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Infinity Train: The Firefly Funhouse Car

Summary:

[Prequel to Infinity Train: Seeker of Crocus]

Chloe Cerise is struggling to become the great Chloe of the Vermillion she has in her mind. A brave, fearless hero who rallies the train to fight off the darkness that is the Apex. To boost her confidence, her partners decide that she needs to appear on live TV to get the hang of presenting herself as the heroine in her head.

Unfortunately, they have to make a little detour at a place known as the Friendship Asylum Car, along with an eerie figure who calls himself Uncle Howdy.
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Written in memory of Windham Rotunda

Chapter 1: Anatomy of Melancholy

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As most readers of my Infinity Train stories know, wrestling is a part of my life. Not a huge one, but I can't help but sprinkle in references to wrestling most people wouldn't pay attention to. I find it comforting that one of my thumbprints when I have Paul London bring up references to some of the insane storylines that come about.

So it has saddened me from the bottom of my heart that one of my inspirations for the past few years, Windham Lawrence Rotunda, aka Bray Wyatt, passed away on August 24th, 2023.  It was bad enough the wrestling world lost Terry Funk, age 79, the day before. But Bray's passing was even more devastating . Age 36, showing echoes of Eddie Guerrero in 2005 when I was at an all girl's school in the Philippines at age 13 and I learned bits and pieces of wrestling from a friend who loved Rey Mysterio more than anything. And just like Eddie Guerrero, Bray brought about a wave of change in the world of wrestling with his promos and theatrical presentation in the form of WWE's version of "Don't Hug Me, I'm Scared!" -- The Firefly Funhouse.

I still remember the day when I first learned of the promo, where Bray appears wearing a Mr. Rogers inspired sweater and how he drove a chainsaw to a standee based off of his Deep South cult leader gimmick as leader of the Wyatt Family. I was always into morbid stuff and Bray was a talented wrestler who can really make you question what was happening next. There were many ups and downs (Randy Orton Haunted House Match, looking at you), but I was always intrigued to find out just what was coming up next. The subtle hints that something was very wrong with this place, a fog of doom where the herald carried a lantern that attracted us, the fireflies. I still remember when I learned of the Wrestlemania 36 "Firefly Funhouse Match", which was more of a short film in which John Cena's career as a wrestler was viscerally deconstructed akin to an episode of "Black Mirror". Or, as another person said, it was if Cena entered his own personal Silent Hill, and he ended up being conquered by his own fears come to life.

It hurts me even as I write this out, this story I wanted to create as a tribute to Windham Rotunda and also wanting to expand on the Crocus world just a little, a prequel that takes place weeks before Augustine would meet up with Calem's Vivillon and enter the Infinity Train, that focuses on what would be her first personal Silent Hill. If Twisted Lab was this to Augustine, then Chloe's visit to the Firefly Funhouse will be hers.

(And coincidentally, there is a type of  Crocus variation called "Firefly". Take that as you will)

I am not an expert on all things Bray Wyatt and what I do with the characters is an interpretation of how it goes down. Other inspirations come from many  Silent Hill OSTS (2 and 3, specifically) and a short film called "La Noria". It depicts the monsters we create and fear should not be our enemies. Perhaps, they are our guides to deal with the grief, anger, and pain we cannot let go. 

And so, I hope I can light a way with this story, and perhaps shine a light through my own fog of grief.

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Infinity Train: Seeker of Crocus Prequel

The Firefly Funhouse Car

by Green Phantom Queen

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In Memoriam

Windham Lawrence Rotunda

(1986 - 2023)

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Chapter 1 - Anatomy of Melancholy

Sunsets at the Canals of Fondue Car are always the most beautiful on the Infinity Train.

At twilight, street musicians and performers arrive with their instruments. Violins, flutes, juggling clubs, swords. Whatever their fellow denizens, and passengers, want to see, they give.  At the town square, children and lovers dip graham crackers, pretzel sticks, and berries into a fountain filled with dark chocolate. The last of the goat-fish gondoliers carry their passengers across the three main canals of melted cheese.

Mingling in the air is the smell of tomatoes topping pasta dishes, along with burnt sugar from the only shop which sells a strange confection called "malasadas".  Many kitchens hiss and sizzle with stoves boiling water for pasta, while other kitchens are filled with the smell of garlic and the tears from slicing onions.

This is all background noise for a single girl with red hair flowing down her shoulders, draped in a white tunic with blue sea-life around the collar and waist of the dress. Protecting her from the cold is a large crimson cloak with a wolf-like hood draping her sylph-like frame.  She stands at the edge of a bridge, the hood covering her face as she stares at a message on her phone.

Chloe, the message reads. It's been almost two months now. Are you still there? It's me, Goh. I need to know where you are and if I can find you.

Chloe looks at the message, hearing the desperation in the sender's voice. That same desperation was in her messages long ago, but the receiver of the messages never showed any concern for her then. Always busy with what matters to him the most to see how angry and frustrated she was with her own life. No matter how many times she requested he come to see her, he always delayed it, always promised to never do it again, always broke those promises like a bratty kid gleefully knocks down a sandcastle without remorse.

She put so much faith in Goh. Praying he would actually be a friend for once and understand her problems, but she's not Penelope. She's not waiting for her beloved husband to return home due to several delays from his own hubris and his soldiers' incompetence. She doesn't have the determination or patience to deal with so many students harassing her, telling her that she and Goh are completely incompatible. That the only way to bridge the gap is if she arrived in patchwork Mew pajamas and asked Goh to chase her. 

That Goh would never care for all she did because she's not a Pokémon or someone who is interested in them like always is.

"Where were you when I'm all alone at school? When our classmates keep telling me to be like my father? When I'm so close to giving up on everything? Where were you?! WHERE WERE YOU?!"

"I'm off chasing my dreams, which is something YOU CLEARLY LACK!"

Chloe never felt so betrayed in her life. Her friend clearly saw his dreams as more important to her troubles, more important than her fears of being laughed at and told she was stupid for tackling a Ghost as an opening move. For ever believing that she could see the Alola League Champion in the eye and be a formidable threat. When she asked Goh, begged of him, to notice how scared she was, alone she was, and she just wanted him to focus on her instead of Mew (because if it's not about Mew, it's not his problem). 

But no, it was always about him going forward with his dream and to have it in the palm of his hands. And Chloe will never be part of his dreams.

The memory of Goh pointing at her, declaring his superiority to a girl constantly told to be like her father, a Professor's daughter, nearly makes her throw her phone into the canal below. Instead, she clenches her right hand into a fist, fire burning in her tourmaline eyes as she looked down at the draft of the email she plans to send him.

Dear Goh,

I'm sorry if I've been so preoccupied with chasing my dreams to respond to you. In truth, every time I got one of your messages of you begging me to call back, I would stare at it for a time and think, "It's courteous to respond as soon as possible, but I'm quite busy with a certain challenge. But I promise to text him later."

If any of those words sound familiar to you, then I'd like you to look at your message logs from me from the past few months and see if you can see a recurring pattern between you and I.

As for where I am, I'm far away from Vermillion City, from that stupid school, from that dumb Institute, and from you. I won't explain where I'm at, but it's...it's a paradise. It's everything I wanted in a place where there are no Pokémon, no homework, and no one with high expectations to be like Professor Cerise. Instead, there's -- 

Chloe stops her pointer finger, finger wavering on the keys. The message she wrote in her mind, where she could finally let loose everything she's suppressed for the sake of not getting expelled after an incident with a paint can or seen as a crazy person.  The unfairness she isn't allowed to do what she wants, but Goh's allowed to skip out on school because of his job. His dream.  How she wishes he can never board the Train so he can pull her away from the world which has opened itself to her, and how he is on the Train so she can beat him to death with her donut holer as she finally had the strength to make him listen. To make him understand

To make. him. beg.

Why were we even friends in the first place? Chloe thinks to herself. You don't do love or friends. You don't care for homework or boring things like drawings or books that don't have pictures in them. You don't even care about how much I wait for you. As soon as I figure out what I want to say, I'm done. I'm not gonna let him occupy my mind when I have more important tasks to consider. Live your life. I'll live mine.

With a sigh, Chloe walks away from the bridge, just as two individuals approach her. A corgi with goldenrod colored fur and a silver crown topped with a red dome, and a silver-haired man made of hundreds of paper, adorned in a white suit.

"Atticus. Lexi." Chloe begins, lowering her head. She can always count on her denizen partners, no, friends, to give her comfort. "Guess the alone time wasn't enough."

"You're still trying to how to talk to that 'friend' of yours?" asks Lexi, staring at the phone in Chloe's hands.

"Yeah; might as well respond to his 151 messages texting me to come back to him," Chloe chuckles before she mutters under her breath, "Where I'll go back to the boring old Institute and know exactly how my days will play out, but even worse."

"Are you sure you're not just...exaggerating? Even a little?" asks Atticus.

Chloe pauses. She knows that Atticus has experience with a similar passenger and how he has been a wise and kind ruler of numerous corgis. "Okay, maybe it wasn't all that bad. I get snacks and juice that won't be stolen or thrown into the trash. I can get a bit of fresh air in the park without people calling me slow. I can even cook some food for myself when Mr. Mime's not in the kitchen. And I don't have anyone making snide remarks on my art and work...but that's nothing compared to me unable to go outside and do things I want. I don't have friends who share my interests. I don't have a family who shows concern about my problems...I feel totally alone, and ready to just..."

"You could have all these opportunities if you asked," Lexi interrupts. the wind lightly fluttering the papers on his face. In the fading light, Chloe can see the paper that forms his right cheek shows a black and white illustration of their previous adventure. When she, Chloe Cerise, or rather Chloe of the Vermillion, entered an ancient temple and confronted a large stone head with glowing red eyes. The Hidden Temple Car, where Chloe obtained a luxurious red cloak that would grant her pyrokinesis, and she, Atticus and Lexi -- the Red Lotus Trio -- would truly become the shining force that the Train needed to stop the Apex. "If you told Goh that what you need from is important, I'm sure he'd drop everything and come to you in a heartbeat. And, to be honest, throwing a plate of curry at one's face just to get your point across probably wasn't your smartest idea."

Chloe wordlessly hands Lexi her phone, which displays numerous text messages between her and Goh. Lexi begins scrolling, a hopeful smile on his face.

cherri_witch: Goh, for the last time you need to come to the Institute so we can get this homework assignment finished. Dad and I can't leave for home until you return. Mom's making Spaghetti Napolitan for dinner.

Lets_Goh: Homework will always come and go. But how long will I have to wait for another Sandshrew to appear?

cherri_witch: Another week maybe? Goh, this assignment is for an important part of our grade! The only reason we're paired together is because everyone else doesn't want to partner with any of us.

cherri_witch: I'm not covering for you this time. I can't fill in your sheets for you or Miss April is going to learn I'm plagiarizing! 

Lets_Goh: ....

Lets_Goh: ...Okay, fine. You win. I'll be there in ten.

cherri_witch: Thank you, Goh.

Lexi then noticed a few more messages...and his expression slowly morphs into disappointment.

cherri_witch: Goh, it's been more than twenty minutes. Where in the name of the Goetias are you?

Lets_Goh: Shoot, Chloe I'm so sorry but Ash has a Coronation battle I can't miss out on! 

cherri_witch: GOH!!!!! 😡

Lets_Goh: I promise this won't happen again. I super duper promise!

cherri_witch: ....Fine. Dad and I can wait another half-hour or so. I'll just tell mom that we'll be home late.

Lets_Goh: Thanks Chloe! You're the best! 😊

Lexi's body trembles at those two sentences. At Goh's cheerful ignorance. He shakes his head.  "Now hold on, maybe that was just one time. One time doesn't mean all the time!"

"Go up." Chloe answers flatly.

Lexi scrolls upwards, seeing the same old song and dance. Chloe would remind Goh to arrive for such and such, and Goh would dismiss her requests. No matter how many times she warned him, he never gets it. Never wants to get it. All he cares about his is own pleasure.

cherri_witch: Goh, why aren't you here? Didn't you say you would arrive before dad's big opening of the Institute?

Lets_Goh: But I already set up a tent and everything by the pier! Lugia is going to come any minute. I just gotta see it.

cherri_witch: And what exactly are you going to do when Lugia arrives?

Lets_Goh: Simple! I'm going to get evidence for your dad so I can be officially hired as his research fellow.

cherri_witch: Video evidence, right? 

cherri_witch: Okay, just be safe. Please don't do anything reckless, okay?

And then....

cherri_witch: YOU JUMPED ONTO THE BACK OF A LUGIA?!

Lets_Goh: How else was I going to get the best video evidence out there?

cherri_witch: By NOT risking your life for a Pokémon and recording from where you were standing? Taking photos of Lugia battling trainers from the sidelines? Are you crazy?! 

Lets_Goh: Like you would know what people would do to have the future in the palm of their hands. You don't understand what it means to chase a dream.

cherri_witch: I understand that what you did was absolutely reckless. Didn't you hear me when I told you to be safe?

Lets_Goh: I made sure to climb onto Lugia's back without problems and held onto them even when we dove underwater. Don't worry!

cherri_witch: Don't worry? What do you mean by DON'T WORRY?!

Lets_Goh: Well, I'm alive, aren't I? Made it back safe and sound and even got our homework done. You should be glad!

cherri_witch: That's not the point!

cherri_witch:  What if you ended up drowning? Or broke your skull? What would your parents and grandmother think? What would it take for you to understand how much I worry about you?

Lets_Goh: Well, you don't have to do that anymore. I've got a new friend to do that for me!

cherri_witch: ...What?

Lets_Goh: Well, I gotta go to bed. See you in the morning!

Lexi pauses at the line of Chloe not having to worry about her friend, ready to throw the phone into the canal and resisting the urge to appear in Chloe's homeworld to strangle Goh in rage. No matter how many times she's asked of him, Goh doesn't get the hint to turn back and consider her feelings!

Goh doesn't care for Chloe's patience for him, Goh doesn't care she's the only person who shows concern for him. And how does he pay her back when she's in need of help? By telling her she's inferior to him. Never an apology, never a promise to not do it again, always thinking about himself!

"That son of a..." Lexi shakes his head. "Why is he that stubborn?"

There has to be something he's missing. He knows from his father that he shouldn't judge books by covers. Like the one time he dismissed a book of "Supernatural" cures...only to learn that the full title was Super Naturals, boasting that there were "Natural cures that are super". 

"It's like the old saying, 'You can lead a Rapidash to water, but you can't make him drink,'" Chloe admits. "And truthfully, I think he's pulling off as many excuses as he can to not be with me because he doesn't like me. " She grips her hair. '"My hair is a fugly shade of red that makes people afraid to be burned from the touch. I'm as thin as a Cacturne. Even though I can swing a bat, I'll always be passed over for a Cubone.'"

"Is that what people really say about you?" Atticus asks.

Chloe bobs her head as the three head toward the hotel they would be staying at. Shadow of Memories it calls itself. The 'o' is represented by a bright red crystal. "And I think that Goh thinks that about me too. I'm not a boy who loves Pokémon. I'm not a battler who knows what type of moves work best against the opponent. I don't like Pokémon like he does...if I was everything I'm currently not, then Goh would notice me and I wouldn't feel so alone. I'd be happy for once."

"I like you the way you are,! Lexi proclaims. "Your creative mind for the macabre, your cooking skills, the graceful feet that spin and twirl around when we waltzed during your Unbirthday celebration, your patience when it comes to giving me a change of face...why throw that away for someone who will never see that side of you? That's not being genuine."

"Because no one likes this side of me back where I come from!" Chloe answers. "No one sees the me that I wish to be. Everyone keeps saying to 'Be yourself'. To find something I love....but I can't be myself if no one notices or cares for me as I am, but only what they want me to be. I can't love myself if I have no one to keep me afloat. Not even my supposed 'friend' wants me to be happy, but rather someone like him."

"But do you really need Goh's approval to be happy?" Atticus inquires.

Chloe pauses, an icy shard clutching her heart. Atticus nods.

"From the looks of it, you're basing your character on what others want out of you...and what others want out of you is to make you a puppet to their own desires, some that they don't even realize. However, for everything Goh has said to you, he's not like the classmates who purposefully hurt you. Maybe he said something wrong and he deserves to be called out for his slip of the tongue, but he never laughs at you, he never physically hurts you, and he never would want to see you in this state."

"But...those words did hurt me. Him saying how he 'doesn't need' the homework hurts me. He doesn't care how I wait for him, how I worry for him. Jumping onto the back of a Lugia and disregarding his safety is more important than anything related to me! Everything Goh does hurts me! And if I lash out at him being late, I'll be in so much trouble after what happened with the paint can. Or he'll whine and complain at how I'm nothing but a killjoy who..."

Chloe says nothing more as she thought of the consequences of losing her cool again. Expulsion. It was clear as day when she and Sara were sent into the principal's office, both of them covered in red paint, Sara sporting a black eye, and the two looking away from one another. The principal made it clear because Chloe was the victim and retaliating in self-defense from Sara's actions, she got off with a three-day suspension while her bullies would get an entire week. But if she let that anger loose one more time...

She would want nothing more than to get out of that school, but she couldn't disappoint her parents with one of her tantrums. After all, she's the daughter of a Pokémon Professor. She has to showcase her father's good name. If people found out Professor Aldrich Cerise had a daughter who blows her top off over minor inconveniences, then she would be labeled as nothing more than a failure. Her parents were already struggling to pay for her tuition, an illustrator's salary can only go so far, and being expelled would mean her life is ruined. And besides, it's not like her parents cared enough about her problems. All they do is either tell her to stay in the Institute or to take it slow, don't rush it.

Chloe shakes her head. "Besides, what's his homework in the grand scheme of things? What are my feelings worth compared to his dream? I can't go back home if I don't have a dream, or if I don't fit his expectations of a friend...I might as well end my life as nothing special and not important."

"Do you need a dream right now?" Lexi questions.

"If it'll make people accept me..." Chloe lets the sentence trail off as she stares at a marble statue off into the distance. There, two deer and a jackalope place numerous bouquets of orange lilies at the base of the statue, depicting a teenage boy who poses with his right hand over his left eye and the left hand across his right hip. By his side is a large bipedal lupine creature with a black sickle jutting from his back. There is a plaque which depicts the subject's name. Gladion Montblanc, Knight of the Orange Lily.

He is a former passenger. But he is also a Pokémon trainer from her world, where he fought against Ash Ketchum so Ash could become the Alola League Champion whom everyone worships. And no matter what she accomplishes, her abilities will never hold a candle to him proudly holding a trophy and declaring he's Champion of the World. And everyone at school, and at that damned Institute, will never let her forget it.

Chloe places her head in her hands. "I can't go back until I prove to everyone I'm not stupid or pathetic or a coward or a loser...unless I have a dream like Goh demands of me, then I don't want to see or talk to him. And that's why I'm fighting the Apex. Call it selfish, but if I can prove to Goh that I'm just as brave as he is, then he'll have to eat a curry made out of all the homework assignments I've stopped giving him."

"That...might be a bit extreme," Atticus brings up.

"Well, that's how Goh lives. Exploring the world for whatever he wants to throw a Poké ball at. If only he showed all that enthusiasm for me..."

Lexi hums before his eyes light up and he rummages for a sheet of paper on his stomach. "You know, I think you've got it all wrong. What you need isn't a dream, it's a bit of confidence. And I think I know the best way to do that."

He pulls a paper out of his head and grins. The paper shows numerous books watching television where a vaudeville singer addresses the audience. "Back in Azada, there used to be an old TV show that I loved to watch with all of the younger books. The Uncle Howee Show! There was a fun piano-playing host with his friend Loomis the rabbit who loved to entertain us with their fun games, songs, and their lessons. And the best part is he is fully aware of his audience!"

"You mean like the girl with the purple backpack and the grey Aipom with rain boots who the audience 'pretends' to interact with?" Chloe questions. She liked the show when she was younger, learning a few words in...Galarian, was it? But she moved on from the Explorer to more interesting stories of kids catching ghosts and ooky spooky delights. When she was nine and learned of the Phantom Investigators, she begged her mom to make her look like the leader and be dressed in green. Green coat, boots, gloves, and glittery green mask.

"No, he's actually aware that there are people looking into this show!" Lexi corrects Chloe. "But that's beside the point. Maybe if you started doing more presentations about yourself, you'll start forgetting your fears and find something to help you prepare against the Apex. The Apex won't believe you're a menace unless you have actual proof."

Chloe winced. "Is this really necessary?"

"You've already performed for an audience. Remember the Plush Penguin Car where you narrated your tale of the boy and the sunken cathedral?"

"T-that's different!" Chloe blushes, recalling how she read from her Book of Lost Pages, where she wrote down her future stories to be compiled in her 'omnibus' --  a fancy word she remembered seeing in some of the manga at the school's library. "Reading a story is different than performing as a character on live TV! If I mess up, then I'll..."

"You'll feel embarrassed for a while, and that's normal. Everyone goes through an embarrassing phase when they get out of their comfort zones."

"I'll die of embarrassment if I mess up!" Chloe drops to her knees, hands on her face. "If I mess up, no one is going to make me forget it. I'll never be able to make them change their minds! Even if I do make a performance, what's to say someone comes up and tries to ruin it by -- "

"Chloe, calm down!" Atticus barks. He walks to Chloe and presses his head on her lap. "Breathe Chloe. Breathe."

Chloe inhales deeply, counts to five, then exhales. She does it once more for good measure. Atticus continues when he can see Chloe not about to panic.

"No one is going to hurt you like you think it will," Atticus reassures her. "You learn more from trying than thinking of it being perfect. No one is perfect in their first go. You probably weren't that skilled in writing or art like you were now. And it's better to present yourself, flaws and all, rather than putting up a facade of perfection yet never taking stage."

"B...but..." Chloe remembered how much struggle it took to secretly ask her English teacher to submit a story she wrote to a kid's horror magazine. The idea of it being shown to her classmates, only for them to destroy it by turning it into confetti and telling her that no one wants to hear about her garbage story, nearly made her want to run off to the school's rooftop. That they would say that she's sick for writing stuff like this. That only "normal people" are allowed to write about "normal things". And there was no point to show this to anyone at the Institute. Too busy with their work to care about her. Heck Goh can't even read ten pages of a 200 page book without whining at how boring it is!

"If nothing else, we won't laugh at you," Lexi says calmly. "All you have to do is try. No one outside of the Train, especially your haters, will ever know of your faults or mistakes. It'll be our little secret."

Chloe blinks back her tears. "You promise?"

"I promise," Lexi answers with a graceful bow. Low enough so Chloe can look at the illustrations of a cemetery in a city known as Bizenghast, and another of a forest with doors shaped like images of holidays on his face. "It would go against my ethics as future Prince of Azada to not take my promises seriously. Especially if the promises are said by a beautiful maiden with flowing red hair."

"And I, Atticus, King of Corginia, will never let a friend down." Atticus vows, paw over his heart.

Chloe smiles a little. If it weren't for these two, her adventure on the Train would be even more harrowing. Atticus's wisdom and soft fur kept her grounded. Lexi's shapeshifting abilities and his praise for her abilities kept her safe. She wouldn't become the great Chloe of the Vermillion without them...or at least, she hopes that she'll eventually be seen as the great Chloe of the Vermillion with just enough of a push.

"Thank you, both of you," she says, hugging Lexi and giving Atticus a good ear scratch. "I have no idea what I'd do if you weren't here to keep me calm."

"Well, you probably wouldn't have fought off the Erlking, go penguin sledding, made the Angel of Death submit, or even get us out of a bind in Goblin Jail." Lexi brings up. "I can't believe re-enacting a cheesy Infinity soap opera was our key out of there." 

Chloe laughs as she stands up. That's right. These adventures, these experiences were hers. Only she can conquer them, it has to be her who conquers them.

"Well," she said. "That's enough tears for one day. Let's get something to eat. Do we want pizza or pasta or -- "

"I wouldn't mind a chunk out of that osso bucco," Attics points out. "It's not often that the King of Corginia can sink his teeth into some ox-tail."

"I'm more into something light, like an antipasto," Lexi suggests. "What do you want, Chloe?"

"Surprise me." Chloe smiles. "Just as long as I'm in the presence of good friends, I'd even order a simple plate of spaghetti and meatballs!"

The three share a laugh as they walked towards the nearest restaurant, another day on the Train done, and another one on the horizon.

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Seven-year-old Chloe is ready to play jump rope in the school yard. Before she can choose a jump rope for herself, she turns to see Goh standing in front of a concerned teacher. She can't hear what the teacher is saying, but she can see Goh's expression clear as day.

It's a broken one.

As soon as the teacher left, Chloe approached him. "Is something wrong, Goh?"

"N-nothing is wrong," Goh answers, hastily wiping the tears out of his eyes. "I'm fine."

Chloe frowns, yet she stays there. "You're not fine, I can tell."

"S-so?" Goh mutters, turning away. "It's not like you can help me."

"I can't help you if I don't know what's going on." Chloe remarked, hands on her hips. "Now come on...what happened at Azalea Town? You've been like this since you returned home. You didn't want to play games, or watch movies, or even eat curry."

"It's none of your business." Goh answered.

"Goh..."

"I said, it's none of your business!" Goh snapped, loud enough for many students to stop talking, stop playing games, and turn to him. "Never ask me about what happened in Ilex Forest ever again!"

"But Goh..."

"And promise that you won't abandon me!"

"I..."

"I SAID PROMISE ME, CHLOE!!!!" Goh roars.

Chloe stepped back. "Goh, I...I..."

Goh took three steps back, lip quivering. Suddenly, he burst into tears loud enough to disturb the Pidgeys sleeping in the trees.  "You hate me! I knew it! You don't wanna be my friend, do you?!"

"Goh, that's not..."

"Shut up! I don't wanna talk to you anymore if you won't be my friend!"

"I didn't say th--Goh, stop! Where are you going?"

Chloe raced towards the school's Pokémon playground, trying to pretend she couldn't hear the teachers and other students questioning what was going on or telling her to stop. Her lungs were burning, so were her legs. They needed rest. But she needed Goh.

She ran as fast as she could, even when the path towards the Pokémon playground warped into dark woods with sneering faces. Nevertheless, she persisted.

Then, she fell. There was a hole in the earth where there wasn't before, swallowing her alive like a Gulpin devours anything in sight. Her father once told her that they could eat car tires without discomfort. This was because of the acid in their stomachs quickly dige...dig...they could eat anything without getting stomach aches, her father explained.

The fall was unexpected, but she felt as light as a feather as she plummeted into the abyss. Still, she cried out one word even as the boy with black hair grew further and further away.

"GOH!!!!!!"

Chapter 2: Analysis of Rage

Summary:

A morning talk in which priorities are set straight and a sliver of hope is on the horizon.

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Chapter 2 - Analysis of Rage

Chloe wakes up to the sound of her phone's alarm clock, eyes wide in shock. She hasn't thought about that day for the longest of times. When she reached out for Goh only for her efforts to be in vain...the pain within his heart unable to tell her what he was feeling...making her promise to never abandon him. A promise she has kept until she left for the Train.

But she was tired of waiting, fulfilling promises to a boy who never look back to her. Like she was a toy soldier who only had one leg to be thrown into the furnace for one reason or another.

Chloe gripped the bedsheets as she sat up and looked at the small hotel room, dressed in a set of black pajamas with golden wings on the back of the top. Unlike the room in the Crayon Room where creativity was allowed -- she loved spending time turning the wall into a black forest with children wearing Bunnleby ears entering the unknown under a twilight sky -- the wallpaper depicted a dark forest where fireflies danced and glowed about. The fireflies even glow in the dark when the lights were off. Very clever and more creative then the old glow-in-the-dark stars stuck on the ceiling of her bedroom back home.

Home. A place that she hasn't thought of in a while. A room where she mostly stayed to do homework or to change clothes. Not some place that she would call a safe haven, if "safe" was only in her dreams where there were no bullies, no apathetic teachers, and no 'friend' to leave her no matter how hard she begged him to stay for once. She wasn't anything special to him, or to anyone back at Vermillion City. If she was, she wouldn't feel this ache in her heart or the voices screaming in her mind telling her that her destiny was to be invisible compared to the people more deserving to be noticed in her world.

The lovers, the dreamers, the Pokemon fanatics.

Chloe picks up her phone to shut the alarm off and to look at the time and date. And of course, there are all the text messages from her "Friend". Ugh.

Only after she's disappeared on her adventure does he start an endless stream of texts asking her if she was okay. How ironic. As if to say everything between them could instantly be forgiven like a message in the sand washed away by the tide. She's let Goh walk over her for too long. He didn't need her then, and she doesn't need him now.

She wastes little time swiping the notifications away before she feels Atticus stir from his sleep. It's odd to see him without the Crown of Corginia topping his head.

"Are you okay, Chloe?" Atticus asks, opening his mouth to yawn. 

"I...I just had a bad dream." Chloe answers, setting her phone down.

"Is that why your face is wet all of a sudden?" Lexi asks, unfolding himself from a cat to a human boy in the time it takes Atticus to yawn.

Chloe blinks and notices the tears in her eyes, even touching her face to notice that they just came now. Why would a dream about Goh make her want to cry? She's supposed to be a new Chloe, one who doesn't wait around Goh like she's a loyal pet. Unable to withstand the thought of losing him. She cried in the past, but now the only thing she wants to feel is relief when she tells him "See you later".

She takes a tissue from a nearby box and wipes her eyes. "Whatever I dreamed about doesn't matter at this point. I mean, it's not like the Train takes dreams into account, right?"

Atticus and Lexi stare at her when they hear the sound of her number changing. Chloe looks at her right hand. A twitch forms in her eye when she sees the number has gone up by 1. 117.

"Just tell us," Lexi sighs. "You know that we've told you about our fears and nightmares. Me afraid that I never escaped my prison in the earth and Atticus fearing that Aloysius is dead. So come on, explain. You always love sharing stories, and a nightmare is a type of story in the end."

"...fine," Chloe says, drawing her knees to her chest. "I dreamed, no, I think the better term is that I remembered I was seven-years-old again, playing at school. I see Goh and he's...he's sad inside, unable to talk to a teacher as to why he's crying. I approach him, ask him what's going on because he's been acting weird after he returned from a trip. Unfortunately, he never opens up to me. He screams at my face to promise me to never bring it up again and to be friends with him. I'm paralyzed with fear, unable to say anything. After all, what do I say to a reaction like that?"

"And how does he react?"

Chloe winces, the memory/dream fresh in her mind. "He runs away from me, screaming that I'm a liar and that he hates me, tears in his eyes. I chase after him and I fall like Alice. Then, I'm opening my eyes."

Lexi nods his head. "Falling usually means anxiety, feeling like things or out of control, or inadequacy."

Chloe frowns. "Thank you for accurately reciting what's wrong with me right now, Lexi."

"But there is something you should be paying attention to," Atticus notes. "Goh runs away and never speaks his mind, demanding that you do something for him."

"And?"

"Isn't that what you're doing right now? Running away and not speaking up about what's on your mind?"

Chloe freezes. "Atticus, that's..."

But Atticus continues. "Please understand that what Goh did to you was insensitive, but that's only because he was an irascible, irrational, and stubborn child. He didn't know any better, and so he said the first thing out of his mind to escape the pain. It's been three years since that happened, hasn't it? If you decide to ask him about the incident now, I'm sure he'll be able to tell the truth and clarify everything."

Chloe looks at Atticus like she's about to crumble. The truth. That's all she wanted to hear for so long. What could be so horrifying that it would break Goh like that? What was so traumatic that Goh asked to have her never abandon him?

Chloe inhales. "I want to know, I just want to know why Goh doesn't want to be friends with me anymore. I'm so tired of feeling like I'm nothing to him. I want nothing more to grab him by the hood of his stupid jacket and just -- "

"Stop. right. there," Lexi interrupts, finger on Chloe's lips. Chloe watches Lexi lower his hand and briefly sees that the back of the hand consists of one of the first adventures the trio had. One where they helped a ghostly director find inspiration for a short film. Last she heard, it was in the editing process. "For all you tell me not to get revenge on 'those two' through a tsunami of paper cuts, I am not letting you fall into that same hole for your friend. Just answer this question. Does Goh deserve any punishment you can think of for the sole crime of not speaking up more or how he mixes up his words?"

Chloe pauses as her eyes drift to her precious donut holer. Cheshire, like the Purrloin. How many baddies has this pipe defeated? How many scrapes has she survived thanks to this rusty pipe from a watery blob with a big smile on his face? 

Then she drifts back to how she wielded a paint can as a weapon, slamming it into that stupid face of her bully over how she ruined the best day of her life, all out of utter jealousy. Wanting one moment, just one moment, of utter catharsis for everything she's had to go through. What's the point of taking the high road when you end up all alone and miserable?

Lexi places a hand on her left shoulder. "You're hurt, and you have every right to be mad at what he's done to you. But you've spent weeks away from him building strength through ever car you've conquered, had enough time to gather your thoughts, and expand your horizons. After all of this, does he still deserve to have his head bashed in with your donut holer?"

Chloe pauses as she visits that fantasy in her mind. Instead of Sara who she choked out for having the audacity to ruin her life, it's Goh backstage as she's screaming at his face to apologize, just apologize, and never send him another half-hearted text unless he freaking means it this time!

But just as she's about to unleash the killing blow, the concerto, she pauses. Goh is apologizing, reaching out and placing a hand on her cheek, uttering those two words with tears in his eyes. 

In the real world, Chloe feels the tears in her eyes once more, her body shaken to the core. For everything that Goh did, she...she can't do it. She doesn't want him dead! All she wants is this ache in her heart to go away, for the sadness and despair to be yanked out of her soul and incinerated with her cloak. To not feel like she is stepping on a minefield where every step is going to blow up in her face. All she wants is her friend back.

"Well?" Atticus asks patiently.

"I...I...Of course not!" Chloe presses her fists to her hands. She shivers as the tears continue to fall. "I want it pounded into his thick skull at what he's done, what he's said...but I don't want him dead. I just want him to stay with me for once, not do something so reckless that causes me to worry for him every single time he races out the door with that Champion friend of his. For just one single day, there's no school, no Pokemon, just us! But...but I'm afraid of expressing all of that to him. I'm afraid that he hates me for who I am, afraid that the hope I've built up for him will be instantly shattered like my bullies dumping me with red paint after the happiest moment of my life. I'm so terrified of trying to reconnect if he's going to trample on my feelings again and again like my feelings don't matter. That's all he does..."

"Maybe things will be different this time around," Atticus says, optimistic. "I know you want your friend back, but do you want to be Goh's only friend? He deserves to be friends with other people, just like you're given the chance to become friends with us. People can have different types of friends, and that's okay. Just because he hurt you doesn't mean you should give it back to him tenfold. He's not doing this intentionally. And you know what they say, 'An eye for an eye shall leave everyone blind.'"

Chloe looks at Atticus. "You speaking from experience?"

"I am. I could've gotten my revenge on the Conductor for everything she did to my fellow kinsmen and endangering Tulip, but I decided to let it go. My journey was solely to end the Shadow Monster's reign. Nothing more and nothing less."

Chloe frowns as she recalled something they discussed back in Corginia. "But you're not forgiving the Conductor, are you?"

"That's...different," Atticus admits, head down. "Amelia was in mourning, and what she has gone through is painful, but she still hurt Tulip just because she could move on and Amelia couldn't. She also shot me in the face just to spite Tulip and make her miserable, unable to move on. I can forgive the shooting in the face, I can never forgive someone who hurts my companions."

"Then how is your situation with Amelia and Lexi's personal vengeance against Grace and Simon any different from mine?" Chloe asks. "I can't easily forgive Goh unless he pays for it."

"Because unlike Amelia and the Apex, Goh isn't doing this out of malice," Atticus answered. "Amelia didn't care for who she hurt in her thirty year rampage, and Grace and Simon would've torn any other book to shreds when Titus wasn't looking. But Goh just didn't know; he didn't have the knowledge or awareness to recognize what he's been doing wrong."

"And isn't he paying it right now with all those texts he's been sending you?" Lexi inquires. "He must be spending every waking moment trying to find your whereabouts. At least you knew where he was going thanks to your father, but he doesn't have the same reassurance about you. Plus, ever since the Infinet has been up, sending messages and phone calls are as simple as a push of a button." Lexi raises an eyebrow. "What did Goh text you this time?"

Chloe pauses as she goes to her phone, briefly staring at her lock screen of a collection of pumpkins before going to the latest text message Goh left her.

Lets_Goh: Chloe, I just returned from Ilex Forest. There's...there's something I have to tell you. Please message me as soon as possible. Are you okay?

Ilex Forest? The forest by Azalea Town? The same town in which Goh forced her to shut her mouth to never bring up ever again? This was either sheer coincidence or the work of a miracle...

"You see?" says Atticus, wagging his tail. "Your friend wants to tell you the truth! That's a huge step!"

"It...it is..." Chloe whispers. "Still, I'm...I don't know if I'm ready to talk to him yet."

"Send him a message that you're busy but you'll get back to him," Lexi suggests. "Once we get your confidence back, you'll be able to talk to him head on and learn the truth. And when you learn the truth, will it make you happy?"

"...I hope so." Chloe answers honestly. She smiles and wraps her friends in a hug. "I'm feeling much better now. Thanks for this talk; it's the best one we had in ages."

Lexi beams; he loves it when Chloe smiles and wraps him in a hug. It reminds him that he's still here, not buried alive. "That's what friends are for. Supporting each other even if they have to be direct about it."

"Speaking of which," Atticus notes. "Staying in bed isn't going to get us anywhere. We need to have brunch then check out. Those other cars are just waiting for you to see what's in store!"

Chloe smiles a little, briefly staring at her Train log next to her cloak and backpack. A spare notebook with a swarm of Vivillons flying around the full moon for a cover. For any future story she wished to work on, now chronicling her adventures across the Train. The ups and downs, what her number looks like in the morning and at night, sketches of herself, Lexi, Atticus, her donut holer as well. Another adventure awaited her today, another Car (or three) to chronicle. Another experience for herself. The previous entry details the three entering the Mystic Mine Car, where the rocky denizens mine for crystals to sell to the rest of the Train or to make them into fancy amulets. Others were devoured like candy.

"But before we do anything," Lexi taps on Chloe's phone. "One message. Don't lead him on."

Chloe inhales as her thumb wavers on a key. "Does it have to be a long one?"

Lexi raises an eyebrow. Chloe smiles.

"I'm joking. I know just what to say."

She sends her quick text then stretches her arms. "Okay, enough moping in bed. Red Lotus Trio, let's get ourselves dressed up and ready to go!"

Chloe hops out of bed to head to the bathroom while Atticus joins her, fluffing up his fur. Lexi smiles before he picks up the phone to stare at Chloe's simple text.

cherri_witch: Just wait a little bit longer, Goh. I'm okay.

Chapter 3: Autobiography of a Cerise

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 3 - Autobiography of a Cerise

"I'm okay."

For the first time in weeks, Goh Fujihachi cries tears of joy. His friend is okay. Chloe is okay.

He had to keep his voice down to not wake his parents up when he saw the reply, screaming into a pillow as he got a response. Chloe is safe. She's not fighting for her life. She's not starving to death. She's not trapped in a ditch. Nearly every day when Ash, his parents, or grandmother weren't distracting him with a task or pulling him away from his computer, all he could think about was where Chloe disappeared off to. He knew that she wasn't a fighter, she didn't know anything about Pokemon battling, and Yamper was with him when he tried chasing after her. But for now, he knows that she's doing fine.

The only question is where is she now.

He spent three days searching for her, knowing that she vanished after being covered by a green light and leaving her flower hair scrunchie behind (which he kept in his pocket). He searched forums for disappearing cases, assuming that she met up with a stray Abra that teleported her to another part of the world. Or maybe she's traveled back in time after meeting Celebi...

At that thought, Goh frowned and picked up a piece of paper on his bedside table. A letter written for him, an apology for breaking a promise and not arriving on time. Left to him by a boy, a friend, whose heart was filled with so much regret that he wished Celebi would rewind time to let him make amends. A friend whom Goh spited for three years for seemingly "abandoning" him, believing that making friends with other humans would only end in heartache...only to find himself the idiot for not letting this grudge go for so long.

Tokio...Goh thinks as he places his thumb over the boy's name. I had no idea you felt that way all this time. I'm sorry for thinking you betrayed me...

As he sets the letter down, he closes his eyes, recalling a day burned into his mind. The day he encountered Chloe after he returned from Ilex Forest...

...

He was surrounded by his classmates during recess. If they weren't playing with each other, they were all happily chatting away and laughing. But Goh stood there, empty, unable to say a word.

"Goh? Is anything the matter?" A teacher asked. Goh doesn't remember her name or face. All he feels is an emotional barrier around his heart. The teacher still tries their best to reach out, but when Goh can't, she places a comforting hand on his shoulder. "It's okay if you can't say anything right now. Take as much time as you need to gather yourself."

As soon as she leaves to keep an eye on someone about to fall off of the Mankey bars, someone else appears. A girl with red hair in a braid. He's still in shock as the girl tries to get his attention, but then she asked him about what happened in Azalea Town and something snapped in his mind.

"It's none of your business." Goh answered, looking away, hands curled into fists.

Chloe blinked, reaching out to him. "Goh...I just..."

"I said, it's none of your business!" he roared, fury and tears in his blue eyes as he slapped the hand away. He balled his hands into fists once more while Chloe stood there. "Never ask me about what happened in Ilex Forest ever again!"

"But Goh..."

"And promise that you won't abandon me!"

"I..."

"I SAID PROMISE ME, CHLOE!!!!" Goh demanded.

Chloe paused as Goh was about to break down in tears again. Chloe didn't want to be friends with him, he knew it. He always knew it. He stepped back, ready to run away, but Chloe grabbed onto his hand.

"I promise to stay!" Chloe said, hugging him tight. Goh sniffled as she kept hugging him. "I'll stay. I won't abandon you, Goh."

...

But she did abandon him.

Even now, Goh can still remember the feeling of the curry on his face, the tears in Chloe's eyes before she ran off into the night, the panic in his mind as he tried to make amends, trying to correct himself. He didn't mean it like that; he never meant she was so inferior just because she wasn't him. He just wanted to get her to find a dream, honest!

But that didn't matter to Chloe, didn't matter to their classmates when they saw the video recording of her battle against "Alola Champion" Ash Ketchum. All they cared about was that Chloe was forever a loser, that Ash was always a champion, and not the fact that a classmate of theirs ran away from home never to be found.

"If you're her friend, why the hell are you asking us for information?" Yeardley asked him. "You should be the one with all the information about her!"

Damn it, Goh hates it when Yeardley of all people makes a point.

Goh begins scrolling through all of the texts Chloe gave him, feeling like someone struck him with Pin Missile as he goes up. He never knew how much he'd miss Chloe texts until she stopped replying to him. Why did Chloe have to text him anyhow? The two are in the Institute so they can have more time to chat.

Goh's train of thought stops when he sees the conversation he and Chloe had on the day he wanted to catch a Sandshrew but failed. How he wanted to see a battle with Ash instead of his homework. It was just one assignment out of many, ones he can make up with a test to boost his grades. Why was it that serious?

Then, he recalls something that her father requested of him when he finally arrived at the Institute.

...

"Professor, we finally made it!" Goh said, opening the door to the lab. "Sorry about the tardiness, but Ash's battle got super heated and -- "

Goh paused as he saw Chloe asleep by the side table, head in her arms while surrounded by homework assignments, notebooks, and pencils. Her assignments were already completed, but Goh's were tucked away in a plastic folder with a sticky note attached to it. Goh approached the plastic folder and scanned the sticky note.

"I finished my homework assignments. Finish yours before you go to bed. Thanks for making me wait for you."

Goh set the homework down. as he noticed the bags under Chloe's eyes. Has she been getting enough sleep lately? He knows that she takes her studies seriously, creating flashcards and walking around while memorizing math formulas and definitions. He also could tell by the two to three juice boxes and the candy bar wrappers that she had been hard at work trying to get the assignments complete while he was away.

"Hey Goh," said Ash, also entering the lab. "Is the Professor here?"

"No, but Chloe is sleeping," Goh whispered, pointing to see his friend snoring softly.

"Man," Ash said, seeing the homework laid out. "I'm amazed Chloe is able to understand all of this. Pikachu's the one who can do math better than I could."

"Pika." Pikachu agreed. Ash could do basic math, but ask him to multiple two digit numbers together and he's scratching his head over that.

"Oh, are you finally here?" asked Professor Cerise, entering the lab. "Er, listen...can we talk about something outside?"

Unsure why the Professor asked such a question, Ash and Goh followed the Professor outside of the lab and into the hall. Cerise sighed, eyes tired. "I didn't want to bring this up, but I think something is deeply troubling Chloe these days. She's not talking a lot, she mostly keeps to herself, and she got really upset when she told me how you weren't coming back earlier than expected."

"But isn't that standard behavior for her?" Ash noted. He always saw her sitting on the sofa, reading a book, listening to music on her phone, writing something, drawing something...

Cerise shook his head. "I wish I could say that, but I have this gut feeling that something bad happened to her and I just don't know how to reach out to her. Ever since I let her stay in the Institute after school, it seems like she's growing further and further away. I thought she was getting better after she and Yamper bonded to shoo Gengar away. But now..."

"You want us to get her to open up?" Goh asked. "But that's impossible! Every time we ask her to join us for an expedition, she turns us down!"

"Then you need to find a different way to reach out to her," Cerise stated. "Do something that's not Pokemon related, cook something for her, get into what she likes. Just..." Cerise sighed. "I'm worried for her. I'm afraid that if I don't figure out what's wrong with her now, she'll disappear and never want to see me again."

"I'm sure it's nothing that dangerous," Goh said, flippant as usual. "What's the worst that can happen?"

...

Goh now realizes how foolish he's been to think that Chloe would just stay at the Institute.

But to be fair, what are the chances that on the day he and Ash decide to make a curry festival that Chloe made her unexpected request to battle Ash? How was he supposed to know that his classmates challenged her to fight Ash? And how did he miss not knowing Ash was a Champion?!

Those questions didn't matter now. All Goh can do is now is wait for Chloe to talk to him tonight so he can finally, finally, discover where she disappeared to. And maybe, just maybe, he can finally explain what he was afraid to tell her all this time.

I won't make the same mistake I made with Tokio. he vows. This time, I'll tell the truth and we'll be friends again. I just know it.

-----

Chloe thinks of what lies in the next car as she showers, scrubbing away sweat and dirt on her skin with lavender scented soap. Atticus himself takes the bathtub at the corner, where Lexi helps scrubs his majesty nice and clean with shampoo specifically provided by the hotel made just for canines. As Chloe lathers more soap onto her shoulders, she absent-mindedly touches her left shoulder blade. A lot of pain is placed on this shoulder, along with plenty of pressure. 

But no more. She never wants to deal with anything associated with school or her old life in Vermillion City ever again.

After drying up, blow drying her hair -- even while on a magical Train, there wasn't a cure for how messy her hair can get --  and getting dressed, being careful to pull the zipper of her dress all the way up and making sure the Cloak of Marchosias is draped over her body to keep her warm, the Red Lotus Trio head to a nearby restaurant -- Mouse and Cheese -- for their brunch. The sign for the restaurant is a plate of macaroni and cheese, with an adorable grey mouse buried under the macaroni with a fork in their paw.

"This looks like a cute place to have a bite to eat," Chloe says, looking at the glass display proudly showing off waxy displays of the restaurant's dishes. Aside from the traditional spaghetti and meatballs, carbonara, and pesto, she also can see puttanesca, Spaghetti aglio e olio, and even Pasta e faglioli. "Pasta dishes are my favorite! It's so different compared to always eating rice at home. After all, pasta comes in all different shapes and sizes. Rice always looks the same no matter what you put on top of it."

"Hmm, what's this?" asks Lexi, looking at the menu with interest. Particularly at the special for the day written in a red marker with yellow squiggly borders. "'Cerise's Cheesy Surprise'. Comes with Diabolo Mentho, bruschetta, and meatballs. Dessert options include panna cotta, three cannolis, or tiramisu." Lexi blinks. "Wow, Chloe. I had no idea that your fight with the Angel of Death made you a celebrity overnight."

"I know that me standing up to Zack just before he cut my head off was surprising, but I don't think I'm that popular," Chloses muses. "If I can't get a statue like the Lily Knight and all. Do I have to fight off a giant mechanical beast to get one of those built?"

The door opens and the Trio turn to see a grey mouse waitress looking at them in shock. "Oh!" she gasps, dressed in green with short auburn hair. Her ID reads "Nicky". "Are you talking about your grandfather, Chloe of the Vermillion?"

Chloe blinks. "Er, excuse me?"

"I mean, that is why you're here right? To learn of your grandfather's stories?" Nicky asks.

"...excuse me?" Chloe repeats.

"Oh, sorry," Nicky giggles and lightly bops her head while playfully sticking her tongue out. "I think you should come inside and see for yourself. "And I assume you all want the Cerise Cheesy Surprise then? It's perfect for a party of four!"

"Well, we hope to have a party of four in the future," Chloe admits. "But three's a crowd as it is."

The three enter the restaurant and find it to look similar to the other restaurants in the area. Olive green walls, a kitchen garden, the smell of tomatoes, basil, and melted cheese in the air. Chloe is immediately drawn to a large portrait of a man with his face obscured with shadows, his hand underneath a captivating smile that carries a single light reflecting the lens of his glasses, revealing a peridot eye. Chloe remembers the term of the contrasting light and darkness in her art class. Chiaroscuro.

"This can't be right," she notes, rubbing her eyes. "He looks just like my dad. But I would've been told about an ancestor who traveled on the Train a long time ago."

"Maybe it's another family with the surname of Cerise with a man who looks like your father?" Lexi suggests. "Just who is this person?"

"Oh, that would be Alec Cerise, the Demon Researcher!" Nicky explains, popping up from behind the trio. "He entered the Train a long time ago with a little turtle friend of his and was said to be quite the traveler. He was always looking to write and had numerous journal entries of his observations, yet ironically he sucked at word puzzles."

"I find it hard to believe someone who can write for hours on end can get stumped with word puzzles." Atticus notes.

"Oh, he really sucked at those," A mouse with long black hair and a violet attire brings up. Appropriately, her name tag says her name is "Violet". "Hangman, crossword puzzles, word search, anagrams. He was more into things that needed numbers like sudoku or nonograms."

"Nonograms?" Atticus repeats.

"Oh, they're a fun sort of puzzle," A mouse with blue-black hair in a long braid answers, wearing orange. Her name is "Paulina". "You get a grid as small as 5x5 but as big as 30x30, and you have to fill the right amount of squares per row and column to finish the puzzle. Some nonogram books make the grids become pictures or be segments of one giant image!" She pushes Chloe closer to the image. "See something interesting about the image?"

Chloe blinks as she peers closer, noting how the image doesn't look painted. Rather, it's like a bunch of colored squares were used, like a mosaic, or a large embroidery project. "Wait, this entire image is a collection of nonogram squares?"

"Yep! At least it's nonograms instead of sudoku! Oh the horror of those."

Chloe blanches. "Ugh, anything but those! Does it take that long to put numbers in a grid?!"

"He found them to be quite soothing," Violet says. "Typically you can leave once you finish one game of sudoku. Alec wanted to go through five. His partner was forced to sleep in the next car over, and the next car was the Disco Reaper Car!"

"Oh, I heard that place serves giant Choc-Nut bars!" Nicky squees. "Imagine a crumbly choco-peanut mixture to share for movie night!"

"As much as I'm interested in someone coincidentally having the Cerise surname, can we place our order?" Atticus questions.

"Oh right," Nicky giggles as she pulls out a waitress pad and pen from her pocket. "The Cerise Cheesy Surprise will be fine, right? Anything else?"

"Oh, can we have this Panzanella salad as well?" Lexi asks, pointing to an image of a bowl of tomatoes and bread mixed with cucumbers. "Not every day you eat a salad consisting of day-old bread."

"Coming right up!" Nicky cheers as she, Violet, and Pamela prepare to make the order. Chloe, Lexi, and Atticus continue staring at the image of Alec Cerise, waiting for him to wink at them and reveal a secret for a blood relative of his to obtain.

"Demon Researcher..." Chloe mutters as she looks down at her cloak. "Does this mean he's met up with actual demons on the Train?"

"Father has mentioned that there are denizens on the Train that are said to be all powerful, all knowing," Lexi brings up. "And this is a Train full of infinite possibilities."

"Infinite possibilities..." Chloe mutters, hand over her heart. She wishes to be that girl, infinite, endless, not railroaded towards a certain way of living or being.

Atticus leans close to the plaque under the nonogram photo. "Chloe, I think you might wanna take a look at this."

Chloe approaches the plaque. "Alec Cerise, Demon Researcher. 'I'll always light the way if you let me in.'"  She hums in thought. "Is it some sort of hint to a secret he's holding? Because if that's the case..."

Chloe raises a hand up and a ball of flame dances on her palm. She looks at the portrait straight in the eye as she mimics the image. "You see anything?"

"Nope," Lexi answers. "The picture is the same."

Chloe pouts and lowers her hand, the flame fizzling out. "Darn, thought I could find some sort of secret if I imitated him. That's how it usually works in games and stories. There's something about him that I want to know..."

"But I thought you wanted to get away from your family name and forge your own path," Lexi notes.

"True, but something has been bugging me ever since I got the cloak," Chloe replies. "How exactly did Olmec know what artifact to give me? And Marchosias is one of the demons in the Ars Goetia. In fact, don't you guys find it weird that the cloak is specifically named after a demon and a god?"

"Maybe the name is for added flair?"

Chloe shook her head as she pulls out something from her backpack. Treasures from the Hidden Temple. "Take a look at all of the artifacts Olmec boasted in his Temple. Notice the pattern they have?"

Lexi picks up the book and begins to skim through the pages. Each treasure comes with an image and the story behind them. "'The Diary of Dr. Livingstone (I Presume)', 'Keys to the Alhambra', 'The Trojan Horseshoe', 'Mysterious Manuscript of Mary Shelley' (really want a read of that), 'Oracle Bowl of Delphi', 'Useless Map (to the Road to El Dorado) of the Chibcha Chieftan', a Pharaoh's metal beard, a lion-headed bracelet and a lion-slashed jacket, a golden goblet, a golden spider web, a golden cricket cage, a golden pepperoni..."

"Chloe is right. None of those artifacts are related to demons or deities, nor have a name associated with two beings at once." Atticus notes.

"Actually it says here that Olmec carries the Broken Trident of Poseidon," Lexi interrupts. He shows the book to reveal what looks like the fragment of a blue-green trident.

Atticus pouts. "Okay, with the exception of Poseidon, the treasures are mostly related to some sort of legendary human or location." The King of Corginia approaches the cloak and sniffs it. His fur bristles. "And the cloak itself looks in good condition for something that should be stuck in the Temple for hundreds of years. Which means..."

"Either Olmec has a secret stash of treasures he's never told anyone like a secret menu of food items at a fast-food place, or he's been keeping this for me because of how I'm somehow connected to a Demon Researcher," Chloe concludes. "How did he know exactly what suited me? Better yet, he seemed to dodge the question about whether he's granted blessings to other passengers who passed his trials in the past. Surely he would've given something to that little Mallow girl who braved the Temple to get that wood amulet."

"The cars always reset their puzzles so it can be considered 'new' to every passenger that passes by," Atticus points out. "Still, this feels too much like a coincidence..."

The three stare at the portrait for a few more seconds before Lexi closes the Hidden Temple guide shut. "What do we do now? Perhaps I can ask my father if he knows anything about this mysterious Demon Researcher."

"...Maybe later," Chloe answers, but she still can't keep her eyes off of Alec Cerise's mysterious smile, the way his lip is curled and ready to blow out the light. Something in her gut is telling her that she's missing something.

She looks down at the flame, almost wishing that it can dance and flicker in front of her eyes. But as she peers closer, casting a small flame to match the one in Alec's hand, she gasps. "Guys, look!"

Atticus and Lexi see where Chloe is pointing. The flame in Alec's portrait flickers, revealing the image of a clock whose numbers are actually letters. "You see these?"

"It reads 4:30, or rather 4-6," Lexi says. "But what type of code is this?"

"It has to tie with him being a Demon Researcher," Atticus answers. "But I don't see how a '4-6' would connect to the studies of demons."

"4-6...or is it 46?" Chloe gasps as she steps back. "Wait, if this is what I think this is, this portrait can't be talking about -- "

"Oh Red Lotus Trio!" Nicky cheers. "Your order is ready! And please make sure to snuff out the flames before we have you working for us for the next five months to pay off the costs."

"Coming!" says Lexi, before he turns to Chloe. "Come on, maybe these guys know the true story of this mysterious Cerise."

Chloe nods as she closes her hand over the flame, then follows Lexi and Atticus towards a table. A few more customers are being seated by a fourth mouse in red and frizzy brown hair. Her nametag reads "Pamela". Chloe looks down at the spread. A salad consisting of bread, tomatoes, cucumbers, and mozzerella with a strong vinegar dressing. Three glasses of a bright green drink, meatballs, bruschetta topped with olives, and the main course covered in a silver cloche. Atticus immediately starts to nibble on a meatball, while Lexi takes a sip of the surprisingly refreshing lemonade with a hint of minty syrup.

"Voila! The Cerise Cheesy Surprise with all the sides!" Nicky says, pulling the cloche with a wiggle of her fingers.

Chloe looks at the Cheesy Surprise: a large plate of noodles topped with melted cheese. "That's it?"

"It's super cheesy, can't you see?" says Nicky, preparing the tongs to toss the pasta and cheese together. "It's said that when this restaurant was just starting out, Cerise finished a meal of mushroom ravioli and was about to pay, only to find some young mice outside wanting some food to eat. But at that point, the restaurant didn't have a lot of food to cook something extravagant and they didn't have enough money to afford a meal. So Cerise went to work with whatever ingredients he could find and served this dish, the Cheesy Surprise, to them. It's become part of the menu ever since."

"That's fantastic to hear!" Lexi notes. "He would've been a hit in Azada taking care of the books. I bet he'd make a great bowl of alphabet soup."

Nicky quickly divides the pasta into three bowls before pulling out a pepper grinder the length of Chloe's donut holer. She speaks over the grinding of pepper. "Now then, I couldn't help but overhear that you caught onto the secret clue in the portrait. You truly are his grand-daughter, or was it great-great grandaughter?"

"It's just a theory for the time being," Chloe notes. She suddenly sneezes, a signal for Nicky to stop. "I mean, this knowledge of demons is more of a hobby of mine. Not like I'm ever going to summon one in the future..."

"I'm more interested in the origins of the image itself," Atticus says. "Why is he smiling? What secret is he hiding behind that grin of his?"

"Oh that?" Nicky chuckles as she sets the pepper grinder down. "Well, rumor has it that this was the image many denizens saw when Alec Cerise scared an evil mayor with nothing but darkness and a few candles! That image raises so many questions for many observers. 'Can he be trusted?' 'Will he send me to my doom?' 'Why does he smile?' 'Is the light guiding me to salvation or revealing a giant monster ready to devour me like an after-dinner mint?"

Chloe nods as pasta is served into three bowls. "Can you tell us which car this took place? Definitely should mark it down for the future."

"Oh, that was the Horrorland Car!" Paulina explains. "Actually, it was originally the Horrors Car before they reinvented themselves into an amusement park of shrieks and shivers thanks to one man's courage to face a horrifying threat."

"Horrorland?" Chloe gasps. "Wait wait wait wait wait! Alec Cerise is the reason Horrorland exists on the Train?! Okay, we gotta go check it out! Lexi, please tell me that the Car is on our way to see Uncle Howee?"

Lexi pulls out a paper from his back. "Thanks to the map Olmec gave us, I'm able to keep track of interesting cars that he marked as useful. There's good news and bad news. Good news is that Uncle Howee is just four cars away."

"And...what's the bad news?" Chloe asks.

Lexi grimaces. "The bad news is that not only is Horrorland Car not even remotely close by, the two cars before Uncle Howee are ones I've never heard before. 'Friendship Asylum' Car and 'Firefly Funhouse' Car."

"Lovely," Atticus remarks with a groan. "Well, hopefully it won't be as bad as the Backrooms Car."

"I kinda find found them relaxing," Chloe notes. "Something about lying down against a wall to write or gather our thoughts after the hectic music with the Monster Mash car was just interesting. And who would've thought that there would be a nice librarian similar to Titus?"

"Oh yes, her," Lexi notes, recalling the sweet woman with blond hair and a white dress sweetly greeting the three to her library. How she served them cups of tea and was happy to listen to Atticus's tales of the legendary Stinktail and Mustard. "It's too bad that she's stuck in her car. Father would love to bond with her when he can get some time to away from his duties in Azada."

Suddenly, there is a loud gasp while the large pepper grinder falls to the floor.

"W-w-wait a second!" Nicky gasps. "D-d-did you say that one of the cars you're passing through is the Firefly Funhouse Car?!"

The patrons and workers look in horror.

"I thought you'd be more horrified at something called the Friendship Asylum," Atticus points out.

"The Firefly Funhouse Car is said to be a place that's home to that recluse Uncle Howdy," Violet warns. "He's holed up in his home with his puppets and fireflies. The Car is completely covered in darkness and he stalks the car with a lantern in hand in order to drag souls of children into that pale yellow light. No one knows his origins, but if you end up in his clutches..."

"Let me guess, he drags you into some magical land where we suffer for all eternity?" Lexi questions. "Erlking tried that once, and we managed to beat him."

"The Erlking willingly lets his prey go if they manage to beat him, but Uncle Howdy isn't like a magical elf warrior on his horse!" Nicky hisses. "No one knows what he's all about. He keeps to himself and he never speaks. If you're going to pass by, just move forward, don't look back, and whatever you do, don't make him mad."

"We'll keep that in mind," says Chloe. "Now, can anyone explain to me why the number 46 is associated with Alec Cerise?"

"46?" asked the mouse with blond hair and wearing pink, popping her head out of the kitchen. Her nametag reads "Colette".

"Better than the Number 23 in my opinion," Chloe notes, swirling pasta and cheese together with a fork. "If we're talking about the Goetias, then 46 is associated with Earl Bifrons. Bifrons is associated with graves and candles, aside from plants and precious stems. But...that's just plan impossible. There's no way the Demons  I'm such a big fan of exist on the Train...right?"

When no one says a word, Chloe sinks into her seat, feeling embarrassed. Just like school all over again. "Forget I say anything..."

"Well, you didn't hear it us from us but..." Colette glances left to right. "There are rumors that Alec ended up with a group of very powerful beings who could warp the world around them with a single glance. Problem is that there aren't many records about Alec or his three companions. Just a few journals, maybe some news articles, and a picture book or two. It's been, what, half a century since they stepped foot on the Train?"

"But that begs the question how a small restaurant in this car somehow obtained a dark spooky portrait of Alec Cerise in the first place!" Chloe exclaims. "It totally clashes with the interior of this family-friendly restaurant for one thing. And the second question is  -- "

"Are you going to keep asking questions or are you going to finally start eating?" Violet interrupts. When Chloe opens her mouth, Violet shakes her head. "While you are shown to have plenty of curiosity just like Alec, you can't pursue all the answers at once. Sometimes, you let life pass by and the answers come to you. Life itself is a journey, and sometimes the best thing to do is take the time to discover yourself. In the end, everything comes together in ways you never knew possible."

"Yeah!" Pamela said, eating a slice of pizza wrapped in a napkin. "Just stick to something and don't rush it! You'll find what's most important to you and come out wiser for taking the time to think things through."

Chloe stays silent as she starts eating her pasta, slurping noodles coated in olive oil and a bit of cheese for a bowl of comfort to settle in her stomach for the road ahead. Those are the same words her mother tried to give her on the day everyone kept pressuring her to be like her dad. How she wasn't sure if she wanted to write a manga and her father, no, Professor Cerise, insisted that she can still find a way to do what she loves, even if it wasn't the dream she wanted. 

And that's why her mother sits at the kitchen table drawing cutesy pictures of Chloe with Yamper and her extremely messy hair that everyone loves teasing. She still can't shake off the day Yeardley pulled her scrunchie off on a dare, revealing hair that looked like "a bunch of Pidgeys wouldn't nest in." It took all of her willpower to not punch him in the face after he blew on her hair and even threaten to lick her hair scrunchie while Miss April's back was turned (like it always was).

But now isn't the time to think about such stupid "slow and steady takes the race" advice or apathetic boys. Right now, she is safe, she can find herself, and anyone who tries to get in her personal space is getting a donut holer to the jaw.

Chloe inhales as she eats more of her pasta, sighing at how delicious it is. Thank goodness she has a few infinicoins from her one week training as a Junior Postknight. Who would've thought delivering mail could be a dangerous job?

The Red Lotus Trio enjoy their meal, happily talking about previous cars they explored. Like the Cabinet of Wonders Car that detailed the rich stories of a girl who recited stories inked on her eyelids. Or the time they worked three nights at the Youkai Bathhouse Car. Once their plates were cleaned, Violet returned with the dessert menu, decorated with a plate of panna cotta and a platter of cannolis.

"Now then," she said with a calming smile. "What would you like for dessert?"

Notes:

The mice are named after the Thea Sisters from the Geronimo Stilton series. The Thea Sisters are five mice from different countries who end up doing investigations around the world or go through adventures at their academy, or sometimes get into fantastical journeys of their own.

Chapter 4: Attitude of Education

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---Chapter 4: Attitude of Education--

Goh hasn't felt like going to the Cerise Institute in a while. It feels so...lonely without Chloe waiting for him.

There was something consistent of seeing Chloe waiting for him every single day, seated at the couch or carrying Yamper in her arms. It was hard to believe that once upon a time Chloe didn't want to be near Yamper, but she started to carry him in her arms as if they were always friends. Imagine what would've happened if Chloe brought Yamper with her out of Vermillion City. The two would've had a chance to kick serious ass.

Instead, entering the Institute makes him feel empty inside. No more Chloe hard at work with worksheets, no more Chloe to ask out for expeditions across the city. No more her refusing and leaving him and Ash alone.

She was just...a gone girl. Vanished without a trace, no letter telling them where she's going. No chance of them reconciling. She faded away like the mist.

That terrifies him. Chloe is a constant in his life, like his grandmother's cream stew with star carrots, Pokemon, and Ash. Without her, what can he do? He can't just "move on" like his mother said in Ilex Forest. How can he be living his best life when Chloe is in constant danger and he can't use Ash's Dragonite to fly to wherever she's at? She's not Tokio...she didn't abandon him after one day...

All he can do now is believe what Ash told him. That she'll return, stronger than ever, after she goes out to find herself. She needs to "grab the future in the palm of her hands" instead of sitting in the sands of time.

As the thought leaves his mind, Goh stands at the pier where it all began. Him waiting for Lugia to arrive so he could hop onto their back to have the future in the palm of his hands. He doesn't have any regrets. The adrenaline pumping through his veins, his legs burning with each step he took, the blue sky all for him...it was worth it.

Plus, he made a friend. Definitely wouldn't have made one, one who was better than Tokio, if he didn't take the risk. That's what life is all about, the risk and the reward. What is life without the thrills? Completely boring, if you ask him. Just as boring as looking at a sheet of paper and circling the correct answer or explaining how to solve a math problem by following the examples in a textbook. Or writing a report for a book that he's only going to read once before moving on.

Why the heck does Chloe make such a big deal about those sheets anyhow? Just because he's a little late, it's not that big of a deal. Can't she show a little appreciation for him actually finishing his homework instead of half-assing it like Yeardley does? At least his answers are correct. Yeardley can't be bothered to properly break the problem step-by-step.

It's not like Goh finds any joy in school at all. He gets the answers easily, he's not interested in PE where Coach Zee barks him to climb ropes or do pull-ups that he's never going to complete, or finish a lap at a set amount of time, and the lunches at school can't compete with Mimey's cooking. Ash's mom really trained Mimey well in that regard. 

His classmates there like talking to him, but he doesn't really "connect" with them. They ask about what he does as a research fellow, and he gives it to them with a smile on his face. They smile and say that he's amazing at what he does and that makes him happy. Although he doesn't understand why Chloe gives him a sullen look when the classmates go back to their seats.

Come to think of it, he does find it strange that on the few times she's tried talking to him, his classmates conveniently have something to tell him...

The only places Goh are the most comfortable places with are in the library and at the computer lab. In the library, it's quiet and he can stick his nose into a book that allows him to research more about habitats Mew might be found in or to be hounded when Chloe tries to find him a book for a book report. She once asked him to try out a book of two siblings who ran away to sleep in a museum in Unova. He skimmed the first ten pages of the book then said he'll go online for summaries to "support" his reading. Chloe got upset, but it didn't matter since he got a good enough grade for the report.

In the computer lab, he feels at home creating presentations and working with programs that his parents use all the time at their jobs. He's really good at it, and he can also use the computers to finish his homework as well. Less homework to distract him, the more time he can explore and capture Pokemon to his heart's content. He's so good at it that his classmates always ask for his help and thank him for being such a good friend.

(The only one who doesn't ask is Chloe, but then again she's always focus on her work that he doesn't bother.)

Goh shakes his head. School isn't important right now. He's here to search for a Water-type Pokemon to catch, and he's already made camp so he doesn't have to go back home or to the Institute for supplies. His grandma was nice enough to pack a lunch of cream stew and hot cocoa as well. Nothing warms him more than her cooking.

Heh. It's deja vu all over again. Three years ago, he waited for Tokio underneath a bright blue sky three years ago with cream stew and hot cocoa to share. But Tokio never came, neither will Chloe.

Goh shakes his head once more. He won't jump the gun. Tokio didn't betray him with a cruel smirk on his face. He came back to Ilex Forest with an apology letter and a desire to see Goh again. Chloe ran away from home after he tried to push her to find a dream, but she texted him for the first time in weeks. Two words, but two more than he had been given from her for the longest of times. It's different than the constant stream of messages she sent him, and their absence made him feel uncomfortable.

But he will take Chloe at her word. If there's one thing that he can count on, is that she will come back. She has to. After all, he always makes sure to return to the Institute after a long journey. She's okay. Things are going to be okay.

Goh watches the Wingulls weep as they fly above the sea. And in his mind, he sees himself, Ash, and Chloe flying on Lugia's back over the horizon.

-----

After paying for brunch, Chloe, Atticus, and Lexi decide to see more of the tourist attractions. Chloe posing next to the statue of the Knight of the Orange Lily, doing her best to mimic his pose. Take a tour of some of the most interesting works of art in the Chocolat Cabinet of Curiosities. Play chess (and end up failing) against a serious opponent with a piercing blue gaze and a necklace that looked like a card, even when they played three against 1. Taking photographs (and have themselves be photographed) at the outdoor markets. Chasing down an eccentric artist who snatched some of Lexi's papers so he could make a quick sketch.

"Okay, I think we've done enough sight-seeing for the day," says Lexi, once the three walk towards the exit. "Are you ready?"

"I can do this, I can do this, all I have to do is try," Chloe mutters to herself.

Lexi nods as he faces the door, hands grasping the two hemisphere handles. With a simple twist, the door opens and the three look out to see a bridge connecting them to the next car. That of the dreaded Friendship Asylum.

Unfortunately, when the trio asked around over what the Car entailed, no one could give them an answer. None of the books in Exlibris made mention to the car, even though they seemingly had an entire wing full of supernatural accounts. It took Lexi and Atticus everything they had to pull Chloe from buying the biggest book they had.

"Can't we just fly our way pass the two cars to get to Uncle Howee?" Chloe suggested. "Lexi's strong enough to carry the two of us."

"And nearly be devoured by a swarm of Ghoms like last time?" Lexi shuddered. "We only made it to three cars before they started chewing on my papers."

"On the bright side, the car we landed in allowed us to join the competition," Chloe giggled. "Though, I forgot what the car was called. Supermarket Sweep? Grocery Games? Eh, doesn't matter, except we got some groceries when we went camping at the Ocean Cabin Car."

"As long as the road ahead isn't packed with terrors, I'm sure we'll get there by the afternoon," Atticus notes.

"And we won't have to worry about being hungry either," Lexi adds, looking at the paper bag in Chloe's hands. "You couldn't resist getting something to eat for the road, now could you?"

"You should've smelt how fresh that garlic bread was!" Chloe sighed, pressing the bag to her heart. "I also have some antipasto and a freshly made caprese salad for Atticus since he can't take garlic."

"I always appreciate how you order for food that the three of us can share," Atticus says with a wag of his tail. "And thank you for not feeding me any of those 'jelly-filled donuts' from that Malasada shop."

Chloe wants to laugh at the joke, but then she pauses. "Atticus, about your friend..."

Atticus looks away. "I'm concerned for King Aloysius and the delegates who were injured when the Apex rampaged without a care. Aloysius is not meant for combat, but it surprises me how even his dedicated guards were defeated by those free-riders, as Lexi calls them."

"They act like they own the Train, like it's their place to rule over and destroy everyone who get in their way when they've done nothing but try to help them out!"

Chloe winces a little. "I guess I fall into that camp, huh?"

Lexi blinks. "What? No, you're different than the Apex!"

"I may not destroy things or kill denizens, but..." Chloe scratches her head as they walk across the bridge. "When I think about what got me here, I've been hurting those who also have been trying to open up to me. Mom and Parker don't hurt me, Chryss and Renji exchange a few words. Ash and Goh..."

"Is this about that promise you made to your friend about not abandoning him?" Atticus inquires.

Chloe nods, afraid of entering the next car. "Yeah, I promised him that I'd never abandoned him. I stayed by his side no matter what, got him his homework, texted reminders to come back to the Institute in time, I went to his birthdays. But I'm here, abandoning him because I can't stand going back home as I am now. Does this make me a bad person?"

Neither Atticus nor Lexi can come with an answer. Chloe presses her forehead against the door.

"It's like I'm a robot who was told that a statement was a lie, but it's the truth, when it's really a lie..." Chloe rubs her forehead. "I abandoned Goh when I said I wouldn't, but if I didn't abandon him, I wouldn't be given this chance to explore the Train or meet the two of you. Yet Goh abandoned me, left me alone without even explaining why, wouldn't care if I was alone at school solely cause I can't find a dream like he loves to brag about..." 

She places a hand to her mouth, ready to puke the Cerise Cheesy Surprise over the wheels. Instead, she takes a deep breath of air, helped by Lexi patting her back until the nausea goes away. 

"What's right and what's wrong at this point?" She sobs. "Am I allowed to say that it's selfish for me to take some time off for myself? Or was I supposed to turn my back away from the Train and deal with whatever excuse Goh would tell me over how he didn't mean to say something wrong and how he'd pinky promise to go to school in the morning?"

"It's not selfish to take time for yourself," Atticus says. "Goh takes time to do things he likes and that's what you're doing. It's okay. I won't lie and say that you didn't abandon him, but you're now working on coming back to him as a brand new person."

"But what he's doing and I'm doing are -- "

"They are different, yes. Just remember that you know where Ash and Goh travel to, but no one knows where you are currently. They deserve to know that you're in safe at the moment. If this was a situation where one of them was hurting you, then yes, say nothing. But your father, your friends, are not your bullies. They won't hurt you if you tell them the truth."

Chloe lowers her hands. "I'm not getting out of this, am I?"

"Nope," Atticus answers cheerfully. "If Goh didn't care about you, he wouldn't have sent you all those texts, right?"

Now that Chloe thinks about it, Atticus is correct. The string of texts Goh sent her is the most she's ever gotten out of him. He rarely sent texts except for when he's coming late or another apology and promise he's quick to break.

"We don't go until you send another text," Lexi insists, opening Chloe's bag and pulling out her phone. "Go on, type something."

Chloe takes the phone to her hands and goes to the Chat. Goh hasn't responded to her since her two worded message. She racks her brain over what to say, typing a few letters before deleting them. "I don't know where to begin. I've never written anything like this."

"Start by telling Goh how you feel," Lexi suggests. "And if he doesn't respond right away, leave it be."

"I feel angry....no, I feel hurt. So much hurt..." Chloe says as she texts her message.

cherri_witch: Goh, I'm sorry I haven't said anything in weeks. I've been feeling hurt over what happened that night and why you told me to keep quiet about Ilex Forest all those years ago. What were you hiding from me? Why is your dream more important than spending time with me?

Chloe shows the message to her partners. "Does this work?"

Atticus nods and places a paw on Chloe's hand. "Take it slow and steady, Chloe. Ignore the message for now and give Goh time to text a proper response."

"And then you'll send a message to your family!" Lexi cheers. "Don't see the end goal, just see your next step. You're doing great."

Chloe nods as she sends the message, her heart feeling a bit lighter. She hears the sound of her number changing and sees how her number sits at 110. 

So her number will go down even more when she gets the truth out of Goh? That's a nice thought, although there's still the worry in her gut over going back to school when all this is over and her classmates will start talking about how she could fight off the Erlking and an Angel of Death, along with 

She shakes her head. She's not going to be a famous Pokemon trainer; she's going to be a star on the Train. And when everyone has their eyes on her, the shame and humiliation from tackling a Ghost will fade away and classify itself as obsolete.

Chloe places her phone away and stands up. She opens the door to the car and sees a dirt road blanketed by fog. It's not Silent Hill, but a car with the word Asylum in it is bound to be bad news.

Good or bad, Chloe's the brave leader of the Red Lotus Trio. And nothing is going to stop her from getting to Uncle Howee in one piece.

She held hands with Lexi and looks down at Atticus. "Let's go."

And off they went.

Chapter 5: (Un)Awareness of Obstacles

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---Chapter 5: (Un)Awareness of Obstacles---

Goh spends an hour at the pier before he decides to meander across Vermillion City. Most of the time, he usually walks with Ash in the off-chance he battles off against participants of the World Coronation Series or if he wants to catch a Pokemon for research. But it feels empty now, completely hollow as he recalled his answer to Chloe's question -- how he chases his dreams while she's alone at school.

But that's ridiculous. Chloe shouldn't have that many problems. Outside of him not arriving on time for homework, he's never seen her miss a day at school. Every day she's leaving the Institute in her school uniform, all starched and ironed neatly. He's never seen a single stain on the dress, not one smudge of dirt on it. If there was an award ceremony, she'd definitely win the award for perfect attendance.

After all, once his parents called the school to discuss his situation of becoming a research fellow for the Cerise Institute, Miss April was kind enough to let him arrive for test days so long as he completed his homework and had them delivered without delay. And thanks to Chloe, he always got to see top marks on his papers.

Speaking of which, it is kinda odd that he hasn't been getting his homework lately...ah well, Goh can just go during the next testing day. Not like Miss April is going anywhere. She's always happy whenever he passes by, praising how he has the highest grades in the class. She sometimes jokes that if he has all that free time, he could use it to tutor some of the other classmates who struggle with their work.

He doesn't understand why his study partners didn't seem to comprehend Miss April's lessons. Sometimes he struggled, but Renji was a great teacher and it takes him a few rounds of flashcards before he memorizes the terms needed to ace these tests. If they just put some effort into it, then they wouldn't have to be so annoyed all the time.

"It's easy," Goh always says as he goes through Yeardley's homework. Sometimes Sara, or Neil, or Gard. He didn't pay attention since it's only for one day. After that, it's back to Pokemon research and expeditions for him. "Now all you have to do is think about what you're doing with all that free time you have tonight."

It honestly does strike Goh as weird as to why none of his classmates ever tried to stop by the Cerise Institute if they liked Pokemon so much. If Professor Cerise was willing to let him choose a Kanto starter for his own -- not that it mattered to Goh at the time, but in hindsight having a Bulbasaur would've been helpful for putting that pesky Dewgong to sleep before he wasted an entire backpack's worth of Poke balls -- then surely he can do the same for any of his classmates. What, are they that lazy to chase their dreams instead?

As he walks down the sidewalk, his eyes glance to a girl passing him by, a girl with brown hair in a bowl cut, square frame glasses, a Hoppip barrette...oh, Patricia Myosotis. Sits in the first row. Her notebooks are decorated with Munna and purple flowers.

She's not with Sara or Julia. She's just...walking with her head low, and she isn't wearing the school uniform.

Odd. It's a school day. Did Patricia finally decide to become a Pokemon trainer? She did mention something about wanting to find a nice Grass-type to gift for her grandfather once...

Patricia briefly looks at Goh, her eyes tired. The two lock eyes like trainers about to go into battle.

"Hey," Goh says. "Is everything all right?"

Patricia's eyes water before she steps back like a terrified Deerling. "G-Goh! You're here."

"Yeah, where would I be?"

"You know, on a Pokemon exploration or with your Pokemon or..."

"I'm kinda not in the mood for any of those things right now," Goh says. "But what about you? Are you finally going to hunt for a Pokemon to give to your grandpa?"

Patricia nearly jumps out of her skin. "Uh, no...I-I-I don't think I'll be doing that for a while. My parents think it would be better if I stay at home for a while."

"Really?"

"Yes, really." Patricia answered, rubbing her arm nervously. "Besides, school's pretty hectic now, you know?"

"Eh, I wouldn't know," Goh shrugs. "I was never into school in the first place. That's why I make my promise to go to testing then head out as fast as possible."

"Yeah, lucky you," Patricia mutters under her breath. "That you can make an excuse with a fancy letter signed by your parents that allows you to do whatever the heck you want without being stuck in class all the time."

"I mean, it's not all fun and games." Goh says. "I'm always traveling across the world to capture data for the Professor's reports, battling Trainers, and catching Pokemon to fill my Pokedex. All I gotta do is throw a Poke ball at my target and poof, it's all mine! Easy peasy, don't you think?"

"...what?"

If you have all the time now, you wanna come with me to the Cerise Institute? I can show you all of the Pokemon I've caught."

Patricia looks as if someone forced her to drink a bottle of bitter Rawst berry juice. "N-no thanks. I should be heading home soon. T-thanks."

"Oh. Well, you're always welcome to stop by along with the rest of the classmates. I'm always at the Cerise Institute!" Goh says as he watches Patricia leave. He then continues his walk, glad to see one of his classmates is doing okay. At least they'll have more time to talk when he comes back for tests.

...

When she's far away from Goh, and far away from some kid calling her a "stupid bully", Patricia removes her glasses to wipe the tears out of her eyes.

Goh could catch a Pokemon so easily? He had so many of them?! If that was the case, she could've asked him to get her a Pokemon for her grandfather. She wouldn't have had to bully Chloe, wouldn't have had to call her a "Monster Lover", wouldn't have had to been expelled, wouldn't have had to see her grandfather look at her with disappointment...

Arceus, she was stupid. Stupid, stupid, the stupidest girl in the world! Her mother was right to tell her that she was an idiot for getting herself in trouble again and lying to her grandfather about being a changed girl who would never dump paint red like Cherri Berry juice onto another person for kicks. How she would laugh and demean a fellow classmate, tripping her, destroying invitations for slumber parties, whisper mean things behind her back while spoon-feeding her grandfather at the dinner table and hearing him state how he was the luckiest man in the world to have such a loving grand-daughter like her.

But now that love and happiness is gone. Gone like grandpa's Jumpluff. The dead can never come back to life, and once you destroy your relatinship with someone, you can never get it back no matter how hard you try.

Patricia slips her glasses back on and looks at her phone. Her mother is texting her, demanding that she be back in the apartment because she's going to be late for her afternoon classes. Despite not going to school, her mother demands that Patricia gets an education. An education in etiquette through a correctional school for delinquents and bullies.

 Defeated, Patricia walks herself towards this school, knowing that she's going to spend the next two hours of her life being heckled as the "Four-Eyed Freak" who thought that mocking a little boy's request for a list of nice things he wanted to do for his sister was the best thing ever.

----

Throughout the thick fog that covers the trio like a woolly scarf, there is nothing but a forest of dead trees, a dirt road, the smell of rain in the air. Owls hooting in the distance. Thanks to Chloe casting a fireball in her hand, they don't have to worry about bumping into a wayward tree or tripping over a rock. Yet the light did nothing to vanish the growing paranoia inside of them. With each passing step, it felt like they were going deeper into the Unknown, and all the perils it contains in its bottomless stomach.

"Are you sure this isn't the Fog Car?" Atticus asks, squinting but not finding anything. It honestly would be easier if he wasn't colorblind. It'd be liking trying to gather a bouquet of blue flowers with red thorns, completely surrounded by them but not even being aware of it!

"Nope, Fog Car won't be for a long, long time." Lexi answers. "Although," he momentarily looks up at the grey sky. "I do hope we're doing the right thing with this plan to stop the Apex."

Chloe shivers as she pulls the hood of her cloak up, like Little Red Riding Hood going to grandma's house on a late Autumn afternoon. She keeps an eye out for any big bad Lycanrocs who want to eat her. "If we don't stop the Apex now, no one will. They are going to keep hurting denizens until someone puts a stop to them, and in a way that's going to end up with a couple of kids either crippled or dead. If we can't make them face their inner problems, then we have to make sure they can't escape until they finally learn that they can't keep destroying things like they own the place. This isn't a school playground, this is a world of wonder and dangers."

(She clenches her fist as she says that. The Train isn't just for her; others are also here to work on their problems.)

"And we're doing this through a car based off of a video game series called Silent Hill," Lexi points out. "Tell me, why exactly that car? And what's so important about Silent Hill?"

Chloe stops walking. She exhales, briefly seeing her breath. "From what I heard, it's a town that is normally a resort area with a beautiful lake, but it's also completely filled with fog and a dark history along with it. Some say that it's cursed and it makes things that should not be seem come alive. It's a nice place to visit, with woods, lake, trees, hills for tourists...but there's also cult activity that unleashed some sort of strangeness that can't be explained with science or logic. In some circles, the city is known as 'The Place of the Silent Spirits'. And I'm not just talking about ghosts, but spirits found in nature. Trees, rocks, water..."

"Does this include the fog?" Lexi inquires. He has heard of many denizens who worshipped beings who could control the weather, but fog was never one of those things...

"No, it's as natural as the Train itself...if the Train can call itself 'natural'," Chloe says. The fog brushes against her cheeks, cold yet comforting. "There were ups and downs in that town. People came, people left, and then a young girl was 'chosen' by an order to bring about God and turn the entire world into Paradise...well, that's if you were on their side. You see, the monsters birthed from the fog are 'spirits' of one's own mind, and they symbolically represent aspects of yourself. Guilt, hatred, self-loathing, fears, desires. Silent Hill was a magnet to those who hold darkness in their hearts, either being sentient or just mirror those internal conflicts within. To quote the tagline of the latest game in the series, 'Enter the town's newest prisoner'...which is also funny cause the town also has a prison as a prominent location."

"And why are we having this town be the epicenter of the plan to stop the Apex again?" Atticus asks. "Given your narration, which was well done by the way, wouldn't we be endangering their lives if they have to go up against their inner demons?"

"It's safe because of the fog, for one thing. Not easy to fight what you can't see. And second is that the Apex are known to fight any Nu...denizens that come in their way. Since these denizens are manifestations of themselves, then they attack and attack and attack all they want, and it won't cause their number to go down. Some of the monsters can be taken down through rudimentary weapons like a wooden plank or a donut holer. Although I heard that you can beat them up with a chain or even a handbag if you stuff it with a gold bar first."

"And what if they just zip to the exit and not even bother conquering their inner demons?" Lexi inquires. It honestly sounds like the smart thing to do, in all honesty.

"That's the problem. The town of Silent HIll...there's something wrong with it." Chloe looks at the number on her right hand. "The town and this Train are the same in some ways. Once you're trapped, you can't leave until you confront your problems. So trapping the Apex in the fog will be the best starting point on them. It's big enough so that they can explore and gather supplies for themselves, the monsters should be built in ways to represent their worst sins, and then we have the finisher. The Cage of Flauros."

Thunder rumbles in the distance. The three wait for a storm, but no rain drops upon their heads.

"Is this cage found in the game?" Lexi asks.

"Yeah. The name comes from a special item that the protagonist of the first game, Harry Mason, had to gather," Chloe clenches her hand over the fireball then started drawing something in the air. Streaks of flames followed her fingertip as she draws a pyramid. "Dahlia Gilepsie supposedly called it a 'Cage of Peace', but -- "

"It's the exact opposite and is some sort of demonic artifact?" Lexi interrupts.

"Well, yes. Flauros is actually a demon. The artifact named after him was used to seal away strong essences of psychic powers and could be divided into five pieces -- Past, Present, Future, Truth and Falsehood. These were all under the domains of the 64th Goetia." Chloe frowns as she wipes the flaming pyramid away. "I'm concerned about the pieces needed to create this cage though. I don't think they are just going to use cursed artifacts..."

"Let's cross that bridge when we finally make it to the Fog Car," says Atticus. "For now, we need to keep going and enter this asaylum as fast as possible. After all, it is quite a serious house on serious Earth."

"Someone read classics," Lexi chuckles as the three start walking. As he was about to take a step forward, he paused. "Do you guys hear something?"

"Now that you mention it..." Atticus pauses. "Chloe, take three steps back now!"

"Three steps back, what could...AGHH!!!" Chloe freaks as she did as commanded by Atticus, seeing a red horse with gossamer wings seconds away from trampling her. The horse is connected to an equally ruby red carriage which momentarily stops upon seeing the girl, the corgi king, and the paper prince blinking in curiosity.

"What in the name of -- " A man pokes his head out of the carriage window, wearing a scarlet cloak. His head is topped with a golden astral crown. "Oi, watch where you're going!"

"We're sorry, sir!" Chloe exclaims, hand over her heart. "It's so hard to see in the fog. And, who might you be?"

"Mr. Tarr," The crowned man states. "And who might you three be?"

"What's going on out there?" A second voice adds. It's rough, like the roar of a Pyroar. A second head, handsome like a teenager in a romantic movie pokes out the window, blond hair tied into a ponytail. His right eye is covered by a golden monacle shaped like a lion's head "Why have we stopped?"

"Greetings, fellow travelers in the fog," Atticus says. "I am Atticus, King of Corginia, Slayer of the Shadow-Monster, Uniter of the Pembrokes and Cardigans."

"I am Prince Lexi, first-born of King Titus of the Kingdom of Azada," Lexi stated with a bow.  

"I am Chloe of the Vermillion," Chloe proclaims, grasping the edges of her dress and curtseying towards the two in the carriage. "I am off on a quest to end the tyranny of the Apex alongside my fellow companions. Together, we make the Red Lotus Trio."

"And with me as Mr. Feather, we are are known as Tarr and Feather," Mr. Feather greets. "I say, you're heading for the asylum as well, right?"

"Yes," Chloe says. "We need to pass by it in order to reach Uncle Howee's car. Can you take us there?"

"We'd be happy to," Mr. Tarr states with a grin. "...if you're willing to let us partake in that feast of yours."

"All we have to do is break bread with you? I'm in!" Chloe says. "Come on, guys! I've always wanted to go on an authentic carriage ride like they do in the parks of Unova!"

Atticus and Lexi look at one another, then shrug before following Chloe into the carriage. Once all three are seated, the door closes, and the winged steed travels deeper into the unknown.

Chapter 6: Appetite of Memories

Notes:

Chapter was going to be longer, but I felt like this one should focus more on Goh and the next one focuses on the asylum Chloe finds herself in.

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Chapter 6 - Appetite of Memories

Vermillion International School had been facing online ridicule ever since a little boy asked some classmates for good things to write towards his runaway sister as a "Welcome Home" gift.

The students decided the good things about Chloe Cerise was how much fun it was to destroy her self-worth and believing themselves to get away with it because the little boy, Parker Cerise, was a baby who could do nothing to stop them. He couldn't stop them from pouring red paint on his sister or to fight them off -- even bashing a paint can at his face when he tried to stop them -- so what could he do now? They were going to win, they were going to make sure Chloe was miserable for the rest of her life, and they hoped she never came back to Vermillion City! May she rot in the Distortion World for all eternity, bitches!

...until they were forced to hear the school speakers blaring out more and more piss and vinegar about how Chloe Cerise deserved nothing but suffering. That a monster like her doesn't deserve happiness. Combined with numerous students with their phones out, and the news was out faster than an Electrode rolling down a hill. At least twenty pairs of parents were forced to pick up their children at the principal's office, trying to deny the rumors. Their children were just joking. There's no way they would ever bully someone after the last incident involving a paint can. They weren't that stupid to admit to their crimes where everyone could see them, right?

Alas, the truth was bitter to swallow and the collateral damage was much worse than if it was just a lie. Chloe Cerise ran away from home to escape a toxic environment that the school did not work on trying to fix after she had been covered in red paint instead of confetti like she hoped for. Needless to say, expulsions were swift and the Internet mocking even swifter.

The firing of one Miss April swiftly came due to online pressure for how the homeroom teacher seemingly didn't care to notice the rampant bullying in her own classroom. How she apparently had numerous reports from other teachers that Chloe had been bullied in the other classes yet never thought to report them to either the principal or her irate parents. How she always had Chloe take care of being the delivery girl instead of letting someone else take a few pieces of paper off her hands once a week. A massive investigation was underway, and the principal was forced to make a statement that Vermillion International School did not tolerate bullying of any kind, and new reforms that would allow students who have been neglected or mistreated to have their voices heard louder than ever before.

All of this, supposedly, because one girl was pressured to battle a champion even though she knew, and her bullies knew, she would've lost.

But this was stuff Goh Fujihachi didn't pay attention to as he looked through all of the Pokemon he captured on his Rotomphone, seated in a cafe themed after outer space. Orange rockets and yellow stars happily dancing on white walls, white chairs shaped like space shuttles with black noses. Round tables to look like the sun, the moon, and the planets themselves. The cafe he sits in, YouNova, plays a rock song in the background. The lyrics are in Unovan, and Goh is able to hear glimpses of its chorus.

Tell me what you wanna know
Oh, come on, oh, come on, oh, come on
There ain't no motive for this crime
Jenny was a friend of mine

Goh raises an eyebrow at the last two lyrics, a pang in his heart. He's lucky Professor Cerise hasn't pointed fingers at him for how he shouted at Chloe not having a dream. And it's not like he did something as drastic as push her off a building or point a gun at her head. And yet Chloe screamed that he was the worst friend in the world for only searching for Mew instead of the usual. Homework, coming back early, school, blah blah blah...

If he really was the worst friend in the world, what does it say about her throwing a plate of curry into his face? One that he bought ingredients for and had to spend an extra hour or so washing his hoodie while questioning where in the Distortion World she ran off to. Thank goodness it wasn't the curry with Tamato berries in them...

A waitress in an astronaut themed outfit, her name tag proudly displaying "Chiyoko", sets his soda in a rocket shaped cup and cream stew in a bowl yellow as a cheesy moon in front of him before heading off to pick up the next order. Goh looks down and sees how the carrots are cut into stars, fitting the theme of the restaurant.

A part of him smiles a little. Whenever he feels down, he can always count on a bowl of cream stew with carrot stars to comfort him. Combined with his grandmother's hot chocolate, and he can fall asleep and dream about another journey with Ash, another adventure that gets him closer to find Mew.

As he begins to eat, his mind drifts upon the last time he and Chloe ate in a themed café...

...

"So, what do you think?"

Goh looked around. The cafe looked more like the insides of a haunted castle with blood red curtains and velvet chairs. Candelabras, cobwebs, and Zubats as well. Pumpkins with happy grins and waiters and waitresses dressed in classy outfits, pale makeup and fangs. Black capes, puffy blouses, cravats. Costume jewelry to mimic the real thing. Chloe gasped at seeing a Zubat that came to perch on her shoulder, before petting them with a finger. 

After silently taking everything in, Goh said, "It's...interesting. What is this place?"

"It's a Vampire-inspired café that just opened up a few days ago," Chloe answered, pulling two coupons from her backpack. Black with a chibi white-haired vampire with a pink heart floating around them and written in silver ink.

"Uh-huh....can kinda tell the inspiration even without the music video." Goh pointed to a television depicting the singer in classic vampire attire, along with pale blond hair and faded blue eyes dancing around the interior of a castle. 

Chloe placed her arms around her back, face down. "It's rare for me to have a chance to hang out with you, you know. You're always a go-getter rushing out of the gate to search for Mew or whatever new Pokémon strikes your fancy.  I'd ask Parker to join me but he's too young, Mom's always busy with her art, and you know dad is busy with his Institute with Chryssa and Renji to pay attention to anything not Pokemon-related."

"Then why don't you ask someone at school to go with you? You don't have to drag me along."

Chloe paused. "Let's just say that there aren't a lot of people willing to join me in something so...different. You were the only person I had in mind for something like this."

She said nothing more as led Goh to a table, doing her best to hide the blush on her face when she tried to hold his hand, to which Goh retracted it like Chloe's touch could burn him.

"I don't need you to hold my hand," he said. "I can walk by myself."

Chloe sighed as the two walked towards a table where other patrons happily chatted away with friends, were on their phones, reading books, or tasting the rich chocolate cakes and dark red drinks with sugar on the rims. Goh noticed there were all sorts of Ghost Pokémon hanging around as well. Litwick and Gastly and even tiny Pumpkaboo. 

And was it just him, or were Chloe's eyes locked on the Pumpkaboo for longer than usual?

In fairness, Pumpkaboo did come in four different sizes. The smallest ones were the size of similar Pumpkaboo plushies that he saw online, or could be kept in one's backpack to hide in. Pumpkaboos were interesting, but he didn't see the appeal to why people would call them "cute". Have they not seen what Pumpkaboos evolve into?

(Or maybe they have, which is why they don't trade them away.)

The two sat down on ebony chairs with scarlet cushions, not even looking at the menus. Goh was quick to pull out his phone to type something on the PokemonLegends forum about any updated sightings of Pokemon to be found in the area, frowning at someone mentioning that they briefly saw a Shiny Celebi in Mt. Silver. As he scrolled down, Chloe spoke up again by clearing her throat.

"There's another reason why I asked you to come with me today, Goh," Chloe admitted, pulling out her phone. "You know my birthday is coming up soon and...well...I'm wondering if you could...you..."

Goh briefly looked up from his phone. "Yeah, what is it?"

Chloe nervously set her phone onto the table, then pushed it toward Goh. "You see this image? I'd like you to buy this for my birthday and then drop by my house to deliver it. I'm not planning anything special for my birthday. Just -- "

"Birthdays are overrated, in my opinion,." Goh muttered with a roll of his eyes as a waitress gave the two some water in crystal goblets. "Wishing for something by blowing out the candles once a year is pointless. Are you telling me that candles are supposed to make your wish magically come true before your very eyes? That's ridiculous."

"And you'd know something about this?" Chloe inquired. "Because I do recall a time when you turned eight years old and you happily blew out the candles but then threw a fit over how your wish didn't come true."

"...Of course not!" Goh swiftly interrupted, raising a hand into the air. Damn it, why did Chloe have to bring up that birthday? "I don't believe in wishes or fairy tales or miracles. I believe in grabbing the future --" He clenched the hand into a fist. "With my bare hands! What's the point of wishing if you don't actively put the work into it?"

"Well, I wish you would take my request seriously for once." Chloe said with utmost seriousness. "Can you buy me this book for me or not? I'd do it myself, but I spent the last of my allowance on some art supplies...."

"And why can't you ask your parents to buy it for you?"

Chloe flinched as if Goh punched her in the solar plexus, then rubbed her left shoulder nervously. "Well, I'm kinda...it's...they're not as open to my interests like your parents are."

"That's because I told them point blank that I want to see Mew. How was I supposed to know that they were going to make me a homemade Mew tracker?"

"Well don't blab it out in the open! You know how there are maniacs who would kill to get a tool such as this? Wasn't there rumors about a Shiny Mew maniac who murdered some poarchers a while back?" Chloe groaned, arms folded over her chest. "Look, can you give me a straight answer or not? If you don't want to buy it, that's fine."

Goh looked down at the image on his phone. The cover depicted two Fennekins in a black and white forest where a larger shadow loomed down on the two. The title read "Terrifying Tales for Fledgling Fennekins"  in red jagged letters.

"Hang on, is this book related to that creepy trilogy of books with the horrifying watercolor images that students dare each other to look at?" Goh may not have read it, but he knew from other classmates who read them that the artwork was quite grotesque for a collection of children stories. Apparently it got so bad that the library had to order a second copy of the trilogy where the artwork was much tamer.

"No relation, promise." Chloe answered swiftly. "I just want you to come to my house and deliver the gift. I'll be there waiting for you to pick it up. Can you promise me that you'll arrive?" 

"Of course I will," Goh said, just as Chloe's eyes briefly went towards the menu. Another awkward pause appeared as he waited for Chloe to say thanks for him doing something nice for her. But when she said nothing, he awkwardly shrunk, shoulders up and tried to find something else to say.

"So, out of curiosity...what would you wish for?"

Chloe set the menu down and inhaled as if she had pondered this question for most of her life. She sadly looked at her right hand and whispered, "I wish I could spend more time with you..."

...

Goh didn't understand what Chloe meant with "more time with him". For one thing, he was there every day at the Institute. If she wanted more time with him, five minutes even, all she had to do was talk to him. Instead, she arrived, backpack off and onto the sofa, pulling out papers, sometimes handing them to him or just leaving it on the table for him to finish later. She never asked to do anything with him after the cafe, always refused every offer he and Ash gave her to hang out as well. It's her fault for not taking the initiative into her own hands, if you ask him.

Birthday wishes were completely overrated in his opinion. A birthday wish on eight little candles didn't magically teleport Tokio to his side through an Abra and have Goh scream and shout that he hated hated, just HATED, this white haired Cianwood city boy for breaking his heart and how he wished the two never met. There was no Celebi to bring him back to the short, black-haired, seven-year-old Goh he was before so he could see Tokio one more time. No, he had to wait three years before he finally got his answer. Not to mention that it was a complete coincidence of finding a letter in Celebi's shrine that just so happened to explain everything as if it was dropped in there by Arceus himself just to conveniently wrap it up.

His life wasn't a shonen anime where power-ups just fall out of the sky.  You can't wish for things. You can't sit around and expect destiny to open up to you like a book. A detective doesn't wait for cases to just drop in his lap. He searches for them. Fights for them.

Those researching skills came in handy when it came to find a bookstore that had a copy of Chloe's book that was apparently quite popular, given the numerous reviews and the fact that it already had a sequel. All it took was him to place an order, him walking to the book store to pick it up, buying a birthday card shaped like a Vivillon and a gift bag colored pink at the local party supply store, and then he went to the Cerise residence and waited at the door. He hesitated a little, unsure if he should ring the doorbell and wait for Chloe to open the door. But she did say to come to her house and deliver the gift...

He ended up just leaving the gift on her doorstep and walking off, his only confirmation that she received it came from a photo of her in bed reading the book and a thank you text. Nothing about her being mad that he didn't stop by longer, didn't take a photo with her like they did the last time he blew out the candles, no stream of texts saying how he was an ungrateful jerk who couldn't even share a slice of cake with her.

At that thought, Goh can't help but secretly wish for something, or someone, to answer the questions deep within his heart.

Where are you, Chloe? And how can I find you?

Chapter 7: Assault of a Minor

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Chapter 7: Assault of a Minor

"And that's when I said, 'This is why you can't trust those kouros cause their army marches to the beat of their own drum!'" Mr. Feather chuckles. "Oh, that brings back me memories."

Chloe, Lexi, and Atticus laughed as they continued their carriage ride through the fog. On the laps of Mr. Tarr, Mr. Feather, and Chloe were the boxes of food from Mouse and Cheese. The jostling of the carriage is gentle, making sure the marinated olives didn't suddenly hop out of the carriage window.

"I had no idea there were such amazing things to be found on the Train," Lexi says. "Everything has changed since I last updated my logs. I'm so glad my father allowed me to venture out with Chloe and King Atticus by my side."

"Oh yes, the Kingdom of Azada is a marvelous place to get your hands on some forbidden knowledge," Mr. Tarr grins. "Supposedly, there's a section where your father keeps some of the more dangerous books under lock and key. Have you ever tried to sneak in to see what type of secrets your father has been keeping from you?"

"I had once or twice..." Lexi admits. "I have been tempted like Pandora, but I've learned that my father has his reasons for why he does what he does and I've followed his rules without punishment."

"How obedient of you, how loyal of a son to keep his word," Mr. Feather remarks. He then notices Chloe shrinking. "And what about you? Don't tell me you've gone against your parents' back like the little rebel you are? Do they even know you've landed here?"

"No, they don't," Chloe says with a sigh. "And truthfully, I don't want them to know I'm here...or at least, not yet. Let me venture in a place where I don't have to be pushed around following someone else's orders as if they know everything about me."

"Oh, the old 'child wishes to keep their magical land secret' type of kid. A classic! But you know the thing about keeping secrets. Two can keep a secret if one of them is dead. Or was it three? Well someone will be pushing daisies, don't you agree?"

Lexi's smile swiftly morphs into a scowl. "Yes, I get the joke over 'Dead Men Tell No Tales', but this is different."

"Is it now? What if the ones who buried the body completely forgot about the deed? Considered them insignificant to the numerous corpses that they stand on top of, a mountain of death and decay that is just as meaningful as wet eyeliner to them. Worthless."

Lexi and Atticus keep their glare while Chloe sighs. 

"Lexi, Atticus, let's not start a fight when they're the only guides we have to face whatever challenge is in this car," she whispers, clenching her fist. She blows on it, and opens her hands, letting the smoke dance and flicker like a flutter of butterflies. "If we show weakness to them when they know who we are, it'll end in trouble."

"What are you implying, Chloe?" Lexi questions, hands on the cushions, a finger rapidly tapping in anxiety.

Chloe shakes her head. "I don't know, but these two seem too opulently dressed for a trip to an asylum. And the best thing we can do is just offer something up for the road...like this box of garlic bread and yummy antipasto!"

She opens the box of food and hands Mr. Tarr ad Mr. Feather a slice of garlic bread on a napkin. Chloe then takes a hunk of garlic bread for herself and chows down on it, savoring the fresh garlic butter on the crunchy French baguette slice.

"Are you seriously that hungry, Chloe?" Lexi asks. "We only ate three hours ago!"

"I eat when I get nervous!" Chloe exclaims, taking another bite out of the garlic bread. "I'm just doing my best to not think about the Uncle Howee show. I mean, are you sure he allows walk-ins? Don't I need to take part of an audition before I get thrust into the spotlight? The stress is making me hungry!""

"You do know that eating that is going to make you blow up." Atticus notes.

"Why's that?"

"Because bread makes you fat."

"Bread makes you fat?!" Chloe gasps, a bit of garlic bread dropping out of her mouth.

"Well, you're not going to swell up like a balloon immediately," Lexi points out. "Then again, you have been getting plenty of exercise from the running we've gone through across the Train."

"I've never ran so much since the mile run," Chloe admits. "I was always one of the last ones to make it to the end because my body isn't made for walking. That and my classmates have had a habit of either tripping me or insulting me for being slow. If there's one thing I don't mind not having to deal with is PE and my teacher trying to give me 'encouragement'."

"And yet it's the slow ones who win the race," Atticus remarked. "Like the tale of the..."

"The tortoise?" Lexi brings up, noticing the weariness in the corgi king's eyes. "Your highness..."

"Aloysius is alive. He has to be," Atticus whispers. "He had guards. And tortoise are known to be heavy. Plus, they have shells, and Aloysius mentioned having an elite ninja squad at his beck and call for stealth and reconnaissance."

"Do they wear multi-colored bandannas and eat pizza?" Chloe jokes.

"That's ridiculous!" Atticus gasps. "Aloysius says that they're into burritos instead of pizza. Although there have been rumors of making pizza burritos. And sushi burritos as well"

"There was a trend back in Vermillion City about something called 'sushirritos'." Chloe laughs. "If I go back home, I'd love to try them..."

There is an awkward silence as neither Lexi nor Atticus comment and Chloe has her right hand clenched. Home is still far away for now, so long as the Apex exist. So long as the Cage of Flauros needs to be erected. 

"So," Lexi says outloud, cutting through the silence. "Fair Tarr and Gentle Feather, what exactly can you tell us about this Friendship Asylum?"

"It's a cozy place where many of the denizens have visited when they find themselves in a...bad place," Mr. Feather explains. "We built it with funding from one Vincent Osorio in order to give denizens a chance to heal after their own adventures with passengers outside of their comfort zones."

"Wait, you built the asylum?" Lexi asks, eyebrows raised if he had any. "And what exactly do the denizens have to pay up to have their entrances and exits?"

"Oh nothing much, just a tiny piece of their souls." Mr. Tarr hisses.

Lexi and Atticus immediately lean forward, ready to fight. Meanwhile, Chloe calmly snaps her fingers as a small ball of flames erupts in the palm of her hand.

"Don't worry, it's just a joke," Mr. Tarr says with a slimy smile on his face.

"That's what Vincent Cooper said about Heather killing what looked like 'monsters', and it wasn't funny either," Chloe remarks, fireball crackling. 

"Well, it's true what they say about you then," Mr. Feather notes. "Not just another bloody Mary. A Mary on a cross."

"Er, thanks?" Chloe asks, the fireball fizzling out. "That supposed to be the title of a song or something?"

"Oh yes, we two just love listening to the greatest hits from across the Train, the workings of a band known as ghost." Mr. Feather says gleefully.

"Just ghost?"

"Just ghost. Come, have a listen to the song and see if you anything comes along." 

"Oh, I think I heard of them," Lexi exclaims as Mr. Tarr somehow summons a portable radio from thin air. "They own a car known as Ghost BC -- Ghost Band Car. They're a pretty macabre group of musicians but let's just say that Chloe...may or may not be ready to see one of their shows. Their lyrics are pretty disturbing and they all seem to worship an angel with...mighty amounts of power."

"Really, what's his name?" Chloe asks curiously.

"Satan."

"Oh....Wait a sec. Are you saying Satan lives on the Train?" Chloe gasps.

"It's only a theory," Lexi answers. "My father keeps a lot of knowledge hidden from me. But if Satan has a home here, does that mean demons also walked across these cars? What about the gods? We know there are cars filled with vampires, unicorns, elven kings, and mermaids, but to meet up with the upper echelon of the supernatural..."

"These are all creatures of our nightmares and fairy tales," Chloe whispers, her tone of voice just as excited as Lexi's. Her heart quickened in excitement. "So does this mean all the stories we've read are truth? Vampires hate garlic and sunlight? Werewolves despise wolfsbane and silver? Unicorns only appear to pure-hearted maidens?"

"There's a saying my father once told me at night. 'All things are true...few things are accurate.' The lore you grew up with may not be what the denizens on the Train reflect. Remember that the Train has existed for ages, so people from different time periods might have different observations and facts. Like how myths have numerous retellings when passed down orally. So who can say if it be true that what you know is different than what is unknown."

Chloe says nothing more as the radio starts blaring the first song, catching just as hits the chorus. ("You go down just like holy Mary/Mary on a/Mary on a Cross") And yet, when she keeps staring at Mr. Tarr and Feather, she feels that something is...off about them. Not in the sense that they look human (she already knew they were denizens because their open palms didn't flash bright green with a number), but because of them looking too much like a human. 

But what does she know; even if she does voice her opinions, no one would believe her if she says, "You know, the outfits and lion-headed monocle of two members of the Ars Goetia. Wouldn't it be a funny coincidence if you were actually demons on parade?"

She keeps the thought to herself, leaning on Lexi's side as she, Atticus and Lexi enjoy the gentle carriage ride towards the black gates of the dreaded Friendship Asylum. Lexi smiles as he pats her head, finding it cute when she's lost in thought. He wonders what type of story she'll spin tonight...

"You care for her so much, don't you?" Mr. Tarr comments.

"I wouldn't even be traveling on the Train if it wasn't for Chloe and Atticus unearthing me from the unforgiving soil of Azada," Lexi states. He tries to not think about how many times his father might have walked over the exact same spot where he was buried. "I've made a vow to become her knight, or else my name isn't Prince Lexi Isoldes Aristophenes."

"Are you sure you want to give away your full name to a bunch of strangers?" Feather inquires.

Lexi raises an eyebrow. "Do you want to end up in a body cast?"

"Lexi, let's try and get along," Atticus remarks. "If they kick us out, we'll have to travel in this fog on foot again. And I don't think the food Chloe brought will survive less than a day."

Lexi sighs. "Sorry, your majesty. I'm feeling tense about this whole asylum business. If it was just as easy as to sign our name in the register, take a tour of the place, and then leave with unpleasant memories, then I'll be down for it. But that's not how it works. Asylums usually mean torture, insanity, violence."

"But we'll stop them," Chloe vows. "We got arrested and survived the madness of Goblin Jail after all. I'm sure some little asylum will be a walk in the park for the Red Lotus Trio."

"Although it would be helpful to have something to cause a distraction," Mr. Feather advises. "Here, for the paper prince, I present you this."

He rummages for something deep in his pockets, then pulls out a collection of thin papers, the size of a matchbook. On the front reads "Flash Paper from Invisi-bael Magic Shop".

"Haha, very funny," Lexi mutters, reading the name of the magic shop.

"Wait, is this true though?" Chloe gasps, taking the matchbook into her hands. "Bael is the First King of the Goetias, and one of his most well-known skills is to make the summoner invisible. Bael is also one of the most unusual looking Goetias. -- a three-headed monstrosity of a king, a Meowth, and a Politoed stitched onto the body of an Ariados! But if you subscribe to his rank compared to the Seven Kings of Hell then he falls short of -- "

Chloe pauses as she notices Tarr and Feather's eyebrows raised in curiosity. Atticus and Lexi blink. When no one comments, she shrinks in her seat and hands Lexi the flash paper back. "Sorry, I should've just kept my mouth shut. I guess listening to a chatterbox like me rambling on and on about the macabre and the occult would annoy you."

"No, no, we're not annoyed," Tarr remarks with a smile. "It's just that...you honestly do remind us of that other Cerise who visited the Train so long ago."

"You also know of Alec Cerise?" Atticus asks. "Either this is an extreme coincidence or..."

"Perhaps it's the inevitable," Feather pipes up. "The story has been told, though who can say if it be true...that the man who would become known as the Four-Eyed Demon would stumble into a wonderful neighborhood with happy puppet characters, quite a colorful bunch you might say. 'Welcome home!' the denizens of the Rainbow Neighborhood Car cried out in joy as he spent a few days in their presence, even performing a live show in a technicolor suit and top hat as the joyful 'Mr. Kite'. But underneath the cheery exterior was a secret that...well, supposedly he is the only being on and off the Train to know what darkness hides behind their cheery smiles. He decided to keep it buried to ensure their innocence was not spoiled."

Again with this talk about Alec Cerise. Chloe frowns as she tries to ponder this stranger with her father's face finding himself in love with the demons and...she really couldn't see it. These denizens are exaggerating. Once is unexpected, twice is a coincidence...she'll need one more piece of evidence to fully believe in this idea that she may (or may not be) a descendant of a legendary passenger. If she ever finds some sort of journal about his exploits, she'll be able to get enough proof that her theory is correct.

After all, who would believe her if she said that Alec Cerise's sacred number just so happened to coincide with the 46th Goetia?

----

"Chloe! Chloe, wake up!"

"Parker, let me sleep a bit longer..." Chloe groans, head resting to the side. That is when she feels a small nip on her hand and her eyes snap open. "Ah! Atticus, not again!"

"Works every time," Atticus smirks as he hops out of Chloe's lap and onto the foggy ground. "We're here."

Chloe rubs the sleep out of her arms and stretches, momentarily poking her head out of the carriage window to see that Atticus is correct. The fog has lifted, and now the carriage is parked in front of the creaky old gates to the asylum. A cheery sign welcomes the visitors to the so-called "Friendship Asylum", the cheery sun and blue sky a sharp contrast to the grey concrete block with a roof with missing shingles like numerous teeth falling off a nutcracker. The dead trees are a nice touch, with a decayed tire swing on the side, the dead grass, and oh they added some old statues of weathered angels on the side. How thoughtful.

"Come along, now," says Lexi, opening the carriage door. "We've got a challenge to conquer after all."

Chloe nods, shivering as she pulls the hood of her cloak up. What she'd do for something nice and warm at the moment. Even some freshly baked garlic bread.

"Yes, yes, time's a-running," Tarr says with a gleaming grin. "You have a show to put on, a name to put up in lights."

Chloe hops out of the carriage,  Lexi taking her hand to keep her steady. The paint is peeling on the front, a roof shingle drops off like a black oily raindrop, nearly rushing Chloe's foot. Attcus is on high alert throughout the ten steps it takes to reach the doors to the asylum.

"Does One-One ever think about doing repairs for some of the older cars?" Chloe ponders. "If this was a mental health hospital in my world, this would be closed down for repairs or turned into a historical landmark."

"We do need the funds to give this old home proper repairs," Tarr notes. "We're lucky to get by on some donations. It also helps that the denizens here don't have a need to eat."

That raises a few red flags in Lexi. While it is true that many of the cars had inanimate denizens, something about this scenario is not settling well with his pages.

Mr. Feather knocks on the door, which falls onto the floor with a loud SLAM, causing a large cloud of dust to rise. Chloe covers her face with her cloak while Atticus stepped back. "Roquelle, are you in here? We have guests!"

The entrance to the asylum is cold like a mausoleum. Lexi notices a cockroach skittering on the ground and shudders. He hates the idea of them crawling on his pages and devouring them bit by bit. That and rats. Either way, the faster they get to the exit, the better (although why he can't just fly over the rooftop of the asylum is another thing. It's not like the guardian deity of this place can touch him.)

"We just need to pass through the asylum to get to the next car," Chloe says, stepping forward. "So if there's anyone who can -- "

The lights suddenly turn on, party poppers burst in her ears and sprinkle her with confetti. Then, a patchwork banner unfurls from the ceiling reading, "WELCOME FRIENDS!" in jagged yellow letters. This is accompanied by applause by numerous faceless mannequins dressed up for a costume party.

"Welcome esteemed guests!" A mannequin dressed as a bride exclaims. "It's been so long since we had new friends."

"Thank you," Chloe says bashfully. "We're the Red Lotus Trio and -- "

"Oh yes, yes!" Another mannequin with a conductor's baton in his hands adds. "We have heard the rumors about you on the Infinite Radio Stations. How you arrived in the Kingdom of Azada and saved the lost prince from a horrible fate."

"It was just a kettle of hot water," Chloe admits. "And that one was my fault for placing it in a way that would've caused it to fly into the air and land on any of the books."

"That was still such a nice thing to do," A mannequin in a poofy princess dress and shimmering golden crown said. "Your shoulder doesn't hurt, right?"

"Oh, this old thing?" Chloe chuckles, hand on her left shoulder. "The pain was temporary, but I'd go through it again if it leads me into a blessing of having a new friend join me on my trip to stop the Apex!"

The mannequins gasp. One dressed in a white bunny suit asks, "So the rumors are true? You're really going after the Apex?"

"Someone has to," Chloe says. "They've hurt delegates from Corginia, they buried Lexi alive. I've heard tales of suffering throughout my trip across the Train, and I've decided that to make it my dream to -- "

"By the spear of Amanikabli, what the hell is all that racket?!"

The mannequins gasped as a door to the left slams open, and a figure stepped forward with long black hair streaked with red and unnaturally pale skin the color of monsoon clouds. Behind long black bangs are piercing red eyes. She wears a white top which exposes her navel with upright shoulders with rounded tops like clipped butterfly wings. On the center of the blouse is a bright yellow sun. She also wears baggy pants, with one leg being red and the other being blue. She also wears a cluster of pearls like a flower as an earring on her right ear. "I was finally getting some sleep after your whining, only to find you throwing another one of your stupid parties? Walang hiya ka!"

"Who's...that?" Lexi asks Mr. Tarr.

"That would be the warden of the Friendship Asylum, Roquelle," Mr. Tarr answers with a sigh. 

"She has quite the temper," Atticus notes.

"Nice to meet you, Roquelle," Chloe says, bowing to the warden. "My name is Chloe Cerise, but I usually go by the title 'Chloe of the Vermilli-'

"Ugh!" Roquelle snarls, covering her mouth. "Why does your breath smell so bad?!"

Chloe blushes, also covering her mouth. "Oh, sorry. Must've been the garlic bread I ate on the way here. Does anyone have gum? Or a breath mint?"

Roquelle clicks her teeth, fanning her hand in front of her face. "Forget it; just make sure to stay at least six feet away from me. Last thing I need is to have my face reeking of your garlic breath."

Chloe nods and steps back while Roquelle places a hand on her head as if suffering from a migraine. Given how she doesn't have a glass bottle on hand, it's certainly not a hangover. 

"Roquelle, please be nice and allow our guests to partake in one small trial so they can pass," Mr. Tarr notes. "Failure to do so means..."

"I know what it means," Roquelle says with a long, drawn out sigh. "I've been doing this job for a hundred years, after all."

"Then make sure you keep your hands to yourself this time around," Feather growls.

"Tch. Fine."

"Well then," the Wizard mannequin proclaims. "If you want a trial, we can do a bit of a role play. Just partake in a role of your choosing, and we'll let you go. That a deal."

"Better than nothing," Lexi mutters, really wanting to leave. "So Atticus and I will be --"

"We know exactly who you are supposed to be, your majesties. Royalty off on a quest to save the world. But what would Chloe like to be for our play date?"

"I'd say I want to be a queen, but in truth..." Chloe smiles as she presents a fireball towards the mannequins. "I want to be a witch!"

The mannequins gasp in awe while Roquelle's right eye twitches.

"I mean, there's nothing wrong with that, right?" Chloe asks. "I've always wanted to enroll in a witch's academy and cast spells, brew potions, ride a broomstick as well! Maybe we can set up some trials where I can prove myself as to whether I can qualify as a 'witch' in your pretend game. Would that be okay?"

The mannequins pause, then decide to huddle in the corner, whispering to themselves. One wearing a chef's hat looks up, but a hand pushes him back into the circle while Roquelle leers at the uninvited guests. Tarr and Feather nod their heads, as if pleased with their inspections so far. Chloe turns to them.

"So," she begins. "I was just about to ask something about Alec."

"Hmm?" Mr. Tarr questions.

"He's associated with the number 46...that wouldn't happen to coincide with the -- "

"Hey, puta!" Roquelle barks, grabbing Chloe's arm. "The trials have been set. Let's go."

"Okay, now can you just...hey, quit pushing me! I can walk by myself!" Chloe exclaims with Lexi and Atticus following her. Tarr and Feather watch the group go before Feather clicks his teeth.

"Seems that we're going to have to keep an eye on her," he mutters.

"Agreed," Tarr adds. "She's about to become an annoying thorn in our side."

...

The Red Lotus Uprising are lead to the backyard of the asylum, littered with dead leaves. They stand in front of a swimming pool where more leaves, tree branches and a beach ball can be found floating on its surface. Chloe isn't paying close attention to it, as she remembered seeing an artist mannequin lost in their work on the wall. Said work being a dark red seal on the wall, with the red "paint" actually being...

"The first test to prove you are a witch is the water test!" The wizard mannequin proclaims, snapping Chloe out of her thoughts.

"What does water have to do with witches?" asked Atticus.

"If you sink, then we know you are mortal. If you float, then we know that you are a witch!"

Chloe says nothing as she looks down. "Is that all?" She shrugs. "Okay then. Cannonball."

She jumps into the pool, arms by her side. There is a tiny splash while the inmate scream and howl in agony. 

"Oh the horror! The horror!" The firefighter mannequin wails, clutching their face. "No one has ever survived the terrors of the -- "

"What? A kiddy pool?" Chloe interrupts, arms folded over her chest.

Lexi and Atticus blink as they notice how Chloe stands in an inflatable rainbow-colored kiddy pool that reaches her ankles looking downright annoyed than looking like she was going to drown.

"Well, it's deep for me," Atticus notes. "The river in Corginia is only two feet."

"And you did get riled up when I had to carry you," Chloe adds, recalling the two minutes of chaos involving her carrying Atticus across a river while he whined and howled and struggled to escape..

Atticus grins sheepishly. "Not one of my best moments."

"She does not float, nor does she sink," The Wizard Mannequin proclaims. "This trial is null and void."

"Thankfully there are two more asinine trials," Lexi mutters, briefly noticing the scowl on Roquelle's face. "So, what's next for our beloved Witch of the Carmine Grove?"

...

The second trial takes place in what substitutes as the asylum's library. The walls are faded and the smiles of the numerous children holding hands underneath a cheery sun and three-colored rainbow seem more ominous than threatening. 

"Honestly, I'd be more amazed if the founder of this place didn't unironically name it the House of Smiles," Lexi observes.

"Oh we tried that once, didn't work out well," The Wizard Mannequin pipes up.

"The next test is the Weighing of Books! If she is deemed heavier than our stack of books, then we will know that she is a true witch because her soul is weighed with the knowledge of the dark arts!"

The mannequins look in horror as Chloe sits on one of the scales, making sure not to move while the scale rocks back and forth to adjust to her weight. She takes one glance of the books to the side and says, "Do your worst."

A stuffed gorilla wearing overalls struggles to carry the books in his arms before dropping them on the empty dish. The scales wobble back and forth for three seconds, the needle up above swaying like a pendulum...before it reveals that Chloe weighs much more than a stack of books. The wizard mannequin immediately knows what to say.

"She is heavier than these tomes of knowledge! She is indeed a witch."

"Hold on, something doesn't seem right about this," Lexi mutters, stepping forwards and notices how thin the books are, along with them being hard-cover.  "You're using children's books?" Lexi questions, picking up a rather large picture book covered with an assortment of knick-knacks. "Wait, the I Spy books are kinda heavy as it is..."

"She's passed the second test!" The Wizard mannequin proclaims. "But with one pass and one fail, we must deal with the tiebreaker...a dreaded third test!"

"And what exactly this third test?" Chloe questions as she hops out of the large scale dish. Lexi feels something in his papers. Even Atticus can't help but growl slightly, ears shifting to being alert.

"Simple." The bat-warden smirks as she takes three steps forward. Three clicks of her stilettos punctuated on the parquet floor. "It's said that all witches have a distinguishing mark on their bodies. Like a mole, or even a scar. Supposedly, these are the marks of the devil whom they contracted with. And we need to see it for ourselves!"

Chloe's eyes widen as she slowly reaches for her donut holer and cloak she draped over a chair. "Wait...what did you just say?"  

But she is swiftly turned around and pinned to the wall by Roquelle, leering at how Chloe struggles to escape the iron grip while she drags the zipper of her dress down with clawed hands while Chloe is too terrified to scream for help.

"What are you doing?!" Lexi exclaims when Roquelle pulls the dress down to expose pale skin and the straps of a sky blue bra. He almost instinctively places his hands over his face, but notices something under one of the straps.

There is a huge scar on Chloe's left shoulder, the color of dark clay, the length of a pen.

"Roquelle is right, there is a mark!" The Wizard Mannequin proclaims.

Chloe places a hand to her mouth, inhaling through her nose, mentally counting to three before exhaling. This is the stuff her mother always warned her about. Avoid going somewhere with strangers who want her to do inhumane things like stripping her naked or....

"Aha, a devil's mark!" Roquelle cackles while Chloe's breath hitches as she turns around to throw a punch...only for Roquelle to catch the fist and twist the arm behind Chloe's back. "Ah ah ah...you agreed to participate in this little ritual, gaga."

"Only so Atticus, Lexi, and I could be allowed to pass onto the next car." Chloe retorts, clenching her teeth so she doesn't scream. That's what all bullies want in the end; to hear their victims beg for their life in such a humiliating fashion. So that the victims can't confess to anyone what's going on because 1) who will believe them and 2) who will do anything to stop it? 

"Ha ha ha, listen up, hayop ka. You're not the first naive girl with good graces to enter my domain, you certainly won't be the last. And you don't get to leave until I hear you scream!"

Roquelle thrusts her nails deep into Chloe's scar, waiting for the scream. Instead, Chloe bites her lip and grasps Roquelle's hand on her shoulder as best as she can. Inhaling deep, lower jaw open as wide as Chloe has ever dropped it, she bites hard, causing Roquelle to scream, leading to Chloe to turn around and grab onto Roquelle's hair, twisting it with as much strength as she can while Roquelle is reduced to swearing and struggling to pull away.  Instead, Chloe yells as she starts slamming Roquelle's face into the wall.

"When did Chloe get that?" Lexi whispers.

"Prior to the Train." Atticus answers. "I didn't learn of it until after she got a kettle's worth of hot water on that particular shoulder."  

...

It started with a loud crash and two paper humanoids fighting one another. Or rather, it was one lashing out the other, berating the collected papers in a cobalt and emerald ink robe for taking eight years to discover that his own sonhad been buried just a few feet from his humble home.

Chloe didn't know what overtook her, but one second, she went from hiding behind a bookshelf with Atticus to running to tackle Lexi out of the way of a boiling hot metal kettle. The next second, she screamed as its contents splashed onto her skin and the kettle struck the ground like a meteor.

The pain on her shoulder was excruciating, almost as bad as the day she got a broken wrist in dodgeball. Only difference is that at least there were no idiot classmates and a boys-loving coach who didn't believe her when Chloe said she was really in pain.

"Chloe!" Atticus stated, rushing towards the ten-year-old girl. Chloe hissed but didn't cry; it would be useless to cry at this point. Crying doesn't change anything. Doesn't make the pain vanish or get people to actually do something about the problem.

As Lexi was commanded to cut up some aloe vera in the gardens, Titus and Atticus lead Chloe to a large washtub where books poured water on her shoulder. 

"Chloe, I know that I'm pushing boundaries," Titus said. "But I need you to remove your dress so I can apply the aloe vera. Do you trust me?"

"Better you than anyone at home," Chloe answered, carefully removing the dress so Titus could get a better view at the burns. Her skin was turning red, but it didn't look too deep all things considered. That was when Atticus noticed a dark line on her shoulder.

"Chloe, what is that?" Atticus gasped.

"That's...that's a scar I got for keeping my mouth shut when Princess Sara was talking," Chloe answered. "I was ignoring her while trying to get dressed for PE, and she turned me around and slammed me to a locker, digging the corner into my shoulder by 'accident' because she hates when anyone's back facing her."

"And you never told anyone?"

Chloe shook her head. "Who was going to believe me? After all, the PE teacher didn't believe that my wrist was broken in a round of dodgeball until I screamed so loud that classmates from Year 4 raced towards her thinking there was a fire. Besides, as long as I hide my scar with my hair and nightgowns at home, no one would ever know. It's not as painful as it was before, and it doesn't hinder my swings whenever I get to play softball for PE. If my teacher tried dislocating my arm with her grip, then that would be a different problem."

"Not even your parents?" Titus asked.

Chloe clicked her teeth. "I don't want them to find out. Even if I told them, they weren't going to help me. They probably would have made things worse by misunderstanding the situation. Tell me that I should take it easy, take the high ground, ignore the bullies and focus on my class. Or worse, keep me even more isolated than before."

"There's no way they can ignore an injury such as this!" Titus exclaimed. "The minute I see a tear in one of my books, I drop everything I'm doing to mend it until the tear is nothing but a memory. Why would you think no one would care?"

"My childhood friend could care less that I got my arm in a cast when Mr. Yeardley 'My life is a work in progress'  Aphanos decided to throw a dodgeball at my head that caused me to fracture my wrist and made me unable to write for almost two months. Or how my classmates sided with that lazy head and said it's what I deserve. Why should this be any different?"

The books splashed water over the burn, reminding Chloe of the days would sit in her shower all by herself, wishing the bathtub would fill up all the way so she could scream her frustrations into the water. She'd shower with her school uniform on if she could. Not like anyone would notice.

"...Atticus, can you do me a huge favor?" Chloe asked after thirty seconds of silence. 

"What is it?" 

Chloe pressed her forehead to her knees, voice soft. "Promise me that you don't mention any of this to Lexi unless absolutely necessary. I don't want him to feel guiltier than he is right now. I...if you don't wanna keep the promise, that's fine. I'm used to being disappointed."

Atticus blinked, but slowly nodded his head, ignoring how his ears picked up the sound of a number rising. "...okay. I promise, Chloe."

"Thank you," Chloe whispered, patting Atticus on the head, a small smile of relief on her face. Tears forming in her eyes disappear with the water pouring down her shoulder. "I'm glad to have at least one friend whom I can trust."    

...

"She suffered for that long and never told anyone?" Lexi gasps, watching Chloe get slammed into a wall yet never saying anything as Roquelle licks her hand and slaps Chloe across the chest. The inmates watch as Chloe clenches her teeth, always looking Roquelle straight in the eye. Roquelle makes sure Chloe can't turn away as well. "Why didn't she tell me?"

"She wasn't ready to tell you," Atticus answers. "She didn't believe she had your trust yet."

"But...but I wouldn't have..."

Lexi is interrupted when he hears Chloe cry out in pain, clutching her shoulder as she's slammed into the wall. From the way she clenches her teeth, her shoulder just became dislocated.

"Why don't you cry, you little bitch?!" Roquelle snarls, leaning close. Chloe can smell her breath; it smells like a mushroom wine mixed with raw meat. And worse, she doesn't have the strength to move her arm out of the way. "Why don't you scream in terror?"

"Because," Chloe calmly says, staring Roquelle straight in the eye as if she wanted to slam a plate of hot curry into her stupid face. "You're not the first ugly-faced bitch to break me, and you certainly won't be the last!"

The mannequins gasp in horror, dropping their props and scrambling to the other side of the room. Roquelle's eyes glow magenta, and her claws lengthen till they are the size of table knives. She snarls as she's ready to claw out Chloe's eyes.

"THAT'S ENOUGH!"

Roquelle is interrupted by a paper fist socking her in the stomach, knocking the wind out of her and slamming her to a wall. The inmates turn to Lexi folding his armor to resemble that of a samurai. He runs a hand through the back of the other one, and the fist folds itself into a sharp paper nodachi.

"This is not a trial to grant us permission to leave, this is nothing but a hazing ritual!" Lexi exclaims. "And you are going to...to..."

He pauses when he notices something off about Roquelle. She is slammed against the wall...or rather, only her upper torso is. Her legs stand perfectly still!

"W...what the?!" Atticus gasps.

"What is she?!" Lexi adds.

Roquelle snarls as Lexi and Atticus can see her entrails and droplets of blood dropping from her torso. Unable to zip up her dress, Chloe practically dives toward her cloak draped on the chair, one hand on her donut holer, doing her best not to puke as she performs a forward roll that has the cloak attach itself to her. Seeing someone's organs hanging out of her body never settled well with her. Perhaps that's why she hated those Buzzsaw films.

"You little freaks!" Roquelle howls. "I didn't want to reveal my true self so easily, but it looks like I have no other choice! RAGH!"

She lunges towards Chloe who yelps and swings her donut holer right into Roquelle's cheek, sending her flying towards a bookshelf, snapping it in half, half a dozen books falling on top of her. Chloe hastily places her hand on the cloak, feeling a slight wave of heat flowing through her veins before she locks eyes with the vampire lady bursting out of a collection of paperback dictionaries.

"Are you okay?" Lexi asks.

"Does it look like it?" Chloe asks, tears in her eyes. "Do you know how to put my shoulder back in place?"

"Yeah. I'm gonna need some blankets and a pillow...oh wait." Lexi stretches his arm out as the numerous drawings and paperback dictionaries fly towards him. The drawings act as a blanket, and the dictionaries are the perfect pillow to rest Chloe's head. Roquelle struggles to remove herself from some of the remaining dictionaries, but that is when Lexi throws a paper boomerang towards the encyclopedias. Countless letters topple on top of her, buying him more time.

"Now then, follow my directions. You know how to do a tricep stretch?"

Chloe nods.

"Right. Take your right arm, put it behind her back then reach for that shoulder. That's it. You should then hear a --"

"OW!!!" Chloe screeches, feeling the "pop" in her shoulder. She inhales. "That....wasn't as bad as the time Yeardley made me break my arm in dodgeball."

"I know, Atticus told me. No one defended you despite it being clear as day?"

Chloe sits up up as the wizard mannequin hands her his starry "cape" to act as a sling. "It was obvious to everyone, but Yeardley insisted that he was only aiming for the space between my shoulder blades, not my 'big fat head'. Not that my PE teacher bothered to discipline him; no, she fully believed his words over his actions and my classmates defended him than -- "

"We can talk later," Lexi says. "Come on then, Chloe. Let's flash her!"

Chloe turns red while the mannequins swivel their heads, Atticus's fur stands out while Tarr has an eyebrow raised. Feather slaps his partner upside the head.

"I didn't mean to strip!" Lexi hastily corrects himself as he hastily zips Chloe's dress up. "Remember what Tarr gave me on the way to the asylum?"

"Right!" Chloe gasps. "But how do we want to deal with her?"

"Allow me," Atticus says. "Although I do admit that I request a proper brushing of teeth when this is over."

Atticus runs towards Roquelle running towards the group, propelled by her claws. Atticus then runs past her, teeth clamping onto one of her intestines in an attempt to pull her away. As if she is a dog on a leash, Roquelle collapses onto the wooden floor, nails scratching the surface.

"Ugh..." Chloe says, hand to her mouth. "I'm gonna be sick..."

"What the hell are you doing, bobong aso!" Roquelle snaps, seeing Atticus continuing to bite down on her entrails. She struggles to move forward, but Atticus pulls back. a tug-of-war ensues as the mannequins, Mr. Tarr, and Mr. Feather watch in suspense. It could go either way as both competitors are equally stubborn.

But Atticus eventually has to let go, unable to spit out the taste of blood and guts out of his mouth. "Does anyone have soup or fruit juice?"

"We'll have to worry about that later, your majesty," Lexi notes, pulling out a bunch of thin paper. Roquelle propels herself with her arms as Lexi throws the paper into her eyes as if they are prayer seals. "Now Chloe!" 

With her good arm, Chloe hurls a fireball at Roquelle's eyes, causing the paper to produce a blinding flash, making Roquelle howl in fury. Chloe begins to tip-toe away from the vampire, taking deep breaths to calm her heart.  Roquelle growls, sniffing the air as she whips her head to where Chloe is at.

"Don't try running away," she snarls. "Not only can I hear your heart racing, your breath still stinks of garlic, little wolf. Garlic breath can last up to 24 hours because the sulfur compounds in your blood can be found in your lungs, throat and mouth. You can hold your breath all you want, but I know that you're already -- here!"

She turns to her southwest and lunges towards the location of Chloe...only to find herself smacked across the face by one of the I Spy books by the mannequin in the princess dress and plastic crown. Chloe blinks as the princess mannequin gestures with their head to get moving, smacking Roquelle across the face with the book once more.

"For glory, for the Witch of the Carmine Grove!" Princess Mannequin shouts, causing the mannequins to muster the courage to pick up more books and throw them at Roquelle. Roquelle swipes the books away, eyes searching for any sign of red. She knocks the mannequins to the side just as she sees Chloe and Atticus racing off on a gryphon Lexi out of the library.

"PAKYU KA!!!!!" The vampire warden roars.

Blood boiling, she chases them into the hallway, only for Mr. Tarr to step in front of her, catching her hand when she throws a punch. "And just where do you think you're going?" Mr. Tarr inquires.

"Where does it look like I'm going?" Roquelle replies, pushing her fist forward. But Tarr maintains his grip and pushes her back. Her eyes briefly show panic.

"You have overstepped your boundaries for far too long," Tarr snarls. "Your abuse has had unexpected consequences that has affected millions of lives!"

"Oh was I supposed to let Little Miss Gracie get away with outstaging me?"

"Grace Monroe has essentially become a bigger monster than you'll ever be," Feather snarks. "Because she actively goes out to hunt for new prey instead of staying in her comfort zone. You like abusing the inmates here because it's easy to do so, but when someone decides to not play by your script, you flip out. Especially when the victims are innocent maidens."

"Is that a threat, hinayupak?" Roquelle smirks.

"If you think of it that way," Tarr snarks. "But if you really want to play with your food, I can give you the means to leave the car so you two can settle your...frustrations...with Miss Vermillion."

"What are you implying?"

"A challenge to defeat Chloe of the Vermillioni before her legend begins. But if you choose to accept this fight, you are not allowed to set foot in the asylum. You will spend the rest of your days chasing after her until only one remains. Fair enough?"

A normal person would've thought about this carefully. Roquelle just smirks and grips Mr. Tarr's hand. "You've got yourself a deal."

Tarr keeps a stoic glare as red energy wraps around Roquelle's body. She gasps, mouth open into a moan before a pair of black bat wings materialize on her back and she licks her claws in delight.

"Well, well. Guess it's time for a hunting game," Roquelle smirks.

 

Author's Notes

I actually have an excuse as to why this chapter is updated so late. A legit one.

As I stated at the beginning of the story, this prequel is in dedication to the wrestler Windham Rotunda/Bray Wyatt. His characters and narrative of creepiness was unparalleled, but his death made it hard to consistently write Uncle Howdy. For his appearance in Horrorland Car, he was inspired by the Street Fighter character G, and even then I wasn't sure I could do him justice.

Then, in June 2024, Uncle Howdy returned. 

Before Bray's death, Uncle Howdy was played by Bray's brother Taylor Rotunda, otherwise known as Bo Dallas. With this, Bo Dallas would have stable called Wyatt6 (Wyatt Sicks, and there are five members not six), with the team based off of members of the Firefly Funhouse Car and played by wrestlers who were thrown out of their particular stables. It was through the promos over the next two months that we learned more about the new Uncle Howdy; a manifestation of Bo's grief in losing his older brother and wanting to "save" people from despair. Portrayed as an anti-hero who goes after bullies (Chad Gable) but having a sense of honor (like allowing Jey Uso to run before their appearance after he gave up his firefly entrance to them). The writing, the analog horror vibes, the acting of Bo Dallas was phenomenal, and I had to devour more promos to really get a grasp of Uncle Howdy's character in the future.

The other excuse is due to college classes coming back up and I had to focus on those in the meanwhile. That and other Arc-V stories were in the way and I was getting distracted in posting them. At the rate I write the story, and if I'm not distracted with anything else, I'll have perhaps one more chapter up before the year ends.

Roquelle's inspiration was the Filipino monster known as the manananggal, a female vampire who can separate her torso from her body (which was obvious given her outfit was based off of the Filipino flag). The blouse's shoulders are done in a bolero side, inspired by Spanish inspired fashions. Spinner and I decided Roquelle to be a Filipino monster as both of us are Filipino (though I consider myself more ABC and Burmese). And yes, all the curse words she says are accurate.

The chapter was always meant to be the halfway point of the story, where we go from a slow-burn character focus to the action as Chloe must fight for her life against an opponent that can and will kill her if she's not careful. She's the one who gives Chloe the wake-up call that the Train will NOT go easy on her from here on out. To quote Kamen Rider Ryuki, "If you don't fight, you won't survive." Starting with the next one, we really delve deep into the Firefly Funhouse and meeting Uncle Howdy, along with showing more and more of Goh's past not really matching up with the reality he forms in his head.

So tune in next time as we take a look at an "Autopsy of a Monster". Until then.

Chapter 8: Autopsy of a Monster

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Chapter 8 -  Autopsy of a Monster

The afternoon sun starts to turn orange.

At this point, Goh should go back to the Cerise Institute. He's been getting messages from Ash about whether or not he's returned from his trip to Ilex Forest and if he has any interesting stories to tell. Goh does his best to text with one thumb about something shocking that he found in Celebi's shrine...but he decides not to be such a bother.

Goh steps foot into the Robinson-Leigh Library, hands in his pocket. A quiet place, where he can be surrounded by books and not be bothered by other people. The most you have to talk to is the head librarian for the location of a particular book that you're looking for. 

He wanders past the reference books, the adult fiction section, the history section, and enters the children's section on a whim. He recalls a field trip when he and other classmates learned the magic of the library, and went on a scavenger hunt to learn about the Dewey Decimal system. Chloe wanted to partner with him but he refused. He could find the answers by himself cause he was such an expert in using computers, showing everyone up by being the first one to hand in his scavenger hunt sheet and winning a free book about Mythical Pokémon.

As he passes by a table of the most popular books at the moment, Goh's eyes glance at the book Chloe asked from him. Terrifying Tales for Fledgling Fennekins. He only read the summary online, never found himself reading fiction for pleasure (unless said pleasure is learning new Pokémon stuff or perhaps looking at the stars at night, a vision of him stargazing with Mr. White Haired Traitor flashes in his mind). He still feels his chest swell with pride when he correctly labeled all the Pokémon in front of Professor Oak. It's something he'll never forget). But it's here now...

Why did Chloe want this book in particular? What secrets does it hold that connects with her disappearance? Is there a secret code? Something in her room that can connect the two of them? A single page, a single sentence might be all that is needed to finally get some answers.

Goh picks up the book on the table and takes a look at the cover. Streaks of yellow and orange for the Fennekins in contrast to the black shadows and darkened woods. What exactly does Chloe find interesting? It's not like her to actively ask him for anything...

He puts the book back and walks towards the tall shelves, not understanding why children loved fiction so much. The lives of the people there weren't real. What was there to gleam over? And the stories ended the same anyhow. Good versus evil, good always wins, the princess wakes up, the stepmother gets burned alive or drowns, families are reunited, nobody dies, and everyone lives happily ever afters.

Well, happily ever afters for everyone except him. His happy ending was to see Tokio again, to have another adventure to find Celebi even if it ended up going nowhere. And he still has his goal to have Mew in the palm of his hands. That goal wouldn't be fulfilled for a long time.

But...what happens when he reaches his happily ever after? Is there really such thing as happily ever after?

He's thought about how happy he'd be when Chloe came home. When she returned from...wherever she was this whole time...but then what happens next? Does he just go back to his routine of traveling with Ash and catching Pokémon? Does he become more forceful and drag Chloe off of her butt to do something?

Goh groans and rubs his forehead. if only he knew just how to reach out to Chloe. Maybe he needs to figure out what type of Pokémon she likes. Everyone has to have a Pokémon they like; Chloe's no different. And seeing as he meandered into the spooky section of the Children's Wing, he might as well use that as inspiration.

Goh begins pulling books off the shelves, staring at their covers for inspiration. Clearly there has to be one book that would give him a clue. After ten books, he finds a cover of a picture book depicting a girl on a swing with a Misdreavus on the swings next to her. The whimsical title reads How to Make Friends with a Ghost.

Goh takes a look at the girl's smile, at the Misdreavus smiling back...and a memory forms.

...

"Check out this book I borrowed from the library!" Goh cheered, a large textbook of Pokémon in his hands. The title read "Junior Trainer's Big Book of Pokémon".  "It has  information of all the Pokémon from the Kanto region, the Johto region, and even the Hoenn region! I bet they have a lot of pages dedicated to Mew!"

"Of course it would," Chloe muttered, scooping curry and rice into her mouth. It's lunch time and everyone is having fun chatting with one another, discussing celebrity crushes, games, books. Not like Goh who only cares about Mew.

Goh slams the textbook onto the table and began flipping towards the middle. "Maybe I can read something about Mew's likes or dislikes. Maybe I can figure out the best ways to capture them. Or their favorite food. Or..."

"Why do we always have to read about Mew?" Chloe interrupted. "Can't we discuss the Pokémon I like?"

Goh paused and turned to Chloe in amusement. "You liking Pokémon?" he asked, as if he meant to ask Santa Claus wasn't real (not like he believed in him). He snorted. "Aside from Vivillon, I mean."

"Vivillon used to be my favorite Pokémon," Chloe clarified, snatching the book away from Goh and flipped towards a few pages. "But if we're going into the 'M' section, let's go past Mew and look up....that!"

Goh blinked at the new Pokémon Chloe pointed to. Still under "M" but it definitely wasn't a Miltank (who were known for their pink coloration and their milk being of the best quality). "Isn't that a Misdreavus?"

"Yeah, don't they look pretty?" Chloe said, smiling at the image. "It's said they love spooking people at night and feed on their fears! If I found a Misdreavus, I wouldn't be afraid because they'd eat my fears for me. Or maybe a Shuppet would work out as well. That would also work for you too, Goh! Because chasing after a Mew means you have to be pretty fearless, right?"

"I dunno..."

"Oh, what about a Gastly?" Chloe suggested, flipping the book to the "G" section and pointing at the ghost Pokémon that looked more like a miniature black sun with a purple ghostly aura with a sharp fang smile. "Don't you think their fangs look so fang-tastic? And then they'll evolve to a Haunter and a Gengar! If I met a Gengar, I'd become best friends with them!"

"Seriously?" Goh muttered. "Don't you know what it takes to envolve them into a Gengar?"

"Er, lots of hugs and candy?" Chloe asked. She already could imagine hugging a Gastly at night, going trick-or-treating with it while dressed as a witch, feeding them those candy corns that she hated. Blech. She liked chocolates a lot better. Dark chocolates with peanut butter.

Goh groaned as he snatched the book away from Chloe and pointed to the bottom of the page which showed a chart of Gastly's evolution. Gastly to Haunter to Gengar. "See this? You have to trade Haunter with another Trainer in order for it to evolve. And then the Trainer has to swap it back so that you can actually use the Gengar."

"Ohhh...." Chloe said. But then the shock turned to a smile. "But it's not gonna be that difficult cause I know the best Trainer to trade with."

"Really? You actually wanna trade with No-Show Goh here?"

Chloe flinched but otherwise kept a calm face when she saw Sara approach along with Patricia. Julie made up the rear, and every time Chloe saw her, she wondered what exactly Sara did to make Julie so...submissive. Surely Julie wasn't really part of Sara's posse out of her own will.

"Of course I do!" Chloe said proudly. "Because Goh and I are friends. And once Haunter evolves into Gengar we can switch right back!"

"Yeah right!" Sara sneered. "As if your friend would ever want to give up his precious Mew."

"I promise to trade it back for Gengar. I don't want Mew, just --"

"Sara is right though." Goh commented. "I don't want to trade Mew to anyone."

Chloe looked ready to tear up. "But...but what about my Gengar? You can always capture another Pokémon so we can still make the trade anyhow! I really want to --"

"If you really want that Gengar so much, then leave me alone and go trade with someone else! Or better yet, the next time you meet up with one of them, why not have Yamper use Spark. I don't need anyone except Mew." Goh answered bluntly. 

"Is...is that true?" Chloe stammered. "But don't you need another Pokémon to battle Mew so you can ca--"

"What are you, stupid?!" Goh snapped.  Is his friend that much of an idiot? "Let me spell it out to you like my mom said, 'If it's not about Mew, it's not my problem!' Got it?"

"I...I..." Chloe looked ready to cry. Instead, she scooped curry into mouth and said nothing else for the rest of lunch period with tears in her eyes. All while Goh flipped the book back to Mew's page and Sara and Patricia laughed and Julie just stayed silent, like she always did.

She never brought up any mention of Misdreavus or Shuppet or Gengar ever again. All was well.

... 

Goh shakes his head and puts the book back on the shelf. Okay, that is ridiculous. Chloe liking Ghosts is not like her. After all, if that was true, then she would've been interested in the Misdreavus he caught in the Johto Region. She wouldn't be terrified at fighting Gengar; she'd be giggling at them, hugging them and finding them to be so much fun. (How hilarious would it be for Gengar to not be defeated by Yamper's Spark but by a little girl with red hair wanting to befriend them). She would've shown jealousy over not being there on the day Ash met up with Gengar's abusive Trainer and tackled the asshole with a Spark attack.

And then he frowns again at the thought of Chloe demanding for him to trade with her when he's clearly not interested. Why did Chloe insist on having him having to make her happy? He gave her the solution, it shouldn't be that hard to find a trainer willing to trade Pokémon with her then trade back. There were hundreds of Pokémon Trainers in Vermillion City, and if she went on a journey, she'd certainly find a Trainer in the Pokémon Center who would say yes. Didn't she see that he just wanted Mew at the time?

But...that was before Goh met Ash. When he realized that in order to capture Mew, he needed a Pokémon to fight them, weaken them, and then Mew would be in the palm of his hands. And just because Mew is still his endgame, didn't mean he couldn't become friends with Scorbunny (looking back, Goh realized he was an ass for rejecting Scorbunny so easily).

So Chloe wasn't wrong when she said that he should have another Pokémon...

Oh, what the hell would she know about Pokémon? She showed little to no enthusiasm for it, so of course her wanting to fight Ash Ketchum was going to end in failure. At least he didn't try to Tackle a Ghost-type in his first battle! And she should be lucky he hasn't decided to upload the video yet; he was humiliated in front of an entire audience! And the tournament was livestreamed for thousands of people. What a drama queen.

Scowling, he stomps off from these works of fiction, but as he turns a corner, he bumps into a taller boy with feathery blond hair, wearing a white school uniform. "Agh!"

"Oh, sorry," The boy says with a smile. "Didn't see you coming round the corner."

"It's okay," Goh mutters. Just as long as he stays away from those books not helping him reach the truth. "And...uh, who are you?"

"Daiki," The older boy says. while next to a girl with light brown hair and a pendant depicting a Misdreavus. "And this is my friend, Hannah."

"Hey Goh!" Hannah said with a wave. "So, you checking out a book for home?"

"Er...no," Goh answers, looking away. "I'm just buying some time before I go back."

"Oh," Daiki says. "Well, take care of yourself. Been hearing a lot of things going down at Vermillion International School."

"Whatever has happened, it doesn't involve me at all," Goh mutters, stomping off and putting his hood over his head. He didn't like it when others approached him like that. And it isn't like these two would become important to him in the future. Damn it, why is Vermillion International School so important right about now? Did someone die? Did some sort of scandal get loose?

Well, it doesn't matter. None of it matters. He already has enough on his plate trying to figure out where Chloe's gone and having no clues as to what happened. The forums were no help, and narrowing it down in the search engines weren't of any use either. If only there was a sign...

Looking down at his Rotomphone, Goh glances at the time and decides to send a message to Ash. Then he notices that Chloe sent him a message a few hours ago. He immediately goes to check it, but his hopes are dashed. Nothing about her whereabouts. Instead, they're all questions about how he acted so rude to her in hiding the truth about Ilex Forest. Did she not understand that it was none of her business? He doesn't go poking around over what bugs her as to why she keeps refusing his offers to go Pokémon exploring. Arceus, what is she? Stupid?!

He's about to text Chloe to shut up about Ilex Forest but pauses. Then he shoves his Rotomphone into his pocket and storms out of the library. He'll respond to Chloe later. He'll let Chloe be the one to call him instead of doing these baby steps of sending texts to pointless questions.

Author Notes

If there's one thing I noticed about Goh prior to Ash, he doesn't self-reflect. He's incapable of thinking about his past actions and just allows his emotions to leak out. Episode 32 shows him refusing to confront the pain of Tokio's "betrayal" in any way, shape, or form, ultimately deciding that Pokémon are better because they don't abandon you. He's quick to dismiss Ash as a friend because of one minor spat, and he has a tendency to not think about communicating things. Rather, he just gives up without trying to meet in the middle (him deciding that he'll just dump Raboot before Ash tells him that he's being an asshole like the Gengar trainer)

And speaking of Gengar, I am kinda annoyed that the end of Ep 11 has Chloe knock Gengar out of the Institute but she's conveniently not there six episodes later so Gengar ends up antagonizing Ash. You literally could've had Chloe there to confront Gengar once more, maybe get a lesson to try again, have her -- I don't know -- CAPTURE the Ghost and have her with a unique Pokemon before Eevee (because none of the Poké girls had Ghosts at all). Only other significant moment Chloe and Gengar interact is when Eevee decides to imitate the Ghost, which is a waste of character interactions if you ask me.

On a side note, Daiki is based off the same Daiki from Infinity Train: Boiling Point's prequel -- Melancholy Afterlife. Hannah, meanwhile, is named after Hannah-Marie, protagonist of "Scary Godmother: Halloween Spectacular". Her Misdreavus is a reference to Scary Godmother herself.

Also, yes I am fully aware that Goh likes books but I like to amend that he's not into FICTION. He isn't into fairy tales or book reports, just books with cold hard facts. I also like to believe that Goh loved stargazing -- he does mention to Drizzile that when he can't express himself in words, he looks at the stars -- but stopped doing so after Tokio as it's just a reminder of the jerk.

And speaking of jerk, I'm not sure how much longer I have to pound it into people's heads in this fanfic that Goh being a jerk wasn't JUST from Chloe's perspective. All flashbacks in his chapters are from how he remembers them and he never sees anything wrong with how he behaved because no one ever teaches him right or wrong. Those with autism may have problems with emotional regulation. And with Chloe unknowingly hitting his buttons about Tokio, all he can do is tell her to eff off. And yet there is a paradox in that he wants her to STAY to avoid confronting the idea that he's unlovable when he could be loved and accepted if he just, I dunno, brought up Tokio in casual conversation?

(And yes, Tokio will appear in the story; he's actually in Goh's final flashback)

The flashback with Chloe and Goh is mostly to highlight how they are mirrors to one another. Goh is logical, focuses on his goal with intellect, but he blocks emotions and doesn't think of supporting Chloe in any way possible with her goals. While Chloe is innocent and sees herself befriending ghosts easily -- it was inspired by this comic, btw -- she still points out the smaller things like Goh needing another Pokémon to catch Mew and she was still trying to support him by having Shuppet feed on his fears and insecurities (which REALLY would've benefited Goh given how angsty and aloof he was to her). Chloe continued to watch out for Goh, but Goh is more "wake up, get out, and stop thinking of the small things". Both of them need one another, yet they lack they don't accept what the other has in store for them. Alas, given how they had no parent figures to talk things over, it's honestly a miracle their friendship lasted up to this point.

Next chapter will focus on the titular Firefly Funhouse as we deal with the "Assassination of Faith". See you then.

Notes:

11/30/24 Edit: To clarify the "I don't need friends just Mew" statement, Goh in this story said it out of anger that Chloe wouldn’t shut up on having another Pokémon due to Tokio. When he says this again to her in Crocus, he subconsciously realized he was mean to Chloe back then and began to realize how she was the only person who bothered to come to his birthday and said "I don't need friends just you" to reassure her that he was thankful for her presence...except Chloe misheard "you" as "Mew" because she has little trust in Goh actually WANTING her around as a friend.

Chapter 9: Assassination of Faith

Summary:

In which we reach the titular car but not the end of Chloe's troubles.

Chapter Text

Chapter 9: Assassination of Faith

The next car is dark. Dark enough that one would be unable to see their hand in front of their faces. The only sounds that can be heard is light rustling of the wind, heaving breathing, and the crackling of a small fire, a pinprick of light in a land of shadows. 

Lexi unfolds himself until he is in a humanoid form once more, hand against a tree. Atticus and Chloe hop off, Chloe grasping her shoulder but making sure to not show how much pain she's in by keeping an emotionless face. She doesn't care if her shoulder is swollen or if her chest is red from Roquelle's assault. She's handled worse.

"So, what's our status?" asks Atticus, peering into the dark. His ears pick up faint sounds of screeching, but that can be bats and not pissed off wardens. 

"I think we lost her," Chloe says, one hand covered in flames, the other one gripping her donut holer. Atticus and Lexi make sure to stay by her side so they don't get lost. The only other light that can be seen in the distances are the large blue-white fireflies floating around in spiraling patterns. There also flowers. Crocus, to be precise. "There's no way she can smell my garlic breath from this distance. As long as we make it to the door, we're safe...hopefully."

"What is her deal?" Atticus questions. "Are all asylum wardens like this?"

"You really want either of us to answer that question?" Lexi asks, using his papers to gather kindling for a fire. "At least she can't go after us here."

"In the meantime, are you guys okay?" Chloe asks, looking down at Atticus. Lexi dumps the firewood in front of them and she tosses the fireball to light them up. The crackling sounds give her some comfort within this everlasting darkness. "I wish I can give you a toothbrush to brush your teeth, but I don't think we have enough water to clean my brush."

"I knew we should've bought some of those canine dental wipes back at the Dentist Car," Atticus sighs. "But Lexi and I are more concerned about you, Chloe. We don't know when we'll be able to find a Hospital Car for you to rest. Or if there's an apothecary, or some healing potion to heal your wounds."

"Yeah, we need to get to the door as soon as possible," Chloe agrees. "But this gives me a chance to practice the pyrokinesis given from the cloak. Mmm...do you guys recall what Olmec said?"

"Even better!" Lexi snaps his fingers as he rips a paper from his neck. "I made sure to write the entire conversation in case of emergencies. Let's see...'The Cloak of Marchosias and Wepwawet combines the ferocity and the flames of the Marquess of Fortitude with the straight and noble pathways of the White Wolf of the Warpath. The cloak allows you, Chloe of the Vermillion, to unleash the fires of Inferno that Marchosias unleashes on the summoner if they find themselves unworthy. It also allows you to take the path of the White Wolf of the Warpath, opening the doors to a new road towards infinity if need be while firing judgment like arrows from within your very core."

Atticus noticed how the paper was half the size of an average one. "You got that down in just one page?"

"There's more," Lexi adds, unfolding the paper so it is now average size. "There are still many secrets kept within the cloak so try them all out when possible. It will help you light the way, or perhaps guide others to another point of view they have never seen before. The choice is yours and yours alone."

"It still is weird that he'd have this type of artifact kept hidden away," Chloe remarks as Lexi puts the paper back. "Where was that for that Mallow girl and her...Bounsweet, it was?"

"Do you want a girl half your age setting the world on fire?" Lexi deadpans.

Chloe pauses as she imagines little Mallow with her green pigtails and flower crown in her hair smirking while a house burns behind her. "Er...no. Still, I just don't like this feeling of being compared to a family member I don't even know. It just reminds me of how I'm trying to escape my dad's shadow."

"But has your father ever said you were to inherit his legacy as a Pokémon Professor?" Lexi asks. "I know that one day I shall become King of Azada, but I am content in my duties of being a prince for now."

"I..." Chloe pauses. She knows a lot of what her father said and what he didn't say. "No, he's never said anything about me being a Pokémon Professor, but at the same time he never says anything at all."

"Not even about why you've been stuck at his office without anything to do?"

Chloe exhales, like a white flower closing in on itself. "He said it was only to give me 'breathing room' after what happened at the talent show, and that I needed anything, I could talk to him. But, I haven't been able to say what I really want because I know that my feelings and wants don't matter to him. Can't even convince him to let me go to softball camp on my own even though I was on my best behavior."

"What exactly does he make you do?" Atticus asks, sitting down. Chloe slowly drops down to do the same, nervously rubbing her shoulder. "You mentioned back in the Crayon Car as to how you were 'caged' in your father's office after an incident with red paint that resulted in you getting in trouble with the principal."

"I do nothing," Chloe remarks. "I mean, it'd be easy for him to be mad for me and force me to clean the Institute on my hands and knees. But I feel like me not doing punishment is a punishment. Him not paying attention to me like I want is his way of him hating me. And I don't blame him. After all, he's a Pokémon Professor, graduate of Professor Oak. Anything that I do is a reflection of himself. So if word gets out that I'm an angsty violent girl..." 

"It won't reflect him," Atticus says. "In fact, I'm sure people will see him as a flawed but understanding father if you take the time to tell him about your bullying."

"And what happens next?" Chloe asks, fingers pressing on her dislocated shoulder. "What do you think he'll do about the bullying problem? Best he can do is prohibit them from being Pokémon Trainers which will lead to the classmates getting ready with a steel chair to smack across the face or pushing me out of the third story window because how dare I decide to tell my dad about this and prevent them from chasing their dreams!" She starts breaking down. "I know my classmates want me to die. You know, Sara was kind enough to give me a birthday gift once. Some flowers on my desk."

"That's...nice of her," Lexi compliments.  

"Yeah, a nice way of saying 'I wish you were dead'." Chloe remarks. "Course I can't say anything about it because her posse will defend her. Heck, if someone does something wrong in that class, I'm the scapego-goat. They'll always defend each other in a secret alliance to take me down. Like Harriet the Spy when her confidential notebook was exposed and they destroyed her life in retaliation because of her observations. The only thing I can do is keep my head low and hope that they'll eventually get tired of me because asking adults to intervene in regards to children's problems always leads to more suffering."

She sits down, one hand over her face to hide her tears. Atticus curls up in her lap and Lexi sits down and wraps his arms around her.

"And now I'm nothing more than a burden for you both. My arm is immobilized, there's no medical car in sight, and even if there is one, I'll be stuck like this for a few weeks. Goetias, I'm so stupid thinking that I could fight back against Roquelle!"

"Even if you didn't stand up to her, Roquelle would have made things worse for you," Atticus comments. "The fact that you were defiant against her assault makes you stronger than her."

"And getting wounded doesn't make you weak," Lexi says. "No man's an island; we can carry the burden for you."

"But we need to figure out a way to heal my shoulder in the fastest way possible," Chloe insists. "What I'd do to summon a doctor this instant..."

And yet her mind still focuses on her being a scapego-goat. Doesn't matter what happens or who does it, it's always her fault. If the class is forced to stay in the cafeteria until everyone is quiet? It's her fault. If a student causes a mess in PE, her fault. If her class ends up no longer being trainers? Her. freaking. fault.

But that phrase keeps ringing in her head. Scapego-goat. Gogoat...Go...goa...

Chloe suddenly stands up, eyes bright. "I got an idea!"

"Really?" asks Lexi.

"Yeah, I think we could..." Chloe pauses as she looks at her hand. Recalling how she tried bringing suggestions for group projects at school but her partners ignored her for their ideas. And then they think of an idea that would force them to perform the minimum while forcing her to do everything else since she's so creative and artistic. "No, I shouldn't say it. It's ridiculous...it's crazy...you'll laugh..."

"We just escaped some sort of grotesque woman who splits her body in half by throwing flash paper at her face," Lexi remarks. "We survive on crazy plans and on a Train where you have to do what you can to survive..."

"We won't laugh at you," Atticus says. "We trust you to come up with a good decision here."

Chloe breathes. That's right. Atticus and Lexi aren't her classmates. They aren't Goh who can't read between the lines of a text. They aren't assholes; they will not interrupt her. "Okay, I was thinking about how I was a scapego-goat back at school...but then I focused on the Gogoat part. Remember what you said that Satan might be a denizen on the Train, Lexi?"

"Yeah. Wait, don't tell me you're going to try to summon Satan?"

"I'll try to summon Satan after I successfully summon Lucifer," Chloe snarks. "But that's not the point. The point is that if Satan is a possible denizen, then perhaps the demons of the Ars Goetia can be summoned as well." Chloe removes her backpack and reaches for her phone. She begins searching through her downloaded notes. "And it just so happens that there is exactly one Goetia who is capable of healing me without any sacrifice. Take a look at this image."

Atticus and Lexi lean close and nearly scream in surprise. They see a monstrosity that has the face of a lion but with six goat legs circling them like a wheel. Chloe laughs a little.

"He looks weird, yes, but he also has a centaur form that he sometimes uses. This demon is known as Buer, the 10th ranked of the Goetias. One of his abilities is to heal the summoner along with knowledge of herbs and plants I probably will be eating or applying to accelerate the recovery process."

"So we're taking a gamble to summon a demon in order to magically heal your shoulder?" Atticus surmises. "That...is not a bad idea. And if he does need a sacrifice, I'm sure a bit of food or a small drop of blood will suffice."

"And it's not like we can do anything else," Lexi admits with a nod of his head. "Okay, Chloe. What do we need to do?"

"Atticus, you're going to be on lookout for Roquelle if she arrives," Chloe instructs while she scrolls through her phone. "And Lexi, I'll need your help in drawing Buer's seal as well. The faster we get this done, the better."

"On it!" Lexi picks up a stick on the ground like a large pencil. "Come on then, Let's get to work."

Chloe smiles as she sets the phone in the center, making sure to place her finger on it every now and then so it doesn't turn off, and drags her donut holer onto the ground, forming one large circle while Lexi draws a smaller one inside.  Atticus quietly looks off into the distances, ever vigilant for the smell of blood and rotten flesh that he picked up from Roquelle when he clenched on her intestines. 

He has gone through plenty of terrifying experiences with Tulip, but it seems like Chloe just likes to drag him onto a never-ending nightmare that he can't wake out of. It's not her fault, per se, it's just the will of the cars the Train places in front of them. Although sometimes he wonders if the Train purposefully teleports the three into whatever car seems most convenient for a blessing or a lesson. There's never an in-between, there is never a compromise.

Reminds him of a quote of a detective with the ever shifting face told him a month after Tulip left the train. "Never compromise, even in the face of Armageddon."

And yet, Atticus honestly likes how refreshing Chloe's approach towards the cars are. While Tulip tries to force her way through a car or run in the first sign of trouble, Chloe jumps into the fray with childish innocence. Even if some of them are frightening or not his speed, there is still some beauty to them. 

Still, something bugs him in regards to Chloe and her supposed "grandfather". He knows that he recalled something in regards to this grandfather back in Azada. It was long after the three days when she tried to write a new story, only to slam her head against the desk surrounded by crumpled balls of paper. It was after Lexi was unearthed and Chloe had taken hot water to the shoulder to save him.

He had left her alone to brainstorm, navigating the numerous shelves of history, biology, cook books, herbology. And then he head the shuffling of papers and Titus muttering something not sounding right.

...

"This can't be right...these signatures, and the girl who bears the surname...what tricks are the Train playing this time?"

Atticus walked into Titus in his study, seeing the paper king pace around while scratching his chin. The pages that make up Titus's robes are peacock blue and forest green with golden calligraphy forming cuffs and trim. His slicked hair and beard are the color of sepia toned paper, reflecting his age compared to the pure white pages of Lexi. It was nice to have some exercise before the big Wonderland feast for Chloe and the newly healed Prince of Azada. But something told him that there was something in the air, like when he tried warning Tulip not to fall into The Cat's plans to see into a videotape that had her name (although it ironically was a blessing in hindsight. He could never tell which side that sneaky feline was on.),

"But now of all times? I can imagine that the Train can be in a state of flux, but this is..." Titus turned around when he noticed a small shadow on the floor. "Oh, your majesty. I didn't see you coming. "

"In truth, I was trying to find your agriculture section," Atticus explains. "I was given a request by the twins Carter and Carver over how they can multiply production in their peanut farm. Chloe is spending Alice Day with a prince which I find humorous."

"And why's that?"

"According to 'tradition', Alice Day is akin to opposite day. Left is Right, Right is Left, if you lose you're winning and the same is true in the end. Chloe happily dancing with a prince fits the spirit of this unofficial holiday is because one of the things she told me is that she dislikes the idea of being called a princess since her classmates teased her for not following the 'Traditional Princess checklist' that involves any of the following: magic hair or hands, talking animals, being poisoned, kidnapped, or enslaved, experienced true love's kiss and, the most serious one...having a deceased parent."

"...How old are these children again?" Titus questions. "Well, that's besides the point. When I heard Chloe's surname, I thought I was getting deja vu for a second. Her red hair, her flower highlights, the way she was so absorbed into her writing when it came to nightmares and fairytales...I thought this was nothing more than a dream."

"Maybe we're all the dream of the Train and when it stops moving, we'll just..."

"Let's not dwell on that possibility for a long time, your majesty," Titus said with a mirthless laugh. "Still, I have been ruling this car long enough to see many people become inspired by the books they tend to, to know about their lives before they embarked on a life-changing journey. But never have I thought I would ever see a descendant of..."

"Oh..my...GOETIA! How does the library have a copy of these?" Chloe races in, nearly tripping over her feet. "Do you see who this is?"

Titus turns around and walks towards Chloe, taking the book from her hands. He drops it in surprise, looking at the person on the cover, then at Chloe, then the cover once more. "But...no...this can't be right...you have the surname, and the highlights, and...and..."

"And...what?" Atticus asked, worried. 

"....it's nothing. I'm probably still stressed out over what happened with my son," Titus murmured. "Miss Cerise, do you know anything about this book?"

"Know it, I've read it at least five times!" Chloe gasped, showing off the cover of a man with red hair and glasses. "You see, this all starts when the protagonist wakes up to start work in the city. And then he searches for his partners and he goes, 'I found you faker!"

...

Atticus's ears perks up the second he hears the word, coming from a screechy feminine voice that does not sound like Chloe in the slightest. He turns around and watches in horror as a large black blur lunges towards Chloe from a tree. An upper torso with intestines trailing out. He immediately races to grab one of those disgusting entrails like last time, hoping to bide Chloe enough time to finish the circle.

"Chloe, we need to hurry!" Lexi gasps, seeing Roquelle slowly inch her way forward, claws digging into the earth. "I'll draw her attention and you finish the circle."

"Are you kidding me?" Chloe gasps. "If she shreds you in half, there's nothing stopping her from --"

She doesn't have time to finish as Roquelle propels herself forward through the use of her forearms, Atticus hanging on for dear life. Lexi slams his hands together then pushes them forward. A thick wall of papers surround the two of them. "There's no time! Finish the seal before -- "

He has no time to finish when he sees something tearing through the papers and striking him in the face with a yelp. Atticus is knocked to the side and Lexi falls unconscious, having lost his grip on Roquelle's intestines. Chloe looks in terror, feeling a wave of warm energy flowing from her arm and into the hand holding her donut holer, watching it light up.

"You think that stupid little stick is going to stop me?" Roquelle hisses as her lower legs jumps onto Lexi, stomping on his back. Thankfully, Lexi gathers his papers to form a cocoon around Atticus, unleashing a papery octopus tentacle strike back at those legs. "I knew the minute I saw your hair and learned of your name, I would be dealing with him all over again! You and your dear grandfather can rot in Hell for all I care, puta."

"That's not true. I'm not a descendant of Alec. This is crazy talk!" Chloe exclaims, hand waving the flaming donut holer like she's shooing away a zombie. Zombies hate fire, after all. 

"Doesn't matter." Roquelle states. "I'm going to have fun ripping you apart, tear every single lock of hair out of your scalp to weave into a mat to wipe my feet, peel your skin to roast on an open fire, use your eyes as earrings..." she pauses as she sees Chloe isn't crying in fear. Rather, her eyes are intensely locked on her while biting her lip. "Wait, why are you not..."

She is interrupted by a large papery fist punching her in the face. When the papers scatter, Atticus is already eating her face as Lexi gets to work on cutting through Roquelle's legs with two paper katana. "Chloe, finish drawing the seal!" 

Chloe wastes no time snuffing out the flames and hastily digging the donut holer deep into the soil. She hasn't felt this scared since the time she was chased in PE by her classmates who threatened to cut her hair if she didn't really move it (she wasn't the first to make it that time, but she made it to top three). She's been with the donut holer for a while, it is an extension of herself. The only way for Roquelle to get rid if is by prying it out of her cold, dead...

She hears another whimper that is Atticus hitting Lexi's chest, and then a long, sharp red thing striking the donut holer out of her hand. That is a tongue like the proboscis of a Beautifly as she sees it retract back into Roquelle's mouth. Chloe's eyes flashed back to a dark Pokédex entry about Beautifly...that the proboscis is used to drain the lifeforce of a person. 

"Your little pets can't save you this time," Roquelle growls as large purple-red bat wings unfurl from her back. Chloe is ready to hurl another ball of flame at Roquelle, but she swoops in too fast, pinning her to the ground, one hand on her wrist, the other on her neck. When Lexi and Atticus race to save Chloe, Roquelle looks at them and smiles, a red glint in her eye.

"Chloe, we've come to...NOOOOOOO!!!!" Lexi howls as he and Atticus get sucked into a black shadowy vortex underneath their feet, leaving nothing but Atticus' crown and a sheet of paper depicting the three of them reading a book in Azada. One of the first memories he ever recorded of them.

Chloe now realizes she's screwed. There's no way to call for help, no way for her to even breathe fire if Roquelle is crushing her windpipe. Is this how she dies? With her bullies suffocating her and no one to come to her side?

No...she has to keep fighting. Has to raise her voice for someone, anyone to save her. With as much courage she can muster, she raises her head to the sky.

"Someone...h-help! HELP!!!!!" Chloe screams. She knows that if she doesn't do something, Roquelle is going to rip the arm out of its socket and then beat her to death with it! She struggles to kick and scream, wishing she had the power to fire lasers out of her eyes if that would help, wishing she can use her other hand to shove dirt into Roquelle's mouth. But all she can do is scream and scream and scream until something is slammed in-between her teeth. The taste of cold metal makes her recognize what it is. Her own weapon.

"No one is gonna help you now, you little cu--" Roquelle never finishes the word when a flash of silver swings down and knocks her unconscious.

Chloe gasps, pushing Roquelle's body out of the side and yanks the donut holer out of her mouth. She looks up at her savior with a shaky breath. A burly man in a dark grey tunic with a dark red beard and a rotted mask of a Bunnleby. In his hands is a large silver hammer, with one face having a single word painted on it. "HELP". When did he get here? How did he get here? And was he friend or foe?

Well, that doesn't matter. She rises on shaky legs as Roquelle's legs try to attack her. Only for her to swing her donut holer upwards, causing the legs to fly off into the distances. She then stomps on Roquelle's face three times, screaming in disgust. With her anger spent, she turns to the man who came to her rescue. Not like the huntsman who saves Red Riding Hood from being eaten by a wolf, but better than nothing.

"T-thank you," She wheezes, stepping forwards to what remains of the seal. To at least get to her phone to get the image so she can commit it to memory. "I...have to...finish...this! I need...my arm...healed..."

She feels her legs give out on her, but thankfully the distance is enough for her to reach out to unlock her phone. She sees the image. She needs to work on one small part. Finish that one, focus on getting it done...Even one finger dug into the earth will be more than enough to save her...She's suffered worse than this....just...one...push...

But then she feels the pain overtaking her conscious, even as she tries to bite her hand to keep herself awake. No, not right now. She's almost there! She looks up at the strange rabbit man and weakly points to the image on her phone, making sure her hand lands on the screen. "Please..."

Then her eyes slam shut. The hammer-wielder stares at the unconscious girl, at her phone, and at the final part she did not finish. He nods as he picks up the phone, walks across the seal and gently picks up her wrist, dragging her finger to finally complete her seal. As he lays her hand down, the seal begins to glow in a soft crimson light like bonfire. The seal flashes once...twice...three times before something rises in the middle.

It is just like Chloe describes them to Lexi and Atticus. A demon with the face of a lion and six goat wheels surrounding the face like a wheel. Then the wheeled demon shimmers, growing a body. The lower half of a shaggy goat, the upper half of a man with a lion's head. He does not need to ask what is going on, sensing the air like a serpent. With their human hands, they gently touch Chloe's shoulder, covering it with pearly light. When the light fades, and he sees no more signs of wounds on her wrist and neck, Buer steps back to take note of his whereabouts. The darkness illuminated by a small bonfire. The fireflies, the crocus flowers that had been trampled on.

"Strange that I was summoned here," he mutters as a firefly dances around him. He takes note of Roquelle's unconscious upper half, and then to the unconscious girl with a donut holer by her side, hand resting over the seal. "Is she the one who completed the ritual?"

He bends down and rolls Chloe over, keeping an eye of her long red hair with flower highlights, the hand with a three digit number on the palm, and at the painted seal of a familiar Goetia on a cardboard scabbard. Marchosias.

"A child her age completed my sigil in request of my abilities?" he says with eyebrows raised. "Curious. I have not seen a prodigy like this in a long time. The sigil for Marchosias is well painted. And her red hair? Only one other person with a love of monsters such as us has ever passed by. Could it be that she is..." Buer's eyes almost fly out of their sockets. "Wait...is Bifrons right? Did the vow of the Demon Researcher come true?" 

He pauses, questioning how insane that sounds. "No, let me think this over. I rather not jump onto the Isle of Conclusions until I have enough evidence. Supposedly, there was another person with red hair and a menagerie of monsters who entered the Train once upon a time. And both of them had connections to us Goetias. The Train loves to have history rhyme, likes things to have a proper order. Two to tango, as it were. Besides, my job is done anyhow. I have healed my summoner and now I must depart. Although...I might as well give her something to prove that I was here."

Buer turns his hand, palm upward as a puff of red smoke manages to summon a small sack of herbs. He hands it to Rabbit Mask. "Give this to her when she is ready to leave this car. It's my best blend of healing tea."

Rabbit Mask nods his head as Buer begins to shimmer like a hologram. When the demon is gone, Rabbit Mask carefully gathers Chloe, the crown, and the scrap of paper before walking away...

So busy in protecting this maiden in a white dress, that he never notices how one of Roquelle's fingers starts to twitch.

Author Notes

Something that has been on my mind is that in the world of Infinity Train, females are always the ones who get shit done or cause chaos. In Book 1, Tulip is the one who changes the Train forever by being One-One's partner, teaching him what it means to walk in the shoes of a passenger and FINALLY communicate things. Amelia created more chaos by removing One-One from his role as Conductor and leads to Books 2 and 3 because she'd rather care for herself than others, not even helping them figure out what the hell they're supposed to do. The Cat is a wild card who looks out for herself but DOES go back for Tulip despite trying to save her own skin, and is also the reason why the Apex was born when she abandons Simon and Grace decides to lie instead of admit that she doesn't know what's wrong. In Book 2, Mirror Tulip is the one who forces Jesse to stop pussy-footing around and admit he's a doormat. In Book 3, Hazel's appearance changes Grace for the better, while Tuba is the one who causes Grace and Simon to split apart. And last, it's Kez in Book 4 who helps Jeremy move on after being stuck on the Train for 5 years. I don't know if that was Owen Dennis' intent, but you can tell that women hold all the power in the IT world.

That's not to say that males aren't important. We have Alrich who was kind and caring to Amelia. We have Atticus and his wisdom helping Tulip to calm down. Jesse's kindness and positivity turns Lake into a better person. And, negatively, Simon's descent into villainy is what motivates Grace to no longer be Apex. It's unique to see it as feminine chaos against male order, that while females shake the system, it's men who help them keep focus on what they should be doing and WHY. And this is something I wanted to highlight with Chloe and Atticus and Lexi. Atticus and Lexi help Chloe to think clearly but Chloe is the one who thinks of out-of-the-box ideas that changes everything that we know in Seeker of Crocus, particularly for Augustine. 

This chapter had me stuck on how Chloe should fight Roquelle and how she can heal from her shoulder. Luckily, there was a demon in the Ars Goetia who healed injuries, saving me from my original plan of Roquelle trying to drown Chloe in a lake (which would've given her a flashback of this being familiar, foreshadowing her jumping to save Goh from that Vivillon jump). I also wanted to highlight the...dark undertones the scene had. Roquelle is a mananaggal, a monster that's known to kill pregnant woman in their sleep using that proboscis-like tongue of theirs. Now imagine if Roquelle as a man, and I will leave it at that.

Roquelle is a dark reflection of Grace in that Roquelle doesn't hide the fact that she's a complete bitch or a monster, whereas Grace likes to hide under a motherly facade. The mannequins in the Friendship Asylum Car are nice and friendly, if awkward, whereas the Apex are human children who are monsters who destroy the place and don't care who they hurt. And yet they still like it when their prey is helpless and unable to fight back, akin to adults who like to prey on the weak and helpless. Why else do you think the main target of shootings and stabbings are at schools? Because children are the easiest of targets, the most innocent of them all. To kill them is to be seen as a true monster; so disgusting that many criminals find you to be hellspawn. 

But this is where we have Chloe's savior, a man. Yes, it's easy to say "Oh Chloe is so weak that she needs a big strong man" to save her, and all I have to say is, "Is that wrong?" Does it change anything if it was a woman who saved her so long as she's SAVED? Sure, we have to deal with a society where it's common to have a princess saving the prince, a knight saving a prince, a knightess saving a princess, but let's not diminish the symbolism of a man -- one who is creepy looking with his rabbit mask -- still doing what is right to save a girl. Like Boo Radley saving Scout at the end of "To Kill a Mockingbird". How amusing that the mask-wearing man is kinder than the monstrous vampire who looks like a sexy woman. Appearances are not an indicator of one's personality. Also, the rabbit masked man is a reference to the wrestler Erick Rowan, who was one of the initial members of the Wyatt Family and then returned for the Wyatt6. He's also the last member of the original Wyatt Family as Luke Harper and Bray Wyatt themselves are dead. A promo of him has him sadly noting that no one cares for him, "He's just Rowan" as compared to the other family members, he was lost in the shuffle in the wrestling world compared to the Firefly Funhouse of Bray and "The Exalted One" for Luke Harper. His "HELP" hammer is a reference to him playing Ramblin' Rabbit for the Wyatt6, as his promo has him decide to return to join Bo Dallas in spreading the legacy of Bray in order to work through grief...as terrible, tragic, and twisted as it may be.

With this, Chloe is safe for now and she and the mysterious Uncle Howdy will finally meet face to face in "Audience of a Liege".