Chapter 1: Unease
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Crazy:B had just entered their dressing room on set after a successful variety program. It had been several months since the MDM and their debut, and their hard efforts at changing their public image, with the help of Ibara, were hopefully going to pay off. Soon, they all hoped, as the L$ they had made before the MDM would only keep them afloat for so long. The last thing any of the idols needed, or wanted, was to go bankrupt and disband after narrowly escaping that fate this past summer.
Rinne grabbed his phone from his bag, choosing to lean against the wall as he checked for any messages instead of taking his seat at the dressing table. His thumb slid over the screen, checking the notifications, not entirely sure if any message from this person would even be a good sign or not.
Nothing.
The unit leader’s mouth formed a thin line, taking the chance to glance at the rest of the unit. While it wasn’t unnormal to not see each of them look at their phones after whatever job they all had together, the fact that everyone had been silent once they were in the room and looked at their phones with the same mix of relief and unease made his own anxiety grow like ice in his veins. The look of being both not present and laser-focused at the same time was eerie. Not like he could voice exactly what was making him anxious in the first place.
He promised not to say anything, after all.
The distressed and haunted look on the kid’s face was guaranteed to sear itself into his mind.
He saw Niki glance around, too, shivering despite the room being warm, with the same anxious air that he felt. The grey-haired idol chewed on his lips before speaking, looking torn between being unsure if he should and mulling over his exact words, “It’s…kind of odd that we’re all so quiet.”
The pastel-haired duo both looked up at the chef, Kohaku shortly darting his eyes away with a clear-as-day look of conflict while HiMERU held on a few seconds longer before lowering his gaze. The older of the two spoke, though it was evident he wasn’t that confident in what he was saying, “Perhaps there is not much to say.”
Several seconds of silence pass between them, phones still held out in front of them. The air, despite being in a well-ventilated and warm room, felt stale and chilly. Rinne now understood the feeling that came with the expression “the elephant in the room.” It was like the worst oppressive feeling he had ever felt, made worse by the fact that everyone, despite feeling it too, refused to acknowledge it.
Niki hesitated, fingers playing with his sleeve for a moment before slowly wading into the unease, “Has…has everyone talked to someone from Alkaloid…last night?”
The three idols widened their eyes, sharply looking at the chef. Niki’s own blue eyes widened, too, showing a mix of shock and fear at the confirmation. A fear of what, Rinne couldn’t exactly say. Everyone looked at each other, seeing the same trepidation and shock in all, as if the situation was silently understood without needing to explain.
Rinne looked back at his phone to check for messages again. How could he forget what happened last night?
~*~
They were supposed to head back to Niki’s apartment together but said man forgot a few items in his dorm he needed to get before the scheduled shooting tomorrow, leaving him by the cafeteria to wait for his return. He chanced a glance up from the slot machine game on his phone when he saw Eichi and Rei leading, practically carrying, Aira to sit at one of the tables, each holding an arm of the younger idol. While he normally would let sleeping dogs lie, especially if it didn’t concern him in the slightest, he felt this nagging feeling he should check in on them, lest the alarm bells in his mind wouldn’t cease.
He walked over to them, putting on his signature flippant persona, “Ai-chan, what seems to be the problem? Got too exhausted ranting about my lil’ bro?”
Rei and Eichi glared at the redhead, causing him to inwardly recoil. While he didn’t interact much with Eichi, he knew this man was just as dangerous and as much of a schemer as Ibara, despite his soft-spoken voice and angelic bearing. Rei…he had heard of how UNDEAD had treated HiMERU and Kohaku at the MDM. While the leader of said unit claimed they held no ill will, or at least, didn’t have time to hold a grudge, he could still feel a sense of distaste anytime any of Crazy:B were nearby. Not like most of the idol units didn’t already give them a wide berth, even after the MDM and Alkaloid’s efforts. They were still just as isolated and othered as before.
It was Aira who broke the tension with an almost whispered, raspy question, “Rinne-senpai… did you and Hiro-kun’s village take dreams seriously?”
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The four bees remained silent initially after the confirmation. Niki broke the silence again, delving further, the image of a hyperventilating Hiiro as vivid as it was last night, “Did…they mention anything about…a weird dream? Something that made them…on edge?”
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His signature smirk shortened to a barely perceptible smile at the question. “Odd thing to ask, but yeah. Had a whole deity that would send premonitions and warnings through dreams and visions. Though, I don’t necessarily believe in all that.”
The smaller blond stayed quiet, eyes seeming to be both lost in thought and distant, as if he wasn’t mentally there at all. Eichi laid a hand delicately on top of his junior’s, gently suggesting, “Perhaps, it would be best to tell us what happened. After all, Rinne Amagi-kun and Sakuma-kun know a bit about dreams.”
Rei turned his blood-red eyes to his youngest dormmate, noticeably softening, “Dreams don’t need to mean something all the time, Shiratori-kun. However, sharing one’s troubles can alleviate the weight they have on their shoulders.”
“But it was…horrible,” Aira’s voice sounded sore from overuse with the last word having a noticeably wet crack to it.
Rinne felt what remained of his smirk evaporate completely. He gently put a hand on the kid’s shoulder and provided an option, knowing how close he was to some of the idols, “Hey, maybe you would feel more comfortable telling Hiiro and Kohaku-chan?”
“NO!” Aira shouted, making the three elder men jump. He quieted down, sounding far more scared, “No. I-I don’t want to see them.”
The distressed and haunted look on the kid’s face was guaranteed to sear itself into his mind for the next few days, of that Rinne was sure. He turned the chair and sat down backwards in it across from the terrified kid, Rei to his left and Eichi to his right, resting his chin on the back. He spoke softly, choosing to use his proper name, “Aira.”
Green eyes betrayed slight shock at no nickname being used. Rinne continued softly, “Clearly, this is troubling you greatly if you don’t even want to see them. What happened?”
“…Only if you don’t tell anyone else.”
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The unease and oppressive atmosphere felt denser the more the silence conveyed their answers. This time, HiMERU spoke up, still eyeing the last sent message from Tatsumi, “Like a disembodied voice demanding them to play a game? Or…something to that extent?”
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Aira took a breath, attempting something deeper than what he had managed, before quietly starting, “I-It was dark… and something called out.”
“Something?” Rinne gently prodded, “Did you see what it was?”
Aira shook his head, “No…I don’t even know if it was human. I just…it felt evil.”
Rei rubbed his shoulder as a comforting gesture, “What did it say?”
“It…” Aira quieted a moment, “It said ‘It’s time to play a game.’”
Rinne felt the hairs on the back of his neck begin to prickle. Whatever it was in Aira’s dream, it didn’t toy with him. This sounded like it was commanding, like there wasn’t a choice. Like he was a marionette.
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“And weird…demented, visions followed? Some…not connected at all? Or that some didn’t involve them?” Kohaku had duly let the phone slip from his hand to land with a small thud on the table in front of him. The screen, which showed the last message from Mayoi about thanking him for comforting him on the dormitory rooftop last night, went black.
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“Then…it felt like I was seeing…visions, or something.”
“…Visions of what?” Rinne whispered back.
“Nothing good.”
A pause passed by before Eichi gently tightened his hold on the other’s hand, “Shiratori-kun? What…exactly did these ‘visions’ entail?”
“…Some of them…seemed connected. Others…I don’t know how they connect…or even how they could be possible.”
The three waited for Aira to steel himself before continuing, “At first, I was in some sort of school, but dark and creepy. I saw myself hear voices in what I think was the infirmary and enter. It…was like I was some sort of spectator.”
Aira briefly eyed Rinne before looking down at the table, a mix of fear and sadness in his eyes. Rinne, despite feeling his own dread at the expression, prodded, “What happened after?”
“When I blinked, I was in another part of the school…at least I think. It was…some sort of outdoor walkway. Shiina-senpai, Hidaka-senpai, Isara-buchou, Hiro-kun…and you were there.”
Rinne straightened in his seat on reflex, with similar tension being present in the other two at hearing other people were involved. Aira sighed slowly crying as he explained, “Hi-Hiro-kun was saying ‘let’s go home together’ but…he…he was dying in your arms.”
Rinne’s jaw slackened and he felt the hair on his arms raise and his skin prickle. His mouth felt dry at that moment. An instinct to check on his little brother was trying to hijack his body. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes. Niki was Hiiro’s roommate and he just went up there. His little brother would be fine, for now. Right now, there was a bigger problem sitting before him.
Rei was the first to speak, though even he was unnerved, “Was…there anything else?”
“That’s…where I’m confused. The next thing…Hiro-kun and I were walking on a pedestrian bridge together…like that school didn’t exist.”
Eichi whispered, “So…Hiiro-kun was dying before…but then he was fine?”
“I don’t get it either.”
Rinne nodded to Aira, prompting him to continue, “We were laughing and talking…then…Kohakuchi…”
“What was he doing?” Eichi gently shook Aira’s hand, attempting to keep the kid grounded in reality.
“He…” Aira shook at the effort, “He looked so…dead in the eyes. Like he was broken, or something. And he…he held a hand saw to my neck. He told me to die before he…”
Rinne’s eyes widened in disbelief. Despite only knowing the kid for a few months, he got the impression that he would never do something like that to Aira. He cared for his friend. Hell, Rinne believed Kohaku even harbored a crush on the blond but was too scared or conflicted to do anything about it.
“You don’t need to explain…what he did,” Rei softly patted Aira’s head, “Was there…?”
“I don’t understand, but…next thing I knew, he, Hiro-kun, and I were strapped to chairs around a table with saws above us. Some voice…”
“The same one that talked to you in the beginning?” Eichi questioned.
“No…this sounded more human, but I don’t know who it was. It…said one of us had to die, and that Hiro-kun had to choose. There was a gun on the table and…Hiro…Hiro-kun shot himself.”
~*~
Rinne sighed, “Did some of those visions have to do with things going on at ES itself?”
~*~
“There were some…really weird ones, too. About here, at ES.”
At that Eichi perked up, a fine blond eyebrow raising and eyes glimmering in extreme worry, “How so?”
“Well, there was one about Narukami-senpai and Hakaze-senpai hiding in the library from these…shadowy creatures. And then, Kagehira-senpai was running through one of the costume storage rooms looking for something while another one of those creatures was chasing him. Then…”
Aira eyed both Rei and Eichi with much trepidation, both feeling the unease even if they hadn’t been staring at him the entire time. Their looks urged him on, “I think it was all the leaders of each idol unit were in a room. That voice from the beginning…It said that to avoid sending punishment to someone else…Someone in that room had to be stabbed by someone who had great hatred towards them.”
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The walls felt constricting like they were closing in on each and every one of the idols in that dressing room. The foreboding atmosphere darkened and thickened to the point of making breathing difficult. The ice in Rinne’s veins had expanded so far and so quickly that even his bones felt frozen to their cores.
He pushed his dry throat to ask one more, raspy question, “Was there then a second voice? Like it was warning them to ‘stay away’ and to not ‘go in there’?”
Kohaku’s nearly imperceptible nod of affirmation and the wide-eyed silence from the other two confirmed what he was fearing.
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“That other voice…it didn’t feel evil like the first, but still didn’t quite sound human, either. It was saying ‘stay away’ and ‘don’t go in there.’ It…sounded scared. Concerned. Like it’s genuinely trying to warn me that all of this is preventable…that it doesn’t want all of that to come true.”
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Niki broke the repetitive questioning followed by silence. “Ototo-san was thinking, if these were genuine warnings, that it had to do with the job Alkaloid is helping Switch with today.”
Rinne raised an eyebrow at the comment, “Didn’t hear anything about that.”
“He said it’s not common knowledge because it’s still in the developmental stage. Something to do with that VR thing Switch did last year.”
“Shinsekai? What are they doin’ this time?” Kohaku grumbled, still remembering what Crazy:B endured during their time participating in the SS when they tried out the VR system.
“I guess Switch might be trying to expand the system to be about more than just mimicking what it’s like to be an idol for the public. Though this might be something more for just ES.”
“Expanding to include what, exactly?” HiMERU questioned.
“I don’t know! He used big words like ‘liminal spaces’ and ‘alternate universes’! I’m not exactly the best person to ask for answers here!” Niki grew flustered, crossing his arms over his chest in annoyance.
“Either way, neither of those sound good.” Rinne could feel the alarm bells stirring once again, but he couldn’t place as to why or what was making them go off.
“I get where Hiiro-han is comin’ from, though.” Kohaku was pensive, “Alternate universes would explain ta’ weird variety of locations of those visions an’ how they could ultimately be connected.”
“…Did they tell any of you what exactly they saw?” Niki ventured.
A tense moment of silence passed between them, flashes in their eyes revealing how their thoughts were drawn back to those conversations. HiMERU swallowed uncomfortably, “A lot of violence and death, mostly. Shocking enough that Tatsumi was still in hysterics after waking up until Oogami and HiMERU calmed him down.”
“Mayoi-han was pretty despondent ‘bout it.”
Rinne walked to his seat and finally sat down, “Kinda odd that you talked with Mayoi-chan out of the four.”
Kohaku shrugged, “T’was mostly happenstance. I was on ta’ roof of ta’ dorms needin’ to think and he was already ‘ere.”
“Ototo-san…” Niki trailed off initially, “I walked into our room and Hinata-kun was trying to calm him down. He was hyperventilating so bad he could barely breathe.”
Rinne glared at the phone with mixed feelings not intending for his thought to be voiced, “I woulda thought he’d call me about it.”
“Rinne-kun…” Niki stared at the floor, internally debating with what he was about to say, “He didn’t want to say anything to you.”
The dread crept up inside himself; he could practically feel it clawing its way through his lungs and throat and around his brain. He had a feeling he knew exactly why Hiiro wouldn’t tell him if it was indeed the same reason why Aira refused to see Kohaku and Hiiro. “Did…he envision something about me?”
The other two members of Crazy:B looked between Niki and Rinne, nervously waiting with bated breath. Niki’s lips quivered even as they were tightly pressed together, as if the thought alone was making him want to cry, “He saw you hold a gun to your head in front of HiMERU-kun and Kohaku-chan saying you didn’t want to live anymore.”
He felt the air get forcibly ripped from his lungs as he screwed his eyes shut, running a hand through his messy red hair. He took a shaky breath, “Fuck, that’s just as bad as what Ai-chan said he saw.”
“What did Love-han see?” Kohaku’s tone was deathly serious and stern.
“Well, it was enough for him to freak out when I mentioned he could talk to ya and Hiiro about it.” Rinne dodged the question. He really didn’t want to see the hurt on the kid’s face if he said his closest friend was terrified of him thanks to the visions.
“Ototo-san also didn’t want to see Aira-san or Kohaku-chan…” Niki eyed Rinne. The couple shared a look that made Rinne believe he knew exactly what set of visions from Aira and, possibly, Hiiro could have led to this outcome.
“…Why were they afraid o’ me? What did I do in those visions?” Kohaku barely whispered out, eyes downcast and full of hurt. Rinne sighed, knowing his little brother and Kohaku had grown close thanks to their shared friend in Aira. As much as the thought stirred up a lot of mixed feelings, he theorized the reason why Kohaku didn’t confront his feelings about Aira was that he probably had similar feelings towards Hiiro.
“Kid, you’re not gonna like the answer. Are ya sure you really want to know?” Something in his soul told him it was better in the long run for the teen to know.
Kohaku took a deep, shaky breath before leveling his eyes with his unit leader and nodded in determination. Rinne softened as he debated on the gentlest way to put it. In the end, there wasn’t a gentle way, so he had to be blunt, “You killed Ai-chan with a handsaw.”
He couldn’t bear to look at the kid’s look of shock and horror. Niki mumbled, forgoing his usual addressing of his unit leader and boyfriend’s little brother, “Hiiro said he saw that, too.”
“Well, yeah, Ai-chan said they were walking together when that happened.”
“What do you mean?”
At that, Rinne brought his gaze to rest on Niki, who was pointedly confused, “Hiiro wasn’t there. Well, for sure in one of them.”
“Okay, now what do you mean by that? Ai-chan said he and Hiiro were walking together on some sort of pedestrian bridge when Kohaku-chan…did that, and that was the only one that involved the two of them in that particular way.” Rinne crossed his arms and raised an eyebrow accusingly.
“That is not what Hiiro said happened.” Niki put his hands on his hips, challenging Rinne.
“HiMERU thinks he might know what is going on,” said idol leaned forward slightly, “Shiina, what did Younger Amagi say happened? In both.”
“Well, first of all, the first was on a school rooftop at night. Kohaku-chan and Aira-san were talking and Hiiro wasn’t there. Well…more like Kohaku gestured to a duffel bag when he said something about ‘ask Hiiro for yourself’ and Aira-san saw…Hiiro’s severed head in it. Then they attacked each other, Kohaku-chan with a bloodied handsaw and Aira-san with a bloodied knife, but Kohaku-chan killed him. The second one, Hiiro and Kohaku-chan were on a train platform when Aira-san pushed Kohaku-chan into the oncoming train, grinning like a maniac.” Niki grimaced at both Rinne and Kohaku’s horror at the revelation.
“I…I-I would never do tha’ to either of ‘em…” Kohaku sounded distant, purple irises visibly shaking as his brain processed what he heard.
Rinne collected himself, “I know ya wouldn’t. Niki, Merumeru, and ya are the people I would trust the most to look after my lil’ bro if anything were to happen to me. You practically adore the both of ‘em, and they care for you, too.”
While he didn’t usually express himself that openly, he valued reassuring their youngest over his pride, especially in the face of something so nauseatingly horrifying. It seemed to work, as it brought the teen back, a look of disbelief at hearing something that personal coming from his leader thrown his way.
Rinne looked towards the blue-haired teammate, “What exactly are ya thinking, Merumeru?”
The typically collected idol tapped his fingers on the dressing table in thought, “If these dreams do have something to do with that alternate universe thing with Switch, what if these are just potential outcomes as a result of actions done prior?”
“Could you explain in simple terms?” Niki stood up from his chair to instead lean against the table near Rinne, discreetly rubbing small circles into the older man’s shoulders.
“I…think I get it,” Kohaku muttered, “Jun-han plays games tha’ ‘ave multiple endin’s, and what ya do durin’ ta’ game will affect the endin’ ya get. Is it like tha’?”
HiMERU nodded, “Precisely, Oukawa. He believes all three of those visions, if these are visions and are related to the alternate universe idea, are all part of the same alternate universe, and are simply potential endings based on what the three of you do prior to them. It does not mean they will come to pass.”
“What gives ya the idea they are connected to the same universe?” Rinne narrowed his eyes in thought, digesting what the other idol was dishing out.
“He believes it is the underlying current beneath the actions that makes them all related. Specifically, the relationship between the three of you.”
He leaned forward upon the confused look from the pink-haired idol, “Oukawa. You do not hide your romantic inclinations towards those two very well.”
At that, Kohaku’s faced burned bright red, burying his face into his folded arms on the table. Rinne’s mouth fell open, his usual teasing tendencies gone at the realization, “I knew it.”
Rather than be indignant about being called out, the teen sounded dejected, “Not like it matters. Those two like each other anyways.”
HiMERU gave a light pat on the youngest’s head, finally making the latter raise his head to glare at the offender. “This thought process and the relationship between the three of you is the exact equation that, if solved incorrectly, will result in each of those bad endings. Solving it the right way, not only avoids the wrong endings, but gives the best possible ending.”
After checking the time on his phone, Niki stomped his foot in a show of true aggravation, something he normally would only show when Rinne was pushing his luck too far with him, “While this is very sweet that we are giving Kohaku-chan a pep talk, those visions are more than just representations of emotions or issues we are dealing with in reality! All of Alkaloid had the same dream on the same night about some really catastrophic events, for themselves, us, and all of ES, with the same disembodied voices; one clearly malevolent and the instigator and the other clearly warning them that the job with Switch is going to cause all of this! Oh, which, by the way, if Alkaloid followed through with it, would mean that they would have tried out the VR system an hour ago! Which means the ball has already been dropped on preventing this disaster! Your theory, while probably works for that situation, HiMERU-kun, does absolutely jack shit for the bigger fucking problem!”
Kohaku jerked up, back rigid, eyes calculating, “…What did ya just say, Niki-han?”
“Did you seriously ignore me?!”
“Niki-han, ta’ last thing ya said! What did ya say!?”
Taken aback by the sudden urgency in his fellow unit mate, Niki stuttered, “T-that HiMERU-kun’s theory does jack shit for the bigger problem?”
The teen stared at the tabletop in confusion, muttering to himself, “We should a’ been havin’ this conversation in ta’ car. Why now-unless?”
“Oi, earth to Kohaku-chan? What’s going on?” Rinne waved his hand in front of the other.
“N-Niki-han! I think HiMERU-han’s theory ‘bout these visions an’ possible outcomes is right! One of ta’ visions Mayoi-han said he saw was of us arguing, and ta’ first thing he heard anyone of us say was the endin’ bit of ‘HiMERU-kun does absolutely jack shit fer ta’ bigger problem’! Except we were havin’ this conversation in ta’ company car on ta’ way back ta ES!” Kohaku kept jamming his pointer finger into the table with every point he was making.
Four pairs of eyes uneasily shifted between each other in a suffocating silence. “Oukawa, what happened after that?”
“Hold Hands goes down. Not fer maintenance. Some unknown error. Ta’ message pops up, words get all pixelated fer a moment, then look normal. Ta’ only way Ibara-han gets a hold of us is ‘cause HiMERU-han has a phone none of us knew ‘bout, not connected to Hold Hands. He can’t explain ta’ situation ta us on ta’ phone, so all of us ‘re ordered ta meet him in Room 6-66 at ES immediately.”
The foreboding unease hung in the air like a live wire, just waiting to ignite. Rinne heaved a heavy breath as he gestured for the others to come closer as he pulled his phone out. Everyone gathered tightly, gazes intent on the phone in their leader’s hand. Rinne taps on Hold Hands to pull up the last message Hiiro sent him.
The error message appears, the characters partially becoming pixelated and appearing as if they were not fully loading in before the message snaps and shakes, appearing as normal after.
Rinne, Niki, and Kohaku slowly turn to HiMERU who dashed over to his bag, retrieving and holding out a second phone. A minute passes, then two.
A knock on the door startles the four idols.
HiMERU answers, keeping his signature poker face, before shutting the door. It was one of the tech assistants asking if they had wrapped up. They got ready tersely, the idols attempting to recompose themselves. That elephant remained in the room, though it was different from the one before.
When they loaded into the company van, telling the driver to just bring them back to ES, they sat in silence, HiMERU holding the second phone out all the while. At least, if the call did come during the ride, they were in their own separate compartment from the driver.
A robotic chime came through the phone. Saegusa Ibara’s name fills the screen.
All four shared bated breaths before HiMERU answered. “HiMERU speaking…The shoot went fine…Yes, he saw Hold Hands appears to be having a problem…Where?...When?...He will tell them. Goodbye.”
The normally stoic, impassive idol’s unreadable mask fell apart then, revealing a mixture of agony, frustration, fear, and dread. In a hushed tone, he spat out what they were all thinking. “Room 6-66.”
Rinne tossed his head into the back of his seat, eyes narrow as he stared at the van’s ceiling, “Goddamn it, what the fuck is happening?”
Chapter 2: Gamble
Notes:
This chapter is a bit more lore-heavy in order to start setting the stage for how this all started, as well as Crazy:B beginning to make their own moves against this unknown entity.
It gets a little convoluted, so feel free to ask questions in the comments for clarification. Some of the details are purposefully vague at the moment since they will be revealed later on.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Silence.
Rinne couldn’t stand it. After now seeing one of those “visions” of Alkalaoid’s come true right before their eyes and truly beginning to understand the nightmare that is about to unfold, this silence…this damning silence was more infuriating than their inability to have seen any of this coming. If there was even a chance to turn the tables now, Rinne was damn certain he would use every single dirty trick in the book to end this soon-to-be disaster before it got any worse.
He kicked his leg out in frustration, barely missing Niki’s shin and making the other reflexively pull his legs up, “Well, don’t just sit there mopin’! Was there any vision anyone from Alkaloid saw that might inform us of what we are about to walk into?”
Everyone concentrated as they tried to remember anything specific. HiMERU finally spoke, “Tatsumi may have, he believes.”
“Well, spit it out, would ya? We don’t exactly have all the time in the world here!” Rinne’s patience, he could feel, wore thin by the second. If it weren’t for the impending life-or-death situations that could unfold soon, he would feel some monogram of guilt at being so aggressive towards his unit at the moment.
“He was getting there, Amagi,” HiMERU narrowed his eyes in annoyance, “Tatsumi may have foreseen what may occur once we step foot into that room. There were a bunch of other people in there besides us four. He couldn’t quite make out a lot of what was being said, but he managed to overhear this…thing essentially threatening Oukawa if he didn’t cooperate. As well as you yelling at it to leave Younger Amagi alone.”
“Let me guess, this thing was that first disembodied voice they heard before the visions and that the other people in that room were the leaders of each unit?” Rinne thought back to Aira’s own vision, feeling a shiver wrack his spine.
“Yes…HiMERU presumes Shiratori saw something similar?”
Rinne scratched his head, probably too roughly considering Niki reached over to lay a hand on his to stop him, “Sorta. His sounded like it takes place sometime after this meetin’.”
“Any specifics?” Kohaku leaned slightly over.
“More of like that voice told them that to avoid sending punishment to someone else they had to stab someone in that room.”
The look HiMERU gave him indicated the former felt he was hiding more than what he was letting on. He rolled his eyes, “Before ya say anything, Merumeru, that was exactly what Ai-chan said to me. He didn’t know who this other party was.”
The accusatory look faded to one of impassive pensiveness, “All the more reason to not trust this thing in any capacity.”
“What exactly was it threatenin’ me with?” Kohaku nodded his head towards HiMERU, keen eyes glued to the other.
“Something about Knights, specifically Suou.”
Kohaku’s eyes widened while his pupils shrunk considerably, his mouth hanging slightly open for a moment and sounding dazed, “Tsukasa-han…?”
“Probably because you two are close with them. He recalls, Oukawa, you and he are family, yes?”
“It finds it fun, I bet. Ta torment people with harmin’ those they care ‘bout.” Something about Kohaku’s tone felt dark, a complete tonal shift from his dazed shock seconds before.
The older idol kept a level gaze with the youngest, his expression unreadable, “Judging by what Amagi shared from Shiratori, this thing seems to prefer psychological methods to get what it wants, possibly even preferring psychological harm over physical, though it won’t shy away from the latter.”
“Did it threaten you, HiMERU-kun?” Niki kindly glanced in his direction, now holding Rinne’s hand with both of his.
HiMERU shook his head, “Tatsumi didn’t hear or see anything in regards to HiMERU.”
“I think Mayoi-han did.”
All eyes turned to Kohaku. “He saw ya standin’ in ta’ halls answerin’ a phone call. He didn’t hear exactly what ya said, but he said ya looked shocked an’ then very angry. Ya stormed inta’ one of ta’ meetin’ rooms after that.”
Kohaku made eye contact with the one in question, “How much do ya bet t’was outside Room 6-66 an’ that thin’ was threatenin’ ya, too?”
“But the other threats were in front of other people. Why isolate him?” Niki tilted his head, eyes glaring at nothing in particular, or perhaps at something outside the walls of the van.
Rinne darted his eyes around the van floor in thought. Forcing the unit leaders to choose who to stab or pass along some other punishment to someone else, probably to someone none of them wish to harm. Forcing Kohaku and himself to comply with the thing’s demands at the risk of those closest to them being subjected to the thing’s ire. Now, it seemed it was even willing to sow mistrust and suspicion among each other by attempting to single out the one person who goes by a pseudonym and is easily one of the more mysterious people in ES.
He shook his head, still unable to make sense as to why this was happening. “While this is helping somewhat with figuring out how this thing operates, it doesn’t answer why this is happening in the first place. What its end goal is, or what it’s trying to compel us to do.”
“Rinne-kun’s right,” Niki sighed, “Really the only thing knowing we will be threatened ahead of time will do is just make us agree to the thing’s wishes sooner. We don’t even know what it wants, and I much rather not agree to something I don’t know anything about.”
“We’re also forgetting there will be more people involved,” Rinne continued, “Just because we have foresight means nothing when we are outnumbered with people who don’t know what kind of trap we will all be walking into…except…maybe not quite significantly outnumbered.”
HiMERU raised a thin eyebrow, “What are you thinking, Amagi?”
Rinne thought back to last night…while they aren’t on the best of terms, those two would likely be invaluable simply because they share the same knowledge. “Ai-chan didn’t just tell me about the dream. Only reason I got involved was because he was almost dragged to the cafeteria by Eichi-kun and Sakuma-kun, his roommates.”
“Tenshouin-senpai and Sakuma-senpai know?” HiMERU looked equal parts shocked and intrigued.
“If those two know, they would make powerful allies. Maybe help tip ta’ scales in our favor.” Kohaku appeared hopeful.
“Maybe if we can convince Vice President about all this, he could help, too!” Niki shared the youth’s hope.
“Except Vice President is not the leader of Eden.” HiMERU became the wet blanket, “HiMERU thinks this thing might be the reason this meeting has all the leaders gathered together or purposefully wanted the leaders specifically and won’t take kindly to any extras other than us.”
Rinne held his head in his hands, “Fucking goddamn it, the one time I wish Viper-kun could slither his way into this.”
The van slowed to a stop, the driver tapping on the soundproof divider. When they unloaded, Ibara just exited the elevator, a look mixed with so many emotions it was hard to discern exactly what they were. The one thing anyone could easily pinpoint was the air of distaste and uncertainty following the Deputy Director like a dark cloud.
“Good afternoon!” The viper tried to mask with his normal faux-politeness, “I take it the variety program did well?”
“Easy, peazy, Vice Prez!” Rinne gave his signature grin. He hoped his act was bought.
“It went well. HiMERU believes we will see the results soon.”
“Very good! Now, forgive my haste, but I must escort you to that meeting promptly!” Ibara practically turned on his heel with such speed he probably could have done a full 360.
They loaded into the elevator, Ibara pressing the corresponding floor. The silence, under normal circumstances, may have been broken by Rinne’s ramblings or teases directed at the Deputy Director, but the weight of apprehension made the small elevator room feel like they were prisoners being escorted to their cells.
Ibara barely glanced over his shoulder, the only indication that he was becoming unnerved by the silence. “While I can’t say it’s unwelcome, you four are oddly quiet today.”
Rinne paused a moment to gather his thoughts, deciding they might as well try and get Ibara in on the situation, “…Weren’t ya supposed to be waiting for us in Room 6-66?”
With his back still facing him, Ibara merely nodded, “There was a slight change in plans. His Excellency messaged me saying it was imperative that I get you four to the meeting room and that he and His Eminence would handle the rest. Though why he couldn’t come get you himself I’m unsure.”
Rinne looked at HiMERU, who mirrored his own expression of suspicion, “I thought Hold Hands was down, so how did he message ya?”
“It happened just before that. Apparently, His Eminence tried messaging him earlier that I should take his place at the meeting, but he didn’t receive it in time,” Ibara sighed, pushing his glasses back in place, “Honestly, the first hiccup in Hold Hands and it had to be this detrimental to communication. Now, apparently, I’m not even allowed to participate.”
Rinne’s eyes widened, the pit in his heart growing deeper, “Eichi-kun…”
While those two were business rivals, Ibara and Eichi respected each other to a degree. The fact that Eichi tried to get Ibara in the same room must have meant he wanted Ibara’s support.
The fact that he, too, failed to ultimately change the premonition Aira saw echoed just how helpless they all were.
Ibara finally turned around to notice Rinne’s pale expression, “My, Mr. Amagi, you look like you’ve seen a ghost. Everything alright?”
Blue eyes darted between the digital display of the level they were on and the control panel. From what he could gather, it seemed this thing was keen on having very few people know what was going on inside that room. If they were to have a chance to have help on the outside, they had to do it now.
He pushed Ibara out of the way and jammed his finger into the emergency stop button. Ignoring Ibara’s stuttering exclaims demanding an explanation, he whirled around to face him. He had to do everything he could to make him believe them. “Ibara.”
The Deputy Director took a step back, mouth parted briefly. Rinne continued, “What I’m about to say is going to sound weird, but I’m begging you to listen and believe me.”
“W-what is the meaning of this?” He turned to face the other members of Crazy:B for an explanation only to be met with a brief moment of shared shock followed by unease.
“That meeting we are about to walk into is going to set off a chain of really bad events. Whatever caused Hold Hands to crash is the same thing that has called all the leaders of each unit together and requested us to be there, too.”
The magenta-haired man’s eyebrows furrowed, “I was not aware all the leaders were supposed to be there. His Excellency informed me of just himself and His Eminence.”
Sensing the opening, Rinne took his shot, “It’s the same thing that gave Alkaloid nightmares the night before they were supposed to work with Switch on Shinsekai, too.”
The confused and worried lines smoothed, instead being replaced with a stern calculation in his eyes as he leaned against the elevator doors, “How much do you all know about that project?”
Kohaku accused, “So ya do know ‘bout it.”
“Not as much as you think I do, Mr. Oukawa. Now explain yourselves in detail.”
Niki spoke in apprehension, “Ototo-san told me a little bit. Something about expanding Shinsekai’s capabilities, liminal spaces, and alternate universes. He said it was still in development and, I assumed, he was under an NDA and couldn’t say more.”
The Vice President of COS PRO took a deep, slow exhale, eyes fluttering closed for a brief moment, “While I’m also under an NDA, something tells me this situation is far more important than a business agreement. I was the one to give Switch the job under orders from the higher-ups. Supposedly, this is a government contract that expressed a desire to develop some sort of hyper-realistic virtual system to help train soldiers for a variety of different situations using the parallel universe theory. I figured they had lost their minds or it was a scam, but my sources cleared it and they were offering too much money to turn it down. Especially since NEW DI could use those funds and it would help ES in the long run.”
“A government contract, huh?” HIMERU leaned on the far side of the elevator, keeping level eye contact.
“Yes. I wasn’t expecting it, either. When I consulted Natsume-kun about it, he was quite hesitant. Something about ‘tearing the fabric that separates universes is both difficult and unwise’. Said you never know what might invite itself into our world once we unlock that door. Still, he didn’t turn it down since his unit and company could use the money and he could reuse assets from Shinsekai to make development go quicker. Natsume-kun and I kept in touch as things progressed over the past month until he asked me to look into a few things regarding the paranormal.”
Rinne couldn’t stop the rolling of his eyes, “Look, even if ghosts do exist, how exactly does the paranormal fit in with a virtual reality tech?”
“Well, when Switch began developing gear to access these alternate universes through the subconscious, he said their experiments opened a physical link to a liminal space. In the end, that liminal space would make it easier as a midway point between our world and an alternate universe, but, since it is so closely connected to our universe, that space could harbor anything, including supernatural entities. Natsume-kun said he felt two presences, one extremely weak while another unbearably strong, and both escaped into our world before he shut the direct link. This happened about a week ago.”
Rinne noticed the shift in the idol’s demeanor as if the other was just barely puzzling out what Natsume told him. Ibara stared at the floor in contemplation, “He simply said that one of the presences that he was most concerned about felt…evil.”
All the blood cells in Rinne’s body froze while his heart quickened its beating. “That’s exactly what Ai-chan said…”
“Hmm? Mr. Shiratori?” He seemed perplexed for a moment, “…That’s right. You said Alkaloid had nightmares. What does that have to do with this project?”
“First”, Rinne held his finger towards the director, “Explain how Alkaloid got roped into Switch’s job.”
Ibara crossed his arms over his chest, leveling a glare at the unit leader, “Considering how vague Natsume-kun’s questions regarding the paranormal aspect were, I couldn’t find any information, not even utilizing Mr. Mikejima netted anything.”
Kohaku felt his skin crawl and his insides hollow out hearing even Madara wasn’t able to be of use.
“As such, he decided to go ahead with testing out sending something into the liminal space. They initially had some sort of RC rover, but when it tried to go through the direct link Natsume-kun reopened, it was thrown back out. Yet, when a butterfly so happened to fly through, it remained unharmed and passed through unhindered. He theorized it would only accept organic beings and made some alterations to the gear they were developing to accommodate this. He was originally going to go in himself using the gear they developed as a safety net to keep his body safe and provide an extraction method, but your little brother and his unit partially overheard and volunteered. Natsume-kun saw some benefit to this as he could stay behind and help Aoba-san analyze the data and video footage they would collect, so we kept it professional and filed paperwork to make it look like a unit job.”
HiMERU rubbed his temple, “So let’s get this straight. This started as a government contract to train soldiers using alternate universes and hyper-realism. You gave this job to Switch due to experience with Shinsekai, and this new system is originally derived from Shinsekai’s assets. During the initial experiments a week ago, Switch opened a liminal space, possibly under the theory that using the liminal space as a middleman would be easier and safer than trying to directly jump to another universe. In that space, there were two, possibly paranormal, presences that both escaped, one of which Sakasaki admitted felt especially evil. After that, they fully developed the gear used for this new system that sends the subconscious of the person into alternate universes by way of the liminal space to circumvent going there directly in physical form. Sakasaki was supposed to test this himself, but Alkaloid so happened to overhear and volunteered to help collect data and footage of inside the liminal space and how the gear functioned. And, this was going to happen today.”
Ibara nodded at the end, “That’s the gist of what I know. But what is this about nightmares?”
“That evil presence Natsume-kun mentioned was involved in those nightmares Alkaloid had. They had visions of shit that was going to happen to them, to us, and all of ES. Hell, I’m pretty certain that the second presence that escaped was the second voice they heard.” Rinne explained.
“Tha’…seems likely.” If he wasn’t in a cramped space and so close to them, Kohaku would have barely been heard.
“Just because people have nightmares of bad things doesn’t mean they are ‘visions’ or are deemed to come true.” Ibara moved to restart the elevator.
Rinne caught his wrist, “One of those visions came true today.”
Ibara blinked slowly, yanking his wrist back. HiMERU spoke slowly, “Remember the call you made to HiMERU earlier?”
“T’was supposed ta happen earlier. We had our argument tha’ should a’ occurred on ta’ ride over ‘ere just before ya called 10 ‘r so minutes ago ‘bout goin’ ta Room 6-66.” Kohaku leaned against the hand railing, his knuckles turning white with the force of his grip.
Instead of a scoff and dismal, Ibara’s eyes narrowed in thought, “…I was supposed to call you all earlier, but the delay in communication between His Eminence, His Excellency, and myself had me so riled up I vented to His Highness and Jun for longer than I thought.”
Rinne spotted his chance. If his first shot dented the armor, this one would be the killing blow. “And that only occurred because Eichi-kun and Sakuma-kun were with me when Ai-chan talked about his nightmare last night.”
“Why would that matter?” The tone the Deputy Director used suggested he was starting to waver.
“’Cause one of the visions Ai-chan had was of the people in this meeting being forced to stab someone in that room. My bet? Eichi-kun noticed the signs and tried to get ya involved instead of Nagi ‘cause your brains and strategy could have helped turn the tables, but that thing started to fuck with Hold Hands before ya got the message and it seems like it doesn’t want anyone outside of that room to know about what is going on. Hence why Nagi had to message ya about getting us.”
The look of defeat was not something Rinne ever thought he would see on the Viper’s face. The angle of his face and the lights above created a harsh, impenetrable glare on his glasses. “…And now I’m out here…”
Rinne felt himself lean backward against the cold, steel wall of the elevator. Niki briefly put a hand on his shoulder and gave a gentle squeeze before addressing Ibara. “We hoped that having someone being at least aware of what is going on outside of that room might give us all an upper hand against whatever this thing is.”
Ibara’s head jerked up, the glare from his glasses evaporating and revealing his determination. “I’m out here!”
“Uh… are ya okay, Vice President-han?” Kohaku tilted his head in concern.
The Viper of ES promptly stood at attention and spun on his heel to face the elevator doors. “Mr. Amagi. Restart the elevator. We are making a detour to my office along the way. I have a plan.”
Notes:
Let me know how I did writing Ibara and the brief mentions of Natsume so far (he's going to appear far more from next chapter onward)!
Hope you all enjoyed so far!~
Next chapter we will be seeing far more of our beloved idols and get to know the unknown entity...especially what it's capable of 😈
Chapter 3: Hostage
Notes:
Adding a little note for an opening and ending theme, like it's a TV show, just to help set the atmosphere of the fic.
Also, I tried using a different font for the entity, but I'm not well versed in coding in HTML nor work skins, so I gave up and simply have it in bold. I wanted to use the Chiller Font, cause it looks so much more creepier.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Face Down (Japanese Cover) – Sunrise Skater Kids
Original by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlL5hhNiyrw
Ibara led them to the meeting room while talking in hushed whispers. “Under the assumption that this thing could have access to a lot more than just Hold Hands, it is best to take as many precautions as possible to make sure we have an open line of communication that it can’t access or overhear. As such, I need you to take these and discreetly get them to His Eminence, His Excellency, Mr. Hasumi, and Natsume-kun.”
Ibara handed Rinne a varying assortment of pens and paper and one pair of glasses inside a case discreetly. Rinne looked inside his pocket by hooking his thumb casually into it to analyze the pens and glasses, becoming skeptical, “How exactly is a pen supposed to help?”
“Remember how you could spy on Alkaloid in their practice room a while back?” Ibara glanced over at HiMERU from the corner of his eye.
He made a non-comital hum, feigning disinterest, while his citrine eyes sparked in understanding, “Today’s technology is quite surprising. Being able to do so much despite becoming smaller over time.”
Rinne smirked, catching his hint, “Yeah, but certain things like cameras still need a bit more space, don’t ya think?”
Ibara ever so slightly slowed his pace to be closer to Rinne, returning to a hushed whisper, “Yes, the pens can only capture audio. That’s why those glasses are needed. They have a camera and it sends the visual capture to my private computer, same with the audio. I know Mr. Hasumi was having a new pair ordered soon, so pretend it came early. I took the liberty of writing a small note inside the case explaining exactly what they are and that I’m trying to get help. Same with those paper sheets and the sticky notes on them; just slip them to each participant without that thing knowing.”
“Why does it feel like this may not be enough?” Niki mumbled.
The Deputy Director looked into the chef’s eyes in understanding, “Yes, I’m afraid with how small they are they will have limited storage and transmission time. It would be far more beneficial to have a direct link from a computer or camera inside that room, but it may mean still being on the same network and we don’t know how far of a reach this thing has.”
“Doesn’t yer computer also run on ta’ same network?” Kohaku leaned in slightly as he fiddled with his sleeve.
“I thought about using a hotspot, but that may draw more suspicion if it can see something like that. Right now, I’m using a VPN until we know more.” Ibara made to cross his hands behind himself, giving a little thumbs up to Kohaku behind him before throwing a small nod to him over his shoulder.
Rinne narrowed his eyes and lowered his head towards the other idol, jaw set tightly, “Why are ya thinking this thing can see almost anything happening in ES?”
Ibara’s eyes darted around the halls they walked, “There are cameras almost everywhere in ES, save for the inside of dorms, bathrooms, and changing rooms. If that thing has access to the network, it will have access to those cameras. As long as we speak in low enough voices, we can probably have a full conversation without it hearing us. However, it will mean it has eyes nearly everywhere and make it much more difficult to do anything behind its back.”
As they approached the destined Room 6-66, his demeanor changed back to a bright businessman, “Here we are! Please don’t keep them waiting! I’m certain they are eager to get started!”
Just as they bowed in thanks, Ibara carefully whispered near Rinne’s ear, “Keep a level head. We will get through this.”
~*~
Rinne opened the door, outwardly as lackadaisical as ever while he warred with his own determination and desperation in his mind. “Yo! Ya called?”
He feigned ignorance at seeing everyone other than Eichi and Nagisa. “Hm? Didn’t know there would be a party? What’s the occasion?”
Tomoya waved hesitantly, trying desperately not to shake like a leaf. Tsukasa had his arms crossed, gaze immediately setting on Kohaku with worry and lips in a tight line. Tetora’s usual smile felt pasted on. Hinata couldn’t meet his eyes, opting to stare somewhere in the middle of the large table before him. Madara glared at Rinne, any trace of his generally kind attitude seemingly nonexistent. Hokuto looked as serious as ever, though he kept rubbing at his watch and pulling on the leather strap, betraying his nervousness. Keito, Natsume, and Shu all looked generally annoyed, though all three had a distinct tenseness like a bow-string drawn taunt. Nagisa appeared as impassive as ever, but the look he gave Rinne mirrored his own internal war with desperation, though he was notably more despairing. Eichi and Rei shared a look mixed of both pleading and apologetic that, had they no shared knowledge of Aira’s dream, Rinne wouldn’t have been able to place.
“Why all the long faces? Did someone die?” Rinne cackled. The rest of the bees filed in, noticeably more stern out of nerves.
When the door clicked shut, Rinne felt the hairs on the back of his neck stand on end as that voice rang out from seemingly nowhere in that room.
“That may happen, Amagi Rinne of Crazy:B.”
It was probably a good thing, in the loosest of terms, that the shock on his face was genuine for the sake of keeping up his ignorant act. He understood why Aira simply called that voice evil. It felt…wrong. In so many ways. It sounded like it chilled his marrow while searing his skin. It made his blood both boil and freeze at the same time. It felt alarmingly familiar in the worst sense like just the voice alone could invoke such a primal fear and immediately make you know it couldn’t be trusted, yet you couldn’t place why you may have heard it before.
Rinne glanced around, thankful that his act wasn’t a complete façade at the moment as he tried to pinpoint where it was coming from, “Uh, who was that?”
“You will find out soon. Take a seat, Crazy:B. Discussions are best done when all participants are comfortable.”
Oh, the irony of that. At least he saw one of the three monitors in front of the table, the right-hand one specifically, crackle to staticky life in time with the voice.
“Okay…Ah, before that though. Keito-chan! Your new glasses came early I wanted to make sure ya got them! Can’t have ya running around ES blind!” He gave Kohaku his section of papers discreetly as he passed by and gently pushed him towards the series of empty chairs nearest Tsukasa, hoping the rest of his unit caught the hint to pass all the papers along to him. He walked over and handed the glasses case to the leader of AKATSUKI, giving a very subtle nod and eye dart between the two.
Keito very minutely raised an eyebrow before accepting the case, “Thank you, Amagi-senpai.”
He opened the case and, to his credit, kept a perfect poker face even as he noticed the sticky note inside. “I’ve been using an old prescription until these came in.” Keito swapped his glasses out for the ones in the case, switching the camera on under the table beforehand.
Rinne returned to the other side of the table to his seat, thankful that the rest of his unit not only caught his hint but also began passing the papers and pens under the lip of the table to Tsukasa, Kohaku barely mouthing instructions to his cousin. He took his seat, propping his head on the palm of one hand while the other splayed out on the wooden tabletop. “Sorry about the delay there Mr…what should I call you?”
“You’ll find out soon enough.”
Rinne felt the corner of his mouth twitch against his palm as he saw the occasional flicker of emotions from the other participants as, he assumed, they read their sticky notes going around. He could already tell this thing was going to play hardball.
"Thank you all for coming at your earliest convenience. I’d assume you all know how WiErd Hold Hands is being, hm? ” Rinne’s ears perked at the distortion and tone change to something akin to the Viper plotting behind faux politeness.
“Does that have to do with you?” Rinne eyed the leader of Valkyrie, hoping his short temper would stay in check.
“Temper, Itsuki Shu. Temper, temper. But quite perceptive.”
It looked like Shu was about to say something else before Rei put a hand on his shoulder in warning. Rei continued in his stead, attempting to sound more cordial, “Forgive his insolence, sir, if I may call you that. We presume you have a reason for doing such a thing as to disrupt all of ES.”
The low cackle of laughter from the voice made Rinne’s skin crawl. “Sakuma Rei. Self-proclaimed vampire. One of the Five Eccentrics. Childhood friend of Tenshouin Eichi and Hasumi Keito. There are a lot of similarities between you and I.”
Rei’s eyes darkened with disgust and suspicion and his lips momentarily frowned before returning to his polite smile. “You seem to know a lot about me.”
“Oh-ho, that is just the tip of the iceberg of knowledge I possess. I know much about everyone in this building. Even things you wouldn’t want leaked.”
The subtle threat didn’t go unnoticed by everyone in that room. Eichi faked a serene, unperturbed expression, “That is an awful lot to glean from Hold Hands, hm? Clearly, you are getting your information from more than just there.”
Rinne hid his smirk in his palm. Way to go Eichi! We need to know just how far of a reach this thing has.
“I’ll admit, Hold Hands, while useful to an extent, has its limits. Even ES’s servers and network can only provide so much that I crave to know. Your memories, however, are like my favorite books.”
At that, Rinne felt a pit widen in his stomach. Glancing to his left and right, even his unit mates and the other participants looked warry. Rei narrowed his eyes, the polite smile not fading once, “Our memories? Now, how is that possible for you to know that?”
The voice peaked into a higher pitch as it laughed at them, “I exist neither here nor there! I am everywhere and nowhere! I exist in your world and in my own! My purpose, my whole existence, relies on me knowing everything about someone in order to fulfill my duty in this rotten world! My peers may say my methods are barbaric, chaotic, and insane! Cruel, even! Yet, then why was I created but to provide the counterbalance to their supposed righteousness? As much as I may be detested, I am a fact of life! Nothing is sacred nor secret with me! However, if or when I reveal said secrets is an entirely different matter…”
“Why are you here? What about us is making you so curious as to infiltrate ES’s network and make idle threats toward us?” Tsukasa stood up in irritation despite Kohaku trying to pull him back down by his wrist under the table.
“SilENcE!!” The voice boomed with such ferocity and distortion that it made even Rei and Shu shrink back in their seats. Tsukasa quickly sat back down, eyes wide.
There was a distinct, uneasy pause before the voice spoke in a much lower, more dangerous tone, “I can sense you are all impatient, so I will get to the point. ES has something I want. To ensure your cooperation…well…Sakasaki Natsume must know what is going on, considering how he opened a doorway from my home to yours.”
Rinne immediately saw the aim of the voice, glancing over at the other participants who looked at Natsume with a mix of suspicion and disbelief. Shu was the first to speak, sounding far more terrified than his stern words let on, “Boy, what did you do?”
Natsume’s shoulders hunched over his chest, refusing to meet anyone’s eyes as Rinne saw, clear as day, the brief flash of recognition be replaced by disturbed shock, “THe eXPERimeNT…”
“That’s right, that job you willingly took. The experiment with your new gear, with Shinsekai, with liminal spaces and alternate dimensions. You released me a WEEK ago. YOU gave ME access to everything…even that new gear…and the people currently hooked up to it. Doing a job that YOU were going to do before YOU passed it to THEM. YOU sent THEM to my home.”
Natsume’s eyes widened as he shot his head up to stare at the static on the monitor, lower lip slightly quivering before revealing gritted teeth, “Don’t you dare touch them.”
“Your friend, Aoba Tsumugi, is watching over them currently, correct? Why don’t we check in on them? I will even let you use your radio to talk with him finally.”
The left-hand monitor came to life to show live footage of some workshop, with Tsumugi overlooking several monitors and talking on his headset with Alkaloid. Their subconsciouses were in the liminal space, walking around completely unhindered in a white and grey polygon-like world, but their bodies were lying down on separate beds just to the left of the idol supervisor as if completely asleep, metal nodes attached all over their bodies. The center monitor turned on, revealing a view into that liminal space and Alkaloid itself. Rinne held his breath as he could hear the conversation between them.
“Umu…something feels off about this place.” Hiiro looked left and right, shuffling his weight between his feet.
“Aoba-senpai, are you sure we should go any further? I agree with Hiro-kun.” Aira held himself as he shivered.
“I agree. While this place feels mostly empty, there’s something still here. Something…wrong.” Tatsumi placed what looked like a beacon of sorts to scan their surroundings, a light occasionally flashing near the top.
“I keep h-hearing…s-something trying to…warn us. It’s…f-faded but…” Mayoi kept looking behind their group.
“Oh? So he still lives…that stubborn bastard is quite persistent.”
Rinne and HiMERU shared a look. That second entity has to be the second voice from the visions.
All 5 of the idols on screen snapped their heads at attention. Hiiro put a hand to his ear, presumably over a headset, “Aoba-senpai, what was that?”
“I-I don’t know!” Tsumugi looked panicked as he checked all the monitors.
“Sakasaki Natsume, why don’t you explain to your friends here exactly what’s going on?”
Natsume’s hand shook as he pulled the hand-held radio from below the table. He hesitated before pressing a button, “…That THING that escAPED last week from the LIMinal spACE…it’s HERE.”
“Natsume-kun, what do you mean?” Tsumugi held his own radio close as he spoke, gripping the desktop with the other.
“Tsumugi-san, what is going on? What is Natsume-san saying?” Tatsumi shouted in concern.
“It took over Hold HANDS. It causED the CRash. It’s in the SERver and netwoRK. It’s in the GEAR. It is holdING many HOStage… even ME.” With that, Natsume’s grip shook so badly he couldn’t hold the radio anymore, the object making a dull clattering as the operator shook uncontrollably. Shu reached out and gripped one of the younger’s hands in his own, the shakes so powerful they were making his own hands shake.
Tsumugi paused on screen for a second before he snapped a hand over to the computer mouse, only being stopped by the disembodied voice, “I wouldn’t do that if I were you. Perhaps you should check the program files again. You may find they look a bit…difERenT than you remember.”
The programmer’s fingers shook minutely as he pulled up the program files for the new system. He pulled back in his chair suddenly, voice tremoring, “W-what’s going on? Th-this isn’t what we programmed!?”
“You like my changes? Had to make sure you couldn’t just take away my four new toys so easily.”
Eichi, with great speed, lunged for the radio, “Tsumugi, what changed!?”
The voice sounded completely unphased by the sudden outburst, “You’re quite quick for a terminally ill man. Aoba Tsumugi…explain what you are seeing. You don’t have to use the radio, they can hear you just fine right now, though, make sure Alkaloid can hear you.”
Tsumugi shakily pulled his hand away from the mouse to hold it close to his person, his other switching his mic back on, “The Recall function. The system is meant to partially separate the subconscious from the body in order to access this liminal space and the various alternate universes. I-It’s meant to be a safe way to rejoin the body and mind without causing undue damage to either, b-but… the coding changed. If the Recall function is activated, it’s going to fully separate their subconscious from their bodies! Even if the system wasn’t operating right now, the administration settings are different, too. I can’t change any of these!”
“Bingo.” The voice sounded far too pleased, “You try to take away my playthings without my say-so, you become their executioners.”
Rinne’s throat tightened as he saw the four members of Alkaloid begin to panic, hands curling into fists on the table. The room’s occupants were silenced in horror.
“Now, before we get to my proposal, there are two more things that need to be addressed. One of which is quite obvious. How do you humans say? – The elephant in the room,” The left screen changed from watching Tsumugi to a web-cam view of Ibara, his expression changing from laser-focused to stunned shock, “Isn’t that right, Saegusa Ibara?”
Crazy:B looked like the blood had drained from their bodies as despair gripped the leaders. The voice mocked them, “It was quite amusing hearing how you and Crazy:B tried to pull the wool over my eyes. Thought you were so clever, sneaking bugged pens and glasses with a camera into here. Thinking that my plan was to have only those in Room 6-66 involved, that I wanted no one else to know. Thought you five would play the heroes and that this story would end so soon. Yet…you didn’t realize that nothing you did mattered. That I could still listen in, even without a camera…”
A door clicking open was heard from Ibara’s computer. He looked up in shock at whoever came into the room, “Ibara-kun~, I hope this sudden meeting is super important that it warrants taking up one of my few days off to hang out with Jun-kun~.”
“Ohii-san, could you be serious! Ibara isn’t looking that good. Everything okay?”
Ibara’s mouth opened and closed like a fish out of water, “What are you two doing here?”
“Uh, Ibara-kun? You messaged us to come meet you here.”
“…I didn’t. Hold Hands is down…” His pupils shrunk and a finger twitched.
“Perfect timing. Holds Hands isn’t down, more like under new management. I control what can get sent and received by whoever I choose. I can hear everything thanks to the bugged phones you all carry. Now, Tomoe Hiyori and Sazanami Jun, why don’t you two get comfortable in front of Saegusa Ibara’s computer while I get the rest of the surprise ready~.”
The screen with Ibara changed to a group call being made, hosted by those in Room 6-66. Several cameras turned on in the call, revealing several of the other idols in their units, many with concerned expressions.
Arashi Narukami spoke in her seat next to Ritsu, “Finally, Tsukasa-chan!~ I was wondering what was taking so long! Leo-kun and Izumi-chan should be here soon. Izumi-chan seemed pretty mad that you messaged us all so suddenly and forced them to come back from Florence early.”
Tsukasa quickly grabbed his phone from his bag to check his messages. He dropped the phone from his hands on the table seeing the messages “he” sent to his unit mates. Arashi’s purple eyes shined with worry seeing how fearful he was, “Tsukasa-chan? Are you okay? What’s wrong?”
Another camera turned on, revealing the remaining three-fourths of Trickstar, Mika, Sora, and Yuta. “Hokke~! What’s the surprise? Oh! Everyone is here?”
Hokuto and Hinata were shell-shocked, tears threatening to spill from the corners of their eyes. Shu and Natsume went from absolute horror to anger, staring intently at the staticky screen.
Several more cameras join. Fine. Eden. AKATSUKI. Ra*bits. RYUSETAI. UNDEAD.
Then, Tsukasa’s phone pulls up a FaceTime request for Izumi. Without him touching it.
Tsukasa stares in horror as the call goes through, showing Izumi’s annoyed face and Leo’s amused one inside what appeared to be an elevator. “Kasa-kun, you shitty brat. Leo-kun and I are almost there. Is what you have to say that important that it can’t wait?”
The voice darkly laughed making everyone fall silent, “Welcome, everyone.”
Rinne gripped the table so hard his knuckles were turning white, sweat dripping from his temple like bullets. After everything, after considering all the possibilities to the best of their knowledge…It didn’t matter. They walked right into a trap.
“It’s. Time. To. Play. A. Game.”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
I hope you all enjoyed so far!~
Chapter 4: Drive
Notes:
From now on, there are going to be switching/alternate POVs, both from the various idols in the alternate universe trial and from the people still in ES.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Face Down (Japanese Cover) – Sunrise Skater Kids
Original by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlL5hhNiyrw
“Now, I’m certain you’re all wondering what is happening. Why are your leaders looking so distressed if they invited you all here?” The voice cackled mockingly, the distortion from the static grating to the ears.
“Plain and simple, really. They didn’t. I did. I kindly request all of your participation moving forward, lest you end up with blood on your hands and conscience. As I’ve made clear to your leaders, your dear friends in Switch created a doorway from my world to yours. I have taken over Hold Hands, infiltrated your network, and hold your fellow idols in Alkaloid hostage. ES is in possession of six artifacts that I’m looking for. Find those six for me and send them to my world, and I’ll leave your system just as I originally found it, as well as release Alkaloid.”
“Of course, I understand if that makes you all apprehensive. After all, it DOES sound quite sketchy to give a disembodied voice six artifacts when you have little knowledge about either. Could even cause a great cATaclYsmiC event!” The heavy distortion and eerie, hysterical laughter made Rinne’s eardrums feel like they were at the edge of bleeding.
“So…I propose a second option. Seven of you, six of whom I will choose, will join Alkaloid in my realm, and don’t say there aren’t enough sets of the gear to do that; I know you have more as backups for experiments. When you do, the ultimate goal will be to survive THREE CONSECUTIVE alternate universes intact. That means all eleven of you must survive. After all eleven live three consecutive universes, I will release all of you from my realm.”
“The beauty of this? Both options can be done! While eleven of you are in my realm undergoing my trial, the rest of you will be scavenging for those six artifacts. Whoever completes their task first does not matter.”
“W-wouldn’t it though?” Everyone turned their attention to Tomoya, “T-that second option sounds like you would s-still be in ES’s network.”
There was a brief pause before a low, dark chuckle emanated from that screen, “You are quite perceptive, little rabbit. That would be the case.”
Rinne ground his teeth as he thought. So much for a choice.
Eichi narrowed his eyes, words light but filled with venom. “In that case, you would just keep coming back. It would be wiser on our end to get you those artifacts instead of splitting our attention to do two things.”
“That would also be the case. I do love it when humans know the reality they are facing.” One could hear the shit-eating smirk the entity was making as it spoke.
Rei, in a brief flash of anger before returning to a carefully crafted neutral state, whirled on the leader of Fine. “Are you saying we are to leave Alkaloid alone in there?”
“Absolutely not,” Eichi returned the careful neutral sentiment, words with more bite than usual, “I care for all idols and do not wish them harm. If there is a way to resolve this without anyone getting hurt, I will take it.”
“That would be a hard thing to do, then.”
Eichi slowly turned his attention back to the screen, “Could you explain what you mean by that?”
“While you don’t have to send anyone else…I still have four playthings in my realm.”
Rinne glared harshly at the offending screen, Niki having to reach for his hand to ground him before he could do something that would make the situation worse. That is if things could get worse.
“If you decide to do that, these four will just go through however many alternate universes it takes for you all to find those artifacts. People are going to get hurt, regardless. Aoba Tsumugi, there’s one other precaution that was created in anticipation of…too much mental strain, correct? Pull up that file.”
With shaky hands, the operator pulled up the file in question, finding it, oddly, untouched. It took a moment for the implication to set in, hands covering his mouth in horror. Alkaloid spoke out to him, trying to figure out what was going on out there.
“Speak. Tell them exactly what that function is.”
“I-it’s in case anyone undergoes t-too much mental stress. If they get too close to a full mental breakdown, i-it’s supposed to automatically activate the Recall function.”
“So, with the changes I’ve made to that Recall function…How long do you think these four’s sAnItY will last on their own? With no one else to communicate with or support them? After all, once I send them into the first alternate universe, what is StOpPinG me from shutting off the little bit of communication they have with your operator here? Or keep them from hearing me? Like so?”
The center monitor showing Alkaloid flickered briefly before resuming, though the unit was noticeably panicking a bit more as they attempted to get more answers from Tsumugi.
“Although…stress they endure from multiple universes isn’t the only danger. I have my pets, too, both of my own and borrowed.”
The staticky monitor faded to black as the voice boomed through the middle monitor. HiMERU and Rinne shared a look that began communicating a theory, before turning back in horror as the voice summoned a shadowy, wolf-like creature near the captive idols. All four legs were double the length of its body, with the front two ending in near human-like hands. It was hard to tell what looked like fur and what were shadowy tendrils moving on their own accord. The eyes glowed an unholy yellow, with large fangs protruding in a similar color.
The four idols backed up several steps. The voice came back to the right monitor, static resuming. “Now, my pets are quite obedient in my realm. They’ll listen to my instructions. After all, I can’t lose one of my bargaining chips due to reckless actions. As for when they are in your world, however…let’s say the distance between us is a bit farther than in my realm…and they may be more prone to do more than I say.”
“What the hell do ya mean by ‘when’ they are in our world!?” Rinne harshly stood up, not caring for the clattering of the chair that fell behind him.
“…That’ll be easier to show you,” Something in the tone shifted, causing all of Rinne’s hair to stand on end. The middle screen changed from showing the liminal space to Tsukasa’s FaceTime with the two Knights in the elevator. “Sena Izumi and Tsukinaga Leo, on the ceiling of your elevator there is a two-way latch meant for maintenance. Open your side of the latch.”
Izumi and Leo shared a confused look before the former set the phone down on the floor. The voice crackled, “Make sure the camera is facing the latch.”
Izumi paused a moment before rotating the phone so the camera faced the ceiling latch. Izumi crouched slightly and cupped his hands, ready to give Leo a boost to reach the latch. Balancing one foot in Izumi’s hand, Leo slowly unlatched it and pushed it aside to reveal a second, glass door on the other side, with another of those shadowy creatures creepily smiling at them.
Leo screeched and toppled out of Izumi’s grasp, falling hard on the elevator floor. Izumi looked up and fell backward himself, scuttling on his hands and feet into one of the corners. The creature, eerily human-like if not for the exposed, dagger-like teeth in a large grin and soulless yellow eyes, held a hand up to the two through the glass, slowly moving four of its fingers up and down in a stiff, unpracticed wave.
“At least my more humanoid pets are more obedient in your world. Though they do get hungry…”
“You so much as dare to harm them I’ll-” Tsukasa stood up as well.
“You’ll do what, Suou Tsukasa? What can you do trapped in that room?”
“What do you mean trapped!?” Tsukasa’s voice cracked ever so slightly.
“Ah, I forgot to mention that catch! While everyone else is looking for those artifacts, I had to make sure they would cooperate and not do any funny business! As such, your leaders are held hostage here, too! They can’t leave their meeting room. There needs to be someone to host our little watch party if you decide to send more people in! Be thankful I chose a room that had an attached bathroom and kitchen, otherwise that would surely get messy! “
The room was oppressively silent, as were the others on the call. The voice rambled on, “As you can probably guess, I can have my pets come and go wherever and whenever I want and report back to me. It wouldn’t take much for me to send one of my particularly hungry ones into that room if anyone falls out of line.”
“One last rule for those in your world. Your rooms where you are in the call will be safe havens from my pets. I will allow Sena Izumi and Tsukinaga Leo to go to those rooms before we begin. However, once we start, only one person per room can leave at any one time. They can look around for as long as they like, but no one else from their room will be able to leave. That means there will be eight of you at a time out and about. Coordinate however you wish with each other. Disobey, and you will be the executioners of your dear leaders. Perhaps I’ll be lenient enough to allow multiple infractions and take one leader out for each infraction. That all depends on my mood.”
“Now, do decide if you are going to send more people in with Alkaloid, leaders. We don’t have all the time in the world to ask everyone’s opinions on the matter.”
Eyes widened and some tremored in their seats. Madara was the one to speak up first, teal eyes hard as steel. “Do we get to know who the six mandatory people are?”
The voice lowly chuckled and Rinne could feel it was staring at him. “Tell you what. I’ll reveal four of the six now and the other two after you decide. The seventh will be a volunteer…though if no one volunteers I’ll just pick another…and there will be punishments if any of the mandatory six try to resist.”
All of the bees looked at each other through the corners of their eyes. The voice’s pitch heightened in amusement, “Though, it seems those four are already well aware. Right, Crazy:B?”
Everyone’s heads snapped to them. Rinne’s fists were at his side as he snarled at the monitor. The voice continued mocking, “Did you think I didn’t know about those visions Alkaloid had? Or that you four knew? I’ve been inside your system for over a week and you all kept your phones on you. It would be hard not to overhear. Since you four already know SO MUCH, it’s only logical for you four to join them. Though, if your leaders decide to not send anyone else, there’s no need for you four.”
It mocked them in fake astonishment and disbelief, “Guess that means you would be abandoning them. And after everything Alkaloid did to save your unit during the MDM? After you just started to make up with your little brother, you would abandon him AGAIN?”
“To hell with ya, ya fucking cruel asshole!” Rinne would have lunged at the thing if he could.
“Cruel?... I was merely stating the facts and asking questions! You want to see what cruel really is?...I’ll show you.”
The static left the right monitor and the center returned to the liminal space. Shadowy tendrils shot up from the white and grey ground and wrapped around Mayoi, Aira, and Tatsumi, binding them to their spots. The voice ordered, “Can’t have you three interrupting. My pet, feel free to roughhouse the redhead. Though don’t horribly maim or kill the kid. Just enough to show I mean business.”
The wolf-creature let out a guttural screech before beginning to stalk toward Hiiro. He attempted to keep his distance, but the long legs easily caught up to him, grabbing him by an ankle and dragging him back. It gripped him by the waist and hoisted him up in both hands, peering down at him as it drew the teen closer to its face and teeth. Rinne was about to shout that it made its point before he became stunned as Hiiro jabbed his thumb into one of the creature’s eyes. It dropped him as a pained scream shook out of the shadow creature, giving him time to run away.
The voice was hysterical in its laughter “KYaheheyheha! Looks like we got a fighter! Go ahead and show him the error of his ways! Just keep the bloodshed to a minimum! Red is SO HARD To gET OuT of WhITe ANd GrEY!”
The creature roared, lunging after Hiiro. It grabbed him by the leg and yanked him under itself. It held him down with one of its hands on his waist while the other slowly began applying pressure to his neck. Hiiro choked as he kicked and scratched in vain to break the hold, his friends helpless to stop it as they fought their restraints.
“Do you understand now, Amagi Rinne?” The voice came back.
“Okay, I fucking get it! Just stop!” Rinne felt tears burning the corners of his eyes. Several of the other leaders were in horror at what was transpiring.
The voice went back and made a sound akin to the snapping of fingers, making the creature cease, though it still shoved the teenager across the floor like a hockey puck. Hiiro remained on the ground coughing and hacking as he tried to refill his lungs with air. The others, now released from their confinements, one by one rushed over to their unit leader, with Mayoi and Tatsumi keeping themselves between the younger two and the wolf-creature still staring at them.
“Now then, what is your answer? Will you send more into my realm?”
“Fine. I’ll go in,” Rinne beat everyone to it speaking in a low, dark tone, “But just so ya know, ya’ve fucked with the wrong people. I don’t care how long it takes or if I have to destroy multiple forms of ya. I will tear ya limb from fucking limb and grind your remains into dust, just so that ya won’t be able to come back and harm anyone again. Even if it costs me my final breath, I’ll make sure to be taking ya down with me.”
It seemed the voice grew quiet at the outburst, though its words sounded like it was grinning, “I do love that fire of yours…It’ll be all the more fun to snuff it out.”
All the other leaders gave Rinne looks of shock as if they couldn’t believe he was more than willing to put himself on the line in a rigged game. The voice turned its attention to the pink-haired teen, “Now you, Oukawa Kohaku…”
Said teen stood from his seat, eyes steeled in determination, “Ya don’t have ta threaten me. Y’already pissed me off.”
“Good. Because if you tried to refuse…granted, most of your precious ones are already with me…except your cousin there.”
Kohaku instinctively pulled Tsukasa behind him. The static crackled in time with the voice’s laughter, “Oh, don’t worry. I won’t harm any of the leaders before we begin. Though the two in the elevator…he’s quite close with, no? It would’ve been such a tragedy if my pet were to, say, cut the cable and caused the elevator to plummet, or to open the latch and enjoy an early snack.”
It did not escape Rinne’s notice when the two teens held each other’s hands in solidarity, or perhaps to keep the other from lashing out.
The voice hummed for a minute before sounding uninterested, “I can tell there’s no need to threaten the other two. You already look like you had made up your mind a while ago, HiMERU. As for Shiina Niki… why bother wasting words threatening when peer pressure will do it for me?”
HiMERU’s eyes narrowed and he bit the inside of his lip before crossing his arms, glaring intently at the monitor as he stood. Niki stood from his seat, too, a look of determined anger set in stone, “I’m going to enjoy helping Rinne-kun carve you up, asshole.”
It lowly huffed a laugh, “Well, this should make your decision easier with how driven these four are. What do you all say?”
The room was quiet, eyes shifting around to each other and nowhere in particular. The lingering issue of who the other three would be persisted. When Rei and Eichi finally decided to look at Rinne, the serious, determined expression in his blue eyes made them look at each other and nod in agreement. Seeing this, Keito nodded as well with a solemn but serious air about him. This led to a domino effect of the others gathering their courage and nod along, hoping that they weren’t just sending more of their friends and fellow idols to their dooms.
“Hehe, it’s quite nice seeing just how driven and unified humanity can become. But it’s nicer, still, to see it fall apart.”
Everyone glared at the voice, all now sufficiently done with the toying and games it was playing. Hokuto spoke up, irritation evident, “Who are the other three?”
“Hmm, the extra two I’m choosing…Let’s take a look at everyone, shall we?” The center screen switched to a desktop background of some unknown computer, pulling up various profiles of the idols of ES. Rinne had an inkling as to who exactly was going to be chosen, going by what he remembered from Aira. It hummed to itself as it shuffled through various idols before stopping on one.
Isara Mao.
“This one will do nicely as my first pick.” Hokuto’s eyes widened in disbelief while Mao started shaking so badly he had to sit on one of the couches in the dorm room where they took the call.
Rinne inhaled, knowing who was going to come up next.
The voice stalled on another picture, cackling, “Something about this one tickles my fancy! I’ll pick you, too.”
It stopped on Akehoshi Subaru.
Rinne felt his mouth part slightly. He wasn’t in any of the visions that I know of! Unless-
“Then I volunteer.” Hokuto stood from his seat, blue eyes glaring harshly at the static, “There was nothing stating a leader couldn’t be a volunteer to go into your realm.”
The voice didn’t answer for several seconds. It began crackling, “Indeed there wasn’t. Quite clever of you to find that loophole. Very well, I’ll honor your wish, Hidaka Hokuto.”
“Now then, since we have our little crew picked out, time’s a-wasting! Go ahead and meet Aoba Tsumugi in their little workshop in the basement and get ready. Once everyone is ready and you lot have entered my realm, I’ll be sure to greet you before we get started in earnest!”
With that, the voice ceased to speak further. Rinne’s legs shook, the adrenaline leaving his system as quickly as it entered. No one moved for several heartbeats…
Until Subaru started pulling Mao along with him, a rare look of strong determination filling his being. That was enough of a push to make Crazy:B begin to file out of the room, followed by Hokuto. The door clicking shut was unnaturally loud in the quiet hall.
“Hi-” Before Rinne could speak, Hokuto raised a hand to stop him.
“Do not feel that my involvement was forced because of you in whatever way you are thinking,” His warning tone indicated he knew Rinne was going to try and put the blame on himself.
“This entity is threatening people we all care about. It probably knew to some extent that I would get involved when it picked Akehoshi and Isara. Like you, I will not stand idly by while it threatens and harms those I care about. While I don’t understand what is going on with these ‘visions’ or what that second entity it referred to is aiming at, I do know I will be of more use in there than out here.” Hokuto nearly walked by the rest of them before HiMERU put a hand on his shoulder to stop him.
“So, you’re thinking the same thing that HiMERU is?”
Rinne began gently urging the group to start heading towards the basement by way of the elevators, despite inwardly wanting to take the stairs after seeing that creature in FaceTime. He spoke in a hushed tone by HiMERU and Hokuto, “What is it?”
“It’s clear the entity is not specifically stating what it is nor what these artifacts look like for a reason. It’s possibly because its identity is linked to these artifacts, or that knowing its identity would lead us to naturally deduce the true intentions with said artifacts and outright refuse to retrieve them. However, it may be possible to discern its identity while we are doing its trial.” HiMERU conjectured.
“Okay, but how would we get that info to the people out here? It can cut us off from communicating once we enter.” Rinne gently pulled Kohaku’s sleeve towards him, giving the kid a better angle to hear from. His other hand held onto Niki’s, rubbing small circles over the chef’s knuckles.
“HiMERU believes that isn’t quite the case. While we can’t directly talk to them, they will still hear us.”
Hokuto leaned in, “It did say the leaders were going to be watching the trial or something along those lines, right?”
“So we somehow relay ta’ info we learn indirectly?” Kohaku mumbled.
“Okay, but they’re stuck in that room, aren’t they? How do we get that info to those who can go out and about?” Niki intertwined his and Rinne’s fingers, his own thumb soothing over little scars.
“I think ta’ call is still goin’. So ‘ey probably are watchin’ and listenin’ too.” Kohaku gestured to Niki with his chin.
“HiMERU also believes the entity can’t be in two places at once, considering it had to go to the liminal space to summon that creature to harass Alkaloid, and that static stopped when it did. We might be able to use that to our advantage by splitting its attention between us in there and the people out here.”
The raven-haired teen paused a moment, lost in thought, “I’m more worried about everyone else with those creatures around.”
The four bees grimaced at the memory of those teeth and how creepily one of them smiled. Kohaku tried reasoning, though he was unsure, “At least Hiiro-han showed ‘ey can be fought by normal means…”
By the time they reached the elevator, the doors let out a ding before opening. Leo and Izumi darted out, freezing only when they saw the group. A tense silence stretched on before the two attempted to recompose themselves before going to leave.
Izumi leaned a bit closer to Hokuto, “I’ll see if Yuu-kun can figure something out.”
Hokuto blinked a few times before his eyes narrowed slightly, giving a curt nod. Leo whispered a hushed “good luck” before rushing off with Izumi, more than likely going to stay with the rest of Knights.
Rinne paused at the odd interaction before eyeing the elevator. The doors didn’t close, as if the entity was keeping them open just for them. Why on Earth they would want to go on an elevator they clearly know a creature resides above was more of a rhetorical question he asked himself. Not like they were given much room for actual choices thus far.
He was the first to enter, promptly closing the latch and trying to not let the creepy creature’s smile and the sound of nails tapping the glass get to him. Everyone else filed in, the ride down being silent until Rinne casually remarked, “Odd exchange there, Kita-san.”
At the nickname, Hokuto merely flickered a glance over to the redhead. “There’s…history, let’s just say.”
When the elevator doors opened on their floor, four of the five trudged out, steps heavy with dread. Before HiMERU could leave, the doors slammed shut, trapping him in there alone. He slammed his fists on the door before the voice spoke in his head.
I will only need to borrow you a moment. Please be patient.
The others outside whirled around, about ready to try and pry open the doors themselves, when the voice spoke, causing a sharp, ringing sensation to bounce around Rinne’s head.
I will only borrow him for just a moment. He will come out soon.
Rinne held his head in his hand as he recovered. Looking around, the others were in a similar state.
~*~
Inside the elevator, HiMERU’s COS PRO phone buzzed. He glanced at the caller ID, but it was nothing but scrambled blocks and pixels. He gripped his hair as another ringing sensation filled his mind with the entity’s voice.
Sorry. Had to get a bit more creative on how to talk to you one-on-one since you lot became more on edge before the meeting. Just a little bit of knowledge, just for you. I want you to answer that call, and I’ll talk to you through there.
HiMERU tsked but nevertheless did as he was told.
“What is it?”
“My, my, temper there. There’s something I need you to hear. It’s a conversation I had with this kid not all that long ago.”
There was a brief pause filled with nothing but phone static before the entity began speaking to someone else. “You seem to hold him in high regard? Don’t you?”
HiMERU felt his blood freeze upon hearing the familiar, adolescent voice in near-perfect cadence to his own, “Mm! Onii-chan is so cool! He helped create my idol persona! Even if he sometimes acts too business-like, but he’s my brother, so I deem him perfect!”
The voice came back to the present. “He’s here in my realm, you know. Safe and sound. If it wasn’t for my intervention back then, he would have perished instead of going into a coma.”
For the first time, HiMERU stuttered in shock, “H-how? You were only released a week ago!?”
“Hehe…my nature makes it impossible for me to be completely sealed off from humanity. I’ll let you in on a little secret. The only reason he hasn’t woken up yet is because I won’t let him. You can get him back, though.”
His mouth opened and closed, but no sound came out. The entity’s sickening smile could be felt over the phone, “Have I caught your interest?”
He grit his teeth, “Nothing so far has made ‘me’ think once that you are capable of being so magnanimous. What are you suggesting?”
“Nothing as cliché as becoming a mole or something like that for me, if that is what you were thinking. He can return to the living in the same way you all will leave if you complete my trial. You just have to make sure he is with you those three times. Instead of eleven, it would have to be all 12 of you to survive. Of course, if your group makes it through those three universes without him, you will all leave, except for him. Then again…that would be quite difficult to explain why there are two of you, right, HiMERU?”
He wanted to say something as bold as Rinne did earlier, something that would convince even himself that he would do anything to save him. Nothing came to mind, knowing exactly what the entity was suggesting.
“How would your friends take it if they found out you aren’t who you say you are? Especially that Kazehaya Tatsumi…I understand that those two were quite close at Reimei. He talks about him practically as much as he does about you and that Sazanami Jun. That revelation and truth could be shocking enough that it could send him spiraling to an early game over. Or…maybe it would make him snap? Turn on you, perhaps? And how would he, and everyone else, react to that revelation coming from ME and not YOU?”
He managed a growl, “Goddamn it! You…”
“Put it this way. You can save him by going in. Just understand there are complications to doing so…and there’s a time limit. Take too long in either completing my trial or admitting your secret yourself, and I’ll take the liberty of doing it for you. Good luck.”
With that, all he could hear was the empty, hollow-sounding dial tone. The doors reopened, revealing the concerned party. When the rest of his idol unit noticed the phone still in his hands, an eerie understanding came over them. HiMERU darkly muttered, ignoring the confused look on Hokuto’s face at the tension, “Seems we only delayed that vision.”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Also here is a picture I based the wolf shadow creature on, it's originally an artistic representation of a skin-walker, but I like the creepy factor of it and added a few changes:
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Hope you all enjoyed and see you next time!~
Chapter 5: Ritual (A School of Corpses Arc: Part 1)
Notes:
So, these chapters from now on will range from following almost exactly what occurs in the actual universe, to taking influences from multiple sources, to only following a similar gist. For example, this arc takes influences from both the original game, anime, and manga, though mostly follows the original game plot line (not including Book of Shadows and Blood Drive). Due to having more characters than the original universe, some parts are exclusive to this work and capitalize on a character’s fears and insecurities to make tense, but disturbing scenes. These chapters will become longer than the previous ones due to how long some of the original plot lines of these alternate universes are and not wanting, like, 10+ chapters for one arc unless there is something greatly important.
Get ready for some dark, terrible things!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Face Down (Japanese Cover) – Sunrise Skater Kids
Original by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlL5hhNiyrw
A School Of Corpses Arc: Part 1
“Were you all receiving visions, too?” Hokuto crossed his arms and lowered his head to study the group.
Rinne rubbed the back of his head, “Nah, Alkaloid just told us about the visions. Some of them pertained to us and that was one of the ones we remembered.”
“…Were there any involving me or Trickstar?” Hokuto lowered his gaze from the group to the floor and bit his lip.
Rinne and Niki shared a look before the former tried to gently explain, “I know of one but…ya guys weren’t directly involved.”
“Tell me.” Hokuto stepped closer to the redhead, hands curling into fists at his sides, “If there is anything I can do to avoid disaster, then it’s critical I know.”
Rinne felt his eye twitch, “I’m telling ya, it didn’t concern ya or your friends.”
“Amagi-senpai!” Hokuto grabbed the older’s bicep harshly, “We need to all know so we can work together! What if there is something one of us can do that could change things?”
“Fine!” Rinne yanked his arm away, “Ya wanna know? Isara-san and ya were with me and Niki as my lil’ bro was dying right in front of us! Does that satisfy ya?”
The raven-haired teen’s hand wavered in the air a moment before shakily pressing it over his mouth, muttering an “Amagi…” as he thought about the kid he was paired with during their Senior-Junior event.
The elder bee felt guilt gnaw at his heart, sighing, “That was a bit harsh, even for me.”
Hokuto raised his head, blinking in surprise before a similar look of guilt clouded his sight, “No, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have pressed. Especially about something that distressing.”
Niki spoke up, causing the two to look at him in surprise, “Actually, you made a point, Hidaka-kun. With what we are up against, I think it would be best if everyone knew about the visions. If any one of us is capable of changing what could happen, even if just a little, we need to know ahead of time so we can keep an eye out for the signs.”
“Not only that,” HiMERU lamented, “But we are well aware that this entity is more than willing to manipulate us to do things that it wants. Any ill will or strong emotions between us or actions any of us take could be and probably would be capitalized on; just look at how it spoke about Sakasaki and Switch. We all have to work together if all of us are going to get out of there relatively unscathed.”
“Strong emotions, huh…” Kohaku muttered to himself as he focused his attention on the worn tile beneath his feet.
“That’s all well and good, ya two, but I don’t think we’ll have enough time to fill in everyone here plus Isara-san and Akehoshi-paisen on every single vision Alkaloid had. That entity seemed real keen on getting us in there as soon as possible, and I doubt it’s taken those two Knights that long to find their unit’s room.” Rinne began walking again, slowing his usual pace down.
“Then let’s discuss it when we get in there,” Hokuto suggested.
“And if we all start in different locations?” Rinne raised an eyebrow.
“Hidaka-han,” Kohaku sped up a little to walk side-by-side with the other, “Mayoi-han saw something with yer unit.”
Hokuto snapped his head in his direction, only giving a stern, but pleading look for him to continue. “He saw ya and Akehoshi-han arguin’ quite fiercely ‘bout somethin’ in a school hallway. Then, he saw Akehoshi-han talkin’ ta some masked man an’ followin’ him.”
The older teen paused in deep thought, barely muttering, “Could the entity be that masked man?”
“HiMERU doubts it.” The blue-haired idol spoke abruptly, “Considering we will be going through multiple universes, that masked man could easily be something from a specific universe.”
Hokuto gave a curt nod in thanks to the younger teen regardless before continuing to mull over what he was told in silence. Niki poked Rinne in the ribs, “It might be a minute for Isara-kun and Akehoshi-kun to arrive since they were at the dorms in that call. Maybe we should at least discuss some of the visions while we can with Hidaka-kun?”
Rinne chewed on his lower lip, taking a moment to dart his eyes around the hall before whispering to the idol in question, “Hidaka-san, we’ll try and fill ya in as quickly as we can, but ya might have to relay that info to the others once inside.”
He gave him the rundown of what Aira had seen, wincing slightly at the side-eye the other gave Kohaku briefly, including the ones that seemed to occur in ES while they will, presumably, be dealing with universe hopping. Hokuto looked at the group and spoke in a hushed tone, “Does anyone outside of this group know about the visions involving ES?”
Silence.
“Well, Eichi-kun and Sakuma-kun were there with me at that time. So they know.”
“But they’re stuck in that room. How will they relay that information to the others?” Hokuto looked exasperated finding out they massively overlooked a critical issue.
“Can’t they still communicate in that call?” Niki supplied helpfully.
“Tha’ thing can hear them. If we are ta stay a step ahead of it, shouldn’t we ‘ave people find a way ta communicate tha’ kind o’ information under it’s radar?” Kohaku tilted his head in thought as he whispered.
“What about Aoba?” HiMERU leaned forward as he whispered, “He recalls he and Sakasaki communicated with a radio. Maybe he might have another one or several to hand out discreetly?”
Rinne’s eyes lit up as he grinned at the idea, “Good call, Merumeru. That entity is connected to the network and Hold Hands, but it can’t access a radio.”
“But wouldn’t Sakasaki’s radio pick up what is being said?” Hokuto grimaced.
Rinne tapped him on the nose, smirking slightly at the bewildered look, “Not if they are on different frequencies. Or if they aren’t part of the same set.”
“Let’s make sure Aoba-kun knows, then.” Niki gave a gentle smile.
As they turned a corner, just before the fated door, a clanging was heard above them in the vents. Now that Mayoi wasn’t in the building, Rinne dreaded what was going on up there. A shadowy substance began leaking through one of the vents in the ceiling, reforming on the ground as that creature from the elevator shaft. It turned to the group and simply crouched down in the middle of the hall, waving both of its hands at them. A grey-blue tongue licked at its razor-sharp teeth, lacking any lips to cover them.
Rinne suppressed a shiver as he knocked on the door. Tsumugi quickly answered, simply waving a finger at them to invite them in. Rinne leaned down to the smaller man’s ear as he stepped to the side, “See if ya can get a radio on a different frequency to the other out there. We need to stay one step ahead of this thing, and some visions pertained to shit happening here in ES.”
Tsumugi merely nodded in understanding. Just as the last of the group filed in, a familiar feminine voice called out, “Tsumugi-kun!”
Rinne looked out of the corner of his eye and felt his heart drop seeing Anzu standing there. The two chatted quickly, the producer’s arms filled with some packages, before Tsumugi got an idea. “Oh, since you’re going to the dorms and need to drop some things off for Saegusa-kun, do you mind if you deliver these to Sora-kun and Saegusa-kun for me? I’m sorry for the extra trouble.”
He quickly picked up a box, Rinne just barely catching “radios” in fine print on the label. Tsumugi handed the small-ish box to Anzu before taking a quick moment to write two small notes, “Sora-kun needs one and the rest can go to Saegusa-kun. I would deliver it myself, but I’m afraid my work here is going to keep me for a while and this is a time-sensitive delivery.”
“Ah, no problem! Is there anything else?”
Tsumugi whispered something to her, possibly about which frequency to tune into when they got the radios. She hummed in acknowledgment before saying her goodbyes. He waved her away until a look of shock suddenly appeared.
He turned back to the room, closing the door softly.
The voice boomed again through the computer, “We will wait for the other two to arrive. They should be here shortly. Please be ready.”
“Right, I’ll just begin the syncing process, then.” Tsumugi gestured to the five of them to take a seat on the extra cots he pulled out. Two more makeshift beds were set up on the floor with some blankets and boxes.
They each took a seat, Hokuto and Rinne choosing to take the floor beds on their own claiming that it was a style they were used to growing up. Kohaku attempted to retort but promptly stayed quiet when Rinne gave him a look that meant this wasn’t up for discussion.
Tsumugi started with Rinne under the guise of showing them what the process was and what it entailed. He wiped down each node with a cloth before sticking them to various parts of Rinne’s body before whispering, “That box had eight radios plus some backups just in case. I told her to tell them the frequency to tune it into and Sora-kun will have the master radio. I’m sorry, but since I’m being monitored by this entity by proxy, I can’t risk being the one in charge.”
Rinne merely nodded and hummed in thanks. His attention turned serious as his face stayed relaxed, “What got ya that spooked earlier?”
Tsumugi stalled for half a second before resuming putting more nodes across Rinne’s face, “One of those monsters was in the hall in front of Anzu-chan.”
Rinne’s eyebrows briefly shot up in surprise before returning, “Oh? I didn’t hear a reaction…”
“That’s the thing,” Tsumugi very subtly turned his head towards Hokuto and HiMERU nearby who each gave a barely noticeable nod, “Sagami-sensei and Kunugi-sensei waved her over from behind it and she walked right through the creature.”
Rinne’s lips parted as a restrained look of bewilderment contorted his facial expression, “They don’t see it?”
“I don’t think so. I don’t get why though. Everyone else can.”
Rinne paused a moment, lifting his other arm for more of the nodes to be added, “You’re part of the Mystery Researchers Circle, right? This thing has got to be paranormal or something along those lines, so what’s the likelihood of this thing being that all-powerful and navigate systems it shouldn’t know how to operate right out the gate?”
“…What are you suggesting?” Tsumugi finished with Rinne’s setup before shuffling slightly over to Hokuto, the others leaning in with faux curiosity.
Rinne watched the nodes getting placed on the other idol, “What if that doorway ya opened was closed a lot sooner than this thing is letting on? And that it’s not fully in our world, power and all? What if it only acts like it's in full control but can only show itself to a limited number of people?”
Tsumugi’s eyes lit up behind his glasses as he worked, “That would explain why three members of the P-Association can’t see the creatures it summoned. They can see the after-effects of the creatures and the entity with the issue with Hold Hands, but not the physical and audio presence. Perhaps only the idols can perceive it. It might also explain why the second voice is in there but not out here with nearly as much presence.”
“Which is why it would need those artifacts, right, Amagi-senpai?” Hokuto darted his eyes over to the redhead as he mumbled.
“That’s my theory. Those artifacts probably can help it reopen the doorway directly and release itself.”
“Still doesn’t give us an idea on how to put that thing back where it came from,” HiMERU muttered as Tsumugi moved over to start on his node network.
“From my experience, something paranormal typically needs to be exorcised only after we learn critical information about it. We may need to find out the identity of this entity before we can come up with a solution.” Tsumugi answered the other idol, making quick work of this nodal network.
Before he could begin working on Niki, a knock sounded on the door. Tsumugi stood up to answer it, quietly allowing Subaru and Mao to enter and gesturing to a cot each. Rinne huffed his exhale, “Ya two made it here quick.”
The two younger teens gave slightly annoyed looks towards the eldest man and chose their cots. Rinne leaned in so that their new soon-to-be-fellow-comrades could hear as Tsumugi finished his work, “Listen, whatever happens, try and stick together. Akehoshi-paisen and Isara-san, Hidaka-san will fill ya both in on some of the visions and other things we discussed when we get in there. Do not let anyone, especially Alkaloid, out of your sight. Anything, and I mean anything happens or comes up, we have to let each other know immediately.”
The idols in the room nodded. Subaru, with a kind expression, turned towards Hokuto, “Hokke~, don’t make such a sour expression. We’ll get through this, together.”
Mao gave his own kind smile to his unit leader, “He’s right. I don’t doubt it will be rough, but we’ve been through rough before. We can do this.”
The dour expression he had faded, being replaced by a small smile as Hokuto whispered, “Thank you, both of you.”
The entity crackled to life on one of the monitors on the far side of the wall, “Now then, I believe we’ve been waiting long enough.”
“Ah, I just need to start the syncing application before I can send them in. It will just be a few more minutes while the nodes gather their biometric data.”
“Very well. Once finished, do not hesitate to start. I’ll be waiting.”
The monitor screen turned black.
~*~
Ibara sat at his desktop, glaring at the floor in contemplation. Hiyori leaned back on Ibara’s office couch with his arms crossed, a mix of worry and thoughtfulness in his eyes. Jun was pacing back and forth in the office, jaw set tight with brows furrowed.
A knock on the door startled the three out of their thoughts. Ibara pushed his glasses back in place, taking a moment to eye the camera, “Jun, could you please get that? I can’t exactly leave at the moment.”
Jun opened the door to be greeted by Anzu, who looked slightly out of breath, “Ah, Anzu-san? What brings you here?”
Ibara and Hiyori perked up at the mention of ES’s favorite producer. Anzu deeply inhaled then exhaled before speaking, “Tsumugi-kun needed me to get this package to Ibara-kun, along with this note, he said it was time-sensitive.”
She passed the note to Jun whose eyes lit up upon reading it. “Ah, thank you. Ibara is a bit busy right now, but I can give him these for you.”
Anzu nodded before she remembered, “Oh! He said Sora-kun needed one of what’s in the box, so may I have it opened so I can do that for him?”
“A-ah, sure!” Jun placed the box in the office and began cutting open the box’s tape. Each item was individually boxed itself, making twelve in total. He handed one to Anzu, who nodded her thanks and farewell before leaving.
Hiyori came over to peak at the contents but pouted at not being able to identify them. He was about to say something when Jun pushed a finger to his lips, then another one to his own, before showing him the note:
Please, get these out to as many people as you can discreetly! That thing can’t access radio waves and we need to start getting ahead of this thing if we want to beat it! Sora-kun will have the master radio and you all will communicate on 463 MHz and mustn’t have the volume louder than 12 so it can’t be picked up by the cameras. Rinne Amagi mentioned that some of the visions had to do with ES, so if anyone else knows about what Alkaloid saw, contact them first! DO NOT LET THAT THING KNOW WE HAVE THESE!
Jun cleared his throat to catch Ibara’s attention. Once he got it, he made a show of darting his eyes around the room before landing on him and gesturing to the box and note. Ibara blinked before posing a question to the voice via the call, “Does one person need to stay on camera all the time or can we all be around our respective rooms?”
The voice spoke through the static, “I’ll request one person stay in front of the camera to partially confirm that no more than one person has left and to ensure one of each of you is watching the trial. I’ll be able to see elsewhere if there is more than one missing from each room.”
“Thank you for the clarification. Your Highness? Could you take my place? I need to stretch my legs for a second.” Ibara gestured for Hiyori.
Hiyori made a show of harassing Ibara before taking his spot, giving an encouraging smile to those on the other end. The bespectacled idol approached Jun with a raised eyebrow. Jun showed him the note and very quietly opened one of the smaller packages to reveal a handheld radio. The Deputy Director wore a proud smile and grasped Jun’s shoulder in encouragement.
“Before we start, may I have everyone present?”
Jun carefully laid the radio back in the box before he and Ibara returned to the desktop to stand behind Hiyori. The other idols began filling the screen, the remaining three of Eden lowering their shoulders in relief at seeing Izumi and Leo with the other Knights.
“Now then, I’m going to add one more rule. Well, more like an obstacle, really. Your leaders will be able to communicate with you all only through this call, but you won’t be able to respond to them. Can’t make it too easy!” The voice changed the setting in the call to isolate Room 6-66.
Ibara was glad that the camera cut off just below his nose in the video feed as he darted his eyes to share a knowing look with Jun. Ibara leaned down so his face was fully in the camera’s vision, “Are we allowed to start sending people out now? Or do you wish for us to wait?”
The voice’s cackle was like a rusty door that was in deep need of an oiling for the hinges, “Kehehehe! Eager, aren’t we? Though time is of the essence, I suppose, if you want to ensure your friends will come back sooner.”
Sora didn’t hide his expression whatsoever, making a curious face, “Ooohh~ Since we are over in the dorms, will we get penalized if we leave the property? Or will we be allowed to go to the ES building and vice versa?”
The voice didn’t respond for a second, “I will allow movement between buildings owned by ES. Anywhere else is strictly prohibited.”
“Okay!~” Sora beamed.
“In that case,” Ibara cut in, “may we start with organizing the first crew?”
The voice was dismissive, “Yes, yes. Go ahead.”
“Very well, I will volunteer first for my room, and I suggest the rest of the crew meet up in ES’s lobby, barring those in the dorms, to begin organizing our search there! The one at the dorms can start by looking room by room on their floor first!” Ibara saluted.
Everyone in Knights turned in shock at hearing Ritsu, “I’ll go, too~. Someone needs to have some supernatural experience~.”
Ibara kept his pleasure from surfacing. He was hoping someone, whether from the Mystery Researchers Circle or anyone with paranormal experience, would come along to provide some insight.
“Sora will go!” The blond happily raised his hand high, “Sora will make double sure to leave no stone unturned over here!”
He was hoping Sora would stay put to get the radio from Anzu, but he couldn’t voice that without letting on about their secret weapon. He noticed Natsume and Tsumugi also seemed quite against Sora leaving, but neither was able to voice their discouragement, either.
“Count me in,” Koga stood up harshly from his seat in what appeared to be a practice room. Kaoru looked like he was about to tell him no before Adonis stood between the two and sided with Koga. Rei could be heard giving a low chuckle.
“As the eldest of RYUSETAI, I will go to represent them!” Chiaki stood proudly. It was the first time Tetora looked like his usual self today.
Keito nervously looked between his unit mates on screen. Kuro and Souma stared at each other before Kuro stood first, “I shall go.”
Yuzuru stood gracefully, patting Tori’s hand away as his Young Master tried to pull him back down, “I shall also offer my services for this first search.” Eichi’s smile was warm but his eyes held the unmistakable look of worry.
Nazuna stood up giving each of his two available Ra*bits members a hug, “I’ll go, too. Don’t worry you two, Nii-chan will be back before you know it.” The former leader of the idol unit gave a thumbs up to the camera and a fist pump, no doubt to encourage Tomoya from afar.
Ibara counted: himself, Yuzuru, Nazuna, Kuro, Chiaki, Ritsu, Koga, and Sora over at the dorms. While he wasn’t thrilled to have Yuzuru per se, he didn’t doubt that the other’s expertise could come in handy when it came to analyzing and deducing. Ritsu had experience and knowledge of the paranormal and supernatural, so he was indispensable, as was Nazuna for his involvement in the Mystery Researchers Circle. He couldn’t say much about Kuro, Koga, and Chiaki, but every man counted at the moment.
Tsumugi’s voice softly spoke, “The synchronization process is done. I’m sending them in now.” He proceeded to instruct the seven individuals to close their eyes and count backward from ten when he said to.
“About time. Now, the rest of you, do be careful wandering around the complexes. As I said, my humanoid pets are quite obedient, but the others not so much. You could try and fight back if caught, but your Amagi Hiiro has shown it is quite difficult. Take care not to end up on their menu while you search about. It would be quite upsetting for everyone to see you die so horribly in front of them.”
Ibara sneered before stiffly standing up and walking towards the box of radios offscreen. He gave a salute to the two before quietly exiting the room with the box.
~*~
10…
Rinne closed his eyes, taking a deep breath.
9…
8…
7…
It would all be okay. They would get Hiiro and the others out.
6…
5…
Stay strong. Think carefully.
4…
He felt a tingling sensation begin to overcome his limbs. He allowed himself to let the sensation wash over him, as instructed.
3…
2…
There was a lightness in his body. It was as if he was beginning to float.
1…
Then he felt himself fall.
…That wasn’t part of what to expect.
Rinne opened his eyes as he fell two feet and nearly slammed his face into the ground had he not caught himself on his forearms. He groaned in pain, taking a moment to rub his forearms and knees, “Ooowww! I thought ya said we would be teleported into the liminal space not fall into it!”
His wireless earpiece crackled with Tsumugi’s voice, “Th-that shouldn’t have happened! I used the same coordinates as I did with Alkaloid and they were fine!”
Hokuto and HiMERU joined shortly beside him, both not nearly as lucky to catch themselves as Rinne had. Had he not stood up shortly after, Rinne could have sworn Hokuto must have sprained or broken his ankle with the way he harshly fell on it. HiMERU fell backward and must have hit his head judging by how gingerly he rubbed the back of it.
Kohaku and Niki managed to stay upright when they teleported in. Rinne remembered the kid did have a pretty good sense of balance most days, and Niki balanced dishes as a waiter nearly every day, so perhaps they were more accustomed. Isara crumpled like a sandcastle in a tidepool when he hit the floor, landing on his side and holding his shoulder lightly as he hissed out his pain. Subaru, with all the flair and luck that he somehow possessed, actually made a decently cool entrance as he rolled right as he touched the ground, leaving himself mostly just disorientated.
“It is its own world! Of course it won’t be exactly as it was last time! The space moves on its own!” The voice sounded exasperated like it was dealing with children who weren’t grasping a basic concept for the hundredth time.
Rinne huffed a growl, “Yeah, yeah, we’re not here for a geography lesson or whatever.”
Taking a moment, it looked similar to what he saw from Alkaloid on the monitor. The whole world looked like it was made up of polygons, all white and grey. Some shapes towered over them while the ground itself would occasionally rise and fall as if they were hills. Sometimes there was a crevice, too. Rinne thought a moment: Huh, kind of looks like a forest, in the most abstract of ways. Seems easy to get lost in, too.
“Where’s Alkaloid?” Kohaku darted his head around the area, finding no other signs of life other than themselves.
“Like I just said, the space moves. Alkaloid is elsewhere. Not like it matters since you all will be seeing them shortly.”
A distant roar echoed across the polygon landscape. All the idols stood at attention.
The voice merely chuckled, “Sounds like my pet with Alkaloid is getting impatient. I’ll make this announcement brief, then. I will issue a challenge with each universe. You complete it? Nothing remarkable will occur. Fail it? Suffer a punishment. For this universe, if you complete it with 7 or more of your group alive, you succeed. If you complete it with less than 7 alive, those who lived will face a harsher universe next while those who died will be spending that time hanging out in this liminal space, potentially facing my pets, talking to me, or just walking around aimlessly. These punishments will not count towards your required 3 consecutive universes, as all 11 of you need to be part of the same universe.”
Hokuto harshly spat, “Anymore you gonna add on last minute!?”
“Just remember, everyone is watching. I may throw in some obstacles or choices periodically as you navigate your way through the universes, so do be careful, think wisely, and be quick on your feet!”
With that, Rinne saw the floor dissolve away, causing him to fall. He didn’t see anyone else go with him. It was all a blur before he blinked and his eyes refocused.
He was in a college lecture room, or at least what he thought it was. He sat in the fifth row, near the window. It seemed the sun was beginning to set on the horizon, bathing the room in an orange and yellow glow.
Huh. Smoother transition than I expected.
He peered down at the desk only to immediately start patting himself down as he realized he changed clothes. He was no longer in his usual Crazy:B uniform. Just a simple, long-sleeved, white button-up with grey-plaid pants. He felt his hair and eased as he felt his usual black hairband. At least that didn’t change.
He felt his phone buzz in his pocket.
Weird. Didn’t know my phone came with me.
Pulling it out, it looked like his phone at ES. Opening it up, it appeared normal too, with the marked exception of no Hold Hands app. Actually, several of the apps related to his idol activities were gone. He swiped away the notification about the weather and pulled up his Messages. The last one sent was to a group chat.
His eyes widened as he took note of the names in the group. Tatsumi. Mayoi. HiMERU. The chat seemed to be about meeting up after lectures for some sort of get-together on the last day of finals. Something to do with having one last outing as a group before they graduated and went to college and to meet in Class 3-2.
Ah, so this is a high school…Huh, never went to one before. Good thing I’m already in the classroom.
…
Wait a minute, how do I know that?!
You’re a student at this school, Amagi Rinne. You are fulfilling a role. Of course you will know information or have memories pertinent to this universe.
Rinne grounded out, “Again with this talking in my head shit!? Do ya ever fucking quit!?”
Hehehe…Very well. I’ll speak to you again later. If you believe in a god…pray to it that you won’t hear me again until after this universe is finished. Good luck.
Rinne mocked it after his headache subsided, “Good luck, my ass…” He noticed he had his grey blazer tied around his waist and a card holder clipped to his breast pocket. Taking the card out, he read the words emblazoned in gold on the navy background: Seisoukan Senior Academy.
Hmm, seems like some details from our world leaked over. That’s definitely the idol apartments at ES.
Just then, one of the sliding doors to the room opened, revealing a pale HiMERU also in a similar uniform, though he wore his blazer properly with it buttoned up halfway and a black tie. His usually half-lidded citrine eyes widened considerably for a moment upon seeing Rinne before returning to their normal state. “Well, that was certainly different.”
“Tell me about it.” Rinne heaved a sigh as he sprawled out in his chair, half talking to himself as the back of the chair jabbed his shoulder blade, “Damn, ya think such a ritzy school, having an amphitheater for a high school classroom and all, would have splurged a little on comfier chairs.”
“Not all that important, Amagi.” HiMERU scolded.
“I know, I know!” Rinne raised his hands in mock surrender before sighing and resting his chin in a hand, “Did that entity talk to ya, too? Or at least have a weird experience so far?”
A fine, blue eyebrow rose, “How so?”
“Like,” Rinne waved his other hand in the other as he attempted to find the right words, “Like knowing shit about this universe that ya really shouldn’t know? Or that entity mocking and threatening as per usual?”
HiMERU held his chin with two fingers in thought, “Well, he did find it disconcerting that he automatically knew how to find this room despite not having been in this building before. However, the entity did not speak to HiMERU.”
Rinne snapped his fingers before making a finger gun at the other, “Exactly. That thing said that we are basically ‘fulfilling a role’ in this universe so we’ll automatically know certain things or have specific memories because the situation calls for it, or something.”
HiMERU leaned against the first curved row with his arms crossed, “How convenient.”
Rinne flopped his finger gun down on the desk, beginning to tap out a rhythm from his and Niki’s duo songs from way back. “Have you seen or heard from-”
Speak of the devil and he shall be summoned. Tatsumi opened the door to the room with Mayoi by his side. Rinne practically jumped from his chair and over the desk, “Holy shit!”
“Tatsumi! Ayase!” HiMERU stood quickly.
“HiMERU-san!” Tatsumi was almost about to run into the room when he quickly grabbed hold of Mayoi who seemed to have been leaning on him quite heavily as to nearly fall over from the movement.
Damn, Mayoi-chan already looks like he’s been through hell.
Rinne cautiously approached as Tatsumi settled Mayoi on the nearest chair. Both wore the same uniform, though Tatsumi had a lighter grey sweater and black tie under his half-buttoned blazer while Mayoi wore his blazer open with an untucked button-up and tie. The latter held his head in his hands, shaking quite noticeably and his bangs hid his eyes.
HiMERU gently laid a hand on Mayoi’s shoulder, “Are you alright, Ayase?”
“Alright…?” Mayoi whispered before lashing out, “ALRIGHT!? You know damn well I’m not alright! That damn thing took us hostage and broadcasted us getting attacked by some wolf-creature! After that thing attacked Hiiro-san it kept stalking and coming after us! It nearly dragged Aira-san away from me if it weren’t for Tatsumi-san stomping on its damn hand!”
Rinne rushed and yanked HiMERU back before Mayoi lunged for the other as Tatsumi tried to hold him back by an arm. After he pulled his unit mate a safe distance away, Rinne rounded on the duo, “Woah! What do ya mean it kept coming after all ya!? That fucker said it called the thing off!”
Were they being harassed the whole time we were discussing what the fuck to do!? And we were too busy talking to notice it if it was still on screen!
Tatsumi managed to nearly slam Mayoi back in the chair, gripping both of the other’s shoulders in a silent apology. He spoke sternly and far too softly to make out exactly what he said, but it seemed to deflate what rage Mayoi had. The purple-haired teen shakily whispered, “I-I’m s-s-sorry, HiMERU-san.”
The idol gently pulled away from Rinne and very carefully walked back over to the distressed teen. He kneeled to be at eye-level with the other, “It’s alright, Ayase. He’s sorry he asked such an insensitive question, especially after everything so far.”
He looked at his hand for a moment before holding it out to the other, “He cannot say he understands what you went through, and he’s sorry you had to go through it at all. But he hopes that we can all work together to stop this thing from hurting anyone else anymore.”
Mayoi barely managed to whisper an “okay” before accepting the hand with his own. HiMERU gently squeezed it to comfort the other while attempting to ignore the hot sparks rushing through his system at the contact.
Tatsumi sighed tiredly as he leaned against the wall, “Will someone please explain what was going on out there?”
Rinne crossed his arms and leaned against the podium, “How much did ya hear?”
“Other than the few times Tsumugi-san spoke to us and the bits of that…” Tatsumi spun his hand in the air looking for an appropriate word, “That thing when it spoke before it cut us off, not much. It was like listening to half of a conversation.”
“More like a third…” Mayoi mumbled with his head still hanging low.
“You may wanna sit for this, Tatsumi-chan. It’s a lot.”
Rinne and HiMERU explained what had happened thus far to the duo, barring the secret radios until they could tell them about it in a bit more secrecy. They were being watched, after all.
Tatsumi slowly ran a hand through his hair as stared at something off in the distance. Mayoi shook his head, “Just when I thought the nightmare was over…”
Still looking like he was mentally somewhere else, Tatsumi questioned, “What have we done to anger God to deserve this?”
“We didn’t.” The way HiMERU said it sounded more like a warning.
“That’s why we need to fight back. Send this fucking asshole of an entity back to where it came from and make it regret ever fucking with ES.” Rinne hardened his gaze.
Mayoi shot up straight, nearly dragging HiMERU off his feet since he didn’t let go of the other. He quickly muttered an apology to the other and hoisted him back up before asking, “Where are the others?”
Rinne snapped his phone open in hopes of finding an answer, but his mouth ran quicker, “Hiiro and Niki go to a different school. We’re the only four at this one.”
He gripped his head as a sharp sting like someone was cracking his skull open with an icepick wracked his brain. “Oooowww! Why the hell is remembering or knowing shit in this universe so painful now!?”
“What do you mean?” Tatsumi looked on concerned.
Rinne waved his other hand as if he was dismissing someone, “That entity said something about how we’ll have knowledge and memories about this universe ‘cause we’re filling some sort of role. Fucker said nothing about it being painful, though.”
“Maybe it has to do with everyone in this trial?” Mayoi guessed.
HiMERU looked thoughtful for a moment, “Amagi, you said Shiina and your little brother were at another school and that we are the only ones here.”
“Yeah,” Rinne pulled up the last message he sent to Niki before finding a picture that nearly made him drop it in shock, “Holy shit, Kohaku-chan and Ai-chan are at that school, too.”
The four gathered around to look. Niki had sent something about how they were going to be a bit late to meet up with them due to some sort of school festival activity and wanting to do “that thing” Mayoi told them about before Aira would transfer schools the next day. In the picture, Niki was just barely seen throwing a peace sign with his tongue sticking out. Hiiro was next, throwing his own peace sign while holding a mop. Kohaku and Aira were side by side further back taking down decorations, not aware they were getting their picture taken.
“‘That thing?’” Tatsumi glanced at Mayoi.
“Before we get to that,” Mayoi shushed the priest, “You said members of Trickstar joined you. Where are they?”
Rinne checked his contacts but came up empty. A realization dawned on HiMERU addressing Tatsumi as he spoke, “Ah, aren’t those three supposed to enroll here next year?”
Tatsumi hummed in confirmation, “Mm-hm, I remember the rest of the student council was organizing a First-Year Day tomorrow for all the students who are enrolling next year. I believe those three had a lot of questions so we gave them our numbers.”
The two paused after that exchange. Mayoi seemed despondent, “Well that blew that theory out of the water.”
“Why the hell am I the only one getting headaches!?” Rinne groaned.
“Maybe the universe just hates you in particular, Amagi.”
“At any rate!” Rinne chose to ignore HiMERU’s jab, “At least we know ya two are on the student council together. Which one of ya is the Prez?”
Tatsumi pointed at HiMERU while the latter pointed one at himself. The two’s eyes widened as they stared at their own fingers. Rinne eyed the two, “Whose Vice Prez?
This time, the two fingers pointed to Tatsumi, but their expressions remained the same. Rinne gaped his mouth like a fish for a second before asking, “On a scale of 1-10, how bad of an out-of-body experience are ya both having? With the whole…innate knowledge and hands moving on their own deal?”
Both Tatsumi and HiMERU deadpanned, “20.”
Rinne blinked a few times before slowly turning his attention to Mayoi, “So, setting aside the creepiness of that, what was that ‘thing’ you apparently showed Niki?”
Mayoi was startled, “A-ah! That! I was hoping we could also do it! It’s called Sachiko’s Ever After Charm.”
Mayoi blinked a few times in silence. Rinne tilted his head, “Did ya get a headache?”
“…N-not quite? It was…a fuzzy, stuffy feeling.”
“Okay…? What’s the deal with this charm?”
The purple-haired introvert sat cross-legged in the chair as he fiddled with his braid, “So, basically it’s a charm to ensure the people who do this ritual-type thing stay friends forever. I saw it on the Internet along with something about Heavenly Host Elementary School.”
“Guess that’s why Niki wanted to do it with them,” Rinne hummed before he glanced at the other two, “Are ya okay? You’re both really pale.”
HiMERU glanced at Tatsumi who seemed to be lost in a flashback of sorts. The former called out slowly, “Tatsumi?”
Lavender eyes blinked in rapid succession as the man was startled out of whatever trance he was in. He drew a shaky breath, “I think…I know which visions pertain to this universe.”
“The newspaper…?” HiMERU supplied.
“…And that collapsing floor one.” If Tatsumi wasn’t already sitting he would have fallen to the floor with how shaky he was.
“W-what happened…?” Mayoi hesitated before reaching out for Tatsumi's shoulder.
Rinne looked at the introvert and the priest perplexed, “…Did ya guys not tell each other about the dreams?”
Tatsumi shook his head, staring intently at the floor. “No, it was news to all of us that we all had a similar dream when that entity said so. I’d imagine we were all too shaken up that we didn’t have enough time to collect ourselves properly before we had the job with Switch.”
HiMERU prodded the sullen man, “Tatsumi. We decided it would be best to share what we know about those visions, in case any one of us ends up in a position to change the outcomes. If we are to make it out of this sooner rather than later, we should pool our knowledge together.”
It appeared he hadn’t heard the other until he minutely nodded before speaking hoarsely, “The floor one…HiMERU-san, Kohaku-san, and I were there, in some sort of large room. HiMERU-san had just left that room to investigate something further before Kohaku-san turned around. He…he said something about how they had finally found me…before an earthquake hit and caused the floor below us to collapse.”
Rinne, guiltily he would admit, first thought about how two of his unit mates were going to be in danger and he was going to be nowhere when it happened. Not about how Tatsumi must be feeling now or when that will happen. He was concerned for just his own, and that thought started to sicken him. He came here to save everyone.
Sensing his leader was traversing dark waters, HiMERU asked, “And the newspaper? Remind HiMERU what you told him?”
Tatsumi shook his head before dismissively waving a hand, “It wasn’t much. Just a flash of looking at some sort of old newspaper. It mentioned something about Heavenly Host Elementary finally being torn down.”
Rinne snapped out of his thoughts hearing that. He slowly turned to Mayoi, sternly asking, “Do ya know anything about that school from the Internet?”
Mayoi shifted uncomfortably, “I-I guess it was the sight of the murder of three young schoolchildren, and a teacher fell down the stairs and died…and the principal jumped off the school’s roof when it was decided to close the school.”
Rinne turned back to Tatsumi, “That room with the collapsing floor. Did it look really rundown? Like falling apart rundown?”
Tatsumi wordlessly nodded. Rinne muttered, “Just like how Ai-chan described his. With that damn infirmary and…”
He darkly chuckled and shook his head. When he was done, he called out nonchalantly, “Oi, Merumeru, try opening the door.”
The idol slowly blinked, furrowing his eyebrows before standing up to slide the door. It wouldn’t budge, no matter how hard he pulled on it.
He turned back, finding all eyes on him. “I-it’s like it’s painted on.”
Rinne laughed like he had both lost his sanity and was only being polite towards the telling of a bad joke, “Oh, so this is where it’s gonna go, huh?”
“Let me guess, there’s a right way and wrong way to do that charm, yeah?” Rinne grinned, voice sounding strained.
“W-well it didn’t say what would happen if it failed…” Mayoi slowly withdrew himself.
Rinne clapped his hands like he was ending the discussion, sounding almost whimsical, “How much do ya bet that, once we do that magic charm we’re gonna get whisked away to some purgatory with that damn school as its setting and there will be a bunch of angry, vengeful ghosts trying to kill us?”
He was met with silence. A godawful, uneasy silence.
Rinne’s grin fell as his tone grew low and serious, “Here’s the plan. Niki and crew are gonna end up doing that charm and get sent into that hellscape. Somehow, Trickstar is probably going to end up there, too. Some of them may have an inkling about what might happen. Right now? As far I’m concerned, we’re the only ones who have a pretty damn good clue as to what will go down and what kind of danger to expect. We’re gonna go in there and help them get out.”
He gestured to Tatsumi, piercing blue eyes even with his lavender, “Your Lord knows those guys are not going to stand a chance.”
HiMERU interjected, “Oukawa-”
Rinne abruptly cut him off, voice getting louder, “Kohaku-chan does not deal well with horror situations! Ya remember how he was with that haunted house! He acts all big and tough but I can guarantee that he will be one of the first people to crack, with Ai-chan and Isara-san probably not too far behind! Akehoshi-paisen might be okay so long as he is with someone and Hidaka-san at least is level-headed enough to probably keep his wits about him! And as much as I love Niki, he is very much a wild card in this situation where he will either be running around with his tail between his legs or somehow be one of the only people keeping his head on straight when the going gets tough! If ya ask me, that is far too many people who are going to become easy fucking prey in there!”
“What about Hiiro-san?” Mayoi calmly asked, not showing an ounce of fear, “Your little brother knows martial arts, and even you know he is very smart.”
Rinne exhaled softly before lowering his voice, not meeting the other’s eyes that bore into him, “Yeah, yeah, you’re right. If this situation involved more physical dangers, I wouldn’t be as worried. However, I’m fairly certain that, hm, let’s say a good 90% of the dangers in this situation are spiritual in nature. His physical prowess is going to mean jackshit most of the time. The only thing that might keep his head on his shoulders longer is his smarts, but I’m not willing to take that chance.”
Rinne finally raised his eyes, filled with sadness, anger, and determination, to meet Mayoi’s teal ones, “No offense to ya, Mayoi-chan, but you’re not the only one who watched one of their loved ones get choked slammed and tossed around like a goddamn ragdoll while they couldn’t do shit to stop it…”
His voice began to crack, “Ya didn’t have to sit there and try to comfort a close friend of your brother’s as he tells ya that he saw your little brother die in your arms in that godforsaken school.”
He ignored the horrifically shocked looks of Tatsumi and Mayoi. He slapped away HiMERU’s hand that reached out for him before continuing in a low tone, “I’m going to tell ya both this since ya didn’t hear it. I vowed, even with my dying breath, that I would take this asshole down so that no one else would have to endure both what we and those back at ES are going through. I was willing to put myself on the line to save Niki, Kohaku-chan, and HiMERU. I’m willing to do it again. Not like we have a choice about going or not since we can’t leave.”
He wasn’t sure which silence he hated more. The tense one, or this stunned one currently suffocating him. Mayoi bent down into his school bag that he hadn’t noticed he had brought in and pulled out a box cutter and a sheet of paper with a simple doll outline on it. “Give me a moment to cut this out and we can do the ritual.”
It was quiet for over a minute, save for Mayoi deftly and delicately carving out the paper doll. Rinne looked out the window as he finally spoke again, “I shouldn’t have raised my voice like that.”
HiMERU knew that was the closest the other would get without directly apologizing. Tatsumi spoke what was on HiMERU’s mind, “It was warranted, though.”
A brief pause followed before Tatsumi clarified, “That brutal honesty. Since that thing seems to like to manipulate any little thing it can, it’s best that we are honest and don’t hide anything from each other. The less the entity can manipulate the better.”
HiMERU scrolled through his phone before pausing, a look of awed confusion making his eyes squint, “Look through your photos. Go back far enough and the pictures you took on your phones in our universe are there.”
Rinne pulled his out and kept scrolling through his albums. Sure enough, he spotted several pictures he remembered taking before the variety program earlier that day. “So are these our actual phones?”
“Maybe.”
Tatsumi airily laughed, earning a questioning glance from everyone, including Mayoi who briefly looked up from his careful carving. Tatsumi noticed the stares and waved his hands in the air in defense, “A-Ah! I was just musing about how odd it is to have our real photos with us while we’re traveling.”
Rinne gave a gentle smile at a thought, “Wanna take a picture of us four? Treat it like a time capsule or somethin’ like that?”
“Oh,” Mayoi muttered as he continued working, though a fond smile was present, “So that we can look back on it and be like ‘look at the shitstorm we survived, nothing could be worse than that’?”
HiMERU lightly chuckled, “He thinks it wouldn’t be that bad in that context.”
Rinne jumped from his seat near the window, “Alright! Mayoi-chan, once you’re done, get over here for a group bondin’ picture!”
“Eh!?”
Despite his surprise, Mayoi came over shortly after finishing the ritual doll. The four gathered close so that they could fit in the frame with Rinne on the far left, HiMERU and Mayoi in the center, and Tatsumi on the far right. After a few attempted pics, they finally got a decent shot thanks to Rinne’s shaky camera skills.
“Aannndd sent!” He sent a copy of the photo to each of their phones, “Let’s see if this photo stays after this universe! Kyahaha!”
“Ah, I didn’t quite think about that.” Tatsumi held his chin with two fingers.
“…I-I hate to be the wet blanket, b-but…” Mayoi placed a few fingers on the paper doll still on the desk, “Shiina-san’s group must have already done this by now…right?”
Dread slowly crept back into everyone, though determination flooded out the otherwise despairing situation. Rinne stepped forward first, “Alright, how do we do this ritual?”
“S-so each of us has to grab hold of the paper doll, then we each chant ‘Sachiko, we beg of you’ once per person in the group. Once we do, we rip a piece off the paper doll, like so…” Mayoi used the scrap paper to show what he meant.
“That’s it..?” Rinne blinked in surprise.
“Slightly morbid symbolism, but he supposes that is going to be par for the course for this universe.” HiMERU sighed.
“I have a feeling this will be the most normal thing in this universe.” Tatsumi heaved a similar sigh.
“B-before we start…” Mayoi trailed off, chewing on his lower lip.
HiMERU nodded, “Yes?”
Mayoi sighed as he bluntly stated, “Rinne-san, whatever happens, don’t lose your scrap of paper. Same with everyone else here.”
Rinne studied the other, “Did ya see something having to do with me losing it?”
Silence proceeded before Mayoi gently nodded, “You and Hiiro-san were walking together and then you began to panic because you lost your scrap. Hiiro-san said something about checking the outdoor walkway you both just came from…but when he left the door sealed shut in your face and separated you two.”
Rinne stared hard at the paper doll, “…That’s the exact place where Ai-chan said Hiiro was gonna die.”
Mayoi shakily put a hand on the older man’s shoulder, “I-I…I think that’s what will lead to Hiiro-san’s…incident. And…”
“And…?” Tatsumi prodded.
Mayoi shook his head, a grimace of a frown briefly forming, “I-I don’t know if m-my theory would be correct, b-but it would be poetic irony that the very paper scraps that s-send us to that hell school m-might also be our ticket out.”
Rinne was solemn, “Would explain why I was panickin’ so much about it in your vision.”
“P-please! Everyone!” Mayoi sounded desperate, “Don’t lose these once we are done! Promise me that!”
“We all will, Ayase.” HiMERU was the first to grab hold of the paper doll, by the head.
Mayoi grabbed a leg. Tatsumi held onto an arm. Rinne grabbed the other leg. The priest asked, “Do we say the chant aloud or to ourselves?”
“Either or. To make sure we do this right, let’s say it aloud. Remember it’s ‘Sachiko, we beg of you’ once per person.” Mayoi advised one last time.
“One last thing,” Rinne interjected, “Whatever happens, do not separate under any circumstances. Don’t leave each other’s eyesight if ya can help it…And Tatsumi-chan…”
He waited for the priest to meet his eyes, “I get that you’re a holy man, but don’t think you’re invincible in that school. Those rules still apply.”
“Understood.”
“Merumeru, I get you’re not a spiritual man but-”
“He will heed any and all advice concerning the supernatural. HiMERU is aiming to survive just as much as he is going to help get everyone out.”
“Good. Did ya two have any other visions pertaining to that school?” Rinne asked one more time.
Tatsumi spoke out, “I’ve been pondering this since you mentioned what Kohaku-san relayed from Mayoi-san. The vision I saw was of Hokuto-san calling after Subaru-san in some sort of underground area before running off, with you and Shiina-san calling after Hokuto-san.”
“…Like a basement?” HiMERU glanced next to him.
“It looked more like one of those bomb shelters from the war.”
Rinne blinked in confusion, “Fucking bomb shelter in a school?”
Mayoi supplied, “The original Heavenly Host Elementary was built in 1952 before it was torn down in 1975. It could be possible if the bomb shelter was from the Cold War era.”
Rinne thought for a moment, piecing together the various visions, “Ai-chan’s vision of Hiiro’s…incident only had me, Niki, Hidaka-san, and Isara-san present…Mayoi-chan saw Hidaka-san and Akehoshi-paisen arguin’ in a school hallway…then Tatsumi-chan saw Hidaka-san call out for and chase after Akehoshi-paisen…”
HiMERU thought a moment before hesitating, “HiMERU thinks something bad might happen to Akehoshi…”
Rinne nodded in agreement, “Okay, game plan, when we are in there, find and group up with as many of the others as possible, but especially focus on Akehoshi-paisen, Hiiro, and Ai-chan. Ai-chan mentioned he saw himself enter what looked to be an infirmary by himself, so that’s going to be the best place to start looking. Once we group up, that’s when we figure out a way to get the hell out of there. Do not separate under any circumstances, and don’t do anything stupid.”
They all nodded in agreement, Mayoi asking, “Ready, then?”
“Sachiko, we beg of you.”
“Sachiko, we beg of you.”
“Sachiko, we beg of you.”
“Sachiko, we beg of you!”
Rip.
The room was silent.
Rinne looked around in bewilderment. “That’s it? Did we actually do it right? What? No ghost girl coming to whisk us away? Did we not piss her off enough?”
A violent earthquake struck causing the four idols to grab onto the desks for stability. HiMERU shouted, “He thinks you pissed her off now, Amagi!”
“Well, there’s more where that came from! Bring it!”
The ground collapsed below them, sending the four shocked idols plummeting into darkness.
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
I’m honestly surprised no one guessed Corpse Party yet, then again, I didn’t heavily focus on those visions nearly as much.
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Face Down (Japanese Cover) – Sunrise Skater Kids
Original by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlL5hhNiyrw
Rinne groaned as he blinked several times to clear the darkness from his vision. Except the darkness barely faded at all.
When his eyes fully adjusted he sat up from his position on the floor. He grumbled rubbing his lower back and the back of his head, “This universe should take tips from that liminal space entity on smooth transitions.”
He was met with a chilled, deathly silence, the only sound coming from the rain hitting the windows. Rinne glanced at the windows, seeing how dark, near pitch black, the outside was. Streaks of water ran down the glass panes. It wasn’t raining at their school, nor was it supposed to be the middle of the night. The sun was supposed to be still setting, last he knew.
Looking around, it appeared he was in some sort of old classroom. An old-fashioned chalkboard hung at the front, nearly spanning the whole wall. There were a few broken-down desks that looked like they could fit an elementary school student. Some of the floorboards, dark in color, were broken or missing completely, revealing a dark, empty void below. The drywall had holes in various places or had peeling, stained, or outright torn wallpaper. The few places that had none of these were immensely dirty, appearing to look grey from the dirt and dust. No lights were on, making the whole room darker and more shadowy, and the place looked like it wasn’t going to have working electricity regardless.
Most importantly, he was alone.
“Tatsumi-chan? Merumeru? Mayoi-chan?” He called out. Silence answered.
Great, just as I feared. We’re all gonna be in different places.
He was about to stand up when he noticed he was still hanging on to his ritual paper scrap. A look of unsure panic took form as he padded himself down as he thought about a secure place to keep it. He looked at the cardholder, still snuggly attached to his shirt. It was a sealed container with a push-button clasp. He opened it up and took out the card, noticing, belatedly, that it was a school ID card, his smug face looking back at him. He folded the generous-sized paper scrap to fit with the ID card and resealed the cardholder, making extra sure that it wasn’t going to unclasp easily from his shirt.
Finally standing up, he dusted himself off before feeling his phone in his back pocket. Surprised to see objects on their persons came with them, he pulled it out. There was no signal available, but he figured as much from a supernatural purgatory. His battery was at 95%.
This universe-me at least keeps his phone charged way more than I do.
He turned the device’s flashlight on briefly to scan his surroundings before switching it off. He knew conserving battery life was going to be of the utmost importance if he was to keep his only reliable source of light available. The occasional flash of lightning from the storm will have to suffice otherwise.
Looking down, he picked up a broken, metal table leg that probably came from one of the desks, one end coming to a jagged point. Even if a good portion of the dangers in this purgatory were going to be supernatural, if there were any physical dangers, he wanted to have something just in case.
There were no papers or anything written in his room to start giving clues so he turned towards the door, the old-style paper sliding doors he was familiar with from his hometown, to leave. The door slid open surprisingly well, even if the sound of its opening felt jarringly loud in the silence. Stepping out, the halls were in as much of a rundown, dilapidated state as the classroom. The walls were half paneling, half drywall in much of a similar state. Holes in the floor dotted the place. No light. Same eerie silence.
He used his flashlight to take a quick look at his surroundings before shutting it off again. Looking at the sign above him, he started in Classroom 1-A. A noise to his right caught his attention. It was faint like someone shuffling around much farther away. He mentally battled with himself over following the noise or going left away from it. It could be someone, someone from his group. Could also be a ghost or whatever other danger this place held trying to lure him. In the end, his grip tightened on the table leg and he slowly made his way down the hall to his right.
Going further, he noticed a few rooms with their doors open appeared to look like offices of some sort, possibly administration or something similar. He stepped on a particularly creaky floorboard, which caused a loud, scuttling sound to come from the next room to his right. Rinne paused, shifting his grip on the table leg to a better position, before switching on the phone’s flashlight, keeping it on this time.
He slowly turned the corner to that room, noticing it to be an entryway where students would put their outdoor shoes with several rows of tall, wooden shelves lining one half of the area that blocked clear sight of the whole room. A few kids' shoes were scattered around. Rinne took a cautious step into the room. He shined the light over the room, not hearing a peep of noise nor the sound of rain outside, despite being so close to the front doors. Waiting for a second, he checked behind him down each hall before taking another step into the entryway, raising his table leg to hip height in preparation.
He was close to the first wooden shelf and stopped before he would come across the first blind spot. He called out, “Anyone there?”
Hasty shuffling was heard behind the third wooden shelf before someone darted out in front of him, startling him as he nearly dropped his phone and began raising his table leg out of instinct. However, he relaxed with a great relieved sigh, both out of realizing he wasn’t in danger and seeing the one person he was most worried about in this universe.
“Ototo-kun, don’t scare the shit out of me like that.” He breathed out softly.
Hiiro rushed over and embraced his brother harshly, almost squeezing the breath out of Rinne’s lungs at the force. Rinne took a moment to shut off the phone’s light and pocket it before returning the hug, albeit with just a touch less force. He felt Hiiro’s tears soak into his shirt before he heard the muffled whimpers. He ran his fingers gently through his little brother’s fluffy hair, shushing him soothingly.
“Shh, it’s okay, Hiiro…Ototo-kun, shh, don’t worry, your big bro is here.” Rinne whispered softly, tightening his hold on the younger.
It took a few moments for the whimpers to cease, the occasional sniffle being heard. The older brother was about to slacken his grip when an earthquake rocked the building. He instinctively wrapped his arms around his little brother’s head and pulled him closer, using his own body as a shield. The shaking subsided and some of the fluorescent light tubes flickered to life, the wires probably shifting from the earthquake.
He only released his hold on the other after the stillness lasted several more seconds, shifting his hands to rest on Hiiro’s shoulders. “It’s over…Look at me for a second.”
Hiiro dutifully did as he was told, albeit shakily and slowly. He was wearing black dress pants with a navy blue blazer fully buttoned over a creamy-beige sweater, black tie, and white button-up. Other than being dusty, he seemed okay. Rinne’s eyes landed on the other’s neck, spotting a small, dark bruise in the shape of a finger. He kept his anger in check as he began wiping away the tears still on his little brother’s face.
“I wanna go home…” Hiiro barely, but wetly muttered.
“We will…I have a few ideas on how we will do that, but we need more info. I need to explain a few things and ya need to tell me about your visions, okay? The more we know, the likelier we can stop more bad things from happening and get out of here sooner.” Rinne kept eye contact, giving a reassuring smile.
Hiiro nodded weakly. Rinne gave him a pat on both shoulders, “Let’s go back to the room I woke up in. We can sit there and talk.”
As he went to remove his hands, Hiiro grasped one of them in his own, lacing his fingers tightly and nearly gripping Rinne’s arm with his other. Rinne paused only briefly before lacing his fingers with Hiiro’s, too, grip tight but firm. He ruffled the younger’s hair before leading him back down the hall now partially lit by some working lights.
Normally, he would be trying to dissuade Hiiro from being so clingy with him. Right now, he wouldn’t even dare let go of the other. He wouldn’t admit to himself that he needed Hiiro’s presence just as much at that moment.
~*~
“…ru…n!” HiMERU could barely start to hear again.
“Hi…san!” He felt himself being shaken. That voice sounded oddly familiar.
“HiMERU-san! Wake up!” He forced himself to open his eyes, barely making out a greatly concerned Tatsumi in his vision.
“He’s awake, stop shaking him…” The blue-nette put a palm to his temple as he felt the beginnings of a migraine form.
The mint-haired idol gingerly helped the other sit up. Despite the relieved upturn of his lips, his tone betrayed his worry, “You were out for several minutes. I was worried you had a concussion.”
HiMERU scanned his surroundings to the best of his ability as his sight adjusted to the lack of light. They were in a very decrepit classroom. Half the floor on one side of the room had completely caved in while some holes in the wall were so deep they revealed the studs and old lath and plaster. He could hear the distinct sound of rain hitting the window panes. He felt his nose wrinkle at the smell of the place. Stale and cold. Mildewy, too.
“Damn Amagi being right,” HiMERU huffed, earning a gentle chuckle from the priest-idol.
He stopped rubbing his temple and blinked several times, “Where is Amagi? Or Ayase for that matter?”
What little serenity Tatsumi had faded immediately as he chewed his lower lip before answering, “I don’t know. I haven’t checked outside yet, so maybe there?”
“How have you not checked yet?” As much as he hated to admit it, he had to have Tatsumi help him stand back up, still feeling disorientated. Maybe he did hit his head.
Once the other was firmly standing, Tatsumi removed his hands to place on his hips, giving the other man a stern look, “Did you already forget that we aren’t supposed to separate for any reason?”
As much as he wanted to roll his eyes at how literal Tatsumi was taking the rule, there was a small bit of his mind that was relieved that the other didn’t just completely ignore the suggestions and wander off. Another portion was preoccupied with the inkling that Rinne had been right about potentially getting sent to different locations, especially if half of their group wasn’t in the same room.
“Anyways,” Tatsumi handed him a scrap of paper. HiMERU started at seeing it, looking at both of his hands before hesitatingly taking the scrap.
“How did he drop this already?”
“My guess is it was shortly after we landed here. I had just woken up and noticed you still passed out before I saw the paper nearly go off the edge,” Tatsumi gestured to the edge where the floor met the void a few feet away.
HiMERU dragged his eyes away from the edge to stare at the paper scrap, barely whispering out, “Thank you.”
“Certainly would’ve been a bad start otherwise,” Tatsumi gently smiled before pulling his blazer aside to reveal where his student ID card was tucked away in the pocket of his shirt, “I’d recommend putting it in the ID case and tucking it inside your clothes somewhere secure. Should keep it from falling out.”
“…Good call.” HiMERU took the other's advice and folded the scrap to slot inside the cardholder before unclipping it from his blazer and tucking it into his own shirt pocket, buttoning the pocket closed as extra security.
He was about to suggest they start looking when another, harsher throb of pain hit his temple. He nearly collapsed again if it weren’t for Tatsumi grabbing his arm and holding him upright. “Maybe HiMERU did hit his head…”
“We’ll have to find something to help with that. Since Aira-san foresaw himself near the infirmary, we should try going there. We can find some medication there and catch him, hopefully.” Tatsumi suggested.
“Not like we have anything else to do.” HiMERU began slowly making his way to the door before he stopped suddenly at hearing a hiss of pain.
He turned to see Tatsumi holding his knee. The other glanced up and waved away the apparent concern on his face, “I think I just landed on it wrong. It should be fine.”
“Tatsumi…” HiMERU felt the warning leave his lips before he could comprehend even thinking about it.
“It’s fine, HiMERU-san. I’ll walk it off.”
“Kazehaya. Tatsumi.” He spat out the harsher warning.
Lavender eyes turned downcast, not meeting citrine. HiMERU sighed to recompose himself, “Is it your bad leg?”
“…Yes.”
“…How long has the pain been going on?”
Tatsumi checked the watch the other didn’t realize he was wearing, on account of it being hidden under his sleeve. “…About ten minutes.”
He felt a sickening feeling gnaw at his mind, “How long was HiMERU out?”
“…About five minutes.”
HiMERU casted his eyes down to the floor. Leave it to Tatsumi to hide his pain. He muttered, “Why didn’t you-”
“I was worried about you, more. You hadn’t woken up at all and since I was awake the whole way here I-” Tatusmi stopped upon realizing his slipup.
“…You were awake the whole time? Because of your leg?” HiMERU shook his head in frustration. He took a few steps back.
“Hi-”
“Walk.” He waved a finger slowly towards himself as he commanded.
Tatsumi sighed before attempting to take a step. He attempted to hide the grimace and faltering of his steps as he put weight on the leg. He almost made it to HiMERU before the pain became too much, the other idol saving him from collapsing completely on the floor. HiMERU tsked, “You know, for someone not wanting to be a martyr, you have a real knack for becoming selfless to the detriment of your health.”
He didn’t expect the series of light laughter coming from the priest. In exasperation, he rolled his eyes, “What’s so funny?”
Tatsumi quieted his laughter some, “Sorry. Just got a flash of déjà vu. Reminded me of when you scolded me for discharging myself from the hospital so quickly after I collapsed from overworking myself. You said the same thing back then. I remember you were so mad you wouldn’t stop ranting at me for almost ten minutes straight. Though, I appreciate you being far more calmer this time around.”
HiMERU grew quiet, not meeting the other’s eyes as he remembered what that entity said on the phone. He whispered, “Some things never change.”
After one more chuckle, Tatsumi stood as best as he could, “Let’s get moving. The infirmary will probably have something I can use to make a splint to help out. What do you say? I’ll be your head and you’ll be my leg in the meantime?”
“Fair enough.”
HiMERU repositioned himself to have Tatsumi’s arm over his shoulders to support his bad leg. Once they made their way to the door and slid it open, both men gagged as they were met with a grisly sight.
Blood and gore painted the wall and floor directly in front of their room. The source was the upper half of a girl’s body, the lower half nowhere to be seen, at its base. It was partially decomposed as maggots had long since taken place where her eyes should have been.
HiMERU turned himself around to block Tatsumi’s view of the corpse, mouth instantly covered with one of his hands as he muffled, “Don’t look.”
Tatsumi squeezed his eyes shut before immediately darting his eyes to some other corner. HiMERU took a moment to look down each side of the hallway, being careful to not catch another glimpse of the scene behind him. He muttered as he tried not to gag at the smell, “There’s a gap in the floor that way. We might be able to jump it…”
He paused remembering Tatsumi’s condition, opting to point down the left side, “Forget it. We’ll start looking this way.”
He glanced up to see they had just left Class 2-A before helping Tatsumi down the hall, carefully avoiding the holes in the floor as they went. It wasn’t until they made it a few feet away that HiMERU realized they had no clue as to where the infirmary was located. Judging by some of the trees he could just make out from the windows in their starting room, he could tell they must have been at least on the second floor. Whose to say the infirmary was on their floor to begin with?
Tatsumi’s sudden stop pulled him from his thoughts. The priest held a finger to his lips before he pointed just a few feet away. There in the shadows, making its way towards them on the floor was a slightly transparent girl…but only her upper half. She looked like the corpse they saw just moments earlier. She seemed to be muttering something as her lips were moving, but they couldn’t make out exactly what.
Tatsumi reached into the pocket of his pants, partially pulling out something with beads as far as HiMERU could see from his position. He was about to ask what the other was doing before he finally could make out what the girl was saying.
“…My…legs…”
He hadn’t realized he took his eyes off her to stare at Tatsumi at that point. The blue-haired idol turned back to look at the ghost girl, as surely that was what she must have been. She spoke faster, “My legs…legs…legslegs…legslegslegsmylegsmylegs- GIVE THEM BACK!”
The ghost lunged for HiMERU with just the use of her arms, a crazed, bloodthirsty look in her eyes as she screeched for the return of her legs. Tatsumi yanked HiMERU back before presenting the beaded object, his rosary, in front of them, shouting “Vade retro, Satana!”
The ghost girl collapsed on the ground two feet away, screeching now in pain. Deftly, Tatsumi revealed a small bottle of clear liquid from his fist that held the rosary, uncapping it and flicking a few drops toward the ghost. They landed on her, and a sizzling noise was heard before she faded away completely, echoing screech fading to nothing.
Tatsumi breathed heavily before recapping the bottle and putting it and the rosary back in his pocket. HiMERU stared at him like he grew a second head, “What…was that?”
“Seemed the girl’s spirit was unable to move on, given how she died.”
“Not that! What you did!”
Tatsumi blinked in confusion momentarily, “Ah…right. I forgot I never told you the extent of what I was taught. I know some basic Latin and can repel more minor spirits…”
“…So you can exorcise spirits? Certainly a useful skill to have in this universe.” HiMERU vaguely remembered him talking about how religious Tatsumi was, but he supposed that even he didn’t know the full extent.
“Sort of. It’s more like keeping them at bay. An exorcism is a far more lengthy, complicated, and dangerous process, not to mention extremely tiring for both the host and the priest. So long as I have a holy artifact or some holy water, I can manage lesser spirits, though I doubt its effectiveness on anything stronger.”
“…So that ghost could come back?” HiMERU eyeballed between where the ghost vanished and towards the other end of the hall where her corpse was found.
“Given that this must be some sort of spiritual purgatory, I’d imagine so…” Tatsumi had a strange, far-off look again.
HiMERU thought for a moment before tentatively prodding, “Something’s on your mind.”
“…She was so young…Her uniform…she must have been just a little younger than Aira-san…still in middle school…” Tatsumi’s eyes turned misty as he pressed a knuckle lightly to his lips.
The other idol could understand why the thought bothered him. Such a young kid, finding what seemed to be a harmless friendship charm and innocently wanting to do it with her friends that she cherished enough to wish to do something like that with…only to end up here, dying in such a brutal, horrible way alone. They only knew this would happen due to their circumstances. Her? She had no clue this would happen. For a spiritual man like Tatsumi, HiMERU could only imagine the sympathy he must be feeling and the sadness of seeing such a young girl become so malicious as a spirit.
“…While HiMERU does not wish to sound cold or callous-”
“I know,” Tatsumi beat the other to it, “We have our own to worry about…Besides…this is just another dimension, another universe…To us, ultimately, none of this is real…”
HiMERU didn’t quite know how to answer that. Was all of this truly not real, in the end? Granted, this is only possible with their subconsciouses having been partially separated, and their bodies are just fine in their universe. But…wouldn’t what they experience, see, feel, and do all real? Surely, their minds will remember all this, even if there is no evidence of it physically. Were they all supposed to pretend that this was all just one bad dream? Then again, while becoming too emotionally invested in an alternate universe would be foolish, becoming too callous and indifferent, surely, was just as foolish, if only for a different reason.
Tatsumi snapped his fingers in front of the other’s face, “HiMERU-san.~ You spaced out on me. I hope my words didn’t just make you have an existential crisis.”
Citrine eyes blinked in surprise before becoming slightly annoyed, a hand shooing the other’s out of his face, “Then if he did, he can blame it on you.”
Tatsumi breathily chuckled before getting abruptly cut off by the school shaking. An earthquake, it appears, hit, making the two men stumble, but otherwise stay on their feet. There was a loud clang from somewhere down the hall followed by a shout. When everything settled and stilled, they could hear a faint groan and complaint of “Damn it…”
HiMERU perked up at the voice, “That sounded like Oukawa…”
The two approached the door to Class 2-B. Upon opening it, they were met with a frightened, but still angry-sounding voice, “Wh-who’s there!?”
“Kohaku-san? Is that you?” Tatsumi called out before entering, eyes lighting up upon seeing the pink-haired teenager.
“Tatsumi-han? Thank fuck!”
HiMERU stepped in, “Oukawa, watch the language.”
“HiMERU-han, too!?” Kohaku called out from the front of the class, his leg stuck in some floorboards.
“Are you alright?” Tatsumi broke away from HiMERU to try and reach Kohaku sooner, but that proved to be a mistake as HiMERU had to catch him again before the troubled leg gave out a few steps away.
“I’d ask ya two ta’ same thin’. What happened?” Kohaku glanced between the two, “An’ why is part o’ yer hair purple, HiMERU-han?”
“…Purple?” HiMERU questioned as they finally approached the teen. His leg was stuck halfway up his shin in the floor, presumably when he backed up away from a fallen desk during the earthquake.
Kohaku gestured to the side of his face. Tatsumi turned and let out an underwhelming surprised sound, “Ah, it appears so. Both HiMERU-san and I had a harsh landing.”
Tatsumi went to brush the hair aside and choked back a gasp at the large gash hidden by HiMERU’s hair, still bleeding albeit it was showing signs of clotting. “That would explain your headaches, HiMERU-san.”
“…How bad?” HiMERU glanced between the two idols.
“Pretty bad, even from here.” Kohaku leaned back from his seat on the floor, “How do ya not feel that?”
Tatsumi had the other sit down, his own leg now feeling good enough to not need constant support. He knelt down to investigate Kohaku’s situation, grimacing at his findings, “The wood isn’t budging that easily. If we had a crowbar we might be able to dig you out by breaking the boards more.”
“Can’t ta’ both of ya do somethin’?” Kohaku raised an eyebrow.
“…Maybe?” Tatsumi looked at the older idol with a questioning look.
HiMERU scooted over to try and help Tatsumi pry a board away far enough for Kohaku to slip his leg out. However, when he tried to apply more force, his wound caused a severe throbbing, forcing him to stop and hiss in pain. Tatsumi shook his head, “That’s not going to happen.”
Kohaku tried pulling his leg again only to be met with a strangled grunt. HiMERU put a hand on the other’s knee to stop him, “Oukawa, the wood is digging into your shin. If you pull anymore, it’s going to cause an injury.”
“An’ if I don’t, I’m stuck here!” The youngest spat though he quickly lowered his head in apology upon the stern look his unit mate gave him.
“Let me check the room. See if there’s something like a crowbar we can use.” Tatsumi stood back up, wincing as he added more weight to his leg than he meant to. Kohaku gave HiMERU a raised eyebrow in question towards Tatsumi, only earning a small sigh and a shake of the head in answer.
Tatsumi came back after checking the cabinet behind them and a few of the desks to see if they could maybe get a metal leg to use. Unfortunately, his search yielded nothing. HiMERU sighed, “The only thing HiMERU can think of is to find some pain killers at the infirmary, wherever it may be. If not those, at least getting to Shiratori first will ensure there is another person to help free Oukawa.”
Kohaku glared at his leg before a thought came to him. “There’s a medical kit in 2-C. Looks new…”
Tatsumi tilted his head, “This school was torn down in the 70s, I doubt any meds from either the infirmary or a medical kit won’t be at least expired. It won’t be as effective, but it would be better than nothing.”
“Nah, t’was fer sure new…t’was on a…fresh body…” Kohaku stared at the floor away from the two men in front of him.
The two men grimaced at the thought. After another pause, HiMERU cautiously stood up, “Might as well go and get it. Once HiMERU has some pain meds and bandages, we’ll just need to wait a few minutes for it to kick in to try and free you.”
Tatsumi grabbed his wrist, “You realize we can’t leave him alone.”
“Neither can just one of us go and get the medical kit.”
“At least let me go get it. I can protect myself just fine despite my leg. You can barely stand upright without help.” Tatsumi glared disapprovingly.
“And if you run into a stronger spirit? Besides, you go, and Oukawa and HiMERU don’t have any protection in case a spirit comes to us.” HiMERU crossed his arms, returning the same glare.
Before they could bicker, Kohaku cut in, “It really isn’t tha’ far. Just next door. Ta’ med kit is just inside ta’ room. Should take no more than five minutes ta get it an’ come back.”
Tatsumi sighed as he pulled out his rosary and holy water, making HiMERU take the items in his hand, “Hang on to these. If a spirit does come, just repeat what I said earlier, ‘vade retro, satana’, then sprinkle a few drops of water onto it to repel.”
“So you’re going to leave with nothing!?” HiMERU didn’t mean to raise his voice.
“Not nothing,” Tatsumi pulled back the other side of his blazer to reveal a silver cross pinned to the clothing, “I still have this. It will protect me while I’m briefly gone.”
HiMERU pulled Tatsumi aside and spoke in a hushed whisper, “Are you serious right now?”
“You’re in no condition to fend for yourself if you are caught unaware or unprepared out there. At least with me-” Tatsumi returned the hushed whisper before getting cut off.
“Tatsumi, that rosary. This belonged to your father, correct?” HiMERU immediately remembered him telling him about how Tatsumi always carried his family’s rosary everywhere and never let it out of his sight. He could feel the alternating beads of turquoise and carved, polished wood weighing heavily in his hand, “Why are you parting with this so easily?”
Tatsumi bit his lip, his eyes refusing to meet HiMERU’s. The other idol glared at the priest, “There’s something you’re holding back, isn’t there?”
He remained silent before barely whispering out, “I wasn’t fully honest about those visions…”
HiMERU narrowed his eyes at the other, “What did you not tell him that night?”
“…There were two sets of visions with the collapsing floor. One where Kohaku-san fell with me and another…was you in his place. But they both played out similarly…with me and either you or him falling to our deaths, as well as me being injured by the time I entered that room.”
HiMERU stayed quiet until an accusation left his lips, “So you’re running away because you think you will cause one of our deaths?”
“No...no. There was another set of visions; one of me getting my arm broken by a spirit in 2-C and the other leaving that room unharmed. With both of those visions sets in mind…I’m thinking that the best way for all three of us to survive that encounter is for me to play my cards right in 2-C and not end up injured.”
“Or to not go in there at all.” HiMERU hissed.
“Trust me, HiMERU-san. I’ve been thinking about this ever since I talked with you and Koga-san that night. It doesn’t matter, I’m going to end up alone in that room one way or another at some point, and I refuse to let you get hurt because I’m too scared…” Tatsumi trailed off, biting his lip to recompose himself, “…I may not want to be a martyr, but given the situation we are forced into I’m willing to become that if it means the ones I care about survive, even if I’m deathly afraid of dying, albeit temporarily.”
HiMERU wanted to curse out the priest for being so damn selfless, for being a damn hypocrite as he sensed Tatsumi still was not telling him everything. Where was this kind of attitude during the situation at Reimei? Yet, something deep within himself knew that the other was right. As much as he or anyone else would like to help prevent these tragedies, perhaps there were some where there was no way other than the involved individual could change the outcome. Didn’t mean he trusted the priest whatsoever to not get himself into trouble.
Despite that, he realized he had to trust Tatsumi. He had to trust that the other was capable of navigating this on his own. He had to trust that Tatsumi would be alright.
With a long, slow exhale, HiMERU waved a finger silently at the other, “…Five minutes. No more.”
“I won’t need longer,” Tatsumi whispered back, giving the other a reassuring squeeze of the hand before leaving the room.
HiMERU sat back down with Kohaku, the latter giving him a curious glance before asking, “What was tha’ all ‘bout?”
The elder of the two sighed after a moment, “It’s a long story.”
~*~
Tatsumi managed to get to the door of 2-C within a minute, the pain in his leg having subsided greatly, though whether that was due to the adrenaline starting to work its magic or it was getting better he didn’t pause to think about. Sliding the door open, he spotted the body straight ahead with the med kit just a few feet away. The room only had one door at the front of the classroom with several cabinets lining the wall. Tatsumi eyed the cabinet closest to the door wearily.
He took a deep, steadying breath before speeding as quickly as he could into the room and grabbed the med kit. On his way back to the door, he heard the groaning of a ghost, as he expected. He whirled around and, without hesitation, presented his cross, cutting off the monologue the ghost would have begun in his vision. The cross alone seemed to be strong enough to repel the ghost on its own as it began to shake violently before pausing mid-fade as if it were frozen.
…That didn’t occur in any of my visions.
“Do you like the change?”
Tatsumi spun his head around the room upon hearing the entity’s voice, gritting his teeth, “So, what do you have planned this time? Or do you want to antagonize or threaten me like the others?”
“Hehehe…as I’ve told others, you have a role to play. Can’t have him give you all the ways to break the narrative.”
“Who? The second voice Amagi-san talked about? The one that tried to warn Mayoi-san when we were in the liminal space at first?” Tatsumi grew angry.
“Yes, yes, and the same one that warned you in your dreams about entering the liminal space to begin with. Not like it matters now since he is powerless to assist you otherwise.”
Tatsumi wryly grinned, “Oh? So giving us warnings about what’s to come is powerless? That must be quite something to see him in his full glory.”
“It’s the absolute most he can do at the moment, even then, those visions were merely fragments and not the full picture. Though, it is quite interesting to see how you managed to have a fuller picture of events in this world compared to others.”
“Ah, so you heard my conversation with HiMERU-san, then? And here I thought you would be leaving us to our own devices once we entered.”
“While it’s true I can’t be here watching you and out there watching ES at the same time, I do have my ways around that. I have someone I’d like you to meet.”
A figure stepped out from the shadows behind the frozen ghost, heavy leather boots making loud clunking noises on the wood. Tatsumi did a double take at the figure, having not seen it at all when he first entered. It certainly looked human. It was covered head to toe in black, the leather straps nearly everywhere glared in the dim light as did the several daggers in their holsters. It was hooded and the face was covered in a white mask. The eye holes were so black Tatsumi couldn’t tell if there were eyes behind them at all. Black lines trailed down from the eye holes like black tears all the way down to the bottom edge. The mouth area had only four black, vertical slots. It didn’t make a sound as it bore holes into Tatsumi’s soul, crossing its arms and leaning back as if it were bored. Otherwise, no emotions could be perceived or felt by it.
“I’d like you to meet my assistant. They will be keeping an eye on all of you whenever I can’t. As well ensure things run according to plan when needed.”
Tatsumi glared at the Assistant, not taking his eyes off them as he asked, “Why show your hand like this? Wouldn’t it have been more beneficial to not reveal you had an extra pair of eyes so soon?”
The voice darkly laughed, “Who said you would be getting that information to your friends anytime soon?”
The classroom shook slightly as a faint boom of an earthquake struck the dimension again. Tatsumi kept his gaze on the figure as he slowly started to step back towards the door.
“Don’t think you’re going to leave anytime soon. My assistant needs a practice dummy for a lesson I need to teach them. And you so happen to be in the right place at the right time.”
Tatsumi gritted his teeth into a snarl as he darted his eyes around. He froze when he realized he was beside the one cabinet he was weary of before entering the room. Gathering his courage, he took the last few steps back and tried to move the door, not letting the figure, who was still leaning on the far wall, out of his sight.
The door refused to open. Tatsumi felt his body become doused in a cold sweat.
“Now then, my assistant, it’s time to teach you how to channel my power. First, let’s start with getting your target back into position. Raise your hand in the air, palm towards you, and channel the darkness all around you. Even in the light, there will always be a shadow somewhere.”
The Assistant did as they were told. Tendril-like shadows streamed around their raised hand like a smokey mist.
“Ah, you are quite good at that! Now, let’s move your target back in front of that cabinet and keep him there. Direct your hand towards him and make a motion to grab him, then pull him to where he needs to be. Don’t let your hand go.”
The Assistant slowly directed their hand, palm facing outwards, towards Tatsumi. The shadowy tendrils extended beyond their hand, stopping mere centimeters from Tatsumi’s body. As much as he wanted to run, he found his feet were rooted to the ground in fear. There was a split second before they closed their hand, causing the tendrils to grab hold of Tatsumi. The Assistant roughly moved their hand to where they were aiming, causing the shadowy tendrils to yank the priest onto and across the floor harshly, knocking the wind out of him.
“Very good! Such a natural talent you have! Now, use your other hand to channel more darkness and direct it towards the cabinet. Make it slam on top of the man and hold it there. Only then can you let him go.”
Tatsumi’s eyes widened in terror. He struggled against the shadowy tendrils, thrashing as he poured every last bit of his strength into removing them. They refused to release him. When the Assistant was done channeling, they quickly slammed the cabinet down onto Tatsumi, releasing their hold on him only after he was securely under the furniture.
Tatsumi hacked up some blood as he felt his ribcage get compressed, for sure breaking a few of his ribs. One of his arms was pinned while the other was outstretched in front of him, sparing it from a crushing fate.
This is worse than what happened in those visions! If I have broken ribs, too, then…
“Precisely, young man. Your fate is sealed. Now, will you go down on your own, or will you want to have company when your time is up?”
Tatsumi hissed as he felt the cabinet get pushed down even more by the Assistant. He barked out, “I will not hurt my friends! If I die, then I will make sure God will protect them from any more harm by those in this school or by some entity who wishes to play God!”
“Which god? Yours? He has no power in this universe, much less in my realm. Observe. Assistant! Break his arm!”
The Assistant increased the force on the cabinet, making Tatsumi’s pinned arm break with a sickening crack. Tatsumi cried out in pain before hacking up more blood. Still, he growled out, “Go ahead! Break me all you like! I will still defy you no matter how many universes we go through!”
“Oh, I don’t doubt that. I’ll let you in on a little secret. This whole exchange? No one knows it’s happening. Those in ES are only seeing that you left your friends and disappeared before going to check on others. The only ones who know about this are you, me, and my assistant. And I’m going to make sure you can’t let your friends in on this juicy little bit of knowledge until I allow it. When you reunite with those two, you’ll find you are unable to control what you are saying. After you die here, I’ll make sure you either are alone or you die so quickly and early you won’t even get a chance to share what you know with others. You are going to be me and my assistant’s little practice dummy until we are ready. Understood?”
Tatsumi let the blood build up in his mouth before he tried his hardest to spit it at the Assistant, for lack of being able to go after the disembodied voice. He managed to spray a line of red across the Assistant’s mask, though the Assistant didn’t budge nor showed any physical indication of emotion.
“Now, that wasn’t nice. I was going to have my assistant release you and be on your merry way, but after that little display, I’ll let them decide what to do with you. If you die now, then you’ll surely be able to save your friends from that fate you so badly want to avoid! Though, I can’t guarantee it won’t be a pretty or clean way to go.”
The Assistant slowly and methodically approached the trapped idol, boots sounding heavy as they approached. It crouched down and pulled Tatsumi’s face to look up to theirs by his chin. It stared for several seconds before a nearly imperceivable tilt of its head was noticed by Tatsumi. After another few seconds, the Assistant dropped their hold on the other, completely lacking any care, and lifted the cabinet off of him.
Had Tatsumi been in better shape, he would have attacked the masked…thing. As much as his mind wanted to say it was most definitely a person, after seeing and being through what he had so far, he couldn’t bring himself to believe that entirely. He hacked up some more blood before attempting to lift himself with his one good arm shakily. He hissed and groaned in pain as the movement made his broken arm and ribs scream in agony.
“Hmm, letting him go that easily?”
The Assistant didn’t say anything but went back to lean against the far wall.
The voice still responded, “True. This universe will see to his demise shortly. Besides, we will have all the time we wish to spend with him after. We’ve kept you long enough. Do try to make this entertaining.”
With that, the voice ceased and the Assistant vanished into the shadows, time now resuming as the ghost finished fading away. Tatsumi weakly managed to get on his knees before placing a firm hold on his broken upper arm in an attempt to restrain extra movement from causing more pain. He wheezed heavily, blood still dripping from the corner of his mouth. His next words took all of his strength to form, “I’m…sorry…HiMERU-san. Looks like…I won’t…be with…you all…at the end…I’ll still…try my hardest…to save you both…that promise…I will keep.”
~*~
“Well, talk about a fucked up situation.” Niki shined his phone’s light over some cabinets, finding nothing but materials. The whole room was like that, so perhaps it was a storage unit of some sort. Some dust settled onto him, causing him to pause in his search to brush it off.
“I’ll say. I’ll admit, didn’t expect the first universe to involve the occult right off, but should have guessed it would happen at some point. Man, I wish Makoto was here; he’s better at this sort of stuff.” Mao flashed his own phone light through a cabinet, finding a pair of scissors, an ax, and a screwdriver that all had rusty-red splotches covering them. He shuddered at the thought of what those splotches were originally. He wore a desaturated red blazer, unbuttoned, over a magenta hoodie, white button-up, and black tie. His white dress pants were covered in grime already, and they barely had a chance to wander around.
Niki woke up to find he and Mao, who logically shouldn’t be there considering they went to different schools in this universe, were in some sort of art room. They had barely gathered their wits and tried to leave when they were met with three skeletal remains outside of the art room, all of which looked like they had been stabbed to death with various sculpting tools. One even had a chisel sticking right out of its skull, causing Mao to start having a panic attack, which led to Niki leading him away from there and into this storage room both as an excuse to look for anything useful and to calm down the other teen.
Well, the latter of that was successful. Niki sighed in defeat, “I got nothing.”
Mao shook his head before squatting after spotting a paper on the ground, “Same here…Ah, wait a second.”
“Hmm?” Niki moved to be beside the other teen to peek at what the other found, “A newspaper?”
“Well, a scrap of one, anyway. Something from ‘Heavenly Post’? A good portion of the article is here, but not the whole thing.” Mao shined his light on the paper to read the faded print.
'Breaking News: Serial Kidnapping Ends In Murder'
The good name of Heavenly Host Elementary School has been stained in blood today as horrific details on the recent wave of disappearances are revealed. Over the past month, numerous children have gone missing within the town, and authorities quickly turned to kidnapping as the most likely explanation. Now investigators have located the whereabouts of these children, and their findings are far worse than anyone could've anticipated. The bodies of the absconded youths were discovered within the Heavenly Host Elementary School building on September 18th, 1973 at around 7:00 PM. Authorities further revealed that a male instructor from the school was found with them, alive but near-catatonic, holding a pair of bloodied scissors. Each of the corpses appeared to have had its tongue sev__ed and remove_________________ique mutilations far too grot___________________g to describe.
“How horrible,” Niki started, “But…wait a minute, I know that school. It was torn down almost 50 years ago, according to Mayo-chan. My current school is on that property now.”
Niki winced as a brief, but sharp pain rattled his head. “Ow…”
“Are you okay, Shiina-senpai?”
“Yeah, just a weird headache.”
Mao was quiet a moment, “Does that happen when you’re remembering details or things about the others dealing with this universe?”
Niki blinked in surprise, “Uh, yeah, come to think of it. Ototo-san, Aira-san, and Kohaku-chan were getting them, too.”
“Same with Subaru and Hokuto.” Mao stood back up.
“Maybe a side effect of jumping into an alternate universe?” Niki shrugged.
“Maybe…” Mao pondered a moment, “Aside from that, considering everything so far, it’s probably a safe bet to assume that this is Heavenly Host Elementary in some sort of capacity. Doing that ritual seems to actually drag people to this school, or at least a rendition of it.”
“Like an alternate universe within an alternate universe? I already feel another headache coming on.” Niki rubbed his temples.
“From our perspective, yes. Taking into account that the occult is involved, it can be deduced that this reality of the school has a supernatural origin, possibly due to these murders,” Mao tapped the newspaper article.
“So…vengeful kid ghosts?”
Mao’s eyes darted to the door before reaching a hand to gingerly touch his neck, “…Considering the…skeletons…yes.”
“Okay…but the charm we did was called ‘Sachiko Ever After’, so whose ‘Sachiko’? Was she one of the murdered kids? Wouldn’t all three of them be involved in the charm if their ghosts were what made this alternate version of the school they died in?”
Mao pursed his lips, “I’m not sure. We don’t know anything specific other than what the article told us.”
Niki heaved a great sigh, “Sounds like a classic horror scenario. Find out more about the haunted place, appease the ghost or multiple ghosts who have a sad, tragic backstory, and then escape. Hopefully, we make it out with our whole group and not like in classic horror where only one or a small handful survive.”
“God…I don’t do well with horror.” Mao sighed exasperatedly.
“Maybe that’s why the thing picked you. Figured it’d be easy pickings.” Niki poked the younger teen in the shoulder.
“Wh-Hey! Don’t poke me! You’re probably in the same boat as me!” Mao poked Niki back.
“Nyahaha! Nah, that’s totally Kohaku-chan! I at least know when to get outta dodge! Hahaha….ha…I hope he’s okay…” Niki, once boastful, grew sullen, cheeky grin fading to a saddened frown.
“…As much as I’d like to think Hokuto and Subaru will be fine, I worry, too. Especially if those two are by themselves together, without anyone to mediate when they bicker too much.” Mao shuffled his feet.
“So! Guess we need to keep looking around! We gotta find people and keep looking for clues!” Niki held an open palm in the air for the other to high-five.
“Hehe, yeah!” Mao returned the gesture now in far better spirits.
Finding nothing of use in the storage room, Niki slowly slid open the door, checking left and right before fully stepping out and gesturing for Mao to follow him. Going down the hall, they passed a girl’s bathroom. Deciding to check it out in case there were any newspapers about the school or one of their friends were in there, Niki cautiously lit the room up with his phone’s light before even thinking about taking a step into there. From his position and the light, he could see there were definitely no newspapers nor their friends…but each stall had a body hanging from a noose.
Suppressing a shiver, Niki shook his head and motioned for Mao to follow him, away from that sight. As much as he appreciated the other was trying to keep a level head, he wanted to spare him from seeing that. Further along, they came across a set of stairs leading down a level. On the landing just before getting to the next floor, there was another body, fresher than the skeletons, of what appeared to be a male student. His ID card had extra writing on the back of it, detailing how the tendons in his ankles had been cut and he slowly bled to death as he tried to crawl away.
“That’s sick…who would write such a thing?” Mao covered his mouth, gagging slightly at the smell of rotting flesh.
Niki delicately took Mao by the wrist the rest of the way, occasionally looking over his shoulder to check on the younger as they made their way down the hall. Upon getting past the boy’s bathroom, which held nothing significant, they came across a spacious entryway that led outside. Peering out the stained window on the upper part of the door revealed an outdoor walkway that led to another part of the school.
“Hey, what’s this?” Mao leaned down near one of the corners beside a few tables, some of which had fallen on their sides.
Niki came over to examine Mao’s find. It was a notebook, very girly and frilly. “A student notebook?”
Flipping the pages revealed that it belonged to some girl named Naho Saenoki, a teenager at Paulownia Academy High School and a paranormalist. Most of the writings pertained to future posts for her blog, though the later entries were of peculiar interest, as they involved Heavenly Host. It seemed to be talking about the “Sachiko Ever After Charm” and her investigation of the “Shinozaki Estate.” It also mentioned some author she was fond of and how she wanted to help his career.
“Is it referring to the ‘Sachiko Ever After Charm’?” Niki tapped the portion about a “method of ingress”.
“Maybe? If so, then the ‘method of egress’ would mean she knew potentially how to leave.” Mao thumbed past the page, only to find the remaining pages had been torn out.
“Damn, if she did, it’s gone now.” Niki sighed.
Mao remained quiet, a pondering look in his eyes as he flipped back to the other page. He traced a finger over the name “Shinozaki” before muttering, “Just what does this name have to do with Heavenly Host?”
Niki paused, thinking before he spoke, “…Maybe one of the children who died had the name of Shinozaki?”
Mao pursed his lips in thought, “…Maybe one of the children was named Sachiko…Shinozaki…?”
Tapping his chin, Niki spoke, “It would make sense why a charm with her name would bring people to this school if she was a victim.”
Mao stood, pocketing the notebook into his shirt pocket. “How much do you bet the pages were torn after she came here?”
“So…a scavenger hunt? Do we really need to chase those papers down?”
“If they hold instructions on how to escape from here, then yes. Judging by her writing style, she seems to be the type of person to keep detailed records, so she must have written it down at some point.” Mao turned towards Niki, giving the most positive smile the older had seen on him since…well since before the entity decided to play games with them.
The grey-haired idol was about to suggest exploring the rest of this floor before checking out the rest of the school via the walkway when they heard screams and moaning from down the hall. Thudding from something big followed the screams, and it was heading in their direction. Thinking quickly, Niki pushed Mao towards the tables.
“Quick, move this table in front of this one! We’ll make a hidden cubby for ourselves!” He hurriedly whispered to the other.
The two silently moved the table and hid behind it and under another. It was a tight fit, but it kept them hidden so long as they were quiet. The opening was facing the wall nearest the door and wouldn’t reveal them to the hallway. A small crack allowed a view of the entryway and hallway at eye level.
A group of three students, two girls and a boy, ran past them, screaming and crying. A fourth student, a male, lagged behind the group and was quickly smashed down to the floor by a large sledgehammer in the leg with a sickening crack. The wielder of said sledgehammer was a grey-skinned, bloody-eyed, tall man of a large figure. He groaned as he raised his weapon above his head, readying another strike at the unfortunate victim. Mao had shut his eyes tight after the student was first hit, but Niki quickly placed his hands over the younger teen’s ears before the sledgehammer came back down, smashing the student’s pelvis. He tried to mentally block out the teenager’s screams and the sickening sounds of bones and viscera getting smashed. Two more strikes and the beast of a man walked away down the hall, presumably going after the other three students.
Niki waited a few more seconds before removing his hands and tapping Mao on the shoulders. Mao slowly blinked a few times, tears beginning to prick the corners of his eyes. Niki gestured to the door leading outside and to the other part of the school, the younger not arguing against the silent suggestion.
~*~
Hokuto held Subaru’s hand as they walked down the halls, having left Classroom 2-A and seeing no one for the past 10 minutes, even checking all the other rooms available to them. They already received a rude awakening in the form of a ghost hovering over its dead body that told them the nature of this school. A nexus of multiple alternate dimensions on top of each other composed this school, and it seemed to be impossible to jump to another alternate dimension or leave at all. People could be in the same area but may not ever see each other due to the different dimensions. Occasionally, they might hear someone, but it could never be certain if the voice is from the past, present, or future dimensions. Anyone who dies inside these walls is forever trapped here in the afterlife, feeling all the pain they endured before they died for all eternity.
And they were the only two living souls in this version of the school, or as the ghost seemed to suggest. Still, the duo refused to believe they were completely alone with no way to find the others.
Shortly after, the ghost faded quickly as it was spooked by another ghost, a young girl in a red dress, that gave off a dangerous air, causing them to run out of the room. They later came across Classroom 2-C, choosing to enter since there was a large gap in the floor that prevented them from going further unless they cut through that room and went out the second door on the other side. When they entered, several chairs and desks were piled haphazardly to one side. A body, partially skeletonized, was spread out on the floor, a newspaper and words carved into the floorboards with their fingernails near the body.
“‘Don’t read the newspaper’?” Hokuto read the warning aloud.
“Huh? This one?” Subaru held up the newspaper in question.
“S-stupid Akehoshi! Don’t touch that!” Hokuto tried snatching the paper away from the ginger.
“C’mon, aren’t ya a little curious?” Subaru teased.
“There is something not right about this room and someone clearly died in here and tried to warn us and other people about not reading that! What if it somehow led to their death?!” The raven-haired teen nearly tackled the other.
“C’mon, just one little peek?” Subaru gave his best puppy dog eyes, “Besides, we’ve nearly checked every room on this floor and haven’t found anything yet. What if it gives us at least a clue?”
Hokuto huffed and crossed his arms, “Fine. But only a little bit.”
Subaru read the brief bit of the one article available, the rest of the paper having faded to a harsh yellow and the ink long gone due to age. It detailed the news of serial kidnappings ending in murder at the school, with three of the four children involved having died at the hands of the male instructor, Yoshikazu Yanagihori, found with them. The fourth lived and became a witness in the trial against the man. They noticed four names scribbled on the side, presumably by another victim.
Ryou Yoshizawa.
Tokiko Tsuji.
Yuki Kanno.
Sachiko Shinozaki.
“Hmm? Wasn’t the charm we did called ‘Sachiko Ever After’?” Subaru tilted his head at the names.
“…Maybe she was the one who survived?” Hokuto narrowed his eyes at the pictures of the kids on the side. Three were legible, while the fourth was cut off just above where her hair began.
A loud thunk resounded from behind the duo. Turning around, they spotted that both doors to the classroom had slammed shut. Hokuto dashed over to one of the doors and pulled with all his might. It refused to budge as if it was merely a decoration and not actually usable in any capacity.
Subaru yelped, causing the leader of Trickstar to quickly turn back. The idol had dropped the newspaper they had initially read, the article now having been written over in red reading “You will never leave this room.”
“Wh-wha-I-I didn’t do that!” Subaru trembled.
“Akehoshi! Try the other door!”
Spurring to action, the initially frozen Subaru ran to the other door, only to be met with the same immovable problem. The two began searching around the room for anything to help them escape, whether it was a physical item or potentially another article or paper. The only thing Hokuto found was the dead person’s ID card, detailing how they starved to death on the back of it. He refused to show Subaru.
After nearly turning the whole room upside down after five minutes, Hokuto rounded on the other, “Ugh! There’s no way out! This is all your fault, Akehoshi!”
Subaru turned, startled by the outburst, “Wha-How? What did I do?”
“You insisted on reading that newspaper even though there was clearly a warning about it! After reading it, the doors are now locked or whatever and we can’t leave! I told you not to read the damn thing!”
“I asked! You said we could! Besides, how does reading a newspaper somehow lock the doors!?” Subaru shouted back.
“Just, never mind! Forget it!” Hokuto growled. He let his frustration out by throwing a chair at one of the windows, thinking it would break. It bounced off it, and the small crack that was in the glass repaired itself.
There was a rattling noise on the other side of both doors. The two teens stayed still staring at both doors as if something was going to come in. When nothing did, Hokuto hesitatingly neared one of them, now able to open it with ease.
Subaru weakly whispered, “I would say ‘I told you so’, but I’m freaked out at how convenient that all was…”
Hokuto grimaced, staying still. Subaru came to stand beside him, returning to hold the other’s hand, though whether he was slow about it because he was frightened or due to their brief spat, the other wasn’t sure. He laced his fingers tightly with the other, throwing an apologetic look Subaru’s way, who smiled gently in return.
Creeping out into the hall, they were met with a choice: go up the stairs to their left, or continue down the hall to their right. Subaru gently pulled the other towards the stairs, eyeing the hallway with a certain unease. Hokuto caught the stare, “Is there something wrong?”
“I don’t know…for some reason I’m getting bad vibes from over that way. Can we check the stairs first before trying…whatever could be down there?” Subaru became more insistent on his tugging.
“O-okay…?” Hokuto moved along with the other.
Upstairs hardly held much to note, consisting of just a small hall that led to a girl's and boy's bathroom. There was another skeleton, appearing to be a younger girl, and a note detailing her last thoughts. Her tendons in her ankles had been cut and she was waiting for her sister to come back with help so they could escape. She had been pain the whole time, and wrote how she at least wouldn’t keep feeling this pain once she died. The two teens winced and felt their hearts drop at that sentence, knowing that death would not mean an end to a person’s suffering in this dimension.
Upon going back downstairs, Hokuto’s foot stepped on a particularly rotten floorboard. It gave way, causing him to stumble and fall forward. Had it happened sooner or had he been going faster, he likely would have fallen down the last portion of the stairs. He let out a sharp hiss of pain as he felt a tense throbbing in his ankle.
“Hokke! Are you okay?” Subaru reached down to pick the other up.
“I think so,” Hokuto tried putting weight on his throbbing ankle before another wave of pain coursed through his leg, nearly buckling if it weren’t for Subaru’s quick catch, “Nope! Never mind.”
Subaru forced Hokuto to sit on the steps while he took a look at his ankle. “That’s a pretty bad sprain…I think I saw a sign that said the infirmary was nearby. Probably down that hall…”
“I doubt there’s anything not expired there as far as pain medication goes, Akehoshi.” Hokuto tried standing up, though, without Subaru’s help, it was proving to be a near-impossible challenge.
“W-what about something to make a splint? I could probably make something to at least help keep the weight off it for a bit!” Subaru gripped the other’s shoulders when he tried to stand, concern lacing his face.
Hokuto sighed, “Better than nothing, I suppose.”
Subaru helped the other stand, keeping an arm wrapped around his middle while having one of Hokuto’s arms over his shoulder. They made their way back to the crossways and began going down the unknown hall, a sign on the wall confirming what Subaru saw as directions to the infirmary. They passed a science room, though they were too focused on getting to the infirmary to check if it was unlocked or not.
They rounded a narrow corner before they heard a squish noise coming from below their feet. Hokuto looked down before recoiling in disgust and terror at seeing he had stepped on what looked to be part of an organ, a strangled scream leaving his lips. Subaru yanked him over to the untouched flooring ahead of them, but it gave them the unfortunate front-row seat to stare in horror at the bloody, viscera-covered wall and floor in front of them. Subaru let out his own screech followed shortly by a muffled gag. The most unnerving part of this is that there was no sign of bugs or even a smell of rotting flesh or decay; this was fresh.
“Wh-what the hell…?” Subaru asked from around his hand as he stared in horror.
“Akehoshi…” Hokuto leaned further into the other, a hand also over his mouth, “Let’s keep moving…I don’t want to keep staring…”
“R-right…Let’s go find that infirmary.” While they were now facing and walking away from the carnage, its image had already seared into their minds.
Further down, they finally found the door to the infirmary. Subaru led the way in, keeping his hold on his friend tight as he scanned for a place for him to sit. This room was surprisingly in far better condition than the rest of the school…well, at least there were only a few small holes in the floor and the walls looked cleaner. A few cabinets with medical supplies were on either side of a desk with a lamp and some paper. Just to their left from the door lay two beds, which Subaru took no time in bringing Hokuto over and gently getting him to sit on one of them.
Hokuto attempted to keep his hands still, even when they started to reach out to Subaru as he turned away. He would be fine. He’s just going a few steps away to check for supplies that could help. He can still see him. It’s not like he was missing the comfort of his warming touch or closeness. He refused to recognize that.
Subaru rummaged around before finding an old-looking ankle splint. “Guess I won’t need to create one if this will work.”
The ginger idol came back and tenderly prepared Hokuto’s ankle, tightening the straps to secure it before putting his shoe back on, “I’m afraid there isn’t any ice, but maybe we could see about painkillers if there are any still useable.”
The other sighed, “Considering this school was supposed to have been from the 70s, I doubt anything would be effective. Regular medication tends to only still be good 3 years after their expiration date.”
“Well, then at least rest. Here, let’s elevate it.” Subaru took an extra pillow from the other bed and made the other lay back on the bed before placing it under the sprained ankle.
Hokuto stared at the ceiling, a similar colored wood as the floor, a concentrated look in his eyes. “We don’t really have the luxury to rest. We have to find the others and get out of here.”
“And we will, but not with your ankle like that. What if we run into trouble and you can’t run away?” Subaru pushed the other bed over so that the two were connected before laying down with Hokuto.
Hokuto couldn’t help the rise in heat he felt in his cheeks as Subaru lay down with him, crawling over on his side to rest just a bit close for what would be normal for friends. Then again, this was Subaru Akehoshi who liked physical contact. Also then again, all he had to do was drape an arm over Hokuto and he might as well be cuddling the other. The leader of Trickstar had a brief thought in his head that he wouldn’t mind it if Subaru did do that before he stubbornly shooed it away.
Instead, he turned his attention to the fact that the other was resting without a pillow of his own, “Aren’t you uncomfortable without a pillow?”
“Nah, I don’t need it. Besides, your ankle needs to be elevated. You need it more.” He gave his cheeky grin shortly after, “If I didn’t just give it to you, you would have been too stubborn to request it anyway.”
Hokuto glared at Subaru and flicked him on the forehead before lifting his own head, “If you are going without, so will I. Besides, the ankle should be elevated above the heart for this to work properly.”
Subaru relaxed his smile and took the other pillow out from under Hokuto, sitting up to gingerly place it under the ankle before laying back down. After a brief pause, the older of the two began giggling, making Hokuto quirk an eyebrow in amusement, “What’s so funny?”
“This just reminds me of the times when we would have our sleepovers with Ukki and Sari.” Subaru continued to giggle, “Sometimes, it’s hard to believe I made such good friends with you all.”
Hokuto merely huffed a laugh and shook his head good-naturedly. Only Subaru could be in a horror situation and still find a way to laugh and smile.
The two teens paused in their laughter when they heard a familiar, albeit faint voice calling out from somewhere in the school, “Nii-san! Someone! Help me!”
Subaru hastily sat up, placing a hand on Hokuto’s chest to keep him from attempting to sit up, a look of stern concentration on his face. Hokuto mumbled, “That sounded like-”
“Hiiro,” the other finished.
There was a brief pause, both teens waiting to see if the other teen would call out again. When the silence stretched for too long, Subaru crawled off the bed, “I’m going to find him.”
“A-Akehoshi! Didn’t I tell you we aren’t supposed to separate under any circumstances? You can’t go by yourself!” Hokuto sat up.
Subaru gave him a stern glare, “I know! But I can’t ignore that Hiiro is clearly in distress and you need to rest! I saw a set of stairs past the infirmary heading down. I won’t go far. Just to the bottom of those stairs and I’ll call out to him. I’ll come right back after that. I promise.”
Hokuto gripped the white sheets in his fists, clenching his teeth before breaking his gaze with his unit mate, “You better, Subaru.”
“I will. I’m going to close the door, okay? No more than five minutes, I promise.” Subaru did just that, softly closing the door with a gentle click, his footsteps fading into the school.
Hokuto laid back down, staring at the ceiling in contemplation as anxiety began to slowly pick away at him. He agreed with Rinne about not separating. It was sound advice, especially given this universe. So, why didn’t he fight harder against letting Subaru go alone? Sure, if Hiiro was in danger, it would be best to go find him, especially if they could hear him, but was separating really the smartest choice? Yeah, he had trouble walking on his own, but he and Subaru could have gone together even if only to check for a few minutes. Then again, the other did make a point about if trouble did occur he would only slow the both of them down if they needed to run.
Trouble…
Hokuto broke out of his thoughts at the sudden remembrance. That ghost mentioned how it is entirely possible to hear other people in their dimension even if they weren’t in the same one. Sure, they hadn’t checked the floor below, but considering the ghost also mentioned how they were supposedly the only two living souls in this dimension at the moment…
Could that have not been Hiiro?
Could Subaru be walking into a trap?
…Or was it to get Hokuto alone? Like now?
The room grew dark instantly, the only source of light now coming from the desk lamp turning on. A floating pen began scribbling on the paper at the desk, a mumbled woman’s groaning voice paired with it. Hokuto sat up straight before darting from the bed to put distance between him and the desk, despite the brief bit of pain in his ankle. He inhaled sharply in fear as a dark, shadowy form of a person formed. It felt dangerous.
The shadowy figure spoke in that same woman’s voice, “Sachi-chan is…my pride and joy…”
It took a step closer to Hokuto. He took a step back.
It spoke again, “I won’t forgive…”
Hokuto tried running for the door. The shadowy figure grabbed him from behind, beginning to choke him as it spoke again, “I’ll kill you…”
Hokuto let out a strangled cry as he managed to break free from its grasp, coughing and hacking as he rushed to the door. However, he froze upon seeing long, black strands of hair wrapped around the door, preventing it from opening. The shadowy figure groaned as it slowly began to approach him.
He shouted at the door as he slammed his fist repeatedly into it, “Somebody! Akehoshi! Help me!”
Sensing the figure behind him, he dashed away. Now the figure was between him and the door. He was trapped. The figure kept following him as he ran around the room, looking for something, anything, to help him leave. He spotted rubbing alcohol and matches inside one of the cabinets. Maybe he could burn away the hair?
He dashed to the far side of the room, the pain in his ankle barely registering as adrenaline pumped through his veins. When he tried opening the cabinet, it was locked. Looking to see how far away the figure was, he proceeded to smash the glass with his covered elbow and reach in for the items. He almost fell as he tried to run again, as the shadowy creature reached out to grab his other ankle only to trip him instead. Hokuto recovered and ran back to the door, hurriedly dousing the hair with the rubbing alcohol before attempting to get a match lit.
“C’mon! Light!” Hokuto managed to get a match lit and held it up to the hair. It burned away rapidly, now leaving the door usable.
He dashed out, this time for sure falling on the floor in front of the infirmary. The figure didn’t leave the room, as if it was bound to that room specifically and couldn’t follow. Instead, it slammed the door shut.
Hokuto hurriedly crawled away towards the corner as he hyperventilated. Under so much stress, he threw up on the floor, spraying blood from the contents onto the floor and wall in front of him. In his addled state, he didn’t hear Subaru running up to him from behind.
“Hokke! I heard shouting! Are you okay? What happened?” Subaru knelt and reached out to grab the other’s shoulders.
At that point, Hokuto had had enough and lashed out, “What the hell took you so long!? You said you would be right back! I was almost killed just now! This is exactly why I said we needed to stay together! But no! You just had to go play the damn hero even when a fucking ghost told us we were the only living ones in this godforsaken hell hole! This isn’t some fucking game where we can redo shit over and over again! We fuck up in this universe that’s it until that damn thing decides to send us into some other hellscape to toy with us! Yet, you keep smiling and laughing like this is all one big joke and no lives are at stake! Sometimes I wonder if anything is getting through that thick skull of yours, Akehoshi!”
When he finished, Hokuto hung his head limply. While there was some semblance of rage or anger still in his veins, there was an overwhelming tiredness from the outburst. Yet, rather than feeling a weird sense of relief at finally letting it all out, the weight on his shoulders felt like it was merely in suspense, neither lifted nor weighing down on him but could change in an instant. It took a moment for his brain to catch up with all that his mouth said.
Did I seriously just say all that to him!? I didn’t mean -.
“I’m sorry I wasn’t here to help you…” Subaru stood up, his face contorting in a mix of frustration and anger while tears pricked the corners of his eyes. Hokuto didn’t lift his head to face him as he continued bordering between speaking softly and spitefully, “But last I checked…you volunteered. I didn’t. Even if you hadn’t, you would have been stuck in a room with a few others and still not have to run around all of ES with creatures hunting you down. So forgive me for having accepted my fate and still wish to support others even when it looks like we have no way out. Forgive me for trying to encourage Sari when we were both practically reaped because I knew he was terrified. Forgive me for trying to always smile and encourage you since we first stepped into Blue Senpai’s workshop because it pained me to see you despair at seeing the two of us getting chosen and it compelled you to join us, even if it meant leaving Ukki behind and you would be subjected to this horror show, too. Forgive me for trying to prioritize both finding others and your well-being when I knew you were stretching yourself thin and on the edge of a mental breakdown from the stress of everything so far.”
Subaru turned around, using his sleeve to wipe away the stubborn tears threatening to spill before darkly muttering, “I’m going to re-investigate where we’ve been so far. You just sit there, look pretty, and rest your ankle. I need to be alone for a bit. At least none of the rooms so far haven’t been deadly, aside from that damn newspaper. Who knows? If you chase after me while I’m still…like this, I might just go and reread it, just so I can ensure I’ll have a moment to sort myself out.”
Hokuto felt his throat constrict making him unable to make a sound and unable to move a muscle as Subaru’s figure disappeared down the dark hallway.
I’m sorry! I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean that! Please, don’t go!
~*~
When Subaru was far enough out of earshot, he finally released a quiet sob. “Damn it…Hokke…why did you have to say all that? You know I’m just as serious about this as you….you stupid jerk….Fuck…I didn’t mean what I said about that newspaper…or about you sitting pretty…I was worried sick when I heard you scream…you stupid, pretty jerk…”
It was then he felt a sudden pull and a voice calling out from the upper floor.
“Hokke?” Subaru called out as he began to walk towards the stairwell and voice.
Wait!? Hokke is behind me at the infirmary! There’s no way he had gotten ahead of me! Wait-why am I moving!? Why can’t I stop myself!?
As I told Amagi Rinne, you are all fulfilling a role in this universe. So…why don’t you sit back and accept your fate, Akehoshi Subaru?
Hokke…Hokuto help me!!
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 7: Helpless (A School of Corpses Arc: Part 3)
Notes:
Some of these chapters are going to be taking place around the same time as others, such as this one takes place around the same time as the previous chapter only outside of ES. As such, I'm putting the "Previously" section with quotes from the associated chapter before such chapters to give everyone an idea as to when these take place.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Face Down (Japanese Cover) – Sunrise Skater Kids
Original by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlL5hhNiyrw
Previously…
“Ototo-kun, don’t scare the shit out of me like that.”
“…Five minutes. No more.”
“I won’t need longer.”
“I have someone I’d like you to meet.”
“…As much as I’d like to think Hokuto and Subaru will be fine, I worry, too. Especially if those two are by themselves together, without anyone to mediate when they bicker too much.”
“Sometimes I wonder if anything is getting through that thick skull of yours, Akehoshi!”
“You just sit there, look pretty, and rest your ankle. I need to be alone for a bit.”
Hokke…Hokuto help me!!
At Ensemble Square
The lobby was oddly quiet with a lack of other people around. The receptionist was on break and her replacement had yet to show up. Ibara would have to bring that up with Eichi once this whole thing blows over. He stood in the one corner that he knew was the blind spot with the cameras, the box neatly behind him as he waited for the others. His eyes kept shifting to the left and right as he kept an eye out for any of those shadowy creatures.
Yuzuru was the first to show up, his steps light and guard raised, his training in the military starting to shine. They nodded in greeting before Ibara sternly gestured with a tilt of his head for the other to approach. When he knew Yuzuru was fully in the blind spot, he quietly knelt down and unboxed a radio, handing it to Yuzuru with a few spare batteries he picked up along the way.
“Do not let that thing know we have these. Keep the volume below 12 and the frequency stays on 463 MHz. I want everyone from each room to have one or two, just in case.” Ibara whispered.
Yuzuru looked down at the radio, whispering back, “Quite ingenious, I have to admit.”
“Aoba-san had Anzu delivered them to me, plus one more to Mr. Harukawa at the dorms.” Ibara minutely nodded before spotting Nazuna and Ritsu coming towards them. He put a finger to his lips and used his finger to direct them through the camera field to them.
When the two approached he gave each of them a radio and instructed them on how to use it. Nazuna smirked, “Tsumugi-chin has really outdone himself here.”
“So…where should we start?” Ritsu yawned quietly.
“Let’s wait for the others first. We need to discuss a few things. Hopefully, Mr. Harukawa has gotten his radio by now.” Ibara whispered, trying the radio.
“Mr. Harukawa, can you hear me?”
Silence came on the radio’s end, though there was a slight echo from the other radios repeating Ibara’s question. He furrowed his eyebrows.
Yuzuru noticed the last three coming to them and tapped Ibara on the shoulder to bring his attention back. Once the three were safely guided to their corner, he handed each a radio and gave instructions.
He tried to contact Sora one last time on the radio. This time, he got an answer through the static.
“Sora reporting for duty! Anzu just gave one to Sora a minute ago while I was in the common room. So far nothing seems to be giving a weird color…”
“Thank you, Mr. Harukawa. Please keep your voice down when communicating through the radio. We can’t let that thing know we have these if we are to get ahead of it and put it down. I’ll hold the button on my end down so that you can hear our conversation.”
Ibara motioned for everyone else to silence their radios to minimize the echo before continuing, “Right now, the current group is you, myself, Yuzuru, Mr. Nito, Mr. Kiryu, Mr. Oogami, Mr. Ritsu, and Mr. Morisawa.”
“Got it,” Sora whispered.
Ibara turned to the others, holding the button on the radio to keep Sora in the loop, “On the note Aoba-san gave me was a notice from Mr. Amagi. He said some of the visions Alkaloid saw had to do with things happening here. If anyone else knows about the visions, we need to find out what those are first. Otherwise, we need to start finding clues as to what these artifacts may be.”
Koga immediately perked up, “Kazehaya-senpai told me a bit.”
Ibara blinked a moment in shock, “That’s right, you are his roommate. What had he told you?”
Koga motioned for Ibara to stop holding the button so that he could communicate on his own, “Bright Boy, do you think you can get to my dorm?”
“Mm-hm! Sora’s not too far away, but why?”
“’Cause shortly after HiMERU and I managed to calm him down and have him explain his dream, I had him write down everything he saw in as much detail as he could remember as a way to sort his head out. I know it’s a large stack of lined paper that he keeps inside a green binder. Find that and make sure it gets back to the safe dorm immediately. With that, we’ll have a good idea from at least one of Alkaloid of what to expect. Once you get it back there, try and stay in the bathroom so you can communicate with us without that thing hearing, and relay the visions Kazehaya-senpai saw relating to ES.” Koga carefully explained to the young boy.
“Got it…but, wouldn’t your dorm room be locked? Sora doesn’t think you or he will be able to meet each other or swap places to unlock the door.”
Koga cursed under his breath.
Kuro spoke up on his radio, “Harukawa, Hasumi mentioned that, as the dorm supervisor, there are two master keys; one on him and the other in the main lobby’s office at the dorms. See if you can go there, get the master key, and get to Runt’s room.”
Koga lowly growled at the name but nodded at the plan.
“Okay, Sora’ll – gasp!”
Sora’s voice cut off. The remaining seven idols glanced worriedly at each other before Sora came back online.
“Sorry…One of those…icky black creatures walked by. Sora had to hide and let it pass.”
“One of those creatures is at the dorms?!” Chiaki hissed.
“Yeah, it’s smaller than the others we saw on the TVs…but it’s still taller than Sora. It reminds him of one of those scary guard dogs with the pointy ears in crime shows…”
“A Doberman?” Koga supplied.
“Yeah…It kept moving its head around like it was scanning or monitoring or something…Its eyes were glowing orange before going back to yellow when it moved along.”
Ibara and Yuzuru looked at each other, the same thought crossing both of their minds. Yuzuru spoke up, “Harukawa-sama, we’re going out on a limb, but don’t let those creatures see we have radios, same with everyone else here.”
Ritsu cocked his head to the side, urging Yuzuru to further explain. “If that thing…that entity is able to summon these creatures, wouldn’t it also be logical to assume it might be able to spy on us through their eyes?”
A shiver ran up each of their spines.
“That would explain the eye color change…Sora doesn’t like these things. They feel really black and make Sora’s head dizzy.”
Nazuna spoke softly, “Sora-chin. We all understand. Stay strong.”
Sora made a noise of affirmation in response.
“Okay, Mr. Harukawa, you know what you have to do. Find the master key, get to Mr. Oogami’s dorm and find that binder, then get back to the safe dorm and radio to us your findings without the entity knowing.” Ibara ordered quietly.
“On it!”
Ibara turned back to the others, still allowing Sora to be in the loop. “Now then, we need to organize where each of us will begin looking.”
Nazuna cut in, “It’s going to be harder looking for artifacts if we don’t know what they look like or how they are associated with the entity…I suggest we try to figure out what the entity is first.”
“No offense, but that’s going to be like looking for a needle in a haystack. Do ya have any idea how many supernatural entities there are? That could take ages!” Koga quietly snapped. Nazuna simply narrowed his eyes at the attitude.
“I think we can narrow it down already.” Ritsu yawned as he inspected his nails.
Yuzuru prodded, “Sakuma-sama, what are you thinking?”
Ritsu stopped inspecting his nails to stare at the group, “This thing has been in ES’s servers and network for over a week before it showed itself, correct? That means it had to have taken time to learn about what it had gotten itself into on top of learning about us. That alone is telling me this thing is not familiar with this technology and must be an older supernatural entity.”
Kuro frowned, “True, but considering how quickly technology progresses, that still leaves a plethora of options. Even smartphones haven’t been around that long in the grand scheme of things.”
“Its word choice does shorten the options, however,” Ritsu spoke lazily, “It is using words like ‘artifacts’, ‘trial’, ‘infractions’, and ‘realm’. It is extremely specific on certain rules while being noncommittal or dismissive at other times, even enjoying challenges despite wanting full obedience and sounding like we should be grateful anytime it shows a monogram of kindness. The way it always uses our full names whenever it is addressing anyone. I believe this thing may be far older, possibly from something tribal or part of a pantheon.”
“Now that you mention it,” Ibara paused in thought, “It seemed to hold a grudge or have a rivalry of sorts with that second entity in that liminal space. Maybe they’re related in some capacity…”
“Second entity?” The group asked in unison.
“Ah, that’s right. Forgive me. I forgot that none of you were there for that portion. Switch was fiddling with this newly developed gear and accidentally opened that liminal space, letting the two entities out before they closed it over a week ago. Mr. Amagi mentioned that there was a second voice in Alkaloid’s visions while Mr. Ayase mentioned he heard something warning him when they were in the liminal space before the entity sprung its trap. It seemed surprised to learn that the second entity was still alive as it tried to warn Alkaloid one last time, along with calling it a ‘bastard’.”
Ritsu’s smile showed off a sharp fang as he lightly chuckled, “Huhu, now that’s a good clue. The second entity is probably strong enough to take the first head-to-head. It is like the one, critical weakness this entity has, like Superman and Kryptonite. I’d wager the second entity may be like a counterpoint to this one. It may be ‘yang’ to this entity’s ‘yin’ in terms of representing the dark and light aspects.”
“So, the way to beat it would be to find the second entity?” Chiaki asked hopefully.
“That sounds all well and good,” Koga spoke up, “but isn’t it located inside the liminal space?”
“It did escape with the first one, so it should also be out here or capable of going back and forth like that thing is.” Kuro crossed his arms, his forehead creasing in concentration.
“Natsume-kun mentioned how he felt both presences and that the second one seemed particularly weak.” Ibara looked to Ritsu and Nazuna for some sort of an idea.
Nazuna hummed in thought, “Tsumugi-chin mentioned how the paranormal and supernatural world runs parallel to ours but can operate independently. It sounds like, if that second entity is supposed to be the counterweight to this entity, then there was something going on long before Switch opened that liminal space to make the second one weak.”
Ritsu nodded sagely, “While that is something to keep in mind, can we circle back to Saegusa-san’s earlier thought? The one about how it seemed to hold a grudge or something against the second voice?”
Ibara hummed, “From what I gathered before I was discovered, it seemed particularly insistent that this second entity either needs to be dead or at least be drastically hindered and immobilized.”
Ritsu remained quiet, tapping his chin in thought before asking, “Did it say anything in particular about its nature?”
Ibara hesitated before pulling out a small recorder. “I had a backup of the vocal recordings before I was discovered. The way it talked on and on…Let me fast forward to that part.”
Ibara fiddled with the recording device before he rewound it a touch, “Here.”
“I exist neither here nor there! I am everywhere and nowhere! I exist in your world and in my own! My purpose, my whole existence, relies on me knowing everything about someone in order to fulfill my duty in this rotten world! My peers may say my methods are barbaric, chaotic, and insane! Cruel, even! Yet, then why was I created but to provide the counterbalance to their supposed righteousness? As much as I may be detested, I am a fact of life! Nothing is sacred nor secret with me!”
Sora finally spoke again, sounding more distressed through the static, “Sora REALLY doesn’t like that thing…he can’t even tell its color. It’s like it sucks away every color and gives off this feeling of…just evil.”
Ibara ended the recording and put it back in his pocket, “Does that provide any more clues?”
“Hey…Ritsu-kun, you don’t look too good.” Chiaki put a hand on the younger’s shoulder.
Ritsu looked far paler than he normally did, his mouth parted slightly and eyes unfocused. When he spoke, it was incredibly soft, “I think I know what this thing is…and it’s not good.”
Everyone gave him a questioning stare filled with apprehension. Ritsu muttered, “Whatever we do, that thing can’t have those artifacts…”
Yuzuru prodded, “What is this thing, Sakuma-sama?”
Ritsu was so quiet they almost didn’t hear him, though the realization made their skin freeze and crawl all at once, “I think this thing is a god.”
~*~
“Now, how about we start checking in on them, hm? They should be waking up after doing that ritual right about now.”
The center monitor flickered to show Rinne looking around a rundown hallway, occasionally flashing a light around.
The occupants of Room 6-66 were silent, various emotions mixing into one foggy, salient stew, trepidation being the most notable. Tetora had scooted his chair closer to Tomoya, the two taking comfort together. Natsume refused to get close to anyone, though Shu and Rei managed to be within an arm’s reach each. Eichi, Nagisa, and Keito were side by side, staring intently at the screen as they analyzed every single movement and background. Madara chose to move to be beside Tsukasa, holding the younger’s hand. Tsukasa was downcast, purple eyes showing his worry like a window.
The left monitor was split between the other participants in the call and Tsumugi’s workshop. Various faces shared the same worried concern.
On-screen, Rinne was startled by a sound coming from the entryway and began approaching it. Several of the idols sucked in a loud breath while others shook their heads negatively as if they were trying to warn him to not follow the noise. A shadow down the hall behind Rinne caught Keito’s attention. When Rinne briefly shined his light behind him, the shadow had receded inside a room, just out of sight, before reappearing when the light was moved.
When the noise was revealed to be Hiiro, the idols sighed in relief. Except Keito, who narrowed his eyes as he watched the shadowing figure in the background.
The voice was mockingly sweet, “Aw…what a touching reunion!...It would be a shame if one of my pets interrupted…”
“You mean that figure in the back!?” Keito stood suddenly then, pointing a finger at the humanoid-shadow monster in the background.
“Ah, you have good eyes for someone who needs a corrective prescription!”
After the earthquake struck and some of the lights came on, the shadow was revealed to look just like the one from the elevator in ES. Keito shouted, “How is that thing in there when it was just out here?!”
“They aren’t unique, Hasumi Keito. They are still like animals, with multiple of the same type. I could easily just summon a whole army of one kind if I truly wished.”
The revelation that there could easily be far more of these creatures both in there and out and around ES than previously thought was chilling. The shadow receded back into the dark room as Rinne led Hiiro back to the classroom he had woken up in. Once their backs were turned, it slowly began to follow them at a good distance. Clearly, light wasn’t a weakness as it stood under the fluorescent bulbs completely unhindered. It was far bulkier and larger than the one skulking around ES, yet it walked silently and merely monitored the brothers.
“Now, while they play catch up, how about we check in on a few others?”
The entity changed the center monitor to now focus on HiMERU and Tatsumi, the latter of which clutched his leg in pain while the former was still passed out. Eichi’s posture stiffened at seeing Tatsumi struggle to stand, much less use his leg at all.
“Seems like these two had a particularly rough landing.”
Tatsumi glanced around the room before snapping towards a paper scrap precariously on the edge of a black void on the floor. He padded his pocket and found his scrap, immediately realizing whose the other belonged to. A draft must have blown in as the paper fluttered upwards before beginning its descent down, now completely over the abyss. Tatsumi lunged forward to grab the paper, collapsing just on the ledge as he strangled out a scream of pain as if he were attempting to hold it back, his leg writhing in pain and hand clenched around the scrap.
Jun was the loudest in his reaction, “Kazehaya-senpai!”
Hiyori, holding Jun’s hand below the camera, looked a mix of worried, frightened, and empathetic, “Tatsumi-kun…!”
“Ooh, did he land on his bad leg? Did he perhaps reinjure it?”
Eichi slammed his fist onto the table, startling everyone in the room, as he growled out, “Do you really feel the need to commentate, antagonize, and mock every little thing that is happening to our friends, you parasite!?”
“Ooh! I haven’t been called that yet! I have to applaud you on your creativity!” The voice ignored the question, though perhaps the tone in which it commented was a sufficient enough answer.
Tatsumi painstakingly crawled himself over to HiMERU with just his arms, struggling to contain his pained cries. He managed to sit up, resting on his good leg, before beginning to shake HiMERU awake. The first attempted shake caused him to stop and hiss in pain as he unintentionally moved his bad leg. The next two attempts were far calmer, with the third finally awakening the other idol. However, HiMERU clutched the side of his head as he gingerly rubbed the area and needed Tatsumi’s help to stand, teetering before finding his footing.
The leaders held their breath as Tatsumi tried standing with him, only managing it because he was partially holding HiMERU to take the weight off the bad leg. When he withdrew his hold on the other, they found themselves dreading how Tatsumi would handle standing on his own. The priest had kept his bad leg slightly behind him and out of HiMERU’s view, clearly putting as little weight on it as possible as they talked. Tetora grimaced as HiMERU nearly fell over as he gripped his head again, forcing Tatsumi to catch him. How the two of them were able to stand despite their injuries was honestly a miracle in and of itself.
The voice chuckled as HiMERU learned the extent of Tatsumi’s injury, “That’s right. It was more than just a broken bone or two in that leg, wasn’t it? After all, he wouldn’t have had to stay almost a whole year in the hospital if it were just that! I’d imagine quite a few muscles were torn up as well. Right, Tenshouin?”
Eichi glared at the monitor. The voice simply continued, “You felt pity for the man, a man whose career was just beginning only for it to nearly come crashing down on him due to that incident. After that, his career with COS PRO was surely dead in the water, and you swooped in like an angel to take him under STAR PRO’s wings. You love all idols. You couldn’t bear to see someone as talented as him be cast aside…Is it because he reminded you of yourself?”
Shu and Natsume casted a sideways glance over to the leader of Fine. Several of the others nervously glanced over. Rei and Keito were the only ones whose faces hardened, knowing exactly what button this entity was trying to press.
“Being stuck in a hospital for extended periods of time, not knowing what your future holds, after losing everything dear…it’s quite troubling. Especially for you. You know you don’t have long to live. You know your illness will take you whether you’re ready or not.”
Keito made to move a hand over Eichi’s before the voice continued escalating, shocking even Rei with the direction it was taking, “That’s why you loved idols. They gave you a reason to smile even when you were at your lowest. They were the brilliant stars that banished the darkness surrounding you. That’s why you did what you did at Yumenosaki about – hmm, what was it? – 2 going on 3 years ago?”
Eichi hissed, “Shut up.”
The voice ignored him, tone getting colder and colder, “You wanted to preserve that brilliance. So you made five of those idols become the representations of everything you wanted gone. Everything YOU deemed was WRONG…you were willing to sacrifice innocent teenagers for your vision…Even your own friends.”
Eichi hissed louder, gripping the table so hard his knuckles turned white, “Shut. Up.”
“YOU picked and chose WHO would be wronged for YOUR vision! YOU, Hasumi Keito, and Aoba Tsumugi all did! YOU formed Fine with good friends purely for YOUR own ambition! Nagisa Ran! Hiyori Tomoe! They considered you a friend before YOU pushed THEM and everyone else away! YOU were even willing to sacrifice Sakuma Rei, YOUR childhood friend, to turn HIM into a MARTYR for YOUR cause! YOU were willing to send a FIRST YEAR to the chopping block when HE barely knew what was going on!”
“I SAID SHUT UP!” Eichi shouted with a rage so fierce his blue eyes practically burned with it. Even Nagisa looked to be on the edge of an outburst.
“That’s enough.” Natsume sharply stood from his seat, silencing everyone. The redhead calmly walked around the table towards the distressed blond. When he neared, he pulled the blonde’s chair away from the table, with Eichi still sitting in it, before placing himself between Eichi and the monitors.
“You will stop this right now.” His intense stare never left the staticky monitor.
“Well, well…isn’t this ironic?”
“ShUT uP. I knoW you’re GaME.” Natsume spat. Eichi blinked in shock, frozen in place.
The voice paused before darkly laughing, low and dangerous, “Hehehe…Go ahead. Tell me what game this is.”
“YoU wanT us to biCKer. YoU wanT us to turn on eaCHoTHer. BeCaUSe you FEED on it. YoU get sTRongER with every TRansgREsion we all make AGainST eachOTher. When you didn’T get what YoU wanteD by goiNG after mE, you tURned to otherS. I wagER that’s the REAL reasoN you wanted THem to do your TRIAL. YoU get fed Both here and thERE.”
The voice started darkly chuckling before raising pitch into an ear-piercing screech with distortion, “OH, and IT is GLORIOUS! The FEAR, the DecEPtiON, thE TreaCHERy, tHe ANGUISH, the HOPLESSNESS! It’s aLl DELICIOUS!”
While the leaders recoiled in horror, Natsume stood steadfast, expression unwavering, “AnD what would HaPPen if we in ES Don’T give you your FiLL?”
The voice stopped cackling to mock, “Boy…and here I thought someone finally had the brains to put it together, yet here you are missing a critical piece.”
Natsume was unbothered, “AnD whAt is thaT?”
“…I can get exactly what I need to feed from just your friends in the trial. The rest of ES serves as a simple distraction while in between the main acts, an appetizer to the main course.”
The voice redirected their attention back to Tatsumi and HiMERU, who were holding each other up as they made their way down the hall. The legless ghost girl came then, readying her attack on the two before Tatsumi repelled the spirit.
The voice was silent before sounding begrudgingly surprised, “Well, he’s quite prepared…”
Natsume snapped, “We are not done talking!”
“I’VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR INSOLENCE, BOY!”
Natsume was attacked by a shadowy tendril as it wrapped around his head and covered his eyes. The pain of the tendril entering his subconscious had him recoiling with a strangled cry. The only leaders who weren’t frozen in fear were Rei, Shu, and Eichi, as the three rushed over to hang on to Natsume as they attempted to remove the shadowy tendril, the youngest thrashing in pain. Screeches of terror filled the room as they witnessed Natsume getting attacked. It was then a vision of the entity overtook his sight: a mass of jet black with colors swirling all around with the same unholy yellow eyes boring into his mind.
The voice no longer sounded like it did on the TV. It was deep. Growly. Demonic.
“YOU DARE ORDER ME!? WHAT POWER DO YOU THINK YOU HAVE YOU MEASLEY, WEAK, INSIGNIFICANT HUMAN!? YOU MAY THINK YOU’RE THE GOD OF SHINSEKAI, BUT YOU ARE JUST A MORTAL WHO KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT WHAT IT MEANS TO BE ONE! YOU WANT TO PLAY GOD SO BADLY?! I’LL GIVE YOU AND ALL THE LEADERS THE POWER TO PLAY GOD! AND YOU WILL ALL COME TO REGRET IT!”
As suddenly as it attacked, the tendril released Natsume and vanished into thin air. The redhead collapsed on the ground only being held up by Rei and Shu who tried desperately to calm the other down. Natsume hyperventilated so badly that he began coughing and hacking on air as he desperately tried to fill his lungs while calling out for the both of them.
“That should teach you all a lesson.” Natsume could barely comprehend that the voice on the TV was just barely that same demonic-sounding entity.
“Sit. All of you. We shall return to watching.”
The leaders did so in silence, with Rei and Shu helping Natsume back to his seat. The screen flickered over to Kohaku who was investigating a classroom before an earthquake shook, causing his leg to fall through the floor as he tried to avoid a desk toppling over near him. Tsukasa wanted to speak out, voice his displeasure and worry, but dared not to for fear of earning the entity’s ire.
When the two older idols found him and were unsuccessful in freeing him, they were talking about sending one person to go get the med kit next door. It was then the voice grew curious as the two older men took themselves aside and began whispering, “Oh? What are you two whispering about?”
It seemed their whispering was partially successful in concealing their discussion, as only a few bits and pieces were able to be heard.
“…leave with nothing?”
“…I still have…”
“…you’re holding back…”
“…two sets…visions…collapsing…Kohaku…you…me…injured…another set…broken…2-C…unharmed…play…cards right.”
“Five minutes. No more.”
“I won’t need longer.”
The voice ruefully chuckled, “Oh-ho, you certainly are prepared! And you’re more aware of events to come than the others, you sneaky, sneaky, little DEVIL of a priest…You are going to be quite the thorn in my side…”
The center monitor switched to following Hokuto and Subaru, who had just woken up in another classroom. The voice spoke dismissively, “You lot can sit and watch for a minute. I need to blow off some steam…I haven’t checked the rest of ES yet…Maybe I’ll pay them a visit.”
With that, the static monitor faded to black, signaling the absence of the entity.
Everyone in that room relaxed their postures heavily as soon as they were in the clear. Natsume was still wheezing as he inhaled, gripping his red locks with both hands almost by their roots. Shu and Rei each had to pry a hand away so he wouldn’t rip his hair out. Eichi slumped in his seat, staring not at the table but somewhere below it with a faraway look. Tsukasa looked close to tears. Madara left to grab some tissues, discretely handing them to Tsukasa who took them, a brief grateful look passing before returning to his somber mood.
Tomoya wavered, “Uh…guys? I-I know this is probably not the best time to ask, but…”
Everyone turned to him, some with harsher glares while others were merely mildly curious. Tomoya inhaled deeply before calling out to those in the call, “Guys, see if you can ask that thing a question o-or get its attention!”
It was silent until Hajime’s mouth started moving. In Room 6-66, they couldn’t hear them, but they knew the others could hear their room. All the other idols blinked in surprise before Leo’s mouth moved, too. Hopeful lights started to fill each of their eyes.
“Tomo-kun,” Hinata finally spoke since this first began, “What are you getting at?”
“B-because I think that thing lied about where it was going! The center monitor rippled like it did when it sent that creature after Alkaloid a while back…I think it went into the other universe.”
“I know this is going to sound like a dumb question, but why would it lie about where it was going?” Tetora eyed the monitors.
“It doesn’t want us to see something, clearly.” Shu darkly uttered.
There was a commotion over in Eden’s camera with Hiyori looking perplexed as Jun seemed to be shouting something on their end. Hiyori went from perplexed to ecstatic before scrambling for something on the desk. He lifted a notebook and wrote with a black marker to show the call:
We have a radio!
Jun held up a handheld walkie-talkie. Hiyori followed up with another note:
Tsumugi-kun and Rinne-senpai managed to have Anzu-chan bring Ibara and Sora-kun a box of radios so we can communicate without that thing knowing! He left with the rest to hand out to the others out searching!
The enthusiasm infected each and every unit leader and idol seeing that. Tomoya excitedly asked, “Can you get a hold of Saegusa-senpai? We should exchange info!”
Hiyori and Jun looked at each other before Jun operated the radio. Ibara must have answered because the members of Eve were practically elated. They could see Jun mouthing something excitedly before nudging Hiyori not so gently to start writing. While the leader of Eve looked quite annoyed at getting ordered around, he quickly jotted down:
Ibara and Servant-kun are looking through the basement at the moment. Nazuna-kun and Ritsu-kun are currently looking through the library before they grab food to hand out to the other rooms. Chiaki-kun, Kuro-kun, and Wolf Boy are checking the Sky Garden for anything off. Sora-kun is getting a binder filled with descriptions of the visions Tatsumi-kun had from Wolf Boy and Tatsumi-kun’s dorm.
“That’s right, there were visions regarding ES…” Eichi tilted his head back in his seat.
“…Wait, you fucking knew!? Tenshouin you bastard!” Shu rounded on the other.
“He and I were both there when Shiratori-kun woke from his nightmare,” Rei stood up for the blond, “Shiratori-kun confided with us and Amagi-kun about his visions the night before.”
“So you two only know what Aira-kun knows.” Nagisa deduced. The two men nodded.
Tetora pointed the group back to Eden’s camera upon seeing the next note:
Ritsu-kun thinks this entity might be a god from some sort of polytheistic religion.
“ThAT would eXPlain a loT.” Natsume slumped.
Ibara must have overheard the call as Jun quickly motioned for Hiyori to write what they heard:
Ibara wants to know what you mean by that.
Natsume recounted his attack and what he saw during it, as well as his whole confrontation prior. Rei and Shu were borderline horrified while they all felt trepidation at what the entity meant by giving them the power to ‘play god’.
Hiyori looked at the radio wearily before writing:
Ritsu-kun says this is absolutely a god for certain now. Though it throws doubt on their theory for the artifacts.
“What was iT?” Natsume demanded.
Something about how that second entity must be related to it somehow. He thinks the second entity is weak because the two fought and it lost to the first one. The artifacts were possibly supposed to be used to empower either or, which is why the first wants them so badly. If the second one gets them, it may strengthen it enough to fight back and win.
“They can’t EMpowER it. It feeds on SeVERE neGaTIVe emoTIONs.” Natsume supplied, “I thinK it’s beCAuse they can ensnaRE or force it baCK.”
“But it wants us to send them to it when we find them, so why does it want them that badly to force us to play this game that will only truly end when they are delivered?” Eichi tapped the table as he thought.
Rei’s red eyes lit up as an idea struck him, “You have to undo both locks, the main and the deadbolt, to open the door.”
Hinata looked at him in disbelief, “Even I didn’t catch what you meant.”
Rei looked to Keito, Nagisa, and Eichi, “Think. What if both theories are right to some extent? That we have the pieces we’re looking for but don’t have the right view?”
Keito pursed his lips before turning to the call, “Tomoe, ask Sakuma’s little brother exactly how he thinks the second entity is related.”
The room was silent as they watched the muted idols discuss with Ritsu over the radio. Hiyori finally writes down:
Like kryptonite to Superman.
“So…if the second entity is capable of defeating this one…” Tetora thought out loud.
Eichi snapped his fingers, light laughter leaving his lips, “Sakuma-kun, while your poetic mysteries are usually fun to figure out, perhaps the situation calls for a more direct approach next time.”
Shu sighed in aggravation, “Just get to the point!”
Eichi smiled, “The artifacts must be like a double-edged sword. They can do both.”
“We’re thinking of them wrong,” Keito said shocked, “They’re like vessels!”
“Vessels for what?” Tomoya tilted his head.
“Power.” Natsume looked at both Keito and Eichi.
“Exactly,” Eichi continued, “Power is simply that, power. It is how you use it that makes it good or evil.”
Nagisa followed that line of thought, “Give it to this entity, and it will for sure use it to either gain more power or to other nefarious ends. Give them to the second entity…”
“It would strengthen it!” Tetora proclaimed.
“I don’t think so.” Rei broke in, “Going back to what my little Ritsu said about the potential of the second being weak because of something that happened before our involvement, and including how we have seen the thing speak about the second, what if the second was put under lock and key somewhere in the liminal space, which is why it has a limited presence both in our world and there?”
“Then the artifacts are the keys to free it!” Hinata exclaimed.
Shu heaved a heavy sigh, earning Rei’s attention, “Itsuki? Something wrong?”
Shu rubbed his temple with a finger, “Two things. First, are we really putting the cart before the horse? It seems we are banking on this second entity having our best interests in mind without knowing its true nature. Like in the stories of Greek and Roman mythology, just because a god didn’t start the tragedy or drama doesn’t mean it is any better. Secondly, even if this thing is ‘good’, how exactly are we to relay any of this information to the people who would need to use these artifacts, much less find this metaphorical cage the second entity is housed in? We don’t have a way to talk to them when they are inside, and the thing can cut communication in the liminal space with Aoba or listen in.”
“…I agree with Itsuki-senpai. Doesn’t this entity want us to send the artifacts to the liminal space? What if it gets them before they do?” Tomoya questioned.
“Better yet, if they are sent one at a time and, under some miracle, they know what to do with the artifacts, wouldn’t inserting one key ring alarm bells to the entity on what is going on? What we saw it do to Natsume might as well be us having seen it just get irritated compared to what fury it will bring down at being double-crossed.” Shu’s gaze softened upon landing on Natsume.
“Yeah, it really seems to hate when its authority is questioned or things don’t go to plan…” Tetora muttered.
Madara’s jaw went slack in horror, “Kazehaya-san…”
Everyone turned to him. Eichi nodded his head toward him in encouragement, “What about Kazehaya-kun, Mikejima-kun?”
“That thing seemed displeased that Kazehaya-san was deterring a lot of the dangers and knew more with his visions than the others…What if because of his spirituality, he was able to glean more out of the visions despite the second entity being weak?”
Tsukasa added, “If that’s the case…then aside from us out here, Kazehaya-senpai might be the only one in that group who has a better idea of what might be going on.”
Madara grimly nodded, “And he’s putting things together possibly far sooner than the entity anticipated or wants at the moment.”
“That would mean…” Hinata covered his mouth in horror.
“Tatsumi-kun is going to be paid a visit.” Nagisa bluntly stated.
“I thinK it’s more than THAT.” Natsume glared at the center monitor, “It’s probabLY attacKing him like it did ME.”
“B-but I thought it had limited authority o-or ability to manipulate other dimensions?” Tomoya shook.
“Something tells me that was another lie.” Nagisa turned his glare to the monitors, “It may also use the mechanisms of that universe to do its bidding, too.”
Tetora’s teeth chattered as he stared in terror at the center monitor, “I think we’re about to find out what it's capable of!”
They witnessed Hokuto’s attack in the infirmary. Eichi grimaced as he saw Makoto in the call begin to panic seeing his dear friend in peril, Mika and Yuta doing everything they could to keep him together. Tomoya and Wataru looked especially distraught as the shadow tried to choke Hokuto. Keito reeled back slightly when he saw the door being sealed tight with long black hair, giving Madara a frightened look of understanding. While Eichi did feel tense at seeing Hokuto struggle to survive, he inwardly was quite impressed with how far Hokuto was willing to go as he broke open a cabinet and burned away the hair, escaping within an inch of his life.
It was then the voice returned, “Ah! I feel much better now! Hmm? Ah, I see you saw the infirmary ghost. Quite impressive that Hidaka Hokuto managed to escape.”
All the leaders glared at the static in silence. The entity took note of the heated stares, “My, my! What’s with those looks?”
“Liar.” Natsume spat.
Before the voice could begin its triad, Madara cut it off, “You lied about where you were going. There was a ripple on the monitor showing the alternate universe right after you left, and considering how you sounded seeing Kazehaya-san so well-prepared-”
The voice lowly chuckled, “You caught me. Though, do remember, I’m not the only force at play here. Just look at these two.”
Subaru reappeared from offscreen in a hurry. Makoto paled during the whole heated exchange between the two unit mates. Even a few of the leaders pulled back in silent shock at the outbursts.
“You see? They can be as much a danger to each other as those that dwell in the school and myself.”
The monitor followed Subaru. Shu narrowed his eyes as Subaru, who had initially paused to cry, started stiffly going up the staircase to the third floor, though he was focusing more on the shadows off to the ginger’s side. He was the only one in the room paying attention to that monitor.
Keito grit his teeth, “Don’t sidetrack the conversation. What did you do to Kazehaya?”
“…I merely made sure we had an…understanding between us. Nothing more.”
“Bullshit.” Natsume spat.
“You want to see what my powers can truly do? Observe.”
The center monitor flickered over to in front of the infirmary. Aira was walking towards it from the stairway leading from the first floor. Giggles were heard in the infirmary, causing Aira to stiffen before turning towards it. The blond immediately began walking away from the infirmary before standing still quite suddenly. He mechanically turned around and awkwardly began walking back to go inside the infirmary. While everyone was confused at what they were seeing, Shu narrowed his eyes further, spotting something similar in the shadows from what he saw with Subaru.
“You see? I can control the darkness inside everyone, all it takes is just a little push in the right direction to make people do as I want.”
Shu tapped his fingers on the table before standing calmly, “May I entreat you for a civil discussion?”
The voice sounded taken aback by such a request, “Well, this is certainly different! Since you asked so kindly, I’ll indulge. Speak.”
Shu spoke with a calmness that unnerved even Rei and Eichi, “You say that you control the darkness inside each of us to make us do what you want. I don’t doubt that, we’ve seen it here in this room already with you merely suggesting certain topics and targeting personal feelings. However, I believe that is not what is happening here.”
The voice paused in curiosity, “…What do you think is happening, then?”
Shu let a small smirk form, catching it right where he wanted it, “Shiratori’s movements were stiff and jerky as if he were being controlled like a marionette by an inexperienced puppeteer. Just like Akehoshi’s earlier.”
The others in the room looked at him with confused disbelief. Shu continued, “In reality, this appears to be more like your power is being used to manipulate their bodies rather than their minds. And, it is not you directly doing it…You have someone helping you, don’t you?”
Silence engulfed the room before Shu spoke again, “I have very good vision, as you should know if you have been in our system for as long as you have. Though, maybe you only pay attention to details that you want to capitalize on. I can see the outline of someone in the shadows both with Shiratori and Akehoshi directing them to go where it wants them to go with those same shadows that you used to attack Natsume. So, I’m going to ask you one question…What did you two do to Kazehaya?”
It didn’t speak for a long moment. Finally, it responded slowly and in a low tone, “…We just made sure Kazehaya followed the narrative.”
Shu minutely shook his head grimly, “So that’s what’s really going on. First the puppeteering and now this ‘following the narrative’…this was all rigged from the beginning, wasn’t it? You’re not letting them choose freely whether they all make it or not.”
Everyone glared at the monitor at the accusation. The voice merely chuckled darkly, “They will come across three consecutive universes where they can all survive if they play their cards right on their own. It’s just a matter of when they will find them.”
“But you’re still rigging everything in your favor. If they were truly free, they would be able to heed those visions properly, wouldn’t they?...Or is it that you are irritated that they got visions at all? That you didn’t seal away the second entity as thoroughly as you thought?” Shu leaned forward, voice dripping calmly with venom.
“While it wasn’t planned, it certainly makes the game more interesting…and provides you all with more incentive to find those artifacts, hm? I’m sure you all probably started piecing this picture together while I was away…How about we focus back on those two from Trickstar for a moment? What you’re all about to see is a reminder that time is of the essence.”
The screen flickered to the third-floor landing, Hokuto rushing up it calling out for Subaru desperately. “Akehoshi! Akehoshi where are you!? C’mon, don’t leave me by myself in here!”
A heavy-sounding thud brought the raven-haired teen’s attention toward the boy’s bathroom.
“What the hell are you insinuating!?” Shu slammed his hand against the table.
“Just watch.”
Hokuto called out for what he thought was the other singer. He slowly made his way inside the bathroom and came to a stall where the thud was heard again. The door slowly swung open…
…revealing Subaru hanging by a noose.
Hokuto stepped back in horror, a startled gasp leaving him before he screamed, “AKEHOSHI! NOOOO!!”
Everyone cried out in astonishment and horror, each feeling a pit form in their stomachs at the realization that they could do nothing but watch the tragedy unfold.
“Why? WHY!? No! NO!!”
A gurgle came from Subaru, life just barely hanging on, “Ho…ku…to.”
A brief flash of panicked hope coursed through Hokuto hearing the other, “Akehoshi! You’re alive? I’ll get you down, hold on!”
“Oh? He still has some life? No matter.”
He reached up to try and untie the knot, but the height of it and his pulling on the noose did nothing but strangle the other more. He recoiled realizing he was doing more harm. He muttered hurriedly to himself, his mind addled and panic-stricken, “S-sorry! B-bucket! Bucket! I need a stool to stand on!”
Hokuto ran out of the bathroom as he remembered the bucket sitting outside. He recoiled slightly in horror as he also remembered that it was filled with rotten flesh and maggots. Eichi covered his mouth in disgust at the scene, but his eyes pleaded for Hokuto to do something.
Hokuto, in his desperation to save his friend, took the bucket and chucked the contents out against the far wall before running back inside. “Akehoshi! I’m right here! I’m coming!”
Silence overwhelmed the bathroom before there was a sound of the bucket falling from the teen’s hands. The other stared dumbly at the scene before him, his mind slow to process what was occurring. One by one, everyone in the room realized with abject terror and horror…
…Subaru Akehoshi was hanging completely lifeless. Hokuto was too late.
“That’s one of the fated four down.”
Hokuto stepped back until he fell to his knees, gripping his hair as a series of ear-piercing, anguished screams left his throat before sobbing. Everyone, those in Room 6-66 and those in the call, were frozen in place. Some were in tears, especially Makoto who was almost sobbing in Yuta’s arms.
“Why? Why would you hang yourself!? You were smiling and laughing this whole time…You promised you would only be gone a little bit to cool off…Was this what you meant!?” Hokuto cried out to the lifeless body, beginning to cry again when there was no answer.
“Say something, Akehoshi! Don’t leave me alone here, damn it!”
Eichi choked back his own cry, tears threatening to spill from his eyes. After everything they had gone through together…he would never wish this upon anyone. Neither of those two deserved to go through this. It made him despise the entity even more so.
“I want to apologize to you…for what I said…” Hokuto began before he felt his sanity slip away, “This can’t be real…I can’t…I refuse to accept this…!”
The voice stated matter-of-factly, “In this universe’s narrative, four are destined to die. You just saw Akehoshi Subaru’s demise. You can also assume from our exchange that Kazehaya Tatsumi and Shiratori Aira are also fated. Due to the amount of people in this group, there are a few extras who don’t have a specific role, but everyone else, under the right conditions, should survive. That is, other than the fated four, everyone else does have free will and has the potential to live or die by their choices. I gave them a challenge before we began this universe: seven of them must survive in order to avoid a punishment round.”
Madara shouted, losing his composure, “But you rigged this! You gave them the assumption that everyone was free in this to choose their own fate and that it was possible for none of them to die! If four of them are fated to die by this supposed ‘narrative’ then-”
“They only have one chance to avoid punishment. Lose any one of the 7 left after the fated four, and they will face the consequences.”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
See you next time!
Chapter 8: Bonds Form (A School of Corpses Arc: Part 4)
Notes:
So this is a bit shorter than the others. I wanted to delve into the more light-hearted aspects of this story, as it is about more than just enduring pain and suffering. It's also about perseverance and forming strong connections with other people as one lives their life.
I'm also having a tooth pulled today, so I don't know how long it will be for me to recover from that.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Face Down (Japanese Cover) – Sunrise Skater Kids
Original by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlL5hhNiyrw
HiMERU tapped his foot impatiently as he checked his phone’s clock. He stood up abruptly, teetering dangerously as his head throbbed from the sudden movement, “He’s late.”
Purple eyes looked guiltily at his stuck leg unable to speak. The other idol was about to storm out the door and drag Tatsumi back until he realized that would mean leaving Kohaku defenseless. He took a deep, steadying breath. Tatsumi at least had a cross to keep himself safe for a time. Kohaku might as well be a sitting duck. The kid needed him more. He had to trust Tatsumi, despite the other’s propensity to attract trouble like a magnet.
There was a dim sound, almost like a metallic, faint sparkle, from behind him. Kohaku turned himself around, confirming to the older one that he wasn’t just imagining things. What he wasn’t expecting was for the younger to sound warily confused, “…Tha’ wasn’t there before….”
Sitting on the cabinet’s lowest shelf Tatsumi had already looked over earlier was a crowbar.
HiMERU stared at it in angry disbelief. Was this universe seriously toying with them that much? Or was the entity having a damn laugh at the irony right about now?
He slowly approached it and laid a hand on it. It was cool to the touch. Looked brand new, too. Grasping it confirmed to him that the object was most definitely real. He tsked, “HiMERU is going to rip Tatsumi a new one when he finds him.”
While the pink-haired teen would have snorted at the comment under normal circumstances, currently he was unnerved. “But…Tatsumi-han looked over tha’…tha’ wasn’t ‘ere even when I first entered…”
HiMERU shook his head briskly before making his way over to the other, kneeling as he put one end of the crowbar under the floorboard, “Let’s get you out of here. Then find Tatsumi.”
Kohaku blinked several times in bewilderment, “Are ya not gonna question how this appeared?”
The blue-haired idol pushed down on the other end of the crowbar, beginning to ply away one board, “At the moment, we’ve got bigger problems. Who knows if it is the universe messing with us.”
The building shook slightly as yet another earthquake rocked it, causing HiMERU to pause in his work to not hurt the younger teen. He tilted his head to look at the boards, a thoughtful expression forming as he noticed the boards shifted slightly. It was a slight change, but it was just enough to make his job that much easier, as it made it so that all he would have to do was pry back this one board just enough for Kohaku to pull his leg free.
“Oukawa, when he lifts this board, pull your leg out as quickly as possible. You should be free after this.”
The first attempt was aborted when the pain in his head halted HiMERU from putting his full force on the end of the crowbar. On the second attempt, he had the idea of just using his weight instead to push down on the tool. The board lifted with difficulty, but the space was just enough for Kohaku to wiggle his leg out before it snapped back in place.
Kohaku practically bounced as he stood up, “Goddamn, it feels good ta be free!”
HiMERU huffed in amusement at the younger’s antics, “Be lucky Tatsumi didn’t hear you say that.”
“Given ta’ circumstances, I think he would a’ been given a pass.” Kohaku crossed his arms and furrowed his eyebrows.
HiMERU raised a finely shaped eyebrow at the other. Kohaku sighed as he relented, “Yeah, yeah, probably wishful thinkin’.”
The younger helped HiMERU stand back up, the latter choosing to hang on to the crowbar. He may have a head wound, and Kohaku may be stronger than he looks, but he could probably still swing it harder in case they ran into something they needed to break. Or if something more physical in nature came for them.
“Let’s go find Tatsumi-han. It’s just down ta’ hall.” Kohaku gestured for the other to follow. HiMERU grabbed his shoulder and pulled him back to a closer distance in silent disapproval. The younger huffed and rolled his eyes, but chose not to say anything as they left the moderately lit classroom and were back in the dark halls.
HiMERU kept one hand in his pocket, feeling the weight of both the Holy Water and the rosary heavily, despite their small sizes. Kohaku froze as he saw what was definitely not there previously, “Ta’ room wasn’t like tha’ before…”
HiMERU glanced over. The panels in between both doors to the classroom were caved in near the top with splinters of wood going every which way. The room beyond it was pitch black. The pink-haired teen struggled to pull one of the doors open. It refused to budge like it was a decoration.
The older took a step back before his foot stepped on something that made a papery crunch noise. Upon looking down, it was a sheet of paper that had yellowed partially with age. Just behind it was the skeletal remains of a high school boy, the lower jaw missing. He choked on a gasp as he removed his foot, muttering an apology to the corpse.
Kohaku turned back from the door and paled at seeing the bones, “Tha’ wasn’t ‘ere, either…What is goin’ on?”
“Are you sure this was the right room?”
“Positive! I don’t understand! I was just in there a few minutes ago.” Kohaku brushed his hair back as he rapidly tapped his foot in thought.
It was then that HiMERU felt a cold presence behind him. He whirled around, hand at the ready with the rosary before he paused, both in fright and because…this one felt different from the legless ghost.
It was a male ghost, presumably of the dead teen. Despite his grizzly appearance, lacking a lower jaw, the air felt more…peaceful? HiMERU couldn’t quite place it, but he got the suspicion that this ghost meant no harm. In fact, it had its eyes closed as if it was trying to show it was attempting to smile, before pointing down to the paper at the blue-nette’s feet.
HiMERU slowly reached down to pick up the paper, the ghost nodding happily as he gestured to the paper, then back at the duo. Kohaku was shaking as he glanced between HiMERU and the ghost, “D-Does it want us ta read it?”
The ghost nodded approvingly, giving them two thumbs up.
HiMERU handed the paper to the younger teen who read it for them. It was written by this student, the ghost in front of them. He was part of his school’s occult club and did the charm as part of a group activity. He had lost his student ID shortly after entering the school but insisted on taking notes and making observations of the area and its ghosts.
He detailed how he learned that this school is merely one portion of a large nexus of interlayered, alternate dimensions that periodically appear to merge and split from each other regularly. These are often felt as tremors as the school shifts, with larger changes occurring alongside greater tremors. He wrote how a ghost told him that any who dies in this school will feel their pain for all eternity, with no afterlife; just eternal pain and suffering within the school.
From the various newspapers he had found during his living tenure, he pieced together that this school must be held together by the four children who were involved with the 1973 murders. He theorized that of those four, the one who lived must have had more of a connection with the school than the papers told, as it wouldn’t make sense for her ghost to be wandering these dimensions if she never died in the school. He warned that, whoever ends up reading this, to watch out for the girl in the red dress, the fourth child and the sole survivor of the 1973 murders, Sachiko. He stressed how much evil energy radiated from her. He further detailed his findings on the three children who did die that fateful day and how to identify who was who. His last theory was that, if there is a way to escape, they should appease the ghost children before attempting so, as it might lead to dangerous and unforeseen consequences.
His last words were that, if he were to die, then he would keep smiling and help any survivors that he came across in hopes that they find a way out. No matter how painful his death could be, he insisted on smiling through the pain.
Kohaku and HiMERU both looked up to the ghost boy, who still had his eyes closed. He clasped his hands together in bowed to them before vanishing with a faint whisper of “good luck”. HiMERU muttered, “Thank you…”
Kohaku blinked several times before holding his chin in thought, “…This at least gives us some clues on how ta escape.”
“How so?”
The pink-teen sighed as he held his arms, his eyes twitching in slight pain, “Have ya had any headaches regardin’ knowin’ details tha’ ya shouldn’t know?”
HiMERU huffed as he shook his head lightly, “While it has been disconcerting, HiMERU hasn’t gotten those headaches. Though Amagi and Ayase were plagued by them a lot before we came here.”
“…Ya haven’t had them?”
“He has stated facts and ‘remembered’ memories that he has never had before this universe, but he hasn’t gotten any headaches associated with them. Your point?”
Kohaku blinked before continuing, “Right…Well, it seems tha’ me in this universe was very into ta’ occult an’ all tha’. So, it appears I ‘ave more knowledge regardin’ tha’ topic.”
HiMERU pondered a moment, “…What do you make of this?”
The younger pursed his lips, “Well, puttin’ together what I know due ta this universe an’ some of ta’ gamin’ logic I learned from Jun-han…Maybe appeasin’ ta’ ghosts is ta’ best solution. If his theory is right, then tha’ means ta’ three child ghosts tha’ died then are like three support structures. Appeasin’ each one might be like takin’ power away and makin’ ta’ place unstable. Then, ta’ fourth and final one is ta’ main one bindin’ this all together tha’ would only become appeasable after ta’ other three. After tha’, we might be able ta’ leave.”
“Appease each of the four ghosts to unlock a way out. Sounds easier said than done. Exactly how would we go about appeasing them?” The older leaned against a wall with his arms crossed as he slowly became light-headed.
“…Well, three o’ them were murdered…maybe an apology or repentance?”
“…We don’t know a lot of details surrounding the murder case, nor would that way work for the fourth who lived. He doesn’t see how these are connected…unless…?”
The younger’s tone was full of apprehension and curiosity, “Unless…?”
He pointed at Kohaku, “You said something about appeasing these three ghost children might make the place unstable, or take away power. But the paper also said something about shifting dimensions, yes? What if appeasing each of those three causes dimensions to shift in the right direction to allow us to find out more about the fourth?”
“Thus find a way ta appease her!” Kohaku beamed.
HiMERU paused before waving his hand in front of the two, “HiMERU thinks we have a plan.”
“Yeah!” The excitement left as soon as it came, making the younger repeat himself with much less enthusiasm, “…Yeah.”
HiMERU removed himself from the wall and placed a hand on the younger’s shoulder in a silent question. Kohaku muttered, “When we felt tha’ tremor freein’ ma leg…Would tha’ mean Tatsumi-han did make it ta 2-C, but he was shifted ta another dimension…which is why we can’t find ‘im?”
He shifted his gaze down to the rotten floorboards. If that was the case…then him not returning wasn’t his fault. Yet…where did Tatsumi end up? If they managed to follow through with the appeasements, would it mean all the dimensions converge or just the ones they are in? Would that mean Tatsumi would be left behind if they went too far?
He exhaled harshly. He could not jump the gun in this situation. There were far too many unknowns to assume anything. There were several far more pressing concerns at hand, some of which may even try to kill them. Even then, he couldn’t afford to be too realistic when the younger boy was in distress already. The older idol chose to tighten his grip on Kohaku’s shoulder reassuringly, “He thinks we will find him. And when we do, no more separating. Understood?”
It earned a small chuckle, which HiMERU was more than glad to take as he ruffled the boy’s hair affectionately. Kohaku shook his head afterward with a look of only mild annoyance despite his small smile.
The elder began walking down the hall a few paces before looking back and extending a hand out to the younger. Kohaku rolled his eyes before a lightning strike and a loud clap of thunder spooked him, launching himself to grab hold of HiMERU’s offered arm with a yelp. HiMERU did his best to withhold his amusement while Kohaku quickly released his hold and recomposed himself, crossing his arms and huffing with a child-like indignant look.
“Where do ya think yer goin’?”
HiMERU gave the other an amused look as he felt particularly inclined to be sassy, “Well, not like we will find any answers just standing around. There’s a lot of information we need to find out. We can double-check the rooms behind us in a minute.”
“Why not now?”
HiMERU shrugged, “We didn’t notice anything different until we got to 2-C. HiMERU guesses that the rooms behind us didn’t change all that much. Besides, it was just one classroom. There’s bound to be more helpful information elsewhere.”
Kohaku sighed, “Fine. But let’s try an’ find ya somethin’ ta cover up yer wound. Last thin’ we need is ya fallin’ over all ta’ time. I think t’was an infirmary down tha’ way.”
HiMERU slyly remarked, “And yet, you were more than willing to take his arm and let him lead earlier.”
Purple eyes glared at citrine, “Don’t ya dare say anythin’ ta Rinne-han ‘bout tha’. Understand?”
This time he didn’t hold back a low chuckle, “Sure. Loud and clear. Just one question.”
Kohaku hummed at him to continue. “Do you still have your paper scrap from that damn ritual?”
Kohaku nodded, taking it out of his pants pocket. HiMERU frowned at that, “Put it inside your student ID case and tuck it inside your blazer. Don’t lose that scrap, no matter what.”
If this alternate universe has multiple dimensions that are shifting around, ‘I’ will have a hard time finding him. That’s assuming the entity has him in this universe at all. It could be toying with ‘me’ and only throwing him in selectively. Judging by what ‘I’ve’ seen, he might be at a completely different school from all three of our groups. ‘I’ might not be able to help him if what Ayase said about the paper scraps ends up being true. Regardless, ‘I’ still have someone that ‘I’ need to look after. As much as ‘I’ hate to agree with Amagi, Oukawa doesn’t appear to be doing too well on his own. ‘I’ can’t leave him by himself. That much, ‘I’ do know.
~*~
Rinne sat with Hiiro on the raised stage at the front of Class 1-A patting the younger’s back comfortingly, “Can ya tell me what ya saw? Niki told me a few already…”
Hiiro’s blue eyes briefly held his before darting to the floor, hesitation and pain making them dimmer, “…What ones?”
Rinne didn’t quite know how to word it delicately. He couldn’t exactly bluntly state he heard about two of his closest friends murdering him and each other plus about himself becoming suicidal. Then again, he didn’t want to make Hiiro relive them. Rinne didn’t know if those were the most horrific, but they must have been up there if those alone put him into a hyperventilative panic attack when Niki found him.
In the end, he decided, “Not to make ya relive them…but mostly the ones with Kohaku-chan, Ai-chan, and ya…and the one that made ya not want to talk to me ‘bout it.”
The younger Amagi began curling in on himself, his voice becoming harder to hear even in the stillness of the room, “…I’m sorry.”
“Hey, don’t apologize. I’d probably do the same thing ya did.” Rinne ran his fingers over the top of his little brother’s head and through his hair.
“How ‘bout this? Just tell me of any ya think might be connected to this universe. Did ya have any?” Rinne gave a half smile as he wrapped his arm around Hiiro’s shoulders.
Hiiro never met his eyes and was far too quiet, even as he spoke, “Mayoi-senpai…”
Rinne couldn’t help a slight frown remembering the timid man. “What happened?”
The younger shrugged, “I don’t know…it was…just a close-up of a phone and…the recording…”
“…What was on it?”
“Just audio…but…he was screaming…followed by loud thuds.”
Rinne unconsciously tightened his grip around the other.
Ai-chan saw Hiiro die…Tatsumi-chan may have seen his and Kohaku-chan’s…Now Mayoi-chan?
He forced himself to loosen his grip as he rubbed soothing little circles with his fingers to keep the other grounded. “Okay, was there anything else?”
Silence enveloped the two. Hesitatingly, Hiiro scooched over so that their sides were pressed together. He turned his head towards his brother, pressing his face more into the other’s shoulder as he managed, “…Myself…”
If this was the normal world, he probably would have pushed Hiiro a touch away just because it would have felt suffocating. At the moment, he could feel his inner-big brother protectiveness leap at the opportunity to remind him that Hiiro was still here, by his side, and, most importantly, safe. Rinne raised his other hand to run his fingers through Hiiro’s hair. “Ya saw something ‘bout yourself?”
“…Isara-senpai…Shiina-san…”
Part of him wanted to shake the kid and tell him to spit it out, but that would only make the younger clam up more. When Hiiro would get like this he was like a skittish fawn. He had to be slow and gentle. “Were they with ya?”
Hiiro nodded into his shirt, prompting him to ask, “What were all of ya doing?”
“…was weird…like watching…myself.”
Rinne’s blood ran cold.
Just like Ai-chan…
“I…Isara-senpai was…carrying me and…Shiina-san had…a bat…We ran to…this door…I could hear rain.”
It was as if a void opened up and swallowed his heart.
Hiiro saw part of how he would die…Niki…Niki had a weapon! Did he-NO! He HAD to have been protecting them!
“Nii-san…I was missing an eye…Did I…Was I dying?”
At first, there was a portion of himself that felt relieved to hear about the wounds, if only to remove Niki from the equation. However, that brief bit of relief was overwhelmed with a sickening feeling. How the hell was he supposed to tell him?
He took a deep, steady breath. “Before I tell ya-”
“I want to live.” It was the loudest the other had been since he found him.
“…Hiiro-”
Hiiro stood up sharply then, hands curled into fists at his side. He turned to gaze at his brother, a cold, steeled determination setting blue orbs ablaze. “I want to fight. I won’t let this thing win.”
Rinne stood up slowly, maintaining eye contact as he did. His lips twitched into a smirk as his eyes lit up in pride. “Glad to have ya back, Ototo-kun.”
The soldier faintly smiled before hardening again. “Nii-san. There has to be a way.”
Rinne returned the stern stare. “I think I have an idea of how the whole thing is supposed to go down. I got a few bits from Mayoi-chan and Ai-chan, so let’s see if we can set up a timeline, then see what we can do.”
Before they could, a loud thud came from outside the room, from the direction of the entryway. Rinne quickly pulled Hiiro behind him and glared at the farthest door in the room. The brothers remained silent, ears straining for any minute sound.
Silence. Eerie Silence.
Hiiro breathily whispered, “What was that?”
Rinne returned the whisper, keeping his hold on the other’s wrist, “I don’t know. But something tells me it’s not a good idea to stay in one place for too long.”
He eyed the other door closer to them before checking back on the little brother quietly, “C’mon. We’re going. Just like we practiced at home.”
The brothers moved silently toward the door, the eldest taking a moment to peer through some of the holes to check the hallway as best he could. It looked clear. Very quietly, he pushed the door open. He wordlessly nodded to Hiiro as they both left the room and went deeper into the first floor, away from the entrance. Rinne never let go of Hiiro’s wrist who, in turn, clung to his.
When they reached the end of the hall, Rinne flashed his light around, spotting straight ahead another staircase going up and another hall to their right. He was just about to turn it off and ask Hiiro which way they should go when the younger practically shoved himself into him. “Oof! Geez, ya don’t haveta follow that closely.”
He stiffened when he felt Hiiro tremble against him, his eyes never leaving the hall they just came down. Rinne flashed his light back the way they came, but nothing was out of the ordinary. “It’s okay, Ototo-kun. Nothing’s there.”
Hiiro ceased trembling, though he still seemed wary. “Maybe this place is already playing tricks on me.”
Rinne commented, “Couldn’t stand silence back in our home universe. Now, it feels like a fucking blessing. If there’s one thing I’ve already learned from being here not even a half hour is that the silence is a good thing. So far, any sound has always been made by something or someone.”
He noticed how Hiiro seemed to try and hide behind the phone. “Where’s your phone?”
Hiiro hesitated a split second before pulling out his phone. It had a good-sized hole in the center like it had been stabbed. “Kind of had a run-in with a child ghost missing an eye. She tried coming after me with scissors…which was why I was hiding.”
Rinne sighed, “Barely here half an hour, and this place has already tried to kill ya.”
“I think that happened…mm, about five minutes after I woke up.” The way Hiiro started getting a little too casual about his brush with death was both disconcerting and a relief. It meant Hiiro was starting to act like he would back at ES, but also he had become far too accustomed to getting assaulted already.
“Well, let’s-”
A loud, girlish scream came from the hallway to their right, followed by a child-like giggle. Rinne turned to Hiiro, “I’m guessing it was the giggling one?”
“Sounds like her.”
They didn’t see either, but they could hear the girl begin to scream in pain as the child-like laughter started getting maniacal. Rinne and Hiiro shared a sideways glance before Rinne pulled his little brother towards the stairs silently, shutting off his flashlight.
~*~
Mao and Niki took a moment once they made it to the other side of the outdoor walkway to breathe. The latter had resolutely made sure the younger of the two didn’t see the remains of what happened to that student.
Mao heaved a deep exhale, hands on his knees. “What the hell was that?”
When Niki didn’t answer, he looked up and noticed the elder was looking back at where they came from with a far-off look. He waved his hand in front of Niki’s face, “Shiina-senpai? Shiina-senpai??”
Niki was startled briefly. “Wah! O-Oh, sorry. Spaced for a second.”
“You seem off, everything okay? Er, I guess that’s a dumb question…” Mao rubbed the back of his neck.
The grey-haired idol sighed softly, looking back out to the walkway. “Guess I’m just thinking about those visions.”
Mao followed his stare and leaned against the wall beside the other. “Hokuto told Subaru and I a bit about them.”
“Hm? How much?” Niki sounded distant and noncommittal.
“Mm, it was hard to follow him. I’ve never seen him talk so quickly or looked so frantic before, and that’s saying something considering everything we went through last year.”
Niki tilted his head in curiosity, “Oh?”
Mao raised an eyebrow, “What? Didn’t expect him to take it so seriously?”
“Nah, I knew he would. Just figured he was gonna focus more on the visions involving you three, considering that was one of the first questions he asked once we went down to the basement. He was quite insistent.”
Mao turned his gaze to the stone pathway under his feet. “Well, he did mention Subaru needed to watch out for a masked man and that we needed to stick together no matter what. The only other thing I could discern from him was something about Amagi and something like ‘saving him’. Other than that, he was speaking way too fast.”
He glanced up and stopped seeing Niki looking at him thoughtfully before the latter turned away, lightly laughing. “Hehe…Despite such a cold exterior, he really does care about others, huh?”
Mao fondly smiled, “Yeah, he does have a funny way of showing it some days.”
The silence stretched a little too long for both of their likings, it seemed, as Mao added, “I think Amagi reminds Hokuto of Subaru a little.”
“How so?”
“Well, they’re like the golden retrievers of each unit. Happy-go-lucky typically, energetic, hyper – well, maybe Amagi is a touch less hyper than Subaru.”
Niki choked on a chuckle, “Only a touch?”
The two shared a good laugh at that. Mao continued a bit more sullenly, “…I guess…One day Shiratori came to me looking for advice. After finally getting him to fess up it was about Amagi having snapped at him when they were changing for practice, he just seemed so…lost.”
Niki was wide-eyed, “Ototo-san snapped? At Aira-san?”
“That’s what I said! He never struck me as the type of kid to ever lash out unless he was defending someone. Shiratori told me he had questioned how this weird-looking scar on his back happened and Amagi got super evasive and uncomfortable. He tried apologizing and then Amagi snapped at him, telling him to ‘drop it’ before he left looking guilty.”
Niki was deep in thought as Mao continued, “I told him he probably was uncomfortable that he was staring at it, but he completely denied it saying that they had changed in front of each other multiple times before. He said he knew that Amagi’s hometown’s customs typically looked down upon showing too much skin to people who aren’t family, but Amagi had had him help put on stage outfits before and he was fine with that.”
Niki muttered, “Rinne-kun is similar whenever I try asking about his hometown. He’s always super evasive and any answer I do get is vague. Sometimes he would get angry when I pushed too much.”
Mao hummed in agreement, “I noticed that. He was pretty vague about his hometown, and anytime anyone got too specific in their questions he would shut them down or avoid answering them.”
“Shiratori was concerned because of how unusual he was acting. It vaguely reminded him of…well, he told me what happened with Amagi just before the MDM after his….‘confrontation’ with Amagi-senpai.”
“Ah, that,” Niki sighed deeply, “Rinne-kun was in a sorry state that day, too. I think that whole ordeal was harder on him than he lets on. When it was just him and I, he was so quiet and…vulnerable. Like it pained him to his core to have had to treat his precious little brother that way. He cares and loves that kid far more than he would ever let anyone know, even if he does show it in an…unconventional way most times.”
Mao nodded, “That’s about what Shiratori told me of Amagi…The point I’m trying to make is that he and Subaru are quite similar. They’ve been through a lot, sometimes even refusing to share what they’ve been through, yet they still smile and try their best to make everyone else smile, too. I think Hokuto recognizes that, and wants to do what he couldn’t do for Subaru in the beginning.”
The older idol stayed quiet for a long moment. “…Wisdom doesn’t come with age, but with experience.”
It was then Mao was hit with a splitting, extremely painful headache that made him fall to his knees as he cried in agony. Niki exclaimed as he tried to catch the other, “What’s wrong!? Isara-kun!”
Mao’s vision blanked before reforming somewhere else in the school. He saw himself get pushed out of a classroom by Niki, leaving the other trapped as the door slammed shut. It then flashed to another scene, far murkier than the previous one. He could barely make anything out, save for the bright, minty-green color and a shiny, silvery object coming towards himself. It was then he heard a voice. Unlike the entity that sent them here, it was softer, higher-pitched, but no less frantic as it sounded choppy.
“Cat…ch…it!...Sa…ve…H…im!”
With that, his headache ceased, though it left him gasping for breath and digging his nails into the stone pavers for purchase. His skin felt clammy, yet deep within, there was an odd warmth. He couldn’t quite tell if it was comforting or not, but it slowly faded, as did the clamminess. Niki was practically shaking him, “Isara-kun! Are you okay!?”
His mind was raddled until an idea came to mind suddenly. He clutched one of Niki’s hands and looked directly into the other’s eyes, “Shiina-senpai! How did Amagi react after getting his visions?”
“H-huh!? He was panicking! Like hyperventilating and all that! W-why does that matter?”
“Did he mention anything about feeling like a cold sweat on the outside but warm on the inside?” Mao knew he sounded strange as he asked.
“U-uh! Um, yes!? And a splitting headache, too! But it faded after he woke up!”
“…woke up?” Mao whispered.
“Y-yeah, his visions were in a dream, just like Alkaloid…” Niki paused before his eyes widened, “…Did you…have a vision? Was there another voice?”
Mao muttered more to himself as he stared somewhere beyond the pavers below his hands. “But if they got it in dreams…I’m not even dreaming…unless…wait we are dreaming!”
“Uh, Isara-kun?” Niki tilted his head in great concern.
“Shiina-senpai! Alkaloid had them while dreaming, but they weren’t a one-time thing! Technically, what we are experiencing right now is within our subconscious, our bodies are more or less sleeping or comatose in the real world!”
“Isara-kun, what are you getting at? Did you have a vision or not?” Niki sternly reproached the other.
Mao was undeterred, “I did! That’s my point! It’s not that Alkaloid was special in some capacity to have received those visions before! And yes! There was a second voice! It was trying to warn me of what was to come! And it sounded just as weak if not more so as what people have described to me so far!”
“I-If you received a vision-” Niki started.
“This second entity Hokuto mentioned from Alkaloid’s visions is still capable of sending more! It’s trying to help us! But it might be dying or fading quickly! We have to help it!”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed and see you next time!~
Chapter 9: A Life for a Life (A School of Corpses Arc: Part 5)
Notes:
A touch shorter than normal, but it includes quite a bit of action, so I thought this would be a good place to stop the chapter rather than bog it down with too much.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Face Down (Japanese Cover) – Sunrise Skater Kids
Original by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlL5hhNiyrw
Rinne and Hiiro had started piecing together the events that unfolded in this school several decades ago, from the serial kidnappings and murders to the school's eventual closing. One particular child’s picture made Hiiro pause, forcing Rinne to stop searching the classroom to check.
“Ya’ve been awfully quiet, Ototo-kun. Something wrong?”
Hiiro was still staring at the paper in his hands. “This girl…”
Rinne came back over to look, “Do ya recognize one of them?”
Hiiro tapped his finger on the picture of one of the victims, Yuki Kanno, “She…was the one attacking me earlier.”
Rinne paused. He hadn’t realized he must have been glaring until Hiiro prodded him. The elder brother took hold of the paper to reread the article, his mind filling in the blanks near the end. “Tongues were…severed and removed…mutilations far too…grotesque to describe…What kind of fucked up person would do such things to little kids?”
Hiiro gazed back at the picture with sadness. “Nii-san…she was missing an eye.”
The implication of what the poor girl went through was wearing down on Rinne, forcing him to look away from the newspaper. Hiiro’s next comment forced him to confront his mixed feelings, “I…kind of feel sorry for her. Sure, she tried to kill me, but…I can understand why her soul would be stuck here.”
Rinne thought back to Hiiro’s phone. She tried to stab him with scissors. The same weapon that took her life. As much as he understood the pain and agony and generally pissed-off energy, she still tried to kill his little brother. That alone nearly negated any sympathy he would have otherwise felt. If it weren’t for Hiiro mentioning how he was missing an eye in one of his visions that seemed to take place before his death, he would have just listed her as just another hazard of this universe. Rinne strongly suspected she would have something to do with his death if he didn’t protect Hiiro.
“C’mon, let’s keep moving. As much as we need to learn about our environment and its history, we need to find the others, too.” Rinne gently grabbed hold of Hiiro’s wrist and led him out of the room.
The second floor was much less eerie than the first floor…still creepy as all hell, according to Rinne, but certainly felt less dangerous. Maybe it was the lack of bodies so far. He honestly thought there would be more. Other than a few scraps of paper from news articles or notes from previous victims, there wasn’t much to glean from. He still felt a tingle run down his spine at the memory of finding that one note from a past victim of how the dead will never know peace and will feel their pain for eternity in these halls.
They made it to another branching hall before pausing to check with Rinne’s light. The stairs to the left that would have gone up another floor looked like the ceiling caved in on it, rendering it impassable. Scanning right, Rinne caught the tail end of a flash of light, followed by the clicking sound of a camera shutter. He pulled Hiiro closer, gesturing for the younger to hand over the table leg and to hang on to the phone before slowly approaching.
Hiiro shined the light as best as he could ahead of them while he was forced behind his brother. Rinne kept his grip on the table leg tight. However, when the phone’s flashlight caught sight of a familiar, purple-braided teen, Rinne sighed in relief as he called out, “Yo! Mayoi-chan! You’re okay!”
“Mayoi-senpai!” Hiiro brightened considerably.
Rinne rushed forward in his haste, letting his guard down. When he turned to see what Mayoi was staring at, he backpedaled into the wall behind him in shock, a loud cry escaping.
“Nii-san? What’s-?” Hiiro approached too, noticing the horrendous sight. He screamed louder and bolted back around the corner, falling to his knees as he quaked in disgusted fright.
Mayoi was staring at a wall absolutely covered in bloody viscera. Judging by the amount of blood and gore, it was clear that the whole wall was covered by what was once a person who had been thrown against it with such tremendous force that there was next to nothing recognizable to discern who it might have once been. Rinne dragged his eyes away from the nauseating sight over to Mayoi, who was still staring at it with a phone in his hand. He realized to his abject horror that the idol had taken a picture of it.
Mayoi spoke mechanically, unfeelingly, as if he were being clinical about his observations, “Disturbing, isn’t it? It was definitely a person once, a young boy at that, judging by the remains of cloth here and there.”
Rinne covered his mouth as he nearly gagged, “M-Mayoi-chan…”
Mayoi turned to look at the older man, his normally bright turquoise eyes were dull and dark. “Have you seen anyone? I worry for the younger ones. Especially Aira-san. I can only imagine how he must be feeling right now.”
“N-no…Mayoi-chan…why were ya taking a picture of…that?”
Mayoi’s eyes slowly started to become brighter as a look of confusion formed, voice returning to its usual cadence. “I…I don’t know.”
As suddenly as it had occurred, his eyes returned to that dull, dark, dead look. He spoke dismissively, “We should keep looking. I’ll check the first floor. You should go check the other section, I saw a walkway leading to another part of the school I haven’t checked yet. More likely to run into others if we split up anyways.”
Rinne couldn’t speak as Mayoi turned to leave, his figure disappearing into the shadows of the halls. He felt his mouth open and close as words began to form only to die before they could be voiced.
This isn’t like ya!? What the hell are ya doing!? I get ya were already going through a lot by this point and that ya had dark thoughts from time to time, but this!? Ya even agreed to stay together before we even did the ritual!
…Are ya being possessed? Is that what that little bit of the real ya I saw earlier was?
Whimpering followed by a startled gasp snapped him out of his thoughts. Hiiro had shuffled backwards into his leg, hands shaky on the phone as he kept staring down the hall they had come from. Rinne knelt and took the light from him to shine steadily at where they had just come from. Nothing was there.
Rinne sighed before turning off the light to conserve battery, helping lift the younger back on his feet. “It's okay, Ototo-kun. Nothing’s there.”
“Yes, there was! I’m sure of it now!” Hiiro desperately clung to his older brother.
Sensing his little brother was slowly reverting back to his fawn-like state, he slowly rubbed the other’s back comfortingly. Taking a glance down the hall, even in the darkness, nothing was there. He wondered if this universe was purposefully messing with them, making whatever could be behind them only visible to Hiiro.
“Would ya be able to tell me what it looked like at all?”
Hiiro finally took his gaze from the hallway, resting somewhere at his feet. “It was just like that wolf-creature that attacked me earlier…but more human-looking.”
Well, he was right about something fucking with them.
“Lemme guess? Lots of sharp teeth and glowing yellow eyes?”
Hiiro looked up at his brother in puzzlement, “Yes?”
Rinne grit his teeth. “That bastard of an entity set one of those loose in ES before we got here. Fucking threatened to use it to harm two of the members of Knights. Seems the fucker has sent his pets in here, too.”
Rinne pulled his little brother along down the hall, not even bothering to pause to look at either of the two doors they passed by. “Hiiro, stay with me no matter what. It’s not getting closer each time, right?”
The younger shook his head. Rinne nodded, “Good. We stay together, and that thing won’t come after either of us.”
Belatedly, he asked, “Do ya still have that paper scrap?”
Hiiro nodded and pulled it from his jacket pocket. Rinne frowned at that and pointed to Hiiro’s ID case. “Tuck it in there. That’s a lot more secure than just a pocket.”
Hiiro nodded and dutifully hid his inside the case. He tilted his head in question, “Umu…What about you?”
Rinne flicked his ID case still attached to his shirt by its clip. “Safe and sound.”
~*~
In Room 6-66
“So you say, Amagi Rinne. But there might be a nasty surprise waiting for you.”
All the leaders glared at the static as it turned its attention back to them. “Recall what I told your obstinate friend about giving you all the power to play god? It’s time to explain what I meant.”
“On occasion, I will provide one of you with a choice to be made that will affect what will happen here at ES. Each decision has its consequences, both for here and for their group in there. It’s up to you, the singled-out individual, to choose, preferably sooner rather than later.”
“Lemme guess? The choices and consequences will differ depending on the situation. And by sooner you mean on the spot or within an allotted amount of time?” Madara darkly surmised.
“Indeed. Now, since I told the demanding one about this power first, how about we start with him.”
All eyes turned to Natsume who raised his gaze from the table, a dark, daring look set firmly in place.
The voice chuckled mockingly, “Hehe, that brooding look suits you, oh God of Shinsekai. Just as much as despair will soon enough.”
The center monitor flickered to a camera’s view of the Seisoukan Dorms Main Office. Sora had just walked in, shutting the door quietly as he kept low. Crouch walking to the far end of the room, he only stood up when he reached a bulletin board, grabbing a key with the label “Master Key” from one of the hooks.
“Seems like your dear friend and fellow Switch member is being awfully careful for a reason, hm?”
A sound from outside the glass front wall spooked Sora into hiding behind a desk. The Doberman-Shadow stalked by, slowly rotating its head around the lobby.
Natsume gripped the table harshly as he snarled. “Don’t you dare…!”
“My! Perceptive, aren’t you? You know exactly where this is heading.”
Sora made his way back up front and exited the room, the creature now at one end of the lobby.
“Watch this.”
A ripple formed on the center monitor as the creature shuddered a moment. The monitor now flickered to what the creature was seeing. Confused shock turned to abject terror as the “camera” turned around to glare at Sora who was now frozen in place staring back.
“…Sick ‘em.”
With that, the monitor switched back to the building’s cameras. The creature demonically snarled and barked as it lunged at Sora. The young boy dodged the attack and ran around the various furniture in an attempt to confuse it. The Doberman-Shadow dutifully chased after him, snapping and barking the whole time.
Natsume stood sharply, his heart feeling like it was falling at a near-close call when Sora rounded a corner and the creature’s jaws missed grabbing his brown jacket by mere inches. The blond boy sprinted down a hall, occasionally looking back, as the shadow creature was in hot pursuit. Tsumugi gasped from his setup as Sora ran into a utility closet and slammed the door before the creature reached him.
Unfortunately, the doorknob was a handle, allowing the creature, after a few attempts, to open it slightly and begin to push it open.
The monitor snapped to the inside of the utility closet, showing Sora pushing a rack in front of the door just as the creature tried to enter. The Doberman-Shadow lunged at the door to forcefully push the door and the object, causing Sora to push with his back against the rack as its teeth and paws tried to force their way in through the small gap.
The static returned, “Now, given enough time, my pet will get through. After all, there is only so much a little boy like him will be able to do to hold it back. Though he could still attempt to save himself by crawling through that vent in there. That is if my pet doesn’t get him first.”
“You fucking bastard! I’ll kill you!” Natsume growled fiercely.
Several of the leaders glared harshly at the static monitor, several of them having bonded with the sweet, bubbly kid from Switch. Shu and Tsukasa, in particular, appeared especially wrathful.
“Non! If there is a single hair harmed on that boy’s head-”
“Call off that creature right now!”
“SILENCE!! HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN THAT ONLY ONE OF YOU CAN MAKE THIS CHOICE?!”
After the voice boomed, silencing everyone, it spoke again, much lower this time, “This is your choice, Sakasaki Natsume. This will be the one time you can order me and I’ll obey. You can choose to have me intervene, and I’ll call off my pet and have it return to my realm until Harukawa Sora returns to the safe haven. However, if you do, I will force Amagi Rinne to make a very difficult decision involving that precious little brother of his. If you don’t choose to intervene, nothing will happen to Amagi Rinne and Amagi Hiiro. However, it means your fellow member of Switch will not receive any aid in his predicament.”
The defiant attitude vanished almost instantly after hearing that. “Y-YoU can’T make me CHooSE betweeN saving my frieND and poTENiallY KILLing either of those TWO!”
“Oh, but I am. Well, you are assuming that the choices Amagi Rinne will need to make will result in death. His choice may be part of a butterfly effect that leads to one of their demises or not. However, his potential decision does not concern you here.”
“YeS it DOES!” Natsume’s voice cracked slightly in distress, “YoU can’T do thiS!”
“Being a god means every action you take in your realm will have consequences for all! Does a god not realize that providing a boon to one mortal may cause misfortune upon another? Of course, they do, oh self-proclaimed God of Shinsekai! You can’t demand a dealer to redo his deal just because you don’t like the hand you were given! The cards have been dealt, Sakasaki Natsume, will you PASS or PLAY?”
~*~
Sora was panicking. He could have sworn that creature wasn’t aware that he left the Main Office, wasn’t even looking in his direction! Yet it just turned around like it just knew! Now he was pressed up against a rack in a utility closet desperately trying to keep the death hound from getting in.
The monster pawed and snarled as it kept pushing against the door. Sora could feel its hot breath near his ear as it barked and growled.
He hurriedly looked around the room. He had to get to Koga’s dorm and get that binder. People were counting on him! He spotted a vent on the other side of the room, just large enough that he could easily fit in it. If Mayoi could do it, so could he!
He was bracing himself to bolt for it when, all of a sudden, the snarling stopped. The creature wasn’t pressing against the door. Wasn’t trying to open it anymore. Wasn’t making any noises.
Sora breathed heavily as he waited several more seconds before removing himself from the rack. Several more seconds passed before he began moving the rack away from the door a little bit at a time, pausing every so often to listen. There had been no other sounds by the time he fully removed the rack, not even after pressing his ear to the door to check.
He slowly pulled the handle down and creaked the door open. Peeking out into the hall from the crack, there was nothing there. He slowly pulled it further open and, before he even realized it, was now standing in the middle of an empty hallway.
“Wha…Where did it go?”
~*~
Rinne and Hiiro descended the stairs quietly down to the first floor. The elder had given the table leg back to the younger while he began to pull out his phone to shine a light around.
He hadn’t expected a sledgehammer to nearly miss him by a hair.
“Woah!” Rinne nearly fell backwards onto the steps.
A hulking figure of a man stood in front of them, eyes bleeding red and grey-skinned. It groaned at the duo, lifting his sledgehammer out of the splintered floorboards.
“Hiiro! Run!”
The two dashed in different directions. The hulking man swung his hammer through the air horizontally at Rinne who just managed to get out of reach of it. As he stumbled backwards, one of his feet stepped on a rotten board and fell through. He fell completely backwards as the boards dug into his skin, hissing in pain. Rinne looked up just in time to roll himself away from another hammer strike, though his ankle kept him in place otherwise.
“Nii-san!” Hiiro turned just in time to see Rinne doge the hammer strike.
He was about to come to his aid when Rinne called out, “Hiiro, get out of here! Just go!”
Hiiro gritted his teeth and ignored his pleas, instead bolting over to strike the attacker with the metal table leg. With great speed, the huge man whirled an arm around to grab the object before it struck him. He ripped it out from the younger Amagi’s grasp and tossed it aside. The attacker rushed forward and grabbed Hiiro by the throat picking him up with incredible ease. He threw him down the hall, the teenager skidding to a stop several feet away after hitting the floor hard.
“Damn it! I said go!” Rinne shouted at him.
The huge man turned back to him and knelt over him, wrapping his huge hands around Rinne’s neck and squeezing harshly. Rinne lashed out with his three available limbs to try and push the man away, but it was like the attacker was built like a brick wall. Even trying to grab the sledgehammer right next to him proved to not be viable as the thing was too heavy even for him. His lungs burned for air as his vision began to spot.
“LET HIM GO!”
Hiiro ran back with one of the several chairs from a classroom and slammed it over the attacker’s head, the force shattering the wooden chair to pieces. The hulking man groaned in pain and stood back up, as if getting a chair demolished over its head didn’t faze him. He turned to the younger teen and gurgled angrily.
“Yeah! That’s right! Come after me! You psychopathic neanderthal!” Hiiro taunted the attacker as he ran into one of the classrooms. The man chased after him with far more speed than his size and general movement indicated he would be capable of.
“Shit! Hiiro!” Rinne coughed as he sat up and tried to yank his leg out from the hole. When it dug further, he began prying the boards and chipping away at them with his bare hands.
Hiiro ran to the other side of the classroom and turned to wait with a determined look. The man stomped in, his groan coming out more of a mix of a shout and growl. He shouted at him, “I’m over here you hulking ape!”
The monster of a man started approaching, navigating its way around the various holes in the floor and desks in the way. Hiiro kept moving around, agitating it further as it was forced to turn around or double back. He eventually maneuvered himself to have his back to a particularly large hole in the floor. Catching the light just right, Hiiro realized who the attacker was, having seen his picture in the newspaper. “You know, for someone trying to murder even as a spirit, you’re quite considerate of public property, Yoshikazu Yanagihori!”
At the mention of his name, Yoshikazu screeched and charged at him, stomping and destroying desks and chairs in his way. Hiiro grinned as he flung himself right to dodge the incoming attack. Yoshikazu tripped on a previous hole and landed with a loud thud on the ground, sliding just to the edge of the hole. Hiiro took his moment and bolted out of the classroom.
Rinne had just managed to free his foot when Hiiro came sprinting back yelling, “Get up! Go! GO!”
Hiiro sprinted further ahead and pulled, with great difficulty, a heavy door open, revealing an outdoor walkway, before bolting out. Rinne sprinted after him, hearing a sickening series of thuds and groans behind him come closer rapidly. He felt the hammerhead catch his ankle, causing him to fall forward and skid out on the stone pavers. Luckily, the hammer strike only tripped him as he was able to scramble back up and keep running to Hiiro on the other side who was holding the door open.
They attempted to close the equally heavy door with great effort. It stopped an inch or two away from fully shutting, the door track having warped preventing it from completely closing. Rinne spotted the hulking man growl out before slamming the doors on the other end shut.
“It’s not following!” Rinne panted as he and Hiiro collapsed on the floor by the door out of breath.
Rinne coughed and hacked a few times as his vision blurred a touch, still not having recovered from being choked. Hiiro slowly panted out, “At least…we made it…in one piece.”
Rinne felt anger bubble up, “Why didn’t ya run!?”
Hiiro looked up in shock, “And leave you to die!?”
Rinne glared at him, “What ya did was fucking stupid! That fucker already threw ya down a fucking hallway and your first instinct was to antagonize the shit out of him?! What if ya didn’t manage to outrun him!?”
What if I was unable to protect ya?
Hiiro gritted his teeth, a similar angry fire now burning in his similarly blue eyes, “First of all, I actually outsmarted him! Second, you wanted me to leave!?”
The younger stood up harshly to glare down at the other, “You wanted me to run away when I could do something to stop it!?”
“And what if ya couldn’t?!”
“Nii-san, I’m not completely defenseless! I know both karate and our hometown’s boxing arts! And even if I came up against something I couldn’t physically fight against I would have outsmarted them like I just did! So forgive me for trying everything I could so that I wouldn’t have to watch or leave you to die!”
Rinne stood up, his rage blinding him to the dull pain in his ankle, “I get the village taught ya to be my fucking shield-”
“THIS ISN’T ABOUT THE VILLAGE!” Hiiro practically screamed at him, “This is about me! After getting dragged into this death game, getting choked out by a shadow creature in front of my friends who could do nothing to help me, and then nearly getting killed by a ghost girl with scissors, the one person I wanted to see again the most was one of the ones who decided to come and rescue us and was the one who found me! The one person who swore that as long as we stayed together, we would be fine and was patient with me when I was on the edge of a mental breakdown! So sorry that I didn’t want the only brother I had to die and feel the pain of being choked out for all eternity or until whenever this entity decides to pull us out!”
Hiiro wiped furiously at his eyes as angry tears formed and fell. Rinne was silent, the anger deflating slowly and being replaced with a saddened sort of sympathy. Not wanting to escalate this any further, he softly spoke, “Hiiro…I’m sorry. I do understand just…next time please just listen to me.”
Hiiro muttered something he couldn’t quite hear. He asked softly, “What did ya say?”
“I said you’re a FUCKING HYPOCRITE!” Hiiro screeched, “You keep telling me to stop doing and believing things from the village and to stop taking orders from you, yet here you are doing exactly that!”
“Hiiro! The circumstances are different!”
“Oh, so the rules apply once it benefits or is convenient for you!?”
“That is not what I’m saying!” Rinne grabbed the other’s hand after he realized Hiiro had formed a fist so tightly that his nails started cutting into his palm and making it bleed, “Please listen!”
“DON’T TOUCH ME!” Hiiro raised his palm and struck Rinne across the cheek, causing the other to misstep off the wooden platform raised above the entrance area and fall harshly onto the stone floor.
Rinne sat up, groaning at the pain of falling and his ankle throbbing more incessantly, not even registering the sting in his cheek. He missed the look of absolute shock on Hiiro’s face before he quickly turned around to glare out the crack in the door, unseen tears shedding. Rinne looked up to see Hiiro’s back to him with his arms crossed, minutely once in a while shaking.
Shaking his head in disappointment, towards himself mostly, he finally took the time to investigate his ankle. The wooden boards had cut into the skin in various places, causing some minor bleeding. There was some bruising both on the front and back of the ankle, more than likely from falling backwards after getting his foot stuck and from getting tripped. Other than that, it seemed he may have just rolled his ankle minorly and would probably be fine with a few minutes of rest.
“How bad is it?” Despite sounding soft, Rinne didn’t miss the wetness of his younger brother’s words.
“…Not bad. Just some bruising and small cuts from…all that,” Rinne looked towards his little brother and paused a moment before adding, “…Don’t take this as me ordering ya. Ya didn’t do anything wrong. Don’t blame yourself.”
Hiiro wiped at his face before turning sheepishly to look at Rinne. Whatever depressive mood he had evaporated instantly as he stared wide-eyed at his brother. “Nii-san…where’s your ID card?”
Rinne patted his shirt pocket before glancing in horror when he felt nothing there. “Shit, shit, shit, shit! Where did it go?!”
Hiiro began mentally retracing their steps when an idea struck him. Looking out onto the walkway, he spotted the ID card. “Nii-san! It’s out there! It must have broken off when you fell!”
Rinne’s heart thudded heavily as he realized just where this was all going. Hiiro put a hand on the door, “I’ll go get it.”
Rinne launched himself from where he was on the floor, but the pain in his ankle caused him to only be able to grab hold of Hiiro’s hand. “Wait!”
Hiiro turned back wide-eyed at seeing his brother splayed out on the floor, “Nii-san, you can’t walk!”
The younger helped the other sit up properly, kneeling to be at eye level. “I know we aren’t supposed to separate for any reason, but it’s not that far and I’m still within eyesight. It will only take me a minute or two to go out there and return. Please…”
The older redhead was about to object when he felt the room slow to a crawl. Even the sound of rain slowly ceased as rain droplets hung suspended in midair. Rinne couldn’t move.
What the absolute fuck is happening!?
~*~
Natsume curled in on himself in his chair, refusing to raise his head from his knees as Shu patted his back. The others glared at the screen as the entity talked to Rinne, hearing his inner thoughts.
Hello again, Amagi Rinne.
Oh, not ya again! What do ya want now!?
Situations in ES have resulted in me returning to you with a decision that you must make.
What the hell does that even mean?!
I gave Sakasaki Natsume a choice to make. Each decision came with its own rewards and consequences. The consequence of his choice means you now have to make a decision.
Natsume pulled his head up at Rinne’s next thought echoing around the room.
So you’re toying with the leaders!? Even when they are helpless to do anything!?
Hence why I decided to periodically give them choices to make. He just so happened to have been quite irritating since you lot began my trial, so he was the first.
What did ya make him do?
Simple really. His choice revolved around situations and other people here in ES.
Rinne could feel coldness seep into his soul once he remembered the other visions.
Regardless, you now have to make a decision here. I won’t unfreeze time until you do.
…What are the choices? And what are the catches?
Hehe, I do love when mortals realize something is amiss. Your two choices are thus: Let your little brother go alone to retrieve your ID card or insist he can’t go alone and that you go with him.
Ya want me to risk his safety even after knowing all those visions!?
His blood boiled and curdled in an instant.
You are very insistent on protecting your little brother. Willing to do anything to ensure his safety…but would you? Even at the cost of sacrificing someone else’s little brother? Let me show you what is happening right now.
The screen split between the alternate universe and one of the cafeterias in ES. Nazuna and Ritsu were gathering some nonperishable foods to hand out to the other rooms, surmising that this would be a long, long-lasting situation. Ritsu had just entered one of the back freezers to grab something.
The freezer door slammed shut and locked by an unknown force. The temperature control for the freezer started to dial lower and lower.
Ritsu banged his fist on the door. Nazuna tried to open it with no luck, desperation evident in his movements.
Rei felt his blood boil in rage and half of his mind was urging him to run out the door and get to his little brother. It appeared Rinne felt the same rage.
You would kill a little kid!? Have you no shame or heart!?
A foolish question to ask a being such as myself. If you go with your little brother, you will guarantee his safety, but I won’t release Sakuma Ritsu from his icy tomb. You let Amagi Hiiro go alone, the vampire boy will be spared.
Are you fucking serious!?
Very. It’s quite interesting, really, how similar you and that Sakuma Rei are. Parallels of each other, really, just like each of your little brothers. One older brother loves his little brother so much he wants to practically smother him with attention, while the little brother avoids him at all costs and holds a grudge. Then there is you and Amagi Hiiro…a little brother so adoring of his big brother that he can’t help but cling to, while you kept pushing him away and avoiding him…even abandoning him, just for your own benefit.
Don’t you dare bring that into this!
Ah, but if it weren’t for the visions and my intervention, would you and your brother be as close as you two are so far? Would you have sought after Amagi Hiiro as desperately as you have if not for my push?
I did all of that for his own good!
Of course, you would think that. Just like how you “attacked” UNDEAD this past summer, right? For their own good? For the good of idols that you love so much? Even after the MDM, I know you still doubt whether UNDEAD, especially Sakuma Rei, really forgave you and Crazy:B for everything you did to them…Would you permanently subject yourself to Sakuma Rei’s hatred to save Amagi Hiiro, by letting his little brother die in his place?
Rei gripped his hair and snarled at the screen before sitting down in defeat. Yes, Ritsu was in danger…but was he going to blame Rinne for trying to protect his little brother? Even he knew this was a nearly impossible decision…
…so when Rinne’s thoughts echoed again, he raised his head rapidly in shock.
Fine. I’ll let Hiiro go. I…I trust he will take care of himself.
…Can’t bring yourself to sacrifice anyone, hm? Ironic, given how you were more than willing to serve as the scapegoat to save the others of Crazy:B. How heroic…very well. When I unfreeze time and see Amagi Hiiro go out there on his own, I will release Sakuma Ritsu. Until next time.
The voice returned to the meeting room, a low chuckle emanating as it took in the despair on Rei’s face. “Now, was it that difficult?”
~*~
Rinne spoke quietly as he let go of Hiiro’s hand, refusing to look at anything but the floor. “Fine…fine.”
A brief flash of some unknown emotion crossed Hiiro’s face before he resolutely looked away, standing up with determination. “I’ll be back. I promise.”
He pushed the door open all the way before looking back, “I’ll leave the door open so you can see me.”
Rinne pried his eyes away from the floor to see Hiiro one last time. Had he any less control of his emotions, he would have started crying seeing that sweet little smile.
Hiiro jogged outside to the far end of the walkway. He bent down and picked up the ID card and waved it at Rinne with a triumphant smile. Rinne felt a chill on the back of his neck as a breathy sound echoed around him. He tried standing up to get a touch closer to the door when he was thrown back by some unknown force, landing on the far end of the entry way.
The door slammed shut completely.
Rinne stood up and hobbled to the door. He tried desperately to pry it back open, shouting Hiiro’s name in hopes the other would hear him. It was as if the door was merely a decoration. The school shook with a low rumble.
Then suddenly, it opened, and he was pushed through it by the same invisible force. Except he didn’t land on the walk way. He was back on the first floor of the first wing.
He landed on his hands and knees and whirled around. The door he had just come through was nowhere to be seen. Just a blank wall.
“No, no, no, NO!” Rinne hissed as he stood up and banged his fists in vain against the wall.
“HIIRO!”
After several seconds, he slumped to the floor, forehead pressed against the dirty wall. It was one of the only times he willingly let himself cry and break down.
~*~
Hiiro ran towards the door after seeing Rinne get pulled back by something in the dark and the door slammed shut. His heart raced, his thoughts chastising him for foolishly leaving his injured brother alone in a school that clearly wanted them dead. He was about halfway when he froze in place after hearing a noise.
A giggle.
He looked over his shoulder before slowly turning around fully. There was the ghost girl with the missing eye, Yuki Kanno. And she had her scissors.
She slowly began stepping towards him, sniping the scissors with each step as she kept laughing at him.
Hiiro rushed to other end and tried desperately to open the door. He repeatedly slammed his hand against the door, calling for Rinne. He could barely hear the school rumbling over his racing heart.
Just when the girl was almost upon him, the door opened and he was pushed inside.
The door slammed shut behind him as he stumbled onto the stone floor. Hiiro whirled around, first at the door and then around him to find his brother.
The room was empty.
“Nii-san?” There was no response.
“Nii-san!? Nii-san, where are you!?” Silence.
He was alone.
Panting, he looked down at his hand still gripping his brother’s ID card like a lifeline. After a moment, he tucked it into one of his shirt pockets inside the blazer, as well as his own. He was not going to risk losing them. Not again.
“Don’t panic, don’t panic,” He talked to himself, “He’s got to be here somewhere. Just get back to him and hand him his ID card, then apologize and don’t leave again. I just have to find him.”
He had just left the entry and was standing in the hall when he felt the hair on the back of his neck stand up. He looked down one end of the hall and froze at seeing the shadowy creature that had been stalking him and Rinne since they reunited. It stood there at the far end, yellow eyes piercing into his very being as it licked its teeth with a grey-blue tongue.
Hiiro let out a small, startled noise as it spoke, something akin to a raspy, hiss-like whisper as if it had just learned to speak. “He…ll…o...pr…ey.”
The teenager spared a quick glance behind him to check the other hall before sprinting away into the darkness. The Humanoid-Shadow whispered once more before slowly walking its way after Hiiro, “Ru…n…bu…t…no…hid…e.”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Happy Holidays!~
Chapter 10: Spiral (A School of Corpses Arc: Part 6)
Notes:
I know it's a touch early to post so soon, but with Christmas coming up and I'm going to be working Christmas Eve night and going to a family's dinner/lunch Christmas day, I wanted to post something before that.
Also, I'm ahead of writing this by at least one to two chapters, and I can safely say that this arc is nearing the end shortly, possibly around chapter 12 or 13!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Face Down (Japanese Cover) – Sunrise Skater Kids
Original by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlL5hhNiyrw
HiMERU and Kohaku glanced up a staircase and down a hall. Whatever directional signs that used to exist were deteriorated beyond recognition. HiMERU peered as best as he could in the darkness, “Which way is the infirmary, Oukawa?”
When he received no answer, he turned around, only to find Kohaku had begun walking slowly towards the stairs, as if in a trance. He took the few steps over and roughly grabbed Kohaku’s shoulder, startling the teenager who glared perplexed, “What?”
“Where do you think you’re going?” HiMERU sternly reproached.
The pink-haired boy opened his mouth to speak but closed it and formed a confused expression as he looked around. “I…I don’t know…I felt this…pull…I think we need ta go upstairs first.”
HiMERU closed his eyes and counted to 10 in his head, “Is this a good pull?”
“…I think so…?”
“Not inspiring a lot of confidence.”
“P-please! Let’s just check!” Kohaku’s eyes were wide as he kept glancing at the stairs.
The older one sighed, “…Fine. But stay close.”
Ascending to the third floor yielded nothing but two bathrooms, one for boys and one for girls. Looking around the main hall turned up nothing. The girl’s bathroom yielded similar results. HiMERU stopped to look at one of the mirrors and was unnerved seeing Kohaku stare down at the floor in the mirror with a wide, unsettling smile.
“HiMERU-han, ya good?”
HiMERU blinked and Kohaku’s reflection was normal, save for the concerned raise of an eyebrow. “He’s fine…just finds this school extremely unsettling. He can’t wait to get out of here.”
“Same.”
When they were just inside the boy’s bathroom, Kohaku pulled on the other’s sleeve and pointed to a dark spot near one of the stalls. The two approached the weird dark stain.
“Peculiar. The floors are stained with…something.” HiMERU glanced around the area.
He was startled when Kohaku started gasping for breath. The younger grabbed hold of his sleeve as he tried to warn, “Some…someone died here…I…I can hear-”
Before he could finish he screamed, gripping his head as he fell to his knees. HiMERU grabbed hold of the other, “Oukawa! What’s wrong!?”
The younger thrashed for a few seconds before screaming again, bolting out of HiMERU’s grasp and out of the room. The stall door creaked, grabbing his attention briefly as he recoiled at seeing another dark stain inside the stall. Choosing to ignore the strangeness, he rushed out after the teenager. “Damn it! Oukawa!”
The teen hadn’t run far but was staring at the wall. HiMERU turned the teen to face him, “Oukawa, are you okay? What’s going on?”
The teen muttered nonsense, the unsettling grin from the mirror now real, “I don’t care if yer innocent! Yer listed as “buried alive,” aren’t ya?! Cleanup is a real pain in ta’ ass, too, ya know. Have some pity!!”
The elder teen gritted his teeth as he shook the other, “Oukawa! What are you saying!? You’re not making any sense right now!?”
The teenager simply cackled, purple eyes glazed over in psychotic glee. HiMERU had a thought of what was happening before he tried reasoning with the other again, “Damn it, Oukawa! If you’re possessed right now you need to fight it!”
Pink hair dangled over the kid’s eyes as he groaned in pain, before screeching again and smacking HiMERU in the face. The blue-nette, shocked by the sudden smack and spike of pain from his head wound, knelt on one knee as he held his smarting cheek, “Ow! That hurt, damn it!”
Kohaku just kept uttering nonsense while staring at the wall, that damn creepy smile refusing to leave. HiMERU growled in annoyance as he began storming away, “This is not funny, Oukawa!”
I don’t have time for this nonsense!
Just as he was about to get to the stairs a sudden, gentle force blocked him from going any further. He vaguely heard a familiar voice. “You realize we can’t leave him alone.”
“…Tatsumi?”
He shook his head aggressively. There was absolutely no way he heard the priest. It was just an echo in his mind of the last conversation he had with him.
Even still…he paused to look back at Kohaku, helplessly still staring at the wall with an unfixed gaze. He couldn’t help but think back to a call he made to him several years ago. He still remembers fondly smiling when the other called him in the middle of a power outage caused by a strong storm, acting as if he wasn’t scared at all but would squeak in fright at every little sound in the darkness. He blinked back to reality, staring at Kohaku’s small frame surrounded by shadows.
He sighed softly, “You’re right, Tatsumi. HiMERU can’t leave him alone…There has to be something he can do.”
He turned back and began walking towards the distressed teen, “There has to be something ‘I’ can do.”
Kohaku turned his glazed-over eyes to him, sounding angry, “Why ta’ hell are ya doin’ this? Answer me!”
Think…think! What would ‘you’ do if this were ‘him’?
Despite knowing Kohaku’s eyes were purple, he couldn’t help but see yellow as he pulled the other into a tight hug, running a hand through the younger’s hair. “Oukawa…Oukawa, please. Come back. We’ll go find everyone and escape this awful place, and take the fight back to the entity that placed us in this mess. But HiMERU needs you to come back. We can’t do this if you don’t.”
Kohaku’s body shuddered as a hand weakly tried to push him away before he fell limp. In a heartbeat, HiMERU heard the other’s muffled, normal voice. “HiMERU-han…why are ya huggin’ me?”
HiMERU exhaled softly in relief, “Thank goodness…you’re back.”
“…Um…HiMERU-han? What do ya mean by tha’?” His voice was muffled as it was pressed into the older’s chest.
He didn’t say anything as he tried to will himself not to let the tears he could feel try to surface, petting pink hair all the while. Kohaku hesitantly and lightly pushed at the other’s arms, “Uh, HiMERU-han? Could ya let go of me an’ explain?”
~*~
Mao and Niki entered the first floor of the main building, having taken a few extra moments to have the former calm down from his excited triad earlier and explain what he saw. Niki groaned, “Why is it always so dark in here? Don’t the lights work at least partially?”
The fluorescent lights flickered on above them with some lighting up every couple of feet down the hall. Niki darted his eyes around before wearily calling out, “Um, thank you whoever did that! Benevolent or otherwise!”
Mao sighed in exasperation, “If only it were as easy as that to escape.”
“Gib…it…”
The hushed whisper caught Mao’s attention, turning around to see what made the noise. He paled at seeing the ghostly apparition of a very young boy, blood dripping from the corners of his mouth and sweater soaked in blood. Mao tapped Niki on the shoulder to grab his attention, not letting the ghost out of his sight as he did so. Niki turned around and let out an aborted noise of fright.
“H-hello…little boy? ...Are you lost?” Mao could hear Niki’s teeth chattering.
He whispered to the older teen, “Shiina-senpai…I think that might be one of the children murdered back in 1973…”
“…If that’s the case…maybe we shouldn’t stick around…” Niki slowly reached for Mao’s hand to grasp it, readying to bolt.
“Gib…it…GIB…IT…GIBITGIBITGIBIT…GIB IT BACK!”
The ghost boy began speed walking towards them, mouth hung open as it screeched.
The two teens bolted down the hall, occasionally jumping over the stray hole or body that appeared as they frantically searched for either a way to escape or to block it off. Niki pulled the other towards a classroom, “Shit! In here!”
The door was long since broken and hanging off its hinges, but the ghost boy didn’t follow them. Instead, it went further down the hall before choosing a wall to sit against and hug his knees to his chest. Niki and Mao panted heavily as they caught their breaths.
“H-How did you…know it wouldn’t follow us…in here?” Mao asked between breaths.
“…I didn’t…thought we would haveta…give it the run around.” Niki placed his hands on his knees as he steadied his breathing.
Mao finally glanced up, only to recoil in horror with a startled cry at the horror before them. A high school student, long since deceased by the state of decay, was nailed to the wall at the front of the classroom with various items, from screwdrivers to scissors to knives. Next to it was another student who showed signs of melting and burns, like someone spilled battery acid or hot oil on them. It was slumped in a chair. Niki gagged and felt bile rise to his throat at the sight and rotten smell.
They heard a sweet, child-like giggle. A child ghost appeared before the bodies. She looked to be a young girl, maybe no more than 7…at least, judging by her clothes, as her head had been removed from her jawline upwards with only a faint apparition of what her head used to be to replace the missing portion. She pulled a knife out of the body on the wall and kept staring at them, giggling all the while.
“Lemme guess, another ghost from that murder? At this rate, we’re gonna run into the whole set.” Niki glared at the ghost.
Mao made an aborted noise of fright as he saw the broken door become repaired. Niki eyed it, the ghost girl, and Mao who was closest to the door. He asked, “How fast can you run, Isara-kun?”
It was as if everything went in slow motion in Mao’s eyes as he tried to look at the other teen before he was pushed out of the classroom, the door shutting with a loud bang. A dark seal overlays the door.
“Sh-Shiina-senpai!” Mao got up but stalled remembering the other child ghost.
Before he ran off, he called out, “I’ll get help! Just hold on!”
~*~
Little did he know, Niki had heard him and, with a small smile on his face, drew his attention back to the little girl a few feet away. “You heard him. All I have to do is wait this out.”
He readied his fists into a fighting stance, despite knowing it would do nothing against a spirit. “Bring it, little girl.”
~*~
Mao ran, frantically searching as the ghost boy gave a slow chase.
Okay, okay! There-there was a large hole! That’s gotta be it! Why would the voice say ‘catch it’ otherwise? Just have to find that! Urg! Of course, this just had to happen in an area we don’t know!
The dark halls did not help to expedite his search as he blindly ran, tripping over the occasional hole, body, or broken pieces of wood. On his next turn, he finally found it. A large gap separated the rest of this side of the school from a portion that, from what he could see, held a Staff Room and another door that must have led back to the second wing. He ran towards it, just barely stopping at the edge as he searched the other side frantically.
Okay, okay! Um, there, there was a mint color…damn it! This isn’t helping! What the hell would be that kind of color in this school?!
“Isara-san?”
A familiar voice called out from across the gap. Mao peered across as a familiar mint-haired man slowly approached out of the shadows.
Mint…mint colored hair…mint hair!
“Kazehaya-senpai!”
His excitement turned to shock at seeing the state of the diamond soldier. He was holding his arm with one hand as it dangled limply at his side, had cuts all along his uniform with some spotting blood, and more blood dripping from a corner of his mouth.
“W-What happened!?”
He didn’t understand the peculiar glance the other threw towards the shadows on his side, but he could understand that it seemed agitated, angry even. When the senior idol turned back, his expression returned to its usual serene, neutral stance, “Let’s just say…a really bad experience happened. Are you okay?”
Snapping back to the reality of his dilemma, Mao cried out, “Sh-Shiina-senpai’s in trouble! He’s stuck with this ghost girl and I can’t get to him!”
“Gib…it…!”
Mao turned back around after hearing that distinct noise, “A-and maybe I also have another ghost kid coming after me!”
Tatsumi narrowed his eyes in thought for a moment before his lavender eyes glinted with determination. “I have an idea.”
With great pain and struggle, he used his one useable arm to undo the cross pinned to the inside of his blazer. He held it to his lips and murmured something he couldn’t hear, possibly a prayer. The silver cross started to glow bright. Tatsumi smirked, “Seems the Lord’s power can still reach here.”
“Isara-san! Catch!” Tatsumi flicked the cross across the gap like a skipping stone, hissing in pain as the movement jostled his broken arm.
Mao leaned forward to catch the cross, nearly fumbling it before securing it against his chest on the other side. He looked down at the little cross as it glowed a bright white, seemingly both powerful and oddly comforting, though maybe the latter was mostly due to having experienced nothing but horror for the past who knows how long.
“Isara-san! Behind you! Show the cross!”
Mao snapped back and whirled around, showing the cross while keeping it close. The ghost boy was nearly on top of him but recoiled as the cross flashed a bright white, making it stumble back and hold its head in pain.
Tatsumi shouted across the gap, “It looks like the Lord has given it some uses for you! I think it might have enough to be used two more times before the power is used up! Go! Hurry and get Shiina-san! That should repel even the stronger ghosts!”
Mao looked back at the injured man, “What about you?!”
There was a grimace before Tatsumi replied, “I still have my rosary and Holy Water! I’ll be fine! I’ll meet up with you two later!”
Mao nodded before he sprinted back the way he came, hoping he remembered the way.
~*~
As the ghost boy recovered and chased Mao who had a lengthy lead, Tatsumi lowered his eyes to the floor. “Lord forgive me for lying. Please, protect Shiina-san and Isara-san.”
A whispery wind sounded from behind him as it went left. Tatsumi glared in its direction at the Assistant leaning back in a chair in a rather dark, gruesome scene. It crossed one ankle over the other knee as it used a dead teen’s body to prop an elbow on just so it could rest the side of its masked face against its knuckles, stance showing it was either bored or intrigued. He bet it was the former.
Tatsumi snarled quietly, “Do you have to dog my steps every second?”
The Assistant did not move even an inch, still staring at the idol. Instead, it moved the hand it wasn’t using to rest on to gesture down the hall before turning it back to look at its wrist as if it was impatient with how long Tatsumi was taking. Tatsumi let out a humorless laugh, “Maybe you should have thought about that before injuring me like you did.”
Gripping his broken arm in place again, he slowly walked his way down the hall, each step labored and pained. When he got close to the Assistant, it stood up. He shot a glare at it, “Come any closer to me and I will add another red mark to that pretty little mask of yours.”
All it earned him was the Assistant raising its hands unenthusiastically in the air in mock surrender. Before continuing, he narrowed his eyes at the masked one, lavender eyes ablaze with hatred, and shook his head slowly at it. The Assistant followed the injured idol once he got a little bit away and faded into the shadows.
Tatsumi knew it never really left, even if he couldn’t see it.
~*~
Mao desperately turned corners and ran like the wind as he tried to find the sealed door.
Two charges left…Unseal the door, then use the last one to save Shiina-senpai!
Finally, he found the door, faintly hearing the ghost boy somewhere down the halls he came from. Mao rushed to the door and presented the cross pin. The seal shattered and he yanked the door open.
“Shiina-” Before he could finish, Niki dashed out the door and pulled him along, the ghost girl just missing stabbing both of them by a hair.
The two teens booked it down the halls as they desperately tried to find somewhere safe. Niki glanced around and saw a set of stairs, “C’mon this way!”
On the second floor, Niki yanked Mao into another classroom and slammed the door. A large quake shook the school before everything went silent. The two were finally able to catch their breaths and be at peace.
Panting, Niki thanked the other. “Thanks…for coming back.”
Mao looked at him incredulously as he recovered, “Why…why would you think I’d leave you?”
Niki shook his head, “Didn’t mean…that way. Meant…that you came back…in time.”
Mao fondly smiled, taking a moment to pin the cross inside his blazer before he chanced a glance at the object in Niki’s other hand. A hunting knife already stained with blood.
Feeling himself quake at the sight of it, he pulled his eyes away. “Sh-Shiina-senpai…where did you get that knife?”
Niki looked down at it and dully dropped it on the floor, refusing to meet Mao’s eyes. “I…there was…a lot more of them…and…I had to defend myself…I’m not proud of it.”
Mao took the hint at what must have transpired in that room. Glancing at Niki, he couldn’t help the pang of sympathy at the despondent look making his blue eyes look gloomily dark. How many times has Niki put on a bright face despite everything just for his sake? How many times has Niki protected him from the nastiness of this school? How many times has Niki tried to comfort him, or had to be the strong one? How many situations has Niki forced himself to hold it together and push himself to do things he otherwise never would do?
Looking over to the windows, Mao saw the tattered remains of a curtain. Resolutely, albeit with slight apprehension, Mao walked over and tore part of the curtain down. He came back and laid the fabric over the knife to prepare himself before he began to clean the weapon. He could feel his skin crawl and every cell in his body screaming at him to drop the damn thing and run, but he refused to listen. When it was done, he removed the cloth and mustered all the strength he could to not focus on how the knife was so sharp it was catching on the fabric nor on how clear he could see his reflection.
He held the knife out to Niki, holding it by the flat of the blade with two fingers, keeping his gaze locked on Niki’s shocked blue orbs. “I know none of us asked for this, and that we are being forced to do things we wouldn’t ever do under normal circumstances. We are forced to stay strong and bite our tongues despite what we have seen so far and probably will see later, thinking that we are isolated and given such a cruel fate…But we’re not alone. We are all in the same fight. Desperate times call for desperate measures, and I…I’m willing to do whatever it takes to make sure all of us make it home! So…what do you say? Let’s get out of this school and show that thing who’s boss!”
Niki paused a moment before a relieved, genuine smile formed, taking the knife from the younger, “Thank you…Isara-kun.”
He secured the knife in a belt loop before giving the younger a fond grin, “You know, you don’t have to refer to me as ‘Shiina’. Niki is just fine.”
Taken aback by the sudden comment, Mao rubbed the back of his neck, “A-are you sure?”
Niki hummed in agreement before he cheekily replied, “Considering what we’ve gone through already and, as you said, ‘will go through’, I think we should be on a first-name basis by this point, Mao-kun~”
Mao stuttered but rolled his eyes, trying out the new name, “Okay, I get it…N-Niki-senapi.”
Niki laughed, the most honest laugh he had let out since this all began back in the dressing room of the variety show, “Nyahahaha~ Close enough!”
Niki flicked the area where the cross lay behind, “That’s some powerful little trinket. Figure out that other half of the vision?”
Mao’s smile faded to a small frown, “That mint color was Kazehaya-senpai. He...threw it over a gap after having his God bless it.”
“…What are you not telling me?” Niki was far more perceptive than he originally thought.
He felt himself begin to choke up, “He…He was injured…badly…He could barely move without being in pain yet…he still tried to help.”
“Do you know where he went?”
“He-He was still on the first floor, but I couldn’t cross the gap at all. It looked like it connected back to the second wing somehow.”
Niki affectionately tousled his hair, “Looks like we know where to go from here.”
Mao paused as his bangs drooped in front of his eyes, “W-What the?”
Niki parted the messy bangs and held out his hair clip, “You must have run pretty hard that it was almost completely undone anyway. Figured you might as well fix it properly.”
Mao swiped his hair clip back with an amused smirk as he readjusted his bangs back into place. In the meantime, Niki had spotted a baseball bat propped up in a corner, “Huh. Not even in a gym space and this is here.”
Mao eyeballed it, “Maybe a previous victim brought it?”
Niki picked it up and walked back over, holding it out for Mao, “Since you don’t like sharp things, this would make a better weapon just in case we run into anything…well, something that will be phased by it at least.”
Before Mao could take it, they heard a very, distinct, familiar scream that sounded in great distress and pain. “Nii-san! Somebody! Help me!”
Niki froze, “That was Ototo-san!”
Mao ran to one of the doors, “C’mon, he sounded close!”
“W-Wait up!”
~*~
Rinne gingerly stood up, forehead still leaning against the wall. He couldn’t sit and mope any longer. He had to keep moving. He hummed a small, amused laugh fondly at the thought of Hiiro encouraging him to keep looking. There were still so many unaccounted for.
Glancing around, it looked like he was right where the attack from that hulking man occurred. Except…there was no sign that the attack ever occurred. No broken floorboards from the hammer, nor the hole his foot made.
“Huh…odd.”
A ghost appeared near the stairs, their form was too hazy to describe what they must have been like alive. Rinne took a chance, not like he really had much to go on anyway, “Uh…can I help ya?”
“You don’t realize what has occurred, do you?”
“Uh, other than getting’ separated from my lil’ bro and the door disappearing, what are ya referring to?”
“Those shakes…this place is more than one…several layers make up this purgatory.”
“…Care to explain in simple terms?”
“There are multiple alternate dimensions that make up this school. Every once in a while they switch up and may teleport the living around. Some places are inaccessible in different dimensions.”
“…Okay…So whatcha sayin’ is that I got put in a different alternate dimension from Hiiro…gotcha…so, is there a way to, like, force the dimension change so I can get back?”
“Force? We mortals and spirits cannot force this realm. Only she can.”
“…Who?”
“Sachiko. The girl in a red dress. She is the master. That brute is her right hand. The three younger souls were some of the first to die by her hands.”
Rinne paused at the mention of the three child spirits. “Ya mean the ones from 1973? But the papers said that a teacher did it…”
“So they say. Look here.”
The ghost gestured to a bag hidden beneath a floorboard. Rinne cautiously knelt to pull it out, hearing plastic clattering. In the bag were a series of rectangular plastic pieces with two holes each. They were all labeled with the same name.
Kou Kibiki.
“Those tapes will provide answers that you will need. It was too late for me and my friends…but it may save you and yours.”
With that, the hazy ghost vanished. Rinne blinked rapidly as he tried to process everything. “Uh, thanks, weird obligatory ghost who somehow had answers?”
Rinne clutched the bag as he felt a weird tug direct him to the stairs going up. He sighed in resignation as he started climbing. “…I should know better than to heed random ass tugging in a school out of hell.”
As he followed the invisible pull, he thought about what the ghost had said. The mention of the brute could only mean the hulking man who attacked him and Hiiro. It was then he remembered that the newspaper had a picture of the teacher, the son of the principal, Yoshikazu Yanagihori. Now that he thought about it, the hulking man and Yoshikazu shared a lot of similarities…apart from the red eyes and zombie-like appearance. Didn’t the newspaper say he was considered a timid guy?
He paused when the tugging was pulling him past the infirmary, spotting a familiar blood-stained wall ahead. Rinne swallowed as he kept his head down, refusing to look at it as he followed the tug. When he reached the end of the hall, the tugging was leading him to the stairs.
“Okay…I see what that ghost meant ‘bout access and shit changing between dimensions. Could have sworn those were caved in when Hiiro and I went through.”
He stopped on the landing in between the two sets when his phone’s light caught a glimmer of something on the ground. Kneeling, he picked up a cell phone. “Odd. What’s this doing here?”
Turning it over, he spotted a distinct phone case pattern. Shining his light on it, it was revealed to be a black and blue plaid case with little white stars covering it here and there along with a goldish logo he was all too familiar with. “Trickstar!?”
He stood abruptly and called out, knowing only one of the blue Trickstar members could be here, “Hidaka-san? Where are ya?”
Silence.
“Damn it! He’s gotta be close!”
The tugging was incessant now. He kept calling out for Hokuto as he climbed further to the third floor. When he stepped out onto the hall at the top, his light caught another glimmer. It was another cell phone he picked up. This one was red and black plaid and covered in an obnoxious amount of glitter. He knew only one red member of Trickstar who absolutely loved shiny things. “Akehoshi-paisen is here, too.”
A loud thud was heard to his right. He shined his light down the little hallway and spotted nothing. He should have known better than to call out like a dumb horror movie character, “Hidaka-san? Akehoshi-paisen?”
The pull felt like it was pulsating a mile a minute towards the boy’s bathroom. He slowly made his way there as a loud series of bangs were heard against one of the stall doors. Rinne was about to grab the door when it was broken open…
…revealing Hokuto dangling and kicking in the air with a noose around his neck, struggling to breathe.
“OH FUCK! Hidaka-san! Hang on!” Rinne knelt down and wrapped Hokuto’s flailing legs over his shoulders before he stood, relieving the strain of the noose from around the other’s neck.
Hokuto gasped and coughed as he finally was able to fill his lungs with oxygen, legs stilling. Rinne groaned under the weight, “Okay, hold on. I’m gonna getcha down.”
He reached up and behind himself to untie the noose, using the wall behind them to help support Hokuto’s weight. He fumbled for a few moments but managed to loosen the rope just enough to slide the raven-haired teen out of its clutches. Rinne almost lost his grasp on the other as he managed to lower him slightly so that he could turn around and hold on to the lighter teen, settling him on the floor of the stall.
“It’s okay! It’s okay! Breathe, Hidaka-san, breathe! Nice and slow!”
Hokuto coughed and wheezed as his breathing became steadier. After a few moments, he was finally able to talk. “A…Amagi…senpai?”
“Yeah, it’s me! Are ya okay?”
He did not expect the younger to start crying, slumping his forehead forward to rest on his shoulder. “D…Damn it! Get here sooner next time!”
Loud sobs echoed in the stall as Rinne slowly patted Hokuto’s back. “Shh, there, there.”
As suddenly as it occurred, Hokuto snapped to attention, a look of complete confusion and shock on his face. “Huh? Wh-Where…?”
Rinne tilted his head, “Hidaka-san? Ya good? …How’s your neck feeling?”
“My…neck?” Hokuto glanced around in great confusion, “Why…am I here?”
“…Do ya not…remember?”
“I…last I knew, I was sitting on the stairs…and then…I woke up here.”
Rinne narrowed his eyes in thought. He winced when the teen asked, “Why am I here? What was I doing?”
“How to word this delicately…” Rinne hesitated.
Hokuto looked up, spotting the noose. “…Was I…?”
“Yeah…I barely got here in time.”
Hokuto glared at the floor in deep thought, “…I don’t remember doing this…”
Rinne sighed, muttering the first part more to himself, “As if shit in this school wasn’t already disturbing and weird enough. Where’s Akehoshi-paisen? He came here with ya, I’m assuming? I found both of your phones.”
In an instant, Hokuto’s eyes grew watery, his voice barely able to form words. “Akehoshi…Akehoshi’s…”
He settled with weakly tapping a knuckle on the next stall over. Rinne’s eyes widened both in horror and disbelief. He stood abruptly and left the stall to check the next one over, gasping at seeing Subaru’s lifeless corpse hanging by another noose, his shoes left neatly at his feet. It looked like a suicide.
“No…no…!”
This can’t be happening!
Hokuto’s choked sob brought him back. He couldn’t give in to despair.
“…C’mon. Let’s get him down. I don’t think either of us or him would wanna leave him like this.”
Rinne, after loosening the noose, carried Subaru’s body out into the hall by a corner, laying him down gently. He took a steadying breath before closing the ginger idol’s eyes and laying his arms across his chest as if he were sleeping. Hokuto knelt beside him and recounted the events that led up to this.
“We had such a bad argument before we parted…I said so many horrible things…even when I knew some of those visions, I still couldn’t do anything…none of them indicated it would result in this…” Hokuto choked down a cry, voice sounding utterly broken, “I wasn’t able to apologize…I pushed him to do this…!”
“No, ya didn’t, Kita-san.” Rinne grasped one of his hands tightly, “Look at me…Ya do realize, fully, that ya tried to hang yourself, too?”
Hokuto gazed at the wall ahead, his other hand gently touching the burn mark around his neck. “I…still don’t think it’s possible…but this stinging pain and that noose…I really did try…didn’t I?”
“…So ya don’t remember.”
The leader of Trickstar stared wide-eyed at the other. Rinne took the hand he was already holding and wrapped his other around it, staring intently at them. “I think…it was the same for Akehoshi-paisen. I’m sure he didn’t know what he was doing either. No matter what had happened, he never quit, right? Even when the whole world hated him before his father’s name was cleared…He never stopped wanting to become an idol. No matter how hard everything became, he would always keep moving forward.”
That little bit of hope and a reminder of old memories gave the courage Hokuto needed at that moment. “Th-that’s right! Akehoshi would never kill himself! He was the most determined to reunite with everyone!”
Hokuto’s gaze hardened as he stared at the wall, “That sort of reminds me…shortly after,” he gestured to Akehoshi numbly, “…there was a ghost that came to me. It said that there was a curse in this school, and anyone who becomes cursed has their minds taken over…and go crazy.”
Rinne slowly raised his gaze towards Hokuto, his question filled with apprehension. “What do ya mean by ‘taken over’? Like…go insane?”
The other slowly nodded, the dread being felt by both. “Mm, I think so…Like, they do and say things and don’t realize what they’re doing. It said some can snap out of it on occasion, but they would have no memory of it occurring nor what happened after going insane. Usually, it’s because of strong, negative emotions, or if one obsesses strongly over something. It also said evil spirits can take control over the affected person much easier than those who aren’t…Honestly, it sounds like what happened to Akehoshi and myself.”
“Mayoi-chan…”
Hokuto snapped to attention, “Eh? Ayase? Did you see him?”
“Yeah, but…” Rinne thought back to how the other teen acted, “…What ya just described…it sounded an awful lot like what was happening to Mayoi-chan.”
Rinne took a moment to recount what he had been through thus far, detailing exactly what was going on with Mayoi and how he and Hiiro got separated, regret filling him at realizing he never got to explain to Hiiro all those visions that may have changed their outcome.
“There was another ghost that said these were all closed spaces and that Akehoshi and I were the only ones here…but if you were able to travel between them…” Hokuto stood suddenly, a look of pure determination setting in, “We have to get out of here. If we stay too long, then we all run the risk of going insane, whether we are alone or not. If you were able to travel between dimensions, then there has to be a way out of here.”
Rinne smirked at seeing the usual seriousness of the other. The smirk faded to one of solemness as he whispered, looking back at Akehoshi’s body. “I’m sorry we can’t bring ya with us…I guess that won’t be possible for this universe anymore. I will make sure Hidaka-san and Isara-san both get out of here safe and sound. Please, forgive me.”
When he stood back up he asked, “Have ya seen anything that might be able to play something?”
“Play what exactly?” Hokuto tilted his head.
Retracing his steps, Rinne recollected the bag of tapes from the boy’s bathroom and showed them to Hokuto. “Don’t really know what these are. A ghost pointed them out to me and said they were tapes.”
Hokuto’s eyes lit up, “Ah, I haven’t seen these in a long time. My grandmother always had these. These look to be the tapes used in all handheld camcorders before videos could be taken on phones.”
“Do ya know where something could play these?”
Hokuto thought for a moment. “Akehoshi and I didn’t get a chance to explore the first floor. I was resting my ankle in the infirmary while Akehoshi investigated what he thought was Amagi calling out. There could be something down there…maybe. Compared to this school, a handheld camcorder is a more recent technology, so perhaps someone brought one with them.”
“Ya guys heard Hiiro?” Rinne sounded far too hopeful.
“Well, I don’t know if it was him. One of the ghosts here mentioned how we can sometimes hear the voices of others but it isn’t guaranteed that they are in our dimension, much less if their voices could be from the past, present, or future.”
Rinne tsked. “‘Course this place just loves to fuck with us.”
Hokuto began leading the way. “C’mon. Let’s investigate the first floor properly. There was nothing like a camcorder on the second floor.”
~*~
HiMERU and Kohaku sat on the floor in the hall as the elder recounted what had transpired. Kohaku glared at the floor with uncertainty, “From what I could remember, all ta’ bodies we saw so far we didn’t know…but tha’ stain…”
Recalling what Kohaku had mentioned earlier before the possession, HiMERU deduced, “HiMERU assumes that whoever died there…we must have known, correct?”
The pink teen nodded slowly, “I could feel all ta’ pain they were in and all ta’ emotions, too. They were so scared an’ in so much pain…ma whole body felt cold but ma throat felt like t’was on fire. No matter how hard I tried ta call out, I couldn’t…couldn’t even move…”
HiMERU looked kindly at the teen, resting a hand on the other’s knee comfortingly, “That wasn’t you, Oukawa. You’re still here.”
“…I know…I just hope tha’ ma intuition ‘bout ta’ stain bein’ from someone we know is wrong…”
“He hopes so, too.” HiMERU softly muttered.
“…I’m sorry for bringin’ ya up here fer nothin’. We should get to ta’ infirmary an’ patch ya up before we keep lookin’.”
That dim, metallic-like sparkling sound occurred again, this time louder, from right in front of the duo. They both looked up in time to see a bottle and some gauze materialize in the air before falling to the floor, along with a note. Both teens stared dumbfounded at the items across the way, not moving an inch.
“…HiMERU understands this place can mess with you and make you see things…but please tell him you just saw that, too.”
“Yeah…” Kohaku stood and hesitatingly approached the items.
His eyes lit up in recognition, “Tis hydrogen peroxide an’ some gauze…We could use these fer yer head.”
A blue eyebrow rose in skepticism. “HiMERU doesn’t trust any of those items. Besides, even if a ghost was truly friendly to us and wanted to help, he doubts that bottle is still good.”
Kohaku examined the expiration date before making a perplexed expression. “HiMERU-han? What’s ta’ date in this universe?”
HiMERU padded his pockets and found his phone. Checking the calendar, he was slightly startled. “2008. HiMERU knows that isn’t the year we are from.”
The pink-haired idol came back with the three items and presented the date of the hydrogen peroxide. “This is from our timeline.”
“…How…?”
Kohaku analyzed the bottle before looking at the note. “Whoever wrote ta’ note has either atrocious handwritin’ or doesn’t know Japanese well.”
The elder idol gestured to hand over the note before using the light from his phone to make out what he could. “It appears to say something along the lines of…‘save’…‘strength’…followed by something akin to ‘good luck’ and possibly ‘see you soon’. But that is just HiMERU’s guess, the writing is truly awful, almost worse than chicken scratch.”
“HiMERU-han,” Kohaku’s voice was low in a whisper, “What if ta’ second entity did this?”
Before the other could object, Kohaku continued, still in a hushed tone, “Think ‘bout it. We heard ta’ same noise with ta’ crowbar. Now we got gauze an’ hydrogen peroxide with a note. Ibara-han mentioned how Switch noticed one of ta’ entities felt particularly weak. If what ya could make out is correct, wouldn’t it mean tha’ ta’ second entity used more strength ta help us?”
A moment passed before HiMERU hushed, “If that is true, then we may not expect more help from the second entity anytime soon. He’d imagine sending visions is one thing, but materializing items into another universe is something completely different and would take far more effort to achieve. If that is the case, we can expect this thing is going to rest and be unable to provide any more aid without straining itself, possibly not even visions.”
“Which means…we’re on our own again,” Despite the somber realization, he glared determinedly at the other idol, “At least let’s fix yer head. Then we can start figurin’ out a way ta start appeasin’ these ghost children.”
“We’ll still have to stop by the infirmary. Remember one of the visions Shiratori had? Hopefully, we stop by in time before he goes in there.” HiMERU allowed the younger to start treating his wound, wincing at the sting of the peroxide.
“Mmm…” Kohaku was too focused on his task to converse much, carefully applying the peroxide before wrapping the gauze around the other’s head and tucking away the rest of the bottle just in case, “Tha’ should hold fer now…But Love-han is smarter than tha’. If he saw something like tha’ an’ mentioned how he felt disconnected from it, maybe t’was enough ta scare him away from there.”
“If so, that will make it much harder to find him.” HiMERU stood up and pocketed the note, the bandage and disinfectant already doing wonders for his headaches. “Let’s go. The sooner we investigate, the faster we can get out of here.”
The duo traveled back down to the previous floor before going down the one hall they hadn’t investigated yet. The first door was locked and seemed too well reinforced to break down, so they passed on. Rounding the narrow corner in the hall, they could hear hushed giggles coming from the next door, the sign above it reading “Infirmary”.
“…HiMERU already doesn’t like the sound of this…”
“…Tis a stupid idea…but we should check.” Kohaku rubbed his head as he realized they were forced to commit some of the more stupider tropes of horror. Checking out a creepy room with quiet giggling in a haunted school? Sounds like a surefire way to ask to be murdered.
Another voice in the infirmary made both of them freeze and chill to their bones. “Mm-hm! I love singing on stage with my friends. Being around other idols is love~ly.”
Shiratori…why would you still enter this place if you were supposedly so frightened of it!?
When the two peeked in, they couldn’t believe their eyes. There was Aira, sitting on a stool talking to two of the ghost children, Yuki Kanno and Tokiko Tsuji judging by their looks and injuries, seemingly blissfully unaware of the danger he is facing. They rush into the room, Kohaku crying out, “Love-han!”
Aira turned to face them, surprise evident, “Kohakuchi? HiMERU-senpai?”
“Shiratori, you need to step away from those ghosts, it’s dangerous.” HiMERU reasoned slowly. He paused seeing the blonde’s eyes. Usually bright green was now dulled and partially shadowed over.
“Hm? But they aren’t bad kids…just been through…a lot of bad things. Look.” Aira handed them a newspaper that discussed the murders.
Heavenly Post
“Four Children Abducted – Follow-Up Report”
The brutal, shocking deaths of the recent kidnapped grade-schoolers have now been traced back to the hands of the instructor found in the room with them. The scissors he held are confirmed to have been used to cut out the victims' tongues, ultimately leading to death through excessive bleeding or choking. One of the victims even had the majority of her head slowly and methodically removed. This cranial mass was found on the floor next to her body. The Heavenly Host Elementary students pictured here are the four who were found in that basement room.
HiMERU covered his mouth with a knuckle as he read the more gruesome portions. Kohaku was almost speechless. “…Love-han…”
“So you see, I can’t leave them. I want to stay.” HiMERU looked back from the paper to stare intently at the blond idol. The way he said that sounded far too mechanical as if a robot was practicing the lines. Periodically, he could see the shadows lift from the other’s eyes and his mouth move silently in a plea.
“Help. Me.”
It was clear to HiMERU that Aira was most certainly not in control. He was right to think the blond wouldn’t have walked in here on his own volition after that vision.
“Shiratori, while it is understandable, you really need to come with us.”
“Yes, Love-han, we have to find the others.” Kohaku reached out and touched Aira’s hand.
Those words and Kohaku reaching out for his friend appeared to anger the spirits. The duo were shoved away by an unseen force, skidding across the floor. The ghosts stood and grabbed Aira’s legs, hovering him upside down in the air before rushing out of the infirmary, Aira’s screams following them.
There was a sickening thud and splat.
Kohaku recovered far quicker and ran out of the room, calling after his friend. HiMERU raised himself up with a forearm slower to process what had just happened. That is…until he recalled those noises. With dread filling his being, he scrambled to his feet and rushed out of the room.
“Oukawa! Wait!”
He rushed down the hall and froze in abject horror, gagging partially at the sight. The wall was covered in blood and gore. Aira’s ID card was among the bloody bits on the wall, his picture barely recognizable. Kohaku was staring wide-eyed and shaking at the scene.
Until he let out a despairing scream. HiMERU rushed over and stood between the teen and the scene, holding him close, “Oukawa! Don’t look! Let’s go someplace else, okay?”
“I CAN’T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!” The younger teen broke free from HiMERU’s hold and rushed down the dark halls they had just come from.
“Oukawa!”
Before he could give chase, there was a series of loud thuds behind him, followed by a low groan. He didn’t have time to turn around before he was struck in the head and went unconscious.
Yoshikazu Yanagihori dragged the unconscious idol away, down the other hall.
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
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Chapter 11: Determination (A School of Corpses Arc: Part 7)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Face Down (Japanese Cover) – Sunrise Skater Kids
Original by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlL5hhNiyrw
HiMERU felt the pounding of his head, fiercer this time. He groaned as he started to come to, finding himself in a small, musty-smelling room, the kind of smell one would akin to an old basement. “Where…is this?”
The sound of children’s laughter fills the air and chills him. From his vantage point, still lying almost face first on the ground, he could make out the ghostly visages of the three murdered ghost children standing around him, mockingly laughing at him. He demanded from them, “Where did you take ‘me’? Where’s Oukawa?”
As suddenly as they appeared, they vanished, laughter trailing behind in faint echoes before silence enveloped the room once again. He attempted to lift himself up but found he couldn’t, his legs refusing to cooperate.
A low gurgling came from the one door in the room. Yoshikazu came through, holding his hammer at the ready. HiMERU struggled harder.
Goddamn it! ‘I’ can’t move!
~*~
Elsewhere in the school, Kohaku was staring out into the dark forest from the banister of an outdoor walkway, sniffling and wiping at his eyes. “Damn it…why? Why is this happening ta us? Love-han didn’t deserve tha’…”
Unlike me…With everythin’ I’ve done…
The teenager shook his head and heaved a heavy, shaky exhale.
No…Don’t think like tha’…We…We just have ta keep tryin’…
We…
Kohaku turned to stare solemnly at the door he came dashing out of. Some part of him hoped that HiMERU would have chased after him. He hated to admit it, but he had come to rely on the other’s presence. This school felt far more sinister when he was alone.
“…So stupid…I shouldn’t ta ran off…startin’ ta get cold, too.”
He winced as he glanced at the other side of the walkway, feeling a heavy, dark air about the other side of the school. The teen slowly backed away from it and returned inside.
A high-pitched ringing bounced around his head as a child’s laughter echoed in the halls. He held his head tightly, wishing for this all to stop. For this all to be one bad dream.
“We were killed by an educator…”
Kohaku snapped his eyes open at hearing a faint, child-like voice. Upon looking up, his legs quivered in fear at seeing a girl in a red dress. Sachiko, the fourth survivor, simply stared at him before turning around and leaving, making him perplexed as to why.
Didn’t tha’ ghost say she felt extremely evil…? I didn’t get tha’ at all…well sorta…she felt more lonely than anythin’…why?
Shaking his head to clear his thoughts, he resolutely looked around the immediate area.
I haveta find HiMERU-han.
Swallowing thickly, he began walking back through the halls, trying his hardest to not look at the various corpses scattered about. At some point, he must have not watched where he was stepping, as he tripped and fell forwards, catching himself with his hands on top of a pile of shattered glass from a lightbulb overhead. He winced as he very carefully removed his hands from the glass and checked them over. Somehow, he managed to avoid getting cut.
Tha’s some relief…
Gingerly, he stood back up and walked a touch slower to avoid making the same mistake, making his way to the infirmary through the back way. He knew he wouldn’t be able to go past…that scene…but it was where he and HiMERU both were last.
The school was far too silent as the only sound being heard was from his own steps on the creaky floorboards. He made it to the infirmary and cautiously stepped inside. “HiMERU-han…?”
Besides the occasional howling of the wind, the room was dark and quiet.
Tis it just me…or is this whole school gettin’ darker…?
He glanced around for anything that would give him a hint as to the other idol’s whereabouts. He spotted something oddly peculiar sitting on the desk. An antique doll and half of a newspaper article. Picking up the newspaper, it read:
[Tenjin Public Relations]
The Light and the Dark Sides of Heavenly Host Elementary’s Principal Takamine Yanagihori.
Ground was broken for Tenjin’s municipal “Heavenly Host” elementary school building in 1952. It quickly became a source of pride for the town, as no elementary school had stood within Tenjin’s borders at all prior to its construction. Primary schoolers had previously been commuting to neighboring towns for class, so for them in particular, Heavenly Host was a godsend.
The coveted position of principal for this new learning institution was awarded to a man named Takamine Yanagihori. Yanagihori quickly became popular amongst the townsfolk for his charismatic personality, his work ethic and his firm but fair school policies. Registration and attendance soared well beyond the school’s capacity, necessitating frequent desk and chair reorders and even general building expansion. Essentially, due to Yangaihori’s unwavering dedication, Heavenly Host became a cornerstone of life within the humble town of Tenjin.
But all that began to change on the dawn of one fateful day, with an incident that would set the stage for Heavenly Host’s rapid fall from grace…
Looking around, Kohaku spotted another newspaper article detailing the shocking news of the murders. Two particular details caught his attention. “A…secret basement in ta’ school? An’…ta’ murderer was…Yoshikazu…Yanagihori?!”
Reading further, he learned that Yoshikazu was Takamine’s son and he hung himself in the school’s basement after escaping the mental institution he was placed in as a result of the trial. “Ta’ murderer was ta’ principal’s son?”
The doll spoke in a squeaky, off-putting voice, startling the teenager.
“From red door, six steps horse, thirteen paces rooster.”
“Ta’ fuck?” Kohaku looked between the doll and the newspaper, realizing the resemblance of the doll hanging from Yoshikazu’s person in his photograph. “His doll? Fuckin’ creepy…”
Still, his intuition was telling him there was far more to this mystery than the newspapers were letting on. He looked at the doll as it repeated its earlier phrase.
Can’t believe I’m gonna do this…
He pockets the doll, its voice muffled by the fabric. Next to the doll is a book, “Circumnavigating the Ancient World”, already flipped to a specific entry:
Beginning with the Rat affixed at due north, the twelve signs of the Chinese zodiac shall be labeled clockwise around this timepiece compass. Rat, Ox, Tiger, Rabbit, Dragon, Snake, Horse, Ram, Monkey, Rooster, Dog, Pig, then back to Rat.
For ease of remembrance, it’s best to equate each direction with both its zodiac sign and its hour on the clock. North, then, is both the Rat and 12:00. East is the Rabbit, and east by southeast is the Dragon. This is the basis of circumnavigation within the ancient world.
Kohaku furrowed his eyebrows upon reading the entry. Didn’t the doll mention something about a horse and a rooster? Would it mean this book was translating what the doll was saying? If so, the doll had to be detailing the location of something. Considering the last random instinct he followed caused him to get possibly possessed if he is thinking about it correctly, maybe he shouldn’t follow the weird, creepy doll somehow capable of speaking. Then again, what other choice did he have at the moment? After finding HiMERU…what then?
With a sigh, he placed both of the articles inside the book to mark the entry’s placement and tucked the book under his arm. He also pocketed a few bandage rolls, knowing he would probably need them as he traversed this school from hell. Glancing up, there was a very disgusting, horrifying note:
Cut the tongue with a pair of big scissors. It’s so thick and warm! But how will you know whose tongue it is later, when you have a bunch more? Simple: Label it with a name tag! The tongue is very tender and squishy, so stick the safety pin in deep, to keep the label from slipping away.
Kohaku gagged, “What kinda fucked up note is tha’?!”
He stiffened when he felt a presence nearby on the beds. Turning, he saw the ghost of a small boy, simply sitting on the bed, not moving. He noticed immediately that it was Ryou Yoshizawa, one of the children murdered in 1973. Backing away slowly, he exited the infirmary without any incident.
Refusing to go the rest of the way through the second floor, he turned back to reinvestigate the first floor. He knew for certain there was no red door on the second floor, and he was far too focused on getting back to the infirmary when he first walked through to have paid much attention to anything else.
Nervously, he wandered around aimlessly, keeping an eye out for any red doors or his friend. He didn’t count on finding both of them at once, the idol leaning against the wall on the floor holding his head with one hand while his other held a paper he was clearly reading.
“H-HiMERU-han!” The younger teen rushed over to his friend and leaned down to check on him.
HiMERU removed the hand from his head as he turned to blink in shock at the other. Kohaku recoiled slightly as he saw more, fresh blood had dripped down from the blue-haired idol’s head. “Wh-What happened ta ya? W-Where have ya been?”
A wave of pain had overcome the older teen as he grimaced, “He would ask you the same question. HiMERU was going to go after you before someone struck him in the back of the head. He woke up in some small room with those ghost children and that brute of a man who, he assumes, knocked him out in the first place. After passing out again, he woke up here next to this note.”
He handed the note to Kohaku who read it. It seemed to be from a girl, judging by the handwriting, and she seemed to know this “Kibiki” guy who came to Heavenly Host willingly for research purposes, along with his assistant, Taguchi. She seemed angry, or at the least irritated, by this and dragged her friend into doing, presumably, the “Sachiko Ever After Charm” to follow after him. What caught Kohaku’s attention was that she apparently knew of a way for them to leave this place.
“This is…interestin’…”
“She seemed to know quite a bit.” HiMERU tried smirking before he hissed at another wave of pain, “Just when his headaches had just stopped, he just had to receive another head injury.”
“…Well, good news! I still have ta’ peroxide an’ found more bandages…hehe.” Kohaku nervously laughed.
There was a brief stint of silence before HiMERU lowly chuckled humorously. It was probably the most genuine-sounding laugh he had ever heard from the mysterious idol. “How convenient. Do you mind becoming HiMERU’s nurse one more time?”
Kohaku playfully rolled his eyes, “Tsk. I guess. But ya better not get injured again. I can’t be yer nurse all ta’ time.”
He replaced the old bandages and reapplied both the peroxide and fresh bandages, carefully checking through the other’s hair to find the wound. “What were ya struck with?”
“Seemed that brute was fond of carrying a big hammer around, so he imagines it was with the handle of that. He must have been aiming for HiMERU’s head but missed partially. Had the hammerhead hit him…well, he wouldn’t be here talking.”
When he finished, HiMERU must have picked up on the muffled sound of the doll in his pocket. “Oukawa, what was that?”
Kohaku chewed the inside of his cheek and glanced away. “Okay, so…tis goin’ ta sound very weird an’ all, but please listen ta what I have ta say fully before ya judge.”
A beat of silence followed before HiMERU sighed, “Not inspiring a lot of confidence, once again, Oukawa. Proceed.”
As he explained everything he had discovered thus far, HiMERU’s expression began changing from indifference to intrigued before finally resting on a deeply pondering state. “…Honestly, it’s the best lead we’ve gotten so far…though he does have a theory potentially.”
“What theory?”
HiMERU tapped at various details in the newspaper articles Kohaku brought with him as he spoke. “Each of the children had their tongues removed, yes? It appears they are like a trophy that the killer takes to remember each of his kills. If repentance from the killer is not possible as a form of appeasement, would returning missing body parts work? The papers don’t explicitly state whether the tongues were found or not, just that they were removed. He also surmises that the teacher, the same one who knocked HiMERU unconscious judging by the picture here, must have felt remorse for what he did anyways because he did hang himself where the murders took place.”
“Okay,” Kohaku scrunched his face in concentration, “But if tha’ were ta’ case, how are we supposed ta find their tongues here? Even by this universe’s timeline, this happened almost 40 years ago. Ta’ only one who would know is ta’ murderer. Plus he coulda hung himself ‘cause it dishonored his family or somethin’, since his father was ta’ principal.”
HiMERU shook his head like a teacher marginally disappointed with his pupil not understanding a concept. He held his gaze, “Two things. First, even you said your intuition was telling you there is more to this mystery than what the papers are telling us. HiMERU believes the same, considering there is still the issue of how that fourth child is haunting here if she never died in that event.”
He tapped a section of the other newspaper article, “Look at this section again. It says Yoshikazu was once a very cheerful and kind man, but over time, prior to the murders, it seemed his mental faculties were slipping, causing him to revert more often to a child-like state, including his speech. Now, how would a man like that, despite his size and the fact that he was still a teacher by some means, possibly because of his father, manage to kidnap four children and murder them the way they were? Remember, one of the kids had the top half of her head removed after the tongue was severed. He imagines each of these kids had a multitude of other wounds the newspapers omitted, plus knowing the other girl, Yuki, was missing an eye. How would a man whose mind might as well have been that of a child’s been able to do all of that?”
Kohaku’s mind went through each of the facts, his purple eyes alighting as he started putting pieces together. “He had a helper?”
“On the right track,” was all HiMERU responded with.
Kohaku puzzled a moment longer before he realized. “He musta been ta’ helper.”
HiMERU made a finger gun at the younger teen. “Precisely what HiMERU was thinking. He must have taken the fall while the real perpetrator got away.”
Kohaku then crossed his arms, a hardened look presenting. “Are ya sayin’ ta’ fourth child did it?”
The older idol scoffed. “Unlikely. These were methodical, more than likely practiced, though the mental state of the killer must have been severely compromised judging solely by how the girl, Tokiko, died. More than likely the real killer was interrupted or needed to tie off loose ends, so they purposefully left her alive so that she could blame his assistant.”
“But ta’ papers said she pointed him out directly…”
HiMERU nodded, “How much do you bet the real killer stayed silent during the killings and she was unaware that there was a second person in there?”
“…So…would her spirit be here ‘cause she feels regret or guilt fer not gettin’ ta’ right person?”
“Possibly…” HiMERU pointed to Kohaku’s pocket after the doll repeated its muffled instructions again, “The second thing HiMERU was going to say is that this doll may be connected to or will help us find those tongues since it is directly related to one of the perpetrators of this crime.”
“So, time ta follow ta’ talkin’ doll?”
HiMERU chuckled, “Like we’ve both concluded, don’t have other options. Though trying to discern what it means by ‘horse’ and ‘rooster’ is going to be difficult.”
“Ah, I think I might know already…” Kohaku showed the entry in the book to the other. HiMERU nodded in understanding and gingerly stood to place his back to the red door.
“So from here…it’s how many paces ‘horse’?”
“Six. Then thirteen rooster…so it’s six paces south and thirteen paces west.”
Following the directions, the duo found themselves close to a wall just down the hall from the door. The area itself held nothing remarkable, other than broken floors and destroyed bits of wood. Across from them was a large four-paned window covered in rivulets of water from the rain.
“There’s nothin’ here…”
HiMERU glanced down and furrowed his eyebrows before kneeling to inspect the floor at his feet. “There appears to be a board that is slightly raised compared to the others. If only he still had the crowbar…”
He violently shook. “No…he will not go back there.”
“Well…I’m not either…” Kohaku glared at a corner.
“He would never ask you to.” The kindness and understanding seeped with every word, making the younger relax.
Kohaku picked up a wooden stick, possibly from one of the various bits of destroyed wall or furniture. “Try this.”
Prying it open revealed a bloody hemp bag with a tag. Class 3-5 Ryou Yoshizawa.
The duo glanced at each other with knowing looks.
“How much do you bet there is a tongue inside?”
Kohaku narrowed his eyes, “Okay, Rinne-han, quit makin’ bets tha’ ya know ya will win.”
They were startled when they heard the doll speak again.
“re…turn…it…”
Kohaku sighed as a knowing smirk pulled the older idol’s lips, “Fine. Yer theory was correct. Let’s go to ta’ infirmary. Tha’s ta’ last place I saw ta’ ghost boy.”
Making their way back to the infirmary, and making very sure that they didn’t look too far down the hall and spot the gory scene, they found the ghost of Ryou was still there sitting on the bed. Carefully, they approach the ghost. He snapped his gaze to stare directly into HiMERU’s, causing the living man to freeze in place and begin to panic.
As the ghost boy began to groan, Kohaku, in a sudden surge of bravery, put himself in between the ghost and his friend, “Ryou Yoshizawa!”
The ghost looked perplexed at the young teenager.
“Yeah, I know yer name! We have somethin’ tha’ belongs ta ya. Even if I can’t sympathize with what ya have done, even after knowin’ ta’ horrible thin’s tha’ ya been through, this is yer tongue. So…we’re givin’ it back ta ya.” Kohaku handed the bag over to the ghost.
The ghost looked shocked before accepting the bag. A look of relief flashed over it as it began to glow white. “Thank you…Sir…”
The ghost vanished and the school quaked considerably. Kohaku began hyperventilating at the sudden, drastic change and the spiritual energy shifting around, causing him to collapse in HiMERU’s arms which reached to catch him.
~*~
Hiiro bolted down the halls, not stopping once as the Humanoid-Shadow stalked and gained on him. He stumbled multiple times as he stepped on bodies or uneven flooring. Everything was a blur as the only thought running through his head was purely focusing on survival.
At some point he started looping around on the second floor of the second wing before a large quake shook the building, causing him to fall over. At the overwhelming silence, he looked up and around. The creature was nowhere to be seen. He didn’t trust that for a second and continued sprinting, glad that his idol training ensured he had high stamina.
Bolting down a hall and turning down another, he was met with a surprisingly familiar hallway. “This is where the infirmary is…Did I somehow loop back?”
Looking behind him again and still finding nothing, he continued running down the hall. He slowed down around the bloody wall to not step on anything before he picked up speed again.
Something grabbed his ankle.
He fell face-first on the floor. Turning around, he paled at what grabbed him.
It was the Humanoid-Shadow. “Fo…und…you…NO…RUN…ING…IN…TH…E…HA…LLS!”
~*~
When Kohaku came to, it was to a greatly concerned HiMERU shaking him. “Fer fuck’s sake, HiMERU-han! Quit shakin’ me!”
“He wouldn’t have to if you didn’t faint on him!” Despite his initially angry tone, he softened his next words, “Thank you for…well, you were quite brave, taking the lead with appeasing that ghost.”
He helped the younger sit back up from the bed, the older having laid him down once the quaking subsided. Kohaku blearily looked around. “It worked?”
“He believes so. One down, two more to go.”
Kohaku lightly punched the other’s shoulder, “Ya mean three more? Coutin’ ta’ Sachiko girl.”
HiMERU airily laughed, “Fine. Three. You feel well enough to continue?”
Gathering their wits again, they returned to the first floor, reasoning that they still hadn’t investigated it fully, so likely the doll would speak up again when they got relatively close. When they reached the front entrance of the school, their theory was proven right when it spoke up.
“Go to where the floor collapsed but then got better. One step rooster, ten paces rat.”
“…What does it mean by ta’ first part?”
“Hmm…odd indeed.” HiMERU paused before he remembered from when he first woke up. “HiMERU might have an idea. Follow him.”
They began going up the western staircase, a greatly confused Kohaku following in toe. “HiMERU-han? Where are we goin’?”
“He remembers when Tatsumi and him first woke up we couldn’t go right down the second-floor hall because of a gap in the floor.”
“…But we don’t know if tis ta’ same dimension as tha’…”
“We have to try.” HiMERU reached back and held onto the younger teen’s hand. For once, Kohaku didn’t have a snappy comeback nor complain about it.
Upon reaching the second floor, HiMERU never thought in all his life he would be happy to see the bloody remains of a familiar legless girl. “It is the same dimension…and the floor!”
The floor was repaired.
Before he could encourage Kohaku to remember the instructions, there was a familiar ghostly groan.
“My…legs….give…them…”
HiMERU was irritated as he glared at the ghost girl crawling on the floor farther ahead. He pulled Kohaku behind him as he readied the rosary and Holy Water. When she lunged he shouted the Latin phrase Tatsumi taught him, presenting the holy rosary as it deterred her. He placed his thumb over the opening of the bottle and managed to replicate the flicking motion to only sprinkle a few drops of the water on the ghost, fully repelling her back to the void once again.
“Wow…” Kohaku stood wide-eyed with wonder.
Even HiMERU had to give an impressed smirk as he inspected the bottle and rosary. “Indeed. You don’t have to be spiritual for these to still work. That Tatsumi certainly had a lot of aces up his sleeve when it came to this universe.”
“At least he still has his cross…” The younger couldn’t hide his worried tone.
He paused for a moment in thought. “…If the cross is good against lesser spirits, and assuming the only stronger spirits are those of the children and the teacher…HiMERU thinks Tatsumi is probably okay.”
Kohaku barked a laugh, “How much do ya bet he’s been wanderin’ around chasin’ after us?”
HiMERU playfully ruffled the other’s hair. “Okay, Amagi.”
Kohaku couldn’t help sticking his tongue out childishly, earning a humored rumble of laughter from the older one. “Alright, alright, enough joking around. What were the directions again?”
Kohaku looked down to reach for the doll when he stopped. “Uh…I don’t think we need ta’ instructions…”
He pointed to a slightly raised floorboard near their feet. HiMERU leaned down and pried open the floor, pulling out a wind-up key. “That’s…not what he was expecting…”
“Where do we use tha’?”
“Not a clue…” HiMERU pocketed the little object before standing up.
Kohaku stared ahead. “Didya two look over ta’ room ya woke up in?”
HiMERU was about to retort when he paused. “…No…we didn’t. We were too occupied with each other’s injuries and finding everyone that we never looked over the room.”
Kohaku put his hands on his hips. “I thought ya said t’wasn’t anythin’ worthwhile in there when I asked before ta’ whole bathroom situation?”
“Well, to be frank, HiMERU wasn’t exactly thinking clearly then since we had just discovered the whole shifting dimension issue plus we were concerned about Tatsumi’s whereabouts at that moment. HiMERU didn’t think about that the room would have changed or shifted.”
“Well, let’s take a look before we check elsewhere.” Kohaku began leading the way, forcing the older idol to catch up.
Class 2-A was truly as unremarkable as HiMERU originally thought it was. He turned to Kohaku to suggest leaving when he noticed the teenager staring triumphantly smug at him. Seemed the smaller teenager had pushed aside a cupboard to reveal a sliding paper door. HiMERU rolled his eyes and shook his head with a fond smile before they both entered. It was a small back room, nothing much being back there except for a weird lever. There was a small keyhole that looked like the wind-up key could fit, but otherwise, the lever didn’t budge.
HiMERU used the key and managed to budge the lever a notch. There was a loud thud from somewhere below them, causing the two teenagers to stare at each other in dumbfounded confusion. Considering how quiet the school seemed to be at the moment, it couldn’t hurt to go check it out…hopefully.
~*~
The Humanoid-Shadow creature growled before beginning to pull Hiiro by the ankle into the room it jumped him from. Hiiro grabbed hold of the door frame for dear life as he was being pulled. A different hand came up around his hands and pried off his fingers from the door, Hiiro emanating a loud scream as he was fully pulled in.
He was slammed on top of a counter in the room. He thrashed at the Humanoid-Shadow before his arms were pinned above his head by one of its hands, the other holding his mid-section.
“LET ME GO!” Hiiro’s legs kicked in vain.
“He…ll…o…ag…ain…”
Hiiro froze as he raised his chin to look as best as he could at where this voice came from. It wasn’t from the one holding him down.
It was the Wolf-Shadow. The one that was missing an eye thanks to him. And it was staring him down from the other end of the counter.
~*~
Proceeding down to the first floor, Kohaku and HiMERU paused at a seemingly innocuous hallway.
They darted their eyes at each other before Kohaku muttered, “I know we haven’t explored ta’ first level much, but even I remember this wasn’t here before.”
“Perhaps the lever? Though even HiMERU thinks that is rather ridiculous.”
“Agreed. This school went from some demented psychological hellscape ta an RPG labyrinth with puzzles.”
“…What?”
“HiMERU-han, yer only 2 years older than me. How do ya not know about RPGs?” Kohaku leveled him with a disappointed look.
“HiMERU doesn’t have time to play games, Oukawa. He is far too focused on his career for that kind of thing.”
“Remind me when this is all over ta introduce ya ta some RPGs.”
“He will not guarantee he will remember.”
The two hesitated a moment longer before going down the newly appeared hall. What they didn’t expect was to find a very large locker room with several showers along one wall and several rows of locker cubbies. Of course, it was quite run down and deteriorated, much like the rest of this forsaken school. Several tiles were cracked or missing. One of the locker rows had fallen on its side and was hardly anything more than rusted metal. None of the showers had running water while one was completely rusted shut.
It was then Kohaku collapsed onto his knees and clutched his head, whimpering in pain. HiMERU, like a concerned parent, rushed over to check on the younger. “Oukawa, are you okay?”
“Uh-uh…” Kohaku shook his head as HiMERU noticed the other began to have a bloody nose, some of the blood dripping onto the tile.
“Oukawa, here, use these.” HiMERU had patted his pockets before he realized, far too late even by this crazy situation’s standards, that he had some pocket tissues. He handed them to the kid to stuff his nose, hoping it would stop the bleeding.
They tried to leave out the second door of the locker room before Kohaku whimpered in pain again, shivering drastically. HiMERU stared impassively at the teen before checking out the door, seeing the next area was a pool, and back to the rattled teen. He sighed before placing a hand on his shoulder, “Oukawa, it is clear you are not feeling well. There is not much ahead so let HiMERU handle investigating it. Stay here and rest.”
It was clear by the other’s expression that he was going to argue. To circumvent that, he held out Tatsumi’s rosary to him, “HiMERU will hang on to the Holy Water and leave this with you for protection, just in case. If a spirit comes at you, just repeat ‘vade retro, satana’ while you present it and it will stun or even repel the spirit. HiMERU promises to come back as soon as he is done. If anything does happen, he will call for you, okay?”
“…Just don’t do anythin’ stupid.” Kohaku muttered before turning back to sit on one of the still-standing benches.
“He promises!” HiMERU called out, giving the other a warm smile before exiting the locker room.
That warm smile faded almost instantly as he peered through the heavy rain around the pool area. It was so thick that he couldn’t see the other end of the pool. It was filled with murky grey-brown water with broken pieces of metal jutting out here and there. It smelled unpleasant.
As he began scanning the edge of the pool and walking around, lamenting only for a second how he wished he had an umbrella to keep himself dry, he thought back to Kohaku.
He has already been through too much in this universe. Especially after Shiratori…he needs time to properly grieve and process what is happening. Even if this is only temporary and Shiratori comes back in the next one, this is still traumatizing…even for ‘me’. ‘I’ have been through some dark things…did dark things…but this is a whole other level of messed up…But ‘I’ have to be strong for Oukawa now. He can’t take the full burden of this process alone, not anymore.
He makes it around to the other side and finds a small building labeled the “Pump Room”. The door was locked when he tried to jiggle the handle. Frowning, he turned back around, believing he had investigated everything to the best of his ability, barring going into the pool itself. He paused upon noticing a glimmer on the floor on the longer side of the pool. Kneeling, he dug out a key that had the Pump Room’s label on it.
Oddly convenient…though it wasn’t here before…
“I’ve had enough…”
HiMERU’s eyes widened hearing a familiar voice before sharply looking up upon hearing a splash in the water. Ripples echoed from a place near one end.
“Was that…Oukawa?” HiMERU quickly stood up and checked the vicinity, “No, he should still be in the locker room…”
Despite his certainty, there was a nagging dread building in his being as a sense of urgency rushed through his brain. He had to check on him.
“Oukawa?” He called out into the locker room but got no response. A quick glance proved the young teenager was nowhere in the room.
Fear encapsulated his mind as he realized with horror that, perhaps, Kohaku had been what disturbed the pool. That he had jumped in. With a sickening beat, he realized that Kohaku never surfaced.
Is he going to drown!? Shit!
He rushed out of the locker room and back to the pool staring intently at the water.
‘I’ shouldn’t have left him alone! Damn it! Where were those ripples?
Not wasting any time, he jumped into the pool and dove around, desperately trying to find the other teenager. The water got into his mouth and it tasted almost rancid, but he couldn’t care less at that moment. All that mattered was saving the kid.
He felt around in the murky depths until he felt a hand that had a distinct, beaded item wrapped firmly around it. Tightening his grip, he hauled Kohaku onto his back and pulled them both above the surface. He rolled him onto the edge of the pool before hauling himself up. HiMERU desperately felt for a pulse.
Thank Tatsumi’s God!
He proceeded to perform CPR, desperately trying to get the teenager to breathe. “C’mon, breathe, Oukawa! Stay with him!”
After a few more presses, Kohaku coughed and sputtered, the bracken water coming out with every cough. The teen rolled onto his side as the coughing intensified with every breath he drew in. HiMERU leaned back and sighed in relief, “Don’t scare HiMERU like that! What were you thinking?!”
Kohaku slowly sat up, wheezing on occasion as he recovered. However, he grew short with the older idol, “What do ya mean!? Ya called fer me, didn’t ya!? I came runnin’ out an’…next thin’ I remember was ma mouth bein’ filled with water.”
The fire quickly left the younger as the realization that it happened again struck him. He whispered defeatedly, “…I’m so stupid…”
“No…he shouldn’t have left you alone like that.” HiMERU softly rubbed the top of the younger idol’s head.
He didn’t expect the younger to start crying. “I hate this…everythin’ tastes horrible and smells putrid…everythin’ ‘bout this place is horrible…what did anyone do ta deserve all this…?”
HiMERU was beside himself, unable to provide any soft words or marginal comfort. He could tell the other was reaching his breaking point. All he could do was work him through one thing at a time. “…How about we use the rainwater to get rid of that taste and smell? At least a little?”
Several minutes go by as they used the rain to wash away the grime and rinse their mouths. It seemed the distraction worked to some degree to alleviate Kohaku’s mental state. HiMERU paused to give the other a questioning look, the unspoken question obvious to them both.
Kohaku nodded, “A bit better, now…”
“That’s good…” HiMERU pulled out the key to show the younger, “There’s a Pump Room down the way HiMERU hasn’t explored yet.”
The unasked question proved unnecessary to voice, as the younger one stuck closely to him. When they made their way to the Pump Room door, HiMERU belatedly realized the younger still held on to the rosary in a vice-like grip. He tapped that hand and Kohaku quickly returned the item, reasoning that since they were sticking together it would be more reasonable to keep both the rosary and Holy Water on one person in case an evil spirit came after them again. It already proved that holding the rosary did nothing to prevent possession.
The key broke due to how brittle it was, but it did its job and unlocked the door. The room was dark, but the light from the open door sufficed to guide them around. Not much was there except one valve labeled “Drainage”, which HiMERU promptly turned, surmising correctly that it would drain the pool. There had to be a reason the doll led them to this area in the first place.
HiMERU jumped into the now drained pool and helped the other down, as they were in the deeper end. Several corpses dotted the bottom of the pool, one being particularly tiny, which HiMERU and Kohaku resolutely refused to investigate any further for the sake of their sanities. A glint of something metallic caught his attention inside a grate. The grate itself was rusty and practically fell apart with minimal effort on his part to pry it off, reaching in to find another, albeit rusty, valve.
“…Was there another valve spot in ta’ pump room?”
“Only logical place for it.”
Returning to the pump room, there was an empty socket for the valve labeled “Water Pump”. Kohaku shook his head, “First we drain ta’ pool, now we refill it?”
HiMERU blinked slowly. “…No…there has to be some sort of end goal here. The doll led us to one tongue…”
He slotted the valve and turned with all his might as the rusty wheel slowly gave way. It refused to budge afterward, leaving the two to go back out and check the pool again. This time, HiMERU spotted a little, bloody bag resting below the water pump, more than likely having fallen from inside the faucet. Picking it up revealed the tag to have the name “Tokiko Tsuji” on it.
“There we go. Now we just need to find the right ghost girl.” HiMERU climbed back out of the pool.
“Not like we can dry ourselves off, anyhow…” Kohaku removed his shoes as the feeling of wet socks inside equally wet shoes grew far too uncomfortable.
They returned inside the locker room and HiMERU spotted some towels and what looked to be an old clothesline in the corner. He gestured to it. “While we may not have too much time. Getting ourselves dry is a worthy side distraction.”
~*~
Rinne and Hokuto were about to descend the stairs to the first floor when a large quake shook the school, causing both to fall over at the force.
“Fuck! This one is huge!” Rinne shouted before his vision turned black.
When they both came to, they were most certainly not in the main building. In fact, the place they ended up looked way too familiar to Rinne. “Wait a minute…this is that entryway…”
~*~
While their clothes were not completely dry, it would have to suffice for now. Time was of the essence.
They left the locker room and reentered the school proper, only to be met with the two remaining child ghosts walking the hall. Kohaku shouted, “T-Tokiko Tsuji!”
The headless girl turned in their direction, blood coming from the wound on her lower jaw. Kohaku steeled himself, presenting the bag, “We believe this is yours! We wish ta return it!”
Tokiko accepted the bag with a gurgle before fading away, a small hand waving at them for lack of being able to speak her thanks. Kohaku breathed a sigh of relief. “At least tha’ is done.”
“Uh, Oukawa, we need to move!” HiMERU spotted the other ghost, Yuki Kanno, approaching them, and she was not happy.
The two bolted away before running into the girl with the red dress, Sachiko. She motioned for them to follow her into a stairwell, which, considering their track record, really shouldn’t follow her. But they did, considering they had a murderous, scissor-wielding child spirit behind them.
They stopped dead when the doll started crying. HiMERU huffed in annoyance, “Where are we going this time?”
The voice of the doll made their blood freeze.
“Where your friend was splattered…the floorboards beneath that wall…right under his globby entrails…GET IN THERE GOOD AND DIG IT OUT!!!”
Kohaku screamed and threw the doll away, collapsing on the floor in anguish. Even HiMERU was tempted to stomp on the damn thing as it began to laugh maniacally at their despair. He gave into the temptation and stomped its head in, breaking it to bits. They already got the information they needed from it.
“…Damn it!” HiMERU growled, “How does it expect us to just…go there and do all that!?”
“Hm? Is someone there?” A familiar voice called out from above them, though something about it sounded off.
Coming from the shadows up the next set of stairs was Mayoi. HiMERU never felt so elated. “Ayase!”
“You’re…o…kay…” HiMERU faltered as he got a good look at the clover soldier. His eyes were hardly the usual light turquoise, except for a slim ring around his pupil. The rest was a cloudy, misty grey.
Even his voice sounded eerie and robotic, much like Aira’s. “Hmm? Something the matter?”
“Er…It’s…” HiMERU had no idea how to word what he was thinking.
“Mayoi-han…” Kohaku shook from behind HiMERU, still on the floor as he stared wide-eyed at Mayoi’s hands. “What is tha’ in yer hands?”
HiMERU glanced down and paled at seeing just how caked in blood the other’s hands were. And they were holding a little pouch with a tag.
Mayoi looked disinterested. “Ah, that. Found it under some floorboards just up the way. It might be a charm or something. Do you need it?”
He tossed it carelessly at the duo, landing just in front of Kohaku. “I have no need for charms, anyway. I need to focus on finding Aira-san and Tatsumi-san.”
He was about to start walking away when Kohaku called out, “What ‘bout Hiiro-han? Aren’t ya worried fer him, too?”
Mayoi turned back around and tilted his head, dead eyes not showing any emotion. “Last I saw him, he was with Rinne-san. I’m sure he’s fine.”
“Y-Ya saw them both!?” Kohaku perked up ever so slightly, though he recoiled when he looked too long at the purple-haired idol.
“Ayase, wait!” HiMERU grabbed the other’s wrist before he had the chance to begin walking away again. He resolutely ignored the strong, hot sparks he felt at the contact. “We need to stick together! Don’t you remember? This place drives people insane the longer we are in it, we have to get out soon! Stay with us!”
He couldn’t tell exactly why, he just knew that if he didn’t convince the other to stay they wouldn’t see each other again for a long time. Wouldn’t be able to speak as themselves for a long time.
It seemed something started to crack in the grey mist clouding Mayoi’s eyes, as turquoise briefly pulsated larger and pushed away the clouds. During that brief bit, Mayoi reached into his pocket and stuffed a large series of papers into the other’s blazer pocket, before the grey mist took back over. Mayoi’s hand started to feel cold in his own.
“We will run into more people if we cover a larger area.” Mayoi pulled his hand out of HiMERU’s.
“A-Ayase-!”
“Don’t worry,” Mayoi dug through his pockets and pulled out the box cutter he had used to carve out the paper doll in what felt like a distant time ago, “I’m not completely defenseless. Now, if you’ll excuse me.”
With that Mayoi disappeared down the stairs before a violent shaking took hold. HiMERU nearly fell over. “Damn it! What a belated time to finally collapse those alternate dimensions, Tokiko!”
HiMERU dashed back down the stairs, calling out for his club member. Kohaku shouted out, “HiMERU-han!” before scrambling to grab the bag and run after him.
“Ayase!” HiMERU called out into the empty halls, searching every which way to see if he could catch a glimpse of the other teen.
“HiMERU-han, wait!” Kohaku grabbed his arm and pulled harshly, “Ta’ dimensions shifted again! I don’t think Mayoi-han is in ta’ same one as us anymore!”
He harshly spat, “Damn it!”
It took several moments for him to regain his composure. That was certainly not like him. HiMERU wouldn’t have lost himself that easily. Yet, he couldn’t stop the feeling of absolute dread and loss filling his heart at letting the other slip away like that.
“…What did Mayoi-han give ya?”
Kohaku brought him back to the present. He reached into his pocket and pulled out the folded-up papers. Some of them looked to be notes from that same girl, as the name “Kibiki” came up time and again. What caught both of their attention was the one that detailed the exact way to return home. Kohaku grabbed the paper from him and reread it. “This is it! This is how we can return home!”
The second note from the girl was far more tattered and hard to read, but it confirmed that appeasing the ghosts had to be done first before they could do the ritual again to return home, so long as everyone still had their paper scraps and they had at least two people from the original group still alive to perform it.
The last paper dashed the hopeful atmosphere. It was a handwritten note from Mayoi when his mind was far clearer.
I’m sorry. If you are seeing this…it’s too late for me. I should have said something earlier, but I saw how I would die in this universe. I knew my fate rested in whether Aira-san would live or not, but I figured since we were all going to try and regroup together and Aira-san was already a priority it would have been redundant on my end to mention…tell Kohaku-san I’m sorry that I didn’t tell him everything I saw that night…some of them were just…too painful to repeat.
I tried to stall as much as I could before coming across…that scene, to buy you all time…but…this thing – whatever it was kept approaching me with knives drawn. I kept running from it but it seemed to be pursuing me –corralling me – in the direction of that scene. Before I realized it, I came across it, and I could feel the shadows begin to seep into me. From what I could gather from the…corpses that the shadows compelled me to inspect…this overtaking of the mind is referred to as the Darkening. I couldn’t even say what I wanted to when Rinne-san managed to snap me out of it briefly. It felt like I was being secluded inside my mind and forced to watch my body continue without me. That’s why I wrote this.
Please, I know this is hard, I don’t want to die either, but you have to move on without me, at least for this universe. By the time you read this, I’m probably too far gone or already dead. I managed to find notes that proved my theory about the paper scraps was right. Please, use this knowledge to get everyone out.
I’ll see you all in the next one.
HiMERU hadn’t realized he had started shedding tears, not even when they began staining the note.
~*~
Mayoi paused in the hallway, realizing only minutely that the dimension had shifted again.
At least he managed to get those notes to them, to anyone, in time. At least he knew he could do the final step now that he was alone.
He watched, relinquishing all control and putting up no more resistance, as his body started rifling through all the pictures of decayed corpses on his phone, disgusted that the Darkening forced him to do such things. He didn’t even bother listening to his rambling self as he mentally counted down once his body paused on that picture for Aira’s voice to be heard. He waited the painful few seconds, closed off in his own mind, as the darkness finally took over at the realization that Aira was gone. That he took a picture of his remains. That he dug through them.
The screams coming from his own body were barely registered.
Yet, despite it all, somehow, that small portion of his mind, that one, small corner his true self was relegated to, still remained. He saw in horror that his body was now covered in a black mist, completely unidentifiable now, as it began walking down the halls with loud thuds.
His phone was left behind on the floor, with the final audio recording documenting his fate.
~*~
Hiiro began kicking and thrashing harder. The Humanoid-Shadow simply stabbed his side with a claw.
A strangled cry escaped him as pain coursed through his veins.
This is it…! This is how I’ll die!
He attempted to kick again when the Humanoid-Shadow removed its claw from his side to stab his thigh, stilling that leg as his body vibrated harshly in pain. The school shook violently again.
“Nii-san!” Hiiro shouted as the creature slashed his other side.
“Somebody! Help me!”
The creature was about to stab him again when the Wolf-Shadow growled lowly, stopping it. Hiiro weakly looked up to see the Wolf-Shadow was now peering over him, hovering an eerily-human-but-not-quite-human hand over his face. Three of its fingers tipped with claws were extended, twitching slightly as if it were mimicking a claw machine.
“E…ye…fo…r…an…eye…!” It growled deeply as it began to slowly lower its hand towards his face.
Hiiro tried to move his head away, but the Humanoid-Shadow used its other hand not holding him down to keep his head still. He couldn’t help the squeak of fear as he braced for the pain.
“HANDS OFF HIM!!” He didn’t expect to hear Niki, but he was ecstatic nonetheless, even as he could feel his strength begin to slip away.
Niki barged in and smacked the Humanoid-Shadow in the face with the bat, shattering several of its teeth as it recoiled in pain, releasing its hold on the redhead. The Wolf-Shadow barely had time to look up and growl before Niki swung around and stabbed it in its other eye with the hunting knife, sending it flying backward into the other shadow creature as it covered its injured eye in pain.
“NOW!” Niki shouted to Mao, who Hiiro didn’t realize had entered the room with him.
Mao extended his whole arm to present a silvery, bright cross to the creatures. The bright flash of white light burned the creatures away who yowled fiercely in pain, leaving nothing of them behind.
Mao refastened the pin to his blazer before rushing over to Hiiro, “Amagi!”
“Ototo-san!” Niki rushed over, placing his hands on the other’s cheeks to look him in the eye, “Hold on! Stay with us!”
There was a low, whispery groan from one of the doors. The two older teens looked up to spot a shadowy mass staring at them. It looked like a person…or what once was a person. There was a dangerous air about it as it began approaching.
Niki picked up the abandoned baseball bat and readied the knife in his belt loop. “Mao-kun, get Ototo-san out of here.”
“But-!”
“NOW!” Niki lunged at the shadow with the bat and began fighting it off. The shadow appeared far stronger than the slow movements suggested.
Mao hurriedly pulled Hiiro into a sitting position on the edge of the counter, grimacing at the pained gasp the other made.
C’mon Mao. It’s just like when you have to carry Ritchan!
He began carrying Hiiro on his back, arms looped around the other’s legs while Hiiro’s arms were draped over his shoulders. Hiiro was definitely heavier than Ritsu, but he tried his best to leave with speed. When he exited the science lab, the northern part of the hallway was blocked off by the ghost girl, Yuki, who giggled as she watched them. He turned south and hurriedly went to the first floor, aiming for the outdoor walkway.
~*~
Niki battled the shadow, his bat splintering as it was forcefully pressed into his throat despite still holding on to it. He took his chance and reached for the knife in his belt loop. He slashed it up and into the shadow plunging somewhere into the vicinity of where a throat might have once been, blood spattering all over his uniform. How it managed to harm the shadow at all, much less make it bleed, was far from Niki’s mind as it finally rolled off him. Niki pulled the knife out and ran after Mao and Hiiro, not bothering to double-check to make sure it was dead.
~*~
Rinne wasted no time attempting to pry open the entryway’s door. When he recovered, Hokuto looked at him with slight worry. “What do you mean by ‘that entryway’?”
“That vision.” Rinne strained as the door budged a little, “Hiiro. Dying.”
That was all it took for Hokuto to spring into action and help move the door. Once opened, they both bolted out onto the walkway before pausing.
They were alone.
Both boys stared at each other in apprehension before a loud shout was heard on the other end.
The door opened, revealing Niki, Mao, and a bloody Hiiro on the younger’s back.
“Hiiro!” Rinne rushed forward, mind fully focused on his little brother.
Niki and Mao snapped their attentions to the duo rushing over to them. Mao cried out, “Guys!”
Rinne helped Hiiro off of Mao’s back and held him in his arms, kneeling on the pavers. He was partially surprised to see that Hiiro wasn’t missing an eye.
Did we manage to change something!?
Checking over his little brother, it was clear that, despite his eyes remaining intact, his other wounds were far too severe to treat without a trip to the hospital. He already was losing too much blood.
Mao and Hokuto barely shared a brief hug at their reunion before their attentions were brought back. Mao quickly pulled off his blazer and attempted to apply pressure on some of Hiiro’s worst wounds to stem the blood flow. “I-I…”
“I know,” Rinne sounded far too quiet, “I trust ya both tried yer best…”
The four remained silent, dread pulsating from each as they realized there was nothing they could do. Hiiro’s fate was sealed.
Hiiro coughed up some blood and blearily opened his unfocused eyes, “N-Nii…san?”
“Yeah, it’s me…I’m right here.” Rinne’s voice wetly cracked.
Hiiro weakly felt inside his blazer and pulled out Rinne’s ID card, “I…I got…it…”
“That ya did…that ya did…thank ya…” Rinne took the ID card numbly and stuffed it inside his shirt pocket, his gaze not leaving Hiiro’s face.
Hiiro wheezed slowly, “That…shadow…trickier…than I…thought…”
Rinne could feel the bile of despise rise in his throat before he forced it down if only to be there for Hiiro. “I’m sorry…I couldn’t…”
“Don’t cry…” Hiiro sounded stronger saying this, “I’m glad…to see…you all…again…Don’t…let this…thing…win…okay? We’ll…go home…all of us…Nii-san?”
“Y-yeah?” Rinne tried to hold back his tears. They stubbornly shed down his cheeks regardless.
“What…were you…going to…do to it?”
Rinne chuckled wetly, “Rip it limb from limb and grind it to dust…”
Hiiro smiled, “Save me…a limb…please?”
“I will.”
Hiiro looked out somewhere in between the group of people surrounding him. “…Aira…Mayoi…senpai…Subaru…senpai…are here…too?”
That caused the other three teens to look around in shock. There was no one else there. Mao turned to look at Hokuto and was shocked to see the other crying, staring numbly out into the rain and dark forest beyond.
Hiiro looked back to Rinne and gave one last smile. “I…love you…”
“I love you, too…” Rinne choked on a sob.
The death rattle shook all four of the young men to their cores. The silence that followed was occasionally broken by low weeping from the elder brother.
“…too far…”
Niki turned to look at Rinne, hearing only faintly what the other was saying. “Rinne-kun?”
Rinne laid Hiiro down gently on the ground before untying his grey blazer from around his waist to drape over Hiiro’s face. He stood, fists clenched tightly and teeth gritted. “This bastard has gone too far…!”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
...Or y'all might come after me with pitchforks.
Chapter 12: Reunions and Revelations (A School of Corpses Arc: Part 8)
Notes:
So, I realized I still needed to have a few more scenes back at ES to progress their side of the story and the overall plot line (definitely felt like I've been neglecting their side to an extent recently), so we may still be with this Arc until maybe Chapter 14 or 15, depending on how long the rest of what needs to be written will be. I don't like the idea of posting chapters that go too far past 10k, and this one alone is past 11k, so it might mean I'm breaking the rest up into smaller chunks just to make my sanity a little easier and easier for you all to digest, even if it means we will be stuck with this Arc a bit longer.
ALSO WARNING: this section of the Corpse Party arc is very disturbing as it deals with the murders and more disturbing content in much more detail. I've watered it down as best as I could while still staying true to the horror/disturbing nature of the original Corpse Party, as the original content got *super* gory, but just as a warning, it gets really disturbing!
Also: Debating on switching up the opening song for the next Arc. Do you guys like that idea? I'm still quite attached to the ending theme I chose, as that song's tone will still fit a good portion of the fic until the tides begin to turn fully.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Face Down (Japanese Cover) – Sunrise Skater Kids
Original by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlL5hhNiyrw
At Ensemble Square
The expedition crew had just returned from a somewhat fruitful, if albeit traumatizing venture into searching ES. With Ritsu’s guidance, he and Nazuna were able to procure a few books from the depths of the library of tribal and ancient deities before another shadow creature, this one being dubbed the Tiger-Shadow, stalked its way into the room, urging the duo to leave before they could thoroughly investigate. However, the further issue of the freezer incident required them to return to their respective rooms after dropping off food supplies far quicker than anticipated.
Yuzuru and Ibara also had a run-in with another shadow creature, this one being called the Raptor-Shadow, and were constantly chased around the basement as they attempted to search for any objects that seemed odd in hopes that they were the referenced artifacts. They came back empty-handed, more so due to the Raptor-Shadow having been far too persistent and nearly catching Yuzuru. Luckily, it only caught his pant leg as he climbed into a vent with the help of Ibara as they were escaping.
Kuro, Chiaki, and Koga had little luck in the Sky Garden, despite a fairly valid assumption on their part with information provided by Ritsu that, perhaps, the artifacts might be more nature-like in origin if this entity was a deity from some sort of tribal or long since ancient society. The smaller Humanoid-Shadow from the elevator watched the whole time, not once making a move against them. Kuro theorized out loud that the real reason it didn’t do anything to them wasn’t because it was obeying the entity’s orders, but rather that the three of them were far stronger than Izumi and Leo were, even as individuals. It probably saw it would lose if it tried anything, so it didn’t.
Sora had managed to return, the first out of the expedition group, to the safe dorm with the binder from Koga’s and Tatsumi’s dorm room, keeping it tucked out of the way and excusing himself to the bathroom. He would have to wait for the next expedition crew to go out before he could radio his findings regarding the visions Tatsumi saw of ES. At least, it gave him time to process what had happened to him.
Each of them returned to sullen, quiet rooms, no one able to tell them what had transpired while they were away.
“You missed quite a lot. Now that is hard to explain. Where to start?”
“Quit toying with us,” Adonis muttered under his breath.
“I heard that.”
“What happened, you invisible freak?” Koga spat harshly.
It chuckled lowly, “Well, four of your friends are down for the count in this universe they’re in. Care for me to tell you how they died? Hehehe…then again there is so much more! How about a little refresher?”
~*~
HiMERU and Kohaku shortly found Yuki’s ghost wandering the halls a bit further in. Neither were inclined to further discuss what happened to Mayoi. There wasn’t much either could say, much less will themselves to voice. They had to finish this universe quickly. The longer they all stayed, the more likely more of them would die. The threat of punishment from the entity started to weigh heavily. They could account for two confirmed deaths, possibly even a third if the dark stain intuition was correct. They had little time left.
Kohaku paused at a belated realization. She was missing a tongue and an eye. Was just giving her tongue going to work? Did they destroy the doll far too hastily? He found his words caught in his throat, unable to speak as the ghost girl came nearer, moaning angrily as she held a pair of sewing scissors.
HiMERU grabbed the bag from Kohaku’s hand and shoved himself in front of the younger teen. “Yuki Kanno!”
Yuki’s ghost whirled on him, anger evident in her eyes. HiMERU pressed on. “We believe this is yours! We wish to return it!”
All at once, the anger vanished and was replaced by confusion, even as she was given the bag directly by HiMERU. The scissors dully clattered onto the floor. Her confusion was shortly replaced with tears as she began to cry her thanks to the duo. Her pale blue apparition faded slowly.
HiMERU sighed with relief. “That just leaves one more. Are you okay, Oukawa?”
“Oukawa?”
Kohaku remained silent, simply leaning his head against the other’s arm. HiMERU patted his head lightly. “It’s almost over. We will be out of here soon.”
The school began to shake the hardest it had thus far, forcing the duo to their knees as they lost their balance. Kohaku didn’t realize that he had lost consciousness until he felt HiMERU shake him awake as he called out excitedly, “Oukawa! Wake up! Do you recognize this place?”
Kohaku blinked blearily as he finally took in his surroundings. It was a far more modern-looking classroom. Nothing was falling apart. Everything was clean. The sky had grown quite dark as it neared 8:00 at night, or 20:00 by military time.
He sat up quickly, eyes blinking in startled confusion, even as he glanced around the room hurriedly. He deadpanned, “This is ma classroom…”
“Th-the classroom in your school!?” HiMERU was in disbelief.
“Yes-Yes! This is it!” Kohaku launched himself from his position on the floor and hurriedly investigated the room, finding his desk and for sure confirming this was the school he originally came from in this universe.
“How did HiMERU get here then? We went to different schools…” HiMERU gingerly touched his head but found he wasn’t wearing the bandages nor felt any cuts or wounds.
“I only had enough power to get you to one place…But I’m glad that I was able to get at least you two to safety.”
The duo whirled around, seeing the bloody ghost of Yuki Kanno. They both fell backwards in fright. Kohaku stuttered, “W-Wh-Why are ya here!? Didn’t we appease ya!?”
“…No…you didn’t.” Yuki’s ghost appeared remorseful.
“B-but we got yer tongues back! Was that not enough!? Didya still need repentance?”
Yuki stared blankly at him for a moment before looking away apologetically. “Appeasing us isn’t about forgiveness. It doesn’t matter if we forgive or not. Repentance is between the criminal and the victim. It’s the sole act capable of moving us. And we exist as fragments of the sacred ground upon which Heavenly Host is sealed. I believe moving us…is your best course of action. But…even with our tongues returned by the aid of him…his repentance isn’t enough…”
“So what, then?” HiMERU spoke lowly, much to Kohaku’s shock, “Why do you feel compelled to trap innocent people in that godforsaken school? To kill them and drive them insane?”
“That’s…not true.” Yuki kept staring at the ground sadly.
Before HiMERU could fully start his anger-fueled lecture, Kohaku stopped him. “Wait, HiMERU-han.”
The older idol turned to him, citrine eyes piercing with rage. “After everything we went through! After what she did to-”
“Don’t. Ya. Dare. Say. It.” Kohaku darkly warned the other, making HiMERU fall silent. He turned back to Yuki, “I’ll hear ya out. We saw a paper theorizin’ tha’ yer just like a cog in this infernal machine.”
He winced as a headache was induced by his next words. “I remember readin’ ‘bout how souls whose lives were cut short so violently…all ta’ emotions an’ regrets cause it ta turn violent an’ act out without any control. I understand…so, please…if there is a way ta bring ta’ others back, could ya please do it?”
“I…don’t think that’s possible anymore…” Yuki was reluctant, “That place has eaten far too many souls. There’s no more room. The agony and pain have nowhere else to go. So it feeds on the minds and souls that are bound there…like me…it won’t be long until I go back to being a vengeful spirit like before. Like I said, I’m grateful I had enough to save even just you two…”
Their sorrowful expressions perked up at her next words, “There might still be a way…but you would have to go back…appease all four of us and that place won’t have any of the cogs holding it together. You might be able to have your friends escape as it collapses.”
“Hold on a minute,” HiMERU pinched the bridge of his nose in agitation, “So you want us to go back there, and appease all four of you, even you three that we already did, again?”
“I don’t think tha’s what she meant.” Kohaku muttered softly, holding eye contact with the ghost girl, “Ya seemed hesitant on tellin’ us exactly why our efforts weren’t enough…is there a reason why?”
“…something I don’t want to remember…” Yuki muttered before becoming staunch, “But…if you want to know…no, if it will help you save your friends, then I’ll share it.”
She turned to HiMERU. “Could you please catch him?”
Before either had a chance to process, Yuki touched Kohaku’s hand, a flash occurring between them. Kohaku fainted. His vision faded to black.
~*~
After paying their respects, the four left the walkway and back into the eerily quiet halls, not a word passing between each other. That is until Mao asked the dreaded question, “…I know this is a bit…weird to ask now, but have you guys seen anyone else since we were placed in this universe?”
Rinne sighed, “Well, Merumeru, Tatsumi-chan, Mayoi-chan, and I were at one school and did that damn charm together to come after all of ya. But after we got here, the only one I saw was Mayoi-chan…and he seemed…off.”
“…How exactly?” Niki gently laced his pinky finger around Rinne’s.
Rinne returned the gesture by lacing their hands fully. “Honestly, don’t know how to explain it. He wasn’t really actin’ himself. Far too distant and cold. It was like he was possessed or somethin’. And if he was, whatever was possessin’ him was making him take pictures of corpses.”
Niki and Mao shuddered at the thought. Mao looked on confused, “That certainly isn’t like Ayase. He seemed far too meek and nice to do such things.”
Niki mumbled, “I haven’t seen anyone from my group, well, other than…”
Rinne looked away from him, flexing his fingers still laced together. “So…no signs of Ai-chan or Kohaku-chan?”
Niki shook his head glumly. Mao hesitated, “We…well, I saw Kazehaya-senpai…”
Rinne glanced up, raising his eyebrow as a silent question. Mao paused, unsure of how to proceed, before Niki beat him to it, “It’s best if we find a place to sit down and discuss all this.”
Hokuto finally spoke, “Amagi-senpai and I were trying to find some sort of camcorder to play these tapes he found. A ghost said it contained important information on it to help us get out of here. Have you two seen anything like that?”
“Nah. Mao-kun and I barely had time to explore this section at all between getting chased and attacked by ghost children, avoiding Mr. Big Murderer with a Hammer, and…well…”
Rinne sighed. “Do me all a favor everyone and stop treatin’ me like a ticking time bomb or that you have to walk on eggshells around me. Hiiro’s dead. At least for this universe. We will find him again. But right now, we need to focus on finding a camcorder so we can hopefully get the hell outta here.”
The three winced at the harshness but remained quiet. Until a severely strong quake rattled the school, making them all fall over at the violent shaking. Floorboards from above caved in and crumbled around them. Dirt shifted, and drywall bits fell from the ceiling. Once everything settled, the four young men slowly recovered.
Mao noticed something red and shiny had fallen onto Niki’s hair. “Stay still just a moment, Niki-senpai.”
He plucked what ended up being a red key from the chef’s head. Hokuto simply raised a dark eyebrow at him. “Since when did you two start referring to each other on a first-name basis?”
Niki rubbed his sore shoulder from landing on it. “Well, after all that has happened so far and him saving my ass from a headless ghost girl, I’d say we might as well just use each other’s first names.”
Hokuto looked curious. “Oh? Isara, what did you do?”
Mao rubbed the back of his head, the other hand still holding the temporarily forgotten about key. “W-Well, it kind of goes into the discussion about Kazehaya-senpai…”
Rinne noticed the key. “What’s that?”
“Uh…a key?” Mao inspected it.
“Well, duh, ‘course it’s a key. But a key to what exactly?” Rinne rolled his eyes. Niki elbowed him in the ribs.
“D-don’t take my tone too seriously.”
Mao kept his attention on the key. “Given everything that has happened, no offense taken. Though it’s very odd for a key to be so brightly red…”
Hokuto had long since stood back up and began tapping his foot to gain their attention. “Seems the dimensions shifted again.”
“Dimensions?” Both Niki and Mao looked at him like he grew a second head.
“Yeah, we had ghosts explain to us that this whole damn school is a series of alternate dimensions that change up all willy-nilly whenever they want.” Rinne casually remarked beginning to stand up and offering a hand to Niki.
Niki sighed, taking the offered hand. “So this place is basically several smaller alternate universes within an alternate universe, that is within yet another alternate universe? And I thought I was getting a headache earlier.”
Hokuto helped Mao stand back up while the other sighed. “I had a theory this school was an alternate universe already, but I didn’t expect it to go this far.”
“Yeah, a real brain teaser.” Rinne huffed in mock laughter.
“Anyways,” Hokuto pointed down the hall towards a red door, “How much do you bet the red key would go to a red door?”
“Or the school could really fuck with us and the red key is used to unlock something that leads to a green key that then would open the red door.” Niki elbowed Rinne again for the comment.
“Before Amagi-senpai gets too carried away with his sarcastic jokes,” Mao made his way to the door. The key turned the lock effortlessly. He put his hands on his hips triumphantly.
“Fine. Or the school can be plain and simple for once.” Rinne groaned, taking Niki by the hand and following Mao and Hokuto into the room.
It appeared to be a custodian closet that held an old camcorder and TV set. Rinne commented, “Ya know, despite feeling happy to finally find somethin’ useful, it feels kinda weird to have such seemingly important stuff in the one room that has the only red door in the whole school.”
“Agreed,” Hokuto walked over to the camcorder and inspected it, “Tsk. Batteries are dead.”
The redhead spotted a piece of paper that flittered down from the camcorder. “Hang on. That paper fell out of that camcorder.”
Hokuto picked it up, but it was plucked from his hands by a grave-looking Niki. “Can we have a moment to talk about Tatsumi-chan?”
Rinne sat on the little tatami mat in front of the TV, the rest of the group forming a little mini-circle around it. There was a too-lengthy pause before Rinne exhaled slowly. “…He’s dead, isn’t he?”
“N-no! Not when I saw him!” Mao urged, “Injured, sure! But very much alive last I knew!”
“Isara,” Hokuto rested a hand on the other’s trembling shoulders, “how?”
“He…he had a broken arm…maybe a broken rib or two, too, judging by how hard it was for him to move around and from the blood coming from his mouth. He helped me save Niki-senpai when he was trapped by the headless ghost girl,” Mao showed them the now normal-looking cross, “I think he prayed to his God and blessed this before throwing it to me. It saved me from getting attacked by the little boy ghost before I unsealed the door and Niki-senpai and I bolted. I…used the last charge to try and save Amagi…those shadow creatures are gone now, but I guess we were too late.”
Rinne’s solemn look turned strangely neutral, but his tone held an uneasy tension. “There was…more than one?”
Mao nodded, “Yeah, there was the one that looked similar to the one at ES that threatened Sena-senpai and Tsukinaga-senpai. The other looked like that wolf one the entity harassed Alkaloid with earlier.”
“It didn’t just look like that one. It was that one,” Niki deadpanned before leveling a serious look to Rinne, “It was already missing an eye when we charged in. It looked like it was going to pluck Ototo-san’s eye out.”
Rinne’s lips were pressed into a hard line before he slowly exhaled, the tension leaving him a tired man. “Thank ya…both of ya…for trying your best to save him.”
They were silent before Rinne shook his head, commenting more to himself, “I told Tatsumi-chan to not be the goddamn hero…”
Mao seemed to catch on to what he meant, hurriedly explaining. “K-Kazehaya-senpai said he still had a rosary and Holy Water, so he should be fine…well, at least not getting accosted by ghosts.”
“Still, Kazehaya-senpai is in distress. We should look for him.” Hokuto made to stand before Mao pulled him back down.
Rinne shook his head, agreeing with Mao’s silent pleas. “As much as I admire your pluck, with the dimensions shifting like that, there’s no way we will know if he is in the same one as us. As it is, we can’t guarantee it won’t shift again when we leave to look for him, nor that this camcorder will be here still.”
Mao still clung to Hokuto’s arm, voice sounding both far too loud and too quiet. “…Have you seen Subaru?”
The raven-haired and redhead visibly deflated at the question, expressions turning sorrowful. It didn’t take much for Mao and Niki to piece together what had befallen the ginger-haired idol. Mao’s voice cracked, “…Can you please…tell me what happened?”
The two shared a look before Rinne took the reins. “We’re…not exactly sure how…but he…hung himself.”
It took several seconds for Mao to process what he just heard. Even then, his voice was barely above a whisper. “…You’re lying…”
“…I couldn’t believe it either…” Rinne whispered sadly.
Mao began shedding silent tears, the occasional quiet whimper escaping. “He…he wouldn’t do that…”
“…Have any of you been told about the curse of this school…?” Hokuto dully rang out.
Mao and Niki both looked at him with confusion. Hokuto continued, “We…don’t know if Akehoshi actually knew what he was doing because of it.”
When Rinne realized Hokuto wasn’t going to be able to continue the explanation, he took up the mantel. “Basically anyone who stays here long enough has their minds slowly go insane, and any strong negative emotions or obsessions speed up the process. When that happens, they don’t know what they are doing and have no memory of that time when they come to. We think this curse forced Akehoshi-paisen to…do that, and he wasn’t aware that he was doing it.”
“But…” Mao started wetly, “Like Hokuto said, Subaru was determined to help and reunite with everyone…”
The leader of Trickstar looked torn for several moments. “…Akehoshi and I had a really bad argument before we parted ways…the next time I saw him…he was already gone…”
Mao stared at him distraught. “Hokuto…don’t blame yourself! You two had plenty of bad fights before!”
“…Not like this one…”
“Still! Subaru cared about you! He cared about everyone! Even if you two had a nasty argument, he wouldn’t have done that!”
“That stupid curse tried to get me, too!” Hokuto lashed out, “After I found him I barely remember anything else before I woke up to Amagi-senpai having saved me from hanging myself! That curse doesn’t give a damn how determined someone is! If there is a weakness, it will exploit it, just like the damn entity who put us in this situation in the first place!”
“Mao-kun,” Niki quietly interjected, “This universe has proven it will force people to do things we would normally not do, remember?”
Mao’s head and shoulders slumped, whatever fight he had left him in that moment. “…I know…I’m sorry, Hokuto…” The youngest of Trickstar held Mao’s hand apologetically unable to trust his voice.
Rinne massaged Niki’s shoulder with a hand, looking at him expectantly. Niki couldn’t hold his gaze, instead opting to lean into Rinne’s side. “When I was trapped with that ghost girl…I had to defend myself…and I had to grab a knife from out of a dead body…”
“This school sucks.” Mao spat weakly.
“…It’s not just the school doing all this.”
Everyone turned to Rinne. “That bastard is playing games with the people in ES. He forced Natsume-kun to do something that resulted in it forcing me to make a choice. It caused me and Hiiro to separate if I didn’t want someone else getting hurt in ES.”
“Huh? Who?” Mao leaned forward.
Hokuto gave Rinne a warning look. Rinne treaded carefully. “It said…that Hiiro and I had to separate if…I didn’t want someone from Knights…to get killed.”
Mao’s face hardened from surprise to one of eerie seriousness filled with tension. “Was it Ritsu?”
The silence served as enough of an answer for him. He exhaled very, very slowly, eyes closing briefly before reopening to reveal a hard-as-steel stare. “Amagi-senpai, I know you already have to save a limb for Amagi…but save one for me, too.”
Rinne smirked playfully, “Will do. Didn’t know ya were that protective of your little girlfriend.”
Mao’s face turned almost the same shade of red as his hair, waving his hands in front of him. “W-we’re not dating!”
“Uh-huh, sure you’re not.” Hokuto couldn’t hide his smirk.
“Hey! You’re not allowed to comment when you can’t even get your own love life sorted!” Mao playfully shoved his leader.
“What love life?” Hokuto sounded far too serious.
Mao groaned his sigh, “I swear, for the number of times you scold Subaru for some of his stupidity you are just as dense!”
The questioning glance thrown by Hokuto served as a welcome source of entertainment for the two older idols who quietly snickered. Niki sighed before waving the folded paper in his fingers. “I hate to be the wet blanket once again, but we should try and refocus back to getting out of here.”
“Hey, you’re the one who started this tangent.” Rinne cackled lightly. He purposefully fell back on the floor at Niki’s half-hearted shove, whining at how rough Niki was being to him.
Niki ignored the attempted lightening of the mood and unfolded the paper, which turned out to be a series of papers. “It’s from some publication. ‘Strange But True: Stories of the Occult’. Looks to be about Heavenly Host itself by someone named Kou Kibiki.”
Rinne’s eyes lit up in recognition. “Oh! That’s the name on these tapes!”
Niki read its contents aloud. It detailed the collapse of Yoshikazu Yanagihori’s mental state and Rinne pointed out to the others that the man with the hammer that he and Hiiro were attacked by was the same person. The paper continued noting that Yoshikazu’s mental state had deteriorated due to unknown causes to a child-like state, and began carrying around an antique doll his late mother gave him. Several months prior to the kidnappings and murders, he was no longer able to speak unless intensely focused on forming simple words, but could still understand others. With all the evidence against him, he was charged with the murders, kidnappings, and desecrating the dead, despite being unable to defend himself due to being unable to speak. Thus, the whole trial rested on the testimony of the surviving 7-year-old girl, Sachiko Shinozaki.
There were a few paragraphs dedicated to the moral and ethical issues of tracking down the survivor, even ten years after the fact as the author had done, and asking questions about such horrific and traumatic events.
~*~
Kohaku woke to darkness.
Huh? Wasn’t I…? Did I pass out again?
He attempted to move, but his legs and arms refused to budge. His whole body was refusing his mind’s commands. Or rather…it felt like they couldn’t comply.
Why…can’t I move?
His vision finally cleared. He was lying down on a dirt floor in what smelled like a musty basement, lined up with three other children, all tied up and blindfolded.
Huh!? Those are ta’ other kids! An’ they're alive! Why am I…? Am I seein’ what Yuki saw?
It was only then that he realized he was tied up, too.
A large man came over to him. It was Yoshikazu Yanagihori, at least, when he was alive. He had a blindfold in one hand, groaning something about eyes. He tied it around Kohaku’s eyes, now leaving him in the dark.
“W-wait! Untie me right now!” He called out, but his voice didn’t sound like his own. It sounded more like Yuki.
The children cried softly next to him. He could distinctly hear Yoshikazu walk away before muttering, “In…or…der…o…kay?”
Huh? In order?
~*~
Niki furrowed his eyebrows as he read the next part to himself. “Odd…”
“What?” Rinne prodded.
“Kibiki states that after Sachiko’s family fled the area after all that happened, they just vanished. Granted, with all the focus now on the school and the events after knowing that the survivor was safe, it was only natural for the newspapers to not focus on her anymore. But he tried tracking them down, and it was as if they never existed in the first place, including Sachiko. The only time they ever appeared anywhere was with the murders in 1973.”
~*~
It was then Kohaku was met with a primal, terrified, pained scream from the boy just a little ways away.
Is-Is he gettin’ killed right now!?
He could hear each plunge of the scissors and the screams of the boy as it went on for over half an hour.
Tatsumi’s God! Why won’t this end!? Is ta’ boy feelin’ all of this!? Did he not go unconscious at all durin’ all of it!? No one deserves this kind o’ fate!
Finally, the screams stopped. Only to be replaced without a moment’s pause by the screams of the young girl next to him. Followed closely by more scissor stabs and gurgling.
Just make this stop! Get this over with!
Kohaku stopped as he realized what he thought. Except, they weren’t his thoughts anymore. They sounded like Yuki. Even she sounded horrified by what she had been thinking then.
There was the sound of a heavy object falling close by. Then the room grew quiet.
~*~
Niki covered his mouth, aghast at the next few paragraphs. Mao asked, “Niki-senpai? Do you want someone else to continue?”
Rinne gently took the paper from him. Niki didn’t resist, his gaze unfocused. Rinne continued for them, fully understanding Niki’s horrified expression once he got through it.
Kibiki had detailed exactly how each of the children was murdered, with information gleaned from official police reports and the testimony of Sachiko herself. Yoshikazu had the murder weapon, a large pair of sewing scissors, in his hand upon police intervention when they were discovered in the unused, long-since sealed-off basement of the school.
The contents were horrifying and gory. There was more done to each kid other than their officially listed death as “loss of blood following the removal of the tongue.” One, they already knew, had her head removed from the jawline up, though it detailed the exact way it was actually done. The boy…was toyed with for over half an hour as he was repeatedly stabbed in the abdomen. Rinne couldn’t bring himself to read the next part of exactly what happened to him.
The last girl had her eye stabbed multiple times and was then left to die a slow, agonizing death. Weirdly noted, the tongues weren’t removed until after all of these mutilations had been done.
~*~
Kohaku felt someone grab him by his hair and drag him into an upright position. Prickling pain was felt as he could feel strands getting ripped from the force.
…It’s ma turn…isn’t it?
He felt the killer taking off his blindfold.
…Did…Did Yuki see her killer!?
He was not prepared for the sight that befell him when he was unblinded.
The real murderer wasn’t Yoshikazu. He was in the corner, cowering in fear with his hands over his ears.
It was Sachiko, and she held a pair of bloody scissors near his eye, giggling and cackling all the while covered in the blood of the previous children.
~*~
Rinne pushed on.
Kibiki noted how it would be a no-brainer for information about the survivor and her family to be withheld after something like that. What was truly strange, however, is that there wasn’t a trace of any of this information left. After all, it was like she and her family simply vanished from existence.
Therefore, due to the bizarre circumstances, he began conjecturing that Yoshikazu may not have been the actual murderer. He noted how Yoshikazu, in his final days, had suffered mentally to the point where he reverted to being a child. Despite this, he was always a friendly and outgoing man who many thought would be incapable of doing such atrocious crimes. Even police had noted that his full strength hadn’t been used to inflict the damage done. He also had no motive, nothing to gain from doing this. Or, another option, is that he could have lost his mind like his father.
“Huh?” Rinne paused at that moment. Everyone else raised an eyebrow at the sentence as well.
“What does that have to do with this?” Hokuto cocked his head to the side.
“…It says his father was the principal…” Rinne narrowed his eyes in thought, “Mayoi-chan mentioned how the school had a lot of horror stories. I think one of them was the principal committing suicide by jumping off the school’s roof…there was also the one about a teacher falling down the stairs to her death. Could they all be related?”
Niki hummed, “It sounds like the classic horror setup. Perhaps the principal did something that essentially caused the teacher to die which then led to the murders in 1973.”
“If so, how?” Mao tapped his chin in thought.
“…Ghostly shenanigans?” Rinne shrugged before humming as he continued skimming the next few paragraphs, “Seemed like this Kibiki guy was theorizing that something that happened about 20 years before those murders is what led to this supposed curse inflicting both the school and the principal’s bloodline, in that sealed room of the basement. He also started talking nonsense and scribbled all over the walls of his office, even cowering in fear in corners. Sounds an awful lot like his son in his final days.”
“How is he supposed to prove that?” Hokuto chewed his lower lip.
“Yeah, according to this universe’s logic, the school I’m going to was built on top of where Heavenly Host was, so there’s no way to…” Niki trailed off, “Unless someone told him about the ‘Sachiko Ever After Charm’.”
Mao’s eyebrows shot up as he dug out the pink notebook and skimmed over to the last page entry. “You mean this Naho Saenoki?”
Rinne and Hokuto nearly fell forward as they read the entry. Rinne exclaimed, “She knew of a way to get out!?”
“We think so,” Niki nodded, “But we need the other pages to find out.”
“Damn it!” Rinne practically fell backwards in exasperation. “Nothing of importance is ever fucking easy in this universe!”
It was then another, drastically large quake shook the school. The four of them blacked out in quick succession before they could even process what had happened.
~*~
HiMERU tried hanging on to Kohaku as he began thrashing madly on the floor, screaming nonsense. “Oukawa! Wake up! Snap out of it!”
Purple eyes shot wide open as he began gasping for breath. He clutched onto HiMERU’s blazer tightly, slowly transitioning from coughing and wheezing to crying and whimpering.
HiMERU turned to the ghost of Yuki Kanno, a hand protectively holding the younger teen’s head. “What did you do to him!?”
“It’s…not her fault…HiMERU-han.” Kohaku sniffled, “I wanted ta know…”
“That’s what happened to me…” Yuki mournfully gazed at her feet.
“…You had him experience how you died?” HiMERU sounded dark.
“HiMERU-han!” Kohaku brought the older idol’s attention back to him, drastically pulling away from the older teen, “She saw her real killer! Yer theory was right! He was just an accomplice! Sachiko did it!”
HiMERU blinked in confusion. “How could a kid do something that violent…?”
“I don’t know – or why! But there’s gotta be more ta this whole thing like we thought! We haveta go back and let everyone know!”
He sighed in resignation, “Okay, we’ll go back.”
Kohaku looked at him perplexed. “Yer takin’ this awfully more calmly than I woulda thought.”
“As much as HiMERU would like to stay here and guarantee saving his own skin, he doesn’t feel right leaving everyone else on their own.”
It would feel like ‘I’ am condemning them to save ‘myself’…and ‘I’ can’t let Oukawa go on his own.
A playful giggle bubbled from the pink-teen. “So ya do care ‘bout us~.”
HiMERU side-eyed the younger teen before lightly pinching his cheek.
“If I do send you back…” Yuki interrupted, “Even if I keep this level of mental clarity…I won’t be able to bring you back. You’ll have to commit to making Sachiko repent.”
“Tha’s fine.” Kohaku stood before her. “With what ya showed me, I think we will be one step closer ta solvin’ this an’ puttin’ y’all ta rest.”
“Very well. Just know that, in order to make Sachiko feel remorse, you must appeal to her humanity. Purify her soul. Once we’re there, my mind will begin to be under attack…so the next time you see me…run away…”
With that, the next time they blinked, they were back in the dilapidated Heavenly Host.
~*~
Rinne groaned as he rubbed his head. “Damn, does the school think we’re a fucking snow globe or something?”
Luckily, all four of them were still in the custodian closet. Other than a few pieces of plaster and some wood scattered around, the room more or less stayed intact.
Hokuto was staring intently at the section of the tatami mat in between the four of them. “I’m with Amagi-senpai. This school loves to mess with us.”
There, in between the four of them, was a set of batteries. Niki deadpanned, “How convenient.”
Hokuto loaded the batteries into the camcorder, which surprisingly still worked and the TV now turned on. Mao organized the tapes and handed the first in the series to his friend to load in.
It showed Kibiki in the flesh, at least on camera, talking with his cameraman, Taguchi, about how unbelievable it was that they managed to get here for real. It seemed to be the beginning of a research report until Taguchi started panicking and screaming about seeing a dead body. All four teens perked up upon hearing that the duo knew of a way out before slumping, as it hadn’t been revealed to them due to Taguchi screaming about hearing children giggling before running away.
“Well, at least it’s giving us more clues.” Rinne handed the second tape over.
The second tape was far more disconcerting. Kibiki appeared frantic, realizing the horror he had just unknowingly stepped into, all thoughts of fame now far from his mind. They perked up as soon as they heard him practically shout the way out.
“You need to perform the Sachiko ritual correctly! Say the line one time for each person, plus one more for Sachiko herself, then put all your paper scraps together!”
The video cut out as he began screaming for mercy from some unknown assailant. It seemed the camcorder decided to give out as well, overheating and causing part of it to explode. Pieces were scattered as the four individuals covered their heads from the plastic shrapnel.
Niki raised his head once the pieces ceased flying, “Well, let’s hope there wasn’t any more important information, cause I doubt we’ll find another camcorder.”
“Just this last one…” Rinne looked at the final tape and grimaced, “Though, since it has what looks like blood spatters, maybe it’s best to not see what is on it.”
“Well, now what?” Mao sighed.
“Gotta go find the others. We know the way out, so we should go back to finding people.” Rinne stood up, “Though I strongly advise we all stick together, lest the school decides to shake things up again.”
Niki and Mao brushed themselves off and headed out of the custodian’s closet. Rinne was about to follow before Hokuto grabbed his arm. “Can I talk to you for a second?”
Sensing the seriousness, he lagged behind, giving the other a quizzical look. Hokuto stared at the ground, “This is going to sound embarrassing...but did you ever find my phone? I kind of…threw it when I was trying to call someone from outside of this school. Obviously, it didn’t work…but there were a few pictures of Akehoshi and I on there…”
Rinne smirked and pulled the phone out of his pocket. “Yeah, here. It’s how I figured out I was in the dimension with ya and Akehoshi-paisen.”
“Also…here. Only feels right.” Rinne handed the other phone over, “I think it was Akehoshi-paisen’s. Found it in the hall just before the bathrooms.”
Hokuto hesitated before taking the device, gazing sadly at it. “Thank you…”
On reflex, Hokuto unlocked Subaru’s phone, earning an eyebrow waggle. “Do ya unlock his phone all the time?”
The other unit leader didn’t seem at all phased. “I just did it out of reflex. Didn’t expect him to have the same passcode as in our world.”
“…Ya missed my point, Kita-san.”
“What do you mean? He knows my passcode, too.”
“…So ya two have access to each other’s phones? All the time?”
“Yes? It’s not like we hide anything from each other.”
“…Man, Isara-san was right. You’re really dense when it comes to the romantic stuff.” Rinne leaned back casually against the wall.
“…Akehoshi and I aren’t like that.” Hokuto glowered at the older man.
“Right. Sure you’re not.”
Hokuto rolled his eyes before staring intently at the phone’s screen. He blinked very slowly, tears beginning to form in the corners. Rinne grew worried. “Everything alright? Kita-san?”
“…Akehoshi tried sending me a text message…” Hokuto showed the unsent message to the other.
Yahoo~ Hokke!~
Hey, sorry about what I said earlier!
I know you’re just under a lot of stress and pressure!
I shouldn’t have left you like that. You were right, I wasn’t taking this nearly as seriously as I should have. I just thought that making you smile and stay positive was the best I could do at the moment. I didn’t want to show you how scared I actually was. But then you hurt your ankle and we heard Hiiro – I knew I had to do something!
So, I’m coming back to check on you! Okay? I wanna kiss and make up!~ N-Not in that way! I know how literally you take things :P
Don’t know if this will send, but I’m gonna try! I’ll see you soon! We’ll get out of this whole mess together!
“…He…really didn’t hang himself…because of me…” Hokuto was extremely quiet.
Rinne barely caught what he said, responding softly. “I told ya that ya couldn’t blame yourself. His death was not a suicide. This school made him.”
“…Can I…hang on to this?” Hokuto clutched Subaru’s phone close.
Rinne smiled. “I already said I was giving it to ya.”
There was a small smile on his face, even as he carefully tucked the phone away inside his shirt pocket, tucking his phone into the other. Rinne delicately asked. “Are ya sure there isn’t anything going on between ya two? Or are ya just in denial?”
This time, the raven teen didn’t brush the question aside so easily. Blue orbs trembled slightly as the teen pondered a moment. “…I don’t know…this whole situation is hardly the proper time to ask such questions.”
Rinne shrugged. “This situation might bring that topic up time and again. Who knows? Maybe this whole thing is the push ya needed to confront such feelings.”
When the younger boy stayed silent, Rinne rested a hand on his shoulder. “Let’s…try and focus on getting out of here. Then ya can find Akehoshi-paisen and start to figure this out at some point. Seems even Isara-san has an inkling something is going on between ya two.”
He didn’t know as he left, but Hokuto knelt to pick up the bloodied tape and tucked it into his blazer pocket.
When Hokuto joined them outside, he also became extremely confused as to the new layout. The whole atmosphere felt…different, more sinister, more…dangerous. The lighting had completely changed. The world outside took on a more sunset-like appearance, making the interior of the school glow varying shades of red.
Rinne voiced what everyone was thinking, “Something’s definitely not right here…”
~*~
HiMERU and Kohaku hurriedly began looking around the school for their friends. Kohaku theorized as they went. “I have a feelin’ all these alternate dimensions are startin’ ta funnel inta one. If I’m right, then ta’ others have got ta be here somewhere.”
“Let’s hope so. Otherwise, this is going to be a very long process.” HiMERU scanned a classroom from the doorway, leaving once he saw no living person in there.
“Let’s keep an eye out fer any info on Sachiko herself, too.” Kohaku glanced down a hall and paused when he heard, then saw, someone familiar on the far side of a large gap.
~*~
The group stayed close as they navigated the halls. There seemed to be very few bodies to be found at all, and what ones they did find were so old some of the bones began to disintegrate. The layout didn’t make sense, it was as if this form of the school became more maze-like, more whimsical than what the exterior of the building would realistically allow.
They stopped at a large gap in the floor that looked to separate a whole other section of the school. Niki hummed in thought. “Maybe we can get across elsewhere?”
“I doubt this version will be that simple.” Mao sighed in resignation. “Considering how oppressive the atmosphere here is, we might be getting close to the heart of this mystery. If so, it might as well be like in one of Makoto’s games where the final area has several puzzles and is much more difficult than the previous areas.”
Rinne groaned in response. “Probably a good thing I didn’t plan on playing pachinko today. God, what lousy luck today has had!”
“Rinne-han!?”
The four whirled around to face the voice that echoed from across the gap. Rinne wouldn’t admit it, but his heart swelled in happiness upon seeing the familiar pink hair and hearing that accent. “Kohaku-chan!”
“Oukawa! What has HiMERU said about running off!?” A familiar blue-haired teen came running out of the dark, only to pause when he saw the other group. “Oh, finally, we found you!”
Rinne couldn’t help but tease. “Having fun babysitting, Merumeru?”
HiMERU’s expression lacked any sort of amusement. “You have no idea what we have been through.”
“Yeah, well shit ain’t been a picnic over here, either!” Rinne huffed. “Kept getting attacked nearly every other corner!”
“Guys!” Kohaku sounded desperate, “Focus!”
The youngest turned to Rinne. “We’ve been working on a way ta get outta here, but we need ta finish appeasin’ an’ makin’ ta’ murderer repent before we can!”
“What? We just found a way to get out of here without having to do all that nonsense!?” Rinne exclaimed, now turning to HiMERU, “Mayoi-chan was right about those paper scraps! We just need to get ya two over here or at least get all of us together so we can do the ritual properly and leave this hell hole!”
“We already know that…” HiMERU’s usual bite was nowhere near as strong as usual, his tone taking a more somber tone.
Sensing the disturbance in the younger bees, Rinne paused. “…How?”
HiMERU rifled through one of his pockets and pulled out several papers. “Ayase found us and handed us these notes. It states exactly how to do the ritual properly. Whoever wrote them also realized this place is far more dangerous and imposing than they realized because of the ghost spirits. So, if we do the ritual before appeasing the ghosts, it won’t work.”
“Did those notes so happen to mention a Kibiki?” Mao piped up.
Kohaku and HiMERU gave the teen a disturbed look. “Yes?”
Mao pulled out the girly notebook. “Those have to be the missing pages from Naho’s notebook. She knew Kibiki and told him both how to enter here and how to leave.”
“If that’s the case,” Hokuto sighed, “We really have no choice but to do the appeasement and make the murderer apologize.”
“Damn it!” Rinne growled fiercely.
Niki looked on at the two teens somberly. “You both said you found Mayo-chan…where is he?”
The two were silent, refusing to look at Niki. Rinne understood. “…So he’s gone, too.”
HiMERU raised his head to stare at his leader. “What do you mean by ‘too’?”
Rinne hesitated as he gestured to the four on his side. “What ya see is all that made it so far.”
Kohaku’s purple eyes widened as he began to quiver. “What about…Hiiro-han? Mayoi-han said he was with ya last he saw…”
Rinne put his hands in his pants’ pockets as he refused to meet their eyes. “…That bastard sent his pets in…we couldn’t rescue him in time.”
He didn’t expect the whimper of a cry from Kohaku, and it broke his heart to see HiMERU holding on to the kid like a lifeline for the younger one. Niki prodded. “Have either of you seen Aira-san?”
HiMERU put a hand over Kohaku’s ear, the other was already pressed into his chest, before looking at the two with a mournful look. His mouth opened to speak, but he settled with slowly shaking his head, a pleading look resting on his face. Rinne took the hint. “So he’s gone, too.”
Both groups were silent for a long while, mourning the temporary loss of their friends in this universe. Rinne sighed, “So that makes Akehoshi-paisen, Ai-chan, Mayoi-chan, and Hiiro…”
“Akehoshi?” HiMERU was almost breathless as he realized his dark prediction from before the ritual had been right.
The horrifying realization dawned on the leader of Crazy:B. “Guys, if we don’t make sure all of us and Tatsumi-chan make it out alive…”
The looming threat of punishment clouded their minds. HiMERU turned to the other group. “Have any of you seen Tatsumi? He was originally with HiMERU when we woke up but…the dimensions shifting around separated us.”
“…I did,” Mao spoke up quietly, “He helped me save Niki-senpai when he was trapped by one of the ghost children.”
Kohaku quirked an eyebrow at that. “Tha’ musta been before we appeased them…”
“…Appeased? What were y’all doing over there?” Rinne had his hands on his hips.
“One big, demented scavenger hunt for missing body parts and returning them one by one…on top of dealing with ghostly possessions and nearly dying a few times here and there.” HiMERU dryly retorted.
“Yeesh…” Rinne backed-off.
“Look,” Kohaku butted in, “Part of ta’ appeasin’ process is ta make ta’ killer repent. So we need ta find info on Sachiko-”
“Woah, woah! Back up a second! You’re saying the little kid survivor actually did all that murdering?” Rinne motioned his hand for the young teen to slam on the brakes.
“Yeah, ya know, after appeasin’ ta’ ghost kids one o’ them let me see what they saw tha’ night as if I were ta’ kidnapped an’ murdered kid. So yeah, I’m sayin’ tha’ little girl ain’t so innocent.” Kohaku harshly spat, filing away the shocked and horrified look on Rinne’s face hearing what he had to go through for later, “I know tis hard ta believe, but ta’ best course o’ action right now is ta find info on her and figure out how ta make her apologize.”
Hokuto glanced at Niki hurriedly. “Shiina-senpai. What if that guess of yours earlier is more accurate than we think?”
The chef blinked several times before he recalled what the other was referring to. HiMERU looked towards his unit mate. “What was this guess?”
“Well, we figured out from this publication that the principal had a mental break after the murders similar to what occurred to his son prior. The author theorized that events from 20 years prior to the murders were the reason why they, the breakdowns and the murders, occurred in the first place. I just kind of threw out there the idea that the principal must have had something to do with the death of the teacher Mayo-chan mentioned occurred at some point, which somehow led to the murders in 1973.”
“…A fair theory, however, didn’t Ayase mention the teacher fell down the stairs? That doesn’t exactly sound like anything nefarious. Plus, we are only assuming it has to be related.” HiMERU crossed his arms, encouraging his tone to be more civil.
“…Unless Sachiko witnessed it first-hand…” Kohaku mumbled.
“Oukawa, firstly, we’re only theorizing the event the author was referring to is the death of the teacher. Second, how would a little girl from 1953 remain the same in 1973? She should have been an adult by that point if she were from 1953.”
“…Unless even I was right on my guesswork, too,” Rinne muttered.
“Speak up, Amagi.”
“Geez, even in a life-or-death situation and going through traumatic shit, you’re still as pushy as ever. I’m saying that, if Niki’s theory is right, then my guess of the reason why it would be right would explain it. Mainly ghostly shenanigans.”
“Not exactly specific.” HiMERU pinched the bridge of his nose.
Mao beat Kohaku to the punch, “Guys, as much as debating might help organize theories, we still need proof. I doubt the murderous ghost girl is going to be moved to remorse by mere conjectures. Let’s focus on each of our groups finding any info we can on her and what may have happened back in 1953.”
Hokuto added, “We should also keep an eye out for Kazehaya-senpai. We need to make sure he makes it out with us and, from what Isara mentioned, he’s in critical condition.”
“What do you mean ‘critical condition’?!” HiMERU’s usually hooded citrine eyes were now wide in fright.
“H-He had a broken arm and…I think a few broken ribs. We couldn’t reach each other when I found him thanks to a large gap in the floor, so he tossed his cross over to me to save Niki-senpai-” Mao began.
“He what!?” Kohaku and HiMERU stared at each other in horror.
“H-He said he still had his rosary and Holy Water! He should still be fine as long as no particularly strong ghosts come across him!”
“No he doesn’t!” HiMERU and Kohaku shouted in unison. HiMERU showed the other group the rosary and little bottle.
“…So the holy man lied…” Rinne was tense before he threw a punch into the drywall beside him, causing it to cave in, “Damn it all! I told him not to be the goddamn hero!”
“He withheld a lot more about the visions than he let on,” HiMERU added as Rinne turned to him in disbelief, “He seemed to have an inkling that his death in this universe revolved around a broken arm or not…”
Rinne shook his hand out as the sting from punching the wall started to get more intense. “Change of plans. Focus on finding Tatsumi-chan. If anyone finds info on the girl, fine, but we can’t have him die! Both because we don’t want to go through whatever sort of punishment the bastard has planned and because we can’t have any more of us die in this hell hole! That’s gonna be a shit ton of pain his spirit will be feeling forever if he dies here.”
The redhead turned to the blue-nette. “That Kibiki guy mentioned something about how the basement was originally sealed off before the murders in 1973. Do you think we need to find the basement to begin our search for that Sachiko girl?”
“There might be information around the school currently we could use, but he believes the basement is probably going to be our final destination, especially since Tatsumi saw a vision that supposedly will take place somewhere akin to a basement or bomb shelter,” HiMERU deduced, “Oukawa and HiMERU will look on our side while you all look on yours. If we find the entrance to the basement that is where we will all meet. If neither group is there after 10 minutes, slowly progress without the others until we catch up.”
“Wait, you mean there’s no way for us to fully reunite at all right now?” Hokuto glanced at the giant hole before looking further down their side of the hall.
“We just came from down south, an’ there’s been no way across ta yer end so far.” Kohaku sighed in resignation.
“Alright,” Rinne turned sternly to the duo, “We’ll go with my plan. Let’s all try to find Tatsumi-chan before he gets himself killed, find info on the girl, and meet up in the basement.”
His gaze softened on the pink and blue teens. “Please stay safe everyone.”
~*~
Room 6-66 was silent as the group convened on-screen. The voice laughed mockingly, “Ah, what a sweet reunion! Too bad that Kazehaya Tatsumi is as good as dead. Looks like I need to prepare the punishment round. Oh, but I won’t leave you at ES completely free to do as you please! I’ll leave far more of my pets to watch over you all.”
With that, the static screen turned black. Not even the center monitor showed any ripples that would indicate the entity went to harass the group. The silence was deafening.
Those in the meeting room remained silent, reeling at the horrors they had to bear witness to. Of the deaths and screams of their fellow idols. Tetora was still crying from watching Hiiro, refusing any comfort, even from Tomoya, as was Hinata who chose to push his chair more towards a corner to be alone. Rei and Eichi were beside themselves thinking about Aira and Subaru. Shu kept glancing at the call to see the others, everyone in varying states of grief.
Tsukasa was extremely reserved due to the distress of seeing his cousin break down, get possessed, and witness so much death far too many times in the span of a few hours, as well as how Mayoi, even when the Darkening was taking him, tried so hard to be of help to others. However, he, along with everyone else, was wondering if Niki even knew what he did. He probably didn’t, and that is what Tsukasa was worried the most about. That entity was willing to hold practically anything against anyone. Who's to say it won’t use that against Niki somehow?
Madara was the one to break the silence. “Has there been any information from the expedition that might be useful? Any lead, no matter how miniscule or unlikely, is worth it at this point.”
The camera with Knights showed Leo quickly writing down and showing the call a note on a whiteboard about how they were helping Ritsu look over the books he had brought with him. Hajime and Mitsuru nodded along, mouthing “us too” as they helped Nazuna bring out a new section of books.
Sora excitedly waved the green binder at the call. Ibara must have said something as Sora opened it and began skimming through. Jun quickly wrote a note to show the meeting room that explained the binder’s purpose.
Rei blinked several times in response. “That’s right, we only know of the ones Shiratori-kun mentioned.”
“Correction,” Shu turned his attention back to the room, “You and Tenshouin do.” The unasked question was obvious.
Rei and Eichi shared a look before Rei sighed and relented. “Shiratori-kun mentioned seeing Arashi-k…Ara-chan and Kaoru-kun in the library hiding from those shadow creatures, along with Kagehira-kun running through one of the costume storage rooms while being chased by one of those creatures.”
Arashi briefly smiled, grateful for Rei’s willingness to change to a new nickname, before frowning at hearing the vision. She tapped Leo’s shoulder and had him hand over the whiteboard and markers, writing a note asking how they would be in the library if Ritsu and Nazuna had just been there. Even Kaoru gave the camera a perplexed look in agreeance.
Hinata supplied quietly, “Maybe we will find some sort of clue either in the stack of books we have or from watching the trial that will make us go back?”
Kaoru appeared hesitant at the idea. Arashi looked at Ritsu before returning a similar apprehension. Shu sighed, “I would say we could circumvent that whole vision by just sending Sakuma and Nito back out, but even I know that would be a bad idea after what they just went through.”
“It would make sense since they would have better knowledge of what to look for, but I agree. Plus, it wouldn’t be fair to resend the same people out all the time.” Hinata lamented.
“Not only that, but unwise. We need to treat this as each person is only capable of doing so much before resting. You push too much too far and slipups are bound to happen. While during a Live there may be ways to work around it, right now a slipup could mean the difference between life and death.” Madara wagered.
Adonis began writing in a notebook at the behest of Kaoru, taking a little extra time to write out the kanji: He says it does make sense for the two of them to be there anyway since Hakaze-senpai is part of BIBLION and is currently one of two members of that Circle who is more or less free to move around. Plus, Narukami at least will know from Ritsu what to look for and is quite capable on her own.
Tsumugi was still until he suddenly lunged for the radio, his voice crackling over Natsume’s. “Natsume-kun and everyone, please just let me say what I need to. You don’t have to answer me back, just in case that thing is watching of has bugged your radio somehow. Amagi-kun mentioned how that human-looking shadow followed them but Anzu-chan, Sagami-sensei, and Kunugi-sensei were right there and didn’t see it. Anzu-chan even walked through it without a moment of hesitation! We think only us idols can perceive and hear the creatures and the entity in the moment, but they can see the after-effects like the issue with Hold Hands. I don’t know if that information helps, but I guess any little bit counts.”
Natsume stared at the radio still in his bag, the voice echoing in the room loud and clear. Keito muttered, “Now that is curious…”
The radio crackled again. “Amagi-kun thinks maybe this thing doesn’t have nearly enough power or has as much control as it is telling us it does due to shutting the doorway to that liminal space far sooner than it wants us to know. We were thinking it needed those artifacts to reopen the doorway on its end, but after the vessel idea and what it did to Natsume-kun and Sora-kun…I’m not entirely sure anymore.”
Keito sighed, “As much as this is all intriguing, and thank you for telling us this, I don’t think we can do much with this information until we know what this entity is for certain.”
Ritsu dropped a book from his hands, his red eyes wide as the wheels turned in his head at an idea. Izumi had turned around to ask what was wrong before, with great speed unseen by the young vampire-boy, Ritsu pushed him out of the way and rushed to the whiteboard, taking the red marker from Arashi and writing with haste:
What if we are making this more difficult for ourselves?
“Care to explain, Ritsu?” Rei asked, far too serious to even try and be endearing.
Ritsu quickly writes: We know more about the second entity than the first.
“…Ah, the enemy of my enemy is my friend.” Shu thought out loud as if a light switch had been turned on. Most of the other idols were greatly confused, as they were not present when the discussion of the second entity had occurred.
Eichi appeared to brighten as well, taking a brief moment to catch the others up. “We know for a fact that the second entity is capable of sending visions of the future, like with Alkaloid, and we can deduce the relationship between the first and the second from what we have seen of the reactions of the first. Theoretically speaking, that alone is far more sound than going off of guesswork and intuition of the first. Other than it having confirmed that we were on the right track of it being a god and what the artifacts may be used for.”
“So…” Tomoya hesitated, “We actually should focus on the second entity to find all the answers?”
Ritsu simply wrote on the board: Precisely.
“Okay,” Nagisa asked, “How do we do that? It’s clear this thing is going to make the journey for these answers difficult even if it does eventually want us to know them, not only that, but I think it may only be showing us what it wants us to see. It isn’t able to or doesn’t want to show us everything that is going on with them in that world, since it swaps perspectives all the time.”
Tsumugi’s voice crackled over the radio. “I may have figured out a workaround for that.”
Natsume shared an equally confused look with everyone else before calling out into the room. “Care to EXplaiN?”
“Just a little encryption software and some other hardware I’ve been tinkering with~.”
The left-hand monitor, still showing partly what was going on in Tsumugi’s workshop, showed Tsumugi very carefully and subtly pulling out two laptops from below the monitor desk. “If Yuuki-kun can get here on the next expedition outing and grab one of these, we might be able to trick the system and the entity so that we can have a backdoor to the earpieces each of them has in there!”
“Okay, so we will be able to communicate with them freely?” Rei tilted his head.
“Well, technically yes, but the entity can still hear that…This is mainly because the earpieces also act as little cameras that feed into a separate hardware system here…which just so happens to be on this specific laptop~.” Tsumugi tapped one of the laptops mentioned.
“So if they are still active while they are going through the universes, then we can always see what any of them are seeing?” Shu pondered.
“Precisely. Well, almost. The laptops still run off of ES’s servers, so it will be noticed, which is why the second laptop is here. The second one has the hardware to help disguise the first for brief bits of time. We can use these periodically to check for any clues so long as we time things properly on both Yuuki-kun’s and my end with the included chat log. It also has access to the data devices I had Alkaloid set up before we got wrapped up in all of this, so we should be able to glean some information about the liminal space itself.”
“So if Makoto-kun gets the laptop to watch over them whenever possible, along with feeding you and anyone else information about the liminal space when the entity isn’t looking, you can run interference with the other to provide us brief moments to have a backdoor to the liminal space and our friends in there?” Eichi raised a fine eyebrow.
“Exactly, but we need to be very careful. I could hear Saegusa-kun and Fushimi-kun getting chased by some sort of shadow thing out there. As we saw with what it did to Sora-kun, we can assume it can view through each of their eyes like cameras at will. This is probably even more important to keep secret than the radios.”
At the mention of the Raptor-Shadow, Yuzuru went wide-eyed and nodded stiffly, still quite terrified of it from his encounter a mere hour ago. This made Eichi worry. “What was this one?”
Yuzuru quickly wrote the name he and Ibara gave it to show the others. This piqued Nagisa’s interest. “As in like a dinosaur? If so, was it like a real-sized raptor or Jurassic Park-sized?”
Yuzuru’s expression went blank before he first showed how much of his pant leg was torn off in his escape, going all the way up to his knee. He then walked from one end of the lounge the members of fine were in to the end of the couch the three were sitting on, gesturing to the distance to tell the size. The distance alone was approximately 5.5 meters or 18 ft in length. Nagisa whistled his impression. “That’s more like a Utahraptor.”
Hinata came back to the table, “Wait a minute. Why wait for the next expedition to get it? The entity didn’t say we all had to make crews or send someone out at the same time as everyone else, right? So why not just have Yuuki-senpai go now?”
Makoto wrote in big letters. YOU WANT ME TO GO OUT THERE ALONE?!
“I’d also agree with Makoto-kun,” Eichi gently interjected, “Since the entity said there will be far more of its pets around, it might be foolhardy to send only one person, much less do so at the moment.”
Rei sighed. “However, when would we have a more opportune moment to sneak something this important under its radar?”
“…UnlesS…” Natsume slowly drawled, “He takeS the ventS…after all, the PHANTOM useS them all the tiME.”
Chiaki quickly used a small whiteboard Kanata had found. Most of the shadows seem to be quite large, so maybe they can’t get into the vents?
Koga wrote back what he spoke to the other, more so to keep the meeting room people in the loop. What about that human-looking creep? How else would it get around that quickly? It already got into and out of the elevator shaft.
“It would be safer than going on foot, however.” Keito lamented.
“Guys…” Tetora finally spoke, though his voice was quite raspy, “What if…the vision Shiratori-kun saw with Narukami-senpai and Hakaze-senpai was actually dealing with this dilemma right now?”
Everyone turned to him questioningly. Tetora continued with trepidation, “I-If Yuuki-senpai goes alone with even more of those things out there, he has a higher risk of getting caught…b-but if others create commotion to lead some of them away from the path…”
“Are you suggesting the next expedition is essentially going to be used as bait?” Shu looked at the younger teen in horror.
“More like…a distraction. Isn’t the farthest area near there that we would need to be concerned with the library?”
Everyone grew silent as the idea began to set in. Sora quickly motioned for someone to hand over the notebook so he could write. Sora found something that supports that idea.
Ibara motioned for the other to continue. The blond boy glanced to his side nervously. Kazehaya-senpai saw something that might be linked to Ai-chan’s vision. He saw Dazzling-oniisan yell at Arashi-oneesan and Hakaze-san about making sure Yuuki-sensei gets back safe. He was stuck in one of the backrooms of the library with that Tiger-Shadow…and he was really hurt! Like holding his side as he was bleeding hurt!
Hiyori numbly sat on the couch, not listening to Jun’s frantic questioning.
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
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Chapter 13: Found and Lost (A School of Corpses Arc: Part 9)
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Face Down (Japanese Cover) – Sunrise Skater Kids
Original by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlL5hhNiyrw
HiMERU and Kohaku began walking down the hall northwards, occasionally shining HiMERU’s phone light around in the darker corners. As much as he would like to leave Tatsumi be and not let the priest occupy his mind, the looming threat of punishment and his conscience refused to let that be a possibility. While he would say Tatsumi deserves the pain and to suffer a little for what he had done, deep down even he thought this was too brutal. This universe was too brutal. Not to mention, he was feeling a great sense of dread when he found out Tatsumi had broken his arm. The priest did say his fate possibly rested on whether the arm was broken or not.
He glanced toward the younger teen, noticing how quiet the other had been since the brief reunion. Kohaku was fiddling with a little bracelet, particularly two little charms: one of a feather and the other a circular, metal plate with an etching of a fox. He vaguely recalled Aira and Hiiro had gifted it to him as part of some sort of “friendship” bracelet each of them had, with each having their own unique charms that reminded them of each other.
…Ah. Right. Kohaku had just found out his other loved one was dead.
HiMERU sighed quietly before turning to the other. “Do you need a moment?”
“…Thank you…fer…back there…” He had never heard the pink-haired teen get so quiet.
“Oukawa…” HiMERU paused before wrapping his arms around the teenager loosely, “If you need to cry, HiMERU…‘I’ won’t tell anyone you did.”
He could feel Kohaku raise his head slightly, no doubt in wonder at hearing him speak in the first person, before succumbing to quiet sniffles.
~*~
Rinne shined a light around a particularly darker hall as the four of them made their way down south. “Damn, even with the light from outside, this place is still extremely dark.”
Niki sighed as they turned down another long hall. “Can’t wait to be done with this place.”
Mao turned to Hokuto, the latter having been extremely quiet since they parted ways from the other two. “Hokuto…is something wrong?”
“Hm?” The raven-teen lifted his head slightly, “Well…just thinking.”
“Whatcha thinking ‘bout?” Rinne looked over his shoulder at the two.
“Just…the way those two both reacted to Amagi’s…” Hokuto seemed to trail off more so because he couldn’t bring himself to say it rather than triggering Rinne, “And the way they answered about Shiratori…did they…perhaps see him die?”
Rinne stopped at that, letting a moment of remorse wash over him before he refocused. “Kohaku-chan…he’s very close to those two…can’t say much ‘bout Merumeru, but he seems to be Kohaku-chan’s rock at the moment.”
“Judging by his reaction, I’d say even if he wasn’t particularly close to Shiratori, whatever happened was traumatic enough to make him unable to talk about it,” Hokuto remarked.
“Can we not talk about that…please…?” Mao held himself. He was close to Aira, too, since they were both in the Basketball Club. He didn’t want to think about what fate befell the sweet kid.
Hokuto looked taken aback for a moment before softening considerably and becoming remorseful, almost guilty, at both being incredibly insensitive and for making Mao upset. Rinne exhaled softly, not entirely sure how to break the awkward tension.
Seemed the school was willing to help with that. Niki collapsed to the floor and held his head in pain, making Rinne stop and kneel quickly in front of him. “Niki! What’s wrong?”
“Is it a vision?” Mao knelt in front of the chef, too.
“Whaddaya mean a vision?” Rinne looked at the younger teen in great confusion.
“Sometime after arriving here, I received a vision from the second entity. That’s why I was able to save him earlier and met Kazehaya-senpai.” Mao tried to pry the grey-haired idol’s hands out of his hair. With how strongly he was gripping it, he was bound to rip strands out.
Rinne stared at him completely dumbfounded. “How…I thought…”
“That it was a one-time thing? That’s what I thought, too, until Niki-senpai mentioned how Amagi felt after receiving them. Then I just put two and two together.”
“Can we focus on Shiina-senpai right now!?” Hokuto was not having it at the moment as he knelt down to try and calm the chef, “What’s wrong?”
“Ugh, definitely not a vision!” Niki groaned in pain again, “Feels like I just hit a wall.”
“Here, let’s get you to sit down.” Rinne tried pulling the other up to bring him forward once more.
Niki yanked back after another step forward. “Ow! Nope! Getting worse going forward!”
“Is it something at the end of the hall?” Mao turned to look down the way, “I just see the infirmary.”
“Huh?” Hokuto blinked several times at Mao before taking a moment to glance down the hall and back to the other, “How is that possible? This place doesn’t look anything like that area of the second floor.”
He took several steps further to get a better look at the sign above the door before he, too, collapsed onto his knees with a massive headache. “Ugh…”
“Hokuto!” Mao rushed over to the other.
“Kita-san!” Rinne stood but quickly knelt back down as he also was overcome with a killer headache. “Ow! What the fuck!?”
Mao stood up, completely unaffected. Hokuto whimpered, “That place…I was attacked by some shadowy figure in there when Akehoshi went to check for Amagi…Whatever is there now is far different than whatever it was before.”
Mao looked at all three before seeing them all get nosebleeds. “S-Stay back you three! I’ll check it out!”
Rinne glared at him. “No separating, Isara-san!”
“And what if we need something from there!? I’m clearly the only one who is unaffected!” Mao stood firm.
Hokuto was not having it. “And what if that thing attacks you!?”
Mao showed the pinned cross on his shirt, the blazer having been long left behind on account of blood soaking through it. “I still have this. I may not be religious, but it seems to help.”
“…Let’s hope that little thing is still good against something stronger…” Niki relented, much to the other two’s shock. “Just get back here soon, got it?”
“I will.” With that, Mao resolutely turned to the door and walked.
Rinne looked about to shout at the teen before Niki whispered to him, “I trusted him with my life before. He’s more than capable.”
Once Mao reached the door, however, he paused starting to feel a very small headache form. Groaning quietly to himself, he went to raise a hand to his head before he could feel his nose begin to run. Wiping at it revealed he was also beginning to get a bloody nose.
I have to do this. There has to be something to help us in there! Makoto would say the greatest tools to help progress in a game are often in dangerous areas, especially if they are for boss fights…I have to be quick!
He noticed a little note near the handle of the door. It was addressed to Sachiko, telling her that she was going to be cleaning in the reference room and that she would be back, so she needed to stay put. It was signed by her mother.
This confirms it! There has to be something here!
Upon entering the infirmary, it was oddly quiet. Until he heard a woman’s voice.
“What do you say? Shall we go on the field trip together over summer vacation?”
“…Er…” Mao took a few steps forward before the ghost of a woman appeared near him, making him freeze in place.
Shit! I can’t move!
She stared directly into his eyes. She had black hair and wore a tattered white blouse and black skirt. Her neck was broken, making her head hang awkwardly to the side, almost touching her shoulder.
“My dear Sachi…is my pride and joy…”
She took a step towards him.
“She’d do anything for me…”
She took another step. Mao felt the dread seep in like someone opened the floodgates.
As she stood in front of him, she turned her gaze away, allowing him the freedom to move. He nearly collapsed onto the floor if it weren’t for catching himself on the edge of a desk. Mao blinked his eyes open and spotted an old diary sitting open. Its pages were yellow and the edges of them were frayed, but the ink neatly written was still completely legible, as if it had just been written mere moments ago.
Is this…hers?...HUH!?
Mao spotted the date written in the diary. It was for July 19th, 1953. It read: I seem to be dead.
Niki-senpai was right! She’s an adult, so she must be the teacher who died, and it did happen 20 years before the murders!
The woman spoke again, her words sounding like a dark chant. “I can’t forgive you. I won’t forgive you. I’m going to kill you. How dare you harm Sachiko…How dare you harm me…”
Quickly, Mao snatched the diary and bolted from the infirmary, not realizing she wasn’t giving chase. Bolting to the trio who had since returned to the part of the hall that seemed to let up on the headaches, he nearly rushed past them in his haste. “Guys! Move! Get out of the hall!”
The other three quickly ran after Mao before he finally came to a stop near where they saw HiMERU and Kohaku, panting heavily. Rinne stumbled as he paused to rest his hands on his knees and catch his breath. “Damn, Isara-san! What the hell was that ‘bout?!”
Mao stated between pants. “Definitely…something…useful…but also…really damn terrifying.”
“Dare I ask?” Niki sighed as he sat on the floor, leaning against a wall.
Mao sat beside him, encouraging the others to follow suit. “Ghost woman…I think she may have been the nurse. Thought she was going to kill me, but I found her diary.”
Rinne sighed as he slumped to the floor beside Niki. “Are we really peeping at a woman’s private thoughts?”
“Amagi-senpai,” Mao pleaded before showing the dates, “These entries are from 1953, many of which were after she died.”
Rinne gently grabbed the diary before thumbing through a few pages. “Well, I’ll be damned…”
“Okay? So it’s from a woman from that time and she is writing in it after she died. What does this have to do with the school?” Hokuto huffed before taking a moment to look at the book.
“Hokuto, she had a broken neck…”
That made all three of them stare at the student council president of Yumenosaki. Mao continued, “There was also a note addressed to Sachiko on the door. It was from her mother.”
Rinne blinked several times before thumbing the book back to the original entry and handing it back to the younger teen. “Okay, seems like Niki and I were both right. What ghostly shenanigans occurred due to 1953?”
“I don’t know, I didn’t get that far before she started saying creepy, murderous things. I bolted with it before anything could happen.” Mao returned to the pages, dutifully skimming them for anything of importance, “But if that woman is Sachiko’s mother, and she was possibly a nurse…then all three of those events from Heavenly Host were all connected. It’s just a matter of how.”
Niki taped the back of the book, noticing a name. “Considering her name is on the back and she shares the same last name as Sachiko, I’d bet so.”
The full name was Yoshie Shinozaki.
Mao determinedly went back to the date it was previously opened to. His eyes widened at the contents. “D-do…you want me to read this all aloud?”
“If you can summarize, that would be better.” Hokuto tilted his head in question, “Though, it seems there’s a lot, judging by your face.”
Mao dumbly nodded before reading aloud the contents from that week.
On July 19th, 1953, Yoshie wrote how determined she was to raise Sachiko by herself with just as much love and affection as two parents would shower their children as they came to pick them up from school. That day so happened to be Sachiko’s seventh birthday, and the two of them planned to go out to dinner after school, along with getting her a stuffed black cat as a present.
When she went to sort some documents in the reference room, the principal stopped by. Despite being sympathetic and otherwise friendly with her, it seemed he was a greedy, horrible man. Judging by the actions that she said occurred, he was attempting to…have his way with her. She managed to get away from him and was running down the stairs when he pushed her from behind, causing her to fall and break her neck upon impact.
As she lay bleeding on the ground, slowly dying, she vaguely heard Sachiko’s voice. Sachiko had witnessed the whole thing when she came to look for her mom. The principal grabbed her as she tried to run away and strangled the child to death. He covered up all evidence that would suggest the attempted sexual assault and took Sachiko’s body to the basement and buried her.
He claimed her death was an accident and reported Sachiko missing the following day.
The day after, a new nurse was hired. No one seemed to like her. Not even Yoshie.
By the end of the week, her mind had completely darkened and her spirit began losing its sanity. As she put it, a dark will that wasn’t her own was invading her body and mind.
She wanted it to stop.
Mao looked up at the other people. “We were right…”
“That is so fucked up…” Rinne whispered.
Several of the next pages documented many of her thoughts and laments in the afterlife, now completely bound to Heavenly Host due to the tragedy and injustice, specifically how she missed Sachiko. Suddenly, the dates changed to 1973.
“Huh?”
Starting on July 12th, 1973, Yoshie noted how much she loved Sachiko, and how Sachiko was willing to do anything to keep her mom happy, even killing lots of children to send their souls to her so she wouldn’t be lonely.
Three days later, she wrote how she wanted Sachiko to stop. This wasn’t going to make her happy. She even begged Sachiko in her writing to stop doing this.
The next day, as if they were seeing the switches in her personality due to the dark energy, she cursed the principal’s family line.
The day after that, she was lamenting how Sachiko had a new body once more and was still killing more children to send to her. She didn’t want this at all. All she wanted was for Sachiko to come to her and talk with her again.
Three days later, it is noted Sachiko killed six more, with the help of “that man” who kidnaps them for her, as she wrote. It also marked the beginning of the “spiriting away”, the complete removal of the children’s existences from history. She was still begging her to stop.
Several more days later, and Yoshie realized Sachiko was no longer killing for her sake, but because she started to like it. For several weeks and months later, she was beginning to lose herself to the darkness of her mind and hate.
Until August 18th, 1973, when she mentioned Sachiko bringing 3 more children, the same date that the infamous murders occurred. She wrote how Sachiko probably doesn’t recognize her anymore. She still loved her more than anything.
On September 18th, 1975, the principal jumped off the roof and the school was closed. She said it served him right after everything that happened. Several days later she wrote how she and Sachiko were desperate for more people as their ghosts wandered the empty halls.
Mao closed the book promptly, as there was no more left after that. “Looks like we were right.”
Rinne chewed on the inside of his cheek. “So the kid was doing all of this just to make her mom happy and not lonely, only to go insane from doing all of it…Still doesn’t sit well with me.”
“Agreed. As much as I feel for the both of them, there is no need, no reason, to ever justify killing innocent kids.” Hokuto lamented.
“Still...” Mao kept hold of the diary, “This may help with getting Sachiko to repent. She did start all of this for her mother’s sake, after all.”
“Okay, so one major piece of the puzzle down, how many more to go?” Rinne scratched his head in thought, “Wouldn’t this be enough?”
“I doubt it.” Mao sighed as he stood. “Something tells me there’s even more to this, we should see if we can find the principal’s office since he was the one who started this mess.”
“Okay…but where would that be? The main building seems to be consistently nothing but classrooms.” Hokuto pondered a moment.
“Did you guys ever explore the other wing?” Niki tilted his head.
“No…when we ended up over there, I was more concerned ‘bout that vision with Hiiro…”
“Niki-senpai and I woke up over there. It’s mostly a lot of rooms other than classrooms. My guess is that the principal’s office is over there somewhere.” Mao helped Hokuto to his feet, “Besides, we haven’t found an entrance to the basement. How much do you bet this school is sick enough to have us find an entryway through that despicable man’s office?”
~*~
The duo were quiet after the exchange, neither willing to say much other than focus on finding Tatsumi and any clues as to how all of these events were connected. On their side, they came across a reference room. Upon entering, Kohaku squeaked and hid behind HiMERU, making the other nearly stumble forward, “Wha-What’s wrong, Oukawa?”
Kohaku peaked back around only to relax some. “I…saw a man standin’ in here…”
HiMERU looked around the empty room, not seeing this supposed man. He sighed, “Must be another ghost.”
“…But this one felt different…” Kohaku mumbled unsurely.
“Hm? What’s this?” HiMERU stepped over to one of the small tables in the room and picked up a book.
Opening it up revealed it to be some sort of scrapbook. A really, weird one focused on the murders, filled with newspaper clippings and pictures of the victims. HiMERU narrowed his eyes at the red ink marking up the fourth child’s picture, the name “Sachiko Shinozaki” written under it.
Kohaku turned the page and paused at seeing an eerie sight. “This…Tis dated ta July 20th, 1953…”
This page was focused on a newspaper article detailing the tragic death of Heavenly Host’s nurse, Yoshie Shinozaki, who fell down the stairs and broke her neck. Next to the article was another one about the only daughter of Yoshie Shinozaki was reported missing. The girl’s picture was identical to the one from 1973.
“Seems Amagi and Shiina were both right.” HiMERU also noted the resemblance of the two photos.
“Seems maybe ma guess holds potential merit, too…” Kohaku tapped his chin in thought.
“Well, unless she or whatever force decides to show us what actually happened, we still need more to go on. Come, we still need to keep looking for Tatsumi.” HiMERU gingerly took the other by the hand, taking a moment to hold the scrapbook in the other, before leading him out.
They were just about down the first flight of stairs when HiMERU stopped dead in his tracks. He spotted the ghost of Sachiko coming towards them. “Shit! We have to hide!”
He pulled Kohaku back with him up the stairs to the first landing before the pink teen stopped. HiMERU whirled around only to have whatever angry or agitated retort die on his lips as he looked around. Well, as best as he could from where he was frozen in place.
The school looked…clean. Bright. Airy. As if it were still a functioning school. It was sunset. HiMERU mumbled, “How did we…”
Kohaku sharply inhaled as his purple eyes widened upon seeing a familiar-looking girl walk up the stairs towards them, humming a cute kid’s tune. She looked like Sachiko but with a white dress and well-kept hair.
They then heard a man’s voice running towards them from the landing above. “Wait! Stop!”
Followed by a woman’s voice that was much closer. “No! Get away from me!”
The woman came into view. She had similar black hair and grey eyes to Sachiko. The top few buttons of her blouse were undone. The man then came, a tall, heavy-set man in a brown suit and glasses. He yelled again, “I said STOP!”
They witnessed, along with Sachiko, the man push the woman down the stairs. She broke her neck and died instantly. The man began to panic, supposedly claiming he didn’t “mean to push her.”
It was then that Sachiko let out a small, “Mommy?”
The man turned back around as if the mere existence of her was purely forgotten in his focus on what happened to the woman. A dark air soon enveloped the stairway. The man approached the little girl, “Ah, hello…Sachiko…you saw, didn’t you?”
Sensing the danger, Sachiko cried out and attempted to run away. He caught her after a few steps, his adult legs carrying him farther than a 7-year-old girl’s. To the horror of the two idols, he began strangling her until there was an audible snap, leaving the little girl limp in his hands.
He then turned to them. “You saw everything, didn’t you?”
He began approaching Kohaku. The younger’s eyes grew wide as panic coursed through his veins, groaning as he tried to will his body to move. HiMERU growled. “DON’T YOU TOUCH HIM!”
The blue idol managed to pull himself free from whatever force was keeping him frozen in place before grabbing Kohaku and pulling him free, sprinting away from the man until they were on the farthest end of that particular floor. Kohaku managed to get the other to stop running when he told him that they weren’t being followed.
After a few moments to catch their breaths, HiMERU complained, “You know, ghost school, you didn’t have to listen to HiMERU when he said something would have to show us what happened!”
Kohaku panted, “Just…what is he doin’…with her body?”
“Hiding it, obviously.” HiMERU stood upright, flipping to the newspaper articles about the death of the nurse and the disappearance of Sachiko, “Seems he must have reported her death as an accident and Sachiko as missing to cover his tracks.”
“Fuckin’ despicable asshole.” Kohaku spat.
“Indeed.” HiMERU muttered, “Now where would he manage to hide the body?”
Kohaku looked up. “What ‘bout tha’ basement Rinne-han mentioned?”
HiMERU stared at him for a long time before letting his gaze fall to the floor. “It would make sense…it would also mean HiMERU has been there before…back when we got separated and he was attacked.”
“So…find ta’ basement now?” Kohaku suggested.
“It appears so…”
“…HiMERU-han?” Kohaku hesitated a moment before giving a quick hug to the older teen, “…Thank ya…fer…all that.”
HiMERU smiled fondly and ruffled the other’s hair, much to the younger’s annoyance. “He’d hate to see you not make it after everything you’ve gone through.”
“Says ta’ one who got hit twice in ta’ head an’ had ta deal with ma ghostly possessions near non-stop, along with savin’ me twice now.” The smile on the younger teen’s face, though teasing, was a relief to see.
With that, HiMERU looked around perplexed. “Now where would a basement entrance hide…”
The pink-haired teen gestured to a hall down the way. “We haven’t explored down there, yet.”
Before he could follow the younger, he paused and looked behind them. He could have sworn he saw something moving around in the shadows. Deciding to heed caution, he moved along with Kohaku.
Further down, they came across another long hall, this one causing Kohaku to pause as he stared to the other end. “What’s wrong, Oukawa?”
“…There’s somethin’ here…be very careful.” Kohaku muttered lowly, shifting on his feet.
“…Something bad, he takes it?”
“…I don’t know…somethin’ at ta’ end…”
The duo cautiously made their way down this long seemingly unimportant hall. It felt like it extended forever until one doorway appeared on their left, just before a large gap in the floor. It appeared there was another doorway on the other side, followed by some sort of metal door. HiMERU tilted his head in fascination, “That looks like a large, commercial incinerator…what’s something like that doing in a school? That looks more like something from a crematorium.”
Kohaku tilted his head in confusion at the other. “How do ya know what an incinerator looks like?”
The older of the two paused in thought, trying to cover his tracks as convincingly as possible. “Reimei had an old one decommissioned a while back.”
Can’t have him know how ‘I’ know…had to remove a mark or two that way before…
Kohaku nodded after a moment, though the suspicion didn’t seem to leave. Instead, the worry from earlier crept back, making him hesitate before silently pointing to the doorway.
The two proceeded cautiously. The first room was just a normal, empty classroom. They followed the doorway on the side. This next room was super spacious. Nothing cluttered the ground, though it still looked like it was supposed to be a classroom. If it weren’t for the very obvious dark magic, witchcraft star-pentagram drawn in chalk on the floor, it would be just as unremarkable.
The drawing did not go amiss. HiMERU immediately refused to step on it, holding Kohaku back when he realized the other was about to step on it. “Last thing we need is to accidentally curse ourselves.”
Kohaku looked around the pentagram before removing HiMERU’s hand and stepping on it. Nothing happened. “I figured…seems this one is incomplete.”
HiMERU eyed the teenager wearily. “And how do you know about black magic? Is it your supposed background as an occult enthusiast for this universe?”
Kohaku took longer than normal to respond. “Somethin’ like tha’.”
HiMERU didn’t pry but noted how the younger didn’t show any signs of a headache typical of reliving certain information or memories that clearly aren’t real except for in this universe.
He has his secrets and ‘I’ have my own…but why does it feel like our secrets are much more similar than ‘I’ imagine?
The two proceeded to reach the other doorway where they could spy the remainder of the hall they were in previously. Before they could leave, a voice called out from behind them, “HiMERU-san? Kohaku-san?”
~*~
Niki stopped to pick up an item that caught his eye as they began making their way to the outdoor walkway. “Hm? What’s this doing here?”
Rinne stopped upon realizing Niki wasn’t quite with them. He saw the idol holding a slightly worn stuffed cat toy. He raised an eyebrow. “Didn’t that diary say that little girl’s mom got her a cat toy for her birthday?”
Mao and Hokuto examined the toy. Niki hummed in thought, “Maybe we should keep it with us. If words aren’t enough, perhaps a physical reminder of her mom’s love might work?”
Mao nodded. “Seems like it would be a good idea, just in case. You got a pocket or something to put it in for now?”
It was only then Mao realized just how covered in blood Niki’s upper body was. “N-Niki-senpai!? How did you get blood all over you?”
It seemed even Hokuto and Rinne hadn’t noticed either, judging by their frantic stares. Niki looked down rather calmly at his splattered blazer. “Hm? Ah, must have happened when we tried to save Ototo-san…”
“H-How!? Those shadow creatures didn’t get a chance to harm either of us and they certainly don’t bleed!” Mao seemed especially pale.
“…That other one though…”
“What other one?” Rinne’s voice was dark.
Niki paused for a long moment, not meeting his eyes. “It wasn’t one of those pets of the entity’s. It seemed like something from this universe. There were no eyes or teeth…just shadows that looked like it was trying to resemble a person. When I was fighting it off to buy Mao-kun and Ototo-san time, I stabbed it…maybe that’s where some of it came from?”
“Some? If so, what about all that?” Hokuto gestured to Niki’s side and pant leg, also caked in blood.
Niki looked at it in wonder for a moment before he remembered. “Oh, when I left to catch up, I did slip on some of that…bloody mess by the infirmary. That’s probably why. I certainly know I wasn’t injured!”
“And somehow, yer completely calm ‘bout it all. Only ya, Niki, only ya.” Rinne sighed, gesturing to the cat toy, “Lemme carry it. Doubt the little girl would appreciate a blood-soaked toy.”
The four continued until they came across the outdoor walkway’s doors. Rinne fell behind some with Niki being the one to start slowly pulling him along by the hand. Hiiro’s body wasn’t out there. Of course, it wouldn’t. This was a different dimension. It still left a sour taste in all of their mouths at seeing it.
A man’s sudden scream made everyone turn their sights out towards the tall tower that began the next wing of the school. A man in a brown suit fell from the top of the school and landed on the ground a little ways away from the walkway with a sickening thud. Mao and Niki screamed at the sight and pulled back.
Hokuto was aghast. “Wha-What did we just see!?”
Rinne, getting over the shock of seeing someone die in front of him far too quickly for Niki’s comfort, muttered, “He leaped from the top of the school…maybe that was the principal?”
The principal’s body disappeared, only for his screams to be heard as he fell from the top of the school once again. Seeing this put more shock into the three younger boys. Rinne seemed far too unphased. “Seems like his spirit isn’t able to rest after what he did, so he’s reliving his death over and over again.”
“I would say that’s horrible, but after knowing what he did, I can’t say I have any pity for him.” Hokuto deadpanned, much to the shock of Mao.
“Hm? Ya see that?” Rinne pointed to something shiny on the ground where the principal landed. He took several steps closer to the railing and leaned over to get a better look, “Seems like a key…”
Hokuto hopped over the railing, resulting in Mao shouting at him, “Wh-Where do you think you’re going!?”
Hokuto looked back at his fellow unit-mate. “I’m just getting the key. We might need it.”
“You realize you could get crushed!? It’s too dangerous, get back here!” Mao seemed about ready to hop over the railing and drag him back himself.
“I’ll just time it.”
“Kita-san, perhaps ya shouldn’t go.” Rinne hopped over himself, much to the chagrin of Niki. “Considering all the shit ya’ve been through so far, maybe being that close to death isn’t a good idea. I’ll go.”
“Excuse the both of you!?” Niki screeched, “Why are you two so damn particular about finding this damn thing out!?”
Rinne grew annoyed, side-eyeing Niki harshly. “This school loves to make shit hard for us and is only convenient when it wants. I’m bettin’ that key is going to be damn well important if it is coming from the asshole who started this nightmare.”
With that, Rinne walked over to the spot and waited. Hokuto hopped back over onto the walkway before trying to defend himself from Mao’s lecture onslaught. The principal screamed and fell again. No one saw Rinne wince at the sight nor could tell he had to steel himself to grab the key before it would be covered by the falling man again.
After grabbing it, he rushed back over the railing and held out the little key hanging on one end of a small rope and bauble, almost like a weird form of a lanyard. “Smaller than I thought…”
Hokuto inspected it. “Maybe it’s to a desk?”
“One way to find out.” Rinne began walking into the second wing, followed closely by Hokuto.
Mao and Niki lagged behind giving each other worried glances. Mao whispered so the other two wouldn’t hear, “Is it just me, or are those two a little…off?”
Niki returned the hushed tone, “More than that. It’s like they’ve grown too used to this…”
Rinne paused in his steps, sheepishly scratching the back of his head. “Since ya two know this area a bit better…got a clue as to where this guy’s office would be?”
Mao looked left and right, shuffling his feet from side to side. “Perhaps the third floor? That would be my guess.”
The two nodded before pausing. Rinne looked to Hokuto before awkwardly gesturing to the other two to lead the way. “Kita-san and I are kinda blind here…”
Niki huffed a sigh as he took charge. “And there goes whatever you two had going on.”
Niki didn’t notice the twinge of hurt in Rinne’s eyes at the comment.
Going up one of the numerous stairwells, the school shook again, though this one was quite gentle compared to the previous times. Not much changed except for the clattering of a cell phone falling in front of the group that wasn’t there before. Mao reached down and picked it up, unlocking it with ease upon seeing the vague imprint of the drawn pattern on the screen.
The screen lit up as the gallery reappeared, having been the last thing that was opened on the device. There were numerous pictures of corpses, including the one from the wall by the infirmary.
Hokuto and Mao nearly gagged at just how many pictures there were of such ghastly compositions. Mao stuttered, “D-Does anyone recognize this phone?”
Rinne took the phone from him and looked at the case. He remembered seeing a brief flash of it when Mayoi was taking pictures by the infirmary. “It’s…Mayoi-chan’s…”
He recalled the vision Hiiro told him. Hokuto noted, “Seems there’s a recording as the most recent.”
“Let’s…” Rinne paused, “…Not listen to it.”
Niki raised an eyebrow in concern. Rinne looked away from his eyes. “Hiiro mentioned this in one of his visions…I’d…much rather not see or hear Mayoi-chan’s last moment.”
Catching the hint, the other three grew somber. Only this universe could push someone like Mayoi into doing such horrible things. He didn’t deserve what had possibly happened to him.
Suddenly, the clip began playing. It was more than just audio…there was video, too. Mao tried to turn it off frantically, but it was as if it was going on its own. They could hear Mayoi muttering dark, creepy nonsense to himself. Then…they heard him. The real Mayoi, talking over his crazed self.
“Please, anyone, if you find this…please watch…there’s something you need to be aware of.”
“Eh? Mayo-chan?” Niki seemed shocked.
Rinne stared at the device, not fully registering seeing Mayoi somehow recording himself scrolling through his phone with said phone. That had to be ghostly shenanigans. Yet, something was nagging at him deep down to listen. “…Mayoi-chan seemed to snap out of whatever had a hold on him when I saw him…maybe he’s trying to tell us more.”
The video continued until Mayoi screamed, dropping the phone so that the camera now faced away from the idol. There was a low groan before a series of thuds faded away. What caught the group’s attention was what the camera caught after all that.
Someone was standing in the doorway, having watched the whole thing. It looked like a person, dressed in black with knives and daggers strapped to it all over. And it was wearing a white mask. It seemed to have conjured a floating book, the pages flipping on its own until they stopped at some unknown point. It seemed to read what was there for a few moments before nodding. It then faded into the shadows as if it weren’t there to begin with.
The video ended.
“What was that? Was that…another of the entity’s pets?” Mao seemed genuinely concerned.
“…I don’t think it’s a pet…” Rinne hardened his stare, “I think it’s a helper.”
“That thing said nothing about having an assistant in all of this!” Hokuto was genuinely angry, “That…thing – whatever it’s supposed to be – watched Ayase die! How much do you bet that thing caused him to become that way!?”
Niki’s lips formed a tight line as his eyes pricked with tears, though whether they were from being upset or rage even he didn’t know. Rinne snarled, “If so, that fucker has a lot of explaining to do!”
Rinne reached for his phone, not even caring that Hokuto more or less confirmed that calls couldn’t be made in this realm, and tried to call HiMERU. Hokuto stared at him blankly. “You realize that isn’t going to work? I tried before and it goes through demented voices.”
“That’s because ya were trying to call someone outside this place. What if it works when both are here?” Rinne was grasping at straws, desperate to warn the other two.
The group was shocked when the phone began to dial out, Hokuto being the most out of the group. “That wasn’t what happened to me…”
Rinne was relieved to hear HiMERU’s voice. “Amagi? How are cell phones still working here?”
“Get on speaker phone, now!” Rinne wasted no time, “We found Mayoi-chan’s cell phone! A video on there showed some sort of masked person stalking the school and we think it caused Mayoi-chan to die! It might haveta do with the entity, so watch yourselves!”
“What?” There was shouting from Kohaku followed by a deep, low rumble before the call was dropped.
“DAMN IT!” Rinne nearly chucked his phone out of anger. Niki caught it before it went far.
There was a new fire in the redhead’s blue orbs. “We haveta get to Principal Scumbag’s office. Find whatever fucking clues we need and get that Sachiko bitch to say sorry. The longer we wait, the more of us are going to die.”
~*~
HiMERU and Kohaku halted in their steps as they heard an all too familiar voice behind them.
“Tatsumi-han!” Kohaku sounded gleeful at hearing the priest again. “You found us!”
There was a building sense of dread in HiMERU’s stomach. He glanced around the room, realizing the size of it, before landing on lavender eyes that reflected his similar franticness. He stalled, however, seeing the state of the mint-haired idol before him. “Clearly it was more than a broken arm in that vision of yours.”
Kohaku turned to the other in confusion. “Whaddaya mean by tha’?”
Tatsumi refused to look at either’s eyes, his useful hand wrapping securely around his mangled arm to hold it in place. “That wasn’t…”
A phone began to ring.
The three stilled completely, the two older ones completely dumbfounded at the change. HiMERU padded his pockets before he found the source of the ringing, the name “Amagi” lighting up the screen. He tentatively answered, “Amagi? How are cell phones still working here?
Rinne was frantic, “Get on speaker phone, now!”
He quickly did so before Rinne could continue. “We found *static* showed *static* we think *static* It might haveta do with *static* watch yourselves!”
Citrine, lavender, and amethyst eyes all widened. “What?”
An invisible force propelled HiMERU out of the room before the door slammed shut, Kohaku calling out for him in terror. He was slammed against the wall before falling to the floor and blacking out as the school shook from another earthquake.
~*~
The quartet finally managed to track down the principal’s office. Turned out the little key was actually for the door.
The room was absolutely covered in papers, many with nonsense scribbled while others looked like charms from shrines.
The principal’s deep, low voice was heard once all four entered. “I didn’t mean for it to happen. It was just a temporary lapse in judgment. She’s the one at fault. She clearly overreacted to the situation!”
Hokuto snarled as he heard the voice, “Maybe Sachiko and her mother had a point in making him suffer over and over again.”
Mao stared at him in horror. He’d seen his leader get hot-blooded and pick fights before, but never had he heard him say something so callous and cold. Sure, the principal did deserve what happened to him, he could agree with that deep down. It’s the fact that one of his closest friends not only voiced it but also was starting to become someone he didn’t recognize anymore that truly terrified him. If they did all manage to get out of this whole situation, would any of them still be the same person they were before?
Rinne motioned for the four of them to stay quiet and keep close as they walked further into the room. It was cold. Very cold. There were a few armchairs and an old coffee table in one corner while the desk and a few bookshelves were offset from the lounge. What books were on the shelves were rotted or falling apart.
Coming around to the back of the desk, Rinne spotted something peculiar. One of the drawers was slightly open. He motioned for Niki to hold the phone’s light while he worked on opening the drawer. It seemed to get caught as he tried to pull it open, the wood having warped over the years. He eventually pried it open and pulled out a bloody hemp bag.
He nearly dropped it back in the drawer when he realized what it was. “Okay, that’s disgusting.”
“What the hell is in there?” Niki covered his mouth, suppressing a gag.
Rinne stared at the bag for a long moment before he quietly asked, “Niki, can ya hold the light? Ya don’t haveta look…neither do ya two. I have a weird, bad feeling about this.”
The two members of Trickstar slowly turned their gazes away. Niki kept the light steady, but second-guessed himself and also refused to look inside the bag. Rinne opened it to reveal a severed tongue that had dried and stiffened with age.
Rinne gasped in disgust and horror before his vision whited out. When he came to, he was standing in some sort of underground, musty-smelling room. He couldn’t move, no matter how hard he tried. The redhead stopped trying upon hearing someone enter the room.
It was the principal, Takamine Yanagihori, and he brought a shovel with him. The man began digging at a certain spot in the room and uncovered the body of Sachiko, with great difficulty, judging by how hard he was breathing.
“Every night…every single night, the same dream! I deeply regret what I did! I can’t even truly express how ashamed I am! But how much are you going to make me suffer for it?!”
Rinne tsked. He didn’t deserve forgiveness. And the bastard still thought he could play the pity card and try to convince even himself that he could even be worthy of forgiveness in the first place.
Takamine darkly laughed, clearly having lost his sanity. “Oh, I understand. I get it. You’re not really dead! You’re only pretending to be dead…”
Rinne sneered as the principal laughed hysterically, saying how he couldn’t have her telling anyone about what he did. His sneer turned to one of disgusted horror as the principal then took a pair of sewing scissors on one of the tables nearby and cut the corpse’s tongue out before giving in to hysteria and repeatedly stabbing the lifeless body.
The principal threatened as he reburied her, “If I ever see you in my dreams again, I’ll be back. I’ll kill you as many times as it takes.”
“Rinne-kun! Rinne-kun, answer us!”
Rinne snapped back to the principal’s office, a greatly concerned Niki in front of him and shaking him by the shoulders. Mao and Hokuto hovered around trying to get his attention. “Amagi-senpai!”
He blinked several times as he looked at each of the teens in front of him. “Wh-yes?”
Niki sighed in relief before turning his gaze to one of sternness. “Seriously, what happened? As soon as you opened the bag we couldn’t get you to answer us at all!”
Rinne slowly turned back to the bag still in his hands. He carefully resealed it before finding an old piece of cloth from what was once a curtain to gingerly wrap it up. “Just…witnessed some unpleasant memories…I think.”
“Eh? Yours or someone else’s?” Niki trailed off.
“Not mine, for sure…” Rinne exhaled slowly, “After that asshole lost his mind…he couldn’t have Sachiko telling anyone, even though she was already dead. I think that was the beginning of her mother’s curse on him. He was so paranoid and delusional that he cut Sachiko’s tongue out and desecrated her body after digging her back up from the basement with a pair of sewing scissors. That’s what was in the bag.”
“That’s…barbaric…!” Mao shook from behind Hokuto.
He took one last, sympathetic look at the small bundle before tucking it safely in one of his pants pockets. “She should get it back. It’s the absolute least we can do for her.”
Sorry for calling ya a bitch so many times. Ya shoulda been able to grow up into the woman you wished to become.
“…So that’s why…”
Rinne looked to Hokuto, “Ya say something?”
Hokuto stopped pondering, giving Rinne wide eyes before looking to the ground. “It’s just…a lot of the details on how the children died are echoes of how she was treated.”
The room grew silent once more.
Mao went to lean against one of the walls when part of it gave way behind him. Had Hokuto not caught him, he would have fallen down the hole.
“Ya good, Isara-san?” Rinne came over to inspect the hole. “Oh? What’s this?”
The hole held a ladder that went far down into the darkness. Charms of protection were plastered on every available surface, even over older charms. Niki stepped back. “I don’t like the look of that. That’s an awful lot of protection charms.”
“Seems like he was scared of whatever is down there…” Rinne muttered half of his thought.
Hokuto seemed to catch on. “A secret passage? Maybe to the basement?”
Mao crossed his arms and eyed the hole from a fair distance away. “It would make sense, considering Amagi-senpai saw the principal go down there before and we haven’t come across anything that would suggest anyone from back then suspected the principal at all. He probably used it to secretly get down there without anyone knowing.”
The redhead stared intently at the hole. “…I’ll go down first.”
“Are you insane!?” Niki grabbed his shoulder to pull him back upon seeing him try to start going down the ladder.
“We have to get to the basement to appease her, anyway. If this does go to the basement, we’ll be one step closer to getting outta here.” Rinne reasoned, sensing Niki’s mental state was starting to falter.
Not seeing Niki making any move or say anything to the contrary, Rinne added carefully. “I’ll go first to make sure everything is fine at the bottom. If it is, I’ll call you all down, got it?”
~*~
Inside the black magic room, the whole room shook considerably, several pieces of the ceiling falling around the duo trapped inside. Kohaku stumbled as he tried to get to the door HiMERU was thrown out of. Tatsumi struggled to get over to him but, once he did, used his good arm to attempt to throw the younger kid towards the door.
The floor collapsed once he got close, like it was one large, trapdoor.
Part of the floor angled down into the black abyss, the other half of it still trying to hang on to its initial place in the room as if it were the hinge of a door. Tatsumi managed to grab one of the raised floorboards with his good hand. Kohaku grabbed another just below him, fear nearly taking over and thundering in his ears.
It took him a moment to realize Tatsumi was shouting at him. “Kohaku-san! Use me to climb up!”
Kohaku, frightened and alarmed, stared at him in disbelief. “But-”
“Just do it! Use my leg! Quickly!” He had never heard Tatsumi sound so authoritative before.
Kohaku reached out to grab Tatsumi’s ankle but let go upon hearing the hiss of pain from the other. “Was tha’ yer bad leg?”
“Doesn’t matter! Climb!” Tatsumi gritted his teeth as he braced himself for the pain. That cabinet must have done something to his bad leg, too, without him realizing it, on account of having several broken ribs and a mangled arm.
The pink-haired teen gripped the older’s leg and began using him to climb, getting further towards safety and away from the abyss. Tatsumi could feel his hand beginning to lose its grip on the wooden board.
“AAAGGHH!” Tatsumi forced himself to use his broken arm to reach up and support both of their weights, the pain searing and intense.
“Ah! Tatsumi-han!”
“Just climb! Quick! You’re almost there!” Tatsumi hissed.
There was a loud bang from up above them.
~*~
HiMERU groaned as he fought with his brain to wake up.
Wake up, damn it! Now’s not the time!
He pushed himself up, his back and body straining in pain at having been, essentially, tossed around like a rag doll. When he looked up, he saw the door to that dark magic room had shut.
No…No!
HiMERU heaved himself up and began pounding on the door and pulling on it, trying to get it to budge.
Damn it! It won’t move!
He slammed his shoulder into it as the shaking began to get worse in desperation.
There has to be a way!
As if struck by a moment of clarity, he remembered a time from just after leaving Priest’s tutorship.
~Flashback~
The drill instructor walked down the line of promising cadets, a young man with blue hair among them. “You were all handpicked for your uniquely high aptitudes and skills, but don’t get cocky! In this unit, you will learn every trick in the book not only best suited for your skill set but also to keep yourselves alive! We may not be an official army with a nation, but you are more than mercenaries! You are more than just hitmen! You have been selected to become part of Fenrir! Shadow agencies and whole nations will come to you with the cream of the crop of work for you just because of becoming affiliated with this unit! You are wolves of the shadows of war! Both those in the light and the dark will quake at your presence!”
The man stops in front of the blue-haired man. “You may be good disguisers, you may be good at slinking in the shadows, you may even be good as is for spies, but you will all learn to fight like each fight will be your last! Like true soldiers!”
~End of Flashback~
HiMERU gritted his teeth as he took a big step back from the door.
‘I’ can’t hold back anymore! ‘I’ am sorry, Kaname, but this is where HiMERU and ‘I’ shall part ways for now.
He pulled his leg up to his hip height before projecting his whole weight into the kick aimed at the higher hinges of the door. He then used another strong kick aimed at the lower hinges, making the door break off from the force. He tossed it out of the way before shouting into the room, “Oukawa! Tatsumi!”
“Down here!”
Startled that the floor had already collapsed and the two were barely hanging on, he quickly knelt on both knees and reached down to try and help them up. He could vaguely hear Tatsumi over the rumble of the school urging the younger to go first. As soon as he felt Kohaku grab his hand he pulled with all his might, the force of which seemed to surprise the teenager.
Even with carefully altering my body to make it look like Kaname, even down to muscle mass, seems even ‘my’ strength is still hidden away. Good to know.
Once safely secured in the hall, he turned and reached down for Tatsumi, feeling his shoulder cry out at the strain of the stretch. “Reach, if you can!”
Tatsumi braced himself as he put all his weight onto the broken arm to try and reach up for the hand.
The board his bad hand was hanging on to broke.
HiMERU could feel the ghost of Tatsumi’s fingertips against his own but briefly, as the priest plunged into the abyss. “TATSUMI!!”
“HiMERU-han, watch out!” Kohaku yanked the older teen into the hall as the school began reconstructing the broken door. The door slammed shut just a hair away from HiMERU’s head as the two teens fell back.
The school ceased shaking, the low rumble fading away until silence encompassed them again.
HiMERU breathed heavily before slamming his fist repeatedly on the wooden floor with every word, “Damn it! Damn it! DAMN IT!”
Why?! We were so close, damn it! That sick fuck is probably laughing at us right now!
His shoulders shook with anger and loss. Tears pricked his eyes and fell onto the floor. After everything, even knowing more about how to avoid exactly this situation, it still wasn’t enough. He wasn’t fast enough. Had he and Kohaku done their work faster, several of their friends would still be alive. Hiiro could have made it had they appeased the ghosts fast enough to reorganize all the dimensions and give Niki and Mao enough time to save him. Aira would still be here had they just immediately gone to the infirmary and caught him in time. Mayoi would still be here had they saved Aira, or if he had just fought hard enough to help him fight off the Darkening. Their work could have saved Subaru, too, had they just been quicker. Tatsumi would be with them had he just given in to his training and broke down the door and recovered sooner.
Had he not argued all the time and dragged his heels when it came to Tatsumi leaving or when Kohaku got possessed…or arguing with Rinne…maybe they would all still be here.
His tenseness faded when he felt someone wrap their arms around him and a hand gently stroke his hair. Even when both were kneeling, he was still taller than Kohaku. The younger rested his head on the older man’s shoulder, one arm wrapped around his torso while his other hand slowly petted his head. Despite that, HiMERU could feel tears seeping into his blazer and shirt collar.
He could barely make out Kohaku’s words. “If ya need a moment…I won’t tell anyone…”
‘I’ don’t need a moment! ‘I’ won’t grieve for that bastard! This is all just temporary! ‘I’ don’t need it! ‘I’ don’t need it! ‘I’ don’t –
He hesitatingly reciprocated the hug and buried his face into Kohaku’s shoulder, a few quiet, strangled cries leaving his lips.
~*~
Tatsumi blearily opened his eyes.
How am I still alive?
He couldn’t feel anything below his shoulders. Couldn’t even move his head if he wanted to. From what he could see from moving his eyes around, it looked like his body was buried by the debris from above.
Ah…that explains…still…
He heard whispers from the shadows and his lavender eyes hardened. His voice was barely above a whisper, “Why…are you…still here? Come…to watch…me die? I’d…rather…be alone…”
The Assistant stared blankly and silently at him. It tilted its head as if trying to ask a silent question.
Tatsumi breathed a small laugh. “Hehe…I don’t…know how…I’m alive…either…if that’s…what you’re asking.”
The masked individual stared up for a long moment before returning to look at Tatsumi, making another small tilt with its head.
Tatsumi felt a small, genuine smile form. “I told you…and your master…that I…would do…whatever it took…to protect…my friends…I…refuse…to fail him…again.”
The Assistant tilted its head massively to the other side, the most expression Tatsumi had seen the other make in the several hours they had been more or less stuck with each other.
“Quite…inquisitive…aren’t you?” He could feel himself begin to slip away.
Ah…I’m finally dying…at last…
Tatsumi narrowed his eyes and sneered at the Assistant. “I would say…good riddance…but you’ll…see me again…whether…I want to…or not…I’ll…keep fighting…until you…and your master…rot in Hell…”
The Assistant stayed long after the idol took his last breath. It summoned its black book, the item hovering in the air as it flipped its seemingly never-ending pages. The masked individual hovered a hand over the book, letting a little pulse of shadow fall over it. The book stopped on some blank pages before it filled with neat black writing. A diagram of a cross followed suit.
It took time to read what was there for a moment, before turning to look back at the now-silent priest. It knelt and, very carefully, closed both of Tatsumi’s eyes with its fingers. It looked back at the book for a moment before bowing its head and making the sign of the cross over its chest. It made to stand and leave before it spotted a white cloth hanging from one of the various bits of debris. Pausing but for a moment, it gingerly took the cloth and folded it up before draping it over the idol’s face.
After another, long pause, it finally left, the shadows absorbing it into obscurity.
~*~
Rinne shined his phone’s light around at the bottom of the ladder, noting the dark, musty corridors. Tatsumi was right; this place did look like a bomb shelter. “It’s okay everyone!”
Several minutes go by until the four of them were standing in a small underground area. The walls were lined with wooden boards that were just barely keeping the dirt behind them in place. The floor was nothing but packed down dirt. A few lights hung from wooden beams above, their yellow light giving the whole place a cave-like aura. As if the air wasn’t already foreboding and eerie already.
Niki scanned the area. “…Should we wait for HiMERU-kun and Kohaku-chan here?”
The four remained silent. Hokuto kept an eye on the only hallway. “Didn’t they say they didn’t have a way over to our side?”
Mao stood beside his unit-mate and stared hard at the passageway. “Yeah…”
Rinne tapped his foot as he assessed the situation. “Something tells me…there’s gonna be more than one entrance to this place.”
Hokuto nodded in agreement. “It would make sense. We just so happened to find a more secret way to get in. HiMERU….is he older than me?”
Rinne blinked several times before he rested on a curious expression for the other unit leader. “What month were ya born in?”
“December.”
“HiMERU-kun was in July, so only a few months. Why?” Niki asked.
“Just want to address him properly. Anyway, HiMERU-senpai and Oukawa probably have found the more official entrance, so maybe we should go by HiMERU-senpai’s suggestion and slowly explore until we find them.” Hokuto took a moment to glance down the hall in uncertainty.
“E-Even so…” Mao took a step back behind Hokuto, eyes not leaving the passageway.
Rinne made his way to the front of the group. “Look, I get that this place is fucking creepy and we may stumble upon that room where those kids died and Sachiko, but we have to keep looking. Kita-san is right, Merumeru and Kohaku-chan aren’t gonna meet us here, so we might as well begin looking for them.”
“Stay close and follow me.”
The passageway was narrow, barely allowing for two people to stand side by side. On the bright side, they knew behind them was safe…more or less. They came to a fork in the passageway, one leading north while the other hall went south. Rinne spotted a door to the south loaded with protection charms.
“That’s…disconcerting.” Rinne hesitated before approaching the door.
It wouldn’t budge. He was about to step away when Niki pointed to a hole in the door. The chef hesitated before peeking through the hole. “Mm? It’s the main building…”
The other three perked up upon hearing that. Mao peeked through the hole, too. “Yeah, looks like it comes out to somewhere on the first floor.”
“Well, I’d hope so. I’d be more concerned if one had to go to the second floor to get to the basement.” Rinne gave a light cackle. Niki fondly smiled at the return of his antics.
Hokuto looked behind them. “So if that is the main building’s entrance and where we just came was a secret one…then the rest should lead to where the murders occurred and where Sachiko is buried.”
Mao grimaced. “How will we know we have the right room?”
Rinne half-joked, “Well, I’d imagine we’ll still find her body and her vengeful ghost. Otherwise, we know that the teacher who helped kidnap them hung himself in the basement. I bet that he did it in the same room as the murders. So if we find his body, we’ll be on the right track.”
“Lovely.” Niki sighed in exasperation taking the light from Rinne and shutting it off to conserve battery. “We may still need this for later, Rinne-kun. Try not to waste it.”
He paused at seeing the battery life. “Huh. You’re only at 75%?”
“Yeah. Me in this universe is much better at keeping their phone charged. What a blessing.” Rinne chuckled, “And I have been using it sparingly, Niki. I’m not that wasteful.”
“If you two are done flirting, can we get going now?” Hokuto stared at the two expectantly.
“Kill joy.” Rinne ruffled the raven-teen’s hair.
The lightened atmosphere lasted only a moment as the group was met with a ghastly sight once they proceeded down the other hall. Severed heads lined tables on each side of the narrow hall, barely leaving room for them to walk down. The vast majority of them were fresh.
“Ugh…” Mao covered his mouth as he was nearly overcome with nausea.
“What is this…some kind of trophy room?” Hokuto clamped a hand over his own mouth as he gagged at the stench and sight.
“If it is, I really don’t wanna meet whoever made this collection.” Rinne swallowed in an attempt to stay his gag reflex as he began walking down the way.
The hall widened and now held an additional 18 tables, all filled with severed heads, lined up in three rows; two along the walls and one in the middle. Rinne felt his stomach try to expel whatever little he had eaten that day, but he forced it down, feeling the burn in the back of his throat. Niki held his hand, giving him a worried look.
He was about to take the left path when a blue spirit formed in front of him, making him recoil with a startled shout. The spirit looked like a little blue flame, either incapable of taking a proper form or the group wasn’t able to see it for who knows what ghostly reason. It didn’t seem evil, however. It pulsated gently before hovering to the right path.
Rinne eyed the spirit and the two pathways created by the tables. Mao spoke his thoughts for him, “Is it…trying to show us the right way?”
“What right way? It’s a straight hallway.” Hokuto crossed his arms.
“Considering how tricky this school gets, how much do you bet we will either die or hit some sort of trap if we don’t follow the ‘correct’ path?” Niki sighed in exasperation.
“Yep. This is just like Makoto’s video games.” Mao more so stated to himself.
Rinne kept staring at the spirit with an unreadable expression. He followed it right, noting how the spirit seemed to pulsate rapidly as he did before it moved further down to go down the right path again. It waited for them. “It’s leading us alright…”
The group followed the blue spirit through the table maze before ending up on the other side. Rinne stopped to stare at the spirit for a moment. “Thank ya…this may sound weird…but I feel like I should know ya from somewhere.”
Niki stared at Rinne with a raised eyebrow. “Have you lost it now, Rinne-kun? First I’ve ever seen of you talking to a spirit.”
The spirit pulsated before bobbing up and down slowly. That made all of them pause. Mao tentatively stepped forward. “Can you tell us who you are?”
There was a moment of silence as the spirit just hovered there. There was a quiet buzzing coming from Rinne’s back pocket. He pulled out a phone, Mayoi’s phone, as it simply notified that the battery was at 15%. Mao stared in shock. “Why would you hang on to that? I get there’s important stuff about that masked person…”
“Couldn’t really bear to leave it. It’s still Mayoi-chan’s phone…ya know?” Rinne couldn’t reason his mixed emotions better than that.
The phone reopened on its own to the gallery, specifically selecting one of the gruesome photos; the one near the infirmary. The picture auto-zoomed to a specific portion of the nasty mess to reveal the student ID. Hokuto was near speechless, “That…was Shiratori…?!”
A pit of sorrow and despair grew in his stomach but was soon replaced by an uncanny warmth as Rinne raised his gaze to rest on the spirit once again. “Is that ya…Ai-chan?”
The quartet could all feel great sadness, but also relief, to see the spirit bob up and down in answer. Rinne’s voice was soft. “I’m sorry we couldn’t save ya…thank ya, for everything.”
The spirit began to fade, but a faint hum of a familiar tune could be heard in its wake. Rinne let one tear fall as he muttered the lyrics. “The real fight starts now. We’ll turn it all on its head, even fate…somebody say ‘impossible’ but we never give up.”
Thank ya, Ai-chan. I’ll remember that.
With a sad, but genuine smile, he whispered, “I promise. I’ll get all of ya outta here and make this thing pay.”
Hokuto let a small smile form as well. “Even after what he went through, Shiratori will still cheer us on.”
“Mm, that’s our Shiratori, alright.” Mao was quiet, a small smile on his lips and the beginning of tears in his eyes.
The school seemed to remind them of their situation, ruining the moment with a low rumble that shifted the dirt around them. Niki looked to the ceiling and tugged on Rinne’s sleeve. “We should get going. Who knows if this place is going to hold up with all that shaking.”
Rinne noticed how uneasy Niki was being, but not out of fear. Niki seemed to look guilty of something.
…Wait…didn’t he say he slipped on that bloody mess by the infirmary…oh, shit…!
When he reached out a hand to grab the other’s, any words died in his throat to address the issue with a singular, pleading look from his boyfriend.
Barely outside of the hall and around the corner, they ran into another person. Someone that wasn’t from their group, but from this universe! Well, more like the other person, a man with a red hoodie and black beanie, ran into them and scared everyone, including himself.
“AHH! A-ah…people!?” The man seemed genuinely shocked to find other survivors.
“Ya good?” Rinne dusted himself off as he eyed the man.
Hokuto spotted the man had dropped something on the floor, a nametag by the looks of it. He reached down and tried to hand it back to the other. “Here, you dropped this.”
The group didn’t expect the man to freak out as he stared at Hokuto, screaming in fright. He bolted from them down the dark halls, still screaming his head off. Hokuto looked at the others in perplexity. “Did I do something?”
“Nah…I think weird things are just the norm down here…” Niki was reasonably weirded out.
“That’s saying something coming from four idols belonging to the weirdest idol company in Japan.” Rinne joked half-heartedly.
“I get the halls are narrow, but the guy ran back the way he came…is it wise to follow him?” Mao pointed down the hall they were originally going to go down.
“Not much other choice since there wasn’t anything else down here. Stay close.” Rinne led the way again.
~*~
HiMERU and Kohaku had long since stopped hugging and were leaning against one of the walls on the floor, somber and quiet. Kohaku was the first to break the silence, “We fucked up…didn’t we?”
The blue-nette rested his head dully against the wall. “Unfortunately…”
“Rinne-han is gonna kill us fer sure…”
HiMERU ruefully chuckled. “HiMERU thinks a death at his hands is still preferable to dying by any means this school and its ghosts could do.”
“Fair,” Kohaku had looked towards the incinerator before squeaking, nearly pressing himself into the other, “Shit! Tis ta’ principal!”
The apparition of the principal stood in front of the incinerator blankly before crawling in through the small opening of the door. The duo turned to each other wearily before standing to investigate. It was so dark inside the contraption that even the light from HiMERU’s phone couldn’t penetrate far.
Kohaku spotted something among the ashes. “Is tha’…a yellow ribbon?”
“What’s that doing here?”
Kohaku attempted to reach for it. “Urgh…tis too far. Looks like it came from Sachiko’s dress when she was alive.”
The duo froze in terror spotting the ghost of said girl hunched over in the darkness as HiMERU’s light panned over it. Upon meeting their eyes, she turned around and began crawling further into the darkness. HiMERU turned off his light and was about to pull up when he stopped, raising an eyebrow as he peered further down. “Hm? Looks like there is light way down there…”
Kohaku turned around to look down the hall before looking back into the incinerator. “T’would be a dumb idea ta follow her inta this thin’…but what other choice is there?”
HiMERU felt a hand inside, judging the amount of space between the floor and what felt to be a ceiling. “Seems like we could crawl through…”
“Can’t believe this…so stupid…” Kohaku muttered his complaint as he began to crawl in, grabbing the yellow ribbon on his way. HiMERU followed suit, turning on his phone’s light before using one arm and his legs to catch up.
It was still very dark, and dusty, and ashy. The duo tried hard not to think about what the ash could have been from. Kohaku coughed and sent a cloud of dust into the air in front of them, forcing them to pause and let it settle.
“Oukawa, try pulling up your shit to go over your nose.” HiMERU managed to do so with his. It wasn’t foolproof, but it worked in a pinch.
The younger teen complained as he managed to wiggle enough to move his shirt up and over his nose. “Tis so disgusting…ow!”
“Are you okay?”
Kohaku waved his hand in front of him to shoo away the pain. “Yeah, just pricked ma hand on somethin’…looks like metal wire.”
The voice of Sachiko froze the two. “Turn back. Please. Turn back.”
The two side-eyed each other for a long moment. HiMERU huffed a laugh. “What’s our track record for listening to things we probably shouldn’t, Oukawa?”
“Too high ta bother countin’.” Kohaku led them onwards, “Right now, she just confirmed there’s somethin’ here.”
“Turn back…Stay away…”
The duo kept going until they heard Sachiko begin to giggle. “Didn’t I tell you to turn back?”
The floor collapsed below them.
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed and see you next time~
Chapter 14: A Ray of Light (A School of Corpses Arc: Part 10 END)
Notes:
And here we are, wrapping this arc up! I know it's a quick update, but I wanted to finish this arc's story before classes began again next week! After, we are starting a mini-arc so to speak, where the major focus is going to be more on lore building and what is going on at ES with a side of checking in on our friends in the liminal space.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Face Down (Japanese Cover) – Sunrise Skater Kids
Original by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlL5hhNiyrw
“God, how long is this basement!?” Niki drawled his complaint. It had been well over 20 minutes of wandering around.
“Seriously, it’s just one long hall after hall.” Mao sighed, “Still can’t believe my feet are only hurting now of all times.”
“For real.” Hokuto heaved a deep exhale.
Rinne cackled. “Are ya guys seriously complainin’? Don’t we do more than this for Lives?”
Niki smacked his arm. “We also don’t have your energy levels. How are you not even sore yet?”
“Eh, felt worse.”
The comment made all three pause in their complaints to eye him strangely. Niki prodded, “As in just this universe or overall?”
Rinne hummed in thought. “Well, in this universe I already had rolled my ankle thanks to Mr. Child Kidnapper trying to bash my head in and trip me. Overall? Hmm…accounting for my childhood, this just feels like another Tuesday.”
That comment did nothing to ease the others. Niki huffed, “Seriously, Rinne-kun. Just what did that hometown of yours put you through?”
Rinne didn’t comment on that, earning a shared knowingly look between Mao and Niki.
Finally, they came across another room filled with boxes that were much taller than them in a grid formation. Rinne paused as he stared blankly at the room. “Okay, friendly spirit or Ai-chan? Which is gonna lead us the proper way through this so we don’t die?”
“Seriously betting that?” Niki shook his head in disbelief.
“Not betting. It’s obvious by now.” Rinne corrected.
“I’d have to agree with Amagi-senpai,” Mao sighed in exasperation, “At this rate, this universe might as well have been a video game in our world with how predictable some puzzles are getting. That and all the story beats seem awfully like typical horror tropes.”
A blue spirit appeared in front of the group, also as a flame. Rinne smiled his usual cheeky grin. “Hey, Ai-chan. Long time no see, kyahaha!~”
The spirit didn’t move. The smile faded. “Okay, yer not Ai-chan…can ya tell us who ya are?”
There was a tense silence as the four slowly became nervous. The spirit summoned a little card that fell to the floor in front of Rinne. Hokuto leaned down slowly to pick it up before shakily straightening out. “…Amagi…”
It was Hiiro’s student ID.
Rinne’s heart stopped as he gazed solemnly. “Ototo-kun…”
Hiiro’s spirit slowly hovered backward past one crate before stopping and waiting for them. The maze was a bit more convoluted, but the crew managed fine with Hiiro’s help. At the end of the maze, Rinne hesitated before looking at the spirit. “I’m sorry…for not being there…”
The spirit began to fade, another familiar tune being heard. Rinne smiled as he muttered the lines he could piece together, “Keep pushing forward and be proud, then chase the words you have spoken…”
Don’t ya worry. I won’t let this thing beat me down. We’ll win. All of us will.
“…Rinne-kun,” Niki whispered gently, pulling the older man into a tight hug. He returned it, relishing in the warmth for a moment.
“…I’m good now…” Rinne withdrew partially, refusing to let go of Niki’s hand, “Let’s get moving.”
A little ways down the hall, they came to a seemingly dead end. Hokuto spotted a rickety door that nearly blended in with the wall before pulling it open. The room was pitch black, but they could smell something overpowerfully rancid.
“Guh…What the hell is that smell?” Rinne gagged.
Mao felt along the wall and found a light switch. He wished he hadn’t flicked it on.
The room was bloody and gory with buckets of blood and various viscera and tools everywhere. In the middle of the room lay a large table with leather straps, blood having stained the wood due to repeated use. Another table lay a little ways away, already spotting the well-worn and used tools of a handsaw, hammer, and several items that looked to be jury-rigged together to form ungodly instruments of torture. An empty wardrobe sat in the corner.
“Oh fuck!” Rinne stepped out of the room and finally let nausea overtake him.
“Ugh! As if this school couldn’t get any worse…!” Niki hacked at the sight, squeezing his eyes shut to block any more of the sight.
“Wh-What is a torture chamber doing here?” Hokuto and Mao were frozen in pure, disgusted horror.
Rinne stepped back to the group, face pale. “Please, tell me there’s another door we can just go through and forget we saw this…”
“…There isn’t…” Hokuto broke his gaze away to turn back to Rinne.
Loud, heavy footsteps were heard coming from down the hall they had just come from. Sharp inhales were heard as the four idols felt fear course through them. Rinne harshly whispered, “Shit, someone’s coming!”
“What are we supposed to do? This is a dead end!” Mao returned the frantic whispering.
The footsteps started getting louder. Rinne scanned the room before focusing on the table. One side was covered by wood, while the open side had an overhang that would mask the underside of the table in a dark shadow. It seemed to be large enough to fit all four of them. Rinne pushed the younger two and Niki over to the table, “Quick, under the table! And be quiet!”
The four scurried and crawled under the table, with Mao and Hokuto in between Niki and Rinne. It was a slightly tight fit, but far better than staying out in the open. They stayed silent as even louder, though quicker footsteps joined them in the room. Rinne could just make out black Converse shoes, but the voice was what drew his attention.
Isn’t it that random ass guy we ran into earlier?
Hokuto whispered in his ear. “The name tag he dropped earlier said ‘Taguchi’. Maybe that is the Kibiki guy’s cameraman?”
Taguchi panicked and hid inside the wardrobe as the heavy footsteps grew louder and louder. He was clearly running from whatever was making that noise. Rinne had a feeling he knew exactly who the heavy footsteps belonged to.
Just as he suspected, after several more tense seconds, the feet of Yoshikazu Yanagihori became visible from their view under the table. The four stayed staunchly quiet as Yoshikazu groaned and growled in anger, upset that the Taguchi guy had gotten away. He then huffed and groaned, as if he was winded from carrying too much for so long or from overexertion.
Rinne was horrified when Yoshikazu dropped the body of Subaru in front of them, his lifeless eyes staring directly at the group.
He immediately clamped a hand over Hokuto’s mouth, correctly assuming the latter would let out a cry of terrified surprise. Niki had also covered Mao’s mouth, though he had enough space on his side to hide Mao’s face from the scene by pressing the younger’s face into his non-blood-soaked shoulder.
He very quietly mouthed a “Kita-san” to the younger when he felt tears begin to drop onto his hand. Hokuto tried his hardest to rein in his cries and whimpers, even as his eyes widened as Yoshikazu proceeded to drain blood from the body. Blood spilled like a river from Subaru’s mouth, a trail of it leaking under the table and touching Hokuto’s fingers.
Yoshikazu suddenly stopped his gruesome work and groaned questioningly. He charged at the wardrobe, possibly having heard Taguchi inside. Taguchi screamed in terror as the four idols heard Yoshikazu hammer him to death. Having finished that, Yoshikazu picked up Subaru’s body and left the room.
The school rumbled some before silence enveloped the area. Niki was the first to whisper, “I think we’re safe now…”
Rinne looked to the raven-teen beside him and shakily removed his hand from the other’s mouth. Hokuto let out quiet whimpers. The redhead spotted Hokuto’s fingers and gingerly removed them from the bloodstream, using his own pants to let the teen wipe them clean. “Kita-san…”
“Where the hell is that bastard taking Subaru!?” Hokuto lunged out from under the table and out of the room.
“Kita-san!”
“Hokuto, wait!”
Rinne crawled out as quickly as he could while Hokuto shouted from the hallway. “He’s been through enough as is! I can’t let that bastard keep going!”
By the time Rinne ran out of the room, Hokuto had long since started chasing after Yoshikazu. “Shit! Hidaka-san! Come back!”
“Hidaka-kun, don’t run off!” Niki came rushing out.
Rinne gritted his teeth as he realized the dead end that led them to this hellish room was no longer a dead end thanks to the shifting school. Now, it seemed, there was a lot more to the basement. “Isara-san, come quick! We haveta chase him down!”
Mao came dashing after them as they followed the blood trail, assuming that Hokuto was also following it to find Yoshikazu. They hurriedly ran down several halls before Rinne came to a screeching halt at a fork.
The blood trail stopped there.
“Fuck!” Rinne cursed.
Mao, having sprinted faster than Niki, came up behind him, fear and worry etched clear as day in his movements. “Which way did he go!?”
Niki panted as he caught up. “How the hell are you two that fast!? Which way?”
Rinne panicked as he attempted to glean any sort of evidence from the dirt floor, using what he recalled from hunting in his hometown to aid him. The floor revealed nothing concrete. Looking down both halls, he went with his gut instinct and charged down the left side. “This way!”
He hoped his gut wasn’t wrong this time.
~*~
Kohaku groaned as he came to in a dark room. Gingerly propping himself up, he clutched his head as it began to throb. “Ooww…Fuckin’ hate this…I follow ta’ ghost an’ I either do ta’ right thin’ or get massively screwed over. I don’t follow ta’ ghost, ta’ same fuckin’ thin’ happens! I can’t win either way! Ugh…I’m gonna need some major therapy after all this…maybe ES should make a whole department just fer mental health.”
He placed his hand behind him on the ground to start sitting up when his fingertips brushed against something wet.
Oh, fer fuck’s sake! What did I touch this time!?
As if the school cruelly wanted to mess with him more, lights overhead turned on, illuminating the absolute horror. This was a corpse disposal room, and it was filled with too many to count.
Kohaku shrieked as he stood. “Damn it all! Why does this school like ta torture me!?”
Luckily, he was near the one area where it was clear of corpses, save for the puddle his fingers brushed in the dark. He really didn’t want to think about what that puddle was of, given the state of the rest of the room. It was then he realized a very, crucial issue.
He was alone. Again.
“HiMERU-han! HiMERU-han where are ya!?” Kohaku called out, panic beginning to refill his being once again.
Don’t leave me alone again!
“Up here, Oukawa!”
“Huh?”
Looking up, Kohaku was only slightly dumbfounded to see HiMERU clinging to another hole in the ceiling by a tiny overhang. Relief and joy took up most of his mind.
Thank Tatsumi’s God…tha’ ledge doesn’t look like much…is he hangin’ on by just his fingertips? Tha’s impressive!
HiMERU swung his legs a few times to build up momentum before dropping gracefully onto the clear patch of floor in front of Kohaku. “Sorry, got stuck in that other chute. Though…”
He looked behind him and grimaced at the sight, “Perhaps it was a good thing. HiMERU would not want to be covered in…all that…”
“Y-yeah…let’s…just get out of this room.” It took every fiber of the pink-haired idol’s being to not bolt out of the room and compose himself to walk calmly out. He missed HiMERU’s slight frown in response.
~*~
The trio kept running down the halls, but Hokuto was nowhere in sight. Rounding one more corner, Rinne stumbled upon someone just leaving a side room. “Oh shit! Kohaku-chan!”
Kohaku whirled around hearing Rinne’s voice. “Rinne-han!”
“Amagi got here?” HiMERU stepped out, his hooded citrine eyes widening considerably.
Niki and Mao came up shortly, heaving heavy pants. Kohaku peered around Rinne briefly to check on the duo. “What were y’all runnin’ fer?”
The brief elation dissipated considerably from the redhead. “Hidaka-san saw that big kidnapper with Akehoshi-paisen’s body and took off after him. We were trying to chase him down…but…”
HiMERU sighed. “So, we’re still separated.”
“We just came from…in there, so we didn’t see him.” Kohaku eyed the room nervously.
“Something tells me that room is bad news.” Rinne heaved an exasperated sigh, “Probably can’t beat that torture chamber we just saw.”
“A what!?” The pastel duo looked aghast.
“Yeah, this school is really messed up.” Niki heaved out, “I’m just glad you two are safe.”
The chef came and encased both teens in a strong, tight hug, which was reciprocated with a little less force from both of them. Rinne lightly chuckled, “Never thought I’d see the day when ya two would return physical affection.”
“Yeah, well this universe hasn’t exactly been kind ta anyone.” Kohaku huffed as he let go of Niki, turning his attention to a slightly panicked Mao, “Isara-han, we’ll find Hidaka-han, we won’t leave without him.”
“Speaking of, we found a lot.” Rinne started digging in his pockets for the items as he began to explain their discoveries.
~*~
Meanwhile, at Ensemble Square
Hiyori was staring intently at the polished tile floor of the office, the vision Sora had relayed digging around in his skull. Jun and Ibara seemed to be in a heated discussion, not caring they were on camera at the moment since the entity had yet to return at all. It probably was still organizing and preparing inside the liminal space.
“We can’t send Ohii-san out there!” Jun was adamant.
“You and I both know His Highness is more than capable! I understand your worry. I’m worried, too! But I’m still recovering from the previous expedition-”
“And I’m far more athletic to outrun those creatures! I won’t let Ohii-san put his life on the line! The whole point of us learning about the visions for ES is to prevent them from happening!” Jun slammed his hand against the desk. Hiyori felt his eye twitch at the sound.
“I and Yuzuru nearly didn’t make it against those things! We barely escaped with our lives and we are far more trained than you are! Just because you’re athletic-”
“I can scale and leap over walls with ease! I’m certain I can outrun and out-maneuver those creatures!”
“Did you not hear me!? Yuzuru nearly got eaten! I nearly got killed! I’m not keen on sending His Highness out either, but I’m not willing to send you! As much as you are physically capable, these things are deadly!” Ibara slammed his fist into the desk as the younger refused to budge.
Hiyori was still as he started to drown in his thoughts.
I’m going to get hurt…maybe die…but Arashi-chan and Kaoru-kun…Jun-kun is physically capable and he does have a point about trying to avoid letting these visions come to fruition…but…I can’t let anything happen to him either. Bad Hiyori! Everyone is sending someone out to help with the distraction. We NEED that laptop…What am I to do…?
He hung his head, not wanting to show his frustration as tears began to build. He saved Jun from a miserable life in Reimei. He couldn’t deny he was entranced by him the first time he heard him sing, like a sailor to a siren. After all this time, he couldn’t deny he had come to love him. As the second son of the Tomoe family, he could have a touch more leeway on his choice of partner…but he was about willing to say screw family tradition. He wanted Jun. He needed Jun. He couldn’t bear to see him hurt, much less even consider the idea that one little mistake could cause him to be gone forever. If he was the Sun, Jun was his moon. As much as Jun felt like he was chasing after Hiyori in terms of his capabilities as an idol, Hiyori knew he was chasing after Jun just as much, if only for more personal reasons.
I love him…that much is obvious. Hehe, well, except to Jun-kun. Sometimes he’s too dense for his own good…even if I’m not the most capable, I won’t let him get hurt protecting me.
Taking one look from the corner of his eye to see Jun and Ibara were still arguing, he steeled himself with a steady breath. Those two wouldn’t listen to him if he tried to interject. He would just have to leave and make the choice for them.
A searing pain throbbed his temple, forcing the idol to clench both sides of his head and grit his teeth. His vision flashed to white as he heard a woman’s voice.
Tomoe…Tomoe Hiyori. Speak your thoughts to me.
“…What is going on?”
I can feel your pain…and your determination. Your passion, your love. I’m offering you my help in battling this spirit. The spirit who should know his place. The one who is holding your friends captive.
“…Who are you? How are you speaking to me?”
That “second entity”, as you all call him, has sealed away many of us to save us from the destruction that evil spirit has wrought upon our realm. While he is unable to provide great assistance consistently due to being caged and shackled, he has conserved just enough once again to have me speak to you directly.
“You still didn’t answer my question!”
Time is of the essence. You need to be able to see into our realm without that spirit knowing. He and I won’t be able to hold this link for much longer. We will provide you with a vision.
Hiyori’s sight went from white to seeing the library. He saw himself shakily standing, a hand wrapped firmly around his bloody side, surrounded by bookshelves. He was trapped by the Tiger-Shadow…until he saw Wataru and Kanata come to his aid.
You must meet the ones known as Hibiki Wataru and Shinkai Kanata in the library. They will join you in this expedition, of that we can assure for certain. Help them battle the shadow that dares to harm you. With that battle, not only will they unknowingly each release great powers…
He saw a pale, yellow gem and an equally pale blue gem shine unnaturally bright from the pins on Wataru’s and Kanata’s jackets. The brightness of the two allowed a third bright light to form just a little ways away from his future self.
…but the combined release of such energy will release me and allow me to manifest a weapon to lend you my power. Use it to save yourself, your love, and your friends, both here and in our space. By releasing us, you will begin to break the shackles that hold him in place. I will speak to you again when I have been released.
“Who are you!?”
…That Shinkai Kanata calls you “Sun-san” or “Ohisama-san”, yes? And your love, too? In that, we are kindred spirits.
With that, Hiyori’s vision returned to normal and the headache ceased. His skin felt clammy, a cold sweat began to form. Yet, deep inside his being, in his very soul, he could feel a strong warmth.
He panted quietly, his lungs feeling like they were frozen mid-breath for too long, taking a chance to check on the other two. Jun and Ibara were still too engrossed in their argument to have noticed what had transpired. Hiyori heard from the computer people volunteering for the second expedition. Distinctly, he heard Wataru and Kanata.
That woman…
He eyed the radio and extra batteries on the coffee table. His line of sight shifted to the door.
Hiyori, with great speed, grabbed the radio and batteries and bolted out the door.
“OHII-SAN!”
“YOUR HIGHNESS!”
Hiyori slammed the door behind him, feeling the wood vibrate against his back as he could hear his unit-mates' muffled cries.
“Don’t do this! Ohii-san!”
“Get back here! We won’t let you get hurt, damn it!”
I’m sorry you two…but…maybe that woman is going to be the ray of hope we all need right now. And she needs me to help.
“I’m not going to sit and do nothing! I refuse to risk either of you to save myself!” His shout silenced the two on the other side; a single tear fell down his face and silently plopped onto the cold tile below, “There’s something I have to do! Just make sure Kanata-kun and Wataru-kun know to meet me in the library!”
With that, Hiyori marched with purpose towards the library.
Hang on, Arashi-chan, Kaoru-kun…the sun shall light the way.
~*~
“Tatsumi-chan’s…” Rinne and company were in shock.
“…We fucked up…” Kohaku muttered wetly, “We…”
“Ah, finally that thorn in my side has perished! At long last…”
Rinne glared all around him, frustration fueling the rage in his veins, “Would ya fuck off!? You probably did something to force him to die, didn’t ya!? Just like with Mayoi-chan!”
HiMERU and Kohaku stared at him, mouths parted and eyes wide. “What?”
“Didya two not hear me on the phone earlier?!” Rinne growled, not intending to direct it towards the duo.
“No. The universe seemed keen on making the signal unstable. We could barely make out what you said.” HiMERU darkly uttered as he began casting his eyes around, “What did you do to Ayase?”
“Hmm? I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Cut the bullshit!” Rinne lashed out, “Mayoi-chan’s phone caught a recording of some armed masked creep watching him go insane! Since there’s no evidence in this universe of some masked freak running around, it’s gotta be one of your fucking pets or a helper!”
HiMERU and Kohaku quickly turned from confused to enraged. Kohaku finally lashed out, “Fuck ya an’ yer fuckin’ helper! Mayoi-han wrote how he was chased by somethin’ with knives right ta where Love-han died like he was bein’ corralled! Was tha’ yer fuckin’ helper too!?”
HiMERU shouted, “Is that why Shiratori was in the infirmary!? Did you have that helper of yours force him to enter!? Why he looked possessed and could barely break free?”
The voice was quiet for a long moment. “…I see. Seems I was too preoccupied keeping the priest quiet that I didn’t consider that other one…”
It began to darkly rumble in laughter before its voice distorted. “Hehehehahahahahaha!! So that’s why they call him the PhaNTom! Hahahaha! What a SneAKy liTTLe sHiT!”
Kohaku screamed, “What did ya do ta Tatsumi-han!? Why are ya interferin’!? Wasn’t this supposed ta be a test!?”
“HahahaHAHAHAHA!! Your friends at ES fiGUreD that out alREAdy! So I’ll tell you all! THIS IS RIGGED! Hehahahaha!! You’ll still FinD yOUr ThREE conSEcuTIVE uniVERSeS to esCAPE! But will YOU ALL PERISH BEFORE THEN? HEHAHAhahaHA!”
“Ya asshole!” Rinne gripped his hair before slamming a fist into one of the dirt walls.
“YES, rAGe! SufFER! MY FRIEND WILL WATCH YOU ALL!”
As if a switch had been flipped, the distortion ceased and the voice became eerily calm again. “Guess I’ll have to change some of my plans for after this punishment round, since you now know. Maybe I’ll find a universe where I and my Assistant will face off with you lot on a more…personal level.”
Mao was frozen in place, unable to make a sound. It seemed the entity noticed. “Ah, but we aren’t done with this universe, yet. Tread carefully. Especially that leader of Trickstar. One misstep on anyone’s part, and you’ll damn your ritual partner, too…I’ll leave you to it while I prepare a bit more…Good luck.”
The voice ceased. The halls remained deathly silent as the idols seethed in rage and despair.
Mao trembled slightly. “Wh-what…did it mean by ‘damning your ritual partner’ if we mess up?”
Kohaku tapped HiMERU’s arm and mimed for him to hand over the notes Mayoi got them. He reopened the page and read a moment before it dawned on him. “‘Cause ta’ way outta here requires two people minimum…”
Niki came and took the papers from the youngest to read over himself. “Those paper scraps then…we need to redo the ritual with the people we did it with in the beginning, or at least those that are alive. If you’re by yourself…that’s it. You're done for.”
Rinne removed his head from the wall where he had perched it in his moment of rage. “…We need to find Hidaka-san. If we don’t then…”
No one would look at him, but Mao knew what that would mean for himself. “Hokuto…don’t do anything stupid…”
~*~
Hokuto was running down another long, underground hall. “Akehoshi!”
He slowed down as he neared the end of the hall. There was a doorway at the end. He followed as best as he could the whole way. That bastard had to have brought him here.
“I won’t…let you suffer…anymore!” Hokuto ran into the room with haste.
The room was empty, save for a TV and a camcorder in the corner. The TV was on, but it was just static.
“Huh? But…I followed him here! Where did he go!? Where did he take you!?”
There was a whisper in the shadows that drew his attention to the far wall opposite the TV. Someone in a mask was staring at him, arms crossed.
That’s the masked person Oukawa warned me about from that vision of Ayase’s!
“What did you do to him!?”
It stayed silent, simply observing him for a long moment. It slowly unfolded an arm and pointed to the camcorder.
Hokuto stared at it hard. Sensing the teenager wasn’t going to understand easily, the Assistant returned its pointing arm to gently tap its chest with a single finger before pointing at him. Hokuto paled slightly as he felt the pocket inside his blazer.
How did it know I still had that camcorder tape?
He chanced pulling it out and showed the Assistant. The masked person nodded and then pointed back to the camcorder before stepping back into the shadows and vanishing.
That thing did something to Ayase, it had to have! It’s probably trying to do something to me, too!
He paused and looked down at the slightly blood-splattered tape. Guilt started to wrack his mind as he recalled he ran off from the group. Checking his student ID case, he saw his paper scrap was still there, safe and sound. He recalled what the previous tapes said about doing the ritual to get back home.
…What if…it’s a long shot, but maybe there might be something useful on here to help us with Sachiko? I already caused a lot of problems for them now by running off. The least I can do is find information that can help them.
He inserted the tape into the camcorder and pressed play.
~*~
The five of them proceeded down the dark tunnels before they came across an open area. Rinne glanced back the way they came, thinking about the path right they hadn’t taken before meeting Kohaku and HiMERU.
Before he could voice his thought, however, the ghost of Yuki appeared before them, scaring Rinne’s original group half to death while HiMERU and Kohaku were genuinely surprised, albeit a touch wary. “Yuki…do ya still have control over ya will?”
“The fuck do ya mean by that!?” Rinne tried to pull the duo behind him, much to their chagrin.
Kohaku waved the hand away. “She was ta’ ghost child who showed me Sachiko was ta’ real problem after appeasin’ them.”
“…Ah…right…” Rinne was still quite unsettled at the idea of what Kohaku had to go through.
“Kohaku…HiMERU…Don’t give in.”
The pink-haired idol turned inquisitively to Yuki, as did HiMERU. “Waddaya mean by tha’?”
“…You’ve both been stricken by the Darkening, and its effects are beginning to take hold in you.”
Stunned fear resounded in the young kid’s being. HiMERU clenched his fists at his side, thinking back to Mayoi. Yuki continued, projecting a little ray of hope, “There’s still time to stop it! You must hurry!”
A dark, eerie hum echoed from the room behind Yuki, making even the ghost girl turn around in brief fright. She turned back to the group slowly. “She’s here. Just beyond that room. Whether you’ll return to your world or not depends on her. Go quickly.”
“Woah! Wait a minute!” Niki was aghast, “What about Hidaka-san? We can’t leave him!”
“He’s wrestling his own demons at the moment,” Yuki muttered, much to the confused shock of the group, “If he can overcome them…overcome his own Darkening…then he’ll be along…”
“His own Darkening…?” Mao sounded impossibly small.
Yuki looked back to the room behind her. “I think…it should be possible to appease her. Just remember, you have to touch her heart, get to her humanity…please, make certain you’re ready…”
With that, her ghost vanished. Kohaku stared numbly at the floor. “How are we afflicted with ta’ Darkening?”
Rinne thought for a long moment before he very carefully chose his next words. “Kita-san mentioned a ghost that talked ‘bout people losing their minds ‘cause of some curse in the school. It said something ‘bout possessions by evil spirits were more likely to happen when one had been touched by the curse…could that explain why ya kept getting’ possessed all this time?”
“…That certainly would…except HiMERU never got possessed.”
“That ghost also said…” Rinne paused before looking HiMERU in the eyes, “That strong emotions can speed up the process…maybe ya two have just…endured too much already.”
HiMERU looked to make a retort but stopped, looking to the ground instead. Rinne took that as a silent admission to what he feared. Even the stone-cold, seemingly strong HiMERU was pushing to his limit here. He’s seen or at least was present in the last lucid moments of or the deaths of three of their five friends, that Rinne knew for certain. Kohaku had nearly died multiple times, gotten possessed who knows how many times, saw or was present for the deaths of three of their friends as well, and was still grieving the loss of both Aira and Hiiro. Even if those two had done most of the paranormal work in this world…he feared those two wouldn’t last another hit.
He steeled himself, “I’ll take point on this one. You two stay back and only intervene when absolutely necessary.”
The duo whirled on him. “Are you insane, Amagi!?”
“HiMERU-han is right! Ya don’t know what ta’ hell yer gettin’ yerself inta!”
Rinne shuffled his feet on the dirt floor, eyes focused on the little stones scattered here and there. “…Well, I actually do.”
“What? You’re saying you’ve appeased an evil spirit before?” HiMERU huffed.
Silence.
“…Have you, Rinne-kun?” Niki approached his side.
“…A lot of…the things I learned in my hometown were quite…spiritual in nature, due to my future role of becoming the next chief. Some of it dealt with sending back spirits to the afterlife.”
The room was silent at this new information. “…Why didn’t you say anything about it, Rinne-kun?”
Rinne scratched the back of his head, gaze focused on the ground. “‘Cause I’m not a big believer in the system I was taught. The whole town believed everything, and I mean everything, had a spirit, a soul, even man-made shit. Everything had to be done a certain way with the correct tools and the correct procedures in order to pay respects to the spirits and the gods in whichever realm they belonged to.”
“Amagi, there’s a difference between a little girl who was murdered for witnessing her mother’s death and a bowl that wasn’t cleaned properly.” HiMERU leaned against one of the walls.
“No shit, Sherlock.” Rinne spat, “And it’s not that excessive with man-made shit. The point I’m making is that I do know what I’m doing when it comes to appeasin’ souls who were wronged or treated poorly.”
“May he ask how long ago your last experience with this was?”
“…First one I ever helped with was several years ago…for a little girl murdered by her father in a drunken rage…” Rinne uttered quietly, though everyone could hear.
No one was certain how to proceed after that confession. Kohaku tentatively stepped forward. “Was she…treated similarly ta Sachiko?”
Rinne could only nod silently. Niki rested a hand gently on top of his shoulder. “How old were you then?”
“…About 5 or 6.”
Stunned silence.
HiMERU shook his head. “What kind of parent would let their child see something so grotesque? Even if it were for experience as the future chief, that should have been a line to not cross.”
Rinne heaved an exasperated huff of air. “Yeah, exactly why I’m not a big fan of my hometown and why I left when I did.”
“Come to think of it,” Mao pondered, “Amagi mentioned it was a pretty far trip from your hometown to the city. Just exactly how far is it?”
“Probably far if such practices are goin’ on…” Kohaku muttered to himself.
“Mm, I left my town around midnight and walked to the nearest town by sunrise, then took a bus to the next nearest town that had train access to the city…by the time I got to the city I think it had been well over 24 hours.”
“Christ…” Kohaku blinked.
“Yeah, real boondocks town.” Rinne hurried, as if any long on the topic was causing physical discomfort, “Look, I’m taking point on this one. I don’t wanna risk ya two succumbing to that Darkening shit, so only intervene when absolutely necessary, got it?”
“What about us?” Niki motioned between himself and Mao.
Rinne stared for a long moment. “If ya two think ya can handle it, then ya can help me. But don’t feel bad for not helping if ya don’t. I’d rather not risk anyone after coming this far.”
Mao looked back the way they came. “Shouldn’t we try to find Hokuto? That girl said he was fighting the Darkening, too…”
“Yuki said he would be along after his own demons were sorted. HiMERU has a feeling even if we find him we wouldn’t be able to help. It’s a battle he’ll have to face alone…unfortunately.” The blue-nette seemed reluctant to answer as he did.
“So…do we need a moment to go over what we know and what we have? Or are we ready?” Niki prodded the group.
Rinne took a moment to look each idol in the eyes, only moving on to the next when the one he was looking at gave their nod. “Let’s go then.”
When they entered the room, it was a tiny entryway with a chair. The rotting body of Yoshikazu Yanagihori hung from a rope. To the right was a small room where the murders from 1973 took place. To the left, was another room, a dark, imposing aura emanating from it. That had to be where Sachiko was.
They entered.
The five had barely filed into the room before they were all struck frozen in place, each receiving a killer headache. Rinne hissed through gritted teeth, “Yep, gotta be the place.”
The sound of a shovel digging in the dirt could be heard. The body of Sachiko came into view in front of them, as if she were a queen entering her throne room to preside over court.
Sachiko’s ghost, red in hue, hovered over her body. “I told you to stay away! Don’t come any closer! Don’t look at me!”
Rinne attempted to speak, “Sachiko, please listen. We-”
She was not having it. “Leave!”
Rinne persisted. “Please, believe me, all of us, we mean ya no harm.”
“Leave, now! Or I’ll kill you!”
The room began to shake as a low rumbling resounded.
~*~
Hokuto watched the TV come to life as it played the camcorder video. Taguchi appeared on screen. It seemed to have occurred sometime after he ran off from Kibiki. He documented himself as if it were going to be his last words or last will.
“I intend to keep my promise. I won’t stop filming, no matter what! These records-”
A familiar scream interrupted him. “NO!! DON’T!!”
“What the-?”
The voice screamed again. Taguchi ran up the stairs towards the noise on the third floor. He stopped in front of the boy’s bathroom. When he got close, there was a loud, metallic thud. He stood beside the door but was too scared to enter. Instead, he aimed his camera to record what occurred inside.
Hokuto’s blood froze. His entire being felt hollow and empty.
The voice was, indeed, Subaru, as he suspected.
“Please…don’t do this…!”
Yoshikazu stood off to the side, as did the masked individual from earlier. Subaru was in the stall, hands tied, and standing on a metal bucket.
Hokuto was putting the noose around Subaru’s neck, a dead look in his eyes.
“Hokke…” Subaru was scared, bordering on tears.
~*~
Sachiko glared harshly at the group before grabbing a pair of scissors and sprinting towards Mao. Mao made a strangled cry as he braced himself. A blue flame dashed into the room and into the cross still pinned on Mao’s shirt, as if it knew where to go. The cross shined bright, repelling Sachiko’s scissors and forcing her back, leaving Mao unharmed.
“Huh?!” Mao snapped his eyes open as the cross still shined brilliantly, “But there are no more charges…”
“Tatsumi-han…” Kohaku nearly whispered, catching Rinne’s hearing.
Tatsumi-chan! First Ai-chan and Hiiro…now you!?
Sachiko readied another strike, but the cross glowed bright, repelling her once again. Mao squeezed his eyes tight, trusting, hoping that Tatsumi’s spirit was strong enough to keep her at bay for just a bit longer. In a rage, Sachiko repeated several strikes, each getting repelled successfully, though the cross was beginning to glow a touch less than at first.
Keep it up! Just hang on!
“Amagi, get on with it! Quickly!” HiMERU shouted at his leader.
Rinne turned back to Sachiko’s body, now seeing her second ghost of when she was alive, determination filling him as he steadied himself.
~*~
Hokuto couldn’t breathe as the video kept going.
Subaru pleaded with Hokuto in the video, “Hokke…Hokuto, please! Don’t do this!”
Hokuto in the video had finished tying the noose around Subaru’s neck and very slowly shifted to the side.
Subaru cried out again, “No…no, please…Hokuto!! Snap out of it!! Hokuto! HOKUTO!!”
Taguchi caught on camera Hokuto kicking the bucket out from under Subaru’s feet.
The video turned to static and ended. Hokuto collapsed onto his knees, his soul feeling cold and hollow. Shadowy tendrils began to slowly form over his body.
Rinne was right. Subaru didn’t hang himself.
He was murdered. Hokuto murdered him.
~*~
“Sachiko!” Rinne managed to pull the bundle of cloth from his pocket out and unwrapped it to reveal the bloody hemp bag, “This is yours! It’s your tongue that was taken from ya! Please, take it!”
The Sachiko in white muttered quietly, “Mommy…You promised…”
“Your mom’s been suffering just as much as ya have! What you’re doing isn’t making her happy! Here! This is from your mother! She was gonna give it to ya for your birthday!” Rinne handed over the black cat plushie.
White Sachiko looked blankly as she held the items. “Who…? Where’s mommy? Where am I?”
Rinne managed to move his body freely, as did everyone else. Red Sachiko was still trying to go after Mao, even as the cross imbued with Tatsumi’s spirit kept repelling.
It has to be working! Just a bit more!
White Sachiko let out a series of pained, agonizing, angry groans as the room shook violently. Red Sachiko vanished, her spirit now becoming unstable.
“Guys! Is that you!?”
Mao looked shocked at the entryway when he heard that voice. “Hokuto!?”
The raven-haired teen into the room, out of breath. Rinne smiled briefly before seeing their moment. “Guys! Get your paper scraps and find your ritual partner!”
“Make sure to repeat the line once for each person plus one more for Sachiko herself!” HiMERU grabbed Rinne and readied his paper scrap.
Rinne shouted to Sachiko. “Sachiko! Hear us! We just want to go home! Your mom and ya have suffered greatly and it was unjustified! We just want to free ya both from this suffering!”
Each duo, HiMERU and Rinne, Niki and Kohaku, and Mao and Hokuto, each put their paper scraps in one by one.
“Sachiko, we beg of you!”
“Sachiko, we beg of you!”
“SACHIKO, WE BEG OF YOU!”
The room flashed white before fading away. Sachiko’s body was nowhere to be seen. The shaking ceased entirely. The dark, oppressive aura vanished.
Panting more out of stilling his racing heart, Rinne checked each of the others. “Holy shit…did we do it? Is everyone all good?”
Kohaku looked around slowly in disbelief. “I think so…”
Hokuto shakily leaned against Mao, the other catching him. Rinne looked at the other unit leader. “Are ya okay, Kita-san? What…happened with Akehoshi-paisen?”
“It’s…a long story…I’ll…tell you all later…” Hokuto choked down a wet-sounding whimper.
Yuki’s ghost appeared before them. “Now…is your only chance to escape. The veil between this world and yours is at its thinnest. You must hurry and get out of the building before it closes. Once this nexus closes, you will have lost your chance to escape, and the place will go back to what it once was.”
Kohaku approached the ghost girl with confusion evident. “What do ya mean? What does tha’ mean fer all of ya here?”
“It appears we have become part of this space. Aside from Sachiko, no one else can be saved. Right now, I’m free, but it won’t last. Soon, I’ll begin shaping this place like before…This place is going to create a new Sachiko, you must leave now! Hurry!” Yuki’s ghost began to change, her clothes now turning into a red dress.
The school began to shake and rattle violently.
“Fuck!” Rinne nearly fell over at the force of the shake.
HiMERU caught him and brought him back. “C’mon! We got to go, now!”
The six of them sprinted out of the room and through the halls of the basement underground as the shaking continued. A deep, resonating bell began to chime once, like an old grandfather clock. As if the school was mocking them one last time by reminding them they had such little time left.
Soon they came upon the box room from before. Kohaku nearly sprinted on through before a blue ghost gently pushed him back. Well, as gentle as trying to stop a sprinting teenager could be. Kohaku fell backward into HiMERU, both greatly confused and a touch pissed off that a ghost was trying to stop them.
“Wait, ya idiots!” Rinne sprinted up to them, as did the rest of the group.
The redhead turned to the spirit, before looking back at the box maze. “Hiiro, could ya show us the way again?”
“Hiiro-han!?”
“Younger Amagi!?”
The blue flame shifted into Hiiro’s figure, albeit quite transparent. He waved them through as he quickly guided them back through the maze. He saluted them and vanished once they made it out.
“I’ll explain to ya two later! C’mon!” Rinne shouted as he grabbed Niki’s wrist and charged forward again.
They kept running through the maze of halls, somehow still remembering the way they came after they complained of how long they had been wandering around. As they ran, two more chimes rang out.
They reached the tables of severed heads, much to the disgust of HiMERU and Kohaku. Aira’s ghost, now his proper appearance except nearly transparent, wasted no time in guiding the group back through the maze. He vanished only as the group made it through.
“I owe ya big time, Ai-chan!” Rinne called out behind him. HiMERU had grabbed hold of Kohaku’s hand and yanked him onward after noticing the other paused.
As they continued running, Rinne realized belatedly a major issue. The quickest way to get outside, the outdoor walkway, was through the charm-sealed door. And it was still locked.
Just as he was about to turn to the group, the cross glowed brightly as Tatsumi’s spirit left it. His figure, just as transparent as the others, made a hand gesture towards the door before it blew open into pieces. His spirit vanished right after.
“Remind HiMERU later to thank him when we next see each other!” The blue-nette remarked quickly.
They ran through the halls as the school began to crumble around them. By the time they nearly managed to make it to the hall just before the walkway, a sixth chime had rung out. The air was beginning to get thicker.
Just as they rounded a corner, Niki slipped. HiMERU shoved Kohaku to Rinne and backtracked to get the chef. A large wooden beam came tumbling down over the two but froze midair. The group was in shock as the ghost of Mayoi, half of him barely visible while the other half was darkened, used what energy he had to shove the wooden beam away from the two before vanishing.
“Ayase…thank you,” HiMERU whispered before pulling Niki back up and the two began running to catch up.
‘I’ promise to save you next time. ‘I’ won’t let you slip away again.
The group bolted out onto the walkway and each practically vaulted over the railing, desperately hoping that this would work.
~*~
Everyone in ES held their breaths as the six of them hopped the railing, barring those who went on the second expedition.
“…Even I have to say, that was quite impressive. Especially the work of those five…managing to stave off the Darkening and keep their forms long enough to aid them…those five are quite powerful…”
Something in its tone made those in Room 6-66 wary of the implications it was making. Eichi raised an eyebrow in question, “What do you mean five? I only saw the ghosts of Alkaloid present.”
“…Hehehe…you’ll see the fifth one soon enough, when all is revealed…”
~*~
“Ugh…” Rinne woke up in his classroom. His classroom.
He practically shot up from his place lying on the floor at the realization. He frantically looked around the room and felt the floor, as if he needed more proof that, yes, he had returned. Several hours had since passed, the clock reading sometime around 9 at night, or 21:00.
“Holy fuck…Holy fuck, we did it!” Rinne searched around until he saw HiMERU sitting up, barely coming to himself, “We did it, Merumeru!”
The blue-haired idol took a moment to process his environment before his citrine eyes widened and an uncharacteristically large smile formed. “We did… We did it!”
The two were elated for several moments before both stopped to stare at two chairs in the corner, the ones where Tatsumi and Mayoi had sat before the ritual began. It was a stark, brutal reminder that not everyone had made it.
The two were interrupted in their somber thoughts by Rinne’s phone ringing. Looking down, he realized his blazer was still missing, no doubt still back in that hell dimension where he left it. He answered the phone quickly as he saw Niki’s name light up the screen. “Niki! Ya made it!?”
“Thank whatever fucking god will listen! Are you and HiMERU-kun okay?”
“Yeah, we both made it! How’s Kohaku-chan?”
“He’s here, too! I’m so glad that’s over!”
“Yeah, no kidding!”
HiMERU’s phone then rang. Answering it revealed a frantic Mao, “HiMERU-senpai! Are you there?!”
HiMERU recoiled the phone slightly from his ear as he winced, “Yes, Isara. Are you and Hidaka alright?”
“Y-yeah…he’s kinda…”
“He’s what?”
“…He wants to see Amagi-senpai. And everyone. Like, now.”
HiMERU raised a fine eyebrow. “Kind of late, but understandable. How does Inokashira Park sound? Over by the pavilion? Should be empty around this time of night.”
“Fine…you don’t sound like you got a headache…”
“Ah, that…it’s a long story and we aren’t even sure if our theories about it are right. We’ll see you there.”
HiMERU looked at Rinne before gathering his stuff and calling over his shoulder, “Let Shiina know we need to all go to Inokashira Park by the pavilions. Trickstar needs to see us.”
~*~
On the subway, Rinne couldn’t help but spy that HiMERU was quite engrossed with something on his phone. His brows furrowed greatly as Rinne could visibly see the blue-haired idol chew on the inside of his cheek. He was about to ask what was wrong when an old woman tutted him for making too much noise.
Sheesh. Guess he’ll wait until they’re off the subway.
~*~
They were just walking down the slightly dark pathway when Rinne spotted Niki inside one of the pavilions. Just as HiMERU said, the place was practically absent of people, save for their group. Their breaths came out in cold puffs as the frosted ground crackled from their steps.
Even if he knew there was no way they were, the crackling sounded eerily like those wooden floorboards and basement floor.
Rinne chanced a glance at the other, “Say, what was that all ‘bout with your phone earlier?”
HiMERU looked conflicted. “…It was the Student Council’s Vice President…”
Rinne screeched to a halt. “I thought Tatsumi-chan was the Vice President? How..?”
HiMERU showed the texts from someone who wasn’t Tatsumi. “That’s what is confusing HiMERU. This person is telling him there was never once a Kazehaya Tatsumi attending our school, nor ever part of the student council.”
Rinne stared hard at the phone before darting his eyes up to his unit-mate. “I’ve got a bad feeling…”
They quickly approached the pavilion, seeing just Niki and Kohaku there. The two younger ones practically bolted to them in excitement, Niki nearly tackling Rinne into a bear-crushing hug while Kohaku hesitated before hugging HiMERU. The blue-nette used one hand to rub the pink-haired teen’s back while the other patted his head.
“I see we are just in time for the reunion.” The bees turned to see Mao calling out to them with Hokuto trailing just a touch behind.
The group settled down at one of the tables under the pavilion’s roof. No one spoke for a while, all stuck between relishing in escaping and grieving over their losses. Niki took the initiative. “I know we’re all here for Hidaka-kun…but…has anyone noticed that we might be the only ones who…remember the others, at all?”
Rinne’s heart dropped as he and HiMERU both stared at each other. HiMERU muttered lowly. “Tatsumi was HiMERU’s vice president…but he got messages from someone else claiming to be the vice president…and that Kazehaya Tatsumi never went to our school. They seemed…confused as to who he was talking about, like they never heard of him before…”
“They also…” HiMERU took a moment to glance between Mao and Hokuto, “Were talking about the first years transferring over next year, and mentioned you two…but when he asked about Akehoshi…they had no idea who HiMERU was talking about.”
Kohaku nearly dropped his phone in shock. “Love-han and Hiiro-han’s numbers are blacked out…”
On the youngest’s phone was a list of contacts. Two of the starred ones near the top were completely blackened out. He opened the messages from them. They were all blackened.
“That can’t be…” Rinne pulled his phone out. The device clattered onto the tabletop when he opened it. The last thing he had opened was the group chat between himself, HiMERU, Tatsumi, and Mayoi. The picture the four of them took also blacked out the two idols.
As if they were cut out of existence.
“Do they…only exist in our memories?” HiMERU covered his mouth in shock.
“Tha’s just beyond cruel…” Kohaku whimpered.
“No…” Hokuto sounded distant as a fresh wave of sadness took hold, “There’s no way…how are we the only ones who can remember them!?”
Hokuto began curling in on himself, much to the panic of his unit-mate. Hokuto ranted on as he pressed his face into his knees, “After everything! After they saved us countless times and helped us! All the way to the end they were there! How are we supposed to accept this kind of reality!?”
“Kita-san,” Rinne hesitated a moment, “Out of the five…we only saw Alkaloid. Did Akehoshi-paisen come to ya?”
“…Yes.” A sob wracked the teen, “…That’s…what I wanted to talk to you all about…”
“What happened, Hidaka?” HiMERU prodded.
The teen slowly unfurled himself and pulled out his phone. “Amagi-senpai will know what this is.”
He showed them the long, long, long list of texts that had come in not even an hour ago. Unlike the others, only the sender’s name was blacked out. The content of the messages was still there.
Rinne’s blue eyes widened. “That’s…those are all the same thing…that message Akehoshi-paisen tried to send ya back in that school.”
~*~
“I…need to tell you all something.”
Room 6-66 stared in confusion. The voice mocked them, “Now this will be a real treat for you all…”
Unbeknownst to the rest of the idols, Ibara had gotten a message from Hiyori about the expedition crew wanting to hear what was going on. Something about how he, himself, needed to know what was happening. Ibara kept one of the spare radios under the table as he held the button down, having warned them all to be quiet, to listen in.
Everyone was dead silent in shock as Hokuto revealed what that blood-spattered tape had on it.
Deep in the vents of ES, Makoto had to push the radio away as he covered his mouth with both hands to muffle his whimpers.
~*~
“…So…it was you?” Rinne was nearly silent. The rest of the idols stared in frozen shock like the rest of the winter scenery at Hokuto.
Was this what that Yuki girl warned us about? About Kita-san’s Darkening?
“Ya…don’t remember any o’ it?” Kohaku held a knuckle over his lips.
Hokuto numbly shook his head. “Subaru couldn’t move…but instead of snapping out of it…instead of saving him…I kicked the bucket out from under him…After I saw all that…my mind just shut down and I felt like I was slipping away as this black mist started forming…I still remember not caring…remember wanting to welcome death at that point…”
Mao held his hand and pulled him close, wrapping a protective arm around his shoulders. “It wasn’t you, Hokuto.”
“Now I do…but it didn’t matter. I still did that to him…” Hokuto cried quietly.
~*~
Hokuto screamed in agony and despair. “Akehoshi! Subaru! I-I... GOD WHY!? NO!”
He felt himself crumple to the floor. “Subaru…I wish I could take it all back…”
His sobs were choked off as he began gagging, the black mist starting to choke him and fill his whole being.
~*~
“I remember that mist filling my whole being and suffocating me…I was just about to lose consciousness…but…”
~*~
Hokuto heard his phone ping, notifying him of a message. Confused, he barely managed to hold himself together to pull the phone out and check the message.
It was that unsent message from Subaru way back.
“Why…am I receiving this now?” Hokuto muttered before placing the phone down on the floor, “Doesn’t matter…I deserve this…I deserve to die… Subaru must have died hating me…he deserved to live instead of me…”
His phone pinged again, startling him.
The same unsent message from Subaru popped up a second time.
“Huh?” Hokuto stared at it blankly, “Akehoshi…are you trying to tell me something?”
The message reappeared.
Hokuto was amazed and dumbfounded in his grief. “No…There’s no way you aren’t mad at me…I didn’t stop when you were pleading with me to…”
Subaru’s message flashed again.
“You can’t possibly forgive me…not after all that…all the arguing…and what I did to you…” Hokuto began crying.
His message was sent again.
“Subaru…there’s no excuse for me…You have to hate me, right? You still have some sort of grudge…right?”
Subaru sent the same message.
Hokuto glanced up upon seeing a slightly blue glow hovering near his phone. Subaru’s ghost stood there, smiling gently at him.
His phone kept pining insistently. Hokuto slowly took his eyes away from him and reached for his phone to unlock it again.
~*~
“It…wasn’t just his messages anymore…”
Rinne raised an eyebrow at that. He asked after wiping some tears that were beginning to form, “What do ya mean by that?”
“The others…”
~*~
Hokuto could barely process what he was seeing.
Every, single, one from Alkaloid had sent him a message. All of them were pleading with him to pull himself together. To live on. To bring the fight back.
Another copy of Subaru’s unsent message came through.
“…I’m…so sorry…I’m so sorry…”
~*~
Hokuto kept the last bit to himself. His most precious treasure.
Subaru’s ghost sent a whole new message to him.
Please, don’t blame yourself.
…
…
I love you.
Please, smile for me. One more time, okay?
He still remembers uttering the same three-word phrase as he held himself crying. The black mist vanished completely after that.
“…Hey…this is just a temporary thing…right?” Hokuto sounded hopeful. “They aren’t truly dead…right?”
“Mm.” Kohaku didn’t trust his words, so he simply nodded and hummed in agreement.
“Even…even if we are separated for a bit longer because of that punishment…we’ll see them again, right?”
“Yeah, we will,” Rinne whispered. He felt a grateful smile slowly form as HiMERU clasped a hand over his.
“…Then I’ll keep fighting…I’ll keep fighting until we can put this all behind us!”
Rinne smiled fondly at the courage.
He felt the floor give way beneath him.
~*~
He fell unceremoniously onto the white and grey polygon ground. Rinne hissed at the sudden pain as he sat back up. The rest of the six were there, too, all in mixed states of disorientation and annoyance.
“How touching. Those five really are something to behold, aren’t they?”
The lack of enthusiasm and dead-sounding tone irked Rinne considerably. “What? Can’t tolerate us having a moment’s peace or even one good thing?”
“Not particularly.”
“You don’t seem particularly chatty, either. What? Mad that so many of us did survive and not less?” HiMERU spat as he stood.
“Oh, no. Not that. Those five really did a number in that last bit. A lot of which they weren’t supposed to do.”
“What? They break yer little narrative or somethin’?” Kohaku was sarcastic.
“Well, the whole reason Kazehaya Tatsumi had that little accident was to keep the narrative of the universe in line. After all, this one was rigged so that not all of you would survive. That other Trickstar and three of Alkaloid were meant to die regardless of their actions.”
“You mean they would have lived if you allowed them to heed those visions! You forced them into those roles!” Mao shouted into the void.
“Had to make sure the rest of you understood what you signed up for. There’s a reason this universe was particularly nasty.”
“Fucking sadistic asshole…” Rinne growled.
“Hey, now. Your brother was the only one who wasn’t supposed to die due to his role. He could have lived had he played his cards right.”
“FUCK YA! YOUR PETS WERE THE REASON HE DIDN’T MAKE IT!” Rinne lashed out.
“No. Had he been more patient instead of running blindly, even when my pets did lose him due to the shift of dimensions, he would have been fine. Even if you two didn’t have that unfortunate separation thanks to Sakasaki Natsume-”
“Bullshit! Ya forced Natsume-kun to do something he probably didn’t want to do! That’s why ya forced me to make that choice!”
“I didn’t force you. You could have kept him with you. The only difference then would be Sakuma Ritsu wouldn’t be here, now would he? Theoretically, it was a smart move. Sakuma Ritsu only has one life to play with out there, while you lot can at least try again and again until your mental state finally gives out.”
“Quit yer damn gaslightin’, ass-wipe!” Kohaku stood by his unit leader.
“True, I have gotten a little bit more chatty now. It’s best to get going on these two universes so we can move back along.”
“Woah, hang on! You said we’d only endure one worse universe as punishment!” Niki screeched.
“Hehe, well, four of you will be in one, and the other two in another. Simple.”
“You can’t do that!” HiMERU whirled around as he shouted. He hated not being able to direct his anger.
“Actually, I can. The conditions said nothing about the ones who lived have to endure the same worse universe.”
For lack of being able to direct his anger properly, Rinne huffed. “So, how’d ya decide to separate us?”
“The two on their own are both guilty of the same crime. Murder.”
~*~
Eichi’s jaw dropped. This is how that entity is going to get at Shiina-kun?!
~*~
“Ta’ fuck do ya mean by tha’?!” Kohaku stood in front of Hokuto protectively.
“Clearly you do know what I meant since you’re protecting one of the murderers right now.”
“He wasn’t in control!” HiMERU stood alongside the younger teen.
“Even when pleading insanity or as an accident, murder is still murder. Shiina Niki shall join him.”
“What!? When did I murder anyone back there!?” Niki protested.
The voice grew silent before darkly laughing. “Shall I remind you? The Darkening took the form of a black mist and covered the whole body, as you heard from Hidaka Hokuto. Who else in your group succumbed to the Darkening?”
“…Ayase…” Mao whispered in shock.
“Seems your friend realized it sooner than you. Correct. Ayase Mayoi did. Now, who do you think that shadowy mass was that attacked you after you two rudely killed off one of my actual pets and one I was borrowing?”
Niki paused a moment before he began quaking in horror.
“That’s right. Shiina Niki, you killed Ayase Mayoi.”
“It was not his fault!” Rinne stood in front of Niki, keeping the chef behind him, “He didn’t know!”
“Oh? So if it was some random netizen of that universe, it wouldn’t be murder? How arrogant humans are in their self-importance.”
Mao guarded Niki’s back for lack of knowing where the entity was. “Even Ayase would be supporting Niki-senpai! You’re only doing this to harass us more under the pretense of having a higher moral code!”
“Weren’t you the one who said you would be willing to do whatever it took to stop me? To get out alive? How hypocritical.”
“Leave them out of this!” A familiar voice shouted.
Everyone snapped to attention as they saw Subaru standing a little distance off. The voice even seemed mildly surprised. “Hm? Well, seems you found us quite quickly! But you have no say in this.”
The Assistant materialized behind the ginger and clasped a hand over his mouth, keeping him from escaping by holding his torso with its other arm. Hokuto nearly lunged at the masked individual if it weren’t for an invisible wall blocking his path. “GET YOUR HANDS OFF HIM!”
“Relax. Your friends will be here and not enduring any universes until you lot get back. Can’t guarantee that my pets or Assistant won’t pay them a visit from time to time, however.”
“Oh? And what are you doing?” HiMERU spat.
“Why…I will be joining your lot’s punishment rounds. I will personally be there to throw obstacles and interfere when I see fit. Affecting when and where supplies will appear, the enemies you’ll face, and so much more…The group of four just needs to make it through the end of a single, smaller narrative, while the group of two just needs to finish the narrative of theirs.”
“…So you’re leaving ES unguarded?” HiMERU echoed out. If no one else had caught on out there, he would damn well try to hint at the opportunities.
“No. I’ve thrown far more of my pets around to keep them in line and report back to me if anything goes amiss. I have my bases covered. I suggest you lot make sure to check yours at every opportunity.”
“…Can you answer one question?” Hokuto glared at the Assistant.
“Me? Or my Assistant you seem to be unable to remove your eyes from?”
“You, entity.”
“Speak.”
“You say you’re borrowing some of the creatures. Who are you borrowing them from?”
“…An acquaintance in this realm. Just to forewarn you, kill any more of my borrowed pets, and you’ll gain her ire. She’s quite fond of them.”
With that, the group fell through the liminal space and blacked out.
~*~
Hiyori sat on the floor in one of the bathroom stalls at ES. Ibara had spoken the all clear and chatter resumed on the radio as everyone organized themselves into their positions. He numbly stared at the floor.
Lady…you better not be lying to me.
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
And now we are going to get into the Mythology portion! Finally! I've been dying to begin writing these parts!
Hope you all enjoyed~
Chapter 15: Blood and Steel (Hidden Gods Arc: Part 1)
Notes:
Welcome back!
Time for some lore! What answers will you get? What questions will remain? Or what new ones will crop up?Also NEW OPENING for the new arc! The lyrics to the song fit the overall theme of this arc, I strongly encourage you to take a look at them!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Hana no Saku Basho (Where the Flowers Bloom) by Asami Imai
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mINvfJqZBzE
Rinne blinked and he found himself and his crew inside a boarded-up room in what appeared to be a basement, judging by the cellar entrance across from him. His clothes had changed to that of simple jeans, a grey graphic t-shirt, beaten-up sneakers, and an olive-green jacket. He had an AR-15 strapped to his back and several knives strapped to his boots and hips, which caused him great panic at all of a sudden having weapons after having to be defenseless in a haunted school. At least in this universe, he knew he could fight back, but that also terrified him as it meant whatever dangers were present were serious enough to warrant such weapons.
He spotted HiMERU sitting on a chair in one corner, wearing simple jeans, a white t-shirt, black leather boots, and a thick, black leather jacket. Honestly, it looked like something HiMERU would wear in their world. The blue-nette darted his eyes around the room before resting on his unit leader, a look of mild irritation setting in.
The two youngest looked like they had another school uniform, although it was far simpler in terms of style and looks, merely spouting white collared shirts, black pants, and simple sneakers. The main difference is that Kohaku had a red leather jacket while Mao had a simple, zip-up hoodie in a magenta color.
The other three also had weapons, from guns to objects. HiMERU carried a pump shotgun and a crowbar, Kohaku had a pistol strapped to each side, what looked like a tiny metal pipe with a fuse strapped in his belt, and a baseball bat over his shoulder, while Mao had some sort of submachine gun and a simple hunting knife.
“Well…this is certainly a change in pace.” He said bluntly, not entirely sure what else to say in this situation. He eyed how his unit-mates seemed eerily calm about having such weapons compared to Mao who was starting to freak out.
“W-Why do we have these?” Mao shook.
“Isara-han,” Kohaku approached and gently rested a hand on his shoulder, “It’s okay. Just breathe.”
“How is any of this okay!? What kind of universe are we in that warrants all this?”
“Well, if you would let me catch you all up on that, you would know.”
Rinne sneered at the voice, “Barely here 30 seconds, and yer already are yacking away.”
“Well, if this universe had a better introduction that told you what this was about, I wouldn’t be saying much. Regardless, welcome to Fairfield, USA.”
HiMERU raised an eyebrow from his hunched position. “The United States?”
“What? Thought all these universes would keep you in Japan? How closed-minded. As of now, two weeks have passed in this universe since the first case of Green Flu that has started to sweep across the nation. It is a virus of unknown origin that makes those who become infected have grey skin, eyes glow, lose hair, and are quite aggressive to any non-infected!”
Rinne rolled his eyes. “Great. So a zombie universe?”
“Quite right. The catch? It seems you lot are immune to the virus.”
“Oh?” HiMERU sat up straight, “Quite convenient for us, what’s the real catch?”
“Indeed…well, you’re immune, not immortal. Remember that. The goal? Escape, survive, by any means. Just keep following the story to the end. I’d highly recommend reading the graffiti around the place. They may give you more answers…or questions, heh.”
“What are ya supposed ta be doin’, then? Ya said ya would be interferin’…” Kohaku nearly growled.
“Hehe, these infected are fast. Sometimes quite intuitive, with a little guidance. Even when you think you are all safe or there aren’t any more infected, I can always throw more at you, even affecting when and where supplies and ammunition will appear. What types of infected will appear…”
“…Whaddaya mean by ‘types’?” Rinne narrowed his eyes.
“You’ll find out. Just remember, I’ll always be watching. Though, waiting for you lot to finish up and prepare in safe rooms would be quite boring. Maybe I’ll use that time to check in on your other friends on their punishment. I’ll speak again once we get to the true start of this universe. Good luck.”
“Son of a bitch!” Rinne kicked the wall before grasping his foot in pain, “Urg! Bad idea!”
“Great…great…just fuckin’ great…” Kohaku grumbled to himself as he began to slowly pace.
“Just when I thought we would have something other than a world filled with blood and gore…” Mao nearly whispered.
HiMERU stood abruptly. “We need a game plan. Oukawa, Isara, we need to learn what we can about this universe. Start with looking at the graffiti in this room. Amagi, help HiMERU with that radio over there. There has to be some sort of government evacuation or something going on.”
Rinne only finally noticed the absolute mass of graffiti everywhere and truly began to look around the room. At least someone was keeping their cool. He couldn’t help his thoughts stray more to Niki.
~*~
Niki felt himself fall through the floor before waking with a start to the banging on a door. The room looked like it was excessively dirty and deteriorating as if the building hadn’t been maintained in several, several years, if at all. The windows were boarded up and only faint slivers of light managed their way into the room. The place looked like it used to have electricity and running water at some point but not anymore. Even his clothes were filthy and he could feel a distinct layer of grime on him.
Ugh, this is disgusting. Where did I end up?
Welcome back, Shiina Niki.
…Alright, where did I end up, what’s the premise or any information I need, when do we wrap this up, and how are you going to be a royal pain in my ass the whole way through?
Straight to the point, I see! Quite a refreshing change of pace from your friends, especially that Amagi Rinne. Always cursing me out and accusing me!
…If you’re aiming to rile me up, you’ve earned my true anger long ago.
Oh? Your boyfriend seemed quite upset that I whisked you away, yet you aren’t showing a single ounce? Guess you are quite cold.
I know he will be more than capable, especially with HiMERU-kun helping keep up with the other two, and even they are more than capable considering the last universe. You trying to harass and goad people is what I’ve come to expect, so I’m choosing to not waste my time or energy on you. You may want to punish me, but I’m not going to make it entertaining for you.
…We shall see. Welcome to Boston. Post-apocalyptic Boston, to be precise.
…Boston…the United States?
How many Bostons do you know? Is there a Little Boston somewhere in Tokyo? Of course, it’s that Boston!
Well, duh.
…Well played, Shiina Niki, well played.
Alright, how did Boston and presumably the rest of the United States go to shit?
Quite perceptive.
That’s what you get for underestimating me back at the beginning of all this.
…Regardless. Technically, it was the whole world that went to hell in a handbasket. A mutation of a Cordyceps fungus caused it to infect humans and turn them into…well pseudo-zombie creatures. It’s quite the nasty infection where you’re still somewhat aware of your infection and what you are doing to a certain extent, but the fungus is in control, turning you aggressive before you eventually die and begin to produce spores that aim to infect others, if you hadn’t already bitten them. The world began collapsing on itself shortly after the first infection began in the year 2013 in this timeline, with the original US government now long gone and FEDRA has taken over. Right now, you are 20 years after the initial outbreak, and you initially survived the start of the outbreak in the United States back in Texas.
Why the large jump?
Eh, who knows? Goes to show that humanity in this universe had a hard time combating this disease. There is no cure and you turn within 2 days after contracting the fungus in small doses. Rations are low inside the walled cities. And you, my dear Shiina Niki, are a smuggler in this universe. You were able to kill in the last universe, regardless of knowing who you were actually killing, let’s see if you can do it again. In this dog-eat-dog world, the infected aren’t the only dangers here.
Where’s Hidaka-san?
You’ll meet him soon. Once you do, work together and make it to the end of the story in Salt Lake City. The way I’ll mess with you both is in the amount of enemies you shall face and the scarcity of supplies and crafting materials. You’ll find each very, very difficult to come across. Let’s see if you can remain the same Shiina Niki as before this universe. Good luck.
~*~
Hiyori hid around the corner from a wandering big-cat-like shadow creature. It had long, protruding canines and a bobbed tail, the eyes still glowing an unholy yellow with no pupils. It seemed to be reminiscent of those Saber-Toothed Tigers from the Ice Age. It looked to be approximately a meter, or 3 feet, tall and just shy of 2 meters, or 6 feet, in length. However, it had these spikes running from the back of its head and along its back, similar to that of a porcupine.
Odd. This is only the second one of these shadows to look like some extinct creature. Every other one seems to at least be some semblance of a current animal. Then again…some of them look like they are actually hybrids…chimeras maybe?
Hiyori kept his radio at a much lower-than-normal level, just barely making out the callouts of the others. Wataru was in a position near where Makoto first entered the vents to keep that area clear for his return. Kanata was by the STAR PRO offices keeping an eye on two Doberman-Shadows that were pacing around together. Souma, with his trusty katana, patrolled the floor just above the basement after returning from escorting Makoto to ES’s main building from the dorms. Now, he was mostly to be on standby if Mitsuru was having issues with the Raptor-Shadow by Tsumugi’s workshop. Kaoru and Arashi were near the library as they slowly kept hiding and moving around to avoid detection by the Tiger-Shadow until it was time.
Kaoru and Arashi…
At least Ibara-kun still has access to the cameras around the place. The entity didn’t say we couldn’t use them.
He was nearby, but not as close as he wished he could have been thanks to this Saber-Shadow that he will call. He was half tempted to just call it a Saber-Chimera due to the spikes, but until they got more information on what exactly these creatures were or how the entity could summon them, he would just stick with what everyone else was doing.
Hiyori heard Ibara talking to Makoto through the radio. “Yuuki-san, are you in position?”
“As close as I can be. I’m at least on the basement level, but that Raptor seems to have really good hearing. I don’t think I can get closer without altering it.”
“That’s why we have Mr. Tenma and Mr. Kanzaki on standby. They’ll keep it distracted while you sneak into the workshop.”
Hiyori wasn’t much of a believer or one to have faith in a divine being, but, even so, he sent a small, thankful prayer to whatever god was willing to listen for getting Makoto through ES relatively unscathed. The kid already had to sneak into ES and go through the vents on each floor to reach the stairs to the next level. There were already too many close calls with nearly setting off the shadow creatures before they were ready. And then hearing about Subaru and Hokuto…he could only imagine what Makoto is feeling at the moment.
Wataru-kun and Kanata-kun are still quite a ways away. Once I get into the library and gain the thing’s attention, I’ll have to hold it off a while for them to get to me.
He chanced asking a quick, quiet question to Ibara as he saw the Saber-Shadow begin rifling through a garbage can. “Ibara-kun, did you notify Wataru-kun and Kanata-kun?”
“Yes. They know. Are you sure about this? You didn’t explain as to why you need them there. Numbers won’t mean anything when up against something akin to a tiger.”
“Yes, I’m sure. It’s a long story, but I promise to explain when I get back.”
“Please, be careful. Jun’s worrying about you. If it weren’t for the consequences for more than one of us leaving a room, he probably would have chased after you by now.”
“I will.” Hiyori remained silent after that.
Jun-kun…please forgive me.
He mentally mapped out the area as he heard Ibara begin the countdown. Breathe in. Breathe out. He touched the sun pendant around his white turtle neck, a gift from Jun on the spur of a moment several months ago. Breathe in. Breathe out.
“Show time.”
Now!
Hiyori confidently stepped out from his hiding spot and stared the creature down. “Come here, kitty, kitty!”
The creature growled demonically as it caught sight of him, its unholy yellow eyes gazing over him like a choice cut of meat in appraisal. Hiyori dashed back down the hall as it began to roar, the creature giving chase shortly after. He sprinted down the halls before nearly crashing into a few editors.
“Sorry! In a rush!” Hiyori called out over his shoulder. Just as Tsumugi had told them, it seemed no one else but the idols could see or feel the creatures as the Saber-Shadow barreled through the cluster of editors harmlessly.
As if people weren’t already going to think we are all mad if we told them what is going on, this certainly will make us look questionable.
Hiyori rounded a corner and ended up in the practice room wing, just a floor below the library. He kept running, his lungs burning and legs begging him to stop, but the adrenaline his brain was pumping seemingly by the gallons spurred him on. He chanced a look behind him to see the creature starting to slow as if it was losing interest.
That’s bad weather! I need to keep it distracted!
Taking a risk, he dashed into an open practice room and over the orange cones that indicated it was closed for maintenance. The sharp turn caused the creature to slip on the floor as it scrambled on the smooth tile to continue the chase before struggling to get through the doorway due to its sheer size and bulk. Hiyori dashed to the far wall, spotting a tool that might aid him.
A hand-held power drill. Battery operated, too.
Picking it up, he realized a bit late that it was heavier than it looked. He swung it up and stumbled backward, spilling a toolbox filled with metal screws and bits. The noise of the metal pieces scattering created a loud, high-pitched, metallic ringing, almost like the shaking of a bell or several of them at once.
He stared in wonder as the Saber-Shadow reared back from the door and attempted to cover its ears, yowling in great pain. When the ringing stopped, he could practically feel the absolute hatred radiating from the creature as it gained a new ferocity.
The creature burst into the room and closed in on him. Before a massive, shadowy black paw and claws could crush his head, Hiyori held up the drill and pulled the trigger. The drill activated and pierced the paw, a sickly, dark yellow-green liquid coming from the wound and splattering onto Hiyori’s sweater, no doubt the creature’s blood. The Saber pulled back in an agonizing roar, giving the idol his chance to run back out of the practice room with the drill in hand. He had no doubt it would come in handy for the tiger.
It seemed an injured paw didn’t slow it down nearly that much, or it was just unusually fast to start with. That, or Hiyori was actually a slow runner. Well, there would be time to improve on that during this whole mess, he supposed. Probably won’t be the last creature he would be running from. Chancing another look, he could see the fierce determination in the creature’s pupilless eyes, as if its sole mission in life was to hunt him down.
The brief distraction had bought Hiyori a touch more breathing room as he continued running down the practice room hall. A janitor gave him a perplexed look as Hiyori leaped over the floor he freshly mopped. Hiyori inwardly beamed at seeing the creature slip on the wet surface, giving himself a slightly farther lead.
He could hear on the radio updates from others as they dealt with their own demons, quite literally now that Hiyori thinks about it. These creatures are probably not that far off from being outright demons if this entity is a god or deity at all. Ibara was giving shoutouts from his post as he and Jun looked over the cameras to watch over them.
“Your Highness! Turn right up ahead and go through the stairwell that’s under maintenance! And why do you have a power drill!?”
Right, there were no cameras in the practice rooms. Well, not unless Ibara had a reason to bug them ahead of time, which he didn’t at the moment. He didn’t bother to answer as he dashed right and took another turn to start running up the stairs to the next floor. He stumbled some as he rounded the corner too tight and stepped on some rounded metal pipes that were meant to replace the loose handrails.
Almost there!
He was just about to round the last set of stairs when he felt his heart drop. The Saber-Shadow lunged into the stairwell and jumped off the wall to land in front of him at the top. With his current momentum, Hiyori desperately tried to stop and turn around. The cat swiped at his feet and knocked them out from under him, causing him to tumble down the concrete steps and roll hard into the wall behind him, landing on top of the various metal pipes. The drill clattered away out of reach.
His head was pounding from smacking into the railing and the steps. His shoulders and back were nearly screaming in pain from taking such a hard fall. His hands and feet kept slipping as they attempted to find purchase on the ground amongst the pipes.
Violet eyes chanced to look up, freezing in place seeing the creature staring him down at the top of the stairs as a low grumble came from its throat. Its mouth began to hang open, a grey-blue tongue swiping at the strands of saliva practically falling from its jaws. The yellow-green blood dripped down the steps from its injured paw.
Disgusting!
He chanced one more look at the pipes he was on and spotted one of them was rusted, possibly from the old railing. Most importantly, one end was jagged and sharp. Hiyori took one more look at the creature as it made ready to pounce. His hand gripped the pipe in a vice.
The creature leaped with a roar at him. He sat up and presented the pipe, sharp end towards the creature. He squeezed his eyes shut and braced for impact.
There was a sickening sound of something being pierced and a gurgling noise before the weight of the pipe grew too much for Hiyori to handle and fell to the side. He opened his eyes at the unusual quietness. The pipe had pierced the creature's head through its open jaws, having killed it instantly. The creature began to disintegrate into dark, steam-like tendrils before vanishing completely. Even the blood on the concrete and his sweater evaporated from existence.
Hiyori panted heavily as he could feel cold sweat form on his skin. His hands were shaky, legs uncooperative as he tried to stand. He could vaguely hear Ibara on the radio.
“Your Highness! Where are you? Are you okay!?”
Opting to rest instead of struggling to stand, he pulled out the radio from his hip pocket and talked while still sitting on the floor. “I’m here…”
“Your Highness! Thank whatever force out there that you’re alive! When you didn’t leave the stairway I – Jun-“
“I’m fine…little shaky…but fine.”
“That creature is in there with you, right!?”
“Was. It’s dead now.”
“Dead?! How?”
“Thought I outran it…but it used the wall to jump…around me…cut me off at the top of the top of the stairs…took my legs out from under me and…sent me falling down the steps…I…took one of the old railing pipes and defended myself…went right through its head.”
“Holy…Are you okay? Are you injured?”
“Sore,” Hiyori grimaced as his head began to pound and his left side was smartening but otherwise uninjured, “but unharmed…I don’t think that these creatures are nearly as untouchable as that thing is trying to make them out to be. Hard to kill, sure. Dangerous, too. But not impossible.”
“That…That’s actually good to know. Was there anything else you noticed about it when you were fighting?”
“Disgusting blood. It was this dark yellow-green color. Didn’t seem to be acidic or anything. That thing was still incredibly fast after I hurt its paw, though.” Hiyori stood cautiously, using the wall as support, before going over to retrieve the power drill. It was dented, but it still seemed to function, though it was occasionally refusing to spin the metal bit.
Bad weather…but it’s still better than nothing. Saved my life in a pinch, but I doubt that will keep the tiger at bay…But the way this saber reacted to the screws clattering was odd…do these things not like the sound of metal? Or…was it the ringing noise? I’ll have to see if the tiger reacts the same way to be sure.
“So even after a major injury like that, it was still able to wall-jump and keep up with you? These things are ridiculous…”
“Ridiculous, but not immortal. I’m…going to keep going. How are the others?”
“…You didn’t hear?”
“Kind of had a big cat trying to kill me for the past…” Hiyori checked his phone to look at the time, “…20 minutes. Didn’t exactly have time to stop and catch up.”
“Well, so far, Mr. Shinkai trapped one of those dog creatures in a meeting room and currently keeping the other occupied. Mr. Hibiki is still on guard by the rendezvous point. Mr. Tenma and Mr. Kanzaki have successfully brought the Raptor-Shadow away from the workshop and the package has been secured. Yuuki-san is on the return as we speak.”
“What about Arashi-chan and Kaoru-kun?”
He hated the silence on the radio.
“…I don’t know. They’ve been radio silent since we started. The cameras seem to be down by the library, too…”
“…I have to hurry.” Hiyori refused to answer the radio after that, trying to get up the stairs as quickly as his aching body would allow. He stopped to pick up the pipe that saved his life, finding it was just small enough to make carrying it manageable.
~*~
Nearly 20 minutes later, the group reconvened around the little table and chairs by the radio.
“Anything on the radio?” Mao tapped the table with his fingers in a scattered pattern.
HiMERU sighed as he leaned back in his chair. “Nothing. Mostly static.”
Rinne leaned over the table, refusing to take a seat. “Can’t believe it singled out Niki and Kita-san like that…and that mother fucking Assistant is gonna be fucking toying with the others…”
HiMERU took a steadying breath, tone even. “Amagi, we all feel the same way. The sooner we finish this, the quicker we can get back to them.”
“…How the fuck are ya this damn calm?” Rinne whispered accusingly, “After all the shit everyone, and I mean everyone, has gone through so far…Hell, even ya were quite pissed when ya found out your boyfriends got offed because that fucker and his masked pet intervened, but now you're just taking this all in stride?”
“They are not HiMERU’s ‘boyfriends’.”
“Well, ya certainly have been quite upset with their deaths and panicky when ya found out Tatsumi-chan was injured! Hell, from what I’ve seen, ya’ve been especially protective of Kohaku-chan since he got the real short end of the damn stick last time! How are ya not angry?” Rinne glared.
“He is angry, but right now, we need to focus our energy on surviving and wrapping this punishment up before anything extensive can happen to the others while we are gone!”
“…He’s got a point, Rinne-han…” Kohaku was oddly quiet, “…We should channel tha’ anger inta gettin’ us outta here.”
Rinne hung his head limply for a long, long moment. HiMERU leaned forward and spoke in a low tone so only he could hear. “Amagi…‘I’ can tell you’re reaching your limit. First your brother and now Shiina, ‘I’ do understand, even if you think ‘I’ don’t…But Shiina is far stronger than he looks. He kept Isara alive by himself most of the time in the last universe, and Hidaka even overcame the Darkening and survived. They will keep each other safe, that ‘I’ am sure of. Alkaloid and Akehoshi also are far more capable than we give them credit for. As long as we keep fighting, they will keep fighting…But you have to pull yourself together. We still have these two to worry about…If need be, rely on ‘me’ to help, but you can’t lose it. Not now.”
Rinne didn’t want to admit it, but HiMERU was right. He couldn’t mope and stew like a petulant teenager, despite barely being older than one himself. Raging wasn’t going to help them, any of them. They had to keep a level head, every single one of them, especially now that there might be hundreds, thousands of essentially undead wanting to tear them apart. He had to keep going.
“…Sorry.” Rinne could barely muster a whisper. HiMERU laid a hand on his shoulder, gripping it firmly in answer.
“…Don’t be, Amagi…” HiMERU sighed heavily, “We’ve all been through and seen far more than we should ever have had to, and we have only just finished one universe.”
“Talk about a real test of perseverance…” Mao rubbed at his temple, not focusing on anything in particular.
Silence gave way as the four recollected themselves. In this world, they only had each other. There won’t be any ghosts of their friends to come to their rescue. Possibly no helpful survivors, if any at all, and hordes of the undead. They had to work together.
“…Is it bad timing to say that I’m scared of sharp objects?” Mao asked aloud, gesturing to the hunting knife at his side.
Rinne paused before a breathy cackle left him. “Not meaning to sound patronizing, but damn, I don’t think this fucker is going to pick a universe where that won’t be a problem.”
Mao laughed along, though his hand reached to rub the back of his neck, “True, but maybe I should stick with a more blunter weapon? Seems like freezing up and panicking will be a death sentence out there.”
“Wanna swap?” Kohaku took out his baseball bat and held it out.
“While you two are swapping gear, found anything particularly useful within that graffiti?” HiMERU, despite his stern tone, held an amused smirk.
Kohaku readjusted the knife holder to rest in front of one of his pistols. “Seems previous survivors can’t agree on whether this virus is airborne or transmitted by bites. Fuckin’ weird knowin’ English in this universe when I’m not tha’ great at it back at home.”
“That…is disconcerting.” HiMERU tapped his fingers.
“Well, we’re immune. I don’t think that matters to us.” Rinne gestured to the four of them.
“Unless we come across other people…” Mao paused as he readjusted the baseball bat, “Maybe other survivors might avoid us or become hostile. The entity didn’t say our immunity is common knowledge.”
HiMERU hummed in agreement. “It might be best to avoid other humans…but then what do we do about escaping? There’s no way the government would let a whole city fall, especially not the United States government.”
“Eh, I don’t know ‘bout that,” Rinne tilted his hand up and down, “That might be a 50-50 case. Either the US would do as you think or would be covering this shit up ‘cause it had something to do with it, least by Hollywood’s standards.”
“Noticed tha’ in ta’ graffiti, too. Lots o’ evac locations crossed out an’ conspiracies ‘bout this virus comin’ from ta’ government.” Kohaku gestured to several of the markings around the room.
“See? What I tell ya?”
“Point proven, Amagi. Anything else?”
“Seems the incubation period varies from person to person if I’m reading this one right.” Mao pointed to a small list of scribbled-out timeframes.
Rinne approached the markings and muttered them aloud, “4 days…3 days…2 ½ hours…5 minutes. Damn, that’s a lot of variability.”
“Could be this virus is both airborne and a blood pathogen,” HiMERU crossed his arms as he leaned back in his seat, “It would explain the wide range of the incubation period and how it seems this apocalypse has already brought this city to its knees in 2 weeks.”
“Uh, HiMERU-han, I think tis more than just this city. Some survivors have crossed out names tha’ appear ta be other place names.” Kohaku gestured to a scrawling list of towns and cities, all crossed out with varying extra words like “overrun”, “abandoned”, and “no go” next to them.
Rinne whistled, “Shit, this is one fast-spreading little bug.”
“I think some survivors were suggesting it came from…P…” Mao trailed off as he squinted at the word.
HiMERU walked over to inspect it, completely unhindered as he read. “Pennsylvania. It’s one of the states in the US.”
“You can read English?” Mao seemed quite impressed, “I was getting a minor headache from reading this because I know I can’t read English all that well, so maybe that was simply info this universe required of us to know.”
“Yeah, when did ya learn that, Merumeru?” Rinne smirked, “Hiding more talents? Kyahaha! Or are ya just getting lucky for once with not getting headaches?”
“…HiMERU is just a good student. English is used quite often and being proficient in it allows for more jobs and opportunities as an idol. He did have to get a tutor to help on occasion outside of school, but he believed it was necessary.”
“Okay,” Kohaku butted in, “Before we get further off track, if it started in Pennseervania-”
“Pennsylvania.” HiMERU corrected.
Kohaku lightly punched the older teen’s shoulder. “Quit correctin’ me! I’m not good at English! Anyways, where is this Fairfield place ta’ entity says we’re in?”
“Oh! Here we go!” Everyone turned to Mao’s sudden sound of surprise, seeing he opened a drawer from a desk nearby that had a detailed map of the city as well as one of the country, “This should answer that!”
Unfolding the city map revealed they were still somewhere in Pennsylvania. HiMERU took out a nearby red pen and started tapping out places on the city map and the larger country one. “Seems we are still in the same state as Ground Zero.”
“Could be this city was Ground Zero,” Rinne muttered.
“Could very well be. Judging by the country map, it seems this infection has spread to various other cities outside of this state and has worked its way down the East Coast, with New Orleans being the farthest west it has gotten potentially so far.” HiMERU recircled New Orleans on the map.
“I’d imagine this map has to be relatively recent since the entity did say we are starting 2 weeks after the initial outbreak,” Mao noted.
Rinne hissed as he scratched the back of his head. “Goddamn! This is one fast-spreading virus. Taking just two weeks to take down most of the East Coast?”
“Agreed, that is incredibly fast and destructive.”
“I mean, I know the US is big, but wouldn’t that mean people are more spread out? How could it have spread over such a large area that quickly?” Mao looked at the map in confusion.
“The East Coast of the United States is almost a whole cluster of city after city with large populations in each,” HiMERU tapped out various points along the East Coast of the US, “Pathogens can easily spread when populations are in tight clusters, and this one is exceptionally easy to spread not just by air, but also making their hosts actively hostile to non-infected. It would not surprise HiMERU that large chunks could be completely lost with how quickly this is spreading compared to how quickly the US government could mobilize any countermeasures.”
“Ya seem awfully knowledgeable ‘bout this kind o’ thing.” Kohaku kept a level, neutral gaze on the blue-nette.
“…It’s mostly speculation with basic knowledge. HiMERU has never been to the United States before, but he knows a little about the nation and is using what he is seeing so far to conjecture.”
“So,” Rinne pointed past New Orleans, “Do we head west? My bet is to head south over to here.”
Rinne took the pen from HiMERU and circled a few islands south of Florida. “I’m betting these fuckers can’t swim, or at least are enough like rabies to fear water.”
“We haven’t even seen any of these infected to know that for sure.” Mao sighed in exasperation.
“Considering the farthest west this shitty virus has gone stops at a river,” Rinne pointed to the Mississippi River, “Maybe these infected are unable to swim or refuse to touch water.”
“Looks like there are several safe zones all over ta’ city,” Kohaku pointed to the city map and pointed out the key that showed little red boxes, “If they’re anythin’ like this one, there’s probably supplies an’ more graffiti ta tell us more.”
“Closest one looks to be across the street.” HiMERU circled the closest safe zone.
The three looked at him with blank expressions. The blue-nette darted his eyes to each one. “What?”
“Man, I wish I was like ya and didn’t get a fucking headache with each bit of helpful knowledge. How the hell do we even know where we are?” Rinne cackled lightly as he playfully shoved the other, much to his chagrin.
“I remember you were saying it was a long story when I called you in the last universe,” Mao stated plainly.
HiMERU raised his hand before dropping it back to the table in defeat. “We’re not even sure why he is not receiving these headaches everyone else seems to get. Even Tatsumi wasn’t getting them either.”
“Yeah, Mayoi-chan and I thought it was super weird, too.” Rinne shrugged, “Haven’t been able to have a solid theory as to why, yet.”
“Tha’ is very odd.” Kohaku furrowed his brows.
“Well,” Rinne folded up the country map and pocketed it, “I’d say first goal is to get across the street in one piece. Maybe we’ll find out ‘bout some sorta evacuation is still going. Then the loftier goal would be to leave the city. Otherwise, we’re just sitting here with our thumbs up our asses while Alkaloid and company are getting harassed.”
HiMERU folded up the city map and held it out to Rinne, but the leader shook his head. “Considering the shit storm that is likely out there, maybe one person shouldn’t have all the important shit on them. Just in case one of us…ya know…”
The blue-nette hesitatingly pocketed the map. “…Fair enough…”
Rinne looked to the younger two. “Alright, judging by yer uniforms, ya two are still kids. But this goes for everyone. No separating unless ya have a buddy and always watch each other’s backs. Call out if anything seems amiss or if ya find something useful.”
~*~
“Shit, Narukami-san! Jump!” Kaoru reached a hand out to grab hold of Arashi as she jumped over the gap in between their bookcases. The Tiger-Shadow roared as it attempted to jump up and claw her from the other side. The shelves couldn’t hold its weight as one of them snapped underfoot, causing it to come crashing down to the floor as books pelted it from above.
Kaoru pulled her safely up against the wall, thankful, for once, that these bookshelves were tall, enough that the creature couldn’t easily reach them and wide enough for them to stand atop. Not five seconds after Ibara had given the go signal, this creature had found them and began chasing them in and around the shelves like rats stuck in a maze. They were both missing their jackets, having thrown them over the shadow’s face to gain time to run away at some point. He had the brilliant idea when Arashi distracted the creature to climb the shelves and travel above them, before keeping the creature distracted as she then climbed up on the far side of the library.
It was honestly impressive how many bookcases were still standing in their rows and not broken or fallen over like dominoes with how insistent this creature was at making them its next meal. He barely registered hearing Ibara updating them on each other’s positions and how much longer for Makoto to get to the workshop, on account of trying not to die.
The two teens heaved deep breaths as they nervously eyed the vicious shadow below. It hissed and lowly growled as it kept its eyes on them, occasionally leaping up to try and swat them before falling back down due to the weak shelves.
Kaoru began to panic as he darted his eyes around the room, “Okay, okay, okay! Where to now?”
“Senpai, look out!” Arashi yanked him towards her as the shadow just missed grabbing his leg. He hissed as he felt a claw slash his shin slightly through his jeans.
Don’t panic! Don’t panic!
He heard Ibara mention the “package” was secured and in “transit”. Arashi practically beamed, “Thank goodness, Makoto-chan made it!”
“Okay, so that means we can start planning an escape.” Kaoru looked towards the western end of the room before he spotted a vent above one of the bookshelves near a reference room.
He felt a pit form in his stomach as he remembered that vision of Hiyori. Looking at Arashi, she seemed to know exactly what he was thinking. He sighed, “Not the greatest idea, but it seems we’ll have to use the vents. Doubt the halls will be any safer than in here.”
He looked over to their left and spotted the next bookshelf by the wall was separated by two brick pillars that framed the main entrance. He tsked as he realized their route, “We’ll have to jump along those shelves in the middle to get back to the ones along the wall on the other side. Think you can handle that?”
Arashi had a teasing smile, “Asking the damsel to do physical work? Oh, if she must~.”
She took the lead and began leaping from shelf top to shelf top, making the older teen scramble to catch up. Demonic growls and snarls echoed throughout the room as the shadow would leap up to catch them mid-jump, missing by a hair each time. They were almost to the other side when the growls ceased, causing them to freeze.
Silence. Any other time, silence in a library would be commonplace, almost peaceful.
The two blonds looked at each other before the bookshelf next to them toppled over after a loud roar, knocking into theirs and making them fall with it. Kaoru groaned as he hit the floor hard, shielding his head from the onslaught of books falling above him. When the crashing ceased, he opened his eyes to find that his ankle was pinned under one of the fallen shelves.
“Urgh…Naru…kami-san…are you okay?” He looked around for the other teen.
A low, demonic gurgle echoed as the Tiger-Shadow stalked around the corner, eyeing him from a distance. The older blond froze, his trapped ankle straining at trying to release itself, no doubt needing assistance to do so after a moment. He heard a light groan to his left and saw Arashi slowly start to come to under a pile of books.
The Tiger-Shadow looked between the two of them before stalking over to Arashi. It grabbed her by her black sweater and started to drag her, causing her to panic and lash out at the creature to release her. The UNDEAD member saw the creature attempting to take her to the study nook under the second-floor veranda, which looked like a little cave.
Not on my watch!
Kaoru reached out and grabbed hold of Arashi’s ankle. “Let go of her!”
The shadow creature growled as it pulled harder. The member of Knights tried to dig her nails into the creature’s eyes, but it would shake her side to side violently anytime she got close. He could feel his grip slipping around the ankle, panic and fear coursing through him.
A sharp, metallic clang echoed in the room, causing the creature to let Arashi go and rear back. It roared in pain as it tried to cover its ears with its shadowy paws. It and the two teens turned their heads towards the sound, coming from another idol by the entrance, a pipe lowering from where it struck one of the brick pillars in one hand and a power drill in the other.
“T-Tomoe-senpai!” Arashi called out in surprise.
Hiyori ignored her, staring intently at the shadow. The shadow, itself, stared back with a downright furious glare. The off-green blond muttered coldly, “Ah, so you don’t like that sound.”
He clanged the pipe harshly against the brick pillar again, the sharp echo making the creature screech demonically as it yowled in pain. When the echo ceased, it roared and focused solely on Hiyori. The idol smirked, “Yeah, that’s right. Focus on me.”
“T-Tomoe-kun!” Kaoru called out.
Hiyori yelled, “Focus on getting out of here! I got this!”
The idol darted to the side, the Tiger-Shadow following like it had a vendetta against him and him alone.
~*~
Rinne and company worked their way down a dark alleyway, guns drawn and covering every angle as they moved. There was the smell of rot and decay in the air, as well as burning and a vague smoky smell. The area was cold as the night was in full swing. It was quiet. Too quiet.
“Hold up.” Rinne raised a hand to stop the group, inspecting some of the dead infected on the ground.
Just like the entity said, their skin had turned pale, even ashy in color. Some of their eyes still glowed even after long expiring. Many were torn to shreds by bullets, though whether the bullets were from Rinne’s group before they were placed in the world or from other survivors, he couldn’t tell. There was a viscous green fluid on some of them. The redhead took a piece of garbage on the ground and used it to gather some of the fluid onto it, recoiling and scrunching his nose at seeing it begin to eat away at the balled-up newspaper.
“What is that?” HiMERU whispered, pausing in his scanning of the rooftops above them to stare in disgust at the fluid.
“Don’t know,” Rinne held a hand to his head as he felt a brief pain strike his temple, “Seems memories for this universe are indicating this is not normal. They may be changing.”
“Is this ta’ introduction o’ those ‘types’ ta’ entity was talkin’ about?” Kohaku pondered aloud, taking a moment to scan the rooftops before grimacing at the sizzling sound the fluid was making as it ate away at the vast majority of materials. Seemed it wasn’t quite strong enough to make it through concrete, though some metal seemed to deteriorate upon contact.
“Could very well be.” Rinne discarded the newspaper ball and flicked on his flashlight attached to his AR-15, scanning ahead of them through the thickening fog.
“That’s not good if this virus is causing some individuals to mutate after just 2 weeks of being in the general population.” HiMERU returned to scanning, “Isara? Got any wisdom to potentially share? Maybe if your friend played a game akin to this?”
Mao paused a moment. “…Maybe? Makoto sometimes played zombie shooters…if I remember right, these ‘types’ are probably special infected and each will have different abilities, requiring the survivors to have different tactics to counter them and to throw in challenges on the fly.”
A faint, woman’s cry echoed near them, causing the group to freeze. Amethyst eyes lit up as the pink-haired teen approached a metal door to their right, hearing the crying again. “Someone’s still alive…”
Rinne and HiMERU eyed each other wearily. A hand stopped Kohaku from touching the door handle. Rinne stared at the other sternly, the younger returning the stern gaze.
“Kid, remember. This is an alternate universe. We need to look out for ourselves.” Rinne warned the youngest lowly.
“So ya want ta give ta’ entity a reason ta harass us? Maybe even suggest we are losin’ our humanity?”
“Or mock us for being stupid.”
“I’d rather be berated fer stupidity than get accused o’ lackin’ humanity. Can we at least check?”
Rinne took a steadying breath before turning silently to the next eldest in the group. HiMERU’s lips formed a strained, thin line before giving a curt nod. He wordlessly gestured for Mao to help keep guard.
The redhead sighed before nodding to Kohaku. Carefully, they opened the door. The room was pitch black, causing Kohaku to turn on his flashlight attachment on one of his pistols to aid the bee leader in scanning the room. It seemed to be a storage area for some business, with crates and metal shelves lining the sides.
The woman’s cries were louder.
The two crouched as they began to slowly walk into the room, taking their time to scan. Kohaku quietly asked aloud, “Hello?”
“Ya know, that is probably the stupidest thing to say in this situation.” Rinne hissed. He had a gut feeling to turn off his flashlight so he did.
Kohaku didn’t seem to listen to him as he called out softly again. Rinne had walked further ahead before stopping, dread and a sense of danger starting to take hold. He could practically see the outline of a woman sitting cross-legged on the ground in what looked like her underwear, head hunched as she continued to cry, not responding to Kohaku’s soft questions. Kohaku’s light ever so slightly got closer, revealing her fingers to have massively extended into long, sharp claws.
Rinne darted a hand over to Kohaku’s gun and immediately lowered it, seeing the small bit of light that shined on her was making her begin to hiss and groan and her eyes glow red. A flash of lightning from the approaching storm outside gave them a brief glimpse of her full figure. Matted white hair covered her face to her shoulders, her skin ashy and bloody.
Rinne hissed into Kohaku’s ear quietly, “Lights off!”
Kohaku quickly did so, fear and regret starting to light up in his eyes. “…I did it again…”
Their de facto leader gripped the younger’s hand gently, but firmly, sensing the kid was getting some sort of flashback to the previous universe. “Ya just wanted to help, kid. That’s not a bad thing. Let’s just quietly retreat and move on, okay?”
Out in the alley, HiMERU and Mao guarded each end of the alley. On Mao’s end, coming from the area they had just been, he could hear a series of low groans, hisses, and growls coming from several individuals. The light on his gun quivered. “Hi-HiMERU-senpai!?”
The blue-nette quickly approached the younger’s side, gun drawn. “Oh shit… SHIT!”
The younger took that as his cue to start firing his gun, several bullets coming out from one pull of the trigger. HiMERU also began firing his shotgun at the shadows coming towards them, calling out for the other two, “AMAGI! OUKAWA!”
Mao panicked and ran into their room and shouted, “They're coming! We gotta go!”
His light landed directly on the infected woman causing her to start screeching and stare directly at them. Kohaku’s eyes were alight in fear, “TURN THE LIGHTS OFF!”
It was too late. The infected woman slowly started to stand as it kept its intense gaze on them. The trio scrambled out of the room as she began running at them, arms and claws splayed out as she screeched. Mao slammed the door in her face and braced it with his shoulder, the infected making a dent in the door.
There was a brief pause before her claws and arm smashed a hole through the door and began slashing wildly, causing the teen to begin shooting his gun at the arm in fright. The other three focused on the incoming horde down the alley. The sounds of bullets flying mixed with the sounds of flesh being shot and several hisses, growls, and gurgled roars.
“Will you just die!” Mao finally finished off the woman before joining the rest in their stand against the oncoming horde.
No one noticed a weird, infected individual above them on the fire escape. It made a groaning sound akin to a chain-smoker before shooting out a long, long tongue to wrap around Rinne, causing him to drop his gun. “SHIT! THE FUCK!?”
The infected started pulling Rinne towards him and up off the ground. HiMERU was the first to notice, eyes wide before aiming his shotgun up at the creature. “Hang on!”
The blast killed the infected easily, its body erupting into a smoky haze. Rinne dropped hard to the ground, his wrist screaming in pain.
Damn it! Not the time to get a broken wrist!
HiMERU rushed over to help Rinne up, shouting at the other two to hold the line while he got him and grabbed the abandoned AR-15. The two youngest fired into the fast-moving targets, Mao more often spraying and praying while Kohaku seemed to fire with pinpoint precision. It seemed you didn’t have to destroy the heads of these like in other zombie media. Destroying the bodies enough could suffice just as well.
Just as HiMERU brought Rinne to a standing position, two more infected rushed them from the other side. The blue-nette blasted them to bits with quick work, giving his unit leader a smirk that the redhead returned.
“GUYS!” Kohaku cried out, seeing the horde grow bigger. His gun clicked.
Instead of reloading he reached instinctively for the metal pipe at his waist. One look at the fuse gave him the idea that it had to be a jury-rigged pipe bomb with a beeper. He activated it and sent it flying into the horde, “Fire in ta’ hole!”
The pipe bomb’s beeping made the horde that was running towards them stop and turn around, attracted by the sound. The explosion took them out as the group darted away. Mao stumbled at the shock wave behind him before looking up in brief wonder and relief as he heard the sound of a helicopter flying over.
Forgetting his surroundings, Mao ran after it and shouted, “Hey! We’re down here! We’re not infected!”
“Isara-san! Damn it!” Rinne called out before beginning to run after the kid, followed by the other two.
Mao didn’t notice an infected jumping high above him silently following. The teen ran out into the empty streets, disappointed that the helicopter hadn’t stopped. He turned in fright as he heard a screaming roar before being pounced on and pinned to the road. An infected man with a hoodie began attempting to rip into his abdomen, the teen trying desperately to not get injured and fight it off.
Kohaku came barreling around the corner, having reloaded his gun in the meantime, and ripped the infected off of Mao. He began shooting it repeatedly with his pistols, the infected stumbling backward with each successive bullet until it was up against the trunk of an abandoned car. Mao realized, belatedly, that he had a small revolver in one of his inside jacket pockets. He pulled it out and prayed he had good aim before firing a bullet.
It shot the infected straight through the middle of its forehead, killing it instantly. It fell back against the car heavily, setting off the car’s alarm.
Rinne and HiMERU came running after the two. Rinne stared in exasperation at the loud car before turning around at hearing a lot more growls and yowls. “Ain’t this just peachy…”
Infected came running from all sides by the hundreds seemingly, their shadows looming large on the buildings as they sprinted. Many started climbing a chain-link fence that appeared to have once been a military checkpoint. The four kept their backs to each other as they began firing at the horde.
As if in slow motion, HiMERU turned to part of a horde running down the avenue to spot a car come flying up, a low, deep roar coming from something in the back. “Amagi, we got a situation!”
“No shit, Merumeru!” Rinne only looked over when HiMERU tapped his shoulder rapidly.
The flying car crashed through the oncoming horde and into the fence behind them, taking out many of the infected. The group looked ahead in great shock at seeing an unnaturally, heavily muscled infected come barreling towards them. Its arms and shoulders were massive as if it was a bodybuilder that took far too many steroids, but even then, that couldn’t account for the sheer size of the brute. It ran like an ape, smashing regular infected as it came running at them.
The group began to walk backward as they kept firing straight ahead. Mao looked to Rinne, “Run or shoot!?”
Rinne glanced left and saw an empty alley. “Both! Follow me!”
The group began running and shooting at the horde as they funneled into the alley. The ground shook as the large infected came chasing with the others. Mao looked up and noticed a ladder mostly extended from an above fire escape with access to the roof above. “Get to the roof!”
HiMERU stood back and began firing his shotgun, taking out several in the horde quickly enough to buy the group time. “GO!”
Rinne gave Kohaku a boost to reach the ladder first, turning quickly to return fire and support HiMERU while the other climbed. Once Kohaku got far enough up, Mao ran and jumped to reach the bottom ladder rung, pulling himself up to also climb. His heart was racing and beating so loudly it was a miracle he could hear anything else.
The hulking infected came around the corner and used one of the normal infected to throw at HiMERU, knocking him over and splattering the common infected into the brick wall. The normally stoic idol felt fear freeze his being as he barely had time to look up and see the hulking infected raise its fists above its head, intending to smash him into a bloody pulp on the concrete.
Rinne dashed over and began shooting at the creature, stopping it in its tracks and allowing HiMERU to stand back up and run, grabbing his shotgun that had scattered away before impressively using the other wall to run up briefly to reach a higher portion of the ladder. Rinne dodged as the brute tried to slam him into the wall, the brick caving like a wet paper bag at the force. It growled before ripping a large chunk of concrete up and tossing it at the group on the fire escape, just missing both Mao and HiMERU as the wall and fire escape began to cave.
The redhead turned around and was nearly grabbed in the face by an infected before it was shot. Kohaku’s pistols smoked as he shouted down to his unit-mate, “GO! I’ll hold them off!”
The youngest continued to fire his pistols into the horde to buy Rinne time. Rinne climbed quickly and nimbly, partially thankful that his village was insistent on some of the more physical requirements. The hulk of a giant started climbing after them, the weight of it slowly beginning to tear the fire escape off the building as it reached for the survivors.
HiMERU quickly pulled Rinne onto the rooftop before turning to run towards Kohaku standing on the other side. The brute lunged once more as Kohaku turned to the other, causing him to stumble back and lose his grip on both of his pistols, the weapons falling into the dark alley below. He ran and jumped, reaching out for HiMERU as the brute took the remaining bits of the fire escape down with it.
“HiMERU-HAN!”
The blue-nette grabbed his arm, practically lunging for him as he lay on the ground. Both paused briefly to check to make sure the brute wasn’t going to follow them before HiMERU began pulling the other up, his hidden strength showing once again. Mao ran over to help the older idol pull the youngest up the rest of the way.
The group collapsed on top of the rooftop, breathing heavily as the area grew quiet once more. Mao was the first to speak. “I don’t know how we made it…but we actually made it! I can’t believe it!”
“Let’s not celebrate too quickly, Isara-san,” Rinne grumbled, gingerly holding his aching wrist, “We just crossed the street. We’ll do that once we are outta the city.”
The rooftop once held a survivor safe house, judging by the hastily constructed blue tarp tent and a large “SOS” painted on the ground in white. There was a table with some more ammunition and weapons, among a few other things. The helicopter from before flew over announcing over its speaker that there was still an evacuation site at Mercy Hospital and for any survivors to make their way there for pickup. The streets below were filled by the hundreds with the infected.
Rinne sighed, taking stock of the group. “Let’s rest up for a few, restock, then head out. Seems that hospital is our new destination.”
~*~
Wataru stood silently by the rendezvous point. All was quiet, uneventful even. He periodically heard callouts from the others as they were either chased or updating their current status.
Arashi and Kaoru were far too quiet, as was Hiyori.
He chewed his lower lip and began quietly tapping his foot against the tile floor. He fiddled with a small brooch pinned to his jacket, a pale yellow gem at the center surrounded by a metal ring depicting an owl.
He still remembers how he ended up with this thing and how unsettling it has been since.
He and the rest of Fine had just finished a Live about a week or so ago when he returned to the dressing room to change out of his Fine uniform. He could have sworn he saw a shadowy figure leave the room just before he entered, but he blamed the supposed specter on being tired from the Live and a trick of the light. He hadn’t seen the brooch attached to the jacket until he got back to the dorms and noticed it then. He knew he didn’t own anything like that.
He had taken it off the jacket and was inspecting it when Eichi came knocking on the door to drop off a few things Wataru had forgotten in the dressing room at the venue. When he turned back around, the pin had somehow reattached itself to his jacket. Each time he removed it and turned around, it would somehow reattach to the piece of clothing.
He had no idea how to broach the topic with anyone.
The eccentric man sighed heavily as he leaned against the wall, eyeing the weird piece of jewelry. Considering it attached itself to the main jacket he always wore when the weather turned cold, people just assumed it was his new favorite accessory. After a while, he had come to accept this strange hunk of metal. Well, as accepting as he could, given the strange circumstances, especially as of late.
Then again, wasn’t it almost fitting for strange things to happen at ES? Especially with all the eccentric idols that populate it.
Wataru felt his blood freeze as he overheard on the radio Ibara and Hiyori’s discussion.
He sounds really hurt…
“…I have to hurry.”
Sun-san…
He looked left and right. He was alone.
I can’t leave this place unattended. Yuuki-kun needs to get out here safe and sound…but Sun-san…Viper-san said I and Kanata need to get to him at the library for some reason…Why do I have this bad feeling it has to do with that vision? What if…Sun-san’s survival rests on me and Kanata? But we need to secure that laptop…
He heard a sound that he could only describe as something shining before a mild, but no less piercing headache formed. The yellow gem of the brooch glowed faintly. He heard a voice.
Hibiki Wataru, thou who bears my vessel, heed my voice! Speak thine’s thoughts to me!
“Who the hell are you!? Where are you!?”
Which hell is thou referring to? Does not matter, for thine’s definition and picture of that “hell” is different from the hells that I am aware of. I am the overseer of the land, humanity, and all beings both spiritual and physical! The definition that humans define as the epitome of what makes a great leader! The wise one! The one who shall guarantee thine’s success against the demon who had laid waste to my realm and defies mine and the Creator’s designs! The very same who threatens thou and the others of thine’s world!
“Okay, I know sometimes I can get a little long-winded and beat around the bush when talking, but this is excessive! Speak plainly and directly! I don’t have the time to listen to you for days on end! Who are you and where are you coming from?”
Hmm…I will forgive thine’s rudeness, for we share the same enemy. I am Chikap-Kamuy. Thou are holding the vessel that is temporarily holding me and my powers, sealing me away for the moment. That “brooch” thou calls it. As my realm was being lain to waste by that demon, one of my associates managed to seal away me and several other of my associates into these to save us from imprisonment. It is unfortunate that not all of us were saved, but he managed to save as many as he could.
“The artifacts!”
Yes, the artifacts that the demon wishes to find are the very vessels that hold us. He wishes to capture us all in his naïve quest. That cannot be allowed to happen! The one who saved me and several of the other Kamuy has instructed us to aid thou and thine’s friends, as aiding thou will aid ourselves in rebalancing the scales and provide order once again to our realm! I shall lend you my aid, as thine’s friends in the other worlds and the others in thine’s world have collectively charged enough of this vessel to begin unsealing me…bring forth one of thine’s pigeons, and I’ll bestow upon thou with the first of my abilities.
Wataru blinked several times as he realized the pain in his head had long since ceased. He summoned a pigeon from his coat and let it rest on his hand.
Excellent. Despite it not being a bird of my expertise, it shall suffice until I can directly come to thine’s aid. Send it to where you wish it to go. Whisper the location. It shall know.
“Little one…” Wataru thought for a moment, “Go to the library.”
The pigeon cooed before swiftly taking flight and vanishing from sight.
Now. Focus thine’s mind, thine’s essence, and project it into that pigeon, thou shall see what it sees.
“I have so many questions! What do you mean by ‘charging the vessels’?”
“There is not enough time for such questions! Once I have been fully released, I will answer the best that I can. Focus!”
“…Okay…”
He closed his eyes and began to channel himself. It took several minutes, but Wataru felt a shift. When he opened them he was startled to see that he was running – no flying – down a corridor and into the library just behind someone who had entered. The pigeon rested on one of the lamps overlooking the main sitting area. The library was in complete disarray and the Tiger-Shadow was attempting to drag off Arashi and Kaoru desperately trying to hang on to her as he was pinned by a shelf. Hiyori stood by the front door and clanged the pipe, a look of steel coldness taking over his violet eyes as he took in the scene.
He couldn’t quite make out what was being heard, but he saw Hiyori begin to run around the library after clanging the pipe again, keeping the shadow creature occupied while Arashi scrambled to help unpin Kaoru.
He inhaled sharply as his sight came back to him, focusing on his actual surroundings. It was as if his lungs burned from lacking any oxygen for those brief moments, maybe even minutes.
The more thou uses this power, the more thou will get used to it, and the less the side effects will faze thou. Thou knows what thou needs to do. Take action. Take control! Do not wait for others to tell thou what to do!
With that, the voice ceased and the brooch stopped glowing.
It…wants me to go rogue, essentially? Well, sort of…but what about Yuuki-kun? He should be on his way back now.
A thought pricked his mind. If Makoto was moving out of the basement, then that means Souma and Mitsuru have done their jobs.
Goes against the plan Viper-kun outlined…but if we are to help Sun-san…!
He took hold of his radio. “Samurai-kun, Little Rabbit-kun. Come in. What is your status?”
“Eh!? Hibiki-dono? Tenma and I just escaped the basement. The package is on the way. Everything all right?”
“…I need you both to come to my location and take my place. I need to get to the library.”
“N-Now!?”
“As quick as you can. Kanata, do you copy?”
He could hear panting. “Yes…just lost that ‘shadow’. Time to ‘move out’? For Sun-san?”
“Yes. We need to hurry. I’ll be there as soon as Samurai-kun and Little Rabbit-kun get here.”
“Mr. Hibiki!”
“Viper-kun, this is necessary. Those three haven’t spoken in a while, and you know that.”
Silence answered him as Ibara relented.
Just hold on, Sun-san.
~*~
Niki was no longer truly angry at the entity. He was outright furious.
It thought it would be funny to have his partner in the beginning portion be Mayoi, dragging the purple introvert into this hellscape with him. It claimed Mayoi wouldn’t be there for long, which only made the chef even more outraged, knowing that it would mean Mayoi was possibly going to die again.
It was tense between them as they navigated post-apocalyptic Boston, avoiding both nasty characters and the FEDRA military, as they had originally aimed to find some sort of contact that apparently owed them a gun shipment. It took him a long moment to gather himself when the both of them were caught by three of this “Robert” guy’s goons and Mayoi shot one of them in the head with no hesitation. It took even longer for him to comprehend that he had to choke out and shoot living people, long before they ever saw any infected.
At least Mayoi was able to tell him he didn’t blame him for what happened. In a way, Mayoi had said he was relieved that he was stopped, even if it was painful. He still remembered the introvert giving him a kind smile as he joked that if he truly held any resentment towards him he would have let the beam crush him when they were escaping the school.
He still was chuckling at the memory of calling Mayoi out that he would have let the beam also crush his “boyfriend” HiMERU, leaving the introvert to blush like mad and stutter out how they were absolutely not like that. Yeah, sure they weren’t. He betted that they would totally be an item by the time this whole mess was done and over with.
After a whole convoluted mess with now having to get their guns back from the Fireflies, a rebel group, they were now tasked with smuggling a teenager out of the city.
That teenager was Hokuto.
The duo were relieved to finally find each other before the trio were forced to hide from the military as they escaped the city. Then, it was revealed Hokuto was immune. After 20 years of no cure, someone who became immune showed up. The Fireflies supposedly had an operating lab in another city where they hoped using Hokuto could provide a vaccine. As they missed the original rendezvous point to drop off Hokuto, the trio were now making their way to the Capitol Building where another group was supposed to take Hokuto further out. They were only supposed to smuggle him a little way, but Niki immediately understood that it wouldn’t be the case, simply because it was a universe meant for him and Hokuto to travel alone.
It was honestly hard to stop and really take in his surroundings with so much going on. Nature had long since begun its process of reclaiming the land the city stood on. Grass, vines, and trees grew out of the concrete and in and around cars long since rusted away. The city had become a ruin. A lost relic of a now seemingly distant past. It was strangely beautiful, in a sad, haunting, mystical sort of way.
That beauty always became tainted when they would stumble across bodies, some freshly torn apart and others having long since begun attaching to any surface to grow more of that fungus. He still felt clammy remembering seeing Mayoi flinch in pain as he told them about Clickers and Stalkers, recalling an earlier encounter with the infected. He had to kill them, too. A deep-set feeling took root that these were only going to be a drop in the bucket as far as this universe was concerned.
They were still making their way through one of the old high-rise buildings when they heard the rumble and distinct sound of metal creaking, feeling the building shift under their feet. Niki groaned, “Great, feels like the building may fall right on top of us.”
“Please don’t say that…” Hokuto, despite all the spunk and banter he had when encountering the military, sounded greatly uneasy as he glanced around.
The trio had worked their way into what once must have been an office, now completely slanted. The rumbling continued, making one of the office chairs shift from being trapped by a desk to come sliding down, past the group, and clunk into the wall. Niki worked his way up the slant to try and open the door finding it somehow still locked after 20 years.
Niki began banging his shoulder against it, anticipating that it should give relatively easily after being out in the elements for 20 years. When it seemed to only budge slightly, he turned to Mayoi. “Mayo-chan, give me a hand.”
The two mother hens of their respective units proceeded to shove their combined weights against the door a few times before it finally gave way. As it opened, it pushed a metal desk that was behind it off a ledge with a loud bang.
“Shiina-san!” Mayoi attempted to warn the chef.
Just as he turned around, Niki was accosted by one of those Clickers as it attempted to bite him, knocking him to the floor. Its clicking and screeching were loud in his ears as his eyes lit in horror and terror at the sight of the creature. Its face from the nose up had blossomed into a mushroom-looking fungus, its teeth gnashing as it attempted to tear him to bits.
Before he could shout for help, Mayoi kicked the thing off of him. He walked over and pinned it to the ground with a foot, shooting it twice in the head. It finally stilled and the clicking stopped.
Niki breathed heavily as he recovered from the shock. “Thanks…”
“Are you alright, Shiina-senpai?” Hokuto stood back by the doorway partially obscured.
“Yeah…fuck, I hate this universe already…”
~*~
Just after he finished discussing with Wataru, Kanata heard a growl enter the room he was hiding in. Slowly, he inched his way around the desk, making sure to keep out of sight as one of the Doberman-Shadows began sniffing around. The door was right there.
Taking his chance, he bolted and trapped the last of those creatures in there, breathing heavily.
I wish I could “call out” to you, Chiaki. You said you would “save” me if I did…but we can’t “leave” Midori and Shinobu “alone”…I worry about Tetora, too…He’s “stuck” and can’t do “anything”…I know you “wanted” to give him “experience” as the secondary “leader” and take your “place” at that meeting…but what poor “timing”.
He eyed the pin on his jacket. A silver pin in the shape of an orca with a pale blue gem for an eye. He had just finished a refitting of his RYUSETAI uniform with Shu about a week ago when he came back to that pin having been attached to his sweater. He figured it was a surprise gift from one of his friends, but when most of the people he was close to commented on it, he could tell none of them had ever seen it before. It was quite unsettling when he put the sweater through the wash and knew for certain he had taken the pin off before, only to find it reattached as the sweater came out of the dryer.
Why is this “happening” to us? What did we “do” to “deserve” this?
A quiet sound, almost like soft static or ocean waves echoed before a brief sting of pain entered his temple. The blue gem glowed faintly as a happy-go-lucky voice spoke.
Hey-yo!! How ya doin’? Oh, what am I saying? Of course, it’s not great! Tha’ stupid demon really doesn’t know when ta accept his lot in ta’ universe! Ironic how I serve more importance than him, yet I don’t take my duty as a spirit tha’ seriously! But anyway, this isn’t some one-sided conversation! Talk ta me with your thoughts…uh…Shinkai Kanata, right?
“…Uh…who are you, Mr. Spirit?”
*Gasp* I forgot ta say my name! Oh! Just when I thought I was makin’ a good impression, too!
“…Uh, it’s okay…You can ‘start’ again.”
Huh, ya talk a little funny! Ah, not like I talk any better! Ha, ha! I’m Repun-Kamuy! Ta’ god of ta’ sea! But ya can just call me Repun! Special privilege tha’!
“Re…poon?”
Yer close! But tha’s fine! Yer friends an’ ya have felt an’ done enough ta start chargin’ this vessel an’ begin releasin’ me! Tha’ means I can start helpin’! Finally! It’s been quite frustratin’ not bein’ able ta help ya at all so far!
“You…want to help?”
Absolutely! Ya an’ I are like two birds of a feather, tha’ we are! Oh…but ya don’t like bein’ treated like a god, right?
“Well, no…”
Ah, I’m so sorry! I don’t particularly care fer bein’ a Kamuy, either! But we both like ta’ sea and sea critters, right? I think we’ll get along just fine! Haha! I think ya would like Wakka-ush-Kamuy, too! Ah, but she insisted on stayin’ behind. I think she had an inkling tha’ yer friends would end up in our realm regardless of his visions, so she wanted ta stay an’ try ta help them where she could. I hope she didn’t get captured…
“Who ‘is’ she? And the one you ‘mentioned’, his visions…”
Oh, she’s the goddess of fresh water! Real sweetheart, tha’ she is! Well, Fuchi-Kamuy would beg ta differ on tha’, but…well they have history. Anyway, yeah! Ta’ guy who sent those visions ta Alkaloid an’ that all of ya are freakin’ out about, those are his doin’. But he means well! He even saved me an’ a few others by sealin’ us away in these gems tha’ appeared one day! Ta’ stupid demon tha’s causin’ all this trouble has practically eaten away at our home, tha’ place yer all callin’ ta’ liminal space.
“…This…is quite ‘a lot’…”
*Gasp* Right! We gotta run! Tha’ friend of yers needs help, right? Ta’ one in ta’ library? Whatever tha’ place is? I’ll help ya as best as I can!
As quickly as the energetic, youthful voice came, it went, much like the crashing waves of the ocean. Kanata sighed deeply, “Just when I thought I was ‘done’ with the spiritual ‘aspect’ of my life…”
~*~
Subaru sat in a pit, glaring at the high wall that separated him from the rest of his cell. Odd how the rest of the liminal space was practically all polygons and weird-looking, but that Assistant dragged, or maybe teleported him to this place. It honestly felt like a dungeon.
Kind of fitting considering that stupid entity acts like it’s King or something like that.
He still remembers getting unceremoniously tossed into here by the Assistant, both having been escorted by one Humanoid-Shadow and a weird-looking shadow creature he couldn’t quite name. It was a large, two-legged bird with an equally large, sharp beak. Didn’t seem to be capable of flying, but still looked to be a fast runner.
It was rather interesting the brief exchange he saw between the shadows and the Assistant. The Assistant started walking away while the bird-shadow seemed keen on making it a snack before getting smacked by the Humanoid-Shadow, the latter then roughly shoving the Assistant forward.
Odd. Would think that all the shadows would treat that Assistant like another boss or something…seems they don’t all think that way if they can think at all…Why did it seem like even the Assistant was as much a prisoner being escorted around like me? Nah, maybe that was simply its entourage or something and that’s just how they show their weird sense of affection.
He hadn’t seen anyone else upon arriving here. Hadn’t heard anyone familiar, either.
He already tried to climb out, but the wall was too high. He half expected another shadow creature to be in the pit with him like some sort of Colosseum, but there was nothing, no one except for him.
The door to his cell creaked slowly, as if whoever or whatever opened it was trying to keep quiet. Blue eyes widened a fraction as they spotted the masked Assistant appear at the top of the ledge, looking over its shoulder one more time before kneeling and holding a hand out. It kept gesturing for him to be quiet and to come over.
He recalled how frantically Hokuto had warned him about following a masked man. He whispered just loud enough for the Assistant to hear, “…After everything so far, after hurting my friends and making them go to their deaths, you expect me to trust you?”
The Assistant stilled as if contemplating the question. It shook its outstretched arm roughly, more insistently. Subaru wasn’t buying it. “Why are you doing this?”
The masked individual retracted its hand and gripped the edge of the hood harshly as if it was actually attempting to pull at its hair in frustration. The ginger-haired idol could practically see a light bulb turn on behind the mask as the individual summoned through shadows a marker and whiteboard. Subaru had to raise an eyebrow at the weird display and at how something from this realm knew what those things were. Or rather, how it summoned them to begin with. Were they just fabricated? Or did it pull them from somewhere else?
…Wait…can it not speak?
The Assistant shakily wrote on the board before showing it to the idol. Subaru could barely make out the rough kanji and hiragana. It was more like the Assistant barely understood Japanese or had great difficulty writing. He could make out the verb “to help”.
He raised an eyebrow at the figure before the figure pointed to the idol, pointed at the word, then at itself. It raised a finger as if trying to illustrate that there was a condition or a pause. It then pointed back at itself, to the verb on the board, then back at Subaru.
“…You…want me to help you, and then you will help me?”
The Assistant nodded in affirmation.
“…What do you need help with…?”
It erased the previous chicken scratch and paused, tapping the marker on the edge of the board in thought. Shakily, it wrote down something before showing the idol, the words “hex”, something that seemed close to the word “complicated”, and “friends”.
“…So, let me get this straight. The whole situation is complicated and there’s a hex on my friends?”
It seemed to tap the marker in more thought before pointing to the word “hex” and then at itself.
“…You’re hexed?”
It nodded.
“…Is that why you can’t speak?”
It nodded again, pointing to its mouth, eyes, and then, where he assumed, its ears.
“Is it multiple hexes or just one?”
It wrote the number 4.
“…Where’s the fourth?”
It paused before erasing and rewriting, the words “to think” and “memory” written in black ink.
“…Your memory? ...Are you even from this space?”
It shook its head negatively.
Wait…maybe it’s just as much a prisoner here as we are!
“So, if you are hexed, you want me to help you break the hexes. But why? And what does that have to do with my friends? Aren’t you helping the entity?”
It took several moments of intense scribbling before it presented an odd diagram. There was a black shape similar to that of a person with the number 11 next to it. It pointed from its eyes to the black figure, then back to Subaru.
“…Is the hex potentially making you see us as…indistinguishable figures?”
It nodded.
“Okay…”
It then gestured to the second half. An arrow pointed from the black figure to a new figure, equally black and human-like except with two white circles where eyes would be, with the number 2 next to it.
“…You can see the eyes of two of my friends?”
It made an iffy hand motion.
“Sort of…but it’s only two?”
It nodded.
“…Is one of them me?”
It shook its head no.
“You can see the eyes of two of my friends despite the hexes…but you don’t know why? And you want to know?”
A nod.
He narrowed his eyes at it. “Okay, but what is in it for me? How are you going to help me?”
It erased the diagram before rewriting a “2”, the kanji for “voice”, and then a shaky-looking kanji that appears to be close to resembling the one for “location”.
Two…Voice…Location? WAIT!
“You know where the second entity is?!”
A nod.
A nagging voice in his mind was telling him something still wasn’t making sense. “…You didn’t answer my other question. You’re helping that entity harass us. Why are you sneaking around to help now?”
Its shoulders rose and then sagged as if it was heaving a big sigh. It rewrote the kanji for “complicated” in the same, shaky hand.
I don’t think I can trust this fully…but the way those shadows treated it and what it is supposedly saying about having hexes…it can’t tell who we are at all with those…it’s even sneaking around to talk to me…and it knows where the second voice is…
He took the chance and stood up, approaching the high wall and the masked Assistant.
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Let's see if you guys know which universes our friends ended up in~
Chapter 16: Unravel (Hidden Gods Arc: Part 2)
Notes:
Sorry it took so long to update! Had to take over for my boss last week which left me nearly no time to work on homework, much less work on this fic in particular. Also, this chapter was heavy on the lore and plot development, so I wanted to make sure I was satisfied with it and nailed it.
Just to note, a lot of the Kamuy descriptions and research should be taken with a pinch of salt as it was hard to find information on any of them, so there are a lot of creative liberties in their presentations. Also, a lot of sources were giving conflicting information as well as delving into Shintoism due to some of the Kamuy having been adopted into the Shinto faith, or Shintoism turned a lot of them evil due to the historical treatment of the Ainu by the Japanese.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Hana no Saku Basho (Where the Flowers Bloom) by Asami Imai
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mINvfJqZBzE
Hiyori considered himself lucky that he was able to take sharp turns better than the Tiger-Shadow, otherwise, this would have been a very, very quick fight. He kept it towards the farther end of the library, away from his friends and fellow idols as they struggled to move the shelf. He had run around another corner and up the small stairs to the second-floor veranda when he heard Arashi call out.
“Tomoe-senpai! Does that drill work?”
“It has its moments. Why?”
The blond tried pushing up against the bookshelf again with little success. Even if she was stronger than she looked, there was a limit when another, heavy bookshelf laid across the other in a domino fashion. “I think I can free Senpai if I unscrew the shelf!”
Hiyori briefly looked at the drill in hand before shouting for her to catch it, tossing it as best as he could. Honestly, he was impressed that he managed to toss it far enough for her to stumble a catch. “It does work, but you may need to push the trigger a few times!”
A demonic roar behind him forced Hiyori to turn around and quickly smack the pipe he was holding against the metal railing, creating the ringing sound the thing detests so much just to buy himself some time to run again. He kept dodging and weaving through the tables on the veranda, keeping the shadow in sight, before vaulting over the second-floor railing onto the ground below. The tiger had just missed him but did tear the back of his jacket into ribbons, growling at having missed its slippery prey once again.
Hiyori noticed the torn-up jacket. “Tsk, do you have any idea how much this cost?”
The shadow gutturally hissed at him. “Of course you don’t. Probably have no concept of currency.”
“Are you seriously talking to the thing?!” Kaoru was incredulous as he tried to help Arashi get the drill to work. They eventually had to alternate between manually turning the drill and swapping out when it would begin to work again.
“Seems to have some semblance of thought or higher thinking, considering it and the one I did face previously seemed to hold vendettas!” Hiyori ran through another maze of shelves, the tiger following closely behind.
“Wh-What do you mean by the one you faced before!? And what the hell did you do to piss them off!?” Kaoru shouted.
Hiyori dodged a swipe as the tiger’s claws got stuck in the treated wood of a shelf, buying him more time to run. “Let’s just say they hate the sound of ringing metal and don’t take kindly to getting injured!”
“Well, if someone was doing that to me, I would be pretty upset, too,” Arashi muttered through gritted teeth as the shelf began to come loose.
Hiyori ran back to the second-floor veranda, seeing the creature was starting to get even more pissed at having been led around in a loop. As he started running up the stairs, his footing slipped, causing him to fall at the top of the landing. He turned in horror as the tiger was nearly upon him.
“Coo!”
He didn’t expect a pigeon to come flying down and claw at the tiger’s face, providing the needed distraction. Hiyori retrieved the pipe he had been carrying and bolted again. He spotted the pigeon flee back to one of the lamps farther up on the wall. It had a little tag he was familiar with.
Wataru-kun! You must be close if your pigeon is here! I owe you big time!
“Tomoe-senpai! I got him!”
He ran to the railing to check on the duo. Arashi was already helping Kaoru to stand when they began making their way to the vent. She turned to Hiyori, “We’re going the back way out of here! Are you okay?”
“Yeah! Getting a good workout with all this running!”
“Geez, take this seriously, Tomoe-senpai!”
“I am! Just get moving!” Hiyori leaped over the railing again as the tiger missed him again, sounding extremely agitated.
Just a bit more time! Where are you, Wataru-kun, Kanata-kun?
He dodged an incoming pounce and ran underneath the veranda into the little study nooks. He knew it was sometimes a maze under there with a bunch of hidden corners. He had hoped that Jun would have worked up the courage to kiss him in one of those tucked-away areas, thinking he was too shy to do something like that in front of others. Now, he hoped he could lose the tiger in there, which would buy the three of them enough time to escape.
It seemed to be working as he started to creep through the shelves and hide when the sounds of its growling grew too close for comfort. Hiyori knew of two entrances: the one he had just come through, and one out by the staircase to the upper floor. He snuck around, waiting to find an opening to sneak out of the maze. Hiyori saw his chance and bolted.
“Tomoe-san! Look out!”
Kaoru’s warning came too late. The tiger had long since snuck out of the maze through the veranda exit, and leaped down from the second floor, tackling Hiyori to the ground. He quickly managed to turn around in time to block the tiger’s bite with his pipe, hot breath and shining, dagger-like teeth inches away from his face. He felt a sharp sting in his side as a paw swiped at him, but his fight-or-flight instincts were taking over and they relegated that feeling to the back burner.
Hiyori reached blindly to his left as he realized he must have been close to where Arashi and Kaoru were stuck. When he felt the drill, he wasted no time in grabbing it and shoving the drill bit into the tiger’s eye, making it recoil in a pained yowl. He attempted to stand, but the searing pain in his side was limiting his movements.
There was no way he would be able to climb the bookshelves to meet Arashi and Kaoru now. The halls were too dangerous. He realized there was only one option.
He bolted to the reference room and slammed the door behind him. The shadow paced and roared outside of the room, staring fiercely at the door it wouldn’t be able to open.
Hiyori slid against the door, down to the floor, breathing heavily. His side felt warm. Hiyori only looked down because he needed to know the extent of the damage.
Guess I wasn’t able to avoid that…damn it!
He took his jacket off and applied pressure to his bleeding side, thankful that it seemed to not be too deep. Looking around, he realized with resignation that there was no other way out for him. He was trapped and the weapons he had brought with him were still out there in the main library.
~*~
Jun tapped an impatient rhythm on one of the desks as he and Ibara watched over the expedition crew. Ibara pushed his glasses back up his nose. “Seems Mr. Shinkai and Mr. Hibiki are on the move to the library.”
“Hmm.” Jun kept trying the library cameras, despite already knowing they wouldn’t be able to see anything out of them.
Stupid cameras. Goddamn! Out of all the times they had to go down, they had to go down now?
All of the expedition crew paused in their movements as the radio crackled to life with voices they hadn’t heard since the operation began.
“T-Tomoe-senpai! Are you okay!? What happened!?” Arashi’s worried tone was uncharacteristically loud.
Jun snapped to attention.
There was the sound of heavy puffs echoing before Hiyori spoke. “Bastard just nicked me. I’m in the reference room.”
“I’ll come back! Just hang on!” The sound of metal could be heard as Kaoru attempted to turn around in the vents.
“Don’t…I’ll be fine. Wataru-kun and Kanata-kun…are on their way…just focus on getting Makoto-kun out of ES.”
“Tomoe-san!”
“I SAID GO!”
Jun had never heard Hiyori raise his voice like that. A deep dread gripped his heart. His lungs felt like they weren’t getting enough air, forcing him to breathe faster. His hands shook uncontrollably. His head was only filled with thoughts of Hiyori.
“JUN!” Ibara lunged forward to catch the hyperventilating teen.
~*~
Wataru practically sprinted into Kanata as they met on the same floor. “Kanata! C’mon! We’ve got to hurry!”
“Coming!”
The duo sprinted down the halls, each unaware that the other held incredible powers. Powers that would ultimately begin to help unravel the mysteries plaguing ES.
~*~
Subaru slunk behind the Assistant as they made their way through the dungeon-like catacombs, avoiding any and all shadow creatures. It seemed they were going further in and lower, too. Several times they both had to hide behind pillars or in little crevices when patrols would go by or overlap. He saw many shadows that he never would have thought could exist, many greatly disturbing and equally vicious.
At some point, he was shoved behind a tapestry, seeing a particularly shadowy figure begin to approach. Before the Assistant could hide with him, Subaru heard the demon call out, “Ah…It is quite rare to see you this far down, O’ Precious One.”
The voice was as chilling as ice and filled with mockery. “Aren’t you supposed to be escorted? You really should be careful in these parts.”
The Assistant turned to face the demon, simply staring hard at it. It seemed to chuckle, but it sounded like nails on a chalkboard. “Right! You can’t speak! Must be so tiring to be a good little pet!”
So these things genuinely don’t care for the Assistant…but what do they mean by ‘Precious One’? Also, why does this demon-shadow-thing reek so bad!?
“I won’t say I saw you here, this time. After all,” Subaru could just make out from behind the edge of the tapestry the shadow shifting into a stout black dragon with red, pupilless eyes as it laid out a clawed foot to pat the Assistant’s head, “We wouldn’t want his Precious One to get scolded too badly.”
The Assistant yanked its head away from the touch. “Heh, fine. Be that way. Just watch out for Kenas-unarpe’s pets. They may be borrowed by him, but they don’t hold any loyalty to you, even if you are his Precious One.”
The demon moved along and vanished out of sight. There was a long, long moment before the Assistant tapped on the tapestry, signaling Subaru to come out.
The ginger idol waved a hand in front of his nose and made a disgusted face. “Why does that guy smell so bad? Does he not believe in showers?”
It was the first time he had ever seen the Assistant look like it was laughing, if he was judging the shaking of the shoulders and the hand over the mouth slits in the mask correctly. The masked individual brought out the whiteboard again and wrote down “stench” and “normal”.
“Ugh! I don’t recall all of these guys smelling that bad!”
The other shook its head before writing an arrow that pointed down the hall where the demon came from.
“Just that guy? Yeesh!”
The duo was silent as the Assistant began leading them down the halls, keeping out of sight of more shadows. Once they were in another empty hall, Subaru began getting curious. “So…are these hexes on you specifically or is it the getup doing that?”
The Assistant stopped moving and tilted its head at him. Subaru clarified, “Like, are you able to take that off and not have the problem with the hexes?”
Resummoning the whiteboard, the Assistant shook its head before writing “to have to”.
“…You can’t take all this off because you have to wear it? Why?”
It tapped the marker on the edge of the whiteboard several times, clearly trying to formulate an answer. In the end, it wrote “stink”, a plus sign, “shadows”, “protection”, and something akin to “recent”.
The idol mulled the answer over for a few seconds. “Yeah, I kinda got the impression these shadows aren’t doing anything to you because they don’t want the consequences that would come with harming you…but this getup was only recent? Or was it the protection against the other shadows and demons that was recent?”
It wrote the number 1.
“The first one…So you could walk around without this at all until recently?”
It nodded.
“How recent are we talking?”
It wrote “friends” before gesturing to it and Subaru himself.
Okay, that is incredibly suspicious.
“Do…you think it’s wanting to hide your identity? Potentially?”
It tilted its head and wrote “why”.
“I-I don’t know! Maybe we actually know each other?”
It seemed there was a slight sense of humor in the Assistant, as it drew a simple circle with a face and a raised eyebrow. Subaru began chuckling, “Cute, but seriously. I know you’re kind of working for the guy – I get it’s complicated – but aren’t you the least bit curious as to why you needed this whole getup suddenly?”
It focused on the whiteboard for several, tense moments before erasing and rewriting. It wrote “question”, the symbol for the negative participle, and “trust”.
“You seriously trust that guy? After witnessing what it’s capable of?”
It wrote “never” and “to lie” before following up with the negative participle and “to hide”.
“So…you know exactly what it’s capable of because it never hid its true nature from you…and you’re okay with that?”
He could tell the Assistant was getting frustrated as if the intended meaning wasn’t getting across in this version of charades. Subaru sighed, “I guess I’m not exactly getting the right answer. That or you’re having a hard time conveying what you actually want to say…this would be so much easier if we could remove the hex that prevents you from speaking.”
It nodded in agreement.
Subaru decided a change in topic was needed. “So, circling back to the…outfit. Do you have to wear this all the time or is there a space where you’re allowed to take it off?”
It wrote “room” before pointing to itself.
“Your room…? But you could take it off elsewhere? Not like it’s stuck right?”
It shook its head before writing “can”, followed by “choose” and the negative participle.
“…So you choose to not take it off anywhere else. You really trust this guy, whatever the entity is?”
It nodded.
“Don’t take this the wrong way, but is the entity your only friend here? I mean, that other demon called you its pet, but even its actual pets don’t seem to care for you all that much.”
It slowly looked away before nodding once.
Oh…
Isolation. Rough treatment. Loneliness.
Subaru felt a twinge of sympathy. “…You know…as much as it’s difficult for me to trust you after what you did to my friends and with how trusting you are of this thing…I know how you feel.”
“I…” He wasn’t sure why he was sharing, “I was isolated a lot, too. People kept calling me a ‘try hard’ for putting everything I could into becoming an idol. With my father’s reputation before it was cleared…people would always shun me or hurl insults. I still remember my old home would be constantly vandalized after my father’s scandal and imprisonment…people would glare at me, even though I was just a little kid…”
The Assistant was motionless as it listened. It seemed unsure of what to do before slowly raising a hand to gently pat Subaru’s shoulder, albeit very awkwardly, as if it wasn’t used to comforting anyone.
He couldn’t stop a small, fragile smile from forming. “Heh…yeah, sorry. Didn’t mean to spill my guts to you.”
It waved its hands frantically back and forth before writing a simple “okay” and giving him a thumbs up.
Subaru let out a few small laughs. He frantically stopped when he saw the Assistant form fists and place them on its hips as if it was offended. “Ah! Sorry! I’m not laughing at you! Just at the situation! I’m sorry-”
He paused as it fully dawned on him. “…Oh…I don’t know your name…”
The Assistant tilted its head.
“W-Well, it doesn’t feel right to just say ‘hey you’ or call you the Assistant…can you tell me your name? I’ll tell you mine! I’m Akehoshi Subaru!”
The Assistant appeared frozen for several, several moments. The idol tilted his head at it, “Are you okay?”
It nodded quickly before looking away. It seemed to have been startled and was trying to recompose itself.
“Sorry…are you comfortable sharing your name?”
The Assistant hesitated before writing “name” and “curse” before pointing at itself.
“You think your name is a curse?”
It nodded before writing “pain” and “hatred”.
He felt another twang of sympathy for the other. “If you don’t want to share it, is there a nickname you wouldn’t mind if I called you?”
It shrugged before gesturing to him and pointing to a new word, “choose”.
“Y-You want me to choose?” A nod.
He thought for a long moment. “Well…you sneak around a lot, and are very quiet…mysterious, too…how about…Ghost?”
It tilted its head in such a way that it seemed to be considering it before nodding affirmatively.
“Well…okay…I’ll call you Ghost.”
Ghost seemed to be content. It pointed back to him and wrote “write” and “name” before offering the marker. Subaru took the marker and began writing before pointing back to each character as he repeated his name. Ghost attempted to rewrite the name, getting the “ake” portion right before its hand began to shake too much. Subaru could have sworn it was hesitating somewhat due to pain as well as uncoordinated hands. It gave up on the rest before attempting Subaru’s first name, also giving up on trying to write it, even in hiragana, save for the hiragana for “ru”. It seemed to shrink its head into its shoulders slightly.
“It’s okay! You tried!” He paused, pondering briefly to himself about what he was about to say, “…Normally, I don’t like when people call me by a nickname…but I’ll make an exception for you. You can call me Ake-Ru if you like, especially if it will make this charade thing easier.”
It rewrote the two characters for “ake” and “ru” again before tilting its head at him. “Yeah, I’m sure.”
“Also…I know I shouldn’t assume. But…are you a boy or girl?”
He could practically feel how scandalous it made Ghost feel before writing the classic circle with an arrow sticking out of it. It put a hand on its hip before tapping its foot, like it was trying to ask how it wasn’t obvious. “Okay, boy! Got it! Just didn’t want to assume!”
Ghost’s shoulders shook as if it was trying to contain a laugh. Suddenly, he stopped and gestured for Subaru to stay quiet, remembering where the duo was currently.
He seems nice…a bit weird and rough around the edges, but nice…despite having assisted in murdering quite a few people so far…and trusting this sadistic asshole.
They wandered down a few more halls before coming to a seemingly dead-end. Ghost paced around, keeping a hold of Subaru’s wrist, as he seemed to be tapping his foot around the floor. Subaru whispered, “Is there a trapdoor or something?”
Ghost nodded, seeming frustrated that he was having difficulty finding it, before stepping forward.
The ground gave way and the two plummeted.
~*~
Hiyori felt tired. Drained. He just wanted to close his eyes.
No, Bad Hiyori! You have to stay awake!
Gritting his teeth, he forced himself to stand. He nearly stumbled forward as the tiger on the other side of the door slammed into it, aggravated that it couldn’t reach him. The force of the slam caused a few books on the shelves nearby to fall. One particular book caught the idol’s eye.
It was aged and leather-bound, quite different from the other books. In faded, gold lettering read the title: The Ainu Deity Compendium: A Collection.
“Ainu? I feel like that should be familiar somehow…” Hiyori whispered as he painstakingly walked over to retrieve the fallen book, wincing as he straightened out. Right now, the jacket and his sweater were doing a good enough job of stemming the blood flow, but he knew he would need medical attention soon.
Sensing he still had time before Wataru and Kanata would come, he flipped the book open to the first page, the Author’s Note. The author’s name had long since faded, or, perhaps, was never written in the first place. What struck him as odd was that none of the pages were typed, instead the entries were all neatly written. It read:
The Ainu are the indigenous tribes native to northern Japan, particularly Hokkaido, though their historical ranges and territory were originally vast. Some pockets remain in Northeastern Honshu and have historically occupied the lands surrounding the Sea of Okhotsk before the arrival of the modern Japanese and Russians.
Due to forced assimilation by the Yamato in the 18th century and discriminatory practices from the Meiji Restoration era, the Ainu culture, faith, and general way of life have been threatened with near extinction. They have no written language and rely solely on oral tradition to pass on cultural practices and their mythos. Due to laws and practices during the 19th century, the Ainu were banned from practicing their religious faith and from speaking their native language, forcing many to learn Japanese and culturally assimilate. Several of their gods and beliefs were sometimes adopted by Shintoism or made into bastardizations that deviate greatly from the original Ainu belief, often as a way to further insult the Ainu. This has led to the near eradication of a vibrant, culturally distinct faith and way of life, though it is with great hope that more recent efforts have been underway to try and preserve what remains.
Their faith ranges widely based on region and from village to village, with origin stories and other myths and legends, even the importance of various gods, changing. Along with this is the ambiguity of several of their gods' identities and whether they are truly benevolent or malicious. For instance, some speculate that Nusa-kor-Kamuy and Yushkep-Kamuy are one and the same according to many myths, but others define them as separate entities entirely. Villages who subsist mostly off of the sea will value the sea god with greater importance than the goddess of hunting. Although, a few deities appear to have consistent importance, such as the fire goddess and the god of the mountains and bears.
Due to the lack of a written record of their beliefs and recent attempts at revitalizing and preserving their culture, it is with my hope that my efforts in documenting these deities, myths, and legends will help in this effort. As there is much variation and speculation, this book shall detail any and all variations that I have come across in my travels and research.
“Huh…” Hiyori flipped a few pages, seeing the author had provided diagrams and pictures depending on the topic at hand.
He paused noticing the unique patterns on the traditional Ainu clothing. “That looks an awful lot like what Rinne-senpai had shown briefly…Doesn’t Hiiro-kun also where clothing with these similar patterns?”
He flipped further into the book, stopping in his tracks as he hovered over the beginning of the section, scanning the paragraphs.
Kunne Kamuy
The word “kunne” means “black” in the Ainu language. Pairing it with “Kamuy/Kamui”, which is the Ainu term for a spirit, “Kunne Kamuy” would literally translate to “black spirit”. As the name would suggest, this is a title given to kamuy who are wholly evil. One of the most evil is the Ainu deity known as Pauchi-Kamuy.
Pauchi-Kamuy
Also spelled Pauci-Kamuy, this spirit is the very god of insanity and chaos. He was created back at the beginning of the Ainu World Myth as a counterbalance to the virtuous Kamuy by the creator god, Kotan-kar-Kamuy. This is representative of the Ainu belief in the scales of balance and how they perceive the world; for every good, there is always a bad. That is simply how the world is, according to the Ainu. It reflects the balance of nature, which they relied greatly on for all basic needs.
However, I use the term “he” loosely, as many of the kamuy do not have set genders due to the variations in stories. This is further complicated by the fact that Pauchi-Kamuy does not have a set physical form, often described as a formless, sometimes human-like shadow with swirling, ever-moving colors surrounding it. However, this one is often referred to in a masculine way, and, as such, I shall maintain using the “he” pronouns.
He is often associated with seizures, stomach ailments, food poisoning, and frenzied dancing. Apparently, he was quite fond of inducing the latter of these on villages, as several legends and myths have been consistent from region to region in this regard. In some cases, there is a more lustful component to all this, particularly naked frenzied dancing and occasionally acting in a more lustful manner, but very few variations of this exist.
This kamuy, for lack of finding a particular hierarchy associated with the Kunne Kamuy, appears to be like the “king” of the evil kamuy in the loosest of terms in that it holds immense power within this group, being regarded as the first Kunne Kamuy by some stories and inferred by his creation by Kotan-kar-Kamuy, but it still acts relatively independently. Its greatest rival, the Chironnup-Kamuy (see page 75), dates back to one of the various myths that explains why the world is the way it is.
Hiyori furrowed his eyebrows in deep thought. He was there when Natsume had explained what he saw when the entity attacked him.
That sounds…awfully like this thing…
~*~
Subaru tumbled down a chute before he landed harshly on stone ground, having rolled a little ways away. “Ow…”
Ghost came down a different chute, but was much more graceful in his landing as he rolled upon impact. Still didn’t stop him from taking a moment to collect himself. “You okay, Ghost?”
Ghost waved off the concern before resummoning the whiteboard and marker, writing an apology of sorts. “No worries! Things happen!”
The masked man shook his head negatively, writing “realm” and “change”.
“Does this place change up a lot?” It nodded and wrote “stairs” before drawing an arrow to another word, “chute.”
“Ah, so it should have been stairs instead of a trap chute. Gotcha…So, does it still lead to the same place?”
Ghost looked around. The area was seemingly less oppressive than the rest of the previous dungeon. It looked like a cave, the stone and crystals occasionally sprouting here and there taking on a blueish hue.
“Woah…pretty…!” Subaru was entranced by the sparkly crystals. Ghost tapped him on the shoulder before turning its head inquisitively.
“Oh, sorry! I just like shiny things!” Subaru giggled.
Ghost seemed to not know how to answer that before taking another look around again. The confident, sentinel-like figure slowly started to lose his bravado the more he looked around. Subaru seemed to catch the hint. “I’m guessing you aren’t familiar with this place.”
He made an iffy hand motion before writing “area” with a checkmark next to it. “Okay, so right area but a different entrance potentially…so…explore?”
Ghost shrugged before making an “ok” sign with his hand. The masked man slowly began leading Subaru down the tunnels, sometimes widening out into large caverns that occasionally had water flowing through them that made traversal difficult. Sometimes it seemed hazardous, even for the well-equipped Assistant.
“So…will you know the exact area when we come across it?”
Ghost paused in his movement to write “overheard”, “voice”, and the numbers 1 and 2.
“…So you overheard the two of them talking at one point?” A nod.
“…You weren’t supposed to hear it, were you?”
Ghost hesitated before making a slow nod and rewriting “maybe”.
“Did you hear what it was about?”
He wrote “visions” before drawing an arrow from 1 to another word, “angry”.
“Yeah, I bet that entity wasn’t too happy that we were getting aided.”
They continued through more caverns before Ghost nearly slipped off the ledge, the stone underfoot being slippery from the water. Subaru caught him before he went far and pulled him back. “That was close!”
“Who’s there?”
The duo froze in place at hearing a high-pitched voice, something akin to what would be heard from a small animal if it could talk.
“Is someone there?”
Ghost and Subaru shared a look before the masked man motioned to the sound with a thumbs up. Subaru whispered, “That’s the second one?”
“Second what?” The voice echoed off the walls, but the source seemed further off.
“Uh…Hello?” Subaru called out cautiously, “Um…spirit who sent us visions?”
There was a sharp gasp of surprise that echoed before the voice hurried. “Yes! Yes! It’s you guys! Come here! Quickly!”
“O-okay! Uh, just give us a moment! It’s a little slippery!”
“Please, be careful!”
Subaru gestured to Ghost to lead the way before the duo slowly inched their way through the cavern. They called out periodically to gauge where they needed to go before coming across a partially submerged cave entrance. The masked man gave Subaru a look that seemed to suggest he was trying to ask if he could swim.
“Uh, yeah, I’ll be fine.” Subaru was about to step into the water before Ghost held him back, opting to go in first.
Geez, I’m not a complete damsel in distress…then again he knows this world better than me.
Thankfully, the water barely reached their shoulders as they began wading through the tunnel. On the other side, which opened into a dead-end, small cavern, Ghost helped Subaru out of the pool before taking a look around. Subaru was about to start walking around when Ghost yanked him back.
“W-Whoa! What was that about!?”
Ghost picked up a stone before tossing it a few feet forward. It bounced off of an invisible wall. “Ah…that would not feel good if I walked right into that…thanks.”
“You guys made it!”
The two glanced over to the far end where the voice echoed. Scampering out from behind a small boulder was a black fox with intricate, white patterns similar to thorns and brambles that appeared to run down from the forehead, along the back, and all the way to the tip of the tail in a braided fashion. The tip of the tail was white as if a paintbrush was dipped in white paint. It had a braided cord around its neck that held six medium-sized grey beads, though Subaru could have sworn some of them faintly looked like they had distinct colors to them as if they had faded over time. Its eyes were an uncanny shade of light grey, as if it was edging on white and the only way the iris could be differentiated would be from the dark, black line outlining it.
“It’s so good to see you in the flesh!” The fox spoke in the same, high-pitch before making foxlike cackling noises. Its tail swished rapidly behind it like an overexcited puppy.
Subaru and Ghost slowly looked at each other with possibly the same bewildered expression.
The fox picked up on it. “Sorry! This one knows this is extremely weird. You all expect some great, divine entity to be a person or at least look somewhat human. If this one had more power reliably, he would be human. But this one worries that using any power to do that will cause himself to lose the ability to send you all visions and help you out, so this one is staying as a fox!”
“Uh… ‘this one’?”
“Ah!” It fluffed up slightly as if startled, “Where are this one’s manners?! This one is Chironnup-Kamuy, god of foxes, calamity, premonitions, and this one’s favorite during festivals, trickery! You both can call this one Chironnup for short! Special privilege to you guys and all your fellow idols, whatever those are!”
~*~
Hiyori flipped to page 75 and read the entry.
Chironnup-Kamuy
This is the god of foxes, but he holds many titles, such as the “trickster god”, and serves several functions.
It is important to note that this is referring to the Chironnup-Kamuy, the god, rather than the various spirits or aspects, also referred to as Chironnup-Kamuy, as Ainu belief appears to insinuate that there are multiples of the same Kamuy, which would make sense given there is always more than one of any given creature or plant, though it is never explicit. It also appears that the masculine is used to describe this kamuy more often.
It is believed that the preferred form of Chironnup-Kamuy is that of a fox, though there are occasions where he appears as a raccoon or a weasel. Often, this Kamuy prefers to make practical jokes or, sometimes, cause misfortune for humans, such as upturning boats or making a scene at festivals. However, there seems to be an underlying theme that, despite all this trickery, this god does care about the wellbeing of its subjects, and can be quite protective of them if they are to be harmed.
One of the major functions of Chironnup-Kamuy is that of also being the god of calamity and, most importantly, premonitions. Often, he takes the form of a black fox that will yell at the base of a mountain to warn humans of an incoming calamity or bad event. It is often capable of sending premonitions to specific individuals, as it wishes for humans to avoid misfortune.
This kamuy serves as the opposite, and great rival, to Pauchi-Kamuy (see page 145), the god of insanity and chaos. One of the biggest myths involving these two is when the Evil and Good Kamuy were battling over who would rule over the world and its inhabitants. The Evil Kamuy, such as Pauchi-Kamuy, wanted to rule the world with brutality and stagnation, whereas the Good Kamuy wanted to rule the world with flexibility and peacefulness. It was decided that a bet was to be made to decide the ultimate fate of the world. Whichever faction saw the rising sun first would become the ultimate rulers. As all of them sat and waited for the sun to rise, it was Chironnup-Kamuy who tricked them all into looking the wrong way, making him the only one to see the rising sun, thus cementing the Good Kamuy’s rule over the land. After this, the Evil Kamuy were driven underground, residing in a land called Teinei-Pokna-Moshiri. It is believed that these Evil Kamuy, especially Pauchi-Kamuy, are typically trapped in this realm, and they hold a great grudge against Chironnup-Kamuy for ultimately tricking them all.
Hiyori nearly dropped the book, violet eyes wide and hands trembling greatly.
~*~
“Ah…okay, Chironnup.” Subaru hesitated.
“Ah! Anyways! Chironnup has been eager to see you! Come! Come!” The fox gracefully bounced over to the edge of the invisible wall by a small pool, stamping its feet like a host gesturing their guest to sit.
The two humans sat around the edge of the pool, still completely unsure of what was going on. Chironnup seemed quite pleased as it curled its paws under its chest, tail swishing happily. “This one has so much to tell you all!”
“Um, well, not everyone is here…” Subaru began, not knowing exactly how to explain Ghost.
“Of course, this one knows that. Chironnup was referring to you two specifically.” Chironnup’s excited tone changed to one of calmness, “Just how Chironnup also understands Ghost’s position.”
The two snapped to attention. “H-How do you know of the nickname I gave him?”
“What? Thought he was only able to see memories?” There seemed to be a sly grin as it giggled mischievously, despite its mouth not having moved once other than to make noises typical of a fox, “This one can do it, too. It’s not just something limited to him.”
The two exchanged looks before addressing the fox again, namely Subaru. “O-okay. So, do you know why Ghost’s here to begin with?”
“Ah,” The fox sounded disheartened, “So he did a number on you…this one is sorry about that.”
Ghost tilted his head in confusion. Chironnup’s ears aimed directly towards him, its grey eyes piercing. “Don’t you find it odd certain memories you remember? Or that certain memories are vague? Or that what you should know you seem to not?”
His memories are affected. And this fox knows exactly who he is and what had happened to him for him to wind up here? But why isn’t he spelling it out for him?
Subaru spoke for Ghost after they shared a stunned look, “Are you saying that entity is messing with his memories?”
“Yes.”
“…Why?”
“For his goal.”
“…What is the goal? World domination? Destruction?”
The fox seemed startled by the last word, though it was oddly calm in its explanation. “Oh, no! He wouldn’t want that! He may be an evil spirit, but he doesn’t want to destroy the world…and less so dominate it. More like subjugate.”
Subaru raised an eyebrow at Ghost, to which the other shrugged. “What is it wanting to subjugate for?”
“Your world is not the primary concern, for him, at least for the moment.” Chironnup held an even tone, “This one can tell that he wants to restructure the faith we belong to. Starting with reorganizing the power structure of all the Kamuy.”
“The…what?”
“The Kamuy!” Chironnup sounded dumbfounded, “You know? The thing that this one is? A spirit? Specifically, he wants to reorganize the pantheon of the gods. By doing so, he can then have enough power to come after your world and other spaces, to reestablish our faith in your world.”
“What do you mean by other spaces? And reestablish? Is your religion dying?” Subaru grew curious.
“This ‘liminal space’, as you humans are calling it, is the spirit realm of the Ainu faith, of which this one and he belongs to. There is more than one of these spaces. One for the Shinto kami, one for the faith Kazehaya Tatsumi belongs to, and so on. But yes…our people used to worship us for so long before they were forced to give it up, to assimilate or convert to Shintoism. As such, our faith is on the verge of vanishing.” Chironnup bobbed its head gently as it spoke, “Honestly? It was purely by chance that Switch found this space and not another one, as the veil between the living world and the various spirit worlds, as well as in between each spirit realm, is quite thin.”
“So, who is this guy, the entity?” Subaru sounded desperate.
The fox remained silent. It slowly panned its head left and right then all around the small cavern before leaning in close with a whisper. “This one will only say his proper name once. Whatever you do, do not shorten it, and try not to say it often.”
“Why?” Subaru returned the whisper.
Ghost tapped his shoulder and wrote on the whiteboard he resummoned. It read “to summon”.
“Exactly as your friend wrote,” Chironnup continued to whisper, “Saying his name without the proper respect can gain his ire, and this one doesn’t want to risk saying his name too often in case he thinks someone is summoning him. We don’t want him knowing you two have met Chironnup.”
The fox took another look around before leaning in further, nose almost touching the pool. “…His name is Pauchi-Kamuy.”
“Is…he a god? Or a spirit?” Subaru continued to whisper.
Chironnup sat back up, tone returning to a normal volume. “Technically, all gods are spirits, thus Kamuy is like a blanket term. But yes, he is a god. Specifically of insanity and chaos.”
The ginger-haired teen sighed tiredly. “Sounds exactly like what we’ve been dealing with.”
“This one is sorry,” Its ears drooped sadly, “This one failed their duty to keep him locked up. Chironnup is greatly upset that you all are going through this.”
“…What do you mean that you ‘failed’?”
The fox looked forlornly into the pool. “It’s a long story…”
~*~
Hiyori gripped the book hard and tucked it as best as he could into his pants pocket. It had to hold the key to this mystery, and he would be damned if he let this slip away. He turned to face the door, still hearing the demonic gurgling of the Tiger-Shadow outside.
Kanata-kun, Wataru-kun…I hope you’re both nearby…
With what strength he could muster and brace himself with, especially knowing the pain his side was in, he bolted out of the reference room.
~*~
Chironnup took a deep breath before he began to recount what had transpired on their end. “In our faith, the world was formed partially on the orders of Kando-koro-Kamuy, the sky god, by Moshir-kara-Kamuy. From then on, the real Great Kamuy, Kotan-kar-Kamuy, structured the world according to how our people understood it. He created both the good and the kunne – evil – kamuy to form the world and create order and balance. However, he never set up who was in charge after returning to Kamui-Kando, the highest heavens. Thus, both the kunne and good Kamuy started warring with each other. It was so bad they decided it would be settled with a bet: whoever’s faction saw the rising sun first would rule the world. They all sat there, so tensely, just waiting for the sun on the horizon…”
Subaru sensed the fox was hesitant as if it was deciding on whether it should admit its guilt or not. “What happened?”
“…This one didn’t care for being a Kamuy in the beginning. Even if this one specifically was created by Kotan-kar-Kamuy to be the force of positive change in the world, often challenging authority for the betterment of all creatures and the world he created simply by being a trickster…this one didn’t take that role seriously. This one was fine hanging out with the other Chironnup-Kamuys, with not a care in the world…”
“Other Chironnup-Kamuys?”
The fox nodded. “Chironnup-Kamuy translates to Fox Spirit in your language. Really, the faith we belong to implies that there are several of the same spirits, save for some obvious ones like…Pauchi-Kamuy. The difference between this one and them is that this one is the one first created, and thus has the right to be called a deity…But…this one was upset that everyone hated each other so much…this one just wanted to make others laugh. This one thought breaking the tension was the best thing to do…so this one tricked everyone into looking in the wrong direction when the sun was beginning to rise.”
“So…the world was never directly ruled by either of the two factions?”
“…No…it went to the good kamuy…because this one was ordained a good kamuy by the Creator…and this one so happened to be the only one who saw the sun rise…this one didn’t mean to…” The fox’s ears drooped considerably and its tail stilled.
“But, that means the good kamuy are in control. That’s a good thing, right?” Subaru pleaded quietly as if reassuring a friend in sorrow.
“Yes…it’s more of what happened after that. The kunne kamuy were banished to Teinei-Pokna-Moshiri, the deepest parts of the Underworld, including him. After all that, the Creator tasked this one to watch over and make sure no one left that place. This one was the jailor, so to speak.”
“But I’m sure you’re friends with several, if not all, of the good kamuy?”
“…It’s complicated…” Chironnup refused to look into their eyes, “Because this one also tricked them and nearly cost the world…they were still very mad…most just tolerate this one’s existence. Sometimes call this one a nuisance, especially when this one tries to liven up festivals, or sometimes they are still outright hostile. Hasinaw-uk-Kamuy, the goddess of hunting, is particularly…unusual with this one. This one doesn’t know if she will tolerate this one or roast him over the fire for lunch whenever we are near each other…There’s really only a small handful that doesn’t mind this one.”
Ghost tapped on the whiteboard to grab the fox’s attention, writing “foxes”. Chironnup looked away sadly. “Because this one is now a god and not a simple spirit…the other foxes treat this one weirdly, like not letting this one play with them or looking at this one strangely when this one pulls a prank like this one is supposed to be above that given his important roles…It’s…lonely…this one…is lonely…most times…”
~*~
Hiyori bolted as quickly as he could through the wooden shelves that remained standing. The shadow appeared to realize its prey wasn’t as mobile as it once was, and seemingly slowed its own pace as if savoring the torment it was inflicting.
With blurring vision, Hiyori rounded a corner, mistaking his current position for somewhere further along, before realizing too late that he had boxed himself into a dead-end. He turned around, not having found the metal pole or the drill in his hobbling movements. The shadow watched from the only entrance with a blank, cold expression before taking a step toward him.
~*~
“…That’s why Chironnup often left his post to go to the human realm. Humans provided better company more often than not.”
“You left your post? As in you left this spirit unguarded?” Subaru’s blue eyes widened a tinge as he felt his fingers tighten their hold on his pants.
“More like the whole of Teinei-Pokna-Moshiri…” The fox was downcast, refusing to meet their eyes.
“…But it wasn’t like you left only once, correct? So, did they just finally realize you were missing one time?”
“This one was more like the final defense if they did break down the barriers or try to leave…this one was far too confident in the other fail-safes,” The fox glanced at the pool, seemingly lost in thought, “Around 16 or 17 years ago, during a trip Chironnup made to the human world…he came across this small village. This one could tell that time and the Japanese had not been kind to them, especially in how their faith was…different, to say the least.”
“Different how?”
“More like a hybrid between the original Ainu faith and Shintoism. There was a martial art now taught there, some sort of boxing art called ‘Amaterasu Omikami Punch’, or something like that. Amaterasu is the Shinto kami of the sun and is quite powerful. But…a bit of our faith remained, especially the belief in the various kamuy and paying respects. This one came in the middle of a bad winter storm one day…and this one heard a villager call out to Chironnup for help…for anyone to lend aid.”
“What were they asking for?”
“…It was a little boy…maybe no more than…4 or 5 years old? He was asking for help to heal his little brother who was just born shortly before this one came along. His mother was beside herself when none of the usual healing methods were working, as she was also ailing, and his father thought the baby was simply too weak to survive…But the little boy wanted his little brother to live…even offered up what little his child-mind thought would serve as good offerings, even if they weren’t much.” Chironnup appeared to be more wistful and nostalgic as if the memory was bitter-sweet, “Chironnup was very touched at how far the little one was willing to go to save his little brother and by how much he loved him, despite only knowing him for a week or so at most.”
“So you helped?”
“Of course! This one even forewent accepting the offerings and did it for free, essentially!”
“Do the offerings count as compensation?” The ginger idol raised an eyebrow before looking at Ghost, also receiving a confused head tilt.
“Humans believe offerings are like enticements or compensation for the kamuy to intervene on their behalf or to keep ill-intentioned kamuy at bay or to stop harassing them. However, from how this one understood it from seeing how it affected other kamuy, it seems like offerings are more like extra energy that we would use to intervene, as sapping our actual energy takes both a toll on us and takes longer to recover. Thus the more or better offerings are made, the more power humans are giving us kamuy to work with aside from our own energy. This is similar for the kunne kamuy who are yearning for power, so the offerings supply it without them having to lift a finger or cause havoc,” The fox explained.
“Oh…that makes sense…” The ginger-haired teen trailed off momentarily, “…So…by refusing to accept the offerings, you intervened with your own power?”
Light grey eyes broke contact with blue to stare at the rocky bottom of the small pool. “Yes…this one stayed in the mortal realm for 3 straight days, curling up with the babe and using his power to strengthen his constitution.”
“3 days…? As in 3 days straight of using your power?” Subaru was astounded.
The fox nodded solemnly, “In our heyday, 3 days straight of using our own power was still considered a lengthy amount, but was doable. Now…even the strongest kamuy would be hesitant to use any of their own power reserves for even a few hours.”
“You…you must have been really tired after that.”
“Very weak, too…” Chironnup slowly began pushing little pebbles into the pool, watching the ripples fade before pushing in another, “The baby lived…and this one remembers the little boy coming back to offer prayers of thanks, even giving more offerings just to show more appreciation despite Chironnup refusing to take any of them…but when this one returned to our realm…several of the great kamuy were there and were greatly angry that this one was absent.”
“Did they find out about the baby?”
“Yes…This one couldn’t lie about that…What was truly strange was that Pauchi-Kamuy lied and said he tricked this one into leaving.”
“Huh?” Subaru blinked rapidly.
“That's what Chironnup thought!” The fox began kneading the ground, “As much as we are rivals and don’t like each other, this one was greatly confused as to why he would have his back. Kotan-kar-Kamuy was gracious enough to forgive Chironnup for leaving because he believed in his lies…but, this one was still punished.”
“How? If that’s okay to ask!”
“Chironnup was forced to wipe the memories of the village that this one ever came, alter them, too, if wiping was not possible. The little boy doesn’t remember this one, and the babe was too young to even begin forming memories…But Chironnup still watches over the two, from time to time, even when things started going wrong in our realm. This one is very proud of them, despite their rough patch this past summer.”
“…Wait…” Subaru leaned back as one could perceive the cogs clicking into place, “…I know those two you’re talking about…don’t I?”
The fox’s tail slowly swished back and forth. “Yes. You do. They are leaders of two new idol units in your company.”
Amagi-senpai and Hiiro!? This fox saved Hiiro’s life!? That’s why the second entity was so weak when the tear happened a week ago?
“Yes. This one did save Amagi Hiiro,” It was as if the fox read his mind, which it probably did if it was truthful about seeing into memories, “But Amagi Rinne doesn’t know that this one did intervene, much less recall ever praying to him or any kamuy to begin with…Probably for the better. This one wouldn’t want him to learn their identities. If he does, he would harass those two even more than he is now, this one bets.”
The idea that both of the Amagi brothers were walking a very dangerous line did not sit well with the shining star of Trickstar. He needed to know more about what happened that caused all of this. Maybe it would save them and everyone else. “When you returned from saving Hiiro…Was that when…he escaped?”
“Oddly…no,” The fox turned back to Subaru, an unknown emotion emanating from the spirit creature, “He was waiting right at the edge, just before he would have to face Chironnup…It was like he was waiting for this one to show up before he asked the rest of the kamuy to listen to a finding of his…”
“He was trying to get everyone’s attention? For what?”
Ghost tapped his shoulder before writing “artifacts” on the whiteboard. “…Wouldn’t those artifacts be something you were all familiar with, though?”
Subaru was not prepared for what the fox was about to reveal. “That’s the thing. Those artifacts you are all talking about and what he wants back were never Ainu to begin with. Even we kamuy don’t know where they came from or how they got here. They just showed up one day in Teinei-Pokna-Moshiri, and Pauchi-Kamuy could sense something was off about them, so he asked the rest of us for help in identifying them. He believed this one would be best to keep an eye on them, which is why this corded collar was made. These beads are the original housing vessels of those gems. Shortly after that was when things truly started going downhill. Had this one retained his strength instead of using most of it to save the child, perhaps Chironnup could have done something to stop it.”
~*~
Wataru was the first to burst into the library. “SUN-SAN!”
The shadow creature turned around at the sound of the intruder, seemingly confused as to where the other man came from. Hiyori brightened as he could feel hope fill his being.
Kanata came barreling in shortly after, wasting no time in tossing a chair at the creature. It was too slow, or rather, too occupied with a surprise second individual to block the incoming chair, wincing a moment before roaring in agitation, fully turning towards the duo.
All three froze upon hearing Chikap-Kamuy speak, the yellow gem from his brooch glowing brightly.
Thou shall not lay a hand upon these mortals, foul demon! Hibiki Wataru! Repeat after me! ‘In the name of Kotan-kar-Kamuy, I summon his right hand to rebalance the scales! Chikap-Kamuy!’
His voice was immediately followed by Repun-Kamuy, which all three could hear, as well as see the blue gem in the pin glow immensely.
Finally! It’s show time! Shinkai Kanata, say what I say! ‘In the name of Kotan-kar-Kamuy, I summon the sea to sweep away evil! Repun-Kamuy!’
Then a third light, just beside Hiyori, began to form, as if it was a tear in a piece of fabric. A familiar, young, feminine voice emanated from it.
Tomoe Hiyori! Repeat after me! ‘Let the sun burn away the shadows! In the name of Kotan-kar-Kamuy, I summon thee, Tokapcup-Kamuy!’
~*~
“So, were those artifacts corrupting or something? Or were they just capable of so much that he wanted them for himself?”
The fox tilted its head ever so slightly, “Those artifacts are really just gems that hold bundles of energy. Each one pertains to specific emotions and actions of humankind, as well as their counterparts, and are thusly powered by them. There’s red which is powered by love and hate, orange with hope and despair, yellow with happiness and frustration, green with trust and deceit, blue with surprise and sadness, and purple with fear and courage. Of course, human actions and emotions are rarely influenced by or fall into just one category, so certain actions and emotions can overlap and charge more than one of them at a time based on the circumstances.”
“All of humanity influences them?”
“…Perhaps…? We only experimented and kept track of how it was influenced by the villages that still believed in us over the past 16 or so years. It wasn’t until Switch opened a tear to our realm and he and this one escaped that Chironnup figured out these were also affected by those in ES, and not just those who believe in us. It’s another reason that made many of us believe these gems were not Ainu in origin. When they’re charged, their power can be used for practically anything, so they are more like spiritual power reserves that recharge over time so long as they are in contact with humanity. This one…also believed they could house deities and other entities for quicker recharges…”
He could feel a weird pit begin to form in his stomach. “…Are there other kamuy inside those gems? Is that why he wants them back?”
The fox was too quiet for a long moment. “…Pauchi-Kamuy started acting very strange about 2 or so years ago…like, worse than a typical god of insanity and chaos would be…He started obsessing over how our faith was dying and there were fewer and fewer people who believed in us…Somehow, he got it into his head that he could use those gems to restructure the faith and bring about a new era for us. No one understood how he started getting more and more powerful until he was nearly out of Teinei-Pokna-Moshiri and started waging war with us again. Since this one was still greatly weakened from the incident 16 years ago and Kotan-kar-Kamuy had fallen back into slumber, we were on the back foot. Our realm started deteriorating from lush forests to what you all see right now as shapes of white and grey…and this one resorted to saving as many kamuy as he could from getting captured by him and the other kunne kamuy…by putting as many as he could into those gems and sending them to the human realm to hopefully gain enough power from humanity to fight back, but not everyone was able to fit in them. It was about that time Chironnup was going to hide the gems when Switch opened the tear…thus Chironnup hid them in ES with the instructions to only reveal themselves when they found suitable holders to help us rebalance our world…except Pauchi-Kamuy then started attacking all of you. Now it’s not just our realm that is in danger, and this one believes your world and other spaces are in jeopardy as he will keep craving to unleash more and more chaos until there will be nothing left, and even he will be unable to stop himself if he does realize where his actions are going to lead. But he can’t destroy this realm until he has those gems to move on to other realms and your world completely.”
~*~
All three idols shouted their phrases before a bright light and burst of wind enveloped the room, blinding all. When the light subsided, there were three, floating, slightly transparent humans, one beside each of the idols. The one by Wataru spoke like the voice of Chikap-Kamuy, “Now then, thou shall get a taste of the true power of the kamuy!”
The one by Kanata sounded like the one who called themselves Repun-Kamuy. “Haha! Even if yer just a simple demon spirit, I won’t hold back! Harming humans is a big no-no for me!”
The third one was a young woman looking no more than possibly 19 who must be the Tokapcup-Kamuy that had spoken to Hiyori just over an hour or two ago. “I’m sorry we could not intervene sooner, but I will not allow any more harm to befall you or anyone else!”
Each summoned their own weapons for the idols to take hold of; Wataru had a spear akin to an Awl Pike, or Ahlspiess, Kanta had a harpoon with a polished, wooden handle depicting orcas and waves, while Hiyori was given an odd, circular, golden shield that began rotating around on its own and had no handle to hold onto, opting to float and follow his movements. Chikap-Kamuy commanded, “Do not worry about training! We kamuy shall lend our aid to help guide thee in battle!”
The shadow roared and leaped toward the duo. Tokapcup-Kamuy began generating power that fed into the shield, “Just get in front of your friends! I’ll handle the rest!”
Hiyori dashed in front of the others and held the shield out. Tokapcup-Kamuy’s power made the shield spin faster until fiery spikes formed around it and began slashing at the shadow, ripping part of it open as it reared back. Repun-Kamuy guided Kanata into summoning ocean water to whip the creature back before launching the harpoon. It pierced its side and was resummoned back into Kanata’s hands by the kamuy’s will. Chikap instructed Wataru to let loose more pigeons and doves to distract the creature until he could ready a strike with his long-bladed spear, spinning around and slashing the creature before finally impaling it with a simple thrust. With so much happening at once, the shadow could barely put up a fight and began to disintegrate in front of the trio, leaving nothing behind other than the physical destruction it wrought.
The trio knelt on the floor, catching their breaths before finally getting a good look at just what they summoned. Chikap-Kamuy had caramel beige skin with black, wavy hair that went down to his mid back and sported a curly, full garibaldi beard. His left eye was silver while the right one was golden in color. His robe, which looked like an oversized, long-sleeved shirt, reached his knees and was an olive-green color with black and white braided patterns around the cuffs, hem, and neckline with dark green accents. His pants were poofy and cream-colored with simple black shoes. From his dark green belt hung a talisman in the shape of a Horned Owl.
Repun-Kamuy looked like a young, fairly athletic-looking man with golden bronze skin. His hair was dark brown and short and curly while his eyes were like aquamarine gems. He sported a similar-looking robe only in dark blue with red and white patterned accents in the same spots, though the patterns appeared different from those on Chikap-Kamuy, imitating waves. While his black pants rolled halfway up his shins and sandals made him look otherwise casual, he sported an off-white, open jacket that reached his ankles with similar black patterns around the cuffs and hem that worked their way up the sides of the opening and around the neckline. Unlike Chikap-Kamuy, he also sported simple, small silver hoop earrings with small black resin balls that dangled from them.
Tokapcup-Kamuy was a young, petite, and short woman with chin-length wavy black hair with equally wavy bangs, similar to that of Hiyori. Her eyes were a sunny gold, which brought a similar warmth to that of her warm beige skin. She wore a white dress that cut off at the knees with no pants and yellow shoes, though the dress was of a similar fashion to the robes of the men. Around the cuffs, hem, and neckline were black patterns, also not quite the same as the others, with yellow accents directly on the hem and neckline. She had a white cloth wrapped around her head with the same black patterns that was partially obscured by her bangs, as well as a black, cloth choker with golden embroidered patterns and a metal pendant in the shape of the sun dangling from it.
The female crouched to look at Hiyori’s side better, though she was still floating, concern etched into her facial features. “Let me help with that, at least a little.”
She held her hands out and hovered them over his bleeding side before closing her eyes. Warm, golden light shined from her outstretched palms and gently laid over the wound. Hiyori honestly felt nothing but a pleasant warmth, like that of warm food heating the body on a cold day. However, it only lasted a moment before the young girl winced and let out a pained whimper. She clutched herself as she began panting, the light now ceasing.
Repun floated over to her and patted her back in worry. “Easy, Tokapcup! I know ya wanna help, but don’t overdo it. We don’t know how long it has been since ya were captured an’ all, so take it easy fer a moment.”
“Agreed,” Chikap’s stern gaze softened greatly at the young girl, “Though thou is greatly affected by seeing suffering, thou must remember we are not as powerful as we once were. A simple heal takes far more of our power and strength now than it did before. Especially after that demon has now altered so much of our realm…Though, that begs the question as to how thou managed to escape since thou was not placed in one of these vessels.”
Hiyori glanced down at his side and was stunned to see the gaping wound was now much smaller than before. Still quite noticeable and bleeding a good amount, probably still needed stitches, but nowhere near as life-threatening as it was before. “I…thank you?”
The three spirits whirled around as if they had forgotten they were in the presence of three humans who could very much hear and see them. Tokapcup looked up and warm gold met violet, a small smile gracing her face despite the tears in the corners of her eyes. “I’m just happy that we could help you in time…Sorry I wasn’t able to heal you completely…I don’t have all of my strength and I don’t want to risk fading away if I use too much.”
Still too stunned by what had transpired, much less trying to comprehend what was now before him, Hiyori could only respond with, “Well…it’s probably better this way…it might be hard to explain…all of this to anyone.”
“Ah, right,” Chikap narrowed his eyes as he evaluated each of the idols, “I suppose some explanations are due. But first, understand that since thee have been touched by the kamuy and have been chosen as the holders of our powers and essence, no one else besides others also touched by kamuy will be able to see or hear us.”
Wataru and Kanata stared blankly at the tall man in front of them. Hiyori pulled out the leather-bound book and waved it at the spirit trio. “Are you three…kamuy? Like what this book had depicted?”
“May I see that?” Tokapcup asked before gingerly taking the book from the off-green blond and skimmed through it, “Hmm, for some reason, the writer sounds familiar…if only any of us knew how to write…but yes. Each of us is a special kind of kamuy. Gods and deities if you will.”
“Do you ‘gods’ not ‘know’ how to write?” Kanata pondered aloud.
“What is with that way of speech…?” Chikap seemed slightly irritated but mostly dumbfounded.
Repun cackled, “Like yer any better, Chika!~”
“Do not call me that!” Chikap roared. He sounded greatly intimidating to the idols, but it seemed Repun was unaffected.
“Sure, Chicky. That’s just a weird speakin’ quirk with Japanese when they swap from kanji ta hiragana.” Repun waved away the fuming kamuy.
“A-Anyways…?” Wataru seemed at a loss, “So…you’re all gods? From…?”
“They’re Ainu gods,” Hiyori explained.
“To be specific,” Chikap tucked a few loose strands back in place behind his ear, “I am Chikap-Kamuy, god of owls, leadership, success, and the overseer of the land, humanity, and kamuy. I serve as the right hand to our supreme Creator, Kotan-kar-Kamuy.”
“Yeah, yeah. We know ya like him so much tha’ yer other name is almost identical ta his, Kotan-kor-Kamuy.” Repun teased as he stuck out his tongue.
The owl deity looked like he had his feathers ruffled. “Grr! And this is why I am entrusted with overseeing and keeping humans and kamuy in line and not thou, salty brat!”
“Uh-huh, sure thing. If yer so good at keepin’ everyone in line, then all of this wouldn’t be happenin’,” Repun waved him off before doing a cartwheel, despite being a good foot or so off the ground, “I am ta’ sea god, Repun-Kamuy! I control ta’ sea, sea life, an’ ma specialty are orcas! Fer ta’ sake o’ brevity, y’all can just call me Repun fer short!”
“…I suppose thee can just refer to me as Chikap…but don’t use it often. It is far more respectable to use my full name.” The owl god simply crossed his arms, looking slightly comical as he leaned against a bookshelf despite floating.
The woman seemed a touch shy before beaming as bright as the sun on a summer’s day. “I’m Tokapcup-Kamuy, goddess of the sun.”
“…Huh,” Wataru hummed, “Considering how much the other two have on their plates of responsibilities, it feels odd that you have only one role.”
“…That’s because…well, I’m more of a…neutral kamuy technically.” Her bright demeanor vanished as she became a touch shy.
“Neutral how?” Hiyori grew wary.
“As in, my role is fairly out of the way and not as proactive as, say, these two. I watch over the world during the day but don’t really interfere that much in human affairs. I’m more of a constant rather than a force to sway. Much like the moon god and sky god.” Tokapcup handed the book back to Hiyori after bending a corner of a page that marked the entry that talked about her.
“Indeed, though the celestial gods have great powers, they are much more keen to do the behind-the-scenes work or to watch from afar since they were some of the very first kamuy made by our Creator. No offense, Tokapcup-Kamuy.” Chikap began explaining before waving his hands frantically and bowing to the young woman.
“None taken. That’s just how it works in our faith. The celestial regions and realms are more of a constant and naturally hold a distance to the world.”
“Where did you get that book, Sun-san? I’ve never seen anything like it in this library.” Wataru gestured to the item.
“It was in one of the reference rooms when I was trapped. It seemed oddly out of place there, too.” Hiyori flipped through a few pages absentmindedly.
“Does this have to do with the ‘entity’ that’s been ‘trying’ to kill us?” Kanata drawled.
“Oddly relaxed, given the circumstances…” Chikap muttered aloud more to himself while Repun seemed quite pleased to see the other god become puzzled.
“If this entry is right, then yes.” Hiyori showed the Pauchi-Kamuy entry to the other two.
“It’s right. It’s him.” Tokapcup muttered bitterly, “He’s gone mad and started waring and capturing the other kamuy. The gems in those pins of yours were meant to temporarily house a few of us so that we could escape, regain our strength, and turn the tides in our realm.”
“…Except, they said you were never in one of those and were captured…so how did you get here?” Hiyori asked.
She smirked, a mischievous, playful glint twinkling in her eyes, “I’m the sun goddess. No matter how thick the darkness, light will always shine through, even if only through a pinprick. I simply found a weakness in his magic and barriers and then found a weakness in the realm veil between our realm and your world. However, that was challenging, which is why Chironnup gave me some of his power to contact someone who would be a sufficient holder for me to regain my strength in this world. That being you, so I do owe a bit of the work to you for helping me find the weakest portions to break through.”
“Chiron…nup?” Wataru and Kanata pronounced slowly.
“The one who sent those visions.” She clarified.
“So he’s looking for these – I’m assuming these are the artifacts he was referring to – because he found out a few of you escaped?” Wataru eyed the brooch. This would definitely explain why the brooch seemed to always reattach itself to his jacket.
“It’s more so the gems themselves, though I wouldn’t doubt he would want to make sure none of us can foil his plans,” Chikap blew a strand of hair out of his face, “They are like vessels that hold spiritual energy that can be used for nearly anything one can think of. He probably wants them to complete his full takeover and destruction of our realm before coming to your world and other realms.”
“Other realms?” The three idols were slowly getting overwhelmed.
“Tha’ liminal space y’all call it was our realm,” Repun’s tone grew much quieter than his usual loud, cheery voice so far, “It was just like yer world with ta’ sea, forests, villages an’ such…it was beautiful. It was our home…but his want fer chaos an’ his conquest have eaten away at it ta what it looks like now. With ta’ other kamuy captured an’ ta’ rest of us out here, ta’ realm has begun to break down. If we can contain him an’ send him back ta Teinei-Pokna-Moshiri where he belongs, we might be able ta start rebuilding, an’ all of ya will be left in peace.”
“Amazing!~” Wataru’s tonal change startled the three kamuy, “So we are natural allies then!”
Chikap let out a gruff sounding chortle. “Indeed. It is time we all ban together and drive this foul demon back to the deepest pits of hell where he belongs and-”
“Chicky-chicky-bang-bang?” Repun cooed as he waved a hand in front of the much taller kamuy, “Don’t make them fall asleep with yer long speeches!”
“Urgh!” The owl god seemed about ready to set loose one of his owls upon the shorter kamuy.
Tokapcup sighed, not feeling up to mediating the two kamuy who were supposed to be more responsible given their workload, “Regardless, Chironnup mentioned that we need to be careful about announcing that we are free. We don’t want to gain his ire before we are ready. I’m sorry, you three, but we’ll have to keep our meeting quiet other than with others who will also become holders of some of the other kamuy.”
~*~
A rumble shook the cavern, breaking the conversation between the three of them. The fox stiffened and sniffed the air, “This one apologizes, but we must cut this conversation short. We might get interrupted soon. Ghost, come here a second.”
The fox pointed to the edge of the invisible wall that went over the pool with his snout. “Tuck your hand under the wall through the pond to Chironnup’s side.”
Ghost appeared hesitant before gingerly sticking his hand into the cold water, arching it to have his palm facing up and his fingers sticking out of the water on the other side. Subaru looked surprised, “There’s a hole in the wall?”
“Trust this one,” The fox visibly rolled his eyes, “If there was a big enough hole for this one to crawl through and escape, he would have done so by now. However, when Pauchi-Kamuy set up the wall, he didn’t realize he left a loophole in the ward that meant it can’t go through water, thus, Chironnup’s power can reach you all still because it goes over this shallow portion of the water pool.”
The fox god was just about to touch Ghost’s finger with his nose before he muttered, “This one can see the hexes you are plagued with…and this one wants to help you all…including you. Chironnup will use a little of his conserved power to break the one preventing you from speaking. The rest will be up to you two to figure out how to break, as this one needs to focus on your friends and try to keep them alive as much as possible.”
Once the fox touched Ghost’s hand, a slightly golden-orange light shined before disappearing. The kamuy looked up at Ghost in a silent question before Ghost attempted to speak, his voice coming out gruff and hoarse as if it were being filtered. “Th..ank…you…”
The fox seemingly smiled before making a few small cackles. “This one sees…he made you use a voice modulator of some sort, just in case that hex was to break…sneaky. Though, the raspiness will subside. That happens when a hex is removed. Takes a minute for the voice to go back to normal.”
Subaru looked away a moment. So…this kamuy has to be hiding Ghost’s real identity for a reason. Maybe one of us does know him…
“Akehoshi Subaru,” The fox called him, startling the idol out of his thoughts, “You, too. Stick your hand in for a moment.”
Subaru mimicked what Ghost did, shivering at how cold the water was before Chironnup touched his hand. After the light faded, he pulled his hand out before noticing a faint marking on the back of his hand that looked vaguely like a fox face. “This one knows to keep this mark faint to avoid detection, but its power will be the same. Use this to come back here quickly in the future when Chironnup calls for you. You can bring Ghost with you so long as he holds onto you once you recite ‘Bring me to my summoner to answer the call’…or anyone else for that matter. Chironnup can also send you back out of here with that mark. This one is going to rely on you two to help figure this all out.”
“What about the others? I’m sure they can-”
“No,” Chironnup sounded stern, tone growing deep, “Chironnup apologizes, but the fewer people who know where this one is or of the aid this one is giving you, the better. Loose lips sink ships and all that. Right now, you’re kind of the only one who isn’t a hothead out of your crew. It’s already a dangerous idea having both of you aware of this, but this one needs both of you to know. The best way to start taking the fight back is to find several of the missing kamuy who have yet to be captured and have your friends become their holders.”
“Their what?”
“Holders. The kamuy will lend their respective holder their power to aid them. Once we find all the ones who are missing and get in contact with those that he sent out there in those gems, Chironnup has an idea of what universe we can then use to finally send Pauchi-Kamuy back into imprisonment. Once people have become holders, then we can start cluing them into what the big plan is.”
“But…” Ghost whispered, “He’s…my friend…he…”
“Saved you? This one knows that,” The black fox sat back and kept eye contact with the masked man, “This one saw Poro-nitne-Kamuy alert him to what had transpired that led you here in the first place.”
“You…know who Ghost is? And why he’s here?” Subaru looked between the two of them.
“…Why…?” Ghost rasped.
“Why is this one not telling anything about it?” The fox tilted its head, “Because that is not Chironnup’s place. If this one were to reveal that too soon, that partial link Pauchi-Kamuy set up would be for not.”
The fox used his paw to point to Ghost’s clothed left wrist. Ghost slowly parted the cloth and gloves to reveal pale skin and a rotating, shadowy braided pattern wrapping around his wrist. Subaru looked at the weird shadow bracelet, “A partial link?”
“Links are very rare for a kamuy to form with a mortal. While being a holder is temporary in that once the mutual goal is met, the two beings separate and return to their normal states. A fully established link means the human can traverse both our realm and the mortal world at will regardless of how strong the veil barrier is and allows for the associated kamuy to take control of the human in either world. A link makes it so that the human will constantly keep and wield the power of the associated kamuy until either they expire or something occurs for the link to break. This is only possible because the kamuy and the human are directly linked by shared energy and life force; in essence, the kamuy use part of their life force to give directly to the human…A partial link is essentially that, the bare basis for the start of a link.” The fox kept staring at the shadowy link.
“Are you saying this partial link is keeping Ghost alive?”
“Yes.”
Ghost and Subaru both looked at each other in shock. Ghost seemed particularly disturbed, “He…never said…he…he told me…he saved me…not that…he was…keeping me alive.”
Chironnup grew pensive. “Hm…Seems even he is capable of some compassion…He probably realized the trauma and reality of the situation would be too great for your soul, or subconscious whatever you want to call it. It serves the same purpose. If you suffer too much of a mental break, that partial link will collapse and you will be sent back to your body in that world…but even this one can tell that without his link, you will not last long in the human world. Though why he wants to keep you alive…maybe it’s for getting to your world at some point once he establishes a full link.”
“I-If he has someone out there with a full link-” Subaru realized the horror of the situation.
“It doesn’t matter if he is imprisoned or not. He will bust out time and again so long as he has someone with a fully established link. Then the only way to send him back would be to eliminate the human portion of the link.” The fox finished his thought.
“But…” Ghost’s voice slowly started to grow stronger as the voice modulator made it go lower, “Sometimes he…when he isn’t all there…he builds up the link. But when he is normal he starts to undo it back to just this…like he didn’t remember doing it and doesn’t want it to fully establish.”
“Normal? Not all there? Undoing a link?” Chironnup tilted his head back and forth with each question, “…This is exactly why Chironnup needs the both of you in on this. Akehoshi and Ghost, both of you need to work together to get to the bottom of this while this one helps the others eventually find the other kamuy who haven’t been captured yet. Ghost, Pauchi-Kamuy clearly has a soft spot for you, we need to know what is going on at his end to get the whole picture. This one has a sneaking suspicion that this isn’t purely just a situation where an evil spirit rises and wants to destroy everything and cause chaos and misery to all. This one also thinks he was right to suspect the gems in the beginning. Ever since they arrived it has been one issue after another.”
“Couldn’t you just see into his memories?” Subaru gestured upwards for lack of having a physical rendition of the other kamuy, “Or even Ghost’s?”
“When a link is made, it is forbidden for another kamuy to encroach. Nothing necessarily stops us from replacing links with our own, but it gets more difficult when it is a fully established link. It’s like stealing. Not only that, but even a partial link makes the human become more aware of a kamuy’s presence. This one can access a regular human’s memory and they will be none the wiser. This one tries that on Ghost, Ghost will feel it, and it will hurt, as well as alert his linked kamuy to what’s going on. Not only that, but kamuy can’t access another kamuy’s memory for the same reason. We feel it, it hurts, and we don’t like it. Thus, no one does that, even for him that would be crossing the line. It’s impossible for Chironnup to access either of their memories without alerting him to what is going on.” Chironnup shook his head like he was reprimanding a child.
Another rumble, louder this time, shook the cavern.
“You two must go. Please. Stay safe and stay strong. We will figure this out.”
The fox lifted his head and tail, summoning a bright light that blinded the duo. When the light subsided, they were back at the dead-end of the dungeon.
“Woah…”
“Huh, I’ve seen evil spirits use their powers, but that was truly something,” Ghost warbled.
A distant screech of something inhuman caught their attention. Ghost grabbed the other’s wrist, “Come. You need to go back.”
“Wh-what!? After all that, you’re just going to put me back in a cell!?”
Ghost yanked him close, the ginger-idol’s nose just barely brushing the mask. “If you want to keep this all quiet, yes. An idol can act. This will be no different.”
Subaru nodded slowly before allowing himself to be escorted.
~*~
By the time he had returned Akehoshi Subaru back to his cell and made a few more rounds in No Man’s Land, as he likes to call the barren wasteland of white and grey, in an attempt to find a few of the other idols who were left behind, Ghost was thoroughly exhausted. That was the very first universe he had ever jumped into, and Pauchi was not joking when he said it might be draining. Maybe a quick break in his room will help recharge him.
He had just gotten back when he was greeted by a familiar shadow with glowing yellow eyes and various colors flowing around him. The voice was one he had long since come to know as Pauchi’s true voice. Not the pretentious one that he uses when talking to those idols. Not the insane one when he gives in to his nature too hard. This one was gruff, raspy, but above all, slightly warm.
“Ah, I was wondering when you would return. You must be tired. I apologize for having to call you in so soon, but I truly did not expect that particular idol to be such a nuisance.”
Ghost stepped behind a screen and began taking off his mask and attire before changing into a more lax set of clothes consisting of grey sweatpants and a plain white shirt. He ran a hand through his powder blue hair before stretching his back. “You weren’t joking when you said jumping universes would be draining. Also, that guy was such an asshole! I was so wanting to cuss him out whenever he glared at me.”
He flopped onto his bed face first, the super fluffy and soft blankets and pillows giving at the weight. Pauchi chuckled, “The hexes are for your own good against them. At least they only activate when you are around them. I can only imagine how much more annoying that would be if it were all the time.”
It made a move to pet his head before it stopped. Ghost tilted his face out of the pillow to crack open one of his citrine eyes. “I don’t mind your touch. It’s fine.”
Pauchi hesitated once more before lightly running a shadowy hand over his head a few times. The blue-nette sighed in contentment at the feel of his icy cold hand scratching his scalp, “Feels like fresh air after being stuck in that getup.”
“Hmm…This is the first time I’ve ever had to care for a human…Caring is much harder than what I’m used to.”
“Yeah, destroying is so much easier. So much effort and energy is taken to build something up but takes so little to tear it down…” Ghost became lost in thought.
“…Why don’t you stay and rest until the next universe, hm? Don’t worry about the others. I’ll have my pets or some of the other kunne kamuy round them up. Rest up. The next one is going to be even more involved than the last for the both of us.”
“You’re actually taking your threat to them seriously about having the both of us face off against them in a universe?” Ghost had his eyes closed as he began to relax.
“Well, found one that is particularly evil, in a way. It still ends well for the heroes of that universe, but it is more bitter-sweet. While we may die in that universe, that will be a small victory for them while they will endure heavy consequences and losses.”
“That does sound evil…” Ghost began drifting off.
Pauchi turned to inspect the dozing-off teen before finding a blanket to drape over him. Before he made to leave, he turned one last time to the sleeping human. “Sleep well…Kaname.”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 17: Pacts and Promises (Hidden Gods Arc: Part 3)
Notes:
Let me know if you guys would like me to create a Google Doc with updated information on the various gods and terminology to help everyone keep things straight!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Hana no Saku Basho (Where the Flowers Bloom) by Asami Imai
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mINvfJqZBzE
Aira sprinted around the white and grey polygon landscape as a nasty demon chased him. It routinely would chase after him as a swarm of tiny, non-descript shadows before it would coalesce into a human ravaged by smallpox. It looked like a ragged, lanky man with unkempt, long black hair that often hung in front of his eyes. His whole face and most of his exposed skin were covered in the distinct raised bumps and rashes associated with the disease. When it was human, it would just watch him and antagonize him with words before beginning to chase after him again as a swarm.
The demon watched him with twisted, smug amusement. “Keep running! You’ll find this place is endless! Sooner or later, you’ll tire! And what then? Save your energy and just let me capture you!”
The blond refused to listen and kept running, sometimes tripping or slipping as he could barely discern what was a slope and what was flat land. His abdomen was screaming in pain, a reminder of the universe he was briefly in with Niki and Hiiro, but he didn’t stop. He followed a trench until it rounded a corner to reveal something truly odd.
There was an old, disused building made out of woven reeds and was fairly large, about 12 feet wide by 18 feet long. The roof was a mix of wooden poles and more woven reeds or straw but had started to strip away or cave in at some parts. Even more intriguing was that the area surrounding it wasn’t the usual polygon landscape, but consisted of grass and a few wildflowers.
What truly startled him was that there was a woman, appearing to be in her mid-30s with shoulder-length, straight black hair and a dark grey cloth headband with white patterns wrapped around her forehead, who spotted him from one of the windows. She seemed equally stunned to see him before looking behind the blond at hearing the smug demon call out for the kid to give up, sounding slightly distant. The woman looked back at Aira before frantically waving him over.
Something in the back of his mind told him it would be a bad idea to trust strangers, but he’d rather take his chances with the lady over a disease-stricken demon. He sprinted to the house and the woman helped him climb through the open window before she ushered him to hide under one of the raised boxes in the sparsely furnished room. She held a finger to her lips, which he realized were stained black with what appeared to be tattoo ink. The tattoo mimicked a mouth shape as it surrounded the real mouth and stretched out towards the beginning of her cheeks. Even her hands and forearms were covered in geometric, crisscrossing tattoos.
She stood back up and called out to someone else in another room, brushing off the dirt that had gotten on her dark grey, robe-like dress, “That demon is back!”
A man’s voice answered, “Again!? I don’t know how much longer we can hold out after this one…”
He had just stepped into the room and noticed Aira under the raised box. He had similar hair to the woman but sported a 5 o’clock shadow and a light grey robe. It was only now Aira noticed the unique-looking patterns on each of their clothes and the jackets of dark red for the woman and dark blue for the man. The man looked to be about to say something before the woman held a finger to her lips and pointed outside. He looked between Aira and where she was pointing several times before tsking and grabbing a spear and tossing the woman a bundle of dried herbs with silver bells attached to the strings holding them together. She motioned to him once more to stay put and be quiet before following him.
Aira could just barely hear the conversation going on outside as the demon must have spotted the couple. “Well, well! Funny seeing you two again! I’d imagine the human must have run into you! If you hand him over, I won’t tell Pauchi-Kamuy where you’re both at. Sound fair?”
“We do not negotiate with the kunne, Pakoro-Kamuy. You know that.” The man spoke in a stern but threatening tone.
“Besides,” the woman spoke, sounding deeper than the man, “You’ve run into us so many times and yet have done nothing to reveal our location to him thus far. That trade means nothing, just like your alliance with him.”
The demon began laughing darkly. “HA! At least I know I will benefit from this alliance in the long run by sticking with him! We kunne kamuy may not cooperate often, but we at least know when a deal benefits us…I’ll ask one more time. Hand over the human.”
Aira steadied himself before slinking out from under the raised box, curiosity getting the better of him. He slunk below the window before standing back up near the edge. He peaked around the corner to see out the window, spotting the three people in a standoff.
The man shook his head slowly, readying his spear. “We all know this song and dance by now.”
The demon toothily smirked, revealing a slightly larger-than-normal canine. “But how long will you two last? That is the real question…AAARRRGGHH!”
The demon launched himself at the couple with great speed. The duo split in different directions even faster, making the demon miss. The man charged him with the spear. The demonic entity used the metal braces on his wrists to block and deflect the incoming attack before attempting a roundhouse kick. The man ducked under the kick and used the spear to sweep the demon’s legs out from under him. The diseased man rolled away and started another charge, using one hand to generate more of the shadowy swarm.
The woman, off to the side, began chanting and waving the dried herb bundle around, the bells tinkling with the movement. The sounds of the bells made the demon waver in his next charge and stop generating whatever the shadowy swarm was, gripping his hands over his ears as he let out an annoyed, but pained grunt. He still stood and blocked the incoming thrust of the man’s spear. The woman chanted louder and faster, now beginning to generate a shield ball around the demon. The demon spotted this and attempted to charge her, but the man stood in his way, smacking him upside the head with the blunt end of the spear.
When she finished chanting, the shield ball was complete, forcing the demon to stop attacking. He glared at the couple, snarling as he tried to unleash a swarm. The swarm bounced off the shield and back onto him. He screamed in both rage and agony before he vanished. Only once all of the shadowy swarm was gone did the shield disappear.
Both man and woman were panting heavily and looked paler than when Aira first saw them. He was stunned by what he saw.
The woman called out, “It’s okay, child! He’s gone.”
The man muttered, “For now…”
Aira hesitatingly poked his head further out before he was motioned over by the woman to go ahead and jump through the window and approach. As he slowly approached, he realized the man was barely taller than him while the woman was just a little shorter.
Before he could speak, the man huffed, “What in all the divine realms is a human doing here?”
“Uh…”
“Dearest, what if this is a sign?” The woman interjected.
“Of what? Catastrophe? There hasn’t been a human in our realm in several hundred years! Our faith is dying in their world, so what would make a human come here at all?”
“What if he could help us?”
“Um…excuse me?” Aira felt a touch small.
“How? Our realm has been laid to waste by the kunne kamuy, several of our fellows are missing or captured, and the wards that are keeping us hidden are almost about ready to break! If Pakoro-Kamuy doesn’t reveal our location, then the weakening of the wards will! I doubt this human even knows what we are!”
“I…I mean…yeah, true…” Aira interjected quietly.
“Chironnup-Kamuy sent several of us out to their realm to find ways to fight back! What if a human coming to us means we can turn the tide?”
“C-Can I-?”
“The future is uncertain! We cannot put the fate of ourselves into the hands of an inexperienced human!”
“And you are so stuck in the past that you think we can keep hiding forever and wait for it all to blow over! The scales won’t rebalance on their own this time! We have to do something!”
“EXCUSE ME!!” Aira had enough of being ignored.
The duo turned to him as if they both had forgotten he was standing right there. Aira faltered slightly before hurriedly speaking, “L-Look! I don’t mean to interrupt or be rude! Thank you for helping me! But clearly, neither of us knows what is going on! All I knew was that some sort of creepy voice forced my friends and me into some sort of death game and that we had received visions warning us about all this, but now there is talk about alliances and more evil things and I really don’t know what I just stepped into!”
The woman placed a gentle hand on his shoulder, silencing him. Her gaze was kind but there was a hint of curiosity. “Received visions?”
“…Yes…”
The woman looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and a knowing smirk. He huffed, “Fine. He has been touched by Chironnup-Kamuy. I guess that will count for something.”
“Chi-Chiro who?”
“Chi. Ron. Noop.” The woman helpfully pronounced.
“Chi-Chiron-Chironnup…”
The woman nodded before motioning to the man and gingerly taking the blond by the arm towards the hut, patting him like a mother or grandmother. “Come, there is much to discuss. I have a feeling we might be able to help each other.”
~*~
HiMERU pulled out the city map, placing a finger on Mercy Hospital before circling it with a blue pen as well as their current location. He started tracing with his finger over a subway line nearby. “Amagi. Come look at this.”
Rinne came over, having refilled his AR-15 with more ammo and fiddling with a few more clasps to hide extra cartridges. “Found a route?”
“The subway will take us directly there.”
“Underground? Lovely.” Rinne drawled out with little enthusiasm, “Where’s the nearest entrance?”
“According to this? Just up the street. We’ll take the Red Line right on Holly Street. Figured it would be better than trying to get through this city on the streets.” HiMERU gestured with his eyes over to where they had just barely made it to the rooftop.
“No kidding. Doesn’t mean underground will be any safer, but better than getting ambushed on all sides.” Rinne scratched the back of his head, thankful that his headband was still there if only for a small comfort.
“HiMERU thinks we should work our way down the building we are on and get to the side alley over there,” HiMERU pointed to the map before having the redhead follow him to the edge of the rooftop to look out at the streets, “Once we get down to street level, we need to figure out which way to take to get to the subway entrance.”
“I’d prefer if we have a plan before we get down there.”
“Hence why he is having us look at the streets from up here first.”
Rinne scanned the street below, spotting the distinct sign of the subway entrance just down the street and around the corner. He pursed his lips, “There’s always the bold option of running down the street and directly there, depending on the horde size and how we are all doing on ammo and injuries.”
“Quite bold, indeed,” HiMERU narrowed his eyes before pointing over toward an office building to their right, “Could potentially cut through there. It will provide more narrow spaces but means less infected will be able to funnel in from fewer entrances. Should dump us out right beside the subway entrance on the other side.”
“Or,” Kohaku approached from behind the duo, “We could go straight on through past ta’ stalled semi-truck.”
The older men looked to where the younger was pointing, brows furrowing quizzically. “No offense, Kohaku-chan, but why the fuck would we want to go a longer route?”
“Considerin’ our meager supplies thanks ta invisible jackass, tha’ area looks like it has warehouses, maybe even some supplies.” Kohaku huffed as he scuffed the roof with his foot.
“Ugh, I don’t like the sound of it either, but we might have to do that,” Mao came out from under the makeshift tent, “Barely any ammo, crappy weapons, and very little medical supplies.”
“The fucker really wanted us to have trouble right out the gate,” Rinne mumbled under his breath before speaking up, “How little of medical supplies we talkin’?”
Mao tossed two small med packs onto the table under the tarp before holding out a piece of paper. “Two. Each barely has enough supplies for one person. The entity left us a note saying how we should be grateful he’s giving us two of these and that we’ll just have to make do with popping pain pills like HiMERU-senpai or scavenge around and hope we get lucky. Along with descriptions of each of the Special Infected.”
“Geez, no need to call out Merumeru,” Rinne snickered.
“I’m not, the entity wrote it on the paper,” Mao tilted his head at the blue-nette, “Do you have chronic pain?”
“More like chronic headaches because of dealing with this one.” HiMERU gestured to his unit leader as he pinched the bridge of his nose.
“Fair enough.”
“Wow! I see how it is!” Rinne huffed a laugh and crossed his arms.
“Can we get back on topic!?” Kohaku growled.
“Oukawa is right. We need to figure this out before we get to the streets.” HiMERU grumbled.
Rinne assessed the options, realizing he had become the de facto leader once again. He looked to the younger two before noticing Kohaku only had a pistol and a knife. “Where did yer second one go?”
“Down there.” Kohaku pointed behind him to where they had just managed to get on the roof by the skin of their teeth.
“There’s one gun still here, but it’s another pump shotgun…” Mao gestured to said firearm on the table with a few more rounds nearby.
The redheaded man took a deep breath before unclipping his gun and handing it and the extra ammo to Kohaku. “Here, kid. You’ll fare better with this.”
Kohaku blinked rapidly before slowly accepting the gun. “Why…?”
Rinne grabbed the pump shotgun before checking to make sure it was loaded and grabbing extra magazines and bullets. “Since we’re gonna go through this building to get back to the streets, lots of tight corners means lots of places for infected to blindside us. Merumeru and I will stay up front while ya two will cover the back as we go through. Besides, ya might just fly backward if ya fire a shotgun.”
“What!? I’m not tha’ much o’ a lightweight!” Kohaku formed fists as he looked about ready to punch Rinne’s lights out.
“Eh…he kind of has a point…” Mao glanced away.
“See? Even Maomao agrees with me!”
“Wh-What is with that name!?”
“Aw, don’t like that nickname?” Rinne teased before humming in thought, “Well, yer name means ‘cat’ in Chinese, so how about Neko instead? Kyahaha!”
“Wh-! I’d prefer my normal name or just ‘Isara-san’!”
“Ya might as well get used ta it, Isara-han. He does this with almost everyone,” Kohaku drawled.
“F-Fine!” Mao stomped his foot like a disgruntled little kid.
Kohaku looked at the older men, ignoring the tantrum of the other. “So, do we go straight there, go through ta’ office buildin’, or try ta’ warehouses?”
“Do we even know what could be in those?” Mao glanced to said buildings off in the distance, “Could be nothing useful at all.”
“…We may just have to see how we are doing when we get to the bottom floor. If we aren’t fairing so well and have a horde, take the office building route. If we seem okay and don’t have a horde coming for our asses, go straight to the subway. If we are sitting pretty, we can take the chance with the warehouses. Let’s scavenge what we can in the building and stay close. Don’t fall behind and don’t go too far ahead.” Rinne instructed the crew.
“Who should carry the med packs?” Mao picked up the two.
“Probably would be best ta have one fer ta’ people in ta’ front an’ ta’ back.” Kohaku took one and stuck it inside one of the inside pockets of his jacket.
“Sounds like a plan. Merumeru, which of us has more ammo?”
Rinne and HiMERU counted out cartridges before Rinne took the other med pack. “Figured I’d end up with the short stick.”
“It might be a good idea to keep each other posted on anything we find or if we need to reload, that way someone can cover you,” HiMERU suggested.
“And that’s why yer automatically my second-in-command, Merumeru!” Rinne grinned and gave him a thumbs up before turning serious again, “Also, keep a close eye on yer ammo and make the shots count. I have a bad feeling this fucker is gonna make ammo real scarce for us.”
Rinne approached the rooftop access door before turning to everyone else, checking that he had a round in the chamber of his new gun. “Make sure yer locked, loaded, and ready to go. Ready?”
A few seconds go by as the crew makes sure their weapons were loaded before giving the all-clear to the redhead. He nods. “Safeties off. Stay close.”
He unbarred the door and slowly pushed it open, keeping quiet as he and the blue-nette took point.
“Ah, so we are finally getting this started!”
All four of them stopped with looks of absolute annoyance. Rinne spat, “Don’t tell me we gotta deal with ya making commentary the entire time.”
“Aw, you don’t like my voice?”
“Grr, if ya hadn’t already pissed off by now, you’re certainly on the right track.”
~*~
“So…” Tatsumi put his hands in his pockets as he watched a woman, possibly no older than her mid-20s, go about collecting herbs near her hut. It was still quite awe-inspiring to see nature instead of the polygon world after so long.
It had been quite eventful for him since he returned from the dark school. His leg nearly gave out again as he tried to escape from a tall, two-legged, bird-like shadow demon, which he was mentally cursing himself as he remembered most of the pain coming from said limb was psychological and thus would be a constant problem given he is currently experiencing everything in his mind. Just when he thought he would get caught, this woman appeared and sliced the demon into ribbons with a stream of water she willed into wielding like a whip. Ever since then, she has had him follow her around as she and him began explaining the circumstances that caused them to meet.
The woman, who introduced herself as Wakka-Ush-Kamuy, looked up from where she was bent over collecting a few leaves, brushing some of her long, straight black hair out of her face. “Yes?”
“Um…so this is a spirit world…does that mean…?” Tatsumi was still trying to wrap his mind around the fact that, yes, he was in a spirit world and he was speaking to a spirit, a god, the god of fresh water in the Ainu pantheon.
“That there are others? Yes,” She finished collecting a few leaves before straightening back up, gesturing for him to follow her back to her hut and continuing to talk as they walked, “There’s the realm of the Shinto kami, the old Greek pantheon, even the one belonging to your God.”
“I see…” Tatsumi whispered.
“I know. It’s a lot to take in.” The woman smiled kindly, stopping to pick up a container of fresh water just outside the hut before entering, gesturing for the idol to sit by the hearth. “Come in, I’m making some tea while we discuss.”
Tatsumi sat on one of the offered mats, grateful to feel the pleasing warmth of a fire. “Almost forgot what warmth felt like. Didn’t realize just how cold this place was.”
“That would be thanks to Pauchi-Kamuy and the other kunne ravaging the place,” The woman shook her head in annoyance, “As much as I would love to fight back, there is not much I alone can do.”
Tatsumi grimaced at the mention of the demon. He remembers just how aghast the woman was to hear of how he and his Assistant treated him back in the school, along with the others. “You said you turned down the opportunity to leave here by way of those vessels – the artifacts. Why, Kamuy-san?”
Wakka-Ush gave him an amused smile as she poured the tepid water into the pot to boil. “You can call me Wakka-Ush, or just Wakka for short if you like, Kazehaya Tatsumi. But yes, I did. Unlike Chironnup-Kamuy, I was not as confident in thinking that you all would be able to heed those warnings he sent you. Thus, I insisted on staying here, just in case either you all would need help or to stave off what kunne forces I could until we could turn the tides. Unlike some of the other kamuy, my powers and realm flow far into Teinei-Pokna-Moshiri, our Underworld if you would, thus I’m not in as immediate danger of fading away as some of the others.”
“It was certainly foolish of us to not heed them…” Tatsumi trailed off, gazing at the embers in the crackling fire.
He felt a gentle hand on his shoulder, drawing his attention back to the woman with grey-blue eyes. “Do not hear me wrong. It was no fault on your end. I simply believed that Chironnup-Kamuy was too late in sending those visions. That or it didn’t matter in the end. I was the one to make him think of a few contingency plans, just in case you hadn’t been able to heed them.”
He felt a small smile tug at his lips, feeling slightly lighter after the reassurance. “Since you are insisting on informality, Tatsumi is just fine.”
“Very well, Tatsumi,” The woman smiled before pointing to his moles, “Seems you and I are quite similar. I have one, too. See?”
She tucked some of her hair back behind an ear to reveal a beauty mark under her left eye. Tatsumi felt more relaxed, feeling the tension in his shoulders easing. “Indeed we do. That’s a very nice necklace, too.”
“Oh, this?” Wakka held out part of the two-stranded, black, clear, and turquoise glass-beaded necklace with a silver medallion depicting a river, “This is what my people call a shitoki. These are very sought after by women and are quite valuable, since we only got to get these beads and medallions whenever we used to trade with the Chinese and Japanese. Without the medallion, they are referred to as tamasai. The women often pass these down through the generations.”
“Did one of your people make that as an offering to you once? Or did you make it yourself?”
“It was so long ago I almost don’t remember…” Wakka smiled nostalgically, “I believe it was a fisherman and his wife who were thanking me for intervening when the salmon weren’t arriving on time, which threatened their little village with starvation. I almost refused to accept it since I knew how much trading and time it took for them to get the materials for it, but they insisted. They even named their daughter after me shortly before that. I just wanted to make sure that they wouldn’t starve, so long as they did their due diligence and treated the salmon and rivers with respect, which they were doing. It was more of a mix-up on the salmon kamuy’s end that caused the delay.”
“You are quite humble and kind,” Tatsumi smiled warmly.
“I feel for humanity. Sometimes too much…Heh, Fuchi-Kamuy always told me I would end up running on low for all of eternity by doing so many selfless acts with no offerings if it weren’t for the entourage of other water spirits under my command taking care of it for me.” Wakka’s eyes crinkled around the edges with her smile as she cast some magic on the pot of water to speed up the boiling process.
Tatsumi watched the change of state with intrigue. “Sorcery?”
“I and a few other kamuy are quite adept in it, yes. Especially Fuchi-Kamuy. Bending such energy is very rare for kamuy. Most rely on animals or physical elements for their powers. Kamuy like Fuchi and I are rare outside of the celestial kamuy and Kotan-kar-Kamuy.” Once she was satisfied with the water temperature, she added some of the various herbs and berries she had collected, letting them steep.
“You seem quite fond or at least hold this Fuchi-Kamuy in high regard.”
The smile faded by a small fraction. “Fuchi-Kamuy is the goddess of fire, the hearth, and is one of the most important and powerful deities in our pantheon. She and I have…complicated history. She is a better sorceress and holds much sway in our pantheon…even over the celestial gods who are technically older than her…I wonder where she is now…or how she’s doing…”
“Did she also refuse to go in one of those vessels? Was she…captured?” Tatsumi gave her a pensive look.
“No. We all agreed that she needed to go in one of those because of how important she is. I believe she and Hasinaw-Uk-Kamuy, our goddess of hunting, share a vessel, the orange gem. Pauchi-Kamuy would absolutely want to make sure she was contained and captured first and foremost because of how important she is in our pantheon and because she is that strong…” Wakka trailed off as she stared at the embers, “I remember Hasinaw-Uk was quite upset that I refused to leave with them, but I reasoned with her saying that not only would I still be able to hold out for a while, but that if the both of them left then it would keep Pauchi-Kamuy hesitant on acting too brashly. If he doesn’t have either of them captured, then he will be more cautious.”
“Sounds like those two are quite powerful, but you shouldn’t doubt yourself.” Tatsumi gently rested a hand on her knee.
She seemed startled by such a statement as she blinked at him rapidly. “Oh, well I-”
“I can tell you are quite skilled, and you understand your worth enough to know you can hold out and give up your place in a vessel for someone else to go. You are quite intelligent, too, seeing as how you understood the power dynamics well enough to create a situation for Pauchi-Kamuy to hold back.”
Wakka’s gentle smile returned, though it didn’t reach her eyes. “That may be what you see, but I’m unable to do much else in this war…unless…”
She darted her eyes around at seemingly nothing, her mouth silently moving as if she were talking to herself. “There might be a way…and it might help you and your friends…so long as those two are found and create a contract with a potential holder…”
“A what?”
“A holder is like a temporary vessel for a kamuy in the form of a person. The human and the kamuy make a temporary contract in order to accomplish a goal. This contract allows the kamuy to essentially use the human as a traveling home as a way to recharge our spiritual energy, and is usually formed under dire circumstances. This is because we essentially become a tool for the human and allow them some access to our powers. The main difference is that it has to be mutual. The human can’t use our powers unless we allow it, and we can’t force anyone to become a holder without their consent. Once the terms of the contract are fulfilled, the kamuy vacates the person and the person no longer can summon us or use our powers.”
“So what does that have to do with fighting the kunne and my friends and I?”
She readjusted herself so that she was keeping direct eye contact, her tone growing serious. “Because a kamuy who has made a contract with a holder essentially becomes invisible to other kamuy unless the holder calls upon them. Me becoming invisible and staying with a holder, like you, means that I can help you all fight back against the kunne and return Pauchi-Kamuy back to imprisonment by lending you my powers. I could even help you navigate alternate universes myself, even if Pauchi-Kamuy wouldn’t want you to be there, since my powers and influence traverse all the realms in this world.”
“Which means my friends and I would be safe and can go home. And everyone else at ES won’t be harassed.” Tatsumi’s lavender eyes started to brighten at the prospect, “As much as I know my God would not like me making a deal with another…I want to protect my friends.”
“Do not think I’m forcing you into this,” Wakka urged him, “It is merely a suggestion.”
“A suggestion that is proving to be a very valid and worthwhile option,” Tatsumi corrected.
“For us to form that contract, we need to know if Apasam-Un-Kamuy hasn’t been captured yet and that they are strong enough to still be able to aid in the binding process.” Wakka began pouring some of the readied tea into two cups, handing one to Tatsumi, “They are in charge of that along with a few other important things, and are the only ones that can sense when these contracts and links have been formed outside of the kamuy who are involved in them directly. Without their aid, these contracts can cause undo harm to the human or not form at all. If they are captured and already in Teinei-Pokna-Moshiri, then there is nothing we can do.”
“Would we need to be in their presence to form it?”
“No,” She huffed as she stared out into the polygon landscape, “Thankfully not. They’ll be able to sense that a contract is being forged and be able to aid in the binding from a distance. But without their aid, making those contracts becomes quite dangerous.”
“I’m assuming we don’t know where they are?”
Wakka sighed pulling out a bowl of water and casting more magic over it to view a worn-down hut, “If the realm was like it was, I’d be able to find their place in no time, but all the landmarks are so different or are almost completely gone now thanks to the kunne…Hopefully, those two aren’t going at each other’s throats.”
“…Two?” Tatsumi raised an eyebrow.
She turned her gaze back to him. “They share the same name and are one kamuy, but Apasam-Un is a dual entity. They are two people.”
~*~
“So let me get this straight,” Aira sat around a small hearth with the man and woman, “This liminal space is really a spirit world, and this space in particular is home to the Ainu spirit world.”
“Exactly,” The man nodded.
“And the spirits in this world are referred to as kamuy. Some are just regular spirits while others are like gods?”
“Yes. My husband and I are one such god. We both are called Apasam-Un-Kamuy. We are the guardians of the threshold,” The woman nodded along as she repoured some tea, “Here. While you may not need to eat or drink in our realm, this tea will help calm your nerves after everything you have endured so far.”
The man appeared solemn, appearing empathetic to what the blond had gone through thus far. “Indeed…”
Aira accepted the cup gratefully with a shy smile. The couple seemed genuinely friendly, if a bit comical with how often they bicker with each other. “So…are there specific names for each of you? And what exactly do you mean by the ‘threshold’?”
“Just Apa-kunrari-kur for my husband and Apa-kunrari-mat for myself. They translate to ‘man sitting behind the entrance’ and ‘woman sitting behind the entrance’ respectively. We are called upon whenever a change of state occurs, from difficult childbirths, to protecting travelers crossing foreign lands, to protecting against angry kamuy, and even protecting our people when encountering or dealing with other cultures. There are two of us because we each see a point before or after the change of state, that way we can better guard the supplicant, the individual who called upon us.”
“Oh! That’s why each of you focuses so much on either the past or future!” Aira’s green eyes lit up in understanding.
“Precisely,” The woman, Apa-kunrari-mat, smiled kindly, “I focus on what occurs after the transition while my husband focuses on the state before the transition. With our combined work, we protect the individual and ensure their safety through whatever uncertainty.”
“So, that shield thing I saw earlier. Was that specific to you?” Aira tilted his head in question at the older woman.
“Both of us can do that, though my husband is more of the physical fighter between us, so it tends to fall to me to cast them. They are reflective shields that are meant to reflect a singular attack, rather than to keep repelling. They can also be used against an attacker as you saw, creating a bubble around them that forces them to either cease attacking or inflict their attacks upon themselves.”
The man chuckled, a slightly smug but proud smile forming. “The best offense is a good defense, as they say.”
“Except our wards are proving that we can’t be on the defense for long…” The woman gave the man a judging look.
“The wards you’re both talking about…are they keeping you hidden?”
The man, Apa-kunrari-kur, took over. “Yes. Pauchi-Kamuy, the one who started this whole mess with us and your world, has been trying to round up all the kamuy. The artifacts he wants the rest of your people at ES to retrieve hold several of our most powerful deities to escape captivity. They were sent to your world by Chironnup-Kamuy, the one who sent you all those visions, in order to regain strength and find a way to turn the tables against the kunne kamuy, the dark spirits, such as Pakoro-Kamuy, the one you were chased by earlier, in order to return the balance of power to its proper state. Suppose it is not and Pauchi-Kamuy remains left unchecked. In that case, the destruction and chaos he sows will not only eat away at our realm completely but also seek other spirit worlds and eventually your world in its never-ending quest to destroy, even if that isn’t what he desires.”
“What do you mean he wouldn’t want that? He’s the…god of insanity and chaos, right? Wouldn’t he want to destroy things?” Aira pondered.
“From what we have understood so far, as well as what Chironnup-Kamuy has told us before he was captured, it seems that Pauchi-Kamuy just wants to make sure our faith doesn’t die out, as our people have gone through rigorous cultural genocide by the Japanese government for centuries, many having turned to Shintoism and abandoned us. To do that, he needs more power, which means he needs to be able to leave Teinei-Pokna-Moshiri, our version of the Underworld for the kunne, and hold more sway. Because the world is ruled by the Good Kamuy, thanks to Chironnup-Kamuy’s intervention near the beginning of the world, he is unable to have the power he needs. Thus, he is aiming to flip the balance of power in favor of the kunne by capturing us all to eventually challenge Kotan-kar-Kamuy, our supreme Creator. In the end, destruction is not what he seeks. However…”
Aira raised an eyebrow as the man trailed off. “There’s more going on, isn’t there?”
He sighed, “It’s more speculation, even on Chironnup-Kamuy’s part. Firstly, Kotan-kar-Kamuy tends to let us go about our duties unhindered and stays out of the way, so long as the balance that was agreed upon stays intact. He periodically goes into deep slumbers, since he is rarely called upon and the other kamuy take care of the day-to-day tasks. However, he should have awoken by now, since the last slumber he had was interrupted about 16 years ago when Chironnup-Kamuy left his post and Pauchi-Kamuy nearly escaped just to tell us all about those weird artifacts he is now looking for. We don’t understand why he hasn’t woken up yet and there is no known way to wake him on our own. If he doesn’t, it allows Pauchi-Kamuy to bypass him entirely. Secondly, this demon has been going on about this dying of our faith for only about 2 years or so, shortly after he rescued some kid from dying after a riot. Ever since then, Chironnup-Kamuy has been speculating that there has been a shift in Pauchi-Kamuy, something unnatural, even by kunne standards, though he has yet to confirm if that is the case.”
“Wait, the artifacts we are looking for are more recent?” Aira set his cup down for his hands were becoming too shaky.
The woman nodded in deep thought. “Yes. They supposedly showed up about 16 years ago in Teinei-Pokna-Moshiri, and they were so unknown and odd that even Pauchi-Kamuy was getting unnerved by them. He even suggested that his rival, Chironnup-Kamuy, hang on to them and for all of us to investigate. All we know is that they are like vessels that can hold immense spiritual power each, and the power can be used for nearly anything, even bypassing the need for us kamuy in some instances. It appears they charge based on opposing sets of emotions and actions, but their origin is completely unknown, even to us. That’s why it seems extremely odd to all of us that Pauchi-Kamuy is now so obsessed with them when he was extremely wary of them at first.”
“M-Maybe he just didn’t realize their potential?”
“Could be…” The woman paused, “Still…something doesn’t sit right with me on this whole situation…it feels like there is something greater afoot, and we kamuy so happened to be the first victims.”
“While I would normally say you are thinking too far ahead…even I am feeling something happened elsewhere that set off this chain reaction.” The man looked out the front door, gazing at nothing in particular.
“Still…it doesn’t change the fact that you two are on borrowed time…right?”
“Unfortunately,” The man still kept staring out the door.
“…There might still be a way…” The woman looked to the young teenager with a contemplative appraisal, “Another portion of what we do is help the binding process between a Holder and a Kamuy, as well as help to establish Links.”
“What are those?”
“A Holder essentially receives aid and the powers of a given kamuy for a temporary purpose. A link is a more permanent binding process that requires the kamuy to share part of their energy with the human and provides greater powers. Specifically, the kamuy can take control of the human when they are in the human world, but the human is also granted all of the kamuy’s associated powers and can use them at will, without the kamuy needing to aid them, as well come and go to and from the spirit world at will.”
“Okay…so what does that have to do with helping yourselves out?” Aira felt a weird pit begin to form, but he wasn’t too sure if this was entirely a bad feeling.
“The reason the others are called Holders is because the kamuy essentially travels with the vessel, the individual, that serves as a temporary home that can enable the kamuy to recharge their spiritual energy at a quicker rate, even when called upon, until the purpose or shared goal is completed.”
“Wife…” The man turned back, giving her a leveled look, “I know exactly what you are thinking. You realize if he agrees to that, we will constantly be right under Pauchi-Kamuy’s nose.”
“And if we help his friends find the others who haven’t been captured? And help them with the binding process? With our teamwork and those in the human world, we could finally bring the fight back!”
“Woah, wait a minute! You want me to become a holder?” Aira leaned back in shock.
“Specifically for us,” The woman continued, “Because we are often called upon to protect those from angry kamuy and to protect individuals during critical state changes, we are crucial to the binding process for holders and kamuy. Without us, without our freedom and power, they cannot occur. By lending some of our powers to you, you will serve as a temporary vessel for us to hide and regain our energy. You will be able to cast the shields that we can do, as well as allow us to protect your friends whenever they could potentially become holders for other kamuy, to ensure the binding process goes smoothly.”
“W-Wouldn’t that mean I have to be there or nearby?”
“Not necessarily. We can sense when those processes are being called upon. Having us with you just ensures that we can easily lend our aid to ensure the process goes correctly wherever and whenever it occurs and not worry about not having enough energy or power…Another thing with being a holder is that the kamuy will help strengthen the mental fortitude of the holder…Part of your predicament is that if you go through too much mental strain, that ‘program’ will forcefully pull you out and cause you to die, correct?”
The woman delicately laid a hand over his as if he were a scared animal. To be fair, he sort of was at the moment. Her voice was calm, serene, and gentle. “You do not have to agree. A contract between a kamuy and a holder has to be mutual.”
She turned to her husband, having a silent conversation between them with just their eyes before he relented and nodded. She turned back to Aira in the same gentle manner. “What we are offering you is aid in exchange for helping us return our world to normal. By helping us, it will help you and your friends. By providing yourself as a temporary vessel – don’t worry, it doesn’t mean we take control over you whatsoever – you will provide us with safety to then further help you and your friends, meaning we will always be with you until the contract is fulfilled. You can talk to us through your thoughts or have us appear physically whenever. We will strengthen your mind so that the threat of a mental breakdown will be less of a pressing issue – not completely negated, but less likely – as well as provide you some of our powers to protect yourself and your friends. By hiding us within yourself, you will keep the option open for others to become holders of other kamuy, allowing everyone to be able to help fight back against Pauchi-Kamuy.”
“…Wouldn’t forming this be detected by him? How can we be sure he wouldn’t know?” Aira’s voice was small. The deal was quite tempting.
“…We’ve allowed him to form a link with someone before all of this…and allowed the link to persist. Thus, he would not detect a change since he knows we need to be aware of the existence of such links. Think of it like letting water free from behind a dam. Does one realize just how much more water is being released once the flow is active? It is imperceptible to the point where it is negligible,” The man quietly admitted.
“…Did…Did it have to do with the kid he saved a while back?”
“…Yes,” The male kamuy admitted, “The boy would have died had Pauchi-Kamuy not insisted on sharing part of his energy with him. Why he was insistent on saving this one is beyond us. Typically, Kotan-kar-Kamuy would forbid such links between a kunne and a mortal, due to the dangers that would incur, although links can form between any kind of kamuy. We made the exception for him because he was insistent on saving him and vowed to find a way to make sure the boy could return to a normal life free of the link at some point…”
“So he lied…”
“No, Pauchi-Kamuy did not lie, for he knew forming a link would mean splitting some of his energy and powers at a time when it would be counterintuitive for himself,” The man shook his head, “The issue lies in how a link is formed. It can be based on two things: either by the human body, or the human soul. The basis of a link is the sharing of the kamuy’s energy, a life force if you will, with the human. If a link is established through the body, it is a physical link and is far less dangerous, as well as easier to break off, as the human body will be able to recover on its own. A spiritual link, one with the soul, is immensely difficult to break and very dangerous for the human involved. Spiritual healing is different from physical healing in that it is a very, very slow process. From what we saw, the boy had undergone so much physical damage that it affected his brain – the subconscious, the soul if you will. He suffered the equivalent of what would occur to you if you were pulled out of the program: a complete separation of the subconscious from the body. For the kid, it means that without his energy, he would die. However, by being stuck here, his body has entered a coma in your world, but he cannot leave until the link is fully established. It forms in layers, the basis being a sharing of life energy, while more is unlocked the further it progresses. With a full link, it won’t matter if he is imprisoned, he will be able to sneak out into your world time and again by simply taking control of the boy.”
“Why couldn’t he do it with the physical body?”
The man picked up a stick and started drawing a crude diagram in the dirt to illustrate his point. “The kunne reside here, in Teinei-Pokna-Moshiri, a section of the spirit realm. Where we are now is just below Kamui-Kando, the highest heavens where Kotan-kar-Kamuy resides. The kunne are trapped there and are not allowed to leave, save for a few here and there, such as Pakoro-Kamuy, the god of pestilence and smallpox, and Poro-nitne-Kamuy, the kunne god of the unknown. Pauchi-Kamuy is relegated to the farthest depths of this world and can only interact with your world through intermediaries, such as other kunne or his Humanoid-Shadows.”
Apa-kunrari-kur drew a line to a new area, simply calling it the human realm, before drawing another area. “All of our realm, Teinei-Pokna-Moshiri and all the other layers, are part of one spirit world, thus think of it as two worlds interacting. To form a physical link, he would have to be physically present in your world with no intermediaries with the desired individual. Since he was unable to leave at that point, a physical link was not possible. The only way he even managed to find the boy’s soul was because Poro-nitne-Kamuy had been watching over the events before the riot that nearly took the boy’s life and brought the soul to Pauchi-Kamuy’s attention.”
“…Okay…but wouldn’t capturing you two end up breaking the link because it can’t stay connected?”
He shook his head. “It would only prevent us from binding new contracts between holders or allowing the beginning of new links. It would not affect previously established ones.”
“…I wonder…is that boy still here?” Aira whispered, not intending to get an answer.
“From what we know, yes, he is. He’s been here for the last two years, though we think the boy doesn’t know that.” The woman absentmindedly fanned the embers in the hearth, “He’s so far in Teinei-Pokna-Moshiri that we do not hear much about him, but we do know he is still here from sensing his presence.”
“…Would becoming a holder mean I’m then stuck here? Or would I still be going through other universes?” Aira glanced at three pebbles near his feet, one having red speckles, one looking yellow, and another looking like a pale red, almost pink granite.
“No. The contract that we would form would dictate we would help each other until our world is saved, thus allowing you all to go home. It would not limit us or you to being stuck in this realm alone.” The woman patted his shoulder and gave it a comforting squeeze.
“It would be best if you continue going through these universes regardless,” The man leaned back on his hands, “That would immediately catch his attention and suspicion if you are somehow unable to join them…Tsk, I wish I had some wine…”
The woman scoffed before smacking him with the dried herb bundle, the bells jingling as he was smacked over the head. “That wine is for celebrations! When we save our world, then you can have some! Besides that took me ages to make since this whole ordeal started!”
“…So this world…was supposed to look like what is around your house?” Aira stared at the green grass as it faded to the polygon landscape a little ways away.
“Yes. The white and grey stuff you see is the last remains of what this world used to be. This is what happens with Pauchi-Kamuy’s power,” The man gazed sadly at the landscape, “His power craves destruction until there is nothing left to destroy…what you see here is the last strand before it gets cut. Any more destruction will result in the land disappearing. It leaches the life out of everything until there is nothing left…”
“…By rebalancing this world…it would return to normal?” Aira’s eyes never left the grass.
“We believe so. It would take time, and maybe it will start healing the more kamuy that are found…” The woman gazed at the embers as if she were seeing an old friend, “Of course, most of the healing will probably be done long after you return to your world. What matters is that we turn the tide before it is too late…and it seems we may have little time left at this rate…”
Aira evaluated his options with downcast eyes. “I…I want to save my friends…if what you say is true…even if I’m scared…I want to do whatever it takes…”
The paired kamuy waited patiently. Aira sighed, steeling himself. “I’ll become your holder. What do I have to do?”
“It is a simple, painless process, child,” Apa-kunrari-mat smiled gently, taking his hand in one of hers while grabbing her husbands, “Take his hand in your other and we will begin.”
~*~
Niki takes it back. He doesn’t hate this universe. He loathes it entirely.
He had already lost count of just how many Runners, Clickers, and Stalkers had tried to turn him either into a punching bag or an all-you-can-eat buffet. Oh, and apparently, Runners can still sense flashlights and it was pitch black as he and the other two were traversing more ruins, and they could hear far more than the others. Then, when one would go off, he immediately would have at least 5 other infected inbound like the dinner bell had rung. It also wasn’t that comforting when he realized the majority of the runners looked to be unlucky soldiers from FEDRA, so make them armored or at least have helmets to boot.
He could deal with the Runners and the Stalkers when it came to sneaking around. Just keep his distance and they could go down relatively easily with a choke hold or a few bashes to the head with a wooden board he found if there was only one or two of them. The Clickers? They were his least favorite with how terrifying their clicking noises could be in an otherwise dead silent room, especially when there were multiple of them going off and sounding like those damn floorboards back at that school, and they were super durable. When all three were around? Niki lost count of how many times he thought, “Man, fuck my life…”, when he realized he would have to navigate areas with minimal cover, next to no ammo, and with just the right amount of enemies to make it difficult to take one down without another spotting him.
Oh, and he had next to no crafting supplies for the precious med kits and shivs. At least the obligatory introduction sequences left him with one of each to start with, otherwise he was so up the creek.
Fuck this jackass of an entity! Only way this could be worse is if it was basically over my shoulder making comments the entire time!
On the bright side, at least he got another gun. It was just a revolver with only 6 bullets, while his pistol only had 5 bullets, but it was better than nothing.
Mayoi heaved a great sigh. “Well, isn’t this just a fun universe?”
Niki and Hokuto were taken aback by the sarcastic tone of the normally quiet, stuttering introvert. However, Niki returned the sentiment. “Yeah, having next to no ammo and really annoying infected that would love to eat me is such a fun treat.”
“…You seem…particularly stressed.” Hokuto, for lack of being able to do much of anything so far despite supposedly being one of the main people for this punishment universe, was left at a loss for what to say, much less even do.
“Stressed? No. Aggravated? Absolutely.” Niki kept leading the way, shining his light on occasion to find any nook or cranny that either could hide supplies or lead them along.
The thing about ruins? They look pretty and mystical from a distance. Trying to navigate them? Especially when they are skyscrapers? Absolute nightmare.
Niki dropped down from a ledge and landed into a nearly foot-deep pool of water. “Ugh! I just dried off from the last one!”
Hokuto dropped down a touch less gracefully, getting his arms drenched as well as most of his legs. “At least it has to be somewhat clean water…”
Mayoi appeared to be the only one completely fine and brushed off the dirt, debris, and wet clothes like it was nothing. Then again, Niki supposed, the introvert was used to the dark and crawling through vents and several secret passages. The braided-haired man stopped by a recently deceased body. “Shiina-san…a Firefly.”
Beside the dead, bloody Firefly member was a glass bottle with a rag sticking out of it. Picking the object up, Niki realized with some glee that it was a Molotov. “Huh, this will come in handy…but that is concerning…makes me wonder if there will be any Fireflies at all at the Capitol.”
“Was this a metro station at some point?” Hokuto looked around in slight awe.
“Probably the beginning part of those underground malls…over here.” Niki gestured to the others after pocketing the Molotov for later.
They crouched under some caving-in debris and into a hall that indicated the area was supposed to lead to the Orange Line of the subway system. Niki immediately turned off his flashlight and froze upon catching a glimpse of another Clicker on the other end of the hall coming around the corner. “Shh…Mayo-chan, how many do you hear?”
Turquoise eyes narrowed as he could almost visually see the strain the other was putting into his hearing as the clicking noises echoed around them. “…Quite a few…might be better to sneak around rather than engage…”
“How many bullets do you have?” Niki whispered as he kept his eyes on the Clicker ahead.
“Three, I think.”
“Shit…”
Mayoi guided the duo to hide behind a fallen vending machine before taking a chance to peek up and over the makeshift barrier. He seemed to be recounting what he could hear and see based on the vaguely moving shadows in the darkness. He crouched back down before making a plan for them. “Here’s the plan. Shiina-san, since you have more bullets, you will take point. I’ll guard the back. Hidaka-san, no matter what, stay close to Shiina-san. Let’s be quiet, only fire when we absolutely have to and, if we do, run. It sounds like there are more than just Clickers down here, so be careful.”
Niki felt a tired smile form. “Man, wish you were going to stick around for the whole thing.”
Mayoi blinked several times before settling on a shy smile. Hokuto seemed to be the only one not sharing the camaraderie. “How are you two being so calm about knowing Ayase might die?”
The smile faded from the phantom’s lips. “I’m terrified…t-truly. But…in a way, I’ve made peace with that…I’ve already died before and will probably die several more times before we finally resolve all this. B-But if I can help others survive so they don’t suffer that fate…then I won’t care how many times I’ll die.”
Niki glanced away, using the sound of the Clicker to disguise how torn up he was on the inside.
No one should have to go through all this.
“R-ready? Shiina-san?”
“…Okay…Follow my lead.”
Niki turned off his light and took a moment to readjust to the lack of light before slowly beginning to creep through the dark, pausing at the cubbies to his left and grabbing another shiv. He could just make out side areas that must have been bookstores or convenience stores once upon a time. Depending on how crowded this area would be, he may want to use those to help reorientate himself or to lure in one infected at a time.
The closest Clicker turned around and started walking their way. Niki wouldn’t put it past the entity to have controlled them somehow into making them do exactly what Niki didn’t want them to do. He paused, Hokuto right behind him followed by Mayoi, all crouched low with baited breaths as they waited for the infected to stumble on by within a foot of them. The grey-haired young man looked at the second shiv he had yet to store away before taking another look at the passing Clicker.
He motioned for the two to stay put, taking a single second to shine his flashlight around to check for any nearby infected, before slowly approaching it from behind.
You can do this, Niki. You can do this…Just steel yourself…You’ve already killed living humans…Consider this a mercy.
He quickly wrapped the Clicker in a headlock before taking the shiv and plunging it into the once-human’s neck, ending it quietly and quickly. He placed a hand over his mouth as he could practically hear his shaky breath, only to quickly gag as he realized some of the blood was on his fingers before doing so. Mayoi placed a hand on his shoulder, asking with his eyes the question they all knew the answer to.
I’m fine…I’m fine…No…I’m not fine…But I can’t lose it now…
With one more, much more subdued shaky inhale, he nodded before continuing on, leading the group into a bookstore to get a better look around the area. At least the Clickers were easy to spot since the mushrooms they had for heads glowed in the dark. Mayoi motioned that he spotted one Runner and where it was. Thankfully, it was by itself. Not so thankfully, it was crying, and it sounded far, far too human.
The asshole did say the infection still left the individual partially aware of what was happening…does that mean she still has some semblance of a conscience left? Fuck…at least other zombie universes allowed the infected person to die before turning…this is a nightmare on a whole other level…
Waiting for another Clicker to leave, Niki began choking out the Runner. He willed himself to keep thinking that he was just doing her a final mercy this way. He certainly wouldn’t want to be left like that.
Slowly but surely, the group made it to the other side before climbing over more debris and coming out onto the surface under a highway. Niki sucked in deep breaths of the fresher air. He stuck his trembling hands in his pockets, focusing on the ground beneath his feet.
“Shiina-senpai…” Hokuto attempted to gingerly pull the other by the arm to sit down.
Niki shrugged the hand away his voice slowly beginning to shake and wobble. “Not now, Hidaka-san…not now…”
The chef walked away, not noticing the tight line of the younger teen’s lips nor the pinching of his brows. They were too out in the open. The infected or the military could show up anywhere and at any moment. He could not have a pity party right now.
Mayoi pointed down a street clogged with a semi-truck. “Capitol’s that way.”
The trio managed to clamber over the stuck semi before continuing to make their way towards a shutter door. Niki began pulling on the chain, making his mind purely focus on doing what needed to be done to get this universe over with.
Mayoi tapped his shoulder upon hearing a distinct groaning scream. “D-Did you hear that?”
The trio stopped only to all feel their heart rates drastically increase and fear course through their veins at hearing more screams of the infected coming their way, and fast. Mayoi tapped the chef’s shoulder repeatedly. “Shit. Shit. Shit! Double time!”
“They’re coming!” Hokuto began inching closer to the duo, staring intently at where they had just climbed over the semi.
Niki pulled the rusted chain with as much force and as quickly as he could. It was barely up about a foot and a half before Mayoi started pushing Hokuto towards the door. “That’s good enough! Go!”
Runners started piling over the semi, screeching their bloodlust. Mayoi and Hokuto ducked under the door. Niki barely managed to leave the chain and begin crawling under when a Runner grabbed his foot. Hokuto dragged the chef inside fully before Mayoi slammed the door down, locking the infected out.
“Holy shit…Holy shit!” Niki panted as he stood, eyes unmoving from the metal shutter as the infected banged against it.
“Um…you got something on your shoe…Shiina-senpai.”
Niki looked down and realized the door had sliced off the Runner’s arm, which still clung to his foot. He quickly shook it off with a grimace. “Ew!”
“M-Maybe we should take a breather…” Mayoi took a look around before realizing that it may not be a good idea, given how the other door out of here had long since come off the hinges, “On second thought…we may need to keep moving until we have someplace more secure…”
The infected screeched and banged on the metal shutter, startling Niki. “I second that.”
Going further into the building, they found themselves in an old museum that once possibly was for the American Revolution, though the building had long since started to collapse in on itself and showed signs of having been looted sometime within the past 20 years. Niki held down a piece of lumber to pry open a space for the other two to pass through before the weight of the building forced him to let go, collapsing the small opening and separating him from the other two.
“Shit!”
“Shiina-san?!”
“I’m fine! I’ll find another way around.”
Clicking and screeching echoed from the room Hokuto and Mayoi were in. “Ayase!”
“Shit! Run!”
No, no, no, no, no! Don’t let this be how Mayo-chan goes! He’s tougher than that! Maybe we can beat that entity and have Mayo-chan stay with us!
It was a vain hope, somewhere deep in his mind supplied, but he was going to hang on to any little bit, any faint glow of an ember of a chance. Even if he had to kill more Clickers, more people, he would not let any more of his friends die.
He snuck around the side and into the darker rooms of the museum, whispering for the other teens as he began honing in on the various Clickers. He quietly crept through the broken museum until he reached the back stairway. Once he was certain he wasn’t being followed, and closing the door for good measure, he began jogging up the stairs. Banging and rabid noises of an infected drew his attention to down the hall.
A Runner was banging on the door as if it was still chasing whatever had alerted it.
That’s got to be where they went.
He choked it out swiftly, the realization that he was starting to not become affected nearly as much by taking these things down slowly crept in. It was a cold comfort at most.
“Ayase! Help!”
Niki burst into the room to see Mayoi get attacked by an incoming Runner while Hokuto was fending off another. He came running over and bashed the Runner attacking Mayoi with a nearby brick, the introvert tag teaming it with a wooden board over the head, breaking it open and killing the infected person. The clover soldier wasted no time in rushing the infected attacking Hokuto, swiftly ending it.
“Shit! More!” Mayoi pulled out a pistol and began firing as best as he could, taking two of them down with headshots before choosing to save his last bullet and going back to his wooden board.
There were at least seven more of them incoming, causing Niki to pull out his revolver and fire multiple shots. After a few tense minutes, the last Runner was down.
“Are you two alright?” Niki panted.
“Define alright.” Hokuto, at the very least, was starting to get his spunk back.
“Are you still breathing?” Niki cracked a toothy grin.
“If short, rapid, panicked pants count, then yes.” Hokuto chuckled, part of him not believing that they managed to make it through that unscathed.
Mayoi was quiet, taking a moment to lean against a display case. “I r-really hate this universe…”
“Yeah…no kidding…the dark doesn’t help either,” Niki looked out the windows and spotted the beginning of sunrise, “Would you look at that…we see another sunrise.”
“Let’s get going…” Mayoi quietly stated before walking out to the fire escape, taking a moment to look behind him with an unreadable expression, “We’re almost done…Stay focused.”
~*~
Wakka suddenly looked back at the bowl of water she had been using to check on this other hut, more than likely the place where the couple were. She saw a faint, golden glow coming from inside the building. “They are alive…and they formed a contract of their own!”
Tatsumi felt a sense of hope course through him, something that felt both unnatural and exhilarating ever since getting stuck in this mess. “Does that mean-?”
“Tatsumi,” Wakka grew stern and serious, “Are you certain you would like to become my holder?”
“Absolutely.”
“Then take my hands and we can begin.”
~*~
Niki and Mayoi opened the doors to the Capitol and were met with a grisly sight. All the Fireflies they were supposed to meet were dead. Shot. Every one of them.
“No…no…” Mayoi’s eyes widened as he began frantically checking the bodies. Hokuto was speechless at the scene.
“Mayo-chan…” Niki called out to the other who kept searching, “What are you doing?”
“M-Maybe they had a map…Hidaka-san, did that Marlene woman say where this lab of theirs was?”
Taken aback by the sudden question, the raven-teen took a moment to respond. “I…I don’t know…she said it was somewhere out west…”
“Fuck!” Mayoi cursed quietly.
“Mayo-chan, it’s okay! We’ll figure this out, all three of us!”
“No…you two will figure it out…this is my last stop…” Purple bangs covered his eyes as he stared at the ground, refusing to meet either of their faces.
“…Mayo-chan what do you mean?” There was a wetness to Niki’s voice.
“Ayase…” Hokuto could barely get the words out as the worst scenario unfolded before him, “…You’re infected…aren’t you?”
The air tensed between them. “Mayo-chan…there’s no way…”
Mayoi, with plucked courage, revealed the bite on the juncture of his shoulder and neck, the veins already darkening around the area as the infection spread. His voice wavered only slightly as he tried to remain strong. “This was over an hour ago. Back at the museum…Oops, right? Our luck had to run out sooner or later, Shiina-san.”
“What fucking luck!?” Niki kicked a rock in frustration, “You’re fucking telling me I was just a few seconds too late back there!? That I was so fucking close to saving you!”
“We knew this would happen, Shiina-san!” Mayoi began shouting back, “The entity made that very clear in the beginning! We knew I was on borrowed time and it wasn’t going to suddenly be kind and allow me to live!”
Niki gritted his teeth before punching one of the pillars, not caring that some of his knuckles split. “It’s one fucking thing to kill random people in this universe, even the infected, but it’s a whole other thing when someone you care about is infected with probably the worst disease that won’t even kill you! You remain conscious even when the Cordyceps takes over! I could barely hold myself together when I had to take out that Runner down in the subway because she was crying like she was still human!”
Niki choked on a sob. “I don’t think I can bring myself to shoot you, but I don’t want you to go through that and leave you like…one of them…”
Sounds of armed military trucks were heard outside. Checking out the window, Mayoi saw dozens of armed military personnel start piling out. “Looks like you won’t have to.”
“What?” Hokuto tried approaching the other.
Mayoi shoved Hokuto towards Niki. “Go, both of you. I can buy you both some time but you have to run.”
“You want us to leave you?” Hokuto tried to grab Mayoi again.
The other teen pushed him back. “Yes.”
“Mayo-chan-”
“I will not turn into one of those things!” Mayoi stood nearly toe to toe with Niki, unshed tears clouding his eyes as his voice shrunk to nearly above a whisper, wincing only once from a mild headache, “Please…I’m trying to make this easier on both of us…Get him to Hiiro-san, he used to run with the Fireflies he will know where to go…”
Topaz blue met turquoise for several tense seconds. Topaz broke away. “Hidaka-san…let’s go…”
Mayoi took a step back, readying his pistol with only one bullet left. “Stick together and have each other’s backs…okay? You both will get through this…”
Niki and Hokuto bolted through the doors behind them and up the grand, split staircase, hearing the gunfire behind them. It took all of Niki’s will to not look out across the balcony overlooking the entryway and see Mayoi splayed out on the floor with blood pooling around him.
He could feel his mind begin to fill with memories flashing back to the beginning of the outbreak, despite not remembering having them before. The entity came back, just to mock him, “Finally remembering? You have been in this universe for longer than you think. Seems the pain was too great, and your mind was blocking the memories…but it seems even your mind can protect you only for so long.”
He remembered fleeing from a house in Texas with Aira in tow. Hiiro had driven a truck to meet them and the three were attempting to flee. After the truck got into an accident, Niki was forced to carry Aira who had a broken ankle. At some point during the chaos, they were separated from the other teen. He and Aira nearly made it out of town when a soldier stopped them and was given orders to shoot them.
Niki…he tried to protect Aira…they tumbled into the ditch and he was nearly shot if it weren’t for Hiiro coming in time. But it wasn’t enough. Aira had been shot in the abdomen and was going into shock, crying at the pain. He died in his arms, the blood pooling everywhere. Aira’s shirt. Niki’s hands. The very ground.
“Shiina-senpai!” Hokuto hissed, trying to get the other’s attention without alerting the military below, “Shiina-senpai, please come back! Please…I don’t know what to do…”
Not now, Niki. Not now…don’t panic, don’t fall now. You have to stay focused. Hidaka-san needs you! Do not let Mayo-chan down!
He shook himself out of his daze and grabbed hold of the other’s wrist, slinking them around to another room where he spotted a hole in the wall that led outside. He will not let another fall. Not again.
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 18: New and Old Faces (Hidden Gods Arc Part 4)
Notes:
Sorry for taking so long! I hope everyone enjoys!
I'm also in the works on creating a Google Doc that will keep a handy list for everyone on the various Kamuy and terminology used, so that way you can refresh yourselves! I'll make sure to have the link in the summary when it is ready!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Hana no Saku Basho (Where the Flowers Bloom) by Asami Imai
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mINvfJqZBzE
Fuck. These. APARTMENTS!
Rinne was so done with navigating tight corners with seemingly hundreds of infected. After the incident with that infected woman, a Witch, as the note helpfully supplied, he’s been terrified of accidentally rounding the corner on one with his flashlight on, or anyone else accidentally stumbling upon one of them. At least it was a good call to have him and HiMERU up front with the shotguns. Sure, it meant they were in the line of fire and faced the infected head-on more often than not, but at least the shotguns cleared groups of them out effectively. At least no Tanks, those big, hulking, assholes on steroids, have shown up. Yet.
Mao grimaced as blood spattered on the walls and himself, “Ugh…this is so disgusting…”
HiMERU blew a group of 5 down with one shot, nearly gaging as one of them had their innards explode. “At least…we can’t get infected…”
“Uh, HiMERU-han?” Kohaku quickly shot one screaming infected in the head with the AR-15, “Ya got somethin’ on yer shoe.”
HiMERU, disgusted at spotting some sort of organ matter on his foot, shook it off rapidly. “Never mind. He agrees with Isara. He cannot wait to be done.”
Thunder rumbled loudly throughout the building, reminding them of the approaching storm. Rinne continued down the next set of stairs after everyone regrouped, shooting a few more down the hall. Kohaku shoved himself in between Rinne and another infected that came from a blind corner, shooting it with no hesitation. The unit leader gave him a playful, but no less thankful nudge with his elbow and a small smirk. The pink-haired teen rolled his eyes, though a similar smirk grew.
Nearing another hall, there was a loud, low sound akin to a belch before something smashed into the wall around the corner from them. Green, slimy bile dripped down the wall as a particularly large, overweight infected stomped around the corner. HiMERU wasted no time in unloading a round on it, all four of them recoiling as it exploded violently, the top half completely gone while the lower half flopped on the ground. Several other regular infected were clawing at the green bile on the wall, completely ignoring the survivors until the bile seemingly started to evaporate. Their attention drew back to the group, though were quickly mowed down.
“Now that…was both disgusting and intriguing…” Rinne eyed the previously bile-covered wall.
“I guess that’s what’s called a Boomer…” Mao swallowed back a gag at the stench.
“Correct! As you saw with the bile, it attracts the infected like flies to shit! Do try to remain lucky like this time and don’t get covered in it.”
“Ya know, I can’t tell if yer tryin’ ta antagonize us or be oddly helpful.” Kohaku kicked away an infected that came through a bathroom door before HiMERU smashed its head in with his crowbar.
“Why not both? They aren’t mutually exclusive.”
Mao looked through what remained of a kitchen before finding a bottle of pain pills on the counter. The voice spoke before he could, “Ah, this is the other way you could heal…well, temporarily.”
“What do you mean by that?” Mao motioned for the others to guard him while he went into the kitchen to retrieve the bottle.
“Your medical packs will provide permanent healing, but are less plentiful, especially with me at the helm. Those pain pills will provide temporary healing that depletes over time but are more common to find. Do try to be careful about when you use a med kit. You never know when you will desperately need them. It might be better to bank on waiting to heal until you are really low to make the most of it. Course, that means you will be at lower health most of the time, which could become a liability.”
“How would we know our health? Not like we have health bars in our line of vision that would tell us.” Mao pocketed the bottle, making sure the pocket was zipped up to ensure it wouldn’t fall out.
“I took the liberty of adding those handy little bracelets. They’ll show your health bar. Have fun…”
Mao and the others chanced a glance at the said bracelets. They were simple, stainless-steel rings that had a bar on one side. They were all glowing green, though the bars were different lengths for each person, with HiMERU somehow the lowest of the four.
“Geez, Merumeru. Didya get hammered a few times without us knowing?” Rinne raised an eyebrow with a smirk.
“He thought he was doing quite well, thank you very much. Though that is quite concerning…”
A cacophony of roars made the group scurry. However, the staircase down to the next level was blocked with debris and furniture, no doubt from previous survivors who attempted to keep the infected at bay. Rinne looked around before spotting a large hole in the floor of what used to be a bedroom, several infected dotting the room below and a few on the other side. He quickly shot the two on the other side before motioning for the others, “Make sure to kill all infected before jumping down.”
“J-jump down!?” Mao noticed the height, “That looks like we’ll break something, or at least sprain our ankles!”
“No, it seems fine,” Kohaku judged the hole and the distance as if he had done this before, “If yer still worried, aim fer ta’ bed just over there.”
HiMERU began shooting a few infected that began gathering below, their mouths open in hideous screeches as their hands clawed the air. “It’s not as far as you think, Isara. Besides, we don’t have another way.”
Rinne jumped over to the other side upon noticing a closet. His gut instinct paid off when he spotted a small survivor’s cache hidden away behind some paper towels. “Score! There’s some stuff here!”
“What do ya see?” Kohaku kicked down an infected that managed to grab hold of a dangling floorboard before firing a few rounds quickly into the heads of a few more.
Rinne pocketed a Molotov and another bottle of pain pills before seeing a pipe bomb. “Can either ya or Neko get over here? There’s a pipe bomb available!”
“Again with that nickname!?”
“Congrats for volunteering, Neko!” Rinne held out the pipe bomb, “Can’t exactly toss it, ya know? Don’t wanna have a premature explosion right on top of us!”
Mao sucked in a breath and trailed near the edge where the hole was smaller. As he leaped, an infected grabbed his ankle, nearly pulling him down. Mao had just landed with his other foot on the edge when Rinne grabbed his arm and kicked the infected in the face, making it release its hold on the youngster. “Th-Thanks…”
Wordlessly, with a small smile, Rinne handed the pipe bomb to the other before checking the hole. At least the two bees were making good work and cleared most of the room, if not the whole floor. “Alright, careful! I’ll go down first, but make sure to cover me!”
Rinne shined a light around, making sure the hole and other entryways were clear before jumping down, thankful that the other two were right and that it wasn’t that far of a drop. It was more or less quiet, save for a few faint breaths of more infected outside of the apartment. Mao jumped down, using the bed to cushion his fall, before stumbling slightly. The other two came down shortly, keeping their guns at the ready.
They rounded a corner and found themselves on the first-floor landing of the building’s interior hall. Dispatching a few more infected, there wasn’t much to glean other than realizing they were almost halfway there. HiMERU took a couple of steps further forward, glancing around a corner before looking back at the crew.
It was then a Smoker was heard. A tongue shot around the corner and grabbed HiMERU by the throat before violently pulling him down the hall. He struggled, wishing he had grabbed a knife from Rinne before setting out, but the tongue refused to budge as he was dragged quickly away. He could hear the others shouting his name and attempting to run after him, but more infected roared. Bullets flew in the distance, the occasional one being aimed at the Smoker that had grabbed him. The next thing he knew, he was pulled outside and into the alley in front of the cursed infected.
Before it and a few infected down the way could do anything to him, they were shot in the head in quick succession. HiMERU gasped, feeling the humid, burning air fill his lungs as he coughed and hacked. He quickly recovered and stood before spotting someone he never thought he would run into again.
~*~
A knock on a door alerted Jun and Ibara. The former quickly opened it to see Wataru and Kanata helping Hiyori to stand. He scrambled to take hold of Hiyori, thanking the two profusely before a screech was heard down the hall. Kanata and Wataru waved him off as they sprinted away to return to their safe rooms before whatever shadow demon came by. Ibara rushed over, shutting and locking the door first, before helping Jun get Hiyori to lay back on the couch.
By the time they laid him down, the door handle jiggled before another knock was heard. Ibara hissed under his breath, “Damn it!”
He barely cracked the door open before Anzu, Jin, and Akiomi rushed in, the young woman with a bundle of clothes in her arms. She was panting, as if she had run all the way there. “Eh, Miss Producer? S-Sagami-sensei and Kunugi-sensei?”
She quickly knelt beside Hiyori and handed the clothes to Jun. “Can I see how bad it is?”
Hiyori gingerly tried pulling up the shirt before wincing. Jun covered his hand with his own until the older man relented, allowing Jun to lift the bloodied shirt to reveal the wound. His breath hitched in his throat. It wasn’t nearly as bad as he expected with all of the blood loss, but it pained him to his core that the other got hurt regardless.
Anzu moved over and took a small sewing kit and a bottle of peroxide from Jin who had hidden them in his jacket pockets. “We got something that might help. Though I’m good at sewing, I’m afraid I don’t have anything to numb the pain…”
Hiyori kept his tired smile. “I’ll take whatever I can get…”
“Sazanami-kun, could you help me tend to him? And Saegusa-kun…could you fill us three in on what’s going on with this…‘entity’ thing?”
Hiyori closed his eyes but briefly.
~Flashback~
A screech was heard behind the trio. Anzu, Jin, and Akiomi stood there, astounded by the chaos and general state of the library. “Wh-what happened here!?”
Her eyes drifted to the three idols before seeing the blood all over Hiyori. “Oh my god! Are you okay!?”
She rushed over to check over Hiyori, who looked between the two idols and the three floating kamuy. It seemed they didn’t notice the spirits. He finally found his voice, “Er…well…kind of…broke a shelf reaching for something…and…it kind of fell and…a chain reaction…”
“Y-yeah,” Wataru caught on, “Kanata and I just barely got here when we heard a loud crash.”
“Then how did you get hurt like this!?” Akiomi reached to check the wound, “That’s really deep!”
“Er…” Of course, of all times for Hiyori to lose his charisma, it just had to be now. Then again, all of his charisma and secret intelligence never prepared him to try and explain a situation like this!
“I’ll call an ambulance! You need stitches!” Jin made to reach for his cell phone.
“AH! No! No, no! There’s no need!” Hiyori quickly waved them away. They couldn’t leave ES unless it was to the dorms. Not unless they wanted more people to get hurt or even killed.
“Yes! There is!” Anzu was practically flailing, “You are going to bleed out if you don’t! No idol is going to die on my watch!”
“W-we can’t leave!” It was rare to see Kanata speak so quickly.
“Why not!?”
Hiyori laid a hand on Anzu’s shoulder, eyeing the kamuy before looking back at her. “It’s a long story. I can explain some, but…well, I am going to need stitches…and it will be very hard to believe…but we need you three to trust us on this.”
~End Flashback~
Hiyori woke to Jun calling for him. He had passed out partway into Anzu stitching up his wound, not having felt even the peroxide. “Ohii-san! Stay awake, please!”
“Ugh…I’m tired…”
“Ohii-san!” Jun grew more persistent with his shaking, “Just hang on a moment!”
As much as he wanted to go back to sleep, the noble realized that with how much blood he lost, he would most certainly die if he did. He mustered what strength he could to squeeze Jun’s hand to keep him grounded. Hiyori just barely made out Ibara discussing some of the events that had occurred and their current situation with the three producers as Anzu worked.
Don’t worry. I’m sure those three will help us.
Hiyori blinked several times, trying to figure out where Tokapcup was after hearing her. He finally glanced up to see her hovering over the couch, feet kicking in the air while laying down on nothing as she watched him, head resting in her hands.
Just speak with your thoughts. It will be easier to do that than try to explain why you are talking to thin air.
“How…how am I hearing you but not getting a headache?”
That was just because I borrowed some of Chironnup-Kamuy’s power to send a message to you. Currently, I’m attached to you because you more or less accepted becoming my Holder by freeing me and taking my shield.
“What is a Holder?”
Basically, a human that makes a deal or contract with a kamuy to gain power for a limited time, usually until the terms of the deal are met or broken. Depending on which kamuy a person makes a deal with, the powers change. For example, you are my Holder, thus, you get some of my powers, such as wielding sunlight that can be used against physical and spiritual foes, some fire-wielding capabilities, some healing magic, and the use of my special shield. In exchange, the human becomes a living vessel for that kamuy where they can then easily interact with the human world without necessarily physically being there, recharge their spiritual energy, which is our life force, and serve as a makeshift secret base in case we need to hide.
“…That’s…a lot…”
Oh, trust me, there’s even the whole consent portion of it. A Holder contract can’t form unless both the kamuy and person agree to it, and a kamuy can choose to reject giving or letting the person use their powers.
“Wait, so we may have access to them, but we still have to ask to use them?”
Duh, it’s a precaution to make sure our powers don’t get used for malicious purposes or in ways that would break the contract. Just like how a human can stop being a Holder whenever they wish, so long as they’ve been abiding by the terms, without a kamuy’s consent. That’s to make sure us kamuy don’t abuse humans or hold them against their will.
“…You know, for gods, you guys are awfully keen on making sure humans are almost on an even playing field with you.”
Our faith is based on how our people see nature, of which we are aspects. Our people view nature as a scale, a balance. So long as the proper respects are paid and rituals are done, the balance is kept. How we go about contracts with humans is a mirror of this. There is no doubt we are very, very powerful beings. Kotan-kar-Kamuy was responsible for creating humans in our faith to begin with. So long as we are respected, we gift humanity with sustenance and everything they need to survive. We only show our might when we need to defend them or if they have failed to respect us.
“Hm, so the whole Holder situation is almost like a symbiotic relationship.”
More or less.
Hiyori looked over to Jun when he felt his fingers brush some of his bangs out of the way, not necessarily looking at his eyes. He felt his heart tighten at how tender it felt.
Ah~ So this is your love? Your moon, so to speak? He’s cute!~
Hiyori felt heat rise to his cheeks, which grew hotter when Jun noticed it. “Ohii-san…? Are you okay? Still with me?”
“Mm…mmm.” Hiyori didn’t trust his voice but nodded.
“H-How did you know…?”
Hm? Know you liked him? You and I share the same body more or less right now. I can easily hear your thoughts and sense your feelings.
“Then did you guess when you first contacted me?”
Sort of? It was kind of obvious even from how far away I was…or maybe it’s because you and I are similar with…
Hiyori could connect the dots from there. You have a crush on your moon god?
Er…It’s…kind of complicated! Since our people never had a writing system, all of the legends and stories were passed on orally. As such, a lot changed based on village and from region to region. Sometimes we were referred to as brother and sister, but the vast majority of stories and places already referred to us as husband and wife…The truth of the matter for us on a personal level is that we…more or less just agreed with the humans to call ourselves husband and wife but we weren’t ever together…not like I wouldn’t want us to be like that…
“Sounds like someone is admiring from afar.~”
Pot meet kettle.
“…Touché.”
Hiyori glanced around at the other people. He must be extremely out of it if he can’t feel Anzu forming the stitches.
…No one else can see or hear me.
“EH!?”
I can sense your feelings and read your thoughts!~
“Right…But Wataru-san and Kanata-san could…”
That’s because they are Holders themselves. They have been touched by the kamuy, as we say. Really, it’s just because they’ve had direct contact and interactions with kamuy that allows them to perceive all of us. Everyone else here other than you can’t see or hear me. They could walk through me and be none the wiser. That demon can move between dimensions a lot easier than us, and he’s so much more powerful now that he can be perceived simply by existing, unlike us who are now weaker.
Hiyori’s gaze softened as he stared at her, seeing her golden eyes trail off to the side. “Mind telling me a bit more about this moon god of yours?”
Her warm golden eyes, almost like that of honey, sparkled. He is sooo dreamy!~ He acts all calm, and collected, though somewhat distant to most others, but he is always so sweet and gentle with me when we do get to talk! And he has the gentlest, sweetest smile! Our jobs keep us more or less at opposite times, so we tend to communicate through letters. He’s such a poet! He writes so beautifully and is so smart!~ I can’t help but feel like I make a fool of myself in front of him though…I’m just so bouncy and energetic that some people find it a bit much! He’s never said anything about it though…There were quite a few times whenever I got down he was the first person to ask what was wrong and try to brighten my mood. And he wouldn’t leave until he knew I was genuinely okay…
Hiyori inwardly giggled. “Sounds like this may not be one-sided.”
*Sigh* If only it were that easy…we still hardly get to see each other…and now after everything…I hope he’s okay…
“Did something happen? I remember you mentioned your realm was being attacked or destroyed by this demon.”
…I guess I really should start by telling you what happened with us…
~*~
Ibara watched over the group for a moment before pulling up his email. There was email after email from the government agency that requested the job that started all of this, requesting follow-ups and progress reports. Just today alone there were over five of them. He stared at the corner of his desk in thought, recalling any other time a government contract came in. They were never this pushy.
He pulled out a radio, speaking quietly. “Aoba-san…I have a request.”
“Eh!? Wh-what is it?”
He stared intently at the radio before speaking with more conviction. “I need you to trace something for me. The job that started all of this. I want you to double-check where it came from. My sources seemed to indicate this was a government-sanctioned contract.”
“Well, if it’s already been confirmed-”
“That’s the thing,” He kept his voice low, “I’m starting to wonder. They’ve been quite insistent on progress reports, far more than any agency or employer I’ve ever seen in one day. It’s one thing to train soldiers, even with unorthodox methods…but…something is not sitting right with me on all of this, especially now that we are dealing with potential spirits. Can you please just see where this could be all leading to?”
“…I’ll try my best.”
“Also…Miss Producer, Sagami-sensei, and Kunugi-sensei now know about the situation…if we need their help, let’s make sure to be careful. I don’t want the entity knowing that there are people who know what is going on and are immune to his intervention.”
“You think they’re immune? I get these shadows and the entity may only have enough power to be visible to us idols, but do we know that they can’t extend it to three more people?”
“That’s what I’m worried about.”
~*~
HiMERU stared in astonishment at the individual in front of him. “How…”
The large, bulky man looked up, his pistols still smoking from the bullets he fired. His black hair was half buzz cut, about an eighth of an inch in length, on one side while the other was far longer and straight, reaching the top of his pecs, and had a streak of white in the front. His half-stubble and half-goatee, as well as his café brown skin, made him look like a man of mixed descent in his mid-30s or early 40s. He looked like a businessman with a long-sleeved, white collared shirt under a black, vest corset, black tie, and black dress pants. What gave him away as being anything but a salary man were the heavy-duty combat boots, knives strapped to his biceps and thighs, and two pistol holsters around his shoulders.
His voice was deep, mature, and even. “It’s been a long time…Flash.”
Flash. The codename he used during his time with Fenrir.
Whether as a spy or on a secret covert op, Fenrir would occasionally require their agents to form pairs to get the job done. He was usually the undercover agent, but every undercover agent needed a second set of eyes to watch their back, or to get them out of a bind if their cover was blown. This person was the one he was most often paired with on account of how well they meshed and excelled at their missions.
He never did care to reveal his real name, which was common among the people of Fenrir. The man was always straight-laced and all business, but extremely reliable in a pinch. They were one of the few that he openly respected. One of the few in that unit he ever let get marginally close.
He felt his throat go dry. “…Thunder…how are you here?”
Thunder remained leaning against the wall, a passiveness permeating from them with an unknown undercurrent. “I would ask you the same thing. Last I knew, the top brass held a funeral for you. You were given full honors…such a shame you ‘died’ when you did. We were just getting to know each other…You even cut your hair. I remember you preferred it shoulder-length and always had it in a ponytail.”
Citrine matched steel-grey, the latter keeping a carefully constructed poker face. His former partner smirked, a very slight upward tilt of one corner of their lips, before letting out an amused hum. “Though, I’d imagine you being here is of the same willingness as mine. Or rather, a lack of it.”
He dropped the HiMERU act, letting his eyes widen to their normal place before letting his brow arch and furrow. “Very unlike you to speak in riddles.”
“Hmm-hmm,” Another amused hum, “You remember well. I would be quite worried if you forgot.”
He tried to keep his temper in check, something he realized he and Kaname both inherited from their father. “Speak plainly and answer me.”
Thunder’s smug smirk faded, the poker face returning. “About time we got down to business. You’re not the only one now hiding from Fenrir. Though unlike you, I didn’t get the luxury of faking my death.”
He clenched his fists. “Why are they hunting you?”
They stood up from the wall and slowly walked towards him, slowly circling him like a predator. “Long story short? They figured out I was high up on their wanted list and didn’t take kindly to realizing one of their most sought-after bounties had gotten so close to them and several of their files.”
Thunder stopped in front of him, his presence and the way he held himself made even the most rebellious and stubborn of individuals cower. “While you were gone, it seems Fenrir started getting ideas. Starting with those special items for a very old, long-buried project they wanted to bring back.”
“How old are we talking?”
“Mm…16 years ago?”
~*~
Niki was thankful to have found a hunting rifle. Still, very few bullets, but a third weapon, a bigger one at that, was not something to sneeze at. After a few engagements with the military, the two of them snuck out of the Capitol and into the subway. Once they made it out to the other side and were a safe enough distance, especially since most of the subway had been filled with spores, they found themselves sitting outside and catching a breather.
The chef kept staring at the grass, hands shaky and legs tremoring. He could still feel the warmth of the fire. The slight burn as he used the lighter to light a Molotov and burn two soldiers alive. The slipperiness of the blood on his hands as he searched the fallen soldiers for more ammunition and supplies. The screams in his ears as he killed them.
“Shiina-senpai!”
He hadn’t realized Hokuto was holding both of his hands, kneeling in front of him, desperation evident. Didn’t realize he was breathing extremely shallowly. He forced himself to take deeper breaths. “I’m-”
“If you say you’re ‘fine’ one more time I am going to slap you!”
Topaz finally lifted to gaze into bright ocean blue, though the latter had visibly darkened. “Please…Just let me help…You don’t have to shoulder all of this alone…”
Slowly, something internally began to give. Not quite like a dam bursting, but more akin to a weight simultaneously getting heavier and lifting off his shoulders at the same time. It drained him. Exhausted him.
His head slumped forward, dully resting on the other teen’s shoulder. He barely felt one of Hokuto’s hands leave his to rub slowly up and down his upper back. “…What happened back there? You…saw Ayase’s…and then you froze…”
“…So I did end up looking…after I tried so hard not to…”
“…Shiina-senpai?”
“…Niki…is just fine…I guess…the asshole said…I had experienced more of this world than…I remembered…”
Hokuto’s brow furrowed but his gaze remained somewhere behind the other idol. “What did that mean?”
“…I…was there…20 years ago, when all this started…” Niki felt hot tears begin to spill, “Hiiro-san and Aira-san…us three tried to escape…a soldier…he shot Aira-san…he…in my arms…”
The hand rubbing his back stilled before pulling the other into a tight hug. His voice was barely above a whisper, “Didn’t that bastard say they wouldn’t participate?”
“That’s what I thought, too…He’s using them…making them suffer more… to make us suffer harder…” He didn’t realize he spoke the last part aloud, “Killing…is so much harder…even when fighting for your life…it’s worse when they’re still human and you know that they are…Am I even myself anymore?”
“Shi…Niki-senpai. You are still you. What happens in these universes doesn’t change that…” He pulled back to look the other idol in the eye, “I know I haven’t been much help so far…but please, don’t shoulder all of this on your own. Like Ayase said, we have to have each other’s backs…Teach me. Teach me everything you know so far and we will work on the rest together. Did the entity say where this ends?”
“Salt Lake City…”
“How far is that?”
Niki sighed, slowly feeling the tears cease and dry. “Quite the distance…”
“Guess we better get going.” Hokuto gave a gentle smile.
He huffed an exhale before a weak, albeit fond smile grew. He barely registered a brief sting of pain in his temple after he said, “There’s someone near here that owes a few favors. They may have a car we can use.”
~*~
“So,” the blue-nette kept a close eye on his former partner, “You’re saying Fenrir picked back up interest in a project from 16 years ago?”
Thunder leaned beside the door he had been dragged out of, the roars and bullets still going. “The project itself dated back to a theory long before then. It was simply launched 16 years ago and then was more or less forgotten about until roughly 2 years ago. Seems Fenrir once dabbled in the occult as well as political and military intrigue.”
His arms remained at his sides, but his palms faced outwards, and his head tilted a fraction. “Why would they care about the occult? They are plenty powerful with how well they train individuals for other organizations and for their own purposes.”
“Organizations that are also off the books and in the shadows,” Thunder corrected, “Fenrir’s history is a lot longer than what most think. It didn’t always care about politics and the military. From what I gathered, they were once exclusively focused on the occult and alternate dimensions. The political and military intrigue portion was originally a side business to fund their pet projects, becoming the secret shadow of every shadow organization in existence in the process.”
He wished he had his shotgun with him. It probably fell when he was grabbed. Instead, he opted to twirl his crowbar around with faux boredom while his gaze stayed glued to the person. “Why are you telling me this?”
“The project that started 16 years ago was the result of a researcher who managed to make six distinct energy capsules that were made from the residual power of ancient gods whose names are long forgotten. That researcher – scientist – whatever you want to call them, based each one off of some theory that distinct emotions and actions gave off certain energies.”
He scoffed, “Like a vibe? How is that even useful?”
“Not that kind of energy,” The poker face momentarily broke as he rolled his eyes, “I mean useable energies. Similar to the burning of coal and oil or the use of solar and wind power, even nuclear. Each capsule can hold so much energy that just one could power all of China’s current energy consumption for the next 200 years before needing to be recharged.”
He nods after a moment. “Okay. Quite useful. And there’s only six?”
“Indeed…But their energy capacities go beyond merely electrical means. If all of the energy is released or used in a certain fashion all at once, they can rival the destructive power of 10,000 nuclear missiles.”
“…Why would Fenrir make something capable of that? That would defeat the whole purpose of organizations like itself.”
Their lips quirked upwards ever so slightly. “Since there are only six of them, they would fetch a very, very high price, possibly causing a bidding war…even amongst nations, given the energy and climate crisis as of late. Once they are sold under contract, all it would take would be for Fenrir to send undercover agents in to steal them back and pin the thefts on another organization. Then, once they were contracted to… ‘remove’ the supposedly responsible organization, they would send them back into circulation for more bidding under the guise of having reclaimed property. So long as the energy capacity remains sufficiently charged, this could go on almost indefinitely. Then nations would want to up their security to make sure they can’t be stolen. And who often helps with that, I wonder?”
A deep, slow inhale. Palms were starting to get sweaty. “…Fenrir.”
“So with Fenrir getting contracts to help improve security and secretly stealing these back and reselling them…”
“…It’s more or less an infinite cash cow.”
“Bingo,” Thunder inspected one of the knives he pulled out, “They will squeeze out all the competition and have practically everyone eating out of the palm of their hands. You could say even governments would become their puppets. With that, their hubris will get the better of them. They’ll lax. Drop their guard.”
“…Leaving room for any militant groups to catch them off guard and steal them,” He began to realize the true danger.
“And what would militant groups do with such items, I wonder?” Their voice dripped with sarcasm at the obvious rhetoric before returning to something akin to dangerous sternness, “The only hitch is that they need a reliable way to keep them charged. As the population these capsules draw their power from grows, the amount of energy from each emotion or action becomes greatly diminished. It would be better to either keep a small population influencing these capsules, such as locking them away and only having a certain group know of their existence outside of those who would bid on them, or find one extremely powerful source. And what better way than to look into the occult and alternate dimensions? Especially if they can sap power from, let’s say, another god.”
“You know far more than you are letting on, Thunder.”
“We don’t have the luxury of much time, unfortunately. The main point is that Fenrir found a disturbance that they linked to a god about 2 years ago. Following the clues, they found a certain boy had been placed in a coma due to a riot at a certain school…ring a bell?”
It felt like the floor gave way beneath him as his heart stopped and blood froze. Thunder continued, “Fenrir figured out your little secret shortly after that. And right now? That little brother of yours and the god he’s with are in their sights. This whole disturbance is a mix of both this spirit realm’s actions and the actions of Fenrir…I’m here to offer assistance in correcting all of it.”
He couldn’t make himself speak as he kept an eye on them, the revelation that Fenrir long since knew he didn’t die clouding his mind and suffocating his lungs. Thunder approached, keeping direct eye contact. “I figured out what was going on with you and ES, and it so happens our goals cross paths, align even. I can help you and these others, as well as your brother, escape this. But, in exchange, you have to help me take down Fenrir. Permanently. Even you can agree that this is something that will keep cropping up so long as they or those capsules remain in any sort of capacity. Even if your brother wakes from his coma, he’s still going to be in danger, so long as Fenrir remains. Besides…no one can simply leave Fenrir, not unless they truly are dead.”
The roars from the infected died down, as well as the bullets. Thunder pulled out some sort of small gun before shooting up to the rooftops, a grappling hook pulling them up. Before disappearing, they turned back to toss HiMERU a pistol and say, “Think about my offer. It’s not something to take lightly. But the situation is far more dire than you think.”
As Thunder disappeared beyond the roofs, Rinne came barging out into the alley. “Holy fuck! You’re okay!”
Mao and Kohaku came shortly behind, the former yelling at him to not dash off and get himself killed. Kohaku wasted no time in hugging HiMERU tightly, nearly knocking the breath out of him. Carefully, he wrapped his arms around the other teen in return, a weapon in each hand.
A pair of piercing blue sapphires noted the gun. “Since when did ya get that gun? Hiding more shit?”
Citrine eyes spotted one of the infected was a dead police officer. “When HiMERU was pulled out here, he managed to take down an infected that still had a gun.”
“Well, yer shotgun will still be far more effective.” HiMERU at least was able to put away his crowbar before Rinne tossed him his gun back.
“Careful! That was still loaded!” Mao scolded the eldest.
“Not like Merumeru would have caught it by the trigger, Neko,” Rinne’s attention snapped to the end of the alley going to the street, “…Looks like we’re almost there…How’s everyone doing?”
Everyone checked their gear and bracelets. HiMERU winced as he saw his bar had dropped to half and was glowing yellow. Rinne tsked as he glanced at his own, indicating his health wasn’t doing too well either.
“I’m runnin’ low on ammo.” Kohaku finished checking his stock.
“Same.” Mao bit his lower lip and began rubbing the back of his neck.
“…As much as the warehouses might have supplies, with how low we are, I don’t wanna risk us taking a longer route. The longer we’re out here, the more of those things will show up.” Rinne looked at each of them.
HiMERU focused on his hearing, hoping to glean something from the seemingly quiet streets ahead. “If we don’t have another horde on the way or after us, maybe we should just make a run directly to the subway.”
“HiMERU-han, if we do tha’,” Kohaku pulled out his med kit.
“Let’s not use it just yet, Oukawa. Some pills will be fine.”
“…Are ya sure?”
Rinne huffed before tossing a bottle from his pocket to the blue-nette. “Good thing that survivor’s cache had some extras.”
After HiMERU downed a few pills, the group took a moment to analyze the health bracelet as it showed part of HiMERU’s health bar becoming zigzagged as it increased but slowly started to lower. “So that’s what the entity meant…”
Rinne loaded a round into his shotgun and pumped the lever to ready it. “Stay close everyone. We’re almost there.”
~*~
Niki was getting very irritated. Whoever this Bill guy was better be worth it, considering all the traps laid around. The duo had to walk the whole way to this town, several miles away. This had better been worth it.
At least they now had a bow and some arrows and found far more ammunition. That would make sneaking around so much easier, so long as the enemy didn’t have a helmet and he shot straight and true each time. Although, considering how jerky the infected are in their movements, that would definitely be easier said than done.
Niki and Hokuto maneuvered around the clogged streets and back alleys that were far too quiet. They only found two or three clickers this whole time. The chef could sense something was off.
As he stepped through a back door into what used to be a warehouse, he spotted a fridge with a rope tied around it giving slightly. He quickly followed the rope trail before realizing it was a trap, and the snare was right around his foot. The rope tightened and pulled him into the air.
“OH FUCK!” Niki dangled upside down, somehow his weapons still staying secured in their holsters.
“Niki-senpai! Are you okay?” Hokuto ran over and steadied the swaying idol. It was so weird seeing the world and the other upside down.
“Damn it! Not another trap…Looks like the fridge is a counterweight. Think you can untie it?”
Hokuto pulled out a small knife from his pocket, looking slightly perplexed as to how he didn’t realize he had it. “…Or maybe use this?”
Niki sighed, “I’m not even going to question any of this shit anymore. Just do whatever.”
Hokuto climbed on top of the fridge and began sawing away at the rope. The knife was not the sharpest, judging by Hokuto’s frustrated appearance. “Might take a minute.”
“Yeah, that’s fine.” Niki passed the time to stretch his arms. He could almost touch the ground if he stretched enough.
A creaking groan resounded from outside. The duo froze. Then there were several clicks and more groans. Hokuto began trying to cut the rope faster.
“Shit!” Niki pulled out his revolver and began aiming out the doors and windows.
Several infected were trying to climb the chain-linked fence outside, while some came out from around other corners. Niki attempted to shoot, but being upside down made the task more difficult as his brain struggled to grasp whether he was lined up for a headshot. One infected came close and started trying to bite him, the chef struggling to push it away. He eventually smacked it with the butt of the gun before steadying his aim. One shot to the head took the runner down.
Two more came running, and Niki managed to take them both down in quick succession. If he had time to lament, he would be impressed with himself with how quickly he was starting to improve in his marksmanship. A clicker came barreling in and he spammed three bullets into it. Another runner came over and nearly bit him until he did it away the same as the first.
There was a brief lull in the flow of infected. “How’s it going!?”
“Almost…there…” Hokuto shuffled on top of the fridge. The movement caused the fridge to shift on the unsteady table. They both went toppling down, causing Niki to go higher in the air and Hokuto to fall off and into some debris.
“Shit! Hidaka-san!”
“I’m fine!” Hokuto ran back to the fallen fridge and began to struggle cutting the rope faster.
“C’mon, you can do it!” Niki paused seeing more infected come over the fence. He was up higher and out of immediate danger. But not Hokuto. “Shit! More coming! I’ll cover you!”
“Here!” Hokuto spotted a package of revolver ammo near his feet and tossed it to Niki before returning to his task.
More runners came and Niki started to feel panic and fear grow in his veins as Hokuto occasionally had to stop his task to run from an infected that managed to get close. It felt like hours but could have been no more than a few intense minutes. Hokuto managed to cut the rope just as an infected tried to tackle him, using his knife to stab it in the eye.
Niki fell hard on the ground before a runner got on top of him. He struggled to push it away before another person, a man, came in and slashed the infected’s head off. “C’mon, this way!”
The duo sprinted out of the warehouse and followed the man through a maze of barbed wire and trucks before reaching a dead end. The man struggled to find his keys as more infected approached.
“N-Niki!” Hokuto shouted, his fear making him forgo honorifics, as he spotted a clicker and several runners inbound.
Niki pulled out the hunting rifle and began shooting, keeping them at bay as much as possible. The man finally opened the door and the trio rushed in, the door being slammed shut by the man, who Niki had to assume was Bill since he was supposedly the only one in this town. More infected came in through what used to be a laundromat, with Bill shouting that they had to get through. Niki mentally calculated how many bullets he had remaining.
Shit! Not good…
He grabbed Hokuto’s wrist and pulled him around the side, kiting the infected and getting out of the laundromat. They followed Bill into a safe building, Niki and Bill working together to bolt lock the door before a clicker could get in.
Hokuto panted before Bill came over and handcuffed him to a metal pipe in the wall. “H-HEY!”
“Hands up and on your knees!”
“Woah, wait a minute!” Niki was kicked in the back of his leg before he relented.
“Any bites? Any sprouts?” Bill looked over Niki with great paranoia.
“No!”
Hokuto managed to pull the pipe free from the wall and bashed it over Bill’s head. Niki quickly pulled the pipe away from him and stood in front of the other teen, keeping himself between him and this “Bill” guy. “Are you done?”
“Am I done?” Bill sounded incredulous, “You come into my house, set off all my traps! And who the fuck is this bitch and what is he doing here!?”
“HEY!” Hokuto shoved past Niki, “I am none of your goddamn business! We are here because you owe Niki some favors, and you can start by taking these cuffs off!”
“Hidaka-san!” Niki held the teen back with a stern reproach.
“Oh, I owe Niki some favors?” The way Bill said Niki made it sound like a robotic voice took over, “Is this some kind of joke?”
“I’ll cut to the chase,” Niki kept an arm over Hokuto, “I need a car.”
“Well, it is a joke! Niki needs a car!” The man turned to him, “Well if I had one that worked, which I don’t, what makes you think I’d just give it to you? Might as well take all my food while you’re at it!”
“By the looks of it you could stand to lose some of that food,” Hokuto spat his insult.
“Hidaka-san!”
“Listen here you little shit-”
“NO! You listen! You handcuffed me!”
“HOKUTO!” Niki pulled the other far across the room with a sharp glare and low tone that made the other quiet down immediately, “I need you to shut up. Let me handle this.”
The trio calmed down before Bill spoke up, “I owe ya some favors, but they ain’t worth that much.”
Niki leaned in, using what intimidation tactics he remembered Rinne used to use, “Actually, they are…”
“…Well it don’t matter cause I don’t have a car that works.” Bill’s tone evened out, calming slightly.
“There are plenty of cars in this town,” Niki kept his tone low and even.
“Parts,” Bill corrected, “There are parts in this town.”
“And you can fix one up.” Niki narrowed his eyes.
Bill finally relented after a pause, wiping stuff off a table to reveal a map of the town. “Alright, if I’m gonna do this, I need some gear. It’s on the other side of town. If you can help me gather it, I can maybe put something together that runs. But after this, I owe ya nothing.”
Bill slams down a set of keys for the cuffs. Niki takes it calmly before unlocking the cuffs and tossing them on the ground. “That’s fine.”
“Good. Follow me. Whole town is booby-trapped so ya better stay on my ass.” Bill led the way out of his shop.
Hokuto muttered under his breath, “Can’t miss it…”
Niki grabbed him by the upper arm, hissing under his breath. “Would you stop it!?”
Geez, and I thought Rinne-kun was hot-headed!
~*~
The meeting room was quiet as the center monitor showed Rinne’s group and the right monitor, now free of static and the damn entity’s presence, showed Niki’s group. Tsukasa could barely hold his gaze on either monitor, not after nearly seeing his cousin fall off a roof, HiMERU get dragged off, and Mayoi die again. Seeing them all go through such agony and question themselves burned him to his core.
He felt helpless. Powerless. He hated this.
Forced to watch and be unable to do anything.
Meanwhile, all of those he considered his family and friends were fighting for their lives.
I can sense your desire to protect, young one.
Tsukasa snapped his head up and looked around. Everyone was either lost in their thoughts or keeping an eye on the monitors wordlessly. The near youngest lowered his head again. He must be under so much distress that he was starting to hallucinate.
You are not hallucinating. I am very much real.
He furrowed his brows and bit his lip. Maybe he was tired on top of it all. This whole situation was draining mentally.
*Sigh* No, despite this being a very draining situation, you are not dreaming me. Of course, I just had to pick the most stubborn one. Speak to me through your thoughts.
“…Who are you?”
I am called by several names, formally as Ae-oyna-Kamuy, Oyna-Kamuy, along with Ainurakkur and Okikurmi. Though, perhaps you might remember my physical presence if I tell you that you can call me Oki for short.
Tsukasa racked his brain, as the short name seemed awfully familiar. Then he remembered that one bodyguard. The one all idols at ES loved to have at events or during Lives. The jovial, kind, and strong guard who had a bad habit of smoking.
“Oki…Oki the bodyguard?! How the hell…?”
I may look like a human, but I am far from it. I have been traveling around since my original time here on this Earth. My travels have brought me here, right when I’m needed the most. The ‘entity’, as you call him, goes by Pauchi-Kamuy. He is a spirit, the god of insanity and chaos. I am a demi-god in actuality, son of the Thunder God and a human, and I served the gods as the protector and defender of humanity. Pauchi-Kamuy is too caught up in his war with the other gods to realize that spirits, like myself, can still play a part. I am the original human who became the first Holder and Link to the gods. I offer my aid to you all at this time.
“…How? What can you do?”
Since I am outside of that room, in physical form no less, I can help combat the evil spirits that are hunting you all down. Though I am but one man and now bound to somewhat human capabilities, thus can only be in one place at one time, I assure you that my powers are still beyond measure. When the time comes when I can safely break you and the other leaders out, I will call upon you to help aid the others in finally riding ES of this scourge and correcting the balance of the spirit world.
“…I…Look, I don’t…”
You doubt yourself? After feeling powerless, wanting to do something, to be of use, you doubt yourself now? I do not doubt you. The only reservation would be that, since I aided many gods and became their Holders at once, as well as became the first Link for my father, I hold immense power, possibly far too much for one person to handle…That white-haired one and brunette next to you seem like good fits…perhaps bringing them into this would disperse my power to a more reasonable level for each person.
“Since you’ve been a bodyguard at ES this whole time, why are you only showing yourself now?”
I was on leave, away from ES, when this all broke out. Upon my return, I immediately sensed the evil spirits and him plaguing this place. I knew I couldn’t leave this to sort itself out. Whether you accept my help or not, I will not let these idols and friends of yours come to harm. I will protect them as best as I can. However, I fear this situation is going to become far more dire later on, which is why I wish to extend my aid further, but I cannot do that without you and the other two agreeing.
Tsukasa spares a quick glance to Madara and Nagisa. The latter looked beside himself as he kept glancing toward Eden’s camera, looking for an off-green blond teen.
“How would I convince those two? I hardly believe this myself.”
…The reason I was able to speak to you in this way is because you have mentally sunken low. You have been forced to see those you hold dear get attacked and go through traumatizing situations without being able to help them. You have been greatly pained by this, and have a strong drive to do something. I’d imagine the other two will also have to sink to the depths you have gone for me to speak to them as I am to you now.
“So…They have to…”
It may only be a matter of time until they reach that point. Hopefully, I can reach them before they are too far gone. That is if you end up agreeing. I understand this is a lot to have thrown at you at once, much less may not understand fully what is going on. You can speak to me directly by calling out to me in your thoughts. I can allow time for you to think. I can sense my old guardian is in the building with you. She seems to have found a holder herself. They will have more answers for you. Try to coax that information out. I will be occupied in keeping everyone safe as best as I can.
With that, the voice ceased. Tsukasa shook minutely, his gaze bouncing between the two screens and the two leaders.
~*~
From a distance, a tall man with café brown skin and large muscles watched as Souma escorted Makoto back to the dorms. He had long, straight black hair that reached his lower chest and had two braids. One braid had six colored beads: red, orange, yellow, green, blue, and purple. The other had six beads of white and black. He exhaled one last puff of smoke before putting out his cigarette, tossing it into the trash, and walking off with hands in his pockets.
“Suou Tsukasa. Let’s hope you do agree. Just like you, even I can’t sit back and do nothing.”
~*~
“Shit, down here!” Rinne called to the trio as he led the way down the steps of the subway. It was a miracle that the streets were more or less empty save for a few clusters. Of course, the entity just had to send a horde just as they were almost there, and they were running out of bullets.
The redhead blasted a few stragglers that were in a storage area, spotting the safe room just ahead. HiMERU quickly shot one that nearly snuck up on Rinne. Mao and Kohaku kept the back secure as they progressed, though they kept looking over their shoulders to see how far the safe room was.
Rinne rammed the door open. “Inside! Quick!”
Everyone rushed in before Rinne slammed the door shut and secured it, a few infected hissing and growling on the other side.
“Congrats. You made it to the first of 5 safe areas.”
“Five!?”
“Oh? Thought it would be that easy to get to the hospital?”
“Ya know what,” Rinne hissed, “How ‘bout ya go and do your other shit!?”
“With pleasure. I’ll see you all when you leave this room.”
They all collapsed onto the floor, legs quaking as the adrenaline slowly began to die down. It was a small office, barely holding a few desks, a brick of an old monitor dating to the mid to late 2000s, and an old two-way radio, as well as a small bathroom and another door that left the safe room to the rest of the subway system. There was a small pile of ammo on one of the tables as well as two more med packs and an extra pump shotgun and submachine gun. Otherwise, other than more graffiti all over the walls, it was bare.
“Fuck this…four more areas? Of this bullshit?” Rinne sighed.
Static on the radio was heard, making the four jump as they recognized the voice. “To all survivors, go to Mercy Hospital for evacuation. HiMERU-san or anyone else, if you hear this, please pick up.”
“Tatsumi?” HiMERU staggered to the radio, holding the mic as he felt his heart begin to lighten at hearing the other, something he would need to seriously evaluate later, “Tatsumi? Is that you?”
“Finally! I’ve been trying to contact you all for ages! Are you okay? Who else is with you? Can the entity hear?”
“Amagi, Oukawa, and Isara are with HiMERU. We just barely got into the subway’s safe room. We were planning on taking the red line straight to the hospital to avoid the streets. And know, the entity left. It won’t reappear again until we leave the safe room, something about it would be boring to watch us rest.”
“Smart thinking.”
“H-How are you here? Aren’t you supposed to be-”
It was rare for the priest to cut anyone off. “It’s…It’s a long story. Essentially I found a friend who is going to help us. She knows who is causing this. He goes by the name of Pauchi-Kamuy.”
At hearing that name, Rinne’s eyes flew open before squeezing shut as he pounded his fist into the floor. “Damn it! That fucker!? Oh, this is going to be so much more difficult!”
“Hang on Tatsumi, HiMERU will hold down the button so you can hear,” HiMERU turned to the other, “You know this thing now?”
“Now that I have a name for it, yes! Remember my hometown situation? Well, they weren’t originally believers in Shintoism. Pauchi-Kamuy was from our original belief system. He’s the god of insanity and chaos. This explains so much why it kept sounding so damn familiar!”
“Ya know, tha’ makes so much sense…” Kohaku hissed in annoyance.
“So…do you know how to fight him then?” Mao sounded hopeful.
“It’s one thing to send back a spirit, it’s another when it’s a fucking god!” Rinne spat back.
HiMERU released the mic to let Tatsumi chime in. “She agrees that this is going to be tougher than it seems.”
Rinne came over and took the mic from HiMERU. “Priest boy. I have a few questions. This whole liminal space? That’s actually the spirit world, correct?”
“Yes. She says the Kunne Kamuy have been waging war with the other kamuy and the state we see the space in now is a result of that.”
“And this woman…she’s a kamuy, isn’t she?”
“Yes.”
“She’s a god, too?” Mao seemed nervous at the prospect.
“Kamuy is a blanket term that means spirit,” Rinne began explaining, “Similar to Kami in Shintoism. However, certain spirits are stronger than average, making them gods. Just like any other spirit, sometimes they are benevolent, other times they are assholes.”
HiMERU yanked the mic back. “Tatsumi…who is this…kamuy with you?”
“Her name is Wakka-Ush.”
Rinne let out a relieved sigh. “Thank whatever gods are listening that you ran into a good one!”
“Well, she is sitting right beside me and can hear you.”
“Oh, shit! Really?” Rinne seemed intrigued.
“Um, who is she?” Kohaku jabbed his unit leader with the butt of his gun.
“OW! Uncalled for, Kohaku-chan! Anyways, she’s the goddess of fresh water. She often intercedes on behalf of humanity and is quite adept at sorcery.”
“Yes, it was quite the miracle I ran into her when I did. She was able to lend me some of her power to come to this universe to find you.”
“Woah, woah, wait a fucking minute! Didya just say she lent ya her powers?” Rinne slammed his hands on the table.
“Yes? I…agreed to become her Holder, as they call it.”
“Oh son of a…” Rinne took a deep steadying breath, “Oh, I wish we could solve this without having to resort to that.”
“Are you against this?”
“It’s…Look, I’ve never been a big believer in this spiritual shit, but the idea of making deals with spirits has never sat well with me. Usually, it bites you in the ass in some way or another. As it is we are dealing with a really, really fucking evil kamuy, dealing with more may not help.”
“She says that the kamuy are struggling with this and need us. By helping them it will help us be rid of him and put an end to this madness! Besides, I’m not the only one who has already made a contract! We were only able to do so when the kamuy responsible for allowing these contracts to form also made a Holder contract of their own!”
“…Someone else…” Rinne could feel a migraine forming, “So…That means either Mayoi-chan, Ai-chan, Hiiro, or Akehoshi-paisen already…guess it’s too late now…”
“Honestly?” Kohaku leaned against another desk nearby, “We need all ta’ help we can get.”
“Just one thing! We need to be careful about revealing this at all, especially in front of Pauchi-Kamuy. We need to see if we can find several other kamuy to help us before we reveal this trump card. Also…we need to be careful about those artifacts.”
~*~
Those in the meeting and the call were stunned to hear the revelation. They now could put a name to the one tormenting them all. At the same time, things just got a lot more complicated. They continued to listen.
“What’s the need for caution?” HiMERU hesitated, “Also, Amagi. Wouldn’t you know what those artifacts are?”
“Dude, the original faith never had written records and changed from village to village, let alone from region to region. There’s no way there would be six unifying artifacts!”
“That’s the thing,” Tatsumi paused, “These six artifacts Pauchi-Kamuy is looking for were recent discoveries in their realm, about 16 years ago. They are red, orange, yellow, green, blue, and purple gems that hold a few of the great kamuy. Chironnup-Kamuy, the one who sent us those visions, was the one responsible for that and sent them to ES. He tried to warn us so we wouldn’t end up in this situation.”
“And I received one of those visions a while ago…he’s actively trying to help…” Mao sounded distant.
“You did!? He’s still going…” Tatsumi sounded both parts relieved and disbelieving.
“Wait a minuTE…” Natsume muttered, “GemS…?”
“…Like this one?” Rei touched the tiny purple pendant in the shape of a spider that dangled from his silver chain.
Everyone stared in shock and apprehension. Shu spoke up, “It…reminds me of what Kagehira mentioned to me about a week ago. He said the red gem on his Valkyrie uniform looked different…”
“Same with my uniform for SwiTCH…” Natsume stared hard at the table, “I thought one of the producers added some bejeweled sequences to our unifORMS…but only mine had a green GEM.”
“Come to think of it,” Eichi pondered, “Wataru wore this odd owl brooch that had a yellow gem at its center…”
“And Shinkai-senpai was confused when no one said they gave him this orca pin recently…and it had a blue gem for the eye…” Tetora looked between several of the leaders.
“Um, guys?” Hinata piped up warily, “…Where’s the orange one?”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
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Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 19: Reaching Limits (Hidden Gods Arc: Part 5)
Notes:
I've got a Google Docs going for the fic! It will contain all of the terminology and info on the various gods to help you all keep them straight! It will update as the story progresses, with a noticeable delay on the current chapter (just so people don't read the doc and find spoilers before they read the newest chapter). I will leave the link here and post it in the main summary of the story! As we progress, I'll also post reference photos to the docs for each associated Kamuy to help give an idea on what they would look like!
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ArGuB-P4lfkTLHHxY3t1K4fuhgSoA5awlwivPfDgyok/edit?usp=sharingThe rest of Niki and Rinne's universes are going to involve major time skips, as I realized we are getting close to the end of what I wanted to have done in ES. As such, major events will be covered towards the end of their stories, but most others either will be summarized, shortened, or skipped entirely.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Hana no Saku Basho (Where the Flowers Bloom) by Asami Imai
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mINvfJqZBzE
The producer and teachers had since left, having to attend to other duties, but made sure to keep in touch with them as things progressed. Hopefully, it wasn’t a mistake to tell them about all of this. Hiyori’s eyes were half-closed, still resting on the couch, while Jun sat on the floor in front of him, rubbing circles onto the back of his hand that he held.
Ibara was glued to the computer, relaying the entries of the book Hiyori handed over to the others. It seemed Ibara was also taking notes on those gems the leaders were talking about, planning something with Mika who knew where in the various costume storage rooms the outfits in question were, probably another expedition. If more kamuy were in those gems, they had to get them, and soon. Now the main question at hand was tracking down the whereabouts of the orange gem.
Hiyori thought for a long moment.
“Hey, Tokapcup?”
Yeah?
“…If the other kamuy so far have been in those gems…how did you end up here? Didn’t you tell me you were captured? Or is the orange gem somehow hiding?”
I know for a fact that the orange gem holds Fuchi-Kamuy and Hasinaw-Uk-Kamuy, our goddesses of fire and hunting respectively. I was never put in one. When the Kunne started attacking and capturing the others, us celestial gods were arguing over whether to intervene or not.
“Aren’t you also good? Why argue over something like this?”
It’s because of our nature. Us celestial gods are more mediators or watch from afar, and don’t intervene, even between the good and kunne kamuy unless they directly attack us. However, Kunnecup-Kamuy, our moon god, and myself argued with…I guess you could call him our “boss”, Kando-Koro-Kamuy, the sky god. Our “boss” wanted to remain neutral, as our positions were not going to be affected and he had to remain on guard in case Pauchi-Kamuy tried to go after Kotan-kar-Kamuy, our ultimate Creator. Kunnecup and I went against him and opposed Pauchi-Kamuy directly, hence why we were captured.
“Ah, so he viewed you two as a threat since celestial gods usually stayed out of situations such as this?”
Yes. Our powers, though we are mediators and play little roles in the grand mythology of our people, are incredibly powerful due to our positions as…I guess you could call us Kotan-kar-Kamuy’s royal guards. When I borrowed some of Chironnup-Kamuy’s power to contact you, I was more or less betting on trying to find a potential Holder that would help me find a weak point in the dungeons to escape. So by you summoning me, I was able to escape captivity.
“…Wait, your moon god is called ‘Kunnecup’? Doesn’t ‘kunne’ mean ‘dark’ or ‘evil’? So is he good or bad?”
Well, sort of. Another way to say “evil spirit” in our language is wen-kamuy. Kunne typically means dark or black, though they are often interchangeable. Kunnecup is…quite different out of the celestial gods in terms of powers. While Kando-Koro and I wield divine energy, kind of what Fuchi-Kamuy and Wakka-Ush-Kamuy do with sorcery, he can use both divine and kunne energy. Usually, if a kamuy can manipulate energy and do sorcery, it’s only one or the other.
“How is he able to do both?”
I guess it’s because of the “dual nature of the night and the moon” as he put it. Some people romanticize the night and moon while others view them negatively. Kind of like how certain stories and myths can make certain figures either be good or bad depending on the context.
“So because of that dual nature, he can wield both? He’s quite powerful…”
Which is why I’m worrying so much. We were both in the deepest parts of the dungeons in Teinei-Pokna-Moshiri, our deepest part of the Underworld. Even then, we were separated. I’m not too sure…but I think I remember overhearing something about how they were trying to get him to “see their side”…
“They’re trying to get him on their side? Even though he already objected?”
Because of his dual powers, he would be quite potent for either side. I think Pauchi-Kamuy and the other higher-up Kunne want to convince him that their cause is just…just like how they want to find Yushkep-Kamuy so badly.
“Yushkep?”
She’s our goddess of death, marriage, childbirth, and spiders.
“That’s…quite the…eclectic role there.”
I can assure you, she is benevolent. Sure, you get her mad enough she can be just as vicious as the Kunne, but she hates showing that side! She’s honestly one of the sweetest! Kind of like a mother-hen! Though she’s aware that many fear her, she tries her hardest to be kind to every soul.
“Is she like our version of a Grim Reaper?”
Hm? I guess…she’s more like the one who greets the souls into the afterlife. Once Fuchi-Kamuy deems where they should go, she helps organize them down in the Underworld.
“Oh…So more like Hades?”
Who?
“Ancient Greek god of the Underworld.”
Um…sure? I don’t know who that is, so I’ll just roll with it!
“Also, how does a fire goddess work with the dead?”
Oh! The Ainu believed the soul was like an inner fire, since when one dies their bodies become cold! She also serves as the mediator between humans and the gods, hence why she is invoked before anybody else, and the hearth where she rules is viewed as a portal to the ancestors and the afterlife! She essentially decrees where they get placed in the afterlife, whether to the regular Underworld, Pokna-Moshiri, where Yushkep rules, or to Teinei, under Pauchi-Kamuy and the other Kunne. Although, she’s specifically in charge of infants and the like.
“Why them? And would that mean Pokna-Moshiri is like heaven? And Teinei would be hell?”
More like Teinei is meant for the worst of the worst and the one above has several more layers based on the individual. Fuchi-Kamuy tends to decree which world they go to, but not the layer, which Yushkep would figure out. Infants are different in that Fuchi-Kamuy will hold on to their souls until she deems it time to put them into a new baby.
“…Because they never got a chance to live?”
Yeah, she has a real soft spot for them. As much as she chastises Wakka-Ush, our freshwater goddess, for caring about humanity so much, she’s just as guilty, at least when it comes to babies.
“…So, if Yushkep is the…for lack of better terms an ‘undertaker’ of sorts and manages Pokna-Moshiri…does that mean she’s in contact with the Kunne often?”
Yeah. Her realm is just above theirs. How it started was that, after the Kunne were banished underground after Chironnup-Kamuy saw the sunrise, no one knew exactly where they went. Just that they went underground. So when Yushkep was expanding Pokna-Moshiri, she more or less stumbled upon them by accident. She ended up making a deal with them to make the two realms like a joint afterlife depending on how bad a person was while alive. However, that meant she was also in charge of many of the fail-safes to keep them down there, with Chironnup-Kamuy as the last resort. She’s never been too fond of the Kunne, especially that Poro-nitne-Kamuy. That jerk tried to force her into marriage with him!
“How did she stop that? Also, do the Ainu not have arranged marriages?”
It’s more like women have the final say on partners, despite how subordinate they are in most other circles of life. It’s because of how Yushkep handled that issue with Poro-nitne-Kamuy that the Ainu have that belief. She…well, rumor has it there are two stories. One, she had disguised herself as a reed and let a few of the other lesser kamuy beat him up when he tried to come back for her. The other…she sent her insect kamuy after him and then killed him when he tried to run away.
“…Well, clearly he’s still alive, right? So how can it be the latter?”
…It gets kind of complicated. You see, lesser kamuy, even demons, can easily be killed, as they just…recycle, I guess. However, for kamuy that are more defined, such as myself or Pauchi-Kamuy, we can’t necessarily die; we can reform and put ourselves back together all we want. So long as what we represent still exists, we’ll just keep coming back…unless our spiritual energy depletes…then Kotan-kar-Kamuy would, I imagine, create a new kamuy to replace us.
“What do you mean by imagine?”
It’s never happened before, so even we don’t know what would happen. Very few of us kamuy know what truly happened between Poro-nitne-Kamuy and Yushkep, other than he finally left her alone. We initially thought he was just some demon, as he just came from somewhere beyond the horizon one day, but…I think Yushkep did try to kill him but he couldn’t die, which is why we think he might be a genuine Kunne god of some sort. He’s never stated what he was a god of, though…so many of us just call him the Kunne God of the Unknown.
“I’m guessing the Ainu feared the Unknown?”
Well, when the proper rituals are followed and respects are paid, it would follow that everything runs smoothly. When something goes wrong, humans may not understand what is wrong, and thus contact us through Fuchi-Kamuy to figure out what the problem is. If we don’t have an answer, or can’t solve it…
“That would put them into a panic…”
And they didn’t particularly care to meet other cultures, or interact with them much…especially after…the oppression by the Yamato and the Japanese…
“So the unknown was considered a dangerous place.”
Pretty much.
Hiyori glanced at Jun, feeling his heart tighten at the gentleness in which he was being treated.
…You really like him. What’s stopping you from telling him?
“…It’s so complicated. There’s my family…even though I’m the second son I may end up in an arranged marriage regardless. Then there’s how Jun-kun and I met…I can’t stand the idea of losing him…he understands me in a way very few ever could, has seen me at my lowest, yet still follows me. Heh, even when I know I’m being a brat…I…I’m scared…that he doesn’t like me like that…that I might ruin what we have…that he would leave…”
He chanced a glance up and spotted Tokapcup with a saddened smile.
I get that…Me and you are quite alike, huh?
“…Yeah…I guess so…”
“Ohii-san?”
Violet eyes blinked rapidly before turning to meet gold. “Hm? Something wrong?”
“…No…just…making sure you’re still with me…Told you to come back. That it was too dangerous…”
He flicked the younger male in the back of the head, giggling at the indignant squawk he let out. “For once, I didn’t want you to do something for me, and you are complaining? Do you like serving me that much?”
He relished in the scarlet hue that blossomed on the other’s face. “N-No! Goddamn, it’s cause you always insist on me doing everything for you…”
“Uh-huh, sure, Jun-kun.”
“…Besides…I was worried that it would be the last time I saw you…” Something in Jun’s tone was making the gears in his head turn, and not in a good way.
He whispered very quietly, “Jun-kun?”
Jun turned around at that, his voice also low, “Yes?”
“…Be honest with me,” he had to know, “That sounded like you’ve had that happen to you before…care to tell me what happened?”
The scarlet flushed even further on Jun’s face, forcing him to look away. “Goddamn, how were you…”
“Jun-kun?”
“…Before you came to Reimei…there was…a friend…he and Kazehaya-senpai were supposed to announce they were forming a unit together…I told him I needed to talk to him after that…but…”
Hiyori knew a little of what had happened the year before his arrival. At the time, he was preoccupied with the War and being part of fine. “I remember you said some sort of riot or something happened within the student body, right?”
“Yeah…he wasn’t the same after that…it was like he didn’t know who I was when I ran into him later…after everything we went through together…I guess I was just replaceable to him.”
Hiyori furrowed his brows, lightly smacking Jun on the shoulder. “Don’t say that about yourself.”
“Ohii-san?”
“You are not replaceable. Anyone would be lucky to have you by their side. I don’t know what happened to your friend during all that, but he shouldn’t have thrown you away like that. Tough luck to him, because now you have me.~”
Jun shook his head, though a small smile formed. Still, something bothered him about this “friend”. “What? Were you going to say you had a crush on him? Hm? Did my little Jun-kun have a crush?”
“…Goddamn,” Jun hissed quietly, “You are ridiculous…don’t understand how obvious it was…”
His eyes widened. “I got it right?”
“Yeah…I guess you could say he was my first crush…though it doesn’t matter now. HiMERU-san is too different n-” Jun’s face flushed a deep, deep red, “Shit…”
“HiMERU-kun?” Now this was interesting. Although, he could feel some sort of burning deep down, along with the sudden urge to punch him.
“J-Just forget you heard that!”
Hiyori decided to drop it. As much as he would love to press further, he could sense when a raw wound was reopening. He knew Jun was practically drowning in despair and darkness when they met, but he didn’t realize it went that far. Instead, he laid his head further into the pillow and closed his eyes. “Jun-kun?”
“Hm?”
“Where do you think that orange gem is?”
“…I don’t know…so far they’ve all been jewelry either on us or on our unit uniforms…but no one has come forth about it…”
“Hm…that’s quite concerning…I hope Wataru-kun and Kanata-kun made it back safely.”
“I think they did. Heard something about them when I checked with Ibara a little bit ago. Seemed the rest of their units were hassling them.”
“Mm…” Hiyori felt himself begin to drift into slumber.
~*~
Several minutes later, Jun let go of Hiyori’s hand once he knew the other was asleep. Though it pained him to leave, he stood up to check on Ibara and the others.
“Ah, Jun. I need your input.” That was not one of the first things he thought Ibara would say to him.
“On what?”
“Mr. Kagehira believes he knows exactly where the red and green gems are in those various storage rooms. Since he and Mr. Kiryu know those areas like the back of their hands, we need them both to get to those rooms safely. The cameras are showing extensive activity with several shadows in that area. Since Mr. Kiryu has been on one expedition already so far, we need others to back them up. His Highness has given us great information about how to fight these things, even if they are extremely dangerous,” The magenta-haired man trailed off briefly, “…I…was wondering if you would like to join them.”
“Weren’t you just arguing with me before this last one that these things are much more dangerous than we thought?” Jun folded his arms, brows furrowing and stare hardening.
“Yes…but now that we know these things are not invincible-”
“Which we knew already because of Amagi-kun,” Jun reminded the other. He still couldn’t get the kid’s screams out of his head.
“In the liminal space – spirit realm – and the alternate universes, yes. Out here? We didn’t know what rules they would play by, much less if we would have the tools to even harm them to begin with. His Highness was able to take out two of them, one even on his own. I’m more confident in us being able to fight them, at least the ones I know can have a reasonable chance…”
“…That’s why you want people to guard Kagehira-san and Kiryu-senpai. Since they both may not have the strength to protect themselves.”
“Especially with how many there are,” Ibara pulled up the camera feed showing the storage rooms, “See how many we can see right now? These rooms are crawling with them. It’s going to require everyone on this expedition to be there and work together…I’m giving you the option because I know His Highness would probably prefer to have you stay.”
“Ibara,” Jun sighed, posture easing, “You’ve already been on one of these.”
“I’ve had enough time to rest like Mr. Kiryu.”
“But,” Jun interrupted, begrudgingly complimenting him, “You…you’re invaluable here. You’re…how do I put it…like a commanding officer or tactician for us. Even you nearly got caught by those things. It would be dangerous if we didn’t have you here. And it wouldn’t be fair if no one from our room went to help.”
“…So I take it you will join?” Ibara kept a level gaze, but his tone was far softer than usual.
Jun thought for a moment as he stared at the ground. Hiyori would be safe here. There was no way he could go back out, even if they would allow him. He couldn’t sit and do nothing.
“Yes. I am.”
Unbeknownst to them, Tokapcup watched the two as they conversed. She bit her lower lip, gaze darting between Jun and Hiyori.
~*~
When Jun returned to Hiyori’s side, until the rest of the expedition was ready to head out, Ibara heard his name being called by Nagisa.
“I know you can hear me…What else happened with the second expedition crew?”
Ibara dreaded this. He knew the other was keenly interested in a particular individual.
Hiyori.
…Your Excellency…you’re not going to like this…
~*~
Okay, Niki could give the guy credit, Bill was a very prepared survivor with several safe houses and armories dotting the town. Despite his rough exterior, he was proving to be quite reliable. Hell, the guy even gave him a shotgun and taught him how to make nail bombs! Even had info to upgrade his medical skills and med packs! Even knew where a battery for a car was supposed to be!
Key words being “supposed to be”.
At least Hokuto was serious about pulling his weight with helping them navigate areas. The guy was even willing to crawl through a blocked-off doggy door and climb up onto the bus to drop a ladder for them after nearly getting bitten several dozen times. If only Bill would stop being stubborn and let Hokuto have a gun. He tried giving the other one of his a while back, but the weapon kept somehow ending back up on him. The stupid entity must have thought ahead and made it so they were unable to share weapons…well, not like they had much in terms of ammo regardless.
After sneaking the best that he could up to the high school with Hokuto and Bill in toe, with the other teen having saved his hide when three runners sounded off and the closest one was pegged in the head with a glass bottle, they were just barely outside by the old FEDRA truck that had crashed into the school on one of their supply runs. Shortly after Bill mentioned that they were almost there and just needed to get to the hood of the truck, Niki just knew. He just knew that either they were jinxed, would have to deal with a small horde, or probably both.
When roars and screeches of several infected were heard along with Bill’s frantic exclamations, Niki wasted no time in trying to find a door or window that got inside the building. Running around the back, he spotted a window that would slide open, ushering the two ahead before attempting to crawl through. A clicker jumped him from behind, forcing him to elbow it in the face to break away. It grabbed his leg and tried to pull him back outside, Hokuto trying desperately to hang on to Niki’s arm. Bill, proving to be the capable survivor that he is, yanked the chef into the building before blasting the clicker’s head off with his own shotgun while Hokuto, stunned at how quickly that escalated, immediately closed the window to slow any more infected from coming in.
The room looked like it was some sort of shop for the school, like an auto shop or some sort of AG room with several propane tanks and other tools in the area. Infected banged against rusted doors. Niki had Hokuto help him move a shelf in front of the door to buy them a bit more time while Bill got the battery.
“It’s empty.” The tone of disbelief in Bill’s voice was not what he wanted to hear.
“What!?” Niki came over from leaning against the shelf to see the compartment for the truck’s battery empty.
“Guys! It’s not gonna hold!” Hokuto struggled as more infected beat down on the door and shelf.
“Fuck! Where do we go!?” Niki panicked.
“Anywhere but here! Follow me!” Bill led them deeper into the school, locking the doors that led to the shop. “We can cut through the classrooms!”
The trio halted as soon as they realized the infected inside the school hadn’t been alarmed yet. Bill whispered, “Let’s sneak out the back.”
Yeah, sneak. That will be easier said than done.
~*~
It was a good thing the entity – Pauchi-Kamuy – allowed them the freedom to go to and from the dorms. Just couldn’t make any pitstops. However, inside the dorm buildings was a different matter entirely. Jun crouched as he hid behind one of the couches that got moved during Sora’s chase a few hours ago. All he had to do was get to the dorm room, get Mika, and return to ES to the costume storage rooms. He could do it.
The expedition force was going to consist of Kuro, Shinobu, much to Chiaki’s reluctance, Yuzuru, also with great reluctance by Tori and Wataru, Adonis, Hajime, much to the greatest of reluctance from Nazuna and Mitsuru, and Leo, as well as himself and Mika. The first step was to escort Mika from the dorms to ES to ensure Mika would get there safely, as more shadows started to roam the dorms. The second step would be to work their way through the storage rooms with Mika and Kuro as their guides, while the others were there for protection in case they were detected. Ibara stressed that fighting should be a last resort and to prioritize sneaking around if they could. Unlike the other expeditions, this one had a clear goal, more like a sting operation rather than aimless wandering.
He figured Shinobu would be better with the sneaking, but then he thought better of it when considering the issue of if they got caught. While Shinobu and Mika weren’t necessarily pushovers, judging by Hiyori, Kaoru, and Arashi’s encounters, you needed to either be extremely lucky or particularly strong and agile to contend with them. Then again, he also questioned why Hajime would come on this, as Nazuna would be a better contender. Hell, even Mitsuru was a fast runner. However, if Adonis supported the idea, considering their arm wrestling match, then perhaps the blue rabbit was stronger than he looked.
He glanced around before an idea came to mind, having seen no shadows at the moment. He pulled out the radio and whispered into it. “Hey, Fushimi-senpai. Your dorm is on the first floor, right? Do you want a different pair of pants, considering you are walking around in half shorts?”
Yuzuru’s laugh was quite welcome, given the tense situation. “If you can, then that would be greatly appreciated. Though, do not risk yourself or Kagehira-sama if it is too dangerous.”
“Yeah, I got that…Otogari-san? Is there anything you need from your dorm?” Jun mentally remembered that Adonis shared the same room as Makoto, his ultimate goal.
“Hmm…I don’t think so…unless…could you get my running shoes? The ones I use for Track and Field? They would be better than what I have right now.”
“Got it. Going dark.” Jun muted the radio and placed it back inside one of the side compartments on the satchel bag Ibara provided him with.
Okay…Fushimi-senpai’s room is on the first floor…but Harukawa-kun should have the Master Key…so I would need to go to the second floor, get Kagehira-san, the key, and Otogari-san’s running shoes, then go to the first floor, get Fushimi-senpai new pants, then leave…Goddamn, this is going to be long…
He figured going left would be the wiser idea, as it would be the shortest path between the two rooms and the entrance. Now, if the shadows would keep the area relatively clear was up for debate. He crept over to the left-hand side, taking a quick moment to look down the right wing to check for shadows. Thank whatever god was watching over him that he had a couch to quickly duck behind because a weird-looking shadow creature started approaching.
It looked like a hodge-podge of several species. It had wings that were folded against its body, the feathers occasionally ruffling out as it shook them. The back of the body was that of a lion while the front was that of an eagle, including the front legs becoming more like legs with talons. The head, that of an eagle, had pointed ears that rotated around like satellites. Belatedly, Jun realized it looked uncannily like a griffin, just a lot more shadowy and demonic looking.
As it came closer, he moved himself around the couch keeping a low profile. It clacked its beak as it scanned the area with unholy yellow, pupilless eyes. He shuddered at remembering how Pauchi-Kamuy saw through its eyes to go after Sora. It let out a low screech before clacking its beak again, deciding to start wandering down the left hall.
Damn…so much for that plan. Guess I’m…fuck, these halls are long with few chances to hide in side rooms. If I’m spotted, I have to run and who knows what other ones could be lurking around, much less how fast they are...Even the bulky one that chased Ohii-san earlier was still fast, even with an injured paw…I don’t think that thing will be small enough to get through the stairwell, so maybe…shit, ballsy move, but it just might work.
He began sneaking behind the Griffin-Shadow, banking on it not turning around until the end of the hall. Hopefully, he would find an unoccupied lounge or common room to hide in as it turned around. He kept to the left-hand side, momentarily pondering if he would need anything from his dorm.
Actually…
He pulled out his key and quietly began to unlock the room, keeping a close eye on the shadow. Once he was inside, softly closing the door before properly standing up, he immediately went to his bedside drawer and pulled out a bag of marbles, something that they used in the ASOBI Club from time to time, before placing them inside his bag.
Might help make a good distraction in a pinch. Should save as many as I can for the storage rooms.
He paused briefly as Kohaku’s side of the room caught his eye. He remembered first meeting the kid. Quite the spitfire, that one. It did concern him how isolated he was at first, but was glad to see he had found his place at ES, and had several friends, including himself, despite some of the teasing and tricks they would play on each other. Memories resurfaced of seeing Kohaku in that school, breaking down after seeing Aira die, getting possessed, and nearly drowning. He couldn’t look anymore.
Jun peaked out of the dorm, checking to see where the Griffin-Shadow went. He spotted it returning to the right side of the building, a grin forming at just how lucky he was getting.
A hiss from above the door made him freeze. He glanced to the ceiling, seeing a Humanoid-Shadow clinging upside down to it on all fours. It glared at him before hissing again, mouth opening and revealing more of those large fangs, blue-grey tongue lolling out due to gravity. He slammed the door.
The creature screeched as it banged against the door. Jun had his back to it, heart beating a mile a minute as he looked around for some sort of weapon. His eyes landed on his window. He was on the first floor, perhaps someone else left their window open? Unlikely, considering it was the middle of winter.
…But could they be unlocked?
His weights would be too cumbersome as proper weapons, not with how quickly these things moved. He had to take the chance.
He bolted for the window, quickly unlatching it before tumbling out, then shutting it before looking around. At least Yuzuru’s dorm was right next to his. He spotted that the window to said dorm was ever so slightly cracked. Dashing, he scrambled inside the window after a little prying. He could still hear the screeching creature through the semi-thin walls. Taking but a moment to find Yuzuru’s dresser, he dug through the drawers until he found a pair of pants before stuffing them inside the satchel bag.
The shadow must have noticed he was in the next dorm, as it began banging on that door. He bolted out the same window and glanced up. He could make out Yuta waving at him from the second-floor window. Yuta pulled open the window before reaching out with a hand. “Quick! Can you find a way to reach me from here?”
The creature screeched as it started breaking down the door. Jun glanced back up, spotting the dorm was right next to one of the pillars and above a half-wall on the first floor. He backed up enough to get a good running start. The shadow burst through the door, screaming as it launched out of the window. He ran and scrambled up the pillar, grabbing hold of Yuta’s hand and his feet using the wall below the window to anchor himself.
Yuta was beyond shocked. “Holy! How did you-”
“Pull me in!”
Yuta quickly pulled Jun inside the dorm, just as the creature tried to reach up and snap at his feet. Inside the safe dorm, he took that moment to heave deep breaths. “Goddamn, now I get why Ibara and Fushimi-senpai had so much trouble!”
“Are you okay, Sazanami-kun?” Makoto was sitting at one of the desks, the secret laptop open as he waited for Tsumugi to signal him in the chat log. Sora was sitting cross-legged on the couch looking over more of the binder of Tatsumi’s visions, he barely waved a hand at him before refocusing back to the subject in his hands with an intense look.
“Woo, what a rush!” His tone was far from ecstatic, “Thought I was going to become lunch to one of those things!”
“How did you scale a wall!?” Yuta nearly shook him by his sweater.
“E-Easy! Stop shaking me! I work out a lot, that’s all! I swear!”
Mika stood in a corner, visibly shaking at hearing the screeches. Yuta noticed and shut the window, effectively blocking out the noise. “It’s okay, Kagehira-senpai. They can’t get us here.”
“But I have ta leave…”
Jun took pity on him. “Not quite yet. I’m going to need a breather after that. Plus, it will give some time for these things to hopefully calm back down again. Yuuki-san, where’s Otogari-san’s running shoes? He wanted me to get them.”
“Uh, over there.”
Jun placed the shoes inside the satchel bag, thankful that it had far more room than it looked like it would. The impromptu attack at least checked off several of his tasks. Now it was just time to get Mika out of here.
“Uh…Jun-kun?” Mika spoke up slightly.
“Yeah?” Jun flopped onto someone’s bed, probably Makoto’s judging by his exasperated sigh.
“Uh…well…you an’ Tomoe-senpai were supposed ta have ta’ day off…but I didn’t see Bloody Mary with ya both durin’ ta’ call. So I was wonderin’ where she was.”
Jun’s eyes snapped open as he remembered. Hiyori and he were planning on just relaxing in Hiyori’s dorm with Bloody Mary. They thought they would be back soon after getting that fake message from Ibara and left her in the room. “Oh, fuck! I need to get her!”
He then remembered several of the other pets at the dorms. “Shit! What about the others?”
Yuta tried to calm him. “L-last I knew everyone else was at an animal daycare for the day!”
Jun slowed his breathing marginally. At least it was just Bloody Mary. Granted, what the hell was he supposed to do with her once he got her? Leave her with them? Actually…
“If I get her, would you guys be willing to watch her?”
Yuta fondly smiled. “You mean while this whole life or death situation goes on, we can play with a puppy? Sounds good to me! Although walking her might be a touch difficult…”
“Actually…we could probably find old newspapers or somethin’ when at ES. On ta’ way back, I could grab a bunch…” Mika offered.
“As long as we can get her dog food, too. We should be fine with that.” Makoto turned to sit in his chair backwards, giving Jun an encouraging thumbs up.
“Then,” Jun stood back up, depositing the satchel on the bed, “I’m going to go get her. She’s in the dorm right above us…wish there was an easier way than using the stairs to get there, but I know none of the windows are open. I’ll make sure to grab her smaller bag of dog food, too.”
“Y-you sure!? You just got here!” Makoto’s encouragement wavered completely.
“So long as that thing stays down there. I can handle the ones up here.” Jun retrieved three marbles and tucked them into his pocket, just in case, “I’ll be back.”
Jun left the dorm. At least Hiyori’s dorm was still close to the stairs. He managed to get into the stairwell with little incident, save for hearing the occasional screech and growl from somewhere on the other floors.
Just up one floor and two doors down. Hang on, girl. I’m coming. Thank whatever god that Ohii-san gave me a spare key.
The next floor was also semi-clear, with more Doberman-Shadows farther down. Inside the dorm, he let out a shallow sigh before whispering out for the dog. “Here, Bloody Mary. Come here, girl.”
A whimper came from under Hiyori’s bed. Lifting the blanket slightly, he spotted the Yorkie with her paws on her head and big brown eyes looking scared. “Poor girl, did those monsters scare you? C’mon, let’s get you somewhere safer.”
The Yorkie practically leaped into his arms but wisely stayed quiet. Jun petted her fur gently, wondering just how close the monsters may have gotten to her. Pauchi-Kamuy never said they wouldn’t eat anything else. He grabbed one of the reusable cloth bags that Hiyori very rarely hung onto, at the behest of Jun because he was not paying extra to get a plastic bag every time he had to go to the store for one of his whims, and began putting a few items for Bloody Mary in them, namely the food and a few toys. After that, he carefully tucked the little dog inside the bag, shushing her before she lowered her head to remain hidden.
Okay, now to just get back downstairs.
He barely opened the door before a shadowy hand gripped it, forcing it open to reveal a Humanoid-Shadow. It grabbed him by the throat and pulled him out into the hall, lowly growling as it sent out its tongue to taste his face. He grimaced. It wasn’t slimy. It was ice cold. His heart beat faster as he scrambled with his hands to pry away the arm and his legs kicked the air as they tried to hit the creature to no avail. A small, canine growl was all he heard before Bloody Mary bit the thing’s arm, causing the creature to cry out and drop the teenager.
He crumpled to the floor, gasping for breath as the little dog landed on the ground in front of him on all fours, growling at the creature despite shaking like a leaf. The creature inspected its arm, noticing the sickly yellow-green blood trickle from the wound, before turning back with angry eyes at the dog and teen.
The Humanoid-Shadow began to screech before it stopped upon hearing a large man call out, “Hey! You!”
It turned around, Jun leaning around the creature to spot who caught its attention. His eyes widened when he recognized the man as one of the bodyguards Nagisa always liked talking to, the one with long hair and two, beaded braids. Oki, if he remembered his name correctly. The creature loudly screamed at him and charged.
Oki grabbed it by its jaws in both hands, shouting over to Jun, “Get out of here, kid!”
Jun grabbed Bloody Mary and scrambled to the stairway, half a thought forming in his head at how a human was able to see the creatures if they were right about their theory of only the idols seeing them. However, screeches from other shadow monsters put that thought on the very back burner.
Once out of sight, Oki wasted no time in ripping the jaws apart of the creature as if it were nothing but a piece of paper. The creature let out one final scream of pain before beginning to evaporate out of existence. He heaved one, heavy breath. “Alright. Now, just to make sure they get to those storage rooms.”
“Right, Suou Tsukasa?”
How many times do I have to tell you? Just Tsukasa is fine…Ran-senpai found out about Hiyori-sama’s injury…And Mikejima-senpai seems…agitated…
“I can tell you right now, they’re not quite there yet. On the precipice, but not ready. It will need to be one final push for both before I can get a hold of them…Thank you for deciding to accept my offer, by the way.”
We need all the help we can get. After hearing some of these revelations from Amagi Rinne-senpai, it confirms what you have told me so far. I can’t sit back and watch anymore. We LEADERS have to do something!
“Heh, glad to see that fire return. Just hold out a bit longer. Sazanami Jun should be getting back to the safe dorm soon.”
At least I can still speak to you through thoughts…though, shouldn’t I not be able to if the other two haven’t been contacted and formed a joint contract with you?
“You more or less accepted the terms and conditions, which won’t take full effect until the other two agree as well. For now, this is the most we can do. So long as you feed me information from your room, I will do what I can out here in the meantime. As you humans say, this is a Pandora’s Box situation. Lots of bad things come out, but hope will remain. Hope is what we will use to keep fighting when it seems we have nothing left. Keep that hope strong, kid. The light will appear at the end of the tunnel, you just have to persist.”
…I’ll keep that in mind.
~*~
Yeah, sneaking. Not that easy when the entity adds more infected and they have next to no ammunition. The trio had barricaded one of the main doors to the gymnasium before a low belching, growling noise came from one of the back rooms. A bloater busted through the door, its whole body covered in spores and pustules, the head a flowering mushroom. It tossed one of its pustules at the group, the three of them dodging as it exploded into a cloud of spores.
“Oh, you gotta be fucking kidding me! I don’t have the ammo for this!” Niki bemoaned their situation, “Guess I have to improvise!”
~*~
Was it disconcerting to Rinne’s whole group that Tatsumi was piloting a helicopter as they traversed the subway? Yes. Did it help that his co-pilot was a kamuy? Considering helicopters were long after her prime, probably not. Were they glad that they would be there to pick them up from the hospital and get them out of the punishment round? Absolutely.
Did that make traversing these tunnels any easier? Hell no. Not with this universe’s infected being absolutely destructive pieces of work causing floors, ceilings, and walls to collapse and create fires from the destruction. What should have been easy, following the tunnel and direction signs to the red line and then to the hospital, ended up becoming a maze of blocked-off halls and climbing down more holes.
They made their way down the shut-down escalators when they spotted, sitting on a table near one of the turnstiles, three guns unlike any of the ones they currently have. Rinne raised an eyebrow at that. “Keep your heads on a swivel and clear the place out.”
Once the room was finally quiet of any infected screaming, Rinne finally had a moment to think to himself. It was odd to see three, nearly pristine guns just laid out on a table in the middle of nowhere. He spotted a unique-looking medallion propped up on the table against the wall. It had a depiction of the head of a howling wolf but, instead of a moon, it had a lightning bolt coming from a cloud.
He picked up and inspected the medallion, turning it this way and that. “Huh, cheap thing. But odd.”
“Let HiMERU see that.” The blue-nette plucked the medallion from his hands, his face going from passive to a mild shock before resting on confused intrigue.
“Recognize it?” Rinne asked after a moment.
“…No. Quite intriguing regardless…” HiMERU pocketed the medallion before picking up one of the shotguns and inspecting it, “Huh…quite the craftsmanship on these…at least, that’s what HiMERU thinks.”
Something in his gut told him the other man was not being sincere in his analysis. Right now, however, was not the time to dig into that. Not with hordes that could be dropped on them at any moment. He picked up a different shotgun, bulkier than the one HiMERU picked up. “Huh, wonder how the reload rate is on these. Doesn’t seem like ya have to pump them before every single shot.”
“Auto?” HiMERU tilted his head as he supplied.
“Maybe…”
“Definitely auto shotguns,” Kohaku inspected them briefly before looking over the only assault rifle, something akin to an M-16, “Hmm, Isara-han, I think this one t’would be better than what ya got now.”
“If it has more ammo, that’s already an improvement,” As Mao said that he exchanged his submachine gun for the M-16, eyes widening a touch as the gun felt far more comfortable to wield, “Actually, call it odd, but this feels far easier to wield.”
“Seems akin ta this one,” Kohaku gestured to his AR-15.
“And look at this! Quite a bit of ammo!” Rinne pulled out several boxes of spare ammunition for each of the guns before growing pensive, “There’s no way Pauchi-Kamuy is doing this, not unless the bastard grew a heart spontaneously.”
As if answering them, Pauchi-Kamuy spoke. “Well, now that their universe is sorted, how are…”
Rinne smirked ever so slightly. “What? Not happy we got better weapons?”
“…Tsk. I’ll just up the amount of infected. That will be easy to counter.”
“Uh-huh, sure,” Rinne spotted even more goodies inside the small office terminal the table was leaning against, “Oh, hello?”
Hoping over the turnstiles and popping open the little office terminal yielded them several pipe bombs and a couple of bottles of pain pills, along with an identical medallion next to the stash. Rinne smirked as he tossed several of the items, baring the pipe bombs which he delicately handed out, to his teammates before grinning wide with arms splayed out. “So? Think sending more infected is going to make us miserable?”
It seemed the kamuy did not like what he was seeing, as the tone grew dark, “I can still send out far more special infected. You lot haven’t seen another Witch or Tank in a long while…”
With that, Pauchi-Kamuy ceased to speak. Rinne gave an award-winning smile to the crew. “I think we are set, boys.”
HiMERU discreetly pocketed the second medallion, brow furrowing upon seeing the same depiction. “We should still be careful. Who knows how large of a horde he can summon.”
A few infected were around the corner as they hoped the turnstiles to follow the red line, which were dispatched super quickly by Mao. “Wow! This is so much better!”
Kohaku kept close to Rinne, shooting a few infected to the right as he asked Rinne, “Not callin’ it by its name, yet?”
Rinne blasted a group of four away in one blast, happy that he no longer had to pump each shot, though trying to kick the automatic hand motion was going to be a challenge at this point. He leaned in close to whisper, “There’s no way we would have learned his name yet without the trump card being exposed. Let’s just play dumb until we find an excuse as to where we learned his name.”
“…Good call.” Kohaku seemed hesitant more so to compliment his unit leader rather than giving the answer any thought.
When they climbed the stairs to the red line platform, they were greeted with a very large horde and a Smoker wheezing somewhere in the echoing distance. A subway train had derailed and crashed on the tracks in between the two platforms, forcing the four of them to funnel into the partially open doors of the train cars and follow the derailed mess of metal until it emptied into the tunnel proper. Naturally, Mao called out one of his pipe bombs, having a second one from the glorious stash on standby, before they funneled inside, giving them plenty of breathing space to safely maneuver around without getting accosted every other second.
The loud, feral screech of a Hunter made the group pause as they left the subway car. With how much of the screech was echoing around them, they couldn’t pinpoint exactly where it was. At least they knew it only made noise when it began pouncing on suspected prey. Clearing out more infected at the next stop, which also had a subway car flipped on its side that they had to get around, the group kept a close eye and ear out for the Hunter.
The only way through the subway tunnels was through another derailed metro car. The Hunter screeched one last time before Rinne finally spotted it on top of said car, shooting it as it launched itself at Kohaku. The youngest rolled his eyes. “I woulda gotten it maself.”
“Yeah, but a shotgun blast makes quicker work.” Rinne was about to cackle when they all heard the dreaded noise they didn’t want to ever hear again.
A crying Witch.
“Oh…fuck.” Rinne and the crew shut their lights off in unison. “Anyone got eyes on the bitch?”
“…In the train car we have to go through.” Mao gestured with a nod as he kept his gun trained on the Witch. There she was, sitting cross-legged in the middle of the aisle with no way around or over her.
Rinne was about to start shooting when HiMERU put a hand on his gun to stop him. “What? Wanna try?”
“Look.” HiMERU pointed to just behind the Witch, spotting three Hunters and some sort of jury-rigged alarm system, “If we shoot, that will alert the Hunters and set off an alarm. It’ll bring a horde down right on top of us.”
“Do ya have another idea on how to get around?” Rinne eyed the other, “Even Neko noticed we have no other choice.”
HiMERU shook his head in defeat. “Bastard figured out a way to screw with us…this is going to hurt.”
Kohaku smacked the older bee’s shoulder with a med kit. “Yer gonna need some healin’ before we dare attempt this.”
“Think Amagi-senpai and I need to take some pills, too. I’d rather we not use our med kits just yet for us.” Mao gestured to the bracelet’s bar on Rinne, noting how both were starting to get to the mid-yellow range.
“Fuck, right. Alright, once we all get patched up, make sure your weapons are loaded and y’all are ready to fight.”
~*~
As much as it sucked finding out Bill’s partner was dead and was the one who tried to steal the battery from that FEDRA vehicle, Niki was just glad that he and Hokuto finally had an operating vehicle, not caring once to realize that neither should have known how to drive in the first place. They were somewhere outside of Pittsburg, Pennsylvania when he stopped the car, noting that two of the three highway paths were blocked by a large amount of cars. He tapped his fingers rhythmically as he analyzed the situation. There was a bad feeling starting to set in.
“Guess we go around?” Hokuto blearily woke up, having taken a nap at the request of Niki. He didn’t seem the least bit bothered by this.
“…Yeah…” Niki shifted gears and proceeded to go down the ramp.
As they passed through the empty streets, he quickly pressed the brakes after seeing an injured man calling for help just down the middle of the road. Niki furrowed his brows, flashes of incidents that he definitely was not present for in this universe coming to mind. Hokuto seemed slightly concerned, “Are we going to help him?”
Niki gripped the gear shifter hard. “Put your seatbelt on, Hidaka-san.”
“Are we just going to leave him here?”
“He’s not even hurt.” Niki’s tone lowered as he gunned the truck forward.
The man wasn’t injured at all and pulled out a pistol, shouting for several of his friends to draw fire and come out of hiding. Niki ran over the original man before dodging a hail of bullets and bricks being thrown at them. The way his face barely flinched at all started to scare the raven-teen.
Before he could process much of what was happening, the window beside him shattered, probably from a well-aimed brick. He looked out the window after shielding his face to see the armed men roll a bus towards them. “Shit! Not good!”
The bus T-boned the truck, causing it to spin out and Niki to lose control. It rammed into a shop, through the metal shutters over the entryway, and came to a hard stop as it finally lost momentum when it hit the interior wall. The hood of the truck was completely bent in half. There was no way it would still be drivable.
It may have been just a few seconds, but Hokuto had blacked out, only coming to when he heard Niki’s voice. “Are you okay?”
“Y-yeah…”
“Then get out quick.” Niki groaned as he tried to unbuckle his seatbelt.
Just as Hokuto barely undid his, a man yanked the door open and grabbed him by the hair, wrapping an arm around his torso. “C’mere, punk!”
The pain barely registered in his mind as he began to fight back, “Urgh, let go of me! You piece of shit!”
He felt himself being pulled out before Niki grabbed hold of his shin, beginning a tug of war that lasted for but a moment. Another man came around to Niki’s side and smashed his head into the middle console of the truck until he finally let go of Hokuto’s leg. The man pulled Hokuto out of the truck fully, beginning to back up towards the entrance. The raven-teen cried out for Niki even as he began thrashing harder.
His ocean-blue eyes froze as he saw the other man grab Niki by the ponytail and shove his head through a glass door, a sharp shard sticking out near the bottom. The highway bandit tried to shove Niki’s throat onto the shard before the chef elbowed him in the face and threw the bandit onto it instead. The way Niki looked so enraged was borderline feral.
Hokuto struggled against his attacker harder. The guy didn’t seem to notice his friend had been brutally murdered and the other teen was free. “Ha! Why don’t ya cry like a little bitch!”
Oh, I’ll show you who’s going to cry like a fucking bitch!
Hokuto managed to pull the arm that was wrapped around his torso closer to his face before promptly biting down hard, not noticing the metallic tang assault his tastebuds. The man released him only to backhand him across the face hard enough to spin Hokuto around and fall to the ground. “That’s it you little shit! I’ll show you! C’mere!”
The man straddled him and tightened his hands around his neck. He gasped as his lungs were refused oxygen, gurgling as he tried to fight back. His vision was slowly beginning to spot when he vaguely saw Niki run over and kick the man in the face. His lungs burned as he could finally breathe again, coughing and gasping as he tried to stand. Hokuto barely registered a distinct crack before Niki was back over to him and pulling him up.
“C’mon,” Niki pulled the struggling teen back to the truck before reaching into the wreckage and pulling out their packs, “Catch your breath. Then we’re leaving.”
Hokuto heaved one more, ragged breath before chancing to look up, spotting another bandit aiming a gun from outside. His voice was raspy as he warned Niki. At least the bandit had shitty aim and missed, albeit barely as it shot out the window. Niki scrambled behind cover, an overturned fridge, before pulling out his revolver. “Hidaka-san, stay close!”
With quick succession and precision, Niki took out two incoming bandits with headshots. Hokuto began to hyperventilate as the bullets began to fly and more glass shattered around him. How he wished he had a gun to help. His shaky hands and being called out to by Niki reminded him that perhaps a lack of a weapon may not be the most crucial issue at the moment. As they hid behind an old counter, Hokuto briefly thought about what Niki said when he finally broke down. About how killing a human was so much harder.
Could he really be able to kill another human? Technically, the last universe did somewhat prove it, albeit he wasn’t in his right mind and was controlled by evil spirits. But as himself? Was he able to do that? He still kept freezing up when any infected came running, gathering what courage he could to just throw a bottle to help daze a runner and buy Niki some time. Now? It was borderline terrifying to see Niki start to show no emotion other than rage or pure concentration as he dispatched bandit after bandit.
By the end of the shootout, about eight bandits lay dead and the city finally returned to silence, save for the last man Niki had bashed a bottle over. The man lay on the ground, still alive, as he begged to live. Niki kept the shotgun trained on the man, face emotionless as he gazed upon him, not bothering to aim at such close proximity. Hokuto thought this was finally over before he saw the man begin to pull out a knife from his back pocket. It seemed Niki saw this, too, and, without a single second of hesitation, shot one last round. Now the man lay in a partially minced meat pile. The teen kept staring at the gun, grappling with the reality before him.
“Hey…” Niki noticed his expression before shouldering the weapon, taking the next moment to grip him by the shoulders, “Are you okay?”
Are you okay!? It didn’t feel that long ago that you were so upset with all this killing and now you’re not hesitating to pull the trigger!
“F-fine…yeah…”
The air remained tense and awkward between them. The slightly older teen sighed, eyes becoming downcast. “Don’t…Just because I’m not…hesitating, doesn’t mean I’m okay with it either.”
The Trickstar leader slowly nodded. These were dire circumstances. Life or death. All this meant was that, if push came to shove, Niki wasn’t going to lie down and take it. Otherwise, he was the same, food-driven idol ES had come to know.
That’s right…If I have to kill someone, it’s only because I had no other choice…
Niki sighed, releasing the other. “Let’s look around for anything useful, then let's get out of doge.”
Both teens took one last look at the destroyed truck. He couldn’t help but chuckle hearing Niki grumble about how he was so hoping the truck was going to last longer than it did.
~*~
With Bloody Mary safely secured with Yuta, Sora, and Makoto, Jun proceeded to sneak Mika out of the dorms, deciding to take the quicker route in basically catching Mika as he jumped out of the second-story window. At least the walk over to ES was peaceful, though there was the constant feeling of being watched that neither was able to shake.
Now, the whole expedition crew gathered together just outside of the first of the costume storage rooms labeled for NEW DI and COS PRO. Yuzuru came back from around the corner, having quickly changed his pants before tossing the old ones in a nearby trash bin, wanting to hide the evidence as quickly as possible rather than think about mending them. Adonis had left his old shoes in the practice room with Koga and Kaoru, having gotten there with just a pair of socks covering his feet, and now sported the better running shoes. Leo kept an eye down the other end of the hall.
Hajime turned to Kuro and Mika. “So, where will we find these uniforms?”
Mika eyed the first door wearily. “Ugh, I think both uniforms are in two different units.”
“Considering how large our group is, perhaps it would be better to split into two groups,” Kuro nodded along, “We can stay stealthier that way.”
Shinobu nodded along, “I can go with Kiryu-dono. Maybe try and split the two groups so neither is skewed to either complete stealth or all-out strength?”
Yuzuru smiled and nodded, “Excellent idea. Sazanami-sama? May I request you come with Kagehira-sama and I? You are quite athletic, so it would be good to have someone with strength, just in case.”
“Uh, sure,” Jun noted the odd division of the two groups.
So far, it seemed he would be with Yuzuru and Mika, while Kuro would have Shinobu. That left Hajime, Leo, and Adonis. Adonis looked between the two groups before wordlessly moving closer to Jun’s team. Even with Kuro as a guide, he could at least hold his own. Hajime and Leo nodded as they joined Kuro’s group.
Yuzuru, their defaulted team leader, whispered, “Okay, once we find the uniforms, we need to-”
Ibara’s voice crackled quietly over their radios. “Mr. Hibiki and Mr. Shinkai have informed me that those gems, whatever piece of jewelry they are in the form of, have a habit of reattaching themselves to the clothing. You may need to bring the whole uniform with you.”
Yuzuru raised an eyebrow at that, “Like they gravitate back?”
“Something like that. Mr. Shinkai noted how it somehow reattached itself to his jacket after it had just finished going through the dryer, despite knowing he had removed it beforehand.”
“Ibara,” Jun hushed, “Can you still see us on the cameras?”
“Yes.”
“Okay, we are going into two groups to make sneaking around easier. Are you able to watch both?”
“So long as both groups remain with the rooms for NEW DI and COS PRO, I should be able to. Do we know which rooms specifically?”
Mika grumbled, “Tha’s ta’ issue. I know COS PRO just reorganized all ta’ rooms inta one big warehouse an’ I don’t know ta’ layout.”
Ibara seemed beside himself, not realizing his voice had been picked up on the radio. “How did I not know that?”
Leo hummed, “At least NEW DI had been doing that from the get-go. My concern is with how we will sneak around all the hangers and cubicles with unknown shadows roaming inside.”
“Let me check…Most of the creatures appear to be canine in some capacity…although…The group going into COS PRO’s warehouse, be very careful. There’s a large one that walks around on two legs.”
“Goddamn, like a werewolf? Seriously?” Jun sighed, “As if I didn’t get enough of this mythological bullshit with the griffin.”
“A what?”
“A griffin? Do you now know what a griffin is?”
“I DO. It’s just – where the hell did you run into one of those?”
“The dorms. Believe me, I kind of thought it was a bit strange to have a flying creature inside a building, but then I almost became lunch twice to those human-looking ones.”
“I told you to be careful!”
“I was! Not my fault they started to cling upside down to ceilings and jump me!”
Yuzuru shushed him and gave a stern glare, “Keep your voice down.”
“Alright. Here’s the plan. Go into those warehouses, find those uniforms, and get out of there with them intact. Since this…kamuy, hasn’t told us it was illegal that we can’t use each other’s safe rooms, you should all meet up at the nearest one so that we can inspect these gems and try to find a way to get the green one to Natsume-kun.”
“The nearest would be Kanzaki and I’s room. It’s up one floor, third door on the right if you follow the stairs over there,” Kuro pointed to the set of stairs hiding behind a metal door.
“Then that’s the plan. Keep your volumes low and ears keen. I’ll try and help with calling out blind spots, but make sure you all keep in touch as you look around. And please, try and stay undetected, only fight when you have no other choice. Even if we know we could potentially kill these things, it’s going to be a tough battle even when facing just one. It might as well be suicide to confront a pack of them.”
“Understood, Ibara. COS PRO group going in now.” Yuzuru motioned for his group to begin and slowly eased the door open.
Jun trailed behind, thinking about Nagisa.
Nagi-senpai…I get why Ibara has been so insistent on me being careful. I was so caught up with Ohii-san that I didn’t take into account that you were unable to help us. I hope you’re doing okay. I know our unit means a lot to you. I’ll be careful. You won’t have to worry. Neither will Ibara. Or Ohii-san.
~*~
Even with preemptive pipe bombs for crowd control, that was an absolute nightmare. The Witch was the least of their problems, having gone down extremely quickly with a few rounds of Rinne’s new combat shotgun. He aimed another few more rounds into the Hunters, quickly dispatching them. The real kicker was that the alarm was on a timer, and it was a long timer. As if Pauchi-Kamuy had anticipated they would get those four specials out of the way, he sent three Boomers periodically during the large horde that came after the alarm started, as well as three more Hunters, two Smokers, and two more special infected that were supposed to be only in the “sequel” to this universe, but got added in anyways purely for “entertainment”: 2 Spitters and 3 Jockeys.
Rinne had now found his least favorite special infected: Jockeys. He understood why horses sometimes would throw their riders. He would too if they kept yanking on his neck and driving him into a horde. But no! He couldn’t escape from them! Someone had to help him! He was honestly lucky that Mao was becoming a much better shot because he did not want to add friendly fire to the list of issues to deal with. Then getting acid thrown at them and Boomer bile was a terrible, terrible combination. How none of them went down or died was an absolute miracle.
“Well, HiMERU thinks this guy has found the exact way to rain on our parade.” The blue-nette hissed as Kohaku bandaged him up, “Easy, Oukawa!”
“Quite bein’ a baby. If ya were more careful, I wouldn’t have ta play yer nurse once again,” Kohaku tightened the bandage on the other’s arm before standing, “How’re ta’ supplies?”
“Well, we’re all out of med kits now,” Mao began listing off, “I’m nearly out of ammo, we have – what? – two pipe bombs left between us?”
“HiMERU still has one.”
“So don’t I,” Rinne sighed, “I’m okay-ish on ammo.”
Kohaku groaned, “Same on ta’ ammo. Still have a bottle o’ pills left.”
“He still has a bottle of pills left and is reasonable on ammo…hopefully that safe room is close.” HiMERU stood shakily, the pink-haired teen having to temporarily aid him as support until he was steady.
They slowly made their way up the stairs on the other side, the rest of the tunnel system having caved in. Just above was a large room with several pillars in rows, possibly the foundations of whatever building this place was holding up. Another Witch’s cries made Rinne sag, chuckling lowly more out of tired insanity than humor. “Another one? Fuck ya and everything ya stand for, ya bastard of an entity…”
Mao scoffed, “Do we engage?”
“Hell, no.” Rinne turned off his flashlight.
Roars of another horde began to echo as the building above began to shake. Rinne sighed, “Ya gotta be fucking with me here…”
After another intense ten minutes of dealing with yet another horde, getting lucky that no special infected were in this round and somehow not activating the Witch’s “kill on sight” mode, Rinne heaved a big sigh. “Okay…now. Still not engaging…Where is the bitch?”
HiMERU nudged his side before nodding in the direction where the faint outline of the Witch could be made out. At least she was in a corner and the way out was away from her. Sneaking by a Witch was harrowing, especially when she began to groan when the group made too much noise. How she didn’t wake up to the gunfire that was going on previously was beyond Rinne’s will to comprehend and think too hard about.
They made it up the stairs and away from the crying infected, finding themselves in a very large, two-story generator room for the subway station. The Crew Room had a mounted minigun and some supplies but otherwise was fairly sparse. What concerned the group greatly was that the metal shudder they had to open was electronic, and the generators needed to start.
“Oh, fuck my life…” Rinne moaned, “This is gonna create so much noise…”
“I…I might have an idea!” Mao pointed to the Crew Room, “One of us gets on the minigun to help with the oncoming horde while the other three provide covering fire from the doors and windows.”
“What ‘bout tha’ hole behind us?” Kohaku motioned to the debris from the hole in the ceiling above.
“Well, with three of us, one would need to keep an eye on that, but since these infected make a lot of noise before appearing, we might just have to occasionally guard it.”
HiMERU looked towards one of the back corners of the generator room, something catching his eye under a tarp. Flipping it over revealed more ammo, some Molotovs, two med kits, another one of those wolf medallions, and a note. Cautiously, he opened the note, spying the distinct writing of his former partner. He sighed as he eyed the scratched-out logo near his gun’s serial number.
Damn it, Thunder! You said you were a wanted man, not that you also stole weapons and property from them! At this rate, “I” won’t have a choice but to accept your offer with how much “I” owe you!
He pocketed the note and medallion. “Looks like there are more supplies over here!”
Rinne sighed with great relief. “Lemme guess? That medallion guy’s work? Fuck, whoever it is, they are a lifesaver!”
Once they restocked and prepared, Rinne got behind the mounted minigun. “Okay, who’s gonna start this party?”
“I can run over and do it.” Mao, without waiting for anyone else to interject, sprinted over and hovered a hand over the generator’s start button. “Ready?”
“As much as we’ll ever be…” HiMERU couldn’t help but eye the faint shadow of a man somewhere on the second floor of the generator room.
~*~
Ibara noticed a signal coming in on another frequency of the radio. Looking over to make sure Hiyori was still sleeping, he answered the radio. “Aoba-san, any news?”
“Disturbing news, actually. It took a while, but I found the source of that job. It’s…it goes beyond any government agency on record, even beyond those behind the scenes the public doesn’t know about. It’s a group that goes by the name of Fenrir. Like, they are the shadow, of a shadow agency. The dark web of the dark web.”
Ibara felt like he had forgotten how to breathe momentarily. He’s used to the shenanigans that happened with Godfather and the like, but this seemed even shadier. “Like as if shadow agencies are just another puppet and they are the real puppet master?”
“Pretty much. It’s – there’s a lot I managed to find, there’s almost too much! The best I can summarize is that these guys are seriously bad news! They train hitmen, spies, soldiers, they – they’re like mercenaries but with far more power! Sometimes these people are sent to work for other agencies, but they save the best of the best for themselves. They do a lot of security jobs, even organizing whole security systems from the wealthy to governments. And…”
“And what, Aoba-san?”
“It seems they already knew somewhat about accessing alternate dimensions.”
“…Why would they want us to make a program to access them if they already could?”
“I think they lost a lot of that knowledge. One of the last projects I found that involved alternate dimensions and the occult, of all things, was from 16 years ago. Since then, it seems researchers have been replaced and no one from the original team remained, with no paper trail or schematics.”
“So they decided to outsource…wait, did you say that project was 16 years ago?”
“Yes…”
“And from what Mr. Kazehaya mentioned, those gems appeared in their realm around the same time?”
“Yeah, that is what’s making me nervous about this.”
Ibara pushed his glasses back in place, taking a long moment to think. “I…Aoba-san, are you able to access files for this project?”
“Honestly, I’m terrified of trying to go back on that site without at least 5 VPNs going, and even then I’m hesitant. But I would have to be extremely dense to not see that these have to be connected.”
“What a rabbit hole we have found…”
“More like a rabbit warren. I’ll see what else I can do.”
~*~
Even after the generator shut off, the universe did not lighten up on them. They barely sprinted through the opening doors and up to the second floor when they felt rumbling and loud, deep yelling. Mao quickly darted into a side room, “Tank, incoming!”
“Fuck! Don’t have ta’ ammo fer this!” Kohaku darted with the other teen.
A helicopter could be heard, the spotlight shining through the windows and the announcer being heard. HiMERU’s citrine eyes widened as he heard that familiar voice. “Tatsumi…”
He saw, through the offices, a view of the street. An idea formed. “Amagi, we have to run! The street is right out there and the safe house should be in the pawn shop up the road!”
“Best idea I heard all day! Move out, run!”
The four sprinted through the offices, even as the Tank attempted to throw chunks of concrete at them, before coming out to the streets.
~*~
Tatsumi looked out the window of the helicopter as he scanned the streets, keeping a careful hold on the steering stick. Wakka was in the co-pilot’s seat. “See your friends?”
“No…” Tatsumi paused upon seeing distinctly blue hair come running out of a building, followed closely by three others, “Wait a minute…That’s them!”
“We’re not going to be able to land nor have enough clearance to pick them up right there,” Wakka reminded him.
The Tank came barreling out, chasing the group. Tatsumi looked behind to see the helicopter had a mounted minigun hanging by the door. He quickly looked at the woman. “Can you fly?”
An amused huff left her, “Us kamuy have been sneaking into the human realm for longer than you think. Chironnup-Kamuy was just the first to get caught. Did plenty of flying when I enrolled in search and rescue operations years back.”
He quickly unbuckled. “Take over, then. I need to help.”
“I’ll get as close as I can to give you a good view.”
~*~
They did not have the ammo for any of this. As it was, HiMERU was greatly concerned that the Tank was going to catch one of them, being much faster than one would anticipate a huge mass of muscle would be capable of. With the other infected starting to swarm, it would be a death sentence for any of them.
The Tank threw some more concrete towards him, missing by a hair as it collided with an unfortunate car. He quickly shot down a few infected in front with Thunder’s pistol. He realized he was starting to fall behind the others.
Shit! This might be the end for “me”!
He did not expect a helicopter to come flying over, still too high to reasonably climb on top of something to reach and the streets being too clogged with infected and cars to land. Nor did he expect to see a certain mint-haired man behind a mounted minigun point the weapon at the hulking brute. The whirl of the gun and bullets was loud before he heard the dying yell of the Tank, finding the area near him to be clear of other infected as well.
“HiMERU-han!”
He didn’t realize he had stopped. He dashed towards the pink teen who was fighting off an infected near the pawn shop. He pulled the infected away from the other by the back of the shirt before tossing it away and ushering the younger into the building. Rinne slammed the door shut just after they both entered.
“Well, well, well…seems that damn priest somehow wormed his way into here with that Wakka-Ush-Kamuy. How considerate of him to save you from becoming a stress ball.”
HiMERU felt bile rise to the back of his throat and a searing hot rage course in his veins. “Don’t you dare touch him again!”
“I will do as I wish! However, if he insists on being here, perhaps it will be more entertaining to watch how helpless he will be when you all die in front of him. After all, that minigun doesn’t have infinite ammo.”
“Fuck you!” HiMERU growled.
“…Go fuck yourself. Or better yet, since you seem so attached to that priest and that purple-haired, shark-teeth freak, why don’t you go fuck them instead?” He ceased to speak after that.
“Wow…” Mao and Kohaku were at a loss.
“Damn…” Rinne pursed his lips nonchalantly, “Even the demon spawn agrees they’re your boyfriends.”
“NOT THE POINT, AMAGI!”
~*~
Rei could have sworn he had nearly forgotten what laughter sounded like. Granted, the most it got out of the group currently were a few snorts and shocked gasps, but he would take what he could get. He eventually found himself in the attached kitchen, looking for nothing in particular to quench his dry throat. He reached out to grab a mug before catching the reflection of the spider pendant. His hand froze mid-reach as he stared at the reflection.
“Thirsty?” A hand held out a can of tomato juice off to this side.
Red eyes met light blue for a long moment before taking the offered can. Eichi leaned against the counter edge, gaze centered on the pendant. “Have you tried summoning whoever is in there?”
He held the pendant gingerly with two fingers. “Not sure if that’s how it works. Didn’t Hibiki-kun and Shinkai-kun mention that their kamuy talked to them first?”
“Hmm, yes. They did…” Eichi’s gaze went back out to the meeting room, focusing on the white-haired man who was curling and uncurling a strand of hair around a finger.
Rei noticed. “Ran-kun looks particularly stressed, perhaps nervous.”
“Considering Saegusa-kun barely escaped the Raptor-Shadow, Hiyori-kun was badly injured on the second expedition, and now Sazanami-kun is on the third and we haven’t heard from them lately, I can’t blame him.” Something in his tone betrayed a sense of empathy, “He’s unable to do anything nor go to them.”
Hinata came into their view, taken slightly aback that the two were already staring. “Uh, s-sorry. But the expedition crew just got back to Kanzaki-senpai and Kiryu-senpai’s room. They found the red and green gems.”
The trio returned to their seats, eyeing the call on the left monitor. Ibara briefly left to go and gingerly brought Hiyori to a seat in front of the computer. He grimaced at how pale the other idol looked. Rei counted the people, having done so each time with the others. Dread filled him that blossomed into despair, even after recounting.
Only seven of the eight had returned.
“No…not him…” He barely heard Eichi’s whispered plea.
No…no…no, no, no…
Ibara’s eyes widened, seemingly shouting something. Hiyori looked on the verge of tears before looking like he was shouting at Ibara. Nagisa stood abruptly, the chair clattering behind him. He looked enraged, but, even from his angle, Rei could see the beginnings of tears form in similarly red eyes.
“Where is Jun?”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
One quick note:
Poro-nitne-Kamuy: I've had an extremely hard time trying to figure out what he was supposed to be, as the only times this spirit ever came up was in reference to Yushkep-Kamuy and all they would say was that he was a demon either "beyond the clouds" or "beyond the horizon". As such, I had to infer from the beliefs of the Ainu to create an identity for him.Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 20: Desperate Gambles (Hidden Gods Arc Part 6)
Notes:
I'm so sorry for the long wait! I had to make sure a lot of details were ironed out and confirmed because they are super important for the end game! Also, a few things changed in the outline due to that, so there is going to be some changes to a few worlds in the future!
I'll update the Google Docs with the current information and newer kamuy in a few days!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Hana no Saku Basho (Where the Flowers Bloom) by Asami Imai
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mINvfJqZBzE
~ Flashback: Hiyori ~
Hiyori woke up to find Jun gone. At first, he figured he had to help the Viper with something, but when he couldn’t spot the distinct, dark blue hair or his husky voice echoing in the small office space, he felt a wave of anxiety, sensed a hole had formed at realizing he wasn’t anywhere. If it weren’t for the searing pain in his side, he would have sat upright and started demanding, not throwing a tantrum like Jun would say he would, to know where the other was. He still attempted to sit up, hissing at the sting, which caught Ibara’s attention.
“Your Highness!” Eden’s strategist rushed over to try and get Hiyori to lay back down, “Be careful of your stitches!”
“Where’s Jun-kun?!” Violet eyes blazed even as iris-blue remained cool and collected.
“Jun is helping with the third expedition down to the storage rooms. They are all trying to locate the red and green gems. Once they find them, they will return to Mr. Kanzaki and Mr. Kiryu’s safe room.” Ibara gently pushed Hiyori’s shoulder to try and get him to lay back down.
Hiyori smacked the hand away. “You sent him out there with all of those things!?”
“I asked if he wanted to! He and I both understood the dangers involved and I left the final decision completely up to him!” Ibara grew stern, his tone raising the only indication that he was getting irritated, “Besides, I’m watching over the crew through the cameras, nothing will happen to them.”
Hiyori breathed heavily through gritted teeth, eyes burning a hole into the other. “If anything happens to him, I will hold you completely responsible, Viper.”
No one planned on one of the shadows ripping the electrical cords in COS PRO’s storage room, causing all the lights and the cameras to go out in that particular room.
~ End Flashback ~
Rei did not doubt that, if he wasn’t injured and still lightheaded from his injury and blood loss, Hiyori would have throttled Ibara. However, since they could not hear the others, it was like a silent screaming match between the two, which looked to be further upsetting Nagisa.
Tetora glanced around before noticing the computer set up in the corner. With the kamuy gone, nothing was stopping them from fiddling with it. He grabbed his phone before getting some sort of sound ready. The call was coming from this computer, but there was no button to end the call, as if it never existed in the first place. That wasn’t his primary concern as he found the input speakers and blared the alarm right against the speakers, causing everyone in the call to recoil greatly and quiet down.
“Phew,” Tetora sighed, “Finally.”
Eichi stood then, looking to the left monitor as he addressed the others. “Everyone! I understand this is greatly distressing, but we do not know what happened! Please, let them explain!”
Souma pulled out a large whiteboard on wheels. Mika quickly took the markers and began hurriedly writing how Jun was right behind them as they were running down the halls, after the Werewolf-Shadow got the jump on them in the dark. Then he wasn’t.
“What do you mean ‘he wasn’t’?!” Nagisa roared, no one ever having seen him raise his voice to such a volume, “How can he just disappear!?”
“Nagisa-kun.” Eichi attempted to subdue the other. He didn’t anticipate Nagisa would be enraged enough to smack his hand away without so much as sparing him a glance.
Everyone in AKATSUKI’s room appeared to be panicking. Ibara seemed to be looking at something on his monitor sternly, despite desperation slowly starting to creep into his expression, until his mouth dropped open. Hiyori whirled on him after a moment, about ready to unleash more of his rage and anguish on the other before he stopped, too. Ibara pointed to something on the screen before Hiyori’s eyes widened considerably.
Ibara rushed to a piece of paper before writing, “Mr. Kagehira isn’t lying.”
“Ibara…what do you mean…?” It barely was enough to placate the silver-haired man, his tense tone on the verge of lashing out again.
Wordlessly, the strategist shared with the call what one of the hall cameras caught. Jun was right behind the small group, running down the middle of the hall before vanishing in mid-air in an instant. The meeting room was speechless.
“…Was there a glitch in the system…on the camera feed?” Nagisa seemed to begin uttering half-formed questions that attempted to try and see how any of this was fake. That there was no way Jun just disappeared. That someone had to have a clue as to why this happened or where he is now. That there was something they could do.
Ibara shook his head, the briefest of flashes of sadness appearing before he looked away. Hiyori’s mouth moved, but he seemed to be as stunned as Nagisa.
Tsukasa!
“Oki?”
You have to get to Nagisa now! I can sense he’s gotten to the precipice but he’s going to tip fast and bolt! Do not leave him alone and make sure you are there with him!
Tsukasa spotted the exact moment Oki was warning about. Hiyori openly cried on screen. Nagisa’s arms shook violently. Rei and Eichi approached on either side to attempt to console him before the distraught teen tried to fight back against their restraints.
He’s gonna bolt to the bathroom and try to lock the door, I can sense it! Get in there!
Tsukasa bolted just as Nagisa broke free from the duo and rushed to the adjoining bathroom. He managed to slide in before Nagisa slammed the door shut and locked it, barely hearing the muffled cries of concern from the others.
“Ran-senpai!” Tsukasa attempted to grab a hold of his upper arms to try and keep him from thrashing too hard. The bathroom was cramped with the two of them and one little shove could send him either into one of the fixtures or the wall.
Nagisa was non-verbal at this point, thrashing a bit more before he eventually gave out and collapsed onto the floor. Tsukasa had to hold onto him in a hug to keep the older man from completely collapsing. It was an awkward angle with the taller man having his head buried into the younger teen’s chest and his weight forcing the smaller male to kneel, but Tsukasa knew better than to let go.
The door handle jiggled before rapid banging was heard on the door. The leader of Knights carefully extracted one hand to reach the door and knock in a noticeable pattern to quiet the others down. “I got him. Please give us a few minutes of privacy, okay?”
He could barely hear Tomoya’s muffled affirmation before it finally got quiet again. For a moment, at least.
“Why…?” Nagisa’s voice was just barely audible and extremely broken, “…Why…?”
There were so many questions that he could be asking, none of them Tsukasa knew the answers to. “…I wish I knew…but Sazanami-senpai is tough. He’ll be fine. We will all be fine.”
“How…? We…don’t know…First, this god threatens us. Ibara nearly got eaten…Hiyori-kun was nearly killed…Jun’s gone…And we have to watch our friends suffer and die over and over…What did we do to deserve this? Why is everyone I care about…” Nagisa’s voice cracked ever so slightly and Tsukasa could feel small spots of wetness form on his shirt.
Nothing, Nagisa. None of you deserve this. My heart goes out to you and Eden. My soul weeps for you at this moment. For all of you. But do not give up.
“Heh…Now I’m hearing Oki…”
“Um…”
Tsukasa, just speak with your mind.
T – “Uh…Ran-senpai?”
N – “…I’m not hearing things…am I?”
T – “No…it’s…a long story.”
One we have time to explain. Unless Nagisa needs another moment.
~*~
Fifteen minutes had gone by before the doors to the bathroom opened. Nagisa wordlessly sat back at his spot, not bothering to look at anyone. All eyes were on him anyway. Tsukasa waved away the looks before returning to his seat as well, choosing to wheel his chair closer to Nagisa.
Everyone on the call seemed to be staring at a particular section of their screen. Kuro seemed keenly interested in staring at the red and green gems like they would spout legs and walk off if he took his eyes off them.
Keito started the discussion, sensing everyone was still tense after Nagisa’s breakdown. “So, it seems something spooked our expedition crew just barely. Care to explain?”
No one was prepared for Souma to write that the red and green gems spoke.
~*~
Kaname woke with a start, sitting up straight like he had been yanked by some invisible force. His chest burned as he slowly came down from his hyperventilative state, eyes wide as he squeezed the blanket on his lap. His body felt sore and cold all at the same time like he had been beaten to the edge of his life.
It happened again. That same dream. He could never see anything clearly in it, nothing but murky colors. There was always shouting and jeering, some of the words being coherent enough for him to comprehend. He couldn’t tell who they were, but he could feel the malice emanating from them.
Leech! You don’t deserve to be an idol! This is for that Akehoshi! I always hated your guts! Go crawl in a ditch and die!
He would always feel his body becoming sorer and sorer as the dream would go on, wanting to scream in pain but finding his breath was always escaping him. Like the air was literally getting beaten out of him. Eventually, the murky colors would fade to black and the pain would cease completely, but his body would start to feel extremely cold. A cold so fierce that it was enough to always shock the teen out of slumber.
Most of his memory was intact, as he could piece together that it had to do with something involving what his mother did to Subaru’s father. Beyond that, save for remembering names and people like Tatsumi and Jun, it was like a brick wall. Now knowing that his memory wasn’t entirely present thanks to Pauchi’s intervention, he couldn’t help but wonder if maybe that dream had to do with what he couldn’t remember.
That thought alone made his stomach turn inside-out and grow nauseous. What did he do to deserve all that, whatever it was? It was times like this that he would go to Pauchi for comfort; the kamuy was always kind to him, unlike the others who, at the best of times, would glower at him with indifference. Other times, he would just cry, wanting the comfort of his brother, his mother, Tatsumi, or Jun despite knowing that there was no way they would ever be there. However, knowing Pauchi was occupied and having no other option, he was about to spiral…
…Until he thought about Subaru, remembering what the grey, human-shaped blob said before he had returned him to that cell.
“Hey…I get this is all sudden, and you have a lot of mixed feelings…but…if we do end up working together, you can talk to me anytime. We should get to know each other, at the least.”
His mind was torn in two. His fear was trying to railroad him into running straight to him like a child seeking comfort from their mother. However, the stubborn side, his logic, was screaming at him that it was a horrible idea. If Subaru knew he was related to the fan who caused not only his father’s imprisonment but also, by extension, his own misery in his childhood, the consequences would be dire. It was warning him that trusting him, getting too close, would be detrimental.
Yet, despite understanding, loosely at least, that he had harmed his friends, Subaru had been open and honest with him. Sure, he was blunt about not trusting him, but he seemed to be at least willing to hear him out.
He breathed deep, inhaling the scent of wet earth that still permeated the place despite Pauchi’s best attempts to make his room as normal and livable as possible. It was grounding though at times suffocating, too. Right now, it was helping clear his mind.
He stood from his bed with shaky legs and walked over to his mask. He wouldn’t say anything about the dream. Just make excuses to get his mind off it, see if he can get more information from him, then leave.
~*~
“Amagi, why did we have to take the sewers? Ugh! What is that smell!?” HiMERU pinched his nose as a particularly strong odor practically punched him in the face.
“Not much o’ a choice, HiMERU-han,” Kohaku shot one infected down one of the several side paths, otherwise finding the place oddly clear, “We did end up at a dead end with nothin’ but generators an’ a horde on our asses.”
“Ya see, Merumeru? I get Niki usually asks the obvious questions, but that don’t mean ya haveta fill his role. Kyaha! And it’s a sewer! Do ya really wanna know what that smell is?”
“We wouldn’t have ended up at a dead end if someone didn’t blow up a gas station as we operated a lift to get through the warehouse!” HiMERU shot a group of four lurking around the corner, opting to keep on the concrete sides rather than whatever brown gunk was in the middle. Well, he had a pretty good idea of what that brown gunk was, and he did not want to be covered in that.
“Hey! It kept the other horde at bay!” Rinne defended his actions, “Besides! That horde didn’t even spawn until we operated the lift! How they freak out over a lift going but not an exploding gas station is beyond me!”
“And then we had a new horde right after!”
“Well, sorry!” Rinne started getting sarcastically mean, “I don’t control when hordes show up!”
Mao sighed. He was starting to wonder if everything they faced before the pawn shop was finally starting to wear down on the two eldest. Then again, getting another two Witches and a Tank thrown at them before the sewers didn’t help. He shot a Boomer on the far end of the tunnel, the explosion echoing. “How about we focus on getting out of here? At least the sewers aren’t nearly as populated as the streets.”
“Yeah, just a lot o’ blind corners an’ side tunnels…” Kohaku shot several more infected that tried to come from behind, “Why does every zombie scenario haveta involve a sewer segment somewhere…?”
Rinne rounded another corner before he stopped dead in his tracks, causing HiMERU to walk into him. “Oof! Amagi, why did you stop?”
Rinne held his hand out to gesture to a ladder next to big, red letters that read “SURFACE ACCESS TO MERCY HOSPITAL”. HiMERU sighed, “He doubts the surface access will dump us inside the hospital itself.”
“Yeah…” Rinne was quiet as he assessed everyone’s equipment, “…Tsk, seems I’m the only one with a pipe bomb left. I’ll take a quick peek to see what we are dealing with up there. Watch the tunnels.”
Rinne climbed the ladder and very carefully lifted the manhole a little to check the immediate surroundings. The manhole popped out right near the Emergency Room entrance to the hospital, now packed to the brim with zombies. He could vaguely hear yet another Witch’s cries, spying a figure rocking back and forth near the front doors of the ER. It didn’t appear there were any other entrances available other than those doors. He lowered the manhole back down.
He called out from the top of the ladder, “Definitely a shit ton of them and another Witch to greet us! But the ER doors are just a small dash away!”
“Again!?” All three of them shouted in annoyed disbelief.
“Yep…Y’all ready?”
“About as ready as we can be…” HiMERU began climbing up the ladder, aiming to make sure Rinne would be covered in case anything went wrong on the surface.
Mao waited for Kohaku to climb high enough before he turned after hearing the distinct sound of a horde. Green eyes widened as he hurriedly began climbing. “Guys! We may want to hurry!”
Rinne gritted his teeth and tsked, wasting no time in tossing the manhole off and throwing the pipe bomb immediately after. Luckily, the beeping attracted all of the nearby infected away, giving them time to start climbing out. Rinne kept the back clear, picking off a few stragglers or those who decided they were better than the pipe bomb distraction. HiMERU quickly joined, picking off a Hunter mid-air as it tried to leap at Rinne. The younger two filed out and they moved slowly as a group towards the entrance, picking off a few more before glaring at the Witch.
Rinne quickly unloaded five rounds into the crying infected. “Oh, quit crying, ya faker!”
“Actually, there are a few theories as to why they cry. One is that they are slightly aware that the infection has turned them into monsters and wish to be left alone, and when they are disturbed is when the virus takes over. Another indicates that one of the major symptoms they have of the infection is a high fever, which explains their irritability, sensitivity to light and sound, sluggishness, and constant signs of distress. However, it could also be an evolutionary trait to help lure potential prey into thinking they found another survivor like Oukawa Kohaku thought back in the beginning.”
As Pauchi prattled on, the four quickly took out a bunch more infected and moved into the main ER room. They moved into the safe room just behind the reception desk, slamming the door. Rinne sighed, tone dripping in sarcasm, “Wow. What an enlightening talk. Thanks for the biology lesson.”
“Hey, I’m just sharing the wealth of knowledge I have found regarding this universe! I’m just saying maybe you shouldn’t be blaming the victim!”
All four idols gave each other blank stares before Rinne responded, “Oh, that is so rich, coming from the one who loves to guilt trip us!”
Mao’s brows furrowed as the kamuy’s voice returned to its usual darker tone and cadence. “Regardless, rest up. You’re almost there.”
When the voice ceased, Mao spoke up, “Is it just me, or did anyone else notice a weird personality shift in that guy?”
“…How so, Isara?” HiMERU chose a seat at one of the tables in the back room, a break room it appeared to have been once upon a time two weeks ago.
“I don’t know…Like he felt more casual and…oddly lax? At least until what he just said…and when HiMERU…what year are you?”
“3rd year.”
“Okay, and also when HiMERU-san pissed him off.”
Rinne snorted, tipping his chair back to rest on the back legs as he propped his feet on the table. “Who knows? Maybe the asshole has a multiple personality disorder.”
“Wouldn’t put it past ‘im ta have one…” Kohaku mumbled as he opted to sit on the floor, back leaning against the wall and closing his eyes, “…’m so tired…”
“Same…All of this adrenaline pumping and stopping then running around…Tsk, and not gonna get a rest even after this. That kamuy probably has the next world lined up already. Maybe we’ll deal with his talking a bit more, but we’ll be right back at it again…” Rinne was oddly quiet as he spoke.
HiMERU waited until the younger two appeared to have drifted off before confronting the other. “Do you need to talk?”
“…’Bout what?” Rinne barely cracked open his eyes, the mask not dropping in the slightest.
“You know, Amagi.”
The blue-nette slowly saw the mask begin to crack and lower. The other man simply looked exhausted. “I’m tired, Merumeru…not even physically…tired of all this…tired of worrying…tired of not knowing…tired of feeling useless.”
They both stared blankly at the wall ahead of them, neither having enough courage to look each other in the eye. HiMERU let out a slow, soft exhale. “You’re not useless. You have been getting us out of one mess after another, keeping us all going even when we start to panic…or feel hopeless…‘I’ still need to thank you for taking over the appeasement process in the last universe…For not letting ‘me’ or Oukawa take any more hits. You saved us so many times it would be pointless to count.”
“And yet I couldn’t save my lil’ bro…For all that I told him, how I would keep him safe…Guess I am a failure of a brother.” Rinne’s voice was whisper soft, but it did nothing to hide the hurt.
“You aren’t,” HiMERU closed his eyes, thinking about Kaname briefly, “You and him are made of sturdy stuff…”
It was only then that the blue-nette turned to Rinne. “…You never did explain exactly what happened in that school…with Younger Amagi. It’s obvious you feel guilt over it.”
Rinne exhaled a huff of air through his nose, momentarily closing his eyes. The blue orbs finally broke the mask, reflecting his inner turmoil like crystal-clear pools. “That bastard of a kamuy forced me to make a decision because of some sort of decision he forced Natsume-chan to make…He told me that if I went with Hiiro to go get my ID card and my paper scrap, I would have avoided that premonition…”
“But…?”
“…at the cost of Ritsu-chan’s life.”
HiMERU couldn’t believe what he was hearing. “…Younger Sakuma? He threatened him? Out there?”
“Bastard showed me he was locked in a freezer and sealed the door so no one else could help, and he fiddled with the thermostat…had I stayed with Hiiro, he woulda frozen to death…Bastard kept making comparisons between me and Rei-chan…and jabbing at me for pushing Hiiro away so much…ridiculing me for being a horrible brother…” Rinne kept staring blankly at the graffitied wall, but blue eyes were noticeably becoming misty and his voice began to crack, “He sent in his pets, one of those ones from inside the elevator and that Wolf-Shadow that harassed Alkaloid…they tore him to shreds…To save one person I pushed my lil’ bro away one more time…I am horrible…a piece of shit of a human being.”
“No, you’re not.” HiMERU turned to him fully, resting a hand on his shoulder, “Amagi, look at ‘me’.”
Rinne slowly and dully turned his head to him, exhaustion, both mental and physical, having taken a toll on him. HiMERU, nevertheless, kept his gaze locked to his and voice stern. “…Hiiro would agree with what you had to do. He wouldn’t want anything to happen to the others out there. He still loves you. Sure, you can be annoying, sometimes an ass, but how can you be a piece of shit when you had Hiiro’s and other peoples’ best interests in mind? When we crashed UNDEAD’s Live, who was it that insisted Oogami wasn’t harmed when he was kicked off the stage? Who was it that managed to grow Oukawa’s confidence in himself? Who is it that promised to take care of Shiina come hell or high water? Who was it that was willing to have his idol career effectively executed just so that his unit-mates would be able to continue? A real piece of shit wouldn’t have done any of that.”
The redhead’s lips parted ever so slightly, taking a long moment to let all of that soak in. A tired smile formed. “Coming from the one who likes to bicker with me like we are cats and dogs.”
HiMERU rolled his eyes, though the camaraderie was infectious enough to make his own tired smile form, albeit smaller. “You are an annoying ass some days. But…‘I’ think we understand each other more than we would like to admit…As much as Crazy:B can drive ‘me’ insane most days…‘I’ wouldn’t have it any other way.”
Rinne nudged him with his shoulder. “For real, I’m serious, this is exactly why yer my second-in-command.”
The redhead leaned back forward, folding his arms on the table to rest his head on them. “As much as this sentimental talk is nice an’ all, we gotta rest up. Still gotta make it to the top an’ signal Tatsumi-chan…who knows what else we’ll run into.”
~*~
“What do you mean the gems ‘spoke’?” Keito blinked several times.
Souma just pointed back to what he wrote with a blank expression. Keito huffed, “Okay. Let me rephrase that. The kamuy? They spoke to you?”
Kuro turned his head away from the gems and to the camera with an equally blank expression. Keito crossed his arms indignantly, “Look, I get this situation has been rough on everyone, but that is not an excuse for you two to get sassy with me.”
Rei snickered, “Then maybe you shouldn’t ask the obvious.”
I agree, that should have been self-explanatory.
All of the leaders shouted in fright at hearing a woman’s voice, some even falling out of their chairs or jumping in them, including Rei who heard it the loudest. Every room in the call quickly wrote “Heard that”. The purple spider gem glowed gently.
Shu was not impressed after getting spooked. “Lady! Give us some warning!”
I am no lady, Itsuki Shu, nor would any other words not elicit the same reaction as just now. The woman lowly reproached.
“Oh, so you’re a kamuy?” Nagisa spoke up, sounding completely normal and even curious.
I am Yushkep-Kamuy. Considering how everything is going and what I am about to ask of all of you, just Yushkep is fine.
“Kind of weird how we can all hear you,” Hinata muttered.
Souma wrote on the board: Green says something about energy build-up and being around spiritual power enough.
Well, he is more or less correct. Thanks to that demon and his creatures, everyone is surrounded by spiritual energy. At first, the traces were faint, but as time progressed and he added more of his creatures, enough built up that everyone started to perceive the other kamuy. Eventually, you all may start to visually see us without us having to exert our will to do so.
No one paid attention to Hiyori’s eyes darting behind him.
“I’m assuming that means the rest of you are now weak due to this god’s…whatever doing?” Eichi asked. It was kind of unnerving to be talking to thin air.
Essentially. Without holders, our power is extremely limited now.
“Wait, I thought whoever possessed the jewelry – er gems – was the chosen Holder?” Tomoya leaned close with a tilt of the head.
No, it doesn’t work like that. We still choose who we would like to be our Holder, so long as the chosen human consents. It just so happened that Chikap-Kamuy and Repun-Kamuy chose the same people who were in possession of the same artifacts.
“Chi…kap? And Repun?” Tomoya slowly annunciated the names.
Wataru and Kanata wrote what each of their respective gods was supposed to represent, with Wataru occasionally rolling his eyes as he kept adding to the list. Eichi couldn’t stifle a chuckle in time, causing Yushkep to speak out.
Ah, right. Chikap-Kamuy is…in charge of a lot of jobs.
Wataru looked irritated before his mouth began moving, speaking something that disturbed Tori who was the only one with him. That disturbed look quickly morphed into one of amusement before he quickly wrote down how Wataru was chastising Chikap-Kamuy’s habit of long-winded talk as this was proving to be a time-sensitive issue.
Yes, he is very prone to that as well.
Wataru looked even more annoyed while Tori stood off to the side in wonder.
He’s speaking still, isn’t he?
Rei hesitatingly answered, “…Yes?”
LISTEN HERE CHIKAP-KAMUY!
All of the gems ceased to glow as they heard Yushkep raise her voice. Even the idols in the room and call recoiled at her sharp tone.
While, yes, you are important in terms of Kotan-kar-Kamuy, our Creator, right now, your self-righteous act is not helping. At the very least, when YOUR jobs are taken care of or when the balance is NORMAL, WHICH IS NOT NOW, you can take a break. I do not get that luxury. You want to be considered important for DAILY tasks? Try managing marriage, childbirth, DEATH, spiders, silk weaving, being the head of all of Pokna-Moshiri and making sure souls stay and go where they need to, as well as deal with the kunne 24/7 even WHEN THINGS ARE NORMAL, AND make sure all the proper safety protocols are in effect if Pauchi-Kamuy escaped and warn Chironnup-Kamuy if and when they inevitably fail. TRY HAVING THE WHOLE WEIGHT OF THIS IMBALANCE ON YOUR SHOULDERS BECAUSE YOUR SAFETY MEASURES FAILED!
Silence.
Wataru quickly wrote his thanks for shutting Chikap-Kamuy up. Following this, Mika wrote how the red and green gems agreed that this was Yushkep when she was merely irritated. She is especially one of the kamuy no one wants to enrage. There was a breathy sigh that came from the purple gem, her voice turning very soft.
Humans, I…apologize for the outburst. I…truly do not like showing that side of myself, but…
“It’s…okay…” Tomoya spoke out, “It’s a stressful situation for everyone…you guys, I think, had your home destroyed, if I’m understanding this all correctly, and displaced from your spirit world. And then we are now dragged into this in a…life or death game.”
There was a deep, forlorn sigh from the spider gem.
I apologize you all got wrapped up in our problems…but I believe we will need your help to fix this. With Pauchi-Kamuy back in confinement, he cannot harm any of you, and we can begin to rebuild…
Eichi leaned forward on his clasped hands. “You said there was something you wanted to ask all of us. What is this?”
…We need you to send us, Shiramba-Kamuy in the green artifact, Kim-un-Kamuy in the red artifact, and myself with the purple artifact into our world.
Madara slammed his fist on the table. “You want us to send half of the artifacts, with you lot in them still, into that world!? You’re asking us to send half of the artifacts to a demon!”
Not to him. To your friends. That is…if you want to ensure they will have a chance at survival.
~*~
They were so close. Niki could practically taste it.
After everything so far, they were almost there. Nearly at the research facility located inside the University of Eastern Colorado. What…a ride it has been.
Despite agreeing to teach Hokuto how to fend for himself, a part of him wanted to make sure the other never learned what it was like to shoot a living human. If he had it his way…well, a lot would be different. As much as the Trickstar leader said Niki was still himself, he doubted that entirely. Killing does that…this whole situation will do that. He didn’t want Hokuto to experience what it felt like.
But alas, whether it was due to the entity or the universe itself, that was not going to be an option. That hotel after they were ambushed…he remembered getting separated from the raven-teen thanks to an elevator shaft. When he tried looping around to him through the basement, facing stalkers left and right, he was nearly drowned by one of those bandits.
Hokuto shot him.
He regretted being so upset with him back then. It was hard to tell, even now, if he was upset that Hokuto was forced to kill another human, or with himself for allowing that to happen in the first place. What ended up eating away at him more was not doing anything to console the other, who was understandably shaken up by how quickly it happened.
Of course, more of the bandits meant Niki was starting to realize he had to come to terms with the fact that, in this universe, no one could remain innocent, or be a saint. That was when he was allowed to give Hokuto a lesson on how to shoot a rifle and, after saving his ass in that courtyard, the universe finally allowed him to give Hokuto his own gun. A small handgun from one of the bandits, but it would still do.
Then…they met Henry and Sam. Both of them couldn’t help but see Rinne and Hiiro in them. Coming across them by chance…escaping the city more-or-less together since Henry did leave them both behind when the ladder broke…though he did save them from drowning after they dived off of the big, yellow bridge…traversing the incredibly depressing sewers and getting a new shotgun…
…And then the suburbs…the sniper…
…Not knowing that, despite everything, Sam was scratched.
That was all it took to infect someone. A scratch just meant the turning process took longer than a bite.
Hokuto getting attacked by a turned Sam the following morning…Henry forced to shoot his own brother…and then took himself out with all the guilt…
…They buried the two outside of the radio tower…and refused to speak of them after that.
Next thing he knew, summer had come and gone and fall had taken its place. The leaves began to change. The weather grew colder. They pressed on, regardless.
Having come to Wyoming, near Jackson City, they were trying to cross a dam…
…And that was when they finally found Hiiro.
It was practically instant the warmth that enveloped him as Hiiro refused to let him go from the embrace, quickly pulling Hokuto into the hug when he saw him, too. After a quick introduction to the crew at the dam, who were trying to get it back in working order to provide electricity to Jackson City, Niki was finally able to talk to Hiiro one-on-one since this whole ordeal began.
Naturally, Hiiro asked about Rinne and then, almost immediately after, Kohaku. He did ask about the others, though Niki wasn’t able to provide much. To his credit, Hiiro was far more perceptive to the awkward tension in the air, something Niki hadn’t fully realized was there to begin with. Nevertheless, he was grateful when Hiiro brought up he didn’t blame him for not being able to save him in the last universe. He and Mao did everything they could.
Then the dam was attacked.
Hiiro held his own…quite well, in fact. Disturbingly well. He never flinched when he had to shoot the raiders. Never showed remorse. Then again…Niki did remember that technically Hiiro had killed a man before. That soldier after Aira…
Regardless…Hiiro held his own. He was far, far more capable and adaptable to this universe…
…Niki was not.
Hiiro knew where the facility was.
…Niki did not.
Hiiro could protect Hokuto…
…Niki, as it was becoming painfully obvious to him, could not. He was becoming a magnet for trouble. It would be safer for Hokuto to go with Hiiro instead. Maybe Hiiro could even help them finish this universe quicker than they would on their own.
After much discussion, Hiiro agreed to take him.
Hokuto heard them and ran off.
Maybe that near-screaming match of a confrontation at the ranch was what the two of them needed. Hokuto told him point blank that it felt like Niki was abandoning the both of them to save himself. Niki finally admitted that he felt like he was constantly failing, failing Hokuto, Hiiro, Aira, Rinne, everyone, himself, never able to do enough, and everything was going wrong no matter what he did…
…When the trio returned to the outskirts of Jackson City on horseback, Niki took back the deal with Hiiro. He and Hokuto would stick together. In a way, Hokuto was right. Leaving him would be like running with his tail between his legs. He and Hokuto were a team. To the bitter end, if need be.
It was then that Hiiro gave him part of a linked bracelet set he had. A reminder that they are all in this together. It was a smooth, black band surrounded by golden trimming with white flame patterns. Hiiro kept the other half; identical in all but the patterns, where his consisted of deer, bear, and birds, and held a small, orange gem as a setting piece. He didn’t think much of it when Hiiro said he didn’t recall when he ended up with these.
“Niki-senpai? Hello?” Hokuto waved a hand in front of him from the back of the saddle.
“Huh?” Niki hadn’t realized he spaced off.
“You pulled the reins to stop and then just…didn’t move. Or speak. You good?”
Niki breathed deeply, smelling the crisp autumn air. Winter would be upon them soon. “Just reminiscing on everything that happened to get us here…You ready?”
Hokuto stayed on the horse as Niki got off, looking far off into the mountains. “…Didn’t you say that…the entity said we were supposed to end this around Salt Lake City?”
“…Yeah…” Niki looked at the college, seeing it almost like a ghost town.
“…So why are we in Colorado? Doesn’t our map say Salt Lake City is in Utah?”
“…Keep your gun loaded. We’re not done yet,” Niki bemoaned their reality. Of course, nothing could be that easy.
~*~
“What do you mean about ensuring their survival?” Rei had since taken the necklace off and laid it on the table in front of him.
I have been watching everything involving them with all of you. I can sense several of them are already reaching the limit…You are all aware of what that would mean if their mental states start to break…right?
Silence gripped them all.
And to clarify, Sakuma Rei, it is not a guaranteed negation of that potential fate. When we bind with a Holder, we provide some mental fortitude. It will not erase the possibility of their minds breaking, but it will provide them with some breathing room and, more importantly, time.
“So just breathing room?” Madara sighed before scratching harshly at his hair, “That’s it?”
You do remember what Amagi Rinne mentioned, correct? Our powers become theirs, so long as the terms and conditions are maintained. Us going to your friends is going to give them an edge against him.
“But we’re also risking the artifacts, which we know this demon wants. That’s half of them going in and risking getting taken. Not to mention, your artifacts are still holding you. Wouldn’t that just defeat the purpose of you guys escaping?” Shu pinched the skin between his brows.
Adonis wrote on the board that Green was mentioning that it would just be two of the gems.
…Shiramba-Kamuy. What are you planning?
This perked several of the interests of the idols.
Adonis slowly wrote out that Green – Shiramba-Kamuy – was going to try…
Before he could finish, the green gem glowed brightly before the metal pieces surrounding the gem broke into three, distinct parts that had greenish light reflecting off of them. The silver ring surrounding the inner metal pieces and gem looked like braided, vines. The two inner pieces were semi-circles, one depicted blooming flowers plants while the other had various plants around a pond and was still attached to the gem.
…Shiramba-Kamuy…are you splitting your power? Are you taking on more than one Holder!?
Tsukasa and Nagisa shared a look.
N – “Oki, I thought having multiple Holders was because your power would be too much for one person?”
It would be for me because I was the very first human to ever become a Holder and form a Link with a god, much less hold powers from several of the gods at once. A kamuy can have multiple Holders at any one time, but usually, it’s never more than two on the absolute rarest of occasions since it means more humans are allowed to tap into that power and the kamuy would have multiple residences they have to occupy in some capacity. It’s like spreading themselves thinner with having too many Holders at once. I’ve never heard of a kamuy taking on three or more at the same time! Remember, I’m technically a demi-god, not a full kamuy!
Adonis wrote that Shiramba-Kamuy had an idea, but it would only work if Makoto agreed.
~*~
“WHAT!?” Makoto reared back in his seat, almost falling out of it, “ARE YOU SAYING YOU WANT ME TO BE A HOLDER!?”
The green gem glowed as a laid-back, calm, male voice emanated from it. Well, the plan would be for two of your unit members to then have the other pieces, while you keep the gem and one-third of the medallion. Kind of like you are the main tree and your friends will be branches, extensions so to speak.
The red gem – Kim-un-Kamuy – spoke in a jovial, deep voice. From what they had heard of him, he sounded like he would be the precise definition of a proud, himbo golden retriever. Hahaha! Brilliant Shiramba! That way that demon can’t catch ya! Can’t catch a kamuy when the main housing is out of reach! Hahaha!
Hajime took it upon himself to transcribe for the leaders what the kamuy were saying. Makoto, meanwhile, was reeling at the information. “Whoa! J-just what kind of god even are you?!”
Shiramba-Kamuy, despite somewhat flowery language, was far straighter to the point than Chikap-Kamuy. I am the god of all vegetation, plants, wood, and every object that our people derived from the plant world. From the humble, tiny flower to the mighty elm, my powers are vast and near limitless. Even in the harshest of environments, plants in some form will find a way to thrive. What I am offering is a chance to limit the risk. With you holding the artifact, the demon will not be able to capture me, as my vessel, our shared bodies, will mean I will always have a means of escaping. Your friends will have some of my power as well as strengthen their mental fortitude.
“WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I WOULD BE A GOOD CANDIDATE TO BE A HOLDER TO A PLANT GOD!? I GOT LOST IN A JUNGLE AND BARELY KNOW HOW TO CARE FOR A PLANT BECAUSE OF HINATA-KUN!” Makoto flailed.
It is about more than just one's ability to care for plants. One does not necessarily need to have a green thumb to become my Holder. It is character, determination, the drive to achieve their goals. This, you, Hidaka Hokuto, and Isara Mao, possess. This situation calls for drastic measures to be undertaken.
“Well…what about Akehoshi-kun?”
Well, if we had more time to see of him, perhaps he could have been an option. However, as I have very little knowledge regarding him, considering we have seen very little of him in these alternate universes since we began are three very viable options already available, it may be more beneficial to not waste time with investigating another person. Consider the proposition this way: You are still here in your world. I will be lending aid to your unit-mates. However, my main residence will be with you. This guarantees this artifact won’t have to be sent back and your friends will receive aid that they WILL need if they are to survive this death game.
Yushkep’s gem glowed faintly. Shiramba-Kamuy, pardon my interruption, but you and him can further discuss this matter later. Those two are not the most pressing worries out of that group.
“…What do you mean out of them?”
…Two of them are on the border. I’m afraid if they take any more hits…that – what did you all call it? – Recall function will activate.
Everyone was quiet for several seconds before Eichi spoke up. “Who are these two?”
…Ayase Mayoi and Amagi Rinne.
~*~
“…Can’t say I’m not surpisED.” Natsume shook his head as he stared at the corner of the table.
Rei was beside himself. Mayoi didn’t seem all that bad during their time in La Mort and had already died twice in quick succession. Rinne…it was clear, even to him, that he was shouldering a lot of the burdens and blows for the others. He glanced down at he spider pendant. “…How would we go about sending you back?”
“…You’re considering this?” Shu looked at him in pure shock.
“We have been pulled into this situation against our will. If we are given the tools to get ourselves out of this situation, we would be foolish to not use them. Despite being wary, myself, of making deals with spirits, I believe we have seen more than enough that these kamuy truly mean to help us…I do not want to see any of our friends die because some demon decided to toy with them,” Rei gave a stern glare to his friend before returning to the necklace, “Yushkep, would I be correct in assuming you are looking to find Ayase-kun?”
Yes. More than just compatibility…I can feel he and I are kindred spirits, in a way. He has had to sacrifice himself twice so far for his friends. Several of them still didn’t make it or are suffering while he can do nothing. His mental state was already fragile even before all of this, from what I’ve gathered. He is especially vulnerable to a mental break. I do not want to allow that to happen.
“AgaiN, how would we go about sending you bacK?” Natsume pulled the conversation back.
You are a magician, a sorcerer, familiar with the occult. I can guide you on how to draw a magic circle that will allow a temporary, but brief window to our world. Specifically, we need to create a circle that needs to open up directly in front of Mayoi. For that, we need to know his exact location.
“Ma’am,” Shu began, “We don’t know where he is. Last we saw him-”
“We can find out where he is,” Eichi interrupted, darting his eyes to Shu with a warning look before looking to Rei, “Right, Aoba-kun?”
Tsumugi took a brief moment before nodding, answering them through the radio. “Yes…yes, we can! Yuuki-kun! We’re going to need to test that laptop out.”
“Not yeT,” Natsume remarked, “We don’t have any chalk to make the magic circLE.”
“…Could we maybe use the markers and the whiteboard?” Tomoya suggested.
Yushkep hummed in agreement. So long as we can make the markings precise, it should suffice. Usually, there would be wood carvings and chants involved, but since you were able to access our spirit realm outside of our traditional means, we should be able to work with that.
Tsumugi started typing on his other laptop to communicate with Makoto and begin working on finding out where Mayoi was.
Once we figure out where he is, we can then fill in the part of the circle with the location inside the spirit realm. Time is of the essence. The longer we wait, the more they will go through, and the more all of them risk not returning. We need someone to help channel energy into the circle for it to open. Once we get the circle opened, Sakuma Rei needs to toss the necklace I’m attached to through the portal before it closes.
“What about Rinne-san?” Madara chewed his lower lip.
He is currently moving too quickly in another universe, on top of being watched nearly constantly by Pauchi-Kamuy. Even if we opened a portal while they are in a safe room and Pauchi-Kamuy is elsewhere, he will most certainly be able to tell that it occurred.
“…How?” Tomoya wracked his brain as he attempted to understand all of this.
Think of it like an energy he knows in an area that fundamentally lacks that energy.
“…Basically one of these is not like the other,” Nagisa commented, “Except it’s more like he’s in a universe that is completely foreign, thus a portal using energy and magic he is familiar with would be like a neon sign announcing our presence.”
Exactly. From what I can see, he seems to be just a touch more behind Ayase Mayoi in terms of urgency. Maybe not in the next universe, but he will need Kim-Un-Kamuy if he is to survive the one after. It all depends on how he is able to handle the next one.
“And Hidaka and Isara?” Keito asked.
Again…I’m afraid we will just have to time it and keep vigilant for an opening.
“So, who’s going to help channel? Seems like we may need someone adept in magic to do that.” Hinata eyed the beginnings of the circle being drawn by Natsume.
Tetora responded, “Well, since Sakuma-senpai has to throw in the jewel…”
Natsume cut in, “NO. The channeler needs to maintain concentration when activating the circLE. Once his mind wanderS, he won’t be able to keep the portal opeN…I’ll channeL.”
It will be quite taxing. To the point where you may not be able to help channel for the next attempt.
Natsume nodded in understanding. “I’m well awaRE…That bastard needs to pay for taking Sora hostage and torturing the Amagis.”
“We should have a back up plan for if Sakasaki can’t channel for the next one,” Keito reasoned.
“I do know my fair share of the supernatural. I should be able to help out,” Rei volunteered, “After all, my main role for this one is just tossing the necklace through. It won’t be taxing on me in the least.”
“I’m somewhat familiar with the cult and worshiping side of things, would that experience count?” Madara looked to Natsume.
“…PerhapS…I will need to see for myself if you have the aptituDE.”
Tsumugi’s voice came in over the radio. “Natsume-kun, I’m going to have Yuuki-kun bring the laptop over to show what we are seeing…see if Yushkep-Kamuy recognizes who is there with Ayase-kun.”
~*~
Mayoi attempted one last time to struggle against the seemingly human’s restraints on his hands behind his back. When the man didn’t budge once again, he finally gave in, allowing the other to force him to walk down the hall of a dark dungeon.
The man was tall and clean shaven with extremely long black hair tied in a high ponytail that reached the backs of his thighs. There were two strands that framed his pale face and contrasted with his red eyes. He wore a desaturated, light purple robe with white and black patterned edges along the hem and black pants. Overtop this, he wore a dark grey, long-sleeved coat with fur trimming around the neckline, white edges around the arm cuffs and bottom hem, and a complex pattern that ran down the length of the back. Unlike other creatures and seemingly-human beings he had seen who wore cloth-type shoes, he wore a pair of thick leather boots. A pair of Dao swords were strapped to his sides.
“About time you stopped resisting.” The man’s voice sounded vaguely snobbish and light, but carried a sense of authority and boredom.
Just as they rounded the corner, the Assistant stepped out of a cell, freezing in place as it locked eyes with the man. They were silent as they stared at each other for several seconds until the clanging of another door behind the man alerted them. The man pushed Mayoi into the Assistant and turned to look over his shoulder.
“About time you managed to catch something, Pakoro-Kamuy.”
Pakoro-Kamuy, the god of smallpox and pestilence, walked in, hands raised behind his head and looking all smug and prideful as a different Wolf-Shadow walked behind him, carrying Aira by the back of his shirt and jacket. “Hey!~ This one was a slippery brat!~ Give me some credit!~”
The diseased god let out a questioning hum as he spotted the Assistant. “Oh? Pauchi has his favorite pet on the job, too? Does he have that little faith in us that he sent a human to do our job?”
Mayoi could feel the hands of the Assistant tighten around his wrists, possibly out of anger. The other man sighed with unimpressed boredom. “And yet, I witnessed him catch this one after being out in the field for no more than 10 minutes. How long did it take you to catch that one, hmm?”
Pakoro rolled his eyes as he instructed the shadow to toss Aira into the pit inside the cell. “Tsk, whatever…”
The man arched a brow before blowing freezing cold air towards the diseased god, freezing him in a tomb of ice. He walked towards the block of ice, staring intently at the other’s eyes. “I’d suggest you take this more seriously, lest a report gets back to Pauchi-Kamuy about what has transpired.”
With a singular hand motion of his thumb, pointer, and middle finger pointing up, the block of ice melted. Pakoro quickly changed his tune, “Anyways!~ My job’s done!~ See you around, Commander and Pet!~”
The demon vanished and the shadow walked off, leaving the other two and Mayoi alone. The man motioned with his head to have the Assistant toss Mayoi into the cell as well.
~*~
“Do you recognize them, Yushkep?” Tsumugi asked through the radio.
…Unfortunately yes. That man who had Ayase Mayoi is Poro-nitne-Kamuy, the demonic god of the unknown.
“The unknown…?” Shu drawled out.
He’s…an odd one; represents the foreign and what lies beyond the visible horizon, able to know everything that transpires, even in secrecy. One that I’ve had FAR too many dealings with in the past. He’s vicious, ruthless, and cunning. There’s a reason why Pauchi-Kamuy has him as his Right Hand Man in this whole debacle. The other one is Pakoro-Kamuy, the god of smallpox and pestilence. A disgusting kamuy.
“And that Assistant is back…” Shu glared holes into the laptop, even as Makoto withdrew to extract coordinates, “So the bastard has humans working for him, too.”
“I really hope this isn’t another cult…” Madara sighed.
…Hmm.
Rei arched his brow. “Sense something about it?”
…I can confirm none of us, even the Kunne, have any cults in your world. So few of our people still believe in us, and we are almost unknown to outsiders.
“I gathered,” Eichi hummed.
…Yet, I can’t help but remember the one human who DID come to us…well, more like Pauchi-Kamuy.
“Oh?” Everyone turned to the necklace.
Pauchi-Kamuy more or less rules over Teinei-Pokna-Moshiri to simplify things. It’s more like he’s the biggest power house and, thus, commands the most authority. For those humans who have proven to be especially wicked, they are cast to Teinei. But…I remember he sent Poro-nitne-Kamuy to fetch that soul in particular, which is not how it’s supposed to work…and that human wasn’t even a believer.
“You mean…that human wasn’t Ainu?” Madara stared at the table in thought, conjuring up a few theories in his head.
Yes. He wasn’t. This was…two years ago, though…it might explain why even I haven’t heard much about what happened after they brought his soul there…perhaps this Assistant…is the same human…
“Do you remember what he looked like?” Nagisa caught the small detail.
Not really. I barely knew about it because Poro-nitne-Kamuy and I barely crossed paths at that time. All I remember is seeing a shock of pale blue hair. Though why Poro-nitne-Kamuy appeared to be helping that other one out…
“Hmm…still, the fact that there is a human involved is…disconcerting to say the least.” Eichi wrote down a few notes about the topic.
Tsumugi pipped up, “Yuuki-kun got the coordinates. We’re shutting down the program now. We can also confirm that Akehoshi-kun is in that cell, too.”
Not yet. We need to keep it open to confirm that I reach Ayase Mayoi and he takes the necklace. Sakasaki Natsume, I will guide you on how to form this circle.
Rei quickly scribbled a note and attached it to the chain.
~*~
Meanwhile…
Poro-nitne-Kamuy turned to look at Kaname with a bored look. “Do try to keep your secret visitations a bit more under wraps, kid.”
Kaname spoke through the voice modulator, his voice coming out deep and warped, “Why are you covering for me…? Shouldn’t you be reporting this?”
The demonic god gave him an exceedingly neutral gaze before choosing to begin walking past him. He lowly whispered when he got close to the human’s side, “Let’s just say you aren’t the only one realizing Pauchi is different now. I’ll tell you this. I can tell you are getting attached to that kid in there. I know what role he is going to be given in the next universe. Make sure to find him and send him to me. Us four might be able to piece together what is going on while he remains occupied mentally and physically in the next world.”
“…Four?”
He saw from the corner of his eye the barest hint of a smirk grace the Kunne god. “Chironnup-Kamuy, of course. Remember, I’m supposed to keep an eye on things while he is occupied. Nothing escapes my notice, Kaname…or should I be saying Ghost?”
~*~
Mayoi sat on the floor next to Aira, checking over the blond and catching up with both he and Subaru. Although, Subaru seemed to be evasive…maybe that was just his imagination. After all, Subaru did say after the others were sent in that he was deposited into this cell shortly after.
Aira’s eyes grew heavy and used Mayoi’s shoulder as a makeshift pillow. Subaru also appeared to have nodded off.
A faint, metallic-like sparkling noise drew his attention to his left. A brief tear appeared in the floor before a necklace was thrown through it, landing just beside him. It had a spider pendant that held a purple gem, along with a note.
Ayase-kun, it’s Sakuma Rei. It’s a long story, but please, grab this necklace and hide it under your turtleneck. We have a plan and we need you to keep this safe. If a woman by the name of Yushkep contacts you in any way, do not be afraid. She is trying to help us.
Mayoi darted his eyes above him to the ledge before looking back. The tear was now gone but the necklace remained. Checking to make sure Aira was still asleep, he delicately clasped the necklace around his neck and tucked it under his shirt.
Unknown to him, Subaru had an eye cracked open and was intently watching.
~*~
Rinne and company were organizing their supplies and taking stock of a few more med kits inside the break room when Pauchi-Kamuy preemptively returned.
“You know, you guys have been trudging along so well, why don’t I reward you?”
All of the idols eyed each other warily, Rinne being the defacto spokesman for dealing with the kamuy. “I supremely doubt yer giving us a reward. What are ya actually gonna do?”
“Ah! You got me! But seriously, aren’t you the least bit curious to check in on Shiina Niki?”
That made Rinne pause counting his bullets. HiMERU gave him a warning look to not take the bait.
Rinne took the bait. “Show me.”
A small, window-like portal displayed another universe, looking like it was at a college. Niki and Hokuto were on a balcony.
“Just to forewarn you, they have to deal with more than just the infected.”
~*~
The only good thing that came from this university was the damn flamethrower.
They listened to the tape recorder on a long deceased body.
“You’ll find the fireflies at Saint Mary’s Hospital in Salt Lake City…”
Niki shut off the recorder and slammed it on the table, glaring out the window. Hokuto sighed from his seat. “That explains it.”
Niki spotted the flash of a light coming through one of the side passages between the buildings before they were immediately fired upon. Glass shattered as the two ducked below the window just in time.
Hokuto hissed, “Great. Just great. Who are they?”
Niki grabbed him by the wrist and tugged him along the wall. “Don’t know. Don’t care. We got what we need. We gotta go.”
The one time he was grateful for having so many weapons than physically possible. Except he was seriously lacking any and all ammunition, save for the flamethrower. Niki pulled it out and held it at the ready. “Guess we’re going to be making barbeque.”
They made their way through the science wing and down the stairs, taking out several of these armed men. They made their way to the balcony to circumvent the blocked off hallway. Niki was about to open a door when a man kicked the door open in his face, knocking him against the railing. The man dashed over to start strangling him. Niki struggled and pried before managing to punch the man in the face. However, the railing broke behind them. He saw a blur of colors as the ground grew closer. Then there was pain.
A searing, piercing pain in his abdomen. A piece of rebar stuck through.
The scream coming from him was intense and guttural as it tore through his throat.
“NIKI!”
The chef gritted his teeth and groaned in pain, not seeing Hokuto use power cables to climb down to aid him. A set of metal double doors were being banged against by other men trying to get to them.
“Fuck, fuck, FUCK! What do you want me to do?” Hokuto trembled as he began panicking.
“…Move…”
“What?” Hokuto came closer.
“MOVE!” Niki powered through the pain to push Hokuto out of the way as he pulled a revolver out.
Two men busted through the door. Niki managed to headshot one of them before his vision began blurring and darkening, the pain becoming too severe. Hokuto shot the other one down before coming back to him.
The grey-haired young man realized what he had to do. “…Pull…You gotta pull…”
“O-okay…” Hokuto grabbed his hand, “Ready? 1…2…3!”
It was not a smooth, clean process. Niki screamed some more before he was finally pulled off, his vision flashing bright white from the pain. Blood dripped down and spatters below him as he struggled to walk.
Hokuto now had to take point, trying to remain calm and repeatedly checking in with Niki as he checked rooms and lead them back to the horse. All the while, Niki’s world was swaying and blurring, vision going in and out and the sound of his heavily beating heart flooding his ears.
He struggled to climb through the window through one of the rooms, falling on to the floor in intense pain from compressing his abdomen. Hiding against one of the lab counters from a man with a shotgun, Niki could do nothing but pant heavily and try to stay in focus to aim his gun from around the corner. Hokuto had flanked the intruder and shot him on his own, running back for Niki and helping him to stand again.
Niki’s hearing was starting to muffle. Hokuto’s voice was sounding distant, even when right next to him.
“I’m…okay…”
“You’re not okay, Niki! Now come on!” Hokuto struggled to help him stand on account of the massive amount of blood Niki was leaving behind. The back of the lab counter was coated in it.
Several times he stumbled as they made their way through the North Hall. He refused to use Hokuto to lean on, insisting he could still walk.
His vision was getting darker.
He still spotted one more man coming from up above them, warned the other, and shot him. It only felt like he blinked, but the next thing he knew he was laying on the ground. Hokuto was shooting several more of the men coming at them, yelling at them to stay back. His vision cut out again and he saw Hokuto get smacked by a pipe. As he was on the ground he pulled out a pistol from Niki’s pack and shot the man twice in the head.
His vision cut out again.
Hokuto was in front of him, pulling him up again. “C’mon, Niki! Put your arm around my shoulders!”
Niki did as he was told, barely able to stay conscious.
He barely made out that Hokuto was saying he was going to get him a bunch of konpeito from his grandmother once they got out of this.
He struggled to walk out the front doors, stumbling down the steps. A man was trying to steal their horse. Hokuto shot him dead.
He couldn’t tell if it was the weather sending down the beginnings of snow that was making him feel cold.
Niki struggled to stand and get on the horse, making sure Hokuto was secure and forcing himself to stay focused on getting them out of there. He managed to make the horse gallop away.
He didn’t know how far they managed to get before his vision blacked out fully.
~*~
Rinne punched a wall after seeing Niki pass out and fall from the horse. “GODDAMN IT!!”
Kohaku immediately went to Rinne to try and keep him from harming himself more. HiMERU and Mao were stuck, as if in a trance, watching Hokuto begin to panic as he tried to get Niki to wake up.
The window to the other universe vanished as suddenly as it came.
“Aw…” Pauchi-Kamuy sounded anything but sympathetic, “Now that’s too bad. And he was trying so, so hard to keep it together to save the other. What is the leader of Trickstar going to do now?”
Rinne whirled on the invisible force, “FUCK YA AND EVERYTHING YA STAND FOR! I’M GONNA KILL YA SO HARD YA WON’T BE ABLE TO RECONSTRUCT YOURSELF EVER AGAIN, YA SADISTIC FUCKING ASSHOLE!”
The kamuy just laughed at him. “You and I both know that isn’t going to happen. I will still look forward to seeing you try.”
Rinne stormed out of the safe room and down the hospital halls, making the other three scramble after him. The redhead shot several infected down the narrow halls gaze intense, livid, and focused on the path ahead of him.
“AMAGI, STOP!”
Rinne attempted to push away HiMERU but the other resolutely clung to his shoulders to spin him around and face the other idol. His blood was boiling. His heart ached. He was seeing red.
He didn’t remember having gone up another floor. The hospital was deathly quiet. The main room was lacking in any infected or signs of chaos other than the boarding up of the windows and doors.
“THAT BASTARD! I’LL KILL HIM!” Rinne thrashed as he tried to break free.
“Rinne-han, please!” Kohaku collided into the two men, wrapping his arms around them and refusing to let go.
Mao also wrapped his arms around the group, tears beginning to prick his eyes. “Hokuto will make sure Niki-senpai is okay! I know he will!”
HiMERU wrapped his arms around the redhead. “Amagi…”
If it weren’t for the three people holding on to him, he would have collapsed to the floor. As much as he wanted to hold back, his tears and quiet whimpers escaped all the same.
~*~
Jun had no idea where he went.
Last he knew, he was running with the others down the hall after narrowly escaping that Werewolf-Shadow. Then he heard something yell “human” at him and turned around because he was shocked to hear a shadow speak. Next thing that happened, he found himself staring down the halls of a building that was not Ensemble Square by himself, getting chased by a weird, smelly dragon creature, and running around what appeared to be a dungeon in some castle smelling distinctly of wet earth.
He turned down another hall and booked it, vaguely hearing that dragon creature call for back up. Jun was half expecting to run into a dead end at this point. He did not expect to fall down a trap door.
The idol landed harshly on the ground below and rolled a little ways before he scrambled to stand. It appeared he went even further into the dungeons, the reddish brick that previously lined the walls now tinged a dark purple. Or, at least he thinks this might be going deeper. The only thing for certain was that he ended up at the dead end of some other hall with a few cells.
“Well, aren’t you a strange sight for down here?”
Jun whirled around, finding one of the cells was occupied by a singular man hiding in one of the shadows. “Uh…are you talking to me?”
The man splayed his hands out around him, gesturing to the area as his pale hands were revealed in the light. “Does it look like there are other sentient beings around that I would be referring to?”
He growled, “Fine, point taken. Stupid question. Who are you? Better yet! Where am I?”
“I’d advise you to keep your voice down, lest you draw the attention of the guards just down the hall,” The man pointed far down the way, “You’re in the deepest parts of the dungeons of Teinei-Pokna-Moshiri, human. May I ask how you got here?”
“You tell me!” Jun hissed as he stepped closer to the cell, “Last I knew, I was at ES and I barely turned around and found myself here.”
“…You didn’t do a ritual or go through that gear?” The man stepped out of the shadows.
Now that he could see him clearer, Jun realized the man was approximately the same size as him. The man sported a topknot and a light stubble with dark blue eyes. His skin was pale, but not unhealthily. He wore a dark, navy blue robe that reached his knees with grey cotton pants. The patterns around the hems, cuffs, and neckline appeared to have the lunar phases intermixed. Overtop, he had a silvery-grey robe with more celestial patterns around the various openings. On one ear, he had an earring with a crescent moon dangling from a short chain. On the other, he had two, small, black hoops.
“…You know about the gear?” Jun grew suspicious.
“Pauchi-Kamuy hasn’t exactly been tight lipped about that around these parts,” The man looked to the brick wall in thought, “…But if you didn’t go through any of those means…”
“Care to explain?” Jun huffed.
The man held a hand out through the metal bars. “Extend your hand to mine. I need to be sure.”
“Woah!” Jun immediately lowered his voice as the man gave a pointed look down the hall, “I don’t know who you are or why you’re here, and you want me to just…touch your hand?”
“If you couldn’t tell,” The man let his extended hand rest for a moment, “I’m a prisoner here. They care little for me as they would to you if found.”
“You’re still not saying who you are.”
The man gestured to himself with his other hand. “I am Kunnecup-Kamuy, the Ainu god of the moon.”
Jun pondered a moment, thinking this over, before extending his hand to touch the kamuy’s. “Jun…Sazanami Jun.”
Kunnecup nodded before focusing on the feel of Jun’s hand. “Hmm…that is very concerning.”
“What?”
“I can tell that you’re here in our world in more than just spirit, like the others. Your body was also brought here…The only way that could happen is if the Veil is thinning dangerously.”
“The Veil? Also, why would it matter if my body and spirit are both here?”
“Your friends that I’ve heard of through the rumor mill down here are in this world purely in spirit form. Their bodies are still in your world. The Veil is the…border, I guess would be apt to call it, between the human world and the overall worlds of the spirits.”
“…There’s more than what I’m seeing here? Great, as if this place wasn’t a maze already…”
“No. Not that. Just as this world we reside in is part of the spirit world belonging to the Ainu pantheon, other worlds for other pantheons also exist. The barrier between two spirit worlds is meant to be thin, as we pass along as spirits naturally. The barrier between any of the spirit worlds and the human world is thicker and usually won’t allow for a human to travel into a spirit world unless they are purely just spirits.” Kunnecup seemed concerned, though he kept himself more or less composed.
“…So we can start going on our own? Randomly?”
“Uncontrollably, yes. It also works the other way. Those creatures Pauchi-Kamuy has sent after all of you, and any other creatures in our spirit world, can only go to your world if a god sends them. If the Veil thins or dissipates completely-”
“They will be able to come at will, too…Fuck, this is almost just like Ghostwire: Tokyo…” Jun groaned in aggravation.
“I don’t know what that is, but if you understand the issue because of it, fine. All the power to you. Other creatures from other pantheons can cross over at will, too. It will be complete chaos on all sides!”
There was a small commotion going on down the hall, causing both of them to freeze and cease speaking. When the guard’s voices drifted away, Kunnecup spoke again, “Listen. This is a dire emergency. See if you can get the key from one of the guards and let me out. I know of a way we can escape this place.”
“You want me to break you out? Are you fucking serious right now?” Jun growled.
“Do you want to take your chances up against the shadows on your own?” Kunnecup countered.
Jun darted his eyes back to where the guards were starting to come back. “…Tsk, fine. You better hold up your end of the deal.”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 21: Stand Your Ground (Hidden Gods Arc Part 7)
Notes:
We're almost done with this arc! Just one more chapter! Then we'll be starting a whole new one!~
Content Warning: For those who haven't seen the Last of Us, I did change one particular scene to insinuate something akin to sexual assault, but it is nothing graphic, just a dialogue line that suggests it, but it doesn't actually happen in any shape or capacity. I know some can get uncomfortable with that, so I wanted to forewarn you in advance.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Hana no Saku Basho (Where the Flowers Bloom) by Asami Imai
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mINvfJqZBzE
Jun was cursing himself in his head as he slowly snuck behind the two guards, both Humanoid-Shadows. He spotted the ring of keys hanging on the back of one of them.
Seriously? A ring? How much more cliché can these guys get! I’m probably going to get caught and have to scramble to figure out which key it is.
He paused hearing them speak, sounding similar to the dragon creature that he heard just before getting stuck in this mess. “So…how mad will Master be…?”
The other hissed at him. “Master will be very mad! That sun goddess escaped and no one knows how! Probably will sick that pet of his on us!”
The other growled. “Nah, Master likes the human-pet. Treats him better than us.”
Human…pet? Is someone else stuck here?
Jun waited for a split second more as the two kept talking before snatching the keys delicately and clasping the various keys in one hand to avoid making them jingle. He slunk back to the cell with Kunnecup before taking a look at the ring. He was genuinely surprised to see each key had a label on them. Looking up, he noticed the labels corresponded to the cell codes.
“Huh…Honestly thought it would be a cliché to have to go through each key.”
Kunnecup lowly chuckled. “That’s the ironic thing about this whole plan of Pauchi-Kamuy’s. Despite being the god of chaos, he was quite insistent on making sure things were organized for this whole idea of his. Something about not wanting to lose track of important things.”
Jun quickly found the key and, as best as he could, quietly unlocked the cell door. He whispered, “Okay. I let you out. Where do we go now?”
Kunnecup looked down the hall. “First, we need to find a friend of mine. She should be somewhere around here.”
“Hang on,” Jun grabbed the kamuy’s shoulder, not caring in the least that maybe he should think that kind of thing through with a divine being, “This wasn’t part of the deal.”
“I refuse to leave without her,” Kunnecup gave a stern glare.
“…Tsk, fine…Where to?” Jun, realizing this kamuy was his only option in getting out of here, relented.
“…That I’m not sure…As celestial gods, I’d imagine she would be kept isolated from the others just as myself was.” Kunnecup began quietly walking down the hall, motioning for Jun to keep his voice low and to come along.
“Why would that matter? Are you that powerful?”
“There are three primary celestial gods who more or less are like the Royal Guard to our creator, Kotan-kar-Kamuy. There’s myself, Tokapcup-Kamuy who is our sun goddess, and Kando-Koro-Kamuy who is the sky god. Kando-Koro can be viewed as the head guard, or my boss, in a way. Other than two or three of the other gods, us celestials are the only ones who can wield celestial magic, or sorcery to others, sometimes referred to as divine powers. This sorcery is incredibly powerful, as it entails using the very energy of the universe and bending it to our will.” Kunnecup paused in his steps as they got closer to the guards.
“…So you guys could rival this guy and fix all of this?” Jun questioned.
“…The issue lies in our nature and role in the universe according to our people. Other than Kando-Koro’s involvement in the creation of the universe, we very rarely take an active part in the rest of our pantheon’s mythology due to being relegated to Kotan-kar-Kamuy’s guards. We are more mediators than anything else. As such…Kando-Koro ordered us to stay out of this conflict.”
“So he’s forced you to sit back and watch this guy run rampant and tear everything apart?” Jun tried desperately to keep his voice low as anger began to build.
“No. I and Tokapcup disagreed with him. He wanted to prioritize protecting Kotan-kar-Kamuy and let the other kamuy sort this out themselves. Tokapcup and I believed, rightfully so, that Pauchi-Kamuy would grow too powerful and try to challenge Kotan-kar-Kamuy himself. Thus, we openly challenged Pauchi-Kamuy and…well, as you can tell, it didn’t go over well for us.”
“So even two celestials weren’t enough to combat him…”
Kunnecup raised a hand to silence him as they watched the guards get called away. He whispered back, “I will discuss more of this with you later. Right now, let’s focus on trying to find Tokapcup.”
“…Wait, I remember those guards talking before I grabbed the keys. They said the sun goddess somehow escaped and they didn’t know how. I think that’s why there was that commotion going on earlier.” Jun peeked around the corner to check for the guards. Wherever they went, they were out of sight now.
“…Escaped? How…?” Kunnecup pondered aloud.
“Pst. Hey.” A feminine voice whispered out from down the other hall.
The two men looked at each other briefly before Kunnecup nodded and began slinking away towards the voice. Jun quickened his pace to catch up before stopping suddenly as they saw a woman in another cell.
She was tall, about Hiyori’s height, and had wavy black hair that reached her shoulders and pale skin, almost like that of paper, with one red eye and one blue eye. Her robe was a dark purple with gold and white patterns around the cuffs, hem, and neckline. What was truly unique about her robe was that one side had a torn slit that went up to her thigh on her right side while her sleeves were rolled up past her elbows. She had crisscrossing tattoos all the way up her forearms and legs, going up to her mid-thigh, though remained barefoot.
“Irura, long time no see.” There was a faint smile on the moon god’s visage.
The woman stood from her spot on the floor, dusting her robe off before speaking in a mature, albeit lightly irritated tone. “Cut the chit-chat, Moon God. If you’re looking for your girlfriend, I’m afraid she’s long gone.”
“She – Tokapcup-Kamuy is not my ‘girlfriend’.” There was a light dusting of pink across the other kamuy’s face.
“Oh, right,” Irura rolled her eyes, “The Ainu call you husband and wife. How silly of me.”
“Sh-she’s not my wife, either.”
The woman shook her head in disappointment. “Oh, boy, the star-crossed lovers are still as oblivious as ever.”
“Uh, who are you?” Jun asked.
Irura turned her gaze to him, looking him up and down like she was appraising him and red lips slowly stretching into a smile. “…Name’s Irura-Kamuy, though Irura is just fine. May I ask yours, human?”
“S-Sazanami Jun, m-ma’am.”
She let out a humored hum, “No need to be shy, Sazanami, if I may call you that?”
“U-uh, sure.”
“We know she escaped. How did you know about it?” Kunnecup intervened, much to Jun’s relief. She was extremely intimidating in that she seemed to try and lower his guard before readying to strike. He had a feeling she and Ibara would get along well.
“Kind of hard not to know when a spirit leaves the spirit world.” Irura flicked some hair back over her shoulder, “Especially since it’s my job.”
Jun seemed to have an idea as to who she exactly was. “…You’re…the death god of this pantheon?”
She delicately hovered a hand over her mouth as she giggled. “Oh, you sweet boy! Death is one of my masters I take orders from. You’re thinking of Yushkep. And, no, before you get any ideas, she isn’t an evil god. She’s a doll. I’m more…tsk, like the Grim Reaper.”
“…Wait, so how do you know about the Grim Reaper,” Jun then pointed to Kunnecup, “But you don’t know about the video game I mentioned earlier?”
Irura snickered, “Some of us get out more than others, I’ve even met Thanatos, the Ancient Greek god of death, from time to time. I go and retrieve the souls of those departed or near departing and bring them to their designated afterlife, though I can assure you I am very gentle about it and don’t discern when or how they die. And yes, I can tell you are here in more than just spirit form, darling. I simply gently sever away the last ties between a soul and body…Well, along with my dog.”
It was only then that a shadowy mass moved inside the cell, causing Jun to recoil in terror at how he hadn’t noticed it before it chose to reveal itself. It was a huge Dire Wolf with fur black as night that stood nearly to the woman’s shoulder. Like its owner, it had one red eye and one blue eye. It stared at him for a moment before lolling its tongue out and wagging its tail.
Irura started scratching the dog’s ears and chin. “Aw! Seems my boy has taken a liking to you, Sazanami! Is that right? You like him? Such a good boy!~”
The dog panted and started snuggling the woman. Kunnecup rolled his eyes. “I’m honestly shocked they let you keep him with you. That and how could that death hound like anyone other than you.”
The moon god took a healthy step back as the dog’s tail ceased wagging and bared its teeth silently at him. Jun looked between the three spirits. “I see…um…does he have a name?”
She examined the human head to toe before replying, “You can call him Silence.”
Jun remained quiet for several seconds before she chuckled, “Don’t worry, I’m not making a threat. That is his name.”
“O-okay, l-look,” Jun tried to steer the conversation back, “We’re in the middle of a dungeon. Can we please focus on getting out? I’d prefer to get back home as soon as possible and in one, completely intact, unharmed piece.”
“You two may need some help.”
Kunnecup eyed the woman carefully. “I do know of the way out, Irura.”
“But will you get there undetected is the real question. Silence and I can help with that.”
Jun realized what she was implying. Kunnecup explained, “She would be helpful. She’s able to disguise herself as pretty much anything and anyone, at least those that are deceased. Her dog also moves in complete silence…though his size…”
Irura giggled before patting Silence on the head and whispered into his ear. He began morphing until he now appeared like a Scottish Terrier, barring the distinct eye colors. “Not a problem~.”
Jun sighed, realizing he didn’t have a choice and proceeded to see if he had the key to her cell. Once unlocked, the small death hound began hopping in place before Irura picked him up, carrying him like a baby.
What the hell have I gotten myself into?
~*~
Hokuto shot a rabbit with Niki’s bow that he borrowed. As he picked it up, he lamented that it wasn’t going to provide much in terms of food. Just as he finished tying the rabbit to the horse, he noticed movement out of the corner of his eye.
It was a deer.
“…Bingo…” He whispered softly.
The deer took off down the ravine. Hokuto latched the horse to the nearby tree and stalked after it, snow crunching under foot. He climbed down the ravine’s edge before seeing it open up into another small valley. He took his time tracking it, careful of the branches and snow underneath.
This will keep us for a bit. I have to get that deer.
When he had a clear shot, he slotted an arrow and pulled the string back. He’s had plenty of practice as winter came. He had to learn now that Niki was out of commission. Inhaling slowly, he released the arrow. It flew true and hit the deer in the shoulder, but it didn’t go down, instead turning to run off deeper into the woods.
“Damn it…” Hokuto cursed under his breath as he began tracking it.
At least it left a blood trail to easily follow.
He followed it into what once was a mining or lumber mill complex, spotting it dead out in the open. As he approached, he vaguely heard the sound of another person. He held his bow out and knocked an arrow, pulling it taunt. “I know you’re there! Come out!”
A man with a rifle slung over his shoulder stepped out with his hands raised in surrender. Another man stepped out with him, though he didn’t mimic the sign of surrender. Rifle-man spoke calmly, “Hello…we just want to talk.”
Hokuto didn’t buy it. “Any sudden moves and I’ll put one between your eyes…Same for your friend.”
The second guy kept his hands away from his body as Hokuto hovered the drawn bow over him. The raven-teen spat, “What do you want?”
The two men looked to each other before Rifle-Man spoke calmly again, “Um…name’s David. This here is my friend James…we’re from a larger group – women, children – we’re all very, very hungry.”
Blue eyes narrowed as he took in the two men. “So am I – women and children – all very hungry, too.”
“Well, uh…” David negotiated, keeping both hands where Hokuto could see them as he gestured to the deer, “Maybe we could, ah, trade you for some of that meat there…What do you need? Weapons, ammo, clothes-”
“Medicine!” Hokuto realized the golden opportunity despite his voice beginning to show his desperation, “…Do you have any antibiotics?”
David turned to look at James. “We do. Back at the camp.”
The man tried to step forward. “You’re welcome to follow us-”
“I am not following you anywhere.” Hokuto was quick to answer, “Your friend can go get it. He comes back with what I need, then the deer is all yours. Anyone else shows up-”
David relented before turning to James, “You’ll put one between my eyes…Two bottles of penicillin and a syringe. Make it fast.”
James looked about ready to refute before Hokuto hovered the drawn arrow over him. David insisted James do as he said. The other man wisely backed away and ran.
Hokuto turned back to David, figuring he could keep himself a touch safer. “I’ll take that rifle.”
Surprisingly, though maybe not, David relented and took off the rifle strapped to his shoulder, only coming close enough to drop the gun at Hokuto’s feet as requested. The teenager quickly unnotched the arrow and grabbed the rifle instead to keep an eye on the other.
Silence enveloped them for several seconds, the only sound being the cold, winter wind. David, trying to stay calm and collected, asked, “He’s probably going to be a while…You, uh…mind if we take some shelter from the cold?”
Hokuto thought for a moment before gesturing to the deer with his head. “Bring it with us.”
After several minutes of dragging the deer inside one of the abandoned buildings and building a fire, the two were provided a small reprieve from the biting wind, even if it wasn’t all that much better. The teenager kept his distance from the other, rifle still in hand though not raised at the other currently.
David tried to break the tension, sounding like a concerned parent. “You know, you really shouldn’t be out here on your own.”
Hokuto kept his voice neutral, “I don’t like company.”
“I see….What’s your name?”
“…Why?”
David tried to reason gently, “Look. I understand it’s not easy to trust a couple of strangers. Whoever’s hurt, you clearly care about them…I’m sure it’s gonna be just fine.”
Hokuto darted his eyes to the floor as he thought about Niki back at the shelter he found them. “…We’ll see.”
A brief pause passed before the dreaded, marrow-chilling sound of a clicker echoed nearby. The two of them stood at attention as one rushed into the room and paused. Hokuto attempted to take a quiet step back, but rustled the deer’s dead body. As the clicker ran at him, David pulled out a pistol and shot it in the head multiple times.
“You had another gun?” Hokuto asked in disbelief.
David turned to him and shrugged, simply opting to say, “Sorry.”
More clickers and runners were heard in the distance, making David worry. “Hey, I’d really like my rifle back now.”
“No,” Hokuto spoke with authority, “You have your pistol.”
David relented as he got ready for the incoming infected, “I hope you know how to use that thing.”
“I’ve had some practice.” Hokuto shot the first runner in the head as it tried to come through the front door before David shut it.
~*~
Jun crouched around the corner from a pair of guards walking towards them with Kunnecup and Irura behind him. “Shit, more of them incoming.”
“I got this. Take Silence for me.” Irura handed the dog over to Jun, who was quite terrified to realize he was holding a death hound.
Irura morphed into one of those shadows he had seen attack Alkaloid on the TV screens seemingly so long ago, the one of the Wolf-Shadow missing an eye. She walked around the corner and towards the guards before hacking and slashing them to ribbons, making them cease to exist. Jun looked to Kunnecup who also looked at him with a similar expression, silently agreeing that she was a very terrifying force.
She waved them over before returning to her normal form. “Ah! That felt nice to do that again!~”
Jun spotted something possibly like a box under a cloth. “What’s this? Were they carrying it?”
He lifted the cloth and was startled to see a Mamushi pit viper inside a glass box with tiny airholes in the top. It rattled its tail at him and hissed, making the human recoil and fall backwards with a squeak of fright. Irura and Kunnecup gave each other knowing smirks before the goddess picked up the glass box. “Aw, did Kina-sut get captured while still being a tiny snake?”
The snake hissed at her before speaking, the “s” sounds coming out longer, “Sh-sh-shut up! I woulda had them!”
Jun stared dumbfounded at the exchange. “Th-that’s…?”
“Another god. Yes,” Kunnecup gestured a hand to the contained snake, “This is Kina-sut-Kamuy, god of snakes. He helps alleviate medical calamities that befall humans and protects against diseases…As well as generally protect people from getting bitten by snakes. I can assure you, he is very benevolent. Quite helpful to humans, too.”
“Uh…Was not expecting snakes to be viewed as good in this pantheon.” Jun stared at the snake deity.
Kina-sut turned his serpent head back to the human. “Cons-s-sider s-s-snake s-s-spirits-s-s like s-s-semi evil. They caus-s-se s-s-several ailments-s-s by pos-s-se-s-s-sion. I exorcis-s-se them from people and control their behavior-s-s-s.”
“…Do you speak like that even as a human…?”
“No. S-s-stupid limitations-s-s of the s-s-snake body.”
“I see…Why were they carrying you?”
“Trans-s-sport to a new c-c-cell. S-s-slithered my way out of the las-s-st one…als-s-so ate all the rats-s-s…Don’t look at me like that! I was-s-s s-s-starving!” Kina-sut rattled his tail in irritation.
Irura rolled her eyes. “Spirits technically don’t need to eat here.”
“Correction,” Kunnecup interrupted to explain to Jun, “Human spirits don’t. We still operate like the average human. Thus, we still need to eat to some extent, though not nearly as often.”
Silence licked Jun’s cheek. It was cold, but not uncomfortably. Rather, it felt like an ice cube on a hot summer’s day. The snake god saw the dog and recoiled his head partially. “That thing likes-s-s you?!”
The death hound growled at the snake, making the reptile slither into the farthest corner of the box away from the canine. Jun deadpanned in disbelief, “This dog really doesn’t like that many people, does it?”
Irura hummed in thought, “Hmm…maybe a small handful, but yeah, that’s about right.”
Kunnecup sighed, “Well, how about Jun holds onto Kina-sut and you take your dog back? We can’t exactly sit and chit-chat in the middle of a hall in enemy territory.”
“Well, we could just drop him off in the nearest empty cell and call it a day~.” Irura smiled sweetly.
“HOW DARE YOU!?” The snake tried to bite her through the glass box, which obviously didn’t work, “AND I CAN BECOME HUMAN AGAIN IF YOU LET ME OUT!”
“Huh?” The dog jumped from Jun’s arms as the glass box was shoved into his hands, the snake god reprimanding the Ainu Grim Reaper to handle his box with care.
Kunnecup wasn’t deterred by the snake’s demands. “It will be easier to carry you than to have a fourth person walk around and potentially get us caught. We have a human who can’t defend himself against these shadows.”
The snake hissed once before settling back down, rattling ceasing. “Fine…”
Great, how many more spirits am I going to end up tagging along with in this jail break?
~*~
Hokuto had to admit, at least David was reliable in a pinch. They had to abandon their room and run through the generator room with collapsing catwalks, which he learned the hard way. As they made their way to the old bridge leading to the rest of the complex, they came across two freshly killed bodies with bites all over them.
Turns out, those were the men David was looking for earlier. Hokuto shivered at the idea of how those two men went out.
More infected began rushing their position, making the teen wonder just what attracted so damn many of them to this area in the first place. As they shot down a few more infected, he so happened to look up to the hole in the ceiling and pale at seeing another one of the worst infected he had seen.
A bloater.
Thank whatever god is listening that I have Molotovs for this.
Several intense minutes passed as they kited the infected and killed them. It was then David pointed out the silence.
Blissful silence. No more screaming, creaking infected.
“About time those things stopped coming…” Hokuto muttered more to himself.
David amusedly chuckled, “Alright…Let’s head on back. Check on that buck of ours.”
Back at the makeshift camp, the buck was all in one piece miraculously, though maybe that was because David hurriedly had thrown a tarp over it before they had to abandon the room earlier.
David laughed airily, “Phew! You handled yourself pretty nice back there. Ha…phew…I’d say we make a pretty good team.”
They crouched around the fire, Hokuto no longer aiming the rifle at him on account of just having survived a horde together. “Psshh. We got lucky.”
“No, no… no such thing as luck,” David tended the fire, “No, you see, I believe that everything happens for a reason.”
Hokuto rolled his eyes at the comment, bitterness rising in his heart at the irony of it. “Sure.”
“I do. I can prove it to you. Now, this winter has been especially cruel. A few weeks back, I…sent a group of men out to a nearby town to look for food…Only a few came back…They said that the others had been…slaughtered by a crazy man.,” David’s tone lowered and held an accusatory tint to it, “And get this – this crazy man was traveling with a raven-haired, blue-eyed teenager…”
Hokuto’s blood froze and dread creeped in.
The men at the university…
David sneered and nearly whispered, “Ya see? Everything happens for a reason.”
Hokuto kept his eyes on David as he stood and aimed the rifle at him with utter contempt. Despite having an ever so slightly threatening edge to his tone, David remained calm. “Now, don’t get upset. It’s not your fault…You’re just a kid.”
Hokuto was about to run when David called out, “James. Lower your gun.”
The raven-haired boy turned around, aiming his rifle at James who held a pistol aimed at him. “No way, David. I’m not gonna let him go.”
“Lower the gun,” David ordered, adding on as James finally did as he was told with reluctance, “Now, give him the medicine.”
James glared at David before tossing the small pouch towards Hokuto. “The others won’t be happy about this.”
“Yeah, well, that’s not your concern.”
Keeping the gun trained on James, Hokuto grabbed the pouch from the floor and began walking backwards toward the door, eyes never leaving the men. David called out, “You won’t survive long out there. I can protect you.”
Hokuto snarled, “No thanks” before running. He didn’t stop until he got to the horse and quickly began galloping away, constantly looking back in fear.
Sometime later, Hokuto hid the horse inside the abandoned house’s garage they were using as shelter, taking the pouch of medicine to the basement with him. Niki was on the one mattress with the one, thin blanket the house had, feverish and unconscious.
“…Niki?” Hokuto called out hesitatingly, scared that he would be met with silence. He let his held breath go as Niki groaned in pain.
He hurriedly went to crouch at his side, talking to him more so to comfort himself than believing the other could hear him in his delirium. “I only managed to get a little bit of food, but I did get this.”
Hokuto gently pulled the blanket down and pulled Niki’s shirt up to inspect the wound. For someone with little experience in stitching, Hokuto thought he did a good job with what he had on hand. He could tell the chef was fighting an infection. Hopefully, the penicillin would help.
He used the syringe to withdraw the antibiotic before injecting it into the other, mumbling an apology as Niki winced. He pulled the blanket back over him, pressing a hand to the other’s forehead to check his temperature, wincing slightly at how hot it felt. Niki muttered and shivered incoherently, eyes refusing to open and skin pale.
“You’re going to be okay…” Hokuto would deny that his voice cracked slightly.
He laid down on the cold, cement floor, using his backpack as a pillow, facing Niki the whole time. His thoughts drifted to the others, wondering how they were, what they were doing. Eventually, his mind settled on Subaru heavily.
Subaru…I was barely able to hold it together in the last universe and that was only because of having everyone, even you, helping me…I’m on my own now…I can’t afford to do that again…With all that I’ve done so far…if I save Niki…would you be proud of me? Does it…make up for…what I did to you then?
He didn’t know when sleep finally took him.
~*~
Jun could not believe the absolute bullshit luck he was having. So much for not alerting the guards!
He, along with the other kamuy, ran into a side room with Kunnecup slamming the door shut and locking it before turning around wildly before spotting a white circle drawn in the center of the room. “There’s our ticket out of here!”
Jun panted as he stared at the weird platform in the center. “What is that?”
Irura smoothed the ruffled fur on Silence. “I’d like to know myself.”
Kina-sut stuck his forked tongue out and slightly slithered closer to the glass wall of the box. “Is-s-s that…how the Kunne get to the higher heavens-s-s on their own?”
“Precisely,” Kunnecup inspected the sigils on the floor, finding them satisfactory, “Without a god or established pathway, evil spirits have to rely on these to get around ever since that plan of Pauchi-Kamuy’s was started.”
“How do you use it?” Jun quickly asked as banging on the door intensified.
“We need Kunne magic – dark magic, if you will.” Irura eyed the moon god.
“None of us-s-s can us-s-se Kunne magic!” The snake began rattling his tail out of nerves.
“…About that…” Kunnecup began channeling dark purple energy around the sigil, several of the markings lighting up in a faint purple glow.
“S-S-SINC-C-CE WHEN DID YOU KNOW HOW TO CAS-S-ST KUNNE MAGIC!?” The snake hissed loudly.
“Long story! Not the time to explain! Get inside the circle! NOW!”
The group braced themselves as the dark magic began glowing brighter and brighter before their vision went white.
~*~
Hokuto blinked awake to find that it was morning and he could hear men talking somewhere outside. He sat up quickly as the voices registered in his mind, taking a moment to check Niki’s condition, before climbing on top of an old washing machine to peer out the covered window. There were three men with one waving his arms around to the others towards the buildings.
“Fuck…” Hokuto hissed, “They tracked me…”
The teen took one look at his prone friend before steeling himself for what he was about to do. He knelt beside Niki, noticing his skin was starting to return to its normal shade, “I’m going to draw them away from here. I’ll come back for you.”
There was no way they could risk staying in the area any longer, despite Niki not being in any condition to travel. They both would know how dangerous these men were. He gathered a few things in his backpack before sneaking the horse out of the garage, taking care to not make too much noise when closing the door. Once saddled up, he ventured across the street behind the two men.
Easy…wait, where’s the third?
“Hey! I got him!” The third man snuck up behind him and tried to pull him off the horse.
Hokuto thrashed before pulling out his knife and sticking it in the man’s throat, ending him right then and there with a low death groan. He realized the men were arguing with each other and ushered the horse to run, vaguely hearing something about how David didn’t want them to shoot her.
He galloped down the street, dodging bullets being fired upon him and more men, at least a dozen, coming out of the various houses to try and capture him. One more tried to grab him and he ended him the same as the first. He couldn’t stop. He had to keep running. Niki’s life depended on him.
“I’m over here!” The teen shouted as he sped past more men, trying to draw them away from Niki’s location. He vaguely heard some of them ordering others to shoot the horse but was too focused on guiding the horse in and around buildings and armed men.
One bullet shot the horse, sending them both flying down the hillside. Hokuto landed a few feet down from a stoney ledge, groaning at the impact. As he got up, he realized the horse was dead. He had to keep moving. No matter what.
“Oh man…” Hokuto glanced further down the hill and spotted a series of camping cabins near a lake.
He darted towards the nearest cabin’s window, nearly getting hit by a bullet as one of the men up top spotted him heading in that direction. They started to lose his trail as they fanned out to search the area. Hokuto hid behind a porch railing, opting to keep quiet. If he could make them lose his trail even further out, then he could sneak and circle back around to the house, grab Niki, and try to get as far away from here as possible. It would be easier if the horse was still alive, but Hokuto had to make do with what he had. Which was also not a lot of ammunition.
How did Niki manage it all this time? This sucks!
“HEY!”
Hokuto turned around and fired his rifle from his hip, killing one of the armed men. His blue eyes nearly sparkled as he saw the man had a shotgun. Grabbing it, he began working his way through the cabin area, trying to remain stealthy as much as possible.
He eventually made it to a lake side lodge of some sort by way of the old nature walk path, carefully sneaking his way through. He spotted the doors that lead to the other side and began pushing against them to move the cabinet on the other side out of the way. If he could sneak back out, he could get back to Niki and run.
A man snuck up behind him and wrapped his arm around his neck, beginning to strangle him. He grabbed the knife from his pocket and aimed it back at the man before a second hand disarmed him. He recognized the voice of David. “Relax! Keeping you alive here!”
Hokuto’s vision began spotting before he faded to blackness.
~*~
As sudden the white vision came, it left, and they found themselves in a white and grey, polygon world. Kunnecup was the first to leave the magic circle looking around before speaking, “I know this area. We should be close.”
“Clos-s-se to where?” The snake shook his head inside the glass box as he cleared his vision, “And can s-s-someone let me out now!?”
“Not the time,” Kunnecup looked back at the magic circle, “The evil spirits will come after us through that.”
Jun noticed the circle was atop a pebble bed. He set the glass box down and grabbed the sharpest rock he could find before digging at the white that made the circle. He managed to break the circle by scraping part of it away, watching as the slight ethereal glow vanished instantly.
Irura whistled, impressed, “Smart thinking. Can’t exactly follow when it’s a broken door.”
Kunnecup was more quiet, but his eyes sparked with intrigue. He glanced back in another direction, “We need to head that way. We should find the Iron Wall.”
“To the Higher Heavens?” Irura looked at him quizzically, “The only way inside is through the one gate. And it’s almost impossible to open it unless Kotan-kar-Kamuy demands an audience with all of us.”
Kunnecup smirked at her, “Not entirely.”
Jun caught on quickly, “Either you have access and can get us in and out through the gate, or you know some secret passages, I take it?”
“Ha…Smart kid.” Kunnecup gave a faint smile before starting to walk in that direction, “It’s the one place Pauchi-Kamuy has yet to take over. We can plan our next moves there.”
~*~
Hokuto groaned at the bright light overhead. As his eyes adjusted, he realized he was trapped in a cell. Well, more like a cage. He could vaguely hear some sort of sawing noise as he looked beyond the cell door to see a man chopping something up. When he stood, he almost fell back in horror as he realized the man was chopping up a human. He choked back a gag as the other man chopped off a forearm and flung it into the pile of chopped up limbs on the floor.
As he backed up into the corner, the man heard him make noise and turned around. He simply glared at him in contempt before tsking and walking away. Hokuto’s heart was beating loud in his ears, the blood burning and freezing at the same time. Fear and panic was starting to grip him. He shook his head to clear it as he began inspecting the cell door, trying to find a way to free himself.
“How are you feeling?” David came out from one of the rooms with a tray of food.
Hokuto glared at the man. “Oh, just super…”
David attempted kindness, though it did nothing to lower Hokuto’s guard. “Here. You should eat.”
David pushed the tray through the small gap under the door, some of the meat sliding off the plate and onto the tray. Hokuto barely chanced a glance at it before returning his sharp gaze to David. “I know your hungry…Been out for quite some time.”
Hokuto refused to break eye contact, gaze cold. “What is it?”
There was a pause. “It’s deer.”
“…With a side of human?” It didn’t take much for Hokuto to piece together what kind of group he was dealing with.
David shook his head. “No. No, I promise. It’s just the deer meat.”
Hokuto wanted to refuse but his aching stomach was reminding him he hadn’t eaten well in a long, long time. Before he started ravenously eating the food, he spat one more insult, “You’re a fucking animal.”
“Awfully quick to judgement,” David knelt on the floor on the other side of the cell wall, “Considering you and your friend killed how many of my men?”
Hokuto kept eating. “They didn’t give us a choice.”
“And you think we have a choice? Is that it?” When Hokuto didn’t respond, David continued, “You kill to survive…and so do we. We have to take care of our own…by any means necessary.”
Hokuto stopped eating to level him a look. “So now what? …You going to chop me up into little pieces?”
David lowly laughed. “I’d rather not…Please tell me your name.”
There was an intense silence before Hokuto shoved the tray of unfinished food back out of the cell and stood. “You’re so full of shit.”
“On the contrary,” David began picking up the mess before standing to stare at him with the tray, “I’ve been quite honest with you. Now I think it’s your turn. It’s the only way I’m gonna be able to convince the others.”
Blue eyes narrowed. “Convince them of what?”
“That you can come around. You have heart. You’re loyal. And you’re special.” At that David rested a hand on Hokuto’s that was gripping the bars of the cell.
His skin began crawling at the contact, alarm bells ringing in his head. Yet, he spotted a golden opportunity to grab the keys dangling from David’s belt. He feigned understanding and clasped his other free hand on top of David’s before snapping his thumb. As David recoiled, he attempted to reach through the door for the keys. Once he grabbed them, he wasn’t prepared for David to bash him against the cell door repeatedly until he finally let go and fell back on the floor.
Hokuto wiped at the blood trickling from his forehead. David spat at him, “You stupid little boy! You are making it very hard to keep you alive! What am I going to tell the others now?”
The teenager had the perfect response. “…Hokuto.”
“What?”
“Tell them…” Hokuto wiped at the blood again, “That Hokuto was the little boy who broke your FUCKING FINGER!”
David glared at him before smirking. “How did you put it? …Little pieces? …See you in the morning, Hokuto.”
Hokuto glared at the dirty tile below him.
Niki…I wish you were here…
~*~
Niki woke with a start and tried sitting up, tossing the blanket off. He winced and hissed in pain, a hand gingerly touching his wound. He could barely register where he was, much less how they got here. His first and only thought was to know where Hokuto was.
“Hidaka-kun?” He slowly rolled off the mattress, gritting back the pain as he made himself stand up, “Hidaka-kun?”
Silence.
He slowly got his gear, noticing the backpack on the ground nearby. He noticed his bow was missing. Next to his bag was an empty vial of penicillin. “Did…Hidaka-kun what did you do?”
He nearly stumbled as he managed to climb the stairs, catching the counter edge before he fell completely. He looked out into the empty house. “Where the hell are you…?”
He…he healed me…He kept me alive…How long was I out?
Glancing out a doorway into the garage, he noticed the horse was gone.
Shit…he must be far if the horse is gone…
He left out the garage door, being careful not to pull the stitches. Considering how often Rinne got into fights when they were both living together and underage at the time, it wasn’t too shocking that he picked up on how to stitch. He didn’t realize Hokuto knew how to do that. It was a pretty good job for what was probably on the spot.
“Hidaka-kun?” He called out into the empty town. Wintry winds were his only answer back.
As he slowly made his way down the street, a bullet whizzed by him. He ducked behind a van as two men called out that they spotted him. He pulled out his own hunting rifle and began shooting back, calling out, “Where is he!?”
He proceeded to stalk his way through the town, finding the two men who shot at him earlier had ran and hid. As he came from around a building, one of the men came behind him and attempted to restrain him, the other man coming from in front with a drawn knife.
”FINISH HIM!”
Niki was seeing red. If Rinne could fight dirty, then he would, too. He kicked the man in front of him where the sun don’t shine before managing to get the upper hand on the one restraining him and smashing his head into the stone base of the building next to them. He stalked towards the prone man on the ground before kicking him in the face.
He didn’t kill him, not yet.
The idol picked up the man by his arms, who was attempting to cuss him out. He muttered under his breath at the attacker, “Oh no…You’re coming with me.”
~*~
Irura was not kidding when she said the Higher Heavens were walled off with no other way through. Nor was Kunnecup kidding when he called it the Iron Wall. The thing was massive. He couldn’t even see the top of it.
He looked to the left and right of the massive wall, finding it had seemingly no end. “Where’s the gate?”
“It’s on the other side.” Kunnecup began investigating a nearby polygon hill, “We’re not looking for that, though…Ah-ha!”
The moon god undid a latch that revealed a small passageway under the wall. The celestial being turned to the group with a smirk. “Perks of being one of the guards to the Creator.”
“Didn’t know there was-s-s s-s-secret entranc-c-c-es-s-s through the wall.” Kina-sut tilted his serpentine head quizzically.
The moon god gestured to the hole. “Ladies first.”
“Gee, how thoughtful.” Irura rolled her eyes but hopped on in, Silence letting out a yip as she did so.
Jun eyed the hole before looking to the celestial being. “You said we were going to plan our next steps on the other side. Does that include sending me back?”
“If we can find a way to do so, then yes. Though…I hesitate to say we may not be able to guarantee that…but at least the other side will be safer for you than here or in those universes.”
Jun couldn’t argue with that, especially not after hearing a distant, demonic roar. He gingerly climbed down the provided ladder, pondering ever so faintly why Irura thought it would be better to jump down. Then again, perhaps spirits didn’t have to worry about the consequences of gravity. Or because his body wasn’t nearly as durable as theirs. Either way, it didn’t matter as he delicately tried to hold on to the glass box with the snake god inside while climbing down into the depths.
~*~
Niki had just finished beating up one of the men tied to the radiator inside one of the houses while the other man was tied to the chair behind him. He returned to the table and grabbed a knife before pulling up a chair to sit in front of the other man. He was going to find out where Hokuto was, even by means he was not proud of.
“Now…the teenage boy…where is he? Is he alive”
“Wh-what boy? I don’t know no teenage boy.”
Niki stabbed the man in the leg, just above the knee. He lightly smacked the man in the chin as he screamed, keeping his tone deathly even. “Focus right here. Right here…Or I’ll pop your knee off…The boy.”
“H-H-He’s alive! He’s David’s newest pet.”
Niki growled as he twisted the knife still lodged in the other’s leg, “Where?”
The man cried in pain. “In the town! In the town…”
Niki retracted the knife and stuffed the handle into the man’s mouth before holding up a map of the town. His tone was low. “Mark it on the map. And it better be the same spot your buddy points to.”
Using the blood on the knife, the man drew on the map before spitting it out. “Th-there! R-Right there! You can verify it. Go ask him. Go on…”
As Niki slowly stood up to walk to the other man, he barely paid attention to the other pleading that he wasn’t lying. He would find out if he was soon enough. He gave the man one last glance before deciding to snap his neck, the body and chair falling back with a loud bang. The other man looked on in fright before realizing Niki was coming for him next.
“Fuck you, man! He told you what you wanted! I ain’t telling you shit!”
Niki slowly picked up a metal pipe, gaze murderously intent on the restrained man. His tone was level and calm. “That’s alright. I believe him.”
He broke the man’s face in with the pipe.
~*~
“Wake-y, wake-y.”
Hokuto was roughly pulled up from the floor he was sleeping on, instinct taking over as he fought back. “Let go of me!”
David was in front of him while another man had his arms restrained. As soon as they got near, Hokuto bit David’s hand, earning himself a knee to the stomach before getting restrained to the wooden table. David raised a butcher’s knife in the air. “I warned you, kid.”
Just before he was about to swing, Hokuto spat out, “I’m infected!”
While he agreed with Niki way back that it would be best to keep that fact hidden, that he was immune, this situation was quickly proving that fact would be his ace up his sleeve. He repeated again, seeing how it made both men still, “I’m infected.”
David chuckled lowly, “Really?”
“…And so aren’t you…Right there. Roll up my sleeve! Look at it!” Hokuto heaved his breaths to shout as much as he could.
“…I’ll play along,” David plunged the knife into the wooden table, just beside Hokuto’s head. The raven-haired teen couldn’t help but flinch in response.
David paused in shock as he revealed the obvious bite wound on Hokuto’s arm. Hokuto smirked, “What’d you say? Everything happens for a reason?”
The other guy, vaguely remembering that he was possibly James, pointed at the bite mark. “What the hell is that?”
Uh, a bite? Duh! Honestly, how have you managed to survive 20 years in this world and not know what a bite looks like?
David growled, “She woulda turned by now. It can’t be real.”
James raised his voice, fear evident as he released his hold on Hokuto’s left arm. “That looks pretty fucking real to me, man!”
Hokuto took that moment to take the butcher knife and lodge it into Jame’s throat. David retracted to pull out a his pistol, which allowed Hokuto to roll off the table and miss getting shot at. He dashed out of the room, shoving a pig’s body hanging from a hook behind him to block another shot. He hid around the corner of the archway before spotting his knife lodged in one of the shelves.
He psyched himself up under his breath before charging forward and leaping out of the open window.
A snow storm was in full force, making it very hard to see much around him. All that the teen could tell that he was possibly in the middle of a town, judging by the brick buildings and alley way he ended up in. He started trudging forward, barely getting around a corner when David tried shooting at him again.
“Where you going, Hokuto?” It chilled his bones hearing the crazed man.
He tried every door he could find in the small alley, with the second one allowing him through. He panted, “Fuck…I need a gun…Need a gun.”
He worked his way through a pet store, keeping low as he saw movement and heard voices outside. He held back a whimper as he noticed bones inside of some of the cages, possibly from 20 years ago. Hokuto heard David come up to a bunch of concerned people, one of them a woman, and warned them how Hokuto was infected and escaped. He ordered the people to get everyone that wasn’t armed out of the area as the rest would hunt down and kill the teenager.
The teen didn’t know what to think when he heard the woman say she would get the kids to a shelter.
There are kids here!? Were they eating people too!? What the hell!?
He waited a few seconds behind a counter for one of the men to walk in. He made quick work of him with his knife before grabbing the revolver he was carrying. The second man went down in the same fashion, the teen taking what bullets he could from the body. He came across a third one in an old electronic store. That man took three stabs to go down. The next one he had to jump on his back and slash at his throat, but Hokuto took him down, too.
As he stalked the town, it didn’t register to him that he was covered in blood spatters. Anytime his grip became too slippery, he wiped his hands in the snow outside. He conserved his ammo, nearly having twelve bullets.
A fifth followed his friends to beyond the grave.
As did a sixth.
And the seventh.
And eighth.
The ninth needed a bottle smashed in his face and three stabs to the neck before he joined the others.
The cold no longer bothered him. He couldn’t feel it anymore.
At some point, he recalled killing a fifteenth as he found his way inside an old restaurant’s kitchen. He slunk his way though the large, extensive dining area filled with rows of booths. It was strangely empty and quiet.
Too empty and quiet.
It was creepy.
Just as he was about to exit the building, David grabbed his gun and pushed him back inside. The smaller teenager struggled against the bigger man, trying to keep a hold on the revolver. In the struggle, he was slammed against a counter and knocked over a few candles, igniting the area. He fell to the ground and realized to his horror that David now had the gun.
“You’re very easy to track.” Hokuto’s blood chilled.
Unknown to him, Makoto, back in the dorms, had long since realized what universe they were in and was dreading this moment, with Yuta trying to keep him from damaging anything or himself.
Hokuto took his chance when David looked to the beginning of the fire to hide behind one of the booth rows. Fear flooded his system as David kept antagonizing him, locking the front door with his keys. “That’s alright. There’s no where to go! You want out? Gonna have to come get these keys.”
Hokuto slunk behind a booth, keeping an eye on where the man was going. As more glass broke and the fire grew, David called out, “I know you’re not infected. No one that’s infected would fight this hard to stay alive.”
The teen darted around the row and crept to place himself behind David.
I have to get those keys!
Which meant getting close to the crazed man.
David kept taunting him as he walked around the restaurant, revolver drawn as he would occasionally dart to the other side of a booth, attempting to see if he could catch the teenager off guard. Having traveled with Niki for so long, the skills he picked up were starting to pay off.
Hokuto was a few rows down from him, keeping an eye and plotting how he would get close. David kept taunting. “I gotta admit, you had me back there. For a second you shook my faith.”
The teen crept up behind him and jumped him, ramming his knife into his shoulder before getting shaken off. David proved to be a bad shot, missing three shots at Hokuto as he scrambled back behind another row of booths. The older man holstered the gun and withdrew his machete, his eyes becoming even more crazed.
“Hehe…You know, you keep surprising me. It’s a shame you wouldn’t come around.”
Hokuto kept quiet as he maneuvered around. The heat from the fire barely registering to his senses as they were on full alert to stay alive.
“…But it’s too late now,” David whispered evilly.
Hokuto snuck up again and stabbed him in the side, choosing to dart off and hide in the lower section. David’s voice was barely heard, but it chilled him to his core. “Run little rabbit…run.”
How many more times do I have to stab you, you fucking creep!?
A few more minutes went by of this cat and mouse game before Hokuto managed to jump him and stab his shoulder a second time. David reared back to slam Hokuto on one of the tables in an attempt to dislodge him. When that didn’t work, he threw him up and over his back, both slamming themselves into the sides of booths across from them before both blacked out.
~*~
During that time, Niki had just made his way into the town, the alarm bells ringing literally as the church’s bells continued to chime.
Hidaka-kun has to be here! C’mon! Where are you?
He heard guards out in the blizzard shouting about keeping an eye out for the teenage boy if he came through the area. Niki checked his bullet supply.
For once, he had more than plenty. The question was, would it be better to sneak or go guns blazing?
Depends entirely on how many he runs into at once. He eyed the area nearby, straining his ears for more people. Seems there were three so far. That was plenty good odds in favor of himself.
He fired a pistol shot into the head one of the men.
He better be unharmed, you fucks!
He made his way through the blizzard and town, taking down any in his way. A group of three went down easy as he took one of them hostage and shot the other two in their heads, quickly dispatching the third in his grasp with another shot.
He didn’t register that blood had sprayed all over himself.
Inside one of the buildings, he found Hokuto’s backpack and took it with him, along with a few changes of clothes he knew would fit Hokuto and himself. As he parted some plastic draping a doorway, he gagged as he saw the hanging bodies of humans, some stripped of flesh and others fresh. All were bled like pigs in a slaughter house.
“Christ…fucking cannibals…” Niki bit back the bile attempting to escape his mouth before it dawned on him the danger his friend was in, “…Hidaka-kun…I gotta find him…I gotta find him.”
Niki picked up his pace.
He exited the building and saw what was once an old restaurant ablaze.
“Shit…! Hidaka-kun!”
~*~
Hokuto groaned as he slowly started to come to. The smoke from the fire was starting to burn his lungs. His body was stinging everywhere in pain. The only thing speeding up his mental state to wake up quicker was the sound of David groaning awake as well.
He rolled over, spotting David’s machete hiding under one of the booth chairs just across from him. He began crawling on his hands and knees toward it, pain and fatigue trying to pull him back down. He was almost there when David recovered faster and kicked him in his side and stomach, making the teen crumple to the floor.
“I knew you had heart. It’s okay to give up. Ain’t no shame in it.”
Hokuto kept his gaze locked on the machete, just a few feet away. He tried crawling forward some more before he was kicked in his side again, hearing David laugh at how futile his struggle was. David straddled him from behind and pulled his hair to raise him up. “You can try begging.”
The teen spat out, “Fuck you!”
He was forcibly turned around before he felt a pair of hands wrap around his throat and tighten. Air couldn’t pass through. His lungs burned. His hands struggled to pull the hands away.
“You think you know me!?” David spat, “Well let me tell you something…You have no idea what I’m capable of.”
Hokuto attempted to reach behind him, desperate for the machete. The ringing in his ears heightened when he noticed one of the shadow creatures hovering behind David. It spoke in the entity’s voice.
“Hehehe…How about we have a little more fun?”
The shadow seeped into David, turning his eyes red before a creepy smile formed. A hand moved away from his throat to cup his cheek. His voice sounded demonic. “For a little shit, you certainly have a pretty face. Wonder how the rest of you looks.”
The teen realized exactly what was going to happen, urging himself to find that machete faster.
His hand found the handle.
He slashed upwards.
David rolled off in pain. Hokuto took that moment to hack and slash at his face. Blood spattered everywhere, soaking his already blood-soaked clothes further.
“HOKUTO!”
He felt someone pull him off of the corpse, dropping the machete. “NO!”
“STOP! Stop…” Warm arms wrapped around him.
“DON’T FUCKING TOUCH ME!” Hokuto continued thrashing.
“Hokuto, it’s me! It’s me! Look. Look…” Warm hands cupped his face, forcing him to confront the other person.
Niki’s topaz blue eyes were wide with concern. “Shh…Shh…It’s me. You’re okay now.”
His voice began cracking as tears spilled. “He – The shadow – that fucking asshole – he – he touched me – he tried to…”
“Oh, Hokuto…” Niki pulled his head into his chest, shushing him and rubbing his back up and down, “I’m so sorry…”
The younger teenager started to fully cry, clinging to the older one like a life line. Niki pulled him back after a few seconds to hold his face and look him in the eye. “Look, it’s not safe here. Let’s get as far away from here as we can. Okay?”
Hokuto barely had the strength to nod, getting pulled up by Niki and hurriedly being escorted out of the burning building.
~*~
Jun could not believe where he ended up. After going underneath the Iron Wall, the group wound up in a forest clearing. Kunnecup ended up closing and hiding the hatch they came out of before leading the group further down an animal trail, well worn enough that grass didn’t bother growing in the path anymore. The gods explained to him that the polygon landscape out there used to be similar to what he was seeing now, but that the evil spirits poisoned the place and started destroying it, reducing it to the bare minimal that was seen now.
The moon god led them to a hut part way up a mountainside path, half of it looking like it went into the mountain itself. Inside, the front area was more or less typical: sparsely furnished, save for the central hearth area that still had glowing embers, a few shelves and pots scattered around, and a few raised beds in other rooms. What intrigued him was the door Kunnecup led them through, as it was going deep into the mountain.
Several passageways later, Kunnecup opened one last door revealing a grand room surrounded by various archways over alcoves, several wracks for weapons and a large stone, round table on a raised platform in the center with engraved markings around the edges.
The moon god gestured with wide arms to the room. “Welcome to the Celestial Headquarters. Well, one of the bases, anyways.”
Jun and the other gods looked around in wonder, the snake hissing to show how impressed he was. The celestial god gestured to the snake and mimed opening a box. The teenager was slightly startled as he pried open the lid. “Uh…Do you want me to just tip you out or…?”
“I trus-s-st you to handle me.”
Jun gently reached a hand inside the box, stiffening slightly when the viper loosely wrapped around his hand and forearm. When the snake didn’t rattle or hiss, he gently pulled it out and let it slither on to the floor. Within seconds, the viper morphed into a thin man with a wooden staff, brown hair short but shaggy. He wore a loose green robe that barely reached his hips and khaki brown, cotton pants, also opting to go barefoot.
Kina-sut stretched his arms above his head, still holding the staff. “Ugh! I needed that stretch! While being a snake can be useful, it’s so constricting on the arms!”
Jun recoiled as the top of the wooden staff warped into the head of a snake that turned around to hiss at him. Kina-sut looked irritated at it before slapping it on the head, “Knock it off! Sorry. Ol’ Boy gets a little feisty, but nothing a little bonk on the head don’t fix!”
“O-Ol’ Boy!?”
The half-staff-half-snake warped into a full Mamushi viper that slithered up Kina-sut’s arm before wrapping itself delicately and loosely around his neck like a scarf, closing its eyes in content. The god scratched underneath its chin like a cat. “Yeah, Ol’ Boy has been at my side since my first snake-spirit exorcism. Actually, he was the first spirit I ever exorcised! Ha! Couldn’t bare to send him into the cosmos to get recycled, so I offered for him to remain at my side and help out.”
“…Does everyone just have pets?” Jun looked to the moon god in exasperation, millions of questions littering his mind but only that one was able to be voiced.
The fact that said god had his hand out and began counting fingers silently was not boding well for Jun’s sanity. “Hmm…There might be more…”
“Okay! I get it! You deities like your pets! Honestly…Kind of explains why that evil one refers to those shadows as his pets.”
“…All of them?” All three gods asked in unison.
“Uh…Yeah? I mean – he did say he was borrowing some.”
“Huh, seems like he’s getting cocky. That or he’s just saying it to simplify the situation for the mortals.” Irura hummed in thought.
“It appears so.” The moon god rubbed his chin with a thumb and pointer finger.
Kina-sut was kind enough to explain to the poor mortal. “The ones that are human are his pets. The ones that aren’t human-looking are not. He’s borrowing those ones from Kenas-unarpe. She’s a demon that thirsts for blood and particularly likes to prey upon hunters. She disguises herself to lure hunters to their deaths, often by impersonating Hasinaw-uk-Kamuy, our goddess of hunting, though her disguises are nowhere near as perfect as Irura’s. But what she’s getting out of a deal with Pauchi-Kamuy I can only fathom a guess.”
“What do you mean by simplifying the situation?”
Kunnecup walked over to the stone table and began inspecting it as he explained. “He was probably not intending on all of you meeting the rest of the pantheon. More than likely, he was betting you guys would have rushed finding the artifacts and send them to him before much of anything could happen.”
“…So is he actually having any plans at all or is he just figuring it out on the fly?” Jun couldn’t believe that the entity that has been terrorizing and traumatizing several of his friends and those he would consider family was potentially making all of this up as he went.
“More than likely he forgot what dealing with humans is like,” Irura set down Silence who morphed back into his larger Dire Wolf form, moving around the large room with ease, “Despite that one human he took in two years ago, he clearly didn’t remember that humans are very…complex creatures.”
“Okay, firstly, he took in a human? Is that the same one that some of those guards was referring to as his human-pet? Also, what does being complex creatures have to do with this?”
“Well, considering he sent one of my bosses, Poro-nitne-Kamuy, to do my job in retrieving his soul, yes. Though, whether I would have been the one retrieving him or not is debatable considering he didn’t believe in our faith. I’d imagine that soul has been living down there with him for the past two years,” Irura examined her nails.
Kina-sut motioned further. “What she means by complex is that humans are…unpredictable. Kotan-kar-Kamuy may have given our people various aspects of the different gods, but they still have free will. That free will makes it difficult to distinguish if they will act the way one would expect them to. Pauchi-Kamuy possibly was expecting you all to act or do certain things by a certain time, but your nature caught him off guard, forcing him to add on to plans he was probably not intending to do.”
“So he started with a plan, underestimated us, and then had to keep going essentially blind? Fantastic! We’re dealing with a nutjob that doesn’t know what he’s doing!” Jun was excessively sarcastic.
“On the contrary,” Kunnecup never looked up from the table, eyes focused intently on the sigils and carvings, “He does know what he’s doing. He just didn’t realize that the critical point of the plan was going to rely so heavily on you lot getting the artifacts to him in a reasonable amount of time. That unpredictability was the one thing he sorely under accounted for, which has caused the situation to develop as it has thus far.”
“…You seem to know quite a bit.” There was an accusatory edge to the goddesses remark.
“…Because he was trying to recruit me.”
Stunned silence enveloped the room. Even the dog looked shocked.
Kunnecup sighed, “He told me exactly what the plan was in hopes that I would see his side of things and join his cause…”
“What cause?” Jun asked incredulously, “World domination? Destruction?”
“Far from that,” There was a slight melancholic edge to the moon god’s voice, “…What we’re seeing is just Phase One of the whole plan…This whole fight, capturing the other kamuy…it’s all for the express purpose to keep others out of the way so that he and Kotan-kar-Kamuy can battle one-on-one. In order to do that…he needs those artifacts that he’s been hounding your friends for.”
“Upsetting the whole balance in the process,” Kina-sut hissed, “What? He wants to become the true ruler of the kamuy?”
“No…This is not known to many outside of the Higher Heavens, but Kotan-kar-Kamuy allows his creations to fight him if they so choose. If they can manage to defeat him, he will grant them a singular wish, whatever it may be.”
“But Pauchi-Kamuy is a Kunne,” Kina-sut interjected, “The Kunne arose from the shadows of other kamuy when we were sent to the human realm to forge it and fill it with everything it has today. They were not created directly by him.”
“Actually, the proper term is Wen-Kamuy,” Irura sighed, “Kunne technically just means dark or black. Wen-Kamuy specifically means evil spirit. Most of the Kamuy tend to misuse the term, believing they mean one and the same. But really, the proper term for those in Teinei are the Wen…right, Kunnecup-Kamuy?”
Jun looked to the moon god for clarification. “So…part of your name means ‘dark’…but you’re a celestial being.”
“Is that why you can use dark and light magic?” The snake good leaned over his side of the table across from the moon god.
“…Yes. I am…capable of using both magics due to the nature of the night and moon. Some legends and stories view the night in different ways, depending on the context. Sometimes, the night encourages monsters, evil spirits, and the like to flock and congregate. Others, the night is romantic, and lunar light has special properties that banish the dark spirits. That is why I can wield both…I am the only one besides Kotan-kar-Kamuy that can do so.”
“You said your…creator can use both magics? Does that mean…” Jun kept his eyes on the moon god, gold sharply gazing at blue.
The celestial deity exhaled slowly, face becoming somber. “Yes, he can. Kina-sut is partially right. Most Kunn…Wen were not created by Kotan-kar-Kamuy himself…with the exception of one, from the Susa-Ram Pet no less.”
“…He created Pauchi-Kamuy? Directly from the high heavens? From the sacred river? Why?” The serpent god kept his green eyes trained on the other.
“What is Susa-Ram Pet?” Jun looked between the gods.
Irura tapped her fingers on the table to Kunnecup’s left, “It translates to the Willow-Soul River. It’s a very sacred river that runs through High Heaven, this area that we are in.”
“Meaning he is one of the higher deities who can challenge Kotan-kar-Kamuy directly.” Kunnecup sighed.
“That still doesn’t explain why!” The snake god slammed his hand on top of the table, “There is no reason the Creator would need to create an evil god like that!”
“…I think I know…” Jun muttered before raising his voice, “Ibara had gotten a recording of the meeting before all of the idols in ES got pulled into this game of his. That kamuy said something along the lines of that he was created as a counter to…I’d assume the good kamuy when he said ‘their righteousness’, that he was a fact of life.”
Kunnecup nodded in acknowledgement. “That is the gist of it. Life…isn’t all rosy, sunshine, and rainbows…nor are humans or life. Nature…there is the predator and the prey. The circle of life. With humans, there is the good, along with the bad. Insanity and chaos…as much as we and humans detest them, they exist because we exist. They are fundamentals to the world at large and human nature. Humans can’t tell what is sane without having something to label as insane. They cannot say something represents order without having something represent chaos. In a way, he is a judge of morality.”
“That’s why he’s so judgmental of everything we have been doing…especially those doing his trials…” Jun whispered in astonishment.
“As much as he is chaos and insanity incarnate,” Kunnecup continued, “He is a necessary evil. One that cannot be beaten back or destroyed easily, if at all.”
“You said this was just phase one of the plan. What is his end goal?” Jun questioned.
“…When he defeats Kotan-kar-Kamuy, he will wish to flip the balance so that the evil spirits are the ones in charge…temporarily. But he can only defeat our Creator with the help of those artifacts.”
“Why temporarily?”
“Because his end goal is to renew faith in our pantheon. To do that…he intends for the evil spirits to essentially attack the human world and the only way to stop them would be for the good kamuy to then intervene using the very same artifacts. When they intervene, he is banking on a large portion of the human population to convert or at least attempt to learn more about us. Our people, the Ainu, never had a writing system and relied on oral traditions to pass on our legends. Unlike other pantheons that have writing systems, we only exist because the memory of us exist. As our people started converting and oral stories were forgotten or fragmented, so to have we become that. We don’t act like it, but our memories are extremely fragmented and our overall power limited and weak. If we are completely forgotten, then we cease to exist. Pauchi-Kamuy knows the system of balance better than most kamuy, and he is keen on not wanting to die. The condition of his wish after winning against our Creator would be that the balance would be restored to what is was before after the good kamuy defeat him.”
Jun was silent at the revelation. “…So…this is just as much about survival for your pantheon as it is for us…”
“Understand that I do not agree with his means. I understand his end goal, as I myself have realized our existence is in peril. Many do not wish to acknowledge it, or some have simply accepted that it will occur. Just like him, I do wish to take action in some regard to save ourselves. But I do not agree with his plan nor what he has done up to this point,” Kunnecup gave each in the group a stern glance, “I believe we can find another way. One that doesn’t involve endangering or the sacrifice of millions of lives. Though our main concern is stopping him in phase one. We cannot allow him to battle with Kotan-kar-Kamuy. The only way to stop that is to destroy those artifacts. Without those, he cannot progress and will retract back to Teinei on his own.”
Irura shook her head, glaring at the table. “He realizes that by forcing conversion on such a large scale will inevitably be stealing believers from other pantheons, right? We are already at odds with the Shinto gods simply because of human history. That could ignite a war between the spirit worlds.”
“Exactly why we can’t let that happen.”
Jun hesitated to lean on the table with his hands before finally seeing it was safe for him to do so. “Do the other evil spirits understand the plan?”
It was stunning to see the moon god shake his head in disagreement. “No. The only other one that is aware of the whole plan is his right hand, Poro-nitne-Kamuy.”
“So he’s going to back stab the other Kunne – Wen? Not something I would have pegged him for.” Kina-sut tsked.
“Again, Pauchi-Kamuy sees it all as the end justifies the means, whether everyone agrees to the consequences or not. This had been in the works for centuries…which is why Poro-nitne-Kamuy confided in me on why he believes something else is amiss.”
When no one said anything more, Kunnecup pressed further. “He mentioned that Pauchi-Kamuy had this plan in the works for a long time, but has never followed through with it until about two years ago sometime after taking in that human. When these artifacts were first discovered in Teinei over 16 years ago, he immediately handed them over to the Higher Heavens because, despite knowing they held the exact power he needed to carry out his plan, he was extremely warry. He sensed something was off about them and it unnerved him. Sometime after that human came along, Poro-nitne-Kamuy noticed a shift in Pauchi-Kamuy’s demeanor, personality, everything. It’s as if some sort of switch periodically turns on and off that even the demon is unable to perceive as to exactly why it is happening.”
“So there’s reason to believe an outside force could be influencing Pauchi-Kamuy?” Irura clarified.
“It sounds more like someone is puppeteering him,” Jun muttered, “But to what end?”
“That, I am unsure. However,” Kunnecup changed the hologram to line up the gems and images of people, Jun assumed, were of the other kamuy that were temporarily housed within them, “One thing is for certain, we must have the others leave these gems, whether it be to return here or acquire a Holder, and then we must gather them and destroy them…Now, Sazanami, I understand this was not part of the deal, and I intend to keep to my promise to get you back home. You need not concern yourself with this; we will take care of it from here.”
Jun eyed him before darting around the room with his gaze. “Okay…how are you going to do that?”
“Well,” Kunnecup gestured to the stone table in front of them, “All I need to do is hope this has enough energy to form a brief doorway back to your world with just a few sigil changes.”
He hovered a hand over one of said sigils, glowing a soft, ivory white before a second row of sigils formed further in on the table. After a few more rows formed, they turned this way and that, as if it was a combination lock. However, the sigils then grew red and the tumbler mechanism reset, causing the moon god to curse under his breath. “Of course…It just had to get that low…”
“So I can’t leave?” Jun sighed greatly, thinking about Hiyori must be throwing an absolute fit if he woke up to find Jun was gone. He was hoping to be back there before that, but who knows how long it has already been since he got stuck in this realm.
“Even if it were to charge by natural means or using some power source, I doubt I would be able to do much other than open a window and some communication to the human world, unless you were willing to wait however long it would take to reach the level it would need. As it is now, I can’t even do that…unless…”
Kina-sut raised an arched eyebrow. “Got an idea Lunar Boy?”
The moon god’s eye twitched at the nickname but continued nonetheless. “Those gems, aside from housing some of the other gods, hold immense energy…one of those might be enough to at least power this enough to create a line of communication and see into the human world…so long as Tokapcup is out there…It would mean we would have to acquire one of them…”
“We don’t if she is,” Irura sighed irritated, “She may have escaped, but that would be quite the feat for her to jump out of the spirit world from Teinei under the current conditions.”
“…I think she did…!” Kina-sut made an awe inspired expression, “I was originally across from her cell before I was transported. It looked like she managed to borrow some of Chironnup-Kamuy’s power to contact someone in the human world. Said something about how she needed to have this person call upon her to aid in some sort of battle…someplace called a ‘library’.”
The realization slowly dawned on Jun, making his heart drop. “…Ohii-san…”
“Who?” Irura tilted her head at him. Silence made a questioning bark and also tilted his head.
“…Hiyori…I know who that is!”
“So she is out there…” Kunnecup sounded distant.
“Sir!” Kunnecup turned back to look at Jun who had called him, “Since I can’t go back now…Please! Let me help in this! If Ohii – Hiyori – is wrapped up in this, I need to get in contact with him! I need to be there for him!”
“You realize that would mean facing off against these spirits you call shadows, right? As it is, you can’t fight against them yourself without serious risk of injury or worse. Especially considering you are here in both spirit and body.”
“What if I became a Holder for one of you!?”
All three gods remained silent as they stared at him. The moon god lowered his tone and head to be at eye level with the mortal teenager to his right, “Do you even understand what a Holder is? What that entails?”
“I understand that it gives me the power from whichever god I make the deal with…That’s why Ohii-san survived the attack in the library…barely…but still.”
“Being a Holder to a god is a symbiotic relationship. The god you make a deal with,” Kunnecup stared directly into golden eyes, “Essentially uses your body both as a temporary vessel and to strengthen itself. In exchange, you can have access to their powers, so long as they allow it. Having that kind of power coursing through your being is not to be taken lightly. Some humans prove to be too weak to be able to handle that…Do you believe you are capable of that? To handle that much power?”
“…We won’t know until we try.” Jun defiantly held his ground.
“…Oh, there is another way, technically the proper way if circumstances weren’t as dire as they are…but you won’t like it,” Blue never broke eye contact with gold, tone low and serious, “I would have to test you. Since I handle both divine and dark magic, you have to be especially tough to withstand those powers…which means you have to undergo an especially tough challenge…”
“Does this mean you are going to agree? If I do your challenge and pass, does that mean I will become your Holder?”
“…It may.”
“Kunnecup-Kamuy, are you serious?” Irura interrupted, “Does he even know the danger he is in compared to the others?”
“What is the difference?” Jun glared at the woman.
She remained stone-cold. “Your friends are able to reconstitute themselves over and over again because the main thread that is binding their souls to their bodies is still intact. If they were to die in our spirit world, then nothing is protecting that final thread from snapping. In other words, they die in the spirit world, they will die in real life but can die over and over in another world so long as their mental states haven’t been damaged too greatly. You have both your body and soul in the same place, meaning you only get one chance whether it’d be here or in another universe. You. Can. Only. Die. Once.”
“…Even so…” Jun steeled himself, forcing his voice to not waver despite wanting to crack, “I can’t sit here and do nothing…The whole reason I ended up in this mess was because I wanted to protect those I cared about…and right now, the one person who saved me in my darkest moment is lying unconscious from a wound and is now a Holder of a celestial god that no one knows about. If I can help stop this before it gets worse, then he won’t get pulled any further into this…”
Kunnecup exhaled slowly, eyes downcast as they stared at a symbol resembling the sun. After a moment, he had the sigils reform a different combination, showing what looked akin to a selection screen with only one option. “…The only world that will prove you can withstand becoming a true Holder is not pretty…If you are still serious about this…I want you to look at this world. Understand it. Understand what it will entail. If you still want to undergo this…I won’t stop you.”
“Are you serious about this?” The snake god stared in shock, “You are going to allow this mortal to willing risk his life? What happened to saying we should find ways that doesn’t sacrifice people!?”
“And if I tried to form a contract with, and he can’t handle the power, he might as well be as good as dead. It’s honestly a miracle that, from the ones I can see here, those humans haven’t combusted and the other gods got lucky in finding humans that could handle it…If he is absolutely sure, then I won’t stop him. If he decides he can’t risk that, he is more than welcome to sit here and wait this out behind the relative safety of the Iron Wall.”
Jun examined the world that was brought up. Some of the details sounded vaguely familiar until he hit two words that chilled him upon recognition.
Ishimura and Necromorphs.
He knew exactly what world this was. He knew it was going to be an absolute nightmare. That it would be extremely high risk, considering he could only die once.
He looked up when the moon god spoke to him again. “If you do end up on this path, you must understand that time is of the essence. We have to get those gems first…even if it means having to fight the very people you are trying to save…are you prepared for that?”
He nodded. “I accept.”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 22: Fury (Hidden Gods Arc Part 8 END)
Notes:
We have finally reached the end of the second arc! Things are going to ramp up!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening Theme: Hana no Saku Basho (Where the Flowers Bloom) by Asami Imai
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mINvfJqZBzE
“So…” Mao trailed off at the awkward silence.
After the crew managed to piece Rinne back together enough to keep coherent, they fought their way through the various halls of the hospital until they came across an elevator that was somehow still operational. Of course, that meant calling it, which led to yet another large-scale horde siege. Again, how they get agitated by an elevator getting called but not a gas station being blown up made no sense to the survivors. They swore that was the slowest elevator in existence as it took nearly ten minutes before it finally opened its doors. Honestly, it was about ready to rival the infamous elevator at ES.
Once inside, Rinne had hit the highest floor it would go to, that being floor 28. That was another thing they were trying to figure out. Why would a hospital need 28 damn floors!?
There they were. Slowly going up the elevator. In complete silence.
There were only so many times they could check their supplies and reload before the silence grew awkward. And they were just barely getting to the seventh floor.
“…Yep,” Kohaku remarked. Rinne stared blankly ahead.
“Tsk…Indeed.” HiMERU opted to make sure his gun was loaded with a round in the chamber for the third time.
“…Tis very weird…” Kohaku muttered quietly, though it sounded like he echoed in the tiny space when everyone was standing next to each other, “Very…déjà vu…”
“…Wonder how Vice President is doing…” HiMERU pondered aloud.
Mao turned to Kohaku, “…Is it really such a good idea to take an elevator in what is essentially a zombie apocalypse?”
“Do ya wanna climb 28 flights o’ stairs?”
“…Point taken…”
“…Is it really a zombie apocalypse, though?” HiMERU asked, “They’re not necessarily undead.”
“No…but they do ‘ave a lot o’ ta’ characteristics o’ ta’ undead…so is there much o’ a difference?”
Pauchi-Kamuy’s voice hummed into existence before even he sounded exasperated. “Hmm-Hm-Hm…You’re still in the elevator?! I thought these things were supposed to be fast…”
Everyone remained silent, refusing to acknowledge him. As the elevator went past the 25th floor, Rinne readied his gun, silently making the others follow suit. “…Fine. Be that way.”
The doors opened up to a construction site with half-finished walls and wooden studs everywhere. Working their way through the piles of concrete bags, scaffolding, equipment, a few dozen infected, and the maze of half-finished walls, they spotted the next and last safe room on their journey, guarded by a Witch. Rinne quickly and ruthlessly dispatched it, not saying anything as he motioned for the others to follow.
He had been silent ever since his breakdown.
Upon entering the safe room and sealing it up, another window portal opened up, showing Hokuto walking through a restaurant and towards the front door. “It’s only fair you get to see what he’s up to…right, Isara Mao?”
Rinne grabbed hold of Mao’s arm as it and the rest of his body shook with rage, fists so tight his fingers started to make his palms bleed. As they watched Hokuto struggle against a man with a machete, Mao lunged at the portal seeing Hokuto get knocked out, voice hoarse and cracking. “I’ll kill you!”
“How many times do I have to remind you all? I CAN’T DIE! You’re only fighting a losing battle if that is what you wish to end it by! How about you refocus that rage on finishing this universe? What I’m showing you isn’t what they are currently experiencing, anyway. They’re probably closer to finishing their universe than you lot are at this rate. Don’t you want to reunite with them sooner rather than later?”
The voice ceased to speak, no matter how much Mao hurled insults at it, even as the portal vanished. Rinne wordlessly pulled the other towards him, wrapping his arms around the younger teen, his own voice hoarse and quiet. “Isara-san…”
After a few seconds, Mao’s head slumped against the taller man’s shoulder, breathing unsteady. “That bastard needs to go…”
“I know…I know…”
~*~
Months had passed with winter now turning into spring in full force as Niki and Hokuto walked down the highway, having walked the entire way from Eastern Colorado on account of having no car and no horse. Hokuto had begun to shut down, becoming quiet and withdrawn, no matter how much Niki tried to intervene. He couldn’t blame the other for that, especially after all he went through on his own for so long. However, when he would call out to him he would have to repeat himself almost five times before the other would snap back to reality. It was becoming greatly distressing and concerning.
“…Hey,” Niki said once he got Hokuto’s attention, pointing down the highway towards a large building with a large cross and bold red letters indicating its purpose, “There’s that hospital…”
“…Mm.”
“…You alright?” Niki prodded gently.
“Yeah, I’m fine.” Hokuto was dismissive and distant.
“You just…kinda seem extra quiet today…”
“Oh…” There was a brief dash of melancholy and guilt to the younger teenager’s tone, “…Sorry.”
“No, it’s…” Niki grappled with trying to say anything before giving up, “…It’s fine.”
We need to get out of this and get back to the others. I don’t think he’s going to improve unless Mao-kun and Akehoshi-kun are by his side.
As they worked through the ruins, having to rouse Hokuto out of his mind once again to help bring down a ladder, Hokuto sped off on him. “Whoa…”
“Wh-What?” Niki had to race to catch up to Hokuto.
“C’mon hurry up!” Hokuto was on a skywalk looking ecstatic at something in the streets that Niki was just missing as he approached.
When he finally caught up, his breath was taken away as they spotted a giraffe eating at some of the vegetation that grew on their building, its head at the perfect height to be petted by them. Hokuto whispered in awe, “Wow…Didn’t think I’d ever see one in my life…”
Niki whispered, dumbstruck and frozen in place, “Neither did I…Though…I question how creatures meant for the Savanah have survived for 20 years in the snowy Rockies…”
Hokuto gave the other a lopsided, cheeky grin, “Didn’t Jurassic Park say that life finds a way?”
Niki chuckled quietly, “Yeah…Guess it did, huh?”
They were silent for several seconds before Hokuto leaned a bit more toward Niki to whisper in his ear, “I dare you to touch it.”
“Wh-Well…I-”
“What?” Oh, how Niki missed the other’s banter, “You scared? After facing bloaters, clickers, stalkers, and piece of shit humans, you’re scared of a giraffe? I’ll be sure to tell Amagi-senpai about this.”
“Oh, no you’re not…” Niki slowly stepped towards the giraffe.
He was within touching distance and the giraffe, though staring directly at him, was still completely at ease. Niki raised a hand delicately to gently rub the side of its face, a grin forming. He turned around and hushed the other teen, “C’mon…Try it.”
Hokuto’s steps were light as he came forward, laying a hand gently on the giraffe’s neck to slowly rub it. “Wow…This is so cool…”
After a few more seconds, the giraffe pulled back and began following the rest of the herd, making Hokuto dash off into the ruins of the building to see more of them, calling after the chef when the other was slow.
Heh…Can’t exactly move too fast after that injury…But at least he’s smiling again…
~*~
“Alright,” Rinne’s voice spooked the other three with how suddenly it echoed, “Here’s the plan. We gotta get to the very top before we call in Tatsumi-chan. Last time we talked with him, he said there should be a radio up there from when this hospital was a more…active rescue spot. Once up there, let’s be prepared for whatever shit show this kamuy has for us.”
“So, you finally figured out what I am. About time.”
Rinne was agitated despite his tone being far too even, “Oh, I think we figured it out when ya mentioned Wakka-Ush-Kamuy. Didn’t take long for me to piece it together from there.”
“And yet you insisted on playing the fool with me up until now. Hoping to make me spell it out? Spill some more information after I got agitated enough?”
“Well, maybe it was to give ya a taste of yer own medicine…”
“Hehe, believe me, Shiina Niki played that card better than you.”
“Oh?” Rinne was equal parts intrigued, impressed, and satisfied, “My darling Niki got the upper hand on ya?”
“Just get this over with. I’m growing tired of these universes.”
There was a warping noise as the voice ceased. Rinne sneered, “Good. Was growing tired of hearing his grating voice…Let’s get this show on the road, people.”
~*~
Niki and Hokuto began walking through an old medical triage unit made out of tents, not a soul to be seen. Niki sighed, “This takes me back…”
“…How so?” Hokuto hesitated to ask.
“During…the beginning of all this…with the memories I, uh – repressed…Ended up in a triage unit just like this…Everywhere I looked, I saw whole families just…torn apart. The whole world felt like it had turned upside down within seconds…”
Hokuto broke his gaze away from Niki, instead opting to look at the ground with a solemn look before asking, “Was that…after Shiratori…After you lost Shiratori-kun?”
“…Yeah…it was…” Niki began to lose himself in the memories.
Laying on one of those cots, hearing the cries of families and children, doctors and nurses running this way and that, clattering of medical equipment, and groaning, it was a nightmare. His heart ached and was numb all at the same time. After the previous universe…after realizing too late that he had slipped on Aira’s remains and didn’t acknowledge – refused to acknowledge it…he wanted it to be different. He didn’t want Aira or any of the younger teens to go through that kind of hell again. He wanted to protect Aira and Hiiro, better than he did before.
But he forgot this was meant to be his and Hokuto’s punishment. Aira was taken from him within seconds. He didn’t know which fate was possibly worse: getting smashed against a wall into a paste or getting shot, going into shock, and bleeding out. Hiiro was ripped away, brought back, then ripped away again, even if he was still alive. He had failed again. He had failed to keep everyone together and alive again.
“Niki…” Having long since decided to drop all formalities considering what they had gone through together, Hokuto gently grasped the other’s hand in reassurance, “…Niki, I’m so sorry.”
The chef smiled bitterly before his gaze softened and returned the gentle grip on his hand, “It’s…I can’t say it’s okay or fine…None of this is…But, thank you, Hokuto…even though you didn’t have a choice in going through this universe with me…just…thank you…saving my life…for everything.”
A corner of Hokuto’s lips turned upwards gently. “…I should thank you, too. For putting up with me during all this. I know you would do the same for me…and I know I haven’t been easy to deal with during all this.”
“Neither have I,” Niki lightly chuckled, still gazing out into the triage unit.
“Heh…yeah…You know,” Hokuto slowly looked around, ignoring the pang in his heart upon seeing the remains of a small memorial for what looked to be children, “As much as the entity dared us to call ourselves normal after all this…is that really such a bad thing if we say we aren’t?”
“…How, exactly?” Niki finally turned to the other, head tilting in question.
“Doesn’t…What we learned to do in this universe…how to survive, how to…cope with…these issues and events…can’t we use our experience to have a better chance of fighting back in the next world? To potentially save others from horrible fates? If we were normal…it would be like that first universe all over again.”
“…Heh, I think I like that thinking.” Niki patted the other on the back, “…Doesn’t mean I wanna keep killing all the time.”
“Oh, no! I don’t want to do that all the time, either. But…part of me thinks that understanding what we are actually capable of…maybe knowing that would help us moving forward.”
“…Maybe it will.”
It most certainly will, Shiina Niki.
Niki froze and looked around after hearing a mature woman’s voice. “Did you hear that?”
“Hear what?” Hokuto whispered, thinking they were about to be attacked.
“Some woman?”
“…No? …Niki? Are you good? Or did that fever scramble your brains?”
“…I don’t know…”
~*~
As Rinne’s crew left the safe room, they were met with more partially finished interior walls and construction equipment, along with a few dozen infected that were quickly dispatched. As they walked around, they found a large opening surrounded by ladders and railings, possibly supposed to be the continuation of the elevator shaft mixed with maintenance. The only way to access this that would lead to the top of the roof was through a vent just off to the side of an archway that led directly into the deep pit.
Mao had only shot one bullet at the vent on accident before the entire covering exploded into bits and pieces, creating a passageway they could crouch through. The group just stared in complete shock at the vent exploding like that. Mao took a moment to look at his gun before looking back at the vent. “…I’m fairly certain that’s not how that should work…but I will take it.”
Just as Rinne approached the archway to take a look at what was ahead, Pauchi-Kamuy’s voice rang out again, “You know, we haven’t seen our old friend the Tank in a while. Why doesn’t he pay a visit?”
The floor rumbled as the Tank began to round the corner on the platform ahead. Mao threw a pipe bomb he got from the safe room through the vent as a preemptive move for the other infected he was more than certain the evil kamuy was going to throw at them. Seeing as he thought right, and with the regular infected thoroughly distracted and guaranteed to die, all four focus on the Tank. It was incredibly comical to the group as the ginormous Tank tried to squeeze through the vent that he should have been physically incapable of going through, getting stuck halfway in the process. Even after somehow managing to get through the vent, the hulking infected died a split second later, not having once been able to harm any of the four survivors.
As the roars died down back to quiet, the four young men stared at the Tank body in complete confusion and awe at what had transpired. Pauchi-Kamuy grew sheepish, “Well…That was…poor placement on my part…”
Kohaku snickered, “Aw, did someone not plan ahead very well?”
“Shut it, Pinkie.”
Two ladders up and rain pelted their faces, finally reaching the roof. Several dozen infected were on the rooftop, some in hospital gowns or scrubs and others in military fatigues, all of which were quickly dispatched as they made their way across the varying levels of small buildings and ladders. HiMERU was the first to recognize the static-y voice of Tatsumi over the radio, along with finding said radio inside one of the small buildings.
“Mercy Hospital…Come in, Mercy Hospital…Are you there?”
HiMERU grimaced at seeing the blood smear on the ground just below the table along with the half-eaten remains of the original operator. He took the radio’s speaker in hand, “Tatsumi! This is HiMERU! We made it to Mercy Hospital. We’re on the roof.”
“Oh, thank God! I was worried when I didn’t hear from you since the pawn shop!”
There was a slight fluttering in his heart at hearing Tatsumi using just “you”, despite knowing it was the plural form and feeling slightly repulsed at himself for feeling like that. He decided to ignore that feeling with a roll of his eyes and fell back on his sarcasm. “Yeah, well, a gas station explosion and traversing the sewers will do that.”
“Ew…”
“Yeah, not one of our highlights…Anyway. Where are you?”
“I’m back at a military base refueling. Unfortunately, I’m in line waiting.”
HiMERU sighed heavily. “How long would that take?”
“At this rate? Probably not until morning…unless…”
“Tatsumi? What are you thinking?”
When Tatsumi didn’t answer, he called out again. “Tatsumi? You there?”
“What’s going on?” Mao had entered the radio room after helping the other two clear out what remaining infected were on the roof, followed shortly by the other two.
“HiMERU was talking to Tatsumi and then he’s refusing to respond.”
“I’m not refusing. I’m checking something. Be patient, HiMERU-san.”
HiMERU did not appreciate that chiding tone from the priest, much less Rinne’s comment. “Aw! Don’t like when yer boyfriend doesn’t answer ya immediately?”
“He is so not HiMERU’s boyfriend, Amagi.”
“Keep telling yourself that.”
“Okay, so, Wakka has found something that could work. It’s not ideal, but better than nothing. The military here had requisitioned a news chopper. Now, it doesn’t have any weaponry, but it is fully fueled and I could potentially use it to come get you within…say if I get the clearance…maybe 15 minutes. However, it means once I get there, you all have to get on board quickly because I won’t be able to stick around for long, especially if the landing zone is infested. Which, let’s be honest, that’s probably what will happen and that helicopter can’t defend itself. The most I think Wakka and I will be able to bring with us might be a sniper rifle, otherwise there won’t be enough room for all four of you. Is that something we could work with?”
“I’d rather take that than wait ‘till morning…” Rinne mumbled as he kept watch by the door.
“…We’ll take it.”
“Okay…Let me get all the needed clearance and get the chopper ready. I’ll radio back in once I’m all set on my end. In the meantime, I’d suggest you make sure you are ready to hold the fort just in case. Tatsumi out.”
Kohaku narrowed his eyes as he spotted some gas cans in the room before looking out to the nearby helicopter landing pad across the way. “Hmm…Think tha’ will ignite if we shoot it in a panic?”
Rinne spotted the items and gave a wicked grin. “I like that idea! Let’s see what else we can set up.”
“Would it really matter since he’s watching us anyway…? He can probably figure out other ways around our plans…” Mao muttered more to himself.
There were a total of two medkits in the radio room along with a couple of pipe bombs and a meager amount of ammo. Outside proved it would be a mess to effectively cover from any one spot with all the blind spots and varying levels. HiMERU was just about to return to the radio room when he spotted Rinne waving at him from the building’s roof, motioning him to come up.
HiMERU was stunned to see a mounted minigun atop the building surrounded by sandbags along the edge of the roof. “Interesting…”
“Woah! I did not put that there! Nor was that supposed to be there! Where did that come from!?”
Rinne smirked, holding up a familiar-looking medallion. “Seems our medallion buddy has struck again. Though I’m questioning how the hell they managed to get this beauty up here.”
Thunder…Why are you helping us so much when I haven’t even agreed to your proposal? Are you trying to force me to accept?
Kohaku approached from behind and whistled. “Now tha’s a game changer…”
“Right?” Rinne inspected the mounted minigun, “Hmm, seems it will overheat on us quite easily…means we can’t use it all the time…”
“Should be fine fer ta’ hordes ta clear them out, though?”
“Perhaps even against anything larger…” HiMERU thought back to the Tank.
“It would mean leaving someone here to use it and at least one person to help defend them…” Rinne paused as he realized someone was missing, “Where’s Neko?”
“Right here.”
The three bees jumped as they turned to see Mao approaching the right-hand side of the building from one of the various large pipes connecting it to another building. The Trickstar member smirked only marginally. “Seems we can access all of these levels from different areas. We might be able to use these if we start to get overrun or as a way to give ourselves some breathing room to regroup and maneuver.”
“Also, here,” Mao tossed Rinne a bottle of pain pills he had found, “Don’t think I didn’t see your bracelet read your health as in the red earlier. Everyone should heal up as much as possible before we even think about beginning this.”
Rinne rolled his eyes, but a fond, amused smile formed as he stood up. “Very well. I’ll man the turret. Neko, think ya can handle a shotgun?”
“Uh! Sure?” Mao nearly dropped the shotgun that was tossed at him by the older man.
“Hand over that other gun of yours. Makes more sense to have the two shotguns protecting the turret, one for each side.”
“What ‘bout me?” Kohaku tilted his head at his unit leader, “Where am I in this?”
“You’re quick, kid. Ya might need to switch sides to help Merumeru or Neko if either looks like they need help. That and someone has gotta watch the back there in case any stragglers get through,” Rinne gestured to the area they used to access the top of the radio room from inside the building.
“So…do ya want me ta signal Tatsumi-han when we’re already? One o’ us has ta go down there an’ radio him, after all.”
Rinne nodded, smirking some more after HiMERU ruffled the youngest’s hair. They would get through this. Just one more push.
~*~
Why, why, why, why, WHY are tunnels always causing problems!?
Niki sighed as they were about to cross an overturned bus in a flooded section of an underground highway that had turned into a rapidly flowing river. For once he just wanted a tunnel to not be infested with several dozen infected and three bloaters. At least they were almost there. This hell was almost over, at the least.
The bus creaked and groaned under their feet.
Niki shouted at Hokuto, “Move! It’s gonna break!”
Hokuto managed to climb up onto the platform on the other side. Niki was about to join him when the platform he grabbed gave way and the bus doors under his feet opened up, causing him to partially fall. “Oh shit!”
“Niki, grab my hand!” Hokuto held his hand out to the other.
Before he could even move an arm up to take it, Niki fell further inside the bus as the river dislodged it. He tried hanging on to one of the poles for dear life before the rushing water pulled him away. He grabbed onto some metal bars along the side and struggled to fight against the current to climb back to the front as the water level rose. As he got to the last wrung, it snapped, causing him to be swept to the back of the bus harshly.
Shit! How do I get out of here!? I’m going to drown –
He was snapped out of his panicked thoughts as he spotted Hokuto leaping from somewhere else onto the bus from above. The teen struggled to pry open one of the doors until he slammed a foot into the other door, causing it to open just enough. “Niki!”
Just as he was about to reach for his hand, the bus slammed into something, causing it to tilt back up. Hokuto clung to the edge of the bus for dear life before the bus fell down a slope and into deep water, the current sweeping the raven-teen away.
HOKUTO!
Niki was now underwater and barely had a chance to take a breath before he found himself in that predicament. He pried his way out of the bus’s semi-open door and proceeded to get swept with the current. He could just make out the unconscious body of the other and swam as quickly as he could.
He barely got both of them to the surface on the other side of the debris, his lungs burning with how long he had to hold it. He pulled Hokuto up onto drier land above the water, panicking as the other wasn’t breathing.
He began CPR muttering to himself as he desperately tried to get the other to breathe. The other wasn’t responding.
“Hands in the air!”
Niki looked up only briefly to realize there were two armed, military-dressed men holding their guns at him. He turned back to the other teen and continued doing the chest compressions.
“I said hands in the air!”
“He’s not breathing…!” Niki tried telling the men as he kept at it, “C’mon, Hokuto!”
One of the men approached and smashed the side of his head with the butt of his gun. His vision faded to black almost instantly.
~*~
Everyone from the expedition crew returned to their usual safe rooms, with Sora assigned to help with the circle and incantations so that Mika and Makoto could send the red and green gems through when they found a proper opening. Everyone was on edge as they waited for the finale of the two universes to begin.
The Dorms
Makoto was beside himself as he saw Hokuto nearly drown, bile rising in his throat as the military men wouldn’t let Niki continue administering CPR and knocked him out. On the other hand, it was both impressive and concerning that Mao was getting used to his current universe. Both of his friends were starting to become people he never thought would be possible, both in the good and bad sense of the meaning. He hadn’t said anything about it, but when he was still watching Mayoi to make sure the purple gem and Yushkep made it, he could have sworn he saw Subaru had witnessed it and it was unsettling him how quiet his other friend was being. Bloody Mary insisted on sitting on his lap, giving him little licks on his hand when he would start to lose himself too much. The green gem sat off to the side along with the various shards of the medal it originally formed.
Mika turned the small brooch with the red gem around and around, gaze distant as he thought back to their escape from the storage room. His lips tightened into a thin line as he remembered Jun, who protected him ever since he came to retrieve him from the dorms to start it all, was still missing. He couldn’t stop the feeling that it was because of himself that Jun was now gone. How he wished Shu could be there, even if the comfort he would provide would be slightly berating. At least it was something he was used to, something he was familiar with.
Yuta was solemn and silent as he lamented about their situation, more so pondering how Hinata was fairing. Unlike himself, his brother was more likely to bear the constant harassment of Pauchi-Kamuy, and the recent events with Nagisa’s breakdown have started to make him wonder if Hinata was truly as alright as he says he is.
UNDEAD
Adonis was quieter than usual, Koga had noticed while he tended to Kaoru’s wounded shin and ankle, changing the bandages and applying ice.
Kaoru hissed, “Adonis…Earth to Adonis…”
“…Hm…”
The blond seemed to have read his mind. “…Don’t blame yourself for what happened to Sazanami-kun…No one could have seen that coming.”
“You don’t even know what happened,” There was something akin to bitterness in the half-Middle Eastern man’s tone, “…You knew what would happen to Tomoe-senpai ahead of time, and yet you didn’t prevent it.”
The older man was stunned by his junior, Koga sharing a similar expression. Adonis refused to speak further, opting to stare at the reflection of himself in the mirror.
If I had done a better job at keeping Kagehira safe, then Sazanami wouldn’t have had to step in to protect both of us…then he wouldn’t have lagged behind…
AKATSUKI
“Sir Kiryu…do you need to talk?” Souma sat beside the other as the older man stayed in front of the laptop’s camera.
“…Maybe we shouldn’t have split up…”
“Hm?”
The redhead slowly exhaled, eyes unfocused. “When we made our plan to get them…we decided to split up…if we hadn’t, maybe the other group wouldn’t have gotten ambushed and Sazanami…”
“But wouldn’t that large of a group be easier to detect? You were all trying to be careful about that since that…kamuy can see through their eyes.”
“…True…Yet, nothing mattered. Didn’t matter if it was brain over brawn or brawn over brain with those creatures. They would always find some way to keep us on the back foot. Perhaps numbers were our real strength all along then…”
“Sir Kiryu, please…don’t blame yourself.” Souma gently squeezed his senior’s shoulder in reassurance, “This was something we couldn’t have anticipated happening.”
Kiryu’s next exhale sounded like an unamused huff. “There’s a lot of that happening as of late.”
Knights
Izumi was at a loss for what to do. Two of his friends and unit-mates were heavily traumatized, with Arashi trying to comfort Ritsu despite her own harrowing encounter, his unit leader was stuck getting harassed by a spirit and was visibly distraught at not being able to do anything, and now Leo wasn’t speaking and looking sullen. Yet, here he was, not having done a damn thing other than stay in front of the computer’s camera to allow the others a moment or two to process everything.
“…I want Maa-kun…” Ritsu’s voice was extremely small and soft.
“Hmm…I know you do…” Arashi was soft-spoken, eyes appearing to have dulled since she had returned from the second expedition.
Leo was off towards a corner, looking down at the ground in solemn seriousness. It was unsettling to see him like that as it seldom happened. Yet, every time he or anyone else tried to call to him, he would wave them away with a sad smile and say it wasn’t worth worrying over.
Izumi was further torn up at seeing Makoto in such a state as he was forced to watch two of his closest friends and unit-mates fight to survive while the other was currently who-knows-where and already died once. Quite horrifically at that. He was torn between wanting to run to Makoto’s side, staying with his unit who needed someone to hold them together, and just running. Running away from here to scream, shout, do whatever he could to let this frustration out.
But he couldn’t.
All he could do was sit there.
Ra*bits
Nazuna had no idea what to do with Hajime. He wasn’t even opening up to Mitsuru.
He was supposed to be their “Nii-chan”. Their big, dependable brother whom they could come to for anything and everything.
But nothing that he did or said made a difference. Not now.
His thoughts were also pulled to Mika and Shu, though reluctant somewhat on the latter. Mika was a soft, kind soul. He wanted to be there for him, too. Meanwhile, he was also forced to watch Shu begin to lose it slowly but surely.
It’s just like the War all over again…and I’m just as powerless to stop it as I was then…
Fine
Chikap-Kamuy remained quiet as the deity observed the three fine members. Yuzuru was especially distraught at Jun’s sudden disappearance, having been the de facto leader of that small group. Tori was trying his best to comfort the other, who he had come to know was the younger’s butler, but even he was having a hard time, perhaps due to having to witness so many of the others struggle for their lives over the past few hours.
Wataru was staring out the window with a serious, pensive expression, one that Chikap had figured out was not often expressed by the usually flippant extrovert, at least, not so openly.
Chikap-Kamuy, do you have an idea as to what could have caused Sazamimi-kun to disappear like that?
“…Isn’t his name Sazanami?”
I don’t like remembering people’s names.
“…I will not question thy’s choice…But there might be something. Thou would have to talk to Tokapcup-Kamuy and Tomoe Hiyori. She and I might be able to piece together what is going on.”
RYUSETAI
Repun-Kamuy watched over the idols, empathetic to their sorrow, melancholy, and anguish. Despite knowing the other idols could hear him if he spoke, only Kanata could see him…for now. If the build-up of spiritual energy were to continue, he wagered it wouldn’t be long until everyone could see him.
He could feel something was off with this crew when it came to gods, like it unnerved them, which is why he chose to keep to himself unless speaking to Kanata directly through their shared mind. Perhaps it had to do with Kanata’s past? The kamuy only knew bits and pieces from hearing Kanata’s conversations with others in ES, but he could tell it was not a pleasant story.
Yet, the pain he could feel coming from Kanata at seeing his unit like this was palpable. Midori was far more sullen than normal, or from what he gathered. Chiaki kept pacing, seemingly lost in thought constantly. Shinobu was pressed close to Kanata with a downtrodden expression, no doubt due to Jun’s disappearance.
They’re all good “kids”…
He didn’t know whether he should respond to Kanata’s thoughts or leave him be, the despair emanating from the other so thick it could be cut with a dull butter knife.
Eden
Hiyori resolutely refused to have anything to do with Ibara, even outright refusing any help to return to lie down on the couch. He could feel hot tears prick his eyes and sear his cheeks as they ran, refusing to show his face as he cried quietly into the back of the couch.
Jun-kun is gone…and Nagisa-kun…why? WHY?
“Oh, Hiyori…”
He felt a ghostly hand brush his hair out of his face. Warm gold reflected a similar pain shown in violet.
It’s all Viper’s fault…
“…Hiyori…What he said was true. Jun really did decide on his own to go. Even Ibara seemed reluctant and offered to go instead…No one could have predicted that the Veil was thinning that dangerously. I, myself, was surprised to see that.”
…The Veil…?
“It’s like the boundary between the human world and the overall realms of the spirits. The Ainu pantheon occupies one realm and there are different realms for different pantheons. It’s not meant to be too thin except for when it is between two spirit realms. It will naturally oscillate on thickness within a set parameter we would consider ‘normal’, so at times it could be thicker or thinner even when it is as it should be, especially for significant festivals. When it’s too thin with the human world, anyone and anything can come to and from the human world and spirit realms…At least, that’s what I think happened to Jun. He possibly found the exact point in space where the Veil oscillated to a thinner than normal parameter, though by now it possibly has already thickened.”
…Do you think…Jun-kun is in there with them?
“He could very well be, but it is just a guess. He could end up in practically any spirit realm by just shifting his position even by a hair. I can know when and where the Veil will thin, but I can’t guarantee what will lie on the other side unless it is to my home realm…and even then, I would have to be right there to know for sure.”
…You said you were surprised to see it has thinned considerably already. What could have caused it?
“Honestly? Most cases I’ve only seen the Veil thicken more than normal, and that usually coincided with…the repression of my people’s culture or during times when belief in divine beings had waned considerably. But…hypothetically, if a thickening of the Veil is a result of the energy flow between the two being weak or low…”
Could it be this…“energy flow” is too high or strong?
“More like…This energy flow I’m referring to kind of…how should I put it…It constantly flows between the two worlds because it is trying to reach equilibrium, which it can only do if it is going at a fast enough rate. Thus, the thickening of the Veil would mean the flow has gotten dangerously slow, but a thinning Veil would mean the flow is moving much faster than normal. If it goes fast enough to reach equilibrium, then the Veil could vanish completely, thus allowing the spirit realms and human world to merge, which…well, you’ve seen the creatures from our pantheon. Just imagine all of the scary, vicious monsters from other pantheons running rampant on top of them.”
That…would be terrifying.
Tokapcup chewed her lower lip, clearly wanting to make some sort of noise to show her frustration but kept eyeing Ibara to remind herself that she needed to keep quiet.
“I just don’t know what is causing this flow to heighten…I would have to be near the exact point where the Veil is at its thinnest in the cycle to get a good idea as to why it’s doing this, possibly with Chikap-Kamuy’s help to ascertain the potential problem.”
Which is?
“The same point that caused Jun to disappear.”
Okay, so then…wait, you’re attached to me…I would have to be there, too. And right now…
“Except the point will shift positions. Judging by my senses…the next time that point will appear…oh…”
Is that good or bad?
“It’s…I can sense a few of the coming cycles…and they’re all progressively heading north…usually, the points are sporadic and don’t form a pattern…why is it doing it now?”
Could it be going to a specific area?
“Well, it is going back to the home island of our people…maybe…there might be something drawing it there…”
The home island?
“I believe the Japanese call it Hokkaido. The term ‘Ainu Moshiri’ was once used to just refer to that island specifically, but has since been associated with the world at large. Our people usually referred to that island as Ainu Moshiri…but I’m questioning why the point is shifting to there consistently…Still, not like we’ll be able to check the next point after.”
It’s outside of ES, isn’t it?
“The next time it will appear…hmm…I don’t really know the name of the place…Here, let me show you.”
Hiyori’s mind filled with an image of a busy intersection in Tokyo, the edges of the image almost like watercolor. Just as suddenly as the image came, it vanished.
I know that place…That’s Shibuya Crossing. But we can’t leave…damn!
Hiyori wiped at the remaining tears on his face before he saw the pensive look on the sun goddess’s face.
What are you thinking, Toka? If I may call you that?
“Hmm…that’s fine…” The goddess seemed distracted, “…This…might be a bad idea…but…”
What makes it bad?
“Well…it all depends on if Pauchi-Kamuy is aware that the Veil is thinning in the first place…we’ll need to contact him before they begin the next universe and see what his reaction is…”
If he doesn’t know…?
“…We could use it to our advantage…but it would require we make a deal with him. I would prefer to have someone else with us when that time comes so that we don’t end up giving him too much of an advantage over us, but it might just have to be you and I doing the talking.”
That would reveal you though. Didn’t you want to stay hidden?
“That would be part of the deal. I’d imagine, in exchange for letting us two out to investigate the Veil issue, it would mean we won’t be here to help out at ES, much less be farther removed from what is happening. It would provide him security in knowing where I am and knowing I can’t interfere…that is, if he doesn’t know about the problem, or if he wasn’t intending for it to occur in the first place…If he doesn’t want that, then it would be a pressing issue for him.”
Hiyori eyed Ibara from the corner of his eye.
Can’t believe this…but Viper is good at negotiating. He might be able to help…But I’m still injured. I don’t think I could walk to Shibuya like this.
“I would have to heal you again in the meantime. I should be able to do that in a little bit, just need to give me more time for the contract to take effect.”
The off-blond winced as he slowly sat up, eyeing the notebook off to the side. Using a sharpie, he wrote out his message before directing it towards Ibara.
Hey…I changed my mind. It’s not your fault. But you need to help me with something. Keep this discussion between us private.
He had to clear his throat to get the other’s attention. Brief annoyance changed to mild intrigue as he deftly responded on another piece of paper.
Closest I’ll ever get to an apology from you. What is it?
Hiyori flipped the page before taking a moment to write.
I need you to help me make a deal. Also, there’s another kamuy out here with us than the others currently know, much less that demon. We need to keep quiet about her presence for a moment.
At that, there was a momentary flash of surprise crossing the stern man’s face, quickly writing a response back.
You got my attention.
~*~
“Tatsumi-han,” Kohaku held the radio, eyeing to his left and right as he spoke, “We’re ready. Are ya?”
“Yes. Perfect timing. Wakka and I will start heading in your direction and keep you posted. Is there a handheld radio somewhere nearby?”
Kohaku scanned the table before he turned around, grimacing as he saw a blood-covered radio within the half-eaten remains of the previous radio operator. “Y-yeah…previous guy had it…”
“I’m guessing he is either infected or his body is…not in the greatest condition.”
“Try half-eaten…give me a sec,” Kohaku found scraps of cloth from another victim that weren’t as blood-soaked nearby, using them to grab the radio from the body and clean it off, “Ew! Ew! Got it…”
“Okay, tune it to this frequency we are speaking on so I can communicate to you without having any of you go down to the radio. I’ll keep you updated…Be safe all of you and hang in there…Tatsumi out.”
Kohaku shuddered a breath and quickly scrambled up the ladder to the roof as roars of the infected sounded. Pauchi-Kamuy laughed in delight, “DINNER TIME!!”
They hoped they had prepared enough.
Tens of dozens of regular infected came crawling out of the woodwork, their jaws snapping and wide as screeches left them. Blood spattered and bodies began dropping as Rinne started up the minigun, aiming to take out the larger masses while the others could pick off the smaller groups and stragglers. His heart was beating so hard and fast it was about to rival the speed of a hummingbird.
“Hunter! Right side!” The redhead called out to warn HiMERU, focusing on another large group attempting to rush the front.
HiMERU was only able to shoot it once before it pounced on him, razor-sharp fingers having become claws as it readied to tear into him. Before it could do anything, Kohaku kicked the Hunter off before taking it out with a single bullet to the head. The older male could only chuckle as he stood back up to continue the defense, “How many times are you going to end up saving HiMERU, Oukawa?”
“Depends – Rinne-han! Shootin’ gas canister left side!” Kohaku interrupted his banter as he shot one of their preemptive gas cans into an especially large group, igniting them all, “How often are ya goin’ ta need medical assistance?”
HiMERU blasted a smaller group of five off of the metal pipe bridge. “He will remember to be more careful!”
“Do you guys seriously still have the energy to harass each other!?” Mao shouted as he took out a Boomer and a Spitter before they got close.
“Welcome to Crazy:B, Neko!” Rinne cackled as he fired up the minigun again after letting it cool off.
After seemingly another hundred infected were shot down, the rooftop became quiet with only the patter of rain keeping the area from complete silence.
“This is Tatsumi. ETA 10 minutes.”
HiMERU looked over to the other rooftop nearby and spotted a crate under a tarp. He darted over, having a sneaking suspicion, and revealed the crate had several bottles of Molotovs along with that same wolf medallion. The man shook his head in disbelief before grabbing a few bottles and running back to the group. “Our medallion friend left us a few gifts!”
“GAH! That bastard is getting on my nerves! Fine! They want to give you aid? Then how about we try the TANK AGAIN!?”
The ground shook as a deep roar echoed from across the way, the Tank climbing up from some floor below. Rinne rolled his eyes as he proceeded to use his next round of bullets on the hulking brute. “Seriously? Got a hard-on for them?”
“A – what?”
Rinne was so dumbfounded he didn’t comment on the well-placed Molotov throw by the blue-nette. “How do ya – ya know! – a hard-on? Saluting the troops? Stiff wood?”
“What…? No?”
“How the hell does the god of insanity, chaos, and lust not know any of those?!” Rinne was in complete disbelief.
“Amagi!” HiMERU took out another group of infected that tried to climb up the side of their perch, “Are you seriously arguing with a deity over slang for an erection right now!?”
“OH! Well, if you used terms I’d know! I haven’t been around humanity in a damn long time! Not up-to-date on the current lingo, here!”
“Please, Rinne-han, don’t teach him!” Kohaku shouted as the Tank finally went down just before it got to Mao, barely registering Tatsumi announcing they had another five minutes until arrival.
“Well, if he insists on ruling the damn world,” Rinne took out a massive group towards the helicopter landing pad, “He should know current terminology!”
“Wh – You seriously think I want to RULE? You all clearly don’t understand my intentions!”
Sensing an opportunity, Rinne rolled the dice. “So what are ya planning? Clearly nothing great if you want those artifacts.”
“Oh, no! I see what you’re doing. You know what? I’m feeling petty! I’m not telling you SHIT!”
“Are ya serious?” Kohaku groaned as he tossed a pipe bomb to the right-hand side to aid HiMERU, “Guess ya an’ them deities do have a lot in common.”
Rinne spat, “Kohaku-chan, don’t make me turn this turret around!”
Kohaku spat back as he shot an infected that nearly climbed up into Rinne’s face due to the gun overheating, “Ya can’t even turn it tha’ far!”
“Watch me!” Rinne attempted to pick up the turret before realizing why it wasn’t budging, “Never mind! You’re so lucky this thing is bolted to the ground, Kohaku-chan!”
“CAN YOU GUYS PLEASE FOCUS!?” Mao screeched at the three bees before kicking an infected away.
“I agree! HERE’S ANOTHER TANK!~”
“Oh, come on!” All four survivors groaned.
The rumbling shook the area, but the group was starting to worry when it wasn’t making any noise to announce its presence. That is until it climbed up behind HiMERU and grabbed the idol. The blue-nette cried out as he was then tossed into the side of one of the outposts, briefly passing out.
“HIMERU-HAN!”
The older man groaned from his place on the ground, eyes squeezed shut as pain coursed through his body and ringing deafened his hearing. He barely started to push himself up when a tongue wrapped around his throat and began to pull him up off the ground. His gun fell to the ground and he had no other weapon to defend himself. The Smoker’s tongue got caught amidst some of the metal railings, causing it to cease pulling the man further towards it. However, it was just enough to keep his feet from touching the ground, effectively beginning to strangle him.
His vision blurred as he desperately tried to call out, legs kicking desperately. He could barely make out the other three abandoning the radio outpost as the Tank proceeded to chase them, along with several dozen other infected. The younger two seemed to be shouting that they were out of ammo. His lungs burned as he tried to pry the tongue away from his throat with little success. Dark spots began to appear. He was getting lightheaded.
BANG!
A loud shot rang out from somewhere else as the bullet lodged itself into the Tank’s head, finally ceasing its rampage.
BANG!
The Smoker exploded into a thick haze, releasing HiMERU who fell to the ground ungracefully. His lungs almost burned from the sweet air filling them with a loud wheeze before coughing. He glanced up just in time to spot a Channel 5 News helicopter overhead, along with a familiar head of mint hair holding a sniper rifle.
“Kaze…haya…Tatsu…mi…once…again…” His mind wanted him to spit his name with as much venom as possible, but he couldn’t deny what a relief it was to see him again.
Saint of perfect timing…though I don’t like how often he has been saving me as of late.
Tatsumi called out over the radio, “Everyone! Get to the landing pad!”
Rinne ushered the younger two ahead covering their advance from behind as more infected came rushing. Mao screeched to a stop, “ARE YOU KIDDING!? A WITCH!?”
Mao’s scream stirred the Witch, training her red eyes on the younger teens who had no way to defend themselves against her. Rinne was too far away and too occupied with the oncoming horde to spare a chance to help them, and HiMERU was too far away to be of much use.
What no one was expecting was the tail rotor of the helicopter to clothesline the Witch, slicing up one of her arms. The Witch screamed and turned on the helicopter lunging at it and beginning to climb up the landing bar. The barrel of a sniper rifle was almost shoved into her mouth before another loud bang echoed, causing the Witch to explode and cease to move, falling from the helicopter and off the building.
“Di-Did Kazehaya-senpai do that!?” Mao was astonished.
The helicopter landed just over the side of the building by the landing pad, a slightly blood-spattered Tatsumi waving them over from the opened door, “C’mon! Move it!”
Mao and Kohaku bolted and hopped in. Tatsumi trained the rifle out over the rooftop and proceeded to pick off a few special infected that tried to close in on the remaining two idols.
“LAST CALL!! COME GET IT BEFORE IT’S GONE!!”
A wave of infected began flooding from the other end, far more than any of their available bullets would be able to take down. Rinen and HiMERU ran, with the latter of the two slower due to having been thrown into the side of a building and nearly strangled to death earlier. Just as he began to go up the ramp to the landing pad, HiMERU spotted one of their unused gas cans. He tossed it into the air towards the growing swarm and pulled out his pistol.
BANG!
A rifle shot pierced the gas can and ignited the infected crowd, providing them just enough space to not get swarmed themselves. HiMERU let out an amused huff as he gave a knowing smirk to Tatsumi, finding one mirrored on the priest’s face as the other continued to pick off the closer infected.
Rinne hopped in before realizing another swarm was coming from the left, “Merumeru! Left!”
“I can’t stay any longer!” The female pilot, presumably Wakka-Ush-Kamuy, shouted.
Tatsumi hurriedly looked back to HiMERU before an idea formed. “Wakka! Start tilting the helicopter away from the building and pull away!”
The helicopter began tilting, almost going sideways, as HiMERU jumped. He just managed to grab hold of the landing bar when the helicopter began pulling away, allowing them to escape just in time before the swarm was upon them. One of the infected jumped off the building and grabbed HiMERU’s ankle, jaws snapping as it began climbing up his leg.
“HANDS OFF!” Tatsumi slammed the butt of his rifle into the infected’s face, making it lose its grip and plummet. HiMERU couldn’t deny that that action definitely stirred something inside him.
Tatsumi grabbed one of his arms and began pulling him into the helicopter. A gust of wind created turbulence, causing the helicopter to pitch at a steeper angle. All five idols slid to the other side of the helicopter, thankful that the other side’s door was closed, despite groaning as they earned more headaches.
HiMERU was so grateful that the other three were extremely occupied with celebrating that they lived, because the position he and Tatsumi ended up in was borderline scandalous. His forearms held him from completely falling on top of the priest, but they were each to the side of his head while the rest of himself was between the priest’s legs. Judging by the intense flush on the other, he also realized their situation. The blue-nette never bolted into a sitting position faster than in that moment, with Tatsumi sitting upright and attempting to compose himself into some semblance of propriety.
“Woo! We did it!” Rinne, oblivious to his blue bee’s embarrassing act, cheered ecstatically, high-fiving both Kohaku and Mao.
Wakka spared a glance behind her, her long hair in a high ponytail, “It’s good to finally meet you, boys!”
Rinne immediately calmed down and bowed deeply, voice going so deep that the respectful tone gave the bees whiplash, “Wakka-Ush-Kamuy, thank you for assisting us in our time of need.”
Wakka gave an amused, sly smile. “Oh, darling, just Wakka is fine. No need to be this formal when we’re going to be stuck with each other for a while~.”
Pauchi-Kamuy was not amused. “Congratulations. You all lived.”
“Yeah! Suck it!” Kohaku waved two middle fingers in the air at the invisible entity.
“Kohaku-chan…” Rinne warily warned the youngest, “Even I wouldn’t do that…”
“Oh? But you’d call me all manner of other things. Hypocrite.”
“…On second thought,” Rinne also waved two middle fingers into the air.
“Oh, how mature of you.”
“Says the one who throws a fit when things don’t go his way,” HiMERU smugly replied.
“…I’ll see you all back in MY realm.”
Everyone except for Wakka, who vanished from sight, landed harshly on the polygon ground. Rinne groaned, “Okay, I know ya can do smoother transitions than that!”
“I know I can. I just didn’t want to.”
“Lemme guess?” Kohaku rubbed his sore shoulder from landing on it, “Feelin’ petty, again?”
“Consider this a sign of my irritation. Now, be good, and wait a moment while we get some of your friends.”
“…We?” Rinne narrowed his eyes.
The Assistant briefly warped several feet ahead of them before letting Mayoi go from its grasp, vanishing once again. HiMERU and Tatsumi rushed over to catch the other idol, as his shaky legs wobbled considerably.
“Mayoi-san!”
“Ayase! Are you alright?”
“Uuu…J-just woozy from the teleporting…”
Rinne couldn’t help a snicker despite the relief he felt at seeing the introvert again after so long, “Man, y’all seriously are boyfriends.”
The two older men flushed. Tatsumi stuttered out, “I-it’s not like that!”
HiMERU tried to sound irritated, “Will you quit with that, Amagi!?”
Mayoi simply sighed, “Even Shiina-san was saying that…”
The pastel duo turned to the introvert with mixed confusion. Rinne simply cackled like mad that even Niki caught on to what was happening. “Ya three seriously need to have a little chit-chat!”
The Assistant warped back and deposited Aira before warping away again. Unlike Mayoi, Aira dropped about a foot down and stumbled. “Uwah!”
“Love-han!?” Kohaku rushed to Aira’s side.
“Shiratori!” Mao grabbed Aira’s arm on the other side, helping the pink-haired boy to get Aira to stand again, “Are you okay?”
Aira immediately launched on a rant. “I was shot at and died, then I got chased by some diseased god most of the time, and then got grabbed by one of those shadow creatures and tossed into a cell! OF COURSE I’M NOT OKAY!”
“E-easy, Love-han…”
“Sorry…” Aira pouted, “It’s just been extremely rough out here.”
“…Ya said someone was chasing ya?” Rinne eyed Aira from head to toe.
“A-ah! W-well!” Aira kept looking everywhere but at Rinne, “It was some guy! H-he had these raised bumps and rashes all over, a-and kept going from human to some black swarm! I think the other shadows called him Pa…Pakoro-Kamuy?”
“Mm-hmm…” Rinne nodded, gaze firmly set on the blond, “So it was you who first made a deal with a kamuy.”
“HUH!?”
“Ya already called him a god before explaining. And we’ve already met Tatsumi-chan’s kamuy friend. She already told us someone else became a Holder to Apasam-un-Kamuy.”
“…A what?” HiMERU, Kohaku, Mao, and Mayoi questioned.
“Technical term for accepting the power of a kamuy for a limited time,” Rinne waved away the explanation.
“T-Tatsun-senpai…?” Green eyes turned to the priest.
“Yes…It’s true.”
“C-can someone please explain what is going on?” Mayoi felt like his mind was being swarmed.
~*~
Kaname was about to go into the cell to retrieve Subaru when Pauchi-Kamuy stopped him with a gentle hand on his shoulder. “I need to speak to you first.”
They stepped far enough away from the cell to be alone. The extremely tall kamuy summoned a dagger whose blade had a slight dark purple glow to it, sheathing it in a thick scabbard before handing it to him. “This is for extreme, life or death situations in the next universe.”
Kaname eyed the dagger carefully before attaching it to his hip. “Okay, but why?”
“It’s a very toxic blade that has been dipped in a very potent poison. Whoever gets stabbed by it will have a very slow, agonizing death…I want you to keep this with you for emergencies.”
“…What kind of emergencies?”
Pauchi looked to the floor with a distant look before sighing, “I am not blind to how these people regard you. With you and I going against them…Well, I wish for you to not engage with them at all costs. You will be reconnaissance only. Only fight them if you have absolutely no other choice. With them starting to engage with the other kamuy and earning their powers…I worry that you…that I won’t be able to protect you constantly. That first universe I could leave you be because the other spirits hadn’t intervened, but now…”
Kaname nodded, his mask covering the small smile he felt tugging at his lips. “I get it. Thank you for looking out for me.”
“I mean it, child. Do not fight them and keep your distance as much as possible for this universe.”
“I understand.”
“And…” Pauchi gently pulled the human’s wrist upwards, pulling the sleeve back to reveal the shadow mark on his wrist that proved they were linked, “As much as I do not wish to do this…I will need to strengthen the link to the next stage, just to make sure you can access some of my more…powerful abilities. Just to make sure you can adequately protect yourself.”
Kaname’s brief smile faltered. “I understand.”
A chilling power began coursing through his being that grew in strength over a few seconds before disappearing. Even after, there was an odd coldness that lingered for several moments. The shadow mark had grown in size, a new band forming above the first.
“This should allow your daggers to become imbued with some of my energy. Be careful wielding them, as they will now be able to sap the strength out of your opponents, but also yourself if you accidentally cut yourself.”
Kaname withdrew one of his other daggers and saw the blade’s edges glowing a dark crimson. “Would this work against those that are Holders?”
“It should be quite effective, yes. Getting even nicked by these would cause them to lose energy, which may keep them from using more powerful abilities until they recover.”
The human nodded in understanding. “Okay, I’ll be careful.”
“Thank you…Now, I need to go retrieve the others. They’ve been itching for a fight for a while.”
~*~
“Th-This is…” Mayoi crouched on the ground, holding his head as he tried to comprehend what everyone was telling him.
“A lot?” Tatsumi tried supplying.
“C-convoluted…”
“Well, yeah, I can see that,” Rinne shrugged, “One fucked up situation we got dragged into.”
The Assistant warped back with Subaru, holding the ginger’s hands behind his back. Pauchi’s voice echoed again, “Now…Assistant, hold that one for a moment.”
The masked individual tilted its head questioningly but complied, earning a few intrigued thoughts from the idols witnessing that. “…It seems we are missing one more…”
“Don’t you mean three?” HiMERU hissed.
Mayoi tsked in disgust, hatred showing in his eyes and tone, “You forced me, Aira-san, and Hiiro-san into the same universe as Shiina-san and Hidaka-san all just to torment them. Don’t play dumb.”
“…Hang on, I can attest to doing that to you and Shiratori Aira, but I’m positive I didn’t send Amagi Hiiro into there. He was supposed to be out here.”
It was dead silent amongst everyone, some looking to each other in guarded confusion. Pauchi muttered from the void, “Then again…so wasn’t Kazehaya Tatsumi…”
A window showing the other universe formed, large enough for the gathered people to see clearly what was going on. Niki was passed out on a hospital bed with an armed guard and an African-American woman watching over him.
“Now…where are you, you sneaky little shit?”
Rinne watched on in horror as Niki was told that Hokuto was being prepped for surgery, and the procedure that would potentially help them form a vaccine would end up killing him.
“Find someone else,” Niki threatened darkly.
The idols were caught off guard at how threatening Niki sounded. Rinne wanted to punch that guard as he bashed his gun into Niki’s side, forcing him to kneel. The woman went on a rant on how this was hard for her, too, but this was about more than just herself or Hokuto and that Niki had not gone through the hell that she had.
Niki slowly sat up, glaring at her intensely, “Yeah…You keep telling yourself that bullshit…”
The woman, Marlene, ordered the armed man to escort Niki off the premises and shoot him if he tried returning or pulling any stunts. Niki slowly began drudging down the halls, with the armed man at his back, occasionally pushing him along if he paused or walked too slow. Rinne wanted to rip everyone there a new one, as did Mao when he realized that, despite everything those two went through, Hokuto was going to die regardless.
Just as Niki passed by Hokuto’s backpack, he stopped walking. The world froze, causing Pauchi to cry out, “What? Why is this – I can’t move it! I didn’t do that! How…Oh…you sneaky little shits…”
~*~
“Shiina Niki, I hope you will listen to me now.”
Niki couldn’t move. He could feel heat come from the bracelet Hiiro gave him long ago before a woman appeared before him. She had shoulder-length black hair with several strands tied back with beads and in intricate patterns that cascaded down the length of her hair. Her pale complexion and almond-shaped eyes, which held fierce orange orbs like flames, and lack of a smile gave her a commanding if a touch intimidating aura. Her robe varied in colors from white, blue, yellow, orange, and red with several patterns covering it extensively, while she was adorned with two necklaces: one around her neck that was black cloth with a metal flame insignia while the other hung at chest level and consisted of orange, yellow, and red glass beads.
“…You’re…the one I heard earlier…” Niki whispered as he took in the woman.
“Indeed…” She slowly approached him, looking at him from her side with an appraising look, “Took you long enough, though I can’t blame you considering your circumstances.”
“…Who are you?”
The woman stopped approaching, gaze intense, “I’d imagine you must have figured out that this whole situation cannot simply be explained by mortal means.”
Niki sighed softly. “So…a spirit?”
“Yes, I am Fuchi-Kamuy, goddess of fire and the hearth…Though, I will permit you to call me just Fuchi.”
“Of what religion?”
“That man…Amagi Rinne, he knows. His village…his people used to worship us before…Shintoism was forced upon them. They call themselves the Ainu,” Fuchi made her distaste for the other religion obvious.
“Okay…but why are you here? Talking to me?”
She gestured to the bracelet on his wrist with a small, smug smile. “Technically, the vessel I’m supposed to be in temporarily is attached to the other set but…let’s just say my roommate in that vessel and I…well, I don’t like sharing. She’s already quite attached to the one with the other half, and he was so worried about you two that he convinced me to watch over you. Give you a chance.”
“…Ototo-san has the other half…He could hear you? Did he know what was going on this whole time?”
“…Not fully,” Fuchi’s eyes darted to the floor as she began pacing slowly back and forth in front of the chef with her hands behind her back, “He’s more perceptive and picked up on the situation quicker than the rest of you, but at least his knowledge of our pantheon has aided him in navigating some of the more…pressing situations. It was hope that you and I may come to an agreement.”
“…What kind of agreement?”
“You and I have end goals that align with each other. The entity that has caused such misery for you all, Pauchi-Kamuy, needs to be sent back into confinement. By doing so, you will no longer be at his mercy in this death game, and we spirits can get our realm back in proper order,” Fuchi stopped within a few inches of Niki, voice turning to a whisper, “I can provide you the weaponry and powers to aid you and your friends, so long as you agree to allow me to share your body to regain the strength I have lost thanks to Pauchi-Kamuy’s actions. It means I will be with you the whole time until our deal is completed.”
Niki nodded subtly after a pause. “Okay…”
She tilted her head almost imperceptibly, poker face intact. “…That boy told me you might be more freaked out, yet you are strangely calm about all of this.”
“If you had contacted me back at the beginning, maybe. But I am beyond that point now. What this Pauchi-Kamuy guy has done cannot be forgiven. It’s far too late to ask for that. However, I’m not going to blindly trust you,” Niki eyed the spirit before him, “The bit I did get out of Rinne-kun about his hometown has given me enough of an idea that there is always more to things than they appear. You may be more benevolent, but that other one has set a very low bar for that. If I accept, understand I will only be calling for your aid when I have no other choice.”
A small smirk quirked her red lips. “I knew there was something I liked about you. You’re a lot more perceptive than you give yourself credit for…even getting others to underestimate you. You and Amagi Rinne are wise to recognize all that could entail from interacting and accepting deals with kamuy. Above all though…I like your fire. That determination…Shall we go get your friend?”
“…Deal.”
A searing heat raced up his arm that had the bracelet for a few seconds before dying down to a pleasant warmth, not having flinched during the process. He glared at the spirit who simply looked content like a smug cat, “Should have warned you about that. My way of showing that we made a binding contract, that is…But that pain was probably nothing compared to what you have gone through now.”
~*~
“That little…grrr…” Pauchi growled as he saw the woman.
The world unfroze and the other humans were shocked to see Niki disarm the man behind him, just barely missing the bullet that was fired, punch him in the face twice, and pin him to the wall as he aimed the pistol previously aimed at his back to the man’s crotch, gaze intense as he glared at the other. He kept his forearm pinned to the soldier’s throat to hold him in place.
“Where is the operating room?” Niki waited half a second before he spoke again, “Fuck it, I don’t have time for this game.”
Niki shot the man in the crotch, making everyone recoil and grimace, even Pauchi. “OUCH!”
“Where?” Niki threatened before shooting the man’s crotch again when he didn’t answer on account of wheezing in pain.
HiMERU recoiled and leaned towards Rinne to whisper, “Have you ever seen Shiina that mad?”
Rinne quickly responded with his own hushed whisper, “No, and I don’t want to see it again or be on the receiving end.”
“Where!?” Niki shouted.
The man struggled to tell him it was on the top floor, Niki removing his arm to let the man collapse to his knees after he got what he wanted. Niki shot him again in the head before taking off down the hall as more people shouted the alarm.
“I mean…at least he put him out of his misery but…eugh!”
“I never thought Niki-han woulda been capable o’ tha’…” Kohaku and Aira backed up a smidge.
Mayoi was the only one with a small, knowing smile, knowing just what that universe required of survivors.
~*~
My, my! Quite ruthless! Normally, I wouldn’t condone such behavior, but the situation is different.
“Lemme guess,” Niki whispered as he hid around the corner, eyeing two guards that were coming, “Violence brings you closer to the evil spirits? Sink to their level?”
You can speak to me with your thoughts. Probably easier considering you may need to sneak around a little to get the jump on them. And no, I’ve done my fair share of violence when it was necessary.
Niki tossed a bottle over into another room to distract the two guards before he crept up and blasted the flamethrower, roasting the two men as their screams died out. He holstered the weapon, pulling out his sawed-off shotgun before dashing down the hall. The chef barely managed to stop as a soldier shot at him, the distinct sound of an assault rifle echoing down the empty, decrepit halls.
“Seriously? An assault rifle?” Niki whispered before he popped one of the men with a shot and threw a brick at the other before he bashed his face in with the butt of his gun, “Such a waste of resources.”
Fufu~ I really like you now~. I think we’ll get along just fine, Shiina Niki.
“Shiina is just fine.”
He didn’t miss the sarcasm in her tone as he took out another guard. Aw, don’t you usually try to get others to just call you Niki? Why am I different?
“We both know I won’t trust you completely.”
So long as you hold up on your end of our deal, there will be no complaints.
Niki decided to scavenge and loot the assault rifle from the bodies, figuring there were going to be many more of them where that came from. He worked his way through that floor before finding a stairwell, barricading it from the other side with a chair to block access to it. Up two more floors, and he was finally in the surgery wing.
Several more guards fell to his hands, some quicker than others. Not that Niki cared. He considered them lucky that they died now and not after he rescued Hokuto. For every hair that was harmed on him, he was going to do tenfold worse to them.
You care about him a lot.
“He saved my life numerous times now. Had been there for me when I began breaking down and doubting myself. I know he and I could care less about this universe looking for a cure. We want to live, and I’ll be damned if I turn my back on him.”
He blocks another entry door with heavy carts, aiming to make it more and more difficult for the Fireflies to follow him and Hokuto when they leave. At the end of the hall was a closed door with a window at the top, glowing white light illuminating like a star.
He busted into the operating room, Hokuto unconscious on the table with two aides and the surgeon. The surgeon began backing up, “What are you doing in here?”
Niki wordlessly pulled out his pistol, aiming it at the surgeon.
The man grabbed a scalpel. “I won’t let you take him. This is our future. Think of all the lives we’ll save.”
Niki took a step forward, eyes nearly dead except for rage.
“Don’t come any closer! I mean it!”
Niki shot the man in the head.
“Jesus!” The two aides cowered away from him, the woman speaking up, “You! You fucking animal!”
The other aid cursed her. “Kari, shut up!”
Niki looked dead at the two aides before shooting Kari in the head as well.
The other aide cowered, looking away as he hugged the wall. “Oh god…J-Just take the girl and leave! Okay?”
The chef shot him, too, not flinching once as blood spattered his cheek.
He holstered the gun and gathered the unconscious teen in his arms, unplugging the machine he was hooked up to beforehand. “It’s okay…I gotcha…I gotcha…”
Niki bolted from the room as he spotted flashlights from more guards coming, running through pediatrics. He ignored the alarms sounding and sirens blaring, as well as the people shouting after him that they just wanted the boy, refusing to shoot him in case they may accidentally hurt Hokuto.
He darted around corners, dodging guards left and right as he ran. Once in a while, he would glance at Hokuto’s face, as if reassuring himself. “We’re okay. We’re okay…we’re okay…”
He dashed into a working elevator and slammed the button down to the ground floor, just barely missing getting shot at before the doors closed. He took a moment to lean against the wall, breathing heavily before readjusting his hold on the teenager, readying to bolt once again.
I won’t lose you. I won’t lose anyone else.
Fuchi remained quiet, but Niki could feel a pleasant warmth from the bracelet in response, approving of what he was doing.
Once they were down to the second floor of the parking garage, he jammed the red button to make the elevator inoperable. As he exited, Marlene drew her gun at him, “You can’t save him!”
She continued to train her gun at him. “Even if you get him out of here, what then? How long will it be before he is torn apart by a pack of clickers? That is if he hasn’t been raped and murdered first.”
Niki thought back to that snowy, Colorado town and what nearly befell the other idol. “…That isn’t for you to decide.”
Marlene slowly, shakily parted her hands to raise them in surrender as she spoke, “Look…You can still do the right thing here…he won’t feel anything.”
Topaz blue eyes darted to his friend in his arms before glaring back at the woman.
BANG!
~*~
Rinne was stunned to see Hiiro behind the woman, a smoking pistol in his hand as the woman began to bleed out from the shot to her stomach. Even more, there was another woman with him. If it weren’t for her being slightly transparent, he would have thought she was another person from that universe.
Her long, dark brown hair was tied into a loose, but thick braid starting at her shoulders that ended around her hips. He didn’t expect a kamuy to wear far more modern clothing, especially a pair of khaki-colored cargo pants and a black tank top. The only thing that hinted at her Ainu heritage was the dark green jacket that went to her thighs with intricate patterns of white and black around the cuffs, hem, and neckline that depicted wild animals, along with a handmade bow holstered on her back.
He knew exactly who she was.
HiMERU whispered to Rinne, “Do you know who she is?”
“That,” Rinne whispered with a smug grin, “Is Hasinaw-Uk-Kamuy, goddess of hunting. The one talking to Niki was Fuchi-Kamuy, the goddess of fire. Those two are insanely powerful and important gods…Looks like we might stand a chance after all.”
“HOW!? HE ISN’T SUPPOSED TO BE THERE, EVEN IF I DID SEND HIM IN! HOW IS HE BREAKING THE UNIVERSE THAT EASILY!?...Oh, you little shit…”
Rinne’s grin grew wider at seeing Pauchi-Kamuy rage and freak out as his plans began to unravel.
~*~
“…Ototo-san?” Niki whispered in shock.
Hiiro glanced at him before walking over to a car. “Long story, not the place to tell it.”
Niki took the hint and laid Hokuto in the backseat while Hiiro found the keys. Before Niki could get in with them, Marlene called out, somehow still alive. “Wait!”
Niki glared at her and walked over. She continued to plead, “Let me go…”
“…I don’t think so.” He fired his last shot.
~*~
“THAT’S IT! CALLING IT EARLY!”
The trio warped into the spirit realm several feet up in the air before falling. Niki rubbed his head, “OW! What the hell?!”
“YOU TELL ME! HOW DID YOU GET IN THERE AND BREAK THE UNIVERSE YOU LITTLE-”
Before he could finish, Hokuto spotted Subaru still being held hostage by the Assistant. Enraged, he bolted over and punched the Assistant square in the jaw, sending it falling to the ground and releasing the idol.
Just as Hokuto was about to stomp on him in further rage, a large, humanoid shadow with swirling colors shoved him several feet away with a loud, guttural roar, shielding the Assistant. “YOU DARE TO TOUCH HIM!?”
Rinne was the only one to notice the slip while the others recoiled at the scene. “So…ya finally show yourself, Pauchi-Kamuy…and your Assistant is a he? Does he have a name, too?”
The hunched shadow turned its unholy yellow gaze to the bee leader. No matter how hard he tried to steal himself, Rinne couldn’t stop the shiver that tingled his spine. Pauchi stood to his full height, easily towering over all of them by several feet. “Does it make you all feel better now to see me? It was such a delight to watch you all look around as you struggled to let your hatred and anguish out.”
Hokuto was astonished by what he was seeing, only getting pulled to his feet by Niki who stormed over there, hushing him as he said he would explain what was going on later when they didn’t have an enraged god in front of them. Aira hid behind Kohaku, trembling at the sight of the insane god. Mayoi and Tatsumi were nearly frozen in place at the sight, leaving HiMERU to step in front of the two despite feeling unnerved as well. The others back at ES had their jaws agape at how horrifying and eerie the entity’s physical form was. Natsume eyed it, remembering how it appeared when it attacked him a few hours ago.
Pauchi ceased to speak for a moment before his tone lowered into an intense rumble, turning his gaze to the younger Amagi. “You are a sneaky pest. Who would have thought one of the artifacts I demanded was in your possession this whole time?”
Rinne and everyone else eyed Hiiro who looked unphased and stern. The older brother gazed down and noticed the bracelet around his younger brother’s wrist, specifically the little orange gem adorning it. Instinctually, he wanted to pull his brother behind him; shield him from the kamuy.
“I can forgive your little…transgression on one condition. Hand. It. Over.”
Hiiro had a small smirk as blue orbs steeled with resolve. “Not so fast…”
The demonic god chuckled lowly, “Oh, don’t get cocky, child. The gods that were housed there are already settled in their new homes for now. There’s no reason for you to hang on to it.”
“You would think,” Hiiro spun the bracelet around his wrist like a toy, gaze not wavering from the god before him, “Yet…Hasinaw-Uk-sama and I have started to puzzle out why you would still want these. It was never about the gods that escaped. These hold power that you need if you want to go against Kotan-kar-Kamuy and win, correct?”
There was a low rumble from Pauchi akin to a feral growl, eyes narrowing threateningly.
“Or…alternatively, we could give these to the god that has been helping us since the beginning. Free him from his confines and face off against you.”
Pauchi rumbled with low laughter, “Those artifacts aren’t even charged enough for either option, yet. I’m offering you the easy path. If you don’t, I can just wait, keep you all going through universe after universe until those artifacts are ready…or if you drop dead before that, whichever will happen first. I will ask one more time. Hand. It. Over.”
Hiiro, with a smug smile, returned, “Over. My. Dead. Body.”
“…That can easily be arranged. I’ll look forward to seeing you die over and over until you draw your last breath…Although, my friend would be incredibly upset if she couldn’t get a few jabs at you lot, especially since a few of her pets were taken out by you.”
A woman with ragged, long, dark brown hair covering her face crept up from the ground, her robes tattered and bloodstained. As she tilted her head at the group, her hair parted, revealing similar unholy, pupilless, yellow eyes and a mouth filled to the brim with needle-like fangs. She screeched like a banshee before hissing, “YOU! I’m going to enjoy drinking you dry for what you’ve done to my pets!”
She turned to Hiiro, “Especially you, worm! For jabbing one of my favorites in the eye and getting him killed! And what sweeter revenge than felling Hasinaw-Uk’s champion?”
Hiiro’s foot barely shuffled backward, refusing to give in. Rinne glared at the creature. “Kenas-Unrape-Kamuy…”
Kenas-Unrape chuckled, gaze not leaving the younger brother. As she tried to draw closer, she recoiled as Hasinaw-Uk formed just behind Hiiro, bow drawn and arrow notched, a look of pure hatred in her eyes. “Hands off. I’ve killed you and sent you back to Teinei before, and I will do it again.”
“…We’ll see. Teinei could never hold me. This is the same song and dance we’ve done before for millennia…” The demonic kamuy retreated to Pauchi’s side, before gazing at Niki with a hiss, “As for you…”
Fuchi formed behind Niki, flames flicking out of her closed fists in warning. The demon lady sneered before retracting. Another tall man with a high ponytail came around the corner, behind a large polygon structure, sounding bored. “Honestly, Kenas-Unrape, keep that bloodlust of yours in check.”
“Perfect timing, Poro-nitne. I have need of you.”
Rinne’s fists closed tighter. “As in Poro-nitne-Kamuy? The one from Yushkep-Kamuy’s legends?”
“The very same,” Poro-nitne barely paid him any attention, opting to stand by Pauchi’s other side, eyeing the Assistant discreetly. However, his gaze locked on Kohaku and some unknown spark ignited behind those red eyes, head tilting ever so slightly. He chose to continue, “And what do you need me for?”
“They want to fight me so bad? They’ll get a chance to taste my power in the next universe. However, ES has been left to their own devices for quite a while, save for adding more of Kenas-Unrape’s pets. I want you to watch them like I have done so far.”
“Hm, very well.” Poro-nitne didn’t sound particularly excited yet everyone could feel an exceptionally dangerous aura from him.
Kenas-Unrape cackled evilly, “Oh, please! Let me join you! I would love to shred them!”
“Oh, I got the perfect job for you, then,” Pauchi addressed the rest of the idols, “Did you all think I spout empty threats? This will be your reality check, all of you. To not cross me or my Assistant.”
With a snap of his fingers, the idols fell into the next world, visions fading to black.
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Also, here is a photo I based Fuchi-Kamuy's appearance from!
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Chapter 23: Shifting (The Sight Arc Part 1)
Notes:
Long time no see, everyone! Was later than I originally planned, but I did come through!
Notes:
1. I accidentally wrote Kenas-Unarpe's name wrong previously (previously written as Kenas-Unrape), little bit of dyslexia on my part. From now on, it will be written as Kenas-Unarpe and I will, at some point, get around to editing the previous chapters where she was mentioned so that it is consistent.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening: Overlap by Kimeru
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_duoLVBuELM
Ibara shook his head as he wrote a simple note to Hiyori:
Do we try to strike a deal with Poro-nitne-Kamuy or wait?
Tokapcup chewed her lower lip, eyes focused on the ground as she whispered to not be heard by the call. “We might still be able to get Pauchi-Kamuy’s attention…just was hoping to not involve him.”
Hiyori thumbed through the old journal as he tried to find any information on said god, tutting when he was barely mentioned at all, even in the footnotes. Other than his brief appearance in a legend of Yushkep-Kamuy’s, he was a constant, mysterious figure who barely made any other appearances. “The book doesn’t add more than what you told me.”
Ibara wrote another note.
Which is?
Tokapcup, unused to now being heard by other people, slowly turned to Ibara to address him directly, her dress fluttering gently about her as she floated above the tile. “Basically, he appeared out of nowhere and we originally thought he was just a demon, but his history with Yushkep proved that he is a god, an immortal one at that, we just don’t know what of. So, we’d taken to calling him the god of the Unknown.”
Ibara tapped a few times on the notepad with his pen before scribbling a question.
Aren’t all gods immortal?
“…I think we may have different definitions of that term…”
Hiyori tilted his head at the goddess. “How do you define being immortal?”
Tokapcup fiddled with the pendant on her rekutunpe. “Well, because the stories of our faith and importance as gods vary from place to place, we won’t have the same influence or power all the time. The only ones who would be are those who embody certain attributes extremely valued by the Ainu or certain forces deemed essential to explain the world around them. As such, those who don’t have these attributes or forces to embody tend to go through what we call the ‘reconstitution phase’ if they endure too much damage but still have enough of their spiritual energy, their ramat, intact. It’s kind of like they sort of die but will come back after a certain amount of time. Those that do embody something essential will never go through this phase and heal on the spot, much less can’t die unless they are drained of their spiritual energy.”
Hiyori glared at the tile at his feet. “So only certain gods are truly immortal…”
Ibara cleared his throat to draw attention to his next scribbled question.
Does that mean Kunne gods could be immortal?
“Yes,” Tokapcup sounded distant, “Poro-nitne-Kamuy is more or less the god of the unknown where even the rest of the pantheon isn’t too sure where he came from or how he came to be. Because there will always be something unknown, and because our people were wary of outsiders most of the time, he won’t go through that phase and live on. Kenas-Unarpe-Kamuy is mostly a blood-thirsty monster who preys on hunters often by disguising as our hunter goddess to lure them, though occasionally asked to help in childbirth depending on circumstances, thus she goes through that phase if she is killed…which I think she takes a while to reform when she does die.”
“That explains the interaction between those two…” Hiyori thought back to the stern woman facing off against the near nightmare-fuel monster.
“…Pauchi-Kamuy is the god of insanity and chaos…” Ibara thought aloud for a moment.
“And lust, too,” Tokapcup added but quickly grew solemn, “But yes…when he yelled at your friends about being unable to die and that it was a battle they would lose…he wasn’t lying. He’s one of the gods that is a true immortal.”
“…So he’s making them walk into a trap…” Hiyori mumbled, “…Once they figure that out…that’s going to be such a huge blow to their morale.”
“And to their mental states,” Ibara shook his head grimly, “He’s trying to push them over the edge.”
“Probably because they’re starting to get powerful enough to become a threat,” Tokapcup looked out the window, seeing the sun just starting to reach the horizon and the sky begin to change color, “…Not only do we need to get Kim-un-Kamuy and Shiramba-Kamuy in contact with Rinne, Hokuto, and Mao, but we should find kamuy for HiMERU and Kohaku, too. At least then, they might be able to withstand that revelation.”
“But we still have to worry about the Veil issue,” Ibara kept a notepad ready with a few important notes jotted down on the information he had learned so far, “From what you both have told me, the whole world will essentially be turned upside down if it were to vanish, and it’s showing signs that it has thinned to a great extent.”
“And quickly…Even when imprisoned, I could still sense the Veil…it wasn’t like this when this all began earlier today.”
Ibara sighed after a moment, “So, I repeat. Do we make the deal with this kamuy? Or do we involve him to get to Pauchi-Kamuy?”
Tokapcup turned to Hiyori, at first unsure before resolve made her straighten out. “We know from Yushkep-Kamuy that he is the Right Hand to all of this…Contact him once he comes.”
Ibara motioned to the call, helping Hiyori over to listen in. The static-y voice returned, though it noticeably sounded completely different from Pauchi’s. “…Really? He covers himself with static? Tsk…guess he was truly self-conscious of his appearance.”
The idols were shocked as the static on the right-most monitor became a clear video feed of Poro-nitne standing in the middle of what looked like a magic circle filled with various sigils. Hiyori could hear Nagisa ask aloud, “So that static was a choice?”
Poro-nitne rolled his eyes, sounding extremely bored and annoyed, “Well, he isn’t exactly easy on the eyes, if you couldn’t tell.”
“I mean, fair,” Tetora scratched the back of his neck, “It was quite…surprising and terrifying.”
Natsume huffed, “And yeT, he had no problem showing himself when he attacked ME.”
“He is hardly consistent,” Poro-nitne remarked nonchalantly, “Regardless, we’re here to watch them, so just make this easy and be good.”
Shu scoffed, “What? No harassment from you?”
Poro-nitne grew quiet before leaning close, tone even with a hint of impatience. “Listen. That is his thing. As far as I am concerned, this is a glorified babysitting job. None of you are worth the effort for me to do more than necessary.”
“Not even if we have a proposition?” Ibara raised an eyebrow, keeping his tone professional.
The Kunne tilted his head marginally, a fine black eyebrow raising in question. “…Well? What is it?”
“What is Saegusa-kun doing?” Eichi was heard.
“Hmm?” Poro-nitne looked to the side as glowing sigils aligned to reveal something just out of sight, “Tsk, ‘course he would do that just to complicate things unnecessarily.”
Some sigils glowed and swapped around to the deity’s left. “There. Consider this a kindness if you wish. I just prefer to not have to take extra steps to relay a conversation. Speak however you wish.”
Izumi darkly spat, “Gee, how kind of you.”
“Sena-senpai!?” Tsukasa snapped to attention.
Izumi softened considerably into shock. “You can hear us now?”
Poro-nitne rolled his eyes. “Did I not just tell you all what I did? Anyway, what is it? I don’t have all the patience in the world.”
Ibara’s expression didn’t change, a testament to how often he’s dealt with these kinds of people. “Firstly, how concerned would you be if you found out the Veil was thinning to a dangerous extent?”
The demonic god narrowed his red eyes and tilted his head almost imperceptibly, setting up the middle monitor to show the other world without sparing it a glance. “I would be intrigued to know how you know of its existence, firstly…”
~*~
Rinne groaned, his body pulsating as it ached. The ground beneath him was cold and the air was frigid, the howling wind cutting him to the bone. “Ow…asshole just loves to be rough.”
He heard a few other groans around him and he hoped despite his current luck that it was the others and not him being extremely unfortunate, once again, to have landed in the middle of danger or something horrific. When he made to stand, he yelped as he realized what he thought was his hand was really a paw.
A wolf paw.
“Woah! Okay! That’s new!” Rinne tried to look at the rest of his body, finding he was a large wolf with reddish fur.
“Amagi? Why are you a wolf?”
Rinne picked his head back up to see across from him, judging by his voice alone, was HiMERU, now a large Timber wolf with a light grey base and black and white streaks. “Uh, newsflash, Merumeru! Pot meet kettle!”
The grey wolf looked at his body before yelping in shock, kicking his back legs out and accidentally striking a silver wolf in the face. “Ow!”
“S-Sorry, Tatsumi! Whoa!” HiMERU spazzed on the snowy ground some more as it dawned on him that Tatsumi was a wolf, too, before practically jumping onto four shaky legs.
Tatsumi shook his head, silver and grey mane shaking in the breeze as he turned his white muzzle to look at HiMERU and Rinne in confusion. “Oh…?”
The silver wolf looked down at himself, spotting his legs and paws were mostly white and had a bushy, silver tail. He was oddly calm about this sudden change. “Well…This is different.”
“No shit, Sherlock!” Rinne growled as he attempted to stand, finding it to be like piloting a Mech suit without a manual, and proceeded to fall over, “Oof!”
Mayoi’s voice was heard somewhere behind Tatsumi and HiMERU, sounding more like a whine. “What happened…?”
He was a mostly black wolf with noticeable white on the tips of his ears, muzzle, underbelly, and paws. He slowly blinked his eyes awake, taking a solid few seconds to register the two large wolves in front of him and his paws before he began to panic, flailing around in the powdery snow. “W-w-w-what is going on!?”
“M-Mayoi-san! Calm down!” Tatsumi attempted to stand and was having nearly as much success as Rinne.
“Ayase! It’s okay!” HiMERU attempted to put a paw on the other, which resulted in him losing balance and sending a flurry of powdery snow into the air.
Somehow, Mayoi was on all fours without too much of an issue, though that was possibly due to his panic-induced state. Slowly, his heavy breathing evened out. “I…I d-didn’t think this was a possibility…”
“I don’t think anyone did,” HiMERU attempted to roll himself off of his back, finding great difficulty until Tatsumi helped roll him back over with his snout, “Ugh! Why is it so hard to move?”
“Well,” Tatsumi grew cheeky, “You do have two sets of legs rather than one, now.”
HiMERU kicked a flurry of snow into the silver wolf’s face in retaliation.
A gentle, pained whimper was barely picked up by Rinne’s ears. He turned to the sound and his heart stopped at seeing a solid grey wolf, other than two patches of black and white on its shoulders, partially splayed out on the snow with its eyes closed. He rushed as quickly as he could over, legs wobbly and slowly gaining better coordination with each step, sniffing the wolf.
The scent the wolf gave off could only be described as the feeling one would get with a warm, home-cooked meal on a cold night. Comforting. Homey. Warmth. There was only one person Rinne knew who it could be, and his panic began to rise when the wolf was barely responsive other than whimpering once in a while.
“Niki…?” He nudged the other’s face with his nose gently, “…Niki? Niki-kyun, c’mon! Wake up! Are ya okay?”
“Shiina?” HiMERU looked over sensing his leader's anxiety.
“Shiina-san?” Tatsumi slowly padded over to inspect what was possibly wrong. Mayoi wordlessly followed along though was no less anxious.
Niki finally spoke albeit faintly, “I’m awake…”
Rinne sighed in relief, “C’mon…lemme help ya up.”
“I can’t…” Niki’s blue eyes slowly cracked open, a look of mild irritation evident, “I want to, but I can’t. It’s like my mind is yelling at me not to get up.”
“Uh…Are those…?” Mayoi pointed to Niki’s shoulders.
All eyes, barring Niki, stared at the two patches of different colors, noticing one of them whimpered. A small, furry head moved in the black mass, ears curled, eyes shut, and mouth yawning to reveal no teeth before crying out.
Two pups. Newborns from the look of them. One solid black and the other solid white.
“…Are two of us puppies?” HiMERU asked dumbfounded.
A snickering, hissing woman’s voice echoed around them, that of Kenas-Unarpe. “Kekekeke! Like the surprise?”
Rinne whipped his head around, scanning for the blood-drinking spirit. “Show yourself, bitch!”
“Be lucky I’m not allowed to attack you right now. Welcome to Transylvania! To get you started, you are all part of one pack that is on the run from the Night Hunters, Balkar in the wolf tongue, who are six packs consisting entirely of the most fearsome of males. Their new leader, our dear Pauchi-Kamuy, has declared an edict that all newborn pups are to be presented to him, though none know why. You lot fear him because, as his role’s history commanded, he had killed a pup long ago and was driven into exile ages ago and possesses the power known as the Sight, an ancient power that allows those who have it to see visions beyond one’s own body, though largely forgotten about and considered a fearsome fable even among the wolves now. You are aiming to make it to the area of the Stone Den, where Niki here was born and raised…or, at least, what his role is indicating.”
Rinne growled, hating the “role” term getting thrown about. It reminded him of that school.
Kenas-Unarpe continued, “Oh, and don’t worry. There are only two pups here. Now, who those two are…well, you could either guess by their scents or wait until they grow up and can speak for themselves. Pauchi-Kamuy did have to make a few…adjustments to this universe to make everything work…so don’t worry about having to feed them with them being so young. So long as Niki stays healthy, they will, too, for the time being.”
“So, I’m mom, essentially.” Niki yipped lowly more so out of habit towards a threat at this point rather than out of any harsh feelings towards the idea.
HiMERU snarled, “If you could change us into wolves, why not just commit and make it easier?”
“Woah!” Niki lifted his head to glare at the other, careful to not jostle the pups, “Are you trying to make them change me into a girl!?”
“It’s one thing to change you to wolves because we can manipulate the physical body all we want. We can’t change the information contained in your soul. Thus, so long as the physical body is compatible with the essentials of your soul, we can shove you into whatever forms we want.”
“…Fair enough…I guess?” Tatsumi was unconvinced, or rather, was having trouble following the logic.
“Regardless, just get to the Stone Den and do your best to raise those pups. The rest of the universe will kick off in full once you finally meet me and Pauchi-Kamuy in the flesh, and the others will follow suit.”
Rinne snarled and bit at the air, wanting desperately to attack the spirit despite his mind screaming at him that he should know it would be a bad idea. His snarling ceased immediately as his mind began to adjust to his wolf body and senses, fully attuning and realizing that the winter storm was getting worse.
HiMERU shook the snow that whipped into his fur away, “This storm is getting worse…”
Rinne snapped his head back towards Niki, specifically the two, helpless pups. “We need to find that Stone Den ASAP.”
All grown wolves tensed as they realized they may be able to weather some of the storm…
…but the two pups could not.
Mayoi gently bit down on the white pup’s scruff to pick them up, the little one curling into a ball automatically. Rinne’s ears barely picked up an odd, metallic sound upon Mayoi biting down. To spare Niki the weight and not let the other pup roll into the snow, Tatsumi picked up the black one.
Niki sprung up and glared at Tatsumi harshly, hackles rising and gaze intense. HiMERU felt his own hackles rise out of instinct, “Shiina. He’s fine. He’s not hurting them.”
“No,” Tatsumi laid down and rested the pup he was carrying on his front legs, “I know better than to get between a mother-hen and those they deem to be their kids.”
Niki was wordless as he eyed Tatsumi before reaching over to grasp the black pup’s scruff in his jaws, the bundle curling up into a ball. Rinne couldn’t make up his mind if he wanted to be prideful that Niki was taking his role as pseudo-mother seriously or worry at how quickly his boyfriend was willing to become aggressive, especially with those he knew.
Shaking the thought from his mind for now, Rinne turned in the direction his mind already seemed to know they needed to head to, accompanied by the all too familiar head pains. “This way.”
~*~
Atop a craggy peak, several wolves milled about, all large males. Further away, inside one of the caves, was a shadowy wolf with swirling colors of all kinds emanating from him, his pupilless, yellow eyes staring intently at a pool in the cave. Next to him, on a rock, was a crow with a white head, tilting said body part curiously as the spirit wolf lay there almost as still as those dilapidated statues inside the various castle ruins that dotted the countryside.
“Hm-hm,” Pauchi-Kamuy hummed in amusement as he came back to the present, “Let’s see how well they do here.”
Two wolves trotted into the cave. A dark brown, female wolf with the same pupilless eyes as the insane god with long fangs peeking out from her lower and upper jaw spoke up. “They are on the move, my lord.”
“Perfect…” The crow eyed the three spirit wolves carefully, hopping onto a rock ledge higher up.
The other wolf, a mangy, male grey wolf chuffed in annoyance, “Why bother going through this elaborate setup when you could just show them you can’t die? N-Not that I think I know better than you, my lord!”
The crow wanted so badly to roll his eyes at Pakoro-Kamuy but wisely chose to keep still.
“It’s more than just getting the point across, Pakoro-Kamuy. That Amagi Rinne has been quite the thorn in my side as of late, and will be quite the problem for our plan if he is not taken care of. I thought I managed to break him showing his precious Shiina Niki getting skewered and murdering so casually. Seems he’s a tougher one than I anticipated.”
The female wolf, Kenas-Unarpe, cackled, “So this is more making him crack finally?”
“Without their precious leader, the rest will crumble and fall in line. They will be just as lost without his knowledge of our pantheon to guide them. With that, we can expect minimal resistance while we proceed.”
Pakoro-Kamuy hummed in contemplation, shaking his mane as a slight chill entered the cave. “That Amagi Hiiro would still be around, though.”
Pauchi barely turned an ear to the other spirit in acknowledgment, “True, though he is far less knowledgeable about our pantheon than his brother. After all, he was merely trained to be his shield. He did not need to learn of us extensively. Besides, with the loss of his precious big brother, he will fall shortly after and be eliminated, too. If Amagi Rinne doesn’t fall by the end of this universe, he will be quite close. I already have a planned universe to put the final nail in his coffin if that ends up being the case. He will be on his own while everyone else is helpless to watch.”
The crow made himself look busy grooming to feign disinterest while he felt a pit form in his stomach and his mind began to question the paradox behind the plan.
Pauchi stood abruptly. “Now, both of you. While we have the time, inspect those wolves. Make sure they are training and achieving the results we are expecting. I must investigate this universe a bit more to keep us ahead of them. While this may be new territory for them, it is also the same for us.”
The other spirit wolves affirmed and trotted out, howling to gather the Night Hunters. Pauchi sighed as he stared absentmindedly at the pool. “Kaname.”
The crow perked up, voice sounding just as it would with his mask and modulator. “I was half-tempted to snap at those two. Too bad they can’t hear me now.”
Pauchi chuckled, “Yes, that is quite intriguing in this universe. Only those of the same species can speak to one another. That is, unless one wields the Sight, like myself. To them and those idols, you would merely be crowing away…But you are quite vulnerable in this form…”
Kaname hopped down from his perch to sit beside the shadowy spirit wolf. “You did tell me to keep my distance, but that would mean those daggers you enhanced for me aren’t useful due to the circumstances.”
“…Which is why I’m making another change,” Pauchi summoned a few sigils that glowed a weird yellow-orange before forcibly switching, causing the cave to rumble slightly, “Hmm…I must be careful about changing this universe too much. It may not remain stable if too many alterations occur…Regardless, try becoming a human. Focus your will and mind into doing so.”
Kaname tilted his crow head in confusion but complied, eyes closing as he focused. Within seconds, he was standing as a human in his usual disguised getup, taking a moment to stare at his gloved hand as he flexed and turned it this way and that. “That’s…”
“You will be able to defend yourself more like this, though I still strongly advise you to keep clear as much as possible. I can sense quite a few of them have kamuy aiding them, and, while I don’t doubt you are capable, that would be both an unfair match and quite disadvantageous for you.”
“Why would I need to become human once in a while?”
“You are going to be sent on quite a few reconnaissance missions for me. To be my eyes out there…Heh, it’s amusing that some of these Sight’s powers are akin to our own. The Sight will enable me to see through your eyes…I want you to keep an eye on those…‘friends’ of ours. Watch their progress. Stay in the shadows. Unless I ask you to do something else, keep watch. Being human will at least provide a way for you to not be completely defenseless against some of them if you do get caught or they try to corner you.”
Kaname paused for a moment before shifting back to a crow, bowing his head slightly. “As you wish…May I ask just one question?”
The spirit wolf turned to look at the crow and nodded, urging him to continue, which he did albeit with some trepidation. “It’s just…wasn’t the whole point of this supposed to be to renew the faith in your pantheon? So that none of you fade away? So…why kill the brothers if they know so much about you? Wouldn’t that mean more knowledge about all of you would be lost? And why are you making deals with the other Kunne when you’re ultimately going to betray them in the end?”
The spirit nodded in contemplation, unable to speak for a long moment. “Yes…If it hadn’t come to this, those two would have been left alone, as I would have liked. However, those brothers are creating the very real problem that this plan may not even make it past Phase One if they are allowed to continue advising all of them and breaking universes as the younger has already. As it is, it may become more difficult to get rid of the younger one since he is now a Holder. Thus, we must try to remove the older one sooner rather than later, before another kamuy makes a contract with him.”
“…Would killing those that have contracts hurt the other kamuy?”
“No…the contract will simply break…I have no wish to lose any of the kamuy during this whole plan. As you understand, I have no desire to make this switch in balance permanent. Despite how I am treated for being a Kunne, how the other Kunne treat me, and despite my own nature…This is all meant to be selfless, for the benefit of us all…to prolong our lives…if any kamuy, no matter how minor, were to permanently die and our Creator be forced to create a whole new kamuy to replace them…this plan would be deemed a failure…as it is, I regret that I had to resort to this plan in the first place, much less in having to rely on those artifacts to make it work.”
Kaname hopped a little closer to the spirit, extending a wing to brush his feathers against the spirit as a gesture of comfort. “You…regret doing this?”
The spirit exhaled slowly, eyes closing and a sense of insecurity taking form. “As you know, my memory…hasn’t been the best lately. It’s…like it’s lagging on occasion. Often, I don’t realize what I’m doing until later…like something came over me and piloted my being…This plan…I had conjured it up a long time ago but had always been extremely hesitant to enact it, knowing the battle it would cause would be arduous. Yet, my mind didn’t realize I had begun it until it was too late to stop it…Each time my memory lapses like that there’s this weird feeling…”
“…What kind of weird feeling?”
“Like something is wrong. A chill more cutting than the bitterest of winters. Something so…evil, worse than the evil I’m used to. Almost primordial…the same feeling I got when those artifacts appeared 16 years ago.”
“Do you think they’re connected?”
“…Perhaps…this issue has been happening…shortly after I took you in…perhaps, the longer they exist in this realm, the more issues they will cause…All the more reason for those artifacts to be destroyed once we are done using them.”
“…You don’t plan on keeping them?”
“No. Not after all that has happened, and it would be too risky to send them to the mortal realm after they have served their purpose for us. Those…things, whatever they are or how they came to be, cannot be allowed to exist more than necessary.”
Kaname stared at the pool with Pauchi for a long moment, absorbing what he was told. “…Why did you take me in?”
Pauchi draped his wolf tail around the crow as if it were a big jacket. “In a way…you remind me of myself…something that no human had ever done before…”
There was another silent moment before the crow leaned his head against the spirit.
Pauchi nodded after looking out of the cave to see the moon slowly break through the blizzard’s clouds covering the valley. “I’m afraid I’ve kept you long enough. Go. Fly to them and maintain vigil.”
The crow reluctantly hopped out of the cave, taking a second to look back at the spirit before taking flight.
Pauchi mumbled under his breath, attempting to scratch at the back of his neck with a paw, “Stay safe…my friend.”
The pool rippled on its own before revealing a stern Poro-nitne-Kamuy staring back. “My lord, there is concerning news that these humans have brought to my attention.”
“Is it about the artifacts?”
“It’s about the Veil. It’s thinning.”
Pauchi narrowed his eyes. “…How? That’s not part of the plan…”
“Seems Tokapcup-Kamuy managed to sneak out of the prison and find a Holder, too. They want to strike a deal.”
“A celestial god making a deal with a demonic god? How intriguing.”
“She wants you to allow her and her Holder to be able to leave ES to investigate the Veil issue without punishing those that remain inside the boundaries you set.”
Pauchi thought for a moment. “Are they listening in right now?”
“No, I’m on a separate channel.”
“Good…Hmm, while it is concerning that a celestial managed to find a Holder and escaped to the mortal realm…She would be the best suited to investigate why the Veil is acting up…and that would keep her occupied and unable to intervene with my plans both at ES and in our realm…Very well, with one exception.”
“That being?”
“She and her Holder must report to us about what is going on. Since I will be busy with this universe and possibly the next if this Amagi Rinne is proving to be an exceptionally tough one, I request that she report to you and that you will report to Kaname so he can come to me if it is truly pressing or be able to help handle the issue with you.”
“A bit redundant, don’t you think?” Poro-nitne raised an eyebrow.
“It will have to be so for now. You have my blessing to make this deal with that exception.”
“Very well. How would I get in touch with your Kaname? And how would they get in touch with me?”
“He is not mine. Remember the deal I made with Apasam-un-Kamuy. I still need to find a way where he can return to the mortal world without the need for a Link. I’ll call him back in a little while and show him the Sanctum. He can get in touch with you through that, as well as that goddess. I don’t doubt she would know how to get ahold of you with her powers.”
“Very well. I will inform them of the conditions and keep notes until Kaname contacts me.” Poro-nitne briefly watched the spirit wolf turn around to answer Kenas-Unarpe’s question, spotting the suspicious white dot amongst the shadowy tendrils on the back of the insane god's neck, before vanishing from the pool.
~*~
Poro-nitne hummed in curiosity, asking himself, “That’s odd. It looked like a Scarab Beetle but white and red…”
~*~
At some point during their slow trek in the snow, they started to lose their way. The wind and snow made visibility near impossible and the tall pine trees on the mountainside were barely providing any cover. If possible, the air felt like it was getting even colder, as if the air itself was bordering on becoming ice.
Rinne had gone ahead to try and scout, reasoning they could use their hearing and howl to each other to help guide them through the storm. After Niki told him what he knew were the major landmarks to look out for, namely a human village and a castle made of stone, he took off ahead, leaving the others to follow at a slower pace.
It was when a particularly harsh, blustery wind blew that Tatsumi stumbled slightly and his back paw stepped into a rusted bear trap hiding under the snow. The trap snapped shut, the metal creaking and snapping loudly above the howling wind and pained yelp.
“Tatsumi?” HiMERU called back, his ears having just picked up the pained yelp.
“I’m stuck! Ow!”
HiMERU whipped around and trotted back to the ensnared wolf-priest, causing Mayoi and Niki to whirl around and chase after him once they realized what had happened. He sniffed the entrapped paw, whimpering in sympathy as the smell of iron filled his nostrils. “It…doesn’t look that bad…not great, but could be worse.”
“Okay,” Tatsumi winced as he tried to not move the paw too much, “But how do I get out?”
Niki prodded Mayoi with his nose to get his attention, gesturing the darker wolf to lie down so he could set the black pup on his shoulders. He trotted over to the duo and inspected the trap. “Hm…looks like it didn’t fully snap shut. I’d wager it’s too rusted to do that…You can probably still pull your paw out.”
HiMERU rounded on the solid grey wolf, “Are you insane!? That could cause more damage!”
“You think I don’t know that!” Niki snarled at him, blue eyes so ablaze that it took HiMERU aback, “You may not know, but I did have to go through something similar! While I appreciate the sentiment, I think I’m more qualified to handle this situation than you are!”
Only the howling of the wind broke the tense silence.
Niki yanked his head back to inspect the bear trap further, clearly agitated. HiMERU had no idea what to say. Part of him wanted to argue back while the other half that won told him now was not the time to get into it with the chef.
“Tatsumi-chan, it will hurt, but wiggle your paw over to the right a little. The gap is bigger there and you should be able to slide out.” Niki gently prodded the paw with his nose in the direction he was referring to.
The priest whimpered as he tried to move the paw, barely managing a few millimeters before he had to stop. Niki kept his eyes on the trap and the paw. “I think that’s good enough…HiMERU-kun, see if you can find a stick or something for him to bite into while he pulls his paw out.”
“…Fuck it!” HiMERU drew closer to the trapped wolf, “Just bite his fur. He can take it.”
Tatsumi wasted no time in biting down on HiMERU’s shoulder as he pulled his paw free, a drawn-out yelp of pain escaping regardless. Somehow, he managed to not hurt HiMERU in the process. He limped forward, blood speckling the snowy ground and heavily leaning on HiMERU for support. Niki proceeded to sniff and check Tatsumi’s wound until he huffed in satisfaction. “Didn’t go down to the bone, at least. But we need to figure something out for the bleeding soon.”
A blustery wind made all the wolves flinch and pause for a moment. HiMERU had to shout over the wind, “Shelter would also be nice!”
Niki quickly looked around before gesturing with his muzzle toward a pine tree whose branches were hanging low enough to work as a makeshift lean-to. HiMERU helped Tatsumi move towards the tree while the other grey wolf went back to Mayoi to pick up the black wolf pup and bring them along.
Once sheltered from the worst of the wind, Niki settled the black pup with Mayoi again while he helped HiMERU get Tatsumi to lie down to inspect the leg further. The solid grey wolf sniffed it before instinctually licking the wound, recoiling as his human mind came back in full force. “WOAH! Okay! Wolf instincts are very strong!”
“Honestly, not like there’s much of a choice. Not like we can just scrounge up a medkit,” HiMERU settled down beside Tatsumi to offer the other to lean against to make himself comfortable.
“Even if we did have one,” One could imagine the priest’s typical smile, “We wouldn’t be able to use it.”
“…Seriously? You’re injured! That’s the exact point of a medkit!” Niki glared at the other wolf.
“Shiina-san,” Tatsumi raised one of his front paws to emphasize his point, “We don’t have thumbs.”
There was a solid beat of silence before HiMERU and Mayoi snorted in amusement. Niki almost pouted as he gently smacked Tatsumi on the head with a paw. “Not that I don’t appreciate you somehow maintaining some semblance of humor during all of this, but you are getting exceptionally cheeky.”
“Getting a little too confident after that helicopter stunt, Tatsumi?” HiMERU inwardly surprised himself by playfully nipping one of Tatsumi’s ears.
The silver wolf turned to him with sly amusement, purposefully nipping his mane in retaliation. “Oh? Which one? Technically, both of those I wasn’t piloting.”
“P-Piloting!?” Niki and Mayoi screeched, making the pups cry out in protest for their sensitive ears.
The two older men sheepishly drooped their ears in response, having forgotten two of their friends were there who had no clue what they were talking about. Tatsumi nervously replied, “Y-Yeah…it was quite the universe…Though I only briefly piloted.”
“And then you were using a mini-gun and a sniper rifle to save us in the nick of time, Saint of Perfect Timing,” HiMERU drawled out preemptively pinning one of Tatsumi’s front paws with his own just in case the other idol thought about hitting him.
There was a brief narrowing of lavender eyes and something akin to distaste flashing in them before they returned to normal. “You of all people should know better than to call me a saint. I’m certainly not. And must I remind you that I saved your life in particular at least three times during all of that?”
“HiMERU also heard you tell our kamuy pilot to start pulling away before he was even on board.”
“You still got on. I told her to do that because we would be quicker to leave that way while still giving you a chance. It was a solid plan. Could even say it was the greatest plan at the time.”
“K-kamuy pilot!?” Mayoi looked between the two in great confusion.
Mayoi’s question snapped the two wolves out of the near argument they were having. Tatsumi grew sheepish once more. “R-right…My, uh, kamuy I made a deal with…um, she joined me to help them in their universe.”
“How can an ancient spirit use modern technology?” Niki muttered.
“Because not all of us stay isolated in our realm 24/7.”
Niki and Mayoi were spooked by Wakka talking while HiMERU instinctively leaned back as he looked to Tatsumi after hearing her voice coming from that direction. Wakka slowly crawled up Tatsumi’s mane before coming to sit on top of his head, looking very much like a miniature version of herself in more traditional attire. “Phew! That was a workout!”
“Uh…” All four wolves stared at the mini-god.
“Well,” Wakka had her hands on her hips, “Would you rather me struggle to keep up with all of you in my full physical form each time I’m called or talk to you, or have me be small for easier travel?”
“…I guess you have a valid point?” Tatsumi strained his eyes to look above him, not being able to see her in the slightest.
“Anyway!” Wakka slid down Tatsumi’s neck like a slide before stumbling over to the wounded back leg, “I do have some healing I can help with…it’s just…I have to use my element as a conduit, which would be your blood and tissue since there is water in them.”
“I-Is this some blood-bending thing where you manipulate the body?” Mayoi whimpered.
“…More or less. I won’t go into trying to repair the wound since that would be very painful, but I can at least get the bleeding to stop.” Wakka hovered over the wound to see what she had to work with.
Tatsumi sighed, resting his head on his paws, “Might as well. Not like there is any other option. I doubt we want to leave a blood trail for those Night Hunters to follow us either.”
At the mention of them, HiMERU snapped to attention, keeping his ears trained out past their small shelter and eyes peeled. That attention was quickly snapped back when the pups let out pained, distressed cries as they shivered despite being surrounded by Mayoi’s long fur.
“Shiina. Don’t move.” Niki froze as he felt something form on his shoulders before beginning to climb down his fur to the ground. Looking down, a miniature Fuchi walked over to the pups before petting them both, a warm glow emanating from her hands.
“Shh…shh…little ones…shh…” Their shivering started to dissipate after a few moments, the small god continuing to quietly comfort them, “I’ll help warm them back up as much as I can…”
“Oh! Yeah! Uh…I guess I have a kamuy, too? A little bit late to tell you all that…” It was Niki’s turn to become sheepish.
“Shiina,” HiMERU drew the chef’s attention, “Pauchi-Kamuy forced us to watch you and Hidaka a few times. We saw you make the deal with her.”
Wakka was almost about to start her magic when the appearance of the other kamuy snapped her out of her concentration, becoming nervous and bowing deeply. “F-F-Fuchi-Kamuy! It’s good to see you are alright!”
The more stoic of the two goddesses turned her head to her, hands not ceasing in warming the pups. “Wakka-Ush-Kamuy…I believe your Holder requires treatment?”
“R-Right!” Wakka began working post-haste, whispering apologies to Tatsumi as he audibly winced during the process.
The Timber wolf with citrine eyes watched the two goddesses. “HiMERU would rather not make assumptions, but it seems you two-”
“There is history between us, and I’d prefer to leave it at that,” Fuchi interrupted with a stern look. Wakka visibly chewed her lower lip as she attempted to keep focus.
Fuchi hummed slightly, using one hand to push back white fur to see a metal band, “Hm…? Ah, that’s where you went…Good boy…Hope you and Hasinaw-Uk-Kamuy are getting along well.”
HiMERU’s ears pricked. “Younger Amagi?”
“Hiiro-san?” Tatsumi and Mayoi straightened.
“Mm,” Fuchi continued warming the pups, “That collar he has now is the bracelet from earlier.”
“Wait, so if his bracelet came into this world with him, and I have the other half, where’s – OW! Found it…” Niki began scratching at his neck before a claw caught on something metallic hidden by his plush fur.
“Could have told you that.”
“And yet, you didn’t…” Niki glared at the fire goddess.
“More focused on making sure these two don’t freeze,” She placed a warm hand on top of Hiiro’s white, furry head, making him relax from the beginnings of another whine, “Shh…there, there…”
The black pup was far calmer, already curling itself into a ball beside Hiiro as the warmth began to lull it to sleep. The warm glow from Fuchi’s hands flickered, causing her to cease, “I’m afraid I’ve done all I could for now.”
Niki glanced through the nettles out into the wilds. “Rinne-kun’s been gone an awfully long time…”
“Someone should run after him and inform him of what happened to Tatsumi,” HiMERU was about to stand.
“I’ll go,” Niki began to walk to the exit, “I can track him better.”
“Even in a blizzard?”
The chef turned back to the blue bee, commenting as he waited for Fuchi to climb back up and vanish, “I have a strong nose that is even better as a wolf now. I’ll find my way to and back easily. Just keep watch, HiMERU-kun, Mayo-chan.”
~*~
Rinne was standing at the top of a ledge just after the tree line, staring down at the human village below. He could see humans milling about between the houses as they collected wood for their nightly fires, his wolfish senses instinctually telling him they were a threat and to keep his distance. Even without those senses, it didn’t take much to remind him that wolves and humans rarely saw eye to eye with each other and that any interactions in this universe were likely to be hostile.
The village lay near the base of a craggy, rocky outcrop that held the ruins of a castle at the top, its ancient, carved stone standing tall and foreboding over the village and wolf. “Niki said the cave should be near the castle and human village…I’ve got to be in the right place…Now, where could it be?”
A twig snapped behind him, causing him to whirl around and snarl in defense. His bristled fur began to smooth out as he spotted a familiar solid grey wolf coming through the tree line. “For fuck’s sake, Niki! Don’t sneak up on me like that!”
“Sorry,” Niki was short, opting to stand beside him to look out at the village below and attempt to ignore the small pain striking his temple, “Hmm…My memory says this village was much smaller back then…the place is supposed to be plentiful in prey, too…”
“Where are the others?”
Niki withdrew his stare from the village after a moment to look at Rinne. “Not that far behind. Honestly thought you would have been a bit further out than this.”
“Well, snow squalls made the going slow,” Rinne carefully licked some snowflakes from Niki’s face.
“Ugh! Really, Rinne-kun?” Niki playfully shook his head and stuck his tongue out.
The two share a laugh, something Rinne didn’t think would happen under the circumstances and hadn’t realized he missed terribly. Rinne draped his head over the other wolf’s shoulders, nuzzling slightly as his voice was just barely heard above the wind. “I missed you, Niki.”
Niki brought his head up to nuzzle the other similarly, voice sounding tired and relieved. “I missed you, too.”
They were like that for several moments until a high-pitched screech brought their senses on high alert, making them part and look toward the sound. Some children were having a snowball fight near the village, blissfully unaware of the wolves’ plight. The two wolves eased, though Niki began scanning the area around the castle. “We need to find a more permanent shelter for all of us.”
“Ya mean for ya.”
Niki slowly turned towards the red wolf and eyed him. Rinne leveled with him. “I’m not tryin’ to sound patronizing…I’m worried about the little ones, too…fucker decided to be especially cruel, this time.”
Niki nodded quietly, looking back across the valley. “Tatsumi-chan really needs shelter, too.”
“…What happened?”
“Bear trap. Thankfully rusted and he was able to pull free…it’s somewhat minor and Wakka’s working on doing what she can, but he needs to get out of the storm just as much now.”
“…Fuck…” Rinne cursed under his breath, “Shit just doesn’t let up.”
“…I think it was his bad leg, too.”
“Ya think?”
“He didn’t say,” Niki’s tone grew slightly bitter and remorseful, “But considering what happened at that school, it’s safe to say he wouldn’t let on that it was.”
Rinne heaved a tired, great sigh. “Of course, he wouldn’t…”
Niki gently poked his mane with his nose. “…We figured out who one of the pups is.”
Rinne simply looked over and nodded, prompting Niki to explain, “The white one…it’s Ototo-san.”
Bright cobalt eyes closed as his breath shuddered in partial relief at having his little brother back once more. That relief was soon flooded with extreme guilt. He leaned against Niki for comfort, whispering, “Is it bad that…I’m happy to have Ototo-kun, even though it means we are gonna be missing either Ai-chan or Kohaku-chan?”
“Oh, Rinne-kun,” Niki nuzzled the top of the red wolf’s head, the larger wolf ducking his head under the grey wolf’s chin, “He is your little brother. It’s understandable. Please don’t feel guilty.”
“Those two have gone through too much, though…it’s not fair for one of them to be who knows where else by themselves.”
“I know…none of this is fair. But we have to keep going. The moment we give in, even the slightest, will cause us to falter and lose ground…We have to remain strong.”
Rinne kept his opinions on if they had made any progress at all in their plight to himself. At this point, he was thoroughly done with the dealings of an ancient pantheon of gods and spirits. He just wanted to get everyone out of here. He pulled back and looked between Niki and the valley, both having a silent understanding of what still lay ahead and steeling themselves for who knows lay in wait. He flung his head back and let out a deep, summoning howl that shook the very snowflakes in the air.
Niki’s ears swiveled behind him upon hearing a muffled yip. He spotted two adults with the pups dangling from their jaws slowly making their way to them through the blustery wind, feeling his heart drop when the third adult didn’t show.
He rushed towards them, bounding and leaping through the snow and forcing Rinne to quickly scurry after him. “Where’s HiMERU-kun?”
Rinne quickly inspected Tatsumi’s paw, finding the blood had clotted enough to keep it from bleeding any further but the other idol-wolf was reluctant to put any weight on it. He gestured to the small black pup in his mouth, to which the other understood and settled the pup on his paws for Rinne to carry instead.
Tatsumi turned to Niki, now able to speak properly without a mouthful. “He thought he heard dogs from the human village getting too close and had us follow him to get back with you guys. Is he not here?”
“No! We never saw him!” Niki looked around the area in a panic as the wind began to grow harsher, making loose snow fly up to obscure their vision. “Damn it!”
Rinne wanted to curse out loud, too, for the blue bee out of all of them to get separated, but he did not want to risk dropping the pup. As it was, his mind was partially in awe about carrying something so small and helpless, even if the idea that this could be his other unit-mate made it slightly silly and unnerving.
Tatsumi shook what snow had built up in his fur off to not much avail as the wind blew more back on him. “I could have sworn he wasn’t that far ahead and we tried to stick together.”
Niki grumbled, “Doesn’t take much to lose sight in this weather.”
There was a slightly distant yet familiar howl echoing on the winds. All of the adults perked at hearing it, with Mayoi and Tatsumi’s tail beginning to wag slightly. Tatsumi sighed, “Glad to know wolves can tell so much from a howl. HiMERU-san must have found some prey.”
“He really shouldn’t be trying to hunt in this weather. I thought he would have had a better grasp on the order of importance here.” Niki froze as his stomach began growling painfully, setting off everyone else’s.
Getting a good look at each other revealed that they must have been running from the Night Hunters, the Balkar, for a while, enough to have not hunted for a long time. They were all starving.
Niki huffed, “Okay, maybe he had a point.”
Both pups let out shrieks as another wind blew, snapping the two semi-feuding wolves back into focus as the other two tried to shelter the precious bundles. “Shiina-san, do you think you can lead the way from here?”
Niki growled, “Hopefully...”
The group trailed on, hoping their temporarily lost member would catch up to them soon. Niki led the way down the slope and over a river that had long since frozen solid, making sure he helped Tatsumi across so neither slipped.
Once on the other side, Tatsumi looked up as they drew closer to the castle, his memory for this universe supplying that they called it the Stone Den. Just above it, the clouds parted just enough for a single, bright star to be seen. He couldn’t help but feel it was God’s light shining the way for them, a beacon of hope. The dark pillars of the once glorious castle leered over the valley ominously, despite it all. His mind recalled several stories, legends, and myths of this universe, for once grateful that he did not suffer the same crippling headaches nearly everyone else seemed to get when they recalled such things. However, very few of what he was recalling were of the happy kind.
Niki’s excited howl brought his attention back to the group, seeing the grey wolf dart off away from the river. The group hurried after him, though slower in pace. Niki nosed around near a birch tree and a frozen waterfall, familiarizing himself as the others caught up. He darted further up and into the hillside until they came to a small cave opening that was partially obscured by the dangling branches of a willow tree and with a large, rocky outcrop above.
The wolves filed in, finding the ceiling a touch low, for Rinne had to duck several inches. Soon, the tunnel opened up to a larger, rocky room, leaving more than enough room for the largest of the wolves to stretch to his full height. The cave itself was large enough that they could easily fit the whole group and then some inside, and was remarkably dry considering how close it was to the stream and small waterfall. It was cool, but a far cry warmer than outside.
“Finally!” Niki cheered as he made himself comfortable with what remained of a dirt nest, not wanting to leave the pups to sit on cold rocks that would sap their body heat. Dirt wasn’t much better, but it would do.
He stopped when he remembered Tatsumi’s condition and got to work making another nest for the injured wolf and helping him to settle down. Mayoi and Rinne settled the pups into the nest they figured Niki had made for himself and them, assuming more or less correctly that Niki was going to go into extreme mother-hen mode and wish to keep them close. Once Tatsumi assured the chef for the sixth time that he was fine, Niki bounced back to his own nest to lay down, laying his head on his paws as he intently watched the pups in front of him. At least they weren’t in danger of freezing to death anymore.
Tatsumi, being the stubborn one as usual when it came to his health, decided to come closer to Niki’s makeshift nest and settle down there. Mayoi settled just behind him and laid his head on the other’s back. Rinne sat close to Niki, his wolf sight making it easy for him to see the black pup even in the slight darkness of the cave. The two were curled together similarly to Yin and Yang, finally content that they were out of the cold and starting to sleep soundly, occasionally yawning to reveal tiny pink tongues.
“…I know this isn’t the greatest of situations, but they’re damn cute.” Rinne couldn’t help himself as he watched them.
“I have to agree. They are quite cute,” There was almost a fond smile on the grey wolf’s face as he kept his gaze trained on the tiny, helpless furballs. Tatsumi rested his chin on the edge of the nest with Mayoi, also watching the pups with fond amusement.
A shadow vaguely looking like a ragged wolf danced across the wall of the cave. Rinne and, to everyone’s surprise, Mayoi jumped up and bristled, growling and snarling fiercely at the intruder. They instantly relaxed as the wolf stepped away from the blinding light to reveal himself to be HiMERU, and he carried a small, slightly scrawny rabbit in his jaws.
“Damn it, Merumeru!” Rinne lowly growled, “Don’t do that!”
“HiMERU-san?” Both Tatsumi and Mayoi’s tails wagged at his return.
HiMERU gingerly set the rabbit by Niki. “Sorry. But HiMERU figured food would be next on the list. While it isn’t much, it should hold Shiina for a little while.”
Niki took the rabbit and moved out of the nest with it, settling close by on a flat rock while Mayoi took his turn to watch the pups. “Thanks! But are you sure?”
“Positive. Those pups will only survive so long as you stay well. The rest of us will have to find something once the storm subsides,” HiMERU sat back near the entrance, keenly watching the tunnel and the entrance to the outside world vigilantly, “He thought he found tracks from those…Night Hunters that…other god mentioned. Who was that again, Amagi?”
“Kinda hard to call it a god,” Rinne settled by the pup nest, “That was Kenas-Unarpe-Kamuy. She’s…more like a mostly evil spirit that likes to drink the blood of hunters she tricks into following her into swamps and marshes.”
“What exactly about that description makes any part of her not evil?” HiMERU drawled incredulously.
“She gets called upon on occasion to help with childbirth,” Rinne deadpanned.
“HUH!?” All of the wolves looked at him with disturbed confusion.
“Well, she…It’s going to get disgusting, forewarning all of y’all. She drinks the blood that is spilled during childbirth because of some nonsense taboo and thinking that equates blood from pregnant women as some sort of pollution.”
“EW!”
“Yeah, so it’s more like she kinda gets a deal out of it and people call for her help very cautiously ‘cause she is quite powerful and extremely dangerous. Typically though, she is one of those things ya wanna stay extremely clear of,” Rinne paused in his explanation, a perplexed and cautious expression showing, “I don’t remember any stories of her having these pets, though.”
“It’s a lesser-known power of hers from the human perspective. Sometimes she would have these shadow creatures lure hunters to her.”
The wolves darted their gazes around the cave as the woman’s voice echoed. It was only when Mayoi looked back at the pups that he reared backward. “EEEEK! O-over here!”
“Did not mean to frighten you,” The larger wolves saw a miniature of Hasinaw-Uk-Kamuy sitting cross-legged with the pups, a hand gently patting Hiiro as he slept.
“You were that woman who was with Hiiro-san earlier back at that hospital in the previous world, correct?” Tatsumi’s fur slowly settled back down.
“Correct. He is my Holder.” Hasinaw-Uk was sternly monotone as she gently scratched behind the white pup’s ear, earning a gentle, sleepy coo from him.
Rinne bowed his head low and became very polite. “Thank you for taking care of my little brother and Niki, Hasinaw-Uk-Kamuy. And to Fuchi-Kamuy, as well.”
“I didn’t know you could get so polite, Rinne-kun,” Niki huffed in amusement as he began working at the stringy rabbit which didn’t taste nearly as weird as he thought the fur and raw meat would, possibly because of being a wolf.
Rinne looked at him with a dead look. “We already have one very pissed-off asshole and his minions on our case. We don’t need more.”
“Bold of you to say that in front of three of your goddesses,” HiMERU moved over to be beside Mayoi and Tatsumi, giving the priest a reproachful look for lying on the floor when there was another nest set up.
“Considering his intention, he’ll get a pass,” Fuchi’s mature tone caught the wolves’ attention as she slid down Niki’s back and walked calmly, but with purpose over to the pups. Her tone changed to something akin to motherly once she saw the pups, “Now, how are these little darlings doing?”
Wakka soon formed and joined them, watching over them from above on the edge. “They seem peaceful now.”
Hasinaw-Uk gazed at Rinne and a gentle smile broke her otherwise stone-cold countenance. “As I told your little brother, just Hasinaw-Uk is fine.”
Rinne looked quite unsure and sheepish, causing the goddess to chuckle. “Even acting as he did when I told him that, you certainly are his brother.”
Tatsumi tilted his head. “Didn’t he refer to you with ‘sama’?”
The hunting goddess continued to stroke Hiiro’s head as he slept. “Yes. Hiiro-san insisted that it didn’t seem proper for him to address me so casually, thus I chose to refer to him similarly.”
“C-come to think of it…” Mayoi glanced warily between the three, small spirits, “M-most of you don’t use honorifics at all when addressing us.”
Fuchi shook her head, her words slipping out slightly venomous. “That’s because those are Japanese conventions, not Ainu.”
Everyone, except Rinne, flinched at her tone. Wakka attempted to ease them, “What she means by that is that the conventions would be different in the Ainu language.”
“So why don’t you use those?” HiMERU blatantly asked.
All three goddesses grew quiet, Wakka and Hasinaw more somber while Fuchi was more agitated. Fuchi spat, “Our language is mostly forgotten. Not many speak it anymore, much less worship us exclusively. It’s why we speak your tongue as of now. Had you met us in our heyday, you wouldn’t be able to understand us.”
Niki finished a shred of meat before speaking. “How can you forget your own language? Shouldn’t that be the standard for any pantheon from a group of people?”
Fuchi looked about ready to start another venomous rant before a gentle hand from Hasinaw-Uk silenced her. The huntress spoke, “It depends on how people view the attachment between the gods and the world. Some pantheons are treated like supreme beings that are distinct from humans and are their overlords. Ours treats the divine and human worlds as delicately entwined. The gods and humans are equal in terms of interacting with each other, and thus we are highly in tune with our people. This is further compounded since our people don’t have a writing system, so the existence of our pantheon relies on oral tradition and memory.”
HiMERU nodded, “So, in other words, the reason you are all forgetting your original language is because not many of those who still believe in you can speak it.”
“Precisely.”
“U-um…” Mayoi kneaded the floor with his paws as he thought, “I-I hate to ask, b-but how many speakers are left? A-And wouldn’t Rinne-san know since…”
“Nah, I don’t know Ainu,” Rinne shrugged, figuring out what Mayoi was trying to ask, “The few words I do know are mostly just ‘cause they were what my old man taught me for rituals or some bare basic shit. Even my old man can’t speak it and very few of the oldest elders in my hometown can. Last I knew, I think we only had maybe five or so native speakers left out of…I think 30,000 who do openly identify as Ainu.”
There was a brief, albeit tense silence before Niki found the courage to speak. “So…the Ainu language is almost gone.”
“Pretty much,” Wakka said solemnly.
“It’s more than our language,” Fuchi spoke bitterly, “Our whole culture is nearly gone. Ever since those settlers moved north and the Japanese government forced our people to assimilate or be branded as criminals, time and time again the Ainu and our pantheon were discriminated against. The Shinto belief even bastardized some of us gods by making copies for their own faith. Many were forced to conjure up explanations that some of our legends and stories had Japanese origins just so our people could still tell them…Now, with so few who know the original stories, it has become hard to tell what was originally ours, fake, or someone else’s entirely.”
HiMERU grumbled after a moment, “While it is lamentable what happened to your people, you seem quite harsh to judge the Japanese as a whole, especially since we, as your allies, are Japanese…well, most of us, at least.”
“Well, to be fair,” Wakka began, “our people never received any sort of apology from the Japanese government for how they were treated, and the few times they have tried to help preserve our people’s culture has sometimes been shallow at best.”
Fuchi was silent, glaring at the stone floor as if trying to set it ablaze before her burning stare cooled considerably, her shoulders giving with a small sigh. “No, he does have a point.”
Hasinaw and Wakka jumped slightly, eyes wide at the fire goddess. The huntress spoke softly, as if whispering her astonishment, “Never have I seen Fuchi relent that easily…”
“Yeah…”
Fuchi inhaled and exhaled very slowly to steady herself. “Yes…I’m not one to back down like this so easily. But it would be unfair of me to treat you all like you did the injustice yourselves when none of you were even alive during that time. As it is, many of you aren’t even old enough to vote, so you have even less say in what the government does and doesn’t do. Not only that, but none of you have been hostile to the rest of us kamuy, despite all you have been through. Hesitant and suspicious, sure, considering how low of a bar Pauchi-Kamuy has set. And, despite knowing that you have quite a significant stake in this fight with the Kunne, I can still sense a genuine want to help…And that’s something I haven’t seen in a long time…So, I apologize.”
Tatsumi’s ears swiveled towards and away from the fire goddess repeatedly and slowly, as if mulling over his words very carefully. “…While it may be a cold comfort, I do understand the tribulations your pantheon and people have gone through, as my faith suffered discrimination by the Japanese government, as well, though it was before my time.”
Fuchi gazed at him and tilted her head, the only indication on her otherwise passive face that she had grown curious. “Hm? I can tell just from the energy you give off that you believe in the Christian God, yes?”
“Yes, though my particular faith isn’t…well, it’s not fully Catholic Christian anymore, technically. Back when Japan didn’t have religious freedom, especially during the Meiji era, any who were Christians were forced to keep their faith hidden or go into hiding themselves. To hide their faith, they sometimes adopted Shinto beliefs and practices as a disguising method. Over time and when Japan finally allowed freedom of religion, that group that kept to the blend of Shinto and Christian beliefs became Kakurei Kirishitan, which my family was descendants of.”
Fuchi nodded slowly, humming in thought. “…Thank you for sharing…”
All was quiet in the cave, save for Mayoi shaking himself out of a shiver. There was a distinct, metallic clink as he shook his mane out. Rinne slowly turned to the dark wolf, eyeing him up and down before speaking, “Mayoi-chan. What was that sound?”
Mayoi froze, turquoise eyes wide and tail starting to bush out. “Uh…W-well, I-I meant to tell you all this earlier…B-but I think the leaders in ES have a plan to help us. Somehow they got in c-contact with me and sent me this necklace for safekeeping.”
All ears swiveled to the wolf. Rinne slowly enunciated, “Did that necklace have a colored gem?”
“Y-Yes?” Mayoi began to tremble, “D-Did I do something bad?”
“Mayoi-san,” Tatsumi gently prodded him with his nose, “Those artifacts Pauchi-Kamuy is looking for are six colored gems. Hiiro-san has the orange one. What color is the one you now have?”
“P-Purple…”
Wakka gasped and beamed excitedly, “That’s Yushkep!”
Hasinaw was more perplexed. “But she was supposed to find a Holder out there. Why did she end up back here?”
“W-Well, Sakuma-san left a note saying to t-trust a woman named Yushkep if she spoke to me. M-maybe she communicated with them?”
Fuchi spoke sternly, “While she is quite caring, she’s not prone to obeying her whims or flights of fancy. She must have a reason for doing this…though the only options I can think of are not good in the slightest.”
“And what would these reasons be?” HiMERU couldn’t shake the uneasiness that was starting to creep in.
“Well, when we aren’t under contract, we can tell the mental state of other humans. My bet, considering everything that has happened, is that she decided that she needed to be here because Ayase is going to be in need of her,” Fuchi began explaining.
“Does being a Holder change that?” Tatsumi tilted his head curiously.
Wakka spoke quickly, “Oh, shoot! I knew I had forgotten something! Part of the contract is that the associated god also strengthens the mental fortitude of their chosen human.”
“So they don’t give in too easily when their sanity is tested…” HiMERU thought aloud, the uneasiness growing more and more, “Would that mean this Yushkep believes Ayase might need her because he’s…close to a mental break?”
All of the wolves found words were unable to form at that revelation. Mayoi’s ears drooped, “I-I wouldn’t doubt that considering everything that has happened so far…Plus with me being the way I am isn’t helping…”
“Ayase,” HiMERU began to reproach.
“No, HiMERU-san,” Mayoi stared directly into citrine, grave but stern, “My mental state was never the best even before this whole mess. It was only a natural conclusion that I would probably be the first to have a mental break. As it is, I’ve already died twice-”
“Twice?” Rinne, Tatsumi, and HiMERU reared back slightly.
Niki sighed forlornly, “During my punishment, Pauchi-Kamuy wanted to twist the knife a bit more and had Mayo-chan with me for a bit.”
Mayoi nodded, “And I died in that one, too. As it is, I’m on two strikes. I’d imagine those with a better mental state going in may last more than three deaths, but something tells me that won’t be the case for me.”
HiMERU stood up and snarled, pacing back and forth near the front of the cave. “This is bullshit! Why is he focusing on you!? First, he had his Assistant chase you to your death, and then-”
“He did what!?” Tatsumi growled as he stood, anger making him unable to feel the pain in his paw as he put weight on it.
“T-Tatsumi-san…”
HiMERU’s tail lashed and teeth became exposed in a snarl. “You heard HiMERU. He imagines that Assistant had something to do with your injury back at the school?”
“Oh, yeah,” Tatsumi sneered venomously, “That insane god decided I would be a good practice dummy for the Assistant to learn a few things, namely crushing me under a cabinet.”
“That bastard!” HiMERU snarled, kicking a rock across the floor.
“What?” All three goddesses looked distressed and in terror.
Wakka pulled on Tatsumi’s fur, eyes wide. “Tatsumi! You said Pauchi-Kamuy was teaching him?”
“Yes, I’d imagine that he must be a Holder, as well?” Tatsumi narrowed his lavender eyes.
“No…!” Wakka became immensely fearful, pulling all the wolves out of their disbelief and rage, “This is so much worse! That’s a Link!”
Hasinaw-Uk’s voice was even, but her hand was shaky as she tried petting Hiiro, “One of the major differences between a Holder contract and a Link is the types of powers available to let the human use. As a Holder, you can use some of our powers but not some of our higher powers since the energy required to use them would be too much to handle for a human body without a spiritual conduit directly inside them.”
Wakka explained further, “Kind of like how I can let Tatsumi use my water powers if need be, but he wouldn’t be able to use the healing magic I’m capable of unless we had formed a Link.”
Rinne tilted his head curiously. “First I’m hearing of any of this.”
Fuchi nodded, “The stories made by humans do not go into much detail about it, but the very first you might be familiar with that started the Holder contracts and Links was Okikurumi.”
Rinne nodded in understanding. Tatsumi shook his fur to clear his nerves. “So a Link means they have more powers available?”
Wakka clung to his fur, legs shaky. “A Link gives some of the spiritual life energy from the god to the human, which is what makes them able to use those powers. On top of that, they don’t need permission from the god to use them, and they are like another conduit for the god where they could take them over for a period of time if need be. These Links form in stages, with each progressive stage unlocking more and more powers for the human to use, so long as the god teaches them how, with the last stage allowing the human to become a physical vessel of the god in the mortal realm.”
“Hmm, it’s curious he would establish a Link over a Holder contract. Sounds more time-consuming for a Link.” HiMERU looked across the cave, focusing on nothing in particular as he mentally tried to calm himself.
“Because, in Pauchi-Kamuy’s case, he can’t,” Fuchi explained, “All of his powers would be too much for a human to handle, much less would make the human dangerously powerful, which is why it was outlawed for any Kunne to make a Link or Holder contract. But as Wakka-Ush-Kamuy said, he could hijack this Assistant’s body in the human realm pretty much whenever for a certain amount of time. If he keeps that Link with him, then it won’t matter if we send him back into confinement in Teinei. He will just escape time and again by taking over his human vessel.”
Rinne huffed a low growl. “Meaning we’re never gonna be rid of that jackass…Fuck my life!”
“So…would there be a way to make sure he can’t?” Mayoi mumbled quietly.
Hasinaw bit her lip slightly. “Potentially…Theoretically, another god good hijack the human vessel and establish their own Link, but that’s never been seen and it would hypothetically take an awful lot of power to do that. Which at the current stance of the rest of the gods, I doubt any of us would have the strength for that except for maybe the celestial gods. There would only be two other options: either Pauchi-Kamuy breaks it himself by taking away the spiritual energy he gave in the first place, or the human vessel would have to…expire.”
“So the Assistant would have to die. Doubt the asshole will ever break it,” Rinne scratched at his ear with a hind leg.
Tatsumi’s ears stood forward and at attention, narrowed eyes widening. “Wakka. Didn’t you say to me that there was a god that was in charge of helping the establishment of these contracts and links?”
“Yes…Apasam-un-Kamuy…” Wakka grew worried, “Why would they allow a Kunne to form a Link and break that law…?”
“HiMERU thought these were between the god and human directly. Why is there another god involved?”
Wakka sighed, “They are the gods of the threshold. They guard the person during times of transition or change, which is why it’s immensely important for them to help in the process of forming a contract or Link, as doing it without their help could be quite dangerous or even not work at all.”
“Sounds to me they have a lot to answer for,” Rinne grumbled, irritated with the workings of the various gods.
The pups whined loudly, drawing everyone’s attention. The two began to wiggle and crawl around, having had a satisfying enough nap and whooping and cooing as they moved. Hiiro crawled towards Mayoi and Tatsumi, who set their muzzles against him. The white pup cooed sweetly as he tried to crawl onto their snouts only to slide back down. Wakka giggled at the sight while Hasinaw covered her mouth with a hand, though her eyes shone bright with amusement.
HiMERU felt his lips turn up into the best attempt at a smirk for a wolf. “Seems he missed you two.”
Hiiro’s head whipped around after hearing the Timber wolf and began crawling towards him with questioning whimpers, using only his hearing and nose to guide himself around. HiMERU stood rigid, eyes glued to the wolf pup. Rinne snickered quietly while Niki huffed in amusement, “You act like you haven’t let a baby touch you before, HiMERU-kun.”
The Timber wolf slowly lowered his head until his muzzle was just in front of the white pup, posture still rigid. Hiiro slowly sniffed him before letting out a surprised yip and snuggling closer to the other. HiMERU was wide-eyed. “Uh…Nice to see you, too?”
Tatsumi settled back down near the pup nest. “Come to think of it. Is this the first time you and Hiiro-san got to see each other since this whole thing began?”
HiMERU, eyes still glued to the white pup rubbing his face against his snout, thought for a long moment. “…He thinks so…”
“Kyaha~ He’s probably surprised he got to see ya this time.” Rinne cackled.
That cackle snapped Hiiro out of his nuzzling and directed his attention to where he heard Rinne’s voice. Excited yips and coos escaped him as he scrambled across the dirt to get to him. Rinne wasted no time in lowering his face to be in front of the pup, heart warming as Hiiro clambered across his snout and continued to coo happily. “Missed ya too, Ototo-kun…”
Hiiro stayed on the dirt floor and swung his little head back as much as his newborn body could to let out a long, “Arroooo!”
Rinne grew giddy. “Ya howled~! That’s a good lil’ wolfy!”
Mayoi squealed at the sight. “He’s too cute~!”
The black pup wandered around the nest until it came across Tatsumi and Mayoi, yipping softly at the silver wolf before pausing and yipping louder at Mayoi. Mayoi nuzzled the pup gently, finding the pup attempting to hug his snout before he flopped back on the ground from uncoordinated limbs. “This one is cute, too~!”
Rinne paused for a moment as he watched the black pup. “Hey, goddesses…Can ya sense any…other gods on that one?”
Tatsumi perked up. “Right! Aira-san also made a contract…with…Apasam-un-Kamuy…”
Fuchi nodded, her knitted eyebrows the only hint that she was quite furious with that god in particular. “Yes…Though I can assure you all that there is no kamuy with this one.”
“So…it has to be Kohaku-san, then…” Tatsumi pondered.
“HiMERU does need to remind everyone that this one could be any of Trickstar, as well.”
“Fuck…” Rinne cursed, “That’s right…”
Mayoi was sniffing the black pup keenly, turquoise eyes narrowing in thought. “Hmm…I think we can narrow it down by scent…”
“Do we know Trickstar well enough to figure out each individually by scent?” HiMERU tilted his head quizzically.
“Hmm…This one…smells like wool and…amber, like warm resin…” Mayoi sniffed further as the pup seemed completely unbothered, “And…I’m picking up…cherry blossoms?”
Tatsumi took a turn at sniffing the pup. “That’s about what I’m picking up.”
The three bee-wolves simply glanced at each other.
“That’s gotta be Kohaku-chan.”
“That has to be Oukawa.”
Mayoi and Tatsumi chuckled at the unified response. The black pup, Kohaku, howled a little “Awoo” in agreement, making Mayoi squeal again.
“There’s no way any of Trickstar would smell like that,” Rinne snickered.
“Well,” Niki grew mischievous, “We could get further proof if, say, we ask Kohaku-chan to bite Rinne-kun’s nose to confirm that it is him.”
“Don’t push it…” Rinne glared at the solid grey wolf before realizing the black pup was scrambling towards him.
Foolishly, he bent down to sniff the pup. The pup bit him on the nose as hard as the little newborn could. “OW! Yeah…That’s Kohaku-chan alright…”
HiMERU lowly chuckled, placing a paw delicately inside the nest. “Nice job, Oukawa.”
Kohaku scrambled over to the Timber wolf and headbutted the paw on account of not being coordinated enough to do a proper low-five. Rinne grumbled as he used a paw to rub at his sore nose, “Ya taught him bad things, Merumeru.”
“HiMERU is not sure what you speak of, Amagi.”
“Awwoo!” Kohaku cooed in delight.
“Arrooo!” Hiiro howled a little louder in response.
There was a brief pause between the two pups as they attempted to look at each other, missing each other’s faces by several inches since their eyes were shut tight. Then Hiiro howled louder. “Arrooo!!”
Which caused Kohaku to match him. “Awwoo!!”
“ARROOO!”
“AWWOOO!”
“Okay! Ya two!” Rinne poked both pups gently with his nose, “That’s enough choral practice!”
Both pups grumbled in response. Kohaku crawled closer to Hiiro and began nibbling on his ear. Hiiro squeaked and began trying to bite Kohaku’s ear, often colliding heads and pushing each other with their tiny, pink paws. Niki nuzzled them both to separate them. “Okay, that’s enough boys.”
HiMERU and Tatsumi gently chuckled while Mayoi was glued to the pups, tail wagging excessively. The larger Timber wolf glanced to the entrance and padded over to examine the storm. “…At this rate, the storm probably won’t cease until the morning…”
Rinne yawned, canines glinting. “Damn…Oh well, guess we should get some shut-eye while we can.”
Niki yawned as well, long and drawn out enough to elicit a whine while doing so, causing Fuchi to vanish from sight, no doubt to slumber herself. He shuffled over so Rinne could sleep behind him and picked up each pup to nestle around his belly to drape his tail over like a blanket. Both pups nestled into the warm fur and yawned themselves, slowly growing quiet as sleep took them once again. Once Hiiro was sound asleep, Hasinaw vanished as well.
Mayoi stood up and sharply stared at the priest on the rock floor. The silver wolf nearly rolled over to look up at Mayoi with a sheepish smile and a slight tail wag. Mayoi huffed once, making the tail wagging stop. HiMERU inwardly chuckled at the sight but shared the same sharp stare. “Tatsumi. Shiina worked hard on that nest for you.”
Tatsumi finally relented, attempting to stand on his own. “Okay, okay.”
Mayoi had to grab him by the scruff to help him up on his feet and walk him over to the nest where Tatsumi settled near the edge. HiMERU began to walk over to the entrance when he felt someone nip his mane rather pointedly. He whirled around, startled to see Mayoi staring at him so closely and fiercely.
“You need to rest, too, HiMERU-san.”
“And someone needs to watch the entrance,” HiMERU delicately tried to persuade, not used to seeing such a fierce look on someone usually extremely timid.
Rinne huffed from where he was, eyes closed. “No one’s gonna try and attack us in this storm, Merumeru. Get some shut-eye. We need to be bright and bushy-tailed in the morning if we want a good chance at grabbin’ some food…pun not intended, by the way.”
HiMERU sighed, “Fine.”
Mayoi still nipped his mane when he tried to turn away, glaring at him and then pointing back to the nest with Tatsumi. HiMERU stood still, trying to find a way to gently turn him down. Tatsumi’s chuckle irked him only slightly. “I wouldn’t test Mayoi-san if I were you. Once he’s like this, there’s no changing his mind.”
Yeah…‘I’ remember that from the school, Tatsumi.
Knowing it was a losing battle, he followed Mayoi to the nest, finding it was far larger than it at first seemed. Mayoi settled behind Tatsumi and HiMERU settled just behind Mayoi, trying to give him space.
Mayoi whispered lowly to him, “I know it’s awkward, but we’ll be warmer if we are all together.”
After another reluctant pause, HiMERU shuffled over to the other. This was something he was never used to. He could never afford to let anyone get too close, figuratively and literally. He could feel more of those sharp sparks he had been trying his hardest to ignore being this physically close to the introverted idol, and he wasn’t too sure how he should perceive his feelings about Tatsumi, especially after the last universe and losing him as he did in that school despite a burning hatred for what he did to him, whether intentional or not. Besides, he realized partway through their discussion earlier that sleep would elude him tonight. His blood started to run cold at the realization.
The Assistant was a human.
He hoped there was a cult involved, no matter if it would make the situation that much more convoluted. As it was, there was only one other human involved in this that wasn’t part of this group.
Kaname…please…please don’t be who ‘I’ think you are…
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 24: Cracks and Fractures (The Sight Arc Part 2)
Notes:
Woo boy! Long time no post!
Lots of technical issues flared up and it resulted in me losing nearly all of my notes for this arc and having to reread the book this section is based on! Plus, I'm now starting my final class before I get my bachelor's degree and it is basically a mini-thesis and presentation, on top of going to Greece next week! Hopefully during the flights and layovers I will have the time to reread the book in quicker speed and take physical notes (so tired of making Word documents that end up not saving even though they tell me they do).
Ah!~ I've missed writing this series~!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening: Overlap by Kimeru
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_duoLVBuELM
Last night, deep in the mountains of Transylvania…
Hokuto huffed as he slowly trudged through the deep snow. The wind blew his slate grey fur speckled with white and black flat against his body, black ears pinned to his head to keep them warm. He managed to find a small cave, barely a few feet inside the side of a rocky hillside but it would do. He shook his fur out, finally getting a chance to let it fluff.
“Damn it…for once I’m on my own…hope everyone’s okay.”
“Oh, they’re fine for now.”
Hokuto whirled at the other voice. A mangy grey wolf stared at him from the other corner of the cave, tongue lolling out and eyes boring into him like drills, a sick, smug amusement present in the air surrounding it. The darker-colored wolf pinned his ears back and snarled at the mangy wolf. “Who are you!?”
“Heh,” The wolf seemingly smirked, “Just a lovely friend of Pauchi-Kamuy’s. Got caught out in the storm when I was supposed to train the Balkar, though Kenas-Unarpe should be doing just a fine enough job on her own.”
Hokuto glared at the other. “State your name.”
“Pakoro-Kamuy. God of pestilence, with a specialty in smallpox,” The wolf did a mock bow, “At your service.”
“Bullshit, you’re at my service,” Hokuto snapped.
“Oh, but you have made another task of mine that much easier by coming to me,” The diseased god leaned forward ever so slightly, a conspiratorial glint bright in his sickly, pupilless, yellow-green eyes, “I have something Pauchi-Kamuy wishes to show you.”
He conjures up a vision in the small pool of water near the front of the cave. It looked like an auditorium in some school. Hokuto could make out a person who looked very much like Tatsumi but with longer hair, and another that looked like HiMERU. The idol glared once more at the god. “Why are you showing me this?”
Pakoro's lips curled into a teeth-revealing smile, sending uneasy shivers down his back. “Consider it a gift from Pauchi-Kamuy. Something that you really should know. Something that your friend, HiMERU, has kept secret for far too long. Something just for your eyes and ears alone.”
~*~
Rinne stretched his limbs out as he waited for everyone else to wake up, grateful for his plush fur as he noticed the wind was still bitingly cold despite barely blowing out there. He was not at all surprised to see HiMERU the next one awake, seeing as how that man – now a wolf – always seemed to rise early and at the same time each day. However, even from this distance, he could tell from HiMERU’s eyes that the other hadn’t slept much at all last night.
The light grey Timber wolf slowly padded towards Rinne who sat by the entrance. “Odd to see you awake, Amagi.”
“Yeah, an empty stomach and a full mind will do that…” Rinne peered out the entrance tunnel, “Snow looks deep, but we should find something. Everything’s gotta find something to eat at some point…”
HiMERU looked at the other wolves who were all slowly in the process of waking up. He could feel a frown form as Tatsumi’s injured leg looked far too stiff. He lowered his head and tone to the red wolf. “Who should go out? We need someone to watch the pups.”
Rinne had noticed the stiff leg as well, keeping his tone low. “Tatsumi-chan will haveta stay behind, can barely walk as it is. Though, I wonder if we will be fine with just three of us…”
HiMERU glanced at the other wolves before giving a quizzical head tilt. “Not going to bring Shiina?”
Rinne was quiet, blue not meeting yellow. “Niki needs to stay safe if Hiiro and Kohaku-chan are to be fine. Plus, if something happens, I don’t think Tatsumi-chan will be in any condition to fight.”
HiMERU was about to bite back that he was being overcautious until he remembered what happened to Tatsumi. Even if it didn’t seem that dangerous, who knew what lay beneath the snow, much less how dangerous it could be with how close humans are and if any prey could fight back. The last thing they needed was for Niki to get unlucky enough to get caught in a trap or injured by another animal. Just because the one Tatsumi got stuck in was rusted won’t mean all of them are like that, much less any wounds would be no more than superficial. With those Kunne Kamuy out and about, they couldn’t risk leaving only one adult behind, especially when that one adult was already grievously injured.
“So…Just you, HiMERU, and Ayase? Will that be enough?”
Rinne’s exhaled breath was visible near the entrance, a testament to the cold outside. “It will have to be. We’ll have to really coordinate on this.”
Mayoi tapped Tatsumi with his tail as a signal for him to stay in the nest before trotting over followed closely by Niki. The grey wolf yawned. “So, going out first thing?”
Rinne took a steadying breath before speaking, something HiMERU had only ever seen when the other was actually trying to be delicate. “Yeah…Merumeru, Mayoi-chan, and I will go and bring something back for all of ya.”
Niki narrowed topaz-blue eyes at the red wolf, giving a look that made both Mayoi and HiMERU back up several steps as they recalled just how absolutely feral the other had gone when they saw him fight through a whole hospital of armed guards. “Rinne-kun. I’m not delicate nor am I useless. Believe it or not, I did get some tracking skills from my punishment world.”
“Niki-”
“I’m going.” There was a finality to his tone.
“Shiina-san?” Mayoi piped up, stuttering a little as the grey wolf turned his annoyed expression to him, “L-Let’s say you do come with us…What would happen if something were t-to…”
“Happen to me?” Niki looked as unenthused as before, “I know the risks and I know my capabilities.”
“That’s n-not what I was saying,” Mayoi sighed, “What would happen if…something or someone that wasn’t us entered the cave?”
“Tatsumi-chan would be here…Oh…” Niki’s annoyed expression softened into one of guilt as his tail slowly drooped and began to just barely tuck between his legs.
Mayoi continued gently, easing up now that Niki’s ire wasn’t on him and had dissipated, “Tatsumi-san can barely walk right now. If something were to happen, do you really think he could defend himself, much less Hiiro-san and Kohaku-san?”
Niki exhaled softly, eyes on the floor. “…It would be a win-win situation to have me stick around…”
“…Niki…” Rinne’s voice was extra soft, blue eyes glossy. HiMERU had never seen his leader get like that, though, perhaps this whole situation was getting to him even worse than what he got the other to admit before.
“Shiina-san, if we were still human and had guns, I wouldn’t see why you couldn’t come along. But we aren’t. We only have our current bodies to work with, so any injury can be life-threatening if not properly taken care of,” Mayoi gently laid the tip of his tail on the grey wolf’s shoulder.
“Not to mention,” Fuchi reformed on Niki’s shoulders, almost looking like she was riding side-saddle, “Having two goddesses who are adept sorceresses to help guard the place wouldn’t be a terrible idea. And you both need to learn how to use some of our powers that are available to you, so it makes all the more sense to have both of the Holders of this group stay behind.”
“Plus, this cave is plenty big enough for practice,” Wakka formed and climbed over Tatsumi’s good legs to check on the injured one, “We could easily use half of this cave for practice without ever touching the other half.”
Fuchi nodded. “Then it’s settled. Shiina, you will learn how to use my powers while the others hunt.”
“I’m going with the hunting party,” Hasinaw-Uk reformed by the pups and walked over, climbing up Rinne’s fur nimbly, “Easy, Rinne-san. Hold still for a second.”
“Uh…Hasinaw-Uk-Kamuy? Aren’t ya stuck with my lil’ bro?” Rinne turned his large head to look at the hunting goddess who situated herself on his back like she was riding a horse.
“One of the perks of a Holder contract is that I can sense his will and intention, even without him having to voice it, and he can send me to aid someone else while he still has access to my powers. He can hear you all very well despite being stuck in a newborn body. He wanted me to join you so that the odds would be more in our favor. Once we’re outside, I can return to normal size and help hunt game with you. And I told you, Hasinaw-Uk, and even just Hasinaw, is fine.”
The wolves glanced at the pups who were starting to become restless once they realized no other wolf was nearby, namely Niki’s warm fur. Rinne huffed a small laugh. “Can only imagine what those two are thinking right now.”
Hasinaw hummed, “Hiiro-san was definitely getting frustrated last night when he tried to maneuver around, and, while I’m more in tune with my Holder, the frustration coming from Kohaku-san was quite palpable.”
“Would not doubt it,” The bees muttered.
“Awoo!” Kohaku howled in annoyance, which was followed very closely by a gurgling howl from Hiiro.
“Shiina-san, your pups are requesting you~.” Tatsumi giggled from his dirt nest.
Niki scoffed. “They’re not my kids! I’m just pseudo-mom!”
“Well, then, Pseudo-Mom, your pups are getting antsy~.”
“Hang on, Fuchi,” Niki grumbled under his breath as he trotted back to the nest and settled back inside it, “So needy! There! I’m back! Happy now?”
Hiiro and Kohaku immediately quieted and nestled back into Niki’s fur. The chef rolled his eyes, earning chuckles from the other adult wolves.
Unbeknownst to them, a black crow with a white head watched from high in the willow branches hanging over the cave. His head trailed after the three wolves who trotted off into the plains and forests beyond, opting to stay perched on his branch.
~*~
Earlier last night, back in the mountainside cave…
Hokuto shook, legs trembling and paws shifting on the cave floor from the movement, as the image of the hospital bed containing the pale, blue-haired man faded from the pool. Pakoro smirked, voice soft but mocking. “Do you understand? HiMERU is still in the hospital, unaware of the passage of time…Now, the real question is…Who is the one masquerading as him?”
The teenager, now a wolf, gritted his teeth. “Why are you showing me this?”
The smirk faded from the mangy wolf’s countenance. “Don’t get me wrong. I’m not your friend in this…But even I have to draw the line on Pauchi-Kamuy and his Assistant’s cruelty…Don’t you find this fake-HiMERU just a little too secretive? Or how he and that pink-haired kid were a bit slow on their end in that hell-school?”
Hokuto’s eyes narrowed, staying silent. Pakoro’s smirk regrew. “Now, combine that with what the Assistant had done to your friends in that universe…don’t you find it odd how…convenient everything has been? HiMERU and that kid being just a little too late in progressing, especially those crucial details and truths being mostly found in their dimension?”
“What do you mean what that Assistant did?” Hokuto spat darkly.
Pakoro’s smirk turned into a fittingly wolfish, but no less unsettling grin. His tail waved over the pool again, this time showing just as Aira was walking by the infirmary. “See for yourself.”
Hokuto saw it all.
How the Assistant controlled Aira, corralled Mayoi to Aira’s corpse, watched the clover soldier be driven insane, crushed Tatsumi under a cabinet, and controlled Subaru into being at the exact place so that Hokuto, under the influence of the Darkening and with the help of Yoshikazu, could hang him.
His blood boiled.
Pakoro’s unsettling smile grew dark. “Now do you understand? Every single time this fake-HiMERU was too slow, it resulted in each of your friends dying…even trying to kill you. Had he been just a bit slower…you would have died, too.”
Hokuto shook now with barely contained rage. “Get. Out. Of. My. Sight.”
Pakoro huffed a laugh, smile still present. “No. You.”
The mange-ridden wolf lunged at the other with a vicious snarl. Hokuto dodged the attack and bolted back out into the storm, running as fast as the snow and wind would let him.
Pakoro sat inside the cave looking out into the swirling mess of windblown snow, laughing to himself. “Sorry, Pauchi-Kamuy! But it was getting awfully boring lately! And that boy of yours is getting too big for his britches! Now this! Is entertainment! Let’s see how that Assistant of yours does against unbridled rage!”
~*~
On the edge of the valley was a small herd of red deer, several of them using their noses to push aside the snow for the grass shoots underneath. Most were doe, though there were a few stags and older fawns sprinkled about. Over in the tree line, the wolf-hunting party eyed the group, planning their attack.
Hasinaw, now a full-grown woman, scanned the herd. She kept her arm close as she pointed to one stag in particular. “That one. Its back leg is slightly deformed. I can guarantee it won’t be able to keep pace with the rest of the herd if they start running. Should be a good target.”
“Alright, what’s the plan?” HiMERU glanced between the two other wolves.
Rinne kept his eyes trained on the herd and the land's topography that he could make out. “Looks like some deeper snow towards that end of the valley, just before that line of trees. We should split it from the herd and use the deep snow to make it expend more energy.”
HiMERU interjected, “Or get it before then. HiMERU doesn’t think we will fare much better in the deeper snow ourselves.”
Mayoi’s ears swiveled until they stopped at a small ledge just above the herd on the other side. “What if…”
HiMERU turned to the dark wolf. “Yes, Ayase?”
There was a slight jump in the other at being spoken to. “I-I…What if I…snuck up there? While you two chase the herd down that way, I-I could jump down and cut it off?”
Hasinaw hummed in approval, double-checking the arrows in her quiver and the bow’s integrity. “That would also give me a good vantage point. So long as you stay in sight, I will be in range to take a shot.”
Rinne nodded. “Can ya sneak over there?”
“O-on it…” Mayoi and Hasinaw began slinking away, keeping their footsteps light through the snow. Several minutes passed before HiMERU motioned with his snout, just barely able to spot the dark wolf in his hiding spot with the huntress just masked by the shadows of the trees and shrubs.
The wind shifted.
The deer raised their heads. They smelt the wolves.
The herd began to run.
“Shit! After them!” Rinne bolted from the tree line.
The two large wolves sprinted across the snow like stones skipping across the smooth surface of a lake. Just as Hasinaw predicted, their target was starting to fall behind, the deformed leg hindering its speed. HiMERU trailed just behind its hind legs, aiming to nip at it to corral it toward the ledge. The stag instead had a surprise for the wolf as it expertly kicked him in the muzzle.
HiMERU yelped in pain, causing him to spin out in the snow. Rinne growled fiercely, now making this personal as he hastened his pace after the deer. However, it appeared it was about to rejoin the herd, the wolves believing they had missed their opportunity.
Until an arrow struck the stag’s hindquarters, making it cry out in pain and slow even further. Mayoi leaped from the ledge and barreled across the snowy field towards the animal. He lunged with such force that, as his jaws sank into the deer’s neck, the stag came tumbling down with him.
The stag attempted to stab the dark wolf with its antlers, but the red wolf lunged and held the deadly rack in place. The good hind leg came up, attempting to kick the wolf away. HiMERU, now having recovered from his earlier spill, bit down on the leg to stop it. Mayoi thrashed his jaws once, then twice before there was a sickening crack and the deer went limp. Even so, he didn’t let go until he was sure the deer was truly dead, turquoise eyes becoming ablaze as the taste of iron sent his wolf instincts into full force.
Rinne let go of the antlers to let out a celebratory howl, HiMERU following suit out of instinct. Hasinaw came down from the ledge, a prideful swagger to her step. “Well done! Now you understand the thrill of the hunt!”
Mayoi started licking his lips and attempted to go and use the snow to brush off the blood when he stopped to eye HiMERU worryingly. “HiMERU-san? A-are you okay?”
HiMERU swayed slightly before shaking his head to clear his mind. “Yeah…just going to be a little sore for a bit…”
“Damn, Merumeru. Had me worried for a sec,” Rinne sniffed the other’s face to check his potential injury.
The Timber wolf reared back and swatted the red wolf. “Amagi, back off! HiMERU is fine! He just… essentially got punched in the face.”
Mayoi whimpered slightly, eyes turning slightly glossy and tail drooping. HiMERU huffed before reassuring the other. “It’s okay, Ayase. HiMERU can walk it off.”
Rinne cackled, “Yeah! How many times does this make ya gettin' injured since we started this?”
HiMERU recounted somewhat quietly to himself. “Well, he hit his head when we first entered the liminal space…Then…at least twice more was hit in the head at the school…”
Rinne continued a bit more boisterously, “And don’t forget getting choked by a Smoker twice, Kohaku-chan having to fix yer arm. Oh! And gettin' thrown around by a Tank!”
“U-Uh…?” Mayoi glanced between the two, “H-How are you…?”
HiMERU’s ears tilted to the side in annoyance. “It seems HiMERU is just a punching bag at this rate.”
Hasinaw gently padded HiMERU on the head. “I’m sure this one is superficial. Although, you three should eat up.”
The three wolves had a very, very brief thought that questioned how they would force their minds to do that since they were very much humans inside a wolf body. However, their gnawing hunger flipped that switch for them.
About a third of the carcass was left when all three wolves were satiated. Rinne licked his lips, cleaning off the remains of breakfast. “Huh…Ya know, after all of the gory shit we went through, I woulda thought we woulda had some difficulty doing this…And yet, it felt normal…like I just poured myself a bowl of cereal…Is that weird?”
“Yes, Amagi,” HiMERU cracked open a bone to get at the marrow inside, “But he gets your point.”
“Sh-Shiina-san also didn’t seem to mind when he had the rabbit last night…Maybe it’s just our instincts?” Mayoi glanced at HiMERU’s bone before standing up to get one. However, HiMERU gave the bone he was working on to Mayoi, opting to get a new one himself when his mind finally caught up with him on what he did.
Rinne snickered. “‘Kay, love birds.”
“There is nothing going on!” Both HiMERU and Mayoi screeched, causing them both to side-eye each other bizarrely.
“Uh-huh…” Rinne looked like he had a smug as all hell smirk, “Sure there isn’t. Not without Tatsumi-chan.”
Mayoi simply sighed while HiMERU took it personally and pounced on the red wolf, the two large wolves tussling with each other in the snow. The black and white wolf ripped two large chunks of meat from what remained and carried both them and the bone in his mouth to take back to the others. He watched the two grown wolves continue to fight before he let out a low growl when he realized they were not going to stop anytime soon.
The growl snapped the two out of their wrestling match with HiMERU looking away from the other wolf with heavy embarrassment while Rinne simply huffed a knowing laugh and trotted over to take one of the meat chunks from Mayoi so they could return. The Timber wolf slowly approached looking off to the side and clearing his throat. “Don’t…Don’t tell anyone you saw that…please…”
Mayoi simply giggled before turning around and trotting after Rinne and Hasinaw-Uk, leaving HiMERU to catch up and still his heart that swooned on him.
~*~
While Ibara was discussing with Poro-nitne-Kamuy, Hiyori noticed something off with the book on the Ainu pantheon. Specifically, the inside portion of the back cover seemed to have a stitch that was slowly coming undone to reveal slightly tanned contents. Curiously, he slowly pulled the thread until the opening was just enough to reveal the tanned contents to be paper sheets.
Blank paper sheets.
“What…?” Hiyori carefully pulled the paper sheets out, turning them over this way and that.
Tokapcup telepathically spoke to him, “Hiyori? What is that?”
You tell me…Why would a book have random extra papers sewn inside a cover?
“Shh! Poro-nitne just came back!”
The dark god of the unknown came back as bored-looking as previously. “So long as you report back to me and the Assistant, the deal will be accepted.”
“That was…quick and easy,” Ibara seemed equal parts intrigued and cautious.
“The thinning Veil is just as much of a concern for him as it is to everyone else. You can head out whenever you wish. Tokapcup-Kamuy will know how to notify us by way of the Sanctum and the viewing portals.”
“What is this Sanctum you speak of?” Ibara raised an eyebrow.
“Essentially it’s what I’m using to speak and see you all and vice versa while we are in two different worlds. The Sanctum is a misnomer, really, as it consists of three large sigil pedestals, like the one I’m currently on; the other two are in the No Man’s Land and the Highest Heavens. All kamuy and those we give our power to can access these, and we used to use them to communicate with each other when one of us would be down in the human realm.”
“Let me guess,” Hiyori had that mocking edge to his tone, “With the battle you have started, we will be unable to speak with anyone but the Kunne because your conquest resulted in you controlling most, if not all of the Sanctum pedestals.”
“More or less, barring the Highest Heaven Sanctum which no one can use since all of the celestial gods are scattered or captured. And I didn’t start this, that was his doing. I’m merely-”
“Bullshit,” Tokapcup muttered darkly, sending shivers down the spines of all the humans who heard and making the four good kamuy mentally step back, “You’re the Right Hand in all of this. You are just as complicit.”
Poro-nitne narrowed his eyes and crossed his arms. “While that is true of my position, it was only ever on paper. When this kicked off, I and many of the other Kunne were never notified until after he started rampaging. As such, I was just as in the dark with all of this when it first began.”
“Just because you didn’t know at first doesn’t mean you did anything to stop it,” Tokapcup warned.
“Regardless,” The dark-haired god simply waved his hand to dismiss the argument, “We have more important issues at hand.”
“He does have a point,” Eichi muttered.
“Agreeing with the enemy? Tsk, typical Tenshouin,” Shu scoffed.
“I’m sorry that I agree that we have a more pressing issue?” Eichi glared at Shu, tone filled with offense and sarcasm.
“Don’t start, both of you,” Rei warned, eyeing the two warily.
Tsukasa noticed the beginnings of a sneer on Madara’s face directed towards the leader of fine. He chewed his lower lip, while Nagisa remained as impassive-looking as ever. However, his lava-colored eyes darted between Eichi and Madara.
“Now then, go ahead and get ready and head out whenever. I’m certain you would like to figure out what is causing this issue sooner rather than later,” Poro-nitne waved away the discussion with an air of finality, opting to refocus the leaders’ attention to the middle monitor to watch the wolves.
Tokapcup, could you get Viper to look at those papers?
While Hiyori fiddled with his phone, Tokapcup shuffled the papers just within the corner of Ibara’s sight, spooking him slightly to see the paper moving on its own. She whispered, “Pst! Hiyori found these inside the back cover of that book. Any idea why they would be there?”
He narrowed his eyes at the small stack of papers, turning the first one over and back. “…Give me a minute…”
Ibara pulled out a discreet, if albeit fancy stainless steel pen. He clicked a small button just below the clasp, activating a purple light on the cap. He ran the light over the papers and paled as he saw words begin to glow white on the paper, reading them to himself.
It was a warning.
To whoever has this, you have my book. My life’s research.
And you are possibly in grave danger.
My name is Dr. Kubo Akira. I’m an anthropological researcher or rather was as, more than likely, I am long dead by the time you find this. I was hired by an organization called Fenrir to collect mythological records of the Ainu under the pretense that this was for preservation efforts.
I do not have long to discuss the full events but suffice to say I was deceived from the beginning. As an anthropologist, I must protect my research subjects from undue harm to the best of my abilities, and I fear that, should Fenrir find the village’s location from which I gathered these records, their safety and very existence will be put in jeopardy. For my failure in not realizing the true aim of Fenrir, I have already failed my duty partially, and if Fenrir learns of their location, I will have failed in my promise to Chief Amagi, of which the remaining papers document my journey with his village and their connection to the spiritual world. Thus, I have hidden this book in a place where I hoped no one would ever think to find it…that is unless you have found this now.
Please, whatever happens, do not under any circumstances let Fenrir get ahold of this book nor learn the location of Chief Amagi’s village.
I beg of you.
The fate of our world depends on this.
~*~
Later in the Morning, Same Day…
Hokuto trotted along behind a few other wolves, the latter having claimed that he was part of their pack and that they had been looking for him when he got separated during the storm. He went along with it, knowing he was possibly all alone.
For once, he sort of wanted the entity – Pauchi-Kamuy if he heard Rinne right – to come and tell him what the hell he was supposed to do, for he was at a loss as to what the aim was. All he knew for certain was that he needed to find the others, especially Mao and Subaru, soon.
“The Dragga says you need to rest for today since you were stuck in that blizzard all night. He wants you to babysit the pups while the hunting party goes out. The Drappa will be back soon once she is done consulting the pack elder.”
Dragga…? Drappa…? Oh, yeah the male pack leader and his female counterpart – OW! I hate these headaches…
“Understood,” Hokuto subtly glanced around until he pinpointed where the small cave was where he presumed the pups would be, judging by the smells.
The inside smelled of damp earth but was noticeably warmer than out in the elements. Once his eyes adjusted to the darkness, he spotted three small mounds of fur tussling about. Well, as best as their wobbly legs would let them since they were still learning to walk. Judging by their scents, he could make out the pups were all males, making a slight spark of hope light up in him that maybe, just maybe, they were possibly the others. Upon closer inspection, two of the pups he could tell were not his friends, using the names of Cal and Grell as they barked and play fought with each other.
The third pup became increasingly more intriguing the closer he got. His fur was an in-between of muddy brown and sandy beige with his ears being a noticeably darker brown, overall making him easily blend in with the ground compared to the other two. He seemed to be more caught up with feigning sleep as he mumbled what seemed like a one-way conversation to himself.
“Could you two please stop arguing? I’m by myself and I don’t know how to begin looking for the others…”
Hokuto’s ears pricked at the sound. “…Shiratori-kun…?”
The pup immediately snapped his eyes open, revealing bright green eyes like spring grass, and yanked his head up to look at the larger wolf, astonishment and disbelief evident in his voice. “Hidaka-senpai?”
There was a solid few seconds where they just stared at each other until Hokuto lay down in front of him. “It is you…”
He was not prepared for Aira to stagger and tumble into him, on account of his wobbly legs, and whimper quietly into his furry chest. “Finally…someone I know…”
His heart lurched at the quiet cries, recalling the stories he heard from Niki in the previous universe and what happened to the blond back at the school. He gently nuzzled the pup, closing his eyes and simply choosing to exist in the moment for now. “I was wondering if I was alone, too…”
“So…no one else is here?”
“I don’t think so…Who were you speaking to?”
Aira’s whimpers quieted considerably, opting to look away sheepishly. “Um…W-well, how much do you understand about kamuy?”
“You can explain from the beginning.”
~*~
“Now then,” Fuchi was her full size, standing off to the side on top of a rock ledge as she overlooked their half of the den that was converted into a training field, “First order of business is being able to summon my weapon.”
“You mean summon fire? How the hell would that work when I’m a wolf? Just use my tail?” Niki tilted his head in annoyed confusion at the spirit.
“While fire is one of the weapons, I’m talking about a specific weapon. One that I was gifted long ago as an offering that I have since turned into my personal weapon with a few…extra improvements.”
“…Again, I’m a wolf. I don’t have hands, much less thumbs. Just how would I use that?”
Fuchi merely chuckled lowly in amusement, “It is far more intuitive as a weapon than you think. It will not harm the user and adapts to the user’s condition.”
The grey wolf kept a level eye with the goddess of fire and the hearth. “So imagine I’m swinging or want to do something with it and it will do it?”
“In essence…Though you could also grip the handle with your mouth if you really wanted to.”
“…Fine,” Niki was not going to bother asking any more questions at this rate, “Just…what do I do?”
Fuchi’s eyes danced like the flames of a fire. “When someone dies, their bodies grow cold. In our culture, we view that as the soul leaving, and link it to fire as we are warm when we’re alive. When you wish to summon my blade, all you have to do is will it with your very being into existence.”
Niki pondered that for a long moment. “…So…If I want this weapon out…I literally just go ‘Hey, I need my weapon’ and it will just…poof into existence?”
“More or less.”
“…This seems way too easy for some sort of special, all-powerful weapon from a god.”
Wakka, now also full-sized, was tending to Tatsumi’s paw and keeping an eye on the sleeping pups as she spoke, “Once a Holder summons the respective weapons enough times it becomes as simple as breathing. However, the initial summoning is usually the toughest, save for your case, since others have to delve into their memories, feelings, and desires to create an emotional pathway to summon the weapons. Because fire and the soul are already intrinsically linked in our culture, you will not have this issue.”
“Indeed,” Fuchi nodded in agreement, “Compared to the others, you will have a much easier time summoning this weapon since it is purely intuitive and connected to your being directly, thus not needing a – how should I say? – more roundabout way to access it.”
“…Okay…” Niki closed his eyes and tried to will the weapon – whatever it was – into existence.
Topaz-blue eyes snapped open upon hearing a slight warping of sound and light in front of him, taken aback as a double-edged straight sword with red tassels dangling from the hilt gleamed in front of him. The blade itself glowed a hot white and flames licked out from the blade in hues of orange and yellow.
Fuchi hummed in amusement. “This was originally just an ordinary Jian that one of our people got from trading with the Chinese several thousand years ago. The flame you see coming off the blade was an addition of my own design, to signify both what I represent and my power in this world. Just as this sword is a double-edged blade, fire, too, is a weapon that can cut both ways. It can bring life, comfort, safety…It can also cause destruction, death, and misery. Do be careful when wielding it, for it won’t hurt you, but it won’t discern friend from foe on the battlefield.”
“…Wow…” Niki was mesmerized by the blade as it hovered before him, finding it both awe-inspiring and intimidating.
He attempted to will it with his mind, imagining it pointing forward.
It did so smoothly.
He imagined it swinging from side to side slowly.
It did so, like a hot knife through butter as the flames trailed in its wake.
He tried having it slash quickly in a downward stroke.
The blade slashed the air at the desired speed he was thinking.
“…You said it won’t hurt me…right?”
“Correct. Try holstering it.”
Niki imagined it being holstered in an imaginary sheath on his back. The blade smoothly and deftly hovered just above his shoulders.
The flames didn’t even singe his fur.
“Okay…Okay, this is cool.”
“That is quite fascinating,” Tatsumi watched the blade as if in a trance.
“While it can be done similarly as a human, I would highly suggest you keep it in your hand. Those shadows will exploit any weakness, so keeping it too far away from yourself would leave you open.” Fuchi tilted her head up as a silent command to have Niki unholster the blade once more.
“Am I still able to use intuition to guide the blade or would I have to quickly learn how to wield a sword?”
“I will simply guide your hand in that matter,” Fuchi dismissed the concern, “Now, how about a few practice swings to get a better feel of the blade?”
Tatsumi sharply whimpered when Wakka’s finger gently grazed the outer edge of the wound, causing the fire goddess and her champion to cease and glance over. Wakka worried her lip as she stared contemplatively at the wound. “You’re in a lot more pain than you are letting on…”
“Oi, Tatsumi-chan!” Niki huffed at the other wolf, “This is not the situation to be hiding that kind of stuff!”
Tatsumi sighed and chuckled softly, “Starting to sound like HiMERU-san.”
“All the more reason to realize we’re making a point!”
“It’s not like there is much we can do in our current state for it,” Tatsumi tried reasoning softly, “So I saw no need to-”
“More like you decided on your own you didn’t want to burden anyone on account of the situation we’re all in.” Niki was not letting Tatsumi weasel his way out of this.
Tatsumi shrunk his head back slightly, eyes wincing and ears briefly drooping. “I’m sorry…”
“Hmm,” Fuchi hummed in thought, a few fingers holding her chin, “If Shiramba-Kamuy were here he would know of something…”
Wakka snapped her head up. “Actually, that’s a willow outside, right?”
“Yes? What does a tree have to do with this?” Niki tilted his head in curiosity.
“When I would go to the human realm and help with search and rescue operations, I was trained to know medicinal herbs and plants of the various places I went to. I know willow bark has a chemical in it that was the original derivative of Aspirin in quite a significant quantity. All Tatsumi would have to do is chew on it to take effect, though it would take longer than Aspirin.”
“Do you need a lot of it?” It seemed Fuchi’s genuine curiosity was something quite foreign to Wakka as she seemed startled by the question.
“N-not really, just decent-sized pieces and can’t cut too deep into the tree.”
“In that case…Shiina? Why don’t you accompany Wakka-Ush-Kamuy to get some of that willow bark? I’d imagine you would like to stretch your legs and smell the fresh air.”
Before Niki could question, the pups began to squeak uncomfortably, shuffling around in the empty nest. Tatsumi looked to try to stand before Fuchi held a hand up towards him. “Don’t you think about it, Kazehaya.”
The fire goddess gracefully walked over to the pups and knelt, letting her hands begin to glow faintly as she petted the two pups. They immediately began to quiet down back into slumber. “Just a little cold. They’ll be fine.”
Wakka gently rose and tapped Niki delicately behind an ear to direct him back to the entrance, shrinking down to her smaller size and clinging to his fur to make it easier. The blade vanished from existence easily when Niki willed it away.
The light was blinding outside, with the snow making it even brighter. The mountainside was covered in a white blanket and the valley beyond looked like a cloud had nestled on the valley’s floor. Niki smelt the pines and all of the various other smells of the forest, ears picking up even the smallest of sounds.
“We just need…a…few…”
Niki turned to look at Wakka who was on his back staring in a dumbfounded way. Following her gaze, he felt his fur begin to rise and become on edge. A black crow with a white head was peeling away strips of the willow tree’s bark into a neat pile. It seemed the crow hadn’t noticed their arrival, being too busy working on its task. When it did turn around and spot them, it quickly whipped its head back and picked up the bundle.
As it turned back, its eyes were closed. Even as it gently hopped over to a few feet away and laid the bundle down as an offering to them, its eyes were still closed. As it flew away and rested on a branch a few feet away, it kept its gaze trained toward the valley, occasionally darting an eye to look behind it to see if they were still there.
Niki kept his eyes trained on the crow, narrowing them and letting the tip of his tail flick rapidly. Wakka climbed down and investigated the pile of bark. “It’s…all good. Nothing wrong with them…No tampering. It’s perfect…I’ve never met a crow like that…”
“No crow would have a white head,” Niki spat darkly, recalling what that Assistant did to his friends, “Why the hell is he trying to help now?”
“…I don’t know…”
Niki spoke up, making sure his voice was heard by the crow. “This doesn’t change the fact that you tried to kill several of my friends, asshole. Given the chance, I will be more than happy to rip you limb from limb.”
The crow’s head hunched down partially. Satisfied that his words had the desired effect, Niki huffed and turned around, letting Wakka climb up with the gathered bundle to return inside.
Fuchi looked at the two with a furrowed brow. “That was quick.”
“Um…well…” Wakka shuffled in place before coming over to Tatsumi, handing him a piece of bark to chew on, “We had help…everything’s all fine! Just…disconcerting.”
Tatsumi paused mid-chew eyeing between the grey wolf and the water spirit. “What kind of help?”
“That damn Assistant is back as a crow with a white head,” Niki bluntly spat.
Tatsumi let the willow bark piece fall out of his mouth, his tone sounding even but dangerous. “What?”
“His behavior though…something doesn’t sit right with me on that,” Wakka pondered, “He kept his eyes closed the entire time he was interacting with us and even shied away at Niki’s words to him earlier…”
“What’s it matter?” Niki grew dark, “Even if he grew a fucking conscience, this does nothing to gloss over the fact that he tried to kill or aided in the murders of several of us so far.”
“I’m inclined to agree,” Tatsumi trailed off, staring at the stones for a long moment with a furrowed brow, “But…”
“But what?” Niki eyed the priest carefully.
“…Just…something to do with this world…might explain it…but it might also bring up more questions than answers…”
The grey wolf slowly padded over, blue eyes trained on lavender once they turned to him. “Lemme guess? Information or stories about this world related?”
“Yes…and not many of them are of the happy kind…many feel…familiar too…”
“When has any of the stories or information ever been of the happy kind so far?”
“…Fair enough. When the others get back, I will tell you all. We must start getting to the bottom of all of this.”
The pups, ever so great at breaking the tension, cooed and howled as they sensed Niki was nearby, making the two wolves and two goddesses stop their discussion and have their full attention on the little ones. Hiiro attempted to crawl over to where he sensed Niki was, kicking dirt up as his little paws and tiny claws dug into the earthen nest. Some of the sprays of dirt landed on top of Kohaku who yipped in shock, causing the white pup to stop in his motions.
Kohaku let out a tiny, almost cute-sounding growl as he kicked up dirt onto Hiiro, who squealed at the sudden feeling of dirt landing on him. This started a dirt war between the two as they attempted to throw more dirt on each other. Niki scoffed with a roll of his eyes, “Boys! Enough!”
The blind pups ceased in their fight, looking only slightly guilty. Niki continued, “You two are filthy now!”
Hiiro sneezed and shook his tiny head which was still somehow looking much too big for his body, removing some of the dirt that had landed on him. The face he made afterward was almost like he was trying to sheepishly smile at his poor attempt to clean himself up. Niki shook his head at the display. “No! You’re not clean enough. Time for a bath, you two!”
Both pups let out howls that sounded way too close to a long, drawn-out “no” as they scrambled to try and get away in futility. Hiiro was picked up by the scruff as he wailed his displeasure and Niki settled down into the nest to begin bathing him. Kohaku was gently pinned in place with one of Niki’s back paws, the black pup struggling with all his might and wailing at his impending bath.
Tatsumi chuckled warmly at the cute display. “That’s your own fault, both of you.”
Niki commented between licks, “Why are these two so mischievous together?”
“I think they’re just more playful than anything, Shiina-san.”
“Geez, just call me Niki,” Niki gave Hiiro a good once over before deeming him clean enough.
“Alright then, Niki-san.”
Niki sighed, realizing that would be the best he would get from the priest, before plopping Hiiro off to the side and gently moving Kohaku over to begin bathing him. The black pup put up a lot more of a fight as he was being bathed compared to the white one, squawking all the while as he threw an absolute fit. Niki huffed, “Kohaku-chan! Sit still and this will be done sooner!”
Wolf Pup-Kohaku finally simmered down, reducing his squawking to a low grumble. Niki took a bit longer on him as his fur made it more difficult to spot the extremely dirt-ridden portions. He was just about finished when he heard a low howl coming from outside.
Tatsumi’s ears pricked, “Seems like they returned.”
Niki couldn’t help but wag his tail as Rinne was the first to step into the cave, seeing the red wolf immediately come over to him with a hunk of fresh meat. Rinne deposited the food on a little rock ledge that seemed to serve as Niki’s table. “Mayoi-chan an’ Hasinaw-sama took down a large deer all on their own!”
Mayoi had just dropped the hunk of meat in front of Tatsumi who held it between his paws as he quizzically looked at the introverted wolf in intrigue. The darker wolf shuffled his feet around and refused to make eye contact. “W-well, it was more a team effort really, I just-”
“Hey, if ya didn’t pounce when ya did and Hasinaw-sama wasn’t there to shoot it, we woulda been empty-handed, kyahaha!”
HiMERU trailed in behind the rest, depositing a few bones on the ground and his face looking slightly swollen, which did not go unnoticed by Tatsumi. “HiMERU-san? What happened? Your face…”
“Ah…just a little…accident while hunting.” The Timber wolf refused to meet his eyes.
“He got kicked in the face by the deer we took down,” Rinne immediately ratted him out.
“Amagi!”
Both pups let out low-sounding sounds that sounded like “ooh”, earning a few chuckles from the others. Except for HiMERU. “Quiet down, peanut gallery.”
Kohaku made a loud squeak of offense and began scurrying as best as his little legs could up the side of the dirt nest towards the Timber wolf, quickly rolling down the side and spinning out on the stone floor. HiMERU’s displeased ire turned quickly into concern. “Woah! Oukawa, you good?”
“Took quite a spill there, kid!” Rinne trotted over to sniff the black pup carefully, making Niki sit back and eat his food for some deserved time off.
Kohaku’s head swayed slightly, no doubt having gotten dizzy from rolling around so quickly, but was otherwise fine. Rinne delicately picked up the tiny pup and placed him back in the nest, staring for a long moment. “…Why are there two craters?”
“Oh,” Niki groaned with a roll of his eyes, “That would be those two’s doing.”
“They had a dirt war,” Tatsumi was quite amused as he began to tear into his meal, “Tried to bury each other.”
“Really, ya two?” Rinne sighed in exasperation as he stared down at the two mischievous pups.
HiMERU wandered over to inspect the supposed craters, pausing comically as he realized Rinne was not lying when he defined them as such. “Those are quite large…”
Mayoi took a peek as well. “O-Oh! How did they manage that?”
As if Niki had a sixth sense in knowing what the white pup was thinking, he called out, “Absolutely no reenactments, Ototo-san! You better stay clean after how long it took to clean the both of you!”
Hiiro let out a tiny, but no less full-bodied sigh, causing Rinne to cackle. “Don’t get sassy with your mother, young man!”
“I’M NOT HIS MOM!”
“Right now, ya are!”
As the two bickered, HiMERU kept his eyes on the pup nest, delicately trailing a paw over the dirt mounds to fill in the craters and gently chastising the two. “Try to be a bit more considerate of Shiina, you two. HiMERU understands you are probably bored, but don’t be getting into trouble.”
The two pups whined softly in apology, managing to gently nuzzle HiMERU’s much bigger paw with their cheeks. The Timber wolf paused at the display of affection, paw frozen in place as the two snuggled it. His heart ached.
He gently retracted the paw and turned to walk out of the den, barely registering Rinne calling after him. “Yo! Where ya goin’, Merumeru?”
“He just needs a walk…clear his mind of a few things.”
He didn’t wait for a reply as he left.
~*~
He didn’t go far, ultimately just down the hillside towards the frozen waterfall and birch tree. Surprisingly, the weather had begun to warm since they had returned, seeing the ice begin to shift back to water and flow once again, though it would still take several more warm days before the stream would be free of ice. The snow was shallower by the stream and also beginning to melt.
Spring was on the way.
It only further made HiMERU more and more bitter and forlorn.
He never got to see spring…He always hated the cold…
HiMERU lay on the ground, watching the small rivulets under the ice move with no real interest. His paw still felt the ghostly touches from Kohaku and Hiiro. He closed his eyes and contemplated.
He wasn’t much for nostalgia, personally. There was little to gain in ruminating on the past, especially when it was far too late to change anything or question the what-ifs. Yet, these thoughts were becoming louder and louder to the point where he couldn’t avoid them anymore.
Those two with all the blind trust in the world…Kaname…Did you ever look up at ‘me’ like that?
Just like at the school, he thought about what could have happened had he done things differently. What if he never ran away from home? Would he and Kaname have grown up together? How would their relationship be if that were the case? What memories could they have made together? Could that have avoided Kaname ever going to Tatsumi and stopped the domino effect that would lead to exactly this moment?
Would Kaname be happy?
Knowing that crazed god had been keeping his brother’s soul, subconscious, for the past two years began to gnaw at his insides. What did Pauchi tell him? Just how did he corrupt his little brother?
Did he make it so that, in a cruel twist of fate, when he would finally find him, or confront him if his suspicions were right, Kaname would hate him?
What if…Pauchi was taking better care of Kaname than he ever had?
What if what he heard on the phone from Pauchi was just a manipulation? What if Kaname didn’t say that about him?
He didn’t seem particularly enthused about the idea of a stage name in the beginning…And what Tatsumi said at the MDM…Kaname, did you hate being HiMERU? Is what ‘I’ am doing completely worthless? Would you hate ‘me’ for what ‘I’ have done?
…Was ‘I’ ever a good brother to you?
“HiMERU-san…?”
He snapped his head around to see Mayoi staring at him from farther up the hill. The black wolf lowered his head and his body quivered at the sudden attention. “U-Uh, um…Y-you were gone a while…”
HiMERU looked around. The sky had begun to tinge pink and orange as the sun set over the mountains. “…Just how long was ‘I’ out here…?”
“Hm? I-it’s rare to hear you speak like that.”
HiMERU mentally chided himself. Now was not the time to slip on his act. Until he knew for certain, he had to maintain it. For Kaname.
“Sorry, HiMERU was lost in thought for a while. He did not mean to worry you.” HiMERU made to stand.
“D-do you…w-want to talk about it?” Mayoi carefully took a few steps forward, head still low.
The words HiMERU would have said died on his lips. He should tell him it wasn’t worth worrying over, brush it aside casually like he was used to doing. Now…He couldn’t bring himself to push Mayoi away.
He let out a heavy sigh, “It’s…complicated. Lots of questions and what-ifs.”
“Like…regrets?” Mayoi gently prodded before recoiling, “S-sorry! That was presumptuous of me! A disgusting, despicable creature like me shouldn’t-”
“Ayase,” HiMERU interrupted, staring at the other wolf in the eye, “Stop talking about yourself like that.”
“EEEHH!?” Mayoi trembled, startled by the other, “B-but it’s true!”
“No. It isn’t.”
“B-but at that school…” Mayoi trailed off, guilt clouding his usually bright eyes and tone becoming remorseful.
“That wasn’t you. We all know that,” HiMERU took a few steps closer to where they could touch noses if Mayoi raised his head, “Ayase…you still fought to the bitter end. You saved us by getting those papers to us. You saved Hi….me and Shiina from getting crushed by a wooden beam. From the way Shiina talked about how you…in the last universe…you must have sacrificed yourself there, too.”
“I did…it was…” Mayoi trailed off, finding it hard to discuss what happened, “There was an infection that was going around and…I-I was bitten by one of those infected…”
“So you went through a similar universe as ours…”
“Mm…It had only been a few hours…b-but I knew I wouldn’t last long and I-I forced Shiina-san and Hidaka-san to leave me behind…t-to buy them time from the people chasing us.”
HiMERU closed the distance and gently rested his head across Mayoi’s shoulders, eyes drooping to half-mast with empathy and emotional tiredness. The black wolf ceased speaking with a squeak, not used to someone hugging him. Well, as best as they could given that they were currently wolves. Mayoi slowly began to speak again, finding his words beginning to warble as he felt tears prick his eyes. “I…I shot so many…killed so many…so…so brutally…I-I know I had to b-but-”
“I understand,” HiMERU’s voice was quiet, barely above a whisper so that only the two of them could hear, finding his words to have more meaning without intending to, “I was forced to do so, too…Several times…I had to keep reminding myself that it had to be done…That there was no choice.”
“…Y-you must be pretty strong, then…To not give in to such thoughts so easily,” Mayoi slowly began raising his head, trying to psych himself up to reciprocate or do something other than stand there.
“…I’m really not,” He finally caved, finding his voice give and the mask he so carefully crafted crack and splinter right in front of him, “I was only able to do so because I shut myself off from it all. To not feel…To feel…Both have gotten me in equal amounts of trouble…For so long, I could only rely on myself, look out for myself…and that messed everything up so easily from the beginning…If…If I had been faster or less combative, maybe most of you wouldn’t have died back in that school…H-had I just worked faster maybe Tatsumi…If I had been more persistent in keeping you with Oukawa and I maybe you…”
He was shocked to feel Mayoi’s head raise and rest on his shoulders, returning the same gesture. “…I don’t blame you for what happened to me, HiMERU-san…Truly…There was nothing anyone could have done for me at that point.”
He felt himself hiccup slightly. “How do you do it? Facing death – knowing that death is coming – and still choosing to fight? I…I don’t think I could do that…”
There was a brief pause before Mayoi nestled closer to the Timber wolf. “It’s…not easy. But…If…If I can protect or give those I care about a chance to live, then…I-I would gladly fight for as long as I can. Even if it means…I won’t come back with all of you…”
“Please…” HiMERU didn’t want to hear any more of it, “No more. You will make it…Nothing would be the same without you…What about Alkaloid? What about the Sweets Club?”
“H-HiMERU-san…”
“No one could take your place…Please…promise me you will keep fighting…don’t give up.”
“…I…I promise…”
Silence enrobed them for several minutes, taking their time to collect themselves. HiMERU was only barely able to hold back a whine when Mayoi pulled away, the sparks igniting and the warmth they shared dissipating quickly. The darker wolf didn’t meet his eyes, but let his head remain held high. “Th-thank you for sharing what was bothering you. I…I’ll be here if you ever need to vent again.”
“…Thank you.” HiMERU gave him another nuzzle under his chin, causing Mayoi to squeak, “Sorry. Forgot sudden contact is not something you are comfortable with.”
“I-It’s fine!” HiMERU tilted his head at the odd display of evasiveness, wondering if he was just imagining that Mayoi could have potentially been blushing if they were capable of such in their current forms.
“Anyway! Tatsumi-san wanted everyone in the cave to start weeding through i-information about this universe! He says he has a few that might prove worthwhile to hear…”
HiMERU tilted his head the other way, sensing something was wrong. “You seem off, Ayase. Is there something else going on?”
Mayoi discreetly looked back towards the cave seeing that they were alone. His voice grew quiet, “I-I’m worried about Tatsumi-san. He barely ate what we brought back and is quite lethargic lately. Even Wakka isn’t saying anything after checking him over…”
HiMERU understood what people meant by sensing a disturbance. He immediately felt on edge, recalling how Tatsumi acted before they separated back in that school. “He better not be hiding something again. Or forcing that goddess to keep quiet.”
“I don’t know…usually, I can tell if there is something wrong almost immediately, b-but…”
The Timber wolf remained silent in contemplation, that feeling of sensing something was wrong not leaving him. “…We will need to talk to him about it in private later. Perhaps the two of us could get him to speak up without the others around.”
“…M-maybe…” The black and white wolf grew somber and then jumped slightly, “R-right! The others are waiting! C’mon!”
HiMERU couldn’t help the amused hum as he followed after the other wolf who sprinted up the hillside.
~*~
After Tokapcup finished healing his wound and changed into more inconspicuous clothes, Hiyori was almost ready to head out. Ibara motioned him over with a nod, standing so that his face was not in frame of the camera. Before Hiyori could come too close to the desk, Ibara handed him one of the spare radios. “To keep us in the loop, as well.”
“…Right.” Hiyori took the spare radio, using the satchel bag Jun originally was using that Adonis dropped off a while ago to hide it.
Ibara then handed over the book, the loose papers that had been discovered, and the stainless steel pen. Sensing the older was about to question why, Ibara quickly responded. “I already made photocopies of the pages. But it would be best if you hung on to this. That pen has a UV light that reveals invisible ink.”
“What was on those papers?” Hiyori tucked said items discreetly away in the satchel.
Before he could explain, there was a knock on the office door. The two idols shared a look before Hiyori went to open it, taken aback by the unknown person on the other side. “May I ask who you are?”
“Ah, forgive me,” The figure stepped into the office, a tall man in a dark suit with black hair, barring a strip of white and red that was fashioned into a braid just off to the side of his face, and a silver pin of a wolf howling at a blood-red moon on his lapel, “My name is Mr. Kutsuki. I’m here as a representative of my company to discuss with Saegusa Ibara about a project that was entrusted to him and Switch.”
Hiyori couldn’t quite place why it looked like Ibara may have paled a few shades, but the man gave off a rather foreboding and dangerous air. The man cast his dark eyes towards him and he felt chills run down his spine at how cunning and off-putting they were. Ibara motioned for the man to take a seat. “Apologies, Mr. Kutsuki! I was unaware that you were going to stop by.”
“No need,” The man waved away the apology, adjusting his lapels and brushing over the pin, “It was a spur-of-the-moment decision. Though, I ask that your current company…disperse, as this is about some very private information.”
Hiyori eyed Ibara warily. Ibara nodded, “Right. I’m sorry, Your Highness, but I have urgent business to attend to. We will continue our discussion another time.”
“Very well, try not to overwork yourself again~,” Hiyori put on his nonchalant air and proceeded to leave, spying Tokapcup practically clinging to him and eyeing the man with great concern in silence.
A few feet down the hall, Hiyori was stopped by Mr. Kunugi. “Ah, Tomoe-kun! Wait just a moment!”
The older male began to briskly walk beside him, a hand gently wrapped around his upper arm to lead him down the hall. His voice grew quiet, “Saegusa-kun took the liberty of informing us that you need to get to Shibuya. We have a car waiting down in the parking garage.”
Hiyori discreetly eyed around and telepathically informed Tokapcup to be on the lookout for shadows while he talked. “Who do you mean by ‘we’?”
“Sagami-sensei and Anzu-san will be joining us. We have a few smaller jobs to do in that area, so it will make matters easier.”
“…Okay….Okay…” Hiyori couldn’t help but feel that there was something inherently wrong. Whether it be feeling Nagisa’s distress, worrying about that man with Ibara, or wherever Jun ended up, he couldn’t quite pinpoint. All he knew was that this may be the last time he would be seeing the ES building for a long, long while.
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 25: Deals and Introspection (The Sight Arc Part 3)
Notes:
Finally...! The new chapter is here! And what a doozy of a chapter it is!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening: Overlap by Kimeru
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_duoLVBuELM
Fuchi approached Wakka on the other side of the cave, seeing her in deep thought. “Feel like stating what you discovered with the inspection of your champion?”
The freshwater goddess jumped at the sudden question. “Geez! Stop sneaking up on me like that!”
“Everything okay there?” Niki tilted his head at the goddesses from across the way.
“All fine, just a private conversation,” Fuchi warned, making sure the wolves couldn’t hear what she was saying, “Keep your voice down.”
The longer-haired spirit kept staring at the ground, conflict evident in her eyes. “I…Did figure out what was causing him to be so lethargic, have a lack of appetite, and his abdominal pain.”
“Abdominal pain? He never mentioned having that.” Fuchi glanced out of the corner of her eye at the silver wolf and his mostly unfinished meal.
“He…He doesn’t like letting on his distress,” Wakka admitted, “I did tell him telepathically what was wrong…and he wished to be the one to tell them about it…but I have a feeling…he won’t.”
“What exactly is wrong?” She kept her voice soft, a rare look of concern furrowing her brow.
“There was…a mass…in his stomach…”
The fire goddess pulled back with a silent sigh, reality beginning to sink in. “It’s terminal…isn’t it?”
The other goddess simply nodded. “He would be lucky if he makes it to the next winter…I know this is something that needs to be addressed, but I just don’t know how…”
Fuchi laid a hand delicately on Wakka’s shoulder, causing the other goddess to stare in bewildered wonder at the act. “To be honest…I wouldn’t know how to break it to them either. Even while inside that gem, I could see how fiercely they wished to protect one another…and their grief when one didn’t make it…especially Hiiro-san’s demise.”
Despite the somberness, there was a silent understanding between the two goddesses. Even though their relationship over the millennia was tense, almost like rivals, they understood the other’s pain. The other’s compassion. One was more obviously displayed than the other, but it was compassion and pain nonetheless.
~*~
“Get lost out there?” Rinne snickered at HiMERU as he and Mayoi returned to the cave.
“He needed time to think.” There was a dangerous edge to his tone, glaring at the red wolf as if daring him to attempt to reopen old wounds.
Thankfully, the larger wolf stayed quiet, though his bright blue eyes dimmed with a sort of empathetic somberness that did not go amiss by the Timber wolf. He was nestled behind Niki so that he could rest his head on the grey wolf’s hips if need be, keeping one eye on the pups who seemed keen on crawling around and tempting the short walls of the nest. Niki gave him a comforting half-smile with a slight wag of the tail. He stiffly nodded and sat near Mayoi who was on the other side of Tatsumi.
“So, what was this about information?” HiMERU nudged his head towards Tatsumi to give him the floor.
“More like stories that pertain to…certain religious and spiritual beliefs of this world. I figured since we were told Pauchi-Kamuy has the Sight and it pertains to the old beliefs, we should focus on that.” Tatsumi gazed at each of the wolves before him, the remaining hunk of meat nestled nearby. HiMERU couldn’t help but notice just how much was still left of it.
“Again with the spiritual shit?” Rinne sighed, plopping his chin on Niki’s hip, “I thought we had enough of that back in that hell-school dimension.”
“Again, weird thing to be saying considering three of your goddesses are with us right now and the situation we are in,” HiMERU reminded him.
“And remember,” Rinne sassed back, “I’m not a big spiritual guy! The only reason I know some shit ‘bout it is ‘cause I was forced to learn it!”
“Regardless, it’s time to learn yet another religion,” Tatsumi glared between the two wolves, silently judging.
“How extensive is this one?” Mayoi whined, “It’s already confusing trying to keep everything I’ve learned already in order…”
“Well, good news!” Tatsumi gently beamed at the other wolf, “There are only two gods. Tor, the female god, and Fenris, the male god.”
Niki asked as he nudged Hiiro away from the top of the wall he somehow managed to climb, “Okay, getting this straight. This is the religion according to the wolves of this universe, I’m assuming?”
“Yes.”
“Okay, continue.” Niki then had to gently pick up Kohaku and place him back at the center of the nest so that it would take him longer to crawl back to the edge, buying him time to focus on what Tatsumi was saying.
“Right, so they are responsible for the creation of all things, including Man, which the wolves deem as evil because of how different they are from the other creations, particularly their intelligence at the cost of nearly all reduced senses compared to the wolves. This is reinforced by the legend of the Man-Varg.”
“The what?” Niki asked incredulously.
“It’s the formal word for ‘wolf’ in the wolf language -OW!” Rinne buried his head between his paws as a particularly strong migraine rocked his head, “Goddamn I hate these headaches! So fucking lucky that ya and Merumeru don’t get these!”
A loud squawk came from Hiiro, sounding greatly surprised and equally as loud as his brother’s groaning. Rinne paused for a long second and his eyes widened dramatically. “Oh shit! Right! He’s the only one who doesn’t know yet! Ototo-kun, Tatsumi-chan and Merumeru don’t get those headaches rememberin’ shit like this…Sorry for being a little late.”
Hiiro let out several loud squeaks, some directed at the pastel duo and others at his brother. Mayoi chuckled, “Fufu~, seems he’s trying to chew the three of you out~.”
“Not like we can control that…” Tatsumi and HiMERU muttered under their breaths.
Niki gently placed a paw over Hiiro’s head like he was snoozing an alarm. “That’s enough. You can chew them out properly once you can speak.”
“Grr…” The white pup practically vibrated.
“No growling at your mother,” Rinne reprimanded with a cheeky smirk.
“I’M NOT HIS MOTHER!” Niki bit down on Rinne’s ear and pulled it, making the red wolf playfully nip back.
“Anyways,” HiMERU echoed loudly to draw the two’s attention back before addressing Tatsumi, “What is that legend about?”
“Mm…more or less the story goes that a wolf was pierced in the side by a human spear during a harvest moon and subsequently morphed to become a human.”
“Wait a minute!” Rinne raised an eyebrow, “Ya mean to say it’s a reverse Werewolf?”
“Considering it is also called the Wolfman, I believe so,” Tatsumi chuckled in amusement.
“Tatsumi. Continue.” HiMERU kept his eyes trained on the priest.
“Well…” The wolf shuffled in his place on the floor, leaning on Mayoi a bit more heavily as he stretched out the injured paw, “The thing is, prior to the rise of the belief in Tor and Fenris, there was…older and more…sinister, I guess, beliefs and superstitions.”
HiMERU and the others grew very, very quiet, their attention wholly on the silver wolf. Mayoi stuttered, “H-How so…?”
“Well,” Tatsumi began after a deep breath, “There’s the cult of Wolfbane.”
“Oh, what a cheery name,” Rinne threw out sarcastically.
“Essentially….He’s supposed to be the wolf equivalent to the devil or a demonic spirit,” Tatsumi worded slowly.
“…Is this whole religion in this universe almost an allegory or parallel to Christianity?” HiMERU was never the religious type, but he knew enough of that particular religion to see the symbolism.
“It seems so, especially given that the old beliefs and superstitions, including Wolfbane, were more or less driven away or worked into the new faith with the rise of Tor and Fenris when Tor sent her daughter, Sita, down-”
“Let HiMERU guess. She is the equivalent of Jesus in what she did, represented, and how she died?”
“Pretty much.”
“Okay, but why would there be two gods if Christianity only had one?” Niki eyed the two pups as he asked.
“Unless they represent the Old and New Testament version of the Christian God.” HiMERU turned to Tatsumi for clarification.
The priest hummed in thought. “Considering some of the other stories involving those two and how they often didn’t agree on their approaches…I’d say Tor is the New Testament and Fenris is the Old Testament representation of God. Regardless, some of the old superstitions and beliefs got mixed, such as Wolfbane becoming less of a spirit and more of the devil, while others began to die out, such as belief in the Sight.”
“That’s what we need to focus on,” Rinne raised his head to his full height, “What exactly is it?”
“It’s kind of difficult to pinpoint,” The silver wolf felt his fur rise as a particularly cold wind blew into the cave, “A lot of it deals with a sort of telepathy, particularly to hear and understand other animals and to see through their eyes, especially the birds which are called the Helpers. Yet, another power is to see into the future, things happening elsewhere in the present, and see past events by looking into water. Then there’s a third power which no wolf with the Sight has ever been able to obtain where they can control the thoughts and actions of any living creature at will.”
“Th-that third power sounds especially terrifying…” Mayoi shivered between Tatsumi and HiMERU.
“Ya said no one was ever able to achieve that. How many have had this Sight ability, exactly?” Rinne wrapped a tail protectively around Niki and the tiny pups.
“Well, that’s unknown. Even back when there were more who believed in this and didn’t consider it a myth, it was a super rare ability, often only coming to one wolf at a time, though it was possible to have more than one have these powers at the same time, I’d imagine. It was greatly feared because of the mysticism and unknown surrounding it back then.”
Niki gravely muttered, “Which means who knows what else this Sight thing is capable of…”
Before Tatsumi could further add, his head snapped to attention towards the entrance of the cave, nose quivering as it inhaled a concerning scent. A metallic, distinct smell that was quickly picked up by the other wolves in turn, each becoming stiff as they all realized what it was.
Blood. Fresh blood.
From a kill none of them made, just outside of the cave.
Rinne jumped to his paws and began to form a silent snarl with the curling of his lips, Mayoi and HiMERU following suit. Niki quickly drew to his full height, showing he was far taller than one would expect. The pups, sensing the tension, quickly scurried to hide by his paws. Tatsumi stood as well, back paw slightly raised off the ground but senses on high alert.
“Niki, Tatsumi-chan. Stay here.” Rinne began stalking towards the front entrance, barely registering that the two wolves complied.
The red wolf quickly exited into the forest outside followed by the dark and Timber wolves, finding it bathed in the orange glow of the setting sun. The shadows of the brush and trees were long and morphing into strange, eerie shapes. All three trained on the body of a small lynx lying in the grass several feet away with its throat bleeding profusely.
“…Who comes without Tratto’s Blessing? OW! FOR FUCK’S SAKE!” Rinne growled as another fierce migraine rocked his head while the memories of this universe flooded it.
Tratto was the male wolf who first formed the Balkar, the Night Hunters, to repel the incursion of wolves fleeing the human warfare involving the invasion from the Ottoman Empire from the south. He was the first to unite the competing packs of Transylvania, outlawed the beliefs of cults and the spreading of superstitions, and proceeded to keep the Balkar as his private army. In return for the “free” wolves, he only demanded the occasional gift of prey and allegiance, as he made all hunting grounds in the area shared among the packs so that wolves merely had to ask the neighboring Alpha, Dragga, of the pack for permission to hunt. This was referred to as Tratto’s Blessing. However, after his passing, Pauchi, or rather, the character he was serving as, took control of the Balkar and allowed them to keep breaking these laws Tratto had established in the lands, as well began spreading the old superstitions and magics once again.
“Honestly, there’s only one guess. Who else do you think it would be?”
Pauchi-Kamuy appeared from a shadowy ledge, making the three wolves freeze in place at his presence. He was a large, shadowy wolf, larger than the average Dire Wolf by how he towered over even Rinne by a solid foot, with swirling colors trailing around him and unholy, pupilless, yellow eyes bearing down on them from above. There was fresh blood staining around his jaws, no doubt from the kill he had made. He dropped onto the ground just behind the dead lynx quietly, his paws not making a sound while the shadows morphed behind him, as if his very presence bent them to his will.
“‘Bout time ya showed up,” Rinne growled, teeth bared.
“Didn’t mean to keep you all waiting,” There was a mocking edge to his tone, “Especially since this is a…family reunion, of sorts.”
Unbeknownst to the other wolves, HiMERU flinched marginally. Rinne snarled as his intense gaze never left the shadowy god, “What the hell does that mean!?”
Pauchi, ever so slightly, let a small smirk form as he caught HiMERU’s hesitation, but didn’t call it out. “I see that thorn hasn’t spilled that just yet.”
“What thorn?” Rinne readied himself to strike.
“I see you have a new name for me.” Tatsumi stepped outside but remained right in front of the entrance, not flinching the slightest as the evil god’s gaze landed on him.
“I think it has quite the ring to it. Don’t you agree?”
“What do you want?” HiMERU snarled as he placed himself between the god and Tatsumi.
“…I’ve come with an offer.”
The wolves ceased vocalizing their snarls and growls and eyed him with suspicion. Mayoi, with a sudden burst of courage, hissed out, “Whatever it is, we decline.”
“Oh, but you may want to consider it…along with the potential consequences.”
A brown she-wolf emerged from the shadows beside him, long, needle-like fangs poking out from under her lips on the lower and upper jaws. On her back was a long spear that once must have been silver, but the shadowy tendrils and dark purple glow hid most of it. Another wolf, grey and ridden with mange, appeared on Pauchi’s other side, pupilless eyes grazing over the other three wolves and tongue lolling out of his jaws. Rinne’s fur raised considerably and eyes narrowed, having an inkling as to who the mange wolf was. “We still outnumber ya!”
Niki had taken that time to come out after hiding the small pups away in a hard-to-reach alcove as a precaution, snarling ferociously. Pauchi’s smirk turned into a large grin, teeth a stark white to his shadowy tendrils and fur. “Well, about time, Shiina Niki. Or should I say…sibling.”
“Whoa! Wait a fucking minute! What the hell do you mean by that!? AH!” Niki reared back as his mind was rocked by searing pain.
The insane god merely rolled his head from side to side as if he was working a kink out of his neck and not at all phased. “You should already know by now. Our roles and original characters we are serving as were…half-sisters. From the same pack…lived in this exact area together…though you were significantly younger by comparison. You even had a brother…Oh, what was his name…That annoying one from Trickstar…Hidaka Hokuto. I believe he went off to join a different pack altogether…”
“…Hokuto…?” Niki’s voice came out barely above a whisper, paws over his ears as his mind was incessantly rocked with wave after wave of pain from memories that weren’t his own yet were at the same time.
“Hmm, yes. And that babysitter back then…that was Thorn. He’s been around for a while, technically an elder by wolf standards.”
Pauchi’s sinister gaze returned to Tatsumi, eyes locked like two blades in a duel. “Oh, you were always so good, so diligent. So attentive to everyone…taking such good care of them…Always knew exactly what they wanted to hear…Promising them a good life…Isn’t that what you tried and failed to do for HiMERU back in Reimei?”
Tatsumi lunged at the chaotic god faster than the other wolves could process, lips peeled back in a fierce snarl to reveal glistening canines and fur standing on end. From his back formed a silver staff with an azure blue orb of energy on one end and etchings of rivers and fish along the long handle, which he willed to swing down at Pauchi.
A crow cawed overhead and the Assistant flew down to intercept the blow, quickly morphing into his human form and blocking the staff with two daggers. Dark crimson met dark azure as the energies of the two weapons battled it out and steel and silver clanged together into a harsh cacophony. The Assistant won out and pushed Tatsumi’s staff back, making the wolf jump back and ready the energy orb in the staff, intending to fire a shot. Wakka floated ethereally behind him, brow and frown set sternly and eyes ablaze with determination and anger. Niki readied his flaming sword, Fuchi floating behind him like a general overseeing a battlefield.
Unbeknownst to the wolves, Pauchi’s pupilless gaze was darting between the Assistant and Tatsumi wearily, though he kept his voice even, surprising the others with what came next. “Assistant. Enough. Stand down.”
The black, leather-clad Assistant glanced at the shadowy wolf-god in bewilderment, daggers still raised defensively. Pauchi raised his chin at him, “I said stand down. We have more important issues at hand than to engage in combat.”
Tatsumi and the Assistant were in a standoff, neither willing to be the first to relent. Rinne stood just behind Tatsumi, whispering to him first before raising his voice to address Pauchi, “Hold yer stance, Tatsumi-chan, and ya better explain how ya have a weapon later…What issue?”
“A lot in this universe had to be changed for it to suit our purposes…and any more significant deviations could cause the universe to…potentially collapse on itself. As such, I insist you all agree to cooperate with keeping the general timeline as consistent as possible from here on out.”
“An’ if we don’t?”
“Would you rather your souls become disconnected from your bodies permanently? You all forget that I bring you to these universes, but I still need to bring you all out. If the universe begins to collapse, I cannot guarantee I can get you all out before it is too late. If it collapses while you are still here…I do not know for certain what will exactly happen. Your souls could continue living on here while your bodies in the real world die, or you could die immediately as you are not supposed to exist in this world. Either way, it is not a good outcome.”
The red wolf’s tail lashed. “So ya want us to let ourselves die since we are playing roles just so this universe doesn’t collapse?”
“Think of it this way,” Pauchi slowly padded around the dead lynx, causing the distance between the idols and him to close a bit more, “The real kicker is that it is time we need to watch out for. Those pups play very key roles in this universe, but they need to be adults to do so. If we start the chain of events too soon, you will all lose the chance you will have to be able to face against me and potentially win this duel of ours. You can still save yourselves from dying since the…terms and conditions of this universe are flexible enough…Believe it or not, this one isn’t as rigged as you may think.”
Rinne paused for a long moment, gaze flickering between the three antagonistic wolves before him. “…This has to deal with that offer ya mentioned, doesn’t it?”
“You’re not seriously considering it, are you?” Niki cried in disbelief, flaming sword still at the ready to strike the despicable gods down.
“I can run through the general gist of what is supposed to go down here. I, and my associates, Kenas-Unarpe-Kamuy and Pakoro-Kamuy,” He pointed to each wolf in turn, “Wish to join your pack, hence this kill is an offering, with the excuse of my character supposedly finds little satisfaction in leading a large group of powerful males and wants to be with family in their old age considering they are supposed to be barren, which is somehow a great catastrophe for females wolves as there is nothing more devastating than not being able to bear young. If you ask me, that’s a little misogynistic.”
HiMERU snorted at that, making Pauchi add, “Look, I’m the god of insanity and chaos for the Ainu who viewed women as subservient. That doesn’t mean I can’t call out misogyny when I see it. Technically, it makes sense for me to do so.”
“You’re point?” Mayoi growled, losing patience quickly.
“Anyways, your pack is uneasy with that idea because the whole reason why I was exiled from the previous pack with Shiina Niki was that I supposedly stole a pup and killed it, which Thorn there can tell you the real story of what happened later, plus was always a little weird going on and on about Wolfbane and even breaking rules like climbing to the top of the Stone Den over there,” Pauchi gestured to the castle ruins high above them, “But you are also sympathetic because family is incredibly important to wolves and I’m offering protection against Man and the dark forces. So…I give you all a 2-full-moon deadline to decide what you will do.”
“…Huh?” Rinne’s fur started to lay flat as guarded confusion took over, “So ya came all this way just to tell us ya’ll leave us alone for 2 months…an’ then come back to harass us?”
Pauchi slowly nodded before quickly replying, “Pretty much.”
Tatsumi’s staff vanished as he attempted to process what he was hearing. The Assistant even turned to him in disbelieving confusion, lowering his daggers in the process.
Pakoro mumbled under his breath but was loud enough to be heard regardless, “By all of the divine realms, this is a clunky mess.”
Pauchi rounded on the other wolf, “I’m not particularly fond of that, either, but I’d rather do this clunky mess than risk a collapsing universe with us in it.”
“Ya know what? Lemme guess,” Rinne continued, “After those 2 months, we end up declining your offer, make ya mad, an’ then ya curse us, which will cause us to fight for our lives an’ kick off some sort of prophecy having to do with the Sight?”
“…Pretty much, yeah. Although it will take 4 months before the curse will take effect.”
“…So you’re leaving us to our own devices for 6 months?” Rinne could feel the corner of an eye twitch from stress.
“Essentially.”
“W-we’re here for 6 months? You c-can’t keep the others locked up for that long!” Mayoi slowly began to tremble.
“Doubt time is moving at the same pace as these universes,” Niki kept his gaze shifting between the three Kunne gods, “The universe Hokuto and I were in lasted over a year, but we finished shortly after Rinne-kun’s universe.”
“…Yeah, that was maybe a few hours in that one…” Rinne pondered how long it actually took his crew to make it to that hospital through the hordes.
“Time is relative when jumping universes. As it is, I believe it has been about half a day since we started in your world. Though, you’re not necessarily completely alone.”
The Assistant shifted back into the white-headed crow, flapping its wings and landing on Pauchi’s shoulders, his beady gaze snapping between each wolf periodically. Rinne snarled, remembering the powers of the Sight Tatsumi had told them, “Got yourself a flying camera.”
Niki and Tatsumi felt themselves pause as they stared at the crow, and the Assistant gave a knowing look to Niki. Pauchi remained unmoved by the spite the idols were showing. “Technically, I have two. Do not forget that I have someone showing your struggles to the other idols…But alas, time is short. Do you agree to this?”
All was silent among the wolves as they waited for Rinne’s answer.
“…Fine. Not like there is much of a choice.”
A sly grin formed. “Smarter than you look, Amagi Rinne.”
“With one condition.”
Pauchi tilted his head in curiosity. “Clearly not smart enough to realize bargaining with a deity, especially in your position, is unwise. I may indulge you, however. What is it?”
“Answer one question. Back at the fuckin’ school, ya said we would have memories an’ knowledge related to the universes ‘cause of our roles. But I’m calling bullshit. Ya see, most of this recalling shit has been very fuckin’ painful…except for the very first one I had where I knew what classroom I was in. Not only that but,” Rinne took that moment to gesture to HiMERU and Tatsumi with his tail, his tone holding a playful, but no less accusatory edge, “These two have consistently been the only ones who don’t receive these painful migraines when recalling anything in any universe so far. And that’s saying something considering Merumeru almost has chronic migraines all the time.”
The Assistant’s gaze swapped to Tatsumi and HiMERU, his head tilting drastically and the beady black eyes betraying a look of confusion and curiosity. Rinne took a slow step boldly forward towards Pauchi. “Now, the only way I can see this to be explained is that you or your Assistant with your help are placing these memories in our heads…Is that true?”
The corner of his wolfish mouth turned upwards as he caught the slightest hint of unease coming from Kenas-Unarpe and Pakoro at the revelation as they eyed Pauchi. However, the god of insanity and chaos lowly chuckled. “Hehehehehe…You see, this is why I’m having such an issue with you, Amagi Rinne. You’re too smart for your own good…But yes, we are doing exactly that. Well, more so I give my Assistant what needs to be placed and he does the placing. Of course, adding memories is trickier than one would think, even more so than altering or erasing. When we add memories, we have to make do with the connections we have available to us in your psyche. Sometimes these connections aren’t the…smoothest or sturdiest, hence the pesky headaches you all suffer from.”
“So how do these two not suffer from that?” Rinne growled lowly.
Pauchi was silent for a long while, analyzing the two wolves. Rinne’s confidence grew as he caught the ever-so-slight hesitation and weariness in his tone. “Perhaps a better understanding of their psyche allowed for more seamless connections.”
“Hmm…interestin’ idea,” Rinne left it at that, “Thank ya for answering.”
Pauchi stared at the red wolf like he was attempting to discern a complicated algorithm. “…Hmph, very well. Now, if you will excuse us, we will see you all in 2 months.”
Just as suddenly as the dark gods appeared, their forms faded into the shadows, disappearing as if the darkness ate them whole.
~*~
Outside of the viewing range of the idols, Pauchi sent off his Kunne brethren to train the Balkar more and to tally up the pups that had been...requisitioned as part of the commandment he had made long ago. The crow still stood on his shoulders, eyeing the wintry winds wiping the snow around the mountainside.
“…Kaname.”
“Yes?”
“You are free to travel around as you see fit until I call you again. I do not require you to watch them too closely, but do check in on that pack time and again.”
“Anything to be on the lookout for?”
The dark god was silent. “…Nothing in particular. But I cannot reiterate this enough. Do. Not. Engage. In. Any. Fights. With. Them. Thorn has already proven to be a bit more dangerous to handle, now that we know he can summon Wakka-Ush-Kamuy’s weapon.”
“What’s so special about that one?” Kaname tilted his feathery head in curiosity.
“She and Fuchi-Kamuy are some of the only kamuy outside of the celestials and Kotan-kar-Kamuy that can wield sorcery. That weapon of hers does more than work with fresh water. That orb itself can help him tap into the beginnings of the power behind that sorcery. It makes him an extremely dangerous foe.”
The crow paused a moment. “That red wolf seemed to be confused as to why he could summon that. Perhaps the others did not know the silver one could do that.”
“…Red wolf?” The insane god muttered in a low whisper, his tone quickly changing to a louder, though more neutral stance, “Ah, right…That one…Indeed, the only logical time Thorn could have learned how to summon and wield that weapon would have been just before they snuck inside Amagi Rinne’s punishment universe…It is slightly worrisome to be questioning what else he had learned to do during that time…All the more reason he needs to be targeted first. And this time, not left to fester with his own devices.”
“I’d imagine you must have a plan, then?”
“I was going to let them have the complete opportunity to perhaps make it all out alive…But after seeing Thorn’s capabilities and sensing those extra gods milling about, we must focus on the original plan, nail it into their heads that this fight is pointless before that flicker of hope burns too bright.”
Kaname winced at the drastic change in Pauchi’s voice, going from that normal, gruff but warm voice he had come to know as the real him to the one filled with a twisted, morbid desire to destroy. He paused in contemplation, mulling over his words an extra moment an feeling his feathers start fluff in unease. “What do you mean by other gods being about…? Aren’t those the ones in a Holder contract?”
The dark wolf rotated his ears as he listened to the winds become like deathly whispers of spirits long gone. “No…I sense there are two others completely disconnected from all of that. One, I know very well and am curious to know if he was merely here in hiding or what move he is going to make. The other…I have not sensed in the Ainu Spirit Realm for a long, long time. Last I knew, he left for the human world to investigate a lead on the origins of the gems, and that was about a year after the gems were first discovered in Teinei. He…I’m wary of.”
“A good kamuy going to the human world? I’m assuming that isn’t common anymore?”
“No. Not since we began losing influence in the human world. But he is not good. Nor is he considered a Kunne god.”
The crow grew puzzled. “What…? How can a kamuy not be considered good or a kunne?”
“He had always occupied an odd place in the pantheon. He is neither wholly good nor wholly evil. Much of what he represents can be chalked up as evil, save for one, and he is not worshiped extensively, if much at all, by our people. Yet, in the stories of our people where he appears, he is always with the other kamuy considered ‘good’, despite being much more of a…background character. Lurking behind the scenes and only letting his presence be known when he wishes to. In a sense, he is the true neutral kamuy. The celestials may call themselves neutral, but they ultimately side with whatever keeps the world going in peace or maintains the status quo. And I know he and the other one are fierce opponents if they go to their side. He specifically almost exclusively draws his strength purely from the forces he represents, without the need for people’s belief in him. His power has not waned with time, unlike many of us.”
“So…It’s back to racing against time?”
“Exactly. I’ve no doubt the true neutral one will make his move soon, and it may already be too late to stop him from joining in. But we must persevere…Now go. I will call upon you whenever I need you or when the two-month deadline is up. Please, be safe.”
Kaname hesitated a moment before flapping his wings, taking flight on the cold wind out over the valley, cawing a farewell to the dark wolf.
Pauchi looked up into the sky after the crow, not breaking his gaze even long after his Assistant had disappeared in the gusty wind. “So…That hex of yours doesn’t work if the targets are not human…You can see them perfectly fine now…I cannot believe I would ever end up saying this, but…I pray that when you find out the truth of what I’ve done…you do not succumb to the darkness. Know that I did it all for you and my realm…for all of the kamuy, even the good that would cast me aside without understanding my true nature or the truth of how we came to be…Memory is such a precious thing. It’s what makes us, us. Even the kamuy. I truly believe messing with memory in any capacity is sinful beyond forgiveness. Yet, it angers me so to know that what we thought was the truth was nothing but lies, that even the so-called progenitors were willing to cross that line simply to punish Chironnup-Kamuy for falling out of line, for wanting companionship. For that, Kando-Koro-Kamuy and Kotan-kar-Kamuy have a lot to answer for. Please…find it in your heart to understand why I did you so wrongly…I cannot ask you to forgive me, for I cannot forgive myself. But please, understand and live on. Do not let the darkness take you. You have a light that cannot be replaced in this world, my one, true, and only friend.”
The dark wolf crumpled to the snowy ground, paws digging at his ears as a searing pain in the back of his head brought him metaphorically to his knees. He struggled to speak. “N-No…Not now…Not again…You…You keep fighting me…Why? Who are you?”
The voice that answered him was such a breathy, hissing whisper that the words were almost lost completely, yet they carved deep into his very soul and made his yellow-green blood freeze, coagulate, and boil all at once at how primally evil it sounded.
“Le….t…tHe…li…ght…fAde…Le…t…thE…liV…ing…Co…wer…Let…DES…Pair…swAl…lOw…th…EM…WHo…LE…!”
“Urg…Urgh…! You…forced me…to start this…! All of this…”
“He…iS…a…pAWn…”
“N-no! He’s…my…friend…! Don’t…touch…him…!” Pauchi began writhing around on the ground, barely able to contain screaming as the pain grew more and more intense and all-encompassing.
“He…wiLL…knOw…hIS…pl…ace…an…D…so…wILL…YOU!”
Pauchi soon went limp, numbly standing back up as if there hadn’t been a problem. However, in one of his pupilless, yellow eyes was a flaw, one that was hard to see unless one was to look directly at it from up close. A single, orange sliver like a crack across a broken stone. Sickly and pale. From the flaw grew small, similarly colored tendrils that were slowly but surely threatening to overtake the yellow given enough time.
~*~
Poro-nitne appeared disinterested, his poker face almost perfect if it weren’t for the slight eyebrow raise at something the humans couldn’t see. “Hm, so that’s how he’s going about this.”
Madara’s fingers, originally tapping out an irritated rhythm, soon slammed into the shape of a fist into the table. “How about you quit being coy and spit it out?!”
Eichi grabbed his wrist and lowly hissed. “Are you trying to get another god mad? We don’t know what this one is capable of.”
The brunette yanked his wrist back like the blonde’s touch burned him, a sneer on his lips and green eyes filled with barely contained hatred. “Can’t be any worse than what we’ve seen from the other one.”
Several of the leaders were shocked and weary, some darting their eyes between Madara and the screen. Shu especially looked incredibly, but sternly torn between chewing out Madara and not because it was Eichi of all people who pointed it out. Poro-nitne looked calm. “Is that table made of real wood?”
Everyone remained silent, unsure as to where this odd question was going to lead. Madara nodded, gaze still tense and locked on the god on the screen. “Yes. Why?”
Poro-nitne turned back to stare directly at the solo artist, red eyes harder than diamond and titanium combined. “Then you better knock on it. Because I have plans from Pauchi-Kamuy if any of you start getting…out of hand. And believe me, it can get so much worse for you, Mikejima Madara. While most of the people who are quite important to you are out here, there’s still that Double Face partner of yours. How do you think a tiny wolf pup who can’t even see would fair if you spoke out of turn one too many times?”
Despite Madara’s outwardly cold, but collected façade, his hands clenched the edge of the table. “He’s more than capable.”
“If he was human and had control over the situation, sure.” The god of the unknown merely stated with a calculated edge.
“Mikejima-kun,” Rei gently but firmly placed a hand on Madara’s shoulder as he hissed into his ear, “Restrain yourself.”
Tsukasa slowly gripped the very edge of Madara’s sleeve, making the brunette turn to the downtrodden Knight. “Please…don’t let anything happen to my cousin…”
The artist behind MaM reluctantly deflated, one hand still clenching the table’s edge. Tsukasa overheard the telepathic conversation between Nagisa and Oki.
Oki, is this…how Madara-kun will…?
“It certainly would push him to that edge. We must stay vigilant.”
Tsukasa felt a wide pit form in his stomach, making him feel hollow and cold. It quickly filled with dread as he pleaded in his thoughts for his cousin to remain safe, uncaring if Nagisa and Oki could hear them.
“Besides, if you pay attention, your question will be answered.”
On the middle screen, the wolves were back in the cave, with Niki in a heated argument with Rinne while the other wolves stood off to the side looking on with incredible unease.
“Are you serious, Rinne-kun!? What happened to not making deals!?”
“Niki, there’s not much else we can do! If even a god that excels in all things insane is weary of causing an interdimensional collapse, I ain’t gonna try and call a fucking bluff! I may be a gambling man, but that is one gamble I am not taking!”
“So you’d rather have us go through more shit and die again!?”
“I wanna make sure everyone gets out alive!”
“And you trust that disgusting, lecherous asshole to finally give us a universe where we could possibly all live?! Considering how that school universe went and how we will deal with yet another curse, I don’t doubt that we will still somehow manage to lose people because he tricked us!”
HiMERU looked like he wanted to intervene between the two, but even he was debating on how to do that given how volatile the two were becoming. Mayoi was shaking behind him, gaze darting between the feuding wolves. Tatsumi seemed torn between trying to help HiMERU break them up and cowering behind the Timber wolf with Mayoi as the two progressively got worse.
“I don’t trust that asshole as much as the rest of us! But I ain’t taking that risk to try and call him out! At least I got something out of him during all of that that might help us!”
“Oh? And what is that!? That they’re fucking with our heads with all this memory shit? I could have told you that! It was obvious from the start!”
“Listen to me! Memory is tied to the soul in my culture! It’s what makes us, us! It’s a line that even the Kunne would think twice about crossing to fuck with the memories of anyone in any capacity!”
Fuchi and Wakka could be seen giving each other a nervous glance.
“It’s why that blood-sucking bitch and walking-petri-dish looked uneasy when Pauchi-Kamuy admitted to doing so!”
“Big fucking whoop! What does that do for us!?”
“In order for that Assistant to have been able to add memories to two people and for them to not get headaches, he would have to know their psyches extremely damn well! For that, it has to be someone Tatsumi-chan and Merumeru know!”
The idols were just as shocked as the two aforementioned wolves, the Timber and silver wolves looking at each other in bewilderment. Poro-nitne hummed in satisfaction, “See? Just had to wait.”
Ibara’s frantic voice could be heard booming into the call. “Everyone! We have a major problem!”
~Earlier~
Ibara curtly nodded to Mr. Kutsuki, having been able to turn the volume of the call down earlier and kept the…unusual circumstances quiet. “And that is what has been done so far. I apologize that we haven’t come farther given the amount of time that has elapsed.”
“No need, this is already great progress, Mr. Saegusa. I appreciate the cooperation from ES so far in this endeavor.” Mr. Kutsuki stood up and bowed slightly to the Deputy Director. “Though it is quite sudden, I must be on my way. Time stops for no one and duty calls.”
“That is quite right!~ Idle hands do the devil’s work and all that~.”
The older man stopped by the door to the office, his back to the idol. “I just want to add one last thing. Don’t get discouraged…These gods are a tricky bunch.”
Ibara had never felt every fiber in his entire being scream at him at once to both fight and freeze at the same time. Mr. Kutsuki turned to look over his shoulder, smirking delightedly at how his words affected the other. “Though I would implore you to have that hacker of yours take extra precautions trying to get at our files, we wouldn’t want more unfortunate accidents to happen. Also, do not worry about your colleague. My people will take very good care of him and that sun goddess of his.”
Ibara’s lower lip quivered slightly before his teeth clenched harshly, his feet guiding him toward the other man. He froze again as the man fully turned around and withdrew a small pistol from the inside of his jacket, aiming the barrel right at his heart. “I wouldn’t do that if I were you, Mr. Saegusa.”
“What do you mean by ‘take care’?” Ibara hissed through his clenched teeth, blue eyes ablaze.
“Hmm,” The dark-haired man playfully pondered, knowing he had the other in the palm of his hand, “My…company…has always had a deep fascination with the other side. While those gems – capsules, whatever you wish to call them – are the top priority, it would be unwise to pass up the opportunity to…examine the symbiotic relationship between a human and a deity. Even more so when said human and deity are in possession of a very important book about the Ainu pantheon and the last major stronghold of their faith.”
Blue eyes were burning with unbridled fury as his fists clenched at his sides, remembering the warning from the papers filled with invisible ink. “If anything happens-”
“You are in no position to demand such things, Mr. Saegusa,” Mr. Kutsuki flicked the safety lever off, “Keep doing what you’re doing. That is all that is asked.”
“…How do you know all of this?”
There was an upward quirk to the gunman’s lips accompanied by a smug chuckle. “Hard to not know when it was planned from the start.”
His blood and marrow turned colder than the fierce Arctic winds. “…You…planned…all of this?”
“Of course, had to get those gems to start charging up at some point. We had eyes inside that Ainu pantheon for a while now to know when to coordinate our movements out here.”
“You never needed us to traverse the other side and alternate realities…”
“Exactly. This was never about that. You’re smarter than you look, for a deputy director of a bunch of entertainers.”
Just as suddenly as the gun was pulled out, Mr. Kutsuki retracted the weapon, flicking the safety back on before placing it back inside his coat. “Now, I was not shooting the breeze when I said I had somewhere else to be. Do keep up the good work.”
He darkly chuckled some more as he placed a hand on the doorknob. “And before you ask, there is no problem if you alert the others about this. In fact, whether you remain quiet or not is completely irrelevant. Either way, it benefits my company’s goals. Do take care.”
Ibara stood there numbly as his breaths came out in short, hyperventilative pants, even long after the other man left.
The…the others…His…His Highness…!
He dashed over to the computer, not caring that he maxed the volume of the call in his urgency. “Everyone! We have a major problem!”
~*~
Mr. Kutsuki returned to the company car and sat in the back seat after opening the door which had the same logo of a wolf howling at a blood-red moon. He pinched the pin on his lapel, speaking into it. “Make sure to capture that colleague of Mr. Saegusa’s alive and preferably unharmed if you can. Though if he resists, the only mercy you will show is not killing him on the spot.”
A static voice echoed from the pin. “And what about those producers transporting him?”
“Try to have them uninvolved. However, if they get in the way, feel free to capture them, as well. Especially the female producer. I understand that she is quite important to ES as a whole. She can serve as extra insurance to make sure ES does what we want. If she does get in the way, do make sure she isn’t harmed, either. Wouldn’t want ES to say we harmed their golden goose, now would we?”
“Anything you wish us to do about that other colleague of his? The one also in those universes?”
“Temperance and Chariot are keeping an eye on that one. Make sure Emperor, Emperess, Hierophant, Tower, and Magician are ready to apprehend the one going to Shibuya. He may only have the sun goddess from the Ainu pantheon at his side, but we must not underestimate her. She was the one who took care of and raised the hero, Okikurumi, after all.”
~*~
The only thing that managed to break the explosive argument up was Hiiro borderline screaming awake from his slumber, tossing around like a ragdoll in pure panic and terror.
Niki bolted over to the pup nest, finding Hiiro was sleeping by himself originally and Kohaku had crawled over to the other side. “Hey, hey, hey! Ototo-san! It’s okay! What’s wrong?”
The white pup continued to yelp and scream in terror, little paws attempting to cover his ears and wipe at his sealed eyes. Rinne and the others bolted over to check on them, the red wolf increasingly worried. “Ototo-kun! What’s wrong?! What happened?!”
It was as if Hiiro couldn’t comprehend where he was, continuing to fling himself around and screech. Mayoi and Tatsumi nuzzled the white pup with their snouts, attempting to ground the younger back in reality. Slowly, the white pup began to simmer down, pausing his yelps to start letting out high-pitched whines that could only mean he was crying and hyperventilating. Hiiro began swinging his head back and forth as if he were searching for something.
Kohaku slowly crawled back to the white pup, using his nose and ears to guide him. When he was within an inch of the other pup, Hiiro buried his face into the black pup’s fur, continuing to softly cry in between deep inhales. The black pup let out a confused grumble but comforted the other as best as he could.
“What happened…?” HiMERU was at a loss.
Niki’s topaz-blue eyes softened considerably. He gently put a paw in front of the pups. “Ototo-san…just headbutt my paw for ‘yes’…did you have more visions?”
Hiiro immediately headbutts the grey wolf’s paw with great force, immediately burying his face back into Kohaku’s fur as soon as he could. The adult wolves felt their hearts drop as the pup continued to softly cry.
Rinne barely picked up Niki’s muttering, feeling even worse as he realized this was not a new sensation to Hiiro. “It’s just like the first time…”
After a tense silence, Rinne shook his head grimly. “What did fucking Chironnup-Kamuy send ya…?”
“Ch-Chironnup-Kamuy?”
Tatsumi gently licked the dark wolf’s ear, startling the Phantom slightly. “It’s the second voice from our visions, Mayoi-san.”
“You don’t seem…pleased to know Chironnup-Kamuy is trying to aid us, Amagi.” The Timber wolf saw how the red wolf’s tail was beginning to bristle and rise.
The bristling fur began to die down some. “More so cautious. He functions as more than just a god who sends premonitions.”
Just barely out of the eyesight of the wolves, Hasinaw started to fade into existence before fading away, as if she had changed her mind.
“What else does he do?” HiMERU grew weary, “Is it something we should be concerned with?”
“Depends on how ya view it. He’s a trickster god.”
“…Like…Loki?” HiMERU immediately grew apprehensive.
“Pretty much…” Rinne paused a moment, “Well, not as chaotic, thankfully…Nor as weird…Can still be quite dangerous, however.”
“…Dangerous how?”
“Eh…Kinda goes above and beyond what is asked…sometimes not in a good way.”
“…Why are you being evasive about it, Amagi?”
The red wolf remained silent. “…Some stories are best not told, given our circumstances. I do not deny his aid, nor that he is on our side. But, much like the rest of the pantheon, beyond the needed interactions, I’m keeping my distance.”
Niki raised an eyebrow to the fire goddess.
Odd how you all are keeping quiet considering he’s being quite brazen about not trusting all of you.
“…As he said, some stories are best not told. While we typically do aid our people, there are times when it’s best not to engage with us beyond the necessary. While we are not believed in outside of our people, human life, regardless of origins, is considered sacred. Sometimes, however, that line had to be crossed to protect our people…and not all of us like to remember those times.”
“Besides, Tatsumi-chan,” Rinne turned his cautiously quizzical gaze to the silver wolf, “Me thinks ya have a bit of explaining to do ‘bout that weapon of yours. And it seems there’s more ya know than ya got to say earlier.”
“I was not intending to hide anything, if that is what you are insinuating, Rinne-san,” Lavender eyes narrowed, “We were interrupted before I could continue. And while I’m not one to believe in curses, the Sight does draw its power from the elements and world around us, which allows it to unleash curses by bending the world to its will. Once the curse does begin to take effect, we will need to be wary of practically everything.”
It was unsettling to think about. Even nature itself, its laws and near timeless flow, could not be trusted. Rinne felt a shiver run down his spine. “That’s…not great…What was he meaning by the ‘truth’ behind his character’s exile and how ya knew it?”
Tatsumi found his gaze turning down to stare at the scattering of pebbles. “It is a sad tale, though I wish I had control over my part in that ordeal. But, we started here, and there is nothing we can do to change that. The ‘character’ I’m playing was a young, naïve wolf who was supposed to be babysitting the pups. My character got distracted by a squirrel and ran off, abandoning my post. When I came back, Pauchi-Kamuy’s character saw a fox rooting around the den and went to save a pup. But…”
Mayoi finished for him, having an inkling as to what really happened. “I-it was an accident…He didn’t mean to kill the pup. H-He must have bit too hard…”
“Exactly…And my character saw it all…but didn’t say anything, and allowed the pack to exile his character.”
A great injustice. A great crime committed by the one who the current pack trusts to look after Hiiro and Kohaku when they are away.
Rinne shook his head. “Like ya said, we can’t change what happened before. If we could, we woulda stopped those murders that caused that hell-school dimension. But, that’s probably grounds for that curse he mentioned to take root…Guess I was spot on with my theory. Fucking curse is gonna be just the tip of this damn iceberg of what we’ll deal with.”
Hiiro began to hiccup softly, still snuggled close to Kohaku. Niki gently licked the two in an attempt to soothe them. This sight, at the least, was able to soften Rinne’s edges. It did, however, leave him drained of his fight, at least for today.
…We cannot fall now. We have to keep fighting. Now more than ever.
~*~
The portal in one of the alcoves of the base flashed as Jun returned from his trial worse for wear, but very much alive and in one piece physically. He raised a forearm to prop himself against a wall, feeling drained of nearly everything. His limits had been tested. His stamina. His sanity. His will. Everything.
And here he was.
A survivor of the Ishimura. A survivor of the Marker and all of its insanity-inducing tricks. A survivor of the Necromorph outbreak. A survivor of the Dead Space universe.
A survivor of the moon god’s test.
“You look like you’ve seen better days.”
Golden eyes raised from their previous fascination with the ground to lock with dark blue, narrowing slightly. “Obviously. Do you have any idea what went on in that universe? Or did you just glance at it and thought it would serve its purpose?”
“I could see what went on from out here,” Kunnecup eyed him carefully, “Though it was a surprise to see the Marker used specifically your memories and feelings against you, rather than Isaac Clarke’s.”
Jun broke eye contact. The Marker made him think Hiyori and HiMERU were there.
No…Not HiMERU…He wasn’t using his persona. It was the real him…That Marker…Why did it make me think you were there, Tojou? And it made me watch you and Ohii-san die right in front of me…
Kunnecup’s expression was neutral, but there was uncertainty storming in his eyes. “Physically, you did well. Mentally…”
The moon god turned to the other two gods in the room. “You two. Could you start finding the location of the universe those other idols are in and begin inspecting for any signs of the gems?”
Kina-sut opened his mouth to speak before Irura slapped him with the back of her hand across his chest, not so subtly making him catch the hint. The two disappeared into the depths of the base, leaving the celestial god and the human alone.
Kunnecup exhaled slowly, hands behind his back as he walked by the stone table. He gestured to two seats, “Take a seat, kid.”
“Not a kid…” Jun nonetheless took one of the seats, keeping his gaze on the engravings of the stone table as Kunnecup took the seat beside him.
“To a spirit such as myself, you are,” Kunnecup grew quiet in contemplation, “…I saw what the Marker was showing you…Just what are Hiyori and HiMERU to you?”
“…Isn’t that the question of the day…” Jun sighed, deflating in his seat.
“Clearly something special, judging by your…reactions.”
The “HiMERU” of this universe held him at bay at gunpoint. “Last warning, Sazanami. I mean it…”
All he could think of was how un-HiMERU-like this HiMERU was being. He would never hold a gun to him. He would never help the government secure the Marker, knowing what it was capable of. He knew all too well that the real HiMERU, the real Kaname Tojou, probably would have died in the first wave of the Necromorph outbreak on the Ishimura. He hated dark spaces. Jun knew Kaname would have been an absolute wreck if this were a real situation.
He wouldn’t have been so callous as to tell him he had been hallucinating Hiyori being alive on the Ishimura. Forced him to see the full video of Hiyori taking his own life so that he wouldn’t succumb to the Marker’s influence and become one of those hideous monstrosities. Then again, perhaps he would have if it meant it would save Jun. At least, that’s what Jun hoped would be the case. He knew he could never hurt Kaname.
He did love him at one point, after all. Jun was just too scared to have told him before that fateful day in Reimei. The day when both Tatsumi and HiMERU went on hiatus and no one in the school would tell him about what happened until he managed to force it out of one of the upperclassmen. Even then, all he knew was that a riot happened, nothing of what happened to Tatsumi and HiMERU during that. Next thing he knew, HiMERU – Kaname – looked at him like he was a complete stranger when they met again nearly two years later.
As if all that they did together, despite the brief time, meant nothing. That it meant nothing when Kaname wished for Jun to accompany him to meet Tatsumi and hold his hand, insisting it wasn’t because he was afraid of the dark. That it meant nothing when they would hold each other at night to keep warm or when Kaname had an extremely rough day. That the friendship they built meant nothing.
That he truly didn’t like him back after all.
Perhaps that was for the best since he wanted to tell him after Kaname and Tatsumi made their announcement. At least it saved him the humility.
A large rock came flying as the Hive Mind started destroying the platform, crashing near the two and forcing Jun to the ground from the shock wave. Kaname bolted to the outpost but was soon swiped off of the deck and landed just a few feet away from Jun by a tentacle of the Hive Mind. Jun reached out for him, even after all of it, and Kaname, too, once he came to from the rough landing, reached a pale hand out to him.
Then the Hive Mind crushed the blue-nette with a tentacle, smearing the blood and broken body around the platform before tossing him away like trash. Right in front of Jun.
A semi-warm hand on his own made Jun jump, yanking his hand back from whatever touched him. Kunnecup pulled his hand back, letting it lay on his own lap. “Pardon that…It seems…perhaps the Marker was indirectly telling of your psyche.”
Jun exhaled softly, eyes glued to the engravings carved into the stone table. “…I’ve…admitted before that I was…filled with darkness and anger. For a long, long time…That school was hell. My life before that wasn’t much better. HiMERU…I thought we had found companionship together during what we went through…next time I saw him, he treated me like a complete stranger. After he and Tatsumi went on hiatus…I just spiraled…Kept going further and further into that darkness…Then Ohii-san found me. He was the light that brought me out of my darkest times. Had the patience for me…took me from being at the bottom to being part of the Big 3 in the idol industry. Yeah, he can be very annoying and frustrating at times, but…Even he began to confide in me. I saw sides of him no one else would ever see. He trusts me. And I trust him...Because of him…I’m not so angry anymore. I can see the positives of life now. I got a glimmer of it from HiMERU – from Kaname…and I thought it lost it when he disappeared.”
The moon god nodded solemnly, eyes drifting down to the engravings himself in contemplation. “…It seems…you and I are far more alike than at first glance.”
Dark brows furrowed as golden eyes finally broke their fixation on the table to really look at the Ainu moon god before him. Beneath his dark blue eyes were the shadows of a tired man. Faintly, he could see several small scars across his cheekbones and chin, no doubt from fights but to what end they were for he could not begin to fathom. Even his hands were littered with scars, large and small, and callouses, a testament to the work he had done. His shoulders were slightly hunched and his fingers fiddled with the robes and jacket he wore. His eyes seemed to reflect a myriad of similar emotions he, himself, had felt before.
Frustration. Sadness. Bitterness. Depression. Anger. Loneliness.
Kunnecup sighed softly. “…Long ago, during the beginnings of our mythology…I was not originally the moon god.”
Jun tilted his head, brows furrowing further but remained silent as Kunnecup continued. “Believe it or not, I was originally the sun god. Went by Tokapcup. And the Tokapcup of today was the original moon god, the original Kunnecup.”
“…How did you two switch?”
Another soft sight left the spirit, merely a puff of air exhaled through his nose while dark blue eyes became glazed. “Well…In a way, it was a mutual exchange, though I didn’t ever voice that it would benefit me. I was…doubting my role as the sun. I could not put on a bright face all the time. I would grow weary and could not be the consistent beacon of hope the people needed and looked up to. It was often said the sun appeared dimmer in those times. That doubt made me question why I was ever created to be the sun god, cursing my very existence. That doubt and questioning led me to become angry. That anger festered into darkness, the very darkness that would allow me to eventually wield kunne magic. Like yourself…I spiraled. In the end, it was Tokapcup who saved me.”
There was a brief but somber silence. “She came to me one day asking for advice. As she usually did. She was one of the only ones that approached me during those times. Even the training I received under Kando-Koro-Kamuy was usually limited to a…professional level. We rarely ever spoke outside of that.”
Jun couldn’t help but think of his own father. Kunnecup smiles slightly, fondness taking over the glazed-over look in his eyes. “Heh…You know what she was worried about? She was panicking because she thought Kando-Koro-Kamuy would yell at her since the humans would all of a sudden see the moon vanish at night and send prayers to the gods to ask why it was doing so.”
He leaned a little closer to the other with a humorous look. “You know why that was happening? She was getting embarrassed at seeing what naughty escapades humans got up to at night, that she had to keep looking away.”
Jun snorted at that, causing the moon god to chuckle himself. “Right? The bright, bubbly, sweetheart of a spirit – who is more of the romantic between the two of us – was embarrassed about seeing that! Other than that, she was doing her job almost perfectly!”
The brighter atmosphere dimmed considerably as the pensive look returned. “Yet, she was not happy with her role, either. Sure, other than that, she was doing a good job…But she wasn’t happy. She’s…bright, outgoing, caring…always wanting to put a smile on others…Humans used to say that the moon, unlike the sun during that time, glowed too brightly to the point that they couldn’t sleep. At the time…I wasn’t thinking about how it could benefit me…nor how it would appease the humans and make their lives better…All I could think about was her happiness. So, I volunteered to swap roles. She would become the sun god, and I the moon. She took on the name Tokapcup, while I took Kunnecup.”
“Can gods do that? Just…switch roles on their own?”
Kunnecup exhaled a breathy laugh through his nose. “Usually, no. But…Kando-Koro-Kamuy never made a point to mention it. He carried on like usual and called us by our new names like it had always been that way. Possibly, it was because things turned out very well for the humans by us doing so…But it was the one time I think I ever saw him smile. Look…prideful, almost. Like he was content that we took on the task on our own initiative…that we took into account both the humans and ourselves…From then on, he treated us, treated me, less as a student or a child to look after and more as an equal. Even invited us to form the main guards of Kotan-Kar-Kamuy with him.”
Jun didn’t quite know what to say but found Kunnecup was not quite finished. “Tokapcup told me once we swapped that that day was the ending of my waning phase, the pinnacle of my new moon phase. From then on, she said, I was already starting to wax, to grow more confident, to be happier. That she couldn’t wait to see my full moon phase in all of its splendor….Heh, for a girl who always claimed to not be the most poetic or greatest with words, at that moment, she was the greatest poet of all time in my eyes…I swore, from then on, I would do anything to keep that smile on her face after she saved me…”
After a moment to let it all sink in, the moon god questioned, “Would I be right to presume that this Hiyori – this Ohii-san – that you speak of…is akin to the sun?”
Jun smiled with a breathy chuckle and sigh. “We’d always joke that he was the sun. Always so bright and cheerful. And the days where he wasn’t so confident…I guess you could say those were like sunspots or an eclipse…And like you, I would do anything to see him with that smile again, to be by his side always.”
Jun’s smile soon grew into a knowing smirk as he thought about how Irura teased the moon god upon their first meeting. “So…Would I be right to presume you view her as more than a friend or colleague?”
Kunnecup shook his head in fond exasperation. “Depends. Does Hiyori know your true feelings about him?”
The smile quickly faded. “…I’ve been too scared to tell him. Too uncertain.”
“…Then you have my answer, as well.”
The silence inside the base was almost deafening.
“I think you and I are uncertain for different reasons.”
The moon spirit appeared intrigued with an eyebrow raised. “How so?”
“…I don’t think you are torn between two.”
“He is not the only one you consider in that way?”
“…Back when HiMERU and I were in that school…I was afraid to tell him how I felt. I worked up the courage to ask to see him after his announcement with Tatsumi-senpai on forming a unit together…But supposedly, some sort of riot happened, and I don’t know what happened to either Tatsumi-senpai or HiMERU other than they immediately went on hiatus…Next time I saw HiMERU…”
“He saw you as a complete stranger…” Kunnecup nodded in understanding.
Jun tried to hold back the wet-sounding crack in his voice, but it still managed to escape. “I told Ohii-san about it…I told him I was over it…But that universe made me question if I truly am. All I could think about during that was…how similar those two were…I started to wonder if I started to feel that way about him because of him or…that I view it as a second chance to have what I couldn’t with HiMERU – with Tojou…Ohii-san deserves someone who can love him completely for himself, not someone…like me who can’t let go of the past.”
Perhaps that was the reason why those fake versions of the two most important people in his life shook him to his core. He still loved Kaname. He loved Hiyori. He loved them both. He lost them both. Never had a chance with Kaname. Probably wouldn’t have a chance with Hiyori.
Yet, he was selfish. He couldn’t leave Hiyori, would never leave him. Sure, he owed him for all that he did, but he was scared of going back to the darkness if he wasn’t right there beside him. It felt natural to be with him, as natural as breathing. He couldn’t leave Kaname in the past. In a way, perhaps he was like Kaname’s light, or Kaname served as a light for him in terms of distracting himself from the hell that school life became. As annoying as the other could get when he got on his high horse, they naturally fell in step with each other after maturing.
Their bickering, both Hiyori and Kaname, became a natural way for them to be playful with each other. To be comfortable around the other. To be closer.
If he stopped loving Kaname, would he also be throwing him away? Like nothing they did mattered in the end? Kaname would always matter to him, even if the other didn’t feel the same.
“There is something almost…magical about a first love.”
Jun raised his head from staring at his lap to the moon god.
“…I believe it will always hold a place in your heart. And that shouldn’t be a bad thing. Though, I do understand your dilemma. It does not help that that person is still around and you are left with more questions than answers. It is…not fair. You have every right to feel how you feel, and it is quite admirable that you are willing to put aside your wants for the sake of his happiness…Even throwing yourself into a universe knowing that you only had one chance, throwing yourself into becoming a Holder. All because…you want to go back to him. Not even to live. But for him…My…suggestion, if you would like to hear it, is…Cherish the memories, for they will always be with you, always form a part of you. But do not be afraid of making new ones.”
In that moment, Jun felt a type of closeness with this spirit different from Hiyori and Kaname. This was closer to an understanding. A kindred spirit.
“…You pass.”
“…What?”
“You pass. Physically. Mentally. You have an understanding of both the light and the dark. You have what it takes if you still wish to do so.”
Golden eyes widened and his pulse quickened with a light feeling building in his chest. “…Really?”
Kunnecup bowed his head to the human. “I am serious. If you still wish, you just have to hover your hands over mine and accept the power.”
The moon god held his hands palm up towards him. Jun hesitated for only half a second, nearly snapping his hands to hover over the other’s.
“One last thing,” Jun paused just before his hands moved into position, “Becoming a Holder…forming this symbiotic relationship with a deity…It will allow me access to all of your memories, and the feelings attached to them. Are you comfortable with that?”
For once since he was dragged into this, Jun found he wasn’t dragging his heels. “Yes. You and I are very similar. If anything…Perhaps it will even strengthen that bond.”
A quirk upward of the lips was all the celestial being gave him. “Then let’s continue.”
White and purple light glowed between their hands, slowly enveloping Jun’s arms with two tendrils of each color flowing up his arms and to his heart. The lights grew brighter and brighter until the tendrils vanished and softer light still coated his hands and forearms. Jun cocked his head to the side at the weird light. “Huh…”
“Hm, seems you can access my weapons already. Perhaps it was due to our talk and your connection to the light and dark in your life that is making it easy. Usually, this would not be so. But you know both so well that it is practically innate. All they are waiting for is for you to open the door.”
Jun glanced at the moon god and back at his arms he held in front of himself. “So…Just…will it?”
The deity nodded, gesturing for him to try. Jun closed his eyes, focusing on the energy pulsing through his body. He followed the trail of it until they met in his arms, seeing the passage out blocked. He willed the barriers to open, and the energy poured out like a torrent. The lights around his arms formed into dark steel gauntlets that extended from the base of his elbow and covered each finger in metal akin to dragon scales with small hooks pointed out, with the palm and inner fingers being a black mesh. From the wrist portion of the metal were two slits. From the left slit formed a white, almost translucent-looking double-edged blade. The right had one similar in looks save for it being a dark purple.
“Woah…”
“From your left, you are wielding the light magic, the source of the good kamuy’s sorcery. From the right, kunne, or black, magic, the source of the dark powers of all the Kunne kamuy. These swords, as you may have noticed, are purely magic – or energy-based – but can act similarly to real blades. You can defend against physical objects, as well as attack with them. Each has its own…unique properties. The light magic is very effective against the Kunne and their shadowy minions, whereas the dark magic is very effective against those whose powers are primarily based on light magic.”
Golden eyes glanced up in wariness. “As in…Fighting good kamuy?”
“Yes…” Dark blue eyes dropped their gaze for a moment, “While it pains me to say this, in all likelihood, it is very possible that some of the good kamuy we may happen across…may not be friendly upon first meeting. Much like how Kina-sut may have bitten you if it weren’t for the glass box, several of the good kamuy, since this all began, will be fighting for their lives. They may not…listen to reason. As it is, with your friends who have contracts…Well, overall they may not take kindly to our plan.”
“Why not?” Jun lost focus and the energy blades vanished, but the gauntlets remained.
“I would not be surprised if they got the idea of using those gems against Pauchi-Kamuy. Perhaps they may think it is the only way since he has gotten so powerful without them. But, as you and I know, those gems are key for him. Without them, his real plan cannot take root. So, our goal is to gather them and destroy them. The others…I would not be surprised if they get defensive.”
Jun nodded in understanding. “While I find that a bit hard to believe…It does make sense. I see why you warned me about potentially fighting even them.”
“Exactly…More than likely your friends on the outside are going to send those gems in in the hopes that your friends get them first before any of the Kunne. We must intercept those or, if either side gets them, we must take the gems from them. They are immensely powerful and are key to this whole situation. If they are removed, the whole thing falls apart. That is how we can avoid the most casualties.”
“Okay…Okay.”
“…However,” Kunnecup eyed Jun and the gauntlets with an amused smirk, “Sending you off with only a faint idea of how to use those weapons would not be wise.”
“…Yeah~. Probably wouldn’t end well for anyone…including myself,” Jun grimaced, “I’d probably accidentally stab myself somehow…”
It was the longest chuckle he heard from the moon spirit. “Then perhaps we should start. Follow me to the training grounds.”
As he began to follow the deity, Kunnecup stopped and placed a hand on his shoulder. “And I promise…I’ll be a better tutor than your father.”
Jun blanked for a moment as he momentarily forgot how the other would have possibly known that. His shock grew to one of calmness. “I’ll hold you to it.”
~*~
Irura chuckled from around the corner, watching Jun and Kunnecup make their way to the training grounds.
“What’s so funny, Irura?” Kina-sut leaned against another pillar alongside her.
“Oh, just that Kunnecup is one sly sap.”
“…I get the sap part. But why sly?”
“Oh, please…‘something almost magical about a first love’ and how it will ‘always have a place in your heart’,” Irura playfully mocked the moon god’s tone, “He’s being roundabout with how important the kid is to him.”
“I…don’t quite follow.” Even Ol’ Boy hissed in confusion.
“Tell me, Kina-sut,” Irura flicked a strand of hair back over her shoulder, “Do you remember your first Holder?”
“Oh, yeah,” The snake god grew whimsical as he reminisced, “How could I ever forget? There’s something special about the first Holder a kamuy makes a contract with…”
The snake god lit up slyly in realization, further fueled by a knowing smirk by the Ainu’s Grim Reaper. “Ah…He’s never had a Holder, has he?”
Irura hummed in amusement. “Sazanami Jun is the very first.”
“Tsk, that’s why Lunar Boy is being so strict about all of this.”
“And being so accommodating. Though, he did have a point with all the precautions. Even with a conduit, a human handling either magic alone is already something rare. Finding one that can handle both? That’s once in a lifetime, even for a spirit. Guess it does take one to know one.”
“And ironic how their significant others who they admire from afar are also in a Holder contract together.”
“Hm-hm…” Irura’s semi-haughty attitude faded and her lips turned downward ever so slightly, “I worry for that poor girl.”
“Yeah,” Even Kina-sut grew pensive, “She’s a bright girl. I know she’s older than me, but I’ve always seen her like a little sister.”
“Most would be inclined to agree…And she doesn’t like to see suffering…I can only imagine how she is handling all of this…”
~*~
Hiyori hummed as he adjusted the baseball cap to hide his hair before stepping out to walk down the crowded, busy streets of Shibuya. As he hummed a vague tune, he kept his eyes behind a pair of sunglasses on a swivel.
See anything resembling a weak point?
As he waited at a crosswalk for the light to turn green, he spotted Tokapcup looking around the city in a completely dazed wonderment, floating just a foot above the ground and mostly transparent. He could see people walking through her like it was nothing.
“Woah…This is so different from traditional Ainu villages…! These grey huts are so huge!”
Um…They’re not huts. They’re skyscrapers.
“Skyscrapers…Do people live in them?”
No – well, some, depends on the purpose of the building. Sometimes the very top floors are penthouses, but most are for businesses.
“Wow…! It’s been so long since I’ve been around humans…! Everything is so different!”
Hiyori couldn’t help a small smile as the ethereal spirit found excitement and curiosity in what he would consider the mundane or barely acknowledged. Her gaze drifted backward as she grew increasingly more distracted by the different people until that drifting gaze suddenly stopped. As it stopped, she grew rigid and those warm, honey eyes became sharp and calculating.
“We’re being followed.”
~*~
Night had come quickly. The sky above the Stone Den was inky black, a stark contrast to the nearly full moon and the stars. The wolves were sound asleep to the best of their ability inside the cave, given all that they had come to learn. With each new piece of information learned or answer found, more and more questions arose, making all of them restless in their minds.
However, the Timber wolf was especially having a rough go of sleep tonight. HiMERU twitched in his sleep as his usually dreamless slumber was shaken by disturbing visuals, some clearer than others.
The one that stuck with him was one not of the clearest of pictures, mostly a blur of murky colors. However, the words and voices he heard slowly began to make panic fester. The murky colors slowly formed a slightly clearer picture of the forest floor. The ground gave way under him before the last bit of the picture he could grasp faded completely, the voices growing louder.
“Hiiro-san!”
“Mayoi-senpai!”
He felt himself hyperventilate, feeling the tenseness and panic in their voices. Then, a new voice spoke, at first clear but quickly began to distort and fade.
“He’s…lying…But…kee…p…Tha…Figh…irit…”
He gasped as he shot up, now wide awake. He felt clammy and cold, yet there was a lingering warmth and a splitting headache, all of which slowly faded the longer he was awake.
That…That must have been a vision! It had to have been! But…that was extremely vague considering the ones ‘I’ heard from the others…Even the one Isara had that Shiina told us about was more precise than that…
HiMERU quickly darted his head around the collection of wolves, all of whom were still fast asleep. Niki had both pups sleeping under his chin and between his front paws, practically enveloping them like a shield. Around Niki was Rinne, shielding him and the pups from the entranceway, as if he would be the first line of defense to protect them if something were to try and attack them while they slept. He couldn’t blame them after Hiiro’s breakdown earlier, though seeing them so close after their volatile argument wasn’t something he thought would happen so soon. Mayoi had shifted in his sleep so that he stopped leaning on HiMERU. As he glanced further down he felt his heart stop beating.
Tatsumi wasn’t there.
He took another, darting glance around the den. The silver wolf was nowhere to be seen.
As quiet as a mouse in an abandoned church, he stood up and exited the den, catching the traces of the priest’s scent. Considering his dream, perhaps it was best to have a quick, midnight walk to try and clear his head. It also wouldn’t hurt to see where Tatsumi took off to at such a late hour. Despite wanting to leave it be, after Pauchi and his minions' arrival, he did not want to chance Tatsumi being caught out on his own.
Please…don’t get hurt again, Tatsumi…
He paused in his steps from following his scent as the thought crossed his mind. When did he start becoming so concerned for the other idol? He started the whole mess his precious little brother was now stuck in. He hated him.
…Or did he not, anymore? Did that start when Tatsumi risked his life to jump into their punishment world and save them? Save him twice? No, perhaps earlier? When they got separated in the school? After he witnessed his very first death?
The more he thought, the tougher it became. It was becoming a muddled mess and he was starting to question which way was up. Perhaps, it was a combination of all of those events that led him now to question his relationship with Tatsumi. This whole mess certainly started tearing open how he viewed his and Mayoi’s relationship wide open, if the constant sparks he had been trying to ignore for the past few months were anything to go by.
Do…Do ‘I’…like them?
…‘I’ don’t know anymore…
Did Mayoi and Tatsumi even view him the same way? Did Mayoi feel the same sparks? Did Tatsumi…
Idiot. Even if they did have feelings for ‘you’, it’s not for the real you. This is Kaname’s life you are trying to save space for. This is supposed to be his life, not yours. You’re being selfish if you think you can pursue any sort of relationship with either of them.
The smell of fresh mint and black tea wafted into his nostrils. He shook his head, refocusing on the task at hand. Find Tatsumi.
As he trotted along, he found himself a bit further down from the frozen stream and the birch tree when Tatsumi’s scent veered sharply right through some bushes. Carefully, he picked his way through the thorny brambles and came out to a rather mystical, even beautiful sight.
A ground spring had come up through the white quartz to form a small pool of near crystal-clear water. Combined with the light of the moon, the water had an almost ethereal glow. The rustling of the leaves above was less ominous and far more comforting, like the rustling of soft blankets. On the other end of the pool, Tatsumi lay on a flat rock just above the edge of the water, having been interrupted conversing with Wakka, who sat beside him with an equally perplexed expression.
The silver wolf held his head high at the surprise visit from the Timber wolf, “What are you doing out here?”
“He would ask the same thing,” HiMERU reproached as he slowly walked over to him, “HiMERU woke up and saw you weren’t in the cave. Honestly, the enemy had just threatened us, and you think now, of all times, is the best time for a walk in the dark?”
Tatsumi’s ears swiveled very slowly to the side and back towards HiMERU, lavender eyes locked on him with a guarded gaze. “Technically, we are left to our own devices for the next two months and that curse won’t take effect for an even further four months out after that. Even if he wanted to do something to me, I doubt he would risk an interdimensional collapse to do so.”
“Even so, there’s more that can threaten a wolf out here other than them.”
“There are no humans, nor bears, nor anything out here. And I’m not defenseless.”
HiMERU couldn’t quite place why the other seemed to be so guarded and stern. “…Did HiMERU do something to upset you?”
The gaze of lavender was piercing and unsettling as his tone was eerily even. “There has been…something on my mind as of late.”
The Timber wolf remained silent and, upon not hearing much further from the other, nodded his head in his direction to prompt him to continue. Tatsumi kept a carefully constructed neutrality. “When we first came to this universe, after Mayoi-san’s scare of finding out we were wolves…I noticed something off about you. Particularly dropping the third-person speech.”
HiMERU furrowed his brows until he felt his muscles stiffen in realization, recalling what he said to Mayoi.
‘I’ did…shit…!
“The way you said it…It was different from how you would say it in Reimei. I figured it was just the stress of this situation, so I initially thought nothing of it. But when Rinne-san brought up the valid point of the Assistant having to be someone you and I are very familiar with…Could you tell me what I told you in that auditorium that day? When you questioned if you ever had what it takes to be an idol?”
HiMERU paused.
Kaname…you thought that…?
His silence proved a sufficient enough answer for the silver wolf who slowly stood up from his perch, towering over the other. “I see…Just like how you didn’t ‘remember’ telling me your first name, or looked confused when I mentioned you felt the HiMERU name to be suffocating…Maybe I was just a willfully ignorant fool then…but I can’t deny it anymore.”
Tatsumi summoned the silver staff, the dark blue orb glowing as it was readied, pointed directly at HiMERU. Wakka stayed behind him, gaze stern as she helped transfer more powerful magic into the orb. HiMERU felt his paws frozen to the stone.
“While it pains me to think this,” The silver wolf continued, purple eyes slowly growing brighter and brighter as the flames behind them grew stronger, “Knowing that only leaves the Assistant’s identity to be one person, everything makes sense. You may be HiMERU, but you are not Kaname-san.”
The silver wolf snarled at him. “That just leaves one question. Who are you?”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 26: Edge of Darkness (The Sight Arc: Part 4)
Notes:
Wow! Updating this fic twice in a week! So glad classes are done this week!
Good news! Graduating and finishing my Bachelor's by the end of this week, which means I'll have more time to write and update!
And just when we start to get into the swing of things here!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening: Overlap by Kimeru
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_duoLVBuELM
HiMERU didn’t know what to do.
He recalled what Pauchi threatened him with that felt so long ago.
“That revelation and truth could be shocking enough that it could send him spiraling to an early game over. Or…maybe it would make him snap? Turn on you, perhaps?”
He had half a thought of trying to try and twist this around, but he quickly banished such a thought. With the way Tatsumi looked at him with his weapon drawn, ready to fire, and how Wakka was more than willing to let him use her powers on him…
…He knew if he didn’t choose his words carefully or didn’t speak the truth, Tatsumi would kill him.
He couldn’t blame him, either. He would probably do the same in his place, given how insane everything has gone. He wouldn’t be able to trust a complete stranger. Not now. Especially if that stranger had been impersonating a dear friend.
“…‘I’ am sorry…”
“I didn’t ask for an apology. Who are you?”
The Timber wolf winced at both the harshness and the accusatory tone. “I…am his older brother…Kaname’s older brother.”
The azure orb’s glow dimmed slightly. “His brother…? You were there that day…Telling Kaname-san to ‘run away’…”
“…Yes…I was. I found out what was going to happen…but I was too late to stop it.”
It hurt to admit that. He failed as a brother. He failed as a guardian. When the students began the riot, he was but one man. What good would he have been able to do? There was no way he could have stopped the students once they started, not without police intervention or some form of backup.
The glow nearly ceased from the staff and the look Tatsumi gave him was one of surprise.
It was only then that HiMERU realized his mouth had been moving.
Had I said all of that out loud…? How…did I not notice…? …Fuck it…!
“…All I wanted was to make his dream a reality…So…I chose to pretend to be him. To save him a place in the idol industry…For him and I to switch once he was ready…And it was supposed to be no one would be any the wiser, but I see I wasn’t nearly as good in my disguise as I thought.”
“Memories cannot be replaced…” It was clear the initial agitation faded and unsureness took its place, “…Again…Who are you?”
“Did I not just say?”
Lavender eyes briefly rolled, a sight the Timber wolf would never have thought the priest to be capable of. “I meant your name. If…While you may use the HiMERU name with everyone else…I will not. In private, between us, I want to call you by who you actually are.”
More like you refuse to use your friend’s name on me…can’t blame him, really. At least he doesn’t want to blow my cover to everyone else…yet.
“I…Technically, his – my birth name…doesn’t exist anymore.”
He could practically see the brows of the silver wolf both furrow and raise all at once. “I don’t quite follow…”
HiMERU sighed.
Guess I don’t have a choice. Just try and leave out my dealings with Fenrir as much as possible.
“Um…So, let’s say you…search for his – my name…Uh, you’ll see…He – I…died two years ago?”
“…So…” The azure orb ceased glowing, leaving the silver wolf not bathed in blue light but instead in utter confusion, “You…faked your death? Why?”
“Well…After…the incident, I couldn’t exactly still be…me and pretend to be Kaname at the same time.”
“What? Your boss wouldn’t have understood and fired you?” Tatsumi sounded incredibly condescending.
HiMERU made an aborted noise. “Uh – Something akin to that.”
There was a pause before the orb glowed faintly and purple eyes narrowed. “Why is Kaname-san here? What happened after that day?”
HiMERU knew this was not going to end well. Had it been any other situation and had he still remained as spiteful towards the priest as he was before, maybe he would have relished seeing the saintly bastard crumble in despair. Now, he was hoping Tatsumi would be able to handle the truth.
“Just one question for Wakka-Ush-Kamuy,” He turned to the goddess who appeared taken aback by being addressed so suddenly, “How’s Tatsumi’s mental state at the moment?”
“Are you serious?” Tatsumi snarled, the orb flashing bright, “What do you think!?”
“Tatsumi,” HiMERU tried staying calm despite realizing he was a hair’s width away from being vaporized, “I am just asking because it could tip you over the edge. Kaname wouldn’t want that. Ayase and your unit-mates wouldn’t want that. I don’t want that.”
“Kaname-san…” It was the only time he ever saw the priest look conflicted and angry at the same time as he nearly spat the name, “Do you really think that? News flash if you don’t remember, but he’s the Assistant! He crushed me under a cabinet! He followed me around as I struggled with a broken arm and several broken ribs for hours! When he wasn’t following me, he harassed Mayoi-san! Corralled him to Aira-san’s remains and watched as he went insane! He held Subaru-san hostage while we were forced to watch Shiina-san fight through a hospital full of armed guards to save Hokuto-san and witness Hiiro-san kill someone!”
HiMERU winced at the blunt truthfulness.
“Meanwhile, he has been following his orders without hesitation! I know I told him I would forgive him no matter what because he is my friend, but he has crossed the line! So tell me what Kaname-san would want, one more time!”
Despite his heart breaking into microscopic pieces at seeing Tatsumi become so upset, he saw an opportunity, a possibility to rectify and piece his and Tatsumi’s hearts back together. “You seem…certain that is what he thinks.”
The silver wolf bared his teeth at him, a low growl coming out like a sneer. “What else could there be?”
HiMERU slowly sat on the rocky ground, keeping his gaze locked on Tatsumi. “What if…it’s not what we think?”
The orb slowly began to fade, but Tatsumi kept the staff at the ready with Wakka eyeing the two wolves in silence. “…What are you getting at?”
“I will answer your questions,” HiMERU began slowly, “But…just bear with me while I explain.”
The snarl slowly eased on the silver wolf and, once he made the staff disappear, HiMERU felt sure enough that the other would listen. “What happened that day…Kaname…He was hurt really, really badly…He…He’s in a coma, at a different hospital you were treated at.”
It started to pain him to see those deep, lavender eyes become glossy with unshed tears and the other wolf slowly shook his head back and forth. “No…No…He…It’s all my fault…”
“Tatsumi…”
“I get it now…He must hate me…” It broke HiMERU somewhere inside to hear the other’s voice grow quieter and smaller, “Friends don’t put each other in danger like I did…That’s why he did it…”
“Not quite, at least, not what I think is going on.”
When Tatsumi picked his head back up, HiMERU continued. “Before we were hooked up to that gear, I was locked in an elevator by Pauchi-Kamuy’s doing. He informed me, with a phone call’s evidence, that he had Kaname…And that the whole reason he survived, much less is still in a coma is because he found his soul before he could pass and would not release him.”
It was somewhat of a relief to see the angry eyes no longer targeted at him. “Tatsumi…He mentioned that Kaname never stopped talking about me, Sazanami…and you. For two years. Does that sound like he was angry at you?”
“I…I don’t know…” Tatsumi grew unsure and softspoken, more so than usual.
“Here’s another thing…If Kaname has been stuck with this insane god for two years…Even I am dreading to imagine just what he could have been filling Kaname’s head with. I hate to speak ill of him, but Kaname…” HiMERU hesitated for a moment, “He’s a little…naïve and…um, mentally weak in that he’s a little clingy…Prone to idealizing, and whatnot.”
“Oh, I’m very aware…” Tatsumi rubbed at his snout with a paw, clearly remembering a few instances of Kaname’s tendencies.
Until the silver wolf paused, paw hovered in the air after finishing another swipe at his face. “…Are you suggesting he was manipulated or brainwashed?”
“Considering this god’s proclivities to doing so already? I’m not doubting it.”
“…Still…He would have recognized me…or you for that matter. I spoke to him plenty…”
“Which is why I’m thinking there’s something else going on. Since Pauchi-Kamuy can mess with memories and manipulate…how unlikely would it be that he somehow made Kaname unable to recognize us?”
Tatsumi glanced at the pool of water with a hardened glare, as if it held all the answers but refused to let them surface. “Maybe…”
“Hexes.”
The two wolves snapped their attention to Wakka as she spoke up. “He would have used hexes. Let’s say he’s also messed with his memories, he would need…two maybe three hexes to do what you’re suggesting. One for the eyes so he wouldn’t see you. One for the ears so he couldn’t recognize the voices. And perhaps…Since he seems keen on keeping his identity a secret from everyone else with that getup…Probably one on his mouth or vocal cords to hide his voice.”
“…But if he’s that keen on hiding Kaname-san’s identity…why did he tell you he had him in the first place?” The silver wolf turned much more calmly to the Timber wolf, a heavy sense of vulnerability emanating from him that was almost palpable.
“He made a deal with me. He said if Kaname survived the same three universes in a row as we did, he would let Kaname return.”
He almost felt a smile tug at his lips as he saw the brief flash of hope return to the silver wolf’s eyes. Wakka, however, seemed more confused and incredulous. “That…That can’t be. Those two are Linked. There’s no way Kaname could go back without that Link fully established. If it was based on his body, then maybe, but if it starts with the soul? That means the soul has to stay until that Link is fully ready.”
That brief hope in both of them vaporized in an instant. HiMERU muttered, “So we’re being lied to and playing into his hands. Unless we can snap Kaname out of it or find another way so he’s not stuck with him…”
“…Maybe Kaname-san is already starting to piece it together himself…”
“Tatsumi?”
The idol-priest turned to him, determined. “Earlier today, when Shiina-san and Wakka were supposed to get the willow bark, Kaname was there as a crow.”
Wakka’s blue eyes sparkled in realization. “That’s right…! He was already peeling the bark, and he gave us the bundle.”
“Not only that,” Tatsumi added, “But Shiina-san mentioned that he had his eyes closed while he handed over the bark and flew away.”
“Why would…” Citrine eyes widened, “The Sight…”
“He was doing that so Pauchi-Kamuy wouldn’t know he was helping. Whether it’s due to compassion or he is starting to piece it together, it might be a sign that we can get Kaname on to our side.” Tatsumi’s tail began wagging hopefully.
“That still doesn’t solve the issue of the Link…” Wakka grew somber and pensive, gaze cast to the pool and the white quartz below.
“…Didn’t Hasinaw-Uk-Kamuy mention that it could be possible for another god to replace his Link with their own?” HiMERU refused to give up hope., considering most of the alternatives would mean Kaname would have to die.
“Again, that’s only a theory!” Wakka had her hands on her hips, shaking her head side to side, “Part of that is that a god would have to be really strong to do that. And the only ones that could potentially be capable, if it is possible at all, would have to be the celestial gods, specifically Tokapcup-Kamuy, Kunnecup-Kamuy, and Kando-Koro-Kamuy. But that’s not likely to happen.”
“…Okay, several questions,” HiMERU raised a paw as if he were raising a hand in class, “First, a celestial god with ‘kunne’ in their name?”
“Kunne just means ‘black’ or ‘dark’. From what I’ve heard, another name for the Kunne Kamuy is Wen Kamuy, but most seem to default to using Kunne. Basically, his name can translate to ‘dark light’, as he is the moon god.”
“Huh…It does make sense. I’d imagine Tokapcup would mean ‘bright light’ or something along those lines, if I’m assuming correctly that is the sun god?” Tatsumi hummed in thought.
“Something akin to that, yes. And our sun god is a she.”
“Second question. Why would those three not be likely to do that?” HiMERU was far more concerned with finding alternatives to Kaname’s fate than semantics.
“Well…The celestials…They are considered neutral in most meanings of the word, despite their immense capabilities as gods. They don’t necessarily interact much with human affairs and are primarily there to help maintain the balance by mediating,” Wakka began, petting a section of her hair that fell over her shoulder, “They are extremely powerful, to the point where I doubt they’d trust a human with even an ounce of their powers. The only one who did, even if just once, was Tokapcup when she cared for Okikurumi during his early days. And that was something to behold.”
“Second time we’ve heard that name…Just who was Okikurumi?” HiMERU felt a weird pull from hearing the name as if it were the tug of a thread.
“Okikurumi is also known as Ae-oyna-Kamuy, and he is a culture hero of our people, or a mythic hero if you will.”
“So, like Hercules, Theseus, Susanoo, and the like?” Tatsumi pondered aloud.
“Yes. The Ainu even have their own version of Susanoo, Sitonai, though the way the story goes and the morals are vastly different from the old Japanese story. Okikurumi was the very first human, technically a demi-god, to ever form a Holder contract and a Link, and did so with several gods at once, to protect humanity from any, human or non-human, who would disrupt the peace and teach the Ainu everything they needed to survive and culturally grow.”
“And he did so on his own initiative? That’s quite compassionate.” Tatsumi seemed to be in awe.
“Or ambitious,” HiMERU added, “Though, you said he was a demi-god. How did that happen?”
“Well, technically, he was tasked with doing all of that, and there are several smaller stories of his accomplishments,” Wakka grew solemn as she told the story, “Depending on which region you hear the story, it’s different. As far as I know, we typically would alter our appearances and willfully let the humans decide how we view each other or interact, as we prioritized making sure they could make sense of the world around them over our own pride and views. Though…What I know is the more…accurate or true, I suppose, version…it’s not a happy story.”
Wakka took a deep breath, eyes appearing shimmery, like a kaleidoscope of several emotions all at once. “Okikurumi is the son of Kanna-Kamuy, our god of thunder, lightning, and wind, and Princess Chikisani. Some refer to her as the spirit of the Japanese Elm, while others thought it meant that her house symbol was of that tree…Regardless…Back in the day, sometime after the kamuy settled all of our disputes with the Kunne on who would rule the human realm and we began filling the world with animals and humans, we looked down on the world to see how everything was unfolding, including Kanna-Kamuy. He…is quite unique, shall I say. Technically, he is neither good nor Kunne, and that is due to how our people viewed what he represented. Thunder and lightning were powerful symbols, and the north wind was considered divine…but the other winds were more malevolent at best. Despite this, he was often around the rest of the good kamuy, but never really…made himself try to belong. He preferred to be very…distant, sometimes callous even, and when he spoke, it was like that of thunder and lightning: powerful, sudden, and captures attention.”
HiMERU couldn’t help but think of his old partner from Fenrir.
Thunder…Wait a minute…This…This is too much of a coincidence! But did that mean Fenrir never realized they had a deity hiding among them!?
“I’d assume this stern, tough man fell in love with a pretty lady?” Tatsumi hummed in amusement.
Wakka giggled softly, eyes bright. “Oh, yes he did!~ Should have seen him do a doubletake when he saw her from up in the heavens! He was practically smitten with her~.”
Thunder never seemed like the kind of person to let emotions and personal feelings get in the way of anything, though…He was always strictly professional…
The freshwater goddess soon grew somber, the amusement evaporating almost instantly. “Yes…He loved her very much. After courting her several times, she came to love him, too. It got to the point where Kanna-Kamuy…didn’t want her and him to be separated anymore. He couldn’t stay down in the human world, as most of the gods can only stay temporarily in the human realm, and only if we have a mission that needs to be accomplished before we can return to the heavens. So…The plan was to ascend her to the heavens through his lightning bolt. One of his powers is an almost instantaneous form of teleportation, similar to what you and I did, Tatsumi, to get to their punishment world, but he does it through lightning and is…It’s a more violent and dangerous method.”
The two wolves felt themselves deflate, with Tatsumi speaking the words they thought. “It didn’t end well for her, did it?”
Wakka closed her eyes, hung her head low, and exhaled deeply. “No…It’s one thing for Kanna-Kamuy to use it, but it’s another for a human due to the massive amount of energy it uses and how violently it occurs. She…She was the first Kanna-Kamuy ever attempted this with. It…went horribly wrong. It was almost near fatal and she fell from the sky encased in flames and explosions. Yet…within those flames and explosions, Okikurumi was born, making him the very first deity born in the human world. The spirits and gods who were already in the human world rushed to her remains and built a fort high above the ground to protect him and Princess Chikisani. But…after six days, she was nothing but charred remains.”
“Burning for six days…I can only imagine the agony that must have been…” Tatsumi’s ears drooped and whimpered.
Wakka grew a bit more confident as if she resolved to finish the story. “Yet the miracle was that her remains never stopped burning, as the warmth they provided kept Okikurumi warm and alive until the gods could intercede. To this day, many legends and stories about Okikurumi say that he is always surrounded by flames and smoke from the waist down, a testament to both his virtuous nature and the love his mother had for him.”
A question burned similarly in HiMERU’s mind. “…Where was Kanna-Kamuy in all this after that accident?”
The goddess grew solemn. “It was the only time I ever saw such a strong, resolute god like him ever break down like that. He was distraught. At first…I thought he abandoned Okikurumi, but…I think he feared that he would hurt him just like Princess Chikisani and couldn’t bring himself to raise him. It was a shocker when Tokapcup volunteered to take care of the child, going to the human world for so, so long. But it was thanks to her guidance and the eventual help and further teachings of the other gods that he grew into a strong, smart, virtuous man. It was through Tokapcup’s wishes that he became the protector of humanity and taught the Ainu everything about their culture, wielding a special spear he made out of mugwort all by himself.”
“So he stepped out of the picture.” HiMERU felt a bile rise in his throat as he couldn’t help but see the similarity within his own family, specifically the father he had long since denounced. Yet an even darker thought coalesced, that he was similar to Kanna-Kamuy in how he failed as a brother for Kaname.
“…For a good majority of his life, yes. Okikurumi…was much like his father when it came to the topic of him: keeping at arm’s length and all that. I remember visiting once…He was definitely resentful and bitter, even after learning what happened to his mother. One of the other wishes of Tokapcup was that he was to marry the Swan Princess, Retacchir. However, while they were celebrating, the evil sorceress, Uesoyoma, kidnapped her and blinded him when he tried to fight back. After Tokapcup managed to save him and restore his sight, he was determined to go to the Underworld where the sorceress brought Princess Retacchir and save her. When Tokapcup tried to give him a sword, as his spear was broken, Kanna-Kamuy intervened and bestowed some of his power on the blade, making it capable of summoning lightning with each strike. It was said that that portion of the Underworld burned for 12 days straight after his battle…I remember Yushkep was in a different region on other business and…was not pleased to know that some of the spirits burnt part of her house down while she was gone, so to speak.”
“I can imagine,” Tatsumi chuckled.
“Eventually,” Wakka grew much softer and sadder in tone, “Despite that Okikurumi never stopped protecting humanity…he wasn’t immortal. He was still very much human.”
“Huh, odd.” HiMERU cocked his head to the side, “Most demi-gods in other cultures usually had some sort of resistance or immortality, or at least obtained it at the end.”
“That is not the case with him. In his old age…well, there are numerous stories, all of which resulted in him disappearing from the land. Some say he went to a land far, far away when he passed away, some say he was disappointed in the Ainu’s decline and left for another country, others say he returned to the heavens, or that he had to leave his clothes behind on the Earth because he stunk so bad of humans that we wouldn’t allow him back, and others say he would occasionally visit the human world as lightning. Regardless, even to us spirits, no one knows what became of him. We never saw him in the heavens, but we couldn’t find him down in the human world, either.”
“Do human souls not reside in your realms at all?”
She shook her head at the Timber wolf’s question. “The only place human souls typically go is either in one of the parts of Pokna-Moshiri or if they were especially bad they would go to Teinei. However, the realm that you see as that polygon space is supposed to be meant for the good kamuy only, with the Higher Heavens being exclusive to a select few and behind the Iron Wall. Even then, he is a demi-god, so…perhaps there is confusion as to where his soul went. Some have theorized that maybe he’s choosing to reincarnate or recycle himself as a human over and over again, which is why we haven’t seen him. Then again, our other mythic hero, Sitonai, also has never been seen after death…Though, she is a very unique case in that she did her heroic deed without the aid of any kamuy, so maybe that isn’t a good comparison.”
HiMERU felt himself tense as he kept thinking about how the story of Okikurumi and Kanna-Kamuy was hitting a little close to home for himself, Kaname, and his father. He shook himself to be rid of that feeling, choosing to return their focus. “So, a celestial god giving their power, such as in Okikurumi’s case, is both rare yet extremely powerful. And you said they wouldn’t ordinarily trust a human with that kind of power?”
“More or less,” Wakka hummed in thought, “It also doesn’t help that Kando-Koro-Kamuy pleaded neutrality when Pauchi-Kamuy started this mess and hasn’t been seen since.”
“Oh?” Tatsumi cocked his furry head to the side, “Aren’t the celestial gods supposed to maintain balance and peace?”
“They also serve as Kotan-kar-Kamuy’s guards. I don’t know exactly why Kando-Koro-Kamuy would decide this wasn’t of their concern, but usually, his word is law and the other celestials would follow him…Usually.”
“I take it they disagreed?”
“Tokapcup and Kunnecup usually follow his lead, so…It was a surprise to hear that they broke off from him and tried to challenge Pauchi-Kamuy himself…Unfortunately, even together, they were no match and were captured. I can imagine they are somewhere in the darkest parts of Teinei.”
The Timber wolf scuffed some loose stones into the pool out of frustration. “Grr! So even having two of the strongest gods wasn’t enough and the only other celestial available is missing in action…What is that saying about our situation?”
Wakka walked over to the wolf and gently patted his head, making the larger wolf still at the sensation. She seemed far more confident. “It means we all need to work together. This isn’t something our old ways and methods can resolve. This is something unprecedented, which means we must try new things, too. Many of us gods are used to interacting with each other in an exchange or professional manner, and only occasionally would we team up. If Pauchi-Kamuy has united the Kunne, we must bring the good kamuy into a united front. And all of you, I believe, has given us a fresh perspective, one that we desperately need at this time. I swear, HiMERU – whoever you really are – and Tatsumi, I promise we will find a way to save Kaname, one way or another.”
“It’ll be a long, uphill battle, I’d imagine,” Tatsumi was more at ease, finding himself naturally stepping to be beside HiMERU, “Trying to break the manipulation and all.”
HiMERU snorted, “As if we aren’t already in an uphill battle?”
He never thought he would feel relief at hearing Tatsumi laugh.
Wakka looked at the sky, seeing it become lighter. “Dawn is coming.”
“Eh?” The silver wolf also looked up in wonder, “How were we out all night?”
“Lost ourselves in talking? And also trying to save myself from getting vaporized…”
“Fufu~.”
“Wha-That’s not something to laugh at!”
Tatsumi summoned his staff and willed it to aim at HiMERU, the orb glowing lightly as Wakka, with a sly smile, chuckled. HiMERU briefly thought he was going to meet his end. “Whoa! Whoa! I thought we were done with this!?”
“Reach for the sky~.”
“Okay! Okay!” HiMERU balanced on his hind legs and attempted to reach his front paws up in the air, “I surrender!”
As suddenly as the staff appeared, it vanished. He then felt a cold nose shove itself into his chest, causing him to fall backward and into the cold water. He gasped as he scrambled out of the water, getting irritated as the priest laughed at the scene.
“Fufu~ That’s for impersonating Kaname-san~.”
“That is COLD!” HiMERU shivered as his fur acted almost like a sponge with water streaming off of him like small waterfalls, “And that was uncalled for!”
“It did break the tension, though~. Quite the nice icebreaker ~.” Tatsumi teased with a glimmer of playful mischief.
“That’s it,” The calmness from HiMERU’s voice made the priest freeze, quickly yelping as HiMERU shook the icy cold water onto him.
“How rude!” Despite the exclamation, Tatsumi was laughing.
“No, what you did was rude,” HiMERU then tackled the other wolf, trying to drench him back with his still-wet fur, “This is payback.”
The two wolves tussled and chased each other around, forgetting everything around them for the moment. Wakka leaned against one of the larger rocks and watched them from afar, an amused fondness present as she muttered to herself. “I have to agree with Niki and Rinne. You two and Mayoi are so obvious, it’s almost painful.”
The sky was just starting to turn pink as the sun tried to climb over the mountains by the time the two wolves returned to the den, both relatively drier and successfully calming their laughter down to tiptoe back inside without waking the others. As they resituated themselves around Mayoi, HiMERU exhaled a puff of air. Just like at the pool, he was going to risk taking the plunge, though this time he was far more willing.
“Tatsumi.”
Lavender eyes peeked open slightly, resting his chin on Mayoi’s shoulders to look at him better. “Yes?”
“…It’s Kousuke.” It almost came out too softly to be heard.
Those same, nearly hypnotic eyes widened further. “…Is…That’s your…?”
“First name I was ever given…”
He couldn’t deny anymore that the softness in those eyes was doing something to him.
“Thank you…Kousuke-san…”
“Only between us, remember that.”
“Of course…Goodnight…”
HiMERU huffed softly, “What’s left of it.”
~*~
He completely forgot about his vision until the following morning when he woke with a start.
Glancing around, the rest of the wolves were already awake, save for him and Tatsumi who were the last, much to his chagrin when Rinne cackled noisily. “Kyaha! Merumeru!~ Sleeping in on us?”
“Mmm…” Rinne’s cackling ceased at the grumpy huff from the silver wolf, jaws clamping shut.
“T-Tatsumi-san? Good morning…S-Sorry for waking you…” Mayoi’s trembling was obvious in both the way he spoke and how his legs shook.
Tatsumi’s eyes squinted open, the grumpiness vanishing upon seeing Mayoi. He rolled onto his side with a tired smile. “Mm…No…My bad, Mayoi-san. Didn’t get much sleep last night…”
HiMERU huffed amusedly and received a not-so-subtle kick from Tatsumi’s good back leg into his ribs. “OW!”
“Oh…Why are you two like this…?” Mayoi sighed breathily to himself as HiMERU glared at the silver wolf who seemed to be slyly smiling and feigning innocence, rolling onto his back and wagging his tail.
A sharp gasp from Niki put all of them on edge. The grey wolf was hunched over the pup nest with unbridled excitement, gently cooing. “C’mon…!~ You can do it you two…”
“Sh-Shiina-san….Is everything o-okay?” Mayoi ducked his head as he gazed over at the grey wolf in uncertainty.
“I think we were bad at guessing how old these two were!” Niki continued his hushed excitement, “They’re starting to stand and open their eyes!~”
Mayoi practically bounded and leaped over to be beside the grey wolf, his black tail swishing rapidly back and forth. HiMERU gave a breathy chuckle and muttered only so that Tatsumi could hear. “Must be cute if Ayase’s tail is anything to go by.”
“Fufu~ Must be.” The Timber wolf was stunned to see Tatsumi stand on his own, putting more weight on his injured paw than before.
The silver wolf caught the stare and muttered sheepishly. “Most of my leg pain is…psychological in origin…”
Ah…
HiMERU escorted Tatsumi over to the pup nest, both curious to see how the two were doing and making sure Tatsumi didn’t over-exert himself, despite the latter insisting on walking by himself. Rinne was already on Niki’s other side, cerulean eyes bright and tail wagging nearly as fast as Mayoi’s.
“Hey, Ototo-kun…!”
Hiiro was teetering on all fours as his eyes were slowly unsealing, clearly struggling with balance. As his eyes fully opened, instead of the limpid baby blues of a normal wolf pup, they were met with the same striking cerulean as Rinne’s. The white wolf pup slowly turned his gaze to each of the wolves surrounding him, filled with wonder as his jaws opened into the beginnings of a soft howl.
“Arrooo….”
“Yeah!~ Bet ya didn’t think we’d look like this, huh?” Rinne wasn’t even attempting to hide how proud he looked as he watched Hiiro look around the dark cave with all the wonderment of a newborn babe.
“…Where’s Oukawa?” HiMERU glanced around to see the black pup was nowhere.
“AWWOO!”
“WHA!” HiMERU nearly tumbled backward at the sharp, high-pitched howl that came from around his paws.
Kohaku, the sneaky little pup, had been sitting just below HiMERU and nearly blended in with the dark dirt. Unlike Hiiro, he was having no issues walking around on his four paws.
“KYAHAHA! Nice goin’, Kohaku-chan!”
HiMERU sat upright and glared down at the pup, immediately becoming unsettled seeing how Kohaku’s eyes were still sealed shut. “It’s a bit unsettling seeing him walk around with his eyes closed…”
Indeed, whoever spoke, Kohaku turned to them with absolute pinpoint accuracy despite his eyelids having not even opened. Fuchi hummed as she summoned herself, gingerly wiping at his eyes with her fingers. “Hold still…There we go. See if that helps.”
With the gunk and crusties cleared, Kohaku’s eyelids were now opening properly, revealing a pair of brilliant amethyst. However, each wolf saw a weird change in one of his eyes. One of those amethyst irises had a distinct, white crack, looking like a lightning bolt that they knew he didn’t have.
“Huh…Now that’s odd…” Rinne tilted his head this way and that.
Niki winced and squinted one eye as a brief migraine came and went. “Stupid memories. Gonna rip those two a new one when I find them…Wolves seem to think these kinds of flaws are symbols of great character. Nothing bad.”
HiMERU noticed how Tatsumi’s eyes widened in shock and uneasiness, growing a touch concerned when the other’s jaws opened but nothing came out. That concern grew stronger when it looked like even Tatsumi was shocked nothing was coming out. Before he could bring that to everyone’s attention, Kohaku headbutted his leg, letting out a playful growl.
The giant Timber wolf stared sharply down at the tiny pup comically. “Oukawa, shouldn’t you pick on someone your own size? Or are you biting off more than you can chew?”
“Grr…” Kohaku growled until he spooked himself with a new sound escaping his tiny jaws that was more of a puff of air, “Woof!”
Mayoi giggled sweetly, “They’re so cute!~ That ‘woof’ was too adorable!~”
The black pup tried making the same noise again, intending to sound intimidating but it was only making Mayoi, Niki, and Rinne coo more. Tatsumi chuckled, “You’re fighting a losing battle, Kohaku-san.”
“…Woof…” Kohaku huffed and sat.
“Arrooo…”
“C’mon, Ototo-san,” Niki called gently, seeing Hiiro had yet to make a step, “It’s okay. Baby steps!~”
“Just think of it like a new choreography, Hiiro-san,” Tatsumi gently encouraged.
The white wolf pup carefully lifted a paw to take a step forward, pausing for a while as he learned to shift his weight. His bright blue eyes clearly reflected unsureness as he was trying to think which of the other three paws he should move next. HiMERU couldn’t help a soft smile as he saw Kohaku practically scamper over to him and show him how to walk, showing each paw step at a time. Slowly but surely, Hiiro started to get the hang of it, yipping excitedly when he walked a few steps on his own.
HiMERU’s thoughts drifted to Kaname. If only he had a proper chance, would he have been a good big brother? That eerie vision came back to the forefront of his mind.
“Hiiro-san!”
“Mayoi-senpai!”
He glanced over to Mayoi who was blissfully watching the pups with earnest adoration.
“Truly…There was nothing anyone could have done for me at that point.”
“If I can protect or give those I care about a chance to live, then…I-I would gladly fight for as long as I can.”
He looked back to Hiiro who was excitedly yipping at Rinne.
“I’m tired Merumeru…”
“To save one person I pushed my lil’ bro away one more time…I am horrible…a piece of shit of a human being.”
He looked to Niki who was fondly watching the brothers and Kohaku.
“You may not know, but I did have to go through something similar! While I appreciate the sentiment, I think I’m more qualified to handle this situation than you are!”
He watched as Kohaku and Hiiro began to tussle once he tugged on the white pup’s ear.
“I CAN’T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!”
“HiMERU-han! HiMERU-han, where are ya!?”
Finally, his gaze drifted to the silver wolf beside him.
“We have our own to worry about…Besides…this is just another dimension, another universe…To us, ultimately, none of this is real…”
“…I may not want to be a martyr, but given the situation we are forced into I’m willing to become that if it means the ones I care about survive, even if I’m deathly afraid of dying, albeit temporarily.”
He closed his eyes, feeling resolve flood his veins.
I will not fail you. So long as I’m alive, I will protect you all. I promise.
~*~
Hokuto watched from his perch as Aira and the other two wolf pups clambered around the Meeting Place, a special place picked out by the pack for pups to begin their training to learn how to hunt and survive as adults, before getting real practice out in the wilds. He was focused mostly on Aira, watching how the wolf pup would attempt to stalk a bug crawling through the grass that was just starting to turn green as spring neared. He smirked as Aira pounced and howled victoriously, the bug stuck under a paw.
There you go, Shiratori-kun!
Another wolf approached from the side, though Hokuto hadn’t bothered to learn his name since he was not any of his friends. “That one seems to be especially talented. All thanks to yer teaching, huh? Hokuto?”
“A wolf may teach, but it is up to the young to practice. He’s just as much to thank for his progress.”
The other wolf chuckled as he watched the pups. “Ain’t that the truth.”
Hokuto felt pride swell inside as Aira continued to show his aptitude. He knew he needed a leg up this time. He would not let him get cornered or lost in this universe.
He won’t die again, Niki. I want to make sure of that. I’m teaching him just like you had the patience to teach me. I’m using what I went through to my and the others’ advantage. That god will rue the day he chose to mess with us.
~*~
Kaname was lost in thought as he glided through the air, the cold wind brushing through his feathers as he reflected on what he learned, what lined up, and what didn’t.
The more I ask the more I realize I don’t know or don’t understand…
He dived down, opting to rest on a scraggly branch near the base of a mountain to think.
I don’t get it…Is Pauchi lying? Is he not? Is Ake-Ru telling the truth? Does Pauchi really not care for me? He seems too…But then why is he acting so strange? Was this what Ake-Ru and his friends were witnessing from him? H-He’s not like that…I know he’s not!
He was so lost in his thoughts that a cold, wet nose to his feathery body sent him cawing and flapping his wings in fright. He tumbled into what remained of the snow, poking his head up and out of the snow bank to stare at what decided it was a good idea to sneak up on a crow like that.
It was a good-sized wolf with rusty-colored fur that was tinged orange with big, sparkling blue eyes, and a tongue lolling out between its jaws as it panted at him. Its fluffy tail was wagging happily, not stopping even as the wolf tilted his head to the side in curiosity.
GAH! Why do wolves…Wait…
Kaname remembered sneaking Subaru a small totem when he had to hold him captive in front of his friends, something to help them communicate once he figured out one of the several catches with this universe. Around the wolf’s neck, he saw the small, wooden totem.
…Ake-Ru…?
Kaname morphed back into his leather-clad, masked human form, finding the totem started working its magic as soon as he heard the bubbly wolf speak.
“I thought that was you, Ghost!~ How’s it goin’?”
Kaname made a fist and slammed it not so gently on top of the eager wolf’s head. “DON’T SNEAK UP ON ME LIKE THAT! GEEZ!”
“Ooh~ Ghost gets feisty when he’s riled up~. I like it!”
“WHAT IS WITH YOU!? GOD! I DON’T UNDERSTAND YOU!” Kaname huffed as he slammed his fist over the wolf’s head again.
Subaru was completely unphased, playfully pouting nearing the end. “Don’t you mean ‘gods’? And I thought we were getting to understand each other when you came to talk to me in the cell…”
“GRR!” Kaname was almost about ready to smack him again when he decided a quick inhale and exhale to rein himself in was a better idea, “I don’t get what understanding formed. We just talked about random stuff…”
“Eh?” Subaru cutely tilted his head the other way, almost making Kaname want to pinch his cheeks and squeal, “But I thought we were getting close…I know I said you could talk to me about anything, and, although I didn’t expect you to literally talk to me about anything and everything, I thought it was nice getting to know you.”
“W-Well…” Kaname crossed his arms and refused to make eye contact, “I-I mean…It…was nice…”
When he chanced a glance back, he recoiled with a loud cry at seeing Subaru nearly nose-to-nose with him. “Hmm? Ghost is a tsundere~.”
“Wha-I AM NOT A TSUNDERE!”
“Hmm? But that high-horse attitude you got during our talks on occasion almost fits the bill. And now you’re getting shy and stuttering while admitting what you really feel…I wonder if you’re blushing and pouting under that mask~.”
Kaname shoved the wolf away who simply laughed in response. “GOD! YOU ARE INFURIATING!”
“You mean ‘gods’. And I prefer being called a trickster~. ‘Cause I’m part of Trickstar~ Haha!”
The masked blue-nette was almost at his wit's end with this guy. “Just what is even Trickstar?”
“It’s an idol unit!”
His insides suddenly felt colder than the snow. “…An idol unit…?”
“Yeah! You know? Singing and-”
“I-I do know what an idol is…” He dreaded the answer to what he was starting to think, “Um…Are the rest of your friends…also idols?”
“Hm? Yeah. Mm…” Subaru paused in thought, “Three-fourths of Trickstar is here and all of Alkaloid and Crazy:B.”
Never heard of them…but…if they are all idols…then that guy I was following in that school…No, couldn’t be. That would be way too convenient. But how many idols speak of God like that…
“…What…agency are you from?”
“Ah! We are all part of Ensemble Square, or ES for short,” Subaru hummed happily as if the topic was something he took great enjoyment in talking about, “Technically, it consists of four agencies. Trickstar and Alkaloid are out of Starmaker Productions, or STAR PRO, and Crazy:B is from Cosmic Productions, or COS PRO for short.”
His mind ceased.
He may not have known Ensemble Square, but he knew Cosmic Productions.
“I…”
“Eh…? Ghost…?” The orange-ish wolf sniffed his mask carefully, tone growing concerned as the other grew quiet and timid.
His heart seemingly knew where this was all going, but his mind was outright refusing to acknowledge the potential. It was all coincidental. It had to be.
Yet…
“…Remember…when I told you I was a first-year…?”
“Hm? Yeah…”
“I…I’m a first-year at Reimei Academy…”
“Huh? You wanted to be an idol, too?”
“Mm…I…wanted to be an idol my mother would have adored.”
“…I take it she’s not…”
“She died when I was little.”
He wasn’t expecting the wolf to nuzzle his face gently, but couldn’t bring himself to make much of a reaction, much less acknowledge it, on account of the dread building up.
“I know what it’s like to lose a parent.”
Because of my mother, you lost your father…
“Hmm…” The wolf thought for a moment, “There are quite a few Reimei students who are part of ES…I wonder if you know any of them…”
“I only really knew two people…the only two who ever became my friends…one first-year and one second-year.”
“Mmm…So Jun-Jun is out of the question…He’s a third year…”
“…Jun-Jun?”
“Oh, I call him that. It’s Sazanami Jun.”
His heart nearly stopped.
“…What…? That can’t be right.”
“Uh…?” Subaru started growing more concerned with how panicked he was getting, though the robotic voice was making it slightly hard to tell. Not like he wasn’t used to that voice from all of the others.
“I know Sazanami!” He couldn’t stop his voice from rising, desperation becoming evident, “He and I are in the same year! How can he be a third-year!?”
The orange wolf grew silent. “Ghost…Do you…know how long you’ve been in the spirit world?”
“I…” Kaname recalled one of the many conversations he had with Pauchi when he started to get depressed and asked how long it had been. Even when Pauchi kept shifting his gaze away from him or fiddled with his shadowy fingers, he believed him when he said that it would all be like a blink of an eye.
…He lied again…sort of…
“…I was lied to again…It’s been two years…hasn’t it?” Kaname’s voice wavered and grew immensely quiet.
“Ghost…”
“What…have I been doing all this time…? What is my body doing…?”
“Hey…”
Before Subaru could say more, more questions spilled out of his mouth. “What is everyone doing…? Am I left behind? What…is Tatsumi-senpai doing? Does he know I’m gone?”
“Eh? -----?”
His ceaseless pleads suddenly halted at the buzzing noise that left Subaru’s lips…or jaws, rather. “…What…did you say?”
“-----. I just repeated what you said. Everything okay, Ghost?”
No…no, nothing is…
“I…couldn’t hear what you said…”
“Like…just didn’t hear me or like it was bleeped out?” The orange-ish wolf tilted his head farther to the other side.
“Like it was censored…”
Why…? I can say his name just fine, and I know Pauchi said his name before in private when I told him some stories…But why can’t I hear it from someone else?
“…Ghost,” Subaru’s robotic voice became even, “What was his last name?”
Kaname found his mind becoming foggy and sluggish to move through. “Uh…Kazehaya…”
The wolf stilled and fur bristled, muscles in his legs becoming taut and toes spreading out. Those blue, sparkling eyes grew frantic. “------- -------!”
Citrine eyes slowly blinked, feeling dread beginning to build. “Are you…repeating his full name?”
The wolf slowly nodded. “Ghost…I…know him. He’s…part of Alkaloid.”
“Eh…?” His voice was barely audible, “He…”
Memories flashed before his eyes of a grey blob, now becoming crystal clear as Tatsumi, being crushed under the cabinet, of following the injured idol all throughout the haunted hell dimension, of watching him in his final moments.
Tatsumi spitting his own blood on his face.
“Do you have to dog my steps every second?”
“Maybe you should have thought about that before injuring me like you did.”
“Come any closer to me and I will add another red mark to that pretty little mask of yours.”
“I would say…good riddance…but you’ll…see me again…whether…I want to…or not…I’ll…keep fighting…until you…and your master…rot in Hell…”
Excruciating pain erupted from his skull, making him clench the sides of the hood and the hair underneath and unable to keep the terrified, pained scream escaping his lips.
~*~
Subaru grew frantic as Ghost began screaming, pulling at his hood and head for dear life.
“HEY! Ghost! Pull it together! What’s wrong?” He tried to nuzzle the other’s hands away, anything to pull his attention back.
Soon, the hexes became visible, diamond-like, and a mix of dark red and dark purple, over his ears and eyes and one over the middle of his forehead, the third eye, so to speak. Just as quickly as they became visible, they shattered, one by one. The world warped around him and he soon found himself no longer on the mountainside.
Nor was he a wolf anymore.
He looked down at his hands, “Huh?”
“What…What’s going on?” Ghost was huddled on the floor, voice like a meek mouse even with the voice modulator.
Subaru looked around, finding they were now on the stage of an auditorium. “Y…Your guess is as good as mine…This looks like an auditorium…”
“…Audi…torium?” Ghost finally pulled his head up and looked around, “This…looks like the one…Tatsumi-senpai and I were on.”
“When was that?”
Ghost kept looking around. “I remember talking to him…we were supposed to make a unit together…Next thing I remember was waking up in Teinei…”
Subaru noticed movement towards the back of the stage, freezing in place when he saw two people emerge. One was unmistakably Tatsumi, though with longer hair. The other was HiMERU, but slightly rounder in the face compared to the idol he knows now.
“Kazehaya-senpai…and HiMERU…?”
“You – wait, what?” Ghost made to stand, albeit on shaky legs, “How do you know HiMERU?”
“You can hear me now?” Subaru was startled. Did the hexes finally break? Can he see and hear properly now?
“Y-Yeah…”
Subaru’s attention was drawn to the Tatsumi and HiMERU lookalikes as they conversed. “Was this…”
“I-I remember this…” Ghost came to stand beside him. “Just not what after…”
If…Wait…If HiMERU…
Then the non-special students broke in.
Ghost crumpled to the floor once more in agony, gripping his head and crying out. “No…!”
Subaru saw the video play.
Tojou…!
He saw the student body rebel and riot, attacking both HiMERU and Tatsumi in equal measure.
He saw Tatsumi get thrown from the stage, a sickening crunch following.
He saw HiMERU disappear under several dozen feet, his cries of agony and pleas being ignored.
“Leech!”
“This is for that Akehoshi!”
“You don’t deserve to be an idol!”
“I always hated your guts!”
“Go crawl in a ditch and die!”
He was almost frozen in place watching the horror unfold.
That…Was almost me at the previous SS…This was before my father’s name was cleared…This was just from those who still believed in his innocence…
Another outcry shattered him out of his thoughts. His heels turned and he ran to Ghost, gripping his shoulders as he pulled him up into a kneeling position. “Ghost! Listen to me!”
Ghost was hyperventilating, “No..! NO! MAKE IT STOP!”
“Ghost!” Subaru realized shadowy tendrils were starting to envelop the other.
It’s like the Darkening and Hokke all over again…!
“JUST LET ME DIE!”
Subaru gripped the sides of the other’s mask, trying to get him to meet his eyes. “What are you talking about!? Focus on me!”
“I screwed up so much,” Ghost was fully crying by this point, body shaking in pain as the shadowy tendrils began to constrict, inching their way to his head, “I could never do anything right! I was such an asshole…Even when I knew people hated me just because I was related to her…Then the few friends I did make…I helped kill Tatsumi-senpai…I did so many horrible things…”
Subaru had brief flashes to what Chironnup had told them, those grey eyes piercing him like arrows even now.
“He probably realized the trauma and reality of the situation would be too great for your soul…”
“If you suffer too much of a mental break, that partial link will collapse and you will be sent back to your body in that world…but even this one can tell that without his link, you will not last long in the human world.”
Subaru’s grip tightened, pulling the other close to himself and wrapping his arms around the other. “I won’t let you die!”
“I don’t deserve to live after what I’ve done…”
“You didn’t know!” Subaru clenched the other person tighter.
“That doesn’t excuse what I did…I still listened to him…” Ghost’s whines and pleas were drawn out, his breathing ragged as more sobs wracked him, “You of all people should want me dead.”
He recalled how Ghost reacted to learning his name.
Was he scared of me?
“No…” Subaru felt his voice nearly give out as he, too, began crying, “No, I don’t. I know what you went through…I almost ended up in a similar situation in last year’s SS, before my father’s name was cleared.”
Ghost didn’t respond, but Subaru caught a brief hitch in his breath. Sensing it wasn’t too late, he continued, “Like I told you, I know what isolation is like. I know how you felt, what you’re feeling now. I know what it’s like to have the world against you.”
“…Why…? Why don’t you want that? You…” Ghost’s question was interrupted by a wet hiccup, “You have to hate me, right? I’m related to her…The one who caused you to suffer.”
“No, I don’t hate you. I don’t hate her either.” Subaru gently tucked Ghost’s head under his chin, leaving one hand to cradle the back of his head, not knowing but willing to try anything and everything to prevent those tendrils from taking over the other completely.
“…Why?”
Subaru sniffled as more memories came to him. “When we learned of my father’s innocence, we found out there was so much more going on that the public didn’t know…We found out your mother was used like a pawn in their games…I can’t hate someone for being used! We suffered because of adults playing their own fucking games without a care as to what would happen to us! We lost a parent we loved! And we were left to fend for ourselves! Those are the people I hate! You did nothing wrong! You didn’t deserve what happened!”
“Why…Why do you care about me?”
“Because you’re my friend!” Subaru inhaled sharply through his teeth, his emotional state teetering on the edge, much like Ghost’s, “I know the situation isn’t ideal, or that we barely got to know each other…But I know you’re not a bad kid. You brought me to Chironnup even when you didn’t know everything, or before you began to doubt Pauchi-Kamuy…You still came to talk to me after all of that…You’re just like me…You just want to be loved…”
His heart grew lighter yet also tightened as he felt a pair of hands grip his shirt. “Please…Don’t ever say you should be dead. I know things are bleak and just – absolutely shitty, to be blunt…But don’t give up…I’ll be there, right beside you, the whole time…I promise. Remember when I told you to try and make amends with the others? Because you were worried that they wouldn’t accept you if you did decide to fully help us?”
“…I tried…” The other’s voice was so soft that Subaru nearly lost it in the cacophony, “The one who fought those guards in that hospital…I tried to help…He told me it didn’t change anything…That he would rip me apart when he got the chance.”
Subaru bit his lower lip hearing what Niki said. “You can’t give up after one try…Please, Ghost – HiMERU – whoever you are! Please, don’t give up!”
“…Me…”
“Huh?”
“…It’s…Kaname…”
Subaru held Kaname tighter. “Please, Kaname…My friend…Please, don’t give up. Please don’t die. I mean it. I made a promise to you. I’ll be right there with you. Through this and when you come back…I promise to be there. I promise to get you on stage. I’ll be right there with you.”
The cacophony faded and he felt cold. Opening his eyes, they were back on the mountainside and he was back to being a wolf. While he had his head draped over Kaname’s shoulders, Kaname clung to his fur like a lifeline, sniffles and whimpers slowly but surely simmering down. He refused to break from him until he was certain the sounds stopped.
Even then, he barely broke away and used his nose to gently and slowly nudge the edge of the mask in a silent question. With shaky hands, Kaname removed his hands from his fur and slowly took the mask off letting it fall to the ground, pushing the hood off in the process to reveal his face and powder-blue hair.
Subaru softly licked the tear tracks on his cheek, nuzzling back around the other. He exhaled deeply upon feeling Kaname hug him back.
“…I’m sorry…Ake-Ru…Akehoshi…” It was slightly strange, but welcoming to hear Kaname’s voice without it being disguised.
“Hey, ‘Ake-Ru’ is still fine.”
“…I thought…you didn’t like people calling you by nicknames? And you only allowed that because I couldn’t write your name.”
“For you, I’ll make an exception. Okay, Kana?”
“…There’s an extra syllable at the end.”
Subaru couldn’t help the huff of a laugh which grew louder as he heard Kaname wetly laugh softly, too. “I always call my friends by nicknames.”
His back leg instinctively started scratching the air as he felt Kaname scratch behind one of his ears. The sweet, light giggle in response did so much to relieve him and assure him that Kaname was there, that he lived a mental break. “Just don’t call me that in front of the others…I don’t think Tatsumi-senpai will take it too well to know it was me…”
Subaru nuzzled under the teen’s chin. “Hey, you have me. I’ll help you get in their good graces. We’ll figure this out. Got it?”
“Mm…Ake-Ru…”
“Yeah?”
“Back in…that place, you mentioned HiMERU…How did you know about my stage name?”
Subaru pulled back, worrying if, by telling him, he would suffer another mental snap. “Well…A few ways. One, during your…‘hiatus’, a radio show wanted me to impersonate you because I’m that…well, good at impersonations. I-I didn’t take it if you’re wondering! I always thought that was bad taste!”
“Hiatus? I never went on a hiatus.” Kaname’s brows furrowed, which Subaru couldn’t help but find somehow cute like a confounded puppy.
“Well…That was last year.”
“…Ake-Ru. I was in this spirit world for two years. How could I have gone on hiatus if I hadn’t left here?” The slight huff and arms crossing made him less intimidating and far more cute, the kind of cute one couldn’t take seriously. Well, if not for the situation at hand, that is.
“That’s…what I’m getting to…” He took a deep inhale, “So…HiMERU came back from a hiatus this past year.”
“Huh?”
“Yeah, that’s what I’m confused about. I don’t doubt that you are HiMERU or anything else you’ve said, especially since I…saw all that with you. What’s making me concerned is that this HiMERU is…well, he looks like you and-”
“Are you serious!?” Kaname huffed as his voice began to rise, “Did someone seriously steal my identity!? I don’t even know what my body is doing out in the real world! Who the hell decided to steal my identity!?”
“Well, if you’ve been here for two years and you went through…all that…Maybe you’re in a hospital?”
“What? Like I’m in a coma?” The both of them paused before Kaname calmed considerably and leaned back on his hands, “Actually…That does make sense. If the purpose of a Link in my case is to make sure my soul is still alive…Then, by extension, I would still show signs of life out there.”
“If you’re comatose, wouldn’t someone from your family know what happened to you? Like wouldn’t your dad be involved?”
Kaname tsked, “Doubt it. He left me behind after my mom died.”
“Left…you?” Subaru winced.
Kaname both softened his tone and grew more apprehensive. “I…After he left, I was put in an orphanage…a really nasty one.”
“Kana…” Subaru gently lay his head on the other’s lap, whimpering in sympathy.
Kaname found some comfort in stroking his fur as he talked. “The only other family I had was my brother…Well, he and I…Long story short, we have the same father, different mothers from different marriages and he was long gone by the time I was born. He and I didn’t know we existed until he called me one day during my first year at Reimei. I guess he found out from one of the letters our father sent him about me, even though he had cut communication with him. I only ever talked to him over the phone as he was overseas at that point. He helped me form a stage name after I told him I wanted to be an idol. Helped me come up with the whole persona, everything about it…Even though I never wanted to hide behind a persona. I just wanted to be loved for me, not something I was pretending to be. I was always screwing up jobs and forgetting choreography or lines…I was never cut out to be a ‘cool’ idol.”
The wolf whimpered softly, nuzzling the hand stroking him as it reached up to scratch at his ears again. That hand stilled suddenly. “Wait…I know who that person is!”
“Eh?” Subaru picked his head up, sitting up entirely as he focused on the other.
“That guy impersonating me…! Ake-Ru!” The sudden address made the wolf straighten out, “How does this HiMERU act around Tatsumi-senpai? Or Sazanami? Is he at COS PRO?”
“Uh -Yeah! He’s part of Crazy:B!”
“What?! HiMERU is supposed to be a solo idol! Not part of a unit! Ugh! Whatever, not the point!”
“Uh – Well…Come to think of it, he didn’t react at all to Jun-Jun, like he didn’t know him. And with Kazehaya-senpai he’s…well, cold but…polite somehow?”
“Like he’s doing it for an image despite what he really thinks…” Kaname muttered.
“Kana?”
“I think my brother is impersonating me.”
“That’s…Look, Kana, I’ll admit, I think up some really out-there stuff, but even that is a little bit too out-there.”
“Ake-Ru,” Kaname pleaded with him, “It makes sense! Remember when I told you about how I could see the eyes of two of the people here before the hexes were destroyed? I know now that Tatsumi-senpai was for sure one of them!”
“Okay…What does this have to do with your brother?”
“When I would go in and out of those various dimensions of that school and see the others, I could see someone else’s eyes. They were with – oh…” Kaname grumbled as he struggled to remember, “Oh, what was that other’s one name he kept saying…? O…Oukawa?”
“Ah, Kohaku? Hmm, I remember as a ghost wandering around and being there when Hiiro died…Yeah, the only two not there were Kohaku and HiMERU! Well, Fake-HiMERU.”
“Which means the other person I was seeing the eyes of was that imposter!”
“That doesn’t quite prove it’s your brother unless I’m missing something.”
“Before I ran into you, we had just returned from…well, conversing, I guess would be one way to put it, with a bunch of your friends, and they mentioned how they were getting headaches from the artificial memories being essentially being stuffed into their heads, except for two of them!”
“The headaches…I do recall having a few of them on occasion.”
“Those two were Tatsumi-senpai and the imposter! Pauchi mentioned that the reason why they weren’t getting those headaches was because of the way I was putting the memories in their heads – something about how I understood their psyches better so the connections were more seamless! The only way I would know their psyches-”
“Would be if you knew them…And with Jun-Jun not here…Oh, shit…” It finally hit the wolf.
“See!? It has to be my brother,” Kaname gripped his hair as he nearly sprawled out in the snow on his back, “GOD! I don’t know what made him think to do that!”
“Uh-”
“YES! I know. ‘Gods’. Whatever! I don’t care! And he made a solo act part of a unit! Ugh! Which…which means he’s here, too…”
“Kana.”
Kaname sat up abruptly, citrine eyes briefly conflicted and then becoming resolute. “Ake-Ru, I…Even if Pauchi-Kamuy did have good intentions…Even if he does care about me…He’s crossed the line tricking me into attacking the people he knows I care about. I…I can’t in good conscience still stay on his side. I’m done following his orders.”
“So…You’ll-”
“I want to help,” Kaname met his eyes with determination, “Staring with letting you know everything I know. Then we need to come up with a plan.”
Subaru’s tail began wagging, licking the other’s cheek affectionately, which the human recoiled with a slight squint. “Ew! Ake-Ru!”
“Sorry!~ Only way I can show my thanks!~”
“You could have just said it!” Kaname had no heat to his words as he rubbed off the small bit of saliva.
“Haha! Kana-Kana is such a tsundere!~”
“I AM NOT! AND WHAT IS WITH THE NEW NICKNAME?! YOU JUST GAVE ME ONE!”
“Maybe I feel like giving you more than one, friend~.”
Kaname pinched one of his fluffy cheeks. “You’re lucky you’re a cute dog right now.”
“Uh, wolf!” Subaru whined pathetically, not making a move to make Kaname stop pinching his cheek. He was simply too elated with everything at the moment to care much about it.
~*~
A month and a half later…
Spring was in full force. The grass was green, the leaves on the trees left their tiny buds and exploded into their full potential. Flowers were blooming in all sorts of vibrant colors. Birds were chirping and the mountainside and woods were alive in all manner of tiny sounds, from the sound of the red deer and their fawns to the tiny scurrying of mice under the roots and across the ground.
Hokuto was off duty today, sunning himself just outside the den in a semi-secluded area. In a little while, the pups were supposed to go to the Meeting Place to learn more hunting techniques. Being about two and a half months old, they were not large or old enough to learn how to fight or defend themselves, making them solely reliant on the grown adults of the pack. He had planned on joining the practices more so to watch over Aira and make sure to provide what assistance he could.
A howl from an unknown wolf makes the teen open his eyes, feeling something almost like the beginnings of adrenaline edging on pumping into his veins. He picks up his head, still obscured by the bushes, and smells not one or two but six unknown male wolves. His earlier feeling now heightened to full adrenaline as a large, male wolf shouted to the pack’s Dragga and his mate, the Drappa.
“We are the Balkar, first among the Putnar! Bring us your pups as declared by Pauchi.”
He recoiled slightly at the weird, grating sound of the wolf saying the god’s name, no doubt a last-minute change from what it should have been originally. His blood then curdled and a pit formed in his stomach as it all started to come to him, mind barely registering the pain.
The Balkar were here.
If the pups weren’t brought willingly, then they would be by force.
Several packs were attacked for defying the edict.
He knew this pack had tried to hide the pups intentionally.
I have to find Shiratori-kun!
Just before he made to stand, the sounds of snarls, growls, snapping, and yelps echoed like the clashing of gladiators. He bounded over the bushes and dashed for the den, attempting to avoid the battling wolves to the best of his ability. One member of the Balkar tackled him, forcing him to snarl, bite, and kick for his life. He felt teeth scratch down his snout and dangerously close to his face, but his mind was too focused on surviving and getting Aira out of there for him to care. His mind only came to when he tasted blood on his tongue and realized he had ripped the other wolf’s throat open.
His legs shook as they were frozen in place, staring at the gaping wound that spilled blood onto the ground as the sounds of the battle became muffled in his ears. He shook his head and bounded away. He could not let this get to him. Not now. Aira needed him.
He approached the mouth of the den and then was shoved out of the way by another of the Balkar. As he lay dazed on the ground, his nose picked up Aira’s scent leaving the den and heading away.
Did he go to the Meeting Place early?
His mind had only the faintest of an idea forming as to needing to scold the pup for wandering away unsupervised, but it was quickly dashed away by the thought that, in this current moment, that was the absolute best outcome he could have hoped for. When his gaze refocused, his heart lurched at seeing the Drappa, the Alpha Female of the pack and mother to the pups, lying still on the ground with eyes wide and glazed towards the den completely lifeless.
He bolted from the battle and sprinted to the Meeting Place farther away. When he reached the boulder, he couldn’t spot the pup anywhere, panic making him spin in circles and tongue to loll out in his frantic search. He could hear the Balkar howling in victory up the hill, knowing that all of the adult wolves had to have either perished or relented. He didn’t have much time.
He sprinted downriver as he finally caught Aira’s scent, finding the adventurous little pup had wandered beyond the Meeting Place’s boundaries. Another thing to scold him for. Later. He bounded and leaped over rocks and fallen branches, not wanting to call out to the younger for fear of bringing the wrath of the Balkar down upon them.
It was only by a hollowed-out log that Hokuto finally found Aira who was nosing around the log in curiosity.
The pup squeaked as he heard Hokuto approach. “Ah! Hidaka-senpai…I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to – What happened to your face?”
Before he could finish, Hokuto nearly trampled the tiny wolf as he tried to skid to a halt. “No time! We’ve got to go! NOW!”
He tried to be gentle as he gripped Aira’s scruff between his jaws, and he wouldn’t blame Aira for the slight yelp of pain as he bit down a bit too roughly, but he would have to apologize later. He could hear the Balkar farther upstream, now closer.
The slate grey wolf jumped into the shallow water and ran downstream, using the water to hide his scent to gain them a lead. His paws were aching, cold, and stinging from running along the various rocks of the riverbed, but he refused to stop until the tiny bundle of fur in his jaws was safely away from those murdering wolves. Farther along, he veered off into the deep woods, sprinting under the pine trees and nearly taking a spill down an embankment. Aira, surprisingly, had remained quiet the whole time, as if sensing the danger.
He set the pup down to catch his breath and looked around for someplace to hide, finding they were a satisfactory enough distance away but wouldn’t be safe quite yet until the Balkar moved on. He darted his eyes around until he spotted two things: an old, abandoned fox den and a pile of deer droppings. While unsavory, even disgusting, he knew there was only one way to make sure Aira was safe.
“Shiratori-kun, trust me on this, but I need you to roll around in those droppings.”
“WHAT!?”
“Shiratori-kun,” Hokuto grew stern despite frantic desperation still quite evident, “I know how disgusting that is, but you have to trust me! Bad things are happening and you need to hide!”
The little pup shook, green eyes scared and conflicted. The slate wolf was about to plead more until Aira inhaled sharply, held his breath, and dived onto the droppings, rolling around until Hokuto confirmed he couldn’t smell his scent anymore.
“Okay, okay…Now, get into the fox den over there.”
Just as Aira was almost fully inside, he turned around, green eyes wide in fright and worry. “What about you?”
Hokuto looked over his shoulder as he picked up the faint sound of one of the Balkar wolves howling. He quickly turned back and hushed the other. “I’ll take care of myself. I need you to stay in here and not come out under any circumstances. Understand?”
“But how long?”
“I don’t know,” Another howl rose in the distance, “I need to make sure they lose my trail and not find you. Please, do not come out unless it is me and me alone, got it?”
Aira was now further inside the fox den, his head barely being seen to nod in affirmation before he traveled further inside, vanishing in the dark. Satisfied the other was hidden, he leaped away and down more hills, zigzagging in random patterns and using the streams to wash his scent away again.
It was almost sunset by the time he managed to circle back to the old den, satisfied that the Balkar had lost his trail. He was stunned to see the carnage, grown wolves alive just a few hours before strewn about like sacks that were torn open by knives and rats. Bugs and crows were already on the bodies as if they had been waiting for the opportunity. Then again, as he recalled tales of Wolfbane and his relationship with the crows and ravens, if the old superstitions were true, maybe they had been waiting.
The Balkar weren’t just wolves.
They were vicious.
They were murderers.
They were monsters.
He realized he wasn’t much better than them, considering his slaughter-fest he went on against those cannibals, but he justified his actions that he had no choice and they would have killed him regardless if he showed them mercy or not. At the very least, he didn’t harm kids.
With that thought gnawing at his mind, steeling himself, he checked inside the den.
The other two pups were nowhere to be seen, and he didn’t know how to take that. All he could smell was the Balkar inside, but no blood, at least not that of young pups. It was deathly quiet. No birdsong. No rustling of leaves. No mice squeaking. No deer.
A still quiet, as if the forest was holding its breath.
It was well into the night when he returned to the fox den, finding no scent of the Balkar here or on his way there. He crawled inside the tiny fox den, finding it just big enough to accommodate him in the main chamber if he crawled on his belly.
It was deathly quiet, making his heart pound louder and louder as no sound came.
Shiratori-kun…
A tiny spear thrust its point right at his nose, making the wolf try to recoil but hit his head on the ceiling. He stared down at the tiny man holding the spear, unable to mistake the fierceness in his eyes. The man spoke evenly but made no move to hide his threat otherwise. “You fool! Speak before you enter!”
“Uh…who are…” Hokuto paused a moment as he took in the tiny man’s clothes, recalling what Aira had told him of the gods now following him, “You’re…Apa…”
“Apasam-un-Kamuy. One half.”
“R-Right. It’s Hokuto. Hidaka Hokuto.”
The man spat, “I know now! Almost stabbed your eye out! Make sure you announce yourself, fool!”
“S-Sorry…” Hokuto’s ears swiveled down.
The man turned around, calling out into the darkness of a small tunnel. “Wife, it’s just Hokuto.”
“Oh by the divine realms!” A mature woman’s voice, deeper than the man’s, echoed back and the grown wolf could just make out she was whispering to something.
The male half of Apasam-un-Kamuy sighed, putting his spear down and leaning against it like a walking stick. “We helped Aira dig into one of the smaller side areas deeper inside. He fell asleep a little bit ago, wanting to stay up and wait for you.”
Relief flooded him as he heard scurrying, seeing the green eyes of the younger just barely in the dark but not missing the whimpering that followed. “Hidaka-senpai…”
He let the younger crawl over and huddle close to his chest between his front legs, resting his head over the other protectively. “It’s okay, Shiratori-kun. We’re okay.”
The brown wolf pup sniffled. “What happened? Why did you take so long?”
He now realized why Niki didn’t let on to the true nature of what was going on in the other universe, much less what went on with his own mind in response. How much was he supposed to tell him?
“…The Balkar came…They wanted you and your brothers.”
“Why?”
“Stupid edict that insane god made. The…rest of the pack resisted.”
The tiny pup grew quiet, voice timid, sad, and deflated all at once. “No one else made it, did they?”
He felt his heart shatter. “…No. I think the Balkar took the rest of the pups, but the adults…”
“…Why does that god want pups?”
The slate wolf sighed, nuzzling the pup the best he could, “I wish I knew.”
“…Where do we go now?”
Hokuto stayed silent for a long moment. “…I’ll figure something out.”
He had a stabbing migraine form in the middle of his forehead as he saw memories flash before his eyes of when he was younger below the old Stone Den. There was another grey wolf pup beside him, occasionally jumping on him and playing around the birch tree just below the den. He knew who that was.
His littermate in this universe.
Niki.
He knew Niki’s pack. Had heard through the rumor mill that they were on the move.
It was a long shot, but it was the only thing he could think of.
“Hidaka-senpai? Are you okay?”
“Just a migraine from memories again. I…I know where Niki is.”
“Shiina-senpai?”
“Yeah…it’ll be a trek, but it’s the best I can think of.”
“D-Do we go now?”
His muscles were almost screaming at the idea of moving anymore. His paws were sore. He was certain they were cut up from spinning out on sticks and stones. His face stung horribly, having forgotten his injuries in his rush to find and save Aira. “No…Let’s rest while we can and set out in the morning.”
Aira nestled further into the older wolf’s fur, exhaling a huff as he tried to settle back into sleep. The female half of Apasam-un-Kamuy gently hummed what he could only assume was an old Ainu lullaby, taking some roots and crushing them up into a fine paste. She gently approached the open wounds on his face with the paste.
“I know these roots have a soothing effect on wounds. It will help clean it up and heal.” Hokuto only nodded, allowing the tiny god to brush the cooling paste on his snout and face. She was right. It didn’t sting and made the wounds less irritated, almost like a calming gel.
All was silent until a rumbling was heard.
Hokuto huffed a small hum of laughter. “Hungry?”
“AH! NO!” Another rumble came from Aira’s stomach, “Maybe a little…I can wait until tomorrow!”
As much as he wanted to go out and find food for the pup, he knew it was too soon to try his luck. The Balkar could still be lurking around.
“Please…don’t go…”
“…I’m not.”
~*~
Half a month later….
HiMERU and Mayoi were on guard duty outside of the den, with Tatsumi watching the now-growing pups inside and Rinne and Niki were out hunting. He had long since warned the others about his vision, causing yet another longwinded discussion as to why it was so vague and what it could possibly mean. All it really surmounted to was Rinne declaring, though not exactly wording it as such, that Mayoi and Hiiro were to be on the equivalent of house arrest. Even he thought it was a bit ridiculous to go to such extremes, siding with Niki who was far more vocal about his disagreement, nearly starting yet another argument between the two.
“I hope Shiina-san and Rinne-san are getting along…” His ears barely picked up Mayoi’s mumbled plea beside him.
HiMERU slowly lifted his tail to drape over the other’s hip. “He is sure those two have enough common sense to work together and put aside their differences.”
“EEK!” Mayoi nearly jumped away at the sudden touch before becoming an incoherent, muttering mess.
The Timber wolf deadpanned, “Ah, HiMERU forgot you do not like sudden contact. He apologizes, Ayase.”
The black and white wolf quickly started inhaling and exhaling, desperately trying to calm himself. “N-No, no! I-It’s not that…”
His large wolf-head tilted to the side in contemplation as he kept his gaze on the other. “Then what is it?”
Mayoi shuffled his paws on the boulder, skidding a few stones over the edge, and kept his gaze darting anywhere but at HiMERU. “I-It’s not th-that…”
A snap of a branch made both wolves snap to attention, looking out to the woods farther across the way. Mayoi sniffed the wind, voice grave. “I can’t smell anything. The wind is blowing the wrong way.”
HiMERU scanned the wood line until he stopped upon seeing the shifting of a shadow.
A human shadow.
He remained silent for a moment until he could discern just who it may have been. It was far too large to be the Assistant, and he swore he saw a flash of white. On a hunch, he stood up. “HiMERU is going to investigate. Stay here.”
“E-EH!?” Mayoi nipped at his mane to pull him back, “Are you serious!? Don’t you know the number one rule of any horror situation is to not split up!? Much less chase after something suspicious into the woods!?”
He swapped his gaze from Mayoi to the wood line once again. “HiMERU thinks he knows who that was.”
“I don’t care if you know!” Mayoi stepped in front of the larger wolf as soon as he saw the other start to take a step to get down the ledge, “You are foolish if you go by yourself!”
“And we can’t leave the den unguarded,” HiMERU countered calmly, finding he couldn’t get irritated with the other idol since he did have a point and was just looking out for him, “If this is who HiMERU thinks he is, he could be a valuable ally to us.”
“He…” Mayoi trailed off.
“Ayase,” HiMERU glanced down to the purple spider gem the other was still wearing, “Has Yushkep contacted you, yet?”
“N-No…” Mayoi’s ears and tail drooped, “…Am I doing something wrong for her to not speak with me?”
“No, he thinks it may just be a timing thing…Though since Younger Amagi…Maybe we should ask him how Hasinaw-Uk-Kamuy and Fuchi-Kamuy contacted him, since he’s the only other one of us who became a Holder involving one of the gems.”
“M-Maybe…” Mayoi quickly grew stern and his eyes narrowed, “Oh, don’t you think about it! I know what you’re trying to do!”
HiMERU huffed a laugh, “Quite keen. But his main point was that we could use all the help we can get.”
“H-How do you know if this is who you think it is?”
HiMERU paused in thought, contemplating if he should let Mayoi know or how much of the truth he could tell. “…During the punishment universes…Amagi and the rest of us were being helped out by someone. We don’t know who other than they would leave medallions inscribed with a howling wolf and lightning bolt. He’s…recently learned about the thunder god of the Ainu pantheon, and a lot of what he learned seemed to make sense with this mysterious person.”
Mayoi refused to meet his eyes, posture rigid and gaze hardened. HiMERU lowered his head to try and see those turquoise eyes. “Ayase…Trust HiMERU on this…Trust ‘me’. Please.”
The dark wolf continued to look equal parts stubborn and conflicted before he sighed, eyes closing as he relented. “…Fine. But as soon as you figure out it isn’t who you think it is, either get back here immediately or howl so I can come and help.”
“Thank you,” HiMERU rubbed his head below the other’s chin in gratification, selfishly relishing in feeling the intense sparks once again.
Mayoi stiffened some before taking his position back on the ledge. “J-just…Be careful.”
“He will.” With that, he bounded towards the woods.
There’s no running and hiding this time, Thunder. I’m going to get some answers, even if it means I have to take you up on your offer.
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 27: A Close Call (The Sight Arc: Part 5)
Chapter Text
Opening: Overlap by Kimeru
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_duoLVBuELM
Two Months Earlier…
Subaru’s ears pricked and his nose immediately turned to the wind, smelling its scents. “Someone’s coming.”
Kaname glanced around, not seeing anything out of the ordinary. “How?”
Subaru looked him dead in the eye and said nothing, letting the obvious sink in. “…Right. I’m not a wolf…”
“You got the idea?” Subaru nodded to him in reference to their earlier planning discussion.
“Are you sure sticking with them the entire time is a wise idea?”
“Hiiro and Aya both have gems, we need to get those to Chironnup. If he can gain enough power to break out with those, we can already turn the tables! Plus, getting on their good sides would help majorly!” Subaru panted with a smile.
Kaname remained unconvinced. “We tried that with that…Niki person, and it didn’t work.”
“Like I said,” Subaru nuzzled him as he put the mask back on, “It will take time and probably multiple attempts…Plus…Hiiro…”
“Why are you hesitating?”
“…Hiiro really cares for his brother…”
Kaname grew disheartened, recalling how Subaru reacted to hearing Pauchi’s plan to get rid of Rinne. Not for the first time, his thoughts drew to his own brother, which was quickly becoming a mix of many, many feelings. “I know…I’ll see what I can do.”
Subaru’s head whipped around to some distant sound Kaname wasn’t able to pick up. “They’re getting closer. Kana – Ghost, you gotta go…!”
He watched as his masked friend paused for a moment. “Ake-Ru…Promise me you’ll be careful. Don’t get yourself killed in this universe…please?”
Subaru’s tail wagged harder. “I will! I’m gonna be much more careful than the last universe I was in!”
He could feel the smile on the teen’s face as he reverted to a crow and flew away. Subaru sighed, turning around to run towards the sound, realizing who that must be by the scent.
I know who that is…!
As he broke into a clearing, he was roughly pinned to the ground by large paws, hearing a snarling warning from above. “Oof! Sarri! It’s me!”
“Subaru?” Mao jumped off him, surprise making the dark-rust, almost magenta-colored wolf, wag his tail in delight. “Finally, I found someone!”
“Yeah, been a while, huh?” Subaru remained on the ground, wagging his tail at the wolf while looking at him upside down.
“Subaru, you goof! Get up!” Mao pawed his chin.
“Fine!” Subaru whined as he rolled over, “What are you doing?”
“Well…” Mao’s gaze darted to the side as the toes of his paws curled and uncurled, “It’s kind of a long story…Do you…know anything about the Sight?”
Subaru’s mind flashed to a few memories regarding hearing the tales, though, suspiciously, did not get a migraine.
Huh…Kana must understand my psyche now after our talks…He’s far more perceptive than he gives himself credit for.
“Yeah…a little.”
Mao tilted his head. “Did you not get a headache?”
Subaru hesitated a moment. “Well, more a minor headache, really. But what are you asking?”
Mao sighed. “Look at one of my eyes.”
“Huh?” Subaru, despite his confusion, looked at Mao’s green eyes, only to recoil spotting a distinct change: a streak of yellow like lightning breaking up the green of one iris, “That…That’s not…normal…”
“Yeah…so, apparently my wolf form is much older…like an elder,” Mao began, “And it turns out…I can use the Sight, which is sometimes shown to be in a wolf through that weird mark, but not always…Well, more like my ability to use it has faded a bit, so I’m not that powerful anymore. It’s a weird…I guess telepathic power of sorts, but there’s more to it. It’s hard to describe. But the main issue is that, when I was trained to use this power, another wolf had it and was trained with me. Namely…that insane god that started this – uh, Pauchi-Kamuy, I think?”
“Okay…You know, if this was back in our home universe, I would be questioning a lot more. But I get the setup.”
“Well, here’s the thing…” Mao grew sheepish, “Um, that same guy also spoke in that weird...mind power thing – I don’t know what to call it – and told me more or less he knew what I was going to do because that’s…what this universe is dictating needs to happen. Something about if too much deviation happens there’s a risk of this universe collapsing and he may not be able to get us all out and that we may live but be stuck in this world or just die.”
“…That’s something to just drop randomly.” Subaru was so glad he had weirder things happen to him since Kaname introduced him to Chironnup.
“I know, but!” Mao continued as if he were delicately trying to word a proposition he was not confident about, “Ah, he did tell me that I had to find someone from our group that…Their role is supposed to be a female but – uh – he did a few changes so that our gender doesn’t cause issues. Um…”
“…Sarri, what are you getting at?” Subaru sat on his hindquarters, slowly starting to run out of patience.
Mao hesitated one last time. “…There’s a prophecy regarding the Sight and a human child that may or may not bring about the final power to control the minds and actions of all living things. And because Pauchi is trying to get that power for himself in this universe, I’m supposed to help stop him…And part of that means I have to steal a human baby – specifically the one involved in the prophecy.”
“…What?”
“I know, I didn’t expect that either,” Mao sighed, “Talk about having such minor roles in the last two universes to suddenly being pivotal. Much less doing something like this…”
“So…Where does finding someone whose original role was supposed to be a female come into play?”
“Well, a baby still needs to nurse, so he changed this so that the person who is supposed to be female just needs to be around the baby for it to stay healthy…”
Subaru had an inkling as to what was going on. “Lemme guess…He actually told you I was supposed to be a female character, which means you want me to help you with this. Correct?”
Mao, for lack of having the physical capabilities to naturally touch his neck like a human, began scratching at the back of his neck with a paw. “Ehehe…Yeah…”
Subaru snorted an exhale. “Well, guess we’re on an adventure.”
Mao perked up a little. “So, you’re okay with helping me?”
Subaru playfully pawed the other’s nose. “Well, I think you would be hard-pressed to find anyone else to help. Plus…That’s quite concerning if he gets that power…Huh?”
The orange-ish wolf looked up into the branches to spot a golden eagle staring down at them, giving him the creeps as golden eyes stared into his soul. “Uh…Hi there?”
Mao glanced up. “Oh, I forgot. Each Sight user gets a Helper to assist them, which are birds. This is my Helper in this universe, Skart the golden eagle…Also, Sight users can communicate with birds unlike other wolves…”
“So I’m a third wheel?” Subaru didn’t break his stare with the golden eagle, finding there was something…off about it. More than what it seemed. “Well, so long as you translate for me. I guess.”
“Thanks, Subaru!~ I know this is going to be a long trip…”
~*~
Kaname watched the exchange between the two wolves from the shadows, more so out of curiosity, making sure he was in human form to prevent Pauchi from potentially eavesdropping. When Subaru pointed out the eagle, he felt his blood become ice as he saw the bird.
He felt the energy pulse off it and panicked as those piercing eyes turned casually to him as if they knew he was there.
Recalling what Pauchi warned him, he used the shadows to quickly warp out of there and somewhere else.
He turned into a bird and took flight, trying to clear his head when Pauchi spoke to him telepathically.
“Kaname. I have need of you. I must show you the Sanctum, for I have a task for you involving it. As soon as you are available, fly to me at once.”
~*~
Presently…
HiMERU ran through the woods at top speed, dodging branches, rocks, and roots as he made his way toward the area he saw the mysterious figure. He jumped into the clearing and skidded to a halt. It was too quiet.
“About time you found me.”
HiMERU whipped his head towards a tree on the far side. Hidden in the shadow of it was Thunder, idly cleaning a pistol. “You said you were being hunted by Fenrir for being up on their bounty list, not that you also stole weapons and property.”
“Honestly? They’re still armed to the teeth even with a few guns and miscellaneous weapons missing.” Thunder continued to polish the gun, checking the glint of it in the sunlight before spotting a tiny, insignificant smudge and continued to polish that spot. “Besides, they helped you and your friends, did they not?”
“…I cannot deny that,” HiMERU dropped his act and let his voice return to its usual cadence, a bit deeper than Kaname’s, “However, you still aren’t telling the whole truth.”
“And? Have you forgotten while galivanting as a performer that Fenrir’s top agents are all mysterious in their own ways? That no one is as they seem?”
“Like you, Kanna-Kamuy?”
He paused in polishing the gun, a small, Mona-Lisa-esque smirk forming with a low chuckle. Electrical sparks and currents flowed from his hands to the gun, making it glow a ghostly, pale blue. “About time you figured it out. For one who is usually so prideful in their deductive capabilities, that took you a while to conclude.”
“I’m not a spiritual person,” HiMERU spat.
“Perhaps that’s why it took you so long, just like Fenrir,” The undercover god nonchalantly inspected his other pistol, the blue-nette belatedly realizing those were a pair of Desert Eagles, “They focused so much on the military and espionage portions of their organization that the vast majority of their top brass and agents are not spiritually inclined, making it that much easier for spiritual deities like myself to infiltrate without immediate detection.”
“Why bother doing that?” HiMERU grew impatient, “What was the whole point of leaving the spirit realm to infiltrate a human organization? It had to have been important, considering I’ve known and worked with you as part of Fenrir for years, and that you couldn’t leave so easily for Princess Chikisani-”
He was not prepared for the thunder god to lunge at him and pin him to the tree by his throat. He felt the other squeeze it and hold one of the Desert Eagles to his head. He was effectively powerless as his paws and claws could do nothing but swat at thin air.
Steel grey eyes bore holes into him worse than a high-caliber bullet. “Her name will not leave your mouth again if you want my help. Understand?”
“Crystal,” HiMERU choked out the word.
He was unceremoniously dropped, crumpling to the ground and coughing as air returned to his lungs. Kanna-Kamuy paced around the clearing without a care for the other. “But yes. It is not easy for a god who usually resides in the heavens in my religion to go to the human world. If a god does so, it has to be for an important mission, and they cannot return to the heavens until that mission is completed or if humans do the proper rituals to send us back. I willingly left to investigate a lead on where those six gems came from about a year after they appeared in our realm, determined to find out what I could.”
HiMERU panted, “So…That lead somehow led you to Fenrir?”
“Where else?” The thunder god rolled his eyes, “Have you lost your brain in the short time you haven’t worked with them?”
“Sorry…for trying to make this situation clear…considering all of the bullshit I’ve had to manage so far.”
The deity exhaled a huff. HiMERU, however, saw a chance to get back at him. “So, if you are supposed to be stuck in the human realm for your mission, how are you getting into these universes?”
Kanna-Kamuy barely glanced at him, expression unreadable. “Perhaps you haven’t lost your mind, yet. True, typically a god can’t return to the heavens until that mission is done. However, my mission proved to have found a loophole regarding that. Much like Pauchi-Kamuy’s first impressions of those artifacts, I had my suspicions about what they truly were. Thus, my mission was to find the origins of the artifacts and, if they proved dangerous, to remove them from existence.”
It all started to become clear to the blue-nette. “That’s why you asked, in exchange for helping me, you wanted me to help take down Fenrir. Even if the physical forms of these artifacts are destroyed, Fenrir can just make more. The real mission for you is Fenrir’s destruction.”
“And because these artifacts still exist in my realm and Fenrir agents are more than capable of traversing alternate universes themselves, I can travel back whenever I want. After all, the only time these artifacts left was for the brief few weeks they were in ES. Though, my electrical teleportation does make the journey much easier.” Kanna-Kamuy leaned against the same tree HiMERU saw him under, only this time his full attention was on the wolf and no longer obscured by shadows.
The Timber wolf shakily stood back up on all fours but held his head high as he held the other’s stare. “So why me? Why ask me to help if you are a god?”
“That…is the golden question,” Kanna-Kamuy gazed off into the distance, “Had my cover not been blown, I probably wouldn’t have needed you…”
“…No,” HiMERU, to his credit, kept a decent enough poker face despite his internal astonishment at what came from the other’s mouth next, “Perhaps this is far more complicated and difficult, one that a single god cannot easily crush…Perhaps I chose you because I know your capabilities, that you are in the same boat, that you would have interest in their demise, as well…Perhaps, I respect you.”
HiMERU knew enough of the god during the years they spent as agents to know the hidden meaning behind his words. There was a trust underlying this decision. A trust between the two of them. “You’re right…I have just as much at stake if they remain active. I cannot allow them to harm my brother or my friends.”
“Hmm,” Kanna-Kamuy hummed in something akin to skeptical amusement, “Calling them friends? I’d imagine there was a different angle to taking your brother’s identity in the beginning.”
“Yes,” HiMERU decided to capitalize on that trust, even if it meant admitting to himself that he dug himself into a hole he hadn’t realized he wouldn’t be able to escape, “I had hope, still do, that Kaname would wake up. Until then, I aimed to keep a place for him in the idol world, for that was his dream.”
“So, these ‘friends’ of yours were meant to be his…yet, your folly was forgetting that you are human,” The god kept a neutral, level stare, “You crave your own connections, whether you subconsciously are aware of it or not, or if you deny it to yourself. As such, you couldn’t help but become attached to them as yourself rather than as HiMERU. Did you ever think of how well that would go if you and your brother swapped places? He wouldn’t have those connections. He wouldn’t act the way you do. Would you be able to give that all up?”
The Timber wolf dropped his defiant gaze, thinking for a moment. “…Perhaps the situation has gotten far more complicated than I first intended.”
Since he was looking down, he did not notice the twitch of the other’s lips form a small, but brief smile. “Then you and I are far more alike than it seems at first, are we not?”
The wolf gazed back up at the god, sensing a hidden bond growing between them. “Is that your way of proposing a Holder contract?”
“I already offered that to you back in that alley,” Kanna-Kamuy’s amusement was a touch easier to see through his poker face, “But the offer still stands. I help you defeat Pauchi-Kamuy and defend your friends. You help me take down Fenrir. Understood?”
“Thus, my involvement will not end once this whole ordeal is finished, if one considers the end of this ordeal to be the end of Pauchi-Kamuy’s games.”
Just as Kanna-Kamuy unfolded a hand towards him and he was about to offer his paw, he hesitated. “You better not be still working for them and trick me into doing your bidding.”
The god chuckled lowly, retracting the hand for a moment. “I’ll clue you in on something. Remember when I told you that Fenrir would need to keep these charged? Either through having a limited population influence the capsules or by sapping power from a god? It seems these things sap the spiritual energy out of deities and spirits, given long enough while in proximity. Now, since we are essentially just balls of spiritual energy that will fade if too much is used or removed from us…Why would I want to help an organization that would essentially want to kill me for their own gain?”
HiMERU felt his wolf lips form a smirk. “For argument’s sake, from a layman’s perspective, perhaps they offered you immunity or a portion of the power of the artifacts, especially if you are not inclined to the allegiance with those in your spirit realm. However, knowing Fenrir, unless you prove to be far more valuable to them in the long run, they will use you and throw you away as they see fit.”
“And considering I typically have little interest in interacting with humans,” The thunder god shared the same smirk, “There’s little for me to gain from working with them in the long run.”
He extended his hand once again. This time, HiMERU didn’t hesitate to place his paw in the deity’s hand, letting the white-hot, grey-white glow envelop him.
~*~
Rinne dreaded today. The two months were finally up.
Hiiro and Kohaku had long since begun to talk, now no longer limited to howls and woofs, and were quite exploratory adventurers. However, despite knowing they were plenty big enough to leave the den and should have had a Meeting Place set up to begin training by now, the pack hadn’t allowed them to leave the safety of the den just yet.
Much to Niki’s chagrin, no doubt, considering how cold and short he had been with Rinne lately. It was mostly his idea to keep them inside the cave until they could confirm Pauchi and his Balkar agents weren’t lurking around. Until then, Niki and HiMERU had taken it upon themselves to teach Hiiro and Kohaku what they could in the small den space.
They were returning from a hunt empty-handed, he and Niki. It wasn’t for a lack of prey, there was plenty. It was more the uncoordinated efforts between them that hindered any success. While Rinne had more of a cautious approach and wanted to take the time to calculate for once, Niki was far more brash and taking risks. On any other day, he would have been humored at how they’d swapped roles, but the situation was making tension rise between them. He prided himself in how good of a team he and Niki typically were, and it only made him frustrated that they were falling out of sync.
That and Niki was refusing to open up to him. Ever since that previous universe, Niki had changed. He was colder, harsher, everything he wasn’t before all of this.
It hurt Rinne to see him become like this.
“Niki…” His voice came out low and hushed.
The grey wolf remained looking ahead but rotated an ear to him in response. “What?”
He flinched at the terse coldness. “Can we talk?”
“About what?” There was an edge to his words.
Rinne knew he had to reach out to him, somehow. He wasn’t great with his emotions, much less admitting them or being direct, but he knew he had to try. “Well…Lemme rephrase that. Do you need to talk?”
Niki stopped in his tracks ahead of him, himself having trailed behind the other. Topaz-blue eyes turned to him. “What is this about?”
“Niki…Look, I ain’t gonna mince words here. You’re different now. And I know it’s ‘cause of whatever happened in the last universe,” He sighed, taking a further plunge into the depths, “I ain’t tryna pick a fight. Just…This isn’t ya. It…It feels like the Niki that took me in even when he was struggling and the one before me now are two different people. It hurts to see ya like this, and I can tell you’re hurt, too. Is…there anything I can do to not let ya hurt anymore?”
Those blazing blue eyes softened tremendously, dropping to the ground just like his tail. “Rinne-kun…”
“Niki, ya know I’m not the greatest at feelings and stuff. We all know how I’m typically with that…But, if I tried that shit, I know it would just make ya angry. Then again…I also wasn’t completely sure if ya would be angry if I went more direct. I’m just…tired of fighting. I love ya, Niki. I really do. I don’t want this whole situation to come between us.”
The grey wolf didn’t respond for a beat. “…I love you, too, Rinne-kun…It’s just…A lot happened in that world, and…I’m not proud of what I had to do. But I decided I wanted to use what I learned to give us all the best possible start in combating this disgusting god…That’s why I’m getting mad at you. For once, we have time to prepare ourselves, prepare Ototo-san and Kohaku-chan, but you’re demanding us to turtle. We can’t afford to be hiding this time! We have to be proactive! The more we teach them, the better off they will be. Same with everyone else. I get that you want to protect us all, but we can’t hide forever. I have a feeling we will be forced out of hiding sooner or later, whether we want to or not, and we need to be ready for that.”
Rinne deflated some. It was not quite the opening-up he was hoping for, but better than nothing. “I get that…I do…I really hate to ask this, but your remarks to Pauchi-Kamuy – don’t get me wrong! I support what you’re calling him! – they seem a little…pointed. Did he say or do something to the both of ya?”
Niki’s blue eyes hardened and became colder than he had ever seen. “After I was well enough from…an injury-”
“Ya mean gettin' a piece of rebar through your stomach?”
The grey wolf picked his head back up to look at him with a skeptical raise of an eyebrow. “Yes…”
“He forced us to watch ya a few times…” Rinne winced more so at the reminder of watching Niki get hurt right in front of him unable to do anything to stop it, “Shoulda realized the trap he was setting up when he asked if I wanted to see ya…”
“…So, you saw that…” The other wolf glanced away, voice sounding both relieved and saddened, “Well…After all of that, when I found Hokuto…Turns out that bastard sent in a shadow and…”
“And what?”
Just as he was about to speak, Niki raised his nose to the wind, the black dot twitching as it picked up a peculiar scent. “Do you smell that?”
Rinne’s attention briefly turned to the wind, wanting to continue the discussion, but found his attention became solely focused on the smell as his fur raised in realization as to what it was. “Dog.”
“That’s coming from the direction of the den…right?” Niki’s tone betrayed his worry, his hackles rising in turn.
The two, after a split second, bounded towards the ravine edge and scanned the area ahead. They weren’t too far from the den, but it only made it that much worse when they spotted a dog rooting around near the den’s entrance.
And neither Mayoi nor HiMERU were there.
“Where the fuck did they go?” Rinne grew tense as the dog bounded away. The dog's howl was heard briefly before a distant, but loud chorus of yelling echoed down the valley.
“That’s a hunting dog…” Niki’s fear became palpable.
“…And they’re hunting wolves…” Rinne’s blood froze and prickled to the point of becoming borderline painful.
Without hesitation, the two bounded off the edge and sprinted towards the den.
~*~
For as long as he could remember since starting this universe, the only thing certain Kohaku knew was the smell of lemon and warm spices, not strong enough to be overwhelming but just enough to be of comfort. He would be lying if he said he hadn’t been terrified when he realized he couldn’t see and all that came from his mouth were whimpers and cries, or that he could hear his friends talking but couldn’t talk back to them. It only made him panic more as he realized they were wolves and that he and Hiiro were puppies.
I hate bein’ helpless…
Yet, just when he thought he’d finally lose it, that warm spice and lemon scent would always calm him down. And accompanied by that scent was another warm body, a small one, like his, that he belatedly came to realize was Hiiro. Through the cold and talks of superstitions and spirits of old, in a world that was proving to be uncertain, Hiiro was there, even if he couldn’t see him. So long as Hiiro was there, he was grounded enough to keep a level head, even if he remained concerned as to the whereabouts of Aira.
That is until he began thinking about those visions Aira and Hiiro saw. Of him killing Aira. Of Aira killing him. Of apparently himself having decapitated Hiiro. None of it made sense to him.
I love ‘em both…! I couldn’t do tha’ ta them!
He began stirring in his sleep, restless and more tiring than if he had stayed awake until he felt Hiiro nuzzle the top of his head, reminding him that he wasn’t alone. That he finally had the chance to see Hiiro since this whole ordeal began. That there was still time.
I’ll do everythin’ I can ta make sure those visions can’t happen, I promise…
~*~
Once Hiiro felt Kohaku begin to settle back down, he raised his head delicately to glance around the den, trying to feign sleep as he trained his ears. One of the perks to being Hasinaw-Uk-Kamuy’s Holder was that all of his senses became sharper, more fine-tuned to even the quietest of noises and most distant of objects, even beyond the normal capabilities of a wolf. Unfortunately, that also meant every little shift of Kohaku in his slumber, as he was more or less using Hiiro’s body as a pillow, made each sensation more pronounced and much more of a distraction.
Not like he could blame or get mad at him for it. Hiiro could tell the other was having a rough go of sleeping. Sleep was eluding him, as well, due to that vision he saw seemingly so long ago that would not leave him alone. A vision that chilled him so much that he froze up anytime Tatsumi tried to coax him into talking about it. It made him seek Kohaku out of fear that he was already gone.
It was the middle of winter and five wolves tried to cross a frozen river to escape the pack’s old territory.
One black wolf, larger than he is currently, strayed from the path.
The ice began to crack under his paws.
“Kohaku…It’s okay…Take my paw.”
He reached out a paw carefully to the other, watching his weight as the shifting of it made the ice under his own paws creak.
Kohaku reached his jaws out gingerly, fear evident in his eyes, wanting to take the other’s paw to reach safety.
The ice shattered.
The black wolf disappeared under the ice and water.
Never to resurface.
The second voice, Chironnup if he could remember, spoke but his words were choppy, borderline incoherent.
“N…t…wh…it…ems…C…ve…m…”
Just the reminder of the vision made Hiiro curl around the other pup protectively. He cared for the other, ever since Aira began having the three of them hang out together. At first, he had to admit, he was jealous of the closeness Aira and Kohaku shared, much less the different way Aira treated the pink-haired teen who knew just as much about city life as Hiiro did himself. Yet, he found himself growing fonder and fonder over the both of them, now becoming unsure if this interest in both of them was purely platonic or if it began to venture towards romantic inclinations. It was the primary reason why he panicked at the idea of telling Aira or Kohaku about his visions in the first place. Not because he feared them, but because he feared how they would react.
He had resigned himself, as the shield of his brother, according to the village, to not get his hopes up for a family of his own, of marrying and falling in love, as that was seen as a conflict of interest for a role that was supposed to be willing to die for their chief if necessary. Now that he was able to live life any way he wanted it, freed from the confines of the village by his brother, he grew both curious and wanting.
He wanted both of them even if it wasn’t necessarily all that common in his village to have more than one partner, despite same-sex partnerships being accepted. Then again, women had the final say on marriage partners according to his hometown’s customs, which made his mind wander and wander into various topics. Would either like him the same way? Would either like each other in that way? Would they want to be in that kind of arrangement between the three of them?
Even to the detriment of his own happiness, he wanted, above all, the happiness of Aira and Kohaku to come first.
If it meant he had to sacrifice himself to save Aira and Kohaku, he would.
His ears pricked and angled towards the other side of the cave, picking up the soft voice of Tatsumi. He had learned to keep himself quiet, finding that the others were being cautious about certain topics when Hiiro and Kohaku were awake. Considering they were supposed to have been able to leave the den to explore outside by now, he knew there seemed to be far more going on than the older idols were letting on, which even Hasinaw-Uk was not privy to since she was allowing his senses to heighten even further to listen in, feeling her strong intent along with his own.
Tatsumi was talking to Wakka in a hushed tone. “I know…It’s just…Even after everything he said that night…I can’t fully trust him. He betrayed my trust the moment he began to fool me.”
“Yet, you admitted part of it was your fault, too. That you willingly let it happen.”
“…Yes…It’s complicated…”
“You mean your feelings towards him?”
“H-How did you-”
“Tatsumi…You are my Holder. I can sense that.”
Hiiro’s eyebrows raised as he feigned being asleep. Who was Tatsumi referring to?
“You are confused as to who these feelings belong to, correct? Whether it’s to him or the other one?” Wakka gently prodded.
Tatsumi huffed in frustration, voice still quiet, “That and my religion…”
“Right…Does your religion frown upon relations between the same sex?”
“…Yes…Don’t get me wrong, I don’t judge anyone if they prefer that. God is the only one who can judge, at least in my religion.”
“Hmm,” Wakka hummed softly in thought, “While that is a conflict with ideals, I truly believe that who you love should not matter, so long as the feelings are genuine and mutual. I also believe that a person could be happy with more than one partner, so long as the other partners are aware and consent to it.”
Hiiro felt lighter hearing that, returning to his thoughts on Aira and Kohaku as he managed to tune out the rest of their conversation. Until he heard the distinct pounding of paws coming towards them, two sets of wolves coming to a skidding halt inside. He blinked his eyes open and fully raised his head to see Niki and Rinne panting with frantic looks in their eyes.
“Kohaku,” He gently prodded the sleeping pup with his nose, “Kohaku, get up. Something’s up.”
Kohaku blearily blinked his eyes open, glancing around in a daze. Rinne wasted no time in ordering Tatsumi. “Tatsumi-chan, grab a pup. We gotta go. Now!”
Niki began nosing the pups, realizing a bit late that they were already up. Tatsumi grew concerned as he approached. “What’s wrong?”
“Hunting dogs found the den and alerted the human village,” Rinne’s warning made the hackles on the silver wolf rise and his tail bush out, “They’re on their way up as we speak.”
“Where are Mayoi-san and HiMERU-san?”
Rinne snarled, “Hell if I know! Those two fucked off somewhere!”
“What?” Tatsumi was in disbelief, “They wouldn’t just leave this place unguarded!”
“Well, guess what fucking happened?!” Rinne became impatient as he waited for them to round up Hiiro and Kohaku.
“Where are we supposed to go?” Tatsumi came over to help Niki rouse the pups, making them stand as he quickly snapped his attention between Rinne and the pups.
Rinne’s gaze darted back and forth in frustration as he thought. “Uh…There’s an old badger’s den a bit away from here, downstream and up the embankment past the patch of red oaks…”
“Rinne-kun,” The grey wolf lashed his tail as he tried to grab hold of Kohaku’s scruff, finding the pup to be an awkward size and weight as they verged on becoming too big to carry but knew they were too small to keep up on their own, “That won’t fit all of us.”
“I know! I know! Ya and Tatsumi-chan head on out and cover your tracks! I’ll hold them off and buy ya time!”
“What!?” Niki lashed out, “Are you stupid!?”
“Nii-san…!” Hiiro tried to look at his brother as Tatsumi managed to grip his scruff.
“I’ll be fine!” Rinne’s glare softened as he glanced at the two bundles of fur.
“Ya better be!” Kohaku yipped at him from where he dangled in Niki’s jaws.
“Yeah, yeah! Or ya will have my hide!” Rinne rolled his eyes at the black pup and ushered them out, “Now go!”
Niki and Tatsumi sprinted as fast as they could out of the den and raced downstream, running through the water to cover their scents.
~*~
Hokuto paused to smell the air, causing Aira to stumble into his back leg. “Oof!”
“Sorry, Shiratori-kun,” Hokuto returned to smelling the air and ears straightening out as he heard barking, “…That’s…dogs…”
“Do I need to hide again?” Aira’s tail and ears drooped as he whined under his breath, “Wish I was bigger and knew how to fight…”
“I know,” Hokuto sighed. If only it were just simply a matter of teaching him how to use a gun. Aira was more or less helpless in his current form, still being relatively smaller than the average wolf pup of nearly three months.
He glanced around and spotted an old badger den under the roots of a big oak. He sniffed around it and deemed it abandoned, pointing with his snout for the young pup to hide inside. “They don’t seem close, but stay hidden and-”
“Don’t come out for anyone but you. I know!” Aira huffed as he buried himself as deep as he could go, throwing some of the old, badger-smelling dirt on top of himself for good measure.
Hokuto felt a small smirk pull at his jaws. For having traveled together for over half a month, Aira was far more of a quick study than the younger kid thought he was. “Be glad I’m not having you roll around in deer droppings this time.”
“Yuk!”
He chuckled softly in response. “I’m just going to see what the commotion is about. If it is nothing big, I’ll be right back to get you. We’re not too far from the Stone Den.”
With that, the slate-grey wolf bounded away into the woods.
~*~
Rinne trotted through the woods until he came upon Mayoi. He had a scathing comment on the tip of his tongue when he gave pause at seeing the other’s condition. One of the darker wolf’s back legs had a noticeably painful limp, no doubt caused by the massive puncture wounds on his back thigh. “The fuck happened to ya?”
Mayoi heaved, trying to keep weight off of the damaged leg. “A hunting dog was getting too close to the den area, so I tried to chase it off…Ended up getting jumped by a second one and had to fight them off.”
What anger the red wolf had developed at the supposed abandonment evaporated instantly. “Shit…Hate to say it, but they got a third one through and alerted the village to our presence.”
The black and white wolf deflated considerably. “S-So in the end…”
“I already got Niki and Tatsumi-chan retreating to that old badger’s den a ways off with Hiiro and Kohaku-chan. Go join them.” Rinne made his way past the other, aiming to meet the hounds baying in the distance.
“W-What are you doing?”
“Gonna fend them off. Buy Niki and the others time to cover their tracks.”
“B-by yourself?” The red wolf knew instantly what the other was thinking.
“No. Do not try and join me. You’re severely injured.”
“I c-can still fight!”
Before another retort could leave him, the howling hounds started getting closer. Much closer. And fast.
“Shit! Ain’t got no choice now!” Rinne began snarling and lunged as the first hound bounded towards them through the trees.
True to his word, Mayoi fought like a bat out of hell possessed by the Devil himself, as if the leg wasn’t bothering him for a second. There were five dogs in total, far outnumbering the two wolves as two went after Mayoi, and Rinne was dealing with three on his own. Despite his larger size, the dogs had numbers, causing him to quickly fall to the ground as one dog loomed over him, the other two grabbing his back legs in their jaws.
Just as he thought the dog above him would deliver the final bite to his throat, a loud snarl and growl echoed from above, and a flash of grey, black, and white dashed in front of him, snapping the dog’s neck with one quick bite. The other two dogs recoiled as this new wolf joined the fray. This new wolf fought with all the ferocity of an animal with rabies and the cunning of a cold, calculated killer, making the other dogs yelp and retreat down the mountainside.
Rinne’s head snapped up as he heard Mayoi yelp. One of the dogs had bitten his injured thigh again, dragging him off his feet as the second dog aimed to pounce on his throat. A flash of pale blue lightning struck the ground near them, making the pouncing dog yelp and run off in terror. The second dog tried to drag Mayoi by the injured leg and, once another yelp left the injured wolf, a large Timber wolf launched itself at the dog, making quick work of it as it slumped on the ground. The large wolf stood over the darker wolf like a shield, glaring down the mountainside at the retreating hunting dogs with a vicious snarl and the occasional blue-white electrical sparks bouncing from his being.
Rinne knew exactly who that was, and he was livid. “Where the fuck were ya, Merumeru!?”
The Timber wolf panted lightly, not used to the new power now coursing through his being. “He…He was investigating a lead on another god.”
“Are ya fucking serious!? Ya left the den for that!?”
“Ayase was still there!” The Timber wolf shouted.
“And another hunting dog lured him away, injured him, and let another dog discover the den!” Rinne’s tail lashed back and forth angrily.
Mayoi gently nibbled on HiMERU’s leg to remind him to move over so he could attempt to stand back up. He whimpered as he retracted his leg to try and stand, causing the newer wolf to step over and help him get back on his feet. Rinne’s ears barely caught the other wolf softly talking to the darker wolf, recognizing that voice. “Kita-san?”
“About time I found you guys.” Hokuto allowed Mayoi to lean heavily on him for support, his injured leg almost mangled. “Traveled over half a month to get here.”
Completely ignoring HiMERU for the moment, which he chalked up as rightfully deserved since he was still incredibly pissed at him, Rinne grew more and more curious. “Where the hell was that?”
“A long way away. Ayase, easy there,” Hokuto had to gently remind the other not to move too much as the darker wolf attempted to take a step forward toward HiMERU. The Timber wolf approached and had Mayoi lean on him, freeing up Hokuto.
It was only then that Rinne realized the deep scars on the Trickstar member’s face and snout. “Damn…! What the hell happened to your face?”
“Balkar,” Hokuto spat simply.
The other three wolves stiffened at the mention of the dreaded Night Hunters. Hokuto dropped his gaze as his tone grew more somber. “They attacked the pack I was in because they didn’t comply with the edict and hand over the pups. Shiratori-kun and I were the only ones who made it.”
“Ai-chan!? Where is he?” Rinne darted his head around the area in search of the other idol.
“I had him hide in a badger’s den when I heard hunting dogs.”
Rinne paused a moment as he took the information in. “…As in the badger’s den past the patch of red oaks?”
“Yeah? Why?” The slate grey wolf tilted his large head comically.
“‘Cause that’s the same place I sent Niki and Tatsumi-chan to with Hiiro and Kohaku-chan.”
“Eh?” Hokuto tilted his head the other way, “Are those two puppies, too?”
“A-Aira-san’s a puppy?” Mayoi’s voice was quiet, sounding very tired.
“Ayase, don’t fall asleep, please.” HiMERU gently jostled the other to make sure he didn’t pass out. They would have to get him treated soon.
More howling came from down the mountain. Rinne cursed, “Do those fuckers not get what happened to their friends!?”
Hokuto’s fur rose drastically as he snarled. “Guess we’re not done yet.”
“Ayase, stay here.” HiMERU had Mayoi stay hidden by a bush to keep him out of the fight before joining them with even brighter lights sparking near his jaws.
Rinne finally took a moment to check out the powers. “Damn, which god did ya find?”
“Only now he asks?” Rinne glanced behind them to see Kanna-Kamuy leaning against a tree, seemingly bored.
Striking blue eyes narrowed. “The fuck crawled up your ass and died?”
“And unwisely crass,” The god rolled his eyes as electrical sparks danced from his Desert Eagles, “Focus on the fight and I’ll see to it you all will live.”
~*~
Tatsumi’s heart thundered in his ears and felt like it would burst from his ribcage as his lungs worked overtime to keep up his speed. They had dashed through and down rivers, zigzagging among the trees until they finally reached the old badger den. He placed down Hiiro and pushed him with his snout toward the entrance. “Hiiro-san, go. Inside.”
The white pup tumbled inside the dark hole with an audible “oof”. Niki came up just behind, though he didn’t have to nudge Kohaku as the black pup quickly scurried inside. Niki was about to crawl in after them when both adult wolves realized a crucial, horrific issue.
There would only be enough room for one of the adults.
Without hesitation, Tatsumi pushes Niki toward the old den. “Stay with them!”
“What the-”
“I’ll head up into the deeper forest on that mountain,” The silver wolf pointed toward the towering mountain farther up, “I’ll be fine!”
“Tatsumi-senpai!” The silver wolf stopped as the white pup looked up at him with big, worried eyes, “Please don’t leave us!”
“Tatsumi-han!” Amethyst eyes trembled slightly, reminding the silver wolf painfully of their last moments together back in the haunted school.
Tatsumi soothed them both softly. “I will be fine, and you will be safer here. Be good, okay?”
Without another word, Tatsumi bounded away deep into the forest with the sound of hounds closing in.
~*~
Niki shuffled inside the den, nearly having to crawl on his stomach, and covered the two pups. Kohaku piped up, “Is Tatsumi-han-”
“He’ll be fine,” Niki quickly cut him off, repeating the phrase quieter for his own reassurance, “He’ll be fine…”
“G-Guys?”
Niki comically looked as far down as he could when he heard a distinctly familiar voice that hadn’t been with them originally. “Aira-san?”
“Aira?” Hiiro’s little tail began to wag happily despite being unable to see where Aira was.
“Love-han?” The black pup glanced around the dark hole almost excitedly, “Love-han? Where are ya?”
What they thought was dirt shifted slightly near the two pups, causing them to let out sharp yelps of fright as a muddy brown and beige wolf pup emerged from the dark earth. Niki grew elated upon seeing the third pup despite the initial confusion. “How did you get here?”
“Hidaka-senpai brought me here. Told me to hide when he heard dogs.” Aira became muffled as Hiiro and Kohaku almost buried him as they trampled over him in their excitement at seeing him again, “G-Guys! I missed you, too! But get off!”
Niki’s ears pricked upon catching the baying of the hunting dogs again, pressing himself further onto the three pups like a shield. “Shh!”
The three pups pressed themselves flat into the earth, quickly piping down into a still silence, eyes alight with fear as the dogs got closer. The grey wolf’s toes spread out and his claws dug deep into the dark earth, teeth barring in a silent snarl and slightly open, ready to bite down on whatever dog would be bold enough to try and stick their head into their hiding spot. He did not care what happened to him. So long as the three pups remained safe, he would gladly take whatever injury, even death.
He would not stand by and let any of them die on his watch again.
His marrow chilled as he started to make out what the dogs were saying, confused only marginally that he could understand them but figured it was because they were part of the canine family so it was close enough for wolves to understand.
“What do you got, Vlag?”
Niki’s heart beat wildly in his chest as he heard one of the dogs pause as he approached their hiding spot. “Don’t know, boss. Reckon it’s badger.”
“Bah!” The other dog growled, “Forget that! That’s stringy meat! Now wolf cubs, that is a delicacy!”
The young pups audibly gulped and sunk further into the earth as if they were trying to bury themselves alive. Niki crouched lower over the pups and forced his tail to still lest the lashing it was itching to release would give them away. He could hear Fuchi in his head telling him how to regulate his breath. When he finally did as she said, hot steam and a lick of flame escaped his jaws. A smoldering ember glinted in his topaz blue eyes as he realized the potential weapon Fuchi helped him unleash.
A third dog piped up, female by the sound of it. “Besides, you idiot, the humans gave us this wolf scent in the kennel to track! They figured out another wolf pack came down from the mountains, and after what happened a few nights ago, I don’t blame them for wanting to hunt them down!”
Niki’s snarl lessened as his ears stood up in keen attention.
“What?” The first dog, Vlag, sounded dazed and confused.
“How do you not know!?” The female hunting dog barked, “A human child was taken a few nights ago from that village below the castle by a wolf!”
Niki’s mouth hung open in astonishment as fear took a thorny grip on his heart and stomach. He thought back to one of the late-night talks with Tatsumi delving further into the knowledge he possessed of this world, of the Sight. How there seemed to be a nearly long-forgotten prophecy of a wolf stealing a human child, rearing it as its own, and teaching it how to use the Sight. He pushed that thought out of his head, surmising he was jumping to conclusions. The offending wolf was probably just a hungry loner.
“Why?” Vlag asked, “There’s plenty of game out there.”
“That’s the weird thing,” The female dog’s voice grew low as she told her companions, “I heard there was no blood, and that weird, creepy black wolf has been hanging around the village for several days.”
It felt like a bottomless abyss opened up inside of Niki. That other wolf could only be one thing.
Pauchi.
“Now,” The female dog continues, “The humans want blood.”
“Then we shall give it to them!” The first dog began nosing closer and closer to the old badger den, the pups just barely seeing the tail of the dog through the opening.
Just as Niki thought they would be discovered, a weasel shot past the dogs, distracting them as they howled and chased the creature, completely ignoring the badger den as their barking grew more and more distant.
The wolves remained silent long after the barking ceased, well after the sky turned from brilliant blue to hues of orange and pink. The rare bark from a hound could be heard periodically, making them still and hold their breaths. Only once the inky blackness of the night sky swallowed the view out of the badger hole did they dare to speak again.
“Is Nii-san okay?”
The three pups had since moved out from under Niki, allowing the bigger wolf to lie down, legs shaky from the strain of crouching over them for so long. The grey wolf gave the white pup an affectionate lick on the head. “I’m sure Rinne-kun is alright.”
“Yeah,” Kohaku shook his head out to clear his fur of some of the badger-smelling dirt, “He’s a slippery one.”
“Is it just Tatsun-senpai and Rinne-senpai out there?” Aira muttered quietly.
“Mayoi-senpai and HiMERU-senpai are here! Somewhere…” Hiiro grew slightly sheepish nearing the end.
Niki’s scowl started to unnerve the young pups, glaring at the damp, earthen wall. “When I see those two…”
“Niki-han…”
Kohaku’s quiet squeak snapped him back. “Sorry! Just a little upset is all.”
“I mean, I get it,” Kohaku idly nuzzled his head on top of Aira’s, amethyst eyes starting to show how tired the pup was, “I’d be mad, too. They were supposed ta watch ta’ den an’ all.”
“Where are they…?” The white pup gazed out towards the inky black sky full of dazzling stars through the hole.
Niki gently nuzzled him and pushed him with his snout towards the other pups to settle down between his front paws. “I’m sure they’re fine. Until they come back, let’s get some sleep.”
“But,” Hiiro let out a big yawn, silencing his initial complaint, “…I guess I’m a little tired…”
“…Hidaka-senpai probably found them and is helping them…” Aira mumbled to assure the other, his green eyes gazing towards the night sky periodically to hide his worry.
“Mm,” Niki nodded, watching the best as he could as the three pups decided to nuzzle closer to Niki’s chest as sleep began to take its hold on them, “He’s a tough one. He kept me alive all on his own in worse conditions. I’m sure he’s teaching them a lesson.”
The pups didn’t respond and soon their tiny snores filled the small emergency den with a gentle white noise. The adrenaline had left his system sometime earlier, but his body only now started to show the effects, his eyes drooping and legs shaky even when they were resting in the dirt. He gingerly lay his head over the pups whose heads rested on his leg like a pillow in a line with Aira squished in between the other two. However, he could not fall asleep.
Not yet. Not when he could sense a disturbance with Fuchi.
Something up?
“Hmph. It appears Apasam-un-Kamuy must know that we know what they did, for they are not presenting themselves nor speaking. They’ll be forced to talk eventually.”
Niki couldn’t see Hasinaw-Uk anywhere and imagined she must have retreated back into Hiiro’s subconscious. His mind began to hurt thinking about the weird paradox that was since they were here in the subconscious form to begin with and began to close his eyes.
Can we at least be civil about it when they do?
“You are far too casual about this breach of conduct and law.”
…Look, I get I should use the proper address with you since you’re a spirit – But Lady! I’m part of Crazy:B! This kind of rule-breaking and bending happens every day in my unit! Honestly, you should see some of the crazy shenanigans we get up to! On second thought, maybe you shouldn’t. Might end up with a full head of grey hair after one day.
“…Heh, or have an aneurism.”
Niki had a small smile from hearing the usually stern goddess have a sense of humor. Shortly, he couldn’t think at all with how heavily sleep took him.
~*~
It wasn’t the morning light that stirred Niki cruelly and startlingly from sleep. There was a rustling noise from above them, above ground. And it was getting closer.
His eyes snapped open and he immediately crouched over the pups, silently snarling as he glared towards the entrance. The pups, who were rudely jostled from slumber, blearily blinked and gazed around in confusion, Aira whimpering in confusion and then quickly silenced as Niki covered them with his stomach fur. His hot breath began spewing a few flames, readying to roast whoever would try to come inside and do harm to the young ones. The sound was getting closer.
And closer.
And closer.
Until a large, red muzzle and piercing cerulean eyes took up most of the view of the outside world.
“Rinne-kun!” Niki’s tail wagged unabatedly as he scurried to crawl out from the den, relieved and overjoyed to see him alive, the wagging going even faster as he saw HiMERU, Mayoi, and who he presumed was Hokuto.
However, that excitement and joy were replaced by horror as he gasped upon seeing their tattered conditions. “What happened!?”
“Niki,” Rinne deadpanned, “Considering everything that happened yesterday, I dare ya to ask that again. Should be quite obvious.”
Mayoi looked incredibly shaky with several leaves of common mullein, or nature’s toilet paper, wrapped haphazardly and loosely around a heavily injured back leg while leaning most of his weight on HiMERU. “A-Are you…okay?”
The grey wolf whimpered seeing the other sound so tired, as if he were barely clinging on. “Y-Yeah. The pups are okay, too.”
“Where’s Tatsumi?” The Timber wolf cut in. He had a large gash on his back, no doubt from fighting off the dogs sometime last night, but he appeared largely concerned for the other’s whereabouts over his own health.
“Relax, HiMERU-san! I’m right here!”
The silver wolf carefully picked his way down the rocky slope with a limping front paw. Rinne sniffed the injured foot once the other wolf got closer. “Doesn’t seem that bad.”
“Oh, just slipped on some gravel further up the slope. It’s nothing,” Tatsumi gently remarked and then quickly shouted upon seeing Mayoi on death’s door, “Good Heavens! Mayoi-san!”
The silver wolf rushed to the other’s side, sniffing frantically at the injured leg much to the black and white wolf’s heavily subdued skittishness. “I-I’m okay…”
“Absolutely not!” Both HiMERU and Tatsumi nearly shouted in unison, causing them to be momentarily taken aback by each other.
“Give me a moment.” Wakka was summoned and began inspecting the wounded leg, working with her sorcery to stop the bleeding. “I won’t have you die of blood loss here.”
“Nii-san?” A groggy Hiiro poked his head out from the burrow, a small pile of dirt on his head. The grogginess practically evaporated as he bounced out of the burrow, yipping his excitement as he repeatedly pawed at Rinne’s muzzle, having to jump to do so, and repeatedly called for him.
Rinne growled playfully as he pawed the white pup, being far more gentle so he didn’t accidentally treat him like a small soccer ball. Kohaku poked his head out and quickly bounded out with similar yips of excitement at seeing the others, playfully growling and barking at HiMERU while crouching low and tail wagging so hard it could have powered a small village. Hokuto stared intently at the burrow for several seconds. “…Shiratori-kun?”
Aira popped out upon hearing the other, tail wagging behind him. He quickly bounded out and darted around the legs of Hokuto, Tatsumi, and Mayoi, joining Kohaku and Hiiro in the chorus of yips. Rinne eventually started pawing at Aira, making tiny woof noises at him. “Hey, Ai-chan! Long time no see!”
Aira tried to bite his paw as he barked when the paw came down a little too rough on his head, making the red wolf merely chuckle at the tiny puppy’s antics. Tatsumi fondly nuzzled his junior with his snout, as did Mayoi once Wakka’s healing started to take effect and regain energy, making the tiny, muddy-brown pup gaze up at them in adoration and wonder, simply glad to be with them again finally. HiMERU smiled softly down at the new pup, simply content in seeing him again, and a quiet resolve to make sure he wouldn’t fail in protecting him again settled inside his heart.
Hokuto let out a puff of exhausted air. “Well, what a reunion…”
Rinne winced as Wakka shuffled over to start mending some of his wounds. “I’ll say. What? Did those dogs and humans have a wolf-hunting quota to fill?”
Niki shuffled on his paws. “I…Well…”
“What didya do?” Rinne glowered at Niki reproachfully.
“Nothing! I overheard the dogs and…uh…” The grey wolf discreetly eyed the pups for a moment before turning to them, “Why don’t you three go play for a little bit? Just over by that fallen log, okay?”
All three pups huffed and sat down in front of him in defiance. Kohaku grumbled, “Niki-han, stop treatin’ us like kids! Besides, we heard ta’ dogs, too!”
“It’s about the Sight, isn’t it?” Hiiro’s piercing eyes and tone were almost so stern and cold that it felt monotone and blunt, taking the adult wolves aback.
“Mm, didn’t you hear something about that, Hidaka-senpai?” Aira looked up from below Hokuto’s paws.
The rest of the pack turned their attention to Hokuto who shuffled a paw in place from being put on the spot. “Shiratori-kun, that was just talk about a wolf taking a child. I’m fairly certain it was just a loner desperate for food, nothing more.”
“That’s…exactly what the dogs were talking about,” Niki muttered, “They mentioned a child was taken from the village just below where our den is, but there was no blood and they mentioned a large, creepy wolf was stalking the village in the past few days before that.”
Rinne growled, “That rat bastard, already stirring shit up.”
“That’s…not what I heard,” Hokuto sat on his haunches, “I heard it was a male that did it, but most certainly was not the god of insanity.”
“B-but what about the Sight? Didn’t it have to do with something like this?” Niki’s tail slightly tucked between his legs.
Tatsumi pondered for a moment. “…Perhaps it does…”
“Shouldn’t it?” HiMERU cocked his head to the side, “You did say there was something of a verse or prophecy in regards to a human child being stolen by a wolf with the Sight.”
Tatsumi stared at the pebbles and tiny ants that crawled along the dirt of the forest floor for a while. Rinne’s eyes narrowed and the tip of his tail twitched. “You’re not saying as much as ya know, aren’t ya?”
“Not on purpose,” The silver wolf growled in warning at the older idol, “It’s a lot to organize my thoughts and knowledge on the spur of the moment, especially when they are merely placed there without much thought…”
“T-Tatsumi-san?” Mayoi gently prodded the other with a touch of his nose to his muzzle, “D-Do you know what this verse is about?”
Tatsumi's lips twitched in frustration. “Sort of. I know vague bits about it. It has to do with the rise of the Man Varg and the return of Wolfbane. Something about how a child will be stolen, and that child and a wolf with the Sight will touch the minds of all to unlock the final power of the Sight.”
“Ya mean to control everything? Well, ain’t that fucking great!” Rinne huffed, “Looks like the end is fucking nigh, in this universe! And we’re at the center of it!”
“That’s…a bit presumptuous.” Hokuto’s ear flicked. “How do you know we’re at the center of it? It could be like the first universe in that we just so happened to get unlucky. And this could be completely coincidental.”
“Nah,” Rinne shook his head, “That insane cockroach clued us in on quite a bit of shit that’s supposed to go down, including that he would curse us and that we would ultimately have to fight him. So yeah, fairly certain this ain’t happenstance.”
“D-Did you just…?” Wakka froze momentarily with an agape mouth from easing HiMERU’s bleeding wounds.
Fuchi summoned herself, sitting on Niki’s back. “Call him a cockroach…?”
“Yeah?” Rinne asked incredulously, “He’s a stubborn prick that just won’t leave! Got a problem with me calling him names despite all the bullshit he’s put us through?”
Hasinaw faded into existence beside the pups giving each a quick scratch behind the ears as she hummed in amusement. “Honestly, I think that’s quite creative~. Along with the ‘walking petri dish’ one for Pakoro-Kamuy.”
“Ooh! He called him what!?” An unknown male voice spoke with conspiratorial excitement.
All of the wolves, save for Aira and Hokuto, became rigid, several of them looking left and right to see if they could find the speaker. Fuchi, however, grew terse. “So, you finally speak, Apasam-un-Kamuy.”
A smaller man and woman faded into being beside the brown wolf pup, making the other wolves lower their heads to examine them a bit closer out of habit. Niki’s eyes darted back and forth between the two new gods. “So you’re Apasam-un-Kamuy…who are you, then?”
The female god tilted her head curiously at the grey wolf. “…I’m Apasam-un-Kamuy.”
“Oh! I’m sorry!” Niki bowed his head a bit more in apology before turning to the male god, “Who are you?”
The man blinked several times, face contorting from impassiveness to one of mild confusion. “I’m also Apasam-un-Kamuy.”
“…Huh?” All of the wolves, save for the Amagi brothers, Aira, and Hokuto, became bewildered.
“I did say ‘they’ when talking about them.” Fuchi brushed a loose strand of hair behind her ear, crossing her arms as her smoldering eyes glared holes into the dual entity god.
“Okay,” Niki interjected sassily, “When you said ‘they’, I was thinking it was a gender-neutral thing going on, not the plural version!”
Fuchi merely sighed in irritation as she pinched the bridge of her nose, earning an indignant growl from Niki. Rinne chortled lowly. “They’re the god of transitions and are called upon to protect people in times of great change. It only makes sense to have two.”
“What,” HiMERU eyeballed the two mini-gods and Rinne, “They’re meant to be the past and future, or something?”
“…Kinda.” Rinne shrugged.
Tatsumi spoke his intrusive thought as soon as it manifested in his head. “So they’re almost like a Shoulder Angel and Devil?”
Rinne and Hiiro had their jaws open in astonishment which quickly grew more astounded by Aira’s very deadpanned delivery. “Much worse.”
“O-Oh?” Tatsumi didn’t even try to hide the small giggle that bubbled out of himself.
“Ooh!” The female Apasam-un cooed in delight, “Tell them what you called us on the way over here! That was a good one!”
Hokuto nodded in agreement, quite nonchalantly saying, “That was quite the entertaining conversation...And I did meet them before we started traveling together. I’m used to their antics.”
Even the other gods grew concerned at that delivery. Rinne comically bent his neck almost painfully down at Aira. “Wh…What did ya say?”
“They’re more like a Viking Raider and a 1950’s housewife,” Aira began, “They both agree that murder is the solution but debate over the method. Although they’re more like thinly veiled philosophical debates.”
“…Right…” Rinne slowly drawled, shifting his gaze away, “…Can agree on the solution but debate on how to get there…”
“That’s what you got out of it!?” The rest of Crazy:B looked at him like he spontaneously grew a second head.
“I can read between the lines!” Rinne defended himself, “Besides! They’re not bloodthirsty gods! As it is, I don’t recall any old stories of them easily getting mad! A bit unorthodox some days, but generally mean well!”
Hokuto had been glaring at some leaves that some ants had slowly struggled with moving until it flipped over from a brief gust of wind. He snapped his head up. “Kazehaya-senpai.”
The silver wolf turned to him quizzically, allowing the other to continue. “You said that verse was tied to the coming of the Man Varg and Wolfbane. Take your time to find the information to fully answer me, if you need to. Are they one and the same?”
Tatsumi blinked slowly, head turning to gaze at the old badger burrow as if searching the darkness of the hole for the answers. After a long, silent moment, as the others ceased their chatter to pay attention, he finally gazed up. “No. They are not. One of Wolfbane’s most important powers was the Sight itself. But I believe the old verse may be saying their appearances will coincide, along with Wolfbane’s Winter.”
Almost all of them had piercing headaches as they all “knew” what that entailed. A never-ending winter that would shroud the whole world once Wolfbane returned to the land of the living.
Tatsumi continued, “I believe whichever wolf helps in this prophecy will become the Man Varg with the help of the child if I remember the few bits correctly.”
“Didn’t ya say the Man Varg was like a reverse Werewolf? What would the point be of that?” Rinne rolled his eyes, thoroughly done with talks of prophecies and gods. He preferred to take his fate into his own hands.
“That’s what I’m confused about…” Tatsumi trailed off briefly, “…I only heard of the existence of this prophecy from Tsinga…Well, at least my character did…”
Hokuto appeared lost until he listened intently to Niki’s hushed whisperings to catch him up on what Pauchi had revealed to them, nodding in understanding. HiMERU whimpered his thanks to Wakka once she finished stopping the bleeding, turning to Tatsumi. “Who is this Tsinga?”
Tatsumi darted his eyes above his head and side to side like he was mentally going through every piece of information filed away in his head. “…Hmm…Apparently, my sister? Who’s one of the fortune tellers in the Vale of Shadows? That valley beyond the rapids? I guess fortune tellers practiced the Sight through a lot of training but keep their secrets about it?”
“Ya don’t sound tha’ convinced,” Kohaku piped up.
“Trying to sort through information while relaying it. Not as easy as one would believe it to be.” Tatsumi mulled over the information a bit more, “Yes…Yes. I’m certain of all of that now.”
“So, let me get this straight,” Hokuto motioned to the other wolves for their input, “The insane god is dabbling in this world’s dark arts and evil superstitions to potentially bring about full control of all living things? And one of the more… intriguing parts is dealing with Wolfbane?”
“Sounds about right,” HiMERU scratched at his neck with a hind leg as he felt a flea bite him, making him growl in irritation, “Grr! Why do we have to deal with fleas!?”
“Oh, just give me some time to find more herbs and I can create something to help with that,” The female Apasam-un motioned gingerly to the small bits of herbs carefully stringed together around Aira’s neck, “These herbs help ward them away.”
“Sweet!” Rinne sing-songed with a heavy wag of his tail, “No more fleas!~”
Hokuto, however, remained deep in thought, a brief twitch of an eye the only indication of a mild headache. “…That’s not boding well…”
“…Hokuto-san?” Tatsumi prodded softly, “Do you know something?”
“More like what I heard along the way here,” The slate grey wolf stared at Rinne in particular, “There’s a rebel group of wolves forming in defiance of the insane god and his ruling over the area, particularly in how he is letting the Balkar break laws and kill indiscriminately to spread fear. Any who didn’t hand over the pups willingly were killed and the pups were taken by force.”
“Why would he be collecting them?” HiMERU furrowed what brows he had on his wolfish face.
Hokuto darted his eyes to the pups and back, his front paws kneading the ground slightly. “I…recall an old story about Wolfbane…about how he liked to eat pups…”
The adult wolves shuddered at the implication as the three pups whimpered in fright and scuttled backward in a pile under a fern leaf. Hokuto winced as he lowered his head to look across the way at them. “Sorry for saying that.”
HiMERU gingerly pushed them out from their hiding spot with his nose. “Don’t worry. We won’t let anything try to eat you three. So long as we stick together, we will be fine.”
Mayoi looked down the slope and towards the rest of the valley, ears twitching and toes reflexively digging into the ground and retracting. “S-so what do we do now? We c-can’t go back…Th-the dogs and humans know where the den is…”
“He has already taken care of that,” HiMERU gently nudged the other, “HiMERU already sent Kanna-Kamuy to scout ahead to find a new shelter for the time being until things die down.”
“Mission complete.”
The wolves snapped to the upper ledges to see Kanna-Kamuy making his way down to them with a solid poker face. “There’s a place up in the mountains that should be suitable. Now, the real question is: Will we run into Pauchi-Kamuy on the way or will we slip under his radar?”
The other gods reverted to their full sizes, appearing either standoffish or unnerved at the other god’s presence. Fuchi greeted him dark and coldly, “Kanna-Kamuy, long time since you were last seen.”
“Fuchi-Kamuy,” The poker face dropped almost in an instant, seemingly cool and polite but held venom with every syllable spoken, “As if you didn’t already know. I’ve been busy.”
“Right,” Fuchi uttered, crossing her arms and scowling as licks of flames escaped the tips of her fingers, “Just like how you were too busy to care for your son. Then again, perhaps it was for the best he wasn’t raised by his dead-beat father.”
The cool politeness shattered despite the relatively calm, but tense tone, sparks igniting from the thunder god’s fists. “Oh, but better than leaving him in your care, you possessive bitch.”
“Woah!” Niki nervously looked between the two seething gods, “Easy there!”
“Both of you,” Wakka sternly and, in a low tone, raised a hand to each god to keep them at a distance from each other, “Now is not the time for this.”
She glared at Kanna-Kamuy as if she knew he was about to say something. “And don’t say it. We all have our histories and grudges with each other, but now is not the time.”
“Agreed,” the female half of Apasam-un joined in keeping the peace while Hasinaw-Uk silently joined, “These are unprecedented times for our realm. We must put our grievances aside if we are to have any hope of turning the tides and saving what is left before it is lost.”
“My wife is right,” the male half of the dual entity gently laid a hand on Kanna-Kamuy’s shoulder to pull him back a step and spread a hand to gesture to the wolves around them, “When all is said and done and our home is safe, we can go back to treating each other like before. But it is not just us involved. We have human lives at stake here. This is bigger than us. While we are not used to that anymore in our decline, surely all of us can agree we cannot put our rivalries and distaste for one another over their lives.”
Fuchi and Kanna glared harshly at each other for a long while. Stiffly, Fuchi held a hand out, tersely spatting, “Truce, for now.”
Kanna-Kamuy was silent as he stiffly took her hand, shook it once, and then dropped it as if it disgusted him.
The wolves eyed Hiiro and Rinne with questioning looks, and Hiiro glanced up at Rinne with a similar gaze. The red wolf shook his head in irritation. “I am so done with this bullshit…I need a fucking drink…or five…”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 28: A Tale of Tragedies (The Sight Arc: Part 6)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening: Overlap by Kimeru
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_duoLVBuELM
Hiyori heaved several breaths as he pressed his back to a wall of an alley.
Did we lose them?
“I think so.”
He could just make out Tokapcup’s translucent form, brows furrowed together and lower lip being bitten. He sighed, adjusting the cap on his head to tuck away a strand of his hair that slipped out and readjust the sunglasses over his eyes. “Did you see who they were?”
“Not greatly, but there was something really off about them…” Tokapcup fiddled with her sleeves and their cuffs, “It felt like they were also seeing me…”
It unnerved the idol to think of what kind of people would be following them if they could see the goddess. However, now that they were safer, they had to refocus on the task at hand. “Okay…Do you sense the point anywhere?”
The sun goddess glanced around until her eyes landed on a branching alleyway. “That way.”
The idol followed the spectral being through the twisting alleyways until they came across an abandoned courtyard, possibly an area that had some businesses before the recession that never recovered. At the center of the courtyard was a slightly raised concrete barrier forming an octagonal pattern with worn tile designs on the ground. Judging by some of the old metal piping here and there, Hiyori figured it may have been a spray fountain at one point.
“It’s by the old fountain right about…” Tokapcup instructed the male until he stepped right in front of the desired point, “Here! Don’t go any closer!”
Hiyori kept himself stationary, eyeing the area just in front of him and the fountain warily. It didn’t look or seem any different from anywhere else, making it all the more unsettling to know anyone could walk across the point and find themselves teleported to a spiritual realm.
What was Jun-kun thinking when it happened to him? Where is he now…?
“I wish I could say. I hope he is in good hands.”
Hiyori stiffened slightly and a small sound escaped him. Tokapcup retracted her head into her shoulders slightly. “Sorry…”
“No…Just keep forgetting you can hear me all the time.” Hiyori turned to the specter, “So, what do you need to do?”
Tokapcup sighed in irritation, “Well, unfortunately, I have to contact…him before we begin.”
~*~
Kaname walked with Pauchi through No Man’s Land until they came to a dilapidated ruin housing a sigil, semi-rotten and broken wood barely keeping the frame while rocks filled in the gaps and steadily broke apart on their own as the land was further and further polluted. Before the human could follow up the stairs, a bark caught his attention. Turning around, he was startled to see a large, Japanese Akita Inu looking at him with a tilted head. It was a dark brindle with a white-tipped tail, white chest, and white on the front paws that went halfway up its legs like socks. Its large, brown eyes seemed to see deep into his being like it was far wiser beyond its appearances.
“Uh – Hi?”
It barked at him again.
“Kaname? What are you doing?”
Kaname turned around to address the shadowy god who had come out of the ruins. “There’s this-”
When he turned back to the dog, it was gone. “Was…a dog.”
“Dog?” Pauchi glanced left and right, but there was nothing but silence among the grey and white polygon landscape, “Has coming out of that universe messed with your perception?”
Kaname glanced around too, only to be met with the same silence. “…Maybe…”
“Hmm…Perhaps we shouldn’t have you jump out of universes that often, in that case. Come, though. This is important.”
~*~
Tokapcup closed her eyes, took a deep, steadying breath, and held her hands out in front of her, cupping them together. A golden glow emitted before a small viewing portal was created in the air where her hands had been. Inside the portal was Poro-nitne-Kamuy, looking as bored and apathetic as usual.
“About time you got there.”
Tokapcup narrowed her eyes, her tone turning cold and even. “Not as easy as you would think.”
A second viewing portal split from the original, showing a masked individual accompanied by Pauchi's voice. “Surprised the connection is as stable as it is, considering the situation with the Veil.”
“Pauchi-Kamuy,” Tokapcup greeted darkly.
“Glad to see you kept your promise.” The dark god’s voice dripped with sarcasm, “Probably unable to break promises. Regardless, there is someone you should meet.”
“That Assistant of yours? Fairly certain we’re well aware of him.” Hiyori glared at the masked figure, a sneer making his lips curl.
The Assistant possibly looked blankly at him; he couldn’t tell with how little the mask showed. Even his body language gave nothing away. It was honestly eerie how mannequin-like the figure was. Then again, almost fitting for the helper of the god of insanity and chaos who already showed he could physically and mentally manipulate others into doing what he wanted, almost like a puppet master.
“Yes. You will be reporting any findings to Poro-nitne-Kamuy and my Assistant from now on. I’ve already walked him through how to use the Sanctum and he will check in on your progress. Now, I must return. Can’t leave those…people to their own devices for too long.”
Hiyori’s sneer turned into a full snarl, wishing he could deck the insane god right then and there. “What? Don’t think those other gods helping you will do your job for you?”
There was a brief pause and the Assistant looked off to the side into the darkness where unholy yellow eyes gleamed in the darkness. “…Right…Those two…FoR wHAt thEy’RE WorTH.”
Hiyori and the sun goddess recoiled slightly at the change in tone and voice of the dark god. There was a definitive shift, almost like a mask being dropped as gears shifted or a switch being flipped. It reminded him of when Pauchi admitted to the survivors of the haunted school that he rigged this horrible, demented game in his favor. The off-blond idol, full of pride in how detail-orientated he could be when he wished, saw the ever so slight glimmer of a color change in one of those yellow eyes, something akin to an anemic orange.
Hiyori didn’t realize how long it had been until the deep, warped voice of the Assistant spoke. “He’s gone.”
Poro-nitne’s impassive face fell with a slight pinch of his brows and ever so marginal tightening of his lips. “…You two saw all that…right?”
The Sun of Eden rolled his eyes, crossing his arms. “Him going off his rocker? Seems typical.”
The Assistant’s head snapped from looking at the darkness to the idol, fists clenching. Hiyori predicted the masked figure was about to lash out, more than likely in defense of the insane god. However, Poro-nitne held a hand up, silencing whatever scathing comment the Assistant had ready. “Not the time, kid.”
“…Stop calling me a kid.” The Assistant huffed, crossing his arms. Hiyori refused to acknowledge just how mirror-like the Assistant was to himself.
“Regardless,” Poro-nitne’s red eyes turned serious, “Were you two being followed?”
The sun goddess gave pause. “…How did you know that?”
Hiyori huffed, “As the god of the unknown, wouldn’t you know that?”
Those red eyes rolled, a finger twitching showing his aggravation. “I need to have been in physical proximity to someone to know secrets like that. Other than fetching the kid’s soul for him and being briefly there in front of the other idols before the start of this universe’s game, I know not of the secrets you and others from the human world hide. Your guess is as good as mine.”
The blonde’s brows pinched together as his lips pursed. Did this mean this god of everything regarding the unknown for the Ainu was not omnipotent? At least, without the prerequisites, it appeared to be so. But did that also mean he was telling the truth when he said he had minimal knowledge and was just as blindsided when Pauchi enacted his plans? Did his powers to know the secrets of others from being in mere proximity apply to spirits? Or just humans? Despite his clear dismissal and lack of interest in human affairs, was that a front? If he needed to be in proximity to others, wouldn’t that mean he was often outside of the spirit realm and mingling with humans daily? Was it because he grew jaded after millennia of doing so that he acted the way he does now? Or was he that good at hiding how much humans interested him?
What did knowing secrets do for Poro-nitne? Was it power? Was it mere satisfaction in knowing something no one else was supposed to know? What did he gain from it?
Poro-nitne casually waved a finger in front of him, eyes glued to the blond idol. “How about you focus back on the issue at hand instead of existential questions?”
Hiyori jumped slightly. The male god merely smirked ever so slightly. “And no, I didn’t read your mind or lie about not knowing your secrets. You are far easier to read than you think. You may fool humans, but to an ancient deity, it is child’s play.”
Tokapcup stood in front of Hiyori as if to protect him, which was slightly comical considering she was smaller than him by a significant amount. However, her stern glare wiped the smirk off the other’s face. “We lost our pursuers before we got here. Why is it important for you to know?”
Poro-nitne nodded once, tone professional. “It has come to my attention from the other idols that there is a group that is well aware of what is happening inside ES and the spirit realm…And that they may be targeting you two as one of their operations. Something important about the book detailing our pantheon that is in your possession.”
Even the Assistant stiffened in response. Tokapcup grew slightly frightful, attempting to keep her shaking under control by balling her fists into her dress. “Wh-Who is this?”
“Who told you?” Hiyori still remained guarded.
“That magenta one with glasses, I don’t recall his name.” Poro-nitne appeared dismissive of the fact, but Hiyori could feel the god was still as serious as before.
Viper…
Hearing his thoughts, Tokapcup’s lower lip trembled slightly. “Who…is it?”
“More like what,” Poro-nitne remarked, “It’s a company called Fenrir. On the surface, it appears to be a security company, but that is only the more…legal and less nefarious front. It appears they like to dabble in the occult and get their hands dirty with various shadow organizations. Some say it’s the one pulling all of the strings behind some of the more well-known conspiracies and scandals in Japan. Regardless, this company’s representative threatened that magenta one with a weapon to keep up the ‘work’ we are all doing…rather, must be this predicament we are all finding ourselves tangled in…”
Hiyori grew more concerned and confused the longer Poro-nitne refused to meet their eyes, clearly pondering how to word everything about to come. “…Those gems…We finally have an answer as to where they came from.”
Tokapcup brightened slightly, though it was less cheerful and more anxious. Poro-nitne dropped his gaze from her again, clearly troubled by what he heard despite trying to remain as detached as he usually was. “Those gems were created by Fenrir as some sort of energy containers about 16 years ago.”
“That’s…when they showed up in Teinei…” Tokapcup whispered almost too quietly for it to be picked up.
“Indeed,” Poro-nitne twiddled his thumbs, “They were the reason they appeared. They sent them to our realm specifically. They orchestrated everything behind the scenes to force the situation ES is in now just to charge them up, and knew exactly when to act since they had eyes inside our realm the whole time. Already knew how to access the alternate dimensions and spirit worlds without having ES build that gear network. It was all a ploy on their part.”
Hiyori’s blood began to boil. People were dying over and over because of a greedy, scummy company. People were suffering and getting traumatized by an evil god’s games due to the will of Fenrir. Jun was missing because of this mess. However, something began to nag at his mind. “…Does that mean they could see through those gems?”
Poro-nitne grew quiet for a long while. “I do not know if that is the case. It is a possibility.”
“You’re hiding something.” Tokapcup was curt and short, her warm honey eyes searching ruby red for answers.
Those ruby reds lowered to his hands. “…I…have long grown suspicious of the changes I’ve noticed in Pauchi-Kamuy. And…it is unnerving how our timeline lines up with what Fenrir has been doing.”
“What specifically?” Tokapcup kept her eyes on the other god.
“…Fenrir became interested in the gems again about…2 years ago.”
“…That’s the same time you and Pauchi rescued me…” The Assistant’s deep voice was full of apprehension and quiet revelation. Hiyori mentally paused, violet eyes softening a touch while he thought over the implications of a god as evil and manipulative as Pauchi actually saving a life.
“Exactly. And that’s roughly when some of the more…concerning changes in Pauchi-Kamuy were noticed…”
The Assistant cut in, listing off the changes with his fingers. “Memory loss, parts of his personality becoming more extreme at random times, voice changes, inconsistent desires-”
“Woah, wait!” Tokapcup grew more intense, “Memory loss? Inconsistent desires?”
“Yeah,” The deeper voice of the masked figure nodded, and Hiyori couldn’t help but wonder just how old the person was based on how he spoke, “He told me there were times he wasn’t conscious of what was going on or what he was doing until much later, like a lag in his mental processing and he wasn’t in control. Each time it was accompanied by…some sort of weird feeling, something similar to what he felt from the gems when they first appeared and how unnerved it made him feel. Despite how he talks and treats all of you, his ultimate goal initially meant you wouldn’t be harmed.”
Poro-nitne stilled, the mental gears turning inside his head as he thought more and more. “That’s…”
“Wouldn’t be harmed!?” Hiyori hissed, “Does he forget that mental anguish and trauma are still considered harm!?”
“That’s not what I meant!” The Assistant lashed out right back at the idol, “He doesn’t want any of the kamuy to die! He said his plan would be a failure if even one of them perished! As far as the idols are concerned, the only reason he has been getting irritated with them is because they are messing things up!”
“Messing things up!? They are trying to live!” Hiyori howled back at the other, now heavily tempted to take one step to cross the point just so he could go to the spirit world to throttle the Assistant personally.
“And had they just done what they were told, as well as you all, by handing over the gems, you all could have been released and we could have moved on!”
Hiyori was seeing red. “And that could all easily be a lie! He’s fully capable of being a manipulative asshole! Just why the hell should we even trust you or that that evil bastard has good intentions!?”
“He’s not evil! At least not fully!” The Assistant seemed about ready to try and strangle the other through the portal if it was a possibility, “He admits he’s not a good god by any stretch of the word! But even he understands his existence relies on the existences of others! You can’t call something insane or chaotic without having some sort of baseline to consider what isn’t! Despite all of the transgressions all of the gods have made against each other, even towards himself or by his doing, he wants everyone to live! This is about preserving the Ainu pantheon so they don’t fade from existence!”
“Oh, because you know so much about their pantheon!” Hiyori rolled his eyes.
“I’ve been living among them for over 2 years! I at least know a hell of a lot more than you!”
“ENOUGH!” The unknown god’s voice boomed loudly, making the two cease their argument.
Tokapcup, however, appeared somberly contemplative. “Could you…”
She took a moment to compose herself before speaking up. “Could you tell us what he’s trying to accomplish?”
The Assistant took a deep breath, his voice returning to a more reasonable level. “Ultimately, he wants to use the gems to challenge Kotan-kar-Kamuy and win to have a temporary switch in power. With that, he would let a few of the shadow creatures loose on Japan and would let the other kamuy use the gems to save the people and force the switch of power back. After all of that, it would encourage everyone to destroy those gems, as even he didn’t trust them to simply be left in the human world after everyone knows what they are capable of.”
“…Why?” Hiyori sneered.
Tokapcup’s honey eyes widened. “…It’s a faith issue…”
“Huh?” The idol cocked his head to the side as he stared at the sun goddess.
“He’s…Our pantheon relies on faith and knowledge to keep ourselves alive. Once no more believe or know of our existence…we will fade away…With how advanced everything in your society is, it could become a global news event…”
“…Making more people either know their existence, start worshiping them…” Hiyori trailed off.
“Or to merely wish to learn more about them,” The Assistant continued, “Pauchi always told me that knowledge is power. And curiosity is often the driving force to obtain knowledge.”
“I see,” Tokapcup’s voice was soft, almost as if she were slowly coming to terms with everything, “With more people wanting to know about us…It would possibly encourage them to rediscover what we are, our origins…It would restore us…any and all lost memories would be found again…Our people’s culture and belief system would endure…And we would, too.”
“He’s still willing to sacrifice potentially millions of lives for this!” Hiyori spat with venom dripping off of each syllable.
The Assistant’s fists balled up and shook for a moment before they released. “Which is why he was so hesitant on enacting this plan at all…”
“…Hesitant?”
The Assistant’s shoulders drooped slightly. “Despite what you think…I truly believe he doesn’t want to sacrifice lives at all. He wants to live, and for that, the pantheon has to live…but he’s never been too keen on human sacrifice. Sure he’s done some nasty stuff to humans before…but they were usually idiotic humans who were foolish and nefarious enough to try and bargain with him or whole villages falling victim to his frenzied dancing trances because of their immoral actions that made them fall out of favor of the gods or disrupt the balance. Even then, those trances often left the vast majority of villagers unaware of their pain or that they were dying, save for the occasional few on rare occasions, just knowing they couldn’t stop. Not only that but killing so many humans who no doubt believe in different faiths would raise the ire of other faiths towards the pantheon, most notably the Shinto and Buddhist faiths.”
“Indeed, that would be troublesome,” Poro-nitne agreed gravely, “We’ve all been at odds with the Shinto gods for hundreds of years. That would certainly ignite a potential war with them, much less with Buddhism.”
Hiyori pondered just how inter-spirit realm warfare would work, but shelved that thought for now. “So with all that said…”
The masked figure continued for him, “He didn’t want to enact this plan despite making it because of the amount of human lives it would cost, the potential conflict with other faiths that it would ignite, and knowing that it would be a long battle even if everything went according to plan.”
“Still,” The blond huffed, “It seems to me he’s more of the end justifies the means kind of god. He even admitted he’s not good, so what makes you think he’s trying to do this for some grander, good purpose?”
“…He is capable of good,” The mask and Hiyori locked gazes, and the blond couldn’t help but think of Jun as he told more of his story, “I wouldn’t be here without him and Poro-nitne-Kamuy’s intervention. I was on death’s door due to a…riot incident at my school. Had it not been for Poro-nitne-Kamuy bringing my soul to Pauchi and Pauchi forming a Link with me, I wouldn’t be here.”
Something started stirring in Hiyori’s mind as Tokapcup voiced her shock. “But that would mean Apasam-un-Kamuy broke one of the oldest laws…”
“Oldest laws…?” Hiyori asked quietly, letting the pieces form together in his mind.
“Kunne are outlawed from forming Holder and Link contracts due to the danger it would impose on humanity. The pair called Apasam-un-Kamuy are in charge of helping gods and humans to establish these contracts, and won’t allow them to form if the intentions of either party aren’t pure or reasonable…Why would they allow Pauchi-Kamuy to form a Link?”
“He doesn’t want the kid to go back to the human world with an established Link,” Poro-nitne remained slightly impassive, though it appears the gratitude the Assistant showed for his part in saving his life softened him some, “As it is, a Link contract based on souls means he can’t leave the spirit realm without the Link being fully formed. However, he wants the kid to live his life without having to essentially be stuck on life support, nor be burdened by the powers he would be able to wield. Even he understands letting a human access his powers is a dangerous prospect if left unchecked.”
“He truly did it to save you…and must have promised Apasam-un-Kamuy he would break the contract once he found a way for you to live without it…” Tokapcup’s eyes grew slightly misty.
“And he can’t break it now since the kid is still in a precarious state. He would either die shortly after the break or wouldn’t last long once his soul returned to his body.” Poro-nitne eyed the idol, noting the changes he was sensing from the other.
Hiyori’s throat felt parched as he thought a few things over. Not only was it becoming more and more clear that Pauchi wasn’t quite as evil as believed to be in this situation, but that Fenrir must have forced the situation to have become this way for a reason. Despite full admittance from other Kunne and the one person the insane god was close to that he is technically evil, the more nefarious and callous actions seemed to be perpetrated or pushed by Fenrir in some capacity. While he didn’t know for certain what that reason would be besides charging up the gems for some unknown purpose, he was starting to get more and more suspicious as to who this masked figure was.
Jun’s words floated through his mind.
“…He wasn’t the same after that…it was like he didn’t know who I was when I ran into him later…”
“Can I ask one more thing…?”
The two years this person had been with the Ainu gods.
Two years ago, Jun mentioned there was a riot or something akin to one at Reimei Academy.
This person admitted he almost died due to a riot.
HiMERU wasn’t acting the same since then.
The HiMERU he knew was currently very distant, almost like he was carefully building just enough walls to keep everyone at arm’s length.
“Were you…a student at Reimei? Did you go under a stage name like…HiMERU?”
The Assistant perked up in surprise. “How did you know?”
It all clicked into place.
“…So you’re HiMERU…” Hiyori muttered almost inaudibly.
The Assistant took off the mask and hood, showing his powder blue hair and striking citrine eyes. While the face was a bit more rounded than the HiMERU he had come to know, Hiyori felt it was incredibly uncanny how similar they looked. While the HiMERU he knew certainly had a suave air about him with his maturity, this one – the original HiMERU – had a more child-like look, which made sense as he was a 15-year-old before the riot.
While the shock of it all was at the forefront of his mind, there was an undeniable thought of something akin to possessive jealousy. He knew Jun had a crush on him. The original HiMERU was technically alive and, if Pauchi did manage it, would come back. Would Jun’s crush reignite? Was this HiMERU competition for him in the long run?
He squashed that thought for the moment. Right now, the most pressing issue is to fix this mess. He would deal with the potential love triangle trouble later. “So, that’s why Jun-kun thought it odd…”
“Jun…?” The other HiMERU cocked his head, hooded eyes widening drastically. “Like, Sazanami Jun!?”
“Y-Yeah…” It all but confirmed it for him.
The original HiMERU’s eyes nearly sparkled in recognition, asking question after question a mile a minute. “How is he? Is he okay? What has he been doing these past two years? Do you know? How do you know him?”
Hiyori was taken aback by the sudden onslaught, finding the kid’s voice to be a bit unnerving at just how deep it was for a young teenager, even without a voice modulator to disguise it. He made a hand motion to indicate for the other to slow down. “Woah! Easy!”
“Well, spit it out!” The other HiMERU had his hands on his hips and a look of mild irritation formed.
“Excuse you!” Hiyori didn’t realize he mimicked the other, “I have just as many questions, kid!”
“Don’t call me a kid! It’s Kaname!”
“Both of you are children in our eyes!” Poro-nitne snapped, making Kaname recoil and turn sheepish. He cleared his throat and started again. “Now, what I wanted to mention before this whole…tangent spiraled was that I think I might know what is happening. With the periodic shifts in Pauchi-Kamuy’s demeanor and actions, and now knowing that Fenrir has had a lot of sway in this situation…It could be concluded he’s being puppeteered.”
“Puppet-” Hiyori’s violet eyes widened as a chill ran down his spine, “You mean Fenrir could be controlling him?”
“Do you have proof of that?” Kaname crossed his arms, but his facial expressions left him more curious than combative.
“Before I returned with the verdict on that deal you two struck with him,” The god began explaining, “I noticed something odd. There was this white and red bug on the back of his neck. Looked like something akin to a Scarab Beetle, maybe even a tick. Now, my theory is that that bug, whatever it is, may be connected to how Fenrir has eyes inside our spirit realm and may be the cause of the shifts in Pauchi-Kamuy.”
Hiyori mulled it over for a moment. “…A tick…? I’m questioning just how such a small thing could do that, but…then again, Viper could easily bug a room with things just as small as that…”
“It’s just a theory. However, this also brings me to a…rather tentative proposition for you two.”
The sun goddess and her Holder snapped to attention, wariness making them side-eye the other god. Poro-nitne continued, “I talked with some of the other idols, and…That magenta one – I’d assume the one you call Viper – brought up the issue that the one he had hacking their site was found out. As it stands, the only source of information on them has been found and already threatened. This leaves several questions still unanswered…So, while the rest of Eden was not fond of this idea, it may be the only way to find out more. Once you’re done here, I would ask you both to remain outside of ES and to investigate Fenrir and their intentions.”
“Wait,” Hiyori felt a migraine form as he rubbed the spot on his temple tenderly, “You want us to essentially go into the lion’s den – wherever that may be - when they want to capture us and when we have that precious book they want!?”
“It’s not ideal, I’ll admit. But we don’t have any other choice. I can disguise your movements from Pauchi-Kamuy by saying you are still investigating the Veil issue, as it is becoming more complex after investigating the first point. Honestly, I do not doubt the thinning Veil may be a by-product of Fenrir’s actions or was intended by them in some capacity for some reason.”
While he loathed to admit it, there wasn’t a lot they knew about this company’s intentions. They had to figure out what their motives were.
With a knowing glance towards the sun goddess, they both nodded to each other, with the goddess answering. “Fine. If that is the only way.”
“…Thank you.”
Tokapcup appeared shocked by the sudden gratitude, though the other god made it appear that he didn’t hold much weight behind such words. “Now, with that settled, I believe this Veil needs to be checked.”
“Right.” Tokapcup raised an outstretched arm, allowing a golden glow to form from her hand.
The air in front of her hand began to warp, a shimmery and almost translucent shape rippling like a stone being plopped into a pond. The sun goddess hummed as she felt the energy pulsing from it, brow furrowing more and more as the process continued.
“Odd…It’s like the ramat is…being forced to cross the boundary at a far quicker pace than normal…”
“How so?” Poro-nitne leaned forward with just barely disguised curiosity.
“Like…it’s trying to run from something…” Tokapcup quickly gasped as the ripple of the Veil widened and a nearly translucent tendril wrapped around her arm, holding her in place.
She struggled against it, even trying to burn it away with some of her light magic, but everything went straight through it. Hiyori surged forward in an attempt to help the goddess until a chilling voice echoed from the Veil, making even their audience pause and freeze.
“Foo…liSH…Oh….sO…fOOliSH…” The voice hissed and echoed softly but dripped with malice.
“Who are you!?” Tokapcup continued to struggle against the tendril. Soon, the tendril began to take a more distinct form while still being translucent, looking like a cross between a human hand, a wolf paw, and a dragon with long claws extending from the long fingers covered in a mix of what appeared to be fur and scales.
The sun goddess squeaked in fright, which only made the unknown voice laugh at her plight. “YoU…sun…goDDess…”
“How do you know who I am!?”
“ThaT…f…ox…thinK…so…SLY…I…knoW…his…pl…an…”
Tokapcup continued to trash, but she was doing nothing more than tiring herself out as the translucent arm held her in an unmovable vice. Hiyori lashed out, “Who are you!? Are you working with Fenrir!?”
The voice laughed, sending wave after wave of painful chills down his spine. “ThoSE…FOOLS…fool…ISH…mortalS…don’t….kNow…whAT…they’VE…d…one…ThEY’re deaTHS…will…be…sl…ightLY…moRE…MERCIFUL.”
Hiyori tried to help Tokapcup pull her arm away, but it was to no avail. Poro-nitne and Kaname were silent in horror as they could do nothing but watch.
“His…PLan…to…e…nd…this…nEEds…YOU.”
Tokapcup froze, eyes wide as her arm shook.
“That…plan…” There was a warping noise and the voice sounded far stronger despite the distortion, “Shall NoT cOME to PASS. I liKE my SHELL. The DaRK one ServES his PurPOSE.”
“You’re the one controlling him…” Hiyori’s proclamation came out in hushed horror.
“I shAll RISE!” The voice boomed as the translucent hand tightened its hold on the sun goddess even further, “And YOU shaLL not gEt in MY WAY!”
As soon as the voice shouted, painful arcs of spiritual energy erupted from the translucent hand, causing the goddess to cry out in agony as they latched onto her and dug into her being. When the hand finally let go of her, she collapsed onto the ground in a panting mess, tears streaming down her face in silent sobs of pain. It retracted into the Veil with one last, chilling warning. “All Shall PeriSh at MY will When I RiSe!”
Hiyori gathered the sun goddess in his arms, frantically trying to telepathically talk to her. However, that connection – that tether to her that he felt since he became her Holder – was no longer there. The portals they were talking through had vanished as soon as she fell to the ground, leaving them alone in the abandoned courtyard.
That’s when he realized, in horror, that Tokapcup was solid. She wasn’t partially transparent, nor was she floating. She was solid and touching the ground.
“Toka! Are you okay!?”
The sun goddess raised her head, wiping at her eyes fiercely until she froze feeling the stone beneath her. “What…? How am I…?”
She looked at her hands and a frightened squeak left her, turning her splayed hands around and back again like it was the first time seeing them. She quickly stood and tried to summon the portals again. The golden glow was far dimmer now and fizzled out, the portals refusing to form. The young-looking goddess trembled. “No…No, no, no!”
“What’s wrong!?” Hiyori tried to keep it together for both of their sakes, but that voice echoed around his brain like a parasite.
“Hiyori!” Tokapcup brashly turned around on her heel to him, “Try to summon my shield!”
He tried and, thankfully, it came to him.
Her relief was marginal. “How did it…then…”
“What did it do?”
“I think it cut off my connection to the spirit realm…I’m stuck in the human world now…”
“Y-you can’t go back or feel it anymore?”
“No…nothing at all…” Her figure trembled the more the painful reality became clearer, “Th-there’s no connection whatsoever! If I die in the human world…I-I don’t think I’ll be able to reconstruct myself in the spirit world! I’ll be permanently dead!”
“There’s got to be some way to fix this!” Hiyori tried to reassure the other, feeling panic begin to build within himself.
“M-maybe…” The goddess paused in thought, “We would have to do a sending-back ritual. That’s the only other way to do that…”
“A sending-back ritual?”
She nodded. “Each god has their own specific ritual to send them back from the human world to the spirit world in my religion. We just have to find someone who knows how to do that…”
“Send you back?” The unasked question lingered between them.
“I-I know…I can’t leave you or the others…And if I do go back by the ritual…There’s no guarantee I’ll be able to come back and find you again, I might even be captured again no less.”
“…Not only that, but you said not many practice your old faith anymore, right? Just who would still have the knowledge to do that?”
Her lips parted as a thought came to mind. “The village…”
“Village? Which one?”
“The Amagi village! They’re one of the last strongholds of our faith despite using a blend with Shintoism!” Tokapcup grew both frantic and excited, “Chief Amagi must know! That book said they got the information on us from Chief Amagi himself!”
“But even he guarded the location…Rinne-senpai and his little brother were never forthright about telling exactly where it was other than it took at least a full day from the nearest city to travel…Not to mention, we have Fenrir after us and we have to investigate what they know…”
“…What about those three humans who brought you to Shibuya?”
Hiyori was aghast. “No! I cannot bring them any further into this!”
Tokapcup grew despondent, eyes glued to the ground. They remained in silence until a screech from a familiar girl caught their ears.
“LET GO OF ME!”
Violet irises widened as his heart rate quickened. “…Anzu-chan!”
~*~
Poro-nitne attempted to recontact them again, slamming his fist into the stone wall nearby out of frustration. “By the divine realms! I can’t get through!”
Kaname, over at his Sanctum sigil, gritted his teeth and pulled at his hair, frantically searching his brain for anything that they could try. His grip slackened as he heard a familiar bark from behind.
The same Akita was looking at him, eyes darting between him and the sigils as if trying to tell him what it wanted. Poro-nitne paused, having heard the bark. “Was that a dog?”
“Y-Yeah, it appeared shortly before Pauchi brought me here and…disappeared when he came to investigate.”
The dog came into view as if it knew what the portals were. Poro-nitne’s eyes widened comically to a point Kaname believed he hadn’t seen them go before. Kaname grew unsure. “Did a dog pass through the Veil on accident?”
The red-eyed god became slightly frantic. “I know that dog!”
Kaname stiffened some as he glanced back to the dog, its brown eyes locking with his knowingly. The unknown god’s voice boomed throughout the ruins. “That’s a companion of a Mythic Hero from our pantheon!”
It all started to make sense.
Poro-nitne made a few sigils rotate and move on his end. “I’m getting the coordinates from where they contacted us. I want you to do as I say and open a small portal to send the dog through!”
“HUH!?”
“That dog may be our only chance to get back in contact with them! Instruct it to find and aid two people called Tokapcup-Kamuy and Tomoe Hiyori once it goes through! I’ll deal with telling her why we sent her dog away without her later!”
Kaname hesitatingly knelt in front of the dog. “U-Umm…Hi, there.”
The dog nodded in greeting.
“C-could you help us?”
The dog nodded again, its full attention on the blue-nette.
“We need you to watch over and aid two people in the human world. W-Well one is a god…”
The dog raised a bushy eyebrow at him, looking impatient as it tapped a foot on the ground.
“R-Right! They are Tokapcup-Kamuy and Tomoe Hiyori.”
The dog nodded with a low gruff, standing and making its way to the sigils and waiting.
Smart dog…
“Got it! Sending them to you now!”
~*~
The now-growing wolf pack made their way through the winding hills and ravines in a single file line, the nighttime unusually bright thanks to the seemingly large full moon. The second full moon since Pauchi gave them their deal, Rinne had to remind himself bitterly as he smelled the upcoming storm on the wind.
HiMERU carried Hiiro, his powerful jaws so delicately gripping the pup that the leader of Alkaloid barely felt the teeth on his scruff. Niki was practically glued to Aira, refusing to let Hokuto carry him. He had a dark, almost pained look, glossing his eyes each time anyone tried to take Aira for him. For his part, Rinne carried Kohaku, the black pup nearly limp in his jaws as he nodded in and out of sleep due to significantly smaller energy reserves being a wolf pup rather than a grown adult.
They had meandered through the night through the hills and steppes as they eventually doubled back, following Kanna-Kamuy’s lead towards a new den area. It appeared this new place would be even closer to the Stone Den than the previous one, and some of the wolves couldn’t help but look at it in the distance in wonder if the stories of Wolfbane residing among the ruins were true.
A rumble of thunder greeted them as they neared the top of a narrow ravine. Soon, a flash of lightning struck across the sky in a maddening arc, lighting up the ledge above them to reveal a very large, shadowy wolf with pupilless yellow eyes staring down at them with a freshly killed hare in its jaws.
Rinne snarled as he stopped, forcing the other wolves to stop as well. Each of the adults put their pups on the ground, and the three pups cowered together under Niki for protection. As much as they would like to fight or put up resistance, they knew they were too small to do much, even if two of the three had a god’s power at their back.
From behind Pauchi came Kenas-Unarpe and Pakoro, each wolfishly grinning with savage delight. From Kenas-Unarpe’s back came a spear that must have been silver under all of the shadowy tendril and dark purple haze around it. The sight of it made Hasinaw gasp and appear at her full height, fury unbridled as she spat, “You bitch! That’s mine!”
“You’re the one who left it behind in your rush to escape.” Kenas-Unarpe’s tongue dangled precariously out of her jaws, somehow avoiding getting sliced up by the myriad of needle-like fangs. “Besides, what’s one holy artifact missing for you who has a total of three?”
Hasinaw’s jaw clenched in her own form of a snarl, her bow appearing on her back while a brilliant hunting dagger – a makiri with a pale wooden handle – hung in its intricately carved wooden scabbard on her waist. Hiiro looked up at her in awe, recalling the stories Rinne would tell him as a small child of Hasinaw-Uk-Kamuy and her three weapons. The three tools of any hunter of their village: a bow, a knife, and a spear.
Rinne’s tail bushed out as he eyed the vampire-like monster and the contaminated spear, looking very tempted to lunge at her to retrieve the stolen artifact. Pakoro started trotting far too close to the group for comfort, a snicker coming out with an accompanied sneer. “Aw, are you upset, little huntress?”
When he got too close, an orange field emerged in front of him, repelling him and forcing him back several steps. Aira continued to growl fiercely, whole body trembling in fear, anger, and the effort to summon the shield while the husband and wife dual-entity hovered near him, each with their own look of disdain for the disease god. Pakoro snickered more, “So that’s where you two went~…”
Pauchi dropped the hare on the ledge and lay down, seemingly laid back. HiMERU noticed with grim satisfaction that the evil god looked almost lethargic, though why he did not know but couldn’t bring himself to not care if only to use it against him. Even the crow, who flew over to land on Pauchi’s shoulders, looked incredibly lethargic, its beady black eyes with the barest rim of yellow barely able to stay open.
Pauchi’s voice came out gravelly, “As I promised. I have returned.”
Pakoro lowered his head as a low laugh escaped him. “Where are you all going, hmm? Trying to hide from us? Not gonna work~.”
Rinne sneered back, barely able to keep himself from lunging at the mange wolf’s throat. “Pretty certain yer boss knows what happened with those dogs.”
Pauchi merely nodded shallowly, as if the movement itself was too much effort. “Yes, though some things deviated from the original universe, it was not enough to shake it. Quite impressed, honestly.”
There was something strangely like truthfulness coming from the insane god that gave Rinne and the others a brief pause. However, Pauchi continued in much of the same gravelly tiredness. “Now, despite knowing where this will end, I must go through my spiel. You could accept me into the pack. Those hunting dogs proved all the more reason you would need me to fight Man…I can give you Wolfbane’s protection and aid in your survival in these woods.”
A shiver wracked each wolf at the mention of the devilish spirit. Niki snarled loudly, “To hell with that! I bet you riled them up by stealing that child for that stupid prophecy! Do you still have it or are its bones whitening on the ground for the crows to feed on!?”
Kenas-Unarpe and Pakoro looked back at Pauchi as if they had not a clue as to what they were referring to. Pauchi, on the other hand, remained impassive. “In truth, that was not me. I already know it was stolen, considering I instructed one of your friends to do so to keep this universe in line…with the incentive of taking the fight to me, of course…Oh, what was his name…? That darker redheaded one…”
Hokuto’s hushed whisper was just loud enough over the rumbling thunder. “Isara…”
“Ah, that one,” Pauchi remained almost docile even as the deluge of rain poured down on all of them, drenching each of them and plastering their fur to their frames. “If all goes correctly, you will see him at some point…Though, will that be before Wolfbane returns and summons the dead?”
Hiiro whimpered as he sunk lower into the mud to hide. Kenas-Unarpe seemed to take particular delight in his misery. Pauchi’s gaze then settled on the three pups below Niki, cocking his head to the side and then to the other slowly. “There is one way to avoid it…Let me touch the little ones. After all, I’ve come to give protection, especially for them.”
A shadowy tendril extended itself from Pauchi, coming closer and closer to the wolves before it stopped several paces away. The end of the tendril morphed into a small, shadowy hand that began to beckon the pups towards it. “Come, children. Don’t you want protection from a maternal figure worthy of the name?”
As much as the confusion brought about by the strange choice of words addled a few of the wolves, Niki was furious. He lunged at the tendril and clamped his jaws down on it hard. A screech echoed from the tendril as it rushed back to Pauchi, the insane wolf finally showing a semblance of something other than impassivity. “Go to hell where you belong, asshole!”
An arc of lightning clawed its way above the sky and struck a tree just behind Pauchi, lighting it ablaze and sending shadows dancing all over, unhindered by the rain. The fiery glow behind the shadow wolf made him all the more intimidating. Those yellow eyes pierced each and every idol. “Finally…”
Pauchi jumped from the ledge, his size dwarfing them as he glared them and the gods into submission. “You cannot forget the past in this universe…Then, much like my fellow gods, the past shall return to haunt you all…You will truly learn of the past when the Searchers are summoned. When Wolfbane’s undead army comes. They are waiting…They wait in dreams and nightmares…Watching and judging the living…They prowl through the shadows and at the gates of death, just waiting for a chance to pounce on the living.”
Tremors of chills and fright coursed through the wolves, the other gods sternly watching and bracing for what was about to come. The fire above finally lost its battle with the rain and fizzled out, the hiss of its dying breath trailing off into the night. Pauchi seemed to be looking through the wolves rather than at them. “You talk of bones whitening and feeding the crows…”
Then, a sickening smile pulled at his jaws, a crazed look taking over his eyes. Hiiro was the only one catching a glimpse of a crack of anemic orange slowly growing in one of his eyes. He and Hasinaw stood frozen in shock, as they were the only ones to see the very faint, almost translucent shimmer behind Pauchi take form. It appeared to be a four-legged creature, but it soon stood on two legs with what appeared to be wings spreading out from its body. It was a weird mix of wolf, dragon, and human, and its eyes were the same anemic orange as the crack forming in Pauchi’s left eye.
Pauchi began to spiral, his words becoming more and more chilling than the air. “Then let them be your bones!”
The Assistant’s wings flapped open above the evil god, but Hiiro noticed the unease permeating from the bird as the others were too focused on Pauchi to notice. “I curse your family and your pack! By Wolfbane, I curse you all! By the power of the Sight, those little ones shall grow and as they do, you all shall suffer!”
A maniacal grin grew, glaring directly at Rinne. “You were foolish to think I would keep my word, Amagi Rinne! You thought I would give you all a chance to fight this off without anyone dying? FOOLISH!”
Rinne growled fiercely, readying to leap, but a shadowy tendril erupted from Pauchi and held him in place. Other tendrils were at the ready to pin down any of the wolves if they dared to stop their owner. “One by one you will be broken until you hand over the pups! And if you do not, they, too, shall suffer your fate!”
The wind began to howl louder and louder around them, icy raindrops piercing them down to their skin. With one final howl, Pauchi roared, “May the past that’s dark with crimes, bring revenge in future times!”
“Ya bastard!” Rinne tried ripping away the tendrils with his jaws, but they didn’t let go no matter the pain it gave to Pauchi.
Instead, the pain only seemed to fuel the insane god as he laughed hysterically. “FeAR and GuILt – heRe bEGun, let Them bREAk yoU, ONE BY ONE!”
With another crack of lightning separating the idols and the dark gods, the flash of light and deafening roar hid the dark gods’ retreat. When the light vanished, the idols were left alone on the mountainside.
~*~
Kaname hopped along the stones by the three wolves, the terrifying display of Pauchi not only making him on edge but his followers too. Pauchi had since remained silent, staring out over the mountain’s edge as he watched the wolves far, far below mingle and begin to walk again after several minutes.
“Kaname.”
The crow hopped higher as he was spooked, quickly hopping over to be beside the large wolf. A tendril came down and slowly petted the crow on the head, almost like he was a lap dog. “While I should have let you stay behind, go and follow them for me from now on. I must have eyes on them all…I want to see them BLEED.”
Kaname shivered as the voice altered again. “Y-Yes, sir.”
~*~
Further along, the wolves finally came to their new home, a dense bundle of poplar trees shielded the area below them from the rain while part of the side of a large hill guarded the back of them. Each side was framed by large stones that had fallen from larger boulders, making a pseudo-cave for them. Not too far from it was an abandoned fox den and a mound of earth that was pushed up from the river to create a sheltered, open area. Kanna-Kamuy had picked this spot specifically because the open area would also serve well as the Meeting Place for the pups so that they could finally start learning the life lessons they needed to survive out in the wild. After their run-in with Pauchi, it gave them some comfort to know both were well within sight of each other.
Rinne’s tail lashed angrily as he paced back and forth just outside of the dense poplar grove, the rain had lightened significantly. “That fucking rat bastard!”
HiMERU glared at the ground as he lay next to Mayoi and Tatsumi, both he and the silver wolf framing the black and white one protectively. He didn’t want to say he told him so, considering it was more Chironnup’s warning from his dream.
“He’s lying…”
“So that’s what he meant…” HiMERU muttered to himself, still getting picked up by Tatsumi.
“Your vision?” Tatsumi's paws kneaded the ground anxiously. He was one of the first to become overly concerned when HiEMRU finally shared the vision he had, being supportive of Rinne putting Mayoi on what was essentially house arrest.
HiMERU’s claws worked the ground beneath him, feeling anxiety build to a low roar in his gut. Mayoi tiredly looked at the Timber wolf and whimpered softly, nuzzling him for comfort. The pups huddled together beside Niki’s belly, sleep eluding them due to terror.
Hiiro wasn’t sure how to voice what he saw without it potentially being dismissed as a trick. He had a sinking feeling that the figure he saw wasn’t a trick of Pauchi’s. It had a different air about it. More sinister than Pauchi. Then the way Pauchi acted after it appeared only cemented a deep fear and anxiety into the young teen. Hasinaw gingerly petted him, giving a few scratches behind the ear as she, too, tried to come to terms with what she saw.
No one else appeared to have seen it.
“Rinne-kun.” Niki approached the pacing red wolf, eyes hard and stance firm.
Rinne slowly felt his anger deflate as he thought about what Niki admitted to him before the dogs found them. “I know…I know. Yer right…No more hiding.”
Niki gave an affectionate lick to the red wolf’s muzzle. “We can start tomorrow. Everyone’s tired and scared right now.”
It was a while after the wolves slowly found sleep that Kanna-Kamuy whispered to HiMERU, who was still awake. “I’m going to see how far away Pauchi-Kamuy and his companions are. I’ll track their movements for a bit and report back.”
HiMERU nodded, knowing that the knowledge of where Pauchi and his threat of the Balkar and his minions were would ease the group some. He fell into a restless sleep sometime later, taking comfort in feeling Mayoi and Tatsumi’s presence close by.
Unbeknownst to them, a large, dark Dire Wolf with one red and one blue eye watched them from across the river in the shadows. Silently, it turned and vanished.
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 29: Tension Splinters (The Sight Arc Part 7)
Chapter Text
Opening: Overlap by Kimeru
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_duoLVBuELM
Rei tapped impatiently on the table as they all waited for Poro-nitne to return. Shu sneered, “He’s been gone a while.”
“Could be a few complications,” Eichi merely supplied.
“And I wonder what you would define as ‘complications’, Tenshouin.” Shu’s words dripped with venom. Eichi chose to ignore it, which seemed to only make the other male seethe more in silence.
Hinata, Tomoya, and Tetora were muttering more to themselves. Tetora kept clenching and unclenching a fist on the tabletop. “Just when I thought things couldn’t get more complicated. This sucks…”
Hinata didn’t meet anyone’s eyes, finding the floor to occupy his gaze. “Those people know we are in trouble…and they don’t care?”
Tomoya scratched out half-formed ideas on a spare piece of paper. “I’m wondering what they want those gems for. And it seems like these gems do more than one thing, so…”
Rei exhaled softly through his nose and closed his eyes, choosing to address the older twin and the leader of Ra*bits. “It is more that this is part of their plan in some capacity. To what end they will use those gems, much less how they will retrieve them after they are ready, is uncertain.”
Tsukasa leaned his head forward as he rested his chin on folded hands. “What do you mean by doing more than one thing, Mashiro-kun?”
The other teen fiddled with a sleeve as he spoke. “W-Well…The gods hid in them to come to our world, right? But that Fenrir guy said they charge up, which lines up with our thoughts of them originally being containers of power. I just don’t understand how they can do both.”
Eichi hummed in agreement. “That is an interesting point. Storing power like that seems to indicate that the vessel has to be very good at holding a charge. Energy can go in but can’t easily leave, if at all. Thus, how the gods can leave them is a conundrum.”
Chikap’s voice boomed through the speakers to which the leaders were still in awe after he and Repun decided to speak for themselves. “We gods are composed of spiritual energy, ramat we call it. Thus, it is only natural that we could secure ourselves a place inside.”
“Yoohoo, Chicken Tenders!~” Unbeknownst to the others except Kanata, Repun’s teasing and carefree tone didn’t match his sour expression, “Tha’ still doesn’t answer how we are able ta leave them~.”
“How dareth thou calleth me a chicken!?” Chikap was red in the face with rage as his very dated English grew stronger, “I am represented as an owl – a wise bird of the night!”
“Okay, so Owl Tenders, then,” Repun rolled his eyes while his comment earned a few stifled snickers from the various idols, “Still a bird. Ma point still stands.”
Natsume had only a slightly amused smirk as the thought crossed his mind. “SO, none of you know how that worKS?”
Repun rolled around on the floor in front of Kanata, taking advantage of doing what he wanted when only a small handful could see him for the moment. “Not a clue!~”
Shu tutted, “So you all used things without understanding what they are or what they’re capable of? How short-sighted!”
Kanata and Wataru visibly winced, both seeing how irritated Chikap and Repun became at the Valkyrie leader. Rei subtly smoothed over the tension with his comments. “Given their situation and how rapidly it got out of hand, I’d imagine they were backed into a corner with no other option. Desperation can make even the strong-minded act before they think.”
“An unfortunate truth, no doubt,” Chikap’s words grew soft as he looked out the window over the grey city landscape, a distant look in his eyes, “…A leader shall lead with certainty and conviction…They should not be led on impulse…”
“…Yer still a good leader…Chikap-Kamuy…We just had some real rotten luck lately, ‘s all.”
The owl god appeared mildly stunned at the sea god’s use of his proper name. For a split second, he seemed to want to say something but settled with a very slight smile and deep nod.
Tomoya pondered a moment. “I know it’s not necessary since you have…Holders, but would you be able to go back inside those gems if you wished?”
“Hmm, that is a good question,” The voice of Shiramba-Kamuy echoed throughout the call, but the green gem was no longer glowing.
Rei perked slightly at that. “Did you leave the gem, Shiramba-Kamuy?”
“Yes, he did,” Makoto answered for him, tone a mix of seriousness and downtrodden.
Izumi stiffened and eyes widened, but he remained silent as his gaze focused on Makoto. Eichi raised a fine eyebrow. “Did you accept-”
“Yes, I did,” Makoto’s gaze was hard with determination, “I can’t keep watching my friends die in front of me and be expected to sit back and do nothing.”
Shiramba, while invisible to all but Makoto, stood behind the teen and gazed down at him with sympathy and compassion. He had shoulder-length, light brown hair that had slight waves to it and a bushy goatee and beard. He had glasses made of wood and sticks and lacked any lenses at all; something about how he liked how they looked despite not needing corrective lenses. His dress was similar to most others, especially Chikap’s, but was themed around plants, light green and tan, with a talisman hanging from his neck of a metal medallion depicting a large tree. Overall he was lean and gently tanned on account of being outside tending to plants most of his days.
Natsume nodded gravely, thinking about the rest of Trickstar and Alkaloid primarily. “Then we have to figure out when we can send the other two-thirds of that gem’s medallION.”
Shiramba rubbed his bearded chin in thought. “Yes…Perhaps since this universe relies on mystical powers and beliefs…It could go one of two ways. Either we can sneak by and go early with these pieces because the sheer amount of mystical energy flowing around would make it hard for Pauchi-Kamuy to notice…Or the Ainu and this world’s mystical energies would be distinct enough to notice if we tried any sooner.”
Madara sighed heavily, irritation evident. “And we won’t know until we try, won’t we?”
“Unfortunately so.”
“Just great…” Madara kicked lightly at one of the table legs, eyes glued to it like it offended him personally.
Repun decided on his own to try and go back inside the gem, casually floating over to the pin still in Kanata’s jacket off to the side. However, he recoiled, taking several slow steps back as his gaze locked with the pin, goosebumps prickling and hands trembling. Chikap noticed the display. “Repun-Kamuy? What is wrong?”
Kanata glanced back and his usually relaxed expression pinched in worry. Repun was slower to respond. “…It…I thought I’d try ta go back inside it…”
“ClearLY, there is more than just that you caN’T.” Natsume focused his gaze on Ryusetai’s portion of the screen.
“Mm,” Repun nodded, taking further steps back without breaking eye contact with the gem, “It…Somethin’ feels wrong ‘bout it, now.”
“Wrong how?” Nagisa’s brows pinched together.
“Like…Ma energy is both drawn an’ repulsed by it…Like somethin’ is tryin’ ta drag me in there, but ta’ ramat is tryin’ ta run away. It feels…eerie.”
Chikap arched a brow and attempted to approach the yellow gem sitting off to the side of the couch and still attached to Wataru’s jacket. However, he was met with a similar force, retreating several paces and looking extremely frazzled and unnerved. “I…received the same impression.”
Wataru perked, taking a moment to swap glances between the yellow pin and the owl god. “I take it that impression wasn’t there when you first entered the gems?”
“No,” Repun answered, now on the other side of the room and gaze locked on the orca pin like a hawk, “When they first appeared, they didn’t glow or nothin’. Kinda thought they were just rocks, but Pauchi-Kamuy an’ Chironnup-Kamuy said they could definitely feel ta’ energy in ‘em.”
Chikap nodded, smoothing his frizzed hair to recompose himself, sparing a glance at the yellow gem periodically. “Hence why the gods simply let Chironnup-Kamuy fashion them into a collar for himself. We were unable to ascertain their potential until they began showing signs about 2 years ago.”
“Signs?” Rei muttered, seeing Tomoya begin jotting down several notes as he listened.
“Glowing, giving off energy, absorbing power, ta’ works,” Repun tried to sound flippant and carefree as ever, but even he wasn’t buying it.
“But nothing popped out as eerie as just now?” Tetora slightly bit his lip.
“Nah, nothin’ like this…”
The far right screen crackled to life once again, revealing a slightly disheveled Poro-nitne as he held his head in one hand. Several small strands of hair came loose near his forehead, and his body was particularly rigid. Eichi stated the obvious, “Something didn’t go according to plan, it seems.”
Poro-nitne huffed, shaking his head and not meeting the screen. “Something very wrong, indeed.”
Nagisa straightened, molten eyes seemingly ablaze and hardening all at once. “What happened to Hiyori-kun?”
“That idol is fine,” Poro-nitne dismissed him, “Tokapcup-Kamuy, however…”
“What happened ta Toka?” Repun’s voice grew threatening and venomous.
“…I’m not sure…” Everyone was caught off-guard by the raw insecurity in the god’s tone, “After I warned them about Fenrir and she began checking the Veil…She said that the ramat was going through the boundary at an accelerated pace like it was running from something when…something attacked her.”
Repun, Chikap, and Shiramba became greatly distressed and unnerved. Shiramba, keeping his cool only marginally better than the others, prodded. “What exactly attacked her? And how?”
“I don’t know either of those…” Poro-nitne grew irritated as if frustrated that this secret had eluded even him, “It was transparent and grabbed her arm, said something about how it knew what Chironnup-Kamuy was planning and that Tokapcup-Kamuy would play a big role. It didn’t seem to like that, so it…I don’t know…As soon as it attacked her I lost connection and haven’t been able to reconnect since.”
The humans remained in stunned silence. Repun slowly spoke up. “Tha’…was what we just experienced with ta’ gems…”
“…What?” Poro-nitne’s voice lowered in pitch.
“W-We tried ta see if we could go back in ‘em, but we got this weird feelin’ like our energy wanted ta stay away from it.”
The unknown god’s teeth were visible as he clenched his jaw tight and his hand remained in such a tight fist that dark, garnet-red blood began to trickle around his fingers.
~*~
Summer for the wolves came quickly and they were not happy with how swelteringly hot it was, which was only compounded by the ever so slightly thinner fur coats they now sported. It was so hot that they honestly thought even the trees were sweating with how far their leaves and branches drooped. The river flowed by at a languid pace, leaving plenty of room for gnats and bugs to hatch and float on top of it, periodically getting swallowed by a fish that broke the surface to feed. Cicadas chorused all day, almost drowning out the birds and rustle of the leaves when the barest of winds came through.
The wolves were now all sleeping in what shade they could, whether under the poplar den or other trees, ears occasionally flicking as a fly or bumblebee flew by. The gods had since left them to sleep while they formed their council to discuss all that had transpired, including interrogating the deity couple on why they broke the oldest law. Hiiro, Kohaku, and Aira were all lying together and were now the size of large dogs. Hiiro’s fur slowly started to become whiter and whiter, now only having a few errant streaks of black and grey that were guaranteed to fade away entirely by winter.
HiMERU, Niki, and Hokuto had trained each of them, with the latter two almost becoming drill sergeants. HiMERU was the more relaxed of the three, which was saying something of the toll on the other two who refused to let on how much it affected them. Kohaku listened to him with an almost reverence daily, his little tail that had grown longer and larger by the day wagging fervently as he listened. Indeed, HiMERU had come to be like a mentor, even like a big brother, to the three pups, and he had grown a sense of protectiveness over each of them. He still felt incredible guilt for Aira and Hiiro’s deaths several universes back and was determined to make sure these three would all make it, come Hell or high water.
Tatsumi and HiMERU had met multiple times in the middle of the night over these few months, mostly to iron out more questions and to quietly feel out what they now were to each other. Despite the serene politeness, Tatsumi had slowly let his walls come down around the other, though he still questioned parts of this HiMERU’s history when the other grew evasive. HiMERU still waged an internal war on what he felt about the other as well as Mayoi, though even the smallest of thoughts that survived his stubbornness would ask him if he really needed to think that hard about it anymore. Over time, the two had come to a quiet realization between them.
Even if the feelings were mutual between them, much less including Mayoi, now was hardly the time to explore it. They would act on it once everything settled down. Until then, a quiet companionship of two souls brought together by tragedy would suffice.
Hiiro whimpered, unconsciously using a paw to wipe at his face and ears while he slept, as another dream took over. He had had several nightmares since the confrontation with Pauchi that eerie, stormy night so many months ago, but this one immediately felt different. He saw flashes of scenes go by, one of some leaves flying up from the ground, one of the rapids of a raging river with a rock jutting out at the bottom of a waterfall, another of snarling fangs, and that frozen river once again. However, with each scene, one thing remained consistent.
There was always a black fox looking right at him.
“This one is sorry for all you will lose. Stay strong…Trust in ghost…Find this one…please.”
Then, another voice came into focus. One that wasn’t Pauchi nor Chironnup. It gave him the same chills as seeing that ghostly figure behind the god of insanity on that stormy night.
“GiVE it UP! BriNG ThaT gEm to ME, or DroWN in DesPAIr!”
“Hiiro-han?”
Hiiro woke with a start as he frantically heaved breaths like he had been submerged under water for too long. Kohaku and Aira were looking down at him from each side, the muddy brown wolf cocking his head to the side. “Hiro-kun, you were having a nightmare again. Are you okay?”
The white wolf slowly righted himself, having not realized he flung himself around so much he was now on his back. “It…It was different…”
“Different how?” Kohaku’s purple eyes softened, gaze unbreaking.
Hiiro couldn’t hold either gaze with emerald or amethyst, dropping to the grass. “There…was a fox…”
Both wolves raised their ears stiffly, glancing at each other for a moment. Aira nuzzled the white wolf with his snout, attempting to rouse him. “Do you want to walk and talk?”
Hiiro quietly rose to his feet, not looking up as he slowly walked with Aira and Kohaku, keeping the river to their right and himself between each wolf. Aira kept himself close to the white wolf, having had experience dealing with a distraught and quiet Hiiro before, letting his tail loosely curl around the white wolf’s. “What was the fox doing?”
“…Chironnup…”
Before Aira could clarify, Kohaku chimed in for him. “Ya saw Chironnup? Tha’s a first fer anyone…”
“Eh? The god sending us visions?” Aira lowered his head so that Hiiro and Kohaku would be able to hear while keeping his voice low for Hiiro’s sake.
“Yeah,” Kohaku muttered, “Rinne-han told me a bit when I prodded him. He’s ta’ trickster god but also ta’ one who sends visions through dreams ta warn o’ disaster.”
Aira perked up slightly. “Rinne-senpai mentioned something about that when…I told him about my visions before all this happened.”
The three remained quiet, tension and unease rising at the elephant in the room slowly starting to loom over them. At this point, they had all started to piece together that they all knew each of them had or knew about the visions involving the three of them.
“He said…”
“Hm?” Aira snapped back to Hiiro, “What did he say?”
Kohaku lowered his head to meet Hiiro’s eyes, waiting patiently for an answer. Hiiro’s eyes narrowed and he shook his muzzle, ceasing walking. “He said…something about trusting a ghost…and finding him soon.”
“…Huh…” Aira mulled the words over.
Kohaku cocked his head to the side, an ear slightly flopping with it. “What did he say exactly?”
Hiiro concentrated hard. “Something…like…‘sorry for all you will lose’ and ‘trust in ghost’…then ‘find this one soon’.”
“That’s weird. Why is he so cryptic now!?” Aira sighed loudly as he huffed.
“Seems like he’s askin’ ya ta find someone called ‘Ghost’, not just any ghost, an’ soon.” Kohaku sat near the water’s edge, unknowingly putting Hiiro on edge.
“Who would be called ‘Ghost’!?” Aira cried out, tossing himself onto the grass in frustration, “And ‘sorry for all you will lose’?! What – When did he start getting so patronizing!?”
Hiiro muttered, sitting down and keeping his eyes on the little ants scurrying in between the green blades. “I…don’t think he meant it that way…He’s…been helpful and sympathetic with us all this time.”
Kohaku soon got distracted by a loud plip-plop of a fish grabbing a dragonfly behind him. As soon as his eyes found the water, it was almost like he was mesmerized as he saw his reflection, unconsciously moving closer to examine it in all of its familiarity and foreignness all at once. A faint thought crossed his mind as he remembered a power of the Sight was to see visions through the water.
Is tha’ how Chironnup sees these visions?
Hiiro lifted his head and every single hair on his body stood at attention seeing Kohaku so near the water. He lunged forward and harshly gripped the black wolf’s scruff, tossing him away from the edge. Kohaku yelped from the sudden bite, the force being far from gentle. “What ta’ hell, Hiiro-han!?”
“I…” Hiiro began to shiver, “Just…S-Stay away…”
“Hiro-kun?” Aira, once he finished sniffing Kohaku’s scruff and deeming him unharmed, trotted over to the other, “What was that about?”
“I…I’m sorry…” Hiiro began to take a step back.
Kohaku quickly darted behind Hiiro just as the white wolf turned around to try and dart away. “Hiiro-han! Just talk ta us! Okay? I’m not mad! Shocked, sure, but…”
“…Visions…”
“Huh?” Kohaku laxed some.
“Hiro-kun? Do you need to lie down?” Aira gently led the white wolf to lie down under the shade of a birch tree, he and Kohaku lying beside him on either side.
It was like pulling teeth, but they were patient as Hiiro began explaining the repeated visions he had been receiving for so long. Kohaku deflated significantly when he figured out one of those visions involved his death, even more so when he realized why Hiiro pulled him away from the water. Aira appeared distraught, giving each of the boys a consoling nuzzle in an attempt to soothe himself.
“Aira…” Hiiro’s voice was just barely above a hushed whisper, “…I’m scared…’s vague.”
Aira affectionately licked his ear. “Hey, I know we’ll figure it out.”
“I don’t…want anyone to die…”
“Well, we can avoid those places, right? Do you know the exact places?”
“Love-han, are we sure tha’s possible?” Kohaku asked cautiously, “All o’ those thin’s seemed…common fer this universe.”
Aira deflated. “I…”
“I hate ta be ta’ downer,” Kohaku continued, “But given ta’ situation Pauchi started-”
“It’s Pauchi-Kamuy.”
Kohaku paused, giving Hiiro a thorough once-over with his eyes. “I thought all gods ended with tha’?”
“They do.”
He became a bit unnerved by Hiiro’s serious shortness. “Tis it a respect thin’?”
“Yes,” Hiiro’s blue eyes pierced him worse than any bullet or weapon, “You anger them if you drop that part off. Even for demons and evil gods, it is necessary to still refer to them with that title out of respect and not wanting to invite their wrath. You wouldn’t call a demon a bastard to its face, right?”
“A-Ah, I see…”
“Hiro-kun!” Aira swatted the white wolf with a paw, “Don’t be so mean! Kohakuchi didn’t know!”
“Umu?” Hiiro appeared back to his usual self, ears drooping, “Was I being mean? I didn’t mean to.”
“Tha’…Tha’ explains why ya call Hasinaw-uk-Kamuy with ‘sama’…”
“Umu! She permitted me to drop her title, but it still didn’t feel right, so I insisted on calling her that!” Hiiro’s tail began wagging enthusiastically.
“So, if a god tells ya tis okay…Tis okay?”
Hiiro nodded vigorously. “If you have permission!”
Kohaku appeared distant as he thought for a moment. “…Love-han, does Apasam-un-Kamuy let ya drop tha’?”
“About that,” Aira turned onto his side, still leaning against Hiiro, “Since they’re both called that and their individual names are…fairly similar and literal, they said I could call them by whatever name I wanted to give them to make it easier…”
“Like what?” Hiiro rested his head on his paws, tail still wagging eagerly.
“Mm…Well, since the lady is more future-orientated, I started calling her Mirai.”
“Makes sense,” Kohaku nodded.
“Her husband is more past-orientated, so I called him Kako…I know they’re Japanese words…But I don’t know Ainu and…They said they were beginning to lose that knowledge, too…”
“Yeah…I remember hearin’ tha’ when we couldn’t see several months back…”
“My father mentioned during Nii-san’s lectures how a lot of our past and culture has faded away for centuries.” Hiiro gazed out across the river into the woods beyond.
“…Rinne-han’s lectures? Why didn’t ya learn ‘bout it?”
“Because I wasn’t going to be the chief. I was merely his shield,” Hiiro grew quiet in volume, “I wasn’t expected to know such things…”
Kohaku and Aira shared a look, the latter looking more pleading and shaking his head while Kohaku grew a steely glint in amethyst orbs. “Hiiro-han…From what ya an’ Rinne-han have mentioned…It sounds like yer village didn’t value ya at all.”
“Kohakuchi!”
“It’s true, though,” Hiiro muttered, making Aira pause, “Nii-san even had me banished from the village because he wanted me out of there. He was always the one telling me not to be bothered by what our father and the villagers said. He taught me the stories our mother knew, how to hunt…everything. He was the one always sticking up for me whenever I messed up…Despite everything, that village was all I knew.”
“So ya tolerated bein’ treated like shit?” Kohaku’s tail flicked in barely checked anger.
“Kohakuchi…!”
“It was all I knew then,” Hiiro's voice grew back, a steady strength arising, “But I know better now.”
Kohaku growled lowly. “I get some of yer gods get a little too peeved when we don’t grasp somethin’, but yer whole village seriously couldn’t treat ya like tha’ just ‘cause yer a little slow on some thin’s.”
Hiiro’s expression grew so still even Kohaku was having a hard time reading it. “…It wasn’t always about that…”
Kohaku’s claws started ripping the ground beneath them and fur bristled at the mere thought of what else they could have put him through. Aira was more hesitant and concerned. “What…was it?”
“…I was born with a weird mark on my back. I guess it was some sort of bad omen or something. Nii-san took care of me for a while, even changing my diapers and bathing me, so it was a few years before anyone found out. I don’t know how Nii-san convinced them to leave me be, but he did.”
Aira now grew furious. “They treated you like dirt because of superstition and a birthmark!?”
“…I know.”
Kohaku felt an immense pang of sympathy for Hiiro. He knew what it was like to be cast away for simply existing. The black wolf looked like he was trying to bury himself into Hiiro with how heavily he nuzzled him. “Yer not bad luck or anythin’ like tha’.”
The younger teen deflated hearing the dejection still in Hiiro’s voice. “But what if I am now?”
“Now? What are you talking about?” Aira bunny-kicked him with his back feet in retaliation.
“Aira, Pauchi-Kamuy and the others were all staring at me when they cursed us. Given everything we know about that prophecy and everything else…There’s no other option. It has to do with me,” Hiiro’s voice warbled with a barely held-back sob, “I-I don’t want to be the reason why anyone dies!”
“Hiiro-han,” Kohaku tenderly spoke, licking the other’s forehead soothingly, “There’s a lot we don’t know.”
“Th-That’s the point! I don’t know why or how and I’m scared of that!”
Kohaku grew stern while staying tender towards the other. “Hiiro-han. Is ta’ unknown really all tha’ scary?”
“Kohakuchi?”
Hiiro lifted his head, looking up at the dark wolf as the other stood to his full height. “Kohaku…”
The black wolf continued, “Yeah, sometimes not knowin’ is terrifyin’. But ya didn’t know much ‘bout ta’ city, an’ ya weren’t scared.”
The white wolf tilted his head to the side. “What are you getting at?”
“I’m sayin’, an’ pardon how I’m sayin’ this, stop bein’ scared!” Kohaku’s tail wagged, “Bein’ scared of what we don’t know isn’t gonna help! Ya gotta face it! Sure, it may be scary at first, but yer not alone! Ya have us!”
Aira, after a split second, stood up as well, feeling the courage of the other become his own. “Yeah! We can do it together!”
Kohaku’s tail wagged harder. “Ta’ unknown is less scary when ya have someone with ya.”
Hiiro grew contemplative. “…Kohaku. The unknown is represented by a Kunne god…I’m just…trying to-”
“I’m tryin’ ta say tha’, whether ta’ unknown is wholly good or bad, I won’t let ya face it alone.”
There was a flutter of several feelings in his heart as he saw what looked like tears well in Hiiro’s eyes. He had never been so glad to hear that proud and happy “umu” from the other than he was right now.
~*~
Poro-nitne clutched his fists, teeth grinding as he started to become overwhelmed. He could hear those three young wolves talking, barely able to discern that those other idols were calling out to him.
Why are you not scared? Why do you believe the unknown could be good?
Much to the shock of everyone else if they knew, but Poro-nitne didn’t know where he came from either. It was as if he blinked into existence. No knowledge of where or who he was before that moment, or how he came to be. He still recalled meeting Kando-Koro-Kamuy and that look he gave him. It was different from the others.
Everyone whispered about him even before the issue with Yushkep-Kamuy, always on edge around him, spreading rumors. Even the other Kunne gods treated him differently, almost mockingly.
Pauchi-Kamuy was different.
He remembered the day when Pauchi told him some of the secrets that had been hidden from the other gods for so long. What Kando-Koro and Kotan-Kar had been hiding all this time.
That each of the gods was unaware of their true natures.
That Kando-Koro knew more about his origins than he let on.
Now, he was finding himself drawn to this pink-haired kid like a magnet. Was this what resonating with a human felt like? Finding a human that spoke to and understood his very essence on such a level? Out of the millennia he had been alive, why was this the first person he experienced this type of camaraderie with?
…Am I truly evil? Did I ever have a chance to not be? …I wonder, would you be scared of me? Would you give me a chance?
One more memory resurfaced for him. Of when he and Pauchi were teaching Kaname a bit about how their pantheon worked shortly after he began living there.
“Knowledge is power, and curiosity is often the driving force to obtain knowledge.”
Pauchi was saying it to both of them.
Did you believe I could have had a chance if I was given one?
He recalled when Pauchi came to him about being his right hand. That he would take over should the plan start going south. The look he gave him then…Almost like a silent plea…
…Did you realize you were being controlled and couldn’t stop what had begun? …You’ve been fighting it all this time by yourself…You were trying to call out for help…You’re counting on me to betray you, aren’t you?
He unclenched his fists, letting the dark blood trickle and drip onto the stone floor. “Very well, if it has to be…”
“Excuse you?” He could hear that short, pink-haired idol call out. He must have spoken aloud.
Conviction took hold of him like nothing else had done. His red eyes gleamed with determination as hard as cold steel. “Let’s make a deal.”
The idols stiffened, but he could see the look of intrigue on the three gods’ faces.
“We will all share everything, and I mean everything, that we know of this situation. In exchange…You’ll have not one but two people on the inside.”
Chikap in particular voiced his shock. “Thou means to say-”
Poro-nitne did a slight bow. “I hope you all will accept a turncoat such as myself and the Assistant.”
Kid, we’ll need to make our move soon. This has become so much bigger than our pantheon’s survival. Pauchi may have anticipated my betrayal, but whatever is controlling him won’t. I don’t want to leave you with that thing when my betrayal becomes apparent, much less if it finds out what you have been up to.
And the first task is to remove Kenas-Unarpe-Kamuy and Pakoro-Kamuy from the equation.
~*~
Rinne muttered in his sleep, half dozing and half awake by now but unwilling to rouse himself fully. Despite the heat, he couldn’t help but be close to Niki out of habit. The grey wolf hummed in the same state of alertness as his partner. “Rinne-kun…’s hot.”
“Mm…Love ya.”
“Love you, too,” Niki gently shuffled his head under Rinne’s chin despite his earlier complaint, “But food sounds amazing right now.”
Rinne’s growl was affectionate. “Food always sounds good to ya.”
He missed this.
The days when he and Niki used to while away the early hours just talking to each other in low whispers. The intimate moments that hardly anyone else ever saw. The gentle banter filled with a tenderness only each other could provide. This was his Niki.
Niki’s tail curled around Rinne’s like it was second nature. “I’ve been good about food during this whole thing. You should be proud of me.”
Rinne didn’t want to argue that potentially, since they were disconnected from their physical bodies and this was in their minds, perhaps Niki’s digestion issue wasn’t rearing its head. Instead, he made himself more comfortable against Niki and exhaled a large sigh. “Fine, ya did well.”
“…But food is needed right now.”
“Yeah, yeah.”
Neither made a move to rouse themselves or the other.
Rinne paused. “…Do ya think those three are ready to test their skills?”
Niki’s ears flicked to attention, his eyes slowly opening to half-mast. “Like bring them hunting?”
Rinne’s brighter blue eyes began to peek open. “Yeah…Figured they need the experience?”
Niki’s tail began to thump languidly. “A little field experience goes a long way.”
Slowly but surely they had gotten better at the differences that had once started pulling them apart. They still argued about how rough Niki sometimes got with the three pups, or when Rinne tried to scold Hokuto for being a bit harsh in his training, but there was progress.
Speaking of, he glanced up towards the slate grey wolf, still sound asleep by himself. He had tried to make the other as comfortable as possible given the situation, but the other seemed particularly inclined to keep his distance, even snapping at him for getting too close. Niki had gently pulled him away and he could only surmise that what Niki wanted to tell him before the dog incident had to do with what Hokuto went through. His blood still boiled just thinking of what could have possibly happened to make Hokuto reject all touch and become hyper-protective of his personal space. The only one that seemed to be an exception was Aira, who often stayed close to the other like a shadow.
Rinne let his gaze drift over to HiMERU, Tatsumi, and Mayoi, all of whom were curled up together in relative peace. Mayoi’s leg had since recovered from the dog attack, though his hair was just barely starting to grow back over the scars. He had a knowing smile as Mayoi whimpered in his sleep, and the other two almost instinctually, even while asleep, snuggled closer to the black and white wolf, calming the one in the middle almost instantly. Those three seriously needed to get their act together, in Rinne’s opinion.
HiMERU seemed to have considerably come out of his shell, especially when training the now semi-full-grown pups. It didn’t go amiss how attached Kohaku had become to the other. Often he would awake to find Kohaku had moved from staying with Niki and Hiiro to huddling by HiMERU, completely passed out and content. Rinne’s smile grew sad as he thought how brotherly the two had become.
Languidly, he glanced over to where the youngest three should have been.
But they were gone.
He picked his head up, sleepiness completely gone as he quickly scanned the area. “Where did they go?”
Niki hummed for a moment until he realized the absence of the young wolves, immediately getting to his feet and frantically looking around the clearing. If it were any other circumstances, Rinne would have sparred a joke about how motherly Niki had become. Finding no sign, Niki immediately started nosing Hokuto awake who grumbled at the suddenness of it all.
“Hokuto, the little ones are gone!” Niki tried to keep his tone hushed and attempted to hide his worry, but the slate wolf sensed it.
Hokuto jumped to his paws quickly sniffing the ground where the three were and scenting the wind. Rinne roused the other three, the Timber wolf glaring daggers at him for the rudeness. “Get the fuck up ya three!”
“Amagi,” HiMERU began to growl.
“The kids went AWOL!”
“…What?” HiMERU immediately grew on edge, finding the young wolves were indeed missing, and immediately got on his paws. Tatsumi was the slowest of the three to rouse, but not for a lack of concern. Instead, he appeared pained and lethargic in his movements.
Hokuto was nosing around near the stream, his nose twitching as it worked. “They went downstream.”
Rinne’s sigh came out more of a groan. “They went beyond the boundary we set, didn’t they?”
“Appears so.”
~*~
The three young wolves were wagging their tails happily, finding comfort in each other.
“And just what the hell were the three of ya thinking!?”
Quickly, the three’s ears and tails drooped upon hearing Rinne’s furious voice. The large red wolf stalked up to them from upriver, with Niki and Hokuto not too far behind. “Ya know you’re supposed to be within eyesight at all times!”
The three young wolves glanced around themselves and their ears comically drooped further, realizing they had traveled far beyond the limits. Kohaku tried to speak up, “T’was an accident-”
Rinne’s snarl was cut off as Niki stepped between him and Kohaku, giving both of his unit mates a look that could only be described as a stern warning to cool off before things got too heated. Niki turned to Kohaku, voice stern but gentle. “Are you three okay?”
“Y-Yeah,” Kohaku huffed sheepishly, “We were walkin’ an’ talkin’ an’ just…lost track o' how far we went.”
Hiiro’s jaws opened, seeming to say something, but they immediately closed, hunching himself even more. Niki noticed, however. “Ototo-san? Everything okay?”
“…I…had another vision.”
The older wolves stiffened.
~*~
The wolves reconvened back at the den, forming a circle as Hiiro finished discussing what he saw. Rinne shook his fluffy head. “Damn…Not much use other than showing places…”
“Hiiro-san?” Tatsumi sounded raspy and tired all at once, “You said Chironnup-Kamuy was physically there?”
“Umu…”
HiMERU looked at each wolf present. “That hasn’t happened to anyone else before, has it?”
He was met with silence.
A blade of grass in front of Rinne’s nose nearly flattened from the force of his exhale. “Why is he showing up now?”
“Who?” Hasinaw and several of the other gods had returned.
“And where have all of ya been!?” Rinne decided to unwisely vent towards the gods.
“Having our own council,” Hasinaw’s eyes narrowed and her body language warned Rinne enough to watch his tone, “Trying to get things sorted and organized as far as what has occurred.”
Apasam-un-Kamuy – Kako and Mirai – settled behind Aira while several of the gods had their eyes on them. Hasinaw cleared her throat to force the others to stop. “Now, what was this about?”
“I had another vision,” Hiiro gazed at the goddess with an expression that could rival a kicked puppy’s, “And Chironnup-Kamuy was physically there.”
The other gods seemed shocked to hear such a thing. Wakka muttered, “I know he’s been weak, otherwise seeing him in visions would have been normal. Maybe he’s gotten stronger?”
Hasinaw refused to remove her gaze from the pebbles at her feet, a fist clenching behind her. “Who knows…”
Fuchi hummed, perplexed. “What did he say specifically?”
They recounted the vision to the gods, but the questions only seemed to pile up. Fuchi’s dark brows pinched harshly together. “Who is this ghost he’s referring to?”
“Maybe someone named Ghost?” Wakka supplied, “It sounds like this ‘Ghost’ might know where Chironnup-Kamuy has been hidden away and how to free him with either Hiiro’s or our help?”
Hasinaw remained quiet, gaze hardened but conflicted as it kept to the ground.
“Sounds more like a code name,” Rinne spat, “Just who the hell would have that for an actual name?”
In Hiiro’s mind, images of the Assistant flashed along with a brief, albeit searing headache like someone drove a red-hot needle into his brain. He covered his head with his paws, whimpering in pain. Rinne immediately began nosing his little brother. “Ototo-kun? Are ya okay?”
Thankfully, or maybe not so thankfully, Hiiro’s stomach rumbled loudly.
Rinne coughed, trying to cover up his caring nature. “Right…Probably should figure out what’s on the menu…”
HiMERU had a smug smirk at his leader, knowing full well his cover-up was futile. Niki’s tail gently wagged. “Might need to track for a while, too~.”
“…Why are you saying it like that?” Aira cocked his head to the side.
“Hmm? Did you three think you would sit back on this one?” Niki teased knowingly.
Kohaku sprung to his feet in excitement. “Finally!”
He gave a howl of excitement, which quickly grew infectious among the wolves. Tatsumi, among the ruckus, attempted to get to his feet to follow after the rest of the makeshift pack. His front legs quivered from the exertion and he flopped back onto the ground. HiMERU turned around and noticed the defeated look. “Tatsumi?”
Mayoi turned around, too, his tail quivering between his legs. “T-Tatsumi-san?”
Tatsumi heaved a sigh. “I don’t think I’ll be joining the rest of you today. I’m…a bit tired.”
HiMERU’s tail flicked in warning. “Tatsumi…”
“Tatsun-senpai?” Aira hovered around his senior, “Are you okay?”
The silver wolf lay back down in the cool shade. “…It’s as Pauchi-Kamuy mentioned. My body is a lot older than we thought.”
Getting a good look at him, it wasn’t false. The silver wolf seemed to be more and more grey around the muzzle than his normal coat color would allow. He was looking overall frailer than the others, which only got compounded by his lack of appetite. His eyes, once a bright purple, seemed to be duller by a shade or two.
Rinne gave him a stern, knowing look. “Ya better not be trying to a damn hero, got it?”
Tatsumi’s smile was pained. “I know I’m not.”
~*~
Hiyori ran through the maze of side streets, only stopping when he was at an intersection and would follow after Anzu’s cries for help once he heard her again. Tokapcup sprinted after him, trying to keep up as she was unused to now having to use her legs. “W-Wait up, Hiyori!”
The idol screeched to a halt in a new courtyard that wasn’t too far from the busy streets. A few men stood around, some in suits and others in non-descript street clothes, while a man with shoulder-length, slicked-back black hair with sharp features held a device, looking idly pleased. In front of him were Jin and Akiomi with greenish-yellow, ethereal bands binding their arms and legs. Anzu was being held in place by two other men, shades covering their eyes.
Tokapcup caught up and her gasp alerted the sharp-featured man. He had a sick, toothy smirk on his face as his golden-orange eyes held sinister intent. “Well, well! Ain’t this a wonderful surprise!~ Makes my job that much easier~.”
“Who are you and what do you want?” Hiyori spoke through gritted teeth.
“My, my! What classic questions!” The man mocked with a flippant attitude.
“Cut the bullshit, Creep!” Hiyori spat.
The man “hmphed” condescendingly, the irritating smirk still present but his tone becoming like a cold, callous businessman. “About time I got to work with someone of your caliber for a change, Tomoe Hiyori.”
“How do you know me?”
“Heh, who doesn’t know the Tomoe Foundation? Such a powerful family even when not at their peak! Their heir who they’ve spent so much time and money on to be worthy of inheriting the family business! And of course, the second son, who decided it would be better to become an entertainer and prostitute himself~.”
“…Excuse you?” Hiyori growled, fists clenching.
The man barked a cruel laugh. “Oh, please! Don’t act like that isn’t the case! You idols sell your beauty and body; so long as you’re beautiful, who cares if you have talent? Especially you with how risqué your unit is! You’re one step away from being a whore behind that thin, illusory veil of innocence and chastity! Why not just do away with the pretenses? I’m sure you won’t have to deal with the paparazzi nearly as much as a sex worker!~”
A dark, vibrating sound echoed beside Hiyori. The off-blond glanced over and paled seeing bright, pale golden light coming off of Tokapcup’s body, along with her golden honey eyes now tinged a burnt orange. As she spoke, it was as if multiple voices were overlapping. “You have 10 seconds to state your person and intentions before I burn away what shriveled-up soul remains in your body.”
The man let out a huff of a laugh. “Oh? Did I strike a nerve in your guardian goddess?”
“10…9…”
The man smiled coldly and did a mock bow, never once breaking eye contact with the duo. “I’m Magician of Fenrir. Pleased to make your acquaintance ~.”
~*~
Rinne led the pack through the woods at a brisk pace, fast enough to push the stamina of the three younger wolves but not enough to where they would fall behind. He scented the wind periodically, analyzing the woods and breeze for signs of prey. HiMERU fell towards the back with Mayoi, just in front of the three younger wolves, to make sure the three didn’t fall behind and to ease Rinne of some of his anxiety. Niki and Hokuto took up just behind Rinne, the latter occasionally bristling as he caught bits and pieces of Mayoi and HiMERU’s conversation that edged being a bit too friendly.
In the back, however, the mood was far different. The excitement of their first hunt waned considerably after they had been trotting for hours. With his mind now free to wander, Hiiro found the woods around him to become more and more eerie as the shadows became larger over the course of the day. His gaze kept falling back to trees as they passed, his mind playing tricks on him as he anticipated something hiding behind each wooden trunk. He heard a flapping of wings above and glanced up to see a lesser kestrel sitting on a branch, a bug in its beak and brightly colored feathers dazzling in the afternoon light.
“Hiro-kun?” Aira slowed his steps once he saw Hiiro had stopped.
Hiiro kept staring at the bird, finding it mesmerized him. It didn’t look like any bird he had seen before. Aira noticed after a moment. “Ooh…! What bird is that?”
Kohaku slowed his steps, raising his dark muzzle to the bird in the tree. He briefly wiped at his face with a paw. “Ow…Stupid headaches…”
“Kohaku?” Hiiro finally broke his gaze with the bird.
“…Ugh…Tis nothin’…” Kohaku shook his head to rid himself of the ache, “Just recalled this universe calls them flyin’ Putnar – flyin’ hunters, more or less.”
“Ah,” Hiiro glanced once more at the bird, “So nothing specific…”
“Uh, guys!” Aira looked forward, “We’re falling behind!”
Kohaku and Aira began trotting ahead to catch up, leaving Hiiro to slowly start walking forward. Just as his attention was off the bird, he froze, hearing a voice from behind.
“Watch out.”
He whipped his head around, but it was only the same kestrel looking at him. Intently looking at him.
…Hasinaw-sama? You heard that, too…Right?
“Yeah.”
“Hiro-kun?”
Hiiro scampered after Aira and Kohaku, his tail slowly making its way between his legs. The kestrel never stopped staring at him. With a crunch, it ate the bug, chirped, then flew away.
~*~
Magician smiled wider as he eyed the idol and goddess like a man appraising an antique. “My job is two-fold. First, to keep ES from trying any funny business, we’ll take very good care of their golden goose producer~. The other two are merely extra incentives for ES to be good.”
He gestured to Anzu, who shivered at the vague implications. Hiyori wanted to deck him in the face right then and there.
“Secondly,” He continued, “You two would make excellent research subjects~. After all, it’s not every day we find a human bound to a god.”
The light from Tokapcup grew brighter and her eyes darkened.
Magician’s smile grew even more wicked. “Ah, almost forgot! There’s a third reason.”
A thin, bony finger pointed languidly at Hiyori’s bag. “That book. The Compendium – or whatever it’s called – about the Ainu gods. That will return to Fenrir.”
Hiyori barely shuffled a foot to take a step back, and Magician chuckled mockingly. “Oh, don’t think about running~.”
With a snap of his finger, two more non-descript men blocked the alley they came from.
They were trapped.
Magician’s smile grew predatory and his voice pitched lower. “The fun’s just beginning.”
~*~
The wolves were still trotting through the forest. While even Hiiro understood wolves would occasionally track for days before they got their meal, the lack of anything happening was only putting him more and more on edge. The bird talking to him – he was sure it was the bird – only furthered his suspicions as to why Pauchi seemed intent on him.
“I’m telling you! The bird talked!” Hiiro tried to tell the two wolves.
“Hiiro-han,” Kohaku fell in step beside the white wolf, “I don’t mean ta call ya a liar, but maybe all this talk o’ ta’ Sight an’ curses is makin’ ya hear thin’s. Have ya heard any other birds talk since?”
Hiiro’s ears drooped to the sides of his head. “No…”
Aira was on Hiiro’s other side but he appeared more hesitant. “…I mean…Yeah, maybe.”
“Love-han?” Kohaku tried to move closer to the other but nearly got trampled by Hiiro. Once they re-righted themselves, he continued. “Whatcha thinkin’?”
“Just…Hiro-kun heard a flying hunter warn him…I’m just…It’s reminding me of Wolfbane’s pact with the flying scavengers,” Aira winced, hobbling a little and then shaking his head, “Ooohhh…I hate this so much…”
“A pact?” Hiiro and Kohaku comically tilted their heads which collided together. Thankfully, the fur kept them from hurting each other much.
“Do you…” Aira turned perplexed, “Do you guys not know that story?”
“No…?” They tilted their heads the other way to avoid bonking their heads together.
“…Wow, they really were selective in what you heard…” Aira shook his head.
“What’s the story?” Kohaku eagerly bounded over to be on Aira’s other side, tail wagging excessively.
“Tell us!” Hiiro’s tail was wagging just as fast, his attention now fully on Aira.
The brown wolf paused. “…I-I don’t know if that’s a good idea…”
“Please…?” Both of them pleaded.
“I-It’s not a happy story…”
“C’mon, Love-han!” Kohaku begged.
“Please?” Hiiro nuzzled under the brown wolf’s chin.
“O-o-okay! Geez!” Aira tried to hide his embarrassment, “You don’t have to get l-like that!”
Aira began the story, occasionally acting out the funnier moments in the story to try and lighten the mood, finding he was happy keeping their attention away from the dark reality they were facing for the moment. Wolfbane was said to have been created by Tor and Fenris for a myriad of different reasons, from giving wolves the option to choose evil as they had free will, to doing Fenris’s bidding. In one such story, Tor and Fenris had been betrayed once again by the wolves and, thus, Fenris sent Wolfbane down to the land of the living from the shadow realm to terrorize and punish the wolves. Over time, however, Fenris grew tired of his need for revenge and longed to trust the wolves again. So, he ordered Wolfbane to return to the shadows until he was needed again.
However, Wolfbane had gotten used to the land of the living with its warm sunlight and fresh smells, as well as his power over the wolves. Understandably, Wolfbane did not want to return to the dark shadows and turned himself into a giant crow to hide in a rowan tree in the valley of Kosov, a real place far to the northeast where an ancient battle was waged among the wolves that resulted in the slopes of the valley to be buried in the dead, though the meaning and reason behind the battle was so ancient it had been lost to time. For many days, Wolfbane hid in the valley, aided by the other flying scavengers as they fanned him and brought him news of the outside world.
But Fenris eventually found him and came to hunt him down personally as a golden eagle. When Wolfbane still refused to listen to Fenris, the enraged god summoned a great wind to blow the insolent spirit out of the tree and onto the ground. He reminded the evil spirit that it was he, Fenris, who held power over the wolves, not Wolfbane, for he created them and would do with them as he pleased. And just as he was the creator of the wolves, he was the creator of Wolfbane, and, thus, he had no choice but to obey and return to the shadows until he was summoned again.
Kohaku hummed contemplatively, “Hmm, ya know, ta’ more I hear o’ Fenris, Tor, an’ Wolfbane, ta’ more I’m realizin’ tha’ neither are great options…”
“Agreed,” Hiiro’s ears swiveled to show his unsureness, “I really don’t like how haughty Fenris is. I get that his law was disobeyed, but, like, what did you expect from an evil spirit that you created?”
“Right?” Kohaku agreed with a laugh.
Aira, however, remained quiet, knowing he had gotten to the part of the story he was dreading considering the universe they were in. Hiiro noticed, tone softening, “What happens next?”
The green-eyed wolf muttered softly with dread, “Wolfbane knew he had to obey and return to the shadows, but he made a promise to the flying scavengers since they had helped him…That promise was that, when he returned, he would give the scavengers mastery over the flying hunters and the wolves whom he now despised…letting their beaks fill with blood until the noises of their feeding woke even the dead…”
Hiiro and Kohaku grew awkward, but the atmosphere grew incredibly tense. The shadows were far more sinister and ominous than before.
~*~
Anzu used her heel to step on the foot of one of the men holding her back, then used an elbow to jab into the other’s ribs. She lunged for the device in Magician’s hand, struggling futilely and clawing the man’s cheek with her manicured nails until the man pushed her away and clicked a button. Those ethereal bands wrapped around her arms and legs, binding them together and rooting her in the place where she stood.
Magician hissed, a hand touching his stinging cheek and finding a few specks of blood. “You wench!”
The man backhanded her across the face hard enough to send her body to the ground with a whimper. Hiyori shouted at him, wanting to take a step towards him but being held back by one of the other men pointing a gun at him. “How dare you lay a hand on a girl!? Especially her of all people!”
“Relax!~” Magician’s cruel smile returned despite his evident irritation, “She won’t have a mark on her. Well, maybe a bruise, but that will fade soon enough~.”
Akiomi spat at him, earning a quick kick to the stomach to which he slumped and groaned in pain. Hiyori felt helpless and enraged all at once. “Stop that!”
Magician calmly looked at him, callous and unnerving. “I believe you’re not in the position to be making demands, Tomoe. Besides, despite what the boss says, roughing them up will only encourage the lot of you to be good dogs and keep doing your tricks~.”
He wanted nothing more than to grab a gun from the nearest henchman and shoot the bastard in his kneecaps, followed closely by his groin.
“Hiyori. Don’t. We’re outnumbered.”
Then are we supposed to let them capture us!?
Magician’s canines were visible as he cruelly laughed at them. “Oh, come now!~ Make it easy on yourselves and just give up! Boss already said I could rough you up if you put up any resistance!”
The man’s voice lowered, sending a horrendous shiver up and down Hiyori’s spine. “So long as I don’t kill you on the spot, everything else is fair game.”
~*~
Rinne’s ears swiveled forward as he looked to the sky, hearing distinct caws. “Hm? Scavengers…? Must be carrion around here.”
Sure enough, the wolf pack came across a recently deceased water buffalo, its leg having broken from stepping into a gopher hole. It was still warm, indicating it must have died within the past few hours, possibly no later than early that morning. Crows and ravens flocked around the corpse, flapping their wings and the cacophonous cawing drowning out all other sounds. Some were impatient and began to peck at the lifeless eyes, but most stared at the wolves, cawing as if they were encouraging the wolves to open the carcass so that, once they were finished, the birds could feast on the remains. Hiiro shivered as he recalled Wolfbane’s pact with the scavengers, feeling their beady eyes piercing his soul.
Rinne sniffed the buffalo once more before looking at the other wolves. “Well, not quite hunting, but I guess a lesson in scavenging when we can’t find prey?”
Niki and Hokuto seemed the least phased by the prospect, which slightly unnerved the red wolf with knowing vaguely what universe those two had to contend with on their own. Hokuto nodded. “It’s a viable tactic, though not the most appealing.”
The three younger wolves stayed back a few paces, eyeing the buffalo and the others. With little hesitation, Niki was the first to snarl and sink his teeth into the buffalo, sending the birds into a deafening frenzy knowing they, too, would be able to feast soon. In quick succession due to wolf instincts taking over, the other wolves began ripping into the body, blood and gore coating their muzzles and snouts. Hiiro stood frozen seeing the frenzy, fear gripping him as he caught glimpses of those blood-coated fangs.
The scar on his back prickled painfully as if reliving the memory of its formation.
~*~
Amongst the crows, one stood off to the side slightly blanketed by a shadow from a passing cloud. His white head swiveled to the sky as Pauchi spoke to his mind.
“Kaname. I shall strengthen the Link once again. I have a very…particular power I wish for you to try out.”
Without waiting, a cold power seeped through his veins as the shadow mark grew larger than before, a new band forming above the old. Kaname shivered and ruffled his feathers as the cold took longer to fade than before.
“Now you can project yourself into their minds. Use this wisely, as it can cause…quite distressing issues for the victim. You can haunt their minds as I can…Let’s try it out on that white wolf there.”
~*~
Hiiro barely registered that Rinne was calling them to come and eat, just barely feeling the brush of Aira and Kohaku’s fur against his own as they surged forward. He remained rooted to the ground, his heart rate becoming erratic and his lungs feeling like they couldn’t get enough air no matter how much was pumped in.
Images of needle-like fangs flashed in his mind as well as the echoes of a screaming, crying child he knew all too well.
He couldn’t hear Hasinaw reaching out to him nor the concern in her voice.
As suddenly as his heart rate picked up, it thudded and slowed nearly to a halt.
He could hear the crows.
“Tear it! Crack the bones!”
“Feast! Blood and flesh!”
One heavy heartbeat.
He noticed the crow with a white head off to the side, staring right at him.
Another heavy heartbeat.
The beak slowly opened but nothing came out.
One more beat.
There was hesitation, and then…
“All in good time, my brothers. Let the Putnar gorge themselves and the scavengers wait for now. When Wolfbane returns and the promise fulfilled, all of nature will rebel on itself. Then we shall feed on them, too.”
Hiiro was hot and cold all over like he had been dipped in boiling water and then unceremoniously tossed into a large vat of ice. His heart rate picked up faster than before. His legs trembled. His lungs screamed for air despite his heavy pants and gasps. One moment, he couldn’t see. The next he was in the air, high above the ravaging wolves and cawing birds.
He heard himself gasp as he saw his own body lying in the grass.
He felt himself dive over the bloody carnage and, as suddenly as it had occurred, he awoke, lying in the grass near the others and the carrion.
More images of the needle-like fangs flashed in his eyes, nearly obscuring everything else. Other voices he knew all too well filtered in as those fangs gnashed and snarled at him.
“The gods do not lie! He’s marked and cursed! He should have been left to his fate out there as punishment for failing his fundamental duties as a shield.”
He couldn’t hear Hasinaw almost begging and pleading for him to respond to her.
It was too much.
This was all too much.
Hiiro bolted into the woods.
~*~
A gun’s barrel pressed itself into the back of Hiyori’s head. The idol gritted his teeth, fists clenching so harshly they shook with barely checked rage.
Magician’s heated gaze branded itself like hot iron into him. “Now, what will you choose?”
A dog’s barking from an alley was ignored.
Hiyori felt his mouth and throat were drier than any desert. Tokapcup’s eyes darted around the area, sensing and analyzing how many combatants there were and what their chances would be. Those chances were slim.
A large, brown dog skirted around a corner behind one of the men across from Hiyori. From a distance no normal dog should have been able to leap from, it soared through the air and latched its jaws around the neck of one of the henchmen, ripping it open and jumping from that man onto the next.
“Fire! Fire!” One of the men shouted as their guns trained on the dog.
The bullets flew but none hit the dog. Hiyori’s eyes widened while Magician’s narrowed as some of the bullets could be seen phasing right through the dog. It was as if the dog was moving at sonic speed, throats slashing open and men falling in its wake before they even realized what had happened.
Magician sneered, readying something that looked like a gun but wasn’t quite one from his back pocket. “A ghostly canine? Now I’ve seen it all.”
The bullet firing from this weapon just missed the dog’s tail, but there was a brief, blueish fire that lit the tip of it. The dog, once it removed most of the henchmen save for the ones near Hiyori and Tokapcup, lashed its tail, extinguishing the flame with minimal damage. It snarled at Magician, fangs dripping red.
“Hiyori. Close your eyes if you don’t want to see this.”
The idol didn’t know what else could happen that could rival the carnage he saw, but he wasn’t expecting the sun goddess to summon shards of light that flew out and pierced the men near them. The shards vanished but the men writhed on the ground, boils and skin breaking open like they were being cooked alive from the inside out. Agonizing moments passed until the men stilled, their eyes wide to the sky and jaws wide open in silent screams.
Tokapcup glared at Magician with an edge that finally unnerved the man before her. “I’ve warned you. Now you shall pay the price. I may not like to see suffering, but for you and the people who dare to harm those associated with ES and my pantheon, I will make an exception.”
“Grk...!” Magician took a step back, device in hand, “Let’s see how-”
Before he could finish, Jin had managed to get onto his feet. While still bound, he lunged at the man, knocking him to the ground and the device to fly through the air. Hiyori caught it almost deftly, staring at it for a moment before pressing a button that released the producers from their binds.
The idol huffed in faux amusement. “Funny how easy that was.”
The dog snarled at Magician, putting itself between him and the goddess and her Holder. There was a brief glimmer of recognition in the sun goddess’s eyes as she got a better look at the dog, but her gaze hardened once more just like her voice. “Let’s see how what?”
The man laughed on the floor almost manically. “HaHaHAHAHA! Go ahead! Kill me! There’s more of me where that came from! Fenrir wants you bad, do you think they’ll stop because they lost a few newbies and me? Whether I’m dead or not, you’ll be hunted down like pathetic little rabbits!”
She summoned another light shard and sent it flying towards him. He cowards with his arms over his head. The shard stopped mere centimeters away from him.
Her face was blank and her tone dead with a heavy finality. “You’re pathetic. Can’t even put up a fight without others around you.”
A wicked smile formed. “Exactly!~”
A man stepped out from the shadows and grabbed her by the hair, lifting her up and off her feet. She struggled in vain to dig her nails into the hand, crying out in pain. Hiyori’s exclaim was cut off by a choked gasp.
The man was huge, easily taller than Rei or Madara, with muscle like a bodybuilder to back up his size. There was a large, pale scar across one eye, jagged like a curved, serrated knife. He had knives and various armaments strapped to his arms and legs, every picture of a stereotypical, buff commando. Judging by the tenseness of his muscles in the arm holding the goddess up, he wasn’t using even a fraction of his true strength.
“About time, Tower,” Magician spat as he glared the producers into submission, or at least to make them back off, “Thought for a half a second the dumb bitch wasn’t going to spare me.”
Tower glared down at Hiyori like he was a piece of gum he had stepped on, completely ignoring the dog barking and growling at him. His grip tightened as the silent treatment continued, making the girl flail harder. The small cuts in his skin from her nails must have only felt like flea bites.
“Now then~,” Magician got far too close to Hiyori for comfort, aiming a pistol at his stomach and another at Anzu, “I suggest you give up before some real damage happens to those producers~.”
~*~
Hokuto sensed a disturbance and picked his head up from the buffalo. He glanced around and felt his heart sink. “Where’s Amagi-kun?”
Stillness took over as each wolf in turn shot up from the feast and nervously looked around, hoping the white wolf was just hiding in plain sight. Rinne tried to keep the panic out of his voice when he couldn’t see the familiar white fluff. “He…He couldn’t have gone far. Maybe something spooked him.”
HiMERU locked his gaze on the red wolf, knowing full well that urgency and terror Rinne was feeling in that moment. “We can track him, Amagi.”
However, due to the blood and overall smells of the buffalo clouded their noses to the point where they could smell nothing else. Rinne’s panic began to rise considerably. “Split into groups. We gotta find him.”
Mayoi had less of the blood in his nostrils and barely picked up the faintest whiff of his junior and unit leader. Even if he couldn’t track it effectively, if it was recent then maybe…
Mayoi sprinted off.
“Ayase! Wait up!” HiMERU bolted after the black and white wolf, with Hokuto sprinting after the duo, gaze more intent on the Timber wolf than anything else.
“Damn it…!” Rinne cursed as he had the nagging suspicion about HiMERU’s vision rise to the forefront of his mind, “Kohaku-chan, you’re with Niki! Ai-chan, follow me!”
~*~
Tokapcup felt something wrapped around the man’s arm as she reached blindly behind her, feeling the familiar handle of a dagger. With some difficulty she managed to pull the knife out of its holster and stabbed Tower’s forearm that was holding her up, forcing the man to drop her as he cried out in pain. Magician moved the gun he had aimed at Anzu towards Tokapcup, and Hiyori took advantage of that. He summoned Tokapcup’s shield and had the flames around the edges slash at the man.
Magician just barely dodged the shield attack in time, his once immaculate suit now had an arm that was partially singed. He flicked out a knife from his wrist and lunged for Anzu, no doubt attempting to use her as leverage. Tokapcup shoved her out of the way, the knife just barely missing her body as it slashed a large tear down her dress. Hiyori bashed him with the shield, sending the man flying and knocking over Tower once again.
“Run! GO!” Hiyori shouted at the producers as they raced down the alleys.
Akiomi fumbled the keys to the van until he opened the doors. “Get in!”
Each of the producers, the goddess, and Hiyori nearly leaped into the van, barely registering that the dog had followed them and jumped inside. Akiomi frantically got the car started and wasted no time in speeding as quickly as he could out of the alley and onto the busy streets, hoping the mass of cars would hide them as they escaped.
Magician had just witnessed the van getting into busy traffic. He tsked and dialed a number on his phone, waiting impatiently with a tapping foot until the owner picked up. “Empress. I got the van’s plate. Those producers and that goddess escaped and managed to nick Tower good. Tell the others to keep an eye out. There’s an ethereal dog with them, too. So watch out.”
He hung up, not waiting for a response as his teeth ground with a rueful chuckle. “Well, I asked for a challenge, and I sure got one~. I’m going to enjoy roughing up that idol when I get my hands around that skinny neck of his~.”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 30: The Pit and The Grave (The Sight Arc Part 8)
Notes:
...May wanna get some tissues, folks...
Also TW for mention of "grooming". To be fair, shipping Tatsuhimemayo in a more serious tone would bring up that issue (depending on how old you think HiMERU is). From what I've read, it seems he had skipped several grades and had graduated from university, but also had no clue to Kaname's existence until he read it in a letter by chance, so maybe HiMERU is in his mid-twenties at the most? Still, with Mayoi being under 18 in this fic, best to address that.
Also HEAVY implications on survivor's guilt in this chapter. This theme was part of the original source material, and this topic does come up time and again with the idols since they are going through some hellish situations.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening: Overlap by Kimeru
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_duoLVBuELM
Everything blurred into smears of color as Hiiro ran, his paws tripping on the roots and rocks that stuck out. His mind was racing, images flashed constantly, and his senses were stressed beyond their limits. He just needed a place to hide—a place to think. To process what the hell just happened.
A large elm grew out of a hill, some of the roots exposed to create a tangled mess. Hiiro spotted a hole in the hill and, finding it empty, dug frantically at it until he could bury himself in the earth and tree roots, only being visible if someone stuck their head inside his hiding place.
His breath came in quick, sharp, heaving pants and his heart wouldn’t slow down. Hasinaw, finding just enough room inside to appear in her full size, faded into existence, gingerly petting and holding Hiiro’s head to look her in the eye. “Breathe, Hiiro-san, breathe…!”
“I-I….I-I-I c-can’t…!”
“Shh…” Hasinaw carefully massaged his cheeks, her voice as soft as fresh snow, “Shh, you’re safe…Nothing can hurt you. I’m right here.”
“Wh-What happened…?” Hiiro began sobbing, “I was hearing birds speak and then…I-It was like I was seeing through their eyes…I-I have the Sight, don’t I?”
Hasinaw hesitated to speak for a moment. Hiiro continued to sob. “I-I knew it! That’s why they were all l-looking at me when he cursed us! He knew! They’re g-gonna die because of me!”
“No, Hiiro-san, shh,” Hasinaw cooed softly, trying to keep the worry at bay to console him the best she could, “They won’t.”
“Y-Yes they will! He said one by one! They’re gonna die trying to p-protect me and it’ll all be my fault!”
“Hiiro-san, easy there,” She brushed a hand over the top of his head and between his ears, eyes never breaking from the wolf’s.
“Th-That’s what Pauchi-Kamuy wants!” Hiiro became hysteric as he continued to cry, “I-If I’m handed over, then he g-gets the gem! B-but if not, everyone will die!”
Hasinaw grew silent, unable to argue that that couldn’t be a possibility. Not after seeing the crazed, murderous look of the dark god that stormy night. Hiiro wailed, “Father and the village was right! I’m nothing but bad luck and should have died in the forest that day!”
“Hiiro-san,” Hasinaw’s voice lowered, projecting a commanding aura so strong the white wolf stopped speaking to focus on her, “That is not true. Do not ever say that about yourself.”
Unable to stop himself, Hiiro buried his head on the huntress’ lap, whimpering and shivering as the tears couldn’t be stopped nor the guilt and despair clouding his heart and mind. Hasinaw could only continue petting him, knowing full well what Hiiro was referring to, but not because she could see his memories.
She didn’t need to. She was there when it happened.
~*~
“Nii-san!” A little Hiiro called out to his brother, “I found some raspberries out in the woods! Wait right here! I’ll get some for us!”
“Ah, Hiiro! Wait!”
Hiiro didn’t hesitate nor turn back as he darted into the woods on the outskirts of the village. He had been through there numerous times, knew almost every animal he could potentially come across, and knew every stream that entered the sealed-off reservation like the back of his hand. His little feet carried him far, far into the forest until he came across the moss-covered clearing.
He stood in the middle, eyeing the berry bushes on the other side when a branch broke behind him. His steps froze, ears trained on the sound. He whirled around but the bravery he had vanished in an instant, child-like fear overtaking him.
A large canine – a wolf, he reckons, despite knowing from the elders that wolves went extinct in the area long ago – licked its large, needle-like fangs as it stared him down with a crazed, sadistic glint. A squeak of fear escaped the child as the jaws opened further, now realizing this couldn’t be a regular wolf with how many rows of needle-like fangs this creature had.
His blood chilled as he heard it speak in a raspy, feminine voice. “Hmm, not a hunter…But a child’s flesh and blood is just as sweet~.”
He could do nothing but cry and thrash as the canine pounced on him, sinking its teeth into his back, right over the mark everyone but his brother said branded him as a bad omen.
~*~
Hasinaw had been roaming the human world to hunt down Kenas-Unarpe who escaped to the human world once again, having tracked her to the outskirts of the Amagi Village. She had dawned a ceremonial mask on the off-chance should anyone be able to see her – the number of which had grown smaller and smaller with each passing year – that they would not recognize her. She doubted they would even if she spoke; that was how few remembered her and the other gods. However, that lack of belief would not stop Kenas-Unarpe from hunting down and draining humans of blood. So long as it was human, any would do.
It was her duty as the goddess of the hunt to track her down and protect the humans from her evilness.
“Hmm,” She kneeled on one knee to investigate a paw track, sensing the difference that only a spiritual being could make, “So she became a wolf…? A bold tactic, considering they no longer exist on this island…”
A child’s blood-curdling scream snapped her out of her thoughts. It came from the direction the tracks were headed in. She began sprinting deftly through the forest in a flash.
Her rage intensified as she broke into the clearing, seeing Kenas-Unarpe with the child in her jaws, her fangs tearing into the little human’s back. Kenas-Unarpe ceased her attack on her prey and glared up at the goddess. “Ah, so you’ve found me at last…”
With a snarl, the wolf sprang at her and the two began a quick battle. With a slash of her knife at the wolf’s flank to shove the creature away, she summoned her spear and skewered the blood-drinking demon to a tree through the middle.
Kenas-Unarpe cursed her with a dying hiss. “Enjoy this win while you can. It won’t be long till our roles are reversed, little huntress.”
Hasinaw whispered in pure malice, “Shame on you for going after a child. Stay in the damp earth and shadows where you belong.”
~*~
Presently, Hasinaw shivered at the memory, only marginally thankful that Hiiro couldn’t hear her thoughts. She thought, perhaps, that was the price humans paid – a lack of privacy in exchange for power, but they would not be privy to a god’s thoughts if the god wished it so.
She recalled how she helped Rinne, to whom she never revealed who she was, bring Hiiro back, only to be aghast at what the child’s father was saying about him. Later that night she snuck into the village and stitched Hiiro’s wounds, anger rising at how the chief left the child on his own in a room while providing the bare minimum of care. As she worked, she could hear Rinne in another room crying out how it wasn’t fair, that Hiiro was just a child, only for those cries to become pained as she heard the familiar sound of a bamboo cane coming down on the child’s knuckles. She could still taste the bile that had risen in her throat at that moment, but she knew she dared not reveal herself.
It was then she saw the mark. It was partially faded, but she could tell easily that this was no bad omen.
It was the mark of a god’s protection.
She knew the shape of a fox anywhere.
Guilt bubbled up inside her once again at the memory of realizing this was the child Chironnup saved a few years prior. The same kind act that he did resulted in him being punished for leaving his post, by wiping the memories of all involved. Not only that, but Kotan-kar further punished him by banning him from going to that village anymore. She and Chironnup hadn’t had the best of relations, but even she wondered why the fox didn’t try to argue with his decision. The fox was known to be combative, even with such strong gods as the celestials and Kotan-kar himself.
So why wasn’t he then? Why didn’t he defend himself more?
He spent so much of his energy, risking his existence, just to save a child and do so without accepting any of the offerings. And there she was saving that same child – one of the ones who stayed silent purely because, despite her misgivings, it was the will of Kotan-kar. When it came from him, it was expected to never question it. His rulings were just.
But then, if memory was so sacred and important to their pantheon for their continued existence, why would Kotan-kar force Chironnup to wipe the memories of their intervention? Why punish the humans when they were the ones to ask for help? When they had nothing to do with the inner politics of the gods? Was he valuing tradition and the old rules so strictly? Was he not thinking about their current predicament? Their pantheon was on the brink of disappearing. No one, not even Kotan-kar himself, had been in this position before, not fathomed it would happen one day.
Perhaps it was because she began to question that logic that she felt the need to watch over him in place of the fox. Whether it was to combat her guilt at not speaking up on the verdict herself or feeling pity for how the child was being treated by the village, she didn’t know.
Chironnup risked himself to save Hiiro. The least she could do was protect him and his friends.
“Ototo-san!”
Hasinaw jerked her head up upon hearing Niki calling out, feeling Hiiro stiffen in her arms and the sounds of his whimpers ceasing completely.
“Hiiro-han! Where are ya?”
They were coming closer to the hiding spot. She slowly looked down at the white wolf, finding him trembling and fright misting his eyes.
The fangs…That’s what reminded you of the attack…
The feast and unbridled instincts of the wolf that they all now possessed scared him immensely. Then the birds only pushed him further over the edge.
He shivered, hunching down and looking up at her pleadingly. Niki and Kohaku were still calling out for him. Hasinaw could feel and hear Hiiro.
Please…
She should let them know Hiiro was safe, at least physically. However, the two and everyone else could become extremely worried about his current state, which would not help Hiiro’s situation. As much as he knew they wouldn’t hurt him, he was terrified. He wasn’t ready to see anyone.
She remained quiet as Niki and Kohaku passed by, their voices fading so that the echoes could not be heard.
…Thank you…
She carefully held his head in her arms and held him close, tenderly brushing his fur with a hand. She could see some of Hiiro’s memories, particularly when he questioned what was considered “right”. In that moment, it became clearer to her that Hiiro was always meant to be her Holder.
Perhaps he knew the answers to the questions now plaguing her mind.
“We’ll stay for a bit longer until you can pull yourself together.”
~*~
HiMERU lost sight of Mayoi but his paws never stopped moving, now frantically searching for both the Phantom and Hiiro as that dream came back to his mind. Anxiety’s thorny clutches pierced his heart at thinking this was the start that would lead to it. He had to find them both.
It was only now he wished he and Rinne fought with Tatsumi harder on at least leaving Mayoi to stay behind with him so that he wasn’t alone. He and the Phantom had shared an uneasy glance when Tatsumi mentioned that he would be fine alone since Pauchi and his minions wouldn’t waste their resources on accosting or torturing him. HiMERU cursed under his breath. Tatsumi knew something and he wasn’t saying anything, again. He was going to force the other to speak up when they all got back.
However, another wolf darted in front of him and whirled around to face him, forcing the Timber wolf to stop. “Hidaka? What are you-”
“We need to talk.” Hokuto’s blue irises bore holes into him, fur bristling and tail raising stiffly into the air.
“HiMERU thinks-”
“Cut the ‘HiMERU’ bullshit! I know you’re not him!”
His heartbeats thudded heavier, fur bristling, and claws digging into the ground. “Just what are you insinuating!?”
Hokuto bared his fangs at the other. “I know the real HiMERU is in the hospital. Has been for over 2 years. What I don’t know is who his pretender is. It’s one thing for you to pull the wool over our eyes back at ES but in this situation? I refuse to trust anyone who is not who they say they are.”
HiMERU closed his eyes for just a moment but, when they reopened, there was an undeniable, hard edge to them. His voice dropped to his usual cadence. “So, even after I helped Oukawa stay alive time and again, even after trying to protect and defend you before our punishment, even after protecting your unit mate during our punishment, after trying my hardest to aid everyone during this, you won’t trust me?”
There was a small bit of hesitation in the other’s voice as he spoke, a flinch, but he steeled himself shortly after. “…Even then. I don’t know if anything of what you did was to gain our trust only to betray us later. After all, Kazehaya-senpai and Ayase seem to have fallen for it already, especially with how you’ve been grooming him.”
HiMERU’s hackles rose and he let out a vicious snarl and growl, knowing exactly what Hokuto was accusing him of. “I’m going to give you 10 seconds to take back what you just said!”
“Oh?” The slate wolf tilted his head, scowl still present, “Am I wrong to assume you have to be older than the original HiMERU? The original looked younger in the face, after all. What are you? 8? 10 years older than him?”
He couldn’t believe this kid. “You’re seriously accusing me of such things!?”
“I will not let anyone else go through that kind of shit!” Hokuto snarled fiercely, “Consider this your only warning! Stop your advances on them and come clean!”
“…Else?” HiMERU analyzed the other wolf critically.
A thought came to him once he recalled how evasive Niki had been when discussing what either he or Hokuto had gone through in their punishment thanks to the insane god; how Hokuto seemed especially skittish whenever anyone got too close.
“…Hidaka…” HiMERU’s voice lost some of its edge as it softened, “…Did Pauchi-Kamuy-”
“Don’t change the subject, asshole!” Hokuto snarled, hunching slightly as if he were preparing to pounce.
“Hidaka…”
After a moment, the slate wolf ceased snarling, voice low and strained. “A shadow of his…tried to…”
“…You don’t have to force yourself,” HiMERU eased as well. He should still feel angered by the accusation, but even he had to realize that it still held a glimmer of truth, “…You’re right…I am older than the original…Kaname…”
Hokuto remained silent, watching the other as his tone was hushed and wobbly. “He’s my little brother…He’s everything to me…I didn’t want him to lose his dream because of…what happened…So, I chose to pretend to be him…To save him a space, so he wouldn’t get left behind…”
“…So, the idea was to swap after he woke up?” Hokuto’s questions were cutting despite the calmness with which they were delivered, “You do realize how foolish that would be? The memories and connections you make don’t belong to him…Let’s say he wakes up after all of this is done. You realize it wouldn’t be as simple as a swap, right? And what? You going after Ayase and Kazehaya-senpai is for him, too?”
He collected himself for a moment. “Funny how we’re idols…and only now I’m having to face the music…”
“Hm?”
“…I should be angry at what you’re accusing me of…But…There is a bit of truth in that accusation, isn’t there? Here I am…in my mid-twenties…pretending to be a seventeen-year-old…thinking I could save space for him without any complications…Without making my own attachments… without questioning if what I’m doing is for his benefit anymore…If I…stole his dream from him…You have no idea how much I’ve struggled with all that…”
Hokuto stood still, any sign of aggression fading and emotions mixing to the point where he couldn’t pinpoint what it was a mix of. HiMERU continued, gaze locked on the ground. “And now, all of my choices have come back to bite me…The only thing I do know is that I can’t – won’t allow myself to act on…what’s between me, Tatsumi, and Ayase. Not now – there’s too much going on and too much to think about and decide before I could. Right now, I want everyone to get out of this alive, my brother included…You have every right to be angry with me, and I can’t deny you that.”
“…Your brother is involved?”
“Ah…” HiMERU sighed, realizing his slip up, “…Didn’t mean to…”
He chanced a glance up. There was nothing accusatory remaining, just a pained hurt and something akin to sympathy. Yet, he knew he could only give half of the truth, for everyone’s safety. To keep them from going further down the rabbit hole. “…Yes, my brother is stuck here, too. The bastard threatened to reveal who I was – or wasn’t – and has him captive. Claims he would allow him to return with us if he survived the same three universes with us.”
The slate wolf shuffled slightly on his paws. “And that would have been hard to do without…I’m sorry.”
HiMERU raised his head, cocking it to the side perplexed. Hokuto paused, “I…I understand why you were so secretive now. For this situation and back at ES…I’m sorry for accusing you and…”
“…Not like you didn’t have good intentions to do so,” HiMERU admitted, “…Can’t believe that bastard would do something like that to you…Does anyone else know?”
Hokuto mumbled, “Just Niki…”
A distant howl echoed through the forest, making the two wolves perk up and ears swivel in its direction.
“Ayase must have found something…”
“…I won’t tell anyone.”
The two wolves stared at each other for a while before solemnly nodding in agreement. HiMERU clambered up the small ravine first, Hokuto following a little behind him.
~*~
It was near dark when Hiiro felt mentally well enough to emerge. The shadows had grown larger and the brief glows of orange through the trees cast the forest floor in an eerie twilight, as if it were a full moon that was tinged orange. No birdsong filled the trees, no rustling of vermin, no cicadas.
It was still and quiet.
If the situation were different, Hiiro would have marveled at the peacefulness of it.
“Hiiro-san, I heard Shiina-san off in that direction.”
Hiiro listened to Hasinaw’s voice and slowly worked his way through the shadowy forests. The trees loomed over him, casting their shadows every which way, the leaves and branches occasionally dancing in the breeze and making their shadows look like gnarled fingers or brushes. Now and again, Hiiro swore he felt someone, or something, was watching him from the branches. His stomach growled, not having had a chance to eat, and he howled pitifully in hopes someone would hear him. However, the lonely howls were left unanswered, leaving the young wolf to slink on through the dusk.
Laughter soon caught his attention, but it was not of anyone he knew. He slowly slunk through the brush until he could spy below him a group of humans gathered around a fire playing varying instruments. The sounds of music and laughter added to the trance the teen felt as his gaze remained glued to the flames and embers, feeling his thoughts and memories flicker and waver with the dancing flames along to the music.
A high-pitched wail snapped him from his thoughts. Glancing down below the little ravine revealed the noise to have come from a baby, resting in a cradle made from branches and cloth. He gasped as he thought about the theft of the child several months ago. A flash of a new vision came to him.
There was a baby, possibly no more than a year old, curled up beside an orangish wolf. Nearby was another wolf with dark russet fur and an eagle. The eagle shimmered from what looked like a golden eagle to one he knew was a different species of eagle entirely, the eyes shifting from gold to an icy sky blue. Hiiro glanced at his feet and saw a black fox looking up at him as it spoke.
“You must find them. The one who takes to the skies shall become our greatest ally.”
He shook his head, his skin under his fur shivering at the clamminess while his insides burned warm. He whispered to himself, “I’m starting to get sick of this feeling over and over again…”
“Another vision?” Hasinaw seemed spooked.
Yeah…Chironnup-Kamuy was there again.
A human moved from the circle around the campfire, picking up one of the branches from it as flames danced on one end in a makeshift torch. Hiiro stealthily bolted from the area, not wanting to know what the human was going to do next, and back into the shadows of twilight.
~*~
Niki and Kohaku were still looking desperately for the white wolf, the older of the two lightly hyperventilating as his thoughts raced. He knew Rinne’s mental state was relying on Hiiro at the moment, he was no fool. He knew Rinne was pushing himself, bottling up more and more as he tried to focus on just getting this done and over with. He knew each death this time around was going to be like hammering a nail into the redhead’s coffin. Not to mention, Kohaku had been glued to Aira and Hiiro, and the older teen could see the look of unease and panic in the other as more time elapsed. He didn’t know how Kohaku would handle losing either for a second time – didn’t want to know.
An unknown wolf’s growl made Niki and the young black wolf pause behind a tree and log. “I don’t like this. Crossing into this pack’s territory without asking Tratto’s Blessing. Bad luck is what it is.”
The grey wolf’s fur bristled. There were Balkar – Night Hunters – lurking around. The second wolf scolded the other, “Don’t be a fool, Darm. The Balkar wouldn’t even ask for the blessing to begin with. Besides, Slavka has given her orders. Loyalty always.”
Ears pricked and Niki pondered. That sounded like the name Hokuto managed to remember when discussing the rebel pack of wolves. She must have been the rebel leader. But if these weren’t the Night Hunters, why were rebels nosing around here?
“Still don’t like it Gart,” The first wolf could be seen glancing around as if it expected something to jump out of the shadows, “Especially when we’re so close to those horrid stones…”
“That human pup was taken from these parts, and it’s our job to find it. End of discussion.”
“This isn’t good…” It was one of the few times he heard unease in the strong goddess’ tone. Kohaku shivered beside him.
Niki felt his ears were on the verge of bleeding as the wolf unnaturally mentioned the dark god’s name, like someone voiced over it in the middle of a scrap yard. “Legends! That’s all I hear nowadays! Isn’t it enough that Pauchi-Kamuy has taken to worshiping Wolfbane again, without the belief in the Man Varg rising, too? And that he’s trying to summon the Shape Changer?”
Shape Changer. That was another name for Wolfbane, if Niki remembered the stories Tatsumi relayed to them correctly.
“If the legends are true,” The second wolf became grave, “It is not Wolfbane to fear, but what comes after his return. The pact with the flying scavengers and the final power of the Man Varg.”
“Tell me the verse again.”
Niki smirked inwardly at how obligatory this all seemed to be. Without a need for words, the two wolves and goddess listened intently, keen on memorizing as much as possible. After a bit of hesitation on the second wolf’s part, he howled the verse:
As a pup is whelped with a coat that is white,
And human child stolen to suckle the Sight
From a place where injustice was secretly done
Then the Marked One is here and a legend begun.
When Wolfbane is dreamt of with terror and dread,
And untamed are tamed, prepare for the dead.
For the Shape Changer’s pact with the birds will come true,
When the Blood of the Varg blends with Man’s in the dew,
As the Searchers are tempted, who hunger and prowl,
Down the Pathways of Death, by the summoning howl.
Then the truest of powers will be fleshed on the bone
And the Searchers tempt nature to prey on its own.
With blood at the altar, the Vision shall come
When the eye of the moon is as round as the sun.
In the citadel raised by the lords of before,
The stone twins await – both the power and the law.
Then the past and the future shall finally show,
To the wounded, the secret the Lera must know.
And all shall be witness to that which will be,
In the mind of the Man Varg, then none shall be free.
And only a family both loving and true,
May conquer the evil, so ancient, so new.
As they fight to uncover what secrets they share
And see in their journey how painful is care.
Beware the Betrayer, whose meaning is strife,
For their faith shall be tried by the makers of life,
And who shall divine, in the dead of the night,
The lies from the truth, the darkness from light?
Like the cry of the scavenger, torn through the air
A courage is needed, as deep as despair.
Niki shivered as the howling ended, a chilling dread seeping through every cell of his body. Kohaku’s wide eyes slowly broke away from the wolves and looked up at Niki in fright. Niki gently placed a paw around the younger, pulling him close for comfort. Deep down, they understood.
Hiiro was at the center of this, and so weren’t they.
“The family in the legend, shouldn’t we put our trust in them?” The first wolf, Darm, asked as the other finished.
Gart scoffed, “You know Slavka only trusts teeth and claws.”
“And the Combats and the Gauntlet, too,” Darm agreed.
“If another has been born and claims the power of the Sight, Slavka has already ordered their deaths. Everything connected to the Sight is our enemy. If Pauchi-Kamuy finds the human, Slavka fears for all.”
“Why? Especially when she doesn’t believe in the legends?”
The chilling dread quickly became so cold Niki thought it would splinter his very bones.
“Because Pauchi-Kamuy could use it to stir up fears and superstitions to fool the wolves, just as it is happening with Wolfbane. He’s already taken over the Balkar and wants the final power of the Man Varg. Everything would be under his control if that were to happen.”
Gart huffed, “Now, come. It is clear the human is not here. We shall travel east to the Vale of Shadows to find Tsinga, get some answers from her, and see if we can pick up the human’s trail from there.”
Niki gulped, feeling his paws tremble as the wind eerily whispered through the leaves and trees.
~*~
Farther in the woods, Hiiro came upon a small clearing. His paws hurt, his stomach growled painfully, and his body wished to just rest. But he couldn’t, not when he was still lost and found no one.
“Umu…”
“Hiiro-san, I’m certain they didn’t forget about you.”
“Not that…” Hiiro’s nose quivered as it picked up the scent of meat.
Sweet, delicious meat.
Saliva drooled from his jaws as he saw a piece hanging from a rope in the clearing like something took pity on him and graced him with nutrition. Without thinking, he trotted over and jumped for it, but it was just out of reach of both his paws and jaws. He huffed as he stared up at it.
“W-wait! Hiiro-san! The ground!” Hasinaw cried out to him.
Hiiro felt the ground beneath his feet. It felt more like a thin layer of plywood than solid ground. He chanced a glance down, freezing as he saw leaves. The trees above shouldn’t have been shedding their leaves anytime soon.
The leaves…!
He realized it too late. It was a hunter’s trap. A pit.
The only reason he didn’t trigger it was because he wasn’t heavy enough to break the false ground.
Just as he turned to get away from it, it felt like his soul left him hearing a distinct, familiar voice call out to him. “Hiiro-san!”
Mayoi bounded through the bush. It was as if it were slow motion as the black and white wolf came closer. Hiiro called out to warn him. “Mayoi-senpai!”
One heartbeat.
Turquoise and cerulean widened in horror as they realized what was happening. Everything was already set in motion, unable to stop.
One heartbeat.
Mayoi’s front paws landed on the false floor. The branches cracked and snapped.
One heartbeat.
A Timber wolf darted through the brush and over to them.
One heartbeat.
Hiiro saw and felt himself and Mayoi be shoved away from the pit by HiMERU.
It was as if time resumed at its normal pace in his mind as the white wolf tumbled backward with Mayoi. Dread and anxiety welled like rogue waves as Hiiro knew what the squelching and wood splintering sounds meant, as well as the pained, startled yelp and the tinkling of a bell hanging high above the pit.
HiMERU wasn’t above ground with them.
“HiMERU!” Hokuto had just witnessed the other wolf fall through as he caught up with them, running to the edge to check on him. He reared back from the edge with a choked gasp that bordered on a gag.
“Hi-HiMERU-san!” Mayoi scrambled back onto his paws and rushed to the edge, his voice trembling as his body became rooted to the ground in terrified, sorrowful shock, “Hi-HiMERU-san…”
He shouldn’t have looked, but Hiiro felt compelled to.
The dark, horrible irony of it all was that had HiMERU been just a little bit over to the right he would have missed all of the stakes entirely. He was only pierced by one, but that one went right through his chest and shoulders. Even if they could get him out, there was no way they could treat his wound.
This pit would become HiMERU’s grave.
The young wolf grew shocked as the Timber wolf gasped slightly, stirring ever so minutely. Cruelly, he hadn’t died on impact.
“I…I’ve been impaled…” HiMERU was in such a state of shock that he had dropped his third-person entirely, stating what had happened as if it were a surprising fact. A back leg attempted to kick some of the dirt, as if trying to stand up, but he winced and whined in pain as his body attempted to move around the stake. So much of his blood was seeping into the ground that the dirt could no longer hold anymore, allowing the rest of it to pool around him and matt his fur.
“HiMERU-san…” Mayoi almost whispered his cry.
Hiiro numbly stared down at his dying friend, a singular thought running through his mind, no matter how much Hasinaw screamed in his mind that it wasn’t true.
This happened because of him.
It was all his fault.
Had he not forced Hasinaw to stay quiet when Niki and Kohaku passed by, had he not blindly run around through the woods and just stayed put, had he had more strength to stay with them at the water buffalo instead of panicking and running away in the first place, HiMERU wouldn’t be dying.
“Hii…ro-san…”
HiMERU strained the younger’s name, forcing the white wolf back to the present. The Timber wolf was gazing at him with a mix of fondness and sympathy, but his voice had a certain sternness despite the obvious pain he was in. “Don’t…you dare…think…what…you’re thinking…I’ve…been there…”
Hiiro’s jaws minutely opened and closed, but the small smile from HiMERU forced the younger not to voice his rebuttal. The Timber wolf slowly turned his head to look at the other wolves. “Hidaka…Aya…se…get…Hiiro-san…out…of here…”
The thundering of hooves and whoops were heard in the distance, and they were coming closer. Hokuto lurched his head in the direction of the noise. “A hunting party…”
The pit’s bell continued to ring.
“Please…go…” HiMERU pleaded with them, his voice becoming raspy.
“N…No…” Mayoi’s words had a wet warble, turquoise eyes shining with unshed tears.
Hiiro managed to pull his gaze away from the dying wolf and noticed, through all of the sadness and anguish, another emotion was shining in Mayoi’s eyes. Love. The kind of love that only a devastated, broken heart could be born from.
It’s all my fault…
“Ayase, don’t…make me repeat myself…you promised…remember?” HiMERU gingerly lifted his head as best as he could, despite the pain, “I’m…I’m a lost cause…Save…Hiiro-san…Please…”
“I…” Mayoi’s tears began to trickle, “I can’t leave you…”
“Please…Look after Oukawa…and Shiratori…and the others…”
“Y-You’re not going to die!” Mayoi cried out, refusing to leave his spot.
The Timber wolf had a bitter-sweet smile. His unfocused gaze turned to Hokuto who was as rigid as the trees in horror. “Hidaka…Please…”
His strength was fading rapidly, just like the hooves of the horses closing in. He lowered his head to rest on the blood-soaked ground. The flame of life in his eyes was fast losing its battle to stay lit. “Please…”
Hokuto looked conflicted, gritting his jaws and closing his eyes to hold back the sting of tears. He then headbutted Mayoi. “MOVE!”
Quickly, the three sprinted out of the clearing, just in time before the hunting party came, whoops and hollers abound as they cheered their trap’s success.
~*~
As the three disappeared, HiMERU felt a sense of relief knowing they had gotten away. Even if it meant he would be dying alone. He finally understood how Mayoi said he was able to face death and how Tatsumi must have felt saving him and Kohaku in the school. The terror of dying couldn’t extinguish the relief of knowing he helped save his friends and loved ones.
“Hey! This one’s still breathing!” He winced as one of the humans above prodded his wound with a stick.
Kanna-Kamuy formed with the men above the pit, walking through them as if he were a specter that no one else could see. He jumped down the side of the pit to be beside HiMERU. “…Kousuke…”
“Heh…” HiMERU couldn’t meet his eyes, the strength to move fast leaving him as he grew colder and colder, “Funny…How did you figure out…my name…?”
Kanna-Kamuy’s grey eyes were hard, but not from callousness. It appeared he was conflicted and pained. He held two fingers up, electric sparks arcing from them. “I…won’t allow these humans to make you suffer more…if you wish…”
HiMERU gathered what strength he had left to smile softly. “…Thank you…”
The only thing he wished he could have done was say goodbye to everyone. Or at least, see them all one last time. Maybe, despite how selfish of him it would be, tell Tatsumi and Mayoi, finally, that he loved them.
‘I’ am sorry, Oukawa. Guess you can’t patch ‘me’ up this time…
Kanna-Kamuy placed the two fingers over his chest. The electric pulse stopped his heart.
It was quick.
It was painless.
His body slumped and stilled, the blood pool ceasing to grow.
~*~
Tsukasa’s hands were clamped over his mouth as he tried to muffle his cries, tears streaming down his eyes and around his fingers. Many of the idols were mournful, eyes downcast in silent reverence to honor HiMERU’s sacrifice. Even Ibara shed a few tears, stubbornly wiping them away as if to save face.
Poro-nitne appeared unmoved, but there was a calculating gaze as if he were mulling over if he should speak or not. On another, private viewing portal for himself, he could see a crow with a white head overlooking the pit. Even he felt a pang of pity for the crow, as he could see the bird had small tears beginning to form.
~*~
Rinne lashed his tail as he and Aira waited at the meeting spot for the others. They had already scoured their portion of the forest to no avail, leaving both of them quiet bundles of anxiety and fear. Niki came trotting through the brush with Kohaku, making the red wolf perk and then deflate as a white wolf didn’t show.
“Rinne-kun, there’s a big problem.”
“Niki…”
“I know. Not the time. But everyone needs to know. Kohaku-chan and I found rebels wandering around and learned of the prophecy word for word. Ototo-san is at the center of it and the rebels will kill anyone connected to the Sight.”
Rinne stilled completely, eyes locked with Niki’s. “…How bad is this prophecy?”
“Pretty horrific.”
“…Fuck my life…” Rinne deflated considerably. Aira and Kohaku shared worried glances that then cast out into the forest, fearing for Hiiro’s safety and realizing his worst fears had come true.
Aira perked up seeing Mayoi and Hokuto slowly make their way towards them with Hiiro in toe. “They found him!”
He bolted, running towards them with Kohaku on his tail. The relief at seeing his close friend soon dissipated, slowing his steps to a halt just a few paces ahead of the trio when he realized it was just the trio. Kohaku noticed the lack of HiMERU’s presence and the somber atmosphere. “…What happened?”
Aira’s heart felt like a cold knife had been run through it as he saw Hiiro was near catatonic, gaze staring off far beyond where the physical world lay. That knife twisted further seeing Mayoi in absolute distress and despair. “Mayo-san…? Hiro-kun…?”
The young wolf turned to the slate one, green eyes pleading for answers seeing him the least recked out of them. “Hidaka-senpai…?”
“Where’s HiMERU-kun?” Niki had frozen in his steps, one paw still in the air, but his tone indicated he was hoping that what he thought happened hadn’t rather than asking a question. Rinne was just behind him, silent but pleading in the same way Niki was with just his eyes.
Hokuto couldn’t meet any of their eyes, lowering his gaze to the grass at his paws. “…There was a hunter’s pit…”
It was as if the world came to a crashing halt. Yet, knowingly, and, cruelly, this was just the beginning of this dark universe. It was a sign that time would not stop.
And the clock began to tick down the moment HiMERU shoved Mayoi and Hiiro out of the way.
~*~
Kaname fluttered away from the pit, not wanting to see the body of his brother, until he couldn’t even see the horses or the people. From a branch, Pauchi’s cruel, off-putting voice laughed in his mind.
“HAHAHAHAHAHA! BLED LIKE A PIG, HE DID! WHAT A FOOL! THOUGHT HE COULD CHANGE FATE? BAH! ONLY WAY HE COULD HAVE CHANGED ANYTHING IS IF HE LET ONE OR BOTH OF THEM DIE IN HIS STEAD!”
Kaname dug his talons into the bark, biting back his thoughts on how unusually cruel the god was being. This wasn’t the Pauchi he knew. This was going well beyond what he was normally like, even for an evil god. There had to be something pulling Pauchi’s strings in the dark. Something far more eviler and sinister.
“Ah~ Now then…I believe it’s time for Thorn to meet him in the afterlife, hm? Damned priest keeps trying to find ways to circumvent my seals on his tongue. Can’t have him revealing such crucial information that could break the crux of this universe, now can we?”
“No, sir…”
“Good. Now go. Watch them. Stay with them. I want to see each and every last one of their deaths when the time comes. Otherwise, report back only what is necessary. I…trust…you’ll know the difference.”
Kaname shivered. The way it said trust – it felt like the word was foreign or that it was a veiled threat.
~*~
Subaru perked his head upon hearing the snapping of a twig, raising himself from slumber. Mao stepped through the shadows towards him, a rabbit dropping from his jaws in front of the other. “Sorry, didn’t mean to spook you. Hungry?”
Subaru exhaled a sigh and rested his head on his paws. “Not really…”
“You okay?” The russet wolf tilted his head. The golden eagle watched them from above in a tree, its head slightly mimicking the movement of the russet wolf.
“…Just…miss the others.”
Mao’s tail drooped. Subaru had been around only him and Hokuto during this whole ordeal, barring the brief times he would see the others in between the universes. Subaru had been either one of the first to die or was left alone for a while. The orange wolf, despite having found a friend in Kaname, was lonely.
“…Right…I…I guess I forgot you’ve been stuck on your own a lot since this all started…Do you want to talk?”
“…How’s Hokke?” Blue eyes looked glossy as they looked up at the other.
Mao sighed, sitting beside the other and carefully mulling over his words. “He was…distraught after losing you…Very…not temperamental but…”
“…Sensitive?” Subaru supplied.
“Yeah…One minute he would be like usual, maybe a bit more stern, then the next…an emotional wreck. Yours and Amagi’s deaths really changed him. Sometimes he was very quiet, sometimes sorrowful, and others…far more callous than I thought he would be capable of.”
“Hiiro…” He thought back to the sweet kid who, in some ways, eerily reminded him of himself and, at other times, of Hokuto. “…Were you there when…”
“Yeah…Niki-senpai and I tried to save him…but…it wasn’t enough.”
They remained quiet, Subaru’s tail flicking over the bundle wrapped in fur pressed to his abdomen. A coo and a gurgle alerted the wolves, but the human babe merely resettled itself back into a peaceful slumber. The orange wolf carefully sniffed the tuffs of silky black hair on the little one’s head, finding it almost identical to a certain raven-haired teen he was aching to see again – to speak properly.
“Such a weird thing, isn’t it?” Mao grew soft as he marveled at the baby, “So much fuss over a small kid…”
“Yeah…How’s everyone else? You, too, Sarri…”
It was as if the words coming from Mao were only half registered as he listened, his heart attempting to pull the rest of his mind toward Hokuto. Even if he knew there was no way the other could hear, he willed his thoughts futilely anyway.
Hokke…I love you so much…Please stay strong until I see you again.
~*~
Hokuto had wandered downstream from the den site later that night once they had all returned, needing some time to be alone. He could hear Tatsumi’s mournful, distant howl, the slate wolf knowing the others had just broken the news of HiMERU’s death to him. His heart felt like the strings of an instrument being plucked painfully as he heard it more and more.
He just watched another person he knew die in front of him.
He couldn’t do anything for Subaru in his time of need.
He just barely saved Niki, and even then needed his help to survive the ordeal.
Now, he was forced to abandon HiMERU to die alone.
I could have done something sooner. Why? Was it because I cornered HiMERU earlier? If I hadn’t…
He found a spot shaded in almost pitch blackness by a boulder, curling himself up into a ball in the shadow. The screams from Kohaku of “you’re lying” and “HiMERU-han wouldn’t be tha’ stupid” rang in his head again and again. He couldn’t get Hiiro’s catatonic stare out of his head. Mayoi looked so broken.
It’s all my fault. It’s all my fault he’s gone. They all blame me, too…
He was responsible for Subaru’s death.
He felt responsible for not doing enough to keep Niki safe in the first place.
It seemed only logical in his mind to blame himself.
That others would blame him since they all knew he was capable of doing such things.
“Oi, Kita-san…”
Hokuto snapped his head up, the red wolf looming over him. “Amagi-senpai…”
Rinne looked away for a moment. “Ya were gone a while. Wanted to make sure nothing happened to ya, too…”
“…Sorry,” Hokuto lowered his head in shame, “I know I shouldn’t be off on my own.”
“Nah, I get it. Everyone grieves in their own way,” Rinne at least sounded understanding.
“Still…”
“Oi,” Rinne grew stern, like a scolding parent, “Don’t think that way, too, Hidaka-san.”
“Eh?”
“You’re blaming yourself, aren’t ya?” Rinne’s tail lashed slowly side to side behind him, “Well, don’t.”
Hokuto stilled. “…But-”
“And don’t think we blame ya, either,” Rinne added with a knowing look, “Ya did what ya could. Mayoi-chan started talking again. Said Merumeru wanted ya to get them outta there, and ya did. Ya just did what Merumeru asked ya to in his…dying moments.”
“Still,” Hokuto couldn’t shake the guilt, “…I…had an argument with him while searching for Amagi. If…If I chose a different time to confront him than when I did…”
Rinne had a critical eye on him. Hokuto braced for whatever Rinne wanted to lash out at him with.
“…Did ya…find out something ‘bout him that…was unusual?”
He was not expecting that. Now he couldn’t shake the feeling they were dancing around the topic.
He couldn’t stand it anymore. “Did you…know his…secret?”
“Ah, so ya did,” Rinne sat beside him, gazing out over the river, “Yeah, I knew some. Hard to sneak that kinda shit by me as the unit leader, Vice Prez, and all…Knew he wasn’t who he said he was, but didn’t pry much further.”
“Why?”
Rinne shrugged. “Us bees all have our problems and reasons for what we do – more than enough dirt on each of us. We just…treat it as a silent agreement to not push or pry if they aren’t willing to talk. Kinda let each other do what we do with trusting the others to know what they’re doing without doing something outrageously stupid.”
“Not going to lie, but you seem to be the exception to that rule.”
Rinne laughed, something far closer to his genuine, relaxed state. “Sometimes! It’s more like critical shit. We’re all smarter than we look and have our own interests. So long as we don’t do something that messes with each other’s interests, we tend to let shit slide.”
“He said…” Hokuto internally debated on if he should reveal what he knew, “…It had to do with a little brother.”
“Little brother?” Rinne seemed interested, pausing for a long moment, “Ah, so that explains a few things.”
“Hm?”
“Eh, just some things he said to me and how he’s acted around Kohaku-chan…Seemed to take an awful lot o’ care talking to me ‘bout Hiiro…”
He could sense the minefield ahead. Bravely, he took that metaphorical step forward into the warzone. “You blame yourself a lot for what happened to Amagi in that school, don’t you?”
Rinne deflated some, a rueful smile present. “That obvious, huh?”
“It was obvious even shortly after it happened,” Hokuto added.
“…Yeah…Yeah, I did. Still do…Merumeru seemed especially keen on making sure I knew I was still a good person, despite all the shit I dragged them into this past summer.”
Hokuto’s tail tip flicked at the memory. “This summer was something else.”
“Yeah, it was…”
Silence clung to the air, crickets chirping and fireflies blinking in and out of existence. Hokuto’s thoughts dragged back to the others. “How…Is everyone right now?”
The somber atmosphere returned. “Mayoi-chan and Tatsumi-chan are taking it hard. They had gotten quite close to Merumeru during this universe, after all…Ai-chan and Niki are working with Kohaku-chan and Hiiro. Kohaku-chan took it pretty hard – kid’s been attached to Merumeru’s hip since the beginning of this shitstorm. Hiiro…”
Hokuto didn’t mean to let a whimper escape, but it did all the same. Rinne continued, his next words stunning the slate wolf. “Ai-chan came to me ‘bout Hiiro once we got back. Said Hiiro was…That he felt he was gonna cause all of our deaths this time around. Had a feeling he had the Sight and that’s why Pauchi-Kamuy and his cronies were so dead set on him as they cursed us. After the shit that happened today with the birds and Merumeru…”
“He blames himself…” Hokuto whispered more so to himself, feeling a heavy pang of sympathy and care.
“Yeah…There’s enough of the blame game going around as it is…even myself,” Rinne’s gaze watched a group of fireflies gathered around a clump of grass, their lights going in and out much like themselves as they jumped from universe to universe, “Shoulda realized that vision of Merumeru’s may have been a warning ‘bout his death rather than Mayoi-chan or Hiiro – with the way he seemed especially protective now.”
“…At the pit…HiMERU told Amagi to not blame himself…that he had been there before…”
Rinne’s laugh was more like a soft sigh. “Even Merumeru…? Guess I get where it was coming from…Lots o’ the clues to that school and appeasing the ghosts fell on him and Kohaku-chan…Not that I blame them at all. We all went as fast and as carefully as we could…Even with that bastard’s intervention.”
A distant, questioning howl called out to them. Rinne stretched on all four of his legs, trembling a little with how hard he stretched. “Yeah, yeah, we’re coming! Tatsumi-chan needs to talk to all of us. Says he has a game plan now that the shitstorm has finally started for us.”
Hokuto hesitated.
“Hey, no one blames ya, Kita-san,” Rinne’s tail came to gently rest on the other’s shoulder, “Ya did everything ya could. All the other shit was out of our control.”
As Hokuto stood, one nagging, guilty thought still refused to let go.
The best that he could was still not enough.
The best that he could do in the school was not enough to save Subaru.
His best wasn’t enough to prevent Niki from getting grievously injured.
His best wasn’t enough to not need Niki to save him in the end.
He needed to be better.
He had to be more useful than he had up to this point.
For everyone’s sake, he wanted – needed – to be better.
~*~
“Hey, Poro-nitne-Kamuy,” Shiramba kept his stern gaze trained on the screen as they watched Hokuto and Rinne, “You said you might be able to distract Pauchi-Kamuy to sneak me through, correct?”
Poro-nitne’s red orbs locked with his light green. “To an extent. I can cover you some if need be, but I cannot guarantee he won’t pick up that something is amiss.”
“…How soon can you do that?”
The idols watched the exchange between the two gods, Makoto in particular seeming to know already what Shiramba was thinking. Poro-nitne reclined somewhat. “You have an idea?”
Shiramba’s eyes narrowed behind his fake spectacles. “Yes…Both artifact pieces will go in at once. One to Hidaka, and the other to the younger Amagi for safekeeping until he meets Isara.”
“H-How do you know Hiiro-kun will meet him first?” Hinata seemed especially concerned.
“Think,” Shiramba pushed the fake frames back into place on his nose, “Pauchi-Kamuy mentioned he had already known Isara would have the child. After hearing that prophecy, it is only right to assume that Hiiro, after his awakening to the Sight powers, would probably run into them since he and that human child are linked. As it is, I can sense Hidaka’s intent and resolve even when I’m contracted with Yuuki. I can tell both of their mental states had taken quite the hit. It is imperative I get to them sooner rather than later, even if it means we risk catching his attention.”
“Guys!” Tetora pointed to the screen as Hokuto cowered on the ground, holding his head with his paws.
~*~
A shot of pain entered his temple like a syringe as his vision went white for but a moment. He saw a mountain pass that split in two directions. Then a man with wooden glasses held a hand out to him. He could hear Makoto calling out, telling him he had to trust this man. Then a voice.
“This one understands that it is hard to fight for yourself when living means living in this hell you never asked to be in. But please! Do not surrender to the monsters inside you! You can still fight! Seek out Shiramba-Kamuy!”
Another voice spoke to him.
“Hokke…I love you…St…ay…st…ro…ng…”
He took a large, gasping breath as his vision returned to him. Rinne was hovering over him, and the slate wolf could barely hear his frantic questioning. “I…I think…I understand what Alkaloid, Isara, and HiMERU went through…”
Rinne stilled. “Another one?”
“Yeah…He said I had to find Shiramba-Kamuy…Do you know who that is?”
Rinne cocked his head to the side. “Yeah, that’s the plant god. He’s, like, the second most important god behind Fuchi-Kamuy.”
“That powerful?”
“Damn straight,” Rinne chuckled.
~*~
Eichi hummed, “Seems Chironnup-Kamuy had the same idea.”
Shiramba had a knowing smirk. “So, Poro-nitne-Kamuy. Going to hold up your end of the bargain?”
~*~
The wolves gathered around, out of habit leaving one empty space for the member of their little pack that would not return to them. Mayoi and Tatsumi had to drag their eyes away from the space, pain and sorrow still having a solid grasp on them. Niki, Kohaku, and Fuchi worked together to relay the prophecy back to the others, the atmosphere tensing considerably with each eerie line being delivered.
Hiiro had slowly come out of his catatonic state thanks to Aira’s persistent efforts, which had been split between him and comforting Kohaku as best as he could. With great effort, Hiiro recounted what had startled him, a few of the wolves’ tails lashing at the mention of the Assistant. Niki growled protectively, wrapping a paw over the white wolf and drawing him close out of habit. “Birds of a feather flock together. Assholes the both of them.”
Tatsumi winced slightly at the comment, a look of conflicted hurt flashing in purple irises. Hiiro gazed at the river that acted like a mirror to the sparkly stars above. “I don’t know…He seemed…hesitant. Like he didn’t want to do it. He spoke in my head like…he was only saying it because he had to.”
“I’m certainly not trusting that,” Hokuto remarked coldly, “He’s more than capable of doing us harm. Why would he hold back on something like this?”
“Well, there was the willow bark incident,” Tatsumi added. He was leaning against Mayoi quite heavily.
“Willow bark?” Aira and Hokuto comically cocked their heads to the side at the same time.
“Right,” Rinne drawled, “Ya two weren’t there for that.”
Niki still seemed displeased as he recounted the incident to the two.
“Still,” Hokuto growled lowly, “No one grows a conscience that quickly.”
Hiiro stood suddenly. “What if he wasn’t fully aware of what was going on?”
“Woah, Ototo-kun,” Rinne stood as well, leveling his eyes with his little brother, “Are ya suggesting this guy is a victim as well?”
Hiiro growled in frustration. “I-I don’t know about that. It’s just…how else could it be explained?”
“Honestly,” Hasinaw sat on a rock among the wolves, her chin held in a hand as she leaned forward, “It’s a possibility.”
“Got an idea ya wanna share?” Rinne’s tail lashed impatiently.
“More like some information from Apasam-un-Kamuy,” Hasinaw side-eyed the duo deity beside Aira.
Kako spoke, “The reason we allowed Pauchi-Kamuy to form the Link in the first place was because he intends to let the boy return to the living world without the need for the Link. He did it to save the boy from dying.”
“Wait, what?” Most of the wolves’ tails became bushy.
“Boy?” Rinne narrowed his eyes.
Mirai nodded, looking thoughtfully at Aira for a moment. “Now that I think about it…He may have been around Aira’s age when he first came to our realm about 2 years ago.”
“So, closer to Mayo-chan in age now?” Niki asked.
“Mm,” Mirai hummed, “Though, I don’t think he knows how long he had been in our realm. We could sense he was more or less stuck in Teinei up until…you all came.”
The wolves were silent as thoughts formed and raced. Kako looked at his wife with a solemn look. “With that in mind, it could be possible that he has begun to discover that things are not as they seem.”
“Th-that would explain how he was at the s-school compared to now…” Mayoi trembled at the painful memories.
“Still,” Hokuto remained stubborn, “That is far too quick of a change. Only way I see that happening is if he had a major realization or that there had to be a lot he found out all at once. And it doesn’t change the fact he has aided in harming us.”
Hiiro seemed unconvinced but remained quiet. Rinne shook his fur out. “Look, let’s shelve that topic for now. Tatsumi-chan, ya said ya have a plan?”
“Right…” Tatsumi was raspy, “Well, it’s two-fold. If my memories of this world serve me correctly, then curses are tied to the areas that they are made in. If that is true, then a way to break the curse would be to leave the pack boundaries.”
“Huh,” Rinne huffed as he resettled next to Niki, “Quite a large loophole.”
“Indeed,” Tatsumi nodded, “However, taking into account the prophecy and knowing full well that it involves us considering…everything, our troubles won’t end after breaking the curse. We should also focus on finding out more about the Sight and finding Hiiro-san a teacher.”
Hiiro lowered his head onto his paws. Tatsumi gave him a warm, comforting smile. Rinne hummed, “And ya know just the person – er, wolf I guess.”
“You remember when I said my character had a sister?” Tatsumi asked the question knowing full well where the conversation was going to go.
“Yeah, that…” Niki struggled to remember the name, “Tsinga? Was it?”
“Yes. The fortune teller.” Tatsumi sat up a bit more, trying to relieve Mayoi of most of his weight, “Apparently, after weeding through more of this universe’s memories, I remembered she, at one point, could use the Sight.”
“Damn,” Kohaku muttered from his spot next to Aira and Hiiro, “Tha’ guy is overloadin’ ya with memories compared ta ta’ last universe.”
Tatsumi’s ears drooped in rarely shown irritability. “Tell me about it. Fairly certain he’s doing it on purpose.”
“Considering how he called ya Thorn and how angry he got when ya intervened in our punishment universe,” Rinne casually wrapped his tail with Niki’s, “I think he has a bone to pick with ya.”
“Oh, I’m well aware,” Tatsumi rolled his eyes, purple irises filled with contempt, “He was even keen on promising to make me die over and over so I could be used as a test dummy for his Assistant, just so I couldn’t warn you about his existence.”
“But we found out anyway,” Kohaku scoffed, “Guy isn’t tha’ good at keepin’ secrets.”
Tatsumi glared at the grass. “Except he may have just made a slight change to it…”
“Oi, spit it out, don’t leave us hanging.” Rinne stomped a paw.
“Remember how I have been trying to tell all of you something but nothing was coming out of my mouth no matter how I tried?”
Everyone could remember seeing a very rarely frustrated Tatsumi on the verge of cursing as he worked with HiMERU and Mayoi to try to figure out what was wrong.
“Yeah…?” Rinne grew hesitant.
However, Kohaku picked up on it rather quickly. “Tha’ asshole is censorin’ ya on purpose!”
“More than likely,” Tatsumi’s tail lashed in aggravation, “And it’s more than likely critical information if he’s that insistent on silencing me on it.”
Rinne asked, “Have ya tried writing in the dirt with your claws or paws?”
Tatsumi staggered to stand but his snarl was more than enough to express how angered he was. “When I said I tried everything with HiMERU-san and Mayoi-san, I meant everything! I’m not trying to intentionally hide it!”
“Well,” Rinne harshly stood up as well, fur bristling, “Considering ya lied to Neko ‘bout having extra protection when ya already gave them away to Merumeru and Kohaku-chan! Oh, and didn’t reveal ya had far more visions than ya told any of us, even Merumeru! Forgive me for-”
Niki roughly grabbed him by the scruff and threw him down on the ground, staring Tatsumi into submission. “Both of you! Enough! This is not the time to be losing our fucking heads!”
The three young wolves cowered and shivered, leaving Hokuto to stand over them as he eyed the raging wolves carefully. Mayoi nervously darted his gaze between Rinne and Tatsumi, tail tucked between his legs and trembling. After a tense few seconds, Tatsumi settled back down. “Now…As I was saying. I think the best course of action is to go to Tsinga, find out what you all can of the Sight, and then flee the pack boundaries to break the curse.”
Rinne huffed but kept his tone in check. “Why not flee the boundary first?”
“Because Tsinga lives in a place called the Vale of Shadows, and it is on the way if you go to the eastern border. It lies beyond the rapids and a human camp, just past the white mountain.”
Hokuto scoffed at the name of the place, “Just how stereotypically cryptic can we get?”
“Well,” Kohaku drawled, “Considerin’ ta’ school universe had all o’ ta’ classic horror tropes, I’d say tis par fer ta’ course.”
“Regardless,” Tatsumi continued, “Tsinga knows more about the finer details of both the prophecy and the Sight. She…apparently…taught Pauchi-Kamuy and Isara-san how to use the Sight.”
“…Neko can use the Sight?” Rinne slowly raised his head, gaze even with the other wolf.
“Also,” Hokuto’s ears swiveled to the side, “Why are you calling Isara ‘Neko’?”
“It’s a nickname I gave him~.”
Kohaku shook his head in exasperation. “Best not ta question why.”
“…Fair, I guess.”
“…Yes. Though, from what I’ve heard from time to time, Isara-san’s ability has faded to almost non-existent.”
“Those p-powers can fade?” Mayoi grew skeptical while Hiiro, though silent, perked hopefully.
“Over time, and with age, yes.” Tatsumi’s answer made Hiiro deflate, “She also gave each of them a bird Helper. Isara-san had a golden eagle named Skart, and Pauchi-Kamuy…well, the crow.”
Everyone grew on edge, eyeing the shadows as if the Assistant could be hiding in any of them, watching them all. He was already there at the hunt. Who’s to say he wasn’t there right now, listening in?
“From what I know, Pauchi-Kamuy became so obsessed with the darker aspects of the Sight that Tsinga eventually chased him off and refused to teach him more. Meanwhile, Skart and Isara-san seemed to have disagreed on how best to use the Sight’s powers and had separated for a while,” Tatsumi rested his head on his paws, purple eyes becoming glazed, “It seems my character and their sister never made amends after a very nasty fight, hence why I only know bits and pieces.”
“Great, hopefully that doesn’t bite us in the ass,” Rinne muttered.
Mayoi kneaded the ground thoughtfully. “J-Just what are the Searchers? A-and that summoning howl…”
Tatsumi gave the other an affectionate lick on the cheek, making the black and white wolf squirm and squeak. “The Searchers are the dead spirits. From what I can gather, these spirits can take form through anger and hatred, and the summoning howl can bring them back to the world of the living. This summoning howl…it’s essentially the full force of the Sight that guides them to our world from the Pathways of Death – er, I guess the afterlife? It’s believed the reason no one has achieved the final power of the Sight is because the Searchers need to be summoned for it to take place.”
“Why? Just for shits and giggles to have the dead roam the living once again?” Rinne tsked.
“Mm…” Tatsumi thought for a moment, “To conjecture…Perhaps it’s because the spirits…They can access or have at least experienced the energy that courses through everything in this universe. It’s sometimes said the Sight taps into that same energy, so, perhaps it’s their mere summoning into the living world that allows those with the Sight to have a chance to access the final power.”
“They’ve experienced life and death,” Wakka added, “They would know both sides. It’s kind of similar to how our pantheon works. Spiritual energy lies in both the living and the dead, but the transition between the two is what makes them different.”
“Indeed,” Kako rubbed his chin in thought, “Hence why gods can travel between the living and spirit worlds at will…more or less.”
“It’s far harder to go back to the spirit realm than it is to leave,” Fuchi corrected.
“Yeah, those sending back rituals sure are something else…” Rinne sounded bitter.
“Sending back rituals?” Most of the wolves, other than the white and red ones, tilted their heads.
Wakka nodded. “Unlike other pantheons, us gods can go to the human world so long as we have a purpose for it. And until that purpose is fulfilled, or if the proper sending ritual is done, we can’t return to the spirit world.”
“So tis not as free as other mythologies,” Kohaku surmised.
Hokuto eyed Tatsumi, giving a moment of silence before asking, “Kazehaya-senpai. When you said we had to find Tsinga and learn what we can…Why did it sound like you wouldn’t be coming with us?”
Lavender eyes became downcast. Rinne felt an eye twitch. “Tatsumi-chan.”
“I…wasn’t intending on hiding…I truly wanted to tell you all. I just…I was trying to be conscious of everyone’s mental states and…didn’t want this to…”
“You’re dying, aren’t ya?” Rinne spat his question more like it was a fact.
“…Yes.”
Hiiro quivered harshly, a tiny whine being muffled by his paws that only Aira and Kohaku caught. Rinne grew solemn, despite wanting to lash out at anything and everything. He dug his claws into the earth to keep his anger at bay. “Is that why, no matter how much we tried, ya just…look like you’re wasting away?”
Tatsumi couldn’t bear to see Mayoi’s face, feeling the hurt emanating from him without needing to. “Shortly before Pauchi-Kamuy made that deal, I had Wakka check what was going on. And please, don’t get mad at her. I asked her to keep quiet, as I believed this was my responsibility to tell you all.”
Rinne slowly turned to Wakka for answers. The water goddess appeared to slowly curl in on herself. “There was a mass in his stomach…and when I checked other places…there were other masses, too…”
“Cancer…” Rinne stared down at the ground in thought, “Not something I woulda pegged that bastard to have someone die of.”
“It’s possibly because,” Tatsumi’s voice was soft, “My original character was supposed to die that way, especially since my character seems to be an elder. If he was truthful about making sure this universe doesn’t collapse on us, perhaps he had to stick with how I would die.”
“That’s why you look far older than the rest of us…” Niki couldn’t help but look at Tatsumi’s once sleek, shiny silver coat look duller and far more grey.
Fuchi grew solemnly stern, “That’s why Pauchi-Kamuy pointed it out when he first confronted us…”
The wolves grew silent attempting to come to terms that they would be losing another friend so soon after the first. Rinne’s next question almost wasn’t heard. “How long do ya got?”
Tatsumi looked at Wakka for a moment, no doubt having a telepathic conversation. “…Possibly until winter, but not longer.”
That was only a few months away, maybe two or three at the most.
Tatsumi sighed, bracing himself as he needed to say one last thing. “Since time is of the essence…You should go on without me as soon as possible.”
“Excuse ya!?” Rinne stood and snarled. This time, Niki did not try to stop Rinne, as he, too, grew outraged. “You want us to leave you behind!?”
“I can’t make that journey, that much is obvious.” Tatsumi couldn’t meet their eyes.
“Absolutely not!” Mayoi shocked everyone with how loud and angry he sounded.
“Mayoi-san-”
“No! I’m not leaving you alone!” Mayoi’s tail lashed and turquoise eyes blazed in rage with unshed tears, “I already had to leave HiMERU-san to die alone, I’m not doing that to you, too!”
Mayoi’s whimpers became hiccupped sobs. Tatsumi’s ears drooped, but he was torn over if he should reach out to comfort the other, knowing he was the reason behind the tears.
Kohaku stood abruptly, his own rage bubbling to the surface. “HiMERU-han an’ I had ta leave ya behind back at tha’ school! I’m not doin’ tha’ again! Got it!?”
“Kohaku-san…”
Aira practically pounced on him, burying his face into the other’s chest. “You’re our friend! We stick together…!”
“…I’m only going to slow you all down…” Tatsumi gently rested his head on top of Aira’s.
Rinne appeared conflicted. Slowly, he let his words trickle out much like the slow-moving river near them. “I…I’m gonna speak for all of us. I get the importance of what ya want us to do…But we won’t leave ya…When…Once ya pass…then we’ll leave…but not a moment sooner.”
Tatsumi was on the verge of tears. “Everyone…”
Tatsumi’s time would come just as summer transitioned to autumn. Mayoi was beside him, taking a nap while the pups trained some more with Niki and Hokuto. The silver wolf passed peacefully in his sleep. The fallen leaves draped over his body like a shawl, despite his body becoming stiffer by the second.
Rinne sat in a mournful vigil as each of the younger wolves came to give their goodbyes, Niki and Hokuto having to lead Mayoi away when the black and white wolf wouldn’t budge from Tatsumi’s side. “…At least he passed in his sleep this time…”
Hiiro was becoming catatonic once again, barely reacting when Rinne gently prodded him to walk away. Kohaku huffed, “We can’t leave him like this, Rinne-han. We should bury him, at least.”
“I know. I’m not leaving him like that, either.” Rinne assured the other whispering to him the last part, “Just didn’t want Hiiro to see it.”
The black wolf took the hint and began leading Hiiro away to the others down the hill. The red wolf became further pained when he realized Wakka was no longer among the group, along with the dismayed looks of Hasinaw and Fuchi. Rinne turned around, finding a spot he thought Tatsumi would have liked, and tried to dig a hole. He was met with a barrier.
“The fuck!?”
Pauchi’s voice was mocking. “In this world, wolves only bury pups who die before getting named. Those who lived a…‘full’ life like him do not. Do be sure to remember that for the future.”
“Ya fucking bastard!” Rinne snarled at the air, attempting to dig through the barrier to no avail.
A caw caught his attention.
On a branch not too far off was the Assistant. He fluttered down and morphed into his human form, emotionless mask staring holes into Rinne. Rinne’s tail lashed as he snarled, “What do ya fucking want?”
A floating book was summoned beside the Assistant as it flipped its endless pages, coming to a stop and black writing he couldn’t identify forming. The Assistant nodded after reading the contents and summoned some string and a shovel. He took two twigs nearby and tied them together to form a cross. He looked at Rinne with a very slight tilt of the head, holding the cross in one hand and the shovel in the other.
Rinne’s snarling ceased, instead guarded surprise making him still and raise his head. They stared silently at each other for several seconds until Rinne slowly stepped aside, gesturing to the spot where he wanted to make a hole with his nose. He kept a wide berth as the Assistant got to work, remaining silent as the masked figure summoned a white sheet to wrap Tatsumi up in and place his body in the hole. His gaze soon stayed on the mask even after the Assistant began filling the hole and placing the cross, covering the mound of dirt with a few rocks from the river.
They both held a silent vigil over Tatsumi’s grave for over a minute, the Assistant slowly turning to leave and sit on a ledge, away from the wolf. Rinne couldn’t help but think about their discussion regarding him last night.
…Maybe ya are just as much a victim as us…Or at least…have had a change of heart to some extent…
With one last, mourning howl, which the rest of the pack howled back further away, Rinne walked away, letting one tear shed. “I’m sorry Merumeru, Tatsumi-chan…I wish I coulda done more for ya both…”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 31: A New Challenger (The Sight Arc Part 9)
Notes:
Placing a bit more focus on developing the overall story versus the universe at the moment, but plenty of twists in store!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening: Overlap by Kimeru
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_duoLVBuELM
“And that’s what’s been going on,” Hiyori finished recounting the events to the producers, giving the dog a scratch behind the ear. It felt odd like it wasn’t a real dog yet was at the same time.
Kunugi Akiomi sighed as he began weaving the van around the streets a little less frantically the farther they got away. “Just what nonsense have we gotten ourselves into?”
Jin leaned back in the passenger seat next to the other producer. “Clearly not nonsense if we have people like that that intent on capturing us.”
Hiyori turned back seeing the two girls in the back seat. Anzu had finished checking over a downcast Tokapcup before lifting her head. “Is there a way we can stop by a clothes store if we have cash?”
“Well, I don’t have cash on me…” Hiyori hummed, “I mostly just use my card.”
“Not a good idea given the people we are dealing with,” Jin lightly rapped Hiyori on the head with a knuckle, “They probably have ways to track us if we leave a paper trail.”
“Surprised you are thinking smart,” Kunugi casually jabbed at the other.
“Here,” Jin ignored the jab and handed Anzu a wad of cash, “Forgot to go to the bank yesterday.”
“That’s what I thought,” Kunugi muttered under his breath.
“Hm? Are you guys-” Hiyori began to ask.
Kunugi nodded, pushing his glasses back into place. “Considering we are targets now ourselves, and you two now need to figure out what we can of Fenrir along with whatever that thing is that’s hiding in the Veil, it’s best we stick together. Besides, neither of you can drive.”
Jin waved away the next question on Hiyori’s lips. “I’ll call the higher-ups and make it seem like us three are taking our week-long vacation. They’ve been nagging at us to take one before the year was up, anyways.”
Hiyori gave the sun goddess a comforting smile, choosing to accept the unquestioning help from the producers. “How are you feeling?”
Tokapcup clutched the tears of her dress tightly together. “…Would be a lot better once my clothes aren’t…tattered…”
Anzu turned sheepish. “H-Hey…I know you’re probably used to certain styles…but I can’t guarantee any store will have them…”
“I know what you’re saying,” Tokapcup muttered, “Several of the gods have adopted more modern styles of dress since they visit the human world more often than others. I’m not…against that change…”
She wrung the dress in her clutches like she didn’t want to let go. Hiyori tilted his head. “…Is the dress sentimental?”
“More like…the patterns…” Tokapcup sighed after a moment, “A big reason why these patterns are everywhere in Ainu designs, especially on clothes, is because they are believed to keep evil from entering the body. That’s why they are always around any openings of shirts, jackets, and robes.”
Hiyori took a closer look at the goddess’ dress. Indeed, patterns covered the openings around the hands and neck, as well as the hem. Even her headband has similar patterns. “Is that so…?”
“I know these patterns aren’t going to be that common so…”
Anzu appeared thoughtful, despite the hesitation dripping from her voice. “Maybe…you could come with? Pick out what you would feel comfortable in?”
The goddess shivered harshly. “As long as it’s warm and I can move in it freely…I forget how cold the human world can be…”
Kunugi hummed as he tapped the steering wheel with a finger. “Is that a good idea to bring her out in public? If those men with that Magician fellow were also part of Fenrir, almost anyone could be an undercover agent or work for them in some capacity.”
“Well…” Anzu tilted her head cutely, “You seem about my size…I could go off of my measurements.”
Kunugi found a place to pull over in front of a clothes shop. “May not want to take too long.”
While Anzu did some quick clothes shopping, Tokapcup brightened considerably once the dog bounded over the seats and began licking her face, excited yips abound and curly tail wagging furiously. She giggled, “Ekashiba! It’s good to see you, too, boy!~”
“Ekashiba?” Hiyori admired the large dog and gave it a scratch behind the ear, “You know this dog?”
Tokapcup made a cute hum as she nodded in affirmation, lovingly squishing the big dog’s cheeks in her hands. The dog didn’t seem to mind in the least. “Mm-hm! He’s Sitonai’s hunting companion!”
“Sitonai? Is she a god?”
“Oh! No,” Tokapcup was still cooing and fawning over Ekashiba who seemed to relish in the attention judging by how his tongue dangled out of his jaws, “She’s what we call a Mythic Hero. Someone who was originally human but through heroic deeds ascended to hero status among the people. They were rewarded after death by becoming legendary spirits, aka Mythic Heros, and would come to aid both spirits and humans when called upon. Although, sometimes they intervene on their own without being called. Especially Sitonai and Okikurumi. They’re known to come and go as they please and have much more freedom than regular gods when it comes to going between the living and spirit worlds.”
“Okikurumi…?” Kunugi thought for a moment, “Sounds familiar somewhat…”
“A lot of times people would just call him Oki.” Tokapcup was still cooing over Ekashiba.
“…Oki?” Sagami raised his head as an idea came to him, “Isn’t there a bodyguard hired by ES that goes by that name?”
“I think so,” Kunugi tapped his fingers on the steering wheel in a rhythmic pattern, “He’s usually hired for Eden’s concerts, though I’ve seen him occasionally guard Knights and MaM. Ran-kun seemed to especially like him since they would always chat at the end of Lives if he had the time…Still, I feel like I may have heard of an Okikurumi somewhere…”
“Mm,” The sun goddess paused in petting the spectral dog, “Perhaps his name became more well-known in Japanese society or stories?”
“If he’s an Ainu figure though…Then again,” Kunugi kept an eye on the streets, scanning each and every person that walked by through the tinted windows, “Didn’t you say some of Shintoism and Ainu folklore blended to an extent?”
“Some…yes…” It was obvious how uncomfortable the spirit was becoming with the topic, “Most not due to good reasons…”
“I apologize for bringing up hard memories, miss – er-”
“Just Toka is fine. Besides,” The sun goddess beamed, “We’ll be traveling together!~”
Anzu slid the van door open, quickly hopping in and shutting it with a pale expression. Hiyori felt a tenseness build again. “What happened?”
“U-Uh-Um…” Anzu began wringing the handle of the bag she held on her lap.
“Was there more agents?” Sagami motioned for Kunugi to begin driving again just to keep them on the move and in case they were being followed.
“I-I don’t know. He was…Nice enough, but…He seemed to hint that he knew about what was happening.”
“I’m not liking this,” Hiyori muttered, finding the dog had rested its chin on the back of the seat and looked at him expectantly, giving in and rubbing between his ears.
“He was kinda vague,” Anzu continued with great trepidation, “I accidentally ran into him, and as he helped me pick up my things he…He said something about how despite the sun’s light being weak, she was still shining bright. Along with something about how her husband was going to be in full tonight, or perhaps the stories say he’s her brother.”
Tokapcup’s mouth formed a stern frown, sitting up and staring intently at the girl. “He had to have been talking about the Ainu pantheon.”
Kunugi cut in, “He could have just been a very poetic creep.”
“He,” Anzu looked apprehensive, “He wanted us to meet him on the Top Deck of Tokyo Tower tonight…around two in the morning. He said to give the attendant the phrase ‘whether it is dark or light, the truth will shine bright’ and he would know we are the ones meeting him.”
“…Why?” Hiyori gripped the headrest of his seat, probably leaving indents from the force into the leather.
“He seemed to know you were with us, Tomoe-kun,” Hiyori shifted in his seat as Anzu continued, “That he saw what happened to Tokapcup-Kamuy before you ran into Fenrir.”
“How? We were alone!” Hiyori could have sworn he could feel several eyes glued to the back of his neck.
“He said you would know his name….Um…Kubo?”
Hiyori’s eyes slowly shifted down to gaze at the bag he left ES with. “…The book?”
He pulled out the leather-bound book and special pen, finding the loose papers and skimming the invisible inked contents until he found the name. “Doctor…Kubo Akira…”
“Eh?” Anzu peered over the seats to look at the paper and book, “Is that the book you found in ES’s library?”
“Yeah…The author was Dr. Kubo – Dr. Kubo Akira…That doesn’t make sense, though. These papers indicate he was more than likely dead.” Hiyori glared down at the words, reading them over again and again as if to glean a hidden meaning that was escaping him.
Sagami sighed, “Unless he managed to escape detection somehow. But why would the author need to speak to us?”
Tokapcup grew excited, shaking Hiyori’s shoulder. “Hiyori! This is it!”
“Huh?”
“Those papers say he was hired by Fenrir under the false assumption it was for preserving Ainu mythology and that he was trying to hide and protect this book from falling in their hands because of the Amagi village! He said he couldn’t discuss the full events, so maybe he knows a lot – or even exactly what Fenrir is trying to do!”
“And now that he knows Fenrir has tried to get us…” The idol’s thoughts began to connect like a complicated connect-the-dots puzzle, “…He wants to help. Both for our sake and for the sake of keeping his promise with Chief Amagi…”
“We should take him up on his offer! Besides, we don’t know how to proceed in finding information on Fenrir without him!” Tokapcup beamed as Anzu carefully pulled out some clothes for her.
Anzu took her winter coat up and had Hiyori hold it up. “Could you please keep this up so she can change?”
Several minutes later, Tokapcup now sported a simple, off-white, long-sleeved sweater and tan cargo pants. Anzu reasoned it might be easier to move around in case they get chased or she needs to hold several items. However, the sun goddess grew curious as the other girl pulled out a sewing kit and some fabric, holding the dress for a moment.
“Um…If you don’t mind…” Anzu couldn’t meet her warm honey eyes, “Uh…I know how to sew…So…”
“Ah,” Hiyori figured it out, “Were you going to fix her dress?”
“W-Well, it’s a bit too torn up to return it to a dress…B-but I could adjust it to a light jacket? A-And try and recreate the patterns so it covers all the openings?”
Tokapcup had tears in her eyes, hugging her excitedly. “Thank you! You’re so sweet!”
Ekashiba licked Anzu’s cheek, yipping happily. “Ah, that’s right…Where did the dog come from? It just appeared…”
“Ah!” Tokapcup lightly padded her fist in an open palm, “That’s Ekashiba! He’s a companion to one of the Ainu’s Mythic Heros! Since we have so much time before we meet Dr. Kubo, how about I tell you some of the stories? Maybe we can figure out a few things about Fenrir, too!”
~*~
It had been ten days since the wolf pack had begun their trek eastward. They all walked single file, with Rinne in the lead, stopping to scan the land ahead periodically. Occasionally, a small sound, even the most mundane, began to make them jump. It had been too long since they saw any of Pauchi’s or Kenas-Unarpe’s shadow creatures, and they didn’t know if more would be following them in the shadows or the dark of the night. They were tired and their spirits were not the highest, but they dutifully kept going.
Hiiro had become far more withdrawn and introspective, making Aira and Kohaku watch and worry over him considerably. The white wolf tended to stay close to Niki despite the two young wolves’ attempts to cheer him up or distract him with play. Hearing him say more than a small handful of words was rare, and Hasinaw was getting even fewer reactions from her Holder as she tried to talk to him through his thoughts.
Kohaku was nearing the back of the line, finding his steps growing heavy but not from fatigue. An inner battle started to plague his mind. He thought back to how Rinne seemed ready to tear him a new one when all three of them accidentally went past the set boundaries before the hunt. It was almost as if Rinne was putting the sole blame and responsibility for the three’s safety on Kohaku’s shoulders. He thought more and more, finding more and more instances of Rinne being unnecessarily harsh with him with just this universe.
They were all wearing thin mentally and physically. He couldn’t blame anyone for getting a little snappy here and there. And yet, this anger brewing inside him was starting to lack direction. He should be angry at Pauchi and everything he has forced upon them. He should be angry that so many cruel things were happening to them. Yet, this anger seemed to not care where it should be aimed and just wanted to be unleashed, consequences be damned. He had half a mind to let it do just that, take his frustration out on a tree or anything at this point to vent, but it wouldn’t solve anything.
He glanced up to the wolves ahead and it seemed to click in place the true reason why he was getting frustrated as he watched the gods mingle. Other than Rinne and himself – Hokuto had received a vision about this Shiramba god and how it seemed he was destined to become his holder while Mayoi was more or less waiting for Yushkep to finally speak to him – everyone had a god. They had power. They could fight back better.
He had nothing.
He was worthless.
And it was eating him alive.
This jealousy was fueling the frustration.
No…I can’t think like tha’. If I do, it could influence ma decisions at ta’ most crucial moments. I need ta stay focused!
“K-Kohaku-san?”
The black wolf snapped to attention, turning around as the black and white wolf trotted closer. “Rinne-san says we should rest for the night.”
He hadn’t realized he had kept walking.
“Ah…Right…”
“A-Are you okay? Eek! Sorry! Not the g-greatest of things to ask-”
“Mayoi-han…We’ve all…Ya…” Kohaku found it hard to find the words he wanted to say. Mayoi had lost two people he got extremely close to in such a short time. He didn’t want to reopen those wounds for anyone.
“…I know,” Mayoi’s tail drooped, nuzzling the other to come back with him to the others, “B-but I know Tatsumi-san wouldn’t want us to internalize our pain. We’ve all had a rough go of it. No n-need to compare…”
No need ta compare…
The younger wolf perked up at that. “Thanks.”
~*~
Later that night, Hokuto, Niki, and Rinne went off to the side of the makeshift camp, leaving Mayoi to guard the others as they slept. Hokuto sat under a birch tree, the yellow leaves occasionally fluttering down on him. “Amagi-senpai, that mountain pass…Would it be coming up soon?”
“Yes, why?” Rinne’s tail flicked, seemingly knowing the answer already.
Hokuto stated plainly. “One of those paths goes directly east, towards Tsinga’s place. I know the other is more northeast bound.”
Rinne and Niki cocked their heads to the side when Hokuto didn’t show signs of a headache. The slate wolf’s ear twitched. “I walked along that path with Shiratori-kun on our way here.”
“Ah,” Both nodded in understanding.
Hokuto paused, choosing to pick his words before speaking despite knowing there was no way to soften what he was about to say. “From what I recalled hearing on my way here, the rebels are taking refuge somewhere northeast of here. Then there is Isara who has the child and is currently missing in action.”
“Kita-san,” Rinne warned with a growl.
Hokuto shot him a look and held his gaze, tail stiff and tone dripping in finality. “I’m betting that vision is telling me to go on the other path. We need to find Shiramba-Kamuy.”
Niki placed a paw over Rinne’s to silence his snarl. “Hokuto, I get it. His power would be a great advantage.”
Fuchi nodded, “There is a reason he is second in importance in our pantheon.”
Niki continued, “But as you said, Tsinga’s place is eastward. Considering this curse seems to act with no warning, we can’t make too many detours.”
Hokuto stated flatly. “Which is why it will only be me.”
“Absolutely not.” Rinne stood to his full height, gaze blazing and boring holes into the other.
“Amagi-senpai,” Hokuto lowered his voice to not wake the others despite his insistence, “I could do several things on my own. After getting Shiramba-Kamuy, I can both look for Isara and try and reason with this Slavka. Explain our situation.”
“Do ya realize just how dumb that is?” Rinne growled fiercely, “They’ll kill ya as soon as they realize you’re involved.”
“And yet it seems like she is a wolf who listens to reason if she relies on hard facts and reality. Besides, it’s obvious by that verse that we need to find Isara. Somehow, this prophecy is connected to both Amagi and the child. The sooner we find him the better chances we have.”
“Like you said,” Niki hissed and fur fluffed, eyes ablaze with fierce concern, “We don’t know where he is. You would be running around blind.”
Hokuto tsked, “I would be if I didn’t know Isara well enough. I know how he thinks and works. I could narrow it down.”
“Hidaka-san,” Rinne’s voice dropped lower, cold, stern, and with finality, “Ya realize those gods can easily pop up and harass us whenever and wherever. The last two times ya were left alone, things almost didn’t end well. Not to mention, we haven’t seen any of their creatures in a while-”
“You haven’t seen them in a while,” Hokuto corrected, words dripping with venomous anger that Rinne would dare to use what happened in that school against him.
“…What do ya mean by that?” Rinne grew more on edge even though he kept his angered tone.
“In the last universe…” Niki began.
“One of them attacked me,” Hokuto spat, “Was going to try and…do some things to me.”
“Things like what?” Rinne didn’t budge from sternness.
Hokuto leveled his eyes with Rinne’s, returning the same heat as the other. “It took over an attacker that was strangling me and said I had a pretty face as well as wondering what the rest of my body looked like. What do you think it was going to do?”
All aggression and anger vanished like steam, red fur lying flat and stiff tail dropping with a thud. “…Kita-san…”
Hokuto didn’t relent. “I know what those things are capable of. When I kept slashing at it with a machete, I saw it evaporate from the body. I know I killed it. If I can kill one, I can do it again.”
“That was just like the two at the school…” Niki muttered aloud, intending for it to be to himself.
The fight left Rinne completely. “Kita-san-”
“I know what I’m getting into,” Hokuto stood firm, voice unwavering until the end, “I know the risks, but I can’t leave Isara and Akehoshi…”
“Hey,” Rinne softly spoke.
Hokuto sounded like he was trying with every fiber of his being to hold back tears. “We haven’t heard a damn thing about where he is or what he is doing. I know he fell with us into this world. That asshole wouldn’t just leave him unattended in that space. I…I can’t-”
“Okay.”
Hokuto blinked back tears, stunned. Rinne muttered once more. “Okay…Ya can go. Just…promise me ya will be smart and not…”
“…I will.”
“Hokuto,” The grey wolf’s voice was quiet, “What about Aira-san?”
“What do you mean?”
Niki stared at the fallen leaves, somber and pensive. “He’s been glued to you. Sometimes I would wake up and he would be curled up with you instead of with the others. Even when it came to instruction, he always looked to you first. You saved him and traveled together for so long…How do you think he would take you leaving?”
At that, the slate wolf paused. Rinne sighed, “I’ve noticed how he is. He doesn’t take abandonment well. Hates even the idea of it. Always worried he isn’t as good as everyone else. Ya leaving him might make him think ya not only abandoned him but that ya did it ‘cause ya thought he couldn’t keep up.”
Remorse made his voice soft. “…But I can’t take him away from you guys. Amagi needs him. Oukawa and Ayase, too.”
He glanced at Niki and then broke away. The silent conversation between them was more than enough for the sentiment to get across.
He didn’t want Aira to be taken away from Niki for a second time.
Nor could he do that to Rinne.
With a heavy heart, Hokuto sighed. “I can’t take him with me.”
The red wolf accepted, head lowering some. “Just make sure ya tell him. Don’t make it come out of the blue.”
~*~
A few days later the wolves were nearing the mountain trail. It would be one more day until they reached the crossroads.
It was now or never.
“Shiratori-kun,” Hokuto called from the back, “Come here!”
The brown wolf cocked his head but turned around to backtrack. Hiiro and Kohaku paused, as did Mayoi, though Niki ushered them along, saying only that the two needed a moment to talk alone.
“What’s wrong, Hidaka-senpai?”
He wished he didn’t have to do this, but Rinne did make a point. It would be more painful for the other if Aira found out at the last minute.
“I was just informed that the mountain pass will split in two directions once we reach it. I…plan on heading northeast.”
The brown wolf lowered his head, feeling unease creep in as he recalled Hokuto’s vision. “But we have to go east, don’t we?”
“…I’m going that way because…We need to find Isara and Akehoshi. With the importance of that child and that Isara has it, we need to find them if we are to have a chance when we go up against Pauchi-Kamuy and the other Kunne in this universe. I might be able to vouch for you for the rebels so we have one less thing to worry about, too, but I would have to get over the pass before winter.”
“…Do you think if we beat them here…it would all be over?”
As much as he would love that idea to be true, judging by what has happened before and how the gods have told of what has been happening behind the scenes, it was likely a falsehood. “I doubt it.”
Aira’s tail drooped. “Thought so…Why would he go to this level of extravagance though? Is this just another way to taunt us?”
Hokuto didn’t know what to think. There were several possibilities at this point. Perhaps this god was merely bored, considering his flippant nature. Perhaps there was a reason, such as taunting them. However, what reason it could be only gave either more questions or answers that were more daunting and unnerving with each potential idea.
“Could be. Could also be something else entirely,” Hokuto admitted, “The truth is, we may know his identity and his overall goal, but with each bit we find out about him, the more he and his actions become a mystery wrapped in an enigma.”
Aira was silent for a while. “…You’re going alone, aren’t you?”
“…Yes. You all need to go find Tsinga and help Amagi.”
“What about you? Going alone…”
Hokuto took a deep breath. “Shiratori-kun…Amagi and Oukawa need you. I can’t ask you to go with me.”
The brown wolf’s paw steps faltered, not expecting that kind of reason. “…I…”
“You’re stronger than you think,” Hokuto nuzzled him gently, “Honestly, if you did come with me, I’d be the one slowing you down. You’re braver and stronger than you realize. Remember? You didn’t hesitate to cast a shield to back Pakoro-Kamuy off the night Pauchi-Kamuy started the curse.”
“Well, yeah,” Aira muttered, “I’ve been chased by him before, and…Apasam-un-Kamuy told me they were often prayed to to combat him during their heydays. It just…felt like instinct to do that.”
“Still, that takes guts to do.”
The younger wolf perked up a little at the praise, urging the older to continue with his main concern. “Besides…I’m really worried about the Amagis and Oukawa…Especially after…HiMERU…”
“…Me too.”
“I think you and Niki are going to be the ones to hold everyone together.”
“…And Mayo-san?”
Hokuto visibly flinched. It was no secret to everyone that Mayoi took HiMERU and Tatsumi’s deaths hard. “Especially Ayase. He needs you, too.”
Green eyes cast out to the valley below them, seeing a herd of deer migrating westward. With a heavy sigh, Aira muttered, “At least…when you do separate…could you find Shiramba-Kamuy first before anything else?”
Hokuto paused walking to turn back to the other. The young wolf didn’t meet his gaze, instead the other seemed distant. Something felt off.
“…Sure…Why would it matter?”
“I…With Apasam-un-Kamuy’s power, I can see the contracts everyone has been making like threads, as well as…their mental states.”
“Like the red string of fate almost?” Hokuto then paused as the second part sunk in, “…I’m close to a mental break, aren’t I?”
There was a slow nod. “Not like some of the others but…worrisome.”
“And making a contract with a kamuy does give a boost to mental fortitude…Very well. I’ll make sure to find him first.”
“A-And…!” Aira shook a little, tears slowly pricking the corners of green irises, “Please…Let’s see each other again…okay?”
“…Of course,” Hokuto gently nuzzled the younger’s shoulders with his chin, “I’ll be careful and make sure to come back once I can.”
~*~
The next day came faster than any would have liked. By now, everyone had figured out or learned that Hokuto would leave them at the fork in the pass. Aira watched the slate grey wolf say his goodbyes once more before splitting off and trotting up the mountain slope northeast. Near his pupils, green gave way to a slight golden color as he used his new power to check on his friends once more.
Ironically, Mayoi was fairing far better than the others, possibly due to his mental state before this all began being helpful to the situations he was coming across. While Tatsumi and HiMERU’s deaths were significant factors, it was as if he was far more accustomed to the dark aspects of these universes, making him have, in a sense, more immunity. Once Yushkep would make the contract with him, he would be fine. That he was sure of.
Hokuto was right to worry about who he was, however.
Rinne, Hiiro, and Kohaku were nearing the critical threshold.
He could feel resolve flooding him from the two gods in support of his thoughts.
Hidaka-senpai is right. I have to stay with them. I might be the only one who can save them.
~*~
Back in the meeting room, the leaders were divisive about the choice to let Hokuto go alone.
Eichi gazed at the monitor and Hokuto’s disappearing silhouette with something akin to prudence and somberness. “It is a gamble, that is of no doubt.”
Shu shook his head. “A foolish one. What if he wasn’t supposed to separate from them?”
Keito rubbed a spot from the glasses with a cleaning cloth. “If that was the case, then why would the image of the mountain pass be shown at all?”
Rei tapped the table with a pencil in idle thought. “It would be counterintuitive to present such an image if the goal of these visions is to guide or warn them of a specific outcome. They do make a solid case either way. They need to find Amagi-kun a teacher and learn about the Sight, while they also should find Isara-kun, Akehoshi-kun, and Shiramba-Kamuy…Though, that is intriguing that Chironnup-Kamuy seems to know we were planning on sending him in early.”
Makoto glanced off to the side at the god of vegetation, finding him to look on puzzled and focused. “You seem like you didn’t expect that.”
Eichi caught Makoto’s mumbling. “Is something wrong, Yuuki-kun?”
They waited a moment until Shiramba could be heard. “That is quite peculiar.”
Tomoya had since pulled out a spiral notebook and was in the middle of organizing all of the thoughts and theories they had developed, as well as what information they knew for certain. He paused in his writing. “Sakasaki-senpai, didn’t you mention that both Pauchi-Kamuy and Chironnup-Kamuy escaped when you opened the liminal space in the beginning? Wouldn’t it only be logical to assume he could hear us or know what we are doing if he escaped into our world?”
Natsume continued watching the wolves on the screen as he answered. “I think that may have been a theory we made before we knew the full stoRY. While it would make sense on a timeline that Pauchi-Kamuy escaped and that’s how he infiltrated the netwoRK, it seems even that brief opening wasn’t enough for either to form physically in our woRLD. The question still remains to what extent Chironnup-Kamuy can interact with our woRLD, along with how he is seeing into the futuRE.”
“How? Why would that matter?” Shu crossed his arms and kept a stern glare.
Natsume hummed in thought. “Could it operate the same as the Sight in that he needs a medium in order to see potential futuRES? Does he technically not see the future but see potential outcomes or predictioNS? It’s clear he sends these visions to us in dreams or visioNS, but it is less clear how he sees theM.”
Nagisa pondered a moment. “What you’re getting at is that…he may be reacting like us, correct? He’s not fully aware of what the end outcome is, otherwise, there wouldn’t be this much emphasis on avoiding or doing certain things if he knew it was all futile.”
The redhead nodded. “CorreCT. He could be just as blind as the rest of US.”
“Guys,” Hinata rubbed his forehead in exasperation, “Instead of theorizing, couldn’t we just ask the gods with us how he does it?”
The three gods gave a long, uneasy pause. Hinata remarked with a sigh, “Don’t tell me none of you know.”
Shiramba could be heard lamenting aloud. “It is a type of sorcery unique to him. Not even Fuchi-Kamuy or Wakka-ush-Kamuy, the two most renowned sorceresses, are privy to that power. As such, I believe very few if anyone at all would know how he does it.”
Rei’s red eyes matched Poro-nitne’s nearly identical red orbs. “Since you are the god of the unknown and know secrets, do you have an idea?”
Poro-nitne scoffed and rolled his eyes. “That only works with humans who I’ve been in physical contact with. It doesn’t work on gods. I would have had to find out about them as naturally as you all would. And I know for certain Chironnup-Kamuy is careful about who he lets see his arts.”
Eichi turned to Natsume. “Regardless, I think we can assume based on what we have seen thus far that Chironnup-Kamuy may not be omnipotent. He can confirm that fate can be changed to a certain extent and provide warnings in advance, but beyond that is less certain.”
Tetora blinked, his expression changing from somberness to intrigued. “What if this is like chess?”
Everyone turned to him with questioning gazes. Tetora, unperturbed, explained. “Isn’t a game of chess more about reading your opponent and changing strategies on the fly? Sure, you start with a strategy in the beginning, but your opponent may read you and make moves to counter them.”
Nagisa seemed to light up like a burning candle. “Thus, you have to counter their counters…You may have a point.”
Shu huffed, “Are you suggesting this is all one big game to them?”
Wataru noticed the glare Chikap was sending Shu. “Thy shan’t assume such nefariousness from both, leader of Valkyrie.”
Shu’s eye twitched as he turned to look at the call, specifically at fine. Before he could bite back a retort, Tsukasa spoke up. “It does make sense, though. Following the LOGIC that if Chironnup-Kamuy isn’t omnipotent, it would make sense that as Pauchi-Kamuy is acting, the fox is trying to make countermeasures to win. He may have an end goal in mind, but these visions are more about getting the pieces into place.”
Madara tapped the table with a finger, gazing nowhere in particular at the glazed surface. “That would also line up with what Poro-nitne-Kamuy mentioned about that thing that attacked Tokapcup-Kamuy in the Veil. That thing mentioned Chironnup-Kamuy had a plan, something that it wasn’t keen on letting happen.”
Keito surmised, “Could be one of Pauchi-Kamuy’s tricks.”
Poro-nitne immediately cut in. “Absolutely not. That…thing…”
The mysterious god had a shaky breath, making the idols realize just how unnerved this seemingly indomitable spirit was. “That thing did not sound like him at all. It has to be something else. It mentioned that he liked his ‘shell’ and that the ‘dark one serves his purpose’. Whatever it is, it confirmed to me that Pauchi-Kamuy is being controlled in some capacity.”
Madara sneered, “Are you trying to get us to sympathize with that bastard!?”
Harsh red eyes seemed to glow in agitation as they targeted the idol. “I made a deal with you all! What I said happened is how it happened! Whether you like it or not, he’s not as complicit in all of this as you think!”
Tomoya shook slightly seeing the rage build up in the tall idol. “I-Isara-senpai did notice that Pauchi-Kamuy seemed to have a personality shift back in the last universe. Maybe he snaps out of it from time to time?”
Madara hissed, green eyes matching the blaze of the red ones. “And yet he did nothing to stop anything! Let’s say he does have moments of lucidity or when the control is weaker, he could have stopped or tried to warn us, but he continued with the cruelty! Even if that thing is guiding him to a certain end, it’s clear that insane bastard is going along with it!”
“You know nothing of the politics and relationships of the kamuy!” Poro-nitne began having frost build up from his clenched fists to his forearms like icy vines, “He was cast into the deepest parts of Teinei when he cared not for who would rule the human world and wasn’t even involved in the bet!”
Madara stood, chair clattering to the floor behind him. “Oh, really!? Like the god of insanity and chaos wouldn’t be interested in something like that!”
“He understands the complex relationships between the gods better than anyone!” Poro-nitne proclaimed.
Chikap grew enraged. “Are thou suggesting he knows and would do my job better!? Unthinkable!”
The god with a ponytail lashed out at the owl god. “You know the balance between humans and kamuy! He knows much more about the gods than even we are aware of, that Kando-Koro has allowed us to be aware of!”
Chikap bristled, power emanating from his being as his volume increased. “Now thou throws dirt on Kando-Koro-Kamuy’s name!? Does thou have any shame!?”
“He’s not as innocent as you think! Neither is Kotan-kar!”
Repun glowed a medium blue, eyes glowing. Poro-nitne continued unabated. “He knows that his existence is assured because he is the opposite of what is considered good by the existence of the other kamuy! One can’t consider something evil without something to compare it to! That’s why he didn’t have an interest in who ruled the human world! He was more than content to let things play out! The main reason why he ended up taking the brunt of the punishment was because the other Kunne blamed him for starting it and no one questioned it! Just because we are all considered ‘evil’ doesn’t mean we like each other or even adhere to a hierarchy! Even in Teinei, I was the only Kunne that didn’t other him or use him to their advantage! He, out of all the Kunne, would be far more inclined to be on the good kamuys side!”
Repun was barely holding his rage in check. “Well, he has a funny way o’ showin’ it! An’ he shoulda said somethin’ if he was bein’ blamed!”
“And who would believe him when everyone was prejudiced against him!?” Poro-nitne’s snarl slowly quirked upwards in a knowing smile as the other gods faltered some at that point, “Exactly. He was already labeled as evil by everyone just because of what he represented. He had no choice but to accept the punishment because he knew it was futile to argue!”
Madara lashed out further. “You’re the one who told us he understood he was an evil god! Yet here you are trying to make it look like he had no choice but to be evil!”
“Wouldn’t you have no choice but to play the evil role if you were forced into his position!?”
“Everyone,” Eichi calmly stood, “Calm down. Perhaps this is merely a matter of perspective.”
Madara’s rage found a new target, “Like you are one to talk after the War!”
Eichi’s hand gripped the table edge, but his tone remained even. “I’m saying that perhaps this is a matter of free will and what the nature of the gods are. We do understand that most of the kamuy, besides the Kunne, were created in some capacity by Kotan-kar-Kamuy or were directed by Kando-Koro-Kamuy to come to the human world. Each one was given a role or representation, but what if, despite the roles, they are not the defining characteristics of the god itself?”
Madara took a few steps closer to the blond, only being held back by Rei who stood in between them with a warning glare. “Are you suggesting this asshole-”
“Before you finish,” Eichi held a hand up to stop the other, “No. I agree with your statement that, even if he is breaking free of control on occasion, he is still continuing this game and inflicting harm on our friends. If anything, the evidence suggests that he is evil to a degree. What I see is that he is representing a necessary evil in the world, but we only know about what his role as a god is, not the individual. There is more to all of this than at first glance. Considering all the connections between Fenrir and the two realms that have come to light, is it that far-fetched to think that there are more secrets to be found? After all, I think it is safe to say we have all noticed that some of the gods are not keen on sharing certain stories or information. Perhaps Amagi-kun’s older brother knows these all too well and that is why he has a more tempered reaction to the gods granting aid.”
“So you want to doubt our allies!?”
“I want to know the truth,” Eichi asserted, “I want to know everyone’s perspectives to understand the bigger picture and to create a lasting solution. It is clear grudges are held even between good kamuy. How is a lasting solution to be made if we can’t have these grudges set aside? Much less how can we set them aside if we don’t understand them?”
Shiramba spoke up, sounding aged and resigned. “Like sowing seeds for a future harvest.”
“Exactly,” Eichi nodded his thanks to the invisible god, “All I’m saying is that there is a lot we don’t know and we shouldn’t jump to conclusions. Let’s look at everything and see where in this…complex puzzle everything fits. To me, this feels like the situation was the result of a perfect storm and a domino effect started by Fenrir. How this all started and understanding each other may lead to a proper solution.”
Hinata squeaked, falling out of his chair and trembling as he stared at the screen. Rei, forgetting about Madara for the moment, rushed over with Tetora to help Hinata back in his seat. “What’s wrong?”
“…Th-The river…”
The tension evaporated and was replaced with a new type of tension entirely as each of them realized the wolves had come across the exact river that was warned about.
~*~
The wolves paused above the ravine, watching the raging river flow beneath them in frothing waves. If one followed the water downstream, one would find a series of waterfalls, the first landing into a pool that continued in an equal torrent, while the second spilled over a large rock jutting out from the bottom. All were apprehensive, recalling Hiiro’s vision.
Rinne looked farther upstream and noticed a series of rocks that broke above the water and led up to a fallen tree. It wasn’t the safest bridge in the world, but it was better than trying their luck further upstream when time was against them, and the water around the area was calmer than further downstream. He looked to Niki for his opinion silently. The grey wolf shuffled his paws as he eyed the makeshift bridge and stepping stones, warry and uneasy.
“I mean,” Niki slowly and softly drawled out, “Possibly?”
“…Let’s take a closer look.”
The wolves descended the ravine bank and waited on the edge of the river. The large, red wolf took point, cautiously approaching the first stone. He leaped onto it, finding it drier than he expected it. It would not be the same for the other stones, as he could see periodic waves of the foaming water wash over the stones.
He tried the second stone. Despite the wetness, it wasn’t slimy. It was less likely to cause slipping.
“…I think we can do it,” He called back to the others. “Just take it slow!”
Niki was the first to follow, leaping onto the first rock. Seeing him far more confident on the next leap, the younger pups followed. First was Aira, then Kohaku, then Hiiro. Mayoi chose to stay behind in the rear just in case any of the pups ran into trouble, though he had been quite distant and distracted as of late. Well, they weren’t quite pups anymore, but they certainly weren’t fully grown either.
Niki waited on the other side as each one of the pack walked along the log, blue eyes keen and sharp as he watched their paw steps and readied himself to do anything to help them if they slipped. As Hiiro neared the middle portion, his fear started to overcome him, freezing him in place. The foaming water and the intense fear made a dizzying cocktail for him, finding himself beginning to dangerously teeter as his mind began playing tricks on him. His breathing turned into wheezing and anxiety began to constrict like thorny brambles around his heart.
Mayoi was just behind him, leaping onto the log gently. As he noticed the white wolf standing there, a very dark thought that wasn’t his own hissed at him.
“He brought the cursssse down on you all! He killed HiMERU and Tatsssssumi! It would be ssssso eassssy to jusssst pussssshhhh him off!”
The black and white wolf froze as well. This was unlike his intrusive thoughts.
This was something else.
“Take him down! Sssssave youssssselvessss!”
It was a hissing whisper, sounding almost like a demonic reptilian.
Then, a woman’s voice spoke, frantically.
“Don’t listen to it, Mayoi!”
“HUSSSSSSHHHHH! I can give you far more power than her! Jusssst prove yoursssself! Pusssshhh the white one off! Make him drown!”
“DON’T DO IT! DON’T LISTEN TO IT!”
Was Yushkep finally speaking to him?
But then, who was that other voice?
If Yushkep was in the purple gem, did that mean this other voice was also there, too?
The groaning of the wood snapped him from his thoughts. The log was partially rotted near the shore, and the vines holding the log in place began to stretch and snap one by one as more of the tree’s weight was added.
Rinne shouted, “Jump!”
Hiiro was too scared to move, shivering in place as his worst fear was coming true in front of him. Mayoi knew he could easily jump the gap.
So he shoved Hiiro to the other side of the river.
The white wolf landed with a heavy thud on the stony shore while Mayoi plunged with the log into the churning rapids.
~*~
Tsukasa’s gasp was muffled by his clamped hands as he watched the wolf get swept over the first falls. Everyone held baited breaths for several seconds until Mayoi resurfaced with a loud gasp. The current was fast, carrying the wolf further downstream and around boulders jutting out of the water like fangs amidst foaming saliva. He could hear Madara whisper to himself beside him.
“C’mon, Mayoi-san…!”
The rest of the pack chased the other on the shore, Rinne shouting directions to Mayoi as he frantically tried to keep up.
~*~
Mayoi struggled to keep his head above the surface, plunging into the murky depths every few seconds. That hissing voice returned.
“FOooliSSSSHHHH! You’re not desssSSERVING of my POWER! ROT for all I CaRE!”
His limbs were stilling so much that they were barely doing anything to try and keep his head above water. Guilt for even entertaining the idea of doing that to Hiiro made even more intrusive thoughts form. They weighed his spirit down like the water soaking his thick fur. The pain of losing Tatsumi and HiMERU, of seeing Hiiro slowly fall apart in front of him, of seeing Rinne and Niki become so distant from each other and changing so much…
…It made him not want to fight anymore.
It made him believe he didn’t deserve to live.
He thought, selfishly, that he only wanted to see HiMERU and Tatsumi one more time before he would die permanently.
“Mayoi! Don’t let those thoughts win!”
…Yushkep…?
“YES! It’s me! Save your strength! Once the water calms, you HAVE to fight!”
“LeT hIM DIE!”
At one point while underwater, Mayoi could have sworn he saw the purple gem attempt to glow, but misty, grey tendrils like smoke snaked their way through the gem like cracks in a stone.
“URGH! LET ME GO! FIGHT MAYOI! FIGHT! IF YOU DON’T, THEN YOUR DEATH WILL BREAK EVERYONE EVEN MORE!”
As he broke the surface once more, it felt like he was reborn. He could feel a small surge of power trying to enter him, pushing his resolve to strengthen. Briefly, he wondered if that hissing voice was the reason Yushkep hadn’t been talking to him since he got the necklace.
However, such ideas would have to wait.
To not let HiMERU’s sacrifice be in vain.
To not disappoint Tatsumi.
For everyone.
He would live.
~*~
Hiiro chased after his brother and Niki with Kohaku and Aira just behind him.
It’s all my fault, again…
“Hiiro-san! No! Don’t think like that!”
He wanted so desperately to believe in Hasinaw’s words. Truly, he did. But reality and his already fragile mental state were spitting and trampling over those words.
“N-Niki!?”
The young wolf saw Niki pick up speed and leap off a jutting rock into the water, quickly resurfacing as he tried to reach Mayoi. Dread exploded from him like the violent torrents of water.
They both could end up dead now.
Just before the next set of rapids that would lead to the second falls, the water calmed a little. Like Mayoi sprung to life at that moment, he thrashed in the water, attempting to reach the shore. Niki got to him, grabbing his scruff as he almost went under again, and helped him to paddle. Niki’s claws and paws dug into the gravelly river bottom, attempting to find purchase.
Then the bottom dropped out beneath them. The next rapids sent them spinning, losing direction completely and nearing the edge of the second falls.
Just then, an orange shield blocked the path leading to their doom. The wolves banged against it with enough force to cause Niki to gasp, letting go of Mayoi’s scruff. Hiiro turned around as he skidded to a halt, seeing Aira standing there with his tail fully raised and every piece of fur standing on end, growling fiercely as orange and yellow sparks emitted from him. The dual gods could be seen flickering in and out of existence beside him, straining as they aided him in using this power far beyond what it was meant for.
Quickly, Fuchi formed and dragged the two wolves out of the water and to shore, her clothes soaked and herself a panting mess as she hauled each wolf with one hand. Rinne sprinted over to the two, checking them over with adrenaline-filled frantic motions. Mayoi coughed up water, finding his limbs weak as he panted and lay there on the cool stones. Niki shakily stood on his paws, finding the cold water shocking his system and his adrenaline working together to sap his strength.
Rinne snarled, “Niki, ya fucking idiot! What the hell were ya thinking jumping in there!?”
Niki glared at him as he spat, “I wasn’t going to stand there and watch him die!”
“Ya almost died too!” Rinne lashed his tail as he bared his teeth, “If it weren’t for Ai-chan – SHIT! Ai-chan!”
Aira collapsed onto the pebbly shore, heaving breaths as his legs shook even while splayed out. Kohaku kept him from rolling into the river, attempting to pull him further away from the water’s edge by the scruff. Hiiro ran over to help him, both working in tandem to bring the other to safety. Kako and Mirai flickered into a somewhat transparent existence, visibly drained and weak.
Fuchi whispered in disbelief, “You two…”
Kako remarked between breaths, “Not…what our powers…are meant to do…But…had to do it…”
“T’was just like…” Kohaku’s ears drooped, not wanting to bring up that night after what had just happened.
Aira slowly explained. “Those shields are meant to repel. Not to be held after taking a hit. Takes far more energy to make them stay in place.”
“Energy,” Mirai admitted, “That we may not have had to spare.”
Rinne let his raised tail lower some, fur slowly starting to lay flat. “At least ya did it…Damn…”
Niki whimpered and slowly walked over to the young wolves, licking Aira’s head in thankfulness as he began to worry over the brown wolf.
Mayoi panted out, “Yushekp…”
“Huh!?” Hasinaw immediately appeared, eyes wide, “She finally spoke to you!?”
The Phantom slowly stood on shaky legs, occasionally being supported by Rinne until he refused to accept his help anymore to stand on his own. “She…She had been trying to get ahold of me for a while but…something was stopping her.”
“Something?” Fuchi’s brows furrowed.
“…I think there’s something else inside those gems.”
~*~
As they listened and watched Mayoi recount what he heard, the other idols began to feel dread creep through like freezing water. Those who were in the same room as the gems stared at them with great apprehension, some even scooting away from the stones.
Natsume stared blankly at the screen, but his words had the power of a wrecking ball. “And the mystery thickens.”
Hiiro and Hasinaw spoke up about what they saw that night. That near-translucent creature behind Pauchi-Kamuy and that extra voice, originally written off as a trick of Pauchi’s, had become far more sinister.
Poro-nitne’s jaw dropped. “That’s…what attacked Tokapcup-Kamuy…! I only saw a hand, but what they’re describing is essentially the same thing!”
“Wait,” Shu stood calmly, “How can whatever it is that’s hiding in the orange gem attack the sun goddess through the Veil? It’s messing more with Amagi and Hasinaw-uk-Kamuy despite having access to Fuchi-Kamuy and Shiina by extension.”
“Well,” Keito stood as well, “Considering it was hovering behind Pauchi-Kamuy before he went even more insane on that night, perhaps it can project itself?”
“Unless…” Eichi trailed off for a moment, “Poro-nitne-Kamuy, sir? You said that the thing that attacked the sun goddess claimed Pauchi-Kamuy was like a shell and was serving some sort of purpose, correct?”
“Yes…” The unknown god appeared lost in thought.
“Remind us what it said about Fenrir.”
“Oi, Tenshouin,” Shu hissed, “What are you-”
“I know what you are thinking,” Eichi cut him off, “But let us discuss this.”
“That they’re serving a purpose. And that they would be disposed of all the same once it rose.” Poro-nitne kept his gaze trained on Eichi.
The main establisher of ES paused for a moment, a finger tapping his chin. “…I might have a theory or two…It’s a long shot but…”
Madara slammed a fist down on the table, though it didn’t startle Eichi who calmly looked up. “Eichi-san. Spit it out.”
Blue eyes narrowed. “…It all depends on what that Scarab Beetle is that Poro-nitne-Kamuy spotted. Essentially, the idea is that Fenrir doesn’t know what they have created.”
“How?” Shu and Madara were unamused.
Ibara cut in with a whispered answer from the call. “Like an unintended side effect.”
“Exactly, Saegusa-kun,” Eichi nodded, turning back to address the rest of the room, “Under the assumption that Fenrir wants these for their power-holding purposes and because they created them, they unintentionally made these creatures. Now, depending on the function of that beetle…maybe it acts more like a tick.”
“A tick?” Rei raised a skeptical eyebrow.
“Specifically, it acts like a siphon where it takes spiritual energy that Pauchi-Kamuy is producing from feeding on the negative emotions of the others, and transferring part or most of it into the orange gem specifically.”
Rei turned to the god’s screen. “Is there a way to know how far along each of them is charged?”
Chikap answered for him. “It looks like a faint liquid if you tip the gems just right in the sun.”
Repun sounded annoyed and shocked. “Just how do ya know tha’!?”
“I didn’t skip the meetings, Repun-Kamuy. Chironnup-Kamuy proved they could hold power and be used before being fully charged by testing them.”
“Not ma fault those are so boring!”
Mika and Makoto tested out the red and green gems, seeing a faint line nearing a quarter full. The yellow and blue gems were in a similar state.
Eichi tapped his fingers on the table. “…Poro-nitne, can you tell how far along the purple and orange ones are?”
The god seemed to be looking at something the idols couldn’t see. “…The purple one is about a third full and the orange is about half.”
Hinata murmured, “So the orange one is getting powered more than the others…”
Eichi turned to Rei, finding his once close, childhood friend being the only one that understood where this could be leading. “If my theory is correct, then Fenrir probably made that bug attach to Pauchi-Kamuy as a siphon to power up each gem individually at a quicker pace. However, as we are seeing them charge up past certain thresholds, those creatures are becoming more pronounced. It seems to be at a quarter the gods can sense them. At a third, they can be heard by a person, as seen with Ayase-kun and Amagi-kun. At half, we are starting to see a faint, possibly spectral appearance of them.”
Tetora spoke up. “Why isn’t it speaking to Aniki and Fuchi-Kamuy? They are holding part of the jewelry set that made up the orange gem and were inside the gem at one point, too.”
Shu softened a touch as the idea came to him watching the wolves. “Just like a wolf pack…It may be targeting the weaker of the two, with Hasinaw-uk-Kamuy being affected by what happens to Amagi…Assuming these creatures only communicate with one person. Though that still doesn’t answer how the orange creature could be involved with Pauchi-Kamuy nor how it was able to attack Tokapcup-Kamuy.”
“That’s actually more likely than you think.”
Eichi took his gaze from Rei. “Ritsu-kun?”
The other Sakuma fiddled with a pencil as he spoke, eyes darted off to the side to something off-screen. “Some spirits can traverse spiritual energy if the two sources are linked.”
Nazuna brightened considerably. “Like a highway! Perhaps this creature is using the bug as a way to go between the orange gem and Pauchi-Kamuy?”
“Another unintended consequence…” Nagisa muttered.
“Even so,” Shu surmised, “That still leaves the issue of how it was able to then attack Tokapcup-Kamuy.”
Hinata conjectured, “Maybe we already know? Didn’t the gods here say they felt their energy getting dragged against their will towards the gems when they got close? That the energy was running away?”
Chikap made a jerky movement as if the mere thought startled him. “Maybe that is…If accounting for the Veil issue, Tokapcup-Kamuy mentioned that spiritual energy was rushing across the border to the human world in a similar fashion. With the orange and purple gems in the spirit realm at the moment, could it be they are also passively draining the spiritual energy of the realm itself?”
Shiramba’s hand dropped from his chin, startled, and terror began to creep into his paling face. “Thus causing the Veil to thin, since the energy is actively trying to escape it…”
Hinata’s hand shook even as it tried to grip the arm of his chair. “Maybe it’s actively chasing the energy and so happened to run into her?”
Ibara spoke up, making the idols freeze as his idea became more and more terrifying. “If that is the case and considering everything else, perhaps these creatures are limited in how they can manifest. After all, the one in the Veil’s threat was when it rises. And if we see more of them and their interactions the more power each stone obtains, it can be presumed that they would be released physically once fully charged.”
“I-If that’s the case…” Tomoya shivered.
Keito finished the dreadful thought. “This all needs to be wrapped up before the gems reach full capacity if we want to avoid another player entering this game entirely.”
“And now that Hokuto-senpai split off from the others,” Tomoya realized the gravity of what must be done, “That means we would have to do two or three portal openings to get the red gem and the pieces of the green one’s medallion to the others.”
Eichi’s eyes darkened with dread and worry. “Which means higher risks of getting caught…By everything we don’t want knowing.”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 32: Dark Truths Come to Light (The Sight Arc Part 10)
Notes:
So sorry for the long wait! A lot of things came up from life events to some degree of procrastination to losing motivation (at the time) to write! I cranked this out after finally getting motivation back!
Sorry if it is super long, but I figured I've kept you all waiting long enough and wanted to give you a good-sized chapter to compensate for the wait!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening: Overlap by Kimeru
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_duoLVBuELM
Night had fallen on the wolves later that same day as they spied a cluster of wooden buildings below them in the open valley, each with a glowing, orange light coming from the windows. Rinne looked out beyond the huts and saw the white mountain – a mountain that was so high it perpetually had snow on its peak. They were almost there.
Wordlessly, with a swivel of his ear, Rinne leads the group quietly down the wood line, aiming to skirt around the small village as best as they could. Keeping to the shadows, the wolves crept quietly by, each eyeing a hut as they passed with baited breaths hoping that no human would spy them from a window or open a door at the worst moment. They could hear vague, soft words from the humans inside the huts, along with the occasional clink of what could have been cutlery or fire pokers tending the flames that kept the inside warm. Once the wolves neared the last of the huts, the pack took off into the darkness, glad to have somehow managed to not incur more misfortune.
However, as they drew away from the huts, they came across a larger, more extravagant hut. Except it wasn’t, which they realized as they drew nearer. It was a church surrounded by a graveyard.
“Oh, joy…” Rinne cursed under his breath at the scenery.
“Shh!” Mayoi hurriedly pushed Rinne further into the shadows, “Listen!”
They all stayed in the shadows as they neared the front of the church, finding two men talking as they hung up something they couldn’t quite make out on the door to the church.
“There!” The first man boasted proudly as he exhaled smoke from his pipe, “Now ya got yer little protection charm!”
“It’s not just a protection charm,” The other man, a monk or priest judging by the clothes, chastised the other, “Wolves are evil spirits. This is our way of saying we are not afraid of them and they and the Devil can’t enter holy ground.”
“Yeah, yeah…”
Rinne eyed them for a second. “Stay here, everyone.”
The red wolf slowly slunk closer, using the gravestones and the dark shadows to keep him hidden from the light of the lantern one of the men was holding. Perhaps he was curious as to why these people thought wolves were evil spirits and that they needed protection from them. Perhaps he was curious as to what these humans considered to be a repellent for wolves and evil. As far as their experience in this universe went, wolves already seemed to fear Man and keep a healthy distance from them at all times, and after the hunting pit, maybe it was the other way around. Humanity was the real evil spirits, potentially.
That curiosity took a chunk of his soul as he saw the pelt that was pinned to the door. Even through the strong chemicals he knew were used to tan and preserve hides, there was a scent that lay beneath all of that. One that he could not forget.
He only knew one Timber wolf with that kind of pelt and scent.
Instinctively, he wanted to throw up at the sight. He also wanted to rip these humans limb by limb. However, he forced himself to swallow the horror and rage. He couldn’t alert the humans to his presence, not with the rest of his friends so close.
He retreated from the figures, silently urging the others to follow. He could feel Niki’s questioning gaze on his back. No one else saw what was on the door, and, he thought, it was better that only he knew.
They were about to reach the back of the church when they heard voices from the other side, making the pack freeze in their places behind the gravestones.
“Which way now?” A low voice, hoarse and tired, came from what sounded to be a very large, male wolf.
Another wolf spoke up, though none of the pack could see them. “There are old rumors of it being to the south. We will try there.”
“How much farther, for Fenris’s sake!?” The other wolf bemoaned a snarl, “And what does Pauchi-Kamuy want with that place?”
The pack crouched low in the shadows, their bellies brushing the ground. Hiiro shivered behind Niki and Rinne as the Balkar continued to talk.
“That’s where the altar is, you flea-brain! Only there can the vision of the Man Varg come true!”
Niki wished that the three youngest were just a little bit smaller if only to shield them with his body more effectively.
“Do you really think Harja is real? It is a legend, after all.”
A piercing pain struck Rinne, Niki, and Mayoi, leaving the youngest three in silent shock at the older wolves. Each bit their tongues to keep quiet despite the pain.
“Of course, I do! When the child is found, we shall take it there. With blood on the altar, the Vision shall come! Now get your flea-bitten hide moving!”
The pack stayed silent as they watched two ginormous wolves pass by completely unaware that they missed the pack. These wolves easily towered over Rinne, which was saying something since he was already a very large wolf.
When their voices faded away, Rinne gestured quietly with his tail and ears for the others to follow him. Kohaku hissed at him when he trotted a bit faster to catch up with him and Niki. “Just what was tha’ ‘bout?”
Before he could answer, a startled whimper gave them pause. The wolves found themselves in a small grove behind the church that contained a much older graveyard, judging by the state of overgrowth. It seemed even the earth rejected the dead as sun-bleached bones peaked out of the ground, one of which Hiiro had stepped on and was staring wide-eyed at.
It was a skull.
Mayoi gently prodded Hiiro along, keeping himself between Hiiro and the skull while giving Rinne and Niki a pleading look. Rinne turned back to Kohaku. “I’ll tell ya once we make camp for the night.”
Just as they neared the edge of the grove, a thick, dark cloud covered the moon, casting the world below in pitch blackness. Not even objects in front of them were visible and their enhanced night vision as wolves did little to help. The shuffling of dirt and startled yelps echoed around them. As quickly as the cloud passed over the moon, it drifted away, revealing only three wolves standing.
Rinne frantically darted his head around, looking for the three missing wolves that made up the remaining Alkaloid members. His franticness eased some as they heard scuffling and snapping from a shallow, half-dug grave just a few feet behind them.
“Hey! It’s alright!” Rinne peered down into the grave with Kohaku and Niki beside him.
Mayoi, Hiiro, and Aira were all scrambling around and on top of each other as they had accidentally fallen in an open grave, earth covering their fur in large clumps. Kohaku sighed, “C’mon, I’ll help y’all up.”
A twinge of sadness pierced the red wolf’s heart as Mayoi and Hiiro kept staring back at the grave they had gotten out of with trepidation. He couldn’t help but think about how HiMERU went, understanding that Mayoi and Hiiro must have been reliving that moment.
~*~
They set up camp for the night just beyond the church piled together under some yew trees. Mayoi was the one to recount what their headaches were about. Harja was considered a location of legend for the wolves, a place where the spirits of the dead wolves would go to enter heaven, despite the place having been built by Man long, long ago. In reality, Harja had been built by the Romans during their conquering of what was now called Romania, specifically Transylvania, as an outpost and had come under the control of various groups over time until it was effectively abandoned long ago.
Long after the wolves were in as deep a sleep as they could get given what they had been through, Rinne slowly stood from the pile and carefully picked his way away from the group. He stared out of the trees to the church beyond, resolution spurring his steps forward. Just as he passed a few trees, his steps slowed upon hearing a familiar voice.
“Where are you going?”
Slowly turning his head around, he saw Niki staring him down. “You’re not as stealthy as you think, Rinne-kun.”
“Niki…” Rinne’s tail and ears drooped, voice turning soft and quiet.
The grey wolf trotted to be beside him, giving him a gentle nuzzle under the chin. “What’s wrong?”
“That…” Rinne didn’t want to tell him.
“…It was something at the church, right?”
“…Can’t fly anything under your radar…” Rinne muttered.
“You seemed…angry. What was it?”
The red wolf turned to look back at the sleeping bundle of wolves, seeing each of their paws twitching restlessly. He turned back to Niki, finding a pair of deeper blue than his own staring at him with patient worry. As if the chef knew Rinne would eventually talk.
“…They had a wolf pelt pinned to the door…It…was Merumeru’s…”
It was like a heavy weight made the grey wolf’s entire being sag. “HiMERU-kun…”
“I…I can’t leave him like that, Niki.”
“…I know.”
“Just…” Rinne slowly nuzzled the other, relishing in the comfort it filled him with, “Don’t tell the others about what was on the door.”
Niki nodded quietly, watching the red wolf slink towards the church from the wood line. It was possibly the only time Fuchi summoned herself just to physically pet his head to comfort him, watching the other wolf’s retreating figure with him.
~*~
Rinne carefully stepped around the church, finding a faint, glowing light coming from within through the window. He was hoping no one would be there, but, if need be, he would be willing to kill if it meant he could put HiMERU to rest. He padded around the front and froze meeting an unexpected person.
The Assistant.
“What…”
The Assistant turned around, holding a bundle of white cloth close to his being. The wolf could see the smallest bit of the pelt’s tail peeking out of the bundle.
“…So I was right…Ya do know Merumeru and Tatsumi-chan…Don’t ya?”
The masked figure lowered his head to stare at the bundle in his arms. A hand slowly came up to pet it. It was like whiplash as Rinne could finally perceive emotions from the seemingly statuesque individual.
Regret.
Sorrow.
Anguish.
The hand slowly petting the bundle was shaky. It wasn’t a comforting gesture. It was seeking comfort.
Sanctuary.
Acceptance.
Forgiveness.
“…I know ya can understand me…Why don’t ya fight him?”
The masked face didn’t raise from the bundle.
Rinne wasn’t expecting to get an answer from him, much less hear such a deep, warped voice at all.
“…Not time…”
“…So ya will…just not now? Why?”
“…Complicated…”
The red wolf’s tail twitched, but he couldn’t take his eyes off the other. “…Could ya do me one favor?”
The Assistant raised his head and cocked it to the side in silence.
“…Could ya bury Merumeru next to Tatsumi-chan? They…were close…”
The silence continued for a long while, the white mask staring at cerulean. Finally, the Assistant nodded deeply.
“Thank ya…” Rinne whispered to the other as the Assistant began walking away with heavy steps and the precious bundle in his arms.
The wolf was about to turn away when a familiar tang filled his nostrils.
He then glanced around the partially open door of the church, blanching and paws rooting to the ground. The man and the priest from earlier had been butchered. Blood was smeared everywhere and on every surface available. One large cut around the stomach area gave Rinne enough clues to know they were both disemboweled. The pipe one of them had earlier was lodged in the human’s eye.
“Don’t worry,” Rinne slowly turned around, finding the Assistant standing farther down the path with his back to him.
The Assistant threw a glance back behind him. “They deserved it.”
He couldn’t even answer Niki when he returned, haunted by what he saw.
It was a stark reminder that the Assistant, for the moment, was still a very deadly force to be reckoned with. Every time they would catch a glimpse of him following – watching – from a distance would be filled with unease knowing of what brutality he was capable of at the drop of a hat.
~*~
Hiyori let a finger rub a piece of the seat absentmindedly. “So, you raised Okikurumi – um, Ae-Oyna-Kamuy?”
“Yes,” Tokapcup nodded, petting Ekashiba’s head that rested on her lap, “His mother was gone and his father was…distressed. He needed to be cared for.”
“That’s a lot he got up to,” Sagami remarked as he lit a cigarette, “Destroying part of Pokna-Moshiri just to get his girlfriend back, destroying the personification of famine with a spear, taking down a giant deer that was terrorizing humans, taught the Ainu all of their skills and cultural practices, and all of that after he turned 16? Talk about a rowdy kid.”
“No different than idols accomplishing what they do despite being so young,” Tokapcup casually remarked, taking a moment to roll up a scrap of cloth from Anzu’s sewing to throw at the other man.
Since it was so soft, it didn’t do anything to him, though Sagami found it amusing nonetheless. Kunugi, whenever he stopped at a light, would dart his eyes to the rearview mirror to watch the dog. “You said this dog was Ekashiba and that he’s owned by a woman named Sitonai, right? What was her accomplishment that earned her becoming a Mythic Hero?”
“Mmm…She’s not necessarily a woman…by this age’s standards.”
“What do you mean?” Hiyori flipped idly through the leather-bound book, finding the excerpt dealing with the hero but waiting for the goddess to tell her version. There was just something about hearing a first-hand account that rivaled a secondary source.
“Well, depending on which variation is told, she was either as young as 12 or as old as 15.”
“That young?” The humans paused in their activities, save for Kunugi who had to quickly focus back on traffic after a brief second.
“Mm, she was the legendary heroine who killed the giant snake of Akaiwa Mountain.”
Sagami huffed in mild amusement and surprise as he flicked the cigarette ash out the window. “Guess all of your heroes liked getting into big trouble or going on grand adventures when they were young.”
“I-I guess so,” She smiled sheepishly, “Now that I think about it…”
“So, what were the circumstances that led up to her and this giant snake?” Kunugi kept a watch on the cars around him, keeping a lookout for any that seemed to be following them, “Though, isn’t that the same place as the shrine to Hakuryu Daigongen? The White Dragon that rose to the heavens after a Shugendo monk meditated inside sometime around the Meiji Era?”
“Yes, sometime after her deeds, the village feared a haunting and, thus, made that shrine. Long ago, Akaiwa Mountain became the home of a giant serpent as thick as a barrel and as long as seven or eight go.”
“Go? That’s…” Hiyori pondered a moment.
Kunugi answered for him. “It’s an old measurement.”
Anzu quickly looked it up on her phone. “A little over 22 meters.”
All the humans made uncomfortable noises once the gravity of the snake's size took hold. Tokapcup nodded. “Indeed, quite long. This snake demanded of the village below it to bring forth a maiden each year on the 15th day of the 8th month as a sacrifice, lest he would destroy them all. The village, fearing for everyone’s safety and believing they could do nothing else, complied. Each woman was sent to the cave’s opening to be devoured by the horrible beast…”
Sagami momentarily stilled his hand holding the cigarette mid-flick. “That sounds like the legend of Susanoo and Yamata no Orochi.”
“Mm,” Tokapcup hummed in affirmation, “The tale is very similar, though as to which is the older version is unknown, much less if either influenced the existence of the other. From what I understand, there is a similar legend in Chinese mythology, too, though that involves a dragon.”
Anzu grew shyly unsure. “B-But…Susanoo was a suitor who rescued the sacrificial girl. In your story, it sounds like Sitonai wasn’t a damsel in distress.”
“Correct,” Tokapcup grew prideful, “Just because women were generally subservient in my culture, doesn’t mean they were always viewed as helpless damsels or didn’t hold power. After all, women had the final say in picking marriage partners. As you said, Sitonai was certainly no damsel in distress.”
“So,” Hiyori turned himself awkwardly around to rest his chin on the headrest and give his full attention to the sun goddess, “She was chosen as a sacrifice and decided she had enough of the tradition?”
She nodded, warm honey eyes dazzling. “Depending on the version of the story, she was either as young as 12, the youngest of six daughters of the village chief, and was the designated 10th sacrifice or she was as young as 15, the youngest of nine daughters, and was the 9th sacrifice. Regardless, the story goes that she volunteered to be the next sacrifice, forgoing the usual lottery.”
“She volunteered?” The humans were in awe at the heroine’s bravery.
“Mm-hm. She couldn’t stand seeing that practice go on any longer, and resolved to try and stop it once and for all. She approached the cave with her makiri knife and loyal hunting dog, Ekashiba. On the way, she had hunted a deer and bear to use as bait to lure the snake out of its den. Under the light of the full moon, they lay in wait for the perfect time. As the snake ate the bear and was occupied with eating the deer, she sent Ekashiba to attack.”
Even the aforementioned spirit dog wagged his tail as his accomplishment was told. Tokapcup smiled fondly at the animal, giving him a loving pat on the head. “Once he attacked its throat and made it even slower, she came in and delivered the final, perfect strike, killing it.”
“A little girl doing all that…” Kunugi muttered to himself.
“After that, she gathered the bones of the previous sacrificial victims and brought them back to the village to receive a proper burial…” Tokapcup grew more somber, “She lamented that they were all so weak and that the village bowed down to what ended up being nothing but an ordinary snake. A large one, sure. But not a god or anything like that…”
Hiyori raised an eyebrow. “That sounds like the end to what humans would tell.”
Her low laugh was wet and contemplative. “Quite perceptive…But yes. She did all of that without any aid or intervention of any sort from the gods. Years later when she died and came to the afterlife…Despite being ascended as a Mythic Hero, she tore into us gods for our failures.”
“Failures?”
“The gods were always told as benevolent beings who cared about the balance and the well-being of humans…So our lack of intervention at all to stop this enraged her. She especially tore into Kina-Sut-Kamuy and I. Kina-Sut for the fact that he is a snake god who is supposed to help in exorcising snake spirits, but did nothing to control or stop this snake…And I for standing by and letting it happen even though I despise suffering…For not bringing it to anyone’s attention.”
Sagami drawled out bluntly, “To be fair, I understand her perspective. Why didn’t the gods intervene?”
The sun goddess grew quiet. “…Most of the time, humans have to petition us to aid. We are not omnipotent in our culture. Since the village believed the snake to be a spirit or a god, they never petitioned us.”
Kunugi hummed, “Probably thought they deserved what was happening and had to appease the spirit. And since you can’t be everywhere at once, you probably didn’t notice.”
“Still,” Tokapup hung her head, “She had a point. We failed. We didn’t live up to our expectations. We failed in our duties. From then on, she has always served as an icon for the Ainu as a symbol of strength, courage, and individual drive. To do what is best for the group and act even without the guidance of gods if what you are doing is right. Her powers derive from herself and Ekashiba, no one else. She is a very unique case for Mythic Heroes in that regard.”
“A spirit who draws their power from themselves without any aid from the gods…” Hiyori grew contemplative. He had a feeling Sitonai would get along very well with several of the idols in ES.
Anzu fiddled with the sewing needle and the dress. “What about…Would that mean she wouldn’t get involved in the struggle going on in your realm?”
“I’m…unsure,” Tokapcup kept her gaze out the tinted window, “So far, none of the human spirits have gotten involved. I would believe they would get involved since many fought against the Kunne before or would do so out of conviction or personal morals. As I said before, Mythic Heroes, especially Okikurumi and Sitonai, are elusive to the point where the gods most of the time don’t know where they are. They are their own agents, after all.”
Hiyori brightened some, giving the goddess before him a dazzling, reassuring smile. “Well, if Ekashiba is here and helped us, Sitonai must be making her move and is taking our side~. I doubt he would act too independently of her.”
Ekashiba barked and lightly wagged his tail at the idol, though his brown eyes bore into him as if they were trying to convey something that he was otherwise unable to.
~*~
The following morning, Hiiro was the first to stir. He didn’t bother to shake the leaves off himself as he stood, letting them flitter on their own whenever they saw fit. He had another dream last night. Yet, it was not like the others. Perhaps it may have been the first “normal” dream since this ordeal began. Or, perhaps, it was a dream that was meant to come to him in this universe. He did not know.
He was alone on a snowy mountain slope, and he could feel his dream-self was troubled, like he had lost something of great importance and felt he would never get it back again. The wind picked up and shook the trees. Then, a blinding light filled his vision as if it was swallowing the whole world. The whispers after the light faded and, as he woke, seemed to come from the forest itself like it was telling him to “remember.”
He had half a mind to wake Aira and Kohaku if only for the comfort of having them there which seemed to be the only thing holding him together at the moment. However, without a second thought, he began to wander off, feeling his stomach begin to churn in the beginnings of hunger.
He followed the scent of a hare and, despite it already sensing him, stood frozen in fear as it watched him. Instinctually, he bolted after it, knowing the burrow it called home was behind the wolf and the hare could not make a quick escape. For a moment, he felt a thrill at being the hunter for once, no longer scared like the hare of every shuffle of the leaves of the forest.
However, that quickly vanished as he recalled HiMERU’s fate and the pit, resulting in immense fear overtaking him once more. His vision blacked out, and then it came to seeing the grass, twigs, and stems rushing by, but far closer to his face than they should have. Despite fear being present, there was a new sensation the white wolf felt once he realized what he was seeing.
It was shock.
Shock from seeing the forest floor through the eyes of the very hare he was chasing.
He could feel the hare’s very paws and claws tear up the earth as it tried to escape. Then the hare tumbled as it was caught in Hiiro’s paws. Horrifyingly, his wolf body was still going despite now seeing through the hare. Then, he was in incredible agony as his wolf form sunk its teeth into the hare.
He felt the pain of the hare as it died.
When his vision came back he was lying in the grass next to the dead hare, a panting, terrified, miserable mess with blood smeared across his jaws and muzzle.
~*~
“Like this?” Makoto finished drawing the magic circle on a spare piece of notebook paper.
“YeS, like thAT.” Natsume seemed to be in thought for a moment before speaking again. “You will need to toss one of the metal pieces IN, so Sora and Yuta-kun should aid YOU.”
“What ‘bout me?” Mika fiddled with the red brooch on his lap, dual-colored eyes seemingly focused on something below the floor.
“You shouldn’t joIN. If we divide this up correctLY, then all of you can help with this circle and the next for Amagi-senPAI. But you need to save your strengTH. I have a suspicion we will need to act faster each time if we are to accomplish this undetectED.”
Hinata quickly spoke up, his figure standing abruptly on screen. “Wouldn’t it be better to send more people to that room to help instead of just relying on them? What if they aren’t strong enough to do this multiple times?”
Instead of becoming irked at being questioned, Natsume contemplated seriously. “…PerhaPS. That would mean sending another expedition team to your locaTION.”
Hinata seemed particularly pleased with that idea. However, Rei couldn’t go through with it without addressing some issues. “Let’s say that does happen. How would we cover our tracks in case Pauchi-Kamuy does figure out something is up?”
The elder twin seemed to deflate some, quickly forming a hard line with his brows and pursing his lips. “We could just say we’re still looking for those gems.”
“By sending them to another safe location?” Rei raised a brow.
“…That is a solid point,” Nagisa acquiesced, “That would be hard to hide if we are caught.”
“But we should have a backup plan,” Shu looked to Natsume as if the younger would relent to the suggestion.
“M-Maybe only two or three go?” Tomoya suggested as he wrung his hands.
“So far,” Eichi paused momentarily, “…We have all been sending someone out from each room. I…don’t believe that would be fair to force certain groups to send one and others don’t have to.”
Izumi spoke up in the call. “Technically, we’re already down one group with Eden – what with Tomoe on his own and Sazanami…missing in action. It would be a very dumb idea to send Saegusa out, especially since the penalty for that would be…”
No one needed the member of Knights to say it out loud.
The leaders would all be in a dire situation if Ibara dared to leave his room.
“Also…” Izumi ventured with his proposal hesitatingly, “…On the off-chance we may need to send in the blue and yellow gems…Maybe we should also exclude RYUSETAI and fine. That is…if we follow through with this idea.”
There was a long, tense silence.
Keito’s fist shook as he roughly stood, chair clattering behind him. “So we just force others to choose?”
“It’s not just about choosING,” Natsume interrupted, “There is a magical element to thiS. One or more need to be adept channeleRS, or at least strong enough to withstand such energy being confined into one spOT.”
“So it’s even less of a choice!?” Keito’s voice rose, anger burning in his eyes, “There’s not that many who fit that bill!”
“Keito-san,” Madara stood far more calmly, sending a few to cast wary glances at the tall idol considering the other had been on a hair trigger for a while now, “While this is not one of the better ideas, we don’t have a choice.”
“Says you! You have the least to lose out of all of us for being a solo unit!”
“…Excuse you?” Madara’s tone grew dark, ominous, and deadly.
“You don’t have to risk anyone to send out! Even with Double Face, Oukawa is free from this situation, so it’s not like you have anything to lose!”
“…First of all,” Madara’s green eyes practically glowed with barely held-back malice and rage despite the eerie calmness of his voice, “I do have friends, Keito-san. And I don’t want to risk any of the idols, even the ones I’m not extremely close to. I easily have just as much to lose as anyone else in ES, if not more, because I have no one else to lean on in my unit. And are you daring to suggest that what Kohaku-san and the others are going through is trivial compared to our situation? Have you not been paying attention to what they’ve had to go through by this point? If I had the choice, I would take his place and go out on every one of these missions if I could, just so no one will have to experience this suffering or have to risk their lives or those of their friends.”
It appeared Keito was about to say more, that, technically, Madara did have Kohaku to lean on at the end of this, but one look from Tsukasa silenced him before he could make that comment. Kohaku had gone through a lot already. There was no way Madara would ever burden him with his trauma. Eichi gently pulled Keito back down into his seat, which the blond had pulled back up from the floor.
Tetora then stood, surprising everyone with how commanding and authoritative he sounded. “Everyone. Please. Stop arguing and fighting. We can’t lose it now. That’s exactly what Pauchi-Kamuy – or whatever that thing is that is controlling him – would want. If we cave now or at any point, we won’t be able to come back from it. We need to work together. I don’t like this idea, either, but we have to think pragmatically. This might be our only option.”
After a solid beat of silence, Ritsu stood quietly. “Then, pragmatically speaking, it would only make sense for me to join.”
“Are you insane!?” Izumi stood harshly, attempting to place a hand on the other’s shoulder, “Those shadow creatures are going to try and kill you, and then you’ll be too tired after that summoning to make it back! And after what happened last time-”
Ritsu swatted the hand away with a hand and a sharp glare, his tone initially terse but quickly hissing agitation between his teeth. “I’m well aware…But I’m tired of cowering.”
“…I’m going, too.” Nazuna stood as well, shocking Hajime and Mitsuru. “With the two of us helping, it should be enough to send all three without too much worry.”
“I have no doubt you two would be tired after all of THAT,” Natsume let his chin rest on his entwined fingers, “It might be wise to rest there once all is said and doNE, then come back once you’re rested UP.”
“Uh, guys?” Tomoya brought their attention back to the sad scene before them, “Amagi is by himself right now. If we are to send any, we better do it now.”
Ritsu and Nazuna wasted no time readying themselves and quietly leaving their rooms. While the idols in the dorms would work on sending a piece of the medallion, they had to get to the dorms as fast as possible.
~*~
Hiiro shook as he stared at the dead hare. The sound of a shimmer caught his attention, just off to his right. A little, silver medallion half dropped onto the leaf-covered ground, depicting blooming flowers and trees of early spring. He barely let his eyes rest upon it when his vision whited out and he was seeing ES, specifically a few idols in the dorms.
“Please, Hiiro-kun…Please get this to Isara-kun…Please…”
He shook his head, his vision clearing.
“Hiiro-san? What happened?”
It took a moment for him to gather his thoughts before he could answer Hasinaw.
I saw…a vision? I think? Or…a memory? I don’t…quite know what to call it.
“Odd…Like a past memory?”
Yeah…like what happened just before that…thing came here.
“…That thing is – was – part of the green gem’s medallion. If a piece of it is here…”
I heard Makoto-senpai. He said about getting it to Isara-senpai.
The huntress formed, delicately taking the medallion piece off the ground and inspecting it for a moment. Promptly, she found some old, but strong vines that she quickly fashioned into a loop to tie to Hiiro’s “collar” – the bracelet with the orange gem. “Let’s hold on to it. If your friends on the other side are saying it is important, then we can’t leave it.”
“Hiiro-han?”
“Hiro-kun?”
He swung his bloodied head around to see Kohaku and Aira trotting down the hill towards him. The terror and fear built back up to full force once again. He didn’t want them to see him like this. He bolted. Though it took a while, the other two managed to catch up to him, now finding his paws slowing to a stop in resignation.
“Hiro-kun? Why did you take off?” Aira had swung around to be in front of his furry companion.
Kohaku had brought the hare along and laid it near them. “Nice catch!”
“Kohakuchi! Not the time for that!”
Hiiro shivered, words wet with a barely contained sob. “I don’t want to talk about it.”
“Hiro-kun?” Aira wouldn’t let him turn away, “Please, tell us. What happened? Are you okay?”
“No…I don’t understand…! I thought it was just through the eyes of birds…!”
“It happened again…?” Kohaku froze momentarily as it dawned on him, “Ta’ hare…Oh, Hiiro-han…!”
“Did you…” Aira hesitated, eyes wet with worry, “Did you see through the rabbit’s eyes?”
Hiiro dumbly shook his head, unable to meet those pretty green irises he had come to adore. “…I…could feel its pain…”
“…Hiro-kun…”
The white wolf’s legs trembled. “This Sight is nothing but a curse! Now I am, too! I should just leave!”
“Hiro-kun, no!” Aira smacked the white wolf’s face as the other tried to dart away, making the larger wolf teeter in shock. “You are not a curse!”
“Love-han’s right!” Kohaku came to be beside him, tail stealthily linking with the white wolf’s, “Besides, tha’ asshole probably wants ya by yerself.”
“…What if I go to him?”
“Wh-What are you saying, Hiro-kun!?”
“What if…I go to him and offer the gem? Would he end this sooner?” Hiiro felt desperation begin to influence his thoughts and words. Despite his earlier bravado when he taunted Pauchi over the gem, he was starting to regret saying that.
“Hiiro-han, no!” Kohaku shook his head, giving Hiiro a reproachful nip on the ear, “Tis ta’ last thin’ we should do!”
“And what if that is the whole point of this?” Hiiro lashed back, momentarily realizing the other’s hurt flashing in those amethyst eyes, “What if the whole point is to make us break enough to hand them over?! We’re already on thin ice with that deal! If we don’t give it up, we’ll just get pushed into mental breaks and death!”
“And what would happen if we do give it to him?” Aira was unusually calm, “Would he sit on his hands and wait for all of the gems? How do we know giving even one of them won’t allow his power to grow and make it harder for us to defeat him?”
The white wolf couldn’t deny those possibilities. However, after that dream of the unknown voice demanding the turnover of the orange gem and seeing a mysterious figure behind Pauchi that night of the cursing, along with the deaths of several of his friends, he was on the verge of being done with the thing; whole world be damned.
“Aira is right,” Mirai faded into existence and knelt before him, gently caressing one of his ears, “We know these things are quite powerful. Who knows what even one of them would allow him to do? I know it is difficult, but you must stay strong.”
“Yes, Hiiro-san,” Hasinaw knelt beside him, having vanished when Hiiro initially bolted only to reform beside him, gently stroking his back, “You’re not alone in this struggle.”
A twig snapped.
They all looked up but nothing was there. It was still. Not even the birds chirped.
Hasinaw kept her gaze on the trees around them, focusing somewhere in the distance beyond them. “…We shouldn’t stay long.”
Once the group had retreated out of sight, a smokey, black wolf peeked out from behind a thin beech tree that should have, in no way, been able to hide it. Its red and blue eyes watched the small ravine the group went down, fixated and vacant all at once. As if obeying a silent command, it nodded once then disappeared into a thin trail of smoke.
~*~
Hiyori glanced back at the group behind him as they approached the base of Tokyo Tower. “Are we sure about this? The tower usually isn’t open around this time.”
“I’ll take care of it,” Kunugi stepped forward and led the group to the closed teller.
A guard stopped them. “I’m sorry, but the tower is closed. I’m afraid you’ll have to come back another time.”
“A colleague of ours requested us to meet him here around this time.”
“Sir, then your colleague is bad at telling time. The tower is closed.”
“He said to say ‘whether it is dark or light, the truth will shine bright.’”
The guard looked him up and down in stern appraisal, scoffing and not trying at all to hide his mild iritation. “…Ah, so you’re that guy’s friends. Paid good money to make sure we would open the space for no one else…Why he insisted on code phrases instead of ID-ing who was allowed…Strange man, that one.”
He opened the elevator for the group and motioned for them to enter. It appeared he couldn’t see Ekashiba, as the dog walked right through the guard. “Brr! Unreasonably cold this time of year, I swear.”
Hiyori restrained raising a brow at that, subtly darting his gaze down to the dog and back up. The elevator ride was silent, tension building almost on par with the height of the elevator as it climbed up and up into the dark sky. This could be a trap. This could also be the only way they could find out more.
The doors opened to reveal the top deck, a glittering, diamond-like apparatus in the center creating a kaleidoscope of mirror-like fractals. The light was a soft blue, making the place glow both ethereally and ominously. These mirror-like fractals extended to the ceiling as the outer glass walls wrapped around the whole deck, giving a view of the glowing Tokyo skyline far below them. If it were dawn, no doubt they would see the sunrise below them. It was eerie how quiet the top deck was. Every step echoed around them and the multiple images of themselves sometimes distorted in the fractals were uncanny, like seeing multiple dimensions all at once.
Hiyori paused just outside the elevator, glancing to the left and right. A voice, an older man’s by the sound of it, greeted them, sounding almost tired, relieved, and weary all at once. “I’m glad you decided to hear me out.”
~*~
The wolves had long since passed the white mountain, not only having snow on the top but also being streaked with pure white marble in large swaths that peaked out among the dark trees and bright leaves. Now, before them stood the entrance to Tsinga’s valley seeped in the remaining light of the oncoming twilight. There was a small, well-trodden path between two tall beech trees, and the above branches that hung over the path like brambles were decorated with fresh, dead blackbirds, their beaks missing and blood streaking the branches, bark, and dirt below them.
“Yeah…This would be a hard valley to miss…” Rinne was not thrilled at the overly disgusting display, but at least there was no way to mistake this for anything but an area where a wolf who delved into witchcraft lived. Even the gods with them seemed taken aback by the gruesome totems.
The wolves descended down the path with the youngest three in the middle and Mayoi guarding the back, occasionally stopping to look behind them with a critical eye rather than through fear. At the end of the path was a large clearing. It was…
…Beautiful, almost peaceful. The ground was littered with a thick layer of soft, fallen leaves, and what leaves remained on the trees above were auburn and seemed to glow in the remaining light of the day. The clearing was filled with the chatter and noises of small birds and other small critters. Other than the gruesome gargoyles earlier, this place hardly deserved such an ominous name as the Vale of Shadows.
“Huh…” Kohaku shuffled his paws as he slowly turned his growing head left and right, “Not…What I’d expect…”
“M-Maybe those birds back there were like…” Mayoi paused, trying to find an appropriate comparison, “Repellents? O-or maybe a trick?”
Aira clung to that bit of hope. “Maybe she’s actually nice?”
“Doubt it,” Niki was curt, cringing just a little at himself for having to burst that bubble and due to the split headache that was induced, “…Oww…Those memories say she has a reputation for speaking in riddles and being quick-tempered.”
“Of course,” Rinne hissed sarcastically, “It would be far too reasonable to have a witch who speaks straight to the point. Haveta be all mysterious~.”
“I mean, she’s kinda like you.”
The red wolf turned to his grey companion. “…Whattaya meaning by that?”
“Since when have you ever been straightforward?” Niki smirked as it got a few snickers and chuckles out of the other wolves.
Rinne huffed, trying to cover his damaged pride, and howled a greeting. “Hey! Miss Tsinga! My pack is here to ask ya questions! We mean no harm!”
The chatter of the critters and birds ceased. Without the noise, the silence was deafening, and the bright clearing started taking on an ominous energy. Kohaku hissed as his fur bristled. “Rinne-han…! Why did ya shout…!?”
“Last we need is to barge into a witch’s house and spook her. I’m just stating our intentions and letting her know we are here.”
“I mean…fair…” Hiiro cowered slightly behind Niki and Rinne, looking around them until his eyes froze upon a tall stag on the other side of the clearing.
The wolves stopped and raised their heads at the creature. It was tall and with an impressive rack of antlers. It eyed the wolves with its big, dark eyes with not an ounce of fear. At least towards them. It moved its head to gesture to a hidden path further on, craning it back to the wolves and staring at them after a moment.
“…Hasinaw-uk-Kamuy…?” Fuchi in her miniature form clung to Niki’s scruff.
“That is weird, even for me…” The huntress felt the hair on the back of her neck begin to prickle, and the little hairs remained standing even after the deer seemed to have disappeared, swallowed up by the leaves of the forest.
Rinne led the pack deeper into the valley in a single file line, steps slow as the undergrowth seemed to have thickened. Once at the end, the valley had opened up further to reveal an earthy clearing with several dozen rocks and brambles dotting the area. Among the dirt piles were several dozen bones, noticeably all small animals like rabbits, voles, and mice, as well as yellowed from age and sucked clean of any marrow or nutrition. While the other wolves became more on edge, Rinne stood tall and howled his greeting once more. However, even he was startled at hearing an answering growl.
Sensing Rinne was faltering, Niki stepped forward, nudging Rinne a little with his shoulder. “Tsinga! Is that you? We ask you Tratto’s Blessing to enter your territory!”
When in Rome – or the wilderness of Romania among the culture of superstitious wolves – it would be best to try and appear as polite as possible. Other than a few instances of dealing with people from other universes, this was by far the most…direct they had ever been. They didn’t know if these universes were scripted and others would only respond to specific words or actions, or if they were just as dynamic as their world.
“Tratto?” The voice huffed, “That fool has been long dead and the Varg respect nothing anymore. Pauchi-Kamuy and the Balkar see to that. Nothing…Except perhaps the freedom to kill.”
The wolves shuttered at the screeching noise the old wolf emitted when speaking the dark god’s name. From the brambles came a very old she-wolf, her eyes pure white and foggy, completely sightless. Niki tried to ease the conversation. “It’s me…uh, Niki. I’m here with my pack…”
“Niki? I remember a Niki from long ago…Back before I tumbled into darkness…before I truly saw…” Tsinga’s voice grew deep and hard, sharp with bitterness, “It is quite gratifying to have so many Varg come to me these suns, to ease me in my loneliness. Not even my trophies or the rumors I spread about my valley seem to keep them out anymore.”
“Not exactly a warm welcome…” Kohaku muttered under his breath beside Hiiro and Aira.
Rinne, feeling emboldened, straightened out. “Then you’re not very good if the other wolves can see they are nothing but stories and-”
“Stories?” Tsinga chuckled lowly and trained her sightless eyes in his general direction, making him pause and stiffen, “Hmm…yes. They are stories. But stories have truth, too. For is life itself not just a vale of shadows?”
The old fortune-teller grew silent for several beats. “…But yours is welcome here…If you are the family, of course.”
Rinne couldn’t tell if he should ease up or remain on guard, feeling his paws frozen to the leaves underfoot. “Ya…knew of us already?”
“Hmm, yes,” Tsinga seemed both disinterested yet serious all at once, “The rebels told me a rumor of it. But I refused to answer their foolish questions before I drove them out. I know Niki, that you and Pauchi-Kamuy were born beneath the Stone Den, and that your son’s pelt is white. He was born there, too…Born at the same time as the human.”
“And now we have one of his curses on us,” Niki rolled his eyes. Of course the equivalent of a witch would know all of this.
“Curses,” Tsinga hissed scornfully, “…Poor, poor little Pauchi-Kamuy. He does have power, but it was always weaker than he wanted…That’s what he feared and hated the most…Why else throw around his curses? Why else seek out the Balkar and brainwash them? Why else would he murder Tratto?”
The wolves froze. Rinne cocked his head minutely to the side. “…Murdered?”
“It is not beyond him to infiltrate his ranks, pretend to admire what he stood for, and get close to him. As he was aging, it clearly didn’t take long for him to poison him with tales of the dark arts and ancient magics, to fall under his sway and influence Tratto to choose him as his successor. Then all it took was just a single bite to the throat when he was all alone…” The old wolf’s eyes stared out past them as if seeing what happened first-hand.
Tremors of shivers racked up the legs of the wolves and shook their very bones. This should have been expected of such an evil character that Pauchi had more or less been blunt about being so, yet the coldness of it all still struck a chord.
“Um, Tsinga,” Niki tried to move the conversation along, not wanting the fortune-teller to unnerve them all before they could get some sort of help, “T-Tatsumi-chan…is dead.”
Tsinga hardly reacted at all, sounding hard and dismissive of the fact that she lost her “sibling”. “Dead…Well, there’ll be a time for private mourning, later, maybe. But now the legend comes. Some say it has all happened before…but perhaps it is coming again. For generations, us fortune tellers have been passing the story from wolf to wolf…and now it has finally come, it seems.”
“Then,” Niki grew worried, frantic, and desperate, “Help Ototo – Help Hiiro-san – Teach him about the Sight! How to use it! Help us get rid of this curse!”
“Is that all?” The fortune teller was almost scornful, “You all have a greater journey ahead of you…If you are the ones.”
Rinne stood beside Niki, leaning into him slightly to show comfort. “Could ya tell us more then?”
Tsinga’s lips peeled back into a fittingly wolfish smile as she reared her head back to howl a part of the ancient verse:
And only a family both loving and true,
May conquer the evil, so ancient, so new.
As they fight to uncover what secrets they share
And see in their journey how painful is care.
Beware the Bretrayer, whose meaning is strife,
For their faith shall be tried by the makers of life,
And who shall divine, in the dead of the night,
The lies from the truth, the darkness from light?
Like the cry of the scavenger, torn through the air
A courage is needed, as deep as despair.
Hiiro and Aira shivered and began to cower behind Kohaku and Niki, tripping over themselves as they tried. Niki gently consoled them, “It’s okay, kids, there’s nothing to fear with us here. Okay?”
“There are pups apart from the white one?” It was the first time Tsinga seemed curious and shocked, quickly morphing into a sort of excitement, “Bring them to me.”
The elder wolves froze and side-eyed each other worryingly. Hiiro and Kohaku seemed to have shrunk further, and they were not keen on stepping forward. Before anyone could stop him, Aira stepped forward, voice wavering only slightly, betraying how terrified he was. “H-Hello.”
Tsinga snarled, sending the brown wolf scurrying backward and behind Hiiro and Kohaku. “You dare to test me!? That pup is not of Niki’s blood!”
Rinne stuttered as he tried to gently smack Aira with a paw for doing something so rash. “U-Uh! H-How did ya know? Does the Sight just tell ya or something?”
Tsinga looked to have rolled her sightless eyes at him. “Do you think I don’t know a scent when I smell it? There are ways to see other than with the eyes…Ways that we must not forget…Nor must we forget what we are…Tongue and ears…the paws and nose…Oh, I have a good one, too. I can smell out children and thieves…legends and lies…Hehehe! The wolves run and Wolfbane waits to return…!”
The madness that seemed to have crept into the she-wolf made Aira almost bury himself in the soft earth behind his friends. As if she knew where he was, she trained her sightless eyes on him, sounding eerily calm. “But he has a destiny, too, as does everything…But perhaps…A more important one than most.”
The brown wolf’s ears perked slightly, finding his fear slowly being replaced with curiosity. Niki barely glanced behind him to see Mayoi had already started to stand over the three, young wolves protectively, giving the grey one the encouragement he needed. “So…You see things?”
“See?” It seemed she misunderstood what Niki was asking, slowly descending from creepiness to sadness, “I haven’t seen in a long time. Oh…How I long to see the forests and streams…the lark fluttering in the air…the leaves red like blood…the deer… joyous with fear in the lush fields, its eyes full of terror…But I must now look into nothingness…with only memories to keep me company. Memories to make the gut churn with loss and longing…Yet, although the world is dark to me now…memories have power, too…Such power…Such power the past has over us all…”
The words Pauchi cursed them with seemed to echo in each of their minds, of the past dark with crimes bringing revenge in the future times. Yet, as if struck with a thought almost at random, the sadness left the she-wolf and she went on, hissing a warning. “Yet the Pathways of Death are the true paths of the past. If the ancient howl opens them and calls to the Searchers, the real power will begin. If the Searchers come…You must never let them touch you.”
Rinne hesitated a moment. “…Why?”
“Because they are the bringers of the power to touch minds and control wills and actions. They will be the servants of the summoner and carry terror through the living. They will tempt nature to turn on itself.”
Various pieces and theories started to click into place. Tatsumi had been right to theorize the Searchers were connected to the final power of the Sight. The real danger presented in the ancient verse was becoming painfully clearer.
“But enough of that,” Tsinga returned her sightless gaze somewhere near Niki, “You said ‘kids’, correct? Bring the others forward.”
Niki gently nudged Kohaku forward, the black wolf slowly padding forward once Niki was no longer pushing him with his snout. Tsinga sniffed the air, craning forward as if searching for something just out of reach. Whatever it was she found…
…It terrified her. “No…! Get away from me!”
The old fortune teller’s jaws began foaming a frothy white, terrifying Kohaku even as he quickly backed up with hurried words telling her he was giving space. She began gasping, “I can’t…can’t breathe!”
Hiiro stood in shocked horror, feeling his own lungs begin to claw for oxygen. It was enough for Rinne to notice and lose patience with the old wolf, sick of her antics terrifying those he cared about. “Enough of this! Can ya please just tell us how to stop this nonsense!? How to defeat this evil fucker, Pauchi-Kamuy!”
The old wolf snarled and snapped her attention to him, almost eerily staring into his eyes. “You think you know where evil really lies, Amagi Rinne?”
The red wolf became as still as stone as the old wolf drew closer and closer to him. “All because you believe that Pauchi-Kamuy is evil? But was not a great injustice done to him, too? Was he not wrongly perceived to have led the Kunne in the Great War?”
The wolves and gods froze, confusion evident. Tsinga snarled more, rage and a sense of madness dripping from every word. “Perhaps that’s where the evil started…! Then again! Maybe it was always there with us, just like the Searchers! Was he born evil? Or did he have no choice but to do evil?”
Rinne eyed the gods with them, sensing Fuchi in particular seemed puzzled the most. Tsinga continued snarling at Rinne, stepping closer to him every few words and making the red wolf slowly step back. “You believe I know what evil is or how to fight it? But am I not blind? And does not my blindness make it hard for me to hunt and so make me all the more hungrier? Tell me, Amagi Rinne, when the time of the Putnar comes and the bloodlust is on you, when rage and sorrow leave you hollow, can you look into the darkness and predict the future? Can you distinguish truth from the lies, the darkness from the light?”
Rinne backed up several steps, feeling cold, stunned, and haunted all at once. Tsinga’s attention snapped to the three younger wolves, almost as if she could see them, directly staring at the black wolf. “Beware the Betrayer, whose meaning is strife.”
Kohaku shook, cowering as he stepped farther back with eyes locked onto hers in intense fear. Hiiro felt fear begin to try and swamp him, but anger and a surge of protectiveness fought back harder. He lunged toward the old fortune teller with a snarl, standing before her and at the forefront of the pack, Hasinaw’s bow and knife glowing and readying for a fight on his back like a ballista. Hasinaw herself began to glow threateningly, power surging even more and funneling into Hiiro. “Enough! I will not let you threaten my friends and family! Just tell us what we need to know about the final power and anything we need to know so we can get this over with!”
Tsinga stopped her triad dead. She slowly turned to him, her narrowing gaze and flicking of the ears indicating she was trying to understand something purely from the sound of his voice. She growled with a huff, “No. You are still too young. What does a pup know of the world? Nothing but innocence and games.”
“…Excuse you?” Hiiro was murderous, the words being hissed through his teeth. Even those in ES who were watching recoiled in fear at seeing the unbridled rage about to explode. “I know nothing? I know plenty…”
Rinne didn’t know whether to remain where he was or try and ease Hiiro back, partly wanting him to rip into this she-wolf but also terrified at seeing his little brother give in to his anger and the power he was channeling. Hiiro seethed more, “I know the pain and suffering of standing by and watching those you hold dear struggle to survive, of watching their tears fall as you slip away from them, of being able to do nothing while they shelter the burdens and slip away from yourself. I know that Pauchi-Kamuy is looking for the child since it is the key to this whole prophecy! I know that Isara-senpai has the child, and has an eagle helper named Skart! I know that the Balkar are looking for the ancient citadel, Harja, and that Pauchi-Kamuy will take the child there!”
Tsinga slowly went from frozen to cocking her head to the side, seemingly impressed both with how much Hiiro actually knew and the courage he was showing. Hiiro sneered, “I know that he’ll ultimately sacrifice the child to get what he wants, just like everything else he has done, whether we had a say in it or not! So don’t tell me that I know nothing!”
At that, Tsinga seemed far more surprised, chuckling in response. “Sacrifice? Oh no, dear. Pauchi-Kamuy needs the child.”
~*~
Hiyori turned to the voice, fists clenched and jaw set. The man was tall with short, dark brown hair riddled with white streaks. His face held some wrinkles here and there, mostly around the mouth – laugh lines, possibly. He wore black framed glasses and his attire was obscured by a tan trench coat. Hiyori waited a moment before speaking. “…You must be Dr. Kubo, correct?”
The doctor nodded slowly. “Yes…forgive me for the suddenness and obscurity in which I had to contact you, but I can assure you it was necessary.”
“…Considering the note left in your book, I wouldn’t exactly doubt that.” Hiyori recalled the note indicating this man was already resigned to dying more than likely by the hands of Fenrir or in some “accident”, so seeing this man alive now was both intriguing and suspicious.
“…I can see you don’t trust me,” The man proclaiming to be Dr. Kubo deflated.
“Can you be surprised?” Kunugi made sure to step forward, readying to put himself between this man and Hiyori if needed, “After everything we’ve been through, and knowing you admitted to seeing events that we could have sworn no one else was privy to, what would make you think we would blindly trust you?”
Despite the prevalent somber overtone, the man did huff a small breath of a laugh. “Well, one could say it still wasn’t enough to dissuade you from meeting me here. Then again, it could also be said that there are probably little other options.”
Tokapcup seemed far more excited than the others, but Hiyori kept a hand behind him to keep her back. The idol narrowed his eyes in suspicion. “You sound confident that we would meet you.”
“Only because you did actually come,” The other man leaned against the railing along one of the glass walls, “Honestly, I know the way I came off running into…Anzu, was it?”
The producer nodded, her hands clutching the front of her jacket together. The man nodded with a soft smile. “The way I spoke to Anzu-san was…to be blunt, creepy and off-putting, I just didn’t know how else to…be discreet about contacting you all without the risk of Fenrir’s agents potentially overhearing.”
Tokapcup bounded forward, ignoring Hiyori who tried to pull her back. “Dr. Kubo! Your note stated you couldn’t discuss the full events that led up to hiding the book. Does that mean you know what Fenrir is aiming to do with everything going on?”
Sagami pulled her back. “Hold on.”
The doctor stiffened some in surprise only to quickly ease and keep his hands far along the railing away from his body. Sagami paused a moment, eyes narrowed. “…Prove who you are, first. Otherwise, there is no discussion.”
“Ah, fair enough,” the man appeared understanding, “It would not be out of the realm of possibility to believe I could really be a Fenrir agent posing as an ally. Is there anything specific you wish for me to present or say that will serve adequately enough for you to decide?”
Hiyori noticed a faint, almost fully transparent outline of a woman form in the glass behind the man. Using the mirror fractals around them, he could deduce an alarming reality.
She wasn’t appearing in any of the mirrors.
Toka, do you see that woman behind him?
“That…why is she not appearing anywhere else?”
A spirit, perhaps?
“I…don’t know…Her presence is both here and…not here. It’s kinda hard for me to know for certain…Yet, she seems…familiar, somehow.”
The spectral woman’s appearance was hard to place as the city lights made it nearly impossible to see her fully. From what he could tell of her clothes, it wasn’t a kimono but there was something traditional about it. It was vaguely reminding him of some of the gods’ attires. Perhaps…she was Ainu?
He could just make out that she was fiddling with something around her chest area, presenting some sort of keepsake or talisman, then gesturing to the man before her. Hiyori assessed what he knew of the Amagi village from Rinne and the bits from Hiiro he so happened to overhear on a rare occasion. “…If you are held highly by the Amagi village, especially the Chief, then there must be a sign or token they gave you to symbolize that trust and friendship.”
At that, the man’s eyes widened then quickly turned downcast, fingers slowly curling then uncurling as if indecisive. “I…do have something like that, but…”
“If you don’t have it with you, then it is as good as presenting no proof. We cannot simply take your word for it.” Kunugi was stern, his voice echoing around the confined space.
“I…” The man exhaled long after taking a deep inhale, “I do have it with me…B-But showing it…”
“What’s wrong with that?” Sagami began to take position on Hiyori’s other side in a similar stance to Kunugi.
“…This…It’s wrong in their beliefs to flaunt power, and connections can result in that. Not only…the village has always and wishes to remain secluded from the outside world. Revealing such connections…I was told, for the sake of my research, that revealing my connections to them was fine, but that this ‘token’ you call it…I promised to help protect their village – their way of life and culture – to the best of my ability. This…It means more than just a symbol of friendship – it’s a symbol of my promise. Showing it to any outsider…”
“It would break it?” Hiyori tilted his head ever so marginally.
“Y-Yes,” The man clutched the chest area of his jacket, no doubt feeling the trinket that was in an inside pocket, perhaps, “As much as I want you to trust me…I can’t betray the trust the village has put in me. I’m an anthropologist. Above all, my duty is to ensure the safety and integrity of the subjects in my research.”
“Hiyori,” Toka spoke in his mind, “It might be a good idea to send me in to view the artifact. Try and convince him that, as an Ainu goddess, I’m technically not an outsider.”
Wouldn’t that mean only you can see it? And you would have to get close…
“I can sense he means no harm! Please! Trust me!”
“…Technically,” The idol spoke slowly, “Tokapcup-Kamuy is an Ainu goddess. She is not considered an outsider, right?”
“W-Well…” The man thought a moment, “I suppose not…Hm….Chief Amagi never stated what to do in this kind of situation…”
The woman in the glass nodded, a smile just being made out. Tokapcup stepped forward. “As a representative of the Ainu, I believe that is acceptable to show me. As Hiyori said, I am not an outsider, and I would know if it was a fake or not. You will be fine to show me.”
The man stuttered and nearly stumbled as he clumsily reached for the token inside his jacket, wrapped in a cloth and string. “U-Uh! Y-Yes, my lady – I mean, Your Spiritualness! Er!”
Tokapcup smiled and giggled softly. “It’s okay! Just ‘Toka’ is fine.”
“Uh…” The man seemed stunned, hands still cradling the bundle of cloth before presenting it to her with a bow.
Out of respect, Tokapcup kept the bundle to her chest so no one else could see it. Her warm, honey eyes lit up in recognition immediately. “…He’s not lying. This…every village had made distinct tokens that correlate to the chief’s household. And this is most certainly from the Amagi line.”
The humans eased considerably. Ekashiba bounded over and pawed at Dr. Kubo’s pant leg, making the doctor shiver. “Brr! Sorry! Thought I dressed well enough for the weather.”
The sun goddess stepped back in surprise until her gaze softened a touch in melancholy. “Ah…You can see me because I’m stuck here, but not…”
“Hm? Is there another spirit with you?” Dr. Kubo looked at the humans and then back at the sun goddess.
“Well,” Hiyori stumbled in his thoughts for a moment, “A dog spirit, technically.”
The doctor brightened considerably. “Is it Ekashiba!?”
“Eh?” Hiyori was caught off-guard, “Yes? How-”
The doctor proved to have a sense of humor. “Well, I did write a whole book on my research of the Ainu mythology~. I would be quite embarrassed if I somehow forgot or missed Ekashiba and Sitonai entirely!~”
Tokapcup’s voice was soft, though it echoed some in the confined space. “Mm, he saved us when we were surrounded by Fenrir agents.”
“You were…I’m sorry,” The doctor bowed to the group, “I was only aware of what happened at the Veil. I didn’t…I didn’t know they were so close…”
“Considering they want you dead,” Kunugi crossed his arms and leaned against one of the mirror-like apparatuses, “It was probably best you weren’t close by.”
“Still,” Sagami leaned against a railing by a window nearby, tempted to light a cigarette before Anzu smacked his hand to remind him that still wasn’t allowed in this area, even after hours, “Wanting you dead over research notes seems a bit excessive.”
Dr. Kubo ruefully chuckled, “If only it were just about the notes.”
“…They wanted you for more?” Hiyori pursed his lips.
“There’s a million other ways they could get my notes. Considering I was working for them, they could easily subpoena the courts to force me to hand them over, since it is – was – part of my contract and, thus, their property. Even with the ethical board getting involved if I made a point to bring up my concerns, Fenrir has enough pull in the government to make it matter little. Sure, my notes were needed for the first part of this bigger plan, but it was…everything else that they want.”
“Which is?” Anzu peaked from behind Hiyori.
The doctor sighed, digging out of a briefcase he had on the floor to hand over a tablet. “Here. In case our meeting gets cut short, this has everything that I wanted to warn you about as well as all the documents proving what Fenrir is doing.”
Hiyori took the tablet with a furrowed brow. Dr. Kubo spoke again, “And don’t worry. It won’t connect to the Internet or any GPS, so you shouldn’t have to worry about Fenrir tracking you.”
“What else happened?” Hiyori kept his gaze locked on the doctor.
Kubo exhaled, shoulders deflating with the exhale. “I so happened to stumble upon The Primordial Energy Project documents when I was about to submit my research to their database.”
“…Primordial Energy Project?”
“The capsules – gems, artifacts, whatever you want to call them – were created by Fenrir after obtaining and analyzing these artifacts that were discovered about two or three decades ago. Where these were found were amongst hieroglyphic-like tablets that seemed to indicate these belonged to ancient gods – older than any in recorded history – and each seemed to be associated with specific human emotions and actions.”
“Hence, why they’re called ‘primordial’?” Kunugi questioned.
“Yes. According to their analyses, these artifacts contain immense power, and they believe they can harness it. Those capsules are essentially housing these artifacts to contain the power generated from them. Their overall plan was to have these charged up and sell them to the highest bidder to world governments under contracts, as just one of them could supply all of China’s current power consumption for the next several hundred years or rival the explosive force of 10,000 nuclear missiles. Then, once they were auctioned off, they would send in agents to steal them back to auction them off once again.”
“Sounds like the governments would get wise to that at some point,” Kunugi stated.
“Except they would blame other organizations. If shadow agencies are like puppeteers for the global stage, then Fenrir is the master puppeteer. They train agents who often if they aren’t reserved for Fenrir’s purposes, are contracted out to other organizations.”
“They’re the big fish while all the other shadow agencies are small fry by comparison,” Sagami supplied.
“Exactly. Fenrir is a powerful organization in both the political and military spheres. They are known for espionage, building security systems, infiltration, mercenaries, intrigue – you name it, they have some of the best in the world capable of doing what needs to be done. Even the security systems you see in major companies and the Japanese government were created by Fenrir.”
Hiyori felt his fists clench. “So it doesn’t matter if the governments believe or suspect anything at all. With how powerful Fenrir is, and how much more beneficial they are, they won’t lift a finger against them.”
Dr. Kubo nodded solemnly. “And since Fenrir is known for being the best, they would be contracted to essentially destroy the supposedly responsible organization under the guise of reclaiming stolen property.”
“Thinning out the competition, that way they could keep more of their agents and consolidate more power globally.” Hiyori could feel a dark pit form in his stomach.
“And since they make security systems, government agencies would want to strengthen theirs time and again to avoid this cycle.”
Anzu grew downcast. “And since they are considered the best in security…”
The doctor took a moment to continue. “…Yes. This whole project is meant to consolidate power, eliminate competition, and provide Fenrir with an infinite cash reserve.”
“So what does this have to do with us?” Hiyori tried to keep his temper in check, “Why is Fenrir forcing us into this situation?”
The doctor lowered his head in shame. “I started questioning Fenrir’s true motives for my research when I discovered these documents…but I wasn’t quick enough to avoid all of my work being uploaded.”
That pit grew larger and larger for Hiyori. “…What information did they get?”
“…Pauchi-Kamuy’s.”
Tokapcup delicately held a hand over her mouth, eyes wide in terror. “Oh no…Then…when the gems appeared 16 years ago…”
“That was just after I disappeared with my research and classified documents,” Kubo clarified almost cryptically.
Hiyori muttered bitterly, “So it wasn’t just by chance that the gems appeared in Teinei, much less that Pauchi-Kamuy was the one to find them…But why did they want him specifically?”
“Those capsules need to recharge periodically if not used,” Kubo continued, “And it was a freak accident that they figured out a…faster approach than relying solely on nearby human emotions and actions. Long ago, before Fenrir was so focused on politics and the military, they were more interested in the occult. Some of their labs still contained various occult items and creatures…Someone was transferring those primordial god artifacts to storage when a Yokai was…”
“Was…?” Anzu prompted.
“… Its energy was sucked right out of it…and into the artifact. And, no. The Yokai…ceased to exist after that. No matter how much it fought…”
“It…stole energy from it?” Sagami felt his hand slack, dropping the carton of cigarettes he had been holding.
“Exactly. And the amount of power it gained from doing so was substantial enough for Fenrir to theorize what would happen…if a god was sapped.”
Tokapcup began to glow, rage making her honey eyes a boiling, liquid gold. Hiyori tried to keep a level head. “But wouldn’t they run out of gods that way? Or is it that the process is much slower when it comes to a god compared to a regular spirit?”
“That is what the head of Fenrir was concerned about,” Kubo’s grip on the railing behind him tightened, “According to the files, once the capsules were made, he tasked his labs to create some sort of device or find a workaround to that issue. Their creation is a thing called SEL – a Spiritual Energy Leech – though it doesn’t resemble a leech in the slightest. It does – more or less – look like a bug.”
“Like…A Scarab beetle?” That pit felt like it was summoning a monster to eat him from the inside out.
“Yes…It’s…supposed to siphon some of the spiritual energy from a host to another source. From what the plans seem to suggest, they were going to test if it was possible to do this on a god and see if they could dedicate a SEL to each gem to charge more of them simultaneously.”
Hiyori and Tokapcup share a nervous glance, one the doctor noticed. “How did you know what it looked like?”
“…Poro-nitne-Kamuy mentioned it to us before…whatever attacked me through the Veil. He said it was hidden but…It was attached to Pauchi-Kamuy…” The sun goddess shivered, “By the divine realms…”
“So Fenrir is using Pauchi-Kamuy to charge these up?” Hiyori had to grasp the edge of his jacket to prevent his nails from breaking the skin of his palms.
“Mostly to test their theories, and then to use them on stronger pantheons, particularly those with a large following. However, there is a more…sinister issue at hand.”
“That being?” Anzu hid behind Hiyori, legs quivering.
The doctor stared hard at the floor, seemingly puzzling over his words carefully. “When I went into hiding after escaping Fenrir, I began searching into these primordial gods’ origins. What I found out…Fenrir had bought those pieces after they were discovered. The original archaeologists who found them documented them as remains of effigies, but someone in Fenrir must have realized they were more than that. I found the tablets stored with them, and they seem to tell some sort of story about these gods.”
“…It’s not good. Is it?” Hiyori had to swallow the bitter pill.
“No. From what I could decipher, it appears these gods were related to negative human emotions and experiences. Since the tablets predate the founding of even the most ancient of religions, the tablets seem to suggest these were the very first spiritual beings ever. The tablets suggest that, prior to their creation, these beings controlled humanity to the point where humans could only operate off of their base instincts and emotions, much like animals…and that they ruled with a heavy, iron fist.”
“So, while science would say our brain development encouraged a growth in intelligence and awareness,” Kunugi supplied, “These tablets suggest these beings were the reason why it didn’t happen earlier?”
“Possibly. Again, it’s very rudimentary hieroglyphics that I was trying to decipher,” the doctor raised his hands in defense, “But it would explain the rest of the story. It seemed someone or something caged these six gods, allowing humanity the potential to grow as they have.”
“Someone or something?” Sagami asked.
“The few tablet pieces that remained do not reveal who or what that thing was, and I’m afraid that might be lost to history at this point. The story goes that, after they were caged, they were no longer absorbing more energy than they gave off, and slowly crumbled away as they vowed to seek vengeance and return, causing humanity to suffer from their blights time and again through the ebb and flow of nature. Until then, the energy that was emitted from them sat there for a time until a picture showed a human carving an icon. And, unfortunately, that’s where the tablets end.”
“An icon?” Hiyori tilted his head slightly.
“Sorry, anthropological speak for totems or figurines, like fertility icons found around 10,000 BCE.”
Tokapcup stood rigid as an idea came to her, eyes calculating but frightful. “That would mean the beginning of when humanity started developing spirituality, right?”
“Yes.”
“Toka?” Hiyori grew worried.
“Hiyori! That latent energy…! That’s what early humans used to create spirits and eventually pantheons! These primordial gods are the origins of all spirits as well as embodying negative emotions of humanity!”
“Hmm….” Sagami rubbed his chin in thought, “…Considering what they embody, would that mean they never died? Or that they are merely slumbering?”
“Like I said,” Doctor Kubo remarked, “They were bound – like a cage. Not killed. Given that these negative emotions are inherent to all of humanity across all societies and cultures – no matter what form they take – these gods can never die. Who or whatever it was that caged them to begin with knew that much, and possibly did it on purpose. From what I could tell, the pictures depicted these gods were still aware of the world even as they crumbled away. Which would make sense since people still experience emotions like despair, sadness, anger, frustration, deceit and fear.”
Like a match being struck, one idea lit in Hiyori’s mind, causing a domino effect as it linked with what he knew and the events unfolding around him. His eyes locked with Tokapcup’s and those thoughts were shared, sending horrifying chills through both of them. Like a rusted door, Hiyori turned back to the doctor. “Those artifacts of the primordial gods…They were pieces of the gods themselves, weren’t they?”
“I believe so.”
“That means…Those gems are housing living entities already. And they can hear and know everything around them…”
“And that creature that attacked me said Fenrir was serving its purpose…” The goddess trembled.
“So those gods are using Fenrir?” Anzu asked, “L-Like they’ll betray them once they get what they want?”
Dr. Kubo sighed, “Even if they were aware of their existence, I would not put it past Fenrir to still try and control them.”
“They don’t know!?” Kunugi shouted, leaving his previous position against the apparatus.
“No.”
“How could they not know!?” Kunugi fumed, “Did they not test this out before!?”
“It was all only theoretical applications, not actual testing,” Dr. Kubo warned, “Had they tried charging them all the way up, the world wouldn’t be here.”
“The world…?” Anzu questioned.
Hiyori took a step forward, voice dripping in urgency. “You said they began to crumble away when they gave off more energy than they received. Following that, would it mean they could rebuild themselves if enough energy was stored?”
“Hypothetically, yes.”
“And those capsules – how were they constructed? Do they allow energy to go in but not easily leave?”
“Exactly. The diagrams and schematics I saw accounted for the rate of energy loss. These are built to the precise parameters to just overcome the rate of loss.”
Sagami sucked in a breath. “So while Fenrir attempts to get those capsules fully charged for their purposes…”
Hiyori finished, “Those primordial gods will come back if they are fully charged.”
The doctor nodded grimly. “And the orange one is the ring leader – the Entity of Despair. It is capable of influencing events and outside forces to make humans experience these negative emotions. Cause enough of them and not only those negative emotions will be created, but an atmosphere of despair, too.”
It felt like the air left Hiyori’s lungs. “If it reconstructs, then it’ll only be a matter of time before the others reconstruct, too.”
Like a grim prophet, Dr. Kubo remarked, “We are on a timer to the end of the world, with Fenrir as the harbinger and the Orange Gem of Despair as the counter.”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 33: Shadows of the Valiant (The Sight Arc: Part 11)
Notes:
Long time no update! Sorry for the wait! This chapter took a lot out of me and I was lacking a lot of will to write this one compared to the Gaming Anthology!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening: Overlap by Kimeru
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_duoLVBuELM
Hiiro’s anger and power flickered as what Tsinga said registered in his mind. “…What?”
The other wolves cocked their heads to the side, curious as to why keeping the child alive would be necessary, considering Pauchi-Kamuy has not once tried to hide how evil he is nor the character he was playing as in this universe. Niki stuttered in confusion, “Okay…S-So…But the altar in the prophecy needs to ‘taste blood’, right? What else could that mean?”
The sightless wolf chuckled lowly. “Yes, and one must pay the price. But he will need the child to receive the power of the Man-Varg.”
Mayoi spoke up. “C-Can we clarify a few things?”
The old fortune-teller didn’t startle hearing someone new for the first time, sensing him with her quivering, black nose. “Speak.”
The black and white wolf flinched for a moment. “U-Uh…I g-get the child is important for this…U-Um, what is the Man-Varg-creature-thing, exactly? We’ve heard a-a lot of different stories.”
The old she-wolf tilted her head in poignant thought. “…It is not so much a creature. If the Sight is used at the altar to look into and guide the human’s mind, then together their sight shall be that of the Man-Varg and a vision will be given. A vision containing the secret about Man that the Lera must know. One so startling that all of nature will be forced to behold it. A vision that shall bestow the ultimate power.”
“…Ultimate power?” Niki did not like where this would lead.
Despite the eeriness of her gaze, there was something almost magnificent in those empty, sightless eyes. “First, the Lera’s minds must be weakened by the Searchers. Then the trap will be sprung. As they turn to watch the vision, frightened and ashamed, then the wolf shall touch all the animals’ minds in the same moment and enslave the Lera forever. Then shall come forth the Man-Varg, the greatest Putnar the world has ever known.”
Blood turned to ice. If Pauchi managed to follow through with this, he would be able to enslave all living beings, including themselves. Whether that power would follow back with them after this universe was unknown, but the idols and their allied gods did not want to leave it to chance.
“So that is the evil…” Rinne whispered.
Despite that, Tsinga heard. Her chuckle started low until it became full-bellied. If it were possible, that sound alone would shatter the rocks around her. “Still you talk of evil! But some believe the Lera were always slaves. Slaves to hunger and instinct and their own blind forgetfulness. And I was a wolf once. Strong as the morning and fast as the starling. But look at me now! Am I not a slave, in the end?”
Her laughter died down, now becoming something akin to shameful until her voice became low and serious. “But perhaps you speak the truth…Perhaps the Man-Varg is the greatest evil…We shall see…If yours is truly the family, you must find the human. Find Isara Mao and Skart. Only they can teach Amagi Hiiro now.”
The wolves felt the shadows from above start to swamp the valley, their talk of evil and spirits now making the valley fitting of its name, which only was provided further fuel knowing they never said Hiiro’s name yet she knew all the same. Hiiro slowly eased himself from his defensive, aggressive stance. “How can I find it? We don’t even know where it is. And don’t you wield the Sight, too? Why can’t you teach me?”
Tsinga’s voice became a whisper as if she were far from them and seeing elsewhere. “Perhaps the child will find you…”
“Tsinga-”
The old she-wolf rounded on Niki. “Peace! I’m tired and you have heard enough for now. I’m hungry and would have you hunt.”
Rinne bristled, about to retort when Tsinga’s sightless eyes cast near him, forcing himself to be quiet. “With these eyes, I must make do with vermin I catch by chance. Even those blackbirds wouldn’t come to me until I baited a trap with a field mouse. It would be good to feed like a true wolf again. We will speak further once you do.”
She refused to speak more, huddled over her yellowed bones while muttering and laughing to herself. Rinne and the rest of the pack retreated a little ways away. “Okay…At least we got something…”
“Rinne-kun,” Niki gave him a pointed stare, the silence communicating all he needed to say.
“…Yeah,” Rinne sighed, “Guess there is no choice…Mayoi-chan.”
The black and white wolf stiffened and jumped at being addressed. “Stay and guard them. We’ll be back.”
The three young wolves settled beside a boulder, huddled together as they warily watched the trees and shadows around them. Well into the night, Rinne and Niki hadn’t returned, and the wolves could have sworn they were hearing whispers and howls in the dark, as if Wolfbane and the Searchers were already walking among them and stalking the small pack. Mayoi glanced up to the rocky cliffs above and swore he saw movement, of a large wolf and possibly 3 or 4 humans, but when nothing else stirred he chalked it up to being on edge and hearing nothing but eerie stories for so long.
It wasn’t until the morning rays bounced off the tops of the valley’s trees that Rinne and Niki returned with a small deer, none of them having slept a wink. Mayoi stood up. “Wh-What took you two so long?”
“Had to go a bit farther than we wanted,” Rinne spat plainly around the deer in his jaws, slightly garbled but they could get the gist.
Tsinga devoured the venison like it was her last meal. She licked her lips once she finished. “Good. Now I can think more clearly.”
Rinne had to restrain himself from rolling his eyes, though it was amusing to him how Kohaku didn’t bother restraining himself from doing the same. The fortune teller slowly turned her gaze in Hiiro’s direction, gazing at his paws rather than his face. “Amagi Hiiro, come. Sit beside me and tell me of your journey so far.”
Hiiro hesitantly gazed at the others with a look that pleaded to not have to. Rinne sighed in resignation, gently nudging Hiiro forward. “I’ll be right beside ya, Ototo-kun. We haveta to do this.”
~*~
“Okay!” Makoto stated as the portal closed, “We sent that one!”
Yuta immediately, though wobbly on his feet after helping with the incantation, dashed to the secret laptop, looking through several screens until he stopped on one. “I found Hidaka-senpai!”
“You better hurry,” They could hear Poro-nitne through the other computer, “He won’t be distracted for long.”
Mika stood after quickly drawing the magic circle they needed once given the missing pieces by Yuta. “I-I’m gonna help this time!”
“Absolutely noT, Mika-kun!” Natsume shouted, “We need you for-”
“I can’t sit by an’ do nothin’!” Mika’s grip on the brooch in one hand tightened. He could see Natsume look at Shu, and he knew all too well that Shu would not be keen on letting Mika participate either.
With Sora, Makoto, and Yuta already so weak and no sign of Nazuna or Ritsu, yet, he knew he had to do something.
~*~
Earlier…
Nazuna and Ritsu ran down the halls of Seisoukan with a Wolf-Shadow hot on their tail, its long arms and hand-like claws reaching out for them as its jaws swung open to reveal its monstrous fangs with a roar. The blond quickly pulled the younger with him into one of the side common rooms, causing the shadow creature to skid out long past the room as it tried to slow itself down enough to follow them.
The creature scanned the living space, jaws hanging open and grey-blue tongue lolling out with heavy pants, yellow eyes burning with hunger and rage. All was quiet in the common room with no sign of the idols.
Behind one of the several couches, the two idols crouched, hands over their mouths to muffle their heavy breathing. Carefully, Nazuna peaked up and over the couch, quickly darting back down after a second and whispering to the young vampire, “Ritsu-chin, we’re going to sneak our way around and out of here, quietly. Okay?”
Red eyes widened, his whispering quiet but no less frantic. “There’s not enough places for both of us to hide behind…!”
“Which is why we’ll go one at a time,” Nazuna gently guided Ritsu around the back of the couch as the creature slowly walked around, “You first.”
“But-”
“Ritsu-chin, there’s no time…! I’ll be right behind you, I promise. Once we get to the hall, run.”
Ritsu took a shaky breath as he let Nazuna usher him forward, deftly hiding behind other couches and furniture until he was almost at the entryway. But it was at that critical moment that the shadow creature turned around, eyes stopping from gazing around the room as they backtracked to lock in on the raven-haired teen. It gurgled a demonic, deafening roar.
“GO!” Nazuna shouted as they both bolted down the hall.
Ritsu was in the lead, feeling his heart thud so hard in his ribcage that he thought it was trying to outrun his own body to save itself. He burst through the stairwell door, desperately scrambling up the steps that echoed in the confined space. He didn’t want to die. Not like this. Not when people were counting on him.
Not when he didn’t have a chance to see Mao one more time.
Ritsu burst into the dorm room, panting heavily as the door slammed against the wall with enough force to bounce back and shut on his own. Yuta was the first to shout his greeting. “Are you okay!?”
Ritsu panted heavily, scrambling to his feet. “The circle…! Get it ready!”
“Where’s Nito-senpai!?” Makoto shouted, Sora looking on in abject terror and worry.
Ritsu whirled around with a retort at the ready but it quickly died in his throat.
Nazuna was nowhere to be seen.
~*~
“Intriguing,” Tsinga sniffed greedily as Hiiro finished recounting their journey so far, “Perhaps yours is truly the family.”
“Why?” Hiiro was short, tail tip flicking in irritation. Yet, he couldn’t help his heart sinking at hearing the confirmation, even if it would only make sense that this universe wasn’t done with them yet.
“Did you not hear, child? The verse states that the family will be tested by the makers of life!”
“So…Tor and Fenris?” Hiiro couldn’t keep the irritation from his tone. Considering those gods in this universe were supposed to be in control of Wolfbane to begin with, why would they find it necessary to test a family if they ultimately want Wolfbane sealed away?
Tsinga, however, shook her muzzle in distaste. “For fortune-tellers, who live the closest to nature, even more so than the wild wolf, the makers of life are the four elements: earth, air, water, and fire.”
The old she-wolf’s voice turned to something strangely beautiful and full of longing as she reminisced. “There are few of us left now to pass on this knowledge. Indeed, I may be the last…the last of a dying breed…It is all I held against Tratto, for though he was a good wolf and strong, he confused the black arts, like the cult of Wolfbane, with the fortune-teller’s natural magic. The understanding of what makes up life. The magic of the elements themselves. Your pack has already been touched by three.”
For a moment, Hiiro could understand why the elements held such power. His hometown’s old pantheon heavily embodied such elements, a sign that their culture was heavily in tune with nature and the world at large. “…How exactly have we been touched?”
There seemed to be a brief moment of a remorseful growl coming from the old she-wolf as she was forced to remind Hiiro. “Earth at the pit and in the grave, air when you flew with the birds, and water at the rapids.”
All of the wolves shuddered, and Rinne placed a heavy paw over one of Hiiro’s in comfort. Hiiro barely registered it as flashes of Mayoi’s near brush with death, HiMERU’s dying words, the grave at the church, and, the one that started it all, of the wind echoing in his ears as he saw through a bird’s eyes echo in his mind.
Tsinga continued, “As you go, Amagi Hiiro, beware of fire…But there is a fifth element, too. The source of dreams and nightmares, which you must beware above all.”
He hesitated a moment. “…What is that?”
“Ice,” Tsinga simply put, “The still element, which holds all in potential.”
His vision of Kohaku falling through the ice on a river shoved itself into the forefront of his mind. Bitterly, he had a thought form that, given the prophecy, maybe Pauchi’s curse didn’t have any power behind it at all. Perhaps it was a self-fulfilling prophecy that, in trying to save themselves and stop this “curse”, they fulfilled it anyway. Had they just stayed put – had Hiiro just stayed put after seeing through the eyes of a bird – maybe all of them would still be here.
“But tell me,” Tsinga’s voice cut through his thoughts like a hot knife, “Just before the Sight came to you…what did you see and feel? What was happening to you?”
~*~
Hokuto was padding through more rocky terrain, cursing his luck that he was finding no signs of the rebels or Mao and Subaru anywhere. He had to find them, no longer for his own sake, but for the others, too. He couldn’t give up. Yet, what began to infuriate him the most was finding no sign of Shiramba-Kamuy even after days of traveling.
What if Rinne was right? What if it was a mistake to separate from them?
A whoosh echoed from above his head. He barely made to look up when something bounced off his nose, making it wrinkle from the impact, and then clatter to the dirt ground near his paws. “What the…?”
It was a metal ring resembling that of braided, twisted vines. A voice echoed from the bit of metal.
“Okay! Made it! Not the most graceful of landings, but a seed cannot choose where the wind will carry it!”
The slate wolf blinked several times at it very slowly. Was this how it was supposed to happen?
Within seconds, his vision flooded to perceive only a man with wooden-framed glasses. “Ahem! Sorry for the unpredictable meeting. My name is-”
“Shiramba-Kamuy,” Hokuto plainly stated.
“Ah, yes! Right, you did have that vision so-”
He then heard Makoto, feeling his heart brighten upon hearing him after so, so long. “Hidaka-kun! Please, this is a bit odd, but you have to-”
Hokuto didn’t need him to finish to know what to do. “Hold your hand out.”
The man in his vision was taken aback by how curt and forward he was being, but chuckled amusedly in response, proudly displaying an open hand to the idol. The wolf lunged for him, his body pouncing on the metal ring.
He felt the power rush into him, exhilarating and slightly terrifying all at once. Within seconds, that feeling dissipated and he could now see the god before him normally. Shiramba looked at him and hummed, impressed. “Well, quite intriguing to have someone get straight to the point rather than question first.”
“Considering everything so far,” Hokuto lowered to the sides of his head in annoyance, “I see little reason to question.”
“Hehe! That’s our Hidaka-kun!”
…Yuuki?
When he didn’t hear the other again, he shrugged it off as perhaps a magical side-effect. Until Shiramba spoke up. “Oh, I am technically in a Holder contract with Yuuki as well as yourself. As such, Holders of the same god at the same time can telepathically communicate with each other.”
“…Like a hivemind?” Hokuto was taking this all rather well, in the plant god’s eyes.
“Precisely.”
“HOW ARE YOU THIS CALM ABOUT IT!?”
“Yuuki, I’ve seen and been through weirder,” The slate wolf responded to the air, “…Ah, I have to think my thoughts for him to hear me, correct?”
“Well,” Shiramba grew slightly sheepish despite his smile as he rubbed the back of his head, “Yes, but since he’s also in that call…He can hear you regardless.”
“Ah, right…” His ears then perked up, entire being stiffening, “…Can Pauchi-Kamuy mess with this communication at all?”
“No?” Shiramba stared at the wolf like he had just grown a second head spontaneously, “That is between Holders and their contracts. No other god can mess with that – Well, if they kill the Holder, maybe – You know, like, die-die.”
“Yeah, I get it,” Hokuto nodded briefly, his previous thought still making him rigid, “So…That means…ES could talk to the rest of us through our communication link without that other god knowing?”
“So long as Yuuki isn’t discovered to have formed a contract with me, that is exact.”
Much like those in ES, Hokuto could feel elation bubbling through his whole body. Even if all the other options failed or were discovered, they still had one ace up their sleeve that couldn’t be taken away. Shiramba, however, had to cut this short. “While that is a good thing, I must tell you there is a lot that was discovered on their end and time is of the essence if we are to find Isara.”
“You want to make a contract with Isara, too?”
“To save the both of you from a mental break, yes.” Shiramba took that moment to conjure a few, small tendrils of vines to tie the metal ring around Hokuto’s neck like a tag on a collar.
“Let’s walk and talk, then,” Hokuto wasted no time in trotting down the mountain path, the plant god vanishing and following the slate wolf.
~*~
“That’s enough,” Poro-nitne warned the idols, “We were lucky those two remained under the radar, but trying a third time will most certainly draw his attention.”
“Too many disturbances to cover up?” Shu asked darkly.
“Think of it like a mass of energy moving into a space through the Veil. The Veil doesn’t like holes, so it will patch up and become harder and harder to puncture, requiring more energy to puncture it again. If too much energy is forced through, there will be no way to excuse that as a normal part of this universe.” The unknown god kept his gaze on the pink-haired idol even, not giving an inch.
“So, we have to wait until it dies down to try again,” Tomoya spoke in slight defeat, gaze flitting to the other Ra*bits members on screen in worry.
“More like we will have to wait until there is another, suitable weak point between the universes,” Poro-nitne corrected.
“And who knows how long that will take.” Hinata rolled his eyes.
“Still,” Eichi reminded everyone, “We accomplished quite a bit. And we even have a way to reliably contact them without raising suspicion.”
Madara was less optimistic. “So long as Hokuto-san stays alive, as well as Mao-san. It’s not entirely fool-proof.”
“No,” Eichi leveled with the other idol, “But it is better than nothing.”
Most of the idols in the dorms collapsed on-screen, all still lucid but severely exhausted from fighting the Veil to make an opening. Yuta, the weakest from the previous attempt, had been the one to throw in the last metal piece, but the whole process nearly failed from the start. Makoto, Sora, and Ritsu didn’t have enough collective energy to pierce the Veil, not until Mika joined in at the last minute against the advice of Natsume and nearly everyone else. Despite his brief involvement, Mika’s legs quivered excessively, just barely holding out enough to keep him standing compared to the others while still clutching the red gem in one hand.
If they were to try again anytime soon, even under dire circumstances, there was no way they would be able to build up enough energy to pierce the Veil. Not without Nazuna.
Shu leaned back in his chair, arms crossed with a dark, pensive gaze. Natsume barely heard the whispered, worried muttering of his friend. “Nito…where are you…?”
~*~
“Yes, yes,” Tsinga muttered like she was greeting an old friend once Hiiro finished explaining, “Fear and death are the oldest gateways to the gift. Until you find Skart and Isara Mao, Amagi Hiiro, and begin to learn how to properly use the powers of the Sight, you must learn to be strong. To see as the birds, see past, present, and future in the waters…over the centuries there have been many who could not bear to live with that knowledge.”
Hiiro grew desperate and angry. “You’re so supposed to be able to wield the Sight, too! Why can’t you teach me!?”
Rinne felt his heart shatter for his little brother whose heart was too kind for such a cruel fate. Tsinga did not seem the least bit phased by Hiiro’s outburst. “Would you see through my dead eyes, child? I do not wield the Sight like you do. Once, I was able to touch part of that power, as all fortune-tellers can do. I once could see through the waters of far-off realities. To do that, one must first invoke the power of memory, for there lies the secret patterns of things, and then send the senses whispering out to the present and even the future…But I spent too long gazing and searching, destroying my eyes over time. It left me in the dark and with my memories, cursed to know something of what must come. Using the power has left me as blind as the great statue herself and has since left me almost entirely.”
“The…statue?”
“Yes…above the altar at Harja is a statue of a she-wolf. It is the very reason why the wolves call the place the gateway to heaven, for it is as beautiful as the evening. A grand statue of a she-wolf with two human pups suckling at her belly.”
“So it does exist, this Harja,” Niki whispered, “How do we get there? Do you know how?”
“Knew once, yet how could I find it now? But I have said enough…” Tsinga suddenly stopped, “Perhaps too much already. I’m forgetting the single most important law of the Sight: Amagi Hiiro must learn and choose for himself.”
“But-” Niki interrupted.
“That is the only way!” Tsinga snapped and snarled, “On his journey, he must discover all he can of Man, too, for whatever he decides, knowledge alone can help him to fight! Pauchi-Kamuy already knows much of Man, and Amagi Hiiro must beware of him, for those with the Sight can sometimes touch each other’s minds, especially in close proximity!”
Knowing that Pauchi could find a way to mess with them simply by being near Hiiro sent chills down them all. Tsinga growled, “Now, you must hurry. Get beyond the boundaries as quickly as you can. Once you have done that, your journey will have only begun. For if yours is the family, it is not just for your own sakes that you must survive now, but for life itself. So guard each other. For if one is lost, I fear for us all.”
“Hey! We’re not done!” Rinne shouted, “There is still far much more we need to know if we are to protect each other and Hiiro! Do ya even feel an ounce of sympathy? Pity even?”
“…Can parents ever help their children?” There was something distant yet dull in her tone, “…Hmm, we shall see. You talk of pity, but winter is here…and with it comes death and darkness. It is as certain as the seasons themselves. But Wolfbane…”
Everyone felt their fur rise as the old wolf chuckled lowly. “In stories, the Evil One – Wolfbane, Shape Changer, friend of the dead – has always hunted the wolves through their dreams, feeding on fear and guilt. For centuries, his cult dominated these forests, before Sita’s star rose and the Evil One was suppressed. If the Shape Changer returns, who knows what form he will take, for may not fear come in many guises? The verse warns of making errors. ‘Who shall divine, in the dead of the night, the lies from the truth, the darkness from light.’”
Niki’s eyes narrowed in suspicion as Tsinga seemed keen to be staring at him – far too much eye contact for a blind wolf. Was this her way of warning them to be wary of what they choose to fear? Of making critical errors?
Was her warning only applying to this universe?
Tsinga continued, “But the legend will not be easy for Pauchi-Kamuy, either. There is much that must be fulfilled before the final power can come. Above all, none have ever tried the ancient howl before, and now Pauchi-Kamuy is almost certainly too weak – I doubt he can even look into the water. That’s why he tried to join your pack – to get to Amagi Hiiro. Though…if he finds another to help him-”
“Another?” Rinne growled, “Tatsumi-chan told us that ya only taught two others of the Sight.”
“Yes,” Tsinga grew bitter as she recalled, “and entrusted each with a secret about the legend. I’d hoped to make them joint guardians of the law. A foolish endeavor, in hindsight…But the Sight draws on all the powers of the universe – the inner forces of life. Though the legend speaks to the wolf, who is to say there are not others among the Lera that can touch the gift? (*) Others that Pauchi-Kamuy could draw on. Then, of course, there is Amagi Hiiro.”
The thought that Pauchi would even try altering the very animals of this universe for his gain made their stomachs churn unpleasantly. A trend they were finding with the fortune-teller, Tsinga suddenly shifted topics once again. “But you all have a destiny. You must help each other to guard against Pauchi-Kamuy’s hate. Your love and faith must guard against Wolfbane, and you must always carry hope in your hearts. And Amagi Hiiro, remember the last line of the verse. You will need courage – one as deep as despair. Now, hurry!”
It was clear they would not get any more out of her. One by one, the wolves turned to leave. Niki was the last to follow when his ears caught a hiss of a whisper. “Pst, Niki.”
He knew that voice. He slowly turned around to face Tsinga, a blank look on her face as she subtly gestured for him to come closer.
Her voice…
“There was no distortion,” Fuchi supplied, “But hadn’t there been distortion when she called your name before?”
The grey wolf slowly came forward. “What is it?”
The old wolf lowered her head and kept her voice to a whisper. “I will tell you one last secret, for you are Hiiro’s ‘mother’ in this universe. Why the verse speaks of the wounded.”
It was like a bucket of cold water had been doused on him.
“…You’re aware of what’s going on…”
There was a small, toothy smile on the old, mad she-wolf. “Is it not just the circle of life that a deer’s death prolongs the life of a wolf and the remains eventually become the grass to feed the next generation?”
“…So those distortions…”
Tsinga lowly cackled, “This old girl still has a few tricks up her sleeve. That god may think he pulls the strings of each universe, but he fails to understand that other powers can be at work, or that we’re not merely playthings to be tossed away and used at his discretion. We’re just as much our own agents in our fates.”
“So everything you said while distorted…About his involvement in the Great War and if he was born evil or not-”
“As I said, I’m blind and cursed to know some things,” Tsinga was curt, “It did not take much to see into him and his past self, to root out what was him and what was that other one.”
Other one…?
“That creature from the night of the cursing!?”
“What actually happened?”
Tsinga’s smile turned lopsided. “That is not for me to tell. Just remember…that the warning of making errors from the verse applies to your situation as much as it does here. Choose what the real evil is carefully. For every action and choice is made not with just one emotion, thought, or feeling in mind, but a complex web of several…But that is not the main reason I wished to speak to you alone.”
“…What is it then?” Niki swallowed down the frustration at the cryptic words.
“The verse refers to a she-wolf, Niki. Fortune-tellers have always known them as the wounded ones. The Vision can only be given to a female, one that has tended to another living creature and knows the pain and love of a mother. I believe you understand why this still applies to your family?”
Didn’t Pauchi-Kamuy mention that his role was female at some point? Or at least implied the one he is replacing is a female by mentioning “barren”?
“And with how he twisted the world to keep your gender but still serve the motherly role…Perhaps the one Hiiro is replacing was a female, too? Perhaps that illusion and twisting also applies to him?”
The universe perceives Ototo-san as female…thus the prophecy…!
“Okay, but,” Niki tried to reason, “If Pauchi-Kamuy’s role – the one he replaced – is barren, then how can he ever-”
“Perhaps,” Tsinga whispered in a low growl, “But perhaps that was another reason for her edict. She is gathering pups around her.”
“…Are you saying that was all set in stone? That he didn’t make the edict? That the point for…her was to foster some sort of motherly instinct just for the sake of power?”
“If he is to keep this universe from retaliating, he had no choice,” There was something sinister in what she spoke of, “Besides, even if that had been the case, there’s no reason for him to gather pups when he has the Assistant. Their bond and how it came to be…Is not what you have seen of the two like how a mother cares for her young?”
The Assistant was rescued from death.
“That was two years ago…So for two years…How ironic…The god of chaos and insanity, known for destruction, cared for and raised that soul.”
I doubt that means he actually cares for that guy.
“You saw what happened when Hidaka punched the Assistant. Pauchi-Kamuy was enraged enough to finally show himself.”
That’s right. The way the dark god shielded the Assistant from further harm at that moment…With all they have seen, learned of, and, now, the advice and warnings from Tsinga, Niki could come to one conclusion for certainty.
Amongst all the darkness, conspiracies, intricacies, and plots, Pauchi-Kamuy did care for the Assistant. They share a bond that goes far deeper than the idols realize. For this universe, that part of the prophecy was already secured for them. Ultimately, they, the idols, had far less time to catch up and have enough power to fight them. All Pauchi truly needs is the child to win this game.
“…Why didn’t you tell Oto…Hiiro-san this?”
Tsinga’s ears swiveled to the sides and back. “…That secret he must discover for himself, if it is in him to do so…Now, be gone. Look after him as if he were your real son.”
~*~
Kunugi tapped his fingers against the steering wheel. “Do we have an idea of where we’re going next?”
Hiyori flipped a business card around, finding the scribbled clue on the back. “It’s a place in Ichigaya.”
“Ah, haven’t been there in a while,” Sagami sighed, “They have some good ramen at one of the izakaya’s there.”
“Not the point of our trip,” Kunugi tutted sternly.
“Dr. Kubo said he had extra information on the Veil for us, right?” Tokapcup mumbled from the back seat, “I wonder how that might help us keep the Primordial Gods at bay.”
Anzu fiddled with her sewing supplies as she mended the soon-to-be jacket for Tokapcup. “And how that fits in with the Amagi village, too…”
“He did say a priestess taught him about the Veil when he was doing research. Perhaps someone from the village?” Sagami supplied.
“Maybe…Still,” Anzu sighed, “We seemed to be in a good position to just talk in the tower.”
“Not quite,” Kunugi motioned with a finger through the tinted windows towards a group of three near the base of Tokyo Tower, “Seems Dr. Kubo has a sixth sense. I believe those are the agents he was warning us about.”
“Stay calm and keep with traffic,” Sagami warned gently, eyeing the trio discreetly.
~*~
A girl with a brown bob sighed in exasperation, “Do we really have to wait? Why not go up the tower and nab them there?”
An older woman with long, dark hair keenly analyzed her surroundings, her visage not cracking once. “Not when other agents are so close by, Hierophant.”
“Empress,” A man with a long, high-pony tail motioned for her, “The van.”
“…Hmm, looks like we’ll have to corner them with the Doctor. Emperor, check to see where Magician and Tower are.”
~*~
A blizzard had descended upon the pack shortly after they left, forcing them to take shelter around a small group of trees. Even so, what little protection the trees provided was meager and the wind so bitterly cold it made even the hardiest of the pack shiver uncontrollably.
Rinne had to shout to be heard over the raging wind, “Well, so much for that! Barely got anything out of that wolf!”
Niki growled from close by. “I wouldn’t say that. We’re a bit more aware of what is going on and what to expect.”
Rinne huffed, “Even so, it doesn’t help us to find Neko at all! Yeah, we cross the boundary and break the curse, but what then?”
Mayoi growled fiercely to grab their attention, keeping his tone low enough to be heard by the two while not by the three younger ones. “As much as we do need to think about that, we need to find food of some sort. None of us have eaten well in a long while.”
“Fine, but stay close by! This blizzard is just getting worse!” Rinne relented.
~*~
Earlier…
A dark wolf watched over Tsinga’s valley, its red and blue eyes raking over the smattering of wolves below. It turned away once it was called, unaware that its presence was noted by the black and white wolf guarding the three youngest.
“Silence, come.” Irura patted her thigh to gain her death hound’s attention once more.
“Winter is coming…” Kina-sut shivered fiercely, “Ugh, I hate the cold!”
Jun messed with the edges of his gloves, a mask in his lap as he blew on his cold hands. “Would have thought a god would be more immune to such mortal trifles.”
“I’m a snake god! I may be human in form, but I certainly feel more cold-blooded!” Kina-sut snapped like it explained everything logically.
“Patience, all of you!” Irura snapped, “We’ll soon not feel the chill once we have to engage with them for one of the gems. Sazanami, remember your mask.”
“Yeah, yeah…” Jun hated the idea of having to fight any of his friends but complied with reapplying the mask. It was half black and half white, with a grey, crescent moon going down the dividing mark on his forehead.
“Hey, if all goes to plan, he may not even need to fight,” Kina-sut reminded the Ainu Grim Reaper, “Besides, the main goal is to get one of the gems without bloodshed, if possible. And no killing at all.”
Kunnecup was staring away from the valley, gaze hard and analytical. Jun sensed something wasn’t right. “What’s wrong?”
Wordlessly, the moon god pointed out toward a rocky outcrop a ways away from them. What climbed up the ridge was one of the Tiger-Shadows though it staggered as it attempted to walk, mouth wide in labored breaths and black ooze leaking out of its mouth. Jun stood, taking a few hesitant steps to be beside Kunnecup. “What is wrong with that shadow?”
“…Good question…”
“What do ya mean?” Jun hissed, eyes fixated on the ill shadow creature.
Irura approached but quickly stilled, taking a shaky step back as her eyes landed on the creature. Even Kina-sut was taken aback in silent terror. “Something’s not right with that one…Even for a creature of Kenas-Unarpe’s…”
“…What is it doing?” Jun felt a terrible chill wrack him inside and out, and it wasn’t from the cold.
The Tiger-Shadow soon coughed and hacked, more of that black ooze spattering the snow and rocks below its paws mixed with the yellow-green blood that occasionally came up with it. With a shuddering groan, it stilled for only a moment. Then a sickening crack as the shoulder bent and moved the wrong way. Then the leg began to grow longer in the same cracking fashion, as if its bones and body were undergoing a massive growth. It roared in pain, the sound of which would squeak higher as more cracking and growth occurred. Black spikes began to protrude along its back, the tail shrunk, and the canines grew so long they dangled out of its mouth by several inches.
“It’s just like the one that chased Ohii-san…” Jun felt his throat clench uncomfortably.
“You’ve seen something like this before?” Kunnecup side-eyed him, a hand readying with a ball of white energy.
“We figured it was normal for these shadow creatures.”
“No. It’s not,” Irura muttered lowly, eyes glued to the creature as it morphed, “No shadow creature – whether a pet of Kenas-Unarpe or an extension of Pauchi-Kamuy – has ever looked like that, much less morphed like this.”
“…Extension of Pauchi-Kamuy?” Jun asked.
“He may call them pets, but they’re nothing but extensions of himself,” Kina-sut muttered, readying Ol’ Boy who hissed from under the plush coat as he turned into a wooden staff, “They are small chunks of his essence that can take the form of miniature versions of himself and serve as his eyes. They are not independent creatures, but rather Pauchi-Kamuy making small copies of himself.”
“Seriously!?” Jun shouted, earning the ire of the transformed Tiger-Shadow.
The shadow creature hacked up more black ooze until it released a screech and shudder, stilling on its four paws. For several seconds, there was nothing but the howling wind. Then, the creature raised its head and the eyes were no longer that unholy yellow of the usual Kunne. It was now an anemic orange.
It was no longer a Tiger, but a Sabertoothed Cat. A Saber-Shadow much like the one that attacked Hiyori in ES.
~*~
Kenas-Unarpe lashed out and snarled as she paced in the cave with Pauchi-Kamuy. “By the cursed realms! This is the second Tiger-Shadow I’ve lost! I sent in two to meddle with ES, and I sensed only one of them! I got that shadow back after they gored it, and now I can’t sense this one!? Just what is going on with my pets!”
While she remained clueless, the reflection of Pauchi morphed into that same creature from when they cursed the idol pack. Its smile grew sickeningly large as its anemic orange eyes glowed before vanishing.
“Give me back my body, fiend! And what are you doing to the shadows and spirits!?” Pauchi’s voice echoed inside his head.
“JusT foR My purPOseS…You mAY call IT…CORRupTion…BuT thEY ShaLL seRVe me…”
“Is using me not good enough for you!?”
“ReTurn youR coPIEs. They WILL fAll SOOner or LatER.”
“You know I won’t…”
“They’LL be FreE for onLy a mOmEnt, in my eYEs. StiLL, you did deLay me someWhAt with thAT chILD.”
“Don’t you touch him…”
“So loNG as he dOEsn’t bare his TEETH at me, he will serve a pURpose. As soon as he does? He will be JuST as EXPENDABLE as the reST.”
~*~
Mayoi had not realized how far he had gone in the storm, too focused on sniffing out even a vole for some of the younger ones to eat. When he chanced a look up, he was not met with stinging snowflakes, finding the storm had abated some. Upon further inspection, he realized he had treaded closer to Tsinga’s hideaway, a fine layer of snow now covering the ground.
Just as he was about to turn around, he heard a pained yelp and a vicious snarl somewhere in the distance. He lowered himself nearly to the ground and hid behind a fallen log, ears forward in attention and fur bristling. Against better judgment, he inched closer, finding the noises had come from where they had just met Tsinga a few hours before.
There was a group of nearly a dozen large, male wolves gathered near the stones where the fortuneteller liked to lay. The old she-wolf lay on her side, slightly obscured by the stones, and blood pooled out from around said stones in a large puddle. The muzzle of the wolf that towered over the dead she-wolf was stained red as he growled, “That’s one job done. At least she won’t say any more about the verse. Now, we need to find that family.”
“Shoulda come sooner,” Another wolf snarled, “That pack left the Stone Den ages ago, but we had to investigate the rumors of the citadel, too.”
“What do we do once we find that pack? Kill them?” Another asked.
Mayoi felt his marrow chill. The red-stained wolf responded, “Just the adults. The children are to be taken to Pauchi-Kamuy. The white one he wants is among them.”
The second wolf sighed with a grumble, “Woulda been a lot easier had they just given up the pup in the beginning.”
The group of Balkar began to wander off, and it was only then that Mayoi realized they were wandering almost in a direct path to the other idols. His legs trembled. Even if he ran ahead and didn’t catch the Balkar’s attention, they wouldn’t have much time to get ahead of these wolves. They hadn’t eaten or slept in so long, they would be too weak to fight.
“Mayoi!”
The black and white wolf chanced a look around upon hearing that voice.
From the falls…
“Yes! It’s me! There’s no time! Do you wish for my help!?”
Mayoi’s turquoise eyes became hard as steel. Yes, lend me your aid.
The gem around his neck glowed and a surge of power rushed through him.
“Oh, finally! I’m glad to be out of that gem with…whatever that thing was! Anyways! I’ll lend you what I can to help you fight!”
…I won’t fight.
“Huh?”
Even with a god’s help, I-I won’t have the power necessary to take ALL of them on, right?
“I…I suppose so…”
So…L-let’s try a diversion…Help me stay alive, at the very least.
Mayoi howled to challenge the Balkar.
I won’t let you hurt my friends! I promised HiMERU-san and Tatsumi-san I would look after them, no matter what!
~*~
Jun was nearly pounced on by the Saber-Shadow, just barely saving himself from its deadly jaws with a well-placed stab to its throat with his gauntlet. The shadow creature had put up a long fight against the three gods, a death hound, and a Holder, making them all fear just what exactly was done to the spirit to make it that strong in the first place. Jun couldn’t help but be in awe as he remembered Hiyori barely managed to kill one of these on his own. How the older idol managed that must have been pure luck.
Silence’s ears perked and looked over its shoulder, quickly nosing his master and pointing in the direction of snarls and yips. Irura furrowed her brow, “Just what is going on…Kunnecup-Kamuy. Come. Quick!”
Jun scrambled to his feet and was the last of the group to see the sight below. There was only one wolf from the pack they were following, and he was being torn to shreds by this other pack of male wolves.
Kunnecup spat under his breath, “Night Hunters.”
Jun tried to rush forward but his arm was grabbed by his mentor. “No, Jun.”
“Are you telling me I have to sit here and watch one of my fellow idols get massacred!?” Jun’s voice was muffled behind the mask, just enough to not at first sound like his voice at all, but his rage was crystal.
“Even with multiple gods and you, do you see how many of those wolves there are?” Kunnecup was fierce yet stern, “Believe me, it pains me just as much, but we barely survived against whatever happened to that shadow! We don’t have the strength for this!”
An explosion of dark light caught their attention, staring in awe at the cacophony below. Kunnecup instead gave Jun an encouraging pat on the back with the hand that was originally holding him back. “Okay, with Yushekp-Kamuy, now we can.”
~*~
Mayoi was knocked to the ground for the umpteenth time, blood pouring out of him like a fountain from his open wounds. The Balkar were ruthless in their torture, having ripped off both of Mayoi’s ears when the black and white wolf tried to act tough to make them buy his act. His side was so torn apart that there was barely any fur left. “O-Okay! Okay! I’ll tell you! J-just stop!”
“Stupid Sikla,” The one who murdered Tsinga spat, “Was it that hard?”
“Th-They went west!” Mayoi lied, “There’s a den we w-were going to after this!”
One of the other wolves chuckled evilly before biting hard into Mayoi’s leg, just to enjoy his shriek of pain. “Ain’t that a good little Sikla? Pathetic as always.”
Mayoi whimpered as his mind supplied him with the understanding. A Sikla was the weakest of the pack. Always terrified, and pathetic compared to the “true” wolves. Even weaker than pups. Ruefully, Mayoi wondered if he fit that role to a T.
No…I’m not.
Mayoi struggled to stand on all fours. “P-Please…! I told you! N-Now let me go!”
“I’m afraid not,” The ring leader spoke with a sickening smile, “We have our orders. We’ll at least grant you a quick death.”
“Mayoi! NOW!”
A dark light erupted from Mayoi as Yushkep appeared in her full form, floating ethereally behind him with her long, dark hair billowing behind her. Her eyes glowed a bright purple tinged slightly red and were hard as steel. She raised her first set of arms, then followed by another set just below for a total of four arms to summon her weapons: twin, whip blades. One had a white handle and a blade that was a chain of small, black blades and barbs, while the other sword mirrored it if only by swapping the color palettes around for the handle and blades.
Yushkep’s voice boomed like a chorus of voices were speaking through her. “You will do no such thing so long as I have a say!”
Mayoi felt what strength Yushkep provided for him steady his system, making his shaky legs cease in their trembling.
“Mayoi, I will guide your movements of my blades until I can teach you properly.”
With a snarl, Mayoi lashed out at the Balkar with the whip blades, tearing into them with what strength he had left. All he could think and see was the smiling faces of his friends, their laughter, their tears, their hopes, and their dreams. He would protect them all to his dying breath, of that he was sure of.
One Balkar managed to evade the chaos of the blades and jump onto his back, biting into the back of his neck. Mayoi struggled to throw his attacker off, feeling himself begin to stumble under the slippery snow. As suddenly as the weight was on him, it vanished. He stumbled back, blood making the snow melt underfoot, only to be met with a dark-clad, hooded figure, nearly mistaking it for the Assistant if it weren’t for the different mask.
Half black, half white, with a crescent moon in the middle of the forehead.
The masked figure had skewered the attacking Balkar with a dark-bladed gauntlet. “You alright!?”
Mayoi could have sworn he recognized that voice from somewhere, but his rushing adrenaline and weakening body were doing him no favors in trying to discern who this person might be. “F-Fine…!”
Mayoi whirled a blade toward an incoming Balkar, lashing its face as it was about to lunge at the masked figure. Soon, three more people joined the fray, as well as another wolf that towered over even the Balkar.
The final Balkar fell with a thud, powdery snow flying up in its wake only to settle and be absorbed by the red waves pouring out of the body. Mayoi stood amongst the carnage, wavering on his paws as he grew increasingly lightheaded by the second. Like the heavy snow on a dead tree, Mayoi tipped over and fell to the ground.
A hand stroked his fur, making his turquoise eyes slowly crack open despite the insistent urge to close them. Yushkep was kneeling in the snow, cradling his head in her lap. “You did well, Mayoi.”
“…I…I’m not done…yet…” Mayoi tried to will himself to stand, but his limbs were too weak even to twitch a paw. “I have…to warn…them…”
“Hey!” The masked individual from earlier knelt in the snow before them, frantically trying to hold Mayoi’s head up, “Stay with us!”
Swaths of silk wrapped around Mayoi’s wounds as best as they could, coming from the death goddess’ hands. “This will only buy you some time, I’m afraid.”
“What are you saying!?” The masked person shouted.
“Enough,” One of the men came over and gently squeezed the masked one’s shoulder, voice somber, “Even if we were able to help sooner…”
They all knew. Mayoi knew.
His wounds were too great. He would die here.
“This is not the end of us here,” Yushkep spoke softly, but her words filled even Mayoi with a steady resolve, “I can hear the souls of this universe crying out, demanding that their world be released from being toyed with. With the threat of the Searchers looming and the summoning howl, we might still be able to help your friends, yet. The spirits in this realm have just as much influence on the living as my pantheon. What say we take the fight back to the Balkar and Pauchi-Kamuy, even beyond the physical world?”
The other woman stood in the snow, conflict evident in her clenched fists and hesitant steps.
“…Irura,” Yushkep spoke with the authority of a general yet the softness of a lover, not at all phased at seeing these people have come to their aid.
“Yes, My Lady,” The woman – Irura – bowed deeply with a hand over her chest.
“I know not what has transpired to bring you, Kina-sut-Kamuy, and Kunnecup-Kamuy here, but I can sense this was more than just happenstance that you were here at this time.”
Irura turned to the other people – gods – the smooth confidence she displayed in battle now a mere memory. A man with his hair in a bun and blue eyes spoke for her, “There is something of import…That gem your Holder has.”
Yushkep stared at the gem disdainfully. “For what do you want it, God of the Moon?”
“I believe the key to stopping all of this lies in destroying these gems,” The moon god spoke with a similar gravitas as Yushkep, “Pauchi-Kamuy is seeking them for a grander purpose, one that will put millions of lives at stake. If they are destroyed, then he cannot continue with his plan and be forced to abandon this crusade of his.”
Yushkep’s gaze turned from the stone to the gods before her, stern and cold. “…And do you have any idea what destroying them might do? If it would unleash something far more evil than what Pauchi-Kamuy has done?”
“My Lady,” Irura spoke up, “What are you saying?”
“…Something is inside those stones. What, I don’t know. All I know is that it hunts and craves destruction, and its eyes glow a pale purple. It tried to absorb me several times while I was stuck in there, nearly succeeding several times. How can you be certain that what you’re trying to do won’t make the situation worse?”
To that, none of the gods before them had the answer. Yushkep asked in the same, authoritative voice after a moment, “…Is destroying the stones all you are aiming to do?”
“…We believe there is more afoot,” The man Mayoi presumes to be Kina-sut preemptively spoke, “Considering there is still power in those stones, we wish to drain one of them to grant us a line of communication with Tokapcup-Kamuy, who we believe is out there in the human world. Poro-nitne-Kamuy-”
Yushkep visibly snarled with distaste at the mention of the other god. Kunnecup held a hand up to each god to keep them from saying or doing anything further. “…We understand your dislike of him, but I have come to believe that what he thinks is going on is right. He has strong suspicions that something is amiss with Pauchi-Kamuy, perhaps being controlled by a third party.”
“The…orange…” Mayoi wheezed softly.
Something flashed in Yushkep’s eyes as if connecting the various facts with red thread to one conclusion. “It has to be what’s in those stones…Hasinaw-Uk-Kamuy and Hiiro saw a nearly translucent creature hovering behind Pauchi-Kamuy before he went even further mad than he normally does. Its eyes glowed a pale orange.”
The revelation rocked the three gods to their cores, unnerving even the more aloof of them. The masked figure cursed under its breath. “Goddamn…”
In that instant, Mayoi realized who that masked figure was. He did not understand how the other got into this universe, nor wrapped up with these gods, but it gave him the courage and strength to voice his suggestion. “Let…them…take it…”
“Mayoi?” Yushkep asked in quiet bewilderment.
“They…have resources…to find out…more, right?”
The masked one gently rubbed his thumbs against Mayoi’s cheeks. “We would…yes.”
“…Take…it…Find…the truth…” Mayoi gently raised his head even more despite the pain it was causing him, allowing access to the necklace around his neck.
“…If you take it,” Yushkep uttered before Jun could move his hands, “You should contact Chikap-Kamuy, too. A deal had to be struck and Tokapcup-Kamuy is not inside the ES building anymore. The two of them should be able to help you figure out what is going on.”
“If she’s not there, then…” The masked one trailed off.
“Sa…zanam…i…san,” Mayoi croaked, quickly gaining the attention of Jun, “Please…take it…”
After a moment, with shaky hands and a barely held-back cry, Jun gently took the chain off, the piece of jewelry shaking in his hands. Mayoi let out a pathetic, weak sigh of relief. “Thank…you…”
“You must hurry,” The death and spider goddess uttered quickly, “Time is of the essence.”
“M-My Lady!” Irura stormed forward, nearly collapsing in the snow as she gripped one set of Yushkep’s slowly fading hands in her own.
“This was bound to happen for those who have Holders. Do not despair,” Yushkep’s voice no longer had that hard, general-like edge, but something akin to a quiet strength as she whispered, “Our work isn’t done, yet.”
“Yushkep!” Irura cried, earning shocked, pained stares from the males around them.
“Irura…” Yushkep had the set of hands the other goddess was holding interlace their fingers together, “I will see you soon. I know I will. I’m counting on you. All of you.”
Irura’s barely choked-back sobs grew in pitch as Yushkep’s hands grew faint enough that the Grim Reaper’s hands fell into her lap, unable to hold the other woman’s hands.
“Please…darling…have strength and rise to the challenge.”
With a shaky intake of breath, Irura stood and slowly joined the other gods. Jun’s voice cracked through the obstruction of the mask, a whispered plea to Mayoi, “I’m sorry…I’m sorry I couldn’t save you…”
Mayoi’s eyes struggled to remain open and what remained of his hearing picked up a vicious snarl.
~*~
“Where the hell did he go?” Rinne growled as he tried to call out to Mayoi, but his voice was drowned out by the wind. They had been sniffing for him for a while now to no avail. “I told him to stay close, damn it!”
“Mayoi-senpai…” Hiiro muttered to himself solemnly.
“He’ll be okay, Hiro-kun,” Aira whispered in his ear.
Kohaku’s ears picked up the faint sounds of a scuffle. “What’s tha’?”
“…Stay close, but behind us,” Niki ordered the trio in a whisper, letting Rinne lead the way.
Several minutes had passed until they hid under some collapsed trees from the storm, the gaps nearly filled in with snow. Rinne barely poked his head up over the rise when he suddenly let out a vicious snarl. “GET AWAY FROM HIM!”
The red wolf lunged out of hiding and barreled onward. Niki was about to cry out his name when he saw what enraged the other so much. Mayoi was lying, dying on the ground and a group of people they did not know, as well as another masked individual, stood around with bloodied weapons and bodies of other wolves strewn about. The masked one held the purple gem in its clutches. The grey wolf felt his blood boil over as he charged out, readying his flaming sword that seemed to grow hotter as he ran forward – as if Fuchi’s own rage was providing further fuel.
“Go! Go!” The thinner man shouted as he expertly defended the man with a hair bun from Rinne’s lunge with a wooden staff.
Rinne lunged at the masked one’s throat. “I’LL FUCKING KILL YA!”
The masked individual rolled out of the way and then scurried after the other people who vanished promptly like they had found a tear in the universe only they could open and close. Rinne lunged at where they left, deftly landing on the snowy ground beyond it. “FUCKING DAMN IT ALL!”
“Every…one…”
“MAYOI-SENPAI!” Hiiro screamed as he bolted to the injured wolf, Aira and Kohaku hot on his tail in equal dismay.
“Yushkep-Kamuy…” Fuchi whispered in stunned awe.
“Fuchi-Kamuy,” Yushkep nodded her head shallowly in greeting.
“Yushkep!” Hasinaw hurriedly knelt beside her fading figure and the dying wolf.
“Those rat bastards!” Rinne snarled in anger.
“They did not do this,” Yushkep spoke, “They…”
“…Yushkep?” Hasinaw asked as the death goddess’ lips moved but no more words were coming out, “Yushkep, what are you saying?”
Purple eyes widened in shock, then grew melancholic, dimming just as fast as her figure was fading. Mayoi shuttered, “Every…one…Balkar…”
“Mayo-chan!” Niki gently nuzzled the dying wolf.
“Hurry…” Mayoi rasped, “Get…border…I…distracted…”
A distant howl echoed through the forest towards them.
Mayoi heaved, “More…coming…soon…”
“That’s still a ways out,” Rinne confirmed, quickly coming back to the dying wolf’s side, “C’mon, Mayoi-chan! We can-”
“Rinne-kun…” Niki’s voice was almost unheard as the wind began to pick up.
Reality was sinking in, and fast.
“They’re…” Mayoi rasped once more, “Not…Ene…mies…”
“Did ya let them take ta’ gem?” Kohaku whispered.
“…Yes…Every…one?” Mayoi’s eyes were starting to glaze over and close as he tried to use what strength he had left to raise his head, “Are you…there?”
“Mayo-san…” Aira gently nuzzled under Mayoi’s chin, “We’re here…”
“Don’t…leave…alone…”
“We won’t…” Rinne grew somber, sitting beside them all in mournful vigil over his dying friend.
It didn’t take long for the dark wolf to take one last, shuddering breath before the death rattle came, nearly swallowed by the blowing wind.
~*~
Mayoi woke to a world not dissimilar from the forest he once was in, only drained of color and still very much feeling the pain of his wounds despite their physical presence lacking. Looking down at his paws confirmed for him that he was a specter, almost able to see through his very paws to the grass crumpled below them.
“Mayoi.”
The black and white wolf whirled around, seeing the goddess he bonded to standing behind him with a quiet, melancholic expression. “I’m sorry I couldn’t let you hang on longer…”
“…I-I will see them again, right?”
Yushkep nodded, “Mm…With our contract, you won’t face certain death after this.”
Relief flooded him for only a moment as he began to look around him. “This…w-wasn’t where I died…”
“This must be the afterlife for the wolves of this world,” Yushkep glanced around for herself, both sets of hands folded neatly in front of her, “Or maybe…the Pathways of Death itself?”
Mayoi shivered recalling the verse. “So…wh-what do we do now?”
“We should go find the other two you lost. Then, we shall start buying your other friends time by…I guess the best way to say it would be to harass the Balkar and Pauchi-Kamuy’s forces.”
“Other…” Mayoi perked suddenly, “HiMERU-san…Tatsumi-san! They’re here!?”
“Perhaps...This isn’t the world I’m originally from, though I can still discern a few things due to my nature as a death goddess. Again, going from this place to the living world to help your friends will be quite the undertaking.”
“W-We have to find them!” Mayoi began to spin in circles, unsure yet raring to go and search for those he lost once before.
“We will,” Yushkep giggled as she leaned down to pet Mayoi’s head and cheeks with both sets of arms, “Such a lionheart you are~.”
“Uh…D-Do you know what a lion is?” Mayoi asked slightly garbled as Yushkep pinched and pulled at his cheeks gently. “A-And you really shouldn’t touch a creature such as m-me! I-I’d just taint you!”
“Hm? Ah, I see,” Yushkep muttered softly, her petting becoming far more gentle, “You and I are truly very alike.”
“Eh?”
“I learned from Irura from her travels out in the human world what a ‘lionheart’ is. A brave, courageous soul…Isn’t that what you are?”
“I-I just-”
“You willingly faced death without fear to save your friends,” Yushkep gently chastised, “You took on insurmountable odds, even for the strongest of this universe. You fought against a pack of dogs alongside your friends…Even fought against the Darkening to give your friends a fighting chance, and willingly sacrificed yourself when you knew your time was running out in that punishment world.”
“H-How did you…?”
Yushkep playfully poked his forehead. “As we have formed a contract, I can see your memories~…You willingly put yourself on the line and did everything you could to your final breath for your friends and loved ones. Even death could not extinguish your courage. If that isn’t the definition of a ‘lionheart’, then I surely don’t know what else would be.”
“…I-I…I don’t deserve…”
“Oh, yes, you do!~” Yushkep hugged the wolf close to her chest, “My little Lionheart!~”
Slowly, Mayoi’s tail began to wag into a slow, steady rhythm, melting into the embrace that was taking away all of the pain he was feeling until it ebbed to nothing. Yushkep gently patted his head, releasing him and standing up, “Now then, I believe we still need to find those two souls before we can truly begin our retaliation!~”
She vanished from sight, but her presence was felt in his core, her voice gently lapping at his mind like a whispered lullaby. “Repeat after me to draw those blades out again…”
Mayoi stood there, eyes closed in concentration. “…Death and Life, become my blades once more.”
The dual whip swords appeared, one on each side of the wolf. His turquoise eyes had a slight purple glow for a moment. “Now. Let’s begin our search.”
~*~
The little pack of five now made slow progress through the mountains as the blizzard intensified, trying to get as much distance between them and the incoming Balkar as possible. With heavy hearts, they had to leave Mayoi’s body behind, and their paw steps were equally as heavy as the snow became deeper and deeper, making them sink further and further and expend more energy that they were fast running out of.
Hiiro was almost unresponsive since Mayoi’s passing, recoiling from even the slightest touch from anyone, even Aira and Kohaku who felt and understood the pain he was feeling. It was as if he feared he would cause harm to them from even a simple touch.
“There,” Rinne growled, pointing out an abandoned, human building, “We can take shelter in there for tonight.”
The carved creatures along the archways glared down at the wolves who slightly cowered under their dead gaze. Despite the dilapidated state of the place, it kept the worst of the wind away. In the corner was a lean-to that would serve as even better shelter for them.
Rinne poked around the area first, snarling as he caught a faint scent. Niki spotted the remains of skat in another corner, growling lowly and tail fluffing out to guard the younger three behind him. The red wolf sniffed around for a moment until his fur began to lay flat once more. “It’s an old scent. Whoever was here hasn’t been around for a while.”
The wolves slowly began to settle down inside the lean-to, the howling wind outside sounding like whispers of the dead and the creaking of the wood above like someone was stepping on them, slowly stalking them as they lay on the cold stone. They were cold and hungry, but at least they would find safety in this place, for even the Balkar would think twice about trying to track them through such a fierce storm.
Kohaku shifted his eyes around the front of the building, fear radiating from him as he thought of all those large wolves that were once members of the Balkar, and that more of them were out there hunting them down. Niki, sensing the unease, gently nuzzled the black wolf. “Kohaku-chan…we’ll be okay. You don’t need to be scared.”
“I’m not…” Kohaku huffed.
Kako sat near Aira, expression serious yet solemn. “It’s not shameful to admit fear, young one. Even the strongest warriors among the Ainu heed fear. It is an instinct, and it helps one to judge if they should fight or flee.”
Kohaku scoffed quietly, muttering low enough to try and not let Hiiro hear him despite Rinne’s warning look, “Yet tha’ verse warned o’ fear…”
Kako shook his head. “Giving in to fear is not the same as feeling and listening to it.”
“Listenin’?” Kohaku rolled his eyes, “Ain’t tha’ ta’ same as givin’ in?”
Mirai sat behind the brown wolf, a hand gently stroking his back in reassurance. “What he means is that it can help us decide if a fight is worth it or not. It’s heeding fear, learning to control it, and facing it that is the most important. It’s knowing when to live for another day, knowing when it is justified and when it is running unchecked, and having the courage to face what is causing the fear that sets the warrior apart from the coward.”
Kako nodded at his wife. “Indeed. Fear is just as fine a weapon as courage. Keeping the two in balance is the best course. Enough courage to face challenges and keep hope, and enough fear to not let courage become a blinding force.”
Rinne couldn’t help but utter what he learned from his father all those years ago, “Fear and courage are checks and balances of each other. Two sides of the same coin. By keeping a level head and a healthy dose of both, ya just might get through ‘bout anything.”
Hiiro paused in settling down as his nose picked up something on the farther end of the room, the black dot quivering as it went into overdrive. He stopped near a tumbled pillar, sniffing at a few clumps of fur. Two wolves, both male from what he could pick out. Very faint, possibly along the same timeframe as the skat from earlier. However, there was a third scent that gave him pause.
That of Man.
“…Nii-san?” Hiiro called out as he reexamined the fur clumps. Something felt familiar about the scents.
Rinne launched himself to his paws, quickly coming to his little brother’s side. “What is it?”
Hiiro was silent, too focused on sniffing the fur in puzzlement. Rinne noticed the fur and began examining it himself, ears perking forward as he shifted between the two. “Wait a minute…”
“Find something?” Niki asked.
“…Niki! Does this smell familiar to ya?”
“Ugh! Just when I got comfortable!” The grey wolf stood and trotted over, nose making any more complaints cease. “…Wait a minute…”
“Is it a good thing?” Aira asked from beside Kohaku.
“…Ya two, get over here,” Rinne barked, “Smell this!”
“Rinne-han what are ya…Is that Isara-han?” Kohaku sniffed the clump of russet fur more aggressively.
Everyone winced as the added knowledge hit them all at once. Rinne sniffed again just to make sure. “Holy shit…Neko and Akehoshi-paisen were here.”
“And so was the child…” Hiiro muttered.
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Notes:
* - The Sight book series is set in the same universe as the author’s debut novel, “Fire Bringer” about a group of red deer from 13th century Scotland, and one of the members is gifted with the power to communicate with all animals – basically The Sight but with a different name. This line from the original book references/alludes to this series taking place in the same universe.
Chapter 34: Held in Potential (The Sight Arc Part 12)
Notes:
Long time no see! Time for another chapter of devastation!
Fun fact! At this point, this is considered part one of the book which consists of about 180 pages! The second part will be far more condensed as it more or less follows the main character on her own and - in my opinion - is the slowest part of the book. Then there is the third act, which may also get condensed depending on how much content might get cut based on the importance surrounding this fic.
I highly recommend reading this book yourself if you're into that, as there is A LOT that is in the book that won't be shown in this fic, plus MAJOR changes in this fic narrative-wise that play out differently in the book.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening: Overlap by Kimeru
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_duoLVBuELM
“Is this the place?” Kunugi gestured to a complex of old, Japanese-style buildings that hovered over a dense, dark alley.
“Should be a few buildings in on the right,” Hiyori added, “A place called the Warehouse Bar.”
“This place seems sketchy…” Anzu held a knuckle over her mouth as she eyed the dark alley from the van.
Sagami looked at the clues on the back of the business card once more. “…No other place it could be leading to.”
As the group began to exit the vehicle, Hiyori had a sickening feeling enter his stomach.
“Hiyori?”
Something doesn’t feel right…
He turns to Ekashiba who is beginning to follow them, an idea coming to his mind. He dug out the journal from his bag. “Ekashiba…Could you take this with you and keep it hidden?”
The dog cocked his head to the side. Hiyori waved the book to the dog once more. “Don’t come with us and keep this safe. Just in case. Okay?”
After a moment, the dog gingerly bit down on the spine of the book before scampering away.
“Do you think something is going to happen?”
I don’t want all of the eggs in one basket, just in case.
“Probably a good call. Fenrir was keen on finding that journal, too. I know Ekashiba will keep it safe.”
With that, the sun goddess and idol ventured with the producers into the depths of the alley.
~*~
Earlier at Seisoukan…
Nazuna bolted into a janitorial closet with the Wolf-Shadow banging against the door with a thunderous roar, the idol just barely locking it in time after he angered it to make it change its target from Ritsu to himself. He cursed under his breath, frantically looking around the room for a weapon or any way to escape. He stumbled to the vent, fumbling with a nearby screwdriver to unscrew the bolts. “I-If Mayoi-chin can use these, I can, too!”
Once the last screw clattered to the floor, Nazuna shoved the panel aside and climbed in, crawling on his stomach in desperation as his hand clutched the screwdriver like a vice. He could hear the door burst open behind him, urging him to crawl faster. He cried out in pain as the shadow reached in and slashed at his leg, feeling stinging pain and warmth flood around his shin. On another attempt to reach in, the shadow grabbed his ankle and began pulling him back. Nazuna clung to the corner of the vent where it met another, desperately kicking at the creature with his free, uninjured leg.
“Co…me…here…fall…en…Valk…yrie…!” The shadow hissed.
Something snapped inside the idol at that moment. His expression turned from terror to fierce, angry determination. His already tight grip on the screwdriver tightened further, and he felt the plastic handle begin to crack under the pressure. With what room he had in the cramped space, he lashed out with the screwdriver, stabbing the creature in its wrist, forcing it to retract with a pained roar and letting its prey crawl away. It roared as it tried to reach him again, but Nazuna had crawled further into the vents and it could not follow due to its bulky size.
The blond hissed and let out a strained, pained cry as he crawled along, looking behind him as he tried to assess the damage. He was leaving behind a thick, blood trail, and the pant leg from the knee down was almost dyed red. “D-Damn it…”
He fumbled for the radio hanging from his hip, hands shaking as he held it. “Saegusa…! Saegusa, can you hear me?!”
Static crackled over the radio. “D-Damn it…! No signal!”
He struggled to crawl onward, feeling something digging into the injured leg more and more and making him angle it weirdly to keep from feeling that digging pressure. Shortly, he found another vent that led to one of the infirmaries in the dorm building, desperately unscrewing what he could of the vent from his side before he began banging against it to dislodge it entirely. He tried to grab hold of a medicine cabinet near the vent as he crawled through, losing his grip and tumbling out. Nazuna landed on a desk, various items clattering and scattering as he fell, then onto the ground where he lay in agonizing pain.
He desperately reached for the radio that had fallen from his person, trying one last time to reach someone. “Hello!? Anyone!?”
“Mr. Nito! Where are you!?”
Nazuna couldn’t enjoy the brief happiness at finally reaching Ibara, the pain in his shin making his breathing shaky and painful. “I-Infirmary. First floor…! Ah…! I need first aid!”
“Hang on! Let me pull up the camera and see what I can do…AH!”
“Bad, huh?” Nazuna hissed from where he lay on the floor, desperately trying to remain conscious due to blood loss and the severe pain.
“What happened!? Never mind! Do you have a belt or can reach the curtains?”
Nazuna struggled to sit up, only managing to lean against the medicine cabinet. He fumbled with his belt, taking it off and holding it up to a small, inconspicuous camera in the corner that could easily pass for a halogen ceiling lamp. “This…?”
“Okay! I’m going to instruct you on how to do a tourniquet! Listen very closely, got it!? NO! I am not showing you all this!”
“...Wh…What?”
“Just Mr. Itsuki and the rest of Ra*bits. Now-”
“Let them see…” Nazuna winced, gulping for air, “Hajime-chin and Itsuki – ugh – know some first aid that might help – ah!”
“Nii-chan!” Nazuna’s heart shattered as he heard his juniors shout in worry and despair.
“Please, stay focused!” Nazuna groaned through gritted teeth, “Help me through this…!”
~*~
Eichi could barely hear anything around him, a strong ringing in his ears muffling everything to near quiet from shock. All he could do was sit there and watch as Nazuna attempted to patch himself up while in excruciating agony. They had been at odds with each other and had differing views on nearly everything, but he would never wish this on him – on anyone. He couldn’t hear Shu, Tomoya, Mika, Hajime, or Mitsuru as they seemed to be yelling something, their gazes fixed on the screens before them and unable to break away. It seemed something was stuck in Nazuna’s shin.
Nazuna’s scream of intense agony echoed through the ringing as he removed whatever it was that had lodged itself in his shin and let it clatter to the floor. It was the claw of the shadow that attacked him. He could see Nazuna still and begin to tip over, the blond on the screen quickly recovering with a pained groan and fist slamming into the metal side of the cabinet so hard it left a dent. Eichi knew what that meant. The pain was so intense that Nazuna nearly blacked out from it.
The door to the infirmary banged and warped. The ringing continued, but he knew a creature was on the other side, possibly having smelled the blood that now lay around Nazuna. Out of the corner of his eye, a flash of orange dashed out of frame on another screen. He couldn’t make out the words but knew what those in the dorms and Hinata were shouting.
Yuta stormed out of the dorm.
Night had already descended on their world with dawn just a few hours away, casting shadows in the meeting room despite the fluorescent bulbs keeping them from darkness. He swore the shadows warped into the very creatures that were now stalking them all, all turning to him with the same, malicious gaze and voice.
“Sit there and do nothing!”
“You’ll be dead soon anyway! Why don’t you take as many as you can down with you?!”
“You had no problem ‘executing’ your fellow classmates! This should be NOTHING to you!”
Eichi felt his mouth open on its own but no noise came out, not even a reverb of his vocal chords that would have let him know if he did say something.
No…I…I have to do something…!
All at once, it was as if what he was seeing was moving further and further away from him, like a screen in a dark movie theater. It was as if he were being dragged away by the very darkness.
No…! NO…! I can’t let this happen!
He could just make out Nagisa and Rei coming over to him, worry etched on their faces as they tried to talk to him – to get a reaction at all. None would come.
He felt his brain shut his emotions down – no doubt to protect itself from the trauma and horrors it was forced to bear witness to. While he was fighting the dark restraints in his mind, his body and mind had become catatonic. One last voice echoed in his mind, deep yet eerily like his own.
“You want to help? Sacrifice yourself, then. Just like you did the Eccentrics and your friends.”
~*~
Yuta bolted down the halls of the dorms, tossing potted plants behind him at shadows that tried to chase him and knocking down whatever he could behind him to slow them down. All he cared about was reaching Nazuna.
To spare everyone from losing someone dear.
To spare his brother from the despair that was creeping back into him.
He talked his brother down from the school rooftop’s ledge. He was not going to let him go off the deep end again.
He would not let anyone die on his watch.
Just as he was about to break out onto the first floor from the stairway, a Humanoid-Shadow, taller than the door itself, ducked its way through. Yuta couldn’t stop in time as it reached a hand out and grabbed him by the neck and lower jaw, his fists slamming into the creature’s arms and legs flailing in desperation. The shadow simply stood there and slowly tightened its grip until the other went limp.
A Doberman-Shadow that had been chasing the teen stood at the top of the first set of stairs, growling and saliva dripping from its jaws. The Humanoid-Shadow screeched at it as if defending its prize. When the dog shadow left, the one holding Yuta started walking to a different janitorial closet filled with boxes of spare equipment.
It put one finger on the tiny human’s neck for a moment, feeling a pulse. Satisfied with that, the Humanoid-Shadow set the unconscious idol down against a wall, placing the base of its palm on his forehead. The creature morphed slowly but surely until it now looked identical to Yuta, craning its neck this way and that and testing out its voice until it mimicked Yuta’s exactly.
With a sick smile, the shadow took some spare extension cords and tied Yuta up. It left with an evil smile over its shoulder, walking towards the first-floor infirmary after locking the door. However, it didn’t realize it left an important piece of Yuta behind on the floor of the hallway.
~*~
The revelation that Mao and Subaru had been through the area before them gave them a sense of hope that they desperately needed. As they settled down for the night, Hiiro paused where he stood. Kohaku and Aira kept a space between them, intending for Hiiro to lay with them as he had always done. However, he hesitated.
On the inside, his reasoning was sound. He was cursed. He was killing them one by one because he wasn’t handed over. He was causing them all to suffer by being near them.
On the outside, that rationality was deteriorating to reveal paranoia, despair, and guilt.
Instead of taking his normal spot, he chose to lay far away from all of them. He curled up in a corner of the room, almost in a tight ball. As cold as it was being alone, if it kept the others safe, he would do it.
“Hiiro-han?” Kohaku groggily whispered.
The white wolf froze, seeing the black one raise his head and blink blearily in his direction and then slowly stand up. “Hiiro-han…Why are ya by yerself?”
Kohaku began approaching him. Fear gripped Hiiro. “Stay away.”
“Eh?” The black wolf paused in his steps, “…Hiiro-han?”
“Don’t come near.”
“…What’s wrong?” Worry laced the black wolf like a shawl.
“Don’t touch me.”
The black wolf’s worry soon was replaced with a mildly agitated huff. “Hiiro-han, what have we told ya? None o’ this is yer fault.”
Hiiro hadn’t realized he was growling. “Open your eyes. Look what has happened.”
The growl took the other wolf aback. Hiiro continued, hot tears pricking his eyes, “I’m cursed. It’s just like my father and the village said. I’m nothing but trouble. I can’t hurt you if I-”
“What did yer father say?” Kohaku growled lowly, claws digging and leaving marks on the stone below him, “…Hiiro-han, fuck what they said. Fuck what has happened. Yer not cursed. Yer not causin’ problems. Yer not hurtin’ us. Don’t push us away.”
Kohaku took a few more steps closer. “I ain’t leavin’ ya like this.”
All it did was cause Hiiro to panic more, doing one last thing he could possibly think of. He snapped at the air near Kohaku, purposefully missing him. He silently snarled, peeling back his lips to reveal his canines, but his shaky legs and quivering voice betrayed how terrified he actually was. “Please…! Stay away…!”
The black wolf stumbled back in stunned silence.
“Hiro-kun…”
The two wolves snapped their attention to Aira, unknowingly having woken him up. Hiiro quivered harder. “Please…Don’t come near me…”
“…Hiiro-han…” Kohaku, despite having nearly been bitten, tried to come closer.
Hiiro snapped at him again, this time getting closer to biting him. “I mean it…!”
Hiiro had backed himself into a corner by now, tail tucked soundly between his legs and petrified. He didn’t know if he would have the heart to follow through with his threat, but he knew, if it came down to it, he would never be able to live with himself.
Instead, Kohaku huffed and lay where he stood, sternly refusing to look away from Hiiro as he settled down. “Like I said, I ain’t leavin’ ya alone. I’ll keep ma distance, but I’m not leavin’.”
Resolutely, Aira settled beside Kohaku, gaze intense on the white wolf. “Me, too. I was there when you broke down before the MDM, I will be here for you now, too.”
Pained, Hiiro forced himself to curl up and face the corner, unable to handle anything they said. Everything hurt too much. He hated loneliness and isolation, but he had no choice but to embrace them now. For his Rinne, Niki, Kohaku, and Aira, he had to.
~*~
Inside the world behind the Iron Wall deep within the mountain, the small group returned tense and eerily quiet. Jun punched one of the pillars in a fit of rage. “GODDAMN IT!”
Irura remained oddly melancholic, walking to the raised table and leaning over it, hair hanging and obscuring her face. Kina-sut was beside himself, gaze looking somewhere beyond the stone tiles. Pressing his lips into a thin line and taking a quick exhale, Kunnecup laid a hand on Jun’s shoulder. “Jun-”
Jun nearly tossed the necklace at the moon god. “Hope that makes you happy.”
“Jun-”
“Now they all think I’m a murderer…” Jun muttered to himself, trying to hide the warble in his voice that betrayed how much it affected him, “…Let’s just get this over with.”
The group gathered around the raised table as Kunnecup began moving the sigils around to a specific configuration, then placing the necklace at the center. Within seconds, the gem begins to glow at first pale and then rapidly into a brighter, almost ultraviolet shine. The sigils began to glow from a light blue to a purple hue.
Then the table began to shake. Soon, the whole room began to shake, like the rumbling of an earthquake. Jun nearly fell over as the shaking grew harsher. “Is this normal for an energy source?”
“Nope,” Kunnecup was eerily calm like the sentinel he was trained as, hands gripping the edge of the stone table to keep himself upright.
The shaking grew more intense, nearly sending all of them off their feet. The gem glowed even more. Then, an inhuman voice echoed in the chamber emanating from the gem itself. “HOW DARE YOU SSSSSTEAL MY POWER, FOOLISSSSSSHHHHHH MORTALSSSSS!?”
“Uh, technically,” Kina-sut interrupted, “It’s one mortal and three gods.”
“FALSSSSSE GODSSSSSS THE LOT OF YOU! YOU ARE BUT A MERE SSSSSSSPEC OF THE GREATNESSSSS THAT ISSSSSS THE TRUE GODSSSSS! YOUR POWER MEANSSSSS NOTHING COMPARED TO MINE!”
“True gods,” Irura muttered, “Just what are you exactly?”
“IT MATTERSSSSS NOT TO YOU! FOR YOU ALL WILL RETURN TO THE FOLD WHEN WE RETURN! GIVE MY POWER BACK! I EARNED THAT FAIR AND SSSSSQUARE!”
“…We?” Kunnecup’s eyes narrowed in suspicion.
Jun, however, felt a spiteful bile rise in his throat. “Fair and square? You mean by feeding off of the misery of my friends!?”
“DON’T ACT LIKE I’M THE BAD GUY! THEIR FEAR FEEDSSSS ME! I MERELY ABSSSSSORB THE POWER GENERATED BY THAT FEAR!”
“Yet you tried to kill Yushkep,” Irura’s voice lowered several octaves, sending shivers down the spines of even the other gods, “For that, you are just as despicable…”
“WHATEVER! THISSSSS POWER ISSSS MINE! NOT YOURSSSS! GIVE IT BACK!”
The shaking intensified, creating cracks in the stone walls and ceiling. With a final, ethereal screech, whatever was speaking ceased to speak more. A flash of light, then the shaking stopped, a few crumbles of rock falling out of place. The metal of the necklace ceased to exist, leaving behind the gem that no longer glowed, looking rather dark and dull. The moon god delicately picked up the gem with two fingers, holding it up the light of the sigils that now glowed brighter than ever, finding just a spec of some sort of liquid remained trapped inside.
“Well, that was something,” Kina-sut picked up his fallen staff, one end morphing to reveal Ol’ Boy shaking as if his head had been struck by something, “Sorry, Ol’ Boy. Shoulda hung on to you a bit better.”
Ol’ Boy hissed in irritation but did not make a move against his god-companion. Irura made to check on Silence as the dog was staring at the gem with such fright his tail was tucked against his stomach. “There’s not much that can scare Silence…”
“So, that’s what Yushkep-Kamuy and Ayase-san were warning us about,” Jun felt an involuntary shiver wrack his body. “Did it work?”
“More than work,” Kunnecup gestured to the sigils, “I haven’t seen it glow this bright since our heydays. I don’t believe opening a portal to send you home is impossible. In actuality, it would be easy now.”
“Easy? Goddamn! Just how much power was in that thing!? Also, sorry for that particular curse.”
Irura hummed in amusement, “That only applies to monotheistic religions.”
Jun noticed the moon god was still staring at the gem, turning it this way and that under the light of the sigils. “Do you think we could do that to all of the gems and give you that power he would have used against Kotan-kar-Kamuy?”
“No,” Kunnecup didn’t look away from the stone as he moved sigils around once more to show several – what Jun assumed were – reserves, “I had the power siphoned to the main reserve, and any spill over would go to the back-up reserves. If there was still more, the power would have been expelled, which may end up getting returned back to the gem if this bit of liquid is any indication.”
“I don’t get it.”
“Oh, Sazanami,” Irura shook her head, “Though it’s understandable why it is hard to grasp since our moon god is explaining it rather obtusely. We’re already at max power across the board, and there is still some left in that purple gem. There’s no way to fit any more, and I doubt we’ll run out of it for the foreseeable future.”
“And if this were merely one of these just capable of speaking and fighting to keep this power,” Kunnecup slowly rolled the gem between his two fingers, “It’s…unsettling to think what creature is in that orange one.”
“Could that be what might be controlling Pauchi-Kamuy?” Jun asked.
“Considering what we’ve heard and witnessed,” Kina-sut answered for the moon god, “It’s a very likely possibility.”
There was a long silence between them, Kunnecup still staring at the gem in his fingers with a stern, analytical glint to his eyes. Jun prodded, “Yushkep-Kamuy mentioned that this Chikap-Kamuy and Tokapcup-Kamuy would have more information for us.”
“…Indeed…” The moon god glanced around the bunker, “…We should store this somewhere safe…safer, at least.”
Irura waved her hand to have the moon god hand over the stone. “I saw a lockbox in the smithy. We’ll keep it there for now.”
While Irura handled the stone as if it were a volatile compound, Kunnecup began to arrange a few sigils, pausing a moment to look at the human. “If you’d like, I can send you back first.”
Jun thought for a long moment. “Can’t abandon ship now. In for a penny, in for a pound, as they say.”
“Who?”
Jun was taken aback. “I-I don’t know! It’s just an expression!”
“Tsk, humans have certainly changed quite drastically from the last I interacted with them,” The moon god continued moving the sigils around until a map, far clearer and crisper than before, appeared, showing a few dots.
“…Ichigaya?” Jun asked.
“That’s where Tokapcup-Kamuy is,” Kunnecup agreed, “Though why there is a curious thought.”
The moon god soon let out an irritated sound as the dots kept moving. “Ugh, can’t exactly open a communication portal with them if they keep moving around like that.”
“So, do we wait until they settle down?” Jun asked incredulously.
“It takes a little bit for a portal to form, so unless we want to play the game of guessing how far we need to go ahead of them, that will have to be so.”
For once, Jun’s leg began to bounce in anticipation rather than anxiety. He was sick of the darkness and misery, never wanting to see it again. He wanted to see the sun – his sun – again. Seeing Hiyori’s face will have made this suffering all worthwhile.
~*~
Sometime in the middle of the night, Kohaku woke, gaze still set on the white ball of fur curled up in the corner of the room. His heart ached to see Hiiro reduced to this. Reduced to what he felt when he was locked up by his own family.
The pain.
The isolation.
The confusion.
The frustration.
The darkness.
He knew it all.
The feeling that he had to deny himself everything to protect what he held dear. He knew it all too well. It’s what held him back from pursuing both Aira and Hiiro all this time. Denying himself the potential happiness with them to protect them from the life he was born into. As much as it pained him to break his promise to the other, he couldn’t leave him like this.
He stood, careful to not wake Aira beside him, and stealthily sneaked over to lay beside Hiiro, his nose just an inch away from the white wolf’s own as he whispered to him. “Hiiro-han…I get it. I get what yer feelin’ an’ goin’ through…far more than ya realize. I won’t leave ya ta suffer alone. If I did…tha’ would defeat ta’ whole point o’ me comin’ fer ya an’ Love-han. I…love ya both too much…It hurts ta see ya like this…Please, don’t take this ta’ wrong way…but I know what ya need right now. It ain’t knowin’ tha’ ya can reach out fer help an’ there will be someone there. It’s knowin’ tha’ someone will come ta rescue ya even without ya havin’ ta ask fer it. I’m willin’ ta be tha’ lifeline, but ya can’t keep pushin’ me – all o’ us – away…”
Hiiro didn’t stir, a paw twitching minutely in sleep. Delicately, Kohaku extended a paw to let the tips of his claws touch Hiiro’s own and let the scent of the other fill his nose. The warm spices and zesty lemon soothed him of the anxiety and fear that he had been trying to swallow down. So long as Hiiro and Aira made it, all his suffering would be worthwhile.
~*~
Madara was beside himself in a swamping mix of emotions, creating a cacophony in his head much like what was going on around him. Rage, sorrow, frustration, it all coalesced into a rock-hard lump in his throat where thorny vines extended out to bind his heart and rip at his insides.
Three times Mayoi had died sacrificing himself or doing everything he could to help his friends. It was almost like his own demons were laughing in his face right now, reminding him of his failures in trying to help those he cared about.
Kanata.
Leo.
Everyone he had come to care about he was never able to save in some form or another. Despite all he tried to do, it was either not enough or it backfired. He had kept everyone at arm’s length since then, afraid he would somehow fail and hurt them again, and did what he could behind the scenes, refusing to take credit or downplaying his own actions.
Then came Kohaku.
That child he remembered when he would pay the occasional visit to the Oukawa branch.
That spunky, sometimes violent little kid with a sweet, innocent face.
The kid who was adamant about not being one – who refused to be babied.
The one he loved to mess with.
A business partner, he tried to tell himself. Nothing more, nothing less.
Yet, Kohaku managed to find every little chink in that armor, poking at them until they crumbled. By the time he realized what Kohaku had done, the kid had already gotten so close to him that a unique comfortableness formed between them that would be hard to shake or pry away. Still, he believed Kohaku still had a chance to escape the life he was born into. He had a chance to live a normal life.
Unlike himself.
It terrified him – this growing bond – so much that he had tried to cut that bond several times, nipping it in the bud or when any new growth would sprout. Yet Kohaku wouldn’t leave – knew better than to push too much, but would stubbornly refuse to leave and keep coming back.
Seeing Hiiro fall so far from when he first met him and Kohaku willing to risk Hiiro’s potential wrath to remain by his side –
It made him realize three things.
Caring was in Kohaku’s nature – to care so much for those he held dear as to risk himself and trample his own happiness for the sake of others.
The second was the realization that Kohaku was just as much a mirror to himself as Mayoi was. He could almost see a spitting image of his younger self any time he looked at the teen.
The third was realizing he was now terrified of losing Kohaku – of him being ripped away due to some deity’s cruel mind games. And now, with Tsukasa watching Kohaku’s every move like a hawk, his demons were yelling at him once again, reminding him that he’d failed Tsukasa by being unable to protect his cousin.
That he has failed Kohaku.
Despair soon joined that cacophonous mix, spreading like frost along every surface of himself inside and out. He was never one to pray to a god – much less be religious in the slightest after the Shinkai cult incident – but he was praying to whatever deity would be gracious enough to use its power to protect Kohaku.
~*~
Niki woke to the sound of snarling and snapping followed by startled and pained yips. He shot up from the floor, slight disorientation taking effect until it gave way to astonishment. Hiiro’s jaws were wrapped around Kohaku’s snout briefly and then began attacking with an unpredictable ferocity.
“HIRO-KUN! STOP IT!” Aira dived into the fray in an attempt to split the two up, nearly getting bitten by the white wolf, too.
“HIIRO!” Rinne shouted in anger as he lunged to break it up between the two, Kohaku reeling back with barely muffled whimpers.
The red and white wolves stared each other down, snarling and growling fiercely as their fur stood on end. Hiiro had his back completely to the corner, slightly hunching and with wild eyes. Aira broke away and ran to Kohaku, frantically worrying over him and calling Mirai out for help. Niki snapped out of his trance and ran to the younger two, gently sniffing the black wolf as Mirai checked him over.
He’s got a few cuts…but, they don’t appear deep at all.
“No. Those look to be grazes,” Fuchi mentioned within his mind, “It’s clear Hiiro was not using his full strength in the attack…Shiina…!”
He felt a tugging in his psyche as if Fuchi was trying to steer him to look elsewhere. His gaze landed on Hiiro and it all made sense as he took in the sight. He had seen Hokuto in a similar state in the previous universe, after all. From the trembling figure, tucked tail pressed nearly flat to his stomach, and the wide eyes, it was clear Hiiro acted out in pure terror and no aggression.
“Kohakuchi…”
“I’m fine,” Kohaku muttered quietly.
“You’re bleeding…!”
It was once that first droplet of blood fell and splattered onto the stone floor that Hiiro’s gaze finally broke free from staring at Rinne. The snarl immediately ceased and the terror was replaced with a misty-eyed astonishment.
“I…I didn’t…mean…” Hiiro’s voice was almost so soft it was barely audible, but the petrified, apologetic tone did not go amiss. “I…I’m…so sorry…I did this…”
The white wolf backed further into the corner, practically sitting on his haunches and his front paws curling into his chest that began to heave in the beginnings of quiet hyperventilation. Rinne snarled, “Just what the hell is going on!?”
“Rinne-kun,” Niki’s tone was authoritative and even, “Voice.”
Rinne flinched and backed off, eyes wide at the grey wolf before they took on a challenging look. Niki ignored him and calmly turned back to Hiiro, his voice soft like the snow outside. “Ototo-san, it’s okay. We know you didn’t mean to. What happened?”
“Tis my fault.”
Niki turned around to look at the black wolf whose head hung low. “I approached him while he was sleepin’ when he told me ta stay away.”
He could sense the unease coming from Fuchi, the tugging becoming harder toward Hiiro. “Shiina, he’s not well.”
Duh! Obviously!
“You know what I mean.”
Niki didn’t want to believe it. Hiiro tried to remain strong even when he first died and handled himself well when coming to his and Hokuto’s aid. Then again, from what he got Rinne to talk about, Hiiro had always been in a delicate frame of mind with occasional bursts of bravado since the beginning. Especially considering the nature of this universe and having been present for all of his friends’ deaths, Niki had to accept that Hiiro’s mental state was tipping dangerously. As much as he wished it wasn’t so, an ill feeling in his bones told him this was a result of more than just this universe.
Hiiro was getting to the point of no return, even with the aid of a god.
If they didn’t pull him from the edge soon…
Rinne began to growl lowly at Kohaku, slowly beginning to come closer to the white wolf while staring intently at the black one. Niki dashed to separate the brothers, using his whole body as a shield for the adolescent behind him. The older two’s gazes locked in a silent battle, several emotions and words passing between them without ever having been uttered. It was as if they were daring each other to claim the other didn’t know Hiiro or could handle the delicacy of the situation.
“Please…” Hiiro’s voice quivered, “Don’t fight…”
“We’re not fighting,” Niki soothed despite his stare being just as cold and hard as before and never breaking from Rinne. He leaned a bit more forward to whisper to Rinne, “I will talk to him. I know what I’m doing.”
Tense silence permeated between the two for a long moment. “…Step outside, ya two.”
Rinne was the last to leave, throwing a glance over his shoulder with a stare that spoke more volumes of his care and concern than he would form with words.
~*~
“We can’t just let him go!” Makoto shouted at the others as he readied himself to leave the safety of the dorm.
“It’s just ta’ one, right?” Mika asked, “W-We might be able to take it down as a team…”
“Yuu-kun is not going alone,” Ritsu’s voice was low and authoritative, completely unlike his usual calm, almost flippant tone.
“Guys, I’m the only one with a power of a god!” Makoto insisted, “And we can’t all go if we don’t want to risk that insane one finding out and executing any of the leaders!”
“S-Sora will stay!” Sora trembled, shocking everyone with how loud he made his voice. “Sora knows we can do it! We have to help Yuu-chan and Ni-chan-senpai!”
Makoto’s lower lip trembled as he tightened his shoelaces extra tight. “Guys…”
“Harukawa-kun,” Mika handed over the red gem, “Keep it safe, please…”
Sora nodded, clutching the brooch close. He held out the Master Key. “Then take this, instead. It might be helpful.”
With little choice, Makoto left the dorm with Ritsu and Mika in toe.
Shiramba-Kamuy? I really need your help right now!
There was a brief moment before the god spoke to him. “Ah, sorry! I was busy catching Hidaka up. What’s going…why are you leaving the dorm?”
Nito-senpai is in real trouble and Yuta-kun stormed off! I need to know what kind of powers I have that could help!
“Oh boy! Time for a crash course, then!”
“What’s going on?” Hokuto’s voice echoed in Makoto’s head.
We’ll tell you later! Take a walk or something!
“I mean…That’s what I’ve been doing for a while now…”
~*~
Mika ran after the duo ahead of him, lungs screaming for more air as he picked up the pace. He froze, almost in his tracks if he didn’t skid at the force of the sudden stop, when he heard a soft banging coming from down the hall, away from where the other two were going and shouting for Yuta to slow down. A faint glimmer on the floor caught his eyes.
A teal hairclip.
“Huh…this is Yuta-kun’s…” Mika looked up as the banging seemed to become more persistent.
Something urged him to go to it. Farther down the hall, he found the source of the noise: a janitorial closet door. He could just hear a muffled voice on the other side. “Is someone out there!? Anyone!?”
“Yuta-kun!?” Mika patted his pockets until he found the Master Key, fumbling a little as he started unlocking the door once he figured out it was locked.
“Kagehira-senpai!? What are you doing here!?”
Mika finally swung the door open, startled to see Yuta tied up with electrical cords around his wrists, ankles, and torso that bound his arms to his sides. “W-What happened ta ya!?”
“One of those human-looking shadows grabbed me and choked me out! I woke up like this!”
Mika quickly began tugging at and undoing the binds, slowly working free the other. “Why would a shadow do this? They’ve only tried ta kill us before…”
“Hell if I know!” Yuta was fuming, “How long was I out?”
“N-not that long! We just left ta dorm ta come after ya an’ Nazuna-nii.”
Suddenly, Yuta stilled, a haunted look taking hold. “What if…if these things can look like different things…could they also change forms?”
“I’m not followin’…”
“What if it disguised as me?”
Fear almost solidified his bones, freezing his hands in their work. “…I heard ta’ others shoutin’ for ya earlier…But if you’re here…”
“Hurry up and untie me!” Yuta yanked on the cords around his wrists with his teeth.
~*~
The small pack was now making slow progress through the snow-inundated mountains, Hiiro coming up in the rear and far slower than the others. Niki kept looking back, watching the white wolf with unease and a motherly worry. Kohaku, too, kept glancing back at the other, his paw steps hesitating just enough to indicate he wanted to approach and talk to him but whether it was due to fear of being snapped at again or getting rebuffed once more was uncertain. Even Aira was uncertain about trying once more to reach out to Hiiro.
Hiiro kept his head low, as low as possible since the deep snow was almost reaching his chest at several points, making movement slow despite most of it being powder. The guilt of harming Kohaku ate away at him, overshadowing any sort of care and affection the other was trying to show him at that moment. He had lost himself, doing the very thing he swore he was incapable of doing. He gave in to the instincts he was forced to have.
He felt he was no better than the very evil chasing them around.
“Hiiro-han,” He looked up to see Kohaku had slowed his steps, as if purposefully waiting for him to catch up, “We need ta talk.”
Hiiro’s shoulders hunched up. “I-”
“No. I’m sorry. I shoulda respected yer space.”
Hiiro perked his head comically quick, eyes wide in confusion.
“But, Hiiro-han,” Kohaku locked gazes with the white wolf, “Ya can’t keep shuttin’ yerself off like tha’. I get what yer tryin’ ta do, but this is a team effort. Didn’t tha’ fortune-teller tell us ta ‘guard each other’?”
Hiiro remained quiet, earning Kohaku to sternly prompt with, “Hiiro-han.”
“…Yes…”
“Well, I’m choosin’ ta apply tha’ ta our overall situation, too. We have ta have each other’s backs in this. Ya can keep tryin’ ta push me an’ others away, but we’re just gonna bounce right back. Ya need ta stop this lone wolf business,” Kohaku quickly turned sheepish, “…Okay, maybe not ta best choice o’ words…”
Hiiro snorted, earning a slight tail wag from Kohaku.
“A bit on the nose, don’t you think?” Aira trotted up to them, disappearing briefly into the deep snow with a sudden flourish.
“…You okay?” Hiiro and Kohaku asked after the bond didn’t resurface for a second.
Aira resurfaced in an explosion of powdery snow, practically swimming to them the rest of the way until he could find solid ground again. “Ugh! Deeper than I expected!”
The brown wolf shook his fur free of the snow, now huffing in annoyance. “Seriously, Hiro-kun! We’re not leaving you to fight this on your own! We’re friends, aren’t we?”
Hiiro couldn’t help but think back to that night in the Sky Garden after he was disowned by his brother when Aira found him and brought him back from the abyss.
“Don’t leave me alone…”
Guilt of a different kind made his whole body deflate. “I’m sorry…I just-”
“You don’t need to explain,” Aira softened his tone, lowering his head to be at eye level with the other, “We all understand. But we made a promise, remember? We’ll face whatever comes together. Got it?”
His heart ached. Joy, sorrow, desperation, regret, and happiness all swirled together into both something uplifting and downtrodden all at once. He couldn’t shake all the negativity storming in his mind, but, looking at the two before him, he would follow their light to the safety of the shore.
He took a bold step forward and rested his head around Aira’s shoulders, causing the other to squeak in shock. He closed his eyes, making his mind forcefully quiet the impulse to pull away and relish in the warmth of the other. “Thank you…”
He cracked one eye open, noticing Kohaku standing there, shifting on his paws and darting his eyes around. “Get over here.”
Hiiro tried pawing Kohaku’s shoulders to pull him closer, causing all three of them to unbalance and tumble down the slope in a flurry of limbs and snow, thankfully landing unharmed in a shallower part. Kohaku was the first to shake off the snow, bopping Hiiro on the nose with a paw. “Smooth moves.”
Hiiro pouted slightly as he also bopped Kohaku on the nose in retaliation. Kohaku playfully yipped and nipped Hiiro’s ear, earning the two to start tussling and kicking up snow which caused Aira to join the fray after getting hit with one too many waves of snow and stray paws. Excited yips and barks were abound with laughter sprinkled throughout, catching the attention of the two older wolves who watched on with warm fondness at the sight of the three chasing each other around. Rinne’s tail began to wag slightly faster once he heard Hiiro’s distinct laughter, the red wolf noticeably perking up.
“Rinne-kun…”
“Hmm?” Rinne hummed noncommittally as he watched the three younger idols.
“We need to talk,” It was clear Niki was hesitant to bring this up now, “It’s…about a vision Ototo-san had dealing with Kohaku-chan.”
That wagging tail stilled. “…How bad is it?”
“…He saw Kohaku-chan fall through the ice on a river…”
Tsinga’s warning echoed in the minds of the two, adult wolves. The fifth element to beware -ice, the one that holds all in potential. Rinne shivered noticeably, eye twitching and shaking his head to dislodge what headache he was forming. “Fuck…and the border is a river…Why didn’t Hiiro say anything sooner?”
“He told Kohaku-chan and Aira-san,” Niki began.
“So all three of them stayed silent,” Rinne grew irritated, “What have I said about being transparent with this shit?”
“Would you be able to talk about a vision that involved your death?” Niki purposefully stepped on Rinne’s paw, leveling a glare at him.
Rinne sighed after a moment, that irritation leaving him with a foggy breath. “Yeah…fair.”
“According to that vision, Ototo-san was right there when it would happen, too.”
They both knew far too well what it was like to have someone die in front of them. They could only hope that winter had frozen the river far more solid than in that vision. Rinne sighed before he called out, “‘Kay, lovebirds! Get a move on!”
Niki couldn’t stop the snort that escaped him as the trio stood rigid and all three tails were erect and bushy at the comment. Kohaku shouted something about how Rinne needed to butt out while the other two were clearly flustered.
Hiiro took up the back once more, but far closer to the rest than he was before, and with a pep in his step he hadn’t had in a while. As he reached the crest of the next ledge, he looked back across the mountains. Though he could no longer see the Stone Den through the mountains, he had no doubt it was now a speck on the horizon from here. His reminiscing was interrupted as he spotted three, moving dots on a mountain ledge far behind them. He tried to hone in on them, but they had vanished within a second.
Hasinaw-sama? Did you see that?
“…It could be a mirage or a trick of the light off the snow…but something feels off.”
“Hiro-kun!” Aira’s voice echoed, “Are you coming?”
“…Yeah! I’m coming!” Hiiro trotted after the others. Despite the more-or-less cheerful atmosphere, he felt his fur prickle like he was being watched.
~*~
The banging on the door abruptly ceased with a pained screech. Still in pain, Nazuna barely rolls his head over to look at the door just as Yuta opens it. “Yu…ta-chin? How…”
“We don’t have time!” Yuta rushed over and had Nazuna drape an arm over his shoulders, “We have to go!”
Several questions were flooding into the blonde’s mind that were half-formed. The alarm bells were ringing but the blood loss might as well have muffled them to a dull hum that barely registered to his ears. As they approached the door, the shadow creature’s corpse was about to fade completely and there were no signs of anything having been used as a weapon. Nazuna limped along, barely able to form a coherent thought, and was forced to let Yuta lead him.
Just a little bit longer. He just had to hold on a little bit longer.
~*~
Makoto rounded the corner of the hall as Yuta and Nazuna exited the first-floor infirmary with Ritsu not too far behind him. “Yuta-kun! Wait up!”
He paused. Where was the shadow creature?
“That’s not Yuta-kun!”
It was as if everything played in slow motion.
Makoto turned to see Mika and another Yuta running to them from another hall.
He turns back.
The Yuta with Nazuna literally smiled from ear to ear, mouth morphing to not only enlarge but the teeth becoming nothing but canines. This Yuta’s eyes, the whites and all, turned into a mix of that eerily, unholy yellow and pale orange.
The arm around Nazuna’s middle morphed into the large, black tendril arm of a Humanoid-Shadow, its grip tightening around the human in its grasp who was powerless to fight back. As the rest of the body reverted to its shadow form, it opened its wide jaws and aimed to bite Nazuna’s head off.
Makoto felt a pulse of power rush through him.
“Aim for those water plants in that aquarium over there.”
As he extended his outstretched hand at the creature, the water plants in one of the smaller aquariums that Kanata had established around the dorms exploded from the tank and pierced various parts of the shadow’s upper body, then slowly retract as it tried to pull the shadow’s jaws away from Nazuna, the creature shrieking and fighting back against them all the while.
~*~
As the idols should have remembered, Pauchi could see through a Humanoid-Shadow’s eyes. As the dark god envisioned what was transpiring at the dorms, a sick smile formed seeing Makoto use Shiramba’s power. His voice was not his own despite sounding it. “So…they have found the green gem at last…”
~*~
As Makoto used his powers to continue trying to fight off the shadow, Ritsu surged forward to grab a fire extinguisher off the wall and attempted to hit the shadow with it in a desperate bid to help release the other idol. The shadow, though unable to use one arm due to the water plants and the other in a vice around its prey, bit down on the extinguisher and threw it and Ritsu against a wall and across the floor with a roar. As the thing roared, another person with long hair and two, small braids ducked from behind it and reached up to grab the lower jaw, ripping it off in one go and killing the creature that quickly began to steam and evaporate from existence.
“Who…Oki? One of the…bodyguards?” Makoto whispered in shocked awe.
“Ae-Oyna-Kamuy…So this is where he has been.”
A spirit? Another god?
“He is a man. A cultural hero of my people known as Okikurumi while alive.”
Oki hoisted Nazuna and Ritsu up from the floor with one hand each onto their feet as if they weighed nothing. “Go!”
Ritsu wasted no time grabbing Nazuna’s arm to drape over his shoulder and help the other walk. A scream from the real Yuta alerted them to another shadow monster attacking them, one of the Doberman-Shadows. Oki summoned a thin spear that floated and sent it flying toward the shadow, impaling it in the head and pinning it against the wall behind it. As the creature disintegrated, the spear stayed lodged in the wall, leaving behind a noticeable hole as the bodyguard walked over and pulled it free.
“I said go!” Oki roared with authority as more shadows, hearing the commotion, began to pour down the hall past the infirmary.
The small group rushed up the stairs as quickly as they could, with Mika double-backing to carry Nazuna on his back so that Ritsu and he wouldn’t fall behind. Oki took up the rear, occasionally slashing down or ripping a shadow apart that would close in on them. Their hearts raced as fast as their feet, adrenaline surging them forward.
Though it felt longer, they found themselves inside the safe dorm within seconds, maybe no more than a minute later. Oki slammed the door shut, glaring at the door as the shadowy creatures could be heard on the other side. If it weren’t for this room being safe from those demons, then surely Oki’s presence and gaze would make all of them think twice before attacking.
“Can someone explain what is going on out there!?” Ibara’s voice echoed from one of the laptops.
“Uh, well…” Makoto began.
“Tis a long story,” Mika sighed, deflating.
~*~
In the spectral afterlife, a familiar Timber wolf was gnawing at a silver wolf’s ghostly chains, increasingly exasperated and frustrated as the chains didn’t even show a dent. “Kanna-Kamuy, help out, won’t you!?”
“And I’ve told you, it’s a fruitless endeavor,” Kanna-Kamuy responded cooly, despite his irritation slowly making itself apparent in the way his brows furrowed. He showed the pile of dirt he had removed from the base of the chains that clung to Wakka’s neck. “No matter how much you bite or dig, these chains won’t break and will go on indefinitely.”
HiMERU growled and gnawed on the chains with more vigor. Tatsumi whimpered and lightly nuzzled the other with his snout. “HiMERU-san-”
“I am not leaving you like this!” HiMERU spat fiercely, citrine eyes ablaze as they gazed at lavender for a moment before returning to his futile work at breaking the chains.
An eerie shriek like that of nails running down a chalkboard echoed, coming closer to them. The thunder god stood from where he originally knelt beside the freshwater goddess, sparks of powerful electricity igniting around his clenching fists. The Timber wolf snarled fiercely as he heard the shadow approach, his own sparks of electricity jumping from his snarling jaws. He recalled seeing what torture those shadows put Tatsumi and Wakka through when they happened to find them, and he would not let them do anything of the sort to the two again.
Two shadows found them; one Wolf-Shadow with gangly limbs like the first one they encountered, the other somewhat owl-like. The initial, ear-bleeding noise that the Owl-Shadow began to emit immediately went from aggressive to pained as barbed wire wrapped around its neck and that of its shadowy comrade. Their heads were ripped off and the rest of their bodies fell into smoke to reveal a spectral wolf they both knew all too well behind them.
“Ayase!”
“Mayoi-san!”
Mayoi darted over to them once his whip blades returned to normal, his tail wagging so furiously it was nearly a blur as he nuzzled under both of their chins. Despite the strong relief and happiness at seeing the other, confusion and sadness took hold of HiMERU a bit more. “Ayase? What are you doing here?”
That tail’s wagging slowed to a crawl until it completely stilled, the dark wolf unable to look at either of the two. “…Balkar…”
HiMERU didn’t stop himself from gently laying his head on the other’s shoulders and nuzzling them, guilt wracking him despite knowing there was nothing he could have done. He knew deep in his bones that the Balkar were going to be a problem – what with how often they seemed to crop up when he was alive – but for Mayoi to die to them was unacceptable. He could but didn’t want to imagine the horror and pain Mayoi must have gone through. In that moment, the Balkar felt like Fenrir all over again.
He was startled out of his thoughts by Mayoi’s sudden snarling, then lunging at the chain keeping Tatsumi tied down, pulling with such ferocity that he was almost dragging Tatsumi around more than breaking the chain. “M-Mayoi-san!”
“S-Sorry!” Mayoi released the chain once he realized he was doing nothing more than dragging Tatsumi around on the ground.
“You are quite fired up…and well-armed,” HiMERU’s gaze slowly shifted from the duo before him over to the thin swords on each side of the dark wolf that seemed to hover just barely over his fur.
“Yushkep-Kamuy,” Kanna-Kamuy muttered quietly, gaze fixed on where the dark wolf had come from. Indeed, even Wakka seemed surprised, though far more gleeful at seeing the other goddess.
Yushkep had turned away from them, both sets of hands clasped gently in front of her, watching the dark forest beyond and hearing the mournful, pained howls of the deceased somewhere beyond. She slowly turned to face them, expression carefully neutral and eyes lacking that tinge of red from battle, now a completely true, royal purple. “Those endless chains won’t break no matter how much you try, I’m afraid.”
“How would you-” HiMERU began to snarl.
“I can sense the spirits and discern the universe from them,” Yushkep continued unphased by the snarling Timber wolf, “The inhabitants of this world are aware that some unknown force is playing with their world, and they don’t like it. They want their autonomy back while safeguarding the preservation of their world.”
“P-Pardon,” Tatsumi raised a paw in the air, a bit perturbed by seeing a goddess with four arms, “But could you explain that a bit more…simply?”
Mayoi thought for a moment. “…I-It’s…The ch-chain is a mechanism created by this universe itself…?”
“Precisely. It won’t break or release them unless the universe deems it.”
HiMERU snarled viscously. “So we’re forced to conform to what we were predestined to be!? That bastard-”
“It is not quite the same,” Yushkep’s calm gaze settled on the Timber wolf, making an odd shiver course through him at how calm yet unsettling the look she gave him was – as if it were a quiet warning, “While Pauchi-Kamuy may pull some of the strings to conform to certain expectations, this is entirely the universe’s doing to keep itself from falling apart.”
The silver wolf perked up, eyeing Wakka off to his side before speaking. “He mentioned that if we deviated too far, the universe would collapse.”
Yushkep thought for a moment. “…Perhaps he is correct. Though, misunderstanding exactly how that would occur.”
Kanna-Kamuy cut to the chase. “In other words, the universe will try to maintain its structural integrity, and if we push it too far beyond those attempts, then the universe will collapse.”
“Precisely. Had Pauchi-Kamuy placed you in this world as freely as compared to the others, this wouldn’t be an issue. But he’s placed you all and himself at the apexes that hold this universe together. Too much deviation from anyone will cause the universe to try and preserve itself, and anything stressing the issue further will result in a universal collapse.”
Tatsumi’s head hung low, glaring at the chains binding him to his spot. “So, the universe needs me to stay here…but why…”
“I cannot say for certain,” Yushkep admits, “But it is clearly important enough that the universe isn’t taking any chances.”
Mayoi whimpered, “So we have to leave him…?”
“We?” HiMERU cocked his head to the side.
Yushkep began petting Mayoi on the head with one of her hands. “My little Lionheart and I were going to take the fight back to the Balkar and Pauchi-Kamuy to buy your living friends some time. That is…it would be easier to do so if we had someone…cooperating with us.”
Despite this, her gaze was set on Kanna-Kamuy. The holders of the two gods didn’t need words to feel there was something targeted about Yushkep’s words. The thunder god and goddess of death, life, and spiders kept their gazes neutral, but there was an undeniable tension between them.
Kanna-Kamuy scoffed, “You can sense spirits outside of the main universe and discern a universe's structure, yet you can’t find one spirit in our realm.”
Yushkep was curt and quick, her tone insanely passive-aggressive as her eyes slowly gained a reddish tinge. “And I have told you for millennia that I’ve tried to locate her, even going into Teinei myself to see if there was a mistake. For whatever reason, it is beyond me where she ended up. You can hold your grudges against me and everyone else while ignoring your shortcomings for what happened, but those grudges will not interfere with the situation we have found ourselves in.”
Is she –
“Speak her name one more time, and this contract is forfeit, Kousuke.”
And yet you still haven’t told me how you figured out my real name…
Kanna-Kamuy ignored his Holder. “…There’s not much else that can be done here.”
“I am not leaving Tatsumi here!” HiMERU roared.
“And are you hard of hearing!?” The thunder god’s voice boomed like the rolling thunder he embodied, “There is nothing we can do for him!”
“HiMERU-san, I’ll be fine,” Tatsumi attempted to console the other.
“I saw what those shadows did to you two before we took them out! I am not leaving you to that fate again! You can’t even fight back with Wakka chained up as she is!”
Wakka looked away with a sheepish expression, a hesitant smile, and a slight tinge of pink on her cheeks. “Y-Yeah…Maybe the universe realized a loophole and needed to close it…maybe…”
“…Huh?” HiMERU’s angry triad ground to a halt.
“Oh…Come to think of it, that is how I ended up inside their punishment world,” Tatsumi recalled offhandedly.
“Well…Sort of…”
It was now Tatsumi’s turn to be confused. “What?”
“I…may have fibbed about how that power works in the beginning…” Wakka kept looking away while repeatedly touching the tips of her index fingers together.
“That it was due to your powers influencing and traversing all of the worlds in your pantheon?”
Yushkep and Kanna both let out “pfts” that were covered by a hand, which caused Wakka to pout and whine hard. “It was the best I could come up with at the time!”
“Wakka,” Yushkep sighed, “I know you’re not good at lying, but that has got to be the worst lie you tried to tell to date.”
“I-I was trying to help you, really!” Wakka flailed, “I figured you already dealt with enough trickery from him that you wouldn’t trust me so I-”
“Okay, okay. Slow down,” Tatsumi was starting to understand why this HiMERU was prone to having nearly constant migraines, “What’s the real reason?”
Wakka spoke quickly after a second, almost muttering, “…I can separate my soul and body at will while running both at the same time.”
Tatsumi seemed to somehow understand. “Ah, I see. And since you are just a spirit at the moment while using me, despite being a soul or just my subconscious, we can essentially teleport so long as you are the anchor point.”
“How did you get that?” HiMERU hissed.
“T-Tatsumi-san just has a…weird way of understanding things…” Mayoi muttered.
“That does explain why the universe would keep you pinned like this,” Tatsumi gestured with his snout to the chains on the goddess, “But what about that power made you hesitate to tell me the truth of how it works?”
“Well…how I learned to do that is the reason…I learned a thing or two from Chironnup-Kamuy on trickery and…during a party distracted all of the spirits with my dancing while I separated my soul to have it go and free the salmon that the gods had withheld from one of the villages due to some…benign misunderstanding between the mortals and the gods.”
“…So you were worried about the fact that you used trickery?”
“No,” HiMERU narrowed his citrine eyes at the goddess, “It’s the fact that you went behind your fellow gods’ backs and betrayed them to do what you wanted. Regardless of if it were to help humanity, that alone would make us hesitate to trust you at all if you were that willing to disregard the other gods so callously due to your own wants.”
Wakka hung her head, not once trying to defend herself against HiMERU’s harsh words. “…I’ve done a lot of things in my time as a spirit, some of which I’m not proud of. Despite the politics between each god in this realm, I truly want to help you.”
Another inhuman screech echoed from the dark forest.
“…You should go,” Wakka relented quietly, eyes downcast, “Before more show up.”
“But-”
“Mayoi-san,” Tatsumi whispered gently, “We’ll be fine…Go.”
He nuzzled the darker wolf’s head, eyes closing briefly as he braced himself to let the two go. He nuzzled under HiMERU’s chin, but the Timber wolf refused to budge. Tatsumi then snapped and stomped his front paws, just enough to make the Timber wolf scurry and get the hint that this was non-negotiable. “Go!”
Two of the gods vanished from sight, leaving HiMERU and Mayoi to begin trotting away, occasionally throwing glances back at the silver wolf even long after he was out of sight. HiMERU found himself dragging his steps just like he denied himself doing after Tatsumi was lost to the school. His heart began to break.
He could do nothing, once again. Too little, too late.
He jumped slightly feeling his companion brush against him, seeking comfort from his own melancholy. “Yushkep says once we find a weak point, we’ll jump through…Th-Then it’s on sight for every Balkar agent we find.”
“…Do you think I was too harsh on her?”
“…A little…”
Memories of how much effort Wakka exerted to heal every one of them throughout their ordeals flashed into his mind. The beartrap. The hunting dogs. Never once had she come off as anything but sincere, if a bit uneasy with certain topics or around Fuchi.
His thoughts then transitioned to Mayoi beside him. The idol had been through so much yet he still willed himself to be a lending ear to his troubles. Had shown care for him, even getting a little bossy to make sure HiMERU wasn’t doing something stupid. Snapping out of the Darkening just long enough to give him and Kohaku the life-saving documents. Having gone through multiple deaths and hardships of his own yet was one of the first to give comfort. In a sense, they had developed a sense of trust between them – between Mayoi and his persona.
Mayoi deserved to know the truth. He had to tell him the truth. At least, as much as the HiMERU persona was concerned.
“Ayase…There’s…a lot HiM – I need to talk to you about.”
~*~
The small pack was almost on the other side of the mountain range and could see the river flowing after a strip of woodland below. The valley below was caked in snow and the river shone so bright under the setting sun it was almost blinding. Hopefully, a good sign that it had frozen over for the winter. Rinne called over his shoulder to the trailing pack, “Should be at the border by nightfall! Careful descending! It’s a little slippery!”
Hiiro took up the back once more, now falling behind around the corner from the others. All of his senses were going into overdrive, even more so than when he would purposefully use Hasinaw’s powers to extend them. Something felt wrong. Like they were being watched.
He looked to the skies. Not a bird in sight.
He scanned his surroundings but found nothing out of place. He then looked behind them, and his tail stiffened straight into the air, ears pointing forward. He could make out six, moving things a few mountain ledges behind them.
Hasinaw-sama!
He needn’t ask more as the goddess immediately extended his senses to see the moving objects clearer. It made his heart stop as he saw what they were.
Six, large, male wolves.
And they were following their tracks.
Hiiro sprinted, snow flying up in his wake as he rushed to the others. “Nii-san!”
Rinne stopped dead in his tracks on a small ledge where he had begun descending, looking up at the top where Hiiro was. Before he could ask, Hiiro shouted in a panic, “Balkar! They’re following us!”
“Shit!” It spurred all of them to move faster down the mountainside.
Aira slipped and fell into a yellowish powder at the base of a ledge near the bottom, sneezing and nose wrinkling in disgust. “Ew! What is this!? This stinks!”
Rinne took one whiff and knew immediately what it was. “Sulfur…Everyone! Roll in the sulfur to hide your scent!”
The wolves darted over to the pile of powdered sulfur and rolled, some now covered in fine, yellow dust, then sprinted into the tree line. The forest floor was littered with the browning nettles of the conifers above, softening their hurried steps as the pack almost made it to the other side before freezing behind a very large tree.
There was another Balkar patrol just a few trees ahead of them.
The pack sunk low to the ground in the shadows with baited breaths.
The lead of the Balkar pack sniffed the air. “…No sign.”
A howl from the north along the river shattered the otherwise silent, winter air that had grown dark before they had realized it. The lead wolf of the Balkar pack in front of them listened to the howl, letting off his own howl before muttering to the rest. “They’ve got nothing, either. They’ll head back north. Come, let us return, as well.”
A sudden growl from another wolf beside the lead made the lead wolf turn his attention. His companion, at some point in their journey, must have stepped on a thorn as he continued to nibble around the area to grip the miserable piece of plant life. This must have happened some time ago, as even Rinne could smell the infection of the wound from where he was. “This blasted wound will be the death of me!”
Another wolf whispered next to him, though just loud enough for the small, hidden pack to hear him. “Perhaps you should take it to Pauchi-Kamuy.”
“Why?”
“When my mother taught me the old beliefs, she said that the Sight brings the power to heal.”
Despite the rest laughing at the notion of Pauchi-Kamuy healing, it raised interest in the small pack, especially for Hiiro. Was this possible? Tsinga hadn’t mentioned that before, so perhaps it was just misinformation over centuries of the tale being orally passed down. With her dead, the only ones who might be able to tell them were Mao and the eagle, Skart.
The small pack waited long after the Balkar patrol headed downriver.
And waited.
And waited.
The still, winter air almost crackled with tension, but was otherwise silent. The full moon hung overhead, making the open plains and the river sparkle from the ice and snow. Not a cloud was in the sky, save for one lone one a bit further off in the distance, showing off the brilliant stars. But the wolves could not marvel at the surreal beauty before them.
Finally, Rinne motioned with an ear flick. “We should be good now. We should cross as soon as we can.”
Niki nipped at his mane and hissed quietly. “Rinne-kun…! Not here…!”
Rinne was about to retort that they had no choice when he saw what Niki did. The river was at its widest here, and the ice was exceptionally thin. Hiiro swore he could still see the rushing water under the thin blue sheet of ice. All of them froze in their spots.
Balkar both to the north and the south. Another patrol at their backs still in the mountains.
They had no choice but to try crossing and risk the wrath of the fifth element Tsinga warned them about.
They were going to be forced to make a gamble on Kohaku’s life.
“Nii-san…” Hiiro muttered so quietly only Rinne’s well-trained ears picked up on it.
Rinne dared to look behind him. Hiiro was almost cowering behind the red wolf while Kohaku stood completely still as if frozen in place, gaze locked in fear at the ice before them. Even Aira trembled beside the black wolf, small whimpers escaping occasionally. Rinne deflated, feeling a sense of powerlessness begin to creep in. “…Lemme test it first…if it can hold me, it should be safe…”
No one took comfort in that. Not even himself.
The younger three trailed behind as they approached the river, cowering and huddling together. Niki stood on the river bank, observing Rinne’s movements as the red wolf delicately shuffled one paw and another across the ice. He would pause when he would pick up the faintest sound of the ice creaking underfoot, then shuffle over until he found spots where no creaking could be detected. He would mark each way to step with a slight graze of his claws on the ice to guide the others behind him. Soon, Niki joined him on the ice, a good way behind him to not risk the ice having too much weight in one spot. Once he was about halfway and Rinne was almost on the other side, the grey wolf slowly turned his head to motion for the other three to come along.
Before any of them could move, Aira firmly gripped Kohaku’s tail, refusing to let go as the black wolf was startled. As if sensing what the blond wanted to do, Hiiro flicked his tail over to Kohaku’s jaws, silently staring at him until the black wolf understood and gently bit down on the white wolf’s tail. They would walk together and make sure Kohaku was secured first and foremost.
Rinne was now safely on the other side and waited nervously for the others, watching the trio with an intensity that could rival the tension of the situation. Niki would constantly look over his shoulder, hesitating in his steps in case he had to rush over if the ice creaked even a little. The trio were all on the ice, slowly inching their way across.
Then, a gurgle.
The wolves froze.
Another gurgle. And a thud. Then another. And another.
Until a shadow stepped out of the tree line. Well, more like stumbled. It was a Wolf-Shadow, gangly limbs and all. Except, it was not panting like normal. They were labored breaths with interspersed groans of what appeared to be pain, saliva dripping from its jaws like waterfalls that slowly turned from clear to a black ooze interspersed with yellow-green blood.
Hasinaw-sama…
“What…is wrong with that creature…?”
Hasinaw’s genuine fear did nothing but stoke his own, trembling as his eyes couldn’t pry themselves away from the creature a few hundred yards from them. It hacked up more of the black ooze and shuddered, stilling but for a moment until large spikes erupted from its back, eliciting more agonizing screeches. Its face began to morph, looking like it was now half wolf and half draconic. The legs became more muscular and the tail, despite looking more wolf-like, soon started elongating and moving more like a lizard’s or a whip with a long barb on the end. It slowly raised its head, creaking as if real bones were moving inside its shadowy body, revealing the eyes were no longer an ominous yellow, but an anemic orange.
Everything inside Hiiro felt like it froze and then melted away, leaving nothing but a hollow, uneasy emptiness as those orange eyes looked into his very soul and then slowly, ever so slowly, creakily turned to look at Kohaku. “De…mANd…pOUNd…o…F…FLESH…!”
Kohaku made an audible squeak around Hiiro’s tail. It was as if all sound was both enhanced and muffled all at once for Hiiro. Niki’s quiet, but frantic calls for them to hurry along on the ice, Rinne’s snarls and warnings to the creature to back off, and Aira’s gentle but nervous persistence were all muddling together yet crystal clear in his mind. The ice cracking underfoot became louder, like the distinct sound of cymbals crashing together over the noise of the orchestra. If they moved too quickly, the ice would break.
The shadow creature slowly began to stalk towards them until it began to sprint.
CAW!
A crow with a white head dashed from the inky black sky, morphing back into a human and brandishing two long hunting knives at the shadow creature. The shadow skidded to a halt and squared off with the Assistant, gurgling a roar as it stood on its rear legs, holding its arms out like raptor arms complete with long claws. The trio of wolves still on the ice stood still in absolute terror and shock.
“Move it!” Rinne shouted, constantly looking between the trio of wolves and the ongoing fight across the river. In the moment the Assistant appeared, he would admit to himself that he finally felt a bit of hope start to rise.
However, when Hiiro looked down at the ice for his brother’s tracks, they were no longer there. It was as if the ice healed the wounds inflicted upon it, looking as undisturbed as before Rinne stepped on it. “N-Nii-san! The tracks!”
Rinne rushed over to try and see if he could remake the track back to the trio. As soon as his paw touched the ice, with the gentleness of a feather, the ice below shattered looking like a cobweb. What’s more, he lifted the paw just as a small spike of ice shot up from where he had just placed it earlier, as if the ice was creating its own barbs to ward off predators.
As baffling as this all was for the others, Niki felt frozen in horror as he recalled Tsinga’s ominous words of the universe retaliating and how those of this universe were their own agents. Perhaps, Pauchi-Kamuy was not in complete control as he had made it out to be. Perhaps, if things changed too much, the universe was going to fight back. Perhaps that shadow creature was speaking the truth.
Someone had to die, and the universe was the one to deem it so.
“Ototo-kun! Just take it nice and slow!” Rinne pleaded silently to whatever force was willing to listen that the three would be safe. That someone would take pity on them.
The shadow attempted to whip at the trio with its tail barbs, but the Assistant stabbed the base of it, making it recoil the appendage in pain as it rounded on the masked human. Hiiro began the terrifying journey across the ice, leading the trio through what felt like a minefield. Despite the ice feeling solid enough under Hiiro’s paws, it creaked loudly under Kohaku’s and Aira’s, making the younger two hesitate in their steps as they trusted Hiiro with their lives. It was as if the ice knew how important Hiiro would end up being, and had its sights focused on the other two intentionally.
They were about halfway across when Aira so happened to glance back at the Assistant. The creature had out-maneuvered the other and grabbed him around the waist, slamming him onto the ground and readying its barbed tail for a deadly strike at its dazed, helpless prey. He couldn’t help but recall all of the speculations and revelations they had learned and made about the man – no, not a man – a kid like them. Despite vaguely recalling seeing him just before he was forced to enter the infirmary, with an outstretched hand as if using some sort of force to control him, despite knowing that this person helped in several deaths of him and his friends, he couldn’t help but feel a sense of pity. Perhaps, the Assistant truly didn’t know what was going on and had a sudden change of heart.
He decided, then, to let go of Kohaku’s tail and whirl around to project a shield to stop the barbs from striking the Assistant. The creature looked up and roared, confusion evident as to what had stopped it from implementing the finishing strike, as did the Assistant who did not even try to hide his dazed confusion at getting helped. Aira channeled both Kako and Mirai at once, making his eyes glow a bright gold before lunging onto the bank of the river and attacking the shadow creature.
“Ai-chan! What the fuck are ya doing!?” Rinne howled at the younger wolf to no avail. Aira would probably later wonder why he chose to do this. Perhaps, he felt sympathetic to the other’s plight. Perhaps, there was a sense that, if they could reach out to the Assistant, then they should. Perhaps, the Assistant was the real key to ending this nightmare once and for all.
Hiiro was torn about calling out for the other, terrified of somehow Aira being killed and fulfilling one of the elemental requirements, but he wouldn’t dare leave Kohaku on the ice alone. With Aira now gone, the ice began to crack far more under Kohaku’s weight, as if the ice now only had one target to choose from and was committed to taking what it was owed. All at once, Hiiro got an idea, one that Hasinaw seemed to agree with if he was reading the pulses between them right.
He pulled Kohaku closer and grabbed his scruff. The ice now seemed to cease cracking as much, as if it desperately wanted its prize but wouldn’t dare do so if it meant Hiiro would also fall victim. His hunch was right. Whatever it was influencing this, it wanted Hiiro to live. If so, he would gladly let himself be held hostage on his own accord if it gave even a small percentage of a chance for Kohaku to survive.
The creature managed to lash its tail once more and knock the Assistant into a tree after the masked human attempted to slash at a hindleg, causing the human to blackout and still on the ground. It was now just Aira against the creature as it reset its sights back on the small wolf. Or…was it looking beyond the brown wolf?
The tail barbs lashed again, but, this time, one barb detached itself from the tail and sailed toward the two wolves on the ice. Aira was forced to leave himself open as he launched a shield toward the duo, getting backhanded by the creature shortly after and sent flying until he skidded to a stop in the snow. The shield protected the duo, but the force and velocity of the barb made a shockwave that launched the two, knocking Kohaku out of Hiiro’s grasp and sliding further away on the ice. The black wolf was sprawled out as the ice cracked excessively, multiple spiderwebs reaching out across the frozen surface as a final warning.
Just as the ice gave way and Kohaku began to plunge into the icy depths, Hiiro recovered and lunged from his spot, sliding across the ice and grasping Kohaku’s paw in his jaws tightly. The intense cold of the river sent Kohaku’s body into shock, his limbs becoming uncooperative and gasping repeatedly as his body went into spasms. His head and front paws were the only things above the water, one paw firmly in Hiiro’s jaws while the other was scraping at the surface of the ice searching in vain for a foothold. The current was strong, attempting to pull the young wolf under the ice and working against him as he desperately tried to get his body to work the way he wanted them to.
Niki couldn’t stand watching this unfold in front of him as he then jumped to try and get onto the ice. The ice below him immediately melted under his paws and he plunged into the cold water himself not too far from shore and luckily in a shallower portion of the river. No matter how hard he tried, the ice just kept melting under him even after telling Fuchi to shut off their power for a moment. It wasn’t her power doing that. The river wanted its pound of flesh.
Niki looked up in a panic as he saw the shadow creature stalk toward the brown wolf that was struggling to stand back up after getting smacked around. “Aira-san!”
The lone cloud passed over the moon, plunging their world into shadow.
The shadows seemed to get pulled away toward a tree, and wrapped around the hand of the Assistant who was holding his side as he struggled to stand. More and more shadows gathered around his hand until the Assistant willed it to form a giant fist. With a shout and the eye holes glowing an ominous yellow, the Assistant slammed the shadowy fist on top of the creature, squashing and killing it just in front of the brown wolf. The fist then picked up Aira and tossed him across the river bank towards Rinne and Niki before soon morphing into a long trail, lashing out and grabbing Kohaku’s other paw as the Assistant began to pull with all his might.
Slowly but surely, Kohaku was being pulled from the river. The world began to tremble, strong enough to send Niki and Rinne off balance. The ice cracked dangerously under Hiiro’s paws that were scrambling desperately to try and save Kohaku.
A sudden, strong wind began, dissipating the cloud over the moon. Without the shadows, despite it being night, the shadowy tendril was less stable. The Assistant passed out from the exertion, causing the tendril to vanish.
The current picked up, stronger than ever. With a final surge, it ripped Kohaku out of Hiiro’s grasp and under the water. Hiiro lay there near the hole, almost completely still. The tang of iron-rich blood didn’t even register to the white wolf. The world began to muffle, unable to hear exactly what was being said as Rinne rushed onto the ice that no longer was keeping him at bay, digging at the ice frantically and pouncing on it to try and free the black wolf he could just see under the ice. The ice kept regenerating with every scratch and dent made to it.
It wanted its pound of flesh.
And, as the last bubbles faded from the black wolf’s muzzle and the body vanished from sight, it got its pound of flesh.
Nothing registered to Hiiro.
Not the shouting of Rinne blaming Aira.
Not Niki’s shouting at Rinne.
Not the argument between Niki and Rinne that finally exploded into a full brawl.
Not even seeing his reflection in the water – that of his human form – showing the veins on his face and neck turning black like the shadowy tendrils of the insane god creeping up to consume him.
Hiiro-san - !
Hasinaw’s voice turned staticky before cutting out completely. He couldn’t feel her power anymore. He couldn’t hear her anymore.
The only thing that registered in his mind was that he just lost Kohaku.
No matter what he did, he lost him.
The curse struck again, just as they were right there.
That it was his fault.
With his mind reeling, the white wolf staggered backward, away from the ice and water, eyes wide in horror, shock, anguish, and, the worst, right on the edge of insanity.
~*~
Rinne’s accusations rang loud in Aira’s head.
“Ya fucking idiot! Ya got Kohaku-chan killed!”
In a way, he did. Had he stayed on the ice instead of helping the Assistant, perhaps…
Niki had roared to life in his defense, but what exactly he said didn’t register in Aira’s mind at all. He was shocked out of his stupor when he heard fierce snarling, snapping, and growling.
Niki and Rinne had finally exploded into an all-out brawl as they attacked each other, completely oblivious to everything else.
No one noticed that Pauchi had formed by the Assistant’s unconscious body, now in his humanoid form. He looked out at the wolves, but, for once, made no comments or attempt at anything malicious. He looked almost blank, or, perhaps, sympathetic to an extent. He picked up the Assistant and vanished into the shadows of the trees.
“I…” Aira’s voice was almost extinguished, barely loud enough for himself to hear.
It was then he caught sight of Hiiro’s reflection. Mirai and Kako were practically screaming in his ears his worst fears.
Hiiro was right on the precipice of a mental break, even with Hasinaw’s protection.
The white wolf, wide-eyed and horrified, leaped away and ran for the trees, away from them all. Aira’s heart dropped, but immediately blazed with determination as he bolted after Hiiro.
I found you and brought you back from despair before the MDM, and I will do it again! I won’t lose you!
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 35: Facing the Headwinds (The Sight Arc Part 13)
Notes:
Little bit on the shorter end, but it hones in on the character development and major plot points.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening: Overlap by Kimeru
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_duoLVBuELM
Tsukasa sat motionless, tears streaming down his face as the wolves on screen broke apart by the river. Madara’s head hung low and his hands gripped his hair so fiercely that there was no way he didn’t rip several strands from his head. In fact, many were either crestfallen, frustrated, or both as they watched Kohaku’s doomed plight. Oki attempted to speak to Nagisa’s mind.
Though it pains me to push this so soon, we must contact Mikejima Madara now, before he –
“Who are you?”
Nagisa froze, as did Tsukasa, upon hearing Madara’s voice so clear in his head.
It appears that was much easier than expected.
“Are you a god?” Even in thoughts, Madara’s voice was as terse and quick as he looked in the moment.
In a way. A Mythic Hero of the Ainu people, though I operate similarly to gods in terms of giving power and aiding humanity.
“Is the reason I’m hearing you because you have offered power to other people, and you want to offer me it, as well?”
Yes. Three of you, to be precise.
“What do I need to do?”
The two other idols were shocked and a little uneasy at how deathly serious and ominous Madara sounded. The brunette’s grip on his hair slacked only marginally as he waited. It seemed even Oki hesitated to speak for a moment, no doubt judging Madara critically.
Your bodies will have not much done to them. Your souls, however…
Madara’s voice was thick with tension. “State it plainly.”
…For the three of you to be able to handle my stronger powers, you must come to terms with the…for lack of a better word, demons of your mind. In each person, your regrets, pain, anger, despair, insanity, and many more come together to form your own, personal demon. My powers are great, but they require greater withstanding and a steady mind to wield. Without coming to terms with your demon, I’m afraid the powers you three will need will be out of reach, and the hope of turning the tide here at ES will disappear faster than a lone candle flame in a storm.
Nagisa paused a moment in thought, feeling uneasy at the prospect. Madara, however, was curt and steamed forward. “And how do we do that?”
…Are you certain –
“I have just watched someone fight against a whole universe and lose his life to it! I have witnessed COUNTLESS of my friends and fellow idols suffer for the amusement and power games of a god! I have had ENOUGH!”
…That rage of yours will surely cause you great hurdles.
“I. Don’t. Care.”
“M-Mikejima-senpai…!”
“Huh…? Tsukasa-san? You’re…” It was as if what anger that had built up in Madara’s voice vanished as he realized who one of the others Oki was recruiting was.
“Would you PLEASE not act so BRAZEN!?” Tsukasa's voice shouted at the other, “You’re not alone in this!”
“I have to agree,” Nagisa decided now was the time to speak – or rather think – in hopes of bringing reason back to Madara, “I cannot lie and say what has transpired has not affected me just as it has you.”
“Nagisa-san…”
“I have been forced to sit here powerless and have watched two of my unit mates and friends nearly get killed, one now facing a shadow agency on his own, one now boxed into a room he cannot ever leave if even one thing goes wrong, and another that has vanished without a trace and we still don’t know what happened to him. We have all seen our roommates and friends get assaulted, hunted, and harmed. I understand your pain, but we must know what we are getting ourselves into and be unified in our decision.”
It appeared Madara’s rage deflated significantly. “…Do we fight our demons?”
That is one way of doing it. I said you needed to come to terms with them. Whether that means you vanquish them or find another way is up to you. Just know that failing to make peace with them will cause your demons to expel you back to your conscious bodies and we will have to keep trying this process again until all three of you settle them.
Nagisa prodded, “Exactly how do we go about finding these demons?”
I will start a meditation that will summon your conscious states to your inner minds. That is where the demons will reside.
Tsukasa’s voice spoke up. “So, what will happen to our bodies?”
…Make sure you are lying down or your heads won’t hit anything particularly hard.
“Great. We’re going to pass out.” Madara wasn’t particularly thrilled by that.
You can’t have your consciousness in two places at once. Even I only know of a small handful of gods that are capable of operating their souls and bodies separately. Regardless, we don’t have much time. Shiramba-Kamuy will no doubt explain my presence to the others once everyone gathers themselves. Are you three ready?
One by one, without even speaking or moving, their resolve spoke louder than anything to Oki. With little fanfare, Oki sat on the floor of the dorm with his back to the wall, crossing his legs and closing his eyes as he began to meditate. After a few seconds, his eyes began to glow a bright white. Within a split second, Tsukasa, Madara, and Nagisa collapsed, barely registering the sounds of their concerned fellow idols around them.
~*~
Madara woke to a world of pure blackness. No matter where he looked, the void was there.
“So, then.”
Madara whipped his head around to now see Oki standing before him. “Where did-”
A distant, almost human roar echoed from somewhere in the void.
Oki nodded curtly in the direction of the noise. “Follow the noise, and you will find your demon. How you choose to handle it is up to you, though, I’d imagine some ways will be easier than others. Just remember, failing to come to terms with it will cause us to repeat this process over and over again until you manage to tame it.”
Madara’s fists clenched as he stormed off toward the noise.
Somewhere else in another dimensional void, Tsukasa and Nagisa also stormed off into the darkness of their minds.
They all were going to take destiny and fate into their own hands.
~*~
Poro-nitne clenched his fists out of view of the idols as he watched the wolves scatter from the river, the black wolf never once leaving his mind. His face remained neutral, but questions burned within him, as well as a sense of anger that he out of all of them couldn’t change the future.
The only one who wasn’t scared of the unknown…the one who thought the unknown could be a good thing…
He sadly knew what was going to happen next. He wanted to tear into Kenas-Unarpe for what she was about to do. Even if it was a critical pillar of the universe, he loathed that it had to happen.
He started to question how long he could remain silent before even he would openly object to Pauchi.
~*~
Hiyori and the producers walk into an old izakaya with the address they discerned from the business card clues. Judging by the rundown look of the place and the “closed” sign, it wasn’t an operating business. A disgruntled old man smoking a cigarette at the counter looked up. “Huh? Can’t ya read? The store’s closed!”
“We’re here to meet Dr. Kubo.” Hiyori was done playing games.
The old man raised an eyebrow, “Tsk, ah, you’re the people he told me ‘bout. Go down those stairs behind the stove. And don’t touch nothin’!”
As they got out of earshot of the old man, Hiyori couldn’t stop himself from muttering a comment about the rudeness of the man. The aforementioned staircase was tucked away on the other side of the stove, almost hidden perfectly by shelves and metal racks that contained more rust than kitchen supplies. The descent was almost pitch black, a single lightbulb at the top of the stairs letting off a faint, yellow light that didn’t reach the bottom. Several doors appeared, though none seemed to lead to the place the doctor mentioned.
“Pst, over here.” A voice came from a door on the far end, almost obscured by a boiler.
Dr. Kubo emerged, silently gesturing for the group to follow him. Beyond the door led to a pit with a ladder. The doctor explained to them this was an extremely old bunker from the War and that this izakaya was built on top of an older house many years ago. It’s an obscure enough location that not many would think to look in this kind of area, hence why he set up shop down in the depths.
“So, how does that shop keep know about you?” Kunugi asked.
“Well, he was the tenant here. I just made sure to always pay in large sums of cash and he stays quiet about me being here.” Dr. Kubo continued to walk and explain, coming to a metal door with a keypad and inputting the code.
“How does a researcher have that much money? Last I checked, they don’t make as much as people think.” Kunugi still looked around in awe as the lights to the doctor’s study turned on, revealing a cramped, yet cozy research base filled with books, paper, and various trinkets he knew not where from.
“Well, book publishing and smaller research jobs kept me afloat before Fenrir,” The doctor turned a little sheepish, “Though, the occasional Pawn Shop trip is warranted. Ah! But don’t worry! I don’t sell any cultural artifacts! Just pawning old, personal belongings.”
Tokapcup seemed especially intrigued by a few trinkets scattered on a nearby desk. “Hmm? I recognize these…”
“Oh! I got those from a museum in Europe that was closing down and needed to sell off their collections,” Dr. Kubo approached, carefully picking up a sheathed knife with intricate, inked carvings in one hand and a tamasai necklace in the other, “There are thousands of Ainu artifacts in Europe and America. As much as I don’t like private collectors, this is the best I can do for these pieces. I would prefer to share their beauty and culture they project with as many as I can…but current circumstances obviously…”
“…I recognize that specific tamasai,” Tokapcup took the delicate piece of jewelry into her hands, a finger softly tracing the eagle-shaped medallion, “I remember visiting the village where this was made…I watched as the tradesman exchanged some of his wares just to get ahold of the medallion…The artisan told me he wanted to make something that told part of their origin story.”
“How does a bird do that?” Anzu asked as she looked at the medallion over Tokapcup’s shoulder.
The goddess delicately placed the tamasai in Anzu’s hands, letting a finger trace over each bead and the metal bird itself as she told the story. “Part of how my people believe the world came into existence is because Kando-Koro-Kamuy sent down a water wagtail bird to create land from the chaotic waters of the dark world below the heavens, at least in one form of the creation myth. When the world was created, Fuchi-Kamuy and Kanna-Kamuy were some of the first kamuy in the human world, creating fire and storms…Then others followed suit once Kando-Koro-Kamuy gave them orders to fill the world with life. He’s also in charge of the heavens and created the various levels of the spirit realm, represented by the six beads of black, six of white, and six of different colors. Six is seen as a sacred number, representing perfection.”
“So, why is it an eagle that’s depicted?” Anzu gently traced the intricate carvings on the metal eagle.
“Well, Kando-Koro-Kamuy is the god of the sky and manager of the heavens. And, since he was the one to have started the creation of the world, he has a hand in almost everything in existence. This particular eagle is the white-tailed eagle, or sea eagle. It rules the skies but also hunts in the seas and on land. In a sense, it is a perfect representation of Kando-Koro-Kamuy’s role, even if he isn’t worshiped extensively by the people.”
“Interesting,” Sagami muttered as he listened, “One of the few religions I’ve heard of where the creator isn’t a focus point of worship.”
Tokapcup turned to the older man. “The Ainu focus less on the creation of the world, as it serves more as an explanation as to how life started, and more on the here and now and the balance between humans and the spirit world. It’s why Fuchi-Kamuy tends to be the most revered along with Shiramba-Kamuy and any gods that represent natural phenomena, creatures, or central values.”
“So where does Kotan-kar-Kamuy come into play?” Hiyori asked, “Didn’t you tell me he created the people and that Kando-Koro-Kamuy serves him?”
Tokapcup hummed as she mulled over her answer. “Yes…and no. Kando-Koro-Kamuy did create the world of his own volition. Kotan-kar-Kamuy created the Ainu similarly, yet independently of Kando-Koro-Kamuy.”
“So…There’s really two creators? One for the world and one for the people?” Kunugi specified.
“Depending on which variation of the creation myth you are speaking of,” The doctor interjected from a couch set in the middle of the room, “It is the case. I’ve found some myths where it was Fuchi-Kamuy herself that created the first Ainu people due to her loneliness as the only kamuy in the human realm, and another claims it was a combination effort by multiple gods as they imbued the Ainu with various traits from each of the gods.”
“Y-Yeah,” Tokapcup poked two fingers together and let out sheepish giggles, “I can tell you, Fuchi-Kamuy is not the type of person to let loneliness get the better of her. Even if fire is associated with souls in my culture, that doesn’t mean she’s strong enough to create completely new beings. Everything from living and non-living things is created with ramat – our word for spiritual energy. It takes exceptionally strong gods to be able to mold that energy, much less control it in the smallest of ways.”
“That’s also curious that the number ‘6’ is seen as a sacred number to your people, considering that meeting room is designated as 6-66 and the three 6s are more associated with the Christian Devil and evil or bad luck,” Sagami commented rather casually.
“That brings up another question,” Kunugi took a seat offered by the doctor on one of the armchairs, “How did the kamuy come into being? Were you all created by Kotan-Kar-Kamuy, Kando-Koro-Kamuy, or created yourselves? Then, it also begs the question as to how Kando-Koro-Kamuy and Kotan-Kar-Kamuy came into existence.”
The sun goddess’s sheepish smile slowly disappeared, looking somewhere far off. “…That’s ambiguous…even to us.”
“Depending on the story told, it is different,” Dr. Kubo wiped at his glasses with a cloth.
“…Didn’t you say that the gods sometimes let the humans believe or come up with stories and you just pretended to fit them?” Hiyori turned to the sun goddess whose gaze seemed transfixed on the tamasai that Anzu placed back on the desk, “All because your pantheon focused on helping the humans understand the world around them first and foremost, right?”
“Mm…” The shorter girl nodded solemnly, “The truth of the matter…often escapes us, too. Me, Kunnecup-Kamuy, and Kando-Koro-Kamuy may serve as guards for Kotan-Kar-Kamuy, and many of the gods do put Kotan-Kar-Kamuy more or less on a pedestal…But, even I can’t say who came first or how the kamuy truly came to be. Most of the dark spirits I know created themselves, or came from the shadows of us gods, but as far as ones like Fuchi-Kamuy…”
“Wouldn’t Kando-Koro-Kamuy be able to answer that?” Anzu asked gently.
“…Any time I or Kunnecup-Kamuy tried to ask…we would just get told that it matters little and wouldn’t help us maintain the balance whether we knew or not. Honestly, I can count on one hand how many times I’ve personally met Kotan-Kar-Kamuy over my thousands of years of existence.”
“How can that be if you serve him as a guard?” Sagami leaned forward as he took a seat on one of the couches.
“By technicality,” Dr. Kubo chimed in, “When I was working with Fenrir, my real boss was the head of Fenrir, Mr. Kutsuki, but I rarely saw him and worked through intermediaries or other management. It’s not entirely impossible to not have met your employer depending on the job and situation.”
Hiyori paled several shades as he recalled that supposed “representative” he last saw with Ibara before he left ES. That man was the head of Fenrir?
“Yes,” Kunugi pushed his glasses back into position, “But serving as bodyguards should entail at least some level of personal interaction.”
“Most if not all of our orders would be relayed to Kando-Koro-Kamuy…” Tokapcup paused in thought, “Come to think of it…Kotan-Kar-Kamuy had always been a bit of a recluse…and mostly spoke through Kando-Koro-Kamuy exclusively save for the few occasions where he would show himself to the other gods.”
Kunugi huffed, crossing his arms. “Sounds like one or the other is a puppet and the other is the puppet master. Or there is some sort of illusion in play.”
“What do you mean?” The sun goddess appeared especially unnerved.
“Considering how you stated each created the world and the Ainu people independently of each other, it’s possible your pantheon is operating off of co-leadership, or Kando-Koro-Kamuy is actually the one in power and Kotan-Kar-Kamuy is just a figurehead.”
“But that…”
“Furthermore, you said ramat is in everything. And since those two created everything, but it’s skeptical of who is in charge, who controls the ramat and where did it come from? Without knowing your past, how do you know who you are at present or what to become in the future?”
“K-Kunugi-sensei!” Anzu spoke up, “You’re being too harsh!”
“…But it’s true,” The usually bright goddess muttered dimly, “And with what we know from Poro-nitne-Kamuy about Pauchi-Kamuy’s intentions…I wonder if Pauchi-Kamuy had these thoughts, too…Or if he found out something that he shouldn’t have…”
“Also, Kunugi-sensei,” Jin reclined a bit, “I believe we technically know the origins of ramat, considering the existence of the primordial gods. If they are the origins of all pantheons that have ever existed, is it hard to believe that ramat may be somehow tied to them, too?”
“If my understanding of the tablets and what I have learned of how these capsules operate are correct,” Kubo grew solemn, “Then it is highly likely that all spiritual energy came from them, which is why they can absorb any energy to fuel themselves. Granted, spiritual energy works differently between religions and beliefs, but there’s an underlying commonality between them and the primordial gods. One theory I have is that all spiritual energy today was derived from the original energy of the primordials, but each form of spiritual energy consists of only a few parts of what comprises primordial energy. Kind of like complex chemical compounds – ramat may be an element of primordial energy, but it is only part of the equation to form it.”
“But if that’s the case,” Tokapcup sat on another seat, hands folded carefully on her lap and keeping her gaze occupied with them, “Then why was the energy running away from them when I checked the Veil?”
The doctor hummed in thought. “It could be like a chemical reaction that is being forced…or it could be that the primordial energy doesn’t see a difference between the different spiritual energies of today, but ramat would notice primordial energy. Like an immune system noticing a foreign invader. The primordial gods see ramat as nutrition, but ramat sees the primordial gods and their influence as the predator.”
The doctor pulled out a small journal from a stack on the coffee table before him, thumbing through the pages in concentration before stopping at a particular entry. “Which brings us to a critical issue we should address. I recall you told me before we parted earlier that the Veil was showing consistent signs of the next weak point moving north.”
“Do you know what that means?” Hiyori asked as the doctor unrolled a geographical map of Japan.
“Potentially. I’m sorry to ask, but could you and Toka see those weak points again and try and plot them on the map as close as you can?”
Well over half an hour was spent working through the visions, the producers even trying to help narrow down the locations if they were familiar with the scenery being described. The doctor looked at the pins for a long while in quiet contemplation. “…Considering these primordial gods want to be resurrected…it’s not boding well.”
“There’s a reason for these spots in particular?” Anzu prompted.
There was a crease and a pinch in the doctor’s brow, lips tight and expression grim. “Most of these spots are near or on very sacred, spiritual ground.”
“I thought the Ainu were mostly from Hokkaido?” Kunugi pondered aloud.
The sun goddess explained, “The Veil is the border between all spirit realms, not just the Ainu. Any spiritual area or religious ground will naturally have a thinner Veil under normal circumstances, as they are meant to convene with the spirit world they are part of.”
The doctor nodded, “With places like those, the Veil in its current state may thin enough to leave a small tear if not taken care of.”
“…How do you know so much about the Veil?” Hiyori asked pointedly, “This doesn’t sound like something that casually comes up specifically in normal religious discussions.”
Kubo gently pulled out a photo that was tucked into the journal he had previously flipped through, holding it out to the group gathered around. “I learned from Chief Amagi’s wife during my research into Ainu mythology. While Chief Amagi was a wealthy source of many stories of the gods, the finer intricacies often came from his wife, the Head Priestess of the village.”
Hiyori nearly doubled over as he got a good look at the picture of the woman. Though the photo was faded, she had long, curly, red hair and striking blue eyes. Yet, her features were soft, very reminiscent of Hiiro’s face, and her bangs were held back by a familiar black headband he knows Rinne wears. In the photo, she was visibly pregnant, with another child sitting on the floor at her feet. The other child, though Hiyori knew who that must have been, looked so uncharacteristically stern and almost emotionless despite such a young age, as if the weight of the hand of the Chief – his father – on his shoulder forced him to be that way. One thing remained clear in his mind, however.
This was the same woman he saw in the glass at the top of the tower.
“Priestess Koharu…” Tokapcup traced a finger along the woman’s face in the photo.
“You know her?” Kubo’s excitement was tempered with quiet curiosity.
“She is – was – an exceptionally powerful priestess. She came from a very long line of people who naturally had immense connectedness to the spirit realm, beyond the norm. Even then, she proved to be extremely spiritually sensitive as she could commune with three realms at once: Buddhist, Shinto, and Ainu. She regularly would cross the Veil to visit spirit realms up until her last few months.”
“Seriously!?” Hiyori beamed in wonder.
Tokapcup, however, was more mournful than cheery. “I remember meeting her a few times…and when Yushkep-Kamuy informed me her spirit was now residing in the spirit world full-time.”
“She passed?” Kubo whispered his shock.
“You…didn’t know?”
The older man hung his head in quiet, mournful reverence. “I finished my research and interviews before she had her second child. I knew she stopped her visits across the Veil once her pregnancy progressed further along, as it was uncertain what effects it could have on the child. Still, the village elders seemed to predict that the second child was going to have a spiritual connection much like her, and was destined to become the next Head Priest or Priestess.”
“…Not a shield?” Hiyori asked.
“No! The shield for the future chief would have been decided later. A child with such a strong connection to the spirit world is not that common anymore, and someone would have had to replace Priestess Koharu after she passed.”
“That’s…odd,” Hiyori couldn’t help but wonder what could have happened between the brothers for things to change this much, much less worry about the younger Amagi even more so with this new information, “From what I understand, Hiiro-kun always said he was trained to serve as his brother’s shield…”
“They had another boy…” Kubo muttered to himself, more so digesting the new information he was learning, “But that doesn’t make sense. Did something happen to change that?”
“I don’t know. The Amagi brothers either gave vague details or avoided talking about the village when asked. It never seemed to be a happy discussion, at least with Rinne-senpai.”
“How do you know the boys?”
“…Well…they both left the village to become idols at ES…and now they’re stuck going through multiple dimensions thanks to this mess…”
Kubo sighed in defeat. “An ironic twist. Leaving the village only for the past and it to come back to haunt.”
Tokapcup then covered her mouth with a hand, tears brimming in her eyes. “It’s our fault…”
“Toka?” Hiyori gently laid a hand on the goddess’s shoulder.
“All of it…We dug our own graves…” Tokapcup continued to quietly cry.
“What do you mean?” The doctor whispered.
The sun goddess began to sniffle. “We…Shortly after Hiiro was born, he got really, really sick…Rinne prayed to the gods to have someone heal his little brother…and Chironnup-Kamuy answered. He spent three days using his own energy to heal him, and it made him very weak…When he came back to the heavens, Kotan-kar-Kamuy caught him having abandoned his post to guard Pauchi-Kamuy and punished him…by making Chironnup-Kamuy wipe the memories of the village of his intervention and banning him from going to the village anymore. Because of that…the energy he used to stabilize Hiiro couldn’t return to him as Hiiro grew stronger, and dissipated…And Hiiro was marked with a sign of Chironnup-Kamuy’s protection, b-but since he was cut off from the village, it warped and looked like a bad omen to the villagers…that’s why he was put as a shield…”
Hiyori felt his heart plummet and shatter. “So…the whole reason why he seemed especially weak when Switch opened the first tear was…due to that? And because of the punishment, Hiiro-kun ended up being branded as a bad omen, thus changing his station…”
She nodded, voice straining into a higher pitch to hold back her cries as tears streaked down her cheeks. “And that was the same day the gems came to our realm…and Chironnup-Kamuy was tasked to guard the gems by wearing them around his neck…”
“Oh no…” Kubo uttered quietly in horror, “Which means any power he could have restored was sucked away by the gems…that’s the real reason he never recovered.”
“But then the SEL you were talking about was attached to Pauchi-Kamuy explicitly for the orange one…” Anzu began.
“From what documents I had procured, it appears the SEL was activated about 2 years ago when a spike in spiritual energy usage was detected.”
“And that was when the Assistant was saved…” Hiyori trembled.
“Since the SEL siphons energy from its host, it could detect that Pauchi-Kamuy must have developed a Link…” Tokapcup wiped at her eyes, “And because Pauchi-Kamuy never had a Link before…that’s why Fenrir is interested in him. The amount of power he has due to that is unprecedented.”
A shimmer of light formed above the coffee table before them, startling the humans and only mildly for the goddess. “Is this…no way…”
She hovered her hand over the shimmer, trembling a little as it began to open and sit like a translucent pool before them. Several figures resided in the pool staring back at them. “Kunnecup-Kamuy…”
“Tokapcup! Are you alright?” The apparent moon god was quick to ask, clearly anxious.
“I…There’s…” She hung her head, “A lot that happened…”
“Toka! What’s wrong?” Another god asked, a lanky male with a wooden staff.
“Kina-sut-Kamuy…”
“Hey, little girl!” A tall woman who could only be described as a femme fatale spoke.
“Don’t call her that!” Kunnecup roared.
“Irura-Kamuy…”
“Ohii-san!”
Hiyori felt his voice catch in his throat. “J-Jun-kun!”
“Ohii-san! Are you okay!?”
“Okay…? OKAY!? WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN, JUN-KUN!?”
“Uh…Well, long story.”
“AND THERE’S PLENTY OF TIME TO TELL ME!”
“Firstly,” Kunnecup gently pushed Jun behind him as if to shield him from Hiyori’s rage for just a minute, “Tokapcup, can you get another portal up to speak with Chikap-Kamuy?”
“I…” Tokapcup’s small frame shook, “I’m stuck in the human world…”
“What!?” Kunnecup fumbled, “Th-Then we’ll try and contact Chikap-Kamuy through here! Yushkep-Kamuy mentioned a lot was going on outside we weren’t aware of!”
“Yeah…quite a lot…”
~*~
Kaname groaned as he came to in a dark cave, the cold making its presence known from the howling wind that tried to sweep inside. His side stung horribly and the rest of his body ached. Yet, all too quickly, he recalled who brought him here, and it terrified him to wonder how much he had seen and what he would do to him. That terror built up to the point where an old habit of his kicked into high gear.
Look for and get comfort from Jun.
He missed him terribly. As much of a whirlwind as their friendship was for the brief bit of time they knew each other, Kaname grew so attached to him. Some days, that attachment morphed into an obsession, seeking him out for even the most mundane of things. Like a craving that could not be satisfied, he continued to cling to him as they grew closer, yet the craving of wanting more never abated. If anything, Kaname had come to terms through his stay in Teinei that he wanted Jun for more than just comfort. There was a longing, too. A longing to be beside him for as long as he could.
A sudden thought entered his mind. If he could project himself into someone else’s mind, could he do it to someone he hasn’t seen in so long? Just to check in on him? He knows Pauchi could easily do that, never speaking so he wouldn’t reveal he was privy to even the most private of thoughts of the ones in this game. Could he do it, too?
He sent out his conscious mind to search for Jun, if only to hear him or know what he was up to at this moment, delaying the inevitable of confronting Pauchi for just a minute or two longer. It took a while, almost making him give up, until he sensed him, latching onto the other’s mind and just sitting there, nestling and listening in content as Jun’s thoughts and voice lulled him from his anxiety.
Until he heard a very distinct name. “Ohii-san!”
“Jun-kun!”
Kaname huffed, focusing a bit more to see what Jun could see, sort of startling himself at the ease with which he could do it. Of course, it had to be that Hiyori he was referring to. That man irritated him with how he spoke and held himself. Truth be told, if he was brave enough to accept it, he would have realized it was because Hiyori mirrored him so greatly. The way that Hiyori said Jun’s name, and the way Jun said this nickname, he assumed it to be one, only made a bile rise and almost reach the back of his throat.
Jun was too dense to realize it, but Kaname could sense what was going on between them.
And he hated it.
He ended the projection and quietly seethed to himself inside the cave. As if learning his brother took his identity and the world had moved on without him for 2 years wasn’t bad enough. Now the one person who he dared to love the most was now in love with somebody else. He really didn’t stand a chance, did he? He didn’t belong as an idol – one who was prone to mess ups far too often and couldn’t compare to the shinning brilliance of Tatsumi or the natural talent of Jun – and he was easily replaceable if the public didn’t realize it wasn’t him as HiMERU.
Did Jun realize it wasn’t him?
It didn’t matter.
Kaname didn’t matter.
No one cared.
He was alone.
He crushed Tatsumi with a cabinet.
He controlled countless idols to make them go to their deaths.
He projected into Hiiro’s mind and caused the domino effect that led to his brother’s death in that pit.
He deserved this hellscape.
He should have died long ago.
“Kana!~”
That ginger-haired idol immediately came to mind. The negativity threatening to swallow him whole and circling him like vultures began to slowly abate.
“Because you’re my friend!”
“Ake-Ru…” Kaname muttered so quietly it was almost just the movement of his lips.
What bitter irony that the one person who refused to give up on him in this situation, willingly putting his neck on the line for him, and took the time to understand him and his position, was the one who had every right to want him dead. Yet, perhaps it was because of that, that Kaname still seemed unwilling to let go and accept this hand he was dealt. If the descendent of that Akehoshi had shown even an ounce of hatred to him, it would have been the final nail in the coffin – one that Kaname would accept as the final say of if he deserved to keep going. Yet, Subaru didn’t. He believed in him. He understood him.
He didn’t see him as some monster or villain.
He took everything he knew and learned of him and decided that Kaname was worth saving.
He may have lost everything and everyone else, including the belief that Pauchi’s intentions with him were genuine, but if Subaru kept pushing him forward and cheering him on, Kaname wouldn’t – couldn’t – call it quits. He would keep fighting.
“Kaname?”
His body stiffened upon hearing the god, despite the tone being the normal, slightly warm yet gravelly one. “Y-Yes?”
“Ah, I see you’re awake…How are you feeling?” The shadowy wolf sat beside him, gaze both soft yet analytical.
“…Sore…”
“I bet…Mind telling me what happened back there?”
“I…” Kaname thought, attempting to find a way to carefully weed through this minefield, “…I saw this…shadow. It…something wasn’t right with it.”
“Not right how?” Pauchi seemed far more intrigued than Kaname thought he would be.
“Like…it changed. It was a Wolf-Shadow but – I don’t know. It morphed into something else with orange eyes.”
“Hmm,” The shadowy wolf looked off into the distance, seemingly at something beyond the rock walls, “…Not the first report I’ve received of something like this happening to the shadow creatures.”
“It’s not?”
“No. Kenas-Unarpe mentioned a few times when some shadows would disappear from her control and vision. I suppose another shadow had this change happen just before I came back with you. It turned on Kenas-Unarpe and attacked her, even slaughtering a bird when it heard it chirp.”
“It…attacked her? It’s master?”
“Former master. I believe these shadows are being…corrupted by something. What that is I’m not entirely sure…”
Kaname could have sworn there was a slight bitterness to the other’s words, like he was somewhat frustrated that even he didn’t know. “I…When I saw that thing, I…I had feeling it wasn’t normal and tried to keep it away from the pack.”
The dark god nodded, his tail coming to wrap around his paws. “That was probably the best course of action. Had I been aware of what was going on, I would have ordered you to intervene…I’m proud of you for taking the initiative, however.”
“…Really?” Kaname perked up like a little kid.
Pauchi nodded, a small yet kind smile forming. “Mm…Was there anything else that happened?”
“Well…It was pretty strong. I got knocked around a lot.”
“Hmm,” Pauchi seemed angered, “And that pack didn’t bother to help you at all? Or even saying thanks? Typical…”
“W-Well, no! Um…One did try to help.”
“…Which one?” Pauchi tilted his head just the barest amount, his intonation doing more than enough to project his curiosity.
“Th-The brown one…I think that shadow would have killed me had he not blocked the shot.”
“The brown one…Ah, that one…Did you know the two gods with him together form Apasam-un-Kamuy?”
“Oh? What do they do?” Kaname slowly began to sit up, grimacing as his side stretched uncomfortably.
“A myriad of things. Mostly protection for people. They guard the transitions between changes of state, from difficult labor, to protecting against disease gods, to traveling, and even against other cultures. But, they are exceptionally needed to form Holder and Link contracts as they are forms of transitions.”
“So…it’s not just between one god and a mortal. It’s technically three?”
Pauchi hummed in amusement, “Not quite. They are the ones who aid in the formation of them, but they are not part of the deal…They’re the very reason I was able to form a Link with you, despite a law demanding I couldn’t.”
“Why?”
“They broke that law,” Pauchi stated plainly, “I managed to convince them to let me do it so that you would live. I promised I would find a way for you to return to the living without the need for this Link.”
“You did…?”
“Hmm…I do regret dragging you into this. You’ve already had to deal with a lot, there was no need for you to get tangled up in this…”
“But push came to shove…” Kaname sighed, knowing how it was.
“…Still…I’m not surprised those two intervened on your behalf. They are one of the only ones outside of those in Teinei who know of the full situation when it comes to you.”
“…I mean…they helped the brown one only after he launched that first shield that saved me.”
“Still, a Holder contract requires the god to allow their powers to be used, so they had a say in the matter…Yet…intriguing…The brown one…”
“You,” Kaname paused, earning a prompting look from the dark wolf, “P-Pardon if I overstep, but…You seem…Like you don’t hate them, necessarily. Like, the other gods you at least seem a bit angry with or say their names like its venom, but not them.”
“…Like I said, without their help, you wouldn’t be here. In a way…I respect them for doing what they did. Not necessarily that they broke the law, but that they looked at the situation and were flexible compared to the rigidity of the other gods’ sense of law and order. To actually listen to what I had to say.”
“…The more I hear of this,” Kaname muttered, “The more I’m starting to see similarities between you and this character you’re playing.”
“…Indeed,” There was a sort of tiredness to his voice now, “I have come to realize that numerous times myself, prompting more than a few unwanted introspections time and again…Yet, even more so, I understand the stories of Wolfbane all too well.”
“…How so?”
Pauchi’s gaze remained far off, as if reminiscing. “When Wolfbane spat in the faces of Tor and Fenris, it was because of their commandments. To make everything obey them like frightful children. Wolfbane had used the Sight to look down on the world and had seen all of its pain and sufferings, knowing that Tor and Fenris made it so. While others would paint the story as this vengeful spirit sent down by Tor and Fenris to give the wolves free will and a choice, seeing Wolfbane through a different lens…In a way, he was the one to advocate for free will as he called out the hypocrisy of Tor and Fenris for calling him evil when he had no choice.”
“No choice?”
“He was created and deemed evil by his creators, but he did not choose to be evil himself. That is what angered him the most, that he and all of the other creations weren’t allowed to choose their own path. He said to Fenris, ‘If you are goodness, Fenris, and you made me, but won’t let me choose my own way, then how can I be evil? I am nothing but what I am’.”
“…Is that how you feel about…your situation?”
Pauchi didn’t speak for a long moment. “There is a hypocrisy to Kando-Koro-Kamuy and Kotan-kar-Kamuy. To all of our pantheon. I didn’t partake in the Great War to decide if the good or dark kamuy would be in control, for I understood I would always exist no matter which was ruling. Yet, the Kunne put the blame on me, and the rest of the gods accepted it as fact as I was deemed ‘evil’ in their eyes. My role was to be an evil, but I was never given the choice, nor the chance to show that I, as myself, could choose to not be evil.”
“So, you…hate your Creator for not giving you a chance?”
“No, what I hate is the illusion we were put under. The illusion that Kotan-kar-Kamuy ever existed and dictated everything with a rhyme or reason.”
“That he…existed? What do you mean?” Kaname shuffled a bit closer.
“I’ll let you in on what I know. I learned Kotan-Kar-Kamuy was just a story told by Kando-Koro-Kamuy to give the other gods the idea that there was some grand plan. In reality, the ramat has no master but itself. It created Kando-Koro-Kamuy, whether for a reason or not is unknown. He is the only one who can control the ramat that flows throughout the realms, the Susa-Ram-Pet. His first experiment with those powers resulted in the world as the Ainu know it. But then, the ramat started creating more and more gods. He sent them down to the world out of panic that he was losing control of this energy. Then, more and more kept getting generated, and he sent them to create life on the world, all the while trying to figure out why the ramat was doing this. Then, it created me and the Ainu themselves, and he was forced to make up a story, thus creating the character Kotan-kar-Kamuy.”
“But…didn’t you say he would sometimes show himself? How is Kotan-kar-Kamuy not real if the spirits have seen him before?”
“All illusory work with the ramat by Kando-Koro-Kamuy. Just a mass of ramat he controls from afar to look like a god but it is not. All orders that this Kotan-kar-Kamuy decrees are nothing but Kando-Koro-Kamuy trying to keep order and this pantheon from falling apart,” Pauchi scoffs, “It is like our realm is held together with nothing but flimsy wire and glue that is quickly falling apart. I will give him credit, though, for somehow keeping this up for as long as he has.”
“So, when the idea is to challenge Kotan-kar-Kamuy…”
“Not necessarily to challenge a god, but to challenge the very, untamed nature of the ramat itself. To harness that power and will it to do your biding. Once Kando-Koro-Kamuy is out of the way and defeated, there is nothing stopping me from accessing this. I intend to use that and the stones to launch the next phase to try and keep our pantheon alive. We may have been created seemingly at random, but that does not mean I think our lives are forfeit. Like Wolfbane, I want to see the potential of all of us explored. We all are capable of more than what we believe we are, and I want everyone to realize that these ‘laws’ do not hold our existence together and we have the freedom to make our own choices – that we are more than our roles. With that, that I believe will be the true way to save this pantheon in the long run. Having order is fine and all, but when faced with situations we have never encountered before, we have to adapt. The only way I see that happening is if we all understand the truth. That not a single entity controls us. That we can choose for ourselves.”
Kaname paused for a while. “Then what about…forcing these people into roles? Isn’t that…”
“A hypocrisy? True. I am not immune to it, either. Then again…perhaps I was hoping they would prove me right and overcome these roles to choose for themselves. Remember when I told them that that Amagi Hiiro was the only one not ‘destined’ to die in that school had they played their cards right? In a way…they did prove me right. Their choices did matter. He was supposed to live, and yet he died. A twisted, roundabout way to look at it, but it’s a truth. I saw a glimpse of the aftermath at that river. Despite failing to rise above the role, that black wolf still fought and made the universe work for it. In a way, those people have taught me that injustice can be fought against.”
“The injustice of how you were treated?”
“And for Chironnup-Kamuy.”
“What? B-But I thought-”
“Yes. He is my enemy as of now, but it does not change the fact that he was given unjust treatment to uphold a ‘law’. The other gods are just as blind to their prejudices. I’ve noticed how he was isolated after the Great War for the trick he pulled. How the other gods treated with him with contempt some days and outright hostility the next. It made him so self-conscious he refused to refer to himself as the first person. Like me…he had no one. He went to the human world seeking companionship – something that is normal, that is human to want. As we spirits are based off of humans, you would think we would understand that. He saved a child’s life and was punished for it, forced to wipe their memoires of his intervention by ‘Kotan-kar-Kamuy’…even after I tried to make it seem like he was tricked by me.”
“Were you trying to…lessen his punishment?”
“…I wanted to take the blame so he wouldn’t be punished at all. I may be the god of insanity and chaos, but I know what injustice is like, and deep down…I can’t stand it…Long ago, he was the only god – good or dark – that would visit me, leaving me gifts from the above world like acorns, seeds, and sometimes cloth or other manufactured items. Had I not been so absorbed in my own anger and resentment…perhaps I would have realized sooner he was trying to be a friend to me…Maybe – even if I’m only projecting – that he understood me to some degree. After all, his role is to rebel against the status quo for the benefit of all if he thinks something needs to change…In another life…I wonder if we could have been a team…or even friends…But…” Pauchi grew quiet, voice raspy yet remorseful, “…It is too late now.”
Two sides of the same coin tragically unable to understand each other until it was too late.
Only now did Kaname understand when Pauchi said he reminded him of himself, the reason why Pauchi saved him in the first place. He was trodden upon and looked down on for something that was out of his control. Because of that, no one wanted to learn more about him – they saw his mother as evil, and thus, he had to be, too. Pauchi was ‘created’ evil, so he had to be evil, too. Very few ever gave them the time of day, and even fewer tried to understand them. They were shunned by all. They put up fronts, and those fronts became a self-fulfilling prophecy that only continued to fuel the hatred.
Above all, they just wanted someone to understand, to know them for them.
And just when Kaname seemed to almost have things turn around…they came crashing down that fateful day.
Perhaps Pauchi only found out about him in a reconnaissance mission to feel out the likelihood of the second phase, but somehow, he found Kaname, and he followed his progress. And when it came down to Kaname’s life nearly being extinguished, Pauchi proved he had a heart and couldn’t bear to let him die.
It would be like letting himself die. That what he was fighting for wasn’t worth it.
“…You asked if I hated my Creator for doing this to me…Unlike Wolfbane, it is not hatred. A resentment, I suppose, would be more accurate. And that is what links me to Morgra – the she-wolf I’m supposed to be in this universe.”
“Resentment…”
Pauchi sighed softly, laying down beside the human and resting his chin on his big, shadowy paws. “I will tell you what I know of her. Long before she was driven out from her pack, Morgra was feared, even as a pup, for her strange ways. She yearned for affection and to have pups of her own. She ached so much to share with others of the secrets she was learning about the Sight. About life. She just wanted to be allowed to love something. Then, when she was wrongly judged for the ‘killing’ of that pup, when Thorn’s character remained quiet about the truth, she hated the wolves, then. She wandered in isolation for so long until she came across Tsinga and the legend of the Man-Varg, learning along the way the horrible reality of being barren. In Tsinga and learning of her powers, she found a way to sublimate her pain and loneliness…but then she was driven away by Tsinga, too. For being spurned once more, she set her eyes and will on fulfilling the promise of the legend, and controlling the Balkar was just a stepping-stone to that ambition. At some point, she had been captured by Man, held in a cage where she learned of them…Of their abilities…and their cruelty…”
“She just wanted to belong, somewhere deep down.” Kaname’s heart beat painfully as it all hit far too close to home.
“…What is the most sorrowful, however…” Pauchi’s voice was uncharacteristically soft and lamenting, “Is that she had a chance for redemption…and she could have changed her fate had she been given the opportunity.”
“Really?” Kaname gently pet the dark wolf’s head.
Pauchi closed his eyes, leaning into Kaname’s touch. “…Yes. While she was already leaning towards never forgiving or forgetting what was done to her in the past…seeing her sister – this Shiina Niki’s character – swayed her. Sure, she could have tended the pups herself and taught Larka – that Amagi Hiiro’s character – the Sight as if she were her daughter, fulfilling the legend and controlling the Lera together…but there was a strong possibility that, had she been accepted instead of rejected for a second time, that she could have changed. Turned away from darkness. Learned to forgive and not be haunted by the past. To return to the goodness that had been buried deep inside her…And I fear I may end up like her at the end of it all.”
“Like her…?”
“I know how her journey ends…I want redemption. I want others to look at me and see me for beyond my role – my job – as the entity of chaos and insanity. That I’m capable of good, too…or at least, to be given the chance to show that my job doesn’t dictate who I am as an individual. I’m…afraid, Kaname. That I will see my chance for redemption and it either passes me by or I get denied it.”
Kaname gently pulled the dark wolf’s head into his arms, hugging it close as he continued to stroke his fur. He used to hate the cold, but, since he began living in Teinei, he was finding the cold no longer bothered him like it used to. Pauchi’s entire being radiated an icy coldness, but Kaname knew better than anyone that there was a beating heart under all that.
Pauchi leaned into the embrace more, letting himself be open. “I know my character is destined to die in this universe…Death…is it weird to say it scares me?”
“…No…I think death scares everyone.”
“At least for humans, there’s the knowledge of an afterlife…but what about gods? What…happens to gods after they die?”
“I…I don’t know.”
“I don’t either…Supposedly, our spiritual energy gets recycled when we truly die…but what of our consciousness? Do we just cease to exist after true death? I…I’m scared. I’m scared to know. I’m scared to not know. Yet…What I do know is that-”
“Pauchi-Kamuy?” A Balkar wolf calls from the front of the cave nervously, unable to see them as they were tucked around a hidden corner.
Pauchi huffed through his nose and retracted from the other, yellow eyes ablaze with irritation. Kaname swiftly turned into a crow and settled on Pauchi’s shoulders just as he rounded the corner, taking a moment to recall the name of this particular male. “What? Why do you disturb me…Brak?”
“Forgive me, but there is news. The fortune-teller is dead.”
To the male wolf, the crow was merely cawing, but Kaname was making inquiries to Pauchi on what to make of the news. Pauchi muttered, looking like a crazed wolf to the Balkar before them as he seemingly talked to thin air, “Tsinga may have driven us out, but she taught me once and knew more of the world and the Sight than anyone else. She was a fine wolf herself, once, in her prime. Though her death was necessary, there is still some respect that she must be granted.”
“U-Um, Pauchi-Kamuy,” The male wolf lowered his head to whisper between them, “There is more news. We caught a rebel in the forests two suns back, another of Slavka’s spies, and we…questioned him.”
The crow became unsettled as the previously nervous wolf began to grin coldly as he told them, especially how the rebel wouldn’t be able to answer anymore questions…whether from them or anyone else ever again.
“And? What of it?” Pauchi snapped.
“Slavka has finally summoned this Greater Pack she has been preaching about. With the snows as they are, few will come until this summer, if at all. But there are signs already stirring, though I regret to inform you that the spy died before he would tell us the gathering place of this Greater Pack.”
The crow fluffed some. The Greater Pack. The resistance to Pauchi-Kamuy’s – or rather Morgra’s – rise in influence and upending several laws.
“Word must have gotten out…of what you are doing, Pauchi-Kamuy. Perhaps it was when we attacked Hidaka Hokuto’s pack.” While the wolf seemed gleeful about the spies death, it was only now that he dropped his gaze with the other.
“…There is shame in you, Brak,” Kaname shivered as that cold, calculating tone came back in the dark god that tried to conceal just how pleased he was knowing this, “And shame brings weakness. Are you a killer or not? Did not Tratto himself train you to be the First Among the Putnar and to kill without mercy if called on to do so? No Sikla here, no breath of fear, to train the strong we all adhere.”
Brak lifted his head hearing the favorite title of the Balkar and the rallying cry they loved to use. Kaname knew that this Brak wasn’t considered a Dragga of his pack, and of the six packs, this Brak’s pack was only third in dominance out of the Balkar. They had all been trained as great fighters by Tratto. Kaname also noticed this particular wolf must have, at times, longed to resist Pauchi. But, just as Pauchi had already said, he was implicated in the crimes of the Balkar. Once the work had begun, there was no turning back.
As if trying to avoid the questions, this Brak carried on. “There is something else, Pauchi-Kamuy.”
“Well?”
“The human child. Slavka may not believe in the Sight, but you must know the rumors of what happened to her and why she hates the humans so much. The rebels have orders to kill it if they find it.”
Kaname fluffed at the news, but Pauchi must have known this was going to happen, for he could tell his reactions were not as genuine as they could have been. Pauchi snarled furiously, “Hurry, fool! Take half of the home pack with you and find the child, or do not return!”
“Y-Yes…” However, Brak refused to move.
“Are you stupid? What are you waiting for?”
“The home pack…They’re waiting. You know what night it is…Last night, Tor closed her mouth and the moon vanished.”
“Very well. But go, Brak. And hurry.”
Brak sprang out of the cave with incredible speed, leaving Pauchi to follow out of the cave at a much more leisurely pace. Kaname spoke up, “What…are they waiting for?”
“Oh, the usual. Join me. This is your first time seeing this ritual, after all.”
The remaining Balkar wolves were waiting for them somewhere below the cave in the darkness. There were fifteen, huge males in a circle formation, as the rest had been sent out to search for the citadel and the child. Yet, these wolves were not to be trifled with, as they were still a fearful sight with great, large chests bristling with vigor and bright eyes that cut through the darkness. Yet, as Pauchi approached, they visibly shrank before him, breaking the circle.
Pauchi’s voice rang out into the steely, frosty night, “Brothers! Balkar! First and most fearful of the Varg! The Sight has brought me to you to fulfill your true destiny. When your beloved leader enslaves the Lera, you shall truly be the First Among the Putnar. But now there is another we must summon. Again we call to him.”
Pauchi howled into the darkness, the incantation trembling the freezing air. “Come, Wolfbane! Friend of the dead! Come from the shadows and fill the spirit of one among us! Those who worship your cult again do you homage. By the power of darkness, I summon you! You shall hunt for us, Wolfbane, hunt down any who stand in our way. You, the Shape Changer, shall be our servant, and together we shall fee in Wolfbane’s winter. Together we shall seek the ultimate power!”
As Pauchi continued howling the incantation, the various male wolves shook and began to growl, their muzzles swaying in the darkness in time with his words. “By the elements that feed the Sight, I summon you! By wind and snow, by storm and rain. By the untamable forces of nature and the energy that dwells in all, I summon you! I call you forth, Wolfbane! Reveal yourself to us!”
There was silence as the wolves waited. The males began to look around them in fear, half expecting Wolfbane to appear before them or somewhere around them all. Nothing happened, and, at last, Pauchi turned and began to walk away. “Fetch one, as I have shown you. Fetch one of the children and use its blood to warm the snow.”
Kaname felt his mouth dry in an instant. When they were far enough away, Pauchi hummed in amusement, “That should keep them wondering and waiting, the fools. And muttering his name, too.”
“D-Does that ritual not do anything…?”
Pauchi scoffed, “Hardly. Nothing but a fear tactic to keep them in line.”
The duo wandered to an area below the circle where a nursery was kept, the young wolves guarded by prowling Balkar and fearfully cowering in the darkness. As Pauchi approached, the pups slunk back, but he smiled, his tone becoming kindly as he spoke to them. “Come, my children, don’t be frightened.”
They all glared at him in silence.
“What’s wrong? You know that I love you, don’t you?”
They remained silent, mostly speechless in terror.
“Speak up. You mustn’t be afraid. I won’t be angry. Trust me, won’t you?”
“Trust you!?” One male pup spoke up, bolder than the others, “Never! Let us go!”
Pauchi’s face looked wounded, but his eyes were alight with a smile, letting a pout seep into his next words. “Don’t say such hurtful things. I only want to protect and care for you all.”
Kaname already knew what this was for. Only a “she-wolf” who knows a mother’s care could reach the vision. These pups were taken only for Pauchi to have this knowledge. However, despite the words sounding motherly, Kaname knew that Pauchi’s character – and by extension Pauchi himself – felt nothing for these pups. The heart was too bitter to ever care for another, much less Pauchi had no attachments to them or this universe.
“Tell me,” Pauchi leaned forward, “What is your name?”
“Cal,” The wolf pup spat. Kaname shivered as he remembered this and one other – Grell – had come from Hidaka Hokuto’s pack that was slaughtered back in spring.
“Well, Cal, you mustn’t have the wrong idea about me.”
“I want my parents!”
“Ah…I’m afraid that is quite impossible,” Pauchi grinned and began to turn away, quickly back to the orphans, “Don’t worry. I’ll come and visit you again soon. Then we’ll all play happily together.”
Kaname was glad his shiver could be disguised by the cold win. “I get this is for that requirement…”
“Hm, yes, no matter how hard I try, though, I feel nothing for them. They are not my character’s blood. But, they are serving their purpose. By stealing them, we are stealing the very heart and courage of the free wolves, and serving hate.”
“But, that’s the reason this Greater Pack is forming.”
“I’m well aware. Let them gather. It only serves our purpose. As the verse says, ‘when untamed are tamed’. Once we find out where they’re gathering, we will DesTROy them all,” Kaname buried his head into his torso at the distortion, “For Wolfbane’s promise to be fulfilled, it must happen together, if the howl is to summon the Searchers.”
They returned to the cave and Pauchi stayed at the mouth of it. He commented more so as an afterthought, “I should bring some meat to them. They haven’t eaten in a bit, those young ones.”
“Why do you still feed them if they’re-”
“Because, my dear Assistant,” Kaname hated when that other voice was directed at him, “There may be one among them that has the power of the Sight. Who could help and serve me if I can’t find Amagi Hiiro. We must find him and bring him to us.”
A roar of a bear echoed from the forest beyond as well as the hiss of a mountain lynx. The Balkar looked toward the sound of the noise in fear. Though wolves were high in the food chain with few natural enemies aside from Man, a bear was one dangerous exception. Pauchi smirked seeing the fear in the wolves ripple like waves. Briskly, he commented, “Ah, your larder must be getting low, right?”
“My…larder?” Kaname hesitated. He knew what that was. It was a food store. Just like the idols, he too had to feed in this universe.
“Yes…Tomorrow, pick one for yourself and – Actually, on second thought…Take the one who had the gall to address me – Cal – and let the Balkar deal with him.”
Kaname couldn’t believe what he was hearing. Yet, those yellow eyes were transitioning more and more each night to orange, and were accompanied by that sick smile. “Consider it a celebration for the curse finally breaking apart the family.”
“What about Amagi Hiiro?” Kaname asked, steeling himself to press further in faux conspiration, “He has the Sight, right? Couldn’t his gift alone…threaten us? Perhaps-”
“No,” Pauchi’s voice gritted unnaturally in his crassness, “Let him wander for now. Alone and reviled like my character was. He will find no help among the wolves, as Slavka has already sworn to have anything connected to the Sight destroyed. Let him feel the strangeness of his gift and how it cuts us off from the others. Let him look out onto the world and fill with bitterness, anger, and hate. It will only bring him closer to us. While it would be good to have him with us sooner rather than later, we cannot forget the golden rule: those with the Sight must choose for themselves. Let him choose to come to us in his own time. Besides…when I open the Pathways of Death, my true servants of this universe shall come. They are already being summoned by the anger and hate the Balkar are spreading throughout the forests. They feed on it, my Assistant. When Amagi Hiiro helps me grow strong enough to use the ancient howl, then I will have such a terrible army at my back…”
Kaname was silent in horror at his words.
“But go, go in search of him. And keep an eye on Amagi Hiiro. I will use your eyes. Just make sure you’re a bird. I can’t do so if you’re human.”
“Y-Yes, sir,” Kaname began to flap his wings.
“Remember,” Pauchi’s words made him pause only a second, “Just keep watch.”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 36: Where There's Smoke (The Sight Arc Part 14)
Notes:
I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING IN SO LONG!!!
To be honest, this arc had seriously drained me, and writing out the chapters was easier said than done when my mind wants to jump to the next universe because SHIT IS GONNA GET GOOD!!!
As it is, I had to take a moment and look at what I have left for this universe, and a lot from the original source material is going to be cut in order to not make this arc insanely longer than it already is compared to the previous arcs. Just enough to keep the story together from the original, but not as slower-paced as the first half of this arc.
Also, I feel like a few of the Original Characters (namely the gods) have been less of characters and more plot devices, so some of the "rambling" in this chapter by them is meant to try and flesh them out as characters.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening: Overlap by Kimeru
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_duoLVBuELM
It had been almost a whole month since that fateful day on the river, and it took Aira over a week of tracking until he caught up with Hiiro. Even then, Hiiro tried to drive the other away, snapping and snarling at him. Ever since then, they had argued over and over again, day in and day out. Now, they were in the middle of a blizzard, the winds howling like demons and snow obscuring to create a complete white-out.
“Leave me alone, Aira,” Hiiro called out without looking behind him as he heard the other’s steps through the crunchy snow, “Can’t you see I want to be alone?”
“I won’t! I’ll never leave you, Hiro-kun! We made a promise, and nothing is going to come between us! We’ll face this together!”
“Nothing?” Hiiro bitterly replied, refusing to turn around and face the other, “Kohaku made that promise, too, and he’s dead…because of me.”
“Hiro-kun…If anyone’s to blame for Kohakuchi…It’s me. Please, stop talking about yourself like that…” Aira couldn’t forget Rinne’s hurtful words that day.
“That promise was a lie,” Hiiro spat, “Go away.”
“No.”
Now Hiiro rounded on the other in absolute rage, mincing nothing as he lay into the other, “What are you doing here anyway?! What do you want!? You! Can’t! Help! Me! Nothing and no one can! I killed them all! All because of this damn power I never wanted! Everyone I get close to dies, so please! Don’t get close and make me responsible for you, too!”
Though the words cut deeply, Aira refused to give up. At that moment, he wasn’t feeling as worthless or hopeless as the other. He couldn’t. He had to be the beacon to pull Hiiro through the metaphorical storm. He couldn’t let Hiiro die. “We have to have faith in each other! That’s what Tsinga said!”
“Faith,” Hiiro scoffed bitterly, turning away to keep moving through the storm, “I’ve lost faith in us…in everything. There’s no hope for us in this game of his.”
Aira hurried his steps as he cried, “Hiro-kun! Please, can you just stop and think for a second!? You don’t even know where you’re going!”
“Yes, I do.” Hiiro bolted ahead, making Aira pick up the pace even faster. For the moment, Aira remained quiet, sensing Hiiro was far too riled up to continue a level conversation.
~*~
Some more time had passed, and the two wolves looked to be almost at death’s door. They hadn’t eaten in well over 15 days, having precious little time to learn how to properly hunt from the others, and they were severely emaciated, skin hanging, ribs showing, and fur dropping off of them in clumps or discoloring. During their travels, they had picked up the scents of prey, but they would lose them time and again through the snow. On the rare occasion that Hiiro almost had a kill, he was immediately met with seeing through his prey’s eyes, making him abandon the hunt altogether to avoid feeling the pain of being killed over and over again. No matter how hard he tried, it was like his power refused to shut off.
A few times, Aira would wonder what happened to Niki and Rinne. Not even a whisper of a rumor could be heard, or the faintest clue could be gleaned as to what had become of the duo. They would rarely see other wolves, but unsure if they were Balkar or rebels, Hiiro and Aira kept hidden and away.
Hiiro had tried to reach out to Hasinaw several times, only to be met with static. He couldn’t even use her powers to extend his senses anymore, as more static noise filled his senses as he tried. Not once had Hiiro turned around, far too engrossed in his despair and bitterness. He truly felt alone now.
“Hiro-kun, maybe you could try to find Shiina-senpai and Rinne-senpai with the Sight…”
Hiiro’s words stopped on the tip of his tongue, and the overwhelming gladness at hearing Aira behind him made a sob catch in his throat. He wasn’t alone. Aira kept his word and stayed. Despite the bitterness in his words, the sob slowly leaked out. “No, Aira…What good are these powers to me? I have terrible dreams and whenever I try to hunt…”
They both knew they had to figure it out soon. Winter was stalking them and, with it, the ever-pressing issue of starvation. “Then, at least let me try and find us something…okay?”
Hiiro hadn’t realized Aira was now side by side with him, a still sizeable distance between them, but deep down, Hiiro had missed the company. As much as he talked of being left alone or leaving everyone, the thought of isolation was terrifying to him, reminding him too much of his home in the village. He shook his head to remove the snow that had gathered in his fur. “Please…”
Aira began sniffing the ground, snow being pushed by his nose like a little plow. They came to a stream where a small, almost indistinguishable path led through the trees and up into the hills. As Aira continued along the stream, something made Hiiro pause. He felt an incessant tugging in the direction of the path, like something was eagerly and desperately trying to lead him to some place. When he stepped toward the direction of the path, that tugging felt like it was beating a mile a minute, becoming louder and louder the closer he got.
“Aira…let’s go this way…” Hiiro spoke softly, almost in a trance, as he slowly followed the tug, barely hearing Aira stumbling after him.
As they got to the tree line, they stopped at the top. The land below them steeply sloped into a field where they could see several huts and the white smoke coming from the chimneys dotting the area ahead. Most importantly, however, was that a man wearing thick sheepskin was hauling a sled filled with wood close by. They could tell he was old, his skin leathery and dark, a sign that he had worked the land all his life, and that he was desperately thin and exhausted, his clothes torn and in tatters. As he neared one hut, an old woman in a similar state to the man came dashing out, crying as she held his hands that were no doubt turning blue in the cold, desperately rubbing them together to warm them back up before ushering him inside with the sled.
Something about the duo struck Hiiro. Something almost like curiosity. Perhaps, this is the curiosity of the wolf who knew not of humans or their way of life that began to take over. Perhaps, it was also a sense of familiarity, having seen sights like this in his hometown for several winters. Taking into account the prophecy of the Man-Varg, Hiiro did not doubt that this pulling was some sort of sign from the universe to move him along. To progress this dark narrative to its conclusion.
“…I wonder if there’s food down there,” Aira pondered as he watched several other humans in the distance walk between the various huts like wraiths in a graveyard. For all they had suffered as wolves, the humans of this world aren’t doing much better. Off in the distance, they could hear and see more people gathered in tents as horses milled about, many of the people shining from the armor they wore. Hiiro stiffened greatly as he saw the large number of people.
For the Shape Changer’s pact with the birds will come true,
When the Blood of the Varg blends with Man’s in the dew,
Hiiro muttered to himself, “When the blood of the Varg blends with Man’s in the dew…”
“What’s that, Hiiro-kun?”
“Just…something tells me we need to be careful…of both Man and all the free wolves gathering…” Hiiro couldn’t shake the uneasy feeling as he watched the glinting of armor, swords, and shields in the dark.
It seemed even Aira began to sense the dread the other was feeling as he recalled the prophecy, too. However, their stomachs grew louder as the gnawing pain of hunger struck them again. They turned back to the village. “Hiro-kun…Maybe we should-”
“That curse will touch us again if we go in there, I just know it.”
“Hiro-kun,” Aira slowly padded to be in front of the other, green eyes almost reaching out to blue, “The border marked the end of the curse, and we’re well beyond that. And if we don’t find something soon…”
Hiiro slowly gazed at his paws, seeing several patches of skin dotting his legs and feeling the gnawing hunger painfully once more. “…Fine. We’ll do it. But only under the cover of night. We’ll be less likely to be spotted.”
Hiiro glanced back up and could have sworn he saw a dark figure in the sky come towards them, then immediately turned around to disappear beyond the mountains. Even as he and Aira waited on the hilltop for night to fall, Hiiro’s gaze never left the horizon, searching for what he thought he saw.
~*~
Much later that same night, Kaname returned to the cave where Pauchi was waiting. “You summoned me?”
“It appears the universe has finally deemed it the right time to hand over what we needed.” The shadowy wolf began to slowly pad deeper into the cave, making the Assistant hop onto his shoulders to keep up. “I should have remembered we still had an ace in the hole coming our way without the need for Amagi Hiiro.”
“Ace in the hole…?”
“Remember that I had to silence Thorn to make sure he couldn’t spill such an important detail as to jeopardize the crux of this universe.”
“…That other one…” Kaname shivered as he recalled.
“Yes…How unfortunate that the pack didn’t realize they had two with the Sight. Well, Thorn did, but he was silenced. How troublesome for him it must have been not to have been able to warn them all.”
“But, how-”
“Which brings me to the next topic.”
The little bird slowly flapped and hopped over to stand beside a few smaller rocks. Pauchi slowly turned to look at him with one eye, and that eye was now fully an anemic orange. His voice distorted far more than it had ever before in a show of intimidation. “It should have been obvious that one could live despite being touched by the elements, just like that black and white wolf showed at the rapids. And don’t think I didn’t see you try and save the black one earlier.”
Kaname froze in sheer terror, even his feathers were unable – or unwilling – to fluff out or stiffen on the off chance that alone could tip this monster over the edge. Pauchi’s smile soon turned vicious and unsettling, his words filled with pointed intent. “However, I am feeling rather…magnanimous. I’ll let it slide just this ONCE. However, understand you are on THIN ICE yourself at this moment. If I catch you helping them, wavering, or even objecting to me one more time…well…I think you know what it means for you.”
Kaname could do nothing but stare for a while until he quickly bowed his feathered head. “Y-Yes, sir!”
“Good…” Pauchi extended a shadowy tendril out to slowly pet the bird on the head, “Don’t take it the wrong way, child…I wouldn’t have saved you back then had I not CARED for you. I’m only doing this because I want the BEST for you.”
Kaname gritted his teeth to bite back his comment. How dare this thing try to use that against him!? He knows the real Pauchi would never hold that over his head. He knows what the real Pauchi feels.
And this was not it.
“Now, come. I’ve finally a use for one of those two.”
Kaname hopped after the wolf, keeping his gaze on the myriad of pebbles at his feet until he collided with the back of one of the wolf’s legs. Pauchi seemed to ignore what transpired with the bird as he locked his gaze with someone across the way. “I see you have already begun your work.”
Kenas-Unarpe had a wolf’s head on her lap, one hand delicately waving over its head as black mist began to wrap around its eyes, barely concealing the half-lidded orbs below. She let a throaty chuckle leave her. “It will take some time, but he will be a formidable warrior for us.”
Pakoro’s mangy form trotted up behind them in villainous glee. “It seems the prophecy is truly beginning~.”
“Indeed…Assistant. You no longer need to watch over Amagi Hiiro and will assist in other matters…Wolfbane has returned at last~. Oh, and one more thing.”
The bird slowly gazed up at the other. Pauchi let his malice speak for him, not even gracing the bird with eye contact. “If you run into any of those idols, don’t even think about trying to warn them about this. Remember…This is your last chance.”
~*~
As night descended upon the world, the two wolves descended into the village under the cover of its dark shroud, steps nearly silent as they neared the huts. The first hut they came near housed the woodman and his wife, at least from what they could assume, and Hiiro paused under the lip of a window upon hearing them inside. A beautiful perk of originally being human, understanding their speech through the lens of a human rather than a wolf.
“What is it, Roman? Unable to sleep?” The older man asked as his wife had fallen asleep in her chair while clutching a crucifix in one hand to ward off the evil eye.
A younger-sounding voice, that of a young boy, answered, “I keep having bad dreams, Grandfather. Did you hear them calling in the night?”
Hiiro cocked his head to the side, questioning where his parents were if he was staying with his grandparents. He, unfortunately, would not know that the boy’s parents died in a cholera outbreak just a year before, and would be forced to grow up quicker than the other children in the village due to that.
“Yes, Roman,” The grandfather yawned tiredly, “The voice of true hunger. The voice of the wild wolf.”
Hiiro heard the rustling of sheets as Roman must have sat up in bed. “I saw three just last spring. They look just like dogs to me. Perhaps I will catch one and tame it one day!”
“Perhaps, Roman,” The grandfather smiled and let out a low rumble of a throaty laugh, “Though some say you can never truly tame a wolf, and looks can fool. Survival in the wild makes them stronger and more powerful than any dog, far more dangerous, too, for they have to fight day and night to survive. But, if you ever do, we should change your name to Wolfram and send you to live in the northern lands.”
“Why, Grandfather?”
Aira had returned to be beside the other, raising a slim brow in curiosity until he, too, began to listen in on the humans.
“Wolfram means ‘raven wolf’, Roman, a great warrior’s name. The god of the Vikings, Odin, was said to always have two great wolves at his side as he went into battle, along with a pair of ravens to pluck at the corpses. Even today, some believe it ensures victory to see a wolf and a raven together before a battle.”
Hiiro and Aira stood stiff, images of Pauchi and the crow Assistant flashing into their minds. Yet, they couldn’t shake that something was amiss, especially after the Assistant’s intervention at the river.
“I know the Gypsies think they have the evil eye,” Roman said as he tightened the blanket around himself, unknowingly looking out the very window the two wolves were hiding under, “and Petru says they carried off a whole group of them last month. Left nothing but their boots.”
The grandfather nodded once. “The Gypsies do have many superstitions, Roman. That to look into a wolf’s eyes can blind a man, or to walk in a wolf’s tracks can lame a horse. But we should not listen to those tales. As for Petru’s story, I have never heard from any but fools of a healthy wolf attacking a human in the wild. We are not their natural prey, and they are naturally wary of us. Maybe curious at the most.”
Kako and Mirai formed on Aira’s back, seemingly perplexed and thoughtful upon hearing how the Romani view various aspects of nature. Hiiro couldn’t help but remember an old lesson from childhood that they were encouraged to follow in the tracks of wild animals when traversing the wilderness, all to maintain the balance between humans, nature, and the spirit world. Sure, the Ainu thought some animals were “evil” to an extent – look no further than the supposed “false” owls that were kunne who tried to imitate the Great Horned Owl of Chikap-Kamuy’s creation, but the anger towards nature was practically unheard of. The Ainu, above all else, valued the balance and maintenance of life, never hunting more than they needed and acting as co-caretakers of the world with the gods. Such malice that would lead to the extermination of another creature was extremely frowned upon.
“…Petru says they’re hunting them again, Grandfather.” There was something almost remorseful in the boy’s tone.
“Yes…with this nonsense about the theft of a child and the bounty, there won’t be any wolves left before long,” The shrinking wolves perked slightly as the older man continued, “But, then, the people are frightened, especially with the Turks raiding again. Perhaps that has added to their anger, though men have always hated the wolf.”
“Why?” The boy asked indignantly, “You just said a healthy wolf wouldn’t harm a human! They’re naturally scared of us! What gives people the right to be angry with them?”
Hiiro suddenly grew contemplative as the grandfather said, “Maybe because they see something in the wolf that they hate and fear in themselves. Maybe because wolves take their sheep and goats, as if we all shouldn’t share life’s bounty. Few have the imagination to see what it is like to be a wolf. In some towns, they even put wolves on trial as if one should judge the animals under human law.”
Roman snorted at the ridiculousness of the idea, which Hiiro softly smiled at hearing. The grandfather then asked, “But then…haven’t we always used the animals like scapegoats? Even more so than one another?”
“Scapegoats?”
“In ancient times, villagers used to take a goat and put their hands on it in hopes it would take their sins away and burden it instead. Then they would drive the goat out into the wild as a sacrifice to their vengeful gods…But as for superstitions, not all are bad. My favorite is of the corn wolf, a good spirit that guards the crops.”
The boy stood and walked over to the window, leaning slightly out of it and letting one arm dangle in the cold air as he gazed out into the dark mountains. The boy’s fingers were just in front of Hiiro’s nose, and the two wolves stood very still. “…I think the wolf we heard tonight is a good spirit, Grandfather.”
“I’m sure he is.”
The boy retreated into the house, shutting the window and drawing the curtains, leaving the wolves shrouded in complete darkness. Quietly, the two trotted further into the village to continue their search for food.
~*~
“Anything?” Aira whispered to Hiiro as they finished scrounging a scrap pile made by the humans in the village. Hiiro shook his head, tossing aside a bone that had all of the meat scraped off and the marrow plucked out. He could gather that this village must have been a very poor one that was in hard times, as very little was wasted.
They slowly began to wander further into the village, freezing as they came across the village’s forge. A donkey was tied to a pole that turned in a circle, which operated the bellows of the forge to keep the flames lit. The donkey sensed the wolves staring at it and began to shuffle nervously. Lucky for it, the duo did not want to risk the flames of the forge and moved on, not wanting to potentially incur the wrath of the final element they had yet to be touched by.
They came across some stained snow, smelling of pig blood. Indeed, the humans had just a few days prior slaughtered a pig to celebrate Christmas. Very few were rich enough to afford a pig, so they designated this house as the most affluent of them all, though this family shared the meat and fat with their neighbors and left a chunk of it on the woodcutter’s table. It was as if they were expecting something to try and take it, given how out in the open it was. Then again, this was before refrigeration.
Hiiro was about to suggest they go for it when he had a sudden inkling that something was wrong.
SNAP!
Hiiro spun around as he heard a tree branch snap. Five humans had spotted them from the path and began shouting at them. “Aira…! RUN!”
They ran through the center of the village, causing several doors to open and slam shut immediately as the shouts rippled through the village like wildfire. The duo found themselves at the other edge of the village in an open field that stretched out to a frozen lake flanked by trees. An angry crowd had gathered in the middle of the path just outside the village, several of them having clubs, pitchforks, or torches as they shook their fists and shouted at the wolves. Three dogs sprang from the crowd of humans and ran toward the wolves, barking madly.
The duo began to run again, aiming for the shelter of the trees, but even they underestimated how tired they were as their limbs began to ache and their pace began to slow. Just as the lead hound drew near, Aira whipped around and gave a loud growl, recalling how they could understand the dogs back in spring inside that badger den. “Keep your distance, if you know what’s good for you! We’re only passing through, so leave us alone!”
The dogs skittered to a halt, one or two looking at them almost dumbly while the other nodded once. The two wolves bolted into the forest, leaving the angry mob and the dogs behind until their voices were lost in the snowstorm. Aira shook his head as he cried out incredulously, “Geez! All that for just spotting us? We didn’t even do anything!”
“I know. You’d think we wanted to eat them,” Hiiro paused almost comically, “Now that I think about it, in our situation, would it be considered cannibalism if we did eat a human?”
Aira scoffed, but was truly chuckling as he scolded, “Seriously? Where did you get that idea, stupid? Hehe…I’m glad to have you back, Hiro-kun.”
Hiiro’s tail slowly wagged at the return to normalcy between them. He stiffened some as Aira playfully brushed by his side and felt a rush of heat under his fur around his cheeks, “C’mon. Let’s keep looking.”
But no matter how far they looked, no food was found. The wolves couldn’t even find proper shelter, forced to lie among the trees and crowd together to give what little warmth their frosted fur could give each other. Aira tried to rouse the other, but even his paws were unwilling to stand, “C’mon, Hiro-kun…We gotta keep looking.”
“I know…but perhaps it’s all for the best,” Hiiro felt his earlier dejection creep back in like the cold seeping into his bones and muscles.
“Don’t say that,” Aira smacked Hiiro’s head with a paw. After some silence, Aira muttered, “I kinda wish Rinne-senpai and Shiina-senpai were here, though…”
Hiiro winced at the memory of their fight on the ice. No matter how hard he tried, it was as if it was burned into his memory, now finding the memory of his brother and friend tainted and bringing little comfort. “Everywhere I go, I bring disaster, Aira…Tomorrow you need to leave me.”
“Stop it!” Aira smacked his head with a paw again, “I’ve told you a thousand times before, and I’m not saying it again! You will not think like that on my watch, got it!?”
A restless sleep took both of them after some time, leaving Hiiro to dream another nightmare. Each death flashed before him, only to then snap to a ghostly, bloody visage of each of his friends as their eyes became a milky white. He trembled and cowered, paws covering his eyes as he whimpered. Then, as if the nightmare was being wafted away by a gentle hand, he could sense it changing. When he dared to open his eyes again, he was now by a large rock, and before him lay a small roe deer…
…And Kohaku standing above it, as tall and proud as he had been. The dark wolf nudged the deer towards him. “Here, Hiiro-han.”
“Kohaku…” Hiiro felt a tear run down his cheek as his voice cracked horribly.
The dream wolf bounded over to him, almost like he floated in slow motion as he gently nuzzled under the other's chin, his voice so soft and echo-y it was like it was fading away as soon as he spoke. “Don’t give up yet…We can still get out o’ this…”
“…I miss you so much…”
Just as suddenly as he had appeared, the wolf evaporated, leaving nothing but his haunting touch. When he opened his eyes again, a black fox sat before him, nearly clear eyes piercing his very soul. “…This one has something to show you…Normally, Chironnup wouldn’t interfere with such…personal matters…but this will be an exception.”
“Chironnup-Kamuy…?”
He was now back in the ruins before they came to the river, seeing his former pack lying in what shelter they could to catch even a little sleep. However, his eyes were drawn to his body, and they widened upon seeing Kohaku shuffle over to lie next to him, his words echoing crystal clear.
“Hiiro-han…I get it. I get what yer feelin’ an’ goin’ through…far more than ya realize. I won’t leave ya ta suffer alone. If I did…tha’ would defeat ta’ whole point o’ me comin’ fer ya an’ Love-han. I…love ya both too much…It hurts ta see ya like this…Please, don’t take this ta’ wrong way…but I know what ya need right now. It ain’t knowin’ tha’ ya can reach out fer help an’ there will be someone there. It’s knowin’ tha’ someone will come ta rescue ya even without ya havin’ ta ask fer it. I’m willin’ ta be tha’ lifeline, but ya can’t keep pushin’ me – all o’ us – away…”
“Kohaku…” Hiiro’s voice broke into a sob as his heart ached tenfold, “…I love you, too…You and Aira…”
The sweet smell of food woke him with a start, snapping him to attention as he confirmed that he hadn’t dreamt that smell. There was a chunk of pork sitting in front of him.
“Surprise~,” Aira beamed happily in front of him.
“Aira…! Where did – How-”
“I scavenged,” Aira shrugged.
“But the villagers!”
“They were mostly gone by the time I went back. Wasn’t too hard to sneak in…Just a shame I couldn’t get more than this,” Aira added sheepishly, “Though that woodcutter family did see me.”
“They…”
“They just watched. It was kinda…odd. Like they were fascinated by me,” Aira admitted before quickly shaking his head as Hiiro began to shred some of the meat to give him, “No, no! I-I already had some! I just made sure to bring you your share!”
“Aira…” Hiiro could smell easily that Aira was lying, “…Share with me…please?”
“Hiro-kun…” Despite the brown wolf’s hesitation, the smell of food and his starvation won over. Both wolves eagerly devoured their share. They had bought themselves a bit more time, and even the smallest bit of time would prove to be vital.
“Aira…” Hiiro muttered as he let his weight lean more on the other, prompting the other to hum in response.
Something urged Hiiro to let it all out, all of his feelings for the other. Perhaps it was the vulnerability of the situation that prompted this. Perhaps, he didn’t want any regrets if this were to be the end of the line for him. Perhaps, in a convoluted sense, he was desperate to try and prevent those eerie visions of him, Kohaku, and Aira killing each other. Perhaps it was connected to these feelings he had for both of them. If so, if Kohaku felt the same as Hiiro, and so didn’t Aira, could they potentially stop those visions from happening if it was all out in the open?
Not to mention, Aira was truly his rock through everything. No matter how much he screwed up or didn’t know, or claimed to be a curse, Aira stayed by his side. He stayed when his whole world was ripped out from under him that fateful day before the MDM with Rinne. He stayed through all of this. There was no way he would have made it this far without Aira. Or Kohaku.
“Aira…” Hiiro repeated the hushed whisper.
“Hiro-kun, I heard you the first time,” Aira playfully scoffed as he leaned into Hiiro’s touch. “What’s up?”
“…I love you…”
Aira chuckled quietly. “I just brought us some food. No need to get that over-the-top.”
Hiiro whined slightly. “Not…I appreciate it, yes, but…that’s not what I meant.”
“…Eh?” The brown wolf stiffened some. “G-Geez! Do you even understand what you’re saying!?”
“Yes,” Hiiro stated earnestly, though a trace of nervousness could be detected. “I do mean it that way. I love you, Aira.”
The other idol remained quiet for a long time, concerning the other as it wasn’t the sputtering mess he thought Aira would become at such a declaration. “A-Are you sure…?”
“Umu.”
“…Positive?”
“…Aira, do you not like me back?”
“Th-That’s not what I meant! I-I…!” The brown wolf shuffled in place, taking his weight off the other and not looking up from the ground. “I…I do like you…But…I like someone…someone else, too. You don’t deserve someone who can’t make up their mind.”
“…Is that other person Kohaku?”
“EH!?” The brown wolf nearly jumped from his spot beside the other. “Was it that obvious!? Obvious enough for even you to notice!?”
Hiiro had half a mind to remind Aira that he wasn’t that clueless, but another idea came to mind. “Aira…Chrionnup-Kamuy came to me again. He showed me the night before I…attacked Kohaku, what he said to me while I was asleep…He likes us both, too. He came to rescue us…and how much it hurt to see us suffer like this.”
“Kohakuchi…?”
“Aira,” Hiiro turned a little to look the other in the eyes, his tail slightly wagging and tilting his head. “…I want the three of us to get this all straightened out, together. And when we get out of this mess…how about we go to that café you and Kohaku have been wanting to visit for a while?”
“…Hiro-kun…” Aira’s whine was quiet, then he burrowed his head under the other’s chin, voice coming out like a quiet sob. “No fair…! Why are you so suave and cute when you’re not trying to be?”
“Did it work at least?” Hiiro hummed in humor.
“You’re lucky I like you.” Aira was about to whack him with a paw, but decided at the last minute that pressing as close as possible to the other was a more effective use of his time and energy.
Hiiro relented and settled down with Aira, draping his head over the other like a blanket and intertwining their tails together. For once, his sleep was restful, as if the prospect of something to look forward to, to see it through, had given him new hope.
~*~
“ARE YOU GUYS STUPID!?” Tokapcup screeched after Kunnecup explained what they did to regain power to open communications, “YOU COULD HAVE LET A PRIMORDIAL GOD GAIN FULL ACCESS TO EVERYTHING IN OUR REALM!”
“I-I-We didn’t know that’s what it was!” Kunnecup attempted to defend himself and his group.
“DON’T DO IT AGAIN!” Tokapcup shouted as she placed her hands on her hips in a huff.
“Okay!”
“By the divine realms,” Kina-sut muttered, “I don’t think I can recall a time Toka ever got this mad.”
“Dost thou not remember her lectures for Ae-Oyna-Kamuy?” Chikap muttered in quiet disbelief from his portal.
“AND THESE ARE UNPRECEDENTED TIMES!” The sun goddess’s rage silenced even the right hand of Kotan-Kar.
Shu could be heard muttering, “And this is why you should never anger any god.”
“Toka, darling,” Hiyori uttered a bit too calmly, “Not that I don’t love your energy at the moment, but you should dial it back just a little.”
The rest of the gods appeared aghast that a human dared to tell a god what to do. However, they became even more shocked when Tokapcup willingly seemed to comply, clearing her throat and voice returning to a normal volume. “Fine. I will spare you the full extent of my lecture.”
“Thank you…” Kunnecup muttered under his breath nervously.
“Still,” Tomoya grew despondent, “I can’t believe Tenshouin-senpai’s theory was right about those gems.”
“And about that Bettle. That SEL…” Tetora muttered.
Hinata, however, was less than enthused about the situation, letting his irritation show. “And, of course, it has more gods at the center of it, and an organization that is somehow stupid enough not to realize they’re about to unleash world-ending timebombs.”
“All the more reason to make sure those gems don’t reach capacity,” Eichi concluded solemnly.
“And that would explain how it seems to be in multiple places at once,” Ritsu murmured, “Like with Tokapcup-Kamuy, controlling Pauchi-Kamuy, and harassing Hiiro-kun.”
“Exactly how?” Shu asked with a quirk of his brow.
“Energy highway,” Ritsu stated as if it were obvious. “It’s going between the gem and Pauchi-Kamuy, or at least occupying both at the same time.”
“Still doesn’t explain how it got to Tokapcup-Kamuy.”
Dr. Kubo fixed his glasses. “I believe I can be of some guidance. The tablets suggested that these gods needed to return, and there was still a belief that a border of sorts existed between the natural world and the divine, even back then. Potentially, these gods may reconstruct themselves in the spirit realms, but they ultimately want to be present in the physical world to exert their full influence. Thus, when you essentially opened the Veil to check on it, it alerted the Primordial God, and it went to investigate through a projection of sorts like when your friends were supposedly cursed.”
“So, ideally,” Rei measured his response, “These Primordial Gods would want their gems in the human realm so they can physically manifest, but they would build themselves up quicker by being in the spirit realms and, essentially, sucking the life out of their host and the realm itself. Thus, they are ultimately going to resurrect in the spirit realm, then manifest in the human realm once they find an opening.”
“Indeed,” Dr. Kubo took a moment to speak again, “…Which brings me to an idea on how to stop this, at least concerning the Primordial Gods potentially.”
“That being?” Kunugi prompted.
“From what I’m gathering of the points that will appear in the future, it seems the thinning Veil is going to tear and converge on the Amagi village. It is both a well of spiritual energy and a prime area for both Fenrir and these gods. As such, I’d suggest we beat the Veil there and be ready for it. Once it starts to thin, Tomoe-san and Tokapcup-Kamuy will jump through to reestablish her connection to the spirit world and get back on course with Chironnup-Kamuy’s plan, blocking the Primordial Gods’ escape to the human realm in the process.”
“Reestablish her connection?” The dark god of the unknown quirked a brow while his red eyes narrowed.
“When I was attacked…that Primordial God somehow severed my connection to the spirit world, trapping me here in the human realm,” Tokapcup grew solemn, eyes gazing towards the carpet. “It was strong enough to do damage to my contract with Hiyori. Our connection was so far gone he could only summon my weapon, despite it now having recovered since then.”
“You’re stuck? And it was nearly strong enough to sever a binding contract…?” Poro-nitne grew uneasily contemplative. “That shouldn’t be possible…These contracts are established and concluded between the affected parties…how could an outside force…”
“Whether you like it or not,” Shu cut in, “Just a mere projection of the creature could do it. All the more reason to ensure these gods never fully resurrect if this is only a fraction of what they’re capable of.”
“Uh, um,” Tomoya interrupted, “I hate to interrupt, but wouldn’t there be a risk that Fenrir could use them to track where the village is? E-Especially since they are also looking for the book…”
Hiyori and Toka share a sideways glance, the goddess fiddling with her sleeves while Hiyori’s thumbs twiddled as they lay clasped on his lap. Hiyori finally broke the silence. “Yeah, about that…I don’t have the book anymore.”
A deathly silence enveloped them all until the producers with him turned to him all at once. “WHAT DO YOU MEAN!?”
Dr. Kubo’s glasses almost flew off his face with how quickly he sat up in his seat, resting slightly askew on the bridge of his nose. “You had it when we were at the tower a few hours ago!”
“Well, I didn’t want to have all the eggs in one basket, so to speak!” Hiyori yelled incredulously. “I didn’t want to risk having that if we got jumped by Fenrir agents again, so I gave it to Ekashiba to hide it!”
“Ah,” Dr. Kubo calmed, fixing his glasses, “That does make a bit more sense.”
The other idols, however, had one particular question. “Who is Ekashiba!?”
The other gods deadpanned, “Sitonai’s dog.”
“A dog!?” Ibara shouted disgruntled.
“Yeah!” Hiyori huffed in defiance.
“A dog, Your Highness? Are you – I can’t even believe this.” Ibara pinched the bridge of his nose, no doubt feeling a migraine pulsing through his temple quite painfully.
“Thou must not question Ekashiba’s intelligence and resourcefulness,” Chikap sagely replied.
“Who is Sitonai?!” Pretty much the rest of the idols asked.
Repun casually commented, “One o’ our more powerful Mythic Heros, alongside Okikurumi.”
Hiyori huffed, “Hence why I had Ekashiba hide the book! I figured Sitonai probably sent him to us! Who knows!? Maybe he even brought the book to her in the spirit realm somehow so Fenrir can’t follow!”
“Except there’s one problem with that, Your Highness,” Ibara deadpanned pointedly, “Fenrir absolutely can access the spirit realm without us.”
“What!?”
“Remember that man who came to see me before you left? That was a representative from Fenrir. He revealed he knew everything that was happening to us and that Fenrir planned it.”
“Second problem,” Poro-nitne interrupted, “Sitonai had nothing to do with sending Ekashiba. He appeared before the Assistant and me, and we sent him to help out.”
Hiyori stuttered and then held his head in his hands out of defeat. “Okay, two things! One! Where is Sitonai then if her dog is in on this!? Second! Viper! That wasn’t a representative! That devil lied through his damn teeth! He’s the head of Fenrir!”
“Mr. Kutsuki visited you!?” There was genuine fear in the doctor’s voice as his hands, though resting in his lap, shook fiercely.
Ibara’s sigh was shaky and filled with trepidation. “…How bad is it that he visited?”
“Extremely,” Kubo uttered, “When I was still working for them, Mr. Kutsuki had just been the boss for a little over a year, and had been one of the most successful operatives for Fenrir for several years prior. To put it bluntly, the position of ‘boss’ is more than just a title. It means he’s the most dangerous and strongest of all in Fenrir. I’m talking in more than just strength. Cunning. Influence. You name it, the boss has it in spades. Below the boss is a group of the most elite operatives that the boss withholds for their personal use; the ones that forsake their birth names and take on the names of the Arcana.”
Hiyori paled considerably, hands shaking and goosebumps visible along his exposed skin even to those through the portals. “Tower and Magician then…”
“You ran into two of them?” Even the doctor seemed surprised, though he then remarked with far less surprise, “I’m surprised you escaped them.”
“It wasn’t easy…” Toka muttered.
Eichi’s voice echoed slightly. “You don’t sound surprised that they showed up.”
The doctor shook his head in forlorn sternness. “I’m not. This is the exact kind of situation the head of Fenrir would want their top operatives on. No way would he trust any operation involving this situation with just any regular foot soldier, saboteur, or infiltrator.”
“Then why were there so many trying to apprehend us?” Anzu asked, holding the edges of her jacket together across her chest tightly.
The doctor looked kindly at the young woman, adding a bit more to himself. “Think of the those special operatives as both independent agents and like generals with smaller groups under their command as the boss sees fit…Now that I think about it…I think some in Fenrir did call them Arcana Generals or Arcana Operatives informally.”
“So, in essence,” Kunugi pushed his glasses back up his nose with one hand while the other let his fingers tap an uneasy rhythm into the chair, “We can assume these special operatives are going to stop at nothing to make sure the boss gets what he wants, and it can be assumed the boss has more or less written them a blank check to ensure everything is tried to get things done.”
Hiyori quivered as he recalled Magician’s threat. There’s more of me where that came from! Fenrir wants you bad, do you think they’ll stop because they lost a few newbies and me? Whether I’m dead or not, you’ll be hunted down like pathetic little rabbits!
“Precisely. Though…I’m curious. Has anyone noticed anything else out of the ordinary in those universes? Like people that shouldn’t be there?”
Poro-nitne held his chin with a finger in thought. “…Come to think of it…No. No, everything appears as it should.”
Shu shrugged, his tone a bit more casual though his seriousness never faded. “Other than that Assistant and a few people here and there from each universe, nothing appears out of the ordinary. However…”
“Itsuki-kun?” Rei prompted.
“…That could be how Fenrir is aware of what is going on in the universes other than with the SEL. I’d imagine that SEL only gives them a partial picture in a numerical sense, considering it focuses on energy transfer.”
“Indeed,” Kubo sighed, “I should have thought a bit more before asking a redundant question like that. They are master infiltrators, so it makes sense that nothing appears amiss. They more than likely do have agents in there to keep tabs on the situation.”
“Where’s Nagisa-kun?” Hiyori asked quietly, barely raising his head. “I…figured he was using the bathroom but…he’s been gone a while…”
Silence prevailed among those in ES. Jun piped up, “What’s wrong? What happened to Nagi-senpai?”
Eichi was the one to speak up. “Well…Eve…Would you rather the sugar-coated answer or the one that’s straight to the truth?”
“Obviously, Eichi-kun,” Hiyori drawled, having no energy to put up an air of fake politeness, “Or is that your illness has progressed so far that your critical thinking skills have gone out the window?”
Eichi flinched ever so slightly at the tone. “…To be honest, we don’t exactly know what’s wrong. He, Mikejima-kun, and Tsukasa-kun fainted one after the other a little bit ago and haven’t woken up yet.”
“Fainted…?” Jun and Hiyori’s eyes widened in shock.
Yuta hummed unsurely. “Hmm…That was just a little after this guy that rescued us sat down and started to glow…”
Makoto sighed, “That guy is Okikurumi.”
“Eh?” How-”
“Shiramba-Kamuy told me.” At the moment, the plant god was occupied with catching Hokuto up with everything so far, having left just shortly after they got back to the dorm and quickly telling him who that man was. Still, Makoto was feeling quite uneasy that Kim-Un-Kamuy in the red gem had been quiet for a very long time.
“Oki?” Tokapcup and Kunnecup spoke in surprised wonder.
“Ae-oyna-kamuy is here?” Even Chikap was astounded.
“Hey!” Jun nearly slammed his hands on the stone table before him in shock. “I recognize him! He saved me from a Shadow attack before I got Kagehira-san to ES!”
“Why are you guys that surprised?” Yuta shuffled his weight between his feet.
“He’s quite t’elusive guy,” Repun drawled, though his eyes were bright in curiosity, “Kinda appears an’ disappears from ta’ spirit world a lot. Last time I saw him was…at least several decades ago.”
Toka grew slightly sheepish. “I always thought there was a confusion between what realm he was supposed to go to since his circumstances were quite…different from the average kamuy.”
Hinata piped up, slightly irritated as his eyes kept darting to his twin in the cameras. “Mind telling the rest of us who this guy is? And Sazanami-senpai, you mean to tell us this guy has been casually in the dorms this whole time!?”
“Aniki!” Yuta called out, his voice slightly distorted through the technological static, “Cut him some slack! He saved our hides just barely, too! If he wanted to hurt us, I think he would have done so by now! Oh! And Tomoe-senpai! Sazanami-senpai got Bloody Mary-chan over to us, so she’s safe!”
Hiyori sighed, though it looked like a weight lifted off his shoulders and his smile brightened a smidge. Chikap droned with unparalleled gravitas and respect, “He is a great boon in this predicament.”
“Besides,” Tokapcup appeared far more prideful as she spoke, “That would go against his very nature to harm people! He’s the culture hero of the Ainu people, responsible for teaching them everything from how to survive to how to praise the gods! He even serves as the defender of humanity! He’s a very kind and considerate man!”
“Okay, okay!” Hinata backpedaled, “I retract my early attitude!”
Chikap flicked a piece of his long hair back behind his shoulder. “Though that brief description does not do justice to the myriad of commendable actions Ae-oyna-kamuy has done-”
Repun interrupted, “Rotisserie Chicken, we don’t have all day fer ya ta go through ta’ list!”
The owl god huffed and became enraged. “WHERE DOST THOU HAVE THE AUDACITY TO ADDRESS A GOD LIKE THAT!?”
“Rotisserie Chicken?” The other gods muttered in bewildered confusion.
“Well,” Repun went on like it was the most casual and normal conversation to have, “He didn’t appreciate bein’ called ‘Chicken Tenders’, an’ he didn’t like ‘Owl Tenders’, so I had ta get creative!”
Kunnecup tried to hide a snort behind a hand, quite unsuccessfully at that. Chikap was aghast. “Kunnecup-Kamuy!?”
“It…It is kind of funny…!”
Jun deadpanned, “So this is the Ainu pantheon? The all-powerful gods that the asshole Pauchi-Kamuy belongs to?”
Repun shrugged with a hidden wisdom making his blue eyes shimmer, talking as if other gods couldn’t hear him, “Eh, we may be powerful spirits, but tha’ don’t make us above humans. I swear, ta gods often forget tha’ we are just as human as humans! We have desires, we have wants, we make mistakes, just like anybody else.”
That gave the other gods pause, digesting what the ocean god stated with a long silence and contemplative looks. As if he hadn’t just made each god question themselves, Repun drawled on, “Besides! Back to ta’ main point! As far as if Oki an’ them faintin’ is just a coincidence…Toka!~ Luna!~ Got any ideas?~”
“Luna?” Jun snorted.
“Hush it,” Kunnecup warned his Holder.
The sun goddess pondered for a moment before her eyes began to brighten like the morning sun coming over the horizon. “…Maybe…Could one of you very gently lift their eyelids – just a little! – and check to see if there’s anything out of the ordinary?”
Though skeptical, Eichi and Rei slowly stood up to inspect the three idols. With each check, their brows furrowed more and more. Eventually, they paused in absolute befuddlement. Eichi spoke slow, “There’s…a white glowing…film? On their eyes?”
Toka snapped her fingers. “Bingo. That’s Oki’s doing. More than likely, he probably got ahold of them and is undergoing some sort of ritual before they become his Holders.”
“Though the application of having three Holders in a locked room evades understanding,” Chikap commented.
“Translation!” Repun shouted, “Why is he pickin’ three Holders who can’t do anythin’ stuck in a room?”
“These entertainers should know what I mean!”
“IDOLS!” Most of the idols corrected the owl god.
Tomoya sighed, “While we could all get into a long debate on what makes a difference between an entertainer and an idol, can we please get back on topic? Does anyone have an idea as to why Ae-oyna-kamuy would do this?”
Repun drawled, “He won’t care if ya call him ‘Oki’, ya know.”
“Tis-” Chikap began.
“Yeah, yeah, yeah, don’t get yer feathers all ruffled! I know it’s more respectful! But even Oki prefers ta’ nickname!”
The moon god hummed lowly in thought. “…It is a rather…less direct approach than what Oki typically goes for to solve problems.”
Kina-sut scoffed, “That’s one way of putting it.”
Sensing the idols’ confusion, Toka spoke up. “O-Oki is more of a…brute force problem-solver that throws caution to the wind when he gets angry enough.”
“And whose fault was that, hm?” Irura huffed, “Last I checked, you and Lunar Boy were in charge of his education.”
Jun seemed about to retort in defense of the moon god before the moon god simply shushed him with, “No, no. She’s got a valid point to be mad.”
“Y-Yeah,” Toka looked away shyly, fingers fiddling together in her lap. “The other kinds of problem-solving did…go by the way side during his training…not to say he’s not intelligent, but…”
Irura huffed some more, not caring if anyone was actually listening to her or not. “I’ll give you and him credit; he’s not an idiot by any stretch. And honestly, I get why he did what he did, but he could have just asked me to help, and I would have fixed the situation like that! But no! His real daddy decided to give him an overpowered, electrical boom-stick of a sword and lightning powers, and then his son proceeded to burn down parts of Pokna-Moshiri and Teinei for 12 days straight! Ugh! I was told even Pauchi-Kamuy could feel the disturbance and smell the smoke from his cell in the depths of Teinei! If we had a writing system, the amount of paperwork that situation caused would have been ASTRONOMICAL, never mind the bill for the repairs I would have sent to Oki!”
Yuta and Mika briefly looked at the man sitting against the wall and then back to the computer. “Agreeing with her.”
Sora also agreed. “Sora thinks that was a bit excessive on his part!”
“To be fair!” Toka rounded, “A dark witch blinded him – which I had to fix – smashed his original weapon beyond repair, and kidnapped his wife on their wedding day!”
“Ooh,” Yuta, Mika, and Sora winced, “Okay, fair.”
“Again!” Irura shouted, “He could have just told me the situation and I would have taken care of it myself! Honestly, you try to explain to Yushkep why part of the Underworld had burned down while she was gone when you were the one that was supposed to keep an eye on it for her!”
“Q-Question?” Tomoya trembled as he asked, “Uh, what are you the god of, exactly? I though Yushkep was more or less the death god?”
“I’m a psychopomp,” Irura huffed proudly.
Jun deadpanned, “Basically the Ainu equivalent of the Grim Reaper.”
“Ah, that makes sense,” Eichi hummed in gentle thought. “Though I’m curious as to why a psychopomp has a dog.”
“Dog?” The leaders questioned. Immediately they were spooked as Silence shuffled from the floor to stand. They could hear Arashi scream in the call, “THAT’S A SHADOW CREATURE!”
“No!” Irura scolded, “He’s not a Shadow creature by any means! That is my dog, Silence!”
“I-I-I’m sorry!?” Arashi squeaked.
Jun corrected loudly, “His name is Silence! She’s not threatening you!”
“O-OH!”
Silence slowly padded over and gave Jun a long lick on the cheek. “Ugh! Thanks for the slobber, Silence!”
Chikap’s eyes were as wide as an owl’s. “That hell-beast likes something that isn’t its master?”
“Hey! Silence likes others, too!” Irura protectively hugged the large dog’s neck. “He likes Yushkep and Poro-nitne!”
Kina-sut muttered, “And barely tolerates the existence of anyone else,” under his breath, though recoiled to a safe distance as the dog heard him and turned toward him with a silent snarl. “…Ol’ Boy? What are you doing?”
What the idols thought was a collar soon slithered to sit on the dog’s back. “Did you make a friend, Ol’ Boy? I knew you had it in you!~”
The snake hissed, opening its jaws wide. The snake god bopped the viper on the head, closing its jaws. “No! Bad boy! What have I said about aggressive hisses with this crew?”
The snake proceeded to grumble a low hiss, clearly displeased but obeying. Ibara let out his own aggravated hiss. “Just how many pets do you all have!?”
“Quite a few, if memory serves,” Chikap sagely nodded.
“Ya have a whole owl sanctuary, Chicken!” Repun teased before growing worriedly somber. “…Although…I do worry fer those lil’ guys…”
“Indeed.” It was rare to see Chikap look so downcast.
Poro-nite paused, eyes downcast for a moment and fingers interlaced and resting just below his chin. “…Don’t worry. They’re fine. Pauchi-Kamuy was explicit that no property be harmed, including pets. They are safe. Certainly not happy being in Teinei, but safe. And, before you ask, yes, I checked on them. No feather is missing or out of place.”
“Wow! Mr. Freeze does have a heart!” Repun teased, “Are we seein’ this cold-hearted bastard thaw before our eyes?”
Poro-nitne sounded absolutely venomous. “Watch it, fish-boy.”
“Aaannnnddd tha’ heart has frozen over again!~”
Izumi finally had enough, which Hiyori sent silent prayers of gratefulness to as he was about to shout himself. “Okay! We have officially lost the plot with this discussion! Can we PLEASE get back on track!? Just how long do these guys have before they wake up!?”
Toka shrugged, completely unperturbed by the outburst. “Completely depends on those three.”
“O-Okay, but that isn’t answering the question!”
“Yes it is. What Oki is doing is having them go deep into their inner minds to confront their personal demons. Essentially, it’s even taking it a step further than what your friends are experiencing in the universes, much less how a normal Holder contract works. It’s exactly why they passed out; they can’t be conscious during the process. The inner mind houses everything that makes you ‘you’, from the good to…the bad. Including trauma. Oki is extremely powerful, but a Holder for him needs to be sound in both mind and body to wield the powers efficiently. As it is, he was smart in getting three Holders instead of hoping to find one human that could handle all of that power on their own. Still, it’s a tall order.”
“What…What kind of powers are we talking about here?” Izumi’s rage lost great steam, making quick eye movements towards the unconscious Knight in that meeting room through the camera.
“He was the very first to start Holder contracts and form a Link. In our hay-days, Oki had become a Holder for nearly all of the gods, excluding the Kunne. As such, he’s capable of accessing a wide variety of our powers, from fire, to plants, to light just to name a few. Outside of the spiritual powers, he’s also skilled in using the sword, spear, and hand-to-hand combat.”
“So a super-soldier? That’s quite the ace up our sleeves,” Eichi commented, gazing at the three unconscious idols with a look that silently told gears were turning in his head. “And, by technicality, we’ll have four of them.”
“Not really,” Shu reminded, “since three of them are stuck here.”
The sun goddess held her chin with two fingers, honey eyes seemingly becoming deeper as she thought. “…Hmm…Oki was always an avid learner, and never stopped pushing the limits of what he could do…I wonder if he figured something out that might help…”
Kunnecup agreed, looking just as contemplative as the sun goddess. “Indeed, he’s known to use his powers in quite unorthodox ways to make solutions…Perhaps he’s kept one of them under wraps as another – how did you put it earlier? – ace up our sleeves?”
Kina-sut sighed, “Well, one thing’s for certain: he’s a crafty guy who probably has a plan. All of this is just the metaphorical smoke that will lead to-”
“Fire…” Hinata whispered in horror.
“Oh, no…!” Tetora’s whispered shock drew everyone’s attention back to the middle monitor, leaving Hiyori and Jun’s crews in the dark for a moment.
~*~
Hiiro then woke with a start later as the faint smell of something burning filled his nostrils; his head jerked up, and his eyes widened, becoming alert. A light mist was wafting through the forest and settling heavily around the base of the trees, but all the birds and wildlife that should have greeted the morning were silent. His nostrils flared as he took in more of the smell, finding this wasn’t mist, but smoke.
“Aira…Aira, get up!” He roughly shoved the other wolf awake.
“Ugh…five more minutes…” Aira rolled over on his other side.
“Aira! Get up! NOW!” Hiiro roughly pulled him up by the scruff, earning a yelp from the brown wolf.
“OW! Hiro-kun! What-”
“Smoke.” The fear in Hiiro’s voice was all it took for Aira’s triad to go silent right then and there, his nose twitching and eyes widening to replicate that same fear as he, too, smelled the ominous smoke.
Hiiro glanced through the trees and could just make out a few humans placing more kindling against tar and pitch-covered trees, lighting even more blazes. The white wolf trembled with rage and horror. “They’re smoking us out…”
“I was caught…” Aira mumbled in terror.
“Aira, no. Don’t think that.” Oh, how the tables turned so easily for both of them. “Just run!”
Just as they began to run away, a wall of flame erupted from where they once were. Thanks to man, this fire was now burning so out of control and hot that the wet wood and snow-heavy branches could do nothing to stop its destructive force. Just being too close to the flames was searing their eyes, as if the flames were hot enough to melt even stone. With that heat came a ravenous hunger, consuming quickly and without discrimination, resulting in the two wolves finding themselves running through a burning forest on all sides, like ants at the bottom of a bonfire.
Hiiro stopped running at one point, desperately looking around with stinging eyes for an escape. A small flake of burning wood from above fell right on Aira’s back, searing to the skin and making the other yelp out in pain. Aira jumped to the side out of reaction just in time to avoid a falling, burning tree limb. However, that small blessing soon turned into a deadly curse as the limb had now separated the two.
“Aira!” Hiiro tried calling out, coughing, and his voice went raspy. “A-Aira!”
“I’m fine!” Aira desperately tried to find a way out, to get back to the other, but the flames towered above him on all sides and were slowly closing in.
Hiiro whimpered and tried to get to Aira, but the immense heat from the flames and the acrid smoke kept him at bay. His heart stopped as Aira called out hoarsely. “Hiro-kun! Get out of here!”
The curse.
It was all Hiiro could think about. They had escaped the old pack boundaries. Why was it still going after them?
Then Tsinga’s words echoed in his mind. A family tested by the makers of life.
By the elements.
Only fire remained.
Deep in his core, the loathing he tried to swallow down was now roaring as loud as the inferno.
“ABSOLUTELY NOT!” He roared back at Aira. He could no longer see the other except for a shadowy form through the flames
“Hiro-kun! Just go! You know what this means!” The shadowy form beyond the flames was getting harder to see. “Promise me you won’t give up! Take this fight back to that god here and in the next one! Deck him in the face if you have to! Just make him realize we are just as serious about this as he is!”
A lump threatened to rise and break through his throat as tears from the stinging smoke and his inner turmoil spilled over. However, the universe seemed keen on making Hiiro accept that this was happening, as a flaming branch came crashing down behind him and pinned his tail. He yelped and pulled it away, but the pain didn’t stop. His tail was now like a torch. Out of sheer panic, he fled, trying to put out his tail and find a way out of this burning tomb before it became his, too.
Frantic paw steps were drowned out by the roaring fire as Hiiro blindly ran. In his panic, he leaped through a burning bush into a small clearing, realizing too late that he, too, had been encircled by the flames. His head lashed this way and that, searching for an escape, only to freeze a moment or so later when he realized there was none to be found.
In his mind, he could feel a different kind of loathing form, one that he was confused by as it didn’t feel like it came from him, like it came from someone else. It was a loathing for Man, for taking HiMERU and Aira. To an extent, he could understand the hatred, but grew more and more concerned as this hatred seemed to whisper to him in a voice he had never heard before that, if he did escape, he should kill the first human he came across as vengeance. He let out an anguished, frustrated howl. “HELP ME! SOMEONE! ANYONE! PLEASE!”
Nothing answered him except for crackling and roaring of the fire. He had never felt so defeated than in that moment. He knew – he just knew – that this wasn’t going to be the end, that he wasn’t going to die here, that he was going to be forced to live. And that was the most heart wrenching of it all. This universe – this insane god and his twisted games – were not done toying with him. As he stared at the approaching flames, that same voice that had whispered its vow of vengeance against man sounded just as defeated as him.
It was telling him to let the fire take him.
Just end this.
At this point…he wanted to.
He just wanted this pain and suffering to end.
He closed his eyes and took a step toward the flames.
A large gust of wind beat through the sweltering heat that threatened to cook anything alive caught in its grasp, blasting his face with the cold that felt so unusual in that moment. Hiiro’s eyes snapped open and above him hovered a great white-tailed eagle, its wings massive and flapping to keep him there in the air, and those piercing blue eyes were eerily similar to his own. The eagle spoke like a seasoned general rallying his soldiers for a counter-attack, “You mustn’t give up! Quickly! This way!”
The eagle gracefully turned and began beating the flames and branches at a specific point, the sparks flying off and almost making the eagle look like it, too, was on fire, as if it had become a phoenix. Hiiro’s eyes trailed south until he saw that the gusts of wind from the eagle were thinning part of the barrier of flames. Instinct and self-preservation kicked in. He jumped through that thinner wall of flame.
The eagle came down and flew above him as he continued to run through the burning forest, the wings beating down the flames around him and extinguishing his burning tail. Hiiro kept running, finding a small path and sprinting on and on, even as his lungs were on the verge of giving out from the exertion and smoke inhalation. The eagle continued to cry that he needed to follow it, battling even more flames for the wolf. With each extinguishing flame, hope began to regrow inside the white wolf.
He didn’t know exactly when they had escaped the burning woods, but when his senses came to, he found they were now far out of the fire’s reach, somewhere in a more isolated patch of the forest separate from the rest in the mountains. He panted, his body giving out and crumpling in the snow. As the eagle hurriedly brushed what powdery snow it could onto his body to start easing his burning skin and snuff out and embers that might still remain in his fur, that hope inside him quickly soured into shame upon realizing he escaped death.
He had left Aira.
He had left him to die.
“Why…?” Hiiro whimpered quietly. “Why am I always alive…?”
The eagle bathed his face in more cold air as it took flight, sending more air on him when the wolf wouldn’t stir initially. “We still need to move. Come, this way.”
As if he were moving purely because he was commanded to, Hiiro slowly trotted after the eagle, emotionally numb once more. The eagle led him to a fast-moving stream further away that tumbled its way out of the mountains, its waters unyielding to forming ice and stilling. By this stream was a large almond tree and an equally large, moss-covered boulder. The eagle perched itself on the rock, fluffing its feathers out and checking the singed ones for any further damage. “There…now, we’re safe.”
A stifled moan, like that of a grumble from someone rudely awoken from slumber, caught Hiiro’s attention, snapping his head towards the sound coming from the little clearing around the almond tree and boulder. Laying in front of a sunken earth den was a human baby, still wrapped in various skins and fast asleep. Despite being a good distance away, he instantly salivated against his will as he heard that vengeful voice in his head.
Kill it…! KILL IT!
“I wouldn’t kill it, if I were you.”
Hiiro’s head snapped back around to stare incredulously at the eagle who seemingly smirked at that reaction. “I doubt humans taste that good. Not to mention the question of if it would be considered cannibalism for you, eh?”
Hiiro tilted his head as he regarded the eagle before him. As it had spoken, despite attempting to sound casual, that voice naturally held such weight and authority that his natural cadence always seemed to be filled with gravitas, just like an old general. This eagle was large, far larger than a white-tailed eagle should be, and those eyes were certainly not normal for an eagle. He could feel that this proud bird commanded respect without needing to ask for it, yet also felt a small, yet creeping unease, like speaking to his father or a high official in his hometown. There was respect and power, yes, but danger, too. The eagle tilted his head as he contemplated the wolf before him.
Hiiro gave in to caution and began creeping around the boulder to keep his distance from the bird. The eagle effortlessly turned his head nearly 180 degrees, easily still seeing the wolf who froze in place at the sudden turn. “…Doesn’t the Sight teach that it is just as useful in life to look backwards as well as forwards, Amagi Hiiro?”
Hiiro straightened out, gaze hard and unyielding with both mistrust and an odd sense of curiosity. “…How do you know my name?”
“Hiiro!?”
That voice made Hiiro turn around in a snappy fashion, spooked yet hopeful once more. “Subaru-senpai!?”
There was only one wolf a little distance off, but Hiiro could tell – he had smelled that scent before so seemingly long ago – that it was Subaru. The orange-ish wolf sprinted towards him and nearly tackled him to the ground in an excited frenzy, yipping playfully and zooming around. “I can’t believe it! It IS you! Sarri! Sarri!! Hiiro’s here!”
“Amagi?”
From further up the small hill, Hiiro spotted a deep russet wolf that nearly bordered on a dark magenta. The scent of the wolf, too, wafted towards him, and the white wolf couldn’t stop himself from wagging his tail in brief happiness. “Isara-senpai-OW!”
His tail smartened painfully, forcing him to still the burnt limb and whimper forlornly at the damage the fire caused. Most of the fur was gone, save for a few clumps, and the skin was an angry red, having suffered significant burns that would take a long time to recover, though whether the fur would grow back was a different matter entirely. Mao rushed over, “Amagi! What happened!? Are you-”
The russet wolf stopped in his tracks, gaze focused on the small chunk of a medallion still hanging around Hiiro’s neck. Hiiro hadn’t noticed for a second, too caught up in finding these two at long last. “J-Just a burnt tail, but…Isara-senpai?”
“Hello??” Subaru drawled out, “Earth to Sarri!~”
Mao didn’t seem to hear them, slowly taking a step forward as if stalking prey. Then another, and another, and another, until quickly he was way inside Hiiro’s personal space, nose nearly touching the chunk of metal. A soft, greenish glow emitted from the chunk of metal that touched Mao’s nose, making his green eyes glow bright for a moment before he recoiled, head swaying. “Woah! O-Okay…wow! That…This is a lot to take in at once…!”
“Isara-senpai?”
A man then formed beside the russet wolf, brushing some imaginary dirt off his robes, which made the other wolves nearly spring into the air out of fright. “I apologize for the suddenness – Okay, Hidaka! Hush it! And Yuuki! – NO – Hidaka, what did I just say!? Both of you calm down, be quiet, and let your friend catch his bearings while I explain!”
Subaru and Hiiro slowly cocked their heads to the side in stunned bewilderment. Hiiro’s eyes then lit up in recognition, head straightening out. “I know you…Hasinaw-sama said you were…Shiramba-Kamuy.”
“Y…Yes.” The plant god seemed taken aback, now speaking much more calmly. “Yes, that is me. I’m Shiramba-Kamuy, just Shiramba is fine.”
“Then…” Hiiro’s head slowly titled to the other side. “What you said about Hidaka-senpai and Makoto-senpai…That means…They’re your Holders, and now Isara-senpai is, too. So…you talking to them like that means…they can communicate with each other using their thoughts?”
“Y-Yes.” Shiramba had his hands on his hips, completely speechless at how easy this was going.
“So, that means, we have a backdoor to talk to ES?”
“…Yeah. Yeah. Wow. You made this introduction so much easier – You’re a smart kid, you know that?”
Subaru was muttering a small mantra under his breath. “I’ve seen weirder. I’ve been through weirder. This is a cakewalk.”
“Okay, with that aside,” Shiramba quickly interrupted, his hands flailing a little at the sheer amount of information he had to relay once again, “There’s a lot that was found out that I really need to tell you, and it will change EVERYTHING about this situation! So, apologies, bird, but-”
The god froze, hand in mid air as it was gesturing to the eagle. Instantly, he dropped onto one knee and bowed deeply. “I am so sorry, sir! I did not realize that was you!”
“What?” Mao so happened to glance at the bird, spazzing out in mere moments. “WH-WHAT!? WHY DO YOU LOOK DIFFERENT NOW!?”
Hiiro was utterly calm, having his attention shift back to the eagle who was staring at him knowingly. “…How different did he look?”
“W-Well! Okay, so!” Mao began explaining in a hurried panic. “This is Skart, first of all! He’s a golden eagle! W-Well, he was! I swear he had a different color pattern!”
Hiiro’s eyes slowly and methodically drifted along the eagle. Starting from the head, the eagle’s feathers were a dirty cream that slowly, as he looked further down, gave way in various shades of cream, brown, and then dark brown that edged on jet-black nearing the end, save for the tailfeathers which were a crisp, clean white. “…Isara-senpai, I don’t mean to be rude, but that’s a white-tailed eagle.”
“I knew it.”
“Subaru-senpai?”
The orange-ish wolf stared down the eagle with a guarded, almost neutral glare. “I knew something was off the moment I met you.”
The bird let out a slight huff of a laugh. “…You’re finally showing your hand, Akehoshi. Impressive. You would be quite formidable in a game of poker if you took it seriously.”
“Subaru?” Mao questioned timidly.
“I see him as a golden eagle, Sarri. But I instantly suspected something was off. Everything else that spoke to me always sounded like everything down to their thoughts and actions was scripted. You stared at me…and I could feel that you weren’t normal.” The orange wolf slowly let his fur fluff out in warning. “And considering this other god is giving you such respect…I think I have a pretty good idea as to who you are.”
The eagle leveled an even keel stare with the wolf. Slowly, the eagle melted and morphed like clay before their eyes until a light-skinned man, that of a rose-beige, took its place, sitting cross-legged on the boulder above them. His hair was a tousled mess of greying-black with a slight wave that reached his shoulders, and a matching goatee and mustache beard littered with grey whiskers finished his weathered face. His robes were layered in colors of whites, greys, and dark blues, with the darker colors having those intricate patterns in white along the hems and cuffs, just cutting off at the knees to reveal black, puffy leggings and boots reminiscent of a Chinese general. Around his neck was a shitoki made up of a singular strand of teal and white glass beads. Two bigger, clear beads framed the medallion in which depicted of a white-tailed eagle flying over the ocean shore into a cloudless sky.
In that instant, Hiiro’s body laxed in shock, jaws hanging open just the barest as those blue eyes similar to his own strayed from Subaru and locked onto his. The man before them now, despite still holding an air of authority and respect, sounded far more disillusioned, like a general beaten down, losing his whole army, and forced to question what he was fighting for all in a single encounter. “…Shiramba-Kamuy. Rise. There is no need for such displays of respect…especially towards myself at this moment.”
“…I know you…” Hiiro whispered in shocked awe and confusion.
The man regarded the white wolf, a small, Mona Lisa-esque smirk forming. “That you do…Young Master Hiiro, second son to Chief Amagi.”
“Sky god…” Hiiro muttered, barely being heard by the others. “…You’re Kando-Koro-Kamuy…!”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
And thank you all for being patient during the delay! Again, I am SO SORRY!
Chapter 37: Fallen Stars Will Rise Again (The Sight Arc Part 15)
Notes:
Sorry for the long wait!
Kudos to Jordan (@yungblores) on Tiktok for all the amazing quotes I used for Kando-koro throughout this chapter! I was in a rut in how to try and make his advice poetic, as my own writing felt lacking, and those quotes/elegant ways to say what I wanted him to say were just perfect!
Also, kudos to my sister for somewhat beta-reading this (at least certain sections) when I began to question the quality of writing and the flow!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening: Overlap by Kimeru
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_duoLVBuELM
Earlier…
Kaname so happened to be flying overhead when he spotted the wildfire and Hiiro leaping from the flames into the safety of a new, separate forest. Pauchi’s voice echoed in his head, no doubt using the Sight’s powers to see through his eyes. “Hmm…So the last element has finally touched them…Assistant, do you see any other wolves with him?”
“No, I don’t.”
“Hmm…Intriguing…”
“So, what does that mean for that family mentioned in the prophecy?”
“Oh, not to worry. That Amagi Rinne and Shiina Niki are still alive. The universe isn’t broken, yet…I apologize, but I have other business to attend to. I will leave you to your task.”
The crow hovered in the air for a moment longer, staring down into the flames until it spotted something trapped in the fire. With only a split second of contemplation, the crow dived towards the flames.
~*~
Presently…
The idols in ES remained in stunned silence, eyes glued to the screens before them as they finally got to see this Kando-Koro-Kamuy in the flesh. Eichi, meanwhile, noted how Poro-nitne’s jaw was set tightly, his shoulders drawn back and tense, and his eyes were narrow considerably with brows pinching together in sharp angles. The god of the unknown lowly hissed, “So, he finally decides to show himself…”
~*~
Hiiro couldn’t take his eyes off the sky god, mind reeling with several questions one after the other. “…How…? Why? Why are you here?”
“…To teach you how to use the Sight,” the man replies curtly.
“No…” Hiiro’s eye twitched a little, “No, not that, as in here. Hasinaw-sama said you were guarding Kotan-kar-Kamuy in case Pauchi-Kamuy managed to get that far. If that’s the case, then why are you here, in this universe?”
The sky god stayed silent, eyes breaking their gaze with the white wolf to look at his lap.
“Sir,” The sky god’s eyes glance over towards the plant god that spoke to him, “I…While I do respect you…It…has come to my attention that you may know there is more to us than what we’ve been…allowed to know…Is that true?”
Those cerulean blues of the sky god dropped within a second, looking to the ground below him from the boulder. “…There is a valid reason why such information has been withheld from the masses.”
Subaru scoffed, sarcasm and accusation dripping from each word and fang, “Yeah, sure there is. Just like how no god has told us the full story of what happened to Chironnup-Kamuy that same day when the gems were discovered – oh, what was it? – 16 years ago.”
At that, the sky god looked up, no longer despondent but analytical and suspicious. “…That also begs the question as to how you found out.”
“Subaru, what are you talking about?” Mao worriedly kept looking back and forth between his unit-mate and the powerful spirit on the boulder.
“Sarri, when I’m finished, you will be on my side,” Subaru sternly told the other, not once shifting his harsh gaze from the sky god. “I believe this will suffice.”
He held out a paw that had a slightly darker patch of fur on it, resembling a fox. The sky god slowly nods in understanding after a moment, that calculating gaze not once leaving Subaru’s. “I see…You finally start to show your hand.”
“Oh, I got more,” Subaru lowly uttered.
The sky god leaned back some, choosing not to take Subaru’s bait. “That explains why you noticed something was off about me in the beginning. You had been touched by a god before your friend here.”
“Subaru?” Mao nearly whispered.
“Fox…” Hiiro muttered so quietly no one else could have heard him, speaking up a moment later, “…You found Chironnup-Kamuy?”
“Yeah, I did,” Subaru statedly plainly. Mao winced slightly, and his jaw hung open in shock. The ginger-haired idol continued his stare-down with the Ainu sky god. “Not without Ghost’s help.”
Hiiro’s ears swiveled to strict attention at the name.
“Who’s Ghost?” Mao let out a low whine in question.
“A nickname for a friend I made. He’s the one who brought me to Chironnup-Kamuy, and told me about…this guy.”
Something flashed in the sky god’s eyes, something Hiiro couldn’t quite figure out before it changed to passivity like a shield. “…Every story has at least two sides to it. Your friend was only privy to one side.”
“Then why don’t you share yours? Or would that be too…detrimental?” Subaru took a threatening step forward, eyes glued to the god as his body tensed like he was preparing for a hunt.
Hiiro’s mind raced as his eyes darted back and forth between the god and the idol. Something in his gut was shouting at him that these two knew who this Ghost truly was, that there was even more that both weren’t saying. He tried again to reach Hasinaw in his mind.
Hasinaw-sama! You and the other gods were aware of the Assistant being in your realm to a certain extent, correct? Would it be possible that Kando-koro-Kamuy knows more?
…
Hasinaw-sama!? Answer me!
…
Hasinaw-sama!
Hiiro began to whimper uncontrollably in panic, looking to and fro in a swaying, unsteady motion. She has been silent for too long. She’s never like this. She always answered back, or at least was the first to reach out. The reality that she was gone, this mental rock – this shield he had begun to rely on was taken away, to force him to swim in a tumultuous storm on his own came crashing down on him. His breathing picked up, ragged and uneven, eyes widening painfully and reflecting panic.
“Hiiro?”
“Amagi?”
It was as if he had been snapped rudely from his spiraling mind, Subaru and Mao flashing into existence beside him, each with a tail draped over his shoulders to ground him.
“Younger Amagi? What happened?” Even Shiramba tentatively approached, a hand carefully extended out and resting in the air a few paces away.
“Young Master Hiiro?” Kando-koro had come close, a mere foot or two away.
“Ha…Hasinaw-sama…” Hiiro whimpered.
“What is she saying?” Shiramba gently whispered.
“I…I can’t…She’s not…”
“Can you not contact her? Or…” Shiramba hesitated, “Is she…choosing not to answer?”
“I…I…I don’t know…It’s…fuzzy…”
“Fuzzy?” Something clicked, showing in the plant god’s voice as he silently turned to the sky god.
“…Those two had a contract?” The sky god questioned, sounding calm, yet there was a minuscule hint of envy.
“…Yes. Been that way for…a good while,” The plant god responded.
“Young Master Hiiro…” Kando-koro crouched just in front of the white wolf, “This is important…I really need you to tell me any detail you can remember…When was the last time you and Hasinaw-uk-Kamuy spoke to each other? I’m talking even in thoughts.”
“It…It…The river…Kohaku…after…he…he died…”
Mao and Subaru deflated drastically at the news. Kando-koro pressed on. “Young Master Hiiro…what were you and her doing? Did you notice anything…off?”
“You want him to relive all of that!?” Subaru growled fiercely, blue eyes blazing holes into the sky god. Even Mao began to form a snarl.
“This is important…!” Kando-koro sternly replied, giving a brief glare to the snarling wolves before turning a much kinder expression to the white wolf. “Young Master Hiiro…I implore you. Is there anything that stood out?”
Hiiro was nearly lost in the memories, the mere touch of Subaru and Mao doing nothing more than to make him realize that what happened to Kohaku, to everyone, was real. “She…She said…not my…my fault…”
“She was right. Nothing was your fault. Everything that happened wasn’t because of you…Was there anything else?”
Hiiro was far, far off in his memories, his breathing not having evened out. “…Young Master-”
“THAT’S ENOUGH!” Subaru snapped, attempting to bite the sky god’s hand that tried to get too close. Unfortunately, in Subaru’s mind, the sky god pulled away fast enough to avoid his sharp fangs. “MAYBE IT’S BETTER IF YOU STAY THE FUCK AWAY! AT LEAST YOU DO LESS DAMAGE WHEN YOU DO!”
Mao’s snarling stayed, but his gaze flickered between Subaru and the sky god warily. As much as he wished to question what Subaru meant, he was more focused on keeping Hiiro safe, still haunted by his death in that school despite his best efforts to save him. Subaru continued to snap at the sky god, making Shiramba shrink back and glance uneasily as the feud continued. “YOU’RE LUCKY WHAT YOU KNOW IS SO IMPORTANT THAT I DON’T KILL YOU ON THE SPOT!”
Hiiro muttered, barely audible. Mao picked up on it, snarling loudly as Subaru continued his rant. “SUBARU! ENOUGH!”
Subaru turned on the other, going silent when the dark magenta wolf gave a stern glare before briefly turning back to Hiiro. “Amagi said something about his reflection.”
Kando-koro, as if ignoring Subaru’s threat, solely focused on the youngest idol with a gentle voice. “Young Master Hiiro…What about your reflection?”
“I…It was myself…My real self…”
“You saw your human form?” Kando-koro clarified.
Hiiro nodded dumbly. “It…my skin…my veins…black…”
The sky god leaned back slightly and slowly, the veil of calm collectedness thinning dangerously to show a hint of his worry. “…I understand…”
“What…What does it mean?” Hiiro’s eyes looked wet, a raw vulnerability presenting itself.
Kando-koro said nothing for a long while, instead requesting, “Let me rest my palm against your forehead.”
“Why!?” Subaru snarled in Hiiro’s defense.
“…I can control ramat,” The sky god admitted, “I can sense it and the unique imprint of everything, both living and not. If I do this, I can figure out if she is still there; that her contract is still holding. It’ll help diagnose what is going on.”
Hiiro’s vulnerability got the better of him, whimpering quite pathetically, “…Please…”
That palm rested ever-so gently against his fur. A pale light glowed faintly from that palm, and, through the glow, Hiiro noticed something peculiar. While the other gods, upon using their powers, would have their eyes brighten, Kando-koro’s didn’t, instead draining of color until they turned to an icy blue. That moment passed in an instant, the color returning and the hand retreating. “…Well…She is still there…”
What hope Hiiro did feel deflated instantly. “…But…?”
The sky god waited a second, gazing at the nearby stream, before gently waving a hand over the water's surface, the liquid shimmering and rippling. “…Look into the water.”
Hiiro hesitated, fearing that the Sight would enact on its own if he so much as glanced at the water, then took a cautious few steps towards the stream. Upon gazing into the water, he froze, seeing his reflection was not that of a wolf, but of his human self. Most worryingly, the veins on his face were jet black, creeping up until they stopped near the middle of his forehead, leaving only a quarter-sized circle free of the black veins. He lifted a paw to wipe at his face, seeing the paw turn into a hand in the reflection, which was covered in an equal amount of those black veins.
“Whoa…” Subaru padded forward, gaze locked on the reflection. “…What is that?”
“That,” Kando-koro stated solemnly, “Is the reason why Young Master has lost contact with her.”
Subaru snarled sarcastically. “Gee! That explains so much!”
The sky god gave an annoyed side glance to the orange wolf, keeping his tone serious. “This is the physical symptom when approaching a mental break. All of the trauma eventually turns into a mixture of two matters: insanity and darkness. That is what dyes the veins black. Once they start appearing, it rapidly builds up, and once it converges on the third eye area…that’s when the mental break occurs.”
“So…I’ve been close this whole time…” Hiiro muttered, gaze still captured by the haunting reflection of his own. “Ever since Kohaku…”
Kando-koro shook his head. “It doesn’t build up that quickly. My guess is that you would have noticed the veins much earlier had you been a human in this universe. It was only in that moment, thanks to the powers of the Sight, that you got to see the veins at all. What happened to Oukawa was merely the final catalyst. I’d imagine Hasinaw-uk-Kamuy realized what was happening and went deep into your subconscious to hold the darkness at bay, reserving all of her power to keep you from tipping over the edge. Hence why you can’t use her powers or speak to her.”
Mao gave the sky god a suspicious gaze at the mention of Kohaku, silently appraising the god with narrowing eyes. Hiiro pressed, “But…I’m confused. Isn’t the whole point that how we are experiencing these alternate universes is through our subconsciouses? So, is there an even deeper portion?”
“In layman’s terms, yes, you are experiencing everything in your subconscious. Calling it your soul means the same thing; it’s just a difference if you look at it from a scientific or a spiritual lens. The problem is…” Kando-koro trailed off, a look of guilt and somberness reflecting in those pools of blue. “Generally speaking, the ritual to solve this problem has only ever been done in the human world when the body and soul were still connected, as the process would disconnect the two temporarily, so we could attempt to clear out the darkness and insanity that had built up. Trying it as the situation is now…”
Subaru snarled, “Cut to the chase! Would it work or not!?”
Kando-koro let his gaze rest on the orange wolf out of the corner of his eye, a noticeable glint of ire making itself comfortable. “…Best case scenario: nothing happens and the ritual doesn’t work. Worst case, you're permanently disconnected from your body, and your soul gets eviscerated.”
“…Well, I’m screwed then,” Hiiro muttered, both disheartened and annoyed.
“…There has to be a way,” Kando-koro now sat up straighter, conviction strong in his voice, “There has to be a way around it. You have all come too far to let this beat you down.”
Mao asked with an eerie calmness and a not-so-subtle edge, “How much do you really know of our situation?”
Kando-koro turned to him, a slight look of bewilderment shining in his eyes and mouth slightly agape. Mao didn’t let him speak. “And I’m going to stop you before you speak, because I have a feeling what you would say is only half the truth. The only time any of us had ever brought up Oukawa-kun’s name was when Subaru was asking about him, and he only used his first name. So…how did you know his last name?”
The white wolf’s fur began to stand on end, eyes slowly raking over the sky god with surprise, dismay, and a slow boiling anger. The sky god was slow to answer, refusing to meet anyone’s eyes. “…I’ve heard it in my travels, from providing them aid-”
“What aid?” Mao nearly hissed.
“…When HiMERU was injured…I was the one to send the medical equipment to him and Oukawa.”
“THAT WAS BACK AT THE SCHOOL!” Mao roared, “YOU’VE BEEN WATCHING US THIS WHOLE TIME!?”
Hiiro’s fur now bristled with rage, the beginnings of a snarl forming. Kando-koro continued with a heavy exhale, “And once again, I heard his name just before the pit incident.”
It was only then that the sky god dared to raise his head to just meet Hiiro’s eyes with his own as he confessed with heavy remorse. “When you first saw through the bird’s eyes, they weren’t from a crow…they were mine.”
A full, wrathful snarl made the skin along his snout crease into sharp ridges and valleys. Within what felt like half a second, Hiiro lunged at the sky god, jaws opened wide and nearly clamping down on the spirit’s throat. Kando-koro teleported away back on top of the boulder, two red lines forming on either side of his neck that trickled. Two of Hiiro’s fangs were now tipped with red as he snarled, “DID IT NOT OCCUR TO YOU ONCE THAT YOU COULD HAVE HELPED ANY OF US!? YOU DID IT UNPROMPTED BEFORE, SO WHY NOT NOW WHEN WE NEEDED YOU!? WHEN I NEEDED YOU!?”
Kando-koro lowered his head, voice filled with a steady mix of guilt and dejection, yet his tone came out graceful and accepting, as if he knew this was the reaction he would get. “…Because I was waiting for you to ask.”
He couldn’t say more as Hiiro lashed out. “ASKED!? DO YOU HAVE NO AGENCY OF YOUR OWN!? DOES ANY OF THE GOOD GODS HAVE AGENCY!? THE KUNNE SEEM TO BE THE ONLY ONES WHO DO! I’M SHOCKED THAT THIS BATTLE HASN’T BEEN WON BY THE KUNNE BY NOW! ESPECIALLY SINCE YOU HAVE LEFT KOTAN-KAR-KAMUY UNGUARDED THIS WHOLE TIME!”
Shiramba was aghast, but wisely stayed silent. Even Mao and Subaru shrank back and cowered at the unbridled rage of the young man. Hiiro turned his ire towards Shiramba. “NONE OF THE GODS, EVEN YOU, HAD TRIED TO CONTACT ANY OF US BEFORE WE STARTED THIS GAME OF PAUCHI-KAMUY’S! NOT ONCE DID ANY OF YOU DECIDE TO BE PROACTIVE, INSTEAD RESTING ON YOUR LAURELS UNTIL YOU FELT LIKE IT! NOT YOU, NOT KANDO-KORO-KAMUY, NOT EVEN HASINAW-UK-KAMUY!”
He somehow managed to get the metallic collar off of him and threw it down on the ground before them all with a loud clang, the orange gem shining brightly in the sunlight. “HE CAN HAVE THE STUPID GEM FOR ALL I CARE! IF IT MEANS WE CAN BE DONE WITH ALL OF YOU SOONER, THEN SO BE IT!”
The sky god made not a move to voice a rebuttal, nor look him in the eyes. Hiiro’s anger was boiling over so much that he instinctively felt the need to run off, to do something, or find something to use as an outlet. With that, he bolted off into the forested mountains, teeth clenched and angry tears pricking his eyes.
~*~
Poro-nitne drawled with a grim sort of smugness, “I told you he couldn’t be trusted.”
The idols sat back in shocked silence, minds all reeling with the knowledge. Even the other gods were stunned into silence. However, Hiiro did make a point. Some of them were proactive from the outset, but not all. Some of them tried to put a stop to this rolling snowball before it got too big, but it wasn’t enough. Most fell back on old traditions, because that was what helped them before.
Jun was tempted to say something in defense of the gods, that some of them didn’t have a choice, like Kunnecup, Irura, or Kina-sut, due to their imprisonment. Even Tokapcup could be excused to an extent with how she went about finding Hiyori and guiding him into freeing her. However, that would do little to help the situation at large.
While not all of them were guilty, those who knew the most didn’t help when it could have made a difference until it was too late, and now the humans were paying for it.
~*~
There was a sudden knock on the study’s door, yanking Hiyori’s group out of their somber contemplation with shock and uneasiness. Tokapcup whispered to the doctor, “D-Does your landlord come down here at all?”
“No…No one does…”
Tokapcup hurriedly spoke to the portals. “I’m sorry. We have to go. I don’t know when we’ll contact you again, but remember, we will be going to the village.”
Kunnecup spoke kindly, “I can track you from here. Be safe.”
With that, the portals closed. The sun goddess now turned worriedly towards the door where another knock and a woman’s voice could be faintly heard. “Open up. We know you’re in there, Dr. Kubo Akira.”
The doctor stood up straighter, whispering. “There’s a tunnel that leads to a ladder and an escape hatch in the back. Use it and get out of here. I’ll distract them.”
“But-” Anzu whispered.
“Now!” The doctor whispered a bit more harshly, “While there’s time! Go!”
The rest had no choice but to quietly do as they were told, silently praying for the doctor’s safety. Hiyori was the first to climb the ladder to check if the coast was clear. He barely pressed on the hatch when it was yanked open and a gun barrel pointed at his face.
At the other end of the gun was Magician, with Tower and a few other armed men looming behind him. “Well, well! What a lovely little reunion~.”
~*~
Hiiro trotted through the snow, his paws kicking up the powder through his remaining anger before it gave way to frustration. He let out a low growl that quickly turned into a startled yelp at the sound of loud thunder. He lifted his muzzle and scanned the skies, but not a cloud could be seen. Then, he was wracked with a terrifying headache, different from the ones before. The world swayed and blurred before his eyes, and the pain was so intense he involuntarily squeezed them closed, as if to block out the nauseating image and pain.
When the pain stopped and he didn’t feel the world swaying, he opened his eyes, finding the world was now both darker and sucked of all color. “What…What’s happening…!?”
He saw slight movement from a squirrel ahead, but even it lacked color, just like everything else. He looked to his left and nearly jumped in surprise at seeing a spectral wolf beside him. Just as he tried to side step away, he felt the cool shimmer of something to his right, finding yet another spectral wolf. With how close he was, he could see just enough detail to know exactly who they were, as if the two spectral humans beside them weren’t already a big enough hint. “…HiMERU-senpai…? Mayoi-senpai…?”
The world warped, making him blink. In that split second, the world returned to normal, and he was alone. Slowly, he scanned his surroundings, muttering to himself in a stupor, “Was that…the Sight? Can it…do that?”
Could the Sight allow him to see spirits, at least wandering ones? Perhaps it could, given how spiritually connected it was to this world and the afterlife.
It was only then that he noticed the ever-faint imprints of paws and human footsteps in the snow beside him, noticing the trail had continued far, far behind. He sniffed them experimentally. No scent. A gentle breeze brushed through his muzzle, small and concentrated enough that Hiiro knew this wasn’t a natural breeze. HiMERU’s contract was with the god of thunder, lightning, and wind, after all. It brought back bittersweet memories for him.
~ Flashback ~
Hiiro was much younger, having just started his training at the Meeting Place, and whined pitifully. “Why is this so hard!? It’s like my paws refuse to cooperate with me!”
HiMERU lay down a few feet away, head resting on his paws as he watched Hiiro attempt this small obstacle course the gods had constructed for the pups for the umpteenth time, falling over time and again on the log crossing bit. “We were like you in the beginning, too, Younger Amagi. It takes time to get used to having four legs instead of two. You scamper during playtime well enough. Perhaps you are putting so much thought into your movements that you begin to overthink.”
Hiiro sat on his haunches with a pout, staring dejectedly at the dirt and grass beneath his paws. Had he paid any attention, he would have noticed HiMERU’s ear perk and angle upwards, no doubt listening to something Kanna-Kamuy was telling him. Suddenly, a gust of wind lifted him a few inches only to drop him as soon as it did, making him tumble over and onto his back. He looked bewildered at the Timber wolf, who only had a sly, amused smile. “D-Did you do that!?”
“Maybe.” The sly smirk didn’t leave.
“…Why?” Hiiro pouted.
HiMERU shrugged lightly. “Seeing you so dejected doesn’t create a very pleasant feeling, then HiMERU also needs to practice with these new powers, so…two birds with one stone.”
Hiiro rolled over, giving a playful growl and a rev of his hindquarters. “Oh, yeah?”
Hiiro repeatedly attempted to pounce on the Timber wolf, occasionally getting blown gently back by HiMERU’s conjured gusts of wind. On the few times he didn’t get blown back, or when HiMERU missed, Hiiro would pounce on HiMERU’s side then scamper back to repeat the process with playful yips and growls. It was the first time Hiiro laughed since that fateful night they met Pauchi-Kamuy while moving to the new den, and it was also the first time Hiiro had heard HiMERU let out a laugh, albeit it was a low rumble of a chuckle.
“Y-You two are enjoying yourselves, I take it?” Mayoi gently padded towards them from beyond the mound. “EEK! S-Sorry for interrupting!”
“You’re not.” HiMERU tossed Hiiro off gently with his snout. As Hiiro made for another pounce, Mayoi caught him by the scruff mid-air. HiMERU chuckled, “Nice catch, Ayase.”
Mayoi’s hold was gentle, and let him land on the ground with a little plop. The black and white wolf turned to the Timber one with a touch of concern. “Shiina-san was wondering what was going on.”
HiMERU sighed. “Thanks for checking instead of letting him come over. Honestly, HiMERU understands the severity of this universe, but that doesn’t give Shiina the right to act like a drill sergeant, much less Hidaka.”
Hiiro’s ears wilted at the mention of Niki. He cared and loved Niki very much, but there was only so much of that disappointed look and tough love that he could take whenever he messed up. “I fell off the log again…”
Mayoi gently nuzzled Hiiro’s furry cheek with his snout. “I have an idea that might help, i-if you like?”
Hiiro’s little tail never wagged harder than that day.
~*~
Hiiro sobbed, “HiMERU-senpai, Mayoi-senpai…I miss you so much…I’m sorry…! It’s all my fault…!”
Suddenly, he felt cobwebs line his teeth, making him stop his sobbing to try and spit out the nasty threads. “Wh-What was that about!? Mayoi-senpai, if you’re mad at me-”
A large, targeted gust of wind knocked him into a fluffy snowbank. He popped his head out of the snow and shook the white stuff off. “Okay! OKAY! I get it! I…”
He trailed off softly. “…I get it…”
Mayoi and HiMERU didn’t blame him. They didn’t hate him. That should have been a relief, should have dispelled this dark cloud that hung over him, but it refused to leave. His mind kept coming up with excuse after excuse to try and disprove what he thought the other idols meant, that it was still on him for all that had happened. Instead of voicing those thoughts, he sniffled. “…What am I supposed to do now…?”
He felt a gentle wind brush what snow remained on him off like a caress of a mother comforting her child, along with the feeling of his cheek being nuzzled by some unseen force. Another gust blew by, tugging on his fur and making him turn around, looking back at where he had come. He yanked his head back around with a low growl. “I am NOT going back! That-He…You both saw and heard everything, right!? Why are you not mad at all of them!?”
His shoulder was nailed by a snowball. The wolf whirled with a snarl, knowing it had to have come from Kanna-Kamuy despite his ghostly form. However, faint wolf prints quickly made their way to stand between him and the invisible specter, a warning gust of wind to the face, and a low rumble of thunder giving his final warning. Another nuzzle came from his side, rubbing his cheek and chin.
Hiiro huffed and began to trod away. “Nope! Not happening! I have no trust or faith in the gods now! No way am I going to crawl back to them! I don’t care if Kando-koro-Kamuy would be able to teach me how to use the Sight in this universe! I refuse!”
He walked near a small pool of water that began to shimmer. He glared at the thing in distaste, speaking as if the Sight was a physical being. “What do you want!?”
The water shimmered until it formed a recreation of when he found that Romani camp before the pit incident. The words Chironnup-Kamuy spoke to him rang loud and clear.
“You must find them. The one who takes to the skies shall become our greatest ally.”
Then, the surface shimmered again, reflecting the night when Chironnup-Kamuy told him to trust this “Ghost” person. Once again, the shimmer changed to show a nightscape on the mountainside. Subaru was there, holding Hiiro’s old collar in his jaws as he stood in front of the Assistant. Then, the image faded, and no more showed.
His curled, bushy tail began to droop and lie flat in thought. Sure, some of the gods were guilty for letting this get out of control…but Chironnup tried to warn them. He had been helping them since the beginning. Even Hasinaw got out of the gem as soon as she could.
Hiiro steadied himself, a memory flashing back.
~ Flashback ~
It was when Hasinaw first showed herself to Hiiro, back in that world with Niki and Hokuto. Her promise – her contract with him – echoed loudly and with conviction. “No matter what happens, I will be by your side to aid you in whatever ways I can. The only times I would EVER be away are if you send me off on purpose or if I’m doing so to save your life. You can ALWAYS rely on me. I WILL protect you. I WILL protect your friends. All that I am and my powers are at your command.”
There was dedication and sincerity in her declaration. A serious want.
~ End Flashback ~
Hiiro’s ears drooped, and he exhaled, shoulders deflating. “…Maybe I was a bit too harsh on some of them…”
Between a few branches above his head, a spider’s web dangled. One thread broke free of its anchor and gently pointed back the way he came without the aid of the wind.
With a small sigh, cerulean eyes shone with determination as the white wolf turned back.
~*~
Hiyori winced in pain as his hands were bound behind his back by one of the Fenrir agents. There was nothing any of them could do as Anzu, Akiomi, Jin, Tokapcup, Dr. Kubo, and himself knelt in a row, all bound while Magician casually laughed at their predicament. “Ah!~ You gotta love when a plan comes together so smoothly, don’t cha?”
The woman who had knocked on the door earlier, a tall woman with very long dark hair, subtly glared at the man from the corner of his eye. “Emperor, Hierophant, and I would have been just fine.”
Magician casually sat in one of the armchairs, kicking his feet up onto the coffee table. “Empress! The boss wanted us to work together! I’d say we did exactly as he wanted! No need for competition~.”
Empress rolled her eyes, not even trying to hide her disdain for the creep. “And yet, he would get on your case for essentially muscling in on a plan that didn’t involve you, and poaching a capture from another agent.”
“Eh, those are minor details that will be quickly overlooked once we make the delivery. Especially since this has a genuine spirit, a human that can use her powers, and the man who’s been at the top of Fenrir’s Most Wanted for 16 years.” Magician then adds off-handedly with minimal care, “Oh, and I guess those three producers or whatever they are to keep ES in check. I guess they’re important enough.”
Hierophant, the girl with short hair, huffed and crossed her arms, leaning against a bookcase, though taking considerably more care not to touch the books. “Oh, yeah, the two top people for idol support in ES’s business department and the top producer who is close to all of the major idols involved in this whole operation. They’re totally not important.”
Magician’s eyebrow twitched, his voice dripping with annoyance. “Huh? Is that sarcasm I’m hearing?”
Emperor, the man with a high ponytail, turned his glare away from a few lesser agents who were less than careful with some of the artifacts they were boxing up. “Surprised you can hear at all.”
“Bah!” Magician scoffed.
Tower made a low hum noise, gesturing to the bound captives silently. Magician seemed to understand. “Yeah, yeah, Tower. We’ll get them moving.”
Emperor nodded, pulling out a pocket mirror and fixing a tiny stray piece of hair that came loose from his ponytail. “I’ve already arranged for a private jet to take us over.”
Empress rolled her eyes at the other man. “Amazed you could do that when you can’t take your eyes off a mirror.”
Emperor merely brushed it off vainly. “I must always look my best~.”
“That’s what you call your best?” Empress didn’t even grace Emperor with a gaze, merely examining her nails with disinterest, “Your standards make mediocre look divine.”
Hiyori whispered to the doctor beside him. “Do they always snipe at each other?”
“The Arcana Agents are merely the best of the best; it’s not a brotherhood. Working as an agent is a cutthroat job with tough competition, even at the highest ranks.”
“Where are we even going anyway?” Hierophant whined, “It better not be far! I hate flying!”
Magician cackled, “To the only place with adequate accommodations and… precautions for a group such as this~.”
“Sir,” one of the lesser agents addressed Magician, “The journal is not in any of their bags.”
“Huh!?” Magician drawled threateningly.
Empress rolled her eyes. “Probably hid it in the library here. Just load up everything.”
Magician calmed, letting out a low chuckle. Hiyori noticed Dr. Kubo sweating profusely. “…Do you know where this place is?”
The doctor nervously whispered, “…Hashima Island…that’s the most advanced research laboratory Fenrir owns and operates. Even I don’t know what goes on down there…”
Akiomi waited for a few agents to walk by before he whispered, “Isn’t that place abandoned?”
“Technically a tourist spot now, but there are certain areas inaccessible to the public…”
Hiyori couldn’t stop the chill running up his spine and fear carving out his insides. “…How bad is it?”
“…When people go to Hashima…they don’t come back.”
~*~
As Hiiro crested the small hill, he could see that everyone was there but that the sky god sat particularly far apart from the rest, still staring at the ground. Once in a while, Shiramba or the other two wolves would cast glances at him, some angry and some a look of betrayal, the gem and collar glinting in the light of the pale sun beside them. If he weren’t still furious at the sky god, he would probably find it pathetic or even feel guilty. He strode down into the small encampment, his body stiff yet paws stepping with purpose like a calculated hunter as he came a few paces away from the spirit.
It was as if the older man knew he was there, not raising his head. “So…You’ve returned.”
“I’m still furious at you,” Hiiro lowly growled.
“And yet, here you are. I’ve no doubt you wouldn’t have come back without a proper reason.”
Subaru and Mao watched tentatively at a distance, despite the orange wolf peering at the sky god as if he would jump to Hiiro’s defense at a moment’s notice. Hiiro continued his glare. “Where’s that remorse from earlier? Or was that just my imagination?”
It was then that Kando-koro finally raised his head. He contemplated a moment, his gaze occasionally flitting to the ground before they finally settled to lock with Hiiro’s. “…That was not your imagination. I’ve…regretted my actions, or rather, my inactions up until this point. For a long while, I thought I could…ignore the problem, and leave it to the other gods to resolve like most others. That Pauchi-Kamuy couldn’t get as far as he has…Perhaps my greatest sins were not taking responsibility from the outset and not listening to Pauchi-Kamuy’s grievances and warnings all that time ago.”
Hiiro raised his head slightly, an ear twitching with cautious intrigue. “…His grievances and warnings…?”
“…Before I tell you, and I know how this may sound after everything, I have one request. I will only tell you the whole story when Hasinaw-uk-Kamuy returns.”
Hiiro snarled once more. “And how is that supposed to happen? Didn’t we establish that it was essentially impossible a few hours ago?”
“I have an idea…well, more like a theory.” The god gestured to the wolf to sit, and continued once Hiiro did eventually sit on his haunches. “Our power will probably not work, but the methodology of the ritual is still sound. If we change the starting power, we may be able to do the ritual.”
“Change the power?” Hiiro spat in a deadpanned tone. “What? Am I supposed to use my inner will?”
“…Not too far off the mark.” The sky god smirked lightly. “It is something that you possess…at least in this universe.”
It took a solid second, but Hiiro understood, and he was not pleased. “The Sight? You want to use the Sight instead of the powers from the Ainu pantheon…to do a ritual that is part of our world instead of this one? Do you even notice the issues with that?”
“It’s not me using the Sight…It’s you.”
“That just furthers my point,” Hiiro grew even more annoyed. “I can’t control it! I can’t even hunt or drink from a puddle without it going off! It’s out of my control!”
Kando-koro didn’t flinch as the white wolf got louder, remaining calm and sagely. “…Change your tone.”
Hiiro began to silently snarl at the god, but the man was unfazed. “Repeat after me,” Kando-koro then spoke in a calm and accepting tone, “It’s out of my control.”
The man before him remained as steady as stone, gesturing to him with a gentle hand. Hiiro huffed, took a few calming breaths, then spoke again in the same accepting tone. “It’s out of my control.”
Kando-koro nodded, those cerulean eyes of his taking on a hue that told of his age and wisdom. “…All you can do in these kinds of situations is show up, so you might as well show up as yourself. Because there’s going to be so many rooms you’ll find yourself in with tints of different hues, and you can choose whether to be the world’s canvas…or become the painter.”
Hiiro’s fur began to lie flat, looking at the spirit with a cautious curiosity. “…What do you mean?”
“…I think you know what I mean,” the god continued to stare at him contemplatively, as if seeing something that resonated with him inside Hiiro, “…Here is my proposal. I know how this universe is going to end, along with all of the major events that will transpire from here on out in this universe. I know you need a teacher if this universe is to come to its proper conclusion. I can teach you to understand, and thereby control the Sight. With that, I believe we may be able to bring Hasinaw-uk-Kamuy back and reverse the effects of the darkness and insanity inside you. After that, I will tell all of you the truth of what I know…And I also humbly request that you allow me to join the rest of you in resolving this conflict once and for all.”
“…To fix your mistakes?” Hiiro asked skeptically.
“…No. ‘Fixing’ would entail repairing something to its original condition. What my mistakes and inaction have created is best torn down, so that a new, sturdier structure can take its place.”
Shiramba interrupted with an incredulous shout, “Sir! That’s what Pauchi-Kamuy wants! Are you actually agreeing with him!?”
Subaru muttered quite loudly and pointedly, “And I thought the Kunne had quite a few screws loose.”
Kando-koro narrowed his gaze at the orange wolf, calmly uttering, “Letters can be viewed as tools to create words that carry weight immeasurable to any scale. But they can also fail in the sense that the nail isn’t always hit by the hammer. And it has nothing to do with the latter, but rather the hand that’s holding it carelessly lacking focus, and an example of this can be amply seen every time you start to speak. Likewise, I’ve heard it is stated in Buddhist texts: ‘Go within, and there you’ll find inner peace.’ But, instead, I’ll escalate it a step and recommend you to STAY there, PERMANENTLY, if you please – Actually, I’m pleading that you do. Because the more distant you can be, the more solace I can find, because it seems the divine has carefully designed you to antagonize my mind. That’s why I’d prefer if you weren’t a thought.”
Subaru paused, cocking his head to the side, not noticing how pale Shiramba got. “…What?”
There was a smug smirk and a glint of satisfactory cunning. “…I’m telling you to stop talking and go fuck yourself…”
Mao quickly pounced on Subaru and covered the other’s snout with a paw to keep him quiet, no doubt due to Shiramba’s telepathic urging to keep the other quiet lest he incur the sky god’s true ire that would make his words feel like a flea bite by comparison. Subaru garbled out, “Fucking pretentious prick…!”
Kando-koro ruefully chuckled, still smug about telling the other off. “Perhaps I simply felt an urge to be pretentious. Perhaps that is what I am at heart.”
He then returns his attention to Hiiro, who was now less aggressive but more analytical and cautious. “I know you have little reason to trust me. Thus, how about we earn each other’s mutual trust and respect? No sugar coating what we think or feel. No coddling. In my case, I will not be spoon-feeding you what I’m trying to teach. You will puzzle out what my lessons mean to you on your own. After all…the biggest rule for users of the Sight is that they must choose on their own.”
Hiiro thought long and hard, not once letting his gaze drift from the spirit. Could he trust him to keep his word? He did just admit that he was going to be a harsh teacher if his pretentious callout was anything to go by. Not only that, but he fully admitted to not being a reliable spirit; that he failed time and again when it mattered most. And yet…
…that remorse he noticed earlier was genuine.
And right now?
This god was the only option to learn how to use the Sight, save himself, and get Hasinaw back.
“…Deal.”
A very small smile graced the sky god, acceptance, relief, and gratitude making his eyes glisten slightly. Hiiro then asked while feeling like he was speaking to his father or village officials, stiff, rigid, and constantly watching his words, “Two questions to start. How do I control the Sight, and why does it have to be me using the Sight instead of you if we are to try and get Hasinaw-sama back?”
The creek trickled beside them, providing pleasant, almost peaceful background noise as the other wolves broke off to hunt for food, with a very reluctant Subaru tailing after them and tossing a glare over his shoulder at the sky god. The collar and gem sat in the dirt beside the sleeping baby inside the earthen den, blissfully unaware of what had transpired. Kando-koro sat with poise, though a bit more relaxed than before. “And with those questions, I know what to teach as the first lesson, for you are misunderstanding what the Sight truly is, along with many fundamentals.”
“…Fundamentals?” Hiiro asked hesitatingly.
“Well, for starters, what do you think a Helper is?”
“It’s…a companion to help teach the Sight to a wolf. To pass on their knowledge on how to use the Sight.”
Kando-koro shook his head slightly, but he didn’t look disappointed or angry with that answer, unlike what Hiiro knew his father would react with. “Almost, not quite, but close. First of all, Helpers are always birds, for in this universe, they are believed to be the first to truly see the world. To see things as they are in their entirety. That is what the Sight is about: a way of seeing, being, knowing, and communicating. Long ago, it was believed that the Sight used to be accessible to all animals, and they could communicate with each other still if only they could remember how to do it.”
Hiiro then thought back, long ago, to when he thought he heard a whispering in the forest. Remember…
“Likewise,” the sky god continued, “to answer the other question of yours, your powers of the Sight and mine are not the same.”
“How?”
“…Put it like this: let’s say you are a newborn fawn, and I am a regular human infant, and we are both learning how to walk.” Kando-koro began moving his hands while he talked, smooth gestures somehow adding more depth and animation to his words. “For me, the human baby, it is not a simple process. It requires effort and prerequisites. I wouldn’t be able to lift my own head at birth, much less do something as complex as walking. First, I have to learn to lift my head, then roll onto my stomach. Much later, I gain the muscle strength and the clumsy coordination to begin lifting myself on hands and knees, and then much later, I’ll learn how to use my limbs to begin crawling, becoming better over time. Then, I have to learn how to grasp, and then learn to lift myself to a standing position with the aid of some other object. Then, longer still, I eventually learn to take steps, and then much later learn to walk without aid. You, on the other hand, you’re able to walk within hours, if not minutes, of being born. Wobbly, sure, but a far cry faster than a human babe. Overall, a human baby takes about a year to learn how to walk, but is still reliant on others to be cared for. You…after a year, you don’t just know how to walk; you’re fully independent. That is the difference between my ability with The Sight and yours.”
Hiiro cocked his head, “Umu…That’s…”
Right.
Kando-koro was not going to spoon-feed him the answers. He had to figure it out on his own.
He was so used to asking for clarification or naturally leaning on Aira or his unit mates to help him understand something. To puzzle it out on his own…
“That’s…You’re saying…You had to train a lot…and me…I just…know it.”
Kando-koro gave a gentle nod of affirmation. “Precisely. You are born with the ability to tap into the Sight as naturally as breathing. Likewise, Helpers don’t necessarily possess the Sight like you or their wolf counterparts. We train, and that training, paired with our understanding of the world at large, grants us a unique perspective and wisdom to pass on.”
“So…what happens when the Helper and the wolf don’t agree on something? Like…the rumors I heard about you and Isara-senpai? Er, I guess…Skart?”
There was a small nod, a slight pressing of lips into a thin line. “…Yes. The one I play as and Isara’s had a falling out over how to use the Sight, long before we entered this universe. With that separation came the lack of use of the Sight on Isara’s part. Without regular use, the ability to use the Sight weakens until it eventually fades completely. That’s why Isara’s ability with the Sight is so weak to almost nonexistent, compared to you and me.”
“So,” Hiiro began, moving on, “…Where does the Sight come from, then? Why is it connected to so much evil?”
“The existence of the Sight predates the organized religion in this universe. Think of it like it is from an old faith that no one remembers the name of anymore. As to how it came to be…it just exists. It’s always been there. To the creatures of this universe, it’s as permanent as the seas, wind, and stars. They don’t know how those things came to be, but they’re there regardless of how.”
“Kind of…”
“Yes, Young Master Hiiro?” The sky god prompted gently yet with expectation, like a teacher waiting for a student to answer a question.
What was this kindness? If this were Hiiro’s father, if the man had even graced him with the time of day to hear his opinion, then he would have snapped that he was too slow and lacked conviction, or too stupid to understand; that he lacked everything that Rinne had. The redhead took a steady breath, though it still shook from traces of anxiety. “…The Sight almost sounds like…spiritual energy. Like…Like…”
“Like ramat?” Kando-koro gently finished.
“Yes…and…some of the powers of the Sight sound like…sound like something Hasinaw-sama would be able to do.” Hiiro adds quickly, “Well, except seeing the future in the water. That doesn’t sound like something that would be-”
“True,” Kando-koro gently cuts off the rambling wolf, “Indeed, I have thought the same thing that there are quite a few similarities between the Sight and our pantheon than at first glance. Many of the powers that the Sight boasts are almost identical to what Hasinaw-uk-Kamuy was capable of doing in her prime…during our heyday…”
“…Do you think it’s possible to regain that kind of power someday?” Hiiro tentatively asked.
“…Who’s to say?” Somberness and reservation took hold. “Is that power something innate in us since the beginning, regardless of how prominent we are in the human realm? Or are those powers tied to how many believe in us? There is no doubt that we will die off if no one worships us, becoming nothing more than words on paper about a bygone era. We are currently hanging by a thread, that much is certain, and our memory fades with the people’s. However, are we able to pull ourselves up and regain our foothold? Or…are we beyond saving, and we are merely struggling when it would be quicker to cut the thread? Much like how the Sight is a relic from an old faith and was integrated into a new one, much of our pantheon was repurposed or changed to fit into Shintoism, whether naturally or maliciously against our will. Like how Yushkep-Kamuy is a benevolent deity to the Ainu, her Shinto counterpart is a malicious corruption. Just like how the Sight was once prized and treasured, but is now lumped together with Wolfbane and evil as a whole.”
Hiiro thought long and hard. This spirit before him was not this stoic, all-mighty general the gods had regaled about and held in high esteem. This spirit – this man – was showing uncertainty, bitterness, resentment, somberness, regret, and skepticism. This man before him was a shadow of his former self. All of the gods were mere husks of what they once were, even Pauchi-Kamuy. Could they be restored? Was it too late? Can they reclaim those lost memories? Or were those memories lost forever? And yet, even in these diminished states, these gods were able to cause the situation that he and the other idols were now in.
Hiiro whined and lay his head on his paws, gaze intently going over each rock of the pebble bed. “I…I confess that I thought about giving the gem to Pauchi-Kamuy a lot earlier. I…I thought if I handed it over, he would end this universe early…and spare more of my friends from dying. If we had made a sacrifice then…then…”
“Sometimes knowing when to take a loss can become a tactical advantage. But in this case, we don’t know how much more powerful he could become if he got just one gem.”
“That’s what Aira and Kohaku told me…They said we had to keep fighting…But look at what that got us!” Hiiro cried, “HiMERU-senpai! Tatsumi-senpai! Mayoi-senpai! Aira! And Kohaku! They’re all gone! I don’t even know what happened to Nii-san and Shiina-san! For all I know, they’re probably gone, too! I-I didn’t even know what happened to Hidaka-senpai until Isara-senpai became a Holder for Shiramba-Kamuy! Had I just accepted we had no choice but to take a loss, I-”
“Young Master Hiiro.” Kando-koro’s voice became a touch lower in octave, yet boomed louder than ever, his frustration showing just for a second.
Hiiro’s words died on his tongue as he looked up at the spirit with frightful eyes. The sky god’s hard gaze settled on him for several moments before closing, the spirit letting out a deep exhale. When they opened, that frustration wasn’t there, or, at the very least, was kept in much more thorough check than before. His next words struck Hiiro like ice-cold arrows. “I’m taking back what I told you earlier. Whether it was your fault or not is irrelevant. Disaster does not discriminate. What has come to pass was already in motion.”
There was a part of Hiiro that wanted to cry out, to get angry, to snarl, to say anything to contradict what he was saying. However, a sixth sense took hold of him, and he remained quiet. He wiped his eyes with his paws to remove what tears had stubbornly remained, then lifted his head. He could feel that Kando-koro wasn’t finished, but he wouldn’t continue until Hiiro was ready. A change in emotion flashed in the wolf’s eyes, displaying acceptance and patience. Hiiro wouldn’t ask questions, wouldn’t bemoan his situation, wouldn’t cry.
He was going to listen.
Sensing the change in his pupil, the sky god’s posture eased slightly. “…The way situations settle mirrors civilization, because in the same manner a tribe becomes a metropolis, development is only possible after establishment. So, I view what has transpired thus far as…evolution-in-progress. Thus, you mustn’t look down upon what’s materialized, because that is set in stone…But you can take the base and make a house of your own.”
For once, Hiiro didn’t immediately question. Instead, he let himself ponder the words; ponder the point of what was being said. In that moment, it dawned on him that those ice-cold words weren’t meant to wound him, but rather to shatter the walls he had subconsciously been putting up – the excuses he had been using as a shield. He was so caught up in believing all that was happening to them and ES had some semblance of free will to it – that it was only their actions that could change the outcome, thus blaming himself perpetually. Not once had he considered that, at any point, that free will could have been a mere illusion – that Pauchi-Kamuy had rigged this “game” they were forced to play. That the deaths they had experienced thus far may have been predestined from the outset.
Perhaps he didn’t want to admit that it was a possibility because the idea that everything had been rigged from the beginning felt more despairing. At least, by blaming himself, he held onto an illusion of control. That this spiral of self-hatred and blame was somehow the better option than even considering that nothing they did mattered. However, what he thought was a coping mechanism, or the better option, was really doing nothing but making him drown in despair, sapping his strength and will. And now…
“Young Master Hiiro,” Kando-koro stated with a touch of gentleness, yet didn’t lack conviction, “Right here, right now, the only one that’s fighting you…is you.”
It all made sense.
With Shiramba having said there was even more to this whole situation than they had thought, that ES had discovered…
It was time to change perspective.
These universes may be battles, but the war was outside the universes. While playing these rigged universes, they would achieve next to nothing, but by shifting attention to the outside…
…Maybe they could still turn the tide.
“…I understand,” Hiiro spoke softly yet steadily, conviction making his words sound strong and loud on their own.
“Do you?” The sky god kept an analytical gaze on him.
“Yes, I do. I know now that…” Hiiro took a steady breath. “…I know that, while what has happened to me and my friends is awful, what’s happened has happened, and I can’t change it. There’s nothing wrong with grieving, for crying, for feeling sadness and anger with each loss…But I can’t let it consume me. What I can’t change or take back, I need to let go. I realize I don’t need to hold every scar I’m given, nor should the rest of us as a whole. Not just because we need to progress the universe, but because we need to shift our attention and efforts.”
During his pause, he noticed the god before him looking with a quiet anticipation, as if subtly approving of Hiiro’s line of thinking. “If everything was predestined to happen in this world, then there is no point in fighting to change it. Unless we can prove without a shadow of a doubt that our choices do matter, then there is no point in fighting in any universe. Instead, we use those to observe, find the weak spots, and then use our strength to fight back once we are in between worlds.”
Kando-koro gave a curt, barely noticeable nod, but the brief quirk of his lips told more of his pride than words could ever. “…Every time you fall, you’re falling into place. Holding on to emotions and tragedy is just as harmful as a physical wound. Express them, learn from them, and you will be all the better.”
Hiiro’s tail slowly began to wag in genuine happiness, though quickly stilled as it smartened in pain from the burns. The wolf turned to stare at it, a mixture of a glare and something tinged with remorse for the burned limb. The sky god cleared his throat quietly, gaining the wolf’s attention once more. “I believe you understand enough to begin truly learning how to see through a bird’s eye.”
Though there was some hope he felt, Hiiro couldn’t help the trepidation creeping up. “…I mean…I have done that already…”
“Unwillingly,” Kando-koro reminded. “I’m aiming to teach you how the process works and why it happens. By understanding that, and having a more positive experience, you may start on the right path to learn how to control. To not let it happen unless you want it to.”
Hiiro looked up sheepishly. “…So…I could hunt in peace soon?”
“Have you been trying to hunt nothing but birds this entire time?” There was a light huff of amusement.
“No…There was an…incident with a rabbit.”
“A rabbit?” Kando-koro said with extreme perplexity, taking a moment to think before responding. “…Even in stories I’ve heard involving the Sight, I’ve never heard of someone seeing through the eyes of an animal other than a bird…Certainly means you are extremely gifted with the Sight…and all the more reason for you to understand the process and eventually control it.”
Hiiro sighed, taking a moment to gather his courage. “Okay…Okay! I’m ready to use the Sight!”
“I said I would teach you to understand and control the Sight, not use it.”
Hiiro felt an eye twitch in annoyance. “…Isn’t that the same thing?”
“In one sense of the word, yes. But you and I know that is not the meaning I’m using. The biggest stipulation for anyone who wields the Sight is that they must choose for themselves. I can teach you to understand the Sight, how to control it, but not how to use it.”
“…As in what I use my powers for.”
“Precisely. That is up to you. The Sight is power, and like all power, it is how a person uses it that changes if it is perceived as evil or good.”
“…How do I see through your eyes?”
“For that, the Sight dictates that you must see the truth of what I am,” The spirit morphed back into a white-tailed eagle, watching him with those keen eyes. “And that truth is that I am made of the same energy as you. For you are a wolf, and I am a bird, but we both have thoughts and feelings. In the end, the only thing that differs is our physical bodies.”
“That sounds…a lot like Ainu beliefs. We believe we’re made from the same energy, too, whether we’re spirits, humans, or anything else.”
“Exactly. The more we discuss, the more you and I both realize just how similar the way of the Sight and our pantheon truly are. I believe you are now ready to learn the exact process of how to see. With what you have just learned in mind, try to empty your mind and think what it is like to be a bird, to see as I see.”
Hiiro felt his brows pinch together in bewilderment. Was it seriously that easy? Like, he had thought stuff like that in passing before. So why did it not happen like that any other time? Granted, he was trying to do this on purpose now, rather than letting his powers do as they wished. Also, his mind wasn’t empty at any point; he had a hard time doing that when he was doing a practice session with SHIN before. With a deep breath, Hiiro tried to stop his thoughts and let his mind empty for once. After a long while, nothing happened.
Hiiro whined in frustration. “It’s not working! Of course, the one time I want to use my powers and they refuse to cooperate!”
“You’re not trying,” Kando-koro spat irritably, like a general scolding a platoon for sloppy training. “Try again. Concentrate, but without really thinking. Use only your instincts to tell what I am, but nothing more. Don’t try to label me, don’t think too hard. Just see me for what I am at this very moment. When you look at me, look not with your two eyes, but with the third, then draw upon the energy of the living world around you through your paws. Once you feel a bubbling sensation in your paw pads, that is when you should try to enter my body through your thoughts.”
“Why didn’t you lead off with that explanation?” Hiiro thought, annoyed for a second, before he attempted it again.
That tingling sensation in his paws was strange, and he could feel his body heat up from the energy. Like the snap of a finger, he was blinded then unblinded, now looking at his wolf body slumped in the pebbles and exposed grass through the eyes of the eagle. The eagle’s head rotated this way and that, and wherever the bird looked, Hiiro could see, too, as if they were his eyes. Kando-koro’s voice echoed, “I can sense you! You did it! Go on! Speak to me with your thoughts!”
“Whoa…!” Hiiro was breathless, shock and happy astonishment making his words come out in excited, breathy bursts. “I…I did it…! This is…!”
“Yes? Go on. How does it feel? How are you feeling?”
“It’s…It’s exhausting work, but…strangely exhilarating at the same time? Like…everything is more…I see so much more detail, and it’s not as blurry…I…I’m not scared…In fact, I…it feels…liberating.”
“Very good,” There was a soft, gentle pride in the eagle’s tone. “…If you feel ready, would you like to see what I see while in flight?”
There was that anxiety welling up again, but, strangely, it wasn’t as overwhelming. Perhaps it was because Hiiro wasn’t letting it have power over him like before. “…I’m ready.”
“Very well.” The eagle began to spread his wings, pausing. “…I’m going to take off right now…Okay?”
“Umu!”
And with loud, almost thunderous beats of wings, the eagle took off into the sky.
~*~
Hiyori stumbled up the steps as Magician shoved him along, supposedly for being too slow when the off-blond knew he had been keeping pace. As he was escorted towards the front door of the izakaya, he saw a lesser agent hand off a large sum of cash to the owner, who smugly counted the bills with greasy, greedy fingers. The idol sneered, but had little time as he was shoved again, this time out the door into the arms of more agents, and promptly loaded into the back of a van with no windows in the back, the only recognizable feature of it was Fenrir’s logo on the side. He had been so roughly thrown around that he was left lying on the floor of the van, his restraints making it a chore to sit up if he wished. Within minutes, the others were efficiently and quietly loaded into the van, Tokapcup also finding herself unluckily lying on the floor with him.
Hiyori could just make out a mumbled voice through the van walls. “Make sure to tie up any loose ends before we head out.”
The idol hissed, “Anyone find anything?”, quietly gesturing with his roped hands to clarify what he was asking.
Anzu struggled for a moment, having her hands tied behind her back and legs tied at both the ankles and the thighs. “N-Nothing…not even a screwdriver…”
Dr. Kubo sat in a corner, head hung low. “I doubt there would be anything just lying around. That would be quite sloppy for even rookie agents.”
“Sagami-sensei,” Akiomi hissed, “What about that bottle opener of yours?”
“Eh?” Jin tsked, “I doubt that would cut rope. And even if it could be used as something else, it’s not that useful if I don’t have it on me.”
“What!? You’re a day-drinker! How do you not have it?”
“Because, for once, I listened to you and left it at home today!”
“Would you two quiet down?” Tokapcup angrily whispered.
“It doesn’t matter.” The doctor muttered on, “All of Fenrir’s vehicles are soundproofed. No one will be able to hear us, whether in the driver's seat or outside.”
The van’s back door opened for only a few seconds before it shut again, an agent having tossed a bag inside that partially landed on Hiyori and Tokapcup, the two having to squirm to get the bag to settle between them and not partially on top of them. Magician’s faint laugh could be heard as he gave the back of the van’s door a few pats. “Don’t get too comfy in there!~ Got a few more stops to make before we can fly you out~.”
“Fucking bastard…!” Hiyori hissed, trying his best to kick with his bound feet at the door in retaliation. “Just how far is Hasima Island?”
Dr. Kubo muttered, “South of Nagasaki.”
“Across the country!?” Hiyori wailed as he tried to kick at the doors again.
When he pulled his knees back, he jostled the bag right as the van began to take a turn, causing the top to partially become undone. With another sharp turn, something came out of the bag. It took all of Hiyori’s will not to immediately vomit at the sight of the severed head of the landlord and bloody cash.
This was the real cruelty Fenrir was capable of.
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
Notes:
Hope you all enjoyed!~
Chapter 38: Investigative Introspection (The Sight Arc Part 16)
Notes:
Realized I forgot in my notes that I needed to have a part dedicated to specific character developments!
Also, this was my first time really writing Madara, Tsukasa, and Nagisa that wasn't in a comedy focus, involving a lot of research into lore that I was having issues reliably coming across. So please let me know if anything seems amiss with the way I wrote/understood them!
Also! This arc is so long it's getting a second opening, one that fits the darker themes of this universe far more appropriately than the first!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Opening 2: Heaven in Hiding by Imminence
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GcJb5DiQFDM
Madara placed his hands on his knees as he gasped for breath, the void looking the same no matter how far he ran after his inner demon. “Would you…Would you STOP RUNNING AWAY!?”
His inner demon crouch-sat a fair distance away from him, looking nearly identical to the idol except in a smoky, shadowy form that barely stood out from the dark void. Its voice, however, sounded echo-y and like several variations of Madara’s own voice were speaking at the same time. “Now, isn’t that ironic, coming from us?”
“…Us?” Madara scoffed, still slightly out of breath, “How about you stop talking nonsense and start staying put so I can end you and move on!?”
“Well, until you’re ready to listen, what we both want is going to remain out of reach.”
“Listen to you!?”
The demon clarified, “No. Listen to yourself.”
“What the fuck is that supposed to mean!?” Madara gestured wildly with his arms. “I’m only here to get rid of you and then move on! This is NOT a therapy session!”
Madara tried to lunge at the demon, only for the shadowy mirage to swiftly teleport out of harm's way, the same distance away from the idol as before but in another direction. “Ah, but that’s where the problem is. You are not fully understanding what this process means.”
“Yes! I do!”
“No, you don’t.” Demon-Madara teleported away once more, letting Human-Madara fall on the floor after trying to tackle him. “Put it this way: after all of this is said and done, when all this business with alternate universes and gods is settled, will we stay committed or go back to the status quo? Will we continue to run in fear or rise to the challenge? Will we let people in or continue to block them out?”
“What is this ‘we' business!?” Madara seethed from the ground, propping himself up on his forearms as he glared at the smoky being.
“Did nothing of what Okikurumi said stick?” The demon rolled its eyes. “Inner demons are all those negative emotions and regret that turn into a manifestation! Therefore, I am you, and you are me! We are one and the same! You just refuse to acknowledge this at this point! Which is ironic, given how we semi-acknowledge these bad habits yet somehow justify perpetuating them under the guise of doing it in the best interest of ourselves and those around us!”
“Excuse you!?”
“Excuse ‘me’!” The demon corrected.
“Just what are ‘we’ talking about!?” Madara hissed.
“We know already,” The demon spoke lowly, “We are afraid of commitment and attachment due to the strong belief in our failures to protect those we care about. Every time, in any relationship, as soon as we register that we or the other party start deepening a relationship beyond something superficial, we sabotage ourselves, we sabotage the relationship, and then we run away. We are so afraid of commitment that the only thing we fully commit to is the act of not fully committing to anything! And yet! We are semi-aware of these bad habits, and semi-want to change! Look at how we’ve tried to rebuild our relationship with Kanata-san! And YET! We fall back on these bad habits time and again! Look no further than Kohaku-san and Leo-san!”
Madara roared in rage, “DON’T YOU DARE BRING THEM INTO THIS!”
“Oh, but we are! Because those three encompass the core of what has made Mikejima Madara the way we are. The willingness to self-sacrifice our own happiness for the betterment of someone else. The willingness and drive to make the hard choices and do unspeakable acts, all to protect those we love and care about. And the stubbornness that drives us on, no matter the typhoon we find ourselves in. THAT is what makes Mikejima Madara who he is! AND YET! We insist on this ‘lone wolf’ and ‘anti-hero’ routine because we hate being called a hero! We wear this mask because we see ourselves as nothing more than a tool! And we don’t know how to act when we are now the tool-user instead of being the tool!”
“Shouldn’t you know that we have already thought about that! Just before Kohaku-san died, you should know what I thought about him! I know all of that! I already admitted that I keep people at a distance because I don’t want to hurt them! I failed so many times with Kanata-san and Leo-san before! I failed to do anything to protect Kohaku-san! I admitted I don’t want to lose Kohaku-san! And you know why I see myself as a tool! I don’t want anyone to have to experience or witness the horrible aspects of reality! Isn’t it enough to know that I am willing to go so far as to sully myself to protect those around me!? Why are you beating a dead horse!?”
“Because you are missing the point!” The demonic version of himself roared, gesturing to its shadowy form, “THIS is NOT the problem! THIS form before us is NOT the demon to be defeated! It is your lack of true commitment to change and your TRUEST fear that what you can do is not good enough that is the problem! There is still that nagging, subconscious thought that clings to the normalcy that won’t return after all is said and done! There is NO going back, and your fear prevents you from moving forward!”
As if to prove Demon-Madara’s point, the roaring echo of the true demon Human-Madara had been chasing could be heard not coming from the demon’s mouth, but from somewhere inside himself. Demon-Madara continued once Human-Madara’s shell-shocked expression had settled firmly, “Unlike others, our case is special. We have already accepted the demons inside us, accepted that they are a part of ourselves. That is why this form is not the real enemy; we both want the same thing. But to get that, we have to commit! We can’t shelve our issues temporarily and then pick them back up after all is said and done! There is NO going back on this! There will be NO MORE lone-wolf antics! And unless that is accepted full-heartedly, believe that there is something beyond the fear, we will be playing this same song and dance until our body wastes away out there!”
With that, the demonic reflection of himself began to dissolve into a pool, only for a singular, ebony, wakizashi-like knife to emerge from the shadowy liquid. Madara stared, dumbfounded at the knife. “What…is this for?”
With one last echo, the reflection said, “We already know.”
He heard the roar of the true demon once more, rattling his bones and core. Madara’s fingers gouged the void, somehow feeling like ground when there was nothing there that one could consider solid ground. With incredible focus, he found the source of the roar deep in his gut. He stared at the knife hollowly for a brief second, knowing what must be done but wondering if he had the courage to do it.
In one smooth motion, one without hesitation, he grabbed the wakizashi and plunged it into his core. He gritted and grunted through the pain as he heard the pained howling of the true demon, felt it try to retreat deeper. He could not let that happen. For everyone he cared about…
…for himself.
He took the knife out and plunged a hand inside the wound, painfully searching for that thing – the last barrier, the last bit of hesitation in physical form – before his hand grabbed something that was fighting back. He ripped it out, shouting in agony just as loudly as the roaring mass of black in his hand. It didn’t have a form, merely a black, writhing ball of shadow until a mouth revealed itself with sharp teeth, echoing another ear-bleeding roar.
Madara pinned the thing to the ground, took the abandoned knife, and stabbed it, finally ending the eardrum-piercing wailing. The demon dissolved into nothingness while the knife dissolved into a fine mist that entered him through his wound. A lone voice just like his own echoed in his mind. “At last…we are TRULY free…”
The wound healed as if time had gone in reverse; incredibly painful, but healing nonetheless. His sight flashed to another vision where he was standing before a couple, arguing with them as if he were the one there.
“You can’t go to Teinei! You’ll be killed!” The woman cried out.
The voice that left Madara wasn’t his own, but rather…it was Oki’s. “She took Retacchir from me! I have to save her! I am not afraid of death!”
The man beside the woman countered, “With what weapon!? Need we remind you that Uesoyoma-Kamuy destroyed your spear and blinded you with her magic as if it were nothing!?”
“Doesn’t mean he can’t have a new weapon,” Another man spoke.
Madara couldn’t control the body’s movements, realizing this must have been Oki’s memories he was seeing. He turned towards the sound of the other man, seeing someone who looked eerily like himself but older and with wind and electricity following his movements. The man conjured an electrical sword seemingly from nowhere, holding it by the hilt and presenting it to Oki. “Take this and my power with you.”
“Kanna-Kamuy!?” The woman sounded shocked that he was even here, rather than a god giving Oki power and a weapon.
Oki grabbed the hilt with zero hesitation, Madara feeling the burning ambition and conviction Oki felt to free whoever this woman was to Oki. The other man – Kanna-Kamuy – didn’t let go just yet. Instead, he leaned forward slightly, his voice low like a whisper, and the stern, general-like persona that he initially gave off had a far more somber tone to it. “…Go do what I couldn’t.”
Just like that, the other god vanished, a pale blue band of light and smoke circling Oki’s arm. Oki turned, about ready to head out, when the woman grabbed his wrist. “Please, Oki! Think before you charge off!”
Madara could feel a conflict raging inside Oki. “…Mom…why did he look so much like me?”
“Eh?” The woman looked stunned, confliction evident.
The man loudly rounded, “Do not change the conversation! Do you even realize what storming Teinei entails!?”
“All I know is that Retacchir doesn’t deserve to be stuck there!” Oki rounded on the other.
“You go in there blindly, you’ll end up dead before you can even blink!”
The woman finally shouted, “BECAUSE HE’S YOUR REAL FATHER!”
“…What?” Oki, nearly stunned into silence, slowly, disbelieving, turns his attention back to the woman. “Mom, what are you saying? My dad is right here.”
The man sighed, hanging his head while his hands rested on his hips. “Not the best time and place, Toka.”
The woman, Toka, continued somberly. “He deserves to know the truth…Oki…Kunnecup and I merely adopted you. After your mother passed shortly after you were born, your father wasn’t in…the best state of mind to care for a child. So, we took you in, and raised you ourselves…”
“So he abandoned me,” Oki concluded bitterly. “…Tsk, he didn’t even bother coming to see me until now? After all this time? I didn’t even know his name until you said it just barely. To abandon a child that you helped bring into the world…tsk, he never cared about me. He probably never even cared about my mother.”
“That’s wrong,” the man that Madara concluded must have been Kunnecup interrupted, “He did care about your mother. He…The whole reason she passed was because he attempted to bring her to the heavens with his power so they could be together all the time. Something went wrong when he tried and...”
“…So he watched her die?” Oki hissed angrily.
“Not by choice,” Kunnecup softly argued. “Believe me, if he were able to leave the heavens easily, he would have gone to her side in a heartbeat. I’m honestly shocked he found enough leeway to briefly appear before you as he did. He could do nothing but watch, and he didn’t know what happened to her until days later.”
“He still abandoned me!” Oki roared, “If he loved my mother that much, why did he ignore me!?”
“Put it this way,” Toka gently consoled, “Isn’t it possible for a god to fear? Your father loved her so much, and her death was a result of his power and his hubris in thinking he could control them that well. That foolhardiness caused him to fear his own power. If his own power and lack of restraint were able to kill the one he held dear above all else…what would stop the same thing from happening to you?”
At that, Oki paused. Madara instantly understood.
Toka continued after a moment, sounding poised. “…I saw the way he was paralyzed in fear that day. When others blamed him like you do, I saw the pain, guilt, and fear. That’s why I volunteered to raise you.”
“…Then…?” Oki turned towards Kunnecup.
The other god simply shrugged with a small smile. “Wherever or whatever she does, I’ll follow…Even if I wasn’t privy to the plan from the get-go.”
“Ehehe~ Yeah, I did jump the gun a bit on that…” Toka sheepishly admitted before turning somber once more. “Please...Oki…I understand this is a lot to learn, but I’m telling you this for a reason. You’re a lot like your father. Just…please, think before charging in.”
Madara knew what she was trying to tell him.
Don’t repeat the same mistakes.
Oki seemed calmer, not speaking for a long moment. “…I understand, Mom and Dad.”
“You’re still calling us Mom and Dad after all of this?” Kunnecup asked, attempting to hide the shock behind a semi-intact poker face.
Oki closed his eyes and let out a genuinely tender smile. “While I respect my true Mother and Father for bringing me into this world, it’s not easy to raise a child, much less someone like me. For that…you two will always be my Mom and Dad.”
Oki gave each of them a hug before he began to walk off. “I will keep in mind what you said. Though I don’t understand or agree with what my father has done, I can agree with him on one thing. I will go do what he couldn’t. I’ll make sure Retacchir doesn’t share the same fate as my mother.”
The vision faded away, and Madara could feel a single tear run down his cheek, a symbol of the deeper connection he had discovered between him and Oki. In that moment before the blinding white took over, not only could he feel hands entwining with his, one thought echoed in Madara’s head, now only one voice; his voice.
“I won’t run away anymore! I’m not alone! Just this ONE TIME, I WILL be a hero! This time, I WILL save everyone!”
~*~
Nagisa figured this was all going to be a large void, and his demon was somewhere either at the heart of it or would give enough clues to its location to make it relatively easy to find. He was not expecting the void to transform into a transparent mirror maze, which he quickly became lost in, and every reflection of himself was either harassing or taunting him about one thing or another.
“Do you even have the WILL?”
“Are you going to contradict yourself?”
“You hate fighting!”
Nagisa lashed out at the talking reflections. “Shut up! I know what this means! I may not like it, but it’s the only way!”
“Remember what you did at Yumenosaki! Was that the only way, too!?”
His younger self then emerged in another mirror, repeating exactly what he said all that time ago. “…I don't understand. Even breathing makes me tired. ... A place where idols can be happy— ...This is what I've been trying to achieve. ...You wanted to make it a battlefield, didn't you, Eichi? ...And I also hurt those pure and innocent young idols with my bare hands. ...What was the right thing to do? ...I know that, all humans were born with sin. ...Still, I strived to be good.”
“I wasn’t privy to the whole plan!”
“But you still participated. Followed along with Hiyori-kun…Sheep.”
“…True, I followed after Hiyori-kun at that time…I had no confidence in myself…I couldn’t even speak properly, not without Hiyori-kun stepping in as a translator. His opinions were mine because I couldn’t form my own at the time. And my participation, despite my lack of knowledge, does not escape me. Even if I didn’t fully know, I still took part, still participated in that War…But I know that, even if I hate that I had to do it in retrospect, seeing Yumenosaki as it is now…All that strife and turmoil still had a place. It formed history, it has formed a part of my history, and that has its own value. From that, not only can I get along with those from Yumenosaki in peace, but I learned to build myself up so I wouldn’t rely on Hiyori-kun so much.”
“Only because he chose to go to Reimei while you went to Shuetsu. And you relied on him greatly when going against Priest.”
“I know…but through that, we met Ibara and Jun,” Nagisa countered, “I wouldn’t want to change that.”
“You know Ibara is using you. You used Ibara as a replacement for Hiyori-kun when he wasn’t there.”
“Was,” Nagisa corrected, “I’m not naïve enough to not see that there is a mutual benefit to our arrangement. However, I know that we have evolved into something greater than a mere contract or out of necessity. Need I remind you?”
Nagisa could remember it clear as day when he eavesdropped on Ibara talking to Gatekeeper. That Ibara doesn’t see Nagisa as a mere weapon anymore. When he disappeared, despite Ibara not using the exact words, as the magenta one used something akin to “anger”, he knew Ibara was worried. That he cared about Nagisa in more than just a business partner sense. That’s why he did what he did in BOGIE TIME. That’s why he complained to Ibara about not having a relationship like Hiyori and Jun did: to show Ibara that they both wanted the same thing and that they didn’t have to go through this world alone.
“Ah…!” A realization dawned on Nagisa, so lost in this revelation that he hadn’t noticed the reflection of himself vanish, and the glass it had once occupied began to crack.
That explains…everything with Ibara.
He only heard about what platonic and romantic love were like, and had an inkling that what Hiyori and Jun had between them was stuck in that liminal space between, having removed itself far from platonic but had yet to cross the threshold to being romantic. He hadn’t realized that that’s where he and Ibara now were, at least, for himself. It had encroached so quietly that he hadn’t noticed it until it smacked him right in the face. A delicate flame that erupted into a wildfire once Nagisa opened that door.
And that’s when it all hit him at once.
That worry for Ibara.
That need to comfort Hiyori.
That desperation and protectiveness over Jun.
The need to protect everyone.
They were all reflections of different kinds of love, but love nonetheless.
The love he had for Ibara, as a partner.
The love for Hiyori, as a brother.
The love for Jun, as a friend.
The love for everyone in ES, each a confidant in their own right.
THAT is what he’s fighting, not for, but to protect. In that moment, he understood Godfather’s love for idols. He treasures the love for everyone he has met, discovering what “love” meant to him on his own.
He narrowed his eyes, a steely glint to them, and raised his head with unbridled confidence at the broken mirror before him. At that moment, the mirror shattered, tiny and large shards of glass cascading to the ground. As if sending off a pulse of light, the edges of the maze appeared before him briefly, showing that the broken mirror had now revealed a path – no, the true path forward.
He walked forward, head held high and steps with purpose. The love and deep-seated desire to protect those around him will provide the endless fuel for the conviction and determination not just to go forward, not just to achieve, but to hold onto the victory that he sought for all of them. In all his life, he thought he knew what conviction and determination were. Now, those moments where he thought he felt them felt like trifles or mimics compared to now. No, this was true conviction and determination, the kind that goes beyond and seeps into your very bones and tissue as if it had always belonged there.
With every attempt made by the mirror images to make him lose faith, Nagisa would curtly counter them with decisive strikes of his words, shattering the mirrors before him to continue walking, not once stopping his movements as the glass fell around him. Every regret, every doubt, every indecisiveness, every attack on his person was dealt with swiftly and harshly, no longer having any effect on him.
He eventually comes to the center, where he is met with an already shattered mirror. An unearthly silence envelops the space, tricking his mind into thinking there was a distant, low hum. He feels a pull on his sleeve, then looks down, shocked to see the youngest self so far.
From his time under Godfather.
Young Nagisa looks up at him silently, tilting his head to the side in silent question. Nagisa sighed, gently brushing the child’s head. “…I know this is hard to believe…but you…I have come so far in a world we knew nothing about. In those tumultuous times, we had people who kept our heads above the water. Now that those who helped us need help, we can’t simply do nothing or turn our backs on them…I know that I will be willing to do whatever it takes to protect those I love.”
The younger kid stayed silent for a long while before pointing at his eye, muttering a quiet, “…eye of beholder…” before vanishing like dust in the wind. Nagisa didn’t ponder long about what his younger self could have possibly meant before he got his answer. In the shards of glass that remained, he saw clear as day that one of his eyes was now a smoky ball of black. “…There you are.”
His eyes trailed down to a jagged shard that stuck out on its own, which could easily be removed with a pull. This was the moment of truth. Was he truly willing to go against his own beliefs this time if it meant saving those he wanted to protect? Was he willing to sacrifice a part of himself?
He grabbed the shard of glass in his hand, pulling it free and leveling it with the smoky eye in the mirror. His voice didn’t tremble, didn’t stutter, sounding almost like his God Mode voice – no, this was his true voice. “With this, I will go down a path I know I can’t go back from. But even so, I won’t regret it! I know I’m not alone, and my loved ones will see me through it!”
He stabbed his own eye with that shard of glass. An agonized scream escaped him for a moment before he gritted his teeth, dug the shard ever-so slightly deeper, then pulled it out, the screaming, black ball coming with it. In seconds, he painfully felt his eye heal itself as the demonic shadow he had sought after finally died, then he had a vision, or, perhaps more accurately, saw a memory. A memory he knew couldn’t be his own.
Nagisa watched as he exited this small hut after a long few days of strong winds, finding the village around him had been completely torn down, save for the hut he was residing in. Several days pass, and the village rebuilds itself. But then, even stronger winds came, strong enough to uproot trees and kill the kamuy associated with them, even to make the waves surge and sandstorms rage to wipe out more of the village, save for the same hut he resided in. The same day, he watches like a first-person viewer as the person he was seeing this through came to a building in what he assumed must have been the heavens, walking up to a woman deep in the midst of her embroidery.“Hello?”
Instantly, Nagisa recognized who he was seeing this memory through as the man spoke. “Pikata-Kamuy, goddess of the wind in these parts under Kanna-Kamuy, thank you for your delightful dances of the wind. As a show of gratitude, I wish to show you the dance of the Ainu.”
Nagisa pondered if what Oki meant by dances was the storm-like winds, or if how the powers of the wind were conjured up was through dance. However, he could feel Oki’s façade of politeness fade to one of abject malice, and his question was answered shortly. The first dance caused wind to come out of Oki’s robes, demolishing Pikata’s house to mere framework and rubble. The second dance, Oki took out a fan, and used it to cast winter winds onto the goddess, battering her so severely that the wind tore her robes, bruised her skin, and nearly froze her to death. Then, he flipped the fan over and danced a third time, unleashing blisteringly hot and dazzling winds that scorched Pikata’s body and blinded her, leaving her a collapsed heap on the floor as she wept from pain.
Oki crouched to be near her level, uttering coldly, “…Why did you do what you did, Pikata? You realize your actions caused dozens of deaths in the village, right? Why did you feel the need to do that?”
Pikata simply cried, unable to look him in the eyes even if she wasn’t blind. Oki replied lowly, “…Did the villagers do something to upset you?”
Pikata shook her head, unable to lift her gaze from the ground. Oki uttered coldly, “…So…You did it simply because you could?”
Pikata nodded, crying, “I’m sorry…! I’m so sorry…!”
Oki slowly stood, the malice kept in check. Instead of striking her down for her act of unwarranted maliciousness, he used his fan to heal her wounds, restore her senses, and mend her clothes, then fanned around himself to rebuild her house. Stunned, the goddess stammered, “Wh-Wh…Why…Why didn’t you kill me…?”
Oki replied curtly, a certain sternness not leaving his tone, “Believe me, I was well within my rights and could have easily killed you. Were you anyone else, I would have done so without a second thought, but out of respect for your status as a Kamuy, I didn’t. While you are an underling to Kanna-Kamuy, there is no need to bring this misconduct to his attention, not when it has been sorted already.”
Oki leaned in close towards the goddess, his next words chilling even Nagisa. “However, the next time you do something like that again…I won’t hesitate…Understood?”
Pikata silently but vehemently nodded her head. Oki leaned back out of her personal space. “Then we have come to an agreement.”
Just as he was about to walk away, Pikata called out, “M-May I know who you are!?”
Oki merely looked over his shoulder at her. “I am Okikurumi, protector of humanity. Son of Kanna-Kamuy and Princess Chikisani, and adopted son of Tokapcup-Kamuy and Kunnecup-Kamuy. You will do well to remember that.”
As the memory faded and his sight was over taken by white, Nagisa could feel a hand grasping each of his own. Only one more thought crossed his mind.
“So…we are more alike than at first glance. While our approaches to solving conflict differ, that drive to protect is the same. In that case…I will willingly learn everything I can from you to become the protector of my own, small piece of humanity that I’ve come to hold dear. Even if it means I have to get my hands dirty.”
~*~
A few minutes earlier…
Tomoya took his turn beside the three passed-out idols, watching as Tsukasa’s eyes fluttered the slightest bit open once in a while, only to close shortly after, revealing nothing but the barest white of the eye. He couldn’t help but think about what Tsukasa was going through. If the eye flutter was potentially a sign that he had failed in a fight against his inner demon, just how many times was Tsukasa failing to conquer this?
~*~
Just as quickly as Tsukasa’s mind passed out again, he lunged at the shadowy form of himself, throwing a fist and missing it entirely as it vanished, then reformed a few steps away. “We can do this all day, other me!”
Demon-Tsukasa sounded bored, floating ever-so slightly. “And yet, this is – what? – the eighth time you have failed to kill me? At this point, your defiance and determination are becoming thick-skulled STUBBORNNESS. Are you INCAPABLE of trying something else? Are you even capable of going through this trial?”
“Shut up!” Tsukasa roared. He knew where this was going; he knew. “I know my STRENGTHS and weaknesses! I know I can do this!”
“If you did, then I wouldn’t be here,” the demon drawled. “In fact, I wager you don’t understand yourself at all.”
Tsukasa took another wild swing at the shadowy entity, finally landing a hit square on the demon’s jaw. However, he instantly felt searing pain from his own jaw, falling to the ground as if he had taken the punch himself. The demon rolled its shoulders, stretching its neck out as if it hadn’t just gotten punched. “I told you. Had you known yourself at all, you would have realized hurting me would do nothing but hurt yourself.”
“So, what?!” Tsukasa heaved as he stumbled onto his feet, only for him to collapse onto his knees as his vision spun nauseatingly. “…Are you trying to tell me you’re really here to HELP me?!”
“In a way, I suppose.” The demon crouched in front of the idol, casually poking his forehead to make his vision continually unsteady. “Seriously~, just what makes you think you can do something like this? I mean, you even DOUBT yourself when making decisions for Knights, and you’re their leader! You can’t even make a decision on your own without someone’s input! Hell, you even deleted that BLOG after Sena-senpai found out! Honestly, you should just give up and let someone more capable than you do this if you can’t handle making one little mistake.”
Tsukasa wanted to fight back, to lash out and deny, but, instead, he hung his head in shame. It was the truth, after all. He knew better than anyone that his confidence was a façade, a mask he wore nearly perpetually to hide the scared child he wished he wasn’t.
This demonic version of himself continued, “Besides, wasn’t it you who said you could never REPAY those in Knights for what they did for you? That even if you offered everything of yourself, it wouldn’t be enough? Honestly, if you did that, it wouldn’t even amount to a consolation prize.”
“Tsukasa-chan! You can come to me for anything~.”
Tsukasa swore he heard Arashi calling for him.
It doesn’t matter…What use am I?
“Kasa-kun, you shitty brat! You sound arrogant, you know that? You don’t need to make a big fuss over me.”
Now I’m hearing Sena-senpai…? I really am losing it…
“We’re the way we are now because we got Suu-chan. Even though he can be stubborn and headstrong, he’s still the king we chose.”
Ritsu-senpai…?
Tsukasa felt less despondent. Was he just imagining those voices? Or…was there another part of him that was reminding him – telling him that this demonic version of him was wrong?
“Wahaha. You still have a long way to go~♪ As a knight, you shouldn't care about what others think of you too much.”
Leo-san…That’s right…!
His fingers gouged the ground as they tried to form fists. Though the demon couldn’t see his face, he was no longer despairing, teeth gritting and eyes glaring hard into the void. One hand couldn’t clench completely, feeling something between his fingers and palm. Tsukasa, to his credit, kept his surprise subdued as he found the hilt of a katana in his grip, the blade seemingly stuck in the void at an angle.
It should be easy to pull out…then…!
“You’re wrong.”
The demon paused. “…Hah?”
“I’m not worthless…”
“…Oh, please. Don’t get all high and mighty now. You can’t save anyone, never had, never will.”
“Yes. I have.” Tsukasa spat with confidence. Every moment he could recall flooded his mind with his unit, each one in one way or another calling him their “miracle” or their “light”. “I saved my unit before. I’ve saved my cousin before.”
“…Geez, don’t give yourself that much credit. You’re just a kid-”
“I AM THE KING OF KNIGHTS!” Tsukasa pulled on the katana’s hilt hard, angling it up as it slid out of the void and slashed the midsection of the demon before him.
The demon stumbled back, roaring in pain. Despite the agony Tsukasa was feeling at the move, as if his own midsection had been sliced open, all that mattered was that he had no physical wounds while the demon, for once, showed physical signs of the trauma. He steadied himself, readying the ebony and ivory katana for another swift strike.
He accented each declaration with a strike at the demon, the pain it was causing him diminishing to the point where it was non-existent. “I UNITED my unit when they were about to fall apart! I stood up to a STRAY dog to save my cousin, even though I had nothing but my BODY to use! Even though I could have DIED! I am NOT WORTHLESS!”
The demon gurgled, sounding as if it was choking on its own blood. “Y…You relied…on o-others-”
Tsukasa’s vision flashed, as if he were in someone else’s body. The world was dark and cold, and he was kneeling on the ground among a litany of dead bodies before a woman who was readying a killing blow. “Face it, Okikurumi! You failed! Just like-”
“SHUT UP!” Tsukasa froze hearing Oki’s voice. His body glowed, and, as if he shared Oki’s knowledge, he knew what that meant. The combined power of Kanna-Kamuy, Tokapcup-Kamuy, Kunnecup-Kamuy…and Princess Chikisani. All of them came together to lend Oki strength not only to dodge the woman’s death blow, but to deliver a death blow of his own with an electrical sword. Oki hissed into the woman’s ear, “This is what you get for underestimating me, Uesoyoma-Kamuy.”
The woman, coughing up blood, laughed disdainfully. “You…couldn’t even kill me…on your own merit…”
“…Still killed you in the end.” Oki ripped the sword through the woman, standing in tired triumph over the battlefield. “…Retacchir…my beloved…”
Shortly after the vision faded, Tsukasa found himself back in the void before the wounded demon. The grip on the hilt tightened, and Tsukasa didn’t let the demon finish, the cherished memories of his seniors spurring him on. “Why is that a bad thing!? What’s WRONG about relying on others!? If it reaches the desired end, then I see no difference!”
Tsukasa kicks the creature hard in the chest, sending it sprawling onto the ground. Chains exploded from the ground and bound the demon, the creature screeching in anger as it attempted to claw at its restraints. As if redirecting its anger, it hissed at him once more. “Go ahead! Kill me!”
Tsukasa was about to unleash an overhead strike when he found his vision flashing again, this time, not surprised to see it must have been another of Oki’s memories. He was with a beautiful young woman by a river at night, the fireflies and crickets blinking and chirping away.
“Retacchir…”
“Yes, Darling?”
Tsukasa could sense the raw vulnerability coming from Oki. “Is it…It’s humiliating to admit this…but, for a moment, against Uesoyoma-Kamuy, I…I doubted I would be able to defeat her.”
“…What’s so humiliating about that?” Retacchir tilted her head, her long, curtain bangs shifting with the movement like a waterfall of silk. “I say that makes you human.”
Oki must have made a weird face, because Retacchir laughed. “I mean that as a compliment!~ That’s what I love about you.”
“What makes doubt a compliment? Feels more like a weakness…”
“It’s not doubt itself. Like I said, it makes you human. More down-to-earth. Having doubt is natural. No one is free from it, even the gods, at least, that’s what I think.”
“Careful,” Oki snorted, “Don’t let the other higher gods hear you say that.”
“Pft,” Retacchir blew her bangs out of her way, clearly not repulsed in the slightest, “I’m a swan god. If they have time to spare, they’re not gonna harass a lesser spirit over a slight. Point is: it’s not shameful to have doubt. It’s when you let it get out of control and it starts wearing you as a mask that it becomes a problem. And that’s where support comes in, whether it’s lending aid or just needing a confidence boost. Having doubt isn’t a weakness. Knowing when to lean on others or have the confidence to overcome it is true strength.”
Tsukasa could sense a wave of calm and relief wash over Oki. “…That’s why I love you, Reta. You know exactly what to say with such elegance and grace.”
“And the feistiness to tell it to you straight~.”
Oki chuckled warmly. “I know, I know. Don’t mess with the swan.”
“That’s right~.”
Tsukasa blinked, and the vision vanished, back in the void once more. He regarded the ensnared demon for a moment before deciding to lower his weapon. “…No.”
The demon snarled, sounding less and less like Tsukasa. “What!? Get off that damn high horse and-”
“I don’t take orders from you,” Tsukasa spoke calmly and evenly, but with absolute certainty, “Doubt is inherent in all humans, and that includes me. It’s when it gets out of control that it becomes a problem. I know you; I’ve known you for a long time. There’s no way you would go down this easily, and I know you would just use my attempt at ridding you as more firepower against me. I know I CAN get rid of you, just not as easily as you are trying to make it out to be, and especially not on my own.”
“You…YOU WEAKLING!”
“I’m not weak.” Tsukasa refused to give the reaction the demon so desperately wanted; the illusion that the demon had any control over him. “I’m just strong ENOUGH to know when I need help. I know I can rely on Mikejima-senpai and Ran-senpai, and, after all is said and done, the rest of my friends at ES until either I’m strong enough on my own to deal with you once and for all, or until you fade away. Until then…you can remain chained here, out of my way.”
Tsukasa turned on his heel and began walking away. The demon screeched at him, “HOW DARE YOU!? YOU MISERABLE EXCUSE FOR A SUOU! YOU BRING DISHONOR ON YOUR FAMILY!”
“I don’t care.” Tsukasa graced his demon with his words one last time. “This is for MYSELF.”
The void vanished in a brilliant explosion of white. Tsukasa never felt freer, as if the chains of his self-doubt had finally shattered, allowing him to freely soar once more. He gasped as he felt hands grasping his own, his vision returning to see…something he wasn’t expecting.
Nagisa held one of his hands.
Madara held the other.
And each of the older men was holding the other’s free hand.
~*~
Then, they all returned to consciousness. Quite painfully, too.
Nagisa clutched his eye with one hand and curled up so fiercely he rolled onto his side, hissing in pain. Madara grunted, clutching his abdomen in agony, trying to roll onto his hands and knees in a bid to stand up. Tsukasa ended up rolling completely over, burrowing his face into his forearms and the floor as he groaned. “Ugh…That was the WORST…”
“Oh my God! Are you okay!?” Tomoya panicked as he tried to help lift Tsukasa up so he wouldn’t attempt to suffocate himself.
“Mikejima-senpai!” Tetora and Hinata rushed over to the taller idol, each kneeling on either side of him and trying to get the other to sit up so they could inspect him to see what was wrong.
Madara groaned lowly. “Ugh…0 out of 10 experience…would not recommend…”
“Nagisa-kun,” Eichi was the first to try to pull Nagisa up off the floor.
“Ran-kun?” Rei gently laid a hand over Nagisa’s hand that was clutching his eye. “Let us look…”
“First of all…” Nagisa grunted, refusing to remove his hand even after Rei attempted to pry it away. “…How long were we out?”
“A few hours at moST,” Natsume dryly responded, though his brow was furrowed and he bit a corner of his lip, watching on intently with fidgety fingers.
“Ugh…Feels like longer…” Nagisa groaned.
“Nagi-senpai!”
“Jun?” Nagisa perked up immediately, stumbling to a stand as Eichi and Rei scrambled to support him. “Jun! Where are you?”
“Look through the call monitor, specifically Hibiki-senpai’s camera.”
Nagisa staggered a bit, using his other hand not gripping his eye to hang on to the table, peering at the monitors. When he finally found Jun, he let out one small exhale, then immediately went into God Mode. “Jun, where have you been!?”
Jun recoiled. “Sheesh! I thought I got an earful from Ohii-san!”
“Jun.”
“It’s not like I purposefully disappeared! How was I supposed to know a tear in the Veil would appear right there and transport me to the Ainu spirit realm!?”
Nagisa crossed one arm over his chest, removing his hand holding his eye after another second, and finding it wasn’t hurting nearly as much anymore. He still glared at the screen. “So why haven’t you contacted us until now?”
“Okay, first of all, we contacted all of you while you were knocked out! Not my fault! Second! I didn’t exactly have a choice, considering I didn’t know how to do that! And third!” Jun trailed off, shock in his eyes. “…Uh…”
“Third?” Nagisa sternly asked.
“Um…Nagi-senpai…your…eye…”
“What about it?”
“Oh…” Shu recoiled slightly, eyes wide.
Natsume simply stated with equally wide eyes, “I hope that’s not permanENT.”
Nagisa seemed to have finally snapped out of his sternness. “…What’s wrong with it?”
Rei and Eichi finally saw the eye, recoiling and beside themselves with concern. The vampiric idol finally responded. “It seems…you now have heterochromia.”
Nagisa slowly looked around the room at the other idols in silence. Hinata picked up on what Nagisa was trying to ask. “Like Kagehira-senpai’s eyes.”
“…Ah…How different?”
Everyone was quiet, no doubt thinking about how to break it to the other. Eichi eventually hesitated an answer. “…Kind of…pearlescent?”
For some reason, Eichi seemed to look towards Shu for clarification on what he just said. Shu’s brow twitched at the stare, but he focused on the task at hand. “More or less…It’s white with black lining the edge of the iris, and then streaked with rainbow colors.”
“I-It looks good on you, though!” Tomoya gave a shaky thumbs-up.
“EH!?” Tetora practically fell backwards on his rear. “Mikejima-senpai!?”
“What?” Madara struggled to stand, the pain having subsided.
“Your eye, too!”
“…Hah?”
“…Oh, yes. Madara-kun, your eye must look like mine.” Nagisa tilted his head. “…Hm, so that’s what mine looks like.”
“You’re unusually calm about this…” Madara shook his head.
“Considering we did just go through worse…”
“Yeah, fair point.”
“…How are you two feeling fine enough to banter?” Tsukasa groaned, relying on Tomoya to help him stand up.
“Uh…Suou?” Tomoya was taken aback. “Um…Your eye is doing that thing, too.”
“…Eh?”
Oki stood up and stretched like a lazy cat. “Don’t worry. It’s not permanent…probably.”
“…PROBABLY!?” Nagisa, Madara, and Tsukasa shouted.
Madara sighed, “You know, we do make part of our living with our faces! I don’t think an eyepatch exactly fits Knights' aesthetics…Eden might be able to swing something.”
“Seems fitting for you,” Nagisa shrugged.
Kanata could be heard saying, “It does fit a ‘rogue’ like yourself.”
“Wow! The betrayal!” Madara faked his astonishment.
Oki let out a full-bellied series of laughs. “I was just joking!”
“WHY WOULD YOU JOKE ABOUT THAT!?” Tsukasa, Madara, and Nagisa screeched.
“Just teasing!~” Oki opened his eyes to reveal that one of his took on that pearlescent color. “It’s a temporary mark. Should go away in a few minutes.”
“Uh, actually,” Tetora pointed at Madara’s eye, “It’s gone now…”
“Okay, so…now what?” Tsukasa shrugged his hands.
“That was Phase 1. Phase 2 is actually training you.”
“Excuse me?” Hinata raised a finger. “How do you plan on doing that? Also, I know they’d get your powers, but how would that help us if they are stuck in here?”
“I have an idea, though I do need to feel out a few things.”
It was then that Kim-Un-Kamuy finally spoke up, his red gem glowing faintly. “Ooh, boy! What did I miss?”
Makoto did a double-take at the gem. “Wh-ABOUT TIME YOU SPOKE UP!”
“Sorry, I had a psycho bitch harassing me!”
“…A what?” Poro-nitne grew deathly serious.
“I don’t know! Some lady has been trying to absorb me!”
“…Kim-Un-Kamuy…That is a Primordial God,” Poro-nitne slowly enunciated. “That is extremely bad news. Do not get anywhere close to it.”
“Oh, yeah! Because I have SO MUCH ROOM in this gem!”
“I mean, I didn’t feel it was constrictin’,” Repun shrugged.
Chikap sighed with a pointed insult, “Maybe if thou paid some attention to brain over brawn, then it wouldn’t be as tight a fit.”
“I’m the deity of mountains, bears, and STRENGTH!”
“The point still stands.”
Keito groaned, “Can any of you get along for more than 5 minutes!?”
“We have our moments,” Repun shrugged.
Keito continued on his aggravated triad. “I’m starting to think the shadows have better cooperation skills than the good kamuy! The one thing that seems to be different is that at least you don’t have a one-track mind like them!”
“How dare thou compare us to mere shadows!?”
“Well, you’re just as easy to distract! All it took was two runners to distract that Raptor-Shadow!”
“Raptor-Shadow?” All of the gods and Oki asked in confused wonder.
“Question!” If they could see Repun, they would have seen him rock back in his cross-legged sitting position with a hand in the air. “What is a raptor?”
Poro-nitne cocked his head slightly. “I can confirm that no shadow like that exists. Pray, tell what you are referring to?”
“Fushimi and Saegusa were attacked by one yesterday down in the basement!”
“Again, what is a raptor?” Repun asked again.
Keito sighed in aggravation. “Saegusa, please tell me you can pull up a video feed of that creature.”
Wordlessly, Ibara eventually found the Raptor-Shadow through the cameras, where it was curious about a trash can, got its head stuck inside the trash can, then proceeded to shake its head around until the can was dislodged, along with its contents all over the floor. Ibara was less than amused. “…The janitors are going to have so many questions…”
Chikap recoiled at the sight of the shadow. “What foul beast is that!? Did Kenas-Unarpe find a new form for her pets to take?”
Poro-nitne was visibly pale, eyes wide. “…No…There’s never been a shadow like that before…”
“Let me take a solid guess,” Kunnecup interrupted. “Is there something else off about it, like, let’s say, black goo leaking from it?”
On the camera feed, the Raptor-Shadow attempted to swallow a piece of plastic wrapping, causing it to painfully regurgitate it along with some yellow-green blood and black goo. Ibara gestured to the screen. “Is that a sufficient answer?”
“I don’t know. I can’t see.”
“How do you not see!?”
Jun sighed, “Ibara, put it this way. We are seeing you through a portal that is directly with FINE, and we then see a small laptop screen that is split between multiple cameras. Trying to see the video feed is like having us stare at a sticky note from across the room, and ya asked us to discern what it says. We can’t see SHIT!”
“No need to get snarky, Jun! And for your information, yes, it threw up black goo along with yellow-green blood.”
“Well, the blood color is normal. It’s what all Kunne bleed,” Kunnecup didn’t catch Poro-nitne’s quiet look of confused shock as he looked down at his own hand and the dried blood that was certainly not the same yellow-green color. “That black goo is telling, however.”
“You mean that Saber-Shadow from before?” Kina-sut asked, leaning over the stone table.
“There was another…?” Tomoya shook beside Tsukasa.
Jun clarified, “Well, more like we saw how it…formed…”
“Formed?” Poro-nitne’s poker face had a certain edge to it. “Exactly how?”
“Well…it was a Tiger-Shadow at first. Then, it started throwing up the black goo, and…then it started changing. Like painfully against its will.”
Irura added, “And the eyes glowed orange, instead.”
Everyone grew silent, the tension becoming so thick it could have formed a thick, sticky layer on everything it touched. Eichi tapped the table with one of the pens in an unsteady, nervous rhythm. “…So…Obviously, that Primordial God in particular must be causing these…transformations.”
“More like corruption,” Poro-nitne corrected.
“Anyone wanna impart some wisdom on how this could be possible?” Repun asked. “Didn’t we just surmise tha’ this Primordial has ta’ be more or less attached ta Pauchi-Kamuy via ta’ gem an’ brief spirit highways outside his body?”
“Aside from that,” Chikap resumed, “Those are Kenas-Unarpe-Kamuy’s pets. How a Primordial exerts its influence over what is hers is beyond current comprehension.”
“Not necessarily.” Oki had a glint to his eye, like the gears in his head began to turn at an accelerating pace. “Poro-nitne-Kamuy, what is the nature of Kenas-Unarpe-Kamuy’s involvement in this plot?”
“She has more or less made an agreement with Pauchi-Kamuy to let him use her pets at his discretion in this crusade of his, as the goal of it lines up with her interests.”
Shu rolled his eyes. “How does an agreement mean anything? It’s not like it’s a binding contract.”
“…But it is.” Nagisa’s eyes lit up. “…The Ainu don’t have a writing system…so that means words hold far more power on their own.”
“To an extent, yes,” Oki nodded, “However, words are meaningless without proper action. That is what the Ainu believe.”
Nagisa muttered absentmindedly, “That’s why the Amagis always take promises so seriously…”
“Therefore,” Tsukasa’s eyes lit up just like Nagisa’s, “What Kenas-Unarpe-Kamuy did was a binding CONTRACT, at least by Ainu standards.”
Madara then figured out where this was all leading. “Thus, those shadows of hers fall under Pauchi-Kamuy, and that Primordial’s influence by extension.”
“O-Okay,” Tomoya asked, “But why are only a few going through this? Why not all of them?”
“Uh! Guys!?”
“Kaoru-kun? What’s wrong?” Rei stiffened slightly, eyes trained on UNDEAD’s camera.
“Something BIG is outside the practice room. C-Could someone…check what that is?” Eichi noticed Rei’s fingers curl against the table slightly as he witnessed all three of his unit-mates jump as something massive and loud echoed through the tightly soundproofed walls.
Ibara scanned the cameras, eyes widening, and the blue orbs becoming frozen like ice. He deftly shared what the camera saw, a true horror show to behold. It looked like a shadowy rendition of a red-crowned crane, but…something was wrong. It began writhing, shaking its head around, and fluttering its wings in a panic as it began hacking up yellow-green blood and black goo. It crumpled to the ground in agony, but the beginning proved to be the calm before the storm. It wailed as its legs elongated beyond normal, growing in thickness until it changed from those graceful, slender legs to something far more powerful and built for speed. The claws it used to grip the muddy ground of marshes became longer and thicker, becoming both deadly weapons and great for gaining traction while sprinting. The wings actually shrank, becoming more vestigial as the body grew in size. The neck thickened and elongated, the whole creature now towering in size compared to what it used to be. The beak went from being narrow to something shorter but far, far broader with a sharp hook at the tip, no doubt capable of such a high biting force that it could probably decapitate or dismember a human with a mere bite. It stood silently, other than the thuds of its claws and feet digging into the ground. When it raised its head, the eyes glowed orange, and it let out a piercing screech that could rupture eardrums and kill a person merely from fright.
While most of everyone was frozen in fright, Poro-nitne held a hand to his ear as if there was an odd ringing. He turned away for a moment, looking elsewhere and muttering something that the idols couldn’t make out. When he turned back to them, there was something haunting settling on his features. “…I’ve just received word from the Assistant that Kenas-Unarpe is…more or less filing a complaint about what is going on with her shadows. She says…she has been unable to sense several of her pets anymore.”
“Sense? Like…” Hinata trailed off uneasily.
“As in she can’t sense that they’re…alive anymore. She noted she has lost two tigers and one crane, but there seems to be more.”
The tension grew even higher, starting to smother them all. Eichi muttered, “That explains why it won’t corrupt all of them at once.”
Irura added, “The one thing that is consistent with these corruptions is that they don’t stray far from their original species. That, and it seems these creatures are solely under its control once they are corrupted.”
Oki lowly laughed, more of a hum than a full laugh, drawing attention to him. “I think I know how to get those three out, then.”
Eichi’s fine brow rose skeptically. “Care to enlighten?”
“First of all, enlighten me on whether we know why these Primordials haven’t left the gems yet.”
Natsume calmly explained, “We know that these Primordials need to regain power to reconstruct themselVES, the Orange Primordial is puppeteering Pauchi-Kamuy until it can form itself on its OWN, and that Fenrir has a SEL attached to Pauchi-Kamuy specifically to siphon more power to the orange GEM. And they’re not above attacking gods still inside the gems if Yushkep-Kamuy and Kim-Un-Kamuy are anything to go BY.”
Oki lowly hummed in amusement again. “Very well. That’s enough to confirm my suspicions.”
“Oki, care to explain rather than be cryptic?” Kunnecup sighed.
“Geez, Dad. I thought you would have caught on by now.”
“Dad?” The leaders questioned aloud.
Madara shrugged, “Oh, yeah. He was adopted by Kunnecup-Kamuy and Tokapcup-Kamuy after a… fiasco happened between his biological parents.”
“…How did you know that?” Oki looked on in both perplexity and suspicion.
“Uh, a memory of yours flashed shortly after I defeated my demon. Like I was seeing it as if I was in your shoes.”
“Same here…” Nagisa and Tsukasa muttered.
Oki remained silent. Madara asked, “I’m taking it that wasn’t supposed to happen?”
“I certainly didn’t send those.”
It was the moon god’s turn to chuckle. “Seems you forgot what resonance can do, Oki. If a potential Holder binds exceptionally well, memory leaks can occur.”
“Seriously?” Jun asked.
“Indeed. Had we done ours using Oki’s process, no doubt you and I would have experienced something like that.”
“So, if I’m understanding correctly, that means there are three ways to do that whole contract business: ours, which was the slower, but tried-and-true process, the more direct but dangerous option, and whatever Oki did?”
“Precisely. Though Oki’s process can serve a second purpose.”
“Excuse me,” Kanata raised a hand, “What do you mean by the ‘dangerous’ option?”
“Basically, the way most of the gods seem to have done so far, which does cut to the chase, but, if the chosen human isn’t a good enough match…well, quite unfortunate things can occur.”
Kanata and Wataru had a reasonable crash-out. “WE COULD HAVE DIED!?”
“Hey, hey!” Repun huffed, “In Chiki and I’s defense, we did wait an’ listen in fer a bit on our chosen Holders ta see if they would be good candidates! We didn’t just do it all willy-nilly!”
“Given the circumstances, it was highly inconceivable to follow the traditional rules and regulations,” Chikap huffed.
“An’ that’s sayin’ somethin’ comin’ from Bird-Man.”
“DOST THOU NEED TO USE THESE ATROCIOUS NICKNAMES AT ALL TIMES!?”
“Eh, it’d get borin’ usin’ ta’ same ones over an’ over again.”
“…Understandable,” Oki remarked. “Can relate.”
“Relate how!?” Oki’s holders sighed.
“Let’s be honest, back in the pantheon’s heyday, the spirit realm was far more active. Nowadays…it gets dull very quickly. Even in the heydays, I would get bored and pop down to the human realm from time to time, taking on new identities and traveling the world learning as much as I could.”
“That’s why you were so hard to find…” Kunnecup hung his head, shaking in mild dismay.
“On the bright side, I know how to wield nearly every weapon humanity has invented, along with several martial arts. Which, in this situation, is going to prove quite beneficial.”
“So, how did you end up here?” Keito asked, arms crossed over his chest and a finger tapping in patient agitation. “Was it yet another case of your boredom?”
“Eh, more or less. Technically, I was curious about Japan’s modern activities, so I kinda kept bouncing around from Hokkaido down to Tokyo, mostly as a bouncer for various nightclubs, with the occasional stint as a bartender here and there. At some point, I heard about this thing called an ‘idol’ and got curious as to what that was. So, I applied as a bodyguard.”
Keito’s eye twitched harshly. “So…What made you choose ES specifically?”
“ES was the first company to give my resume approval. Simple as that.”
Madara practically drilled his fingers into his temples. “So, you got here because of boredom, curiosity, and pure chance!?”
“Precisely.”
Hinata groaned, “Since Crazy:B isn’t here to say it, I might as well! I can’t tell if we are blessed with a stroke of good luck, or ES’s luck as of late is just one giant roulette wheel!”
“I understand this hasn’t been easy on anyone, but at least progress is being made.”
Shu lost it. “Easy!? Last I checked, the vast majority of us haven’t slept in over 24 hours and are running off of pure stress and adrenaline! We’ve been banging against a brick wall this whole time, so forgive us if we don’t rejoice over this tiny piece of brick that has fallen from our efforts!”
Jun sighed, somehow reigning in the last shreds of civil conversation. “Look, can we please get back on topic? Specifically, two things. First, what was meant by the process Oki used had a dual purpose? And, please, can we be concise and direct in this conversation with minimal side tangents?”
Poro-nitne answered, “That’s essentially what Kando-koro was mentioning about Amagi Hiiro and Hasinaw-uk-Kamuy.”
“Correct,” Kunnecup added, “That ritual he was talking about is the exact same process that Oki used for his Holders. Instead of establishing a contract, it would primarily be to reduce the levels of insanity and darkness to then restore the existing contract to full capacity.”
“So, Amagi-kun would be doing the same thing as they did?”
“Exactly, though how his demon will manifest will differ. It’s never the same way between individuals.”
“Great…” Madara, Nagisa, and Tsukasa hoped Hiiro would have an easier time than they did.
“Okay. Secondly, Oki. PLEASE, tell it straight what the plan is that you’re conjuring.”
“I would…but the element of shock and surprise is going to be fundamental. It would be best to NOT share too many details in order to make it look convincing. All I will say is that it will involve…a bait and switch tactic. Now, I DO need to train those three at some point. So, if you see one of them doze off on occasion, don’t wake them up.”
“Oh, joy, we’re going to be narcoleptic like the Sakumas,” Madara uttered.
Rei’s brows pinched together, and he expertly threw one of the pens at Madara, hitting him square in the forehead. “OW!”
“Can’t believe I’m saying this, but, Anija! Hit him for me, too!”
Rei threw a second pen, nailing Madara in the back of the head as he had turned away to rub his sore forehead. “OW! Why are you two such meanies!?”
Oki hummed in thought. “Hmm…I would need to hide myself, too, for the sake of this plan…”
Shu hissed, “Do we even know if this gamble of yours is going to pay off or even work!?”
“Sometimes, a thoughtful, steady approach is best. Other times, we have no choice but to throw caution to the wind and take a gamble.” Oki then returned to thinking. “Hmm…Perhaps I could stay in this room…”
“Uh, that’s the bathroom,” Yuta deadpanned as he and the others in his room watched Oki wander into said room. “We need to be able to use the toilet, and I doubt any of us want to risk leaving the safety of this dorm to take a leak.”
“Not a worry. I can sit in that basin.”
“You mean the bathtub?” Yuta gently smacked his forehead.
“Precisely. You can draw that sheet across, and it will be like I’m not there, freeing the rest of the room for your use.”
“You mean the shower curtain!?”
“To be fair, Yuta-kun,” Mika sighed, “Pretendin’ to not see or know of a man behind the shower curtain is probably the normalest thing we’ve done so far…”
Sora remarks, “If it helps, Sora read one of Kazehaya-nii-senpai’s visions involved a man meditating in a bathtub! Even his notes in the margins were…quite confused, to say the least…”
Nazuna grimaced as he tried to sit up from his position lying on Makoto’s bed, his shin aching even after it was bandaged and tourniqueted. “Kagehira’s right. Not like there’s anywhere else for him to be. And of course, that vision would be weird without context. Not like it’s that less weird with context…”
“…Moon god,” Poro-nitne spoke up, “I have a request. Could your team investigate the potential of Fenrir agents watching the participants in-universe?”
“Why so?”
“It’s one thing to have a plan against the Primordials, but they aren’t the only enemy in this two-front war. If what Tokapcup-Kamuy mentioned about the agents is correct, then it only makes sense that Fenrir has eyes or ears inside ES and in the universes. Considering part of the problem with the Primordials involves that SEL made by Fenrir, it would be better to know their movements and plans so we can counter them while we progress in the war with the Primordials, specifically to take the SEL out of the equation.”
“That would be logical…”
“I’m not suggesting attacking them. If what we’ve heard is true, then any agent from Fenrir is going to be a tough opponent, much less the Arcana Agents. It’s more intelligence gathering and reconnaissance.”
Jun noticed Nagisa biting his lower lip intently. “…Nagi-senpai, I’ll be fine. I promise.”
“…Don’t do anything stupid, Jun…”
~*~
Earlier…
A blizzard was blowing in the mountains, forcing the three Kunne wolves inside Pauchi’s cave to shelter from the worst of it. As Pauchi continued to see images in the water, which looked like he was just staring at the puddle in absentminded thought, Kenas-Unarpe hissed to the crow, “Pst…Kid…I know you can hear me.”
Kaname tilted his head comically to the side, nearly 90 degrees, as he stared at the wolf with needles for fangs. Kenas-Unarpe’s eyes darted toward Pakoro, who was busy loudly gnawing on a bone. She hisses back at the crow, “Look…Have you noticed Pauchi-Kamuy…that he’s not all there…right?”
Kaname tilted his head the other way, his beady eyes narrowing partially in suspicion. What was she getting at? Was she trying to get him in trouble?
The needle-fanged wolf cast her gaze towards the still, shadowy wolf that was larger than herself. “Oh, come on, don’t tilt your head like that…I’ve known Pauchi-Kamuy for millennia; while others wouldn’t really care one way or the other…Pauchi-Kamuy isn’t keen on killing children. So…that thing with the wolf pups a while ago…”
Kaname felt a shiver unconsciously run through him, involuntarily fluffing his feathers. How could he forget the wolf pups being slaughtered and dumped in a cold, shallow ravine not far from here? They didn’t have a use since Pauchi found the true vessel for this “Wolfbane”, but still.
“You see what I mean?” Kenas-Unarpe quietly whispered, noticing the way Kaname became unnerved. “He keeps sending me away to either work with Wolfbane or train the Balkar whenever I have a question…so, I’m asking you this. Can you contact Poro-nitne?”
Kaname paused a long while, judging this Kunne before him. He leaned down to her ear and let out an almost imperceptible caw with a nod. Kenas-Unarpe hissed, “Ask him if he can look into the disappearances of some of my pets on my behalf. There are quite a few that I’m no longer able to sense, and I don’t think those humans are responsible for it. Just recently, two tigers and a crane disappeared. See what he can dig up, won’t ya?”
Kaname’s beady eyes narrowed in suspicious curiosity. Shadows didn’t just disappear, even when they had to go through the Willow-Soul River after “dying”. Kenas-Unarpe was the counter of Hasinaw, so her senses were just as sharp as the huntress goddess. If even she can’t sense them, then something was seriously wrong. He nods once and hops away to a more private corner of the cave, using the same lesson Pauchi taught him to reach out for Poro-nitne’s mind.
“Poro-nitne…Poro-nitne?”
“…Hah? How are you-”
“Uh, well, took a leap of logic in what Pauchi taught me to reach into minds. Figured it would work for gods, too. A-Anyway! Kenas-Unarpe wants you to look into the disappearances of some of her shadows. There are others, but she specifically mentioned two tigers and a crane.”
“Blasted Sight!” Pauchi snarled at the puddle. “Show me something useful!”
Kaname immediately cut off the connection, fearing that Pauchi might somehow know what he was doing. Pauchi then began chanting under his breath, calling upon Wolfbane to lend his power to see into the water more, specifically to find the human child. Something must have worked, because Pauchi’s eyes lit up conspiratorially. “Kaname…come. Look.”
Kaname knew the Helpers shouldn’t be able to see what the wielders of the Sight see in the water, but Pauchi did have a way to circumvent that whenever he wanted Kaname to know something, so he hopped over as commanded. The water swirled until it showed a wide valley filled with wolves at one end, some patrolling and others sharpening their teeth and claws on sticks and stones. “The rebels…Though I already know where they are…after all, Tsinga always talked about the verse as if it had already happened. Everything is unfolding just as the verse has foretold, whether the rebels think they are ‘free’ or not.”
Kaname nodded once. Those rowan trees lining the valley pointed to only one place: the infamous Valley of Kosov. The same place where the legend of Wolfbane began, where he first spat his curse and his promise to the flying scavengers. Pauchi then snickered darkly, starting to sound mad. “They think they are fighting for their freedom and their pack boundaries, but their efforts will only prove they were unknowingly serving the legend, those hypocrites. For Wolfbane is there, too…Slavka, leader of the rebels. He is ALWAYS there…Go ahead and bring the free wolves together in that valley. Bring them to their tomb as they serve as carrion for Wolfbane’s feast…”
The vision shifted further down the valley, showing a human encampment littered with tents, horses, and glinting metal of shields and swords. Then, it shifted once more, showing a red wolf and a grey wolf among the rebels that made Kaname hold his breath upon recognition. Pauchi’s smile turned into a menacing sneer. “Ah, and Amagi Rinne and Shiina Niki are finally there…took them long enough. And the humans…It’s time to move.”
The vision disappeared in a flurry of ripples. Kaname reared back suddenly as the shadowy wolf turned and began to nearly float out of the cave. Kaname cawed back, “Wh-What about the child and the citadel? D-Don’t we still need them?”
“All in due time. But right now, we must aid the legend in unfolding. Besides, the true power and the vision won’t come until the Searchers have been summoned, and once they have…the blood of Man and the wolf will blend in the morning dew.”
Kaname’s eyes widened in horror, thin legs quivering and talons digging against the stone. Pauchi paid no heed to the turmoil the crow was internally suffering from. “Kenas, Pakoro, speed up the Balkar’s training tenfold, then move out to the slopes of Kosov. We have a legend to help speed along.”
Ending Theme: Rasen – jon-YAKITORI ft. Ado
English Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVld7njUsOc
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