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Ranboo followed after me. He was always a few steps behind, hand in mine as he would be more than happy to keep me at his side always. But today I had to get some flowers from the garden. And I didn’t want the enderman to follow me. I loved Ranboo but if he saw me picking flowers he would insist on helping.

So I quickly made my way to the garden. I even went the long way to avoid Ranboo. I was sure he would be looking for me soon. And I hated that it had come to dodging him.

I breathed out a sigh of relief once I made it. Gathering flowers that were yellow, red and green. It was short work since the garden was always growing, and they even brought in exotic flowers they thought I might like. There was even a man eating one Technoblade enjoyed. I picked only the best before making my way to return.

“Ranboo!?” I shouted as I turned. The enderman was standing with a hutch again. Sniffling as he looked at me, it was hard to believe the man was not a child with how freely he cried. Yet I could hardly fault him for his tears, when he was only comfortable showing them to me. I felt instant guilt thinking I made him cry. His tail unmoving as it slinked to the ground.

“Am I bothering you? Is that why I couldn’t find you?” “No Ranboo, I didn't do it because I hate you” he clung to himself “so you were avoiding me! You hate me?!” He said with a panic.

Sinking down to the ground. Regret as I went to him, petting his split hair. “Ranboo, I’m sorry I swear I only did it because-“ “you hate me, you detest me, is it because I’m half enderman? I’ll change it, I’ll do anything you like so don’t leave.”

The young man hyperventilated. “Ranboo? Ranboo!” He didn’t touch me, only nuzzling closer to my hand with tears in his eyes and a fluctuation of breathing.

I had no clue what to do? He was always so scared and terrified. If he thought he offended me he immediately began to beg for forgiveness. I hugged him. “I’m sorry Ranboo, I’m sorry I won’t do it again.” The boy began to stop his tears, and they looked very painful today. “Promise” he asked me weakly. “Yes, I just wanted to give you this. I wanted it to be a surprise…”

This redirected his sadness and now he was just curious. I took out the flower crown from my basket offering the present to him. Ranboo was careful, his gentle hands brushing over the petals. Eyes wide and shocked.

“I know your crown broke and it was being repaired so I made this one for you, just for now” Ranboo hugged me with a smile, his excitement instantaneous. “I love it! You made something for me!?” I nodded, tired.

As Ranboo placed it on his head. I tried to match the flowers with his old crown. And for the most part it suited him. He smiled happily, tail now swishing, as he brushed the petal over and over again.

Before he took a step close to me, smile now wide and tight. “I love it starlight but if I have to choose between gifts and being with you. I want more time with you. So don’t avoid me okay?” He asked, but for a moment I thought his eyes glowed, and his voice sounded firm in demand.

"Okay Ranboo, just-" I knew if I commented on his behavior he would spiral again wouldn't he. Ranboo was so quick in his emotions from sadness, to self hatred, then to promises of harming himself. It frightened me. And I knew I should tell Phil about it. But if I did could the King even help him?

"...Just be happy" Ranboo, took my hand with a smile. "With you it's impossible not to be starlight."

He was happy, his tail curling. The smile on his face should have been contagious, so I tried for a smile back.

Knowing I would have to speak with Phil sooner rather than later as I would have liked. As the half ender inched closer. His head on my shoulder. A light purr from his throat, when I relaxed.

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I stood before Phil who was resting his head on his hand. He was tilted to the side watching me with an amused smile. As I tried to find the right words to convey what I needed to him.

I found myself pacing back and forth unsure of how I would bring up the topic. Phil spoke briefly to one of the guards as I was lost in thought.

How did you tell your kinda friend, king, that his son was acting a bit strange. Not strange in a bad way but just an off way. He was getting a bit clingy even more so to my own unliking.

“Phil” “Y/n” he said cheerily back.

Without a care in the world as the guard awkwardly handed over an overly large bear. A panda bear. He took it pleased. Confused, I gapped at him. I stepped up to the throne so he could hand me the child toy.

“I knew it would suit you” he gushed a hand to his cheek and fawned. “Phil…” I moaned as the man chuckled. “Don’t you like it?” I didn’t care one way or another but the man wasn’t listening.

“Yes” I said just for the sake of getting him back on topic.

“Phil I think, well Ranboo has been acting a bit off” he smiled again. “Off? Off how?” The grin on his face a bit less friendly. “I just, he’s been kinda, well protective of me. “ “isn’t that sweet it’s just because he likes you.”

“No he’s been following me quite more then normal.” It was a bit unsettling to find when I turned the older would be leaning over me or just hovering on the corner as I walked. Stalking me at every turn, who knows what he would do If told him to stop.

“He cries when I don’t give him his way” I tried with a whisper, it was hard to tell the taller one to stop when he would bawl out in tears causing his own harm. Forcing me to retract my words and allow him to get away with whatever it was he was doing.

“Poor Ranboo, it might just be best to do as he asks. I hate seeing his cheeks burnt with tears." He sympathizes, I didn’t agree or disagree. Disappointed he seemed to agree with not hurting the enderman, or at least becoming a peacemaker.

It was useless talking to Phil. He didn’t seem to understand. The bright smile on his face was only proof enough. I didn’t know what else I could do.

Clutching my hands into fists. The bear still in my hands, making me seem younger than I liked. Another thing for him to see and not take me seriously. Only a child screaming wolf for him. I found myself petting the bear nervously, stroking the soft fur to calm myself. As the avian rose from his throne. He kneeled down.

"You seem so stressed child, are you sure you're not a bit paranoid?" He spoke worriedly, placing his hand over my head. "I'm fine Phil, I'm more worried for Boo. He's-" "Poor thing," He cupped my cheeks with both hands, stopping me from saying more. "Maybe some food will ease you" He ignored me, closing his eyes for a moment. Grabbing my wrist. "Some lunch will ease you of your worries, and we can speak afterward.”

Knowing I wasn't going to get another word in, I nodded resigned to being dragged away.

I forgot to have someone deliver the bear to my room, As Wilbur slid into my side. "Awww, I didn't know my sweet Marionette liked dolls?" he teased with a smirk, his soft hazel eyes lighting up with amusement. I held out the bear. "I-I Phil gave it to me" I blamed the avian as he took a seat with a smile. "Doesn't it suit her?" He tilted his head.

Technoblade laughed at the sight. Before pulling my cheek "It's pretty cute, I'll admit. Want me to get a chair for it?" I blushed, into the bears fur. If I knew I was going to get tease I would have rejected the present. "HAH, the panda looks like Ranboob! too bad big guy looks like Y/n is replacing you!" Tommy laughed from his seat, a hand on his stomach. From the cramps he got from laughter. He deserved every last one.

Ranboo, sat quietly. He was smiling but there was something off. His smile was too sharp, and the silence from him was unwelcoming. As his tail made sharp flicks, I thought I saw a quick glare at my doll, one of annoyance? Jealousy, it seemed to fill his eyes as it slunk away fast.

No one noticed but me, everyone else laughing and moving on to the next conversation. Ranboo's eyes keeping mine in his line of sight. I decided to ignore it for now. Sitting on the vacant chair for me. Next to Phil, and Tommy.

Just finish lunch, and maybe I'd have more luck afterward with Phil.

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Once the meal was done, Y/n wished to continue where we had left off. But a simple order of rest was enough to have her zip her lip. Really I was right to get her that doll. It made her look oh so small and cute. The small quiver of her lip at my order had me near melting. Her eyes fell to the floor when she nodded and went to do as asked.

Not to mention, an infatuated enderman following swiftly behind her. Like a personal shadow for her beck and call. Not knowing the true story of how deep, and how too late it was for her to try and escape. She had fallen into his arms, she was going to be lucky if the hybrid didn't decide to lock her away. But unlucky, and I would get the honors of watching the child fall under his spell.

Either way, as long as my child was happy. Y/n would be happy even if it took a month locked away in a dark, cold, lonely room. In time she would be overjoyed with any and all attention.

"What do you think?" Was the low monotone voice of Technoblade. He was the only one left at the table after I had been alone with my thoughts. I laughed into my hand "He is quite infatuated with her." Technoblade nodded, a small tilt to his head, reminding me of myself when I had a question.

"I think so as well, it’s so adorable." I admitted, the child was my wife candidate. But it was only in name, and things could be rearranged anytime I wished. Should hypothetically Ranboo, want the child.

I would only happily part with her. As long as she remained in the family. Then who's wife she was hardly mattered.

"Do you mind?" I asked the piglin, he had his arms crossed before offering me a smirk. I knew the boy had a soft spot for the child. So I was put off, at the idea of them all fighting over her. It seemed I had nothing to worry about.

"Nah, Ranboo can have her in name, besides he always did love to share." "He does, doesn't he?'' I agreed. As long as I got to play with the child, I could turn a blind eye. I grinned. "I guess I can let some things slide. And announce that I’ll be dropping her as a candidate... After all it's for my precious son, what kind of father would I be to keep two lovers apart?"

Techno, snorted at the comment. But he didn't protest, I figured that sooner the better, maybe a gala or a ball. Something grand, elegant. It was going to be perfect.

Maybe there might even be a wedding proposal.

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I held the panda close to me. Phil promised me we would talk later. But I had a feeling he had already filed the conversation in his head as dealt with. And would simply use me as an excuse. To get away from more work.

I was sent to my room, as a sick child. With a stuffed animal and everything...

Once I made it to my room, I was ready to clasps in my bed. I heard a hesitant knock. Curious, as not many came to my room. Usually sending a guard, or someone to get me. Or summon me. I got up unsure who it might be. Panda in hand I walked to the door.

Opening it up to see the ender. "Boo?" I asked, he placed a hand on the back of his neck. Frightened for the first time as he stepped into my room. "Starlight, want to play?" He asked with a childish grin, fitting the guy even when he was the tallest in the palace. "I-I do" He beamed. "But Phil said I should rest..." I hoped the king's command would get him to leave.

I buried my face into the bear fur again, now liking that I had something to act as some kind of a barrier for us. "Please, just for a bit" he begged. "Tomorrow, Ranboo. Promise" I tried to gesture him, and maybe lead him out. Instead, the enderman hybrid's tail came snatching the doll from my arms.

Surprised at the force. "Stop playing with this you have me" He said his voice shocking me at the demand instead of the timidness.

"Ranboo, its a doll... It's not going to replace you" He looked at the toy in disgust, and in his hand it kinda did resemble him. The black and white colors, just a bit of gold and it might even make a nice twin. "iT's NOt" He insisted, before taking the toy into his now sharp hands, ripping it to pieces in mear moment. The remainders laying on the floor, as he stepped over it, to inch closer to me.

"Because starlight is mine" he smiled sweetly, the dangerous grin gone, now replaced with an adorable one.

"Ranboo why did you-" I looked at the mangled toy, not knowing till now Ranboo had it in him. A hand in a fist over my chest. Unsure how he could be so jealous over a toy. "Right? and I'm yours as well right?" He asked me playfully, his tail wrapping around my waist to bring me closer. I closed my eyes, tilting my head away. Frightened he might hurt me next. As his crawls were still out

"Y/n?" His voice now a soft, unharming whisper. As he went to his knees, in hopes that I would brush his hair. Or whisper kind words into his head. I trembled. Before giving him as he asked, because he was still Ranboo. And this had to be a misunderstanding. "Yes, your my best friend Ranboo"

He grinned, going in to kiss me on the cheek, his hands now grabby as he wrapped them around my waist. I gasped in surprise, at the bold action. Unable to tell him to stop, I allowed him to do as he liked. Even though I was uncomfortable with all the contact. He was at least gentle with it.

"I like you soo much, Starlight. I really don't know what I'd do without you" He kissed me on the temple before pulling away.

To go to his own room.

No, instead he pulled me into my bed, sitting at my bedside... Watching over me as I tried to sleep. He hovered over me with a grin, his hand on my head in an attempt to relax me. I wanted to tell him I would be fine on my own. But I'm sure Ranboo would find any excuse to stay, so I kept the words down.

Lying to my side, in hopes I would sleep fast.

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I hoped the affection would stop, the reason why Ranboo was so clingy was because he was worried I was sick, or something. Instead Ranboo turned into glue, he pulled me in directions he wanted. Lied his head in my lap when it was convenient for him. The touches he left were rough at times, bruising others.

Like now, the Enderman was watching me happily as I began reading. His head in my lap, a small whine like a deflating balloon when I pulled my hand away from his head.

With the attention I had to give him, it was becoming harder to focus on the book... I left my hand on his head. Leaving the book on the grass so I could turn the pages.

As I went to flip to the next page, Ranboo pulled me. I gasped in surprise when the man had me under him, my back on the grass. With stain on my back at the force. "Is the book so good? It seems boring to me" He nuzzled into my stomach, now lying on top of me. "Ranboo..." his name came out needy.

The hybrid, just grinned now above me.

He leaned down to kiss my temple, I allowed it with a tired sigh. As he went to kiss my cheeks, then over my face. He pulled a bit to close, and I held my hands up to stop him from the kiss he was aiming for. "RANBOO!" I squealed in shock. He immediately dipped his head in shame. Acting as if he didn't know what he did wrong.

"You can't kiss me on the lips" He blinked naively. "Why not?" He ignored my wishes for another chance. I kept my hands over his face. "You're only supposed to kiss someone you marry!" I insisted.

His mouth moved under my hand.

"So you kiss Phil?" I went beet red. "NO, I don't" He held a hand over his heart relieved "Oh that's good, it would have been weird"

I pulled myself up, "Ranboo, you can't kiss me." "But whyyyy?" he whined like a child about to throw a tantrum. "Cause you can't. You can't kiss until marriage. Those are the rules." I decided now, to draw a line in the sand. Because who knows what people would say if they found the man kissing me so unabashedly. Rumors would float, I might get executed for two timing on the king!

Even if we were together, together. It wasn't a good image.

"But I want to" "NO" I refused. "Please" "NO" I insisted. My arms crossed in an X.

As I attempted to get up, Ranboo pulled me back. His grip tugging me down so he could crawl over me. I went to kick, but he held me down with ease. the strength the langy man had surprised me, as he pulled my arms up with one holding me down.

"Stop Ranboo, I'm serious" He gave me a giggle. "I know, I just want to show you how easy it would be." he cupped my cheek, "I could take whatever I wanted right now" I trembled, trying to pull away and he jerked my head back. As he leaned down, my vision went useless with tears. His lips ghosted over mine as he spoke.

"But I won't"

He pulled away in an instant. Freeing me up so I could curl away, as far as I could. "Sorry did I scare you," He said, his playful tone gone. "I was only teasing you, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings" He said timidly. Allowing me to escape.

I didn't know what to say as the awkward tension settled between us. What the enderman did wasn't normal, none of this was. What kind of friend demanded kisses, and such affection. That wasn't what friends did, that was what lovers did. "Ranboo..." His ears perked up at his name. "Ranboo, we shouldn't do this anymore." His face fell, his whole body sunk down.

"What do you mean?" he said in a panic. "Ranboo, I'm your friend... And friends don't try to kiss one another. You can't just hold me down and try and force anything against my will. Ranboo, that's wrong. And if you can't agree we shouldn't be together so much" Ranboo, held his hands out for me.

"Don't say that, you like me right?!" He cried, and I backed away. "I do, Ranboo. I do, that's why I have to do this" "NO, NO, NO I won't let you. I'll tell Phil!" I tensed up at the threat.

He got up, standing above me, tears falling down his cheeks. Burning, sizzling, bleeding... Never had I felt more fright, when he craned over me almost breaking himself in half to get to my eye level.

"I'll tell Phil, Technoblade, Wilbur, and Tommy. I'll lie. I'll say whatever I have to. So you continue to stay by my side." I felt the tears, and it was like the gentle soul I knew never existed instead the manipulative enderman was in his place. I shook my head. He frowned. "Kiss me and I'll change my mind."

I froze in place as he threatened me. So effortlessly, he said it so easy. As if it wasn't a big deal. "kiss me, and afterwards I might even give you some space..." "No, I'm not-" "FINE" He interrupted standing tall, leaving with his back straight. And arms behind his back. With such height, and anger leading him. He was gone.

I was left alone, unsure of what the half enderman might just do, was he going straight to Phil. What was he doing to say, what lies would he tell the King. Was I dead?

I fell to my knees, in tears.

Bawling in frustration. I was fucking done, I was screwed. Phil would kill me wouldn't he? I was so terrified... I was so alone. I didn't even do a thing wrong. Didn't I do it all right?

"Hey Gold, why are you crying?" Technoblade was kneeling down in front of me. His head tilted in curiosity. "Ran-Ranboo... He-" struggling to say a word more. The pigling picked me up with ease. "Alright, alright"

My head in his neck, I relaxed at the smell of warmth, iron, and hint of rose. "We can figure it out. You and Ran get into a fight?" I nodded. "Okay, we can figure this out. Want to come to my room, or yours?" "Don't matter" I muttered into his neck. He nodded, letting me relax into his side. As he walked us to his room with ease. I clung a bit tight, at each whisper, or person who saw us. But Technoblade didn't seem to care. Ignoring them in favor of petting the back of my head.

Once in the security of his room, he asked "You want tea or hot chocolate runt?" "Don't care," He nodded. The maid waiting at the door had her head bowed. "Hot Chocolate for my gold. Coffee for me. Bring some snacks and stuff as well."

She quietly walked off.

As Technoblade placed me on the couch, sitting down after. Embarrassed I clung to him so it didn't seem to bother the Prince one bit as his crimson eyes lingered off to me at the door. The small sniffles off putting as he offered me a tissue. I used it to wipe off my face.

"Sorry... I didn't mean to bother you" "It's fine Perceus. Comes with the big brother territory." I nodded, not sure what he meant. My brother only made me feel worse when I cried. In fact my whole family was usually the reason I ended up in tears in the first place. "You can cling to me if you want Runt. I don't care"

I nodded before he could possibly change his mind. Hugging the man's side. "There we go" He placed an arm around my shoulder. Letting me rest, I was tired from crying.

The maid came back in, setting everything down. Just as quick to leave as well.

Technoblade grabbed my drink and offered it to me. I took it into my hands. I wondered if while I was crying Ranboo had told on me to Phil by now... and this was my last meal. I drank the warm drink. I didn't know if I should hate the feeling of soothing it gave me.

With Technoblades other free hand, he sipped the coffee he ordered.

Disinterested in it. "Bitter..." he muttered. "Here give me a sip of yours" I nodded as he drank after me. Seeming to enjoy the sweet taste rather than the bitter drink I always saw him have.

"Why, why do you drink coffee? you don't even like it." Techno leaned on top of my head. "Apparently it's unbefitting for a future King to drink anything else '' he scoffed, taking another sip of my drink. "Oh, I didn't know you cared, '' he snorted.

"We're not here to talk about my problems... I found you crying alone in the garden, too terrified to speak. You're lucky, I have enhanced hearing by the way." I held my cup a bit tighter.

"I told Ranboo not to kiss me." Technoblade didn't interrupt as I told him the whole tale including my talk with Phil. How he didn't listen, instead insisting I was sick and sent me to bed. To Ranboo holding me down and how he could kiss me when he liked. How I didn't want that, and thinking space would solve the issue I asked for it. Only for the hybrid to get upset, threatening to tell Phil, who knows what.

Techno listened, quietly. And once I was done he finally gave me his answer.

"So you don't want Ranboo to kiss you because your still technically, Phil's intended." I squinted. That wasn't the only reason why but yes death was one of them. "I guess, yeah." Technoblade sat for a long moment. "Then I don't believe it will be a problem for long." "I don't understand."

"It was meant to be a surprise, but soon Phil will be freeing you of your duties. He's going to say it's because he likes you as a friend in short. and Age being a major factor as well." He drank his coffee and I couldn't believe the news. He was going to let me go? I was going to be free!? It was unbelievable. I didn't think Phil would ever allow it. Had I finally bored the man enough. It didn't matter, I would be able to go, leave, and travel. I was actually going to escape.

Seeing the smile on my face, Techno grinned as well. "I'll handle Ranboo as well, till the ball thing coming up. Just lay low for a bit" I hugged the older. "Thank you Technoblade! Thank you!" He hug me back, "No problem Gold" He laid a kiss on top of my head, and I tried not to compare the gesture to Ranboo's, ignoring when the piglins grin became tight.

Because finally I was getting out of here!

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Technoblade gave me a promise and he delivered just as fast. As Phil announced to us all of the Gala. Technoblade had nudged his shoulder with mine at the announcement. His silent way of letting me know this was it.

Phil didn't notice or maybe he was just too reserved to give me a warning. With kicking me out and all. Hardly matter to me, soon I was going to be free.

I should have paid closer attention. I was so stupid for thinking there would ever be an end.

The day off the Gala I saw so many people entering the castle all like a bunch of preened birds. They were plucked and flocked inside. Much like myself. It seems even in a, I guess divorce or sorts. I was to be dressed to impress.

Phil was more than happy to have a dress sent my way. And after careful consideration of Wilbur's approval. It was sent down to me. I was rather baffled at Phil's choice in clothes. It was styled like one may find on a princess. Straight out of a fairytale. With a big puffy dress and lace hems. It was hardly my taste nor was it the Kings. And Wilbur's look was more in the trending...

I felt like the dress was hardly even made for me.

I pushed down my suspicions and just got dressed. One more night. Just one more.

I took one last deep breath, before pushing the door open to the hall. So I could descend down the stairs. Technoblade met me on the other side. He was all dressed up in favorite singed cape, gold crown, and suit. Rose hair brushed out of his face as he placed his hands from his hips to offer me one.

"Ready Gold?" I took his arm. "I didn't know you were waiting Techno, sorry. Am I late?" he grinned "Nah, I just wanted an excuse to show up late. I'm hoping the party will be over by the time we make it down" "Huh?"

"Phil loved making a late entrance, he's an old man now. He can't be up all day and night" I chuckled. The man hardly looked to ever age a day. But I could say the same about Technoblade. It made me wonder what the piglin would look like once time came for us both.

"Can't say I blame him, he must have done this a million times before" "Different date, but no matter how years pass the people never seem to change" he said crimson eyes off in the distance, recalling something.

"Tech?"

"Except for you" he whispered. "That's why we can't lose you"

It striked me as odd, till his head tilted to the footsteps coming our way. I looked in the same direction. Seeing Ranboo. He was in a different fancier suit. The gold in his ears dangling as he walked. He even placed a ring on his tail. I found myself unconsciously tightening my hand around techno's arm.

"Ranboo, took you long enough" The piglin waved a hand to his brother, Ranboo spooked as he shot up straighter. He refused to make eye contact with either of us.

"Welp, I'll let you two talk. Come into the ballroom after" Tech unlaced my arms as I tried to follow. But Ranboo caught my wrist. He held me in place until the crowned prince was gone. My pulse raced as the hand on my mine was finally was gone. But the betrayal from Techno was still fresh in my mind.

"I asked Technoblade for a moment, to speak with you" Of course the man said yes. He doted on Ranboo. I sighed.

"What is it Ranboo?'' I asked, my hands together hoping to get this over with. As the hybrid, bit his lips painfully. "I didn't tell Phil" Did he think that would earn him some points? After scaring me half to death! After he tried to-

"Okay" I muttered.

"I didn't mean to-" I shot him a glare, as he glanced away. "I-I'm sorry. Y/n... Really, I apologize. It was mean of me. I just want to stay together please" He whispered the last bit. As it came out painfully hurt. Ranboo hutched in on himself, trying again to be small as if he wasn't a 6'5 enderman hybrid.

"Will you forgive me?"

His eyes were pleading, the red and green orbs both on the edge of tears. To manipulate me into forgiving him. Using the same old tricks. I couldn't bear seeing the tears burn his face, or having fingers pointed at me when I was blamed for his pain.

"You're forgiven" Before he could try and act like all was swept under the rug. I backed away. "Just, I got to go now" I took off as fast as I could. knowing if I halted or paused he would catch up. Seeking affection, ignoring the obvious awkwardness I felt around him.

I would just keep a distance for the night.

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The ball began and I still could stop myself from avoiding Ranboo. Even after his apology. I just didn’t know if things could ever go back the way they were or if I wanted them to.

Maybe once I got the freedom I craved I would come back and then we could speak. Without the pressure of society on our backs. It was my plan for now. I would still send letters if they accepted them. And I would still miss them even if they didn’t need me any more.

Still on the throne made of silver and white painted wood. I wondered why they put so much detail into something I wasn’t going to be using. As I sat beside Phil who was enjoying the music. With a smile on his face. Speaking very briefly to people who came up to show their thanks.

Always getting bored with the conversation and rushing them along.

Ranboo appeared before me knowing I had nowhere to run. Cornered between Phil and the throne. I looked to my hands that were way more interesting then the conversation Ranboo insisted on continuing.

“Will you dance with me-e?” He stumbled on his last words. Holding his hand out in front of me. I bit my lips wishing for a helpful way out of this situation. Phil noticed my nervousness, smiling broadly.

“Oh, are my kids dancing with one another? I recall when Wilbur and Technoblade used to dance the night away.” Technoblade groaned into his hand. “Please don’t bring that up” “Why not I was the prettiest girl at the ball?" Wilbur popped up. Techno went red. "We should have got you tested for glasses a long time ago Wilbur"

Wilbur huffed, "Your just jealous you didn't look as good as me" "Yeah right"

As Wilbur brightened up at his plan “What dance? Techno you want to dance with your younger brother?” He grinned while saying it. “No I don’t you dare” he glared, taking his brother's hand. “One song won’t hurt dear brother of mine” he dragged the piglin with him, Wilbur refusing to take a no as he pulled him away. Techno would never admit it but he didn’t seem as mad as he sounded.

The distraction gone, Ranboo held his hand out again. I hesitated before taking it. Knowing now I had no choice. His hand was much bigger than mine, his fingers interlocking with me. With glee. As he guided me to the dance floor. His tail wagged behind like an overjoyed puppy. Who got more than enough attention from his owner.

My heels clicked again the ballroom floor, despite my protest not to wear a anything too high. Wilbur was happy to chirp in that the dress wouldn’t look as good without the added height. So once again I was turned into a dress up doll. And rather than sitting tight. I was attempting to balance on shoes I never had practice in.

I struggled to keep my footing, watching my feet instead of the enderman.

Until we reached the floor, Ranboo eagerly wrapped his arms around my waist. Tugging me close, he seemed well practiced. In the movement. It made me wonder how many other girls he practiced with before me. Was there anyone he had his eyes on? Or was I the only one? I doubted it. The boy had lived for years. He had to have had at least one love by now…

Ranboo smiled at me, looking at me as if I was the only thing in the whole wide world. His tail wrapped around me as well. Some would see it as to keep out of our footing but I knew by now. Ranboo just enjoyed every touch he could get away with.

He swayed, twirling me, rocking to the music that went low, and soft. A love song. I gritted my teeth. I knew Phil had done it! The avian was just a little too proud up on his throne and his smile had way too much teeth. I don’t know what he was trying to accomplish like this.

“I missed you” Ranboo finally spoke, our faces near touching when he whispered in my ear. “You, you scared me Ranboo” I said with a shaky voice, recalling the fear. The terror when I thought I was going to be executed. Ranboo whimpered. “I said I was sorry” “I don’t think you meant it.”

He turned me. Before pulling me a bit too tight until I was slamming into his chest.

“I mean it now” I shot him a small glare that he grinned at. I saw him dip his head close. And fuck he was trying to kiss me again. After his half assed apology. I looked down, Ranboo let out a small animalistic growl.

“You're so… crazy. You're crazy. Phil is right there. The whole kingdom is here and you tried to-“ I lost my words as the enderman took his chance, he kissed me. Not letting me escape as he deepened the kiss as well as the blow. When his tongue entered. It was forced and painful, I could hear the startled gasps as well as the fucking loud whispers.

I was dead…

Ranboo parted with a satisfied smirk. I felt the tears, the embarrassment, and regret. If I had given into his demands sooner would he have not claimed me in front of the whole kingdom, his family, I hated this, me, everything.

I went to pull away. Ranboo had done enough!

The hybrid pulled me back playfully, his head now in my neck. “If you hadn’t said no, I would have never… have done this,” he said, adding salt to my wound. I flinched, as the King's voice echoed in the now silent party.

Phil stood with an amused grin, his head tilted and seeming to not be angry in the slightest. His wings like ink were closed behind his back. His blue eyes remained soft as well as playful. A hand over his mouth when a laugh escaped. As Ranboo without shame brought me closer to his chest.

Phil’s eyes half closed he announced “it seems my son just couldn’t wait” the crowd relaxed after that. Knowing the king wasn’t angry or going to start a mass genocide. Eased everyone of the tension building up.

“I would like to announce as of now. That me and princess Y/n, will no longer be a candidate for my 6th wife. I can only ask her to forgive me, although I do love you. It will only be as a child.” I nodded to the man dumbstruck that I was free. I was free. I looked to Techno who offered me a grin.

I felt the tug of my lips as Phil continued. “Now that is all I have to say but the third prince has something he would like to announce”

Everyone turned to Ranboo, whispering again as I went to look at the half enderman. Only for him to be on his knees in front of me. He stared at me with a soft red flush. His emerald and ruby eyes looked at me expectantly. As he held out a small box in his hand.

Offering me his heart.

“I begged father to allow this… for I am in love with you.” He confessed for others to intake sharp gulps of air. “Would you do the honor of being my wife?” He asked sweetly.

I stiffened, as if someone had froze my heart. Phil had just handed me over to the next person as if I was just an old toy. Someone new would enjoy it. This wasn’t what he promised. I glanced at Techno, he had this all planned but the look of victory in his eyes. He planned the whole thing. Phil was still grinning ear to ear. Wilbur was just as amused, laughing under his hand not even containing it. Tommy, Tommy was smiling, so pleased. As if he was rooting for his brother.

I wanted to recoil, scream, I wanted to run.

Yet Ranboo gave me this crushing look. As I took too long to answer. As I held my breath, and my hand to my chest.

I realized I couldn't possibly break his heart in front of so many people. That would be cruel. With so many eyes it might just end with ridicule and laughter. I hated that he did this with so many people. And I detested that even while all Ranboo did was hurt me. I couldn't be petty enough to do the same.

I looked at the ring, it was gold. Simple elegant band. I took the small box from his hands. Nodding a yes. There were cheers, the sound erupting in the halls. Everyone was so pleased and happy, hardly paying any mind as I clutched the box in my hand, not even placing the ring on.

Ranboo was grinning from ear to ear. He took the chance he had to kiss my cheek. As Phil came down from his throne. "Congratulations son" Tommy hugged him from behind "You did it Big man!" He said loudly, enough people would hear it through the cheer. Wilbur stood in his spot but he was clapping with a grin.

I took a step back, as they all gave their own form of congratulation. Almost forgetting I was here entirely as I clutched the box harder in my hand. I escaped.

I sped walked through the people that had crowded around us, using the people there as camouflage. My mind no longer racing a mile a minute. But halting to complete stop as I fought to get away. I didn't turn back, I wasn't going to look back. My answer hardly mattered. It was planned. It was fucking made behind my back.

I kept going, near tumbling down the halls, as sweat clung to me. From the walk, with the heaviest dress in the whole castle. Fuck.

The dress was to Ranboo's taste!

Ugh the bloody signs were all there, it was as plain as black and white!

I stomped my foot in my heels, ignorant fool. Blind moron, I was, I was-

"Why'd you leave in such a hurry, Perseus." I gave the piglin in question a cold, sharp, glare. He held his hands up mocking a surrender.

"You did this, you said Phil would let me go?!" He smirked "He did, I didn't lie" "I'm not free now am I? It was all as if they were swapping lunches!" Techno went soft, relaxed as he invaded my space.

"Your words, Gold. It wasn't transactional.” I stood there steaming, as he was as cool as snow. “Ranboo does sincerely love you. Haven't you noticed?" "Love, you call what he's doing love? He's obsessed! He stalks me, he destroyed a toy because he thought I was replacing him?! He, he threatened me. That isn't love!"

Technoblade watched me scream with a bored face. He rolled his eyes, before pressing his hand to my cheek.

"Then why say yes?" I felt my eyes waver, at all the what if's.

"What would you have done? If I said no then... Would you have allowed me to go? Let me just leave after hurting Ranboo?" Technoblade’s whole body went rigid. The very idea of a no. The idea of seeing the crushed enderman. How many tears would he cry? Would he put up a tantrum until getting his way? What punishment would I have received if it came to that.

"No." Tears slipped down my face. "Then what was the point of asking me?" I cried.

I opened the door to my room. Leaving the door open a crack. "Tell Ranboo I don't want to marry him. I don't want to marry anyone! IF not then leave me alone" I slammed the door before placing on a useless lock.

Technoblade had managed to keep that expressionless face, even till the end.

He was never going to listen. No one would. By morning my outburst would be viewed as a temper tantrum. I held the small box, opening it once more. I looked over the gold band, it was an odd ring. Decorated with different shades of gold, I examined it over my finger. My hand tracing over the design.

This thing would be on my finger soon.

I closed the box. Before tossing it across the room.

But for today.

Tonight.

I could just be Y/n.

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I was on guard as Technoblade held his sword. Trying not to get distracted by the fact that Y/n had said yes to my proposal. It may have been a week. But I still had a terrible time trying to erase my smile.

Even as I was getting my ass handed to me by Technoblade. I'm sure he knew I was distracted. But he didn't say anything.

Me and Y/n had spent a lot of time together, she was oddly quiet... But I'm sure she too was just excited. After all, she listened to all my requests! She never said no.

She said yes! She said yes!

She loved me just the same way I loved her. I could hardly wait for our wedding day!

My tail began to wag. I tried to stop it, as Technoblade spoke.

“Ranboo” Technoblade stopped mid training; it was unlike him to speak in a fight. So I didn’t lower my sword until he did his. Once on the ground I did the same. He grunted in approval before speaking.

“It’s pog you want to hang out with Y/n, or even hover all over her. But kid you gotta let us spend some time with her as well.” “But-“ I let my voice whimper. “Nope not going to work on me I know your fake tears.” I made an annoyed tsk. Technoblade smiled, sensei was always kind to me.

“So no more guilting Y/n to spend more time with you by dodging us. Were Family okay, kid we got to spend time with one another” technoblade was right he always was. Suddenly I felt real guilt and tears. Realizing it had been selfish of me, my family should be upset but instead techno was being patient. “Sorry Technoblade”

Techno cupped my face “no need little brother, next time you need more time feel free to just ask” I grinned. “And if you like I'll speak to Phil about locking her up for a bit. Then you’ll always know where she is.” The idea had me excited, her chained up maybe blind folded. It would take a few days but she would yearn for my touch. She would always be right we’re I left her and I would have no need to look for her!

I nodded to Tech much too quickly, he laughed. “I knew you’d like that idea. I’ll speak to the rest of them see if I can get them signed up for the idea.” I hugged Technoblade. As he chuckled, brushing my hair. “Leave it to me Ran”

I trusted Technoblade would make it true, otherwise he’d never have suggested it.

“Hey Ranboo!” She looked so excited to see me, her smile so bright. I nearly ran into her for a hug. Technoblade smirked at my side, nudging his shoulder against mine. “It’s cool, ran we can finish your training later.” I nodded up grateful to the piglin. He just gave a knowing smile before shewing me off.

I went to Y/n pleased she was looking for me.

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I waved to Ranboo, I offered him a reserved smile. Since then, I sighed, our engagement. The enderman had refused to allow me any kind of time to myself... he had to know where I was going, for how long. And then he would decide if it was okay. As if I were an object.

Ranboo smiled at me, as he ran to hug me.

Technoblade shook his head. As he walked off with his sword. As Ranboo, kept his hand on my back. "What were you doing starlight?" He pulled us apart, his head now resting in my hair. "Reading, Ranboo"

He tilted his head sadly to the side "You never call me Boo anymore... I like when you call me by my nickname. Only you can use it after all" He tried making himself look harmless, but one look at his clawed hands and sharp teeth. I nodded once. Just agreeing with him.

I closed my eyes, picking a direction.

Ranboo followed me, "I kept messing up today. I really was trying hard. I was just so happy, soon I'll get to wake up everyday to you" He pulled my left hand to his lips kissing the place the ring was supposed to be. "You'll wear the ring everyday when we're married right?" I nodded.

Looking to the ground. As Ranboo led me in the direction to my room. It was the only time I could get alone time. Not to mention, the only place Ranboo trusted I would be safe.

"You look tired Y/n you should get some rest. I have some things I have to speak to Phil about anyway. I know" He beamed. "Tomorrow, let's go on a date." Anxious to escape him I nodded.

"Then tomorrow. My beloved." He laughed once before kissing my cheek. Offering me a wave as he left. I used the back of my hand to wipe off the kiss.

Alone.

I walked past the hallway, it would be the only time I’d get any kind of alone time. Ranboo had his lessons, among other things. Of course I wanted to maybe read in the garden but the moment I mentioned it. He panicked asking what if something bad happened to me, if I got hurt or injured.

I was basically sent to my room until he was done. I sighed, walking past the guard in the hallway.

Was this truly all that was left for me?

“Hey kid you're not supposed to be down here, this is the princesses room” annoyed at the guard. Who looked at me blankly, he must have been new. I decided to give him the benefit of the doubt.

“I am the princess” he raised a brow looking me up and down. “Really?” He said skeptical. If he wants proof I didn’t have any, but I’m sure my word would do for now. “I was told you were cute” that caught my attention. “Rude!” Was all that came out of my mouth as the man shrugged. “I mean I guess your kinda cute, but 100% not my type”

I felt myself break out into a defense. Getting a better look at the man's dirty blonde hair, and bright green eyes. He was smirking ear to ear. Having a bit too much fun messing with me.

“Good, I don’t like such shallow people, with deplorable attitudes” he chuckled. “No need to get out your dictionary princess. You have no need to impress me” He shrugged, “are you this kind to everyone that crosses your path?!” I muttered annoyed. He laughed.

Seeing his act so carefree... envious of his nonchalants. I decided to warn him, not wanting another person to be snuffed out

“Just make sure you don’t say anything like this to the craft family, they are kinda “ merciless, quick to kill- I found myself with hand out looking for a nicer word.

“Weirdo's, I know” I glanced to the left then right, shocked at his blunt words in the palace. With the KING. “Royalty, Royalty,” I repeated. My eyes wide unsure what might happen to the idiot if anyone else heard. Everyone in the place was a snitch waiting for the next reward, by turning in another.

He shrugged with a grin.

"You're crazy." I found myself with wide eyes, just slipping the words out. Unable to hide my shock. He leaned close. "Thanks, I feel like I liven up the place." "I'm more surprised you made it this far without, I don't know accidently being pushed off something." He barked in laughter.

"Trust me, Once, twice, they gave up on lucky number three."

Something, in that smile. That crazy grin, and carefree attitude. As if nothing in the world could touch him. Had me racing.

"Y/n" he held a hand out with suspicion. "Dream" I noticed the light freckles on his face. The light farmers tan on his skin. How when he smiled it was more playful than malicious. He was unlike anyone in the castle.

"I hope I see you alive Dream" He scoffed. "Night Princess"

I should have ignored him. I should have never gotten his name. Maybe then we would have been able to ignore one another.

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Dream sat on my bed across from me, he had his legs crossed stuffing his face with some cookies I saved from tea time.

"So wait let me get this straight." He stuffed another cookie in his mouth. Crunching down, before finishing his sentence. "You said yes to marry him? Right after getting out of an engagement to his dad?" He was just as confused as I was most days.

Eager to eat more.

"Yep" I let the P pop in my mouth. Grabbing a cookie myself before Dream ate them all. "That's fucked up, was no not an option"

"I'm sure if I said no, I wouldn't be here right now." I nibbled on my cookie, as Dream polished off the rest of the tray. "Well you could try running?" Like it was so simple... "I'm sure if I did run... they would just, you know, find me." Dream looked at me like I was dumb. "Just keep running, go as far as you can and never stop."

"Easy for you to say" I curled up on my bed. As Dream inched closer. "DUH. if you want to run. You pay the price. If you can't sacrifice anything then you might as well just be stuck here." I stared at the man's bright green. Hard, unblinking.

He held up the basket that was once full of cookies. "Got anymore of these?" He said all so matter of fact. I started laughing. "That was all of them" he dusted his hands off. "Guess my breaks over then."

He got off the bed to go guard the halls.

His back to me, as my giggles died down. "Your funny dream" He turned. "And Handsome and smart. Thanks" "I don't know about that other stuff but-" I smiled. "Your funny Dream" I repeated. He waved before leaving the room.

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Once, twice the meet up with the ride guard became more and more frequent. and I surprised myself how much i began to look forward to them. As I watch the man in his uniform dig around in my room.

“So why are you here, Dream?” Dream was rummaging through my closet looking at all the dresses with curiosity. Confused at the functions of something.

He placed a hand to his chest, offended “can’t a man defend his country” a small scoff left my lips. “You're joking, I know you don’t like it here. You don’t even wear your uniform right” he stammered.

“This is style princess!” he gestured to his bad clothing choice. His green hoodie was under his unbuttoned uniform. Making him a mismatched mess Wilbur would look at with disapproval. “Sure…”

“You're hardly one to judge, look at these clothes! How do you walk in these?! And these heels” I looked over to where he was. Pointing.

“Blame Wilbur. Besides I don’t get to pick anything” my voice went glum. I hardly meant to bring down the mood. “Whoa, you really are rapunzel…” it snuck a laugh from me.

“How about, instead of playing dress up… I braid your hair?” Dream was always confident but this time he sounded less on guard. He scratched his head.

I let out a breathless laugh. Motioning him to do as he liked. He took the invitation and gave me the messiest braid I had ever seen. And we spent the rest of our time, undoing the tangles with me letting out fits of giggles. Causing the man to blush at the mess.

It left me unharmed and unbothered.

But Happy.
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Dream began to read, as I did the same. It wasn’t often we were silent for so long, just flipping pages. I was more surprised that the fight obsessed guy was happy to read.

“Dream what brought you to the castle?” “the honor of defending the king and his family.” He spoke robotically. As if he had said the words 100 times before. There was not even a shred of emotion in his voice.

“Like really?” Dream looked up from his book. Staring at me with a dead expression.

“I heard the crowned prince was the best fighter in all the land. I wanted to come and take that title from him.” My face must have morphed to something he didn’t like. As he rose from his seat on the bed.

“I didn’t ask for judgment, princess. But as soon as I took the long journey to get this job. I didn’t get placed under Technoblades service but yours. I was just too good at being a guard. That they assigned the best and brightest over to you”

“Oh” surprised, I guessed it was why they let Dream get away with a little more. He was a genius in his craft.

I’d rather not have Dream trapped with me.

“I could tell Technoblade I want a different guard. I’ll lie and say you save my life. Blah blah you get a reward then you can be under technos wing. They’ll find someone new for me anyway…”

Dream, invaded my space. Stepping into my bubbled as he leaned close. Never touching me, but the space he was in so intimate as his arms uncaged me.

He had on an annoyed, tight, smirk. To hide his anger.

“You asked why I was here. That was why… Now it’s different. Don’t get cocky and make plans on your own princess” he took my hand kissing my palm. His hand in mine, lips on my fingertips next. I blushed, as he pulled away.

“See yah princess” the bright greens, not able to hide his planning.

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I still blushed furiously at the way Dream had left me last time. And since he had a day or two off since then. I had not had the chance to see him. To ask him what he meant, or if he was teasing. I knew it was his plan. To keep me waiting, to have me thinking of him.

Even now as I ate with my 'family' Ranboo was at my side. Smiling brightly, as nowadays he always goes to sit near me. The perks of soon becoming my husband, I guessed. I played with my food. Moving it one way or another. Back and forth on my plate till someone commented on it.

"Doll, you really should eat something" Wilbur's voice caught my attention. "Oh, yes. Sorry." I took a bite. Not really thinking much on the flavor. As Phil tilted his head at me curiously. Wanting to ask, but maybe he saw it not as his responsibility anymore. So he looked to Ranboo instead.

Ranboo shot up, before turning to me.

"Is anything the matter starlight?" I focused on my plate, not looking at Ranboo. "No I'm fine. Just not as hungry as I thought. I'll excuse myself now" Ranboo, panicked to get up with me. "I can take you to your room if you like?"

I folded my hands together as he tried to grab one. "I'll be fine, Ranboo. Besides, you have training with Technoblade today. I'll just be in my room, as usual" I bit out the last word, making sure Ranboo knew why I would be there. Ranboo, held back a whimper. And I ignored the galling eyes.

Techno with his mouth half open, Phil wide eyed in shock. Tommy biting his tongue, or when Wilbur let the water spill over him. I rolled my eyes, getting out of this mess before someone could say more. Ignoring the tears, that started to fall on Ranboo's face. Manipulative bastard.

I shut the door behind me.

I quickly walked down the hall.

I got a bit too eager to see the green uniform, as well as the blonde mop of hair. As I smiled over to him. Dream was pacing down and back bored. Not even pretending to be a good guard.

"Dream!" The older one turned to me. He appeared to be deep in thought for a change. Not even having that teasing smirk on his lips. I blinked at him. "Dream?" he hummed again thinking.

Dream held my gaze, deep in thought. Looking me up and down. Before a mischievous glint met mine.

“Can I kiss you?” He said with a smirk, face already leaning offal close to mine. I felt a blush in my cheeks. As he spoke bluntly. Not letting the reciprocated affection linger between us any longer.

“What?” “I want to kiss you, can I?” He repeated, and frankly I don’t know why he didn’t just steal a kiss rather than ask. Still his question had my heart fluttering.

“I guess-“ he didn’t wait a second more, not even bothering to uncross his arms. Kissing me, deeply. Taking my second, but how I wished he was the first. His tongue expiring every crevice, not leaving one place untouched. I welcomed it, my hands reaching out into his hair. Pulling him as close as he allowed me.

Before we both parted, a small pant escaped my lips. Dream smirked, as I was out of breath. Those green eyes never looked away, as my face went impossibly red.

“What happened to me not being your type” “a guy can change. Besides it was your fucking attitude that had me wanting more.” I blushed again, sure if I turned anymore red I would pass out.

“I like you” he said as if it was no big deal.

“I expected so from a guy who kissed me” he laughed, invading my space once more.

“I want to do more than jump into your pants” I rolled my eyes. He is always one to be so crass.

He captured my cheek, his smile unusually soft. “Gonna tell you something I never told anyone before” he leaned down. Whispering in my ear. Words so magical at that moment I felt ready to cry.

Instead,

“Got it dream” “should be happy I’m a fucking romantic” “uh huh, soooo lucky” I said hiding my happiness with sarcasm.

“Your getting offaly cheeky for some I just said I love you too” he squeezed my cheeks, and I couldn’t help when I hugged him. Now when I ached for another kiss. “Soo… can I kiss you again” “you better Dream” “so bossy princess” he leaned down to capture my lips once more.

As he pulled apart he asked “so free tonight princess?” “I’m not sleeping with you Dream” he went red pulling back harshly “no, not-“ he went unusually flushed sputtering his No.

“Want to run away?” He tried again. “You won’t get any money running away with me Dream in fact, you might just lose your head” I held myself. As the man crowded around me.

“I just want you, no money necessary.” I didn’t believe it. All the nonsense. But dream, dream was strange. I smiled before offering him a nod.

I pulled the man's obnoxious green hoodie so he could be at my eye level. Kissing him once more, sure he’d know. I’d give up all I had to follow him…

Even risk it all to get away.

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I placed my bag on my back, it was the dead of night. And I'm sure no one in the castle would be awake. I had packed only the essentials, there was nothing in this palace, built like my golden cage I wanted. Besides some of the many jewels. None they would miss, and just enough so me and Dream would have a good start in our next life...

I thought about leaving a note.

But once I started confessing all the feelings I kept locked away, all the hatred I felt, coming though with a letter. But I held back. Knowing if I did write, I would never fully be able to get out all those dark feelings even therapy couldn't help with. Instead.

I left my bed untouched, my room clean, and the room looking like no one had lived here. Like the girl they manipulated was never here to begin with.

The ring Ranboo gave me, placed on the bed with obvious purpose. I didn't want it, nor the vows to come with it. I was NEVER going to be his forever.

Let it be the last bit of revenge...

Let him cry.

Get angry,

Feel even a fraction of the pain he forced on me. Let him realize how his love only pushed me away! I smiled at the idea.

There was a swift soft knock on the door. I grabbed my bag, a bit heavy. But necessary. Not bothering to look back at the room, I detested. Dream was there on the other side and I beamed. Dream had a loving look on his face. He looked at me like he…Loved me. He hugged me, tight.

It was almost as if he didn't expect me to be here. To come. When truly I could want nothing else. He was mine and I was his. Both silent, as we relished in each other's hopes in the other. The love we shared, ours. He kissed me, and I kissed back. Knowing I could never give this up. Green eyes, filled with mischief.

"Will you marry me, if we get out of this in one piece?" I asked, as I pulled apart. My cheeks as red, as a tomato. Dream, kissed my nose. "I wanted to ask first... But yes Princess. No Y/n. And we are getting out of this, trust me I'm an expert on running." He chuckled in my face. So I could see the outline of freckles decorating like constellations. How when he laughed, his whole face just seemed more childish, as if he were a misbehaving kid.

My heart leapt in my chest. How he made me feel so alive. I never felt so free just beside him.

the long Ax on his back. And a backpack filled with who knows what. He grabbed my hand. "I know a secret way out of this dump." He used his thumb to point in the opposite direction. As we walked down the hall.

Dream kept me so close, his back shielding me, as he looked over each direction we passed. Pulling me close, as people passed by. Using each moment we were in for a bit of a squeeze. To place tender kisses on my cheeks, neck, and hand. As if we were two lovers hiding from prying eyes. Rather than fugitives on the run.

Distracting me from my worries before pulling me to the next spot.

"Were almost there Princess..." He said with a wide grin, as we found ourselves running down the hallway. There was hardly a soul, only the night guards. I don't know why I didn't try to run away before. It was all happening so easily, I would get away. Me and Dream would have a new life together. We'd get married, have kids, everything I thought impossible. Love that wasn't one sided. It was all-

"I knew something was up"

I froze at that voice, the low threatening voice. It promised blood, he craved violence. Dream pulled me into his chest, dropping his bag and mine. To pull out his ax at the target. Ironic.

The opponent Dream oh so wanted. And Technoblade was standing right in front of him. His eyes glowed in the night, the only light should have been from the moon. But here I could see the way the crimson glowed. His face, usually blank. Was pissed. He seemed to stand straighter, his whole body tight as he pulled out his sword. Unblinking as he glared at Dream.

Technoblade, Held out his sword.

"I'll give you the choice. You're going to die here. But if you let Y/n go, I'll make it a swift one. Show her how little she matters, make a run for it. Maybe you'll get away-" Dream gritted his teeth, as an answer he pulled me tighter into his chest.

Technoblade growled, loudly, animalistic. "FINE" He swung his sword, without warning. Swinging it at him and me for Dream to block getting knocked back a step but he held out. Seeming to be on par with the piglin hybrid. As the clang and force echoed through the hall. I feared what might happen if the noise reached the other dwellers in the house.

Dream, placed me behind him. Before slashing at the man. One blow after the other, each one swift and deadly. As he silently fought the man, not speaking once as he attacked. Technoblade blocked single handedly, overconfident if the smirk on his face was anything to say about it.

Getting lazy, as Dream never let his eyes drop. Only moving me as we went, so I was shielded. Moved close or a step back.

Techno scoffed, "This is all you have Dream... best and brightest... Maybe for a mortal" he contemplated. Before slashing at the man's neck, I cried. As Dream dodged. Only grazing his neck. Dream used the chance to nick Technoblade right on the cheek. With the same aim of beheading him.

Blood dripped down both of them respectfully. Each equally furious at the damage. Eyes sharing that same glow of violence and malice. Technoblade's eyes went dark as he charged at him.

By the end they were both panting, and annoyed with the other.

"You're much better than I thought Dream." "I wish I could say the same," Dream laughed, at Techno's glare. But he seemed conflicted, liking the battle. But knowing, for kidnapping a princess the crime was death. Almost like it was a shame he had to kill him.

"Leave Y/n here." He began, voice lighter. "And you can go." There were no more hints at running for him. It was almost as if Techno was really going to let him go. Maybe even sharing some kind of kinship with him.

Dream didn't look away, or down. He stared at Technoblade dead in the eye, kissing my cheek. "And leave my future wife, I think not!"

A loud, drum-like sound. No or was it a hand crashing through the walls. Had us all avert our eyes. To the new set of mismatched eyes, and the dual hybrid. Ranboo's face was all twisted up. His sharp teeth he tended to hide from me on full display. He had a hand on his forehead as he tilted his head back.

Laughing at his misfortune.

"WiFe?" His voice boomed out. "SHe's MiNe!!!!' He screamed his possessive words out. Stomping down the hall, as his tail flicked, making snapping noises in the air from how worked up he was. I clutched onto Dream's side. Knowing that his anger was focused on me. Ranboo growled something inhuman, connecting to his enderside. As Technoblade watched on with curiosity.

Ranboo stared down at Technoblade, for once he was the intimidating one. He was the one in charge. As he pointed to Dream. "I want him dead. DEAD!"

Hopeing to stop his anger, I tried to reason with him. Like I had so many times before. "Ranboo don't kill Dream. I did this on my own. I swear, I won't leave-" Ranboo's form grew, his lanky body so inhuman as he leaned over like a shadow with no bones. I found my voice hitch in my breath. As fear crept into my whole being. Knowing now why others feared him.

"ranboo..." My voice was small.

"You said no touches, unless we were getting married. We're getting married. You said no kisses until our wedding day, I waited. You said you'd wear the ring once we got married. AND you run off!!!!" he screeched. I could hardly make out his words, he was so high pitched.

I was caught off guard by the kiss. Dream got from me. It was brief, but it still had brought some life to me. My face red, distracted once more. As his emerald eyes went playful. Before he glared back at Ranboo, who was now beyond anger. Technoblade who seemed stressed rather than annoyed.

"I kissed her, quite a number of times. See I'm starting to lose count." Dream laughed, with a tilt to his head. "Because I love her, and I'm going to marry her, and she loves me the same. That's why I get to do those things." Dream bragged. I went bright, "Dream" He chuckled. "It's the truth right Y/n"?" Unable to disappoint him "Its true"

Ranboo looked ready to fight him. But Technoblade stopped him.

"We're fighting now Ranboo, I can handle him" "Dead, dead, DeAd I want him GONE" Technoblade nodded. before fighting again. Dream held up well. Equal footing with Technoblade was no small feat. Each blow matched, each block returned. Dream was going to win. We would get away.

Each time Ranboo grew more irritated. His tail, not stopping its movement once.

Dream fell back, Technoblade was going to take his blow. But Dream rolled backwards until he was on his feet. He stumbled once before he was ready to-

A clawed hand.

He looked down at his stomach, the new hole as Ranboo pulled away. I felt myself running. I could see myself moving. Each step was mine. As I was stopped by Technoblade his arm around my waist as Dream was just in reach. Ranboo was smirking as he got Dream to his knees. Those Bright, colored eyes looking only to me, my name on his lips as he stared at me.

The words flew out of my mouth.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Ranboo! Boo please" Tears slipped off my cheeks, as Ranboo held Dream's chin harshly, jerking it up to look at me.

"You think it’s about that!" Dream grunted in pain. I sobbed.

"Every guard should know better than to make you laugh, smile, or say sweet things to you!" Technoblade refused to allow me to go, so I kicked. I cried, and screamed. "Dream, Dream." I chanted, as Ranboo painfully scratched his face. He laughed at the damage. "She only likes you cause you were a bit handsome." He whispered, with a laugh.

"Stop Ranboo, Stop, I love him. I love him. Just please let him go'' All the emotion Ranboo had on his face was gone. Like I was looking at a manikin.

"I treated you as something precious, because we own you. Each thing you gave to him... made you lose value. The things we treasured you wasted it on him. The love you thought was priceless, all wasted on him!" Ranboo yelled at the top of his lungs. As Technoblade, finally let me slip away. I knew it was not due to my own strength.

I kneeled before Dream.

Taking his hand in mine, Ranboo allowed me, blankly. He seemed to be having his own private conversation with Technoblade. Without his voice.

"Dream, dream?" I cried. Dream looked up at me with blood in his eyes. "He's joking right..?" Dream coughed as I waited for him to continue. Hanging on his words. "I'm still a lot, or the mos-t handsome man here r-right?" He laughed.

I sobbed, "I love you Dream, I wanted to marry you because you made me feel human again. I still love you now. Just live, just live, go far away, be happy. Get married to someone even if it's not me. Have a family and be happy!" I begged. Dream looked to protest, he even likely had a snarky remark with his blood loss.

I looked up to Ranboo. "I'll do as you like Ranboo, anything from this point on. Just I beg of you, please let Dream go. I'll stay just let him go..." I tried, mustering my voice to be sweet. My hand never leaving Dreams. As I stared back at the man I loved, tracing his face for all the features I wanted to remember.

Blood

Dream could leave, he would go and I would stay. Ranboo would be happy, Dream could have a chance at survival. As always the only one who would be unhappy, would be me. And I would pay the price, as well as Dreams. All so he would live.

"You were going to do all that anyway." Ranboo grinned.

Chapter Text

I woke up, still tired… I couldn't remember how I- I shot up with a start. A chain around my foot I placed a hand over it. unsure of how I got here, or who put me in this chain when I saw him. Ranboo and all the memories came rushing back. Ranboo killed him… tearing through his skin with his sharp teeth. Killing him instantly as he smiled even when the blood dripped down his cheek.

He mouth the words,

'I love you'

Dream, my precious Dream.

Looked to me, as if I was an angel. Instead of his undoing. My hand in his even as he went lifeless. I recalled when they told me he killed Phil's wife in a similar fashion. Ranboo complained about the taste as well as his. As I stared at the lifeless body. Dream's body. Ranboo tried to speak with me, or was it Technoblade? Someone? no one? As they pulled his body away from me.

Ranboo kneeled down, his hand bloodied with the man I loved. I tried to follow Dream, like a lost duckling without its mom. But Ranboo stopped me. He said something about the blood on my face and clothes. Complained about my outfit with a smile. As if this was an everyday occurrence. As if-

As if-

Knowing it was true and Ranboo was just like the rest. Had my heart pumping. I thought he was just a sweet, shy boy. Knowing he was a master manipulator had me shaken so much so I ran.

I ignored his pleas, his desperate calls. It was when I ran into Tommy I thought I was safe. Tommy was oddly calm. But he listened as I explained what happened. Ignoring the blood on my face and clothes. After I was done he just as easily turned me over to Ranboo.

I screamed and protested... But Tommy looked me dead in the eyes. And told me I deserved everything that was coming. For betraying his brother. As if I was the only villain in this whole palace.

I was so caught up in my fright, my grief. So out of touch with reality anymore... I fainted somewhere along the way.

I saw him, the dual hybrid. He was sitting on the bed I just woke up in.

I froze up.

Now here I was with Ranboo. The blood on his suit and teeth was gone, but I couldn't forget what he had done. Nor how terrifying he looked while he did it. Ranboo offered me a smile, "Your awake Y/n" I backed away as far as my bed and chain allowed me. Ranboo, not liking the answer, took another scooch forward. "Y/n?" He tried again. His ears falling as when I looked at him I was shaking.

"Y/n, please I-I, say something please" he begged with whimpers I would have soothed before. But now I knew he was a liar. There was no shy boy there never was. Everything he was, was just a fake. He began shedding tears, and it made me reach out. I took my hand back. "Your faking even now? aren't you?" I asked unsure. "You just killed my-" I almost called Dream my husband. He was mine. He loved me. I loved him.

Ranboo just had to pretend to be my knight in shining armor when he was really just the monster I wanted an escape from. The hero in no one story but his own. I sobbed "My Dream, he was going to be my husband. I loved him and you-"

Ranboo slapped me.

I held my cheek in surprise. "I'm your husband, I am." He said possessively. "You're not, you'll never be my-" He slapped me again.

"I was wrong to treasure you Y/n. I treated you as if you were untouchable, as if were like the rare diamonds people adored and coveted." Ranboo smiled as he said it all. Crawling up to the bed, and with nowhere to go. I stiffened as he was on top of me.

"I should have been just treating you like a whore. You just up and went! Slept with the first guy who gave you a lick of attention. Did you flirt with him, act as if your touches were sacred. Your kisses something that should be treasured." Ranboo kissed me. He held me down and kissed me.

"Well show me, everything you did with Dream. You should just as easily be able to do it with me"

"I didn't, I'm not" Ranboo ignored me.

Going in for more kisses, "Maybe you're right... We don't need to get married. I can just take all I want now." "Stop Ranboo" I pushed him back, but Ranboo laughed. "Don't pretend to be shy now" He tilted my head to the side. Kissing me down from my cheek to my neck. "Dream" I whined with tears.

It seemed to stop the hybrid in his tracks. He slapped me once, then twice, over and over again. I cried out, but didn't ask him to stop. Thinking in some sick way I deserved this. For ruining the only light in the palace. Ranboo didn't stop until, the soft screams were now nothing more than silent cries.

He left the room without a word, not telling me if or when he'd be back.

I curled in a ball on my bed, crying.

And when a small red potion came in through the door. I left it be. Because all this pain was well deserved. I mourned Dream.

~~~~~~

It was impossible to tell the time here, as the food slipped through the door, I guessed time passed. My bed on the pillow as the last of my tears for the hour dried up on my cheeks.

Ranboo had yet to visit me in my new prison after taking the chance to show me his backhand. I'd rather lose myself to grief than have him back. The hole inside me swallowed me up with each day passing.

This felt like death.

These four walls are my prison.

I deserved it all, and more.

For allowing Dream, to-

I thought it was Ranboo walking in, and I held my knees a bit tighter when a man with brown eyes popped inside. He marveled at the place before saying in laughter "Wow, he really out did himself. I knew the little endo had it in him" Wilbur said, impressed. "Huh?" I asked tiredly.

Wilbur smirked at my predicament. "Ranboo, is part enderman. It fucks with his head, he tried to be all protective of the rest of us, but we were strong enough to prove it was unnecessary. Almost worked on Tommy but he cursed the man out, and insisted on being a big man." I watched as he strided towards me before sitting down. "But you, you just fell right into his trap. It's cute, really."

"This is all because he's an enderman...?" I whispered. Wilbur shrugged before lying on the bed with a yawn. "Who can say, he's a rare breed. What I can tell you is that this" He gestures to the room with a finger. "Is what happens when you don't do as he says." "But I-" "You ran doll, and now he locked you up. If you just accepted he wasn't a fan of sharing you could have been living it up outside" I snapped "But he killed DREAM! I loved him, Wilbur. I loved him and he-"

Wilbur shot up to glare at me. "SO" with a nonchalant attitude. "He ripped out his neck Will" Will just tilted his head "I would have done worse, he deserved death for thinking of even talking with you.Ranboo was doing what was necessary. He was playing by the rules" Wilbur got closer, the smile getting unbearably tight.

"If I lost you to Technoblade I would have been furious, you know. But with Ranboo or even Tommy it's hard to stay mad you know. Baby brothers and all that. But Ranboo, Ranboo you may think it was all an act but Ranboo was born that way. Weak, shy, and hesitant. We trained it out of him. But around you, he felt he could be himself around you. That's why you fell for it, because most of it was not a lie. It was who he was before we changed him" Wilbur laughed maniacally, before getting up.

"Wait Wilbur" he held the door open before looking at me with glee "Sorry puppet. I'm not supposed to be here" "WILBUR!" I shouted but he closed the door.

Once the door was shut, did I process all that he said?

******

I think a month passed, or more.

Ranboo would come in some days. With little treats from outside. He brought me a leaf once. He had yet to slip back into the guy who wanted to use me. Going for friendly once more. I humored him some days, others I held off.

But the loneliness… had me craving affection.

Even if before I only wanted it from Dream.

I lied on the bed, the chains were off today. But I was still stuck in this room, With my head in the pillows. I just couldn't find the energy to move. So unmoving was how I remained even as the door opened. I knew I couldn't fight them on it, as long as Ranboo wanted me in here. It was where I was going to stay, especially if he liked me inside here better.

Phil was the one who came through. He scanned around before scoffing "I told them to put a window in here and you wouldn't feel so suffocated." the blonde said, his wings as small as they could be so he could get in, still he felt cramped as he walked in. He left the door open, and I could see the light shining through and for once a breeze. Just that small bit of fresh air was so nice. I cried as Phil sat on my bed.

"Oh baby, Ranboo really did take a toll on you huh?" I lied on his lap before crying softly nodding. Hoping he would take me out of here. That Phil being King, would take some pity on me and let me out. Phil hushed me before brushing my head. He laid a kiss on my temple.

"But that's what punishments are for, you learned your lesson right?" Phil asked, and my heart dropped knowing he was on Ranboo's side. Everyone was on Ranboo's side, was I truly in the wrong? Did I deserve to be trapped here? I hiccupped into his lap, as he pet my hair.

"Running away is wrong birdy, especially with some unknown guard. He could have hurt you" He cupped my cheek so I could look into his understanding blue eyes. I didn't fight as he brought me to his lap.

"Ranboo is just trying to keep you safe, and you haven't even apologized to him. Very naughty." He scolded me lightly.

I sobbed, as he scolded me. Just wanting out of this place. Even at the price of my own humanity.

"Now do you want out?" I nodded furiously, wanting nothing but to be outside, in my own bed, and with something other than walls to look at. "Then I want you to be a brave nestling and apologize to your brother, and if you're sweet enough he might just allow you out." I did nothing wrong "But I-" Phil placed a finger on my lips. "Nah ha, your husband was protecting you. And you repaid him with running and hiding." He told me head tilting into a smile.

"Now, Ranboo" he called as the half enderman came in. He looked ashamed as his tail flicked to one side then the next. Phil cupped his face smiling. "Y/n has something to say, don't you?" He looked to me, with dilated eyes, that made him seem big and bird-like. Threatening me without a word.

"Phil" "Anything else out of your mouth, and you'll have plenty of alone time to think about it" I shut my lip as Ranboo snapped out of his trance. "Dad, no Y/n is just tired she's been in here a long time" I felt guilty as Ranboo tried even now to protect me.

Phil laughed before petting his son's head "Oh Ranboo, she won't learn if you protect her" Ranboo, nodded sullen before his hands twisted into the other.

"I'm sorry Ranboo" I started, unsure of what else to say, I wouldn't handle being stuck in here again. I needed out. And Phil teasing me with a breath of fresh air, had me anxious to do anything to be forgiven and let go of. "I should have never run Ranboo" I took a step closer to the enderman as he was still too shy to touch me without permission. "I won't run again, I won't avoid you, I'll do as you like just please forgive me." I begged him as Phil smiled proudly. Before Ranboo reached out and hugged me.

He purred, comforting me. "I knew you'd agree, you need no one else but me... and the rest of the family." Kissing the top of my head.

"You know Ranboo, you can keep her in here a bit longer. Just in case you don't believe her. We can blind fold her, and refuse her any kind of touch." He whispered, with a chuckle. The enderman side of Ranboo absolutely purred at the idea. As I was left to hug him back. "She'll crave our touch, soon she'll never think of leaving because the idea of not having it would drive her insane." Phil said darkly. As he patted my head, wanting the idea to come to life.

Ranboo gave a sharp grin "What do you think Y/n, will you like that?" I gave in immediately with a smile. "Anything Ranboo likes I'll do" Ranboo beamed hugging me again, and I gave into the touch immediately. Phil watched over us pleased.

"I think it's unnecessary Phil, but if Y/n does anything bad again. It will be a good punishment then" Phil shrugged before leading us out of the room, and this time I was willing to do anything not to be placed inside again.

I pushed Dream away, replacing all the feeling of longing. My hatred at betraying him all so easy aside.

For Ranboo.

Ranboo was just trying to protect me, he knew what was best. I was wrong... Because even with chains he was more than willing to be patient and show me how much he loved me.

******

I was all done training with Technoblade, as he was content in playing with the small strands of hair. "Your hair is getting long." "Should I cut it?" I asked unsure. "Hmmm make sure you ask Ranboo he might have some opinions on it. But I vote no, I like braiding it." "Okay I will ask Ranboo, '' I said cheerfully. As Techno led me away.

Ranboo was waiting, with a big smile on his face as he spotted me. Techno let me go seeing as I was anxious to meet the man, I ran straight into his chest. Hearts in my eyes as I looked up at him. "Ranboo, my hair is getting long? What should I do with it?" Ranboo kissed my head. "I like it long, besides Techno likes it this way right" Techno laughed "Guessed it right" "Then long it shall be" He said.

"So you like it long? I just want Ranboo to like it!" I told him as Ranboo awed. As he dipped me back to hug me tighter.

"I got you something Y/n" "I'm happy to get a present from you Ranboo" I told him as he pulled me away. He smile as I followed close behind, As he tugged me into the castle to show me my surprise. "Close your eyes" he said excited before we walked further into the castle he winded and turned so I would know where exactly we were headed at.

His hand now over my eyes "I'm sure you'll love it" He said before nudging me inside.

“Surprise!” Ranboo shouted and I recognized the room in an instant. It was bigger and there was a window. The chains were still there, and the bed was big enough for two people.

“I made the room big enough for us both, now I never need to worry. Everyone has a key so if we want to spend time with you. One of us can unlock the chains.” My knees felt weak, as I mustered up a smile. Tears slipping down my face. “I love it Boo”

Ranboo was so happy he ran to hug me as I cried. He must have assumed they were happy tears, but I was breaking again. I got the tight mold he made for me. He pulled away to get the chains. I sat on the bed as he kissed the spot where my chain would be before clamping it down. “Perfect” he muttered. Before climbing onto the bed to kiss me, purring into the kiss as I allowed him.

“Your so perfect for me Y/n, we should have kids just a beautiful as you!” He murmured before hugging me. “Phil would make a great grandfather. And they would have plenty of uncles to keep them company.” He said thoughtfully as I pet his hair. As the happy family he wanted was already being planned.

“But I can’t be selfish, after having my child you should have all of ours. 5 kids, one from each of us. They’ll be so close and happy like me and my siblings.” Ranboo had a sick smile, as he rambled. At this disgusting idea I had to agree to. “Ranboo?” “Yes Y/n" He was so hopeful, eyes shining waiting for me to agree. And if I didn't I feared what he might do next. “it’s a perfect idea” I encouraged as he held me. Knowing I would have no choice but to agree.

I was going to break, that was already clear. Ranboo loves me but the way he loved was by encaging me. His love was so deep for myself and his family he couldn’t even choose which he wanted more. So he insisted on both. I didn’t know if I could live the life he desired, or if I would have to retire early. As Ranboo's only wife candidate.

Only time would tell.