on easy questions and penalty shots. But if she can get to her first she gets to see a tipsy Adora again and have a little buzz by the end, she wins .

 

“Have you always liked to draw ?” Adora seems to ask an innocent question, but Catra’s jaw goes taut. Sure she loves to draw, but there was a time where she hated it. Her foster mother was to blame for that. She would either rip up her drawings in her face or make her draw until her hands would cramp in pain. Catra’s not sure what she ever did for that woman to hate her so, but living under her guise was like hell.

 

“Hey, you okay ?” Adora notices the way Catra clenches her jaw and how that playful look slowly turns into one of malice. Catra’s eyes snap over to Adora and she blinks a couple times coming out of the hazy feeling of hatred and smiles.

 

“I’m fine, it’s your go.” Catra flashes a quick smile and Adora looks at her for a moment.

 

“It’s actually your go.” She corrects with concern still washed over her features. 

 

“Oh, hm… If you never would’ve gotten into photography would you have still been little miss poet ?” 

That makes Adora snort for a moment, she tends to forget that she told Catra about her little secret with poetry. Yeah, she would’ve pursued that if the photography thing didn’t work like she hoped. So she throws back her shot.  

 

“Nerd.” Catra chuckles, shaking her head. 

 

“Whatever. Is there a special song your parents sang to you as a kid ?”

Damnit, there she goes again. Catra knows she hasn’t told Adora a lick about her childhood, but damn this is upsetting. She doesn’t like to think about Ms. Weaver and all the tormenting punishments she went through as a kid. She thought that the older she got that simple questions like these wouldn’t be so triggering to her, but obviously not.

 

“Did I say something to upset you ?” Adora takes notice of Catra’s sudden change in mood again and now she’s starting to feel bad. Maybe her childhood hits a nerve for her, but this is only the second question she’s asked about it and she reacted the same way to her last question.

 

“Penalty shot.” Catra pours Adora’s drink as she huffs leaning back into the sofa. 

 

“I’ll take it, but can you at least answer ?” She pleads holding her glass to her chest looming with anxiety.

 

“Let’s just steer away from those kinds of questions, okay ?” Catra eyes Adora as she throws back her shot with a nod. 

 

“Sorry, I didn’t mean-”

 

Don’t apologize. Please don’t do that.” Catra cuts her off as she puts her hand up. That’s the last thing she ever wants. Pity and someone blaming themself that has absolutely nothing to do with them. It’s not Adora’s fault she hasn’t worked through her childhood trauma quite yet. 

 

“Right. It’s your turn.” Adora allows her finger to trace the rim of the glass for a moment.

 

“Did you go to college ? Or are you just that good at what you do ?” Catra smirks slightly as she meets Adora’s eyes. She sets her glass down and shakes her head. It’s not that she’s been that good, but she was determined to learn everything herself. Again, she hasn’t always lived a life of lavish. So going to a university was going to be one more burden on her mother that she didn’t need. 

 

“I had thought about it, but once I graduated from highschool I found that it would be too expensive for my mom to try and help. Then when she passed I knew it was really going to be hard for me, but then all this happened.” Adora gestures to the house and everything around them. Catra didn’t ask for any explanation, but she feels this warm comfort around her where she feels safe enough to talk on this level. Usually she leaves stuff like that for Glimmer and Bow, but there’s just this feeling about Catra that fits right in. Like the piece of a puzzle that’s been missing for so long.

 

“ I see. Thanks for sharing that with me. It means a lot.” Catra smiles warmly looking around for a moment to acknowledge Adora’s accomplishments. Adora fills their glasses back and leans back into the sofa.


“So, do plan on being a big time tattoo artist.”

 

Catra cackles a bit and shrugs.  “Well if you mean being a big billionaire, no. I just want to be good at what I do and make a good clientele. It’d be nice to make bank like you do, but that’s not really the plan.”

 

“That’s understandable, I didn’t really plan on being rich.” Adora picks up her glass and drinks before filling it again and drinking again.

 

“Why’d you do that ?” Catra questions slightly taken aback.

 

“Well, I didn’t really analyze when you asked if I had gone to college. I had to take a couple business courses to be able to build Grayskull Entertainment, so I guess those count as college courses. So a penalty shot for lying.” 

 

“Well I appreciate the honesty, but you could’ve kept that to yourself. Because now I’m destined to win.” Catra leers with amusement as the corners of her mouth curl up in a smirk.

 

“Oh whatever, I don’t even feel anything yet.” Adora should’ve kept her mouth shut because she feels a warm feeling ignite in her. 

 

Catra hums slightly and turns her eyes up in thought for a moment. “Are you vanilla ?” She knows it’s a risque question, but flustering Adora is one of her favorite pastimes now. 

 

“A what ?” Confusion overcomes Adora’s features and Catra’s grin grows wider. That question alone almost immediately answers her question, but she still wants to see how Adora goes red in the face.

 

“Look up what it means to be vanilla.” 

Adora pulls her phone out and her fingers fly across the screen before coming to a halt. Her eyes shoot up to Catra’s and back down to her phone.

 

“I-” She stammers for a moment as she slowly turns beet red. Am I ? She doesn’t know how to answer that. She would like to think that she isn’t, but she can't really think of anything spontaneous about her sex life. “I would like to think that I’m not.” She responds setting the phone down. Adora knows she’s flushed as she looks back at Catra, but she can’t help it. It was quite a bold question to ask.

 

The way Adora seems embarrassed by it is absolutely delicious to see, and Catra is drinking it up like water. “That answer sounds like a yes, so just go ahead and take that drink for me.” She chirps leaning into the comfort of the leather sofa.

 

“What ?! But you wouldn’t even know !”

 

“Okay, so give me an example of something to prove me wrong.” 

 

“I- Nevermind.” Adora tilts her glass back and downs the drink to which Catra cackles. Oh this is so good. She finds herself thinking until Adora throws the question back at her. It makes her laugh more to the point that she holds her stomach.

 

“No, I know how to get a little spicy.”

 

“Oh yeah ? Well, give me an example.” Adora tries to mock in order to save face, but it only adds fuel to Catra fire. 

 

“If I found myself on the bottom,” Catra swings her legs around so that she’s sitting on her knees and slowly crawls towards Adora. “I’d drag my nails down your back leaving those fresh, red, marks.” She continues ending with one of her hands on Adora’s thighs. The way Adora squeaks at the contact is delightful. The liquor now starts to take its course through Catra before she quickly retracts herself back to her side of the couch.

 

“Only if you’re into that kind of thing of course.” She adds with a big grin while Adora is a big mess trying to collect herself.

 

Even in her mind Adora stammers over her thoughts. It’s like her mind is going into a code red. Which is just her brain malfunctioning as she reorganizes her thoughts .  I mean that doesn’t sound so bad.  Adora turns red again as she realizes what she’s thinking and puts her face in her hands. On the other end of the couch Catra bursts into laughter obviously watching how Adora is falling apart.

 

“Gosh, have you seen how red you turn when you blush ? Even your ears go red. It’s cute.” Catra snorts as her laughter starts to calm.

 

“Would you really do something like that ?” Adora asks with her mouth gone dry. Catra picks up her shot glass and smiles.

 

“Only if the person is into that kind of stuff. Or if I y’know get lost in the moment.” Catra sips on her drink and freezes for a moment. “Penalty shot, princess.” She adds humming softly feeling a tiny warmth in her chest.

 

“Okay, that’s fair.” Adora pours her shot and takes it back. She can’t pinpoint if the warm feeling buzzing around is the liquor or if she’s still flustered. Either way she kinda likes this feeling.

 

“When someone’s single do you think it’s okay for them to…” Catra pauses trying to find the right words to say next. “Do you think it’s okay for them to hmm, let’s just say sleep around ?” Catra’s eyes drift to the side as she finally gets the question across. This isn’t something she would typically ask if she was completely sober, but the fireball is really taking its course.

 

“Hm.” Adora hums with a shrug before tilting her glass to her lips. “I mean only if the people they mess with understand that they aren’t looking for a relationship, then I guess it’s fine.” She explains as she goes to fill their glasses once more.

 

“Have you ever fallen asleep in the middle of foreplay ?” 

Catra spits out before cackling and her cheeks turn rosy red.

 

“No, but I have thought in the back of my mind what the fuck is even going on ?” She explains slipping her shoes off and bringing her knees to her chest. “Do you tell your friends about your sex life ?” Catra asks as she fiddles with the hymn of her shirt.

 

Adora hovers her glass over the coffee table while her eyes drift in thought before putting her glass back down. “I don’t tell them, they just make wild assumptions that I neither confirm nor deny.” She isn’t sure if that counts as telling them if she doesn’t directly say who she's slept with. Catra hums at the response and seems somewhat satisfied by the answer. 

 

“Do you think of me while you’re working ?” Adora blurts the question out before thinking about how Catra’s answer might affect her. Does she want her to think of her ? Sure, but she won’t actually be hurt if she says no. It’s about how she says no that will affect her.

 

“Sometimes, yeah.” Catra responds with her nose turned down into her glass to hide her blush. “Do you ?” She returns the question dragging her eyes to meet Adora’s. It’s something about the way she quickly tips that glass to her lips that makes her freeze. 

 

“Would you work under me if I was your boss ?” Adora asks, filling their cups. It wasn’t a trick question to get Catra to change careers; she’d never try to change someone’s  passion, she’s just simply asking. To which Catra sips half of her drink.

 

“You seem like a great boss, truly, but as you know your form of art and mine are a bit different.” Catra explains trying to avoid the confusion in her answer.

 

“On a dare would you kiss a complete stranger ?” Catra asks, trying to spice up the questions again. Adora shakes her head trying to hold back her blush. She doesn’t think she has that much courage about herself to do that.

 

“Would you kiss someone you consider a friend ?” Catra thinks about it for a moment and eyes Adora for a long second. Usually no, she wouldn’t kiss a friend even if she was drunk because she wouldn’t want them to think that there’s some sort of relationship forming. However, she considers Adora a friend now and she would definitely kiss her so that must count for something, right ? Tilting her glass back she sets it down on the coffee table before turning back to Adora. 

 

“Do you consider us friends ?”Catra asks and Adora’s heart thrums against her ribs hearing the question. Of course she does, Catra fits right in the place, but considering the question she just asked her makes her heart skip. As she goes to reach for her glass Catra pushes her hand away and leans closer. The tension forces Adora to look at her. 

 

“The drink.” Adora manages to push the words out, but Catra shakes her head.

 

“Fuck that. Do you want to kiss me ?” Catra looks down at her lips and then to her eyes, placing a hand on her thigh. Adora stammers for a moment before shaking her head yes. Catra brings her hand to Adora’s cheek slowly leaning in so that their lips meet.

 

Slowly as the kiss becomes more heated Catra climbs into Adora’s lap hovering over her. Adora holds Catra’s hips as she leans upward to catch more of her lips, but then pulls away for a moment opening her eyes.

 

“Wait wait, you’re not drunk are you ?” Adora asks as she looks in Catra’s eyes. She can tell the liquor has affected her to an extent, but she can’t do this if she doesn’t even know what she’s doing. 

 

“A little buzzed but not drunk. You ?” Adora leans back into Catra’s touch and hums softly.

 

“I’m buzzed, but I like this.” Her eyes drift down to Catra’s hips for a moment. She’s taken in Catra’s figure through a couple glances and from taking pictures of her, but now she can actually take in the sight. She can feel the curves of her hips under her oversized shirt. The way her shirt starts at her sternum teases at the idea of seeing her whole makes her heart race.

 

Catra smiles and leans back in hungrily taking Adora’s lips against her own. Adora meets her with the same eager energy. Her hands run up Catra’s back, trying to feel her as best she can. 

 

Catra smirks slightly as she feels Adora’s needy hands against her back. “Do you want to take it off ?” She asks and no matter what Adora tries to do she turns red in the face, but she still manages to nod her head. Catra eyes Adora’s hands as they slowly reach around to her front. 

 

Cautiously, Adora unbuttons the silky red shirt and Catra allows it to drape off her shoulders once the last button is undone. Adora can’t help but stare for a moment, and it makes Catra squirm. She’s never had someone look at her with such a gentle gleam in their eye. Usually it was just people ogling her or a look of hatred; but this, this is nice. It makes her feel warm inside and in some different places too.

 

“Can I ?” Adora asks breathlessly as she reaches her hand to the hook of Catra’s bra. She can feel the warmth of Adora’s hand hovering there. For a moment her logic side can’t believe that this is actually happening. 

 

The longer Catra takes to answer the more worry that begins to wash over Adora’s features. She must have noticed, because she snaps from her half-second daze and nods her head. 

 

The moment Catra feels the tension of her bra release she feels a twinge of excitement shoot down her spine. Adora pulls away for a moment as Catra slips her bra off and her face contorts for a moment and her eyes avert from Catra off to the side.

 

“I-... I’m sorry this… feels wrong.”  Adora stammers as she looks back to Catra and then to the side. Perhaps that was the wrong way to word it from the way Catra’s face goes to shock and fear.

 

“No, I mean, I want to do this, but in the living room feels wrong.” Adora rephrases to which Catra chuckles out of relief.

 

Climbing off of Adora’s lap with a smile she looks around for a split second. “Would you like to lead the way ?” She asks with a slight grin. 

 

“With pleasure.” Adora stands to her feet and takes a hold of Catra’s hand leading her to the staircase to the right of the living room. 

 

If Catra wasn’t in a somewhat drunk lust haze she would take a moment to admire the paintings and portraits strung across the walls of the hall going down to the bedroom. If Catra’s never seen a master bedroom before then she’s certain that she has now. 

 

Adora’s bedroom is massive. Probably too massive for just one person to be living here, but maybe she likes the space. She surely has enough knick-knacks around to fill the empty spaces. Speaking of massive, Adora’s bed has to be king-sized, because you can probably fit 3 people on it. The third person would probably be at the foot of the bed, but that’s besides the fact. They have plenty of room to do what they’re about to do.

 

Adora shuts the door behind them and when she turns to face Catra again she’s met with their lips crashing. The hunger in the kiss takes her by surprise at first, but she’s quick to melt into it. Catra’s lips just feel so right against hers. They’re soft and plump, and if Adora kisses back hard enough she can taste the cinnamon of the liquor on her lips. Catra is eager to feel Adora, so she pushes her against the door. She runs her hand up her shirt to feel on those washboard abs.

 

The more they kiss the hotter the room gets. Adora is still fully clothed and Catra still has her bottom half on. The moment they pull apart, Adora's rushing to take her shirt off and then she’s back to Catra’s lips once more. This time Adora becomes more handsy, she’s clumsy at first, but she manages to get her hands on Catra’s thighs. She pulls her forwards and lifts her up with ease.

 

Catra knows she isn’t anything heavy, but the way Adora picks her up like she weighs nothing is probably the hottest thing anyone has done to her. Catra can feel the room swaying around and for the split second that she opens her eyes she sees that Adora is walking her over to the bed. She fully expected Adora to throw her down on the bed, because they’d been rough for the past five minutes. But she doesn’t, she gently lays her across the bed while managing to keep their lips in close proximity.

 

Adora sits up from the bed for a moment and looks down at Catra putting her hands on her hips. “You’re okay with this right ?” She asks breathily. 

 

“Yeah, yeah this is great.” Catra exhales sharply, catching her breath. 

 

“Okay, good.” Adora says as she moves her hands to undo Catra’s jeans. When she first tries to slide them down her legs they don’t budge, so she tries again with a bit more aggression and they come off like butter.

 

Dammit that was way too hot. Catra bites her lip as she looks down at her bare legs and back up to Adora who more gently slides her underwear off. Oh fuck. Catra knew what was about to happen, but being completely bare under Adora’s gaze intensifies the feeling pooling between her legs. 

 

Adora is carefully spreading Catra’s legs, she could see the glistening on her thighs when she took her pants off. But now she gets to see Catra in full. Once her legs are spread just where she wants them she eyes her. She takes a mental image, to replace the one she usually sees when she closes her eyes. Yes, this will make for a much better image. 

 

The moment Adora decides to run her fingers through Catra’s slick is the moment Catra really feels her body catch fire. It’s been so long since she was touched, especially by slender fingers like Adora’s. Adora leans over her and puts her fingers to Catra’s lips. Happily, Catra takes her fingers in her mouth before realizing the tangy flavor on her tongue is herself. Not many people had found themselves in the position to do that to her, so the taste isn’t something she’saquainted to.

 

What really shocks Catra about having Adora’s fingers in her mouth is when she pulls her fingers out and has a taste for herself.   So maybe she isn’t as vanilla as she was thinking, because that was hot. Catra strains herself up to catch Adora’s lips when she pulls her fingers away. 

 

Adora chuckles a bit and leans into Catra’s needy kiss before slowly guiding her hand between her legs. Catra jumps a little at the feeling, but she doesn’t stop kissing Adora so she keeps going. Teasing at her clit in slow deliberate circles. Adora only earns herself low moans from Catra, but it’s rewarding enough because it’s absolute music to her ears. However, she wants more, she needs more. She wants Catra to writhe to her touch and sing her a song full of that beautiful melody. She doesn’t just want part of the song, no, she wants the whole thing.

 

Adora turns those slow circles up in pace and pulls away to watch Catra gape her mouth at the feeling. Yes, that’s what she wants. She wants Catra to contort her face in pleasure. “You’re so beautiful.” She whispers in her ear before kissing it softly. When she turns back to catch Catra’s lips her cheeks are burning red. 

 

Catra still isn’t used to being called that. It really does something to her, it makes her heart hammer against her ribs and clit throb under Adora’s hand. She wants to hear it again but she gets something even better when Adora says, “Gorgeous.” Yeah, that really turns her on. 

 

Adora leans in to kiss her again and this time she moves her hand to tease at Catra’s entrance. Catra’s breath hitches at the sudden movement and bucks her hips against her hand. She earns a light chuckle from the blonde above her and when she looks to her eyes they’re dark with lust. Fuck, why is everything about her so hot. 

 

When Adora finally slips her finger inside she gets a satisfied moan from Catra. She allows her to take in the feeling, because she knows her fingers are  quite long. When Catra begins to whine beneath her she slowly pumps her fingers in and out. 

 

“Yes.” Catra whispers, shutting her eyes. The sensation is great, and even better when Adora returns to making out with her. The moment their lips disconnect is the moment she whines again. She wants her back, she wants to taste her, but she gets something far more rewarding than Adora’s lips on her mouth. She drags them down to the curves of her breast, feeling a kiss and then her tongue against her nipple. 

 

Slowly but surely Adora makes sure to show love to all of Catra’s skin. She eventually makes her way between her thighs and kisses the inside of them. It’s romantic, a little too romantic for them to just be hooking up, but as long as Catra keeps moaning above her it must be fine. The moment she starts to eat her out is also when she decides to spice things up by slipping another finger inside of her. 

 

That’s the stimulation that gets Catra to buck her hips more. That’s the writhing Adora had been chasing. “You look so beautiful taking my fingers.” Adora’s voice is low as she speaks. 

 

“Fuck.” Catra rolls her eyes. She was really talking to herself, because why is this so much hotter than her fantasies. 

 

“Is this good enough for you ?” Adora asks before returning her mouth to her cunt. Catra can’t quite manage to get the word ‘yes’ out, but Adora gets the message through her low moan. 

 

Catra is needy and gets acclimated to Adora’s fingers and tongue rather fast. However, she can feel herself teetering over the edge. She just needs that little push over to get there.

 

“Fuck, f-faster…” She pants out fisting Adora’s hair to somewhat hold her in place. Adora barely manages to catch the words so she tries to lift up a bit, but Catra is quick to push her back down. Finally what she said registers and she can’t help the slight smirk that spreads across her face.  

 

Adora picks up her rhythm moving faster and faster until the grip in hair tightens. It’s hard to tell if it’s a warning that she’s going too fast or if that’s just right. So, cautiously she slows down a bit until Catra bucks her hips into her mouth and against her fingers. Picking the pace back up Adora allows her free hand to roam to Catra’s hip, then her breast groping softly.

 

Catra’s body locks up as a euphoric feeling washes over her. She held the position for a beat before exhaling softly to catch her breath. “You okay up there ?” She hears from between her legs. Opening her eyes she realizes she still has a death grip on Adora’s hair and she instantly releases it.  

 

“Yeah, yeah.” She huffs out, closing her eyes still attempting to catch her breath. Once she has it she sits up looking at Adora who’s resting her cheek on the inside of her thighs. “Did you ?” Catra starts to form the question, but Adora just sits up on her knees shaking her head.

 

“No, no, watching you is far more entertaining than receiving. Do you need anything ?” Adora climbs up next to her in bed, laying down and looking up at her.

 

“No, not right now.” Catra returns, laying down and wrapping her arms around Adora’s torso so she can nuzzle closer.

 

Stunned for a second, Adora looks down at Catra before pulling the comforter over them. She won’t fight being close to Catra anymore, especially not after a moment like that. Wrapping her arms around her, Adora shuts her eyes as the adrenaline starts to wear off and the liquor begins to drag her to sleep.

 

Catra’s the first to wake from the post-sex nap. Turning over in the bed she reaches down to her pants on the floor to grab her phone. Pausing for a moment she realizes this isn’t her bed, let alone her room. Flipping over quickly, her eyes widen looking at Adora who is sprawled out on the bed with her face down in the sheets.  Quickly her eyes drop back to her phone to read the time 8 : 37 p.m. Shit. Quickly she scrambles out of bed putting on her underwear and pants before running downstairs to gather her things.

 

Adora almost immediately felt the cold air hit her body when Catra rushed out. Sitting up off the bed she turns her head to see Catra missing and slowly drags herself out of bed to make sure she’s alright. She can hear rumbling from downstairs so she only assumes it’s her.

 

“You okay ?” Adora’s words are slightly slurred, but she’s trying her best to be attentive.

 

“I-... Yeah, I just gotta get home to Melog.” Catra’s startled by Adora’s sudden presence, she thought she would’ve heard her come down or been gone by the time she realized her absence. Plus she's struggling to put her bra back on.

 

“You can’t drive like that, you’re gonna get pulled over.” Adora can hear the slight slur in Catra’s words too, and with the way she’s fighting with her own bra she probably won’t drive straight.

 

“Gotta make sure my apartment is still intact.” Catra finally clips her bra and trips over her own feet as she goes to grab her shirt off of the floor.

 

“I’m not gonna hold you hostage, but at least stay until you sober up. I don’t want anything bad to happen to you.” Adora yawns before turning back to the stairs and heading to her room.

 

Catra stands there for a moment watching the room sway around her. She’s right, and I don’t have time to get my license suspended. Walking towards the stairs Catra goes to climb back in bed with Adora .

 

This time around Adora is the first one to get up. She has a slight headache from the alcohol, but that’s nothing a little aspirin can’t fix. Slipping out of bed she ties her hair back into a messy bun and puts on a tank top so she can grab a glass of water. Maybe Catra would like some when she wakes up. She thinks to herself as she glances over her shoulder to look at her. When she returns with two glasses of ice water she can see Catra sitting up to grab her phone. Carefully she walks around the bed and holds the glass out to her, waiting for her to take it.

 

“Thanks.” Catra says softly as she props herself up on her elbow to take the glass. She’s quick to drink half of it down.

 

Adora watches her for a moment before fiddling with her shirt a bit. “I- I had fun today…. A lot of fun actually.” She says, unable to help the blush that spreads across her face.

 

“I did too.” Catra smiles looking up at Adora’s eyes as they sparkle in the moonlight peeking through the window. Quickly her eyes fall back to her phone to check the time.

 

Adora catches a glance of the time too and it reads 10:45 p.m. “I guess you need to get going.” She says with disappointment slipping through her tone. She can’t help it, she doesn’t want Catra to leave, but she also knows she can’t neglect her pet.

 

“Yeah, Scorpia’s been blowing up my phone. I don’t want her to send out a SWAT team looking for me.” Catra chuckles lightly as she stands up lazily buttoning her shirt back.

 

“Right.” Adora nods softly, that disappointed tone still present as she speaks. “I’ll walk you to your car.” She slips on some slides while Catra slips on her shoes.

 

“What, not a safe neighborhood at night ?” Catra jokes as she looks up at her.

 

“I- no. It’s just common courtesy.” 

 

“I’m just messing with you… Thank you.” Catra nudges her side as she walks past. As the two of them walk down to her car they’re silent. It’s a comforting silence for the most part, but there was an awkward tension lingering in the air.

 

“Get home safe.” Adora says as Catra swings her legs into the car. 

 

“Thanks, get some rest.”

 

“I will.” This is their way of saying goodbye because Catra just closes the car door and starts the car up. 

 

Adora walks back up to her porch and watches as Catra pulls off down the street. Heading back inside she locks the door and leans against it for a couple seconds. 

 

“Holy shit !” She shouts turning red and then jumping up and down. Swiftwind barks before running into the room and she looks down at him.

 

“Sorry Swifty, you can go back to sleep.” She pats his head and walks him back to his room before heading to her own. She feels like a highschool girl when she makes it back to her room. Closing the door and jumping into bed to kick her feet and scream into her pillow.



Catra makes it home at 11:30, she was cautious of her driving just in case she was still a little intoxicated. A DUI on her driving record won’t look good for her future, so it’s better safe than sorry. When she finally gets inside her apartment she notices Scorpia sleeping on her couch with Melog in her lap. Relief washes over her seeing the two of them. She wasn’t actually worried about Melog leaving the place in shambles, but sometimes he requires supervision.

 

“Wild Cat ? Where’ve you been? I was worried something happened to you, I heard the little guy in here screaming, so I thought maybe something bad had happened, it just turns out he wanted some attention.” Scorpia must’ve woken up the moment she felt like she and Melog weren’t alone anymore because she’s quick to bombard Catra with questions.

 

“Didn’t mean to scare you. I was hanging out at Adora’s and lost track of time.” Catra wipes her face while closing the door behind herself.

 

“That explains the messy bed head.” Scorpia snickers, setting Melog aside.

 

“I- anyways. Thanks for watching Melog.” Catra clears her throat trying to hide her blush.

 

“Of course.” Scorpia says, still grinning as she gets up from the couch. “So, did you all…” She lets the question hang in the air and Catra swings the front door open pointing out into the hall.

 

“Absolutely not. I am not talking about that with you.”

 

“You don’t have to. I’m just saying. Late at night. At Adora’s place.” Scorpia puts her hands up defensively with a suggestive tone.

 

“Good night Scorpia.” Catra slams the door in Scorpia’s face and she can hear her chuckle from outside. 

 

“Night Wild Cat.”

 

After a long moment of leaning against the front door Catra drags herself to her bedroom. Plopping down onto her bed she snatches up one of her pillows and covers her face with it. Inhaling sharply she lets out a scream while kicking and flailing her legs.

 

“Holy shit !” Catra shouts, feeling a blush burn on her cheeks.




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For those who were actually interested in the drinking game : Catra won because they both missed chances for penalty shots a couple times.

Thank you all for reading and stay tuned ! Until next time, peace !

Chapter 7: Beyond The Framing

Notes:

Heyooo ! I'm so sorry for being gone so long, I didn't expect to become so busy these past couple months. I unfortunately can't make any promises that things will speed up as things just keep coming. However I put a lot of time into this chapter and have been working on it for the past couple months. I did come back to some of you guys' comments and they pushed me to keep writing even when I was dead tired. I appreciate you all and Enjoy the chapter !

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Chapter 7 :  Beyond The Framing

 

Waking up this morning felt surreal to Catra knowing what she knew. Knowing the fact that not even twenty-four hours ago she slept with Adora is enough to put an ear to ear smile on her face. She can’t even go a minute without cheesing at the mere thought . She hasn't been this happy in a very long time. So much so that she can’t really wipe the smirk from her face as she dresses herself to go to work.

 

If she was a gossip girl she would’ve told Scorpia all about it, but this feels exclusive. There’s not too many people in the world who can say they slept with a billionaire. Gosh that thought alone makes her cheeks burn red.

 

Behind her as she stands in the mirror fixing her hair there’s a long drawn meow. Turning around she picks Melog up from the floor holding him at eye level.

 

“I feel amazing .” 

Melog stares at her with wide eyes before meowing again.

 

“Thank you, thank you.” Catra cheeses as she puts Melog down before walking across the bedroom to grab her car keys. “I’ll be back, be good.” She continues as she snatches her jacket off her office chair, then heading out to her car. 

 

By the time she makes it to work she’s set a new record, and for once it’s not for being late. She’s actually five minutes early. It not only surprises her, but even Rogelio at the front door who seems to just be getting settled.

 

“You’re.. Early.” He says looking her up and down for a moment.

 

“I know, surprising right ?” Catra chuckles slightly before heading to the bar to clock in. There’s no guests inside right now so it’s easy to walk through. 

 

The moment Catra’s fingers touch the screen to clock in she feels a familiar presence staring at her. Looking up from the keypad she tilts her head as she makes eye contact with Lonnie. She’s… smiling at her? 

 

“What are you cheesing about ?” Catra asks, raising a brow before returning to put her pin in.

 

“Oh nothing.” Lonnie's voice feigns  innocence.

 

Furrowing her brows further, Catra looks back at Lonnie looking her up and down for a moment. “What did you get laid before coming in?” Her eyes cross the room to Rogelio who’s minding his business at the front door.

 

“No, but I know someone who did last night.” Lonnie’s voice fluctuates with suggestiveness.

Catra’s eyes widen as she clears her throat for a moment. “Congrats, I guess.” She avoids eye contact as she speaks, trying not to blush. She knows she’s been caught somehow, but perhaps with a slither of hope this is just a coincidence.

 

“Oh c’mon~ you know Scorpia couldn’t keep all that gossip to herself.” Lonnie nudges Catra’s side with a slight grin.

 

“Ugh ! I’m going to kill her !” Catra puts her face in her hands trying to hide the blush spreading across it.

 

Followed by a light gasp Lonnie says, “Oh my god, you really did bang her.” She chuckles lightly and then it begins to turn into full blown laughter.

 

“No I didn’t ! I mean- I’m not talking about this with you.” Catra sighs frustratedly, dragging her hands down her face.

 

“Okay, okay. I’ll leave you alone. For now. ” Lonnie’s laughter dies down as she walks away. Probably going to check some things before customers start strolling through.

 

“Damn. Can’t tell Scorpia anything. I didn’t even tell her ! She made speculations !” Catra mumbles and rants to herself as she goes to polish some glass.

 

 As the hours went by Catra was able to drift her mind from Adora and their actions. She had to so she could actually serve people and get her good tips for the night. It was all until she found a peaceful moment to herself and Lonnie stood a little too close for comfort.

 

“So are you like her sugar baby now ?” Lonnie questions sliding some coasters off of the bar.

 

“I- what ?” Catra blinks at her, slightly bewildered. “No, I’m not using her for money.” She continues in a whisper so that patrons passing by won’t hear her.

 

“Oh, so you all are dating ?” Lonnie corrects herself.

 

“No, not at all.” Catra rolls her eyes because she can tell it’s going to be a long night with Lonnie around.

 

“Friends with benefits ?”

 

“It only happened one time. You can barely consider it that.” Catra scoffs lightly. It’s taking everything within her to keep her focus on wiping down the counter so she doesn’t blush. She’s staring so hard she’s certain that if she continues to look in one spot she’ll burn a hole into it.

 

“You can if you keep going.” Lonnie straightens her back and thrusts her hips slightly. 

 

As much as Catra tried not to divert her attention from the one spot on the bar she couldn’t help but notice Lonnie’s movement. With her gaze wide she shoves Lonnie shouting her name. God she’s so damn embarrassing. 

 

“Well, that’s my cue to go.” Lonnie chuckles before swiftly disappearing to the back.

 

“You little rat-” 

 

“Hey Catra.” Adora’s voice cuts through making Catra whip her head around. For a split second Catra can’t bring herself to speak. She’s drawn to the navy blue suit she’s wearing. Damn have her clothes always been this fitting ?  Catra wonders for a moment trying not to make it obvious that she’s checking Adora out, but with the way Adora’s eyes drift to the side for a moment with a blush she knows she’s failed at that.

 

“Hey, Adora.” Catra pushes past the lump in her throat biting back her own blush.

 

“Can I get two shots of bourbon and two shots of Don Julio?” 

Catra can sense the slight uneasiness from Adora and she doesn’t make it any better with the way her eyes drift to the analog clock to the right on the wall. 

 

The night is still fairly young for drinking at only 9:45, and Adora has proven to Catra multiple times that she isn’t a drinker. Carefully Catra looks back at Adora trying to put on her professional posture.

 

“I can’t let you have both dark and white. I don’t want you to get sick.” Her words are hesitant at first but she has to make her point clear. She wasn’t expecting to see Adora so soon, especially after having sex with her. It was already a lot that they had seen each other two days in a row. Catra feels like she needs a breather. Or to just talk to Adora. After having time to herself without Lonnie hounding her with jokes, a worry had presented itself. 

 

Did having sex with each other mess up their future relationship ?

 

“It’s not for me-”

 

“Is she giving you a problem ? I know how to get a pretty lady to act right.” A middle aged man throws his arm over Adora’s shoulders. Trying not to cringe at the comment Adora shrugs his arm off of her.

 

Catra blinks confused trying to hold back her natural reaction of disgust. Adora turns to the man patting his shoulder softly.

 

“Malachi, please meet me upstairs. I’ve reserved our room, I believe some of your colleagues are there already.”

 

“Alrighty, you just let me know.” Malachi winks at Catra before disappearing into the crowd and reappearing on the staircase in the distance.

 

“I’m so sorry about that. I uh, have some business to attend to.” Adora’s face is red from second-hand embarrassment.

 

“It’s fine, I’ve heard way worse working in other bars.” Catra brushes off the odd interaction with a shrug and goes to pour Adora’s requested drinks. “So, how’s your day been ?” She continues flowing into a more natural and comfortable conversation.

 

“Umm, I've kinda been napping all day. I ended up missing a meeting at the studio so in a halfway awake frenzy I told them to meet me here.” Adora shrugs slightly leaning on the bar as she responds.

 

“Gosh, you’re so lightweight that you couldn’t even get out of bed ?” Catra teases as she turns to put a bottle back on the shelf.

 

“I’ll have you know I didn’t go straight to sleep after,” Adora pauses for a beat “you left.” she continues with a cautious tone.

 

Catra turns back to face Adora and leans close to her face with a grin. “What ? Couldn’t stop thinking about me ?” Her grin grows slightly as she watches Adora start to turn red.

 

“Ehem, work now, fuck later.” Lonnie says zooming past.

 

Now it was Catra’s turn to turn red in the face. Perking up slightly Adora looks at Lonnie and then Catra. “Did you ?” She starts and Catra’s face turns even more red.

 

“No, it’s a long story, but no I didn’t tell her.” Catra quickly explains to erase Adora’s suspicion.

 

“Will I ever get to hear that long story ?” Adora asks curiously.

 

“I- I mean. It’s not really that long, but this isn’t quite the place to mention it. Especially with Lonnie present.” Catra’s eyes drift to the left catching Lonnie cheesing at the both of them from the corner.

 

“I understand.” Adora flashes a quick smile to Lonnie in the corner to which she waves at them.

 

“I’ve got some other customers to take care of, but I’ll see you around.” Catra pushes the four shot glasses towards Adora with a faded smile and then leaves the counter. 

 

“I’ll probably be making a few trips down here. With my guest and all.” Adora carefully picks up the glasses and navigates through the crowd gracefully.

 

Catra can’t quite bring herself to look away from Adora as she disappears upstairs, but the rhythmic taps on the bars counter forces her to.

 

“I’m sorry, what can I get you tonight ?” She blinks, dragging her eyes away to notice a familiar purple and pink pixie cut.

 

“Something got your attention Kitty ?”  Glimmer grins as she looks back at Adora disappearing around the corner of the staircase.

 

Don’t call me that. You’re gonna give the other customers ideas and I don’t want that.” She crosses her arms over her chest as she looks down at Glimmer.

 

“Mmm, I don’t know, I think I like it though.” Glimmer grins at the frustration spreading across Catra’s face.

 

 “What do you want ?” Catra grumbles, trying not to roll her eyes for other patrons to see.

 

“A long island please.” Glimmer beams annoyingly, almost trying to get on Catra’s last nerve.

 

“You here with Adora ?” Catra raises a brow before turning her eyes to the staircase again.

 

“Yeah.” She responds with a reluctant sigh.

 

“I’m gonna be honest, a long island is gonna fuck you up, especially if you’re in a meeting.”

 

“Have you met our company ?” Glimmer rolls her eyes for a moment and Catra pauses for a moment. 

 

Oh damn. 

 

“Okay that’s fair, come back afterwards and you’ll get it on the house.”

 

“Oh ? I’d never turn down a good deal. Let me get a shot of rum in the meantime. Actually make it a double shot on the rocks.”

 

“You’ve got it Sparkles.” Catra grins as she turns to grab an 8 oz glass and pulls a large square ice cube to fill a majority of it.

 

“A little birdie told me you’ve been meeting up with my best friend outside the studio.”Glimmer traces her finger along the bar and Catra nearly drops the 30 oz bottle of rum.

 

“Where’d you get that information from ?” She steadies her hand as well as her breath as she goes to pour the shots.

 

“A lady never kisses and tells.” Glimmer smirks bringing her eyes to Catra’s.

 

“Then why bring it up ?” 

 

“I just wanna know what all you’ve been doing with my best friend.” 

 

“We just went out for-”

 

“Adora’s your best friend ?” Lonnie butts in leaning on the counter top with a mischievous grin.

 

“Depends on what you know.” Glimmer says as she turns her attention over to Lonnie, nearly matching her grin.

 

Catra can feel her heart sink into her ass when Lonnie’s grin grows wider. Lonnie I swear to the gods if you peep one word. 

 

“A lady never kisses and tells right?” Lonnie’s expression becomes smug as she pushes off the counter and drifts to help a customer on the other end.

 

“I like your friend.” Glimmer chuckles as Catra slides her drink across the counter.

 

“Please don’t.” Catra deadpans.

 

“No.” She over exaggerates the ‘N’ before spinning around into the crowd and up the stairs.

 

Pointing at Lonnie to grab her attention Catra flicks her off before going around the counter and to the bathroom. Lonnie just rolls her eyes and laughs with a slight head shake. By the time Catra returns she sees Adora swiveling on her feet with refilled glasses in her hands. 

 

“Shit.” Catra mumbles under her breath trying to get back to the counter before she gets too far away. 

 

“Adora, wait.” She says trying to catch her but the music is bumping too loud to be heard at a normal volume. “Fuck.” She mumbles under her breath as Adora disappears up the stairs and around the corner.

 

“You missed your sugar momma. Should’ve seen the look on her face when she didn’t see you.” Lonnie leans into Catra wearing that annoying grin on her face. 

 

“Would you,” Catra starts and then punches Lonnie’s arm full force. “Stop calling her that. She’s not a fucking sugar momma.”

 

“You sure ? She surely likes to tip big.” Lonnie flashes a cool fifty at Catra with that sly smirk growing a bit more.

 

“She’s a fucking billionaire, just giving back or whatever.” She rolls her eyes and wipes down the counter of spilled liquor.

 

“Giving back to what cause ?” She raises a brow slightly moving out of Catra’s way.

 

“I don’t… fucking know Lonnie.” Catra wipes her face with a stressed sigh.

 

“Alright, alright. I’ll leave you alone before you burst into a blood vessel.” Lonnie puts her hands up and goes back into the kitchen.

 

“Thank you, that would be very appreciated.” Catra sighs shakily as she watches a customer approach.

 

“Hello darling, can I get a shot of tequila on the rocks ?” The man is elderly to the point where the pet name isn’t him trying to flirt, but him just being an old head.

 

“Of course, how are you doing tonight sir ?” Catra tries her best to look like she’s happy to be here, but with Lonnie’s taunting and not being able to actually see Adora she feels like she’s going to lose her mind. She can’t shake this feeling that sleeping with Adora messed up their relationship with each other. 

 

You just had to act on your lust. She thinks as she mentally punches herself in the face. The answer from the small old man barely registers as she does so.

 

“How are you doing dear ?” He asks with a little innocent smile curling on his lips.

 

“Oh I’m just fine, thank you for asking.” Catra spits the words out without thought. It’s a natural reaction when people ask that question; a second nature to her yet to be worked through trauma.

 

The moment she slides the drink across the counter the old man slaps down a couple bills before hobbling over to a group of his associates whom had been waiting in the corner for him. With no one else coming to the bar for the moment and Lonnie swearing to leave her alone, Catra is stuck with three things; her phone, the club music, and worst of all… her thoughts. She’s not really allowed to be on her phone during her shift and she’d rather not get in trouble right now. The DJ isn’t playing anything good enough for her to focus on. So, she really is left with the worst thing possible right now. 

 

Leaning on the empty back wall by the shelf of the liquors Catra starts to drift into her thoughts. What if the interaction with Adora was awkward because of what I did ? Did I make her uncomfortable last night ? Fuck me. Catra can feel a slight tremor in her hands at the thought. 

 

Damn, Adora didn’t deserve that and I totally over stepped. She clenches her jaw tightly as she watches someone approach the bar. She can’t bring herself to push off the wall, but luckily Lonnie swoops through. 

What if I’m overreacting to all of this though ? Am I fucking up something that wasn’t even messed up ? Damn it all. I just need to talk to Adora. But what if she doesn’t really want to talk ?

 

“Ughh, fuck. Why do I always do this to myself ?” Catra growls, grabbing fistfulls of hair before storming from around the bar. She can’t be indecisive for too long or she’s actually going to mess things up. As she’s weaving through the dancing crowds to make it upstairs she’s building up her courage to just go in that room and pull Adora to the side to ask what all this means for them. That was until she crashed into someone making them spill their drink and drop the glasses in their hands on the floor.

 

“Shit, I’m sorry.” Catra quickly kneels down, starting to pick up the broken pieces of glass.

 

“Stop, you’re gonna cut your hands.” The victim of the accident pulls Catra up which lo and behold turns out to be Adora.

 

Quickly looking down at her shirt Catra realizes she made her spill on her shirt. “I am so fucking sorry.” She tries to wipe off the liquid but it doesn’t make the wet stain go away at all.

 

“Catra, it’s okay. Are… are you ?” Adora dips her head a bit to get a better look at her face in the dim lights. The concerned look from Adora makes Catra’s breath hitch for a moment.

 

“I’m…” She starts, ready to spew out that second nature response before taking in a sharp breath. “Can I talk to you ? Somewhere a little more private?” She continues, settling her frayed nerves.

 

“Yeah of course. Is everything alright ?” There’s concern in Adora’s voice and Catra hates it. It feels like pity and that’s the last thing she ever wants from anyone.

 

“Follow me.” Her voice is low as she turns to descend the stairs. 

 

Leading Adora out back into the alleyway by the kitchen she starts to pace for a moment. It’s nippy outside and her nerves were too shot to grab her jacket. She knows Adora is just watching her waiting for her to speak, but damn are her nerves fried. Pulling a swisher and lighter from her pocket, she continues to pace as she tries to light it.

 

The lighter clicks but no flame comes out. “Oh come on.” Catra mumbles rolling her thumb over the lighter again but still no flame.

 

“Need a light ?” Adora inquires with a soft voice and Catra shakes her head furiously.

 

“No, this thing was just working earlier.” She clicks the lighter again but to no avail does it light. So, she tries for a rapid fire and then she finally hears it, the sound of the flame being present. However as she eyes her lighter the flame isn’t present. Looking over at Adora she has the flame in her hands.

 

“Are you sure you don’t need that light ?” Adora offers again with a genuine smile.

 

Pushing her swisher in the flame Catra mumbles a thank you and then inhales the smoke. As she exhales she sighs slightly. Okay, let’s just get this over with. Turning to look up at Adora she holds her swisher at her side.

 

“Was… Were you ?” Catra starts and stops again trying to push past her nerves again. “Were you okay with last night ? I just have this gut wrenching feeling that I over stepped and made you uncomfortable, and the thought of that is really fucking me up right now-” She continues but the more she talks the faster she begins to speak and then Adora cuts her off.

 

“Woah, woah. Catra everything is fine. You didn’t overstep, I told you last night that I enjoyed everything.” Adora grabs her free hand to try and calm her down.

 

“I know what you said, but my mind just does this thing sometimes and I just… I don’t know.” Catra feels a huge weight lift from her chest. Well that’s one less thing to worry about. “This doesn’t mess up anything does it ?”

 

“If you mean professionally… No.” Adora speaks with an easy voice.

 

Okay that’s another worry out of the way-

 

“Wait, does it mess up something else ? You specifically said professionally.” 

 

“No, it doesn't mess up anything at all. It just… leaves me yearning for you.” Adora’s eyes drift off as she blushes.

 

Catra’s eyes go wide for a moment and then she blinks. “Does that mean you want to continue what we’ve started? I’m sorry I just… wow. Yearning is a big word.” Catra’s cheeks dust red and Adora’s even more.

 

“I mean, yeah, I’d like that a lot.” She chuckles a little as she squeezes Catra’s hand a little bit.

 

“Oh, okay.” Catra squeezes Adora’s hand back as she looks into those soft blue eyes.

 

“I uh, I should probably get back to my meeting. Don’t want them thinking I ditched out on them.” There's a hint of shyness in Adora’s voice this time.

 

“Oh that’s right, I totally forgot about them. Who are they anyway ?” Catra asks before putting her swisher to her lips again.

 

“I’ll tell you later, this is Glimmer calling me right now.” Adora says as she pulls her phone from her pocket and answers.

 

“Alright I won’t hold you any longer then.” Catra smiles as Adora begins to dip through the doorway inside. 

 

The moment that heavy duty door slams shut she’s smiling hard. Adora wants to have sex with me. She was yearning for me. If it weren’t for the fact she was smoking Catra would jump up and down right now.  That giddy feeling from earlier is starting to return. Maybe this conversation should’ve waited until she got off work because now she won’t be able to focus on anything else.

 

 Walking inside after finishing her break must have riled Lonnie back up because the moment she hits the corner of the bar she’s grinning maliciously at her. Damn it here she goes again. 

 

“What now ?” Catra rolls her eyes with a sigh as she steps up to the counter.

 

“I saw you guys go out back. What were you up to back there ?” She raises her brows a couple times to hint at something suggestive.

 

“I had to talk to her about something, that was all.” She rolls her eyes again as she takes a white towel to wipe down the condensation from non-coastered drinks. 

 

“Talking with your lips ?” 

 

“How else are you supposed to talk dumb ass.”

 

“I- you know what I meant.” Lonnie rolls her eyes as she takes her apron off.

 

“What did you mean Lonnie ? Enlighten me.” Catra smirks as she watches a customer approach.

 

“Ugh, never mind.” Lonnie hangs her apron on the wall and leaves the bar, probably to take her small break.

 

Catra chuckles a bit as she throws the towel over her shoulder in a traditional bartender fashion and puts on the facade of a smile. For the rest of the night she can only think of one thing really; Adora yearning for her. When she got home she was quick to crash onto her bed after giving Melog attention and pets. 

 

The moment she closes her eyes to go to sleep her phone starts to ring. To her surprise it’s Adora, it’s 2 a.m. though. Is everything alright ? 

 

“Hello ?” She answers the phone, sitting up cautiously.

 

“Hey Catra, how was work?” Her voice sounds like it's trying to fight off sleep.

 

“It was pretty good actually. You okay ? Ya know it’s like two in the morning right ?”

 

“Y-yeah, I just wanted to hear your voice.” She sounds like she’s biting back a yawn as she speaks.

 

Catra feels her face grow warm at that response. How is she this smooth even when she’s tired ? She chuckles to herself. “Well you’re hearing it, what do you wanna talk about ?” Slowly she begins to lay back into bed to relax. 

 

“The guy from earlier, that’s Malachi. He’s one of the representatives for the company that wants the photoshoot that I hired you for.” The word hired comes out uneasy from Adora’s mouth, almost like she thought it was the wrong word to use.

 

“That’s who they sent out to rep their company? Sheesh .” Catra rolls her eyes followed up by a chuckle.

 

“Yeah he’s a real prick, but the rest of the team is nice, but I guess he’s like the head of them because anytime I get a call from them it’s him on the other line. He really boils my blood.” Adora groans and sighs, obviously irritated by the thought of Malachi.

 

“Damn, I know that’s gotta suck. Is this like a really big company ?”

 

“Well they just hit their big break and now they’re getting some good attention. I think they’re clothes would pique your interest though.”

 

“Oh really ? What’s the name of the company?”

 

“I’ll just send the link to their website to you” 

There’s a beat of silence before Catra’s phone dings with a notification. Opening the link the clothes immediately catch her eye.

 

“Ooh, the clothes look great actually.” Catra perks up in bed as she browses through the website. They promote a lot of alternative clothing, something you don’t see in the mall too often.

 

“Ooh, what’s this ?” Catra grins to herself as she stumbles across a section that really catches her eye. Items that can definitely be perceived as suggestive, almost like her boob window shirts.

 

“What ? What is it ?” Adora sounds intrigued, almost like a puppy who wants to see what makes their owner happy.

 

“I’m gonna send you a screenshot.” She responds in a low dark chuckle.

 

“Oh, that’s… wow. I didn’t know they had that kind of stuff on here.” Adora clears her throat a bit after a long moment of silence.

 

“You think I should buy one of these leather tops ?”

 

“Yes.” Adora answers a little too quickly and then stutters for a moment. “I mean, yeah I think you’d look great.”

 

“Haha, so eager to see me in it aren’t you ?” Catra’s tone dips low, dripping with a little lust.

 

“Yeah, I mean, I - Ugh.” 

 

“Bet your face is so red right now.”

 

“It is not.” Adora pouts.

 

“I don’t know from that tone, Princess.”

 

“P-princess?”

 

“What ? It seems fitting from the way you’re pouting.”

 

“That’s not fair, I'm like half asleep.” Adora wines again.

 

“Aww, it’s okay Princess we can always talk later. Get your beauty’s rest.” Catra says practically cooing at Adora.

 

“Nooo… I still wanna hear you talk.” Adora’s voice gets more childish by the second.

 

“We can talk another time, it's okay.” Catra holds in her laugh because even though it’s not a serious situation, Adora’s vulnerable and you can’t kick someone while they’re down. That’s just wrong.

 

“Fine, can I come over tomorrow?”

 

Okay, that threw Catra off a bit. So she takes a beat to really understand what she asked. “I- I have this final project that’s due in a couple weeks and I keep scrapping everything.”

 

“Pleaseee… I’ll bring dinner, plus I have something I wanna tell you.”

 

“Can’t you just tell me now?”

 

“I could, but I wanna see your face when I tell you. Plus free dinner, you can’t turn that down.”

 

“Actually I can turn it down, but since you feel so adamant about what you need to tell me … fine. But I’m paying you back for dinner.”

 

“What ? That’s not how free dinner works.”

 

“Well, you have to drive all the way out here on top of bringing food. I’m not letting you do all that.”

 

“Fine.” 

 

“Good night, Adora.”

 

“G’night… Catra.” She yawns and Catra hangs up the phone, setting it on the dresser.

 

Getting up in the morning was treacherous, Catra was dead tired and didn’t want to get out of bed. But alas, she has to go to class, because this stupid project has to make some kind of progress. 

 

“Fuckkk…” She groans as she quite literally slides out of bed. Walking into the bathroom she hits the shower immediately so she can wake up a bit more.  She’s still a little sluggish by the time she gets out, but at least she isn’t hating herself for staying up a little later than usual.

 

I wonder if Adora is awake ? She was definitely exhausted on the phone. She laughs softly remembering the way Adora whined over the phone. Gosh she is like a child when she’s sleepy, it’s kinda adorable. Catra grins to herself while she gets dressed and continues about her morning. 

 

By the time she’s walking out the door she bumps into Scorpia who’s on her way to her car as well.  They’ve always had classes on the same day so it’s no surprise to Catra seeing her. Though they don’t have the same time schedule Scorpia tries to make an effort to say good morning to Catra whenever she can.

 


“Hey Wild Cat ! How’re you doing this morning ?”

 

Yawning widely Catra gives her a thumbs up. “I’m good, just a little tired.” She says as she continues down the stairs.

 

“Oh cool, I mean… not cool, but cool that you’re doing good.” Scorpia’s voice starts to get giddy as she speaks and that’s a tell-tale that she has something she wants to say.

 

“What’s on your mind ?” Catra replies looking over her shoulder.

 

“So, I went on another date with Perfuma last night and..”

 

“Who is that ?”

 

“The one who’s a therapist and likes wine.”

 

“Oh, Miss Namaste.” Catra cracks a grin at Scorpia.

 

“Stop it, she’s sweet.” Scorpia wines nudging Catra lightly.

 

“Okay, fine. What about the date ?” She puts her hands up to surrender with the taunting.

 

“We kissed.” Scorpia giggles while shaking her hands very giddy.

 

“Oh ? Making it to first base are we ?” Catra wiggles her eyebrows up and down with a smirk growing ever so slowly upon her face.

 

“Yeah, not trying to hit home runs like you. Just taking it slow.”

 

“Woah, woah, woah. The bases only pertain to dating, not fucking.” Catra’s tone becomes a bit defensive as she bites back her rosy cheeks.

 

“I know you have a thing for Adora.” Scorpia sings her name as a taunt and makes Catra scrunch her face up.

 

“Would you cut that out ? She’s nice and hot, and knows how to treat people, and doesn’t let the whole fame thing blow up her head. She’s a good… friend.” Catra’s eyes drift to the side as she speaks, but she stands behind her words, but Scorpia doesn’t budge.

 

“I don’t know how you’re not seeing it Wild Cat. It’s in big bold letters, but your denial is even bigger I see. Such a shame.” Scorpia shakes her head as she walks over to her car that’s only a few spaces down from Catra’s.

 

“What would you know ? You’re so tangled up in Namaste-”

 

“Perfuma.”

 

Perfuma , that’s all you ever talk about.” Catra rolls her eyes jokingly as she crosses her arms over chest and leans against her car.

 

“That is far from the truth, if anything I’m always trying to prove to you how in love you are with Adora.”

 

Catra’s eyes cut away from Scorpia as her face turns red. “Shut up, I keep telling you I’m not in love with that woman.” She mumbles at first but eventually speaks up so she can actually be heard.

 

“So what ? You’re gonna sleep with her until she finds some lady that’s probably going to just rub it in your face via Instagram posts ? Then you’re gonna go back into you little grumpy pants spiral and be a stick in the mud because you failed to act on your feeling-”

 

“Okay, okay ! Stop reading into it so much, shit.” Catra puts her hands to her head, closing her eyes tightly. “You need to stop listening to your therapist girlfriend. She’s starting to rub off on you.” Catra points dead at Scorpia before getting in her car and slamming the door.

 

“You know I’m right, Wild Cat !” Scorpia yells as Catra speeds out of the parking lot and down the road.

 

“Gosh, she thinks she knows everything because she’s insightful. ” Catra isn't actually upset with Scorpia, but she was starting to tap on a nerve that almost felt like she was right. Of course she doesn’t want to see Adora get a girlfriend and leave her in the dust, but she can’t date her. It’s not that she hasn’t grazed across the thought before. She can’t reciprocate love, people have told her their feelings and never once has she been able to reciprocate that to them. So why magically try now ?

 

As she drives closer to the university she decides to stop the cafe to grab an iced coffee. Upon entering the cashier gasps a little before turning to one of their co-workers and whispering something in her ear. The worst part about it is that they don’t even have the decency to look away as they do it.

 

“Um, you okay over there ?” Catra’s tone is snappy as she approaches the register.

 

“Oh, we just heard that you’re the one that came in here the other day with Adora Grayskull.”

 

“Yeah and what about it ?” Catra raises a brow to see what they’re trying to imply here.

 

“Oh, nothing. I just thought it was pretty cool that a B.M.U student was able to get in contact with someone like her.” The cashier's eyes light up a bit as they speak and Catra becomes less defensive of herself. “She’s pretty hot in person isn’t she ?” They ask after a beat.

 

“I- Can I get a small caramel frappe ?” Catra clears her throat as she looks away from them.

 

“Oh come on, I’m not gonna tell anyone.” They lean a little closer after punching the order in.

 

“Neither am I.” Catra’s lip quivers as she tries not to smile at the thought of Adora behind her eyes.

 

“Finee, can I get a name for your order ?” They huff defeatedly as the look back down at the screen in front of them.

 

“Catra.”

 

“Last name ?”

 

“What ? Why do you need to know that ?” She raises a skeptical brow as she pulls out her wallet.

 

“Nevermind.” The cashier smiles before telling Catra her total.

 

When Catra receives her coffee she immediately leaves. Usually she’d stay to get a few sips in and scroll through Instagram, but today the cafe was giving a weird vibe. She wasn’t really rocking with it so, she decided to actually be a little early for class today.

 

“Ms. Horde, how wonderful to see you here. Early. ” Hordak has to make the occasion known to those who are also early to class by raising his voice.

 

“Yep, woke up on the good side of the bed today I guess.” Catra replies sarcastically as she sips on her coffee and takes her seat at an easel in the back of the lab.

 

“Still as snappy though, I see.” He replies, shaking his head.

 

“Catra, professor is right you’re early today. According to quick calculations… This is the first time in five months that you’ve been early.” Emily scoots across the lab to Catra wearing a chirpy smile.

 

“Are you stalking me Emily ?” Catra draws back to get a bit of space between them.

 

“What ? Of course not. I have to keep up with all of my friends' patterns to ensure that if anything ever changes the algorithm that you’re alright.”

 

“Where did you learn to start doing stuff like that ?” Catra furrows her brows a bit, allowing her eyes to drift to the side.

 

“My sister Entrapta, she’s the real math gal. She works with a whole bunch of tech at Grayskull Entertainment. Did you know she gets to help build sets and stuff ? It’s so cool, I think I’d like to design some things for some projects up there. I know they pay well even to just be starting out.”

 

“Did you say Grayskull ?” Catra knows what she heard, but she starts to wonder if maybe she’s accidentally seen Emily’s sister around the studios.

 

“Yeah ? Is something wrong ?” Emily tilts her head reading Catra’s face a bit.

 

“No, no, it’s just funny because I actually know….” Catra pauses as she looks at Emily for a moment. Everyone doesn’t need to know that you’re in good with Adora. “I had someone stroll in the bar last night that works up there. I think she’s a fashion and set designer.” She fixes her sentence to save herself and Adora, and it’s not really a lie. It’s just not what she was going to say at first.

 

“Oh that’s so cool ! Was she able to tell you about the work conditions in that specific field ?” Emily scoots closer, intrigued to learn as much as she can.

 

“I- um…” Catra scoots Emily back before continuing. “ I wasn’t able to talk to her too much about it. She had a meeting to attend.”

 

“Ah darn, it would’ve been nice to know more.” She frowns before scooting over to her canvas.

 

“Sorry Em, I can’t harass my customers.” Catra says with a sigh of relief under her breath. She had brought her canvas to class yet she had ripped her sketch out of her sketchbook. She hated it, when she first did it she liked the idea of her personal story being painted there. But oddly it felt like there was a missing part to it, and no one knows her better than herself. On top of it all there was too much pain and grief to look into there. 

 

She couldn’t even handle simple family questions from Adora during a drinking game. What made her think she could handle drawing out minute details of her childhood that had never really seen a pretty moment. Not until she graduated highschool and by that time she was well considered a young-adult.

 

With an empty canvas and sketchbook she’s left with another class period of no progress but a singular pencil stroke. Dammit why did I have to go and scrap the only idea I had. Catra softly slams her head on the canvas and closes her eyes to try and think.

 

With each passing second the more she curses herself for bitching out of the drawing. I could’ve just done it and been done with this. But it was missing a piece and already tapped into a lot of trauma. As the thoughts roam and run around her head she starts to drift off to sleep. The coffee not being much of a help to her this morning in keeping her awake.

 

When she wakes it’s from the force of someone tapping on her shoulder, and lo and behold it’s Hordak. “Ms. Horde, a blank canvas, is very disappointing to see. Especially if I have to wake you to tell you to leave.” He says, crossing his arms.

 

“Sorry, professor. I’ll get the project done as soon as I can. I’m just missing that winning idea.”

 

“It’s not a contest, just produce some quality content.”

 

“Right…” She responds by pursing her lips together before gathering her things and flooding out into the corridors.

 

“Wild Cat !” Scorpia pops around the corner in a hushed whisper to get her attention.

 

“What’s up Scorpia ?” She wipes her face of sleep as she looks up at her.

 

“Have you seen the school's Blogger page ? People are losing their minds.”

 

“No, why would I need to? They don’t do anything but gossip about each other there anyways.” Catra rolls her eyes followed by a big yawn.

 

“My point exactly. ” 

 

“What do you mean by that ?” Catra starts to get skeptical and pulls out her phone to find the Blogger page online. When she gets there the headline reads, “Fellow B.M.U Student Seen Hanging Out With Multi-Millionaire.”

 

“Are you kidding me, I haven’t even seen her today.” She scoffs, rolling her eyes.

 

“Yeah well apparently you said something today along the lines that Adora’s hot.” Scorpia shrugs lightly as they walk side by side.

 

“No I didn’t. I may have avoided answering something, but I-....” Catra squints her eyes and then they widen. “That little shit from the cafe, they did this.” She growls clenching her phone tightly in her hand.

 

“Well that explains the sudden post I guess.”

 

“Do they run this page ? When I get my hands on them they’re gonna wish they never made this post.”

 

“Woah, chill Wild Cat. Also no, anyone can submit a blog to this page. No one actually knows who runs it. Did you even look at the rest of the article before resorting to violence ?”

 

“They’re not even talking about anything. If anything the whole thing is stipulations on what they think of how I met Adora .” Catra looks up from her phone to find those who are also in the corridors with them staring at her. 

 

How great. 

 

“See, there’s no need to get violent. They don’t even know what they’re talking about. All gossip like you said.” Scorpia offers a small smile to calm Catra down.

 

“Yeah, whatever. But what’s the purpose if the whole article is just gonna be speculation ?”

 

“People like a little mystery around here, you know that.”

 

“Well  yeah, but I don’t wanna be the  mystery they try to solve.”

 

“Well it’s not exactly you they’re trying to figure out… It’s your relationship with Adora they want to know about.”

 

“Ugh, well I’d rather it stay a mystery then, I don’t have time for this relationship talk right now.”

 

“I wasn’t about to start, that’s just your guilty conscious talking.”

 

“Oh eat shit Namaste 2.0” Catra speeds up walking and goes to her car so she can get to her next class.

 

The next class was worse than the couple of people staring at her in the corridors. Everyone in class was pointing, whispering, and worst of all staring. The looks on everyone’s faces felt taunting . Almost like they were trying to make fun of her. Every time she looked up someone was looking her in her face. The way their eyes would quickly avert made it all the more worse. What are they saying about me ? I wish they would just mind their damn business. 

 

By the time class was over she was the first to dart out the door. The staring, the giggling, the whispers, they were all driving her mad. Not knowing what they’re saying was starting to work Catra’s last nerve. The drive home was easier than being at school because she’s the only one in the car and her windows are tinted. 

 

“God, I used to think as a kid being the talk of the school was a good thing, but that shit is horrible.” Catra says to herself as she turns the radio up to block out the rest of the world and her own thoughts. Her thoughts will only make the situation worse. For all she knows what they say about her might not even be that bad.

 

When she gets home she immediately curls up in bed and tries to resist the urge of reading the comments under the school's blogger post but there’s nothing else to do but sit back and scroll through social media.  The urge to look is too strong to just sit here.

Whipping her phone out she goes to the school blog page. Fuck. Instant regrets as she gets to the comments. 

 

‘How did she manage to get that close to her. She doesn’t do anything but mean-mug everyone.’

 

That’s not true, I just don’t like half of you. 

 

‘ Is she gonna be walkin’ the red carpet with her next ?’ 

 

Heh, I doubt it .

 

‘How… did she manage to pull that ???’

 

I don’t know either. 

 

‘Aw man, she stole my celebrity crush 😔’

 

That…. Was awkward to read. 

 

‘Damn, the two hottest people in Brightmoon are dating now ? When the hell did this happen’

 

We’re not dating ! The post doesn’t even say that we are. 

 

‘ @thatoneEtherian Dude she’s that bartender at that club downtown. She makes some fire drinks !!’

 

Under that comment are several replies and the number gradually grows by the second. The number growing only beckons Catra to see what they’re saying.

 

‘Dude ? You’re talking about the one where all the rich people go ?? How the hell do you afford those drinks ?’

 

‘Aye man don’t worry about my funds’

 

‘That sounds suspect bruh’

 

‘Y’all know when she works ? I’ll snatch her up from that money hog real quick’

 

‘Dude, she doesn’t even know you exist and you’re clearly not her type.’

 

‘How would you know her type ?’

 

‘Have you seen Adora Grayskull ?’

 

‘And ? What about her ?’

 

Catra sets her phone and closes her eyes. “Okay, I’ve had enough of social media for today.” She purses her lips together as she swings out of bed and into the living room. Slowly but surely she sets up her easel, putting that annoying blank canvas on it as well. Setting a chair in front of it she sits and stares as she brings her sketchbook to her lap. It’s become blatantly obvious she’s torn many pages from it as the thread that holds the papers together starts to show. 

 

Each page gone showing how she’s failed to come up with an idea that’ll suffice as a final project. One page right after the other;gone. It’s almost humiliating to have so many pages missing from the book. A real artist would’ve figured it out by now. That’s what Catra tells herself, that other artists, even her classmates have it all figured out by now. But then there’s her, unable to figure out what she wants…. More like she refuses to decide to choose, constantly teetering over one edge or the other. Each change weighs twice as much as the one before. 

 

  Fuck, why is this so stressful ?  

 

The seconds of staring at the blank page and canvas turn to minutes. Those minutes slowly start to round to an hour and then in between it turns to distractions of her phone. Then music, then to the social media she swore she was done with for today. From there she shakes her head free from distractions and tries to focus once more, but then the stress settles in all again. 

 

Damn, why can’t I just stick with something ? 

 

Catra grabs fistfulls of hair with the intent to rip it out but she’d rather not be upset and in pain. So the cycle continues; seconds to minutes, minutes to almost an hour, distractions on her phone, then music, and then social media.

 

The cycle continues for so long that she loses track of time and misses the buzzing of her phone. She threw it down the last go round when she realized she hadn’t made any progress whatsoever. When her phone goes from just a couple of buzzes to multiple and her flash going off; her phone was ringing and she had probably been ignoring some text messages.

 

“Hello ?” She answers, still staring at her blank canvas.

 

“Hey Catra, I’m outside your door. I wasn’t sure if you were receiving my texts.” It’s Adora on the other line, her voice sounding so sweet and mellow in her ears.

 

“Oh shit, my bad. I’ll be right there.” Catra gets up frantically and tries to fix the house up a little bit.

 

“Okay.” 

 

Catra hangs up the phone and straightens out the dining room table and random decor. When she opens the door, Adora's looking down at her with a big smile upon her and hands Catra a bouquet of roses. 

 

“Oh.. thanks. I don’t quite have anywhere to put them.” Catra says as she looks around her apartment for somewhere to put them. 

 

“Oh, I can go get you a vase.” Adora offers as she just barely steps into the very roomy apartment. 

 

“No, no, you don’t have to do that. I’ll figure it out. Oh, come in, I’m sorry.” Catra uses her free hand to brush her hair back.

 

“Everything okay ? You seem a little stressed.” Adora’s smile quickly turns to a look of slight concern.

 

“Yeah, yeah. I um, I haven’t had a very productive day today.” Catra smiles faintly but it doesn’t move Adora’s concern whatsoever.

 

“Anything I can do to help ?” She asks as she slowly closes the front door behind herself.

 

“Um, no not really. I just have to make up my mind I guess.” Catra shrugs as she starts toward the dining room.

 

“Well you know what could probably help you ?”

 

“What’s that ?” She asks a little intrigued by what Adora has to say.

 

“Food.” She smiles holding up a large bag of food from some restaurant Catra’s never even heard of.

 

“That… sounds like a good idea actually. I haven’t eaten anything today. I had some coffee, but no food.” 

 

“Catra… It’s six-thirty-five. What do you mean you haven’t eaten ?” Adora’s concern only grows worse from hearing that. Catra can see it in the way her eyebrows knit together.

 

“I’ve been on a cycle so I wasn’t really paying attention to the time.”

 

“O-oh, did you want me to go get some chocolate or something? Or like a heating pad ?” 

 

“What ? Why would- OH… Oh no, not that kind of cycle . I mean I’ve been doing the same thing on and off.”

 

“Well, you know what could break that cycle.” Adora’s tone raises with suggestiveness.

 

“Food ?” Catra grins as Adora slowly lifts the bags of food.

 

“Ding, ding, ding.” Adora sets the bag on the table and pulls out multiple boxes of food.

 

“That smells delicious.” Catra walks around the table to sit across from Adora.

 

“We’ve got braised short ribs, mashed potatoes, and sweet corn.” Adora explains as she pops open the lid to each of the boxes.

 

“This looks very… expensive. ” 

 

“Don’t worry about all of that. Let’s just enjoy dinner.” Adora smiles as she looks around for a moment. “Where’s your silverware ?” She asks after a moment.

 

“Oh I’ll grab it.” Catra hops up and around a corner to which she pulls out two sets of silverware.

 

When she returns they begin to eat and have light conversation until a lightbulb seems to go off  in Adora’s head. She then begins to grin widely at Catra to which she averts eye contact for a moment.

 

“What’s going on in that big head of yours ?” Catra questions as she slightly puts her fork down.



“So, remember last night when I was telling you about Malachi ?”

 

“The douchebag from the company that wants the photoshoot that we’re working on ?”

 

“Umm… Yes, actually.”

 

“What about him ?”

 

“So, do you remember the one day you came to my office and those two models broke out in a fight.”

 

“And that they hit me in the face with the door ? Of course I do.” 

 

“I- I’m still really sorry about that.”

 

“It’s fine, the pain is long gone. What about them though ?”

 

“Okay, so since I can’t work with them for numerous reasons the company had to let them go, right ?”

 

“Okay ?”

 

“And I kinda … hired you, right ?”

 

“Right ?”

 

“So, I told them that I found the perfect candidate to fill both of their shoes… That being you of course.”

 

“Wait, wait, wait. I’m filling in two people’s shoes.”

 

“Shhh, let me finish.” Adora pretends to pout, crossing her arms over her chest.

 

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”

 

“Static Shock has agreed to give you both of their pays. Each one of them is being paid $700.”

 

“Adora, that's fourteen hundred dollars.”

 

“Glad you know.” Adora smiles as she turns to reach in her pocket.

 

“You don’t think this is a bit overboard? I mean this isn’t even my profession.”

 

“Save it for a rainy day.” Adora smiles faintly as she pulls a pocketbook out and flips through a couple things.

 

“I’m just me, I mean what if they don’t even like me as a model. Then it just feels like a scam, shit my bank will think it’s a scam with that much money coming in at once.”

 

“Catra, they’ve seen you. They approve.” Adora’s eyes peer over at her before looking back down at the pocketbook.

 

“I don’t know, can you just tell them I appreciate it ?”

 

“They wrote the check already.” Adora slips the check from her pocket book and slides it across the counter.

 

“They what ?” There’s a bit of shock in Catra’s voice as she snatched the check up to read it.

 

“I thought you would’ve been excited so I told them I would give it to you in person.” 

 

“I’m guessing there’s no returning it now ?”

 

“Kind of ?” Adora shrugs her shoulders a bit and sheepishly takes a bite of her food. 

 

“Is gift giving your love language, because you make it really hard to say no sometimes.” Catra says as she sets the check aside so it won’t get ruined.

 

“More like  acts of service, but I guess that could be one too.” Adora smiles a bit confidently as she looks up at Catra. “How about you ?” She adds after another bite of food.

 

“Huh ?” Catra quirks a brow up as she looks over at Adora.

 

“Your love language, what are yours ?” 

 

“Um, I don’t really know. I’ve had very few relationships in that sense.” 

 

“Well what do you think you would do to show your love ?”

 

“Umm, I don’t know. Spend time with them and just lay there and watch movies or something.” Catra shrugs as her eyes wander a bit.

 

“So quality time and physical touch ?”

 

“Well, I think so. I’m not too touchy. We can like… hug or whatever. Ya know ?” Catra shrugs a bit trying not to cringe over the topic. It’s not that she thinks the topic is cheesy or anything, but the fact that she doesn’t really know what she can provide for her partner is uncomfortable. 

 

Do I even bring anything to the table ?  She wonders to herself for a moment before Adora humming slightly and then stretching her arms above her head.

 

“You okay over there ?” Adora asks with a relieved sigh.

 

“Yeah, I’m just feeling a little full.” Catra smiles as she grabs her plate and takes it to the sink.

 

“I can wash dishes for you if you’d like.” Adora offers as she brings her plate back as well.

 

“No, I’ll wash them.” Catra purses her lips as she playfully snatches Adora’s plate from her and places it in the sink as she starts to make dishwater.

 

“Let me be of some help.” Adora pouts, crossing her arms over her chest.

 

“You’ve helped me enough today and I appreciate it.” Catra smiles as she continues to wash the dishes.

 

“Fine, I’ll put the food up for you.” Adora swivels on her heels to grab the leftover food.

 

By the time Adora finishes putting the food away she’s got this little grin on her face and Catra can’t help but feel her staring.

 

“Do you need something ?” Catra teases as she turns her head to look at her.

 

“I couldn’t help but notice the easel around the corner. Working on a project ?” Adora’s eyes are a little lit up as she mentions it.

 

Drying off her hands Catra sighs as she walks back into the living room and sits down in front of that blank canvas. How it taunts her by the second. Reminding her of her previous failures to put something on it. Adora was quick to follow her as she sat down on the couch next to her.

 

“Well, I’ve been trying to do my final project, but that’s been a huge failure so far.” She raspberries a bit as she brushes her hair back and out of her face. 

 

Adora walks up behind and massages her shoulders softly to which she could just melt under. She could massage me like this all day. Catra thinks to herself as she rolls her shoulders a little bit.

 

“Don’t stress out. You of all people should know that you can’t force artistic flow. Sometimes it just has to hit you.. Ya know ?” Adora’s voice is soothing and calming which Catra really appreciates.

 

“Thanks, but I don’t like being last minute when it comes to my art.” Catra sighs softly as she leans back into Adora’s touch. “On top of that I’m pretty sure my future job requires me to be creative on cue. I can’t just tell a client ‘sorry i can’t do your tattoo because I don’t have the artistic flow.’ Do you know how fast I would get fired ?” Catra laughs softly, shaking her head.

 

“You could if you run your own shop.” Adora offers as she leans over Catra’s shoulder to give her a slight smile.

 

“Woah, baby steps first, and that’s graduating college.” 

 

“Is this your last semester ?”

 

“Yeah.”

 

“Pfft, your foot is already more than halfway through that door. On top of all of that, sitting her staring a hole into your canvas isn’t going to help you come up with anything.” Adora walks around and grabs Catra’s hands. “So how about-” She pulls Catra up on her feet and walks her over to the couch. 

 

“We watch some tv ?” Adora offers innocently as she reaches for the remote to turn the television on. “What’s your favorite show ?” She asks as she flips to the guide.

 

“Ink Masters.” Catra answers plainly as she scoots back into the comfort of the couch.

 

“Ya know- I should’ve seen that coming.” Adora comments a little disappointed with herself to not see such an obvious answer coming.

 

“I don’t know how you didn’t.” Catra nudges her softly as she chuckles.

 

As Adora puts on reruns of the show Catra tries to contain herself when she sees pieces that are just an insult to her eyes, but she just can’t hold back when one of the most horrific ones comes across the screen.

 

“Oh my god, that shit is just horrible. Do you see that ? Like I know I have Melog as an alien panther on my arm, but this is just disrespectful. It looks like the artist was on acid doing this.” Catra exclaims nearly jumping out her seat as she strongly gestures to the tattoo. 

Adora smiles, slightly amused by Catra’s enthusiasm for the job. “I mean…” she starts shrugging her shoulders slightly.

 

“Don’t you dare say that it looks okay.”

 

“But,”

 

“Would you get that on you ?”

 

“No.” Adora answers sheepishly.

 

“My point exactly.” Catra gets comfortable on the couch and as the rest of the episodes that are playing in no order play she scoots a tad bit closer to Adora.

 

She can’t quite stop herself from commenting every now and then but it’s not as big as she was the first time. Catra just mentions where people could’ve added more highlights or shadows. And every time she goes to comment Adora is looking at her, listening intently about her passion. This wasn’t something Catra just wanted to do for fun because it was easy money, but she has a passion for art.

 

After a couple moments of not rambling on about the show whether it’s about their faults or absolute masterpieces, Catra realizes how much calmer she feels.  Tilting her head up slightly to Adora she smiles slightly. “Hey,” She starts, her voice soft and her eyes to match it.

 

“Yeah ?” She returns the soft look and tone as she slightly wraps her arm around Catra.

 

“I… I just wanted to thank you. It really took a lot of stress off my shoulders.” Catra offers a soft smile as she snuggles under Adora’s chin a bit.

 

“You’re welcome.” Adora kisses the top of her head and squeezes her a little closer to simulate a hug.

 

Feeling her arm around her so securely makes Catra’s heart race a little. She tried to ignore it as best she could but as the show continued she started to spew about tattoo pieces and some ones she actually planned on getting soon. When she looked up to Adora, listening with rapt attention that burning in her heart sparked up again. It wasn’t often she was able to talk this much about art without someone just eventually tuning her out or telling her that they’ve heard enough for one day. 

 

Before she knew it she had talked through an episode and a half and now commercials were playing. It wasn’t often that Catra ran out of stuff to say about art and tattoos, but Adora allowed her to say all that she wanted to say with only a few inputs here and there.  

 

“So, I think I’ll go get my forearm done after I do my final, because I definitely want it on my right one, but I want to be able to draw.” Catra finishes talking finally and sighs softly.

 

“Do you think it’s gonna hurt that bad ?” Adora asks a little concern, hints in the back of her throat.

 

“No, but I don’t want to risk not getting my project done.”

 

“That’s very studious of you.” Adora chuckles softly.

 

“I may mess around a lot, but I’m a hard worker.” Catra’s eyes flutter shut for a moment as she becomes more comfortable in Adora’s heat.

 

“I’ve seen it first hand.” She rubs Catra’s arms softly as she can hear a bit of the fatigue in her voice.

 

 As Catra slowly drifted off into a deep sleep she couldn’t help but feel content wash over her senses. In the moment she had never realized how much happier she’d been with Adora around. They went from strangers to friends within a matter of days. It was true that they fit together just right. A moment like this is something Catra had dreamt of. To feel the warmth of someone lull her to sleep, and for now she’ll take advantage of it while she can.

Notes:

Thanks so much for reading I hope it met your expectations ! Leave some comments down below for some things you'd like to see in the next couple chapters. The story is unfortunately coming to an end and I want to thank you all for sticking out that hiatus again. I'll try to get back into my monthly posting if I can. Until next time !

Chapter 8: Shattering The Lens

Notes:

Yo yo yo, I arise with a new chapter. I want thank you all for sticking it out with me. We've got like two more chapters left and possibly a bonus chapter.

CW : Slight mentions of abuse

I'M SORRY THIS CHAPTER DOESN'T END HOW YOU THINK IT WILL.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 8 : Shattering the lens

 

As Adora shifts in her sleep she feels something underneath her and it startles her a bit. Opening her eyes with a bit of shock she looks down to find Catra sleeping next to her on the couch. Eyes growing wide she sits up slowly, not remembering falling asleep, let alone laying down next to Catra.  

 

She’s quick to remember the events of the previous night and her eyes lift over to the tv that had been left on all night and the easel that Catra had moved off to the side. With a slight smile Adora leans down and kisses Catra’s forehead softly. 

 

The contact makes Catra stir a little bit in her sleep but Adora finds it adorable. The way she scrunches up her nose trying not to open her eyes as if she’s asking for just five more minutes. 

 

Very gently Adora traces her fingers along Catra’s jaw as her eyes crack open a little. When their eyes meet each other something electric sparks within them, but it’s also soft and warm. Looking down at her lips Adora leans down hesitantly and then presses her lips to Catra’s.

 

They both seem to relish in the intimacy as they both sit up on the couch. Their bodies stiff from sleeping in awkward positions but they ignore it. They’re chasing this intoxicating feeling that they’re giving each other. Somewhere between soft groans Catra ends up in Adora’s lap, towering over her just a little. And for a moment, reluctantly, they pull back to catch their breaths.

 

“Morning.” Adora says barely above a whisper as she looks up into Catra’s eyes touching her forehead with hers.

 

“Morning.” Catra whispers back as she traces her hand along Adora’s jaw.

 

This was one hell of a way to start the morning, and to be quite honest Adora likes the idea of where this could all go. In the long run and all.  

 

“How was your sleep ?” Adora asks with a small smile curling on her lips.

 

“Awesome.” Catra says leaning back in to capture her lips. Their lips make the smooching sound as they pull back for another moment.  “You… stayed with me all night ?” She adds looking deeply into Adora’s eyes. 

 

“Yeah… yeah I was comfortable here with you.” Adora blushes lightly as she gives Catra the same affectionate look.

 

“How sweet.” 

 

It’s something about the way Catra says it that just makes Adora’s heart skip a beat. Or maybe it’s the fact they haven’t broken eye contact. Maybe it’s even the way Catra strokes her thumb down Adora’s jaw. Or maybe it’s all these factors that makes Adora want it more and more. 

 

It’s so intoxicating she can’t help the way she grips on Catra’s hips and pulls her in closer. She loves how her hands fit perfectly on the curves of her hips and this is only her second time being able to feel her body so close.

 

Catra must feel the same way because she leans in kissing Adora once more, and this time they get a little more handsy. The next time they break, Adora's shirt is more than halfway unbuttoned, Catra’s is completely missing.  Adora is halfway on top of Catra with one leg hanging off of the couch and Catra was helping Adora yank off the rest of her shirt.  When Adora looks into Catra’s eyes she reads a little bit of concern from her so it spikes concern in her as well.

 

“You okay ? What’s wrong ?” Adora asks softly, trying not to ruin the mood but also trying to make sure Catra is okay.

 

“You don’t have anywhere to be right ?” Catra asks slightly out of breath.

 

“You want to go to the studio at 12:30 ?” Adora questions as she holds herself up on one arm.

 

“Um, yeah I don’t have anything else to do today.” She shrugs as she responds.

 

“Okay, we have time then.” Adora leans back in crashing their lips together and she feels Catra chuckle as their lips meet. Adora would love to ask what’s so funny but this is way better than talking right now. Eventually Adora moves her lips from Catra’s mouth to her jaw and then down to her neck. 

 

There’s something about this time around that is much more intoxicating than the time they were actually intoxicated.  Adora has better focus on what she’s doing now, last time she tried to keep a clear head but she was slowly falling under the influence. But now ? Now she has a clear mind, the only thing that could possibly distract her is her phone in her pocket, but it’s probably dead by now.

 

Catra sings a song of pleasure underneath Adora as she slowly finds herself trailing down to her breast. Adora couldn’t help but think about how soft and plump they are as she kisses them and takes them in her mouth. As Adora’s eyes take in Catra’s absolute beauty she feels herself blushing. The sight of her feeling this good because of me is intoxicating. Adora wants to know just how much more pleasure she can give Catra.  The idea of Catra teetering over the edge into euphoria because of her makes Adora feel something warm buble in her abdomen. She knows what it is and it's quick to make itself known between her legs.

 

“Oh Adora ~” Catra whines slightly when Adora releases her breast with a slight pop sound. 

 

As Adora continues her journey down Catra’s body she’s sure to leave light marks on her, almost like she’s making claim to her. But Catra isn’t hers… She isn’t mine to claim. Well that thought was a little bit of a turn off, but Catra writhing beneath her and harmonizing her melody of pleasure snaps her right back to where she needs to be.  But somewhere in the back of Adora’s mind she’s gonna wanna talk about that… intimate part, but for now she’ll put her mouth to better use between Catra’s legs as they part like a forbidden treasure chest unfolding itself to share its precious secrets.



Laying a kiss to her cunt Adora closes her eyes and imagines for just a moment that that kind of intimacy is okay. Catra doesn’t stop her as she goes for another so the feeling of the intercourse changes a little bit. It doesn’t feel rushed or needy anymore. This feels just right. Adora slips into a rhythm where she loses herself for a while, so much so that she nearly misses the fact that Catra’s legs start to tremble. 

 

Tuning back into what she’s doing, Adora watches Catra’s face carefully, to make sure that her face is contorting in absolute pleasure, and of course in a moment like this, it is. When Catra comes down from her high Adora squeezes next to her on the couch so that she can see those beautiful heterochromic eyes when they open. 

 

When Catra’s eyes do open, Adora's a little stunned, through that lust filled gaze she swears she sees the intimacy she wants to give to Catra staring back at her. In the moment Adora’s body was about to act on that look it was gone just as fast as it came. Something about that hurt  a little bit but Adora knows what she technically signed up for. 

 

“That… was amazing… Who knew poets were so good with their mouths ?” Catra says softly as she sits up off of the couch. 

 

The comment makes Adora blush as she watches her get up. “That’s quite the compliment.” She sits up wiping some of Catra’s slick off of her chin.  

 

“You’re welcome.” Catra grins as she lazily puts her clothes back on; well it’s really Adora’s shirt which is too big for her so it acts as a gown to her. “Do you want some breakfast or have you had your nourishment for the morning?”

 

Damn she looks good in that. Adora blushes covering her mouth as she watches Catra just casually put her shirt on and when Catra makes another sly remark she feels her cheeks heat up more.   “Breakfast sounds good. Do you want me to help ?” Adora asks as she scoops up her undershirt and slips it on as she trails behind Catra like a little puppy.

 

“Sure, it’s nice seeing you this early in the morning anyways.” Catra purrs as she continues into the kitchen and starts to pull down the pans and utensils. 

 

“Just tell me what you need of me and I’ll do it.”  Adora says leaning on the counter resting her chin on her fist. 

 

“Great, can you go in the refrigerator and grab the eggs, sausage, bread, and bacon ?” Catra points to her stainless steel refrigerator as if it wasn’t obvious that the big silver box was her refrigerator.

 

“On it.” Adora marches over to the fridge and swings the door open in search of the requested items. Just as she goes to grab the eggs she feels something brush across her feet and then between her legs.  Looking down, Adora smiles to find a little black cat rubbing up against her.

 

“Well hello there little buddy, what’s your name ?” Adora bends down petting the little black cat earning a purr from him.  

 

“Oh that’s-”

 

“Melog, I remember from your tattoo.” Adora cuts Catra off as she looks up with a grin. “He’s so cute and friendly. Adora continues to pet Melog hoping to earn more or louder purrs from him.

 

“It’s funny, he doesn’t usually warm up to new people this fast.” Catra says as she joins the both of them.

 

“What, am I like the cat whisperer now ?” Adora cheeses up at Catra hoping to be rewarded with her signature raspy laugh.

 

“You are corny.” Catra rolls her eyes and the best Adora gets out of her is a head shake and a snicker. 

 

Good enough. Adora smiles as she stands up and returns to grabbing the requested food items. “Hey, so…” Adora starts and then stops trying to find her words as she turns around to look at Catra. “Do, do you think what we’re doing is.. Good ?” 

 

Ah yes, feelings right after sex, real smart Adora. That’s what part of her says when she sees Catra’s jaw go taut like she doesn’t want to answer a question like that. 

 

“What, having second thoughts ?” Catra asks with a sly grin, that taut jaw relieving itself.

 

“What ? No, of course not.” Adora stammers nervously.

 

“Then why bother with a question like that?” Catra’s grin becomes more mischievous as she steps closer to Adora.

 

The sudden movement catches Adora off guard and she’s quick to turn red in the face. That gleam in Catra’s eye is sexy and it’s obvious Catra notices how Adora is staring because she just chuckles and goes to crack a couple eggs in a bowl.

 

“Right, a silly thought.” Adora swallows thickly as she watches Catra start to whisk up the eggs with ease and grace.

 

“Can you hand me some pepper from up there?” Catra asks as she points to the cabinet above Adora. “Would you like to try something I had as a kid ?” She continues as Adora swings open one of the doors.

 

“Um, sure, surprise me.” Adora smiles as she grabs the pepper and hands it over while staring at Catra fully enamored. 

 

“What ?” Catra must have felt her staring because she looks up at Adora with curiosity in her eyes.

 

“Nothing, I just wonder how you cook so… calmly. .” Adora shrugs.

 

“What am I supposed to be in a constant state of panic while I cook ?” Catra raises a brow with a chuckle.

 

“Well, I’m always scared I’ll burn something.” Adora shrugs as she reaches for Catra’s fruit bowl and takes a bite out of an apple.

 

“I thought you said you could cook.” 

 

“Did I tell you that ?” Adora’s eyebrows furrow trying to recall if she had ever mentioned the topic.

 

“No, but I doubt you’re going out to these lux restaurants every night.”

 

“Yeah, well I still get stressed out when I cook. I had some… bad experiences as a teenager.” Adora scratches the back of her head with a nervous chuckle.

 

“Were you that bad at cooking ?” Catra cackles

 

“You tell me… Have you ever burned vegetable oil ?” Adora laughs at the memory, she knows it sounds stupid to say out loud, but she had actually managed to burn vegetable oil one time.

 

“How do you manage to even burn oil ?” Catra asks, trying to hold back her laughter.

 

“You know, I think I was trying to make some popcorn.” Adora draws the memory back with a grin. 

 

“I’m sorry what does this have to do with vegetable oil ?” Catra questions as she turns to Adora with a raised brow.

 

“Oh, I was making it on the stove. Y’know, the old fashioned way.”

 

“I only know of one old fashion and that is the drink.” Catra purses her lips together and Adora’s jaw drops.

 

“Are you being serious ? You’ve never had popcorn off the stove ?” 

 

“Can’t say that I have, but if you’re out here burning vegetable oil I don’t think I want to.” Catra says with a playful smirk at the corner of her lips.

 

Adora can’t help but laugh, it’s something about that iconic smirk that just brings her so much joy. The warmth of the banter flows between them, both smiling at one another.

 

“Well, I must teach you the art of stove popped popcorn, but as of now the wrist work of your egg whisking is far more captivating.” A playful gleam in Adora’s eyes flash for just a second as she scoots closer to Catra.

 

“You ? Teach me ? I don’t know about that one. The whole apartment complex might be on fire afterwards.” Catra teases as she looks up at Adora a second, nearly stealing a kiss from the close proximity.

 

“I haven’t burned my own food in a long time, you can’t hold the past against me.” Adora pokes her bottom lip out.

 

Sure you haven’t.” Catra pats Adora’s face, adding salt to the imaginary wound.

 

As breakfast starts to look more and more complete Adora sighs with content as she’s now across the kitchen just watching how Catra moves so gracefully in her own space. “You know, I love moments like these, they really remind me of home.” She says leaning against the wall with her arms crossed.

 

“What does ?” Catra asks as she finishes toasting four slices of bread.

 

“The laughter, the warmth, the familiarity. Reminds me of when my mom would cook way too early in the morning, but we’d still find things to laugh and chat about.” Adora’s eyes turn distant as she thinks back on those early mornings she spent with Mara.

 

“You know, I’m glad I could provide that for you.” Catra has a faint smile on her lips as she walks past Adora putting their plates on the table.

 

“Well, what do we have here ?” Adora exclaims, her voice laced with pure joy as her mouth waters as the aroma of bacon wafts through the air. “I’ve been trying to be good but now I can finally dig in.” She continues as she licks her lips.

 

With a knowing smile Catra holds up a plate to Adora as she explains. “It’s what I like to call perfection, Adora. A taste of everything in just one bite, and perfect for those early morning rushes. I call it…. A breakfast sandwich.” 

 

“Can’t say that I’ve ever had a homemade breakfast sandwich before.” Adora admits as she takes the plate in her hands. “But it looks absolutely delicious.” She continues as she takes her seat at the table.

 

“I honestly can’t say I’m surprised by that. Surviving in the home was like having two minutes to do everything. Never enough time when there’s several other kids coming right behind you.” Catra shrugs nonchalantly as she sits down across from Adora.

 

“You were an orphan ?” Adora didn’t mean for the words to come out in such a shocked manner, but she would’ve never guessed. It explains why she didn’t like talking about her childhood with her, but she still wouldn’t have figured that she was an orphan. 

 

“I- I didn’t mean to say it like that. I just didn’t know.” Adora stumbles over her words in an apologetic rush and Catra reaches across the table putting her hand on top of hers.

 

“Adora, take a deep breath and calm down. I’m not upset.” Catra’s voice is soothing and for a moment Adora believes her, but there’s this look in Catra’s eyes that makes her think otherwise.

 

“Are you sure, because you look like you want to curse me out in several different languages.”

 

Catra sighs at the question and starts to retract her hand, “What ? No, it’s just really complicated.” There’s a mix of emotions behind Catra’s eyes and Adora feels bad for the lack of sympathy she had during her outburst. 

 

“Wait, no, talk to me. What’s wrong ?” Adora quickly grabs Catra’s hand and looks into her eyes. She doesn’t mean to be pushy, it’s just in her nature to care and it’s even more in her heart to care for and about Catra.

 

“I-... I don’t want to burden you with my troubles from my childhood, it’s not even that serious.” Catra sniffs averting eye contact.

 

“Catra, you’re crying… I think it is that serious.” Adora frowns a little bit, caressing Catra’s hand with her thumb to comfort her.

 

“No, it’s fine. I just had a rough time with my mom.” Catra nearly snarls for using the word and Adora’s heart breaks for her. 

 

“You know you don’t have to call her that right ?” Adora says softly as she searches for Catra’s eyes.

 

“What ?” Catra looks at her confused as she finally meets Adora’s eyes.

 

“You don’t have to call her your mom… She wasn’t.” Adora shrugs softly.

 

“Yeah, well she was the only mother figure I had until I got out of foster care.” Catra rolls her eyes as she speaks.

 

“Did you… know your parents ?” Adora is careful to ask the question but her attention to detail makes her think that maybe, just maybe there’s a chance Catra had her parents at one point.

 

“Yeah.  They died in a car crash when I was like four or five. Even though my mothers were the joy to the rest of my family. They didn’t want me after they died. They had the audacity to check up on me, but by then I had already fallen right in line.” There’s a twinge of anger in Catra’s voice and Adora can understand that.

 

“Have you ever expressed your feelings about all of this to anyone ?” Adora asks, still caressing Catra’s hand to let her know that she’s there for her and on her side.

 

“No, who was I supposed to tell ? The family who didn’t want me ? The caretaker who took joy in ruining my life ?” Catra lashes out and Adora’s first instinct was to pull away, but she resists because Catra needs her and she is going to help her every step of the way. She knows that Catra isn’t directing this anger at her, which drives her more to be there for her.

 

“Okay. So be angry, feel what you want to feel. No one is going to punish you for it.” Adora holds her hand with both of her hands now.

 

“What ? Why would I do that ?” Catra’s taken aback by the suggestion.

 

“Be angry, I mean it’s by my observation, that you haven’t ever processed your emotions. You never had the opportunity to feel what you wanted to feel.” 

 

“ I’ve always been so focused on surviving and proving that I was worth something my whole life that all I’ve ever felt was anger.”

 

“Now you have time to process those emotions. What happened to you was unfair, and to be treated the way you were was even more unfair. You’ve gone through so much and you deserve to process everything just like everyone else.” Adora’s voice is soothing as she watches Catra try to blink away her tears.

 

“Do you feel like anger isn’t the emotion you don’t want to feel towards them ?” Adora offers a new question and there’s a mix of emotions that flash in Catra’s eyes.

 

“No, you were right the first time, because they gave up on me. They abandoned me… they left me with her. ” At first Catra’s emotion is anger but then it turns to something of frustration and then the final stage of how she actually feels about it presents itself… Disappointment, and Adora notices it.

 

With a firm grip on Catra’s hand Adora speaks, “Hey, I’m here with you.”



“Why didn’t they want me ? I used to adore them.” Catra’s voice cracks and the tears in her eyes start to overflow.

 

“Do you… resent them for not taking you in ?” Adora gets up to sit next to Catra rather than from across from her.

 

“For the longest I hated them, they were the ones that truly ruined my life… and I can’t say that I forgive them because I don’t.  But I just want to know why. ” Catra holds onto Adora as she starts to embrace her. 

 

“You think you’ll ever get confirmation ?”

 

“No, when I could finally own a phone, I cut them off. I was a bitter teenager.” Catra sighs into the crevice of Adora’s neck as she loosens her grip on her.

 

“I’m not saying you have to, but maybe one of these days you can get all the information you need to be at peace or be disappointed with their decision. However,” Adora pauses, pulling back to see Catra’s face. She hates that it’s stained with those tears but she just wipes them away and gives her a soft smile. “Do know that you are an amazing person and even though you’ve had a hard knock life, I’m glad I met you just the way you are.” Adora continues and places a gentle kiss on her forehead and places her forehead on hers.

 

“Thank you Adora.” There’s almost a relieved sigh behind Catra’s voice as she speaks.

 

“You’re welcome. I’ll always be there for you.” Adora pulls back to look Catra in the eye. “ Always. ” She reiterates more firmly.

 

“Thanks.” Catra hums as she reaches across the table and hands Adora her sandwich. “I did all of that boasting about how good the sandwich was and I didn’t even give you the chance to eat it. It’s still warm if you want to try it.” 

 

“Of course I do. You’re like a five star chef.” Adora says as she carefully picks up the sandwich.

 

“This is the first time you’ve ever had my cooking.” 

 

“Well you look like a five star chef when you’re cooking.” Adora chuckles as she takes a big bite into the sandwich. The moment it hits her tongue she’s in love, the flavors dance around like a tango and the different textures of each piece provide a whole new outlook on it all. “Yep, definitely a five star chef.” Adora says as she chews her food down and goes in for another bite.

 

“You are such a dork.” Catra laughs as she goes to eat her own sandwich, taking way smaller bites than Adora is.

 

“Well, I cannot deny such information. It’s a part of my charm. ” Adora replies wittily as she chuckles and goes back to inhaling her food. 

 

 “Would you slow down before you choke ?” Catra adds as she wipes her mouth.

 

“No way, I’m savoring this very delicious food-” And there Adora was, choking on her food like Catra had warned her.

 

“Oh my gosh are you okay ?” Catra pats her back hard a couple times to help the food move out of her airway.

 

“Yeah, I just got a little caught up in all of the savory goodness of your cooking.” Adora clears her throat softly as she goes to take a small bite of the sandwich.

 

“Again, you are a dork.” Catra pokes Adora’s forehead as she just laughs off the situation.

 

“Call me a dork all you want, just know that you have skills outside of drawing. Speaking of… have you thought about your final project ? Like what you’re gonna do for it.” Adora changes the subject as she looks over into the living room seeing that canvas and easel leaned against the wall waiting to be touched again.

 

“You know… I have a tiny idea. But it’s a secret for now.” Catra grins mischievously as she eyes at the canvas in the corner of the living room

 

“Oh cool, can I know ?” Adora asks like a child who wants to know what surprise their parents are hiding from them.

 

“That beats the point of it being a secret if I tell you.” Catra nudges Adora as she playfully rolls her eyes.

 

“Wow, we’re keeping secrets now.” Adora responds dramatically.

 

“You’ll know soon enough, I’ve got some fleshing out to do anyways.” 

 

“Fine, I’ll wait patiently.” Adora groans.

 

As breakfast came to a close the two had gone back to a more lively and flirtatious flow with each other. Catra had asked that Adora join her in the shower and the way Adora’s face turned red sent her into a fit of laughter.

 

“I mean, I don’t really have any clean clothes here…”

 

“That’s not what I asked, now is it Princess ?” Catra pulls Adora in by the hymn of her shirt just to make her squirm under her gaze.

 

“No, but-” Adora stammers over her words as she looks into Catra’s eyes.

 

“No ‘buts’, I’ll figure it out for you. Plus you said we have the studio at twelve, we’re a little crunched for time.” Catra reassures Adora as a smirk curls on her lips. 

 

“Right, don’t wanna be late.” Adora swallows thickly as she starts to follow Catra to the bathroom.

 

“Grab a towel from the closet.” Catra directs and Adora hears her, but she can’t do anything for watching Catra strip naked. Her body was beautiful, enamoring, the body of a goddess, and Adora gets to see it just because of this mutual feeling they’re sharing with each other.

 

Adora blinks her eyes a couple times to snap back into reality and grabs a washcloth from the closet Catra had pointed out. As the shower water turned on the bathroom started to steam, creating this warmth that felt comfortable to be in.

 

When the two stepped into the shower that warmth had amplified by ten fold. Sure Adora had seen Catra’s body, but now Catra was seeing hers too. Fully . It had been a long while since Adora found herself being so revealed , so vulnerable, with someone. And Catra… Her gaze just felt right as she made eye contact with half lidded eyes. 

 

No words had been spoken but Adora sees a thousand words in Catra’s eyes. They are the window to the soul after all. Those heterochromic eyes speak so many words Adora has yet to hear, but she feels them, she sees them, she sees Catra. Sure she sees Catra through her own eyes, but to look into her, it’s… amazing. 

 

“Catra.” Adora exhales softly with a soft smile at the corner of her lips. “You’re so beautiful… It’s just so breath-taking, I can’t quite take my eyes off of you and… I-... I don’t have the words to explain it.” She continues, her voice exasperated. 

 

“Then don’t.” Catra slides her hands up Adora’s arms and wraps her arms around her neck, bringing them closer.

 

Adora’s hands find Catra’s waist as the hot shower water washes over them, and then they find the canvas of her back just like they would as she’s about to snap a photo. She exhales softly just like she does as she stills the camera before just going for it. Leaning down to meet Catra’s lips, she steals a couple kisses. In between they share the kisses, but for the most part Adora is just capturing them in perfect moments like she does her pictures.

 

Softly pushing Catra against the shower wall, Adora becomes more passionate than just a simple kiss. She turns the hot steamy shower into a hot steamy make out session. Just as she’s about to break and get onto the good part, outside of the bathroom there’s a drawn out meow. 

 

“I think he’s looking for some attention.” Adora chuckles softly and Catra sighs. 

 

“I forgot to make his breakfast. I’ll do it when we get out.” Catra says as she leans into another kiss. Now there’s scratching and meowing at the door.

 

“I’m sorry, he’s just gonna keep on. The usual routine is that I make his breakfast before I get in the shower.” Catra softly pushes Adora away and washes the remaining soap off her body.

 

“Swiftwind is the same way.” Adora says moving her hair from her face and rinsing off her body.

 

When Adora steps out the bathroom with a towel wrapped around her body she’s surprised to find Catra on the other side of the door with a big dopey grin. 

 

“Oh, is everything alright ?” Her eyes search Catra’s figure for a second and notices she’s holding something behind her back. A bag specifically; she can hear it rustling as Catra sways back and forth.

 

“I got you something.” Catra reveals the bag, putting it in Adora’s hands.

 

“You what ?” Adora turns her head a little bit and eyes the bag. She’s shocked really, and she can’t find the right words. She doesn’t know to be excited or grateful for whatever’s in the bag but what she can say is that she’s intrigued.

 

“I got you a suit, and I know it probably isn’t as fancy as the ones you’re used to wearing, but you were worried about clothes and I didn’t want to be the reason you’re late so I had a friend of mine grab some clothes for you.” Catra beams up at Adora and Adora’s eyes are just wide.

 

“I wasn’t sure your pants size but with skull crusher thighs I kinda just guessed.” Catra’s tone shifts to a slightly uncomfortable one and yet Adora just looks at her with these big, blue, wide eyes. “Y’know what. You’re right it was silly of me to have put my money into something that probably won’t even fit. I can just take it back later on-'' Catra continues until Adora cuts her off, crashing their lips together with much surprise.

 

The relieved sigh that leaves both Catra and Adora is refreshing. As Adora pulls away she cups Catra’s face and just smiles.

 

“I love it. I would wear this suit everyday until I die if I could.” Adora exclaims with a look of endearment on her face.

 

“Are you sure because you kinda had this look on your face when I told you.” 

 

“No, yeah. This is perfect, I just… You’re the first person in a long time other than my friends that bought me a gift with thought. I appreciate it.” Adora allows a smile to curl on her lips as she leans in kissing Catra’s cheek.

“You’re welcome. I’m gonna go get dressed.” Catra grins as she walks away to her room and Adora slips back into the bathroom to get dressed.

 

The suit Catra bought was near perfection to Adora, the pants were a little tight and the sleeves to the jacket were a little too long, but other than the little things it was just fine. By the time she stepped out of the bathroom she had fixed her hair in a messy ponytail, she didn’t even bother trying to put her hair poof up, she just wanted to get in the studio with Catra.

 

“You ready to go ?” Adora asks as she leans on the wall watching her pet Melog affectionately.

 

“Hm ? Oh yeah, just giving Melog his promised breakfast.” Catra smiles as she stands up and dusts her hands off a bit.

 

“I was thinking we should just drive in my car since I’m the one that suggested we go up there in the first place.” Adora says with a slight shrug and Catra nods to indicate she doesn’t have a problem with the idea.

 

“So do you just like carry a camera in your car or ?” Catra questions as she starts to the front of the apartment.

 

“Oh no, not at all. I could mess my equipment up leaving it in that hot car. It would almost be like leaving your phone in there.” Adora starts as she walks out of the door with Catra and down to her car. “I do however have a camera in my office, so I’ll stop by there before we go into the studio.” She continues with a smile.

 

The car ride over to the studio is long but comfortable. Catra makes sly comments about Adora’s music choice and she just laughs it off. 

 

“Alright Miss Music Guru, then you show me what real music is if this lyrical masterpiece isn’t it.” Adora nudges at Catra’s side as she drives down the freeway.

 

“You call that crap lyrical ? One double entendre and it’s so lyrical. ” There’s a scoff at the back of Catra’s throat as she speaks. She’s quick to work Adora’s Bluetooth system and connect her phone. “You want lyrical ? Listen to the story told behind this one.” She continues as an old school kind of beat starts to play. 

 

If Adora wasn’t driving she would drop her head in defeat, she already knew when an antique instrumental started to play that it would blow whatever she listened to out of the water. She had learned that from her mother when they would argue about which generation had the better taste in music. 

 

By the end of the song Adora felt like a part of the song had embedded itself in her heart and as much as she didn’t want to admit to Catra that she lost, she had to. “Okay, you got me, that was deep .” She exhales shakily as she spares Catra a quick glance. 

 

When the two of them arrived at the studio Adora had heard a decent amount of Catra’s playlist and she liked it. In the back of her mind she had considered using it to do some of her photoshoots to get clients at ease. Turning the car off and she turns to Catra with a dopey grin, “You should send me that playlist.” She says slipping out of the car. 

 

“Hm, consider it done.” Catra responded, her chest swelling with a little bit of pride.

 

Inside the studio Adora is quick to set up and for once Catra is quick to get comfortable on the backdrop. Adora grins to herself, ‘What I didn’t have to persuade her to relax?’  Now it’s Adora’s turn for her chest to swell in pride. It was just evidence that she had done her job as a photographer to make her client comfortable. Putting on Catra’s playlist Adora stands about a foot away from the edge of the backdrop and looks at Catra trying to figure out a good pose to start with.

 

“Let’s start off with something simple. Bring your left hand up to your right shoulder and look off into the distance like you’re really content about what’s on your mind.” Adora commands and watches Catra attempt the pose. 

 

As Adora looks through her viewfinder she hesitates to take the picture. “Relax your face a little bit more.” She says as she waits for Catra to follow the command. After snapping the photo she looks down at the screen to preview the photo and bites her lip softly. It wasn’t exactly what she was looking for so she went again. With slight adjustments to her settings the picture comes out better, but it still isn’t what she’s looking for.

 

“Let’s try looking at me.” Adora says keeping the camera up to her face. “Don’t move your head, just your eyes.” The command seems to be a little confusing to Catra because she turns her head away from the camera and strains to look at Adora. “Wait, turn your head back this way.” Adora chuckles lightly.

 

“You just said don’t move my head.” Catra says confused.

 

“Yeah, well you involuntarily turned your head away.” Adora chuckles a little more as Catra slowly and awkwardly turns her head back. “Here let me help you.” Adora says as a slight grin turns at her lips while she approaches Catra.

 

As Adora fixes Catra’s pose she grips her chin firmly and the eye contact they maintain ignites a magnetic pull between the two of them. Just for a moment the music in the background fades away and time stands still for them as they pull each other into an intoxicating kiss. 

 

Just as the sparks between them start to fly a loud “ehem” reverbs through the studio causing the two to break apart in shock. Eyes wide in surprise Adora turns to the entrance to find Glimmer standing there with her hand on her hip.

 

“A word please.” Glimmer’s voice cuts through the air like a knife and Adora feels like she’s in some kind of trouble.

 

Turning to Catra, Adora excuses herself and joins Glimmer in the hallway where she immediately takes off walking, each step seeming calculated and intentional. “Hey Glim, what’s up ?” Adora says curiosity lingering in the air, but tension building every second Glimmer doesn’t respond.

 

“I covered your ass for the monthly board meeting, had a lovely chat with public relations, cursed out Sam for you, and Bow is currently helping Darla pick out an outfit for her photoshoot.”

 

There’s a pang of guilt and confusion that shoots down into Adora’s stomach as she tries to keep up with Glimmer’s fast pace. “Wait, the board meeting was scheduled for next week though.” She says finally getting on the same foot as her until Glimmer stops dead in her tracks causing Adora to go crashing into her. 

 

As Glimmer reaches into her pocket she hands Adora her phone showing her a message in a text thread from three weeks ago. “You told the entire board to bring concerns they had to the meeting for this Saturday, not next.” Glimmer’s tone is stern as she takes her phone back.

 

“Okay, so I messed that one up.” Adora says scratching the back of her head. “Okay, what about PR ? What did they want with me ?” She continues trying to remember the list of things Glimmer ran down to her. 

 

Glimmer once again hands her phone over to Adora allowing her to read a headline. “BMU student caught with Multi-Millionaire in BMU Café.” Adora reads it out loud just barely above a whisper. For a moment Adora pauses to recall the events of this week and then she perks up a bit. “Oh, I went to coffee with Catra earlier this week.  What’s wrong with that ?” She shrugs in question.

 

“Adora, whose suit is that ?” 

Adora stammers from how blunt and straightforward the question is but she eventually pushes something out. “It was in the back of my closet.” She swallows thickly as she looks down into Glimmer’s piercing eyes.

 

“I know you were at her place. Did you forget we share our locations with each other ?” There’s a twinge of disappointment in Glimmer’s voice as she shuts down Adora’s lie.

 

“Okay, Catra bought it for me… but it’s not like I planned on staying the night there.. It just kinda happened.” Adora shrugs.

 

Glimmer softens her tone, but her frustration is still very evident as she speaks. “Ever since you met Catra you have been spiraling out of control. You’ve been neglecting your responsibilities, have you seen your desk lately ?”

 

“I just saw it today-”

 

“I’m not done. You’ve been paying for Catra to get better at modeling basically, and you’ve been delaying this project for far too long. Today you’re supposed to do Darla's part of the photoshoot, and you forgot.” Glimmer continued and each example made lands like a blow to Adora’s conscience.

 

As the reality of the situation starts to settle in, Adora feels a heavy wave of guilt hit her. For a moment she can’t find the words to reply but when she does she feels tears threaten to roll down her face. “Glimmer, I- I didn’t realize how bad I had been slacking. I know I have done some, but this is different. And I really like Catra and I just wanted to get to know her more and she means a lot to me now.” She says and her voice wavers trying to hold back the emotion.

 

“You know I’ll always be happy for you Adora, but if you continue going down this path you’re jeopardizing the very thing you worked hard for, including Catra. Have you even asked her out ?” Glimmer speaks, placing a firm hand on Adora’s shoulder and then ending with folded arms.

 

Adora starts and then her words falter. “I mean we kiss and stuff…” She mutters barely audible as she desperately tries not to blush at the thought of their intoxicating kisses.

 

In return Glimmer laughs with a bitter edge and it throws a little bit of salt in Adora’s wound. “I used to kiss my hookups all the time, Adora, that didn’t mean I wanted to date them though. You’re playing a dangerous game Adora, and Catra might be playing it as it is… Just a fling. You need to say something before everything’s gone.”

 

Glimmer’s words weigh Adora’s shoulders down and she walks away back to the studio. Fine, I’ll settle this now and just make it official. There’s determination in the back of Adora’s mind, but hovering over that feeling is a strong sense of doubt and it gnaws at her heart. As Adora reaches the studio door she takes in a sharp deep breath and then enters the studio. Just as she’s about to blurt out her feelings to Catra she finds that Bow and Darla have joined her and seem to be having a decent conversation.

 

Words caught in her throat Adora allows the door behind her to slam loudly, demanding the attention of the three others in the room.

 

“Oh hey Adora, I brought Darla in for her portion of the photoshoot, but when I saw Catra here I thought it would be smart that you just do both of them today so I gave her some outfits from the company.” Bow says with his tone just as cheerful as ever as he turns to Adora.

 

Words still caught in her throat Adora just blinks before clearing her throat and walking over to her camera she had set down earlier. She wipes her eyes from those welled up tears from earlier and sniffs.

 

“Hey you okay buddy ?” Bow asks, taking on a concerned tone.

 

“Yeah, I took a little walk with Glimmer outside and now my allergies are acting up.” Adora says as she sniffles again and clears her throat.

 

“Oh, I can go grab you some meds if you want.” Bow offers with a little frown.

 

“No it’s fine, it’ll pass.” Adora smiles as she approaches the backdrop.

 

“Alright I’ll get out of you guys’ hair, and remember you all get to keep those outfits.” Bow says turning back to Darla and Catra as he starts to make his exit.

 

After a moment or two Adora looks at Catra and Darla, well mostly Catra, but she spares Darla a few glances every now and then. She’s kinda glad she left the music playing because the underlying awkward silence would kill her right about now.

 

“I know you all don’t know each other that well, but I want to try some ‘dynamic duo’ poses, then after that I’ll snap individuals and that’ll be it for this project.” Adora says finally breaking the silence between them.

 

“Oh that’ll be fun.” Darla says softly accompanied by a bright smile.

 

“Okay then, let’s try something fun. Hook your arms together and lean away from each other.” 

At first they were hesitant to do it and rightfully so, they both seemed nervous about toppling over to the ground.

 

“You know, I guess that you all are around the same weight, so if you all pull against each other’s arms with the same force you won’t fall.” Adora advises as she lifts the camera to her face.  As the two distribute their weight Adora snaps a couple pictures and reviews them for just a moment. “Okay great, let’s try a trust fall pose-”

 

“No offense, but I’m not doing that.” Catra cuts Adora off sternly.

 

“I-... I was gonna say Darla is going to slowly guide you to the floor while you kick one leg out. I have an idea that you’ll only understand after I edit it.” Adora laughs softly and Catra reluctantly sighs and agrees to do it.

 

After Adora cycles through all the duo poses she knows she proceeds to take Darla’s individual pictures. She thought that once she snapped her photos that she would be able to finally ask Catra the big question but Darla lingered around, making it hard for Adora to think of anything other than photography.

 

By the end Adora had snapped some wonderful photos of Catra and in the back of her mind somewhere she found the way her eyes pierced into the lens sexy. Now they were back in her car on their way back to Catra’s apartment. During the drive her mind was split between just asking Catra the question and getting an answer and that gut wrenching fear in the pit of her stomach. 

 

Catra didn’t talk much  during the ride back and Adora really wished she would’ve made some smart remarks about her music or something, but she was too invested on her phone to do her that justice. So instead, Adora just had to live with the fact that these two feelings were bubbling inside of her.

 

When the car stops in front of Catra’s apartment building, Adora takes in a breath as she turns down the radio way too fast for comfort, instantly creating a tense environment.. “Catra, I really need to talk to you.” Adora’s voice trembles with vulnerability as she turns to look at Catra. “I wanted to say something earlier this morning, but it didn’t feel right to say it then… But I feel like we have something between us… a connection, something real. But to be honest I don’t know.”

 

Catra doesn’t even spare Adora a glance; she just looks straight with this distant look in her eyes. “I’ve been holding onto this slither of hope ever since we started this. That we would become more… more than just a fling. ” Still to no avail does Catra speak or look at Adora. “And the more you sit there not saying anything, it seems like that hope was nothing, but a mere fantasy of something that was actually never there.” Adora’s voice turns desperate as she continues to speak.

 

“It was never supposed to be more than what it was, Adora.” Those words cut through Adora’s heart like a molten hot dagger. “When I asked if this was okay this right here is strictly what I meant. We were two people filling in voids within each other and now you’re overfilling it.” Catra’s tone is sharp and unrelenting as she finally spares Adora a glance.

 

Adora’s whole world feels like it’s about to come crashing down on her. “But… I felt… it… you reciprocated it back to me… How can you say that that is all meaningless to you now ?” There’s pain and confusion all over Adora’s face, just this morning she was in the warmth of Catra and now that she’s put words to the feeling it’s gone, just like that.

 

Catra’s gaze hardens as she speaks. “And I was stupid to have let it go that far. I should’ve set boundaries right from the beginning.” 

 

“I- just… I don’t understand. Is it love ? Are you scared to admit that’s what this was all along ?” Tears roll down Adora’s face as she looks in Catra’s eyes and just for a moment there’s a flicker of something in her eyes; something vulnerable. “We can try. We can just explore the option and if it doesn’t work then we can-”

 

“Adora, I can’t do that. I’m just going to end up disappointing you. I can't deal with the expectations and weaknesses of being so open. It’s not part of my character.” Catra’s guarded expression comes back as she shakes her head.

 

“But you were just vulnerable with me this morning, how is this any different ? How can I not convince you to open up now ?” Adora grasps Catra’s hand softly and Catra quickly retracts.

 

“That was none of your business, you pushed me into that corner. You made me walk down those painful memories. I’m not going to let you shrink me into another corner.” Catra’s voice cuts and it cuts deep. 

 

“I saw a future with us together, Catra. I really did.” Adora’s pain wavers through her voice and there’s another moment where Catra’s guarded expression wavers. “But in the end all I did was end up fooling myself.” Adora continues with her voice barely above a whisper.

 

“I never asked you to fool yourself. That’s on you. You put your desires into something… that was never there .” Catra retorts.

 

Catra’s words blind Adora in heartache and just as she’s about to make a rebuttal for the love she so very believes is there, her words are swallowed into a sob. All Catra can do is sigh and then leave the car. As bad as Adora wants to stop Catra from walking out of her life she can’t collect herself to even reach out to her. All of what she was sank to the car floor. 

 

It wasn’t supposed to go like this. Is the only thought Adora can spare herself as she watches Catra’s figure disappear into the apartment complex. That was it, Adora had just completely ruined the relationship she had worked so very hard to build.



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Chapter 9: Turmoil On The Rocks

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Chapter 9 : Turmoil On The Rocks

 

On the ride back to the apartment complex Catra stuck her nose to her phone. She didn’t want to address Adora’s weird demeanor and if she could just make it back to the apartment then she never would. She made sure to look invested in whatever was going on on her phone so Adora wouldn’t think to speak to her. It had worked the whole drive home, that was until they pulled in front of her apartment building.

 

When the car stopped in front of Catra’s apartment building, Adora took in this breath that made the hairs on the back of Catra’s  neck stand at attention. 

 

“Catra, I really need to talk to you.” Adora’s voice was trembling and Catra held her breath for a moment.

 

No, this is not happening right now. Catra’s eyes bore into the apartment building in front of her. Adora can’t do this right now, not now. This feeling, this looming feeling is getting worse. It had been there ever since she came back from her little talk with Glimmer, she could tell she didn’t want to address it with Darla around. And to be quite honest Catra had secretly prayed that she never did address what was bothering her, but yet here they are.

 

“I wanted to say something earlier this morning, but it didn’t feel right to say it then… But I feel like we have something between us… a connection, something real. But to be honest I don’t know.”

 

Catra’s thoughts run wild, into a panic mode. Her body tenses as Adora’s words travel through her ears. “I’ve been holding onto this slither of hope ever since we started this. That we would become more… more than just a fling. ” With a clenched jaw and eyes still boring into the dimly lit apartment building Catra can see Adora in the corner of her eye, she can’t bring herself to fully look at her because if she does then she just might give in to something she’s not quite ready for. “And the more you sit there not saying anything, it seems like that hope was nothing, but a mere fantasy of something that was actually never there.” Adora’s voice sounds so desperate as she continues to speak.

 

“It was never supposed to be more than what it was, Adora.” Catra spits out bunching up the cloth of her pants in her hands. “When I asked if this was okay, this right here is strictly what I meant. We were two people filling in voids within each other and now you’re overfilling it.” Catra’s tone is sharp as she quickly snaps her head towards Adora. Her heart was racing in her chest, but she kept her tone steady.

 

“But… I felt… it… you reciprocated it back to me… How can you say that that is all meaningless to you now ?” Fuck, it hurt to see that pain in Adora’s eyes, but she wasn’t doing this back and forth with her. She couldn’t afford to cave in.

 

“And I was stupid to have let it go that far. I should’ve set boundaries right from the beginning.” Slightly raising her voice she hardens her eyes as she spits the words at Adora.

 

“I- just… I don’t understand. Is it love ? Are you scared to admit that’s what this was all along ?” The turmoil in Catra showed in her face for a moment as she watched that tear stream down Adora’s face. “We can try. We can just explore the option and if it doesn’t work then we can-”

 

“Adora, I can’t do that. I’m just going to end up disappointing you. I can't deal with the expectations and weakness of being so open. It’s not part of my character.” Catra shook her head furiously as she snapped her eyes shut.

 

“But you were just vulnerable with me this morning, how is this any different ? How can I not convince you to open up now ?” Adora grasps Catra’s hand softly and Catra snatches her hand back, because if she felt Adora’s warmth then she’d fall for her and she’d do something she’d regret.

 

“That was none of your business, you pushed me into that corner. You made me walk down those painful memories. I’m not going to let you shrink me into another corner.” For a moment Catra feels her eyes well up in tears, but she quickly pushes them back and goes back to looking out the window.

 

“I saw a future with us together, Catra. I really did.” Catra feels the pain wavering in Adora’s voice but she keeps her stern expression on her face. “But in the end all I did was end up fooling myself.” Adora continues with her voice barely above a whisper.

 

“I never asked you to fool yourself. That’s on you. You put your desires into something… that was never there .” Catra retorts too quickly to stop herself because even she knows that that was too far.

 

When she hears Adora swallow her words into a sob she had to get the hell out of the car or she was going to break down with her. Catra couldn’t have gotten the seatbelt off any quicker before stepping out and slamming the car door behind herself. Her steps were quick yet calculated as she walked inside the apartment building and up the stairs. 

 

When she got to the top she held a hand on her chest and felt those threatening tears from earlier start to roll down her face. She was scared, she wasn’t ready for what Adora had proposed to her. That was the only thing she could’ve done to protect herself, to protect Adora, even if that meant hurting her now.

 

As she fumbled for the key to her apartment the weight of what she had actually done started to settle on her shoulders. She didn’t want to think about it, but her own words were replaying in the back of her head over and over again.

 

“Hey Wild Cat, I just saw Adora leaving. Did she like the suit ?” Scorpia’s voice trails closer to Catra as she seems to be walking up the stairs and Catra nearly jumps out of her body. She hadn’t heard anyone else come inside the complex.

 

“Uh, y-yeah… I think she liked it.” Catra quickly wipes her eyes as she sticks the key to her apartment in the keyhole.

 

“Oh sorry, I didn’t mean to spook ya.” Scorpia chuckles as she scoots down the hall to her apartment. “I just got back from a date with Perfuma, she had me try all these different kinds of wine. It was amazing.” Scorpia continues with a slight smile curled at her lips.

 

“Wow, that’s great Scorp.” Catra says with a sniffle as she finally gets her door opened.

 

“Hey, wait. Are you crying ?” Scorpia asks as she turns to look at her.

“Nope, I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Catra quickly scoots inside her apartment and slams the door shut behind herself. This was not the time to be confronted about her emotions or what she had just done to Adora. She needed time to process… No, she didn’t. She needed to regain her focus on things she had very well lost track of, such as work and school, and that’s exactly what she was going to do. Or so she thought.

 

For the longest she paced back and forth in her living room with her phone in hand. She was at war with herself trying to decide whether or not it was best to text Adora and apologize; to tell her the truth of why she had just been so cold. But then there was that  heavily guarded part of her that told her that what she had done was right and there was no need to apologize.

 

The image of Adora’s tears streaming down her face was burned behind Catra’s  eyes and the sound of her sobs rang loud in her ears. Catra now sat on the couch staring at her blank canvas from the previous night. Pushing the thoughts away for a moment, Catra opened her phone and went to read an e-book she had purchased a while ago and had constantly been putting off reading it. She didn’t even remember what the book was about, but it didn’t even matter because the words were blurred on the screen as the thought of Adora slowly crept back into her mind.  

 

The minutes had turned to hours and at some point; she didn't know when her phone screen had turned off. With a sigh of frustration Catra found herself needing some fresh air and without a second thought she snatched up her jacket and went to the apartment rooftop. It had actually been built like a nice little hangout area so the residents could enjoy the view but people were rarely ever up there. 

 

When Catra reached the railing of the rooftop she planted her hands on it and stared out at the city skyline. The stars of the night sky twinkled all one by one, nearly mocking Catra in their warmth and comfort. As if they knew the struggle she was facing on the inside. Catra closed her eyes tightly and clenched her jaw, not even wanting to spare herself with the emotions swirling around in her. She held back a deep sob as she opened her eyes looking down at the city below her. 

 

Suddenly a soft voice broke through the tension of Catra’s grief. “Catra ?” It was Scorpia once again, and once again Catra jumped and quickly wiped her eyes hoping that she hadn’t seen her.

 

“What are you doing up here ?” Catra asks, eyes still focusing on the cityview.

 

“Well, I was relaxing in my apartment and I was a little worried about you, then that’s when I heard your door slam. So, I put two and two together and figured you had come up here.” Scorpia says with a soft and comforting voice.

 

“I’m fine, I just needed some air.” Catra sighs softly still not making eye contact with Scorpia who has now joined her side at the railing.

 

“You don’t seem fine though. Is- is everything okay ?” Scorpia’s voice is careful with her words as she kinda leans in trying to catch a glance of Catra’s face.

 

Catra hesitates for a moment not wanting to burden Scorpia with her inability to let herself love, but she knows that she’ll just linger around like a worried parent. So with a sigh she begins to speak. “Adora and I… had a talk.” She admits like she’s embarrassed.

 

“Did… something happen between you two ?” Scorpia gently urges Catra to continue with the question.

 

“She uh, she wanted more than I can give and I got scared… I-I shut down and I pushed her away like her feelings didn’t matter.”

 

“And you regret it ?” Scorpia asks.

 

“I regret it so fucking much.” Catra lowers her head trying to hold back her sobs again.

 

“Oh Catra, you can cry if you feel like it. I won’t say anything.” Scorpia scoops Catra into a great big bear hug while caressing the back of her head. Catra hugs Scorpia back and her tears just flow and she couldn’t really manage to speak over her sobs.

 

After a while of Catra clinging to her and balling her eyes out Scorpia pats her back and pulls out of the embrace. “You should get some rest, we have class tomorrow.” 

 

Catra blinks a little bit as she pulls away from Scorpia and then clears her throat. “Right.” She nods curtly before sniffling and heading back down to her apartment.

“Do you want me to come over ? I wouldn’t mind keeping you company-”

 

“No, I think I’ll just go straight to sleep, thanks though.”  Catra cuts her off as she descends the stairs and to her apartment.

 

“Oh, okay. Just call me if you need something. You know I’m here for you Catra.” Scorpia says as Catra just continues into her apartment.

 

Catra thought she had done the normal amount of crying on the rooftop but by the time she made it to her bed she was bawling her eyes out again. For the first time since she was a teenager Catra cried herself to sleep, and just when she thought she could escape from the harsh reality that she created it came back to haunt her in her dreams.

 

The images of Adora crying and her own words played on repeat. Each time the scene started to replay Catra tried to change things, but it was impossible, she couldn’t change what she said even if she wanted to. At one point in the dream Adora wasn’t even crying anymore, the parts where she was supposed to turned to a different emotion. She was infuriated with Catra and then her dialogue started to change, everything was out of character.

 

“You’re pathetic. Do you even know who you’re talking to ?”

 

“ You’ll never find someone as good as me again.”

 

“ Hm, your loss.”

 

“ You can get out of my car now.”

 

“ I only did this because it was cheaper to please you.”  

 

Those were all the retorts Adora had spat back at her in her dream, well more like a nightmare, and it hurt because some part of Catra believed those things were true.

 

As the morning light started to filter through the blinds Catra was rudely awakened to the sound of loud banging at the front of her apartment and her phone ringing violently on her nightstand.

 

“What the fuckkk ?” Catra mumbled groggily, still half asleep as she threw the covers off of herself. Picking  her phone up off the dresser to find multiple missed calls from Scorpia. “Ugh,” Catra groans as she drags herself out of her room and to the front door.

 

Before she can even reach for the doorknob the door comes flying open, and there Scorpia was with her spare key in hand. For a long moment they exchange a glance before Catra can register the way she must look. She still had on her clothes from the previous day and her hair was disheveled on top of her head; she had caught a quick glimpse of her reflection when she picked up her phone. She looked, she felt… pathetic.

 

“Um… What’s up  ?” Catra asks,  her voice still raspy from sleep as she rubs her eyes.

 

“We have class today, remember ?” Scorpia says trying to hide the look of sympathy on her face.

 

“Yeah well, I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck.” Catra says in a lazy attempt to fix her hair as she starts to walk away.

 

“Well you can’t just miss your classes Catra, it’s the end of the semester.” Scorpia says trailing behind her.

 

“Exactly, it’s the end of the semester, and for me personally the end of college.”

 

“True, but you can’t just slack off because this is the end. This isn’t highschool anymore, this is the part where you go out and live life the way you want to. You’re about to start your dream career Catra.” Scorpia says frowning with disapproval.

 

“Can I just be sick for three days ? I just… I can’t right now okay.” Catra says as she curls up on the sofa.

 

“What about your finals ? Shouldn’t you be focusing on that ?” Scorpia suggests as she catches a glimpse of Catra’s blank canvas.

 

“I need a new idea…. Again .” Catra mumbles as she eyes the annoyingly blank canvas.

 

“Can’t get any ideas curled up on the couch like that.” 

 

“Do you even know how I get my ideas ?” Catra asks a little snappily. 

 

“No, but-” Scorpia stammers for a moment 

 

“Then how would you know… Look Scorpia, I see what you’re trying to do here, but please…. Please let me have this time to myself. I can’t be around other people when I feel like this .” Catra vaguely gestures to herself as she turns her face down into the sofa.

 

Scorpia reluctantly sighs as she looks down at Catra and then shrugs. “Fine, I’ll leave you alone for now, but only because I have an exam and it’s really important, but trust me I will be checking in on you.”

 

“Yeah, yeah. Just make sure you lock the door back when you leave.” Catra replies, her voice muffled by the cushions of her couch.

 

When Catra heard Scorpia lock the door she let out a long drawn out moan. She hated being in her feelings like this, and the worst part was that she knew this was all her fault. It always was. Her whole life she had constantly pushed people away in fear of letting people down or being let down. It had never failed her before; the moment she thought to welcome someone with open arms, there she was not too long after hurt like she had been shot in the heart.  

 

To Catra’s surprise Scorpia didn’t bother her as much as she thought she would. On that first day Scorpia actually hadn’t come back to her apartment, but she did text frequently to make sure she was okay.

 

On today, the second day, Catra had actually managed to eat something other than canned soup. As she nibbled on a turkey sandwich she stared outside the big window pane in the living room and watched as cars passed on the street. The silence weighed heavy on her shoulders, just reminding Catra of how she couldn’t keep one good thing in her life. Aside from Melog that was, he was a little angel and stayed by her side as much as he could. It was almost like he could tell how she was feeling, that made things a little less depressing.

 

Just as Catra was about to turn to the couch and sink into it for the rest of the day there was a heavy knock at the front door. With a sigh she walks away from the window and goes to the door. She knows it’s Scorpia, because even though she’s a big softie she’s always been a little heavy-handed. 

 

“Yes Scorpia I’m okay-” Catra says as she swings the door open her words get halfway caught in her throat as she catches a glimpse of blonde hair standing next to Scorpia. For a moment Catra thinks to panic before she registers that this person is fairly skinny and obviously a hipster of some sort. This definitely wasn’t Adora, but for a second she wished it would have been.

 

“Wild Cat this is my girlfriend Perfuma, Perfuma this is Catra.” Scorpia’s voice is chipper, per usual.

 

“Oh Catra there’s just so many things I’ve heard about you, I feel like I already know you.” Perfuma’s voice is even more chipper than Scorpia’s and honestly Catra didn’t think that was even humanly possible.

 

Catra’s gaze runs over Perfuma for a moment and she doesn’t even say anything. She wasn’t checking her out; she wasn’t her type if her previous conversations with Scorpia were anything to go by. After a moment of looking Perfuma up and down Catra’s eyes seer right into Scorpia’s. Catra already didn’t want to be around the people at school and work and now Scorpia brought this complete stranger to her apartment.

 

“I heard you were feeling a little down, so I brought tea !” Perfuma holds up a grocery store bag and Catra’s frown deepens. 

 

Not only did Scorpia just bring this stranger into her home, but she also discussed her personal matters, in which she was still obviously struggling, that crossed a deep line. Under normal circumstances Catra would be boiling with white hot anger at Scorpia for this little stunt, but she doesn’t even have half the energy to weakly attempt it. Scoffing, Catra goes to plop on the couch like she was originally going to before her unwanted guests arrived. 

 

“Oh, wow I love the way you’ve decorated the place. So many beautiful accent pieces, oh and these paintings are lovely. Where did you get them ?” Perfuma says as she sounds like she’s sightseeing in Catra’s apartment.

 

“Oh, actually Catra painted them.” Scorpia kindly corrects her as she sounds like she’s closing the front door.

 

“Oh that’s right you’re an art major ! How’s that going so far ?” Perfuma’s attempt to start small talk is a little annoying because everything ends in an upswing of her voice, but Catra doesn’t want to be a complete ass to her company, but again she never asked for it so this guarded version of her was deserved.

 

“This is my last year.” Catra mumbles as Melog jumps into her lap to calm her nerves.

 

“Oh that's wonderful ! What are your plans after graduation ?” Perfuma’s voice sounds like it’s coming from an afar; she must be in the kitchen making that tea she brought.

 

Catra barely wanted to open her mouth to even mumble so she sure as hell wasn’t about to yell back her answer. And to be quite frank Catra’s sure this girl was going to keep talking whether or not she responded.

 

It wasn’t long before Perfuma came back to the living room cupping a steaming mug in her hands and handing it to Catra. Catra took it to be courteous but she didn’t actually plan on drinking it, she wasn’t even a tea girl in the first place.

 

“I think I remember Scorpia mentioning something about being a tattoo artist, is that correct ?”

 

Why did she ask if she already knew the answer ? Catra’s eyes narrow subtly at the thought, but she just barely nods in response.

 

“Oh how exciting that must be for you. I just know you can’t wait to start something you’re so passionate about.” Perfuma starts to sit next to Catra on the couch and Catra’s eyes widen.

 

“Don’t !... I-... please don’t.” Catra had nearly spilled her tea on Melog beneath her trying to stop Perfuma. That spot was where she and Adora had had sex a couple days ago and honestly she couldn’t bear the thought of someone sitting in that, even though it was dry. Another part of her also didn’t want to see anyone right there, scared that it would wash the image of Adora from the spot away.

 

The room fell silent for a long moment, Scorpia and Perfuma shared this glance… This long, judgmental feeling, glance.

 

“Okay, that’s fine. We can just stand over here.” Scorpia decides to speak up as they stand across from Catra with their own cups of tea in hand.

 

“Thanks.” Catra’s eyes avert theirs as she looks at the spot next to her on the couch. It was crazy how connected she felt to Adora, all they did was have sex and yet she feels so attached. Maybe it’s because she feels bad, or maybe because of something else. It’s something about these few weeks she’s known Adora that just makes her… yearn and a part of her felt like that was totally okay. 

 

“I was telling Perfuma how we get those crazy rushes at the club some nights and how sometimes you have to tell people off. You’re like one of the most respected bartenders there y’know ?” Scorpia says trying to ease the tension in the room but it doesn’t seem to work for Catra.

 

The club, that’s where this all started. Catra can feel her heart swell a little bit as warm tears start to break at her eyes. This is exactly why Catra was opposed to company, everything was just going to make her think of Adora, even the little things that barely had anything to do with her. 

 

“Do you like the idea of that ?” Perfuma asks inquisitively.

 

“What ?” Catra breaks from her thoughts confused. 

 

“The idea of being respected, do you like it ?” Perfuma asks again but this time explaining herself a little bit.

 

“I-... I don’t.” How the fuck is someone supposed to answer a weird question like that ? “ I guess, why ?” Catra’s answer is guarded because there’s this lump in her throat that says this conversation is going to turn down a road she’s not gonna like.

 

“Well I was really taking a look at your paintings hung across the walls and it just seems you haven’t always had a sense of authority over your own life. I mean not to jump to conclusions but artists do put a piece of themselves in all of their works right ?” Perfuma’s voice sounds so innocent but that was too far and Catra’s defenses double down.

 

“I think I’ve had enough company for today.” Her eyes cut over at Scorpia who is just standing there wide eyed as if she didn’t expect Perfuma to say that.

 

“Um, we should probably go.” Scorpia says as she takes Perfuma’s mug and goes to pour the rest of her tea down the sink.

 

“Wait, why ? I only asked a question.” Perfuma follows behind Scorpia, hands folded to her chest.

 

“I think Catra would prefer to rest right now.” Scorpia says timidly because she can feel the way Catra’s aura is pulsating off of her.

 

“Oh alright. Well it was nice meeting you Catra and I hope you feel better soon.” Perfuma came back to the couch to wave Catra goodbye.

 

Catra swears if she felt at least half like herself she would be ringing Scorpia’s neck right about now. Part of her was genuinely trying to muster up that energy to curse either one of them out, but the best she could do was send Scorpia a text once they left, “Don’t ever bring her over here again.” is all that it reads. 

 

“You don’t mean that.” Scorpia had texted back a while later.

 

“Try me.”

 

On the third day Scorpia had called and profusely apologized for Perfuma’s prying questions and explained that she only wanted to help make her feel better. Catra can somewhat understand Scorpia’s attempt in being a friend, but there was still this seething anger about the fact that Scorpia thought to bring a stranger to her house unannounced. Apparently Scorpia had taken the hint that Catra wanted absolutely no company today because she kept her distance and only checked up on her through text.

 

With the solitude Catra had mustered up a decent amount of energy today, Finally she had moved away from her post at the window pane and the couch. She moved about, she even sketched a few things that allowed her to drain some of this emotion into the pages. With the deadline approaching soon she figured one of these sketches would have to make do for her final project, even if it meant she wouldn’t be recognized by some big art aficionado and land her in the apprenticeship of her dreams like she had hoped. At this point she just wanted to hurry up and distance herself from the university, it’s not like she’d miss it there anyways.

 

After her spark of creativity Catra started to cleanse the space around her, she burned a few incense in the apartment, not too many because of Melog, but just enough to lift some of the pressure of loneliness off of her shoulders. It was a little therapeutic to clean up though her mind was still a little tangled with her mess with Adora.

 

As the light of day started to dim Catra climbed into her bed that she hadn’t felt the comfort of in a couple of days. She had genuinely spent her time between standing at that window and on the couch curled up. The way the mattress gave way under her and relaxed her aching muscles was nice. Catra threw her headphones in and cradled herself within the comforters, at least one thing felt secure in her life right about now. The music in Catra’s ears was melancholy but it helped her a little bit more.

 

Just as Catra was starting to enjoy the comfort and escape from the realities of the outside world it dawned on her that this was her last day of refuge. Tomorrow she would have to step foot outside her apartment and be met with reality. Her classes, her job, it all awaited her return, and this three day long isolation also had consequences, especially when it came to her work. Her paycheck was gonna look really bad this week and her tips were probably going to be little to none. Realization dampened her mood once more.

 

As the morning rolled around Catra dragged herself out of bed and took a shower for the first time in days. She could feel the dirt and grime wash off of her but it didn’t wash away the dread she was feeling for returning to the real world. Oh if she had the funds to just stay in the house forever, everything would be perfect, but no one has money like that. Except maybe Adora, but she also probably isn’t cooped up in that mansion of a house crying over spilled milk. She’s probably moved on by now and just carrying on with whatever it is billionaires do.

 

When Catra arrived at school she forgot that she and Scorpia had a similar schedule and was a little surprised when she heard her exuberant voice practically running after her.

 

“Hey, Catra ! You doing okay ?” Scorpia asks as she lightly jogs to catch up with Catra.

 

Avoiding eye contact, Catra adjusts her bag on her shoulder and shrugs. “Yeah… just … here I guess.”

 

“Do you need anything ? Anything at all ? A hug, water, lunch ? I can-” Scorpia starts.

 

“I just want to go to class and get this over with.” Catra snaps a little as she swivels her head up to Scorpia. Just because her days of solitude had passed didn’t mean she wanted Scorpia to start breathing down her neck more.

 

“Right, um… See you after class ?” Scorpia says timidly.

 

“Yeah, sure, whatever.” Catra sighs, pinching the bridge of her nose as she continues into her class. Catra knew she couldn’t let her inability to love and be loved control the rest of her life, so she was just going to push through this annoying, lingering feeling and go about her life. That was before her phone buzzed in her pocket.

 

She can’t resist looking at it, no one has texted her in days; except Scorpia and part of her really hopes that it’s Adora and then the other part dreads the idea of it being her. As she looks at the message she feels her chest warm up and her heart sink all at once. It really was Adora texting her, the message read : 

 

Adora : Hey Catra… Are you doing okay ?

 

Catra’s torn apart as she stops dead in the middle of the classroom. She thought she would be okay with not ever talking to Adora again, she felt like that was warranted after what she did. But looking at that name come across the screen makes her want to spill, to tell Adora she’s sorry, but…. Catra doesn’t know, this is actually a huge emotional setback for her. She doesn’t know what she’s supposed to feel, it was tearing her apart.

 

“Having trouble finding your seat after missing so many days Ms. Horde ?” Professor Hordak hovers over her shoulder with his usual monotone voice.

 

Snapping her head up quickly and slipping her phone back into her pocket Catra shakes her head and hurries to her seat. After pulling her phone back out she stares at Adora’s message, really making her turmoil churn inside. 

 

“Catra you’re back. Would you like to know what we’ve been doing in the midst of your absence ?” Emily swivels in her chair to Catra’s side and Catra quickly locks her phone. 

 

“I’m guessing we’re still working on our final that’s due in two weeks.” Catra says creating a little distance between herself and Emily.

 

“Oh good you remember, I wasn’t sure you’d remember that with so much time off. You know when people abandon things for a long period of time they tend to forget about them.” Emily chats on.

 

“I didn’t abandon anything… I was sick.” Catra clenches her jaw softly.

 

“You still appear to be feeling unwell, are you sure that it’s safe for you to be back at school so soon ?” Emily says leaning in as she looks Catra up and down.

 

“You know for you to be so concerned about it you surely aren’t giving me space.” Catra snarls as she creates more space between the two of them.

 

“Are you contagious ?” Emily asks with a flash of concern coming across her face.

 

With an irritated sigh Catra rolls her eyes and shakes her head. “No, it’s not contagious.” 

 

“Oh great, I thought I would have to report your unwellness.” Emily wipes an invisible sweat from her brow and then rolls over to her canvas that had grown in detail since Catra had last seen it.

 

Wearily Catra unlocks her phone again and looks at Adora’s message, trying to decipher why Adora still cares about her wellbeing in the first place. That should be Catra asking that question, but she didn’t have the guts like Adora did and she probably never would.

 

As class progressed Catra hadn’t gotten much done. Her focus was lost in the swirl of her emotions. She tried to settle them, but everything had once again found its way to swing back to Adora. When the hour was up she was the first one outside of the class. When she stepped into the corridor she felt like she had been hit with a gust of fresh air. Across the hall stood Scorpia leaning on the wall.

 

“Wild Cat ?” Scorpia started to read Catra’s expression. She looked like she had been through hell and back.

 

“Hey.” Catra muttered as she walked up to Scorpia with her arms crossed over her chest.

 

“Are you okay ? You look… worked .” Scorpia chooses her words carefully trying not to offend Catra.

 

“Can I take you up on that lunch offer from earlier ?” Catra asks softly, trying to avoid eye contact.

 

“Oh yeah, I was just going to head to this sandwich shop not too far off campus. You get to build your sandwich how you like, they’re really good.” Scorpia lights up at the fact that Catra is taking her up on her offer.

 

“Nice, can you drive us ? I’m just a little too distracted right now to be driving.” Catra says as she tries to stop thinking about Adora’s text, but it was all she could bring herself to think about.

 

“Sure… is everything alright ?” Concern starts to etch itself into Scorpia’s features as she walks Catra to her car. Catra stays silent at the question and it really starts to concern Scorpia that something bad has happened.

 

When they get in the car Catra curls up in her seat tucking her knees to her chest not saying anything. She just stares outside the window trying to figure what to say to Scorpia about Adora’s message.

 

“Adora text me.” She decides to drop the news bluntly and perhaps that was a bad idea. Scorpia brakes hard  in the middle of the campus parking lot and if Catra didn’t have her seatbelt on she probably would’ve smacked into the windshield.

 

“Scorpia what the fuck ?” Catra braces herself and then whips her head over to her.

 

“I am so sorry. You just caught me off guard. What did she say ?” Scorpia turns to Catra all too excited to know the information.

 

“I-... She-” Catra starts and then stops trying not to be distressed about it because it wasn’t that big of a deal. “She asked if I was okay.” She finishes as she rubs her forehead.

 

“And what did you say ?” 

 

“I- I didn’t text her back. It caught me off guard and then I started feeling bad about what I did all over again.” Catra lets out a heavy sigh and puts a hand on her forehead.

 

“Why not ? This would be the perfect time to just apologize and then you won’t have to feel so burdened by the situation anymore.” Scorpia says as she carefully continues to drive.

 

“Because, I-... I don’t know, I just feel like if I text her back then I’m gonna end up falling for it.” Catra shrugs as she looks at Scorpia out of the corner of her eye.

 

“Fall for it ? What are you talking about ?”

 

“Maybe I could just open up and everything will be okay between us.”

 

“You know, if you just told her how you feel then you all could just come to an understanding.” Scorpia glances at Catra for a moment.

 

“Then she’ll think that I’m coming up with some sorry excuse for how I treated her.” Catra bites her lip a little bit as she turns to look out the window again.

 

“Adora doesn’t seem like that kind of person. She seems very understanding from all you’ve told me.” 

 

“Yeah but-”

 

“No buts, matter of fact. Just give it some thought and talk to her when you’re ready.” Scorpia cuts Catra off and gives her a reassuring smile.

 

“Thanks, I can do that.” Catra nods and they both go about getting lunch.

 

When Scorpia said to give it some thought, surely she hadn’t meant for Catra to hyperfixate all of her time over the message, but that’s what she had done anyway. 

 

At work Catra was fairly distant with the patrons and that reflected in her tip. She went from receiving fifteen to twenty dollar tips to mere three and five dollar tips. Gosh she couldn’t get Adora out of her head, and at any moment she had expected Adora to gracefully weave her way through the dancefloor and waltz her way up to the bar. But she hadn’t come, not yet at least.

 

“Oh the Queen of the bar has returned. I heard you were sick, are you good to be back here ?” Lonnie’s snarky voice appears next to Catra as she leans on the bar raising her brow slightly.

 

“Y- yeah, I’m good.” Catra takes a long blink clearing herself from her mental haze for a moment and looks over at Lonnie.

 

“You sure ? Because those tips say otherwise.” Lonnie says as she eyes the seven dollars that was being slid across the bar to Catra.

 

“Would you stop pocket-watching ?” Catra snaps a little bit as she slides the money into her pocket.

 

“I’m just saying. The Queen of the bar usually collects more than that off of one person.” Lonnie shrugs as she pushes off of the bar.

 

“Well, I was gone for three days, actions have consequences.” Catra says as she’s hardly referencing her absence.

 

“Well, while you were out sick your sugar momma stopped by a couple times.” Lonnie says turning to do something at the wall of liquors.

 

“What ? Adora came here ?” Catra nearly rushes Lonnie as she turns around. Her heart started racing and emotions she had been trying very hard to keep under way all day started to rise.

 

“Oh, yeah, she came yesterday asking if you were okay, if you were still working here, it was pretty interesting honestly.” Lonnie says nonchalantly as she takes a step back from Catra.

 

“What else did she say to you ?” Catra says, still pressing Lonnie a little bit.

 

“Um, nothing really. She actually had a couple drinks. That’s the most I’ve ever seen her drink. And I know you probably know this already, but she really cannot handle her liquor, four shots of fireball and she was tapped. Had to cut her off last night. She was lucky her friends were with her or that would’ve been a definite DUI.” Lonnie drops the information and each word is like another stab to Catra’s heart.

 

“She drank Fireball ?” Catra’s voice was soft, almost like she was about to cry.

 

“Yeah, and honestly now that I think about it she seemed really sad these past couple days. You should probably check on that-” Lonnie turns to look at Catra and her words die in her throat. “Am I missing a couple chapters here ?” Lonnie raises a brow as she notices a glisten in Catra’s eyes.

 

“I’m going to take my break.” Catra says quickly as she starts to storm away.

 

“Wait, the rush is about to come in, you usually take your break after.” Lonnie calls out a little frantic.

 

“You handled it for three days straight, you’ve got it.” Catra calls back and then she storms through the kitchen past Scorpia who tries to call out to her but the words don’t exactly register for her.

 

When Catra makes it out the back door the heavy metal door slams shut and she takes in a painfully deep breath. Lonnie’s words weighed heavy on Catra’s shoulders and she didn’t know what to do with it. They made her emotional barrier that she spent three days building, start to crumble right before her. 

 

Shoving her hand in her jean pockets she pulls out a swisher and her lighter. Her hands started to tremble and tears started to blur her vision. She pushed  the swisher between her lips and rolled her thumb over the lighter. Click. 

 

“Fuck, come on.” Catra pats the lighter in her palm to get the fluids to move around. She rolls her thumb over it again. Click. Again. Click. Two more times. Click, click. 

 

“Come on.” Frustration starts to rise with each failed attempt to get the lighter to work. Perhaps a rapid fire would work. Click, click, click. 

 

“Fuck !” Catra throws the lighter against the metal door and grabs her disheveled hair and paces back and forth.

 

“Wild Cat ?” Scorpia’s voice pierces through Catra’s thick turmoil that she’s created in the alleyway and Catra whips around quickly. 

 

“I’m a horrible person.” Catra says and the swisher drops to the ground from between her lips.

 

“Woah, woah, woah, let’s not talk about ourselves like that. You are a great wonderful person.” Scorpia is quick to scoop Catra into a hug. “Now what’s going on ? Why are you crying ?” Scorpia continues hugging Catra and rocks side to side a little bit.

 

“Adora’s been coming here for the past three days drinking. Adora doesn’t even drink, and yesterday she had to be cut off and it’s my fault.” Catra spews the words out and the tears are rolling down her face uncontrollably.

 

“Wh-what, who told you that ?” Scorpia sounds concerned and Catra takes note of the tone, the concern was less for her and more like a ‘the cat’s out the bag’ kind of ordeal.

 

“You knew ?” Catra pulls out of the embrace a little bit and from the way Scorpia’s face goes into immediate shock. Catra already knew the answer before Scorpia could open her mouth. “You knew and didn’t tell me ?!” Catra pushes herself off of Scorpia and wipes the tears from her eyes.

 

“Wild Cat, I couldn’t, it wouldn’t have been good for your mental-”

 

“Don’t tell me what’s good for me ! Don’t do that !” Catra takes a couple steps back.

 

“Catra I understand you’re emotional, but think about it, how would this information have helped you in your healing ?” Scorpia’s tone is cautious as she takes a slight step towards Catra.

 

“I don’t- I don’t care you should’ve told me, because now I’m a broken mess all over again.” Catra says as she grabs her disheveled hair once more.

 

“Okay, okay. I’m sorry, I didn’t know you were going to find out. I was only trying to help.”

 

Tears start to run down Catra’s face again and she’s frustrated, confused and conflicted with so many things. Scorpia manages to hug Catra and calm her down after a while. Catra couldn’t completely forgive Scorpia in the moment, but she came to realize that she was being a little irrational in the heat of the moment.

 

As the rest of the night and days started to pass Catra worked on keeping her emotions under better control. She tried to think of Adora less and not have emotional outbursts every time something simply reminded her of Adora. Matter of fact, the more Catra kept her emotions in check the less things reminded her of Adora.

 

As Catra was in her apartment one night working on a painting idea that had randomly come to mind her phone buzzed in her lap. As she squeezed some paint out onto a pallet she picked it up to see what the notification was.

 

Adora : Okay

               So…

               I realize what I did was like a 

               really bold move.

               And I sincerely apologize for that.

 

Catra gripped the tube of paint too hard as she read the texts that were coming through back to back. It should’ve been Catra apologizing for her actions, but part of her truly appreciated the apology. “ 👍” Is what Catra felt she could reply with. It wasn’t much, but it was more than being left on read.

 

Adora however must’ve been praying that Catra sent a quick response because she immediately replied with. “ 🧍… 👍”. It was a weird reply and Catra wasn’t sure how she was to respond to that so she returned to painting.



Catra didn’t think she would hear from Adora after that, but alas this woman was still full of surprises even after all that had happened. Especially when she sent a text that went a little something like : 

 

Adora : Hey Catra

I know you probably don’t want to talk

to me but, I need to talk to you,

and this isn’t about us anymore, so

if you could please just text

me back.

Biting down on her thumb Catra was really tempted to message Adora back. This message seemed fairly different from her previous attempts to message her. This seemed more serious, part of Catra wondered if Adora was the one who had even sent the text in the first place. It wasn’t like Catra was busy, she was just on her way to get lunch so she bit the bullet and sent a text back.

 

Adora 🥵📸

 

Shoot

You’ve been invited to 

Static Shocks grand launch

For their new clothing collection

Click the link below to RSVP.

[ Invite Link]

If this is official business 

I’d prefer this in an email.

Thanks.

 

The email she had requested didn’t come immediately and matter of fact it came twice from two different emails. One had obviously come from Adora’s as the email name read ‘ Grayskull Entertainment Inc.’, but the other one had grabbed Catra’s attention more. This one read, ‘Static Shock Co.’ Well now she felt more obligated to open it even though it was the exact same thing Adora had sent, plus it came across a little bit better. It read, 

 

“Good Afternoon, Ms. Horde. We hope that this email finds you well. We are aware that you were a model for our company's new collection that is to be released soon. What we here at Static Shock like to do is invite our models and other guests to the release parties. You are invited to join us next Saturday as well as bring a plus one if you so please. Please click the attached link below to RSVP, and we here at Static Shock hope to see you soon. If you have any questions please feel free to email back at this email address.”

 

That wasn’t exactly a lot of time to decide whether or not she would go. Catra clicked on the link to see if there would be location details to see the type of crowd she’d be around if she did decide to go. Damnit, they were renting out the club she works at. That probably meant she would have to look a little above presentable, but then again their target audience did seem to be young adults so maybe she could pull off her casual clothes.

 

“Hmm, I guess I can check it out. If I don’t like the vibes I can just leave. Or just chill in the kitchen.” Catra mumbles to herself as she locks her phone in thought and then sighs before she heads inside this sandwich shop to grab her lunch. 



As the days passed Catra had pondered on attending the launch party. It wasn’t like she’d have another opportunity like this again, but then again she had a final to finish up and she was so close to being done. But networking was also a possibility if she did attend. Honestly, with all the work she had been putting into this final painting there wasn’t that much to add to it except minute details that she just wanted to add. 

 

Hell, I’ll go. Catra opened the link on her phone as she laid in her bed and RSVP'd her spot. She would’ve asked Scorpia to be her plus one, but she had already told their boss that she’d be the chef for the event, so technically she’d already be there. She didn’t find herself friends enough with Emily to ask her to go with her, so she’d be going alone.

 

When Saturday night came Catra found herself standing in her full length mirror wearing a silk maroon shirt unbuttoned to show a little bit of cleavage and some black ripped jeans that hugged her curves just right. She put on a silver metal choker to make her collarbone pop out a little bit more and just bring slightly more attention to the unbuttoned shirt. If she was going to do something for the first and last time she might as well make it memorable.  She put on some other accessories like a silver bracelet and some rings to add to the look. 

 

Tonight she decided her hair would need more than a simple ‘slick and go’ method. She actually put time into it and used some hair gel to make it stay in place. She wasn’t a makeup gal so she left that alone and was ready to go.

 

“Hey Melog, do I look good ?” Catra asks as she walks into the living room where her cat was resting. He just looks at her for a moment before perking up.

 

“I’ll take that as a yes.” Catra says before giving him a couple head scratches.

 

When Catra arrived at the club she was relieved to see that the audience for the launch party were her kind of people. There were a couple people who looked like they meant strictly business, but for the most part the vibe was welcoming. Part of it did have to do with the fact that she knew this building front to back very well, but that didn’t matter. 

 

The night was still fairly young and Catra didn’t feel like networking with people quite yet, so she headed over to the bar to see who was taking up the shift she had graciously denied taking for tonight. Of course it was Lonnie, there was probably never a time this girl missed an opportunity to work a little bit of overtime.

 

“Is that the Queen of the bar I see ?” Lonnie says as she looks up from the bar and to Catra who is approaching with a little bit of swagger in her walk.

 

“Perhaps.” Catra feels a little smile curl on her lips as she leans on the bar. It felt quite nice to be a patron for once and not working the bar.

 

“How the hell did you get in here ? You know the whole club is rented out for some special event.” Lonnie says, raising a brow.

 

“I got invited to the event.” Catra replies simply.

 

“What ? How ?! I would love to be on the other side of the bar for once.” 

 

“I knew someone who knew someone.” Catra says after a beat, it would probably be best to not mention Adora tonight. She had been doing so well this past week with keeping her emotions in check. 

 

“Lucky.” Lonnie scoffs feigning annoyance.

 

Just as Catra was about to reply she felt a tap on her right shoulder. A little startled she looks over to find a fairly attractive woman standing next to her. For a moment she allowed her eyes to scan over her, she had fair skin, blue gray eyes, and long dark brown hair. 

 

“Hi, I’m sorry I don’t mean to interrupt you, I saw you when you came in and I just wanted to tell you how pretty you were.” The girl seems a little nervous but confident in her words. 

 

Catra could feel a heavy smirk curl on her lips. This girl was definitely trying to flirt with her and honestly, playing along would definitely make this night a little easier.

 

“No, no you’re fine. You don’t look too bad yourself.” Catra remarks as she rests her elbow on the bar.

 

“Thanks.” She blushes.

 

“What’s your name ?” Catra inquired gently.

 

“Aurora.”

 

Catra can feel her heart clench a little bit. That’s a little too close to Adora. Catra’s smirk turns to a faint smile as she tries to hide her slight discomfort. “Nice meeting you Ad- Aurora.” If Catra was going to have to call this girl by her name she wasn’t going to make it through the night.

 

As Catra tries to continue to have a conversation with Aurora she sees a bright flash from across the room. And for a moment you could mistake it for strobe lights, but it was just a singular flash, that’s not how strobe lights worked. Looking away from Aurora Catra looks from the direction of the flash and her very fragile world comes crashing down on her.

 

Amongst the attendees for the event was a photographer. No, it couldn’t be. Catra blinks a couple times trying to clear her vision. There stood Adora with her camera in hand. Catra feels like all the air is being snatched from her lungs as she stares at the side of Adora’s face. She couldn’t bring herself to look away despite the fact that Aurora was right in front of her talking to her. 

 

Fuck me.

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Chapter 10: Closing The Shutter

Summary:

Adora spots Catra at the Static Shock Event and spends all night trying to catch her and apologize for everything.

Notes:

last and final chapter of I'll Keep You In Frame! I truly appreciate each and everyone of you that stuck out this year and a half long story. You all have really pushed me to do great and finish this story. I wanted to get this out to you all way sooner, but as life goes on it's a little hard to write for leisure, but I am finding balance in my life.

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Chapter Text

Chapter 10 : Closing The Shutter

 

     Adora had been wrestling with her emotions like they were a bear ever since that gut-wrenching conversation she had with Catra back in her car. Things like sleep and comfort had been her dancing partners for days; they swayed past her swiftly, never allowing her to completely grasp them and allow her to enjoy their presence as she tried to pick up the shattered pieces of her heart. Parts of her heart had been crushed into such fine pieces that the only thing she could do was let them trail behind her in the wake of her pain. 

 

     However, within this time of a lot of self-reflecting; which had been a lot of moping around her house and crying to Bow and Glimmer, Adora realized that Catra was right. There were no defined rules to what they were doing, it left space for questioning and feelings getting hurt. Had she danced a little more carefully with Catra then maybe she wouldn’t feel this array of feelings crash down on her when she suddenly spots her at the bar during the Static Shock launch party.

 

     Suddenly the camera around her neck felt as if it weighed a thousand pounds, and her hands twitched nervously. The smell of liquor swirled in the air and made her a little sick to the stomach; she hadn’t had the best time with alcohol this past week, the music was so loud that it shook the room and the people around her were bunched together it was almost impossible to move. With all of this hitting her senses she felt her emotions start to spiral into chaos, the thumper of the bass in the room mocking her aching heartbeat. 

 

     When Adora’s eyes found Catra at the bar she couldn’t bring herself to look away. Her heart lurched forward, desperately wanting to bridge the gap between them. She needed to get to her, to apologize for what she had done. But every step she took towards her felt like a mile, and then she felt a staking pain shove itself in her heart when she saw a woman of pure beauty approach Catra. The two of them seemed to engage in conversation so easily that it made Adora’s chest clench in jealousy. Maybe Catra didn’t care about this thing between them anymore, and neither should she. 

 

     “Hey, excuse me Ms. Grayskull ?” A stranger's voice cut through Adora’s havoc of emotions. Turning her eyes she looked at a young man with a sheepish smile on his face. She read his expression for a moment but she was barely there. Her mind slowly drawing back to Catra. But the guy had a request for a picture, a fairly simple task yet the concentration for it seemed like a lot.

 

     “Yeah sure,” An automatic response that fell from her lips. With trembling hands, she raised her camera and snapped the shot. It came out blurry, a perfect mirror to her clouded thoughts.

 

      Her attention was locked on Catra, but when she looked back at the bar she wasn’t there. All she wanted, all she needed, was to speak with her, so she could let go of this turmoil that had been churning in her for so long.  

 

     Quickly her legs carried her towards the bar, she squeezed past bunches of people while trying to protect her camera from wild dancing bodies that bumped and clashed into each other without any mindfulness for those around them.

 

     When she finally reached the bar she surveyed the area looking for Catra but was only met with Lonnie as the bartender. “Hey, was Catra just right here?” She skipped her usual warm small talk, she just wanted to see Catra right now.

 

     “Uh…” Lonnie’s eyes darted to the left and then back to Adora quickly before continuing, “No, haven’t seen her in a while,” her response is evasive and that makes Adora’s frustration a little more evident.

 

     Adora’s eyes follow the path of Lonnie’s allowing her to catch a glimpse of Catra fleeting through the crowds of people. Cutting her eyes back over at Lonnie all she can manage to spit at her is, “Seriously ?” Lonnie’s eyes drift upward with a feigned innocent whistle while Adora makes a quick break for Catra.

 

     Just as Adora started after Catra she felt a tap on her shoulder and it was another group of people begging for a picture. Sometimes having a camera attached to her neck was a blessing and a curse, and as of right now, it was a definite curse. 

 

     “Yeah, sure.” Adora turns with a light sigh and lifts the camera quickly to snap the picture, but the group isn’t satisfied with it as it comes out blurry from her rushed movements. When Adora goes to snap the shot again she huffs a little bit showing them a more satisfying picture.

 

     Taking a breath, Adora could just barely catch a glimpse of Catra still shuffling through crowds of people and tried after her once more, but every time she thought she could just get a step closer she was being begged for another picture. She felt trapped in a cycle of distractions. 

 

     It felt like the crowd was closing in on her, their voices begging for pictures. Their voices were starting to become one big murmur, unable to distinguish what exactly they were even asking for. The thumping bass of club music that used to excite her senses now feels overwhelming. All Adora had wanted was to speak to Catra, clear the air, let her know something, to just apologize, she just needed to be around her, even if it was just for five minutes, she wouldn’t ask for more if she couldn’t have it.

 

     “Hey Adora, there you are,” Bow’s voice cut through the clubbing music as he put a hand on her shoulder. “Are you doing alright? This event is a little bigger than we had anticipated,” his voice had hints of concern behind it, he was checking in on her, making sure Adora was doing alright. He and Glimmer had been her pillars of support during this challenging time.

 

     “Yeah, tell me about it,” Adora responded, forcing a smile on her face to alleviate that lingering worry in Bow’s voice.

 

     “Everything alright? You seemed overwhelmed already.” He saw through Adora’s facade and furrowed his eyebrows as he stepped a little closer to her. 

 

     “Everything is fine, it’s just a little hard to get good angles and move around with so many people.” Adora’s gaze darts around the room scanning for any signs of Catra. She’s praying she didn’t just leave the event altogether.

 

     “Do you want me and Glimmer to go talk to Marshall? The attendees respect him as the Founder of Static Shock. We can ask him to clear the way for you if you need it,” Bow suggests lightly with a supportive smile.

 

     For a second Adora’s answer was going to be no and that she’d be fine, but if she could get Bow to go away for the time being she might be able to catch Catra. “Yes, please, that’d be great,” Adora responds almost too quickly.

 

    “Okay cool, I’ll go find Glimmer real quick. You got this!” Bow says cheerfully as he pats Adora’s shoulder and then disappears amongst the participants.

 

     Adora faintly smiles and then looks back into the wave of people unable to locate Catra. Where could she have gone?  She wonders to herself as she begins her cycle of squeezing past people once more while trying to protect her camera all at once. 

 

     It wasn’t long before there was a static sound of a microphone turning on and someone clearing their throat over it rang out through the club. “Hello everyone, this is your fine host and founder of Static Shock. Firstly, I want to truly thank each and every one of you for coming out tonight. This was a bigger turnout than I had expected and with the big achievements we’ve been making here at the company, seeing all of you here to support my dream and my brand really makes me emotional. But , I will save that spiel for the release of our new line of clothes. For right now I just want to make everyone aware, that if you see the illustrious photographer, Adora Grayskull, please do not bombard her with trying to get a picture of your outfits. You all look wonderful, but remember that she is here carrying out a job so let’s try not to distract her too much, okay ?” 

 

     The crowd erupts into a loud cheer as if it had been the best speech they had ever heard. While Adora does appreciate not being bombarded by people asking for pictures this gave her a better opportunity to find Catra because now people were actively moving out of her way, probably thinking she was on her way to handle more important business than taking group pictures for people.

 

     As Adora’s eyes dart across a couple of people she catches a glimpse of Catra’s maroon shirt disappearing up the stairs to the V.I.P section. Great. She thought to herself as she started towards the stairs. From the one time she had been up there, she knew there was only one way in and out of the V.I.P section and that was the stairs. Catra had just trapped herself in a corner. 

 

     The moment Adora’s big toe even touches the stairs there’s a tap on her shoulder and if she was a sailor she’d be cursing like one right about now. When she turns around she sees Marshall with a big dopey grin on his face.

 

     “Ms. Grayskull, I just really wanted to say thank you for everything. I hope we can work together again, your work is truly phenomenal,” Marshall said with pure admiration, lacing his voice.

 

     “Thank you, you have a very solid foundation of a company, but you may want to watch who is on your team sometimes, you have a few board members that make it a little difficult to collaborate.” Adora didn’t want to just brush the guy off, he seemed to genuinely admire her and her work, so, of course, she’d give him the time of day.

 

     “Are you insinuating that someone is bringing down the image of my brand ?” Marshall raises a brow and Adora can’t tell if the look on his face is from curiosity or if he's offended, so she takes a moment to formulate her words correctly.

 

     “Well, there is someone on your team who is just as passionate about getting this project done as you are, but their tone doesn’t come across as genuine as yours would. If you understand what I mean.” Adora gives a faint smile as she shifts in her shoes a little bit.

 

     “Hm, I see. Can I ask you something, business person to business person ?” Marshall leans in a little bit, his voice sounding somewhat desperate. 

 

     “Yeah…” 

 

     At that very moment, Catra squeezed past them on the stairs, and for just a couple of seconds their eyes locked on each other. 

 

     “What’s your question?” Adora’s voice was distant as her eyes watched as Catra once again slipped away from her. 

 

     “I know I’m not in the big leagues like you or your company, but I want to be there. To have fame and wealth, and to live comfortably. But sometimes I feel like I’m not doing it right. How do you keep yourself so disciplined to keep going every day? To do this day in and day out ?” 

 

     Adora bites her lip out of frustration because she can hear how desperate he is and the answer to a question like that requires undivided attention. Yet, there Catra was escaping her once more. 

 

     “Y-...” Adora’s attention wavers from Catra to Marshall for a moment, her heart still trying to decide what was the right choice to pay attention to. “You can’t. If money and fame are what you’re after, you’ll never have the discipline you think you want. For me, it’s never been about the riches or the fame. It’s nice to have, but my work, my passion, it’s always been about that. Doing what I love because I want to, not because I’m chasing some status quo. I keep my heart in it,” Adora says as a little bit of disappointment fills her features as she rips her eyes away from Catra.  

 

     “Yeah, but my family says that I could be a big star at this rate,” He replies with heavy uncertainty in his voice.

 

     “Keep going after your goals, because, in the end, it’s your life that you’re going to have to live. Your family can want so many things for you, but they will never be in your shoes and know what you want,”  Adora responds, her words carrying the weight of her feelings at the moment.

 

     Marshall hummed thoughtfully and smiled. “Thank you so much Ms. Grayskull, that is definitely some food for thought,” he says with a calm sigh before clapping his hands together. “Not to rush you, but I’m going to start the presentation soon and I would love it if you could capture everything that’s happening on stage,” he continued as he took a slight step back.

 

     “Of course, whatever you need.” Adora nodded curtly to maintain a professional composure though her heart was yearning for Catra in the moment.

 

     Adora walked away swiftly towards the bar just to grab a drink. Maybe with a little liquor in her system, she’d be able to calm some of those frazzled nerves. When she approaches the bar Lonnie is still there working her shift.

 

     “Did you find her ?” Lonnie asks with a slight smile curled on her lips.

 

     “Several times,” Adora responds as she sets her camera down on the bar and hops up onto the barstool.

 

     “What exactly does that mean ?” Lonnie raises a brow, obviously confused by Adora’s response.

 

     “It means I didn’t get to talk to her.” Adora’s irritation flares up as she slams her hand down on the countertop.

 

     “Sorry, touchy subject.” Lonnie lifts her hands defensively as turns to grab a glass. “Did you want a drink ?” She continues, quickly changing the subject. 

 

     “Yeah, a double shot of Fireball on the rocks,” Adora spits the order off so naturally one would’ve thought that she drank often. 

 

      “On it.” Lonnie is quick with her movements as she puts the drink together with ease and slides it across the counter to Adora.

 

     “Thanks,” Adora mumbles as she quickly tips the glass to her lips. The burning in her throat as the liquid slid down was better than the burning in her heart.

 

     Adora hadn’t even made it halfway through her drink before she heard the club music start to fade out and the sound of a microphone being turned on rang out through the club. I guess that’s my cue to get up. She thought to herself as she gulped down the rest of her drink, slammed the glass down on the counter, and swiftly slipped a twenty-dollar bill across the table. “Keep the change,” Her voice was a little hoarse from gulping down the drink.  The alcohol left a bitter taste in her mouth that made her turn her face up. Carefully she picked her camera back up and put the strap around her neck before dashing towards the stage.

 

     “Good evening everyone. I again want to thank you all for coming out and making my dreams come true. Without you, I wouldn’t be here,” Marshall’s voice sounds confident over the sound system and Adora finds a perfect angle to capture a picture of him. Marshall continues his thank you speech for what feels like another five minutes before actually getting into what mostly everyone had gathered to see; the clothes.  

 

     “Before we bring up the photos of our new line I wanted to bring up a couple of special guests. Without these people this event wouldn’t be happening, this line wouldn’t have been made, and I don’t think the company would’ve made it this far,” Marshall says, a proud grin on his face just as he starts to name people and they appear on stage next to him. Most of the people were a part of his team but then that proud grin grew a little bigger, like he had something up his sleeve.

 

     “Tonight we were able to bring the models who made our clothes look ten times better. Please welcome to the stage Darla Cyberon and Catra Horde !” Marshall’s voice rings out and the crowd erupts in loud cheering.

 

     It was at that moment that both Darla and Catra made their way up on stage. Adora felt her breath hitch as she looked at Catra. Sure she had been catching glimpses of her, but now she could see her in full, her outfit, her hair, everything about her. Carefully Adora raised the viewfinder to her eye and snapped a photo. Once the flash went off she could see Catra staring back at her through the camera. Lowering the camera Adora allowed herself to look at Catra once again and they were definitely looking at each other. 

 

     Adora could feel the world fade away from her despite the fact that the crowd was still cheering loudly behind her. It started to feel like it was only her and Catra in the room. The look they shared spoke a thousand words. So many apologies and a mutual feeling of yearning between the two of them. 

 

     The thing that snapped Adora back to reality was Catra turning around to face the projector. She watched as her jaw fell open as the slideshow of the photoshoot appeared on the screen. That’s right, she hasn’t seen the photos yet. I forgot to send them to her. Adora feels a little bit of happiness fill her heart via Catra’s reaction. The pictures looked majestic, Catra’s caramel skin contrasted with the beige background well. It almost looked as if she was glowing.

 

     “Let’s give it up for Ms. Adora Grayskull, for taking these beautiful photos,” Marshall said and the crowd erupted once more into a deafening cheer. Catra’s eyes traced back to Adora with a look of amazement and Adora felt herself blush lightly.

 

     “Thank you, ladies, for coming up, you can go back down now.” Marshall kindly ushered Catra and Darla off of the stage. 

 

     This was absolutely Adora’s chance to catch Catra and pull her to the side for a moment, but the moment Catra came off the stage she was being bombarded by people. The people seemed to adore Catra for her modeling skills. They were begging for her Instagram and to take pictures with her.

 

     Adora tried to get a step closer to her but people were pushing her out of the way to get to Catra. This wasn’t supposed to happen like this, Adora was supposed to be able to talk to her once she came off stage, but now there were tens almost hundreds of people closing in on her. She didn’t seem comfortable with all the attention and little space. It looked like she was telling them to back away, but Adora couldn’t tell exactly what she was saying over all the excited voices. 

 

     Becoming a little more authoritative Adora pushes through the crowd to get to Catra and she grabs her hand. “Everyone, give us some space. If you want to talk to her you’ll just have to wait.” Adora gently drags Catra out of the waves of people wanting to get to her and outside on the balcony where no one really was.

 

     Once they’re out there Adora lets go of Catra’s hand and she finds her staring up at her with slightly wide eyes. “Uh, hey,” Adora mummers as she feels her heart beating nearly out of her chest. She finally had what she wanted but now what was she doing with the moment?

 

     “Thanks.” Catra completely skips over what Adora said and turns to leave. 

 

     Adora in a panic grabs Catra’s hand not wanting this moment to leave her yet. “Catra, wait !” Panic is evident in her voice and Catra stares back at her like she’s scared.

 

     “Adora I can’t,” Catra says, pulling her hand away.

 

     “Please, please just hear me out. This has been weighing heavy on me for a while and… I just… I want to say I’m sorry.” Tears threaten to leave Adora’s eyes as she looks at Catra hoping she’ll just hear her.

 

     “Adora, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t...” Catra choked up for a moment and then took a breath before continuing, “I shouldn’t have said what I said… I was scared,” she finishes clenching her fists.

 

     “Scared? Scared of what ?” Adora is taken aback by that response.

 

     “That I’m not good enough to meet your expectations !” Irritation flares up in Catra and she turns her head away trying to hide the fact that she’s crying. 

 

     Adora feels her heart break a little bit. That’s not what she had expected, but she reaches into her suit jacket and pulls out a folded piece of paper. “I um..” She starts for a moment feeling nervousness flare up in her chest. “I wrote this a couple of days after the whole talk we had. Y-you don’t have to think anything of it… I just..” Adora takes a breath to collect herself, trying to find the right words to say. “It would really alleviate this heavy feeling I have if you just listened, you don’t have to even say anything. Just please listen.” Adora’s eyes pleaded with Catra’s and it must’ve been desperate enough because Catra doesn’t budge from her spot.

 

     With a quick breath, Adora’s eyes fall to the crumpled piece of paper in her hands.

     “In the quiet of my heart, a secret I’ve held so tight. A love, a spark, I’ve felt since that night. 

Through a lens, I’ve watched you, my feelings deep and true.”  Adora could feel Catra looking at her and as she strained to speak each word on the paper she felt like her throat was being ripped out, the words starting to get caught.

 

     “With trembling hands, this crumpled paper speaks. As I continue on I swear my knees are weak.” Adora wipes her eyes as tears start to form from pure nervousness, but she had Catra here and she was going to finish this pathetic poem. 

 

     “You are my sun, my moon, my shine.  And it was with selfish thoughts I thought I could make you mine. And-” Adora sighs, pinching the bridge of her nose now. “Catra I’m really sorry, this was supposed to be a lot better than this-”

 

     “Adora, shut up. Please.” Catra cups Adora’s face in her hands. Her expression is one of hurt and regret. “ You shouldn’t be the one apologizing. I’m the one in the wrong. I’m the one who said all those hurtful things. And honestly… I didn’t even mean it. I only said it because I was scared, and I know that doesn’t justify the way I acted towards you, but I never meant to hurt you. I thought… I thought I was doing what was best to protect the both of us,” she continues, her hands trembling as she continues to hold Adora’s face in her hands.

 

     “What were you so afraid of ?” Adora blinks her tears away as she looks down into Catra’s now teary eyes.

 

     “That… that I’m not good enough for you. When I said I couldn’t deal with the expectations I meant it.” Catra looks away a little defeated as her hands start to pull away from Adora.

 

     “Catra, you don’t have to worry about the expectations that I have for you because there are none. I fell for the smart woman, who has tenacity, is beyond beautiful, and is unapologetic for all the right reasons.” Adora takes hold of Catra’s hands once more, her tone is genuine and soft as she speaks.

 

      Catra’s features lighten as she shifts nervously in her shoes. “But you’re a millionaire and I’m just… me. What are people going to think of that ?” 

 

     A light chuckle rose from Adora as she caressed her thumb over Catra’s hand. “Then let them talk. Our relationship is none of their business. All that matters is us .”

 

     In the moment Catra feels a blush spread across her face as some of the apprehension starts to slip away.

 

     “I think… I think I love you too,” she says, her voice hesitant.

 

     Adora raises a brow, tilting her head to the side as she replies, “You’re not certain ?” 

 

     “I mean, I like you, don't get me wrong, but… I don’t know. I’m not used to reciprocating love,” Catra confesses, her inner turmoil spilling out onto her face.

 

     Quickly, Adora’s face turns into a soft smile as she brings Catra into a tight embrace. “Well, I’ve got some news for you. Love isn’t just something you learn to do in a day. Love is a journey, a journey I am more than willing to take with you. There’s no pressure to be perfect, I’m not perfect, no matter what the media tells everyone.  We can do this together if you want to of course. There’s no pressure to say yes.”

 

     Catra’s eyes glistened for a moment as she took a glance down at their joined hands. “I’m done trying to run away from how I feel,” she said, her eyes trailing back up to Adora’s.

 

     For a long moment, the two of them just stare into each other’s eyes. The world swirls around them as their bodies draw closer to each other. Soon enough they were close enough to feel each other’s breaths on their lips. Finally, the first to cave was Catra, their lips finally crashing together. No matter how much her body screamed that this was too vulnerable, she leaned in pushing herself into Adora. Trying to push their bodies impossibly closer. 

 

    As their lips finally parted so they could catch their breaths they rested their foreheads on each other and then looked into each other’s half-lidded eyes.

 

     “You have no idea how much I’ve missed you,” Adora admits, breaking the silence that had fallen over them.

 

    “I missed you more than I’d like to admit.” Catra chuckles.

 

    “Oh really-”

 

    “Ehem,” Glimmer’s voice cuts thickly through the air.

     Both Catra and Adora whip their heads around to the balcony door with wide eyes.

 

     “I just wanted to make you both aware that you’ve given the attendees something new to look at,” Glimmer says, pointing back at the glass door where phone flashes were very visible and recording them.

 

     With a devious smirk spreading across her face, Catra looks at the crowd of people huddled by the door and then Glimmer. “They want a show? That’s fine, let’s give them a show.”

 

    Immediately, Catra grabs Adora by her collar and pulls her into an unexpected kiss. This one was less passionate and more steamy. That had gotten a rise out of the crowd as they all started to scream in awe. The two of them could barely breathe, yet neither one wanted to pull away.

 

     Somewhere in the abyss of the real world, Catra could still hear people screaming and cheering, and somewhere amongst it she heard Glimmer say, “Ew, get a room.”

 

    When Adora felt a hand slide up her abdomen and tug at her shirt, that's when she broke the kiss. “Wait, wait, wait. We’re still in public,” she said hurriedly.

 

     “You’re adorable when you blush, you know that ?” Catra teases, pulling away from Adora.

 

     “Wh-” Adora blushes, her eyes catching a glimpse of the people in the door in her peripherals. “Let’s get out of here,” she continues feigning frustration.

 

     “Okay, okay. No need to be a princess about it.” Catra grins as she can fully see Adora turn red in the face.

 

    Grabbing Catra by the hand, Adora heads towards the glass door where everyone is crowded and pulls her through. There were so many phones in their faces and questions being thrown their way it was almost disorienting. 

 

    Finally, after what had to have been five minutes the both of them had made it to the front door and outside.

 

    “Now what ?” Catra’s grin had yet to fade as she looked up at Adora.

 

    “My car,” Adora huffs softly as she quickly drags Catra to her car. She could hear the crowd of curious people getting closer to the front door of the club.

 

    The moment they had settled in the car Adora looked at Catra and chuckled lightly. “You. Are. Insane.” Adora grinned, shaking her head.

 

    “You said it didn’t matter what others thought of us,” Catra replies.

 

    “It doesn’t, but that is going to be all over the internet in the morning.”

 

    “ Good, let them know that Ms. Grayskull is all mine,” Catra teases as she leans in close.

 

    Adora feels her heart skip a beat hearing those words fall from Catra’s lips. Oh, how it made her feel oh so good. “I love you,” she said leaning in catching Catra’s lips in the process.

 

    “I love you,” Catra whispers back before kissing her again.

 

     As they break Adora catches her breath and looks out into a packed parking lot. “Two options, I drive you back to my place or I follow you back to yours.”

 

     “Drive,” Catra says, planting a soft yet firm kiss on Adora’s neck.

 

     Adora couldn’t tell if it was the demand or the kiss on her neck that turned her on, but she was more than willing to comply.

 

    The whole car ride had been like that. Catra planted soft, long kisses on Adora’s neck. At one point Adora nearly crashed the car because she planted her foot down on the gas pedal too hard as she moaned. 

 

     “Easy princess, let’s get there in one piece.” That is all Catra said in the most seductive voice Adora had ever heard in her life.

 

     When Adora pulled into her driveway she had completely forgotten to turn the car off before crashing her lips into Catra’s. Gosh, she felt so needy now. Usually, she’d take on the more dominant role, but this felt nice too.

 

    “Let’s continue this inside. That is why you brought me out here right ?” Catra asks, raising a brow with that same cocky grin from before.

 

      Adora didn’t even respond; she just rushed to turn the car off, get out, and to the front door. Catra on the other hand was slow and calculated with her movements. She was going to savor this moment, watching that absolute excitement spark in Adora’s eyes, and now that obvious neediness overcoming her.

 

      The moment Catra’s foot broke the threshold Adora was already up on her but Catra shut her down. “Uh, uh, Princess. We’re going to do this right. Not like some sloppy one-night stand. Upstairs, on the bed.” Catra slowly turned around to shut the door and she could hear Adora scurry away up the stairs.

 

     As Catra clicks the locks shut she walks towards the stairs painfully slow. Making sure the heels of her shoes clack on Adora’s wooden floors so she’d know she was on her way up. Catra could hear Adora doing something in her room, but she couldn’t exactly tell what. As she approached the room she pushed the door open and watched as Adora quickly whipped around with a lighter in her hand.

 

     “Setting the mood ?” Catra questions as she steps foot in the room and shuts the door behind herself.

 

     “Yes ?” Adora replies, sounding unsure of herself as if there was a wrong answer.

 

     “Okay, bed, now,” Catra said, watching how Adora quickly made her way to sit on the edge of her king-sized bed. 

 

     Slowly Catra walked over to Adora and climbed in her lap. She felt how Adora’s hands gripped her waist. The position felt oddly familiar yet different all at once. Catra kissed Adora’s forehead, then her nose, and then made her way to her lips. Adora had let out a sigh of relief and that made Catra chuckle a little bit. 

 

     “So needy,” Catra teased as she pushed Adora back on the bed.

 

     Catra reached for Adora’s collar and started to unbutton her once neat shirt. One by one, she undid each button to slowly reveal Adora’s model washboard abs. Catra couldn’t help herself as she ran her hands over them. To feel Adora flex and twitch beneath her touch made it all so surreal.

 

     “So beautiful.” Catra repositioned herself to leave a trail of kisses on Adora until she reached her abdomen.

 

     “Ah~ Catra,” Adora whined as Catra made it to her lower abdomen. She tightened up and clenched her legs together a little bit. It was obvious at this point just how worked up she was.

 

     “Calm down Princess, we’re getting there,” Catra coo’s a little bit as she looks at Adora’s face. 

 

     She really is worked up. Catra grins to herself as she positions herself down on her knees and undoes Adora’s belt and pants. Underneath revealed a gray pair of briefs that were now soaked in Adora’s slick.

 

     “Holy shit,” Catra mumbles to herself as she starts to wiggle the pants and briefs off.

 

     Once they hit the floor Catra slowly spreads Adora’s legs, watching as her slick glistens in the candle-lit room. With a soft kiss to the cunt Catra sends shivers down Adora’s spine. Catra tries to make quick work with Adora, but also savor the moment for the both of them. 

 

      Catra runs her index finger through Adora’s lips and that earns her a soft low moan. A couple of circles around her clit got her to buck her hips a little bit. Then Catra decides to test the waters a little bit. She teases her finger at Adora’s entrance and that earns her a little whine.

 

     “You okay ?” Catra questions, unable to tell if the whine was a yes or no.

 

      “Y-yes, please.” Adora nods, slightly out of breath. 

 

      Slowly Catra pushes her finger in while stimulating Adora’s clit with her tongue, and earns a long drawn-out moan.

 

      “F-fuck,” Adora sputters out.

 

     Catra is sure to take it slowly at first, but as Adora begs for something a little faster she picks up her pace. With the slight curl of her finger, Catra was able to hit her g-spot and she could tell by the way Adora just bucked into her. 

 

      The wave of Adora’s moans filling Catra’s ears was something out of this world. She couldn’t help but be turned on by hearing her name moaned out in the air. As she found her rhythm with pleasing Adora she allowed her free hand to tease at her own clit. 

 

     If Catra pleased herself fast enough maybe they’d come together, but when Adora grabs a fist full of her hair and cries out her name she’s certain that it’s too late for that. At first, it took her by surprise, but she dared not move as she was coming. 

 

     When the grip on her hair finally released Catra pulled back with a grin and curled her finger up a little more. Within an instant, Adora was coming again, but this time as Catra pulled her fingers out Adora squirted all over her. Mostly her face and as she stopped it dripped down to her shirt.

 

     “Oh fuck, oh my god. Catra I’m so sorry.” Adora sprung up with a beet face red like she was embarrassed.

 

     “You don’t need to apologize. I actually feel quite honored that you just did that.” Catra replies, wiping some of the slick from her face so it wouldn’t drip in her eyes.

 

     “No- I’m sorry. I’ve never done that before, I don’t know what came over me,” Adora says, trying to help wipe off Catra’s face.

 

     “Princess, relax. I was hoping you would do that. There’s no need to be embarrassed,” Catra gently pushes her back down on the bed. “Where’s your bathroom, I’ll get you cleaned up.”

 

     “Just walk through that door,” Adora says softly pointing to a closed door to the left.

 

     Quickly Catra dips off into the bathroom to grab a warm rag and comes back to tend to Adora’s needs. When she finished they scooted to the head of the bed and cuddled a little bit.

 

     After ten minutes of long and loud silence Catra is the first to speak, “Adora.” she pauses for a moment until she feels Adora shift next to her to look at her “I’m really sorry for hurting you, and I just want to say thank you, for everything, for forgiving me, for giving me another chance, and for being the one by my side as I start this journey of loving and being loved.

 

     “You’re welcome, but I want to thank you,” Adora says softly as she adjusts herself so that she’s spooning Catra now.

 

     “Thank me for what ?” Catra questions.

 

     “For loving me for me, even if you didn’t think it was love at the time. Once all the fame and money hit it’s like people stopped seeing me as a human. Most dates just saw me as a cash grab and love was starting to feel like it wasn’t in my cards again. But when I’m around you, I don’t feel like some, thing. I feel like myself and even if you didn’t think so I felt loved. So, thank you.” Adora kisses Catra’s shoulder softly and closes her eyes.

 

     Catra stays silent for a moment. “Hey,” she speaks timidly.

 

     “Yeah ?”

 

     “Do you…” she pauses her thoughts for a moment. “Do you want to come to my graduation ceremony ?”

 

     “I would love to,” Adora replies, placing another kiss on her shoulder. “When is it?”

 

     “In two weeks.”  

 

     “Oh, that’s soon,” Adora says abruptly.

 

     “It’s fine if you can’t make it, I know it’s last minute.”

 

     “No, no, I’ll be there. I’m just wondering how fast I can get a suit tailored.” Adora reassures.

 

     “You don’t have to-”

 

     “No, no, no, this is a big milestone. It calls for grandiose things.” Adora cuts her off.

 

     “I can’t convince you to not do it can I ?” Catra responds defeatedly.

 

     “Not really, but I promise I won’t do anything extreme, like throw you a congrats party.” 

 

     “You’re already thinking about it aren’t you ?”

     “Whaaaat ? Noooo…” Adora pauses with guilt filling the air. “Okay, maybe.”

 

     “Okay, just nothing too crazy, please. It isn’t that big,” Catra replies.

 

     “Very well,” Adora says with her voice laced with some kind of devious plan.



     Adora had definitely thrown Catra the most grandiose graduation party. She thought she had done something wrong when she saw tears streaming from Catra’s eyes. She was completely ready to shut the whole thing down and just take her home and have a nice dinner by themselves. However, Catra had quickly explained that she wasn’t upset, but she was grateful that Adora had even taken the time out of her life to prepare something just for her, in such a short time at that.

 

     Now, two weeks later Catra and Adora were at Adora’s place after a long day at the studio. Adora had used Catra as her model so that she could practice a new skill that she’d been working on for the past week or so. 

 

     While Adora sat in her office trying to edit the new photos she heard a loud thud from the bedroom down the hall and then heard Catra scream. Quickly hopping up from her desk Adora ran down the hall, her heart racing to check on the commotion.

 

     “What’s wrong? What happened ?” Adora asked, panic laced in her voice as she looked at Catra.

 

     Catra’s phone was about five feet away from her and there was this shocked expression painted on her face. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you. I got excited and I was waving my hand around and then my phone slipped…” Catra said, her words trailing off as she couldn’t figure out what else to say about what happened.

 

     “Excitement,” Adora said, walking over to pick Catra’s phone off of the floor. “So what’s the exciting news ?”

 

     “So, a tattoo parlor in downtown Brightmoon saw my final project and they offered me an apprenticeship! Not only that, but this parlor is like one of the biggest shops in the city.”

 

     “Catra, that's so amazing! I’m so proud of you !” Adora ran over to Catra and scooped her up into her arms.

 

     “There’s just one thing,” Catra’s voice dips to one of uncertainty.

     “What? You are going to take the offer right ?” Adora puts Catra down, confusion starting to form on her face.

 

     “Well yeah, I wanna take the offer. It’s just that…” Catra’s voice trails off a little bit. “Downtown is about thirty minutes from my apartment, and I know it’s not that bad. But to have to drive that far, go back to the apartment, and then go back downtown to get to the club is really gonna take a toll on gas.”

 

     “I can give you gas money if you need it-”

 

     “No, I have a job for a reason. Plus I don’t want you to have to turn around every second to just give me gas money.” Catra waves her hand a little bit dismissing Adora’s idea.

 

     “Okay, how about this? Move in with me. I only live ten to fifteen minutes from downtown. Plus sometimes I can drop you off and pick you up. I really wouldn’t mind. The studios are only another fifteen minutes away, so it’s no problem.”

 

     “Y-you would be okay with me moving in with you ?” Catra’s eyes are wide at the suggestion.

 

     “I mean, you already stay the night sometimes. I don’t see why not. Plus I get the pleasure of waking up to you every morning.” Adora kisses Catra’s forehead softly.

 

     “You’re one hundred percent positive it’s okay? I don’t want to intrude on your space-”

 

     “Catra, I would love nothing more than to live with you.” Adora takes Catra’s hands and kisses her knuckles.

 

     “Okay then, let’s do it.” Catra blushes, looking up into Adora’s eyes.

 

     The following weeks had been a little hectic as Catra hadn't realized how much stuff she had she would no longer need. Her bed for example, since she’d be sharing one with Adora, but they created a guest room with the extra furniture instead. However, Adora’s spacious home had plenty of space for Catra’s paintings, giving the home a new flair that made everything a little more cozy.

 

     Once all the moving had been settled, both Catra and Adora enjoyed their new shared mornings. From sharing coffee and breakfast to sharing lazy early-morning kisses. Their lives intertwined with one another so perfectly that it was always such a shame when the other had to get out of bed to get their day started.

 

     Their shared nights consisted of things like a cooked dinner, cuddles, movies, and even more cuddles until they fell asleep. The love for one another that was once unspoken and misunderstood settled on their shoulders, hearts, and minds. Creating a safe sanctuary of love that they had both longed for. Creating the peace they both deserved.

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Thanks so much for reading and stay tuned for the upcoming chapters. Leave some feedback or leave some suggestions for future chapters ! Also shout out to Unkown_Artist for proofing this chapter bc my shit was all of the damn place. Make sure you check out their story Yearning . It's pretty fuckin' dope with romance and spice 👀.

This fic is inspired by the song Selfish by XXXTentacion.

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