Chapter 1: Lucky You!
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Kzzzrrrt!~
“Testing- testing! AHEM- Is this thing on?”
Makoto groaned, a dull pain throbbing in his mind as he forced himself awake. He opened his bleary eyes to an out of focused view of his bedroom. What happened? He didn’t remember coming home yesterday…. He had been at the store with his mom… they were trying to hurry and make it back before-
“This is a school announcement!”
School Announcement? How was he at school? School had been cancelled-
“If everyone could please make their way to the gym at their earliest convenience- we have a LOT to talk about!”
… This wasn’t his bedroom.
Fear shot through him like lightning, he was not in his room. Not his home. Not his bed.
He flung the blanket off himself and stumbled over onto the floor, a dull pain shooting up his nerves at the impact as he tried to observe the mostly empty bedroom he found himself in.
A strangled scream caught in his throat as he shakily pushed himself against the back of the bed, his attention snapping up at a monitor hanging from the ceiling as a voice spoke through the static filled screen again.
“Oh- and not to be too pushy: but ‘at your earliest convenience’ actually means now. Puhuhu~ I just HATE waiting!”
Kzzrrt!
The screen abruptly went black, leaving Makoto fumbling over his own fears alone in his room.
Not his room. A room. He was not in his room.
With an uncertain breath, he lifted himself to his feet, using the bed to steady himself. He tried to calm down, have a rational thought or two before he could muster the courage to leave. He needed to focus on the facts:
He was in an unknown location, being spoken to by an unknown person. Off to a bad start, but okay.
He was still in his clothes from when he went shopping with his mom, but that pocket knife she had given him for protection was no longer in his jacket pocket.
He seemed to be safe, he wasn’t strapped down or trapped. He was just in a bedroom. A weird but mostly normal bedroom with a weird monitor and bolted metal over the windows-
Bolted Windows?
Makoto stared at the metal for what felt like an eternity, a deep sense of dread filling him as horrific ‘what if’s’ began clawing at his brain. He numbly backed towards the door, suddenly staying here felt suffocating. he fumbled with the doorknob and nearly tripped backwards into a hallway.
Someone suddenly cried out, he turned on his heel just in time for someone to throw themselves onto him.
“Oh thank GOD another person!” Arms were wrapped around him as he was forced into a frantic excuse for a hug. Blue hair covered his vision for a moment as whoever had grabbed him exhaled a shaky laugh of relief into his jacket.
“I- uh-“ he fumbled for words, head still throbbing and body still numb with shock. “Did you just wake up here too?”
The person released him, backing up a bit to reveal a girl around his age. Long, blue hair fell down well past her shoulders, she reached up to tug at a strand as she cleared her throat. Her panic finally settled down enough for her to smile at him, the smile was almost familiar.
“Yeah... I woke up in that room just now with the announcement. I- I’m surprised you couldn’t hear me screaming.” She laughed nervously, panic surging across her face again for just a moment. “Uhm. I mean… I- I’m Sayaka.”
Makoto blinked through his migraine.
“Sayaka… Maizono?”
“Yeah, why?” She tilted her head. And Makoto felt just a fraction of the fear ease out of him.
“I’m Makoto Naegi- didn’t we used to go to school together?” He couldn’t help but flinch as she gasped, relief and recognition in her smile as she grabbed his hands suddenly.
“Yes! I remember you! You’re the one who shooed that huge bird away from the lake! It was a crane- right?”
That had been years ago, before she moved onto bigger things- before the riots started, too. Birds never even showed up around Makoto’s hometown anymore, his parents always said the gunshots must’ve scared them away.
“R-right, yeah. I’m surprised you remember that.” He would normally be insanely nervous holding hands with a girl- or anyone, really. He wasn’t usually a fan of physical contact… But right now this fraction of normalcy was practically a lifeline. “Do you… have any idea where we are?”
Her smile fell, her grip on his hands tightened. “No. I just woke up in my bed. I-I have no idea where we are.” Makoto’s own fear bubbled up again at the way her voice hitched while she talked.
“Then I suppose that makes three of us.”
Both of them startled at the voice, turning to see another boy walking towards them. Blue eyes stared coldly at them from behind his glasses, his appearance was a stark contrast to both Makoto and Sayaka at the moment. They were both disheveled from their panic filled wake up- he looked perfectly situated. It was like this was nothing to him.
“You have no idea where we are- but do you know why we’re here?” He crossed his arms at the statement, looking from Makoto to Sayaka and back again as he spoke.
“No…” Sayaka practically whispered, moving one hand to push her hair from her eyes and keeping the other firmly clasped in Makoto’s own. “Do you?”
He was quiet for a minute, Makoto could’ve sworn he saw fear in his eyes as he glanced away at the wall.
“I have my suspicions.” He answered curtly. “Byakuya Togami.”
Oh. That was his introduction. Okay. Makoto held his free hand out for him to shake. He sort of looked European, this is what Europeans do, right?
“Makoto Naegi, nice to meet…. You?” He faltered as Byakuya walked right past them, continuing down the hall as tho they had never been here in the first place.
He and Sayaka stared numbly at each other, only moving again when Byakuya called back to them.
“There’s a sign that says the gym is this way. Hurry up.”
Makoto’s legs moved almost automatically, he supposed he had no other choice at the moment but to follow this new stranger. Sayaka hurried along beside him, he could feel her hand shaking in his, or maybe he was shaking- he couldn’t tell. They could both be shaking, the situation certainly called for it.
They caught up with Byakuya, trailing behind him as he proceeded down the hall, past several doors with… numbers? What was going on?
08, 14, 03… What’s with all these numbers?
…
Wait a minute.
He didn’t get the chance to look back and check his own door, anxiety buzzing through his veins with renewed force at the thought of what number might be on it. It was a hardly a thought, really, some terrified part of him already knew-
He wasn’t focusing on that. That wouldn’t help him right now, he was going to focus on things he could actually understand. There was another person up ahead- he could focus on that- someone standing next to a pair of closed doors labeled ‘Dining Hall’
His skin was almost as pale as the full white uniform he was wearing- it looked like a school uniform, almost, or maybe scrubs- his black hair a stark contrast to that. He didn’t notice them at first, tugging the red arm band off his shirt with a grimace; but when his eyes snapped up to see them Makoto nearly jolted at the bright red hue of them. Were red eyes normal? That didn’t feel normal.
“Ah, good- everyone is awake now!” His voice was loud, the smile that he seemed to haphazardly force onto his face was too cheery for this situation. The red band that had been around his arm was quickly shoved into his pocket as he hurried closer to them.
“Are the three of you okay? How are you feeling?” He asked, Makoto struggled to pull his focus from his eyes and onto his questions. “When I met Asahina earlier and she complained about a migraine.”
Byakuya regarded this newcomer with open suspicion, eyes glaring him up and down before answering.
“It’s bearable.” He responded for the group before Makoto and Sayaka could, “Who exactly are you?”
“Kiyotaka! It’s very nice to meet you, despite the circumstances.” He gave them a quick bow, before returning back to a stiffly straight posture. Makoto absentmindedly noted he had gloves matching the rest of his uniform as he continued.
“You can all call me Taka, if you’d rather, that’s my… nickname…” he trailed off as Byakuya stared every inch of him down. Red eyes flickering around the hall nervously before he cleared his throat. “We should hurry and meet with the others who have woken up.”
Byakuya seemed satisfied with that, once again resuming his silent trek through the halls of this strange new environment.
Taka stepped in pace with Makoto and Sayaka, his eyes now practically glowing in the bizarrely lit halls.
“We are being monitored…” he spoke softly to Makoto, who followed his gaze to the corner of the hall, A camera situated right at the top with a softly blinking light.
“Oh.“ Makoto’s voice wavered with fear. Sayaka didn’t seem to notice, her stare fixed pointedly at Byakuya’s back. Her expression was strangely neutral, almost determined- like someone who was trying to solve a math problem they’d been stuck on for an entire class period-
… that was a weird metaphor. He had more important things to focus on right now.
The gym doors loomed ominously before them, and Makoto couldn’t tell if the emotion that surged through him at the sight of new people was relief or more fear. He wasn’t sure it was a good thing for there to be more people here yet, not until he knew why exactly they were here.
A girl with dark skin and curly hair pulled back in a ponytail perked up at their arrival, “Oh- Taka, right? Is everyone here now?”
Byakuya walked past her, trudging into the gym alone. She looked to Makoto and Sayaka instead.
“I’ve been asking everyone and getting the same answer, but…” she began, a hopeful smile on her face despite the worry evident in her eyes, “Do either of you remember how we got here?”
Makoto numbly shook his head, Sayaka’s gaze went down towards the floor. The other girl’s smile turned sad. “I guess that makes sense. I’m Aoi, by the way. Aoi Asahina. Y-you can just call me Hina, if you want.”
“I think we should hold off on further introductions.” Yet another new voice spoke, a girl with long white hair walking up to them from the group she had just been with. She spoke to everyone who was lingering outside the gym’s entrance, voice calm and monotone.
“We need to move into the gym, until we know exactly who’s brought us here it won’t do us any good to stand around aimlessly.”
“So what?” A gruff voice challenged, a muscular blonde with a pompadour stepping forward to question her. “We just supposed to take orders from whatever creep was talkin’ through the TV?”
She seemed unbothered, no emotion crossing her face as she looked up at his scowl. “Unless you somehow already have an escape plan, it would be in all of our best interests to play along for now.”
He seemed ready to argue, but she turned on her heel and walked into the gym. The others gathered around the doors hesitantly followed, muttering amongst themselves.
Makoto jolted as Taka patted his shoulder before moving into the gym himself, and he allowed Sayaka to tug him along into the next room.
He was surprised at how many people had gathered, there must’ve been thirteen…. Fourteen of them in here now. All of them looking around at one another with gazes that varied from wariness to open suspicion. The tallest, most muscular human being Makoto has ever seen in his life spoke over the crowd.
Her voice was surprisingly gentle despite how gravelly it sounded, “Does anyone know why we’ve all been brought here?”
“I DO!”
The new voice startled everyone, turning towards the gym stage to see who had spoken. A trap door suddenly opened from the floorboards, and out popped the black and white figure of a stuffed bear, sitting cheerily on the stage’s podium.
“Is that a t-t-toy?” A girl with glasses and long braids asked hesitantly.
“A toy?” Everyone gasped as the bear on the stage suddenly spoke, stomping animatedly over to the edge of the stage. “A TOY??? I assure you all I am NO silly stuffed play thing!”
It- he? Makoto wasn’t sure yet- placed one paw proudly on his chest, the other reaching up to the sky. “I am your new caretaker, authority figure, life guide, and educational overseer! But let’s not get ahead of ourselves with all the formalities and titles- I… am Monokuma!”
There was a pause, Monokuma’s arms lifted above his head like this was some grand reveal. Finally a boy with piercings and red hair spoke what everyone was thinking.
“… What the hell?”
“Now then!” Monokuma continued, waddling along the edge of the stage with a satisfied hum, “I’m sure you all have many questions, concerns, anxieties, etcetera, but for now let me explain the basics!”
He turned to face them once more, now center stage. “You are all exceptionally special children! So special that this horrible, cruel world wants to take you and rip you to shreds!!!”
Makoto had forgotten about Sayaka holding his hand until it left, both her hands coming up to cover her mouth as the teddy bear continued.
“And we here at the benevolent institution of Hope’s Peak have rescued from that fate. To put it simply: You- my wonderfully weird little mutant children- were saved from the horrific clutches of the Future Foundation.”
That got a reaction from the crowd, Makoto felt a chill down his spine just the mention of the Future Foundation. What was once a shining beacon of hope in this world was now one of the main reasons it was hanging on the brink of another world war. Makoto had heard rumors just before his high school shut down about how they were the ones responsible for all the disappearances that had been growing in frequency, and it had already been proven that the strange machines that patrolled the cities at night were under their authority.
“Excuse me?” Byakuya was the one that spoke, eyes glaring daggers at the strange bear on the stage. “What do you mean by ‘exceptionally special’?”
Makoto couldn’t ignore the way Sayaka’s breath hitched, or how a smaller girl in a green shirt next to him suddenly grabbed at her own skirt nervously.
“Puhuhu~” Monokuma tilted his head, “I’m only telling you what you already know, Mr. Togami. Or should I say 78-10? That’ll help clear things up for everyone, right?”
Byakuya’s entire demeanor shattered- his confident air completely swallowed up in sheer terror as he glanced back at the others.
The room exploded into a cacophony of outcries. At Monokuma, each other, several of them immediately backed away from the group. Makoto’s hand instinctively went to the mark on his chest. He couldn’t bring himself to shout like the others, shock and confusion rendering him speechless as his fingers pressed down through the fabric of his jacket. He had seen his numbers a million times by now, it had become almost inconsequential in his mind after so many years of not knowing what they were. The only reason he ever had to think about it is when he had to worry about hiding it during gym class or something.
But now…..
“HOW THE HELL DID YOU KNOW-“
“Who are you?! How’d you find out?”
“We’re g-g-gonna die here!!! I always knew this would ha-happen eventually!”
Monokuma raised his hands to silence everyone. “ENOUGH!”
The room went silent, Makoto’s panicked mind filled with the thudding of his own heartbeat as his fear muddled in with his still lingering migraine.
“You’re all riled up!” The bear cackled, “Relax! You’re all safe here! In a way- this is like a homecoming!”
“What do you mean by homecoming?” A girl dressed in a goth Lolita styled outfit questioned coldly, some foreign accent Makoto couldn’t identify lacing her words. “I have never been to this disgusting place before.”
“Of course you have!” Monokuma argued, suddenly looking inquisitive. “Although I suppose I can’t blame you for not remembering, not after everything that’s happened since then.”
The bear continued, pulling a beige envelope from behind him- ominously labeled EXP. 78. “You all have a sweet little personalized tattoo, don’t you? Most of you should have seven, eight, and your own personal designation on them!”
Makoto furrowed his brow at the phrase ‘most of you’, his hand slipped down from where he had subconsciously covered his, 78-07… So he was seventh? There were fourteen of them here. Was this… all of them?
“Experiment Seventy Eight was the culmination of over a DECADE of scientific progress!” Monokuma stored the file away wherever in the world he had been keeping it, “After the world was devastated by war and violence, the brilliant minds of Hope’s Peak Institute sought a way to protect people and put an end to all the horrible fighting that plagued humanity. They figured if they could make a force of exceptional individuals to keep the peace, maybe the violence and bloodshed could finally come to an end… or somewhat of an end, at least.”
“But unfortunately- as is humanity’s tendency: this brilliant innovation was cut short by small minded meddling and corruption! The subjects of Experiment 78 were released from testing and shoved off onto unknowing adoptive families- for the better or worse of how their enhanced abilities may develop with age- and Hope’s Peak Research Institute was shut down and ultimately absorbed by the dreaded Future Foundation… and all notes and information on the dear kids of 78, eventually rediscovered.”
“I-I don’t know what you’re talking about!” The red haired boy spoke up again, visibly nervous, almost shaking. “I’ve never heard of ‘78’ or any of this! This is insane!”
Monokuma hummed, sounding almost amused. “Leon Kuwata, 78-04.” He chuckled at the way Leon’s face blanched at the number. “Your adoptive father mistook your abilities for a natural athletic talent! Nothing could stand in your way, you were unstoppable! But it never felt right did it?”
The bear leaned forward. If Leon hadn’t been shaking before, he was now.
“It was almost too easy, wasn’t it, Leon? Baseballs, basketballs, arrows, knives!” Monokuma yelled the last word, the girl in the green shirt whimpered. “Doesn’t matter! You never missed. Puhuhuhuhu… and you never will. You’re a real wonder there Mr. Kuwata. It’s such a shame you had to leave us before you reached your full potential!”
Leon looked nervously around at everyone else, Monokuma went back to addressing the group.
“Starting now you will be spending the foreseeable future in the safety of Hope’s Peak! There are no exits, and explicitly NO contact with the outside world.”
The yelling started again, everyone’s panicked outcries blending into background noise as Monokuma ignored them and continued.
“Now I’m sure this will take some adjustment, I’ll leave you alone to calm down. Feel free to explore to your heart’s content! After all- you’re home now! We’ll be having another- hopefully calmer- meeting this evening, attendance is mandatory. And lastly: I have gifts! Personalized, digital handbooks for each of you! No need to thank me, the joy in your expressions is thanks enough. These tablets will get you into your individual rooms, and unlock certain areas of the school. Try not to lose them!”
He cackled again, disappearing through the same trap door he had come through.
No one could speak for a moment, the tension in the air so thick Makoto could hardly breathe.
Finally someone with long and wild dreads clapped his hands together, giving the group a lopsided smile.
“Welp….. breakfast, anybody?”
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“Alright, everyone: I am officially bringing this meeting to order!”
They had moved slowly into the dining hall, met with one large table in the center and a few smaller ones scattered around. People had milled uneasily around, standing off by themselves or starting awkward conversations about the food in the kitchen.
Taka had set to work almost immediately, looking like a man on a sacred mission as he pushed a few additional chairs to the large table and corralled the anxious teens into the kitchen for food. They were all at the table now, nervously picking at the food they had found in the surprisingly well stocked kitchen.
Now he stood at the head of the table, gloved hands pressed against the table’s metal surface. No one seemed especially enthusiastic when he began speaking, but he carried on regardless.
“I’ll be the first to admit this situation seems grim, but we can’t lose hope! Until we know more about who’s keeping us here and what’s going on, I think it is of the utmost importance that we remain a strong unit together!”
There were a few grumbles in response, Leon was the one who finally spoke up.
“No offense man, but I don’t really think we count as a unit.” He gestured with his fork around the table. “We’re like… teenagers, dude.”
“Apparently weird experimented on teenagers...” Hina added, setting her donut down on her plate. She frowned down at the table. “D-did anyone else not know they were adopted?”
A few people shook their head, others looked down at the table. Makoto always knew he was adopted, his parents were open to any questions he had about the whole process. They could never answer anything about the number on his chest… his mom speculated that it may be customary from whichever country he had come from originally (His mom always assumed it was Thailand, his dad always joked that it was the moon). They had been trying to adopt for over a year before they got him, and it had all happened so fast they never got to learn about Makoto’s birth parents or anything about where he came from.
There was no way they could’ve explained all this, anyway.
“I always knew,” the blond with the pompadour spoke again from where he sat reclined in his seat. His legs had been up on the table, but Taka had swatted them away the moment he noticed the blond’s boots. “My brother told me. But I mean, I coulda’ guessed. Don’t look anything like my other folks’ pictures.”
“I-I guess I should’ve known.” The girl in green, who had shyly introduced herself as Chihiro in the kitchen, spoke. “It’s always just been me and my dad, I never really asked if I had a mom or not…”
“I knew.” Hiro supplied lazily, “My mom used to joke that I had been dropped off by aliens, heh….” His smile fell, “That uh… woulda’ been better than this, actually.”
“Since we could be here indefinitely, let’s focus on the positive for now.” Taka redirected the conversation. “I believe I woke up a bit earlier than most of you, and did some investigating before the announcement. There’s a whole warehouse full of supplies- I haven’t done a thorough inventory but I’ve already seen clothes, blankets, even medical supplies. So we at least know we’re being…. Well cared for.” He finished awkwardly, frowning a little.
“I am also fairly certain that the kitchen is restocked weekly, so we should have no troubles as far as food supply goes.” He continued, Byakuya raised an eyebrow at that.
“How exactly did you come across this information?” He questioned, a weird edge to his voice. Taka continued as though he had never spoken, but Makoto noticed the twitch in his smile.
“There’s also at least one more floor for us to investigate as well. So I recommend splitting into search parties later. But first things first:” Taka stood up straight, hands on his hips with an enthusiastic grin. “We should all introduce ourselves!”
The pompadoured punk scoffed, “What is this, daycare?”
“Your tone is not appreciated, Owada,” Taka retorted, “But… basically, yes. We’re starting over from square one in a strange new location. Getting back to the metaphorical basics seems like a great idea to me!”
His eyes locked with Taka’s, a confused and almost accusatory look on his face as he stared up at the paler teen.
“I think it’s a good enough idea,” The raspy voice from the big girl spoke from her spot next to Hina, startling Makoto a bit. “However, I don’t know if I’m comfortable divulging personal information where cameras can hear us.” She gestured with a nod towards the two cameras in opposite corners of the room.
“Oh, they can’t hear us in here.” Chihiro spoke up suddenly. “I didn’t think it was smart to mess with the video, but I disabled the audio function on the cameras when we came in.”
All eyes were suddenly on her, and she drastically faltered at the attention. “U-Uhm. I’Il go first, I guess.” She awkwardly stood, smoothing out her skirt and fidgeting.
“My name is Chihiro Fujisaki, uhm… My number was 78-15. I’ve known about my… ability for awhile.” She took a deep breath, like this introduction was taking everything out of her. “I’ve always been able to sort of manipulate machines. It started with things like turning them on and off, and after I practiced more I was able to sort of sense them- if that makes sense? I can read their code too if I can touch them…” she trailed off, awkwardly sitting again.
“Thank you, Chihiro. That was very brave of you!” Taka praised, Chihiro shrunk into her seat like she wanted to disappear.
“Who wants to go next?” He urged enthusiastically, trying his hardest to usher in some semblance of normalcy.
Hiro stood next, waving to the group. “Hi, I’m Hiro. Number 2. And I’m psychic.” The girl with braids scoffed, Hiro shrugged.
“It’s fine if you don’t believe me, a lot of people don’t. But to sorta clarify I guess I get visions about the future. Sometimes on purpose…” he paused, sitting back down. “Sometimes not.”
Taka nodded in response, Leon sighed in his seat. “This is unbelievable, man.”
The redhead stood, taking a moment to collect his thoughts. “I mean, you guys heard what the bear said. I’m Leon Kuwata and I… I dunno man. I never miss. Ever. I’ve got perfect aim- I guess?” His tone was more confused than prideful, awkwardly scratching at the back of his head.
“Celestia Ludenberg.” The goth girl stood next, not waiting for Leon to sit back down. “I am what some refer to as an empath. I have always been able to sense other’s emotions. You may occasionally feel me reading your emotions. Please understand I do not mean to pry, it often happens instinctively.”
“What was your number?” Byakuya asked before she could sit back down. Her expression didn’t shift, but the tone of the whole conversation did.
“I do not see why it matters.” She blinked, like it was a challenge. Byakuya glanced up at her over the rim of his glasses.
“Humor me.” he responded, glancing around the room. “I’m trying to test something.”
“Eleven.” She responded curtly, finally sitting down.
“Why do you ask?” The big girl leaned forward.
Byakuya stood, “I am Byakuya Togami, I posses telekinetic abilities.” At Hiro’s confused expression, he rolled his eyes and clarified. “I can move things with my mind.”
“Like Star Wars?” A boy with glasses interjected excitedly. Byakuya ignored him.
“I noticed that Chihiro claimed her number was 78-15.” He spoke the number with disdain. “Does anyone here have a number higher than that?”
There were a few exchanged glances and murmurs, Byakuya continued. “If no one does, that means we’re missing someone. There are fourteen of us here, and apparently fifteen number designations. Given how thorough our captor was to collect all of us, it seems highly unlikely that they would simply forget someone.”
“How can we figure out who’s missing?” Hina asked, Byakuya removed a pen from his coat pocket.
“If someone could hand me a napkin, we can all write out names and numbers here and determine it that way.” It was more of a demand than a suggestion. The white haired girl slid him a napkin anyway and watched as he began writing.
The blond, apparently Owada, cleared his throat. “Well, I’m Mondo. Mondo Owada.” He grumbled, not bothering to stand, “Uh, 78-08, whatever, and I’m indestructible.” He grinned a bit, excitement seeping into the cracks of his hardened expression. “Ya may have heard of me by the name Crazy Diamond, though.”
“Crazy Diamond the vigilante??” Leon asked excitedly, “The guy that crashed his bike into a stolen armored vehicle and managed to avoid the cops catching him?”
Mondo nodded, obviously pleased with being recognized. Makoto felt a weird unease building in his chest… he was beginning to realize a huge gap between himself and the others.
“Oh! I saw you on the news once! You rescued that family from a burning building!” Hina added, Mondo was grinning wider now, almost looking embarrassed with the positive attention.
He seemed to realize this slip from his previous attitude, and quickly shifted in his seat, leaning forward with the scowl on his face he seemed to favor. “I ain’t the only vigilante in here though, right?” His eyes went to the muscular girl next to Hina. Who nodded.
“My name is Sakura Ogami.” She began, “I suppose I’m just…. Unnaturally strong. I’ve been using my skills to protect my home town for years.” She smiled, barely. “Although I never got a name as cool as Crazy Diamond.”
This got a few quiet laughs from the group, Byakuya glanced up at her.
“What was your number?” He asked curtly. Sakura leaned back in her seat, not seeming put off by his tone.
“Nine.” She answered, followed by a thoughtful hum, “I always wondered if there were more out there like me. I always assumed…” She trailed off, the girl with braids finished for her.
“Th-that we were dead, right?” She stuttered, fidgeting uncomfortably, “I-I always thought everyone else must be dead, and that they were g-g-going to find me next!”
“Well we aren’t dead.” Taka spoke up, ignoring the quiet mumble of “yet.” From Leon and continuing, “Why don’t you introduce yourself?”
She panicked, looking like she wanted nothing more than to run away and hide, “Why? What’s th-the point of all this anyway? I d-d-don’t owe you people any explanation!”
“Chill out, man,” Hiro tried to soothe her from the opposite side of the table, “Listen, we’re all mega stressed right now, we just gotta try and make the best of it.”
She glared at him, crossing her arms and sinking into her seat. “Toko. My number was 78-05… I’m just fast. Th-that’s all…”
“How fast?” Byakuya questioned without looking up from what he was writing.
“Really fast. Whatever.” She mumbled in response, looking down at her lap. The group moved on.
“Anyone else feel like introducing themselves?” Taka prompted, looking around the hopefully. Sayaka hesitantly stood up next to Makoto.
“I’m Sayaka Maizono, And I can sing…“
“Yeah no shit, pop star.” Mondo snickered. “I think we all recognized ya from the posters ‘n stuff. Your songs are on the radio all the damn time.”
She smiled nervously, “W-well I’m not talking about that. I can sing, um, really loud. Like… make someone’s ears bleed loud. Knock someone unconscious loud. Knock over an old building loud…”
She stopped short, her gaze distant for a moment, she quickly recovered with a sweet smile. “Oh- and my number was three. I always wondered what it was for.”
She sat again and nudged Makoto’s arm, prompting him to go next. Hina stood before he could protest.
“Like I said before you can all call me Hina,” She began cheerfully, but faltered a little as she continued, “And… My stuff isn’t really as cool as all of you guys. I’m just a little bit better at athletic stuff, more endurance- I guess? I can also hold my breath for like…. A couple hours.”
“That’s still really cool!” The kid with glasses insisted, “Ya know if I could be underwater for that long- I’d get a job at one of those underwater shows where people pretend to be mermaids.” He leaned on his hands, obviously daydreaming.
Byakuya cleared his throat to regain attention. “Your number.”
“Oh- sorry! Uh,” Hina pulled her sleeve back, letting Byakuya see the tiny numbers tattooed onto her wrist.
“78-06…” He wrote that next to her name, looking back to the boy with the glasses. “And what about you?”
“Hifumi Yamada!” He replied enthusiastically. “And I~ can shape-shift!”
Leon scoffed, putting his head in hands, “No way, dude. Listen, I know this is all like a crazy situation or whatever, but you can’t expect me to believe that- GAUGH!”
His scream startled everyone, he nearly fell from his chair when suddenly the chubby boy across from him became a mirror image of himself, smiling deviously back at the real Leon.
In a blink Hifumi had returned to normal, snickering at Leon’s utter panic before finishing, “Oh! And my number was twelve.” He also tugged his his sleeves back to show Byakuya. “I normally cover it up, but…”
Byakuya nodded, writing his information down and glancing at the white haired girl next to him.
“You. Go.” He ordered.
She hesitated, face showing some emotion Makoto couldn’t quite decipher before speaking.
“Kyoko Kirigiri.” Her voice was calm and quiet. “78-14. I can create fire.”
“Pyrokinetic abilities. Interesting.” Byakuya noted, and suddenly his eyes met Makoto’s
“Naegi. Your turn.”
Makoto tensed, a weird kind of stage fright he hadn’t felt since middle school hitting him full force. He sheepishly stood.
“I’m… Makoto Naegi. My tattoo says I’m number seven.”
“Oh!” Hiro perked up. “Lucky Number!”
Makoto awkwardly returned the grin, hoping it would help him through the next sentence.
“I don’t have any powers?”
Byakuya raised an eyebrow, like he didn’t believe him. Hiro’s smile turned into a thoughtful expression that didn’t seem to fit his personality.
“Hm… maybe not lucky then…” the psychic mused quietly, Makoto could feel his face heating up. It was Taka who rescued him, his naturally loud voice getting the attention away from Makoto.
“There’s nothing to look embarrassed about, Makoto.” He began, “I don’t have any powers either!”
“Really?” Makoto was relieved, grateful to not be completely left out in this situation. He ignored the feeling inside him that the other boy’s appearance was too… off for that to really be true.
“None at all! Unless a good work ethic counts as a super power.” He joked awkwardly.
“Your number.” Byakuya looked to Taka now, and the red eyed teen seemed reluctant to meet his eyes.
“I’m sorry?”
“Your number, Taka. You’re either one or thirteen and I need to know which so we can begin to figure out why someone is missing.”
Taka’s smile twitched, the corners of his mouth threatening a frown as he responded. “I don’t have a number.”
“What?” Sayaka asked, “You don’t have a tattoo like the rest of us?”
“I… have a tattoo.” Taka responded- carefully, it sounded too rehearsed- like he was trying to remember his line in a play.
“Then what exactly is it a tattoo of?” Byakuya was once again bristling with suspicion, the relatively friendly air they had all created in the room dissipating quickly.
Taka was quiet, his eyes flickering around the table as everyone awaited his response.
“You kids sure do ask a lot of questions!” They all jumped at the sound of the new voice, a string of panicked expletives escaping Mondo as Monokuma appeared from who-knows-where and climbed up onto the table.
“Why are you here?” Mondo groaned, moving his plate away as Monokuma began walking the length of the table.
“Well, when I noticed my cameras weren’t picking up any audio- I had to come see what you were talking about myself!” The bear turned on his heels, a claw pointed accusingly at Chihiro.
“I’ll have to keep an eye on you, Fujisaki.” He laughed, Chihiro let out a nervous squeak and sunk down in her seat.
“Now then! I was planning on saving all this numbers talk until tonight, but since you’re all such go getters-” He sat down in front of where Taka stood, the teen stepping back to avoid the bear. “Go ahead and ask me all your silly questions, we’ll see which ones I feel like answering. Puhuhu…”
“Why are we missing two people?” Byakuya demanded immediately. Monokuma tilted his head.
“Huh? Everyone that needs to be here is here!” He replied in a cheery tone, Byakuya rolled his eyes.
“The numbers 78-01 and 78-13 aren’t here.” Byakuya elaborated, holding his napkin up to show the bear. “If Taka truly doesn’t have a number like the rest of us, it means we’re missing two people.”
“Yeah and why’s his tat different?” Mondo added, feet once again going up on the table now that there was a bear in between him and Taka.
“One at a time! One a time!” Monokuma waved a paw in the air. “To answer your first question: numbers one and thirteen aren’t here for one simple reason: They’re dead.”
“Dead?!” Hina exclaimed, Monokuma nodded.
“Sadly we were late in our efforts to rescue you, and two beloved little mutant freaks suffered because of it…” he put a paw to his forehead in dramatic fashion. “The Future Foundation rounded them up when they were just tiny little tots, they never stood a chance.”
Byakuya seemed skeptical, Mondo mouthed the word ‘bullshit’ to the group while Monokuma was distracted with his own theatrics.
“Now for your second question: The reason ol’ Kiyotaka has a different tattoo is simply because he’s different. I dunno what else to tell you.” Monokuma shrugged.
“Different how?” Kyoko asked as she looked back at Taka, who had moved till he was almost behind Sayaka.
“It’s not my business to tell you, sorry.” The bear shrugged, “Same as the rest of you- he was rescued before the Future Foundation could get their hands on him. I would say ask him yourself,” He turned to look at Taka, an insincere sadness in his voice. “But you can’t talk about it, can you?”
Taka visibly flinched, eyes squeezing shut like he was in pain for a moment before responding.
“No. I can’t.”
“Oh, what a shame….” Monokuma hummed, picking himself back into a standing position as Celeste asked another question.
“How can we trust that you are actually going to protect us?” She began, hands folded perfectly, “For all we know you could be working for the Future Foundation yourself- and this is all some elaborate way to study us.”
Makoto hadn’t even considered that, the fear from before began creeping through him again. Monokuma stomped his foot, appalled by the suggestion.
“Honey, if you had been found by the future foundation they would’ve ripped you open like a fish by now!” He snapped, Chihiro flinched at the sudden noise. “This may be hard for you all to accept- but you are safe here. I’ll see to it personally that they never get their hands on you.”
He flexed his claws to prove his point, which may have been intimidating from someone who wasn’t a foot and half tall.
“Uhm,” Chihiro spoke up suddenly, awkwardly raising her hand. “I have a question…”
“Go ahead, little one.” Monokuma prompted, claws retracted once more as he settled down.
“Who made you?” She asked softly, Monokuma tilted his head.
“Now that was a question I was not expecting!” He exclaimed, “I’m afraid I can’t answer though. There’s not really a straight answer, anyway.”
“Made him?” Mondo asked, about to add something else when Monokuma interrupted.
“I understand being curious about the mesmerizing mechanical marvel that is your new caretaker,” The bear giggled, “However I’m afraid information about my origin- and your own for that matter- are strictly CONFIDENTIAL, at least for the time being.”
“Can you at least tell us where we are?” Hina asked, “And why we’re here?”
“You’re in Hope’s Peak, A hospital turned research facility turned medical school turned old ruins.” Monokuma rambled quickly, “And most recently: turned safe haven for some of it’s original occupants! And I don’t know how many times I’ve explained that you’re here to be kept safe while the Future Foundation turns over the whole countryside looking for you.”
“They’re looking for us?” Sayaka brought a hand to her mouth, “W-what about the people we know? Our families and friends- are they in any kind of danger?”
Monokuma shrugged, “There’s no tellin’ at this point. Normally I’d say no but…. They’ve been a bit more bold lately.”
The group began to murmur amongst themselves, worry and fears for those they left behind seeping in. Makoto thought about his mom. How what may be the last time he’d ever seen her was on the stupid produce aisle at the grocery store. He may never see his sister again, never greet his dad when he came home from work, never just walk down his street because he was bored and couldn’t think of anything else to do while the world fell apart all around him…
“Now, now, don’t be so sad!” Monokuma tried to cheer them up, “Let’s focus on the here and now!”
“Okay, fine,” Byakuya moved a stray hair from his face. “What are we meant to do ‘here and now’ exactly?”
“Grow!” Monokuma exclaimed, paws raised over his head excitedly, “Become the shining young beacons of hope you were always meant to be! This place has everything you need to become the best version of yourself. That’s the way it was always intended, and now we’re back to see it through to the end!”
“Who is we?” Kyoko questioned quietly, Monokuma ignored her.
“Now I’m very busy, you know how it is, bears always gotta do something.” He hopped off the table, waddling off towards the doors. “I’d appreciate the cameras remaining unbothered so I can check in on you occasionally.”
He turned to give them one final wave.
“Enjoy your day, kids!”
Chapter 2: In which teens wander aimlessly through a building
Summary:
The gang splits up to look for clues! And Makoto finds a bit more than he bargained for.
Notes:
Two chapters in one day…. As a treat~
Chapter Text
No one moved after he left, too confused from Monokuma’s conversation to really do anything.
Finally Taka stepped back towards the table and took charge again, recommending everyone split into groups to investigate the building. Toko refused, saying she was going back to her room and stomping away. Byakuya was surprisingly on board with the idea, but refused to pick a partner to search with. Hiro had originally teamed up with Kyoko, but the she had disappeared from the dining hall before Hiro could even get out of his seat.
Makoto ended up going with Sayaka and Leon. The three of them tasked with the dorms, while the other groups headed up the stairs and out into the ‘school’ area of the building.
He found himself in the back as they headed towards their rooms, Leon and Sayaka awkwardly making conversation in front of him. He looked up at the camera following them across the open room from the dining hall.
“Makoto? Did you hear me?” Leon’s voice snapped him from his thoughts.
“Huh? Sorry, I guess I spaced out.”
“It’s cool, man,” Leon turned and walked backwards to face him, “I asked if your dorm soundproof?”
“Uh- I don’t know? I didn’t hear anything…” He tried to think back to when he awoke, but in all his panic he really hadn’t been paying attention.
“Sayaka said her room is- but I know I heard Mondo yelling from his room when I first went out in the hallway.” Leon continued, “I wonder if they’re like… personalized?”
“Maybe.” Sayaka responded, “It would make sense that mine is the only soundproof one.”
She looked a bit downcast suddenly, Makoto was beginning to pick up on the fact that her earth shattering singing may be a bit of a sore subject.
“Guess so.” Leon nodded along, not picking up on her mood. “Mine didn’t really have any cool stuff like that I think. But I mean- what’re you gonna do, put a bunch of tacky bullseyes in there for me to practice with?”
He stopped in front of Makoto’s door, knocking on it with the back of his hand despite Makoto being right next to him. “Mind opening it up so we can look around?”
“Uh, sure?” Makoto hurried to grab his handbook from his jacket pocket, holding it up to the scanner, “Why?”
Leon shrugged, “I gotta be honest: I have no idea what Taka wants us to look for in the dorms.” He stuck his hands in pockets, “But since we only have access to our three rooms right now I figure we should just… start there?”
“I guess.” Makoto agreed as he opened his door, the three of them walked into the far too normal bedroom and began looking around.
“We all have the same monitors,” Sayaka noted, tapping on it with her fingernails, “And I don’t think there are any cameras in our rooms- but maybe we should have Chihiro check just to be sure.”
Leon nodded, lifting the end of Makoto’s mattress for some weird reason, “That’s a good idea. I don’t want some pervert bear looking at me getting dressed.”
“Leon, why are you messing with my bed sheets?”
“I don’t know! Where else am I supposed to check?”
Sayaka looked up from where she was looking through the drawers, “I think we can assume there’s nothing hidden in our beds. Have you checked the bathroom?”
A bathroom? Makoto looked at the door he hadn’t even noticed before.
He jiggled the lock, and while it turned it didn’t seem to budge. He lifted and pushed, and the door came swinging open into a small bathroom.
“Huh.” He huffed, the door had taken more effort than he thought to open.
“Oh, hey, Sayaka- I have an idea!” He could hear Leon speaking from behind him. “Go in your room and scream real loud we’ll see if we can hear it!”
“What!? But what if I hurt you?” She protested, Makoto’s eyes suddenly landed on a small object sticking out from under the sink.
Leon said something that made her laugh, but Makoto had stopped listening. He reached under the sink and found a dvd in a small, clear sleeve. The letters written on it sent a jolt of fear through his body.
78-13.Msg 1.
For 78-07.
Urgent.
He forgot to breathe for a moment, reading the label over and over like it would help make sense to him. This… is from one of the people Monokuma said died. They were here?
“Earth to Makoto!” Leon’s voice called from outside the bathroom, he quickly fumbled the disc into his jacket pocket.
“Sayaka’s gonna go ballistic in there and we’re gonna see if we can hear it.” The redhead explained. Like it was normal. Just two guys hanging out, waiting to see if their new friend could shatter their brains from the next room over. Totally normal day.
They stood together next to he and Sayaka’s shared wall, ears pressed against the door, in silence.
“Hm.” Leon finally nodded. “Cool. I guess it is soundproof. Here- lemme go out in the hall and see if you can hear me.”
“Oh, okay.” Makoto had little time to protest, Leon already hurrying out and closing the door behind him. Immediately after, Makoto could hear muffled singing and what sounded like air guitar noises.
He opened the door, trying to stifle his laughter at Leon’s attempt at beatboxing. “Yeah. I can totally hear you.”
“Seriously?”
“I mean it’s just like any other wall I guess.” Makoto shrugged, “It’s faint but I can still hear something.”
Sayaka’s door opened suddenly, worry evident on her face. “Oh!” Her expression melted into relief. “Good- you two are okay! Could you really not hear anything?”
“Nah. Sure you were giving it everything you had?” Leon asked.
“Maybe not everything, I don’t want to knock the whole wall down.” Sayaka exited her room and left it cracked open behind her. “But I did try a lot of different stuff. That’s good though- I guess? I wonder why they felt the need to do that in the first place.”
“Maybe they thought we’d be bad at using our ‘gifts’ or whatever?” Leon began leading them down the hall again, apparently bored of dorm searching.
“Hey, Makoto maybe that’s what’s wrong with you! You just haven’t practiced enough or something.”
Sayaka hit Leon’s shoulder, Makoto awkwardly laughed.
“I don’t think that’s it,” he scratched at the back of his neck, “I think I just don’t have anything like that in me,”
Leon and Sayaka stared at him with poorly disguised pity, which seemed unwarranted. Up until like four hours ago he hadn’t even thought ‘superpowers’ existed- it wasn’t like he was missing out!
He tried to change the subject. “Uh, Leon- should we search your room?”
Leon waved him off, “It’s the same as yours, man. Like ,we can if you want, I got nothing to hide. It’s just kinda… empty.”
“No, it’s fine.” Makoto shrugged, “I was just wondering if maybe you had found anything different in there…” The disc in his pocket felt heavy, unease buzzing up arm and into his brain as his fingers brushed against it in his pocket.
“So I already saw the laundry room, but that seems pretty cut ‘n dry I think.” Leon spoke as they moved down the hall again. “I think we’re heading towards the trash room now? That might be worth checking out.”
Sayaka paused to look out one of the windows in the tiny covered courtyard, sighing quietly at the trees. “Do you… really think we’re gonna have to live here?”
Leon and Makoto stopped in their tracks, turning back to look at the pop star.
“I mean,” Makoto began, trying to think of how to phrase it, “At least for now- until we figure out how to get out of here.”
He put a hand a hand on her shoulder, “And we will! I know we will. We’re gonna be fine.”
She smiled warmly at him, giving him a feeling of hope that had been buried under all the stress of the day.
“Totally!” Leon added, wrapping an arm over both of their shoulders and laughing, “And when we do- I gotta get yall’s numbers. Weirdos stick together!”
The group moved on with renewed enthusiasm, Leon pulling ahead this time as Sayaka stayed near Makoto.
“I’m glad you’re here, Makoto.” She whispered as Leon began to rattle the gate blocking the trash room’s entrance. “I don’t know what I’d even do without you. It’s nice having a familiar face around.”
She smiled sweetly, and Makoto sheepishly returned it. “Y-yeah. I’m glad you’re here too.”
“Broooooo I can’t get these stupid gates open.” Leon groaned loudly, leaning back and using his grip on the gate’s bars to hold himself up. He looked upside down back at them.
“Either of you guys have a ball, or like… anything I can throw?” He straightened himself upright and pointed through the gate, “There’s a button over against the far wall- maybe it opens the gate?”
“Why would the button to open it be across the room where no one can reach it?” Makoto questioned.
“Why would someone lock teens in a creepy school, Mac? It’s not a perfect world.”
“Mac?” Makoto scrunched his nose at the new nickname, Sayaka folded her hands in front of her.
“Maybe let’s not throw things into the room we don’t know how to open yet. Maybe we can ask Monokuma how to get in?”
“Ask me what?” Once again scared by a stupid teddy bear, Makoto jumped a few inches back as Monokuma pushed his way between them.
“What are you three doing by the trash room anyway? This place is off limits unless you’re on cleaning duty!” He shooed Leon away from the bars, swatting at the teen’s legs with his paws till he complied.
“Cleaning duty?” Sayaka asked, Monokuma ceased his attack and turned to her.
“Well, we can’t just let the trash pile up around here can we?” He tilted his head, “I believe Twelve agreed to do it this first week. I’m sure you’ll all get a chance soon enough.”
“Don’t call us numbers, man.” Leon’s attitude turned sour suddenly, “I don’t want that reminder.”
“Hmmmm an interesting reaction!” Monokuma noted, sidling over and inspecting Leon a bit closer, “You know it’s possible if you had been raised here as planned, you would have never had another name at all! What a different world that would be…”
The bear backed away, leaving Leon tense and quiet. “Well I’m off to check on the others-and maybe bother them, puhuhu- you kids stay out of trouble!”
Leon was still for a moment after he left, finally muttering out an expletive and turning back to the others.
“I’m still having a hard time getting all this,” he laughed nervously, hands balling up in fists in his pockets. “You know? Like…. I can’t believe all this is really happening.”
“It kinda feels like a nightmare,” Makoto agreed. “Like I should be waking up soon or something and my parents will call me down for breakfast. It doesn’t feel real.”
“What would you be doing if we were home right now?” Sayaka asked with a sad smile, “I’d probably be with my band mates- we would have a sleepover every weekend before a show… I was supposed to have a show this Saturday.”
Leon shrugged, “Probably baseball practice. Dad always wants me to get at least a few hours in.” He scoffed, “Never did any good. The most boring part of my day, honestly.”
“I’d probably just be at home.” Makoto mused with an awkward laugh, “My town cancelled school after that last riot that happened…”
They stood in silence, probably imagining a life where none of this strange new information had been revealed to them. Makoto finally decided he couldn’t take it anymore.
“Let’s keep going, I wanna see what other rooms are around here.”
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Their search hadn’t turned up anything especially interesting. The laundry room, bathrooms, dining hall and kitchen all appeared to be relatively normal. The storage room had been daunting, but Taka mentioned wanting to make some kind of organization method to search it so they resigned to checking for cameras and possible means of exit.
They were in the changing room of the bathhouse now, Leon and Sayaka searching through the lockers while Makoto made a quick tour through the baths and sauna.
These are… actually pretty luxurious looking, he noted, taking in the clean tiled walls and baskets full of amenities. I still don’t like the idea of Monokuma or whoever else watching me while I bathe, though.
Wait.
Makoto looked up at the ceiling, turning slowly in a circle to investigate every inch of it. There’s no cameras here? He ran into the sauna, finding a similar lack of surveillance. With a twinge of hope that this had to be good for something he made his way back to the others.
“Guys I may have some good news.” He began, quickly scanning the ceilings of the changing rooms and finding no cameras or monitors anywhere.
“Like a ‘way to escape’ good news or ‘they have my favorite scent of shampoo’ good news?” Sayaka asked from where she was squatted by a locker.
“Uh, somewhere in between I guess?” He cracked a smile, “I don’t think there are any cameras in here.”
“Oh. That’s cool I guess.” Leon shrugged. Sayaka seemed much more excited.
“That is cool! Now we have a place to meet without anyone listening…” She thought for a moment, “If our bedrooms don’t have cameras either, I guess we could just meet in those, but it would be a lot easier to fit everyone in here.”
“Less suspicious to whoever is watching, too.” Makoto agreed, happy they were able to come up with something.
Mondo opened the changing room’s door, a low whistle escaping him as he looked around.
“Aw hell yeah, they got a sauna!” He exclaimed, nodding in approval before actually acknowledging them. “Sorry to interrupt yer little relaxation session but that Taka guy is roundin’ everyone up back towards the dining hall.”
He huffed a little, “Guy’s a real pain in the ass, but at least he’s doing somethin’ I guess.”
Makoto followed the others out of the changing room, it seemed every one else slowly filing back into the dining hall. Taka smiled excitedly at them from the door way.
“Alright! Your group is the last one- except for Toko, I suppose.” He frowned, “Should I go get her? I don’t want to exclude her from our conversation…”
Mondo scoffed as he passed, “Whatever. If she wants to sulk around and not do anything then I’d say just leave her there.”
Taka followed the biker, heading back to his spot at the end of the table as every one shuffled into a seat. Makoto ended up sitting next to Kyoko, and across from Byakuya. He saw the blond pass a folded piece of paper to Chihiro, who unfolded and read it with a bewildered expression.
“Let’s begin!” Taka announced, gathering everyone’s attention. “Did anyone find anything of interest? It doesn’t have to be related to escaping, necessarily, I think any information will be useful right now.”
Sakura began, clearing her throat before speaking. “We found what appears to be the building’s entrance, however it’s securely locked by some advanced security system.” She frowned and stared down at the table, “I tried with every ounce of strength within me to open the door, and barely made a dent… I’m sorry.”
“We also found some classrooms!” Aoi supplied helpfully, placing her hand on top of Sakura’s to try and cheer her up. “They looked sort of sad and creepy, though. And a room labeled ‘shop’ that looked more like a weapons room to me, and a nurse’s office with the weirdest medical equipment I’ve ever seen.”
“There was also the elevator…” Sakura added, “Or elevator shaft I should say, I was able to open the doors with little problem but could not find a way to bring the elevator up from wherever it is now.”
Taka nodded at their responses, about to speak when Chihiro’s quiet voice spoke up instead.
“There was also a room labeled “A/V room,” She began, expression thoughtful, “Only a few of the monitors seemed like normal displays… The rest are very advanced computers. I couldn’t even get through their opening security protocols, I’m sure if I had more time or an outside source to plug into them, maybe, but…”
“This means whoever is in charge here took measures against our particular strengths.” Byakuya said darkly, “If the door is too strong for someone as powerful as Sakura, and the computers protected against Chihiro’s abilities. It means they know our specific limits.”
“What’s that mean?” Sayaka asked from her place by Makoto, Byakuya adjusted his glasses.
“To put it simply, It means they know far more about us than I had originally thought. It will make escaping or learning what we’re dealing with all the more challenging.”
“It would also imply they’ve been monitoring us even before we came here.” Kyoko spoke up suddenly, “Long enough to learn how to contain us without an immediate chance of failure.”
“Oh, god…” Hiro mumbled, suddenly looking overwhelmed.
Makoto found himself reaching idly into his pocket for the disc, wondering if it would be smart to bring it up in front of everyone before he even knew what it was. Maybe I could go to the AV room and watch it first… he wondered quietly as Hifumi and Celeste described their findings on the third floor: An art studio filled with supplies and a gaming room. Maybe I can take some people to the sauna and explain- just so the cameras can’t see.
“There were also two rooms that appeared to be repurposed medical rooms.” Celeste continued, “I have no doubt in my mind they were once used for surgeries or some other procedures, the lights overhead and bolts still stuck to the floor are dead giveaways. There was also… something else.”
“We found a HUGE metal door!” Hifumi took over the explanation, gesturing widely and causing Celeste and Hiro to lean away to avoid being slapped. “I saw the words Lab B on the wall, looked like someone had painted over them. But we couldn’t get in!”
“Yes it would appear you need some sort of administrative access to go inside that part of the building.” Celeste nodded grimly. “We also could not access the fourth floor. It was blocked up with a metal gate…” She looked to Sakura, “Although I suppose someone like you may be able to open it.”
“I don’t think breaking into locked areas are smart move right now.” Taka countered, Mondo scoffed from his seat.
“Why- you actually wanna follow the rules of this shithole?”
“Language, Owada.” Taka reprimanded, “I just think we should keep relatively low profiles until we have a plan. It wouldn’t do us any good to break into a new location only to be immediately struck down for it.” He waved a hand in the air, like he was dismissing his own thoughts. “But I’m getting off topic. Hiro, Byakuya, Kyoko: You were supposed to search the second floor, what did you find?”
“I found a pool.” Hiro answered with a lazy grin, Aoi gasped from her seat, excitedly grabbing onto Sakura’s arm and shaking it. “I started lookin’ through the work out rooms too, but I got uh…” Hiro’s demeanor faltered suddenly, like he remembered something, “Distracted.”
He awkwardly smiled, leaving the group in silence for a minute before Byakuya stood.
He looked to Chihiro, who made a quiet “Oh!” And then nodded. The blonde took that as his signal to speak.
“I’ve asked Chihiro to temporarily disable the audio input on the cameras, we can’t do this for long without Monokuma noticing so no one interrupt me.” He ordered, Mondo rolled his eyes.
“I investigated the library, and found several points of interest- most notably an extra room that was locked with a similar scanner requiring administrative access. I suspect information on us specifically is being held inside, and I’m making accessing this room my top priority.”
He spoke with so much authority Makoto couldn’t help but be convinced that he really would find a way inside. Others seemed less sure, awkwardly glancing at one another as Byakuya continued.
“The library itself was locked when I first arrived, I was able to pick the lock using my gift.” Makoto had forgotten he had ‘tele-whatever’ powers, “And while the majority of the books seemed to be textbooks or works of fiction leftover from when this building served as a school, there were a number of case files related to Hope’s Peak experiments just stored in boxes. I found the approval form for our particular experiment.”
He pulled a folded piece of paper from his jacket, setting it on the table and sliding it to Kyoko- who had already begun reaching for it the moment he pulled it out.
He opened his mouth to speak again, Kyoko interrupted bluntly.
“This experiment received funding from the Togami family.” She stated, making intense eye contact with Byakuya. “That was your last name, correct?”
Byakuya’s eye twitched, a scowl forming on his face. “That’s correct. However if you’ll read who the proposal form is from you may notice another similar name, Ms. Kirigiri.”
Her expression didn’t shift, their strangely tense staring contest remained until she folded the paper herself and set it in her lap, apparently not planning on sharing.
“I also found information on another project, loosely related to project 78.” Byakuya continued quickly, acting as though the interruption never occurred. “Some sort of robot designed to look after the test subjects and see to their well being and happiness outside of ‘training’.”
“Don’t say test subjects, man we know it’s us” Leon moaned, rubbing his temples with his hands, “Freakin super powers, weird locks, and now robots?” He slumped down in his seat. “This is stupid! Stupid, stupid, stupid.” He seemed to be getting worked up now, Sayaka put a hand on his back to calm him.
“So what happened to our nanny bot?” Hifumi asked, several people making faces at his terminology, “Wait- do you think that’s what Monokuma is?”
“He did call himself our caretaker…” Hina noted, Byakuya shook his head.
“I only glanced at the file but it seems unlikely. This machine had very specific programming that would prevent it from doing several of the things I’ve already seen Monokuma do. So either he’s some other kind of robot, or he’s been modified since his original creation.”
“I’d like to look at that file…” Chihiro requested sheepishly, “I’m going to let the cameras hear us again, by the way. I-I don’t want to get in trouble.”
Byakuya nodded, turning his attention back to Mondo and Taka. “You two went searching for Monokuma, what did you find?”
“We didn’t find where he went, but we also found a restricted area in the building.” Taka explained. “We also found a locked door labeled ‘Training Room’ and a large garden filled with a wide array of plants.”
“And chickens.” Mondo added. “Why the hell are there chickens here?”
“Is it like a greenhouse? Could we maybe break the glass to get out?” Makoto asked, Taka and Mondo both shook their heads.
“Nah, it’s just a room. The sky’s just painted on the damn ceiling.” Mondo grumbled.
“And the stone walls appear to be just as sturdy as everything else here.” Taka sighed before looking to Makoto, “What about you three? Anything interesting about the dorms?”
Sayaka explained that her room was soundproof, and it seemed to be the only one. Taka made the decision that everyone should check their own rooms for anything unique relating to them tonight. Leon mentioned the trash room, and beat Makoto to the news that the changing room and bathhouse didn’t have any cameras.
Kyoko looked up from where she’d been reading her paper again, seeming especially interested in this news. “It’s good to know we have privacy in one place other than our bedrooms, I suppose.”
Makoto fidgeted with the disc in his coat pocket again, considering speaking up about it when suddenly the monitor at the front of the dining hall crackled to life.
Kzzrrrrrt!
“Attention! This is a school announcement!” Monokuma appeared on the monitor, slumped over in a fancy office chair with what looked like wine glass in his paw.
Why…. Is the robot bear drinking?
“It’s almost ten p.m! Which means it will officially be nighttime. Soon the doors to the dining hall will be locked, and at that point entrance will be strictly prohibited. And one more thing- the water cuts off at night, too, don’t bother asking why- so if you have any business in the shower or cleaning the kitchen you better move quickly! Goodnight, kids! Don’t let the bed bugs bite…”
The screen went black. Leaving them all alone once again. Taka sighed and scratched the back of his neck.
“I can’t believe the day went by so fast.” He laughed awkwardly, before regaining his confident demeanor. “We’ve accomplished a great deal today! It may not seem like much, yet- but I firmly believe we’ve laid excellent groundwork. I propose we begin meeting for breakfast together every morning to discuss plans and keep morale high! Great idea, right?”
He grinned, not waiting for an answer from anyone in particular before departing. “I’m going to get cleaned up a bit before the water shuts off, but if anyone needs anything tonight don’t hesitate to come to me for help! I’ll see you all in the morning.”
Leon watched him leave, “That guy’s way to chill about all this.” He mumbled as everyone began getting up to leave. Celeste suddenly cleared her throat.
“Actually there is something I would like to discuss also.” she held a hand up to halt those who were walking towards the doors.
“As I mentioned previously I possess empathic abilities, and because of them I can always get something of a sense from people around me without trying… though some are much harder to read than others.” Makoto tried not to think to much about the way her eyes focused on him when she said that.
“Why bring this up?” Byakuya questioned, not interested in her preamble, it seemed.
“I bring this up,” she continued, “Because I feel absolutely nothing from Taka, even when I try to read him.”
“So what the hell does that mean?” Mondo asked, seeming genuinely confused.
“I believe, based on the apparent countermeasures against powers like Sakura’s and Chihiro’s, that perhaps Taka has some sort of way to block my abilities.”
“How would he be able to do that?” Hina didn’t seem convinced, nose scrunched up as she thought about what she was being told.
“If he had contact with those who already knew our abilities.” Celeste explained. “If he were a spy sent by them to get close to us.”
“Nah.” Mondo shook his head, crossing his arms and looking defensive, “He’s a weird tight ass, sure, but he seems harmless enough. I don’t think it’s right to go makin’ accusations against people just because you can’t pry on their feelings ‘n shit.”
“I am not making accusations, not yet.” She remained calm, “I am merely suggesting that perhaps we keep an eye on our new ‘team leader’ until he is more willing to discuss things with us.”
Chapter 3: Secrets
Summary:
Makoto does some solo investigating and watches a fun home movie :D
Chapter Text
Night time had come without much fanfare. Hifumi found toothbrushes and toothpaste in the storage room and everyone passed them around, Leon had climbed up one of the towering shelves and found a few plastic bins of clean clothes. Sweatpants and work out clothes, for the most part, but everyone managed to find something they could use to sleep in as they all quietly disbanded for bed.
Toko had made a brief appearance when Hina knocked on the door to hand her a set of pjs. She timidly apologized for not helping in the search.
“It’s no big deal,” Hiro had assured her with a goofy grin, “We’re all a little on edge right now, I don’t blame you.”
She had flustered out some response and gone to bed, as did almost everyone. Makoto looked around at the few quiet conversations happening in the hall and noticed Kyoko lingering in her doorway next to his.
“You seem nervous.” She observed, tilting her head and leaning against the doorframe.
“First night as a hostage…” Makoto laughed through the pit of dread in his stomach, “Can you blame me?”
She smiled, barely. “I guess not. It won’t do any of us any good to fear things we can’t control.” She paused, looking around the hall before continuing.
“Have you noticed the little signs on everyone’s doors?” She asked, and Makoto followed her gaze across the hall.
“Yeah? They have everyone’s numbers on them.”
“They have something else, too, it’s not easily visible, but it’s there.” She moved to the side and pulled her door till it was nearly shut, gesturing for Makoto to come closer.
He followed her hand to the surface of her door, where “14” was printed neatly. Directly underneath it, though, was a faint etching of what looked like a flame into the door.
“Oh! That’s uh….neat.” he leaned in to inspect it closer, fingers trailing the thin grooves of the design. “Is this because you can make fire?”
She nodded, seeming amused by his reaction. “I would assume so, everyone’s I’ve looked at so far has something relating to them.”
“So you just…. Make fire.”
“Yes.”
“Out of nothing?”
“That’s right.” She smiled more, something that could be a laugh escaped her. “And…. Not always on purpose, either. It’s why I wear these gloves.”
She held them out for him to see. They were dark, a thick leather-like material that went up past her wrists. “Sometimes I’ll set off sparks, or burn through things if I’m not paying attention.”
“Doesn’t that get uncomfortable?”
She shrugged. “I got used to it after awhile.”
“Your fire stuff,” Makoto tried, not quite ready to shift the conversation yet. “Could I… see it?”
Her already faint smile dropped, and Makoto felt something inside him twist at the reaction.
“I-I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to upset you-“ he quickly apologized, she shook her head.
“No, it’s okay, really. I just…” She trailed off, clasping her hands together, “I’m too… I’m nervous right now.” She looked away suddenly. “Another time, though. I promise, it’s really not a big deal.”
She smiled again, gently moving past him and into her room. Makoto began towards his own when she stopped him.
“Your door has a heart.” She said out of the blue, “What do you suppose that means?”
He stuttered at the question, muttering a quiet “I don’t know…” His fingers trailed along the design under his number.
“You… really don’t think you have something?” She asked, tilting her head again with that impossible to read expression.
“Uh- no?” Makoto shrugged. “I mean…. I feel like I would know, right?”
“I would imagine so.” She hummed, she began to close the door. “Goodnight, Makoto.”
“Yeah.” He was left standing alone in the hallway. Staring at a little heart etched in his door.
“Goodnight…”
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He was having a hard time falling asleep.
He turned over yet again, kicking his legs out to free them from his tangled blankets and finding himself staring yet again at his jacket laid over the foot of his bed.
I don’t need to know what’s on that disc right now. He tried to assure himself, squeezing his eyes shut and sighing heavily. Whatever it is will still be on there in the morning.
He was getting out of bed now, roughly throwing his blankets aside as he stood.
I don’t need to be wandering around the creepy prison-school by myself at night.
He slipped on the jacket and opened his door, peering down the eerily silent hallway.
I shouldn’t be going anywhere alone, the cameras will be able to see me.
He had left the dorm area, sneaking barefoot along the school’s eerie halls.
The video can wait till in the morning!
He was turning the knob to the AV room door.
This is the dumbest thing I’ve ever done.
He flicked the lights on, the hum of the overhead LEDs not at all settling his nerves as he looked around.
Chihiro had been right, the amount of strange technology in here was staggering. Monitors stacked on monitors filled the wall to his right, along with a camera neatly situated in the corner that- thank god- wasn’t blinking right now. Some strange machine that reminded him of a 3D printer was situated directly next to the door, it’s metal structure jutted awkwardly into the doorway and Makoto’s jacket got snagged on the jagged corner.
The monitors in front of him seemed simple enough, nicer than the ones from his school but still something he could figure out. He pulled the disc from his pocket, casting the camera one last wary glance over his shoulder. His hands shook as he put it in and set it to play, the screen coming to life and showing him…
A girl?
She must’ve been around his age, short black hair chopped neatly to frame her freckled face and gray eyes that stared pleadingly at the camera. Her outfit was a monotone gray, some kind of emblem on the right arm that Makoto couldn’t make out. She took a deep breath and began speaking.
“My name is Mukuro Ikusaba.” She began, voice quiet but steady. “I am- was- 78-13.”
She exhaled another shaky breath, and Makoto’s already nauseous stomach twisted itself even tighter at her words. “If you’re watching this: It means I’ve been killed.”
“This isn’t a eulogy, it’s mission statement. I want to give you the chance I never got.” She began with a new strength in her tone, Makoto found himself leaning close to screen.
“We- Experiment 78- were supposed to bring a new era of order to the world. All of us enhanced with the goal of maintaining peace and dissolving violence in mind… at least at first. If I get to make another video- and I desperately want to- I’ll go into more detail, but for now please just know that you are in danger. All of you. And number seven, or whatever your new name is: I think you’re the only one who can save them”
“Wha…. Why?” Makoto found himself asking the recording, panic bubbling up inside of him. There was nothing he could do, what was she talking about?
“We were not designed to be heroes, we were designed to be soldiers, and good soldiers do what they’re told.” She grimaced, disgust managing to seep through her tone before she cleared her throat and continued, “And in the event we did not, in case we decided to think for ourselves and go against Hope’s Peak, they installed a… fail safe. I don’t know what else to call it. A series of codes to activate a different state of mind.”
Makoto struggled to wrap his mind around what he was being told, the video flickered. “-o-one more easy to control. And it worked perfectly, in everyone except you, Seven.”
“You’re not a soldier, you’re a not a successful project, you are something they cannot control and it terrifies them.” There was a determination in her eyes that sparked some sort of hope in him through all his fear. “I’m not sure why, but you’re unbreakable. Whatever they did to you must’ve backfired.”
She almost smiled. Almost. The footage glitched again. “That’s why you have to get everyone out of here. You can go where they can’t- and the people keeping you there won’t be able to stop you. Please do this, Seven. We… you deserve to be your own people, not weapons. Not tools. I'm sorry to put something this important on you, but… I’ve done everything I can. You’re my last hope, Seven. This is up to you, now.”
The video cut off, leaving Makoto staring breathlessly at his own reflection in the black screen. He thought it was over, nearly turning to leave before a set of words appeared in small plain font at the bottom of the screen:
Message two is in the art room.
The disc ejected itself then, apparently done playing for good this time. Makoto found himself unable to move, hands shaking as he continued to stare back at his own petrified expression.
That…. Wasn’t real, right? It couldn’t be real.
There was a buzzing sound behind him, the lights flickered, the fact that he was wondering through the school after ‘curfew’ suddenly sprang to mind again- he needed to get out of here.
He finally managed to turn around, eyes meeting a camera that was once again on and blinking ominously at him. Oh no…
The screen in the corner- just like the ones Monokuma always appeared on, suddenly crackled to life. The image on it flickered and glitched so sporadically that Makoto couldn’t clearly see what was on it- or maybe that was from the tunnel vision he was developing through his terror. This wasn’t normal- none of this was normal, but something about this felt worse- wrong- he couldn’t shake the terror coursing through his veins.
A voice began speaking- definitely a girl’s voice, Makoto somehow managed to note through his fear fogged mind. The screech of static hit his ears before her words did.
“OH, and which one are you?”
Makoto instinctively backed away, only to bump his hip right into the monitor he had just been staring at.
“I missed the first part of that little home movie, but I think you saw something you weren’t supposed to.”
“I was sooooo hoping to observe you all a little more before we got started,” she continued in a sickeningly sweet tone, a high pitched noise began rising from the speakers throughout the room.
“But I suppose having one person already on my side wouldn’t be too noticeable, right?”
The noise rapidly raised in volume, piercing into Makoto’s brain and causing a wave of vertigo to crash into him. The wall of screens to his side suddenly burst to life- monochrome black or white images moving by too quickly for his brain to even comprehend.
He couldn’t comprehend them but they… did… feel familiar.
He suddenly found himself unable to look away, so transfixed on the strobing images that he barely even noticed the speakers’ screeching had turned into a cacophony of monotonous spoken numbers and words.
The terror within him was quickly leaving, it felt like someone was folding it up like a piece of paper and removing it from his mind. It was crumpling up and disposing of everything,- every thought, feeling, concern- leaving him within a strange hollowness that somehow seemed… right?
Right. Of course. This was how it was supposed to be.
Seven knew exactly what he was supposed to.
It was easy. He was empty, and ready to be the middle point to ground everyone else…. Everyone else?
There were …. supposed to be others with him…. Right?
Wrong. Wrong Wrong Wrong Wrong Wrong Wrong Wrong-
Shrugging off that feeling- or lack of feeling, that emptiness- was like pushing something heavy off his shoulders. A weight left his mind and all his thoughts rushed back at once, the tingling in the back of his mind, the weird urge to do… something, he wasn’t sure what- all pushed from his mind by force. It felt natural to remove that, it felt needed, whatever had just happened felt invasive and wrong-
He blinked, once again very aware of the situation and himself. He hadn’t even noticed he had dropped to his knees, sitting limp like a rag doll in front of the monitors that were finally flickering to a stop.
He felt… normal? He was fine. He was fine! He was still Makoto. He was still himself. Whatever…. That was must’ve failed. He didn’t feel any different.
Makoto almost heaved a sigh of relief when the voice from the monitor began speaking again.
“That should do it~” she sounded so excited, all of the fear the screens had forced out of him began to trickle through his veins again. She… didn’t realize it didn’t work?
“Get up and turn around! I want to get a look at my new little spy.” She cackled from the monitor behind him. Makoto gulped and got up on unsteady feet, trying to keep himself from appearing too… he wasn’t sure. He had never been brainwashed before, he didn’t really know how he was supposed to act.
He turned to face the camera above the monitor, trying his hardest to keep the fear off his face.
“Perfect~” Either he was a much better actor than he thought, or the camera’s quality was much worse, because she still sounded delighted.
“Look how small and unassuming you are! This will be perfect!” The image in the monitor was still too staticky for him to see who was speaking, but he thought he heard clapping.
“I don’t have a lot of time left before it notices I’ve overridden this channel, so I’m going to make this quick.” She laughed again, and Makoto fought against the urge flinch at the noise.
“Until the next time we meet- I want you to act normal, gather as much information as you can and wait for me to activate you again. Think you can handle that?” She didn’t wait for a response, “But more importantly: I need to know exactly what was on that little video just watched. I can’t have too much sensitive information getting out- ya know?”
Makoto didn’t say anything- he had no idea what to say. He wasn’t about to tell her what he had just seen. I have to make a break for it. He decided with a panicked conviction, She’s just on the screen, it’s not like she can really do anything!
“I’m waiting!” He had hesitated for too long, it seemed. “What’re you slow on the upload or something? Mukuro never took this long to kick into gear!”
Mukuro… Makoto’s eyes flickered back to where the dvd sat still half in the disc drive. I have to get that tape.
“What’s your number, anyway?” She questioned, Makoto took a shaky step back.
“Uh, Seven?” He finally responded, hoping his voice had more determination than he felt in that moment.
“What!?… HEY- no no no no NO!” He grabbed the disc and made a break for the door, Every monitor and speaker in the room kicked into action again- blaring images and sounds that made even his short trip to the door a hard thing to visualize.
He must already be getting better at resisting whatever the hell all this was, though- because his mind was firmly, desperately set on leaving as soon as humanly possible. She was still screaming something when he collided into that stupid 3D printer thing and fumbled head first through the door and out into the hall.
He hit the ground with a thud, his head bouncing on the tile and causing an outcry to escape him.
“Makoto?” He heard footsteps rapidly approaching, turning his head to find Taka hurrying down the hall towards him.
Makoto looked from his rapidly approaching friend to the still strobing lights from the AV room.
Taka seemed to notice the lights as well, his comment of confusion cut off when Makoto suddenly grabbed the sleeve of his shirt and tugged him onto the floor next to him.
“D-don’t look at that!!” He exclaimed in a panic, Taka practically landing on top of him and giving a shout of confusion as he hit the floor.
“Makoto! What on earth is-“ Taka stopped mid sentence, his red eyes landing on the hands Makoto had held up in an apologetic manner. “You’re bleeding.”
His confused expression immediately shifted to a frown, Makoto turned his hand to look at it himself.
“H-huh?” Sure enough, a fairly large gash was cut through his hand, a steady trail of blood oozed down his wrist and it looked like he had already smeared more elsewhere.
“Oh… Must’ve been that stupid thing by the door.” He looked past Taka to the AV room again, all the lights were off. It seemed whatever he had witnessed before was over now.
Taka gently took his injured arm and helped him to his feet. “Let’s… go get this cleaned up. I have a first aid kit in my room.”
Makoto nodded, realizing he was still gripping Mukuro’s message in his good hand and slipping back into his pocket as Taka led him down the halls back into the dorms.
He felt like a toddler who had fallen off a swing set. Makoto would’ve been mortified if anyone else had been awake at the moment.
Speaking of which…
“Hey, Taka?” He asked quietly, watching Taka hold his E-handbook to the scanner by his door. “What were you doing up?”
“I should ask you the same question.” Taka ushered him into the room and quietly shut the door behind them. “But I suppose you did ask first: I saw Toko run off into the school and went to find her. I don’t think it’s safe for anyone to be wandering around by themselves at night.”
That… didn’t really answer why he was awake in the first place. Makoto noted as Taka moved past him to retrieve his first aid kit from a drawer.
“Let’s go to the bathroom. I want to clean it first.” Taka took his hand again and led him over to the other door.
“But isn’t the water cut off?” He asked as Taka pulled him in and opened the first aid kit on the bathroom counter.
“Yes, but there’s hydrogen peroxide in here. This building’s been abandoned for years,” he scrunched his nose a bit at the thought. “Who know what kind of dust or dirt you’ve gotten into your cut.”
“I hadn’t even thought of that…” Makoto awkwardly laughed, using his good hand to fiddle with the drawstring of his hoodie.
Taka only hummed in response, continuing to rifle through the first aid kit to find what he needed.
“So… why were you awake, again?” Makoto asked, not willing to drop his curiosity just yet.
“I already told you, I went to find Toko.”
“I know but… how did you even know she had left?”
Taka was quiet, staring sternly at his own reflection as he removed a roll of thin bandages from the first aid kit and closed the lid.
“I just couldn’t sleep, I guess. I was worrying about the rest of you.” He mumbled, a sincere tone of concern to his voice. Makoto saw his grip tighten on the bandages slightly… wait what’s going on with his hand?
“Uh-“ he started, struggling to think of a way to describe what he was seeing, “Your hands…?”
Taka immediately recoiled from the bandages like they had burned him, standing up stiff as a board and moving his hands behind his back.
“I-I-“ He stuttered, eyes wide with panic. “I forgot my gloves- give me just a second, Makoto.”
“Wait hold on!” Makoto stumbled back, Taka nearly pushed him over in his dash out of the bathroom. He followed in utter confusion, watching the taller boy hurry over to the table beside his bed and slip the white gloves back on in a quick, fumbling manner. Makoto realized he was still wearing his weird school uniform...
That’s weird. Did he forget to grab something else to sleep in?
He turned, a nervous smiling facing Makoto as he clasped his hands together. “Ha! Sorry about that, how silly of me! Now let’s get your hand fixed up- I’d hate for that to get infected.”
“What?” Makoto was still trying to process what he’d seen, “Taka I- can we talk about what just happened, please? What was all over your hand?” He asked incredulously. Taka firmly shook his head.
“No, Makoto. I really do not wish to discuss it.” He moved back into the bathroom, Makoto grabbed one of his wrists.
“Wh-what about your whole speech about being honest with each other? What happened to being a team?” He argued, Taka jerked his hand away from his and glared.
“This is different.” His tone was sharper now, more agitated, but Makoto didn’t stop there.
“How is this different?”
“It just is, Makoto.”
“Why? Why are being so weird about this? You’re really starting to freak me out just tell me what’s going on-“
“I CAN’T!” Taka snapped, his already naturally loud voice yelling now as he loomed over Makoto, red eyes glowing with anger. Makoto couldn’t stop a yelp from escaping him, Taka’s expression softened, his scowl shifting to an apprehensive frown.
“Makoto…” he took a deep breath, “There are some things I desperately want to tell you- all of you. But I am physically unable to do so right now.”
He took a step away from Makoto, who released a breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding.
“I just need you to trust me right now, okay? I’m doing the best I can.” He pleaded quietly, the intimating glow to his eyes seemed to diminish.
“I-“ Makoto started, but fell short of anything to say. He opted to follow silently behind Taka back into the bathroom.
Neither of them spoke, save for a mumbled apology from Taka when Makoto winced at the hydrogen peroxide’s sting. In a few minutes Taka had securely wrapped Makoto’s wound- gently patting his handiwork in a satisfied manner.
They stood there for a moment, both staring anywhere but at each other. Taka cleared his throat.
“You should probably get some rest, I’m sorry again about-“
“I wanna tell you what I saw in the AV room.” Makoto interrupted, Taka blinked in surprise.
“What?”
“The weird lights in the AV room- I need to talk to someone about what happened and..” Makoto hesitated for a minute, staring at the unreadable expression on Taka’s face.
“I trust you.” He finished, Taka frowned.
“You don’t have to just say that. Makoto.” He countered, Makoto shook his head.
“No I mean it- I promise.” Did he though? His mind drifted back to what Celeste had said, about how Taka may be in league with whoever was keeping them here. What if he was a spy like the static girl had wanted him to be? Makoto tried to keep his mind from drifting too far down the line of thought that he really didn’t know anyone here. Could he really trust anyone? Especially someone who was obviously already hiding so many things from him?
But the way Taka’s eyes lit up- almost literally- at Makoto’s words forced him to shove that doubt away. He had to trust these people. They were all any of them had at the moment.
“Okay,” Taka nodded, his usual determined expression making an appearance and helping Makoto feel at least a fraction of ease. “Why don’t we sit down, I guess. You can tell me whatever you’re comfortable with.”
Makoto nodded, awkwardly moving to sit at the foot of Taka’s bed. Taka grabbed his desk chair, pulling it over and sitting across from him.
“I… Okay,” Makoto took a deep breath and pulled the disc from his pocket. “I found this in my bathroom yesterday while we were looking through the dorms. It’s from one of the missing numbers Monokuma mentioned.”
“78-13” Taka read quietly as he inspected the disc, his mouth moved like he was going to say something else, then snapped shut, forming a tight frown. “Please, continue.” He mumbled after a moment.
Makoto explained everything- from Mukuro’s message to the static filled voice from the monitors and the ‘code’ having little effect on him. He could hardly believe the words he was saying, all of it sounded too sci-fi for it to actually be true. Taka seemed to believe him, though- somehow- nodding along and listening intently. By the end of it he was nervously running his bandaged hand through his hair.
“I-I mean, I don’t understand?” His voice cracked, and he nervously chuckled. “How did she know that wouldn’t affect me? And how am I supposed to save everyone? What if that code stuff gets put on another monitor and one of you sees it? How am I…”
He flopped back on the bed, exasperated and more stressed than he had ever felt in his entire life. “How am I even supposed to make sense of this?! What am I supposed to do?”
It was quiet for a moment, Makoto’s exhausted sigh cut short by the sound of Taka wincing.
Makoto propped himself up on his arms, “You okay?”
Taka didn’t respond right away, eyes squeezed shut and a hand at his temple.
“Yes, fine. I just tried to…. Never mind.” He hesitantly opened his eyes, worry evident on his face.
“I’m glad you weren’t affected by…” he gestured with a hand, seeming as much at a loss for a solid definition as Makoto. “All of that.”
“Yeah, me too.” Makoto exhaled nervously, though he had to admit he did feel a little less panicked now that some of it was off his chest. “I’m… I’m not sure I wanna tell everyone else yet- they probably wouldn’t believe me anyway. But I also don’t think I could stand the thought of something happening to them that I could’ve prevented.”
Taka nodded, thinking hard about what Makoto was saying, “It wouldn’t do anyone any good to start a panic, but we can’t just ignore this. There’s monitors all over the school,” he gestured to his own hanging on the wall behind him. “If something were to happen then-“
Makoto sat up fully as Taka flinched, a hand coming up to clutch the side of his head again.
“Are you sure you’re okay?” He asked worriedly, Taka nodded.
Makoto’s gaze landed on the smear of red across the otherwise spotless sleeve of the uniform. He looked back down at his bandages.
“Oh, I messed up your shirt…” He watched Taka’s eyes flick down to the stain. “I’m really sorry! I can try to clean it if you-“
Take waved his apology off, seeming more at ease now that the subject was changing.
“Don’t worry about it! I have plenty more.” His jaw snapped shut at the last part, his posture tensing up again. It took Makoto a second to realize why that was weird.
“You… have more than one outfit here?”
“Well, it’s important to be prepared-“
“Yeah, but how do you…. How could you already-“
Taka’s bedroom door swung open with a loud THUD.
“Oh, THERE you are!” Monokuma’s voice scared them both. Makoto had to resist the urge to roll his eyes at the bear’s amused chuckle.
“W-what are you doing here?” Makoto asked, peering around Taka as the teddy bear waltzed into the room.
“Well, I was doing my little nightly rounds, checking on all you kids, when I noticed Makoto was missing!” He put his paws to his face in mock surprise, “How terrifying! I thought I had lost my favorite little lucky charm!”
Makoto crinkled his nose at the phrase, “Well I’m fine, I just cut my hand and Taka helped me.”
“Ah!” Monokuma nodded, “Good, good, how helpful.” He snickered, gesturing for Makoto to follow him back to the door. “But sleep is important! Growing kids like you need a full eight hours! Come on, Makoto.”
“Oh, uh-“ he stuttered, “Me and Taka were actually gonna talk a little more, if that’s okay?”
“You can talk in the morning!” Monokuma argued, “I need you both bright eyed and metaphorically bushy tailed tomorrow!”
Makoto heaved an annoyed sigh, begrudgingly getting up and following the bear out of the room. Monokuma began rambling about something Makoto couldn’t help but tune out as he looked back to wave at Taka as the red eyed teen closed his door behind them. He smiled at Makoto as the door shut, leaving the shorter teen staring at a stark lack of a number engraved on the door and a small… first aid symbol? Makoto frowned at the little cross etched into the metal door, finally tearing his gaze away and following Monokuma again.
Maybe his powers were supposed to be like… healing? Maybe that’s why he has a first aid kit…
“Oh, and there’s one another thing-“ Monokuma interrupted his thoughts as he opened Makoto’s door, leading the teen inside. “I noticed a security issue while you were in the AV room.” His tone seemed strangely serious. “I’m uh… not entirely what happened. And I’m sorry if you had a bad time in there. The video playback was corrupted so I can’t be sure what you saw… or heard.”
Makoto said nothing, regarding the bear with suspicion as he continued. “I’m workin’ on it though, and hopefully we’ll never have to worry about it again.”
Monokuma awkwardly shifted on his feet, “Is there… anything you’d maybe like to tell me about what happened?”
Makoto hesitantly shook his head, Monokuma let out an over dramatic sigh. “Alright, Alright, I understand. Haven’t quite warmed up to your beloved little Monokuma yet, it’s fine. We will have a talk later, though.”
He turned to leave, casting Makoto one last glance.
“Goodnight, Lucky Boy, try and stay out of trouble.”
Chapter 4: How many ultimates does it take to play a dang dvd?
Summary:
A chapter in which Makoto is needlessly vague and a lot of people have some very minor disagreements.
Notes:
Hey just popping in to say thank you guys for all the kudos and comments!!!! You guys are so sweet and some of you have some…. Very Interesting Theories >:3
Chapter Text
“Go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!”
Makoto was met by an unusual scene when he finally stumbled into the Dining Hall. His exhaustion from his bizarre night before temporarily forgotten as he blinked in confusion.
Leon was blindfolded in the middle of the room, being spun rapidly in what looked like an old office chair. Sakura was spinning him faster and faster; Hiro, Hifumi, Sayaka, and Aoi cheering him on.
Byakuya and Celeste sat at the large table nearby, both sipping tea and watching the unfolding disaster with barely contained annoyance. Toko was seated nearby, hurriedly writing something in a notebook- where did she get that? Chihiro was standing alone across the room, a waste basket in her hands nervously awaiting something.
Kyoko entered behind him with a quiet hum of amusement at the scene before her. She walked ahead to the kitchen as Makoto hesitantly approached the cheering group.
“What are you guys doing?” Hiro beamed at his question.
“We’re testing his aim, man” he tossed an orange he was holding in the air. “We let him see the trash can before hand and we’re gonna spin him around all crazy and see if he can still find it.”
“Oh,” Makoto nodded like this made sense. It didn’t. “So it’s like… science.”
“It is not science.” Byakuya interjected from his spot at the table.
“Exactly, dude. Research at it’s finest.” Hiro turned back to Leon, who had stopped spinning and stood out of the chair on wobbly legs.
“Woah! Oh god, okay-” The redhead laughed, reaching a hand out towards Hiro for the orange. “Alright, let’s do this!”
Hiro handed him the orange, Makoto couldn’t help but notice Leon was facing in a completely wrong direction from his target. This can’t be good…
Leon’s smile turned serious, pausing for a second and clicking his tongue. Before Makoto could even blink he had spun on his heel and pitched the makeshift ball towards Chihiro. She squeezed her eyes shut and gripped the trash can like a life line.
The orange sailed across the lunch room and-
Directly into the can, landing with a hard Thunk!
“Yo.” Hiro started, the whole room stunned silent as Leon removed his blindfold with a satisfied grin.
The small crowd erupted into cheers and clapping, even Chihiro hurried over to congratulate him. Leon disregarded the cheers with a shrug.
“It’s really like, not a big deal at all.” He smiled, but something about it seemed almost bored now. “It’s just the thing I do, like how Big Guy shape shifts or Sakura can like… punch walls or something- I dunno. It takes almost no effort, seriously.”
Hifumi huffed. “Nice humble brag.”
Leon held his hands up apologetically, “I-I didn’t mean it like that, I just meant…” he paused, awkwardly thinking of what to say next, “I guess it’s just like boring for me is all. My dad made me do stuff like this all the time, so I get kinda tired of it.”
“That’s still so amazing, though!” Sayaka tried to cheer him up, latching onto his arm with a grin, “How can you get bored of something so special?”
Leon returned the grin sheepishly, “I dunno, I just did? Don’t you ever get bored of singing and stuff?”
“Oh no, never!” She shook her head, “I love singing with my friends- I’ll never get tired of what I do.”
“I sincerely apologize for being late!” Taka hurried into the room suddenly, begrudgingly followed by an especially grumpy Mondo.
“You didn’t strike me as the sort to not follow up on their own pointless ideas.” Byakuya commented, clinking a spoon against the rim of his tea cup.
Taka frowned, “I am not that sort. I was… delayed.” He cast an almost annoyed glance at Mondo, who scoffed and walked towards the kitchen.
“We had… a bit of a disagreement.” he elaborated, only for the biker to yell from across the room.
“Don’t go tellin’ everyone my fuckin’ business!” He cast a glance towards Chihiro as she flinched, and muttered out a quiet apology before disappearing into the other room.
Taka rolled his eyes, moving to the front of the table as usual and addressing the room. “Let’s go ahead and begin! Everyone please grab something to eat and come sit down.”
People began milling towards the kitchen, Taka stopped Makoto on his way there.
“I wanted to ask,” he began quietly- Makoto wasn’t really aware he could be quiet. “Have you made a decision about telling the others what you experienced last night?”
Makoto stuttered- he really hadn’t. He had been so exhausted from everything he had fallen right asleep. “I-I don’t know. I guess I should, right?”
Taka didn’t say anything, Makoto fiddled with the strings of his hoodie.
“Uhm, I think… I think I’m gonna try to find the second message first, just to be sure I know what I’m talking about. But- uh…” he thought for a minute, “I’ll mention something, though. Maybe we can all meet in the changing room?”
He glanced over towards the cameras, “You know, for privacy?”
Taka nodded, seeming satisfied with that answer, and gestured for Makoto to continue on to the kitchen.
Once everyone had gotten situated at the table, Taka ‘officially’ started the meeting with an impassioned speech about… something. Makoto was honestly having trouble paying attention. Leon and Sayaka certainly weren’t helping- the two of them taking turns holding or poking at Makoto’s bandaged hand like messing with it may give them answers. But mostly…
Toko kept looking at him, very pointedly, from her spot across the table. Any time he tried to make eye contact she would quickly avert her gaze down to the bowl of fruit she was picking at for breakfast.
What does she want? Maybe Makoto was a little grumpy himself from his lack of sleep, he didn’t think something like this would usually bother him. There was just something about how she was looking at him- like she was almost angry.
“- and to that end I feel further investigating would be…” Taka trailed off, a concerned frown forming on his face as he looked to the other end of the table. “Uh, Hiro? Are you alright?”
One quick look at the psychic was all Makoto needed to determine he was definitely not alright. His usual slumped posture was upright and rigid, his eyes were staring blankly out ahead and- had his eyes always been that weird yellow color?
It- whatever was going on- stopped before anyone could react, Hiro suddenly slumping forward and breathing a bit heavier. He noticed everyone’s concerned stares and awkwardly smiled, trying to laugh it off through his apparent exhaustion.
“Hey, ha… sorry about that. Didn’t mean to interrupt or whatever.” He gulped down his water, like someone who had just run a marathon.
“Uh, it was a vision thing… that one took a lot outta me, sorry.” He nervously sat back up, looking almost embarrassed. “Go ahead man, keep saying what you were saying.”
“Are you sure you’re alright?” Taka questioned, “You should probably eat something, I know that-“ he winced suddenly, bringing a hand to the side of his head in a very similar fashion to the night before. Makoto’s stomach tightened at the way Byakuya seemed to zero in on this.
“I mean- that seemed to take a lot out of you, eating something or drinking some juice would probably be beneficial. I’ll go get you something!” he seemed to notice Byakuya staring too, and made a hasty retreat towards the kitchen. “Makoto, why don’t you tell everyone what you wanted to say.”
Makoto hesitated, awkwardly poking at his food as Hiro yelled his appreciation out to Taka. All eyes had shifted to him, he finally set his spoon down and took a deep breath before speaking.
“Uhm, I saw something last night…” he began uncertainly, his gaze shifting from all the stares to the cameras once again. “Something that concerns all of us. I-I don’t want to freak anyone out yet- I don’t have all the information, but I’m working on it. And I think we should all meet up later today somewhere more private.”
Concerned murmurs filled the table suddenly, but it was Sakura who finally spoke up.
“What can you tell us right now Makoto?” She asked in a grim tone, even seated she was still so intimidating to him.
“It’s about us like- as a project,” he elaborated, “Something they did to us that could have some consequences now if we don’t act on it…” he struggled to think of a good way to phrase things without being too open in front of the cameras, “I don’t think anyone should be alone today.”
Taka reentered from the kitchen, setting a glass of orange juice and a plate of some kind of sausage in front of Hiro, who grinned like a little kid and thanked him.
“That’s an excellent idea, Makoto.” He encouraged, “Everyone should pair up today, if anything strange or suspicious happens you should go join another group immediately.”
“What do you mean strange?” Aoi asked, seeming genuinely confused. “Makoto, why can’t you tell us more about what’s going on?”
“I-I’m worried you won’t believe me,” he laughed nervously, “I probably wouldn’t believe it if someone else told me.”
“Well I never used to believe super powers and stupid robot bears existed,” Leon huffed, “But things change.”
“Of course we’d believe you, Makoto.” Sayaka put a hand on his arm to encourage him.
“And I am going to require much more information before I agree to this ‘buddy system’ idea.” Byakuya interjected, arms folded in front of him.
“I promise I’ll explain everything next time we meet, I just need more time to get all the facts right.” Makoto pleaded, “But for now just know it’s really serious…”
He glanced at the monitor over the dining hall’s doors, “And try to stay away from monitors-especially if you’re alone- which you shouldn’t be.” He added quickly, which only added to everyone’s confusion. “Sorry- I know I’m being frustrating, I promise I’ll tell you more later.”
Taka dismissed everyone shortly after that, a few people lingered behind to finish eating or to talk. Makoto left quickly, planning on heading straight for the art room when-
“You really need to work on your public speaking skills.” He nearly tripped over Monokuma, who was standing right in his way in the hall to the school.
Makoto didn’t answer, he had no idea if he could trust Monokuma, so far the bear’s intentions had been cryptic at best and borderline incoherent at worst.
Monokuma continued, “I dunno what exactly you’re planning on doing but you should really be careful.” His usual cheery, taunting tone of voice was low and serious, “There are some… complications that have arisen recently and I may not be able to help you out if you get yourself in another jam like last night.”
“So you… You know what’s going on?” Makoto asked warily. Monokuma shook his head.
“Not quite, not yet… But I know enough to know that you in particular are at risk of getting into some pretty bad situations.” Monokuma put a paw to his chin thoughtfully, “Just be careful is all I’m saying. I’d hate for anything to happen to you kids.”
He left Makoto standing in the hall, even more confused than he’d been before.
“M-m- Makoto…” He jumped, turning to find Toko standing right behind him. When did she get here??
“Yeah? Hi, Toko- what’s up?” He asked, trying to seem casual.
“Um,” She hesitated, awkwardly messing with one of her braids, “C-can I… come with you today?” When Makoto didn’t answer she elaborated: “Y-ya know, buddy system.”
“Oh-“ he began, he had really been planning on going to the art room alone… he supposed having someone along wouldn’t hurt.
“You don’t have t-t-to act so repulsed by me.” She grimaced. “I just want to come- okay?”
“I’m not repulsed by you!” Makoto protested, “Geez, Toko. Yeah, you can come with me- I dunno how interesting it’s gonna be, though.”
She mumbled something he didn’t quite pick up on, he chose to ignore it and started back towards the stairs to the second floor. “Uh, I’m going to the art room, so…”
She followed along behind him, staying a few paces behind and just staring at him- what was her problem???
They passed Kyoko and Celeste on the second floor, and despite being ‘paired up’ the two hardly seemed to be interacting with each other. Mondo and Chihiro had been on their way to the library- something about the intimidating biker and small, shy counterpart almost made Makoto laugh.
The third floor seemed to be empty, in their search for the art room they stumbled onto one of the abandoned lab like rooms Celeste had mentioned before. It was almost completely empty, save for a cluster of bright over head lights in the center of the room pointing down at the partially deconstructed… what was that- a dental chair?
There were thick straps on the arm rests, a longer one towards the bottom of the chair for the legs. Creepy… Makoto suppressed a shiver, eyes looking up towards a camera in the corner that didn’t seem to be functioning any longer.
“What do you think they used this for- WOAH!” Makoto was suddenly shoved forward, barely catching himself from slamming face first into the disgusting tile. He turned and looked up at Toko- who was pointedly shutting the door behind them and reaching for something behind her back.
“I-I-I don’t know what exactly is going on-“ She began, stepping towards Makoto as he scrambled back on all fours. “But I know you’re working for HER! I’m not letting you do anything to anyone else!”
She pulled a pair of long, black scissors out from where she had apparently tucked them into the waistband of her skirt. She pointed them accusingly at Makoto- hand shaking despite the intensity of her gaze.
“We- I- I’m not going to give you the chance to control anyone!” She was practically yelling at this point. Makoto’s heartbeat flooded his ears, he scrambled into a shoddy standing position- arms held up in surrender.
“Toko I swear I have no idea what you’re talking about-“
“I was there last night!!” She interrupted, panic filled voice so shrill it hurt Makoto’s ears, “I saw the lights- I heard those awful sounds! I know you’re working for her now!”
Oh- OH. She had been there when he was in the AV room. Makoto gulped, “It didn’t work! It didn’t work on me!”
“Yeah, right!”
“I’m serious! I-I don’t know why it didn’t work but it didn’t- I swear! You can ask Taka- he found me after I got out of there! I’m trying to stop whoever it was that’s why I have to find that other message!”
Toko paused, lowering her scissors a fraction, “Wh-what message?”
“I was in the AV room because I found this.” He fished the disc out of his pocket and held it out for Toko to see.
“Mukuro- uh, 78-13 left it for me, she said the codes wouldn’t work on me for some reason. Probably because I don’t have any powers…” he laughed awkwardly at that last part, eyes fixated on the sharp edge of the scissors.
Toko lowered her weapon, her demeanor shifting slowly back into what Makoto was more used to. “I-It really didn’t work on you?” There was a weird edge of hope to her question, Makoto shook his head.
“I don’t understand it either…” He laughed again, the panic draining from his body as he wiped the dust from the floor off his hands. “I think it… I think it almost did, but something about it felt- like… wrong?” He struggled to find the right word, “Like really wrong, I could feel it in my blood when the stuff finally stopped.”
He shrugged, unsure how to go on with his explanation. Toko nodded slowly, eyes studying every inch of his face for any sign of deception.
“D-did anything else happen?”
“What do you mean?”
“L-like.. in your head? Did you-“ she sighed, tugging on her braids a little harsher than maybe she should have. “Never mind. L-let’s just go.”
Makoto stood there as she tucked the scissors back into their hiding spot and opened the door, only remembering to move again when she sort of nodded in the direction of the hallway.
The two of them walked to the art room in tense silence, both of them keeping the dozens of questions they had to themselves for now.
“Who goes there?!” A startled outcry rang out when Makoto opened the art room door. Hifumi stood in the center of the room, arms filled with a large sketch pad and other art supplies.
“Oh! Makoto! You scared me.” He laughed, apparently having quickly recovered from his panic. Makoto tried to stop himself from feeling annoyed, he had really wanted to do this alone…
“Hi, Hifumi.” He smiled, “Why are you in here by yourself?”
Hifumi huffed, setting down his new found materials onto one of the room’s desks. “Mr. Togami refused to have a buddy, and everyone else had run off before I could find a partner! So I travel alone, a solitary soldier on a sacred mission!” he held a hand to his chest proudly, Toko scoffed. “Oh! Unless you guys need help?”
“We don’t.” Toko dismissed him immediately, Makoto tried to intervene.
“We’re just looking for something in here- but you can hang out if you want.” He tried to placate both parties, unsure of why Toko seemed so put off by the larger teen. Maybe she was just nervous- Makoto certainly still felt tense from their confrontation.
He began poking around the art room, unsure of where to really look for another message. The camera blinked methodically in the corner, Makoto hoped whatever argument Toko and Hifumi were currently caught up in behind him was distracted whoever may be watching from the other side…
He rummaged through drawers, looked under desks, in cabinets- anywhere he could think of. Eventually Toko and Hifumi moved to help as well, neither quite sure what they were looking for but shuffling through filing cabinets and peering behind art supplies anyway.
Finally Makoto was on his hands and knees, peering underneath a large workbench that looked like it could be used for sculpting when he saw it. Wrapped in what looked like spare canvas at the very back was a small bundle that said “78-7” in similar handwriting.
“Oh, finally.” he sighed in relief, hearing Toko and Hifumi walk over to join him. His relief quickly turned to frustration when he found he couldn’t reach his target, his arms weren’t skinny enough to fit under the workbench’s cabinets.
“Toko, do you think you can reach that?” He asked, sitting back up on his knees in exasperation. She leaned forward, snaking a hand under and straining to reach.
“I-it’s too far back!” She hissed, up to her shoulder underneath the workbench and practically lying on the floor at this point. She sat up and fixed her shirt, looking to Hifumi. “Y-you’re a shapeshifter, right? T-turn into something small so we can get that.”
“I can shape shift, yes, but only into other people.” Hifumi admitted, leaning over to peer at what they were looking at. “I suppose Hiro’s arms would be long enough, but I’m not sure they’d be thin enough…”
Makoto startled as suddenly Hiro was sitting in front of him instead of Hifumi, laying on his stomach and reaching back till his elbow caught on the same ledge Makoto had.
“Hm, nah.” Hearing Hiro’s voice didn’t help with Makoto’s confusion, he blinked away his shock as Hifumi suddenly looked like himself again. “Sorry, maybe we can find like a stick or something to shove under there?”
“Change i-i-into Sakura and pick it up.” Toko suggested, poking at Hifumi’s arm. “I-I-if I had a little more space I could grab it.”
“I don’t copy people’s abilities, just their looks.” Hifumi argued, “At least, I think. I’ve never tried using someone’s powers before…”
Toko scoffed, “Kind of a u-useless gift then.”
“Hey! It’s incredibly useful!”
Not wanting to endure another argument, Makoto got to his feet.
“I’m gonna go get Mondo, he was heading towards the library, he can probably help us lift it enough.” He started moving towards the door, eye flicking towards the inactive monitor in the back of the room. “You two will be okay while I’m gone, right?”
Toko nodded, arms crossed. Hifumi gave him a big thumbs up. He smiled, a bit uneasy, and started towards the library.
He nearly got lost on his way there, the building’s layout still a bit confusing to him. I guess I’ll get used to it over time… he mused, then shook the thought from his head, Or I’ll get out of here before I have time to get used to it.
“I am not trying to be ‘The leader’ here,” That was Taka’s voice, Makoto noted, approaching the library doors, “I am simply stating that when you blatantly disregard the rules we’ve all agreed on you’re telling everyone else here that you do not care about them.”
“I don’t care.” That was Byakuya, significantly quieter but no less irritated, “Why should I bother playing by all these stupid rules you’re imposing on yourselves? I’m only interested in getting information and getting out of here.”
“Shit, dude,” Mondo interjected, Makoto was in the doorway now, watching the indestructible biker lean against one of the cluttered bookshelves. “You sound like an absolute fuckin’ psychopath when ya talk like that.”
“I don’t recall asking for your opinion.” Byakuya muttered, not looking up from the file he was reading at the library’s huge desk.
“Look, I agree Taka is being a pain in the ass about all this-“
“Hey!”
“-but you can’t just go around actin’ like yer above everyone and doin’ whatever the hell you want.”
Byakuya opened his mouth to respond- when suddenly his eyes locked on Makoto at the door.
“Didn’t anyone ever tell you it was impolite to eavesdrop?” He snapped, and the door slammed itself shut in front of Makoto.
He blinked in surprise, hearing Taka yell something from the other side of the door before Mondo opened it back up for him.
“Hey, kid. Ya need something?” He grumbled, ignoring the annoyed sigh from Byakuya back at the desk.
Kid? Makoto ignored the fact that they were almost definitely both the same age. “Yeah, I was wondering if you could help me lift something-“
He was cut off by a sudden squeak from within the room, he hadn’t even noticed Chihiro squatted amidst a scattered group of papers and folders by the back wall, in front of a large metal door locked shut by some strange keypad.
“Oh!” She seemed to notice everyone’s eyes now on her, “Sorry, I didn’t mean to do that out loud, I just saw something interesting.”
“Were you able to get into that back room?” Makoto asked, remembering what Byakuya had said about it being locked before.
Chihiro shook her head, flinching as Byakuya heaved another annoyed sigh.
“She refused to even try.” He muttered, his attention going back to his own reading material, “Coward.”
Taka snatched the folder from Byakuya’s hands, ignoring the angry outcry from the blonde.
“Don’t call people names. You can’t blame her for not wanting to get in trouble.” He reprimanded, Byakuya glared and began looking through a different file on the desk.
“I said I was sorry!” Chihiro protested, getting to her feet and picking up what she had been looking at, “Monokuma said I could go to ‘lockdown’ if I keep messing with things I’m not supposed to. I-I don’t know what that is, but I don’t want to find out.”
Byakuya simply rolled his eyes, Chihiro regained some composure before speaking again.
“A-anyway, I was looking at the preliminary information on that machine you mentioned yesterday,” She began, Mondo tugged Makoto over to the desk so they could see.
“It looks really advanced!” Her eyes were practically sparkling, “I would love to find it- or even read more about it- they were using some of the most advanced AI script formats I’ve ever heard of, and it’s processing power must’ve been amazing! It had basic childcare preprogrammed in, and it was even supposed to keep data on all of us individually.”
“What kind of data?” Byakuya asked, barely paying attention.
“Mostly personal stuff,” Chihiro began, flipping to a different page, “It was supposed to be like an older sibling or a friend, so it stored information on our- um- experiments,” she paused, “But also things like our likes and dislikes, food and sleep preferences, things like that.”
She pulled out another page, laying a page filled with words Makoto couldn’t possibly begin to wrap his brain around on the table, “I think it may have even continued collecting data on us even after we left this place, I’ve seen a few of our names mentioned here…”
Mondo picked up the paper, barely beating Taka to it, his expression becoming a scowl as Chihiro continued. “But then it looks like it was terminated, which I guess makes sense- no kids around to take care of… Do you think there’s a chance it’s still around? I would love to take a look in it.”
“Dude.” Mondo’s tone startled Makoto, the casual edge of it completely stripped away and replaced by carefully concealed anger. “Kiyotaka. Can we talk in the hall for a sec?”
Taka didn’t move right away, staring Mondo up and down with a tight frown.
“We can talk in here- Hey!” Mondo grabbed Taka by the shirt, dragging him out into the hallway and shutting the door behind them.
Chihiro set her papers down on the desk, “What was that about?”
Makoto shrugged, Byakuya began rifling through what she had set down.
“Something utterly ridiculous, I’m sure.” He mumbled, seeming bored. Makoto made his way to the library’s doors and slowly opened one, Chihiro peered around his shoulder.
Mondo and Taka had moved to the end of the hall, Mondo had the paler teen pressed against the wall, their faces inches apart as Mondo snarled at him.
“Start talkin’. Now.” He growled, Taka frowned, trying to move his wrists where Mondo had them pinned to the wall.
“I don’t know what you think you’re doing, Owada but-“
“SEE, that’s the thing.” Mondo interrupted, “I never told none of you my last name, and you know it somehow- hell, you called me by my name before I even introduced myself.”
Taka didn’t say anything, red eyes casting an intimidating light onto Mondo’s angry expression.
“You were way too calm when I first saw you in the hallway.” He continued in a low voice, “You walked and looked at everyone’s doors, like this was all fuckin’ normal! Like you knew exactly what was going on.”
Taka remained silent, jaw clenched. Mondo leaned back a fraction and continued.
“I ain’t stupid, I started payin’ attention to you after that first meeting.”
“M-mondo-“
“When we went lookin’ for Monokuma you knew exactly where you were going, never looked lost once.” The biker continued, using his free hand to count his strange evidence with his fingers, “You knew we wouldn’t be able to get in that weird lab, you knew what the training room or whatever the fuck was, you knew there was food for the birds when i asked about the stupid chickens being okay.”
“I can explain-“ Taka sounded almost panicked now, voice quiet as Mondo continued to talk over him.
Chihiro pushed past him, a quiet murmur of fear escaping her as she hurried towards the hostile situation in front of them. Both boys turned their attention to her as she began pleading with Mondo to calm down, Makoto stepped away from the door to avoid being seen.
“Naegi?” A chair suddenly pulled itself from the wall and swept Makoto off his feet. He yelped in surprise as it carried him to sit at the desk opposite Byakuya.
“Wha- Why???” Makoto asked indignantly, the blond didn’t look up from his papers. “You could’ve just asked me to come over here!”
“Do you really not have any enhanced abilities?” Byakuya questioned, staring up at him over the rim of his glasses.
“What?” Makoto tilted his head, “No, I don’t have anything like the rest of you.”
Byakuya hummed in response, holding eye contact to try and gauge if Makoto was lying. He fidgeted under the staring.
“Why? What’s going on?”
Byakuya finally looked back down at the papers on the desk, “Most of this has been entirely unhelpful.” He began, shoving a growing stack of papers away from him. “Very little of it is about anything that actually happened while we were kept here, I assume that information is locked up… But I did find a copy of a report on a ‘Subject Seven’ sent by a Jin Kirigiri.”
Kirigiri? Isn’t that Kyoko’s last name?
He held a paper up, but pulled it back when Makoto reached for it. “You look with your eyes, not your hands. It listed your progress in… whatever was going on as a concern, but not a failure. It didn’t state what you were intended to do exactly, but it seemed important to Hope’s Peak that your project not fail.”
Makoto didn’t say anything, too confused to really know what to say.
Byakuya continued, “I’m not saying you’re lying, it very well may not have worked out in the long run. But it does make me wonder, what do you think you were supposed to be?”
Makoto opened his mouth to respond when the muffled sound of Mondo’s angry yelling reminded him of what was going on outside the library. He got up to investigate, sparing one last confused glance back at Byakuya- who simply waved him off and went back to reading.
He had more important things to worry about than some stupid old files.
He pushed open the door to find the argument had moved a little closer to the library doors. Taka was no longer backed against the wall, standing rigidly upright as Mondo tried to loom over him. Chihiro was in between them, hands pushing against Mondo to try and keep him back- despite the teary look in her eyes that made Makoto think she wanted nothing more than to disappear.
“If you would just give me a moment to explain-“ Taka tried to speak, Mondo held a hand up to stop him, finally giving into Chihiro’s efforts to hold him back
“I don’t wanna hear your stupid arguments. I don’t wanna talk to ya’ at all.” Mondo practically growled, “For all I know you could be tellin’ whatever kinda freakshow that’s runnin’ this joint everything we say.” He scoffed, beginning to make his way towards the stairs to the first floor. “Ya’ll do whatever you want. I want nothin’ to do with this shit. Can’t trust it.”
“What? Hey-“ Makoto argued, reaching out to stop the biker but stopping short before he grabbed him, “That’s not fair. Taka hasn’t done anything wrong! He’s been helping us-“
“It’s fake! It’s been act!” Mondo argued, leaning down to be eye level with Makoto. “Someone’s probably tellin’ him how to act n shit right now. I’m not stickin’ around for this- and you two shouldn’t either.”
“What’s going on???” He called after Mondo, who muttered something under his breath and kept walking. He looked back to the other two for answers, but they both pointedly avoided eye contact.
There was a heavy silence after he left, Makoto saw how Taka’s gloved hands had balled into fists. Chihiro seemed to notice too, and her hand hesitantly reached out to rest on top of one of his.
“I’m sorry, Taka. I’m sure he didn’t mean all of that.” She tried in a comforting tone, Taka quickly pulled his hand away.
“Chihiro. I could feel that.” He warned, taking a large step away from her.
“F-feel what?”
“Fujisaki.” Taka’s tone was stern, her hand recoiled.
“I- sorry, I was just curious, is all.” She quickly stepped back towards the increasingly confused Makoto. “I promise I’ll ask next time.”
“You understand I’m not a project for you to look over-“
“Of course I do!” Chihiro smiled apologetically, “I just have a lot of questions, that’s all! Maybe we can just talk about things then? If you’re comfortable… with that…” she trailed off under his gaze, a stern expression that reminded Makoto of a disapproving teacher staring her down.
“Uh, so… what’s going on?” Makoto finally asked again.
Taka didn’t say anything for what felt like ages, looking at both Chihiro and Makoto with blatant apprehension. Finally he cleared his throat, apparently ready to move past this… whatever it was.
“Makoto, did you find what you were looking for?”
“Oh! Uh, yeah,” Makoto quickly jumped to change the topic, desperate to ease some of the negative energy that had begun swirling around them, “I did- but I can’t reach it, it’s underneath something heavy. I was gonna see if Mondo could lift it.”
“I can lift it, I’m sure.” Taka began walking towards the stairs, leaving Makoto and Chihiro scrambling to keep up with his brisk pace.
He cast a few nervous glances back to Chihiro as they made it up the stairs and across the third floor, but the programmer seemed unable to stop from staring at Taka till they finally reached art room.
“Finally!” Hifumi commented as they walked in, “You were gone for like ten minutes! I was starting to think we’d have to form a rescue party!”
Toko was lying face up on the floor, legs propped up against the wall and an incredibly annoyed expression stuck on her face.
“Wh-whatever’s on this stupid thing better be worth it.” She grumbled to Makoto, who sheepishly smiled in return. “Where’s M-m-Mondo anyway? I th-thought he was going to lift it?”
“I can lift it, there’s no need to get anyone else involved.” Taka answered before Makoto could. “Which heavy thing exactly needed lifting?”
“Oh- this bench here- with the cabinets.” Makoto led him over to it, getting down on his hands and knees to get ready to reach for it. “Promise not to drop it on me, okay?” He awkwardly joked, feeling the tightness in his chest lighten a little when Taka smiled back.
“I’ll do my best.” At least a fraction of his usual demeanor had returned. He took a deep breath, and with a strained grunt lifted one side of the bench a good six inches off the ground.
“Wow!” Hifumi exclaimed, “Way to put the rest of us to shame.”
Makoto quickly reached under and grabbed the wrapped package, holding it tightly against his chest like it could vanish at any moment. This meant more answers. This meant he was one step closer to get everyone out of here.
Toko was at his side instantly, a faint breeze following her that scattered a few loose papers from a nearby desk.
“Th-this is like the last one?” She asked warily, “What if this is a trap?”
“What are you talking about?” Hifumi peered over her head as Makoto got to his feet. “What is this thing anyway?”
“It’s…” Makoto trailed off, eyes making contact with the camera again. “It’s something important. I don’t wanna talk about it where they can hear us.”
“You should watch it alone first, just to make sure it’s not… something else.” Taka took control of the situation, hand to his chin thoughtfully, “You can review it and I’ll gather everyone else in the bath house as planned. We can discuss things openly there.”
“Monokuma will get suspicious.” Chihiro pointed out, nervously smoothing out her skirt, “What if he comes looking for us?”
“I don’t think he’s gonna be a problem.” Makoto answered honestly, “He sort of already knows what’s going on; I think…” he paused, “I think he’s actually kind of trying to help us.”
“Th-there’s no way! He’s the one keeping us here!” Toko argued. Chihiro took a step forward, peering down at the package in Makoto’s hands as well.
“To be fair, I don’t think he’s the one keeping us here. I think it’s just his job to look after us.” She paused, “Someone else must have orchestrated all this and just sort of… left him behind to run things.”
“That doesn’t matter right now.” Taka began in a more stern tone, “Makoto: I suggest you watch that video. Everyone else: please gather everyone you can and have them meet in the bath house for an emergency meeting!”
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“You really didn’t have to stay, Toko.” Makoto started as he gently placed the dvd into the AV room monitor, “I’m not trying to get rid of you,” he cut off what was sure to be another self depreciative statement, “But last time I tried to watch one of these…. Well, you saw what happened. I don’t want anything bad to happen to you.”
Toko blinked, seeming put off by his concern. “It… It won’t. Nothing’s gonna happen.” She answered slowly, “B-b-besides, I still don’t trust you. I want to know what it says m-m-myself” She squinted suspiciously at him.
He laughed awkwardly, unsure of how else he was supposed to respond. He looked up at the camera in the corner, he had thrown his jacket up over it to cover the view. That was probably against the rules, but Taka wasn’t here to lecture him, and Monokuma hadn’t made an appearance, so Makoto was choosing not to worry about it for now.
It took a few moments for the video to start, only static filled the screen for the first several seconds. Finally Mukuro came into view again, it looked like she had recorded this in the same room they were standing in now, Makoto gulped as she began speaking.
“Seven: I hope this message finds you safe… and alive.” She began, her monotone way of speaking had a tired edge to it. “I promised you in the last video that I was going to explain things more- and I truly wish I had time to do that…”
She paused, grey eyes flicking back to the door behind her. “But my time… is running out, I think.” Her breath hitched, Makoto had to stop himself from shuddering. He was surprised by how different this video was from the last one. Mukuro had seemed so sure and put together in the first video.
Now she looked terrified.
“The people who were originally planning to keep you here did have… somewhat good intentions.” She began, “Which is the only reason you’ve all had this brief window of peace. It’s the only reason we haven’t been able to get to you directly.” We? What does that mean?
“You can further fortify the building, especially if you still have some of the remaining numbers on your side.” She continued, a more steady tone to her voice now then we she began, “And I recommend that you take this as your first course of action, there are many dangerous things in this place- you want as many advantages over your enemy as possible. You’ll need administrative access, though, that’s where the flash drive I gave you comes in.”
Makoto looked at the red and white flash drive in his hands, it had been wrapped in the spare canvas along with the dvd and a small note from Mukuro that had “read this when you’re alone” written in small letters on the front- he supposed this whole thing should be done alone, but Toko was there breathing down his neck- so he didn’t have much privacy at the moment.
“I’ve been told they’re planning on reactivating the caretaker from before, the flash drive should be able to plug into it and give you access to more restricted areas of the building, like the tech lab on the third floor, and our old bio labs on the fifth. Hopefully the Tech lab still has the ability to disable the elevator down to the Tunnels.”
That’s where the elevator leads to? A tunnel? Makoto frowned, Would that be a possible way out?
As if she could read his thoughts, Mukuro continued: “I know at this point escape seems like your best option: but they’d snatch you up the minute you stepped out of the building. For now you have to fortify, and come up with a better game pla-“
She stopped speaking, someone was banging on a wall or door somewhere off screen. Mukuro’s eyes widened in terror.
“She-she’s back I have to g-“
The video cut to black, leaving Makoto and Toko staring at each other’s reflections on the screen… Makoto waited for another clue, another signal to where he could find more information- but the disc simply ejected itself from the media player.
“That… wasn’t as helpful as the last one.” Makoto mumbled finally, Toko only hummed in response, taking a few steps back and tugging on her braids again. Makoto slid the disc back with the accumulating mass of junk in his pockets and cleared his throat.
“Hey, uh… Toko?” He began, she didn’t look up at him, “About earlier…. You said you thought I was working for ‘her’ who… who exactly-?”
Toko’s eyes met his, burning with fear, “The girl… laughing from the speakers… th-that’s all…”
Okay. Well that’s a lie. “Is that all?” Makoto tried to press, “You don’t know anything else about her?”
Toko huffed, frustrated and desperate to change the subject, “L-l-look I don’t wanna talk about this right now, e-everyone else is probably waiting for us anyway… r-right?”
“I guess.” Makoto sighed in defeat, he didn’t really have the mental energy to argue. “But… can we talk about this later, please?”
“M-maybe…”
“Maybe?”
“It’s n-not like it matters! A-are you gonna read that letter?” She tried to change the subject, pointing to Makoto’s jacket pocket. He shrugged.
“I’ll read it in front of everyone else…. We all need to start being more honest to each other, don’t you think?”
“… Maybe so.”
Chapter 5: The Big Bear Jamboree
Summary:
The gang hangs out in the sauna and gets a chance to show off their skills in a Very Safe Environment.
Notes:
This was originally gonna be one super duper long chapter but I decided to cut it in half…. My apologies….
Chapter Text
Everyone was already in the sauna’s changing room when the two of them arrived- even Byakuya- who seemed to hate anything even remotely similar to group meetings in any possible way. All eyes were on Makoto as he entered, and Toko had quickly ducked to the side to avoid the attention he found himself trapped in.
“So, you finally gonna tell us what’s going on, man?” Leon asked from where he was seated on one of the benches, his legs lazily draped over Hiro’s lap where the psychic sat beside him.
“Yeah. I am.” Makoto started, nervously glancing at the door behind him as he walked towards the center of the small crowd. “Uh- Chihiro? Are there any… microphones or anything in here?”
Chihiro paused for a minute, brows furrowed in concentration before she shook her head. “No, none that I can feel.” She answered quietly, “I think we’re really alone in here.”
Makoto couldn’t help but feel a little relieved at that, at least they had one place they were really safe. He looked around at everyone’s expectant stares, Sakura gave him an encouraging nod before he finally took a deep breath and began explaining.
“I found this disc in my room our first day here-“ he pulled the first disc from his pocket and passed it to Kyoko, who had already reached an expectant hand out to investigate it. “I know I should’ve said something sooner but I was really freaked out- I guess I wasn’t thinking straight… Sorry.”
“It’s okay, you’re telling us now.” Sakura assured him, cutting off whatever comment Byakuya had been planning on making.
“Uhm, it was from a girl named Mukuro. She was one of us, like one of our numbers, I mean. I think… I think she’s dead now.” Aoi gasped quietly at that, Makoto continued, “A-at least… that’s what it sounded like, from how she was talking. But anyway: she told me that there are ways for whoever ya know… made us how we are… to sort of control us.”
“What do you mean by control us?” Celeste asked, her mouth pulled back in a tight frown.
“She said something about codes- she never went into specifics, but…” Makoto paused, taking a breath to steady himself he continued his story.
“When her first video ended, suddenly someone else started speaking through the monitor. I-I don’t know who- I never saw their face. They tried to lock me in the AV room and start playing weird flashing images on all the monitors-“
The panic he felt the night before was suddenly clawing it’s way back into him, his heartbeat thudding against his chest, “There was this weird high pitched noise, and all these weird words- I- basically it was what Mukuro was talking about.”
He cut his own explanation short, everyone’s confused and concerned expressions locked on him.
“I felt… really really empty for a second and then it… it went away? I don’t know how… Mukuro said it couldn’t work on me. And the person on the screen got… angry, and then I got out of there.” He looked back over to Taka, “And then… I ran into you…”
“This is ridiculous.” Byakuya scoffed, “Do you have any proof of what happened, aside from the disc?”
“I-I saw him.” Toko spoke up from where she had hidden in the corner of the room, “I had been looking for a way out that night and I passed by-by the AV room, T-There was definitely weird lights and sounds coming from there.”
“And I heard the commotion and saw him as he left.” Taka continued the explanation, much more confidently than Toko, “He was definitely shaken by what happened inside, I believe him.”
Mondo grumbled something under his breath, whatever he said made Taka glare back at the biker.
“So… if all this code stuff is true,” Aoi continued, fear shining in her eyes, “Then why didn’t it work on you?”
“What if it did work on you and you just don’t realize it?” Hifumi added, pointing an accusatory finger in his direction, “I’ve seen it in dozens of movies- you could be a sleeper agent!”
“I know it didn’t!” Makoto argued, “I-I don’t know why yet, but I swear- I’m still completely myself.” There were a few unconvinced glances between the others.
“I don’t know how to prove it to you,” he faltered, “But… I need you guys to believe me! We’re seriously in trouble if we don’t stick together!“
“I believe you.” Kyoko answered simply. “But if anyone else is concerned perhaps Celeste wouldn’t mind using her gift to see if he’s lying?”
“I believe him.” Celeste answered quickly, looking Makoto up and down with a tight lipped frown. “There is no need for that.”
Leon shifted uncomfortably where he sat, trying in vain to keep the worry from his face, “So… it just like… takes over you?” He asked quietly, “Like… what does that even feel like?”
Makoto shrugged, “I honestly can’t explain it, I only felt it for a second… Like someone was pulling my thoughts out of my body, kinda…” He swallowed the lump forming in his throat, “It was like I was a completely different person, if that makes sense? I don’t know…”
His answer was apparently not enough to soothe the red haired boy’s worry, and Leon settled on staring blankly at the floor and rubbing his hands together anxiously. There were a few other worried murmurs, Aoi nervously began rocking on her feet.
“So what can we do?” Chihiro spoke up, “If it can be played through speakers or on the monitors- how are we going to protect ourselves?”
“There’s a monitor in nearly every room.” Byakuya added, “We’ll be sitting ducks.”
“W-well today I found another disc- in the art room.” Makoto pulled his next disc, along with the flash drive. “Mukuro said we can get more access to the building and try to protect ourselves more. I think we should start with that, I dunno what else to do.”
“We should also ask Monokuma if we can remove the monitors from our bedrooms.” Sakura suggested, “That way we can sleep more peacefully, even if we’re alone.”
“I don’t think I’m ever gonna be able to able sleep alone here…” Aoi muttered, Sakura put a hand on her shoulder.
“How do we go about protecting ourselves, exactly?” Byakuya continued his questioning, “Did your strange new pen pal offer any help there?”
Makoto held up the flash drive, surprised that Kyoko didn’t want to investigate that for herself as well, “She said we can use this to unlock restricted areas and get into some kind of tech place to lock things down… we just need to plug into… something.”
“What kind of something?” The flash drive was suddenly pulled from his hand, whizzing through the air and into Byakuya’s grasp as the blond spoke. “This doesn’t look like any flash drive I’ve ever seen.”
“She said we’d need to plug it into the caretaker those files mentioned.” Makoto answered quietly, unable to help from noticing he way both Chihiro and Mondo exchanged a look.
“So… Monokuma?” Sayaka tilted her head, “He’s the only robot here- it has to be him.”
Chihiro steepled her fingers, “I’m… not sure we should use that flash drive until we can confirm exactly what it does.”
Mondo shrugged, “I mean what’s the worst that could happen. Let’s just do the damn thing. I’m tired’a waitin’ around for something bad to happen.”
“What if it turns Monokuma into some killer robot or something?” Hiro argued, Mondo rolled his eyes.
“Then we crush it. Can’t be that hard.” He stared pointedly at Taka when he said that, and the red eyed boy stuck out his chest and glared before responding.
“We should do whatever we can to not resort to violence of any kind.” He shut the argument down. “Perhaps we can plug it into something in the AV room and test it first, we can find a way to work with this.”
“Why wait?” Mondo challenged, squaring his shoulders, “You said it yourself, yer main goal is keeping us all safe, ain’t it?”
“Owada.” Taka began in a low tone, Kyoko cleared her throat to regain focus from the increasingly hostile energy in the room.
“Was there anything else, Makoto?”
“Yeah, she gave me this letter.” Makoto fished the last item from his jacket, and began opening the envelope, “I haven’t read it yet, I figured we should all know what it says.”
She nodded approvingly as he opened the aged envelope, everyone leaning in to hear what he would say.
!Ding Dong Bing Bong!
An unusually loud announcement suddenly blasted from the speakers outside the bath house, loud enough they could hear it from inside.
“Attention!! This is an emergency broadcast! We have a security breach!!! All students please lock yourselves in your rooms IMMEDIATELY. Right now!!!” Monokuma almost sounded frantic, the lights in the bathhouse suddenly flickered and an alarm began blaring from somewhere outside the door.
The crowd of them quickly began to panic, everyone trying to talk over each other to figure out what to do. Taka came and stood by Makoto, clapping loudly to regain everyone’s attention.
“Everyone stay calm! We’re splitting into three groups and hiding in rooms together- barricade the door with whatever you can and wait for further instructions. NO ONE is to be alone right now, you hear me?”
With a few hurried nods and a bit more screaming they opened the door, pouring out into the hallway to find the main entry to the school had barred itself shut as the alarm blared even louder out here. Chihiro latched onto Makoto’s arm, shaking hands apparently just desperate for anything to grab.
Makoto felt his blood run cold, but over the clamoring of his friend’s yelling as they moved towards their dorms, he could hear something, a low stampede of sound coming from the hall to the school.
“Come on-“ he dragged Chihiro forward, catching up to Mondo who put his arm around both of them and looked back over Makoto’s shoulder- apparently he had heard whatever it was too.
“shit shit shit shit-” he mumbled as the rumbling suddenly grew louder, and suddenly Monokuma came sprinting through the dark doorway into the ‘Inn’ part of the building- arms flailing wildly as he shouted.
“Somebody pick me up!! Pick me up!!!” He cried. Sakura had scooped him up in an instant, tossing him over to Aoi and running back to the group.
“What’s going on?” She demanded from the teddy bear, who was currently clinging to Aoi’s jacket like his life depended on it.
“The Tunnels…” he answered, seeming out of breath, could he even breathe? Wrong thing to focus on- “They’re all activated now!”
“What is?” Aoi asked, only to be answered by Hiro’s screams coming from the other end of the hall.
The clamoring had reached its climax, a looming shadow quickly rounding the corner from the trash room to reveal a gigantic, monstrous version of Monokuma that suddenly lunged towards Leon.
The teen scrambled back as the paw collided with the tile and sent bits of it flying everywhere, Hiro grabbing him by the jacket and yanking him back to his feet. The large Monokuma roared, some staticky gravelly sound that sounded more like deranged laughter than anything. Sakura sprang into action, leaping over the two boys landing two hits that caved in a side of the bear’s face before it reared back to swipe at her.
Aoi cried out to warn her- the outcry falling short as the horrific clang of metal met Sakura’s ready grasp, she grunted loudly against the force of it, arms straining as it continued to try and force it’s claws closer to her face.
Mondo was at her side in an instant, swinging at the giant robot till it recoiled and gave Sakura the opening she needed to punch straight into it’s chest. The bear was slammed against the row of doors, a shower of sparks erupting from the hole Sakura’s punch had left in it’s chest. It spewed out some more static as it slumped forward, red eyes going dim as it stilled.
The victory of this solid ass kicking was short lived, because soon Toko was crying out, the horrific sound of metal scraping against metal coming from behind them. Makoto spun on his heel, just in time to see at least a dozen more Monokuma monsters clawing their way through the gates.
“We need a plan!” Mondo barked, shedding his jacket and getting into a fighting position once again.
“I need something to throw!” Leon shouted back. “We’re in like an insane murder school how can we not have any weapons on us?!”
Sakura turned to Sayaka. “You said you can shout strongly enough to destroy buildings- can you help us?”
Sayaka went pale, “What?? That’s crazy! What if this whole place comes down on top of us?!”
“I assume it would be better than the alternative.” Sakura responded coldly, stepping to the front of the group as one of the Monokuma’s finally pushed through the gate charged.
Sakura and Mondo advanced together, Mondo drawing the bear’s attention as Sakura grabbed it’s back paw and threw it back against the gate towards the others. Makoto’s heartbeat was pounding in his ears- what do I do?? What am I supposed to do?? I can’t just stand here!
Taka suddenly emerged from his bedroom, holding a first aid kit in one hand and brandishing what looked like a literal fucking sword in the other. He yelled to Leon and Hifumi to watch the back hallway and alert him if any more approached from that way, then instructed Hiro to take Monokuma and go see if there were any weapons for the others in storage. Makoto turned back to the gate as another scraping sound grated his ears.
Two more bears had broken through, one of them immediately jumping onto Mondo and pinning the biker down between it’s claws. Mondo yelled, hands pulling in vain against the monster’s paw as it opened it’s snarling mouth to reveal rows and rows of drill like teeth.
Sakura had been blocked by the other two, both of them circling her like wolves and dodging her attempts to get a hit in.
“DUCK! Now!” Makoto found himself tugged to the ground by Chihiro as Byakuya screamed behind him- the inactive husk of the first bear suddenly whizzed through the air like a ragdoll and sent colliding into one of the bears attacking Sakura. Taka leapt over them immediately after, jumping over Mondo and driving his sword deep into the machine’s throat.
Sparks and oil shot from it’s mouth, and it slumped forward, arms still scrambling to claw at Mondo as Taka somehow pushed it with enough force to shove it off the prone biker.
Mondo scrambled to his feet, his shirt and pants now riddled with cuts but seeming fine aside from that. He spat out some of the oil that had splattered all over the two of them.
“I didn’t need that!” He snapped.
“You’re welcome.” Taka responded bitterly, turning and blocking a new Monokuma from slamming his paw down on the two of them. The bear suddenly froze, a staticky roar escaping it as it’s midsection suddenly began to collapse in on itself, like a soda can.
Makoto could only watch dumbfounded, only managing turn away when he heard Byakuya gasp in pain behind him. The blond was standing in a hunched over sort of way, a hand held up and straining like he was gripping something as tight as he could manage. The effort was clearly showing on his face, and Makoto noticed a thin trail of pink blood trickle from his nose. The horrific metallic screeching ended, the bear’s crumpled body hitting the ground like a truck in a scrapyard.
Byakuya collapsed, Makoto hurried forward just in time to catch him before his head hit the tile.
Toko was at his side in an instant, “Wh-what happened?!” She asked frantically, helping Makoto roll the blond over and remove his glasses. “I-I-is that blood?! Oh no no no-“
“I think he just passed out- he’s probably okay!” Makoto had no idea if he was okay- but his base instinct was to always reassure people. “Can you go get a wet washcloth or something? Maybe we can try to wake him up.”
Toko moved before Makoto could even comprehend what he was seeing. Having left and reappeared with a washcloth and clean towel in hand before he could blink twice. It seemed her whole demeanor had shifted by the time she returned. Her gaze darted around methodically, she seemed more alert, more on edge, the usual shake in her hands was gone.
He helped her put the towel under his head and she used the wash cloth to clean his face, looking back up at Makoto for further instruction with a weird glint in her eyes.
“What now? Do you actually know how to help?”
“I- What? J-Just keep him here. Make sure he doesn’t get hurt.” He quickly clamored to his feet, looking wildly around to see how the others were doing, his eyes found Sayaka’s own panicked stare. She had wedged herself back against her own doorway and looked as though she was moments away from collapsing herself.
Makoto ran over to her, narrowly avoiding colliding into Aoi as she sprinted forward to aid the others. Sayaka immediately latched onto his arm, tears welling at the corners of her eyes.
“I’m sorry- I’m so sorry!” She gasped out in a panic, “I want to help I’m just so scared! What if I hurt someone?!”
“It’s okay,” Makoto tried to pry her off of him so he could look her in the eyes.
“You don’t have to do this if you don’t think you can-“ he looked back at the gate, more and more Monokumas has clambered through the nearly destroyed gates, and it looked as though ten more were ready to force their way in too.
“But we could really use all the help we can get.” He answered honestly. Sayaka stared back at him, her fear hardening into a desperate kind of determination as she nodded.
“I… okay. Okay. Get everyone away from the gate. I can do this. I can do this!”
Makoto nodded, pulling away from her and rushing forward to warn the others. Kyoko’s hands were ablaze, fire traveling all the way up her arms and her expression pulled into a tight frown of concentration as she covered Chihiro- who seemed to be straining under the effort of keeping one of the Monokumas from moving as Mondo reared back to hit it with two broken bars of the gate that had been ripped from the wall.
“Move back! Sayaka’s coming!” He yelled over the commotion, Kyoko nodded, hurling one last fireball at another Monokuma’s head as Mondo plunged one of the metal pole at least foot into the remaining bear’s neck. The biker only glanced to acknowledge him as he scooped Chihiro up by the arm and ran after Kyoko back towards the hallway.
Makoto raced over to Sakura, who had Hifumi of all people helping her as she beat one of the bear’s back with the giant severed paw of another one. Makoto tried to yell his warning to them, only to have the world go fuzzy as something sharp collided with the side of his head.
He hit the ground hard, a buzzing filling his ears and his blurred vision clearing up just in time to see the gaping maw of one of the robot bears looming over him, the teeth in it’s mouth whirring like drills as it smiled wide at him.
What looked like a kitchen knife pierced it’s eye- shards of red glass cascaded onto Makoto, he could hear a victory cry from Leon somewhere behind him as he scrambled away from the now outraged bear.
Hina rushed over to him, helping him to his feet and pulling him aside as the bear now charged blindly at them.
“Are you okay?” she asked as he tried to catch his breath. “Oh god, I think it got your head- you’re bleeding!”
“I’m fine, I’m fine… Sayaka’s gonna try something- Get Sakura and Hifumi back!” Hina nodded, running back behind Taka and the now broken Monokuma and hurrying over to the last two.
Taka spun around to face him, his sword dented in three different placed and his normally pristine uniform stained with oil and ripped in places.
“Are you okay?” He asked worriedly, placing a hand at Makoto’s forehead and investigating whatever wound Makoto had yet to see himself.
“I’m fine, barely got me.” He tried to laugh it off, but his forced casual tone suddenly slipped into panic when he saw Sayaka moving towards the gate.
“I- wait! We have to move Sayaka’s going to-“
The shout was guttural, almost otherworldly.
The sheer force of it knocked Makoto over and sent him flying back across the floor. He slammed through the laundry room doors, his head thankfully colliding into a stack of clean towels instead of a washing machine.
The force of it buzzed through his veins like a rhythmic sort of lightning, he could barely make out someone speaking in muffled tones through the ringing in his ears.
“-okay?”
“-hear me? Makoto?”
“Makoto?”
“Naegi!”
Makoto blinked through his blurred vision, forcing his world back into focus on Sayaka’s panicked face above his. Tears were streaming down her face, she broke into a relieved grin as he started to prop himself up on his elbows.
Byakuya knelt beside him, seeming much better now than he had earlier, though his face still looked flushed.
“I suppose there really must be something to your ‘lucky number’” he said coldly, holding up a piece of metal from the gate. “Another few centimeters and this could’ve gone right through your side.”
“I’m so sorry!” Sayaka cried, hugging Makoto and sending a wave of pain through his still muddled mind, “I didn’t even think to look and make sure you were ready- I didn’t see you till after I had already shouted!”
“It’s fine! Really.” he patted her back, “D-did you get them all?”
“She did.” Kyoko spoke from the doorway to the laundry room, “They’re all in pieces now.”
Sayaka helped him to his feet, Byakuya offered his wet cloth from before to Makoto.
“Clean your forehead.” He ordered, his tone not as harsh as perhaps it could’ve been. “You’re a mess.”
“Sure, thanks.” He smiled at the blond. Mondo suddenly rushed to the doorway.
“Everyone okay in here?” He asked, jacket back on and pompadour all askew from the fight. At Makoto’s nod, he relaxed and leaned onto the doorway. “Good. I think everyone’s okay then-“
There was a scream from outside the laundry room, everyone hurried out the door to see what had happened. Kyoko quickly moved to help Sayaka lead Makoto out.
Chihiro was standing next to a hunched over Taka, his hands were clutching at his chest as he collapsed to his knees in jerking, stiff movements. She was begging him to be still- her voice hitching with panic.
“Taka- please- let me help you!“ She reached out and recoiled as Taka groaned in pain, finally pulling himself into a more upright position and moving his hands away from his chest-
There was a pipe sticking out the middle. Makoto felt sick.
“Holy shit-“ Leon gasped as he ran up, hand going up over his mouth.
“Oh no…” Sayaka gasped, breath hitching into a sob. “No no no no no no no no no….”
Mondo pushed forward and dropped to his knees in front of the shuddering teen, catching Taka by the shoulders as he slumped forward.
His eyes met Mondo’s, red glow flickering sporadically as he tried to focus on the other teen’s face. “I-“ he started, trying once again to stand on his own, Mondo held his arms to keep him down. “I need to get…. This thing out of me…”
“Calm down, you-“ Mondo seemed to be panicking now- hands shaking and his gaze snapping between Taka’s barely coherent expression and the large metal rod protruding from his chest. “You can’t go pullin at that. I-It’s gonna be okay, don’t try and move.”
Hiro stepped forward in horrified silence, still holding onto Monokuma. The bear wiggled frantically to be put down.
“This is not good- not good at all!” The bear exclaimed, waddling over to the pair as Hiro set him on the floor. “You’ve only been around two days and you’re already busted again!!!“
Taka glared at the bear, his left eye had gone completely dark now, “Would you…shut- shut up… and help me?”
“What- what are we gonna do?” Hina cried, “Is he dying?? Is he bleeding?? I can’t see anything through the stains on his shirt! Where’s the first aid kit?”
“I don’t think that will be necessary.” Kyoko spoke up suddenly, her hand moving from where she’d been supporting Makoto as she stepped forward towards the chaotic scene before her.
“Taka,” she began in a completely calm voice, squatting down so she was eye level with Taka,“You’re the caretaker robot, aren’t you?”
“What!?” Byakuya exclaimed from behind Makoto, Sayaka muttered a similar sentiment under her breath.
There was a tense pause before Taka nodded, Makoto saw Leon’s knees buckle a bit as he leaned onto Sakura in disbelief. “I… I apologize for the deception. I know I should’ve told you- I was…” He looked back at the others, Makoto’s stomach twisted in pity, “I was worried you would all hate me.”
“That’s your reason?” Byakuya sounded skeptical, Monokuma stepped so he was in between Taka and Mondo.
“Oh~ my dearest little brother, what are we going to with someone as accident prone as you?” Before anyone could react, Monokuma yanked the pole from Taka’s chest. Metal scraped metal and caused a painfully high pitch scrape that Makoto could feel in his teeth.
Makoto couldn’t look away, the sparks that followed locked his attention in. There was no blood, nothing spilling out aside from a barely noticeable trail of smoke. He could almost almost see right through it, a few veins- no, wires hanging down and obstructing the view. Toko nearly collapsed, caught with one hand by Sakura at the last minute.
Taka let a strangled sounding cry, grabbing onto Mondo’s arm for support as Monokuma held the pole like a bat in his hand.
“I’m not supposed to let you into the Tech Lab anymore, but I suppose right now I don’t have much of a choice! You two-“ he turned, gesturing with the rod to Mondo and Chihiro, both frozen in shock. “Smart One. Meathead. Take him to the lab on the third floor, you can use Taka’s hand to get in. Makoto: you go with ‘em. Ya know… in case something else happens.”
“Hold on a minute, you don’t get to tell us what to do.” Byakuya argued. “I want answers. What just happened- what were those things? What is…” he gestured to Taka, seeming unable to come up with the proper word. “What is all this?”
“You’re a very curious young man, aren’t you Ten?” Monokuma mused.
“I told you not call me a number.” Byakuya snapped. “And answer my question.”
“Those large, devilishly handsome machines that you so handily destroyed were old security droids.” Monokuma answered, “They were decommissioned years ago. I have no idea how they suddenly spurn to life again- or why they decided to attack us all- and that’s the honest truth!”
The bear was met with skeptic stares, Chihiro began speaking quietly to Taka as Monokuma continued. “As Makoto no doubt informed you all during your ‘not so secret’ secret meeting, there’s something else at play here in Hope’s Peak! You children, to put it simply: are in terrible danger!”
“Yeah. I think we coulda’ figured that out on our own!” Leon huffed indignantly. “Who the hell is doing all this? And what- Taka, dude, what are you?”
Taka turned his attention over to Leon, opening his mouth to respond before Monokuma cheerfully intervened.
“He’s your very own guardian! It’s supposed to be his job to keep you all healthy and happy. Puhuhuhu~ but as you can see he’s not very good at it anymore.”
“Monokuma.” Taka snapped, clearly agitated. “Ca-Can we please not do this now?”
“You called him your little brother.” Hina pointed out, “Were you… made by the same person?”
“That’s one point for Miss Asahina!” Monokuma twirled the pipe around, “But as I mentioned before I’m currently not at liberty to discuss anyone’s origin stories at length. Just know this sweet little disaster is here to look after you, to the best of his abilities, anyway. Puhuhu~”
Sakura cleared her throat, finally pulling her gaze away from Monokuma and surveying the carnage around her.
“How can we be sure nothing else will come for us?” She asked, Makoto only now noticed the deep cut she had acquired across her left forearm, oozing a steady stream of something pink down onto sweatband on her wrist. Makoto absentmindedly held up the wash cloth he had used on his forehead… his blood still looked normal- what was going on?
“Those were all the security drones we had.” Monokuma answered, “Well, except me, but don’t go getting any ideas! I’m here to stay!”
“I have no idea how they started moving around on their own… they’ve been down in storage for who knows how long!” Monokuma began pacing. “There’s a lot of things going on here that shouldn’t be happening… We may really be in over our heads now, kiddos!”
Taka grunted, shifting himself more into a sitting position and trying to blink away the sporadic flicker of his eyes. “Makoto told… told them about the codes. You can talk to them about it now.” He stopped, wincing as a stray spark shot from the hole in his chest. “A-and while you’re at it go ahead and explain it to me. Was I…. Ever informed of any of this?”
“You weren’t even around anymore! That all started after your little incident.” Monokuma answered bitterly, “I never mentioned it because it was never supposed to come up again!”
“We are going to remove the monitors from out rooms.” Sakura told the teddy bear, “If you really want us to be safe you have to agree to let us take the majority of them down.”
“But then how am I supposed to check up on you?!” Monokuma argued- like him not being able to interrupt them whenever he wanted was a violation of his personal rights.
“But for now… I suppose that’s what we’ll have to do. Just don’t go yanking everything out all willy-nilly! I’m gonna have enough clean up work with just this mess!”
He sighed, an over dramatic, put upon sort of sigh that caused Celeste to roll her eyes. “You kids get yourselves cleaned. You three, take care of my dumb dumb brother. I need to get to work. And don’t worry- If anything like this happens again believe me I’ll be freaking out long enough for you to react.”
He waddled off after that, hopping through the chaos of broken machines and bits of metal and wall that were scattered everywhere. The whole place was a mess, scratches and gashes along every wall, a few of the student’s doors had scratches or dents carved into their surface.
The kids themselves weren’t much better. No one had gotten out of the fight without some kind of injury, Makoto could see the fatigue catching up to them. They began muttering to each other, rubbing bruises and sore muscles or tending to each other’s cuts and scrapes with the first aid kit Hiro had begun carrying.
Chihiro suddenly laced her hand in his, tugging him away from Sayaka and pulling him over to where Mondo was carefully maneuvering Taka into his arms to carry him, a distant look in the biker’s eyes.
“Are you sure you don’t need help?” Sakura asked, looking up from where Hina was bandaging her wounded arm.
“Nah. He ain’t that heavy.” Mondo responded gruffly, looking down at the teen who had gone still and silent in his arms. “ ‘sides, you should probably stay in case anything else happens.”
Sakura nodded, carefully moving her newly bandaged arm as Hina called over to them.
“Be careful you guys, okay?”
Makoto nodded in response, and numbly let himself get dragged into the school by Chihiro.
Chapter 6: Opening Your Friends Up (figuratively and literally)
Summary:
A promise between men is made, Makoto checks in on his friends, Kyoko tries to teach some basic detective lessons to two boys with very short attention spans.
Notes:
Sorry for the slight delay with this chapter I’ve been sick :( been writing a lot but posting anything never even crossed my mind. But we’re back now!!!
Chapter Text
Makoto let Chihiro drag him along, picking their way carefully through the wreckage and out into the school. A lot of people have been holding my hand lately. Makoto thought, unable to make his brain focus on anything else, Gosh I really am useless here, aren’t I?
They passed the elevator to who knows where, Monokuma leaning forward and peering into the empty shaft. Makoto could hear him muttering about how he couldn’t figure out how it had been working again, the bear turned and waved at them as they passed. Like they weren’t carrying a severely injured friend with them. Like they hadn’t all almost died.
The walk up to the third floor was quiet, but not as quiet as Makoto wished it was. The only sounds were occasional groans of pain or weird static noises from Taka, always followed by soft whispers of assurance from Mondo. Makoto was surprised at how gentle he was being, especially considering how he had blown up at Taka before.
They passed the game room, the art room, and finally found the locked stairway Celeste had mentioned yesterday. Makoto gulped, staring up at the large, imposing metal door that was sealed with a scanner. True to what Hifumi had said- large blocky letters indicating they had reached the lab could be seen faintly on the wall next to it.
Makoto searched the door for any kind of knob or lever, “Uh… how did Monokuma say we can get in again?”
“He didn’t…” Chihiro approached the scanner, “He told Taka he would let him in, but-“
Taka stuck a hand out in front of her, causing her to jump, his other hand remained in a vice grip on Mondo’s jacket.
“Roll- Roll up my s-sleeve.” He instructed, “ ‘s a barcode there.”
His eyes flickered as Chihiro rolled his sleeve up and removed his gloves- revealing a black and white barcode spanning his wrist, as well as the multitude of lines that traced around all the joints of his hand. Chihiro gasped, running a hand along his palm in utter fascination before the hand twitched sporadically and pulled her from her thoughts.
“Oh! Right, sorry.” She gently maneuvered his hand to hold it in front of the red scanner by the door, it beeped twice.
“ACCESS DENI- UPDATING…”
There was another beep, the light of the led screen suddenly lit up green.
“RESTRICTIONS OVERRIDDEN. ACCESS GRANTED.”
The door slid open in a slow, almost threatening manner; the lights inside suddenly clicked on one by one. Makoto found himself quickly overwhelmed by all the tech inside, huge machines that reached up to the ceiling with wires and cables connecting everything to everything else. He had absolutely no idea what any of it could possibly be, but it was still impressive- and a little unnerving- to see.
“This is incredible..” Chihiro breathed as she stepped in beside him, turning in a circle to see everything. “Whoever was running this place must’ve been…. Very well connected.”
She frowned, eyes darting around before pointing at a metal workbench in the corner next to a blocky computer monitor and some strange device that looked almost like a sewing machine.
“Let’s lay him down here, so I can see what we’re working with.” She instructed, sounding more sure of herself than she had the whole time Makoto had known her. But that made sense, he supposed as he followed the group, she was truly in her element now.
Mondo carefully set Taka down on the bench, hesitating to move his hands away when Taka suddenly twitched at the movement.
“I apologize for requiring so much help,” he mumbled, looking almost embarrassed, “I promise normally I’m not this high maintenance… lucky shot, I guess.” He coughed- or something similar- as a few sparks shot out from his wound. Now that Makoto was finally close he could see just how big it was. It was easily the size of his palm- it must’ve been one of the edge pieces of the gate that separated their dorms from the school that hit him.
How did that not hit me? He wondered, accidentally tuning out Mondo’s assurance that he wasn’t being high maintenance and Chihiro’s questions about the computer next to them.
I was right behind Taka, how did I end up in the laundry room if we were close enough for the gate to hit him? He frowned, maybe I’m just lucky after all…
“Makoto? Did you hear me?” He was pulled from his thoughts by Taka, who was looking at him with as much concern as he could currently express from his spot propped up on his elbows on the table.
“What? Sorry- I guess I spaced out… again.” he apologized, stepping closer to avoid Chihiro moving past him to collect a few cords from a nearby cabinet.
“I said I wanted to check you for a concussion- and other things.” Taka frowned, one of his eyebrows twitched as he continued, “We should- should- should probably change the bandages on your hand too, and-“
“Would ya calm down?” Mondo cut him off, “Makoto’s fine for now. Yer the one with the literal fuckin stab would right through ya.”
“Yeah, I’m okay.” Makoto gave him a thumbs up. “I promise I’ll let you know if I don’t feel good or something.”
That seemed to placate Taka for now, he laid back down on his back with a sigh, glancing over at where Chihiro was studying the string of code on the now operational computer next to them.
“Hey, Chi,” Mondo tapped on the table to get her attention, she startled and turned to face them. “How the hell are we supposed to do all this?”
“Oh.” Chihiro smiled apologetically, “S-sorry I’m not used to working with other people around, but I’m just going through this computer real quick to get a sense of what I’m working with here.” She gestured to her hand that was still on the computer, no doubt using her powers to sort through it as she was speaking. “This looks like it’s one of the core systems for the building, so if I can figure this out I should be able to figure out a lot of the other weird stuff around here.”
Mondo nodded, though his expression made it seem he didn’t really follow, Chihiro continued anyway.
“Also, this has a lot of your files on here, Taka,” she looked down at him on the table, “This was probably used to program you… You already knew that, didn’t you?” He nodded, she nervously smiled, “Would you be okay if I… looked? I don’t want to mess up anything while I’m fixing you.”
“I… don’t exactly have a choice.” Taka’s frown twitched, a staticky cough escaped him. “I trust you… I don’t think you’ll hurt me, Chihiro.”
Her expression turned to determination, his trust apparently doing her good as she turned back to the computer with a renewed passion. Makoto awkwardly put his hands in his pockets, looking around the room and spying a couple office chairs that had been shoved into a corner near a closet.
“Mondo, do you wanna sit down?” He asked, gesturing over towards the chairs as he went to go grab himself one.
“Nah, give it to her, I don’t need one.” Mondo shrugged, leaning on the table a bit.
“Really? You did a lot down there are you sure you’re not at least sore or something?”
“Nah.” He glanced away suddenly, adjusting his still ruined hair as he answered, “I, uh, can’t get hurt- remember?”
“Oh, right.” Makoto awkwardly mumbled as he rolled the two chairs across the room. He left one next to Chihiro, who seemed too wrapped up in her work to notice, and sat down in the other himself, feeling his sore and bruised body relax a little as he settled into it.
They were quiet for a while; Chihiro continuing to look through things faster than Makoto could ever hope to keep with, Taka shifting uncomfortably and occasionally wincing from the table, Mondo pacing in a small line around them.
The biker’s actions confused Makoto the most- which was really saying something considering everything he had learned today- why did he look so worried?
“Okay…” Chihiro finally spoke up, rolling her sleeves up and turning back to them. “I think I’m ready now. Let’s uhm… see what we’re dealing with…”
She awkwardly began to unbutton Taka’s shirt, Mondo helped Taka sit up so they could slide it off his arms. Makoto tried not to stare- he really did- but now that there was nothing covering the evidence the reality of Taka not being human was hitting him full force.
You could see where joints met each other, areas along his chest and stomach that would usually be defined by muscle and fat were separated into different plated areas, and the metal around where the pipe had gone through him had lost some of it’s flesh colored paint, leaving shiny metal chipped edges along the exit wound.
Mondo mumbled something under his breath, his confusion and disbelief a stark contrast to how methodically Chihiro was looking him over. Taka had laid back down, nervously drumming his fingers on the table as he watched Chihiro plug a long green cord into the computer before turning back to him.
“I’m going to hook you up to this so I can get a diagnostic report.” She explained, waiting for Taka to nod in approval before continuing, “Where can I plug it in?”
“That one goes behind my ear,” he answered quietly, a twitchy hand going up to point to his left ear. “The other two you have plug into the port on my neck and…” Makoto tried not to show his astonishment and unease when suddenly a small part of Taka’s chest- right where a heart would normally be- raised up, revealing a small usb-like port and a half circle shaped slot that reminded Makoto of something he had seen before…
Mondo had physically flinched when the slot opened, looking up at Makoto with an expression that perfectly conveyed: ‘holy crap can you believe what we’re looking at????’
Chihiro nodded, not seeming at all put off by this, and plugged a thinner red wire into the port Taka had just opened. Her hand hesitated for a moment, lingering over the slot before she spoke.
“What is this?” She asked, startled when Taka suddenly moved a hand to cover it.
“Please don’t touch that.” The polite request came out more like a warning, Taka’s one good eye glowing intensely as he looked up at her. “That’s… where my personality matrix is.” He explained, Makoto tried to make any sense at all of what that phrase could mean.
“Oh, like your personality programming?” Chihiro asked, explaining things a little bit. There was a pause before she moved away so Taka could relax some. “Why wouldn’t that just be built in? It seems pretty risky to have it on external storage…”
“This was made by someone else, I used to be uh…” Taka answered after a moment’s hesitation, “Someone a little different. It didn’t originally have much of an ability to think for itself…” he trailed off, looking back down at himself with a worried expression.
“I don’t want to… lose myself.” He finished. Chihiro frowned, a worried expression on her face as she turned back to what she was doing on the computer.
“This is going to take a little while,” she changed the subject, typing at the computer. “It went right through your spine.”
“Yes, I felt that.” Taka smiled weakly, Mondo scoffed from his spot beside him.
Chihiro didn’t seem nearly as amused, the task before her seemed to be intimidating her now, “I’ll start working on the inside, this thing should be able to take care of the bigger stuff.” She pointed to the large needle like device to their right, Makoto finally noticed it was connected to the workbench and plugged into the monitor through a series of cords.
“Someone should go let the others know we’ll be awhile.” Mondo pointed out, looking over to Makoto, “Why don’t you go, you can get yourself cleaned up while yer down there.”
“You could go rest too, Mondo,” Chihiro pointed out, “Like I said this is going to take-“
“I’m stayin’.” Mondo cut her off, tapping the table again to prove his point. “I ain’t leaving you two alone when who knows what could be goin’ on.”
“But you’ll let me go alone?” Makoto pointed out, not really too upset at the idea, Mondo kinda scared him.
“You’ve got some weird fuckin’ immunity to whatever’s going on.” Mondo shrugged, “It’s safer for ya, right? Besides if anything does happen you can just yell and I’ll come beat the hell outta whatever you need.” He winked, a grin crossing his face as he answered.
“O-Okay,” Makoto got out of his seat, the fresh bruises on his back groaning in protest, “I’ll be back in a little bit.”
He hurried back to the dorms, the school building eerily silent considering everything that happened to them today. He was still struggling to find his way through the school- it was hard to believe he had only been here a few days…
“Makoto-“ he was startled from his thoughts by Kyoko’s calm voice, nearly colliding into her on the stairs to the first floor. She was holding a first aid kit and a water bottle in her hands, gloves back on despite her jacket having been singed up to her elbows. Right, she can literally set herself on fire…
“Sorry, I wasn’t looking where I was going.” He apologized quickly, he moved to the side to let her pass, she held the water out instead.
“Actually, I was coming to see you,” she explained as he awkwardly took it and began twisting the cap off. “You went through a lot in the fight, and Taka didn’t seem to be in any condition to help you.”
“Oh…” he took a long drink, he hadn’t even realized he’d been thirsty. “I was just coming down to get cleaned up, actually, heh… And to tell you guys that Taka’s gonna be okay. Chihiro said she can fix him.”
“Good.” She nodded, following him down the stairs as he continued on his original journey to a bathroom to wash the new scratch on his forehead.
“It’s uh, crazy about Taka- isn’t it?” He tried to make conversation, not quite comfortable with the silence Kyoko always seemed to settle in. “Did… Did you know? You didn’t seem all that surprised.”
“I had a suspicion,” She answered, “There was certainly plenty of evidence to support it. I didn’t want to jump to any conclusions till I knew for sure.”
“I had no idea.” Makoto awkwardly laughed, “It seems kinda obvious now.”
She hummed in response as they reached the now ruined gate, Monokuma had somehow miraculously already cleaned all the broken bears that had attacked them earlier. The gate was still blasted to pieces all over the hall, though, Makoto couldn’t help but hesitate at the sight of them.
“How is everyone else taking this news?” He asked worriedly, already spotting Leon and Hiro talking by the bathhouse entrance. “And how’s Sayaka? She seemed really freaked out…”
“They’ll adjust.” Kyoko commented, “Some of them faster than others. It’s certainly not news you would normally encounter.” She nodded in the direction of the dorms, silently urging him forward with her. “Sayaka was still pretty upset, Aoi suggested she go lie down for a bit… I assume she’s still in her room.”
“Yo, dudes!” Leon was running up to them, Hiro not far behind. The redhead had a bruise already forming on his jaw, probably from when he’d nearly been clobbered by the first bear attack. Hiro seemed fine, if not a little uncharacteristically worried, the coat tied around his waist sported a fresh new set of claw marks through it’s fabric.
“We were worried about you, man.” Hiro patted his shoulder, quickly switching to a more gentle rub when Makoto winced in pain. “How’s Taka?”
“What’s Taka?” Leon interjected, “Dude, is he seriously like…. I mean…” he gestured, staring at Makoto while he searched for a way to articulate his feelings.
“This is all too weird.” He finally sighed, Kyoko tried to lead them to the bathhouse as they continued speaking.
“I already knew.” Hiro commented, causing everyone to turn to him in surprise. “Saw it in a vision when we were searching the school. Kinda freaked out at first, heh.” He scratched at his nose, following them into bathhouse and leaning against a locker. “But ya know, he’s chill. Got me food and everything when I had an episode this morning.”
“Yeah he’s chill for now.” Leon mumbled, Kyoko unwrapped the dirty bandage from Makoto’s hand and tossed it for him to throw away. “This is all a little too Terminator for me, dude. Like I don’t wanna be mean but-“
“It’ll take a little time to get used to.” Kyoko cut him off, “But we’ll get used to it. Just like we’ve gotten used to each other.” She took a washcloth to Makoto’s face, ignoring his protests that he could wash it himself. Leon and Hiro snickered.
“So your vision stuff, how’s that work?” Leon asked as he and Hiro sat on either side of Makoto. He helped Kyoko open up a bandage, the task proving difficult with her thick leather gloves on. “Like, is it like watching a tv kinda thing? Or is it just like… a feeling?”
“Uh, both?” Hiro answered, “It depends I guess, “If I’m purposefully looking it’s like a whole scene, usually. But sometimes it happens when I don’t mean for it to, then it could just be like sounds or images or something…”
He paused, picking at his nails with a thoughtful hum, “Kinda sucks when it happens at night though, I can’t tell the difference between visions and dreams, ya know?”
“What was the vision you had this morning?” Makoto asked, accidentally turning away from Kyoko’s attempt to cover the scratch on his forehead to see Hiro.
“Oh, uh, I guess it was the bear attack? It wasn’t really clear…” Hiro began, not looking up from his hands, “I couldn’t really hear- and it was fuzzy- but it was Sayaka screaming and you getting knocked back.”
“Oh wow.” Makoto mumbled, unable to even try feeling disbelief after everything he’d already seen, “You didn’t, uh… you didn’t think to warn me?” He laughed, though he was genuinely curious- that prediction could’ve saved both himself and Taka a lot of pain.
Hiro laughed back, smiling apologetically, “Sorry, man, I didn’t know for sure. I didn’t wanna freak everyone out! Besides, I coulda’ been wrong. That happens sometimes.”
“What kinda super powered psychic gets things wrong?” Leon sneered, “Isn’t that just like guessing then?”
“I’m only wrong thirty percent of the time!” Hiro responded indignantly, “That’s a pretty great success rate! And like I said before, sometimes I can’t tell if things are really visions or not- it makes sense that some of em wouldn’t happen!”
“Maybe you make them different.” Makoto mused, watching Kyoko repack the trusty first aid kit once again, “Like… maybe you see the future, but then you change it, so technically it ends up being wrong.”
“Hey, I like that!” Hiro beamed, once again patting him enthusiastically across his aching back, “It’s like… Manifest Destiny- am i using that right?”
“No…” Kyoko answered quietly, adjusting her ruined sleeves as she stood. “You should go let Aoi and Sakura know you’re okay, they’ve been worried.” She paused, humming in an amused sort of way, “Byakuya is too, in his own way.”
“His own mean way.” Hiro mumbled, standing along with Makoto and Leon, “The guy needs to relax, his aura is like toxic.”
Leon laughed, shaking his head as he opened the bath house door to let them all out, “You can’t say you have visions and see people’s ‘auras’. Pick the kinda crazy you wanna be.”
Makoto was quickly distracted from the ensuing argument by Sakura, who effectively gained his attention when she dumped an armful of severed monitors in a heap by the gate. Aoi hurried along after her, carrying one monitor and counting the ones Sakura had dropped aloud.
“That should be everyone!” she exclaimed, seeming pleased with their work. “Well there’s still the one in the dining hall, and Makoto’s roo- Makoto!!”
Aoi suddenly spotted him, rushing over and hugging him so hard something popped in his back. Sakura quietly urged her to ease up, and Makoto smiled up at her as he recovered the breath Aoi had crushed out of him.
“Hey!” He laughed breathlessly, “Is everyone okay down here? It looks like clean up went fast.”
“SO fast.” Aoi agreed, “Monokuma must be hiding extra arms or something- I never even saw him move anything! By the time me and Sakura got the first of the monitors out of people’s rooms most of the stuff was gone!”
“You already got all the monitors?” Makoto looked at their scrap pile, “Ha, you guys work fast too!”
“Almost all of them,” Sakura corrected, “There’s still your’s and Taka’s- and the ones in the rest of the school. But the bedrooms at least should be safe from… whatever it is these codes are.”
Aoi gasped, “Oh! Speaking of Taka- how is he? Is he okay?”
“Yeah, Chihiro said he’s gonna be fine.” He assured her, both girls visibly relaxed. “Yeah i guess he got lucky… nothing too important got hit.”
“We were all somewhat lucky.” Sakura commented, “A shot through the spine like that would’ve killed anyone else. I hate that he has to go through this, but it probably was the least gruesome outcome...”
“Byakuya’s been really weird since it all happened.” Aoi changed the subject slightly, “For awhile he just followed Monokuma around demanding information, and when I went to check on Sayaka and get her monitor out of there I think he was trying to get into your room.”
She frowned, irritation and suspicion marking her normally cheerful face, “I mean, I guess some people don’t react to surprises well, but I don’t know… something about him just bugs me.”
Sakura put a hand on her shoulder to calm her. “We shouldn’t talk about people behind their backs, Hina. We all have to look out for each other- and speaking of that:” She turned her naturally intense gaze to Makoto. “You should go eat something. Everyone else already has.”
Makoto was hungry, but he couldn’t help but feel a little patronized. “I feel like lately everyone has been babying me.” He was only half joking, he tried to laugh it off anyway. “It’s like you all think I’m made of paper or something.”
“We just like you!” Aoi assured him, “And you’ve apparently been doing a lot for us the past two days, so let us do something to help you out!” She playfully punched his arm. “Don’t be a baby about us babying you!”
“Alright, fine!” Makoto relented, walking past them to the dining hall. “I’ll be good! I’ll eat something!”
Sakura nodded in approval, Aoi called after him. “And then go see Sayaka! She’s really worried still!”
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It took him a minute to realize Sayaka’s door was cracked open, his attention had been temporarily distracted by the precariously balanced snacks in his arms wavering as he knocked.
Monokuma had met him in the kitchen- warning that he didn’t want to see one crumb on his bedroom floor or there’d be hell to pay. Makoto had humored him, pretending to take the warning seriously despite the fact that the bear had lost nearly all his intimidation points after seeing his monstrous counterparts.
“Come in.” Sayaka called from inside. Makoto huffed at himself for not noticing it was open in the first place. It’s more polite to knock, anyway.
He walked into the room, smiling when he spotted Sayaka sitting cross legged at the foot of her bed. She smiled back, not as bright as she normally would, she must’ve really been worried.
“Hey,” he tried hopefully, setting his bounty of snacks on her desk. “You okay?”
“I’m fine.” She responded flatly, taking a deep breath before chuckling nervously. “I was just….”
She paused, looking down at her hands. “I was really scared.” She responded quietly, “I thought I killed Taka.”
Makoto moved to sit beside her, hesitantly reaching out to put a hand on her knee- she definitely found physical contact comforting. There was a pause before she finally put her hand on his.
“You didn’t- he’s gonna be fine! Chihiro said it would just take a little while.” He assured her, “And you did what had to be done. Taka knows that- every one knows that. Who knows what would’ve happened if you hadn’t stopped them.”
She nodded, trying to convince herself to believe it, and held his hand tighter. “How long till Taka’s… uhm, better?” She asked, struggling to think of the right word.
“Oh, I’m not sure.” Makoto thought for a minute. “I think it depends on how quickly Chihiro can learn to work some of the stuff in the Tech Lab. That place is crazy looking, you should see it.”
She smiled a little at that, but allowed silence to fill the space between them once again. Makoto found himself searching for something to talk about- he knew Sayaka seemed to take her screaming ability very seriously- this must be tearing her apart…
“I, uh, I see they took the monitors down.” He pointed out, his gaze finally landing on the empty spot on the wall and cable dangling from the ceiling. “That’s good. That’ll definitely help me relax.”
“Aoi just came and got it.” She followed his gaze to the wall. “She said her and Sakura have gotten almost all of the ones in here.”
“Yeah.” Makoto agreed, beginning to feel a bit of unease at the stalling conversation. “They still need to get mine and Taka’s, but other than that I think we’re all good.”
She hummed in response, idly drumming on his hand with her fingers.
“Sorry I’m being so quiet,” she suddenly turned to smile at him, “I’m not trying to be such a downer, I’ll feel better once you and Taka are both feeling better.”
Her cheerful tone had returned, but her eyes were missing that little sparkle of hope in them that always fueled Makoto…
Was that why he felt so uneasy?
“It’s fine… I know this was hard for you.” He smiled back, pulling his hand away from hers and standing. “I’ll come check on you again soon, I promise. I wanna get these up to Mondo and Chihiro, I bet they’re hungry by now.”
She stood with him, suddenly wrapping him in a hug and clinging to his jacket for a moment before releasing him and smiling again. “Thanks, Makoto. I’m… really glad we’re stuck here together.”
She laughed a little, seeming to realize what she said. “I mean, not stuck here but… I’m glad we’re getting to spend time together again.”
She definitely seemed back to her old self now, Makoto awkwardly laughed back. “I-I got it, thanks. I’m really glad to see you again too… even if it’s here.”
She helped him gather up his armful of food in a more organized way this time and gave him one last grin as he walked out the room, leaving the anxiety he had been ignoring in the back of his mind to rush forward full force as he stepped out into the hall.
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This was his second time bringing food up to the Tech Lab today, it was getting late now- and he figured Chihiro and Mondo could use another little break.
A whole day had passed since the… incident? Attack? Makoto wasn’t sure what to call it, really. The programmer and biker had hardly left the lab at all, Mondo had even slept in one of the office chairs last night. Makoto had been trying to be helpful, bringing food and drinks and keeping Monokuma and Byakuya as far away as he could manage.
The group meals had been fine, less organized without Taka’s direction, but everyone mostly got along well enough. Aoi and Byakuya had argued at breakfast, only stopping when Sakura finally stepped in and separated them. Lunch had been busy with plans to make the school safer, everyone still nervous about what Makoto had told them the night before. Hifumi had made everyone tea and rice balls for dinner, he had mentioned to Makoto that cooking calmed him down and he was glad to have other people around to eat what he made instead of worrying about saving it for later. They had been good, and aside from Celeste complaining about the tea being too sweet, everyone had gotten along fine at the table.
He had helped take the monitors down from the first floor of the school, aside from the AV room and all the rooms they were still locked out of. He felt more at ease knowing the chances of losing one of his new friends to…. Whatever the heck is going on was rapidly slimming helped him breathe easier.
Byakuya had grilled him for information on what exactly had happened when he had seen Mukuro’s first message. When Makoto’s scattered explanation of the codes didn’t meet his expectations he had abandoned him in favor of interrogating Toko instead. Makoto could understand being nervous, but something about the blond’s attitude continuously rubbed Makoto the wrong way.
“Oh! Hi, Makoto.” Chihiro’s small voice pulled him from his thoughts. She smiled at him from the top of the third floor stairs.
“Hey! I brought some food.” He held up his tray, some tea spilled over from one of the cups, “I figured you guys were hungry.”
“Thanks!” Chihiro was already reaching for one of the rice balls. “I’m so hungry- Oh, but I want to go ahead and shower first, before the water shuts off. You can just set it somewhere upstairs, I wont be very long.”
She laughed a little, “I think Mondo may be sleeping, he’s been slumped over in a chair for about half an hour.” She started walking down the stairs, speaking with a mouthful of rice, “I guess he got bored with Taka being asleep, but neither of them had really said anything tor awhile before that, either... Maybe Taka was just bored, too.”
“I’d be bored too if I had to lay on my back for that long…” Makoto said, mostly to himself, continuing across the third floor to his original destination. Taka had been asleep- or uh, whatever his equivalent was- when Makoto had left to help Sakura earlier. Maybe he could find a book in the library for him to read, just so he could do anything other than stare at the ceiling while Chihiro worked.
“… guess it just… scared me, is all.”
Makoto froze outside the lab’s open door, the gravelly sound of Mondo’s voice hitched and a shaky exhale could be heard.
“It just reminded me of….” There was a noise that could have been a sob, Makoto couldn’t help but lean forward to hear more. “Of Daiya.”
“He would’a liked you, he always liked guys who were passionate.” Mondo laughed bitterly, “And you got a shit ton of passion… god i hope you can’t hear this.”
I shouldn’t be listening to this. Makoto suddenly realized, but his urge to hear more overcame the guilt of eavesdropping.
“You probably can’t. ‘Dunno if it’d even matter if you did…” he had never Mondo sound so… vulnerable. “I… I was there when it happened. It was my fault-“
He sobbed, Makoto physically flinched at the sound, “I was stupid- i was WEAK- I couldn’t…”
“When I saw that pipe go through you I just… it was like i had to live it all over again.” Mondo was openly crying now, his entire tough demeanor washed away. “I couldn’t protect my own brother, I couldn’t protect you…”
Makoto had to fight his urge to protest at the next statement, Mondo would be too furious to listen to Makoto’s reassurance, anyway.
“I really am a worthless piece a’ shit.”
There was another break for crying, Makoto debated setting the tray down by the door and just leaving.
“That’s why- real or not- I need ya to get better, okay? I can’t take losin’ anyone else, and I fuckin’ swear I’ll never let you or anyone else here get hurt like that again.”
Makoto set the tray down as quietly as possible, making a quiet retreat towards the stairs to give Mondo the privacy he deserved.
“It’s a promise between men, alright?”
Makoto quickly descended the stairs, rounding the corner and tripping head first over Monokuma.
“Hey! Watch where you’re stepping!” The black and white bear snapped, paws holding his head like Makoto’s leg had actually hurt him. “You’re in an awfully big hurry for someone with literally no where else in the world to go!”
Makoto huffed, picking himself up off the ground and not bothering to hide his annoyance as the bear snickered at him.
“If you’re going to bother Taka again then you can just turn around too,” Makoto grumbled, “He’s still asleep.”
“Actually I came to see you.” Monokuma hopped up a few of the steps to be closer to eye level with him. “It’s about your missing handbook.”
“Oh, right.” Makoto had nearly forgotten he lost his student handbook, yesterday had been so busy that he hadn’t noticed till he was ready for bed.
He had to call Monokuma to come let him in, and after several minutes of the teddy bear lecturing and borderline threatening him- and an offer from Hiro to bunk with him for the night- Monokuma had finally just unlocked Makoto’s door and said he would track the handbook down himself.
“I can’t find it anywhere! It’s not a single place I’ve looked in the whole building- and the tracker has been disabled somehow!” Monokuma lamented, Makoto frowned.
“Tracker? You can track us?” He supposed this shouldn’t feel like such a breach of privacy considering there were already cameras clocking his every move throughout the school.
“Oh, calm down, calm down.” Monokuma waved him off, “I’m the only one in the whole universe that can access them. It’s not like I don’t always know where you are already.”
He began pacing along the step, waddling back and forth as he thought, “However this could mean something sinister is afoot… None of you should’ve known the handbooks had trackers, and even if you ignore how impossible it’d be to disable it’s also incredibly suspicious that your’s is the only one completely out of my network…”
Makoto thought about what the bear was saying, “Maybe it got destroyed when Sayaka screamed?” He suggested, “I did fly back like….. twenty feet.”
“Not possible!” He dismissed the suggestion angrily, “Those handbooks can withstand the full force of a train! They’re almost as indestructible as Mr. Sobstory up there.” He gestured up the stairs, “No, Lucky Charm, this had to have been deliberate!”
“But… why would someone want my handbook?”
“No idea. Your’s does the same thing everyone else’s does.” Monokuma shrugged, “That’s what we’ve got to find out!”
“We?” Makoto crinkled his nose, “We have to figure this out?”
“As of this moment you and I are officially Investigative Partners- try not to get too excited, I know this is a dream come true for you!”
“Of course, yeah,” Makoto answered with barely concealed sarcasm. “Why can’t you just get me a new handbook?”
“What am I made of money?!” Monokuma huffed, paws on his hips, “I do have a temporary access card to get you into your room, but we have to find the original! I only had enough for each of you!”
“Can’t you just make another?” Makoto pressed, “Where did you get them, anyway?”
Monokuma shook his head, pointing a claw accusatorially at him, “Nice try, Lucky, but I can’t tell you anything about that! Save your investigative skills for discovering who stole your handbook!”
“But why would someone steal my handbook?? It’s like you said- they do the same thing everyone else’s does!” Makoto was getting exasperated now, Monokuma pulled a small card with a barcode and the numbers ‘78-07’ printed on it and held it out to him.
“There is one other thing it can do~” the bear pointed out as Makoto hesitantly took the card, “It gets into your room.”
“That’s….” Makoto faltered, “Why would anyone wanna do that? I don’t have anything there! I don’t even a full change of clothes yet!”
“Hm, Yes. And you really should remedy that…” Monokuma shrugged, hopping down the stairs and hurrying down the hall, “That’s for you to find out! I’ve carried this investigation long enough already!”
Makoto watched him leave, still dumbfounded with the idea of anyone purposefully stealing his handbook. There wasn’t any reason for anyone to go into his room, the only things he had in there were his clothes, a few toiletries and….
And the discs. And the flash drive. And his still unopened letter from Mukuro.
He fought against the feeling of dread crawling up his spine, surely someone could just ask if they wanted to see those- he’d have no problem showing them! The idea of someone wanting to do it in secretly would mean they didn’t want Makoto to know why they wanted them….
But what could they possibly do with them?
Makoto immediately thought to ask Kyoko for help- if anyone could help him it was her. He found himself walking to find her as he continued to think. Byakuya had certainly wanted more information on what Makoto had said, but he hadn’t been close enough to Makoto at any point to have taken the handbook.
He could’ve taken it with his powers… Makoto thought, But I would’ve felt something flying out of my pocket, right? I’ll mark him down as a ‘Maybe’.
He stopped short as he reached the first floor, spotting Kyoko and Leon speaking at the other end of the hall. I guess… I guess it could be Kyoko… He thought suddenly, tensing up when the white haired girl noticed him staring. She’s just as curious about everything as Byakuya was, but she would’ve just asked me…. She wouldn’t just steal something.
“Is everything okay?” she asked as he approached hesitantly, “You seem troubled.”
“Is it Taka? Is something wrong?” Leon added, and Makoto quickly weighed his options on whether or not Leon should be considered a suspect.
Suspect? What am I talking about? Makoto shook the thought out of his head.
“Taka’s fine! Chihiro said he should be moving around again sometime tomorrow.” He started, watching Leon and Kyoko both nod in approval before continuing, “There was, uh…. Something I needed help figuring out, though.”
Kyoko raised her eyebrows, waiting for him to continue. He cast one last wary glance at Leon before speaking.
“Someone stole my E-handbook yesterday.” He showed them the replacement Monokuma gave him, “And Monokuma thinks someone had to have taken it and hidden it deliberately.”
“Why would anyone do that?” Leon’s face scrunched in confusion, “That’s stupid. They all get into the same place… except the locker rooms, I guess.”
“And Makoto’s room.” Kyoko instantly caught on, raising a gloved hand to her chin thoughtfully, “If someone did take it the only reason would be to gain access to his bedroom.”
“Panty Raid!” Leon joked, faltering at Kyoko’s disapproving stare, “Sorry. Not funny. But why would someone want in Makoto’s room?”
“Information- I guess?” Makoto shrugged. “The only things I have in there are the discs and stuff from Mukuro.”
“But you already told us everything, right?” Leon ran a hand through his hair. “What’s left to see?”
“The flash drive.” Kyoko answered again, “Who would stand to benefit from taking the flash drive from your room?”
Makoto stuttered under her gaze, it was like she was prompting him to speak, “Uh-uhm. Byakuya, I guess? But he wouldn’t know what to do with it.”
“Hifumi talked about plugging it into Monokuma,” Leon suggested, “Maybe he wanted to really test that theory?”
“I haven’t been around Hifumi one on one since I’ve gotten the flash drive.” Makoto shook his head, “And he doesn’t really strike me as a thief.”
“There is one person who has both the knowledge and opportunity to test the flash drive.” Kyoko was once again leading the conversation, pausing like she was waiting for them to catch up to her.
“Uh, well you obviously know who so why not just tell us?” Leon huffed, nudging Makoto a little in a silent request for back up.
Kyoko sighed, “Chihiro has been spending a lot of alone time with Taka, and has shown significant interest in learning more about him and the school’s technology.”
“Chihiro?” Makoto shook his head, “There’s no way! She would never do something like that without….” He trailed off, his mind drifting back to when she had tried to read Taka’s code by holding his hand, “Without…. Asking.”
There was a pause.
“At least I think.” He finished, Leon hummed nervously.
“You don’t sound so confident, dude.” He muttered, “What do you think she could do with that flash drive?”
“I-I don’t know! Mukuro never said what was on it.” Makoto fidgeted, “I… I think it was definitely meant for Taka, though. And I think Chihiro realized that yesterday, too.”
“We should go talk to her.” Kyoko decided, “Even if she isn’t guilty we could still get information.”
“Guilty?” Leon laughed nervously, “Come on man, she isn’t a criminal- probably.”
Kyoko began walking down the hall. “Makoto, you should check you room and see if it’s still in there. If not, we should consider confronting the group as a whole.”
“O-okay.” Makoto trailed along behind her, Leon beside him, still a little lost as she walked with purpose towards the dorms. “Chihiro should be in her room. She said she wanted to take a shower.”
She continued down the hall ahead of them, the boys stopping in front of Makoto’s door as he fished the replacement card from his pocket. He could hear Sayaka giggling, glancing back to see her laughing at something Sakura had said. The bigger teen seemed confused, but whatever she said Sayaka certainly must’ve enjoyed it. Leon elbowed him as the door opened with a goofy smile on his face.
“Sayaka’s the best, huh?” The red head sighed as they entered his room, leaning back against the door to close it. “She’s so great, man, and I think she really likes me!”
“Really?” Makoto smiled as he hurried over to his nightstand. “Not to be rude or anything- but what makes you say that? You’ve only known her for like… a week. Less, actually.”
“I dunno, I think we really got something going.” Leon grinned even more as he lazily crossed the room to sit on Makoto’s bed. “Ever since yesterday she’s been like way more into me.”
That seemed to be true, Makoto noted, his whole body relaxing when he found all the drawer’s contents were undisturbed. He took the flash drive and stuck it in his jacket pocket. The letter could wait till tonight.
Sayaka had certainly spent more time with Leon after the fight, sitting next to him- on the opposite side that Makoto sat- at every meal, laughing and smiling at every story and stupid joke. And that was great- Makoto certainly wouldn’t mind seeing both his friends in a happy relationship- but it developing so quickly did seem… odd.
“Maybe I did something during the bear fight that impressed her?” Leon shrugged, “I dunno what though. She’s the one who absolutely obliterated all those stupid things.” he laughed, “What does throwing around debris do for a girl like that?”
Makoto laughed a little, sitting on the bed also. “Maybe she just… likes your personality? She was pretty shaken up after everything yesterday. She probably has a new appreciation for how laid back you are.”
“I am laid back.” Leon mused with a nod, turning to grin like a lovesick idiot at him. “She wants to go for a walk in the greenhouse thing tonight- just the two of us.” He wiggled his eyebrows, Makoto’s supportive grin fell.
“You two aren’t gonna like… ya know…”
“Make out? Absolutely hell yeah, dude.” Leon finished, laughing at how Makoto cringed. “If she’s into it, of course, I ain’t gonna push it with the girl who could explode my head.”
“That’s a very smart idea.” Makoto smiled again, pushing the mental image of Leon making out with anyone from his mind.
“You still have a tv screen?” The change in subject caught Makoto off guard, snapping from his thoughts to follow Leon’s gaze towards the monitor in the corner of the room.
“Oh, yeah. Didn’t even notice till Monokuma’s morning announcement.” Makoto frowned, “I need to ask Sakura to get it out of here.”
“For real, man. I’m sleeping a lot easier knowing it’s out of my room.” Leon agreed, his demeanor tensing as he stared at it. ‘I guess it doesn’t matter as much with you… since that stuff didn’t work on you, but…”
They were quiet, Leon inhaled like he was going to say something, but ultimately just sighed. After a minute or so the redhead abruptly stood and slapped the edge of the bed.
“Whatever. I don’t wanna think about it. Let’s go see what Kyoko’s up to.”
Makoto followed him out the door, hand protectively closing around the flash drive in his pocket. Sakura and Sayaka were gone now, Makoto made a mental note to track her down later and ask about removing the monitor from his room.
Chihiro’s door was cracked open, Makoto knocked before stepping inside. Chihiro was nervously sitting on the edge of her bed as Kyoko stood in front of her, dressed in a baggy shirt and pajama pants covered in stars. I really need to go look through storage for some clothes…
“Makoto!” Chihiro squeaked as they came in, “Kyoko told me what’s going on- I promise I’d never steal anything from you!” She looked like she was on the verge of tears at just the thought of it, Makoto quickly tried to diffuse the situation.
“I-It’s okay, Chihiro. I believe you!” He looked to Kyoko, who nodded solemnly in agreement. “I never really thought you would anyway, I just couldn’t think of anyone else who’d want into my room.”
Chihiro tried to blink away the tears in her eyes. “I understand…. I guess I would be the most likely to want tech stuff…” she looked down at her lap, “Was everything okay?”
“Yeah, everything was fine. Nothing was taken.” Makoto pulled the flash drive out of his pocket. “I’m gonna keep this on me for now, till I find out what’s going on.”
“That’s a good idea.” Kyoko stepped past him towards Chihiro’s desk. “Do you mind if I look around a little?”
Chihiro frowned, “Do you still think I took it?”
“I just want to be one hundred percent positive. Please, don’t take it personally.” The white haired girl answered, and after a moment’s hesitation Chihiro nodded.
“I guess that’s fine…” she answered quietly, turning and pointing to him and Leon. “B-but you two can’t. I have… ya know… stuff…”
“Yeah, sure, of course!” Makoto assured her. Leon nodded quickly in agreement, holding a hand up to the side of his head to block his view of Kyoko for good measure.
That seemed to relax Chihiro, she stood and inspected the flash drive in Makoto’s hand.
“I think this definitely fits into that weird port on Taka-“ she paused, hand held out for Makoto to set it in. “I haven’t found another cable or or port in the Tech lab that matches this weird half circle shape…”
She frowned, obviously lost in thought, “Everything else used to program Taka is in there, though. Which makes me nervous to try this. Especially since…” She paused, looking at Leon and Kyoko before standing on her tiptoes to whisper into his ear, “I would have to remove the drive Taka already has installed- the one he wouldn’t let me touch.”
“What’s going on in here?” Byakuya’s voice startled all of them. Chihiro shoved the drive back into Makoto’s pocket as he turned to face the blond.
Byakuya stood in the doorway, an eyebrow raised in suspicion as he scanned around the room. Toko stood behind him, nervously picking at her braids as she peered over his shoulder.
“Just hangin out, man.” Leon answered nonchalantly, “Can’t a couple friends hang out in another friend’s bedroom in a weird creepy school they’re all trapped in? Is that not normal?”
Byakuya rolled his eyes, ignoring Leon entirely and looking to Chihiro. “If you’re here I presume you’ve already shut Taka down for the night?”
“I didn’t shut him down,” Chihiro corrected with a frown, “But he and Mondo are both sleeping. Don’t bother them, please.”
“Fine. I’ll save my questions for tomorrow.” The blond huffed. “I do have a question for you, Makoto.”
“Oh, sure, what’s up?”
“What’s in that letter?” He asked shortly, Makoto rolled his eyes. This was the fourth time Byakuya had asked him this.
“I still haven’t read it, okay?” He responded in an exasperated tone.
“Oh, please.”
“I’m serious! I’ve been a little too focused on making sure nobody was dying, okay?” Makoto turned to face him fully, “Look, you can even read it with me later if you want, I was gonna let Kyoko look at it anyway.”
“What about me?” Leon asked, seeming hurt at the thought of being left out, “Or Chi! Maybe we wanna know what’s in the letter.”
“Or me!” Toko added from behind Byakuya, “D-d-don’t pretend I don’t exist!”
“That’s okay, you can just give me the gist…” Chihiro nervously laughed, “I don’t think I could handle it….”
“Very well. We can do that right now.” Byakuya nodded, and Makoto yelped at the sudden phantom tugging of his jacket sleeve pulling him forward. “Let’s just move this friendly gathering to your room.”
“Oooooh, can’t right now. Sorry.” Leon grabbed Makoto’s other sleeve, effectively pulling him back. “Gotta date in like…. However many minutes.”
“You don’t have to join us.” Byakuya answered. Makoto felt the grip on his jacket relax, Byakuya’s mouth twitched like he was in pain. “But I want to do this now.”
“Calm down.” Kyoko intervened before Makoto could. “Don’t you think it would be best to do this when everyone is available? We all deserve to know what’s inside the letter. We can open it tomorrow at breakfast.” She crossed her arms, and in a borderline teasing way added: “You can even hold the letter while we read it if that would make you feel better.”
Byakuya glared, an argument ready on the tip of his tongue, but to Makoto’s surprise he simply took a deep breath and sighed.
“Fine.” He snapped. “First thing in the morning…. I have a headache, anyway. I’m going to bed.”
“Goodnight!” Leon called as the blond disappeared, seeming too pleased with how annoyed the other teen had been.
There was a bell ringing from the hallway, the familiar Ding Dong and Monokuma’s voice signaling it was night time.
“Oh- I’m gonna go check on Taka and Mondo one more time…” Chihiro grabbed a folded up blanket from the foot of her bed. “Uhm, Makoto? Can you walk with me? The school kind of freaks me out at night….”
“Sure, no problem.” Makoto smiled. He was exhausted, but it was hard for him to say no to people… especially people he had inadvertently accused of stealing from him.
Chihiro smiled, and Makoto prepared himself to walk up and down a flight of stairs for what felt like the hundredth time today.
Chapter 7: Shatter
Summary:
Just when Makoto is finally starting to relax, something has to go horribly, horribly wrong.
Notes:
Here’s a very long chapter for you babes. I didn’t get to edit this like at all, apologies in advance.
Chapter Text
After saying goodnight to Kyoko and Leon- the latter excitedly going to get ready for his ‘date’- The two of them made their way towards the stairs, passing Celeste on the stairs as she carried a few books.
“Where are the two of you going so late at night?” She asked, Makoto still couldn’t wrap his head around her accent… was it French? It like almost sounded French. “It does not seem wise to go wandering around.” She frowned, tapping her chin thoughtfully as she spoke, “Especially if there are other monitors elsewhere in the school we have not gotten to yet.”
“I-I’m with Makoto, so I’ll be okay.” Chihiro responded, and Makoto couldn’t tell if she was trying to convince Celeste or herself of the statement.
“Ah, yes. I suppose he does change things…” Celeste held his gaze, eyes seeming to stare through his own in an almost… frustrated way. Why was she always doing that? Did she not like me? I’ll have to work on that… “Well, goodnight. I trust the two of you will keep the noise to a minimum.” She walked away, her black lacy heels clicking down the hall.
They continued up the stairs in silence, till Chihiro finally cleared her throat as they reached the third floor.
“Um, Makoto?”
“Yeah?”
“You don’t think… whoever took your handbook is…” she fidgeted, fear evident on her face as she trailed off.
“What is it?” Makoto was genuinely confused, he stopped walking to face her fully, “Chihiro, what’s wrong?”
“I just can’t think of any reason someone would want your stuff unless…” she faltered again, eyes finally looking up at him, “Unless they were, ya know… not themse-“
There was a loud whistle from down the hall, effectively scaring the two of them half to death. Mondo rounded the corner, a huge grin on his face and what looked like a welding mask pulled up on his head. It was hard to believe he had been sobbing last time Makoto saw- or… heard him- if it wasn’t for the slight smudging of his eyeliner Makoto probably would’ve forgotten.
“Just the two I wanted to see!!” He beamed at them, “Check this shit out!”
The biker’s hand went back around the corner, Makoto and Chihiro both gasping when Taka’s hand took it. The pale teen rounded the corner on shaky legs, smiling just as widely as Mondo as he moved to lean more on the biker for support.
“What are you doing up??” Chihiro ran over to them, inspecting Taka’s still shirtless torso and gasping, “Who welded this?!”
“Me! Who the fuck else?” Mondo laughed, taking the welding mask off and tossing it to Makoto as he approached. “Did a pretty good job, too. Kinda looks like a star tattoo, doesn’t it?”
Taka held a hand to the silver mark that now covered where the pipe had skewered him. It did resemble a star- but a messy, realistic one with thin points in all directions.
“Oh goodness,” he gasped in mock horror, a huge smile still on his face, “I’m a delinquent!”
The two of them laughed, leaving Makoto more confused then he’d been the entire time they’d been trapped here.
“What… what happened while we were downstairs?” He whispered to Chihiro, who seemed too focused on making sure everything was okay with Taka to respond.
“I wanted to do one more diagnostic before welding it…” she muttered worriedly, “What if we missed something?”
“Already done!” Taka responded, his usual energy seemed to have fully returned to him now. “And aside from the fact that I need to do some recalibrating with the new spine you made, I’m fully functional again!”
He moved his arm from where it had rested around Mondo’s shoulders, bending down some so he could be eye level with Chihiro. “I really cannot thank you enough for everything you did Chihiro, I apologize if I was any sort of inconvenience…”
“No! You weren’t at all!” She finally smiled back at him, “I’m just glad you’re okay!”
“I think I’m going to stay in the lab one more night, though,” Taka added, “I’m not quite sure I can make it down the stairs just yet…”
Chihiro nodded in approval, her expression seeming way too serious for someone so small.
“I already offered to just carry him down,” Mondo slung his arm around Taka’s waist, Makoto pretended not to notice how Taka’s eyes lit up brighter. “He said it’d be ‘undignified’ or some crap. Not like I didn’t already carry you up here.”
“That was different!” Taka argued, “I’ll be more than capable of walking myself-“ he was cut off when mondo suddenly scooped him up, cackling as Taka yelped in surprise and Chihiro began yelling at him to be careful.
Makoto couldn’t help but laugh, they really deserved this peace. Something about the interaction helped him forget that they were all still in danger here… but even so, he had never really had close friends before- aside from Sayaka when he was a lot younger- this was all so new to him. He wondered if they could’ve ever found each other without being trapped here, his mom talked a lot about fate, maybe they all could’ve been destined to meet anyway….
What would things have been like if they hadn’t been sent away from Hope’s Peak? His smile faltered at the thought, Mukuro’s grim message of their purpose clawing at the back of his mind as he watched Mondo set Taka back on the ground and threaten to scoop up Chihiro instead… would they even be friends if they had been raised the way they were supposed to?
Makoto didn’t even turn out the way he was ‘supposed to’… would they have still liked him if he had grown up powerless around them?
“Eh, one more night in a chair won’t kill me I guess.” Mondo’s loud voice pulled Makoto from his increasingly upsetting train of thought. He forced himself to focus on the present.
“You don’t have to stay with me,” Taka’s expression turned to a worried frown, “It’s important that you get adequate rest-“
“I’m stayin’.” Mondo cut him off, “Not gonna abandon my bro like that. I’ll go back to my room when you go back to yours.”
Chihiro grinned, holding the blanket she had carried all this way out for Mondo to take, “I had a feeling you’d wanna stay up here again, so I brought you this.”
“Thanks, kid.” Mondo ruffled her hair, ignoring her tiny squeak of protest, “It’s cold as shit up here.”
“Oh, Makoto!” Taka took a shaky step towards him, chuckling as he wobbled a bit, “I wanted to ask- were you ever able to find your handbook after yesterday? Where did you end up sleeping?”
“Oh, Monokuma let me into my room. And gave me, uh,” he held up his temporary card from Monokuma, “This thing.”
Something clattered to the floor, Taka’s expression immediately turned serious as his gaze followed it.
“Why do you have that with you?” He asked, the friendly tone to his voice switching to apprehension as Makoto followed his stare to the flash drive that had fallen to the floor.
“O-oh! I’m sorry.” Makoto bent down to pick it up. “I was just- uh,”
He struggled to think of the right thing to say, Taka seemed nervous now- red eyes following Makoto’s hand as he picked the flash drive up and stood.
“Monokuma thinks someone stole my handbook on purpose,” he began, trying not to upset anyone, “And I was worried someone might try to take Mukuro’s stuff, so I started carrying all of it around again…”
He held the flash drive out to Taka, gently prompting him to take it, “If, uh, if it’d make you feel better… you could hold onto it.” He tried.
After a moment’s hesitation, Taka did take it, looking it over with a stern frown. “Yes… thank you, Makoto. I really appreciate you being honest with me.”
Mondo put his arm around Taka again, trying to relieve the tension that was starting to fill the air around them.
“I don’t think Mac can be anything but honest, bro. He’s too good for all that.”
“Glad to see ‘Mac’ is catching on…” Makoto grumbled under his breath as Mondo’s expression furrowed into confusion.
“Why would someone steal yer handbook, anyway? Ya already told us everything in the bathhouse, what more could they wanna know?”
Chihiro balled her hands into fists, seeming nervous again, “What if someone… n-never mind.” She shook her head suddenly, refusing to continue and leaving Makoto at a loss.
The four of them eventually moved past the awkward energy in the hall and back into the Tech Lab, Chihiro and Makoto sharing several confused looks at the other boys’ sudden friendship as they recounted how Mondo had nearly knocked a whole computer tower over trying to set up everything to weld Taka’s chest. Eventually Chihiro fell asleep slumped over in a chair, Makoto felt he wasn’t too far behind her in terms of exhaustion and decided it was about time for him to go to sleep too.
“I can walk ya downstairs if you want.” Mondo offered, covering Chihiro up with the blanket she had brought for him.
“Oh, I’ll be okay.” Makoto shrugged, “Goodnight, guys. Glad you’re feeling better.”
“Makoto-“ Taka stopped him, digging around in a pile of his things beside the workbench and pulling out his own handbook, “If you’d like, you can sleep in my room tonight! That could help you feel a little safer.”
“Oh…” Makoto frowned, “I hadn’t even thought about someone being able to get in my room while I was in there.” He laughed nervously, suddenly wishing he hadn’t just turned down Mondo’s offer to walk back with him.
“Uh, I’ll be fine. Thanks, though.” He smiled nervously, maybe he could just sleep up here? He could curl up in an office chair probably… but then where would Mondo sleep? He didn’t want to take Taka’s room, that just felt wrong with him still sleeping on a metal table.
“Don’t be ridiculous.” Taka walked towards him much more confidently now, forcing the handbook into Makoto’s hands. “Sleep in my room tonight- and I’ll personally see to it that your handbook is located tomorrow!”
“Me too.” Mondo added, cracking his knuckles, “I hate thieves, man. We’ll teach whoever it is a lesson.”
“We will locate the handbook without violence.” Taka turned to give the biker a disapproving stare.
“Thanks, guys.” Makoto sheepishly smiled, “I’ll see you in the morning.”
“Yes!” Taka called after him, “We have to resume our daily meetings! See you at eight o clock sharp!”
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He reached the first floor quickly, he had nearly sprinted down the second floor stairs when the lights suddenly shut off halfway through his walk. Monokuma had cackled at his fear through the speakers, informing him that this is what happens when you wander around after curfew.
Stupid bear.
“Naegi.”
Makoto nearly jumped out of his skin at the voice, yelping as Byakuya grabbed his arm as he rounded the corner past the closed AV room.
“Byakuya! What the heck- you scared me!” He put a hand on his chest to try and calm himself down, Byakuya didn’t seem bothered.
“I’ve been looking everywhere for you.” The blond ignored him. “I want to see the letter.”
Makoto groaned, pulling his arm from Byakuya and rubbing his eyes. “Ugh, come oooooon. You said you were fine with waiting till in the morning!”
“I only said that to get Kirigiri off my case.” He snapped, and then his expression softened-barely. “Makoto, I can’t handle not knowing what’s going on here. I need to know what Mukuro was trying to tell you.”
Makoto held his gaze, his annoyed exhaustion slowly being overcome by how strangely genuine Byakuya seemed to be acting.
“Fine.” He grumbled after a minute, trudging towards the dorms. “If it really means this much to you we can look at it now.”
“How can it not mean this much to you?” Byakuya quickly matched his pace, pushing his glasses back into place. “It seems you’ve all forgotten we’re being held here against our will- we need to be prepared for anything that could happen.”
“We have been preparing! I’m sorry we aren’t doing it the way you specifically want-“ Makoto retorted as they walked through the still broken gates to the dorms, “But it isn’t like you’ve been very help…ful…”
He trailed off, eyes landing on the open door next to Kyoko’s, he held an arm up to stop Byakuya.
“Someone’s in my room.” He whispered, Byakuya’s already grim expression soured even more as he followed Makoto’s gaze.
The two of them quietly walked forward, Makoto could hear what sounded like…. Humming? Someone was humming quietly inside, the lights were off, but there was a strange flickering white light coming from inside. He paused just as they entered the door way. This is my room, right? He reached up and ran a hand over the heart engraved in the door’s surface. Definitely mine… what’s going on?
A high pitched noise pricked at his ears, and a wave of dread came crashing over him as he reached back and grabbed Byakuya’s arm.
“It’s almost ready...” A voice spoke softly Makoto almost didn’t hear, “Then we have a lot of work to do.”
He gulped, glancing up at Byakuya’s panicked eyes staring down at him for answers.
After a moment’s hesitation, the blond leaned down and whispered in his ear, “Is this-“
Makoto nodded, moving his hand up to silence Byakuya as the soft humming inside suddenly stopped. The high pitched noise raised slightly in volume, the flickering light inside grew more sporadic, finally the voice spoke at a normal volume.
“It’s time to wake up now. There’s something you need to see.”
“Sayaka?!” Makoto couldn’t stop from exclaiming, and despite Byakuya frantically reaching out to stop him- he rounded the corner to find his friend standing in the center of his bedroom.
She was facing away from the monitor, the glitching images casting a terrifying light onto her far too neutral expression. Her eyes met his instantly, and slowly she turned away from the figure slumped on the floor in front of his bed to face him fully.
“Seven.” She spoke in a monotone voice, some weird semblance of a smile creeping onto her face. “I was told you may be an issue.”
There was a pause, her gaze left his to glance down at Leon- who was starting to stir from where he was propped up against Makoto’s bed. Makoto looked from him to the cacophony of images strobing from the monitor, the noise had reached a pitch now that stung his ears- and he desperately hoped Sayaka didn’t hear Byakuya hiss in pain from the doorway.
“Y-you… Sayaka what are you doing?” His voice cracked in disbelief, he backed into his trash can as Sayaka began stalking towards him.
“My name is not Sayaka. What I’m doing is none of your business.” Her eyes stared intensely into his own, a hollowness in them that twisted Makoto’s gut into knots.
“What are you talking about?” He asked, backing against the wall as she got closer. “Of course your name’s Sayaka! Wh-why are you in my room? What’d you do to-“
“Naegi- WATCH OUT-“ Makoto barely had time to react to Byakuya’s warning. Sayaka lunged at him, something in her hand glinting in the tv’s light. He ducked, diving past her and colliding unceremoniously into Leon, The redhead groaned and began opening his eyes.
“Leon! Leon whatever you do don’t look at the-“
There was a scream, a sudden wave of force came crashing into him, sending him and Leon both colliding into the far wall. His head reeled as he frantically scrambled onto his feet, standing in between Leon and the screen as best as he could. Sayaka was breathing heavily, knife glinting in her hand and dead eyes glaring him down. Through the screech in his ears he could hear the codes being blasted full force through the monitor’s speakers- he dared to look down and found a dazed and blank expression on Leon’s face.
“I was trying to do this quietly!” She snapped, glaring down at the two of them.
I have to destroy the monitor- He thought through his panic, eyes snapping around his now ruined bedroom for anything he could use and finally landing on Sayaka’s hand.
I have to get that knife.
She was taking another deep breath- Makoto didn’t want to wait to see what could happen if she managed to scream again. He lunged at her, slamming them both against the wall as he tried to wrestle the knife out of her hands. She yelled angrily- a pitch so high Makoto felt his head would split open- without thinking he threw his head back to slam it against her jaw.
She cried out in pain, her hands instinctively going up to her face as Makoto finally wrenched the knife from her and pushed himself away.
“Leon! Leon listen to me-“ He tried to shout over the noise, he was cut off my a guttural scream from Sayaka. He went tumbling across the room- the knife flew from his hand and mixed into the mess of his broken bed and sheets. His arm scraped against a broken piece of his headboard. As he struggled to steady himself on shaky legs again something in his chest seemed to snap and the pain nearly sent him back to the floor. His eyes went past Sayaka to his doorway, where Byakuya had dropped to his knees as the codes began blaring through the room.
I need help- I need help-
“Byakuya!” He cried in a panic, Sayaka inhaled to hit him again.
“Byakuya, help me!”
The blond’s eyes seemed to refocus- snapping up to meet Makoto’s just as Sayaka readied another scream.
Makoto braced himself, but instead of feeling another impossible wave of force he heard a loud thud and the muffled sound of Sayaka crying out. He opened his eyes- Byakuya had flung Makoto’s mattress across the room to knock sayaka over. She thrashed under the weight of it while Byakuya seemed to be holding it in place.
Makoto acted quickly, grabbing the chunk of wood he had cut himself with and sprinting across the room to hurl it like a bat into the monitor. Shards of glass rained down on him, a jolt of electricity zapping his hands as he fell over backwards and let the charred wood fall at his feet.
“Byakuya, go get someone to help!” He gasped out, crawling towards Leon’s still shell shocked form and hoping the blond was still coherent enough to listen. He could hear Sayaka scream in anger behind him, he ignored the rush of wind against his back and grabbed Leon’s face in his hands.
“Hey! Hey- come on, buddy-“ He shook the redhead’s shoulders, slapped at the side of his face with his hand, desperately trying to will some life back into his friend’s eyes. “Leon! I need you to come back to me, okay! Leon, please-“
“Who…” Leon finally blinked, his blank expression furrowing into a confused one, “What … what’d you… call me?”
A hand grabbed Makoto’s hair, yanking him forcefully back up on to his feet. He yelped in pain, spinning around to find himself inches away from Sayaka’s face.
“She’s right- you really do ruin everything…” she hissed, “You should not have interfered.”
“Sayaka-“ he gasped out as her other hand clawed his neck. Has she always been this strong? I don’t remember her being this strong. He grasped at her arm, struggling to inhale through the sting of her fingernails digging into his neck. “We’re friends- why are you doing this?”
Her hard expression softened, barely, just long enough for Makoto to thrust a leg up into her gut and kick her off of him. She fell back onto his mattress with an enraged growl, and Makoto spared once last glance at Leon- who was staring blankly down at his own hands.
I have to get away from him, he can’t take any more hits in this condition.
Sayaka was getting to her feet now. Makoto summoned every last ounce of energy he had left and got ready to run.
“You really want me out of the way? You’re gonna have to catch me first.” He sprinted past her out into the hall, barely avoiding the full force of her shout as it exploded from his doorway and knocked him off his feet once again. Most of the others had already opened their doors- shouts of fear and questions muddling in with the ringing in his ears.
“Go back inside! Sayaka’s-“
Another shriek sent him tumbling down the hall- slamming back first into Hiro’s door. The psychic cried out from inside, a frantic prayer that Makoto was still alive being shouted to whatever it was Hiro saw fit to pray to.
He used the door to brace himself as he stood on shaking legs. Sayaka was staring him down, eyes empty, knife in hand. She moved towards him quickly- hand snatching once again at his throat before he could try to defend himself.
“Don’t.” She spoke flatly- stopping Sakura’s oncoming attack without even turning around to face her. The martial artist froze, eyes fixated on the knife in Sayaka’s hand that was far far to close to Makoto’s neck. He could see Byakuya and Kyoko over Sayaka’s shoulder, the blond raised his hand to do something only to have it quickly shoved back down by Kyoko.
The knife was cold.
“You have to go- you over complicate things.” Sayaka explained to him like this was nothing. “But if the others cooperate, I’ll agree to finish things painlessly for you.”
Makoto struggled to breathe, arms feebly grasping once again at her arm as he tried in vain to steady himself enough to fight back. The ringing in his ears blurred his vision, and every breath he managed to choke in sent fire across his chest.
“For what it’s worth we really are sorry.” Sayaka continued, knife tipped to press beneath his jaw as she pinned him to Hiro’s door. “You really could have been useful if-“
-THUD-
Sayaka’s head pitched forward, knife falling limply at Makoto’s feet as he was suddenly released. He and Sayaka fell into a tangled heap on the floor, he coughed and choked on ragged breaths as he stared down at her. Her angered expression had gone slack, it was hard for him to imagine she had just been trying to kill him.
A chunk of wood, the piece of his bed he had used to smash his monitor was lying at her feet. Makoto snapped his head up at the sound of a strangled sob, and his eyes met Leon’s- brimmed with tears as the redhead stood at the other end of the hall.
Leon ran towards him, dropping to his knees in front Makoto and completely breaking down in tears.
“You’re okay!” Makoto’s voice was raw and scratchy, he coughed again as Leon latched onto him like he was drowning, sobbing into his jacket and shaking.
“Makoto!” Taka’s loud voice pulled everyone’s attention away from the group of of teens on the floor. He and Mondo rushed through the gate, followed by a terrified Chihiro. “Is everyone alright? What happened?”
Makoto didn’t answer, he didn’t think he could right now. Byakuya was saying something as they approached. Sakura had knelt down to inspect Sayaka, mouthing something Makoto couldn’t bring himself to focus on. All he could hear was the ringing in his ears and Leon’s shuddering breath next to him. He felt sick- he felt like shit physically, obviously- but everything that had just happened….
Something warm slid over his back, finally pulling him from his own mind and back to the rather crowded situation at hand. Hiro had slipped a blanket over him and Leon, and as Sakura gently lifted Sayaka into her arms at Taka’s direction to take her to the infirmary, the psychic squatted down in front of them.
“Are you okay?” Hiro asked in a surprisingly gentle way, “As okay as you can be right now, I mean?”
Makoto nodded, subconsciously moving his hands to cling to Leon’s shirt. Hiro put a hand on his knee, trying to be of some kind of comfort but clearly not sure where to begin.
“You want some water?” He offered, “I always sleep with a glass next to the bed- prevents nightmares, ya know? You can have it tonight, though.”
Makoto nodded, a croaky excuse for a laugh escaping him as Hiro left his line of sight.
“Leon?” He coughed, patting the redhead to get his attention, “You okay?” He felt Leon shudder and he struggled to add his next question, “Are you… yourself?”
Leon finally let out a slow, shaky breath, Moving his head away from Makoto’s shoulders to look at him. He nodded slowly, like it was the hardest thing he could possibly do in that moment.
“That-“ He almost sobbed again, “Makoto… That was awful-“ he looked like was at a loss for anything else to say, Makoto could only nod in response.
“How did you…” Leon wiped at his eyes when Hiro returned, trying to compose himself as the psychic once again sat down in front of the two and handed Makoto the glass of water.
“I was losing myself…” Leon mumbled, half into the blanket that was still draped around his shoulders. Makoto watched the color drain from Hiro’s face as the redhead continued, “I could feel it working. I could feel her like- like clawing away at me I-“
Makoto reached out and took his hand, only now noticing how cut up his own hand had gotten in the fight. Holy crap… I sort of fought a superhero… the thought popped into his mind as Leon tried again to stop himself from crying. I can’t believe we survived this…
Taka knelt down beside him, Mondo hovering not far behind. “Makoto,” he began, eyes full of concern. “I need to take you to the nurse’s office- can you walk there yourself?”
Makoto looked back at Leon, the grip on his hand had tightened the moment Taka mentioned him leaving. “Uh- I don’t… I don’t know if I should right now…”
Celeste knelt down on the other side of Leon, Makoto realized this was the first time he had seen her with her hair down, somehow she managed to fit it all in a silk nightcap. She put a hand on Leon’s back, speaking softly.
“I can watch him while you are gone.” she told Makoto, her tone seemed genuinely concerned. Hiro nodded in agreement.
“Yeah, Leon, we’ll take care of you, man!” He didn’t notice the way Celeste’s mouth twitched into a frown, “Let Makoto go get cleaned up, we won’t let anything happen to you while he’s gone, promise.”
Leon reluctantly nodded, shaking hands finally moving away from Makoto as he allowed himself to get pulled into a standing position by Celeste. Makoto moved to get up, a sharp sting reminded him of where he had cut his arm before.
“Ow- I… forgot about that…” he tried a laugh, rubbing at the wound on his arm, “I guess this jacket is ruined now, huh? That sucks, it was- HEY-“
Mondo had scooped him under the shoulders, Makoto’s whole back stung in protest at the sudden movement. The biker began carrying him down the hall towards the nurse’s office, ignoring Taka as the android reprimanded him for not being careful.
Makoto didn’t protest to being carried, he was so sore he didn’t think walking was something he could do easily right now. They passed by his room- where Byakuya was in the doorway explaining what had happened to Kyoko and Toko. The white haired girl had a grim expression, and Makoto could tell even from a distance that Byakuya’s hands were shaking.
“ ‘s place sucks.” Mondo’s low rumble of a voice pulled Makoto’s attention away from the group as they continued walking. “Second time in a week someone’s almost died…”
Makoto didn’t have anything to say to that.
They passed the elevator as they moved out into the school part of the building. The intimidatingly large doors now open to reveal… well, an elevator. A pretty normal looking one, like the kind you would use to move furniture or something. Monokuma stood in the middle of it, almost comically small compared to the massive size of the space. He gave Makoto a nod as they passed, and the doors shut.
“Where-“ Makoto coughed again, the sting in his throat hadn’t left, “Where does that thing go?”
“How the hell should I know?” Mondo retorted, before humming thoughtfully, “Guess it’s pretty stupid to hope it leads to a way outta here.”
“It’s never stupid to hope!” Taka chimed in from a few paces ahead of them, turning on his heel to face them as they reached the nurse’s office. “But… I don’t think there is an exit down there… At least not one that could still be functional. The only exit is the main one.”
“The one that not even Sakura could pry open.” Mondo mumbled in response, and as if on cue- the white haired girl suddenly emerged from the infirmary.
She stepped to the side so Taka could get through, speaking mostly to Mondo as the biker set Makoto back down on his feet.
“If you’re all okay here, I may go back to check on the others.” She said softly, and she smiled sympathetically at Makoto before adding: “I’m glad you’re alright. You were very brave tonight.”
“No shit!” Mondo chimed in, patting Makoto on the back and causing the smaller teen to wince, “You fought her off one on one- and yer still in one piece!”
The biker’s expression turned grim, like he was having a realization as he spoke, “She could’ve completely destroyed you.”
Makoto gulped, suddenly very uncomfortable with the conversation as he thought back to what he had overheard Mondo confess in the tech lab.
“She didn’t, though.” Why didn’t she? “I’m gonna be fine, and so is Sayaka… I’m sure of it.”
Sakura nodded solemnly before heading back towards the dorms, Mondo didn’t seem as convinced as he followed Makoto into the nurse’s office.
Sayaka was asleep on one of the cots, Aoi and Hifumi both standing nearby watching Taka tend to the wound on her head.
“You can sit over there, Makoto.” Taka instructed without looking up, pointing to the other cot against the far wall. “Go ahead and take off your coat so I can get a look at your arm.”
Makoto did as he was told, sitting down as gently as he could to avoid aggravating all the new bruises forming on his back. Hifumi came and helped him take his jacket off, a weird seriousness to his expression as he looked down at the torn sleeve.
“I bet I could fix this,” he offered, “I saw some thread in the art room closet the other day.”
“Really?” Makoto smiled, “That would be great! Thanks, Hifumi.”
“Don’t mention it- I’m great at making costumes, this’ll be easy.”
“You make costumes?” Aoi asked from where she was still perched by Sayaka’s cot.
“I am a man of many talents, Miss Asahina~” Hifumi chuckled, Mondo rolled his eyes from the doorway.
“I’ll need to wash it first…” Hifumi continued, inspecting Makoto’s jacket sleeve closer. A strangely thoughtful look spreading over his face.
“Huh.”
There was no elaboration, just Hifumi staring down at the blood that stained around the tear. Makoto leaned forward to try and see what the problem was.
“What? What’s wrong?”
“Nothing, nothing-“ Hifumi waved it off, “It’s just… I assumed you’d still… never mind. I’ll start working on this first thing in the morning! You can count on me!” With an over dramatic salute, Hifumi exited. Mondo moved to lean on the counters instead of the doorframe as he watched Taka work.
“Whatcha doing now?” He asked, watching the android move from Sayaka over to some kind of fridge and remove a jar of something.
“I’m going to sedate her.” Taka explained in a grim tone, filling a syringe, “Normally I would check for a concussion but I’m… not sure what kind of state she’ll be in when she wakes. So I think it’d be best to keep her asleep till in the morning.”
There was a pause as he moved back to Sayaka and cleaned a spot on her arm for the needle, “So we can… figure out how to deal with this.”
“What happened to her?” Aoi nervously asked, “Why did she attack Makoto in the first place?”
All eyes suddenly looked to Makoto for answers- and he fidgeted uneasily.
“I mean, we can kinda assume what happened.” Mondo finally answered for him. “Byakuya kinda told us what was going on when he ran outta there… she was, ya know…”
No one seemed willing to say it for a moment, all of them struggling to think of the right word.
“She wasn’t herself.” Taka finished, “Sayaka would never do that of her own free will, whoever is doing this must have gotten to her somehow before the monitors were removed.”
Makoto nodded, slowly beginning to piece things together in his head, “She was acting so weird the other night, after those security things attacked… I thought she was just upset about hurting you.”
His stomach twisted, “She hugged me that night when I went to check on her. I had my handbook in my jacket pocket- she must’ve taken it then and… oh god, I-I told her there was still a monitor in my room. This… oh god, this is all my fault…”
Mondo scoffed, “This ain’t your fault Makoto.” his tone was surprisingly harsh, “How the hell could you have known? She would’ve found a monitor no matter what- and you just fuckin saved Leon’s life!” His voice had risen till he was practically shouting, Taka gently shushed him.
“I- sorry.” the biker calmed down, “What I’m tryna say is you can’t go blaming yourself for this, it’s not your fault.”
Taka nodded in agreement, “You can’t focus on how things could’ve been different. That line of thinking will ruin you.”
Mondo’s gaze became distant, staring down at the floor. “Yeah…” the biker mumbled, “It will…”
Taka paused, eyes flickering over the biker for a moment before moving to take care of Makoto. He pushed a stool on rollers across the room to sit in front of him and laid a few things on the counter next to the cot. He examined his arm first, clicking his tongue in disapproval before beginning to gently clean the area around the shallow gash that spanned most of his upper arm.
“It’s superficial, despite how long it is.” Taka mumbled, mostly to himself, “I don’t think you’ll need stitches.”
“Oh, good.” Makoto sighed in relief, even though the thought hadn’t even crossed his mind till just now, “I feel like I just keep getting beat up here,” he laughed awkwardly, “What is this like the third time I’ve had to have someone patch me up?”
“Well, you’ve been busy.” Taka responded without looking up from his work, “I think you’re the one who’s learned the most about all of this since we were all trapped here.”
“Seriously,” Mondo added, talking through a yawn, “If you hadn’t found out about those codes’r whatever, who knows where we’d be right now?”
Aoi nodded, finally speaking up from where she’d fallen silent at the foot of Sayaka’s bed. “You saved Leon’s life, Makoto.” Her determined gaze met his own, “You’re the reason any of us are still safe right now, don’t forget that.”
No one spoke for a few moments, Makoto let his eyes drift past her to Sayaka. Her jaw was bruised where Makoto had head butted her, and her wrist was red and swollen.
He felt sick.
“You two should get some rest.” Taka had moved back towards the fridge, turning back to speak to Mondo as he rummaged for something. “We’ve all had a long day, and I know for a fact you haven’t been sleeping well.”
Mondo seemed ready to protest, Taka cut him off, “We’ll be fine. Go get some rest.”
The biker huffed, relenting with a mumbled agreement and ruffling Makoto’s hair before he turned to leave. He leaned in to whisper something to Taka, Makoto couldn’t stop his eyes from following Mondo’s hand as it reached up to brush against Taka’s back. What was that?
“Goodnight, Makoto!” Aoi kissed him on the forehead, ignoring his squeak of surprise. “No more excitement for you tonight, okay?”
Taka closed the door after they left, retrieving a a syringe and a metal case from the fridge and moving back towards Makoto.
“First things first:” Taka started, reaching for a pill bottle on the counter and handing Makoto two pills and a water bottle. “Painkillers. They will probably make you drowsy so I’m willing to forgive you if you’re late to tomorrow’s meeting- as long as it’s no more than five minutes late.”
Makoto looked up from the pills to Taka, who smiled and shook his head.
“It… It was a joke- never mind.” Taka waved him off, turning to open the case he had set on the counter.
“Oh,” Makoto tried to laugh, “It was funny!”
“Don’t lie, it was bad.” Taka pulled out a vial, the liquid inside a translucent- and… almost glowing- pink. Taka stared at it for a moment, eyes flicking between Makoto’s newly dressed arm wound and the vial before he reached for the syringe.
“Uh… what’s that?” Makoto asked uneasily. Taka was hardly putting anything in the small syringe, there was half a milliliter at most. But he had never seen medicine that color before.
“It’s perfectly safe, I promise.” Taka assured him, not directly answering his question as he set the vial back in the case and again prompted Makoto to take the pills he had been handed.
“I don’t like to use it often, especially not on the others, but it should help you heal quicker.” Taka explained with a frown, disinfecting a spot on Makoto’s uninjured arm.
“It’s just a cut on my arm, I don’t think I need that.”
“There’s multiple abrasions on your back; and while Sayaka thankfully didn’t break your ribs, she managed to crack three of them.”Taka rattled off while he disposed the cotton wipe in his hand. “Believe me, you need it.”
“How do you know my ribs are cracked?” He asked in disbelief. Sure, his whole chest felt worse than it ever had before, but still.
Taka didn’t answer directly, just tapped at his temple to direct Makoto’s to his eyes.
“Oh… okay?” He was still trying to decipher what that meant when Taka took his arm again.
Makoto pulled back, “Uh, So- how does… how can this medicine make me… heal faster?” Something Taka said before suddenly clicked, “And why ‘especially not the others’? Why not use it on Sayaka?”
Taka hesitated, “The others could potentially get sick from this… it takes awhile to leave their system, and you don’t want too much of this in there. You’ve never had that problem.”
Makoto frowned, “What? I’ve never used that.”
“Of course you have,” Taka insisted, seeming lost in thought now, “It’s been quite some time, yes, but I’ve done this to you before... I mean- not me but- yes. You’ve done this before.” He reached out for Makoto’s arm again, Makoto grabbed his wrist instead.
“I- Taka, you aren’t making any sense, I’ve never met you before this week-“ he stopped, remembering what Chihiro had mentioned in the library. “Oh, you meant like… when we were here… originally.”
Taka just hummed in confirmation, seeming dead set on giving him this shot now while Makoto was lost in thought.
Makoto finally let Taka take his arm, looking down at his lap so he wouldn’t have to watch the needle go in, “So… why am I different? Why won’t this make me sick like the others?”
“Great question.” Taka answered as he finished, relaxing back on the stool for a moment and humming thoughtfully. “I don’t have a concrete answer, unfortunately, but it has something to do with the way you reacted all your other treatments, everyone else’s ‘stuck’- in a manner of speaking- but you-“
“Naughty little brother!”
Monokuma kicked the door open, startling both of them. “You aren’t supposed to be talking about this! I knew letting Fifteen near you was gonna end up making my life more difficult.” The bear stomped a foot like a little kid throwing tantrum before calming down and addressing Makoto.
“Oh! Great work tonight, Lucky Charm. You really are somethin’ special! Senseless property damage aside, you did great work keeping everybody safe tonight!”
“Where were you?” Makoto asked, a little bitter, “I thought it was your job to keep all of us safe?”
“I was… detained.” Monokuma hesitated, “Come ‘ere for a minute, Taka, I need to tell you about something I got outta the tunnels.”
“Which something?”
“Just come here!”
Taka shushed him, finally standing and suggesting Makoto get some rest before he followed the grumpy bear out the door and shut it behind them. Alone now, Makoto found himself staring at the case on the counter. It reminded him of what he had seen Sakura bleed, or Byakuya when he over exerted himself. If this really was similar to whatever had been done to the others when they were all… younger- whenever it happened- How could it work on Makoto at all? Nothing else they had done worked on him apparently, Mukuro said so herself.
He laid down, unsure if he was already tired from the pills or just from all the running and being slammed into things. He stared over at Sayaka, her brows furrowed in her sleep.
I’m gonna find a way to fix this… he thought, silently promising to himself and Sayaka, We’re all gonna be just fine.
Chapter 8: I Know You
Summary:
Makoto tries to help, despite the odds being stacked against him… But how can you help someone who doesn’t want to be helped?
Chapter Text
“Makoto?”
He groaned, rolling over onto his other side to avoid whoever was talking to him. Probably Taka, the red eyed android had accidentally awoken him a few times during the night as he shuffled around.
“Makoto, wake up.”
That wasn’t Taka. He finally opened his eyes, looking up to meet Kyoko’s serious stare as she leaned over the cot to check on him. He startled a bit at her naturally intense gaze.
“How are you feeling?” She asked softly, stepping back so he could sit up on the cot.
“Uh, better.” He answered, and realized he was much less sore than he had been. “Way… way better, actually.” He looked down at his hands, finding the scars had almost entirely faded. There was no more sting in his ribs when he inhaled, the soreness of his throat had gone… even the cut on his palm had healed over into a faint scar.
“Woah…” he breathed out, relieved that the sharp pains in his back had reduced to a dull ache. Kyoko furrowed her brow and inspected his hand herself. “I guess that stuff Taka gave me really works!”
“What stuff?” He hadn’t even noticed Byakuya standing there till he spoke, eyes moving up from a strange helmet-like object he was investigating on the counter to look Makoto up and down.
“Uh-“ Makoto thought about what Taka had said last night, it would probably be best not to freak anyone out about it, “Just some weird medicine- I honestly didn’t get most of what he was saying.”
Byakuya set down what he had been examining -what is that thing anyway?- and inspected Makoto closer.
“Well at the very least ‘he’ can do his job right.” He muttered, Kyoko elbowed him.
“Don’t start with this now.” She warned, Byakuya glared.
“I’m only stating-“
“Holy sh…” Makoto had unwrapped the wound on his arm, it had almost completely healed overnight. Sure, there was still a cut- but it looked much more shallow, and it was already beginning to scab over itself.
Kyoko and Byakuya shared a confused look, the blond cleared his throat before speaking.
“There’s actually something we wanted to discuss with you.” He began, “The others are having their ‘breakfast meeting’ right now, and we need to have all the information possible to decide what to do with Sayaka.”
He paused, looking back at the object on the counter before summoning it over to his hands. It looked almost like a bike helmet, but missing the top visor. A blue and black grid covered where the mouth would be, and as Byakuya turned it over in his hands Makoto noticed some sort of mechanism on the back.
“Though from the looks of things, it seems our captors have already made a decision…” he finished grimly.
“Taka brought that in last night,” Makoto explained, not at all pleased with Byakuya’s tone, “Monokuma got it from somewhere and yelled at him till he agreed to keep it… There was something else too, i think, but Taka wouldn’t even let that one in the room.”
He looked at the helmet again as Byakuya set it on the cot beside him…. It did resemble something similar to a muzzle… oh god.
“Do you think… that’s for Sayaka?” He asked quietly, Byakuya rolled his eyes.
“Obviously. Who else would need such a device?”
Kyoko began reaching into her coat, “It’s most likely a precaution in case Sayaka is still under the influence of whoever ordered her to attack you.” She explained, pulling out a letter- Mukuro’s letter- and handing it to him.
“Wha-“ his gaze immediately went to Byakuya, “You got this out of my room?”
“It was my idea.” Kyoko intervened, “Monokuma was getting rid of your furniture and I didn’t want this to be taken with it.”
“I can see why she wanted you to look at it alone,” Byakuya mumbled as he unfolded the paper, “She correctly pointed that anyone else could be compromised at any moment.” His voice didn’t waver as he spoke, but Makoto could see how his jaw clenched and his hands twitched at the thought of ending up in a similar state to Sayaka.
Makoto took the letter, but his gaze again drifted across the room to where Sayaka was still sleeping. The bruise on her jaw was still there, and it looked as though Taka had put her wrist in some kind of brace. I guess he really didn’t want to use that stuff on her.
He finally looked at the letter in his lap, reading through it silently as the other two just watched.
‘78-07,
I am writing what I was unable to say in my previous video, I was interrupted by the very person who’s behind all this. If she’s successful- which I know she will be- then you’ll already be trapped in the old building by the time you’re reading this. If you have any other numbers still left on your side I wouldn’t let them out of your sight if you can help it, there’s only so much you can all do to prevent her from working her way into the building’s security system, even with that old AI running it. The most important thing to do is get any screens or speakers out of there. Any of them could be turned against you in a matter of seconds.
And that’s exactly what I wanted to talk to you about. You are classified as a failure, and in a sense that is true, your abilities did not manifest in a way that Hope’s Peak could monitor or regulate. However no matter what state- free will or not- any of the others were in, you were able to get through to them. I’m unsure if it’s due to the fact that you were originally paired with One, maybe she rubbed off on you, or just because of what your intended purpose was, but you could never be broken by any of their methods… and most likely still have some sort of influence on the others. Even if she has already managed to turn them against you, I think you may still be able to reach out to them.
But I don’t know how. I wish I did. I wish there were a lot of things I could still do to help you. I’ll leave you another message whenever I can, Seven. Please be strong, for all of us.
- Mukuro
Makoto stared blankly down at the letter, fumbling over his own thoughts.
“I…” he started, and fell short of a coherent thought, “What… what does this mean?”
He looked up to Kyoko, who’s expression was unreadable as always. “How am I supposed to fix this? I- I don’t understand.”
“You must have some way of breaking through the conditioning.” Byakuya explained grimly, looking over at Sayaka before continuing in a quieter tone. “Last night, I remember being….. somewhat compelled to listen to you when…”
He stopped, clearing his throat and shaking his head before returning to his usual demeanor, “I don’t know how exactly you of all people are supposed to solve this, but apparently you’re the only one who has any chance of ‘reasoning’ with Sayaka.”
“Which unfortunately means,” Kyoko continued the line of thought, “When we wake her up, you will have to be the one to question her… Do you think you can do that, Makoto?”
He swallowed, his mouth suddenly felt too dry. He looked over at where Sayaka still slept, the hollowness of her voice last night playing in his head like a broken record.
“I… I can try…” he offered quietly, the door to the nurses’ office swung open.
“Unbelievable!” Taka’s loud voice pulled Makoto’s attention, “I explicitly told the two of you to wait until after breakfast to speak with him!”
“You don’t get to give me orders.” Byakuya spat back, “I’m not cooperating with anything that could be working for whatever mastermind orchestrated all of this in the first place.”
Taka stiffened, red eyes flaring brighter, “Excuse me?”
“Hey!” Mondo appeared in the door moments later, it seemed he stuck to the android like a shadow now, Hiro and Aoi peered in the doorway behind him.
“I dunno what the hell you two thought ya were gettin’ away with in here but we gotta make all these decisions as a group.” The biker’s hands went to his hips, “Ain’t gonna do anyone any good to start turning on each other, is it?”
“You’re right.” Kyoko relented, if for no other reason to placate the hostile air growing in the room. “I apologize, I’m not used to… being a team like this. But we needed to let Makoto in on what’s going on, he’s the key to learning what’s really at play here.”
“Whadya mean?” Mondo raised an eyebrow, peering over the small crowd in the room to Makoto, “What’s he know that we don’t already know?”
“It’s not what he knows, it’s what he may able to do….” Kyoko trailed off, ever so fond of being cryptic. “He’s going to speak to Sayaka first, before we let Monokuma isolate her like he wanted to.”
“What?” Makoto gasped, “Why would he want to do that?”
“As far as he’s concerned, Sayaka is a danger to the rest of you,” Taka explained with a frown, “It’s his job to eliminate threats, he cares little about the ethics and morals of doing so.”
Byakuya raised an eyebrow, once again holding up the muzzle. “And I suppose we’re to believe you’re against this?”
“I am against this.” Taka insisted, “But if we’re really going to try and help her we need to be able to do so without anyone getting literally blown apart.”
Aoi finally piped up from the doorway, “So… How can we help her? If we don’t even know how these code things work, how can we help her snap out of it?”
Hiro nodded, looking overwhelmed, “Yeah. How do you un-brainwash somebody?”
Kyoko’s gaze went back to Makoto, speaking quietly, “I’m afraid that’s your job to figure out.”
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They were having one last meeting before they woke Sayaka up.
Sakura and Mondo were getting things ready in Sayaka’s bedroom. A sturdy chair had been borrowed from the kitchen, a rope from the locker rooms and the muzzle had been taken in. Monokuma had appeared at one point with ominous looking black handcuffs, suggesting they use those to restrain her instead. Taka had immediately confiscated them, loudly yelling about how insensitive the bear was being and refusing to let the others look at them.
Makoto assumed the bear was still arguing with Taka, he had followed after him when it came time to get Sayaka. The rest of them were left in the changing room of the sauna, waiting for someone to start the conversation they were all dreading.
It was Kyoko who started, of course, calm and composed as she cleared her throat to gather everyone’s attention.
“I know this is difficult for all of us.” She began, her tone somewhere near caring but not quite enough. “We need to all be on the same page before we begin, and to that end…”
Her eyes went to Leon. The redhead was seated on the bench across from Makoto, leaning against Hiro a bit as he stared pointedly at the floor to avoid Kyoko’s stare.
“Leon.” She urged, more gentle this time. “We need to hear your side of the story before we ask her.”
Aoi put a reassuring hand on Leon’s shoulder, and after a moment more of staring at his own shoes he finally nodded.
“Yeah… okay.” He started uneasily, sitting up a little straighter and finally looking at the group.
“Uh, she invited me to go for a walk in the terrarium or whatever-you already know that part, I guess- everything seemed normal then… She was joking and laughing, I told her about how I was tryna’ learn how to play guitar before we got stuck here.” He paused, taking a breath before continuing.
“Then it was like a switch flipped, her whole attitude changed. She like… looked at me really weird- I don’t know how to explain it, like… cold? I guess? I…. She started humming.” Leon gulped, nervously picking at the already chipped polish on his nails, “She was humming, and she grabbed my arm and I felt like exhausted all of a sudden. And she told me I needed to lie down- I was too tired to say no- so she dragged me back to what I thought was my room but… was Makoto’s actually. I guess. A-and that’s all I remember before-“
He stopped, jaw snapping shut in a tight frown. He shook his head. “That’s… that’s it. Then Makoto knows the rest.”
Kyoko nodded, seeming lost in thought. Celeste spoke up from where she had been standing behind Makoto.
“Is it perhaps possible,” she began, Makoto turned to see her, “that Sayaka has abilities she did not inform us of?”
“What?” Hiro asked, face scrunched in confusion.
“From what Leon is describing, It sounds as though Sayaka’s humming is what put him to sleep. Unless she had some sort of chemical to sedate him, which seems unlikely, I cannot think of another way for her to do that.”
“But why wouldn’t she have told us if her singing could do more than… blow stuff up?” Aoi argued, seeming just as confused as everyone else.
“None of us really know each other.” Byakuya reminded her coldly, “What reason would she have for being completely honest with us?”
Aoi glared in return, “Stop saying stuff like that! What reason would she have to lie to us then? All the rest of us have weird stuff too! Why hide it?”
“There is one other possibility.” Kyoko interjected, snapping her fingers to regain attention.
“It’s entirely possible Sayaka herself was unaware.”
“What?” It was Byakuya’s turn to look confused, if only for a split second. “How so?”
“I assume that we all had similar experiences,” she explained, “I’d be willing to bet we all discovered our powers by accident, right?”
After a few nods and murmured agreements she continued, “We don’t know everything about our experiments. We don’t understand everything Hope’s Peak did to us, so there’s no way we can truly be sure we know everything about ourselves… but whoever controlled Sayaka could.”
Makoto felt a chill go down his spine, everyone nervously glanced at each other.
“I hate that.” Hiro commented anxiously, “I really hate the thought of that.”
“So whoever is doing this could not only know how to manipulate us, but also more specific strengths and weaknesses about us.” Byakuya’s tone was grim and icy. “This game is becoming more deadly by the minute.”
“S-so what do we do?” Toko asked, tugging at her braids, “How are we supposed to fight back against s-s-someone who knows us better than we know ourselves?!”
“Let’s focus on the immediate issue.” Kyoko redirected the conversation once again, “Once we get Sayaka back we can gather more information on the mastermind, that’s our best shot at making it out of here.”
“And how are we supposed to do that?” Hifumi asked, the door to the sauna suddenly slid open.
Sakura’s tense gaze swept the group before settling on Makoto.
“We’re ready, Makoto. Are you sure you can do this?”
He stood uncertainly, making eye contact with Leon as he responded.
“Yeah… Yeah I can do this.” He nodded, silently shuffling to follow Sakura out of the room.
The clicking of heels surprised him, and he looked over his shoulder to see Celeste following him out the door.
“I’m coming as well.” She stated, stepping in pace with him on the short trip to Sayaka’s dorm.
“I- I don’t think that’s a good idea, Celeste,” Makoto argued, “She could really hurt you- I mean you saw what she did to me last night.”
“If she is hostile, I can calm her down.” She insisted, pausing in front of the door Mondo was currently guarding. “I want to help you, genuinely. I need to know what’s going on with all this.”
Makoto’s eyes met hers, her face furrowed in concentration in a way he hadn’t seen before.
“What are you…” he felt a tingling at the back of his head, very briefly, “You don’t have to try and convince me, you know.”
She blinked in surprise, fumbling her words for a moment, “I- You… felt that?”
“Yeah. I did.” He answered with a huff, feeling a bit chilly in the hall without his jacket. “You can come if you want. As long as you know what we could be dealing with. Just… you don’t have to be sneaky about stuff, okay?”
He moved past her still shocked expression, opening the door and grimacing at what appeared inside.
Sayaka was slumped forward in the chair, her arms and legs bound with rope. Her wrist was still in it’s brace, the bruise along her jaw a glaring reminder of what Makoto had done.
Taka glanced up from where he was checking her pulse, his usual stern expression furrowed even more by worry. Monokuma was sitting in Sayaka’s desk chair, legs swinging idly like this was a normal occurrence.
“How… How is she?” Makoto tried, swallowing the dread that was building in his throat. Taka sighed nervously and stood.
“She’ll be alright, all things considered.” He pulled a packet of something from his pocket, “If you’re ready, we can begin.”
“Aren’t you forgetting something, Kiyotaka?” Monokuma asked from his spot by the desk, patting the top of the muzzle with his paw.
Taka didn’t move at first, clearly apprehensive about using it. Makoto nervously glanced between the two of them, eyes finally settling on Sayaka as she stirred in her sleep.
“Put. It. On.” Monokuma ordered in a strangely serious tone.
He tossed the muzzle to Taka, with more force than Makoto expected from someone who was around knee height. Taka sighed uneasily, pressing down on a latch at the back to open it.
“I wouldn’t do this unless it was absolutely necessary.” He insisted quietly to Makoto and Celeste as he moved Sayaka’s hair out of the way.
“Are there…” Celeste began, pausing as she gave Monokuma a wary glance. “Are there devices like this for each of us?”
Monokuma tilted his head, “Why would I have muzzles for each of you?”
Celeste frowned, utter disdain plain on her face. “I meant countermeasures to prevent us from using our abilities.”
“Oh! Of course!” Monokuma nodded, “What if one of you snaps and goes on a murderous rampage? I have to have some way to keep the rest of the students safe!” He giggled before finishing, “Otherwise it wouldn’t be fair, would it?”
“Alright.” Taka regained Makoto’s attention, his stomach twisted at the sight of Sayaka in what was essentially a gag. All of this felt wrong. How could this be happening to her of all people?
“We’re ready to get started now, Celeste you should probably-“
“I am staying.” She cut him off, moving to sit on the bed behind where Sayaka was seated.
Taka looked ready to argue, but when Makoto nodded in affirmation he stopped. “I’ll… leave you to it then. Monokuma and I will be right outside. Don’t hesitate to call if you need help.”
“You’re not staying?” Makoto asked, he had been hoping to have Taka’s unrelenting moral support for this horrific situation.
“No,” the red eyed teen nervously glanced down at Sayaka, “Monokuma thinks-“
“Hey!” The bear hopped down and pointed an accusatory claw at the two of them, “Some things are to remain secret! How is that so difficult for you to understand? Just hurry up, I don’t have all day here!”
Taka held a small packet of something in his hand, Makoto felt like he had seen something like this on tv before. Smelling salts? Is that what they are? Do those even really work?
He was so lost in thought he missed it actually happening, but a sudden sharp inhale and cough from Sayaka immediately brought him back to the present. Taka had quickly snapped the muzzle shut, muttering a small word of assurance to Makoto as he hurried out the door with Monokuma in tow.
The sound of the door closing was deafening as he hesitantly moved to kneel in front of Sayaka.
She blinked a few times before reacting, finally noticing now that she was restrained and locked into something unfamiliar. Her arms pulled in vain against the ropes, and her eyes immediately flooded with tears as she began pleading. Is this the real Sayaka- is she really herself?
“Makoto! Makoto- I’m sorry, I’m so sorry!” Her muffled voice hitched in fear, Makoto’s heartbeat was flooding in his chest.
“Please! I’m sorry- Let me out!”
He reached out for her hand- almost on instinct alone- but his eyes met her’s as his hand froze above the ropes.
Completely Empty.
Wrong wrong wrong wrong— he moved his hand back to where it had originally rested on his knee, swallowing his fear and apprehension before responding.
“You’re not… you aren’t really scared, are you?” He asked, his voice wavering.
The mask dropped instantly. Sayaka’s panicked struggling immediately ceased, and she eased against the back of the chair with an amused hum.
“Of course I’m not.”
Makoto ignored the shiver that traveled down back, he had to seem strong for this- for her.
“Sayaka-“
“Don’t.” She cut him off sharply, fingers curling into fists where they were tied near sides, “I know what you’re going to try and do. It isn’t going to work.”
“I’m not trying to do anything.” he blinked, “All i did was say your name.”
“That isn’t my name.” her hollow voice responded. “It was a temporary placeholder, before I learned the truth.”
“What truth?” Makoto questioned, “Your name is Sayaka Maizono- anything other than that is a lie.”
There was a pause, she looked him up and down in an almost predatory way- like he was the one trapped instead of her. He refused to break eye contact, even when he noticed Celeste shifting in her spot in his periphery.
“You’re dedicated, I’ll give you that.” She commented coldly, seeming bored of this whole interaction. “Which one is behind me?”
Makoto tried to hide his surprise at the question, eyes shifting automatically over to where Celeste was observing her with a clenched jaw and tense posture.
“I-It doesn’t matter.” He tried to redirect the conversation, internally trying to mimic Byakuya’s confidence or maybe even Sakura’s willpower. “I’m the one questioning you.”
“Okay…Ask your questions.”
“Why did you attack Leon?” He watched her tilt her head, the sudden movement nearly causing him to jolt.
“He seemed like the easiest target, aside from you.” She began, “I was originally told to go after Two or Nine- but neither of them were willing to go alone with me just yet. And Four’s accuracy would’ve proved useful when going after the others.”
She didn’t sound anything like herself, Makoto’s stomach twisted in fear.
“Who… who told you?” He asked, though he already partially knew the answer.
“I’m not going to tell you that.” Her monotonous voice replied. “You’ll see for yourself soon, if you live that long.”
He couldn’t see her mouth, but the way her eyes squinted almost made it look like she was smiling at him.
“You reeeeeaaaaaally want to help, don’t you?” She tilted her head again, “It’s almost… cute.”
“What about this could possibly be cute?”
“You’re still doing what you’re supposed to do, and you don’t even realize.”
Celeste’s intense gaze met his own, an almost accusatory scowl on her face. Makoto felt her trying to look in his head, an invasive buzzing that couldn’t quite break through to his thoughts.He swallowed his anxiety and got back on topic.
“I just…” he faltered, “I don’t understand who could do this to you. Who could’ve convinced you to hurt your friend like that?”
“We aren’t friends.” She spat. “We aren’t supposed to have friends. This ‘love’ you’re pretending to feel for each other is nothing more than dormant programming.”
“That’s not true. No one is pretending.” He leaned forward, “You love your friends. You told me yourself.”
“I didn’t know any better-“
“You spent every weekend you could with your band mates. All you’ve done since we’ve gotten here is try to help keep everyone happy- even though you were scared!”
“Stop!” She yelled, leaning forward as much as her restraints would allow- close enough that even through the muzzle Makoto could feel the rumble of her shout in his bones.
“You have no idea what I’m like.” She continued angrily, arms straining against the rope, “You don’t know anything about me! I could destroy you!”
Her voice cracked at the end, the first semblance of some real emotion Makoto had heard from her this whole time. Adrenaline coursed through him at the thought, so busy rapidly trying to deduce where to go from here that he didn’t notice Celeste’s reaching out to try and calm Sayaka down before she fell forward in her chair.
“Wait!-“ he stopped short as Celeste touched Sayaka’s shoulder, only to recoil with a shriek like she’d been burned. Celeste was left fumbling towards the floor, gasping for breath and trying desperately to regain her composure as Sayaka settled back into her chair.
“Ah. Eleven.” She spoke quietly again, eyes trailing Makoto as he hurried over to check on Celeste. “I was coming for you next, you know. We’re excited to work with you.”
Makoto ignored her, helping Celeste up on shaky legs as her panicked gaze stared pointedly at Sayaka.
“Are you okay?” He asked quietly, unsure of what to do to comfort her and settling for holding onto her forearm as she steadied herself and caught her breath. There was the buzzing in the back of his head, but different this time. Celeste wasn’t trying to force her way into his head- she was reaching out for something secure.
“I… There was… so much-“ she stopped, it took a minute for him to register that her accent was gone, “I- it was like nothing and everything all at once. How can she stand this?”
Makoto began leading her towards the door, “Why… why don’t you go back to the others, tell them what’s going on?” She seemed ready to argue, but ultimately nodded with a shaky exhale.
“You will… be okay by yourself?” The accent was back, she was certainly good at putting on a put together face.
“Yeah.” He nodded, opening the door just enough for her to slip through, “I know exactly what I need to do.”
That was a lie.
He was standing with his back to Sayaka. His eyes on the doorknob as he thought through what to do… Kyoko could’ve interrogated her much more efficiently. Byakuya probably would’ve tricked her into spilling all the information by now. Sakura would’ve been stronger, Mondo would’ve been braver, Chihiro was so smart she could’ve already learned how to solve this. He didn’t have any of that- he was just him. He wasn’t anything special…
But he was him. And Sayaka was his friend.
“Your name is Sayaka Maizono.” He turned back to face her. “I’ve known you since we were kids. You’re one of the nicest people I know.”
“You’re wasting your time.” She taunted, leaning forward again to better look him in the eye as he approached.
There was something there- amidst the dead hollow space in her gaze. Makoto had to be doing something. He held eye contact, subconsciously reaching out to whatever little spark was still inside her.
“You spent your whole childhood putting other people first because you wanted to make them happy.” He had more confidence in his voice. “You cheered on everybody- even me when I got that dumb sparrow out of the schoolyard-“
“It was a crane-“ she interrupted, and tensed. “I- shut up.”
“Your name is Sayaka, and you’re the most determined person i know.” He was on his knees in front of her again, “You chased your dream of becoming a pop star and you made it! I can’t imagine what you had to sacrifice to reach that point! You put your heart and soul into everything you do.”
He put a hand on her shoulder and she jolted like she was surprised, “You can fight this. You have to fight this. You’re strong enough to get out of this I know it.”
“You don’t know anything.” She hissed, but there was real frustration in her tone.
“You’re Sayaka Maizono.” He said for what felt like the hundredth time, but he still meant it. “You love your friends more than anything- right? You said you’d never get tired of being with them.”
“I didn’t know any better-“
“You did!” He insisted, he didn’t know when he’d started yelling to match her aggravated tone.
“I know you. And I trust you.” He moved his hand from her shoulder, letting it hang in the air as he made a silent decision.
“I’m… gonna get you out of this thing.” He stood again, shaking hands reaching towards the clasp on the back.”
“You’re a fool-“
“I’m your friend.”
“Makoto-“ she sounded choked, his hands froze at the agony in her voice. “If you… take that off… I’ll kill you.”
There was a pause, his hands ghosting over the latch that would drop the muzzle from the front of her face.
“You won’t…” his voice came out barely above a whisper, “I trust you Sayaka. You’d never hurt me on purpose.”
She didn’t have time to warn him of anything else- the second his hands pried the latch open the muzzle fell to her lap with a click. There was a split second where Makoto heard her gasp in air.
He dropped to his knees just as she shouted, the force of it ringing in his ears and vibrating against the walls and nearly knocking the two of them over as it reverberated. It wasn’t angry like the night before- it sounded agonizing.
He was hugging her, arms wrapped around hers and head buried into her shoulder more on the instinct to brace for the impact than anything. It took what felt like ages for the ringing and sporadic thump of his heartbeat to finally clear his mind so he could finally hear Sayaka again.
She was crying.
He slowly, cautiously, moved away; sitting back on his knees so he could look her in the eyes again. She had tears streaming down her face, as her body shook with another sob Makoto couldn’t help the flood of relief he felt at the genuine sadness in her eyes.
“S-sayaka?” He tried quietly, and for the first time in too long she looked up at the sound of her name.
“Makoto-“ her voice hitched, blue strands of hair clinging to her face now. “I- I’m so sorry. I-“
She hung her head down, crying into her own lap as Makoto reached shaking hands up to untie her arms. She didn’t move for a moment when the ropes finally loosened, he began to untie her legs when she hesitantly reached down and held the muzzle’s mouthpiece.
“I could’ve killed you…” she whimpered, “I wanted to kill you…”
Makoto looked up at her, pushing a strand of hair back behind her ears, “It wasn’t you…” he fumbled, not really sure what else to say. “You wouldn’t ever do something like that.”
“I could-“ she insisted with another sob, “I almost did! I’m so sorry-“
He tried to be gentle, quietly assuring her it was okay as he moved both pieces of the helmet to the side and held her uninjured hand. They stayed there for awhile, Makoto on the verge of tearing up while she cried freely into her lap.
Finally he stood, giving her hand one more reassuring squeeze before pulling back.
“I’m gonna let Taka in to check on you, is that okay?” He asked, her eyes slowly drifted up to see him.
“Okay…” she whispered, before straightening up and seeming panicked again, “I-Is Leon okay?! Oh my god what did I do to him-“
“Leon’s fine! He’s shaken up, but you didn’t hurt him. It… It wasn’t you anyway.” Makoto mumbled the last part, “You don’t have to think about it too hard right now, let’s just make sure you’re okay first.”
She nodded, trying to compose herself as he moved to the door. He opened it a sliver, startling Mondo.
“Shit- Mac! Ya scared me.” He nervously laughed, “Felt the walls shakin’ a few minutes ago, just after Celeste ran outta there… is uh, is Sayaka okay?”
Makoto nodded, allowing a relieved smile to cross his face. “Yeah, she’s gonna be okay. She’s herself again, at least.”
Taka’s intense gaze suddenly cut between them, “Well done, Makoto! I knew you could do it!” He was trying to whisper, but being quiet was certainly not one of his talents. “I should check her vitals again, is it alright for me to come in now?”
“Y-yeah, I think so. But maybe we shouldn’t let the others in yet,” he paused, “At least not all at once, she’s still sort of… fragile.”
Taka moved past him into the room, already fussing over Sayaka the moment he laid eyes on her. Makoto was left face to face with Mondo, who was regarding with him an expression that honestly caught him off guard.
“Uh,” he started uneasily, unnerved by how thoughtful the biker seemed to be all of a sudden, “Is everything alright, Mondo?”
“ ‘s fine.” The biker mumbled, quickly switching back to usual demeanor, “Just thinkin’ is all…”
“I’ll go tell the others the good news.” Sakura spoke from the other side of the door. Makoto heard her footsteps retreat and looked back to Mondo for answers.
“How did you… do that?” He asked quietly, his gaze flicking over Makoto to the scene behind him.
“I…” Makoto faltered, “I don’t really know.”
“Come on, Mac.”
“I don’t- I just talked to her?”
Mondo grumbled a response, giving up on the conversation and pushing past him into the room. Makoto closed the door behind him, watching in confusion as the biker went and stood behind Taka as he checked Sayaka’s pulse.
“-The nausea is an unfortunate side effect of the medication I gave you,” Taka was explaining as Makoto hesitantly joined the group, “It may linger for awhile, especially since you haven’t eaten. Do you feel well enough to maybe answer a few questions about what happened.”
She hesitantly nodded, nervously looking up from where she had folded her hands in her lap.
“Can you remember anything that happened while you were…” Taka paused, struggling to think of the right word, “influenced?”
She paused, her hands balled into fists in her lap. “Um, yeah… some things.” She shifted nervously in her seat. “It was sort of hard to think, it was like I was just sort of…someone else? Like I still remembered who I was but it wasn’t…. me anymore. I can remember when she told me to do stuff, I remember thinking about- um, certain ways to do things but…”
She trailed off, looking like she may cry again as her gaze went back down to her lap to avoid looking at the others.
“Who the hell is ‘she’, anyway?” Mondo broke the tense silence, eyebrow raised in confusion.
“I-I don’t know I could just sort of… feel her.” Sayaka raised a shaky hand to her temple, “In my head. It… It was like we thought the same things.”
“What?” This only confused the biker more, he and Taka shared a concerned glance.
“Leon mentioned a ‘her’ last night, too.” So did Toko, actually…. Makoto tried to think things through, “It had to have been the same person who talked to me that night in the AV room,” he frowned, “but I don’t remember her being in my head like that.”
“It didn’t work on you the way it did with Sayaka,” Taka interjected, “She didn’t get the chance to. This is quite concerning, I thought that-“
He winced, hand going to his head like something had stung him. Mondo rubbed comforting circles on his back, face furrowed in concern.
Taka sighed in defeat, “Sorry, I can’t talk about that.”
“Still? I thought Chi helped ya out with that.”
“Some things are still… never mind, we’re getting off topic.” He shook his head, his attention going back to where Sayaka was anxiously staring up at him. “Do you have any information that could help us figure out who did this to you?”
Sayaka thought for a moment, a feeling of dread building in the air.
“I…” Sayaka’s voice was practically a whisper, “She felt familiar, it made it easy to….”
Something finally clicked in Makoto’s head.
“She’s One!” He exclaimed, louder than he meant to. “Mukuro kept talking about 78-01! I- I don’t know like how she’s doing this- but it’s gotta be her!”
“Monokuma said the other two numbers like us were dead.” Sayaka pointed out with a waver of fear to her voice.
“Yeah-“ Mondo scoffed, hands on his hips. “And we should definitely trust everything the deranged teddy bear tells us.”
“He said the future foundation took them- as far as he knows they might’ve been dead.” Makoto argued. “He’s been being really weird since this stuff started happening, but I really think he doesn’t know what’s going on either… I don’t think it’s that he’s keeping stuff from us but whoever this is has just sort of… been working around him.”
“How the hell is that even possible though?” Mondo was getting louder now, more from frustration than anything it seemed. “If this place is so damn secure that Chi can’t go through the security systems and me and Sakura can’t bust through the walls then how is one fuckin’ person able to break in here to hijack someone’s brain?!”
“I…. I don’t know. Not yet.” Makoto admitted, eyes shifting to where Taka was scowling at the floor like it had personally offended him somehow. “We need to get more information on whoever this ‘One’ person could be.”
“Monokuma isn’t going to tell us that.” Taka finally spoke up again, “He doesn’t want you to know anything about your experiments or about the two missing people; and my memories of them are… not the clearest.”
“There is one place where we know sensitive information like that is being stored,” Makoto pointed out, “There’s that file room in the library none of us can get into yet- he’s probably keeping stuff in there- right?”
His eyes went to Taka for answers, and the way the android seemed to automatically tense up was the confirmation he needed.
Mondo let out a long, frustrated sigh, half heartedly kicking at the foot of Sayaka’s bed.
“Shit.” He grumbled, “Yeah. Great. I guess this is a fuckin covert operation now, huh? Sneakin’ around behind a stuffed animal’s back? Our lives are disasters.”
That got a chuckle from Sayaka. Makoto felt relief wash over him all over again, he had almost lost her- he had almost lost a lot of people…
He couldn’t let that happen again.
He was gonna find out who was behind this, he was gonna get his friends out of here. No matter what…
Chapter 9: Makoto Naegi: Ultimate Therapist
Summary:
Makoto checks up on a few of his friends after everything that’s happened. As usual it seems he ends up with more questions than answers.
Notes:
Howdy friends I’m posting this a day early because I am going to busy busy busy tomorrow and I will absolutely forget. There may not be an update next week, I’ll be out of town tabling at a convention, but I’ll do my best!!
Also just a side note I love love love reading everyone’s theories it gets me so excited about what’s coming.
Chapter Text
knock knock knock!
Makoto startled a little, sitting up from where he nearly drifted off at the foot of Sayaka’s bed. He glanced up at where the blue haired girl was still sleeping, seeming much more at peace now than she had before.
Reintroducing her to the others had been… tense.
Leon had refused to look at her, despite the casual appearance he tried to force Makoto could practically feel the anxiety coming off of him. Most of the others had at least greeted her- or asked how she was feeling, but she was still just… off enough that it rubbed everyone the wrong way.
That would go away, Taka had assured everyone, she was probably still disoriented- it would take time.
Makoto got up off the bed as quietly as he could, moving across the darkened room to the door and cracking it open.
“Hi~” Aoi greeted him cheerfully, then lowered her voice to a whisper when she saw the lights were off. “I’m here for my shift.”
They had decided it would be best to have someone watch Sayaka for now, and the blue haired pop star had certainly been against being alone after everything. Taka and Mondo had taken the first watch, bringing Sayaka some food and water while Makoto explained what had happened to the others. He took the next watch, sitting mostly in silence while she slept off the medicine she had been given. She had woken up once crying, she had a nightmare that she killed Leon.
It was hard to sleep after that.
“Oh- right. Thanks.” He awkwardly shuffled out into the hall, “What time is it, anyway?”
“No idea.” Aoi shrugged. “The only working clocks are in the dining hall and Taka’s little nurse room- and they’re both locked right now.”
Monokuma’s nightly announcement had come and gone, so it at least had to be after ten.
“Right, yeah. I don’t know why he won’t even let us know how time is passing.”
“No contact with the outside world- remember?” Aoi waved her hands in a sarcastic manner. “I can’t wait till we find a way out of here.”
There was an awkward pause, both of their moods soured by the reminder that they were still being held here against their will. Eventually Aoi clapped her hands together.
“Well- I’m off to have the world’s most uncomfortable sleepover.” She joked, seeming a bit nervous suddenly. “She’s… still okay, right? She’s herself?”
Makoto nodded, “Yeah, she’s just… I mean it can’t be an easy thing to go through, ya know?”
“Yeah…” Aoi gave him an encouraging smile, “Goodnight Makoto. I’ll be sure to come get you if anything too crazy happens.”
She closed the door, leaving him alone in the hall with his thoughts racing. He wanted to check on Leon again, he knew the redhead hadn’t been handling this situation very well. He also wanted to meet up and discuss everything with Kyoko, he was sort of at a loss for how to go about getting more information and she seemed like the best person to help- but the white haired girl had disappeared shortly after everyone ate dinner.
There was still one other person he needed to check on.
He moved down the hall to Celeste’s room, passing by where Hiro was trying to convince Byakuya to pay for a tarot reading. It had become something of a nightly tradition to just leave your door open if you wanted to hang out, several people could normally be seen sitting on the floor in someone’s room talking.
Celeste’s door was shut. As it always seemed to be after ten.
He found himself hesitating, staring blankly at the little symbol under her number. What is that… an eye? A shiver traveled up his spine at the simple design, just an abstract eye with a diamond where a round pupil would normally be. I wonder if that fits her whole… aesthetic. Maybe she likes it. He knocked, it took a moment for her to respond.
“Who is it?”
“Uh, Makoto. Can I come in?”
There was another pause, after a moment her door opened.
She was in a rather plain looking nightgown, her hair pulled back and covered like it had been last night. Even without her makeup on she was still ridiculously pale, but Makoto noticed the usual red color to her eyes were gone. Does she wear contacts?? Would someone really keep wearing contacts after they got locked in a school?
“What do you want?” She asked, her usual accent laced with suspicion.
“Um,” he tried to keep his voice down, “I wanted to talk about what happened today… when you, ya know-“
“Come in.”
She pulled him into her room, shutting the door behind them and walking briskly back to the bed.
“Sit.” She ordered, pointing at her desk chair with a snap. He nervously sat down.
She sat across from him on her bed, tucking her legs under a quilt she probably got out of storage and folding her hands neatly on her lap. She was trying hard to be put together, he could tell, but the apprehension was clearly showing on her face. Something was really bothering her.
“What did you want to discuss?” She asked coldly, and he couldn’t help but fidget under her stare.
“You… kinda freaked out in there.” He awkwardly started, “I just wanted to make sure you were okay.”
“You want to know why I freaked out.” She corrected with a frown.
“I wanna know both, I care about you.” He argued, and he could feel her trying to pry into his head again, a soft buzzing at the back of his mind. He kept her firmly shut out- it wasn’t difficult for him. He wanted to actually talk about this.
“Fine.” She huffed, leaving his mind alone for the time being. “I tried to look at what Sayaka was feeling after she yelled at you, and…” she paused, her cold facade seemed to waver.
“You said it was like nothing and everything.” Makoto reminded her, trying to keep his tone gentle. “You seemed- uh… overwhelmed.”
“It was… a lot to process.” She answered slowly, then she seemed to recover her composure almost magically. “Makoto, I want you to know that I am never caught off guard.”
“Uh-“ he stuttered, the change in topic definitely caught him off guard.
She continued, “Even if I am not consciously looking into other’s feelings i still get a sense of what their situation is. I can always read the room. I’m always at least three steps ahead of everyone I’ve ever met.” She smiled, barely, seeming pleased, “I am… very good at what I do.”
“Okay?” Makoto’s nose scrunched in confusion, “What does that have to do with-“
“I mention this only so you can begin to grasp how horrific what I felt was.” She leaned forward, eyes staring intensely into his own. “Can you even begin to imagine what it’s like to feel through the eyes of an empty shell of a person?”
He opened his mouth to answer, she cut him off.
“You cannot. Sayaka was empty- there was practically nothing of her left… but there was someone else.” she gulped, her expression once again cracking into fear, “Something else had filled her mind, and as soon as I reached out it went after me as well. It was overpowering and suffocating- it was…”
She paused, struggling to think of the right word. “Despair, I think you could call it. Overwhelming despair… pulling away at my very will…”
Makoto didn’t know what to say to that. He sat in silence while Celeste regained her composure, pretending he hadn’t just heard her voice waver and seen the fear in her eyes.
“Thank you for telling me.” He spoke finally, “I really appreciate it. Was there anything else?”
She nodded, getting up from her spot on the bed and lacing her fingers together.
“There was something I wanted to ask you.”
“Sure.” Makoto nodded, “We all need to be honest with each other- ask me anything you want!”
“Why did you lie about not having powers to the others?” Her tone was once again cold, she eyed him like a criminal as he fumbled with his response.
“Wh- What? I’m not lying-“
“You have somehow gotten almost every one else wrapped around your finger,” she began lowly, taking slow steps towards him, “Even Monokuma seems to listen to you, and he is clearly working against us. You have to have something- why else would you have been able to save Leon? How could you resist whatever it was that broke Sayaka? There is no logical explanation.”
“I- I don’t Celeste, honestly-“
“And there is also the most obvious red flag-“ She cut him off, finger held up to silence his argument, “You are the only living person I’ve ever met who can block my power.”
She scowled, “When it did not work on Kiyotaka either, I assumed I was somehow to blame for this… but well, we know the truth with ‘him’ now, don’t we? So that leaves you.”
He gulped, she leaned in close to his face and he instinctively slid back in his chair.
“What are you, Makoto Naegi? How are you doing all of this?”
“Celeste, I- Gaugh!”
Before he could react, her hand was grabbing his jaw, pulling him forward so she could better look him in the eyes.
“Why are you lying?” She was looking past his eyes, trying to get into his head and force the truth out of him herself.
“I’m not lying!” He jerked his head away, catching his breath for a moment before reestablishing eye contact. If she wants in my head so bad she’s gonna have to actually listen.
He thought hard about what he was saying, refusing to look away from Celeste’s intense stare as he spoke.
“I don’t know why I’m different! I’m not trying to hide anything!” He let her feel this- he wasn’t exactly sure how he was doing it- all his concern, worries, confusion, hope- “I don’t have all the answers yet, and I can’t explain why are things are happening the way they are, but you have to trust me. Okay, Celeste?”
She looked away first, hands balling into fists as she finally stepped back from him.
“That… I felt that.” She mumbled. “You certainly seem sincere.”
He stayed quiet, rubbing at his jaw where Celeste’s acrylic nails had scratched his skin. She mumbled something again under her breath, almost too soft for him to hear at all.
“W-what?”
She huffed, crossing her arms and refusing to look back in his direction.
“I said… I’m not used to trusting people.”
There was a pause, Makoto finally stood and prepared to leave when she spoke again.
“I… am sorry. I overreacted.” Her apology came out in an almost forced way, she obviously wasn’t used to doing it.
“It’s, uh… It’s fine. We’ve had a rough couple of days.” He scratched at the back of his head, “But can we… can we try to work on this whole trust thing?”
She looked him up and down, not in as threatening a way as before. “We can try.” She answered finally, “But I am not making any promises.”
He laughed, a little awkwardly, and quietly told her goodnight as he walked out. He heard the door lock behind him and sighed. I’m not sure what I expected…
“Ah! Mr. Naegi, there you are!” he turned to find Hifumi excitedly running up to him, hands behind his back and an excited grin on his face.
“Oh, hey.” Makoto smiled as the larger teen literally bounced in excitement, “What’s up Hifumi?”
“I have a gift for you~” Hifumi spun in a quick circle, holding his arms up in front of him now to reveal-
“My jacket!” Makoto gasped, he had almost forgotten about his favorite jacket nearly being ruined before, he excitedly took it from Hifumi and examined it. “Thank you so much! This was my last birthday present before… ya know everything started happening out in the world, heh. I really appreciate-“
He stopped short when his eyes landed where the tear used to be, the embroidery that now adorned it leaving him at a loss for words. Hifumi chuckled in satisfaction as he watched Makoto run his hands over the new designs.
The rip itself had been sewn shut with what resembled a lightning bolt, if Makoto tilted his head he could see it almost resembled a seven. The area around it had been decorated with little hearts in light blue and brown that… honestly looked kinda nice with the color of his jacket.
“Stunned you speechless with my talent?” Hifumi grinned smugly, “I understand it’s a bit flashier than you normally dress, I hope you don’t mind.”
“N-no, I don’t mind.” Makoto slipped the jacket on, moving his arm so he could see the embroidery again, “It’s just… way more than I was expecting.”
“Well given how much you’ve been doing to try and help us, I thought it was only fair to return the favor.” Hifumi adjusted his glasses, a surprisingly thoughtful look on his face, “And I think that your mysterious heart motif suits your character rather well, seemed only fitting to incorporate it into the character design itself, right?”
“Uh…” Makoto tried to wrap his head around where Hifumi had steered away from reality, “Right, yeah. Thanks again, seriously. I love it!”
Hifumi beamed at him, “No problem at all! If there’s anything else you want me to spruce up for you, feel free to ask.” He chuckled as he turned to go back to his room, “Just because we’re locked up doesn’t mean we can’t look our best, right?”
Makoto ran his hands along the embroidery as he walked back to his room, he could already hear the jokes Leon would crack at his expense in the morning-
Oh, right. Leon…
His eyes drifted towards the redhead’s door, staring at the little bullseye Leon had painted orange their second night here in an attempt to personalize it. I should just wait till in the morning, he might already be asleep… He held his newly fixed hand book to the scanner to open his door, flicking the lights on and blinking in surprise at what he saw.
His room was completely normal. It was like nothing had ever even happened. His bed was back, his walls were no longer cracked from the immeasurable force of Sayaka’s screams, his carpet wasn’t stained with his own blood… The only difference was the color of his sheets and the lack of a monitor hanging from his wall.
And on the bed were Mukuro’s two discs, sitting neatly side by side like they’d been waiting for him.
“Impressed?” Monokuma’s voice startled him, he jumped to the side as the teddy bear marched into the room. “I’m a pretty good interior decorator, aren’t I? Puhuhu…”
“Yeah… thanks.” He said awkwardly, moving over to the dresser to find it stocked with more clothes than he had previously. “What-“
“Another gift, you’re welcome.” Monokuma had hopped up on his bed, head resting on his paws and legs swinging lazily in the air. “Consider it restitution for all the times you’ve been smacked around.”
He laughed dryly at that, slipping his jacket onto the back of his new desk chair.
“Thanks for leaving the discs.” He muttered, “Those are still the same discs, right?”
Monokuma scoffed, “Well you’ve already seen em- wouldn’t do me much good to take em now, would it?”
“I guess not…” he paused warily looking back at the bear before asking, “Is… Is Mukuro dead?”
“Now, now-“
“I know you can’t- or just won’t - tell me a lot of stuff,” he faced the bear fully now, pleading with him, “But please, I need to know what happened to her. Is she really dead?”
Monokuma hopped down from his bed, letting out a long drawn out sigh as he wandered back over towards Makoto’s door.
“Not… physically, no. But she’d be better off that way if you ask me.” Before Makoto could demand any elaboration the bear held a paw up to silence him.
“Just try and sleep for now, I’m sure when you find her next message she’ll explain some more things.”
“N-next message?” Makoto jolted, “What do you-“
“Well there’s only a few other places in the school she ever went alone… I’m sure you’ll find one eventually. You seem to have a knack for gettin’ into trouble.”
Makoto blinked, “So you… want me to find them?”
“I didn’t say that-“ Monokuma corrected, shaking his head in an almost comical way, “I would never- never -encourage such behavior!” He stopped, crossing legs over the edge of Makoto’s bed. “But there isn’t much I can do to stop you, is there?”
Makoto didn’t answer, the bear continued, “Things have certainly deviated from how i had hoped they’d go, and if what you’re doing is going to keep everyone safe…. I can let some things slide.”
Makoto smiled, a weird kind of relief knowing the school’s ‘headmaster’ wasn’t actively working against him.
“But I should warn you: there’s some rules even I can’t ignore.” Monokuma hopped off the bed, walking right up to Makoto and gesturing for Makoto to bend over to make eye contact. “If you break any pre-established rules, or poke your little nose where it really really shouldn’t be, there’ll be consequences.”
“What kinda consequences?” Makoto questioned, finding himself more curious than actually scared, “Chihiro mentioned something about lockdown, is that the consequence?”
“It’s one of several.” Monokuma retorted, somehow managing to seem annoyed despite never really emoting, “It’s not something to bat an eye about, Lucky, those rooms were made for the real deal- the super skilled and dangerous versions of you kiddos that never happened! It’s serious business!”
“I’m not skilled or dangerous. So what’s my ‘lockdown room’ then? Just an empty room?”
“It’s-“ Monokuma jolted, freezing for a moment before dissolving into laughter.
“Oh! You almost had me there, Lucky! Puhuhuhu I think there may be more to you then I originally thought! No no no- if you really wanna see your punishment then just keep doing what you’re doing, I’m sure I’ll be forced to throw you in there eventually!”
He waddled towards the door, leaving Makoto frustrated at his lack of information, “Or maybe I’ll make Taka do it- that’d be fun! He gets so worked up about all that!”
“Monokuma?” Makoto stopped him in his doorway, the bear tilted his head. “What… what was I supposed to be?” He asked in a fumbling way, unsure of how to phrase it.
He pointed to the heart etched into his door, as though Monokuma didn’t already know what it was- hell, he may have even been the one to put there. “What does this mean? Why am I… ya know, the way that I am?”
Monokuma paused, an amused sounding hum escaping him.
“You wouldn’t like the answer, Seven.”
“What’s that even supposed to mean?”
“Try to get some sleep.” Monokuma waved him off, avoiding Makoto’s attempt to grab his paw and hurrying down the hall. “I’ve got a LOT of stuff to do and I’m sure you’ll be right back to investigating tomorrow! A good night’s rest is important for growing boys!”
Makoto watched him leave the dorms, the new gate that had somehow been installed slid open and closed automatically. A frustrated sigh escaped him as he shut his door and moved towards his bed.
Even if he wouldn’t like the answer…. he still wanted to know.
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Another day had passed, Makoto was lingering at the table after dinner. He absentmindedly poked at the leftover vegetables on his plate. Sakura had cooked everyone a healthy meal, Aoi was currently in the kitchen icing a cake.
“To balance things out!” She had explained with a grin earlier when she first put the cake in the oven, earning an amused chuckle and shake of the head from Sakura. Aoi had even enlisted Sayaka’s help in decorating it, and much to Makoto’s relief the two could be heard laughing even from the dining hall.
He was excited about the cake, sure, but the main reason he was sticking around was to try and talk to Leon. The redhead had somehow managed to avoid him the majority of the day, he had even skipped lunch in favor of taking a bath. Makoto had mentioned this to Hiro earlier, and the psychic had chuckled quietly to himself.
“He probably knows you’re gonna try and therapy him.” Hiro had told him as he shuffled through a set of tarot cards Monokuma had given him. “I know you’ve got this weird, innate need to take care of everyone but… He’s not really the sorta dude to like talk about his feelings, ya know? And after everything that happened…”
Makoto finally stood, abandoning his plate in favor of catching Leon while he was alone filling his glass of water. Hiro’s advice lingered in his mind:
“Just take it easy with him, help him feel normal.”
“Hey, Leon.” He started, suddenly finding it impossible to be casual now that he knew he needed to be casual. Damn it.
“Oh. Hey, man.” Leon smiled, but his gaze flicked away.
“I’ve actually been looking for you all day,” Leon’s expression scrunched at that, seeming uncomfortable as Makoto continued. “Where’d you run off to?”
“I was just… uh,” The redhead sighed in defeat. “Listen, Mac, ya know I love you and all, but I don’t really wanna walk about what happened, okay?”
“Heh, you love me?”
“UH- i mean not like love you but-“
“I love you too, I know what you meant.” Makoto teased, watching Leon laugh nervously and glance over to where Toko had snapped her head up at the sound of a possible confession.
“But we don’t have to talk about anything, if you don’t want to.” He assured, “I just wanna make sure you’re doing better. Just promise you’ll let me know if you do need help, okay?”
Leon took a long drink of his water, thinking something over before nodding.
“There uh… there is something you could help me with, maybe.”
“Sure! What’s up?”
“Can you… help me look for some baseball stuff?” He muttered his request quietly, like he was afraid someone would overhear this terrible secret.
“Really?” Makoto tilted his head, “I thought you hated baseball? You… you said it was boring.”
“It is.” Leon scratched at the back of his neck. “I think I could use something boring right now.”
Help him feel normal… Makoto nodded. “Yeah. For sure. Where should we start looking?”
“Uh, I dunno exactly.”
The two of them began walking out of the dining hall. Makoto heard Taka yell about someone leaving their mess at the table and picked up the pace a little to avoid being caught.
“I spent most of this morning looking through storage, no luck.” Leon continued, leading them to the school, “And then I was super gross and dusty so I took a bath, then I went and checked at the store thing. I thought for sure there’d be something in there- they legit have like everything else!”
Makoto laughed at that, Leon leaned in closer. “I’m not kidding, dude. I saw a bikini and a freaking battle axe right next to each other.”
I should really check this store out… Makoto mused as they continued through the building, rounding a corner to find Monokuma standing proudly in the center of the hallway.
“I know where you can play baseball!” He offered enthusiastically, paws on his hips.
Both boys exchanged a wary glance, Makoto spoke first.
“You have baseball equipment?”
“Of course! Gotta take my students’ interests into account!”
“So… can we use it?”
Monokuma spun on his heel, gesturing for them follow. “Well absolutely! Right this way.”
Leon let a nervous sigh escape him, “Why wouldn’t you keep sports stuff in the gym? I looked there earlier too and all I saw were a couple dumb basketballs.”
“Yes, yes, I saw you.” Monokuma snickered, “Tossed it in the net every time, too! I guess it didn’t get all your energy out, though.”
The bear came to a stop in front of a set of metal doors, some that Makoto hadn’t ever really paid attention to until now.
“But I bet this will help!” As if on cue, the doors slid open. Makoto entered first, probably too trusting of the still enigmatic teddy bear, and surveyed yet another a room that seemed impossibly large compared to the outside.
It looked like a gym, maybe, but with black floors and a glass wall dividing a good two thirds of the room from the side they entered. Leon hesitantly followed, staying behind Makoto as he moved towards a set of numbered lockers on the wall to their right. Three, Four, Five, Six… Eight, Nine- Thirteen, Fourteen? We’re missing people here…
“How come… some of the numbers are missing?” Makoto looked over his shoulder at Monokuma, who hurried over from the computer screen by the glass he was looking at.
“Well not everyone has a physical enhancement. They don’t need specialized training stuff.” He chuckled, “Wouldn’t make much sense for someone like little Fifteen to be lifting weights when she’s supposed to be hacking security systems!”
Leon was definitely uncomfortable now, staring at a locker plainly labeled ‘4’. So much for making him feel normal.
“Go on then, yours is right there!” Monokuma urged Leon, pushing at the red head’s legs till he stumbled up to his locker.
He hesitated, giving Makoto a concerned glance before finally grabbing the handle and swinging it open.
“Tada~” Monokuma cheered, watching Leon and Makoto peer inside with an amused chuckle. “I’ve got your standard metal bat- two of them, even! Just to help ease you into things. And then we can move on to your knives, remote trackers, I even have a specialized-“
“This is my bat!” Leon suddenly exclaimed, holding one of the metal bats up and inspecting it like a precious artifact.
“I just told you that.”
“No I mean this is my bat. From before here. I-“ Leon almost looked happy, a disbelieving sort of smile on his face, “How… How did this get here?”
“Brought it with you when we rounded you up.” Monokuma shrugged. “If I had known it’d make you this happy I would’ve brought you to training sooner!”
Leon’s smile faltered, twitching into a more apprehensive expression as he took a step back towards Makoto.
“Training?”
Monokuma waved off his concerns, turning and walking back towards the glass partition. “Now, now, don’t freak out. We can start small. Today we’ll just do baseball!”
Makoto was only just now beginning to realize that Monokuma had to be controlling what happened in this room, because the moment he spoke a large pitching machine suddenly elevated up from the floor behind the divider. A door seamlessly hidden in the glass slid open, giving Leon access to the other side of the room.
“We don’t have all day, Leon!” Monokuma tapped his foot. “I’m not gonna do anything to you. There’s a pitcher and a few bullseyes that’ll pop up, just try to hit them all to the best of your ability.” At the redhead’s continued hesitation Monokuma huffed.
“Lucky. Please tell your friend to grow a pair.”
Makoto and Leon exchanged glances, Makoto shrugged.
“If… it really is just baseball, I say go for it.”
Leon sighed, turning the well worn bat over his hands again. “Yeah. Might as well, I guess.”
He moved towards the door, quickly shrugging his usual jacket off his shoulders and leaving it crumpled on the floor. Makoto walked over to stand by Monokuma.
“The door stays open, though. You already got me locked in a school you aren’t locking me in a fuckin’ fish tank room.” Leon insisted with a grimace.
“Fine fine fine. Just go! Show me what you’ve got!” Monokuma was practically bouncing with excitement now. Leon finally walked through the doorway.
A spot on the floor lit up orange, directly in front of the pitcher. Leon stepped up to it, rolling his shoulders and tapping at the ground with his feet a few times as the machine in front of him suddenly whirred to life. Lights on the wall behind it suddenly lit up as well, in the shape of blue bullseyes of varying sizes that blinked in and out of different places all over the wall’s surface.
Leon looked back at them and gave Monokuma a nod, and a ball was immediately shot from the pitcher. Leon swung, a satisfying Tok! Filling the room as he made contact and sent the baseball colliding into a bullseye just before it flickered out again.
Monokuma clapped enthusiastically, “Very good! We’ll start off slow and speed things up gradually, just to get you back into the swing of things, puhuhuhu.” Leon rolled his eyes at the pun, swinging at another ball and hitting yet another target.
Makoto watched, amazed. He had never been good at sports, he did okay in track but… he wasn’t even sure that counted. Definitely not compared to this.
“I don’t have a locker down here.” He commented, watching Leon swing again and again. “Do I not get to train?”
“There’s some basic programs, don’t worry.” Monokuma hummed. “Self Defense Training and whatnot. Your room’s upstairs.”
The bear slapped a paw over his mouth. He said something I wasn’t supposed to know again.
“You’re good at that.” Monokuma grumbled, and after a moment of sulking, sighed in defeat.
“Go ahead and ask, Lucky. We both know you’re gonna.”
“What’s upstairs? Do you mean on the fourth floor?” Makoto leaned forward, ignoring the rhythmic beat of Leon’s practice session. “Does that mean whatever my power was is…. Uh…. What’s the opposite of physical?”
“Mental, Cerebral, whatever.” Monokuma put his paws on his hips. “Some of you have enhancements that let you use more of that little meatball you call a brain.”
“So I’m supposed to…” Makoto fumbled over his word choices, not quite sure how to phrase things in a way Monokuma wouldn’t immediately shut down. “What do you mean by use more of our brains?”
Asking another question seemed like a good idea, Monokuma sure did love talking.
“Like how Ten-“
“Byakuya.”
“Whatever. Like how Byakuya can move things around by just thinking about it- that’s something that requires an awful lot of concentration!” He snickered, “Not very good at concentrating anymore, though, is he?”
Makoto frowned, “What… What does that mean?”
“Well I have footage of him being able to send everything in a room flying in all directions. Way more impressive than what he’s been able to accomplish since he came back!”
“I mean,” Makoto felt a little defensive on his friend’s (were they friends? Did Byakuya like him?) behalf. “He managed to crush a bunch of those giant bear things? That’s something.”
“And he immediately passed out after that, if I remember correctly- which I always do.”
“So?”
“Soooooo that’s weaksauce! That’s nothing!” Monokuma hummed thoughtfully, turning his attention back to Leon. “Maybe he’s just… out of practice. Four has managed to keep up with his abilities after all these years.”
“His name is Leon.” Makoto corrected again. “People don’t like it when you call them a number.”
Monokuma waved a paw at him to shush him, calling back to Leon through the glass.
“Tired yet? Wanna slow down?”
Makoto followed his gaze, Leon certainly looked tired. The balls had gotten much faster- Leon barely had time to bring his arms back to swing again. Sweat dripped off his face, his breathing had turned somewhat labored… he wasn’t stopping.
“I think maybe you should turn it off.” Makoto mumbled.
“Hm…. I kinda wanna see what his limit is, though.”
“Uh, no? Let’s not do that.” Makoto insisted nervously. “Come on, just turn it off.”
“Fine, fine, if it’ll get you off my case.”
The pitching machine slowed to a stop, spitting a few last balls out before finally going silent. The remaining targets disappeared, and Leon was left panting and wiping his face with his sleeve.
Leon trudged back through the open door, it slid shut behind him again as he approached.
“Very good! We obviously need to focus more on stamina, but you’re still in top shape!” Monokuma continued to ramble about setting up a more personalized training program with this new information, Makoto ignored him and spoke to Leon quietly.
“You uh… feel better?”
“A little?” Leon shrugged, “That was… actually sort of challenging, which was cool. Still not really…”
“Normal?”
“Yeah.”
Leon went to put his bat back in the locker. Makoto followed, accidentally kicking at a stray ball as he walked.
He bent down and picked it up, just a normal baseball. He noted, turning it over in his hands. Normal… this could work?
“Hey, uh,” he got Leon’s attention, “I might have an idea?”
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“Wait for real?” Leon laughed, for the first time in what felt like ages as he tossed the ball back to Makoto. “You shot it in the other team’s goal?? That’s like… sitcom stuff, Mac.”
Makoto laughed too, remembering his most embarrassing memory from his very brief middle school basketball career. “I know. Everyone on the team hated me.” He tossed the ball back to Leon, not with quite as much accuracy. “My parents were still proud. It was the only point i made the whole season.”
Leon laughed again, seeming much more at ease now that they were outside and away from Monokuma. Well… not outside, really. But the weird garden was close enough.
Makoto had actually never been in here, there had been too much other stuff going on for him to really take the time to look around. It was nice, the lights, painted sky ceiling, and wide array of plants made it easy to forget that they weren’t actually out in some garden playing catch… made things feel almost normal. Which seemed good enough for Leon.
Leon hummed, tossing the ball up in the air for a moment instead of back to Makoto.
“Yeah… my dad was always pretty proud of me, too.” His smile turned sad. “It uh… didn’t really feel right, ya know?”
He tossed the ball, Makoto caught it and frowned. “What do you mean?”
“Like… I liked baseball, but he loved it, so we played it together all the time. And then when we found out… ya know-” He laughed, but in a more awkward, forced way now. “-I was great at it, he put me in a professional league. But it was so boring. And it felt so weird.”
Leon huffed, “Guess I know why, now.”
Makoto tossed the ball back to him, unsure of what to say to that.
“I felt like I didn’t deserve it.” He continued, “Like for him to be proud of me. Why he should get so excited about something that was as easy to me as breathing?”
“It’s not like he knew any better.” Makoto pointed out, Leon nodded.
“Yeah. Guess so.” He tossed the ball back to Makoto. “I started getting into music, had this weird idea in my head that if I got good at something I really worked for he’d still be proud of me.”
Makoto opened his mouth to say something, Leon continued before he could.
“He didn’t like the idea of me giving up baseball, said it was just a phase, typical dad stuff I guess.” He laughed again, seeming to give up on their game and plopping down in the grass instead. “How could he have known, though? I don’t really blame him, I think. But it did sorta… mess me up.”
“Mess you up how?” Makoto asked, sitting down cross legged. Leon shrugged, sliding down till he was laying on his back.
“Like…. Ugh. Sayaka.” He huffed, picking at some grass with his hand. “She liked that I liked music. That got me pumped up man. She liked me for something I was actually invested in. And she’s a pop star! She could give me advice! And she’s ya know…. Pretty, and…”
He stopped, turning his head and pointing to a nearby path. “And right over there: I was so stupid and excited about someone being interested in me I was totally blind to how she was a freaking brainwashed killer.”
Oh… Makoto had forgotten that happened in here. He wouldn’t have suggested it if he remembered. I’m surprised he even agreed to come…
“And then- God I’m a disaster, Mac.” He sat up again, running a hand through his hair. “I think I may have a crush on Hiro now.”
“What?!” Makoto didn’t mean to sound so shocked… he also hadn’t planned on Leon really dumping all this on him so suddenly.
“I mean… I did? Till I found out he’s older than us. I dunno he was just nice to me! I just… want people to like me. That’s all.”
“You mean… like a friend?”
Leon laughed, laying back down. “Maybe? When you say it like that it sounds easy.”
“I mean… it can be. It sounds like you know what you want.”
“I super don’t, actually.”
“You want someone who likes you, that you have things in common with.” Makoto guessed, scooting a little closer as Leon nodded. “Maybe don’t worry about labeling the feelings right now. Just try to… enjoy yourself. Have friends.”
“Yeah…” Leon mumbled. “I can have friends. I’m cool. I can, uh… talk to people.”
“Sure you can!” Makoto encouraged, “You’ve done a great job so far.”
“Yeah….”
“Dudes!”
A new voice startled them both, turning around to find Hiro walking towards them with two plates of cake and a huge grin. “Saved you guys some of this stuff!”
He sat down next to them, apparently oblivious to the nervous blush Leon was frantically trying to get off his face.
“We having Grass Time? Meditating? What’s going on?”
“Just hanging out.” Makoto answered, “Thanks for the cake, I almost forgot Hina was making it.”
“Yeah, it’s super good.” Hiro straightened his posture some, closing his eyes and leaning his head back. “Feels nice in here. Almost like outside.”
“Almost.” Makoto mumbled through a mouthful of cake.
“Oh, by the way, dude,” Hiro opened his eyes again, turning to look at Leon. “Uh, Sayaka’s been looking for you… I think she wants to apologize for, ya know…”
“Oh…” Leon poked at his slice of cake.
“Are you…. Okay with that? Or should I find her and-“
“No, No.” Leon took a minute to think, finally nodding and getting up. “No, I can talk to her. I should, right?” He looked to Makoto, but stood and turned towards the door before he could answer.
“I’ll see you guys later. Thanks for the cake man,” he looked over his shoulder at Makoto, “And thanks for talking to me today, Mac. I really needed it.”
Makoto waved, unsure of what to say but relieved he was able to help. The tension between Sayaka and Leon had been borderline unbearable for him. He thought about what Leon had been saying before, and while Makoto thought they really might make a cute couple Leon definitely needed some time to work himself out first….
Actually, speaking of what Leon had said:
“Hey, Hiro?”
“Yeah?”
“Uh… how old are you?”
Hiro opened one eye to look at him, head still tilted back up towards the artificial sunlight. “I mean, to be honest…. I dunno for sure. Do you really know how old you are?”
“I, uh,” Makoto realized his origin was a lot more complicated than just adoption, “I guess not.”
“Yeah…” Hiro closed his eye again. “Leon said something, huh?”
“Yeah.”
“About how i kinda remember this place?”
“Wha- what?”
Chapter 10: The gang really scooby doos this
Summary:
Byakuya gathers an interesting assortment of people to help him with something. Makoto has concerns.
Notes:
A nice long chapter to say sorry for being gone last week. Things are gonna really go off the rails really soon.
Chapter Text
“You… you remember being here? Like when we were kids?” Makoto straightened up, shocked. Hiro immediately tensed.
“U-Uh.” He stuttered, relaxed smile replaced by an apprehensive one. “I mean, not much, like….”
“But still- That’s crazy! How do you… how come none of the rest of us remember it?”
“Man, I dunno! They like…. Did something to us, look-” He crossed his arms, “I’m not like that much older than you guys, I was still a kid! I don’t know what they did….” He faltered. “But I remember some stuff, yeah. And none of it was really good.”
He shifted, sitting on his knees in the grass now instead of cross legged. “I used to have nightmares about it. A lot. My mom actually took me to a therapist because of it.”
“Wow…” was all Makoto could bring himself to say.
“But it’s not like I remember anything good or like, useful.” Hiro scratched the back of his neck, “I remember uh, ya know, like a few of the rooms, maybe some faces… the tank.”
“The tank?”
“Yeah.”
“You-“ Makoto tried to blink his disbelief away, “You can’t say ‘the tank’ like it’s normal and not explain it.”
Hiro gave him an apprehensive frown. “Makoto, I uh… really don’t wanna talk about that. It really used to freak me out. It was just… a thing they put me in sometimes. I-I really don’t like small spaces like that, dude.” He nervously drummed a hand on his leg. “Just thinking about being somewhere that small and dark again gets to me, man.”
“Okay… okay.” Makoto sat back, trying to process all this. “Okay.”
“Okay?” Hiro laughed weakly, “That’s all?”
“For now, yeah.” Makoto ran his hands through his hair. “Just… if you see anything you remember- let me know, okay?”
“For sure dude.” Hiro gave him a thumbs up, “If I can help you get us out of here I totally will!”
They settled back into silence, Makoto trying to process all this new information when another question came into his mind.
“Hey, uh… Can I ask one more thing?”
“I guess so.”
“Do you remember who One is?”
Hiro’s peaceful expression furrowed into concentration, he ran a hand idly through the artificial grass they were sitting on.
“Uh… maybe? Blonde, right? Kinda loud…”
“I wouldn’t know.” Makoto chuckled, “Maybe?”
“I mean… I feel like you were always around her, though. Seems like you should remember better than me.”
It took everything within Makoto not to interrupt at that news, but he figured he could get more information if he let Hiro think.
“Yeah… I don’t remember her all that well, sorry. I just remember that you two did a lot of stuff together.”
“We did? I… I don’t remember that at all.”
“Nobody does.” Hiro mumbled, sliding back till he was lying in the grass. “Yeah. Just like all the tests and stuff. That’s all I really remember.”
“Okay. Thanks.” Makoto poked at his cake with his fork again, allowing the two of them to settle into silence, aside from whatever little tune Hiro started humming.
So if me and One were… ‘tested’ or whatever- at the same time, maybe that’s why it didn’t work on me? Makoto was so lost in thought he barely registered new footsteps approaching. But it’s not like the codes are her ability and everything, that doesn’t make sense.
“Naegi.”
Makoto jolted, startled out of his thoughts and looking up to see Byakuya staring him down.
“Oh. Hi, what’s up?”
Byakuya’s tense gaze flickered around the garden. “I just wanted to ask… if perhaps you would like to go to the sauna… with me.”
“What???” Hiro sat up again, his smile somewhere between disbelief and delighted, “Are you like… doing something nice? For another person? You’re offering to spend time with another person.”
His amusement switched to worry, “That’s not like you at all, man. Are you feeling okay?”
Byakuya rolled his eyes, ignoring the psychic entirely. “Makoto, are you coming or not?”
“Uh,” Makoto blinked, “Now?”
“Yes, now. I wouldn’t be asking if it wasn’t happening.”
There was something in the way Byakuya stared down at him, less angry and more insistently. His eyebrows raised in a way that made Makoto suspect there was more to this invitation than getting cleaned up for the night.
“Yeah… sure.” he finally answered, and Byakuya’s tense posture relaxed a fraction. “Let me go put my plate up and I’ll meet you there.”
“Great. Don’t take too long.”
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There was a strange group waiting for him in the changing room.
While he already expected there to be way more to this than relaxation time, he figured it would still just be him and Byakuya, maybe Kyoko even (strange meetings seemed right up her alley) … not quite this.
“Good, we can finally get started.” Byakuya addressed him as he turned to the group.
“So… You’re gonna tell us what’s going on now, right?” Chihiro asked quietly from her spot on the bench next to Toko.
“Y-yeah. J-j-just hurry. I don’t want m-monokuma to get suspicious.” Toko nervously tugged on her braids, cheeks tinted with blush as she stared pointedly at the floor.
Probably to avoid looking at Mondo standing in just a towel in the center of the room.
“The reason I’ve gathered the four of you here- and Owada, please, feel free to put your clothes back on at your earliest convenience,”
“Ya said you wanted to go the sauna, so I went to the damn sauna-“
“As I was saying:” Byakuya talked over him. “We need to get information from Monokuma. I’ve deemed the four of you as the best fits to execute this particular plan.”
“What?” Chihiro gasped. “How are we supposed to do that?”
“The only place we know of classified documents being stored is-“
“That closet in the library.” Mondo interrupted again as he zipped his pants back up. “Mac already figured that one out, genius.”
Byakuya’s jaw clenched as he looked over at Makoto, who sheepishly smiled back.
“You want me to break in there.” Chihiro frowned, “I… really don’t feel comfortable doing that, I already told you-“
“You stated you didn’t want to get in trouble. My plan will ensure that wouldn’t happen.” Byakuya adjusted his glasses, Makoto figured he was in for a long winded explanation and took a seat on one of the benches.
“So long as it’s executed correctly, that is. I believe I can open the door in a way that won’t trigger the system and alert Monokuma, all I need you to do is tamper with the live feed of the video cameras to make it appear as though we aren’t inside the library at all.”
“Oh…” Chihiro thought for a moment, “I’m… not sure that would work. If he didn’t see us anywhere he may get suspicious.”
Mondo, fully dressed now, took a seat next to Makoto. “How the hell would he even be able to tell?”
“He’s basically a walking security system, I think.” Chihiro explained, nervously picking at a loose thread on her skirt. “I’m not sure how exactly he operates, but I think he knows our locations all the time.”
“He can do that with our handbooks.” Makoto added, finally contributing to the conversation. “And he’s also… connected to the school itself, right? Like he can control the security systems, open and close doors, move things around… I’m not sure it’s possible to sneak around him.”
“Wh-what if Chihiro j-just… turned him off?” Toko suggested, “Then we could do whatever we want, right?”
Chihiro shook her head, “I don’t think Makoto was too far off when he said Monokuma was connected to the school, but I’m pretty sure it’s a little deeper than that. I don’t think he’s connected to the school’s system, I think he sort of…. Is the system. If that makes sense…”
She trailed off, Mondo’s face scrunched in confusion. “So like… how the fuck does that work? I mean Monokuma’s like this big-“ he held a hand up to demonstrate.
“Think of it less like Monokuma has everything in him and more like the school itself uses Monokuma as sort of… a means of getting around and interacting with things.”
“Which would mean what exactly?” Byakuya raised an eyebrow.
“Um, I think if he goes down the whole school goes down, basically.” Chihiro steepled her fingers, “So… no lights, no air, no anything. It would still be basically impossible to escape or get information without him around….”
Toko sighed in defeat, Byakuya regained control of the conversation. “So we’re back to my plan then. Chihiro can override a part of the security system without Monokuma noticing, and we can get as many files from the storage room as possible.”
“How do we do all that without him noticing?” Makoto asked, “It’s like she said, if he doesn’t see us anywhere in the building he’ll probably come looking for us.”
Byakuya’s gaze turned to Mondo, “That’s where you come in.”
“Uh… okay?” Mondo raised an eyebrow.
“You will provide a distraction that Monokuma can’t ignore, distracting him long enough for us to do what we need to. Given your natural ability to be loud and irritating you seemed like the perfect fit for this task.”
“I beg your fucking pardon?”
“Meanwhile Makoto and Toko will assist me in getting all the files we can out of the storage room and into the lockers here.” Byakuya continued as though he had never spoken, “That way we can view them without Monokuma or whoever is in charge of him knowing that we’re gaining the upper hand.”
He finished, seeming rather proud of his plan. Makoto had to admit, it was certainly better than anything he could’ve come up with… but something was still bugging him.
“Um, I have a question?” Makoto raised a hand, Byakuya sighed.
“What about that didn’t make sense, Naegi?”
“No, it made sense, I guess. I just… Why are we keeping this secret? Why aren’t we letting the others help?”
There was a moment of hesitation before the blond answered, his gaze shifted amongst the members of their little meeting.
“I just think it’d be best to keep this to ourselves for now. We can let the others know once we’re more sure of what we’re dealing with.”
“You just wanna look through em all yourself first, don’t ya?” Mondo crossed his arms. “You wanna be the one to crack this instead of Kirigiri.”
Byakuya glared, “Actually one my main points of concern is your new remote control buddy.”
“Hey!” Mondo barked, just as Chihiro interjected: “Don’t say things like that!”
“We-we’re getting off track here…” Toko grumbled, unbraiding and reworking a strand of her hair.
“Right.” Byakuya adjusted his glasses, ignoring the hostile stare Mondo continued to give him, “The night time announcement is in two hours. Everyone leave your handbooks in here. We should go now.”
“N-now?” Makoto questioned, getting to his feet. “Wait a minute you don’t even really have a plan here, Byakuya. We need to think through this more. I mean how is Mondo even gonna distract Monokuma enough?”
“I’ve got an idea.” Mondo grinned devilishly, standing as well and cracking his knuckles.
Chihiro made a worried hum, “What’s your idea? I don’t want you to get hurt-“
“No worries, Chi.” Mondo ruffled her hair, “I’m not scared’a no stuffed animal.”
He moved to the door, turning around to give them a wink. “It’s not like he really could hurt me or anything, right?”
Byakuya rolled his eyes as he left, “Overconfident moron…” he mumbled, before turning back to the others. “We need to move quickly. We have a very limited window to do this in. Naegi: follow Mondo and wait till Monokuma shows up. Then let us know we can really get started.”
“How am I supposed to do that?” Makoto asked, but Byakuya was already moving out the door.
He cast a nervous look to the others before following, barely managing to catch a glimpse of Mondo as he exited the dorm area.
He hurried to catch up to him, nearly running into Kyoko in the hall as he struggled to match the much larger teen’s pace.
“So, what… what are you doing?” He asked worriedly, Mondo laughed.
“Something I’ve been wantin’ to do since we got here.” He grinned over his shoulder at him, “Why don’t you go find the bear and let him know I’m working on a surprise for him, yeah?”
“Uh-“ Makoto stopped in the hall, his apprehension only growing. “O-okay?”
He took a few steps into the twisting hallways of the school, “Where would Monokuma even be?”
“Right here!” He nearly jumped out of his skin, the monochrome bear’s laughs grating on his last nerves. “Got you that time, Lucky! Did you need me for something?”
“Wh-where did you even come from?” He asked incredulously, the bear shrugged.
“In the grand scheme of things, I came from a doodle in an inventor’s sketchbook. But more recently- I came from my office. I’ve been working on some training programs for everyone!”
“You have an office?”
“Of course! I’m not just an all powerful bodyguard- I’m the head of this school! I gotta have a place to do all my work!”
“Sure.” Makoto resisted the urge to roll his eyes, “Uh, I was supposed to tell you-“
“Wait just a minute!” Monokuma held a paw up to silence him, “Hold that thought, Lucky. I’m afraid one of your little teammates is causing some major problems right now!” He hurried away down the hall.
I guess this is actually working so far. Makoto thought before he turned to bolt up the stairs, unsure of where exactly this plan was going next. Maybe we really can get away with this…
He reached the library quickly, out of breath as he pushed open the door and nodded to Chihiro.
Byakuya was standing by the door, holding a book despite his eyes being fixated intensely on the storage room across from them.
“Okay!” Chihiro announced, eyes closed in concentration. “The feed is being looped. It looks like me and Byakuya are just in here reading. As far as I can tell it’s not raising any red flags.”
“Good.” Byakuya confirmed, finally moving from his spot and hurrying to the closet. Makoto followed him, watching his face furrow in concentration as he knelt down and held a hand against the metal surface of the closet door.
This was really the first time he had looked at it, there were no discernible handles or anything to use to open it at all… what could Byakuya’s plan possibly be?
“It’s the same as the gates to our dorms.” Byakuya answered as though he heard Makoto’s thoughts. “I’ve been watching while Monokuma repaired it, it locks at the bottom and slides into the wall.”
His mouth twitched, Makoto could see sweat forming along his forehead from the effort.
“It’s… heavy-” He grunted, and just as Makoto was ready to warn him not to overexert himself there was a clunk as the metal door slid open and revealed a mess inside.
Filing cabinets were overflowing, excess papers and folders stacked on top of them or piled on the floor. There was an old laptop leaned against one of the stacks, and strange pieces of machinery that almost looked… like arms?
Byakuya let out a shaky exhale, dropping back into a sitting position and wiping something pink from his nose.
“Gross…” he mumbled as he wiped his hand unceremoniously on his blazer. “Toko! Come on!”
Toko dashed into the room, her usual nervous expression heightened by the intensity of the situation. Byakuya got to his feet, seeming somewhat shaky now, and swatted away Makoto’s attempt to help steady himself.
“I’m fine.” He insisted, pressing his hand against his temple, “Toko, get as many files to the bathhouse as you can. Makoto, your job is to sort through and find things relating to our experiments. We should only take what’s important right now. Can you do that?”
“Y-yeah.” Makoto nodded, “Are you sure you’re okay, though?”
“Yes, I’m fine. I just… need to rest for minute. I-I’ll meet you all down there. ”
Byakuya trudged out of the room, Toko immediately got to grabbing files.
“O-okay. These have our n-n-numbers on them, so do these.” She moved fast, making her own little stack in the middle of the floor as Makoto struggled to keep up.
“H-hey, Makoto?”
“Yeah?”
“I kn-know we need to work fast but…. C-Can we maybe talk later?”
Makoto paused, looking up from the laptop he was about to add to her pile. “Uh… yeah. Is everything okay?”
“E-everything’s fine! It’s n-not a bad talk I just….” She trailed off into a nervous hum. She abruptly lifted the stack into her arms.
“I just wanna get something o-out in the open. And… I think I trust you. I think.”
He almost laughed at that, “Oh, well sure. Thank-“
He was cut off as she sped from the room, coughing at the dust she had kicked up.
Better keep searching then… he glanced around the closet, his eyes landed on an accordion folder tucked behind one of the filing cabinets. He knelt down and pulled it out from behind the cabinet, wiping the dust on his jacket and searching for anything that would indicate what it was about. He turned it over in his hands and nearly dropped it right back onto the floor.
78-07
Neuro-Network Project Report
“Hey.” Makoto jolted, exhaling a breath he didn’t realize he was holding at the sound of Kyoko’s quiet voice.
She was bending down, looking down at the folder in his hands. He gulped, unsure of what to do when she held out a gloved hand and whispered:
“Let me take that for now. We can look at it together later.”
He hesitated, “I don’t… I don’t wanna hide it from the others.”
“Makoto,” she looked over her shoulder, Chihiro didn’t seem to notice them. “I think it’s only fair that you learn about who you are before anyone else… don’t you?”
“Wha- why do you… why do you care?” He couldn’t help but be suspicious, Kyoko’s gaze softened, eyes meeting his with sincerity.
“If i could stop Togami from learning about me without my consent, I would. I can’t do that, so let me help you.”
“I still don’t feel right about this.”
“Toko will be back any second now.”
“I…” he didn’t notice how hard he was gripping the folder till he finally relented and handed it over. “Okay.”
She took it quickly, slipping it into her blazer and quietly moving back across the room when Chihiro spoke up.
“Oh, Makoto?” She turned to face him, finally opening her eyes and just barely missing Kyoko slip back out into the hall.
“Yeah? What’s up?”
“Can you see if there’s any like… tech stuff in there? I’d like to learn more about all this.”
Toko zoomed back into the room as Makoto nodded. He held up the laptop for Chihiro to see.
“I did find this? It looks kinda old but maybe it’s got something useful on it.”
Toko snatched it from his hand, adding to new little pile she was making.
“I-I’ll look for s-stuff. You should g-g-go help Mondo.”
“What?”
“M-Monokuma is really mad at him f-for breaking a camera.” She responded with a grimace.
Makoto tensed, looking back over to see Chihiro’s eyes widen in fear. He got to his feet and hurried towards the door.
“I’ll go check on him.” He assured Chihiro, and made a beeline for the for the first floor.
It wasn’t hard to locate Mondo.
He and Monokuma were yelling so loud he heard it before he actually reached the bottom of the stairs. He followed the noise to the very front of the school, right up to the imposing vault like door that kept them all trapped here.
“Um…” he started, glancing around the scene before him.
It looked like Mondo had taken a broom and bashed both the cameras in this room to bits, their plastic and wires lay scattered across the floor. Sakura must’ve heard the yelling too, and she lingered by the doorway Makoto had entered from and observed things with a tense posture. He glanced up at her before moving towards the hostile pair in front of him.
“What’s going on?” He asked, Monokuma pointed an accusatory claw in the biker’s direction.
“I’ll tell you what’s going on! This is blatant disrespect for school property! This is a violation of the rules! This- is a punishable offense!” He stomped his foot, his one red eye glowing so bright it looked like it could’ve been on fire.
“So what?” Mondo sneered, bending over to taunt Monokuma, “So i broke a couple cameras, I’m sick an’ tired of you always watching me.”
He poked Monokuma’s chest, Makoto stiffened.
“What are ya gonna do about it?”
There was a tense pause, Monokuma had become strangely still. Mondo’s hand lingered where it had poked at his fur.
Monokuma suddenly grabbed Mondo’s wrist, yanking him down towards him before the teen had a chance to react. His other paw reached out and slammed itself into Mondo’s chest-
KZZZZAP!
Mondo screamed, his legs buckled beneath him and he crumpled into a heap on the floor. Sakura was at his side instantly, holding onto his shoulders as he shuddered. Makoto rushed forward as well, unsure of what to do as he watched Sakura pry Mondo’s shaking arms from where had begun to grip the sides of his head like a vice.
“Go get Kiyotaka.” She instructed Makoto, Monokuma stood in his way as he turned to leave.
“No need.” Monokuma shook the paw he had just used, a few stray sparks shot off of it. “I just messaged him. He’ll meet you at the little infirmary.”
His tone was so casual it honestly scared Makoto, acting as if his sudden act of aggression never occurred. Sakura moved Mondo’s still trembling form into her arms, Makoto’s stomach twisted at the dazed look in his eyes as he gasped in shuddering breaths.
“Wh-what did you do to him?” Makoto turned to Monokuma.
“Gave him a warning.” Monokuma answered. “Restless energy is one thing but I am not gonna let you kids get away with this kinda stuff.”
“Makoto.” Sakura nodded in the direction of the hall, signaling him to follow. He gave the bear once last look and hurried after her down the hall.
I hope the others are done in the library. He suddenly remembered why this had all occurred in the first place. I doubt cleaning will be as much of a distraction to him as this…
“What happened?” Taka’s yelling pulled him from his thoughts. He was already outside the nurse’s office, red eyes flaring up when he noticed who Sakura was holding.
“What did Monokuma do to him?” He asked Makoto grimly, opening the door to let them pass and quickly following Sakura to the cot she lied Mondo down on.
“He uh, shocked him somehow.” Makoto answered, trying his best to make sense of what he had witnessed as Taka set to work taking off Mondo’s jacket and trying to uncurl his arms and legs. Sakura moved to stand behind Makoto, which he was grateful for, she was so big he couldn’t see around her.
Taka mumbled something under his breath as he set the jacket down on the other cot. Sakura finally cleared her throat and spoke.
“It sounded like a taser.” She clarified, “I’m sure you see the marks in his shirt…”
Taka nodded, Makoto stood on his toes to peer over his shoulder to see for himself. Three small holes had pierced the white fabric, the edges of them looked singed.
“Monokuma has that ability for self defense. He wouldn’t be able to use it unless Mondo was…” he paused, taking a moment to fuss over Mondo and check his pulse again before continuing, “What did Mondo do?”
“He destroyed the cameras at the front of the school.” Sakura answered again.
Taka sighed in a defeated sort of way, “Yes, that would certainly do it.”
They were quiet for a moment. Mondo’s shaking had lessened, now just trembling in his arms and hands as he groaned in pain… Pain?
“Hey, I-” he didn’t know if Mondo would be offended by the question… but to be fair he wasn’t sure Mondo was even in the state of mind to understand him. “I thought Mondo couldn’t be hurt by anything?”
Taka glanced at him over his shoulder, one of his hands moved up to fix Mondo’s hair from falling into his face.
“He’s indestructible, physically.” Taka explained quietly. “Nothing can pierce his skin, break his bones, burn him… but he isn’t invulnerable. A shock like that could kill him… there are many things that could still kill him.”
He paused, seeming to realize what he said. “He’s going to be fine, though.” He assured them with a nervous smile, “He’ll most likely just be very sore for a few days. I can give him some pain medicine for that. I’ll let him rest in here for awhile…”
He turned back around, his hands moving to hold one of Mondo’s still shaking ones. Sakura put a hand on Makoto’s shoulder and gently led him from the nurse’s office.
“That… that was unexpected.” He mumbled as Sakura closed the door behind them. “I never knew being tased would do that to you. I figured it just… hurt.”
“I don’t think it was as simple as that.” Sakura hummed. “It’s like Taka said, most physical measures have no affect on Mondo. This may have been the first time in his entire life he ever felt pain.”
Makoto froze, staring down at Sakura’s shoes at the thought… he couldn’t even imagine what it might be like to feel pain for the first time ever, no wonder he seemed so disoriented.
I should go tell the others… he thought. They should all be back in the bath house by now.
“Thanks for… being there.” Makoto awkwardly began, “I don’t think I could’ve carried him all the way here.”
Sakura nodded, giving him a small smile in return before turning to leave. “Of course. Try not to worry yourself too much, he’s in good hands.”
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True to what he had expected, the other three members of their little ‘team’ were all in the bath house. The doors had been locked at first, and he had to convince Toko he was really alone before she would even let him inside. Chihiro and Byakuya were seated on opposite benches, his attention completely absorbed in a file labeled ‘78 Overview’. Chihiro’s focus was on the now plugged in and operational laptop, but she looked up with a gasp when Makoto entered.
“Where’s Mondo?” She asked, getting to her feet and hurrying over to him. “Was Monokuma angry? He didn’t put him in lockdown or whatever, did he?”
“He’s uh, he’s gonna be fine. He’s just in the nurse’s office.”
“What?”
“Uh- Monokuma…. Hurt him.” Makoto fumbled over his answer, unsure why he felt he should keep the nature of Mondo’s weakness a secret but compelled to anyway. “He’s okay, though. Taka’s looking after him.”
Chihiro looked distraught, hands covering her mouth for a moment before she turned to face Byakuya.
“You said no one would get hurt if we did this!” she snapped, surprising everyone.
Byakuya looked up at her over the rim of his glasses. “I said so long as no one deviates from the plan-“
“He didn’t! He did exactly what you told him to!”
“How am I responsible for his asinine ideas?”
“It was your idea.”
“I never told him to-“
“Stop!” Chihiro shouted, the lights overhead flickered violently. She seemed to realize this, and took a deep breath before continuing. “How can you be so mean all the time? We’re trying to help you, and you don’t even care.”
Byakuya didn’t answer, looking back down at the file in his hand. Chihiro’s hands balled into fists.
“Whatever.” She mumbled finally, moving to grab the laptop and her own little pile of papers from her spot on the bench, “I’m leaving.”
Byakuya watched her leave, a sharp exhale escaping him as he closed the file and addressed Makoto.
“Don’t just stand there. You look like a lost child.” He waved a hand, sending a folder in his direction. “Come sit.”
He moved to sit on the bench next to Byakuya, who lifted a stack of folders from in between and let them float through the air into one of the lockers.
“So…” Makoto awkwardly began, opening the folder to find the phrase 78-03: Progress Report.
“How are you feeling?”
Byakuya tensed, “Fine. Why?”
“You uh… your floaty stuff seemed to take a lot out of you-“
“I’m fine.”
Makoto let them settle into silence, looking through the report about Sayaka for anything that could be useful. Her blue hair was natural, apparently, a side affect of whatever they had done to her. The report didn’t seem to have much information about what they were actually doing to her, just how she was handling it and how she was developing.
He looked up at the sound of the door opening, Toko left saying she needed to use the bathroom and that she’d be right back. Byakuya sighed once the door closed.
“Naegi.” He turned back to face Byakuya as he spoke. “You said Owada was hurt by Monokuma?”
“Uh… yeah.”
“How?”
“Uh-uhm.” Makoto hesitated, nervously turning the page in his folder to avoid meeting his gaze.
“Makoto, I’m not going to do anything to him. I just want to know what happened.” He sounded annoyed, but without the bitter edge that normally accompanied his voice.
“He shocked him. Apparently Monokuma has a taser built into his arm.” He finally answered, Byakuya hummed.
“Interesting. How did Owada handle it?”
“Not well.” Makoto nervously laughed, “He seemed really out of it… which makes sense, I guess.”
“It does…” Byakuya went back to sorting through papers. “I was hoping I would be able to find information for you, but there doesn’t seem to be anything about what you are in particular here.”
“F-for me?” Makoto blinked in surprise, Byakuya rolled his eyes and nodded.
“Well, naturally. It doesn’t seem fair for you to be completely ignorant of your genetic make up.”
“It doesn’t seem fair, no.” Makoto turned another page, one about how Sayaka seemed to enjoy taking care of her fellow ‘test subjects’. “I just… I didn’t know you wanted to know like, for me.”
Byakuya didn’t answer, just stared up at him over the rim of glasses as they slipped down his nose.
“I thought you were doing all this just for you.” He awkwardly finished, Byakuya’s mouth twitched into a frown.
“You think I’m an asshole.”
“I didn’t say that-“
“Everyone does. I suppose it’s how I was raised.” Byakuya set his file aside, crossing one of his legs and sighing as he picked up another, “Maybe I am doing this for selfish reasons, but I…”
Makoto watched him fidget, seeming uncomfortable with the words he was about to say. “I suppose I… relate… to how you must be feeling.”
“What?”
“It would be pointless to go into specifics- and by that I mean I will not elaborate on this- but I also struggled with feeling out of place growing up.” Byakuya grimaced, “I didn’t know why I was the way I was, and it drove me crazy. You certainly handle your obvious differences from our fellow captives very well, but I know you’re curious. How could you not be?”
“And you wanna help me?”
Byakuya didn’t answer, but the way his eyes softened told Makoto what he needed to know. It was nice… in an emotionally constipated jerk sorta way.
Makoto turned his attention down to Sayaka’s file again, but a question kept inching it’s way to the front of his mind.
“So, speaking of growing up-“
“I said I would not elaborate.”
“I was just curious if you-“
The door to the bathhouse opened and shut. Toko stood with her hands behind her back, eyeing both of them carefully.
“Hey, Toko.” Makoto greeted her when she didn’t move, her mouth curling into a smile at the sound of her name, “You okay? You were gone for awhile.”
There was a loud click to signify the door was once again locked, Toko meandered over to stand in front of them, grinning ear to ear now.
“Everything’s fine, it’s fine. Just having a little chat with someone.” She was almost giggling as she spoke, Makoto felt a weird sort of unease crawling it’s way up his spine.
“I’ve heard so much about you, Makoto.” She moved her hands from behind her back, revealing two pairs of scissors like the ones she had threatened Makoto with days ago.
Byakuya tensed, slamming the folder in his hands shut as he glanced between the two of them.
“Oh calm down! These are just for fun- I like to have something in my hands to play with, ya know?” She full on cackled, head tilted back in a very amused way. “Sorry! Sorry, I’m not usually like this!”
She was in front of Makoto before he could blink, one hand now free to pinch at his cheeks.
“I’m just so excited to meet someone like me!!!”
“Wh-what?” Makoto pulled away from her hands, rubbing at his stinging face. “Toko, what are you-“
“Nope! Sorry, not Toko.” She leaned back, a hand going to rest on her hip as she swirled her scissors around in the other.
“Name’s Five- or it used to be. I call myself Syo now.”
“Five?” Byakuya questioned, Makoto sprung to his feet to better look her in the eye.
“You… you’re…” he fumbled over his words, staring into her eyes for any sort of… hollowness like what he’d seen before. This didn’t feel like it did with Sayaka, but there was still a weird sensation when he made eye contact. A weird sort of…. Familiar feeling when he-
Wait- familiar? Oh god why did this feel familiar?
He had reached out into… something without thinking about it when he had helped Sayaka. A weird kind of…. Pull? Would that be the right way to describe it? It was like he was reaching out- but there was still so much he didn’t grasp yet. He felt something similar here, sure, but this was different it was… disconnected? What did any of this even mean?
“Hello? Earth to Makoto? Lost in my beauty, huh pretty boy?” She pinched his cheeks again, cackling as he squirmed to get away from her. “God, this is fun! It’s been so long since I’ve been out and about, Toko never lets me have any fun unless there’s trouble.”
She smiled smugly, “But with ya know, everything going on, I thought it was only fair that I get to meet the guy who has the same resistance to all this that I have!”
“What?” Makoto asked, dumbfounded. Syo pushed him back onto the bench next to Byakuya.
“Come on, try to keep up here!” She snapped her fingers to try and hold his attention. “I’m saying you and I aren’t part of the hive mind, we’re different! It’s exciting! Toko told me you don’t have any other cooler guys hanging out in that little head there with you, so that’s a shame.”
“You’re saying you’ve had a similar experience with these…. Codes.” Byakuya tried to clarify things, which was good because Makoto sure couldn’t right now. “You aren’t under the control of anyone else?”
“Bingo, rich bitch.” At his scowl, she let loose another fit of laughs, “Ooh, guessed right, didn’t I? I knew you had to be the rich boy or the detective. But yeah, those Hope’s Peak perverts cornered Toko when she was ten years old. Guess being a famous writing prodigy has it’s disadvantages. Dragged her in to test if the codes still worked, and they did, in a way- but not the way they wanted.”
“Meaning?” Byakuya seemed more intrigued than fearful now, actually leaning forward for more information as Toko- uh, Syo- continued.
“They got their little killing machine alright! But I take orders from no one! I may not be Toko like they wanted, but I like Toko. I didn’t wanna leave her for those scrubs to dissect- and I definitely didn’t wanna give in to all the mindless drone programming they were feeding us.” She stood up taller, hands placed defiantly on her hips. “I protect this body, and in a way I’ve been protecting you guys too!”
“What does that mean?” Makoto tilted his head, unsure of how to process all this information.
“I’ve been slicing up Future Foundation agents left and right. Toko’s not a huge fan of it, but it’s not like I can just let em kill us, right?”
“So you’re not…” Makoto tried to think through all of this, “You’re not just… brainwashed Toko, right? You’re a different person?”
“Oh, yeah. Totally.”
“But because of you Toko can’t be affected by the codes anymore?”
“Uhhhhhhhh” Syo hesitated, tapping her chin with the blade of her scissors, “Yeah? I mean. Probably.”
“That’s not very reassuring.” Byakuya mumbled, Syo rolled her eyes.
“Well it’s not like we were really all that keen to test it out! When Toko’s scared, I take care of things- so no one ever got the chance to try it on her again!”
“So why haven’t we met you before?” Makoto asked, she shrugged.
“Toko didn’t want anyone to know about our little situation. I came out the first night, tried to find a way out…” She grinned down at Makoto, “But when she thought you had gotten puppeted by miss what’s-her-name she actually grew a spine and decided to handle things herself!”
“Who’s miss what’s-her-name? I-Is that One?”
“GOD you guys ask a lot of questions.” She threw her head back in exasperation. “I dunno who she is! She’s a real queen bee type, got everyone in her little organization wrapped around her finger.”
Byakuya adjusted his glasses, obviously lost in thought now, “So if Makoto’s theory about the mastermind behind these codes is correct, then we can assume that One is also in league with- and perhaps even has influence over- the Future Foundation…”
“Future Foundation, Hope’s Peak, probably some part of the actual government too. Reeeeeaaaaal piece of work.”
“Wait- she can’t be connected to Hope’s Peak.” Makoto interjected, “They’re the ones keeping us here, if she were controlling them she wouldn’t even need to override any channels, she could just… come in, right?”
“Oh sweet, stupid, summertime boy.” Syo rolled her eyes. “I dunno much about ‘One’ or any of this number network shit, but if it is the same pigtailed nightmare I dealt with...”
She leaned in close, Makoto gulped.
“I don’t see us getting outta here alive.”
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“Attention, students!” Monokuma’s voice blared over the speaker. “It is now ten P.M.- which mean’s it’s officially night time!”
Makoto tuned out the familiar sound of the nightly announcements, standing in his doorway and watching his friends mill around the hall as they returned from doing whatever it is they had done today.
Leon and Sayaka were in the doorway next to his, speaking quietly as they both awkwardly looked anywhere but at each other. Makoto wished things could go back to normal with his two closest friends here… but he knew he couldn’t force this.
These things take time.
Toko had gone to bed, after cornering Makoto on his way to the kitchen for a drink and making him swear on his younger sister’s life that he wouldn’t tell anyone about Syo. Byakuya had snuck off to his room after cleaning up everything in the sauna, stuffing one last file in his blazer and locking himself away to do some night time reading.
Makoto hadn’t learned much from the files he read; he had a suspicion Byakuya had weeded out the truly sensitive stuff to review himself. There were a few interesting things; something about how Leon wouldn’t cooperate for checkups from anyone but their ‘caretaker’, Hiro would sometimes pass out if his visions were too intense, Sakura pulled a door right off it’s hinges when she was two years old. It felt wrong knowing these personal things about his friends that they didn’t even know yet. Byakuya wanted to keep things quiet, but…
“What a workout!” Aoi’s cheery voice cut through his thoughts, he turned to find her happily skipping along after Sakura, her hair dripping wet and a towel slung over her shoulder. “And what a pool! I can’t believe it took me as long as it did to go check it out!”
“It was certainly much larger than I expected.” Sakura agreed with a smile, “As were the locker rooms. I hardly expected there to be so much equipment.”
“Oh! That reminds me- Chihiro!” Aoi hurried over to where Chihiro was talking to Mondo in his doorway, startling both of them as she approached.
“I wanted to tell you, there’s all kinds of equipment in the girl’s locker room!” She began, Sakura approaching behind her to quietly ask how Mondo was feeling.
“Like beginner stuff too, you mentioned something about wanting to get stronger yesterday while we were eating.”
“O-oh, uhm.” Chihiro stuttered, “Thanks, Hina. I appreciate it, but I don’t know if I’m up to working out with you guys yet…”
“Aw, come on, we’ll go easy on you.” She teased as she patted Chihiro’s shoulder. “Just let us know if you ever feel like joining us, I think we’re gonna make it a daily thing!”
Sakura stretched, a yawn escaping her. “I’m off to bed, you all stay up much later than I’m used to. I’m glad you’re feeling better, Mondo.”
She bent down to hug Aoi, the smaller girl wrapped her arms around her shoulders and gave her a quick peck on the cheek. Mondo raised his eyebrows at that, smirking over at Makoto across the hall as Sakura went to her room.
“What was that?” He asked with a grin, “You two got something going on?”
Aoi’s usual smile dropped, her tone growing defensive. “Would that be a problem?”
“Of course not! Damn, Hina, I was just bein’ nosy.”
“S-sorry.” Aoi sheepishly smiled again, “I’m just, uh…. nervous about this kinda stuff, ya know?”
“I think it’s cute.” Chihiro encouraged, “You guys certainly have gotten close fast.”
“Yeah! We really hit it off!” Aoi was grinning ear to ear now. “I don’t think we’re like… anything yet, ya know? I mean it’s only been like a week or two. But…”
She trailed off, finally shaking her wet head as if to clear her train of thought. “I’m going to bed. Goodnight, everybody!”
Makoto couldn’t help but smile to himself, only for his peaceful train of thought to be interrupted by someone smacking him right on the butt.
“Look alive, Mac!” Leon snickered, moving to lean in the doorframe with him. “You spacing out again, man? Why’re you just standing here?”
Leon certainly seemed more relaxed now, though Sayaka seemed to have already gone into her room for the night Makoto assumed their conversation went well… as well as that kind of conversation could go.
He sighed, “Yeah, I guess I do that a lot, huh? I was just waiting for Kyoko to get back, I needed to talk to her about something.”
“I think she’s sick, dude.” Leon tilted his head, “Saw her head into her room about an hour ago, ‘said she was feeling nauseous or something.”
“Oh…” Makoto tried not to be too disappointed, it’s not like he had to know what was in the file tonight, he had gone his whole life without knowing about it, a few hours wouldn’t kill him.
“Were you gonna talk to her about like… normal stuff, or ‘all of us will die if we don’t fix this’ stuff?” Leon asked, nervously reaching up to fidget with one of his piercings.
“No, normal stuff.” He assured Leon with a smile, “I just wanted her opinion on some things, it’s nothing serious.”
Lying to my friends now, huh? Is that where I’m at as a person?
“Oh, cool, okay.” Leon chuckled nervously, “Man, this place has me on edge all the time, ya know? I can’t wait till we find a way outta here…”
If the outside world really is still safe for us. Makoto thought grimly, nodding along to Leon’s sentiment despite the worry bubbling up inside of him. If somehow what Mukuro said wasn’t true and we really can just get out of here…
“Anyway, I think I’m gonna go ahead and hit it.” Leon held a hand to fist bump him, chuckling again as Makoto awkwardly returned it. “See you in the morning, Mac. Thanks again for talking to me today. You’re the best, dude.”
He left Makoto standing in his doorway, nervous smile still plastered on his face as he watched Leon’s door shut. He finally moved into his own room and mumbled to himself.
“God, I hope I can get us out of this…”
Chapter 11: The truth is heavy but someone has to hold it
Summary:
Makoto learns some upsetting news, Kyoko and Byakuya are not the best at being comforting….
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Two days.
Kyoko had been avoiding him for Two. Whole. Days.
He was trying not to be upset. The whole first day he had assumed her being even more distant than usual was just because she still felt sick, but the whole next day he had hardly seen her at all. He even went and knocked on her door that night after everyone had already gone to bed and gotten no response.
It was the third day now, and Makoto sat at the breakfast meeting with one clear goal in his mind:
He was gonna get Kyoko to talk to him if it was the last thing he ever did.
“Hey, Makoto, the pancakes aren’t going anywhere.” Sayaka’s hand was suddenly on his own, taking the fork he had accidentally gripped like a weapon from his fingers. “What’s up with you this morning?”
“Yeah, man.” Leon added from the other side of him, “You’re startin’ to make that stupid angry face Byakuya always makes.”
“I can hear you, Kuwata.”
“Hey, I’m tryna’ have a conversation here.” Leon retorted through a mouthful of food. He moved to sling an arm over Makoto’s shoulder. “But seriously, you okay? You’ve seemed kinda tense the past few days.”
“I’m…” Makoto sighed, “I’m fine. Just kinda frustrated.”
Sayaka hummed, looking over at him sympathetically as she scratched around her wrist brace. God, he was so happy she was okay, seeing that little spark of life in her eyes did so much to put him at ease.
“Is there anything we can do to help?” She asked, finally giving him back his fork. He made a conscious effort to hold it normally this time.
“I don’t think so, but thanks-“
“Ah! Good morning, Kyoko!”
Makoto’s head whipped up at Taka’s loud greeting. The white haired girl had frozen in the doorway when she had been called out, it’s impossible to sneak around when Taka had a schedule set. “You’re twelve minutes late.”
She quietly apologized, avoiding Makoto’s effort to make eye contact and ducking into the kitchen.
“I’ll be right back.” Makoto mumbled, getting up and following her.
She didn’t turn from the counter as he walked in, her shoulders simply dropping as a long sigh escaped her.
“I imagine you’re frustrated.” She finally spoke up, stirring the cup of tea she was preparing.
“Yeah.” Makoto started, shoving his hands into his pockets and walking closer. “Yeah, I kinda am. You convince me to trust you and immediately start avoiding me.”
She didn’t answer, one glove had come off to hold the cup, Makoto could see steam rising up from the brewing tea. Right. Fire.
“Did you look at it?” Makoto asked quietly, she finally glanced up at him.
“We shouldn’t discuss this here, Makoto.”
“Why, so you can run off again?”
She looked away, unreadable demeanor softening some. Makoto realized how bitter he must sound, he didn’t want to hurt her feelings…. Even if she was being so frustrating.
“I… Sorry.” He sighed. “But can we please-“
“Later. I promise.” She shoved a bowl of strawberries into his hands. “Take this out with you so no one gets suspicious.”
He begrudgingly walked back to the table alone, knowing it was useless to talk to Kyoko when she wasn’t in the mood. He sat back down, Leon immediately reached for a strawberry.
“You good?” He asked quietly, ignoring Hifumi’s gushing about some manga he missed reading. “Is Kyoko still avoiding you?”
“Uh-“ he blinked, “You… you know about that?”
“I’m not that dumb, Mac. Come on.” He chuckled, glancing around the table before continuing. “Me and Sayaka both noticed you’ve been eyeing her constantly, something is obviously going on. Just wanna make sure it’s… ya know…”
“Safe.” Sayaka whispered without looking up from her food.
Leon nodded in agreement “Yeah. Exactly.”
“We uh, learned something the other day,” Makoto started quietly, checking to make sure Byakuya was still preoccupied at the other end of the table. “-and she won’t talk to me about it.”
“Something about us?” Sayaka asked, also reaching to take one of the strawberries he had brought.
Makoto didn’t answer, Leon and Sayaka shared a worried glance.
He stayed quiet the rest of breakfast, allowing everyone else’s casual conversations to distract him. Kyoko was one of the first to leave, as usual, and Makoto quickly handed his plate off to Leon and made a beeline to follow her.
“Hey!” He called, surprised when she actually slowed her pace to allow her to catch up with her outside the dining hall. “So, uh… can we talk now?”
“Oooooooooooh, I’m afraid that’l have to wait!”
Monokuma suddenly appeared behind him, cackling as Makoto yelped in surprise.
“Unfortunately, I’m going to need to talk to Lil Miss Detective here first.” The bear put his paws on his hips, “Someone’s been trying to sneak into restricted areas! You wouldn’t happen to know anything about that, would you, Fourteen?”
Kyoko’s expression hardened, she gave Makoto a glance. “I suppose we’ll have to talk later.”
Without warning, she reached out and took his hand, “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have avoided you the past two days. I’ll make it up to you later, I promise.”
She left, trailing after Monokuma as the bear mumbled about how weird they were.
She had put something in his hand.
It was a key, a small golden key with the crest of the school that should be seen on the back of their handbooks. He blinked in confusion, turning it over in his hands and noticing something similar to a QR code engraved on the back.
He hesitated, glancing around and watching Mondo and Chihiro walk off into the school together, making sure he was alone….
He walked right over to Kyoko’s door.
There was a small, nagging voice in the back of his mind that insisted this was wrong, that he shouldn’t be going into her room without her. She wouldn’t have given it to me if she didn’t want me to use it, right? Surely this is what she wanted.
The scanner beeped once, Makoto’s hand hesitated over the doorknob. With one last wary glance around the empty halls, he hurried inside and shut the door behind him.
Her room was plain, much like his own. The first thing he noticed as he flicked the light switch on was that it lacked the personal touch all the others’ dorms had acquired over time. Even Makoto himself had a few things of his own now: the baseball from he and Leon’s game of catch, a quilt Chihiro had picked out for him from storage, a weird rock from Hiro, even a photo of him and Sayaka that Hifumi had taken on an instant camera he found in the school store.
Kyoko’s room didn’t have any personality to it, leaving it as blank and mysterious as she herself always seemed to be. The only area that looked like it was ever even used was the desk.
Which currently had an open file and a mess of papers resting atop it.
Makoto’s fingers twitched, suddenly anxious now that he was so close to the supposed answer to all the questions that plagued him. He moved slowly towards the desk, like any wrong move may somehow ruin his chances of finally learning what exactly he is.
The chair creaked as he sat down. Releasing the breath he didn’t realize he’d been holding, and began looking for a good place to start reading.
“I can’t believe…” he muttered aloud despite being alone in the room, “I can’t believe she read it without me.”
He almost scoffed at his own remark. Why should he have expected her to wait for him? He helped Byakuya learn everyone else’s secrets without their permission, that just seemed to be the way things worked in this stupid place.
His stomach twisted, a feeling of guilt gnawing it’s way through him. He shouldn’t be keeping all these secrets… everyone deserved to know where they came from.
I need to talk to Byakuya. He idly reached for the page resting on top, mind still whirring with guilt as he began reading. We can’t start hiding things from each other if we want to make it out of here.
His train of thought came to a screeching halt as his mind finally registered what he was looking at on the page.
“Dr. Jin Kirigiri,” He read aloud, “That’s…”
“My father.”
Makoto nearly tumbled out of his seat at the sound of Kyoko’s voice, whipping his head up to find her standing in the doorway. She shut the door behind her, silently walking over to sit at the foot of her bed as Makoto stuttered.
“Y-your… your father?” He asked, her gaze drifted towards the floor. “Your dad was involved in project 78?”
“He was an expert in psychology.” Kyoko answered, refusing to meet his gaze. “He was one of the main overseers of the project.”
“I…” he looked back at the paper in his hands, “I don’t understand? How do you… How do you know that?”
She finally looked up at him, her usually unreadable expression cracking to reveal a trace of shame.
“He told me.” She answered quietly. “Before we came here.”
“Before we came-“ Makoto’s jaw snapped shut, a million questions running through his mind. “You knew about all this before we came here?”
She looked back down at the floor, gloved hands folded tensely in her lap.
“Kyoko,” he insisted, and she flinched.
“I… I’m sorry.” She muttered after a moment. “For a lot of things. I shouldn’t have avoided you these past few days, I should never have tried to keep that file from you in the first place. I just…”
She trailed off, Makoto stayed silent and let her collect her thoughts.
“I thought if you knew who I was raised by you may not trust me.” It was hard seeing Kyoko vulnerable, it made Makoto’s already knotted stomach churn more.
”I grew up very aware of where I came from, and what I could’ve been… had things gone differently. He wasn’t exactly the most present father figure, but at the very least he was honest.”
Makoto looked back down at the paper in his hand, “Is your dad… the one keeping us here?”
Kyoko’s expression hardened, “That’s what I’ve been trying to figure out.”
“What do you mean?”
“When I first woke up here, that key was sitting on my nightstand.” She began explaining, gesturing to the key Makoto had set on the desk. “It unlocks any door in the school, I assumed my father left it, and I’ve been trying to find him ever since.”
She frowned, “Monokuma has made it nearly impossible, of course. There’s no way for me to get to the fourth floor without him realizing it.”
“But why would he be doing this?” Makoto asked, dumbfounded, “I mean especially to you- if he really cared about you enough to keep you away from the Future Foundation-“
“He doesn’t care about me.” Kyoko cut him off. “Not like a father should, anyway. We’re here because he thinks we’d be dangerous in the hands of the enemy.”
Makoto didn’t know what to say that. Kyoko took a deep breath; exhaling a long, thin trail of smoke.
“I can’t say for sure if he truly is to blame for all this.” She continued, “But his involvement even in the beginning of our lives is something I don’t exactly want to broadcast to the others…”
“They… deserve to know.” Makoto spoke without thinking, “We all deserve to know where we came from, and who was involved in that, right?”
She didn’t answer, he continued. “I-I’ve been thinking a lot about what Byakuya’s been doing and it… It’s not right. If we keep things hidden we’re only putting each other at risk. I-I can’t keep anymore secrets from everyone, I need to talk to him so we can come clean about all of this…”
Kyoko hummed, eyes meeting his in a strangely challenging way.
“Do you think… you would feel differently if you already knew what you were capable of?”
“Wh-what?”
“I’m sorry I read this without your permission.” She got up off the bed, and moved over to sort through the file on the desk. “It was a violation of your privacy- and you’re right, we should be honest with each other…”
She held up a page labeled: Proposal and Project Summary: 78-7
“But there’s a reason they say ignorance is bliss.” She replaced the paper in his hands and stepped back. He watched her walk back towards the door.
“I’m going to get Byakuya, since you want to speak with him.” She told him, hand on the doorknob. “If you feel like you need to keep this a secret, you can hide the file in my bathroom… and I promise we’ll never have to bring it up again.”
She left, closing the door and leaving him more confused than before she’d arrived. He swallowed, pushing his fears to the back of his mind and turning his focus back to the matter at hand.
The report began with the basics: his height, weight, blood type, apparently he was already four when they (whoever they even were) typed this proposal to shift the focus of his experiment. He kept reading.
As you have been previously informed, Subject One is becoming an increasing threat both to the project and the staff. While the neuro-network showed significant potential during it’s first trials, I fear One’s personality is developing in a way that could make this a danger to the institution as a whole. Her abilities have developed beyond those of just controlling those in her network, and has now learned how to manipulate doctors and other staff. Previously we had her isolated with only the caretaker droid to avoid any more incidents (please refer to Incident Report 036) but as you know that is no longer an option (Incident Report 040).
It is no longer safe for any staff to be around One, and she turns the other subjects against us at every opportunity. I see no other option aside from Termination.
Makoto’s blood went cold. Were they… really talking about killing a child?
Which brings me to my proposal:
Subject Seven has shown significant resistance to One’s influence, not a single report of him attempting to harm staff or escape has been recorded. I assume that given his development as an ‘in between stage’ of One and Elevens’ functions, he has acquired something on an immunity to this part of the programming. While this could very well be cause for concern, I see this more as an opportunity to simplify the network. By removing One completely and reformatting Seven to act as both stabilizer and head of the network we can guarantee a stronger and more reliable bond across the team. Seven has already begun displaying skills needed for utilizing both project 78-01 and 78-11s’ abilities, securing him in the position of leadership for the team should come naturally.
As previously mentioned, Seven’s lack of responsiveness to the programming is a major concern, but with this proposal’s approval we can set to work rectifying this as soon as possible. A more detailed treatment plan will be sent for review upon request.
- [REDACTED]
Makoto let the paper fall from his hands and back onto the desk, his mind unable to process what he had just learned. His eyes flicked around the other pages on the desk, all detailing some other part of this process that had apparently been approved.
One was supposed to die, and he was supposed to replace her.
One was supposed to control his friends and he…
He couldn’t do that. He would never do that. There was no any of that had worked, right?
He reached for another page, skimming across it’s contents: “Seven has shown great progress already. There seems to be little to no resistance when activating the network. He may have even exceeded One in terms of efficiency carrying out orders.”
It was page after page of this, them training him to control his friends. Makoto’s stomach lurched, his palms damp with sweat.
What if… they all just like me because they have to? Makoto’s hands shook as he held up another page, a long and incomprehensible list of medications they had given him. What if Sayaka had been right when she said we all only liked each other because of what they did to us?
He reached for another page, but as his eyes immediately locked on the word “manipulate” halfway through the first paragraph he retracted his hand. He felt sick. He couldn’t read any more.
“Naegi?” Byakuya’s voice pulled him out of his haze, standing in the doorway with a look somewhere between shock and concern. Kyoko was behind him, hand resting on the doorframe with an expression of pity that made Makoto want to either scream or burst in to tears… maybe both.
“What’s going on?” Byakuya’s usual sharp tone softened, Makoto tried to fight back the tears that were forming in his eyes. They shouldn’t care me about like this…
He physically shook the thought out of his head. Self pity would kill him- he had to remember that. He cleared his throat and answered in an unsteady voice.
“We-“ he winced at the way his own voice cracked, Byakuya approached the desk and let his hand brush against Makoto’s shoulder. “We really really need to get some things out in the open.”
Byakuya’s hand left where it had barely moved to comfort him, going instead to grab one of the papers on top of the pile. Makoto couldn’t find the energy to try and stop him.
“What the hell is this?” Byakuya turned on his heel towards Kyoko, who had moved away from the still open doorway and steeled herself against the bitter edge creeping back into his tone.
“I found it.” She lied. For him. For no reason. “It was being kept somewhere else by Monokuma. I brought Makoto here to show him, and he wanted me to come find you.”
Byakuya’s increasingly agitated stare went back down towards the paper. Makoto looked up to see Kyoko give him a nod- a silent push to play along.
“My god…” Byakuya was a fast reader, Makoto’s stomach twisted even more. “Kirigiri, we are absolutely going to discuss this- but, Makoto,”
Makoto flinched, swallowing the urge to get up and try to bolt away from the increasingly overwhelming discussion. Byakuya was angry, he could practically feel it coming off of him. He was going to say Makoto couldn’t be trusted, he was going to yell, or-
“Are you… alright?”
Makoto froze, not expecting that kind of care in his voice. He looked up at Byakuya, and the concern evident on his face put Makoto on the verge of tears again.
“I-I…” he fell short of anything to say, “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be stupid. What do you have to be sorry for?”
“I… I was supposed to…”
“We were all supposed to be a lot of things.” Byakuya cut him off, gaze hardening as he looked back down at the paper. “You’re not seriously going to let this get to you, are you?”
“Wh-what?”
“You’re… a good person, Makoto.” Byakuya looked away as he spoke, a hand moving up to push a few stray strands of his from where they fell in front of his glasses. “You haven’t shown any signs of trying to manipulate anyone, and as we’ve learned several times already you clearly don’t function the way Hope’s Peak wanted you to.”
There was a pause, Byakuya turned to rifle through a few more papers on the desk.
“This changes my perspective of things, yes. But this isn’t any reason for you to start acting like a child.” His usual, dismissive tone was comforting, in a weird way, Makoto almost laughed at that.
“I still trust you.” He said that last phrase slowly, in a way that made it clear he had probably never said it aloud before. “But you have to trust yourself.”
Kyoko nodded in agreement, stepping closer and putting a hand on Makoto’s shoulder. It was warm, even through the gloves, Makoto found himself leaning into it.
“What if you only trust me because I’m… making you trust me somehow?” He asked quietly. “What if I’m being manipulative and I don’t even realize it?”
“I would realize it.” Byakuya dismissed his concern, “I’m being serious, Naegi. I really do trust you. This will only be a problem if you let it.”
Makoto took a deep breath, trying to calm the trembling that had started in his hands. Kyoko’s hand squeezed his shoulder as Byakuya began reading through more pieces of paper, eyes methodically scanning the page as his already furrowed brow creased even more. Makoto wasn’t sure he could take the silence for much longer, clearing his throat to speak when Byakuya beat him to it.
“So I suppose you’ve both read through this already?”
“Uh- not really?” Makoto answered as Kyoko nodded beside him, “I sorta just started looking through it.”
“Ah.” Byakuya adjusted his glasses, finishing his reading before handing the paper off the Makoto, “I suppose it’s only fair I let you finish first, before I store it with the rest.”
“That’s…” Makoto trailed off as he looked at the page he’d be given, a summary of some tests they did to see if he could ‘properly command other operatives while separated’. His nausea returned.
“That’s actually, part of what I wanted to talk to you about.” He tried to refund the strength in his voice, “I think we should show the others their files.”
Byakuya grimaced, pinching the bridge of his nose, “Naegi-“
“It’s not fair that we’re the only ones who learn about what they did to us. We could be endangering them by not giving them all the information!”
“And what if we they react poorly to this news?”
“What?”
“What if this only further divides our little group?” Byakuya challenged, “How do you suppose the others will react when they learn Sayaka really could put them to sleep by humming? Or that Celeste can actually change their emotions so they agree with her whenever she wants? Or that Yasuhiro can predict much more than he lets on about everyone’s actions?”
“Ignorance is bliss, as they say…” Byakuya finished darkly, looking down to read over the first page Makoto had read.
“That’s what Kyoko said.” Makoto mumbled, “But they still deserve to know.”
“Even if it means they learn the truth about you?”
“A-Absolutely.”
“Hold on,” Kyoko finally spoke up again. “If we do reveal all the information you’ve gathered to the others, perhaps we should still leave this information unsaid.”
Her eyes flicked back to the still open doorway, Byakuya followed her gaze and waved a hand to shut it. It was sort of funny, how alike they thought. If Makoto wasn’t so overwhelmed he might’ve teased them about it.
“Why should we keep this a secret?” Makoto asked, “The point is to get everything out in the open-“
“An incredibly naive way of thinking.” Byakuya cut him off. “Naegi, look at yourself. You’re in no shape to deal with the consequences of this becoming public knowledge.”
“Wh-what?”
“What if they don’t trust you?” Byakuya’s words twisted his stomach even more, “You may have to earn back the camaraderie you’ve fostered with them. For some, you may never reach the same level of trust again, are you prepared to deal with that?”
“I-I…”
“Stop being so dramatic.” Kyoko rolled her eyes. “You’re trying to scare him to get your way.”
“You just agreed it should be kept secret-“
“I think that would be best, yes, but it’s still his decision.”
“Okay, I would like to actually be a part of this conversation!” Makoto stood, forcing the arguing pair to take a step back from each other. “I already made my decision, I’m telling them. We should let everyone know what they’re capable of.”
“Makoto, it will get too complicated.” Byakuya argued yet again. “If your goal really is to keep this little ragtag team together you shouldn’t introduce them to information that will actively upset them. Do you really want to put everyone through what you’re currently going through?”
Makoto hesitated, did he? Did he want them to have the same questions, same feelings of dread, same awful sensation that such a huge part of his life was missing and completely gone forever?
And if they knew what he was intended to do to them… would they still like him?
Would they really still be able to stick together?
“Yes…” he finally answered, unable to bring his voice above a whisper, “I… hate what I learned in this file, but it’s a part of me. No matter what this means… I’m glad I learned it.”
He looked back up at Byakuya, “You said before in the bath house that it used to bother you not knowing why you were like this-“
“That was different.”
“Can you imagine how everyone else must feel not having all the answers either?”
Byakuya crossed his arms, breaking eye contact and looking back down at the file. He didn’t speak for a moment, eyes softening some as he scanned over something.
“Kyoko.” He finally said, “Are you okay with the others knowing about your father?”
“I am.” She answered, gaze hardened with resolve. “It… won’t be pleasant to discuss, but it needs to be done.”
He hummed in response, Kyoko continued, “Are you okay with your family’s involvement being revealed as well?”
“Wait, what?” Makoto looked between the two of them, Byakuya tensed.
“We can discuss it with the others-“
“Your parents were involved too?” Makoto asked, dumbfounded.
“… Yes. They were.” He responded through grit teeth. When Makoto continued to stare, obviously about to burst from the amount of questions within him, Byakuya sighed.
“The Togami family has a very long and proud history.” he began, in a way that almost felt pre-rehearsed, “They’re the best of the best, and work tirelessly to maintain that title.”
There was a pause, Byakuya took the chair Makoto was standing next to and sat down.
“I’m still unsure how exactly my parents got involved, there’s little information to be found on that subject, I suppose… but they were a primary benefactor of Project 78.”
“Woah…” was all Makoto could say, Kyoko remained silent.
“I can assume they were interested in the main idea: an ‘advancement of mankind’ or some nonsense, I doubt they knew the details of this… network that was being manufactured… or perhaps they did.” Byakuya scoffed, eyes glaring down at the carpet, “I suppose an obedient drone of a child would be a dream come true for them…”
He seemed to remember the others were there suddenly, clearing his throat and sitting up a little straighter in his chair again. “When the project was terminated, they chose to take in one of the test subjects to raise as their own- my mother was infertile, and they needed an heir. So they took me.”
“… and?” Makoto urged, Byakuya’s glare shifted up to him.
“And it’s been hell ever since.” His voice bordered on a growl, he abruptly stood.
“If you’re serious about sharing this information with the others, I suppose I have no choice but to go along with it. Knowing you if I refuse you’ll just blather all this information to them anyway.”
He began moving for the door, pointedly avoiding Makoto’s attempt to reach out and be of some comfort after… whatever that display of emotion just was.
“I’ll go get everything together. Naegi, you go get the others.”
“I’m coming with you.” Kyoko moved to follow him, his expression soured. “I want to make sure you aren’t going to hide anything else.”
“Of course you do.” He glowered, then shifted his gaze back to Makoto. “And again, Naegi, are you certain this is something you want to share?”
“Y-yes.” Makoto tried to sound more sure than he actually was. “Absolutely, everyone deserves to know.”
Byakuya paused in the doorway, looking Makoto up and down before letting out a tired sigh and turning away.
“I’ll leave you to it, then.”
Notes:
Shorter chapter this week, sorry. I hope finally getting a few answers (hopefully) makes up for it. Next week’s update will be a long one, though, and I’m very excited about it….
It’s all down hill from here :D
Chapter 12: Visions and Flashlights and Quality Time in the Dark
Summary:
Makoto convinces Byakuya to share information with the others, it goes… okay. The rest of the day is a little awkward.
Notes:
Sorry for disappearing for a bit, things got pretty crazy the past two weeks. But we’re back baby!!! Get ready for crap to really hit the fan :3
Chapter Text
Spreading the news had been easy enough, he explained to Toko they needed to have an emergency meeting and she sped off to find anyone Makoto couldn’t. He was wandering the first floor halls now, looking for anyone he may have missed…
But mostly he was avoiding the horrible discussion that awaited him in the changing rooms.
“Ah, Makoto!” Taka’s shout startled him, turning over his shoulder to find the android hurrying down the hall to meet him. “Toko told me you wanted everyone to meet in the bath house, why aren’t you there? It’s unprofessional to be late to your own meeting.”
“Yeah, I guess it is…” he tried to awkwardly laugh it off, allowing Taka to push him in the direction of the bath house. “I’m just… nervous, I guess.”
“Why’s that?”
“Uhm…” he swallowed, eyes glancing around at the cameras that always followed their movement. “C-can I ask you something?”
“Of course.” Taka stopped walking now, turning to give him his undivided attention. This only made Makoto’s nerves worsen.
“You know… Look, I know there’s some stuff that you can’t talk about- so it’s okay if you can’t tell me, but… You know what I was supposed to be, right? Like, my part of the project?”
Taka frowned. “I… don’t know much. The only data I have on any of you is what’s left in your old healthcare reports.” He glanced up at the cameras as well, red eyes flickering briefly as he attempted to speak quietly. “But I know the gist, yes.”
“And you don’t hate me?”
“What?” Taka’s voice returned to it’s usual volume, so much for quiet. “Of course not! The circumstances of one’s creation should have nothing to do with how they’re viewed! I mean, you know what I originally was, and I would hope you don’t see me as just that.”
“No, of course not.” Makoto assured him, “But I mean… this is still different. You’re still sort of doing what you were supposed to originally, right? What if that’s all I’m able to do, too? What if that’s all the others see me as if I-“
“Makoto.” Taka’s hand was suddenly gripping his shoulder. “We are not made of other’s expectations- none of us are. You are not a project on a piece of paper. You’re a person. With your own desires, ideas, and capacity to do what you feel is right. We are not tools.”
Makoto fidgeted under his intense gaze, “A-are you sure?”
“Absolutely certain! You’re your own person, and so am I.”
There was something about the way he said that last phrase, Makoto got the feeling he was reassuring himself as well. That must be a sore subject for him, I shouldn’t have brought it up. He chuckled nervously, patting at the hand Taka still had on his shoulder.
“Right, thanks. Sorry, I guess I’m just sort of worked up right now.”
“Is that what this meeting is about?” Taka was once again urging him along, determined to be as punctual as ever. “Purpose?”
“I guess.” Makoto let himself be dragged to the bath house doors. “ It’s just sorta to let everyone in on some information.”
“Ah, yes, the secret thing you were involved with a few days ago.”
“Wha-“ Makoto stopped in front of the doors, spinning around to face Taka. “You know about that?”
“Mondo is absolutely awful at keeping secrets.” Taka whispered, urging him again to go in. “We’re almost a full two minutes late, Makoto. I can’t take much more of this .”
“O-okay, fine.”
Just about everyone was already waiting for them as Taka finally forced him through the doors, all eyes looking up as Makoto was pushed to the front of the room.
Byakuya and Kyoko stood near the center, a small stack of folder’s in Byakuya’s hand as the two muttered to each other. Taka gave him one last encouraging push forward and moved to stand by where Mondo and Chihiro were seated on the bench. Chihiro had the laptop in her hands, and Makoto couldn’t help from noticing the way Celeste was staring from her to Byakuya as she no doubt tried to determine where the new objects had come from.
“Hey, sorry we’re late!” Hiro stumbled in behind Makoto, hair pulled back in a bun and slightly damp, Toko trudged in behind him. “I took a shower and didn’t hear Toko knocking.”
“Knocking, sh-shouting, n-n-nothing.” Toko huffed, plopping down near Aoi. “I was beginning to thi-think you were dead.”
“Come on, man, don’t joke about that.” Hiro whined, plopping down cross legged on the floor in front of Sayaka and Leon.
“Now that every one is here,” Byakuya began speaking, his usual cold demeanor nearly making Makoto forget what they had just talked about before. He glanced up at Makoto over the rim of his glasses, “Naegi. Sit.”
Makoto awkwardly moved to sit down, ending up in the empty space next to Aoi. Sakura patted his head from where she stood behind him, a low hum of concern escaping her as Byakuya began addressing the group once more.
“I want to begin by saying that what I’m about to share with you is to only be discussed in complete privacy, such as here or the bedrooms. Monokuma can’t learn about any of this, are we clear?”
“What’s going on, dude?” Leon spoke up, nervously glancing around the room. “Why the secrecy?”
“We’ve uncovered some information recently.” Byakuya continued, Celeste’s eyes narrowed in suspicion.
“Who exactly is the ‘we’ in this scenario?”
“That should be the least of your concerns right now,” Byakuya began to pass out files, dismissing her question. Chihiro and Mondo exchanged a glance; and Celeste definitely noticed, Makoto could practically feel her bristle with suspicion from his spot a few feet away from her.
This was already not going how he hoped it would… maybe he shouldn’t have let Byakuya take the lead on this.
“What the heck is this?” Hifumi asked as he looked at the unassuming beige folder in his hands. “It’s got my number on it.”
“They’re about us. Our projects.” Kyoko explained, worried murmurs began rising amongst the crowd.
“What do you mean?” Sayaka asked as Byakuya handed her a folder as well.
“These are detailed reports of the nature of your abilities, experiments, and… basically everything else you could think of.” Byakuya continued the explanation grimly, “Think of it as a summary of our original stay here at Hope’s Peak.”
Aoi practically whimpered when she was given hers, Makoto tried to hide his confusion when Byakuya presented him one as well. It makes sense that they’d have gone back to get it, those two were nothing if not thorough.
“I… I can’t read this, man.” Leon shook his head, holding the folder by the edges like he was worried it may explode. “I don’t even wanna know all this stuff- it’d be too weird to just read about myself.”
“Do you wanna read mine?” Sayaka offered, “I’m not sure I wanna read my own either.”
“Uh… I dunno that’s still weird-“
Mondo groaned, yanking the folder from Leon’s hand and replacing it with his own.
“Here. Read mine. Give me the highlights.” He mumbled as he opened Leon’s to begin reading, “Feel like it’s all pretty cut and dry anyway, they shot me full a stuff and now my bones won’t break or whatever. Right, Tak?”
He looked up at where Taka had begun pacing behind him, the android paused his trek to nowhere and sighed.
“It’s a bit more complicated than that but… I suppose so, yes.” He shook his head as Mondo chuckled in response.
Chihiro looked up from her own folder, “Oh- that actually reminds me,” she opened the laptop and held it up for Taka to inspect. “I found some information on you, if you wanna see it.”
Taka shook his head, closing the laptop with one hand. “That’s alright, thank you, Chihiro.”
“Ya sure, bro?” Mondo asked without looking up from his reading, “Doesn’t seem fair that you don’t get to learn all your own stuff, too.”
“Really, I’m not interested.” Taka shifted on his feet, “It wasn’t really me, anyway, remember?”
Byakuya raised an eyebrow, “What does that mean?”
“It, would be difficult to explain-“ Taka twitched, wincing a bit and smiling apologetically, “I don’t think I can talk about it much, anyway.”
“I must admit I am getting bored of this twitch of yours, Kiyotaka.” Celeste muttered as she turned the page in her file.
“Imagine how I feel.” Taka retorted with a frown, “Can you imagine how frustrating it is to have something cut off your thoughts while you’re still trying to have them?”
Chihiro closed her own file “I can probably help with that, if you want. A-and I think I can explain it a little, Taka’s just a different AI using the same base programming.”
“So you aren’t the one who tended to us as children?” Byakuya asked, “You’re just programmed to do the same thing. Why would they bother making a new AI?”
“I’m not the one who knew you when you were younger, no.” Taka scratched at the back of his neck, “I have data from then, but it’s not as if they’re my memories- just notes on certain things from then. I’m not just ‘programmed to do the same thing’ though. It wasn’t Hope’s Peak that programmed me.”
“Then who did?” Byakuya questioned further, Chihiro began to awkwardly shuffle things around in her lap, seeming nervous.
Taka shrugged, “I would assume my father did.”
“You have a dad?” Hiro asked with a grin, “Like a robo-dad? Does he look like you or is he a bear like Monokuma?”
Taka frowned, “He is not a ‘robo-dad’.” Leon and Hiro snickered as he continued, “He was doing security work here when I was first operational, he… stole me from Hope’s Peak at some point.”
“Why would he do that?” Mondo asked, folding one of Leon’s files into a paper airplane to launch at the redhead.
“I have no idea.” Taka admitted, “We never talked about it, neither of us were keen on talking about… the past, like that.”
“Probably to sell you,” Celeste mused, acrylic nails tapping her chin thoughtfully. “A piece of technology as advanced as you would sell for thousands, I’m sure.”
Taka fidgeted, “Yes, well, I would like to assume it’s because he cared for me. A-anyway this isn’t supposed to be about me. This is about all of you.” He smiled encouragingly at the end, but Makoto could tell from the flicker in his eyes he was still uncomfortable.
“No by all means, continue.” Byakuya looked at him over the rim of his glasses, “We’re all sharing here, and I’ve been curious as to how far you’re supposed sentience truly goes.”
“We’re all sharing?” Taka tilted his head, eyes flaring brighter. “I see! So surely you intend to share something with the others as well, Togami?”
“I’m not sure I care for your tone.”
“Guys-“ Hina tried to intervene.
“You said we were going to share. I would assume you intend to share your secrets with the group as well, yes?”
“Guys.”
“I’m not going to be pushed into anything here. You’re the one who takes orders from-“
“Guys!” Hina rushed across the room suddenly, “Something’s wrong with Hiro!”
As if on cue, Hiro suddenly slumped forward. Papers falling in a scattered heap across the floor.
Leon let out a string of expletives as Hina pushed the psychic back into sitting position, holding the psychic’s limp head in his lap as it rolled back towards the bench. Taka rushed over, kneeling in front of him and pulling a flash light from his pocket to check Hiro’s eyes.
They were half-lidded, a weird yellow shine to them as they stared blankly off into space, completely oblivious to the bright light shining into them. Taka moved to check his pulse next, muttering something under his breath before addressing the group.
“It’s… not as bad as it could be.” He held Hiro’s wrist a little tighter as the hand twitched involuntarily. “Something must’ve triggered a vision he wasn’t prepared for.”
“God, our lives are so weird.” Leon muttered, only partially drowned out by Sayaka asking if he was alright.
“He’ll be fine.” Taka assured her, “Normally he can handle these better if he can feel it coming and stop it from overwhelming him.”
Hiro slurred something out, eyes falling shut as his head rolled forward again. Makoto stood to peer over Hina’s shoulder, Taka turned to speak to her.
“If you can watch him for a moment, I’ll go get him something to drink.” He stood, slipping the flash drive back in his pocket. “He’ll probably be exhausted after this…”
He left the room, leaving the group gathered around Hiro as the psychic continued to mumble slurred words. It was difficult to make out anything the psychic was saying, but Makoto managed to make out a few things like ‘needle’ ‘too much’ ‘ribs’
It was unnerving, watching Hiro’s eyes flutter open and shut. Is he really seeing the future? Like right now- this is him seeing the future? It was still a little hard for Makoto to believe… but considering he was being held against his will by a stuffed bear, maybe he should be more open minded.
The sound of papers shuffling behind him drew him from his thoughts, looking over his shoulder to find Celeste has begun rifling through his folder.
“H-hey!” He shouted, snatching the folder from her hands. Celeste managed to keep a page from him, holding it up and gasping at what she read.
“Makoto.” Her eyes glared over at him. “Were you planning on explaining this?”
“Yes! I was- give that back!” He wrestled the paper from her, ripping a corner off as she tried to keep it. “I just wanted to do it on my own terms! How would you feel if someone did that to you?”
“Someone did do that to me.” she snapped over at Byakuya, “Well, explain it then. I am sure everyone would like to know what you are truly capable of.”
“What’s going on?” Leon looked over at them from where he was still holding Hiro’s head. ”Is everything okay?”
Taka returned with what looked like orange juice and a few leftover rice balls from yesterday, apparently oblivious to the rising tension in the room as he spoke quietly to Hiro. The psychic was slowly coming back to his senses as the others awaited Makoto’s response.
“Uh… so…” he awkwardly began, swallowing the lump forming in his throat. “I uh, I hate what I’m about to say. I want you guys to know that even if I could do what they wanted me to I-I never would.”
“What is it, Makoto?” Sakura urged, voice steady as always. “You can be honest.”
“Yeah, and I’ve been dying to know what your power was anyway!” Hifumi leaned forward from his seat on the bench.
The encouragement did little to put him at ease. He opened his mouth to continue, Kyoko stepped up beside him to help explain.
“We looked through these files primarily to learn more about the codes Hope’s Peak implemented in us.” She began, not quite lying, he hoped Celeste couldn’t tell. “And we’ve discovered why Makoto has his immunity to it.”
“Oh, that’s good!” Sayaka perked up, “I-is it something that could maybe work for the rest of us?”
“No…” Makoto reluctantly replied, borderline devastated by the droop of her shoulders at the news they were still somewhat in danger. “One of the missing numbers was supposed to be able to… do what the codes do, but just whenever she wanted, I guess?”
“Like mind control or some shit?” Mondo grimaced, “That’s fucked up, man. Did it… Did it work?”
“We can assume so.” Byakuya picked up the explanation, “So well that they found her a danger to ourselves and other staff members of Hope’s Peak.”
“God, dude.” Leon shuddered. “I’m… sorta glad I don’t remember any of this…”
Makoto nodded, but he couldn’t stop halfway through this explanation. “Well, when they realized she was too dangerous, they… got rid of her.”
“Got rid of her?” Hina asked quietly.
“Y-you mean k-k-killed her?” Toko covered her mouth, Kyoko nodded in response.
“Oh my god…” Leon whispered in horror, Chihiro whimpered.
“But obviously they wouldn’t want all their hard work to go to waste,” Byakuya adjusted his glasses, his cold tone probably an attempt to keep things calm more than anything. “So they selected a replacement.”
He gestured to Makoto, who hung his head down in shame.
There was a tense pause, everyone looking to one another like they needed to confirm what they were just told.
“I’m sorry.” Makoto finally mumbled as he stared at the floor. Kyoko’s hand reached up to the center of his back, spreading a warmth through it that helped put him slightly more at ease. It felt like an eternity before anyone spoke again, but finally Celeste spoke up again from the other side of him.
“Then I suppose we should all count ourselves fortunate your experiment was a failure.” She tapped her chin with her nails again. “Not that you would truly be a threat anyway. I may not be able to read your emotions, but you are horrendous at concealing them. Surely we would know if you were planning something.”
That got a chuckle out of Makoto, who risked a glance up to see her staring at him with something less than resentment and more like pity.
“Yeah, I guess that’s true.” Leon mumbled, looking uncomfortably from Makoto to the others. “I mean, we already know Makoto doesn’t have powers. It’s not like this… changes things. Right?”
“He definitely doesn’t have powers.” Hifumi agreed, “He doesn’t have the same- er, ya know- color the rest of us do.”
There were a few mumbles of agreement, much to Makoto’s confusion, the tension in the room dissipated slightly.
“Are you sure you can’t do anything like that?” Chihiro tilted her head. “I-I mean you did help Sayaka when she was… oh- sorry.” She faltered as Sayaka flinched at the reminder.
“I… I don’t think so?” Makoto answered, “These reports did mention that the uh… ‘programming’ still didn’t work on me. You can look through them yourselves, if you want. But I think it’s more like I just… feel the network thing they’re talking about? Like we were all supposed to be sort of- uh, connected mentally; and I think I can still feel whatever remnants of that connection are there. I could just… feel it when Sayaka was part of it, I think that’s why I could get her out… but I have no idea how any of that even works…”
He trailed off, once again staring at the look and awkwardly scratching the back of his neck. “I would never use it against you guys, though, I promise! Even if I did know how to use it…”
“I believe you.” Sakura nodded sagely, looking down at her own scarred knuckles. “We’re all capable of hurting one another. It’s important to learn what we are capable of so we can work to keep each other safe.”
Makoto smiled nervously, relief slowly beginning to ebb away at the guilt and stress that had been gnawing away at him. They didn’t hate him, thank god. There was still…. A lot of questions that needed answering- obviously. At least having this out in the open was a huge weight off his shoulders already.
“Alright!” Taka cut through the tense atmosphere, getting to his feet and beginning to help Hiro into a standing position. “I’m taking Hiro to his bedroom so he can rest more comfortably, can someone help me bring his things?”
“I will!” Makoto offered- maybe a little too eager to leave with the way some people still seemed to be eyeing him. “I’ll get his folder and carry the food for you.”
“Thanks, Mac.” Hiro grinned through his apparent exhaustion. “Geez, man, sorry to be so dramatic about this.”
“Don’t be ridiculous.” Taka insisted, patting Hiro on the back as he led him to the bathhouse door. “Everyone needs help sometimes!”
Makoto set his own folder on the bench, making a point to look at Celeste as he flipped it back open, “You guys can still… look at it, if you want.”
He awkwardly shifted his gaze over to Byakuya and Kyoko, “I-I’m sure you guys can help explain things better than I could, right?”
Kyoko nodded, Byakuya scoffed and muttered out: “Obviously.”
He moved to collect the still full glass of juice and plate from where it sat between Leon and Sayaka, the latter holding out Hiro’s file for him to juggle as well when a much larger hand took it instead.
“I’ll carry this.” Sakura offered, “I’m sure Monokuma wouldn’t appreciate an accidental spill in the hallway.”
Makoto nervously chuckled, nodding in agreement before hurrying out of the bathhouse doors. He sighed, trying to force some of the tension out of him.
“You can relax.” Sakura commented as she stepped alongside him, purposefully taking smaller steps to match his pace, “No one is going to hate you for this.”
“W-well I hope not.” Makoto mumbled, looking ahead to where Taka and Hiro were already reaching the dorms.
“There is… something I’d like to ask you, if you don’t mind me changing the subject.”
“I would love it if you changed the subject.”
“Hm.” Sakura smiled, seeming amused, “I may need your help with something- do you think you could… distract Hina for me this afternoon?”
“What?” Makoto stopped outside Hiro’s door, “Why?”
“I want to…” She trailed off, glancing away and looking almost nervous, “I am planning something special for the two of us to do this evening. I don’t want her to see it before it’s ready.”
“Oh!” Makoto blinked, “What kind of special something?”
“A… date… kind of something.”
“Well, I figured that.” Makoto chuckled, “I meant what are you doing?”
Sakura was blushing- dear god she was blushing- Makoto wished he could run and grab Hifumi’s camera. “I was going to set up a picnic for her by the pool… maybe light some candles, cook her favorite food, we could go swimming…” she cleared her throat, using Hiro’s folder to cover the lower half of her face. “I would appreciate you keeping her away from the pool or the locker rooms for awhile.”
“Yeah, I can do that.” Makoto thought for a moment, “Although… me and Hina haven’t really hung out just the two of us. Maybe she’d be more comfortable with Sayaka?”
“I asked Sayaka about this already, she’s decided she would rather help me fix my hair instead.”
“Aw…” Makoto teased, unable to stifle his laugh when Sakura’s ever so faint blush returned. “I can totally help! When are you gonna start setting up?”
“After lunch, I think.” She smiled, “Thank you, I appreciate this.”
He smiled back, finally continuing on into Hiro’s room with Sakura following behind him. He glanced up at the number on the door. A large 02 with a symbol of clock underneath, the center of the clock where the ‘hands’ would normally be replaced with a rather eerie looking eye. These things always rubbed Makoto the wrong way…
“Oh, Makoto!” Hiro was sitting crosslegged on his bed, nearly bouncing up and down Makoto awkwardly handed the glass over to him.
“I need to tell you something-“ he paused, gulping down the juice as Taka quietly chastised him for drinking so fast. “Hey, that was good. Can I get some more of that?”
He handed the empty cup back to Taka, who clicked his tongue and walked back out of the room. Sakura set the file on Hiro’s desk and followed him.
Hiro grabbed Makoto’s free hand, “Listen, man, I gotta warn you about what I saw.”
“Wh-what you saw?” Makoto blinked in confusion, “You mean in your- uh, vision?”
“Yeah! Clear as a bell- I saw you.” Hiro’s enthusiastic nodding stopped, his hand gripped tighter as his expression suddenly turned gravely serious. “You were hurt really bad, man.”
“What?” Makoto gulped, resisting the urge to pull his hand away as Hiro continued.
“You fell down this like… dark, tunnel thing-“ Hiro gestured with his free hand, looking up like a better description was written on the ceiling. “And you fell far, hit the ground hard, and got back up somehow. But you weren’t okay, I think. Your ribs were broken.”
“Oh…” was all Makoto could bring himself to say, his mind still refusing to accept the fact that Hiro may very well be describing his (apparently very painful) future. “A-and then what? Do I get help? Does Taka patch me up again?”
“Well see that’s the thing!” Hiro finally released his hand, “The next thing I saw was some weird syringe stuff going into someone’s side- but it definitely wasn’t Taka’s hand. You couldn’t see the joints like you can with his…”
He huffed, leaning back against his pillow, “I-I’m sorry I can’t tell you more, man. When I get involuntary stuff like that it’s pretty hard for me to make sense of them.”
“Oh.” Makoto repeated quietly, the door closed softly behind him as Taka returned. “I mean… could you look again?”
“Absolutely not!” Taka intervened, his loud outburst startling both of them. “There’s no need for him to overexert himself like that. You’re all so out of practice with your abilities, you can’t just do things like that whenever you want. You could get seriously hurt!” His lecture was mostly pointed at Hiro now, the psychic held his hands up in self defense.
“I wasn’t even the one that suggested it!” He argued. “Geez, relax, mom.”
Taka’s face scrunched at the nickname, earning an amused laugh from Hiro as he begrudgingly set the glass of juice on the night stand and reached to take the plate of rice balls as well.
“I’m not your mother. Don’t make this situation any weirder than it already is.”
“Alright, alright.” Hiro shrugged him off, turning back to Makoto, “But hey, no worries, man. I can try looking again once I’ve rested an ‘appropriate amount’.”
He held his fists up in determination. “And I’m not gonna let anything happen to you, Mac! I promise! It’s like you said before: I can probably change the future I see! I’m gonna watch you like a hawk to make sure nothing bad goes down.”
Makoto and Taka exchanged a glance, “You… really don’t have to do that.” Makoto nervously assured him. Hiro shook his head.
“Don’t even worry about it! Think of me like a guardian angel!”
“Oh my…” Taka mumbled, before clearing his throat and speaking louder. “Well, why don’t we go so your ‘guardian angel’ can rest, Makoto.”
“Yeah. Good idea.” Makoto agreed, letting Taka lead him out of the room as Hiro called after him.
“You stay away from any dark, dangerous places till I’m feeling better, okay?”
“I’ll do my best!”
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“So… what did you wanna talk about?”
Makoto paused his walk at the question, nervously glancing over at where Hina had apparently stopped walking as well. She raised an eyebrow, looking at him and expecting an answer.
“Uh,” he started, unsure of where to go from here. He had asked Hina to come with him to the art room after lunch, claiming that he needed to discuss something with her. He had no idea what he could possibly talk about- it had just been the only thing that came to his mind while he tried to stop her from noticing how Sayaka was practically bursting with excitement directly to his left at the table.
But it seemed now that she wasn’t going to budge anymore without an explanation. Just a few feet away from the art room door.
“W-well, I just, uh…” he didn’t know why he was fumbling so much, Hina was nice! They had talked plenty of times, why was he struggling so much? “I just wanted to ya know… check on you.”
Hina’s face dropped, her eyes shifting down to the floor as she forced out a response. “Is it that obvious?”
Uh… what?
“I-I know it shouldn’t bug me.” She continued, taking a step towards him, blue eyes looking up at him with tears threatening the edges. “A-and I know I shouldn’t be whining about this to you of all people, but I-“
Her voice hitched, a sob escaping her as Makoto instinctively reached out to take her hand.
What do i do what do i do what do i do?
His internal monologue was little help, and he glanced around till he finally spotted the girls’ bathroom a little ways away. “Hey, lets go in here for a second. T-to get some privacy.”
She nodded as he gently pulled her along, subconsciously kicking himself for making her cry like that in the middle of the hall. She trudged into the bathroom as he held the door open for her, pulling herself up to sit on the counter and reaching for a few paper towels.
“God, I’m so sorry, Makoto.” She shook her head, trying to force back the tears still streaming down her face. “I- I know I’m being such a baby about this...”
“You’re not being a baby.” He assured her, hopping up on the other side of a sink to sit as well. “Listen, I think we’ve all had a breakdown or two since we’ve gotten stuck here.” She laughed dryly at that.
“What’s going on, Hina?” He tried gently. If he accidentally made her cry it was the least he could do to try and comfort her.
She stayed quiet for a moment, looking at the wad of damp paper towel in her hands. Finally she breathed out a shaky exhale and began speaking.
“I… I’m a failure.” She whimpered, “I-I mean, in the file. It said…” she trailed off. “It shouldn’t matter. I don’t want to be what they thought I should be anyway, I just…”
She finally looked back up at him, “It just felt like… strangers were able to pinpoint everything I’ve ever felt bad about and write it on a piece of paper. I’ve always felt like I wasn’t… good, ya know? Like I was good enough but I just-“
She stopped, breath hitching again as she brought the paper towel back up to blot the tears from her eyes. Makoto reached to get her a few more as she continued.
“I… I’m good at stuff.” She mumbled. “I’m good. But I never felt like I was as good as I could be. I was never at the level I wanted to be at. And it didn’t matter how hard I tried- I never… reached anything I was really going for, I guess.” She paused, looking back down at her lap. “I’m autistic, did you know that?”
“Uh-“ Makoto stuttered, “No? I couldn’t tell…”
She almost smiled, “That’s what most people say. It’s not a big deal or anything, it’s just part of me. But it meant that… anything I did accomplish was already above and beyond what other people expected from me- I guess- but it was never what I thought I could really do. Does that make sense?”
He opened his mouth to respond, she continued before he had the chance. “I just always felt like… I should be better. I should be the best.” She clenched her fists, eyes staring out ahead. “And now a stupid piece of paper tells me that not only am I really supposed to be the best- but I’m genetically destined to just be mediocre.”
She spat out the last word like a curse, angrily glaring down at the tear soaked paper towel in her hands. Makoto stayed quiet for a moment, trying to think through his response, while he could certainly relate to a fraction of what she was feeling, he knew from experience that ‘I know how you feel’ usually came across as an empty statement. He had never really strived to be above and beyond anything like she seemed to, he didn’t know what it was like to put that pressure on himself. He had always been happy just getting by, going with the flow, he couldn’t imagine heaping all that stress on himself just to prove something.
“We’re not…” his mind drifted back to what Taka said that morning, “We’re not pieces of paper, we’re people.” he began, and Hina slowly looked back up at him.
“I can’t imagine what you’re going through right now, not really anyway, but I do know that Hope’s Peak was wrong about a lot of things.” An awful lot of things, actually. “You’re not a failure because some weirdos who wanted to make super soldiers called you one. You’re an amazing person! You’re strong, and caring, you make everyone’s day better just by being around, you don’t have to be the best at something to be a great person.”
She scoffed, gaze flicking back down to her lap. “I’m not an amazing person, Makoto.”
“I think you are.” He insisted, “So does Sakura.”
Aoi’s eyes met his again, some emotion he couldn’t quite place crossing her face.
“Being ‘genetically mediocre’ sounds pretty dumb anyways,” he continued with an awkward laugh. “I mean everybody has their own strengths and weaknesses, that’s just part of being alive I think. I know… I know the stuff in those files can be really hurtful, but…”
He paused, swallowing the worry rising in him and realizing he was beginning to assure himself alongside Aoi, “We’re all a lot better than they wanted us to be. We’re all ‘good enough’ and better, I think. Even if we didn’t turn out how they thought.”
“Especially so in your case.” Hina finally mumbled a response, leaning across the sink between them to rest her head on his shoulder. “I can’t imagine they planned for you to be this sweet.”
He awkwardly laughed again, his face heating up at the compliment. “Y-yeah. I guess this is a far cry from manipulative team leader…”
Hina hummed, seeming lost in thought suddenly. “It’s kinda ironic.”
“What is?”
“I think… you were supposed to be the best out of all the brain stuff, and I was supposed to be the best out of the physical stuff, and they screwed us both up.” She smirked, sitting back up and wiping at her eyes once more to catch any leftover tears.
“Oh, I guess you’re right.” Makoto realized, “I hadn’t really thought of that yet, I guess. You were supposed to be able to do like… super strength stuff?”
“Strength, speed, aim, the whole package, I think.” Hina shrugged. “I stopped reading after a few minutes, it was really starting to freak me out.”
“Yeah, mine freaked me out, too.”
There was a pause, the two of them blankly staring at the stalls in front of them, finally Hina hopped off the counter, collecting her composure and holding up a hand to Makoto for a high five.
“Reject Buddies?” She awkwardly suggested, crinkling her nose up like she was embarrassed of her own idea. He smiled, returning the high five and hopping off the counter himself.
“Yeah, sure. Reject Buddies. We should get Hifumi to put that on some T-shirts for us.”
“I don’t think I’m that comfortable with it yet.”
“It was your idea-“
Their attempt at reinstating a normal conversation was abruptly cut off, the lights above them flickering violently before plunging them into complete darkness. There were a few screams from elsewhere in the school, so muffled Makoto never would have heard them if the building’s AC hadn’t just plunged into silence as well.
Panic seized Makoto like a noose, he frantically reached out and latched onto the sleeve of Aoi’s jacket, blindly pushing towards the door with no clear goal in mind other than finding a window or-
There are no windows in this building. He realized, stopping dead in the doorway, completely numb to whatever question about what was going on Hina asked behind him.
It really would be completely black.
A faint light to his left startled him, turning to see that Hina had pulled her student handbook out and was using the screen as a makeshift flashlight.
“What’s going on??? Why did the power cut out?” She asked, her weak beam of light scanning the dark halls. “Wh-what are we even gonna do, I-“
She paused, panicked expression creasing into worry, “Do you… do you hear that?”
Makoto tried to quiet the roaring of his own heartbeat in his ears and listen, and sure enough he could hear the very faint sound of someone… crying?
“I-I think it’s coming from this way.” He moved towards the art room door, not willing to release Hina and the small range of visibility she was offering just yet. It was louder now, someone was obviously panicking inside.
Makoto threw the door open, finally regaining enough of his composure to fish his own handbook from his pocket and use it’ll help light the room as well.
“Oh!” Hifumi cried out from the other side of the room, standing amidst of scattered mess of paint supplies and broken glass. “My saviors! You could not have arrived at a better time!”
Makoto blinked in shock as Hifumi’s form shifted, sporting Hiro’s likeness now and using his much longer legs to avoid the worst of the glass scattered across the floor around him.
“I panicked and dropped the jars I was using,” He explained, Hiro’s copied voice slowly morphing back into his own as his appearance changed back. “I was afraid to move! I didn’t want to be stumbling through the dark with glass in my feet! Talk about torture!”
Now that he was no longer alone, it seemed Hifumi’s panic was quickly coming to an end, he quickly moved over to a desk where he had apparently set his backpack, fishing around the outside pocket and pulling out his handbook as well.
“What’s going on, anyway? This isn’t some kind of attack or anything is it?” He asked, fear creeping back into his voice as he joined the two of them by the doorway.
“I- we don’t know yet.” Makoto answered truthfully, Hifumi whimpered, “But let’s not panic till we know for sure what’s going on. We should find Monokuma.”
“Yeah!” Hina agreed, “I mean he like basically is the school, right? He should be able to fix this.”
“But if Monokuma is the school,” Hifumi countered, fumbling down the hall towards the stairs behind them, “Then what if he’s, ya know, ‘lights out’ as well?”
There was a pause, Makoto tried to force the fear out of his voice when he finally responded.
“We’ll figure it out.” He assured them, “We always figure it out. We can handle whatever this is.”
They descended the steps in tense silence, Makoto tried to fight off the weird sense of foreboding that was seeping it’s way into him… A weird sense that something had to be very very wrong. He physically shook his head, an action that caused Hina to look over at him in concern.
Everything is fine. He assured himself, You’re just nervous, nothing is going on. He ignored the way his hairs stood on end as they reached the bottom of the steps to the second floor, the weird buzzing he thought he heard upstairs as they abandoned the stairway and began making their way through the pitch black halls. Everything’s gonna be-
The light’s flickered back on, whatever weird hum he was hearing replaced by the usual sound of the LEDs and the rumble of the AC kicking on. He nearly collapsed in relief, Hina let out a cheer beside him.
“Thank FUCK-“ a loud voice erupted down the hall, Makoto realized they had wandered towards the locker rooms as Mondo came stumbling out. “What the hell was that?? Scared me shitless, man!”
He stomped over to them, his tense gaze sweeping the entire hallway. Makoto noticed he wasn’t in his usual attire, long black jacket strangely absent and hair held back in a headband.
“Why’d the fuckin power go out? What’s going on?”
“We don’t know either!” Hina exclaimed, “We’re trying to find Monokuma.”
The door to the locker rooms opened again, this time Sakura hurried out, her hair tied up in a half bun (no doubt thanks to Sayaka), and usual style of clothing also replaced by a longer skirt and t shirt.
“I’m glad you’re all alright.” Her tense demeanor softened, hurrying over to the four of them and letting Hina latch onto her side. “I suppose we should be thankful this… black out only lasted a brief period of time.”
“I’m not sure we should be thankful just yet.” Makoto mumbled, worry still clawing away at the back of his mind, “Not till we know why it happened, at least.”
Sakura nodded, a low hum escaping her. “We should check on the others.”
Without another word, they began moving towards the first floor. Makoto couldn’t help but notice Mondo glancing around, searching for something.
“You okay?” Makoto asked quietly, “We’ll be okay if the power goes out again. We can use our handbooks for, ya know, some light.”
Mondo looked back down at him, trying to regain his usual composure. “That’s uh, not really what I’m worried about. But, yeah, that’s good.”
They were halfway down the stairs to the first floor when the speakers turned on, a quick burst of static spilling out before Monokuma’s voice began speaking.
“Attention students! Er, sorry about that little power outage we just had! Everyone please report to the gym for an emergency meeting! Right now!”
There was an edge of nervousness to he bear’s voice Makoto hadn’t heard before. Sure, he had sounded borderline terrified when the security drones attacked, but as soon as the situation was over it was like none of it had ever bothered him in the first place. That seemed to be how Monokuma worked, not focusing on anything but the situation at hand, no matter how bad the previous situation was… if Monokuma was actually worried about something that could mean whatever had caused the blackout was still an issue.
“Makoto!” There was the sound of sandals hitting tile as Makoto turned down the first floor hall to see Hiro hurrying over towards them. The psychic collided into Makoto, knocking the breath out of him and hugging him so tight it made getting the air back in a bit of a struggle.
“Dude! I told you to stay away from dark places! I can’t believe I gave you a free glimpse of your future and you don’t even follow my advice!”
“I-it’s not like I planned to!” Makoto protested, voice muffled by the fabric of Hiro’s jacket. “The power went out everywhere, it wasn’t like I could avoid it!”
“Hmmmm, I guess.” Hiro finally released him, hands going to his hips instead. “But still man, you gotta be careful.”
“What the hell are you two going off about?” Mondo raised an eyebrow.
“Nothing,” Makoto assured him, “Hiro’s just a little paranoid right now. Let’s go to the gym.”
A few of the others were already in the gym, Leon nervously paced around where Sayaka and Kyoko were waiting. Toko was leaning against the stage, seeming strangely calm about this whole situation. Her eyes met Makoto’s, and the smile that crept onto her face was enough for him to know this was actually Syo.
The clicking of heels behind them let him know Celeste had arrived, quickly followed by Chihiro and an especially tense Byakuya. Chihiro hurried over to stand by Mondo, and the biker seemed to relax for the first time since the power came back on.
“Where’s Tak?” He asked quietly, Chihiro shrugged.
“I-I thought he’d be here already.” She whispered back, worriedly looking around the gym as Monokuma suddenly popped up on stage.
“Alright!” The bear’s loud voice got everyone’s attention, “seems like everyone is here, let’s get started!”
“Uhm,” Chihiro raised her hand, “Taka still isn’t here, shouldn’t we wait on him?”
“Oh, no, I don’t think he’ll be joining us this time.” Monokuma waved her question off, “Unfortunately my dearest brother doesn’t have an automatic start up sequence like I do. When he gets knocked out he’s dead weight till someone turns him back on manually. You can look for him after the meeting, lemme know when you find him so I can get him back online and back to work! It’s no fair that I’m doing all this while he’s just napping somewhere!”
Byakuya rolled his eyes, “Can we get on with this, please? Why did the power go out in the first place?”
Monokuma snickered, “Now, now, there’s no need to get all riled up, Ten, I’m getting to that! But first I figured I should give you all a little something-“
A box popped up from a trap door in the stage, something inside it clattering loudly. Monokuma held his hands up triumphantly.
“Now each of you have your very own lanterns! They have a rechargeable battery that last for up ten hours! No need to thank me, it’s in my nature to be this giving, Puhuhu~”
“If you are giving us flashlights,” Celeste eyed the box warily, “Does this mean we can expect for the power to go out again?”
“Well I sure hope not!” Monokuma argued, “Listen kids, you’re all sorta kinda adults so I’m gonna level with you.” He leaned forward, paws on his hips. “Someone has obviously been trying to get their greedy little hands on you-“
“We already knew that.” Byakuya interrupted, “Stop stalling and just give us a straight answer.”
There was a pause, Monokuma finally shrugged, forgoing all theatrics. “Fine. I have no idea how the power got knocked out. Seemed like some sorta Electromagnetic Pulse sorta thing, But that shouldn’t have been able to get through to here in the first place.”
There were worried murmurs among the group, the bear held his paws up to try and regain their attention, “But there’s no need to panic, I’m taking measures to make sure this doesn’t happen again! I just want you kids to be careful, is all. There’s a lot of things happening that we can’t understand yet.”
There was another pause, Monokuma seemed to be looking at each of them individually. Finally he clapped, cheerful demeanor returning, “But anyways, that’ll do it for this meeting! Someone go find my dumb dumb brother for me, will ya?”
“That’s it?” Syo asked from her spot by the stage, “You didn’t even actually answer any questions! What was the point of this stupid meeting?”
“Hey, I gave you flashlights!” Monokuma snapped back, “Now go on, get outta here, I got work to do!”
The group begrudgingly began to disperse, Makoto trailing behind Sayaka when Monokuma called after them.
“Actually, can I get Ten, Fourteen, and Seven to stay behind for just a minute?”
“Only if you say my actual name.” Makoto argued back, Monokuma let out an annoyed groan.
“Fine fine fine. Makoto, will you stay here so I can tell you something?” Every syllable of the sentence was laced in sarcasm, Makoto resisted the urge to roll his eyes as he walked back over to where Kyoko and Byakuya were waiting.
The rest of the gym finally cleared out, Monokuma waited till the doors were shut before he hopped off the gym stage and waddled over to them.
“Aright, we have a bit of a situation here.” He mumbled, “And since you three are always getting into places you shouldn’t be I figured you’d be the best ones to help me with this.”
“What kind of situation?” Kyoko urged him to continue.
“Before the power went out and I was rudely forced into an emergency shut down, we had a bit of a security issue. All the cameras on the second and third floors were overridden by an… outside source, and I had to shut them all down to prevent whoever it was from spying on you! But-“
“There’s still monitors on the second and third floors.” Byakuya interrupted, his expression turning grim, “You’re saying we’ve had a security breach similar to when Sayaka was compromised.”
“I’m afraid that’s a strong possibility.” Monokuma agreed, Makoto felt his blood run cold.
“And since you shut the cameras down,” Kyoko continued, “You have no way of knowing who- if anyone- was…” she paused, glancing over as Makoto shifted on his feet before continuing in a gentler tone, “-“Compromised.”
“Exactly.” Monokuma nodded, seeming somewhat nervous himself. “I’m declaring this an official investigation! I’m afraid we may very well have another traitor amongst us, kids.”
“So who are the suspects of this little investigation?” Byakuya questioned, Monokuma shook his head.
“No no no, we can’t discuss this here, I’m sure all your little friends are getting suspicious. meet me in my office after lights out. I’ll give you the run down then. And I’m sure this goes without saying- but keep this to yourselves!”
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Someone could be turned against them right now.
Someone could be willing to hurt- or even kill their friends right now.
“I’m gonna have to do this all over again…” Makoto mumbled to himself, worry knotting stomach as he stumbled to his dorm.
He should’ve expected something to happen again, it’s not like whoever was doing this would just give up. But still…. A part of him would always be hoping that there could just be peace, that he wouldn’t have to worry about any of…. This- whatever you’d call a situation like this.
Leon and Hiro had badgered him for answers in the hallway, and when he honestly admitted he wasn’t entirely sure what the problem was yet they left once more in search of Taka, apparently the android was still missing. Sakura had been forced to tell Hina what she had planned, and despite the element of surprise being lost the smaller girl was still over the moon about the whole thing, Makoto assumed the two of them had headed back upstairs to actually have the poolside picnic Sakura had spent the afternoon preparing.
Makoto kept trying to tel himself it would be fine, that the security breach was probably nothing and that all his friends were still their relatively normal, free-willed selves…
He didn’t think he was that lucky.
He held his handbook up the scanner, jingling Kyoko’s key that he still had in his pocket. He had tried to give it back, she asked him to hang onto it, worried that if Monokuma caught her with it they would lose the one advantage they have in this situation.
He opened the door, mind still reeling with the idea of having to deal with another horrific situation like Sayaka’s, and didn’t even notice the person standing there till he bumped straight into them.
“Wha-!?“ he stumbled back, nearly tripping backwards into the hallway at the sight of Taka standing with his back to him. He tried to steady his now racing heartbeat before speaking.
“Uh, Taka?” He tried, daring to take a step forward. When there was no response, Makoto slowly began to creep around him. “Hey, why… why are you in my room?”
Taka’s eyes stared blankly ahead, the usual intensity of his eyes dulled and half lidded as he stared out at the wall. His usual rigid posture slumped forward slightly, his face void of any expression. He looks dead, Makoto couldn’t help but think as he looked the android over for any sign of life or… something. His gaze finally landed on the object still grasped in Taka’s hand.
It was a DVD, small and unassuming, in a clear plastic sleeve with the words ‘for 07’ written in familiar handwriting. Mukuro…
Makoto looked back up at Taka, hesitating to take the disc like the android may suddenly start moving again. Finally he pried Taka’s much paler hands open, flinching at of the faint whir of protest they made at being moved manually.
“Where did you find this?” Makoto asked, looking the disc over and realizing with a jolt of excitement it was definitely one he hadn’t seen before. He slipped it into his empty pocket, “I guess you can’t answer right now, but-“
“Makoto?” Chihiro’s voice startled him, she peered around Taka. “You know he can’t hear you, right?”
“Y-yeah, I wasn’t thinking.” He awkwardly laughed, Chihiro smiled back, stepping around Taka to investigate further. “I guess we should get Monokuma, huh?”
“Oh, I think I can turn him on.” She stepped forward, raising her hand towards Taka before pausing, “What…. What was he doing in here, anyway?”
“I have no idea.” Makoto shrugged, hands going into his jacket pockets to subconsciously hold the dvd. He could keep one more secret for now, at least till he talked to Taka about where it came from.
Chihiro hummed, thankfully not thinking too much of it as she stood on her tiptoes to bring a hand up to Taka’s temple. “I’ve been practicing stuff like this,” she mumbled, her brows furrowing in determination. Her hand lingered an inch away from Taka’s lifeless eyes, Makoto was about to ask what she was doing when a sudden whirring sound startled him.
Taka’s eyes lit up, posture straightening up as he blinked a few times and his stare finally seemed to focus, the whirring quieting down as Taka’s gaze flicked down to the two of them.
“Oh!” He gasped, “Makoto? I-I’m sorry, what… what just happened?”
“There, uh, there was a blackout.” Chihiro explained, stepping back beside Makoto as Taka went about straightening his uniform. “He said something about an EMP? I guess it took you offline, too.”
“I see…” Taka frowned, “I apologize for being absent for such a serious event! Is everyone alright?”
“Yeah, everyone’s fine.” Makoto assured him with a smile, “They’re all probably still looking for you, we couldn’t find you for a little while.”
“We should go tell Mondo you’re okay.” Chihiro took Taka’s hand and began pulling towards the door, “I bet he’s worried sick.”
“Oh, wait!” Makoto stopped them, “Uh, Taka, why were you in my room in the first place?”
“Your room?” Taka blinked again, expression furrowing into confusion as he looked around and finally seemed to realize where he was standing.
“I…. I have no idea.”
Chapter 13: Secrets, Screaming, and Static
Summary:
Makoto and his friends begin a secret investigation! It goes about as well as you’d expect.
Notes:
Posting this a day earlier because I have to work aaaaaall day tomorrow. This chapter was once again typed up on my phone ha :,) hope you guys enjoy!
Feel free to do your own investigating along with Makoto~ I love hearing what you guys think is gonna happen :D
Chapter Text
Makoto hurried through the dimly lit halls of the school, the place always somehow seemed even creepier at night. Anything is better than that blackout, though.
He was in his pajamas now, his jacket slipped on over his oversized t-shirt and pajama pants since he couldn’t stand the thought of losing Mukuro’s newest message. He moved up the stairs to the third floor now, fear and maybe even excitement coursing through him at the knowledge he was about to gain access to a part of the school he never had before.
Monokuma wanted to meet in his office, which meant the three of them were going to the fourth floor.
He reached the normally sealed stairway, finding it open and completely empty… he had expected the others to meet him there. With a wary glance around the empty hall, he began up the stairs, only making it about five steps up when the usual gate came crashing back down into place behind him.
Monokuma’s voice suddenly crackled out of the speakers from the floor above him, causing Makoto’s already racing heart to nearly stop completely.
“KZZZZZZT! Glad you could make it, Lucky! Hurry on over to the red doors at the end of the hall. Chop chop!”
He began trudging up the stairs yet again, the bear continued. “And don’t you even think about wandering around up here. I’m always watching- don’t forget that!”
This floor was not nearly as exciting as he had hoped.
It seemed Monokuma had all the lights out except for the small area Makoto was standing in, which made it basically impossible for him to decipher the signs on any of the rooms he was passing. The red doors Monokuma had mentioned loomed obviously at the end of the hall, and with one final gulp Makoto made his way over to them.
He hesitantly knocked, blinking in surprise when the doors swung open on their own.
“There you are, Naegi.” An unseen force tugged him inside by the drawstrings of his jacket, pulling him into the warmly lit office and right into the middle of the meeting as the door swung shut behind him.
Kyoko was seated in a large, plush chair, hands folded neatly in her lap. Byakuya stood behind the chair to the left of her, hand still raised as he pulled Makoto into the empty chair with a flick of his wrist. He was the only one in his pajamas, he now realized, feeling especially out of place with how surprisingly… fancy this office seemed to be.
Bookshelves lined either of the side walls, a fancy light fixture hung above their heads, a large monitor that was meant to look like a window stretched the back wall, and Monokuma’s ridiculous, utterly gigantic chair sat proudly in front of it. The teddy bear was standing up in it to be able to reach the top of the large (also notably fancy) desk, he had never looked so small in Makoto’s eyes. He absentmindedly noted the string of cords hooked up to something behind the desk, maybe that’s how he recharges or something…
Monokuma snickered from his spot behind the desk as Makoto regained his composure, “Straight to the point I see, Byakuya. As expected from a Togami, I suppose! Er, there’s tissues on that shelf over there if you need them.”
Makoto glanced back at the blonde, who hurriedly used a hand to cover his nose and made a move for the box of tissues behind them.
“Gross.” The bear mumbled, before shaking his head and putting his paws down on the table. “Alright my little detective team, we’ve got a serious problem on our hands!”
“We’re well aware.” Kyoko adjusted in her seat, “What information can you give us to help us investigate?”
“I-investigate?” Makoto asked incredulously, “I mean it’s not like a murder case or anything, we’re just making sure everything is okay, right?”
“Regardless of whether or not someone has died yet, we should still take this seriously.” Byakuya interjected, stepping back towards the group and discreetly placing the pink stained tissue into his blazer pocket. “We need to know exactly what happened.”
Makoto sank down in his chair, dread bubbling up inside him once again at the thought of one of their friends betraying them. Why can’t I just like… feel it? Shouldn’t I just be able to tell? Why couldn’t I tell with Sayaka right away?
Monokuma had started speaking, Makoto couldn’t stop his train of thought. Things just felt… wrong when Sayaka was being controlled. This would be so much easier if I could just do what I was-
Oh. Dangerous train of thought. He gulped, finally tuning back to the conversation at hand. I shouldn’t be wishing for something like that.
“So if you already know who was alone when the security breach occurred, why can’t we just review the security footage up until you cut the cameras off?” Kyoko questioned, leaning forward in her seat as Monokuma vigorously shook his head.
“No, no, no, absolutely not! I know this is just a ploy to snoop around, I already told both you it isn’t gonna happen!” He put his paws on his hips, glaring from Kyoko to Byakuya. “But don’t worry- I have all the information you need right here!”
The screen behind his chair flickered, switching from its fake window background to a large display with several familiar names and faces on it.
78-11- Celestia Ludenberg- Game Room
78-12- Hifumi Yamada- Art Room
78-08- Mondo Owada- Boy’s Locker Room
78-15- Chihiro Fujisaki- Second Floor Hallway
78-09- Sakura Ogami- Pool Room
78-10- Byakuya Togami- Library
“Byakuya?” Makoto asked, looking up at where Byakuya grimaced next to him.
“Sakura has already removed the monitor from the library, why is my name on this list?” Byakuya asked coldly, Kyoko eyed him from her seat.
Monokuma chuckled, “Now, now, don’t be so upset. Like I said, I wanted to make sure you had all the information! Clearly I trust you, otherwise you wouldn’t be part of the investigation in the first place!”
“Or, you wanted me involved to keep me close to Makoto- who has been proven to basically be a walking spyware detector.” He retorted coldly.
“I wish.” Makoto grumbled, he was ignored.
“Well, if there’s really nothing wrong with you, then what’s the problem?” Monokuma asked with a tilt of the head. “Maybe we should let Makoto look in your head right now! That should clear things up quickly, right?”
“I am not comfortable with that.” Byakuya grumbled.
“Yeah I-I’m not either.” Makoto agreed, ”I really don’t think it’s Byakuya. I feel like we would know by now. And like he said- there’s no monitor in there, right?”
“Right. So let’s move on to the real suspects, please.” Byakuya insisted, adjusting his glasses. “Let’s start at the top. Celeste was alone in the game room, and she would certainly be an asset for anyone trying to gain the upper hand against us. Her powers would make isolating someone else easy.”
“Celeste hasn’t exactly been acting suspicious,” Kyoko mused, resting her chin on her gloved hand. “No more suspicious than usual, anyway. However I think it’s too soon to tell if anyone is truly acting different from how they would normally behave.”
“I dunno,” Makoto interjected, thinking back to when he first felt something was off with Sayaka, “S-Sayaka was acting kinda weird right away, Celeste seemed pretty normal earlier. So did Hifumi, I think- Hina and I found him in the art room during the black out and there wasn’t any weird lights or sounds coming from there.”
“You were on the third floor?” Byakuya raised an eyebrow, glancing down at him before turning back to Monokuma. “Why aren’t he and Asahina on this list?”
“They were together. In the bathroom. With no cameras or monitors.” Monokuma explained with a shrug. “Didn’t seem like a big deal to me.”
Kyoko and Byakuya turned to look at him for answers, Makoto awkwardly scratched at the back of neck.
“I-It’s a long story, I’ll explain later.”
“So that brings us to Mondo,” Kyoko continued, “I didn’t see much of him after the meeting.”
“He…” Makoto frowned, “He was acting kinda weird, I guess. He kept looking around the halls for something. But he basically acted the same. He seemed nervous- but I mean we were all nervous.”
Kyoko hummed in response, Makoto continued down the list. “I didn’t see Chihiro on the second floor at all, the first time I saw her was when she came into the meeting. But I mean there aren’t many monitors in the hallway, right?”
“We should find out where exactly she went, then.” Byakuya noted, “I noticed Sakura disappeared shortly after we were called to the gym.”
“Oh, I don’t think that’s anything to worry about.” Makoto assured him, both he and Kyoko once again looked to him for an explanation. “Oh, uh- she had been planning a little picnic date thing for her and Hina. I was supposed to distract her, that’s why we were upstairs together. I think they went to do that after the meeting.”
“Which means not only was Sakura alone when the security breach occurred,” Kyoko began, Byakuya finished for her.
“She was also able to bring another person to an isolated location.”
“W-well hang on, I still don’t think that means anything…” Makoto argued, though he couldn’t find it in himself to be confident. This was just a gut feeling, he didn’t have anything to back it up yet.
“I-I think it’s too soon to be making judgements.” He admitted, “We can’t be sure of anything yet, we need to talk to the others first to see what they said happened.”
“That’s a good idea.” Kyoko nodded in agreement, “Having them explain their alibi would also give you a chance to check them for any… strange behavior.”
“M-me? I have to talk to them?”
Kyoko turned to Monokuma instead of answering him, “Is there any way to recover the footage from when you noticed the security breach?”
“Hmmmm, maybe.” Monokuma scratched his chin, “I’ll see what I can do, but no promises.”
“I would say our most likely suspects right now would be Celestia or Mondo…” Byakuya thought, glaring up at the screen in front of them. “I’m going to keep more of an eye on Sakura as well, who knows what sort of damage she could do under someone else’s control.”
Makoto nervously fidgeted in his seat, he hated this. He hates everything about this. He didn’t want to do this again….
“Hey.” Kyoko put a hand on his knee, “It’s going to be alright. We aren’t going to let anything happen to anyone, okay? You need to make your peace with this.”
“I-I know.” Makoto took a deep breath, regaining his composure, “I’ll be fine, I promise, I just….. I hate this.”
Monokuma leaned forward on his desk, a patronizing tone to his voice, “Poor little Lucky, his heart is just too big….”
The best abruptly stood upright once again, clapping his paws together, “Well there’s no need to worry tonight- there isn’t much you can do now anyway. Sleep on it for now, we can start investigating tomorrow! I’ll send all this information to your e handbooks! Let’s get to the bottom of this!”
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He awoke the next morning to a faint ping! from his handbook on the nightstand. He blinked the sleep from his eyes, it was weird hearing a noise similar to his cell phone after being locked in the school for so long….
‘Hello detectives!’ A message at the top of the screen read, ‘I added all the information from last night to your handbooks, feel free to add to it when you need to! Happy Investigating!’
Makoto sat up in bed, scrolling through the review of what they had spoken of last night. I still can’t believe Byakuya’s name is on here…. He thought as he rubbed his eyes, I guess I can’t believe anyone is.
Once he had gotten ready for the day he slipped his jacket back on, remembering he still had a new video from Mukuro he needed to review. He considered telling Byakuya and Kyoko about it… but decided to play it safe and watch it himself first. Not because he didn’t trust them, or anything just….. because.
Just because.
Monokuma’s morning announcement crackled through the speakers as Makoto walked to the dining hall. Taka and Celeste were already inside, they seemed to be bickering about something when Taka noticed him enter.
“Ah- Good morning, Makoto!” He greeted enthusiastically, “You’re up earlier than usual! It’s nice to see you’re taking more initiative to start the day.”
“Ha, yeah…” he trailed off, plopping down in a seat by the end of the table. “Morning, Celeste.”
She hummed in response, taking one last drink from her now empty tea cup before getting up for a refill. Personable as always… Makoto thought with a sigh, before realizing this meant he was alone with Taka now.
“Hey, so uh…” he began awkwardly, glancing back at the kitchen to make sure Celeste was still occupied, “about yesterday-“
“Oh, right.” Taka frowned, moving to sit in the seat next to him, “I apologize for entering your room without your consent.”
“You don’t have to apologize, I’m not mad or anything.” Makoto assured him, “But do you… really not remember why you were in there?”
“I’m afraid not.” Taka answered, the light of his eyes flickered, “The last thing I remember is being in the training room with Leon and Yasuhiro.”
“Oh…” Makoto tried to hide his frustration at being left without a solid answer, “What were guys doing in there?”
“Leon wanted to show us… something,” the corner of his mouth twitched, his eyes flickered again. “I-I’m afraid I really don’t remember much of yesterday evening, my apologies.”
“Are you… okay? Your eyes look like they’re-“
“I’m perfectly fine.” Taka insisted immediately, smile just a little too forced for Makoto’s liking as he stood up and began to walk across the dining hall. “Good morning, Mondo!”
Makoto turned to see the biker groggily stumbling through the dining room doors, still looking half asleep despite having his hair and makeup already done. He lazily smiled back, responding through a yawn.
“Little early for all the enthusiasm, dontcha’ think, bro?”
The clinking of porcelain pulled his attention back to the table, Celeste sat back down across from him. She glanced up at him, setting the steaming cup to the side and clearing her throat before speaking.
“How did you sleep?” She asked simply, eyeing him up and down. Makoto got the feeling there was more to this than just small talk… there was always more to it with her.
“Uh, not well.” He answered truthfully, “Couldn’t get comfortable. What about you?”
“I slept well enough.” She laced her fingers together, “I was awoken at one point in the night, it sounded like someone walking down the hall.”
Oh, there it is.
Makoto held her gaze, trying to think of how to best approach this, he hated mind games like this.
“You can just ask me what I was doing up, Celeste.” He finally mumbled, she hummed.
“Alright, what were you doing wandering into the school all alone?”
Oh… did she not see Kyoko and Byakuya? Or is this a trick? He frowned, trying to think through his answer without hesitating long enough for her to get more suspicious.
“Monokuma wanted to talk about what happened yesterday.” He answered quietly, glancing to the side as more people began milling around the kitchen.
“I see.” She pulled her teacup towards her once more, “If Monokuma is bringing you into the loop on certain things, I suppose one can assume this means we have another… situation on our hands, yes?”
“I- I don’t know yet.” He fumbled over his response, it probably wasn’t good that the first suspect on his list was already aware there was an investigation.
“Of course you don’t.” She rolled her eyes, taking a long sip before continuing. “Let me know if I can be of any assistance.”
The conversation ended there, Leon and Sayaka came over to fill in their usual seats and the rest of the morning continued on as normal. Breakfast went off without a hitch, Makoto tried to keep an eye out for any… weird behavior, bad feelings, anything like that. Things seemed fine- maybe they were just being too paranoid about all of this.
“Before everyone leaves,” Sakura spoke up unexpectedly as a few people began taking their dishes to the kitchen. “There’s something I wanted to bring up: I plan on taking the rest of the monitors down from the school today. I could use some help locating the remaining ones.”
That’s… weird timing. Makoto thought worriedly, he saw Byakuya and Kyoko exchange a glance. Could just be a coincidence, though. Sakura… feels normal, I think.
“I’ll help!” Aoi cheerfully volunteered through a mouthful of food, Hiro lazily raised his hand from the end of the table.
“Yeah, I’ll help too, man. I want that stuff outta here.”
Sakura smiled, “Thank you, I appreciate it.”
Was that weird? Was any of this weird? Makoto frowned down at his empty plate. Why is this so hard for me to figure out?
The group began to disperse after that, everyone leaving to do whatever they had planned for the day. Makoto figured a good place to start would be watching Mukuro’s next disc. He exited the dining hall, so lost in thought he didn’t pay attention to the footsteps that hurried along beside him.
“Boo!” Sayaka poked his arm, startling him out of his thought and giggling. “Sorry, I couldn’t help myself!”
She followed him out into the hall, smile turning worried as they moved away from the others.
“But, seriously: I wanted to make sure you’re okay. You seem a little nervous.” She glanced around, “Or maybe I’m just a little nervous… That blackout really freaked me out yesterday.”
“Yeah, it freaked me out, too…” he mumbled as they continued down the hall into the school. “I- I am a little nervous, but it’s fine. Just trying to figure something out.”
“Something about yourself?” Sayaka tried, “I know the stuff in your file… really seemed to bother you.”
“Doesn’t it bother you?”
“No, if you weren’t able to do... what you did, you never would’ve been able to save Leon. Or me…”
“I guess that’s true.”
They slipped into silence as they reached the AV room, Makoto went to turn the doorknob and found it locked.
“That’s weird.” He mumbled, turning the knob a few more times to no avail, “Has this… ever been locked before?”
“I wouldn’t know,” Sayaka shrugged, “I don’t think I’ve ever been in there. We could find Monokuma and ask?”
Makoto paused, hand reaching towards Kyoko’s key still resting next the disc in his pocket. Probably not a good idea to use it in the middle of the day… Kyoko wouldn’t like me telling Sayaka about it either, I bet.
“Nah, it’s okay.” Makoto scratched the back of his head. “Do you think the tech lab has a DVD player?”
“DVD players do count as tech, I think.” Sayaka said thoughtfully, “Didn’t you say that was more… advanced sort of stuff, though?”
“Oh, yeah.” Makoto frowned, “Might be worth a shot, though. I’m gonna go look, thanks for.. checking on me, and stuff.”
She smiled warmly, “Don’t mention it. Let me know if you need anything, okay?”
She turned to leave when something suddenly occurred to him, “Uh, actually could I ask you something?”
“Of course.”
“Something sort of… uncomfortable?”
Sayaka’s smiled dropped some, she walked back towards him anyway. “Uh, okay. What’s up?”
“I know you don’t like thinking about… what happened.” Makoto began quietly, her smile fell completely. “I wouldn’t be bringing it up if it weren’t important, I promise. But, uh, when you were being… ya know, could you still like… act like yourself?”
Sayaka was quiet for a moment, staring down at her shoes and fussing with a strand of her hair.
“…I think so. I still knew what I was like it just… didn’t feel like me anymore. It ….was like I was trying to copy my own behavior. Does that make sense?”
“Yeah, that makes sense. S-sorry, I shouldn’t have said anything-“
“No, really it’s fine. It happened.” Sayaka took a deep breath, worry filled eyes meeting his own. “Does that mean… you think something happened yesterday?”
“I really don’t know yet.” Makoto answered truthfully, Sayaka looked back down at the floor.
“God…” her voice came out barely above a whisper, “I knew something was up, everyone has been acting weird today.”
“Wh-what do you mean?”
“Like, okay I woke up sorta early this morning- I went to go get some water from the kitchen, and I saw Monokuma and Byakuya arguing about something. When Monokuma noticed me they both stopped talking, by the time I left to go back to my room they were both gone.”
“Really?” Makoto blinked in surprise, Byakuya arguing with Monokuma wasn’t… too out of character for the blonde. Given everything that happened last night, especially, Byakuya definitely wasn’t the biggest fan of the school’s ‘headmaster’ right now.
“Hifumi was acting a little strange too. When me and Leon were coming to breakfast this morning he was like… just standing in the hallway looking all nervous.” Her nose scrunched up some, “And sweaty. I hope he took a shower this morning…”
“Those are… definitely weird things.” And from two people I was already supposed to be investigating.
“If someone is…” Sayaka’s voice cracked some, she cleared her throat before continuing, “you know, not themselves right now, what are you gonna do?”
“I… I don’t know.” Makoto answered truthfully, and all his frustration with the situation began to bubble up inside him again, “I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how I’m supposed to figure this out…”
Sayaka took his hand, giving it a reassuring squeeze. “You’ll figure it out.”
“What if I can’t?”
“Don’t worry about that.” Sayaka assured him, “If you try to force yourself too much, you’ll never get anything done. I don’t know what I can really do to help… but I’m here for you if you need it, okay?”
“Yeah… Thank you.” He smiled back, “What made you wanna check on me, anyway?”
“Didn’t you read my file? I’m psychic.”
“Wh-what? Seriously?”
She giggled again, “I’m kidding. I’m just intuitive… and you were gripping your fork like a maniac again this morning.”
“Oh. Right.” He rolled his eyes at his own behavior, am I really that easy to read?
There was another ping from his handbook, he fished it out of his pant’s pocket and found a new message at the top.
14: Mondo seemed defensive when I brought up yesterday’s events. He’s heading into the school now.
10: Naegi, go talk to him.
He sighed, shoving the handbook back in his pocket. “I-I think I need to go. Thanks again for checking on me.”
“No worries,” She smiled, a bit nervous this time, “Good luck with everything. Let me know if you need anything.”
He hurried back down the hall towards the dorms, rounding a corner and colliding directly into the person he was looking for.
“Shit, Mac.” Mondo caught him by the upper arm before he fell backwards, helping him regain his balance before releasing him. “Watch where your goin’ man, yer gonna bust your head open runnin’ into shit like that.”
“Sorry! Sorry, I was just thinking about stuff.” He rubbed his head where he’d bumped it against Mondo’s jaw. The biker didn’t seem bothered by their collision… but than again physical pain never seemed to be a problem for Mondo.
“No worries, kid.” He ruffled Makoto’s hair and continued into the school. Makoto hastily followed after him.
“Where are you going, anyway?” He asked, Mondo raised an eyebrow.
“Upstairs.”
“Oh, cool.” He followed along behind, unsure of how to go about asking his questions. They passed the AV room again, he grabbed onto Mondo’s sleeve to stop him.
“Hey, uh, can I actually get your help with something?” He asked, pointing to the door. “The AV room is locked for some reason and I uh… need to get in there.”
Mondo looked between him and the door. “I ain’t breaking it for ya, sorry. I promised Taka I wouldn’t do stuff like that anymore… don’t really feel like gettin’ tased again, anyway.”
“That’s fair… I guess I wouldn’t wanna get tased either.” Makoto grumbled, trying to doorknob once again like it may have magically unlocked itself while he was paying attention.
“Sorry, Mac.” Mondo turned to walk down the hall again, Makoto followed.
Mondo certainly noticed him, glancing at him over his shoulder every now and then. He stayed quiet till they reached the second floor, finally pausing his walk and turning to face him again.
“So.. where are you going?”
Makoto shrugged, trying his best to seem casual. “Third floor. I figured there’s probably a DVD player in the tech lab, right?”
“Maybe.” Mondo seemed to relax a fraction now that he didn’t think he was being followed, “I can’t understand any of the shit in there. I think Chi’s the only one who can.” He chuckled a little at that, turning to head down the hall to the locker rooms.
Makoto figured he probably shouldn’t follow him right now, not when he was clearly still on the defense… he didn’t get a sense that anything was really wrong from Mondo, though. That helped put him at ease.
He continued up the next flight of stairs, hoping to accomplish something other than just wandering around this morning. The third floor seemed to be empty, the hallways eerily silent as he turned the corner to make it to the tech lab.
Once again met by staggering amounts of technology, large screens and strange machines and so many blinking lights it was almost dizzying. He didn’t know where to begin looking for a DVD player, nothing in here was as simple as the stuff downstairs… this may not have been his best idea.
He walked over to the smaller screen Chihiro had used when she was fixing Taka, it seemed to be the simplest thing here. Maybe he could watch the disc on that?
Tink!
His foot kicked against something on the ground, he looked down to find a metal water bottle laying on it’s side. It felt empty, he noted as he bent down to pick it up, turning it over and inspecting the olive green bottle for any indication of who it might belong to. It would make sense if it was Chihiro’s, she certainly spent the most time in here.
He set it on the metal table next to him and got back to investigating the computer, finding nothing that even remotely resembled a disc drive anywhere. Why is it so hard just to watch a video? Schools are supposed to have lots of places to do that!
Another ping from his handbook got his attention- he was gonna have to find a way to silence that- another message from Kyoko.
14: Did someone tell Celeste what we were doing?
Makoto cursed his inability to keep a secret, abandoning the tech lab for now and hurrying back down the stairs in case he needed to intervene with whatever was going on. He passed by the locker rooms on the second floor, thinking about quickening his pace to a jog when a muffled crash got his attention.
He stopped, hearing more muffled sounds of someone speaking, and cautiously approached the locker room doors. The first door was open, Makoto was left standing amidst the weights and pool supplies trying to determine if the sound came from the boy’s or girl’s room. Monokuma had made it painfully clear that anyone caught sneaking into the wrong changing room would face serious consequences; which Makoto previously would’ve just rolled his eyes at if he hadn’t seen what Monokuma is capable of already.
Makoto jolted as another thump sounded from the boy’s locker room, a muffled sound of someone cursing from inside. Oh, right. Mondo.
He hesitated to open the door, scanner pausing a few inches away from the scanner as he wondered if this was the best course of action. If Mondo was the one who was being controlled, being alone with him in a room full of heavy objects was probably the last place he needed to be.
The scanner beeped to let him in anyway, and the door slid open automatically, taking away any chance he had to change his mind.
“Jesus-“ Mondo startled, nearly tripping over as he turned to face the doorway. He had a tangled mess of the room’s monitor and it’s cables in his arms, it seemed he forgot to unhook them before prying it off the wall and they were still struggling to stay connected to wherever inside the walls they were supposed to plug in.
“What the hell are you doing here?” Mondo questioned, moving the monitor to one arm and putting the other on his hip. “You scared the hell outta me.”
“Sorry, I just… heard some noise from in here.” Makoto fumbled over his answer, carefully trying to work around the hostility in Mondo’s tone. “Just wanted to make sure you were okay.”
Mondo clearly didn’t believe him, locking eyes with him like a challenge. “ ‘S that all?”
Makoto could feel that he was angry, sure, but it still felt like Mondo. Nothing felt… wrong, yet.
“Yeah? What else would it be?”
“Kyoko was grillin’ me this morning.” he grumbled in response, turning away from him to remove the cables from the monitor, which Makoto now noticed had a smashed in screen. “Did she send you in here to spy on me?”
“No! I promise. I haven’t even talked to her this morning!” That wasn’t a total lie, they hadn’t spoken face to face. “Why would she want me to spy on you?”
“I don’t fuckin’ know.” Mondo finally freed the monitor of the wall completely, huffing in frustration and setting on the bench next to a dust pan filled with some small shards of glass.
He turned to face Makoto fully again, “Why don’t you tell me?”
“I-I really don’t know-“
“I thought you were an honest guy, Mac.”
That stopped Makoto, looking back up to see a surprisingly genuine look of disappointment in his eyes. Honesty seemed to mean a lot to Mondo, for some reason.
“I… okay.” He finally relented. Sayaka and Celeste already figured out something was going on, it wouldn’t be long till everyone else did too. “Uh, we think there may have been a security breach during the black out. Like what happened with Sayaka.”
Mondo nodded slowly, eyes flicking over to the broken screen as Makoto continued. “So I’m supposed to check on everyone that was on the second and third floors, since there’s still monitors here we hadn’t gotten to yet. Just to be safe.”
“I get it.” Mondo huffed again, “Makin’ sure I’m not brainwashed or some shit.”
“Y-yeah. Don’t take it personally-“
“I’m not takin’ it personally, Mac. I promise.” Mondo seemed to calm down a fraction, scratching at the back of his neck. “Go ahead and check me then, I got nothin’ to hide.”
He glanced away once more at that last part, Makoto tried not to think much of it.
“Uh- okay?” He paused, unsure of how to really do this, “Can you tell me what you were doing in here yesterday?”
“Yeah. Workin’ out.” Mondo shrugged. “I was lifting weights when the power went out. And… to be perfectly honest with ya, the screen in here did kick on.”
“I-it did?”
“Yeah. Scared me so bad I threw the dumbbell in my hands at it.” Mondo almost laughed at that, gesturing over to a spot where a dumbbell still laid on the floor. “I came up to clean everything up before Sakura got in here, I didn’t want anyone freaking out about it or anything.”
“So you… didn’t hear the codes, or anything?” Makoto couldn’t help be a little skeptic, this wasn’t really making sense.
“Nah. It kicked on, there was static, I smashed it.”
“Then… why didn’t you just tell us? Why would you want to hide that?”
Mondo tensed again, posture growing defensive as he hesitated to respond. “Maybe I didn’t want you and Kirigiri ridin’ my fuckin case like this.” He retorted, “Nothing happened, so it doesn’t matter. Right?”
“I mean, it wouldn’t matter, but…” Makoto paused, “Mondo, you gotta understand how suspicious this looks. You were in here alone when everything happened, and then you tried to hide it, you can’t blame us for thinking-“
“I wasn’t alone.” Mondo argued, and then stopped, eyes widening in fear. “I mean- I saw you guys right after it happened. You would know if something was wrong with me already, right? You can just like sense it or some shit, can’t you?”
“Wait, Mondo-“ Makoto started as the biker suddenly pushed past him out of the locker room. “Hey! Where are you going?”
“I gotta meet Taka for something. See you later.”
“Wha- you can’t just leave!” He reached out and grabbed the sleeve of Mondo’s jacket. “Mondo this is serious!”
“Wha- let go of me!”
“No! Talk to me!” He stomped his foot, too frustrated to care if it seemed childish.
“Let go of my jacket, Makoto.” He growled. “I don’t gotta tell you shit.”
“Why are you being so weird?” Makoto asked, voice raising in volume as his frustration ignited into anger at how needlessly secretive the biker seemed to me. “Stop dodging the question and just tell me what’s going on!”
Mondo froze, staring down at him blankly with his mouth still opened for whatever string of curse words he had been planning. After a moment the biker blinked away the dazed look in his eyes.
“What… how’d you do that? What the hell was that?” His voice was much quieter now, all his previous rage replaced by genuine confusion.
“D-do what?” Makoto finally released his jacket, confused himself at the biker’s sudden change in attitude.
“Yer voice got weird.” Mondo tried to explain, “It was like… echoey or some shit.”
“Echoey?”
“Like in my head, I-“ Mondo shook his head, like he could possibly shake the feeling out physically. “Fuckin’ whatever. I probably just didn’t get enough sleep last night.”
“I’m sorry I yelled.” Makoto mumbled, taking a deep breath to calm his still riled up nerves. “I’m just… I’m scared. I don’t want anyone getting hurt again.”
“Tch, I was yellin’ too. I yell all the time, you ain’t gotta apologize for that.” Mondo smirked, though it quickly faded into a much more thoughtful expression. “I… I don’t want anyone gettin’ hurt either.”
“Then can you tell me what’s going on?” Makoto tried, watching Mondo shift uncomfortably and scratch at the back of his neck.
“No.” He finally answered, dashing Makoto’s hopes. “I’m sorry, Mac, I made a promise. I gotta keep my word as a man.”
This only added to Makoto’s confusion, Mondo continued. “You can do whatever else you want to try an figure out if I’m innocent. Quiz me, follow me, whatever- but I ain’t talking about last night. I can’t. I need you to respect that.”
“I… Okay, just-“ Makoto rubbed at his temples, at least this was something. “You were with another person when the lights went out, right? You weren’t alone?”
Mondo stayed quiet, Makoto pushed. “I don’t need to know who or anything- I’m just trying to figure things out.”
“When the lights crapped out, I was alone.” He admitted. “They had left for a minute, but everything else I said before is true. The screen kicked on and I threw a dumbbell at it. Nothin’ else happened, I swear.”
Makoto stared at him for a moment more, locking eyes with him before finally sighing.
“Okay. I believe you.”
———————————————————
The rest of the afternoon had been… fine?
Not good, but fine.
Makoto was at the door to the AV room again, mentally exhausted and desperate for any information to make the day feel worthwhile. He felt around for Kyoko’s key in his pocket, he had just seen Monokuma talking to Taka in the dorms, so he shouldn’t be paying too much attention to the cameras now… right?
True to what Kyoko had told him, this key really did seem to open every door. The AV room door creaked open easily and Makoto flicked the lights on with a sigh of relief.
I need to make this quick… he thought as he shut the door behind him and hurried over to what had become his usual monitor. Please be something helpful.
With the disc inserted, Makoto nervously paced around as he waiting for the video to load, unsure of what to expect based on how… desperate Mukuro had seemed in her last one. Not knowing what truly happened to her was still eating away at him, but he had much more pressing things to worry about right now.
Finally the video began started, Makoto leaned on his arms against the edge of the monitor. Mukuro’s familiar face came into view, eyes tired and gray shirt stained pink in places.
But she was… smiling?
“Seven, I hope this message finds you safe.” Her voice was quiet, it looked like she was sitting down against a wall somewhere. “I know things may seem especially grim given your current situation… whatever that may be now, but I think I finally have good news for you.”
She shifted how she was sitting slightly, moving what looked like a long bow from where it sat leaned against the wall beside her. “Sorry for how dark this video may be. I finally found a place in the building she doesn’t know about, but there’s no light in here.”
“One is a… dangerous person. I’m sure you’ve learned that by now. She isn’t directly responsible for locking you all away, but her influence is still there. She’s been pulling the strings, pushing Kirigiri and the old benefactor into doing what she wants without them even realizing. Her goal is to keep you all trapped there till she can figure out how to get a hold of you.”
She smiled, the first genuinely hopeful expression he had seen on her throughout all these videos. “But I know how you can get out-out- out-“
The video suddenly skipped, audio dissolving into a glitched mess. Makoto panicked, slapping at the side of the monitor while he frantically searched for what the problem may be.
“Wait wait wait-“ he pleaded, the visual feed began to glitch as well. “Wait, what’s going on?”
The lights of the room flickered, Makoto’s body seized in fear. Oh no. Not again. Despite being braced for the worst: another attempt to hijack his free will, something like that, the lights seemed to return to normal.
The sudden, violent sparking of the monitor he had been watching took away his chance to feel relieved. The screen went completely dead, a thin trail of smoke floating up from the fan on the back.
“Wh-what?” He asked in disbelief. “Did it just… short out?” He pressed the button to eject the disc. He pressed it again. And Again.
What’s going on??? Why would it just die like that?
He looked around for something to use to manually get the disc out himself. He had to know what Mukuro was about to say. The lights flickered again. One of the screens mounted on the wall to his right suddenly kicked on; displaying a black screen with small pink text scrolling along the bottom. Against his better judgement (and all other forms of common sense) Makoto approached the screen to read it.
‘YOU SHOULD NOT INTERFERE. BROKEN BOY.’
Something clicked behind him, a familiar feeling of fear shot up his spine.
‘CONSIDER THIS A WARNING.’
All at once: the overhead lights cut out, the whole wall of screens erupted to life, blaring sounds of static and flashing images that sent Makoto reeling backwards towards the floor. A high pitched note made his head spin, he had to stop himself form vomiting from the force of vertigo and nausea combined.
This isn’t gonna stop me. He thought, gritting his teeth and forcing himself up on all fours. You’ve tried this before. It isn’t gonna stop me.
He got up on his feet, the room tilted violently to the left. He stumbled his way towards the door and fumbled with the handle. Locked. He gagged as the sounds somehow raised in volume. This was unbearable- how was it so loud? He pounded on the door, unable to force a sound out of his mouth as he desperately hoped someone would notice all the racket.
This was different from the codes, he realized, fists still pounding against the door’s metal surface. The codes were disorienting, of course, but this was violent. This wasn’t trying to empty him out to put something else in, this was trying to tear him down completely.
There was… something weirdly familiar about this.
He could suddenly feel something creeping around the edges of his mind, something familiar and wrong and unsettling. He stopped knocking, turning back towards the cacophony of sounds in the room and leaning against the door for support.
“I… I can feel that! I know you’re watching!” He tried to shout over the noise, eyes glaring around the room and finally settling on the camera. “This isn’t gonna work on me. So just- j-just STOP!”
The room was abruptly plunged into the darkness, Makoto collapsed against the door. Desperately trying to catch his breath and let the ringing in his ears fade. There was speaking, maybe even shouting, from the other side of the door. He couldn’t focus.
“-s in there?”
“was… awful sounds-“
“… Sakura… could break thi-“
The doors surface began to creak, Makoto stumbled back as it began to collapse in on itself. The door folded itself up like a piece of tinfoil, finally falling off the hinges completely and flooding the room with light from the hallway.
Makoto gagged again, his headache so unbearable he really thought he might pass out.
“Makoto?!” That was Sayaka’s voice, flooded with panic as two cold hands suddenly cupped his face. “Oh my god oh my god- what happened?”
“He doesn’t look right…” That was Leon. “Here, Hina help me get him outta here.”
Two sets of hands helped lift him up, he tried to force his own legs to work as they half dragged him into the hall. He was finally able to blink his vision back into focus as Byakuya began speaking.
“Someone go get Kiyotaka. Move, let me look at him.”
One set of hands left him, footsteps retreated down the hall. The blonde’s face moved close to him, wiping sweat from his brow with the tissue from last night.
“Makoto? Can you hear me?”
“Y-yeah.” Makoto weakly grinned. “You broke the door, right? Heh, Monokuma’s gonna be mad…”
Byakuya’s concerned expression shifted back to the annoyed one he was used to.
“He’s fine. You can drop him now.” He muttered. Makoto chuckled.
“Dude what happened in there?” Leon asked from where he was still helping to hold him up. “That was like… insane sounding.”
“It wasn’t… That wasn’t what the codes sounded like…” Sayaka hesitantly mumbled, pulling at a strand of her hair as she frowned. “Right? That must’ve been something else…”
“I-I dunno exactly. Can I sit down? I’m dizzy…” Makoto began, letting Leon help him slide down the wall till he was seated on the floor. “But… I think Monokuma was right. I think I felt something in there.”
Byakuya’s eyes widened, just barely, Makoto wouldn’t have seen it if he wasn’t already looking. Leon and Sayaka didn’t seem to notice.
“Felt what?” Leon asked.
“I felt… someone? I felt the network thing.” Makoto frowned, gaze flicking between the three of them. “Someone is definitely not on our side anymore.”
Chapter 14: The Build Up
Summary:
Makoto’s investigation continues, and he’s finally closing in on a suspect when things- as usual- start rapidly going wrong. Some of his friends may be keeping more secrets than he originally thought.
Notes:
Howdy, just a quick PSA and Warning here: This chapter has some talk and brief descriptions of vomit. If this sort of stuff bothers you, proceed carefully.
Chapter Text
Knock Knock Knock!
“Wha…?” Makoto sat up in bed, blinking the sleep from his eyes at the sound of knocking on his door.
He still felt… super out of it, probably because of all the pain meds he took just to be able to fall asleep last night. His headache hadn’t let up the rest of the afternoon, he spent the evening laying in complete darkness in the nurse’s office with a damp towel over his eyes. He had gotten so desperate he asked Taka if he could try whatever medicine he had used after he had fought Sayaka. The android had frowned in disapproval, and lectured him on the dangers of using medicine for anything other than their strict intended purpose. That hadn’t helped his head much.
Knock Knock Knock!
Oh, right. The door.
Makoto got up from his bed, relieved the throbbing in his head had nearly completely left him after a night’s sleep. He opened his bedroom door just as someone began knocking again.
“Woah, hey man.” Hiro grinned down at him. “How you feeling?”
“Better.” Makoto yawned, “Sorry, did I sleep in?”
“No worries, man. It’s not that late. I just wanted to check on ya.”
He’s really taking this guardian angel thing to heart… Makoto thought with a smile. “I’m feeling a lot better, I promise.”
“Sick.” Hiro stuck his hands into his jacket pockets, “I was gonna offer to bring you breakfast if you weren’t feeling up to hangin’ out in the kitchen, Hifumi made some weird French breakfast thing. It’s pretty good.”
“Oh, I can come to the table, you don’t have to worry so much. Just give me a minute to change.”
“Alright! See you in a sec!” Hiro gave him a thumbs up as he closed the door.
Hifumi made breakfast… Makoto hated that the idea of that worried him now. Hifumi’s made food for everyone like a dozen times. Just because his name is on some stupid list doesn’t mean I have to be suspicious of everything he does.
He quickly got dressed for the day, trying to force all his concerns about the still ongoing investigation from his mind. He had updated Kyoko and Byakuya on what Mondo had said, and told them he was almost certain the biker had nothing to do with it. Byakuya was, as expected, far from convinced; but Kyoko said she trusted his judgement.
So that left five: Sakura, Hifumi, Chihiro, Celeste, and Byakuya.
It really can’t be Byakuya. Makoto tried to reason with his own anxiety as he combed through his hair with his fingers, I would know by now… Sure, he’s been acting weird lately, but I would definitely know after all the conversations we’ve had already. Sayaka mentioned that Hifumi was acting weird yesterday… maybe I’ll try talking to him next.
He finally made his way to the dining hall, finding his usual seat between Sayaka and Leon left open for him with a plate a food already waiting. A few of the others at the table greeted him, Leon pushed the chair back so he could sit easier.
“Hey, Mac.” Leon greeted through a mouthful of food, “How’s your head?”
“Way better, thanks.” Makoto smiled, making a conscious effort to hold his utensils normally so he wouldn’t worry Sayaka again. “Sorry I’m late, I guess I slept through Monokuma’s announcements.”
“Oh, he actually didn’t do that this morning.” Leon shrugged.
“What?”
“Yeah, it was kinda weird honestly,” Hina chimed in from across the table. “I didn’t realize how used to it I had gotten. The whole morning feels kinda… off without him yelling at us.”
There were a few nods of agreement around the table, Toko nervously tugged on her braids. “I d-don’t like not knowing where he is…. It makes me n-n-nervous knowing he’s hiding somewhere just watching us…”
“I’m sure he’ll show up at some point today to bother us.” Celeste commented, “I, for one, am going to enjoy this peace while it lasts.”
Taka stood from where he was seated between Mondo and Chihiro, “If it’s truly worrying you all I can go look-“
Taka stopped abruptly, eyes flickering out to a dull red and a whirring sound similar to what Makoto had heard before sounding as the rest of the table stared. As suddenly as it began, it seemed whatever was happening stopped- and Taka blinked in confusion as his eyes lit up once more.
“What… what was I talking about?” He frowned, seeming to ask no one in particular as he sat back down. “I- sorry, I’m not sure what just happened…”
Mondo and Chihiro shared a worried glance, Mondo put his arm around him. “You alright, bro?”
“Of course! Perfectly fine.” Taka smiled, something about it seemed too wide as he turned to Makoto. “If you’re feeling up to it, everyone was a little curious to know what exactly happened yesterday.”
“Yeah, we know you got a thing from that girl,” Hifumi leaned forward to see Makoto from his spot at the other end of the table, “but what happened to make everything get…. Crazy? I could hear that noise all the way from the dorms!”
“Oh, uh,” Makoto stuttered, “I dunno what Byakuya already told you, but I’m not sure there’s really anything I can add, honestly. I tried to watch a video she left and halfway through the whole room got all…. Loud.”
He nervously laughed, “And I promise I was gonna tell you guys, but things like that happen too often when I watch Mukuro’s videos…”
“Byakuya said you were…. Interrupted, let’s call it, halfway through the video.” Celeste raised an eyebrow, “What information were you able to get from it before that?”
Makoto hesitated, but everyone was clearly expecting an answer.
“She said she knew a way for us to get out-“
“Seriously?” Leon cut him off, “Alright, man! How do we do it?”
Makoto didn’t answer, dejectedly watching the group’s excitement die down.
“You… d-didn’t get to hear that p-part, did you?” Toko asked with a grimace.
“No.” Makoto mumbled. “I’m sorry.”
“It’s like they’re intentionally trying to get a rise out of us.” Sakura commented, arms folded. “Letting us so close to an escape and taking it away.”
That was certainly what it felt like to Makoto, he slumped down in his chair as Sakura continued.
“You cannot let this stop you.” She told him, eyes full of determination. “We’re stronger than this, Makoto. All of us are. We’ll get past this.”
“That’s the most intense pep talk I’ve ever heard.” Hiro commented, looking somewhat afraid before turning to Makoto, “But for real Little Mac, don’t sweat it. We all appreciate you trying.”
“Um,” Chihiro cleared her throat, “I-I tried to get the dvd for you after I heard what happened. But the entire computer is completely busted. I can’t think of a way to get it out without risking us breaking it…” She sighed in defeat, “Nothing in the AV room is working anymore, it’s like everything overloaded.”
“That’s… definitely what it felt like to me, ha…” Makoto tried to laugh. “I’m sure we’ll figure something out, though. Maybe I can ask Monokuma about it when we track him down.”
The conversation tapered off into uneasy silence, no one really spoke for the rest of their shared breakfast. Eventually everyone began to wander from the dining hall one by one. Makoto offered to take care of the dishes today, if for no other reason to make himself feel useful after facing so many dead ends yesterday.
He was about halfway through the monotonous task, allowing the repetitive motions and constant sound of sloshing water distract him when he heard heels clicking into the room.
“Alright, Makoto.” Celeste announced her presence, an annoyed tone lacing her voice as she hopped up on the counter next to where he was working. “We need to discuss some things.”
“Uh-“ Makoto blinked away his surprise at the intrusion, holding up his soap covered hands, “I’m… sorta doing something right now, Celeste.”
She rolled her eyes, picking up a towel from the counter next to her and proceeding to half heartedly dry the bowls he had stacked.
“Kyoko has been harassing me the past two days.” She complained, “And while I find her company the least detestable of everyone here, I do not appreciate being thought of like some suspect.”
She set the dry bowl to the side and clicked her tongue, “And now Byakuya is insisting I talk to him about what I was doing during the blackout. Ugh.” She leaned in close to him, red eyes staring intensely into his own, “I am not exaggerating when I tell you I would rather spend my afternoon cleaning Leon’s bathroom than waste my time talking to that imbecile.”
“R-really?” Makoto leaned away from her stare, “I figured you two would get along okay, you both seem to like… uh, fancy stuff?”
“If we were not locked away from society than perhaps I would not mind him… if for no other reason than him being useful.” Useful? What the heck does that mean? “But here, he is of little interest or use to me; and I find his general attitude irritating and demeaning.”
“Kind of a… ‘pot calling the kettle’ situation, don’t you think?” Makoto tried to joke, faltering as she once again turned her piercing stare to him.
“As I was saying,” she continued, “I am here so you can question me, and once you rightfully deduce my innocence you will tell Kirigiri and Togami to leave me alone.” She smiled sweetly, Makoto was always amazed by her ability to keep up appearances.
“Simple, is it not? Let’s begin.”
“Well hold on,” Makoto turned off the faucet, turning to face her completely now, “I dunno how I feel about this, it seems kinda weird that you’re asking for an interrogation. I mean… what if I decide you’re actually guilty?”
She laughed- a real, genuine laugh that took Makoto off guard. “Makoto,” she smiled down at him. “If I were the one working for the mastermind, you would be dead already. I always work very fast to eliminate problems.”
Makoto blinked, suddenly very aware of how many knives and other sharp objects they were surrounded by in this kitchen.
“That’s… probably true.” He agreed nervously. “I- okay. We can talk, I needed to talk to you about this at some point, anyway… Are you sure you want to do it in here? Someone could be listening.”
She shrugged, “We may go somewhere more private if that makes you comfortable. However, I do not feel anyone in the dining area at this time, you can finish your little chore if you want.”
Makoto decided to ignore the condescending tone for now, “Hey, uh, about your whole… feeling people thing actually…” he trailed off, scrubbing a plate as he thought through how to phrase his question. “How do you… do that?”
She raised an eyebrow, “Why do you ask?”
“Because I…” he paused, setting his rag and dish down in favor of just leaning against the sink. “I’ve been trying to like… feel my way through this investigation, you know? But I don’t know how I do it! Sayaka just felt wrong when I talked to her, but it took me awhile to actually like… grasp that. I can’t do it on my own, and things keep almost happening but I-“
“Stop rambling.” She held a hand up to silence him, and in a softer tone added: “An important first step is to not allow yourself to become overwhelmed. Breathe.”
He hesitantly complied, taking a deep breath and trying to relax his increasingly tense posture.
“Very good. Now let’s focus on one thing at a time.” She cleared her throat. “You mentioned being able to somehow intuit that Sayaka was not behaving correctly- elaborate on that.”
“Uh… I dunno, she just felt different?”
“In what way?”
“I-uh, empty?” Makoto struggled, feeling like he was the being interrogated now, “She felt empty. You remember…. What that felt like, right?”
Her mouth twitched into a frown at the memory, “Yes. I do.”
She paused, drying another dish while she thought. “Sayaka felt relatively normal on the surface, I hadn’t bothered actually reading into her thoughts- I had no reason to- so I suppose it makes sense that you also may not be able to tell without delving into deeper conversation.”
“Yeah, I guess.” Makoto shrugged, “I just wish I knew how to do it on purpose.”
She hummed, seeming lost in thought like he had never spoken, “perhaps I should look deeper into some people here, there has been a surplus of strange behavior lately.”
“Well, okay, maybe you shouldn’t pry into people’s brains without their permission, that’s mean.” She rolled her eyes as he continued, “What do you mean ‘suspicious behavior’?”
“I am sure you’ve noticed Mondo is hiding something, that oaf displays his feelings like a billboard, Chihiro seems even more weak and subdued than usual, as well. Hifumi has been acting rather strange, though I suppose he is always acting strange. And Byakuya…. Something is certainly wrong with him.”
“What makes you say that?”
“Normally he is much harder to read.” Celeste tapped her chin thoughtfully, “He tries to put up a wall to prevent me from seeing inside, these past two days that wall has been crumbling…. I think something is wrong with him.”
Makoto gulped, worry edging it’s way into his tone despite his attempts to seem calm, “Wrong…. How exactly?”
“He seems…. pained.” Celeste answered casually, clearly she didn’t care much. “I cannot discern whether it’s physical or mental. Do with this what you will.”
“P-Pained?” Makoto tried to process all of that, “Why are you telling me all of this? Just to get some of the suspicion away from yourself?”
She smiled again, amused, “Believe it or not I do wish to help you, Makoto. Something like this affects me as well, I have no reason to wish that you would not succeed…. Besides, you don’t really believe it’s me that is compromised either, do you?”
He held her eyes for a moment, taking a deep breath and searching them for…. Anything? Something? Maybe nothing?
“I don’t think so.” He finally answered, “But tell me what happened, anyway. I need to be sure.”
“Very well.” She sighed, “I was in the game room on the third floor when the power went out. I was alone, I’m afraid there’s not much else to tell. I heard someone scream at some point, and I believe I heard you and Asahina walking by. I decided to stay out till the power came back on…. Feeling my way through the dark wasn’t something I planned on doing.”
“That scream was probably Hifumi,” Makoto thought, “Hina and I found making something in the art room. So, uh, what were you doing in the game room?”
“Waiting for Yasuhiro to arrive. I have been curious as to whether or not I’d be able to beat him at cards… Playing against a psychic may actually be a challenge for me, hm?”
“Okay, meeting with Hiro, that should be easy to confirm…” Makoto mumbled mostly to himself, “Oh- one more thing. I heard something sorta… In my head when we were leaving the third floor- was that you?”
She frowned, “It was not, what do you mean?”
“Are you sure it wasn’t you?” He didn’t quite believe her, “I mean you’re the only person here who can like… do that.”
“I wouldn’t be able to reach someone’s mind easily from that distance, especially not you.” She frowned, “Most people don’t feel me reading them, let alone hear anything…”
There was a buzzing at the back of his mind, catching him off guard and making him jolt.
“Did it feel like this?” She asked, he hesitantly shook his head.
“Uh… no? I don’t think so.” He shook his head, forcing Celeste back out as he sighed in frustration. “It was like a buzzing sorta thing like that but not…. I really don’t know how to explain any of this.”
“Clearly.” She rolled her eyes again, “Let me leave you with one piece of advice, Makoto.”
“I don’t want your advice-“ She held a finger up to silence him.
“Your sincere desire to help others is… admirable, I suppose. But if you are not in tune with your own feelings, you won’t be able to extend this reach to others.”
“Uh… what?”
She hopped down off the counter, “If you want to learn how to use your powers, you need to be aware of your own feelings. Everything is based on emotions.” She smoothed her skirt out and sighed. “I will keep an eye out for any suspicious behavior for you, in return I ask that you keep your little detective team from ruining my alone time.”
“Uh, okay. Sure.” Makoto was still struggling with what he’d been told as she walked from the kitchen.
“Enjoy your investigation, Makoto. Good luck.”
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“Yeah, I was meeting up with Celeste.” Hiro answered easily, rolling a clear glass ball between his fingers as he walked beside Makoto down the second floor halls. “Said she wanted to like… test me with a game or something, I didn’t really have anything else going on.”
“So did you see her in there before the power went out?” Makoto asked, Hiro shook his head.
“Nah. I had barely made it to the first floor stairs when the power went out. I was runnin kinda late, I got caught up watching Leon play ball in the training room… there’s some weird stuff in there.”
“Yeah…” Makoto nodded, lost in thought as he tried to piece something of a timeline together in his mind, “So… you were heading up to the second floor, sorta- Oh! Did you see Chihiro? She was supposed to be around there.”
“Uh, it was dark? I couldn’t see anything.” Hiro chuckled, “But no. I didn’t see her anywhere till we all went to the gym.”
“Oh,” He paused his walking. Hiro patted him on the head, “Sorry man, that’s all I know.”
“Hey, Makoto.” Kyoko’s voice pulled him from sulking at this new dead end. She hurried over to him, a somewhat urgent look in her eyes. “There’s something on the third floor you need to see.”
She turned on her heel and hurried down the hall, clearly expecting him to follow. After exchanging a worried glance with Hiro the two of them followed suit, struggling to match her pace as she hurried through the halls.
They passed Chihiro along the way, and the smaller girl eyed the quick moving group uneasily, “what’s…. What’s going on?” She asked hesitantly, trailing along behind them up the steps to the third floor.
“We dunno yet.” Hiro answered, lagging behind to talk to her as Makoto walked faster to step in sync with Kyoko.
“Is everything okay?” He asked worriedly, she frowned.
“At the moment, yes. But we need to wrap this investigation up quickly… I fear there’s much more going on here than we realize.”
She suddenly stopped, gesturing to the gate that barred them from the fourth floor…. Or rather what was left of it. The metal had been bent and twisted, creating a large hole big enough for anyone to fit through.
“Oh my god-” Hiro exclaimed as he and Chihiro caught up. “What happened here?”
“M-Maybe Sakura needed to get up there?” Chihiro suggested nervously, “What’s even upstairs, anyway?”
“We don’t know,” Kyoko muttered, peering up into the hallway, “Monokuma could still be up there, I suppose…. “
Makoto leaned in close to whisper, “You… already snooped around, right?”
She winked, turning back to the other two and pretending he had never spoken in the first place. “We need to let everyone else know what’s going on, and I think it’s of the utmost importance that we find Monokuma as soon as possible.”
“Okay, but what is going on?” Chihiro asked, peering around Hiro to look at the mangled gate. Kyoko was about to respond when another set of footsteps approached.
“Hey! There you are.” Leon called, hurried over to them and holding-
“Is that a crossbow!?” Hiro jumped back as Leon held the weapon at a haphazard angle, pointed directly at Hiro’s midsection as the redhead shrugged.
“Oh, yeah, one of the things Monokuma wanted me to practice with.” He turned to Kyoko, “She asked me to bring it.”
The group turned to Kyoko for answers, she nodded very seriously.
“I wanted to test something,” she began, before pointing up at the camera situated in the corner of the hall. “Can you shoot that?”
“What?” Leon asked, faced scrunched in confusion as Chihiro gasped.
“Are you crazy? Don’t you remember what happened when Mondo tried that?” She protested as Kyoko began removing her gloves
“I don’t think we’ll have to worry about that.” Kyoko answered, suddenly igniting the palm of her hand. Before anyone could ask for her to elaborate, she shot the fire in her hand towards the camera.
The force of her…. Well, fireball was really the only word that fit- despite the insanity of the term- was enough to dash the camera to pieces, it smoldered and fell to the floor in pieces. The smell of burning plastic began to sting Makoto’s nose.
The group braced themselves for whatever Monokuma might do: screaming, threatening, maybe revealing a secret concealed weapon or something. But nothing came.
“So…” Leon started, Kyoko finished for him.
“I think with this we can assume that Monokuma is no longer online.”
The group worriedly glanced at each other, she continued: “Leon, I think it’d be for the best if we destroyed all the cameras in the building. Do you think you can help me with that?”
“Uh…. I guess?” Leon scratched the back of his neck, “I still don’t know about all this, though.”
“It seems a little extreme…” Chihiro added, steeping her fingers. “What would be the point of that?”
“If Monokuma isn’t the one watching us, we have no way of knowing who is.” Kyoko pointed out, “There’s a lot going on here that we don’t understand yet, we need to give ourselves every advantage possible, and that includes not letting enemies potentially know where we are.”
“Alright…” Leon muttered, pulling a bolt from a bag slung over his shoulder that Makoto hadn’t noticed before. “But if Monokuma shows up and zaps or me something I’m gonna be real pissed.”
“Noted.” Kyoko smiled, “Thank you, Leon. Hiro, can you go with him to make sure nothing happens? Chihiro, you go tell the others what’s going on.”
“What about me?” Makoto asked as the other three hesitantly dispersed, Kyoko watched them go before responding.
“Go find Byakuya and meet me at Monokuma’s office. Her eyes flicked towards the stairs. “We may be able to figure out who’s behind this up there. Can I have my key back?”
“Oh, right-“ Makoto pulled it from his jacket pocket, “Here. Are you sure you’re gonna be okay up there alone?”
“I’ll be fine, I promise.” She looked around once more, “When I looked around earlier, I noticed a door with similar security measures to the tech lab, the door had been smashed open. I only glanced inside, but I noticed several shelves of what looked like chemicals and medical supplies”
“O-oh?”
“I think whoever went to the fourth floor must’ve been looking for something specific…” She turned to walk up the stairs, “Just… Be careful.”
There was a hint of worry in the way she spoke, he frowned, “What’s… what’s wrong? Why are you nervous?”
“Byakuya could have opened these gates too.” She muttered after a moment, eyes flitting around the hall. “I haven’t been able to find him today, have you?”
He paused, “Why… the sudden suspicion?”
“It’s not a suspicion, just a thought. I just want you to be careful.”
She left him then, listening to the sound of her footsteps on the stairs and the distant crash of Leon destroying a camera. He turned to go back downstairs, Okay. Byakuya’s probably in the library… he’s always down there.
He found Chihiro talking with Mondo on the second floor, whatever conversation they were having too hushed for him to hear as he passed them and opened the library doors. It seemed to be empty, the usual chair next to a desk where the blonde could normally be found was vacant. Makoto wandered in anyway, glancing around in case he was amidst the rows of books. He approached the desk, glancing over the books and papers scattered across it in a surprisingly haphazard manner.
That’s weird. He’s usually more organized… he thought with a frown, his thoughts stopping short at the sight of something staining the pages of an open book on the desk.
There were several flecks of light pink fluid staining the paper, anxiety edged it’s way up Makoto’s spine as he followed the trail of drops down the floor. a much larger stain marred the carpet of the room, he hadn’t noticed it when he first came in, but now that there was a trail to follow he couldn’t take his eyes off it.
Maybe he just… had a nose bleed, he has those sometimes. He tried to reason with himself as he followed the trail to the door of the library. But Celeste said he was… in pain…
He exited the library, seeing a few stray dots of pink leading down the hall to the first floor, his heartbeat quickened. He approached Chihiro and Mondo again, his fear must’ve been written all over his face, Mondo’s own expression immediately shifted to a concerned frown.
“Ya okay, Mac?” He asked, “What’s going on?”
“I, uh- have either of you seen Byakuya?” He asked worriedly, Chihiro shook her head.
“I saw him downstairs a minute ago,” Mondo answered, “Seriously, what’s goin’ on?”
“I-I found blood in the library.” Makoto stuttered, Mondo’s expression dropped.
“Blood?”
“I-I think? Pink stuff, anyway- where was he downstairs?”
“Uh, headin’ towards the dorms, I think. I’ll come with ya.” Mondo moved to follow him down the stairs, Chihiro reached out and grabbed his hand.
“Wait- I, um,” Her eyes glanced towards Makoto, hurriedly looking away when he attempted to make eye contact. “Never mind. just be careful, okay?”
That… Makoto felt a weirdly familiar sort of unease as he and Mondo hurried down the stairs. That was weird. That was definitely weird… I’m getting distracted. Where’s Byakuya?
They reached the first floor quickly, Makoto practically jogged all the way to the dorms and searched for any sign of Byakuya.
There was pink splattered across one of the dining room doors.
“Crap…“ Mondo’s voice rumble behind him as he noticed as well. Makoto swallowed his fear and moved into the dining hall.
It seemed to be empty, the usual table already cleared from breakfast and all the chairs left vacant…
Makoto jolted- a sudden gagging sound from the kitchen startling him.
“Byakuya?” He called, only more coughing met his ears as he sprinted forward.
There was a mess waiting for him in the kitchen. A broken cup, Byakuya’s glasses, and the contents of a jar of tea scattered across the floor and part of the counter, with Byakuya himself standing hunched over amidst them. His whole body trembled as he hacked up something pink onto the floor, one hand gripping the edge of the counter and the other clutching his own stomach.
His head snapped up as they entered, eyes hazed with pain and face covered in sweat and sickly pale. He collapsed to his knees with another coughing fit, struggling to speak without gagging.
“Naegi-“ he choked out as Makoto dropped down in front of him and held his shoulders as he wretched again, a strange chemical smell filled the air. “S-something- ‘s wrong- I-“
“Shit shit shit-“ Mondo cursed behind him, rushing over as well and putting a hand to Byakuya’s forehead. “Shit, he’s burning up- Okay, we gotta get him to the nurse’s room. You go find Tak, I’ll carry him there.“
“No!” Byakuya protested, somehow managing to sound authoritative despite clinging to Makoto’s arm. He paused, trying to catch his breath and squeezing his eyes shut. “Don’t… Don’t leave…”
“O-okay, I won’t. I promise.” Makoto put an arm around Byakuya’s trembling form as he all but collapsed against his side. He looked back up to where Mondo had crouched down in front of them, “You go get Taka, he can meet us in here, right?”
Mondo hesitated, seeming reluctant to leave them alone before he finally nodded and sprinted from the kitchen. Makoto could already here him yelling for Taka as he left, it probably wouldn’t take long.
“Just hang in there…” he assured Byakuya, whose labored breathing was beginning to slow. “Mondo went to get help, i-it’s gonna be okay.”
The only response he received was more coughing, he glanced around the mess he was sitting in the midst of.
“Why… why is there tea everywhere?” He couldn’t help but mumble aloud.
“It’s… not…” Byakuya shuddered, the vice like grip he’d had on Makoto’s arm weakened. “Not the tea.”
“What?” Makoto blinked, leaning back to try and look down at Byakuya’s face, “What’s not the tea?”
“I checked…” Byakuya slumped forward, going completely limp against Makoto’s shoulders.
Makoto’s whole body seized in fear at the sudden stillness, “Byakuya? Hey- come on, wake up! J-just a little longer-“
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“How is he?”
The voice startled Makoto, stopping with his hand hovering inches away from the nurse’s office door. Sakura was standing a few feet away, brow furrowed in concern and arms folded.
“Uh,” Makoto blinked in surprise, “He… Taka said he’ll be okay, probably. He said we found him just in time…”
She hummed in response, moving closer and peering through the small window of the door alongside him. “I didn’t want to interrupt, but Hina and I have been worried since we heard Mondo screaming earlier.”
Makoto didn’t answer, looking in as well to see Byakuya asleep on the cot against the far wall. Taka was busy running some blood test and… something else at the counter, occasionally glancing up to check the IV bag. Taka had been talking Makoto through the process since he and Mondo first set Byakuya down in the nurse’s office, he’d been working for about hour already. He left very briefly, only to find Kyoko and fill her in (She promptly left to investigate the kitchen) and change his pink stained shirt at Taka’s repeated suggestion.
“He says it was poison.” He finally mumbled. “He’s not sure what exactly it was yet, but…”
“Do you think it was intentional?” Sakura asked, Makoto couldn’t help the suspicion creeping it’s way into his mind.
“It had to be intentional.” He answered after a moment. Sakura didn’t respond, leaving him to think as she continued to watch through the window.
Sakura… certainly was strong enough to break the gate to the top floor. Despite how little they knew of Monokuma’s actual power level, Makoto had little doubt in his mind that Sakura would be able to put up a fight with the bear if she really wanted to. Byakuya had even mentioned wanting to keep an eye on her specifically when he they were discussing the list of suspects.
He glanced up at her, scanning her expression for anything other than what appeared to be genuine concern.
“Hifumi made breakfast this morning…” she muttered after a moment, jaw tensing.
“What?” Makoto blinked in realization, “Yeah, he did… are you saying you think he did it?”
She hummed, a noise that sounded more similar to a growl, “I am not saying anything, yet. It would be foolish to jump to such conclusions without even knowing what we’re dealing with.” She glanced at him over her shoulder, “Poison is a cowardly way of dispatching someone…”
“I guess?” Makoto’s face scrunched, “Dispatching anyone in any way is pretty uncool, though.”
Her expression softened, “You’re right. I was just… thinking.”
She stepped away from the door, “Thank you for letting me know what happened. I would appreciate being kept updated, if you don’t mind sharing more later.” She looked back down the hall. “And I will do my best to keep an eye on things in the rest of the school…”
Makoto didn’t respond, Sakura glanced back at him.
“Yasuhiro told me about the gate upstairs.” She said plainly, “I do not blame you for being suspicious.”
“I-I’m not-” Makoto stuttered, “I’m not like suspicious of you, I just… don’t have another lead right now. Am I that obvious about things?”
“I understand why I would be the obvious suspect. I can’t think of anyone else who can bend metal, not to such a degree, anyway. If you have any questions, feel free to ask.”
Makoto frowned, hand moving to rest on the doorknob. “Not… not right now. But thanks. Just… if you are brainwashed, let me know, okay?”
She chuckled, “Of course, that would be the courteous thing to do.”
The nurse’s office door swung open, “Ah, Makoto. I was just about to come looking for you.” Taka’s tone was more gentle than usual, this did nothing to put Makoto at ease.
He waved goodbye to Sakura, who nodded in return as he followed Taka back into the small room and sat down on the spare cot he had been waiting on before. He watched Taka nervously reorganize some things on the counter before he began speaking.
“It’s not as bad as it could’ve been.” he began, “And I expect him to make a full recovery, so please try not to worry too much.”
“But… what is it?” Makoto asked, still very much worried. “How the heck did someone even get poison?”
“It’s not poison, exactly.” Taka frowned, turning back to the counter and holding up a small vial of something. “Do you remember the medicine I administered to you after you fought Sayaka?”
Makoto froze, jaw hanging open uselessly for a moment before he responded. “Th-The stuff that you said would only work on me and make the others sick?”
“That’s not quite what I said, but yes.” Taka examined the vial again himself, “It’s unpredictable and dangerous. We’re lucky Byakuya only ingested a small amount.”
“How is it… how is it dangerous? You said it just made me ‘heal faster’- how can that be bad?”
“If you try to fix something that isn’t broken you’ll likely break it in the process.” Taka explained grimly, “Under normal circumstances this would be used for severe, potentially fatal injuries; without anything like that going on with Byakuya for it to fix, it’s…”
He paused, “I’m not sure what the simplest way to explain it would be, imagine your immune system working on overdrive and you cells regenerating at a rate your body can’t keep up with.”
Makoto blinked in confusion, “Uh… okay? That doesn’t sound great.”
“No, it does not.” Taka agreed as he set the vial back on the counter, “I think it must’ve been worsened by using his powers, the strain on his body likely caused some sort of reaction to make it spread faster… I don’t understand how anyone even knew about this, the only person I’ve shown it to is you. Have you told anyone about it?”
“I don’t think so?” Makoto thought back, “I said something about it to Kyoko and Byakuya, but I didn’t tell them what it did or anything, just that you gave me something weird.”
Taka hummed in response, eyes flickering slightly as he looked over at where Byakuya slept.
“It is possible…N-never mind.” He shook his head, Makoto frowned.
“What?”
“Nothing, it’s nonsensical, I-I’m not even sure why I thought about it.”
“What is it?
Taka was quiet a moment more, “Is it possible this was… self administered?”
“What!? N-no way. Why would he do something like that?”
“No, you’re right it’s ridiculous.” Taka waved a hand to dismiss the thought. “I just can’t think of…. How someone would be able to get a hold of this in the first place. This is the only room we have access to with it, and it’s locked when I’m not here.”
The only place we have access to? Makoto paused, “Is there…. Anywhere else in the building where it might be?”
“Oh. Yes, on the fourth floor, in an old lab that’s being used for storage now.” he frowned, “But… no one can get up there-“
“Someone broke through the gate last night.”
“Wha-“ Taka began, eyes flaring brighter, “Are you serious?”
Makoto nodded, Taka’s expression became more thoughtful. “Well suspicious behavior and blatant destruction of property aside, I still don’t think that has anything to do with this.”
“What?” Now it was Makoto’s turn to be surprised, “How can you say that?”
“This must’ve been administered slowly, it had to have been going on for at least a full day before this.” Taka held out a small glass tray to Makoto, remnants of the pink bile Byakuya had left in the kitchen. At first Makoto leaned away in disgust, before his eyes focused the small shard reflecting in the fluorescent lights.
“It began crystallizing along the lining of his stomach- there’s quite a few chemicals that do that, actually- but it wouldn’t happen in just a few hours. This must’ve been building up over at least a day or two.”
“So…. Then why was the fourth floor broken into?” Makoto tried to make sense of all this. “What- what else is up there? I mean I guess there’s a lot of stuff up there…”
“Perhaps just to confuse you?” Taka suggested as he checked Byakuya’s IV line, “Monokuma mentioned the other day you were…. Investigating things.”
“Oh. Yeah…”
“So whoever it is you’re investigating… perhaps wanted a way to keep you occupied.”
“I-I guess?” Makoto ran a hand through his hair, “The only person that could do that is Sakura, right? And I really don’t think it’s her, she hasn’t been acting weird at all and I feel like she could just like… destroy me if she needed to. There wouldn’t be a reason for her to go through all this trouble…”
Taka tilted his head, “Is Sakura the only one who could do that?”
“I don’t know, I think…” He buried his face in his hands, “God, this is all so confusing! I don’t think I’ve ever been this stressed out in my life.”
Taka put a reassuring hand on his shoulder, “I’m surprised you haven't developed ulcers worrying about everyone.” He awkwardly joked, “Why don’t you take a break, I’ll keep an eye on him here.”
Makoto didn’t answer at first, letting Taka pull him to his feet, “I guess I can go see if Kyoko needs any help….”
“That’s… that’s not taking a break.” Taka frowned, “But, if she’s still in the kitchen like you said earlier, you can get yourself some water while you’re there.” He nodded, like he was deciding the plan for the both of them. “Yes. You can help Kyoko if you take care of yourself in return, alright?”
“I wasn’t asking for your permission.” Makoto gave a weak excuse for a laugh, “But, yeah. I’ll do that. Thanks, Taka.”
He left the nurses room, shoving his hands into his jacket pockets and trudging down the hall to the kitchen.
If someone just broke the gate to distract me… does that mean I was getting close? Or were they just trying to turn the investigation towards Sakura?
He found Hifumi squatted outside the kitchen doors, a small waste basket and a few wet rags beside him. He appeared to scrubbing the doors, He paused whatever tune he was humming as Makoto approached.
“Ah, Makoto!” Hifumi turned to look up at him, “Is everything still alright? Well, not alright i mean, but the same.”
“Uh,” Makoto hesitated, Sakura’s suspicions from earlier springing back to mind, “Yeah, it’s the same. Taka said Byakuya’s going to be fine, it’ll just take awhile.”
“What a relief…” Hifumi leaned back on his hands, “Miss Kirigiri wouldn’t let me in the kitchen till she was done looking around, but I saw inside- it looked awful!” His expression turned fearful, “Was he really coughing up blood?”
“No, not exactly,” Makoto found himself squatting as well, “I don’t think so, anyway, it was just… whatever had made him sick.”
“I see…” Hifumi adjusted his glasses, “What exactly was it that made him sick?”
Makoto glanced off to the side, “I dunno if I should say, we don’t have all the information yet. Can I ask you something?”
“Of course! Fire away!”
“Did you see anything weird when you made breakfast this morning?”
Taka had already ruled out the idea of Byakuya being poisoned by just his breakfast, but Hifumi cooked for the group often, he didn’t think it was entirely out of the realm of possibilities for it to be the shapeshifter’s doing.
“Hm? I don’t think so,” Hifumi tapped his chin, “The only people who came in while I was cooking were Taka and Byakuya. He said wouldn’t eat what I was cooking…” he mumbled the last part a little bitterly.
“Uh, Taka doesn’t have a stomach, I don’t think he can eat.” Makoto pointed out, Hifumi shook his head.
“No, no, I meant Byakuya!” Hifumi corrected, “I don’t think he ever eats group meals, he always makes his own food. It’s pretty rude if you ask me, I’m a great cook!”
“Wait, really?”
“Of course! You’ve had my food, and I’m an even better baker! If I wasn’t on my way to being such an accomplished comic artist, I’d set my sights on conquering the world of baking, instead!”
“No, I meant when you said Byakuya never eats what other people cook. Is that true?”
“Oh.” Hifumi blinked, “As far as I know, yeah.”
“Okay….” Makoto stood, “Thanks, Hifumi. And thanks for helping clean up.”
“No worries.” Hifumi gave him a salute, “I like being helpful, and Miss Ludenberg was complaining about the sight of blood, I figured I should take care of it.”
Makoto paused his walk into the kitchen, “Did you want to do it or did she like… suggest that you do it and use her powers?”
Hifumi thought for a moment, realization seeming to dawn on him suddenly. “Now that you mention it…. I’m not sure.”
“Geez…” Makoto sighed, he’d have to talk about this with her later, this wasn’t the first time someone had caught her persuading Hifumi or someone else to do things for her.
“Well you can stop if you want, it’s not your job to clean everything by yourself.”
“I appreciate that.” Hifumi smiled, “I’ll finish this, at least.”
He got back to scrubbing, Makoto made his way to the kitchen to find Kyoko. She was where he expected her to be, amidst the mess that had been left relatively undisturbed in the kitchen. She was hold a steaming cup of tea, staring down into it with her usual scrutinizing stare.
“Hey,” he greeted awkwardly, she glanced up at him and her eyes softened.
“I heard what you said to Hifumi,” she began, going back to inspecting her tea, “that was nice of you.”
“It was true.” Makoto mumbled, picking his way carefully across the scattered leaves and broken glass till he found his place beside her.
“Do you think he did it?”
“No…. Not based on what I’ve been told, anyway.” She hummed in response, he looked down at the tea as he continued. “Taka said…. It’s probably been at least a day. A-and that it may have been more than once.”
She nodded slowly, finally taking the tea and setting it on the counter.
“Well, it’s not the tea he drinks.” She said finally, slipping one of her usual gloves back onto her hand, “It lacks the smell that the rest of Byakuya’s…. Evidence left.”
Makoto thought back to earlier. “Oh, yeah. I remember that… He actually tried to tell me that, I think. I didn’t understand what he meant at first, I guess.”
She began investigating the rest of the kitchen, he remembered he promised Taka he’d drink something and moved to get a glass from one of the cabinets.
“Thirsty?” She asked as he made his way over to the fridge. He awkwardly laughed in return.
“Uh, no, not really; but I promised Taka I would-“ he stopped short as he opened the fridge’s door, a faint chemical smell stinging his nose for just a moment when he opened it.
The confusion must’ve been evident on his face, because Kyoko quickly joined him as he began to search the fridge.
“Hey do you, uh, did you pay attention to what Byakuya ate this morning?” He asked, opening a container of miso paste and finding nothing unusual.
“Toast. It’s what he usually has for breakfast.” She answered simply, because of course she knew what everyone ate for breakfast.
Before he could respond she was reaching across him and grabbing a container of butter from the top shelf. She opened the lid, and the two stared down at the substance inside, the faintest sting of something wrong hitting Makoto’s senses and a small line of discoloration running through the middle of it. Makoto wouldn’t have even noticed if he didn’t know what to look for, but now that he did…
“This must be it.” Kyoko finished his thought for him, closing the container and handing it off to him. “You should let Taka look at it, just to be certain.”
“Okay, yeah.” Makoto nodded, “Poisoning the butter seems kinda risky, a lot of people could’ve gotten sick from this.”
“Maybe they didn’t care.”
Makoto was quiet, looking down at the ruined food in his hands. “This… this still doesn’t help up figure out who did it, we don’t know who managed to get this stuff in the first place.”
“I suppose not, but this is a start.” She glanced over her shoulder, checking the doorway. “You said that it must’ve been administered to him over the course of a few days, which means the incident involving the fourth floor gate was either unrelated, or a cover up.”
“A-a cover up?” Makoto blinked in surprise, “what do you mean?”
“Someone went through things in that lab on the fourth floor methodically,” she explained quietly, “There was care taken to put most things back in place, I might not even have noticed if it wasn’t for all the dust they disturbed while moving things.”
“So you think…. Someone still went and got the poison stuff from the fourth floor, but without needing to break the gate.”
“Yes.”
“Which means they probably just broke the gate to…. Uh,” he faltered, Kyoko waited expectantly for him to sort through things. “I guess they would break it to make it seem like Sakura did it, then.” She nodded.
“So… we’re looking for someone who could get up to the fourth floor on their own…. And also break metal bars.” Makoto frowned, “This still isn’t clearing anything up.”
“It could be more than one person, I suppose.” Kyoko hummed thoughtfully, “Take the butter to Taka, for now. We can discuss this after you have him test that. And here,”
She handed her key back to him, he raised an eyebrow. “For safe keeping.” She smiled, barely, “You’re more likely to need it than I am.”
He headed towards the nurse’s office, pausing in the doorway to glance back at her. “Did you find anything upstairs by the way? Any sign of Monokuma?”
“I’m afraid not.” She frowned again, glancing back down at the floor. “I have no idea where he could’ve gone.”
Makoto turned to leave again, frustrated that his search for answers always seemed to lead to more questions. Hifumi was no longer by the door, leaving his rags and bucket stacked neatly next to the now clean surface. Makoto made a mental note to come back and help clean the kitchen later after he found out what the deal was with the butter.
He was almost back to the nurses office, so consumed by his thoughts that he almost didn’t notice the sounds of hushed arguing coming from the cracked open door. He stopped short a few inches away, leaning forward to listen as Taka groaned in frustration.
“I just don’t see why you are so insistent on doing this now-“
“Ya said we’d talk about this today so we’re gonna talk about it!” Mondo hissed back. “I’m worried about you, just talk to me.”
“This is not the appropriate time.There is a person recovering from attempted poisoning literally two feet away from us.” Taka insisted, Mondo huffed.
“I know that- that’s why I’m fuckin’ whispering.” There was a pause. “S-sorry.”
“It’s alright…” Taka let out a long sigh, “Fine. Let’s talk then. Why are you so worried?”
“You keep twitchin.” Mondo responded immediately, “And yer forgettin stuff, even if it’s something we just talked about. And normally when I ask how you are after, you pull that weird fuckin smile and it just…. It…”
There was a tense pause.
“Ya have no idea what I’m talkin about, do ya, Tak?”
“No…. I don’t. Are you sure you’re alright?”
“I’m fine I just- shit. Okay, uh what’s the last thing you remember about breakfast this morning?”
“We talked about your motorcycle.” Taka answered simply, “And your dog, and how you hope your friend Michi is still feeding him while you’re here.”
“No, after that.”
“… we left after that.”
“No we fuckin didn’t, bro.”
“Y-yes we did! We left and you went to-“
“Taka, babe, we had a whole ass other conversation after that.” Mondo insisted, Makoto’s mind couldn’t help but focus on the use of the word ‘babe’.
“What are you talking about?”
“We talked about how Monokuma’s missing! The whole tabled talked about it!” Mondo’s voice was getting louder, now, it seemed like he was about to continue when Taka gasped.
“What… what do you mean Monokuma’s missing?”
There was another pause; finally Mondo spoke again, voice surprisingly pleading.
“I’m really worried about you, Tak.”
“I…. I understand. Alright.” Taka finally relented, “I’ll ask Chihiro to take a look at things later, once I get all this squared away for the evening. Would that make you feel better?”
“Yeah. It would, thanks.” Mondo let out a yawn, “Damn, sorry. I still ain’t getting much sleep.”
“Ah. Still doing whatever weird secret thing you’ve been doing at night?”
“You can’t remember breakfast but you remember that?”
“I’m worried about you too, you know.”
“I know, I know,” mondo grumbled back, “I just-“
“You made a promise to Chihiro, I know. I won’t ask what you were doing.” Taka assured him, “Why don’t you try to take a nap, I’ll talk to you later.”
“Kay. Love you, dude.”
“Love you too.”
Makoto stumbled back around the corner at the sound of Mondo’s footsteps, trying to appear as nonchalant as one can possibly be while holding a slowly melting tub of butter as the biker passed him by.
“Oh my gosh….” He mumbled, sliding down the wall, a few new pieces of the puzzle beginning to fit together in his mind.
“Holy crap.”
Chapter 15: A deadly deceit, a deadly betrayal, you know how it goes
Summary:
Hiro has an incredibly upsetting vision, and Makoto (unfortunately) finally gets some answers.
Notes:
This chapter ended up being as long and confusing as an actual chapter of danganronpa lol
Also I once again had to write and edit the bulk of this on my phone and I’m SURE I made mistakes so apologies in advance.
Thanks for reading :3
Chapter Text
To say he was overwhelmed would be the understatement of the CENTURY.
Makoto was dealing with a lot. A lot.
You wouldn’t think that hearing Mondo and Taka are in a secret relationship would be what set Makoto teetering on the edge of a nervous breakdown, but here he was- pacing around his room and about to explode from all the nervous energy building inside of him. He was stuffed so full of new information he felt like his brain was about to collapse under the weight of it all.
He needed to talk to Mondo, first and foremost, about the information he withheld last time they spoke. He needed to talk to Kyoko, and fill her in on everything. And now that he knew Chihiro was the one Mondo had been with during the blackout… he needed to be very very careful about how he was going to approach her about all of this.
Has Chihiro even been acting strange? Has she been trying to get people to go places alone with her or anything like that? Makoto frowned, trying to stop his anxiety from completely overwhelming him as he finally made a move towards his bedroom door again.
Okay, I gotta focus on my own feelings- that’s what Celeste said. He reminded himself, taking a deep breath. When I mentioned that Byakuya left blood in the library, she didn’t really react at all. That felt weird. When Mondo offered to come with me instead of stay up there alone with her she got defensive- also weird. She was the first one to mention Sakura when we found the gate… but there’s no way she could’ve broken the gate, that would be insane!
He let his worry clouded thoughts carry him out of his bedroom and out into the hall, where Hina was relaying a story about ‘weird, freaky noises’ coming from the bathhouse last night to Sayaka and Toko.
Mondo had said something about taking a nap, Makoto remembered, and he went and knocked on the biker’s door. He waited, staring at the diamond engraved into the metal surface.
“That’s ironic…” he muttered to himself, wasn’t Mondo’s vigilante name Diamond? Did he do that on purpose? How could he have known?
He knocked again, still no response. With a frustrated sigh he moved further down the hall, heading towards the dining room to try and find Kyoko, instead. They had cleaned the kitchen earlier that day, but she had mentioned wanting to inspect everything in the fridge… just in case.
There were hushed whispers coming from the kitchen as he moved into the dining hall, he hesitantly slowed his steps and began to approach more quietly.
God I’m such a creep, always spying on people… he thought as he creeped up to the kitchen doorway, Kyoko would be proud though, I bet.
“No, I think you may actually be right… for once.” That was Celeste, voice low and contempt filled as always.
“Is… Is that even a compliment?” Hifumi asked back, the smallest hint of sarcasm to his voice. Good, maybe he’s finally learning to stick up for himself.
“It is not enough to just be right however,” she ignored his comment completely, “We need proof. It cannot be just her word versus our own, or we’ll lose this before it even begins.”
Hifumi made a noise similar to a whine, “M-maybe we should tell Mr. Naegi then. He can help, can’t he-“
“No.” Celeste cut him off, Makoto tried to force down the overwhelming sense of suspicion, if Celeste picked up on his feelings while he was eavesdropping he was a dead man. Deep breath, stay calm.
“We need proof first. Again, it’s her word versus ours… and if she truly already has ‘him’ on her side as you suspect, we’ll have an even harder time convincing the others.”
There was a noise behind him suddenly, startling him to the point he had to stop himself from gasping, a sharp ‘psst!’ from the doorway behind him.
He turned to find Hiro standing in the doorway, seeming a little confused as to why Makoto was crouched there against the wall all alone. The psychic beckoned him to come over, and Makoto begrudgingly abandoned the conversation he was listening in on and hurried to the door as quietly as he could.
“What were you doing in there, man?” Hiro asked, a weird sort of tiredness to his voice.
Makoto sighed in frustration, “I was just…” he trailed off, eyes finally looking up and noticing the most apprehensive expression a human being could possibly have painted on Hiro’s face.
“Are you okay?” He asked, and Hiro borderline whimpered at the question.
“I… I need to show you something.” He mumbled finally, trembling hands going up to tug at one of his dreads. “I-It’s really important.”
“Okay, sure.” He was so taken aback by this change in behavior, all he could bring himself to do was nod, “You’re kinda freaking me out, now. Is everything okay?”
“For now…” Hiro mumbled, starting down the hall towards the school. Makoto followed.
Hiro was quiet, weirdly quiet. The psychic made no acknowledgement of the friends they passed in the halls of the school, made no attempt at conversation. Makoto was beginning to get a very bad feeling about all this.
What’s going on with him? He couldn’t help the suspicion creeping it’s way into his mind, I don’t think Hiro has ever been this quiet before… normally when he’s scared he like yells and stuff.
They made it all the way to the third floor before Makoto finally decided he couldn’t take it anymore. He grabbed on to the jacket Hiro always had draped over his shoulders to stop their walk.
“Okay you’re really starting to scare me, Hiro. I-I’m not going any further till we talk about this.”
Hiro hummed nervously, eyes flicking around the hall, probably to glance at the now ruined cameras just out of habit. “I…. I had a vision. And it isn’t good.”
“What?” Makoto dropped the jacket sleeve in his hand, “What did you see?”
Hiro hesitated, “I…. It happened earlier. I went to my room and tried to look…. I tried to look at your future again, so I could make sure we could change whatever happened and stop your ribs from getting all broke and stuff, ya know?”
Makoto nodded, the psychic took a shaky breath and continued, “a-and I did see something about that, I think. But I…”
He trailed off, it took a few seconds for him to pick up the conversation again, “I hate small spaces…. I hate them! I don’t wanna go back in there, Mac.”
He was shaking now, Makoto reached to take the hand that was tugging on his hair again, “Hey, it’s okay. It’s alright. You don’t have to anywhere-“
“Yes I do- they’re gonna make me, man! I saw it!” Hiro’s voice raised now, “They’re gonna take us all- they’re gonna put me back in that fuckin tank and I-“
His sentence broke into a sob, Hiro nearly dropped to his knees, his free hand going up to tug at the roots of his hair. Makoto squeezed the hand he was holding, is this a panic attack?? What are you supposed to do when someone has a panic attack?
“Hiro- I… are you claustrophobic?” He asked, too stumped to think of anything else to say. Hiro’s fear shifted to confusion.
“What’s that?”
“Uh, fear of small spaces, I think?”
“Oh…. T-totally.” Hiro nodded, practically shivering at the thought. “I can’t handle stuff like this dude…. Even being trapped here without windows kinda gives me the creeps… but like… this…”
He shook his head, swallowing hard and straightening himself, “I can’t believe it’s gonna happen again….”
“You don’t know that!” Makoto insisted, “We can stop this from happening, remember? Everything’s gonna be fine.”
Hiro turned back around, resuming their journey towards the broken fourth floor gates. “I think we’re too far gone already.”
Before Makoto could argue, he beckoned him to follow again, “Just… let me show you this. The only thing that’s making me feel any better about this is the thought that maybe you can come get me out of it.”
This only confused Makoto more, and he silently followed behind the psychic as he led him up the fourth floor. Hiro paused as he took in the hallways, shuddering a little before walking down one of the halls.
“I kinda remember this floor, they used to bring some of us up here a lot.” He muttered, looking over his shoulder at Makoto. “I wish I knew why none of you guys remembered any of this.”
“Yeah, me too.” Makoto responded, unsure of what else to say at the moment. They passed by a rather odd room in the middle of the hall, it wasn’t connected to any exterior walls, just sat right in the middle of the floor to create the hallways they were currently walking.
“What do you think that room is for?” Makoto asked hesitantly, Hiro didn’t pause his walk.
“No idea.” He shrugged, “Never seen it open.”
They came to a stop after they rounded the corner to a dead end hallway. A single door was stationed at the end of it, metal bolted around the edges and a scanner next to it. Engraved in the center of the door was an eye symbol matching the one on Hiro’s door downstairs.
On the left side of the wall were two smaller areas separated from the hallway by a wall of glass, similar to what Makoto remembered being in the training room downstairs. There were no lockers in these rooms, but there was a screen blinking on the wall between them, the words ‘Please Select Training Program’ blinked on and off the screen.
That’s… interesting.
“That’s it.” Hiro pointed to the end of the hall with a shaking hand, pulling Makoto from his thoughts. “The tank is back there.”
“Can… can we go in?” Makoto asked, and at Hiro’s horrified stare added, “Maybe if we break it or something we could prevent all that from happening.”
“I don’t wanna go in there.” Hiro swallowed hard, “I don’t wanna see it. I-I don’t even like being in the same building as it.”
“What is the tank anyway?” Makoto tried to be gentle, “I know you don’t like talking about it, but… I can’t help you if I don’t know what it is.”
Hiro seemed to think for a minute, finally nodding and moving to lean against the wall.
“Yeah… okay.” He began shakily, “Uh, do you know how my powers and stuff work?”
“Not really.” Makoto admitted, walking over to stand next to him. “You like look into the future to answer questions or something?”
“Nah.” Hiro almost smiled, “I’m not like ‘That’s so Raven’ or anything. Wish I was.”
“What’s ‘That’s so Raven’?”
“It’s an American show about a psychic… never mind.” Hiro shook his head. “A-anyway, I don’t really like just see straight ahead. I usually see like branching timeline stuff. Like one thing leads to this thing leads to another thing. Ya know?”
“…No.”
“Okay. Uh,” Hiro scratched at his chin, “Think of me like a radio receiver, and I keep picking up different channels that are like… possible futures. But it’s hard to tell through the static what’s going on sometimes. Radios need like tuner things to pick things up clearly.”
He stopped his explanation, gesturing to the ominous door with a pained expression.
“That’s…” Makoto began, thinking all of this over, “Okay, I think I get it. The tank is supposed to help you focus?”
“It uses me like a radio.” Hiro repeated his sentiment grimly, “Or a translator, or whatever. I go in, the thing fills with water, they zap me and play this weird noise- and then I’m not me anymore. I’m just like an antenna for their weird machine thing to sift through information.”
“You should probably stop referring to yourself as different objects…” Makoto awkwardly suggested, not at all liking where this conversation was heading.
“That’s how they always treated me.” Hiro mumbled, resting his head on his knees and sighing.
Makoto sat there in silence, trying to think of some way to be of comfort to someone who’s just seen their worst fear prophesied. Hiro eventually lifted his head again.
“I saw a couple other things too. They weren’t… all that bad.”
“Oh,” Makoto blinked, “Well… not bad is pretty good. That means we probably get out of this, right?”
“Some of us will. I didn’t see everyone.” Hiro drummed his fingers on his knees. “I saw a lot of us fighting… I can’t tell what they were fighting, though. And I saw you smiling…. Which was weird.”
“I smile a lot.” Makoto shrugged, smiling just to prove his point. “See? That’s not so weird.”
Hiro chuckled weakly. “No I just meant… I dunno. None of this made much sense to me. You were wearing like… scrubs? And you were just sitting on this little bench and smiling.”
A jolt of panic shot up Makoto’s spine suddenly, an overwhelming feeling that something was very wrong (wrong wrong wrong-) about something Hiro was saying. He shuddered, the feeling disappeared as quickly as it had come.
That feeling… wasn’t about Hiro himself, right? Makoto frowned, trying to get a read on Hiro as the psychic stared blankly down at the floor. He tried to reach out and feel something, not entirely sure how to go about doing that, closing his eyes and focusing on… something.
There was fear, certainly, radiating from the spot next to him. Fear and a sense of resignation and hopelessness that made Makoto’s chest ache in sympathy.
Has he… really just given up? He’s just decided not to try and fight whatever might happen? That can’t be right, we can fix this. We can face this together.
Makoto felt something else, unsure of how he was doing any of this in the first place, but he definitely felt something. But it was old- so faint Makoto could barely tell it was coming from Hiro in the first pace- like the remnants of something that just didn’t feel right from a long time ago…
“Makoto?” Hiro’s voice startled him. “What… what are you doing, dude?”
Makoto opened his eyes, whatever feeling he had vanishing quickly as he fumbled with his response. “Just… trying to think. About what you said.”
Hiro eyed him warily, one eyebrow raised as he waited for elaboration.
“That’s just all… super confusing.- the vision stuff, I mean.” He scratched at the back of his neck, “I don’t see how you can make sense of any of that.”
“Oh, yeah. Takes some time to figure out, took a lot of practice to get good at.” Hiro shrugged. “Super confusing though, like you said. It’s way easier to try and search for little stuff like ‘do me and my girlfriend have a future’ or ‘which college major will be the best for me’.”
The psychic got to his feet, casting one last weary glance at the door as he waited for Makoto stand as well. He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
“I feel better about this now, I think.” He mumbled. “I feel more ready to try and… face things.”
“And maybe change them?” Makoto offered, Hiro paused.
“Y-Yeah… Maybe we can change them.”
He smiled weakly down at Makoto, fear still shining away in his eyes as he pat him on the shoulder. “I believe in you, Little Mac. Maybe we can get through this…”
The two of them walked back down the hall together, poking around in places and peering in rooms they probably shouldn’t on their way back downstairs. They purposefully ignored Hiro’s prophecy that everything would come crashing down, just for the time being.
Makoto still had hope they could fix this, he was going to find out who the traitor was and stop all of this before it had a chance to begin.
Wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong-
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It was weird to have night time come without Monokuma.
Taka had been the one to announce that it was their usual ‘curfew’, encouraging everyone to go ahead and get ready for bed before the water shut off automatically for the night.
Makoto had already decided he was going to sleep in the nurse’s room with Byakuya that night, it didn’t feel right leaving him alone after everything that had happened. He was in the middle of struggling to close his door with his pillow and blanket in his arms when Kyoko stopped him.
“Staying with Byakuya tonight?” She asked, watching him fumble with the doorknob.
“Yeah. Just in case. I’ll sleep better if I know he’s okay.” He finally got a decent hold of the doorknob through his blanket and began to pull it shut.
“I’m not sure that’ll be necessary,” Kyoko stopped him from shutting it completely. “I heard Taka mention Byakuya can probably go back to his room tonight.”
“R-really?” Makoto blinked in surprise, “But he’s like… super sick, right?”
Kyoko shrugged, “He can be sick in his own bed, Taka said he wanted him to be comfortable. He’s mostly just been sleeping anyway. I remember Taka saying there was nothing more to be done aside from keeping him on fluids”
“I guess so…” Makoto frowned, “He’d be safer in his room too, I guess. It’d be way harder for people to get in there.”
Kyoko glanced around the hall, “Do you think someone would try to go in?”
He followed her gaze around the hall. Sakura and Aoi were holding hands, leaning against each other as they spoke with Chihiro. Leon was talking to Hiro and Sayaka, saying something about a trick shot he learned while shooting out all the cameras… Celeste’s door was actually open- which was shocking- and she leaned out the door to whisper something to Hifumi.
Which reminded him of something, actually.
“Hey I… I saw Hifumi and Celeste talking in the kitchen earlier.” He whispered, making an effort not to look back over at them so Celeste wouldn’t get suspicious. “They were whispering, and talking about someone they think might be the traitor, I think.”
Kyoko’s posture shifted, “Interesting. I noticed Hifumi seemed to be unusually quiet today…” she nodded in the direction of Makoto’s still open door, a silent signal for him to follow her inside. He did, dumping his bedding unceremoniously onto the mattress and plopping down on it himself as Kyoko shut the door behind him.
“What did they say exactly?” She asked, moving to sit in his desk chair across from him.
“I’m not sure, I didn’t get to hear much. Hiro sorta needed me for… something.” He paused, “A-and I need to tell you something about that, too, actually- but they definitely think it’s a girl… and they mentioned having someone else they thought might be working with her.”
Kyoko hummed, lost in thought. “It seems we aren’t the only ones investigating this.”
“I guess not.”
“Who do you think the traitor is?”
“Uh-“ he faltered, “I… I still don’t really know, I think.”
He thought back on all the information he had been given so far. “If Hifumi’s lying about what happened in the kitchen, then it could definitely be him… and I mean he can shape-shift, right? That would probably help him break the gate to the fourth floor.”
“I don’t think he can copy our powers, I’m not sure he could make himself strong enough to break metal.” Kyoko countered, “I only glanced at the file Byakuya had on him, but it seems he was designed with more covert operations in mind instead of fighting.”
“Oh…”
“If Celeste were the culprit, she could easily convince someone to break the gate for her, they may not even remember it happening.” Kyoko frowned, “She is a master manipulator, after all.”
“I guess… I really don’t think it’s her, though. I talked to her in the kitchen this morning and didn’t really feel anything was off.” Makoto leaned back on the bed. “I-I need to talk to Mondo again too, I think he lied to me when I asked him about the blackout before..”
Kyoko nodded, “And the other thing you wanted to tell me?”
“Oh.” Makoto sat back up, fidgeting uneasily. “I may… I may have sort of- uh, I was able to do something on purpose today.”
She raised an eyebrow, “I assume you do lots of things on purpose, Makoto.”
“Ha, no I meant… like I sorta looked at what Hiro was feeling earlier, and I’m not super sure how I did it.”
“You mean you were able to use the powers you supposedly don’t have?”
“I-I mean maybe?”
“I see…” she glanced at the desk behind her, where Makoto had set the file and made an effort to forget about it. “That certainly would make this investigation easier.”
“Yeah, I guess it would.”
“How did you do it? If you don’t mind me asking, of course.”
“Oh, uh…” Makoto frowned, “I’m not really sure, I just sorta… felt it. It kinda feels like… reaching out for something. Sorry, I know this isn’t helpful.”
“Don’t be sorry. I’m not sure I could explain how my power works.” Kyoko looked down at her hands, “It’s almost instinctive, usually. It just depends on how I’m feeling.”
Everything is based on emotions… Makoto thought back to what Celeste has said before. “Yeah. I guess it’s like that.”
“If you think you’re able,” Kyoko continued, “I recommend trying to replicate whatever you’ve done with Chihiro.”
“What? Chihiro?” Makoto was ready to protest, but then he remembered how strange she acted today… and how Mondo was lying specifically to protect her.
“I have tried to talk to her several times, she always manages to avoid me.” Kyoko brought a hand up to tap her chin, “And the few times I have succeeded in tracking her down to have a conversation, Taka always interrupts and asks her for help before I have the chance to truly interrogate her.”
“Taka?” Makoto’s face scrunched in confusion, “ Mondo was saying something about how Taka needs to see her for repairs, I don’t think they’ve seen each other much today.”
Kyoko paused, expression turning grim. “You do remember what Chihiro’s power is, right?”
“Uh… tech stuff.” Makoto answered, “She can like… oh.”
He paused, dread creeping up his spine again, “She can manipulate machines.”
“Exactly.”
He stood abruptly, “I-I’m going to talk to Chihiro.”
“Now?” Kyoko stood as well.
He nodded, moving quickly to open his door, “I don’t wanna wait till it’s too late-“
“Jesus- Mac!” he collided headfirst into Mondo’s arm, “Easy, man. You gotta stop rushing places.”
“Sorry! Sorry- I need to find Chihiro, where is she?”
“I don’t fuckin’ know, I was helping Taks move the rich bitch back to his bedroom.” He frowned down at Makoto, suspicion beginning to edge it’s way into his tone. “Why do you need to talk to her, anyway?”
“Uh- I need to check something. It’s really important.” Makoto tried to explain without giving too much away, he didn’t wanna freak everyone out till he knew for sure. Kyoko subtly exited the room behind him, moving towards Byakuya’s dorm as Mondo responded.
“Is… shit, is this about what we talked about the other day?”
“Kinda.” Makoto answered, barely paying attention anymore as he glanced around the hall to try and find who he was looking for. He didn’t see Chihiro anywhere in the hall anymore.
“Damn… Shoulda known you’d figure it out.”
Mondo grabbed him by the hood of his jacket, practically picking him up off the ground and dragging him to the bath house. Makoto yelped in protest as he was forcibly shoved through the doors and onto a bench. The biker began to pace in front of him, a hand going up to run through his hair as he grumbled under his breath.
Makoto adjusted his clothes back into place and frowned up at him. “What’s going on? You told me you had nothing to hide and you’ve been acting weird ever since!”
“It’s not like- a big deal- I…” Mondo faltered. “I told you I promised I wouldn’t talk about it! So why’re ya being so damn nosy?”
“I don’t care if you promised!” Makoto’s voice was louder than he meant it to be, but he was too frustrated to try and reel it back in. “I’m trying to make sure none of us die and you’ve been lying to me!”
“I didn’t fuckin lie!” Mondo was yelling now too, “If I thought it was a big deal I woulda said something! He wasn’t even upstairs when all that blackout shit happened!”
Makoto stopped- whatever argument he had been ready to make died in his throat as he processed what Mondo just said.
“He?”
Mondo paled, eyes going wide and a hand going up to cover his mouth.
“Shit-“ he cursed, taking a large step back. “I mean- fuck. I-“
“Who was upstairs, Mondo?”
“I- oh my god…” Mondo cursed under his breath, his hands going to press down over his ears.
“Mondo?” Makoto tried again, more gentle this time despite how angry he was. “I need you to tell me what’s going on. I’m not gonna tell anybody else, okay? I promise.”
Mondo didn’t seem convinced, pressing down on his own temples harder as he tried to calm himself down. Makoto awkwardly continued.
“I’ll like… give you my word as a man, or whatever. Swear on my life, any of that. I just wanna keep everyone safe.”
That seemed to get Mondo’s attention, and he hesitantly moved his hands and cleared his throat, “You mean it? You aren’t gonna tell anyone- not even Kirigiri?”
“I-I swear. Not a single other person.” Makoto nodded vigorously. “I just need to know what’s going on.”
Finally Mondo nodded, staring dejectedly down at the floor. “I was with Chihiro in the locker room. She… he’s…. Uh... Figuring some stuff out right now.”
Makoto stayed quiet, but when Mondo didn’t continue he prompted him again, “What do you mean?”
“I’ve been helping Chihiro work out. Usually at night, but just sorta whenever we get the time.” Mondo sank down onto the bench across from Makoto. “Chihiro trusted me with a secret, and he wants to get stronger before he tells the others. Dude just wants to be comfortable with himself. Or themself, she’s still figuring all that out, ya know? We’ve been trying a few different things.”
“So you….” Makoto tried to think through what he was being told, “You were trying to protect Chihiro, until she was ready to come clean with her own secret?”
Mondo nodded, “I can’t believe I fuckin screwed this up for them. If I had been able to get some damn sleep it wouldn’t have happened. Shit….”
“Don’t… don’t blame yourself,” Makoto awkwardly tried to reassure him, “I’m not gonna say anything about it till Chihiro is ready. Just…. Talk me through what happened. Before the blackout I mean.”
“Alright, uh. Like I said me and Chi were workin’ out. We stayed a little longer than we planned so Sakura wouldn’t catch us coming outta the boy’s locker room…” he trailed off, shifting in his spot. “Chi left to get his water bottle from downstairs, that’s the when the power went out and the damn screen kicked on… I already told ya everything after that.”
Makoto groaned, some of his pent up frustration from before returning now. “Why didn’t you tell me that before?” Mondo opened his mouth to respond, Makoto cut him off, “I know you made a promise or whatever but this is serious! This is literally life or death, Mondo.”
Mondo was quiet, glaring down at the floor as Makoto thought about what he’d been told.
“I’m still gonna talk to Chihiro about this.” Makoto mumbled, standing up. “I won’t tell her we talked, but I just… I need to check. Have you noticed her acting weird? Oh- a-and does it like… bother her if I say ‘her’?”
“Nah. It won’t bother ‘em.” Mondo shook his head, finally standing as well, “Pretty fuckin’ chill about the whole situation to be honest. I can’t believe how strong they are… They’re sorta trying everything out right now to see what fits, ya know?”
“Okay… cool. Thanks for being honest.”
Mondo shifted on his feet, “Sorry for bein’ such an ass about all this… I wasn’t… I don’t really think things through. I shoulda’ worked with ya more.”
“It’s fine, I guess. I get it. But seriously, has Chihiro been acting weird?” Makoto pressed again, “Like… different from normal in any way?”
Mondo opened his mouth to respond when the bath house door opened, Taka’s bright eyes staring in at them. “Oh, there you are. Sorry to interrupt, but Byakuya wanted to see you, Makoto.”
“He’s awake?” Makoto moved towards the door, Taka stepped aside to let him pass.
“Is everything alright?” Makoto heard him ask Mondo, he risked a glance over his shoulder and saw the biker’s arm go around his waist.
“Everything’s fine, I just… made a mistake.”
Makoto hurried down the hall, finding Byakuya’s door still open and Toko and Kyoko standing off to the side inside the room. Byakuya was laid against a few stacked pillows in his bed, glasses and a book set on the nightstand and an IV dripping from the thin stand beside him. He still looked far too pale, and his eyes lacked their usual sharpness. But he was awake, and seemed more coherent than he had been all day, that was enough for Makoto right now.
“Hey,” Makoto smiled sheepishly, trying to keep his tone from sounding too much like pity, “How’re you feeling?”
“Naegi.” Byakuya mumbled in return, speech slightly slurred. “You’re the fifth person to ask me that this evening.”
“Well, answer me anyway.”
“I feel like I’ve been hit by a train.” Byakuya blinked slowly, a hand going to rest at his neck. “A-and it feels like there’s glass in my throat…”
Makoto frowned, squatting down beside the bed, “You should probably go back to sleep.”
Byakuya shook his head, an action that seemed to require far more effort than it should have.
“No… I wanted to check on you first.”
“Check on me?” Makoto almost laughed, “I’m not the one who got poisoned.”
Byakuya’s glazed eyes moved towards where Kyoko and Toko were still speaking quietly, Kyoko noticed his stare and raised an eyebrow.
“Need some privacy?” She asked, and Byakuya weakly nodded.
She began to herd Toko out of the room, the quieter girl turned to wave before exiting with Kyoko and letting her close the door behind them. Byakuya sighed.
“Toko got me a book.” He mumbled, pointing to the novel his glasses were resting on. “ ‘think it’s one of her’s… mystery plot… ironic.”
Byakuya’s grip on consciousness seemed to be fading fast, each blink lasted longer than the previous, Makoto tapped his hand to try and regain his attention.
“Byakuya, was there something you needed to tell me?”
“Monokuma ‘s gone… but the school’s still up…” Byakuya had his eyes closed now, his speech becoming slower, “If he was still online he would’ve come when I called him…”
“How do you know that?”
Byakuya coughed, shifting uncomfortably in his bed, “He has to. Always had before. Do you know what that means?”
“What are you talking about?” Makoto asked, but Byakuya had gone still once again. Makoto sat there, watching his friend’s constantly angry expression lessen only slightly by sleep as he stewed over his own thoughts.
It had to be Chihiro.
It just had to be.
Quietly as he could, Makoto exited the room. Gently shutting the door shut behind him and jumping at the sight of glowing red eyes staring down at him.
“T-Taka!” he yelped out, hand going to his chest as he awkwardly laughed, “You scared me, ha.” Taka didn’t move, or blink. Makoto cleared his throat before continuing. “Uh, Byakuya’s already asleep again… so,”
Taka smiled, Makoto felt a weird sense of unease. “Ah, very good. It’s important that he gets his rest.”
He leaned forward, startling Makoto to the point that he backed into the door behind him. “You should probably rest as well, it’s getting late.”
“I’m… not tired.” Makoto answered apprehensively. “A- Are you okay, Taka? You’re not blinking.”
Taka laughed, his usual ‘ha ha ha!’ Came out stiff and insincere.
“I am perfectly fine! Just doing my job.” He grabbed Makoto’s forearm, forcefully dragging him back down the hall.
Makoto squirmed to try and get away, Taka’s grip tightened. “Ow! T-Taka, let me go! What are you doing-“
Makoto was shoved unceremoniously back into his own room, banging his head against carpet and looking up just in time to see his door shut. He scrambled back to his feet, turning the knob only for it to click in protest.
“I-it’s locked?” He asked out loud, frantically turning it again and banging on the door. “Taka this isn’t funny! Let me out!”
There was no response, he banged on the door again, “Hello!? Someone?” I still have the key- he wrestled the familiar gold key out of his jacket pocket- holding it up and realizing there was nowhere for him put it on the inside of the door.
Stupid Idea. Back to yelling.
He banged on the door again, shouting as loud as he could. Something brushed against his shoe suddenly, he looked down to find a folded piece of paper had been slid under his door.
‘Stop shouting.’ Was written in pristine handwriting, ‘You risk endangering others if you cause a scene right now.’
“Celeste?” Makoto asked, crouching down and peering under minuscule crack of space beneath the door. There was certainly someone there, Makoto could really only make out a shadow.
“Yes, you imbecile.” She hissed back, voice muffled. The shadow beneath the door grew slightly, a new voice whispered as well.
“I’m here too!” That was Hifumi, Makoto heard Celeste groan in frustration before she continued speaking.
“We cannot risk drawing attention to things while everyone is separated in their rooms.”
“I.. Then what am I supposed to??”
“Stay put for now. Nothing seems to be happening tonight. If anything dire occurs I will get someone to break the door down.” There was a pause, “It is in our best interest right now to play along.”
“So I’m just supposed to go to sleep?” Makoto asked indignantly, “I can’t do that! What if something happens?”
“There is nothing we can do that will not escalate things further.” She insisted. “I am devising a way to deal with this discreetly. Just… trust me for now, alright? Is that not what you always preach to others?”
“Right,” Hifumi agreed, “You can count on us, Mr. Naegi. We have a plan!”
Makoto sat back up on his knees, a worried sigh escaping him. “I- I guess… Okay, I’ll stay here. Are you sure you’re alright out there?”
“Of course I am.” She tried to push an emotion into his mind, a confidence that she would handle things. It quickly began to crack, though, leaving Makoto a clear cut view into how afraid she was. He didn’t comment on it.
“Okay.” He relented. “Just… be careful. You know who’s behind this now, right?”
“Naturally.” She whispered, and the fear radiating from her shifted into anger, “And I intend to deal with it first thing in the morning.”
———————————————————
Makoto awoke with a start, he wasn’t even sure he remembered falling asleep in the first place. He had spent most of the night pacing around his room, fear consuming his every thought as he tried to figure what to do in the morning.
Celeste said she would handle things but… who knows what that really means.
He scrambled out of his bed, his left arm aching where Taka had grabbed him last night. He had fallen asleep in his clothes from the day before, but the thought barely crossed his mind as he slipped on his shoes and reached for the doorknob.
Please don’t be locked, please don’t be locked.
The door opened easily, like it had never been locked in the first place. Makoto rushed into the hall and looked around.
“Mornin’ dude.” Leon’s voice startled him, “Geez, man did you sleep at all last night? You look kinda rough.”
“I slept… some.” Makoto fumbled over his answer, letting Leon steer him towards the kitchen while he tried to think of how much information he should be letting on. “Do you know where Taka is? I really need to talk to him.”
“Yeah, he’s right in here.” Leon gestured towards the dining hall, rolling his eyes. “He says I gotta make breakfast for everyone this morning, something about ‘putting in an effort’ or some crap. I put in effort! I just don’t, ya know… like cooking. Or cleaning. I put in effort other places, though!”
“I know you do.” Makoto chuckled, trying to placate the redhead as he huffed and began walking in the direction of the kitchen. Makoto paused in the dining hall doorway, spotting Taka cleaning the large table. He had to go about this carefully…
Taka enthusiastically commended Leon for following through with cooking, a gesture that was met with another eye roll and muttered comment as he disappeared into the kitchen. The android’s eyes flicked over to where Makoto was still frozen in place in the doorway.
“Good morning, Makoto!” He smiled, a warm and genuine one as opposed to the night before. Makoto hesitantly approached as he continued, “How are you this morning?”
“Uh… kinda freaked out.” He answered, uneasily shifting on his feet. “Are we gonna talk about what you did last night?”
Taka raised an eyebrow, setting the rag he was using to clean the table aside. “What I did…? Oh- you mean with you and Mondo. I apologize again for interrupting, I just thought you would want to see Byakuya, I know you’ve been worried.”
“No, I meant when you locked me in my room.” Makoto frowned, “Remember? You dragged me in there and shoved me on the floor.”
“I would never do such a thing!” Taka responded indignantly, “I don’t even have the ability to lock any doors other than the infirmary. Makoto, if this is some sort of joke-“
“It’s not a joke.” Makoto insisted, pulling off his jacket and lifting the sleeve of his T-shirt. A dark bruise had already formed where he had been grabbed, “I wouldn’t lie about something like this.”
Taka stared at the bruise for a moment, eyes flaring brighter as he tried to make sense of it. “Th-that’s…” he faltered. “Makoto, I wouldn’t do that.”
“Well- I mean, you did.” Makoto fixed his clothes again, “And I’m not like mad or anything, I just… I think something is wrong with you.”
Taka opened his mouth to protest, and then shut it, glancing back down at the table.
“I spoke to Chihiro yesterday, she said she didn’t see any problem.” he finally spoke after a moment, “I… I’ve been having trouble remembering things recently… But still, I would never hurt you- or anyone else here! You’re all my friends, I would never do anything like that!”
Makoto hesitated, unsure of how to go about suggesting this. “I think someone is making you do things.“
“Bro!” Mondo’s loud voice startled them both. Makoto turned to see him enter the dining hall, his usual crooked grin on his face as he walked over to them.
“G-good morning, Mondo!” Taka smiled, worry still plainly evident on his face as the biker came and slung an arm around his shoulder.
“Hey, could I see you for a sec? It’s important.” Mondo asked, glancing over at Makoto for a moment as he tried to herd Taka away from the table.
“Uh, we were sorta talking about something important too.” Makoto argued, moving to stand in between the two of them and the door, Taka nodded in agreement.
“Yes, If you wouldn’t mind waiting just a minute, Mon-“
“It’s real important.” Mondo repeated, “Chi needs to talk to you about something upstairs. Said it can’t wait.”
Taka’s expression shifted, the corner of his mouth twitched for a moment before he replied. “I… alright. I’ll be right back, Makoto.”
“Taka, I don’t think that’s a good idea.” Makoto grabbed the android’s hand, “Remember what I said-“
Mondo pulled Taka away, glaring down at Makoto. Something about his stare seemed… off. “Stay outta this, Mac. This ain’t gonna take long.”
The two of them quickly left the dining hall, leaving Makoto fumbling after them back into the hallway. He opened his mouth to protest again when Hina gasped and latched onto his arm.
“Makoto! Thank god-” She pulled him away from them and towards the bath house. “I have to show you something! It’s really, really important!”
“Hina!” She tugged his sore arm and he winced in pain, “P-please don’t pull on me like that. What’s going on? Are you okay?”
She finally succeeded in pulling him into the bath house, finally releasing him and running over to where Sakura was waiting by the lockers, holding two E-handbooks and frowning in confusion.
“Hello.” She greeted gently. “Sorry to bother you so early,”
“But this is important!” Hina finished the sentence for her, fists raised determination.
“Uh… okay? What is it?” He asked, his worry from before replaced by confusion.
“Hina has been talking about strange noises from the lockers,” Sakura beckoned him over, handing one of the handbooks to Hina as Makoto approached, “We investigated together this morning and found… this.”
She gestured to the laptop sitting open in the middle of the locker, it looked like the one Chihiro had taken from storage. The screen was a dark blue color, words in bright green blinking rhythmically on the screen and emitting a strange ‘grrrrchink!’ after a moment.
“Emergency Stasis Activated..” Makoto read aloud, peering over Hina’s shoulder to read. “Please present identification?”
“We’ve tried everything we could think of.” Hina sighed, “talking, typing, turning it off and on again, we even held out handbooks up to the little camera to see if that would help. But, no dice.”
Sakura held her own scanner up to the camera again, the screen switched to a small loading symbol. After a moment it beeped a negative sounding tone.
‘INVALID IDENTIFICATION’
She sighed as well, “This is as far as we’ve managed to get.” She glanced back at him, “We we’re looking for Chihiro originally, do you know where she is?”
“Uh- N-no.” Makoto stuttered, suddenly remembering what he had been doing before he was dragged here. “I was sorta looking for her too.”
“Oh! Try your handbook real quick!” Hina gasped, “Maybe this is something from Mukuro- she left lots of things for you, right?”
“Oh, uh, okay?” He pulled his handbook from his pocket, too tired and confused to really argue. Sakura hummed thoughtfully as he approached the laptop.
“Do you suppose this has something to do with Monokuma’s disappearance?” She asked, Makoto held his handbook’s screen up to the laptop’s camera.
BEEP!
‘ID ACCEPTED. INITIATING DATA TRANSFER.’
“It worked!” Hina clapped, “What does data transfer mean?”
Before he could respond, his handbook buzzed in his hand. The laptop screen went dark, letting out a final whirrrrrrr before it seemed to shut down completely. His handbook rebooted, before once again proudly displaying the Hope’s Peak logo. Makoto quickly swiped through things to check for anything different as Hina and Sakura peered over his shoulder.
“So… what did it do?” Hina asked, also poking at his screen to try and figure things out.
Makoto shrugged, “I have no idea. It doesn’t look like it really did anything.”
There was whistling behind them, the sliding door to the baths opened to reveal-
“M-mondo?!” Makoto gasped, dropping his handbook in surprise and relying on Hina to catch and hand it back to him. “How did you… is Taka in there with you?”
Mondo raised an eyebrow, looking completely different from how Makoto had seen him just a few minutes ago. His hair was damp and held back in a bun instead of it’s usual pompadour, his jacket and shirt bundled under one of his arms as he walked out in just a black pair of pants. His usual eyeliner was also strangely absent, even though Makoto had just seen him wearing it moments ago.
“What the hell are you talkin’ about? I was just takin’ a bath, come on, we don’t go everywhere together.”
“Wait, what?” Hina asked, face scrunched in confusion, she had seen them out in the hallway too.
He began to slip his shirt on as Makoto stared dumbfounded. “B-but I just saw you head upstairs with him! How did you-“
Makoto stopped, fear freezing his entire body like a vice grip. Oh no.
“Makoto?” Sakura’s hand was at his back, “What’s wrong?”
“I- we have to get upstairs now.” Makoto bolted for the door, ignoring the others’ shouts of confusion as he sprinted into the halls of the school.
The others’ footsteps pounded behind him as he ran up the stairs, adrenaline forcing him faster than he thought he had ever run in his life. Than again, his life was in danger a lot recently, so who could tell for sure.
“Hina, do you have any idea what he’s talking about?” Sakura asked worriedly, her voice only about a meter behind him, the others all could’ve outrun him easily, they were probably staying him behind just see where he went.
“Well, we saw Taka and Mondo in the hallway-“ Hina tried to explain, Makoto nearly tripped up the second floor stairs. “B-but then you were in the bath house and-“
“Fuckin Yamada.” Mondo growled, picking up the pace and passing Makoto as the reached the third floor. “When I get my hands on that fuckin’ creep I’m gonna-“
“What are you doing?!”
-SLAM-
“STOP!”
The lights overhead flickered violently.
The group made a mad dash towards the tech lab, following the continued shouts of anger and confusion. Makoto somehow managed to reach the door before Mondo, skidding to a stop in the doorway at the chaos erupting inside.
Hifumi stood in the center of the room, surrounded by broken machinery and wielding a large wooden mallet- where the hell did he even get that???- Taka stood facing him, clearly on the defense against Hifumi’s erratic swinging. Celeste was in the corner of the room, holding Chihiro down on the ground forcefully while the smaller girl cried. Celeste was still shrieking, demanding Hifumi stop.
Sakura rushed towards Celeste and Chihiro, lifting the empath by the neck and shoving her away from the programmer. Celeste’s head hit one of the monitors, and she crumpled to the ground with angry groan.
Taka’s eyes snapped over to them as they entered, something similar to desperation crossed his face in the split second before the hammer came crashing down again.
C R A C K !
His left eye shattered from the impact, sending shards of glass everywhere as he collapsed. Mondo screamed- a deep guttural shout of anger that Makoto could feel in his bones.
He rushed forward, a rushed string of death threats filling the air as he advanced. Hifumi dropped into a ready position, a completely uncharacteristic smirk on his face as he prepared for the attack.
Taka abruptly stood again, stopping the raging biker in his tracks as he turned to Hifumi in jerking movements. Stray sparks shot from the left side of his face as he grabbed onto the handle of the hammer and wrenched it from Hifumi. It snapped in half in his hands, and he used the now ruined chunk of wood to knock the shapeshifter to the ground.
“Taka!” Mondo cried out in relief, “Oh thank god- how- Babe, how are you still standing after that?!”
Taka turned back to him, his one good eye filled with panic as he stumbled towards him.
“Mondo- you have to kill me!” His voice cracked, dropping both pieces of the hammer and desperately grabbing Mondo’s sleeves.
“What?!”
“She’s going to make me hurt you- Break me! Do it now!“
“Wh- what the hell are you talking about? You gotta calm down and we can fix-”
“Please I don’t want to- I- I-“ his good eye flickered out, his expression going blank as he collapsed against the biker.
“T-Tak?” Mondo’s voice came out like a whimper, he dropped to his knees as he shook Taka’s shoulders. “Hey- no, oh my god oh my god Taka wake up-“
There was a chuckle from in front of the pair, Hifumi had begun getting to his feet.
“If you had any common sense at all, you’d listen to him.” His voice was low, empty eyes staring back at them over the rim of his glasses as he wiped pink blood from a new cut across his cheek. “This must be… tearing you up inside, isn’t it, Eight?”
Mondo didn’t move, so still Makoto couldn’t even see him breathing as Hifumi continued.
“You keep failing to protect those you ‘care’ about, again and again-“
“Th-that’s enough!” Makoto finally spoke up, stepping forward and feeling the rage and sorrow coming off Mondo in waves. It was almost suffocating.
“Hifumi-“
“That is not my name.” he cut Makoto off, “You aren’t going to do to me what you did last time, we’re stronger now that there’s more of us.”
“Wh-what?” Makoto stuttered, unable to demand elaboration when Mondo suddenly shot up from where he had kneeled on the floor. He lunged for Hifumi, his fist colliding with Hifumi’s chin and sending him back to the ground. An angry roar filling the air as he pounded again and again.
Sakura leapt into action immediately, forcing Mondo off Hifumi while the biker kicked and clawed at him like a mad man. Hifumi sat back up and spit out blood, sneering up them.
“It’s not his fault-“ Sakura grunted, trying to keep him from elbowing her in the face as he thrashed. “He’s not himself right now! You have to stay calm- do it for Taka! He wouldn’t want this!”
“Yeah, bro!” Hifumi agreed, his form shifting till there was a perfect copy of Taka- broken eye and all- in his place. “Or should I say ‘beloved’- that’s what he calls you now, right? How pathetic.”
“I’LL FUCKIN KILL YOU!”
“Mondo,” the copy shook his head, brows furrowing in disappointment, “you know I hate it when you talk like that. Haven’t you let me down enough today?”
“D-don’t-“ Mondo’s anger faltered, ‘Taka’ grinned widely.
“Oh, but don’t worry, I’m not upset. I can’t even really be upset! You know I’m not real, right, Mondo?”
“Sh-shut the hell up-”
“What are you gonna do about it? Kill me? Like your brother? Haven’t you gotten tired of that by now?”
“That’s enough!” Sakura snapped back, “Not another word or I’ll do something about it.”
There was a scream to Makoto’s right, he whipped his head over and found Celeste had once again made a move to attack Chihiro. What the hell is going on?
Makoto rushed over, stepping in between the two and letting Chihiro cower behind him.
“Celeste-“ he struggled against her as she tried to push him out of the way.
“What are you doing?!” She demanded angrily, her accent completely forgotten with the chaos of the situation. “It’s her! We both know it’s her! She’s the one doing this!”
“I-It’s Hifumi! We just saw that!” He protested, pointing to where the shapeshifter had returned to his original appearance. “He was lying to you!”
“Obviously he was lying! But she is too! This has all been-“
“Oh, ‘obviously’ I’ve been lying?” Hifumi sneered over at her, “I had you completely fooled, Eleven. You must’ve lost your touch~”
“You stupid little-”
“You’ll believe anything as long as it makes you feel better than everyone.”
Makoto couldn’t take this anymore. “O-Okay everybody STOP!”
Everyone did. The room was plunged into tense silence, the only sounds were labored breathing and a sudden choked sob from Mondo. Makoto released an uneasy breath, unsure of what to do next when the sound of new footsteps caught his attention.
“In here!” That was Hina, leading a group of the others into the tech lab. One of Kyoko’s hands was already ignited, Toko stood behind her with her usual scissors held in shaking hands. Leon took up the bulk of the doorway, his new crossbow already aimed right at Hifumi.
Celeste reluctantly stepped back, “Makoto.” She whispered, “Look at Chihiro right now and tell me that I am wrong.”
There was nothing but sincere desperation in her eyes, and nothing but an overwhelming sense that something was deeply, truly wrong flooding the rest of the room. Makoto slowly turned around.
But Chihiro was not longer next to him, she had rushed towards where Taka lay lifeless on the floor. She was still crying, a hand going to hover above Taka’s head as she gasped.
“He… He won’t turn back on-“ she whispered, “I- I can’t feel him.”
Mondo stopped thrashing, his anger shattering into horror at the news.
“Makoto.” Celeste insisted. “Look.”
Makoto took a step forward, acutely aware of how Hifumi was tracking his every move.
Deep breath. Stay calm.
He turned back to Celeste, a faint buzzing in his mind as she tried to see what he was thinking. He let her in this time, a conscious decision, and tried to let her know what he was planning.
I’m going to check. But I need to get everyone else out of here. Could Celeste even read thoughts? Or was it just feelings? But he had to keep everyone else safe. There were monitors all over the room, it was a miracle nothing had happened already.
“Hifumi’s the traitor.” Makoto told the group in the doorway, and Celeste made no move to protest, just hung her head down. “We… We need to find somewhere to put him so I can talk to him.”
Hifumi grinned, no real emotion behind it as he stood and got to his feet. “It’s nice to truly meet everyone again, at least halfway. Our real reunion will come later-“
“Oh, shut up.” Leon spat back, crossbow pointed square at Hifumi’s chest. “I’m not gonna listen to any of this brainwashed bullshit.”
“Feisty.” Hifumi hummed, walking past where Sakura still held Mondo back. He didn’t flinch when Mondo suddenly thrashed out again, an angry noise closer to another sob escaping the biker when Hifumi simply chuckled in return.
“You can lower your weapons, I’m not going to resist.” He raised his hands in surrender, “I know when I’ve been beat.”
Kyoko eyes him warily, flame finally extinguishing as she addressed the group behind her with taking her eyes off of him. “Let’s take him back downstairs. We still have rope from when we had to stop Sayaka.”
Slowly, the group began to leave. Kyoko and Leon flanked either side of Hifumi, eyes trained on their former friend in case he tried to escape. Sakura finally released Mondo, keeping her hands on his shoulders as he sank back to his knees and tried to stop himself from crying. His body shook with each sob, Makoto uneasily approached him.
“…You should go, too.” He suggested, his hand reaching out to be some sort of comfort but faltering when Mondo looked up at him.
“N-No!” His voice cracked, “I’m not… I’m not leaving till he’s okay.” He looked over to where Chihiro was inspecting Taka, at some point while they had been talking she had unbuttoned the android’s shirt to open the port on his chest.
“You can fix this? Right, Chi?” Mondo pleaded, so vulnerable it broke Makoto’s heart.
Chihiro didn’t answer right away, retracting her hands and keeping her head bent forward.
“I… I don’t know.”
Mondo’s breath hitched, whatever response he could’ve made dying in his throat and coming out as a choked cry. Makoto reached out again, hesitantly putting a hand on Mondo’s shoulder, he flinched at the contact.
“D-Don’t-“ he jerked away, shaking hands moving to prop himself against the tile floor, “Don’t fuckin’ touch me. I- I can’t-“ His head hung low, the hair that had escaped their bun hung down in front of his eyes. He just sat there, shaking, seeming unable to make himself do anything other than stare at Taka as Chihiro continued to look him over.
Makoto looked to Sakura for help, and slowly the larger girl moved to put her arms around Mondo again. He made a noise of protest as she pulled him to his feet, she spoke in a low, gentle voice.
“Let’s go downstairs for now, you need to get cleaned up-“
“NO!” He barked back, jerking away from her, “I don’t fuckin need-“
“Look at your hands, Mondo.” She insisted, and his tear filled eyes turned down to see what she was talking about.
There were smears of Hifumi’s blood along his knuckles, a few drips had run down his fingers and made a mess across his palms as well. She began to guide him towards the door, his eyes still fixated on the mess on his hands as he shook.
“When Taka is better, you’ll want to look your best for him, right?”
Mondo numbly let himself be led away, Hina trailing close behind he two of them. Celeste angrily eyed where Chihiro was kneeling, Makoto was almost worried she would move to attack the programmer again. The corner of her mouth twitched down to a frown suddenly, an almost pained look on her face as she quickly looked away from Chihiro and back down to the floor.
Despair…. He could feel her pushing that emotion his way, as a warning. He nodded back, taking a step towards Chihiro on the floor.
“H-hey-“ he started, hand hesitating before touching her shoulder. She didn’t look up at him. “Do you want me to help you move him to the work table?”
“Yes….” She mumbled after a moment, “Th-thank you, Makoto.”
She pronounced every syllable of his name slowly, something very wrong about each sound as it came from her mouth.
What do I do what do I do? He lifted Taka up by the shoulders, trying not to focus on the unnatural angle his head lolled limply back to. He was heavy, and Makoto strained to get him up on the table even with Chihiro’s help. Chihiro moved over to the computer, eyes staring down at her own feet the as she walked.
With her back to him, the screen whirring to life in front of her, she finally spoke.
“We both know you’re going to ask. Let’s not waste each other’s time.”
Makoto stiffened, glancing over at where Celeste had moved to stand next to him.
“I- you’re not….” He gulped, hesitating for longer than he should have, “You’re not Chihiro, are you?”
She hummed, an amused sounding hum that made him shudder.
“You’re so predictable. Did you know that? How could you not know that?”
“Wh-what?”
“I was able to just guess almost every move you’ve made this entire time… I knew you were broken but-“
“Chihiro-“
“Stop.” She glared at him over her shoulder. “Don’t waste your breath. There’s no sense in trying things that will only fail.”
“I just want to help you.“ he insisted, and she smiled.
“I know you do. I know… but the best intentions can lead you to the worst situations…. Isn’t that right, Kiyotaka?”
A cold hand gripped his shoulder
Chapter 16: The Fall
Summary:
Makoto has a very bad day.
But he gets to take a nap! Two of em, even!
PLEASE NOTE: There’s some depictions of injuries and blood in this chapter- tread carefully!
Notes:
Sorry for disappearing for a week! Some things came up, but we’re back in business now! Please enjoy Makoto’s horrible, no good, very bad day. And thanks for all the kind comments! They really keep me going.
Chapter Text
Makoto didn’t need to turn around to know who was gripping his arm to hold him in place, the cold that spread through his shoulder and sporadic twitch as the fingers curled tighter told him everything he needed to know.
Taka’s supposed to be… like dead right? Was Chihiro lying? He frowned at his own thoughts, Of course Chihiro was lying, what was I thinking?
… How am I gonna get out of this?
Celeste gasped beside him, probably being held in a similar fashion. Makoto was afraid to move, left staring back at Chihiro’s bored eyes and hoping he was doing an at least mediocre job of keeping the fear and confusion off his face.
Chihiro turned back around, quickly typing something into the computer and bringing up a screen of fast scrolling code.
“If it were up to me,” she began, waving a hand towards the computer screen and collapsing all the code into one file before pulling up something else, “You would be terminated immediately. There’s no point in trying to fix something that seems…. So beyond repair. But she thinks she can save you, it’s not my place to argue.”
“Wh- who?” Makoto tried uneasily, “One?”
“She’s been able to feel it, feel you getting stronger.” Chihiro continued as though he hadn’t spoken. “We can too… She thinks you could still be useful. Somehow.”
“S-stronger?” Makoto stuttered, Celeste’s eyes met his, “I don’t know what you’re-“
“She really can’t wait to meet you again. She’ll be here soon.”
“No, no she won’t.” Makoto protested, Chihiro glanced back again, “I’m not gonna let that happen.”
“You think you can stop this?”
“I-I know I can.” -I hope I can- “We can beat her, we can stop this.”
“We won’t be doing anything of the sort.” Chihiro turned around fully now, “You cannot speak like you’re a part of this. You’re alone, Seven.”
There was a sound like rushing wind, Makoto found himself pulled off his feet and the world blurred around him. Someone had lifted him up under the arms and pulled him back, his vision practically melting into fuzz. He struggled in their grasp, finally pushing free and watching the world careen back into focus just in time for him to tumble down the third floor stairs.
“OW-“ Toko’s voice hissed, he looked back up a few steps and saw her covering her nose. “Wh-what the hell??? Why’d y-y-you elbow me!?”
“Toko?” He gasped, “Wha- how did you-“
“I g-g-grabbed you and ran. Hiro s-s-said you were in trouble.” Toko tugged on her braids, “I’ve never seen him look s-s-so serious. It’s weird.”
There was a scream from upstairs, Makoto jolted. “Celeste!”
He scrambled to his feet as Toko met him at the bottom of the stairs, “We have to go back, Celeste is in-“
The gate in front of the stairs slammed down, inches away from crushing the two. The speaker crackled to life.
“I suppose you want to warn everyone, right?” Chihiro’s voice was laced with static. “Predictable, again. You’re just so caring, Seven. In other circumstances it’d be perfect.”
Toko grabbed his arms again, “C-Come on. Let’s go.”
“We can’t just leave her-“
“Makoto.” Toko cut him off, “There’s n-nothing we can do to get through there. Let’s go.”
He swallowed the guilting building inside of him and nodded numbly. Toko lifted him a couple inches off the ground- which probably would’ve shocked Makoto if he didn’t have a huge crisis to deal with- and after another disorienting sprint to the first floor he was dropped right in front of the dining hall doors. A few of the others were gathered around already, all jumping back in surprise when they appeared.
Hiro was the first to react, grabbing Makoto’s face like he needed to check him over to make sure he was really alright. “Oh my god you’re okay!“ he hugged Makoto close to him, ignoring how he scrambled to get out of his arms. “Dude I thought we were so boned-“
“Chihiro’s brainwashed too!” Makoto shouted frantically, invoking more shock and confusion from his friends. “I-it wasn’t just Hifumi. They were in this together!”
“Wait are you serious?” Hina gasped, “But we were just up there and she was crying!”
“F-Faking it, probably.” Toko grumbled, trying to catch her breath.
“Makoto!” Kyoko ran down the hall, followed by Sakura and a still disheveled Mondo trailing behind them. “What did you just say?”
“I-I said Chihiro is brainwashed too! I think they took out Monokuma and they’re controlling the whole school!”
“Wh-what?” Mondo asked, voice barely above a whisper, “No… No. That can’t be it!”
“Wait a minute-“ Sayaka gasped suddenly, “Where’s Celeste? Leon said she was up there with you!”
Makoto didn’t answer, any response he could’ve made dying in his throat at the fear on his friends’ faces.
Hiro stepped in to answer for him, “I told Toko to grab him. I-I didn’t know Celeste was in there- she wasn’t supposed to be…”
“Oh my god…” Sayaka whispered, covering her mouth. “No, no, no- this can’t be happening…”
Kyoko took control of the conversation again, “When did you realize Chihiro was compromised?”
Makoto stuttered, trying to force his panic filled mind to make any sort of sense of what had been going on. “Uh- It… After the fighting stopped, and you guys took Hifumi.”
“So you just stayed there alone with her?” Sakura raised an eyebrow, “That was reckless, Makoto.”
“I-I don’t know- I wasn’t thinking straight! I was worried!” Makoto ran his hands through his hair, “I thought I could talk to Chihiro like I did with Sayaka-“
“Sayaka was restrained and unable to use her powers.” Kyoko countered with a disappointed frown. “Makoto, you could’ve been killed.”
“Well then we’ll just add it to the list of aaaaaaaall the other times I’ve almost died!” He snapped back, before faltering at the surprised stares around him, “I- sorry. I’m sorry. I’m panicking.”
“Take a breath,” Sakura instructed, “We all need to think rationally about this.”
“Hey!” Leon’s voice yelled from down the hall, where he was probably guarding Hifumi’s door. “Can you guys talk louder? I wanna hear what’s going on!”
“We’re fucked!” Mondo yelled back, “That’s what’s goin’ on!”
“No, we’re not!” Hina argued, “We can fix this! We can-“
The sound of a door opening startled all of them, Byakuya’s bedroom door opening slowly before the blond peaked his head out.
“Is it not enough that I’ve been poisoned? Do I also have to endure sound of you all screaming like toddlers.” He spat, trying to keep the edge to his voice as he leaned heavily on his doorframe to stay standing. “What’s going on?”
“You should go back to bed-“ Kyoko tried to tell him, Byakuya cut her off.
“No. I’m fine. What’s going on?”
Nobody spoke, the sound of the speakers kicking on silenced any response they could’ve had.
“Attention, this is a very special announcement.” Chihiro’s voice crackled through the speakers, cold and monotone. “We have some very important guests coming soon, I expect us all to be on our best behavior. My new assistant is coming to take care of our weakest link, it would be in everyone’s best interest not to resist.”
There were panicked murmurs as Chihiro finished, “I know you can’t realize it yet, but this all for the best. This will make us stronger. See you soon…”
Hiro was shaking, Makoto braced himself for a melt down, but looking up all he saw was that hopeless expression Hiro had tried to hide on the fourth floor yesterday. He thought this was the end, and he was just accepting it.
“What do we do?” Sayaka asked in a panic, “Should we barricade the gate? Do you think there’s gonna be more of the security bears? What do we-“
There was the sound of footsteps coming from behind them, rhythmic and heavy. Kyoko removed her gloves and ignited her hands, Sayaka pulled Makoto by the sleeve back to hide behind where Sakura was positioning herself between the doorway and the group.
The footsteps got louder.
Sayaka’s breathing grew panicked, she latched onto Makoto hand and muttered something under breath. Makoto tried to keep his own panic from showing as a figure finally emerged from the always shadowed walkway to the school.
“T-Taka?” Mondo gasped, eyes wide with disbelief as Taka did indeed step through the doorway. “Oh my god. You’re okay-“
Sakura’s hand went out to hold him back as he stepped forward, “Something is wrong…” she warned, eyes never leaving the figure standing in front of her, “Look.”
Something was definitely off about Taka. His left eye still shattered, the red light flicking behind the broken glass sending out sparks. His smile and posture were rigid, hands clasped behind his back as he stopped and looked over each of them individually.
“Hello there!” He greeted, somehow managing to smile wider, “I am Kiyotaka, I’m here to look after your health and wellbeing!”
Hina cautiously peered out from around Sakura’s shoulder, “We… we know who you are, Taka. Are you okay?”
There was a pause before he responded, “I’m afraid I don’t recognize the designation: ‘Taka’. You’ll have to bring these matters up with Director Fujisaki.”
“Director Fujisaki… Chihiro must have reprogrammed him.” Kyoko muttered grimly, Mondo shook his head in disbelief.
“N-no, Chi… Chi wouldn’t do that.” He whispered, swallowing his fear before addressing Taka again, “Come on, Tak, snap out of it. Yer freakin’ me out.”
“I have been informed you are all probably experiencing some levels of disorientation.” Taka continued as though he had never spoken. “Not to worry, we’ll take care of that soon enough!”
He laughed, stiff and unfeeling, “However there is one thing that must be addressed first:”
His one good eye flicked over to Makoto, Sayaka moved to shield him behind her despite how her hands were still shaking.
“Number Seven- You have been scheduled for Lockdown and Re-education, please come with me.”
“Hold on, nobody’s going anywhere.” Hina spoke up, “Makoto hasn’t done anything wrong, he isn’t going to lockdown.”
“Seven, I have been authorized to use force if you do not come willingly.” Taka took a step towards the group-
-Fsshk!-
A crossbow bolt came whizzing from down the hall, directly towards Taka’s one good eye.
The android caught it, centimeters away from hitting it’s target, his smile never left his face as he responded.
“Using weapons outside permitted areas or mission parameters is a clear violation of the rules.” The bolt bent in his hand before he dropped it to the floor. “I see there is another trouble maker to deal with.”
Leon had stepped to the end of the hall now, another bolt already loaded in his crossbow as he warily joined the others. Taka tilted his head and smiled back at Makoto.
“Now, Seven. I’m not going to ask again.”
Makoto’s heart was pounding in his chest, glancing around at all his friends’ terrified faces. This is my fault- it’s my fault- I should’ve figured this all out sooner! How am I supposed to fix this?
If he could get back to Chihiro, maybe he could fix this. He could at least distract her while his friends came up with something better, they were all smarter than him, anyway.
“O-Okay.” He held his hands up in surrender, pushing past Sayaka. “I’ll go.”
“Makoto no-“ Sayaka grabbed his jacket again, he pulled away and stepped forward.
“Look, no need to use force, I’ll cooperate, okay?”
“Naegi- what are you doing?” Byakuya’s panicked voice sounded from down the hall as Makoto approached Taka. There was something pulling at his hands, weakly, something trying to keep him back. It was easy to ignore.
“Very good.” Taka commended him, “Hands behind your back, please.”
Makoto did as he was told, looking back at the others as Taka’s revealed strange looking handcuffs in his other hand.
“G-Go hide somewhere.” He told them, “I-I’m gonna try to talk to Chihiro again just… Just be careful. I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.”
“Makoto…“ Kyoko began, the fire in her hands flickering out as her voiced hitched. Any argument she could’ve made died in her throat, she could tell he was trying to buy them time.
He wasn’t sure if any amount of time would do them any good.
Taka pulled him roughly back down the hall, nearly knocking him over as they exited the dorms. The gate shut with a loud CRASH behind them, Makoto heard someone wail.
Taka didn’t speak as they walked up the stairs, each gated stairway opening and closing automatically for them to step through. Each one another layer of separation between him and his friends, another obstacle he didn’t think he could cross to get back to them.
What am I even doing? I don’t have a plan… will Chihiro even let me talk? He noticed the direct path they were making to the fourth floor stairs, he stopped, skidding forward a bit as Taka tried to push him forward.
“C-can we stop by the Tech Lab? Just for a second-“ Taka’s smiled twitched, Makoto continued before he could protest, “I want to apologize… to uh, Director Fujisaki, for what I did… please.”
There was a pause, seconds passing by in agonizing silence. “Very well. Director Fujisaki will speak with you upstairs.”
Makoto was once again pulled roughly towards the stairs, “W-Wait, why can’t we just meet her in there?”
Taka didn’t answer, half pulling him up the stairs while Makoto’s legs began to lock up form the fear coursing through him. Monokuma never said exactly what lockdown was supposed to be like… he didn’t want to have to experience it first hand.
He was dragged across the fourth floor, past the hall that led to Hiro’s nightmare, around the far side of the strange room in the middle of the floor, to a wall of four small plain white rooms- each about a third of the size of their dorm rooms- similar to the ones Makoto and Hiro had investigated before.
They looked like asylum cells, or at least the ones Makoto had seen on tv. They were completely bare, with padded walls, a flat screen on the left wall, and thick glass that separated the rooms from the rest of the fourth floor.
“Wh-what is this?” He asked, trying to fight against his captor but accomplishing little more than squeaking his shoes against the tile.
“Unlike the general training rooms located across the floor and downstairs, these smaller units are designed specifically to monitor and contain a specific team member.” Taka explained helpfully, gesturing to a familiar heart shape over the glass covered opening. “Should you exhibit behavior considered dangerous to yourself or others, you will be isolated here until the problem is sufficiently dealt with.”
Makoto blinked, unable to tear his eyes away from the heart above the door. It didn’t… look right.
“Why are there those little lines coming off the heart?” He asked, before being struck by the realization that this is not what he should be focusing on right now. “A-and where’s Chihiro? Wasn’t she- Hey!”
Taka pushed him forward again, the glass sliding open as Makoto stumbled over face first with no way to catch himself, groaning in pain as he managed to get back up onto his knees.
Taka moved to undo the handcuffs, they released their grip on Makoto with a quiet beep.
“There you go. Please relax and enjoy your rehabilitation!” Taka’s empty voice sounded behind him as he turned to see the android leave.
“Wait wait wait-“ he scrambled forward, hands colliding with the glass surface as it slid back into place. His protest giving way to a yelp in surprise when the glass seemed to automatically frost and tint so he could no longer see the hall outside. His breath hitched.
It was so quiet.
His heartbeat quickened, and in the deafening silence of the room he swore he could hear it. He finally removed his hands from the glass, dropping back onto his knees and gripping the fabric of his jeans.
I’m trapped. His eyes flickered around the nauseatingly plain room, I’m trapped I’m trapped I’m trapped. My friends are in danger and I’m stuck here-
It was a few moments more before Makoto actually realized he was beginning to hyperventilate.
“O-Okay…” he whispered, and the room even made his voice sound muffled, “Deep breath, stay calm. Focus on your feelings. Th-that’s what Celeste-“
Celeste.
“Oh my god…”
The screen on the wall suddenly kicked on, emitting the faintest hint of white noise as Chihiro’s face appeared on screen.
“Hello, Seven.” Chihiro was in a dark room, in a large black chair, face lit by a blue light from behind the camera she was speaking into, “Try to get comfortable, it’ll be awhile still before we can let you out.”
“Chihiro.” Makoto got back on his feet, standing in front of the screen and pleading. “Please listen to me, you don’t-“
“Oh, Seven.” Chihiro rolled her eyes, leaning on one hand and seeming bored. “I don’t think you’re good enough to try and win me over through a call, do you? There’s still some distance between us, and you can barely connect to the network when it’s two feet ahead of you.”
Makoto’s argument died in his throat as Chihiro continued, “This room should be enough to eliminate any chance you have of breaking through to the others. I’ll send Kiyotaka by with food later, One wants you in decent condition.”
“Wh-why?” He asked, “If I’m really so useless why bother keeping me around?”
“It’s not my place to ask questions.” Chihiro’s eyes flickered down to a screen she was typing on, “I’m sure you have many you would like to ask though.”
“Where’s Celeste?” He demanded immediately, Chihiro chuckled darkly.
“Who?”
“You know who I’m talking about.” Makoto spat back despite the fear crawling up his spine at her response.
“Oh right, Eleven. She’s busy right now, I believe she’s rounding up number Nine.”
“N-no,” Makoto shook his head, “No, you can’t take them like this I-“
“I can.” Chihiro cut him off. “And it’s been so easy. Once Monokuma was deactivated and disposed of it was easy to gain administrative access to the building. That stupid teddy bear was the only reason it’s security system is so unbreakable, it could constantly monitor the building’s system and protect itself from any foreign threats.”
“I-Is that how you got to Taka?” Makoto asked, back pressed against the padded wall, “Through the school system?”
“Oh, no. I had Kiyotaka taken care of first.” Chihiro shrugged, looking bored, “I was able to override it’s security protocols when i reactivated it in your room. It already trusted me, I’m not sure it even realized what I was doing till it was too late.”
“Don’t call him an it.” Makoto protested. “He’s our friend, he wanted to help-”
“ ‘He’ just locked you in here under my command.” Chihiro countered, tilting her head, “He doesn’t want anything. He’s not supposed to.”
Chihiro paused, frowning down at her screen before continuing, “None of us are. Desire makes one weak.”
Makoto blinked in confusion, “Makes one weak or like… makes One weak? Like One the person?”
“You’re an idiot.” Chihiro rolled her eyes, “I don’t understand how you could still be of any value.”
“I mean, you’re still talking to me, right?” Makoto almost smiled, but the fear inside him was too much to allow it, “Gotta be worth something if you’re wasting this time on me.”
That made Chihiro smile, slowly, like a hunter watching it’s prey wander into range.
“We all have our own agenda.” Chihiro turned, standing up out of the seat and walking back into the unfamiliar room she was calling him from.
“I recommend you take this time to reflect. Think about the actions that led to this.”
“Wait, Chihiro-“
“We’ll speak later, Seven,”
The screen went dark, he was plunged back into silence.
It hadn’t occurred to him until now how noisy the school always was. There was always the hum of the air purifiers or the lights, faint chatter and footsteps from the others wandering around, Sayaka’s humming, Hifumi laughing, Hina cheering someone on as they…
He wasn’t really aware of when he had sat down against the back of the wall again, his legs must’ve given out and sent him sliding down to the floor. He stared at the wall across from him, numbness beginning to win out over fear.
He was trapped. All his friends were in danger and he was trapped here.
He’d never felt so useless.
“N-no.” he mumbled allowed, for no other reason than to cut through the suffocating lack of noise, “That’s… that’s wrong. I’m not useless. I’m…”
He sighed, deep breath, focus.
This room was supposed to keep him from using his powers… but his powers never really worked the way they were supposed to, right?
He moved so he was sitting in a cross-legged position, closing his eyes and thinking back to his time with Hiro yesterday. How did he do this before?
He was reaching out, trying to focus on… something.
There’s nothing there to find.
He took another breath, gritting his teeth and trying to feel anyone-
They’re not going to be there for you to feel much longer.
His hands dug into the fabric of his jeans, his next exhale coming out like a frustrated sigh as he tried to remember something he never even really knew in the first place. Nothing seemed to be working, all he could feel was his own fears trying to suffocate him in this stupid room.
Useless.
He laid down on his back, staring up at the ceiling that was almost as blank as the rest of the room, there was one small circular speaker in the center- that must’ve been how Chihiro was talking to him before. He wasn’t entirely sure how long he just laid there, staring up at the ceiling filled with horrific thoughts of what may be happening to his friends. He rolled over on his side.
Something in his jacket pocket poked against his ribs, the sharp edge startled him enough to prop himself back up on his elbows. He pulled Kyoko’s key out, unable to keep the scowl off his face at the irony of it.
“You can open any lock in the building, huh?” He tossed it at the glass, it bounced harmlessly off with a loud klink! “It’s just bad luck you got stuck in here with me instead of staying with Kyoko. I’m sure she would’ve already figured out what to do if she were here.”
Talking to a key now, huh? I must be losing my mind…
“I would not consider it bad luck.” A quiet, muffled voice spoke up.
Is the key… talking back?
Makoto scrambled back against the wall, eyes going from the screen to the speakers as he tried to decipher where the voice that sounded right next to him could have possibly come from.
“… Hello?”
Makoto’s breath caught in his throat, one arm slowly raising as he realized it came from the same pocket he had just dug the key out of. I really am losing it…
“You are Makoto Naegi, right?” The voice spoke from his pocket, he slowly reached in and began pulling out his E-handbook. “Oh, shoot. I hope this is you. Can you please let me out so I can see you?”
A shaking hand held his handbook up, he nearly dropped it back to the floor when he realized who was staring back at him from the small screen.
“Ch-Chihiro?” He asked quietly, too shocked to make his voice anything other than a whisper.
“Ah! You are Makoto Naegi.” Chihiro seemed relieved, image flickering against the green background. “But, I’m afraid there’s some confusion. My name is Alter Ego, I’m an Artificial Intelligence designed by Chihiro Fujisaki!”
Chihiro- no, not Chihiro- smiled up at him as he stuttered.
“You- I mean… You’re a robot?” He blinked, dumbfounded.
“Well, no, I don’t have a body.” Alter Ego corrected, “I’m a computer program! I can travel through any piece of technology in the school! Master Fujisaki made me to help you!”
Helping me sounds like the last thing Chihiro would want to do right now. Makoto frowned, glancing around the room like any minute now someone would burst in and reveal this was all just another part of the punishment.
“How do I… Chihiro clearly doesn’t wanna help me. How do I know I can trust you?”
“Ah, right. Trust is the foundation upon which friendships are built, I have trusted you to keep me safe on your handbook, but I suppose I have not proven myself as trustworthy yet.”
Alter Ego’s image flickered again as they continued, “I will work to remedy this lack of trust. Master Fujisaki was worried that if something were to ever happen to him, the rest of you would need some way of fighting back.”
“Fighting back?” He asked warily, “Did… Did Chihiro know this was going to happen?”
“Not exactly, but he was worried…” Alter Ego’s image flickered, “With his ability to manipulate machines and technology, he realized the rest of you would have a hard time defending yourselves if something were to happen.”
“So Chihiro just made you and… left you alone? Even after all this?” Makoto couldn’t help his skepticism.
“Oh no, not at all!” Alter Ego answered, voice a little too cheery considering the circumstances. “He’s been trying to destroy me ever since he was reprogrammed- luckily, he gave me security measures that not even he himself could break quickly.”
“P-please don’t refer to it as reprogrammed…” Makoto mumbled, Alter Ego tilted their head.
“Is that not what happened?”
“It just doesn’t sound right.”
“I see.”
There was a pause, Makoto staring blankly down at the screen in his hands trying to process what he was being told. Alter Ego was the one who finally broke the silence again.
“I really hope you’ll trust me, I want to get you out of here! You’re supposed to save everyone, right?”
Makoto almost laughed, “You think I can save everyone?”
“Chihiro thought you could.” Alter Ego answered earnestly, “Miss Kirigiri thought you could, too! She’s the reason I was able to find you!”
“Kirigiri? You mean Kyoko knew about you?”
“Yes, she found me after I was dumped in the garbage- she’s the one who suggested I maintained a low profile until I was able to locate your handbook specifically. I had been trying to get someone’s attention from the little locker she hid me in, but nobody ever seemed to notice until Miss Asahina and Miss Ogami found me.”
Another thing Kyoko hid from me. Cool. Makoto sighed, Why am I not surprised?
“You seem upset.” Alter Ego pointed out quietly, Makoto shook his head.
“N-no, I’m not upset, sorry. I’m just… overwhelmed.”
“Oh. I’ve never been overwhelmed before. What’s it like?”
“Uh, it’s a lot.” Makoto frowned, “You feel too many things at once.”
“I see…” There was another lull in the conversation neither of them seemed to know where to go from here.
“If you trust me now, I’d like to help you.” Alter Ego finally spoke up again, “I can try to open this door for you.”
“Wait, seriously?” Makoto perked up, feeling the first twinge of hope in his chest since he’d been dumped here. “How are you gonna do that?”
“It will take some time. I’ll have to make sure Master Fujisaki doesn’t notice me interfering with security- or we’re both in trouble.”
“O-Okay. Yeah, I trust you.” Makoto finally nodded, “Do whatever you can without getting hurt.”
Alter Ego grinned, “I’ll do my best! I’ll get to work on this, you work on your plan for once we escape.”
“Plan?”
“We’ll need somewhere to hide from the others.”
“Oh… right.”
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He didn’t remember falling asleep.
He awoke with a start, lying on his back on the floor and glancing around the room as he tried to remember where he was.
Lockdown… right.
He groggily rubbed his eyes, finding it difficult to stay awake as he propped himself up on his elbows.
“Why am I… Why am I so tired?” He mumbled, nearly screaming when a voice actually responded.
“Most likely because of the music.”
Alter Ego was propped against the wall to his right, casting a faint green glow into the room.
“Oh, ha. I forgot you were here,” he laid back down, “Sorry…”
“Please don’t fall asleep again,” Alter Ego pleaded, “I finally managed to wake you up.”
“Wh-what?” He looked over again, blinking through how disoriented he was. “What do you mean?”
“You’ve been asleep for Six hours and twenty one minutes.”
“What-“ he sat up quickly, startling Alter Ego. “Six hours?! How could I have slept for so long?”
Six hours? I’ve been in here for six hours… everyone’s been in danger for six hours- and I’ve been napping-
“This music was designed to keep you asleep.”
“M-Music?”
He finally heard it, a low hum coming from the speakers, he hadn’t even registered it at first. The same three notes played over and over, the monotony of it was enough to make him yawn again.
“The frequency is supposed to keep you sedated- or at the very least calm.” Alter Ego explained, “They wanted you to be cooperative when they came to get you out.”
“Who’s they?”
“Anyone.” Alter Ego shrugged, an impressive feat considering they were pretty much only an upper body. “I’m only aware of the information on this room from the school’s system.”
“Right…” Makoto stretched, it really was hard for him to focus with this music playing…
“I can open the door now, if you’re ready.”
That certainly got his attention. He slowly got to his feet, picking Alter Ego up as he did so.
“A-Are you sure? It’s… I mean it’s safe?”
“It should be. I’ve been working for a very long time on it.”
Six hours, right. “S-sorry for being asleep for so long.” He sheepishly apologized, bending down and picking up Kyoko’s key as well. His thumb traced along the Hope’s Peak logo before he finally slipped it back into his pocket.
“Don’t be sorry. It wasn’t your fault.” Alter Ego smiled, “Did you think of a plan?”
“Uh… kinda.” Makoto frowned, “I need to find Monokuma, I think. I don’t think I’ll be able to go many places in the school without him… we need someone else to help fight against Chihiro right now.”
“Ah, an interesting first step. I think I know where Monokuma was disposed of.”
“You do?”
“I was in a garbage can in storage when Miss Kirigiri rescued me.” Alter Ego explained, “But I’m pretty sure the plan was to throw me down the trash shoot to keep me away from the building’s security systems… and all of you.”
“Why would Chihiro want to keep you away from all of us so badly?” He frowned, “No offense but why not just… use you? She’s already using Taka, whatever One did to her, she clearly doesn’t care about sentience anymore.”
“I’m a fail safe specifically made for this situation.” Alter Ego flickered, “It would be difficult to reprogram that, Master Fujisaki made sure of it. It’s my job to be here when the real Chihiro can’t.”
Makoto paused, that wording rubbed him the wrong way. “For what it’s worth, I… I don’t think you’re just a fake Chihiro.” He assured, “I wouldn’t think of it in like a ‘real/fake’ way.”
Alter Ego stared up at him for a moment, seeming to process this before beaming up at him.
“That’s very sweet of you, Makoto. No wonder Chihiro thinks so much of you.” Their expression turned serious again. “We should go now. There’s only one other operative active on this floor right now, this is our best chance of escape.”
“O-okay. Yeah. Alright.” Makoto gulped. “Who, uh… who is it?”
“Based on previous data, I believe it’s Leon Kuwata.”
Great. The friend who literally always hits his target.
“I should warn you he is armed.”
Fantastic.
“Okay… Uh, let’s do this. How am I gonna get to the trash room?” He asked, zipping up his jacket and trying to mentally prepare himself.
“There’s an elevator on the fifth floor.” Fifth floor? “I’ll open that gate as well. We have a limited window before I’ll be blocked from the security systems again.”
“So we need to move fast?” He looked down as Alter Ego nodded. “O-Okay… Thanks, Alter Ego.”
Alter Ego smiled again. “I believe in you! Please be careful!”
He took a deep breath, slipping his handbook into the pocket where Kyoko’s key once again rested. Maybe… he could reason with Leon. Before the arrow hits? Yeah, right. Or maybe Leon escaped- maybe he still had someone on his side…
Wrong wrong wrong- he shook the thoughts from his head, “Okay. I’m ready. Let’s go.”
There was a beep, hopefully quieter than Makoto thought it was. The glass partition in front of him cleared, revealing a dark and seemingly empty hallway. It slowly slid away, Makoto let the adrenaline buzzing through his veins carry him forward.
The hallway did seem to be truly empty, he peered around as he stepped a few paces away from the room, looking for the stairway leading up-
Shink!
An arrow landed right between his feet, halting him mid step. His breath hitched as he looked up to the other end of the hall.
“L-Leon-“ he gasped out, shocked by his friend’s appearance, The crossbow moved till it was aimed square at his chest.
“Return to your cell.” His voice was empty, flat.
His usual over shirt was buttoned neatly, a harness stocked with any ranged weapon Makoto could think of- from throwing knives to a literal gun- strapped across his chest, the extra bolts for his crossbow secured by his waste. The most striking thing to Makoto was the lack of his usual piercings, Leon’s face left uncharacteristically blank both physically and emotionally. It was enough to make Makoto sick, honestly, like any trace of friend’s personality wasn’t allowed to linger.
“Now.” Leon snapped, he must’ve hesitated too long. “I’m not going to ask again.”
“O-Okay…” he held his hands up in surrender, eyes flicking between the weapon pointed at him and Leon’s empty eyes. “A-alright. I’m going.”
Running away would be pointless, Leon would be able to shoot before he had even turned in the direction he wanted to run. He slowly stepped forward, keeping his hands up as Leon moved to stand behind him and put a hand on his shoulder to push him back into the cell.
He could try reasoning-sure, but he wouldn’t get far before the glass slid back down and trapped him. He could try running- but again, Leon would have him shot down before he could blink.
… That really only left he one option then.
Well, this is the dumbest thing I’ve ever done. He grabbed the hand that was gripping his jacket, ducking down and pushing his weight onto his back leg as he flipped the redhead over his shoulder and sent him tumbling towards the floor. He watched Sakura do that a few days ago- slammed Mondo right into a wall in the gym while showing the move to Makoto and Hina- but that wasn’t really important right now. His attempt wasn’t nearly as graceful as Sakura’s had been, but it got the job done.
Leon cried out- sounding more angry than hurt as Makoto turned and stumbled down the hall. He skidded around the corner of the strange box-like room in the center, instinctively moving for the stairs down to the third floor when he came to a stop.
He was supposed to going up not down. He frantically looked around, hearing Leon’s hurried footsteps behind him, and for a lack of any better plan his eyes landed on the partially destroyed doorway to the fourth floor storage room.
The door had been ripped off it’s hinges and set at a crooked angle back in the frame, leaving just enough room for Makoto to squeeze himself into without disturbing the scene. He scrambled through the darkness, moving behind a chair to shield himself from the doorway and trying to calm his breathing as Leon’s footsteps echoed through the halls.
“Makoto?” Alter Ego’s voice whispered from his pocket, he shushed them and covered the pocket with his hand. It knocked against something with a quiet clink~
The footsteps stopped, Makoto’s heartbeat quickened. He held his breath as he watched a shadow creep up to the door.
“Yes ma’am.” His voice grumbled, Makoto shrunk further into his hiding spot as Leon’s face peered in the partially open doorway. “He must have gone down to the third floor… Yes…”
Who is he talking to? Makoto gulped, Leon finally moved away from the doorway.
“Yes, Miss Junko.” He answered whoever it was mindlessly, footsteps retreating down the stairs. “Pursuing the target now.”
“J-Junko?” Makoto whispered, finally letting himself relax a fraction and leaning forward to get a better view of the doorway. “Wha-“
Whatever he had bumped with his hand before was hit once again, falling over on it’s side with a muffled clatter. Makoto winced, pausing only long enough to ensure no one would be coming before reaching for what had nearly blown his cover.
It was a small black backpack, Makoto scooted closer to the dim light from the doorway and unzipped it. Inside was a water bottle, a glass bottle of orange juice Makoto recognized from the fridge, and…
“The syringe thing?” Makoto whispered, recognizing the small metal box from when Taka administered that weird pink medicine to him after his fight against Sayaka. A fight he may very well need to repeat soon.
There was a note buried at the bottom.
‘I thought about what you said this morning. I want to try to fight this.’ Was scrawled in messy handwriting, ‘and the best way to do that is to help you. I’m not sure why you’ll need these things, but you will. I’m seventy percent sure of it ;)
-Hiro (P.S. please don’t die)’
Makoto almost laughed, it came out as more of a sharp exhale as he crawled back out from under the doorway and looked around. It seemed Leon really had gone, he made his way as quietly as possible around the other corner.
“O-okay, Alter Ego…” he whispered, slinging the backpack over his shoulder. “Can you open the gate to the fifth floor now?”
“That will alert the others to your location.” They warned, Makoto grimaced.
“I think they’ll figure it out soon enough anyway.”
“Alright. Opening the gate now.”
With no other warning, a loud creaking to his left alerted him to the rising gate to a stairway he had never gotten a chance to investigate. He did run, stumbling up the stairs as fast as he possibly could into the practically pitch black corridor above.
“God, it’s so dark up here.” He hurried forward blindly, tripping over the leg of what looked like maybe a gurney in the darkness. “AE Where’s the elevator?”
“AE?” Alter Ego gasped in delight, “Is that a nickname? Friends give each other nicknames!”
“A-Aren’t we friends?” Makoto asked, fear momentarily distracted by their enthusiasm as he climbed over a pile of rubble in the middle of the hall. What happened here?
“The elevator should be straight ahead.” Alter Ego hummed contentedly, “Next to the morgue.”
Makoto stopped dead in his tracks.
“… Morgue?”
“Seven!” Leon’s voice echoed up the stairway, more than one set of footsteps pounding up the steps as Makoto stumbled blindly forward.
Gotta move gotta move gotta move-
There was a loud crash behind him, a horrible metallic scrape Makoto assumed was the gurney he had tripped on earlier being shoved out of the way… probably Sakura. He was a dead man.
His hands hit something hard and metallic. He frantically felt around the wall for a button, and after pressing down on something several times he opted to just pry the doors open himself.
“Come on come on-“ he pleaded, grunting in frustration as another crash signaled the last obstacle he had to block him. The doors slowly slid open with a low groan.
“Come on please-“ finally open enough for him to slip inside, his sweat slicked hands slipped off the door’s edges as Makoto peered into the black elevator. Is it even on?? Can I even get it to-
-Shink!-
There was a sharp pain in Makoto’s shoulder.
A guttural gasp escaped him as his hand went up to his chest, fingers running along the sharp tip of an arrow poking through the front of his shirt. Something warm and wet began to soak through his shirt.
Leon shot him.
The pain spread throughout his chest and muddled his mind, he stumbled blindly forward into the elevator and stepped right off the edge into nothing.
The last thing he remembered was the burn in his throat from screaming.
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“Ma… o?”
…
“Can… hear… Mako-“
“Please-“
…
Everything hurt so much.
The first inhale he was conscious of taking felt like lightning shooting through his body. He gasped, writhing in pain and curling in on himself as he trembled. He tried to open his eyes, a ringing in his ears and an overwhelming sense of vertigo that made him feel like he was falling all over again. It took him a moment to realize he was crying, the warm sensation in his eyes the only thing he was able to register through the pain.
Well that and the god awful stench that surrounded him.
He screwed his eyes shut, tears streaking down his face as he coughed out a sob. Everything hurt so much- too much- he couldn’t move.
“Makoto?”
Whatever voice had pulled him out of unconsciousness pleaded again, muffled and worlds away from Makoto’s perspective. He forced his eyes open again, trying to force his world into something other than a tilted haze through sheer willpower. It didn’t work, and the dizzying sensation when he propped himself up on one elbow was so overwhelming he thought he’d pass out again.
“A-“ speaking brought a whole new kind of pain to the side he had landed on, a sharp sting that radiated from his right. He gasped in pain, laying back down and trying to keep his body still till it subsided.
“Alter… Ego?” He tried again, in a shaky excuse of a whisper.
“Oh!” Came the muffled response from his pocket, the AI’s voice full of concern, “You sound like you’re in pain.”
“Y-yeah.” He winced, one hand going to his side to pull the handbook from his pocket.
The world was coming back into focus, slowly, but enough that Makoto could finally register what exactly it was he had landed on. There was something plastic and squishy beneath him, thick enough that it apparently cushioned his fall, but not enough to prevent him from feeling the hard surface beneath it with his other hand as he hesitantly adjusted his position.
He finally freed his handbook from his pocket, his hand moving slowly to set it in front of him and borderline dropping it against the… what are those, garbage bags?
“Oh, dear.” Alter Ego’s voice hitched- or maybe glitched- with worry. “You’re crying.”
“Mmhm.” Makoto shuddered involuntarily, blinking to try and force his vision to focus more. “Are you… okay?”
“I’m fine. Your handbook screen has cracked, so I apologize if my appearance is unnerving.”
“Don’t… Don’t worry about that.” Another jolt of pain shot through his chest again, “C-can’t see right now anyway…”
“Makoto, I don’t wish to state the obvious… but I think you’re badly injured.”
“I-I think so too.”
“There is something… sticking out of you.”
Oh right, the arrow.
“G-God-“ he propped himself up on his hands and knees, ignoring the overwhelming pain and dizziness that accompanied those movements. “I gotta… gotta get this out…”
“I don’t think that’s a good idea.” Alter Ego hummed nervously, “You don’t want an open wound around refuse, I think.”
Open wound… I gotta close it. It was hard to think of anything other than the stinging in his side. Where’s Taka’s stuff? I gotta get better. I gotta get out.
A shaking hand reached out to the left of where he landed, finding the backpack and pulling it till it was close enough he could open it without needing to move his upper body anymore. His breath was growing ragged, white spots began dotting his vision.
With fumbling hands and no real sense of what he was looking at, he finally felt the cool metal of the case and pulled it out, shoving the bag aside for now and fumbling with the latches that held it shut.
“AE… gonna need… need your help, okay?”
“Of course!”
“Tell me when I’ve got enough stuff in… in this needle, okay?”
There was a beat of silence, Makoto held the small jar of pink liquid up to inspect it- like that would do any good in his current state.
“I do not think this is a good idea.”
“It’s the only idea I’ve got.” he mumbled back, wiping the tears from his face and reaching for one of the case’s two syringes.
It took four tries to get the needle to actually go into the bottle, Makoto grit his teeth and put all his energy into getting the medicine out.
“How much is too much?” Alter Ego asked warily. Makoto squinted, gulping down another sob as he tried to force the spots from his vision to see clearly.
If he could see just a little pink- that would probably be enough. It wasn’t like he was in too much danger anyway, right? Didn’t Taka say he had been the best at handling this stuff?
“I think that’s enough.” Alter Ego’s voice cut through his thoughts.
He blinked, a faint splash of pink against the muddled grays and blacks could be seen. Another wave of vertigo hit him, he couldn’t feel his left arm anymore.
“Okay… okay…” he whispered, collapsing back onto one of his elbows and lifting his shirt with gritted teeth. He shook the needle first, he’d seen nurses do that before- that was supposed to be good, right? And took one last shuddering breath before making contact with his skin.
He didn’t even feel it go in, the whole right side of body in so much pain the rest of his felt numb by comparison. He dropped the syringe back in it’s case, looking to his handbook for confirmation.
“D-did I get it all?”
“Yes. Everything in the syringe.” Alter Ego didn’t sound reassured, voice clipped with worry once again. “Makoto. I don’t think you should be alone right now.”
“I have you…?”
“You need someone who can actually help you.” They insisted. “I know… this might be difficult. But I believe Monokuma is only two meters from us.”
“Wh-what?” He had honestly forgotten Monokuma existed. It was hard to remember anything past this horrific moment right now. “Where?”
“If you can manage to crawl forward- er, to my left, I think I saw him when you pulled me out.”
He reached out and grabbed his handbook again, holding it up as a sudden burning sensation spread throughout his abdomen.
“Ca- Can you see him?” He was crying again, the tears leaving warm streaks down his face.
“Yes! He’s very close.” Alter Ego assured him, “If i remember correctly there’s a button in his stomach to turn him on- can you reach that?”
Makoto didn't answer, setting the handbook aside and dragging himself back onto his hands and knees. The room swayed.
“Please don’t overexert yourself.” Alter Ego pleaded as he crawled forward. “I-I can’t see you from this angle. Please don’t injure yourself more.”
It was crazy how much like Chihiro they acted…
Makoto borderline dragged himself over to where the bear lay half buried beneath a trash bag. If it wasn’t for the stark white and black contrast, Makoto probably wouldn’t have been able to find him at all. One hand reached forward and grabbed the bear’s arm, pulling with all the force he could currently muster to free him.
His hand slapped uselessly against Monokuma’s stomach, finding nothing but a thin layer of fur and a hollow thunk of metal.
“Wh-where’s the button?”
“Open the panel on his stomach.”
“Oh…” he blinked, and suddenly moving felt like the hardest thing he could possibly do. His hand felt like it was reaching through jelly as it reached forward and found the edge of the panel. It swung open with little resistance, Makoto couldn’t keep himself upright anymore.
His head hit another garbage bag, he couldn’t really feel anything but his finger tips now. He reached back out and felt sharp edges inside Monokuma’s chest, pressing down anywhere to try and find results.
Please, please, please- I can’t do this alone.
There was a beep, a faint whirring that quickly rose in volume like an oscillating fan. Monokuma suddenly sat upright, staring blankly ahead for a moment.
“Holy SHIT!” He never thought he’d be relieved to hear Monokuma’s shrill voice. But the bear’s angry string of expletives as he stood and shut his own chest panel was enough to flood him with relief…
He could rest now, right?
“Lucky? What’s going on- What are we doing in the trash? Why can’t I see out of any of my cameras? What are you- Are you bleeding?!“
Something grabbed his shirt as his eyes slipped closed, unable to bring himself to focus on Monokuma’s outcries as he shook him.
“Hey- hey! Don’t go to sleep on me now! That’s no way to treat your favorite headmaster! Come on- keep your eyes open, you don’t look so good! Makoto- Makoto! It’s gonna be al-“
Chapter 17: Hide and Seek
Summary:
Makoto climbs out of the garbage and runs into a few familiar faces…
Notes:
A slightly shorter than normal chapter to avoid it being literally twice as long, hope you don’t mind! Enjoy Makoto talking a lot.
Chapter Text
“Finally waking up, huh?”
What…?
“It’s been too long already, ya better not make me wait anymore.”
Did I fall asleep again?
“Come on, Lucky! Open those wet little meat balls you call eyes.”
Finally Makoto did open his eyes, two cold paws cupping either side of his face and shaking him ever so slightly.
“There he is! My little hero. Puhuhu!” Monokuma snickered, Makoto blinked sluggishly.
His vision no longer blurred and head no longer spinning, he could clearly see Monokuma standing proudly in front of where Makoto was propped against a pile of garbage, his handbook was set up on a similar pile nearby, Alter Ego’s worried smile shining from it’s cracked screen.
“Feeling better?” Monokuma asked, tilting his head, “While you were napping I took the liberty of takin’ that skewer outta you. Can’t have one of my favorite students bein’ a kabob.”
“Oh… right.” He reached a hand up to where Leon had shot him, finding the wound covered by a poorly constructed sling of fabric.
“Made that outta your old bed sheets.” Monokuma put his paws on his hips, “Not the cleanest thing in the world, but you gotta work with what you’ve got right? Er…. Just don’t tell Taka, he might short circuit!”
The bear snickered, turning to rifle through Makoto’s bag before continuing, “And I mean that literally, I saw him do it once while he argued with his old man. What a sap!”
“Do you….” Makoto hesitated, “Do you know what’s happening? Up in the school, I mean.”
“Eugh, I know some.” Monokuma removed the water bottle from the bag, shoving it forcefully towards him, “Drink up, Lucky.”
“I filled Mr. Monokuma in on what I could.” Alter Ego supplied helpfully from where they were leaned against an old box, “He… yelled quite a bit.”
“Well how else am I supposed to react to being usurped by the kids I’m supposed to be protecting?!” Monokuma snapped, stomping his foot, “I’m cut off! Purposeless! What am I supposed to do if I’m not running the school?”
“C-calm down…” Makoto tried to placate him, “You’re still helping me, right? You’re taking care of one of the kids.”
“Small potatoes. My job isn’t supposed to be childcare- I’m a big picture sorta bear, Lucky. I’m supposed to organize and monitor, I like doing security! God and I thought just being charge of a house was bad, this is just terrible! I miss my cameras….”
Now probably isn’t the time to mention we destroyed all of them… Makoto thought as he finally took a drink of the water, waiting for Monokuma to calm down.
“How’re ya feeling, by the way?” The bear asked, moving back over to fuss with how he’d bandaged Makoto’s chest and shoulder.
“Uh…. Better. Way better, actually.” Makoto breathed deeply as a test, relieved to find the previously unbearable pain in his side was reduced to an ache.
“Good, good, good. I knew I made the right call putting that junk in you.”
Makoto blinked, “Wh-what?”
“That vial of the weird chemical ‘H- whatever’, you had it in your backpack. Guess you stole it from the infirmary, smart thinking. Heh…”
“You… You put more in?” Makoto asked worriedly, looking over to where the the metallic case sat open next to him. The bottle looked more than half empty now, the needle Makoto had used before gone and the spare syringe left still capped in it’s place. “Ew, did you use the same syringe I did? Isn’t that like… dangerous?”
“I told him not to!” Alter Ego spoke up, “He wouldn’t listen!”
“Oh well what do you know, anyway? You’re practically a newborn!” Monokuma retorted, before turning back to Makoto with a shrug. “Nothing down here is sanitary, like I said before we gotta work with what we’ve got! Besides, the stuff helps your immune system or whatever, right? So no chance of infection from some garbage germs, no worries.”
“That’s… not what I’m worried about.” Makoto shifted uncomfortably, “Isn’t that stuff dangerous? How much do I have in me now?”
“Around five milliliters.” Alter Ego answered, “You administered a full syringe to yourself earlier, Mr. Monokuma administered a little over one milliliter. In his defense: it is hard to measure accurately without thumbs.”
“That’s… so much more than Taka gave me before.” He laughed nervously, “Great. I survive a fall from who knows how high just to end up as sick as Byakuya.”
“Wait wait-“ Monokuma held a paw up to silence him, “Ten’s sick? Since when?”
“Oh, right, uh-“ Makoto ran a hand through his hair, the wound through his chest stung in protest, “You were already gone by then, I guess. While Chihiro and Hifumi were… you know- they poisoned Byakuya. I-I’m not sure why, just to get him out of the way I guess.”
Monokuma hummed nervously, “Not good, not good at all. Kid’s weak enough as it is, he doesn’t need any help getting worse!”
“What?” Makoto blinked, Monokuma tensed, “What do you mean?”
“Never mind. We’ve got bigger fish to catch!” Monokuma waved him off, “If you’re feelin’ up to snuff we gotta start getting outta here! We can’t just rot here with all this garbage.”
Makoto frowned, not ready to change the subject, but… he did make a good point. They still didn’t have a clear plan of how to get everyone out of this.
“Okay, fine.” He sighed, “How can we get out, anyway?”
“There’s a ladder past that door.” Monokuma pointed across the garbage filled floor, to a metal door Makoto hadn’t noticed before. “It’ll be a long way up, but it’ll get us outta here. A certain little hologram told me you got your hands on an administrative access key somehow, so getting around shouldn’t be a problem. I’ll be taking that back when we’re done with all this hero business, by the way.”
Alter Ego smiled apologetically, “Sorry, Makoto. I didn’t know it was a secret.”
“It’s fine,” Makoto assured them. “I don’t really care about the key. I just want everyone safe.”
“Good! We’re all on the same page!” Monokuma clapped, “Alrighty then, I’m gonna shuffle some things in your little school bag here so I can fit inside-“
“What?” Makoto almost laughed, “You think I’m just gonna carry you?”
“Look at these stubby little legs! You think I was designed for climbing ladders and quick getaways? I patched up your little hole, now return the favor!”
“I saved you first, technically.”
“No back talk!” Monokuma was already climbing into the bag, “Let’s get a move on!”
With a frustrated sigh, Makoto stood, somewhat shaky. Monokuma was already settled in, Alter Ego held in his hands and waiting expectantly. Makoto took one last drink from the water bottle and tossed it aside. He looked around the large room one last time as he bent down to lift backpack up over his shoulders, how far did I fall? I’m lucky to even be alive.
Monokuma was heavier than he expected him to be, and the strap of the backpack felt like sandpaper against his chest. He winced, and felt Monokuma shuffling on his back.
“Chafing your battle wound?” He asked, peering over Makoto’s shoulder. “I shredded your sheets over there, maybe you should go get some to wedge in there as padding.”
“G-good idea.” Makoto stumbled over a pile of trash bags, spotting the shredded pile of fabric amidst the remains of his old bed frame. He tripped on another trash bag, the extra weight on his back and sting in his chest sent him reeling to the left. He reached out to lean on the metal wall for support, his foot kicking against something plastic that clinked off the wall and caught his attention.
There was a small, half circle shaped USB port at his feet, a bright red color that seemed oddly familiar.
“What…?” He bent to pick it up, feeling Monokuma’s paws on his shoulder as the bear tried to look as well. He turned it over in his hands, the very faint logo for some company called ‘Idabashi Industries’ nearly worn away on the rounded side. The flat side had something like a sticker stuck to it, something handwritten in marker and scratchy penmanship.
‘For Taka- the heart you deserved‘
“Oh geez…” Monokuma whined, pawing at the air till Makoto reluctantly handed it over. “I didn’t even think about…”
“What is that?” Makoto asked, looking over his shoulder as Monokuma settled back into the backpack
“This belongs to Taka. He fought tooth and nail to keep it when they dragged him in… doesn’t feel right, seeing it down here.”
“Oh,” Makoto thought back to when Chihiro and Taka had first spoken about it, “That’s his… That’s his personality, right?”
“More or less.” Monokuma grumbled, handing the flash drive back over and letting Makoto slip it into his pocket. “Let’s him keep all his overdramatic feelings and opinions from being affected by any base programming. I think his ‘dad’ had it made for him after the two tried to skip out on Hope’s Peak.”
“It… really shouldn’t be in the trash, then.” Makoto mumbled, holding it in his pocket for a moment before moving on to the scraps he had originally been after. “I can’t believe Chihiro… did any of this.”
Monokuma didn’t answer. Makoto found the cleanest scrap of fabric he could find and began to fold it up, his thoughts free to roam and sour as he worked.
“I can’t believe any of this is happening…” his voice cracked, he cleared his throat. “When I first saw Leon upstairs, he didn’t even… he didn’t even look like himself anymore. A-and Hifumi was so mean upstairs, he was genuinely trying to hurt Mondo- and if Chihiro could just throw you out and literally rip out what’s basically Taka’s heart and toss it away- I-“
“Calm down now,” Monokuma pet his head, more demeaning than comforting, “Let’s not get worked up.”
“H-how am I not supposed to get worked up?” Makoto blinked back tears that began to prick at his eyes, he shoved the folded fabric between the backpack strap and his bloodstained shirt.
“What if I can’t… What if I can’t save them? What if there’s nothing of them left anymore?”
There was another beat of silence, Alter Ego beeped quietly from inside the bag. Finally Monokuma cleared his throat.
“Let’s just focus on climbing for now, huh? Let’s save all these worries for once we’re somewhere a little cleaner.”
Makoto nodded, abandoning his upsetting train of thoughts and trying to focus only on the door in front of them. Thankfully, the key had stayed in his pocket throughout his fall, and opening the door and accessing the ladder had been easy.
I really need to thank Kyoko for letting me keep this. He thought, tuning out Monokuma’s ramblings about waste management and wiping his grime covered hands. If I ever get to really talk to her again… If anyone could escape all this, it’s her. I’m sure she’s up there thinking of a really good plan right now.
I just have to find her.
He began climbing with a renewed sense of hope, letting himself believe that against all odds at least one friend had to be waiting for him back in the school. The ladder creaked as he climbed, and with every rung the fear of it breaking crawled further up his spine.
“So, uh, Monokuma,” he started in an awkward attempt to distract himself, “You said uh… you said earlier you remembered Taka arguing with his dad, right? Did you know him?”
“Nosy little Naegi~” Monokuma snickered. “I didn’t really know him- only met him the one time, just before Taka got dragged back to work here. I knew enough about him, though, my employer kept tabs on the two of them ever since Hope’s Peak shut down. Real weird little family they had goin’ on there. Both of them are the biggest tight asses you could imagine, puhuhu, no wonder they got along.”
“Your employer?” Makoto questioned, pausing to wipe the sweat from his hand before continuing up. “Who’s that?”
“Oh no no no, I can’t tell you that.” Monokuma shook his head, Makoto tensed against the sudden movements. “I’m more willing to share things now that we’re in ‘Code Red: Worst Case Scenario’ territory- but I’m not just spilling all my secrets! What sorta security supervisor would I be if I just told anyone anything?”
“Okay, fair.” Makoto sighed, “So what about the house you used to work at? Was that for someone else, or-“
“Geez, you ask a lot of questions.” Monokuma huffed, “Just forget I said that! It doesn’t matter.”
“Was it a big house?”
“Huge. Now drop it.”
“Did you like working there?” Makoto asked again, receiving a growl in response, “Come on, please? I’m bored.”
“You’re bored?! The life or death situation isn’t enough to keep your interest? Kids these days…” He swatted the back of Makoto’s head, “Fine, fine. I liked working there, it was a job. I like doing my job. By comparison, though, it’s nothing compared to this.”
“That’s it? You just like it because it was a job?”
“What else is there?”
“I… I dunno. I just sorta figured you’d have more of an opinion.” Makoto paused, giving his aching chest a rest before reaching up again, “You have opinions on like… everything.”
“Eh, my job is my job. It’s my purpose, it’s what I do.” Monokuma shifted. “Of course I like it.”
“You just… like it because you have to?” Makoto frowned.
“Oh, don’t sound like that.” Monokuma chuckled, “It’s not all that deep. In case you’ve forgotten: I’m a machine with a purpose, and I like it that way.”
Makoto hummed in response, risking a look down and realizing he had already climbed up enough the sight made him dizzy. “S-so, uh,” he stuttered, needing a distraction again.
“What about you, AE? Do you uh… like what you do?”
“Of course!” Alter Ego cheerfully responded, “My purpose is to help, what could be bad about helping?”
“It could get you killed, if you keep helping me.” Makoto mumbled.
“I’m not worried. Death isn’t scary to me.” Alter Ego paused, “Is it to you?”
Makoto thought before answering, “I… I don’t guess so. I’m more worried about losing people.”
“That does sound scary.” Alter Ego’s voice wavered, “I suppose the only person I’ve ever lost is Chihiro, but I’m not worried about that. You’re going to save everyone, right?”
Makoto gulped, climbing in silence for longer than he meant to, “Yeah. I am.”
“That’s the spirit.” Monokuma chuckled, “Hang in there, Lucky, there’s a platform you can rest on up ahead.”
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“That’s it! That’s the hatch right there!” Monokuma gleefully announced, “Alright hush hush now, we’ve gotta be quiet-“
“You’re the one who’s talking!” Makoto hissed back, the bear grumbled in response, “So… where are we? Like where does the hatch open up?”
“First floor trash room. Obviously.” Monokuma whispered back.
“Okay… Okay, uh- AE? Is there anyone around the dorms?” Makoto asked nervously, one hand on the latch to open it.
“Oh, I’m not sure.” Alter Ego answered from where the handbook rested in Monokuma’s hands. “I can’t see anything on the first floor, it seems like all the cameras are broken-“
“EXCUSE ME?” Monokuma screeched,startling Makoto so bad he nearly lost his grip.
“Shhh!” He hushed the two, “God, we just got outta here let’s not invite everyone over to come push us back down again, alright?”
“He sounds upset…”
“Yeah, he’s gettin’ real snippy.”
Makoto groaned, “Please… let’s just be quiet.”
His two travel companions grew quiet, he finally sighed and turned the latch.
“Here goes nothing,”
There was a quiet creak as the hatch opened, Makoto risked a glance around the hall before straightening up and opening it more. It was dark, it seemed most of the lights had been turned off, but the hallway seemed quiet- for now. Makoto wasn’t sure he trusted that just yet.
With a shaky breath he crawled up from the floor, a hand reaching back to steady the backpack as it swayed at the sudden movement. He stayed there on his hands and knees, listening for any sign that someone might be coming…
There were whispers around the corner.
“I think I just heard something-“
“Sh- just stay calm… where’s the bat?”
Bat? Makoto’s heartbeat quickened, staying low to the ground and contemplating his options. He could crawl back down the ladder, but it wouldn’t be hard for someone to figure out where he went and do… any number of horrible things to make him fall off the ladder. He could try fighting, but without even knowing who he was dealing with that option seemed like the most dangerous…
He could try reasoning? Maybe he could get through to someone, it’s not like there were any lockdown rooms around here for them to shove him in. He found himself subconsciously reaching out, tuning into the voices around the corner and feeling nothing but genuine terror radiating from whoever was standing there.
“Uh… h-hello?” He tried warily, voice barely above a whisper. There was a quiet gasp around the corner.
Sayaka’s head poked around, tear filled eyes widening in astonishment as she saw him.
“Makoto?” She took a step forward, a darker hand reached out and pulled her back.
“Don’t!” That sounded like Aoi, voice bristling with suspicion, “It could be Hifumi again!”
“Hina?” Makoto asked again, a bit louder this time, cautiously getting up from his crouched position on the floor and taking a step forward. “Hey, are you guys okay? I-“
Hina rounded the corner first, a bat in her hands held out to block him from coming closer and jaw tensed into a tight frown.
“S-stop! I’m not falling for any of this!” She snapped, but the hitch in her voice gave away her fear. Sayaka peered out from around the corner again.
“Hina-“ he took another step, she raised the bat up to swing it. He reluctantly held his hands up in surrender.
“It’s me! I-I’m me! I promise!” He frantically assured her, Monokuma held his paws up as well.
“Prove it.” She retorted, demeanor so cold and guarded that Makoto would’ve been suspicious, but there was a shake to her hands, her gaze flicking from his own eyes to Monokuma and back again.
“H-how am I supposed to prove that?”
Sayaka gasped again, “Okay! If you’re really Makoto- how long have we known each other?”
“You and me? Like… pretty much our whole lives, we met in school when we were like eight. And I guess… we knew each other here, too...”
Hina didn’t seem convinced yet, Sayaka asked another question, “What sort of animal did you get out of the schoolyard when we were kids?”
“A-a crane.” Makoto stuttered out, feeling more and more nervous every second they were just standing out in the open. Nothing felt wrong about these two, but he didn’t wanna stick around and wait for someone else to come along.
Sayaka put a hand on Hina’s shoulder, gently urging her to lower her weapon.
“I trust him,” she whispered, Hina finally looked back over to her.
“B-but what if-“
“I trust him.” Sayaka repeated, “That’s Makoto. I know it is.”
Hina held her gaze a moment more, seeming ready to protest further. Makoto noticed something on her neck, dark splotchy bruises that made it look… oh my god.
She finally lowered her weapon, Makoto’s hands went down and he let out a relieved sigh. Sayaka rushed forward, arms enveloping both him and Monokuma on his back as she cried into his shirt.
“I thought you were dead!” She sobbed, “I-I thought when Taka dragged you off they were gonna kill you! I’m sorry, I should’ve shouted- or- or something… I…“
He hesitantly hugged her back, wincing at the pain in his chest as he raised his arm. Hina looked them both over cautiously.
“You found Monokuma.” She pointed out, expression softening just a fraction.
“That’s right!” The bear answered enthusiastically, earning a relieved laugh from Sayaka, “Glad to see at least two more of my little students are doing okay.”
Hina tensed again, glancing away to check back around the corner before responding.
“We should hide again. It’s not safe to stay out here…”
Sayaka finally released Makoto, hand lingering over his bandages before nodding in agreement, “R-right. It’s been awhile. Someone will probably come check this area again.”
She led Makoto forward, one hand going to hold one of Monokuma’s paws as they followed Hina’s cautious trek into one of the bedrooms. All the doors were opened, and that coupled with the lack of lighting made the dorms look scarier than they had any right to be.
It looked like one of the doors had been busted right off it’s hinges, Makoto noticed a large, fist sized crater in the wall between the dorms… this wasn’t right. Sure, this place was basically a prison, but it was still sort of a home. It had at least felt somewhat safe in the dorms…
Maybe that was just Stockholm syndrome, though.
Hina gave one last look towards the doorway to the school- it looked like the gates had been raised, the hallways beyond equally dark and threatening- before quietly heading into Byakuya’s room. Makoto’s stomach twisted at the chaos he could make out in the darkness, papers were scattered everywhere, his bed sat at a weird angle, like it had been shoved, a dresser knocked over, the IV stand he had been using dented… what had happened here?
“He fought against them the best he could…” Sayaka whispered, like she could hear his thoughts. “Until he he passed out, I mean. I don’t know what they did to him after that.”
Makoto gulped, fear pricking up his spine as Sayaka continued quietly, “I-I don’t think anyone else is left…”
Hina cautiously opened the bathroom door, “We may still have Toko.” She muttered, glancing back over. “She took off running to distract Mondo, it’s the only reason Sayaka and I were able to escape.”
“Oh-oh…” was all Makoto could bring himself to say, following Hina’s silent instruction to head into the bathroom and shuddering. Monokuma’s red eye cast a faint glow into the room, not enough to really see clearly but enough that he could avoid running into the sink.
“I- I’m so sorry.” He finally uttered, “I should’ve stopped this- I should’ve seen this coming.” His hands went to grip at his hair, Monokuma gently swatted them away.
“It isn’t your fault.” Sayaka assured him, joining him in the bathroom and letting Hina shut the door behind him. “You can’t… you can’t blame yourself for everything, this isn’t anyone’s fault aside from whoever’s behind this.”
“What happened to you, anyway?” Hina finally asked, keeping an ear against the doorframe but glancing over. Makoto was still struggling with how… out of character she seemed to be acting. But he supposed she deserved an explanation anyway.
“Uh, they put me in this little room by myself, so I couldn’t use my powers or talk to anyone-“
“Lockdown.” Monokuma supplied helpfully, Makoto nodded.
“R-right. Uh, AE helped me escape, and I uh- ran into Leon… he chased me, and…” his hand went to rest over his bandages, trying to stop himself from shuddering at the memory.
“He tried to stop me, and I think I fell down an elevator shaft.”
“An elevator shaft?” Sayaka blinked in surprise. “Wha- how did you even survive that?!”
“I- I have no idea. Just… got lucky, I guess. I landed in the garbage.”
Hina’s eyes followed where his hand had moved to guard his chest, her expression turned into something more like pity.
“Did Leon shoot you?” She asked, one hand leaving the bat she was holding like a lifeline to scratch at her neck.
“Y-yeah.” He muttered, Hina nodded, going silent once again.
They stood there for awhile, none of them quite sure what to do or say. A feeling of hopelessness permeated the air around them, faces dejected in the faint glow Monokuma’s eye gave off. Eventually Sayaka moved to sit against the wall, resting head in her hands and sighing.
“So… what do we do?” Sayaka asked worriedly, “We can’t keep this up forever, someone’s gonna find us eventually. I-It’s not like we can leave… Chihiro mentioned there are ‘guests’ coming, what’s gonna happen once they get here?”
Makoto moved to lean against the wall beside her, letting her rest her head against his leg, she let out another worried sigh.
“I’m so worried for everyone else…” she mumbled, “I-It’s horrible, being controlled like that. I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy, and now people I love are going through it.”
Hina’s gaze once again looked them over, jaw clenched and posture tensed.
“We’ll get out of this,” she assured, “Right, Makoto?”
“R-Right.” He agreed automatically, before clearing his throat and trying to sound more determined. “We just need a plan, then we can start helping everyone.”
Monokuma shifted from his spot still in the backpack, “Plans are good! I like plans.” He agreed enthusiastically, Makoto shushed him. “I say we focus on the biggest issue first.”
“What’s the biggest issue?” Hina asked warily, Monokuma moved to lean over Makoto’s good shoulder.
“Obviously it’s the whackjobs that are going to try and bust in here! I’d bet my stuffing your little friend is being manipulated by someone in the Future Foundation- they’re the only ones who could even know about how the codes work on you.”
Makoto frowned, remembering something he had heard Leon say earlier, “Hey, about that: does anyone named ‘Junko’ work in the Future Foundation?”
Monokuma was quiet. Weirdly quiet. Makoto felt claws nervously tug at the fabric of his jacket.
“Lucky,” he began, voice uncharacteristically tense, “Where’d you hear that name?”
“F-from Leon, when I was hiding.” Makoto answered, the claws shifted nervously, “He was like… talking to himself, but it sounded like he was taking orders from someone he called Junko.”
Monokuma made a noise like a growl, finally releasing his grip on Makoto’s shoulder.
“This is not good. This is not how I wanted things to go at all…”
“What’s wrong?” Hina asked, “Who’s Junko?”
“Junko Enoshima,” Monokuma grumbled, “Is another missing piece of your strange little puzzle. A piece that was supposed to be dealt with while we all hid away in here…”
“So she’s 78-01?” Makoto asked, “She’s… she’s the one Hope’s Peak said was too dangerous to keep alive.”
“That’s right.” Monokuma nodded. “She’s the little manipulative mastermind you were designed to replace, Lucky. Real piece of work. Would be funny if it wasn’t so tragic.”
“R-right…” Makoto had almost forgotten that part, stomach twisting at the reminder.
“So she’s the one calling the shots, then?” Hina asked, anger seeping into her tone, “She’s controlling everyone?”
“I’d assume so. That is her whole thing.” Monokuma answered, “She’s not able to just directly control someone like she used to- at least, she’s not supposed to be able to- she still knows how to work her way into anyone, though. We gotta get this little disaster resolved ASAP if she’s involved!”
“Wh-what do you mean like she used to?” Makoto asked, Hina perked up from her spot by the door.
“S-someone’s coming!” She hissed quietly, moving away from the door.
She pressed herself against the wall behind the door, bat raised and ready to strike, Makoto frantically glanced around for somewhere to hide in the empty background. Sayaka grabbed his wrist, pulling him to the ground and nearly on top of her so they were more or less behind the door as well. Monokuma’s eye dimmed, plunging them all into utter darkness as loud footsteps entered the room outside.
Makoto gulped, trying to force his breathing to steady as the sound of shuffling and walking could be heard through the door. Sayaka inhaled deeply, from what Makoto first thought was fear but was more than likely to be ready to attack.
The footsteps grew closer, Makoto began to feel an overwhelming sense of dread.
Something is wrong- a small voice in the back of his mind wouldn’t shut up, It’s wrong. It’s wrong.
The door handle rattled. Makoto held his breath as it creaked open.
A light broke through the darkness, a thin beam bouncing off the glass of the shower and illuminating things enough for Makoto to see the reflection in the mirror above the sink.
There stood Mondo, dull eyes scanning the room briefly before muttering to himself. Makoto’s eyes zeroed in on something staining Mondo’s jaw, a splatter of pink that traveled up the side of his face. He felt sick.
“No sign of the missing numbers.” Mondo’s empty gaze found his own reflection in the mirror, his free hand slowly moving towards the blood. Makoto saw it there- the faintest flash of something in his eyes- but as quickly as he noticed whatever it was vanished. Mondo’s expression hardened once again.
“Yes ma’am.” He left the door cracked open as he left, slow footsteps moving back out of the room and pounding down the hall.
They remained quiet, Makoto wasn’t sure how much time had passed, finally Sayaka broke the silence.
“He still hasn’t cleaned off Hiro’s blood.” she whispered.
“Wh-what?” Makoto’s voice caught in his throat. “Hiro?”
“He was the last one they took.” Hina explained, “He told us to hide, said this was just the way this had to be…. At the last second he just- just went crazy. Throwing elbows, pulling at Mondo’s hair, trying to take that stun gun thing away from Celeste, but….”
She was quiet, listening to the distant sound of footsteps finally leaving the dorms, “Of course they still took him. Broke his nose too, I think.”
“It’s been awful.” Sayaka shuddered beside him. “Hifumi tricked Leon- separated him from everyone else and let Celeste knock him out. Mondo didn’t even fight it when Taka came to take him away… I think he had already just… given up. A-and Sakura-“
Her jaw snapped shut, like she had said the wrong thing.
“S-sorry, Hina.”
“Don’t be. It’s fine.” Hina’s response was short. “So what’s the plan?”
Monokuma’s eye flickered back on, “I still think we need to keep the school locked up, if we let those gun toting maniacs in we’re all sunk!” He lamented with an over dramatic lean over Makoto’s shoulder.
There was something there…. There was still some of Mondo there… Makoto frowned, lost in thought. Maybe I can get through to them still, maybe I can save them.
“Makoto?” Hina broke his concentration, “You okay?”
“I… I think I have a plan.” He muttered, standing back up with a wince, Sayaka stood as well to help him stay steady.
“If we can find some way to keep the school shut,” he began, looking back at Monokuma for confirmation, “I-I can try to get the others back, I’ll talk to them one at a time, like with Sayaka.”
“That’s crazy.” Hina argued, “Makoto, they’ll kill you-“
“No, they won’t.” He shook his head. “If they wanted me dead I’d be dead already, Leon could’ve killed me on the fifth floor,“ his hand went up to his bandages again.
“He never misses. If I was supposed to be dead, I would be. I think…. I think One- or Junko, whatever- I think she wants me alive for some reason.”
“Why?” Sayaka asked, face furrowed in concern.
“I really don’t know.” He answered truthfully, “Let’s make her regret that decision.”
“Oh, my!” Monokuma snickered, excitedly patting Makoto’s back, “Listen to this little firecracker!”
“Ae, is there anyway we can keep the school closed without Chihiro’s permission?” Makoto asked, there was a quiet beep from inside his backpack.
“I’m not sure, one moment please.” They replied, startling Sayaka and Hina.
“Ch-Chihiro?” Hina stuttered, Makoto scratched at the back of his neck.
“N-not exactly, it’s a long story.”
“Alright-” Alter Ego regained his attention, Monokuma passed the handbook up for Makoto to hold, the others crowded around.
“One of the main terminals for the school is actually located by the front doors. It’s on it’s own system for security reasons, if Mr. Monokuma can connect to that he should be able to regain control of the building’s front doors and the main gates.”
“Well I coulda told you that.” Monokuma huffed, “I won’t be able to keep that up long if little Fifteen notices and boots me out again, though.”
“I may be able to help with that.” Alter Ego smiled, “If I’m connected to the school’s systems I can keep Chihiro from reaching you. That’s what I’m here for, after all.”
Hina and Sayaka glanced at each other, clearly confused. Monokuma hummed thoughtfully.
“Well, that could work then. That’s the only real way into the building… if I bring the gates by the entrance down, no one would be able to get in too easy, either. That’s our best shot at something close to safety.”
“And then what?” Hina questioned, a hopeless edge to her voice again, “If we stay up at the front we’re just gonna end up trapped when someone does come. S-Sakura can break through the gates, Leon can still shoot through them.”
“Well hopefully Mr. Hero here can snap them outta this murder trance before that happens!” Monokuma patted his head, “puhuhuhu this is so exciting!”
“Calm down,” Makoto swatted his hand away, “But he is right, Hina, this is our best chance.”
She held his gaze for a moment, not seeming convinced.
“And you… you really think you can save everyone?”
He wanted to say something confident, something that would be of any kind of comfort to his friends who were obviously terrified…
“I have to try.” Is what came out, maybe not the most reassuring but certainly sincere. “I mean… we can’t just leave them like this.”
Sayaka nodded in agreement, eyes shining in determination, “He’s right. I-I’m in.” She smiled uneasily, “N-no matter what. I’m not going down quietly.”
“I hope you won’t be ‘going down’ at all…” Makoto nervously laughed.
Hina finally sighed, shifting on her feet uneasily.
“Okay.” She muttered finally, “Let’s… let’s go, then.”
The walk to the front was tense. They peered around each corner and into the classrooms, weapons raised and attacks ready. There was little light in the school, leaving the three of them stumbling through the dark halls and questioning every shadow. Makoto’s eyes wandered over to the store as they passed, maybe he could grab something to defend himself with in there…
“There’s a light on in the nurse’s station.” Sayaka whispered as Hina peered past one of the columns in the hall. “Do you think they put Byakuya in there?”
Hina shook her head, “He wasn’t in there earlier. I doubt they’d just move him back.”
“Wh-where all have you guys been hiding?” Makoto asked, they paused their conversation as they dashed across the halls to the front door.
It was weird to think of the impossibly large, vault like door as a necessity now.
“We hid in the garden area for awhile,” Sayaka answered, quickly moving to help Makoto remove his backpack while Monokuma wiggled to be set free. “Then behind the stands in the gym, then we sorta… cycled through the dorms after Mondo almost caught us earlier… that’s when we lost Toko. God, I hope she’s okay…”
“Come on! Come on!” Monokuma wiggled again in Sayaka’s grasp, “We gotta get a move on, kids! Japan’s only so big, they could be here soon!”
“Okay, okay,” Makoto tried to placate him, “Inside voice, remember?”
“Don’t patronize me.” Monokuma huffed as he was set on the ground. “Come on, terminal’s over here. I can’t wait to finally have some control again. Being confined to just this little body sucks!”
Makoto pulled his handbook out of his pocket as he followed the bear over to a corner of the room, Alter Ego’s image flickered behind the cracked screen.
“A-Are you sure about this?” He asked, “Isn’t connecting to the school right now… sorta dangerous for you? I mean what if Chihiro manages to-“
“Makoto,” Alter Ego tilted their head, “This is what I’m designed to do. I want to help you.”
“I… I don’t want you to do this because you feel like you have to…” he protested, his gut twisting at the thought of forcing Alter Ego to what could easily be their death.
“I want to help you, Makoto.” They emphasized, smiling sympathetically, “You care about your friends, right? You want to help them, right?”
He glanced back at where Hina and Sayaka were peering out the doorway into the halls before nodding.
“Then we’re both going to have to take some risks.”
Makoto paused at the terminal, tuning out Monokuma’s ramblings about the efficiency and security benefits of having each exit to the building on a separate extension in case of a main system failure or… something. Alter Ego had so much faith in him… everyone was putting their faith in him…
Where was he even supposed to begin?
“Come on, bring the little fella over, I need someone watching my back while I break through these firewalls.” Monokuma beckoned him over, pulling out a dust covered cable and plugging it in amidst a panel of switches and wires before opening his own stomach panel. “If I end up with my brains fried because of this I’m suing each and every one of you little brats.”
“I’m not sure that’d hold up in court,” Makoto tried to joke, looking back down at his handbook, “So, what’s the plan?”
“Hold me up to the terminal’s main processor, I should be able to connect wirelessly.”
“Uh- okay…” Makoto searched the panel for anything that looked important, “Where would that be, exactly?”
“Here, lemme see.” Monokuma pawed at his arms till he passed the handbook down to him. “You get ready to go! And if I may make a suggestion I’d stop somewhere you can clean that hole you got through you… I don’t think that stuff’s magic enough to completely fix something like that.”
“Okay, yeah.” he nodded, nervous energy buzzing through his hands. “You two be careful, alright?”
Monokuma waved him off, Alter Ego enthusiastically smiled.
“Be careful, Makoto! I believe in you!”
He walked back over to where Hina and Sayaka were waiting, both of them peering around the corner towards the second floor stairs.
“I-I think I’m about to go.” He whispered, Hina’s cold expression softened.
“Makoto… you don’t have to do this.” She glanced down at her feet. “You definitely shouldn’t be doing it alone.”
“I want to.” He found himself echoing Alter Ego’s statements. “I want to fix all of this, if I can. I want us all to get out of here together.”
Sayaka took her hand in his, giving it a tight squeeze that was probably equally parts for her comfort as well as his own. Hina slowly nodded in understanding.
“Just… be careful, okay?” Her hand went to rub at her neck again, Makoto resisted the urge ask what had happened, “They’re, ya know… they’re dangerous right now.”
The lights overhead flickered on, Monokuma cackled behind them.
“We’re up and running! Get a move on, I’m about to lock this room up tight!”
“Okay, okay.” Makoto picked his backpack up off the ground, pausing in the doorway to look back at them, “You guys know where I could find like… a weapon or something?”
“No, the training room is locked now, so is the school store.” Hina frowned, Sayaka snapped her fingers.
“Oh! There’s a sword in the trophy room in front of the gym!” She exclaimed, Hina shushed her. “I-I think it’s decorative, but it’s still something, right?”
“Right. Thanks… I’ll be back soon.” He tried to appear more confident than he felt, “Don’t open this up for anyone unless they’re with me, okay?”
He didn’t wait for a response, if he didn’t go now he wasn’t sure he’d be able to make his legs work at all. He headed towards the infirmary first, hearing the gate slam shut behind him.
Speaking of gates… He looked straight ahead and found the stairs to the second floor were open, he could go up whenever he needed.
And anyone else could come down and find him.
He stopped dead in his tracks, What’s even my plan here? How am I supposed to… I don’t know where to start…
He peered through the infirmary window, checking for any signs of life. He was met with an empty cot and several open and emptied cabinets.
Where’s the other cot? He frowned, seeing nothing in there he could use to clean his injury or to give him any clues. Did they move it somewhere else for Byakuya? Where would they even be keeping him?
He kept moving, staying close to the wall as he passed the restrooms on his way towards the gym. While a decorative sword certainly wasn’t an ideal choice of weaponry, it was better than nothing. He needed something if he was going to try to… could he really even fight his friends?
Could he really be doing any of this?
He rounded the corner slowly, keeping a wary eye on the stairs. His back pressed against the door to the trophy room, and he finally tore his gaze away as he slipped inside. It was dark inside, but otherwise undisturbed, the only light came from one of the half open doors to the gym on the other side of the room. He glanced around slowly, trying to swallow his fear before taking a step forward. It seemed empty… at least for now. He crept closer to the trophy cases, an obnoxiously bright gold sword glinting in the low light.
“Okay…” he whispered to himself, a habit he didn’t appreciate that he was forming. “This should be fine…”
His hand hesitated over the hilt of the sword, there was movement in the glass case’s reflection.
Something was buzzing at the back of his mind.
Chapter 18: This is what you want, right?
Summary:
The mission to reclaim the school starts off with a bang! Makoto stumbles his way through a series of life threatening and painful events, as per usual.
Makoto just wants his friends back…
Notes:
This is a long one- and it could’ve been way longer.
WARNING: There’s some minor blood and other gross stuff, but nothing too serious… yet.
Chapter Text
On instinct alone, he dove to the right, stumbling into a sorry excuse for a roll as something electric crackled through the air and cracked the glass. He scrambled back against the far wall as his attacker turned to face him, a metallic looking baton that sparked in her hand.
“Ah, Seven.” Celeste’s voice droned, watching him stand with an almost amused smile. “I could feel your fear from down the hall… you must be exhausted.”
“Hey, Celeste-“ he fumbled over his response as he stood. “I-It’s nice to see you again- I…”
He finally really took in her appearance: red contacts gone, her usual make up and accessories absent (aside from her still very pointed acrylic nails), and her hair-
“Oh my god were your hair drill things fake?!” Makoto couldn’t stop from exclaiming. Her hair was so much shorter now. The shock of seeing her like this was enough to temporarily override his terror.
Celeste didn’t answer, advancing towards him quicker than anyone in high heels had any right to. She swung her weapon against the wall as he ducked, it cracked through the drywall. Makoto made a mad dash for the sword again.
In his fear he must’ve let his guard down, there was something forcing it’s way into his head. The usual buzz of Celeste’s prying amplified to a static like shock that made Makoto grip the side of his head.
“It’ll be better for everyone if you just stop.” Celeste spoke in a sickening sweet voice, “Come on now, you don’t really want to hurt any of us. You’re supposed to take care of us, Seven. That’s your job, right?”
Right… a small part of him was desperate to agree, the static drove it’s way further into his skull. Right, that’s what I do, I care about them. That’s my job… We want this.
“Right.” She agreed for him, and he found himself nodding along with her. She stepped slowly towards him, “And you’ve been doing such a good job so far, Seven. You care so much, you could be very helpful…”
His head felt fuzzy… the sword began to slip from his grasp…
He could be helpful, he liked helping. That was his job, right?
Wrong. The realization hit him like lightning, forcing his world back into to focus and sending a jolt down his arms- wrong wrong WRONG.
“N-No-” He shouted involuntarily, one hand clutching at his temple and the other gripping the gold hilt of the sword like a lifeline. Celeste moved towards him again, his vision blurring around the edges as he swung the sword up.
“No, that’s wrong!”
Chink!
His mind cleared, he gasped out a breath of relief before he realized what he had done. The sword was still in it’s hilt, slammed against Celeste’s wrist as she tried to bring the baton down against his neck. He breathed heavily, his eyes meeting her’s as she tried to force her way into his mind again.
“That… That doesn’t work on me. You can’t get in my head unless I let you.” He grunted, straining under the force as she continued to push against him. He made a conscious decision to keep her out of his head this time, and he watched her face contort into a pained expression from the effort.
“I’m right on the verge of a mental breakdown, I don’t think you really wanna see in there, anyway.”
He kicked against her leg, using the momentum to knock her off balance and wrestle the hammer from her grasp. Both weapons went skidding across the floor as they tumbled down together, he turned to move after them and felt cold hands claw at his throat. Celeste forced her way on top of him, he blindly thrashed as he cried out in pain. There was a sharp stinging through his rib cage again, Celeste’s knee in his stomach reawakening the pain that the medicine has pushed down.
“We want to help you, Seven,” she insisted, managing to sound put together despite their struggle. “You must be so confused, you’re all alone, don’t you want us all to be together again?”
He coughed, nails digging into his throat and cutting off his circulation. She chuckled as his struggles grew weaker. He clawed uselessly at the fabric of her dress and desperately tried to breathe.
“C-Celeste-“ he managed to get out, his mind reeling, “St-stop!”
Her fingers twitched, through his blurring vision, he thought he saw her expression shift.
The pressure on his neck eased slightly, he gasped for air. He took the opportunity to shove her off, shocked by how easily she released him. He rolled over onto his knees, bracing himself on the ground for support as a fit of coughs raked through him. Something warm was dripping down his chest again… all that struggling probably hadn’t been good for his injuries.
Celeste just sat there, looking dazed, watching him gag as he tried to steady his breathing.
He covered his mouth with his hand, something wet and thick splattered across his palm.
Oh no…
His gaze flickered down to his hand, it was hard to make out in the low light… there was certainly something red there… but there were flecks of something lighter.
“Oh…” Celeste’s voice sent chills down his spine, he looked back over and found her expression fixed in a twisted grin. “Your fall must have hurt you worse than Two predicted it would…”
She chuckled, getting back to her feet again, “How much longer do you think you can keep this up?”
He tried to stand as well, ragged breaths making the movement harder than it had any right to be.
“Celeste-”
“Don’t strain yourself.” Her voice was getting that sweet edge to it again, the buzzing in his head picking back up. “You’re in no condition to fight this, let me help you.”
“Y-You don’t wanna do this-“ he tried, she laughed again.
“You don’t know what I want, you don’t know anything about me.” She was right in front of him now, hand reaching out to cup his face. “You don’t even know Celeste’s real name.”
Real name? He blinked in confusion, unable to pull away from her hand now that he was cornered against the door to the trophy room, Of course Celeste isn’t her real name- she was always faking everything…
“You’re right.” He admitted quietly, the buzzing in his head clawing away at his thoughts when he made eye contact. “You never told anyone the truth. You like to keep yourself hidden… I have no idea what you’re really like- but I know you’re better than this.”
He tried to push these thoughts forward so she could feel them, refusing to break eye contact as he continued.
“The Celeste I know wouldn’t take orders from someone like this, right? You’re not someone’s puppet, you’re better than that.”
“I don’t need your help-“ she hissed, he cut her off, grabbing her shoulders.
“Then do it yourself- fight back!” He urged, and with a shocked expression she removed her hand.
“You can fight this- you have to fight this.” His voice cracked, desperation seeping it’s way in again. “I know you can, please!”
“You’re so naive.” She hissed back, “You can’t stop her, you know. You’re only delaying the inevitable.”
“Yes I can!” He snapped, “I’m going to stop this. I’m stopping all of this! I-I’m getting my friends back!”
“Friends… cute.” She tilted her head, “Do you think you and Celeste were really friends?”
A feeling of dread crept it’s way into Makoto’s mind, he suddenly realized how calm the situation had gotten. She’s… stalling for some reason, He realized with a jolt, someone else must be coming.
“Celeste.” He took a deep breath, but any attempt to stay calm fizzled out as his fear got the better of him, “Listen to me: fight against the network.”
Celeste blinked, looking stunned, “St-stop that-“
“Junko doesn’t get to control you anymore. Fight against this.”
“We can’t fight this-“
“Yes we can! We can fight it- but I need you to help me, okay?”
Something in him was reaching out again, he took Celeste’s hands and she didn’t seem to notice, eyes wavering as she gazed down at the floor.
It was so much stronger than it had been with Sayaka. It was like a web- stretching throughout Celeste’s mind and spreading in all directions, too far for Makoto to make any sense of it. He tried press on, squeezing her hands to try and keep her focused.
“Celeste? Can you hear me?”
She didn’t answer, tears pricked at the corners of her eyes.
“This is pathetic.” She mumbled under breath, “This shouldn’t be happening…. I never… needed help…”
“There’s nothing pathetic about it.” He tried to assure her, “Everybody needs help, let me help you.”
Webs stretched thinner, he could feel something tangled underneath.
Her mouth twitched into a grimace, her hands were shaking in his, “Liar…”
“Wh-what?”
“LIAR!” She shoved him off, a terrified look in her eyes as she gripped the sides of her head, “You’re lying! You don’t care about me- nobody does! Nobody…” she took a few shuddering breaths, stepping away from him.
“You only help someone to get ahead, w-why else would you go through the trouble… t-to…”
She groaned, fear and confusion radiating from wear she hunched over. Makoto took a cautious step towards her.
“I’m helping you because I care about you.” He answered truthfully, she glared at him through tear filled eyes. “Even if you don’t care about me. Nobody deserves to be used like this.”
She began to smile, a low chuckle that caught Makoto off guard. It raised in volume, her shoulders shaking as it devolved into a cackle.
“You don’t get it- do you? You really don’t get it?” The blank look in her eyes sent chills down his spine, “Being used is all we’re good for- there’s nothing else!”
He hesitated, unable to think of anything other than a question, “Why?”
“Wh-what?”
“Why would this be all we’re good for?”
“Because-“ her smile dropped, something like terror flashing in her eyes for a moment, “Because… because… because…”
“Celeste.” He took another step towards her, he ignored the horrible feeling radiating from her. “I want… I want you to listen to me.”
Nervous energy buzzed through his fingers, a weird sort of energy pulsed through his chest.
“Disconnect from the network.” There was more authority in his voice than he expected, he caught himself off guard, “Y-you’re better than this- I know you are.”
They stood there in silence. Her breath quieted as that dazed look returned to her eyes, she stared down at the floor. The eerie stillness made Makoto uncomfortable, he wanted to reach out and get her attention again when a new sound made him freeze.
The door creaked open slowly, Makoto found himself moving to shield Celeste as she continued to stare blankly down at her feet.
No one entered through the door for a moment, Makoto gulped, someone was there. Someone was definitely there. He kept his eyes on the shadows beyond the doorway.
“You’re getting awfully good at that…” a voice he couldn’t identify spoke from the darkness.
“Doesn’t that scare you?” The voice seemed to shift, morphing into something so familiar it made Makoto go rigid. “Aren’t you worried you might be changing too much?”
That’s not possible-
“I mean at this point,” the figure finally stepped through the door, Makoto’s heart stopped, “I can hardly even recognize you.”
His sister was standing in the doorway, short hair framing her face, school uniform slightly wrinkled, just like it always was, eyes shining with concern.
“Hifumi…” he began carefully, taking a step back and nearly bumping into Celeste, “H-how do you know what my sister looks like?”
“Who’s Hifumi?” She grinned, something sinister behind it, “It’s me, Komaru. Don’t you recognize me? I haven’t seen you in so long…”
She took a step towards him, Makoto did bump against Celeste now, grabbing her arm and pulling her back a few paces with him.
“Hifumi, I mean it-“
“You’re not really gonna hurt me right? Don’t you care about me?”
“Stop lying.” Makoto tried to be authoritative, but his voice hitched and gave him away.
“I’m not the one being dishonest,” her smile grew wider, she stepped closer, “you’ve been taking care of that aaaaaaaaall on your own.”
He slipped on the sword, losing his footing tumbling to the floor. Komaru- no, Hifumi- stepped past Celeste, who didn’t even seem to realize she had been touched in the first place.
“You’re lying to everyone, lying to yourself, trying to give them hope.”
Makoto flinched as she leaned over, their faces inches apart now.
“Doesn’t something about this whole situation feel a little… wrong to you?”
The word shot through his mind like a bullet- the inner monologue that played so often in his head without his permission. How could Hifumi know about that? How could he know about Komaru, or any of this?
“So… I guess you’ve been talking to Junko.” He finally managed to get out. That seemed to be a response Hifumi wasn’t expecting, eyebrows raising slightly in surprise.
“How much has she told you?” He asked again, his hand moving to grab the hilt of the sword by his side.
Hifumi opened his mouth to respond, Makoto didn’t need to hear the answer. He swung his fist towards Hifumi’s temple, the hilt making contact and sending him reeling to the left.
Makoto got to his feet, holding the sword out and noticing the gold fleckssticking to the side of his ‘sister’s’ face. Komaru’s face began to shift- limbs growing, face stretching, appearance changing in a way that immediately made him nauseous. On purpose- he was sure- because as Hifumi’s real face shifted into view he began to smirk.
“Well I must admit, we didn’t expect that.” He stood as well, Makoto had forgotten how much bigger than him Hifumi was, he took a cautious step back.
“What exactly is your plan here, anyway?” Hifumi adjusted his glasses as he looked down at him. “Even if you did- against all odds- get your ‘friends’ back, how are you going to escape? There’s only one way out of this building, right?”
Makoto didn’t move, he held Hifumi’s gaze and gripped the sword tighter. Mukuro said… she knew a way for us to get out… there must be another way out…
He frowned, Hifumi chuckled. “That’s what I thought.”
“Hifumi-“
“I’ll tell you what- We’re all honestly really impressed you’ve made it this far, so I’ll make you a deal:” Hifumi took a step towards him, “Go ahead and give up now, let me take you to lockdown and let us take Eleven and your other little misfit friends up to be fixed, and Miss Junko promises to spare you from the horrible, grueling punishment she had planned for you.”
“P-punishment?” Makoto stuttered, sword pointed higher as Hifumi stepped even closer.
“She’s very angry with you, Seven.” he warned, “You’ve been slowing things down, you’re ruining all her hard work.” There was a fake, almost teasing sorrow to his words, Makoto shuddered.
“So what do you say?” Hifumi grinned, Makoto opened his mouth to respond when he continued. “Actually- don’t bother. We already know the answer.”
Hifumi knocked the sword from his hands easily, advancing with a strength Makoto wasn’t expecting and punching him back against the glass of the trophy case. The whole cabinet rattled, trophies and other awards falling over from the impact.
Before Makoto could blink Sakura’s hand was around his throat, throwing him back to the ground with a gasp of pain. He coughed again, spitting out whatever he’d coughed up onto the carpet as Sakura’s form shifted once again back to Komaru and approached him.
“Such a waste.” his sister’s voice was something he had missed so much, a foot pressed down right over his bandages.
He cried out, clawing at Hifumi’s leg as tears welled in his eyes.
“Oh, there’s no reason to cry…” Makoto squeezed his eyes shut as Hifumi continued, “There’s still a way we can… can… fix… you…”
The weight on his chest left. His eyes opened to find Hifumi crumpled in an unconscious heap on the floor, his appearance slowly shifting back to it’s natural one. Someone sobbed.
Celeste was standing above him, remnants of her eyeliner streaking down her cheeks as she failed to hold back her tears. She buried her face in her hands, knees buckling slightly as she cried.
It didn’t feel right, to see her like this…
With pain radiating through his chest, Makoto attempted to stand, surprised to feel Celeste’s cold hands grabbing his forearm to help him to his feet.
She made a noise like a whimper, before clearing her throat and trying to collect herself.
“You…” she began, and hesitated to try again, “You’re in pain.”
“Y-yeah.” Was the only answer he could come up with, a laugh coming out like a cough. “I just got beat up.”
“That’s not what I was talking about…” she muttered, finally moving her hands away from his and adjusting her disheveled clothes.
“I put him to sleep.” She nodded towards Hifumi, some of the strength returning to her voice already. Makoto wanted to tell her she didn’t need to force this, if he had the energy he’d probably be crying too, but he knew any acknowledgement of her vulnerability would be taken wrongly…
“But it won’t last long, breaking through… all of that isn’t easy.” She finished, fists clutching the fabric of her petticoat.
“Thank you…” he finally responded, “I… I wouldn’t have survived that without you.”
She glanced away, a sad excuse for a scoff escaping her. “Yes, well… you can return the favor by finding us a way out of here. And… fixing this mess.”
Her lip trembled, she covered her mouth with her hand.
“Celeste?”
“It’s just so much…” she choked out, body shaking again.
“Hina and Sayaka are at the front doors.” Makoto offered, trying to give her a change from this horrible subject. “The gate’s down, Monokuma made sure that part of the building is safe for now. We should go there… you probably want to rest, right?”
She hummed uneasily, “I don’t want them to see me like this…”
Makoto didn’t mean to laugh, but it came out anyway, “None of us look good right now, they’ll just be happy you’re, ya know… you again.”
She looked back down at the floor and nodded. “… Th-thank you, Makoto.” She said, like it was the hardest thing in the world to do.
He took a step towards the front doors, she held her hand out to stop him, pointing down towards the metal baton she’d attacked him with earlier.
“You should take that with you, you will need a decent way to protect yourself.”
“I-I can’t use something like that!”
“I believe it was yours to begin with.” She argued grimly, picking it up herself and holding it out to him.
There was still gold specks clinging to his hands, they rubbed off on the handle as he took it from her. The metal was cold against his clammy skin, and as he turned it over the number seven shined up at him in silver from the bottom of the handle.
He felt sick.
“Press that button to turn it on, it functions like a taser.” Her accent returned, and Makoto realized that this was the first time he’d heard it since their fight began. “At the very least, it should stun the others enough for you to run away.”
“Celeste, ya know you don’t…” he paused, deciding he needed to pick his word choice carefully as they exited the trophy room, leaving Hifumi behind for now. “You don’t have to be… uh, you can use your real voice. It’s still pretty, even without the accent.”
She was quiet, eyes flicking around the hall for threats as they stepped out, “I disagree. But I will consider it.”
They walked the rest of the hallway in silence, Makoto made sure to give them a heads up as they approached the front gate.
“Hey, it’s me! I-I found Celeste.” He awkwardly announced, letting Celeste linger behind him as he peered inside the gate.
Sayaka was seated with her back to the vault door, she released a breath she’d been holding as she recognized Makoto’s face. God, she could’ve destroyed us just then… he thought as Monokuma waved enthusiastically.
Hina leaned around the other side of the wall, Makoto couldn’t stop his gaze from lingering around her bruised neck.
“Are you sure it’s safe? I heard you screaming…” she looked at Celeste over his shoulder.
Makoto nodded, “I’m fine now, and so is she. I promise.”
The gate clicked open with a loud ka-chink, allowing just enough room for Celeste to limp inside. Sayaka ran up to hug her, a move that was minimally protested as the gates began to click shut again. Hina eyed them warily before turning her attention back to Makoto.
“Are you sure you don’t need to rest?” Hina asked, voice full of concern. “You don’t… you don’t look too good.”
“No, I need to keep going. I’ll rest later.” Makoto shook his head, “Besides, I think I’ve got like adrenaline or something going right now, I’ve got like… I don’t know how to describe it, my hands are tingling? My limbs feel weird- but in a good way, I guess.”
Hina frowned, “That… doesn’t sound normal. Are you sure you’re okay?”
“I mean…” he sighed, “I’m not. I don’t think any of us are, though. Right?”
She glanced off to the side, “I guess not… just be careful, okay?”
“Of course-“
“Promise me.” She stuck her hand through the gate, pinky held out, “Promise me you aren’t going to overdo it and get yourself killed.”
He would’ve laughed, honestly, but Hina’s expression was so sincere Makoto couldn’t help but take it seriously.
“I promise.” He nodded, “I’ll rest soon… I just need to do a little more while I still can.”
He walked back towards the trophy room, mind already racing with ways to try and get through to Hifumi without being attacked again as he opened the door.
The room was empty.
“Oh…” Makoto tensed again, backing away from the door to avoid another surprise attack like Celeste’s.
Something glittering on the floor caught his attention, he looked down and saw a few specks of gold had fallen to the floor. He stepped a few more paces back, the barely noticeable trail of cheap gold paint went up the stairs.
“Guess I’m… going up.” He whispered, sparing one last look down the dark school hallways. He could hear Sayaka laugh, distantly, he let that be his motivation.
He reached the second floor as quietly as possible, his thumb grazed over the button of his new weapon -old weapon- as he glanced around. There was still no lights on in the halls, but lights could be seen shining from the rooms in either direction.
He crouched down lower, trying to hide in the shadows of the stairway to listen to the sounds in the hallway. Kyoko had made a joke once- what felt like ages ago now but was probably only a week or so ago- that she never entered a room without listening to get an idea of how many people were in there. Makoto had laughed at the time, asked if she was maybe being a bit too paranoid.
Well, look at him now.
There were footsteps, heavy and rhythmic, from the hallway to the right. Makoto tried to shrink down even more, remaining as still as possible as the footsteps approached. His grip around the weapon tightened.
Taka stepped out into the open, vacant smile seeming to be permanently stuck on his face as he turned to walk towards the library. Thankfully- Makoto realized with a pang of guilt- his shattered eye was the one facing him, and he remained unnoticed.
He watched Taka leave, straightening up only once he was sure the android was too far away to notice him…
There had been something pink on his hands.
Makoto cautiously stepped out into the open, glancing towards the locker rooms as he hurried down the hallway Taka had emerged from. If Taka was up here… taking care of someone… Byakuya’s probably up here too.
His stomach twisted at thought of Byakuya’s condition worsening to the point of vomiting again, but he couldn’t think of any alternative that was any better. Someone was hurt somewhere, and that wouldn’t be good no matter what.
This school’s layout is so weird… he thought as he reached the only door in this dead end hallway. Boxes were stacked up outside of it, along with a mop and other cleaning supplies that stung Makoto’s nose. He peered into bucket of water the mop rested in, there was a faint pink film along the top of it. The door was locked, which he half expected at this point, and with a final glance around the hall he used Kyoko’s key to let himself in.
He opened the door, ducking out of the way just in time as a shoe came whizzing by his head.
“Get the hell out of here, Hifumi!” Byakuya’s agitated voice snapped. Makoto couldn’t help but be relieved despite the venom in his tone. “I don’t care what they’ve trapped me in- If you get any closer to me again I swear to god-“
“Byakuya!” Makoto held his hands up in surrender, “It’s me! It’s really me!”
Byakuya was slumped against the wall on the floor across from him, despite there being a perfectly good cot against the wall to his right. He was clearly still sick, eyes still slightly glazed and sweat dripping down his forehead, another bucket (presumably for him to be sick in) sat next to him. The most notable thing to Makoto was the clunky black bracers on both his wrists, allowing only Byakuya’s fingertips to stick out as they lay idly against the floor.
He glared behind his glasses, clearly more alert now than he had been the past two days.
“Don’t insult my intelligence.” He spat. “After all the other stunts you’ve pulled, this is hardly a shock.”
“I’m telling the truth!” Makoto insisted, stepping inside despite Byakuya’s reaching for his other shoe to hurl as a weapon. He needed the door closed again, he couldn’t risk drawing attention to himself while he was cornered.
“I- I’ll prove it if you want! How can I prove it?” He offered, Byakuya scowled even more.
“I’m not playing games with you.” He growled. “Go away.”
Makoto was beginning to feel restless, eyes scanning around the cluttered room like anyone could be waiting to spring out from behind the stacks of boxes and folders. What’s… what’s going on in here, anyway?
“Look,” Makoto glanced at the door behind him, “I know, you don’t really have any reason to trust me, but I have somewhere safe I can take you. Monokuma got the front gates away from Chihiro and-“
“Makoto’s dead!” Byakuya cut him off angrily, breathing heavier now. “So is Monokuma. Chihiro told me, you’re lying!”
“No, I’m not!” Makoto insisted, “I- I found Monokuma in the garbage, I carried him all the way out in a freaking backpack- he’s totally fine, and he’s worried about you! And… so am I. I’m really worried, please just trust me, okay?”
Byakuya’s expression softened slightly, “That’s… the dumbest story I’ve ever heard.” The shoe lowered a fraction, “Do you really expect to believe something so asinine?”
“I-I don’t know what that word means…” Makoto ran a hand through his hair, the sudden movement made Byakuya tense again. “But I am telling the truth, how can I get you to believe me?”
Byakuya was quiet, breathing heavy, eyes scanning over every inch of Makoto for any sign of deception.
“Wh-what happened to you?” His gaze lingered on Makoto’s blood soaked shirt, Monokuma’s wrapping job barely present after his last fight and leaving bloodied scraps of fabric sticking from his shirt collar.
“Leon…” he hesitated, “Leon shot me… and I fell.”
Byakuya finally let the shoe drop from his hand, Makoto flinched at the metallic thunk of the bracer as it went back to rest against the tile.
“What are those?”
Byakuya’s eyes drifted down to where he was staring, flexing his fingers as much as he could as he held his arm up to inspect it himself.
“It stops me from using my...” His gaze hardened into suspicion again. “You should already know what it is does. You helped put it on me.”
“I’m not Hifumi.” Makoto insisted again, trying his best to be patient despite the overwhelming sense that they were rapidly running out of time. “Do you know how it works?”
“I’m not sure.” Byakuya answered, despite clearly not fully believing him. “Some sort of pulse… thing. It’s not as bad as this,”
He pulled at the fabric of his ruined button up, the one Makoto remembered hearing him pitch a fit over wearing instead of pajamas because he still wanted to look presentable even though he was confined to his bed all day.
There was a metal collar clamped around his neck, a dull black to match the bracers, a small pink light on the side of it blinking dimly. Makoto couldn’t stop himself from gasping.
“When I try to do… anything with my power, my whole body seizes up… it’s how I ended up on the floor.” Byakuya grumbled, seeming to study Makoto’s reaction. “How did you escape?”
“I-I didn’t escape, really, I just sorta… fell.” Makoto awkwardly laughed, “Down an elevator shaft. I landed in the trash room, I guess, which was a good thing, because all the trash sorta… cushioned my fall.”
“You expect me to believe you survived a fall from the fifth floor all the way down there?” Byakuya raised an eyebrow.
“I guess, I’m not really sure how I did it either…” Makoto’s hands fidgeted, “Wait- how do you even know about the elevator on the fifth floor?”
Byakuya’s expression changed, like he realized something. “… Okay. I believe you.”
Makoto couldn’t help but grin, watching Byakuya’s posture relax a fraction and squatting down to be eye level with him. “Really? Oh, thank god- Wait, no, don’t change the subject! How did you know about there being an elevator up there?”
Byakuya hesitated, glancing back down at his hands before answering, “I-“
The door behind them opened, Byakuya’s hand once again snatched up his own shoe to use as a weapon. Makoto scrambled back, fumbling with the baton as Taka entered the doorway.
“Number Seven.” He didn’t react when Byakuya’s shoe made contact with his shoulder, his one functioning eye trained on where Makoto now sat on the floor. “I was unaware you were allowed to leave Lockdown this early.
Makoto didn’t move, glancing back at Byakuya for help as Taka closed the door and quickly stepped towards him.
“You appear to be injured.” He stated, suddenly grabbing Makoto up by the arms and dropping him down on the empty cot. “Don’t worry! I’m here to help.”
“Uh, Th-thanks?” He stuttered out, too confused to know what else to say as Taka turned to a stack of boxes to open the large first aid kit resting on top. Byakuya eyed Taka warily, his fingers twitching in their confinement as Taka turned back to Makoto with disinfectant and clean bandages in hand.
“No need to thank me,” Taka cheerily replied, no real emotion in his expression. “Please remove your jacket.”
“Oh… Okay…” Makoto hesitantly complied, wincing at the sting in his chest as he maneuvered his arms out. Something clattered in his pocket.
Oh my god- the key. He looked up at Byakuya, trying to discreetly point towards his left pocket as the blonde raised an eyebrow.
He tossed his jacket on the floor next to Byakuya, allowing Taka to help him remove his bloodied shirt and remaining bandages. There was no care in the movements, Makoto realized grimly. None of the gentle precision that had been used before, none of the concern or passion that seemed to drive every single one of Taka’s actions… it was hollow, and automatic. Like a cheap imitation of what it should really be.
Byakuya was digging around in his pockets, pulling out and accidentally dropping the red USB drive down into his lap. Oh.
Makoto gulped, mind racing. I can save Taka…. How am I supposed to this? I’m pretty sure Taka could break me in half if he really wanted to, there’s no way he’d let me do anything like this while he’s taking orders from Chihiro.
The sudden cold sensation of a disinfectant wipe distracted him from his thoughts, Taka methodically cleaning the dried blood from around where he’d been shot. Makoto hadn’t even taken the time to check it for himself yet, and as he glanced down to see for himself he immediately regretted it.
It made sense- logically- that Monokuma wouldn’t have been able to stitch the hole shut… he wasn’t even sure that’s what you should do for these kind of injuries, anyway. They had been in a garbage heap, with nothing around but rotting leftovers and a few scraps of anything useful, of course there was nothing they could’ve used to help close it… Makoto stared down the deep gash in his chest, edges red and swollen and crusted with blood, fighting down the nausea that immediately rose up in him at the sight. That pink stuff might’ve saved his life, but it looks like it didn’t fix everything.
Byakuya coughed, the faintest -beep- could be heard underneath it. Taka’s attention turned immediately down to wear Byakuya sat, unblinking eye watching Byakuya’s hands fidget slightly under the fabric of Makoto’s jacket. Makoto tapped Taka’s shoulder to regain his attention.
“Uh-uhm…” he startled slightly at how quickly Taka turned back to him, the vacant smile was still too unnerving for him to get used to, “Is… Is it bad? Can you fix me up?”
That seemed to get him back on track, reaching into the ridiculously large first aid kit for a few things.
“Of course- please let me know if you’re feeling any serious discomfort.”
Something frigid was sprayed over the wound, a tingling sensation spreading across that side of his chest till it went numb. Makoto looked away, he didn’t think he could stomach watching this, his gaze went towards Byakuya instead.
“It’s ironic…” the blonde began slowly, removing one of his now freed hands and flexing the fingers experimentally, “That must’ve gone right through the number on your shoulder, didn’t it?”
“Oh-“ Makoto almost looked down again, Taka’s hand roughly kept his head facing forward. “I- I think you’re right. That is ironic.”
Byakuya freed his other hand, again forcing a cough to cover the quiet beeping that signaled his release.
“Where’s yours?” Makoto asked, finding it difficult talk with the cold hand still holding his jaw in place.
“The base of my neck,” Byakuya gestured weakly, key in his hand and eyes trained on the back of Taka’s head. “Why do you think all my clothes have high collars?”
“I thought you were just pretentious.”
“I prefer the term well dressed.”
The collar clicked open, the light on the side fading. Byakuya immediately relaxed, taking a few moments to roll his neck and flex his hands again. After a moment, he wiped the sweat from his forehead, looking from Makoto, to Taka and back again.
“How… How do you wanna do this?”
Makoto gulped, “Are you… Do you think you can… you know…”
“Of course I can.” Byakuya looked down at where Makoto had left his baton, “There is… a quicker way to deal with-“
“No.” Makoto cut him off immediately, Taka’s hand finally released his jaw and reached for something else in the first aid kit.
Byakuya held his gaze for a moment, but ultimately nodded.
“I’ll let him finish then,” he leaned against the wall. “That looks disgusting. It really should be cleaned.”
They sat in silence for a few minutes after that, just Byakuya’s occasional coughs and Makoto’s fingers drumming nervously against the cot.
“Are uh…” he began, unsure if Taka was even aware he was speaking, he hadn’t been reacting to anything so far. “Are you almost done, Taka?”
Taka glanced back up at him, Makoto clarified, “Kiyotaka, sorry.”
“You don’t need to apologize.” He responded immediately, “Yes. I’m almost done. Please lift your arm.”
Makoto did as he was told. Byakuya began rising to his feet, one hand against the wall and the other holding the flash drive. Taka wrapped a clean bandage around his shoulder and chest, a much more precise job than what he’d had before. But, like AE had pointed out, it’s pretty hard to be precise with just paws.
“Feeling better?” Byakuya asked as he adjusted his glasses. Makoto nodded, Taka took a step to the side to repack the first aid kit.
“Good, catch.” Byakuya tossed the flash drive to him, he fumbled to catch it. Taka’s gaze flicked back to Byakuya.
“Please do not throw things, Number Ten.” He reprimanded, smile unwavering. “It is not-“
Byakuya’s hand raised, fingers tensing like he was grabbing something, Taka’s entire body seemed to seize up.
“Release me immediately.” He demanded politely, Makoto quickly slipped off the cot, “Using your powers outside designated training areas is against the rules.”
Makoto reached for the collar of Taka’s shirt, jumping back when Taka’s hands suddenly jolted up a few inches. Byakuya forced them back down, coming closer now and grunting at the effort.
“Sorry- I forgot how strong he was.“ he frowned, “Hurry up.”
“Uh- Uh, okay I-“ Makoto fumbled with the buttons, awkward and borderline ashamed to be doing what he was doing right now. It felt like a violation, despite their good intentions, pulling open his shirt and prying at the port on his chest.
Byakuya’s breathing was growing ragged again as Taka struggled against his hold, Makoto could hear his joints creaking at the effort. He finally got his nails between the minuscule edges of the port’s cover and forced it open, keeping a hand there to stop it from closing as Taka suddenly jerked against him.
“If you do not stop, I will be forced to inform Director Fujisaki about your actions.”
Makoto ignored him, going to plug the flash drive back in and finding something already in it’s place. That’s… the drive Mukuro gave me. A chill went down his spine, I gave that to Taka for safe keeping, right? Did Chihiro take it at some point?… Is the that what made him act like this?
Makoto ripped the drive from it’s port, just in time for Byakuya’s grip on Taka to finally give out. His one good eye dimmed, tense posture slumping forward so suddenly Makoto had to catch him. A string of error messages and numbers spilled automatically from his mouth as Makoto and Byakuya laid him on the floor, going still as Byakuya collapsed back to lean on his hands and caught his breath.
“That… That was certainly something.” The blonde commented, “Not as difficult as I expected.”
“Thank god,” Makoto looked down at the two flash drives in his hand. “I… I don’t think we could’ve won an actual fight against him, do you?”
“Certainly not like this.” Byakuya scoffed, “I don’t think either of us are at our best right now, are we?”
Makoto almost laughed at that, but the dreadfulness of the situation quickly tugged his mouth back into a frown.
“He’s…” he hesitated, “Do you think he’s gonna be okay?”
“I don’t know much about computers.” Byakuya shrugged, “I would assume if there was something truly wrong with him it would be prevalent no matter what sort of programming he was running on.”
“I meant like… emotionally.” Makoto clarified quietly, Byakuya raised his eyebrows.
“I don’t know much about that either.” He stared down at Taka, moving a hand to pick a loose shard of glass from around his eye. “We’ve all been through enough to warrant intense psychotherapy at this point. Maybe, if he’s lucky, he can just move past things like Monokuma does. Nothing ever bothers him once it’s over.”
Makoto turned the flash drive over in his hands, Taka’s heart, and sighed.
“Only one way to find out, I guess.”
It fit into the half circle slot with a satisfying click, Makoto and Byakuya both scooting back from their spots on the floor as something within their unconscious friend suddenly whirred back to life.
Taka’s half lidded eye opened fully, lighting up and shifting like a camera lens as it’s ruined counterpart shot out sparks. His mouth pulled back in a tight frown- the first Makoto had seen on him in who knows how long at this point- brows furrowing and a hand shakily moving to touch the damaged side of his face.
“What…” his voice hitched, “Wh-what happened to…”
He bolted up into a sitting position, startling Makoto and Byakuya as they both scrambled back further. Their movement seemed to scare him, and he frantically looked between the two of them before speaking again.
“M-Makoto?” He gasped, genuine sorrow in his voice as he seemed to finally recognize them. “What happened? Where is everyone? Did you stop Chihiro? I-”
His attention moved to Makoto’s still shirtless torso, expression bordering on panicked, “You… you have a stab wound?!”
“Stop yelling.” Byakuya insisted with a wary glance over his shoulder. “God, that’s one thing I didn’t miss about you.”
“What are you talking about?” Taka demanded, “What’s going on?”
“You don’t remember?” Makoto blinked in surprise, Taka shook his head.
“I remember being hit,” he put a hand to the side of his head once more, “I-I remember Mondo- Wait, where’s Mondo? Is he alright? Hifumi didn’t hurt him, did he?”
Makoto stuttered, at a loss for words, he hesitantly held up the other flash drive.
“I… You missed a lot, I’m sorry.” His voice came out like a whisper, Taka’s covered his mouth, a look of horror flashing across his face.
“Chihiro…” he started slowly, “She… she used me like a puppet. Like an object. I couldn’t… there was nothing I could do to stop it. When I tried to fight it she wouldn’t let me think-“
His voice hitched again, he took the flash drive from Makoto’s hand.
“Where’s Mondo?” He repeated pleadingly, Makoto couldn’t bring himself to answer.
“He’s being controlled by One right now.” Byakuya answered bluntly, face showing something like pity as Taka’s hands clenched into fists.
The flash drive shattered in his grasp, plastic and metal bits falling into his lap as he shut his eyes. Makoto had already seen it, though- a rage so intense it made his eye look like it had been on fire.
Oh… he realized with a nervous inhale, I’ve never actually seen Taka… angry before.
“I’m so sorry.” he whispered, “If I wasn’t…. I- I should’ve stopped this from happening- I’m so sorry-“
“You don’t have to apologize.” Makoto scooted closer, reaching out to rest his hand on Taka’s shoulder, he flinched. “This wasn’t your fault-“
“Please don’t.” Taka cut him off, voice dripping with carefully concealed anger at…. Something- maybe the whole situation? Maybe himself? “I don’t want sympathy.”
His eye once again landed on Makoto’s new bandages, “I didn’t…. Did I do that?”
“No! no.” Makoto shook his head quickly. “Uh, Leon did… he’s not himself right now either.”
“Is anyone still?” Byakuya asked grimly, “I haven’t seen anyone else since they shoved me in here.”
“Why were you in here, anyway?” Makoto asked, “I mean why didn’t they… you know…”
Byakuya tensed, nervously fiddling with his shirt collar, “Chihiro came in earlier, she was having Kiyotaka organize some things for… whoever is coming. She said they were saving me for someone.”
“Saving you for someone?” Makoto tilted his head. “For who?”
Byakuya didn’t answer right away, clearing his throat, “We should leave, it won’t be long before Chihiro realizes you’ve freed Taka.”
Makoto frowned as well, brows furrowing as Byakuya got to his legs shakily.
“Who would they be saving you for?” He asked, the blonde tried to ignore him.
“Taka, can we go?” He asked impatiently. Taka hesitantly got to his feet, letting the ruined flash drive fall to the floor and buttoning his shirt back up.
“Byakuya.” Makoto tried again, growing frustrated, “Who is it?”
Byakuya coughed, glaring over at him before looking down at the floor.
“You know that my…. My father was involved in our project originally,” he began, clearly uncomfortable, “I have suspected for… quite some time now, that he may be partially responsible for us being trapped here.”
Makoto blinked in surprise, standing as well. “How long is ‘quite some time’?”
Byakuya didn’t answer, eyes shifting from Taka and back to Makoto as he continued his questioning.
“Since we got here? Have you known the whole time?”
“Since before.” Taka finally answered for him, voice as tense as the current situation as he moved to get Makoto’s jacket off the floor for him. “Right? You already knew you were coming.”
“Oh- Oh my god? Are you serious?!” Makoto snapped, it seemed to startle Byakuya, “You knew this whole time a-and you didn’t tell anyone?”
“Don’t raise your voice at me.” Byakuya quickly regained his composure, “I was under no obligation to tell you anything, And you-“ he pointed an accusing finger to Taka. “You were ordered not to talk about anything regarding the Togami family.”
“I had a hard reboot.” Taka answered bluntly, snapping the first aid kit shut, “Temporary administrative measures were reset. If you want to shut me up again, you’ll have to make Monokuma do it.”
Byakuya grumbled something under his breath, leaning against the wall for support as Makoto’s mind reeled with this new information.
“Wha- you knew too?” Makoto turned on his heel to point at Taka, who lowered his head in shame, “I- I mean, you literally couldn’t talk about it, I guess, but Byakuya!”
He turned back to the blonde, who’s angered expression wavered, “Why wouldn’t you tell us? We’ve been struggling this entire time-“
“Because I was- I was…” Byakuya’s anger faltered completely, “I didn’t know what to say… I didn’t trust anyone.”
“You said you trusted me.” Makoto argued, making a conscious effort to keep his voice gentle. “I- I get not wanting to tell people at first I just…” he shook his head, “After everything that’s happened, didn’t you think it would’ve helped to have more information?”
“Yes, of course it would have.” Byakuya rolled his eyes, crossing his arms and coughing again, “I thought I could handle it myself! How was I supposed to know any of this would happen?”
Makoto groaned, rubbing his temples. His jacket was slipped over his shoulder.
“I’m… sorry to interrupt,” Taka awkwardly butted in, “We should probably find somewhere… safer. Until we figure out how to save the others.”
Right, yeah. That’s more important…” Makoto nodded, “I’ll take you guys to the front door, it’s safe there right now, and uh… I still need my shirt.”
“You are not putting that filthy thing back on.” Taka shook his head as he lifted up the first aid kit. “We’ll get you a new one downstairs… we should go.”
Taka pointedly avoided making eye contact as he went to the door, Byakuya cleared his throat again. “So what exactly is our plan to get down there? None of us are exactly supposed to be wandering around right now and to be frank, I don’t think I could make it down a flight of stairs. I’m already dizzy from just walking across the room.”
“Uh…” Makoto thought, zipping his jacket up to have something like a shirt, “Okay, uh, well… you’re supposed to be with Taka, right? Maybe he could take you down and if someone asks he can say he was taking you to the infirmary again or something? I’ll just… sneak ahead. Make sure the coast is clear.”
“That sounds… risky.” Taka muttered uneasily.
“It sounds ridiculous.” Byakuya let out a long, drawn out sigh. “Let’s just do it. I’d rather die quickly than drag it out.”
“No one is dying, don’t say things like that.” Taka used the longer strap to sling the first aid kit of his shoulder, moving to pick Byakuya up as he weakly protested.
Makoto watched him pick Byakuya up bridal style, the blonde awkwardly shuffled in his arms and coughed again.
“You’re still running a fever…” Taka muttered worriedly, “I’ll tend to that when we’re somewhere safer.”
He turned to leave again, Makoto picked up his baton and gasped.
“Wait! Wait- you need to uh, smile.” He awkwardly pointed out, Taka stopped. “What?”
“Chihiro made you act all… smiley,” Makoto explained, awkwardly smiling to prove his point, “You should probably do that now in case we run into someone.”
“Um, alright.” Taka grinned weakly, brows still furrowed in concern and an undeniable sorrow in his eye. “Like this?”
Byakuya shook his head. “No, it needs to be bigger.”
“And creepier.” Makoto added, Taka’s smile fell.
“I-I was creepy?”
“We need to hurry...” Byakuya reminded them, reaching up and forcing the smile onto Taka’s face himself. “There. That’s good enough. Let’s get going.”
Makoto hurried to the door, cracking it open and peering into the hallway. It seemed empty… he guessed everyone else was upstairs… he hoped everyone else was upstairs.
“Okay. Let’s go.” he whispered, opening it up and scurrying down the hall. He could hear Taka behind him, along with another cough from Byakuya. His anxiety spread out from him as he shuffled out across the open hallway towards the stairs. Spreading, reaching out, like a web…
Like a web…
He could feel it. He could feel it so strongly. He could feel it spreading out above him… like the ghost of something horrible and cold just hovering there waiting to drop-
“Makoto? Are you alright?” Taka’s whisper cut through his thoughts, whatever feeling he had dissipating and making him shudder. “You… seemed to be getting worked up.”
Makoto gulped, moving down the steps a few paces ahead of them and nodding.
“Yeah. Fine. Just… a little overwhelmed.”
The walk to the front gates was easy… it felt too easy honestly. Makoto was just waiting for something horrible to happen. Something horrible had to happen soon. Any minute now Leon would shoot again, or Sakura would come barreling down the corner to crush them, or-
“Someone is coming.” Celeste’s accent sounded from down the hall, he could hear Sayaka inhale again.
“I-It’s me!” He announced quickly, “I found Byakuya and Taka!”
“What?” Hina poked her head through the gate, “Oh- Oh my gosh!” Her head retreated, the gates slowly clicked open once again.
“Are you sure this area is safe?” Byakuya mumbled, listening to the sounds of the girls shuffling and Monokuma chuckling about something. “This seems like a horrible place to hide.”
“It’s the only place we’ve got.” Makoto shrugged, Stepping through the gates and allowing them to come in behind him.
Sayaka and Celeste stood a few feet away, Sayaka’s hand on Celeste’s arm as they watched Taka warily. Hina had grabbed her- well, Leon’s- bat again, not holding it defensively but certainly as a precaution. Monokuma seemed oblivious to the nervous air around them, bouncing up and down in excitement from where he was still plugged in to the terminal.
“Well! If it isn’t my favorite little brother!” He cheered, gesturing frantically for the two of them to come closer, “And my second favorite student! What a sight for sore eyes-“ he covered his mouth. “Oops- bad timing, I guess.”
Taka set Byakuya down, letting the blond slide down against the wall next to Monokuma.
“Second favorite?” Byakuya raised an eyebrow as he coughed, “Who beat me for the number one spot?”
“Puhuhu~ It’s a tie between Lucky and Miss Asahina over there. Those two have spunk!” Monokuma snickered. “Nice battle scare there, brother.”
Taka frowned, moving a hand to cover his eye, “Um, thank you. I’m… glad you’re okay.”
“Of course you are, who’d tell you what to do if I was gone?”
Taka ignored him, setting down the first aid kit again and asking Byakuya if he needed anything. Celeste came and tapped on Makoto’s shoulder.
“You are not… leaving him in here with us, are you?” She asked quietly, Sayaka stepped towards them as well.
“He’s fine now. I promise.” Makoto whispered back, “He’s completely himself again.”
“Yes, but for how long?” Celeste argued, “If Chihiro comes down here, it would be best for us to not have another liability in the room with us.”
Makoto frowned, “That isn’t fair.” He pointed out, ready to continue arguing when Hina stepped forward.
“I mean… I see where she’s coming from.” She reluctantly admitted, Makoto blinked in surprise. “Like, I trust Taka, I just… don’t trust what could happen, I guess.”
“So what do you want me to do?” Makoto huffed, glancing back over to make sure the android was occupied, “Tell him he can’t stay in the only safe place in the school?”
Hina sighed, “No. Of course he can stay. I’m sorry, I’m being insensitive…”
Sayaka cleared her throat as Taka walked over to them, leaving Byakuya and Monokuma bickering quietly in the corner behind him.
“So…” he began, brows creased in worry, “Is this… everyone that’s left?”
Hina nodded, Celeste looked down to the floor.
“Where is everyone else, then?” He continued, Makoto shrugged.
“Somewhere upstairs, I guess?” He shifted nervously on his feet, “I- I’m honestly a little concerned that we haven’t run into anyone else.”
“What do you think that means?” Sayaka asked nervously, “Surely they’ve figured out where we are by now, right?”
“Hang on, I’ll ask Alter Ego about it. Maybe they know where the others are.” Makoto hurried back over to the corner of the room by the terminal. Byakuya quickly shushed Monokuma, settling back to lean on the backpack Makoto had left there earlier.
“Hey, AE?” He asked, finding his handbook resting atop a shelf nearby. There was no response, anxiety crept it’s way into his voice. “Alter Ego? You okay?”
“I’m fine! Sorry,” their voice finally piped up from the handbook, screen remaining dark. “Chihiro is not making this easy, I’m a bit busy…”
“Oh, s-sorry.” He stuttered out an apology, “Um, I don’t guess you would know where all the others are then, would you?”
Alter Ego finally appeared on the handbooks screen, image flickering for a moment. “I know of three rooms on the fourth floor that are currently using significant energy. I would assume someone would be in those. Unfortunately all the cameras in the school are down, I can’t see anything.”
“Now isn’t that strange?” Monokuma put a paw on Makoto’s pants, claws flexing in and out angrily, “Who coulda done all that?”
“It wasn’t me-” He protested, before turning his attention back to the screen. “Thanks AE, I really appreciate all of this. Be careful, okay?”
Alter Ego grinned, “I appreciate you, too!”
The screen went dark. Byakuya looked up at him, clearly confused.
“What… what was that?” He asked, Makoto shrugged.
“Sorry, it’s a secret. I’m not gonna tell you till it’s a life threatening issue.” He couldn’t help his smirk as Byakuya’s expression soured.
“You’re a petty little man, aren’t you, Naegi?”
“Makoto!” Taka got his attention, attempting to wave him back over to the group.
He gave Byakuya one last glance, “Can we please talk about this soon? About everything?”
Byakuya let out a long sigh before nodding. “Yes. You… You’re right. You should’ve known before.”
He turned to walk back towards the others, a phantom tugging on his sleeves stopped him.
“And, Makoto? I… I’m sorry. For everything.”
Chapter 19: Change is a part of nature
Summary:
Makoto’s mission to get his friends back continues, weapons are thrown, and some disturbing changes are noticed.
Notes:
Wanted to thank everyone for the nice comments and kudos! I appreciate it so much :3
WARNING: This chapter contains blood and depictions of injuries.
Chapter Text
It was a lot colder in the school without a shirt on.
Makoto shivered slightly, unable to stop the shake in his hands as he crept through dorms after Taka. His weapon from Celeste slipped through one of his belt loops like a make shift holster, one fidgeting hand constantly brushing against it… just in case.
Taka had been mortified to learn that- according to Sayaka’s rough estimation- no one had eaten in the past twelve hours, and quickly volunteered to go get food and water from the locked dining hall. Makoto agreed to come, for no other reason than to placate Celeste’s (and to a lesser extent Hina’s) distrust of Taka being left to his own devices. While he didn’t agree with their suspicions, they did make a good point- it’s not smart for anyone to be wandering away alone right now… so he could ignore the weird tingling in his hands and the exhaustion creeping over him a little longer. He could rest soon.
If Sayaka was right about more than twelve hours passing, then he’d been locked away in the garbage much longer than he originally thought. The impending arrival of Chihiro’s ‘special guests’ seemed like an even closer threat than it had before.
Things were still much too quiet.
He didn’t really expect anyone to still be hanging around the first floor, they definitely would’ve made a move already if they had. And he didn’t… didn’t feel anything down here. No strange buzzing, no sudden sense that something was off, no strange web like connection looming just out of reach.
Because he was constantly reaching out right now, he realized with a wave of dread as they approached the metal doors to the dining hall, he couldn’t stop himself from feeling whatever connection he was feeling. It was radiating from his chest and spreading out in all directions, he was constantly aware of the pulse of others near him… He was… actually using his powers.
And he couldn’t control it.
“Makoto?” Taka’s voice pulled him from his thoughts, his attempt to be quiet coming out like a stage-whisper. “Are you… alright? Your heartbeat just got faster.”
“Wha- yeah. I’m fine.” He blinked in confusion, “H-how’d you know if my heart is beating faster?”
Taka tapped the side of his good eye, “Didn’t mean to pry, my systems are a little… over reactive right now. I can’t stop myself from noticing these things.”
“Oh, ha…” Makoto shoved his hands in his jacket pockets, “I know what you mean.”
Taka gave him one last look of concern before turning to the door.
“I don’t suppose your key would work on this without a visible lock?” He frowned, Makoto shook his head.
“Very well,” Taka sighed, taking a step back, “That only leaves one option.”
Without warning, Taka’s fist collided against the door. A loud metal KROOM echoing down the abandoned halls as the metal dented and bent back from the force of it.
Right… robot strength. Makoto almost chuckled to himself as Taka pried the metal back enough for them to step through. That explains the fourth floor gate, I guess.
“This is destruction of property, and normally I frown on that.” Taka explained, stepping aside to let Makoto in first. “However desperate times call for desperate measures, I suppose.”
“Hey, I’m not here to judge.” Makoto responded as he tried to make out anything in the darkness, “I’ve done plenty of desperate things since all this started.”
Taka took his hand to lead him to the kitchen, the ever so faint red glow from his eye the only thing Makoto could really make out. They made their way to the fridge, and to Makoto’s surprise the light inside flicked on when Taka opened the doors.
“Oh, good.” Makoto sighed in relief, “At least there’s some light…”
Taka didn’t respond, pulling the pitcher of water from the fridge and setting on the counter next to him. Makoto watched him work for a moment, shuffling things around to pull out leftovers or other easy to eat without prepping things. Makoto figured he should help as well, and turned towards the cabinets to try and find some snack foods.
Hina likes donuts… Maybe there’s some of those in here, like those little mini ones or something. He found something wrapped in pink cellophane, inspecting it closer and seeing what looked like a heart shaped cookie wrapped inside. This’ll work, she likes cookies too. He slipped it into his jacket pocket, wishing he had remembered to bring his backpack instead.
It took him a minute to realize Taka’s shuffling had stopped. He turned back and found the android staring down at the counter with a frown.
“Taka?” Makoto asked warily, trying to convince himself that the weird feeling creeping up his spine was normal worry and not the… ya know, alternative. “You uh… You okay?”
Taka stiffened, clearing his throat and moving back to the fridge.
“Fine,” he answered finally, behind the privacy of the fridge’s door. “Sorry, I was lost in thought.”
“Oh…” he paused, there were no sounds of things moving behind the door between them. “Is something wrong?”
“No, I just…” Taka sighed, “The others are… afraid of me, aren’t they?”
Makoto stuttered, apparently hesitating too long when Taka peered around the door again.
“That’s what I thought.” he smiled sadly, face illuminated by the blue light from the fridge. “I… I don’t blame them. I’m sure they have good reason to be.”
“Taka, it’s not that-“
“Do you think Mondo will hate me?” His voice hitched, he turned away again. “What if I… What if I can’t fix this? What if no one trusts me again?”
Makoto was at a loss, struggling to think of what to say as that uneasy feeling from before heightened.
“I suppose it doesn’t matter.” Taka tried to regain his composure, still facing away from Makoto as his shoulders shook slightly. “I-I can still help them even if they don’t… want me around. It’ll be fine. I should just focus on making sure everyone is safe.”
“Taka, you shouldn’t- Gaugh!” Something grabbed him under the arms, sending a jolt of pain radiating from his chest. Taka was yelling, the sound of it drowned out by something like rushing wind. He was pulled back into the darkness, the world blurred and fuzzed as lights faintly came back into view and he thrashed wildly against whoever was grabbing him.
His hand found the baton from Celeste, and without any forward thinking he grabbed the hilt and squeezed down on the button.
kzzzzap!
“WOAH!”
He and his kidnapper tumbled over each other, skidding across the hallway floor in a tangled mess. Makoto held a hand over his chest, gasping as pain spread like fire across him. He was at the end of the hall in the dorms now, staring up at Hiro’s symbol on the door and breathing heavily when the sound of someone laughing got his attention.
“Wow! What a wake up!” A shrill voice cackled behind him, he whipped around and found Toko staring down at him, her hands clutching the leg he had apparently tased.
“You’re tougher than you look, little man! I can’t believe you actually attacked me!” She laughed, seeming more amused than angry now. “Pretty rude, though. I was trying to save your life!”
“S-Syo?!” He gasped out, clambering to his feet as well. “What the hell was that? That hurt!”
“Well excuuuse me for trying to help my friend out! That weirdo was about to attack you!”
“No he wasn’t!” Makoto argued, “Taka was like… crying! He wasn’t-“
“No, no, I’m not talking about Tick Tock, I was talking about that Hawkeye reject that was sneaking up on you!”
“H-Hawkeye… what?” Makoto stuttered, “Leon?”
As if on cue, an arrow whizzed right next to his face, the woosh against his ear enough to paralyze him with fear. Syo spun around, standing between Makoto and their attacker at the end of the hall. Leon stared them down coldly, eyes devoid of any emotion as he clicked the crossbow back into place on his belt in favor of pointing a pistol towards them instead.
Makoto’s hands went up in surrender, Syo chuckled darkly.
“Bullets. Faster. Very smart, very smart.” She commended Leon, tone too casual for someone with with a gun pointed right at their heart. “Not quite fast enough though, you’ve been hunting me down for like… what- hours now and you’ve only managed to hit me once!”
She turned, elbowing Makoto as she snickered. “So much for perfect aim, right?”
“That’s enough.” Leon responded curtly, no indication that her comments had affected him at all. “Five, step away from Seven. You’re not needed.”
“Oooh, I see.” she smirked, and in a flash was behind Makoto, pushing him forward with her hands on his shoulder. “So the only reason you didn’t just pull the trigger just then is because you might hurt this guy, huh?”
She forced him forward another step, Leon didn’t move.
“S-Syo, stop!” Makoto whispered over his shoulder, eyes fixated on Leon as the gun moved ever so slightly to the side. Of course he could still hit her from behind him, what was she thinking?
Movement in the background caught his eye, Taka rushing forward towards the three of them.
“Leon Kuwata! What is the meaning of this?!” He shouted. Leon turned quickly, gun moving to fire as Taka grabbed his wrist and forced his arm up above his head. His grip tightened, Leon winced in pain as the gun clattered uselessly to the floor.
Taka glared down at Leon, a spark shot from his empty eye socket as he lifted the redhead off the ground. “I don’t want to hurt you.” He warned, a grin slowly crept it’s way onto Leon’s face.
“Ah. Kiyotaka.” His free hand twitched, Makoto realized too late there was something in it. “Miss Junko said she doesn’t need you anymore, either.”
He stabbed something into Taka’s neck, an electric zap crackling through the air as Taka seized. He dropped Leon, and the redhead ducked to collect his gun again as Syo rushed forward.
Her scissors met his waiting dagger, he fired off a shot as she zipped to the side and attempted to stab through his arm. Another bullet whizzed next to her ear, she cackled and swiped at his face with her scissors.
“You’re gonna have to be faster than that!” She jeered.
Taka had dropped to his knees, twitchy hand ripping what looked like a needle out of his neck and dropping it to the ground in front of him. Makoto hurried towards him, narrowly avoiding Syo’s scissors as he ducked to avoid their battle.
“Hey! Hey- you okay?” He asked, grabbing Taka’s shoulder and yelping in surprise at the electric shock that hit his hands.
“Fine- fine. It was this-“ he pointed to the needle on the ground, a pink metallic ball blinking on and off on it’s head. “I just need a second-“
Makoto’s mind was racing, feeling much less confident without Taka’s strength on his side. Syo continued to dodge Leon’s attacks- bullets, daggers, and any other projectile Leon could grab whizzing through the air as she circled him at a pace Makoto couldn’t keep up with.
They’ll kill each other if they keep this up- he realized, forcing himself to his feet as panic took hold of him
“Hey- guys!” He tried to intervene, they ignored him, “B-both of you STOP!”
Their struggling ceased immediately, Syo’s scissors centimeters away from Leon’s neck and his hand grabbing a fist full of her hair at the base of her scalp.
She had a cut across her cheek, pink blood dripping down her face as it scrunched in confusion.
“Holy shit, how’d you get your voice to- HEY!”
She was cut off as Leon shoved her face first to the ground, forcing her hands behind her back and moving so his knee was digging into her spine to keep her there.
Makoto panicked more, rushing forward. “I said stop- get off of her!”
Leon’s expression shifted slightly, he silently got to his feet and- much to Makoto’s shock and confusion- bowed slightly towards him.
“Sorry, sir.” He answered monotonously. Fear seized Makoto like a chokehold at the reaction. His finger tips tingled, something weird and unnerving and familiar pulsed through his chest.
What have I done what have I done what have I-
“Wh-what-“ his voice faltered. Leon seemed to notice, straightening up and looking him in the eye again. His gun stayed trained on Syo’s head despite him not looking, and she glared up in confusion from where she propped herself up on the ground.
“Should I dispose of her for-“
“N-no! No,” Makoto reached out to touch the arm holding the gun, he could feel it so strongly now… like strings reaching up into nothing from Leon, like a web tangling his mind… and Makoto’s will now gripping it.
What am I supposed to do now….
“Leave her.” He struggled to keep the fear from his voice, unable to force the level of authority he needed for the situation. “L-like you said, we don’t need her. Let’s just go.”
Leon didn’t move for a moment, the connection wavered. Makoto tried to force his way past the horrible feeling this invoked, ignoring all his morals and instincts and keeping his grip on Leon’s psyche.
“I-I… I want you to disconnect from the network.”
Leon’s brows furrowed, “That would conflict with-“
“I don’t care-“ He was shocked by his own voice, “Disconnect, p-please-“
His voice faltered, he felt whatever it was he had managed to latch onto slip away from him. He found himself gasping for breath, heart racing to keep up with… whatever he had just done.
“You almost had me there,” Leon smirked, eyes empty and hollow like something else was speaking through them. “Not bad for a reject.”
His grip on the gun tightened, pointed right between Syo’s eyes, Makoto didn’t even have time to scream before he fired.
B A N G !
Leon cried out.
Syo had bolted up from the floor, one hand holding the gun up so it shot uselessly into the wall, the other still gripping the scissors she had buried in Leon’s upper thigh.
Blood was already seeping out from the wound, the gun once again fell uselessly from his hand. He glared at Syo as she tried to regain her breath.
“S-Syo-“ Makoto stuttered out, eyes fixated on the scissors. “Oh my god- what did you do?”
“Saved our asses!” She answered curtly, “Again.”
She shoved Leon over, Makoto stumbled forward to catch the redhead as he hit the ground with a pained groan. Taka was by his side immediately, shaking the last of the shock from his hands as he knelt down and began looking Leon over.
Leon glared daggers at each of them, struggling against where Makoto was holding his arms.
“Don’t touch me!” He snapped, “I don’t want your help!”
Taka grabbed the redhead’s arms as he finally managed to wrestle them from Makoto’s grasp, holding them in place with one hand while Makoto settled for pinning his shoulders down to where he had unceremoniously laid Leon down.
Taka made a worried noise, looking back to Syo with a voice bordering on panicked.
“Were you… aiming for a main blood vessel?!” He asked angrily, Syo raised her eyebrows. “He could bleed out in minutes!”
Syo shrugged, hands going to hips defensively. “No! I wasn’t aiming for anything- that was literally a split second decision! I was trying not to get shot!”
Taka turned back to Leon, his other hand going to hold the redhead’s leg in place as he continue to fight against them.
“Stop moving.” Taka ordered, “You’ll kill yourself if you don’t let me help you.”
“That doesn’t matter.” Leon hissed, a grin forced onto his face. His struggling was growing weaker as the blood dripping from his leg spread across the tile. “I’ve done enough. You’ve all already lost.”
He chuckled, “If you were stronger, you’d just leave me here…” he shook slightly as he spoke, Makoto couldn’t take this anymore. “I’m useless now-“
“Leon-“ he grabbed the sides of the redhead’s face, forcing him to look up at him, “I- I can’t lose anyone, please.”
Leon blinked, seeming genuinely confused. Makoto felt tears welling in eyes.
“Why do you… Why do you care?”
“Because I care about you! You’re like one of my best friends- I don’t wanna lose you!”
“But… I can’t do anything for you now. What’s the point-“
“That doesn’t matter! Please!” His tears dripped on to Leon’s face, the redhead’s gaze became hazy. “Please, please, please, let us help you.”
There was the sound of fabric ripping, his shoulders shaking now as his own sobs muffled whatever Taka had yelled to Syo.
Maybe it was stupid- to cry now instead of all the other times he had almost died already today- but he didn’t know how much more of this he could take. He hated hurting his friends- he hated watching them hurt each other- it was tearing him apart.
Leon jerked in his grasp suddenly, a ragged cry escaping him as Taka removed the scissors. He had ripped the sleeves from his uniform and folded them to apply pressure on Leon’s leg, pink splattered across them as a burst of blood followed the blades out.
Leon screamed again, a hand coming to grab at Makoto’s arm as he writhed. Makoto kept crying, muttering how sorry he was over and over as he tried to keep Leon from moving too much as Taka worked to stop the bleeding.
“I’m sorry… I’m so sorry…” he brought his head down to rest on top of Leon’s, eyes squinting shut as Leon stared up at him in a daze. “I’m so sorry any of this is happening-“
The hopelessness in the air hung around him like a noose, a stark contrast to whatever feeling was still thudding in his chest. He finally tried to calm himself down, wiping the tears from his still shut eyes when a shaking hand touched his cheek.
“M… Makoto?” Leon’s speech was slurred, Makoto’s eyes snapped open.
Leon’s face was contorted in pain, genuine tears welling up in his own eyes as he began to cry as well.
“Oh-oh my god- Mac- I…” he sobbed, his weaker hand finding Makoto’s bandages poking out from where his jacket had partially slipped off his shoulder.
“I tried to kill you…” he whimpered, Makoto shook his head vigorously.
“L-Let’s not worry about that for now.” He smiled, “Are you really you? Y-you’re okay? I mean, not okay but…”
Leon gasped in pain again as Taka adjusted his leg.
“Y-Yeah. I think so. Keep… keep talking. She’s tryna… talk to to me too…”
“… She’s what?”
Syo zoomed back from wherever she had come from, holding a roll of bandages and a towel.
“No pink stuff. Your nurse room is basically empty.”
“What?!” Taka’s tone was one of pure panic, taking the towel and pressing it against Leon’s leg instead. “You looked everywhere in there?”
“Every single cabinet, drawer, and box I could find.” She put her hands on her hips, “No weird little bottle like what you were talking about.”
“Oh, no…” Taka’s hands twitched, sparks shot from his empty eye, “I-it has to be in there! I don’t remember moving it!”
“What are you guys talking about?” Makoto asked worriedly, finding himself clinging to Leon’s hand as the he writhed.
“The medicine I gave you is gone!” Taka explained quickly, “I-I don’t think I have the equipment in my kit to fix this fast enough- and there’s no way for me to do a blood transfusion I-“
“I have it!” Makoto assured him quickly, practically yelling as well to match his volume. “Hiro uh, got it to me before everything happened- it’s in my backpack up front!”
Taka blinked in surprise, taking a moment to process this before nodding.
“Good. Yes, perfect. Okay!” He turned back to Syo, “Please go get the water and food I left in the kitchen and meet us at the front gates. Makoto, you come with me.”
He lifted Leon easily, flinching at how the redhead cried out at the sudden movement. Makoto struggled to keep up with the pace as Taka began hurrying towards the front, his hand still clasped in Leon’s.
“It’s going to be alright.” Taka was assuring him quietly, Makoto noticed the steady stream of pink trickling down Taka’s uniform. “Just stay awake for me, okay?”
They reached the front gate and found Syo already waiting in front of it, hands full of what looked like pillows as she argued with Celeste about whether or not she could be trusted.
Sayaka was the first to notice their arrival, her terrified scream shook the tiles of the ceiling.
“Oh my god!!!” She shrieked, already on the verge of tears as Celeste slapped a hand over her mouth to prevent another outburst.
The gate opened, Taka hurrying inside as Syo shoved the pillows off into Makoto’s arms.
“Take these. BRB.” She sped off, reappearing seconds later with the water and food she had been originally asked to grab.
He followed Taka over to the corner by the terminal, finding him already yelling for Monokuma to hand over the backpack as he laid Leon down on his back against the tile. The first aid kit and backpack came floating to rest at Taka’s side, curtesy of Byakuya as the blonde leaned forward to watch what was going on.
Sayaka was inconsolable, on her knees by Leon’s side as Celeste quietly tried to calm her down. Hina’s hand covered her mouth, she seemed unable to tear her eyes away from the bloody scene in front of her.
Makoto moved to put one of the pillows under Leon’s head as Taka unceremoniously cut the leg of Leon’s jean’s off. He stacked a few of remaining pillows under Leon’s leg to elevate it, a decision that was met with a quick nod of approval as Taka removed the towel from his wound and set to work.
Makoto couldn’t watch, he felt sick.
…Really sick.
He got to his feet and stumbled away quickly, stomach reeling as he gagged. He leaned on the wall for support, a shudder going through him before a hand began rubbing circles onto his back.
“You okay?” Hina asked quietly, keeping her hand there as comfort as he gagged again.
“He’s… He’s gonna be alright.” She continued quietly, “It’ll be okay.” She continued to move her hand in a slow circle, letting him take his time to collect himself before he could finally straighten up.
“Thanks.” He mumbled, feeling somewhat embarrassed given the current situation.
She just nodded, the first thing close to a smile on her face in who knows how long now. They approached the group again together.
Sayaka was running a hand through Leon’s hair, quietly talking to him through her tears to try and keep him awake. Taka had Syo adjusting the pillows, trying to keep the leg elevated while he worked to clean the area and set a few other things out of the kit.
Celeste paced around nervously, glancing from Leon to the front gate like she was worried they could be attacked now in this moment of vulnerability. He hurried back over to kneel beside Taka.
“What can I do to help?” He asked, Taka took his hand and set it above the folded towel on the stab wound.
“Keep pressure there. Just like that, good.” He instructed quickly, turning to rummage through the backpack for the metal case. Makoto turned to look at Leon’s face, the redhead was was smiling weakly up at Sayaka as she made promises to teach him keyboard when they all got out of here.
Taka suddenly gasped in panic, causing nearly everyone in the room to flinch in fear. Makoto whipped his head back over to the android, finding the vial in his hands and a look of pure horror on his face.
“Is this- Is this the vial that was used to poison Byakuya?” He asked, “There’s so much missing! It feels almost six milliliters lighter!”
“You… You can tell by the weight? Uh, I can explain that, I used it.” Makoto relaxed a fraction, “I-it was full when I first got it, I think I just used-“
“You used six milliliters of this?” Taka practically shouted, nearly dropping the bottle in his shock.
Makoto sheepishly nodded.
“Holy shit…” Taka whispered, before slapping a hand over his mouth.
“Little brother!” Monokuma screeched from behind him, “That’s not very professional!”
Taka shook his head, getting back to the manner at hand and filling the syringe with half a milliliter of the translucent pink liquid.
“I- I can’t believe this-“ he was muttering, quickly disinfecting a spot on Leon’s upper thigh and carefully injecting the minuscule amount of medicine in. He moved for another needle and something else from the giant first aid kit, still muttering even as his hands moved automatically to fill the next dose of something and disinfect a spot on Leon’s arm instead.
“How are you even still conscious after that much?” His eyes snapped up to Makoto as he rubbed the arm he had just injected. “Are you feeling any adverse affects? Any shaking, dizziness, nausea?”
“L-Let’s just focus on Leon for right now-“ Makoto tried to turn his attention.
“I can focus on two life threatening situations at once,” Taka cut him off. “I’m an excellent multitasker. Was that episode you had just a moment ago from stress or were you already feeling sick?”
“I’m fine. I promise.” He insisted, Leon’s leg twitched beneath his towels.
“Go drink water. Now.” Taka ordered, a look that reminded Makoto of a disappointed teacher on his face as he pointed one blood covered hand over to the supplies Syo had brought.
Makoto complied, if for no other reason to than to drop the subject, ignoring how Taka continued to mutter and how Byakuya’s eyes followed him across the room. He was fine. As fine as anyone can be in this situation…
So what if his whole body felt sorta… tingly. Or that his stomach hadn’t stopped hurting since he climbed out of the garbage… or that his head felt like it was about to split open…
He was fine.
“Of course I blame you.” It sounded like Taka had turned his tirade to Monokuma. “You were with him in the trash room- you should never have let him use that much for one injury!”
“It wasn’t just one injury!” Monokuma argued indignantly, Makoto nearly choked on his water as he realized where this was going, “You shoulda seen the poor kid! Ribs broken, coughing up blood, barely able to move! It was tragic!”
The room was deadly silent.
All eyes fixated on Makoto with looks of horror, he awkwardly fidgeted under the attention.
Hina’s eyes brimmed with tears. Knees nearly buckling beneath her as she ran and wrapped her arms around him, hands clinging to the fabric of his jacket like she was worried he may disappear if she wasn’t holding on to him.
“This isn’t fair!” She choked out, quietly shaking now as she tried to compose herself. “None of this fair- why do we…”
She finally lifted her head from his chest, bluish gray eyes staring mournfully down at his injuries. His own gaze landed on the bruises marring her neck, she noticed.
“S-Sakura caught me.” She whispered, one hand moving up to brush against the bruises herself. “She…”
Tears filled her eyes once again, “Sh-She said I was worthless. She said there wasn’t any use in keeping me a-alive, I-“ She put her head against his chest again, shaking. “If Sayaka hadn’t found us when she did… I-I think she really would’ve killed me.”
“None of this fair…” Makoto agreed quietly, resting his hands on her back as he glanced up at the others.
Taka had returned to his work, Sayaka still whispering to Leon despite the redhead’s eyes slowly slipping shut. Celeste stayed by the gate, calmer now but still tense as she watched Syo pace along the wall beside her. Byakuya kept his eyes trained on Makoto, brows creased in worry from where he sat propped against a pillow near the wall.
The blonde raised an eyebrow, a silent question of ‘Are you really okay?’
Makoto nodded slowly, Byakuya’s expression turned to a scowl. ‘Liar’.
Makoto quickly looked away again, letting Hina take all the time she needed to calm down before he finally pulled away from her.
“I… I’m gonna head out again.”
“Makoto, I think you should rest-“ she protested, he shook his head.
“N-No. I need… I need to keep going.” He insisted, he began walking towards the gate. “Monokuma? Can you let me back out?”
“I don’t think that’s a good idea.“ Sayaka tried to argue as well, he turned back to face her as the gate clicked open again.
“Absolutely not!” Taka’s loud voice stung his ears, “Just wait, I’ll accompany you-“
“We don’t have time to wait. I- I can’t stop now… I’ll be fine, I promise. Take care of Leon for me, okay?”
He tried to smile, put on his bravest face as he turned to head out into the hallway. Celeste buzzed in his mind, a feeling of worry edging it’s way in. He gave her his own feelings in return, determination and… well desperation as he stepped out into the hall.
Syo was at his side instantly. “I’m coming too.” She insisted.
“You- You don’t have to do that-“
“No arguments, baby.” She cut him off, bloodstained scissors held an inch from his face. “You need someone watching your back! And… Toko is really worried about you. Like really worried.”
Syo chuckled a little at that, following Makoto towards the stairs in relative silence. He paused at the top of the stairs again, trying to listen for footsteps as Syo tapped her foot impatiently.
“No one’s down here, ya know.” She stepped out into the hall, wildly gesturing to prove her point, “They’re all on the other floors gettin’ stuff ready for Queen Bee to get here.”
“Wh-what?” Makoto blinked in surprise, “How do you know that?”
“Heard Techy talkin’ about it when her guard dog was dragging me up to that stupid movie theater from hell on the fourth floor.” She shrugged, “They gotta get a bunch a… intel or some shit together. Whoever they’re getting ready for wants all the details on our experiments.”
“Why… Why would she want that?” Makoto frowned. Syo shrugged again, wiping Leon’s drying blood of her scissors and onto her skirt.
“I dunno, I was a little busy getting dragged somewhere by the neck.” She chuckled darkly. “Better than what they were doing to that detective chick, though.”
“Wha- Kyoko?!” He gasped, his heart pounding in his chest. “What… What did they to her?”
“That giant chick and shape shifty guy were slapping these huge gauntlets on her- whatever info they were looking for, she apparently hid- and they were trying to make sure she couldn’t go and destroy it.” Syo chuckled, “Did you know she can breathe fire? It was awesome!”
“What happened after that?” Makoto asked desperately, grabbing onto her arm.
“I don’t know! I was being dragged by the neck!” She huffed, “I barely got outta there with my life! Good thing those stupid codes don’t do anything but give me a migraine, Kyahaha!”
Makoto released her arm, running a hand through his hair and pacing.
“Okay… Okay…” he took a deep breath. “So… how are we gonna do this?”
“Eugh, I was hoping you had a plan.” She rolled her eyes. “Okay, uh… Tell ya what: I’ll do a quick little lap up there now that you got ol’ robin hood outta the way and I won’t get shot in the foot again,”
She gestured to her feet, which Makoto was only now noticing were lacking shoes, a small hole through the center of her right foot and pink blood staining her sock.
“Does that hurt?” He asked, she laughed.
“Oh it sucks- why do you think Toko hasn’t come back out?” She slipped the scissors back into their place along the waistline of her skirt. “Anyway, I’ll check things out and let you know who all is on their own, and then you sneak around and do whatever weird little… crying thing you do that brings em back to their senses, okay?”
“Uh… Okay.” He shrugged, not at all confident in her planning abilities. She grinned, sharp teeth glinting in the low light.
“Okay! See you in a minute, pretty boy!” She rushed away, Makoto blinked in surprise, in a moment she was suddenly standing back in front of him.
“Oh I almost forgot- I took this after Tick-Tock hauled off what’s-his-name.” She dropped the pin into his hands, “I dunno what it does, but it keeps stabbing my side.”
“O-Okay thanks.” he slipped it into his pocket, “Do you… call everyone nicknames?”
“I kinda have to- I don’t know anyone here!” She snickered, “Me and Toko don’t really share memories, I only really know you and the rich boy! See you in a sec.”
There was a rush of wind as she left again, leaving Makoto alone in the hallway with his thoughts.
Kyoko must have escaped… he tried to assure himself as he slowly made his way towards the stairs to the third floor. Even without all the fire stuff, she’d still be able to escape. She must be hiding somewhere.
The idea of having to fight her made his stomach twist, though it had felt pretty twisted already. He had no idea how he would even begin to break through to her, she was so much smarter than him, she’d see through any attempt he made to reason with her…
He thought back to what he had done to Leon.
He could… make her disconnect from the network. It had worked before.
But then what? So what if Makoto’s ability to shove himself into the network-whatever that stupid thing even is- was beginning to actually work the way it was intended (and GOD that thought alone was enough to terrify him). He had no idea how to control any of it, he couldn’t keep his hold on Leon long enough to stop him from trying to kill Syo, he wasn’t able to stop whatever he was doing currently that caused his mind to constantly reach out towards-
A chill went down his spine.
He could feel something coming.
There were footsteps from behind him, Sayaka’s panicked eyes meeting his as she ran up to him.
“Sayaka?!” He asked in disbelief, she cried the moment he said her name.
“S-Something happened downstairs-“ she sobbed, “You need to come back, please I-“
She reached out to take his hand, he stumbled back against the wall to avoid it.
“Wha-“ she whispered, looking up at him with a hurt expression.
Makoto frowned, hand going towards the baton still stuck through his belt loop.
“Hifumi.” He began in a low voice, “Do you really think I’m that stupid?”
Sayaka’s breath hitched one last time, before giving way to an eerie smile that crept up her face. She giggled, her hand reached behind her back and pulled out what looked like handcuffs.
“Hey, it was worth a shot.” She advanced faster than Makoto anticipated, he ducked to the side and bolted up the stairs towards the third floor.
Thank god it’s not the real Sayaka- Makoto thought as he stumbled up the last few steps, She could’ve screamed my head off just then.
“Seven!” Hifumi teased from below, Makoto frantically glanced around for a place to hide, “When are you gonna get tired of running away from this? You can’t fight this forever!”
He dashed around the corner, fumbling with his weapon and nearly tripping over his own feet as he skidded to a stop at the sight of another person.
Mondo stood there a few feet away, an older looking computer tower from the tech lab in his hands and a blank expression on his face. He stared down at Makoto for a moment before recognition finally seemed to show.
“Well,” His eyebrows raised, barely, a creepy excuse of a smile edging it’s way onto his face as he slowly set his cargo on the ground, “You sure are makin’ this easy.”
Makoto’s heart thudded in his chest, inching back as his mind reeled with how to take down his new bigger, stronger, and literally indestructible opponent.
Hifumi’s footsteps were still behind him, he was about to be surrounded. He grabbed the baton again as Mondo advanced with a chuckle.
“You think hitting me with a little stick is gonna-“
Kzzzzap!
Makoto didn’t even think when he pressed the button, his mind running on pure panic until Mondo’s pained outcry forced him back to reality.
Mondo had collapsed to his knees in front of him, panting heavily and letting out a pained groan. Makoto tried to scramble away, a strong hand grabbed his ankle.
He was yanked back with a yelp, his chin hitting the tile as Mondo pulled him back and pinned him to the ground. The baton was kicked from his hand, skidding across the floor until it knocked against Hifumi’s feet.
“Good timing.” He commended, stepping forward and revealing the pair of handcuffs Taka had used when he took Makoto to lockdown. “I’ll handle this. Finish your job.”
“Right.” Mondo agreed monotonously, not moving from on top of him till Hifumi has clasped the handcuff around one of his wrists. “We don’t have much time left to get things ready.”
“H-Hey-“ Makoto tried, finding it difficult to speak with his face pressed against the tile, “I- I need you guys to let me- Gaugh!”
Something stung in his chest, a zap that pulsed up his arms and felt like it was crushing his heart, he gasped in pain.
“Oh, finally strong enough it actually sets the blocker off.” Hifumi commented as he pulled him to his feet. “Miss Enoshima will be pleased at your development. Good job.”
“Enoshima?” Makoto grunted. The pain hadn’t left his chest, but his mind felt clearer without the suffocating feeling of Junko’s influence in the air. “That’s Junko, right? I don’t really care about pleasing her.”
“How could you?” Hifumi shrugged, “Something as broken as you couldn’t be expected to understand.”
“I-I’m not broken.” Makoto protested weakly as Hifumi began dragging him towards the fourth floor stairway, “I-I’m just me. I like being me.”
Hifumi was quiet, nothing more than a hum leaving his mouth as they climbed the stairs.
Where’s Syo? Makoto thought worriedly, I could really use some help right now!… not that I really want her to come and stab anyone else. She’d do something crazy if she were here… I just gotta think, how am I supposed to get outta this?
He locked his legs, bracing himself against one of the steps and squirming to get away.
“Oh, don’t be childish.” Hifumi huffed as he roughly tried to tug him back, “Haven’t you done enough? This is getting ridiculous.”
Ridiculous… Makoto paused at that, one of the dumbest ideas he’d ever had in his life crossing his mind suddenly. … I guess I could try something crazy.
“So Junko needs me alive?” He asked, feet teetering on the ledge of the step.
“What are you-“
“Wanna see something neat?” Makoto asked, taking advantage of Hifumi’s confusion and throwing his body weight back as forcefully as he could. He slipped from Hifumi’s grasp, tumbling down the stairs with no way to brace himself aside from tucking his head in and hoping for the best.
He hit the bottom of the stairs with a thud- his body aching in protest as he clambered back to his feet and coughed. Blood splattered across the floor, stopping Hifumi in his tracks as he reached one of the bottom steps.
“What…?” Hifumi’s response was genuine confusion, the first real emotion Makoto had detected this entire time, he took off down the hall again, taking care to look around and make sure Mondo wasn’t anywhere he could potentially crash into him again.
“Get back here!” Hifumi shouted, footsteps thudding after him as Makoto skidded around the corner and raced down another hall. Catching Hifumi off guard had worked, against all odds,
He scanned the hallway for anywhere to hide- eyes landing on the the open art room doors and stumbling forward into the dark room. He slammed the door shut behind him, fumbling to close it with his hands still behind his back.
“Okay, okay…” he tripped past some sculpting supplies, shoving open the art room closet with his shoulder. “I-I just gotta get the key outta my pocket… s-somehow. I can figure this out.”
The art room door opened and slammed shut, Makoto stopped his monologue, ducking behind a stack of boxes and trying to silent.
“Makoto?” He stiffened, that was Kyoko’s voice. “Makoto, come out.”
Nice try… Makoto huffed, staying in place as someone shuffled around the room.
“Hifumi just ran by, he doesn’t know you’re in here.” ‘She’ insisted, “You can come out, we’ll figure out how to fix this.”
How… how am I going to fix this? The handcuffs continued to send a pulse up his wrists, keeping a pressure on his chest that made it hurt to breathe. That could also be from the whole… falling down the stairs thing, though.
How can I get him out of this without… He frowned, realization hitting him, I don’t need these stupid powers. I helped Sayaka without them… I think. I just need to… I need to talk to him. That’s all. I can do this.
He stood on shaky legs, trying to force some semblance of determination onto his face.
I… I can probably do this.
He forced himself to move towards the door, hands grabbing at the fabric of his jacket to try and find his pockets anyway. It wouldn’t hurt to have a back up system… just in case.
Kyoko’s eyes were on him as he finally exited the art room, one hand had finally found it’s way into his pocket and he fumbled to grab what he was looking for.
“Hey, Hifumi…” He began warily, “I… I wanna talk to you. No hiding, no disguises. Just me and you.”
“Why would I wanna do that?” Kyoko’s voice switched, form slowly shifting once again into Komaru. “Just because you can’t do anything right doesn’t mean I should stoop to your level.”
“Stop that.” Makoto tried to keep his distance as Hifumi began stepping through the mess of desks towards him. “I’m sick of all these lies she’s forcing out of your mouth.”
His back was to the wall now, slowly moving across the room as Hifumi’s empty eyes tracked him like a predator watching it’s prey.
“It’s not fair.” Makoto continued uneasily, hand still fumbling to find the key he was so sure had been in that pocket, “I-It feels like everyone is always manipulating you.”
“That’s what I’m here for.” Hifumi shrugged, “That’s just how it is.”
“Th-That’s not what you’re here for.” Makoto stuttered, “You’re worth a lot more than this.”
Hifumi scoffed, form shifting back into his own, “Is that how you got through to the others? Is this really your approach?”
“It’s not ‘approach’- it’s the truth!” He argued, “Why are all of you so sure that I don’t care about you?”
“We aren’t here to be cared for, that’s not why she needs us.” Hifumi retorted, something sharp pricked Makoto’s finger, a tiny jolt of electricity shot up his forearm.
Oh- the pin?
“So that’s just… it?” He tried to disguise his wince as confusion, “You’re totally okay with her just using you for whatever she ‘needs’?”
“It’s nice to be needed.” Hifumi’s voice faltered slightly, Makoto swore he saw something in his eyes- this was working. “We’re supposed to help her, you should know that already! That’s the whole reason we exist!”
“You’re ‘helpful’ because you’re a nice person!” Makoto argued, “I mean, you’re weird and you say sorta creepy things sometimes- but you care about your friends! And you care about them because you’re you, not because you have to!”
“Is that really what you think?”
“Yes!”
“You- you think I’m weird?” His voice hitched again, Makoto blinked in surprise.
“I mean… kinda?” He answered truthfully, Hifumi’s mouth twitched into a frown, “I still like you, though. We’re all sorta weird. I mean, come on your room’s near Hiro’s, right? You’ve probably seen him do some super weird stuff.”
“Hiro… I- I mean, Two. Right.” A hand went to the side of Hifumi’s head, the larger teen winced, “He did… unusual things, yes.”
“And he’s still our friend, right?”
“Stop doing that!” Hifumi snapped suddenly, fist banging down on the table, “How- How are you doing this? You shouldn’t be able to do this while you’re restrained!”
“I’m just talking…” Makoto insisted, “Why are you upset?”
“I’m not! I’m not… I- we… we don’t feel things like that.” His anger seemed to calm, replaced by the unsettling blank mask all of them seemed to be hiding behind.
Hifumi’s eyes flickered back to the work bench him, a large hammer like the one he had used against Taka laying across it.
“We have to finish this…” he droned out, voice completely devoid of emotion again as he turned to grab the hammer.
Okay. Time to panic. Makoto’s heart still thudding in his chest, he grabbed the pin as best he could and wrestled his hands out of his jacket. If it was enough to stall Taka- it’s gotta be pretty strong, right? Surely this will work on the handcuffs-
The tip of the needle touched the metal on his wrist.
It felt like lightning shooting up his body- he didn’t really hear himself scream, but he was sure he made some sort of noise as he collapsed to the ground.
Stupid idea… probably my worst idea yet… His mind still muddled and head throbbing, he didn’t notice the heavy footsteps approaching from behind him.
His hand reached to up rub his temples-
his hand reached up!
He rolled over, narrowly missing the loud THUD of the hammer smashing against the tile floor. He propped himself up on all fours, scooting back until he hit the wall as Hifumi approached.
“Hi-“ he tried to speak, something caught in his throat, the sudden scratch so strong it shook his whole body. He hunched over, unable to stop himself from coughing and gagging until something had splotched itself across the floor beneath him. He didn’t realize till now that he was shaking- a pathetic, trembling mess as Hifumi neared with the hammer again.
He couldn’t move, there was nowhere for him to go.
He closed his eyes and waited for the hammer to hit, his last thought a desperate hope that his friends would be able to find some other way out of this.
There was a beat of silence.
“Why…” Hifumi’s voice was barely above a whisper, a ragged inhale followed his words, “Why am I hesitating?”
Makoto dared to open his eyes, the hammer was raised above Hifumi’s head- ready to come down and crush him. Hifumi just stared, a glazed over look in his eyes as his hands began to tremble.
“Why won’t I… just…” his voice hitched, Makoto slowly uncurled himself to better look at him.
“I have to do this…” he continued, “I- I have to- she wants me to-“
“Hifumi…” Makoto tried, voice scratchy and uneven, “You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to.”
“Want?”
“Y-yeah…” Makoto gulped, trying to find strength in his voice again, “What do you want? Not Junko, not anyone else. You.”
Hifumi’s whole demeanor seemed to shatter, tears beginning to well up in his eyes as he answered. “I… I just want someone to like me. She- she said I was good… but I don’t think she really likes me…”
Makoto stayed quiet, Hifumi’s expression contorted in pain. Without warning he slammed the hammer down against the ground, not on Makoto but close enough that he felt the shock of the impact. Hifumi dropped to his knees, his hands clutching at his head as he choked out a sob.
“It isn’t fair…” he mumbled, “I- I don’t know… I don’t know what I want- I can’t-“
Makoto reached a shaky hand to rest on Hifumi’s shoulder. He flinched at the contact, another sob escaping him as Makoto found his mind reaching out again without his permission. There was the web there, so strong and suffocating Makoto felt like he could almost see it. It was stretched too thin as it tried to reach Hifumi, straining under the effort as Hifumi’s own mind tried to pull away.
“I… I don’t know if I want to be Hifumi…” his muttering caught Makoto off guard, watching Hifumi’s face seem to shift and blur in a way that made him shiver. “Nobody likes Hifumi…. Why would I want to go back?”
“Yes we do! We like you!” Makoto insisted, voice still scratchy.
“You think I’m weird-“
“You’re still you! I still like you!” Makoto moved to face him fully, “A-and I mean the important thing is that you like yourself, right?”
“I…. I do like myself. O-Or at least I think I could.” Hifumi nodded slowly, head hung low so Makoto could no longer see his blurred face. “Earlier you said…. You like just being…. You. I-I wanna feel that way.”
“Junko’s not gonna let you feel that way.” Makoto gripped him tighter, finding some strength in his voice again, “You have to fight against this, Hifumi.”
“I don’t think I can do that-“
“Yes, you can.” Makoto insisted earnestly, heart beating against chest now. “Please, you deserve to be whoever you feel comfortable with. Junko doesn’t get to control you.”
“Junko…” Hifumi breathed out, a smile creeping it’s way onto his face again, looking forced and almost painful, “She…. Has something she wants… me to tell you…”
Makoto could feel her hold on him strengthening again, on instinct alone he moved his head to the side of Hifumi’s face.
“I’m not interested in what she has to say.” He snapped, feeling as though something within him just…. Clicked.
The connection was gone, Makoto suddenly found himself out of breath, leaning onto Hifumi for support as the two of them struggled to collect themselves. It was like he could see it suddenly shrink away, invisible strings receding back to the person who sent them out in the first place. He closed his eyes and tried to focus on breathing. They stayed like that for a moment, neither had the strength to try and move on. Makoto’s breathing slow and sluggish while Hifumi shook as he cried.
‘Aren’t you worried you’re changing too much?’ Hifumi’s comments from earlier rang in his mind, Makoto gulped. He was changing…. Or some part of him at least. He didn’t know if it was just the adrenaline, the fear, or something else but…. Something didn’t feel the same, and the worst part was of it all was…
He wasn’t sure if he could reverse this change, either.
“Hey…. Makoto?” Hifumi’s voice was quiet and weak, he opened his eyes once more.
“Yeah?”
“I’m… I’m really sorry-“ his voice cracked, trembling beneath where Makoto was still slumped against his shoulder. “Thank you… I can’t believe you… I can’t believe you can do that!”
He smiled down at Makoto with as much strength as he could emotionally muster, “You’re like a real superhero! I should’ve known you had it in you. C-Could I make a comic about this?”
“For sure…” Makoto chuckled, “I’d be honored.”
“Oh, geez…” Hifumi’s still trembling hand touched his forehead, “You’re burning up… are you feeling okay?”
“Uh…. I’m sorta tired.” Makoto admitted, not quite willing to admit how sick he was beginning to feel. He was just tired, that was all. He’d been running around all day…. That was all.
“What are we supposed to do now? Hifumi’s hand finally moved from his forehead, going to lay slack on the ground. “Where is…. I think you got Miss Ludenberg back earlier, right? I-is there anyone else?”
“Yeah.” Makoto pulled himself back to sit upright, “Yeah. A bunch of us are okay now…. Monokuma has the front gates locked off, I can take you there.”
“Oh, Monokuma is back?” Hifumi stood on shaky legs, offering a hand to help Makoto up as well, “Th-that’s good. I felt pretty bad after I…”
He paused, his expression twisting into guilt, “I dumped him down the trash chute after Miss Fujisaki shut him down… How did you find him?”
“Don’t worry about that,” Makoto hugged his jacket closer to his body, trying to fight a shiver of cold air that shook through him. “He’s okay now, Taka is too. We’ll get him to look us both over and make sure we’re okay.”
I’m not okay… a tiny voice in the back of his mind insisted, something is wrong and I’m not okay…
“Oh… Taka. Right.” Hifumi fidgeted uncomfortably, “H-He’s going to be so angry with me. You don’t think he’s gonna want revenge, do you?!”
Makoto could’ve laughed at the contrast between the real Hifumi and…. Whoever Junko forced him to be- if it wasn’t so terrifying. The idea of Hifumi harming anyone seemed so foreign now, despite what had just transpired.
“No, I don’t think so. He knows you weren’t…. Really in control.”
“That’s… that’s true…. But still.” Hifumi shuddered, “I-I’ve been so horrible…”
“Let’s just go back to the front… we need to make sure nobody else finds us.” Makoto hesitated with his hand on the doorknob. Eyes glancing down to the floor and finding a large shadow blocking some of the light from the hall.
“Hi-Hifumi,” he whispered, anxiety creeping up his spine, “I… I need you to go hide.”
“What? Why?” Hifumi’s expression bordered on panicked now, he fumbled to lift up the hammer again.
“Just go hide in the closet.” He whispered back, his heart thudding in his chest, “S-someone’s outside.”
Hifumi gave him one last look of concern, finally hurrying back to the closet and pulling the door till it was nearly shut. Makoto took a deep breath and cracked opened the door.
Sakura loomed above him on the other side, empty eyes glaring down at him.
“Hello, Seven.”
Chapter 20: The gang’s all here!
Summary:
Makoto keeps pushing, keeps desperately trying to get his friends back before time runs out.
She’s almost here.
Notes:
Hey! Just a quick Warning!
There’s some blood and violence and vomit in this chapter!
Tread carefully!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Hello, Seven.”
He took a step back, mind reeling over this literal worst case scenario situation. Sakura cracked her knuckles, and it was far to easy to imagine his spine making a similar noise once she got ahold of him. There was no way he could fight Sakura- not even on his BEST days- definitely not now. She stalked towards him, hands balled into fists as he stumbled backwards into one of the desks.
“S-Sakura!” He tried to smile, fear coursing through him like lightning, “I-I haven’t seen you in awhile, how are you?”
She didn’t respond, snatching him up by the jacket before he had a chance to run and wordlessly stepping out into the hall. He struggled in her grasp, legs kicking wildly in the air as he tried to pry her hand open.
“Sakura stop! P-put me down!” He tried, her other hand covered his mouth, pressing down so hard he was sure it would bruise.
“Quiet.” She growled, “You are not permitted to speak.”
“H-Hey!” Hifumi’s voice squeaked behind them, stopping Sakura’s march towards the fourth floor. She turned, still ignoring Makoto’s struggles as he tried to pry the hand off his mouth.
Hifumi stood in the hallway, hammer in hand and shaking in fear. He cleared his throat before he spoke, trying to sound confident despite Sakura’s borderline snarl as he began speaking.
“Y-you aren’t going t-to take him, Miss Ogami.” He held the hammer up to prove his point, “I- I’ll stop you…”
Sakura chuckled darkly, her voice coming out like a growl, “Number Twelve…”
She took a step forward, Hifumi stumbled backwards as she continued, “Reduced back to this cowardly, sniveling, useless thing… Why would you want to go back to this?”
She echoed his sentiments from when Makoto saved him, and he could see Hifumi’s eyes tear up at the reminder.
“I-I like being me!” He snapped back, finding some strength in his voice and stepping forward again. “I don’t need to be anyone else! N-now put him down!”
Sakura’s grip on his jaw tightened, he let out a muffled cry under her hand.
“You should go.” She loomed over Hifumi, “Go wait by the front doors to be collected with the others. It won’t be long before-“
She paused, mouth twitching into a frown as she held Makoto to be eye level with her, “Did you just lick me?”
The hammer collided with the side of her head, certainly not forceful enough to knock her over but enough that her grip on Makoto loosened to the point he was able to squirm free.
He hit the ground with a thud, clamoring to his feet and pointing towards the third floor stairs.
“Go get help!” He shouted to Hifumi, taking a few cautious steps back as Sakura wiped the blood from her cheek and flared down at him. “Just run!”
Hifumi scrambled towards the stairs, Sakura remained focused on Makoto as he turned to sprint up to the fourth floor.
I just need a minute- I can do this- her footsteps pounded behind him, he knew he couldn’t outrun her for long.
He took a sharp left at the top of the stairs, scrambling down a hall and into the only open door at the end, he fumbled with the metal surface in the dark until he found the handle and shut it as quickly and quietly as possible. He slid down to his knees, breathing heavy and finally taking in his surroundings.
Where had he ended up, anyway?
The room was mostly dark, it seemed the entire interior was metal. An eerie green light emitted from a large computer behind him, constantly scrolling out words and phrases at a pace he couldn’t read, an impossible amount machinery and tubes led from it to a large….
A large… metal… tank.
Hiro’s worst nightmare was staring him right in the face.
He couldn’t bring himself to move at first, frozen in place as his eyes moved across every inch of the imposing metal cylinder in the corner of the room. It was like a submarine, almost, something weird and off-putting about it being in the middle of a building like this. There was a low hum running through the room, drowning out the faint sound of running water coming from within the tank.
“Hiro?” He asked, a cautious step approaching it for any window inside. “You… you probably can’t… hear anything in there, that was dumb.”
He rested a hand on the circular latch of the tank, next to a screen reading off what looked like vital signs. It sent vibrations up his hands, the hum of the machine a low and almost threatening noise considering the circumstances.
“How am I gonna get you out of here?” He cast a glance back at the door, he knew he didn’t have much time till Sakura found him.
There was no way he could wrap his mind around what the computers were saying in a timely manner. He settled for just pulling at mechanism to open the hatch- consequences be damned- and the screen next to him frantically beeped in protest.
02 Primary Program Running- Initiate Emergency Shut Down?
He blinked, staring in confusion at the screen before hesitantly selecting ‘confirm’. The low rumble filling the room abruptly stopped. He pulled again at wheel to open the hatch. It creaked open, warm water rushing from a trickle to a wave as he pried the circular door open. It spilt across the floor, soaking Makoto’s shoes and reflecting the green light from the monitor in an eerie way. Something thunked against the edge of the tank.
A dark arm was laying limply out of the opening.
He gasped, tugging the arm and sloshing more water out as he pulled Hiro’s upper body through the hatch. His dreads dripped water down Makoto’s sleeves as the psychic’s head slumped again his shoulder, he struggled to support him in one hand as he pried the strange suction cup like wires stuck to his temples and chest. There was a bandage across the bridge of his nose, still swollen and painful looking, faint remains of dried blood still stuck around the edges. It was a wonder it hadn’t come off after being in water for who know knows how long.
Some small part of him was embarrassed to find that as he pulled the psychic’s gangly body from the water, he was practically naked aside from what looked like spandex shorts. He didn’t have much time to feel awkward, his focus was quickly diverted by the sound of Hiro’s slurred and mindless mumbling into his shoulder.
“Station… boarded… won’t try to fight it…” his head lolled back as Makoto unceremoniously leaned him against the wall, legs splayed at an awkward angle and hair hanging down in front of his face.
Makoto looked around for something like a towel or anything that could be used to support Hiro’s head. He found nothing but Hiro’s clothes folded next to the computer monitor, which had stopped it’s endlessly scrolling of information and began blinking out error messages.
Great. Now Chihiro will know where I am, too.
“It’s… gonna be beautiful.” Hiro’s voice became clearer, Makoto quickly turned back and saw the psychic’s hand twitch as he spoke, “It needs work, yeah… but ‘s big enough… windows are… open.”
His head slumped forward, a sudden coughing fit seizing through him as Makoto knelt back down beside him and patted his back till he was done hacking up water. Hiro blinked sluggishly, a hand moving to push the hair from his face as he stared up at Makoto.
Empty, bored eyes stared back at him. He retracted his hand.
“S-Seven?” He coughed once more, squinting in the low light to try next make out the room. “I… I wasn’t done, why’d you stop me?”
Makoto didn’t know what to say, checking his friend up and down for any sign of hostility and finding nothing as he adjusted himself to sit up a little straighter.
“Did something happen?” He asked, and Makoto finally had the common sense to say something back.
“Y-yeah. Something went wrong. The program, uh… malfunctioned.” He lied awkwardly, Hiro didn’t seem to notice. “H-how are you feeling?”
Hiro blinked again, seeming to process what he was being told.
“I can go back in.” He offered monotonously, Makoto shook his head.
“No. We don’t need anymore of that right now.” He tried to assure him, stunned by his friend’s willingness to go back into what looked like a literal honest to god torture chamber.
“Oh.” Hiro’s blank stare moved the computer screen, “You should send the report now, then.”
“Uh, right. Right. I’ll do that.” He agreed, getting back to his feet and nearly slipping across the slick floors. He could feel Hiro’s eyes on him, he wasn’t sure if the chills were from the staring, the fever, or the fact that he was soaking wet now.
Something wasn’t right about this. Hiro wasn’t acting like the others.
He swallowed his growing anxiety and focused on the screen, using the arrow keys of the keyboard to scroll up the page some and finding what looked like a… very strange transcript. Different phrases and words were listed in a strange, stream of consciousness order, different percentages listed next to them that occasionally just gave way to a rambling line of nothing but random numbers… Makoto frowned, even if it didn’t make sense to him he surely didn’t want anyone else reading it.
His hand found the power button for the computer, and with a wary glance over his shoulder he pressed down to shut it off. Hiro’s response was immediate.
“Why are you doing that?”
There was no emotion in his voice, no anger at plans being ruined that someone else was shoving through him, nothing suspicious or accusatory at all. Come to think of it… Makoto wasn’t even sure he could feel the network as strongly in here. There was that weird, weblike energy stretching around where the psychic sat across the room, but he couldn’t trace where it was leading… it was like someone tangled up Hiro’s mind and forgot to come back to finish the job.
“Uh, One told me to do it.” He lied again, hoping he sounded a lot more convincing than he felt.
“Oh.” His answer was quick and empty, Makoto tensed as Hiro slowly got to his feet.
Makoto tried to hide his fear as Hiro slowly moved towards him, reaching for the psychic’s usual coat and holding it out to act as something of a buffer between them.
“Here, put this on-“ he stopped himself from pointing out that he may catch a cold, he had a feeling over familiarity would blow his cover.
“Yes sir.” Hiro mumbled mindlessly, slipping the coat on and actually putting his arms through the sleeves for once. There was a pause before he spoke again, “I can’t hear One in the network.”
Makoto blinked in confusion, “O-Oh, yeah?”
“I can’t… remember what I was supposed to find for her.” His mouth shifted into a frown, he bent down so he was eye level with Makoto, “Will you fix the connection?”
“Wh-what?”
“Can you reconnect me? I can’t finish my job if I’m not connected.”
“Uh… okay.” Makoto fumbled with his response, raising his hand hesitantly for lack of any other idea of what to do.
Hiro leaned into the touch, closing his eyes and waiting. Makoto’s stomach churned at the simple act, his friend being so empty and willing to just… give up control. Just like that. It wasn’t right.
There was a crash somewhere far outside the door, his fingers twitched nervously against Hiro’s temple, he needed to be quick.
Makoto closed his eyes as well, letting his own mind reach into the tangled maze that currently clouded Hiro’s mind. It was easier to do now, he realized with a grimace, the way the webs moved and stretched was becoming increasingly familiar and he hated it.
“Okay…” he mumbled quietly, taking in a deep breath to ready himself, “Disconnect-“
“What are you doing?”
Hiro’s eyes were open now, his mouth forming a tight frown as he pulled away.
Makoto stuttered, “Wh-what do you mean?”
Hiro stared at him for a moment, suspicion barely visible in the way his brows furrowed.
“I thought you were going to help me-“
“I-I am.”
“No you’re not.” Hiro argued, and Makoto flinched at the much louder thumping from the halls beyond the door. “You want me to go back, I don’t wanna go back.”
Makoto blinked, his argument melting into confusion, “What? Why… why not?”
Hiro’s expression wavered, glancing over his shoulder to the tank in the periphery.
“If I go back, I’ll be scared.” He answered matter of factly, “This… This is easier. This is better.”
“This isn’t better.” Makoto protested, “This isn’t anything.”
“You’ll be happier too, once you’re fixed,” Hiro tried to convince him, nodding like this was the best course of action, “It’s… It’s easier, you’ll understand.”
“There’s nothing here to understand.” Makoto didn’t mean to snap, but his anxiety at whatever was going on outside was getting to him, “This isn’t… this isn’t real, these aren’t your thoughts.”
“M-My thoughts are scary…” Hiro’s expression cracked more, an almost childlike look of fear on his face. “I-I’m so scared all the time- I can’t take it anymore…”
His hands balled into fists, Makoto reached out and held one. Anxiety radiated from the psychic, seeping through the cracks of whatever influence was trying to force him to stay calm.
“I’m… I’m sorry you’re scared.” Was all he could bring himself to say, “I know you’ve… you’ve been through a lot of things none of us can understand anymore… I’m sorry you’re trying to deal with it by yourself.”
Hiro’s eyes watered, Makoto continued.
“I can’t really understand any of that but… I’ll try to help you… if you let me.” He paused, removing his hand from Hiro’s and reaching back towards his temple. “Will you let me?”
There was a long pause before Hiro nodded, squeezing his tear filled eyes shut and leaning back down for Makoto to reach his face.
I can do this. He assured himself with another inhale, I want my friends back. I’m gonna do this.
The connection almost seemed to snap, metaphorical webs breaking apart and leaving Makoto’s exhausted mind wide open to the sudden wave of panic that swept over Hiro.
His eyes seemed to focus for the first time, widening in fear as a whimper escaped him. He dropped to his knees, splashing water and soaking the bottom of his jacket as he began to mutter to himself.
“No, no, no…” he grabbed the sides of his head , eyes darting frantically around the room, “No, no, no, NO-“
“Hiro-“
“We’re trapped. We’re trapped!”
“No, we’re gonna be okay!” Makoto promised, letting the psychic cling to his arm, “I promise, it’s okay, we’re gonna get out of here!”
“We can’t!” Hiro protested in a panic, “I-It’s too late!”
Makoto knelt down to try and comfort him, words of assurance suddenly cut off by a forceful knocking on the door.
Knock. Knock. KNOCK.
The two of them froze, neither able to move as a voice spoke in muffled tones outside the door.
“S-stay quiet.” Makoto whispered, eyes not moving from the metal surface. “Maybe she-“
A loud THUNK cut off his comment, a dent almost the size of his head cratering in the door. He stumbled over Hiro and tugged him back till they bumped against the machinery behind them, the metal door was violently slammed off it’s hinges, splashing water in every direction and filling the dark room with light from the hallway. Sakura’s imposing silhouette filled the doorway.
“Found you.” She growled out, Hiro whimpered.
“Sakura,” Makoto tried to swallow his own fear as the psychic clung to his arm, “Sakura, I need you to listen-“
“I don’t want to hear it.” She took a step towards them, Makoto noticed a fresh cut across her bicep. “There is no use in resisting.”
“Sakura-“
“Hey!” A voice snapped from behind her, as she turned to look over her shoulder Makoto could make out Syo leaning against the door, face bruised and glasses cracked.
“Did I say we were done?” She asked, waving her scissors around, “Come on, don’t leave a girl hanging like that!”
“You little pest.” Sakura hissed back at her. Makoto’s mind was racing, frantically trying to form some sort of plan, so preoccupied by his fear he didn’t notice Hiro had stopped clinging to him.
A strained grunt from the psychic finally gained his attention, turning just in time to duck as Hiro frantically hoisted the large computer monitor over his shoulder and slammed against Sakura’s head.
She screamed, dropping to her knees as the screen’s glass splashed into the water around her. Pink blood began pooling on her scalp. Syo cheered wildly, clapping her hands like this was some sort of game show as Hiro once again gripped Makoto’s arm and sprinted from the room.
They practically slid past Syo into the hall, Hiro clearly too panicked to hear her commending them as he tugged Makoto around the corner.
“That was hilarious! I can’t believe you got the jump on her like that! I haven’t been able to land a hit on her this entire time we’ve been fighting!”
“Stop!” Sakura was back on her feet, rushing around the corner as well and taking a swing at Syo.
She dodged it easily, cackling as Sakura swung another punch that cratered the wall.
“You gotta be quick if you wanna catch me!” She sneered, pausing her dash around the bigger teen to stick her tongue out. “God, I thought you were supposed to be a cool vigil-“
Her taunt was cut short, Sakura’s leg swinging up and making contact with her chest. Syo went flying back, crashing against the thick glass of one of the smaller lockdown rooms and falling limply against the floor.
She didn’t move, Sakura turned her attention back to the two of them.
“C-Come on!” Hiro managed to get out, pulling Makoto down the stairs and nearly tripping down them himself. “We gotta go we gotta go-“
Sakura practically leapt down the staircase, catching up to them easily and wrenching Makoto from Hiro’s grasp. He struggled as she yanked him back off the ground; kicking, biting, anything he could think of to try and get away.
Sakura looked terrifying. Blood had begun trickling down the side of her face, her already naturally stern expression twisted into a snarl as she held him like a rag doll in front of her.
Hiro put up a weak fight, clawing at her other arm and ending up slammed against the wall and tossed onto the stairs behind them. He tumbled down, propping himself back up on his elbows and covering his now bleeding nose with his hand.
Sakura chuckled at his defeat, holding Makoto closer and looking almost amused by how much he was struggling to get away. He faltered under her gaze, the adrenaline quickly dissolving into exhaustion, his hands felt numb and tingly, his stomach hurt so bad he thought he could vomit on the spot.
“You’ve gotten awfully pale,” she commented, her free hand stroking the side of his face in a patronizing manner as he weakly tried to pull away, “What’s wrong, Seven? Are you scared?”
He glared back, “No. I’m not scared of you.” He snapped, trying to find some strength in his voice. “You aren’t going to hurt me.”
Sakura’s gaze seemed to soften, just barely, a flash of something crossed her eyes before she tightened her grip.
“Noble last words.” She muttered, her other fist raising as a sudden mechanical clicking noise sounded behind them.
She slowly looked past him to the far end of the hall, one eyebrow raising at whatever she saw. Makoto turned his head to a painful angle to follow her gaze.
Hina stood a few meters away, Leon’s gun raised and jaw clenched in resolve.
“Drop him, Sakura.” She ordered, taking a step closer.
Sakura smirked, walking towards Hina with slow, threatening steps. She held Makoto out so he was acting as something of a shield.
“I don’t think your aim is that good, Six.” She commented. Hina didn’t move, one hand still death gripping the pistol and the other balled into a fist at her side. “Bullets won’t really have much of an effect on me, anyway.”
“They will if I hit you in the right spot.” Hina responded, gun aimed towards her head, “You told me so yourself. N-now put him down.”
“As you wish.” Sakura dropped Makoto immediately, stepping over him as he landed at an awkward angle on his side, heart thudding against his chest as she approached Hina.
“Hina, my girl,” she teased, and Makoto saw Hina’s determination waver- tears pricking at her eyes as she took a step backwards. “You’d never really shoot me, right?”
Sakura was practically right up on her at this point, the gun inches away from her chest as she dared Hina to do anything.
Her bottom lip trembled, she hesitantly shook her head. “N-no… I could never.”
Sakura chuckled darkly again, Hina’s expression hardened once more.
“That’s why I’m doing this-“
She lunged at Sakura, burying what looked like a syringe in the larger girl’s shoulder just before Sakura managed to swat her away. Hina went skidding across the floor, head colliding against the wall as Sakura pulled the offending needle out.
Her posture seemed to waver as she crushed it, broken pieces falling towards the floor.
“Sedative. Clever…” she commended Hina, before turning with a weird sway back to Makoto. “I‘ll make this quick, then.”
She charged Makoto, he frantically scrambled out of the way just as her fist slammed into tile. It shattered, sending shockwaves through the floor and pieces flying through the air. She turned and grabbed him by the leg, slamming against the wall and letting him hit the floor again as she breathed heavily. The impact knocked the breath out of him, a coughing fit taking hold of him as She loomed over him again.
“You’re more trouble than you’re worth…” She growled, an almost unhinged look in her eyes.
“Sakura stop!” Aoi came and stood between them, tears streaming down her face now as she tried to push Sakura back. “Please! I can’t take this! Look at yourself!”
Hiro crouched beside him again, helping him sit up as Sakura glanced down at her arms.
Blood had trickled from her head all the way down to her neck, her arms covered in scrapes and scratches (and even Makoto’s bite marks), her knuckles smeared with pink from where she’d cut them on the tile.
“You must think I’m a monster…” she grumbled out, blinking sluggishly. “You must… think I’m revolting.”
She lurched forward, grabbing Hina by the neck and holding her so she was eye level.
“You must hate me, don’t you?”
“Sakura, stop it!” Makoto finally found his voice again, getting back to his feet with Hiro’s help. “We’re trying to help you-“
“Why would you want to help me?” She snapped back, gaze flicking from Hina’s struggling down to him, “I’m horrible. I’m cruel. You should hate me.”
“Is that what Junko’s telling you?” Makoto asked, Sakura’s anger seemed to waver, “You aren’t horrible, Sakura. please, let us help you.”
“I could destroy you-“
“We’re all capable of hurting each other- isn’t that what you told me?” He questioned, her frown furrowed deeper, “You can choose to be gentle-“
“No!” Sakura argued, eyes squeezing shut as tears spilled over the edges, “I-I can’t- She said- A-all I’m good for is destroying things… I can’t…“
Hina coughed, cutting off Sakura’s rant as tears flowed freely down her face.
“Y-you… do you hate me?” She asked, voice so weak and fragile it was hard to believe it was truly her. Hina shook her head, another cough escaping her as she writhed in Sakura’s hold.
“Put Hina down, okay?” Makoto continued, and Sakura slowly complied. She released Hina and collapsed to her knees in front of her, head bowed low to the floor as she sobbed.
“I-I’m sorry-“ she choked out, sounding so panicked it made Makoto ache, “I’m sorry. I can’t help it- I-I’m a monster.”
Hina hesitated, hand reaching out to nothing for a moment as she regained the breath that had been strangled out of her. She slowly approached Sakura again, bending down and putting her hand on a shaking shoulder.
“You’re not a monster…” she whispered gently. Makoto slowly approached as well, Hiro lingering behind him.
“This… This isn’t you. I know you would never hurt me.” Her voice wavered with uncertainty, Sakura shook even more. Her hands went to cling at the fabric of Aoi’s jacket, so gentle now it was hard to image she had nearly killed them moments ago.
“I… I love you…” she whimpered, Hina rested her head against Sakura’s, “I’m so sorry, I love you-“
“It wasn’t you,” Hina continued to assure her, “I love you too…”
Makoto’s hand went to the side of her head, still bruised from where Hifumi had hit her before, his mind reaching out into the tangled web Junko had left behind. Artificial rage and hatred slowly being dissolved by genuine sorrow. He could feel Aoi, too- full of fear and anger, and a desperate hope that this was the end of all this horror. Her presence seemed to help strengthen Sakura’s own will, somehow making it easier for Makoto to sever the connection.
He felt a sharp pang in his head as he did, there was a ringing in his ears.
Hiro screamed again as he collapsed.
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“Oh, thank god! He’s waking up.”
There was something cold pressed against his forehead, he shivered involuntarily as he opened his eyes.
“Come on Little Mac, I’m sorry you’re sick an’ all but please like… let me know you’re alright, okay?”
“Quit c-c-crowding him! Back up!”
Makoto’s eyes adjusted to the light, finding himself slumped over on a sofa in the game room. Hiro was standing over him, a wet washcloth in his hands and face furrowed in worry. Toko lingered nearby, nervously chewing on her nails as she watched him sit up. Hina and Sakura were across the small table, Hina cleaning the blood off Sakura’s face as she stared mournfully down at her own hands. He could feel her shame from across the room. It was comforting, in a bitter sort of way, the regret at least meant she was free.
“Hey! There’s my little guy.” He laughed nervously, helping Makoto sit up more.
“Wha… What happened?” He asked sluggishly, stomach churning at the movement.
“You passed out.” Hiro answered, Toko slapped his arm.
“He probably knew that.” She hissed, before turning back to him, “Y-you’ve been out f-for about ten minutes.”
“Oh… geez.” He swung his legs off the chair, attempting to stand as Hiro’s hand kept him in place.
“Woah there,” the psychic warned, “You ain’t lookin’ so good, buddy. You need to take it easy.”
“No.” Makoto argued, weakly swatting his hand off. “I-I need to keep going. We’re so close-“
“Makoto,” Sakura’s gentle voice rumbled across the room, one eye slipping closed as Hina continued to wash her face. “Listen to Yasuhiro. You’re sick.”
“I-I am not-“
“Hina told me what Kiyotaka said.” Her expression furrowed into concern, “This is serious, Makoto, you need to rest.”
“I can’t rest!” Makoto protested, “We have to get everyone back and find a way out of here! I-I can’t stop right now- I just can’t. Whoever these ‘special guests’ are will be here any minute!”
Sakura studied him for a moment before responding, “I understand.”
She began to shift, giving Hina’s hand a squeeze as she attempted to stand. “Then I will come with you-“
“No way!” Hina pushed her back down, voice still hoarse and scratchy, “You’re drugged too! Taka said that sedative would still take a little bit to fully leave your system, even if you are… super crazy resilient to stuff. Both of you are staying-“
“Aoi, I need to keep going.”
“Fine.” She huffed, turning back to face Makoto, ‘I’ll go with you, if you’re really gonna be so stubborn about this.”
“I-I could go?” Hiro offered, not seeming thrilled at the idea, “I need to get my clothes back from upstairs, anyway.”
He awkwardly covered himself up with jacket more, Toko seemed mortified by the reminder that the psychic was still only in a coat and underwear.
“No, I’d be too nervous having someone else with me… I’ll be fine. There’s only three of them left, right?” Makoto finally stood, hoping in vain that his friends didn’t notice the tremble in his legs as he stood.
“One of those three is Mondo.” Hina pointed out with a frown, “He’s crazy enough without weird mind control stuff in his head, you can’t take him on like this!”
“N-Not to mention Ch-Chihiro…” Toko added, “She c-c-can control any technology in the school, how could you even g-get to her?”
“I’ll… I’ll think of something.” Makoto mumbled, turning back to Sakura as she frowned in disapproval. “Hey, do you know what happened to Kyoko? Is she… ya know…”
“Hm,” Sakura’s frown deepened, “I’m honestly not sure. I know we caught her, but… It’s difficult to remember, it was hard to think.”
“Seriously.” Hiro shuddered at the reminder, “I can’t remember a damn thing I did after they strapped me to that stupid thing in that tv room.”
“TV room?” Makoto questioned, Hiro nervously scratched at his chin. “You mean the AV room downstairs?”
“Nah, that weird room in the middle of the fourth floor.” He frowned, “Chihiro set up like… a freaky mad scientist operation table facing a whole wall of cameras… didn’t stand a chance against that thing.”
“G-Good to know…” Makoto stuttered, feeling slightly less confident now. “Okay. Uh, why don’t you guys head back downstairs.”
“Makoto-“ Hina started to protest, he cut her off.
“We’re gonna have to be ready to go soon, I think. You guys should go get stuff ready for that.”
“Where are we supposed t-t-to go?” Toko asked warily, “We’re trapped here!”
“Mukuro said there was another way out of the building, I dunno where, but I bet Monokuma knows.”
“And you think he’ll tell us?” Hina raised an eyebrow.
Makoto shrugged, “If he doesn’t, I bet Byakuya could make him… those two have a weird thing going on.”
He moved towards the door, casting one last glance back at them before he opened it.
“I’ll see you guys soon, okay? I promise.”
“Be careful.” Sakura called after him, the others echoed similar sentiments as he shut the door behind him.
God he felt so sick.
He forced himself to trudge away from the door before he allowed himself to gag, red splotches dripping down his chin as he bent down to pick up the gun Hina had left behind. He could never- would never- shoot any of his friends…. But maybe the threat would be enough to keep them still so he could try to talk to them.
Desperate times, and all that.
He wiped the blood off his chin with his sleeve, staring down at the small pink flecks reflecting in the hall’s fluorescent lights. He gulped.
“It crystallizes along the stomach lining,” Taka had explained, moments after saving Byakuya from the brink of death… how much time did he have left to finish this?
“Hey, Seven?”
A new voice startled him. Chihiro stood on the stairs in front of him, hands folded behind her back and smiling in an amused sort of way.
“Is everything alright?”
He cleared his throat before responding, “Just peachy. How are you, Chihiro?”
“Peachy…” Chihiro echoed, empty eyes scanning over every inch of him, his hand gripped the gun in his hoodie pocket tighter, “You’re stronger than I thought you’d be.”
She keeps talking about being strong… Makoto noted uneasily, thinking back to when she’s mentioned this through the speakers and their tense video call.
“Are you strong enough to finish this?” Chihiro tilted her head, “There’s not a lot of time left, you know. Miss Junko will be here aaaaaany minute now.”
“Chihiro-“ he began, trying to force the authority into his voice again, Chihiro held up a hand to silence him.
“Let’s not do this here. Not out in the open. We should go somewhere more private, don’t you think?” She beckoned him closer, retreating up the stairs and expecting him to follow.
Only an idiot would follow someone who had inadvertently almost killed him about five times now….
Makoto followed.
The second he reached the third step to the fourth floor, the gate slammed down behind him, cutting him off from an easy escape back to safety. It reminded him of his first visit to the fourth floor, with Monokuma’s cackling through the speakers instead of this tense silence.
He reached out, letting his mind follow the weblike network through the air, he could feel Chihiro from where she stood at the top of the steps, waiting. Her mind tied up in neat little knots after such a long time spent connected. There was something else, further away, faint and strangely wavering….
Was that Mondo or Kyoko? He frowned, coughing again before began to climb the steps once more.
“You seem like you’re in a decent amount of pain.” Chihiro commented, walking towards the door of the room in the center of the floor. He hesitated at the top of the stairs, eyes scanning the halls for any sign of the others.
“I hope you aren’t thinking of trying to escape, not even you could be that dumb, right?” She hummed, “Or maybe you are. I can fix that.”
“No, thanks.” Makoto coughed out, taking slow steps forward. “I like how I am now.”
“Stubborn, desperate, and alone?”
“Yeah.” Makoto nodded in affirmation, glaring back at Chihiro’s cruel questioning, “Kyoko said my stubbornness is kinda charming.”
Chihiro smiled, slowly, he felt a chill down his spine at the expression.
“Did she? Interesting.” She turned, tapping on the dark metal door and causing it to slide open. “Well, Miss Enoshima doesn’t think so. She has much different plans for you.”
I can’t waste any more time, Makoto thought, jaw tensing as he mentally reached out towards Chihiro again.
“Chihiro, I want you to discon-“
“Makoto get down!”
Kyoko’s voice behind him made his heart stop, diving to the side on instinct alone and narrowly avoiding Mondo’s attempt to jab him with Celeste’s weapon from earlier. Electricity crackled through the air as he stumbled back up onto his knees, a sudden rush of vertigo making it hard to see straight as Chihiro snapped to get Mondo’s attention.
“Hurry up and grab him, he’s a threat to the mission.” She ordered, “And don’t let him talk. I’ll get things ready inside.”
Mondo wordlessly advanced, glaring down at Makoto as he frantically scooted back into the broken door of the storage room.
“H-Hey Mondo, Taka’s really worried-“
The weapon swung again, Makoto frantically scrambled under the opening in the door. He got back to his feet as Mondo kicked the door down, pausing for just a moment to flick the lights on and glare down at where Makoto was backed into the corner.
There was the gun in his pocket- but he had a feeling bullets would be useless against Mondo. He struggled to think of any other options, eyes frantically scanning around the room for anything useful.
“Mondo-“
“Shut up.” The biker snapped back, “That isn’t going to work.”
“I’m trying to save you-“
“I don’t wanna be saved.” Mondo was right on top of him now, the baton whirred menacingly in his hand, “Now stop resisting.”
“Wh-what are you talking about?” Makoto asked, pressed against the corner between the wall and one of the storage shelves. His hand knocked against a metal container.
“I said shut up!” He shouted, snatching Makoto up by the shirt and roughly pulling him forward.
Makoto grabbed the container he had bumped into, slamming it against Mondo’s head with as much force as he could possibly muster. It collided against his temple with a thunk!
Mondo didn’t even blink.
“Are you finished?” He asked dryly, “Drop it, Seven. Now.”
Makoto hesitantly complied, the container clattering against the ground and the cap popping open. A sharp chemical sting filled the air, so intense his nausea from before came back full force. Oh, god…
“Now look what you did.” Mondo muttered, sounding borderline annoyed as he shifted to avoid the liquid pooling next to his boots. Makoto’s stomach churned violently.
“Let’s go-“
Makoto retched, spewing bile onto the biker’s tank top as he was dropped onto his knees. He continued to gag, thankful that Mondo’s signature coat was absent- he’d never forgive Makoto if he puked on that.
He struggled to collect himself, the awful smell filling the room making it near impossible to calm his stomach. He couldn’t stop a whimper from escaping him at the pain, a rough hand suddenly rested on his shoulder.
“…You’re hurt.” Mondo’s voice was empty, Makoto weakly looked up at him.
“Y-yeah…” his voice came out scratchy, staring up at Mondo’s vacant expression for a moment.
Mondo dropped Celeste’s baton, letting it fall uselessly to the floor as he scooped Makoto up bridal style.
Makoto couldn’t protest, another coughing fit seizing him as he coughed red splotches into his own hand. Mondo knelt down, propping Makoto up against the wall and pressing a hand to his forehead.
“What’s wrong with you?” He asked, Makoto blinked in confusion. “Answer me.”
“U-Uh. I think I sorta… poisoned myself-“ he stuttered, coughing again and shifting so he could wipe the blood off his hand. Mondo grabbed it instead, staring blankly down at the red as Makoto continued, “I was hurt really bad, I wasn’t thinking straight- I-“
“You were alone?”
The question again caught him off guard, watching Mondo’s eyes flash with some unreadable emotion as Makoto slowly nodded.
Something like a growl escaped Mondo’s throat, eyes squinting in pain as he released Makoto’s hand and abruptly stood.
“She… she said it wouldn’t hurt anymore…”
“M-Mondo?“ Makoto’s comment was cut off as Mondo’s fist slammed against the wall above him, “What do you mean hurt?”
Mondo gripped the sides of his head, breath growing ragged, “I’m supposed to protect the team! That’s my purpose- A-And I can’t! I keep failing-“
“Mondo!” Makoto tried to stand, unable to stop Mondo’s self tirade as he continued to pace around and press his hands down over his ears. “Y-You aren’t letting anyone down-“
“I have to be stronger…” Mondo growled out, no indication he had even heard Makoto’s assurance. “I’m not letting this mission fail. I’m not letting anyone else get hurt!”
“Mondo-“
“I have to be strong.”
“Mondo!”
“Strong strong strong strong strong strong str-“
“Mondo, stop!” Makoto yelled, watching him slowly move his hands away from his head as his shoulders shook.
“You….” He glared down at Makoto, voice regaining it’s hollow composure, “You’re puttin’ everyone else in danger.”
He lurched towards him, “Why’re you so damn desperate to pull everyone apart? Staying here is the only way to keep everyone safe.”
“No!” Makoto protested, “Th- That’s not true! Junko’s lying to you!”
“Maybe you’re the one who’s lying.” Mondo accused, grabbing him by the jacket and looking him over. “You want everyone to leave. You’re going to get them killed.”
“This place isn’t safe. Junko isn’t safe.” He insisted, Mondo snarled, “L-leaving here is the only chance we have!”
“What if something happens?”
“W-We still have to try-“
“What if you’re wrong?”
“I still have to try!”
“What if I lose someone else?!” Mondo voice cracked, a fist smashing into the wall above Makoto’s head as he flinched away.
They stayed there for a moment, Makoto’s ears ringing and Mondo’s breath hitching as he tried to calm down.
“I can’t… I can’t let anyone else down…” he breathed, head hanging in shame. His blonde hair fell against Makoto’s face. “I-It hurts too much… I have to keep everyone safe.”
His free hand clawed at his own chest, shoulders trembling. Makoto reached a shaking hand to the side of his head.
“You… You’re putting way too much pressure on yourself…” he whispered, “You don’t have to be strong all the time.”
His hand rested against Mondo’s temple, the biker flinched at the contact.
“She promised me I wouldn’t hurt anymore if I listened to her.” He muttered. Makoto nearly flinched himself at what he felt when he pried into Mondo’s mind.
It was almost like Mondo was clinging to that emotionless connection; fear, regret, and shame all desperately trying to pull him back to reality. He knew… he knew Mondo had lost someone, and he knew that couldn’t be easy… he never thought about deeply that must’ve affected him. He never would’ve considered it being so horrible that something like this could be a relief.
He took a deep breath, steadying his resolve before forcing Junko’s influence out of his mind.
It hurt-
Mondo practically collapsed against him, breaking down in tears now as Makoto blinked through the sudden wave of dizziness and ringing in his ears. Mondo’s hands clung to him, engulfing him in a hug and tugging him closer.
“Shit-“ Mondo’s voice cracked again, muffled from how his face was buried in Makoto’s shoulder. “Oh my god I’m so stupid-“
Makoto closed his eyes, unable to find his voice but rubbing a comforting circle on Mondo’s back.
“You… You’re really sick, aren’t ya?” Mondo finally asked, Makoto slowly nodded. “We should… take ya downstairs then, huh?”
“No…” Makoto shook his head, pulling away enough to look Mondo in the eye. “I’m gonna go get Chihiro.”
“Chi-“ Realization dawned on the biker’s face, wiping away the last of his hazy expression, “Oh shit I can’t believe… Mac I can’t let you go in there- she could really hurt you!”
“She won’t. I won’t let her.”
“Don’t be stupid Mac, yer burning up!” Mondo put a hand to his forehead, “A-And yer coughing up blood! I- I gotta take you to Taka!”
There was a pause, Mondo’s eyes widened in fear, “T-Tak’s… he’s okay, right? Is he… ya know…”
Makoto nodded, “Yeah, he’s downstairs. H-he’s worried sick about you.”
He tried to smile at that, Mondo’s expression stayed gravely serious.
“Alright…. He can fix ya up, then, let’s go-“
“Mondo I’m not leaving yet-“
“I don’t wanna hear it!” Mondo put a hand over his mouth to stop his protests, he squirmed. “I ain’t letting you kill yourself tryna play hero, alright? Ya need help!”
“I’ll rest later-“
“Quit bein’ so damn stubborn!” Mondo snapped, his anger giving his voice some strength again. “GOD yer just like-“
He paused, jaw snapping shut as he glanced away. Tears threatened the corners of his eyes again, he slowly stood back up as Makoto stared in confusion.
“At least let me come with ya…” he finally muttered, “If I can’t stop ya, I should at least have your back.”
He bent down to help pull Makoto to his feet, Makoto leaned against his arm for support.
“A- Aren’t there screens in the room Chihiro is in?” He asked worriedly, Mondo nodded. “You can’t go in-“
“We’ll figure somethin’ out, alright? And if you start lookin’ like yer gonna barf again I’m pickin’ you up and gettin’ the hell outta there. No arguments.”
Makoto nodded, with one last wary look around the halls Mondo helped him towards the center room.
I… I heard Kyoko before, didn’t I? Makoto thought with a shiver, Where did she go? Why is she still hiding?
They reached the door, Mondo hesitated to knock. The door slid open anyway, Chihiro standing on the other side and looking them over methodically.
“That took awhile.” Her gaze found Makoto’s, “You must’ve put up quite a fight.”
Makoto didn’t respond, Chihiro turned on her heel and walked back into the room.
“Eight, bring him inside.” She ordered, and Mondo risked a glance back down at him.
Does Chihiro not know? Makoto frowned, letting Mondo reluctantly tug him inside. He supposed it certainly looked like he’d been captured, he was barely standing on his own, Mondo had slipped an arm underneath his own just to hold him up.
Maybe they could work with this…
The inside of the room was about as terrifying as Makoto had expected. Screens and control panels situated on every wall, a large table filled with files and computers and all manner of junk. Chihiro walked past all this, through another open door into a room that made Makoto’s stomach twist.
Screens covered the majority of the far wall, all displaying the Hope’s Peak Logo proudly. An examination chair like the ones that could be found in some of the abandoned rooms had been dragged in and hastily bolted to the floor, facing the screens and the large control panel in front of it. This was the room Chihiro had video called him from earlier, he realized as Chihiro set to typing something and Mondo brought him over to the chair.
Makoto sat, Mondo grumbling something under his breath as he slipped the thick leather straps- very loosely- around Makoto’s wrists and legs. He hummed worriedly, looking up into Mondo’s worry filled eyes and glancing back at the door behind him.
“You’re dismissed, Eight.” Chihiro finally spoke up again. “This won’t take long. Wait outside.”
Mondo’s jaw clenched, giving Makoto one last look before nodding and exiting. The door slid shut automatically behind him, Chihiro sighed.
“You’ve gotten almost everyone back.” She commented, “Are you proud of yourself?”
“Not… Not really.” Makoto responded uneasily, “I just kinda want this to be over.”
Chihiro hummed, a small notification popping up on the screen gaining her attention.
“It will be, soon.” She assured him. “Soon you won’t have to worry about anything anymore.”
A chill shot down his spine at that, then again he felt pretty chilled already.
“What’s… What’s that supposed to mean?”
“It’s honestly merciful.” Chihiro turned back to the control panel, typing something out. Sometimes it’s more effective to start over from scratch then try and repair something damaged.”
Makoto slowly slipped his hands out of the straps, moving as quietly as possible to release his legs as well as she continued.
“I was going to have Kiyotaka here to monitor you, make sure you didn’t choke on your own tongue or some nonsense like that.”
He slowly stood, taking an uneasy step towards her.
“I’m sure you’ll be fine. If not, no small loss.”
He was right behind her now, unsure of what to do aside from just reach out and try to break the connection when she suddenly turned and swung.
Her fist slammed up against his jaw, sending him stumbling back onto the floor as she shook the hand she had just used to punch him.
“This is just sad.” She commented, stepping over him and glaring down at him, “When are you finally gonna give up?”
“I’m not.” He coughed out. “I want my friends back- I want Chihiro back.”
She pressed a foot down over his chest, grinding the sole of her shoe on his bandages as he cried out.
“Chihiro was a stupid, weak little kid!” She hissed, “Just like you. Chihiro was weak and pathetic and alone-“
“D-Don’t talk about yourself like that!” He protested weakly, shoving her foot off and forcing himself to sit back up. “That isn’t true!”
The screens behind her flickered, flashing to a bright green that cast a terrifying light on Chihiro’s scowl.
“Do you just not want to be alone? Is that it?” She questioned bitterly, “You’re so desperate you’re willing to drag everyone else back down to your level?”
“I want to help you!” Makoto tried to stand, the tingling sensation in his legs made that feel impossible, “I- I hate seeing you all like this! Is this really what you want? Just to be used by someone and tossed away when she’s done with you?”
“Well, what’s the alternative?” She asked, the screens flickering behind her again, a high pitched hum filling the air. “Let’s say you manage to get everyone out- then what? We just run? Live in fear forever?”
“N-no-“
“Just hide and wait for them to eventually capture us again?”
“No!”
“Then what? You seriously think you’re strong enough to fight against her?”
“N-not alone...” Makoto admitted, the quickly growing chaos in the room making it hard to think. “We can together. I- I can if you’ll help me.”
Chihiro paused, mouth twitching into a frown, “I couldn’t help you.”
That’s it- Makoto realized, There’s something.
“I…” he hesitated, mind racing with how to approach this, he was realizing a pattern here. Junko- One, whatever- she was preying on insecurities. She was doing whatever she could to stop them from thinking for themselves. He just had to break through that and he could bring Chihiro back.
He swallowed hard, wincing against the high pitched sound ringing in his already muddled mind. “I think you’re strong, Chihiro.”
Chihiro’s eyes widened, she tried to regain her composure, “I- I know what you’re trying to do-“
“You can fight against this.” He urged, sitting up a little straighter, “I can’t do this alone, I need you to help me.”
“I can’t help you!” She snapped, hands balling into fists, “We- We’re useless alone-“
“You won’t be alone! I promise!” Makoto urged, forcing himself into his knees, “We’re gonna stick together, and we’re gonna stop Junko. We’re gonna be okay!“
There was a tense pause, Chihiro’s hands moved to wrap around herself tightly as she released a ragged exhale.
“Nothing’s ever gonna be okay…” She finally muttered. “I think we’re too far gone…. I don’t think there’s any way out of this…”
Makoto stood on shaking legs, she backed into the control panel behind her, something like fear flashing across her face.
“D-don’t-“ she warned, forcing some anger back into her voice, “I don’t need your help! I don’t need any of this!”
Makoto felt dizzy, his vision blurred and tilted- I don’t have a lot of time left to finish this.
He took a deep breath, staring back into Chihiro’s empty eyes and forcing his pain fatigued mind to reach out.
“Number Fifteen.” The authority in his voice shocked him, “Disconnect from the network.”
She stiffened, eye’s wavering, “S- stop it-“
“Disconnect now.” His heartbeat was thudding against his chest- why was this so hard?
“You aren’t-“
“Junko doesn’t control you anymore. You make your own decisions.”
Her eyes watered, her fists shook. “B-But… I’m scared…”
“You don’t have to be scared.” He assured her, taking a weak and shaky step towards her. “You’re so strong, Chihiro. You can do this.”
He could feel the connection wavering as he stepped forward, webs snapping under the strain as Makoto pulled against them and practically collapsed against Chihiro.
“M-Makoto-” She gasped out, trying to hold him up as his legs gave out. “W-Wait!“
They fell to the ground in a pile, the high pitched humming stuttered into a static mess- or maybe that was just Makoto’s own head spinning- even Chihiro’s voice seemed far away as she roughly shook his shoulders and tried to speak to him.
His hand found the side of her face, his thumb moving to brush away a few stray tears he couldn’t see. The connection was still there, just barely, and past Chihiro’s sorrow and anxiety he could feel rage. Junko was furious- and as he reached out to sever the connection those remnants of her anger came rushing towards him full force.
He screamed as the connection finally severed. A sharp pain shooting from his head down his spine as all the screens in the room abruptly cut off and plunged the two of them into darkness.
“Hey!” There was pounding on the door, distantly Makoto thought he heard Mondo’s voice. “What’s going on!? Let me in!”
“H-hang on!” Chihiro shouted back, Makoto felt hands grabbing his wrist, “Makoto- Makoto what’s wrong? Be still-“
Be still? Was he moving?
There was more thumping, the sound of something sliding open. A string of curse words growing closer as Mondo stomped over to them.
“He- He’s- I dunno what’s wrong with him!” Chihiro sounded panicked, her hands the only thing he could really feel right now, “He won’t stop shaking!”
“Shit!” A cold hand touched his forehead, “Fuck, okay- Mac? Can you hear me?”
They sounded so far away….
“Move. Let me look at him.” A new voice sounded through the darkness, forcing him to focus through his hazy mind. Kyoko?
Two surprisingly warm hands cupped either side of his face, he tried to blink his vision back into focus and felt each blink lasting longer than the one before it.
“You two go back to the others. I’ll take care of this.”
“Fuck that! I’m takin’ him downstairs.”
“I said go.” Kyoko sounded agitated, Makoto wished he could’ve asked what was wrong.
It was harder to make out the voices now, his grip on consciousness fading quickly.
“Move-“
…
“Stop that!”
…
“Makoto!”
Notes:
This was originally going to be a couple thousand words longer, ha. Decided it would be better to end it here, a lot happens already. Happy Holidays to those who celebrate, happy weekend to everyone even if you don’t!
And thanks again so much for reading, I started this fic when I was going through a really rough spot health wise and couldn’t do much aside from just lay around. This has been super fun to write and it’s been great reading what you guys think about it! I’m very grateful for each and everyone of you, thank you! :3
Chapter 21: Harness Your Hopes
Summary:
Everyone’s back together! Kyoko and Makoto have a surprisingly heated conversation. Makoto’s not feeling great right now.
Notes:
Sorry for being a day late! Had to travel unexpectedly! Happy new year! <3
Chapter Text
He awoke somewhere warm.
Laying on his side, a soft and leathery chair cushion sticking to his face as he propped his head up. He was on the floor somewhere, beige carpet beneath him and a purple jacket laid across his arms. He was so tired, and his muscles ached as he moved to stretch.
“Hey.” Kyoko’s voice cut through his confusion, he snapped his head over and found her standing behind a large wooden desk.
“Hey? Are we…” he started, pausing to clear his scratchy throat, “Are we in Monokuma’s office?”
She nodded, barely smiling in amusement, and crossed the room to come kneel beside him.
Her hand felt warm as she brushed some hair from his face, he had to stop himself from leaning into the touch.
“So… what happened?” He asked worriedly, “Where’s Mondo and Chihiro?”
“You had a seizure.” She explained, letting him sit up fully and lean back against the bookshelves behind him. “You’ve been overworking yourself quite a bit… We should be grateful it wasn’t any worse.”
“Y- yeah, guess I overdid it...” He almost laughed at that, “But is everyone okay? E-Everything’s alright now, right? We should get going-“
She put a hand on his shoulder to stop him from standing, “Slow down. Give yourself a minute.”
He yawned, trying to fight against his urge to lay back down. She continued to look him over, her eyes seeming to stare anywhere except back at his own. Her hand rested on where his laid limply in his lap, spreading a comforting warmth through them.
She’s not wearing her gloves, he noted, a little confused. That’s weird, maybe they took them earlier when they caught her…
“Hey, Kyoko-“
A faint thud sounded from past the large red doors of the office. Makoto glanced over at them with a frown.
“Uh- what was that?”
“Hm?”
“Did you hear that noise?”
She raised an eyebrow, “I’m pretty sure those doors are soundproof, I don’t think you can hear anything through them.”
“Oh… M- maybe I’m just a little out of it…” he muttered with a sigh. “How long was I asleep?”
“Not very long, I just brought you in here. Don’t worry about it.” She dismissed his worries, moving to squat down in front of him again. “Listen, I know you’re exhausted, you have every right to be, but before I can let you rest I need you to help me with something, okay?”
“O-Of course, yeah. Anything.”
“Do you remember where you put that key I gave you?”
He blinked in surprise, “What?”
“It’s important Makoto, we need to know where it is.”
He numbly reached into his jacket pockets, fishing around and finding no sign of the key she had entrusted him with….
And no sign of the gun he had taken either.
“I- uh,” dread began creeping up his spine, he tried to keep it from showing on his face as he looked back up at Kyoko’s expectant gaze. “I- I think I lost it.”
She frowned, “I’m being serious, Makoto.”
“So am I, I promise.” He shifted uncomfortably, she noticed.
“Are you okay?” She asked after a moment, something about it rubbed him the wrong way.
“I just don’t feel very good…” He tried to brush it off, clearing his throat before speaking again, “Wh- why do you need the key, anyway?”
“Where’s the last place you remember having it?” She questioned instead, ignoring what he had said and staring intensely back at him.
“I-uh, downstairs? Maybe the art room? I dunno….”
She cursed quietly under her breath, getting up and pacing around the room.
“Kyoko, what’s going on?” He asked warily, she continued to pace. “Kyoko?”
There was another noise, a much louder Bang! right outside the door. She glared over at the red surface.
“I don’t have time for this…” she muttered under breath, her finger twitched by her sides.
Is she… nervous? I guess she has good reason to be, we’re all pretty on edge right now, I guess. But…
“Hey, Kyoko?” He tried, pushing himself up into a standing position and finding his body ached significantly less than before, “What’s going on?”
She glance back at him, eyes scanning him up and down before responding.
“Don’t worry about it-“
“Tell me.” There was a pang in his head as he spoke, not as bad as it had been before. Kyoko’s hands balled into fists.
“Dr. Kirigiri is here. Somewhere.” She muttered, smoke leaving her lips as she spoke.
“Wh-what? Your dad is here?” He asked, there was another bang outside the door, his anxiety spiked.
“He is not my father. But… yes, he has to be here.” She ran a hand through her hair, “There’s no other way out of the building, right? And the doors haven’t opened since we were locked in.”
She moved closer again, her hand squeezed his shoulder and he flinched at the heat radiating from it.
“I need to find him, Makoto. I think he’s hiding in here somewhere.”
“Wh-why?” He asked quietly, “I thought you didn’t trust him- you said you were done with him, right?”
“It’s important, Makoto.” She insisted again, gripping him tighter. Something about this just didn’t feel right.
“O-okay.” He nodded, too confused to think of any other argument. “Okay. We’ll figure it out, Kyoko.”
She relaxed, barely. She ruffled his hair as she stood again. “Good boy. Come look at this.”
Standing had been a bit of a challenge, but walking felt like another battle entirely, he took a shaking step after her, reaching a hand out like he expected her to help him as she turned away and moved back towards the desk.
Right, I can do this on my own, he retracted his hand, feeling a little embarrassed about wanting help. I just need a minute, I can do this. He took a couple more shaking steps, exhaustion trying to drag him back down to the floor for more rest. Kyoko said this was important- and he wasn’t about to leave her when she was clearly really worried about something.
“I-“ He was cut off by another banging noise, the brass handle on the door suddenly clattered. There was a loud THUNK against the door, Kyoko finally took his hand and pulled him to look at the desktop sitting in the corner of the desk. She pushed him down into Monokuma’s chair, an easy feat considering his legs felt like jelly anyway.
He had never noticed it when they were in here before, probably too distracted by the tense situation and Monokuma’s typical overbearing presence. The computer was locked, it’s background proudly displaying the Hope’s Peak Logo. He stared blankly at the screen for a moment.
“Uh, so-“
“I’ve been trying to figure out the password for… quite some time now.” She answered grimly, “I’ve tried everything I can think of. I think some of the answers to where Dr. Kirigiri is hiding must be on there.”
“Oh, okay, uh…” he stuttered, distracted by more commotion outside the door, “Why don’t we go get Chihiro?”
She made a noise of protest, something else occurred to him, “A-Actually, if he was in the building, wouldn’t we have already found out? I mean Chihiro was connected to everything in the school, right? She would’ve known if-“
“Chihiro wasn’t able to access this computer, the Alter Ego program made sure of that.” She cut him off, Makoto turned back to look at her as she glared down at the monitor. “Something about this room was important enough that it tried to make sure no one affiliated with Junko could access it.”
… how does she know Junko’s name?
Makoto froze, hand hesitating over the computer’s keyboard as anxiety shot through him like lightning. Kyoko noticed, of course, and put a hand on his shoulder. The heat from it so hot it almost burned as she spoke.
“What’s wrong?” She asked simply, Makoto tried to force himself to stay calm.
“N- nothing.”
“Makoto.”
“No, really. I- My head just kind hurts, I promise.” He smiled uneasily back up at her, putting his hand on her’s for reassurance. His heart was pounding anxiously in his chest as he tried to make eye contact, she glanced away before he could.
“I’ll go get you something for that in a minute, then. Can we figure this out first?”
“Y- yeah,” he nodded, trying to seem as casual as possible despite her eyes burning holes in the back of his head, “I mean… I’m not sure how much I can really help you here, he’s your dad after all, you would know him better than me, right?”
“You would think.” There was an almost sarcastic tone to her voice, Makoto pretended not to notice.
“I’ve tried every possible password I could think of,” she continued, pacing around to the other side of the desk, “Then I thought that perhaps the key he left for me could have some clue to help us, but I gave that to you… and apparently you’ve misplaced it.”
“S-sorry.” He tried to meet her eyes again, she looked away.
“Perhaps Alter Ego could be of help, since it’s the one who blocked this off from the rest of the school in the first place,” she nervously drummed her fingers on the edge of Monokuma’s desk- something Makoto had never seen do before. Kyoko didn’t… ever get nervous. Kyoko never showed when things were getting to her.
He couldn’t take it anymore.
“Kyoko.” He started, her eyes finally flicked back over to meet his. Her usual sharp stare seemed hazy and… empty. “How do you, uh… how do you know about all this?”
Something in the desk suddenly vibrated, the sensation startling him so bad he nearly screamed. Kyoko didn’t react at all, watching him slowly move to open one of the drawers of the large wooden desk to find the source.
His cellphone was sitting atop a stack of old papers, buzzing sporadically and displaying an incoming call from an unknown number.
“You should answer that.” Kyoko instructed, there was another bang outside the door. “I’ll wait.”
He took a shaky breath, the growing sense that something was wrong wrong wrong eating away at his ability to think clearly.
He answered the phone.
“H-Hello?”
“They call you Makoto now, right?” A familiar voice asked, one he hadn’t heard since his first night here. “It’s been awhile since we’ve had a chance to talk! How are you? Have you been having fun ruining all my hard work?”
“J-Junko?”
“Don’t beat yourself up about it too much, I’ve already forgiven you… mostly. I’m much more interested in what you could do now instead.”
“What… What does that mean?” He asked nervously, risking a glance back at Kyoko and finding her staring intensely at him, he shuddered.
“I mean don’t get me wrong- I’ve sooooo missed having our little group together, and being able to use them again was so much fun- you have no idea how good it felt to get to stretch my powers out like that again!” She laughed, the sound of it send chills down his spine.
“But I’ve got bigger plans now. Way bigger. You’ve been a huge help, too. You helped me realize what I’ve been doing wrong. This next batch is gonna be different.”
“What?” His voice hitched, “What do you mean?”
“I mean, I don’t wanna bore you with all the details now, we’ll be getting started on it soon, no worries.”
“No. We won’t.” Makoto tried to force some of the strength back into his voice, “You’re not getting started on anything. We’re getting out of here. You lost.”
There was a pause, Makoto heard chuckling on the other end of the call, out of the corner of his eye he thought he saw Kyoko grin.
“You’re real sweet, Seven, ya know that? It’s disgusting.”
“Sh-shut up-“
“I can see why Fourteen was so attached to you.” She continued as though he hadn’t spoken, “It made it way harder to keep a hold on her at first, you had her hooked in really well for someone who has no fucking idea what they’re even doing.”
Makoto ignored the venom surrounding that last sentence, eyes snapping to meet Kyoko’s empty ones as she continued to smile down at him, any resolve he had managed to muster shattered.
“Wh- what do you mean?” He repeated his earlier question, eyes locked on Kyoko’s.
“She fought against me soooo hard. Harder than any of the other ones did, because of you. God, if I just been able to keep her wrangled from the first time Fifteen caught her snooping around with that laptop this whole situation would’ve been hella easy. But no, you and your stupid, bumbling, self had to give her a way to resist me.”
“What?”
“See- and you don’t even know how you did it! GOD, that’s so unfair.” She whined, “It doesn’t matter, though. I’ve got her now. I’ve made her realize what she really wants. No more sneaking around, no more forcing me out, I’ve got her hooked.”
“What she really wants?” Makoto echoed, Kyoko nodded.
“I’m going to kill Jin Kirigiri.” She answered coldly, empty eyes staring intensely back into his own. “That’s what I want.”
“Wha- no it’s not.” Makoto argued, “Kyoko, that’s crazy- you don’t want that-“
“Hey! Knock it off!” Junko snapped through the phone. “You’ve taken enough of them from me already, this one’s mine.”
There was a pause on the other end of the line, there was more banging outside the door of the office.
“Listen, I’d reeeaaaally appreciate it if Kirigiri was outta the way before we come in. I’m tired of all these stupid complications. So would you be a dear and help Fourteen get through the computer?”
Her voice echoed around his mind, sending a faint tingling sensation down his arms to the tips of his fingers before he shook the feeling away. It was easy to do.
“Nice try.” He mumbled into the phone, glaring at Kyoko and forcing himself to stand, “Your powers don’t work on me, remember? You can’t do anything to me.”
Junko laughed, a giggle that devolved into a frightening cackle before she responded. “No, I know, I know. Not unless you let me… and you will, soon.”
He’d had enough of this, she was just buying time now. He moved to press the button to end the call.
“I don’t mind waiting a little longer.” She sighed as he finally ended the call, dropping the phone to the floor as Kyoko’s hands suddenly ignited.
“Kyoko-“ he began uneasily, there was more commotion outside. “I-I need you to listen to me-“
Thunk!
“That’s not going to work.” She sneered, circling the desk as he frantically backed up till his elbow hit the screens on the wall behind him, “You’re too weak to do anything right now, Seven.”
THUNK- Bang!
“You don’t want to kill your dad, Kyoko-“
“Yes. I do.”
Thunk!
THUNK!
BANG!
The doors to the office finally gave out, the brass doorknob clattering across the floor as Mondo and Chihiro stumbled through the opening.
“Fuckin’ finally!” Mono breathed heavily, quickly scanning the situation in front of him, “That door was thick as shit.”
Chihiro peered around him, Leon’s gun in her hands pointed straight to Kyoko glaring menacingly down at her. “W- We’re sorry it took so long! Kyoko locked us out!”
Makoto’s eyes went back to Kyoko, a thin trail of smoke escaping her lips as she snarled at the two of them.
“It’s too late to try and stop anything.” She warned, “They’re already here. You’ve lost.”
“Bullshit!” Mondo snapped back, Chihiro nodded in agreement.
“Yeah! We’re gonna stop this!” She tried to match his volume, “N- Now get away from him!”
Kyoko smiled, her flaming hand raising till it was inches from Makoto’s face.
“Drop the gun.” She ordered, “Or I kill him.”
Mondo tensed, eyes frantically glancing from Makoto to Chihiro as her grip on the gun wavered slightly.
“Now, Fifteen.” Kyoko snapped, Chihiro flinched. “I’m not asking again.”
Chihiro’s eyes flicked around the room, settling on Makoto with an unusually determined shine to them. She slowly moved to set the gun on the floor, keep eye contact with him as she did so.
The lights in the room cut out.
There was a loud commotion, the sound of furniture being pushed aside and Mondo’s yelling as Kyoko’s fire shot out towards him. It illuminated the room before it crashed and smoldered against the wall, Makoto pressed further against the screens behind him-
But there was nothing behind him now. He fell back into another room, barely able to catch himself before his head hit what felt like cold cement. There was fire shooting off in all directions in front of him, Kyoko’s silhouette facing away from him as she fought off Mondo’s relentless attacks. Half of the books on the shelves were on fire now, Makoto made a mental note to make sure no one tells Monokuma about this.
He scooted further back, taking an opportunity to catch his breath and almost choking on an awful stench that hit his senses.
Something smelled dead.
“Makoto!” Chihiro made her way past Kyoko, as the white haired girl landed a kick against Mondo’s jaw, sending him stumbling back against one of the bookshelves with an angry grunt.
“Sorry! I couldn’t think of anything else to do-“ she paused, coughing as well as she apparently smelled whatever it was he did. “O- Oh my god, what is that?”
“D-did you know there was a door back here?” He asked instead as she tugged him to his feet, he could barely make out her shake of the head in response.
“No! I just thought if it was dark maybe you could get away.” She gagged at the smell, “Seriously, what is this room?”
A burst of fire erupted between them, they both scrambled back in opposite directions to avoid the flames. His head hit something metal, something dropped into his lap.
“Nice work.” Kyoko commended coldly as she stepped into the room with them, flickering light casting a terrifying shadow on her face, “You led me to exactly what I needed to find-“
Mondo grabbed her from behind, forcing her into a headlock as she thrashed against him. She screamed, another burst of flames erupting from her throat as Mondo tried to keep her attacks from hitting anyone.
“Chi, turn the fuckin’ lights on, would ya? I can’t see what I’m doing.” He grunted, struggling to keep Kyoko’s head facing down as she kicked against his legs. Fiery hands clawed uselessly at his arms, accomplishing little more than singing and burning his clothes.
“Kyoko-” Makoto tried to shout over her angered outcries, “Kyoko, calm down! Stop fighting! I-“
Chihiro screamed as the lights flicked back on, a hand over her mouth as she stared in shock at something across the room. Makoto’s already panic driven heart nearly giving out completely when he followed her gaze.
There was a severed arm on the floor.
Mondo paled, a sick and almost guilty expression overtaking his features. Kyoko seized the opportunity to break away from him, avoiding his fumbling attempts to recapture and moving to where the mangled looking arm sat on the floor.
“Wh- what?” Her voice cracked- the flames in her hands flickering as she stared down at it.
It looked like it had been there for awhile.
The skin was a wrinkled grayish green, dried blood that had turned a dark black staining the bare cement floors around them. Makoto couldn’t bear to look at it much longer, the already decomposing skin enough to make him gag- he probably would’ve vomited if he had anything left in his stomach- he looked instead to where Kyoko stood, shaking.
“Y-you said-“ she whispered, unmoving. “You promised-“
“Kyoko?” He tried again, shifting to a standing position and remembering he had something in his lap.
It was a picture frame, a fairly plain looking black one. A picture of a dark haired man and a white haired little girl in a park together. They looked happy.
He moved towards Kyoko slowly, picture in hand. He ignored how Mondo and Chihiro both gestured for him to stop, he ignored the way the room felt like it tilted as he stepped forward.
She was muttering, fast and borderline incomprehensible. Confusion and anger and fear radiating like waves off of her. This was so unlike the Kyoko he knew- he didn’t know where to begin. Kyoko never let people know how she was feeling- she considered concealing one’s emotions a skill that was needed to survive (An opinion she had told him while he was trying to cook rice and have a normal afternoon)- seeing her so vulnerable… it felt like a violation. It felt like he shouldn’t be looking at it at all.
The fire in her hands had died down, reduced to a trail of smoke that mercifully distracted him from the smell of rotten flesh. She didn’t react as he stepped forward, eyes glued to the severed limb at her feet.
“Kyoko?” He tried again, a hand moving to rest on her shoulder, her hands tensed into fists.
“What?” She hissed. “Are you gonna try to save me? You’re going to attack now while you think I’m weak?”
“I- I don’t think you’re weak-“
“Then what do you want?”
“I just…” he hesitated, finally risking a glance up and seeing tears pricking at the corners of her eyes. “I-I’m sorry.”
Her bottom lip trembled, her face scrunching in an almost pained way as she groaned.
She shoved him back, hot hands stinging against him as he tumbled over against the wall- too dizzy to try and stop himself from falling over. She screamed- an angry, guttural sound that forced another stream of fire onto the ground in front of her.
“I hate this!” She yelled, her hands gripping her scalp as she dropped to her knees, “I- I can’t- I-“
Her shoulders shook, she made another pained sound.
Makoto crawled towards her again, he didn’t think he had it in him to stand anymore.
“Hey,” he tried to assure, forcing himself not to hesitate as he tried to be of some comfort, anger and fear rushed to suffocate his mind as he reached out, but he couldn’t stop now. “I can’t imagine what you must be going through-“
“No. You can’t.” Her voice was clipped, an almost forced kind of emptiness to it as she watched the burning remains in front of her.
“What did you… what did you want to find in here?” He asked, pushing past the ringing in his ears that was picking back up.
She hesitated, taking in a shaky inhale before responding.
“I think… deep down… I just wanted to know he was here.” She muttered quietly. “I just… wanted to know he didn’t really just…”
“Just what?”
“Just… leave me.” She mumbled, finally letting the tears spill down her face as she shook again. “A- and he isn’t here. I’m alone.”
“You’re not alone.”
“Junko said-“
“Junko is a liar.” He put a hand on the side of her face, ignoring how her tears burned against his skin. “Kyoko, I swear: as long as I’m living, you’ll never be alone.” He tried to force himself to sound confident. Her gaze flicked down towards the floor.
“That’s cheesy…” she muttered, wiping at some of her tears with her eyes, her fingers brushed against his hand and it burned.
“Y-Yeah. I guess it was.” He stuttered, “But I mean it, okay? I- I’m not gonna let you feel this way. We’ll find out where your dad is- if that’s really want you want.”
She paused, hazy eyes seeming to stare passed him, Junko’s connection wavered.
“I… I don’t know what I want.” She admitted quietly, “I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. I’m purposeless.”
“That doesn’t matter.” Makoto countered, her gaze finally seemed to focus again.
“You have a purpose, though.” She said coldly, like it was more of a warning than a fact, “She has plans for you again.”
“W-Well screw those plans.” He shook his head, taking a deep breath to try and prepare himself for what he was about to do, “I don’t want to listen to Junko, do you?”
She slowly shook her head, straining against the connection as it desperately tried to claw her back.
He closed his eyes, reaching further into her mind and forcing Junko out himself. Feeling her influence crumble away as he let Kyoko have her own will back.
She made sure this action had consequences.
Pain jolted up his spine like lightning, he felt like the floor had just given out under him. The ringing in his ears so loud again he almost didn’t Chihiro as she rushed forward to catch him as he slumped to the side.
“D-Don’t fall on that!” She squeaked, “Okay, okay please be okay this time-“
He nodded, the only action he could really bring himself to do as he tried to blink the spots out of his vision. A warm hand held his own, through the haze he could see Kyoko staring at him. Her face was too blurred for him to make out, but he could feel her concern. Real, genuine concern that made him feel like he could collapse in relief.
“We did it… ha…” he slurred out, leaning against Chihiro’s legs and trying to smile at Kyoko’s grimace. “Oh… Oh my god you’re all okay.”
“Well, you did it more than us.” Chihiro awkwardly pointed out, running a hand through his hair nervously.
“Yeah, and we ain’t outta the woods yet.” Mondo added, approaching the group as well and bending down to lift Makoto up. He paused at the smoldering remains in front of them.
“Hey, Kyoko…” he started, and stopped as her gaze went to the floor once again. “You gonna be okay?”
She stood, slowly, keeping her hand in Makoto’s as Mondo lifted him into his arms.
“Let’s not worry about this right now, okay?” Her voice had it’s usual calm composure to it, but the ‘okay’ came out less like a dismissive and more like a plea.
I can’t really blame her for not wanting to discuss it… Makoto thought, resting his head against Mondo’s shoulder as they slowly exited the room. Kyoko’s hand slipped away from his. I wouldn’t know what to say if I saw my dad’s severed arm on the floor… What happened to him?
How long had it been since they were locked here again?
“It’s like a bedroom… sorta.” Chihiro was saying as they stepped into the office and gave Kyoko a moment to slip her usual blazer back on. “Kinda… empty, but there’s a mini fridge and a bed- I think someone was staying in here at least part of the time.”
“We should get back to the others.” Kyoko tried to change the subject again, Makoto watched her slip the small frame into her pocket. “I’m sure they’re all worried, and…”
She paused, mouth forming a tight frown as she continued.
“I… I wasn’t lying before. Junko’s already outside.”
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Makoto had to stop on the second floor to throw up again.
He was on Mondo’s back now, descending the last flight of stairs and listening to Chihiro once again reassuring him that she was sure he’d be fine once he was able to really rest. He hoped she was right, resting sounded nice right now…
Mondo’s pace slowed considerably as they reached the bottom of the steps, seeming to need a moment to gather his courage before the continued.
“It’s gonna be okay…” Chihiro muttered, Makoto glanced down and saw her fists balled in determination as she spoke, probably trying to assure herself as well as the biker, “No matter what, we’re gonna be okay.”
They kept moving, Makoto could already hear voices coming from down the hall.
“And how exactly did you come to the conclusion that pizza ingredients could be considered an easy food?” That was Taka, as loud as he always was.
Makoto could feel Mondo tense beneath him, his pace quickening to the point Chihiro struggled to keep up.
“I mean pizza’s easy to eat?” That was Hiro, an easy going chuckle to his words that Makoto had missed. “I dunno what you meant by easy, bro.”
“I meant easy to transport! We have to pack lightly, there’s only so much we can carry.”
They stopped in the door of the infirmary, finding the pair arguing as Taka restocked some things in usual first aid kit. The android’s back was to them, too focused on berating the psychic who had fully stopped paying attention the moment they appeared in the doorway.
He felt Mondo’s grip on him loosen slightly, he squirmed to be let down and leaned back against Kyoko to get his balance as he let Mondo take a slow step forward.
“Yasuhiro are you even listening to me?” Taka’s hands went to his hips as the psychic grinned excitedly down at him, “What are you-“
Hiro grabbed his shoulders and spun him around, Taka’s good eye literally lighting up at the sight before him.
“M- Mondo-“ he whispered, for the first time seeming at a loss for what to say.
Mondo took a cautious step forward, hesitating for just a moment more before rushing to close the distance between them and pulling Taka into a kiss. Kyoko covered Makoto’s eyes, he pulled her hand away and held it against his chest.
When they finally parted, Mondo let his hands move to cup the sides of Taka’s face, one of his fingers moving to stroke the large crack that traveled across the cheekbone to his broken eye.
“I missed this smile.” Mondo finally spoke, “Your real one. A- and I missed how ya laugh, and I missed the way yer face scrunches up when yer worried. I missed you so fuckin’ much.”
“I- I missed you too,” Taka nervously laughed in response, one hand moving to push some of the hair from Mondo’s eyes. “I’ve been so worried about you, I thought…”
He paused, smile shifting into a frown, “You’ve been crying.” He commented softly, Mondo moved to let their foreheads press against each other.
“Yeah, might do it again.” Mondo huffed, crooked smile looking Taka up and down. “I like the sleeveless look.”
Taka jolted, looking down at his own blood soaked appearance and fussing over it a little. “Oh- god, I must look like a disaster! I had to use the sleeves to stop Leon from-“
Mondo kissed him again, cutting off his explanation, and chuckled a little.
“Don’t worry about any of that. I don’t look much better, Mac fuckin’ barfed all over me.”
Taka’s eyes snapped over to the rest of them, like he just noticed they were here.
“Makoto!” He exclaimed, moving towards them while keeping one armed hooked around Mondo’s waist, “How are you feeling? I can tell your fever’s gotten worse- Are you dizzy? Nauseous? Have you experienced any sort of numbness in your extremities?”
“Uh… Yes.” Makoto answered slowly, “A-All of the above.”
“He had a seizure.” Kyoko continued the explanation for him, Mondo nodded.
“He passed out at least twice while we were up on the fourth floor, too.” He mumbled, worriedly looking Makoto over as he leaned his head against Taka’s shoulder.
“That’s… concerning.” Taka mumbled, taking Makoto’s free hand and feeling his pulse. “That’s also concerning. Makoto, how are you feeling currently?’
“L-like right now? Just… tired.” He answered with a shrug, “I- I feel better than I have been, though.”
Taka responded with a worried hum, scanning Makoto over again and drumming his fingers against Mondo’s side.
“We’re on a bit of a time crunch anyway, right?” Makoto tried to alleviate some of the growing worries radiating through the room, “I’ll be alright till we get out of here.”
“We… do have a way out right?” Chihiro spoke up, glancing around the group. “I don’t… think I remember seeing any other exits while I was… searching the school systems.”
Her tone turned guilty towards the end, looking down at her feet to avoid anyone else’s gaze.
“We got tunnels.” Hiro pointed out, “Monokuma says we can still through those- Oh! Which reminds me, I gotta go.”
He shuffled passed Mondo, ruffling Makoto’s hair as he passed, “I’m gonna go try to do another reading, make sure we’re prepared for ya know… whatever keeps banging against the door.”
“Don’t overwork yourself!” Taka called after him, mouth forming a frown again, “Monokuma has taken Sakura and Hina down to see if any of the old vehicles are still operational, hopefully there’s still an old tunnel open enough for us to exit.”
“There’s vehicles down there?” Mondo asked with a raised eyebrow, Taka nodded.
“There’s… quite a few interesting things down there. It’s mostly just storage now, but I would assume the exits are still mostly intact as well.”
“And Junko has no way of knowing about them?” Kyoko asked grimly, “We shouldn’t just wander into what could be an ambush.”
“Junko?” Taka raised an eyebrow in confusion, “I- Isn’t that 78-01’s name? I was under the impression she was-“
“She’s alive.” Mondo grumbled, “And she’s a real bitch.”
“Language, love.”
“Whatever. She yanked us all around like puppets, put Mac on the verge a’ death. She’s checkin’ all the boxes for bitch in my opinion.”
Taka’s grip on Mondo’s waist tightened, face furrowing in worry at the reminder. “R-Right, I know. But no, Monokuma said all record of them had been deleted from Hope’s Peak databases. Alter Ego had to search through the files on former Director Kirigiri’s personal computer.
“That’s why Junko wanted to see what was on it so bad…” Kyoko muttered darkly, “I bet she knew he wasn’t here anymore from the beginning.”
“What are you talking about?” Taka asked, Kyoko shook her head.
“Never mind that right now. We need to be ready to go as soon as possible, right?” She moved her hand away from Makoto’s. “Let’s focus on that.”
“Right.” Taka nodded, “Everyone else is either gathering supplies or inspecting the vehicles down below. Makoto, I’ll be with you in just a moment- I just need to finish this. Why don’t you go get cleaned up?”
“Oh- yeah, like in the shower?” Makoto asked, testing his balance by stepping away from Kyoko.
“Why don’t you go to the baths?” Kyoko suggested, “I’ll help you.”
“Y-you’ll what?” Makoto squeaked, Mondo chuckled into Taka’s shoulder.
“You can keep your underwear on, I’ll just help you wash up so you can rest.”
“Oh, okay…” Makoto nodded, his eyelids feeling heavier by the second, “That sounds nice- HEY-“
A bright light shone in his eyes, Taka’s usual flashlight held near his face as the android leaned down to be eye level with him.
“Try to stay awake for now, I want to check you for a concussion…” he muttered worriedly, Chihiro reached a hand towards his face.
“Oh my god, your eye-“
Taka quickly stood back to his full height, dropping his flashlight in his haste and plastering a nervous smile across his face. “Ah- th-that’s alright Chihiro, why don’t you go help Monokuma down in the tunnels, I’ll get him to meet you at the elevator.”
“B-but you should really clear that broken glass out-“
“I’m sure I’ll be fine, really.” Taka’s politeness bordered on insistence, Mondo slipped his arm around his waist.
“I’ll help him. We gotta pack to go anyway, yeah? Let Mac go get cleaned up, we’ll meet him in our- my room…” he paused, clearing his throat before continuing, “and then we’ll get the hell outta here before they bust that door down. Sound good?”
“Sounds good.” Kyoko nodded in affirmation. “Come on, Makoto.”
He let himself be pulled along, leaning heavily on her for support as they walked further into the school. A loud gasp off to the side caught his attention.
“Mac! It’s Mac!” Leon’s voice screamed from the side, Sayaka bolted up from where she was seated on the floor next to him, crashing against him and knocking the two of them against Kyoko as she hugged him.
“Oh my god! Are you okay?” Her hands grabbed either side of his face, squishing his cheeks and nearly crying in relief, Leon shifted from where he was propped against a stack of pillows against the pillows in the center of the room.
“Bring him over here! I wanna see him!” Leon gestured frantically, crossbow swinging haphazardly around, “He’s my best friend too, Sayaka- bring him over here!”
Sayaka pulled the two of them over, Kyoko’s warm hand refusing to let go of his as he bent down to hug Leon.
“How are you feeling?” He asked with a laugh, ignoring the dizziness that came with kneeling down too quickly, “Is everything okay? How’s your leg?”
“I mean- it hurts like hell, man.” Leon chuckled in response, “But like… it isn’t as bad as it could be? My whole leg is kinda numb…”
There was a loud bang outside the vaulted door, the gate separating them from the entrance hall rattled from the force of it. Leon’s grip on his weapon retightened.
“I’m gonna be keepin’ guard here.” He muttered, eyes trained on the door. “I know I can’t really like… help pack and stuff, but I can shoot em before they get close to us.”
“We’ll be gone before they come in here,” Sayaka assured him, nodding in determination. “We’ll be long gone. Right, guys?”
Kyoko nodded, tugging Makoto back to his feet with a worried smile, “Of course we will. Let’s keep moving, we don’t have a lot of time.”
“Come see me when you’re done!” Leon called as she led him away, “I’ve missed you, man- I gotta tell you something!”
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Kyoko had left him alone in the baths, seated on the stool, staring at his own reflection in the little mirrors against the walls.
Warm water dripped down his back, the lingering scent of the shampoo she had massages into his hair filling the air around him. She had left to get his clothes, checking a few times to make sure he’d be able to sit up on his own while she was gone. Hifumi had popped his head in the door just before she left, a bandage across his left cheek and a swollen spot along his jaw.
They only had a few minutes before it’d be time to go.
The door opened behind him, he barely registered it through the haze in his mind. His fingers tingled, it felt like there was a thick fuzz around the corners of his mind, like a thick cotton his thoughts had to work through in order to actually reach him.
Something cold pressed against the back of his neck- he jolted, an amused chuckle and a cough sounded behind him.
He turned to find Byakuya leaning against the doorway, a cold canned tea hovering centimeters away from his face.
“Taka said you might need to drink something with electrolytes.” He explained, stepping across the room and leaning on what looked like a baseball bat as a cane. He sat a stool away from Makoto, releasing a pained grunt as he sat down and shifting to make sure his shoes didn’t get near the water.
“Thanks,” Makoto awkwardly laughed, taking the drink and trying to ignore the fact that he was mostly naked. “This is my favorite flavor.”
“I know.” Byakuya answered, eyes flicking down to Makoto’s now mostly closed wound before he continued, “Sayaka told me. She wanted to make sure I’d get something you actually like.”
He laughed at that, popping open the can and taking a slow drink, the cold sensation felt weird against his scratchy throat.
“How are you feeling?” The blonde asked, pulling a towel from the basket across the room and setting it over Makoto’s still dripping hair.
“Not… good.” He answered honestly, taking another slow sleep and feeling his stomach churn. “What about you?”
“Better.” He hummed, “I’m still having trouble walking, but I think the worst is over now.”
“Guess we’re just trading places then.” Makoto joked, Byakuya rolled his eyes.
A beat of silence passed, Makoto set the drink down and slowly went to dry his hair.
“You could’ve died, you know.”
The statement caught him off guard, slipping the towel off his head to look back over find Byakuya pointedly staring in the other direction.
“Yeah… we all could’ve.” He shrugged, “I was just… doing what I had to do.”
“You were reckless. And careless.” Byakuya reprimanded with a huff, “Careless is the wrong word- you care so much it makes you stupid.”
“Is this your way of saying thank you?” Makoto joked awkwardly, the blonde’s expression softened.
“Just… don’t do something like that again, alright? That’s an order, not a request.”
“Yes sir,” Makoto smiled weakly back, “Of course.”
There was another moment of silence, Makoto cleared his throat before speaking again.
“Can we talk about… ya know, everything now?”
Byakuya shook his head, using the bat to help himself back to his feet with a shaky inhale.
“When we’re out- wherever it is we’re going, we can talk then.”
“Fine.” Makoto sighed, “That’s fair I guess… I’m not gonna drop this, though.”
“Believe me, Naegi, I know you won’t.” He glanced back over his shoulder, “You’re as persistent as this cough.”
Kyoko came back through the door, a bundle of folded clothes and roll of bandages in her hands. “Oh, good. I’m actually glad you’re here.”
“You’ve never said that about me before.” Byakuya noted dryly, “Is something wrong?”
“It’s about us. Our families.” She muttered back, glancing from him back to Makoto and crossing the room. “We don’t have a lot of time to discuss this, Taka wants to look Makoto over one more time before we leave.”
“Then we should wait.” He responded curtly, eyeing where Makoto sat warily.
“I’m not sure this can wait-“
“Naegi,” Byakuya cut her off, turning to face Makoto fully now. “Can you make it to Owada’s room on your own?"
Makoto huffed, “You guys wanna have a secret meeting without me?”
“He can stay if he wants.” Kyoko protested, moving over to hand the clothes to him.
“Did you not just say we don’t have a lot time?”
“Byakuya-“
“It’s fine.” Makoto sighed, slipping the shirt on with a wince. “You guys…. Just do whatever you want I’m tired anyway.”
He slipped the sweatpants back on, taking one last drink of his tea before passing it off to Byakuya.
“Are you sure you don’t need help-“ Kyoko offered quietly, he shook his head.
“I’ll be fine. You guys have fun.” He sighed again, pushing down his frustration and pausing in the doorway to catch his breath, “Just don’t take too long, I guess.”
He let the door shut behind him, shuddering against the cold breeze in the school. There was distant banging against the front doors of the school, whoever was trying to get in was struggling…. Hopefully they were struggling, anyway. Hopefully they still had time.
“Ah, Makoto.” Celeste’s heels clicked beside him as he headed towards the dorms. “It’s nice to see you are doing better.”
“Thanks,” he tried to smile back, “How were things while I was gone?”
“Fine, Hifumi was a sobbing mess when he returned.” She rolled her eyes, “That was a mild inconvenience.”
She paused, frowning at him as a faint buzzing started at the back of his mind.
“You are unwell.” She stated simply, he didn’t have the energy to stop her prying, “Something is worrying you.”
“Yeah. Don’t worry about it, it’s fine.” He finally pushed her out, leaning on Mondo’s door for support. “I just… I’m nervous, about all this, ya know?”
“This asinine plan to escape capture using tunnels that were supposedly secretly burrowed out under a city?” She chuckled, “Yes. That worries me as well.”
There was a pause, she seemed to be thinking before she spoke again.
“We will… be alright though.” She finally decided, nodding like her own will was enough to secure this outcome. “I believe the worst is behind us now.”
“I hope so too.”
“Please, do not let me keep you.” She waved him off and began to turn back towards the hall to the school, “I took the liberty of packing your things, they should already be loaded in the van.”
“Okay, cool.” He smiled, “Thanks, Celeste.”
“Do not thank me, I owed you a debt.” She called back as she walked away, “We are even now.”
I dunno if picking a suitcase is the same as… it doesn’t matter I guess. He turned the knob to enter Mondo’s room, slightly surprised to find it already opened.
The room was a cluttered mess, clothes and random objects strewn about, a half packed duffel back with a few cords sticking out of the wrinkled fabric inside, there was movement from the bathroom, he peered in and found Mondo and Taka by the mirror.
“I think your eyeliner looks fine now, it doesn’t have to be perfect.” Taka was assuring him from spot leaned against the sink, one foot moving to tap against Mondo’s leg as the blonde grumbled out a response.
“Yes it does. I wanna look like myself again-“ his eyes flicked over to where Makoto stood in the doorway, “Mac- Jesus, don’t ya ever knock?”
“S-sorry- the door was open.” He squeaked, Taka smiled apologetically.
“Ah, I believe that was my fault. Here- sit down, Makoto!”
Taka ushered him over to the bed, pushing the duffel bag out of the way so he could sit. He immediately reached a hand to Makoto’s neck, cold hands feel his pulse as Taka inspected the bruise on his jaw.
Taka was speaking, lifting Makoto’s arms, asking if he could breathe in so he could check and make sure his ribs had healed correctly, Makoto let his mind wander.
Junko was outside.
Junko was right outside the front door.
Any time they spent sitting here only worsened his anxiety, the faint construction like sounds he had heard before almost playing on loop in his mind as he tried to stop his train of though from feeling towards the worst case scenario.
She said she had big plans for me… Makoto stomach twisted, What could she still be planning after all of this?
“Makoto? Are you listening?” Taka’s voice pulled him back to his thoughts, one red eye staring intently back into his own.
“Sorry. I zoned out.” He sheepishly scratched at the back of his head, Taka stood back up with a sigh.
“It’s alright, I think you’re alright… for now. I suspect you have a mild concussion.”
“Oh…”
“As grim as it may be to say, I think we should consider it a blessing in disguise that you’ve sustained such a varied amount of injuries.”
“Ya think fallin’ down a fuckin’ shaft and gettin’ shot counts as a blessing, babe?” Mondo chimed in, exiting the bathroom and moving to toss his make up into the duffel bag. “I packed yer charger thing, by the way.”
“Ah, thank you!” Turned to beam at him, seeming to forget the situation before his brows furrowed again, “But I think that without so many spread out injuries to focus on, the damage this chemical could have done to Makoto would have much more severe.”
“I- I didn’t even think of that…” Makoto mumbled, looking down at his lap, Taka put a hand on his shoulder.
“You certainly aren’t out of the metaphorical woods yet,” he warned, “But you should consider yourself fortunate that it’s not any worse than it is.”
He tried to smile encouragingly, “I think you’re going to be just fine, though, Makoto. Be proud of your determination!”
“Hell yeah,” Mondo agreed, ruffling Makoto’s hair, “But don’t ever pull some shit like this again. Scared me half to death up there.”
“I- I promise, I promise!” Makoto squirmed away from him, laughing weakly before it gave way to a cough. “S-so I’m good?”
“As good as you could possibly be, given the circumstances.” Taka nodded in approval, before straightening up with a frown, “Monokuma just sent me a message.”
Mondo and Makoto exchanged glances as he continued, “We have to leave now. They’ve broken through the outer gate.”
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It was chaos out in the school.
He ducked under Sakura as she hauled a bed frame towards the front gates, she muttered out a quick apology before shoving it against the growing barricade of furniture. Monokuma stood nearby, frantically yelling orders at the remaining teens as they scrambled to get everything ready to depart. He bumped into Hiro, the psychic holding a hand out to help him stay standing as he muttered something worriedly under his breath.
“Left, straight, right, look behind us….” He muttered, pulling away from Makoto and hurrying after Monokuma towards the elevator. “Left, straight, right, behind. Left, straight, right, behind… oh god…”
“Hey, Makoto, come here!” Leon’s worried voice interrupted his attempt to follow the psychic, finding the redhead propped with his crutch against the barricade with his crossbow pointed through the gate’s bars.
“Hey- shouldn’t you be down stairs? We’re about to go-“ he asked worriedly, Leon waved his free hand to dismiss his fears.
“No way dude. I’m stayin’ here till everyone else is ready.” He adjusted his position, shifting his crossbow so it was better aimed at the front door. “Just in case.”
“Leon, you’re missing like… half your blood.”
“Yeah, well you broke like half your bones, so,” he retorted with a smirk.
Makoto’s eyes drifted from his smile to something reflecting in the lights of the hall, a cheap looking blue earring hanging from Leon’s ear.
“Where’d you get that?” He asked, Leon smiled back at him.
“Sayaka gave it to me, I think I dropped mine down the garbage after…. Ya know.” His expression soured again, he turned his focus back to the door. “I stopped caring about anything after that, ya know? She just…. The only thing that was important was being useful.”
“You deserve a lot better than that.” Makoto commented quietly, heart aching at the reminder.
“We all deserve better than this crap.”
“Um, guys?” Chihiro’s small voice cut through their increasingly stressful conversation, they turned and found her nervously glancing around the halls. “We’re about to leave. Are you ready?”
She had a backpack strapped on, all the belongings she could carry provable stuffed inside, wearing an oversized hoodie that had probably originally been Mondo’s and a pair of shorts she had asked Hifumi to teach her to embroider. She shifted uneasily on her feet.
“Yeah, I think so.” Makoto nodded, “You okay? You look nervous.”
She hummed, glancing back as Sakura pulled another bed frame and mattress over. She waited till the white haired girl departed again before responding.
“I… I can’t leave Alter Ego.” She answered quietly, looking up at them with eyes filled in determination. “I can’t get to them through the school’s system since it’s on a separate terminal. I’m not leaving them here!”
She looked through the barricade again, “So… I’m gonna go through there. I need you guys to cover me.”
“Chi, I don’t think that’s a good idea,” Leon hummed nervously, “I mean, Alter Ego was super nice and all while I was propped up and bleeding out, but isn’t it like…”
He paused, Chihiro’s growing frown enough warning to know he should reconsider his phrasing. “Couldn’t you like rebuild it?”
“Then it’d be a different AI! They wouldn’t be my Alter Ego.” She insisted, “I can’t leave without them, okay? I won’t.” She held her fists up in determination.
“So what do you want us to do?” Makoto nodded, “We need to move fast.”
She smiled in appreciation, “Thanks, guys. I’m gonna open the gate and go grab them- just help pull me back in once I’m done.”
The door shook, a distant crash coming from the outside and sending a jolt of panic up Makoto’s spine.
She was outside- he could feel it.
She was right outside.
Chihiro was already climbing over the haphazardly stacked furniture, using her powers to slide the gate up just enough that she could slip underneath. His heartbeat drummed against his chest, anxiety spiking as the feeling that something wrong wrong wrong was lurking just beyond the vault like door that kept them sealed here.
Suddenly their prison didn’t seem fortified enough.
“Chihiro-“ he started, watching her approach the terminal and disconnect his old handbook from it. A loud mechanic groaning cut him off, the locks keep the vault in place slowly shifting and compressing in on themselves.
He could feel her.
“Chihiro!” He shouted, hands gripping the bars of the gate in a panic. “Run, now!”
The door creaked open, something rolling across the floor and emitting a blinding flash of light and an outpouring of smoke. Chihiro screamed, through the smoke Makoto could see her sprinting towards them. He latched onto her arms as she approached, ignoring the pain in his chest as he pulled her through the opening she had made.
“Holy shit-“ Leon hissed, scooting back as the two of them tumbled onto the floor in a heap. “Someone’s coming! We gotta go!”
Sakura came barreling around the corner, Byakuya held under one arm and Kyoko hurrying along behind her. Leon fired off a shot, already reaching for another bolt before gasping.
“Sh-she isn’t stopping-“ he whispered, voice panicked. “O-Oh my god she isn’t stopping-“
“Come on!” Sakura demanded, just as gunfire opened from the smoke clouded side of the gate. Chihiro screamed, scrambling back to her feet and tugging Makoto up with more strength than expected. Leon shot two more times before Sakura finally scooped him up over her shoulder and continued running.
Through the smoke of the next room there was an outline of someone, three arrows embedded in their chest and neck. They lurched forward, empty eyes finally coming into focus as they coughed splatters of pink against the bars of the gate.
“M-Mukuro-“ Makoto felt all the strength leave him as they locked eyes.
She pulled the arrow from her neck, spurting more pink across the rubble between them.
The wound closed almost immediately.
“Makoto- come on!” Chihiro tugged him aside, Kyoko’s hand igniting and shooting the barricade between them aflame in a violent burst.
“Wait-“ he tried to stop, Kyoko grabbed his other arm and forced him forward, “We can’t just leave-“
Another grenade was tossed through the gate, Kyoko tugged him around the corner and into the elevator, the doors slammed ominously shut behind them.
“We have everybody, right?” Leon asked worriedly from where Sakura still held him like a kitten. “Everyone’s downstairs?”
“Everyone is downstairs.” Sakura assured him, voice low and gravelly as the elevator shook through it’s descent. “The van is already running, we need to leave as soon as possible.”
“Oh my god…” Chihiro murmured, Makoto’s handbook still clutched against her chest, “We’re really getting out of here, aren’t we? I almost can’t believe it-“
“We aren’t out yet,” Byakuya reminded them with a cough, “Let’s save our hope till later.”
The doors creaked open again, Makoto let Kyoko pull him out into a circular room with high ceilings. There were screens situated across the room, each mounted on the walls over large black doors that led off in different directions. In the center of the room was a circular table, fifteen podium like stands situated around it.
What were these used for, Makoto wondered as they hurried through this room through one of the open doors. Were those… for us?
“Monokuma said these used to be intended to work like a ‘mission control’ of sorts.” Byakuya explained grimly, “Easy exits and vehicle storage were down these tunnels, that room we just passed would be where were… debriefed for missions.”
“Damn.” Leon responded nervously, “We woulda been like the Justice League or something.”
“A creepy, mind controlled version…” Chihiro mumbled, Makoto could hear voices from up ahead.
“They’re here!” Toko’s shrill voice announced, “Let’s go! C- c- come on!”
A large garage like room loomed in front of them, stacked to the brim with crates and dust covered pieces of machinery. In the center of the room was a beat up looking old van, Mondo hurried into the driver’s seat at Toko’s announcement. Celeste and Hifumi climbing in through the back doors and shoving one last pack of water bottles in with them. Taka hurriedly ushered them over, yelling something to Hina as she climbed down off a stack of boxes holding a case of something in her hands.
“Alright kids! It’s go time!” Monokuma cheered, “Class field trip! Here we go!”
“You seem awfully calm about all this.” Byakuya commented as Sakura set him down, turning back to push over a stack of boxes to cover their tracks. “I thought you weren’t supposed to let us leave?”
“I’m supposed to keep my charges safe!” Monokuma answered, hopping up into the van and offering a paw to help Byakuya in as well, “You know that! Luckily my objectives and programming are a little more complicated than Taka’s-“
“I can hear you!”
“I can make exceptions around rules as long as my primary goal remains undisturbed.” Monokuma finished as though Taka had never spoken, Hina moved to help Leon up into the van.
Makoto’s heart thrummed anxiously his chest, unable to pull his mind away from Mukuro- even as Hiro came and hoisted him up under the arm to put him in the van.
“C-come on, little buddy.” He muttered as he anxiously pulled him into a seat, “Left, straight, right, behind…”
The engine roared to life, Taka slipped into the passenger seat, risking one last look behind them and counting everyone in the van.
“Is everyone ready?” He asked, watching Sakura slam the van doors shut and give him a nod.
“Great!” Monokuma cheered, “Then come on kids, lets get going!”
Chapter 22: A Good Ol’ Fashioned Sleepover
Summary:
The kids try to make their escape, more information about their pursuer is revealed. Someone gets up to some mischief, noodles are consumed, and Makoto gets a… surprise.
Notes:
Things have been hectic! I almost didn’t get this chapter finished in time. It’s a bit shorter than usual, but it was either have it be shorter or wait another week for a ridiculously long one. Thanks for being patient with my shaky schedule!
Chapter Text
“Do you have a valid driver’s license?”
The engine sputtered as the van accelerated down the barely lit tunnels, headlights doing little more than illuminating a circle of the darkness in front of them as Mondo glanced away from the path and chuckled at Taka’s question.
“Really not the thing to be worrying about right now, babe.”
The van shook, jostled by whatever debris they had just run over, Toko squirmed nervously from her spot in the corner. It was hard to tell how fast they were going, the blank gray walls blurred into the darkness of the tunnel around them. Makoto couldn’t even see the light from the storage rooms anymore.
The van wasn’t as cramped as he expected, the only 3 seats being a row at the front and a large open space behind them with benches on either sides of the van. Kyoko assumed it was mostly used to transport items, not people, but considering the circumstances it was more than they could’ve possibly hoped for.
Sakura was crouched against the back doors, arms pressed against the top corners to steady herself against the occasional jostling movements of the van. She cleared her throat before speaking.
“Do we actually know where these tunnels lead? Where exactly will they be opening up?”
“I mean they can’t be too long, right?” Hifumi spoke up from his spot on the floor, pressed up against the back of the seats with his backpack held against his chest. “Do you know how crazy it’d be to have tunnels that stretch throughout multiple cities? It’s too sci-fi!”
Leon huffed from his spot on one of the benches, his injured leg propped up in Sayaka’s lap. “Any crazier than being a shapeshifter taken prisoner by a robot bear?”
“…I see your point, Mr. Kuwata.”
“Did someone say bear?” Monokuma peeked over the seats, clambering up to sit on the headrest to be able to see them, “You kids better not be gossiping about me back there, I know how you teens are.”
“You don’t know anything about teens.” Byakuya rolled his eyes, a cough escaping him before he continued, “And don’t act like you didn’t just hear us- where does this tunnel end?”
“You’re so cruel to me,” he put a paw to his forehead in fake sorrow, “After aaaaaaaall I’ve done for you-“
“Monokuma.” Byakuya rubbed his temples with his hands, “Please, this is serious.”
“Oh! The magic word!” Monokuma giggled, nearly slipping from his perched position as the van jostled again, Taka’s hand caught him before he fell backwards. “This particular tunnel should open to an old warehouse on the outskirts of the city… hopefully.”
There was a tense silence, Sakura was the one to break it, “What do you mean by ‘hopefully’?”
Monokuma fidgeted, “Er, well, that is- if the warehouse is still there and all.”
“What does that mean?” Hina questioned next, worried murmurs began to whisper around the car.
“Well… maybe there’s been some… not great things happening since we’ve been locked away.” Monokuma awkwardly skirted around an actual answer, fidgeting again under Taka’s intense stare from his periphery. “And before you all start hounding me, I don’t know all the details- but odds we’re driving right into-“
“A dead zone.” Taka finished grimly, eye glowing in the dim light of the van.
“Wha… Ya mean those places practically demolished by the Future Foundation?” Mondo asked, his grip on the steering wheel tightening, Taka turned back to face the rest of them fully.
“I’m afraid so, yes. If they truly are… right outside the school then the odds of them having already scoured the nearby area are unfortunately high.”
“I- I’ve seen a dead zone.” Sayaka mumbled, “I drove through one on the way to a show, it was horrible! It was like the whole street had been torn apart.”
“How the hell are they even getting away with any of this?” Hiro asked, the van’s sudden dip uphill sending him bumping against Celeste. “Like… Why hasn’t the government or anyone stepped up and stopped them yet? Like really stopped them, not just made those TV statements.”
“That would involve them owning up to a lot of things they would rather keep quiet.” Kyoko answered quietly. “It would require admitting the level of involvement they had in both the Future Foundation- and more than likely Hope’s Peak projects- and concrete evidence that this borderline ‘shadow organization’ is to blame for all of this.”
“Concrete Evidence doesn’t exist.” Byakuya added grimly, “Not for things like this.”
“Guys-“ Chihiro spoke up suddenly, shifting from her bunched up position on the other side of Kyoko and frowning, “I think something’s coming.”
Sakura tensed immediately, “What?”
“I- I can feel something coming- behind us.” She clarified with a worried expression, “I don’t know what it is, but-“
Hiro’s sudden jump to his feet cut her off, leaning over Hifumi and practically knocking over Monokuma as he leaned towards the driver’s seat. Eyes tinted a glowing yellow and mouth pulled back in a tight frown
“There’s gonna be a left up ahead. Take it.”
“What the fuck are you-“
“There!” He pointed up ahead, to a sudden split in the tunnel marked only by a worn and faded reflective sign, “Left! Now!”
Mondo jerked left, knocking everyone in the back of the van over as the vehicle rocked violently. Monokuma toppled off the seat into Hifumi’s lap with an angry screech.
“Hiro what the hell-“ Mondo turned to try and snap at the psychic’s sudden outburst, Hiro pushed his chin back to face the road.
“Something’s… gonna fall on the road next, swerve around it but stay straight, don’t turn.” He instructed monotonously, his free hand clutching the seat’s fabric to the point his knuckles were paling. “We can all make it out of this… We can make it out of this.”
“Hiro, what’s going on?” Hina asked worriedly, concerned stare lost on Hiro as he continued to mutter something under his breath. Celeste reached a hand to rest on the psychic’s side, recoiling her fingers after a moment.
“He appears to be having another episode.” She remarked grimly, Makoto watched his eyes dart around the dark world beyond the van’s windshield with a pang of pity. “I suppose we should just let him finish.”
“Hiro!” Leon clapped loudly to get his attention, completely ignoring Celeste’s comment and causing Toko to quickly cover her ears. “Can hear us buddy? What’s goin’ on, man?”
“Leon, please stop yelling.” Taka reprimanded, a hand going to check on Hiro’s pulse, “Mondo has trouble focusing around loud noises.”
“He’s a freakin’ biker.”
“Bikes are different.” Mondo huffed in return, “That’s like… one constant noise, not yer stupid- SHIT-“
The van swerved again, Makoto lurched forward, violently reminded of how dizzy he still was when Kyoko and Byakuya both had to reach out to keep him from face planting the pile of bags in the center of the van.
“What the hell was that?” Mondo demanded to no one in particular, accelerating once again and looking at the whatever was behind them in the side mirrors.”
“Probably one of the old support beams.” Monokuma supplied from his spot still flopped over across Hifumi’s lap. “You know how unstable these old structures can get without upkeep.”
“So the place could just fall down on top of us?” Leon asked in a panic, “Isn’t this the kinda thing we shoulda’ discussed before we all drove into this stupid death trap?!”
Hiro made worried noise, hands still clawing at the seat of the fabric despite Taka’s attempts to uncurl his fingers, “Go right next. As soon as you can. We gotta get rid of her.”
The van went deadly silent, all eyes locked on the psychic’s unwavering stare ahead.
“G-get rid of who?” Toko asked quietly, growing louder when she received no response, “Hiro, get r-rid of who?”
“Something is definitely following us…” Chihiro muttered again, “There’s some kind of… vehicle or something back behind us, I can just barely feel it back there.”
“Since when can you do that?” Hifumi asked, she shrugged.
“I- I mean always, but normally we’re around so much technology nothing ever stands out.” Chihiro shifted nervously, “I think they’re getting closer…”
“Shit.” Mondo growled, “Yer right, there’s a light behind us.”
“S- So what do we do?” Hina asked, getting to her feet and bracing herself against Sakura’s arm, “How do we… how do we get away from them?”
Makoto turned to Hiro for answers, but it seemed the psychic was stuck in whatever vision he found himself in, muttering out words Makoto could barely hear over the rumble of the van and the increasing panic of it’s passengers.
Sayaka suddenly stood, eyes staring towards the ground with a hardened resolve as she let Leon’s injured leg adjust before she moved away completely.
“I have an idea.” she murmured, the uncertainty in her voice not matching her face, “I-It might be stupid, but…”
“It’s someone on a bike!” Mondo interjected, Taka leaned to his own window to look as well.
Something pricked at the back of Makoto’s mind, like tiny threads reaching out and stretching down the tunnel behind them. His heartbeat quickened- he knew what that meant.
“It’s Mukuro…” he stated with a growing feeling of dread, “I- I can feel her too. It’s Mukuro.”
Leon paled, “A- Are you serious?” His voice hitched, “The girl I shot like… three times?!”
He ran a hand through his hair as Sayaka made her way across the pile of bags to the backdoors of the van. “I mean… I dunno if I could’ve actually handled if I killed anyone, but seriously how is she still-“
“Open the doors.” Sayaka told Sakura quietly, “I- I can stop her from following us.”
“What?” Taka turned fully around from the front seat. “Absolutely not! That’s ridiculously dangerous! Someone could fall out of the van- you could knock this entire tunnel down, Sayaka!”
“I- if I time it right before we turn, we should be able to avoid the worst of the shock, right?” Sayaka looked back at him, a desperate sort of expression on her face. “I don’t want to get caught- we’ve made it this far!”
“Right… behind us… we can make it out of this.” Hiro continued to murmur, his hunched over position against the seats beginning to waver. Mondo turned to look in one of the rear view mirrors again.
“She’s gaining on us!” He announced, “I think I see the turn coming up- just do the damn thing!”
Sakura hesitated, her tense gaze meeting Sayaka’s determined one before she finally relented and moved to the side. She turned the latch on one of the doors as she did so, it swung open violently. The sound alone was enough to startle everyone, wind from the van’s still increasing speed and the sudden lurch of movement nearly sent everyone tumbling over.
Sayaka lost her footing, slipping forward a fraction before Hina grabbed onto the back of her shirt. Makoto could see their pursuer now, a dark haired girl on an old looking motorcycle speeding through the darkness towards them.
She isn’t wearing a helmet. Makoto realized as Sayaka took in a deep breath, This is… this is going to kill her-
“Here’s the turn! Now!” Mondo yelled, Sayaka didn’t hesitate.
The screech was so forceful it lifted the back tire off the ground, one of the loose doors scraping against the stone as Mondo’s hasty excuse for a right turn nearly skidded them against the tunnel’s walls. Mukuro was flung backwards, her bike flipping over and hitting her in the jaw before she rolled back into the receding darkness of the tunnel. The old ceilings above them shook, loose cement and bits of metal falling behind them as Sayaka stepped back to catch her breath and Sakura hurried to pull the doors shut again.
No one spoke for a moment, all silent aside from heavy breathing and Monokuma’s quiet clapping. Makoto tried to suppress the shiver that travelled up his spine.
He could still feel her.
She was still alive.
Please. Please, Disconnect. He squeezed his eyes shut, reaching out as far as he could and finding the threads slowly slipping away from his grasp. Please, please, please-
His stomach churned, a sudden gag escaping him as he doubled over in a coughing fit. Kyoko’s hand was immediately on his back, warm circles trying to be of some comfort till he was done. He glanced down at his hand, red and pink splattered against his palm. He tensed, refusing to move from his hunched over position.
Nobody should see this, not now. They didn’t need anything else to worry about. He just… needed to stop overworking himself.
He was fine.
A tissue was pushed in front of him, between the minuscule space between his face and hand. He took it quickly, clearing his throat again and looking back to his left to find Byakuya’s far too concerned stare.
He knew.
“That was insane!” Hifumi was cheering as Sayaka hastily climbed back into her spot next to Leon and Toko, “You’re like… the Dragonborn from Skyrim!”
“I.. I don’t know what that is, but thanks?”
“You’ve never played Skyrim?”
“Hey!” Mondo snapped his fingers, “No nerd shit in my van!”
“I don’t think this is your van, bro.” Leon argued.
“I’m the one drivin’ ain’t I?”
Chihiro made a noise like a whimper, distracting everyone from the ensuing argument as she stared down at the floor.
“So…” she started quietly, expression hardening some before she continued, “She was… one of us, right?”
There was a tense pause, Sayaka’s expression turning guilty as well. Monokuma broke the growing silence in a surprisingly genuine tone.
“Yes, she is.”
“A- And we could’ve just killed her.” Chihiro’s frown deepened, “I… I don’t feel right about that. She’s just a kid-“
“We’re all kids, kinda.” Hina put a hand on Chihiro’s shoulder, “None of this… none of this is fair.”
“It’s just- what if that was one of us?” Chihiro continued, “I mean it can’t be her fault. Makoto- you said you felt her, right? That means she was being controlled, doesn’t it?”
All eyes were on him for answers, he hesitantly nodded.
Celeste sighed, “We are doing what it takes to survive.” She said in a matter of fact tone, “Do not think of it as cruel, think of it as a last resort we are being forced to take.”
“Besides,” Monokuma added, now sitting upright on Hifumi’s knees, “That won’t kill her or anything, she’s probably already back up.”
“What?” Toko asked quietly, “H-how is that possible?”
“Thirteen is unkillable, not quite the success Eight turned out to be, but still a pretty dang good soldier if ya think about it.”
“Don’t call me a number.” Mondo muttered angrily, “And what do ya mean? She can’t be hurt either?”
“Eeeeeh, not exactly.” The bear shook his head, “She certainly has a much higher pain tolerance than most- but where you developed an impressively indestructible outside and bone structure, she developed an incredibly quick cell regeneration speed! It’s impossible to keep her down for more than a couple minutes!”
“So… we didn’t kill her?” Hifumi asked, “Th- that’s a relief.”
“It does mean we’ll still be pursued.” Byakuya pointed out grimly, Hiro’s posture suddenly tensed again.
“You.” He turned sharply, his movement unexpected enough Makoto felt Byakuya jolt a fraction, “You… have a choice to make.”
He lurched forward, tripping over Hifumi’s knee and dropping down to a kneeling position in front of Byakuya, who squirmed against Makoto at the sudden closeness.
“Choice to make…” yellow eyes seemed to stare through him, unblinking as they watched the blonde glare back at him. “Choice… we can still make it out of this…”
Hiro’s gaze went to the floor, muttering more before the weird glow of his eyes seemed to fade, he blinked a few times and slumped forward.
“Woah… ha.” Hiro awkwardly laughed, taking in his new position with a nervous smile, “That uh… that was weird. Did I pass out or something?”
Taka opened his mouth to respond, Byakuya cut him off.
“Yes, you did. Everything’s fine now, go back to your seat.”
“Sorry, man.” Hiro stood on shaky legs, going to squat on the floor near Chihiro again as Byakuya glared daggers around the room, almost daring anyone to try and disagree with what he said.
They continued on in silence.
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To say he looked at the room with disgust would be an understatement.
He was outraged, he’d been cheated, he’d been used, he’d been… completely fooled. By a child. A project. Something that never should’ve had the audacity to speak to him in the first place.
And yet,
“Looks like he reeeeeaaaally did a number on this place, huh?” She was behind him now, heels clicking against the tile in the hall before stepping into the rooms carpet, a low whistle escaping her at the destroyed furniture before them.
He stayed composed, eyes focused on how the bed was shoved back against the far wall. He knew better than to look at her.
“Guess he stopped taking his meds after all, huh?” Blonde hair moved in the corner of his eye, she was leaning against the wall now. “I could’ve made him take it, if you’d let-“
“You failed.” He interrupted, hearing her click her tongue in annoyance before he continued. “Our business together has concluded. I am leaving.”
“No. You’re not. I still have something for you to do.” She insisted, acrylic nails tapping against the walls.
“It’s not like you could stop me.” He scoffed, eyes focused ahead, “I’ll locate him without your help, I still have-“
“Mr. Togami, with all due respect,” he could hear the smile in her voice, it made him furious. “Do you really think I haven’t already taken care of your little Future Foundation connections?”
She was stepping towards him now, voice right behind him.
“You’ve lost. To me.” She whispered in his ear, his hands clenching into fists by his side. “You want your son back? Why don’t you use these so called ‘connections’ and start tracking down Kirigiri.”
“How would I know where he is? We haven’t spoken in years.”
“Don’t insult my intelligence, you’re a better man then that.” She sighed, stepping away from him again and moving into the room. “I’d hop to it if I were you, sir. If I find Ten before you find Kirigiri, he’s mine. Got it?”
She looked over her shoulder at him, gray eyes flashing a bright pink that made his body stiffen.
“And this time I’m not gonna let any of them go.”
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“Are you sure you’re okay?”
“I’m fine, Sayaka-“
“I can go get a trash bag if you-“
“Really, I… I’m okay.” Makoto coughed, adjusting himself against the bags of rice she’d stacked behind him. “I’m just nauseous. I promise you don’t have to worry about me so much.”
“I’m not gonna stop worrying till you’re better.” She mumbled, fussing with his jacket for a moment before finally plopping down on the floor beside him. “This place is gross…”
“Yeah.” He agreed with a weak chuckle, watching everyone mill around the abandoned convenience store they were taking shelter in.
When they had finally left the tunnels, they had all somewhat expected to see some level of destruction on the street. They had ended up in an old warehouse, true to what Monokuma had said, completely empty and bolted shut from the outside. Sakura had ripped the doors open, bending them back far enough for the van to pull through while Hina cheered enthusiastically.
After waiting for Leon to hobble off into a corner to pee, and for Makoto to cough something up, the group had regathered in the van and cautiously drove out into the streets.
It was horrible.
The windows of buildings and cars had been bashed in, the majority of the streetlights broken, one or two buildings looked as though they had been completely burnt from the inside out. It had been enough to move Sayaka to tears almost immediately, and it seemed she still hadn’t recovered from the shock even now that they had found somewhere relatively safe…
Or maybe it was the guilt from trapping Mukuro.
The lights above them suddenly flickered on, the distant sound of clapping signifying that Chihiro and Hifumi must’ve succeeded in locating the fuse box in the back.
“That’s good.” Makoto commented with a slight shiver, “Maybe they can find a way to warm it up in here.”
“Oh, are you cold?” Sayaka asked, he mentally chastised himself as she hurriedly moved to find a blanket from their pile of belongings Hiro was using as a pillow. “Here.”
“Sayaka-“ he tried to protest, she suddenly squeezed his hand and cut him off.
“Just… Let me do this for you, okay?” She asked quietly, eyes staring down at the blanket instead of him. “Let me help you, j-just to make me feel better.”
He was quiet, moving his other hand to rest on her’s after a moment.
“Okay… thank you, Sayaka.” He tried to be encouraging, “I- I really appreciate it.”
“Oh hell yeah, dude!” Leon’s voice piped up from somewhere amidst the aisles Sakura had shoved to the front of the store, hoping they’d act as something of a barrier between them and the windows to the street.
He hobbled over, wincing each time he was forced to put some weight on his injured leg. Sayaka made a worried hum as he toppled down into a sitting position next to her.
“Check it out!” He grinned deviously, holding up a six pack of beer cans, “Now we can party!”
“Leon, we aren’t old enough to drink.” Makoto frowned, the redhead scoffed.
“Are we old enough to be on the run? Am I old enough to get shanked?” He gestured to the bandage on his thigh, “I think we’ve earned the right to let loose a little.”
“Hell yeah.” Hiro mumbled in agreement from his spot across from them, lazily opening one eye to smirk at them. “I’m old enough to drink, let me have ‘em!”
Sayaka chuckled, “You better not let Taka see that.”
As if on cue, the android’s voice could be heard from the back rooms, loudly laughing about something with Mondo as they came back into the front room. Sakura followed behind them, wiping some dust off her hands and muttering to Kyoko as she brought up the rear of the group.
“Are you sure the van is hidden enough?” She asked worriedly, “I could go search for another tarp if necessary.”
“I think we’ll be fine.” Kyoko nodded in affirmation, “It’s out of sight of the road, and I highly doubt anyone will be searching this neighborhood.”
“Yeah, we drove a little out of the way.” Mondo agreed, sitting down next to Leon with a grunt. The redhead pushed his newfound drinks behind Sayaka to hide them. “This whole street seems pretty damn deserted.”
“Then we should be safe for tonight.” Taka continued the train of thought, red eyes flickering as he glanced towards the front of the store. “I’ll keep watch tonight, just to be safe, but I can’t imagine anyone being able to ambush us unexpectedly-“
“Like hell ya are.” Mondo snapped back, tugging his hand till he was dragged down to the floor beside him. “Ya said you haven’t charged in like two days, yer gonna rest.”
“I’ll be fine, Mondo.”
“What percentage are ya on?”
Taka was quiet, shuffling a little to sit crossed legged against the biker. “…Nine percent.”
Mondo huffed, “Yeah. Yer sleepin’. I’ll keep watch.”
“We can take turns.” Kyoko suggested, “We should all be well rested for tomorrow.”
Chihiro and Hifumi returned, the latter drinking from a water bottle he’d taken from the shelves as they came and sat by the group as well. Hina and Toko quickly came from the old break room, Hina holding a handful of plastic spoons and napkins, and Toko struggling to balance several steaming cups of instant noodles on an old trash can lid.
“Dinner time!” Hina cheered, setting the utensils in the center and helping Toko set the makeshift tray down without spilling. “God, we were lucky there was a microwave back there. I was really in the mood for something warm!”
Mondo grinned excitedly, rubbing his hands together and already reaching for one, “Hell fuckin yeah, these are my favorite!”
“These are horrible for you,” Taka pointed out with a frown.
“How would you know, you’ve never had em.” Mondo stuck his tongue out, chuckling in response when Taka elbowed him.
Sayaka handed some of the cups to Leon and Makoto, he relished the warmth spreading through his fingers from the steaming cup as Sakura muttered something about the amount of sodium in the noodles. Celeste’s heels clicked down the hall, a disgusted frown on her face as she reluctantly sat on the dusty floor near Kyoko.
“The restrooms here are repulsive.” She muttered angrily, waving off Hifumi’s attempt to hand her a cup and picking at her nails, “We could not have picked a more disgusting place to rest for the night.”
“Better than nothing.” Hiro responded through a mouthful of food, “Where’s Byakuya?”
Makoto glanced around the group, realizing with a twinge of frustration that both the blonde and the bear were missing. Probably off somewhere discussing important things I’d need to know to survive, he thought bitterly, God, my stomach is killing me…
“I’ll go look for him.” Kyoko offered, setting her half eaten food aside. “I’m sure he’s still in the back.”
“I’ll come too-“ Makoto moved to get up, Kyoko frowned.
“Makoto, you need to rest.” She insisted, he tried to hide his annoyance.
“I just wanna walk back there with you. I- I need to use the bathroom.”
“Given the state of it, you will probably come out sicker.” Celeste complained again as Kyoko relented and helped Makoto to his feet. He leaned on Kyoko’s arm for support, his legs still somewhat shaky beneath him as she helped him through the door to the back of the store.
He could definitely hear Monokuma now, muffled arguing from the closed door of the store room as Kyoko led him past it to what he assumed was the employee restroom. He knew better than to try and eavesdrop with Kyoko right there, she seemed determined to keep him in the dark about all of this for some reason.
“You’ll be okay?” She asked, lingering in the doorway as he stepped inside.
“Yeah. For sure. Just need to ya know… barf.” He tried to joke, she frowned again.
“Call me if you need something, okay?” She closed the door, leaving him alone in the barely lit room.
He paused for a moment once the door was closed, knowing her she was still waiting on the other side to make sure he wasn’t gonna try to follow. After a minute more of staring at his reflection in the smudged mirror, he hesitantly turned the handle of the door again, peering out into the now empty hallway and stalking back towards the storeroom door.
“So you knew about the hidden room in his office then?” Kyoko was asking, he pressed his ear against the door to hear better.
“Well of course I did!” Monokuma responded indignantly, “I gotta know aaaaaaaaall the ins and outs of the school to do my job. And it’s my office!”
“How long was he in there?” Kyoko questioned further, “Was he in the school while we were?”
“Eh, I’m really not allowed to talk about it. Dr. Kirigiri was a system administrator, I can’t just go blathering all his business!”
“Tell her. Now.” That was Byakuya’s voice, clipped and irritated, Monokuma snickered.
“Puhuhu, sorry little buddy, I’m afraid this goes over your head, too!”
“Can you tell us where he went?”
“Nope!”
“Can you at the very least tell us what happened to him?” Kyoko’s voice was bordering on irritated as well, Makoto could picture the two of them glaring down at the bear.
“I would if I could, and that’s the truth!” Monokuma answered with an over dramatic sigh, “I didn’t know he left till it was already too late! I had to get ready for all of you to wake up!”
There was a tense pause, Makoto heard Monokuma stomp his foot.
“Damnit! You did that on purpose, didn’t you?”
“So he left before we woke up, but he was there when we brought in?” Kyoko ignored his comment, “That’s what that means, right?”
“I’m done talking about this!” Monokuma snapped, Makoto hurried away from the door as the bear’s footsteps stomped closer. “You two are almost as bad as your stupid dads! Kids these days, I swear! No respect!”
He hurried back down the hall, nearly tripping out the doorway in his hurry to return to the others.
Taka was yelling, as per usual.
“You are underage, you are not having another drop of that!”
“Taka, come ooooooon!” Leon whined, “I’ve been stabbed! I deserve a treat!”
“Alcohol is a blood thinner! This is the last thing you need right now!”
“Babe, just let him have-“
“Don’t think I don’t know about the can you hid in your coat!” Makoto ducked to the side of the ensuing argument, settling back into his spot by Sayaka as the blue haired girl watched the chaos with a contented yawn.
“I missed this.” She whispered, glancing back over at him as he returned to eating his noodles, “I missed all of us being together. It feels right.”
“Yeah.” Makoto agreed with a nod, “It… it does.”
There was a weird pang in his chest, mind reaching out without his permission again and feeling everyone around him. It was different now than it was before, more loose and open. Nothing was really tying them together except their own desire to be near each other. This had happened a couple times, whatever… weird power he had still acting on overdrive and trying to maintain a connection that he still firmly believed had no reason to be there aside from the fact that they were just… friends.
Something buzzed in the back of his mind, he snapped his gaze over to where Celeste stared inquisitively at him. She frowned, handing her empty cup to Hifumi and crossing the room to sit beside him. She tugged one of the corners of his blanket to sit on before speaking.
“Are you aware that you’re doing that?” She asked quietly, he blinked in surprise.
“D- doing what?”
“I thought not.” She hummed, “I can feel you using your powers.”
“You can?”
“Of course I can. But just barely, you’re good at being subtle.”
“I- I’m not trying to be.” He protested quietly, glancing back to make sure Sayaka was still distracted by her conversation with Chihiro.
“I know.” She almost chuckled, “You should be more conscientious about using your abilities. You don’t want to overexert yourself, especially not given your current situation.”
He was quiet, finishing the last of his food as she studied him in silence.
“Can you maybe… teach me?” He asked finally, she smiled.
“I can certainly try.” She mused, finger tapping her chin thoughtfully. “I’m sure I can at least teach you something.”
Byakuya and Kyoko reappeared from the back, the blonde taking a seat by Chihiro and wrinkling his nose in disgust at the instant noodles Toko offered him. Kyoko remained standing, pacing around their barrier of shelves. Monokuma also came back into the room, seeming to mimic the white haired girl as she examined their surroundings.
“So… what’s the plan?” Hina finally asked, watching Kyoko pace seemed to make her nervous. “Like, what are we supposed to do now?”
Sakura closed her eyes, letting out a thoughtful hum before speaking, “We cannot simply return to our homes at this point, with them on our tail we would only be putting our loved ones in danger…”
“So what do we do then?” Hifumi asked quietly, “Is this just how it is forever now? Running away?”
“We can’t even do that forever.” Chihiro pointed out, holding Alter Ego in her hands with a worried frown. “They were able to capture us all before, whose to say they wouldn’t be able to again- even if we expecting it this time?”
“They’ve g-g-gotten me twice.” Toko remarked with a grimace, “Th-they’ll always find a w-w-way to track us down.”
There was a pause, everyone glancing nervously at one another, the fear in the room was palpable.
“The only way to finish this is to stop Junko.” Makoto finally spoke up, all eyes moving to him. He faltered under the attention, clearing his throat before speaking again. “We… We have to find a way to stop her, that’s the only real option we have.”
“But how do we do that?” Leon raised an eyebrow, nervously taking a sip from the can he had fought so fervently for, “I mean she… you know what she did- There’s nothing we can do to stop her, and you can’t…”
He paused, seeming to rethink his choice of words, “We can’t let you try to stop her on your own.”
“And that is what you were just thinking, is it not?” Celeste tapped his temple with her acrylic nails, “Your self sacrificing tendencies are well on their way to becoming a fatal flaw.”
“He makes a good point, though.” Byakuya muttered in agreement, adjusting his glasses, “If we continue to run, we’ll only be delaying the inevitable.”
“So, that brings us back to my question.” Hifumi nervously shifted, “What do we do?”
Kyoko finally rejoined the group, Monokuma following behind and padding around their makeshift circle till he was seated on a box between Hiro and Hina. She looked to each of them before speaking.
“Makoto’s right. Our only resolute means of ending this is to stop Junko.” She began, “With her connections, resources, and… influence over us- this will be difficult, but…”
She trailed off for a moment, looking back to Makoto as she spoke, “I really don’t see any other option.”
“We need to lay low for now, at least until we can get more information.” Byakuya picked the argument back up, sitting up a little straighter. “I… may know of a safe location, I’ll just need to ensure certain people won’t suspect us going there.”
“I could uh… maybe try to look for something useful.” Hiro offered, scratching at the back of his head, “It’ll be kinda hard without really knowing what to look for, but…”
Kyoko made a point to stare at Monokuma, “If we could perhaps locate Dr. Kirigiri, we may be able to learn more information on her.”
“Who?” Hina asked, tilting her head, “Kyoko isn’t that-“
“He’s a psychologist who was involved in our projects,” Kyoko cut her off with a quick glance to the side, “We have reason to believe he’s also on the run from Junko.”
“We also have reason to believe he’s missin’ an appendage…” Mondo muttered under his breath, Chihiro elbowed him.
“I think our best course of action right now is to continue to put distance between us and Hope’s Peak.” Taka finally spoke up, “Like you said, Junko seems to have a vast number of connections and resources- the further we can keep all of you from those, the better.”
“So that leave’s Byakuya’s cryptic place.” Leon nodded in the direction of the blonde, “How’re you gonna figure out if it’s actually safe or not?”
Byakuya didn’t answer, grim stare flicking around the room as he waved a hand to pull a water bottle towards him.
“Yeah, he doesn’t know.” Leon murmured, “Great.”
“I’ll think of something.” He retorted, “First let’s figure out which city we’re in now, then we can figure out how to get there.”
Toko leaned forward to see Monokuma, “Wh-why can’t you just t-t-tell us what city we’re in?”
“The location of Hope’s Peak is confidential information!” Monokuma responded automatically, “I can’t tell you the surrounding cities, that’s like just giving you a map with a big X on it!”
Toko looked to Taka instead, the android shrugged apologetically.
“I never knew where it was either, sorry. My father moved around a lot when I was younger, I’m not sure where we started out.” He answered with a frown.
Sakura finally spoke again, stretching her arms as she did so, “We should rest for the night, we can investigate our surroundings more tomorrow. I suggest we leave before the sun officially rises to give ourselves some more of a cover.”
“I wouldn’t mind doing that.” Chihiro laughed nervously, “I’m exhausted.”
“I suppose that’s all we can do for now.” Celeste agreed, “I am going to get washed up as best I can in that disgusting sink. Goodnight, everyone.”
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Makoto awoke with a sharp pain in his gut.
He writhed, finding it surprisingly difficult considering the extra weight that seemed to be holding him in place.
He opened his eyes to bleary vision, blinking a few times before finally registering blue hair covering part of his face. Sayaka was laying on his left arm, facing in the opposite direction and breathing peacefully. There were arms snaked around his waist, Leon was clinging to him in his sleep, snoring lightly.
He propped himself up on his elbows as best he could, disturbing Sayaka’s sleep enough that she mumbled something out and turned around. With one arm free, he was able to turn and get a view of everyone else.
Sakura was lying on her back, head supported by one of the duffel bags and Hina tucked in one of her arms next on her right. Toko was bunched up behind Hina, using Sakura’s forearm as a pillow and curled in on herself so tightly it almost looked painful. Hifumi was next to her leg, snoring significantly louder than Leon was and using his backpack for a pillow, Hiro was slumped across his stomach, twitching and muttering in an apparently restless sleep and getting dangerously close to kicking where Celeste was practically engulfed in her sleeping bag nearby.
Mondo was closer to them, asleep sitting up against the stack of rice Makoto had been leaning against earlier, slumped against Taka’s shoulder with one hand in his and one hand resting on Chihiro’s back where she had fallen asleep on his thigh.
Byakuya was awake, sitting with his back to Makoto and staring at the aisles between them and the window. Monokuma sat next to him, leaning against the blonde who seemed to be… petting him?
God I wish I had Hifumi’s camera, Makoto thought, practically in shock over what he was seeing. He would’ve laughed if his stomach didn’t suddenly burn again. Wait… Where’s Kyoko?
“I’m… sorry for what I said before, by the way.” Byakuya was muttering, “I don’t really… hate you. I know you don’t have a choice in all of this.”
“I knew ya didn’t.” Monokuma snickered quietly, “You could never stay mad at me.”
“I never said I wasn’t mad.”
“Oh, come on, you know you like me~” he looked back up the blonde, one paw going to pinch Byakuya’s cheeks. “What happened to that sweet little guy who used to follow me everywhere?”
“Stop that.” Byakuya shoved his paw away, returning to his sulking. “You’re a pest.”
Makoto’s stomach churned again, an audible gurgle rising up his throat. He needed to move.
He got up as quietly as he could, hoping the low hum from the weird little generator Taka had set in his lap and plugged into before going to sleep would be enough to stop Byakuya from noticing his movement.
Leon grumbled in protest as he shifted out of his grasp, face furrowing in disappointment as he reached out in his sleep and found Sayaka instead. He shifted closer to her automatically, Makoto again wished he had anyway to take pictures for later. Monokuma noticed his hasty retreat to the back, he gave him a nod before turning back to talk to Byakuya again.
He stumbled down the hall to the bathroom, cursing his current health as he collapsed to his knees in front of the toilet. He gagged, the burning rising from his stomach to his throat as he coughed into the toilet bowl.
There was a warm hand on his back, he almost choked on another cough at the sudden contact.
“You okay?” Kyoko’s voice cut through his confusion, rubbing circles on his back till he was finished being sick. He finally nodded, turning to face her and finding a water bottle already in her hand waiting for him.
“You’re always prepared…” he commented with a scratchy voice, her expression soured.
“I wish I was.” She muttered quietly, squatting down to be eye level with him as he gulped down the water she had given him.
They sat in silence for a moment, Kyoko’s gaze unmoving from the floor.
“What… what were you doing up?” He finally asked, she looked back up at him.
“I was snooping around outside.” She admitted, “I couldn’t sleep. I wanted to figure out where we are.”
“Any luck?”
She nodded, “We’re surprisingly close to where I used to live when I was younger.” She admitted with a grimace, “I don’t like the thought of growing up so close to Hope’s Peak and not even knowing it.”
“How’d you figure that out?” He asked, honestly amazed at the progress she’d been able to make in the short time he’d been asleep.
“Observation.” She answered simply, he smiled weakly.
“That’s cool… You’re like a detective.” He joked, she smiled back.
“That is the plan.”
“Wait, really?”
She nodded, “The Kirigiri family has a long line of criminal investigation, my father used to tell me all about it when I was younger, it fascinated me.”
“Is he a detective too?” He asked, she huffed.
“No, he could’ve been an amazing one, if he had more self discipline.” She sighed, “He was always a bit of an… idealist. He let his emotions and personal beliefs cloud his judgement. That’s what led him to Hope’s Peak in the first place.”
Makoto raised an eyebrow, suppressing another cough, “What do you mean?”
“He wanted to believe in a perfect future.” She answered quietly, “A perfect version of humanity where everyone was always doing their best… And where everyone was capable of much more than normal human limitations.”
Makoto gulped, “That’s… where we come in, I guess.”
“I would assume so. According to Monokuma we were intended to be the best humanity had to offer.” She moved a few stray hairs out of his face, he couldn’t help but lean into the touch.
He quickly caught himself, clearing his throat and straightening back up on his knees.
“I- this is all still so hard to believe.” He nervously laughed, “E- even after all of this.”
“I think there had always been a part of us that wanted to believe whatever extraordinary thing occurred to us was some sort of fluke.” She mused, “I suppose this is all still rather new for you, though.”
“Very new, yeah.” He nodded in agreement. They settled into silence again.
“We should go back and try get some rest, we’ll probably have to leave soon.” She stood, holding a hand out to help him to his feet as well.
He nodded, letting her help him out of the restroom and back down the hall, she paused in the doorway to the front of the store again.
“I never thanked you.” She whispered suddenly, a weird resolve in her voice.
“Thanked me?” He whispered back, “F-for what?”
“Everything you did, everything you said.” She moved the stubborn hair from in front of his face again, her hand lingered on his cheek.
He didn’t know if his face was heating up from her hand, or the fact that she was still holding his face.
“You don’t have to thank me-“
Her lips met his cheek, his brain skittering to a full stop at the contact. He stuttered as she pulled away, releasing him and taking a step forward as his hands moved to the sides of his face.
“You… You kissed me.” He whispered.
“Yes.” She smiled, he tried to force his mind to start working again.
“Wha- you… you kissed me?” His voice got a little louder, she shushed him.
“Let’s not wake everyone else up, okay?” She glanced over her shoulder, Byakuya had turned when they walked back in. “Is it… alright that I did that?”
He nodded, still too in shock to form a coherent thought, she smiled a little wider.
“Then maybe we can do it again, later.” She pulled him forward, “I promise I’ll ask next time.”
Byakuya watched them return to the group with a suspicious expression, Monokuma waddling over to wave a hand in front of Makoto’s face.
“What’d you do to him?” He asked, continuing to study Makoto even as he crawled back under his blanket next to Leon. “Look how red his little face is!”
Kyoko came and rolled a plain black sleeping bag out next to him, still smiling as she rolled over to face away from the two of them. “Both of you go to sleep. We have a lot of work to do tomorrow.”
“You have a plan?” Byakuya asked from his spot across from them, Kyoko nodded.
“Of course I do. We’ll discuss it in the morning.”
Chapter 23: Old Friends, and a Family
Summary:
A meeting between former acquaintances goes about as well as expected, Makoto and friends go to a train station, Hiro has some thoughts.
Notes:
Sorry for the slight delay in posting, I had a family member in the hospital and was a little tied up yesterday. Enjoy! And thanks for reading!
Chapter Text
Another two pain pills.
He was sick and tired of taking all this medication.
He chased the pills down with stale water, he’d left his glass out by his laptop when he’d fallen asleep. The pills made him groggy, it was hard to focus on work… it was hard to focus on anything. Between the pain and the overwhelming disaster of a situation he was trying to fix it was a wonder he hadn’t completely fallen apart yet.
But hey, the night was young- still plenty of time for a mental breakdown.
Knock knock knock!
He froze, eyes flicking over to the hotel room door as he reached for the gun he’d laid next to his futon. Nothing happened- idiot. You have to use your other hand, now.
Knock knock knock!
Finally grabbing his only means of self defense off the floor, he cautiously approached, moving to the side of the door before peering through the peephole.
Two very intense red eyes stared back at him.
“Thank god.” He muttered, checking the hall as best he could to ensure his guest was alone. He fumbled to put his gun away, slipping it in the waistband of his slacks before hastily moving to open the door. The man on the other side pushed past him to enter, black trench coat dripping wet and slinging droplets of water onto him as he stomped inside.
What a stereotypical outfit, He mused, watching his visitor check the room for other people, surveillance equipment, any number of things, probably. The man was almost as paranoid as he himself had become. He didn’t even take his shoes off…
“Where’s my son?” His voice came out like a growl, so much venom in it’s tone he froze where he stood in the still open doorway.
“That’s… what I wanted to talk to you about.” He began, finally locking the door back and gesturing to the small table in the center of the room. “Please, have a seat.”
“Answer me.”
“I intend to.” He gestured again to the table, trying to keep this situation calm, “Please,”
Finally, the man sat, posture tense and upright, red eyes tracking him as he crossed the room to sit in front of him. The eyes were unnerving, much more human than the ones he’d formerly been accustomed to. Without the camera-like shifting to them and matching metallic appearance, it was too uncanny valley for him to just ignore.
Iidabashi is the best at what he does… he thought, After everything Takaaki’s done for him, making a pair of prosthetics would be no issue.
“Jin.” Takaaki’s gravelly voice snapped him back to the present, he internally cursed his pain addled mind again. “I would hope you didn’t call me here just to gawk at me.”
“No. Of course not.” He cleared his throat, “I was just… surprised, is all. The treatments you received in the past-“
“Stopped helping. Completely.” Takaaki answer cut him off, new eyes shifting to the side. “I only had twenty percent of my vision left in one eye when the professor offered to make a prosthetic pair.”
“I see,” poor choice of words. “Did you… pick red to match Taka?”
“Do not call him that.” His voice came out like a growl again, he leaned forward in an almost threatening way. “He only lets people close to him call him that.”
This was a very different man than the one Jin used to know. He’d known the disgraced detective as emotionally closed off, cold, and secretly desperate for cash. Never this angry, never like this. Then again, he had never imagined the Takaaki Ishimaru he knew to be the type to steal classified government funded technology and raise it like a son- so maybe his own detective skills were rustier than he thought.
“Of course, my apologies.” He quickly backtracked. “I know when I contacted you I promised information, but I’m afraid I also need your help.”
Takaaki didn’t move, his jaw clenched in a way that let Jin know he was pushing his luck already.
“As you can see, I’m not quite the man I used to be,” he muttered with a glance down to the recently sewn up stump that used to serve as his arm. “And now I’ve got the entirety of the Future Foundation turned against me as well, so-“
“Why bother asking me for help?” Takaaki cut him off again, “Don’t you have other more… powerful connections?”
So he knows about Togami. Great.
“Not… anymore.” He admitted, letting go of what little pride and professionalism hadn’t been ripped out of him along with his missing limb and sighing. “I… I made a mistake. Several of them, actually. I trusted the wrong people- and our kids are going to pay the price for it if I can’t fix this.”
“Our kids?”
“My…” he hesitated, “My daughter.”
Takaaki’s stare seemed to burn right through him, unspoken questions of ‘You locked your own daughter away?’ ‘You left her in that prison just to be snatched away?’ You abandoned her… again.’
… Or maybe he was projecting some of that.
There was a tense pause, Takaaki’s eyes flicked down to the table.
“Can I… ask you something?” He muttered slowly, Jin nodded.
“Of course.”
“Is Taka still…” he paused, shifting uncomfortably in his spot on the floor, “Is he still himself? Will he still remember me?”
Ah. Of course.
“I made sure his personality and memories weren’t tampered with.” Jin assured him, careful not to let any pity seep into his tone and ruin this small amount of progress he’d made at calming the angered detective down. “He’s still completely himself, I promise.”
Takaaki sighed, his aggressive posture relaxing for the first time, “What would need me to do?”
“The kids have escaped, and I need someone to help me track them down.”
“They escaped?” There was an almost hopeful tone to his words now, perking up slightly, “All of them?”
“All of them.” Jin nodded in confirmation, “Disappeared with a stolen vehicle and took the AI we left running the place with them, so I have no way to check on them anymore.”
“Do you have any idea where they’d be?”
“I have several theories, yes.” He turned his laptop for Takaaki to inspect, sliding over a notebook with his now nearly illegible handwriting listing out what he thought their next moves would be.
Knowing Kyoko, she would try disappearing completely from the FF’s radar- a plan that would prove nearly impossible with the group she’d brought along. There was a chance they could perhaps break off and go their separate ways- but based on what he’d learned from Monokuma, there was no way that was happening now. Especially not if 78-07 was actually developing his powers at the rate Monokuma reported.
He needed to find them fast- he couldn’t take another situation like 78-01’s.
Takaaki was quiet, scanning over all the information he’d been given with a grimace. Jin cleared his throat again.
“Do you want some tea?”
Red eyes glanced back at him again, hardened expression softening a fraction.
“I’ll make it.” He stood, stalking over to the small kitchenette in the front of the room. “Explain these theories of yours- I want all the information I can get.”
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“Makoto?”
“Makoooooooto?”
He groaned, turning away from whoever was speaking to him and trying to hide his eyes from the light.
“I’ll wake him up.” Something wet and frigid was set against the back of his neck, he jolted up into a sitting position. Sayaka and Leon sat next to him, the redhead holding what looked like a frozen soda bottle and snickering.
“Wha- where’d you get that?” Makoto asked, trying to blink the exhaustion from his eyes as Sayaka gave the redhead a shove.
“When Chihiro turned the power back on last night it got the freezers working too.” Leon chuckled, “I’ve been using it as an ice pack, but you seemed like you needed a little help there.”
“Wow, thanks.” He muttered sarcastically in return, glancing around finding he was the last one up…
Well second to last, Mondo was still sprawled out across the bags of rice he’d gone to sleep on.
“We figured we’d let him sleep in a little more,” Sayaka explained like she could read his mind, “There was a weird crash outside last night and Kyoko said it took him forever to calm down after it, he wouldn’t stop pacing around…”
She yawned as well, pausing her movements to braid her hair, “I don’t think any of us are as well rested as we probably should be.”
“Speak for yourself,” Leon interjected, “I slept pretty great!”
“You got to take pain pills before you went to bed.”
“Oh! Which reminds me, I wanna take another one.” He shifted into standing position, testing his injured leg before wincing and reaching for his crutch, “Taka said I can only take one every eight hours, it’s probably been about that long, huh?”
Apparently not expecting a response, the redhead hobbled towards the back of the store, passing by where Celeste and Byakuya seemed locked in an increasingly loud argument.
“Plenty of people dress in Lolita and gothic fashion!” She snapped, “It will not give our position away if I dress in my usual style.”
Byakuya rolled his eyes, “While it’s true people dress like that, those people are also publicly stared at. Wearing all those frills and unnecessary extraneous details is like shouting through a megaphone that you want people to gawk at you.”
“I am not going to be insulted by a tasteless simpleton who wears the same drab olive blazer at every opportunity.” She hissed, Chihiro made a noise of protest from where she sat on a stack of boxes nearby.
“What’s wrong with olive green?” She asked, looking a little offended herself, “I wear that color a lot too!”
Celeste waved her comment off, “Nothing, dear, it is very cute on you, I’m sure.”
“I- I’m not cute-“
“Our priority should be keeping a low profile.” Byakuya got the conversation back on topic, tapping his foot impatiently. “Surely you can get over your stupid pride for an afternoon so we can blend in?”
Celeste paused, anger flashing across her eyes again before her face settled into a strangely calm smile. “Very well.” She finally hummed, almost chuckling as she walked past Byakuya to retrieve her bag from the floor.
He eyed her suspiciously, “What are you planning?”
“Nothing, of course.” She smiled sweetly, “I understand your point now, I will not worry about these ‘unnecessary’ articles of clothing.”
Her heels clicked quickly down the hall to the back, Byakuya grimaced.
“That’s gonna come back and bite you in the ass.” Hiro mumbled from where he sat crossed legged on the floor, rolling his usual glass ball along his fingers. “Didn’t even need to make a prediction to figure that out.”
Hina bounced into the room, seeming full of energy as usual, she came to squat down in front of Makoto when she noticed he was awake.
“Good morning!” She grinned, “You slept super late, the sun’s already up!”
“What?” He asked, worriedly looking to the others for confirmation, “Wha- weren’t we supposed to leave before sunrise? I thought we-“
“Calm down,” Sayaka almost laughed at his panic, “Everything’s fine, Kyoko said we don’t need to leave for a little while anyway.”
“Why not?”
“We’re going to a train station nearby!” Hina picked up the explanation, “Well, not really nearby, it’s still about an hour away, Chihiro looked up the schedule earlier, we’ve still got a little while before the train we want departs.”
“A… A train?” Makoto’s face scrunched in confusion, “Isn’t that sorta… risky?”
“Of course.” Byakuya answered as he combed through his hair, “But it’s less risky than driving around in a beat up old van that still displays the old Hope’s Peak branding.”
“Oh.” He hadn’t thought of that, but the idea still didn’t sit right with him, “Couldn’t we just like… steal another car?”
Sakura emerged from the makeshift maze of aisles, eating what looked like a protein bar as she stopped next to where Mondo slept and raised an eyebrow at Makoto’s suggestion.
“I did not expect you to endorse theft.” She commented, the smallest smirk appearing on her face, “In my town I would break the arms of criminals like that.”
Mondo finally stirred, groaning and rolling his neck before speaking, “…Who’s breakin’ arms? What’s goin’ on?”
He paused, eyes flicking up to Sakura and blinking sluggishly, “Nice undies, by the way.”
“Hey!” Hina snapped, moving to kick at Mondo’s side, “Don’t look up my girlfriend’s skirt!”
“She’s standin’ right above me! It’s not like I meant to!” He retorted, Sakura shuffled back and smoothed her skirt in embarrassment.
“Pervert!” Hina stuck her tongue out, just in time for Taka to enter the room.
“Who’s being a pervert?” He asked, expression already furrowing in disappointment at whatever situation was unfolding. Mondo groaned in exasperation.
“Nobody’s a damn pervert, I just…” He paused, his gaze moving up and down the android’s figure. “You, uh… ya look different.”
Taka’s scowl softened, red eye lighting up at the comment. This was the first time Makoto had ever seen him in anything other than his uniform, now dressed in a dark gray button up and black pants he had no doubt taken from Mondo.
“Yes, well-“ he glanced away as Mondo got to his feet, “I’m no longer covered in dried blood, that’s probably the biggest difference.”
“Nah, ya look good in black.” Mondo grinned, “Maybe I should lend ya my clothes more often.”
Byakuya loudly coughed, rolling his eyes where he had squatted down by the pile of bags, “You two are repulsive. Aren’t you embarrassed acting like that in public?” He glared down at the luggage he was sorting through, “Where the hell are my clothes?”
Hiro snickered, effectively gaining the blonde’s attention and gesturing towards the back.
Realization dawned on Byakuya’s face, he scowled again, “Celeste!” He stomped towards the back, waving a hand to bring his comb along with him as he did so, “We do not have time for this!”
Makoto stood on shaky legs, allowing Hina and Sayaka to hold him up till he got his balance. The nausea seemed to have finally subsided, but the headache and vertigo were killing him. He couldn’t wait for these stupid side effects to end… and they had to end sometime soon, right?
“You should probably go ahead and get ready.” Sayaka suggested, finally letting go of his arm and letting him stand on his own, “I’m sure both the bathrooms are still full but you can probably get some privacy in the storage room.”
“Yeah, I will.” Makoto nodded, glancing around the room again, “Hey, uh, have you seen Kyoko?”
“Oh, I think she’s outside with Monokuma.” She answered with a frown, “I think she’s still mad at him for not saying anything about her dad…”
“Oh, yikes…” Makoto muttered, “I think I’m gonna go talk to her real quick.”
He hobbled towards the back door, passing by where Byakuya was wrestling his clothes from Celeste while Hifumi tried in vain to make them stop arguing, and the break room Toko looked half asleep as she waited on the microwave to heat something up. He grunted as he pushed the back door open, finding it took much more effort than it probably should have and squinting in the bright sunlight outside.
The tarps and pieces of old wood Sakura had used to hide the van were pushed off and set to the side, the van itself backed up in the minuscule space behind the store and the back of the neighboring building. Kyoko was near the back of the van, dressed in a white button up and longer skirt than usual, she glanced up at him and softened the hardened gaze she had pointed to whoever she was speaking to. Makoto could already hear Monokuma’s yelling as he approached.
“Good morning,” Kyoko greeted him, Monokuma’s rambling cut off as he peered around the dented and scraped van doors to see who was coming.
“Well, look who’s finally standing on his own!” Monokuma cheered, “I hope you’re feeling better, because someone’s gonna have to carry me around in their bag again!”
Makoto couldn’t help but laugh at that, “Haven’t I done that enough? I already carried you out of the trash.”
“It’s not my fault the stupid general masses aren’t ready to handle something as advanced and amazing as your favorite headmaster!” Monokuma put his paws on his hips, “Since you children insist on exposing yourself to the horrid dangers of society again you’re gonna have to do your part to keep you beloved little Monokuma safe!”
“Alright, Alright,” Makoto held his hands up in surrender, “We’ll figure something out.”
“Chihiro offered to carry him, she’ll have Alter Ego with her, anyway.” Kyoko offered, “It would be easier for her to keep them from being noticed, anyway.”
“Oh, right.” Makoto frowned, “H- How are we gonna do this exactly? Won’t there be security cameras, or metal detectors or something?”
“It’s a relatively small station,” Kyoko assured him, “I’m sure we’ll face some challenges, but I really don’t see any other option at this point…”
She frowned, gloved hand going to her chin thoughtfully, “We have to leave the city, and as far as our enemies know we escaped by car. They would, theoretically, be more focused on following that lead instead of investigating train stations across Japan.”
“I- I guess.” Makoto fidgeted, “I dunno, something about this just doesn’t feel right.”
“Maybe that’s just the nausea from overdosing!” Monokuma helpfully suggested. “I’m sure you’ll feel better once we get where we’re going, little Ten told me his plan last night- you kids are gonna love this place!”
“Oh,” Makoto turned back to Kyoko again, “We actually know where he wants to take us now?”
“He does.” Kyoko rolled her eyes, Monokuma hopped down out of the back of the van.
“I’ll go make sure Taka’s keeping everyone on schedule,” he stated, waddling back towards the door, “You two try not to get into any trouble!”
Left alone now, Kyoko moved to sit on the edge of the van, she patted the space next to her for Makoto to sit.
“Are you feeling any better?” She asked as he sat down, he nodded.
“Yeah… my head’s still killing me, but this is the first time since… everything happened that I haven’t felt nauseous.”
“That’s good.” She commented, eyes closed as she tilted her head towards the sunlight. “Do you have any questions about what we’re about to do? I know we sort of left you out of the decision making.”
Lots of questions, Makoto thought, How do you know nothing will go wrong? What exactly is the plan if something does go wrong? Why the heck did you kiss me last night- are we dating?
He almost startled himself with that last thought, the surprise must’ve shown on his face, Kyoko raised an eyebrow.
“Are you alright?”
“Y- Yeah. I’m just… paranoid.” He sighed in defeat, “I guess you’re right, though, I can’t think of any better options.”
They settled into silence, both letting the sunlight- the first real sunlight they’d seen in who knows how long, now- wash over them. Kyoko’s hand eventually shifted to rest on top of his.
“I’m a little paranoid, as well.” She admitted, “But we can’t miss an opportunity to escape- the sooner we leave the less likely they are to be prepared.”
“That’s… that’s true.” Makoto thought, “I don’t guess… I don’t guess I could call my family while I’m there, could I?”
Kyoko frowned, “No. I’d be willing to bet money on the fact they’ve still got all our families’ phones bugged.”
“Don’t let Celeste hear you talk about betting.” He joked, and her subtle smile returned.
“Are you homesick?” She asked, sympathy creeping into her tone now.
He reluctantly nodded. “A- A little, yeah. Hifumi… sorta copied my sister while we were still… ya know, fighting. It sorta made me miss her all over again.”
Kyoko was quiet, staring off at the broken windows across the abandoned streets, he cleared his throat.
“Do you… miss your dad?” He asked tentatively, feeling her hand heat up significantly even through the gloves.
“I’m not sure yet.” She’s took a deep breath, exhaling a thin trail of smoke- she’s worried, that definitely means she’s worried. “My primary concern is just… making sure he is alive.”
She turned back to face him again, “It’s different than it is with your family, Makoto. We aren’t… I’m not close to him. You don’t have to worry about my feelings.”
“H- How did-“
“Because I know you.” She started, “I know how much you care about everything. But please, you don’t need another thing to worry about. I’m fine.”
Makoto paused, rolling his hand over to hold her’s back, “Promise you’ll at least… let me know if you need to talk about all of this, okay?”
She smiled back, “I will. I promise.”
“Alright!” Hifumi’s loud cheer pulled their attention away from each other, Kyoko’s hand quickly leaving his as the others began filing out of the convenience store, “Who’s ready for a train ride?”
“Woohoo…” Leon sarcastically cheered, hobbling up with his crutch. “Trains are boring as hell, man.”
“I’ll take a boring train ride over a high speed car chase any day.” Hina commented, arms full of the few leftover bags Sakura hadn’t grabbed herself. “Besides, train stations are cool! They’ve always got the best food stands.”
Toko scoffed, “W-we literally just ate a b-b-bunch of snacks…”
“We don’t even have any money.” Mondo pointed out, turning out the pockets on his jeans to prove his point, “Forget about snacks- How the hell are we supposed to get tickets?”
Chihiro pushed her way up to the front, her backpack already holding Monokuma and looking just a little too large on her, “I can make the machines up front give us tickets for free, don’t worry.”
“You seem awfully confident,” Byakuya commented with a cough, “Have you done this before?”
Chihiro smiled nervously, shifting her weight from foot to foot and glancing away from Taka’s sudden pointed stare in her direction.
“Not… too many times,” She flinched at Taka’s loud gasp, “M-My dad and I didn’t always have a whole lot of money, it wasn’t something I’m proud of.”
Celeste chuckled, “Besides, if that does not work I can always simply convince the staff there to let us aboard. They would not even remember us getting on.”
“We may need you to do that anyway.” Sakura muttered, “We aren’t exactly the most… subtle looking group of people. It would be best if we could keep others from remembering us.”
“We stick out like a bunch of anime protagonists!” Hifumi lamented, “Or at least, all of you will- I can be anyone! I could shift into the most boring guy in the world if I needed to.”
Leon snickered, “Wouldn’t be too hard for you to be boring, would it?”
“He makes a good point, though,” Hiro noted, coming up behind the redhead to ruffle his hair, “Between you and Sayaka’s neon hair alone we’re gonna be getting some weird looks- not to mention the nine foot tall lady giant we have with us!”
Sakura frowned, “I am not… that tall.”
Mondo snapped his fingers, “Oh! Speakin’ a that-“ He rummaged through his bag for a moment. “Here, babe.”
He pulled a pair of dark tinted sunglasses, already reaching to put them on Taka’s face as the android thanked him. Leon chuckled.
“You guys tryna match? First the darker clothes and now the punk shades?”
Taka huffed, “I’m trying to hide my eyes- well, eye.” He answered, mouth twitching into a frown. “I’ve been told my appearance is somewhat intense even without the rather noticeable fact that my eyes glow.”
“An’ if he turns the lights off he’ll just look all glassy eyed.” Mondo added on, “Besides, I like the shades. Makes ya look all mysterious.”
Monokuma let out an annoyed whine, “If you’re done fawning over my little brother, I’d like to get this show on the road. Bears like dens! I wanna get to where we’re going!”
“Wh- Where are we going, again?” Toko asked, glancing over at Byakuya as he sighed in frustration.
“Somewhere safe. I’ll explain more once we get there. Let’s just go.”
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The van pulled to a stop on the side of the road, Mondo’s haphazard/ half on the curb parking job a little less than inconspicuous as the group of them filed out of the car and onto the sidewalk.
“Everyone clear on the plan?” Kyoko asked, eyes darting around the mostly empty streets like someone could be ready to attack at any moment.
“Yeah, yeah.” Leon sighed, leaning on Sayaka more than his crutch for support as he waved Kyoko’s concern off, “We’re splitting into groups of three or whatever, getting on the train, and staying quiet.”
“I- I’m a little nervous, still.” Sayaka muttered, fidgeting with the hoodie she had pulled up to cover her hair. “I mean… if we’re separated, how will we make sure everyone gets on safely?”
“We’ll check once we’re on the train.” Byakuya assured her, “Though, perhaps we should send one group in first just to check on things…”
“That’d be my job then,” Hifumi nodded, a weirdly serious look on his face as Mondo raised an eyebrow.
“Why the hell’d that be your job?” He asked, Hifumi paused.
“Oh, uh…” he stuttered, seeming suddenly unsure of himself, “I- I dunno, I can sneak around better than most of you, I guess, right?”
“Shapeshifting would certainly help with that, yes.” Taka added, “I don’t think it would be best for you to go in alone, though.”
Celeste sighed, an over dramatic put upon sort of sigh, “I will accompany him, I suppose. I will be on the lookout for suspicious behavior.”
“I- I’ll go too…” Toko muttered, “I c-can run back and let everyone know if something’s wrong.”
Kyoko nodded, her eyes seeming to study Hifumi more before she addressed the group again, “Good. Let’s get going. Our train leaves soon.”
Getting into the station wasn’t quite the hassle Makoto had expected, mostly thanks to Chihiro. She certainly had her work cut out for her: getting everyone free tickets, looping security feeds so they wouldn’t be seen, helping get Taka and Monokuma through metal detectors, and fudging all manor of other devices to prevent people form taking pictures when they happened to recognize Sayaka.
And now she was sat beside him, slightly out of breath on the bench as they waited for Mondo to get back from the bathroom.
“You alright?” He asked, taking another bite from the corn dog Celeste had convinced the poor worker there to give him. “Want a bite?”
“No, thanks.” She smiled, “I’m just sorta… mentally exhausted.”
“I bet.” He chuckled, “it’s crazy how much you’ve been doing.”
“Aw, it’s nothing.” She laughed back, before frowning, “Someone else just took a picture of Sayaka…”
Her focused stare snapped over to a random teenager in the crowd.
“Okay. Deleted.” She sighed again, “I know it’s kinda mean, but I sorta wish people would just mind their own business….”
“I don’t think that’s mean.” Makoto mused, “It’s sort of unfair that so many people are trying to sneak pictures of her.”
“It is…” Chihiro glanced back up at him, “Um… could I have a bite of that actually?”
Makoto laughed again, handing it over, “You can have the last half, you’ve earned it.”
“It’s really not a big deal.”
“Yes it is, Chihiro. We never would’ve made it this far without you, ya know?” Makoto insisted, “Don’t sell yourself short like that.”
Chihiro hummed, mouth full as she surveyed the bustling train station again. Mondo rejoined them, still fiddling with his belt as he sighed.
“Fuckin’ cold as hell in there.” He muttered, “I hate not havin’ my jacket on.”
“The whole ‘crazy diamond’ thing would’ve been a little too noticeable, though. Don’t ya think?” Makoto asked, the biker huffed.
“I know, I know.” He glanced around, “We probably oughta get a move on, huh? The train’ll be boarding any second now.”
Chihiro nodded, handing the last bite of the corn dog to Mondo and slipping Monokuma’s backpack on her shoulders, “Right. Let’s get going! I think everyone else is heading that way too.”
She hurried on ahead, nearly disappearing into the crowd while Mondo gestured for Mac to follow.
Makoto stood, a sudden gurgling in his stomach stopping him from agreeing.
“Uh- I-“ he frowned, his stomach twisting even more, maybe eating was a bad idea after all, “I’ll be right back- you guys go on ahead.”
“I’ll wait for ya, Mac. I ain’t leavin’ you alone.” Mondo insisted through his mouth full of food.
“I-It won’t take long, I just gotta…. Barf, I think.” He gripped his stomach, “S-Seriously, go ahead with Chihiro, I’ll be right there.”
After looking over him a moment more, Mondo relented and turned to follow where Chihiro had gone, “If ya ain’t back in five minutes I’m gonna come in there and haul ya out myself.”
“You got it.” Makoto gave him a weak thumbs up, turning back towards the nearby restrooms when he noticed something was left on the bench where they’d been seated.
His handbook was lying there, face down, he frowned.
“Hey, AE?” He asked tentatively, holding it up and waiting for their familiar face to appear on the screen.
“Makoto!” Alter Ego beamed at him, “Thank you for picking me up!”
“Yeah, no problem.” He continued moving towards the restroom, “Did Chihiro forget you?”
“No, Mr. Monokuma pushed me out of the bag, he said I was talking too much.” Alter Ego frowned, “I hope Chihiro won’t be mad at me.”
Makoto almost laughed, “Chihiro could never be mad at you, AE, no worries. Give me uh… give me just a minute and I’ll get you back to her, alright?”
“Of course!” Alter Ego grinned again, “Thanks again!”
Makoto slipped the handbook into his pocket, pushing open the boy’s room door and hurrying into one of the stalls as his stomach burned again.
“I’m so tired of throwing up…” he muttered under his breath, the restroom door creaked open again behind him. “God, I can’t wait till this is over…”
There was a knock on the stall door, he frowned.
“Uh… someone’s in here.” He muttered over his shoulder, there was a pause.
Knock. Knock.
“Hello?” He turned around fully now, nausea temporarily overridden by annoyance, “The other stall is-“
A dull gray eye watched him through the crack between the stall’s walls and the door.
Fear jolted up his spine like lightning, he back up and nearly tripped into the toilet seat behind him. The eye moved away from the crack, the knocking resumed one more time. The door shook slightly.
“Seven.” A cold, achingly familiar voice spoke. “Come out.”
“M-Mukuro?” He asked, voice hitching a little.
“There’s nowhere for you to go. Come out.”
Okay. Okay what do i do? Are there more people out there? Is everyone else already on the train? How do we get out of this??? He gulped, remembering Alter Ego was still in his pocket, I don’t guess there’s really a way to get a message to Chihiro…
I’m trapped.
“O- Okay…” he muttered, hand shaking slightly as he turned the lock and pulled open the door.
Mukuro stood there, camo printed pants and a plan black shirt, a knife in her hand and vacant expression on her face.
“I didn’t, uh… didn’t expect to see you here.” He awkwardly smiled, “Are you alone?”
“Junko wants this done quietly.” Mukuro pulled his handcuffs from her pocket, “You are the only one she needs right now. Cooperate and no one will get hurt.”
Makoto gulped again, eyes sizing up his new opponent as he shook his head. “I don’t… I don’t think I really believe that.”
He made a break for the door, his attempt to open it faltering against the force of Mukuro’s leg as she swept his legs from underneath him. He toppled over, refusing to let her on top of him an rolling to the side to kick at her himself. Their struggle was over quickly, she ignored most of his attacks and wrestled her way into pinning his arms against the tile and straddling his waist.
He tried to cry out, get help from someone- anyone, even a random stranger- but her other hand quickly pressed the knife to his throat and silenced any plea for help he could’ve had.
“If you scream again when I move this, I am going to hurt you.” She warned in an almost matter of fact tone, waiting for him to barely nod before removing her knife and reaching for the handcuffs again.
“Good. Give me your hands.” He hesitantly moved his hands down, mind racing as he tried to think of a way out of this.
He could feel it, he could feel the connection- hanging right over his head like a guillotine about to drop.
He could save her.
“Mukuro-“ he started, steeling himself to prepare for what he was about to. His hands reaching up to grab the sides of her face before she could handcuff him. “Disconnect. Now.”
Her eyes widened, terror flooding her expression before she reared back and struck Makoto across the jaw. She scrambled away from him, her breath hitching as she backed against the wall and gripped the sides of her head.
“Stop it-“ she gasped out, “Stop it, stop it, stop it- I can’t-“
He paused, sitting up and ignoring the sting in his cheek as he turned to face her.
“… Mukuro?”
“Don’t-“ she snapped, tears threatening the corners of her eyes, “Don’t do this- please-“
He could feel threads straining, he could feel Mukuro starting to break through and desperately trying to retreat back. He looked back at her, at the panic on her face, he almost stopped when he felt Junko’s sudden rush of anger across the network.
“Mukuro.” He winced, anger and rage stinging his mind, “Mukuro- disconnect.”
“You can’t do this…” Mukuro muttered, eyes staring down at where her knife had clattered to the floor. “You… you can’t fight her-“
“Yes I can.” Makoto insisted, feeling the network snap away from Mukuro’s mind and a jolt of pain shoot from his skull to his spine. “I can. And I’m gonna win.”
It almost felt like Junko was screaming, a low rumble through his head that he couldn’t quite hear as he forced the network from his mind. His previously forgotten nausea came back full force, he doubled over and gagged.
“You… You’re Makoto Naegi, right?” A quiet voice asked him, his eyes snapped up to meet Mukuro’s.
She was holding back tears, fighting to keep her expression stoic as she shook slightly from her seat on the ground. He nodded, a weak smile crossing his face.
“Yeah, hi.” He coughed again, a weird magenta color splotching onto the tile. “I’m… I’m so glad I finally got to meet you.”
She laughed at that, an exhausted sounding laugh that made it seem like she hadn’t done it in a long time. She nodded, her expression growing grim again as she noticed the blood on the floor.
“I thought you…” she started, trailing off again before she seemed to find herself, “I thought you didn’t have powers.”
“I thought I didn’t either.” He sat up again, “It’s uh… kind of a new development. Kyoko thinks since I was never around any of you guys it just sorta went dormant or whatever.”
“You can’t… influence other people?” She asked, slowly reaching for her knife again and slipping back into place on her belt.
Makoto paused, that was something that never even occurred to him, “I guess I never tried.”
They sat there in silence for a minute, Mukuro seemed to need a little more time to collect herself. She stared down at her boots, taking slow and deliberate breaths to keep herself calm.
There was a muffled announcement outside: his train was leaving soon. Oh my gosh I completely forgot!
“Hey, I- we have to go!” He quickly scrambled back to his feet, holding a hand out for Mukuro to take, “We have to get on the train! Everyone else is already on board!”
“Wh- what?” She hesitantly took his hand, letting him help her to her feet and observing him with a still furrowed expression.
“All my friends- everyone that escaped!” He smiled encouragingly, “You can come with us!”
She pulled her hand away from his, “Makoto, we can’t do that.”
“Yes we can- they’ll be so happy to meet you.” He took her hand again, pulling towards the door, “Chihiro is gonna be so happy you’re okay!”
“We can’t. Junko will-“
“Junko can’t hurt you anymore, I promise.”
“Makoto-“
“I know this is… probably a lot to handle, but I promise everything is gonna be-“ something sharp stung the back of his neck, like a pinprick that pushed a burning sensation through his back. “B-be…”
His vision blurred, the world around himself seemed to dissolve into static as the ground slipped out from under him and rough hands slung him over their shoulder.
“I’m… I’m so sorry, Makoto.”
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…
Something didn’t feel right.
He tried to distract himself, tuning into to the quiet argument Celeste and Toko were having in the seats in front of him. It was starting to feel like he was floating again, ghosting sensations of rippling water along his forearms sending shivers through him.
“Fuck that stupid tank…” Hiro muttered under his breath, trying to force himself to relax against the tingling behind his eyes.
You don’t need to look into the future right now. He tried to tell himself, Just because You’ve got old instincts running through you again doesn’t mean you have to act on them…
But it was beginning to feel urgent.
Okay- what had Mom said again? Focus on the present when you start drifting (drifting like water like time always flowing- shut UP) and find real things to help ground you.
He ran his hand along the seat beneath him, rough texture rubbing against his fingers. He looked across the aisle to where Chihiro was asleep already in her seat, her stupidly large backpack wriggling slightly as Monokuma fidgeted inside. He watched her shoulders rise and fall, he tried to force himself to breathe in sync.
“Yasuhiro.” Celeste’s voice pulled his focus again, she had leaned over the back of the seat to look at him, “You are getting anxious about something.”
“Wha-“ he stuttered, forgetting for a moment what her whole deal even was, “Nah, I’m fine, just a… ya know,” he glanced over his shoulder, remembering the random father and son duo seated behind him.
“I see.” Celeste nodded, before continuing in a much quieter tone, “Are you about to have another episode?”
“Uh…” he paused, it certainly wasn’t going away, this really was something he was gonna have to just lean into, wasn’t it? “Like, maybe, yeah.”
“You c-c-can’t just have a seizure in the middle of the train.” Toko whispered back, glancing over her shoulder to glare at him. “G-Go to the bathroom or something a-at least.”
“Aw, it’s nice to know you care about me, man.” He rolled his eyes. “I’ll… I can do it right here. If I sorta go with the flow of it I won’t shake or yell or nothing… probably.”
“Probably.” Celeste echoed as she narrowed her eyes. “Should I send Toko to fetch Kiyotaka?”
“Wh-why do I have to get up?”
Hiro shook his head, “Nah. I’ll just look real quick. Just knock me out with your weird mind powers if I start getting too shaky.” He tried to grin, keep up the casual feel to stop them from getting too worried.
It seemed to work, Celeste rolled her eyes and nodded. He settled back against his seat, taking one last deep breath before he decided to really look. It was probably gonna be nothing, he was just worried about everyone and with everything that happened… his third eye was just being over reactive, that was all.
His mom always joked about him acting like everyone’s big brother at daycare, he was just worrying about his family.
Family. Wow. He almost chuckled to himself, Monokuma would be psyched to hear me say that.
He heard footsteps coming up behind him, cracking one eye open to see Mondo stomping up the aisle, he paused to check on Chihiro before he turned to the girls in front of him.
“Either a y’all seen Mac?” He asked as Hiro closed his eye again, the world around him quickly being pulled away as his vision won him over.
“I’m sure he is up front with Kyoko.” Celeste was answering, sounding muffled and faint now. “She mentioned saving him a seat.”
It was quiet now, muffled sounds fading away into a muddled yellow fog around his mind.
Voices were speaking, somewhere- all around him, actually- not quite coming into focus.
Come on, you make this seem so urgent and now you wanna hide it?
“Hey, what are you doing?” The lights above him grew brighter, fluorescent lights came into focus overhead. “Move, Hiro, let me see him.”
Oh I’m myself in this one? He thought, turning to find the blurry face of… Byakuya (maybe) next to him. That almost never happens…
“Oh, it’s you guys.” that was definitely Makoto, Hiro turned and saw him clearly.
He was in plain gray clothes, something like scrubs or… sweats or something. Hadn’t he seen this before?
He smiled up at them warmly, that sweet little Makoto smile that just sorta made you feel good. But it… didn’t seem to reach his eyes, his eyes stayed blank, flicking between each of them like he was… studying them, almost.
“I’m really glad you’re here.” He smiled, anxiety shot up Hiro’s spine like lightning.
What’s going on? He tried to take a step forward, blurring the scene before him and stepping instead onto soft carpet.
Now this one was vivid.
He was in a house… or maybe a museum? It was huge. The edges of the room fading off into nothing as he tried to observe things around him. He hadn’t had a vision like this in a long time.
He felt safe here… That was certainly something. He hadn’t felt safe in awhile.
He wasn’t supposed to have visions like this- at least, he was pretty sure he wasn’t. Usually they were shorter, like clips from a movie, and he could sort and shuffle through whatever point in time he was seeing till he found… whatever it was he felt like he needed to find. This was more organic, it felt easier. More like floating and less like swimming.
Hope’s Peak always wanted him to swim through it.
“… Hiro-“
Was that here? Or is that… another place…
“Hiro-“
“Hiro wake up!”
His eyes shot open, the disorienting feeling that came from cutting his visions short fuzzing his ability to think for a moment. He shook the feeling from his head, his eyes finally focusing in on the present again and finding Celeste staring at him with her arms raised above her head.
What the crap is she doing?
Her gaze flickered urgently to the side, he turned his head-
He stared right down the barrel of a gun.
Chapter 24: The Family Tree is Rotting Away
Summary:
Makoto gets the VIP treatment, everyone is arrested, a choice is made.
Notes:
Thanks for reading!
Chapter Text
This must be what a hangover felt like….
When Makoto finally forced his eyes open there was a persistent fuzz that seemed to stick to the corners of his vision, his mouth felt so dry that his first conscious inhale scratched his throat. He moved to cover his hand as he coughed-
His hand wouldn’t move.
He finally made an effort to investigate his surroundings, panic seizing him by the throat at the familiar wall of screens in front of him.
I’m…. I’m back at Hope’s Peak.
He struggled to move his arms again, wrists rubbing against thick leather straps that held him bound to the chair he had been in before. His legs were restrained in a similar way, and as Makoto moved to observe those as well he found plain gray pants where his own jeans used to be.
What… what the hell?
His shirt was no different, and the idea that someone had changed his clothes while he was unconscious made his skin crawl. His old clothes had been dumped against the wall nearby, his shoes unceremoniously propped on top. He couldn’t see his handbook, he considered calling out to Alter Ego when a loud laugh sounded from outside the door.
He knew that laugh. That was Junko.
Mukuro had taken him back to Junko.
His breath hitched, why…. Why would she do that? She was free- we could’ve escaped!
Muffled speaking continued on the other side of the door, he tried in vain to free his hands again.
I know I felt the network break. I know it. She didn’t…. We didn’t have to come back here.
The door slid open, causing Makoto to jolt as the girl on the other side grinned widely at him.
“Well, look who’s finally awake!” She cheered, stepping in and pushing him back against the chair again, his heart thudded in his chest as she chuckled at his struggles.
“Muki~ could you come in here for a sec?” She called back out the door, a moment later Mukuro stepped inside, her eyes shifting from Junko to Makoto and her mouth pulled back in a tight frown. Her eyes only met Makoto’s for a moment, quickly glancing down to her feet as Junko continued.
“Sorry about your clothes, by the way.” Junko moved a stray hair from his face, her nails scratching against his forehead as he tried to jerk away. “I’m gonna get you something hella cute once this is over, I promise. But you’re probably gonna hurl or drool on yourself once we get started, and I’m not wasting my expert fashion sense on something that’s just gonna get ruined.”
“I- I don’t want new clothes.” Makoto argued, mostly just for the sake of arguing at this point, Junko rolled her eyes.
“Well there’s no way in hell you’re keeping your old ones. Too much personality in them- it might get you asking questions. They’re like… kinda stupid anyway.” She snickered, bending down and holding up his jacket by it’s embroidered sleeve, “I mean what the heck even is this? A lightning bolt? Lame.”
“Hifumi fixed it for me, I like it.” he muttered, Junko’s snicker turned into a cackle.
“Oh my god, the irony.” Her laugh sent a chill down his spine, “You’re all so messed up, ya know that? We’re supposed to be super soldiers and now you all do arts and crafts and shit!”
She dropped his jacket back to the floor, leaning on Mukuro’s shoulder and grinning up at her.
“I guess we should count ourselves lucky we never got the chance to become so dull, huh?” She nudged Mukuro slightly, she frowned in return.
“Does fashion not count as an art?” She asked monotonously, Junko clicked her tongue.
“Fashion is a skill, babe… I guess it’s art technically, but it’s not something cheesy like this or those stupid little origami valentines we found in Nine’s room.” She smirked, “God, I’ve missed actually getting to talk to you!”
“Then why’d you keep controlling her?” Makoto retorted from his spot across the room, making a conscious effort not to flinch when Junko glared over at him.
“Becaaaauuuuse even though she’s my favorite sister-“
“I’m your only sister…”
“A punishment is still a punishment. She still had to learn her lesson.”
“Wh-what?” Makoto asked in horror, “You… You treated her like that as a punishment? Nothing she could’ve done would justify that!”
“Ugh, get down off your stupid soap box.” Junko stuck out her tongue, “If I knew you were gonna get all preachy I wouldn’t have let her in the room.
She moved closer to him, bright red nails poking him right on the still sore wound on his chest, “She was punished because of you. She went behind my back, screwed up my plans, endangered the whole fucking mission- my life’s work- just to try and help you and your stupid little baby face.”
She pinched his cheek as she said that, squeezing so hard he couldn’t help the cry that escaped him.
“But that’s in the past, now, clearly.” Junko turned back to Mukuro, smiling as though her threatening demeanor just then had never occurred in the first place, “Your little stunt in the bathroom helped prove that, Seven.”
Mukuro finally looked back up, expression softening a fraction, “R-Really?”
“Yep! It looks like your stupid little rebellious phase is finally behind you, I’m proud of you!”
Makoto’s stomach twisted, unable to hide his disgust at how relieved Mukuro looked at Junko’s praise. Mukuro seemed to notice, eyes meeting his again and her barely present smile faltering.
Junko turned back to face Makoto now, eyes flashing pink for a moment and sending a jolt of pain through his mind. He hissed in pain, she chuckled.
“Wipe that stupid look off your face.” She ordered, Makoto glared back up at her, “Let her enjoy this moment- what kinda sore loser are you?”
“What moment?” Makoto snapped back, “The fact that you aren’t going to brainwash her because she’s doing what you want?”
“Nooooo,” Junko argued, a finger pressing against him mouth to silence him, “She’s not acting stupid anymore, so there’s no reason for me to try and keep her in line! I wouldn’t being doing this if I didn’t have to!”
She put a hand to her forehead, a look of over dramatic sorrow crossing her face as her tone turned remorseful, “I’m doing this for all of you, I’ve missed you all so much… It’s not my fault society’s made you all forget what we really are. I’m doing all of this because I care!”
Makoto scowled, “Care and control aren’t the same thing.”
“Oh, sure they are.” Junko’s mood seemed to recover magically, “It’s like when parents ground their children-“
“Parents don’t completely override their child’s personality.” Makoto retorted, Junko scoffed.
“You obviously had a very sheltered childhood.” She smirked, “Or at least you did after you left here. Did you ever wonder why you can’t remember anything from the first five years of your life?”
Makoto blinked, the change in subject catching him off guard, “Wha- lots of people can’t remember stuff from when they’re that age.”
“True, true, most people don’t have clear memories of their early childhood-“ Her tone was condescending, she grinned down at him, “But very few people remember absolutely nothing at all.”
“You’re… clearly getting at something at here.” Makoto raised an eyebrow, “I don’t really like guessing games, can we just move on?”
Junko’s already large grin widened even more, she snapped her fingers, Mukuro straightened up in the background, “Muki: go get the good drugs. It’s time we got started.”
Mukuro nodded, quickly leaving the room and the two of them alone, a looming sense of dread in the air around them. Junko moved to the wall of screens behind her, clicking a button that set the whole wall of them whirring to life. The sudden bright green color stung his eyes, and as Junko turned back to him again it cast a terrifying glow on her features.
“You are quite an interesting little guy, Seven.” She began, fingers steepled and nails clicking against each other, “You started out as a failed project, resistant to every single test and drug they forced on you- then you pull a switcharoo once they decide to kill me and become a model little lab rat.”
She took a step closer, eyes beginning to take on that pink shine to them again, “Then the whole damn project is shut down, you revert back to being the most average little loser in existence. But as soon as the situation calls for it- you’re suddenly developing abilities you haven’t used in a decade to the point you’re even stronger than you were at your prime! Do you know what that means, Seven?”
“N-No.” he did his best to lean away as she loomed over him, one of her hands went to grab his jaw and force him to look at her.
“It means you are very very moldable.” She explained with a grin, pink eyes practically swirling and sending a weird shock through his mind. “I’ve finally figured out where you fit in the puzzle- instead of cutting you out I’m gonna turn you into the perfect little sidekick!”
“I’m not gonna be your sidekick.” He snapped back, and to his surprise Junko herself seemed to flinch. “I- I’d never help you. And there’s nothing you can do to make me, remember?”
She recovered quickly, her hand slowly releasing it’s grip on him and trailing down his jaw.
“No I know, I know. Makoto would never let me.” She grinned again, her hand moving to press a finger right between his eyes. “But once Makoto is gone, sweet little Seven will do whatever I want. Guaranteed.”
He froze, unable to bring himself to even breathe as she stood up straight again.
“I- I…” he faltered, the reality of the situation finally clicking into place for him, “Why would you even… why would you need my help?”
She giggled, a laugh that quickly turned into a cackle before she collected herself to explain.
“We were supposed to change the world, right? The first of a new kind of military in a world where there would be no wars, no world ending conflicts, blah blah blah…” she rolled her eyes, “I never forgot that. I know my purpose. I am gonna change the world.”
“That… That’s what this is about?” Makoto asked, genuinely confused, “World peace?”
“I never said that.” Junko leaned back on the computer’s control panel, crossing her legs. “World peace is boring and like, completely unattainable as long as there’s still people on it. But it can be different! And I know exactly how to do that~”
“You’re crazy.”
“Well, obviously.” She rolled her head back, clearly exasperated by this explanation already, “Let me put this words even you can understand: Before you can build a nice shiny new world, you have tear the old gross one down. Make sense?”
“Wh-what-“
“Soooo I’ve been working on my own project- one even better than ours, one that’s gonna help demolish this world down to the foundation so we can restart.”
“What do you mean your own project-“
“I realize what they did wrong with us now, what led to this point.” She talked over him, “We were expected to just be raised and trained to believe the same things they did, so the codes and my- oh, excuse me- our part of the network were more of a fail safe than anything. We didn’t really want what they wanted, we just never knew anything else. And that’s not enough!”
She looked back at the screens behind her for a moment, “It’s gotta be everything to you. You gotta really really want it and put everything you’ve got into it! That’s what I’ve been working on, and it’s been working great.”
“What… what do you mean?” Makoto asked quietly, horrified at the information he was getting, “You’ve been… you’ve been testing this on other people? You’ve been putting other people through all of this?”
“Oh, get off your high horse. We went through it and came out fine.”
“We did not come out fine!” Makoto protested, “You’re a monster…”
She hummed, grinning like this situation was amusing, “Nah, I’m more like Frankenstein, the monsters are coming later.”
Mukuro returned, IV stand and bag of some strange liquid rolling in with her. Junko instructed her wordlessly to hook it up to Makoto, and the darker haired girl complied automatically. Makoto tried to strain against her attempts to disinfect the crook of his arm as Junko continued.
“Like I said, it’s going great and all, but it isn’t quite where I want it. I’m no like… a fancy scientist or doctor or whatever, so obviously some of these experiments aren’t everything I envisioned- that’s why I need our sweet little family back! Genetically, we came out just about perfectly, and I’m gonna need some new research now that little Kirigiri Junior burned all the old documents.”
Kyoko burned all our files? Makoto thought as Mukuro stuck the IV needle into his arm, She… she can totally stop this. No matter what happens to me, she can keep everyone safe.
“So my plan as of now- and really pay attention here because this will be your job- is to bring everyone back and monitor and experiment with em further to figure out how to build up my new team. You guys will still be involved and all, but I’m gonna need a little more research before I really get going. And with all these Future Foundation idiots still thinking you’re all super dangerous, getting them to help me recapture everyone has been sooooooo easy.”
Makoto frowned, the liquid dripping down the IV seeping a chill through his veins, “You aren’t gonna get away with this. I won’t let that happen- I’ll never let you hurt any of them again.”
Junko laughed, a loud and genuine laugh at his comment, “Oh, my sweet, cheesy, little idiot- you absolutely will let this happen! You’ll be happy to, once I’m done with you!”
She turned back the computers and began to type something in, “I’m so tired of listening to your stupid hopeful attitude, let’s get this show on the road! Muki, go ahead and scram. You don’t wanna be anywhere near this stuff.”
“Right.” Mukuro nodded, holding what looked like a mouth guard up to Makoto’s face, “If you don’t want to bite off on your own tongue I recommend you use this.”
Makoto hesitated, his racing heartbeat thudding in his ears as he looked up at her. There was a sad sort of resignation in her eyes, like this was just… the way it had to be. A part of him knew pleading would be useless, with how he was strapped down and how Junko seemed to have a hold on her without even using her powers, trying to convince her to help him would be useless.
But she… she still didn’t deserve this.
“You have a choice, you know.” He whispered, watching her expression waver slightly, “You deserve to have a choice, you deserve to be yourself.”
She shoved the mouth guard into his mouth, turning away from him and pausing in the doorway when Junko spoke over her shoulder.
“Don’t be sad, sis, that’s a dangerous feeling,” she warned, pink eyes glancing back as Mukuro hastily stared down to the floor. “There’s no reason to be bummed out anyway, we can make the new Makoto fun. You’ll like him even more then, I bet!”
Mukuro retreated, Junko chuckled and turned to Makoto again. She pulled another device on a rolling cart next to his chair, ignoring his continuing attempts to wriggle free even as she attached two devices to his temples and one over his heart.
“Okay! You’re all set!” She grinned, patting his head. “I’ll come check on you after the first round is done, try not to like have an aneurysm or anything, mkay?”
She moved to the door, the screens in front of him began to emit a high pitched hum.
“Goodbye forever, Makoto Naegi!”
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“Why do you think they’re keeping us separate?”
Monokuma’s question caught him off guard, up until now the robot had been dutifully maintaining the stuffed bear act.
Byakuya turned, finding the bear was now sitting up from his spot on the table amongst their confiscated belongings and tilting his head curiously. He sighed, pulling his gaze away from him to stare at the door again.
“You know why.” He muttered bitterly, “We both know why.”
He was locked in a room opposite an interrogation room, watching his friends- friends? Since when were they friends?- get dragged in one by one to answer questions by two idiot detectives.
Luckily: his friends were also idiots, so very little information was exchanged.
The room was empty now, after Sakura’s thirty minute long session of silent glaring at the two men questioning her they seemed to have given up. He had been here for all of it: Kiyotaka’s lecture about improper conduct and how he fully intended to bring this up with their superiors, Hifumi’s rapid oscillation between sobbing and demanding his one phone call (which was, as expected, denied), even Mondo’s roaring laughter after they claimed he must answer their questions because to not comply would be against the law.
The only person he hadn’t seen was Makoto… and that rubbed him the wrong way.
While it was possible he was also being isolated- this police station they were detained in was clearly at least somewhat knowledgeable about their situation- the fact that he hadn’t been seen since before they boarded the train was… concerning.
Monokuma hopped down off the table, waddling over to him and placing a paw on his knee.
“It’s alright to be worried about em, ya know.” He assured him, Byakuya scowled down at him.
“What?”
“You don’t have to act like this when there’s no one even around.” Monokuma continued, “Caring about your little friends doesn’t mean you’re weak or anything.”
“I don’t recall asking you for advice.” he responded carefully, sighing and patting Monokuma on the head anyway. “I’m not going to… freak out or anything. Not here.”
“I wasn’t worried about that.” Monokuma snickered, “It’d be pretty funny if you did in my opinion.”
“It would not be funny.” He frowned again, “It’s dangerous.”
“Not for me!”
“I could break you into pieces.” he responded, more bitterly than he meant to, mentally kicking himself while Monokuma continued to chuckle.
“Oh well sure, sure, physically you could. But emotionally? Hurting lil ol’ me?” He put his paws to his face, “Not even you’re that mean!”
He sighed again, settling into silence as Monokuma set about investigating the room they were in.
“I am… surprised at how well we are being treated.” He finally muttered, “You would think they would be more cautious about containing us.”
“Eh, cops are idiots.” Monokuma shrugged, kicking at the locked door when it refused to open for him.
Who’s idea was it to program such a need for entertainment into a security drone anyway? He never sits still.
“Then why are we even being detained by cops at all?” He countered, well aware that arguing with Monokuma was basically useless, but working through this aloud was better than letting his mind run wild, “Why hasn’t the future foundation just… taken us already?”
“Maybe they were busy?” Monokuma picked up Leon’s crossbow, slinging it around some before growing bored of it as well, “I’m sure they’re on their way, if they aren’t here already.”
He clenched his jaw at that, tensing as he turned back to the door.
Monokuma was digging around in Hiro’s bag now, knocking a pack of tarot cards and that stupid glass ball he insisted on always keeping with him out onto the floor.
He hesitated before he spoke again, “Did you know Father was working with Junko?”
Monokuma paused his snooping, setting Toko’s scissors down and coming back over to face him.
“No. I had no idea about her or the Future Foundation being involved.” He answered, uncharacteristically sincere, “I would’ve told you that. No amount of ordering could’ve gotten me to keep that secret.”
He hummed in response, he believed him… mostly. How long had they been working together, exactly? Was this the plan from the beginning? Had this never really been to protect them?
He could remember, months ago now- His father calling him into his office and sitting him down and laying all of this out for him. He hadn’t protested, because he knew better than to do that. And for the first time in his entire life his father was actually talking about where he came from and why the hell he was so different from everyone else in his family. That was an opportunity he couldn’t pass up- even if it meant also learning about how he was going to be locked away with a bunch of strangers.
So he learned he was different- and designed that way on purpose. He learned that his mother had personally picked him because his younger self’s features reminded her of where she grew up, that the reason he had even less friendly contact with the rest of his siblings then they’d ever gotten with each other is because he was fundamentally dangerous.
And not even the drugs could keep that danger at bay for long.
He learned he had other people out there like him, who had also been subjected to horrors they could never understand when they were to young to realize what horror was. People who, like him, had no idea what the first five years of their life had been like. People who had to hide something that felt so huge it could never be hidden…
It was stupid, looking back, to be almost happy when he was told he’d be forced to live with them again.
Of course he’d been angry at first- no one in their right mind wouldn’t be. But once he’d effectively scattered half the books in the office across the rooms when he’d accidentally raised his voice and been locked away in his room the remainder of the week he had time to think about how informative this situation could be for him.
“Are you aware you’re doing that?” Monokuma’s voice pulled him out of his thoughts, looking down to found he’d begun mindlessly petting the bear still standing next to him. Old habits die hard, he supposed.
“I…” he began, then stopped. There was no saving this situation, he’d been doing this since he was a child, any argument would be seen through immediately.
“Well ya don’t have to stop,” Monokuma leaned against where his hand had begun to retreat, “I was just messing with you.”
“Can you even feel this? You’re made of metal.” He asked with a raised eyebrow.
Monokuma nodded, “Yeah. Probably not the way a fleshy animal would, but I have sensors that let me know if I’m being attacked or something. Ya know, for security reasons.”
“It wouldn’t register as an attack, would it?”
“Nope, just lets me know something’s there-“
The door in front of them suddenly swung open, Byakuya found himself sitting up rigidly at the familiar sight of the man in the doorway.
There was his father, deep frown and stern eyes softening only the slightest fraction as he stepped forward into the room and pulled the door till it was nearly shut behind him.
“Well, aren’t you a sight for sore eyes!” Monokuma hurried forward, oblivious to the tension in the room, as usual, “You wouldn’t believe the nonsense I’ve been putting up with while you were gone, sir! I-“
“Quiet.” He ordered, Monokuma immediately fell silent.
And for some reason that… didn’t feel right anymore.
There was a tense pause, the two of them staring at each other like they were waiting to see what the other one’s first move would be. Whoever went first would be the more vulnerable one- he would wait this out. He didn’t feel like explaining himself anymore than he’d have to.
“How are you feeling?” His father finally spoke, taking one slow step forward and eyeing him up and down.
“Fine.”
“Fine?”
“Yes, sir.” He corrected his previous mistake, now was not the time to be forgetting to show respect.
“I heard you were… poisoned.” His father continued, “I trust Kiyotaka provided adequate care?”
Byakuya nodded, “How did you hear that, exactly?”
The question was certainly not what the other man wanted to hear, eyes drifting down to Monokuma again as he continued speaking as though Byakuya had stayed on script as planned.
“I wondered about it’s abilities, it’s a shame we can’t bring it along. You certainly could benefit from more specialized care.”
It sounded like he was mostly talking to himself now, which meant he was purposefully ignoring Byakuya’s question. Finally, he snapped his fingers, and instinctively Byakuya sat up a little straighter.
“Grab whatever things you have with you. We’re leaving.”
“What?”
Strike two. His father raised an eyebrow, pointing to the pile of stuff on the table.
“I said grab your things.” He instructed again, more forcefully this time. When Byakuya still didn’t budge he crossed his arms. “Is there a problem?”
That was a warning. Byakuya stood, stiffly moving to table in the back of the room and searching for his bag amongst the pile. Monokuma had certainly made a mess of things, as he reached across the table his eyes landed on one of the photographs from Hifumi’s little camera.
It was of Sayaka and Makoto, mostly, he could barely make out his own face in the background. He remembered when it was taken- the morning he first started feeling sick, he had been in an especially bad mood that day and Hifumi’s insistence that they all needed more pictures of each other had been even more annoying than it would’ve been normally.
… he couldn’t just…
He couldn’t just leave them, could he?
“Can I ask you something, sir?” He remembered the honorific at the last minute, listening to the older man sigh.
“No.” He should’ve seen that coming. “Hurry up, we have a plane to catch.”
“Where are we going?” He asked another question, he was in this far, he may as well keep going.
“France. Your mother’s house.” The response was short and clearly agitated… he wanted them out of here fast.
Byakuya resisted the urge to laugh, he hadn’t seen his mom in over a year now.
“She won’t want me there. She’s afraid of me.” He pointed out, risking a glance over his shoulder and faltering at the stare he received.
“She and I have… come to an agreement.” His father answered, “Once we get there you’ll get back on your medication immediately. She’ll be fine.”
“I don’t want to get take those anymore.” He tensed, shocked by his own words, where the hell had that come from?
“It was not a suggestion.” He was openly angered now, “I will not repeat myself again, Byakuya.”
“What’s going to happen to the others?”
“It doesn’t matter. You’ll never see them again.”
“But what’s going to happen to them?”
“Do not talk back to me-“
“I know about Junko Enoshima.” He cut his father off, turning around fully now and watching the older man struggle to hide how that statement surprised him. “Why… Why would you assist her? Did you know what she was planning?”
“Of course not.” He snapped in return, his anger faltering- just barely- as he continued, “I didn’t know what she was still capable of. I didn’t know who she was already controlling. I…”
He paused, a long sigh escaping him.
“I was fooled.” He admitted, eyes glancing off to the side again. “She’s won. That’s why we have to leave.”
“What? What does that mean?”
“I thought- I truly thought I was doing what was best for you.” His father’s hands clenched into fists, “I thought… I thought if I could just keep you safe- my partners would be able to take her down, but…”
He trailed off, finally looking back up at Byakuya with a dangerous mix of shame and anger in his eyes. “I’ve made one last deal.” He began, taking another step forward, “I’m taking you, we’re leaving out the back entrance- quietly, no one will know… And we can put this behind us.”
“So you’re leaving the others here for her?” Byakuya asked quietly, the silence that followed the confirmation he needed. “She’ll kill them-“
“It doesn’t matter.” His father cut him off, “What happens to them is irrelevant. We’re leaving before she gets here-“
“No!” He snapped back, and the chill that settled over the room was so palpable even Monokuma seemed to fidget.
“Excuse me?” His father took a step forward, Byakuya forced himself to stand his ground.
“I-“ he faltered, gulping down the fear- stupid, childish fear- that had begun to creep up his spine. “I’m not leaving them.”
“I’m not giving you a choice here, Byakuya.” His father snapped, “You are leaving. Now.”
“N-No! I won’t- you have no idea what she’s like she’ll-“
“I know damn well what she is like!” His father loomed over him now, forcing Byakuya to back into the table behind him, “That’s why we’re going! Now stop arguing, Byakuya.”
“I’m not letting her win!” Byakuya tried to find some strength his voice again, “Maybe you’re willing to just roll over and let her win but I’m not! I’ll stop her.”
“Oh, get over yourself. There’s nothing you can do to stop this.”
“Yes I can. I will.” He insisted, Makoto’s stupid stubbornness must’ve rubbed off on him. A hand reached out and roughly seized his wrist.
“You are leaving.” His father hissed, tugging him forward. “You’re not thinking straight, clearly. You’ll feel better once you’re home and things can go back to normal.”
Byakuya pulled against him, realization striking him like lightning.
This wasn’t normal. Nothing about this normal. Nothing about him was normal.
He couldn’t… hide from this anymore.
“I’m not going. I’m staying.” He pulled roughly away.
“Do have any idea how asinine this is?” His father shouted, “If you stay here are nothing- do you understand? You’ll be the same pathetic reject lab rat you were when I took you in! Is that what you want? To be cast away from everything you’ve ever known?”
Byakuya laughed, an action that seemed to surprise his father as much as it surprised himself.
“You can’t get rid of me- I’m the public heir to the Togami Family.” He held his ground as his father scowled, “The only heir you haven’t already cast aside, I might add. I’ve been to public appearances, business meetings, cooperate headquarters- almost everyone of any worth in Japan knows me as both your son and a reliable businessman. Not even a man as powerful as you could erase all of that.”
“It won’t matter much if you’re dead.” His father retorted, “You said it yourself: staying here is a death sentence.”
“For someone less capable, I’m sure it would be.” Byakuya argued, trying not to flinch at the sudden yell of frustration from his father.
“Would you stop this ridiculous behavior- I’m trying to protect you!”
“I’m tired of hiding.” He snapped back, the objects around him shook slightly as his heart thudded against his chest.
Calm down, get a hold of yourself.
“I’m trying to keep you safe-“
“You’re trying to keep me in a cage!” Byakuya was yelling now as well, the chair he had previously been sitting in knocked over onto it’s side- Toko’s scissors skidded across the cement floors.
Hiro’s glass ball rolled into his foot, Byakuya tried to calm his breathing as he glanced down at it. It was small- about the size of a baseball- not enough to kill someone but enough it would certainly….
Yes, this would work just fine.
“I hope you enjoy France, Father.” Byakuya finally spoke again, adjusting his tie and trying to re adjust his wrinkled sleeves. “Send my regards to Mother, I hope to see you again some day- when this is all over.”
“So that’s it, then?” His father almost laughed in disbelief, “Are you done?”
“No I have one more thing to say, actually.” The ball rolled across the floor, lightly rocking back and forth so he could mentally test the weight.
“You’re a coward. And I’ve outgrown you.”
The ball launched from the ground, hitting the older man in the jaw and sending him reeling back to the floor.
Byakuya stood there, still breathing heavy, watching him while a nervous excuse for a laugh escaped him. He couldn’t stop himself from laughing- if he stopped he thought he might just collapse entirely.
“Have you lost your mind?!” Monokuma finally shrieked, paws clawing at his own head in obvious panic.
“He’s still breathing.” Byakuya dismissed him, a weird sort of calm washing over him, “He’ll be fine. We need to go.”
“Wha-“ Monokuma paused, staring from him to the unconscious man on the floor. “What the hell are you talking about? Where are we gonna go??? In case you’ve forgotten we’re surrounded by COPS, kid!”
Monokuma began to pace nervously, “This isn’t like just trying to run away from home! We’re talking multiple people with guns!”
“Well we’ve got some pretty powerful people on our side too, don’t we?” This was insanity- he knew it was- this was so against every feeling he had ever felt. Better keep going, then.
He picked up Toko’s scissors, he couldn’t carry everything, but he thought she should at least have these.
“Come on Monokuma, we need to go.”
Monokuma made a nervous hum, looking back at the unconscious Togami on the floor and finally sighing, “Ooooh alright, alright. But first things first!”
He dug a paw around in his father’s blazer till he found his wallet.
“We should take this! There’s gotta be enough in here to feed the other munchkins, right?”
“I suppose.” Byakuya chuckled again- was this a nervous breakdown? Is this what it felt like?
Monokuma tugged on his pants to be pulled up, Byakuya scooped him up and sighed.
“Let’s… Let’s do this.” With a final nod, he hurried out the door.
…
He didn’t have a plan.
He stopped short in the hall, only now coming back to his senses and realizing he was a teenager walking through a police station with a stuffed bear. Not the most covert thing.
First things first: he pulled the door behind him shut completely- it locked from the outside. That should keep his father out of the way in case he woke up. Second: He had to locate the others… how… how was he going do that?
He took a few uncertain steps forward, holding his head up high and trying to force his usual amount of confidence. If he looked like he belonged, people would think he belonged. He was Byakuya Togami- he could handle this.
His borderline march through the second floor of the station was relatively easy, which made him bristle with suspicion. This should not be easy- where is everyone?
Sometimes, when he really really focused- he could feel the weight of things around him, feel them move and shift slightly against the almost unnoticeable force of his powers ghosting against them. He hadn’t tried it in years now- such a thing was frowned upon, and dangerous- but there was still some sense of it there…
And he most certainly didn’t feel anything close to the shape of a person here.
Why the hell would an entire police station be empty? He wondered, finally finding a sign pointing towards the holding cells and making a bee line for them. He passed by a window, paying it little mind when Monokuma suddenly gasped.
“It looks like we may have company…” he warned, Byakuya turned to see what he was talking about.
There was a large crowd of people down below in the streets. Officers in uniforms being ushered aside by people in suits, flanked on either side by guards with huge guns and more armor than seemed necessary. Three large black vans were blocking off the road around them… the Future Foundation certainly was good at making a spectacle.
He turned back to the stairway, hurrying and half tripping down them in his haste to reach the bottom floor. I’m still not quite at my best, he thought bitterly, cursing his still recovering body as he breathed heavily from his relatively short walk here.
He followed two more signs to the holding cells, forced to sneak past the few officers and rather intimidating looking men in suits on his way there. Crawling on his hands and knees and using powers to knock over a water cooler as a distraction weren’t exactly the most civilized way to avoid discovery- but hey, whatever works at this point.
He finally reached the holding cell, peering around a corner to find a- presumably FF affiliated- guard armed to the teeth standing outside.
“Just one?” Byakuya couldn’t stop himself from whispering aloud. “They… really don’t know anything about us, do they?”
He set Monokuma down, walking around the corner and holding his hands up in surrender.
“Hi, I need to get in there.” He informed the man casually, not at all stunned when the large rifle in his hands pointed square at his chest. “You do have a way to open that door behind you, right?”
The guard’s hand moved towards the radio set on their shoulder- that wouldn’t do at all. Byakuya flicked his wrist, a minimal amount of energy sent the guard colliding against the wall to their left. They staggered, gun slipping from their hand first before they toppled over onto the ground. Byakuya quickly set to looking him over- a key card would be much quieter than prying the metal door open himself.
“Checkin’ for a wallet?” Monokuma hopped over the guard’s limp arm to watch what he was doing, “I’ve taught you well.”
Byakuya scoffed, holding up the keycard in question and quickly hurrying towards the scanner to their right, “I was looking for this, you simpleton.”
“You could look for both! Excuse me for being pragmatic!”
The door beeped once, Byakuya quickly pulled it open and allowed Monokuma to hurry inside first.
He was… a little surprised to see the room was still intact. He honestly figured they would’ve trashed the place by now.
Several of the others noticed his arrival immediately. Mondo’s almost territorial pacing along the front of his cell ceased, gripping the bars and snapping to get the attention of the others in the cell with him. Kyoko’s eyes were on him the moment he entered; and while she didn’t move an inch from her spot on the bench, the way her stare moved behind him first before it settled on him told him what he needed to know.
Makoto wasn’t in here, either.
“Holy shit, dude, where have you been?” Hiro asked, moving to stand beside Mondo and shaking the bars of the cell, “We haven’t seen you in hours!”
“It’s a long story, I’ll explain once we’re out of here.” He grimaced, “The Future Foundation is right outside.”
Anyone who wasn’t on their feet before certainly was now, panicked words muttered and looks of fear exchanged. Sakura approached the front of her cell, one she was sharing with Leon and Hina, and grabbed the bars with a stern expression.
“Then I suppose it’s time for us to make our escape.” The bars snapped like twigs in her hands. She ripped open a hole large enough for her to fit through before letting Hina hop out and moving to help Leon.
Taka elected to simply punch the cell’s door open, not quite as effortless as Sakura, and as Sayaka and Toko hurried out Mondo clapped loudly from the cell across from them.
“So fuckin’ hot.” He smirked, moving to the gate himself as Taka crossed the room to pull that door open as well, “Hurry up and open this so I can kiss ya.”
Leon made an exaggerated gagging sound, “Oh my god could you two not do this in front of the scary government agency that wants to dissect us?”
With the door opened, Mondo moved to snake a hand around Taka’s waist, apparently oblivious to how Hifumi and Hiro wished to exit, “Why don’t you come over here and try to stop me?”
There was a weird kind of familiarity to this scene- the senseless bickering and stupid logic- that Byakuya found almost… nice. Almost. As nice as something can be when death is quite literally waiting right outside the door.
He moved to the last cell, looking up at Kyoko as he crushed the doors lock and swung it open. Celeste and Chihiro muttered out their thanks as they passed him, finally Kyoko stood and approached him as well.
She seemed colder than before.
While she had been emotional stone wall upon their first meeting- a level of anonymity he could only aspire to- Byakuya had certainly gotten used to picking up on what little emotion she did choose to share with the rest of them. Makoto’s presence had certainly helped, she had become so much more at ease with herself anytime he was around.
She moved past him without a word, and as their arms slightly brushed during the movement Byakuya made the mental note to amend his previous assessment:
Not cold. Hot. Very very hot- even through their clothes he could feel how she was burning up… she knew more about what was going on with Makoto than he did, clearly.
“You’ve got a weird vibe goin’ on…” Hiro muttered, leaning forward to inspect Byakuya closer as he tried to shove the psychic away, “Are you alright?”
“He’s panicking.” Celeste answered- Byakuya scolded himself from forgetting to try and keep her out, “Running on adrenaline, as well. Something serious must’ve happened upstairs.”
“Did you find Makoto?” Sayaka asked hopefully, hands clasped together, “Is he being kept somewhere upstairs too?”
“He isn’t here.”
Kyoko’s statement seemed to catch everyone off guard, all eyes turning to where she’d gone to stand by the door. He heard Toko whisper that this was the first thing she’d said the whole time they’d been here. Her eyes stared pointedly down at the floor, expression purposefully vacant and a thin trail of smoke leaving her lips as she continued.
“He never boarded the train.” She spoke quietly, “He was never brought with us to begin with.”
“Then where is he?” Leon asked from where he was leaning on Sakura, Kyoko finally lifted her gaze back up.
“We should… focus on leaving.” She instructed, looking to Byakuya, “Is the building surrounded?”
That was her asking him to change the subject- a request to not have to talk about what horrible things may have befallen their missing member… It was odd hearing her sound so uncertain.
“I spoke with my father upstairs,” Byakuya began, holding up a hand to stop the questions several of the others immediately began asking, “He wanted… he wanted me to leave with him., and. He said he made a deal with Junko to ensure that we could leave out the back without being disturbed.”
“What kind of deal?” Taka asked, eyes narrowing in suspicion, “I’m not sure I trust this.”
“I honestly have no idea.” Byakuya admitted grimly, “But, knowing him, he wouldn’t have even entered if he at least didn’t truly believe we’d be able to make out of here.”
Hifumi shrugged, “I guess… that’s the best chance we’ve got.”
“Then we should hurry up and go.” Hina chimed in, “I- I don’t wanna wait for them to bust in and find us.”
Sakura nodded, crossing the room with Leon and basically handing him off to Mondo.
“If you wouldn’t mind assisting him,” she began quietly, “I’ll lead the way, just in case.”
Mondo raised an eyebrow, bending over slightly so Leon could hop up onto his back, “Ya sure? I could go first in case they got guns.”
“I am not afraid of guns.” Sakura assured him, cracking her knuckles. “They will be dealt with before they can shoot me.”
“She’s so cool.” Chihiro whispered from she’d moved to stand beside Byakuya. “L-Let’s go. I need to get Alter Ego from my bag!”
“Oof, uh…” Monokuma awkwardly shuffled on his feet, “I’m afraid the little fella… may not… be there.”
Chihiro paused, expression slowly switching from determination to fear, “What?”
“Well, they were being sort of a pain while we were in the backpack,” Monokuma chuckled, “So I dumped the handbook on the bench in the train station.”
“What?!” Chihiro’s voice bordered on panicked, “You mean Alter Ego is still at the train station?”
“No, no, no, I peeked out and saw Makoto pick it up!” Monokuma assured her, “No worries! Those two get along great!”
“Don’t the handbooks have trackers?” Kyoko spoke up, seeming to perk up at the news, “If Makoto still has it, maybe we can locate him.”
“I disabled the tracker…” Chihiro muttered, “I may be able to contact Alter Ego, still… but…”
“We should focus on leaving for now.” Celeste tried to redirect things, “We can discuss this plan once we are no longer in immediate danger.”
“Right.” Byakuya agreed, making a point to look back at Kyoko’s frown, “We’ll figure this out later. Let’s go.”
The group of them exited, finding the first floor still seemingly empty. Celeste moved to check down the hall while Leon quietly urged Mondo to bend down and let him take the fallen guard’s gun.
“I don’t want ya blasting that right by my damn ears.” The biker hissed, bending down and handing the rifle up for Leon to hold anyway.
“Yeah yeah yeah,” Leon whispered back, looking over the weapon in his hands, “Ohoho, this feels nice. This is rad.”
“I don’t think you should be saying that about a gun…” Sayaka muttered worriedly, following the group as Celeste ushered them forward, “You know you’ve been sorta….”
“Trigger happy.” Mondo finished, Sayaka nodded.
“What?” Leon raised an eyebrow, “What’s that even mean?”
“Ever since we… got you back,” Sayaka explained awkwardly, “You’ve been a little too casual about the idea of shooting someone, I think.”
“Wha- I…” Leon stuttered, hesitating as Taka shushed the talking trio.
Leon frowned, a worried look crossing his face as he continued softer, “I guess I just… feel different. Right now. I hadn’t really thought of it.”
“I think we all do.” Sayaka murmured, her hand reached up to hold his empty one as he slumped further against Mondo’s shoulder.
Byakuya observed the conversation in tense silence- even more tense than he had been already-which was saying something. That information was…. Certainly lining up with a worrying new theory of his. Now was not the time to worry about it- there were about a dozen other things to worry about- but he would have to keep a closer eye on things.
… It was weird to admit to himself that he cares for them.
The truth was undeniable now, though. He had- almost literally- thrown his whole life away. While he was certain his future as a Togami was still secure, if for no other reason than just the needed cover up to get rid of him would be a hard task even for his father, he was quite certain his chance of ever gaining favor with either of his parents was just as broken as Hiro’s crystal ball now was.
“The back door is this way.” Kyoko guided the group, suddenly Celeste turned and scowled down the hall to their right.
“We may have company.” She warned, Byakuya heard the muffled rumbling of footsteps.
Sakura pushed to the back of the group, ready to face whatever was coming, Byakuya grabbed her arm to try and pull her along with the others.
“Just keep moving! I have an idea- we just need to get outside.” He snapped, and her uncertain glance down he added: “There’ll be too many of them- even for you. We need to go.”
Finally she relented, hurrying along behind him as he jogged to keep up with the others borderline sprint through the station. Didn’t they remember he was sick? How was he supposed to keep up with them in this condition?
They passed by the two men Byakuya had snuck by earlier, both pulled out their weapons as the rather noticeable herd of teens rushed past. Toko rushed forward, a fearful shriek escaping her as she pushed the one man over into a desk so his shot fired uselessly into the ceiling.
The second man aimed his gun at Sakura- his face contorting from determination to panic as his gun refused to fire. Chihiro was glaring daggers towards him, no doubt behind the weapon’s malfunction, Byakuya figured he may as well help.
He sent the desk skidding forward to pin the two men against the nearby wall, causing another scream from Toko as she hurried out of the way and rejoined the group’s mad dash towards the exit. His fingertips tingled from the effort- he knew he was pushing his luck with how tired he was already.
No matter, if he passed out he knew he had people to catch him.
“Come on!” Taka shouted, opening one of the backdoors and peering out, “I- I think he was telling the truth! It actually looks empty out here!”
“Yeah but what now?” Hina asked as the group of them headed into a small parking garage, “They’re still right behind us- where are we supposed to go?”
“Anyone know how to hotwire a car?” Mondo suggested, “Or Chi- you could just start one up couldn’t ya?”
Chihiro nodded, nervously glancing back at the doors they had just come through, “I-“
The sound of screeching tired startled everyone, a rather beat up looking black police van- much worse for wear than the one they had been forced into on the way here- skidding to a stop in front of them.
An older man exited the driver seat, gun pointed towards their group and intense red eyes staring them down.
“Get in!” He shouted in a gravelly voice, “We don’t have a lot of time!”
“What the hell?!” Mondo took a large step back, his grip on Leon faltered as shouted in a panic, “Who invited the fuckin’ demon detective here?”
Demon detective? Byakuya raised his hand to handle the new intruder- and gain a free car, how fortunate- when Taka suddenly dashed forward.
He grabbed the man by the waist- forcefully lifting him off the ground and... laughed? Why was Taka laughing?
And the man… smiled?
“Yo, what the hell?” Leon finally asked. Taka turned back to address the group, grinning as he stepped back over to them.
“Get in the van! We can trust him- I promise!”
“Excuse me???” Mondo questioned, holding an arm out to stop Hiro from moving forward, “Babe do you even know who that is?”
“Of course I know him!” Taka assured him, pulling Mondo forward himself as the others followed, “He’s my father!”
“Let’s just go! They are right behind us!” Celeste reminded them of the urgency of the situation- Byakuya stood still as the others began filing in the door of the van. He needed to prepare himself.
“Byakuya.” Kyoko’s hand was on his, so hot he tried to pull away- her grip stayed firm, “What are you doing?”
“I’m going to stop them from following us.” He answered, “Get in the van and have them leave the garage, I’ll meet you at the street.”
Kyoko frowned, “You really aren’t in the right shape to being doing anything extravagant.”
“I am well aware of my condition, thank you.” He finally pulled his hand away, “I know what I’m doing, just go.”
The group piled into the vehicle, Byakuya began to roll up his sleeves…. It was just moving a couple cars. Child’s play. He’s done worse…
He’s done worse.
The van carrying his friends sped out of the garage, just as an armed guard finally burst through the door they had escaped through. Byakuya raised his hands.
The truck to his right lurched forward, energy buzzed through his arms. The rest of the vehicles were soon to follow- any weapons from the guards still filing out the doors were quickly turned from him to the cars rapidly scraping across the cement floors towards them.
The first two cars slammed into each other, through the crashing metal and glass Byakuya could hear a scream, the doors flinging open as everyone tried to stumble back as vehicles continued to pile up at the entrance- it wouldn’t stop them for long, but it was something, right? The screech from the metal and occasional bang of useless gunshots stung his ears, a growing ache coursing through his muscles.
He was more out of practice than he’d care to admit.
A few spots dotted his vision as he finally relented, his hold on the growing scrap pile slipping as his knees buckled-
And two hands reached under his arms to hoist him back up.
“Gotcha!” Hina’s voice grunted in his ear, he couldn’t stop the yelp from escaping him as she hoisted him into her arms bridal style and hurried towards the street.
“Wha- What the hell are you doing?”
“Waiting for you! We weren’t just going to leave you!” She grinned down at him, picking up her pace so they were practically jogging.
“Wha- I am capable of walking on my own! Put me down!” He protested, her exhale came out like a laugh.
“You could at least pretend to be grateful, ya know.” She retorted, how the hell was she not out of breath yet? What did her file say about her powers? Was it endurance?
They turned a corner, the wailing of police sirens behind them as they hurried to the side of the idling van and let Sakura hoist them both into the vehicle and slam the doors behind them.
“Are you alright?” She asked in a low voice as Hina finally set him down, the van began speeding down the streets.
“Fine. Obviously.” He retorted, accidentally elbowing Chihiro as he tried to find a place to sit- this was much more cramped than the van they’d used to escape.
“It doesn’t look like we’re being followed.” Hiro remarked from his spot in the very back, peering out the rear window, “Good job, man. Looks like whatever you did work.”
He tried to catch his breath for a moment, something warm began to drip from his nose. He moved to wipe it with his sleeve, Celeste stopped him.
“Don’t be gross.” She instructed with a frown, handing him a old handkerchief she had somehow managed to keep with her. “Use this.”
“… Thank you.” He mumbled, looking away in case she was trying to pry into his mind, he still wasn’t sure how she did it aside from touch and eye contact. “Where are we going, anyway? Where are you taking us?”
The man in the driver’s seat, glanced back at him, “You must be Togami’s kid.” He muttered, Byakuya grimaced.
“Where we go next is up to all of you,” he continued, eyes going back to the road, “I do know of someone who’d like to speak to you.”
“Wh-who would wanna speak to us?” Toko narrowed her eyes in suspicion, “S-Someone from the Future Foundation?”
The man chuckled, in a dry and bitter way, “No, I don’t think they’d have anything to do with him, now. Professor Jin Kirigiri,”
He looked back at them again, his eyes landing on where Kyoko’s hands had clenched into fists, “I trust you kids have heard of him. But again, I won’t take you anywhere you don’t want to go.”
The group of them exchanged glances, all of them seemed to be waiting for someone else to make the decision. Finally Sakura put a hand on Kyoko’s shoulder, and the detective let out a long breath of smoke before nodding.
“Take us to him.” She instructed quietly, gaze hardening in resolve, “I think we all have some questions that need to be answered.”
Chapter 25: Burn
Summary:
A safe haven is not as safe as one may hope, a reunion does not go as smoothly as one may have planned.
But hey, Hiro’s having a good time. So that’s something!
Notes:
Gang, a tornado tore through my neighborhood this week lol. Didn’t have power till this morning I was worried I wouldn’t be able to post this.
Chapter Text
God, he was getting antsy.
Mondo frowned down at the burger in his hands, tuning out the pleasant conversation and the gambling over chicken nuggets filling the rest of the van. Sure, they had almost died like… an hour ago, but that wasn’t gonna stop Celeste from being a damn con artist, apparently.
After they had escaped and driven a good ways out of town, the fact that none of them had eaten anything but instant noodles and candy in the past twenty four hours was starting to get to them. Detective Ishimaru had taken them to a crappy fast food place, but they couldn’t complain, it’s not like they could really just waltz in anywhere now that they were on the run. Again.
Or maybe… still. It was hard to keep up.
He took another sip of his drink, his gaze once again fixating on the pair in the front seats. The sun had set long ago, and the low light made the fact that Taka’s one good eye was happily glowing all the more obvious.
He was dating the son of the fucking demon detective. He really just couldn’t catch a break.
It’s not like that’s the sorta thing that ever would’ve come up in natural conversation, and it’s not like Mondo himself had ever mentioned how the detective was one of the only people who really spooked him…
But god, he really shoulda seen this coming, huh? The guy always showed up at the worst times.
Come to think of it, the last time he had seen him was the night Daiya died. He could still remember the way those uncanny red eyes had glared down at him as he was told to get the hell out of there.
His stomach churned at that, and in an effort to distract himself he shoveled some of the soggy fries he’d gotten with his meal into his mouth. He hated mushy stuff- maybe the disgust could keep his mind from wandering.
“Hey,” A finger poked his face, he turned to find Chihiro leaning over the row of seats, “You okay?”
“ ‘Course I am, Chi.” He shrugged, “Why?”
“You’re just sorta… tense.” She pointed out, trying to be gentle- which he didn’t need, dammit.
“Nervous about meeting your future father in law?” Leon snickered from the other side of him, his stupid smug expression faltering as Mondo whipped around to glare at him.
“I’m nervous about being in a car with a fuckin’ cop.” He hissed back, “In case ya forgot- everything I used to do was super illegal.”
“Vigilante stuff is illegal?” Leon asked, dumping a couple of his nuggets on Mondo’s napkin and taking the fries for himself. Fair trade. “Weren’t you like… saving people, though?”
“It’s still illegal.” Chihiro chimed back in, “Even just normal vigilantism is against the law, but I think what you did was in a whole other category.”
“Let’s just drop this for now…” Mondo grumbled, finally taking a bite of his food and hoping that would be the end of this. It was not.
“Still,” Leon continued, oblivious to his glare, “You’d think it’’d be kinda cool to hear your kid is dating a superhero.”
“The guy’s tried to arrest me and my brother about a dozen times.” He finally answered, and that finally managed to stop the conversation. They both knew enough about his past to not push any subject further once the word ‘brother’ was used, being the cause of your brother’s death was a total mood killer.
Thanks, Daiya.
Chihiro put a hand on his shoulder, trying to be comforting despite turning back around to talk to Hifumi. Mondo let his gaze wander back to Taka, and this time the android caught him staring again.
He smiled, his gaze shifting from Mondo’s eyes to the food and back again, silent questions of ‘Are you okay? Are you going to eat? You really should eat something. Is something wrong?’ All managing to come across in the way his expression shifted.
He just nodded, taking another bite just to prove that he would eat something, don’t worry. Taka’s expression softened slightly, and he went back to whatever surprisingly quiet reunion he was having with his ol’ man.
Taka had tried to get him involved in the conversation earlier, and after Mondo had barely grunted out a few responses Taka had gotten the hint and settled for just reaching a hand over the seats for him to hold. The hand had left too, when they were ordering food and Taka had to take the ridiculously packed wallet from Monokuma to pay.
As most conversations between the two bots, the question of where the hell the money had come from led to an argument, and in all the yelling and confusion of remembering about a dozen different orders Taka’s hand never ended up finding his again.
Which… wasn’t a big deal. But that didn’t stop Mondo from being grumpy about it.
Not that Taka had to hold his hand- god, he hadn’t seen his dad in like over a month now, Mondo wasn’t so insecure he needed constant attention or anything… but he was getting antsy and holding someone’s hand would sure be nice.
He continued eating, letting his gaze wander around the rest of the van to ensure he wouldn’t be caught staring for the third time. His eyes ended up meeting Kyoko’s, and he noticed her jaw tense before she turned to look back out the window again.
This is gotta be fuckin’ terrible for her. He thought grimly, Losin’ Mac, and all this stuff with her dad…
He let out a frustrated sigh, taking one more bite before scooting across the old van’s seats to get closer to her. She certainly noticed him, her whole body going stiff as he nudged her with his elbow before she looked back up at him.
“Ya didn’t order any food.” He pointed out, pulling the napkin his food rested on till it was in her lap. “Ya ought to eat something.”
“I’m not hungry.” She mumbled, he sighed again.
“Ya haven’t eaten since last night.” He gestured towards the napkin in her lap again, “Eat something.”
“What do you want, Mondo?” She asked quietly, finally relenting and picking up one of the nuggets.
“Nothin’. Just bugging you… and avoiding Leon.”
“I don’t need you to worry about me.” She responded curtly, Mondo felt a weird sort of unease.
Because he was worried, he wanted to check on her- on everyone- make sure they were alright and safe and protected. Because you’re supposed to protect them, that’s your job and you’ve already lost someone-
He tried to physically shake that train of thought, playing it off like he was just rolling his shoulders as he chuckled.
“I know ya don’t.” He finally answered, ignoring how she seemed to look him over like she could tell what he was just thinking, “That ain’t gonna stop me from worrying, though.”
“I…” she paused, finally taking some of the food she’d been given before continuing, “Thank you, for checking on me. I’m fine, though.”
“Sure,” Mondo tried to keep his tone casual, “I know ya probably don’t wanna talk about it but…”
She turned to face him fully, an apprehension in her eyes that made him think he should tread carefully.
“Listen. I’m here for ya, We all are. No matter what happens, alright?” He finally settled on, “We’re gonna be alright.”
She turned back to face out the window again, he decided to leave her to brood for now.
“Alright.” Detective Ishimaru cleared his throat from the front seat- Mondo hated how his voice made him jolt, “This is our stop, here. We’ll pull around back, I feel as though this should go without saying, but: keep a low profile.”
Taka turned to face them as the van pulled into the lot, “Remember the buddy system we discussed previously! Stay with your partner or group and check in on each other often- even after we’ve determined the location is safe.”
“Is this location safe?” Celeste asked from her spot on the row of seats behind them, “I am not in the mood to be arrested again.”
“The place seems pretty deserted.” Hiro chimed in, leaning forward to peer out into the nearly empty lot around the bland looking hotel. “There’s only four other cars here, we’re probably fine, right?”
“I’m not going to just assume anywhere is safe,” Byakuya remarked from the back, “We’ll investigate things for ourselves.”
“Whooo covert ops.” Leon sarcastically cheered, “Thank god, I was really worried we were gonna have to actually relax or something.”
“Their sign says they have an indoor pool,” Hina pointed out cheerfully, “We can relax in there after we make sure the coast is clear!”
“We don’t have spare clothes anymore,” Sayaka countered, “I don’t want my only shirt smelling like chlorine.”
“I kinda like how chlorine smells-“ Hifumi chimed in, Byakuya snapped his fingers to force the conversation back on topic.
“Anyway, let’s get going. I want to shower.” He grumbled, pushing at the back of Mondo’s seat like that would make him leave faster.
Taka and his dad exited first, sliding open both the side doors for the others to get out. It took a moment for Kyoko to move, her eyes fixated squarely on the now crumpled napkin. Mondo gave her another nudge, and she took a deep breath before nodding and silently exiting the car as well.
He slid out behind her, and she promptly marched over to where detective Ishimaru was scanning over the exterior of the two story building in front of them.
“You kids have fun!” Monokuma waved just before Mondo closed the door, “I’m gonna take myself a little nap- try not die or anything, okay?”
Very encouraging.
A cold hand found it’s way into his, he leaned over to rest his head on top Taka’s as the android shifted closer.
“You seem nervous.” Taka’s voice was quiet, Mondo grunted in response, “I suppose we certainly have more than enough to worry about.”
“I’ll say.” He grumbled out, pausing for a moment to glance back and make sure the detective was still distracted by his own conversation. “Where do ya… where do ya think Mac is?”
“There’s… no way of knowing for sure. I’m trying very hard not to let my mind wander to the worst case scenario.”
He glanced down to see Taka frowning, face partially obscured by the patch and bandages he’d wrapped around his broken eye. He hadn’t told his dad how it happened, when the detective had asked- with a voice that sounded like it was bordering on enraged- he simply answered they’d been attacked, and he’d been hit.
Mondo was very aware of how the detective’s eyes had shifted to him when he’d been told this.
“I hope this Kirigiri guy can answer some questions.” Mondo mumbled, his eyes tracing along the hairline crack that travelled from Taka’s eye and down his cheekbone. “After all the shit we’ve been goin’ through he sure owes us some answers.”
Taka hummed in response, his good eye flicking around their surroundings as he watched the others trudge towards the door. Mondo took a deep breath before asking another question.
“Did you uh… tell your old man about me?” He tried not to wince at his own words, ashamed that this thought was even crossing his mind considering everything they had going on right now. This wasn’t the time for stupid high school drama.
“Not yet. I didn’t want to do that without you permission.” Taka shifted so he could look up at him, “You have nothing to worry about, though, I assure you.”
Mondo almost scoffed at that, “Taks, the guy’s literally pulled a gun on me before.”
“Well you… were doing something illegal.”
“Wha- he does illegal stuff too! Didn’t he like steal you technically?”
“Technically, yes.” Taka’s mouth curled up into a smile, “I think the two of you may have more in common than you’d think.”
“Yeah, right-“
“I’m serious.” Taka squeezed his hand tighter, “You’re both very dedicated to helping others… even if doing so puts you in danger or at odds with authority. While what you did was legally a crime- no one can deny that your heart was certainly in the right place!”
Taka’s voice was getting louder, this was going to turn into a whole speech- he could feel it. Mondo gently shushed him before he got too worked up.
“You’re a caring, passionate, wonderful person.” Taka’s other hand cupped his face, “And I can’t imagine anyone not being able to see that once they’ve gotten a chance to know you.”
Mondo felt his face heating up, dammit dammit dammit why does he have to be so nice to me? Can’t he tell I ain’t worth all this?
“Th- Thanks-“ he finally managed to stutter out, embarrassment only growing when Taka chuckled. “You… Yer really great, too. Ya know that, right?”
“I’ve been told, yes.” Taka’s smile grew wider, his eye lighting up as the biker continued to try and hide how flustered the compliments had made him.
… I could kiss him right now. Mondo’s inner dialogue pushed him forward, his hand going to Taka’s chin, It’s been a hot minute since we kissed, and it’s not like we’re really out in public.
Before he could really move, Taka’s gaze flicked over Mondo’s shoulder. “Oh, hello, Father.”
“Taka,” the detective’s tone was warm, but that didn’t stop fear from freezing Mondo where he stood.
Caught in the act. I’m a dead man.
“Son, do you mind if we have a private conversation?”
Mondo quickly nodded, pulling his hands away from Taka and making his escape towards the hotel’s back door.
“Yep. Yeah, Absolutely, y’all have-“
“I was referring to you, Owada.”
Dammit.
Taka frowned, “What do you need to talk about?”
Detective Ishimaru chuckled, a noise so foreign it made Mondo’s brain short out for a second.
“Nothing serious, Taka. I just want to get to know the young man interested in my son.”
Deader than dead. Death was too good for him now. He was gonna end up buried alive in an unmarked grave somewhere.
Slowly, Mondo turned back around, forcing some of his courage back into his body as he moved to stand by Taka again. He had been shot, he’d run through burning buildings, hell he’d even been hit by a few cars, he could handle a conversation with a cop.
A cop who could, potentially, ruin the first real romantic relationship he’d ever had.
“I see…” Taka’s face furrowed in concern, “Well, I can be here for that too, right? I have plenty of nice things to say about Mondo! For example-“
“I’m sure you do, son.” He chuckled, putting a hand on Taka’s shoulder, “And I want to hear them. We’ll be inside in a few minutes, I promise.”
Taka sighed, finally nodding and letting his hand brush against Mondo’s back as he passed. He began to walk towards the door, abruptly turning on his heel to call back to them.
“Do not take very long, though! I haven’t seen you in over a month now! We have to make up for lost time!” He was probably louder than he needed to be, and his father chuckled back and nodded.
“I promise! We’ll be right in.” He shouted back, and the peaceful smile stayed on his face until Taka finally disappeared through the door. Takaaki moved to lean against the back of the car, fishing around in his coat pocket and pulling out a lighter and a pack of cigarettes.
“Do you smoke, Owada?” He asked, already lighting one when Mondo hesitantly shook his head.
“Good. That was the right answer.”
“Does Taks know you smoke?” The question slipped out before Mondo could stop it, Takaaki shook his head, his smile faded.
“He made me stop. I haven’t smoked in almost six years now.” He exhaled, courteous enough to blow it away from Mondo. Not that it would’ve mattered- he was practically raised in the smoke filled bar Daiya worked in. “I started again about a month ago.”
“When… we got snatched?”
Takaaki hummed in response, his expression growing grim, much more like Mondo was used to.
He hated this. This… reminded him too much of the past.
“Shouldn’t ya… be in there with Kirigiri?” He asked, maybe this was a cowardly way out, but this really wasn’t a conversation he felt like having right now.
Takaaki shook his head, “Knowing Jin, he’ll be more likely to talk if there isn’t anyone else in the room… And I want you kids to have all the information you can get.”
Mondo slowly nodded again, finally deciding to lean against the van as well, at least attempt to be casual, Takaaki continued.
“I want to make this abundantly clear:” he began, and Mondo braced himself for the worst, “I do not hate you.”
“Wha-“ Mondo blinked, “What?”
“Taka knows what he’s doing. If he trusts you… I have no reason to be worried. Yet.”
Mondo paused, watching the smoke from Takaaki’s cigarette drift up into the night sky.
“Then why… why’re we having this conversation? You gonna give me the whole ‘ya hurt him ya die’ spiel?” He crossed his arms, “Because I’m pretty sure Taks could toss me into the sun if he really wanted to.”
“Taks…” Takaaki echoed, glancing down at him, “He lets you call him that?”
“Yeah?” Mondo raised an eyebrow, “I call him a couple different things…”
“Does he call you anything?”
Mondo felt his face heating up again, he glanced into the van where Monokuma was asleep in the backseat, Mondo’s jacket wrapped around him so he was bundled up like a burrito, “Yeah.”
Takaaki hummed, finishing off his cigarette and snuffing it out on the side of the van before slipping what remained into his coat pocket. Mondo shifted uncomfortably again.
“So… why’re we talkin?” He asked again, Takaaki turned to face him fully.
“I think we both know the FF was onto you for a long time.”
I most certainly fuckin’ did not??? Mondo tried to hide his surprise, blinking a few times before the detective continued.
“As a favor to Jin- and by favor I mean I was practically forced into it- I kept an eye on some of you.” He muttered, his gaze turning towards the street at a car passed by. “That’s why I always followed you and your brother so closely, I feared if I wasn’t there to intervene someone else may show up instead.”
Mondo frowned, “You tryna convince me you were doin’ all that just to protect me?”
“Not protect. Observe.” He corrected grimly, “Unlike several of the others, you were rather widely known.”
“I guess I just… wanted to apologize.” Takaaki’s words caught him off guard, he looked back up at the detective.
“Apologize for what?”
“For what happened to your brother. I’m sorry I couldn’t stop them.”
It felt like the world stopped, the street noise seemed muffled, the faint glow from the streetlights became muddled and dark.
“Stop… who?” He asked slowly, a chill rising up his spine and the phantom sensation of something wet and warm sticking to his hands-
It was starting to smell like gasoline.
All he could still see clearly was Takaaki’s face, filled with worry and apprehension at the biker’s sudden shift in demeanor.
“You…” he paused, seeming to struggle to think of the right word, “Do you not know what happened to your brother?”
“Of course I-“ his voice cracked, damn it damn it damn it why couldn’t he keep it together? “Of course I know what happened. I- I killed him. It was my fault-“
There was a hand on his shoulder, Takaaki’s intense gaze softening in what looked like pity, Mondo felt sick.
“None of that was your fault.”
“Bullshit!” Mondo snapped back, roughly jerking away from the older man, “You don’t know a damn thing about it! I watched it happen! I- I was there when he-“
“What did you see happen?” Takaaki wasn’t put off by his outburst, “What exactly did you see?”
“What the fuck do you want me to say?!” Mondo was yelling now, the roaring in his ears too loud and the wind against his bare arms too much too much everything was too much-
“I… I shoulda been more careful. Like he said to. I was just… I was stupid. I got careless…” Warm tears were pricking against his skin now, and the new unwelcome sensation finally set him over the edge to start sobbing. “I shoulda’ stayed with him- why didn’t I stay with him?”
“I was there the night he died, Mondo.” Takaaki’s hand hesitated over his shoulder, “I know what they… what they did.”
“Wh-what?”
“The chemical in the bullet wound, clearly they-“
Mondo’s breath caught in his throat, the roaring in his ears and unbearable pressure all around him leaving him in an instant- his mind only able to focus on the word that was just spoken.
“The what?” He whispered, unable to bring his gaze back up from where it had landed on Takaaki’s shoes. “D-Daiya… Daiya got hit by a truck-“
Takaaki’s expression melted into horror at his confusion, “You didn’t know?” He asked quietly, his hand finally made contact with Mondo’s arm, he jolted.
“Didn’t know what?! What the hell- what the hell are you talkin’ about?” Mondo demanded, fear and guilt and anger burning in his chest and spreading through his veins, “Who shot him?”
“I- I don’t know exactly who.” Takaaki faltered, “Once you ran they followed you-“
“No… No-“ Mondo pressed his hands over his ears, the smell of gasoline and blood and smoke all clinging to his senses.
“Wha- What is going on!?” Taka’s voice sounded distant and hazy, Mondo dropped to his knees.
Blood was soaking through his pants and staining his shirt he was covered in it what was he supposed to do-
“Mondo- Mon,” Cold hands pried his fingers off his ears, he couldn’t see who it was. He was being moved, his hands were pushed against his own chest, his head pushed down against someone’s shoulder, arms wrapped tightly around him.
“Breathe, okay? Can you do that?” That was Taka. He could hear him now, he squeezed his eyes shut, “You hear that ticking noise? Can you breathe with that?”
Ticking? Right. Right. Taka had a literal tick, the little power source inside of him ticked every few seconds. He could… He could listen to that. He had done that before.
He breathed in- he smelled gasoline.
He breathed out- he felt blood on his hands.
In- Daiya was choking, he was trying to smile, but…
Out- Someone was… someone was talking?
Taka was talking, rocking back and forth on the ground while Mondo sobbed like the pathetic excuse for a protector he was. Normally Taka spoke to him during these… episodes, quiet and gentle and perfect in a way Mondo knew he didn’t deserve. This sounded different.
“Several of them- I- I don’t know how many.” He was muttering quietly. “I don’t know why they haven’t attacked yet- and no one can find Kyoko. What room did you send her to?”
“S-Several of what?” Mondo choked out, hating the way his voice cracked. Taka’s hand moved to his hair.
“Just… rest for a moment-“
“What’s going on?” He sat up, forcing his expression into something more stoic.
Taka glanced up at his dad, who had pulled out his gun and began scanning every inch of the hotel.
“We may not be as safe as we thought.” Taka’s eye flickered. “Sakura and Hina encountered an armed Future Foundation Operative inside. I- I scanned the building, there’s way too many heartbeats for the amount of vehicles outside. There’s people all over the place.”
“Waiting on something.” Takaaki grimaced, “Maybe for everyone to sleep?”
“Maybe for Kyoko to get her dad talkin’.” Mondo looked back at the building, even through the tears that still stubbornly stuck to his eyes he could see a shadow moving along the top. “Maybe for all of us to get inside.”
Something like a growl rose out of his throat, Taka’s worried frown only deepened when he stood. If these sons of bitches really did shoot Daiya, they were gonna pay. God, he was gonna make them pay.
He promised he’d never let anyone get hurt like that again.
“Let’s not make em wait any longer.”
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She really should not be this nervous.
Her hand hesitated to knock, hovering an inch away from the door’s surface at the sound of footsteps in the nearby room. At least two different people, maybe a family, even.
That was a distraction.
Kyoko took a deep breath, closing her eyes so she wouldn’t have to see the smoke that she knew curled out of her lungs and into the air. She was burning up, she felt like she was going to explode if she didn’t get help soon.
That only left one logical option then.
She knocked four times, quickly retreating her hand and smoothing out her shirt. What, do I need to look impressive for him? I need to be presentable when I tell him off for everything he’s put me through?
She was not here to tell him off, she was here for information. This was not personal… this didn't need to be personal….
Nothing felt personal, anymore.
“Come in, It’s open.”
He’s not… opening the door himself?
Kyoko’s frown deepened, turning the handle and cautiously peering into the room as it opened. Most of the lights were out, the only one illuminating the room was a small lamp behind the table, it was supposed to draw her attention so she wouldn’t look anywhere else. She looked anyway.
It was clean and tidy, the minuscule amount of furnishings in the room all neatly set into their rightful place, even the bed was perfectly made.
And that was wrong.
Jin Kirigiri was not a neat person, he was fussy and very particular about how he organized things- and his methods of organization were a secret not even the most brilliant minds of society would ever be able to decipher. Which meant the way that even all the files and the notebook on the table were stacked neatly were wrong. This was too clean, this was not how her father would do things.
“Kyoko…” She finally snapped her gaze over to him, observation momentarily distracted by the look of relief on his face when she finally opened the door fully. “I… I’m so glad you’re alright.”
She didn’t answer, finding herself unable to look away from the empty sleeve where his arm used to be, neatly pinned to his shirt to keep it out of the way. Acid burned in her throat.
“Kyoko?” He asked, tilting his head from where he stood at the foot of his bed. “Why don’t you… Why don’t you come in, I’m sure you have questions.”
“I- Sorry.” She finally managed to get out, her gaze flicking to his other arm and finding fresh looking scrapes on his knuckles, that hand quickly moved to scratch the back of his head.
So that I can’t see it? She made an effort to keep the frown off her face, Maybe I’m just being paranoid.
Someone cleared their throat behind her, she whipped her head around and found Hifumi peering around the corner. He was sweating, the hand gripping the corner he leaned around shaking slightly, a nervous smile on his face.
“What is it?” She asked, she noticed Jin take a step forward in her periphery.
“Uh, I was just wondering where you set the pain meds?” He asked in a surprisingly casual tone, his other hand moving into view and holding up a yellow notepad with frantic writing on it, “Leon’s leg is bothering him, and he said you were the last one to hold them. We’ve been looking everywhere.”
‘We’re surrounded. FFs Everywhere. Escape???’
“I gave them to Sakura.” She knew her tone was normal enough, Jin seemed to stop moving completely. “If she doesn’t have them they might be in the van, I’ll check in a minute.”
“Sure, yeah.” Hifumi nodded, eyes glancing towards the door as he quietly flipped the page. “Thanks!”
‘Yell if you need help. Right here.’
She waved, turning back and taking a small step into the room and pushing the door open a little more. Jin’s eyes flicked to the side behind the door, his smile returning as she spoke again. She decided to ignore the fact that someone or something was definitely behind the door. She wasn’t going to move from the doorway- not yet.
“I’m glad you’re okay…” she mumbled, “When I… we saw your arm, and… I assumed the worst.”
“Oh, right.” He chuckled, “Sorry about that, I wasn’t exactly in the right headspace to clean anything up.”
He paused, gesturing for her to come closer, “Well, come on, come sit. We have a lot of catching up to do-“
“What’s wrong with you?” She asked immediately, her nerves preventing her from playing along any longer.
He chuckled again, nervously this time, his stare seemed… hazy, “Wh-what? What are you talking about?”
“You aren’t acting like yourself.” She elaborated, eyes glancing around the room and hearing the shift of the floorboards behind the door. Someone’s behind this. “What’s going on?”
“I’m just… happy to see you, sweetie.” His expression looked almost sad, “I-I’m just sorry. About everything. I never should’ve put you through any of this.”
Now that was all the confirmation she needed. Her dad would never just… apologize. It was like pulling teeth to get him to admit he was wrong. Especially to her.
“Dad.” She frowned, “What’s going on?”
“Kyoko,” he pleaded, taking another step towards her, she tensed, “Sweetie, please-“
There was movement beside her suddenly, a sudden creak in the floorboards giving her enough of a heads up to ignite her hands as the door was pushed against her and an armed man advanced. Her fist collided with the cold metal of a gun, forcing it to point towards the ceiling and taking another swing at the man’s covered face.
The hit knocked him back, something smashed against the back of her head, the dull thud of a book hitting the floor as she stumbled into the counter of the room’s kitchenette. The guard advanced again, she kicked against him and rolled to the side just as he slammed the butt of his rifle down where her head had just been.
Jin was watching her with hollow eyes, blank expression unwavering as he reached for something in his pocket and realization struck her.
It was Junko. Junko was controlling her father. How… how was she supposed to snap him out of this without Makoto here?
She ducked under the guard’s next swing, trying to take care not to burn too much in the damn wooden interior room she found herself trapped in. She kicked against his back, forcing him headfirst against the cabinet in the room and watching him slump to the floor. Jin made a move towards her again, whatever was in his hand swinging down towards her shoulder as she shoved his arm out of the way and tried to land a hit on his chest.
Most of her observation and deduction skills had come from her grandparents, but Jin was the one who taught her how to fight. The only thing saving her in this moment was probably the fact that he wasn’t used to fighting without an arm.
It was a grim blessing, but a blessing none the less.
“Dad- Dad!” She pleaded, shoving him back and watching him stumble against the small table “I- I don’t know if you can-“
“Kyoko…” he grinned, too wide, it made the already intense burn in her veins ignite violently. “You know that won’t work… What are you gonna do without your sweet little partner here?”
She was breathing heavy, black smoke curling out of her lips as the burn rose from her chest to her throat. “Junko.”
He laughed, a slow, almost painful sounding laugh, Kyoko snarled.
“Get out of my dad’s head.” She ordered, “Let him go. Now.”
“No, no, no,” he slowly sat up, his fist clenching around whatever was in his hand, “This is too fun-“
He lunged towards her again, flaming fists held out to block him.
Something glass shattered, liquid splattered across her hands-
It burned-
A scream tore through her throat at the sensation, sparks shooting from her mouth as she staggered back against the door and stared down at her hands- something black and bubbling coated her hands and fingers, the flames fizzling out beneath them as it burned burned burned through her skin and forced another cry from her.
She stumbled blindly towards the kitchen sink, the only thought in her mind getting this off of her as it continued to sear through the flesh of her hands.
What is this??? What the hell is this? She choked on smoke, forcing water from the faucet and desperately washing it off- the cold water only adding to the pain shooting up her nerves. What’s happening? what is happening? What-
A hand grabbed her by the leg, and in her panic she turned and screamed down at the FF guard who had grabbed her. Flames shot from her mouth- her own scream quickly drowned out by his own.
He slumped over, flames still flickering as his body hit the wood floor and stopped moving.
He stopped moving- Kyoko realized, the burn in her veins replaced by an icy stillness- You just killed someone.
“Why so surprised?” Her dad’s hollow voice rang in her ear, she tried in vain to make her hands work, “You’ve seen plenty of dead bodies before.”
“What did you do to me?” She asked, forcing the determination into her voice as she tore her gaze off the man- corpse- in front of her. “What is this?”
“A safety measure.” He answered, taking a slow step towards her. She hadn’t seen it before- he’d been too far away to notice- but the whites of his eyes had turned a dull, swirling gray.
“A last resort.” He continued, her hands painfully clenched into fists, “You can’t be trusted. You’ll just keep getting in the way.”
“That is… what I do best.” She responded, harnessing all the strength she had left and taking a swing at his jaw.
Of course he blocked it- but that was expected- and while his hand was busy grabbing her forearm she swung her knee up into his ribs. He hit the door with a loud thud, she grabbed him by the shirt and kicked his legs out from under him, forcing him underneath her and pinning him against the ground.
“Let go of him!” She screamed, the smallest burst of fire following her words as he blinked back up at her. “Get out of his head, now!”
“I guess it’s the least I could do.” He grinned widely, struggling beneath her, “You deserve to still have someone I guess.”
“Wh-what… what does that mean?” She refused to let her grip weaken, even though her hands hurt so bad any movement was agony.
“It’s your fault, you know.” He whispered, she froze, “You didn’t keep a close enough eye on him… and after everything he’s done for you…”
Junko wasn’t talking about her dad anymore.
Jin’s eyes rolled back as his head tilted to the side, his body going limp beneath her as whatever was happening to him just… stopped. Kyoko stayed crouched there, breathing heavy, unable to force a coherent thought into her mind.
Your fault. Your fault. Your fault. Your fault.
“Kyoko!!” Hifumi screamed from the other side of the door, she numbly realized her and Jin’s body were blocking it from opening. “What’s going on?! Let me in!”
“Move aside.” Sakura’s loud voice barked, “Kyoko, stand back!”
“Wait!” She finally made her voice work again, scrambling to her feet and pushing her dad’s limp legs out of the way. “I- I’m-“
Not okay. She thought, forcing the door open and trying to steel her expression into something stronger than how she felt. Nothing is okay.
Sakura and Hifumi were waiting on the other side, a fresh bruise on his cheek just above his older one, red splattered against Sakura’s knuckles where her fist still was raised to punch the door down.
“What happened?” Sakura asked softly, her hardened gaze softening as she took Kyoko’s appearance.
“Oh my god-“ Hifumi squeaked, a hand going to cover his mouth, “What happened to-“
“Junko… had my-“ She stopped, a pained noise escaping her as the burning jolted across the raw sores on her palms, “Junko got to Dr. Kirigiri first. She… made him attack me.”
“Are you alright?” Hifumi asked again, his eyes refusing to leave her hands, she would’ve moved them if she didn’t think it would hurt too badly, “I- I’m sorry it took so long. There was another guy in the room across from you- he was holding an older couple hostage!”
“It’s alright.” Kyoko assured him, not fighting against Sakura as she moved to open the door wider and inspect things herself. “I’m glad you helped them instead, I’m sure they appreciated it.”
“Oh, they did.” Hifumi nervously laughed, “I escorted them to the front, the wife called me a fine young gentleman!”
His eyes looked at her with pity- god she hated pity- “Still, though, I’m sorry I wasn’t here to help. Are your hands…?”
His eyes flicked down to where Jin lay unconscious at her feet, she followed his gaze and watched the slow rise and fall of his chest. He was alive- at least he was alive.
“Is he okay?” Hifumi asked softer, Kyoko watched Sakura move towards the dead man in the kitchen. “Are you okay, Miss Kirigiri?”
“I’ll be alright…” she flexed her hand, and winced at the jolt of pain that shot up her arm, “I- I need Taka to look at this. Is everyone else alright?”
“I- I think so. There’s still some fighting going on downstairs, I think,” Hifumi nervously hummed, watching Sakura check the pulse of the charred neck, “It’s… mostly under control. One of them almost got Hiro- Miss Asahina tackled them into the pool.”
“She loved it.” Sakura muttered, her eyes flicking back towards Kyoko a little too knowingly, “I almost think she waited till it was the only option.”
“Th-there’s just so many of them.” Hifumi shifted on his feet, “I- I’m actually gonna go check downstairs- Mr. Owada said we’ll need to leave soon! We better wrap this up!”
He hurried from the room, leaving Sakura there watching Kyoko’s hands twitch and writhe at her uncontrollably at her sides.
“What happened?” She asked again, looking down at where Jin laid between them, “To you, I mean.”
“I… I don’t know.” Kyoko answered quietly, “He said it was a fail safe… I think Junko wanted me dead. My power is… nothing too special, I suppose. I’m more of a liability than the rest of you.”
“She is afraid of you.” Sakura corrected, “And she has good reason to be.”
Kyoko stared down at her hands, unwilling to look back up as Sakura bent down to scoop her dad up off the floor.
“Junko has Makoto.” Kyoko finally broke the silence again, looking up to find Sakura’s worried eyes staring back at her. “She… told me I’ve lost him.”
“That is not true,” Sakura assured her, “No matter what happens, we will get him back.”
“You don’t know that.” Kyoko countered, more coldly than she meant to.
Sakura paused, seeming to gauge her reaction, “But I still believe it, with all my heart.”
Kyoko almost scoffed, that was the kind of thing Makoto would say. He always believed everything would be okay… And it seemed he made sure it would be through sheer willpower alone.
She missed him a lot.
“There were about forty Future Foundation Operatives in the building.” Sakura changed the subject, moving to look at the now scattered papers on the table and apparently deciding they weren’t worth worrying about, “They clearly weren’t prepared for us to resist, I think they were waiting for us to fall asleep. They had taken the staff and other guests and locked them in some of the rooms.”
She chuckled, “Mondo and Leon were signing autographs when Hifumi came and got me.”
Kyoko couldn’t bring herself to smile, if her expression wavered from anything other than stoicism she was worried she would fall apart.
“It will be okay.” Sakura repeated again, “We’ll get through this, together.”
There were hurried footsteps up the stairs, Byakuya appearing in the doorframe slightly disheveled and out of breath. Pink blood dripped from his nose, he relaxed against the doorframe as he saw them.
“There you are.” He sighed, taking a moment to catch his breath, his eyes flicked down to Kyoko’s hands. “Wh- What-“
“We should get going.” Kyoko tried to redirect the conversation quickly, “We need to find a safe place to hide, there’ll be more FF operatives soon.”
His eyes stayed on her hands a moment more, a rare moment of genuine concern flashing in them before he composed himself.
“Right. Is he okay?” He pointed towards Jin, waiting for Sakura to nod before turning his attention towards the information on the table. Because of course he would want that.
The laptop was the only thing he took, it floated through the air and into his hands as Kyoko reluctantly joined him in the doorway.
“That detective said he knows of somewhere safer we can go,” Byakuya explained, “I suppose out safest option right now is to trust him.”
“Right.” Kyoko agreed, her hand brushed against his blazer and she had to bite her lip to stop from crying out at the pain. “W-We should go. Come on.”
Your fault~
Your fault your fault you fault-
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The ride to this hotel had been… tense.
Everyone was alright, aside from a few scrapes and bruises, and aside from her own hands; and after Taka’s father had made a hurried phone call they had climbed back into the van and sped off.
Toko had been the first to see her hands, nearly passing out at the sight of them and leaning against Sayaka for support. Celeste had offered, after flinching the moment they made eye contact, to try and find someway to mentally block the pain. Kyoko had refused, but now that Taka was tending to her wounds in the rickety backseat of the car she was honestly beginning to regret her decision.
She had screamed when he poured more water across them, rinsing the last of the viscous black liquid off. She had a towel clenched between her teeth to stop any stray flames from shooting out and ruining the one good eye he still had. She screamed again when he disinfected them, and she noticed Sayaka bury her head in her hands as she tried in vain to stop herself from crying at the sound.
She didn’t mean to be making such a spectacle of herself- this was humiliating.
“It’s gonna be alright.” Mondo murmured behind her, where he had practically forced her into his lap to give Taka more room to work. “It’ll be done soon, yer gonna be okay.”
She hated being pitied- she hated it- she didn’t need this.
She wasn’t weak. She didn’t need this.
‘I don’t think you’re weak,’ Makoto had assured her, just a day before she lost him, ‘I just… I’m sorry.’
Her throat burned again.
He frowned into the first aid kit he had taken from the hotel, not nearly as well stocked as his own, she could tell he was struggling with how to make do. He finally settled on just grabbing a roll of bandages and a bottle of over the counter pain pills, turning to pick up the water bottle he had dumped across her hands again.
“Here. Take two of these.” He sighed, “This is the best we can do for now. Maybe I can stop by a store later and find something better…”
She nodded, removing the now singed and burned towel and dropping it into her lap. Her hands stubbornly refused to close completely, she grimaced.
“Is it okay if I help you?” Taka asked carefully, seeming wary of offending her.
She nodded, glaring up at where Leon had turned to see what was happening and making sure the redhead turned back around before she let Taka hold the water up for her. When she finally got the pills he had dropped into her mouth for her down, she settled for just staring blankly down at her hands.
Second degree burns, she assumed. Dark red and splotchy and painful unlike anything she had experienced. She had touched fire countless times. Nothing ever burned her, a perk of having a furnace for a circulatory system, she supposed.
Taka wrapped her hands slowly, methodically trying to avoid moving them anymore than he had to. She tried to stop herself from flinching when they did move, and tried to stop herself from being bitter at the way Mondo would immediately try to comfort her any time she did.
Byakuya was the only one being normal, his focus on Jin’s laptop as he made Chihiro ensure there was no way for anyone to track them through it. Everyone else would glance worriedly back at her, trying to be of some comfort and just… not knowing how to start.
Leon had a stab wound, why was no one babying him anymore, he certainly enjoyed it more than she did.
Taka finished one hand and moved it aside by the wrist to better work on the remaining one, Kyoko slowly moved it to rest in her lap and closed her eyes.
There had been several times since this all began where she hadn’t exactly known what her next course of action should be, but she always found her bearings quickly… This was the first time she could remember really being at a loss for what to do.
“Kyoko,” Celeste finally turned from the front seat, “From what I can tell while he sleeps, your father is no longer under anyone’s influence. It seems your hunch that Junko abandoned him was correct.”
She just nodded, not in the right mood to join in on the conversation yet and letting Hina speak instead.
“H-How can she even do that?” She asked worriedly, “I thought her powers were just… for us?”
“Makoto’s were intended to be just for us.” Byakuya explained without looking up from what he was reading, “Though I doubt his influence ends there, either. Junko was capable of manipulating and controlling anyone, that’s what made her so dangerous.”
“H-How is sh-sh-she even alive? How has she been doing any of this?” Toko bit her nails, “I th-thought Hope’s Peak killed her…”
“They were supposed to.” Byakuya muttered, “I’m not sure why she’s still alive.”
“That woulda meant she had to like… be there, right?” Leon asked, “She could still be close by.”
“She’s probably back at the school.” Monokuma suddenly spoke up, for the first time since his loud, frantic outburst when they all climbed back into the vehicle.
Everyone fell silent.
“What do you mean?” Chihiro finally asked, Kyoko could barely make out the bear’s ears over the row of seats.
“Weeeeeeell we’ve just about been dragged full circle, we’re only about an hour away from Hope’s Peak again!”
“What?!” Hiro yelped, “You mean we’re still right at the gates of being locked up again?”
“Calm down.” Celeste hissed, a finger going to his mouth to forcefully silence him, “If we are close to Junko, that means we are also close to Makoto, correct? We should consider this a good thing.”
“I’m a-a-a little surprised to hear you s-say that.” Toko mumbled, “I th- thought you didn’t care about-“
“I owe him a debt.” Celeste clarified coldly, her uncaring demeanor didn’t seem to be fooling anyone, “He saved my life, so I will save his.”
“How are we gonna do that?” Sayaka asked, “If she really is at Hope’s Peak that means it’ll be just as hard for us to get in as it was for us to get out.”
“Well… if Makoto managed to keep Alter Ego with him, they could help us get back into the school.” Chihiro turned in her seat to face the others better. “That would take care of the security systems and the front door, at least.”
Leon frowned, “What about the armed guards and the unkillable chick? How’re we supposed to deal with that?”
“Not to mention actually facing Junko…” Hifumi added nervously, “Th-there’s nothing we could do to stop her…”
“We’d have to find a way to get her out of the building…” Byakuya finally chimed in again. “Which would be… rather difficult.”
“Difficult is better than impossible.” Taka added, finishing wrapping Kyoko’s hands and nodding in satisfaction. “We’ll figure something out.”
Takaaki cleared his throat from the driver’s seat, glancing back to them as he spoke. “We’re here. Now listen, I want to preface this by saying-“
Toko shrieked, “This is a red light district!” She covered her eyes, Leon and Sayaka both moved to peer out the window, “H-He’s taking us to a strip joint!”
“I am not.” Takaaki huffed, “We’re staying at a hotel, I figured in a place like this you would all… stick out less.”
“Teens in a strip club won’t stick out?” Hifumi asked, Takaaki glared.
“Hotel. Not strip club.” He corrected again, pulling behind a building covered in neon signs, “I find run away kids in this area all the time. No one will suspect a thing.”
He put the car in park, turning around to face them fully, “I’ve also invited along a friend of mine to look after Kirigiri. Until we know what state he’s in I don’t want him knowing any of you are here.”
“Ya know you’re handling this really well.” Leon commented to the detective, “Like all the superpowers, mind control, the fact that your kid’s makin’ out with a criminal.”
Takaaki’s eyes shifted to the backseat, Mondo muttered a curse under his breath and slumped down to hide behind Kyoko’s shoulder.
“Let’s go in.” Takaaki finally muttered.
The group slowly climbed from the car, Monokuma climbed up into Byakuya’s arms and demanded to be brought along. Sakura maneuvered Jin from where he was still lying limp across the floor of the vehicle and muttered to Leon next to her.
“I’ll need you to distract anyone up front, I don’t think we should really… draw attention to ourselves like this.”
“Maybe they’ll think we’re Yakuza.” Leon chuckled, “That’d be fun.”
“If anything yer in my gang now, you ain’t joinin’ any of those.” Mondo barked from his spot behind where Kyoko was carefully maneuvering her way across the seats. Leon snickered in response.
Kyoko begrudgingly let Hina help her out of the car, carefully avoiding bumping her hands against anyone else as the group of them shuffled towards the door. Hina’s hand stayed on her arm, Kyoko tried to force herself to not be angered- of course they were worried, god knows she didn’t want to let Makoto out of her sight when he was injured…
She never should’ve let him out of her sight.
“What the hell, Takaaki?”
A new voice startled all of them, Kyoko looked up to see an older woman smoking by the hotel’s glass front doors. Dark circles under her eyes and blonde hair that looked like it needed to be touched up again at the roots. “You call me in the middle of the night and have me meet you at the shadiest hotel in town, just to…”
The woman stopped, her gaze moving from the detective to the group behind him. The cigarette fell from her hands, smoldering against the wet cement as she stood there, mouth agape.
“H- Hiro?” She asked, voice cracking as her hands went to cover her mouth.
All eyes went to the psychic, who had stopped walking the moment she began speaking. Tears threatened the corners of his eyes, a smile finally cracked across his face.
“Ma?”
She grinned, rushing forward and reaching up to hug the taller boy. The group parted, all watching the reunion with relatively happy expressions. Kyoko noticed how Sayaka looked away, and how Hina’s grip on her tightened slightly.
Reunions are bittersweet, she supposed, when you know your own is still so out of reach.
“We should go inside.” Takaaki reminded them gently. “You can catch up in there.”
She turned to face him, happy tears smudging her mascara as he wiped her face. “Who- Who are all these kids?”
“Oh!” Hiro grinned more, “These are my friends! I met up while we were locked up! They’re super great, you’re gonna love em.”
“Inside, Hiroko.” Takaaki urged again, she rolled her eyes and finally moved away from the psychic.
“Fine, fine.” She tugged Hiro along towards the front doors, “I brought my work stuff like you asked, Kiki. This better not be another bullet wound.”
“Bullet wound?!” Taka practically shouted, at the same time Hiro scrunched his nose and muttered: “Kiki?”
“I’m freezing!” Leon interjected, oblivious to the nervous glance the two adults in front of them shared, “Let’s go in!”
The group finally trailed inside, Kyoko let Hina tug her forward to catch up with where Sakura was waiting. She glanced back at the nearly empty streets, being this close to Hope’s Peak again made her nervous.
But Celeste had made a good point: Closer to Junko, closer to Makoto. She was not going to lose him. She refused to lose him…
She would burn Hope’s Peak to the ground before she let Junko do anything to them again.
Anger burned inside of her again, a feeling from her childhood she had trained so hard to control as wild and unpredictable as it had been when she was a little kid. It was all too unfair and no amount of logic or planning had calmed her nerves yet.
Closer to Junko, closer to Makoto…
She just had to go get him back.
Chapter 26: A Last Resort
Summary:
Questions are finally answered. Celeste is in a bad mood, as usual.
Mukuro makes a plan.
Notes:
Thanks for reading! :D
Chapter Text
Celestia Ludenberg was many things.
She was a liar, a cheater, a fashion expert, someone who would do whatever it took to survive, but she was not a coward. So she stubbornly refuse to worry… even in their grim situation now.
She took another sip of her drink, seated on an uncomfortable stool in the hotel bar and attempting to distract herself from the nervous energy buzzing around her.
Kyoko was a few stools away, idly drinking the rum and coke Celeste had ordered for her earlier.
You should never mix alcohol and pain meds, but hey- this was a special situation. It’s not every day you lose the little man you’ve secretly been harboring a crush on for two weeks, Celeste figured this was the least she could do to help her feel better.
The waitress had been easy to convince, Celeste hardly had to use her powers at all to convince her that they were certainly of age, there was no need for ID. Leon and Sayaka had taken over the karaoke machine on stage, though no one was quite paying attention. The pair on stage was trying to seem normal, laughing and smiling, Celeste could feel their fear from across the room. The two of them hadn’t stopped worrying from the moment they realized Makoto wasn’t with them…
Everyone was nervous, but none of it compared the wave of bitterness and sorrow radiating from where Kyoko was staring down at her own hands. Kyoko was normally… much harder to read. Her emotions hidden behind a few layers of stoicism that she would have to sift through first. She assumed the reason for this new openness was simply exhaustion, if the slump of her shoulders and dark circles under her eyes were any indicator…
Could also be the daddy issues, she supposed.
She was no stranger to… problems with parents, they certainly could be exhausting.
She turned her attention back to the small television in the corner of the room, the first live media she had seen since their imprisonment. More disasters, more horror, more news of an upcoming war.
It’s much easier to focus on world ending disasters than the problems right next to you.
“- The third and most devastating attack was at the main building for Iidabashi Industries. We have received no reports of stolen information or technology yet, however Professor Iidabashi himself had reported the disappearance of his research intern: fifteen year old Miu Iruma.”
Celeste took another drink, the report continued.
“This will be the third disappearance involving a member of the new government youth protection program, along with Kaede Akamatsu, and Rantaro Amami- who disappeared from the Tokyo airport eight days ago. Police are asking-“
“Hey.” Someone kicked the leg of her stool, she whipped around to find Mondo leaning on the counter next to her. Far too close for her liking.
“Ain’t you a little young to be drinkin that?” He raised an eyebrow, a very forced air of casualty around him.
“If I was, why would the waitress have given it to me?” She responded curtly, he snickered.
“Taka would lose his mind if he knew you had that,” Mondo’s hand drifted closer to her daiquiri, “It’d be a shame if someone told him…”
“Just take the rest,” she waved him off, rolling her eyes, “I would not have thought you’d be into blackmail.”
He took a long sip of the drink, turning his attention to the slowly dispersing group across the room. “Eh, people are full ‘a surprises, huh?” He took another sip, “This fuckin’ rocks.”
“I know.” She turned away, “That is why I ordered it.”
“What is it, strawberry?”
“What do you want, Mondo?” She glared back at him, peering past the fake smile on his face to look at all the anxiety underneath. He quickly pulled away.
“Just checkin’ on ya. Clearly, yer fine.” He huffed, ruffling her hair (she hate, hate, hated having her real hair exposed) and moving to sit at a table with Chihiro and Hifumi.
Sayaka and Leon had finally gotten off the stage, moving to sit at the other end of the counter where Toko was halfheartedly braiding her hair. Hina and Sakura left a few minutes ago, claiming they wanted to go ahead and turn in for the night, The fact that she was going to have to share a room with them tonight was not doing anything to help her sour mood. Byakuya left earlier as well, claiming he was going to take a shower, but was more than likely snooping around where the adults had gone. She assumed Taka was somewhere around there too, and Hiro was almost certainly still with his mother.
An annoyed huff escaped her at that, she could see Kyoko glance up at her. It wasn’t like it bothered her or anything. Why wouldn’t she be anything other than happy that her stupid, dopey acquaintance was reunited with his parent?
It was a good thing. Didn’t bother her at all.
“Celeste.” Kyoko’s voice pulled her from her brooding (not brooding she was fine), she turned to find the white haired girl had scooted closer to her. “I wanted to ask you for a favor.”
She simply raised her eyebrows, choosing to remain silent while Kyoko paused to take another drink.
“When I have to confront my father, will you come with me?”
Celeste paused, feeling the apprehension and shame that came with the detective even asking this question. Underneath that was fear, a real genuine fear Celeste hadn’t felt from her since she first realized Makoto wasn’t escorted from the train station.
She couldn’t stop her gaze from flicking to Kyoko’s hands… whatever happened must’ve been truly awful.
“Of course.” She answered finally, moving her gaze back to Kyoko’s eyes. “May I ask why?”
“Just in case.” Kyoko answered, “Byakuya still doesn’t have a very clear understanding of how Junko’s ability works… I don’t want him to become hostile again without anyway to stop him.”
“Is that all?” Celeste noticed her eyes glance to the side, “I assume Kiyotaka could handle restraining him if need be.”
Kyoko paused, taking a deep breath and slowly flexing her fingers, the movement caused a wave of pain to radiate from her.
“I need to know if he’s lying.” She muttered, eyes moving to watch where Leon had begun pestering Mondo for the drink he stole. “He… is difficult to read sometimes.”
“Even for you?”
“Especially for me.”
Celeste hummed, her intrigue partially soured as Hiro and his mom entered the bar, she turned her attention back to Kyoko fully.
“You are usually a very capable person, Kyoko.” She commented, “It is… unusual to see you need assistance.”
“I’ve had assistance quite a few times.” She countered coldly, “But unfortunately the person I’d normally ask for help is no longer with us.”
The venom in her tone almost made Celeste flinch, she nodded slowly.
“I’ll try to be of assistance.” She promised, “In anyway I can.”
There was a warm hand on her back suddenly, unwanted and completely uncalled for, Hiroko’s raspy voice interrupting them.
“Hey, sweetie,” She was mostly addressing Kyoko, her other hand rubbing a circle onto the white haired girl’s back. “Your dad’s awake… You can go see him now, if you want.”
Kyoko just nodded, slowly moving to get up and glancing at Celeste before she moved to try and fix her tie. The action proved difficult with her injuries, Sayaka quickly leaned over from her stool to help her.
Celeste moved to stand up as well, planning to break away from the suffocating happiness Hiro and his mom were exuding when the psychic instead fell into step beside her.
“How you holding up?” He asked, his genuine grin grating on her very last nerves, “I know that one FF goon socked you pretty hard back at the hotel.”
That was true… and the side where she’d been hit with the butt end of a rifle was still sore when she inhaled, but she was fine. She wasn’t going to let something like that stop her from keeping up appearances.
“I am alright, I assure you.” She responded, following him down the hall where two women in tight sequined dressed smiled over at them from a doorway. “I hate this place.”
“I kinda like it.” Hiro commented, waving at the two and causing them to snicker, “Everyone’s real nice.”
“They are prostitutes.”
“Nice prostitutes.”
“Have you completely forgotten what it is going on?” She turned on her heel to face him, catching him off guard and causing him to stop short at the base of the stairs they had been about to walk up. “We are fugitives, Hiro.”
He frowned, and the more optimistic aura he’d taken on wavered, “I guess so… we won’t be forever, though.”
“Did you see that in the future?” She raised an eyebrow, “Is that why you are acting like such an idiot, you’ve already ‘divined’ we’ll be okay?”
His brows furrowed, his attention momentarily distracted by the sound of Hiroko and Kyoko turning the corner to follow them. He nodded in the direction of the stairs, she followed as he began speaking in a much softer tone.
“I haven’t looked since the train.” He mumbled, “I know we’re gonna get Makoto, and I know it’s… gonna be hard. Everything is. I don’t need to see any more than that.”
She looked back at his face as he continued, his expression hardening as he focused on the top of the stairs. “I’m tryna… live in the moment more, ya know? I’m happy right now. I can be happy again in the future. I gotta stop… worrying about what hasn’t even happened yet.”
“This is a horrid moment to be living in.” She muttered in return, he cracked a smile again.
“Maybe. But we’re still in it, aren’t we? Might as well try to go with the flow of it.”
She wanted to shatter that optimism, to force him back to the real world and make him realize they were playing a losing game where they had already lost the only thing they had in their favor. Did that make her a terrible person? A horrendous friend and teammate?
Team? Since when were they on a team? She didn’t need anyone else.
How could the psychic of all people be so calm about this? How was she supposed to ‘live in the moment’ if that moment was just running from the horrible fate the universe had apparently already laid out for her from the beginning?
…
But again- she was not worried. She was not a coward.
She found Taka pacing at the end of the hall, nervously muttering to Monokuma as the bear leaned against one of the doors to watch him. The hotel was small- they had rented all but two rooms on the second floor- so the odds of anyone catching the weird pale guy with a glowing eye arguing with a teddy bear were slimmer than they’d been in awhile, and it seemed the two were making the most of this opportunity to bicker.
“It’s an appalling thing to even suggest.” The android snapped, “For once I’m actually siding with Byakuya, all you’d be doing is hurting-“
Taka noticed their arrival first, holding a hand out to stop whatever argument Monokuma was about to interject and quickly straightening up to his usual professional demeanor. She cursed her inability to see what he was thinking, feeling nothing but empty air around him as he herded Monokuma away from the door to let them in.
“Miss Hagakure and I have both checked Dr. Kirigiri.” He explained, Kyoko quickly joined them at the door. “He’s… a bit disoriented, but he’s still himself, as far as we can tell. He hasn’t reacted hostilely at all since he woke up.”
Kyoko just nodded, Celeste could literally feel her closing off her emotions again as she finally moved to slide the door open. Any cracks exposed in her usual exterior smoothed back into place until nothing but a cold, analytic presence was all there was to be seen without breaking through it by force.
Celeste no longer had to look by force, for some reason Kyoko trusted her enough that there was none of the natural resistance that came from diving into someone’s psyche. That in and of itself was somewhat surprising to Celeste, who made it a mission in life to keep everyone at arm’s length metaphorically and physically. Trust was a complicated thing, and to trust someone who can- and would- look into your mind whenever they pleased was something Celeste didn’t think she could ever make herself comfortable with…
Then again… she really had trusted Makoto, and he could do much worse.
Kyoko entered the room slowly, Celeste following behind her and moving to stand off to the side so she wouldn’t be in the way of what was sure to be a horrible uncomfortable reunion. Byakuya was already there, leaning against the wall with damp bangs still clinging to his face.
Showered and snooped. Celeste mused as she silently stood beside him, He is nothing if not a multitasker.
Detective Ishimaru was standing by the door to the balcony, facing the rest of the room but frequently glancing over his shoulder to peer out the small crack in the screen door separating the room from the balcony. There were two beds in the room, western style beds with so many pillows even Celeste’s love of opulence couldn’t justify it. The one on the left was covered in a hodgepodge mix of a medical supplies, no doubt a mix of Hiroko’s and whatever Taka had managed to scrounge together since his own supplies were confiscated.
On the right bed sat a man who looked utterly broken, with regret swirling around him so thick Celeste could almost taste something salty on her tongue. His exhausted gaze fixated on Kyoko the moment she stepped into the room, tears pricking at the edges of dull tired eyes as he shifted forward some and she hesitated to come any closer.
“I…” he started, coughing slightly and falling short of anything else to say.
Byakuya nudged her arm, she pulled her focus from where his eyes had landed on Kyoko’s wrapped hands and turned to face the blonde. His usual wall had come down, his focus no longer largely focused exclusively on pushing her away so she could tell what he wanted.
He was worried about Jin, that much was certain, but clearly it stemmed more from a fear of what he could do against them rather than worry for his well being. She nodded, a silent indication that she would let him know if she picked up on anything worrying… she probably wouldn’t, really, but she may as well let him think that.
“How are you feeling?” Kyoko finally asked, voice quiet and monotone as she watched her father fidget uneasily against where he was leaned against a stack of pillows.
“Not… good.” He answered, scarred hand moving to rest in his lap. “I’m glad you’re okay. I… I don’t remember… what I did, but-“
He cut himself off, clearing his throat and looking down. He seemed to lack Kyoko’s ability to ignore her feelings, or perhaps it was just this one was so strong he couldn’t help but let it control him.
“I never wanted to hurt you.” He finally whispered, eyes slowly drifting up to meet her’s again, “I never… I was wrong. I thought I could fix things. I…”
Kyoko moved to put her hands behind her back, gingerly intertwining her fingers as she moved to lean against the foot of the bed. She looked so tired, Celeste almost wished they had waited till in the morning to do this.
“It wasn’t you.” She assured him, somewhere short of being comforting, “It won’t do any of us an good to dwell on what we can’t change.”
“But still, I-“ he began to protest she shook her head.
“We need to focus on what’s going on now. We need to discuss our next move.” Her voice settled into a clipped, professional tone, what that made this feel more like an interrogation than a reunion.
Jin’s eyes flicked over to the two extra teens in the room, his gaze lingered on Celeste as he no doubt tried to discern which number he was dealing with. She assumed he guessed correctly, because with a deep inhale he tried to force some of his own guilt down to focus on the situation at hand.
“Right…” He finally nodded, “Ishimaru told me we’re safe from Junko right now, I’m still not quite sure where we are, so I can’t give much advice on where to go next.”
“I already know where we’re going next.” Kyoko closed her eyes, jaw tensing before she continued, “I need you to tell me everything you know about Junko Enoshima.”
“What are you planning?” He asked instead, Kyoko reopened her eyes with a hardened resolve.
“We’re going back to Hope’s Peak.” She answered, Byakuya bristled with uncertainty beside Celeste.
“Wha-“ Jin stuttered, blinking his shock away before shaking his head. “No, Kyoko. You can’t do tha-“
“She has Makoto Naegi, we need to get him back. He’s the only one with a chance at stopping her.”
“N-Naegi…” Jin stuttered again, brows furrowing in concentration, “Number Seven? Junko captured him?”
“Yes.” She muttered, doing a surprisingly good job of quieting the quick spike of rage that radiated from her. “It happened yesterday.”
“Kyoko, Junko is dangerous enough on her own. You’re talking about walking into a building with not just one- but two people who could literally tear your mind apart if they wanted.”
“I am talking about preventing their powers from being used against the public.” Kyoko countered, “I know it sounds risky, but what other choice do we have? We have to get him back-“
“You don’t know what she’s capable of, Kyo-“
“I am well aware.” Kyoko’s voice dripped with anger, smoke curling out of lips and startling both the adults in the room. Byakuya shifted uneasily again.
“I have felt what she can do firsthand.” Kyoko clarified, and Jin’s own resolve seemed to waver at this news, “That’s why I know the only way we can truly stop her is by getting Makoto back.”
Jin sighed, seeming to rethink his approach before speaking again, “What do you think you’re going to do, exactly? Even if Junko truly is back at the old Hope’s Peak building, which… honestly wouldn’t make sense to me- She’s practically taken over the Future Foundation at this point! The place would be swarming with guards or even security drones, it would be like stepping on a land mine.”
“Where else would she be?” Byakuya suddenly spoke up, moving from where he leaned against the wall to stand near Kyoko. “Why do you find it hard to believe she’d stay at Hope’s Peak?”
Celeste opted to stay where she was for now, it’d be better if she observed the whole scene. She was designed to be covert, after all and- Damnit. Stop thinking like that.
She took a deep breath, forcing herself to release the tension that had snuck into her body with those stupid intrusive thoughts. It had been happening since Makoto first… helped her. And while it was certainly getting easier to ignore, this unwelcome line of thinking did nothing to ease her nerves. She did not like the idea of being programmed. She did not like the idea of being someone’s tool. She never wanted to experience anything like that again.
But, she was not worried. She had other things to focus on:
Jin frowned, eyeing the blonde up and down. “You must be Byakuya.”
“How observant.” Byakuya responded dryly, “Kyoko didn’t warn me you were also a master of deduction.”
Detective Ishimaru chuckled at that, a quick frown from Jin had him clearing his throat and walking past the two teens in front of him.
“I’m gonna go check on the other kids.” He muttered, walking past Celeste and sliding open the door to leave.
She almost rolled her eyes at the sudden ease in his attitude she felt as soon as Taka began speaking to him in the hallway.
There was just all kinds of sweet little family stuff happening tonight, wasn’t there? Eugh.
“So,” Byakuya started again, “You never answered me, why do you think Junko wouldn’t stay at Hope’s Peak? Would she be at the FF headquarters, then?”
Jin grimaced, “I would assume she’d want to bring Naegi along with her… other projects.”
“Other projects?” Byakuya asked, a distinct spike of fear shooting through his mind at the idea.
The older man nodded, “I am… unaware of the specifics, I only recently found out about it myself,”
Kyoko glanced to Celeste to double check, she simply nodded- he was giving no indication of lying so far.
“I have reason to believe she may have attempted to create enhancements like yours.” he continued, “A vast majority of the Future Foundation’s activity has centered around obtaining classified documents and property, attacking scientific research institutes, and… killing off those associated with Hope’s Peak.”
“You’re saying she wants to create new super soldiers.” Kyoko clarified, hands fidgeting restlessly at her sides again. Jin nodded solemnly.
Celeste cleared her throat, finally stepping forward to sit on the spare bed next to a roll of bandages.
“Do you think this has something to do with the recent disappearances involving that… government youth program?” She asked, it may have been a long shot, people disappeared all the time nowadays, but something about it just… bugged her.
“Recent ones?” Jin raised an eyebrow out that, “N-no, I think this has been going on longer.”
“Has she succeeded?” Byakuya questioned instead, his crossed arms tensed visibly, “Do you have any idea if she’s made any more?”
Jin once again shook his head, taking a drink from the glass of water on the bedside table before responding, “I think I can safely say no, I don’t think there have been any successes, yet. In fact from what I’ve heard a good number of those she selected to test didn’t even survive the initial testing. If she already had what she needed, I doubt she would still be chasing all of you.”
Celeste nodded, “Why bother wanting us alive if she could simply replicate our experiment, right?”
That seemed to strike a chord with Jin, the corner of his mouth twitching before he looked back to Kyoko, “I thought that was her plan, at first. I thought she was going to kill you.”
There was that regret again, radiating from where he sat in waves. She tasted salt again, and made a mental note that regret felt like the ocean in much the same way that fear felt like ice and happiness felt like when you’ve stood in the sun for too long.
“How did you find out she was after us at all?” Byakuya asked, filling in the questions Kyoko didn’t seem able to voice at the moment.
Jin sighed, leaning back against his pillows again and staring down at his hand, “I truly believe the Future Foundation started out with good intentions- it started out as a government project, actually. Some former acquaintances of mine from Hope’s Peak were involved, and given that I was still sort of… unofficially the head of Project 78, I collaborated with these acquaintances to try and keep all of you off of anyone else’s radars. The organization was designed to be a more… PC version of Hope’s Peak, I suppose… that should’ve been my first warning it was destined to fall apart.”
He certainly is taking a long time to get the point. Celeste drummed her fingers against her skirt, I should be grateful Kyoko never picked up on this rambling habit.
“My connections broke contact with me,” Jin glanced to Byakuya, “Most of them did, anyway.”
“Is this where my father comes in?” Byakuya’s hands gripped the sleeves of his shirt, Celeste frowned. Him getting worked up right now wouldn’t be helpful at all.
She tried to push a more calm emotion his way, easing her way past where his mind metaphorically bristled and tried to suggest some semblance of peace to his subconscious. It was harder for him than most of the others, she would have to make it think it was his idea somehow, even his feelings had trouble feeling-how ironic.
“Yes.” Jin continued with a tight frown, “He was the one to learn about Junko infiltrating the organization, he was under the impression she was going to pursue these new experiments on each of you. I… I panicked, especially once I learned that a good half of the former researchers from the project had been found dead in various ways. I knew locking you all away was… a bit of a gamble- but the consequences of her finding you all were-“
“How could you not realize what her plan was?” Kyoko finally spoke up again, crossing her arms as well, “How could you not know that someone you helped design to be manipulative was using you?”
He paused, shame mixing in with his regret now. “I- I was… I was scared.”
“You gave her exactly what she wanted.” Kyoko pushed further, the anger she had tried to extinguish before igniting again, “I just don’t understand how you didn’t realize she was using you.”
“I did realize that.” Jin countered with a grimace, “I just… realized it too late.”
His gaze flicked down towards his missing arm as he said that, Celeste found herself fidgeting. Did Junko remove his arm? There had to have been some kind of altercation.
“I was under the impression Thirteen was dead.” Jin explained, Celeste leaned forward some to better look him in the eyes, “So, I was not… exactly on the alert for anyone such as her snooping around Hope’s Peak before we managed to find all of you. She had planted all sorts of ways to override the monitors and security systems, even put listening devices in some of the bedrooms. I have no idea who was letting her in to do these things, but…”
He paused, eyes shifting to Byakuya again, “I have my suspicions.”
“Sure.” Byakuya sighed, “My father betrayed you, you’re understandably bitter. Go on.”
Jin sighed before continuing, “The original plan was for me to stay in the building with all of you, while I was going over everything with Monokuma we discovered what she’d been doing.”
Something about that wasn’t right. Celeste frowned, looking back up and clearing her throat to get Kyoko’s attention. He’s lying about something.
“You intended to stay in the building?” Kyoko questioned, “Why would you leave me the key, then?”
“And why not stay, even with your injury?” Byakuya added, “Surely Kiyotaka could’ve tended to that, you knew he was going to be there. It would’ve been safer than wandering off with a severed limb.”
“I did intend to stay.” Jin insisted, sounding irritated now. “Something… came up. I was trying to take care of all of this while you were all still in Hope’s Peak-“
“What was it?” Kyoko cut him off, he fidgeted under her stare.
There was a pause before he continued speaking, “You all… have the potential to be very dangerous. When your project was still under development, a way to… terminate you was also developed. Junko learned about this and began trying to replicate it-”
“You engineered a way to kill us?” Celeste clarified, he flinched.
“It wasn’t ever intended to actually be used, i-it was a last resort if-“
Kyoko’s breath hitched, an unusual rush of fear radiated from her as one of her bandaged hands went to cover her mouth.
“Kyoko?” Jin’s brows furrowed in concern, “What’s…”
He trailed off, his eyes landing on her hands as realization seemed to strike.
“What happened… when you found me?”
Kyoko cleared her throat, opening her mouth to responded when a sudden noise outside the room got everyone’s attention.
“Are you serious?” Taka’s voice bordered on yelling, as usual, a much quieter voice responded and the sliding door pushed open.
Chihiro stumbled into the room, radiating excitement with Jin’s laptop in hand.
“Guys! I talked to Alter Ego! They’re okay!” She shouted, Byakuya rushed over to her.
“Is that my computer-“ Jin began to ask, Celeste shushed him and moved towards where Chihiro was nodding enthusiastically.
“How was Alter Ego able to find you?” Byakuya asked with frown, “If it’s at Hope’s Peak that means Junko could-“
“They weren’t looking for me they were trying to reach Mr. Kirigiri.” Chihiro explained, turning the computer around to let Byakuya read a message on the screen. “But, I let them know that I had the computer, there’s no way Junko could reprogram them, they’re doing this entirely on their own! I know it.”
He muttered to himself as he read, Celeste hummed nervously, “Did Alter Ego say anything about Makoto?”
She could feel Kyoko’s eye on her as Chihiro’s excitement faltered. The smaller girl nodded, eyes shifting down to whatever Byakuya was still reading.
“Yeah. They did…”
Byakuya stood up straight again, glancing back at Jin as he herded Chihiro back to the door where Taka was leaning to see what was going on.
“Go get the others.” The blonde instructed, “We need to talk about this, now.”
“Right.” Taka nodded very seriously, Chihiro glancing up and mimicking his expression before the two of them hurried down the hall while he shouted. “Family meeting! Right now!”
Byakuya rolled his eyes, turning back to where Jin was leaning forward on the bed now.
“This ‘last resort’ you mentioned, explain it to me.” He instructed curtly, “Quickly.”
Jin’s frown deepened, “It… was supposed to kill you quickly, and not leave enough… biological evidence behind for anyone to gather genetic information from you.”
“So a substance that could essentially destroy every part of our bodies- even in the more indestructible members of our little group.” Byakuya grimaced, his eyes glancing down to Kyoko’s hands with a twinge of pity in them.
“Destroying children’s corpses to keep secrets.” Celeste muttered dryly, “How ethical.”
“Again, it was something that under the right circumstances would never need to be used.” Jin argued, “I mean you know what each of you are capable of! How is it ethical to let someone who could potentially level a city by screaming, or someone who is literally unbreakable out in society with no way to protect the general public should something happen?”
“How is it ethical to make people who could do those things in the first place?” Celeste countered, narrowing her eyes as he floundered for some other excuse.
“I have one more question.” Kyoko spoke up again, eyes flicking from the two of them back to her father. “Why is Junko alive?”
“What?” The question clearly caught Jin off guard, Kyoko repeated herself with a tight frown.
“Why is she still alive? You were in charge of our psychological development, wouldn’t it have been at least partially your decision to terminate her when Hope’s Peak decided she was too dangerous?”
Jin was quiet, shame settled around him like a fog once again.
“I know this is all my fault.” He mumbled, staring down at his lap to avoid looking her in the eyes. “I… I’m… I’m sorry, Kyoko. For everything..”
His shoulders trembled, Celeste watched him blink back tears with a mild twinge of annoyance.
“None of you deserved any of this,” he continued, voice barely above a whisper, “I am… so sorry.”
Kyoko stayed silent, staring down at him for a moment more before she left the room. Byakuya glanced at Celeste before he followed, an apprehensive sigh escaping him as he left. Celeste turned to face Jin fully, clearing her throat to get his attention.
“It is interesting to me...” She began as he looked up at her, she did her best to keep her anger out of her voice. Anger at him and his self righteous ideals, anger at… everything? This whole situation was beyond unfair. Child soldiers having to clean up the mistakes their creators made. It left a bitter taste in her mouth.
“What is?”
“You clearly regret your actions, at least the ones that led to this specific point.” She leaned forward slightly, forced him to look her in the eyes. “But there really is a part of you that still believes you’re a good person, isn’t there?”
His expression hardened, and an anger he had kept carefully concealed till now began to flicker inside him, “Is anyone really a good person?”
“I think there are good people.” She answered, turning on her heel to leave him alone, “Not me, of course, and certainly not you, but there are some out there.”
She paused in the doorway, “Thanks to your actions, there may now be one less than before.”
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Everything was going just the way Junko wanted… that should make her happy, right?
Mukuro sighed, stepping through the newly renovated entrance hall of what used to be Hope’s Peak and giving a curt nod to the guards who eyed her and her prisoner warily. They didn’t trust her, they never would… and she did not blame them. The man shuffling beside her tripped, and as he had no way to catch himself from falling Mukuro grabbed him by the back of his blazer to keep him from hitting the tile.
He hadn’t even tried to run when he’d first been shoved out of the armored vehicle and into the dust in front of Mukuro. The gates were still broken, he could’ve at least tried, but she supposed a man like him didn’t stay at the top of the business world by doing stupid things that could get him shot.
“Do you need anything, Mr. Togami?” She asked as she pushed him through the entry way towards the stairs of the school, “Some ice for your chin?”
He scoffed, “Don’t bother with the fake pleasantries. Whatever your demon of a sister has planned, I’d prefer she just get it over with.”
They continued up the stairs in silence for a moment before he spoke again, “I doubt easing this pain would do me any good…” his gaze softened, barely, “I am not foolish, I know what’s about to happen.”
Mukuro almost felt a twinge of pity at that… almost. He had put up a good fight, at the very least, that was more than what could be said of most people who went up against her sister.
They walked the rest of the way in silence, ignoring the wreckage and occasional splatters of pink that no one bothered to clean. There wasn’t any point to cleaning anyway, according to Junko they’d be going back to base soon. She paused at the top of the fourth floor stairs, making sure a certain someone wasn’t wandering the halls aimlessly again, before she dragged the older man down towards the broken red doors of the ‘headmaster’s’ office.
“Muki! Great timing, I was getting bored!” Junko spun around in the office chair she was seated in. “Whatever this stupid virus thing fifteen put in the school system before they all left is such a pain in the ass. No one’s been able to get anything done! It was hard enough just getting the little training programs to play in those dumb little rooms.”
She let out an exasperated sigh. It was relieving to see she was still her usual, overdramatic self, that meant Mukuro was far less likely to accidentally upset her. She pushed her prisoner forward, shoving at the back of his knees to force him to kneel. Junko grinned.
“Oh! And you brought my favorite business partner!” She stood from the chair, circling the desk slowly and reaching for something on the cluttered surface of it to hold behind her back.
“Kijo.” She tilted her head, mouth twitching in annoyance when the man on the floor refused to look up at her. “Hey! I’m talking here.”
She finally moved her hand from behind her, revealing a pistol that she promptly used to force his chin up, he practically snarled.
“What, you’re just going to shoot me?” He spat, “How dull.”
“Ooooooh don’t be ridiculous, I’m not going to do anything, this gun is for you!” She smiled, Mukuro was careful to keep her focus solely on Togami as she continued, “Do you know why you’re here?”
“Because you’re a snake who goes back on her word.” He snapped back, “I gave you Jin Kirigiri’s location, my family was to be left alone-“
“Your ‘family’ had other plans, honey.” She chuckled darkly, the barrel of the gun pressing harder against his jaw. “I bet that completely caught you off guard, didn’t it?”
“No more so than it caught you off guard.” He retorted through grit teeth, his hands balled into fists where they were cuffed behind his back. “I still got what I wanted: Byakuya is gone. You won’t be able to track him down.”
“Damn, how hard did that kid hit you? Did you completely forget who you’re dealing with here?” She stood back to her full height, the gun waving haphazardly around in a way that made Mukuro instinctively flinch, “I’m Junko fucking Enoshima! Your sweet little son doesn’t stand a chance against me!”
Kijo, in a true act of blatant stupidity, scoffed, “Then where is he?”
Mukuro felt a chill down her spine at how Junko’s smile widened, she squatted down to be eye level with the man again.
“That’s why you’re here, rich bitch,” she grabbed his jaw with her empty hand, forcing him to look her in the eyes as they took on a pink light that was all too familiar to Mukuro now. “You are going to tell me every place you think he might go-“
“Junko?”
A new voice startled everyone in the room, Mukuro’s hand instinctively went to the holster at her side as she turned to find Seven standing in the ruined doorway.
He observed the scene before him with empty eyes, a sort of confusion on his face that made it apparent he had no idea what to make of the situation in front of him. He tilted his head, his gaze landing on the disheveled man in the center of the floor.
“Who’s that?”
“Seven! Sweetie, I thought I told you to finish the training program.” Junko’s ability to switch from a cold blooded interrogator to sweet older sister in the blink of an eye never ceased to amaze Mukuro.
“I did.” He nodded in response, taking a tentative step forward and wriggling his bare feet on the carpet. “What’s this?”
“Mukuro, take him back to his room.” Junko instructed, “I’ll come back and teach ya more stuff in a little bit, okay, Seven? And from now on no wandering around alone! You stay put unless someone goes with you.”
“Yes ma’am.” He nodded very seriously, letting Mukuro take his hand and lead him back down the hall.
He hummed mindlessly to himself as she led him around the corner to the old lockdown room that now served as his bedroom. She wondered if that was a habit he always had, or if he was just picking it up now, nothing else seemed to be sticking from before. Thank god, he had looked almost dead by the time Junko finally decided to stop the program. Humming was one of the first things he did actually, as he stared blankly off at nothing and trembled uncontrollably while Mukuro was told to clean him up, it had been hard for him to remember how to even speak at first.
He was a fast learner, though, and soon he was asking questions and nodding along and following Junko around like a puppy. Just like she wanted.
“Can I ask who that person was?” He finally spoke again as they came to his room, sitting on the little cot Mukuro had dragged him in on originally and sitting up straight.
There was something weird about how… upright he sat, with his hands folded in his lap. It didn’t look natural, somehow. When she’d seen him at the train station he’d looked much more relaxed.
“Just an acquaintance of Junko’s.” She lied, glancing around and noticing the rice and water she’d brought in here before still sat untouched on the floor. “You haven’t eaten yet?”
“Nobody told me to.” He answered plainly, empty eyes staying locked on her as she sighed and picked up the bowl herself. It had gone cold, she frowned down at it.
“When I bring you food, it’s for you to eat then. Junko won’t mind if you eat it before asking.” She turned to leave again, “I’ll be right back, I’m going to reheat this for you-“
“Can I come?” He tilted his head, arms moving to his sides to be ready to push himself back to a standing position if she agreed.
“Why do you want to go downstairs?” She asked, he frowned.
“I don’t want things.” He corrected carefully, Mukuro’s stomach twisted at that.
“Then why did you ask if you could come?” She questioned instead, and watched his face furrow in confusion.
It was hard, she guessed, to try and relearn how to be a person.
“Stay here for now. There’s still broken glass downstairs, I don’t want you to get cut.” She finally decided for him, turning to make her way to the dining hall downstairs.
Junko wouldn’t like it if he went back down there, anyway. Mukuro mused as she made her way downstairs and ignored the scream from the office to her left. He had wandered down there earlier, when Junko had left him standing alone in a hallway to answer a phone call from one of her ‘superiors’ at the Future Foundation. He had wandered all the way down to the dorms, tracing the little sound wave symbol on 78-03’s door with his finger with a surprisingly thoughtful look on his face.
It had been hard to get him away from the doors, actually. He hadn’t stopped questioning where the rest of the ‘team’ had gone and what had happened and why the room with his number was locked. Junko had eventually gotten so frustrated with the questions that she grabbed him by the hair to pull him back down the hall and ordered him not to think about it anymore.
Mukuro couldn’t quite blame him for being so curious, without the others here he was basically purposeless… and thanks to Junko, that idea of a purpose was all he had left.
Once the rice was warmed again, she had picked her way back through the wreckage of the first floor back to the fourth. There were muffled voices coming from ahead.
…
Junko was still in the office- who was Seven talking to?
She paused just before rounding the corner, unable to make out more than muffled sounds. With a final sigh of frustration, she quickly walked forward, finding Seven still sitting on his cot and speaking to… no one.
She frowned, He… was talking to someone, right? Maybe he was just humming again. She set the bowl of rice in his lap and picked the spoon up off the floor, Or maybe I’m just tired. I haven’t slept in a day or two.
Seven stared at the spoon he had just been handed, eyes flicking from the utensil to the rice as he tried to figure out how they were supposed to go together. They had tried chopsticks before, and that had been a disaster. Mukuro didn’t feel like cleaning rice off the floor again.
“Do you need help?” She finally asked, and before he even nodded she was already moving to adjust the weird way he was holding the spoon.
Mukuro was not caring by nature, that would be… somewhat counterproductive to her status as a certified killing machine. But she liked being helpful, and seeing him so lost and… empty affected her more than she’d like to admit.
She had never met him, before all of this, but he had become something of a beacon of hope in her life.
She had… really, truly thought he’d be able to stop all of this… maybe if she hadn’t gotten in the way, he could have.
She kept her hand on his while he scooped some of the rice up, helping him get his still slightly shaky hand to his mouth with little incident. She moved her hand, staying near him in case he needed help again, when she noticed something poking up from under the blanket on his cot.
She pulled the blankets back, Seven made a surprised squeak at the sudden movement. There was a baseball sitting in the middle of his bed, and after blinking in confusion trying to figure out where in the hell he could’ve found a baseball in this building, she turned her attention back to where he was staring at her.
“Did you put this here?” She asked, and he nodded without hesitation. She tried to keep her tone gentle- as gentle as she could, anyway- it wasn’t like he was trying to hide it… he probably didn’t even know what hiding was.
“Do you… know what this is?” She tried, and he nodded through a mouthful of food.
“Projectile.”
“Don’t talk with your mouth full.”
“Mm.”
She sighed, turning the ball over in her hands and finally setting it back down and pulling the blanket back over it.
“You can keep it.” She decided for now, even though she knew Junko would take it the moment she found out.
“Thank you, Mukuro.” He responded automatically, and she again felt that weird knot in her stomach.
“Hey! There’s my sweet little siblings.” Junko’s voice startled her, and she didn’t miss how the blonde snickered at the reaction. “Look at you eating all by yourself, Seven! You’ll be ready for combat training in no time.”
“He just learned how to use a spoon. I really don’t think we should push the physical training so fast.” Mukuro muttered, Junko moved lean on the wall opposite her and raised an eyebrow.
“Well, you aren’t here to think. You’re just to supposed to follow along with my ideas.” She smirked, before turning her attention back to the boy on the bench. “Hurry up and eat, Seven, I got a lot more stuff I need to show you how to do.”
He nodded, taking another big bite and making Mukuro worry he might throw up again. Whatever insane stuff Makoto had done before they escaped wrecked his body, Seven was having a hard time keep anything other than plain rice and water down.
“Can I ask something?” He spoke up after a moment, Junko sighed.
“I guess so.” She shrugged, “What’s up, sweetie?”
“Will I get another name?”
Junko seemed a bit surprised by that, “Another name? What do you mean?”
“You are One, but I’m supposed to call you Junko.” He started, pointing from her to Mukuro with his spoon, “She’s called Mukuro even though her designation is Thirteen. Do I have another name?”
Junko paused, some unreadable expression on her face before she finally smiled, “You don’t. Not right now, but we’ll think of a really good one for you, mkay?”
She chuckled, tapping her chin, “Needs to something reeeeaaally cool, I think. Any ideas, Muki?”
“I’m not supposed to think, remember?” She muttered dryly, Junko cackled.
“Oh, right right right. I’ll think of something myself then.” She hummed, “Maybe something with ‘Cho’? I’d like the butterfly symbolism there…”
There was a buzzing noise suddenly, Junko angrily clicked her tongue and pulled a cellphone from her pocket. She glared down at the screen for a moment before addressing Mukuro again.
“I’ll be right back.” She muttered, “Muki, go make sure those losers downstairs are actually working, will ya?”
She nodded, following Junko out of the room and noticing the laces of her boots were untied.
Damn. I really must be tired… she knelt down to fix them, a quiet beeping noise from the room behind her got her attention again.
“Are they both gone?” A voice she absolutely did not recognize spoke quietly, she froze.
“Yes.”
“Do you remember what I told you before? About the people you can trust?”
Who the hell was that?? She crept back to the side of the room as quietly as she could, grateful that Seven’s powers hadn’t developed to the point he could just feel her nearby yet… or at least, she hoped they hadn’t.
There was no verbal response from Seven, the voice continued regardless.
“Those people are going to come get you, and they’re going to take you somewhere safe.”
“I’m not supposed to go anywhere without Junko.” Seven responded in a hollow voice, Mukuro didn’t like the guilt that made her feel.
“This is… an exception to the rule. I promise.” The voice assured him, “I need you to trust me, okay? We’re a team.”
Whoever it was, they sure knew the right way to win him over. Mukuro finally stepped into the doorway of the room to make her presence known, Seven didn’t react at all, maybe he had felt her there after all. The face on the screen however seemed almost as shocked to see her as she was to see it.
“Wha-“ she fumbled for something to say, all words failing her at the sight of the teenager on the screen. They certainly looked familiar, she had… seen them with Makoto at the train station, right? It was hard to remember what she had done before… well, everything.
Seven looked between the two of them, clearly confused by this stand still.
“This is Alter Ego.” He explained to fill the silence, “They said we were friends.”
“We are friends.” The hologram- Alter Ego, apparently, agreed, “She is not your friend. She hurt you.”
“Mukuro wouldn’t hurt me.”
“She did.” Alter Ego glared at her, “She is the reason you have a bruise on your jaw, and she’s the reason you can’t remember anything.”
Seven frowned, “Junko said-“
“Junko’s lying! That’s what I’ve been trying to tell you!” their voice sounded desperate now, another thing that caught Mukuro off guard, (how was she supposed to know what to do in this situation?).
“What… what is this?” She finally managed to get out, cursing her inability to be assertive in anything other than combat situations. “You’re… Fifteen, right?”
“I’m Alter Ego. I’m a program created by Chihiro Fujisaki.” They clarified, this did nothing to explain things, “And I’m Makoto Naegi’s friend! I will not let you hurt him anymore!”
The glass door slid shut automatically behind her, she felt a jolt of panic course through her.
“Who is… Makoto Naegi?” Seven asked, Mukuro decided she needed to get a handle on things before they spiraled anymore.
“Nobody. Don’t listen to this-“
“I thought you were going to help him!” Alter Ego interrupted, voice glitching slightly, “You left video messages to help at first, why are you hurting him now?”
“I’m not trying to hurt him.” She snapped back, “That… that was different. Things are different now, I’m trying to keep him safe.”
“This is not safe.” Alter Ego glared, and somehow that anger didn’t look right on such a sweet looking face, “If you wanted him safe, you would not have brought him back here to her!”
“I didn’t have a choice.” She took a deep breath, forcing herself to remain calm despite this thing seeming to know exactly what she had been questioning herself with this entire time. “Junko would’ve found us again and-“
“You have a choice now.” Alter Ego insisted, “You could try to help him now!”
Mukuro froze, glancing from the screen to where Seven stared blankly at her. She took another deep breath before speaking again.
“Open the door. I’m leaving.” She ordered, Alter Ego’s image flickered.
“Are you going to tell Junko?”
She was quiet, her hands clenched into fists by her sides.
“No. Not yet.” She finally muttered, her eyes meeting Seven’s as his expression furrowed into confusion again. “Let me out before Junko gets suspicious.”
Slowly, the glass behind her slid back into wall, she stepped outside and heard Junko already calling for her again.
“Muki!” She shouted, Mukuro hurried around the corner and nearly bumped into where her sister was standing, bag slung over her shoulder and impatient look on her face.
“Took you long enough. What, did Seven barf again?” She asked with an eyeroll. Mukuro shook her head, dread creeping her spine at the idea of keeping another secret from her.
“He choked on his rice.” She lied, making sure to keep eye contact to prevent Junko from getting suspicious. “Had to help him drink his water.”
“Damn.” She muttered, “Can’t wait till he gets past the toddler stage, he’ll be way more fun then. Anyways,”
She shoved a tablet into Mukuro’s hands, a to do list already typed up on the screen.
“Change of plans, I gotta go ahead and go back to base. You-know-who is causing problems again.” She groaned in frustration, “Swear to god, I may as well just kill him and start from scratch. It should not be this difficult to replicate Ten’s powers. Get all that stuff done and bring Seven back with you. Have him do more of the cognitive training to keep him occupied or whatever.”
She turned, waving over her shoulder as Mukuro was left standing dumbfounded in the hall.
“I’ll see ya later, sis! Don’t take too long!”
She was… leaving?
She was leaving them alone- and according to Alter Ego there were others coming.
Was this actually going to work?
There was an old spark of hope inside her, one that had long ago been snuffed out and buried, she pushed it back down. It was stupid to hope. Of course it wouldn’t work, or course they’d be caught. There was no escaping this…
But if they were coming here, some small voice in the back of her mind suggested, you could be the one to catch them. Think of how proud Junko would be if you take care of the thing stressing her out the most?
Her fingers curled against the tablet, she glanced down at the list, a plan beginning to form in her mind.
Sure, taking out some of the others would be hard, but this was the perfect place for it. She literally couldn’t be asking for a more perfect opportunity to prove herself loyal again.
She glanced back towards Seven’s room, their quiet conversation had picked back up and fell just short of reaching her ears.
She could do this. They’d be happier all together, anyway, right? And she’d be happier if she could get Junko to trust her more, again. This was for the best, she could do this.
The others were already on their way, apparently. All she had to do was get them back.
Chapter 27: A Good Soldier
Summary:
Leon is… having some problems, Kyoko says a tense goodbye, the gang goes to get their boy back.
Notes:
Sorry for being a day late! Didn’t get home to my good ol WiFi till super late last night and just… immediately passed out. Thank you for your patience.
Chapter Text
“Okay. Let’s try it again- with feeling this time!”
“Sayaka-“
“Come on, come on, it’ll help!”
Her eyes shone with such sincerity Leon couldn’t help but smile back, taking in the way the sun reflected on her hair and made her eyes look even brighter than normal.
“Leon?” She frowned when he didn’t respond, “You okay?”
“Yeah, yeah.” He shook himself out of whatever daze he had just been in, not the time to be getting a crush again- or still. Or whatever. “Alright, I’ll go again.”
He took a deep breath, sitting up straighter from where he was seated on his knees on the balcony of their crappy hotel room, “M-My name is Leon Kuwata, and I am not a soldier. I’m a teenager.”
“With feeling!!” Sayaka encouraged, holding her fists up in the air.
He matched her pose, “My name is Leon Kuwata and I am not a soldier!”
“Good!” She clapped, “So what are you?”
“I’m me! That’s all I have to be!”
“Amazing!” She held her hands up in the air, smiling widely despite the sad shine to her eyes, “Makoto would be very proud of you.”
His smile faltered, the anxiety in his chest tightening at the reminder that his friend- hell, his best friend- was somewhere being tortured or something.
“Yeah, you think so?” He asked softly, turning to peer through the bars of the balcony’s railing as a car passed by. Red light districts apparently weren’t as busy in the morning as they were at night. The place looked damn near deserted now.
“He’s the one who taught me to do that,” Sayaka chuckled, “I’d say: I’m Sayaka Maizono and I’m not a weapon! And he made me keep saying that till I started feeling better.”
“Did it help?”
“After awhile, yeah. Is it helping you?”
“Hm,” he turned back to face her, unable to lie around the weird empty feeling that still buzzed around in his mind, “Maybe a little.”
“Do it again then.”
“Sayaka, come on-“
“Who are you?” She prompted, finger poking him in the nose to stop his arguments.
78-04. I’m a soldier with enhanced-
“Leon Kuwata. I play baseball and I like playing guitar.” He would keep trying to say it. He’d keep saying it till the other stupid voice in his head finally shut up again.
“What are we supposed to do?” Sayaka asked, reaching out and grabbing his hands in determination.
“Whatever we want!”
“What’s our purpose?”
“Whatever we want it to be!” He matched her increasing volume, unable to stop himself from chuckling, “Hell yeah, dude.”
The sliding door behind them suddenly opened, both of them jumping in surprise as Sakura suddenly towered over them, damp hair partially obscuring her face as she raised an eyebrow.
“I do not know much about evading capture, but I would assume a key part of that is not drawing attention to ourselves.” She smiled despite the warning, “We’ve been looking for you all morning, what are you two doing out here?”
“I couldn’t sleep.” Sayaka muttered in response, her hand squeezing Leon’s a little tighter before releasing it, “S-so I went to go get some water and-“
She paused, eyes flicking towards him as she no doubt debated whether or not she should say she found him crying in the hallway. Thankfully she decided to leave that embarrassing information out, and smiled up at the larger girl instead.
“We both needed a little cheering up, ya know? So we’ve been talking out here…”
Sakura’s smile turned sad, “I see. I think we all need something like that.” She turned to walk back inside again, “I’ll inform Mondo that you’re safe so he’ll stop pacing, we have breakfast downstairs.”
“Oh, uh,” Leon got to his feet, wincing as a sting shot up his injured leg, “A- Are we gonna, like… go soon? What’s the plan?”
Sakura nodded, her expression becoming more serious, “The others are discussing it right now, I imagine we’ll be leaving shortly.”
“And… going back to Hope’s Peak?” Sayaka questioned further, standing as well and nervously messing with a strand of her hair, “Did they learn anything else about Makoto?”
Sakura frowned, “I haven’t heard anything. Perhaps Chihiro has learned something else, though.”
She walked back into the hotel room, slipping through the door that connected the adjoining rooms and closing it behind her. Leon hobbled in after her, trying to shake the last of the soreness from his stupid, stabbed leg so he could walk like a normal person.
There was a voice in the back of his mind that worried about a lack of efficiency while injured, he tried to speak over it.
“So uh,” he started, sitting on the foot of his and Hiro’s bed and looking back at Sayaka, “I guess we should go… see what’s happening, yeah?”
“Yeah,” She nodded, worriedly glancing off to the side, “I’m… I’m kinda scared.”
“About going back?” Leon raised an eyebrow, “I mean, Chihiro’s little buddy bot said last night that-“
“I know… I know Chihiro said Junko will be gone by the time we get there,” Sayaka cut him off, “A- and that’s good. But… last night Chihiro said there was something wrong with Makoto.”
Her breath hitched, tears pricked at the corners of her eyes, “He’s been through so much already- I don’t think I could take seeing him all bloodied and broken again! What if she really hurt him?”
Leon got to his feet again, holding Sayaka’s shoulders where they’d started to shake, “If he’s hurt we’ll help him get better. Whatever’s going on, we can fix it.”
He nodded, trying to assure himself as much as her, “I mean, we got the best medical team like, ever with us right now, anyway, right? So anything Junko did to hurt him, we can help him work through, okay?”
She took a deep breath, closing her eyes to calm herself down before nodding, “R-right. He’ll be fine…”
There was a pause, her expression soured as she opened her eyes again.
“I almost wish Junko was there.” She muttered, “I’d like to scream her down a flight of stairs.”
Leon’s stomach twisted, the angry expression on her face didn’t sit right with him.
“Let’s go downstairs,” he tried to nudge her towards the hall, away from this increasingly upsetting conversation, “I’m hungry as hell.”
They walked through the hall in silence, passing where Monokuma was still ‘guarding’ Dr. Kirigiri’s door (as much as a teddy bear could guard anything), and down the stairway that seemed to perpetually reek of cigarette smoke. He assumed everyone would still be hanging out in the hotel’s bar area, it was the only place big enough to comfortably fit everyone. Trying to have the ‘family meeting’ in one of the bedrooms last night had been a borderline disaster, and despite the fact that it was his room Leon had still ended up on the floor smushed between Hifumi and the foot of the bed.
Wherever they were going next better have more room.
Leon still wasn’t sure where exactly Byakuya planned on taking everyone after this, and the idea of just being dragged around from place to place was… sort of a drag.
… He wanted to go home, or at the very least call his folks. He wanted something that still felt a little normal.
Maybe I can try to find a baseball while we’re in Hope’s Peak, he thought as he pushed open the door to the bar, maybe a bat, too. Chi mentioned wanting to learn how to play, that could be fun…
“There you two are!” Taka’s loud voice startled him out of his thoughts, the android stood from where he’d been seated next to Hina and Sakura, “I understand the desire for privacy, but please let someone know where you are going next time you decide to go hide somewhere.”
“Yeah, yeah, whatever.” Leon waved him off, “What do we got to eat?”
“More abysmal fast food,” Celeste complained from her seat nearby, “I miss real meals…”
Hiro’s voice suddenly came from behind Leon, patting Him on the shoulder as he passed, “We’ll get real food soon dude, this is still better than nothing, right?”
Celeste wrinkled her nose, “I am not so sure about that.”
“Where’s your mom, Hiro?” Sayaka asked, ignoring how Celeste continued to pick at her food and turning the psychic, “Is she still here?”
“Yeah. She’s outside smoking with Detective Ishimaru,” the psychic shrugged, then glanced over his shoulder, “Don’t tell Taka, though. He doesn’t know his ol’ man’s started smoking again-“
“He’s WHAT?” Taka’s voice boomed from across the room, standing again and marching towards the front doors. Hiro quickly moved to chase after him.
“Damnit I- Taka-bro, come on! I promised I wouldn’t let you know!”
Leon found Byakuya and Chihiro talking at a table in the corner, laptop open in front of them and Toko pacing nervously in a circle around them. He hobbled over, sliding into the seat next to Chihiro and ignoring how Byakuya frowned at the intrusion.
“Heard anything new about Mac?” He asked, leaning over to peer at the screen as Chihiro quickly closed it. “What’s… going on?”
Byakuya sighed, “We’re discussing possible routes from Hope’s Peak to where we’re going next.”
“Oh. Neat.” Leon watched him fidget with the collar of his shirt, “Where are we going next?”
“A beach!” Chihiro whispered excitedly, Byakuya shushed her.
“I think it would be best not to inform the group where we’re going for now… just in case.”
“In case of what?” Leon frowned, Byakuya glanced away.
“In case of anything. I don’t want to risk letting Junko know about the only place where we have a chance of hiding from her.”
“That’s… fair, I guess.” Leon relented, scratching his chin, “But I mean, nothing is gonna happen, right? We’re gonna go in, get Makoto back and get the hell out of there.”
“It isn’t that simple, Leon.” Byakuya warned, “We’re still talking about breaking into an incredibly fortified building, one that’s probably swarming with guards right now.”
“I can take out guards.” The words spilled from his mouth before he even thought about them, Byakuya and Chihiro shared a look of concern as he cleared his throat.
“I- I mean,” he tried to backpedal, he was fine. He was okay. He was a teenager not a soldier and he wasn’t going to kill anyone. “We can sneak around them, yeah? We’ve been doing a pretty good job of it so far.”
Chihiro finally nodded, “Right, and Alter Ego will be helping us, I sent them a message a few minutes ago, I’m just waiting to get the final okay from them before we go. They said Makoto is being kept up on the fourth floor again, so it may be tricky to get to him… but it shouldn’t be too impossible since Junko left.”
Byakuya raised an eyebrow at that, “What about the other one?”
Chihiro shrugged, “Oh, um… AE didn't say anything about her actually.”
“It seems unlikely that they would just leave him alone there…” he frowned, “What time did you talk to Alter Ego last?”
“Um, five this morning, that’s when they said Junko left,” she opened the laptop again and quickly shuffled things around to what looked like an email conversation. “They never said anything about Mukuro staying, though.”
“I think we’ll just have to plan on her being there.” Byakuya muttered, glancing back up at Leon. “I… I would hate to ask you this, but… should something happen, you may be best suited for taking her on.”
“Wh-what?” Leon stuttered, Byakuya’s frown deepened.
“Given the new information on the bio-weapon Junko may now have at her disposal, I don’t think it would be wise to let her anywhere near any of us.”
“Bioweapon?” Leon felt a familiar dread creeping up his spine, Kyoko had something last night about whatever weird sludge had burned her hands… something about it being more than just horrifically painful and maybe something way worse.
“You… you want him to kill her?” Chihiro asked in disbelief, looking from Leon to the blonde like she needed to confirm what she was being told.
Byakuya’s expression turned almost guilty, “No. She can’t really be killed, apparently, it’s just-“
“If it comes down to it,” Leon interjected, not wanting the explanation to upset Chihiro anymore than it already was, “I can do it. I… I’ll be alright. I did it before.”
He glanced at where Chihiro’s hands had balled into fists, he hesitantly put his own hand on top of one, “I can just knock her out so we can handcuff her or something, no big deal.”
He glanced back up at Byakuya as she relaxed some, the blonde seemed to realize he was just trying to placate her.
He could shoot her if he had to. He could do that…
That’s… sorta what he’s here for anyway, right?
Makoto wouldn’t like to hear you say that. He tried to remind himself, moving his hands to fidget restlessly in his own lap while the others went back to discussing whatever plans they had been making before. He’d say something like ‘We aren’t just here to be useful!’ Or ‘That’s wrong! You’re fine the way you are!’
…
Man, I wish he was here right now.
“Alright.” He tapped the surface of the table as he stood, a weird habit he picked up from his mom, “I’m gonna eat something, let me know when we’re supposed to be ready to go.”
Byakuya wordlessly waved him off, he paused before walking back to where Sayaka was.
“Hey uh,” he turned back around, “Where’s Kyoko?”
“Upstairs.” Byakuya muttered, not looking up from the laptop, “Saying goodbye to her father.”
“Oh… Heavy.”
“Heavy doesn’t even begin to describe it.”
Leon hummed, finally going to take his seat next Sayaka and tearing open the paper of what looked like a breakfast wrap. The blue haired girl was talking to Toko, something about a book series getting a movie adaption or whatever, Leon couldn’t bring himself to focus.
He didn’t appreciate the reminder about whatever that mysterious ‘bioweapon’ might be able to do. He also didn’t appreciate the fact that the two people who knew anything about it were the two who never told anyone anything important. Ever.
He knew he wasn’t exactly the smartest, he skated through life on dumb luck and a natural talent (not natural- it’s not natural at all-) but that didn’t mean he was stupid. He noticed things…
He noticed just how badly hurt Kyoko was- how she couldn’t even get her hands to close completely around a cup or how she was just barely flinching in pain every time someone bumped or brushed against her arms.
If the duo’s weird hints from last night about this stupid bio thing were anything to go off- whatever it is was certainly something to be worried about.
And Leon didn’t feel like going back into Hope’s Peak without knowing what to look out for.
He ate quickly, scarfing his food down in a few quick bites and choking some when Hina roughly patted his back to warn him to slow down. After an embarrassing coughing fit and Sakura asking if he’d need the Heimlich Maneuver- an act that would have broken every bone in his body, he was certain- he had excused himself and hurried back up the stairs.
Kyoko and Byakuya were impossible to get information from, but Monokuma probably knew just as much- and that little bear was impossible to shut up.
He ascended the steps as quickly as his leg would allow, finally reaching the top and finding the bear pressing against the screen door.
“Hey, what are you-“ he tried to ask, Monokuma angry shushed him, a paw swiping at him as he approached and squatted down beside the bear.
“Are you eavesdropping?” He whispered, Monokuma somehow managed to glare despite his lack of facial expressions.
“I’m trying. Now scram!”
“Why? What are they talking about?”
“Would you just get out of here and-“
The door slid open, Kyoko’s sharp gaze flicking between the two of them as she sighed.
“Leon.” She raised an eyebrow, asking a question despite seeming to know the answer, “Why are you on the floor?”
“Monokuma was eavesdropping.” He poked a finger into the bear’s chest, Monokuma gasped.
“What a horrible lie! I would never do such a thing!” His paws went to his face in mock horror, “I thought I raised you better than this!”
“Let them come in.” Another voice spoke from inside the room, “I’d like to meet some more of your friends.”
Kyoko’s expression soured, she glanced down the hall before muttering, “You… should go. You don’t wanna talk to him.”
“I mean,” Leon hastily stood back up, nearly losing his balance when Monokuma pushed past him to waltz into the room. “I don’t mind meeting your dad. I kinda wanted to ask Monokuma something, anyway.”
She continued to look uncomfortable, Leon half heartedly smiled, “Besides, maybe if I come in we can get you out of here quicker, huh?”
She finally sighed, moving her arm and letting him awkwardly enter the room behind her. Her dad was up now, standing by the door to the balcony and sort of half leaning against the wall for support.
Kyoko must’ve really done a number on him, Leon thought, quickly taking in all the bruises on the older man as he turned to face them again. Or maybe that happened when Junko got him… guess it doesn’t matter, guy’s got a whole freakin’ arm gone I bet he isn’t worried bruises.
“Uh, hi.” Leon awkwardly greeted, “I- I wasn’t actually eavesdropping, I promise.”
“No worries,” Dr. Kirigiri (Jin? Could he call this dude his first name?) gave a weak smile, “I’m more inclined to believe your side of the story instead of Monokuma.”
He made a pointed stare to where Monokuma had climbed up onto one of the beds, the bear huffed.
“You’re all so horrible to me… after everything I’ve done for you…” he flopped back onto the bed, Leon couldn’t help but roll his eyes.
“Yeah. Anyway, it’s… nice to meet you, I guess.” He awkwardly shoved his hands into his pockets, he was never very good at introductions. This guy probably knew everything about him already anyway, was there even a point in trying to be polite.
True to what he thought, Jin seemed to study him for a moment. Leon may not have even recognized the action if he hadn’t seen Kyoko do it literally every single day since he’d known her, but that didn’t mean he liked it anymore.
Kyoko said the dude was a psych expert- Leon didn’t like the idea of being psychoanalyzed.
“So you’re Leon Kuwata, right?” Jin tried, talking this was just some normal conversation… and maybe it could be, but it sure didn’t feel like one. “It’s nice to meet you again, as well. I wish it was… under better circumstances.”
Again. Right. I guess he did know me when we were kids… Leon cleared his throat before speaking again, “Yeah. These circumstances are pretty shitty-“
Kyoko elbowed him, Jin’s already weak smile faltered.
“I want to… sincerely apologize.” Jin lowered his head slightly, eyes flicking off to the side, “You should never have had to go through this, any of you. I wish there was some way I could make up for what I’ve done.”
He should be angry- probably. The guy organized their kidnapping and imprisonment and basically left them for dead at the hands of a mind controlling psychopath. But there was too much going on in his mind for him to be angry- at least right now- he needed answers. He needed to know how to get Makoto back so they could get the hell away from all of this.
“Uh, actually could I ask you something?” He began carefully, nearly jolting when Kyoko suddenly linked her arm in his.
“We should go back to the others-“ she tried to insist, Jin interrupted her.
“No, it’s fine. What is it?”
Leon hesitated, eyes flicking between the father and daughter before he spoke again.
“Uh, so you like… know a lot about us, right? Like… genetically, I guess?” He wasn’t quite sure how to phrase his concerns without sounding like a monster, feeling Kyoko stiffen slightly next to him wasn’t helping his nerves.
“Genetically? That wasn’t exactly my area of expertise,” Jin began, sitting down on the edge of his bed with a wince, “I oversaw the project as a whole, so I know… general information, but not too many specifics in that area.”
Leon shifted uncomfortably before continuing, “Okay… uh, what the heck is this bioweapon thing people keep whispering about?”
He was met with tense stares and no verbal responses, he swallowed around the growing lump in his throat before he spoke again- he hated silences like this.
“I- I know I’m probably gonna be the one going up against that Mukuro girl- if she’s there- and I wanna be prepared for anything. I don’t want us to get blindsided because we don’t have all the information.”
Good. You’re supposed to be organized. A good soldier is prepared. A voice in the back of his mind affirmed, he hated it.
Stupid. Stupid stupid stupid-
Okay- I’m Leon Kuwata and I am not a soldier.
His internal argument was cut off by Jin sighing, his attention snapping back to the current situation as Kyoko removed her arm and settled for leaning against the wall behind them.
“It’s… a chemical compound that reacts to the treatments you’ve all already received.” He explained quietly, “While you all have your own individual enhancements, the base was still the same… so this chemical would affect you all in a similar manner. When ingested, or injected into the bloodstream, it would begin the rapid decomposition of any mutated cells.”
“D-Decomp…” Leon stuttered, “It would kill us? Like… from the inside out?”
Nausea churned through his gut as Jin nodded, the older man’s gaze moving past him towards Kyoko momentarily.
“It was only ever tested on small sample cells, it was never actually ready to use it was… just in case. We called it the last resort.” Jin looked down to the floor again, “When Hope’s Peak was disbanded, I assumed this information would never be found again… You had all been scattered across the country, that was supposed to be the end of things- forever.”
“But Junko discovered that information.” Kyoko spoke up from behind him, voice clipped, “How? How did she learn about that or us or any of this?”
There was a long pause before Jin responded, “…I told her.”
Leon gulped again, an overwhelming feeling his was getting too personal and he really shouldn’t be here trying to push his body towards the door. He stayed put, though, if for no other reason than to avoid the increasing agitation in Kyoko’s tone turning on him.
“Why?” She asked, “Did she make you? Or were really that wrapped up in your own ideas that you couldn’t see she was using you?”
Jin was quiet, his gaze unmoving from the floor. Kyoko stepped back beside Leon.
“Dad.” She prompted, finally gaining his focus, “What happened?”
“A little bit of both, I suppose.” He finally admitted, “Old Hope’s Peak employees were being picked off one by one, I was so caught up investigating that- I didn’t notice a new face suddenly lingering around the higher ups at the Future Foundation, I didn’t even know they were actively searching for you all again until that… incident with the Owada boy.”
“Owada?” Leon finally found his voice again, “Y-You mean Mondo’s brother? Daiya?”
“There was a chemical residue found in the bullet wound after he was shot, they were trying to hit Mondo. It wasn’t near a perfect match for the original formula- but it was close enough that I… I panicked.” Jin put his head in his hand, “I figured whoever it was had gotten this information from the old Hope’s Peak staff and they were trying to take you all out.”
“So when did you tell her?” Kyoko crossed her arms, fingers twitching in pain as they settled into place, Jin sighed again.
“She overheard me on the phone with Takaaki. I was trying to get more information when she finally cornered me face to face. I… I don’t remember anything else from that night. I woke up the next day back home with no memory of how I got there, and all my stored information on Hope’s Peak was gone.”
“Then that’s how she got our locations?” Kyoko asked, he nodded.
Leon spared a glance at Monokuma, who looked almost as uncomfortable as he did.
“So that’s when you teamed up with Mr. Togami to hide us all away till this was done.” She finished for him, he hesitantly nodded.
“That’s when the plan was… ultimately decided on, yes.” He muttered, “If the Future Foundation was truly serious about killing all of you, I- I didn’t see any other choice. We did everything we could to keep Junko and her partners from learning anything about this plan, but…”
“Togami turned on you. Why?” Kyoko questioned again, leaving Leon’s growing feeling he shouldn’t be here for this to fester even more.
“I hadn’t… told him about the last resort.” Jin admitted, “Ever. He never knew something like that had been created, when he learned- through Junko, I’m assuming- he accused me of keeping even more secrets from him, and… decided he couldn’t trust me any longer, I suppose. I’m not sure how he ended up partnering with her of all people, though I’m sure some level of her usual manipulation was involved.”
There was a knock at the door, Hina cautiously peeking her head in, “Hey uh, Chihiro got the okay from Alter Ego, we’re about to head out.”
Kyoko nodded back to her, waiting will she had once again retreated back into the hall before turning back to her father.
“I’ll call you later.” She promised, turning to leave when he stood again.
“Y-You’re not coming back?” He asked, voice wavering slightly.
“No. Wouldn’t be safe.”
“Where are you going to go?”
She looked back at him, “I… think it’s best we keep that information secret for now, I’m sure you understand. I promise I’ll call when things settle down. Come on, Leon.”
“Yeah, alright,” he trudged along behind her, realization hitting him as she reached the doorway. “Hey, wait just a second, I got one more question.”
“God, you kids never shut up.” Monokuma grumbled as he hopped off the bed and scratched at Leon’s leg to be lifted up, with an annoyed sigh he complied and let Monokuma crawl onto his back.
“How does Junko know any of this?” He asked bluntly, his question seemed to catch Jin off guard again. “Like… Hiro’s the only one of us who sort remembers anything, but even he only has like weird fuzzy memories, how’d she get out of that?”
“She didn’t ‘get out’ of anything.” Jin answered quickly, “I made sure of that. She was sent out to an adoptive family, just like the rest of you, and we did everything we could to ensure that no memories of her enhancements or Hope’s Peak would remain. She shouldn’t remember any of this.”
He sighed, scratching at a bruise on his neck before continuing, “I wish there was more I could do to help you, I’m sorry I don’t have more information right now.”
Kyoko glanced between the two, clearing her throat slightly to signal that she was done waiting around, Leon awkwardly shuffled behind her into the hall.
“See ya around, Director!” Monokuma called, “Or former director I guess, puhuhu. Guy’s basically a nobody now.”
“Monokuma.” Kyoko frowned, “There’s people around, let’s try to keep the commentary to a minimum.”
“Oh, there’s nobody up here.” Monokuma waved the comment off, “If he’s not in charge anymore, I guess the responsibility will have to fall to lil ol’ me. You kids better start being a lot nicer to me!”
Leon figured his best course of action would be to ignore that. He followed Kyoko down the stairs in silence, slipping the bear off his back and into his hands as they passed the front desk, the woman at the front too concerned with doing her nails to pay them any attention.
The group was waiting for them outside, all nervously shuffling around where the van was parked. Leon let Monokuma wiggle out of his grasp and hurry over to where Byakuya was already climbing into the passenger seat of the vehicle.
Hiro’s mom had his face cupped in her hands, he had to bend down slightly for her to be able to reach, red lipstick smudged across his forehead. She smiled up at him, worry filled eyes threatening tears on the edges as she pinched his cheeks.
“You… you come back to me safe and sound, alright?” She kissed his forehead again, “I couldn’t take losing you again.”
“I will, I promise.” He chuckled, “It’s not like this is really goodbye, anyway, right? Aren’t you guys following us?”
“For awhile, yes.” Takaaki answered instead, his arm still wrapped around Taka’s shoulders, “We’re following you to the old Hope’s Peak building, just in case. We’ll probably head back here once you all get to… wherever it is you’re going.”
He glanced back at Byakuya as he said that, the blonde’s already sour expression furrowed in suspicion.
“Once you get settled somewhere safe, we can figure out our next move.” the detective continued, “Our goal right now is to keep you all off the FF’s radar as much as possible.”
“We’ll see about letting the rest of your folks know you’re all safe.” Hiroko added, “I don’t guess it’s really fair we’re the only ones who get to know you’re all okay.”
“I’m still not certain you two should accompany us to Hope’s Peak.” Taka frowned, “I have no idea what kind of security measures they could’ve added, and if Miss Hagakure’s car is identified it- wha- father!”
Taka grunted as the detective suddenly ruffled his hair, the older man chuckled as he ducked to the side to fix it.
“It’s already decided, we aren’t leaving you to fend for yourselves.” He answered. “Let’s get moving. I told Jin we’d try to move him somewhere else tonight.”
“Yeah, sure,” Hiroko waved him off, giving Hiro’s cheek one last pinch before turning to the group, “Anyone else need a forehead kiss before we get going, huh?”
There was an awkward pause, everyone began shuffling towards the car when Mondo raised his hand.
“I’ll fuckin’ take one if yer offering.”
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It was weird to admit he was jittery.
Like, he could potentially be shot to death- and that was like… best case scenario. He should be more than jittery, right? Or maybe this was a good thing, at least it meant he probably wouldn’t freeze up if he had to do… something.
A good soldier doesn’t freeze up. A good soldier wouldn’t-
Leon huffed, why was he still feeling this way? He risked a glance around the van, was anyone else feeling this? That weird other voice in their head?
But the point is he was jittery, that’s all. It felt the same way it did before the first game of the season, not exactly scared just… there was a lot of pressure. Especially now. This wasn’t just ‘disappointing your dad and your team’ pressure, this was ‘if you mess up someone really important to you could die’ pressure.
Which… was a lot.
“Hey, Leon, you okay?” Hina nudged him slightly, and the sudden contact made his fingers curl around the rifle laying across his lap.
“Y-yeah.” He answered, putting on his best smile- he wasn’t about to be the weak link here.
“It’s okay if you’re nervous.” Sakura commented softly, leaning over to rest her head on top of Hina’s as she spoke, “I think we all are at the moment.”
He just nodded, going back to staring out the window and feeling the couple’s eyes continue to stare at him. He was okay- he would be okay. Once he got Makoto back he could relax, things could start sorta getting back to normal.
Looking out the window didn’t help his nerves much, apparently Hope’s Peak was right in the middle of one of the biggest dead zones in the country. Toko had said something about living in an apartment building nearby when she was younger, pointing out the crumbled remains of it when they passed by it before. Everything out here looked so desolate, so hopeless… how were they supposed to stop an organization capable of this?
“We’re almost there!” Monokuma announced, way too cheery for the situation at hand. “I have been rudely informed I should stay behind in the van, so I just wanna double check and make sure you little rascals will be okay without me. What exactly is your plan, again?”
“M-me and Ch-Chihiro are gonna check things out first.” Toko awkwardly began, snipping her scissors nervously, “I’ll run a lap or two around t-to get an idea of how many guards there a-are and s-she’s gonna disable tech or whatever.”
“Then me an’ Sakura are headin’ out.” Mondo picked up the explanation, “Sayaka’s gonna come and scream all the guards outta the way, we take care of beatin’ up the rest. Taks and Leon are gonna cover the group an’ get everyone to the front door. Safely.”
He added the last word on in a clipped voice, Leon noticed the way his grip on the steering wheel tightened. He had been kinda weird about safety lately…
“Then we’re uh, going to get Makoto.” Hiro continued, nervously tugging at the headband he was borrowing from Hina to try and keep his hair back, “He’s gonna be in his lockdown room, i think.”
Celeste leaned over the seat, “Did you check the future or whatever it is you do before we left?”
He shook his head, “N- no. Just uh, it’s just a feeling.” He gulped, trying to hide his nerves behind a smile. “My ma and Mr. Detective are gonna hang back, I got that burner cellphone in my pocket so we can call them if we need anything.”
“Alter Ego should help us once we get inside.” Chihiro added, “They… seem to think Mukuro is trying to help us, but they haven’t told her anything about us coming.”
“Still, we need to prepare for the worst.” Byakuya warned, “Unlike the rest of us she’s been trained to kill her whole life, we can’t make any mistakes against an opponent like this.”
Trained to kill trained to kill trained to-
Shut up. Stupid.
Leon sighed again, “I’ll… I’ll be on the lookout for her. Just in case. Did you still wanna grab some of our old stuff while we’re here?”
“If possible, yes,” Byakuya adjusted his glasses, “We’ll need to restock the supplies that were confiscated from us, I’m afraid we won’t have food or many changes of clothes where we’re going.”
“Which is…?” Hifumi tried, Byakuya turned to glare at him.
“Our top priority, of course, is getting Makoto. We can always find something to eat later if needed.”
Celeste whined, “If I have to eat fast food again I think I may perish…”
“Well, maybe it won’t come to that, maybe you’ll die here!” Monokuma snickered, “Alrighty we should be coming up on it aaaaany minute now, you kids may wanna go ahead and stop the van right around this corner-“
“Holy shit.” Mondo suddenly gasped, leaning forward in his seat to gawk at something, “That’s it?! The place is fuckin big!”
“It’s a five story building.” Sakura hummed, “We knew that when we were inside it.”
“I mean it I already knew it was big but that’s like…” he let out a low whistle, “I dunno I guess in my mind it woulda been like a freaky underground lab or something, ya know? Not just a big fancy ass building in the middle of a city.”
“N-Not really a city anymore…” Toko muttered, shifting so she could scoot past Leon to the van’s doors.
He awkwardly adjusted the gun in his lap, “Be careful, alright?” He asked quietly, she turned to look him up and down.
“I’m always careful.” She answered, “I w-wouldn’t have made it this far if I was as reckless as the rest of y-you.”
“Fair.” He tried to laugh, the van’s sudden lurch to a stop causing her scissors to jolt a little too close his ear, “Mondo, what the hell?”
“There’s shit in the road! That wasn’t my fault!” The biker snapped in return, “Chi, can ya feel stuff enough from here?”
Chihiro’s eyes were already closed in concentration, face scrunching up at the effort.
“Um, sorta... Can we get any closer?”
“H-here, let me get out first.” Toko tugged the door open, and before Leon could even blink she had disappeared in a blur. He pulled the door closed again, the van slowly moved forward.
The van pulled closer, Leon leaned against the window to peer outside. Mondo was right, the building was sorta fancy. It was further away from the other buildings, separated by a large stone wall the looked like it had been caved in. If he didn’t know any better, this would like another poor old building that had been demolished along with the rest of the city. A large billboard advertising a hospital by some other name was riddled in bullet holes and burn marks, he saw movement behind one of the crumbled pillars of the walls.
His grip around the gun tightened again.
“Okay. Here’s good.” Chihiro piped up again, frowning down at her lap as she concentrated. “The security system itself doesn’t seem to be working, probably thanks to Alter Ego, I… definitely feel a lot of technology moving around. There’s a lot of guards out there, I think.”
“Taka, can you tell how many guards?” Byakuya prompted, the android frowned.
“Not from here. You really think I can detect a heartbeat from this far away?”
“You can detect it through walls-“
“We’re getting off topic.” Kyoko suddenly spoke up for the first time since they left the hotel. “We need to be ready to leave as soon as Toko gets back. The faster we advance, the less prepared they’ll be.”
Leon couldn’t tear his gaze away from where he’d seen the movement, adjusting his grip on the rifle again till it pointed towards the gap in the stone wall.
“So if there’s no security system there’s no… like turrets or anything, right?” Hifumi asked warily, “I mean if the inside of the building was as full of weapons as it was I’d hate to see what the stuff outside can do…”
“Oh it’s incredible!” Monokuma excitedly explained, “Guns, drones, electric fences! Gosh I miss it. Maybe I should come- I could reconnect to the building and test all that stuff out again!”
“No.” Byakuya patted his head, “You’re staying here. And… Kyoko, I recommend you stay as well-“
“We’ve discussed this already. I’m going.” She cut him off, eyes glaring daggers back at the front seat.
Taka cleared his throat, “I actually have to agree with him, you’re in no condition to-“
“I said I’m going.” She insisted, Taka turned to face her.
“Kyoko you can’t…” he glanced around the van, trying to continue in a much quieter tone, “You haven’t been able to use your powers since-“
“You can’t your powers anymore?!” Hifumi interrupted, Taka put his head in his hands.
Mondo sighed, “You suck at whispering, babe. But seriously, Kyoko, I don’t want ya gettin’ hurt. Stay here with Monokuma, we’ll get Mac back.”
“I can still fight. I just can’t use my hands. It’s not like I’ll be an extra liability.” She responded curtly, “Hiro has powers that will be of no help in this situation, and he’s still going.”
“Wha- why am I getting dragged into this argument?” Hiro protested, Toko zoomed back over to the car.
“Hey. I-I- I think someone saw me. There’s about th-thirty of them outside, they’re moving something b-big down this warehouse ramp thing.” She muttered, slightly out of breath. “Th-the gate inside i-is open, though. We sh-should be able to get to the front gates.”
Mondo cut the engine, opening the door and nodding. “Alright… Let’s fuckin’ do this.”
“Oooh my god, it’s happening.” Hina muttered under breath, nudging Leon to move so she could shuffle out behind him. “Okay. We’re doing this. This is happening.”
Sakura stepped out after her, cracking her knuckles and stretching her neck as she spoke, “You two… keep a close eye on Kyoko while we head inside, alright? I fear she is worse off than she’s letting on.”
Sayaka climbed out from the back row of seats, hair pulled back in a ponytail and eyes frantically glancing around as she moved to stand by Leon. He hesitated for a moment, switching the gun to his other hand before reaching out to hold her’s. She immediately squeezed it in return, taking a deep breath.
“You can do this, Sayaka.” He assured her, she nodded.
“I- I know. I know I can, I just… I hate doing it.” She whispered, “Every time I do it someone gets hurt.”
She paused, clearing her throat before speaking again, “And I know these are like… bad people. People who would kill us. But they’re still…”
She squeezed his hand again, finally pulling away when she noticed Mondo gesturing for her to come forward.
“I can do it, though. This is for Makoto.” She muttered as she left, Leon nodded to himself.
“For Makoto… yeah.” He agreed, numbly following the group along as they moved forward.
He made sure to keep close to Kyoko as she trailed along behind Chihiro, the pit of worry in his stomach growing as he thought of what she said before.
She had never actually said what it was her dad attacked her with, but he had a pretty damn good idea now.
Movement in his periphery made him tense, turning and aiming just in time to see an armed guard lean around one of the poles of the billboard. Their gun pointed straight towards Sakura-
Bang!
“Shit, Leon!” Hiro jolted, panicked gaze flicking from the gun in his hands to his eyes, “M-maybe give us a little warning next time you-“
Sayaka’s shout cut his comment off, the aftershock of it rumbling through the ground and finally managing to tear Leon’s gaze away from the body now lying face down beneath the billboard. That… did he do that?
His looked down at his gun- I don’t even remember firing it…
“Here, come on,” Hiro pulled him forward, gulping down his own fear as they finally climbed over the rubble and into the official grounds of Hope’s Peak.
You could tell it used to be beautiful, trampled grass now littered with stones and debris and half destroyed pieces of machinery littered what used to be the front of the building. The glass on almost every window was shattered, replaced by the impenetrable metal that covered every possible entrance to the old building. He could see the turrets Monokuma had mentioned, all blasted to pieces when the FF invaded the first time… at least that made it easier for them.
Sayaka screamed again, blasting dust in all directions as Hiro made a halfhearted attempt to shield them with his coat. Leon cocked his gun again- there were people everywhere.
Sakura had lifted a vehicle over her head to toss it, a man behind her pulled his pistol.
Bang!
Hifumi ducked to the side of someone swinging one of those stupid tasers at him, the guard reared back to strike again.
Bang.
They were getting closer to the front door, he paused to search the still slightly twitching body he had just shot for some other kind of weapon. He heard footsteps behind him.
Bang…
The guards were falling, one after the other. The ones that surrounded Sayaka while Toko sprinted forward to save her, the man in the suit who had snuck on Taka’s blind side with a pipe to strike, the one that had managed to strike Hiro across the back with a bat.
It was almost automatic, he was barely even conscious he was doing it… he was barely even conscious…
“Leon?”
He was good at this. This… this felt familiar.
“Leon-“
I’m not good at this. I’m not supposed to be good at this. I’m not a soldier-
“Leon!” There was a hand on Four’s shoulder- he turned and aimed his gun directly between Chihiro’s eyes. His finger curled around the trigger just as Chihiro seemed to recognize what was happening. The gun clicked uselessly, he nearly dropped it to the floor when he realized what he’d done.
She didn’t even flinch.
“Y-You need to calm down.” Her voice wavered despite the hardened look in her eyes, breathing heavy as she pushed the barrel of the gun away from her. “Are you okay?”
“I-“ Leon gasped, his voice caught in his throat, you almost shot her you almost shot a teammate you almost shot your FRIEND what are you doing-
“Try to snap out of it, okay?” She whispered, gingerly taking his other hand and pulling him along. “I know… I know it’s hard, and I’m sorry. But we need you right now, okay?”
He only just now realized they were at the front gate of the school already, taking a minute to catch his breath as he turned to look at the carnage behind him.
Chihiro didn’t give him that chance, her other hand holding his cheek to keep his face forward.
“Let’s go inside, okay?” She pleaded, Leon saw Byakuya watching from behind her.
“Yeah. Okay.” He mumbled, finally following her through the imposing front doors of the building.
It looked… about the same as he remembered it. He could still see where his blood stained the floor over to the left, and the broken stub of the camera Mondo had smashed to pieces before… everything happened still dangling from the ceiling.
“You’re here!” A voice alarmingly like Chihiro’s chirped through the speakers, the doors slammed shut behind them. “Oh, good! I’ve been so worried!”
“Alter Ego!” Chihiro called back, “Can you hear me?”
“Of course.” The gate to let them into the rest of the school opened, “Makoto is on the fourth floor, I’m sorry I can’t inform of you of where guards may be located, the cameras are still broken.”
“Where’s Mukuro?” Byakuya asked instead, crossing his arms and staring at the speakers in the corner of the room. “Is she still here?”
“As far as I am aware.” Alter Ego replied, Leon followed Celeste as she went to peer around the corner into the halls. “She has been… somewhat distant since she agreed to help. But I haven’t noticed any outgoing messages or transmissions other than my own, so I know she at least didn’t inform Junko of your arrival.”
“Where’s the last place you know she was?” Byakuya continued questioning, there was a pause before the computer program replied.
“She is probably somewhere near the dorms. The lights in the kitchen were turned on two minutes ago.”
Byakuya frowned, Hifumi turned back to the group.
“O-okay. What’s the plan, what do we do?” He asked, nervously rocking on his feet.
Byakuya hesitated, Kyoko stepped up to fill the gap.
“A group should go and make sure she isn’t hostile.” She instructed, “The rest of us will go find Makoto. If she seems… alright, we can meet back up here and discuss what to do with her.”
“And if she’s not?” Chihiro mumbled, a trail of smoke escaped Kyoko as she answered.
“We’ll find some way to detain her. We have the lockdown rooms, we can leave her in one of those if we need to.”
“Um, there’s just one more thing.” Alter Ego’s voice piped through the speakers again, “I should warn you that Makoto isn’t… um, functioning correctly right now.”
Sayaka practically whimpered beside him, her hands clasping together in front of her as Mondo moved to take charge of the situation.
“Alright, let’s go get him fuckin’ back then!” He practically shouted, so much for trying to be covert. “I’m going with Chi to get AE back on somethin’ portable. Leon, Hina, Sakura go check on this other chick. Everyone else go get Mac!”
“Stop shouting, we’re right here.” Byakuya snapped. “Let’s go.”
The group began to disperse, Mondo trudging along behind Taka muttering.
“How come no one fuckin’ moves when I talk? Who made him the boss?”
“I thought you sounded very professional.” Taka assured him quietly, Hifumi lingered behind.
“I… I think I’ll go with you guys.” He muttered, “If you don’t mind.”
“Of course.” Hina nodded, “Let’s… let’s go I guess.”
Sakura led the way, their tense journey back to the dorms marked by frantic glances around the halls. Sakura paused as they walked through the doorway, holding a hand out to stop the others. Hina reached her own hand out to hold it, Leon watched Sakura’s grim expression soften slightly before she spoke.
“Leon. Come with me to search the kitchen.” She muttered, he nodded, “You two keep an eye on the dorms, let us know if there’s any movement.”
Hina nodded as well, stepping aside as the larger girl stalked towards the dining hall doors. He scanned the room as they entered, the table they always ate at had been pushed off to the side, a few crates stacked around the room that… made it look emptier somehow. It didn’t feel lived in anymore. The group had joked a lot about Stockholm Syndrome while they were trapped in here, and if the weird ache in his chest was anything to go off, the joke had more truth to it then he thought.
They slowly moved towards the kitchen, the lights inside were still on. Sakura paused outside the door, Leon held his breath and listened. No one inside, as far as he could tell. He nodded towards the door, the two of them moved inside.
The kitchen seemed empty as well, a few dishes and ingredients scattered across the countertops.
“I suppose she’s gone elsewhere.” Sakura suggested, peering back out the kitchen doorway as Leon searched the kitchen a little closer.
The door to the fridge was cracked open?
“We should keep searching,” Sakura began, pausing when she noticed him hurry over to the fridge across the room.
“Yeah, just… hang on I-“ he pulled the doors open, his voice dying in his throat at what he found, “What the hell?”
There was a metal case sitting in the middle of the first shelve, already opened and revealing four glass vials of some dark liquid.
“Oh my god.” He muttered under his breath, Sakura quickly came to peer over his shoulder.
“What is this?”
“I, uh-“ he paused, shakily picking the case up in his hands. “This is the stuff they made to kill us.”
“What?” Sakura tensed, “What are you talking about?”
“The FF- or Hope’s Peak, whoever- they made this chemical thing to kill us in case we got like too dangerous or whatever.” He looked back up at her, “I- I think it’s what messed up Kyoko’s hands. That Kirigiri guy said it like… decomposes us.”
Sakura made a worried noise, “Two of the vials are missing.”
“What?”
“There are six slots in this case, two of them are-“
Her observation was cut off from a high pitched screech outside, she immediately bolted form the room, leaving Leon fumbling with the case behind her. He quickly snapped it shut, keeping a death grip on the case’s handle as he dashed after her.
It was Hifumi who screamed, he realized as he skidded out of the dining hall and observed the scene in front of him. Hina had a dark haired girl grabbed by the arm, twisting it back and swinging her knee into the girl’s ribs. He did not remember Hina being able to fight like that- he made a mental note to never ever piss her off again.
The girl kicked at Hina’s feet, knocking her onto her back and dropping down to pin her beneath her. She was reaching for something in her pocket when Sakura intervened, grabbing the girl by the neck and tossing her against the bathhouse doors. Hina let out a groan of frustration, letting Sakura help her to her feet as Leon advanced and aimed his gun.
“It’s Mukuro, right?” He asked, keeping his aim trained on her as she slowly sat up and glared, “Nice to see you again, man. Still workin’ for that psychopath?”
She didn’t respond, glaring up at him for a moment before she noticed what was in his other hand. She paled, looking back up at him with terror filled eyes.
“Put that down.” She ordered, “You have no idea how dangerous that is-“
“I mean, I’ve got a pretty good idea.” He huffed, “What’s wrong? You worried I’ll drop em and ruin your plans to kill us?”
“I am… not trying to kill you.” She answered carefully, Hina came to stand beside him.
“Then what was that attack all about?” She put her hands on her hips, “We came here to try and help you.”
“There is no helping this…” Mukuro mumbled, her eyes never leaving Leon’s. “How do none of you get this- there’s no way we can beat her. If you surrender now she’ll go easy on you- she may even let you-“
“We are not interested.” Sakura cut her off, glaring down over their shoulders at her. “I would rather die then help her again.”
Mukuro muttered something under her breath, glancing up and down every inch of Leon like she was sizing him up, probably preparing to attack again.
“I didn’t think the computer program would’ve warned you ahead of time about me.” She finally muttered.
“I mean, you agreed to help them.” Hifumi scratched his head, “They seemed pretty excited about that, why wouldn’t they wanna tell us?”
He frowned, “A- and why would you agree to help and then go right back to attacking us?”
Hina let out an angry huff, “You were never going to help in the first place, were you? This has all been so you can help Junko, right?”
Mukuro looked down at the floor again, her hands curling into fists.
“I did try to help… I tried so hard…” her voice was barely above a whisper, “I did everything I could to try and help Makoto, and-“
She stopped, getting up off the ground in slow, deliberate movements. Leon took a step back, his grip on his weapon tightening again.
“There is no stopping her. There’s no going against this.” She glared up at them, “I’m done trying to play hero, I’m going to do my job.”
“Why?!” Hina demanded, “Why would you want to keep helping her? We’re here now- we can change things! We can-“
“We can’t!” Mukuro shouted back, “There’s no fixing this! There’s no changing it! I have tried so damn hard to change!”
She paused, breathing heavy, a hand slowly moving towards her back pocket again.
“I think it’s sweet, really, that you all think you’ve grown past your intended purpose.” She continued in a hollow voice, “But I haven’t. I’m a soldier- I always have been, and good soldiers follow orders.”
Leon froze, his grip around the gun faltering as that phrase seemed to echo through his mind and send any other train of thought to a screeching halt.
Good soldiers follow orders-
Mukuro noticed this, seizing the opportunity to lunge at him and knock the gun from his hands. Hina tugged him out of the way just in time for Mukuro to stab at him with what looked like a large needle, she pivoted on her heel to strike again.
Sakura didn’t give her the chance, swinging a fist down and shattering the tile as Mukuro dodged the attack and kicked up at her jaw. Sakura stumbled back, Mukuro used the opening to grab Leon’s gun off the floor and aim it at Sakura’s chest. Hina tackled her, ignoring how Mukuro elbowed her jaw and trying wrestle the gun away.
Mukuro screamed, a noise that finally brought Leon back to his senses as he realized Hina was freaking biting the paler girl’s arm to make her drop the weapon.
Mukuro finally managed to force her off, knocking her to the side and once again taking up the needle she had used before. She stabbed it into Hina’s side, a strangled cry escaping her through grit teeth as she kicked away from her and pulled it out.
Leon made a mad dash for his gun again, scrambling in front of Hina to pick it up and firing blindly up at where Mukuro had gotten back to her feet.
It shot straight through her heart- because he couldn’t miss.
Her body hit the tile with a thud, pink trickling from the wound. Leon kept his aim trained on her- that wouldn’t keep her down for long,
“Are you alright?” Sakura asked softly, he risked a glance to the side to see the larger girl had scooped Hina up.
Hina blinked, her gaze somewhat hazy as she looked down at the needle in her hands.
“There’s… something in this,” Leon stiffened, mind immediately reeling with worst case scenarios when she continued, “It smells like the stuff I gave you, before…”
She chuckled, blinking slowly and dropping the weapon to the floor, “Aw man, I’m gonna pass out, huh?”
She continued giggling, oblivious to how concerned Sakura seemed. She leaned against Sakura’s arm, “I’m… so tired…”
“It’s just a sedative.” Sakura muttered, seeming to relax a fraction, “I… I assume she’ll be alright then.”
“Hey!” Hifumi yelled from the side, hurrying back from the dorm rooms and waving the rope that had once been used to restrain him, “I- I found this! We can tie her up.”
“Is that what you did while we were fighting?” Leon grumbled, Hifumi huffed.
“Well I mean I’m not much of a fighter, now am I? I figured I might as well try and do something helpful.”
Sakura nodded, taking a few steps to the side to set Hina down against the wall, keeping one hand in her’s as she spoke.
“Restraining her would be a good idea,” She began, finally moving away from Hina and taking the rope from Hifumi, “Will you go get Taka? I want to make sure Hina’s going to be okay.”
He nodded, casting once last wary glance at where Mukuro’s fingers suddenly twitched again before hurrying back out into the school.
Sakura sat Mukuro’s body up, she began to stir at the movement. The wound had already closed completely up, Leon saw the bullet lying useless on the floor where she had just been laying. He knelt down to help Sakura tie her arms behind her back, an overwhelming feeling of nausea at his own actions eating away at him.
This was messed up- this was so messed up.
“You… should’ve just killed me.” Mukuro’s speech came out slurred, she opened her eyes to look up at him. “Really killed me. You have the means to.”
Leon suddenly remembered the case, glancing around and realizing he had dropped it when Hina saved his ass earlier. He gulped, shaking his head and keeping Mukuro from jerking as Sakura finished tying the ropes.
“I’m not gonna kill you, that’s crazy.” He muttered back, “We’re trying to fuckin save you, man. Why can’t you understand that?”
She stared at him for a moment, a guilty expression crossing her face.
“You’re not angry?” She asked carefully, “After everything I did, after what I helped do to Makoto?”
Fear shot through his veins like lightning, he had almost forgotten why they were here in the first place.
“What…” his voice cracked, Mukuro looked down. “What did you do?”
There was no response, his heart thudded against his chest. He grabbed her shoulders to make her look back up at him.
“What did you do to Makoto?”
Chapter 28: Sad Anime Girl Hours
Summary:
Sayaka is ANGRY. Nothing is fair.
The gang finds their missing friend, and a lot more problems than they’d bargained for. Leon does a favor for someone, Sayaka screams, and Byakuya walks into a house he never wanted to enter again.
Notes:
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Sayaka was preparing herself for the worst.
Not like… the worst worst- actually. She couldn’t even bring herself to imagine that, but she was expecting something horrible. She was expecting to find Makoto all bruised and beaten, even more bones broken then he had broken already.
She had felt Junko’s anger flowing through her firsthand, and the idea of that anger being projected directly to Makoto was enough to make her sick. It felt like her anxiety was building up in her with every single breath.
There was some relief to finally finding him, though. Even if he was hurt, at least they could work to heal him. At least they could do something, inaction always felt like torture to her.
“Sayaka?” That was Hiro, his hand on her shoulder startling her from her thoughts, “You okay?”
“Mm-hm.” She nodded, forcing a smile that she hoped looked more sincere than it felt, she didn’t want to worry anyone, “It’s just… you know…”
He paused midway up the steps to the fourth floor, looking back at her with a fear in his eyes that almost rivaled her own. He smiled, a forced casualty to it that only made her even more nervous.
“It might not be as bad as we’re thinking.” He tried to assure her, glancing over his shoulders at the others as they ascended the rest of the steps. “Let’s try not to freak out till we actually know what’s wrong, yeah?”
She nodded, reluctantly following him up the stairs and pretending not to hear the distant bang of a gun echoing from one of the floors below. She tried to focus on the sounds near her instead: Toko muttering to herself, Celeste’s heels clicking down the hall, that weird ticking sound she could swear was coming from Taka but could never quite pin down.
Everything’s gonna be fine. She tried to assure herself, taking a deep breath and forcing herself to stand up a little straighter as she fell into step behind them. The others downstairs are okay, Leon’s probably just goofing around. Chihiro and Mondo are okay in the Tech Lab, they’re just… chatting with Alter Ego, nothing is wrong.
…
And Makoto’s okay. He’s survived a lot worse. Everything is gonna be fine.
Hiro shifted closer to her, a nervous whimper escaping him as the group moved to the left and passed a hallway with an eerie looking dark room at the end. She had never been up here, there had been… too much going on at the time. But Makoto had given her the gist, She didn’t think anyone was really comfortable being up here for any longer than they had to.
“Alter Ego said they needed to tell Chihiro something important,” Byakuya was muttering from up ahead, barely able to keep up with Kyoko as they rounded the weird cube room in the middle of the hall. “Perhaps we should’ve waited to hear that news, first-“
“We can hear it in a moment.” Kyoko cut him off, “I’m not just leaving him in here while we snoop around.”
“Yes, but-“
She held a hand out to stop him, and subsequently everyone else in their group. All peering around each other to see the row of glass covered cells in front of them. She could see symbols matching their former dorms along the top of each one. Celeste’s freaky eye symbol, the open hand surrounded by a circle for Byakuya, her gaze finally settled on the heart in the center- the glass beneath it obscuring whoever was inside.
Kyoko turned back to face them, “Taka, can you open this? There’s a scanner next to the door.”
Taka made a worried noise, stepping forward with her as she approached the room.
“I’m honestly not sure.” He muttered, rolling up one of his sleeves to reveal the barcode on his wrist, “I had access to them when Chihiro was… in charge of things, but-“
The scanner beeped, the light flashing red as Taka frowned down at it.
“Sorry, I suppose Junko reset the access levels.” He fixed his sleeve again, he always got fussy about his appearance when he was nervous, she had noticed.
Hiro approached the cell door itself, cupping his hands against his eyes and trying to peer through the frosted looking glass.
“Someone’s definitely in there.” He muttered, “I can almost see him, I think. It’s just glass, can’t we smash through it?”
“We have unfortunately left our most destructive members behind.” Celeste chimed in impatiently, crossing her arms, “Someone just go fetch Chihiro, she can open it.”
“Step aside. I’ll handle this.” Byakuya swatted at the psychic’s arm to make him move.
“Wh-what are you gonna do? Just break it?” Toko muttered from behind Sayaka, “It probably wouldn’t b-be good for him to get covered in glass.”
“I don’t think that would be good for anyone.” Celeste added under breath.
“I’m not just going to break the glass,” Byakuya rolled his eyes before turning back to the door, brows furrowing in concentration, “If it’s a sliding mechanism like most of the gates around here, it should be simple to open.”
There was a creaking sound within the wall, one hand raising slightly as the other clenched into a fist by his side. After a moment of resistance, the glass slowly began to slide back into the wall. A large crack broke across it’s surface from the strain, Sayaka finally saw movement on the other side.
He’s in there, he’s moving. Her heart thudded against her chest, she clasped her hands together and took a step forward, a feeling of hope she had been missing for so long suddenly welling up inside her again. He’s gonna be okay. Everything’s gonna be fine.
She peered around where Hiro still took up the majority of the doorway to look inside as the glass finally slid open. It was a small, mostly empty white room, a cot from the infirmary pushed against one wall with a plain looking blanket piled up at the foot of it.
And sitting in the middle was Makoto.
He jolted slightly at the sight of them, turning from where he seemed to have just been staring at the wall. He had dark circles under his eyes, his usual jacket strangely absent and a pair of plain gray clothes in it’s place. But then he smiled, and all those worries seemed to flee Sayaka’s mind in an instant.
But something about it felt… off, somehow. Maybe it was how tired he looked.
Byakuya pushed his way in front of her, Kyoko’s hand gingerly resting on her back as she tried to peer inside as well.
“Glad to see you’re in one piece.” Byakuya muttered, taking a step inside, Makoto tilted his head slightly.
Hiro’s arm abruptly stuck out to block his path, something like a whimper escaping him.
“Wha- Hey, what are you doing?” Byakuya tried to push the arm aside, “Move, Hiro. Let me see him-“
Hiro turned to look at him over his shoulder, a faint yellow shine to his eyes as he shook his head.
“Oh,” Makoto spoke up finally, Hiro all but jolted at the sound, “It’s you guys.”
He seemed to look over each of them, his smile unmoving, something about it made Sayaka uneasy.
“I’m really glad you’re here.” His eyes finally met her own, all her worry from before came crawling back into her chest.
Something was wrong.
Kyoko seemed unsettled as well, Sayaka thought she could practically feel her bristling with suspicion next to her as she spoke.
“Hiro.” She said softly, “Why are you scared?”
Hiro gulped, “I had a vision, uh, I don’t think he… I think something’s wrong with him. Like really wrong.”
“If you are implying what I think you are…” Celeste whispered as well, Makoto continued to study them, “That… shouldn’t be possible, right?”
“Here, let me in.” Taka pushed his way past Byakuya, giving Hiro’s arm a reassuring squeeze as he tried to pass him as well, “If something is wrong it won’t affect me, right?”
He paused, eye flickering as he smiled nervously, “I- I’m sure nothing is wrong, though, of course.”
Hiro finally relented, Taka walked froward as Makoto’s gaze stayed trained on the group by the door.
“Makoto?” Taka tried gently, a hand resting on the smaller teen’s shoulder to get his attention, “Do you mind if I give you a quick check up?”
Makoto’s weirdly unsettling gaze turned abruptly to him, Sayaka noticed the nervous twitch to the android’s smile.
“Okay.” Was all he said in response, continuing to stare blankly down at him as Taka hesitantly moved to check his pulse.
“Alright, good. I’m going to ask you a few questions, as well. I just want to make sure you’re alright.”
“I am.”
Kyoko fidgeted restlessly beside her, the group growing more anxious by the second.
“Can you tell me where you are?” Taka prompted, Makoto’s smile faded into a confused frown.
“Yes. Why?”
Taka blinked at the question, his hand pausing where it was holding Makoto’s bruised knuckles, “I’m worried you might be in shock, your heart rate and body temperature are-“
His sentence was cut off as Makoto’s hand reached out to the damaged side of his face, his confused expression furrowing even more.
“Why can’t I feel you?” He asked, somewhat innocently despite the ominous implication of the question.
“What are you talking about?” Taka frowned, moving Makoto’s hand away from him, “What do you mean you can’t feel me?”
Makoto glanced back at the others before responding, “You’re not a real person, are you?”
“Wh-What?” Taka stuttered, “Why would you say something like that?”
“I couldn’t feel Alter Ego either, you must be like them.” He answered plainly.
Byakuya cast a wary glance over at Kyoko, who held his gaze with poorly concealed horror in her eyes. The blonde took a step forward before speaking.
“Makoto, do you know who we are?”
Sayaka froze, unable to even breathe as she waited for the answer.
“Of course.” Makoto smiled again, it didn’t reach his eyes.
“What’s my name?” Byakuya prompted, more specific, his response was immediate.
“You’re number Ten.”
She felt something inside her shatter.
Her knees weakened a little, she blindly reached out and grabbed onto Hiro’s arm for support he didn’t seem in any condition to give, either.
Byakuya’s hands balled into fists, she would’ve thought he was angry if it wasn’t for the waver in his voice as he spoke. “That isn’t my name, Makoto.”
“And that’s not my name.” Makoto frowned again, seeming genuinely confused, “Alter Ego called me that, too. That is not my name.”
“Y- Yes it is dude!” Hiro piped up, looking like he may explode from nervous energy, “You’re Makoto! You’re Mac! You always have been!”
Celeste shushed him, leaning around to eye Makoto warily, “You…”
She paused, her usual cold facade cracking slightly, “You don’t remember us at all, do you?”
What?
Sayaka didn’t hear the answer- she didn’t really need to- the sob that suddenly choked it’s way out of her throat prevented that. She covered her mouth, sometimes too much force came out when she cried like this and damn it she shouldn’t be crying.
But… oh god- how was she supposed to stop herself?
This was worse than anything she could’ve thought of- this had never even crossed her mind. She had pictured him being hurt- bruised, bloodied, bones broken after he’d been tortured in any number of horrible ways…
Even in those nightmares he had still been Makoto. He had to still be Makoto.
“Why is Three doing that?”
Toko’s shaking hands were suddenly on her shoulders, pulling her back and away from everything in the room as she sobbed again. Why am I such a crybaby?? I need to be helping-
“H-Hey,” Toko moved her to lean against the wall a little ways away, a hand awkwardly rubbing her arm in an attempt to be of comfort. “I-It’s okay-“
“It’s not-“ Sayaka stopped, too much force rising up in her throat that she hastily tried to choke back down. She had to calm down, she needed to stop crying and actually do something.
“T-Taka’s still checking on him.” Toko assured her, glancing over her shoulder at where Hiro had taken to pacing back and forth, “M- Maybe it’s n-not that bad.”
Sayaka glared up at her, some bitter response dying on the tip of her tongue as she saw a few tears on the edges of the writer’s eyes as well.
“Toko…” Her instinct was to be comforting- it had been since she was a little kid. One of her clearest childhood memories was wiping the tears off her dad’s face the night after her mother’s funeral, trying to find a way to be caring around the sorrow that felt so heavy it threatened to crush her completely.
She brushed a thumb against the tear running down Toko’s cheek, who let out a weak excuse for a scoff and swatted her hand away.
“S-stop that. I’m supposed to b-be helping you.”
There were rapidly approaching footsteps, a low grumble of a curse word following them as Mondo and Chihiro ran up to them.
“What the hell is going on?” He asked, glancing around before addressing them more gently, “Are you two alright? What’s wrong?”
Makoto might not remember us- and i have no idea how we can fix it. How am I supposed to fix this? How could anyone fix this?
She couldn’t bring herself to respond, hurrying back towards the cell while Toko quietly explained.
Taka was shining his little flashlight in Makoto’s eyes, Byakuya standing at the end of the cot observing things with a tense frown while Celeste and Kyoko watched from the doorway. Kyoko’s expression was unreadable, but the way her jaw was clenched and the way her arms shook slightly from where they were folded across her chest told Sayaka everything she needed to know.
“His pupils aren’t dilating.” Taka said to no one in particular, letting Makoto’s curious hands take the flashlight from him while he continued to look him over. “That… could be a good sign.”
“How so?” Byakuya questioned, flinching a fraction when Makoto held the flashlight out for him to take.
“When some of you were…” Taka paused, “Influenced, let’s call it. Your pupils didn’t react to light, either.”
“And that’s supposed to be good?” Byakuya’s worry was temporarily covered by suspicion. He hesitantly accepted Makoto’s ‘gift’ while the boy on the cot turned his attention back to Taka’s hands.
“If he’s under the influence of something, that could mean it’s reversible.” Taka explained, letting Makoto hold his hand and bend the fingers to study how the joints move. He seemed too preoccupied with his investigation to pay attention to what was being said.
“You are saying he may be under you-know-who’s control right now?” Celeste asked with a frown, her eyes glaring daggers at Makoto. “That is not a good sign.”
Makoto’s empty stare suddenly moved up to meet her’s. She jolted, before smoothing her hair back and clearing her throat to speak again.
“Makoto-“
“Seven.”
“Makoto.” She insisted again, “Do you feel what I am doing right now?”
“Yes.” He answered with a nod, she took a step forward.
“You just let me look inside your mind, are you aware of that?”
He nodded again, she made a worried hum.
“Does that not bother you?”
“Why would it bother me?” He tilted his head again, “You’re just doing your job.”
She moved to stand beside Taka, ignoring Byakuya clearing his throat to signal for her to stay away and reaching a hand towards Makoto’s head.
“May I… look a little deeper?”
“C-Celeste-“ Taka grabbed her wrist to pull it back. “I really wouldn’t recommend that, he could-“
“He won’t.” Celeste answered, mouth pulled back in a tight frown, “He is certainly capable, but I don’t think he’s fast enough.”
“Fast enough… to what?” Makoto asked as Taka reluctantly released her and she reached towards him again.
He leaned into the touch as she brushed some hair from his face and let her hand rest against the side of his head. Celeste’s look of concentration shifted, her mouth twitching where she tried to keep the sadness from showing on her face as she spoke again.
“I… I don’t feel anything like I did with the others.” She hesitantly answered, withdrawing her hand and leaving Makoto looking up at her. “So we know he’s not… connected to Junko, at the very least.”
“No, not right now.” Makoto affirmed, his feet swinging lightly like this situation was normal. “I can connect to the network if you-“
“No, don’t do that.” Byakuya cut him off, putting a hand on his shoulder, “We don’t need the network right now.”
“Oh.” Makoto seemed to think for a moment, “That’s true. We’re already together.”
“What did you feel, Celeste?” Kyoko finally spoke up, a slight waver in her voice that made Sayaka’s heart ache all over again. “Why are you making that face?”
Celeste tried to compose herself, “I…”
She paused, looking at the detective with an uncharacteristic amount of pity.
“If any part of Makoto is still in there… I couldn’t feel him, Kyoko. I’m sorry.” She answered softly, Kyoko quickly looked down at the floor.
Sayaka couldn’t hear her crying, but her shoulders began to shake, one of her hands going to cover any part of her face her hair wouldn’t.
She couldn’t take this.
“I- I’ll be right back-“ she managed to choke out, unable to bring herself to look at any of them as she turned on her heel and hurried from the room.
She pushed by Hiro’s attempt to comfort her, ignoring Mondo asking if she needed help and pulling her hand away from where Chihiro tried to reach out.
It was too much too much too much-
It was building up inside of her and she had to get out of here before it came bursting out.
She always felt things too much, she was always way too sensitive, but this-
She nearly collided into Hifumi on the third floor, attempting to push past him too when he grabbed her by the shoulders to stop her.
“Miss Maiz-“ he stopped as she looked up at him, blinking through her tears at his worried expression, “What’s wrong? Are you okay?”
She couldn’t bring herself to answer, cursing the stupid whimper that came from her instead as his face shifted into horror.
“What’s… what happened to Makoto?” He asked quietly, all she could do was shake her head.
He left her then, thank god, hurrying up the stairs behind her to see what was happening for himself.
Her heart was beating so fast she felt like it was going to burst, the weight in her lungs increasing with every ragged inhale she could manage between sobs. She nearly tripped on her way down the stairs to the second floor, no real destination in mind- but a fear that if she stopped moving she may just fall apart.
And she did fall, tripping on debris at the base of the stairs and stumbling over onto her hands and knees. The dull pain shot up her nerves and forced her to take another breath.
It was too much.
She screamed, a horrific wail escaping her and cracking the drywall all the way down the hall. The tiles of the ceiling shook, doors rattled or flung open, and every box and stray piece of garbage strewn across the halls went flying away from her.
She choked back a sob when she was done, wiping the tears from her eyes and staying on her knees till she caught her breath again.
It was easier to breathe now, the heaviness inside of her reduced to a dull ache of loss that she was far too familiar with at this point.
“Sayaka?”
Her head whipped up at the sound of a new voice, Leon nearly tripping himself as he sprinted from the first floor stairs to where she was kneeling.
“A-Are you okay? What’s going on?” He dropped to his knees in front of her, his gun and a metal case clattering to the side as he moved to hold her arms.
She latched onto him, a shuddering breath escaping her as she squeezed her eyes shut. I’m not gonna cry again. I’m not. I can do this. We can fix this. We have to fix this.
“Did she… did she really get him?” Leon’s voice cracked, the hands wrapped around her back clutched the fabric of her shirt nervously, “Is he…”
She nodded into his shoulder, she felt him tremble slightly beneath her.
She hesitated, forcing herself to stay composed for his sake if nothing else, “He says he doesn’t remember us… He’s acting so different- he’s so empty.”
Tears pricked the corners of her eyes again as Leon shook again, “I- I don’t know if we can fix this…”
He pulled her closer, letting her bury her head in his shirt as she tried to keep her breathing steady.
“Of course we can fix it…” Leon muttered finally, sounding like he was trying to convince himself just as much as her. “Whatever they did, we can fix.”
“How?” Sayaka asked bitterly, “He’s the only one who can fix something like this- what are we supposed to do? How are we supposed to help him?”
He paused, “Mukuro’s downstairs… maybe… maybe she knows something. Sakura’s got her tied up. I- I’m gonna tell her to get up here.”
There was another long pause before he pulled away, he wiped the tears off his own face, clearing his throat before speaking again.
“Hifumi’s up there gettin’ help, right?” He asked quietly, she nodded, “And you… you’re gonna be okay? Is there like, some way can I help you right now?”
“I’ll be okay, I promise.” She mumbled, slowly standing again and helping him to his feet. His hand lingered on her’s.
“Okay. I’m gonna go back and get Sakura. You go back to Mac, okay?” His voice hitched again, he squeezed her hand a little tighter, “Okay?”
She nodded, another shaky breath leaving her as he reluctantly pulled away and grabbed his things off the floor.
“I’ll be up there as soon as I can. We’re gonna save him, we’ll figure something out.” He gave her one last look, trying to seem determined despite the tears still sticking to the edges of his eyes.
He left her then, his receding footsteps drowned out by the rapidly approaching stomping behind her. She turned to look over her shoulder, finding Byakuya hurrying down the steps two at a time.
“B-Byakuya?” She asked, “What are you-“
“Was that you that just screamed?” He asked, not pausing his hurried walk and forcing her to catch up with him to keep up the conversation.
“Y-Yeah, I’m sorry I just…” he was heading towards the library, she realized with a frown, “What are you doing?”
He paused outside the library doors, the thick surface of them the only thing that seemed to hold up after her… outburst. His hands clenched into fists, he looked down at the floor to avoid meeting her gaze.
“There must be something in those old files that can tell me how to fix this.” He muttered, “Maybe Kyoko didn’t burn them all, maybe there’s something I missed, I just…”
He looked back up at her, a desperate sort of resolution in his eyes, “I refuse to let her win. I’m not losing him like this.”
Sayaka just nodded, that was the only thing she really think to do in response to that. He pushed the doors open, stepping inside the pitch black room and leaving Sayaka to follow.
Her feet stepped onto the carpet behind his, a lamp suddenly flicked on across the room and froze them both in their tracks.
Someone was sitting at the desk.
A thin, slightly wrinkled hand had reached out from behind a large chair, obscuring everything but the graying hair of whoever sat behind it. She gasped, pressure building in her lungs and ready to attack if needed. Another FF soldier, probably, another one of Junko’s stupid goons that-
“W- What?” Byakuya’s voice hitched, the hand receded again, “Father?”
His dad? Sayaka gasped again, her panicked mind racing, What… what did he say his dad’s name was again? Kijo? Is he… Is he still working for Junko? Is she still here after all?
Another clicking noise sounded- one that Sayaka was growing unfortunately used to.
It sounded like someone cocking a gun.
“I was asleep… till all that screaming started outside,” the man’s words were slurred, Byakuya’s hands began to shake. “We were supposed to do this later… when all your little friends were around to see it.”
“What… what are you doing here?” Byakuya asked carefully, taking a slow step forward and holding a hand out to signal her to stay behind. There was no response, only the sound of someone shifting slightly behind the chair. Byakuya hesitated to ask another question, his voice full of so much uncertainty it was almost hard to believe it was him.
“What did Junko do to you?”
The man behind the chair began to laugh, a low chuckle that sent chills down her spine.
Byakuya’s hands clenched into fists, “Turn around.”
“I’m not so sure you want to see this, son-“
“I said turn around.”
Slowly the chair began to turn, revealing an older man with bruises all along his face and neck, his suit tattered and dirty, slightly scarred hand gripping the gun pressed against his temple-
She gasped, Byakuya’s hand went to cover his mouth in shock.
He was holding a gun to his own head.
Sayaka froze, panic seizing her like a vice at the way the man’s fingers curled around the trigger.
“What-“ Byakuya’s voice sounded strained, his usual composure completely crumbling into horror at the sight before him, “What are you doing, you-“
“It’s a punishment, Byakuya.” His father grinned widely, the whites of his eyes a dull, almost swirling gray that made Sayaka’s stomach churn. “Just like when you were a kid, you’ve been acting out- you need to learn your place again.”
He chuckled again at how Byakuya’s face blanched, continuing in a low voice: “And we… need to cut off a few loose ends.”
“Snap out of it!” Byakuya ordered, though it sounded more like a plea, “She- She’s using you- you can’t let her do this-“
“Oh, don’t be so pathetic.” Kijo hissed through his grit teeth, smile unwavering, “It’s unbecoming of a Togami… then again I suppose you never were one to begin with.”
“You don’t believe that. Junko’s making you say that.” Byakuya’s hands clenched into fists again, his eyes flicking from the man to the gun as he no doubt tried to determine his next moves.
“I hope you learn your lesson, after this.” He continued at though his son had never spoken, finger tightening around the trigger, “There’s no beating her, Ten. Give up.”
BANG!
Sayaka flinched at the sound, closing her eyes instinctively to avoid seeing any more bloodshed than she already had today. She was expecting Byakuya to scream, to cry, something- but the only sounds were labored breathing…
And laughing, someone was still laughing.
She opened her eyes, Byakuya’s hand was raised, that same desperate resolve in his eyes he’d had outside. Kijo’s arm was raised as well, forcing the gun to point up at the ceiling. He glared down at Byakuya as he took a cautious step forward again.
“I’m not giving up.” Byakuya growled out, his fingers tensing and forcing Kijo’s hand to drop the gun to the floor. “I know you can fucking hear me, Junko. I’m not giving up! I’m going to stop you.”
“Such stubbornness…” his father continued to sneer down at him, “Did you learn that from Makoto? You must miss him terribly…”
“Get out of my dad’s head!” Byakuya shouted, pushing forward and forcing Kijo against the wall behind him, the chair toppling over and forgotten.
His smile dropped, eyes lowering to glare down at Byakuya like a challenge.
“Why don’t you come over here and make me?”
Byakuya’s breathing was getting heavier, Sayaka took an uneasy step behind him as he stalked forward. He must be so tired after everything that’s happened today, she thought worriedly, I’m surprised he’s able to do this at all…
His father didn’t struggle where he was pinned against the wall, holding eye contact with Byakuya as he got closer, Sayaka eyed him warily, her gaze trailing from where his now empty hand twitched uselessly and his other hand clenched into a fist by his side.
Clenched… around something, she realized with a jolt of panic.
He still had something in his hand.
It was a split second decision- screaming would’ve been deadly, but she had no intention of letting one of her friends get hurt is she could help it.
She had been a lot more impulsive since… everything.
She charged forward on instinct alone and pushed Byakuya to the side, they tumbled over each other in a heap and narrowly avoided whatever Kijo suddenly stabbed out where they had been standing.
Byakuya let out an surprised grunt as Sayaka clambered back to her feet, turning and quickly moving the hair out of her eyes as the older man advanced again. He swung something sharp towards her neck, she ducked to the side and kicked at his knees.
He hit the ground with a thud, rolling over and thrashing blindly towards where Byakuya had begun to pick himself off the ground. Sayaka lunged at Kijo, her heartbeat so loud in her ears it was almost deafening. She wrestled him away from Byakuya, his leg came up and kicked in ribs, slamming her against the nearby bookshelf.
“Don’t make me get rid of you, as well, Three” he cackled, staggering to his feet, “You could still be useful if you’d just-“
“Shut up!” She yelled, rage bubbling up inside her as the room shook from the force of it, “You don’t get to use people! You don’t get to hurt people anymore!”
The desk chair skidded forward, knocking his legs out from under him and sending whatever had been in his hand tumbling towards Sayaka’s feet. Byakuya stepped on his back to keep him down, kneeling to hold Kijo’s hands behind his back as he struggled to escape.
Byakuya panted, looking up at her with a still panicked filled expression, “You alright?”
She nodded, he seemed to relax slightly, “Good. Go get help.”
“Who- how can we help him?” She asked worriedly, “How did they help Dr. Kirigiri when this happened?”
“They didn’t.” he responded grimly, “She let him go because she couldn’t use him.”
He paused, looking down at where Kijo still struggled, realization seemed to dawn on his face.
“Go get Makoto.”
“What!?”
“He can force Junko out, a-and maybe using his powers would help snap some sense into him.”
“But-“ Sayaka hesitated, “I don’t think that would work, we have to think of something else-“
“I can’t think of anything else!” Byakuya snapped in response, “Please, Sayaka. Go!”
She hesitantly got to her feet, the desperation in his eyes enough to drive her forward. She hurried from the room, momentarily distracted by the sound of glass breaking but not enough to let it stop her from getting help.
She rushed past the destruction she’d left on the second floor, sprinting up both flights of stairs to the fourth floor and already yelling for help when she collided into Sakura’s back.
“Sayaka-“ her free hand reached out to catch her as she stumbled back, “What happened to you? What’s going on?”
“We found-“ she stopped short, taking in the sight of a dark haired girl with arms tied behind her behind held by Sakura’s other hand. Leon was a short distance ahead, Aoi slumped over where he was carrying her on his back.
“You.” She growled out at the sight of Mukuro, so much venom in her voice it startled herself, “This is all your fault!”
Mukuro flinched, Sakura tried to regain her focus, her grip on Sayaka’s arm tightening.
“Sayaka, focus.” She insisted, “What happened?”
Sayaka tried to collect herself, calming her raging heartbeat, “Byakuya’s dad is in the library- Junko’s controlling him! He tried to kill us!”
“What!?” Mondo skidded around the corner, his coat billowing behind him and blocking where Chihiro had tried to follow. “What the hell? How’d that guy even get here?”
“Byakuya said Makoto’s the only one who can help him, we need to bring him to the library.”
Chihiro made a worried noise, holding the laptop in her hands closer to her, “I’m not so sure that’s the best idea, I mean we don’t even know if he can still use his powers.”
“He can.” Mukuro answered, keeping her voice monotone, “And it’s true. He’s the only one who could stop her.”
Mondo grumbled something under his breath before turning to look back down the hall. “Chi, go fill the others in. Toko! Follow me, we gotta get to the library!”
He hurried forward, quickly surpassed by Toko as she sped past them all in a blur.
“Catch your breath, calm down.” Sakura assured her quietly. “It’s going to be alright.”
She just nodded, though the advice got lost in the panic buzzing around her head. How was she supposed to calm down? How was anyone supposed to do anything other than panic in a situation like this??? Keeping up appearances used to be so important to her, it felt like such a foreign concept now. How was she supposed to be anything other than outraged by this horrible situation?
But Sakura’s gaze remained steady, and she kept her arm on Sayaka’s till she finally relented and took a deep breath. She’s right, she realized despite everything, panicking wouldn’t help things. It wouldn’t help Makoto.
“I’ll go help the others.” Sakura muttered as she released Sayaka, making a point to tug Mukuro forward with her. “You’re coming, too. You’re going to answer any questions they have.”
Leon approached her as they left, Hina’s arms dangling limply across his shoulders as he reached out to take her hand.
“You okay?” He asked softly, she nodded.
“Is she?” She nodded towards Hina, Leon gave a weak laugh.
“Yeah, just high. Gonna get Taka to check on her if-“
He stopped short at the footsteps approaching behind them, turning to find Makoto being led around the corner by Taka. He stared blankly up at them, Leon’s grip on her hand tightened.
“He’s… he’s standing.” He muttered, ignoring Taka’s commentary to Chihiro that he wasn’t sure about this plan. “That’s… that’s probably good, right?”
Makoto’s gaze flicked down to where their hands were clasped together, she didn’t like the minuscule frown that crossed his face.
“Hey, buddy.” Leon awkwardly greeted, going rigid as Makoto continued to scan him over, “Are you feeling alright?”
“My name isn’t buddy.” Makoto responded plainly, “Where are we supposed to be going?”
“Downstairs, this way.” Hifumi headed to the front of the group, drawing Makoto’s attention away and letting Leon relax.
“So… so is that like…” he awkwardly began, talking to no one in particular as the group moved past him, Chihiro fell into step beside them. “That’s like, temporary right? That’s gonna go away?”
Chihiro made another worried hum, letting Kyoko silently march past them as she hurried ahead of the group making their way down the stairs.
“Alter Ego tried to warn me,” she explained quietly, “But they don’t really… they don’t know how people work yet, exactly. All they could tell me was Makoto was reprogrammed.”
Sayaka’s stomach twisted at the word choice, Chihiro continued, “I think they thought it would be reversible, like it was with us. But…”
“It’s gotta be reversible.” Leon insisted, pausing a moment to adjust how he was holding Hina, “There’s gotta be something we can do to get him back to normal.”
Chihiro was quiet, tears threatened the corner of her eyes, and by the way the were already red Sayaka assumed this wasn’t the first time. At least I’m not the only one…
“This isn’t like it was with us. This isn’t someone else making him do things, I think…” she paused, shoulders shaking, “I think he’s just… gone.”
Leon didn’t respond, his expression hardening as he continued to walk forward. His hand was still laced with her own, when his grip faltered slightly she made sure to hold it tighter.
She could tell he was pulling away from himself again, and she wouldn’t let that happen. She hadn’t been able to reach him in the yard, when his eyes had gone hollow and he’d shot down over a dozen guards without any sort of emotion.
But she was here now, and she wasn’t going to lose anyone else.
“Leon.” She made sure to say his name, keep him grounded, he looked over at her, “If Hina is too heavy, I can carry her for a little while.”
“No, It’s fine.” He tried to smile, half heartedly, “She’s not that heavy.”
“What about all the other stuff?” Chihiro asked instead, poking at the metal case that he had looped through the belt of his pants to hold next to his spare ammunition. “We can carry some of that.”
“Really, I’m okay.” He insisted, looking ahead again as they reached the second floor, “Shit, Sayaka. You really did a number on this place.”
She didn’t respond, half tugging him along now towards the library.
Mondo had taken over keeping Kijo down, kneeling on top of him and keeping his hands pinned, though it seemed the older man’s struggling had ceased now. Sakura stood slightly off to the side with Mukuro, the smaller girl seemed to be trying to hide behind her from the group in the room. Toko and Hiro were over by one of the bookshelves, frowning down at something on the floor. Celeste was warily eyeing Kijo on the floor, gripping the fabric of her skirt and scowling as Hifumi leaned down to whisper something in her ear. Taka paced around the entrance to the room, his eyes never leaving the trio speaking quietly in front of him.
Byakuya talking to Makoto, Kyoko on the other side of him as he tried to explain what was going on.
And by the look on Makoto’s face, it wasn’t really clicking.
“You said upstairs you know how to use your enhancement, right?” Byakuya was trying to be gentle, but that had never really been his strong suit. “Can you help us out with this?”
Makoto frowned, tilting his head to the side slightly and glancing over at Kijo.
“Junko’s using him right now. I shouldn’t interfere with that.” He answered simply, Taka stopped his pacing to put a hand on his shoulder.
“Junko is hurting him-“ he tried to interject, Makoto shrugged his hand off.
“So?”
The room was plunged into tense silence, aside from the low chuckle rising from Kijo that Mondo quickly quieted by shoving his face back down into the carpet.
“So that’s not right!” Taka responded quickly, Chihiro tried to shush him.
“We’re supposed to help each other, right?” She suggested instead, “We’re a team, remember?”
There was another pause. Makoto’s eyes glanced around each of them in the room, his empty expression furrowing into something like frustration.
“You all… are not acting like you’re supposed to.”
Leon’s grip on her hand tightened again, she tried to calm down the sudden spike of pressure in her lungs as another voice suddenly spoke.
“You should help them, Seven.” Mukuro said quietly, peering around Sakura’s shoulder, “It’s a training exercise, they’re trying to make sure you can still do it.”
“Oh.” Makoto seemed to buy that, thinking for a moment more before turning back to Byakuya. “So I’m just supposed to break the connection, that’s all?”
“That’s all.” Byakuya affirmed, apprehension radiating from him as he led Makoto over to where Kijo had been struggling on the ground again. “Thank you.”
“I’m just doing my job.” He responded emptily, moving to squat down by the older man.
Kijo sneered up at them as Mondo’s hand finally released his head, “Look at you all… like one big happy family…”
He chuckled, “Not complete yet, it seems. I suppose you took out Mukuro already?”
Sayaka tensed, watching how the dark haired girl seemed to pull further back behind Sakura, and this time the stronger girl let her.
It wasn’t the rest of them she was hiding from- it was Junko.
“When will you-“ Kijo tried to continue, Mondo slapped a hand over his mouth with a mutter of annoyance.
“Why are you doing that?” Makoto asked, Mondo scoffed.
“He’s gettin’ on my nerves.” He answered honestly, and Makoto actually smiled.
It didn’t feel right.
His hand reached towards Kijo’s head, barely making contact before the grayish hue to them already began fading. The older man’s body went limp, his eyes rolling back and closing as Mondo hesitantly got off of him.
He suddenly coughed, curling in on himself as Byakuya knelt down beside him. He opened his eyes again, blearily looking up at him.
“Bya-“ he coughed again, shuddering slightly as he tried to sit up, “God… how did you get here?”
“Don’t worry about it.” Byakuya straightened up some, his hand hesitating to touch the older man’s shoulder as he slowly pulled himself into a sitting position. “Are you alright?”
“I… I’ll be fine.” Kijo muttered in return, his head sluggishly turning to look at the rest of them, “Are these…?”
“These are my friends.” Byakuya answered, Sayaka couldn’t help but smile a little at those words, “We’ll get you out of here. Then we have to go.”
“What? Where are you going?” Kijo frowned, shaking his head slightly, “A-actually, don’t tell me. I-it’s probably better if I don’t know.”
Kyoko cleared her throat from where she had been standing behind them, “Hiro, go call your mom. Tell her to pull the car around front if they can, she can get him somewhere safe.”
Hiro nodded, tripping over his sandals as he hurried from the room and fished the phone out of his pocket, Kyoko frowned over at where he’d been standing, her gaze locked in an object on the floor.
“What were you two looking at?” She walked closer, Makoto watched her cross the room to stand where Toko squatted down on the ground.
Sayaka leaned forward to see what was happening, “It looks like a… syringe.” She muttered to Leon, her stomach twisting when she realized that’s where Kijo had attacked her before.
He had tried to stab Byakuya with that.
Toko’s hand reached towards it the second recognition shone in Kyoko’s eyes. Her bandaged hand reached out to stop her, Toko’s surprised squeak covering the majority of Kyoko’s hiss of pain at the contact.
“D-Don’t touch that!” She warned, her eyes fixated on the needle on the floor. “That’s-“
“Shit.” Leon breathed, his hand finally leaving her’s as he turned to face her. “Sayaka, get this case of my belt, yeah? Be careful, though.”
She frowned, awkwardly bending over to undo his belt as he addressed the group.
“So I uh,” he began awkwardly, fidgeting slightly, “I found something in the fridge downstairs that’s uh… pretty concerning.”
The case now free, Sayaka held it and frowned down at the metal surface.
Sakura picked up his explanation, “The… poison Dr. Kirigiri told you about, there were four vials of this substance inside. Two of the vials were missing.”
Sayaka stiffened, hurrying across the room with the case and setting on the ground next to the syringe. That must’ve been what she’d stepped on before, the glass container of it was slowly leaking a thick black sludge into the carpet.
Taka stood from where he’d been checking on Kijo, moving to kneel beside her, “Here. I’ll put it up. None of you should be anywhere near this.”
Kyoko flinched as he grabbed it, Sayaka may not have noticed if she hadn’t been standing right next to her. She reached out and put a hand on her back, trying to be of some sort of comfort, Kyoko hesitantly stepped out of reach.
He clicked the case open with his free hand, talking over his shoulder to the group as he reached into the backpack full of medical supplies he’d been toting around and dug around inside.
“So if this is one of the vials from the case, and we know the other was used… previously,” he paused, pulling out a roll of cheap looking gauze and frowning down at it, “Can we assume that this particular problem is… relatively taken care of?”
“If that’s all of the chemical they made.” Sakura mused, pulling Mukuro forward slightly to look at her. “Is it?”
Mukuro frowned up at her, “I don’t know.”
“Liar.” Celeste muttered from across the room, Mukuro glared over at her.
“There’s probably more, I don’t know. Junko didn’t tell me.” She answered, this answer seemed to satisfy Celeste. “This is the only amount of it I’ve ever come in contact with. I assume it’s at least the only ones she has prepared.”
Makoto frowned in her direction, “Why are you… restrained?”
Sakura tensed, looking down at Mukuro as she sighed.
“Part of the training exercise, don’t worry about it.” She assured him, glancing up at Sakura.
Sayaka frowned. Why is she going along with this? Makoto obviously trusts her way more than us right now… why isn’t she using that to her advantage more?
“We should probably go ahead and leave.” Taka reminded the group, setting the syringe he had wrapped in a makeshift casing of gauze in with the rest of the vials. “Now that our location is known this place won’t be safe much longer.”
“My mom’s out front.” Hiro added from the doorway, slipping the phone back into his pocket with a nervous smile. “She says everything still looks alright out there, we’re good to go.”
“What?” Makoto looked between them. “Why are you leaving?”
“We’re all going together.” Mondo corrected, putting a hand down to ruffle Makoto’s hair as his expression shifted to worry, the first real emotion Sayaka had seen on him. “Nobody’s leavin’ ya behind.”
“We can’t leave.” He protested, getting to his feet as well and taking the hand Mondo had put on his head. “Y-you guys are supposed to stay.”
“It ain’t safe here, Makoto.” He argued, “It’s gonna be alright.”
“No. We need to stay.” Makoto frowned, “Don’t you want to-“
Celeste’s hand rested on Makoto’s shoulder as she quickly stepped behind him, his body went limp and he slumped into Mondo’s arms. The biker had a somewhat dazed expression as he caught him. Sayaka gasped, she had felt it too, the weird echo to his words and buzzing in her mind.
Makoto tried to make him stay. He tried to use his powers on him.
“Shit,” Mondo muttered, blinking away the confusion and hoisting Makoto into his arms. “Uh, what were we talkin’ about?”
“L-Leaving.” Toko answered, nervously walking up and poking the side of Makoto’s face where he slept. “Wh-what’d you do?”
“Put him to sleep. For now.” Celeste answered simply, “Hopefully he’ll have calmed down when we get where we’re going.”
“Right.” Taka stood as well, snapping the case shut and slipping it into his backpack, “We should grab some supplies too, if we can. We’ll just need to be quick about it.”
“I can be quick!” Hifumi offered with a nervous smile, “Miss Fukawa can as well, I’m sure. Heh heh, that’s sort of her whole thing.”
“Sh-shut up!” Rolled her eyes, “But y-yeah. I’ll help. Let’s go.”
“I’ll come too!” Chihiro offered, followed after them as they headed downstairs.
Sayaka stood, sparing Kyoko once last look of concern as the detective went to help Byakuya get his father to his feet. She walked over to where Leon was talking to Sakura.
“Trade ya.” He offered, turning so Sakura could move to hold Hina in the crook of her free arm. “Is the plan still to just… leave her behind.”
“I don’t see what other choice we have, if she won’t agree to help us.”
“And I won’t.” Mukuro scowled, Sakura’s expression turned remorseful.
“We want to help you as well, you know.” She muttered quietly, the hand keeping Mukuro in place seeming like it was more for comfort than anything now.
“I know you do.” Mukuro muttered quietly, “But you can’t.”
Sayaka couldn’t take it anymore, “Yes we can!” She protested, stomping her foot and immediately feeling the embarrassment of doing something so childish.
“We can help you! We want to help you!” She continued earnestly, “Why would you keep working for someone so horrible?”
Mukuro seemed slightly taken aback by her sudden outburst, “I don’t have a choice-“
“We’re literally giving you a choice!” Leon retorted, running a hand through his hair in exasperation. “You can come with us! We’re going somewhere safe.”
Mukuro shook her head, her eyes going to look at the floor.
“Please, let us help you.” Sayaka pleaded again, “We’re not going to let Junko hurt you again if you come with us.”
Mukuro looked back up at her, fear and trepidation and hopelessness swimming around in her eyes.
“No,” she finally muttered, and Sayaka wanted to scream. There was a tense pause before she continued, “Let me stay behind. I can try to buy you time.”
“Wh-what?” Sayaka blinked in surprise, Mukuro’s expression hardened in resolve.
“Junko’s certainly on her way by now, and she wasn’t that far to begin with. If you linger here too long, you’re doomed.” Mukuro explained, “Leave me behind and I’ll try to throw her off your trail, I can buy you some time to try and break through to Makoto.”
“There’s a way to save Makoto?” Sayaka gasped, Kyoko and Byakuya approached the group now, leaving Taka and Hiro to assist Kijo out of the room.
“I… I don’t know for sure.” Mukuro’s resolve faltered, “But Junko made it sound… when she first did this to him, like it would be the same thing they did to us in the past, when we were dismissed from Hope’s Peak.”
Realization struck on Leon’s face, “And… Kirigiri said that somehow Junko still remembered stuff- which means there’s gotta be some way for him too!”
He was practically bouncing on his toes now, the first genuinely hopeful look on his face since they’d lost Makoto in the first place, some of the worry eased in Sayaka’s heart.
“I am not making any promises,” Mukuro warned, “and it… certainly won’t be easy. I can’t even begin to imagine how it truly works, but…”
She paused, glancing away for a moment, “Junko has put in a great deal of effort to make Seven want to stay with her. She doesn’t want him having any sort of desire for his old life.”
Byakuya adjusted his glasses, trying to seem more composed now that the fighting was over, “I suppose it would make sense if the two of them could somehow… break through that, given their enhancements. We just have to find some way to make him seek this out for himself, right?”
“That’s… my theory, yes.” Mukuro mumbled.
“Ya know, Hiro still remember’s some stuff.” Leon added, “Maybe we can ask him how he started doing that, he’s got weird brain stuff too, yeah?”
“It’s not ‘weird brain stuff’.” Byakuya rolled his eyes, Kyoko picked up the conversation from there.
“Is there anything else you can tell us?” She urged, “And… is there anything we can do to make things safer for you here?”
Sayaka felt a pang of pity at Mukuro’s expression, seeming so shocked at the idea of someone caring for her it made all the anger she’d be harboring against the soldier melt away.
“Not… in the long run, no. The best thing you can do for all of us is stay hidden until you’re absolutely certain you can stop Junko. I may have a connection that can help, but I’m not sure how you could contact her right now.” Mukuro frowned, “If I’m able to, I’ll send her your way. Just focus on bringing Makoto back, for now.”
“Why would need this other person?” Byakuya raised an eyebrow, “You don’t strike me as the type to trust outsiders.
“Normally I don’t. But I was working against Junko long before any of you even knew who she was.” Mukuro responded bleakly, “You know this won’t end just when she’s out of the way. It’ll just… make things infinitely easier.”
“Then let’s first focus on this.” Kyoko regained control of the conversation, glancing away briefly as Hina began to stir in Sakura’s arms. “We can discuss the rest of this in the future.”
“You think we’ll meet again?” Mukuro asked, Kyoko nodded- some of her old determination finally making an appearance again.
“I’m certain.”
Mukuro smiled, barely, before her expression hardened once again.
“You guys should go.” She warned, “I just need one more favor.”
“Sure.” Leon nodded, the idea of getting Makoto back seemed to be doing wonders for his mood, “What do you need?”
“Shoot me.” Mukuro instructed, and the redhead’s demeanor shattered into horror.
“Wh-what?”
“Shoot. Me.” She repeated, “In the head. If Junko suspects any collaboration between us, we’re done for.”
“That’s ridiculous.” Sakura’s voice spiked with worry. Her hand had left Mukuro completely at some point to help support Hina, but now it was again resting on the smaller teen’s shoulder. “We can think of something else-“
“If things had gone the way they were supposed to, I’d be your superior.” Mukuro told Leon in a low voice. “So do as your told: Shoot me.”
Leon’s hand moved towards the gun strapped by his side automatically, Sayaka quickly moved to stop him. She grabbed the hand instead and held it close to her.
“Stop that!” She snapped, “Don’t say things like that to him.”
“I know you’re all struggling right now.” Mukuro’s tone turned sympathetic, “Believe me, I understand. But this is the only way this plan is going to work.”
There was a whistle from downstairs, probably Mondo, signaling that it was time to go. Sayaka frantically looked to Kyoko for help.
The detective held her gaze with a look of pity before turning to Mukuro, “Would locking you in one of the cells not be enough to convince her?”
“No.” Mukuro shot down the idea immediately, “Shoot me, make it look like I was trying to run. It has to be foolproof or it’s never going to work.”
“It’s… it’s alright.” Leon finally muttered, giving Sayaka’s hand one last squeeze before pulling it away from her. “I’ll be fine. We need this to work, right?”
There was another pause, the group of them glancing around at each other as they struggled to think of an alternative.
“Let’s go.” Byakuya finally decided, “We need to hurry. Mukuro… be careful.”
Mukuro nodded solemnly. The group of them headed to the stairs, Mukuro trudged to the end of the hall.
“I just wanted to say thank you.” She called after them as they reached the stairway, Leon cocked the gun. “Nobody’s ever…”
She paused, a real smile crossing her face and tears pricking at the corners of her eyes, Sayaka’s heart ached.
“Thank you for believing in me.”
This isn’t fair, none of this fair.
The others began to retreat, Taka’s loud yelling for them downstairs becoming too urgent to ignore. Leon stayed at the top of the stairs, glancing back at Sayaka as she lingered behind.
“You should go.” He muttered, “You shouldn’t have to see this.”
“Neither should you.” She whispered, reaching out against her better judgement and letting her hand brush against his cheek. “You’re not a soldier.”
“I know.” He tried to give her a smile, reaching up to move her hand and giving it a quick kiss before he released it. “I’m just Leon. I know that. I’ll be right down.”
Sayaka’s heart skipped a beat. It should not be skipping any beats right now. A teenager was about to be freaking executed twenty feet away from her.
… None of this was fair.
She trudged to the bottom of the steps, Kyoko was waiting for her a little ways away. She tried to smile over at her, and for the first time Kyoko gave the weakest one back. They had a plan now, or at least an idea of one. They had hope. No matter how grim this situation was, no matter what horrors they found themselves thrown in the middle of, they had that.
That was enough for now.
-Bang-
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It was weird, being back here.
The smell of salt water stung his nose, a smell that he used to think of as refreshing. Maybe it still was, and he was just too overwhelmed by guilt to notice.
But now the salt in the air stung, the sound of waves sounded like someone laughing at him, and the boarded up windows of his worst childhood memory stared at him from the other end of the house.
Byakuya took a deep breath, he needed to focus on the matter at hand.
He could hear the others talking behind them, all grumbling about being exhausted as they unloaded what little belongings they had out of the van.
“So what are waiting for?” Monokuma tugged on his pants leg, Byakuya looked down at him. “You’re the only one who knows the security code, hotshot. In case you’ve forgotten your old man stopped letting me know them after our third escape attempt.”
“Don’t call it that.” Byakuya mumbled in response, sliding back the panel near the front door to type in the old code. “It was just… dumb.”
“Running away is dumb?” Monokuma tilted his head, “So this? What we’re doing right now? Is this dumb?”
“You’re dumb.” Byakuya retorted, pretending not to be amused when Monokuma gasped.
There was a beeping beside him, the door’s locks clicking away to signal he entered the right code. His dad was always a creature of habit, of course it was the same one from when he was a kid.
After Byakuya had refused to come here anymore, there was no reason to keep changing it so he couldn’t wander off. His father was great at coming with ways to stop his kids from having any sort of fun.
Well, that’s not true. He reminded himself as the door creaked open. It was fun a long time ago… things haven’t always been so bleak.
The entrance was dark, the sun setting out over the ocean on the opposite side of the old house no longer letting in any natural light. He gingerly removed his shoes, sliding them into an old cubby by the door and walking across the dust covered floor.
It was so empty, despite the decor and art that remained on the walls, an almost sterile energy emanated from the building…
Felt like home.
There was a low whistle behind him, turning to find the crowd of his friends all hurrying inside now that the van was hidden in the old shed to the side. Hina was the first to really enter, eyes still a little droopy from the sedative she’d been stuck with as she marveled at something as simple as an entry hall.
“This… this is an insane!” She exclaimed, “I mean, when you said it was a beach house I knew it’d be a little fancy, but this?”
“How many floors is it?” Celeste asked, seeming all too pleased with these new surroundings.
“Just two.” He answered curtly, she clicked her tongue, “Our real house has five, this was more of a weekend getaway sort of thing.”
“Five?!” Mondo’s loud voice sounded as he stomped into the room, only kicking off his shoes when Taka snapped his fingers to remind him. “Hell, me and my bro lived in a two bedroom flat above a bar. This is fuckin crazy!”
He nudged Byakuya, a friendly gesture that was not at all enjoyable, “Where the hell can I set all this?” He gestured to the three bags of food his arms, not even mentioning the bag of his clothes slung on his back.
“Those can go in the kitchen, you can set your things in whichever bedroom you prefer.” He answered, walking into the living room and flicking on the chandelier above them.
A few of the bulbs had gone out, he’d have to make someone fix that.
“This place is fancy…” Leon muttered, slightly slumped against Sayaka’s shoulder. It was the first thing he’d said since they left Hope’s Peak. Thank god he’s finally talking again.
“It’s a little, um, spooky.” Chihiro added nervously, partially engulfed by all the bags she insisted on carrying herself. “All the cobwebs and stuff… sorta looks haunted.”
Monokuma burst into the room from the kitchen, Byakuya realized he must’ve snuck around through old dining room to get in… which meant he had probably checked out the sunroom again-
Damnit. Don’t think about the sunroom.
“We can fix this place right up!” The bear cheered, hopping up onto the old fireplace, “It’s gonna be beautiful!”
“He might be right.” Hina mused with a smile, Mondo nodded.
“Needs work, yeah. But it’s big enough for all of us,” He turned to look out the back doors to the beach, “And the windows are open.”
Hiro chuckled, seeming more at peace now than he had in awhile, Toko frowned up at him.
“Wh-what’s your problem?” She poked his side, “What’s with the stupid face?”
“Nothin’ man. I’m just…” he shrugged, “I got a good feeling about this place.”
Sakura cleared her throat, drawing the group’s attention to where she was lingering in the hall, still cradling Makoto in her arms.
“I don’t mean to interrupt, but what are we going to do with him?” She asked quietly, “He’s been asleep for hours now, he’s going to wake up at some point.”
“Are there any rooms here that lock from the outside?” Kyoko asked, catching him off guard with the question, “We’ll need to keep him from wandering around till we know the extent of Junko’s influence on him.”
She wouldn’t quite meet his eyes, he tried to sigh away some of his nerves before responding.
“My old room upstairs, five doors to the left. It has two locks on the outside.” He noticed a few of the others exchange worried glances at that, he tried to keep the conversation moving. “There are nine other rooms upstairs, some of you will have to share, but believe me they’re big enough. There’s sheets and extra pillows in the closets. I’ll be in the master bedroom at the base of the stairs.”
“Why do you get the best bedroom?” Celeste asked with a frown, because of course she would want to argue about this.
“It’s my home.” He answered curtly, “I’m master of this house, ergo I get the master bedroom.”
“I’ll arm wrestle ya for it.” Mondo suddenly interjected, Hina snickered.
“I’ll take you both on for it!” She jeered, Sakura stepped forward and tried to placate things.
“Not to be troublesome,” She began nervously, “I am… a bit larger than all of you. I’ve found the Hope’s Peak beds somewhat small for me. I would assume the Master Bedroom would have a larger bed?”
Damn. Byakuya sighed again, rubbing his temples to stop his oncoming headache.
“Yes. You can have it.” He relented. All the beds were bigger than the stupid ones at Hope’s Peak, but this wasn’t a fight he felt like having right now. He needed to sleep, damnit.
Hina cheered, clapping excitedly and announcing she’d take their stuff to the master bedroom as the others began to trudge upstairs.
“Family Meeting tomorrow morning!” Taka shouted after them, “Eight A.M. sharp! I’ll send Monokuma after any stragglers!”
The rest of the evening went off alright, bedrooms were argued over and assigned. Monokuma set to setting up his father’s old study to be his new ‘office’, Chihiro and Hina snooped around some of the old rooms around the first floor, Hiro stepped onto the porch to call his mother and check up on… everything they’d left behind.
Kijo was alright, all things considered, none of the injuries he’d sustained from Junko (and to a lesser extent Sayaka) were serious. Their goodbye at the gates of Hope’s Peak had been… uncomfortable.
What do you say to the man who lied to you your whole life, locked you away, and then tried to kill you?
He hadn’t end up saying anything other than ‘get well’ and ‘I’ll call you later’. He was pretty sure Kijo had tried to hug him at some point, Byakuya kept the interaction at a handshake.
So what if Hiro and Taka got to hug their parents, some families just weren’t like that. It was stupid, really, to be feeling so sentimental.
“Byakuya.” Taka’s voice interrupted his sulking, looking up from where he’d been staring blankly at the dusty old tv across the living room. His eye was glowing in the dim lighting, giving Byakuya a clear view of the pity on his face. He hated pity.
“I’m staying in Makoto’s room tonight.” He informed him, “Just in case he wakes up and has questions.”
“Good.” Byakuya muttered in response, “Why are you telling me?”
“Just keeping you in the loop.” He smiled, so genuine it made Byakuya wonder how he was even able to pull these kinds of facial expressions. “And I wanted to check on you.”
“Of course you did.” Byakuya let out an annoyed sigh, “I’m alright. As alright as I can be, considering.”
“It was… a traumatic event.” Taka gently pressed forward, “It’s okay if you are not alright.”
That struck a nerve. And he hated that even more.
“I’ll keep that in mind.” He made a point not to look at Taka, “You don’t need to check on me.”
“I know I don’t need to, I know you’re capable of looking out for yourself.” Taka tried to work around his pride, typical. “I just want you to know that… I’m here for you. All of us are, you don’t have to struggle with things alone.”
“You’re probably just programmed to say that-“ he snapped, and then stopped. That was not going to help things at all- why was his first instinct always to be so insulting? “I- Taka, I-“
“It’s fine.” Taka’s expression soured, seeming more disappointed than angry, something about it stung Byakuya’s chest. “I’ll leave you alone now. We left a bedroom open for you upstairs.”
He marched towards the stairs, Byakuya put his head in his hands to mourn another conversation he effectively murdered. He used to think of himself as a good conversationalist… apparently those skills withered and died outside of business meetings. God.
Left alone to sulk in the darkness, he listened to the creaking of the house and the distant sounds of Hifumi already snoring. I may as well go to bed. Monokuma’s guarding the house, nothing will happen tonight.
He slowly pushed himself back up to his feet, trudging towards the stairs himself and pausing by the back door as a new sound reached his ears.
Someone was… crying?
He turned, leaning against the sliding door to the back porch and hearing the faint sounds of someone sobbing on the other side. His stomach twisted, I should just go to bed. Whoever it is won’t want to deal with me of all people right now.
He opened the door anyway.
Kyoko startled at the sudden movement, looking up at him from her spot on the bench nearby and shaking slightly. She quickly turned away, clearing her throat and mostly hiding behind her hair as she tried to compose herself.
“I thought you’d gone to bed already.” She muttered, he slowly stepped outside.
This was a conversation he couldn’t afford to mess up.
“Room for one more?” He asked softly, there was a tense pause.
She nodded, still refusing to look at him as she scooted over slightly so he could sit down. Her shoulders still shook, he awkwardly fidgeted next to her, trying to think of something to say.
“I’m…” he paused, wincing as her breathed hitched slightly. It almost felt like a crime, seeing her so vulnerable.
“I’m here for you.” He finally settled on, reaching out a hand to set in between them.
He hated physical contact, it did nothing for him emotionally. But he knew she loved it- no matter how much she tried to hide that fact- and if Makoto wasn’t able to be her stupid little teddy bear right now…
She’d just have to settle for him.
She noticed the hand, her own one hesitating in the air for a moment, shaking slightly beneath the fresh bandages Taka had helped her put on earlier. The gap between them felt like a lot more than just a couple inches, and Kyoko was either unwilling or unable to cross it.
The hand settled back in her own lap as she choked back another sob, slowly shifting so she could lean on his shoulder. He leaned down some, so she’d be a little more comfortable careful to keep anything in his body language from seeming like he was trying to pity her.
“I don’t like not knowing what’s going to happen…” she finally mumbled, “I don’t like not knowing if he’ll really be okay…”
“He will be.” Byakuya responded automatically, around the pit in his stomach that wanted to insist that things would absolutely not be okay.
“You don’t know that-“
“I do.” He cut her off, “I want him to get better, and I always get my way eventually.”
Kyoko weakly chuckled at that, “Brat…”
He smiled as well, looking out over the beach in the distance.
It wasn’t ideal, coming back to the old beach house he had sworn on his life he’d never step foot again, but it was beautiful here. And it was secluded, and it was safe- at least for now.
It was a good place to heal. That was enough for now.
Chapter 29: Strong Like You
Summary:
Chihiro is dealing with some insecurities, the gang tries to make a game plan, Makoto is….
Different.
Notes:
Hi! Sorry for missing last week’s update! I had a pretty bad allergic reaction that ended up knocking me out the entire weekend, RIP. But we’re back on track now! And I’m working on trying to get a little ahead of things so I don’t have to miss again.
Thanks so much for reading!!! :D
Chapter Text
It was a little awkward, just watching Makoto sleep like this.
Chihiro stifled another yawn, leaning forward on the little wooden chair by the bed and watching as Makoto’s brows furrowed and he mumbled something out. He hadn’t been as restless before. Chihiro was pretty sure, anyway. When Makoto slept at the gas station he had been out like a light…. But maybe that was just the exhaustion from everything.
And maybe this was his way of trying to fight whatever was happening to him.
The sun was up now, barely, and the faint light shining through the curtain felt almost surreal after being locked somewhere without windows for so long. Chihiro had slept well, despite being an insomniac by nature, and awoke feeling better than he had in awhile.
Physically, anyway. Emotionally it had sort of all gone to shit again.
His hands clenched into fists around the fabric of his shorts, letting out a sigh and leaning on his elbows on the bed. He quietly cleared his throat, trying to think of some way to begin speaking around the fear building in his chest.
“I-“ he began- and then stopped, almost laughing at himself, “I don’t know why I’m so nervous… it’s not like you can hear me.”
He shifted again, “I just… I never really thanked you for what you did, and what you said… I’m worried I’ll never be able to.”
Makoto didn’t stir, brows still furrowed in response to whatever he was dreaming about, Chihiro continued regardless.
“I’m worried about you… all of us are.” He whispered, reaching out a hand to hesitate over where Makoto’s was gripping the blankets in his sleep. “Especially Kyoko. She really likes you, I think…” He paused again.
“I wonder if you knew that.”
Warm tears suddenly blurred his vision. He huffed, wiping away at them and burying his face in his hands. The usual shame that came with crying wasn’t as painful as it was before, it hadn’t been since Makoto saved him from Junko. But there was still that little voice in his head that insisted crying meant he was weak and worthless and he had to pull himself together for the sake of… something.
He tried to calm down, take a few deep breaths, he didn’t want Taka to see him like this. Didn’t want to worry anyone more than they already were.
Chihiro had been up before the sun that morning; and after aimlessly wandering around to show Alter Ego what a house looked like, dusting the furniture in his new room, and helping Monokuma with a loose wire causing some mobility issues, he had ended up anxiously lingering outside Makoto’s door.
Taka had noticed him eventually, picking up on his heart beat outside the door and nervously asking why he was just standing out there. Chihiro didn’t really have a good answer.
Part of him wanted to talk to Taka, really really talk and apologize for how… horrible he’d been. For what he’d done. For how he’d been just as cruel and vile as Junko herself and ripped his friend’s freewill away like it was nothing.
But when he tried to say that only a whimper came out, so he settled for asking if Taka wanted help repairing the damaged part of his face instead.
And the fear that had flashed through his one functioning eye was enough to make Chihiro regret ever speaking at all.
He had stammered out some excuse. Something about how his dad was getting whoever it was they knew to send him a replacement- so there was no use worrying about it till then, and how he had too much going on anyway to take the time needed to let Chihiro really get in and fix things.
When Chihiro didn’t leave, because for some reason his legs had just refused to carry him away from this horrifically awkward conversation, Taka had asked if he’d be okay watching Makoto for a few minutes so he could take care of something. He had agreed, and Taka had left quickly with an uncomfortable smile and promise that he’d be back as soon as possible.
Chihiro tried not to let that bother him so much, of course Taka would still be antsy around the person who tore through every line of code he had so carefully developed for himself and stripped it all away. Of course he wouldn’t want to be around the person who manipulated everyone until it was too late to fight back. Someone who threw Monokuma down the garbage, who told Makoto he wasn’t worth keeping alive, who looked Mondo dead in the eyes and called him weak for having the audacity to care that his friends were hurting-
His breath hitched again, he needed to calm down.
“I’m sorry.” He whispered finally, risking a glance up and finding Makoto’s expression had finally relaxed again, “I’m sorry for everything. I’m sorry this is happening…”
His hand reached out again, resting on Makoto’s as it twitched slightly beneath him.
“I know… it’s not fair for me to ask anything of you, but-“ his voice shook, “Promise me something, okay? Promise you’ll fight.”
He leaned his head down on the bed again, “Promise me you’ll fight just a little longer… and I promise that we’ll all get to be alright again.”
Makoto didn’t respond, as expected. Chihiro sighed.
The door to the bedroom slowly opened, Taka peering in before stepping fully into the room.
“Thank you for waiting with him, I didn’t want him to wake up alone.” He whispered- or tried to, anyway- as Chihiro got up to meet him by the door. He took a small step back as Chihiro approached, an action the smaller boy pretended not to notice.
“No worries.” He muttered, “Has he… woken up at all?”
“A few times.” Taka nodded, “Never for very long, though. I…”
He paused, his expression becoming more grim, “I don’t think he really got to sleep at all while Junko had him, he just seems so exhausted.”
Chihiro’s stomach twisted at that, risking a glance behind him and noticing Makoto beginning to stir again.
“Do you think he remembers stuff in his dreams?” He asked quietly, looking back to where Taka was frowning over at the bed.
“I have no idea. I don’t have much experience with dreams.” He awkwardly chuckled, “I suppose if the memories have only been… repressed it’s certainly possible.”
Chihiro hummed in response, nervously looking back to see Makoto’s eyes beginning to open. He propped himself up on his elbows, blinking sluggishly and looking over at the two lingering in the doorway.
“Fifteen?” He asked in a groggy voice, “… Hello.”
“G-Good morning.” Chihiro awkwardly smiled back, nervously clasping his hands in front of him and taking a few steps forward. He tried to stop himself, the anxiety in his head screaming that he needed to get out of here before things got awkward or worse.
Because even though this person looked like Makoto, and sounded like him, and even did that little head tilt that Makoto did when he was confused…
It wasn’t him. It was someone Junko trained- and that was dangerous.
Taka closed the door behind him, following along as Chihiro moved to sit back in the chair by the bed. His heartbeat thudded against his chest, why was he so nervous? Makoto was being… okay right now. He wasn’t really aggressive or anything, this was fine- right?
But Makoto tensed as he watched Chihiro sit, pulling his blanket a little closer and grimly reminding Chihiro of his new status as a stranger to someone he used to consider a close friend.
“How are you feeling?” Chihiro tried to ask. Makoto seemed nervous, eyes shifting from him to Taka with an almost childlike expression of fear.
“It’s alright, you can talk to Chihiro.” Taka encouraged, giving Makoto a sympathetic smile, “Do you remember what we talked about before? Nobody’s upset with you, we just want to make sure you’re okay.”
“I am okay.” Makoto answered quietly, finally looking back to Chihiro, “Your other designation is Chihiro?”
“M-my what?”
“Other than Fifteen.” Makoto clarified, Chihiro nodded.
“Oh- yes. I would appreciate being called Chihiro instead of Fifteen, if you don’t mind.”
“I don’t… mind.” Makoto’s expression furrowed into confusion, “Chihiro is a nice name.”
“Thank you.” Chihiro tried to keep his smile genuine, feeling so awkward and nervous he didn’t really know what to do with himself. Makoto smiled back, not as widely.
“Junko told me she’s going to pick another name for me soon, too.” He nodded, seeming oblivious to how the others stiffened at the mention of her. “Is she the one that named you?”
Chihiro fidgeted, “N- No. My dad named me.”
“Oh.” Was all Makoto said in response, his face shifting into a confused frown once again.
They sat there in silence for a moment, Makoto pulling at a loose thread on the blanket and Chihiro and Taka nervously glancing at each other.
“Taka?” Makoto finally broke the silence, “Can I have some water?”
“Of course,” Taka nodded, “Did you drink everything I gave you earlier?”
“Yes, sir.”
“You don’t have to call me that, remember?” Taka reminded him gently, before turning to Chihiro, “Will you be alright in here or… would you rather come with me?”
“O- Oh, um,” Chihiro hesitated, looking at the worry on Makoto’s face at the idea of being left alone. “I- I can stay. I’ll be alright.”
Makoto seemed to relax slightly at the confirmation, Taka gave him a wary glance before nodding.
“I’ll be right back.” He assured them both, before turning to leave.
Chihiro gulped, keeping his eyes on the door and feeling Makoto’s own gaze fixated on him. He didn’t speak till after the door had closed, and the sound of Taka’s footsteps receded down the stairs. Chihiro finally risked a glance over at him, finding him sitting up straighter in the bed now, that nervous and innocent expression replaced by… nothing at all.
“Where are we?”
“I- I don’t know for sure, honestly.” Chihiro muttered, hoping that half truth would be enough to satisfy Makoto’s curiosity.
It was not.
“Taka wouldn’t tell me, either.” Makoto mumbled, Chihiro risked a glance over and found Makoto’s expression had darkened. “I couldn’t make him tell me, since he isn’t real.”
“H-Hey. Don’t say things like that.” The reprimand spilled out of his mouth before he could stop it, Makoto’s eyebrows raised at the reaction.
“Taka is real- even if he’s a little different from you and me. You wouldn’t want someone to talk about you like that, would you?”
“I don’t want things.” Makoto responded hollowly, a chill shot up Chihiro’s spine.
We aren’t supposed to want things- desire makes one weak. You’re supposed to be stronger than that. Why aren’t you stronger-
“Everybody wants something. There’s nothing wrong with that.” Chihiro muttered back, for Makoto as well as himself, “It’s okay if you want things- that’s a good thing, actually. Okay?”
“Do you want anything?” He asked, and for some reason it felt like a challenge…
Or a trap- why did it feel like a trap?
“E- Everybody wants something, sometimes.” He answered vaguely instead, “Like just now: you wanted water, right?”
“Water is necessary to continue working properly.” Makoto explained with a voice so blank it made Chihiro’s skin crawl.
How was he so… different than he’d been a minute ago?
“Makoto-“
“Please don’t call me that.” Makoto’s expression soured slightly, he tugged at his blanket again, “I don’t… I don’t know that name. You’re supposed to call me Seven.”
Chihiro paused, “Do you… want me to call you Seven?”
Makoto blinked, seeming to process this for a minute before nodding.
“Yes… I… I want that.” He frowned, “Is that okay?”
“That’s okay,” Chihiro reluctantly nodded back, Taka returned as he continued, “Makoto is a nice name, though. It would fit you well, if you wanted it.”
Makoto looked back down at his blanket, not looking up as he took the bottle of water Taka handed him and sipping it in silence.
Chihiro jolted when Taka’s hand suddenly touched his shoulder- this conversation had been more nerve wracking than it had any right to be.
“Breakfast is ready downstairs, you should go eat.” He whispered, his eye not leaving where Makoto continued to frown down at his blanket like it was a puzzle he needed to figure out.
Chihiro nodded, slowly getting up and moving towards the door while Taka settled into the chair instead.
“Bye, Chihiro.” Makoto suddenly called as he stepped back into the hall, Chihiro smiled.
“Bye, I’ll see you later.” He closed the door, leaning back against it and trying to ease the anxiety that had been bubbling up inside him. He could still hear them talking inside.
“I know you were nauseous earlier, but do you think you can try to eat something now?” Taka was asking, “There’s rice and eggs downstairs- would you want either of those?”
“Uh- eggs. I don’t know what eggs are.” Makoto answered quietly.
“Ah! So you want to try something new?”
“Yes... I think so.”
Chihiro sighed, finally forcing himself to move towards the stairs. Was that progress? It sort of felt like progress… Makoto was just so… different now.
He could already hear everyone else talking from the kitchen, descending down the creaky old steps and finding a few of the others sitting in the living room.
“Mornin’ Chi.” Mondo’s low rumble of a voice startled him, the biker seated on the floor and slouching down some to let Toko braid his hair from her spot cross legged on the Kotatsu in the middle of the room. “Taks said you were talkin’ to Mac upstairs?”
“Oh, yeah.” Chihiro fidgeted, Toko paused her work to look up at him.
“H-How is he? Is he still being all weird?”
He nodded, she frowned back down at Mondo’s hair.
“I h-hate this.” She mumbled, “Stupid Junko.”
“He’ll be alright…” Mondo muttered, “We just gotta… figure out how to do whatever the hell Mukuro was talkin’ about. Gotta make him do it himself. Or whatever.”
“H-How are we supposed to do that?” Toko nervously tugged a hair tie from her wrist, stretching it to hold the braid in place until it snapped and shot off across the room.
“D-Dammit.” She muttered, getting up off the table and smoothing her skirt. “Don’t move. I’ll s-see if Aoi has another I can use.”
Mondo grunted in response, leaning back against the table and glancing over at Chihiro.
“Ya look a little shook up.” He observed, Chihiro nodded, taking a step closer and squatting down next to him.
“I am.” He muttered, “I don’t… I don’t know what to do about all this. I mean where are we supposed to start?”
“Wherever we can, I guess.”
“You seem awfully calm about this.” Chihiro muttered again, more bitter than he meant to. Because of course Mondo wasn’t worried, Mondo was usually steady- like Sakura. He needed to be more like them…
“I’m nervous as shit.”
Oh-
Mondo grumbled, eyes flicking off to the side, “Don’t tell Taka, but I got so stressed about it all last night I made myself sick.”
He sighed, leaning back some before reaching up a hand to make sure the braid on his head remained unbothered, “I know it’s… gonna be alright. It’s gotta be. I’m just…”
He finally looked back over at Chihiro, “Change. Ya know? It’s fuckin’ hard for me.”
“Yeah… I know.” Chihiro nodded, that was the only thing he could think to do in response.
Change was definitely hard for Mondo. Chihiro could tell as much, despite the fact that the biker seemed to have no sense of a personal schedule at all, circumstances or situations changing was certainly something he struggled with. He had described it to Chihiro once while they were working out, explaining it like his ability to think was being knocked off balance and he needed extra time to get his bearings again when new things happened.
Or else he would yell, or break things, or throw weights at walls. Chihiro had pretty much seen it all at this point…
And he had used it to his advantage to keep Mondo from catching him.
Guilt welled up in his chest again, forcing himself to take a breath as Toko returned with a new hair tie and finished her work.
“What’d ya call this again? A frat braid?”
“F-French braid, you dummy.” She muttered, rolling her eyes.
“Why are you braiding your hair, anyway?” Chihiro asked as Mondo started getting to his feet. He reached out a hand to help, Mondo reaching past it to ruffle his hair instead.
“The damn cops took all my hair stuff when they snatched us off the train. Gotta make do till I can go get more.” Mondo sighed, “If any a’ my brother’s gang saw me with this I’d be a dead man.”
“Why?” Chihiro asked with a frown, following him to the ridiculously ornate dining room where almost everyone else seemed to be gathered, “Is it too… girly?”
“Just too fancy.” Mondo huffed, “Got a reputation to uphold I guess. Imagine goin’ to fight crime with a fancy ass hairdo.”
Sakura raised an eyebrow from where she was taking her seat next to Hina, “I often braided my hair before going out to fight. I needed to keep it out of my face.”
“And it’s certainly a nice change of pace from your usual… garish style.” Celeste added from the doorway to the kitchen, chuckling behind her teacup at Mondo’s angered reaction.
“Garish? What the hell’s that even mean? You insultin’ my hair?” He snapped, pointing an accusatory finger in her direction and nearly hitting Leon in the face as he entered through the doorway.
The redhead jolted, startled out of his still half asleep daze and swatting at the hand.
“Watch where you’re pointing that thing.” He grumbled, trudging towards the empty seat near Sayaka and plopping down. “It’s too early in the morning for me to have to worry about a black eye.”
Chihiro moved to sit next to him, watching Sayaka attempt to smooth down his wild bed head as Hiro started passing out bowls of rice. Chihiro looked at the bowl as it was slid down the table to him, there was a small indent in the rice where a pile of yellow mush had been stacked.
“So uh, I was gonna make fried eggs to go with this,” The psychic explained with an apologetic smile, “I accidentally scrambled em tho, hope you guys don’t mind.”
“How do you accidentally scramble eggs?” Byakuya asked as he entered the room, before shaking his head, “Actually- never mind. I don’t want to know.”
“They still taste good!” Hina nodded, seeming full of energy as usual, “He let me try some earlier.”
Byakuya sat down at the head of the table, muttering out a thanks as Hiro slid a bowl haphazardly towards him and scattered a few grains of rice across the table. Hifumi sat down next to him, raising an eyebrow at the blonde as he began eating.
“I thought you only ate toast for breakfast.” Hifumi asked with a frown, “Or do you just not want to eat what I cook?”
Byakuya’s expression twisted in disgust, “I can’t eat bread right now... Just thinking about it makes me sick.”
Realization seemed to strike Hifumi, his face turning guilty as he quickly looked back down at his own bowl, “O- Oh, right. Sorry.”
Chihiro fidgeted, the awkward air they had created seemed to be spreading across the table. Nobody spoke, just picked at their food in relative silence. Mondo grumbled something from the seat beside him, glancing around before clearing his throat.
“Alright, Taks ain’t down here, so I guess I gotta be the one to do this.” He sat up a little straighter, “We gotta make a game plan here.”
There were nervous glances among the group, nobody seemed willing to address the heaviest topic, Sakura nodded along regardless.
“That’s true. If we intend to remain here for the time being we’ll need to go out for supplies eventually. We should also find someway to contact our families, if possible… I believe Miss Hagakure mentioned something about that.”
Hiro nodded, gulping down a mouthful of food before responding. “Yeah. She’s supposed to call me at some point today. She said she can try to like… pass letters along or something if we want. That’d probably be the safest way to do it right now.”
“That’s all well and good.” Celeste interjected with a grim expression, “We are dancing around the most important topic, however. What are we going to do with Makoto?”
There was a tense pause, Toko leaned forward in her seat to look at Chihiro, “Y-you were the last one to talk to him. Did he… s-seem like he was getting better? Is he… y-you know…”
Chihiro fidgeted, all eyes were suddenly on him, and he hated how nervous that made him. “U- Um, I don’t know, really. He just seems… nervous. I definitely don’t think he remembers anything, still.”
Sayaka put her head in her hands, a remorseful sigh escaping her as Leon leaned over to rest his head on her shoulder. Byakuya cleared his throat to get Chihiro’s attention again.
“You said he seemed nervous.” He prompted, “Do you know why?”
“Not really?” Chihiro shrugged, “He didn’t want to be left alone, that’s why I stayed up there with him in the first place. I think he’s just… I mean he’s in a place he’s never been with people he thinks he’s never met… that can’t be easy.”
Byakuya frowned, turning to look back at his food as anxiety began to build in Chihiro’s chest again.
“There is… something I’m a little worried about.” He finally muttered, forcing himself to continue despite his desire to sink down in his chair and disappear, everyone’s focus returned to him.
“Taka left us alone for a minute, and once he left Makoto sort of… changed.”
“Changed how?” Hifumi asked with a frown, Chihiro nervously drummed his fingers on the table.
“He got a lot more… serious, I guess? I don’t know how to describe it, he just sort of felt different.”
“Empty?” Sayaka asked quietly, “Did he feel more empty?”
Chihiro nodded, “Yeah, empty is a good term for it… Empty like we were.”
Even Mondo seemed uncomfortable now, shifting in his seat as Chihiro tried to find the courage to keep talking. Because they had to talk about this- even if it sucked, even if it felt like the scariest thing in the world to address.
“I don’t think he’s talking to Junko or anything, but I don’t think he needs to be.” Chihiro explained, his hands nervously balling into fists, “She made him think that was the only way things are- I think he legitimately can’t understand why we’d feel a different way. I-I remember…”
He paused, nervously glancing around the table and noticing for the first time Kyoko was missing. He didn’t want to say this, he never wanted to talk about this again. But they had to bring it up at some point, and even though he felt like a coward for being so afraid…
Makoto told him he was strong, the least he could do in return was try to find a way to help bring him back.
“I- I don’t know how to say it…” he finally mumbled, taking a deep breath to prepare for what he was saying next, “I remember that Junko made me feel… strong. She made me hate myself so I wouldn’t try to be anything other than Fifteen.”
There were nervous glances around the table, leaving Chihiro alone in his confession until Hifumi cleared his throat.
“She made me hate myself, too.” He admitted, fear and sorrow shining in his eyes, “But it felt… better I guess, when I listened to her. Being useful and liked was all I could care about.”
“Useful…” Leon muttered, like it was a curse, “Y-yeah, I…”
He paused, Sayaka put her hand in his and he gripped it like a lifeline.
“I don’t wanna talk about it, actually.” He muttered, “But I get it. I think Makoto being so scared I was gonna die was the only thing that knocked any sense into me.”
“I was worried I would hurt him.” Sayaka spoke next, “Then he kept telling me how he still trusted me, even though Junko really made me think I wanted him dead…”
“…I was scared.” Hiro piped up from the end of the table, “Really, really scared. Junko took all that away to make me do what she wanted, Makoto promised to help me get through it… I think that’s what worked.”
Mondo fidgeted again, looking down at his lap with a distant gaze. Chihiro reached a hand out, hesitating over Mondo’s arm as he tried to think of how to be some sort of comfort. It was clear the biker was trying to hide how uncomfortable he was becoming, face set in a hardened scowl and his posture tensed to the point Chihiro couldn’t even see him breathing.
Seeing him like this was… baffling, to say the least- even though he’d seen the biker like this a few times already now. He’d even seen him in a worse state: forced onto his knees, begging Chihiro to stop hurting the others while Chihiro laughed and-
His hand made contact with Mondo’s arm, the biker let out an anxious huff. “Makoto was hurt when I found him…” he finally muttered, “That sorta… got me thinking again, I think. He was fuckin coughing up blood and still tryna help me-“
His voice cracked at the end, his gaze shifted to the side, jaw tensing again. “I dunno how any a’ this is supposed to be fuckin’ useful for gettin’ him back, though.”
Byakuya hummed thoughtfully, a grim expression on his face. “It might be very helpful.” He muttered, Chihiro frowned up at him.
“H- How?”
“Well, I didn’t… experience any of that.” Byakuya started, an almost apologetic look in his eyes, “But from what you all are saying, it sounds like the reason Makoto was able to get through to you is because… he reminded you of something you cared about.”
“What?” Hifumi’s face scrunched in confusion, “I thought he did it with his powers?”
“I’m sure that had something to do with it, but let’s not forget that when he spoke to Sayaka he was still unaware he even had any.” Byakuya pointed out, “It sounds like he reminded each of you something important to you, be it an insecurity or a desire for… whatever. That could be a potential lead.”
“That’s an interesting observation.” Sakura commented, “That’s certainly fits how he helped me, as well.” She squeezed Hina’s hand as she spoke, Chihiro noticed the smaller girl’s hand scratch at the bruises on her neck.
Oh, right…
“S- so how does that help us?” Toko asked with a frown, “Wh-what is he even gonna c-care about if he doesn’t remember anything?”
“Perhaps it could be something he used to care about.” Celeste answered before Byakuya could, a hand going to her chin thoughtfully, “If there is any part of him remaining, we may still be able to appeal to that part of him.”
“How do we do that? Put ourselves in mortal danger again?” Hina frowned, before her expression softened slightly, “I mean… we have gotten pretty good at that, I guess, but-“
“I think it’d be more likely to be an insecurity.” Byakuya pointed out again, sounding so confident in his theory that Chihiro nearly forgot he literally just made it up a second ago.
The blonde’s gaze went to Leon and Sayaka, “You two are probably the closest with him, do you have anything useful?”
“You’re just asking us to air our friend’s biggest insecurities?” Leon’s expression soured, “Kind of a dick move.”
“It’s for Makoto.” Byakuya urged with the slightest tinge of annoyance, Sayaka sighed.
“I, um… I don’t know, honestly.” She admitted, glancing down at the table, “To be honest he mostly just talked about other people, he never really mentioned anything like that I think…”
“You have known him since you were very young.” Celeste raised an eyebrow, “Can you not think of anything?”
“Um…. No, I-” Sayaka’s voice wavered, “We’re horrible friends, aren’t we?”
“I mean if he had talked about it we woulda listened.” Leon retorted, looking around the table like he needed to defend himself from judgement, “He just… isn’t that kinda guy, I guess. He never really vented or anything. At least not that I can remember...”
His expression faltered too, his shoulders drooping in defeat, “Shit. I don’t think I ever really asked…”
“This line of thinking won’t help things,” Sakura commented, staring down at the distressed duo, “Besides, you two were dealing with this… network situation long before we were, you cannot blame yourselves for being overwhelmed at the time.”
Sakura’s so… wise. Chihiro found himself marveling at the martial artist again. Nothing ever bothers her, how is she always so sure about everything? I’d kill for that kind of confidence.
…
Then again last time I had that confidence I really would’ve killed someone.
Chihiro frowned down at his food, intrusive thoughts he had been struggling to keep at bay seeping their way into his mind again. He had proven he wasn’t worthy of that kind of confidence, the first time he got any sort of strength for himself it turned him into a monster. Why did he even bother?
Mondo’s hand rested on his shoulder suddenly, startling him from his upsetting train of thought. He looked up and found an expression of barely concealed worry. It only made him feel worse.
“He and Kyoko have gotten really close, too. Maybe she would know?” Sayaka suggested, Hiro chuckled.
“Really, really close.” He said with a smirk, before it quickly fell back into a worried frown, “Where is Kyoko, anyway?”
There was a clattering in the living room, a loud shout of protest from Taka echoing down the hall and startling half the table.
“Don’t push! I’m going, I’m going-“
“Go faster!” That was Monokuma, screeching angrily in return, “What, are you lagging this morning? Hurry up and move it!”
Taka was pushed unceremoniously into the dining room, stumbling forward before standing up straight and smoothing out his shirt with an annoyed huff. Chihiro could only see Monokuma’s ears as the bear stomped past him to the head of the table and began trying to crawl into Byakuya’s lap.
“Wha- get off of me!” Byakuya pushed against him to little avail, angrily groaning as he settled for just moving his food out of the way to let Monokuma clamber up onto the table like he wanted.
“Good morning everyone!” The bear greeted enthusiastically, his previous anger apparently forgotten, “We have something very important to discuss!”
“We were already discussing something important.” Celeste interjected, eyes narrowing, “You are the one interrupting.”
“How was I supposed to know I was interrupting? I don’t have cameras set up in this house yet.”
“Yet?” Hiro asked worriedly, Monokuma ignored him.
“As I’m sure you all remember, I have been tasked with being your guardian and protector!” He stated proudly, Mondo rolled his eyes. “Which means it’s my duty to deal with threats- both external and internal.”
Chihiro frowned, dread creeping it’s way into him again as he began to suspect where this was going. Monokuma had mentioned something about the lockdown rooms earlier. Chihiro had barely paid attention to it at the time, too focused on fixing Monokuma’s wiring issue to listen to the bear’s ramblings. He had mentioned Makoto, too- which was what compelled Chihiro to go stand awkwardly outside his door in the first place.
Taka seemed to pick up on this possibility as well, nearing the table with a concerned frown.
“Monokuma, I-“
“No, no, no, let me finish.” The bear waved a paw at him, “I know you kiddos are gonna gripe about it but I’ve already made up my mind! From now on none of you are going to be anywhere near Seven!”
The table erupted into protests, Monokuma shouted over all of them to continue.
“If this past disaster has taught us anything it’s that One’s- and by extension Seven’s- powers are no joke! This is a big deal! A huge deal! Nothing like that is happening on my watch! You can grumble about it all you want but I’m still calling the shots around here! I finally got you kids somewhere secure and I’m not letting my guard down again!”
“This is different.” Taka protested, pinching the bridge of his nose in exasperation, “I understand your concern but surely you can see the difference between-“
“Of course I can see the difference! But it doesn’t matter- the kid’s a psychopath in the making. He’s staying away from everyone till I decide he’s no longer a threat.”
“You’re being ridiculous.” Taka argued again, eye flaring brighter, “Keeping him isolated could seriously hinder his-“
“Alright, hot shot. New rule:” Monokuma pointed a claw over at the android, “No speaking unless I tell you to. Effective Immediately! Now zip it!”
Taka stiffened, jaw snapping shut and his hands clenching into fists by his sides. Mondo shot to his feet, his chair nearly toppling over as he glared down at Monokuma.
“Ya think you can just go ordering everyone around like you used to? Ya think I’m gonna let you pull this shit again?” He snapped, “We ain’t in your stupid school anymore, you don’t get to boss us around!”
Monokuma’s paw suddenly crackled with electricity, swinging forward till it was inches from Mondo’s face. The biker flinched, but refused to budge as Monokuma chuckled darkly.
“I’d watch it if I were you, I still have ways of keeping you from causing trouble.”
Mondo snarled down at him, looking ready to yell again before Chihiro tugged him back down into his seat. The last thing anyone needed was to get tased again, and with Monokuma on an apparent war path it seemed like a very real possibility.
“How exactly do you expect us to fix this problem if we can’t even be around him?” Byakuya stood as well, much calmer, despite the anger in his eyes. “You aren’t thinking this through-“
“Oh believe me, I am.” Monokuma cut him off, “None of you remember how dangerous this is. This kid could do some serious damage!”
“We do know how serious this is! We just went through it!” Hiro interjected angrily, “We can’t just…”
He trailed off, his eyes moving past the bear on the table to stare worriedly at something behind it. Chihiro followed his gaze and saw Kyoko lingering in the doorway to the kitchen, a bowl in her hands and a scowl on her face.
“G-good morning.” Hifumi broke the uncomfortable silence everyone had settled into, “Where have you been?”
“I was upstairs. With Makoto.” Her gaze flicked towards Monokuma, “All the yelling was starting to scare him, he asked me to make sure everything was okay.”
“Monokuma’s lost his mind.” Leon loudly complained, pointing an accusatory finger at the bear. Hina nodded in agreement.
“Yeah, he says he wants to keep Makoto locked up because he’s too dangerous!”
Kyoko’s stare finally settled on where Monokuma had angrily crossed his arms, a thin trail of smoke escaping her mouth as she spoke.
“He’s right. Makoto is dangerous.” She held up a hand to stop the oncoming protests, “But in a way, we all are. The way we’ll make sure he’s safe isn’t by keeping him away from us, in fact that may have the opposite effect you’re wanting. He’s…”
She paused, her cold demeanor cracking to reveal a small amount of her worry, “He’s basically a little kid right now. He doesn’t understand anything.” She paused, “If he ‘grows up’ thinking he’s all alone…”
Taka pointed at her, nodding enthusiastically and angrily staring down Monokuma.
“Perhaps we can reach some sort of compromise.” Celeste suggested, making deals as usual, “What if we agreed to let you supervise our interactions with Makoto for now, until you determine he is safe… however it is you intend to do that.”
Monokuma hummed, pacing up and down the length of the table for a minute before letting out an over dramatic sigh. “Oooooooh alright. Maybe. I wanna talk to him first! I gotta see the little weirdo myself before I make any decisions.”
“You can talk to him later.” Kyoko muttered, “I’m taking him his breakfast. I don’t want you making him uncomfortable while he’s trying to eat.”
“Me? Make anyone uncomfortable?” Monokuma put a paw to his chest, “I would never! Give me the bowl I’ll take it to him instead.”
Kyoko shook her head, turning on her heel and walking quickly back out of the room. Monokuma hopped back down to the floor to chase after her, “Hey!”
Byakuya let out a long, drawn out sigh, rubbing his temples before he stood as well.
“I’ll go… deal with him.” He muttered, giving the group one last glance as he left, “Try not to do anything too stupid while I’m gone.”
He left, leaving everyone else to anxiously pick at their own food in uncomfortable silence.
Leon finally huffed, pushing his empty bowl away from him and crossing his arms.
“Alright, I’m just gonna say the thing we’re all probably sorta thinking-“
“Byakuya just said we should not be too stupid,” Celeste warned with a smirk, Leon stuck his tongue out before continuing.
“The reason Monokuma’s freakin out so much is because Makoto could probably do that mind control stuff, right?” He asked bluntly, running a hand through his hair and messing up Sayaka’s previous efforts to smooth it down. “Do you guys think… do we really need to be worried about that?”
“I mean he already…” Chihiro started nervously, “He already sorta tried to do that to Mondo, back in the library.”
Mondo nodded, “I mean, I think he only did because he was scared, right?”
“He still tried to manipulate you, whether it was a defense mechanism or not.” Celeste pointed out grimly.
“That’s probably just because Junko taught him to!” Hina interjected, “We can teach him that that’s not right. She just… screwed his brain up. We can fix it.”
“But how?” Hiro asked nervously, “I mean like… we want him to be the old Makoto, right? Not just teaching him to be different than how he is. How are we supposed to do that?”
“You’re the one who actually remembers stuff from when we were kids, right?” Leon asked, Chihiro tried to hide his surprise at that. Did he know that? He was pretty sure no one had told him that.
“Oh, well, yeah.” Hiro stiffened, “I dunno like… how I remember stuff, though.”
“M- Maybe it’d be sorta like… muscle memory?” Toko suggested, “I- I read a book one time that sorta talked about that.”
“I thought you only read trashy romance?” Hifumi asked, Toko glared over at him.
“It’s n-not trashy romance!” She snapped, “It… was fiction, though. But b-basically like doing something you’ve done before can help you r-remember stuff, or s-something.”
“Well, what’s Makoto done aside from running for his life?” Hiro nervously chuckled, “That’s pretty much all any of us have done lately.”
“We played catch.” Leon muttered, “Just like… once. But that’s something, I guess. I don’t have a ball, though…”
“He baked with me a couple times.” Hifumi added, Chihiro suddenly remembered something.
“Oh, um- speaking of that…I’ll be right back.” He suddenly stood, “Don’t make any big plans without me!”
He hurried out of the kitchen, nearly tripping on his way up the stairs. He had meant to give this to Leon before they even left the school, but seeing the redhead come back downstairs with that hollow look in his eyes… Chihiro had been too afraid to say anything at the time.
He opened the door to his room, moving over to the little duffel bag of his belongings while the laptop he’d set up on the nightstand beeped.
“Hello, Chihiro!” Alter Ego greeted happily, probably just grateful to have someone to talk to again, “How was breakfast?”
“Uh, weird.” He muttered in response, digging through his clothes and the random assortment of tools he’d grabbed. “And tense.”
“Oh, dear.” Alter Ego’s voice turned sad, “Was it because you told them your secret?”
Chihiro froze, he’d completely forgotten.
It didn’t matter, anyway. Whatever courage he’d had to tell the others before was completely gone now.
“N- No. I didn’t. Something else came up.”
“Oh.” There was a pause, Chihiro finally found what he’d been searching for.
The baseball looked just a little too big in his hand as he turned it over a few times. He had found it in Makoto’s cell when they were convincing him to go help Byakuya. If he had actually managed to hold onto it… and then had the sense to hide it in his blanket…
That has to be something, right? Maybe Toko’s hunch wasn’t that far off.
There was a quiet knock on the door behind him, partially drowned out by Alter Ego’s quick greeting.
“Hello, Kiyotaka!”
Chihiro spun around, slightly surprised to find the person in question lingering nervously in the doorway. He cleared his throat awkwardly, a more apprehensive look on his face than Chihiro was used to. Taka was another person bursting with a confidence he felt he couldn’t grasp- someone who put their whole heart into everything he ever did, every sentence bursting with passion. Seeing Taka nervous… especially around someone like him was hard to understand… even with everything that happened.
“Are you… okay?” Chihiro hesitantly asked, staying put and allowing Taka to close the gap, if he wanted.
Taka nodded, taking a hesitant step forward and pointing to his throat.
“Oh. Is this is about what Monokuma did?” Chihiro finally caught on, a sigh escaping as he pushed the bag and ball to the side for now and motioned for Taka to sit on the bed. He forgot about Monokuma still having administrative authority, without the bear also controlling the entire building around them it had sorta slipped his mind.
Taka sat, looking more frustrated than nervous now, Chihiro hesitated before reaching out a hand.
“Is it… alright with you if I look?” He asked, “I- I mean, I know you came here for that and everything, I just want to be sure.”
Taka nodded, giving him a smile that didn’t quite seem genuine. Chihiro nodded back and set a hand on his shoulder.
He didn’t really need to touch him to do this, if Chihiro really wanted to he could access Taka’s systems from across a room, maybe even from across the house. But that was rude, and he thought a physical indicator of what he was doing would help put the android at ease. It was easier with contact, anyway, he wouldn’t have to focus quite so much.
And this certainly required more focus than normal. Chihiro was very used to other electronics; reading code from one of his dad’s computers, checking his phone from across the room, turning lights off and on or locking automatic doors. But with something that was actively monitoring, shifting, changing, and observing him just as much as he observed it- like Taka’s binary subconscious was doing right now- was a little harder. Chihiro had to focus to find what he was looking for…
Especially when he had done it by force-
He stopped that train of thought quickly. This wasn’t the time for that. He could practically feel how nervous Taka was just letting him do this, he didn’t want to linger too long and break the trust they were beginning to rebuild.
He found the administrative rules fairly easily, lines of programming that Kirigiri, Togami, or whoever else had installed to make sure Taka couldn’t just leave or actively try to work against them. Since they designated Taka as something of a subset of the school’s system itself, Monokuma ended up with the authority to order Taka around whenever he wanted- a fact that the android admitted to him once during repairs with a deep set scowl. Chihiro should probably get rid of that, but he didn’t want to just go deleting things Taka hadn’t asked to be deleted.
Not again, anyway.
He settled for just wiping all the temporary administrative commands- Monokuma had added several new ones since the last time he checked- and patted Taka on the shoulder to signal he was done.
“All better.” He awkwardly smiled, some of the weight leaving his chest when Taka returned it. “Can you talk again?”
“Yes, thank you very much, Chihiro.” He stood again, “I should probably check on Makoto, if Kyoko and Byakuya are alright staying with him I might go down to the beach with Mondo for a moment…”
He put a hand to his chin, talking like he had to make up for the time he had lost while silent, “I’m not a fan of the beach, personally. I don’t care for swimming, I don’t like sand, but Mondo certainly seems to enjoy it and-“
“Um, Taka?” Chihiro interrupted, faltering slightly when the android’s attention was once again fully focused on him. “Are we… are we okay?”
“What?”
“Like us- the two of us, around each other.” Chihiro clarified awkwardly, steeping his fingers and looking to the side. “I haven’t really apologized for… for what happened, yet.”
Taka seemed to catch on now, slowly sitting back on the bed and patting the spot next to him for Chihiro to sit as well.
“I’m sorry.” Chihiro whispered, taking a deep breath to try and stop the warm tears he was certain would spill out of his eyes any moment now, “I’m so sorry- I was horrible to you, and I-“
He was abruptly pulled into an embrace, Taka’s arms squeezing tightly around him as he buried his face his in his shirt. “I didn’t mean any of the things I said, I promise! I would never… I’d never really want to hurt you…”
“I know,” Taka muttered after a moment, “I know that. I’m sorry I’ve been so cowardly about this.”
“You don’t have to apologize-“
“Yes, I do.” Taka pulled away from him, keeping a hand on his shoulder, “I should never have ignored this issue the way I did, it’s been causing both of us pain. I just… I didn’t want to acknowledge it at all, that wasn’t fair. Or helpful- for either of us.”
“I know I hurt you.” Chihiro muttered, balling his hands into fists in his lap, “I know I… I don’t remember everything, but I remember some of the things I said when I… I’m just so sorry.”
“It wasn’t you.”
“But-“
“I know it wasn’t.” Taka smiled sympathetically. “I can’t… I haven’t been able to stop myself from being nervous about this. But it wasn’t you, I know it wasn’t you. It’s just the situation.”
He paused, his hand leaving Chihiro’s shoulder and settling back in his own lap. The joints in the arm squeaked slightly at the movement, Chihiro made a mental note to address that later.
“We’ll be okay.” Taka nodded finally, “I think we just need…”
“Time?” Chihiro suggested, he nodded again. “Okay. That’s good, I’ve missed talking to you.”
“I’ve missed that, as well.”
Chihiro stood, taking another breath to compose himself, “You don’t have to try and force anything though, okay? I understand why you’re still so uncomfortable.”
Taka stood as well, “I trust you, Chihiro. You’re a good person.” He sighed, “I think you’re right. We both just need time.”
“Yeah…” he awkwardly shuffled on his feet, “If you wanna just go to the beach, I’ll go check on Makoto for you. I can leave Alter Ego in there with him to keep an eye on things.”
“I would like that!” Alter Ego piped up from where they’d gone silent on the night table. Taka thought for a moment.
“I suppose that’d be alright. If they can alert you in case anything happens.” He decided.
Chihiro nodded, picking up the baseball and reaching to unplug the computer from it’s charger.
“They know what to look for, I’ll stay close by in case they need to get my attention.” He explained, smiling as Alter Ego grinned excitedly.
“Oh, I’m so glad I get to help again! It’s been so stressful just watching everything happen. I can’t wait till you guys fix Makoto.” They exclaimed, oblivious to the awkward air that filled the room again at the reminder of their most pressing issue.
“Right.” Taka nodded finally, standing up a little straighter and putting his hands on his hips, “Don’t hesitate to contact me if there’s trouble! We won’t wander too far off.”
“No worries.” Chihiro smiled as he left, following him out of the room before turning to head back towards Makoto’s.
“Makoto is still not himself, correct?” Alter Ego asked, Chihiro frowned.
“Correct.” He sighed, “He still doesn’t really remember anything.”
“I have some recordings of our time together, would those help him remember?”
Chihiro paused outside the door, hearing a few voices talking from the other side. When Alter Ego was with Makoto… he had been shot, dropped five floors, and left to die in a heap of garbage.
Probably not the best memories to start out with. Maybe they should try the baseball first.
“Not… yet.” He finally answered, “Kyoko is in there, I’d sort of follow her lead for now, just try to help him feel comfortable.”
“I can do that!” Alter Ego nodded very seriously as Chihiro finally opened the door.
Monokuma was standing on the foot of the bed, hands on his hips as he observed whatever was going on, Byakuya had his back to the door, speaking quietly to Makoto as Chihiro entered. Kyoko was sitting in the chair, hands folded tensely in her lap as she glanced over at him.
Makoto leaned around the blonde to see who entered, “Hello.” He greeted emptily, and it was still so hard to get used to.
“Hi,” he tried to smile back. “Um, Alter Ego was getting bored staying in my room, is it okay if i leave them in here with you?”
Byakuya frowned, leaning over as Chihiro moved to set him on the empty bookshelf near the bed, “You want to give him access to a computer?” He muttered quietly.
Chihiro frowned, “They won’t let him do anything, I figured this would help keep Monokuma from freaking out.” He whispered back, turning back to smile at Makoto as he stared over at them.
“I know Alter Ego.” He stated simply, looking to Kyoko like he was trying to explain this to her, “They said we were teammates.”
“I said we were friends.” Alter Ego clarified quickly, Makoto nodded.
“And friends are like teammates.” He sounded like he was reciting something from memory, “But teammates you… like more.”
“Care about.”
“Right.” He nodded finally, sitting cross legged on the bed and addressing Chihiro now, “What’s in your hand?”
“Oh-“ Chihiro had nearly forgotten what he had brought, holding it out for Makoto to take. “It’s a baseball, you had it in your room with you when we found you.”
Kyoko leaned forward, resting her elbows on the bed, “Do you remember why you kept that?”
Makoto frowned, eyes flicking nervously off to the side, “I- I’m sorry.”
“You don’t have to be sorry,” Kyoko quickly assured him, resting her hand on his knee and pulling back when he stiffened, “We aren’t mad, you can talk to us.”
Makoto hesitated, running his hands over the stitching along the ball before responding, “I like it. I don’t know why. It’s interesting.”
Byakuya raised his eyebrows, giving Kyoko a little nudge on the back before speaking. “That’s perfectly fine, you can keep it, if you want.”
Makoto nodded, refusing to look up at any of them like he was worried they may change their mind, Chihiro’s stomach twisted in pity.
“You know,” Kyoko spoke again after a moment, “Leon likes baseballs, too. I bet he’d teach you how to play with it.”
“Play with it?” Makoto looked up, brows furrowing in confusion, “Leon is… number Four, right?”
Byakuya sighed, “Right. But he would rather you call him Leon.”
“And he’ll… train me with this?”
“Not train.” Kyoko corrected gently, “Just… use it. For fun- like friends do.” Makoto was quiet, Kyoko continued with a gentleness to her voice Chihiro didn’t know she had, “But you don’t have to do any of that if you don’t want to, okay?”
Makoto nodded, seeming to settle into silence again while the others just watched. Finally Byakuya sighed again, turning back to Chihiro.
“Hifumi and Celeste offered to go to the store.” He muttered, “If there’s anything you need from there you should let them know.”
“I-Is that safe?” Chihiro asked warily, he knew the town they were near now was relatively small, it had only taken about five minutes to completely clear it to get to the secluded beach house. But still, a town was a town- being in public made Chihiro more nervous than it had any right to anymore.
“Hifumi can disguise himself when he goes inside,” Byakuya shrugged, “He’s the best suited for going out in public while we’re still,” he paused, glancing back at where Makoto had started petting Monokuma’s arm, “Keeping a low profile.”
“Okay…”
“I’m fairly certain Celeste is only going to get out of cleaning up the house,” he continued with an eye roll, following Chihiro to the door and looking over his shoulder at the others, “I’ll be right back.”
“Bye.” Makoto called after him, Monokuma all but pulled into his lap now.
Chihiro began to trudge down the stairs, turning back slightly to continue the conversation, “So has Monokuma calmed down at all?”
“I think. Just a little.” Byakuya put a hand on the railing, expression souring slightly at the dust that came off with it. “I certainly see where he’s coming from. We’re dealing with someone with essentially no morals right now.”
“I-it’s pretty scary when you put it that way.”
They paused at the base of the stairs, Byakuya hummed. “I suppose this entire situation is scary, isn’t it?”
Is he…. Making fun of me? Chihiro frowned, searching the blonde’s expression, I can never tell with him. Is he freaking out too? How can he not be- do I just need to calm down?
Byakuya left him there, marching back towards the dining room where a number of the others could be heard speaking.
He sighed, the anxiety filling him growing even heavier now that he was alone. He lingered by the stairway, awkwardly fidgeting with shorts and catching movement through the sliding door to the back porch.
He took a timid step forward, seeing the hulking shadow of Sakura pass by followed by a quiet laugh from Hina. He hadn’t actually been outside yet, he realized, despite all his aimless wandering around the house. Curiosity drove him to open the door.
“Oh, hey Chihiro!” Hina greeted, a broom slung over her shoulder and a pile of dust and sand at her feet. “We were just cleaning up out here!”
Sakura nodded, a heavy looking bench held in one hand an empty pot in the other, “You can tell this space used to be very nice.” She mused, setting the bench down now that Hina had finished sweeping.
“If we stay here much longer we should get some yoga mats or something.” Hina suggested with a grin, rocking on her feet and disturbing some of the dust she’d collected, “have little morning stretches and stuff out here looking at all the waves! It’d be so cool!”
Sakura chuckled in response, her gaze flicking over to Chihiro after a moment, “Are you alright?”
“I’m… yeah. Totally.” He tried to smile, making sure to stand up a little straighter, “Why?”
“You seem to have something on your mind.” Sakura observed, setting the pot down too and sitting on the bench she just relocated, it creaked in protest, Sakura winced slightly and moved to sit cross legged on the floor instead. “I know we all have plenty to be concerned about, but it isn’t wise to let something negative eat away at you.”
It’s been eating away at me for years now and I’ve been just fine. Chihiro frowned, Well okay not fine, but ya know…. Good enough. Probably.
“I guess I’m just… unsure about a lot of things.” He admitted, even though he wasn’t quite in the mood for another heart to heart right now.
Hina sat as well, setting the broom down next to her new pile of dust and looking up at him.
“Well you can talk to us…. If you want.” She suggested, “You definitely don’t like have to but… we’re here for you, ya know? It could be like a girl talk time.”
Hina chuckled at that, Chihiro tries to laugh back. Sakura didn’t laugh- and the way she eyed Chihiro’s reaction made him stiffen. Because she looked like she knew and how on earth could she know and what was she going to say??
Mondo knew, Chihiro had told him the night after Makoto’s fight with Sayaka, the intensity of the situation put a fire under him to be stronger. Physically and emotionally. He had to be tougher if he was going to survive he had to be better he had to be…. Something. He wasn’t sure what.
Taka knew, or at least Chihiro assumed since he had access to all their childhood medical records. But Taka was never one to judge someone based on who they were or who they used to be, so the topic had never been an issue. It was actions Taka focused on, actions and willpower. Two other categories where he never felt he could measure up.
Kyoko had to know. Kyoko knew freaking everything. That had never been an issue either, he was truly blessed to have a family and apparently so many friends who were so supportive…
So why was he so nervous about the truth?
They liked Chihiro as a girl, they’d still like him as a boy. They’d like him even if he decided he wanted to be a he, or a they- because he was still having trouble figuring himself out. Of course they’d like him. He didn’t need to be so stupid and afraid….
And yet-
“Chihiro?” Hina asked, waving an arm to startle him out of his thoughts, “You okay? I’m sorry if I seemed pushy, I-“
“No, I’m okay.” He quickly assured her, taking a deep breath and sitting down in front of them so they made a weird little triangle of secrecy. “I’ve been… kind of upset with myself. For awhile. And I think for a little bit things got better but…”
He paused, looking down at his lap to avoid looking at either of them. “I think it’s getting worse again.”
“Is it because of… ya know, Junko?” Hina asked gently.
Chihiro shook his head, “Not really. I mean she definitely made stuff worse, but she made everything for everyone worse, right?”
Sakura let out a grunt of agreement, expression growing more solemn as she waited for Chihiro to continue.
He didn’t want to continue, every part of him was begging to run back inside and hide… but he couldn’t bring himself to move. Staring between the two of them with an apprehensive frown.
“I want to be stronger…” he finally muttered, “I feel- I’ve always felt like I needed to be something different… when I was younger people would bully me, I was small, a-and weird, and weak so I just….”
He stopped again, looking down at his lap to avoid the look of pity that was growing on Hina’s face.
“You are strong, Chihiro.” Sakura finally said, and as he whipped his head back up to protest she held up a hand to silence him.
“There are different ways of being strong.”
Chihiro opened his mouth, whatever thought he’d just had fizzling out at the statement, “What?”
“There are many different ways of being strong, or courageous.” She repeated, “It is not always some… flashy, grand display. Strength can be quiet, strength is determination. It is commitment to what one believes in.”
“But that….” Chihiro paused, “That isn’t what I’m talking about- like… really strong. Like you- or Mondo, or-“
“Mondo and I are not strong in the exact same way,” she pointed out, Chihiro’s frown deepened, the anxiety in him tangling into frustration.
“I- I know that. That isn’t the point, though.” He huffed, “The point is that I’m not strong in any way! I’m little, and I’m too thin, and I get angry too easily and when I get angry I cry and I….”
His hands ached where he had clenched them around the fabric of his shorts, he forced himself to breath, “I just… I want to be better. I want to be a version of me I like. I don’t wanna be so upset or angry at myself.”
There was a pause, Hina glancing between the two of them like she didn’t know what to say, Sakura held his gaze.
“I am angry almost every day of my life.” She admitted in a low voice, cutting off Chihiro’s self depreciating thoughts before they’d even finished forming.
“Wh- really?”
She nodded, eyes slipping shut, “I have been angry at the world, at other people, at myself…” her hands folded tensely in her lap, Chihiro found himself staring at the scars scattered across her knuckles as she continued.
“I will spare you the specifics, but I was too strong- physically. I would hurt people on accident. I couldn’t control my strength correctly and people in my school began to notice, it led my family to homeschool me. And I was angry about that, because I missed my friends. I was too strong to train in classes with other children, so I had to train with adults, and when I bested them too often I began to only train with my family. I felt isolated, I felt different, I felt angry…”
Hina reached over and put her hand on Sakura’s knee, shifting closer to the larger girl with a worried look on her face. Chihiro gulped, not quite sure how to go on from there. He had never really thought about… how weird growing up with such an obvious power would be. His was easy to easy to hide, that had never been a problem.
The irony of her issue was certainly not lost on him, it left a bitter taste in his mouth.
“Nobody is content with themselves all the time.” Sakura finally continued, “Nobody is happy all the time, we all have shortcomings we tend to dwell on too much. You can’t let these feelings be what guide your actions, however… If you don’t mind me asking, why do you feel you need to be strong?”
Chihiro jolted, shifting a little where he sat, “Um, I guess… I think I need to be strong so…”
… Why did he need this?
“I think I need to be stronger for people to really like me- like, for myself.” He explained awkwardly, “I think I should be tougher before I let people know who I… who I actually am. It’s easier to seem-“
He stopped, the rest of his sentence dying in his throat before he could make himself go on, he felt his face heating up.
“We already think you’re strong, Chihiro.” Hina spoke gently, “You don’t have anything you have to prove to us.”
“Th- That’s hard to believe.”
“It’s true!” Hina insisted, “I don’t say things just to make people feel better! Any time I say I believe in you I mean it!”
Her sympathetic look shifted to one of determination, Chihiro couldn’t help but smile at the enthusiasm.
“You do not have to tell us more,” Sakura smiled as well, “But, should you ever want to, we’re here for you.”
He paused, gulping down the last of his fear. He… he could say this. He needed to say it- he deserved to.
“I’m a boy.” He muttered, not with the force behind it he had planned, “I always have been. I dressed like a girl so people wouldn’t make fun of me… but I-“
He took a deep breath before he continued, “I’m a boy- but maybe also neither? I don’t know yet. I don’t want to be a girl just because I feel like I’m supposed to be. I should be able to be whoever I want. Even if I wear skirts, o-or am really small.”
He stopped, glancing down at his lap to avoid looking up at either of them. He wasn’t sure what he was expected at this point, really. He had no idea what sort of reaction to-
“Alright.” Sakura nodded, “I appreciate your honesty, Chihiro. It means a lot that you feel comfortable enough to tell us.”
Did he feel comfortable? This was all very uncomfortable, still. He did… he did feel better. It felt good to say this.
“I’m sorry you felt like you had to hide that.” Hina frowned sympathetically, “I can’t imagine keeping all this bottled up…”
Chihiro gave a weak smile, feeling slightly more at ease despite the awkwardness of the situation still lingering around them.
“Is this… okay?” He timidly asked, “This isn’t weird, is it?”
“Not at all.” Sakura assured him, while Hina nodded along enthusiastically.
“We love you!” she cheered, “We love whoever you want to be! What kind of reaction were you expecting?”
“W-well Mondo sorta choked on his drink when I told him.” Chihiro nervously admitted, Hina rolled her eyes.
“Well, Mondo is kind of a dummy sometimes. I think all the hair gel he uses corroded his common sense.”
Chihiro smiled a little wider, a weight on his shoulders easing some, “I was gonna… tell everyone at breakfast this morning, before… ya know. I might still tell them today, though, before I chicken out of it again.”
“It is not chickening out.” Sakura frowned, “You can do it whenever you are comfortable. And if anyone makes any inappropriate comments-“
She cracked her knuckles, Hina elbowed her shoulder.
“Nobody’s gonna do that.” She shook her head, “Seriously, Chihiro, you have nothing to-“
A scream from inside cut her assurance off- a loud wail stinging Chihiro’s ears and shooting fear through his veins like lightning. He scrambled to his feet along with the others, moving aside just in time for Hina to bolt past him and into the house.
He hurried after her, following the clatter and continuing commotion to the kitchen and skidding to a stop in the doorway at what he saw.
Hiro was on his knees on the tile floor, surrounded by utensils and the pan he had presumably used to cook. One hand gripped his own throat so tight Chihiro was worried he may hurt himself, the other had a frantic grasp on Leon’s forearm as he tried to support the psychic. He sounded like he couldn’t breathe, ragged gasps and grunts of pain escaping him as Toko buzzed nervously around trying to snap him out of whatever was happening.
His eyes were a glazed yellow, staring in horror at something none of them could see at the wall in front of him.
Sakura instructed Hina to go find Taka and Mondo on the beach, and as she hurried out nearly collided into Kyoko as the detective came to investigate for herself.
“H-He-“ Hiro finally choked out, his grip on Leon’s arm leaving as he pointed out at nothing. “He killed someone-“
“Hiro, what’s going on?” Kyoko knelt down in front of him, holding his shoulders to stop them from shaking. “Nobody-“
“Makoto…” his gaze seemed to focus on her, tears welling up in his eyes as he tried to blink back to the present, “I- I think Makoto’s gonna kill someone.”
Chapter 30: Reflections and Refractions
Summary:
The obligatory beach episode ensues, Hina tries to make some sense of things and ends up with more trouble than she bargained for.
Notes:
Thanks for reading! And thanks for pointing out typos! God knows I’m not gonna find em all ha! You guys rock :^)
Chapter Text
This was ridiculous.
Not their usual amount of ridiculous, because god knows they had plenty of insane stuff happening all the time.
But this was still a lot.
Hina let out a long sigh, laying her face down on the kotatsu surface. After Hiro’s vision yesterday, things had been tense. Tense was an understatement, actually. It was almost as bad as when they were all trapped together in the first place.
But Hina was refusing to be worried, she had always been a little on the fence about Hiro’s predictions, but the idea that Makoto- even without his memories- would kill someone….
It was too unbelievable.
Despite his initial freak out, Hiro had been quick to assure everyone that it wasn’t exactly set in stone. He reminded them he had about a seventy percent success rate, so there was still some wiggle room, and that Makoto himself had often said that the future could be changed.
And that had helped…. A little.
They had somehow managed to keep the news a secret from Monokuma. With the bear already so defensive it seemed wise not to give him anymore reasons not to trust Makoto. Even when Taka had helped Hiro back up to his bedroom to rest and Monokuma had angrily stomped around them demanding information, Mondo scooped him up and carried him back to Makoto’s room to avoid letting information slip.
Hina had followed them up, under the guise that she was bringing Hiro some water but really just to snoop. She had found Hiro leaning against the foot of the bed, holding a hand to his neck while Taka tried to urge him to explain the weird phantom pain he was apparently experiencing.
Hiro had glanced at where she was lingering in the doorway, beckoned her inside, and didn’t continue till she had entered and shut the door behind her.
“It… it burns.” He mumbled, voice hoarse, “Something stabbed someone in the neck. And it- it burned so much. I felt like acid was melting me from the inside out, man.”
Taka made a worried noise, glancing back at her before he took the water and held it towards Hiro’s face. “Was it you being stabbed in this… vision?”
“Not me.” Hiro shook his head. “Too pale to be me… but it was kinda dark wherever it was. And there was this big like…” he gestured vaguely, “Big thing hanging over their heads.”
Well that rules me out. Hina thought, though it wasn’t much in the way of comfort, Sakura too, I guess. Maybe.. maybe Mondo? He’s tan, I guess.
“Was Makoto the one who did the stabbing?” Taka questioned further, his eyes flicking back to the door as he spoke softer. “Are you sure it was him?”
“I mean, he was definitely there.” Hiro gulped, “He was yelling, a lot of us were around- I think.”
“Are there any other details you can give us?” Taka bent over to check the psychic’s pulse, “Or would you rather rest for now?”
“Uh- I didn’t… it was weird. Caught me off guard.” Hiro admitted sheepishly, “I didn’t feel it coming at all. I dunno any details, really. I think it was outside, it was windy… It was night time, or almost… night time… uh…”
He took a drink, “He looked mad.” He whispered, “Really mad. I’ve never seen Makoto look that angry before.”
Taka made a worried noise, his eyes flicking back to Hina before he stood. He moved passed her, gently pushing her aside as he opened the door.
Leon and Hifumi had tumbled over into the room, scrambling up from where they’d been caught eavesdropping and quickly trying to backpedal away from Taka’s oncoming lecture.
That was yesterday morning, though. Things were getting a little better now.
Makoto still wasn’t really allowed out of his room. Kyoko had brought him down to eat dinner yesterday evening, but took great care to stop him from looking out the windows or seeing anything that could be used to tell Junko of their location. Makoto didn’t seem to care too much, he seemed much more interested in the stuff inside.
To him the carpet was new, the kotatsu was new, the fact that some of the walls had paintings was a strange new concept. He had asked everyone what their ‘other designation’ was, echoed their names in the empty voice he now had, and asked about a dozen questions about what they were doing and why they were doing it.
He didn’t seem dangerous, and he didn’t seem ready to murder anyone, so Hina wasn’t really worried about anything.
He had something of a breakthrough this morning at breakfast, when Hifumi mentioned that he bought mochi at the store and for a moment- a brief moment- Makoto had smiled. A real one, that made him look like he used to as he asked what flavor. The whole table had been shocked, barely able to conceal it as Hifumi asked if he remembered when he and Makoto had made it together when they were back at Hope’s Peak.
But then Makoto’s smile left- and Seven answered that he had never met them before.
That was another thing that bugged her- Makoto refused to answer to his own name. He asked everyone to call him Seven- claiming they were ‘supposed to anyway’- and even corrected them when they tried to call him by his name or a nickname.
How were they supposed to help him remember who he was if he wouldn’t even listen when they tried to tell him his name? How were they supposed to help?
Sayaka had suggested maybe asking Kyoko’s dad about it, a suggestion that Kyoko didn’t outright shoot down but seemed less than thrilled about pursuing. Byakuya was spending a lot of time in the house’s old office, trying to find anything that might be useful in old documents or working with Monokuma or Chihiro to try and find something helpful on Dr. Kirigiri’s laptop.
Leon had suggested trying to replicate whatever it was that jogged Hiro’s weirdly fuzzy childhood memories- but after the revelation that his ‘memories’ were little more than nightmares they had sorta… given up.
So that left her where she was now, wasting away her afternoon while Byakuya and Kyoko discussed something serious they didn’t feel like sharing, Hiro and Taka called their parents, and the others got ready to go hang out on the beach. It was a good idea, they certainly deserved a little down time after everything that had happened.
It didn’t sit right with Hina, though. How was she supposed to relax on a beach when her friend was still an empty shell and her family still didn’t even know she was okay.
Hiro said his mom was stopping by later that night, a few of them would go in the van to meet her in town and swap their letters to family for whatever supplies she and Takaaki had managed to round up for them. She had written hers to Yuta, she figured that would be less likely to raise any red flags than if it was addressed to her mom. She had filled up three whole pages of the loose leaf notebook paper with as much info and feelings as she could possibly muster. She told them about Sakura, of course- they had to know about her super cool girlfriend. She made sure they’d knew she was safe, as safe as she could be, anyway.
She didn’t know how they’d be able to write back, really…. But god she hoped they would.
“Aoi?”
A new voice startled her from her thoughts, whipping around to find Makoto leaning over the railing at the top of the stairs. He stared down at her blankly for a minute before he began to walk down, his pace too slow and posture too rigid for her to truly relax.
“Hey,” she began, trying to sound cheery despite her nerves, “What’s, uh… what’s up? What are you doing?”
“Monokuma left my door unlocked.” He answered, reaching the bottom of the stairs and just standing there.
She hesitantly got up to stand next to him, “Oh… why would your door be locked?” She had a feeling it would’ve been, but it might be smart to see what Makoto knew.
“Kyoko and Byakuya do not want me to leave the room.” Okay. So he knew exactly what was going on. Great. “Why are you dressed like that?”
“Dressed like… oh, yeah.” She looked down at her own appearance, dressed in just a sports bra and some athletic shorts. “We were gonna go outside in a minute.”
“Shouldn’t you be wearing protective gear?” He tilted his head, pausing briefly at the sound of Mondo’s roaring laughter from upstairs. “Missions can be dangerous. You should be more prepared.”
That’s him saying he cares about you. Hina blinked at the statement, even if it was like…. Weird. He cares about you.
“It’s not a mission.” She explained, trying to smile, “And it isn’t training. We’re just going to hang out. It’s a nice day outside, we wanna have some fun.”
“Fun…” Makoto echoed, “Kyoko talked about having fun. Can I go outside?”
“Uh-“ Hina hesitated. He absolutely should not go outside. Despite what Toko or Celeste may think, she wasn’t stupid. She knew a good number of the others were still adamant about keeping Makoto as out of the loop on things as currently possible.
She didn’t blame them for being nervous. She hadn’t felt what Junko had done to them, but she had seen it. She knew what Junko could make them do- and god knows what kind of horrific things she could do with Makoto specifically if she was controlling him. But… Makoto didn’t look like they had. He looked empty, he looked completely different, but he didn’t look cold or cruel like the others had.
He just looked… lost. And it broke her heart.
“Yeah.” She finally decided, holding out a hand for him to take.
His expression lit up, though it still didn’t seem to reach his eyes. “Really? That’s okay?”
“That’s okay.” She nodded, he eagerly took her hand as she moved towards the back door. “But remember, we’re all sorta… keeping a low profile right now, okay? So we shouldn’t, um… tell anyone outside of our little group where we are.”
He nodded very seriously, Hina’s stomach twisted nervously.
“A- as in the group here with us right now.” She specified, and when he nodded again she finally relented. “Okay. Let’s go to the beach.”
She slid open the back door, stepping out onto the newly cleaned covered porch and pausing when this alone seemed to be enough to stop Makoto in his tracks.
“It’s bright.” He muttered, blinking a few times before his eyes seemed to adjust. “Is it always bright outside?”
“You’ve never…” realization struck her, she found her grip on his hand tightening, “You don’t remember outside, do you?”
“No.” He answered innocently, moving over to the door to peer out the windows at the sand and grass. “I have a window in my room upstairs. I can see the uh… sky. I couldn’t see the… this.”
“That’s sand.” She explained, trying to smile despite her heart stinging with pity, “Come on. Let’s go to the water.”
She tugged him out the doors, glancing down to make sure Makoto wasn’t wearing shoes before his feet hit the sand.
“Oh!” He stopped, kicking one of his feet experimentally, “This is… different.”
“Ha, yeah. It takes a little getting used to.” She led him down the little path to the beach itself, past the garden beds that she could tell used to be very nice but hadn’t been tended to in awhile.
Byakuya had muttered something about it being years since anyone had been here, she couldn’t imagine letting a perfectly nice house go to waste like that. Rich people.
A few birds scattered from their spot ahead as they reached the open stretch of sand before the water. Makoto’s gaze had followed them, something like a hollow chuckle escaping him before his eyes finally focused on the water.
“Wha-“ he started, then stopped, eyes wide. “What is that?”
“That’s the ocean.” Hina answered, probably too simply for his liking, “It’s a… it’s like the, uh…”
How the heck do you explain the ocean to somebody?
“It’s a big body of water that connects the rest of the world, like all the continents and uh, stuff.” She finally explained, though she didn’t even know if he was listening now.
He took a deep breath, Hina found herself copying the movement and flooding her lungs with the salty air. It was a long moment before he finally tore his eyes away, looking at her with an expression (he was making an expression!!! This is good!!) somewhere between wonder and disbelief.
“Is it… safe?” He asked quietly, shifting in place so his feet were partially buried in the sand.
Is he asking if he can go in? Hina wondered as she nodded, “Yeah! You can go closer if you want.”
He paused, his hands fidgeting by his sides as he glanced back at the ocean and hesitantly nodded. “I- I do want that. If that’s okay. I want to, uh…”
He trailed off, trying to think of the words that had been stolen from him. Hina’s heart ached with sympathy again.
“Yeah, no worries, you can absolutely get in! I wanna go in too.” She took in his appearance, noting that the pants he had on were probably a little long for wading into the water. “Here, lemme roll these up a little first.”
She knelt down, cuffing the bottoms of his sweatpants and rolling them till they were to his knees. Makoto hummed- he had been doing that a lot, lately- and bent slightly forward to look at what she was doing. It reminded her of the first time she took her brother to the beach, when she had helped him put his little water wings on while he bounced up and down and begged her to hurry so they could swim-
A hand touched the side of her head.
She jolted- scrambling back in the sand to stare up at him again as she tried to calm the panic that had suddenly surged through her.
That’s Makoto. You don’t need to be afraid of Makoto. She reminded herself, looking up at his confused expression and trying to laugh her sudden freak out off like it was nothing. So what if he touched you face, that doesn’t… he was probably just messing with your hair. He didn’t….
She swallowed hard, “Ha, sorry. You just surprised me a little bit. You ready to go in the water?”
He nodded, his previous confusion replaced with an excitement that almost made her forget her worries, too. Almost.
“Thank you, Aoi.” He smiled, reaching out for her hand again and apparently expecting to be led forward.
She hesitantly took it, and forced herself to keep her own smile. But…
That’s what he did when he used his powers. That’s how he got into people’s heads… wasn’t it?
Was he… was he trying to do that to her?
She was suddenly very aware of how they were the only two outside- maybe this hadn’t been the best idea after all. The waves surged up on the shore and covered their feet in cold foam.
Makoto yelped, his grip on her hand tightening, staring down as the waves retreated before he looked back up at her.
“It’s cold!” He exclaimed with a grin, she couldn’t help smiling back genuinely.
“Yeah, it’s not exactly swimming season yet, it’s gonna be kinda chilly.” She explained with a smile.
“Chilly.” He echoed, making another surprised sound as they walked out further and the waves crashed against their legs. “I like it.”
“Hina!” A sharp voice snapped behind them, startling them both. She whipped her head around and found Kyoko sprinting towards them. Hina noticed a trail of smoke following the detective as she came closer.
Crap.
“Hi!” She called back, trying to ignore the scowl on the other girl’s face. “Hey, I’m gonna go talk to Kyoko for a second, will you be okay right here?”
“Okay.” He nodded, still not letting go of her hand, “You’re not leaving, right?”
“I’ll be right behind you, I’m not going anywhere.” She winked, he seemed to relax again, “Don’t go any further out by yourself, okay? I don’t want you to get hurt.”
He nodded again, finally releasing her and bending over to stick his arms in the water as well. She took a breath as she turned back towards the beach.
Kyoko was a force of nature. She needed to be ready.
“What do you think you’re doing?” The detective hissed the second Hina approached, “You let him out of his room?”
“No, Monokuma left it open and he wandered downstairs.” Hina huffed, crossing her arms, “What’s the big deal, anyway? He shouldn’t be all isolated, right?”
“I-“ Kyoko paused, “I’m not trying to isolate him, I just don’t want to make any mistakes.”
Her gaze went out towards the water, where Makoto was kicking a leg to make a splash, “I don’t want to do anything that might… ruin this.”
Hina’s heart twisted, it wasn’t exactly a secret (anymore, at least) that Makoto and Kyoko probably had mutual crushes on each other for awhile. The two were- or they had been- a basically inseparable team. She had heard Celeste say that Kyoko’s feelings had been noticeably less defined and certain as they were before. It made sense, in a way, that she would be as lost as Makoto was.
“I’m sorry.” Hina muttered, “I should’ve at least told you what I was doing. It’s not smart to keep secrets from each other at a time like this, right?”
Kyoko raised an eyebrow, “Is that supposed to be a joke about me-“
“Kyoko!”
There was a loud splash, followed by a sound Hina hadn’t heard in what felt like ages. They turned back to the waves to see Makoto had fallen over and soaked himself completely.
And he was laughing- a real, honest to god Makoto laugh that crinkled his nose and made him scrunch his eyes shut- just like it always had before.
“Come on!” He cheered, beckoning her over, “You like cold water, right? This is cold! It’s chilly!”
Kyoko’s hand went to cover her mouth, a look on her face Hina also hadn’t seen in awhile. She looked hopeful.
“I told him that back in Hope’s Peak.” She muttered, the smallest hint of a smile spreading across her face. “Weeks ago...”
“Well, go out there.” Hina nudged her elbow, “Maybe you can jog his memory a little more.”
Kyoko hesitated, glancing down from her bandaged hands to her shoes before nodding. She kicked the shoes off, slipping off her socks and rolling back her sleeves as she gave Hina a nervous glance before stepping towards the water.
Makoto beamed at her, thrilled at the company even as she asked him to be careful about splashing water on her hands. He got back to his feet to show off a shell he had found, Hina finally let herself relax again.
“This seems to be an improvement.” A familiar voice hummed behind her, Sakura’s head going to rest on her’s as the bigger girl bent down to hug her. Hina would never be able to understand how Sakura could be so sneaky when she wanted to.
“Yeah, I think it is!” Hina turned to look at her, seeing some of the others heading towards them as well, “He sorta remembered something just now- and he was laughing again.”
“It seems he still is.” Sakura observed with a smile, her attention drawn to where Makoto had waded out to his waist. “We’ll probably need to teach him how to swim again.”
Hina snickered, thinking back to when she’d first seen him swim in the Hope’s Peak pool, “He wasn’t that great at it to begin with, anyway. Maybe this time I can teach him something other than just floating on his back.”
Sakura chuckled as well, her arms finally leaving Hina as she moved to sit in the sand beside her. Hina slid down to sit as well, watching Hiro struggle to set up a dusty old umbrella they had found in the shed while Leon and Sayaka ran ahead into the water. Celeste was standing nearby, her hands on her hips as she demanded he work faster before she completely burnt up in the afternoon sun. Hifumi pointed out that he bought sunscreen yesterday, he was ignored.
It almost felt normal. She could almost forget that around forty eight hours ago they had still been on the run for their lives… maybe they still were, technically, just without the running part anymore.
She shook her head, feeling like she had to physically dismiss her thoughts as she tried to focus on the present. This was good: they were safe right now, they were happy. She wasn’t gonna overthink this. She turned to look at Sakura, noticing how her white hair was reflecting the light.
Sakura noticed her staring, clearing her throat and pushing the hair out of her face. “You’re… staring.”
“Yeah.” She grinned wider, Sakura glanced over at her, “You’re gorgeous.”
Sakura stiffened, looking away and using a hand to try and cover up how flustered even the simplest compliments made her. Hina loved it, not that she really wanted to tease Sakura- that would be mean- but it was kinda funny seeing her big, strong girlfriend get so embarrassed by verbal affection.
“I- I am not.” Sakura muttered in response, “Thank you for the compliment, but I’m not too pleased with how I look in swimwear…”
Hina’s smile dropped slightly, remembering the night of their first official date when Sakura had made a similar comment about her appearance. While she was definitely harder to hurt than everyone in their group aside from Mondo- she unfortunately didn’t have the biker’s indestructible skin. Her skin was marred by scars all over; burn marks from rushing into burning buildings, stab wounds from the few people that actually managed to land a hit on her, a rather large scar across her left side from where a chunk of metal from a car had pierced her. It was the scars, mostly, that seemed to bother her now. She wasn’t… ashamed of them before all of this crap.
Hina still found them amazing, truth be told- but her girlfriend unfortunately didn’t see it that way anymore.
“Well, I think you look lovely. Every part of you.” She tried to assure her, moving to lean against her shoulder and closing her eyes, “And I have great taste- so you should trust me.”
“You do have good taste…” Sakura agreed quietly, “In everything but food.”
“What!? I have great taste in food!”
“You mostly eat carbs and sugar.” Sakura chuckled at her reaction, “You should try to eat more protein.”
Hina huffed, “Meat’s gross, I don’t like how it tastes. I can get protein from those little shakes like we had back in the school.”
“You mean the ones you covered in whipped cream and chocolate till it was practically a milkshake?”
“Milkshake?” That got Hiro’s attention, the psychic moving to squat down beside them, “Hell yeah, we should make milkshakes!”
“I don’t think we have the stuff to make that.” Hina frowned, watching his expression falter slightly. “Maybe we can get whoever’s going to town later to get some, though?”
“I dunno, Byakuya’s been kinda uptight about money.” Hiro muttered, glancing back at the house like he was worried the blonde may somehow hear him, “He says we don’t have a lotta cash left so we gotta ‘make it stretch’ or whatever. The guy’s a gazillionaire, right? Shouldn’t he have a credit card or something?”
“It wouldn’t be wise to use a credit card while we’re in hiding.” Sakura pointed out, “And I… don’t think ‘gazillion’ is a number.”
Hiro shrugged, plopping down in the sand beside her now and working to tie his hair up in a bun, “I think Taka’s still on the phone with his dad, maybe we can see if they’ll snag us some ice cream before we meet them in town… We’ve been through a lot! We deserve it. I’ll go ask in a sec.”
“I’ll go.” Hina offered, getting to her feet and brushing some of the sand off her legs, “I wanna get a drink, anyway. You want one, Sakura?”
Hiro nodded in her place, responding before she had a chance to, “I’ll take one! I like those lime flavored things Hifumi got.”
Sakura sighed at him before smiling up at her, “I’ll take one too, thank you, Hina.”
Hina walked back towards the house, peering over her shoulder to check on Makoto. He was still smiling, trying to hide behind Sayaka now as Leon tried to splash water up at the two of them. His hand touched her arm, Hina got an uneasy feeling again.
Why had Makoto touched her head earlier?
She frowned, turning back to the house again as her stomach churned with worry. Should she… tell someone about this? It’s not like anything really happened, she definitely didn’t feel like anyone had gotten into her brain or anything. It would probably just worry everyone, there wasn’t a reason to bring it up unless it became like… a problem.
She stepped up onto the back porch, where Chihiro was trying to tug Toko out on to the beach with little success. The writer had a death grip on one of the wooden posts, shaking her head furiously at all his assurances.
“It’ll be fun! You just said yesterday you liked the beach!” He tried, she scowled.
“I s-said like to look at it! It’s not fun t-t- to actually go out there!” She argued, “Especially n-n-not with other people around! I mean I’m practically naked in a s-swimsuit! It’s indecent!”
Chihiro frowned, gesturing down to his own striped T-shirt and shorts, “You can just… wear a shirt, Toko.”
She finally let go of the post, fiddling with one of her braids as Hina passed them and looking embarrassed, “I- I forgot to pack extra shirts. I’ve only g-got one clean one left…”
“Oh…” Chihiro’s tone turned sympathetic, “Maybe you can borrow one from someone else? I can go ask-“
“D- d- don’t involve other people in this!”
Hina found Taka sitting in the living room, engrossed in a book while Mondo slept with his feet propped up on the table surface. He glanced up at her and smiled as she passed by into the kitchen, she chuckled to herself.
He must really like Mondo if he’s willing to let his ‘feet on the table’ rule slide. She thought with a smirk, moving over to the recently cleaned fridge.
It creaked as it opened, she dug through their newly purchased provisions and started stacking soda cans in her arms. I better grab an extra, I know Leon’s gonna whine about being thirsty the second he sees us with these.
There was muffled speaking to her left, followed by a very loud and annoyed sigh. She peered through the doorway to the dining room, there was no one inside. Her eyes flicked over to the locked set of double doors on the other end, she had tried to get them open yesterday, Monokuma came and swatted at her legs till she finally gave up.
The voices were coming from across the hall, she realized, turning away from the mystery doors and stepping through the dining room and back into the ornate entrance hall of the house. The office was on the other side, the doors shut and muffling whatever conversation was happening on the other side. She approached as quietly as possible, leaning against the door’s wooden surface just in time for it to swing open.
“Mono- Oh. Aoi.” Byakuya frowned down at her, “Didn’t anyone ever teach you that it’s impolite to eavesdrop?”
One of the cans was pulled out of her grasp, zipping through the air into Byakuya’s hand as he popped open the tab, “Since you were kind enough to bring me a drink, I’ll let it slide. This time.”
The door shut in her face, she scowled at the wood surface. Okay, no drink for Leon, then, that’s too bad.
She knocked, fighting to the urge to roll her eyes at the sound of Byakuya’s overdramatic sigh of annoyance on the other side.
The door opened again, Byakuya frowned down at her, “What, Aoi?”
“Who are you talking to?”
He rolled his eyes, stepping back into the office for her to follow and gesturing to the cheap cellphone resting on the desk, “I just got off the phone with my father and Dr. Kirigiri.”
He flopped down in the old olive colored chair behind it, this family sure loved the color green, “I was asking them about the memory procedure they performed on us when we were children, I’m trying to find out anything that might help us with Makoto.”
“Oh,” Hina glanced around the room, stacks of dusty books that had been pulled off the shelves and arranged to make some steps by the front windows, probably Monokuma’s doing. “Did they… say anything helpful?”
“They mostly bickered.” Byakuya muttered, “Like an old married couple- it’s ridiculous. If Detective Ishimaru hadn’t been there to keep them on topic I don’t think I would’ve gotten any information.”
“Does that mean you got some information, then?” Hina tried, setting the other sodas down on the desk as well as she sat in one of the spare chairs in the room. She was getting sand all over the room, but who cares.
“I did.” He nodded, “They made it sound like it works in a very similar manner to these ‘codes’ they instilled in us.”
“Then it shouldn’t have even worked on Makoto, right?”
“Exactly.”
“But he didn’t remember anything from when we were kids-”
“Maybe he never wanted to.”
He leaned forward some, “He was made to be a better version of Junko, essentially. And if she was able to remember what they did to her, he should as well. Which leads me to believe that he’s….”
He paused, running a hand through his hair and glancing off to the side as he muttered, “I think Junko must be responsible for this, in some way.”
“Well, yeah.” Hina muttered in response, “She’s obviously responsible. What do you mean?”
Byakuya had a tendency to beat around the bush, Hina wasn’t very good at that. She needed people to go straight to the point with things, she liked knowing all the information so she could act on it.
“I think Makoto could remember, he just doesn’t want to. And I think she’s the reason.”
Hina frowned, trying to process what she was being told, “Okay… How?”
“Celestia told me that Makoto can completely block her powers if he wants.” he began explaining, “But he can also choose to let her in, he’s done so previously and as long as he didn’t resist she was able to use her powers normally. I would assume this would also be true of Junko’s powers, the codes, and… most other mental based things.”
“Okay.” Hina’s face scrunched in confusion, “So you think he’s just… letting Junko in? I thought we figured out she isn’t like, directly controlling him, though?”
“I don’t think she’s directly controlling him,” Byakuya shook his head, frowning down at the desk and seeming lost in thought, “I think he was overwhelmed by whatever this procedure was, and she was able to take advantage of this and get into his mind. She could do whatever she wanted to, then by the time he was able to fight back he’d have no reason to try.”
“So that just puts us back at square one, right?” Hina asked with a sigh, very little of this made sense, “We know Makoto can get himself out of this, we just don’t know how to make it happen.”
“I think it’s a step in the right direction.” He insisted, glancing back up at her, “There is… something I wanted to ask you, actually.”
“What?”
He waved a hand, closing the office door before he shifted in his seat. Hina fidgeted as well, but more from her growing sense of unease than anything.
“You were not… under Junko’s control at any point, right?” He asked quietly, she hesitantly nodded. “Have you noticed the others… behaving strangely?”
She hesitated, because she absolutely had noticed. It had taken awhile for it to really catch her attention, because while they were still in the school with the threat of everything going on of course everyone would be behaving weird. But once the threats had settled and they had a chance to calm down… things were still off. The others were still weird.
Leon’s was the most obvious, everyone was a little worried about him, right now. His eyes would go hollow sometimes- and he had been downright terrifying when they went to get Makoto back. But he wasn’t the only one.
Sayaka had been… pretty nervous for awhile, constantly checking on everyone, constantly worried she was being too loud. Hifumi was quiet- weirdly quiet. He watched everyone with a gaze that seemed too cold for how jovial he tended to be and she could swear she saw his face get blurry every now and then. Hiro’s powers were acting up- he was having way more ‘episodes’ then he normally would- and it looked like it was beginning to wear him down, he’d get migraines or nosebleeds at least once a day. Mondo’s protective instincts were cranked up to the max right now, and Kyoko…
Well, Kyoko had a lot going on right now…
Sakura was different, too. She was trying to hide it- and she was doing a damn good job- but her emotions were still a mess. She was almost… scared. Maybe scared was the wrong word, but hesitant. Sakura was never really… self conscious. She knew her size could be intimidating, and she was careful to make sure her strength didn’t get out of hand and hurt someone or break something, but it was different now.
‘You must think I’m a monster…’ Her words from before echoed in Hina’s mind, she could still feel the phantom pain around her throat, ‘You must hate me, don’t you, Hina?’
“Yeah.” She finally answered, realizing she had probably paused for too long. “Yeah, they have been.”
“I think so too.” Byakuya muttered, “And it’s concerning.”
“Well, sure.” Hina shrugged, “But I mean, it was like a traumatic event. It makes sense that they aren’t like… magically okay. What does that have to do with Makoto?”
“It shows how deep this influence can go.” Byakuya explained grimly, “It shows us that Junko can tap into their deepest insecurities and how much it can effect them. That doesn’t bode well for getting Makoto back.”
He paused, listening to the muffled sound of Taka and Mondo chuckling about something down the hall. “I’m not concerned about them being dangerous or anything like that, I think they can come back from this. But… I am concerned.”
“I am too.” Hina agreed softly, “I think they’re aware it’s a problem, at least. Sakura said she just doesn’t… feel the same anymore.”
Byakuya hummed, nodded a little as he took in this information, “I overheard Chihiro say something similar. Something about purpose. I think Junko sort of… reactivated all the ‘programming’ Hope’s Peak tried to force on us.”
“What does that mean for them then?” Hina asked worriedly, “That’s… That’s gonna go away, right?”
“I think so.” He nodded, “I… I hope so. Sayaka went through this before any of them, and those behaviors in her have faded over time. I think they just need time to recover.”
“So if this is all still… Hope’s Peak stuff in our brains,” Hina shifted again, “What do you think Junko is doing to keep Makoto listening to her? It can’t just be his old ‘purpose’ or whatever, because he can resist that, right?”
“I have no idea.” Byakuya muttered, “I can only think of one thing he mentioned, but I can’t see how Junko of all people would be able to use that.”
“What thing did he mention?” She frowned, he waved her off.
“I- I’m just thinking out loud, forget I said anything.” He muttered, rubbing his temples and sighing, “Where’s Kyoko?”
“Outside. With Makoto.”
“What?” He abruptly stood, startling Hina before she tried to calm him down.
“It’s fine! It’s fine! He’s having fun! I took him out to the beach.”
“He shouldn’t know where we are-“
“He’s fine.” Hina insisted, “He’s actually smiling and laughing, he even sorta remembered something again.”
Byakuya blinked, “Really?”
“Yeah. You and Kyoko both need to calm down.” She huffed, “He’s having a good time, it’s not a big deal.”
Realization seemed to strike him, he began walking towards the door, “I want to see him. I think this means my suspicion was right.”
“What was your suspicion exactly?” She asked again, narrowly avoiding getting knocked in the head with his drink as he pulled it through the air and back into his hand, “You still haven’t explained that.”
He paused, his empty hand hesitating over the doorknob. “Makoto… cares a lot about family. He considered us family.”
That didn’t clear anything up, but it made her heart ache in sympathy again, “Okay… so?”
“He said something, back when we first read his project file. He… was worried about everyone liking him, and he was worried about helping them. He is- right down to the very core of his being- a very caring person.”
“That’s… that’s true.” Hina agreed, still not really understanding, “What’s your point?”
“Caring people need someone to care about them, too.” Byakuya finally finished, turning to leave as something finally clicked for her.
Oh…
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“Today was amazing!” Makoto practically bounced as Hina led him back to his bedroom, his hair still damp from his shower. “What was the… what was the stuff we ate called again?”
“Ramen.” She answered with a smile, “Hiro got it from his mom when they went to town earlier.”
“I like ramen.” He flopped down on his mattress, “I wanna eat that again!”
“Well, we got a lot of it, so we can probably do that.” She chuckled, glancing at the open door behind her, Kyoko had gone to get ready for bed real quick, she asked Hina to wait with him till she was done. “Did you and Leon have fun playing baseball?”
He nodded, “Yeah! He said I did a good job, but I think he was lying.”
“Why do you think that?”
“I kept missing.” He laughed awkwardly, “I wasn’t really made for physical stuff, so that makes sense, but still I wasn’t good as him or Two- oh, I mean Hiro.”
“Games aren’t always about being good.” She shrugged, “They’re about having fun, right?”
Hypocrite. She almost scoffed at herself, You’re the most competitive person here, aside from Celeste, maybe.
“Fun, right.” He answered, “I’m still not used to… that. Doing things for no reason. It doesn’t really… make sense.”
She frowned, not appreciating the reminder of just how thoroughly Junko had messed up her friend’s brain.
“You can get used to it again, Makoto. It’s good to do things for fun, it gives your brain a break from stress and stuff.” She explained awkwardly, “Does that… make any sense at all?”
His smile faltered, shifting uncomfortably where he sat at the foot of the bed, “You keep calling me that.”
“What?”
“I’m not Makoto.” He muttered, his tone more serious than it had been all day. “Please, just call me Seven- you’re supposed to.”
That didn’t sit right with her, unease twisting it’s way into her guts as she hesitantly took a step closer.
“Why does it… bother you?” She asked in place of protesting, because she knew it wasn’t his fault- he just couldn’t understand right now. “Why don’t you like being called Makoto?”
“Because I’m not Makoto.” He insisted, “I know you all… think I am, but you’re just confused.”
“We aren’t the ones that are confused.” Hina protested before she thought better of it, “Listen, I…”
She paused, trying to calm herself down before her emotions got the better of her and sitting in the little wooden chair by the bed, “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t call you something that upsets you.”
“Thank you.” He muttered, seeming to relax a little, but the unfairness of this whole damn situation was eating away at her again. Her conversation with Byakuya circled in her mind, she found herself thinking about before. She thought about when Makoto had helped Sakura, and had been so gentle in assuring her that he was trying to help.
He had been so full of life before, seeing him so empty was killing her. She just wanted to help- she wanted her friend back.
“We just… we want to help you, you know that right?” She asked pleadingly, “I know you don’t remember anything from before, but… we want to help you be happy again. We care about you.”
Makoto’s expression darkened, he glared up her- and the expression was so foreign it made her jolt.
“You don’t care about me.” He muttered darkly, “You care about Makoto.”
She paused, it felt like the entire room had gotten colder suddenly, “Wh-what? What are you talking about?”
“You just want Makoto back.” He snapped suddenly, sitting up on his knees on the bed, “You don’t…”
He paused, seeming to realize he was getting worked up, “What if I’m not Makoto?”
She blinked, his sudden change in attitude catching her off guard, “What?”
He made a worried noise, slipping off the bed and pacing around the room for a moment, the anxiety in Hina’s chest only tightened when the pacing stopped.
“What if I’m… not Makoto? What if I’m not who you guys want me to be?”
“But-“ Hina hesitated, the raw look of hurt in his eyes stopping her from insisting that he was Makoto- even if that was true.
“Then we’d still love you.” She finally managed to speak again, “No matter who you decide to be, we’ll always care about you.”
He froze, his eyes scanning over her in a way that almost made her shiver.
“You’re lying.”
Her heartbeat quickened, the fact that they were alone the only coherent thought in her head as he suddenly took a step towards her.
“I-“ he stopped, a hand held out a little before he retracted it, “I don’t understand. I don’t understand anything…”
She stood as well, trying to think of some way to be of comfort when she noticed his hands shaking, “Hey, it’s… it’s okay.”
“It’s not.” He insisted with a crack in his voice, his teary eyes glanced back at the open door. “Some of you are afraid of me…”
“What?” She tried to hide her surprise at the comment, “Why would you think that?”
“I can feel it. I can tell when you talk to me.” He muttered, “I just don’t know why.”
She didn’t answer, following his gaze to the door and silently hoping someone would come through her and help her. She didn’t know what to do- Makoto had never acted like this before…
But this really… wasn’t Makoto, was it?
“You’re scared right now.” He turned back to her, “Why are you scared?”
“I- I’m not-“ she tried to protest, he reached out and took her hand.
Her head felt… fuzzy.
“Will you… tell me why you’re scared?” He asked weakly, tilting his head slightly, “Please?”
“Uh-uh,” she paused, trying to blink away the sudden dizziness, why was she scared?
“I guess I’m…” she paused, why did she feel like this? What were they even talking about? “I’m worried that things won’t go back to the way they were before.”
“What do you mean?”
“I miss… I miss who were before Junko changed you.” The words spilled out of her mouth before she had even fully thought of them, she couldn’t stop herself, “You’re different now… and I guess I’m scared we can’t bring you back.”
He paused, glancing back behind them and holding her hand a little tighter. “Tell me more. What did Junko do?”
“She… she wiped your memory or something? She’s trying to control you, you ruined all her plans before and she’s trying to make sure you can’t do that again.”
“I- I didn’t ruin any plans.” He muttered, “I wouldn’t do that. Did Makoto ruin her plans?”
“You… are Makoto.” She found a little bit of clarity again, pulling her hand away from his and holding the sides of her head as the room seemed to spin. “What- what just happened-“
He made a noise like a whimper, looking down at the floor for a moment.
“Junko was right…” he muttered sadly. The reality of the situation finally caught up to her again.
Makoto just used his powers on her.
She had to get out of here-
His hand was on the side of her head before she could blink, all the fear that had surged back into her mind disappearing like smoke.
“D- Don’t be scared. Don’t leave.” He whispered, his voice sounded panicked- why was he panicked? “I-I’m sorry- I know I shouldn’t be doing this outside of missions I just…”
He paused, Aoi felt… strangely calm.
“I- I can’t stay here… I have to go…” he muttered worriedly.
She tried to blink her way through whatever this was, her head felt… cloudy. Like when you disrupt sand at the bottom of a lake. Something beneath it that had been buried for so long slowly sifting back up to the surface-
“Okay. Okay… uh- Six. Can you do something for me?”
She nodded, of course she could.
“Okay… good. We, uh. I’m leaving. I need to go. Okay?”
“Okay…” she agreed mindlessly, trying to force herself to think through the growing haze in her mind, Seven’s other hand held her’s again.
“D-Don’t be scared or anything, okay? I want you to distract whoever is downstairs so I can slip out the back. Then you can… go back to doing whatever you want, okay?”
His hands hesitantly left her, she found herself unable to move for a moment, like her body was somehow… disconnected- or maybe her mind was? Nothing about this felt right-
Nothing… felt right…
“This feels wrong…” Seven seemed to echo her feelings under his breath, tear filled eyes staring back at her, “I- Why does this feel wrong? Isn’t this what I’m supposed to do?”
Whatever was happening came to a sudden stop, Makoto flinching at her gasp as the fog in her mind cleared and she snapped her gaze back up to look at him.
She took a step back, mind reeling and driven by instincts alone as she acted the only way she could think to-
She swung her fist.
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Sakura found herself staring in the mirror a lot more.
Not in a vain way- at least she hoped it wouldn’t come across as vanity- her face just… didn’t feel quite right anymore.
She couldn’t remember if she had always hated this scar on her face, or if that was new. She used to be proud of her scars… before everything. Now she feared they made her look too intimidating, maybe even scary.
Maybe like a monster.
She sighed, it wouldn’t do any good to dwell on this. She had busted two mirrors back at Hope’s Peak, and she assumed Byakuya wouldn’t appreciate her breaking anything in his house. She finished pulling her hair up- like she came in here to do in the first place- and walked back into the master bedroom to find it empty.
Where’s Hina? She frowned at the empty bedroom, I thought she would have come back downstairs by now… There was muffled laughter from the rest of the house, Hina might have gotten caught up talking to someone else. She sighed, stretching a little before trudging out the door herself. It was getting late, she was more than ready for bed now after helping clean the house and rearrange furniture all day. She was used to going to bed earlier, anyway, but her friends seemed to be night owls instead of early risers. Sacrifices must be made in order to socialize more.
There was still a crowd in the living room, Chihiro squatted behind the old dresser supporting the dust covered tv, working to untangle a bundle of wires to connect the tv to his laptop. Hiro was already asleep, half buried beneath the blanket of the kotatsu resting his head on a pillow. Sayaka and Leon sat cross legged facing each other on the antique sofa, she balanced an open bottle of nail polish on her thigh as she painted his nails- both apparently ignoring Byakuya’s warning that the sofa was his mother’s and was to be treated carefully.
Mondo had dragged one of the dining room chairs in, scraping sandpaper he had found against one of the wooden legs of the chair to remedy the wobbling Celeste had complained about throughout dinner. Taka stood nearby, a broom and dustpan already in hand to clean the mess Mondo didn’t seem to care about making once he was finished talking to Celeste. Hifumi was at the kotatsu as well, sketching something with a smug grin on his face while Toko shook her head and muttered something about proportions being unrealistic.
Byakuya and Kyoko were about a third of the way up the stairs, locked in a quiet discussion and casting a wary glance at her as she approached the base of the stairs. Monokuma had taken to hopping up and down the steps around them in an effort to be as annoying as possible.
But there was still no sign of Hina- or Makoto, for that matter.
“Alright!” Hifumi suddenly exclaimed, ignoring Toko’s annoyed groan and standing up with his sketch pad in hand, he stretched a hand through the stair’s railing to hold his drawing up for Byakuya to see.
“As I’m sure you’re aware, Mr. Togami, the wall behind you is severely lacking in any kind of decoration,” he adjusted his glasses, “I have a few sketches of suggestions for how we can remedy this-“
“Hifumi.” Byakuya turned, leaning over to glare down over the rim of his glasses, “If you’re about to show me a large breasted anime girl, I’m going to have Monokuma drag all your belongings out into the ocean.”
Monokuma snickered, hurrying over and swiping for the sketchbook as Hifumi hastily retreated his hand again, “Oh an eviction! Let me see! Let me see!”
“N-no that’s alright,” Hifumi quickly backpedaled, “I’ll think of something else!”
“Toss his stuff in the ocean anyway,” Leon chimed in, “Sounds funny.”
“Nobody is tossing anything in the ocean!” Taka snapped from across the room, a hand going to his hips, “That’s littering!”
“I s-say we skip the middle man and toss him in the ocean.” Toko suggested instead, “S-Sakura’s strong enough to do it.”
Hifumi scowled, “Nobody here has any appreciation for my art…” he muttered bitterly, before turning to where Sakura still lingered by the bottom of the stairs, “Besides, Miss Ogami would never do something like that to me! Er… right?”
Sakura chuckled, ignoring Leon’s pleading look for her to go along with this, “Of course I wouldn’t-“
She was cut off my an outcry from upstairs- someone yelping in pain and startling everyone out of their relaxation. Sakura bolted up the stairs, nearly tripping over Byakuya as the blonde scrambled out of her way.
It sounded like Makoto.
Kyoko managed to beat her to the top, the others’ footsteps pounding behind her as she followed the detective to the doorway and resisted the urge to shove past her into the room at what she saw.
Hina was standing in the middle of the room, eyes wide and terrified, one hand still partially raised and pink scrapes across her knuckles. Her eyes immediately found Sakura’s, and she stumbled past where Kyoko hurried into the room and clung to Sakura’s arm.
“I- He-“ She gasped out, burying her face in Sakura’s chest and letting herself be pulled closer as Sakura set to glaring around the rest room. She almost expected to find an intruder- Mukuro, an FF agent, anyone- something that would warranted whatever this commotion was.
But all she saw was Makoto slumped against the foot of the bed, tear filled eyes shining with shock and hurt as he held the side of his own face.
“She hit me…” he whimpered, his hand moving just enough as he pulled himself back to his feet to let Sakura see the swelling. “I- why would she hit me?”
Hina… hit Makoto?
Her confusion was short lived, because as Hina let out a shuddering breath against her the answer became abundantly clear.
Makoto must’ve done something to her.
“What did you do?” Sakura asked in a low voice, almost wincing herself at the way it sounded like a growl. She paused, trying to calm the surge of anger that had risen in her throat before she spoke again.
“Wh- what?” Makoto floundered, eyes glancing off to the side as Kyoko hesitated approach him. Kyoko was smart, she knew there was something else going on, as well.
“Aoi would not hit you for no reason.” Sakura continued with a deliberate gentleness, the sound of the others’ filling the doorway behind her only further agitating her nerves, “What happened?”
He didn’t answer, tears spilling over the edges of his eyes and his shoulders beginning to tremble. His gaze flicked between her’s and down to where she had wrapped her arms around Hina, something more like confusion flashing through his eyes before he finally broke down and cried.
Sakura felt Hina shudder slightly against her, keeping her eyes on Makoto for a moment longer as she bent down some to check on her.
“Are you alright?” She tried, as gentle as she could, “What’s going on?”
Hina finally pulled away, barely, just enough to look up at her with hazy eyes, “I’m uh… I’m kind of dizzy…” she whispered, and she certainly looked that way, Sakura made sure to keep a hand on her back to steady her as she continued.
“Makoto tried to…” she trailed off, but there was no reason for her to continue.
Anger burned against her throat.
“Taka,” Sakura turned to the group still cluttering the doorway, all of them too nervous or shocked to enter any further, “Please take Hina downstairs, I think she needs to lie down.”
“Wait-“ Hina latched onto her hand, “C- come with me-“
“I’ll be right there,” Sakura assured her, stepping aside so Byakuya could step past her into the room, “I promise. Let him make sure you’re okay.”
She tried to hold Hina gently, because if she wasn’t consciously careful she feared she might hurt her even more. She didn’t want to leave her alone- she wanted to go with her- to hold her hand and keep her safe and be of comfort….
But the tension in the room was so thick she could almost feel it as she moved one hand to push a stray from Hina’s face. She needed to deal with his first. She needed to know what happened. Exactly what happened.
Celeste laced her hand in Hina’s, leading her over to the door and giving Sakura an understanding look, “I’ll go, as well. Just to be absolutely sure.”
Sakura nodded, watching the two shuffle through the crowd with Taka before she turned back to the scene in front of her. Makoto’s eyes met her own, and he cowered.
“Y-you’re mad at me…” he whimpered again, scooting closer to Kyoko, “Are you going to hit me?”
She paused, the question catching her off guard and forcing her to unclench her fists, “No. I would never hurt you. Even if I’m upset, I am not going to hurt you.”
“I- I’m sorry.”
“That’s good.” She answered, carefully, scanning over him to discern if this was genuine or just a plea for pity, “I want to know why you did it.”
“Why I did… what?”
“Why did you try to control her?” Her voice came out like a growl again, she couldn’t help it. There were panicked murmurs behind her.
Makoto’s sorrow seemed to shift, something new muddling in with it as she took a step closer.
“B- Because I… I-“ his voice cracked, his expression scrunching up in an anger that looked so foreign on him, “Because this isn’t fair!”
His hand left his face, following his other hand to grab at the roots of his hair and tug roughly, “N- none of this- none of this makes any sense! What am I doing wrong? Why don’t any of you like me?”
Kyoko flinched slightly at the outburst, Byakuya’s hand brushing against her shoulder as Makoto’s breath hitched in a sob.
“I- I-“ he pulled away from Kyoko’s attempt to comfort him, “I don’t understand anything you guys talk about- I don’t know what I’m supposed to do! I don’t know what you want me to do! I-“
Sakura let out a shaky exhale, the anger in her faltering into pity at the sight of him like this. His arms went to wrap around himself, hugging himself so tight his fingernails dug into his skin. Nobody moved for what felt like ages, all eyes locked on where Makoto shook slightly, giving him space to calm down, although he didn’t seem capable of doing that right now.
His expression furrowed angrily again, he glared down at his shoes, “I don’t want to… make you do anything.” He muttered, speaking to no one in particular- or maybe all of them, “I just don’t know what to do. I don’t like it when you’re scared, or disappointed in me. I- I’m not trying to be broken- I promise I’m trying to be good- I-“
It looked like his nails were digging in too harshly now, on instinct alone Sakura reached out to pull his hands back. He flinched, squeezing his eyes shut and cowering down, guilt twisted in her chest.
“Hey,” She tried gently, squatting down to be eye level with him, “You are not broken, you’ve never been broken.”
Makoto frowned back at her, “Yes I am-“
“You are hurt,” She insisted quietly, “You’re hurting… sometimes people mess up when they’re hurting.”
“You’re still angry…” he muttered weakly, hand fidgeting in her own, she nodded.
“I am, but not at you.” She assured him, and she meant it… she hoped he could tell, somehow. “Who said you were broken?”
He didn’t answer, looking down at the floor again and trying to calm his tears. This was the most emotion he’d shown since… everything. There was some solace in that, she supposed.
“Aoi isn’t… I didn’t actually make her do anything.” Makoto finally spoke up, “I promise. I- It didn’t feel right when I did it, it felt wrong…”
Byakuya and Kyoko shared a glance, Sakura pretended not to notice as Makoto quietly continued.
“Will you tell her I’m sorry?”
Sakura nodded, slowly standing back up and giving Makoto’s hand one more squeeze before she finally let go. He sat down on the foot of the bed, staring remorsefully down at the floor and immediately reaching out for Kyoko when she got closer. Sakura turned towards the group in the doorway, all of them quickly backing away with worried murmurs about getting ready for bed or other things like that.
Sayaka leaned past her into the room as she walked by, a quick goodnight called to Makoto that was quickly echoed by Hiro, and eventually most of the others. Sakura continued her walk down the stairs, each of them creaking beneath her slow gait until a tap on her shoulder got her attention. She stopped, turning back to find Byakuya a few steps above her- almost eye level, for once.
“You handled that well.” He commented, a surprisingly thoughtful expression, “I think… As upsetting as that was, it may have been a great help.”
“How so?” She asked cautiously, not convinced to the point she’d bother getting her hopes up.
“I think I… have more of an understanding of what she’s done now.” Byakuya muttered, glancing back up the stairs, “It isn’t much, but I think I know where to begin.”
He walked past her down the stairs, ever so fond of being cryptic, leaving Sakura alone with her nerves. She stayed in place a moment more, listening to Hiro and Mondo mutter worriedly to each other upstairs before she finally forced herself to move again.
She went back to her room, and after a brief assurance from Celeste that Hina’s mind was certainly still her own, and Taka’s report that the migraine she was dealing with should hopefully fade by the morning, Sakura had turned off the lights and crawled into bed.
Hina rolled over to face her, the cold rag over her eyes for the headache she was fighting lifted up slightly to squint at her in the darkness.
“Sorry if I scared you.” She whispered, a clammy hand reaching out to rest in Sakura’s as she sighed.
“You didn’t scare me, I was just scared for you.”
“Same thing.”
“Hm…”
“What are we gonna do about this?” Hina asked, shifting closer.
“Whatever we can.” Sakura muttered in response, snaking her arms around the smaller girl and pulling her closer, “That’s all we can ever do.”
Chapter 31: Awkward Conversations and Torn Threads
Summary:
Toko runs around the house and gets some answers to her questions, Taka does laundry, someone leaves a door open.
Notes:
ALRIGHT it’s almost midnight where I am but technically this still went up on the right date! I have been very very busy all day but now that we’re nearing the end of this fic I want to do my best to update on time!
I am… very tired at the moment though so please forgive any typos, I promise I’ll go through and fix them.
Thank you for reading!! You guys rock.
Chapter Text
She was up before everyone else, as usual.
And she was bored…. As usual.
At least back Hope’s Peak there were things for her to do, weird old rooms to investigate, a whole library of books she could read, a pool she could debate getting in and deciding against in case Monokuma was actually evil and decided to slam the cover closed while she was underwater.
But here? Not as much in the way of entertainment. But she should be grateful, she reminded herself, Byakuya was extremely kind to be hosting them all like this….
Toko always knew he wasn’t as cruel as he pretended to be.
With a little hum of satisfaction at the reminder that her initial feelings were correct, she got up from where she’d sat cross legged on the floor for the last half hour.
Sharing a room with Celeste wasn’t horrible, it was certainly better than sharing with Sayaka’s constant peppiness or the two lovebirds downstairs, but she’d rather have her privacy. She was thinking about getting Sakura or someone to help move a bed or mat or something into one of the empty rooms downstairs, they weren’t being used for anything- she may as well grab one before Hiro decided to turn it into a yoga studio or some crap like that.
… and speaking of rooms-
She got to her feet, tiptoeing across the room and opening the door as quietly as she could. It probably wouldn’t matter too much if she did make noise, Celeste seemed to be a surprisingly sound sleeper. Which is like… weird, right? Shouldn’t an empath be like… more sensitive? Even if they are asleep?
Who cares.
She stepped out into the hall, pausing at the sound of faint speaking coming from downstairs, it seemed she wasn’t the only one up after all. It could be Chihiro again, he wandered aimlessly around like she did sometimes, or maybe Sakura getting up to go running on the beach like the exercise addicted psychopath she was. Who would willingly go running at the crack of dawn? What was wrong with some of these people?
She peered down the hall towards Makoto’s room, Monokuma standing guard outside of it. The bear gave her an enthusiastic wave, she rolled her eyes in response and hurried down the creaking stairs.
The voice was clearer as she reached the bottom of the steps, approaching the back door as quietly as she could and straining to hear what was being said outside.
“… The entire city?” That was Kyoko’s voice, clipped with worry. “What caused…”
There was a pause, the detective’s shadow passing by the screen as Toko flattened herself against the wall behind her.
“I see.” Was all she said in response to whatever news she’d received, “Please keep me updated on that… We are making progress here, just… slowly.”
“Yes, I understand that.” Her voice took on a more agitated edge, “I told you I don’t wish to discuss my personal feelings regarding the situation. I don’t care if you’re qualified to help, dad. I don’t want you to.”
The shadow paused on the other side of the door again, Toko had a feeling she’d overstayed her welcome. She sped away, zipping around the corner into the kitchen a second before she heard the door slide open and shut again.
She let herself relax, barely, now that threat of being caught had subsided. What did she mean when she said an entire city…?
“Toko.”
A new voice scared her half to death, a rather embarrassing yelp escaping her as she spun on her heel and found Byakuya standing in the doorway to the dining room. His expression was somewhere between confusion and annoyance, she considered this a step up from the usual.
“Why are sneaking around my house this early in the morning?”
“Uh- I- I wasn’t sneaking.” She protested, fidgeting with one of her braids, “I was just m-moving quickly, Th- that’s sorta my whole thing…”
He raised an eyebrow, apparently not concerned enough to continue questioning her as he moved from the doorway to the stove. She now noticed the old looking kettle resting on top, Byakuya clicked off the burner just as it began to hiss and a waved a hand to open the cabinets behind him.
She watched a cup and spoon float through the air in front of her- she didn’t think she’d ever fully get used to some of this stuff. Telepathy, super strength, precognitive visions… running fast was one thing- watching someone scream so loud it flips a car over is another mental hurdle entirely.
“Tea?” Byakuya’s question startled her out of her thoughts.
“Wh-what?”
“Tea.” Byakuya held the cup up, speaking in a slow and condescending tone, “Do you want some?”
“Oh, s-sure.” She nodded hesitantly, another cup came floating out of the cabinet, the door creaked shut on it’s own. “Thanks.”
He hummed in response, fully turning away from her now and leaving her awkwardly shifting on her feet in the kitchen. She heard the back door open and shut again, the sound of Kyoko’s footsteps fading up the stairs as she no doubt headed back to Makoto’s room. Toko was pretty sure she had slept in there last night- which was crazy, in her opinion.
She wasn’t sure she was comfortable being around him right now- and she couldn’t even really be affected by any of his weird mind stuff…
Probably, anyway.
Byakuya held his own cup, now set on a fancy little dish that she was sure originally belonged to his mother. Toko didn’t know too much about European aesthetics, but it matched the fancy french motifs Celeste had pointed out around the house.
It’s a wonder the Lolita loving lunatic hasn’t stolen those yet. She thought with a smirk, Byakuya pointed towards the other cup.
“There. Add whatever you want to it.” He walked back into the dining room, leaving her alone with the steaming cup.
She sighed, well aware she’d be officially moving into nuisance territory if she followed him…
But what else was she supposed to do in this stupid, boring house?
He didn’t look up at her as she entered the dining room and slid into a seat, his focus instead on Monokuma as the bear pushed a chair over towards the dining room’s large windows before he crawled up on them to peer outside.
He rolled his eyes, an annoyed sigh escaping him as Monokuma pulled the curtain back and let the morning light shine directly into the blonde’s eyes.
“Monokuma.” He grumbled, “How many times do I have to tell you, you don’t have to keep watch.”
“Someone has to.” The bear insisted, looking back at him and crossing his arms, “There’s no cameras around the house, I gotta check every vantage point I can!”
“No, you don’t.” Byakuya insisted, “Just go… go make your little fort or whatever in the office, you don’t need to keep obsessively checking all the windows.”
“It’s not obsessive! I haven’t even begun to act obsessive yet!” Monokuma snickered, “But you’re right, my new office could use some more work…”
He hopped down off the chair, pausing to pat Byakuya’s knee before he hurried from the room, “Smart little fella, I’ll make you a little place to sit in there, too! Just like old times!”
Byakuya frowned, another annoyed huff escaping him as Monokuma’s snickering receded down the hall.
“J-just like old times?” Toko asked hesitantly, Byakuya glanced over at her.
“It’s… not important. Don’t worry about it.” He grumbled, taking a long sip of his tea.
“I mean… M-Makoto already told me M-Monokuma used to work for y-you’re family.” She shrugged, sliding down in her seat a little, “I’m n-not trying to be nosy, it just sounds… cute.”
He glared, she tried to backpedal, “Just… the i-idea of you being a kid a-and hanging out with h-him. H-having a little bear best friend.”
There was an awkward pause, Byakuya clicked his tongue before he spoke again.
“My father instructed him to look after me. Keep me out of trouble.” He muttered, staring down at his teacup, “I’m not sure that counts as friendship. He was just following orders.”
Toko frowned, “E-either way, he seems to… like you.”
“He’s supposed to like me.”
“S-still, that’s a big deal. You’re a h-hard person to like.”
That got a smile out of him, barely, he tried to hide it behind the cup as he took another drink.
“I suppose I am…” he glanced away again, looking out the window Monokuma had left partially open, “You don’t have to sit in here with me, you can go read your little book or whatever. I’m sure someone else will be down to bother me, soon.”
“I- I finished the book last night.” She responded, curling her fingers around the ornate handle of her cup. “Hifumi’s borrowing m-my other one right now… I- I have nothing better to do.”
“Neither do I.” He sighed, “Was the book good?”
She nodded, finally taking a sip of her tea before responding, “Y-Yeah. I don’t think y-you’d like it, though.”
“You don’t know what I like.”
“It’s a r-r-romance book, Byakuya.”
He scrunched his nose at that, she resisted the urge to laugh at his expression. Their first real conversation (or more accurately: the first time she’d been able to talk to him without making a complete and utter fool of herself) had been about his distaste for romance in fiction, The conversation had eventually worked it’s way into the concept of romance itself, and the blonde had admitted that he had a growing suspicion he might be asexual.
Which effectively shattered Toko’s growing crush on him and ruined her whole week… well he had been poisoned and everything had gone to hell a few days later, so maybe that’s what ruined her week, actually. It didn’t matter now.
It had meant more to her at the time- once she got over her ruined fantasies, of course- that she was being trusted enough with such personal information. He had barely trusted her even then, but the revelation of Syo and her involvement in all his information gathering schemes had sort of forced them into a weird, mutual confidant style friendship.
… and it was nice having a close friend. She didn’t have those growing up.
“W- well I liked it.” She finally picked up the conversation again, “It was about a princess and her knight f-fighting through the ruins of an old kingdom. A-And the knight is dealing w-with her horrible past, and the p-princess helps her work through it. I- I thought the b-build up to the romance was very well done.”
“Mm,” Byakuya shrugged, “Sounds cheesy.”
“A-All you read are b-business reports.” She grumbled in response, “I- I’m a published author! I kn-know a good book when I read one.”
“Sure.” He pushed his now empty coffee cup aside, “Have you written anything since we were captured? I’m sure this whole situation could make an… interesting story.”
“This i-is too much for me to try and make sense of.” She huffed, “B-besides, I think Hifumi h-has dibs on this.”
Byakuya hummed in response, leaning on his hand and staring back out the window as she continued.
“Th-this house is sort of… interesting, though. I could maybe write about this.” She leaned back in her seat, “Ch-Chihiro said something about it l-looking haunted, that could be f-fun to write about a ghost-“
Byakuya stiffened, the porcelain cup seemed to clatter of it’s own accord. He quickly recovered, shrugging the action off like he was just moving to clean his glasses.
But Toko noticed, and she couldn’t stop herself from questioning it.
“Wh-what?”
“Nothing.”
“You… you looked k-kinda-“
“It’s nothing.” He insisted curtly, Monokuma poked his head back in.
“Oooooh did I hear someone say ghost? Did ya tell her about the-“
“Monokuma.” Byakuya turned to snap over his shoulder, “Go back to your stupid office-“
“Th-there’s a ghost?” Toko asked, scooting forward in her seat.
“No! Don’t encourage him.” Byakuya’s anger swiveled from Monokuma to her as the bear cackled.
“When he was a kid he thought he was haunted by-“
“I don’t want to talk about it!” Byakuya stood, the angry rise in his voice startling Toko as much as it startled Monokuma. Byakuya seemed to realize this, taking a deep breath and smoothing his hair back to try and compose himself. Monokuma awkwardly shifted on his feet.
“Hey now, I didn’t mean to upset you, little buddy.” The bear sheepishly apologized, scooting forward some to put a paw on Byakuya’s leg as he slumped back into the chair. “Nobody even really died! It’s not like…”
Byakuya glared down at him, the bear chuckled nervously, “Right, right. Sorry.”
He sighed, slumping forward and putting his head in his hands as Toko debated whether or not it would be more awkward to stick this out or to just bolt and avoid whatever was happening.
Byakuya straightened himself out again, letting out a long sigh before he finally looked back at her. There was a pause, Toko glancing anywhere but the two in front of her.
“I didn’t mean to yell.” He finally muttered, Toko shrugged.
“N-no big deal.” She frowned, “It’s n-n-none of my business, anyway.”
“No. It’s not.” He looked down to Monokuma, ruffling the bear’s fur a little too roughly, “It’s none of your business either.”
“Hey! Everything that happens to you kids is my business!” He argued, “You’re gonna have to talk about it eventually, I’ve already caught half the kids here trying to bust through the doors over there.”
Byakuya glanced over at her again, trying to gauge whether or not she was part of the half in question- and she absolutely was, Monokuma had caught her and Chihiro trying to pry the door open with her scissors yesterday evening- but maybe he wouldn’t be able to tell.
“… I suppose so.” He finally muttered, expression growing grim, “It isn’t… it doesn’t matter. It was years ago.”
“Wh-what was?” Toko finally made herself speak up again.
Byakuya hesitated, glancing at the locked doors across the room.
“It’s really not a big deal.” He muttered, “I got… upset, when I was younger…. And some people were hurt, because I wasn’t used to using my enhancement. I used to take medication to suppress it.”
“Th-that exists?”
He nodded, “After awhile, I stopped wanting to take them. That… that was a mistake.”
“H-how old were you?”
“Ten.” He huffed, “Ironic.”
There was a pause, both of them listening to some of the others shuffling through the living room, the back door opened and closed again.
Byakuya continued in a softer tone, “We had… a butler. We had several, actually, but mine…”
He cleared his throat, flicking a wrist and unlocking the door across the room with an ominous click!
“He was older, he was… very kind to me. He was around more than my parents, at times.” He sighed, a long drawn out one as he nervously drummed his fingers on the surface of the table.
It was almost unsettling, seeing him like this. Even when he was sick he wasn’t this hesitant.
“I was very angry at my mother for… something- I don’t even remember what at this point, but…” he paused, “She just kept reading the paper, she wouldn’t even look at me. I got upset, things were… moved. And-“
The doors opened, Toko peering in to find a room that had been…. Completely hollowed out.
Nothing seemed wrong with it, it looked like a room still under construction, nothing but dusty hardwood and unpainted sheetrock walls, the windows still boarded over by plywood. It was different than the rest of the house, sure, but it didn’t seem worth hiding.
“I trashed the place.” Byakuya continued grimly, stare unwavering from the empty room in front of him. “It shouldn’t have been a big deal, but I…”
“There used to be a grand piano in there.” Monokuma continued in his place, pulling himself up until he was in the blonde’s lap, Byakuya grimaced, “It ended up getting smashed against the wall, crushed a maid’s legs! She wasn’t able to walk again after that…”
“O-oh, my god…” Toko muttered quietly, turning away from the room to see the guilty expression marring Byakuya’s face.
“I hurt the butler, too.” Byakuya muttered after a moment, “Most of the windows broke, there was glass everywhere…”
He cleared his throat again, a hand moving to close both the doors again, she didn’t hear the lock click this time.
“My mother’s been afraid of me ever since. She… tried to hide it, for awhile. But she was always tense around me, eventually she moved to a separate house… and after that she moved back to France.” He chuckled darkly, “We haven’t even spoken on the phone in a little over a year, now.”
“That’s… a lot.” Toko finally responded, he shrugged.
“Like I said, it shouldn’t… it should not bother me as much as it does.” He tried to compose himself again. “I just don’t enjoy being here anymore. I don’t like thinking about how stupid I used to be.”
That struck a nerve with her, for some reason- maybe it was all the stupid pep talks Hina and Makoto were always trying to force on her. All that stupid ‘self affirmation stuff’…
She hated that it worked.
“You weren’t… y-you weren’t stupid.” She countered carefully, “You were a little kid, you didn’t know any better.”
He didn’t respond, seeming content to let them settle into uncomfortable silence again when she forced herself to continue.
“I- I’ve done some bad things too. You know that.” She glanced behind her, making sure no one had wandered into the kitchen, “I m-mean, I- Syo has actually… you know…”
“That’s different.” Byakuya argued, “That was all self defense.”
“It’s n-not that different, I think.” She awkwardly took another drink, “You didn’t really… have anyone teach you how to control your powers, did you?”
He stayed quiet, barely shaking his head in response as she continued.
“I don’t think you can really b-be blamed, at least n-not completely.” She shrugged, “I d-doubt most of us got the help we n-needed growing up.”
“How were your parents?” Monokuma asked with a curious head tilt, Byakuya slapped a hand over the bear’s mouth.
“M-my parents are dead.” Toko answered, Monokuma jolted, wrestling his mouth free.
“Oh! Bummer.” He looked back up at Byakuya, “How did I not know that? Why didn’t anyone tell me?”
“It’s fine.” She shrugged, getting up out of her seat, “Th-they weren’t… g-good people. I didn’t mind b-being alone.”
Not alone, really. She was never actually alone.
And she certainly had more than her fair share of a family now.
She took her cup back to the kitchen, Byakuya may have been comfortable enough to share some childhood traumas, but she certainly wasn’t in the mood to reciprocate. There was too much anyway, it would take too long, and the others were filing into the kitchen for breakfast.
“I don’t see why we gotta do this.” Leon was grumbling, slumping against the fridge doors and blocking Sayaka’s attempt to open them, “We both suck at cooking. Someone else should be on breakfast duty.”
“I’m a good cook!” she protested, trying to push him aside, “I used to cook for me and my dad all the time.”
“You only know how to make like two things.”
“And those two things are good! Now move!”
With an overdramatic groan Leon finally relented, bumping against Toko as she tried to put her cup in the sink and muttering out an apology. Chihiro hopped up on the counter, sitting cross legged and stifling a yawn.
“Sorry, I didn’t sleep well last night...” He pushed his hair out of his face, “Did anyone else hear Hiro talking in his sleep?”
“Yes.” Leon huffed, “We a share a room now, remember? It got so annoying I ended up going to Sayaka’s room.”
“I-Indecent.” Toko muttered under breath, Leon rolled his eyes.
“Oh, come on. Nothing happened, I just took Kyoko’s spot since she was with Makoto all night.” He sighed, “We gotta get Hiro on some meds or something, I don’t think I’ll be able to sleep if he keeps having full on conversations with himself every night.”
“That sounds kinda creepy.” Chihiro frowned, “Maybe Taka can help him out somehow?”
“What, like get him a prescription or something?”
“He’s not a pharmacist, Leon.”
“He’s close enough, yeah?”
“Good morning!” Hina bounced into the room, her cheerful morning attitude grating on Toko’s nerves as usual. It was eight in the morning, how could anyone be so happy at eight in the morning?
Sayaka smiled back, “You look like you’re feeling better.”
“I am, yeah.” Hina scratched at the back of her neck, “My head still kinda hurts, but the dizziness is gone.”
Chihiro and Leon shared a glance before Chihiro responded.
“Is there, um, anything… else?” He awkwardly asked, nervously steeping his fingers together.
Hina paused, “You mean… like you guys, right?” She paused, waiting for them to nod before she shook her head in response, “No, nothing like that. I think.”
Sakura entered next, the smell of salt water following her as she bent down to kiss Hina’s cheek. She kept a hand around the smaller girl’s shoulder as she glanced around the kitchen.
“Has anyone seen Kyoko this morning?” She asked, peering over their heads into the dining room to check there as well, “I needed to ask her something.”
“I- I saw her go upstairs earlier.” Toko answered, scooting out of the way as Sayaka moved to get a pan.
Chihiro nodded, “I think she was going to get Taka to check on her hands. I saw the two of them head towards his and Mondo’s room. She said we needed to talk about something important at breakfast.”
“We always gotta talk about something important…” Leon muttered.
Hiro waltzed into the room, stretching his arms back till there was a loud popping noise, “Good morning! How’d everyone sleep last night?”
Leon glared, opening his mouth to respond when Chihiro slapped a hand over his face.
“We slept fine!” He answered instead, ignoring the redhead’s sulking, “What about you?”
Hiro’s lazy smile faltered, his posture becoming an almost forced sorta casual.
“Slept real great. Reeeaaaally good.” He chuckled, “Had some uh… weird dreams, though.”
The entire kitchen seemed to pause, Sayaka was the one to break the silence.
“Normal weird or… the sort of weird we should worry about?”
“Good question.” Hiro leaned against the counter, purposefully avoiding eye contact with her as he spoke, “I dunno yet.”
There was another beat of silence, everyone glancing nervously at each other before he tried to intervene.
“I’m sure it’s fine, though, seriously! I have weird dreams all the time, they almost never mean anything.”
“Sure,” Hina rocked back and forth on her feet, “But still… can you maybe tell about it? So we don’t have to worry so much.”
Hiro shrugged, “Just… we were fighting something, and freaking out for some reason. And there was… uh, a hamster? I think?”
There was a shriek from the living room, followed by a loud slap and the sound of someone stomping towards them.
“No- stop it! Get that away from me!” Celeste snapped, shoving Hifumi into the kitchen and letting him stumble into the Sakura. “God- you’re like a toddler! How can you be so childish?”
The larger girl grabbed him by the shoulder to keep him standing, an eyebrow raised in confusion at the accusatory finger Celeste was pointing.
“Where did you even get something like that?” She demanded, Hifumi snickered.
“I’m sorry! I’m sorry- but it’s not every day you just find fake eyeballs! I had to do some sort of prank with them!” He held his hands up apologetically, a small blue box still grasped in one, Chihiro gasped.
“Hey!” He hopped down off the counter, hurrying to take the box and holding it against his chest protectively, “These are for Taka! You have to be careful with them!”
“Eeeeww his eyes are in there?” Leon stuck his tongue out, Toko elbowed him.
“Th-they’re not real eyes, idiot.” She muttered, resisting the urge to roll her own eyes, “They’re like… c-cameras or something. P-probably.”
“Right.” Chihiro affirmed, opening the box with a worried frown, “And I don’t want them to get smudged or cracked, he deserves to have both his eyes again…”
Hifumi looked mortified. “I didn’t even think of that! Oh geez, what if I’ve wrecked his eyes twice?! He’ll never forgive me, now…”
“They look fine.” Chihiro relaxed a fraction, “Where did you even find this box? I thought Taka put it with his stuff?”
“It was still with all the other supplies Hiro’s mom brought.” Hifumi shrugged, leaning forward along with the rest of the group to try and see inside, “I didn’t really get a good look before, can I see them again?”
“I wanna see too!” Hiro nodded, “Is there like wires and stuff stickin’ out? Are they squishy like human eyes?”
“This conversation is getting really gross.” Hina muttered, leaning forward to look in the box anyway.
Chihiro faltered under the sudden crowd around him, “I mean- they look just like the one he has now. It’s not a big-“
“What are you all doing?” Taka’s voice startled everyone, Chihiro quickly slipped the box behind his back and pushed it into Toko’s hands.
The eye currently still in his head seemed to flick between each of them before he spoke again.
“Kyoko said she had an important subject to bring up at breakfast- you shouldn’t just be standing around the kitchen.” He glanced towards the stove, where smoke wafted from whatever Sayaka had been attempting to cook that had long since been forgotten.
Oh, that’s what that burning smell was.
He hurried to deal with that, distracted by the rapid apologies from Sayaka and terrified yelp from Hiro as the ruined food set off the kitchen’s smoke detector. Toko seized the opportunity to speed out of the kitchen, unsure of why she of all people had to take the stupid box of eyeballs but hurrying up the stairs regardless.
Mondo hurried out of one of the upstairs bathrooms, makeup smudged against his eye as he leaned over the railing to try and see what the commotion was.
“What’s with the beeps?” He yelled over the noise, moving to meet Toko as she reached the top of the stairs, “Kyoko finally usin’ her powers again or something?”
“No, I’m not.” The detective rounded the corner and cut between them, her usual neutral expression hiding whether or not the comment bothered her. “Finish whatever you’re doing and come downstairs, we need to talk about something.”
She turned away from them, Toko let her make it halfway down the steps before she slapped Mondo’s arm.
“N-nice going, asshole.”
“Oh, what? I’m not allowed to ask questions now?”
“Not about something you know is still a problem!”
“Well I thought maybe it wasn’t-“
“Hi.” Makoto stepped out from around the corner, startling the two of them again and nearly causing Toko to drop what she was holding.
“What’s that noise?” He asked, hands covering his ears against the loud beeping still echoing around the house.
“Someone burned b-breakfast.” Toko explained with a huff, moving ahead to put the box in Chihiro’s room. She didn’t feel like explaining to Mondo why she needed to get into the couple’s room to set Taka’s new eyes down, Chihiro would probably be the one to do it anyway, it may as well go in there.
“What are you doing?” Makoto asked, following her into the room and lingering in the doorway. The beeping downstairs finally stopped, and he tentatively removed his hands before relaxing some.
“Just…. Putting this u-up for Chihiro.”
“What is it?”
“I-I dunno, who cares.” She tried to put an end to the conversation, she didn’t like to talking to Makoto now.
She knew that was horrible… but she couldn’t make herself feel differently. She was handling it better than Syo, though, at the every least.
Makoto didn’t leave, his eyes following her every move as she set the little box on Chihiro’s bed next to a notebook and pile of unorganized tools. She fidgeted under the attention, feeling like she was being studied by the almost calculating look in his eyes.
A frustrated groan escaped her, trying to cover up how unsettled she was by acting annoyed.
“Wh-what’s your problem? Why are you looking at m-me like that?”
“I just think you’re interesting.” He shrugged, tilting his head, “How fast are you again?”
Oh, that’s a bad question. She tensed, survival instincts flaring up, That is not the kinda question you want the guy who might be in cahoots with your enemy to ask.
She laughed nervously, teetering on the soles of her feet for a moment as she tried to find a way out of this.
“G-good question,” she adjusted her glasses, Makoto leaned against the doorframe.
“How about I-I just show you?”
She bolted, moving past him before he had even blinked and hurrying down the stairs. She was in the kitchen in an instant, stopping right beside Hifumi and causing the shape shifter to yelp in surprise.
“Good, everyone’s here now.” Kyoko ignored his outburst, tired eyes looking over the group as they shuffled around preparing breakfast.
“Makoto’s not here.” Hiro pointed out with a nervous hum, “Shouldn’t someone be keepin’ an eye on him?”
Byakuya cleared his throat from where he lingered in the dining room doorway, nodding in Monokuma’s direction as the bear saluted him and hurried off.
“Monokuma agreed to keep him occupied upstairs. I don’t think he necessarily needs to hear this.”
“What exactly is this?” Sakura questioned, Kyoko’s expression turned grim.
“I spoke with my father this morning. There was an attack in Tokyo last night, and the alleged perpetrators appeared to possess… supernatural abilities.”
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“Encased in ice? The entire building?”
That was what Kyoko had described earlier, but hearing it again did nothing to clear things up.
“I wouldn’t make something like that up, son.” Takaaki sounded tired- even more so than usual,“I’m not creative enough to come up with something so… asinine.”
“Asinine?” Taka almost chuckled, the humor of it strangled out by worry as he unfurled the towel he just folded. Too wrinkled, still, he needed to try again. “You sound like Byakuya.”
“Maybe I’ve just been spending too much time with his father.” Takaaki let out a frustrated sigh, “Those two are going to be the death of me.”
“They can’t be that bad…” Taka cast the phone he’d set on the dryer a glance, “Can they?”
“They’re unbearable. They’ve done nothing but argue and scream at each other anytime they’re in the same room… which is often.”
That’s true, their one bedroom apartment wasn’t exactly made for having guests stay over. Quite the opposite, actually, one of the reasons they lived there was because it was so unassuming and out of the way no one would look for them there…
That was the idea, anyway. Before everything.
“You’re ticking.” Takaaki pointed out, Taka paused mid fold and huffed.
“I am not.”
“I can hear it over the phone, son.”
“That’s just… static. Or something. I’m fine.”
“Are you cleaning something, too?”
Taka didn’t answer, scowling down at the towel in his hands and internally cursing his predictability. So what if he liked to clean when he was nervous? That was a normal response, and this house had plenty of things that needed to be taken care of, he had so much work to do-
“You need to slow down,” his dad’s tone turned more gentle, “Take a breath-“
“I don’t need to breathe.”
“Sure you do. It’ll help you relax.”
Taka rolled his eyes, doing as he was told anyway and releasing an audible breath before he frowned over at the phone again.
“There. I breathed.” He turned his attention back to the towel, folding it up and setting it next to the others. “No need to worry, see? I’m perfectly fi-“
The words caught in his throat, the phrase felt automatic and forced in a way that made him shudder.
He could hear the ticking now. It was getting loud.
“…Taka?”
He forced himself to mimic another breath, rolling his shoulders and clearing his throat before he finally responded.
“I’m sorry, I… I guess I am feeling a little stressed.” He admitted, leaning against the wall and abandoning his basket of clean towels for now. “I don’t know what’s wrong with me.”
“Nothing’s wrong with you.” Takaaki assured him, “You’re dealing with a lot-“
“I should be able to handle it.” He muttered bitterly, “I… I was made to handle these sorts of situations-“
“You aren’t made to do anything.” Takaaki insisted, Taka frowned down at his boots.
“You never made me do anything, that doesn’t mean I wasn’t created for a reason.” He huffed again, “They’re… everyone is struggling. Someone has to be stable, right now. I should be stable.”
‘You’re just a kid.” Taka glanced back up at the phone as his father continued, “You’re all just kids. It’s… understandable that none of you are handling this well.”
He paused, his angry glare once again fixating on the laundry waiting to be folded in front of him. He had to do something. He had to.
“I blame you for this.” He muttered dryly, picking up another towel and setting to folding it again. “I used to not be able to worry about things, I didn’t know what stress was.”
“You’re the one who wanted the upgrade, Taka.”
“You could’ve said no, I still had to listen to you, then.”
“And I hated that. So did you.” Takaaki’s voice turned grim, Taka’s grip around the towel tightened.
“Being afraid is part of being alive, kid.” There was a tired sigh on the other end of the phone. “You can’t always know how to handle every situation.”
“I know that.” Taka hated that his voice cracked, “I just… how am I supposed to help them? How am I supposed to…”
There was an uncomfortable silence, Taka made himself breathe again.
“I’m not doing this because I’m supposed to, you know.” He felt like he was mostly talking to himself now, to the little lines of code in his head that insisted otherwise. “I’m doing this because I care about them. That makes it even harder.”
He set the towel next to the others, picking up the last one and making a conscious effort to fold it slowly, he had nothing else to clean after this- nothing else to distract him.
“I finally have friends- I even have a boyfriend! It’s… it’s amazing. It’s like everything I wanted, and it’s everything I hoped it would be and…” he paused at the sound of fabric tearing, his grip had tightened and pulled the threads of the towel apart in the middle.
“And I am… so afraid I’ll lose it.”
Takaaki didn’t respond, Taka forced himself to continue anyway.
“I already came close to losing them…. And myself. We would all be dead- or worse- if it wasn’t for Makoto.” He paused, jaw tensing, “I fear I’ve lost him for good now.”
“He isn’t…. Remembering anything?” Takaaki struggled with his word choice, the detective mentioned more than once that the topics of superpowers and mind altering were something he was still struggling to grasp- even after all these years.
“There has been some improvement.” Taka nodded to himself, letting the ruined towel fall to the side and setting the folded ones back in the basket. “It’s a bit frustrating, he’ll seem to remember things one moment, and then insist that he doesn’t immediately after. I’ve tried everything I can think of to help him, but-“
“It sounds like he doesn’t want it.” his dad interrupted, Taka sighed.
“He doesn’t. I don’t know how to help someone who doesn’t want it.”
Takaaki hummed thoughtfully, Taka frowned at the sound of a lighter clicking on the other end of the call.
“That better not be what I think it is.”
“Have you accepted help, yet?” The change in subject caught him off guard, he abandoned the already prepared lecture in his mind and stumbled over his answer.
“I- I don’t… I don’t need any help.” He insisted, failing to keep the uncertainty out of his tone as an error message flashed across his vision to like it was trying to prove a point. “I’m alright, really.”
“Mm…” His father took a deep breath- if Taka could reach through the phone and smack that stupid cigarette out of his hand, he would. “So you got that Fujisaki kid to replace your eye, then?”
‘ERROR Report-‘
He dismissed the message again, apparently hesitating for too long and prompting Takaaki to continue.
“I told you, if you’re uncomfortable letting your friend do it, I can try to track Iidabashi down again-“
“That… will not be necessary. Please don’t bother him about something like this.” Taka was quick to insist, he was sure the robotics expert was busy, anyway. Some of those attacks in the cities must’ve affected his work. “Chihiro can handle it- he’s very good at this sort of thing.”
“Then why won’t you let him?”
I don’t want to leave myself vulnerable again-
“I don’t… want to be a burden on anyone.” He muttered instead, not a total lie, “There’s too much to do right now, anyway. I have to-“
“You know how you always said you wanted a big family?”
Another change in subject, Taka could only bring himself to nod as his dad continued, “Do you know what a family is supposed to do for each other?”
When he was younger, hidden away from the world with a mind that hadn’t quite caught up with his body yet, his only view of ‘normal’ life was in tv. Wholesome sitcoms and other cheesy things like that where everyone was happy, everyone was there for each other, and every one did their best to help out. Even if it was hard, and even if they messed up sometimes, they were still people doing their best.
… It had been upsetting to learn reality was rarely like that. He wanted to fix that, somehow.
Maybe one day.
“When you love someone, in whatever way you do- familial, platonic, romantic, whatever.” Takaaki’s gruff voice pulled him from his thoughts, “Caring for them and being cared for shouldn’t be a burden. You’re there for the people you love, when you can be, and they’ll be there for you too.”
Taka was quiet, one of the few moments in his life when he was at a loss for what to say, Takaaki chuckled on the other end of the phone.
“I know that’s probably… cliche sounding, but-“
“No, I appreciated it!” Taka insisted, it was rare for his dad to speak from the heart in such a way, years of misfortune had left him… jaded, to say the least. “You are… you’re right. I know you are.”
Heartbeats Detected-
“Ah, I think someone’s coming.” Taka muttered, hearing the muffled sound of Mondo’s laugh on the other side of the door. “I better let you go.”
“Alright.” Takaaki sighed, “Tell your delinquent boyfriend I said hello.”
“He is not a delinquent- and I will, thank you. Please stay safe.”
“Love you, son.”
“I love you too.” Taka smiled down at the phone in his hand, the door across the room opened, “I’ll call you again tomorrow, bye.”
Mondo entered the laundry room, glancing around the space with a puzzled expression before his gaze settled on Taka. Makoto peeked his head in behind him, hesitating in the doorway.
“Got a whole room just for washin’ clothes and shit?” Mondo muttered, picking up the basket at Taka’s feet before he could grab it himself. “Seems like kind of a waste, yeah? You can just shove those machines anywhere.”
“Well, when you have so many rooms to spare, I suppose you have to get creative with how you fill them.” Taka smiled back, noting how Mondo’s eyes drifted down to the torn towel on the floor and silently hoping his boyfriend wouldn’t think much of it.
“Yer workin’ too much.” Mondo muttered, kicking at the towel with his feet. “Ya washed everyone’s sheets this morning, ya washed all the dishes, now yer doing this.”
“I’m just trying to be helpful-“
“Yer tryna to stay busy. I know you.” Mondo bumped their shoulders together, “You ought to take it easy the rest a’ the day. Right, kiddo?”
He looked back to Makoto as he said the last part, where the smaller teen had taken to investigating the nearly empty shelf by the door. Makoto nodded.
“We’re ‘taking it easy’ today.” He agreed, before pointing to the dark bruise on his cheek, “Mondo put meat on my face.”
“Don’t just… say that. Sounds fuckin’ weird.” Mondo chuckled, “We didn’t have ice packs, so I used that pack of meat Hifumi picked up the other day. Showed him how Daiya used to patch himself up after fights.”
It was refreshing to hear Mondo mention his brother without the guilt lacing his words. The usual sting to them replaced by a sense of nostalgia- it meant he was healing, slowly. Taka couldn’t be happier for him.
“Daiya is Mondo’s brother.” Makoto explained, Taka smiled sympathetically.
“Yes, he’s told me.”
“Do you have a brother?” Makoto asked, tilting his head curiously. Taka shook his head.
“No, I’m an only child.” He answered, something suddenly occurring to him, “Do you have any siblings?”
“Oh, uh… no.” Makoto frowned, glancing off to the side. “Junko said I’m basically her little brother. But not really.”
“I see.” Taka frowned, he supposed he shouldn’t expect Makoto to remember his actual sister so easily. “You and I have that in common, then.”
Makoto eyed him up and done, some emotion Taka couldn’t quite place crossing his features before he answered.
“Sure.”
… why did he feel so anxious all of a sudden?
“Chi wanted to talk to ya.” Mondo gave him another nudge, glancing from him to Makoto to let him know he picked up on whatever that odd feeling was, as well. “Wanted to ask ya about those repairs.”
“Oh.”
“If ya ain’t feelin’ up to it, I can tell him-“
“No,” Taka shook his head, forcing himself to take a breath he didn’t need, “I really should just get this over with.”
“I can stay in there with ya.” Mondo offered, “I know yer still a little antsy about this…”
“I’ll go too.” Makoto offered, “I want to see how Chihiro fixes your face.”
“That’s… really quite alright.” Taka insisted nervously. He didn’t like the idea of Makoto being around Chihiro when this was happening. Not that… not that anything would happen- everything was going to be fine. It was fine.
“You two should keep, ah… taking it easy.” He tried to smile, ignoring the nervous way Mondo eyed him, “I’ll come join you when I’m done with Chihiro.”
“Ya sure, man?” Mondo asked, adjusting the basket to rest on his hip so his other hand could brush against Taka’s, “You don’t gotta deal with this by yourself, Chi will understand if you need more time.”
Taka frowned, lacing his pinky finger with Mondo’s as he thought. He wasn’t sure time was really going to fix this, the more time he had to think about it the more nervous about everything he got. The more he focused on what happened. The more he worried about what could happen again.
The more he thought about Chihiro forcing that stupid smile onto his face while he-
“No. I want to do this now.” He finally sighed, “Where is Chihiro?”
“His room.” Mondo nodded vaguely towards the rest of the house, “Got everything spread out on his bed.”
There was a pause, Mondo sighed and finally grabbed Taka’s hand completely, “Let me know if ya need anything, okay? Me and the kid are gonna go hang out on the beach with Hiro.”
Good. Taka didn’t want Mondo being alone with Makoto either. Not after what happened last night.
“That sounds nice.” He turned his attention to where Makoto was staring with a puzzled expression at Mondo, “I hope the two of you have fun.”
I sure won’t be having any.
“He calls me ‘kid’ as a nickname.” Makoto explained again, he seemed fond of making sure everyone was in the loop. “He says he has nicknames for almost everyone.”
“Oh, he does.” Taka chuckled in agreement, squeezing Mondo’s hand a little, “I think it’s very sweet.”
“Come on, now.” Mondo huffed, “Yer making me sound like a sap.”
“You are a sap.” Taka insisted, Makoto’ eyes drifted down to their hands.
“You two seem… very close.” He commented, Mondo stiffened beside Taka.
“Uh, yeah. We are.” Mondo answered, his smile a forced sort of casual, “Why’re you scrunching yer face up like that, buddy?”
Makoto’s expression relaxed, the frustrated look giving way to more confusion as he glanced between them.
“You two like each other the way Sakura and Aoi like each other.” He noted, mostly to himself, “It feels very… unique. It must be nice.”
Taka and Mondo exchanged a wary look, Mondo’s smile turning a more obvious kind of nervous as he nodded.
“It’s very nice.” Taka answered instead, the awkwardness of the situation grating his already shot nerves, “Is there… any particular reason you bring this up?”
Makoto was quiet, looking between the two of them before he finally just shrugged.
“I like… learning things. It helps things make sense.”
“I see.”
They shifted in uncomfortable silence, neither of them sure how to handle this… new Makoto, still. He hated thinking of him as that, but… this really was a totally different person. Mondo had stopped referring to him as ‘Makoto’ completely after last night, not quite comfortable to call him ‘Seven’, but racking his brain for any nickname or placeholder he could think of instead. Taka couldn’t quite bring himself to acknowledge how drastic the change was. Some desperate, stubborn part of him insisting that if he just worked a little harder to figure this out he could help his friend remember who he used to be. He could help him get back to being… whoever it was he wanted to be. This change shouldn’t bother him as much as it did, after all he came from a somewhat similar situation.
His changes were made with his consent, though.
“Alright.” He finally nodded, “I’ll go see Chihiro. You two have fun outside.”
He gave Mondo one last look, squeezing his hand one more time before he took back the basket of towels, “Here, I’ll take those. You… be careful, alright?”
“Sure thing, babe.” Mondo winked, “I’m always careful.”
“I cannot believe you would lie to my face like that.”
“I mean I’m kinda careful.” Mondo protested with a chuckle, looking past him to try and involve Makoto again, “I’m super careful, aren’t I, kiddo?”
Makoto looked between the two of them again, hesitantly shaking his head.
“You accidentally banged your head into the open fridge door earlier.”
“Way to sell me out, bro.” Mondo sighed, “Alright, lemme know if ya need anything, Taks.”
Taka nodded, trying to give his best reassuring smile as he followed them out into the house and watched them leave out the back door. He paused in the living room, eyes flicking around the room and finally settling on the burnt out bulbs in the chandelier.
I should probably fix that. His fingers curled around the handle of the basket, Chihiro can wait a little longer-
“You’re being a coward~” an irritating voice sang behind him, he turned to find Monokuma had snuck up on him. He could normally hear the bear coming, his hearing hadn’t been right since the… hammer incident, either.
“I am not.”
“Ya know for a guy who just loves to yell about how he’s a ‘real boy’ and can make his own decisions,” Monokuma pushed at the back of his legs, “You sure seem to be waffling with this one.”
“Wha… waffling? What does that even mean?”
“Would you just get upstairs and let that little nerd fix you up?” Monokuma pushed a little harsher, “I’m tired of seeing you all busted, I want you in tip top shape again!”
“I am going, I just…” Taka took a hesitant step forward and stopped, “Chihiro will probably need to… shut me down for this. I’m not sure I’m comfortable with that.”
“Huh.” Monokuma scratched at his chin, “Well that’s a dumb reason. I mean it’s gotta happen, right?”
“Well, yes. But-“
“Is this because of the whole kidnapping and reprogramming you thing we did?” The bear tilted his head, Taka scowled.
“That is certainly part of it, yes.” He muttered bitterly, “But Chihiro- I mean, not actually Chihiro, but… It isn’t important, you’re right. I should just get this over with.”
He set the basket down on the kotatsu, giving Monokuma a small smile, “I think it’s sweet of you to worry about me.”
Monokuma stiffened, letting out an annoyed huff and shifting on his feet, “Don’t get any ideas now- I don’t really care or anything. I just need my assistant fully functioning again so we can get this house up to my usual safety standards.”
“Since when am I your assistant?” He scoffed as he began to make his way up the stairs and watched the bear stomp a foot.
“Since you told Seven you were an only child!” Monokuma pointed a paw at him, “Now you’re demoted! No more doting on you like the sweet older brother I’ve been trying to be!”
“You were eavesdropping?”
“Of course I was! Now get up there!”
Chihiro was leaning nervously out his door to try and see what all the yelling was about, his gaze softening as he noticed Taka approaching.
“Oh, good. I was worried Mondo left without telling you, um…” he awkwardly stepped back into the room, gesturing to the bed covered in his scattered assortment of tools and Chihiro’s laptop. “So… have a seat, I guess.”
“Right…” he finally muttered, walking forward and forcing himself to seem casual. Not that it would matter, if his literal nervous tick was as obvious as Mondo and his father always made it out to be, then Chihiro would already know he was uncomfortable.
Uncomfortable wasn’t the right word, he was terrified.
And he shouldn’t be, darn it. Chihiro was his friend.
He sat at the foot of the bed, glancing down to the little open box he had received on their trip to meet Hiro’s mom in town. He had left it downstairs with the other supplies- out of sight, out of mind- so determined to not deal with this that he was willing to leave his actual, literal eyeballs just sitting next to a case of instant ramen. Highly unprofessional.
“Okay, so uh…” Chihiro closed the door, glancing back and seeming to gauge Taka’s reaction before he approached, “If you’re ready- I want to do a diagnostic report, just to make sure I know everything that needs to be fixed, and then uh…”
He paused, pushing his bangs out of the way and glancing anywhere but back at Taka.
“Chihiro.” Taka spoke instead, “It’s alright, I understand.”
“I just don’t want to make you uncomfortable.”
We are well past that, now. “I know, Chihiro.” He tried to smile, be of some encouragement, “I trust you. I don’t think you’ll hurt me.”
Chihiro fidgeted, reaching for the box and tentatively holding the new eye by one of the thicker wires protruding from it, “I’ll need to remove part of your face for this. I’m… I’m probably gonna have to shut you down.”
“Stop resisting.” He couldn’t stop himself from thinking back to when Chihiro had forced him to pry open the fourth floor gates. “You’re more trouble than you’re worth. If you’re going to act like this I’ll just shut the AI script down-“
“Hey.” Chihiro’s hand was on his shoulder, he jolted, “I- It’s okay. Nothing has to happen today if you aren’t comfortable with it.”
“No.” He insisted, shaking his head and forcing himself to ignore how close Chihiro’s hand was to the port on his chest- how close he was to ripping Taka’s heart right out of his chest again.
“No?”
“No. I want to do this now.” He forced himself to take another breath, Chihiro seemed to mimic the action. “Why don’t you… just go ahead and shut me down, so I’ll stop fidgeting.”
Chihiro frowned, “I don’t want to do that unless I have to-“
“It would be quicker if you did, I’ll be alright.” Taka insisted, trying to force his way through this before his nerves got the better of him and he gave into the urge to run out of the room. “I think I’ll be too… restless if I’m awake during this.”
Chihiro hesitated, looking back down at the eye still in his other hand. Taka reached out to hold the hand still resting on his shoulder.
“I’ll be alright.” He assured him, ignoring the internal monologue that insisted he wasn’t.
This was his friend- this was someone he trusted with his life. This was someone who would never hurt him of his own free will.
This was going to be fine. They were both going to be fine.
“Okay.” Chihiro finally muttered back, “If you’re absolutely sure.”
Taka started to nod, Chihiro held a finger up to stop him.
“Think about it. Be really sure.”
He chuckled at the reaction, some of the unease tangled in his chest loosening finally.
“Absolutely certain.” He nodded, and for this time in this entire conversation he actually sort of meant it. “I’ll… see you in a little while. Wake me up if you need anything.”
“Okay…” Chihiro nodded, his hand going to the minuscule button hidden back behind Taka’s ear. “Enjoy your nap...”
-System Shut Down In Progress-
———————————————————
Administrative Command: EMERGENCY START UP
-System Report Nominal
-73% Charged
Start Up Sequence Initiated
Taka abruptly opened his eyes- both of them, thanks Chihiro- met with the plain white ceiling of his bedroom. Mondo snored beside him, his legs tangled up in Taka’s and his hair obscuring his face. He moved one of his arms, feeling the grit of sand against them and frowning. He knew Mondo had lied before they went to bed about showering. He didn’t have the evidence or patience to back it up at the time- but he could tell Mondo hadn’t actually done anything other than wash his hair in the sink before he flopped into bed.
He was getting off topic- why was he awake?
Everything seemed… normal? Mondo’s breathing was normal, his heart rate was normal. He could detect Leon’s and Hiro’s in the room next to them, both of them beating well below the parameters where Taka would normally be concerned.
Administrative Message- Action Required
He sat up in bed with a jolt of panic. Of course Monokuma was the reason he was awake, he had left the bear to look after Makoto for the night and told him to send a message in case anything happened.
He tried to maneuver his way out of the bed, Mondo groaned in protest, opening bleary eyes and lifting his head up as Taka pulled away from him to stand.
“Wh… where ya goin’?” He slurred out, a hand reaching for Taka’s as he unplugged the charger from his neck and set it back on the bedside table. “Everythin’ okay?”
“I’m not sure. Monokuma sent me an alert. I need to go check on Makoto.” He muttered in return, pausing a moment to smooth Mondo’s hair back. “Go back to sleep. I’ll be alright.”
“Nah…” Mondo forced himself to sit up, tossing the blankets aside and getting up as well, “Let me come with ya, just in case he’s freakin’ out or something.”
Taka frowned, a little worried about the consequences of Mondo being there if Makoto really was freaking out. But he didn’t protest, he simply let Mondo blindly take his hand as he hurried out of the bedroom towards the other end of the house.
He opened the message from Monokuma, letting the text scroll through the bottom of his vision as he made his way towards Makoto’s door-
Makoto’s… open… door.
“Why is his door open?” Taka muttered, mostly to himself. With a growing sense of dread he actually focused on the message.
‘Listen, I know this is short notice and I know you’re gonna freak out.
I gotta go- it’s my job to keep these kids outta trouble and Seven is hellbent on walking straight into it. I’ll be out of range soon. Get that annoying little laptop friend running again and try to track me down while you still can. I left something important with Ten.
Take good care of him, okay? That’s an order. I know this is gonna be hard for him.’
“I… what-“ Taka felt a rush of nervous energy surge through him, Mondo’s grip around his arm tightened as the biker seemed to catch on.
“What’s wrong? What’s going on?” He asked worriedly, following Taka’s gaze to the broken doors and tensing.
Elevated Heart Rate Detected-
“Where’s Makoto?”
There was a strangled cry downstairs, so quiet Taka probably wouldn’t have noticed if Chihiro hadn’t repaired him earlier. He bolted down the stairs on instinct alone, leaving Mondo hurrying after him as he ran through the living room and found Byakuya trembling by the open front door.
He was startled by Taka’s arrival, panic filled eyes that looked on the verge of tears glancing back at him over his shoulder as he kept a hand clasped over his mouth. His glasses were gone, his hair a mess, looking dazed and frightened like a cornered animal.
“I-“ the blonde began, the sound died in his throat as he squeezed his eyes shut, “I don’t know what I did- I-“
Taka’s mind automatically scrolled through the list of symptoms for a panic attack, trying to approach Byakuya gently as he displayed every single one of them.
“I was upstairs…” Byakuya muttered out, the paintings on the wall shaking slightly as he curled in on himself, “I-“
Taka could feel the pressure building in the air around them as he got closer, Mondo lingering at the end of the hall to stop Sakura as she hurried from her room to see what the commotion was.
“Byakuya,” Taka tried, careful not to sound too gentle- he couldn’t risk setting him off any more, “I need you to try and take a breath-“
“No!” Byakuya snapped, the open door behind rattling back against the wall and making him flinch. “I- I can’t remember what happened- I don’t know where they went!”
Taka froze, staring past Byakuya out into the darkness beyond the front steps. Fear shooting through him like lightning as the reality of the situation hit him.
Contact System Administration-
-ERROR-
“Where who went?” Mondo asked, finally taking a step forward as Byakuya’s breath hitched again. Taka turned to answer for him, letting Byakuya grab the hand he offered and squeeze it so tight it actually set off an alert in his mind.
“Makoto and Monokuma…” he answered grimly, “They’re both gone.”
Chapter 32: You Already Made a Choice
Summary:
The same day is told from a new perspective. Someone has a choice to make.
Notes:
This past week SUCKED hardcore but by golly we getting through it, gang. Thanks for reading! I appreciate you guys.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Seven was a lot smarter than they gave him credit for.
There were many things he didn’t understand, many things he hadn’t learned about yet, but that didn’t mean he didn’t know what was going on. That didn’t mean he didn’t know them almost as well as they knew themselves.
…
He didn’t know them the way they wanted him to, though.
With an angry huff, he finally stopped pacing back and forth along the rug in his room and sat down at the foot of his bed. Alter Ego made a worried noise from where their laptop sat on the bookshelf nearby.
That doesn’t matter, though. Junko said she was going to fix things- and Junko’s always right… right?
He frowned at his own thoughts, a weird sense of unease crawling up his spine.
Right.
But things wouldn’t get fixed if everyone else was still afraid of her- and of him, for that matter- so he knew what he had to do.
If he could just get everyone together again he was sure things would be okay.
He wasn’t sure when this thought originally crossed his mind- maybe when the others had first decided to leave the school, maybe out on the beach, maybe the other night when he had that weird foggy dream about everyone standing in the locker room together-
… what was a locker room?
The point is- he had a plan. It was exciting to have a plan, he had never really made one before, at least not a big one. He knew he should run these things by Junko first, but she was too far away to reach out to him right now, and he still wasn’t really able to figure out how to connect to anyone without touching them. But he could feel her, barely, he knew how much she wanted him back.
He could also feel how… angry she was that he was gone- but that was okay. She’d feel better once he was back, he was sure of it.
Step one would be getting away from here… wherever here was. Nobody would tell him where they were, or even how close to the school they were, and Seven didn’t exactly have the life experience to try and piece their location together on his own.
Hina said they were at the beach… but she also said there were beaches all over the world…
That did not help narrow things down.
“Whatcha thinking about?” Alter Ego finally spoke up, Seven turned to find a worried smile etched on their face. “Everything okay?”
He nodded, trying to think of the best way to go about this so Alter Ego wouldn’t tell Kyoko they were worried about him again. Kyoko was worried enough already- he didn’t like to see her upset.
He wasn’t really sure why, though.
“I’m just thinking.”
“About…?”
“Um,” he paused, “The beach.”
“Oh.” Alter Ego tilted their head, “What about the beach, exactly?”
Seven shrugged, an action Mukuro taught him to do that was very handy, “I want to, um, go back out there. Hina was telling me stuff about it yesterday, it sounded… neat.”
Alter Ego grinned, “Beaches are very cool, yes. If you want- I can show you some slideshows with a lot of cool information about how beaches and coastlines are formed-“
“Can you tell me about the specific beach that we’re on?” He tried, Alter Ego’s expression soured.
“I know what you’re trying to do-“
The door opened, Kyoko entering the room and giving him a small smile. Her hands were wrapped in something new, he noticed, something thinner than before that showed glimpses of dark colored scarring beneath. He wished she’d tell him what happened.
“Hi, Kyoko.” He smiled, because she seemed to like it when he did that, “Did you take care of your ‘important thing?’ ”
“I did.” She flexed the fingers on of her hands, “I also got Taka to help me with my hands again. What are you two up to?”
Seven opened his mouth to respond, Alter Ego beat him to it, “Makoto has questions about the beach!”
Not Makoto. He was not Makoto why didn’t they understand that-
“This beach.” Alter Ego added, their smile a little too forced, “Specifically.”
“I see.” Kyoko sighed, moving to sit next to him on the bed. He scooted over some to give her room.
“You still want to know where we are?” She asked, though it sounded like she already knew the answer, he nodded. “Why do you want to know so badly?”
“I…” he paused, wanting things was still new for him- and he knew he needed to be careful about how much he let the others know, he didn’t want them to get mad at him like last night. “I want to make sure we’re okay.”
“Can I ask what you mean by ‘okay?’”
“Um,” another pause, his mind struggling for answers, “I mean safe, I think. I want us to be safe. Isn’t the world really bad right now?”
Kyoko seemed to think for a moment as well, “It is. There’s a lot of things going on that we… don’t understand yet. And there are bad people out in the world hurting others for selfish reasons.”
She put one of her hands on his, he didn’t move.
“But I promise you, we’re safe here.” She assured him, he frowned.
“How do you know that?”
“Well, I’m not quite sure how to explain it.” She sighed, that familiar tiredness in her eyes, “I’ve investigated things, I’ve observed our surroundings, and come to the conclusion that we’re safe from… those who want to hurt us.”
“People want to hurt us?” He asked, worry creeping it’s way into his tone, she patted his hand.
“But, again, we’re safe from that here. Okay?” She assured him, “I’m sorry I can’t tell you more right now, I’ll just need you to trust me.”
He didn’t respond, he wasn’t really sure how to. He did trust Kyoko, even if she was confused right now. She was so smart, and she seemed to really care about him. He wished he understood why.
“Kyoko, can I ask you something?” He finally made himself speak up again.
“Of course.”
“Do you trust me?”he hesitantly asked, she blinked in surprise.
“Why would you ask that?”
“Well, nobody else does.” He muttered, “Everyone else is just… nervous around me. You don’t feel nervous, though.”
“You can tell what I’m feeling?” She raised an eyebrow, he shook his head.
“Only a little bit. I’m not… trying to look.” He turned his hand over underneath hers, slowly lacing their fingers together like she did last night. She was warm. “You just feel sad. I don’t know why you’re sad.”
Now it was her turn to be quiet, looking away while Seven resisted the instinct to pry into her mind and see what she was thinking about. Sakura made it very clear last night that was not something they were supposed to do to each other. Maybe that was something only Junko was allowed to do, she never mentioned anything about that.
Celeste always asked before she looked at his feelings, maybe he was supposed to ask first?
This was all very confusing.
“I just miss you.” Kyoko finally spoke again, her fingers twitching slightly against his. He frowned.
“Why? I’m right here.”
Her expression soured slightly, she pulled her hand away from his- for some reason his heart twisted with guilt.
“Uh-“ he stuttered as she stood up, “K-Kyoko, I-“
A loud noise suddenly rang through the air, the rest of his thought died in his throat as he moved to cover his ears. Was that an alarm? What was going on? He knew this place wasn’t as safe as the school-
“Hey.” Kyoko’s hand was on his shoulder, “It’s a fire alarm. It’s alright.” She smiled sympathetically, “I assume someone burnt something in the kitchen, I’ll go check.”
She moved towards the door, opening it back up and letting the high pitched ringing spill into the room, “Stay here, okay? I’ll bring you something to eat in a minute.”
“Okay…” he muttered, following her to the doorway and watching her walk towards the stairs.
Eight- no, Mondo- that’s what he wanted to be called now- was leaning over the railing, something black smudged around his eye as he questioned what was going on. Toko was there too, she was someone who still confused Seven. She felt… different from everyone else. There was something more going on in her head.
He knew Kyoko told him to stay here, but…
“Where are you going, Makoto?” Alter Ego questioned the moment he took a step out into the hall, he turned to shrug at them.
“I want to talk to someone. I’ll be right back.”
“Kyoko asked you to stay here-“
“I’ll be right back.”
He continued forward, hands still pressed over his ears against the sound. He did not like this sound. The two in front of him were so focused on their conversation they didn’t hear him approach.
“Hi.” He greeted, the way Hifumi taught him to, they both seemed startled by his arrival. He would’ve thought Mondo would be more aware of his surroundings, he was supposed to be a guard, right? They really must be different, Junko said they had changed too much…
“What’s that noise?” He asked instead, looking between the two as he tried to figure out why they looked uncomfortable. Toko pushed past Mondo to walk towards one of the bedrooms.
“Someone burned b-breakfast.” She huffed, stomping ahead and leaving the two of them alone. He turned back to Mondo, he ruffled his hair before leaving and muttering something about fixing his eyeliner. Whatever that was.
Toko… could help him out a lot with his plan, actually.
He followed her towards one of the rooms, one he was pretty sure he had seen Chihiro go into yesterday. She set the little box in her hands down on the bed, he stayed in the doorway, apparently walking up on someone quietly was rude. He would wait for her to notice him.
And she did, Seven could feel her bristling with suspicion before she even turned to face him.
“What are you doing?” He asked, relaxing slightly when the alarm finally seemed to stop. He hesitated to remove his hands as she turned to face him.
“Just…. Putting this u-up for Chihiro.”
“What is it?”
“I-I dunno, who cares.”
She was getting uncomfortable, he could feel it.
It was weird, how she seemed to work. She definitely wasn’t connected to the network in any way, there wasn’t even a trace of it like there was with everyone else- almost everyone else. He couldn’t feel it from Byakuya or Hina really, either.
But he was pretty sure he could still make this work, and her being as fast as she was would be a big help. He didn’t know exactly where he was supposed to go yet, but once he figured it out he’d want to get there as fast as possible. Speed would be nice, and Toko could definitely carry him-
He… assumed. Seven had no way of knowing.
A frustrated groan escaped her as she turned to face him fully, “Wh-what’s your problem? Why are you looking at m-me like that?”
“I just think you’re interesting.” He shrugged, tilting his head at the reaction. He didn’t have a problem. “How fast are you again?”
She laughed, another confusing reaction. What was so funny about that?
“G-good question,” she adjusted her glasses, He shifted to lean against the doorframe. “How about I-I just show you?”
She was gone in a blur of movement, he hardly had time to react before she had gone down the stairs to join everyone else… he was alone again.
But, he knew Toko was very fast- and he also knew she was almost definitely not going to trust him enough to get close to her. His stomach twisted again.
Why did this… make him feel so bad?
He trudged back to his bedroom, grabbing Alter Ego’s laptop from it’s place on the shelf and setting it on the bed with him.
“You really shouldn’t wander around by yourself.” Alter Ego frowned up at him.
“Sorry…” he responded automatically. Junko had said something about that, too, he guessed he really should be more careful about it.
“You don’t need to be sorry,” Alter Ego’s tone became more gentle, he didn’t like it when the others tried to talk him like that, like he didn’t understand. “I just don’t want you… getting into trouble.”
“Why would I get into trouble?”
“You don’t seem to know what’s going on.” Alter Ego tried to explain, he tried to stop himself from scowling, he knew what was going on. He was very well aware. “You should trust the others more, they’re trying to help you.”
He wasn’t so sure about that.
There were hurried footsteps into the room, Monokuma stomping in and throwing his arms up in a celebratory manner.
“Well! There’s my favorite little good luck charm.” The bear snickered, closing the door behind him and waddling over to the chair by the bed. “How’re you feeling this morning, Seven?”
Now Monokuma he liked. Monokuma would actually call him by the right designation, seemed to understand when Seven talked about his purpose, and what he was supposed to be doing, Monokuma actually made sense. The others didn’t make sense to him anymore… anymore?
Not anymore. Not ever. He had never met them before.
“I feel okay.” He answered finally, “My face hurts where Hina hit me.”
“Oh, yeah. It’s starting to get all purple and gross.” Monokuma leaned forward to inspect his face better. “She really got you good! You’re lucky a fist was all she had to work with, I’ve seen her do some pretty mean thing with a baseball bat.”
“A bat?” He asked, racking his mind to try and remember what Six was designed for in the first place. Something along the lines of hand to hand combat, he was pretty sure, she wouldn’t really need a bat, then.
“Oh yeah. Almost whacked us with it when we finally got outta the garbage.” Monokuma chuckled.
“Us?”
“Me and Makoto.” He answered, Alter Ego beeped in protest.
“Me too! I was there!”
“Why was Makoto… in the garbage?” Seven frowned, Monokuma shifted slightly.
“It’s sort of a long story, no need to worry about that!” The bear assured him. “But we spent a good half hour climbing up the ladder to get out of there, and when we got to top little miss Asahina was so on edge she nearly took a swing at us.”
“But why?” Seven pressed, this was the first anyone was really telling him about Makoto, instead of just insisting that he should remember something that never happened to him.
Monokuma hesitated, Alter Ego hummed nervously.
“We’re gonna have to tell him at some point…” they muttered to the bear, before smiling sympathetically at Seven. “It is not the most pleasant story, though.”
“That’s okay.” Seven shifted till he was sitting cross legged, “I want to know.”
He was curious about Makoto, curious why Mukuro seemed so nervous when he had been brought up before, curious why everyone was trying to convince Seven to act like him. What could he have done that was so… divisive- was that right word?
“Well, something happened while everyone was still living in the school.” Monokuma began, putting a paw to his chin thoughtfully, “There was a security issue and Chihiro was…”
He paused, looking back at the door before continuing, “Alright listen, Seven, before we get into this story there’s something you gotta know.”
“Okay?”
“I don’t beat around the bush! I don’t spare people’s feelings, and I only lie when it’s my best interest.” He chuckled at that last part, “So you might not like what I’m going to tell you- but everything I’m about to say is the truth! Cross my battery and hope to die!”
That made Seven pause, why would Monokuma feel the need to warn him about that? It’s not like any of this concerned him, he just wanted the information.
“I’ll… be okay.” He settled on answering, “Please go on, Mr. Monokuma.”
Monokuma snickered again, “I love it when you kids call me that. Alright. While all the kids were trapped at the school, Makoto was trying to figure out a way to escape, and Junko was trying to figure out a way to get in.”
This made sense so far, Junko wanted everyone back together, and Makoto was apparently more of a trouble maker than he previously thought.
“To try and stop Makoto from getting to things Junko found a way to get past my incredible, almost flawless security measures, and she used her powers to control Chihiro and Hifumi.”
… what?
“Anyways, Chihiro knocks me out, Hifumi throws me in the trash, blah blah blah, and then Makoto-“
“Don’t ‘blah’ over the part where I come in!” Alter Ego protested with a huff, “Chihiro made me to fight against Junko! I was able to help Makoto escape after Junko made the others lock him away so he couldn’t try to help. But then… while we were escaping, there was an accident, Makoto was very badly hurt. He fell down an elevator shaft into the garbage room below the building.”
Seven paused, struggling to piece together what he was being told, “Did he… did he die?”
“Oh, no, obviously not.” Monokuma chuckled, Seven didn’t understand why. “He came pretty close, though. Once yours truly patched up his wounds and ushered him away from the brink of death, he carried us all the way up to the top. And we found out Junko had managed to capture almost every other person in the building.”
“So Junko… won?” He asked, more confused with each passing second, “What happened next?”
“Makoto nearly killed himself about a dozen more times getting all those little rug rats back!” Monokuma put his paws on his hips, “Real determined little guy, nothing can stand in his way.”
Alter Ego’s image flickered, their expression turning somewhat nervous, “You seem very curious about this all of a sudden.” They pointed out, Seven shrugged.
“Nobody has really… told me about what happened before we met. They’ll me little stuff, but they’re all just trying to…” Trying to make me someone I’m not. Trying to teach me how to act like someone they miss. Wishing I was someone else. “I don’t know.”
“There… is a reason for this.” Alter Ego continued, Monokuma seemed to stiffen.
“Now, now, I don’t think we should just-“
“I can show you what he looked like, if you want.” Alter Ego offered.
Seven blinked in surprise, slightly shocked the computer program hadn’t offered this before. He glanced from them to Monokuma, watching as the bear seemed to study his reaction as well.
“Yes.” He finally settled on, “Show me, please.”
Alter Ego’s image flickered again, “Okay, just… this might be a little upsetting at first, but it’s the truth, alright? I’m not… showing you any of this to hurt you.”
Then Alter Ego vanished altogether, their usual green background replaced by what looked like recorded footage of someone’s jacket. It was dark, wherever they were, and their heavy breathing and the sound of quick footsteps indicated they were running.
“God, it’s so dark up here.” The voice made him jolt, a cold fear seeping through his veins.
That sounded… very familiar.
“AE, where’s the elevator?”
“AE?” That was Alter Ego, “Is that a nickname? Friends give each other nicknames!”
“A-Aren’t we friends?”
The footage switched, Seven found himself unable to breathe as the same jacket from before came into focus. A much lighter location now, so he could clearly see the deep red stains running down the fabric. His hand moved to hold his shoulder of it’s own accord, his heartbeat thudded in his chest.
“How ya feelin’ Lucky?” Monokuma’s voice came from the recording, the view finally pulled out as whoever was holding the camera set it down against something. “We’re only halfway up! Still got a looooooong ways to go!”
And there was his own face, wincing in pain before he smiled at someone out of frame.
“I’ll be alright. I just need to rest a little longer. Why… why is the garbage room so far below the school?”
That was his face- his voice-
“What, you want to be closer to garbage all the time?”
“I just wanna be done climbing the ladder.” He laughed- and that was his laugh.
The video ended. Seven couldn’t breathe.
Monokuma put a paw on his arm, he flinched, “Hey. You alright?” The bear inquired, he finally realized he was shaking.
That wasn’t him.
He wasn’t… there was no way that was him.
He felt nauseous.
“I’m sorry.” Alter Ego’s voice sounded far away, the weird ringing that had started in his ears drowning most of it out, “I- I didn’t mean to upset you, I just wanted-“
He scrambled off the bed and into a standing position, sucking in an inhale that hitched in his throat and made him tremble again.
“I-“ he started, flinching at how he sounded just like the boy in the video. “I’m gonna… be sick.”
He hurried out of the room, Monokuma clambering behind him as he bolted down the stairs and into the empty living room. His thoughts hadn’t had a chance to catch up with him- he blindly pushed the back door aside and stumbled onto the wooden surface of the porch down to his knees.
Because he didn’t have anywhere to go- he didn’t know where he was. He didn’t know who he was…
But he was not going to be Makoto.
The salty air distracted him, for just a moment, blowing through his hair and forcing him to take a breath again. He wasn’t sure how long he stayed there, mind reeling and reaching out in every direction for… anything. An answer. He couldn’t find anything, he couldn’t even feel Junko right now.
He felt alone.
He couldn’t make himself think about what he saw in those videos, any time he pictured that face- his face- it just felt… wrong. It made him feel guilty, and sick, and sad, and angry- and he couldn’t figure out why. It was suffocating. He had to get his mind away from it.
… he had to get out of here.
So he sat- on his knees, unmoving- ignoring every stray thought that wandered back to that boy that looked like him in those videos and focusing on how he was going to escape. Because he had to escape now, he couldn’t take this. Wind kept blowing through his hair, he kept trying to think, scattered thoughts struggling to line up in a way he could make sense of.
“Hey, kiddo.”
A voice startled him, looking over his shoulder to find Mondo squatting down behind him, worry filled eyes looking him over, “Monokuma says yer not feelin’ super great.”
He didn’t answer, he didn’t want to. Mondo didn’t seem to need one anyway, he settled down to sit cross legged behind him, closing his eyes and letting the wind brush past him.
“If ya ain’t feeling good, you should rest.”
“I…” his voice cracked, he hesitated to try again, “I’ve been resting. A lot.”
“Rest yer head, I mean.” Mondo clarified, opening his eyes again. “Take it easy.”
“Take what easy?”
“It.” Mondo chuckled, “Everything. Try to… let go of whatever it is that’s makin’ ya scrunch yer face up like that.”
Seven blinked, making a conscious effort to relax whatever ‘scrunching’ his face was apparently doing and feeling a sting from the bruise on his cheek. His fingers brushed against it, Mondo seemed to notice.
“That still hurts?” He asked, Seven nodded.
Mondo grunted as he got back to his feet, holding a hand out to help him up as well. Which was… surprising. Most of the others seemed reluctant to touch him.
… Mondo might work for his plan. He was good at protecting people, right? He’d probably want to help Seven out.
“Let’s see if we can fix that, might have somethin’ in the kitchen.” He pulled Seven to his feet easily, giving him a gentle push towards the door again and following behind.
Seven trudged towards the kitchen, glancing over at where a few of the others seemed to be working on something at the table. Celeste was counting money, a worried frown on her face as she listened to Hifumi and Sayaka discuss things to add to whatever list they were writing. He wasn’t sure what money was, really, but it seemed to stress them out a little.
He let Mondo guide him to the kitchen, they found Hiro leaning over the sink. His hair blocked Seven from seeing what he was doing, but Mondo seemed to know already.
“Havin’ more problems?” He asked as he moved past the psychic to the fridge, leaving Seven to linger at the edge of counter and watch Hiro jolt slightly at the new voices.
“I’m sooooo sick of fuckin’ nosebleeds.” He whined, glancing back and noticing Seven standing there for the first time. “I mean- uh, freaking nosebleeds. Yeah. Don’t say the F word.”
Seven blinked, Junko said the F word a lot- it didn’t seem like a big deal. He saw the faint trail of something pink dripping from Hiro’s nose, a similar smear across his hands as he moved to wash them off in the sink.
“Why are you bleeding?” He asked, Hiro looked back over at him.
“Uh,” he hesitated, wiping a wet hand over his face before cutting the water off, “I’ve been sorta overworking myself, I think. My powers kinda… take a lot outta me. And for the past few days it’s been hard to stop myself from having visions when I don’t want to.”
His first instinct was to ask why Hiro wouldn’t want to do the thing he was literally made to do- but as he got a better look at the dark circles under the psychic’s eyes, the slight shake to his hands that gave away just how tired he was- Seven couldn’t help the way his gut twisted in pity.
“Maybe you should… rest.” He tried instead, Hiro smiled.
“Yeah. Maybe I should.” He sighed, “I was thinking about hanging out on the beach again today, you guys wanna come?”
“Sure.” Mondo answered for both of them, “We’re restin’ too. I’m teaching the kid how to take it easy.”
“Oh, cool.” Hiro’s smile took on a nervous edge for a moment, “You should take it easy, it’s my favorite thing to do.”
Mondo scoffed as he closed the fridge door, a soda can and frozen package of meat in his hands, “Yer favorite thing to do is scam people outta all their money. Leon told me about all the grifts you used to pull.”
“They’re not grifts!” Hiro crossed his arms, “I’m literally a psychic- probably the only real one in the world! I’m as authentic as it gets!”
Mondo waved him off, moving towards Seven again and holding the items he’d gotten from the fridge up. “Alright, kiddo, which of these you wanna press on yer face?”
“Why… would I put either of these on my face?” He questioned, looking between the two with a frown.
“They’re cold, it’ll help the swelling go down.”
“Oh, uh…”
He looked between the two objects again. He knew Mondo was trying to force him to make his own decisions, Sakura had tried that a few times yesterday morning, too. He wasn’t good at it- it stressed him out.
“I’ll make it easy for you.” Hiro offered, reaching across Mondo to snatch the soda from his hands, “I’ll take this one! See you guys outside.”
Mondo gave him a shove as he left, the psychic chuckling to himself as he hurried towards the back door. He sighed, patting the top of the counter to signal Seven to climb up.
“It’s gonna be cold, might kinda hurt at first.” He warned, holding the meat up till it was inches from Seven’s face.
He nodded, trying to prepare himself and wincing slightly when it made contact with his cheek. It sent a dull sting through his face again, he squeezed his eyes shut.
“How do you know how to do this?” He asked, he figured Taka would be the one to deal with bruises and other injuries. He opened his eyes to find a sad sort of smile on Mondo’s face.
“Uh, my brother used to do it.” He reluctantly answered, glancing off to the side.
“You have a brother?” Seven blinked in surprise, “Who is it?” It had to be someone here, right? Why hadn’t they told him before.
“His name was Daiya.” Mondo answered, slowly, his jaw tensing for a moment, “He used to go fightin’ with me sometimes. We lived in a pretty dangerous area, lots of people needed help.”
“That’s… nice of him.” Seven mused, slightly confused by the mood change, “To help people even though he can get hurt.”
“Yeah.” Mondo cleared his throat, moving one of Seven’s hands to hold the meat to his face himself while he set to nervously fixing his hair. “He was real nice. He cared a lot about folks, he’d move heaven and earth for the people he loved.”
Mondo chuckled, a low, remorseful sort of laugh, “You remind me a lot of him, you know that?”
“Quit bein’ so damn stubborn!” Mondo’s voice seemed to echo around his brain, it sounded angrier- or maybe more worried, “GOD, yer just like-“
He shook the feeling off. He didn’t want to remember that.
“Have you…” he paused, why was he even asking this? “Have you talked about Daiya before?”
Mondo raised an eyebrow, “Probably. I dunno. Why?”
“It just… sounds sorta familiar.”
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They were building sand castles.
Well- Seven was building a sand castle, Hiro had decided to build a turtle instead.
The buckets and other toys Hiro had brought out here for him seemed old, the plastic of them faded and cracked. They worked well enough, anyway, and even though it seemed like a huge waste of time- Seven built a little castle just like Hiro had shown him to.
Mondo had left them alone for a few minutes, going back inside to check on Taka and Chihiro. Which was fine, Seven already decided Mondo wouldn’t work for the plan. He… cared about Taka a lot, Chihiro too. It would be too sad to separate them, even if it was just for a little bit.
He wasn’t sure Hiro would work, either, but he was glad to have this moment alone with him- there was something else he needed to figure out.
“Hey, Hiro?” He asked, peering over the top of his castle to where Hiro was crouching over his own creation.
The turtle was coming along, Hiro had reformed the face after it fell apart while he was trying to carve a smile into it, and now he was using a sand dollar to press little designs into the shell. He smiled up at Seven.
“What’s up, man? Need more shells to decorate with?”
“Oh, no.” He paused, looking back down at the castle he made, “I think I’m done with this one. I wanted to ask you something.”
Hiro straightened up, keeping the sand dollar in his hands to fidget with, “Uh, alright. What’s up?”
“You can see the future, right?”
“Uh… yeah.”
“Have you… um…”
He didn’t know why this was making him nervous. Maybe it was the way Hiro seemed to get so tense all of a sudden, maybe it was idea that the psychic may already have a biased answer before he even got the question out.
“Have you seen anything about… me?” He dumbly asked, setting down the plastic shovel in favor of just folding his hands in his lap.
Hiro looked him up and down before responding, “Uh, yeah. Sorta.”
“Is it…” he paused again, he wasn’t sure what to think of the way Hiro was watching him, “Am I going to be okay? Whatever is… going on with me, am I going to be alright? Will you guys ever stop- you know, uh- being afraid of me?”
Hiro set the sand dollar down, a surprisingly serious expression on his face as he moved around the sand castle to sit closer to Seven.
“You wanna know something neat about the future?” He asked, ignoring Seven’s questions, “I’m wrong about it sometimes- that means it isn’t… set in stone, really.”
“You’re… wrong about it?”
“I know it’s probably kinda weird for a psychic to not believe in fate,” he chuckled, “But I think that we always just sorta… go with what we’ve got to work with, ya know? Like maybe there’s fate in the way that we always have the same situation at the same time so we would obviously handle it the same way no matter what- if that makes sense?”
It did not. He nodded anyway.
“But… someone told me awhile ago that I probably shouldn’t stress about the future, because I can change it. You have it in you to be okay, if you wanna be, in… whatever way you want to be.” Hiro gave him an encouraging smile, “I’ve seen something about you in the future, yeah. I don’t think it’d be a good idea to tell you about it.”
Seven opened his mouth to protest that, Hiro took one of the hands from his lap and turned it over to inspect his palm as he talked over him.
“I know you’re gonna argue, but I’m not giving you any specifics, man. All you need to know is that you…” he paused, his fingers tracing over one of the lines on Seven’s palm.
His eyes flashed yellow, for just a moment.
“Huh…” the psychic finally muttered, Seven shifted awkwardly.
“What?”
“I- I was gonna say you’ll have a choice to make at some point in the future.” Hiro started, releasing Seven’s hand, “But, it feels like you already decided what you need to do.”
Hiro stared at him with an unreadable expression, he reluctantly nodded.
“I… I think I know, yeah.”
“And you…” Hiro’s frown deepened slightly, “Do you think this is the right thing to do? Whatever it is?”
He glanced down at his own hands, balling them into fists in his lap as he nodded again.
“I think I can do the right thing.” He muttered, “I… I’ve had this… weird feeling, but I-“
He stopped, swallowing hard and avoiding the way Hiro stared at him, “You know I’m gonna do what’s best for everyone, right?”
Hiro finally looked away, an agitated sounding sigh escaping him, “You… you always do what’s best for everyone.”
He glanced back at Seven, tears pricking on the edge of his eyes, “Even if it kills you.”
Something inside him twisted in resolve, a deep feeling of dread seeping through his veins as Hiro wiped his face with the bottom of his shirt.
He would do this. Hiro may not have directly answered his questions, but he knew everything he needed to know to really make this decision. There was a feeling buried deep inside of him, so far away he could barely tell it was there until now, a strange kind of determination that made him feel oddly at peace with what he was going to have to do tonight.
But the peace quickly soured with the realization that whatever this feeling was- it wasn’t his. This determination wasn’t his, this hope wasn’t his, this body might not even be his.
“Hey, Hiro?” He asked, gaining Hiro’s attention again from where the psychic had started staring back towards the house. Hina and Sakura were heading in their direction now, he wanted to say this now before whatever this feeling was left him. These words might not be his own, but he felt compelled to say them anyway.
“Yeah?”
“I… I love you guys, you know that, right?”
Hiro blinked, clearly shocked, stuttering out something as Seven got to his feet and ran to meet the girls halfway. He had a lot of apologizing to do before he left, he wanted to make things right.
He had already made his decision, he was going to go alone.
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The rest of the day had gone well.
He had apologized to Hina and Sakura, bowing his head low like he’d seen Hifumi do before and promising he’d never do anything like that again. They had taken it well, and by the end of the conversation both girls had kissed him on the forehead.
He went out of his way to talk to the others, even if it made them uncomfortable at first. He played along with whatever they were doing, let them talk about whatever they wanted… like that would somehow make up for what he was going to do tonight.
Sayaka painted his nails to match Leon’s, while the redhead insisted Seven get up early with him in the morning to try and catch a hermit crab (whatever that was) on the beach. He drew a picture with Hifumi, listening to him explain the plot of some comic he loved reading. He let Celeste give him a haircut, apparently his hair was starting to look like a ‘bird’s nest’ (whatever THAT was). He helped Chihiro cook, he helped Toko move around some furniture, he did exercises with Hina, meditated with Sakura, and now he was sitting with Kyoko while Taka checked her hands again.
Taking it easy was… kinda fun. He wished he could stay for more of it.
Byakuya had watched him from a distance most of the afternoon, Monokuma always next to him, occasionally bending down so the bear could whisper something or vice versa. He wondered if Monokuma told him about this morning- or maybe Hiro did- he wondered if Byakuya was mad about it.
He leaned against Kyoko’s back, the house was colder now that the sun had gone down and she was always so warm. He curled his legs up against his chest, acutely aware of the blonde still eyeing him from across the room, and pretended he was focused on Taka’s comments that Kyoko’s hands were healing far better than he had originally expected.
“You’re saying this as if I have any say over how my hands heal.” Kyoko quietly chuckled, looking down at the dark splotchy scar tissue covering her hands and wrists, “I’m glad they’re healing, but I don’t think it really has anything to do with me.”
“I whole heartedly disagree!” Taka argued, “I believe one’s mental state can have a great affect on how well the body handles illnesses or injuries- it’s definitely something to be proud of.”
“I suppose I never thought of it like that.” She hummed, turning to look over her shoulder to get a better view of where Seven had shuffled up beside her, “Are you tired?”
“Um,” he hesitated, glancing back at where Byakuya was still watching him, “A little.”
“Well, you’ve had an awfully busy day,” she commented, shifting slightly so they were no longer back to back, he took that as his sign to scoot away some, “Are you sure that’s all that’s wrong?”
The guilt he had tried to ignore all afternoon twisted through his chest again, he hesitated to nod. Kyoko was clearly unconvinced, facing him fully now and waiting for Taka to walk away before continuing.
“What’s going on?” She asked gently, and that only made things worse somehow.
He knew lying would get him nowhere, Kyoko was smart- way smarter than he assumed she would be given that she was intended for combat. She studied him almost constantly, pushing aside whatever thoughts always made her so sad in favor of just… observing. He figured she saw him as a threat, in some way, he couldn’t really blame her.
“I’m nervous.” He finally answered, because the easiest way to throw her off would be to give her half of what she wanted, Junko taught him that.
“About?”
“Um, tonight…” he reluctantly answered, glancing off to the side and noticing Byakuya frown over at him. “I’ve been having… weird dreams at night. I don’t really want to go to bed, I guess.”
“Ah,” she studied him a moment more, trying to gauge if he was lying- but he wasn’t. He kept dreaming about falling. “The same ones you said you had last night?”
He nodded, and she seemed to believe him.
“Nothing that happens in nightmares can hurt you when you’re awake.” She assured him, just like she did in the middle of the night when he woke up crying and clutching his ribs. “I’ll stay in there with you again, if that’d make you feel better.”
It would not- he forced himself not to react to that news, if she was in the room escape would be even more impossible than it was already. He pretended to think about it, let his gaze drift down to her hands again. She was hurting, he didn’t want to hurt her more.
“I… I don’t want to keep you awake.” He finally settled on, “You didn’t really get to sleep last night because of me.”
She opened her mouth to protest, he shook his head, “I- I’ll be okay. Alter Ego is in there, I really don’t want to bother you. I…”
The words tried to die out before they reached his mouth, the very faint feeling of Junko trying to reach out buzzing at the back of his mind. She’d be so upset if she could hear this, if she knew how much he was starting to regret this.
“I care about you, too. I don’t want you to have to worry about me.” He finally mumbled, and she looked… relieved? Maybe hopeful?
“That’s very sweet of you.” She smiled, barely. Her smiles always seemed to be small. “I’m up a lot at night anyway, I may still come check on you.”
He just nodded, he had argued too much already. Occasional check ins wouldn’t be a problem. He could be quick about this.
It was around midnight when the last of the others finally went to bed. Kyoko checking on him one more time before she turned in herself, despite the fact that he had been in his room alone for about an hour before that. He tried to act sleepy, wished her goodnight and attempted to roll back over when he noticed Monokuma pushing his way past her legs.
“I’m on babysitting duty, tonight!” He announced loudly, ignoring Kyoko trying to shush him. “Don’t go getting any ideas though, Seven, I don’t do the whole snuggly stuffed animal thing!”
This would… seriously complicate things.
“Oh…” he tried to hide his disappointment with confusion, Kyoko giving him an apologetic glance before shutting the door, “Okay? Goodnight, Monokuma.”
“Goodnight!” The bear returned, hopping up in the chair by the bed and just… staring.
“Okay.” Was all he could mutter, he rolled over to face the wall and silently began to panic.
How… how was this going to work now? Monokuma could message Taka, Taka could tell the others, the others could stop him. Would Monokuma… sleep? If he stayed still long enough would he get bored and go somewhere else? How was he going to do this- he had to do this tonight.
“So I guess you already got rid of the computer kid, didn’t you?”
The bear’s question made his train of though screech to a halt. He didn’t move at first, waiting for what felt like an eternity before slowly propping himself up on his elbows.
“Wh-what are you talking about?”
“Don’t play dumb with me.” He warned, tone strangely serious nod red eye glowing in the dark, “You’re a lot smarter than everyone wants to think you are, aren’t you?”
Monokuma leaned back in the chair, somehow managing to appear authoritative despite how dwarfed he seemed by the size of it. “They want to believe you’re Makoto, somewhere in there, and maybe you are.”
Seven tensed, his hands curling around the blanket as the bear continued, “If you’ve still got any of him left, you’re trying pretty damn hard to choke it out, aren’t you?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about…” he whispered, Monokuma sighed.
“I get it, alright? I can appreciate the ambition. But you seriously don’t know what you’re actually messing with, here! Why don’t we put all this nonsense behind us and just settle in for the night, okay? Where’d you put Alter Ego, Seven?”
He frowned, mentally trying to weigh his options, Monokuma had weapons built into him, Alter Ego had accidentally told him that. A fight would be risky… and he didn’t… he didn’t want to fight Monokuma.
“I’m doing this for a good reason.” He finally made himself speak again, “I… I have to go. She’s gonna find me eventually.”
The bedroom door suddenly opened, the dim light from the bathroom down the hall silhouetting whoever was standing in the doorway before they entered and clicked the door shut behind them.
“I knew you were up to something.” Byakuya’s voice was low, almost… disappointed sounding.
“I’m not up to anything.” Seven tried to protest, Byakuya glared.
“Let’s skip past this part.” He took a few steps forward, Monokuma hopped from the chair to stand on the bed so the blonde could take a seat. He eyed Seven warily, suspicion practically radiating from where he sat. There was something very familiar about this and it made his stomach churn.
“What exactly is your plan here?” he asked after a moment, when no response came he scowled, “What are you trying to do?”
Seven shifted uneasily, Monokuma began to pace along the edge of the bed.
“Are you going to tell Junko where we are?” Byakuya asked in a voice that bordered on a growl, Seven flinched.
“N-no! No. I promise.” He ran a hand through his hair, “I- I just…”
Tears pricked at the corners of his eyes, he tried to blink them away, “I can… feel her. Trying to get in my head. She’s trying to figure out where we are. I- it’s dangerous for me to stay here-“
“It’d be dangerous for you to leave.” He countered, “She’s dangerous. She’s trying to use you.”
“I-“ You ruined all her plans, she’s trying to make sure you can’t do that again. “I know.”
Byakuya paused, raising an eyebrow, “You know?”
“Yeah…”
He stayed quiet for a moment, warm tears finally beginning to trickle down his face.
“I don’t know… I don’t know what these feelings are, okay? I know they’re not mine but-“ his voice hitched, something in his head felt like it was breaking, “I have to get out of here. I can’t stay here anymore.”
Byakuya looked him up and down, expression softening a fraction, “Why? Where are you going to go?”
“I- I don’t know.”
“To Junko?”
“I don’t know.” He couldn’t help the agitated tone to his words, his heart was thudding against his chest.
“What exactly are you hoping to get out of this?” Byakuya questioned further, “Do you think she’ll help you better than us? Do you think she’ll actually be honest and give you answers?”
“You’re not being honest either- You’ve never been honest!” He snapped, flinching back the second the words left his mouth. Where had that come from?
Byakuya seemed startled by the reaction, eyes scanning over his face like he was looking for something.
“Makoto-“
“No.” He shook his head, cutting off whatever the blonde had been about to say, “No. This is what I’m talking about!”
“You said that like you remembered-“
“No! I don’t. I- I won’t.” He argued, swallowing back the sob that shook his shoulders. He tried to give himself a minute, let the foreign feelings fade from his mind completely before he looked back up to find Byakuya expression furrowed in confusion.
“You… are you aware of what you just did?”
“What?”
“Are you…” He paused, leaning forward in the chair slightly, “Ma- I mean… Seven. Are you forcing yourself not to remember?”
Monokuma’s pacing ceased, Seven couldn’t even bring himself to breathe.
He…
He could remember being conscious, barely, trembling uncontrollably on a cot while Junko stroked his head and whispered things he could barely understand at the time.
“They aren’t going to trust you…” she had murmured sympathetically, “Ya know… it’d be better for everyone if you didn’t remember, it’ll only hurt them more.”
Her words had echoed around in his brain and he had been too exhausted to really think about what they meant, “You can’t go back to being Makoto, okay? You’ll be sooo much happier the way you are now.”
“Makoto?” Byakuya’s hand was on him as he snapped back to the present, resting over the hand that had gone to clutch at the scar on his shoulder. He couldn’t remember where the scar came from.
He didn’t… want to remember where the scar came from.
He didn’t know what he wanted.
He wanted… answers. He wanted to know what she had done to hm.
He wanted to get out of here.
“Are you alright?” Byakuya asked, much more gentle than Makoto was used to. Seven pushed that feeling away.
“I…” he paused, clenching his jaw and hardening in resolve, “I have to go, Byakuya. Even if she’s a liar, even if she’s going to hurt me- I have to leave before she finds us.”
Byakuya frowned, shaking his head and trying to move his hand away, Seven grabbed it before he had the chance.
“M- Makoto-“
“Let’s skip this part.” He echoed his words from earlier, forcing away the guilt that bubbled up inside of him at the fear that flashed through Byakuya’s eyes. “I’m leaving- and you’re not going to stop me.”
Monokuma jolted, hurrying forward with some protest at the ready when Seven held his free hand up to stop him.
“Don’t.” He warned, adrenaline pumping through him and his heartbeat thudding, Byakuya’s hand went limp in his own. “Don’t do anything. No messaging Taka, no letting the others know what’s going on. Understand?”
Monokuma hesitated, claws flexing in and out as he nervously eyed where Byakuya’s posture had slumped forward slightly.
“You’re not taking him with you.” The bear argued weakly, Seven nodded.
“I wasn’t planning on it. I just need to leave without anyone knowing.”
He finally let go of Byakuya’s hand, letting fall limply into the blonde’s lap as he stared at nothing with hazy eyes, “I’m not gonna make him do anything. It’ll be like…just like he’s asleep. He won’t remember any of this.”
“Why’re so dead set on leaving anyway?” Monokuma asked in exasperation, moving towards Byakuya despite Seven trying to keep him back. “Either Junko’s gonna kill you, or you’re gonna get everyone else killed. Do you realize that? You’re playing a losing game here, kid!”
He didn’t answer, shuffling to get out of bed and grabbing the sweater he’d been given off the back of the chair.
“Well???” Monokuma was getting louder now, he turned to shush him.
“I know this probably isn’t going to go well for me.” He finally answered, hurriedly slipping on something other than pajama pants and scowling. “I don’t… I don’t care anymore. I’m finishing this.”
Monokuma paused, tilting his head, “Well, that’s not true. If you really didn’t care you wouldn’t be doing any of this, would you, Lucky?”
He tensed, the guilt inside of him twisting like a snare.
“I guess you’re right.”
“You’ve always cared.” Monokuma’s voice bordered on teasing, “That’s the whole reason we’re even in this damn mess… and I guess the only reason I’m not still in the trash, so thanks for that.”
“Sure.” He muttered, moving towards the door and glancing back to find Monokuma shaking Byakuya’s shoulders, “Hey-“
Byakuya roughly shoved the bear away- Seven hadn’t meant for him to do that, he still wasn’t good at this- Monokuma toppled backwards onto the bed.
“No- wait-“ he hurried over and helped Monokuma back up, the bear clung to his arm and attempted to crawl up his shoulders, “Hey!”
“I’ve made up my mind! If you’re so serious about this I’m going with you!”
“What?” He asked in disbelief, finally prying Monokuma off and holding him out at arm’s length, “No. I’m going alone.”
“Sure. Right. You’re going alone and IIIIIII am going with you!” Monokuma wriggled to be set free, Byakuya stood to take him before Seven had even finished thinking about passing him off.
Right, he’s basically sleepwalking right now… he remembered with another pang of guilt, He’s not really thinking at all…
That’s… awful.
He trudged towards the door before this regret could stop him, letting the blonde bring the still struggling bear along behind him. His heartbeat thudded in his ears, every creak of the steps as he snuck downstairs seemed to echo through the silent house. This was nerve wracking, this was insane, this felt wrong in so many ways but he couldn’t stop himself now. He had to know what had happened to Makoto- to him. Why did it matter so much what happened to him now? Why did everyone else’s fate have to hang on his decisions?
He reached the bottom of the stairs, casting Sakura and Hina’s room a wary glance before he hurried through the living room.
“Well hold on, now.” Monokuma squirmed again, “I’m not gonna be able to keep up with you on foot, you gotta get me a backpack or something!”
Seven paused in the entry hallway, “What’s a backpack?”
“A pack for your back- obviously.” Monokuma wriggled, “Tell Ten to put me down so I can get one outta my office! I already told ya I’m not gonna let anyone else know.”
Seven frowned, shifting nervously on his feet before he nodded to Byakuya. He didn’t even need to say anything, his own feelings stretching out enough he was able to pick up on it. The network stretched above him like a web, he could barely feel the others through it, he hoped they couldn’t feel anything while he was doing this.
Monokuma smoothed out his fur with a huff as he was finally released, “Alright. I’ll get the backpack, you go get yourself some water.”
“Water?”
“Yeah. Go! Hurry it up!” Monokuma swiped at his legs, he hurried through the dining hall and into the kitchen.
It was weird how cooperative Monokuma was being… Maybe it was just because Seven had a hold on Byakuya’s mind right now, the bear certainly seemed to have a soft spot for him.
He opened the door to the fridge, suspicion edging it’s way up his spine.
Monokuma had to be up to something.
He didn’t bother grabbing the water, leaving the fridge door open in his haste and hurrying back to find Monokuma still in the hallway, one paw on Byakuya’s leg and a black bag in the other.
“What, no drink?” He asked, too casually. Something had to be going on. “You’ll regret that later, I bet. Come on, let’s get going.”
“Why are you… why you helping me?” He asked bluntly, Monokuma tilted his head.
“You aren’t really giving me a choice-“
“Y- Yes I am. You don’t have to go, I never asked you to.” He protested, Monokuma walked forward and shoved the bag in his hand.
“Nope. If you’re going, I’m in. It’s my job to keep an eye on you, that’s just the way it is.” He insisted, climbing into the open bag and gesturing for Seven to lift it up. “Now let’s hurry up and go- I hate seeing Ten like this, I want you to get this weird stuff outta his head.”
“R-right, okay.” He muttered, slipping the bag’s straps over his shoulders and feeling a familiar ache in his shoulder. He didn’t have time to focus on that right now.
He took Byakuya’s hand, leading him back into the dining room and gently pushing him down into one of the chairs. His eyes were already half lidded, it wasn’t hard to convince his already clouded mind to just go to sleep. His stomach twisted again, he broke the connection and felt a jolt through his mind.
‘He won’t stop shaking-‘
‘Move let me look at him-‘
‘Makoto!’
He recoiled his hand like he’d been burnt, gasping in a breath as he staggered back a few paces.
“You alright?”
“Y-yeah.” He insisted quietly, moving towards the door and grabbing a random pair of shoes that looked around his size, he was pretty sure he didn’t have shoes on when they brought him here. “Let’s… let’s go.”
Monokuma didn’t respond, not even as he opened the front door and stepped out onto the front porch. It beeped twice behind him, he hadn’t even thought about the security system being set for the night, Monokuma must’ve shut it off after he agreed to cooperate. He left the door cracked open and trudged down the steps.
He had to go now before he thought better of it.
He still wasn’t sure where he was going, his plan at first was to get far away enough and finally give in to the buzzing in his mind to let Junko know his thoughts. That… that didn’t feel right anymore. He’d think of something else. The first step was just to get away from here.
He had made it a good ways down the road before Monokuma finally spoke up again, surrounded by nothing but trees and an occasional streetlight now as he continued moving in some random direction. The buzzing felt a little stronger when he moved this way, that must be right direction, right?
“I have one more thing for ya. If you want it.” Monokuma said in a strangely serious voice, “But first I gotta ask you something.”
“Uh… okay?”
“Was it true what Ten said upstairs? About you forcing yourself not to remember? Are you really using your powers to keep your own damn consciousness from thinking?”
He flinched at the phrasing, stumbling a little over a crack in the road, “I- I don’t know. Not… not on purpose.” Not entirely on purpose, anyway.
“Well, could you do the opposite?”
“Wh-what?”
“Could you use your little mind game trick to… bring your old memories back?”
He frowned, “Why… why would I want to do that?”
“Good question.” Monokuma shifted slightly, leaning over Seven’s shoulder to look at him, “Don’t you think it’d be good to have aaaaaaaall the information before you rush into things?”
He stopped his walk, just on the edge of a bridge.
“M-maybe…” he muttered, continuing his trek over the bridge in tense silence while Monokuma hummed thoughtfully.
“If it were me, I’d wanna make sure I have the full picture. I think you should have a say in what kinda person you’re supposed to be.”
Something about that sounded familiar, he gulped, “What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You deserve to be your own person.”
Why did that make him think of Mukuro?
They were getting closer to a town, now, the streetlights closer together, a few brighter lights in the distance. He forced himself to move forward.
Maybe… maybe he should-
Something in his mind stung, he hissed in pain. He couldn’t do that- he wasn’t supposed to do that- this whole situation felt wrong, wrong, wrong-
Remembering was going to hurt.
He hoped it would be worth it.
Notes:
I missed writing from his perspective…
Chapter 33: You are a Light
Summary:
The others frantically search for their missing friend, their progress impeded by… something unexpected.
Seven is alone, Makoto was never alone.
Notes:
Sorry for slight delay in posting this, I’ve been tabling at a convention this weekend and just passed right out the second I got home yesterday. Thanks for being patient!
And thanks for reading! :D
Chapter Text
It was chaos downstairs.
Hifumi could still hear them yelling, everyone frantically trying to talk over each other while he helped Sayaka search through Makoto’s room. Alter Ego was missing, and according to the message Monokuma left- they might be the only way to help get Makoto back.
He lifted up the mattress, letting the blankets and pillow slip to the floor and frantically scanning the space beneath the bed. A whimper escaped him as he once again turned up empty handed- where else was he supposed to look?
Sayaka had shoved most of the books off the shelves in an attempt to look behind them, her breathing growing panicked as her search also turned up nothing.
“D-Damnit!” She hissed, voice hitching, “Damnit, damnit, damnit!”
She angrily shoved the side of the bookshelf, it teetered back and forth as she finally let out a sob. Hifumi scrambled to stop it from falling forward, giving the former pop star a worried glance as he steadied it against the wall again.
“H- Hey, it’s gonna be alright, we’re gonna find him.” He tried to assure her, a hand reaching out and faltering when her head whipped back up to face him.
“Why would he leave? H-he was doing so well today! I thought- I thought he was starting to…” her shoulders shook, he felt tears pricking at his own eyes- being a sympathetic crier was a major drawback when you’re constantly in trauma inducing situations.
“I-“ he started, pausing a moment to wipe the tears off his cheeks and try to seem encouraging, “I’m sure it’s a misunderstanding or something- I’m sure we’ll find him and get this whole thing sorted out!”
She frowned up at him, bottom lip wavering slightly, “Do you actually believe that?” She quietly asked, the fake smile he had forced quickly fell.
“I believe we’re gonna find him.” He answered honestly, “I- I dunno how, or… what’s gonna happen next. But we’re gonna find him.”
She took a deep breath, nodding and silently going back to searching the room. There were hurried footsteps behind him, Chihiro stumbling over one of the thrown books as he entered the room.
“Did you find them?” He asked, out of breath from running up the stairs. His eyes flicked from Sayaka to Hifumi’s empty hands. “Oh, god. We have to find them! I- I have no idea where he would’ve put it!”
“I don’t either, I-“ Hifumi started to lament, but paused, an idea hitting him like a bolt of lightning, “I have no idea where Seven would hide it- I haven’t even thought about where Makoto would…”
“What?” Sayaka asked from behind him, Chihiro’s already nervous expression furrowed even more.
“What are you talking about? They’re the same person… kinda.”
“Exactly!” Hifumi snapped, growing rather excited about what he considered a breakthrough, “Okay, okay, whenever we were… y-you know- not ourselves, we still sort of wanted the same things we used to, right?”
Chihiro blinked in confusion, “I… I guess on a base level, yes. So?”
“So what would Makoto want in this situation?”
“Hifumi, this is sort of a stretch-“
“Come on, come on, help me think!”
“U-um,” Chihiro fidgeted, nervously glancing around the room as he thought, “I mean he’s been… really close to Alter Ego lately. I would think he’d just want them… out of the way, but he would still want them to be safe.”
“Byakuya said he seemed really upset about leaving,” Sayaka added, walking over to the two of them, “Maybe part of the reason was so he wouldn’t have to… face them? Answer any questions about what he’s doing?”
Hifumi glanced around the room, “We’ve searched pretty much everywhere else here, already. Is there anywhere else he’d go alone?”
“Um… the bathroom, I guess?” Chihiro offered, perking up a little and hurrying out of the room and down the hall towards the nearest shared bathroom. “I- I don’t know where he could even hide a laptop in there, though. Everyone’s been in here at some point this evening, someone would’ve seen it!”
He and Sayaka immediately set to searching the smaller room, Hifumi found himself unable to pass through the doorway. His eyes met his own reflection in the mirror, and despite the horrific situation at hand, he couldn’t stop himself from scowling at it.
You’re you. He reminded himself with a deep breath, You’re just you. That’s all of you have to be.
He swallowed the growing lump in his throat, shaking the thoughts from his head to focus on the much more serious situation at hand. His eyes drifted from his own face in the mirror to the reflection of the closet door behind him.
He turned on his heel, opening the small linen closet and staring at the stacks of recently cleaned towels and sheets. If Makoto really felt like he needed to get Alter Ego out of the way… he still would’ve cared about keeping them safe. He frowned, a remorseful feeling working it’s way through his gut, he would’ve wanted to make sure that nothing bad would’ve happened to them.
One of the towels was different than the others, lacking the obsessively neat look to it that everything else in the closet had after Taka’s nervous cleaning binge the previous afternoon. Hifumi grabbed it, feeling something heavy and harder beneath the towel’s fabric.
“I think I’ve got it!” He announced to the others, his suspicions confirmed when he pulled the computer’s charger out from where it had been rolled up and stuffed in the towel as well.
Chihiro hurried over with a gasp, snatching the laptop up as soon as Hifumi had unfolded the towel enough.
“Oh my god oh my god-“ he let out a sigh of relief as he turned it over in his hands, “Okay, everything looks fine. I’ll get Alter Ego back online- maybe we can still trace where Monokuma went.”
He ran back down the stairs, Hifumi shoved the towel back into place and shut the door. Sayaka seemed to be waiting on him to go down, he tried to smile again.
“Not bad, huh?” He tried joke, “I could give Miss. Kirigiri a run for her money with this whole detective thing, couldn’t I?”
She smiled back, weakly, an action that seemed to take a lot from her at the moment.
“Let’s go check on the others,” he suggested, gesturing towards the stairs and letting her lead the way. Sayaka hurried down the steps with a nervous hum, Hifumi moving to follow when a sudden gasp of pain caught his attention.
He turned… nobody was around?
There was another sound, a gross coughing that finally gave him a clue to the origin of the noise. He cautiously moved towards Hiro’s room, finding the psychic on his hands and knees on the ground. His arms trembled, a piece of paper in front of him with splatters of pink across it. The psychic didn’t seem to notice him or his gasp of horror as he entered the room, his eyes a dim yellow that glared down at his own hands.
“Not that- I’ve already seen that!” He snapped to no one, his hands balling into fists as he curled in on himself, “Come on- please-“
Hifumi moved forward before he thought better of it, kneeling down beside Hiro and trying to stop him from tugging at his hair as a frustrated yell escaped him. The relief of finding Chihiro’s computer completely forgotten now as Hiro shivered against him.
“I need to know where he is…” Hiro muttered, sounding so defeated it made Hifumi’s heart twist, “I- I need to…”
His shaking suddenly stopped, the change abrupt enough it made Hifumi’s heart start to race as the yellow shine to Hiro’s eyes brightened.
Hiro slurred out something incomprehensible, his nails dug into Hifumi’s arm’s. The trembling began again, Hifumi finally acknowledged he might be in over his head.
He clumsily got to his feet, lifting Hiro’s gangly form into his arms in an awkward manner and stumbling out of the room. Taka could help with this, right? This has happened plenty of times before, he’d be okay.
He tried to move down the stairs as fast as he could, Hiro’s hair blocked his view of the steps and nearly sent him tumbling. Sakura appeared from her bedroom, knuckles wrapped and hair pulled back like she was ready to leap into combat at a moment’s notice. His worried squeak as he tripped again got her attention, and she hurried to meet him about a quarter of the way up.
“What happened?” She asked, an unfamiliar sort of worry lacing her words as she lifted the still unresponsive psychic.
“I- I’m not sure,” Hifumi followed her into the living room, “I found him like this in his room, I think he was, ya know… trying to look for Makoto.”
She laid him on one of the old sofas in the room, Hifumi only now noticed the blood dripping from Hiro’s nose. His mumbling was becoming clearer now, he made a noise that almost sounded like ‘stab.’
“Go get Taka.” She instructed, moving his hair out of his eyes to inspect him closer herself.
Hifumi nodded, not bothering to respond and moving past where Hina was hurrying back through the hallway to see what was going on up front. He hadn’t actually been down here, yet, he had barely woken up at all when Mondo started screaming for someone to find Alter Ego.
Byakuya was sitting in what was becoming his usual chair at the head of the dining table, his head in his hands as Taka knelt next to him to try and talk, Celeste watched from nearby, occasionally glancing back to where Chihiro had begun working on the laptop a few seats away. Mondo paced around the front door, muttering to himself and glaring down to where Leon- already strapped with every single weapon he had managed to bring from Hope’s Peak- squatting down next to their shoes by the entryway and searched through things.
“Would ya quit messin’ around?” The biker snapped, slapping the back of Leon’s head as he threw down another pair of shoes.
“I’m not messing around! My shoes are freaking gone!” the redhead argued, “Where the hell did they go?”
Toko appeared in the doorway with a gust of wind, swinging her scissors around on one finger and snickering at Leon.
“I bet the little amnesiac took em,” That was Syo- not Toko, good to know, “You can borrow some of ours, we brought a few extras.”
Leon stood back up, “Why?”
“With all the running me and Toko do, we go through shoes like crazy!” She cackled, swinging one of her feet up to show the well worn soles of her current shoes.
“Could you all shut up?” Byakuya snapped, head whipping up to glare at the trio in the doorway, “I’m trying to think.”
“Don’t take out your anger on them.” Taka reprimanded, “Everyone is upset right now, just try to focus-“
“Hey, actually,” Hifumi interrupted, faltering slightly when Byakuya’s glare moved from the android to him, “Speaking of focus, there’s a situation in the living room that could use some medical attention?”
Taka quickly stood, already moving towards him as he spoke, “Why, what’s going on?”
“Hiro is having another episode- a big one.”
“What-“ Taka’s pace quickened, he practically ran back into the room, “I already told him to stop, he’s seriously overworking himself!”
Byakuya’s eyes were still on him as he fidgeted nervously in the hall, the blonde quickly glanced away when Hifumi stared back. He still wasn’t quite sure what happened, but he had learned the gist.
He had been… a little envious of Byakuya for getting to avoid the majority of their horrors at Hope’s Peak. While being poisoned was definitely a bad time, it was still preferable to having your free will yanked away and your thoughts twisted into something so… hollow. Whatever Makoto had done to him must’ve come as a shock, at least it was over quickly, right?
… There was no point in playing pain olympics. It still hurts, no matter what.
“Hi,” he tried, taking a step towards Byakuya and trying not to be offended by the way Byakuya glared back at him, “Do you, uh… need anything?”
“No.”
“You sure? No water or anything?”
Byakuya eyed him up and down, finally sighing and smelling back against the chair, “If it’ll get all of you to quit bothering me, then yes. Water would be nice.”
A little rude, but that still counted as progress.
He hurried to the kitchen, finding the fridge already partially opened and casting an eerie blue light into the otherwise dark room.
“Weird.” He mumbled to himself, reaching in to pull out a water bottle and hearing hurried footsteps behind him. Kyoko entered, a metal case in her hands and her hardened gaze fixed solely on the fridge in front of them.
Her eyes were red around the edges, she’d been crying.
“Miss Kirigiri, are you-“
She ignored him, opening both the fridge doors and clenching her jaw.
“Damn it.” She muttered under her breath, finally looking back at him. “We have another problem.”
“What else is new?” He mumbled in return, she turned and hurried back into the hall, he followed after her.
“Byakuya.” She began, setting the case down on the counter and ignoring the way Celeste and Chihiro tensed at the sight of it, “Do you remember anything that happened while you were-“
She paused, face softening in pity, “… influenced.”
His eyes flicked down to the case on the counter, “Why do you have that out?” He asked instead of answering, some of the others entered and stared nervously down at the case as well.
OH, right. It was full of poison.
“I found it open on the desk in the office.” Kyoko explained grimly, lifting the case open to reveal-
“Oh my god two more of them are missing-“ Leon interjected, hands going to grip the sides of his head in a panic, “I- wha- did Makoto take them? Why would he do that?”
“I… can’t be sure right now.” Kyoko responded, voice purposefully monotone. “I’m not entirely sure why he’s doing any of this.”
Byakuya’s eyes never left the case, he swallowed hard before responding, “He said he was going to finish this…” he muttered darkly, Chihiro whimpered from his spot across the table. “What do you… What do you think he means by that?”
“You think he’s gonna try to kill Junko?” Mondo asked from the entryway, Syo frowned.
“Maybe he’s gonna off himself.” She added darkly, Mondo elbowed her, neither of them seemed to notice how Kyoko’s already tense posture stiffened even more at that thought.
“I’m sure there’s a… reasonable explanation.” She countered, Byakuya’s expression softened, barely.
The water bottle was ripped from Hifumi’s hands, pulled across the room into Byakuya’s grasp as the blonde began speaking again. “She’s right. I’m sure it’s nothing like… like that. Makoto wouldn’t even know what those do- and there’s no way Monokuma would let him mess with that.”
“How did Makoto even get them in the first place?” Celeste questioned, eyes narrowing, “This case was being kept in that safe in your father’s office, was it not? Did he have you open it for him?”
Byakuya hesitated before shaking his head, “No, I don’t even know the code for that. My father never really… told me things like that. Monokuma is the only one here who does.” He paused, sounding a little unsure of himself suddenly, “Unless I… I broke it, I suppose.”
“It was unlocked normally.” Kyoko assured him, “That means Monokuma must’ve been involved.”
“Why would Monokuma help him do that?” Hifumi asked, the bear’s cooperation with this plan as shocking as the disappearance itself. “Why would he help him with… any of this?”
Everyone’s eyes went to Byakuya again, he glared around the room, “I don’t know. I… I don’t know why he’d leave.”
He sounded almost… hurt by the thought of it.
“I assume it was to keep the rest of us safe,” Kyoko mused in a grim tone, “Especially you. You did say he came to you with these concerns earlier yesterday afternoon, right?”
Mondo scoffed, “When were ya planning on tellin’ us that?”
Byakuya glared, “If I had known something like this would happen I would’ve-“
“You need to trust us more.” Chihiro piped up for the first time in awhile, looking away from the screen to stare back at the blonde, “If you had let someone else know in the first place…. We could’ve helped you. You shouldn’t try to do everything by yourself all the time.”
Byakuya’s frown twitched slightly, his hands clenching and unclenching into fists before he finally sighed.
“I… I suppose I should start being more honest about things.” He finally muttered with a cough.
“I’ll fuckin’ say…” Mondo grumbled behind him, Leon elbowed him.
Byakuya looked back up at Kyoko, “I think I know how to get him to remember things now, as well. I didn’t know till our last conversation, but…”
Kyoko’s hands curled around the fabric of her jacket at that, “What do you mean?”
“He… I think he’s using his powers to keep himself from remembering.” Byakuya awkwardly tried to explain, pausing to cough again and reaching into his pocket. Hifumi had noticed his cough from the whole… butter incident got worse when he was stressed, he wondered how long that would stick around.
He pulled a tissue from his pocket to cough into instead of his hand, something else clattered to the floor.
Kyoko jumped slightly at the sight of it, Hifumi followed her tense gaze to the capped syringe now laying on the floor.
“Holy shit-“ Mondo gasped, taking a step forward to investigate it himself, “Why the hell did you have one of these?”
“I-“ Byakuya stuttered, looking down as Mondo knelt to pick it up, “I don’t know. I don’t remember anything.” He dug around in his pocket again, pulling out something else as well.
Kyoko moved to his side to investigate as he unfolded a small piece of torn paper, her eyes occasionally flicking over to where Mondo held the syringe like it may suddenly explode all over him. Byakuya’s eyes scanned over it before he spoke again.
“Chihiro- any luck tracing them yet? We need to move fast.”
“Um, sorta…” he nervously muttered, “I have a rough idea, Alter Ego is still working to get a more precise location. Why, what’s that say? Is it from Makoto?”
“It’s from Monokuma.” Kyoko answered for him, Hifumi leaned forward to look.
“In case his plan doesn’t work.” He read aloud, stomach twisting in worry, “Wh- what’s that mean? Who’s plan? What does he want us to do with this?”
Kyoko and Byakuya exchanged a glance, Byakuya opened his mouth to respond when Taka burst into the room again.
“We have to go! Now!” He yelled, startling everyone in the room. Sakura and Hina followed behind, each of them supporting Hiro slightly as the psychic walked in on still shaky legs.
“We still don’t know where we are going.” Celeste rolled her eyes, Chihiro suddenly stood.
“We do now! I got Monokuma’s tracking signal!” He unplugged the laptop again, scooping it up in his arms and hurrying over to the rest of them. “He’s about twenty minutes away! It looks like he’s heading towards a dead zone.”
“Of course he is.” Mondo grumbled, putting the syringe back in the case and snapping it shut again. “Let’s fuckin’ go then. We gotta find him before Junko does.”
“Uh,” Hiro suddenly spoke up, “There’s maybe one more thing we should know before we leave.”
All eyes were on the psychic suddenly, with the color drained from his face and an exhausted haze to his eyes, “We’re not the only ones that are gonna try and grab Makoto, we gotta be ready to fight.”
“Fight Junko, you mean?” Sayaka asked, going to linger by Leon in the doorway. Hiro made a nervous noise.
“Uh, no. Not Junko.” He clarified, “Other people like us.”
The room was deathly quiet, Hifumi felt cold fear seep through his veins.
“What do you mean ‘like us?’”
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His feet were starting to hurt, he’d been walking for awhile now.
The buzzing in his mind was getting stronger, Seven wasn’t quite sure how to make it stop. Junko was so close now, he wondered if she’d be happy to see him…
…
Probably not. Not now.
Not after he ignored her for so long.
“M-Monokuma?” He finally asked, after a good twenty or so minutes of walking in silence. The bear had gotten oddly still in his backpack, he hadn’t said a word since he handed Seven that weird needle to keep in his pocket.
The bear shifted, moving to lean over his shoulder again, “Yeah? How you holding up?”
“Um, fine,” he answered quietly, taking a minute to hop over a large crack in the street. It looked like this whole part of town had been demolished by… something. It should probably scare him, a part of him wanted to be scared, but he wasn’t.
“Do you remember what you said earlier about, um… remembering things to have all the information?”
“Of course I do, I’ve got a fantastic memory.”
“Do you think it’ll…” he hesitated to continue, his thoughts a swirling mess- and the constant static feeling at the back of his mind certainly wasn’t helping.
“Do I think it’ll what?”
“Do you think it’ll still be me?”
That made Monokuma pause, “What the hell are you talking about?”
“I mean,” Seven paused, stopping at a four way intersection and deciding to go left, it seemed he mostly needed to follow the path of the most carnage right now, “I’m not… I’m not Makoto. I think I’m just sorta… part of him.”
“Uh…” Monokuma tilted his head, “Okay?”
“So when the real- like, all of Makoto- if he came back… or I remembered what he did, would I still be…me? Will I still feel what I feel or just… what he would?”
“That’s kind of a loaded question.”
“I don’t know what that means.”
“Geez,” Monokuma slumped against his arm, “I dunno, Lucky. All this stuff is a little above my pay grade. I think the real question is… do you want to be just this- or do you want to choose who you get to be?”
“What if I just choose to be this?” He countered, there was something like footsteps behind him, he spun around on his heel and found no one. “Why can’t I just enjoy being who I am right now?”
“Are you enjoying yourself right now?”
He bit his lip, unable to muster up a response as Monokuma sighed.
“That’s what I thought.”
They continued to trudge on in silence, he maneuvered around the edge of a billboard that had fallen across the middle of the road. What had happened here?
He wasn’t Makoto- he was pretty sure, anyway. He never felt like that, he felt like… he felt…
Hollow was a good word for it, he felt empty.
Makoto didn’t sound empty, how could he possibly be like that?
Sometimes he thought he could feel it, when he looked at the others, when they looked sad or scared, when Kyoko said she missed him even though he was literally right next to her. It was like an echo of something so sad in his mind, if he knew how to get it out he would. It was like… nothing and everything. It was so much…
Where had he heard that phrase before?
“Maybe I want to remember.” He finally muttered again, Monokuma perked up some.
“Do you?”
“I think…”
“I dunno if that’s gonna cut it.” The bear paused, turning to look behind them before continuing, “We’re being followed, you know.”
“I know.” He answered honestly, he had felt a presence back there a little while ago, he just couldn’t figure out where they were.
“Maybe we should get a move on then, pick up the pace!” Monokuma slapped at his arm, with a heavy sigh he forced his already sore legs to move a little faster.
There were footsteps again, from somewhere behind them. He didn’t bother turning around.
“What happens if someone catches us?” He asked, turning down an arbitrary corner to find all the streetlights had gone out.
“Well there’s no way to know for sure.” Monokuma mused, holding on to him a little tighter as he borderline jogged down the street, “Dismemberment, dissection, electric shock, some kinda torture probably.”
“That doesn’t sound good.”
“Torture isn’t supposed to be good for the people being tortured, dummy. It’s for whoever’s watching.”
“Why would you watch that?”
“For… entertainment.”
He turned another corner, finding himself on the edge of a grassy area. There were a couple scattered streetlights flickering, the area mostly surrounded by trees (he had never seen a tree before, he wasn’t sure how he knew what these were) and looking significantly less damaged than the buildings behind him.
In the distance was an old metal building, there were lights shining through the windows. That’s where Junko was.
… why did he feel so anxious all of a sudden?
“M-maybe we should rest for a minute.” He muttered, moving under a tree and sliding down to sit. Monokuma shuffled out of the backpack, doing a quick march around the tree like he was somehow sectioning this area off as his territory.
“You alright? You don’t look super thrilled.”
He stayed quiet again, swallowing hard.
“Lucky?”
“You… you always called me that.” He almost smiled at that, he wasn’t sure why, his stomach twisted, “Even before all of this. You think I’m still Makoto too, don’t you?”
Monokuma paused his march, tilting his head before putting his paws on his hips.
“Well, of course I do.” He snickered, “Wouldn’t make much sense to deny that, being Makoto is your whole shtick, it’s your purpose.”
“That’s my purpose?”
“That’s what you always wanted it to be.” Monokuma shrugged, “Ya know, before your brain got pressure washed. Just a little dummy, that’s all you said you needed to be.”
He leaned back against the tree, his hands fidgeting awkwardly in his lap, “Junko’s gonna kill me if I do this, isn’t she?”
“Probably, yeah.”
“What’ll happen to you? Ya know, if she does.”
“Oh, don’t worry about little ol’ me.” Monokuma waved his concern off, “I’m a resourceful little guy, worry about fighting for yourself instead.”
He glanced back over his shoulder, the buzzing in his head was getting unbearable… why didn’t he just push it out?
“Okay…” he finally mumbled, mostly to himself, that hollow feeling setting in again, “I wanted to- uh, will you tell the others that I…”
“Of course I will, dummy.”
“Thank you.” He smiled, “For… all of this.”
He took a deep breath.
“I… I want to…”
The buzzing amped it’s way up to static, his thoughts fizzling out against the wave of force through his mind. He grit his teeth, his hands digging into the grass beneath him as he forced the static out completely. It felt like physically pushing something off of him, a weight that he hadn’t even realized had been there his whole life suddenly easing and leaving him feeling lighter than ever.
Then he felt like he was falling-
He jolted, some pained sort of outcry escaping him but sounding so far away through the sudden roaring in his mind. If there was still ground underneath him he couldn’t feel it anymore, he thought maybe his arms were flailing, he couldn’t feel what his body was doing.
But boy was he feeling something. He was running, he was sick, he was being carried, someone was stroking his face kindly- lovingly, even. Sayaka was crying into his shirt, Leon was clinging to him like was worried he may disappear if he didn’t hold on. His mom was giving him a jacket for his birthday, Chihiro was stomping a foot down on the open wound in his chest. Byakuya was coughing blood all over the floor in front of him, Sakura was asking him for help getting ready for her date. His sister was whispering something in his ear, Hina was holding a gun. He was pulling Hiro out of the tank and cold water was spilling everywhere, Kyoko was kissing his cheek and the warmth lingered till he drifted off to sleep. She was kissing him again at the train station, waiting for Hifumi to turn around so no one would catch her doing it. Mukuro was speaking in a video, helping him escape- Mukuro was dragging him back, strapping him down.
His parents were watching the news, muttering something about a war.
His friends were reading files, each of them worrying about each other.
He was climbing up a ladder, fearing he might really be alone.
Kyoko was holding his hand… telling her that she missed him even though he was right there he wanted to scream he was right there the whole time and he just-
“Hey-“
He was going to be sick.
“Can you hear me?”
Junko was taunting him- he was strapped to a chair.
“Seven?”
His friends were all around him, there was a warm cup of ramen in his hands, he was so happy to have them back…
He was alone.
He’d never been alone.
Somebody grabbed Makoto’s arm, he sucked in a breath he didn’t realize he’d been holding, gasping for air like someone who’d been held under water too long. He was hyperventilating- he was panicking- he needed to calm down. He doubled over and gagged, so disoriented his body just couldn’t think of anything else to do. Another whimper escaped him, he gripped the sides of his head- an action that reminded him of Mondo, now that he actually remembered who he was.
“It’s okay,” some voice was talking, quiet and monotone, “What’s going on? Can you understand me?”
Is that Kyoko? Please god let it be Kyoko-
“I…” Makoto gulped, finally moving one of his hands and just… staring down at it. He felt so… disconnected. Like he was trying to fit in a shirt that was too big, too stretched out now, even though it was his. It was always him, he just couldn’t make himself… remember.
“I’m okay.”
“Are you sure?” He finally looked up at the voice, worries gray eyes framed by freckles staring down at him from where Mukuro had bent over to check on him. A bullet proof vest and harness strapped across her chest, a gun and a few other weapons secured in it. He could feel the worry radiating off of her.
Did Junko know? Could she tell what he had done?
“What’s wrong?” Mukuro prompted again, squatting down completely to be eye level with him, he took another minute to catch his breath.
“I… Hi.” He fumbled over his words, “You… were you the one following me?”
She frowned, straightening up quickly and looking back out over the empty city streets behind him, “Someone was following you?”
“Yeah, I think so.” He followed her gaze for a moment, before looking back up to her, “It… It really wasn’t you?”
“I was coming from the opposite direction.” She pointed out, finally stopping her scanning of the area, “We’ve been waiting for you in an old Danganronpa warehouse.”
Her expression turned sad, “Part of me… was hoping you wouldn’t come.”
He finally tried to collect himself, letting out a weak excuse for a laugh, “I… I had to. I couldn’t just-“
“I know, Junko ordered you to-“
“I couldn’t leave you alone with her.”
She tensed, blinking down at him a few times like she needed to confirm what she’d just heard.
“Seven?” She asked, he couldn’t stop the way his mouth twitched into a frown, he had been called that for too long now.
“… Makoto?” She tried again, and for a lack of anything else to do, he nodded in return.
She squatted back down, a hand going to cover her mouth as she looked him up and down again. He sat up a little, awkwardly fidgeting while he awaited her reaction, would she tell? Was she gonna freak out? Junko wasn’t controlling her right now, but it was… still a little up in the air whether or not Mukuro would help him.
“You… You remember.” She stated instead of asked, waiting for him to nod again, “You remember everything and you still came here?”
“Well, I… I don’t know if I remember everything yet, I’m still kinda… fuzzy.” He admitted quietly, “I didn’t want to till now… Junko made it seem like such a bad idea to… be me, ya know?”
Tears pricked at the corners of his eyes, they’d been long overdue, in his opinion, “I can’t believe I didn’t-“
“That wasn’t you.” Mukuro muttered, and the irony of it forced a low chuckle out of him. The tables sure had turned, how many times had he said that to his friends, now?
“So… what’s your plan, now?” Mukuro finally spoke again, reaching out a hand to help him to his feet, “She’s expecting you, you know.”
“Uh, I’m not sure what my plan is yet.” He admitted, glancing around and realizing Monokuma had disappeared. His backpack laid open on it’s side next to his feet now, the bear was nowhere to be found. “Not exactly, anyway. But I… I’m gonna stop her.”
Mukuro frowned, “You can’t just say you’re gonna stop her. Do you have any idea how many people have tried to stop her?”
“It doesn’t matter how many people have tried it before.” He asserted, “I’m still gonna do it. I have to.”
“Why?”
He blinked at the question, looking up at her gray eyes and finding something like…suspicion, almost, shining within them.
“What?”
“Why are you doing this? You could’ve left at any time. You could leave now.” She paused, her hand reaching out towards his and then falling back to her side, “We… we could leave now. We could disappear.”
Something inside him twisted in pity, Mukuro had been through so much. He couldn’t imagine everything she’d had to deal with, he could feel the desperation coming off of her in waves, an almost pleading look on her face as she silently waited for him to consider her offer to run. To leave everything behind, to leave Junko to hunt down his friends and wreak havoc on the world while he went and hid…
There was nothing to consider, really.
“I’m going to stop her.” He insisted, forcing some of the strength back into his voice, “This isn’t going to end unless someone stops her. She’s just gonna keep hurting people- I can’t let that happen.”
Mukuro’s shoulders dropped slightly, her gaze drifting down to the ground, “She’s going to try to kill you, Makoto. There might not be any stopping her.”
He took a deep breath, trying to smile despite the still overwhelming rush of emotions coursing through him, “I’ve gotta try though, right? I’ve gotta keep going… I’ve gotta finish this.”
She sighed, eyes flicking off to the side for a moment before she nodded, “I… I’ll support you then. However I can.”
“Are you sure you don’t want to leave?” He tentatively asked, “I mean… I know this would be hard for you, since she’s your sister and everything.”
“No. I’m… I’m part of the reason we’re in this mess in the first place. I need to finish what I’ve started as well.” She finally met his eyes again, “I’m sorry about everything, you know that, right?”
“It’s…” he paused, the phrase ‘it’s okay’ didn’t seem fitting.
“It’s gonna be alright.” He settled on, awkwardly, “We’re gonna be alright, okay?”
“You really think so?”
“I know so.” I hope so. He turned back towards the warehouse in the distance, “Everything’s gonna be alright.”
She followed his gaze, grabbing him by the forearm, “Follow my lead when we go in, we shouldn’t hesitate anymore… I hope you think of a better plan by then.”
“Ha,” he awkwardly smiled, casting one last wary glance behind him for any sign of Monokuma, “Yeah, me too.”
Mukuro led him across the park- he could actually remember it was called a park now- across a rusty bridge over a drainage ditch turned river towards the abandoned looking warehouse ahead. It was a rusted red colors, a black logo almost completely worn away across the side. There was a rather obvious armored vehicle parked out front, but with the entire city around them demolished, stealth probably wasn’t as big a concern as it normally would be.
“You said this was a… danganronpa warehouse?” He asked quietly, heart thudding in his chest as they grew closer to the warehouses large open doors. “What’s that?”
“Don’t worry about it.” Mukuro muttered, like she was Junko might be able to hear already, “A… business partner of Hope’s Peak, they’re really not a problem anymore.”
“So they’re still around?”
“I said-“
“Ooooooh my god!” Junko’s loud voice carried across the empty lot around them, the blonde appearing in the doorway and waving excitedly. “There he is! There’s my favorite little sidekick!”
She grinned as they got closer, Makoto tried to hide his shame at the way his first instinct was to smile back. Old habits die hard, he guessed, or… new habits that were forced into your brain till they felt like old ones die hard. Something like that.
“Aside from you of course, Muki.” She snickered, yanking Makoto roughly towards her and cradling his face in her hands, “Oh, you poor thing.”
She clicked her tongue, her thumb brushing against the bruise on his cheek before she pinched it roughly, he couldn’t stop himself from wincing.
“They hit you?” She asked, an over dramatic shock to her words, “I knew they wouldn’t treat you right… didn’t I tell you that?”
“Y-yes…” he muttered out, nervously, “I… I think it was my fault, though.”
“No, no, no,” Junko hugged him close, it could’ve seemed sweet if he didn’t feel her nails digging into his back, “None of that was you, Seven. I told you they’re all just too broken to be reasoned with, that’s why we have to get them back.”
“I know...” He agreed, anxiety twisting his stomach into knots, “I… I’m sorry I left.”
“Good.” Her tone turned bitter, she released him and turned to walk in the other direction. “Well, at least this was a teaching moment, now you should know better than to listen to anyone other than me.”
She paused at the base of a metal stairway, looking over her shoulder with a threatening glow to her eyes, “Right?”
“Of course.” He agreed immediately, resisting the urge to force that annoying buzzing out of his head completely, he had to keep this up, “I-I’m never leaving you again. I promise.”
She smirked, chuckling a little as she walked up the steps, the click of her heels echoing around the building.
“Thank god, I was worried I was gonna have to saw you open like Kamakura.”
“L-like what?”
“No questions. You’ve asked too many stupid questions!” She snapped, leaving him at the base of the stairs to take in his new surroundings.
It was cluttered, crates and large metal shipping containers creating something like a maze through the warehouse. Over the top of them, towards the back of the building, there were the tops of strange metal machines, he couldn’t tell what they were from here, as he stood on his toes to get a better look Junko’s loud voice startled him again.
“Get up here, Seven! I wanna show you something~” there was a static sensation in his mind again, she was trying to give him a command. He hurried forward, it’d be better if she thought that worked.
He glanced nervously back at Mukuro, who gave him a tense frown before she glanced up the stairs. No other choice but to go along with this, then.
“Coming!” He called back, swallowing his fear and hurrying up the creaky steps.
The top half of the warehouse was a metal grated catwalk, held up by rusting chains and not nearly enough support beams. It swayed slightly beneath him, it felt like he could hear the whole building creaking from up here.
So many safety hazards, Taka would have a heart attack.
She smiled at him as he reached the top of the steps, the static wasn’t leaving. It wasn’t anything other than an annoyance, now- blocking her from really getting into his head was practically second nature after… after everything. Maybe it always had been? Hadn’t Celeste said something about not being able to look in his head? Where was everybody, anyway- were they still safe?
… and where the hell was Monokuma?
Junko was across the catwalk, leaning on the rusted railing by a hole in the building’s metal walls- he didn’t wanna think about what must’ve happened to make a hole that size. She turned away from him, looking down over the maze of boxes and humming.
“I was reeeeaaaally worried you weren’t gonna come.” She mused, he stopped a few feet away from her, “How boring would that have been? I’ve gotten real tired of this game of we’ve been playing. I’m tired of taking little steps- I wanna do something big.”
Bigger than demolishing multiple cities? Bigger than kidnapping over a dozen people and trying to brainwash them?
“What… What do you mean?” He asked, trying to keep his expression blank. She turned back to smile at him.
“I mean, I think I’m ready to move onto phase two. My other… project- I guess, isn’t exactly a success, but I’m done waiting around. I can work with what I’ve got… you can help me, right?”
He swallowed hard, “I can try?”
She chuckled, a low sound that quickly rose to something bordering on deranged before it suddenly ceased, she glared over at him, a sharp pain stung through his mind.
“You must think I’m a fucking idiot, don’t you, Makoto?”
He tensed, she moved to put a hand on her hip.
“What?”
“Do you think I’m stupid? Is that it?” She asked, tilting her head, “Or maybe you somehow think you’re smarter than me- just because your stupid dumb luck has managed to get you this far.”
“I- I don’t know what you’re talking about-“ he tried to backpedal, his hands twitched nervously by his sides, his fingers brushed against something in his pocket.
What was that?
“Let’s drop this, yeah?” She suggested, standing up straight now and crossing her arms, “I tried to go the easy route with you. I tried to be merciful and just give you a fresh start at life, but I guess you’re just too stubborn for your own good.”
He tensed his jaw, looking her up and down before making eye contact and refusing to flinch against the shock she tried to send through his brain. He was stubborn, alright.
“So… now what?” He bluntly asked, a part of him wondering if Mukuro could still hear them, if she was going to help.
“Now,” Junko began, taking a slow step forward, “I’m going to tear your brain apart. I’m gonna take every stupid thought you’ve ever had and grind it down to dust. I’m going to take that stupid little spark of life in your eyes and-“
“I’m not afraid of you.” He didn’t move from his spot, hands balling into fists, “You can threaten me all you want, I’m not afraid of you.”
She grinned, wide, “You really think you’re gonna win, don’t you?”
Something moved outside the hole behind her.
“That’s another thing I’m gonna do.” She continued, “That stupid, disgusting hope you’ve been spreading to all your friends like a disease- like weeds chocking out everything I’ve been trying to grow in them. I’m getting rid of that first.”
Her voice reached a whisper, she was inches away from him now, she didn’t notice the movement behind her.
“I’m gonna make an example out of you, Makoto Naegi. Of just how deep someone can get lost in despair-“
“ATTACK!”
Monokuma’s shrill voice filled the air, an incredibly triumphant yell considering the bear’s plan seemed to just be to charge straight towards her. She spun around, avoiding the paw he swung and kicking him upside the head.
The bear tumbled over, rolling onto his back just as Junko slammed her foot down into his stomach. The sound of her heel hitting the metal echoed throughout the warehouse, she scrunched her nose in disgust.
“What the hell kinda reject build-a-bear are you?” She snickered, “I mean, I like the black and white colors at least, very bold.”
“How dare you!” Monokuma retorted, yelling loud enough that Junko didn’t seem to notice Makoto creeping up behind her. “I invoke the mighty summon spell! I cast a curse upon you!”
She scoffed, “What kinda curse can you-“
Kzzzap!
She shrieked as the bear’s claws dug into her legs, a volt of electricity escaping them that was so strong Makoto thought he could feel it in his teeth. She kicked the bear away, he went tumbling over the edge of the catwalk as Makoto tackled her.
He heard Monokuma scream, but he wasn’t too worried, the bear had survived being dropped five floors, that fall wouldn’t be enough to hurt him, right?
On instinct alone he shoved her face into the metal beneath them, the dull thud echoing around in his mind along with own racing heartbeat. He’d been in more life threatening situations than anyone should in one lifetime- and unfortunately he seemed to be developing an ‘act first think later’ sort of mentality about it. But he didn’t want to hurt her- he just needed this to stop.
Maybe I can gag her? Keep her tied up to figure out what to do with her? God this is so messed up it’s SO messed up.
He grappled her arms behind her, straddling her back and trying to force her to stay face down beneath him. She let out a yell of frustration, so loud it almost drowned out the footsteps approaching. He risked a glance back, expecting to find Monokuma had gotten back up to them and finding Mukuro at the top of the steps instead.
Her gun was drawn, pointed towards the blonde on the floor, he had never seen anyone look so uncertain.
“Mukiiii~” Junko called, her voice picking up a sickeningly sweet edge to it, Makoto’s already panicked heartbeat quickened. He could hear the echo to her words, he could feel the way her influence carried through the air- and from the way Mukuro suddenly winced and squeezed her eyes shut, she could feel it too.
“Do me a favor and shoot Makoto. Now.”
The gun raised.
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“It’s gonna be fine, ya know.” Mondo assured her, his eyes not leaving the dark road ahead of them as they drove through the demolished city.
“I know.”
“Yeah, I’m sure he’s alright.” Hina added, a hand on her shoulder that only worsened her nerves.
“I know.” Her voice came out like a hiss, the heat of it leaving her mouth like a spitfire.
She needed to calm down.
Hiro was the next to speak, a nervous humming preceding his words as he finally looked up from his own hands, “You don’t gotta worry, we’re gonna-“
She couldn’t take this anymore.
“Everybody shut up and leave Kyoko alone.” Byakuya’s clipped words cut off her own retort, nothing but a thin trail of smoke escaping her instead as the blonde turned in the front seat to glare at the rest of the car. “Pointless reassurance won’t do anyone any good. Let’s try and focus on what exactly we’re going to do once we get to them.”
There was a tense pause after he spoke, everyone nervously slanting around at each other, Celeste was the one to finally speak up again.
“We can assume he is probably with Junko again.” Her words made Kyoko’s hands heat up, a low burn through them that made her grimace, “How are we going to retrieve him when we can’t be around her?”
“I’ll go in first.” Leon offered, tone grim and monotone, his fingers curled around the gun in his lap, “I can shoot-“
“No.” Sayaka cut him off in a serious voice, “You don’t have to do that. Nobody should ever have to do something like that. It’d still be way too dangerous for you to go in by yourself!”
“I could go in first.” Taka suggested,“She can’t do anything like… that to me.”
“She could still hurt you, though.” Chihiro pointed out nervously, “I’d be pretty worried about anyone going in by themselves.”
“S-still, it makes the most sense to s-send him in.” Toko countered, Kyoko wasn’t sure when she and Syo switched out last, they seemed to be taking turns a lot more often tonight. Neither of them wanted to miss anything. “I- I can go with him. She can’t control me either.”
“We should wait till we know exactly where we’re going before we decide how to split up.” Sakura commented from the backseat, “We need a full understanding of what we will be dealing with.”
Hiro shifted nervously next to her again, the way he bumped against her forearm sent a dull throbbing pain through her hands again. This was the first time since… everything that she’d left them unwrapped. The dark, splotchy maroon burns covering her skin almost felt like they were mocking her.
She hadn’t been prepared enough, and this was how she had to pay for it.
“This is all my fault…” Hiro muttered, so quietly she almost didn’t hear it. “It’s all my fuckin’ fault…”
She gulped, looking at the tears pricking the edges of his eyes for a moment before hesitantly putting a hand on his lap.
“This isn’t anybody’s fault.” She responded quietly, “Blaming yourself won’t do help.”
“I think he…” Hiro paused, hesitating to meet her eyes, “I think he tried to tell me. I was too freaked out to really think about it, like… I figured there was no way he could actually leave, ya know?”
She didn’t, really. But she pushed aside the flash of anger that Hiro suspected something and didn’t inform her and tried to be reassuring. Comfort was Makoto’s area of expertise, not her own, but she could try.
“None of us did.” She muttered, unsure what else to say, “We can worry about this later. Let’s try to focus on the present, okay?”
That seemed to help, somehow, expression shifting from remorse to something more thoughtful.
“The present, right.” He nodded, “Yeah. I should try to-“
“SHIT- WHAT THE FU-“
The van swerved violently to the right as Mondo screamed, rocking up onto the sidewalk before he steered them back towards the road and sent them skidded to a stop in an intersection.
“Mondo what the hell?!” Leon demanded, clutching Sayaka’s arm for support.
Mondo let out a quick breath, trying to get the van in motion again as he snapped over his shoulder. “Somethin’ just shot out in the road. Some kinda… I-“
He paused, Kyoko couldn’t see his face, but the way he tensed let her know he was nervous.
“I think it looked like a deer. Almost.”
There were nervous glances around the car, Hifumi whimpered, “What do you mean… almost?”
“I think it’s eyes were glowing. And it was sorta… shit, melted looking-“
The van rocked violently again, Hina crying out now as something dark and pointed shot up across the left side of van and encased all the windows.
“What the fuck-“ Hiro muttered, already fumbling for the door handle on his side of the van to escape, “What is that?”
Hifumi hesitantly placed a hand against the glass, “Ice?”
Byakuya’s eyes met her own, enough fear in his eyes she could tell they were thinking the same thing.
They knew what this was.
“Everybody out of the car.” She ordered, reaching across Hiro and ignoring the burn in her hands as she pushed the door open herself. “Get ready to fight. We’re not alone out here.”
Hiro scrambled out of the car, she could hear Leon’s gun cocking behind her- but there was another sound, too.
A low, threatening laugh echoing off the buildings from somewhere nearby.
Once everyone had climbed out the right side of the van, and Kyoko was sure they would all be relatively well hidden behind it, she set about investigating. An anxious sort of fire burning through her veins as she peered around the edge of the car.
The ice was a dark, almost unnatural looking blue, darker swirls of purple and gray beneath the surface. It had encased the entire left side now, swirling away from the main spike in jagged, rough motions. She let one of her hands rest over the ice, the cold easing her pain some as it melted beneath her palm.
Just normal ice, then. She noted, letting her eyes follow the trail of it down the street towards an alley they had passed, Not especially thick or durable…
She took a cautious step towards the alley, a cold hand suddenly grabbed her wrist.
“Kyoko,” Taka’s voice was clipped with worry, his eyes on the same destination she was heading, “You… shouldn’t push yourself. We should just leave.”
She frowned, Taka had been overbearing about her using her powers. Every time she tried, nothing more than a burst of sparks would come out, maybe a stray flame every now and then, if she was lucky. She just… couldn’t bring anything more out of her. She didn’t think she had it in her anymore.
“I know what I’m doing.” She assured him, slowly pulling her hand away, “If you’re so worried about it, you can cover me.”
With a tense sigh, he nodded, his hand moving to rest on the hilt of the sword he’d gotten from Hope’s Peak. She turned her focus back to the ice that creeped across the ground from the alley, something else on the cement caught her attention now.
There were flecks of ice moving across the pavement, so small she almost didn’t notice them. She quickly turned her attention to the partially demolished storefront across the street, there was movement inside the shattered window.
Taka drew his sword, seeming to pick up on her change in demeanor as she set her jaw and readied herself for a fight. A low laugh began to spill out of the building, followed by creeping tendrils of frost as someone approached the window. Fire burned in her lungs, she could feel the heat rise to her throat.
“Ah,” the voice spoke, she could the outline of someone dressed in black step from the shadows, their face obscured, “So the vermin finally rear their ugly heads, the weeds attempting to spread across-“
Kyoko screamed, though little sound other than the ROAR of fire leaving as she engulfed the window in flames. There was a sound like glass breaking, a startled outcry from Taka as well as whoever was inside.
A spear of ice jutted from the building, Taka’s reflexes beat her own as he pulled her aside and slammed the sword against the oncoming projectile to shatter it.
“Ha!” A loud voice erupted from the smoke still consuming the store in front of her, ice spreading across the ground as the stranger finally stepped out to face them.
“I see I’ve met my accursed other half, the vessel of fire I am destined to destroy.” He grinned, an almost excited look on his face as he stepped fully into view. “We have heard all about you, Kyoko Kirigiri.”
His hair was slicked back, his long black coat and scarf tinged with the same blue frost patterns that swirled from his feet as he took another step towards them. There was something other than frost on his boots, a worn out looking symbol branded on them that she couldn’t quite make out in the low light. The commotion had gotten the other’s attention, Hina and Leon cautiously approaching with their own weapons at the ready.
“I… am Gundham Tanaka!” He held his arms out, Kyoko knew she should take this moment to attack again, but the theatrics honestly caught her off guard. “Supreme Overlord of Ice and Darkness, the imminent demise of wretched filth such as you!”
“… you’re a what?” Hina’s face scrunched in confusion, Kyoko decided she was done wasting time.
She tried to force the flames to her hands, wincing in pain as nothing other than a burn and some searing sparks emitted from her fingers. She desperately hoped this new attacker wouldn’t notice, he smirked down at her hands.
“Having some trouble?” He taunted, taking another step forward and ignoring the way Taka’s sword was pointed square at his chest. “We’ve heard about your recent defeat, as well. How pathetic-“
“Alright, that’s enough.” Taka interrupted, sword moving till it was inches away from Gundham’s neck, he didn’t flinch. “You’re clearly not in your right mind, let us help you.”
Gundham chuckled, gray eyes looking Taka up and down, “Ah. The metal paladin. Try not to fight back too much, I have a minion who wishes to study you- it’d be easier if you were in one piece.”
Leon nervously glanced between them all, his gun still pointed towards the stranger in front of them, “So like… is Junko making him this crazy, or do you think he’s just-“
“Do not speak her name!” Gundham snapped, a bandaged arm pointing an accusatory finger at the redhead. Kyoko gasped at what she saw.
There was frost on his shoes, frost along the bottom of his clothes… but there was no frost on his hands. Nothing sticking to the bandages, nothing on the flesh of his other hand. He wasn’t the one making this ice.
He wasn’t alone.
“Who else is with you?” She demanded, ignoring the slight surprise on Gundham’s face to try and search the shadows of the demolished building herself. “I know you’re there, come out.”
There was slight cracking noise behind her, she noticed it just in time. She ducked to the side as another spike of ice shot up from behind her, rolling out of the way and getting back to her feet just as a blonde girl emerged from the opposite alley. She had on a much more simple outfit than Gundham, the same symbol branded on his boots was embroidered on one of the sleeves of her shirt, too severed by frost for Kyoko to try and make it out. She was wearing a long skirt- which seemed impractical, but who was she to judge considering she was out here in a dress shirt- the frost and ice clinging to the bottom of it sparkling like diamonds in the low light.
“Oh no,” the girl seemed disappointed, some foreign accent laced her words, “I thought I was doing such a good job of hiding, too.”
Leon fired his weapon, probably more from being than startled than from actually meaning to, a wall of ice immediately rose to block the bullet with a wave her hand.
“Now that’s not very nice.” Her tone became more grim, but it was quickly replaced by a smile far too wide for their current situation “ Oh, look how different all of you are! I can’t wait to take you back and see how all of you-“
Sayaka’s scream cut off her next words, sending the stranger flying back towards the alley with enough force it nearly knocked Kyoko off her feet. Jagged walls of ice shot across the street in all directions, cutting Kyoko off from her friends before she could blink.
I need fire. She grimaced, wincing again as she tried, desperately, to force anything into her hands as she heard Sakura yell from somewhere beyond the barrier between them. She couldn’t use her breath to take this new fighter down- it was messy and unpredictable, it took too much energy from her, it was a last resort-
Her hands being burned in the first place was a ‘last resort’.
Something wrapped around her legs while she was distracted, constricting her movement instantly and knocking over onto the ice covered ground with a thud.
She looked down, something black and almost transparent wrapping up her legs like a snake, it seemed to be morphing out of the ground itself. Her thrashing against them seeming pointless as she tried in vain to get away. A transparent hand- almost liquid in movement- followed soon after, grabbing her wrist and trying to pin her on her back onto the pavement below.
She struggled more, feeling the heat reach her hands and ultimately fizzle out as Gundham’s low laugh reached her ears again.
“Perhaps the ice was a deception, but my words about our destiny were not.” She wasn’t sure when- or how- he had gotten through the ice, but now he was standing over her as she tried to pry herself free.
“You are a light, a flicker of false hope blinding others to the truth.” He pressed a boot down onto her free hand, grinding it against the ground and forcing a pained scream to escape her.
“And it is my purpose to destroy such things.”
She couldn’t move at all, these… shadow things, whatever they were, pinning her in place as Gundham’s expression faltered. His eyes shifting into something almost… sympathetic.
“I’ll give my regards to this ‘Makoto’ once we capture him.” He muttered, his foot raised once more and readying to slam down on her head.
She grit her teeth, the anger that phrase ignited in her so forceful it seemed to burn through her veins.
They were not going to catch Makoto.
They were not going to hurt him again- or her friends, or anyone.
She was going to stop this if it was the last thing she ever did.
Flames tore their way through her throat, a shout escaping her as her hands ignited sent a burn up her arms that made her head spin. Whatever was holding her in place fizzled out against the fire with a low hiss, Gundham himself reeling back to catch his balance as Kyoko got back to her feet and swung a fiery fist against him.
He blocked the first one, backpedaling to try and get some distance between them as Kyoko’s adrenaline filled attacks pushed her forward even more.
Her fist finally met his jaw, she barely registered the throbbing pain it sent up her arm as she knocked him down, his head knocking against the edge of the sidewalk. He held a hand up to the burn on his face, snarling up at her as she raised a flaming hand to face him.
“Wait! Please!”
The outcry was so desperate it startled her, glancing behind her to see the blonde from before standing several feet away. Her legs were scraped, her dark gray clothes ruined, pink blood dripping from a cut on her hand- the others had certainly fought against her well.
“Please, let him go- I surrender!” She begged, getting down on her knees for good measure and looking like she may cry, “Please, please, he just got out! This can’t be it!”
“Sonia, what are you doing?” Gundham shouted in disbelief, trying to get up when Kyoko’s flames flickered closer towards his face. “We have a mission-“
“We have already failed!” She protested, “They already know where he is, and he’s already with her- we must go.”
She turned her attention back to Kyoko, “Please, do not hurt him. I-“ she hesitated, the sound of Sakura punching through the wall of ice between them and the others seemed to startle her, “I know you are angry, but please, let us go.”
Kyoko didn’t realize how heavy she was breathing till now, the pain that shot through every inch of her body from their fight nearly overwhelming her. But she was angry- angry at Gundham, at Junko, at everything.
Did they really think she’d just let them go after this?
But then her eyes flicked back to Gundham, who’s gaze was locked solely on where Sonia groveled, fear and concern shining through his eyes where they had previously been an empty haze. He looked vulnerable, he looked like a lost little kid…
They were all just kids.
The fire in her hands extinguished, she ignored the way her body ached a moment more to glare back at Sonia.
“Just this once.” She warned, smoke leaving her lungs and spiraling into the night sky above them. “Leave. I don’t ever want to see either of you again.”
Sonia nodded, scrambling back to her feet and rushing past her as Kyoko stumbled towards the break in the ice Sakura was making. She collapsed against the muscular girl almost immediately, her pain hazed mind barely registering the way the others rushed ahead to investigate what was going on for themselves.
Sakura lifted her easily, hurrying back to the van with Hina right beside her worriedly asking questions Kyoko couldn’t bring herself to focus on.
“Is… Is the van okay? Can we keep moving?”
“Already running. We’re about to go.”
“Good.” She nodded weakly, waving off Taka as he attempt to check on her. “Let’s go. Forget about those two.”
“Forget about them?” Byakuya asked in disbelief, his tone still sharp despite the anxious way he looked her over as he helped Sakura maneuver her into the van’s open doors.
“For now, yes.” She nodded, determination filling in the cracks where the pain was subsiding, “ We have bigger things to worry about. We have to get Makoto back.”
Chapter 34: That’s Enough
Summary:
Makoto knows there’s only one way this can end- he just hope’s he’s strong enough to follow through.
Notes:
Hey! Quick WARNING!
There’s some graphic violence, blood, and similar unpleasant stuff in this chapter!
This IS a danganronpa fic, after all.
Thanks for reading!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The gun raised- but not towards his head.
Mukuro made a strained noise, her hand shaking as it pointed the pistol to where Junko’s face was pressed against the metal catwalk beneath them. Makoto’s panic replaced by confusion.
“Wha-“
“What the hell do you think you’re doing?” Junko demanded, her struggling against his weight on top of her renewed, “Shoot him. Now.”
“No.” Mukuro spat through grit teeth, “We’re putting an end to this.”
“Wait-“ Makoto held a hand out to stop her, “I- we can’t just kill her- we should gag her or something, we can restrain her till we-“
“You’re the one who said the only way to stop this is to stop her.” Mukuro insisted, taking another step forward, “Makoto, there’s no reasoning with her-“
“You’re so mean to me.” Junko cut her off, squirming again beneath Makoto as he tried to keep her pinned down. “I ask you to do one fucking thing and you decide to turn on me! What a lame excuse for a sister!”
“Move, Makoto. Let me do this.” Mukuro insisted, taking another step closer, Junko made a noise like a growl.
“I told you to shoot him!” She snapped as Makoto moved one of his hands to cover her mouth, she turned her head to try and avoid him, “Thirteen. Shoot him. Now-”
“Stop that!” Makoto yelled over her, Mukuro’s grip on the gun faltered, “Mukuro-“
Junko bit down on his hand, he let out an embarrassing yelp in shock. She took the opportunity to force him off of her, trying to scramble back to her feet when he grabbed her by the waist to try and force her back down.
“Kill him!” Junko demanded again, clawing at Makoto’s hands to try and pry him off, he wouldn’t budge, he shoved all his weight against her to try and push her back down. “He’s a threat to your mission, Thirteen, you have to kill him!”
“No!” Makoto countered, grabbing Junko’s hair and yanking her backwards to her knees, “Th- that’s not true! You don’t have to listen to her!”
Junko elbowed his still bruised cheek, the pain stunning him just long enough for her to grab by the neck and shove him down onto the metal below them. Acrylic nails dug into his skin- this didn’t feel like the first time this happened, but he couldn’t quite remember the other- he gasped in a ragged inhale against the pressure around his throat.
“Take. The. Shot.” Junko instructed, in a tone that sounded like it was bordering on delighted, “Good soldiers follow orders, right?”
His vision blurred slightly, but he saw Mukuro nod, taking a step closer. He struggled to pry Junko’s hands off his neck, kicking his legs and gasping for air as he found himself staring down the barrel of a gun.
“Muk-“ he gasped out, hearing something like footsteps- but that was probably just his heartbeat flooding his ears, “Mukuro- You…. G- You’re not a soldier- You don’t-“
He pulled against Junko’s hands with all his strength, taking in a ragged inhale, “Junko doesn’t get to control you anymore- ever! You don’t have to listen to her!”
“I…” Mukuro’s voice wavered, Makoto’s vision was dotted with black spots, “I’m not a soldier.”
She reared back and struck Junko across the face with her gun, the weight on top of him suddenly lifted as Junko was knocked against the railing to their right. Mukuro advanced quickly, the gun pressing against Junko’s jaw as the dark haired girl snarled. Makoto tried to speak up, his voice cracking into a strangled cough as he attempted to catch his breath again.
“I am not your soldier- I will not be your plaything anymore.” She hissed, Junko glared back, “I want to make sure you never hurt anyone agai-“
Something metal flashed across his vision, pink splattering across him as a sword reached over him to pierce Mukuro’s back.
Mukuro’s eyes went wide, something pink dripping from her mouth as she grit her teeth and attempted to pull the trigger anyway. Junko knocked the gun from her hand with a low chuckle, seeming amused as her sister slumped lifelessly down to the floor in front of her.
Makoto tried to move, scrambling back up onto his elbows before the same blood soaked katana moved to hover his own chest.
“Don’t move.” A cold voice demanded, he turned up to find a girl with gray hair standing over him, her mouth pulled back in a tight frown, her eyes a swirling gray behind her glasses.
Makoto could feel something, it wasn’t like the network- it wasn’t something reaching out across the air where he could attempt to connect and pull it away. It was self contained, a tangled mess of bitterness and cruelty knotting up her mind, she felt a lot like Junko.
It was like Junko had put a part of herself in this girl’s soul. It almost hurt to feel.
“Oh, thank god you’re okay!” A new voice spoke, someone in all white rushing past him and collapsing to her knees at Junko’s feet, completely ignoring the corpse she was half trampling to get there. She was in all white, something like a medic’s uniform splattered with red in several places, a matching white mask covered most of her face.
“H-how can I help you? How badly are you hurt?”
“Ugh, just back up!” Junko swatted her away, the new girl cowered as Junko stood again. She made a point to smile back down at Makoto before speaking, “Well, you guys came just in time! I was getting worried I’d have to just kill Makoto.”
“Th-this is Makoto?” The girl in white looked back at him, something like excitement in her swirling eyes as she put a hand to her face, “Oh, he’s very small, much weaker looking than I expected…”
She looked back up to Junko, hands clasped in a pleading manner, “Do I still to get to use him?”
“Of course, hon.” Junko ran her fingers through the other girl’s hair, Makoto’s stomach twisted as the gentle touch suddenly turned to a yank, “As long his brain still works a little I should be able to use him, do whatever else you want, though. Go fuckin’ nuts, Mikan.”
“You’re so kind to me…” the nurse- Mikan, apparently- put a hand on Makoto’s leg, his heart thudded against his chest. A cold feeling suddenly shot up his leg, the whole appendage going numb beneath her touch and a sharp pain shooting through the rest of his body- what is this?
He frantically glanced around, desperate for some sort of escape plan, his eyes finally landed on Mukuro’s still body. The wound was already closing itself up, the bleeding stopped completely, he thought he could see her fingers twitch.
“P-Please, don’t touch me.” Makoto tried to back away again, a foot pressed down on his shoulder to force him down onto the ground. His hands slipped out from where he’d been trying to prop himself up, his fingers brushed against Mukuro’s gun.
Mikan blinked a few times, apparently affected by his words for just a moment as her hand slowly retracted. It was over as soon as it began, she decided instead to poke him roughly in the stomach and smiled sympathetically as he flinched.
“A little chubbier than I expected, too.” She giggled, a hand moving to her cover her mouth as the laugh turned deranged, “I knew she’d pick the perfect little toy for us to use…”
His hand slowly curled around the gun, his gaze moving past Mikan to where Junko was leaning over the railing towards the warehouse doors.
“Hey! Quit beating up the stupid bear!” She snapped to someone below, dashing Makoto’s hope that maybe he and Mukuro wouldn’t be so outnumbered. “It might have information on the other rejects- save it to take back to Soda.”
She gave Makoto a glance, someone beneath grumbled out a few curses, “How’d the recon team for them go, anyway?” She grinned at him, “Any of them dead?”
“The princess fuckin’ defected again.” A gruff voice answered from the floor below, Makoto’s finger curled around the trigger of the gun, Mukuro finally stirred, “Took Gundham down with her, it sounds like. Ol’ Nidai ought to be rounding them for you again.”
“Oh, that’s a shame.” Junko clicked her tongue, turning her attention back to whoever she was speaking to, “Well, I can deal with that again. This time we’ll just have to try something a little stronger.”
She chuckled at the thought of it, Makoto’s stomach twisted in disgust.
There was… no way he could really bring himself to shoot someone, right? No matter how dire the situation, that was just… there was no way.
His eyes were still on where Junko yelled another order to whoever was beneath them.
Mukuro was right- this wouldn’t end till she was gone, if it could even end then. It had to end… and he had promised he would be the one to end it.
But then his gaze moved to the nurse reaching into his pockets and ignoring how he struggled against her, the deep rooted dread of the knowledge that Junko had done this to them filling him with remorse for even thinking of fighting them. They couldn’t be too much older than him, still just kids exposed to the same horrors he had been through over and over and over again. There had to be some way to break through to them too, right?
Mukuro suddenly shot up from the floor, a dagger pulled from somewhere as she launched herself at the sword wielder holding Makoto down. The two toppled over, Makoto rolling over into a kneeling position and finally kicking Mikan away. Mukuro’s knife slammed against the girl’s throat, clattering uselessly off of it with a borderline metallic clang that sent a few sparks into the air.
…what?
Mukuro wrenched the sword from her grasp, a foot pressed down over the other girl’s throat as she attempted to get a better hold on the weapon. The gray haired girl let out an angry hiss, her body almost seemed to… melt for a moment as she shoved Mukuro off of her.
Mukuro swung the sword with reckless abandon, cutting right through the girl’s neck and-
Passing straight through her, completely unharmed.
She kicked up at Mukuro’s jaw, the soldier barely able to block it in time and trying to swing the sword against her side again. It bounced off of her like she was made of stone, chips and sparks once again ricocheting from the impact and leaving Makoto even more confused than he’d been before.
“Oh?” Mikan’s voice startled him, scrambling up to his feet turning to find her holding a syringe filled with a dark black liquid in his hands, “What’s this? Y-You shouldn’t be carrying something like this around in your pocket, you know.”
That finally got Junko’s attention again, she seemed unbothered by the current brawl between two girls behind him. She snapped her fingers and held out an expectant hand.
“Lemme see that.” She demanded, waiting for Mikan to hurry over and hold it out to her. “Oh! I was wondering where these went.”
She sneered over at him, “You really should be careful, hon. Can’t have my new puppet accidentally stabbing himself with super poison, now can I?”
Poison? his heartbeat roared in his ears, adrenaline coursing through him. There was poison… in Junko’s hand… right by the railing…
He could end this.
Without giving himself any time to think, he rushed forward. Ignoring the actual surprise in Junko’s eyes as he rammed against her- ignoring the horrified wail from Mikan as he shoved Junko over the railing and felt her nails dig into his arm to tug him over with her.
He always assumed that in situations like this, time would slow down- like in the movies. That the rush of wind against him, the vertigo sensation as he pitched forward into nothing, maybe all of that would give him more time to think before the end. Then again, it never had before, and he had actually fallen from way higher up than this. Had he thought of anything then? Had he thought about his friends? Had he thought about…
Kyoko. God he wished he could’ve said goodbye to her.
He wished he could’ve told her he cared about her in a voice that was actually his and not some hollow imitation. That he could’ve actually kissed her back properly instead of stuttering and blushing and and grinning like an idiot. That he could’ve held her hands again, asked her why they hurt now, promised her she’d never be hurt again.
… he wasn’t moving anymore. Something thudded to the ground beneath him.
There was something holding him up, an invisible force that seemed to keep pressure underneath his entire body. He finally snapped back to his senses, finding himself hovering in mid air over the maze of storage units beneath him, pink splattered across the floor from a crumpled body below. He was gonna be sick-
He was pulled roughly forward, closing his eyes as he whizzed through the air at a disorienting speed and right into someone’s arms.
The arms were warm.
“That was… the dumbest thing… you’ve ever done.” Byakuya sounded out of breath and irritated, Makoto’s heart soared.
He opened his eyes again, finding himself half collapsed against Kyoko, her hair covering his face and her hands clinging to his back.
“Oh- oh my gosh!” He cried out, reaching up and pushing the hair out of the way to see her tear filled eyes staring back at him, “Kyoko, I- I know you! I remember you- I promise, I remember all of you.”
His shaking hands rested against her cheeks, shock and disbelief flashing through her eyes for just a moment as she seemed to look him over- like she had to be sure it was really him. Tears finally spilled over the edges of her eyes, he knew his own tears weren’t far behind.
“I… really?” She asked hesitantly, her voice barely above a whisper, he nodded.
“Oh my god-“ she choked out, pulling him closer and breathing hot air against his neck in a sigh of relief, “I missed you so much-“
“I’m right here.” He assured her, burying his head against her shoulder and letting out a shaky laugh, “I’m so sorry I couldn’t say anything before, I-“
Another pair of arms wrapped around him, Byakuya ramming into both of them and squeezing them tight. It knocked them off balance, all three of them refusing to let go even as they fell onto their knees.
“My god- look what you’ve done to me.” He muttered, voice cracking on the end. He pulled away first, waiting for Makoto to finally look up at him before he spoke again.
“It’s… really you? You’re really back?” He asked, wiping a hand at the tears welling up behind his glasses. Makoto nodded vigorously, another relieved laugh escaping him as Byakuya’s expression softened.
“Tch. Took you long enough.” He smiled, the first genuine smile Makoto could remember seeing on him in a long time. There was a startled gasp from somewhere behind the blonde.
Celeste was standing in the doorway, looking uncharacteristically disheveled, the others crowded the doorway behind her.
“Makoto…” she whispered in disbelief, hands going to cover her mouth, “I can feel you.”
“That’s Makoto? Like really Makoto?” Hiro asked quietly, waiting for Celeste to nod before yelling, “That’s Makoto!”
The whole group rushed forward, a chorus of screams and cheers surrounding him. Sayaka was already crying, burying her face against his back and borderline shoving Byakuya out of the way to hug him. Leon took Makoto’s face in his hands, gulping back a sob of his own as he laughed and pressed their foreheads together.
“God, you fuckin’ scared me, man.” He whispered, “Don’t ever do that again, okay?”
“Never ever!” Sayaka mumbled in agreement, shaking her head against his back without looking up.
Kyoko’s hands moved to hold his own, smiling up at him as he looked from the redhead back to her.
“I promise. I’m not going anywhere again, okay?” He smiled back, two hands reached underneath his arms and pulled him up.
“Quit hoggin him!” Mondo’s rumble of a voice snapped, “We all wanna see him!”
“Do not tug him like that!” Taka reprimanded, eyes glowing brightly as he beamed up at Makoto despite the stern edge to his words, “After a stunt like that I need to make sure he’s alright.”
“We missed you so so much!” Hifumi wailed, taking one of his hands and shaking it roughly as he cried.
Chihiro hugged Makoto’s waist, Toko tried to pry everyone off and yelled that they needed to give him space. Sakura’s arms wrapped around the whole group of them, Hina peppering his forehead and cheeks in kisses. The festivities were short lived, however, their crowded pile of tears and smiles interrupted by a gunshot and an exaggerated gagging sound.
“If you’re all fuckin done making me barf, we have some unfinished business here.”
There was a blonde standing a short distance away, dressed in a pinstripe suit with an eyepatch covering one of his eyes, a messy surgical scar stretching out from behind it. He aimed a pistol in one hand and let Monokuma dangle limply in the other. Byakuya gasped at the sight of the bear, red eye dimmed and one of his arms hanging on by a wire. Chihiro’s grip around his waist tightened, pulling him back behind Mondo as the biker moved to stand in front of the group.
Kyoko’s hands found his own again, a welcome warmth spreading up his arm as they faced this new enemy.
“At least we finally got you all in one place again.” He gave them a smug grin, his eye scanning over each of them. His gaze finally settled on Makoto, his smile faltering as he seemed to wince. “That should at least make this easier.”
There was a growling sound behind them, though Hiro’s terrified scream alerted them more than anything else. Sakura turned just in time to block someone lunging at her, it was hard for Makoto to make out anything other than a tattered red jumpsuit and what looked like claws scratching at her arm as she threw them back against the wall behind her. Sakura was immediately on the defense, Hina stepping in beside her to help. Another gunshot sounded from the front- Makoto found himself pulled roughly to the side and out of the way.
Mondo stepped in front of the bullet, it bounced off of him as he stalked towards the significantly smaller adversary in front of him.
“Who the fuck do ya think you are?” Mondo snarled down at him, Makoto saw Taka’s eyes glance from where the blonde still had his gun aimed at Mondo to where Mukuro let out an angry outcry from where she still fought upstairs.
Makoto gulped, this was getting out of hand already.
“Someone needs to go help Mukuro.” He whispered to the group, Leon nodded and pulled his crossbow from where he had it situated on his waist. He frantically scanned around the catwalk above them, where had the nurse gone?
He couldn’t see her anywhere upstairs, the storage units in front of him blocked his view of the rest of the warehouse…
“I- I gotta go find Junko.” He muttered, giving Kyoko’s hand one last squeeze and trying to pull away, she didn’t let go.
“Not alone.” She insisted, “Let me come with you.”
“Wha- no! No way, she could hurt you-”
“She’s already hurt you.” Kyoko started to argue, a sudden scream from Hina stole both their attention.
The person fighting Sakura had pinned Hina down, wild brown hair falling across her face as she snarled back up at Sakura. Her teeth were sharp, so were the claws on the hand that was wrapped around Hina’s neck, pink blood dripped from a wound on her head and ran down her face as her hostile expression shifted to a grin.
“Don’t move!” She snapped, a gravelly edge to her voice as she laughed, “Oh, man! It’s so great to actually have a challenge! I think you’re as strong as coach- maybe even stronger!”
Her other hand went up to stop Sakura’s approach, the larger girl’s anger so strong Makoto could practically feel it radiating from her.
“Another step closer and I rip her throat out!” She threatened, glancing back down at Hina and grinning wider, “You’re Six, right? The best of the best? Psh.”
She pressed down against Hina’s neck harder, her gaze flicking from Hina’s tears to where Sakura hesitated to move further, “It must be kinda fun for you, meeting the person who turned into everything you were supposed to be-“
“Don’t ever talk to her like that!” Sakura snapped, whatever the other girl’s retort would’ve been was cut off as Hina’s hand suddenly shot up against her jaw.
She slammed the other girl’s neck up, her other fist punching against her throat and shoving her off in one quick motion. Hina coughed and gagged as she clambered back to her feet, just in time to dodge the leg sweep her opponent tried to knock her back down with.
Hina grit her teeth, “I don’t need to be the best-“ she grunted out, rolling to the side as the girl lunged and accidentally left herself open for Sakura to kick her back against the storage units ahead. “I just gotta keep going!”
The impact of Sakura’s kick dented the metal of the storage unit, the other girl coughed up something pink onto the ground before getting to her feet.
“Hey! Fuyuhiko- Baby Gangster!” She snapped at the blonde who was dodging Mondo’s attacks, “Where the hell is our back up?”
“Don’t fuckin call me that!” He spat, tossing Monokuma’s limp body towards Mondo as a distraction and using the opportunity to regain some distance, “And don’t worry about it! We’re way stronger than them- just knock em out!”
“Ooh, yeah, real fuckin strong.” Mondo taunted, “It’s three against like a dozen of us, what the hell do you think yer gonna do?”
“There’s more than a dozen of us.” Chihiro pointed out uneasily, catching the inactive bear Mondo tossed to him and nervously looking him over.
“Hifumi and Hiro don’t count- they never fight.” He shouted over his shoulder, Hifumi let out an offended gasp.
“Why am I being bullied at a time like this?” He shouted angrily, “I can fight!”
“Then fuckin’ do something!”
“Alright shut up!” Fuyuhiko yelled, throwing the gun aside and glaring at the group of them. “That’s enough- I’m gonna finish this! Let’s see what all you asshats are really made of.”
He lifted the eyepatch, Makoto’s stomach twisted at what was underneath. The scar surrounding it was messy, like whoever had sewn it up couldn’t be bothered to make sure it was done correctly, the eye itself a weird milky pink that seemed to almost glow from where it sat in the socket. Everyone seemed to go quiet, a weird energy buzzed through the back of his mind.
Mondo skidded to a stop, some startled outcry escaping him as he took a hesitant step back.
“Wh- what the-“ he stuttered out, Chihiro gasped next to Makoto- his hands covering his mouth in shock.
“What?” Makoto asked nervously, “What is it?”
“Oh, so that’s what you’re scared of?” Fuyuhiko took a step towards Mondo, tilting his head curiously, “That’s fuckin’ dumb. Why’re you afraid of-“
Sayaka’s scream cut him off- a shriek that knocked Mondo off his feet and sent the smaller teen flying back past one of the storage units. She quickly covered her mouth, eyes wide and terrified as she hurried to where Taka was helping Mondo to his feet.
“Sorry! Sorry- that was an accident!” She fixed Mondo’s jacket- like that would somehow help make up for knocking him over, “I- that really freaked me out- sorry.”
“Don’t worry about it.” Mondo grumbled uneasily, “What the hell kinda sick thing was that?”
“I couldn’t see what was going on.” Taka frowned worriedly, “Your heart started racing- what exactly did he do to you?”
Makoto didn’t get to hear the answer, a startled yell from Mukuro sending a fresh jolt of panic up his body. She was sent tumbling down the metal stairs by the gray haired girl, her red eyes glaring down as she moved her sword to block one of Leon’s attacks instead.
“Aim will do you no good.” She warned in a low voice, “Even if you hit me, it won’t make a difference.”
Mukuro got back up on shaky legs, her arm bent back at an unnatural angle that suddenly snapped back into place as she hissed in pain and leaned into whisper something to Leon. The redhead nodded, not taking his eyes off the girl slowly stalking down the stairway as he yelled back to the group.
“Yo, Celeste.” He took a step back, letting Mukuro take the lead again as their enemy got closer, “Do me a favor and read my mind or whatever real quick- I’m gonna need some back up.”
Still no sign of the nurse, still no sign of Junko… he thought worriedly, frantically glancing around, She couldn’t… did she survive that drop? Where did they go?
“Kyoko!” Byakuya ran up to them from where he’d been looking over Monokuma with Chihiro, “Help Sakura- she can’t get a solid hit on-“
A horrible metallic screeching cut off his words, followed by a rumbling stampede of sounds that was weirdly familiar. Red lights suddenly lit up from the darkness outside the warehouse doors, Chihiro screaming and running out of the way as the security drones from Hope’s Peak came barreling through the opening.
They looked different than when they had first attacked at Hope’s Peak, it seemed all the damage they had sustained from them before remained. All the dents, cracked and eyes, missing teeth and limbs had been replaced by monstrous looking scrap metal chunks. They immediately clawed at anyone in range with the same horrific metallic laugh he remembered hearing before.
How the hell did they get fixed?
“Oh you’ve gotta be kidding me.” Byakuya muttered in disbelief, rolling his sleeves back and raising one of his hands.
One of the storage units behind them suddenly creaked, a low groan and a metallic scrape that Makoto could feel in his teeth ringing out over the chaos as it suddenly barreled over their heads and rammed into the group of robots in front of them.
Kyoko hurried to grab one of Byakuya’s arms when he wavered slightly, “Don’t overdo it!” She ordered, tone laced with worry. “We need everyone on their feet for this, don’t try to do everything yourself.”
She had finally let go of Makoto’s hand, he took a hesitant step backwards.
He didn’t want to run away again, but he wasn’t about to let her get hurt just because he was afraid to go somewhere alone. He nervously glanced around, to where Mukuro had taken to helping Sakura and Hina fight off her attacker, to where Leon was firing uselessly at the girl with the sword while Celeste snuck up behind her. He saw Sayaka, Chihiro, and Mondo fighting off the bears, Toko buzzing around helping whoever needed it most at the moment while Taka tended to a bleeding gash across Hifumi’s face from where one of the bears had apparently landed a hit.
He didn’t hesitate another moment, he turned on his heel and sprinted into the maze of boxes and crates behind him. He had to find Junko. He had to finish this or they were all doomed.
He crept through one of the makeshift paths, trying his best to be quiet as he listened to what sound like labored breathing ahead. Something squelched under his shoe- Leon’s shoe, actually- he winced at the sudden sound and looked below him.
There was a large puddle of pink beneath him, thick and shining in the flickering lights of the warehouse. It stuck to the bottom of his shoe as he quickly tried to backpedal, fighting the urge to gag at the realization that this is where Junko’s body must’ve landed when they fell. He let his gaze drift up slightly to the sharp edge of a shipping crate next to him, the corner of it dyed pink and dripping down to the floor as well.
She must’ve hit that on the way down. He thought, stomach twisting in guilt. That should’ve been me, too.
There was something else, pink streaks and lines across the bare cement floors, like someone was being dragged away deeper into the maze. He gulped, pausing for just a moment to hear another crash of fighting behind him before hurrying forward. He rounded the corner-
A fist collided with his jaw, the shock of it sending him stumbling back against one of the metal containers with a loud thud. Fuyuhiko stood there, blood dripping from a wound on the side of his head and breathing heavy, his eyepatch had been lost somewhere and he settled for just squeezing the eye shut as he advanced towards Makoto.
“You little bitch.” He spat, grabbing Makoto by the throat while he was still dazed and glaring up at him, “You’re more trouble than you’re worth, you know that?”
“Yeah-“ Makoto kicked against him, trying to make his grip falter- he was stronger than he looked,”I get that a lot, actually.”
“Smart ass.” He growled out, his closed eye opening, “I admire the grit, I really do. But let’s see how tough you are after this-“
His other eye opened fully, the pink light in it seeming to stare right through Makoto’s mind. A sudden feeling of fear jolted up his spine, a startled gasp escaping him at the sensation as his heart suddenly rattled against his chest.
They’re all gonna die- a little voice in his head told him, his struggling against Fuyuhiko’s hold faltered, They’re all gonna die and it’s my fault it’s all my fault-
“N-No.” he shook the feeling out, squeezing his eyes shut and forcing this feeling out of his head. It was a buzzing- like Celeste’s power, but a deeper hum that seemed to rattle every bone in his body till he forced it away and pushed it back towards Fuyuhiko himself.
“No! You can’t scare me.” He snapped, shoving Fuyuhiko away as the blonde stuttered out something in confusion. Makoto took a breath to collect himself, staring Fuyuhiko down as he tried to shake whatever daze Makoto had put him in.
“Hey, I- I need you to listen to me.” Makoto got his attention again, reaching out and feeling whatever was clouding Fuyuhiko’s mind waver slightly. He could do this. “I need you to stop fighting like this, okay? Is this…”
He faltered, a sting through his mind as he felt the bitterness and despair radiating from the boy in front of him, “Is this really what you want?”
Fuyuhiko’s good eye went wide, his skin flushing as he stared at Makoto with a look of horror. Makoto’s powers were still reaching out into Fuyuhiko’s mind, he could feel something inside it break-
There was a sudden yell to his right, Hiro charging forward and slamming a piece of old wood against Fuyuhiko’s head to knock him down. Makoto screamed as well, scrambling forward to try and catch the blonde when Hiro suddenly hugged him.
“Oh, god- stop disappearing on us!” The psychic pleaded in a voice that bordered on panicked, “If I hadn’t seen you run back here I would’ve thought one of those killer bears got you!”
“Wha- Hiro!” He pulled away from the psychic, turning his attention to where Fuyuhiko remained hunched over on the ground, shoulders shaking, breathing ragged.
A low sob escaped him, he curled on himself even more.
“What have I…” he whispered, voice hitching, “What did you do… What did you do to me?”
Makoto and Hiro exchanged an uneasy glance, Hiro’s hand staying on his shoulder while he reached out to Fuyuhiko, “H-hey, are you-“
“G-get the fuck away from me-“ he stammered out, scrambling back till he hit one of the boxes behind him, a hand going over his glowing eye, “What, I- what happened to…”
“M-maybe we should go get Taka...” Hiro muttered nervously, Makoto knelt down and finally put a hand on Fuyuhiko’s shoulder. The smaller teen flinched, curling in on himself even more while Makoto’s heart twisted.
“Can you…” Makoto tried, swallowing his own fear and trying to push some sort of comforting tone into his voice, “Can you tell me what’s-“
Someone screamed in pain from the front of the warehouse, the terror radiating from Fuyuhiko spiked even more.
“Peko?!” He shouted, scrambling up to his feet and pushing both of them aside.
He stopped short a few steps away, still breathing heavy as he turned to face them, “I won’t- I’m not gonna forget this.” He muttered, glancing between them again before hurrying off.
Hiro made a worried hum, “Do you think that was like… a good ‘I’m not gonna forget this’ or a bad one?”
“I dunno…” Makoto mumbled, rubbing his jaw where now two people had punched him in the past week, “let’s… figure out where this blood leads.”
“This wha-“ Hiro finally seemed to notice the trail of pink smears, his eyes flashing yellow for the briefest moment, “Is this…”
He shook his head, leaving Makoto more even more confused than he’d been before, “Nah, I just thought that, um... yeah. Let’s… let’s keep going.”
Makoto hesitantly nodded, his fears about having one of his friends with him for Junko to control swirling around his mind again.
“Just… stay behind me, okay? I don’t want you to get hurt.”
“You got it, little Mac.”
Makoto almost smiled, he hadn’t heard that name in what felt like forever. Another loud scraping noise knocked him out of his reminiscing, another large shipping container being pulled from it’s place above them to hurled by Byakuya. Hiro latched onto his arm again, Makoto shook off the fear and kept moving. Once the scraping stopped, and the loud crash that followed it died down, he heard something… else.
Someone grunted in pain, a string of expletives hissed out while a gentler voice apologized.
“I- I’m so sorry,” Mikan’s voice sounded panicked, she let out a whimper, “I’m going as fast as I can- I only have so much energy, and-“
“I don’t care what I said before!” Junko snapped in response, a loud slap noise followed by an outcry from Mikan made a surge of anger rise in Makoto’s chest, “Just hurry up we can’t let them get away.”
“I- I don’t think I have enough left in me to heal you-“
“Then go grab one of those stupid rejects and suck the life out of them!”
“Ah- yes, okay, right away! I’m so sorry-“
“Just go! I still can’t feel my arm.”
There were hurried footsteps around the corner, Makoto and Hiro both scrambling back just before she stumbled into them.
“Oh!” She startled at the sight of them, Makoto nearly gasped at her appearance. She had been disheveled before, but nothing like this. Her eyes were hazy and sick looking, her skin had gone ashy and pale There were dark circles under her eyes now, her fingers and lips looked like they were turning blue, she looked like a walking corpse.
Hiro screamed, cowering behind Makoto and frantically shrieking about ghosts. Mikan smiled, her whole body seeming to tremble as she laughed.
“Just what I needed.” She took a shaky step forward, half leaning on the crate next to her for support.
“Oh, now I can’t use you too much.” She reached a hand towards Makoto, he quickly backpedaled till he was practically on top of Hiro, “I wouldn’t want you to go to waste so soon, but you…”
Her hand reached out for Hiro, an almost manic grin on her face.
“Makoto- get down!”
Makoto reacted on instinct alone at the sound of Kyoko’s voice, grabbing Hiro by the shoulders and yanking him towards the floor as a gunshot rang out in his ears. Mikan cried out, her body hit the floor with a dull thud, her panicked breathing and whimpering made his stomach twist.
“Are you alright?” That was Mukuro’s voice, two warm hands helping him to his feet as he turned to find Kyoko and the dark haired girl standing over them. He nodded, his eyes flicking to the dripping pink cut across Mukuro’s face before it healed itself completely. He didn’t think he’d ever get used to that.
He looked back down at Mikan, who had grown eerily still, her eyes staring blankly out at nothing.
“Don’t worry about her.” Mukuro mumbled, following his gaze, “She’s… somewhat similar to me. That won’t be enough to kill her.”
“God…” Hiro mumbled, pulling his jacket up around himself, “Everything about this is so messed up, man.”
Kyoko’s hand moved to his back, spreading a warmth through it as he attempted to catch his breath, “The other three escaped, Sayaka and Chihiro are taking out the last of the bears now.”
Mukuro’s expression became even more grim than usual, “There’s still one more thing you need to take care of.”
Makoto’s breath hitched, Mukuro held the gun out for him to take.
“I-“ he started, his hands curling into fists by his side, “I can’t do that.”
Mukuro looked him up and down, “You’re the one who said-“
“I know.” He interrupted, “I know what I said, but I… we can’t just kill her, can we?”
“We may not have any other option.” Kyoko muttered, her gaze softening as their eyes met, “Makoto…”
“I just… let me go in alone.” He finally responded, “I- I don’t want anything happening to the rest of you and I…”
“Makoto. I get it- you don’t want to kill someone.” Mukuro retorted coldly, her scarred hand curling around her pistol, “I know you want to help her, but sometimes there isn’t it-“
Hiro made a noise suddenly- somewhere between a gasp and whimper, His strange behavior from before leading him right back to the top of Makoto’s list of concerns.
“What’s that noise for?” He questioned, raising an eyebrow, Hiro nervously smiled back.
“What noise?”
“You just made like… a squeak-“
“Nope. Nah. Everything’s fine.”
“Hiro.” Kyoko interrupted their argument, giving him a knowing look that only confused Makoto even more, “What are you worried about?”
Hiro gulped, his eyes glancing between the three of them before they flashed yellow.
“Let… Let him go in by himself.” He finally nodded, slowly, his tone turning strangely serious, “This is what needs to happen.”
Kyoko tensed, giving him a small nod before her hand moved from Makoto’s back down to brush their fingers against each other.
“Please be careful.” She told him, in that very serious way that he honestly missed- it had been weird having her tiptoe around his feelings all the time, this was much more like the Kyoko he was used to. Much more like the Kyoko he missed.
“I will be.” he assured her, trying to give a genuine smile that ultimately faltered when Mukuro held her pistol out for him to take. “I- I promise.”
He took the gun, something about it didn’t feel right in his hands. He didn’t want any weapons- he didn’t want any of this.
He gingerly stepped around Mikan’s body, pausing just before he rounded the corner, “Oh, and Kyoko?”
She raised an eyebrow, he swallowed his nerves, “I, uh.. I love you.”
A burst of steam escaped her lips, quickly looking down to cover her face with her hair. Hiro let out a gasp at the confession, Mukuro’s face scrunched up in disgust.
“That’s… a little inappropriate.” She muttered, glancing down at the still unmoving body on the floor next to them. “Save the romance for when we’re no longer in mortal peril, okay?”
He felt his face flush in embarrassment, “I- right- sorry. I just, uh. Okay…”
He hurried around the corner, his embarrassment quickly choked out by fear as he found himself once again following the trail of pink smears through the boxes. He turned another corner, the person he was looking for was leaning against the side of a shipping container.
“Well, there you are.” She muttered, looking almost bored. One hand dangling uselessly next to her side and the other clenched into a fist around her ribs. Pink stained the entire lower right side of her body, but she didn’t seem nearly as injured as anyone who’d been bashed against metal and a concrete floor would normally be. What did… what did Mikan do to her, exactly?
“Just you?” She asked, not waiting for a response when she clicked her tongue, “What a snooze fest, I was hoping for some big, showy final battle.”
“I-It’s not a battle.” Makoto insisted quietly, a little confused by the casualness of this situation himself, “I’m not trying to fight. I want to talk to you.”
She laughed, a low chuckle that sent chills down his spine, “Why? You’ve got Muki’s gun- if you had any backbone at all you’d just kill me already.”
“Do you… want to die?” Makoto asked in genuine confusion, she glanced away.
“Why’d you wanna talk to me?”
He hesitated, if he was being hones with himself- he wasn’t sure what he wanted out of this. Answers? Redemption? What could he possibly get out of this?
“I guess I just wanna know why?”
“Why what?” She turned the question back on him, raising an eyebrow, “Why did I trap all of you? Why am I trying to reset the world? Why am I so sweet and put together even though we both know I’m dead the second this conversation is over?”
“Why are you doing any of this at all?” He took a step closer, “What happened to you to make you willing to hurt so many people?”
“Maybe nothing happened. Maybe nothing had to.” She shrugged, “Maybe I’m doing it to make a statement, maybe I actually believe in a better future- just… not the same way you do.”
“You’re being vague on purpose.”
“Maybe there is no reason for anything.” She took a step forward, eyes going wide in mock surprise, “Maybe I’m just the next big step in a never ending cycle of suffering and despair… maybe I’m just fulfilling my life’s purpose!”
She grinned again, “We were meant to be the ultimate life forms after all, we were supposed to bring a new era to mankind.”
“That doesn’t mean destroy it.” Makoto argued, “That doesn’t mean you should subject people to the same horrible things you went through.”
“The only way to make room for something new is to throw out the old stuff.” She leaned her head back, looking bored of their conversation once again, “Old furniture, the old foundation of a poorly constructed society, old memories, old feelings- Eugh.”
She wrinkled her nose at that, looking back over at him again and letting her eyes flash pink for a moment, the sting she tried to send through his mind fizzling out before it even had the chance to really hurt. He didn’t notice her injured hand twitch, he didn’t quite register it curling into a fist
“You’ve gotten a lot stronger.” She mused with a hum, “A loooot stronger. You’re welcome for that, by the way. You’d have never known you had powers at all if it was for me~”
“I don’t need any power.” He argued with a frown, she laughed again.
“Okay- now I’ve got a question for you: Does it suck knowing what they did to you? Does it hurt knowing that your life was like… totally fucked up before you even had the chance to know what life was supposed to be like?”
She hummed, looking rather content with his confusion, “It sucked for me, once I finally remembered what they did, it was so so scary and it was amazing. Do you remember what they did to you, now?”
He paused- fuzzy, buried memories trying their hardest to resurface, too blurry and distorted for him to truly remember.
She took another step closer.
“I know you wanna save me, Makoto. And it’s cute. Gross and disgusting, really- but cute.” She sighed, “Do you wanna know why that’s not gonna work? Why none of those sweet little plans for the future in your head are neeeeeever gonna work?”
He took another step forward, his heartbeat thudding in chest as a smile slowly crept it’s way onto her face again.
“At it’s core, humanity is evil. My recent experiments proved that. No matter what you’re made of, or who you are. We’re all destined for ruin. Destined for despair…”
“That’s… that’s stupid.” Makoto stammered out, unable to think of anything else to say to that, “That’s not true-“
“It is, everything ends horribly eventually.“
“No-“
“You’ll end up the exact same way-“
“No! That’s wrong!” He stomped a foot, “I- I refuse to believe that! How can you think like that?”
She stared at him for a long moment, finally chuckling to herself and moving the hand she’d been holding close to her chest.
There was the syringe that had been in his pocket. Black liquid sloshed inside as she popped the cap off with her thumb.
“Eh, there’s no reasoning with people like you.” She shrugged, he finally registered just how close to him she’d gotten, “I’ll make sure your little buddies know you gave it a good try, at least.”
She lunged at him, the syringe held like a dagger in her hand as she knocked him down and slashed towards his neck. He fired the pistol on instinct alone- the bullet ricocheting uselessly off one of the containers surrounding them as he struggled under weight.
He kicked his foot up into her stomach, grabbing a fist full of her hair and shoving her off of him. She latched onto his neck with her free hand- his own grip on her other wrist the only reason she hadn’t stabbed him already, they practically rolled across the ground, his gun forgotten now as he desperately struggled to get on top of her.
She grunted in frustration, squeezing the syringe tighter and causing some of the black liquid within to spurt out of the needle and onto his arm.
It burned-
He barley heard himself scream- fight or flight finally overriding his brain completely as he kneed her in the ribs and finally forced his way on top of her. He pinned her free hand down against her chest, their other hands still locked in a battle to keep the needle from plunging into Makoto’s neck.
“Stop! Please- stop doing this!” His voice landed somewhere between a shout and a plea, “I- I’m trying to help! Why won’t you just listen-“
Her eyes went wide, like an idea was occurring to her for the first time.
“I can’t… I can’t believe I never thought of this before-“ she grunted out, smiling wide and chuckling a little despite their struggling, “Ohohoho, yeah. This is gonna be perfect!”
“Wh- what?”
“It’s just too bad I won’t be able to see it.”
The other hand he’s been holding down suddenly wrenched away from him, grabbing the needle they were fighting over and forcing it down towards her own chest.
“No-“ he stuttered, his argument dying out against the deranged laugh that escaped her as the needle pierced her skin. “What- stop! What are you-“
She sucked in a breath through her teeth as she pressed down on top of the syringe, ignoring Makoto’s scream as he tried to take it away.
“Oh my god-“
“Ha… heh…” she left the syringe stuck in where he fumbled to pull it out, her hands grabbed his wrists, the horror of the situation freezing him in place.
“You… haven’t won, not yet.” Her breathing grew labored, her eyes glowing brightly as her face contorted in pain, “They’re… they’re waiting for you… they’re not gonna stop-“
“Sh-shut up!” He tried to pull his hands away, the skin on her stomach began turning a dark, splotchy purple- like bruises from nothing spreading out from the injection site. “Oh my god, oh my god, what do i do-“
“Maybe give up?” Junko suggested darkly, he heard footsteps pounding behind them, he couldn’t tear his eyes away from hers, her grip on his hands weakened, “I mean… really- how much longer can you-“
She was cut off by a gurgling sound, coughing up something dark and sticky across her chest, she finally let go of Makoto, his hands went to cover his own mouth in shock.
“Tell.. Kamakura… I said hi…” she chuckled, glowing eyes sending one final jolt of pain through his mind before they slipped shut, “Ya know… before he kills you.”
“What… hey-“ she stopped moving, half lidded eyes staring off into nothing, the skin around her fingers turned a dark, muddy purple.
“Makoto…”
It… it was over… right?”
“Makoto?”
Would any of this ever really be over?
“Hey.” There was a hand on his shoulder, Mukuro looking down at him with tears brimming on the edges of her eyes. “You okay?”
“I…” he hesitated, letting Mukuro’s hand slip down under his arm and help him up to his feet. There was still a burning in his forearm, whatever that poison was had ruined the sweater sleeve and left a large welt on his arm. He let out a shaky exhale, unable to tear his gaze away from Junko’s body on the floor.
He felt like he was going to throw up-
There was another hand in his, much warmer than his own shaking one, finally looking away when Kyoko tugged him back.
“It wasn’t your fault.” She assured him, glancing away for a moment as Mukuro knelt down next to her sister’s body. “She would’ve killed you if you hadn’t-“
“Can we… not, uh, talk about this?” He pleaded quietly, “I know, I know it wasn’t…”
He paused, looking up to find her staring worriedly back at him.
“I think it’s over now.” He finally whispered, forcing himself to take a breath, “Not, ya know… completely. But I think we’re safe for now.”
“Makoto!” There were hurried footsteps around the corner, Byakuya nearly skidding around the corner with the others behind him. His eyes immediately found the body on the floor, eyes widening in horror before he rushed over to the two of them.
“A-are you hurt? Are you…” his hand hesitated to touch Makoto’s injured arm, “God… I’m glad you’re alright. I’m glad you’re… you.” He awkwardly finished, Makoto smiled.
“Yeah. I am too.”
Kyoko’s hand squeezed his tighter, Mukuro finally stood up from the floor.
“We should leave.” She addressed the whole group, “Akane mentioned something about back up coming, we shouldn’t just wait around for another ambush.”
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“That should do it.” Taka muttered, setting aside the first aid kit now that Makoto’s arm was fully bandaged, his eyes flickered as he looked back up to Makoto’s face, “Once we get back to the house, I’m doing a full evaluation of your mental state.”
“I already told you, I think I’m-“
“It’s a traumatic experience.” Taka cut off his argument, “It’s… more like seven traumatic experiences all wrapped into one.”
Makoto almost chuckled, “Was that a joke about my number?”
Taka seemed to realize what he said, he stiffened, “I- oh my god. No, of course not, it was just a poor choice of words-”
“What’s the hold up?” Mondo asked as he leaned around the van’s open back doors, “We ready to go, or what?”
“I think so, yeah.” Makoto nodded, getting up from where Taka had forced him to sit for a check up and glancing around at where the others nervously waited.
Mukuro was a little further away, lingering by the armored vehicle that she and Junko had used to get here previously. Chihiro and Toko had almost completely gutted it, pulling out any weapons or technology they thought could potentially be useful, smashing through the tracking device Chihiro located in the car so no one would be able to track Mukuro when she made her escape…
Because the soldier had already decided she wasn’t going with them.
He hobbled over to her, still sore from… well, everything, “Hey, I think we’re uh… about to leave.”
“Me too.” She answered softly, giving him an almost sympathetic smile. “I’ll call you as soon as I’m somewhere safe.”
“You could…” he hesitated, they had already had this argument twice now, “You could come stay with us, you know-“
“I know, and I appreciate it.” She glanced off to the side, “I… I still have work to do. I was just as involved with ruining the Future Foundation as Junko was, I need to do what I can to fix this.”
“You shouldn’t have to… do it alone, though.” He softly argued, she smiled again.
“I won’t be alone, not forever, anyway.” She shrugged, “You’re all going to help, right? Even if I’m not there with you, we’ll still be on the same team.”
He finally sighed, there really was no talking her out of this, then, “Well, at least come visit sometimes.” He finally muttered, she laughed- that was the first time he had ever heard her do that.
“I will. I promise.” She awkwardly punched his shoulder, it was becoming clear she was as bad at displaying her feelings as Byakuya was. “You guys… stay safe. I’ll call later.”
“Yeah,”
“And Makoto?” She paused, opening the vehicle’s door and beginning to climb inside, “Thank you… for everything. I hope I can make it up to you some day.”
“Just stay alive.” Makoto awkwardly laughed back, “That’s enough for me.”
“I can do that.” She gave him one last smiled, closing the door and turning on the engine as Makoto walked back over to the others.
Everyone was piling back into the van, Sakura and Hina already curled together and asleep in the backseat. They did most of the fighting, they must be exhausted… Makoto mused as he let Hiro help him up into the van to slide in next to Kyoko.
Her hand was immediately clasped around his, he scooted closer together with her as the others filed in behind him.
“Doesn’t this hurt?” He asked, making sure not to hold too tightly, she smiled back.
“No, not really.” She answered quietly, “Not anymore.”
The van doors shut, Mondo finally turned on the engine and muttered something about gasoline under his breath. Taka was seated next to him, reminding him to put on his seatbelt as the van rolled back onto the ruined streets of the abandoned city. Byakuya was in the passenger seat, Monokuma’s broken body lying limply across his lap as he stared out the window. He heard Toko mumble something about wanting to take a bath, he turned back to Kyoko.
“Oh, uh, there was… something I wanted to ask you.” He already felt his face heating up from just the thought, but he’d be damned if he didn’t follow through with what he thought was gonna be his dying wish. “Y-you know, about before when-“
“I love you, too.” She muttered quietly, “Was that it?”
“No, uh, well sorta…” he scratched at the back of his neck with his free hand, nearly elbowing Hifumi when he did so. “Um, do you remember back at the convenience store… when you said we should ask before we kiss each other?”
She almost laughed at that, “That’s… not exactly what I said, but yes. I remember.”
“I was wondering… if maybe, I- I know a lot of stuff just happened but-“
She cut him off, leaning forward and pressing her lips against his. She was so warm- his train of thought went careening off the tracks the moment they made contact with each other. It took him a moment to snap back to reality after, trying to come up with something to say other than, ‘wow, neato’ when he heard someone gag behind him.
“Eeeeeew,” Leon kicked the back of his seat, “Makoto’s getting girl cooties.”
“Could you two please at least control yourselves until we get back to the house?” Byakuya rolled his eyes from the front, Makoto could feel his face heating up even more.
“R-right, sorry.” He muttered, Kyoko chuckled beside him.
“He just saved our asses, let him kiss his girlfriend.” Mondo grumbled, seeming oblivious to how Makoto shrank even further down into his seat in embarrassment.
“I think it’s cute.” Sayaka chimed in from her spot next to Leon, “I’ve been waiting for the two of you to kiss since our second week in Hope’s Peak.”
“I thought it would take at least another month for you to actually do anything.” Celeste muttered, sounding almost disappointed, “This may be the first time I’ve ever lost a bet…”
“And this is the first time I’ve won!” Hifumi added, chuckling smugly, “I told you, Miss Ludenberg- I’m an expert at romance!”
“Oh my god…” Toko rolled her eyes. Makoto smiled to himself, trying to let the last of his unease melt away as his friends continued to talk.
This… wasn’t over. There was still so much more they had to do.
But they were together, and that was enough for now.
Notes:
Thanks so much for reading! Next week is our final chapter…
And maybe… something else.
Chapter 35: Settling Down, Settling In, Slipping Away
Summary:
Makoto reflects on the future, Dr. Kirigiri delivers a grave warning.
Someone makes an appearance.
Chapter Text
“So that’s everything?”
“E-everything I can think of, yes sir.”
“You can relax, Makoto.”
He hadn’t realized how tense he had been till Jin said that, he made a conscious effort to relax his posture and nervously shifted in his seat.
“Right, sorry,” he glanced off to the side, eager to look anywhere except the man in front of him, “But, that’s really everything I can think to mention from the warehouse.”
“I see,” Jin looked back down at the papers in front of him, Makoto squirmed even more in the silence.
Dr. Kirigiri’s makeshift office in the living room of his new apartment was still mostly empty, the plain beige walls and lack of furniture or decorations aside from the desk they now sat on either side of made things feel too… sterile. Empty spaces tended to make him nervous, now…
Or maybe it was just all the complicated feelings he had towards the man in front of him.
How do you act around the father of the girl you’re dating- especially when that man also locked you somewhere against your will and did irreparable damage to you and your friends’ lives forever? How do you act normal around them? How is he supposed to relax?
Makoto had already decided to forgive him, especially when the man nearly cried at their very first meeting while apologizing for everything that had happened. But that was weeks ago now, and it seemed Jin had once again regained his professionalism and insisted on questioning Makoto- specifically- about everything that happened.
Kyoko was supposed to be here, dang it. Why did Byakuya need help today of all days?
“And what was the name of the girl?” Jin’s next question pulled him out of his thoughts
“Wh-what girl?” He tried to stop himself from stiffening again, now that the subject might be shifting to the topic he wanted to avoid…
“The girl that was dropped off with Detective Ishimaru, the one Kyoko said was…” Jin trailed off, glancing back down to his papers and clicking the pen in his hand while he thought, “Genetically similar to all of you, let’s call it.”
“Oh, Mikan.” Makoto blinked, “I- I never learned her last name, did Taka’s dad take her to-“
“She is being appropriately contained.” Jin cut him off, eyes shifting to the side again. Kyoko warned him about that, she said her dad did that when he was hiding something.
“Where is she being contained?” He tried to pry a little further, Jin frowned.
“Somewhere safe. She can’t hurt you.”
“At Hope’s Peak?”
“God, no.” Jin’s face shifted to disgust, “The old facility is in shambles, there’s no way we could use that, now.”
“I mean she’s not just…. In prison or anything, right?” Makoto questioned further, nervously drumming his fingers on the table, “I mean, she really needs help-“
“Makoto,” Jin put his hand up to stop him, “It’s alright, I promise. I don’t feel comfortable divulging her location right now, but I assure you Detective Ishimaru has… well qualified connections, as do I. She’ll be getting as much help as we can possibly give her.”
“Oh…” Makoto hesitated to ask another question, “Could I maybe… see her at some point?”
Jin raised an eyebrow, “Why?”
“Maybe I could help? I mean if Junko was the cause of this, then…” he trailed off when Jin shook his head in disapproval.
“I have no reason to believe- yet, that her condition has anything to do with Junko Enoshima’s powers.” Jin explained, “There were a few Future Foundation higher ups still directly under her influence who have all made full recoveries since she…“ he paused, seeming to gauge Makoto’s reaction slightly, “Died.”
“Right, I know.” Makoto shifted uncomfortably again, the burn mark on his arm itched, “But still, I think I might be able to help. I’m not really sure what’s going on with any of the other people we fought there but I… I think sort of felt something from one of them. Even if it was… different than Junko usually made people feel.”
Jin clicked his pen again, writing something down in a messy handwriting Makoto couldn’t quite make out. It must be hard to have to suddenly learn to write with your non-dominant hand… must be hard to lose an entire arm in general, though.
“I’ll consider that.” He finally muttered, “We certainly haven’t made any progress so far….”
“Didn’t you tell Kyoko you were going to start being more honest with us?” Makoto tentatively pointed out, “I think you actually said ‘a lot’ more honest.”
Jin chuckled at that, leaning back in his chair and raising an eyebrow, “Honesty goes both ways, Mr. Naegi.”
“I’m… pretty much an open book.” Makoto shrugged, “What could I tell you that you don’t already know?”
“The location of Mukuro Ikusaba, for starters.”
There was a beat of silence, Makoto ultimately just shrugged again, “I… don’t know who you’re talking about, sorry.”
Jin clicked his tongue, sorting through his papers some more. That must be a nervous habit or something, Makoto thought, he does that like… a lot.
“I understand you want to protect her, but she is still a wanted criminal.”
“Aren’t you also sort of a criminal?” Makoto sheepishly countered, Jin let out an aggravated sigh.
“You’re almost as bad as Kyoko…” he muttered dryly, Makoto couldn’t help but laugh.
“Oh,” he perked up, shifting in his seat again as he suddenly remembered, “There was one other thing I wanted to ask you about, actually.”
“Alright, go ahead.”
“Junko kept mentioning someone called ‘Kamakura’ do you know who that is?”
The pen dropped from Jin’s hand- rolling off the desk and clattering to the floor as the color seemed to drain from his face. Makoto frowned at the reaction, giving the older man a moment to collect himself before continuing.
“So I’m… gonna take that as a yes?”
“Makoto.” Jin began, voice low and serious, “What exactly did she say about this person?”
The sudden change in mood was palpable, the nervous energy plunging into an uncomfortable anxiety that made Makoto fidget once again.
“Uh-“
“God, this place is disgusting.” Byakuya’s loud voice startled both of them, the blonde swinging open the front door and stepping inside with Kyoko right behind him. “I saw a rat on the stairs, you know.”
“It was a woman walking her little dog.” Kyoko corrected with an eye roll, Byakuya clicked his tongue and waved a hand to shut the door behind her.
“It was a ratty looking dog, then.”
“So how was the meeting?” Makoto asked, giving Jin one last nervous glance before turning in his seat, “I thought you guys would be gone for another hour or so.”
“It was abysmal.” Byakuya huffed, “I suppose it was foolish of me to assume that after almost two months of being a missing person I could go back to being taken seriously by my peers.”
“It went fine,” Kyoko corrected again, “They had questions, but they seemed to buy the ransom story Mr. Togami’s been telling people.”
She paused, shaking her head, “We’ll need to be careful, still, especially if you sneak out to fight crime with the others again.”
“You what?” Jin asked with a nervous edge to his voice, he had been very vocal about his distrust of the kids using their powers in public…
But given how things were going, they really didn’t have much of a choice.
“Why don’t you just wear a mask? Like Leon and Sayaka do.” Makoto suggested, “That way people couldn’t recognize you if someone like put a picture of you online or something.”
“Absolutely not.” Byakuya shook his head again, “I’m not playing dress up with everyone else, I don’t want to be some cheesy super hero.”
“I’m afraid that ship has already sailed for all of us.” Kyoko muttered with a smirk, Jin cleared his throat to regain everyone’s attention.
“Before we drift any further away from the matter at hand,” he re-organized the papers on his desk one final time before seeming to settle down, “Can we run through what you told me about these other people you fought, one more time?”
“Oh, sorry.” Makoto turned to face forward in his seat again, Kyoko moved to stand beside him, “Of course we can.”
“Good,” Jin sighed, “So you said there were four others outside your group in the warehouse, yes? Then there was also… the two Kyoko mentioned fighting.”
“Uh, yeah.” Makoto nodded, “I don’t really know anything about them, though.”
Jin continued as though he hadn’t spoken, seeming too distracted reading through what was written in front of him, “You mentioned ice generation and… shadow manipulating?”
“That’s the… only way I could think to describe it.” Kyoko tried to explain, face furrowing concentration, “He had the ability to make things out of nothing- physical, tangible things. He restrained me with them, and Mondo mentioned seeing a deer that appeared to be made out of something similar.”
“I see…” Jin’s frowned deepened, “And the ones from the warehouse?”
“There was the sword girl,” Makoto picked up the explanation, “She… she was almost like Mondo- like she was indestructible one minute and stuff would just… pass through her the next. Like she was made out of water or something.”
“Only when she was concentrating, however.” Byakuya added, “Leon and Celeste were able to injure her shoulder when Celeste used her abilities to distract her.”
“I think her name was Peko?” Makoto tried to think back, but his memory still wasn’t quite what it used to be- yet, “Fuyuhiko said it at one point… I think. Oh! I think Fuyuhiko could sort of do what Celeste does? But instead of just like… feeling their emotions I think he would just know what people are afraid of?”
Byakuya nodded, “Chihiro described hearing horrifying sounds on a loop in his head, Sayaka claims to have seen all her former band mates lying dead on the ground.”
Jin was quiet, Kyoko was the one to finally move the conversation along again, “So… you already knew Junko wanted to duplicate our experiments.” She began, “Is this proof enough for you that she has… somewhat succeeded?”
“That ‘Akane’ girl even referred to herself as a better version of Aoi’s experiment.” Byakuya pointed out, Makoto gulped. Picturing Hina with sharp teeth and the ability to grow her nails out till they were basically claws was kinda freaky… was that like… a side effect or something? How would that even work? Wasn’t Hina just supposed to be really good at fighting?
“Mikan wouldn’t exactly fit into any of the same categories we do, but I think she’s close enough to Mukuro.” Kyoko continued, “I’m… still unclear on what exactly she’s capable of, but Mukuro mentioned she’s capable of healing herself as well as others… given she has enough ‘energy’ to do so.”
“I think she takes energy from other people.” Makoto frowned at the memory, “I heard Junko say something about ‘sucking the life out of someone’ before she… ya know.”
He didn’t mean to be so obviously uncomfortable, but the way both of his friends reached a hand out to bump against his shoulders let him know he was being much more up front with his emotions than he really intended to be.
“It almost sounds as if…” Jin finally spoke up again, “Hm. While I’m sure most of these differences would be accidental on her part- she certainly didn’t have the same expertise and resources on her side that Hope’s Peak had at the time- some of these may be intentional countermeasures to each of you.”
“She did want us out of the way if we weren’t gonna listen to her.” Makoto let out an anxious sigh, “I guess that makes sense.”
“It would also suggest that there may more of them to watch out for.” Byakuya pointed out grimly, “The reason I went on that last call with Mondo and Taka is because there were witnesses saying they saw a person… teleporting.”
“They saw someone what?” Makoto asked in disbelief, he hadn’t heard all the details about this yet, just what Mondo had grumbled out before trudging upstairs to sleep.
“I would assume it’s not actually teleportation.” Byakuya shrugged, “More than likely it’s an enhancement similar to Toko’s, just someone moving fast enough they couldn’t be seen.”
“Oh…” Makoto frowned again, “So I guess the next step is… find all of them?” He looked to Jin again, “Is there any other information you have that might help us with that?”
Jin hesitated to respond, Makoto continued, “I mean, I know you don’t know anything about their stuff in particular but… I dunno, maybe you have some idea of who could’ve helped Junko get away with that?”
The older man glanced between the three of them, “Yes, I might have… something.”
There was a beat of silence, Byakuya tapped his foot impatiently, “Well?”
Jin eyed him coldly before speaking, “As I’m sure you’re all well aware at this point, your project was created with the attention of bringing a new era of peace to mankind. You were… the next step for humanity, in a way. A step towards a brighter future.”
“That’s a nice sales pitch for human experimentation.” Byakuya muttered, “Go on.”
“The majority of those involved in the project- both from a funding standpoint and research standpoint- agreed that this was just a step. This was to try and accomplish the impossible, so it could be observed and perfected in the future.” He glanced off to the side, “However… some members of the board were impatient.”
“Meaning?” Kyoko prompted, Jin sighed.
“It was called the Kamakura project. It was supposed to create a perfect life form. Someone with… limitless potential.” Jin’s expression became even more grim, “But it was… considered too inhumane to attempt on anyone, and once a certain doctor lobbying for this suggested using one of you as the test subject the idea of it was completely dismissed.”
“They wanted to do that to a little kid?” Makoto asked, stomach twisting in disgust.
“They did plenty of horrible things to children.” Byakuya shrugged, I’m surprised they had the moral backbone to turn down this project.”
“I’m…” Jin started to protest, but ended up just shaking his head, “I know you all have suffered because Hope’s Peak, but you have to understand- this would’ve been so far beyond what we did to any of you. This would be breaking a person down completely and trying to rebuild them into something new.”
‘Before you can build a nice shiny new world, you have tear the old gross one down. Make sense?’ Junko’s words echoed around his brain, he shifted uncomfortably at the memory.
“That… definitely sounds like something Junko would’ve been interested in.” He finally mumbled, Jin continued.
“Once Hope’s Peak was shut down, it’s staff moved on to other things. Most of them have been hunted and killed by Junko’s subordinates before all of this began, but… some of them have simply disappeared. It would not surprise me if she was able to convince some of them to do this work for her.”
“Are there any names you can give us?” Kyoko asked, “This is all good information to have, but we need something more concrete.”
She glanced at the others before continuing, “If we’re really serious about trying to put a stop to this, we’ll need to have a solid lead for where to begin, we can’t just wait for these new adversaries to attack and kill innocent people while we try to catch them.”
Jin nodded, “I’ll see if I can get you a list of names, maybe some last known places of work, the FF kept tabs on all that before… everything.”
“There’s nothing you can just tell us right now?” Byakuya pressed further, “Surely you must know something else?”
Jin frowned, his eyes glanced off to the side again before settling on Kyoko. “One of the head neurologists, the one who developed the procedure eventually used to wipe your memories and create the fail safe codes… when he was let go from Hope’s Peak, he began working for a company known as Danganronpa. I would start your search there.”
“Oh, I forgot about them.” Makoto perked up slightly, “The warehouse we found Junko in belonged to Danganronpa, I think... They probably are involved, then.”
“It would not surprise me in the slightest.” Jin let out an uneasy sigh, “They’ve been suspected of all sorts of unethical experiments. But there’s never been enough proof for us to call for a full investigation. Just… rumors, an occasional missing child’s case- nothing that was standing out amidst the chaos of everything else going on in the world.”
“I suppose when society is teetering on the brink of an apocalypse, things just slip through the cracks.” Byakuya pulled out his phone, frowning down at it before looking up at Kyoko. “We should probably go, this city still has a six p.m. curfew in place.”
Kyoko nodded before turning back to her father, “Was there anything else you needed to tell us?”
Jin paused, finally standing from his seat, Makoto stood as well and moved closer to Kyoko.
“I know that after everything I’ve done I have no right to try and tell you what to do,” he began in a grim tone, “But if Junko has actually made the Kamakura project a reality: this will be a danger unlike anything you’ve had to face before.”
His eyes looked over each of them, lingering on Kyoko a moment longer before settling on Makoto, “If you seriously want to get involved in this, please promise me that… you’ll be careful.”
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The car ride home was understandably tense.
Makoto sat in the middle seat, his hands fidgeting nervously in his lap before Kyoko finally put a gloved hand over them to stop him from picking at his nails anymore than he already had. Byakuya was driving, staring out at the streets as they grew more and more rural the closer they got to their destination.
“Sayaka’s back, by the way.” Kyoko finally spoke up, probably to relieve some of the tension growing in the van. “She has a surprise for you, too.”
“Oh!” Makoto tried to smile at that, “I thought she wasn’t coming home till tomorrow?”
“Her dad ended up having to go on a business trip earlier than expected, she made Toko give her a ride home.”
Makoto chuckled, Toko had become something of a begrudging taxi service to the others in need of a quick get away. She could cut a two hour drive into a ten minute jog if she really needed to, and even though it was certainly more practical to use the van or Mondo’s new bike, Makoto really appreciated it.
He’d been able to see his family a lot these past few weeks, and he didn’t think more than one of those trips would’ve been possible if Toko and his sister hadn’t hit it off as well as they did after his first visit. He was glad his sister had someone to hang out with now, after they’re school shut down she hadn’t been going out much…
“Oh, speaking of dads-“ Makoto looked over to Byakuya, “How’s your dad doing? He’s back from France, right?”
“He’s doing well, he just got back two days ago.” Byakuya nodded, “He almost didn’t make it, apparently some smaller country in Europe has basically fallen apart, it made air travel anywhere difficult for awhile.”
“Oh, geez.” Makoto frowned, “Which country?”
“I don’t know.” Byakuya shrugged dismissively, turning down the long gravel road towards the beach, “Novo… something. Nova Scotia?”
“That’s a province of Canada.” Kyoko corrected, Byakuya glared over at her.
“Whatever. We have enough going on here to worry about.”
The beach house finally came into view, isolated along a strip of sand and surrounded by trees and rocks that blocked most of the view of the neighboring houses in the distance. The van pulled in next to the old shed, the three of climbing out to find Hina standing on the railing of the front porch, a paintbrush in one hand splattering light blue paint around as she waved enthusiastically to them. Sakura was knelt behind her, painting the lower part of the railing while Hina took the higher.
That… should probably be the other way around. Makoto mused with a smile as he waved back. I bet Hina just wanted to climb up something.
“Hey! How was the city?” She asked with a grin leaning towards them as they came up the steps, “We’re about halfway done with the painting out here, then we’re gonna- ah!”
Her foot slipped off the railing, sending her reeling headfirst into the bushes below. Sakura moved like lightning, the cup of paint next to her completely forgotten as she shot up off the ground to catch Hina before she fell completely.
Hina laughed, hugging onto Sakura’s forearm and looking embarrassed, “Aw, my hero.”
She gave Sakura a kiss on the cheek, the larger girl blushed and stammered out a thank you.
Byakuya cleared his throat, agitation evident on his face as he pointed to the large blue stain now spreading across the dark wood boards of the porch. Sakura’s eyes flicked from her spilt cup to the blonde, giving an apologetic bow with Hina still her arms.
“We’ll clean it up.” She smiled reassuringly, “Or maybe we can just… Paint the whole porch, the pastel color would be nice.”
“That’s a great idea.” Hina nodded along, letting Byakuya roll his eyes in annoyance and stomp into the house before she continued, “If he’s mad about that, wait till he sees that Hifumi messed up the laundry and shrunk one of his dry clean shirts.”
She snickered, Sakura finally set her back down as Kyoko took Makoto’s hand and pulled him into the house.
He kicked his shoes off in the entryway, sliding them next to Chihiro’s new running shoes as a loud gasp caught his attention.
“Yo- You’re back!” Leon stood at the end of the hall, blocking their way to the living room, “Okay, okay, close your eyes- you gotta see this!”
“What? What’s going on?” Makoto asked, a little nervous as Leon tugged him away from Kyoko into the next room and covered Makoto’s eyes himself. He could hear giggling, as well as footsteps running up to him before he was finally allowed to see again.
“Tada!” Sayaka stood in front of him, wearing one of Leon’s hoodies and a pink skirt as she did a little spin- her blue hair now stopping at her shoulders and framing her face as she grinned.
“You cut your hair!” Makoto gasped, vaguely recalling a fuzzy memory of her hair being a similar length when they were younger, “It looks great!”
“Really?” Sayaka’s smile grew, she messed with a strand of it, “My friend did it for me this weekend, I’m really excited about it. And I figured this way it’ll be harder for people to recognize me out in public… hopefully, anyway.”
“It’s super cute, babe.” Leon gave her a thumbs up, “I’ll let my hair grow out long so we can match.”
“Do not do that.” Celeste’s voice interrupted them both, her fake accent long since forgotten, coming in from the kitchen and stepping right on one of Hifumi’s papers despite the angry gasp from the artist at sitting at the kotatsu, “I have already threatened to cut off that stupid chin scruff of yours, don’t make me shave the rest of your head, as well.”
She tugged on Leon’s goatee to prove her point, the redhead winced and pulled away.
“Don’t tug on that, man. My jaw’s still sore from where that one guy decked me the other night.” He frowned, pointing at the bruise on his left jaw, “If a video of that ends up online like when Mondo crashed into that billboard, I’m gonna-“
“What?!” Mondo’s loud voice echoed from down the hall. He came stomping into the living room, the tool belt around his waist clattered. “Some fucker got a video of that?!”
“People get videos of eeeeverything, man.” Leon snickered, “Chihiro saved it on his computer, he can show you.”
Chihiro made a surprised squeak from where he was standing next to Hifumi, both of them looking up from the papers they were examining.
“That was supposed to be a secret!” Chihiro frowned at Leon, quickly holding his hands up to try and placate Mondo as the biker stalked over to him instead. “It’s a really cool video, honestly!”
Alter Ego’s face appeared on the TV against the far wall, smiling helpfully, “I can play the video, if you want! It already has fifty thousand views!”
“Wha-” Mondo ran a hand through his hair, “Fifty thousand people have seen me eat shit while we’re fighting? Damnit, the gang is never gonna let me live this down…”
He paused, looking down at the papers on the table, “What’re y’all drawing- is that like a girl Monokuma or somethin’?”
“It’s nothing!” Hifumi snapped, scooping all the papers quickly and shooting into a standing position. “I told you we shouldn’t work on your project out here, Chihiro.”
“It’s… a secret. For now.” Chihiro glanced around the room before smiling, “But when it’s done- I think it might be something really, really cool…”
Celeste’s sudden gasp startled everyone, “Makoto- is this what you wore today?”
“Um, yeah?” He jolted slightly at the reaction, glancing down at his green button up and jeans before nodding. Celeste crossed her arms.
“I see. And what exactly happened to the suit I laid out for you to wear?”
“W-well, a suit seemed a little, uh,” he hesitated, shrinking back against Sayaka, “It just seemed too formal for a meeting with one person, I still wore it when I talked to those newscasters last week!”
“I gave you a gift with my hard earned money,” Mondo scoffed at that, Celeste ignored him, “And you do not even have the courtesy to take my expert fashion sense into consideration…”
“I picked out his clothes today.” Sayaka protested with a frown, “I think he looks fine.”
“That explains it, then.” Celeste scoffed, “You and your Barbie doll fashion sense…”
“You know, I’m a big kid, I can dress myself!” Makoto argued, ignoring Leon’s snickering.
The front door opened behind them, a loud groan of exhaustion from Hiro trailing down the hall.
“Taka’s gone insane…” he whined to no one in particular, Makoto and the others peered back into the hallway, finding the psychic lazily kicking off his sandals with a grocery bag in one arm. “We had to walk aaaall the way to town to go to that stupid farmers market, and then he makes me carry the vegetables all the way back.”
“The exercise is good for you!” Taka protested as he entered behind him, arms full of other bags as he struggled to remove the sunglasses he always wore in public, “You have a serious problem with endurance, we need to be taking more walks like this regularly.”
Hiro let out another groan, “Come on, man. We’re probably gonna be like step bros soon, can’t you ease up on your new big bro?”
“Our parents have only been officially dating for a week and a half.” Taka corrected, “And I’m afraid you still have some maturing to do before I consider you an older brother figure.”
“Hey!” Monokuma’s shrill voice cut in from the office next to them, the newly repaired bear skidding out into the hallway, “What’s all this about a big brother? That’s already my job! And this family- Er, aside from Byakuya, I guess- is gonna be robots only!”
He snickered, taking a few steps closer to Hiro, “Puhuhu, we could put your brain in a robot, I guess, if you wanna be a member that badly!”
Hiro stiffened, “Wh- No way! Is that even possible?”
Byakuya exited the office, “Of course it’s not, don’t encourage him.”
Monokuma continued to laugh, Taka rolled his eyes and pushed Hiro through the dining hall to the kitchen to unload their groceries. Kyoko stepped aside from where she’d been walking back over to the group to let them pass, her hand slipping back into Makoto’s as she addressed Byakuya.
“Have you seen the work Mondo’s been doing in the sunroom?” She asked, tone softening slightly when Byakuya stiffened, “It looks completely different now, I think you’ll like it.”
“I don’t think it’s necessary for me to see.” he glanced down at his shoes for a moment, “You can all do whatever you want with it, I don’t have any desire to… um…”
He trailed off, shifting on his feet when Monokuma suddenly started swatting at his leg.
“Oh, come on!” The bear shoved him roughly forward, “Just go look! This’ll be like therapy!”
“Hey- stop that!” Byakuya protested, giving a half hearted kick towards the bear that decided to start trying to climb up his legs instead, “Alright, fine. I’ll look- stop squirming.”
Byakuya finally just picked the bear up, earning a quiet chuckle from Kyoko as she turned to lead them towards the room again.
“Hell yeah!” Mondo followed after him, “Therapy time. I think you’ll like it, I’m gettin’ pretty fuckin good at all this carpentry stuff.”
“Oh- speaking of therapy!” Taka’s voice echoed from the kitchen, a moment later he poked his head through the doorway, “Makoto, we forgot to do your memory exercises this morning. Go get your stuff, we can do it while Hiro’s cooking.”
Hiro let out another annoyed groan from the kitchen, Makoto nodded, “Oh, sure. Be right back.”
He moved past the others towards the stairs, making a point to look away when Hifumi moved to cover up whatever he was drawing again, he knew better than to get Hifumi worked up about stuff.
He started up the stairs, smiling at the wall next to him that was quickly become covered by pictures and other things. Some of them were from their stay at Hope’s Peak, a few of them had been taken in the few weeks since they all began to settle into the house. The newest additions to the wall were cut out newspaper articles, courtesy of Leon, describing the actions of certain ‘brave new vigilantes’ the public was beginning to notice.
‘The Crazy Diamond returns with a new red eyed partner’ Makoto read as he continued up the steps, ‘New vigilante team dubbed Red Shot and Siren appear again in Osaka’.
‘Small town hero known as The Ogre appears to be connected to new vigilante group.’
‘Police receive anonymous calls from self proclaimed psychic that lead to the arrest of terrorists.’
He paused near the top of the stairs, staring at his own face on a newspaper. ‘Unnamed teen claims to speak for the vigilante group the media has dubbed ‘Ultimates’- promises an end to FF attacks on cities.’
Doing that interview had been risky… Makoto had a hard time dodging extra questions from law enforcement when he was done, he even ended up having to use his power to convince someone to let him sneak out the back door…
It was worth it, though. Whoever was still carrying out Junko’s plans needed to know that he still wasn’t afraid of them.
He finally headed towards his and Leon’s bedroom; he ended up switching with Hiro two weeks ago, the psychic’s odd sleep behavior had been seriously disrupting the redhead’s sleep. But bedroom claims were still relatively uncertain, with almost everyone splitting their time between the beach house and their families. Someone’s stuff might be stored in one room, but it wasn’t unusual for someone sharing a room with someone else to claim the empty spot while they still had the chance. Makoto didn’t mind, though, he could sleep pretty much anywhere at this point.
He walked into the room and paused by the little bulletin board next to his bed, letting his eyes flick between all the sticky notes where the others left reminders for him. He was still having a hard time with his short term memory, and he tended to wake up a little more confused than he should be, it was nice to be able to look over at the wall and see some words of assurance.
‘Don’t freak out- you live here. Love, Monokuma’
‘Your family knows you’re safe, you can call them whenever you want’
‘Hey dummy, make sure you remember me! -Komaru <3’
‘Everyone’s alright! Nobody’s trapped here.’
“H-hey.” Toko’s voice startled him from his thoughts, turning to find her lingering in the doorway with an envelope in her hands, “I g-got a letter for you, today.”
“Oh, from Mukuro?” He asked, reaching into the top draw of the nightstand to get the folder with all the memory exercises Taka made him do every morning, “That’s weird. Why didn’t she just call me? Or drop by again, she stayed the night two days ago, she’s gotta still be nearby-“
“It’s not f-from Mukuro.” Toko cut him off, finally stepping into the room completely and holding it out to him. “A-and it didn’t come here, it was sent to your house. Like… where your parents live.”
“Oh, geez.” Now he was worried, a familiar feeling of dread creeping his spine as he looked down at the name.
“Tojo… Kirumi?” He frowned, “I don’t know anybody named Kirumi.”
Toko shrugged, “Well they know a-about you… or at least they know enough t-to send it to your family.”
He turned the envelope to open it, his fingers hesitating to move any more than that.
“Maybe we should tell Kyoko, first.” He suggested, “Maybe we can read it front of everybody?”
Toko rolled her eyes, “L-last time we tried to d-do that we got attacked by g-giant bears.” She muttered, that managed to get him to smile again.
“Yeah, but what are the odds of that happening a third time?” He nervously joked, “I’ll go get Kyoko-“
“No need.” The detective smiled lightly as she entered the room, “I was just coming to get you, Taka’s getting rather impatient downstairs.”
Her eyes landed on the envelope, her already barely noticeable smile disappeared.
“Was that sent to this address?” She asked warily, Makoto shook his head.
“Toko said she got it from my family’s house.” He answered, Kyoko raised an eyebrow at the writer.
“You… visited Makoto’s sister without him?” She questioned, Toko let out a squeak.
“S-so what?” She crossed her arms, looking away from Makoto for some reason, “I was a j-just out for a run anyway, I f-figured I’d just st-stop by…”
Makoto finally opened the letter, handing the envelope off to Kyoko while he unfolded the paper inside.
“To Makoto Naegi,” he read aloud, both of the girls leaned forward to read along with him, “My name is Kirumi Tojo, I was told by Mukuro Ikusaba that you and I have a similar goal. I have information that may be-“
“Hey, Mac!” Mondo’s voice shouted from downstairs, “What’s the hold up? You alive up there, man?”
“Kyoko went up there with him,” Hina added, much quieter, “I bet they’re kissiiiiing!”
“Gross, dude. Who’d wanna kiss a girl?”
“Hey!”
Makoto sighed, folding the letter again and looking back up to Kyoko.
“Let’s… read it downstairs.” He suggested, she nodded.
He followed her out of his room and down the stairs, Toko muttering something to herself as she trailed behind them. He took a deep breath to calm his nerves, looking past the stair railing to his group of friends still having fun and chatting downstairs.
Even if this… not the best news, we can handle it. Makoto thought, forcing himself to smile again when Kyoko laced her hand in his.
I think the worst is behind us now, he tried to shake off his lingering anxiety, he promised others a better future, he had to believe in that for himself, too. He had to have hope.
… We can handle anything that comes our way.
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How is this guy still following me?
He kept running, drawing in a ragged breath as he skidded around the corner and ducked past the debris of a partially caved in ceiling. There were footsteps behind him, heavy and slow like the person had nowhere in particular to be. Like he wasn’t trying to kill him- Like this was just some normal Sunday afternoon or whatever.
Normally, he would admire such a laid back attitude.
But normally he wasn’t running for his life.
He practically leapt down the stairway and shoved the door at the bottom of it open, sprinting through the maze of cubicles as fast as his legs could possibly carry him. This place used to be a TV station, or something- before the last raids rendered this whole city useless.
He really should consider himself lucky this guy was taking his sweet time, wasn’t he supposed to be insanely fast, too?
Just get to the trap. He gulped in another breath, his hand reached up to stop his necklace from clattering against his neck anymore than it already was.
That’s what she said. Drop the trap, stun him, stick the thing in his head. Easy-peasy. I can do this… but man, why couldn’t she just send her robot?
He finally reached his destination, carefully sidling the hallway’s cracked wall to avoid triggering the pressure plate he desperately hoped was blending in with the floor. The trap was hidden above the ceiling tiles, there was no way this guy could know about it, right? He was great at setting traps, he learned from some of the best in the world… he could do this. He had to do this.
He paused, slowing his racing heart to listen to the sounds in the distant.
It sounded like a stampede now- a cacophony of scraping and thudding as cubicles were thrown out of the way completely.
Right… the guy was crazy strong, too.
He ran into the room at the end of the hall, purposefully slamming the door as hard as he could to ensure it would draw the other’s attention.
Trap him. Stun him. Jab the flash drive in his head.
He fished around one of the pockets of his vest, drawing in a deep breath as he heard heavy footsteps in the hall behind him.
Trap him. Stun him. Jab the flash drive in his head… and if anything goes wrong…
His hand continued to reach, fingers curling around the flash drive as well as the small pill case he had kept next to it.
It was two pills- and each one of them was already twice the dose he should be taking. But.. desperate times, and all that. He put both the pills in his mouth, keeping them under his tongue in case he decided he really was done for. This was for the future, this was for his friends, this was for his sisters and the monsters who took him from his family. No matter what it took- he had to finish this.
Trap him-
He heard a loud clattering outside, the guy had walked right into the trap, just like he planned.
Stun him-
He reached for the taser clipped to his belt, his heartbeat roaring in his ears as he moved towards the door.
The door shot open, a scream barely having time to rise in his throat before a rough hand grabbed him by the neck and lifted him in the air. He was slammed against the wall next to him, the taser and flash drive both clattering uselessly to the floor below as a pained outcry escaped him.
“Rantaro Amami.” A monotone voice droned.
He struggled to breath, opening his eyes and finding a mess of long, dark hair hanging over him, partially obscuring the dead looking red eyes that seemed to study every inch of him as he responded. There was something else, too, something metal reaching from behind his ear glinting in the low light. The edge of it was marked by a scar that travelled across his forehead, whatever they had done to him looked like something out of a horror movie.
“Y-yeah, ha… hi there.” He tried to pry the hand from around his throat, the grip only tightened, “Gh… so you’re… Izuru Kamakura?”
There was no response, the person simply tilted his head as he watched him struggle.
“H-how’d you get past that?” He managed to suck in another breath, watching Izuru glance down at the objects at his feet.
“Trap him, Stun him, ‘jab’ the thing in his head.” Izuru echoed his instructions, stomping a foot down over the flash drive on the floor, Rantaro froze.
Oh, he was fucked.
“H-how did you-“
“You have information on the one I am searching for.” Izuru cut him off, “Tell me his location.”
“N-nah.” He struggled to shake his head, a bitter taste seeping through his mouth from the pills still stuck beneath his tongue. “F-first tell me… how’d you know-“
“I could hear you.” Izuru answered in a bored tone, “Now answer my question.”
Rantaro shook his head again, swallowing the pills as best as he could despite the pressure around his throat, he nearly gagged, Izuru’s grip tightened.
“Where is Makoto Naegi?”
Rantaro froze, confusion overriding his panic, “…Who?”
“They said you would be interesting.” He muttered, sounding almost… disappointed. “They said you were an escape artist.”
“I am.” Rantaro forced himself to smile, his hands now buzzing with a tingling sensation as the pills already started working. “S-sorry to break it to you, but nobody can keep me trapped for long.”
Izuru raised an eyebrow at that, he had picked up on the change in Rantaro’s body- he must have. That was like his whole thing, right?
… this was going to work.
“You are not nearly as interesting as the girl they sent me after.” Izuru muttered again, that got a gasp from Rantaro.
“You- You mean Kaede? Wh-“ A jolt of pain shot up his spine, a strangled noise escaping him as his whole body shook.
That was too much- he definitely took too much-
The pressure around his neck disappeared, through the sudden ringing in his ears he heard Izuru suck in a pained gasp. His vision blurred significantly as he thudded against the ground, but the dark form in front of him suddenly wavered- hands gripping at the sides of his head as a groan escaped him.
“Copy cat…” he muttered, watching his adversary slump over and breathe heavy. His whole body felt like liquid, his arm gave out beneath him, his bracelets clattering against the tiles as his arm seeped straight through the floor.
Too much too much too much- his mind reeled as he tried to keep himself together, he couldn’t see his legs anymore, but thank god he could still feel them. Keep it together, it wouldn’t be fun to slip through all the floors beneath you.
He dug around in his pockets again, pulling out the communicator he’d been given and struggling to press the emergency call button on the side. He couldn’t see his hands anymore either, his insides felt like they were melting.
“Rantaro?!” A panicked voice crackled through the speaker, “Oh my god- did you do it? Is that fucker dead?”
“N-no-“ he coughed, something like foam rising in his throat and splattering across his hand.
He really overdid it this time.
The other end of the line was deathly silent for a moment more, “…Rantaro what the hell did you do?”
“Your… your first plan was right.” He responded through grit teeth, he heard Izuru stir behind him, “He can’t stop himself from copying stuff, your first idea would work… you really are a genius I guess.”
“Ran- shut up- where are you? I’ll send Kiibo to come get you, just-“
“N-no…” he could hear footsteps in the distant, he hadn’t lost the other guys, after all, “Disable this thing so they can’t track you, okay? I’ll be fine.”
His vision was so blurred he couldn’t see straight, he curled in on his side.
“You’ll find my family, right, Miu?” He asked, his voice so hoarse now it came out like a whisper, “Y-you’ll tell them I tried? I really did…”
There was something like a sob on the other end of the phone, he had never heard Miu cry before…
“You’re an idiot.” She hissed out, “O-of course I will.”
“Cool.” He smiled, at least he thought he was smiling, the footsteps got closer.
“Thanks, man…. I hope we get to see each other again some day.”
Notes:
Alright!!! That’s it!!! We’re done for now :,)
I’m definitely planning to continue, I’m having too much fun writing this to stop heh heh. It’ll probably be A little while till the next one, summers are very busy for me… but it is coming!!!
Also at the risk of being too cheesy on a dang danganronpa fanfic, this story meant a lot to me because it sorta helped give me back my confidence in my writing. I’ve been developing an original graphic novel idea for awhile and got sorta discouraged about it, and this fanfic (which I sorta ripped off my own graphic novel for a few ideas from heh heh) really helped me get back in a writing groove. So thank you guys!! Till next time ;)
(Also I’m gonna start going through old chapters and purging all my typos, because boy howdy there’s a lot. Gotta love dyslexia.)
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