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                You smiled at the man sitting in front of you, his eyes were happy; they shined like a golden ray of sunshine shining through the bright green grass onto the soft brown dirt after a fresh rain. They held a mysterious look to them, but a hint of wild fire lay just beneath the surface. They looked warm and sweet like honey. The raw, rare, thick, organic honey you’d find in a field of honey suckles. A sparkle was held in them to remind whoevers attention he’d captured in his gaze that there was something sweet about him. His hair was a color mixed between a dark blonde and a light brown, it was soft, feather like, the length of it was just long enough he could comb it back. He was such a charmer. You felt a familiarity with this man, who came in at 4:01pm every day; like clockwork.

                His name was Gabriel and he was as friendly as his honey warm eyes made him look. His nose was straight and narrow, and his mouth always had a goofy grin on it. He liked playing tricks on the other patrons in the bar where you worked. You would muffle a laugh and continue to work. How you’d known this man before…the accident you’d never know.

                Three years ago, you were in a car accident and you didn’t have any prior memories of your life. But Gabe was always there for you. There was a comfort within him that reached out to you. You smiled as he winked at you. ‘4:01pm. on the dot’ you thought to yourself. “I’ll take a whiskey today.” He said knocking on the bar top. You smiled “Hi to you too Gabe, what’s up?” you asked filling his order.

                Dean growled and stood up from the living room floor. “CAS!” he yelled as the angel came around the corner, soaked. “They’ve been in the bathroom….but they aren’t there now.” Deans walked into the kitchen; giggles filled the bunker as did a huge mess. The kitchen was covered in whatever had been in reach, the living room had been colored all over and the hallway was beginning to flood from the flooded bathroom, where Barbies were shoved into an over flowing toilet.

                “I don’t remember them being this hard to take care of as infants. What happened?” he asked as they began looking in cabinets, and drawers. “Demons are easier to handle than these little monsters” Dean muttered before hearing something break in the library. They took off running only to find a broken glass and scattered books. “We have to find and catch them before Sam gets back from the supply run” Dean said looking around. He looked at Cas who was staring off. “Someone’s coming” he said squinting slightly.

                Suddenly someone cleared their throat behind them, turning their eyes met those of Gabriel’s. “Dean, Brother” he said smiling at them. “UNCLE GABE!” two high pitched squeaky voices screamed out and the two little girls, wearing jeans and plain shirts came running up and clutching Gabriel’s legs. “Girls, girls easy now, you’ve been very busy today haven’t you?” he said laughing as he took in the messy Dean and Cas then looking around the bunker. He scooped the two girls up into his arms and smiled at them.

                “Now I always seem to forget…You’re Samantha and you’re Mary Ellen!” he said as the girls groaned. The blonde crossed her arms and shook her long blonde curls. “IM Mary Ellen” She said smiling proudly. The brunette seemed to roll her green eyes and shook her head. “Uncle Gabe, I’m Samantha” she said softly, but with a sweet smile. Gabe laughed and shook his head; “Silly me, how could I forget! Well! What would you girls say if I helped you out?” he said sitting them down and then squatting between them. They grinned and nodded as Dean and Castiel rolled their eyes. Dean crossed his arms over his chest. “Girls, you should clean this mess up before your dad gets home” Gabriel stood and snapped his fingers, the entire bunker spotless and everyone cleaned up. “Well look at that! Spotless! Great! Now we can get back to our surprises!” Gabriel said as the girls giggled and ran toward the library waiting for him to follow.

                Gabriel smiled at the guys, “I got news” he whispered “We’ll talk when Sam gets here and the girls are off playing” Gabe ran toward the library as the girls screamed and laughed with joy. Gabriel smiled as they each played with their new dolls, clothes and toys. Dean and Cas sat with them on the floor playing as Gabe flipped through some library books. “Uncle Gabe! Uncle Gabe! Will you play with us?” Mary Ellen asked him as she tugged on his jeans. Gabriel looked down at her before smiling and nodding “Alright, I will but just until your dad comes home and then you’ll have to go play in your toy room alright?” Gabe said as he sat with them and played dolls.

                When Sam got home, he smiled “Mary Ellen! Samantha! Where are you?” he hollered as he held the two small bags for them. Sam always spoiled his girls; they were all he had left apart from his brother. “DADDY!!!” the two girls shrieked running into the kitchen where their father stood. He laughed, squatting down and hugging them tightly. “Were you girls good for uncle Dean and uncle Cas?” he asked looked them. They grinned at each other before nodding at Sam. He chuckled as they piled into the kitchen as well. “Yeah…they were just little angels.” Dean said sarcastically and rolled his eyes. Sam sighed giving them their bags of snacks, letting them put them away themselves before walking over to Dean and Cas, “I’m sorry you guys…their going through this….” He seemed at a loss for words.

                They girls not having their mother was starting to take effect on their lives. Sam didn’t know how to tell them he didn’t know where their mom was, or if she was even alive. “Going through a phase?” Gabe said stepping into their huddle. Sam stared at him, he appreciated everything Gabriel had done for them and the girls but he was still upset over what Gabriel had done. He’d stolen the love of Sam’s life from right under his touch and there was nothing Sam could do. “So shes here, in Kansas…She works at a bar couple of towns over. Now, shes looking for new work and a new place to live” Gabe said smiling as they looked at him.

                “How does that help us?” Sam asked him crossing his arms. “Well, why not hire a nanny?” Gabriel asked. “Maybe being back here and around the girls and you guys will trigger something?” He gave a nervous smile. “Since I can’t give her, her memories back…maybe being around you guys will help trigger her memories.” He added before Dean made a face. “It couldn’t hurt Sam…and at least she’d be here where we could keep an eye on her, and at least shes alive” Sam stared at Gabriel, he wished so badly that he’d never gotten involved in their business. But if that was the case then not only would she be dead but so would the girls. He sighed “Fine. Set it up…” he hated that she’d be staying there as a guest and no longer his fiancé.

                Gabriel smiled and left, Dean looked at Cas as Sam walked down the hallway, the brown and blonde curly haired girls following him to get ready for bed. “You think she’ll remember them? They have changed a little since the last time she laid eyes on them.” Dean said as Cas looked confused. “Well yes, they have changed Dean, they were only infants and now they’re three years old.” Cas said causing Dean to sighed and roll his eyes as they went into the library to do research, hoping to find another hunt to get out of the bunker for a while.

                You were walking down the street heading toward your old apartment building when a voice caught your attention. “Y/N! Wait up!” you turned and saw Gabe jogging toward you, a smile forming on your face. “Hey Gabe what’s up?” he grinned “Well, I have some exciting news…how do you feel about working with kids?” he asked. You made a face “I don’t think I’d be very good with kids Gabe” you mumbled as he chuckled. “You’re just good with babies huh? Well come on, I’ll walk you home and tell you all about the job and house that comes with it”

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                You looked over at Gabe as you pulled up and stared at the metal door that was barely visible above ground. “Its….not exactly a house Gabe….I thought you said that a family needed a nanny? This….” He held his hand up. “Just wait until you meet everyone and see the inside. It’s bigger on the inside than the outside. Besides, safest place in the world right here” he said grinning as he got out and grabbed your two bags. It was really all you had. “Gabe I don’t know about this, I don’t think I’ve ever taken care of children before!” you hissed as he knocked on the door. “Relax, it’ll be easy. It will come naturally” he said as the door opened.

                A tall man with bright summer green eyes and short sandy brown hair looked at you. His eyes widened slightly and he smiled. “Y/N…..you must be Y/N. Hi, I’m Dean” He gave Gabriel a look that you barely caught as you reached out shaking his hand. “Hi nice to meet you” you said smiling at him. Dean held the door open and let you step inside. “Whoa….Jesus Christ….” You uttered as you looked around. “No, I’m Castiel…Y/N?” The man who was addressing you this time was shorter than the man who had answered the door; he wore a white shirt with a blue tie that hung turned around against his shirt. His tan trench coat was dirty and black pants didn’t look much better.

                Dean and Gabriel shot him a look to which he looked confused for a moment before he smiled. “It’s nice to meet you” he pulled you into a hug, squeezing his arms tightly. You smiled there was something familiar about the awkward man. “Cas, that’s enough” Dean said clearing his throat. Castiel stepped back smiling. “Sorry, it’ll just be nice to have a woman around again” he said before moving to stand beside Dean. You smiled looking at them, you cleared your throat some “So, where are the two children I’ll be helping take care of?” you asked looking around a little.

                “Oh, they are with their father in the library, it’s this way” Dean said smiling at you. You smiled and nodded. Castiel and Dean walked in front of you on the stairs as Gabe walked behind you. “Yo, Sammy” Dean said as he entered the library. Castiel gave Dean a look before taking a seat at the table. “Company” he mumbled as Sam stood from reading to the girls, who played with their books. Castiel and Dean took his place as you walked in with Gabe looking around at all the books. “Whoa…” you breathed out. “This is amazing….” You trailed off staring at the tall man in the library. His hazel eyes looked tired; his 5 o’clock shadow was becoming scruff. His plaid shirt was old and worn along with the darker blue jeans he wore. His long brown locks were almost touching his shoulders. His looked you up and down quickly, taking everything in.  You could see just by looking at him you were going to have to remember that he was going to be your boss, nothing more. He was incredibly attractive. His tongue darted out quickly licking his lips. “Uh…Sam, this is Y/N….Y/N, this is Sam” Gabe said watching the two of you fall in love all over again.

                Sam smiled at the woman who stood before him, he wanted desperately to pull her into his arms and kiss her like there was no tomorrow. He grinned holding his hand out, clearing his throat. “Nice to meet you” he said smiling as your hand slid into his. “Nice to meet you too, I take it you’re the father of the two children I’ll be helping with?” you asked as he nodded, your hand still wrapped in his large one. His palm was calloused but warm, he was taking your breath away with every passing second that your hand remained in his. “Oh uh…” he blushed pulling his hand back as he smiled looking behind him. “Girls, come here. I have someone I want you to meet”

                Two beautiful girls came bouncing over to the two of you; Gabriel had whispered something about needing to be somewhere and setting your bags at your feet before leaving. The girls looked identical apart from their hair. One had beautiful blonde hair with pretty green eyes while the other had brown hair just like her father’s with his hazel eyes as well. “This is Mary Ellen” Sam said squatting between the two girls who stared up at you. His hand over the little blonde girl “and this, is-“ “I’m Samantha” she said quietly smiling. You smiled down at them before kneeling “Well it’s nice to meet you both” you said smiling as they held onto Sam.

                He chuckled scooping them up in his arms and looking at you. “Uh, they’ll get used to you, they can be shy at first” he said as they hugged his neck burying their faces. “Yeah, no they are major daddy’s girls.” Dean said smirking as he walked over. “I’ll show you to your room” Dean said as he grabbed your bags. “Oh I can get those” You said as he shook his head walking away. You gave a small smile to Sam who grinned back as you followed Dean. “So uh, can I ask you something?” you asked quietly as you heard Sam and the girls play in the library. “Sure” he replied opening the door to a spare bedroom and setting your bags on the bed. “Where’s…where’s their mother?” you asked quietly.

                Dean froze a little; he shoved his hands in his back pockets and let out a long breath. “Their mom…uh we don’t really know…after giving birth to them, she kind of disappeared.” Dean said looking at you. You stared with confusion written on your features. “Wasn’t she happy?” you asked him as a grin broke out. “Yeah, she was happy…there was uh, a fight between her and Sam, and she left. She returned but soon after she came back she had the girls and then…left again” he said softly. You reached out and gently laid your hand on his arm. “I hope she returns I can see even you miss her” you said quietly as he smiled. “Thank you, I hope she comes home” he said before shaking his head. “Uh…I’ll let you settle in, and then you can just come back to the library or hang out here or whatever you want…” Dean said as he stood in the doorway. You furrowed your brows. “Um…I’ll need a schedule of what and when Sam would like everything done, around the…” you looked around not sure what to call this place. “Bunker” Dean said suddenly. You went to thank him when something flashed in your mind.

                “So this is it huh?” you said smiling as Sam wrapped an arm around your waist. Dean chuckled nodding. “Yup this is it” “so what do we call it?” you asked looking at the brothers. “The Bunker” Dean grinned as he grabbed his bag walking inside.

                It happened so fast you couldn’t really recall what it was. You looked far away, when you returned to the present, Dean was in front of you, his face laced with concern. “Y/N? You alright?” he asked staring at you. You blinked and nodded “uh…yeah…” you nodded “um…could you get me a glass of water please?” you asked as he nodded “I’ll be right back” he said helping you sit on the bed before walking out.

                As Dean passed the library he heard Sam reading quietly to the girls as they snuggled up to him. “Daddy” Samantha whispered interrupting him. “Yes honey?” he whispered as Mary Ellen’s eyes were shutting. “Where’s our mommy?” she asked quietly.

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              Dean stared at the sight before him. Sam staring down at his daughters with a loving and warm expression, the thought that their mother was just right down the hallway seemed easy enough to say in his mind. But he knew they couldn’t tell them just yet. They weren’t ready to hear that news, that their mother and the love of Sam’s life was finally home where you belonged; Sam slowly closed the book and pulled them closer to him. “Well, you see your mommy….shes a princess and she lives far far away right now…” Sam said quietly. Dean pulled his eyebrows together as he watched the scene before him unfold. “See, many years ago daddy went on an adventure with your uncle Dean and uncle Cas, Where we met a beautiful princess, and for some reason, she fell in love with me, and I fell helplessly in love with her. But after you were born, she was needed back at the kingdom. So, instead of being selfish and begging her to stay here with us, I told her to go and save people. Like your uncle Dean and I do” Sam said smiling a sad smile as she smiled up at him.

            “Don’t you miss her daddy?” Samantha asked him quietly. Sam sat there staring at the ground, his jaw tightened some. “Every day Samantha…Everyday” he whispered. She stared at him for a moment before throwing her arms around his neck. “I miss her to daddy” she said as he hugged her tightly.

              Dean got your glass of water and brought it back to you, but when he entered your room, you were sound asleep on the bed. He sighed, setting the water on the table beside your bed; he then covered you up and pushed the hair out of your face. This would be so hard for Sam. “How is she?” he asked. Dean turned to look at Sam standing in the doorway. “She got dizzy earlier and I felt like she remembered something. But she didn’t say” Dean said as he turned the lap off and made his way to the door. Sam stared at your sleeping form, his face etched with sadness. “It’s gonna be okay Sammy, she’s gonna remember all of us again, and shes gonna remember those two beautiful girls again too.” Dean whispered patting his shoulder as he walked out into the hallway and headed toward bed, leaving a wounded looking Sam behind to watch your sleeping form.

                The next morning you woke up to find two little girls grinning at you. You immediately smiled; there was something about them that seemed to ignite something within yourself. They were beautiful girls, long blonde and soft brown hair adorned their heads as their green eyes shined happily at you. You wondered if you had any children. If you did, were they searching for you? You wondered to yourself.

                “Mary, Samantha? Where’d you girls go?” A deep voice rang out in the hallway. Suddenly Sam rounded the corner and stared at the site before him. Samantha and Mary were both sitting on either side of you as you spoke quietly to them, causing giggles to fill the air.

                 Sam cleared his throat, causing the girls attention on you to snap behind them and focus on their father. “Morning daddy!” Mary said jumping up and running to hug his legs instantly. You sat up fully to look at him; he wore a long grey shirt and pajama pants. Sam smiled at you as he set Mary back down. “I didn’t mean to interrupt, did they wake you?” he asked as concern slightly laced his voice and his brows pulled together.

             “Of course not, I was already awake when they came in” you said smiling softly at him. Even with his unruly bedhead, wrinkled pajamas and sleep evident on his face still, you couldn’t help but to be attracted to him. “Why don’t you guys give me a minute to get cleaned up and ready for the day and I’ll come make everyone breakfast” you said standing up. Sam’s eyes traveled your body so fast that you almost missed it.

               Your black pajama shorts were a bit too tight and a bit too short. Your grey tank top was one you’d always had, even when you were a hunter with Sam and Dean. Sam smiled at you. “Right, uh, sorry. Let us get out of your way” he said smiling as he gathered the girls and left closing your door. You smiled to yourself as you got dressed in Jeans and a plain black tank top with a blue flannel over it.

                You pulled your hair up into a pony tail and brushed your teeth. You sighed and stared in the mirror at yourself. You suddenly felt a wavy of dizziness hit you. Images began to flash in your mind, causing your head to pound. You groaned looking down.

              You giggled as his hair tickled your shoulder as his lips pressed against your neck. “Sam, what are you doing? We’re supposed to be taking a bath” you said smiling as he pulled you flesh against him, the warm water splashing around you as you laughed. “I can’t wait-“

              You gripped the sink tighter as the pain got worse, the flashback ending. You squeezed your eyes shut; what the hell was that? You thought to yourself. But one question stood out to you’re the most. ‘Why were Sam and I naked in the bathtub together?!’

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                You closed your eyes splashing some cold water on your face, the image still fresh in your mind. You looked in the mirror as you studied your tired eyes.  “This will be fine” you whispered before opening the door and turning the light off. As you walked down the hallway, you were focused on trying to remain calm. You didn’t want anyone knowing about what you had seen. You heard talking in the library and the girls saw you coming and grinned running up hugging your legs. “So, I was thinking Eggs, bacon, and toast….maybe sausage if you’re up for it” you said smiling down at the two girls. “Uncle Deans up for it” Dean said grinning from the doorway.

                You gave a small laugh to Dean and smiled at Sam some who gave you a smile back, his eye were intense. You swallowed and looked away quickly, praying no one saw the blushing on your cheeks. “Well, I’ll get started on breakfast, why don’t you girls go play in the toy room while breakfast is cooking yeah?” you asked as Mary Ellen grinned “Okay! Come on Samantha we can do make overs!” She said running down the hallway, Samantha however sighed and shook her head following her.  You gave a small smile to the guys and went into the kitchen and began to cook.

                Thirty minutes later, the table was set and you hollered for everyone to come eat, once they girls and the guys were seated and eating, you began to quietly clean the kitchen. “Aren’t you going to eat?” Sam called out as you washed the skillet, you stayed turned away from him. “Uh no I’m not hungry, thank you though” you called over your shoulder. Dean watched the interact between the two of you, seeing Sam concern looks he gave you and the tiny glances you took at him when you thought no one was looking. He smirked, shaking his head. “What?” Sam asked watching his brother. “Nothing, just thinking about some things is all…So, Y/N…Gabriel never told us how great of a cook you are” he said you turned giving him a small smile. “Thank you, it’s something I must have been good at before I got into the accident” you said cleaning off the counters.

                “Accident…what accident?” Sam asked as you turned noticing the girl’s empty plates at the table and their empty chairs. You walked over and sat down gathering their plates to be cleaned and sitting them in front of you. “Uh, about 3 years ago, I was in a car accident, and by the looks of the newspaper clippings, it was real serious. In fact, some at the hospital said it was a miracle that I survived at all.” You said staring at the table. Dean looked at Sam with a hard look before back to you, sighing quietly. “I’m sorry that happened to you. Sam and I are here if you ever want to talk about anything” he said reaching over and squeezing your hand lightly before grabbing the dishes and getting up. “I’ll finish this, why don’t the two of you go see what those little monsters are up to” Dean said giving Sam a smirk before heading toward the sink.

                “No really, I got it…It is my job after all” you said getting up and heading to the sink. Dean gave you a look and shook his head. “You’re stubborn” he chuckled and you smiled a little. “I was a bartender you know” you said laughing a little. Dean dried his hands and began to exit with Sam, when a pain struck your head again. You sucked in a breath as the door shut and slid to the floor squeezing your eyes shut and cradling your head in your hands.

                “Y/N! GET DOWN!” Sam screamed at you, as you slid behind a tombstone, a gun resting tightly in your hands. You peeked over the stone, black smoke poured out of a large tomb as two people tried closing is. A crunch behind you made you jump and turn coming face to face with a man who had yellow eyes. “Hello Princess” he said devilishly.

                You whimpered quietly at the pain, then it was gone, the pain faded slowly as you opened your eyes. “Y/N? Is everything alright?” Castiel asked as he stood in the kitchen staring at you. You swallowed thickly blinking back tears as your hands shook. “Uh…Yeah, I just get…headaches is all” you whispered pulling yourself up to rest against the counter.

                Cas stared at you with a worried expression before he turned and left the kitchen, leaving you alone with your thoughts. ‘What the hell was that?’ you thought as you finished the dishes slowly before going down the hallway as the men sat reading in the library. They all watched you head toward the toy room where you smiled tiredly at the girls and began playing with them. “What happened?” Dean whispered to Cas as he sighed. “I…I’m not sure…her mind went blank…” he muttered back before Sam called their attention to some attacks that happened a few states north of them.

                You played with the girls all afternoon, braiding their hair, reading to them and getting to know them. Mary Ellen had left to see if her uncle Dean would play knights and princesses with her when Samantha turned to you. “Y/N….did you know my mommy?” she asked quietly as you looked at her, your eyes filled with sorrow. “Daddy says she was a princess and she had to go away and save people…do you think that’s true?” she asked as her beautiful hazel eyes stared widely up at you. A lump formed in your throat and you held your arms open, hugging her close to you. “I bet it is sweetie, I’m sure your momma misses you real bad” you whispered as she buried her face in your shoulder. You felt tears build up in your eyes and you hugged her closer, wishing you knew how to fix it.

                You smiled at her “hey, why don’t you and I go make dinner and dessert together?” you asked grinning at her as she smiled up at you. “Yeah and I know what we can make for dessert” she said jumping up and taking off to the kitchen. You laughed a little chasing her as she ran to the kitchen laughing as well. You hadn’t noticed Sam watching you both from the library with a small smile on his face.

                As you two worked together, you giggled and played as well. She helped you with the dinner you cooked delicious fried chicken, mashed potatoes, chicken gravy, peas and green beans. For dessert she insisted on making apple pie. You grinned as she helped with the ingredients, as you rolled out the crusts and did most of the work. “DADDY!!!” She squealed as you cleaned up the kitchen, the food simmering and the pie baking nicely in the oven.

                Sam came into the kitchen looking a little frantic “What’s wrong sweetheart?” he asked as you turned from cleaning the dishes and dried your hands on a towel. “Guess what we did! WE made pie!” Samantha was always so reserved that it surprised Sam how hyper she was acting. “You guys did?” he asked smiling as he stood up straighter and picked her up. She giggled and hugged him tightly, flour covering his cheek and neck. You giggled and finished wiping the counters down. “Yeah, and Y/N, she made chicken but I couldn’t help with that!” Sam looked from Samantha toward you, where you were finishing up dinner. “Wow, this smells great” he said smiling as he set Samantha down and told her to go wash up.

                You smiled at him pulling up the last piece of chicken. “Thank you” you looked up at him as he stood beside you staring at all the food you’d made before looking at you. You bit your lip, hoping the giggle would stay quiet. Sadly it didn’t. Sam smiled “What?” he looking at you, his dimples showing. “Uh...you…got a little flour….” You pointed around his cheek and neck. He chuckled; his cheeks turning pink as he wiped the flour off his cheek and a little off his neck. “Did I get it all?” he asked turning his head a little. You shook your head laughing again “Let me help you” you said taking your hand up and brushing the flour gently off his neck with your thumb. Sam stared down at you, your whole body freezing a little as you stared up at him. Your thumb barely moving away from his neck now; “uh…There you go” you whispered, maybe it was the fact you’d been staring him directly in the eyes, but you didn’t notice him moving closer. His face just inches from yours; his hot breath fanning over your lips.

                “Whens dinner don…” Dean came around the corner and stopped as you both took a rather noticeable step back away from each other. You completely turned away, your cheeks burning bright red. “Uh about 10 more minutes Dean” You said turning and facing him. Sam looked at you quickly before moving back and exiting the kitchen quietly. You turned to finish dinner as Dean stood there. “Um…What just happened?” he asked suddenly as you shook your head “Nothing, he had some flour on his neck and I got it off for him” you said as you finished the potatoes and gravy.

                Dinner was the worst part of your night, the girls chatted happily and ate like they’d never seen food before. You however, felt this pain back behind your eyes, you recognized it from earlier. You cleared your throat smiling a little. “Excuse me, I better check on dessert” you said smiling a little at Samantha before getting up and going into the kitchen. You made sure you were alone before you let out a soft gasp, squeezing your eyes shut you tried to push it away, but the pain just pressed into your temples now, you bit your lip, putting your hands on the sides of your head as you sank to the floor. “Please go away” You whimpered softly, you could hear them laughing in the dining room, talking amongst themselves before everything died away, and silence filled your mind.

                “So what do we have here?” a man said turning around to face you. You were strapped to a chair, men on either side of you. You looked down, noticing a huge belly. It was yours. “Those twin boys are mine. Michael and I will take over their bodies and have the apocalypse like we were supposed to with Sam and Dean” he smirked walking over a knife appearing in his hand, as he made his way toward your stomach you were panicked, screaming trying to get away from him.

                “Lucifer stop” a deep voice came from behind you, suddenly the men at your sides dropped dead and Castiel stepped forward. The man rolled his eyes and smirked. “Too late, I have the next heirs…there’s nothing you can do now Cas, run along and go play with the other angels.”

                “Y/N?” a voice called out, your eyes were still squeezed shut, your hands pressed to your head, your knees were up to your chest and you were on your side. “Y/N!” two strong hands gripped your forearms pulling you up gently. Your eyes opened to see those hazel ones. “Sam, what happened?!” Dean and Castiel rushed in quickly. You shook your head at the site of Cas and stood quickly moving past all three of them and out of the kitchen. You ran down the hallway to your room, the sound of feet following you made you run faster. Air. Outside. Space.

                The walls were closing in on you, you needed out. You somehow had made your way back to the stairs, unsure of how you did it, but you rushed up them. Sam’s voice hollering after you, as you reached the door and opened it rushing out. You took a deep breath closing your eyes, the world was still spinning. “Y/N! Are you alright? What happened back there?” Sam’s voice asked from behind you as the heavy door shut. You shook your head gently “I just…got a headache” you whispered quietly.

                “Marc! We shouldn’t go in there!” The young brunette squealed as he chuckled and smirked at her. “Well you told me you didn’t want any bears to see your bare ass Ashley  so we’ll go in here and set up camp and finish what we started in the car” the young blonde man said smirking as they entered the dark cave. Marc handed her a flashlight as they walked a little bit when something caught his eye. “Hey, what is that?” he asked elbowing her, she shook her head “Marc, don’t touch anything, let’s just set up tent outside and we’ll be fine! Come on! Please!” The whole thing gave her an eerie feeling, like there was something about to happen.

                “Whoa, check these out” Marc said grinning as he shined his flashlight on two old clay vases. “I wonder how old they are.”  As he squeezed into the small space, he noticed all sorts of different pots, and different items, “I think a homeless man lives in here…by the smell of it anyways.” He said chuckling. “Marc, please come out! This is freaking me out!” As Marc rubbed the side of one vase, trying to read the markings he looked a little confused. “Hey Ash…Can’t you read Greek? I think that’s what this is on here…” as he brushed a bit more dirt and dust off, the vase tipped, crashing into the one beside it before they both crashed onto the stone floor. “Shit…what is that?!” Marc yelled as a white and black smoke began to pour out of the vases. Ashley shined the flashlight toward the opening, but the smoke blocked her view. Suddenly there was a scream and a thud. “Marc? Marc?! This isn’t funny anymore! Come on!”

                Suddenly, the smoke began to spread across the floor toward her feet. The girl caught a glimpse of a bloody body just inside the opening, Marc laid there, flashlight shining brightly toward the exit, his body near it, split wide open and blood was everywhere. She screamed when the black smoke engulfed her legs and crept up. It suddenly filled her nose, mouth and eyes. Once it was done; her eyes opened and ox Black filled them. The white smoke rose before her and she smirked. “Guess I’m in the lead now, Hera. Maybe you should give up already. We all know I’m going to win in the end anyways” the white smoke crept towards her, threatening to attack her, but Persephone laughed and moved back. “See you later. Prepare to lose” Persephone laughed wickedly before backing up some and turning walking out of the cave toward the nearest town as the white smoke flew out into the sky above.

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   Dean read the paper furrowing his brows at the thought “Cas, get down here I need your help” he said before a fluttering sound entered the room. “Yes?” Castiel asked looking at him. “You heard about this?” Dean asked point to the paper. Castiel stared at him for a moment. “Yes. There is word in heaven that something major has happened…” Dean glared at him. “Stop reading my thoughts. No, about these little girls being abducted? And then that guy found in those caves?” He asked looking at Castiel who instantly took the paper and began to read. He looked at Dean “I’ll return.” He left and Dean looked confused “What the hell Cas.” He sighed and got up going to cook breakfast.

               Sam was sound asleep beside you in your room. You’d both stayed up talking last night after you refused to tell him about the random “headaches” you got. Sam encouraged you to talk to him about different things, and before you knew it, you’d both fallen asleep against each other. Gabriel stood at the foot of the bed and slowly waved his hand, your head fell against Sam’s chest as his arms wrapped around you. Gabriel smiled, he may not have had the power to help you get your memories back but he did have the power to push you and Sam together again. He just had to get his hands on a bow and arrow from a cupid.

               Dean was cooking when Castiel came back, he stared at Dean. “We have a serious problem. Where’s Sam?” he asked as he headed for the library but stopped. He looked down the hallway and then turned going that direction. When he opened your bedroom door he stared at the sight before him. Sam and you were wrapped up together sleeping soundly. Dean came up beside him and stopped in his tracks. “Whoa, didn’t see that one coming.” He whispered staring at you guys. “I did. The sexual tension was thick between them” Castiel said before turning and exiting the room. He went to the library and began pulling books. “What are you doing?” Dean asked following him. “Dean, what you’re reading about in the papers is only caused by one thing- or one immortal Goddess I should say; her name was Persephone, she was the Queen of the Dead. If you’ve read through the stories, the children who keep going missing are picking flowers when they disappear. That was how she was taken by Hades. He and Zeus had set up a trap one day as she picked flowers, when she reached for this one, the earth opened and Hades kidnapped her taking her as his bride. Though Demeter, her mother fought it, Hades never changed his mind, but they came to the agreement of letting her spend most of the year with her mother and then part of the year with him.” Castiel said “Makes sense about the guy being dead in the cave, she hates men, she thinks they’ve abused and betrayed the women of the world. They aren’t worthy of being held as high as they are” he added before looking at him. “Heaven says there’s this threat coming, and if history and legend serves us correctly, then we should be hearing from another Goddess right about now….Hera, the wife of Zeus, the Queen of Immortals. They’ve raged in war for centuries with each other” He said as Dean sighed.

               “So what does all this mean?” Castiel shrugged “They have to find their true vessels before they can actually go to war with each other, and that would mean Earth would be destroyed. We cannot let this happen. Even if it means killing their true vessels Dean.”  Castiel said as Dean raised his eyebrows. “Cas we’re supposed to protect people, not kill them.” Castiel shook his head “I’m going to do some research on my own, fill Sam in. This is important Dean. If these Goddesses really are out there searching for their vessels, they will find them and they will kill them. But worse than that, they can call forth for more Gods or Goddesses to be released and fight alongside them.” Castiel said staring at him. “These are literal Gods going to war. Get Prepared.” And with that he was gone with the flap of his wings. Dean turned and saw Sam sneaking quietly out of your room. “Morning!” Dean said grinning. “Get your ass in here, we’ve got a case…and its one that’s going to take all our man power” Dean said turning back into the library and grabbing some books.

               You were up and dressed and had just finished making the girls lunch and were headed to get them when you overheard them talking. “Sammy, Daddy and Uncle Dean have told us before that when they leave to go on hunts uncle Cas and Uncle Gabe will take care of us.” Mary Ellen said as Samantha sat there. “But what if the werewolf hurts them?” She asked. Mary Ellen shook her pretty blonde curls. “That won’t happen, do you know how many monsters Daddy and Uncle Dean have killed. Vampires, Werewolves, shapeshifters, angels, demons, witches, and that’s just the beginning.” She said grinning proudly. “You always worry when they leave, stop talking about it” she said before going back to playing. You waited a few more moments before walking around the corner. “Girls, lunch is ready” you said smiling at them. They grinned and took off for the kitchen.

               You walked to the library and told the guys their food was ready, as Sam followed everyone, you stopped him and looked up at him. “I need to talk to you about the girls…” You closed the library doors and walked over to a table. “I’m not sure what you guys do for a living, and really it’s none of my business. But I don’t think you should be feeding lies to your children.” You said looking up at Sam who watched you closely. “I don’t lie to them” he said sitting down after offering you a chair. You sat down and crossed your arms on the table. “They said you’re leaving for a werewolf hunt soon” you said staring at him.

               Sam sighed and leaned back looking away; he ran his hands through his hair before looking at you again. “It’s true, that’s what we do…we fight monsters.” He said quietly. You stared at him; his expression gave him away instantly. He was telling the truth; you shook your head and listened to him explain everything to you.

               Sam stared at you after telling you everything, he was worried that you’d run off or you’d be angry with him. You simply nodded and looked back at him. “Try to keep that information from the girls, I’d hate for them to get nightmares or worse from it” you said standing up and walking toward the doors. “Your lunch is waiting for you in the kitchen”

               Persephone sighed as she released the little girl and sat back in her chair closing her eyes. She wiped the sweat from her body; she was getting tired and this was the third body she’d burnt through already. She needed to find her true vessel as quickly as possible. She pulled together the energy she needed and began to chant a Greek spell using a cup of water; the water began to boil, once the bubbles disappeared, an image of a brown haired little girl appeared, she was smiling as she ate a peanut butter and Banana sandwich. “Is that good Samantha?” a woman asked smiling at her. The little girl beamed and grinned nodding happily. “God you really are Sam Winchester's daughter” a man with short light brown hair said laughing.

               Hera had done the same spell knowing she needed her true vessels body before she could defeat Persephone once and for all. As the bubbles disappeared, she smiled staring at the image of a pretty blonde girl with pig tails grinning at a man with longer brown hair. “I love you Mary Ellen” He smiled. “I love you too daddy” She grinned.

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You avoided the hunting subject with Sam for a while. You decided to clean up the entire bunker and make it shine. As you entered Sam’s room, you stared at everything, although it was slightly messy, Sam always had it clean. It smelt of Cinnamon and Vanilla which you had come to learn was a natural smell for him. You collected his dirty clothes, making a mental note to use spray and wash on them, noting all the dirt that his plaid shirts had rubbed in them. You set the basket on the dresser and began to make his bed. As you turned the corner at the foot of the bed, your foot hit a box, looking down, you saw pictures in it; Pictures of you…kissing Sam.

               You pulled the box out as you sat down on his bed and pulled some of the pictures out. As you flipped through the photos, you saw Sam hugging you from behind in a couple, the grins plastered on your faces made your suck in a tiny breath. You couldn’t understand how these pictures existed. You looked at the next photo and felt the air being yanked from your lungs, leaving a burning sensation behind. There in the photo, you stood facing Sam, grinning up at him, his large hands resting on the sides of your giant pregnant belly. Your hands began to shake as you flipped through them faster, you were pregnant in a lot of them. Laughing, grinning, hugging and kissing Sam. You noticed the date in the bottom corner of one picture. ‘Three years….that would mean….’ You looked toward the door as you heard the bunker door open and close with heavy boots following one right after the other. The boys were home. You stood and looked at the photos again. An urge to know what happened three years suddenly struck you.

               You walked down the hallway, slowly, listening to Dean grumble about aching and Castiel chuckling at him. Sam remained quiet and you looked back toward the girl’s door where they were fast asleep. You stared toward their door for a moment, thoughts and emotions flooding your mind as your feet began to move toward the library again. When you reached the door way, you looked at each man, none had noticed your arrival yet and you were glad. Dean and Sam were covered in dirt and some blood. But both seemed to look fine. Castiel wasn’t dirty at all, and he simply looked tired.

               Castiel sensed your presence; you could tell by the way he looked at the door with curiosity. “Y/N” he said quietly as the brothers looked at you. Sam instantly smiled and sat up more. “Hey, Y/N…how are the girls?” he asked as you looked at him, then Dean, Castiel and then finally back to Sam, who had suddenly lost his smile. “Y/N? Is everything alright?” he asked standing from his chair. You cleared your throat, praying the tears wouldn’t fall. “Why did you lie to me?” you whispered. Sam looked confused before looking at Dean and Cas. “Lie? What are you talking about? Lie about what?” he asked stepping around his chair. You glared at him tears welling up in your eyes. “About this…” you took the photos and threw them across the table letting them spread out. Everyone’s faces fell some as they took in the pictures; the one laying in the middle was the one you had seen earlier, Sam’s hands on your belly as you grinned at each other. Sam looked at you again, stepping closer. “Y/N”

               You shook your head moving backwards quickly. “No…you people lied to me….you hid things from me….” You shook your head as Sam tried to talk over you. “No! This…This was a mistake. I never should have agreed to come here!” you turned bolting for the door. “Y/N! Wait!” Sam ran after you, his heavy boots echoing off the walls as you reached the door. He was in the middle of the steps. You yanked the door open and flew out. Your old truck was still parked there ready to go as you jumped in, getting out of the cold rain. You fumbled with the keys, your hands shaky from the rain and your nerves. Sam stood out in the rain shouting your name as you finally got the truck started and sped off, not paying attention to the rainy weather or the slick roads.

               When Sam came back inside, his shaggy hair was soaked from the rain as well as his shirt. Dean stared at him, his green eyes wide with wonder, and with the flap of his wings, Castiel left to begin searching for you. “What happened? Where’s Y/N?” he asked looking behind Sam to see if you were coming inside. “She’s gone. Seeing the pictures, it freaked her out…she’s gone. Dean…she’s gone!” Sam’s head hung low as his eyes welled tears in them. His hands began to shake and his heart started to pound against his chest quickly. “Sam?” Dean called out seeing his brother’s skin begin to pale. “Sammy!” Dean hollered stepping closer.

               Sam felt his chest tighten, his heart hammered hard against his ribs as he felt hot. His cheeks flushed and he fell to the ground sitting there, his heart throbbing and blood rushing through his veins sounded in his ears. Tears spilled down his cheeks as he mumbled something about you over and over again. Dean grabbed his arm, trying to gain his attention again. He gripped Sam’s cheeks, forcing him to face him. “Sam!” The throbbing and ringing in his ears washed away as Dean’s stern voice laced with concern filled his mind. He couldn’t focus on it though. “…we…will….” Dean’s voice echoed. “……save…….we………no…….way……Sammy…….love………her….” Sam looked at him, his mind clouded with confusion. “I promise” Dean continued to speak but he couldn’t make out the words. It was just like three years ago, when you disappeared. But this time, Gabriel wasn’t to blame. He was. All because of his stupidity, his greediness to stare at the pictures of the two of you night after night as he lay in bed, not hiding the photos better; all because he was damned, he lost the love his life…again.

               And this time, no one was to blame but himself.

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  A pounding feeling is what alerted you in your mind that you weren’t driving anymore, in fact your eyes were shut and you hurt. Your entire body ached. You groaned as your eyes opened, seeing the floral wall paper spinning slightly, you blinked looking to your left, shocked to find two bright honey suckle eyes staring back into yours. “Gabe?” You whispered, seeing a smirk cross his face. “Gabriel? The archangel?” You watched as his smirk fell and he stared at you checking your head wound. “Y/N….” he said softly with his brows furrowed. “How did you know who I was?” he asked quietly. You looked off, letting your mind wonder.

               Everything was there. You remembered, you and Sam were engaged and you had twins, the girls. Your eyes shot back to Gabe’s and you sat up. “Where’s the girls?!” you asked franticly. Gabe smiled “With Sam and Dean at the bunker, lie down and take it easy kid, you were in a bad accident and you need to rest” he said softly pushing you back on the bed. You groaned shaking your head in protest. “Gabe I have to check on the girls, I want to see them.” Gabe shook his head holding you in place. “You took a nasty hit to the head, please let me heal you a little more before you run off again.” He said calming you down a little.

               Finally, you nodded and let him press his fingers to your forehead, you felt warm and tingly all over before feeling at peace. You smiled at him “Thanks Gabe now quickly back to the bunker. Please” you stood grabbing his hands. You pulled him to his feet as he chuckled “relax I’m sure everything is fine” He said before zapping you both away.

               Castiel helped buckle the girls in the car “Are you sure you don’t want me to protect them?” he asked as concern laced his voice. “Yes Cas; I’m sure. I’m taking my girls to Bobby’s and putting them in the panic room until we can stop whoever it is that’s after them. Have you been able to translate that rock yet?” Sam asked putting the bags in the trunk. As Sam walked around the car, Samantha looked up at him through the window. “Daddy” she called out. Sam instantly knelt next to her open car door and looked at her. “What is it sweetheart?” he saw the fear building in her eyes. “I want mommy” she whimpered.

               Sam’s heart broke, the girls had finally figured out you were their mother but when asking Sam about telling you, he said not yet, that you didn’t remember being a mommy but you were really good at it. They had agreed and went about their way. But now here they were, sitting in the back of the impala in their seats, with their juice boxes and snacks along with their blankets. Mary Ellen held her small brown puppy as Samantha pressed her light tan Teddy bear to her chest. Dean had bought both the girls a stuff animal when they were born and they’d carried it with them ever since they were able to.

               “I know baby, I know, but mommy is going to meet us at grandpa bobby’s house and then from there we will all go away on a vacation how does that sound?” Sam hated lying to the girls, but they were distressed and scared with the way things were, if he could just get them to relax and get their minds on something else then he would be able to focus better. Samantha stared at him before looking back at her Teddy. “Okay” she whispered

               Sam kissed her head before closing her door, Dean checked on Mary Ellen before getting in the front and Castiel sat between the girls in the back, coloring some pictures with them as they drove. “I don’t understand, why do they not color with the right colors, and inside the lines? Don’t they want the pictures to be life like? Isn’t that the point of coloring?” he asked looking at Dean and Sam as they drove. “Why don’t you just do that thing you do with them where you play with lights or something…” Dean mumbled tired of hearing Castiel question everything the girls did.

               Cas put their coloring items away and smiled “Ready?” he whispered to them. They both smiled and nodded. Suddenly three little light balls were floating in front of Cas and he raised his hands slowly making the lights dance and move around the girls causing giggled and laughter to fill the backseat. Sam would peek back every once in a while and would notice Cas grinning at them as they laughed at the lights. “make them pink!” Mary Ellen shouted. “Then purple! And then Green!” Samantha added. Cas would do whatever they told him. He loved them like they were apart of him. He saw so much goodness and joy in them. It made his heart glow.

               “okay girls, do you need to potty?” Sam asked as they pulled up to a gas station. They both nodded, Cas let the girls out and got out as well, the three guys looked at each other before looking at the girls. “Uh, whose gonna take them to the bathroom?” Dean asked raising an eyebrow. Suddenly a beautiful blonde woman with a brunette walked up to them awing. “They are so adorable!!” the blonde commented. “What’s their names?!” the brunette asked grinning at Dean and Sam. “Uh, Samantha and Mary Ellen” Sam said reluctantly. Mary Ellen tugged on Sam’s jacket. “Daddy I gotta go!” she whined. Sam nodded and grabbed both their hands. “Come on girls” he began walking into the station when the blonde was holding the door open. “Do you any help? I know how awkward it can be taking them into the men’s room or waiting outside the women’s…I could take them to the restroom while you wait, just to make sure they don’t get hurt or don’t need any help…my names Helen by the way” She said holding her hand out.

               Sam shook her hand and looked at the girls, he wished you had been there, but he would be right outside the bathroom door so if anything happened then he’d be right there to protect them. “I’m Sam, and if you’re sure it isn’t a problem, I’ll be right outside the door, if you could just stand in the bathroom with them” he said giving her a smile. “Of course! Let me just tell my sister Phoebe we’ll be here for just another few minutes” she smiled and walked out as Sam made his way back to the bathrooms.

               You glared at Gabe. “What the hell are we doing?! JUST ZAP US BACK TO THE FREAKING BUNKER! HOW DID WE END UP IN A TRUCK IN NEW YORK GABE?!” you screamed as he shrugged “I don’t know!! I was aiming for the bunker and then I hit something!” he said staring at you. “What do you mean you hit something?!” you asked irritated. Gabe shrunk in his seat a little. “I think…I think I hit a wall” he whispered. “oh for fucks sake.” You groaned and gripped his hand again. “Try again and this time…can we avoid the walls?!” you said as he nodded and tried again.

               Suddenly you were standing in the bunker, you heard heavy boots and yelling. Suddenly Dean and Cas took bags toward the garage. “Sam?!” you called out running toward the library. When you entered Sam was packing a bag and had a stack of books he was shoving into another bag on the table. “Sam! There you are!” you ran toward him when he looked at you. “Y/N now’s not the best time” he sounded stressed and you stopped in your tracks, you looked around. “Where’s Mary Ellen and Samantha, I want to say Hi” you said looking around.

               Sam looked at you again his face filled with anger. “Their gone. They were kidnapped from the gas station on our way to Bobby’s”

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 “Wait, what do you mean gone?! Let me help!” you shouted following him toward the garage. “Y/N! Just stop!” he turned and stared at you. Your eyes were wider and you slightly panted. He gave you a sad look. “I have to find my girls on my own, please just stay here and call me if anything happens.” He stared into your eyes a moment before pulling you into a hug and gently kissing your forehead. You watched him leave, before turning and making your way to the library.

               “What are you doing?” a voice asked from behind you as you began looking through books. You looked at Gabe. “I have to help, that’s my family…I can’t let them get hurt” you whispered throwing the books on a table. “Well those aren’t going to do you any good against Goddesses…. why don’t you let me help you? I might know something that could take them all out.” He said as you stared at him. “Okay” you nodded closing the book.

               “It’s about damn time, god how long does it truly take to kidnap two little girls, I was beginning to melt in here!” Persephone said glaring toward Hera. She narrowed her eyes. “You didn’t mention their father was a Winchester!!” Hera spat as she threw each girl into a cage and locked the door. “Well, I could have done a better job getting them a long time ago. But noooo you just had to do it.” Persephone rolled her eyes as she smarted off. “Oh shut the hell up and help me get this ready. If this spell is going to work and were going to go to war, we need to be at our fullest power.” Hera snapped.

               “Are you sure about this….” You asked looking at Gabe. He nodded and looked back at the vase. “Absolutely, it’ll work for sure, the only way to match the power of a goddess like Hera or Persephone is to battle them…. with another Goddess.” He said looking at you. You face was bunched in worry and stress. “Besides you’re her vessel everything will be fine. I promise.” He said and you looked at him. “Haven’t you said that before?” you questioned and he narrowed his eyes. “I didn’t think that would happen!” you nervously bounced your leg before jumping out of your chair. “Gabriel this is crazy; we don’t know how this could end if we do this!” you said staring at him. “I’m trying to save my family…. not possibly hurting them even more…” you said as he walked up and gripped your shoulders tightly. “Look at me, this will work and if it doesn’t…I’ll risk my life to save you all ok?” he asked staring at you in the eye. “You survived Lucifer, you were in his cage, no one, not even Cas knows that…. only you and me…you know how to defeat the biggest and baddest things…you, Y/N, you can do this… because you’re the mother of two Winchester girls… you’re bound to a Winchester and for god’s Sake your as much of a pain in the ass- stubborn as a Winchester. Now… are we going to do this or what?” he smirked his eyes sparkling. You stared at him, feeling the adrenaline kicking in. “Lets do it” you smiled and walked around the table.

“How do I do it?” you whispered after a minute of you both staring at it. Gabe shrugged and looked at it. “Well…it doesn’t seem to come with instructions…I guess we just open-.” he opened the top and what smoke suddenly poured out quickly, pouring into your mouth, nose and eyes. Wind whipped around you and Gabe flew back out of the library. When the wind settled and Gabe sat up, you stood tall, dressed in Black skinny jeans with boots and a tank top and leather jacket over it. Your long Y/H/C was braided and cascading down your shoulder.

You stood there smirking, your shoulders pushed back and your skin slightly glowing. “Y/N?” he asked standing up. You grinned “My names Athena sweetheart”

Sam and Dean stood before the cave. “You’re sure they’re in there….” Sam asked Cas when Crowley appeared and answered before Castiel could. “They are, I’ve checked. Now, can we move this along before they cause any more problems or unleash some Gods that you won’t be too pleased to meet.” He said. “Sam, a word?” Dean suddenly asked and pulled him aside. “What are we doing? We have no idea just exactly what we are going up against in there.” Dean whispered. “Dean the girls are in there I can’t just sit back and do nothing!” Sam angrily whispered back. “I’m not saying that, I’m just saying we need more time!” Dean whispered staring at him with fear in his eyes. “What if we go in there and they kill them in front of us or worse, they’ve possessed them? We don’t have enough information on what’s in there…all we know is they are Greek and they are powerful.” Dean spoke quietly and with worry. Sam knew he was right but he couldn’t stand by and do nothing. “I’m sorry Dean but I have to save them one way or another…” and with that, he turned and walked over to Castiel and Crowley entering the cave. Dean groaned and followed them quickly.

“You fools think you could really stop us? This war will happen whether you like it or not!” Hera shouted as the 4 men sat in cages. “I must say putting them in cages like the rodents they are was a smart idea…I mean everything they brought really wouldn’t do any damage but still” Persephone said laughing. Lightening suddenly struck and there you stood smirking at them, Gabriel appearing behind you. They stared horrified. “What are you doing here?” Hera asked as you smirked, your eyes changing to gold. “You can’t have a war without me” Persephone rolled her eyes as she curled her lip. “Athena…”

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You stood tall and proud smirking at them, they studied you before looking at each other. Sudden flames flew around you, as lightning struck toward you. You raised your left arm, allowing a bright gold shield to appear and protect you from the lightning bolts. You looked over at the boys who were wide eyed and pale. “You see! Hera over there doesn’t have any real power like the rest of us! So she steals from her husband-.” You swung your shield around hitting a bolt and sending it flying back into Hera who fell into a wall and slumped to the ground. “and the only reason this one can control fire is because she’s Queen of the Underworld.” You said throwing your shield and hitting her, before your shield reconnected with your hand.

  You walked over to the cages with grace and confidence. You stood tall and you looked gorgeous to anyone who laid eyes on you. You broke the locks and let the four men go before breaking the two small girls from their cages. “Y/N…” Sam whispered once the girls were in his arms. You stared at him, a long golden sword, held by a silver handle that had a large crystal on the end of it, appeared in your hand. You smirked “She’ll be fine…. unless she’s one of them…. now run” you turned, swinging your sword in your hand you walked toward the two women on the ground.

               Suddenly, Hera sat up and shouted something throwing two small bones into a pot. You laughed and shook your head. “Give it up Hera, neither of you are going to battle and that’s final.” Suddenly someone cleared their throat and you turned seeing two men standing there, two of them you had unlocked from the cage. One wore an all-black suit and the other wore a tan trench coat, white shirt, black pants, blue tie. You recognized both of them. “Hades, Zeus” you said unamused. They narrowed their eyes, in a flash they stood beside their wives, helping them off the floor. You stood tall glaring at all of them.

               “Shit…there’s five of them unleashed now….” Dean mumbled as Sam stared worriedly. You looked back at them, the golden eyes fading into yours for a second “Run” you whispered before the golden eyes came back and you swung your sword stabbing Hera in the chest in a flash, no one moved, they stood stunned for a moment before Zeus shouted “NO” the light in her eyes went out as the crystal glowed brightly at the end of your sword.

               Sam and Dean ran, carrying the girls toward the exit as the place began to shake, loud crashes, screams and rocks falling could be heard and Sam looked back once they were outside, he quickly handed Samantha over to Dean. “I have to go back in there! Y/N’s still in there!” Dean gripped his arm and pulled him back as the entrance collapsed and the entire place began to collapse to the ground. “No! Dean she’s still in there!!” Sam shouted as tears spilt down his cheeks. “No! Dean let me go! I have to save her!” he fell to the ground as everything began to settle. “No, No, I lost her once. Please” he began to sob into his hands. Dean felt the tears in his eyes as he stared toward the rubble; nothing was moving as the dust settled and there was no way you had survived that.

               Sudden Cas and Crowley stood in front of them; “Are you both alright?” Castiel asked looking at them. Dean stared at both of them, wonder filling his features before it was washed away with anger. They made it but where were you? Sam stood at their voices and looked around, but you weren’t with them. “Where is she?! Go find her!” He ordered them. But they didn’t move. A flap of wings sounded behind them, turning there stood Gabriel covered in dust and dirt. “You son of a bitch” Sam pushed past Dean and punched Gabriel, knocking him back. He tackled him, throwing punches, not caring how bad his fist hurt. “You did this! YOU TOOK HER FROM ME AGAIN!” Castiel and Dean pulled Sam off of him, giving Gabriel a minute to catch his breath and sit up, wiping all the blood off his face. “Easy, I had nothing to do with how that went down, I gave her the solution-.” “WHICH GOT HER KILLED TOO!” Sam tried to push past Dean and Castiel but he couldn’t. Suddenly Cas put two fingers to his forehead and knocked him out. “There. Now we can figure this out with some quietness.” He said looking at everyone. “Now, we need to find her body”

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The guys dug and dug as Sam and the girls slept in the car; when they realized they wouldn’t be able to find you, they trudged back to the car, as Dean climbed in the driver’s side, the angels were gone with a flap, and Crowley stood there. “She wouldn’t be that hard to find you know…” he said staring at Dean, who rolled his eyes. “Fishing in the wrong pond Crowley” he threw baby in gear after starting her and sped off, leaving the King to stare at the pile of rubble.

Once back at the bunker, Sam and Dean carried the sleeping girls to their room, tucked them into bed and kissed their heads. Sam stood back and watched them sleep as Dean walked into the kitchen to make something for them to eat. Sam felt a heaviness on his heart, like this was wrong. All of it was wrong, you were supposed to be there, tucking the girls in, giving him a sweet soft smile and a whisper of ‘Sweet Dreams’ he sighed and shook his head tears forming again. He couldn’t believe you were gone.

Dean got the stuff out for hamburgers, just the way he liked them, fat and greasy. He fiddled around easily, cooking and drinking a beer as he listened to the radio on low; careful he didn’t wake the girls. He hadn’t heard the flap of the wings, or the thud from the body hitting the floor, so when he turned to grab a spice off the counter he froze. Gabe laid there bloodied and beaten. “Gabe?” he came around the island and helped the man stand up.

Gabe leaned against the cabinet, his face busted up bad. “What the hell happened to you?” Dean asked as he gasped for air a little. Soon, he caught his breath, and was able to stand on his own. “Shit” he muttered. “She is one pissed off Goddess.” He sat down on the bar stool and looked at Dean. “She’s gonna be here any minute now by the way” Dean looked confused as he spoke, “Gabe, who the hell are you talking about?” Gabe sighed and went to speak when a loud crash echoed through the bunker.

Dean’s eyes widened slightly and he withdrew his gun. “Sam?!” he hollered exiting the kitchen quickly. “Sammy!” Dean yelled louder, as the around the corner to go down the hallway, there in the middle of the bunker you stood, tall and proud, anger covering your face. Crowley was pushing himself up from a pile of broken furniture, angry and scowling the whole time. “What in the bloody hell was that for?! I saved your ass back there!” he shouted at you.

You however raised your sword; ready to attack when dean stood in front of you. “Whoa whoa whoa! Put that thing down!” he shouted as heavy boots ran toward them from the hallway. “You could kill someone with it!” Dean said as you stared at him. “Hades deserves to die for all the horrible things he’s done to this world.” You moved past Dean toward Crowley again when a shout stopped you. Turning you in your tracks you saw Sam standing there. “Y/N?” Sam said staring at you. You stare at him, a smile on your lips. “She’s very excited to see you.” Suddenly there’s a sharp pain in your chest as you gasp and drop the sword and fall to your knees, the smoke coming out of you and floating in the air, Gabe mumbles one more thing and it goes into the vase in his hands, slamming the lid shut. Gabe looks up at everyone and sighed in relief. “Well that’s over…”

You slowly stand with the help of Sam who stared at you; your eyes never left his as you smiled slightly. “Hi Sammy” you whispered as he grinned with a slight chuckle. “Hi Y/N…” he pulled you into a tight hug and you pushed back, he furrowed his brows together before you suddenly gripped his face and pulled him into a deep kiss, wrapping your arms around his neck. “that’s the greeting I was more excited to get” you whispered as he laughed and held you close kissing you again. “So you’re back huh?” he whispered as you nodded “I’m back…for good this time” you grinned and kissed him again, forgetting about everyone else in the room, excited to finally be back with your Sam and your perfect family.

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-1 Year Later-

               You stared up at Sam as he spoke, the smile never leaving your face. “You are my everything, life without you is empty and I never want to experience that again. You are my best friend, my lover and my soulmate. I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life, waking up next to you as my beautiful wife” Sam finished his vows with tears in his eyes as tears trickled softly down your face. Your grin larger than life itself.

               Dean quickly wiped his face as Cas looked at him with a knowing smile. “Bite me Cas” he mouthed to him with an angry scowl as you began your vows, promising to love Sam until the end of forever. Your wedding gown had been a gift from Castiel; he’d made your dream dress with the softness of the clouds and love from a few cupids you’d saved. The wedding was held in the field behind the bunker once you’d settled fully into the mom lifestyle.

               Mary Ellen and Samantha loved you so much and were thrilled to have you back home. You three quickly became inseparable as the year went and they were just as excited as you and Sam were when you found out you were pregnant.

               As you posed with Sam and the girls for a picture, his hands snuck around and rested on your round belly grinning proudly at the family he had. Your hands came around over his and rested gently, rubbing soft circles on his. The girls stood in front of you, their hands held flowers as they grinned toward their uncle Dean. The entire thing couldn’t have been more perfect.

               “Okay, now that we’re all together, I have an announcement to make!” you said standing from your seat beside Sam at the head of the table as everyone turned their attention toward you. “Yesterday, I went to the doctor and found out that Sam and I are having a boy!” you shouted excitedly as everyone erupted with cheers gathering closely around you two giving out hugs and kisses and words of congratulations.

-1 year and half later-

               Robert Jonathan Winchester was turning 1 today and you spent the entire morning crying in the bathroom. The girls had just turned 5 and Bobby John was 1, the kids were growing up so fast and the thought of the girls going to school soon made you cry harder. “Today will be a happy day sweetheart, I promise!” Sam said through the door as you sobbed. “But Sam! Our babies are growing up so fast!” you said back as he sighed and remained quiet for a minute. “Y/N…. can I come in?” he said quietly. You sighed and mumbled a ‘yes’, but the look on his face when he came in wasn’t one of sadness, it was one of concern. “Hey…I just had a thought” he said quietly. “What?” you mumbled, Sam knelt in front of you, holding your hands in his. “When was your last period? You’ve been extremely emotional lately, and I thought it was because of Bobby John turning 1, but when you started crying over the orange juice being gone I began to think a little…” he whispered. Realizing what he was saying made your eyes widen. “Oh shit.”